NOVELS BY STAN POTTINGER
The Fourth
Procedure
A Slow Burning
THE LAST NAZI. Copyright © 2003 by Stan Pottinger. All rights
reserved. Printed in the United States of America.
www.stmartins.com
Book design by Jonathan Bennett
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Pottinger, Stanley.
The last Nazi / Stan Pottinger. — 1st. ed.
p. cm.
ISBN 0-312-27676-1
1. Nazis—Fiction. 2.
Women lawyers—Fiction. 3. Pregnant
women—Fiction. 4. Virus diseases—Fiction.
5. Terrorism—Prevention—Fiction.
6. Government investigators —Fiction.
I. Title.
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CHRI5TMAS
EVE, 1944
Poland
He heard a soft voice, a little girl's voice, singing quietly in
the operating room. When it stopped, Adalwolf told her to keep singing, there
was no need to be afraid, everything was going to be fine. Twelve-year-old Ben
didn't need to guess what was going on in there. He knew.
Sitting in the
darkened anteroom, Ben stared out the frosted windows, anxiously waiting for a
kapo to come and take him back to his barracks. It was ten o'clock at night,
and a blanket of snow had turned the camp unusually quiet. The boilers in the
clinic had been turned off, leaving it bone-chillingly cold, and Crematorium V
was working at reduced capacity so that more SS officers could be home with
their families. Ben wondered why Adalwolf, the sixteen-year-old foster son of
Dr. Mengele, wasn't one of them, but evidently this was where he preferred to
be. Apparently this was his Christmas present to himself.
Ben nervously fingered
an ivory pendant hanging on a chain around his neck, then unwrapped a piece of
chocolate and held it lightly on his fingertips to keep it from melting. The
door to the operating room was slightly ajar, casting a long shard of light
across the anteroom floor. He could hear Adalwolf still trying to convince the
little girl that everything was fine, but to no avail. And no wonder: That was
Ben's job. Lacking the warmth to tell a comforting lie, Adalwolf had
conscripted him to calm the children who were about to undergo one of Dr.
Mengele's procedures. Sometimes Ben did it by teaching them a song; sometimes
by giving them a piece of chocolate or a toy that Dr. Mengele had made
available. Regardless of how he did it, he knew what to do—so why hadn't Adalwolf
asked him to talk to the girl? Why bring him here if he wasn't going to use
him?
He ran his hand
through his dirty hair. Maybe he should knock and let him know he was here.
Then he caught himself.
Rule number one in
the camp: Don't volunteer. For anything. Ever.
He wiggled his toes
nervously in his thin shoes. Snow had melted down his ankles, turning the
leather soggy. He'd been there for nearly half an hour. Where was that kapo?
The
snowflakes were coming down harder now, blanketing the muddy paths and
powdering the trees in the Little Wood. Ben wondered if he'd ever see another
snowfall in his hometown of Vakhnovka, wondered if he'd smell the flowers in
the cornfields in spring. He wondered about many things until he remembered it
was better not to wonder about any.
He lifted the ivory
pendant—it had come from a woman prisoner— and kissed it for good luck, even
though he didn't believe in luck anymore. Survival in this place didn't depend
on good fortune, hard work, or any of the virtues he'd been taught as a child.
Survival depended on one thing: obedience. Calming frightened children was
simply doing what he'd been told, although, as far as he was concerned, it was
also a good deed. If ever he was in their shoes, he hoped someone would do the
same for him.
He exhaled
impatiently, then stood up and crept over to the operating-room door, careful
not to touch it for fear of making it creak. What was there to be curious
about? He'd been inside the room many times and knew it well: the holding cots,
the operating tables, the metal autopsy islands, the countertops with
bell-shaped jars and stainless-steel tools, the formaldehyde, the gooseneck
lamps lighting bare walls.
He peeked through the
crack and saw the little girl sitting on a sheet-covered gurney, shivering and
scrawny from rations of stale bread, margarine, and black coffee. In her hands
was a red-and-silver Christmas tree ornament that reminded Ben of a fishing
pole bobber about to be dropped into a summer pond. A summer in a different
life, a pond in a forgotten world.
Adalwolf's white lab coat moved in front of the slender opening,
blocking Ben's view. Even though he was only sixteen, Adalwolf's uniform and
chiseled face gave him the bearing of a grown-up Nazi doctor.
"Sing to
me," Adalwolf said, prompting the girl with a few bars of "Silent
Night."
Instead, she sat
quietly.
"Come, come,
Rochele," Adalwolf said. "If you sing, everything will be fine."
He held her hand and, after a little more cajoling, she stopped sniffling and
tried again.
"Stille Nacht.
. .Heilige Nacht. . ."
The little girl kept
singing softly, clutching the Christmas tree ornament against her belly.
"Alles
schaft, einsam wacht. . ."
Ben heard the hiss of
a bottle being opened. As he craned his neck to see where Adalwolf had gone,
tears filled his eyes, some from the chemical fumes, some from the ache in his
heart. He squeezed the pendant through his shirt and stuffed it into his mouth.
The aroma of melted chocolate on his fingers mingled with the smell of
chloroform.
The little girl was
singing the last stanza now: "Schlafe in himmlischer Ruh." Ben
held his breath, closed his eyes, and waited for what was to happen next.
It didn't happen.
The door opened
abruptly, bumping Ben's shoulder and jolting open his eyes. Adalwolf stood in
the doorway looking down at him, a chloroform-filled syringe held in one
rubber-gloved hand while the other reached for Ben's chocolate-covered fist. He
pried the boy's fingers off the pendant, lifted it from around his neck, and
held it up between them.
"You shouldn't
have taken it, Ben," he said, dropping it into his lab coat pocket.
Ben volunteered
nothing. His flushed cheeks did it for him.
"Don't worry," Adalwolf said, "your punishment
will fit the crime." He laid his hand on Ben's shoulder and pushed him
into the room.
FIFTY-EIGHT YEARS LATER DECEMBER, 2002
Atlantic City, New Jersey
The FBI agents climbed the grimy wooden stairwell smoothly, five
sylphs in rubber-soled boots, black Ninja suits, Kevlar vests, and helmets with
visors lowered. Their MAC-lOs were loaded, their gloved fingers inside the
trigger guards.
Melissa Gale followed
them up the steps at a short distance, her sneakers, turtleneck, and
bulletproof vest suddenly feeling inadequate. But it didn't matter. She wanted
this guy so much it made her mouth dry. "Come on, Adalwolf," she said
in a soft whisper, "be inside that room." She had a habit of talking
to herself when the pressure was on.
The SWAT team leader
reached the top of the stair and put his back to the wall next to the door
while the other agents moved silently into position. Next to the leader was a
nervous rookie holding a Maglite the size of a nightstick, and on the other
side of the door was a veteran African-American agent from the Washington field
office named Harris Johnson. In front of the door were two more agents with a
battering ram.
Melissa climbed the
steps until her eyes reached floor level beneath the wooden banister. It was
rare for a prosecutor to join an FBI on an arrest—in addition to the danger, it
could make her a witness—but there were unusual circumstances in this case. She
was closer to the action than she was supposed to be, but the agents were too
focused to notice. She pushed her brunette hair back and rested her
double-gloved hands on the banister's lower rail, at eye level. Looking
straight ahead, she saw the flickering blue light of a TV set coming through the
crack at the bottom of the door.
He was in there.
Seventy-five-year-old Adalwolf—Josef Mengele's teenage lab assistant at
Auschwitz, the last Nazi on her list—was watching television in a rooming house
in Atlantic City's run-down Inlet section.
Melissa's heart felt fuel-injected. Since
she'd gotten word five years earlier that he was living in the United States,
capturing him had been like trying to grab smoke. Twice they'd broken down
doors where he was supposed to be, only to find nothing. As a lawyer for OSI,
the Justice Department's Office of Special Investigations—the "Nazi
hunters" —she
had arrested eight former
Nazis living in the U.S. and deported them by court order, but none of them
were like this.
This one wasn't a
toothless old geezer hiding out as a retired car salesman in Des Moines; this
one was still active, still a menace. Although she couldn't prove it yet, she
was sure he'd killed three people with a deadly virus called NTX. All Jews. The
FBI's digital tracing program, called BackFire, had located him in this
flophouse three hours earlier, when he'd sent Melissa one of his taunting
e-mails.
This time, he didn't
know they were coming.
The SWAT team leader
from the Newark field office raised his hand, signaling his men to get ready.
Melissa patted her
pocket and felt the search warrant. She'd never set eyes on Adalwolf, didn't
even have a photograph of him except for one taken in 1944 when he was the
acolyte of the "Butcher of Auschwitz." But she knew how to identify
him. Two death camp survivors had testified that he had a black Totenkopf—the
SS death's head—tattooed on his upper left arm.
The judge's warrant
required her to see it as a condition of arrest. In addition, Adalwolf had no
voice box, which she knew because she'd talked to him many times on the
telephone. If they arrested him and got him to speak through his electrolarynx,
she'd recognize his voice in a second.
The team leader
counted down: three fingers, two fingers, one. When the last digit disappeared,
the agents with the ram smashed in the door with one swing, knocking it off its
hinges.
Harris Johnson and the team leader went through the door with
their submachine guns in hand yelling, "FBI! Don't move!" followed by
two agents on their flanks, automatics at eye level. The rookie shined a beam
of light into the subject's face.
Watching from the
stair, Melissa caught a glimpse of an old man sitting in a worn club chair, his
grizzled face stunned and confused, his eyes squinting at the Maglite and guns.
Harris Johnson, whom she'd been working with on the case, put the muzzle of his
weapon against the old man's head and said, "We can't prone him out, he's
hooked up!"
Another agent said,
"I say we put him down anyway!"
The team leader said, "Everybody hold
what you got!"
Ordinarily they would
have put their subject facedown on the floor and cuffed his hands behind his
back, but there was an IV pole standing next to him with a plastic bag of fluid
at the top and a clear tube running down to his arm. She heard the team leader
yell from beneath his lowered visor, "Okay, Harris, you've got the
controls."
Harris Johnson looked
at the old man a moment, then yelled, "Okay Gale! We're ready to make an
ID!"
Melissa Gale pulled
her industrial mask over her nose and mouth, adjusted the elastic straps behind
her head, and climbed the remaining steps toward the open door. Entering the
room, she saw an old man in gray sweatpants and a dirty T-shirt sitting upright
with his arms resting on tattered armrests, his feet on the floor, his head
wobbling but proud and erect. She thought he looked more like a dying old
athlete than a killer.
She looked around the
room and saw his ratty slippers, an unmade Murphy bed, magazines and junk
strewn around, a grimy window at the back wall, a Styrofoam coffee cup, a TV
set still flickering with a Seinfeld rerun. To her right was a
kitchenette with dirty pots in the sink, a Formica table with a laptop computer
on it, lid up, screen dark. On the wall was a movie poster for Saving
Private Ryan.
She stepped up to the
subject and looked into a pair of watery eyes. Could this old coot with
salt-and-pepper stubble and a Zane Gray paperback on his lap still be killing
people? Yes, he could. Nazis didn't look like Freddy Kruger, they looked
ordinary. Banal. Like him.
"He looks doped
up," an agent said.
"Don't take
anything for granted!" Harris Johnson said.
"Maybe he caught
his own virus," the team leader said. "He looks like he's got the
flu."
Melissa stepped in
closer.
Harris Johnson said,
"Come on, Melissa, we need positive ID."
She stooped
down with her face at his level. "Who are you?" she said through her
mask. He didn't speak. "Blink if you are Adalwolf." He didn't blink.
She stood up and reached toward him slowly. He stared at her through bleary
eyes as she rolled up the sleeve of his T-shirt.
It was right where it
was supposed to be: a faded black tattoo of a human skull—the Totenkopf—the
symbol of the Nazi SS.
She turned to Harris
and nodded. He looked at it and agreed. She stooped in front of the old man
again and pulled her mask down around her neck, revealing her face.
"Hello
Adalwolf," she said. "It's me. Melissa Gale."
He stared at her a
moment, then, as if he finally understood what was happening, slowly raised his
right hand from the armrest. When it was a few inches off the fabric she could
see an object taped to his palm—something dark and metallic, something resembling
a—
"Gun!" an
agent yelled.
Weapons clacked and Harris Johnson pushed his MAC-10 hard against
the old man's skull.
Without warning, the
rookie rammed the large end of the flashlight into the old man's chest,
knocking spit out of his mouth.
"Easy!"
Melissa said angrily, "It's not a gun, it's a microphone!" The team
leader yanked the rookie's hands back, but the old man's wind was already gone.
As much as Melissa hated him, she didn't like seeing someone bashed in the
chest. He wheezed, his face red, the veins on his neck protruding. Then his
eyes glinted and the muscles in his arms rippled and a warrior's spirit inside
him came alive. This, Melissa thought, was more like the Adalwolf she expected.
He let out a phlegmy cough.
"Put your mask on," Harris Johnson
told her.
She pulled the white
shell over her mouth and pinched the frame onto the bridge of her nose. His
eyes were watering and his lips dry. He raised the microphone another inch, and
she thought, That's strange. His fingertips were wrapped in wet gauze.
The old man's hand
stopped moving to let them see that he was holding an amplifier, not a weapon,
then continued rising slowly. Despite the drugs or fever that clouded his mind,
he understood that there were loaded guns pointed at his head. When his hand
was about a foot away from his stoma—the hole at the base of his neck where his
larynx used to be—Melissa noticed that the plastic IV line was dangling next to
his elbow, unattached to his arm. And yet the liquid medicine wasn't draining
out.
His handheld
electrolarynx continued approaching the base of his neck. He opened his lips to
speak. Melissa's eyelids widened at the sight of a silver glint running up
inside the clear plastic tubing.
"Wait!" she
said.
But he didn't wait.
He pressed the transmit button to talk —she heard the click of the
battery-driven speaker and his first two electronic words —"you
are"
The transmission sent an
electrical charge up the silver wire into an explosive cap at the base of the
IV bag, igniting a liter of liquid naphtha masquerading as medication.
Boom-whooooosh!
The bag burst into a blazing sun and dropped onto the old man's
head, shoulders, and lap, splashing in all directions like spilled milk, engulfing
everything in its path. Melissa and the agents leapt away with their hands
shielding their faces as Adalwolf lit up like a self-immolating Buddhist monk.
A bonfire swirled around him with a roar, turning his face into a black
silhouette behind an orange veil.
Harris: "Keep it
off your clothes!"
The team leader:
"Over there!" Pointing.
Two agents yanked a
braided rug from under a coffee table and threw it over Adalwolf's head. Flames
licked out and joined the burning liquid on the floor.
"Water
coming!" one of the agents yelled from the kitchenette. He had the faucet
at the sink running full-blast into a pot, which he grabbed and threw toward
the burning chair. Another agent stamped his feet on the flames; yet another
beat them away from an agent's burning legs. Smoke and hot gases and the stench
of burned flesh filled the room. Everyone was coughing.
"Get everybody
out of the building!"
Three agents hustled
through the open door and moved past tenants who were already standing on the
stair to see what was going on. Agents ran up and down the stairwell, yelling
and knocking on doors, entering rooms, pulling residents out.
Harris Johnson and
the rookie wrapped Adalwolf in the rug and carried his body down the steps.
Melissa backed up to the door, looking at the flames creeping toward the walls.
The full-throated wail of a fire truck sounded in the distance.
She saw the laptop on
the table.
She ran between the
licking spikes, grabbed the computer, and dashed to the door through a wall of
fire. When she reached the stair, she looked down at her legs and saw smoke
drifting up from the soles of her shoes. She jogged down and met Harris coming
up.
"Is everyone
out?" he shouted as he passed her.
"I don't
know," she said.
Out on the
sidewalk, she stood looking up at smoke billowing from one of the old man's
windows that had shattered from the heat. A wet December snow was falling with
the ash.
The first fire truck
arrived and the firemen jumped off just as Harris and the team leader came out
the door. Everyone was out of the building, Harris said, and walked to an
emergency medical van that sat idling with its rear doors open, about to
receive Adalwolf's rug-covered body on a gurney. Harris and Melissa looked at
his smoldering remains. Harris expressed his sentiments in a low voice:
"Fuck."
Melissa
carried the laptop to the hood of the ambulance, lifted the top, and hit the
function key. The screen lit up.
If
you are reading this, Melissa, take no satisfaction from my death. You and
your
jackboot friends-at least the ones who survived-are going to miss me. But
enough
is enough. My work is done, and I choose to depart on my terms, not
yours.
Joseph
Goebbels wrote the Third Reich's epitaph in Hitler's bunker shortly
before
the end: "When we depart, let the earth tremble." The world has
waited
fifty
years for that to happen, and now, at last, the time has come.
Look
to a child to complete the Führer's work, Melissa. The Final Solution
isn't
over, it's just begun.
A.
P.S. The butter cookies in the
round tin are terrific.
She closed the
laptop, picked it up, and found Harris. "You okay?" he said.
She nodded and
shivered. The wet cold was going to the bone. "Bastard almost nailed
us," Harris said. "We've got two agents with burns."
Melissa looked over
and saw them lifted into an ambulance. "How bad?"
Harris shrugged. They
stared at each other.
"What?"
Harris said.
"I don't
understand why he killed himself," she said.
Harris yelled at an
agent, "Jim—ride with the EMS, okay?" To Melissa he replied, "He
knew his days were numbered and he wanted to take a few of us out before he
went."
Melissa knew Adalwolf
was capable of killing himself if he had good reason, but was trying to kill
some FBI agents good enough? She didn't think so. His suicide was a sideshow to
cover up something else. And why do it with fire? He hated fire. He'd once said
in an e-mail to her, "Fire is for ovens, and ovens are for
Jews."
Watching Harris walk
over to a cluster of FBI agents, she held up the laptop to show him she had it,
then headed for the FBI van.
Adalwolf loved the
game. How had he won it by losing?
“David?" No answer. Entering her Alexandria, Virginia,
townhouse apartment, Melissa called out to her husband before the door closed.
"Honey, you home?" She'd telephoned him as she was boarding the FBI
helicopter to tell him she was all right but the bust had gone bad, she'd
explain when she got home. Apparently, he wasn't back yet. He'd been in
Baltimore working on a story for the Times, but said he'd be home if at
all possible.
She went into the
bathroom and took off her clothes, trying to rid herself of the smell of smoke
and human cremation. Standing naked in front of the full length mirror on the
back of the door, she caught a glimpse of the tiny pearl studs she was still
wearing. She couldn't believe she'd forgotten to take them off before the bust.
She faced the mirror and leveled her head and looked at them straight on. As
usual, they were noticeably uneven, the one on the left ear higher than the one
on the right. "That's what you get when you let your junior high
girlfriend use a kilt pin as a piercing needle," she said. Leaning
forward, tilting her head side to side, she removed the studs and set them on
the sink.
She turned on the
bath water—ran it hot—then took another look at herself in the full length
mirror. Her cheekbones were still pink, but her face looked tired. She never
wore mascara; it made her naturally full lashes so long they brushed against
the insides of her sunglasses. In fact, except for the occasional use of
lipstick, she rarely wore any makeup at all. People thought she was being
politically correct, but basically, she was just too lazy to mess with it.
David said she didn't need it anyway. Lovely David, still blinded by love.
With the bath water
running, she stepped back from the mirror and turned sideways, in profile, to
examine her belly. She stood up straight and put her hands on her stomach and
drew it in hard, accentuating her rib cage—then let it go, pooching it out as
far as possible to imagine what she'd look like pregnant. There wasn't enough
there to get the idea, not even when she slumped her shoulders forward. Jane,
her pregnant assistant, said she'd kill for
Melissa's figure, but Melissa would have swapped with her in a second.
She turned off the bath
and opened the medicine cabinet and took a swig of Mylanta from a
turquoise-colored bottle. After swallowing a gulp—it made her shudder—she hung
her head over the sink and breathed deeply. When the queasiness subsided, she
lifted her husband's robe off the back of the door, pulled it on, and walked
down the hall to the kitchen.
The message light was
blinking on her answering machine. She hit the play button, pulled a carton of
orange juice from the refrigerator, and set it on the table to take the chill
off before drinking. The first message was from her boss, Barry Sherer, the
second from Janet Wayward, the Justice Department public information officer
who dealt with the press.
Evidently the fun had
already begun.
She lifted the phone,
then set it back on the cradle and drank some juice. Adalwolf had left the
investigation in a shambles. Without interrogating him, how would they know
what he'd done? What virus he'd used? Who else might be infected? What scheme
he was pursuing?
She told herself to
relax and be glad he was gone.
Waiting for the tub
to fill, she looked out the window at the yellow lights lining the Potomac on
the Washington side of the river. If she craned her neck, she could see the
edge of the Lincoln Memorial with its white marble walls glowing under the
spotlights. They lived in a renovated town-house in Old Town Alexandria, a cozy
spot for young married couples. Not that they were all that young—she was
thirty-eight, David forty—and not that they were all that cozy, either, at
least not in the last few months. They said their work schedules were the
problem, but she knew that wasn't true. When two people wanted a child they
couldn't have, the price of disappointment was distance.
Being childless was a
bad-luck roll of the biological dice, and yet it felt like a personal failing
to her, and like compromised manhood to him. Finding it increasingly annoying
to talk about, increasingly they didn't. They both had a thousand excuses.
She put the orange juice
away. God, she wished he was home. It was a strange time to be thinking about
sex, but she was sure she was ovulating.
Sometimes she could
tell. The doctors said it didn't matter; the scars on her uterus made
implantation nearly impossible. But it was the "nearly" in that
diagnosis that gave her hope.
Picking up her keys,
she took a second look at the thumb-sized red plastic sneaker dangling from the
chain, her souvenir of the moment she and David had fallen in love. It was
their third date, a restaurant in Washington that had unexpectedly closed,
David claiming to know where they could find fresh oysters, and, two hours
later, eating Blue Points and Belons in Rehoboth Beach, Delaware.
After dinner they'd
walked to a carnival with the usual gaudy lights, pop guns, and merry-go-round
calliopes and he'd offered a reckless bet: You pick the game, and whoever wins
a teddy bear first gets whatever he or she wants.
"Anything?"
she said.
"Anything,"
he said.
She chose to throw
baseballs at lead-filled milk bottles. "Now that we shook on it," she
said, "you should know I played softball in high school."
"I played
baseball in college," he said.
"You didn't tell
me that."
"You didn't ask.
Chickening out?"
"Hand me the damn baseballs."
Six games later,
Melissa had won a teddy bear and David a keychain with a red plastic sneaker.
He said it was too late to drive back to Washington, they'd had too many
martinis, it'd be very dangerous. Climbing the steps to a beachside B
& B, she swapped the teddy bear for the keychain, which meant now he could
redeem it for whatever he wanted. Which was fine with her, because what
he wanted was what she wanted. She'd carried the keychain ever since.
Asherman's syndrome was the name of the problem. She'd acquired
the scars in her utereus from a rare case of tuberculosis when she was fifteen.
Since the diagnosis, she'd read so much about it her fertility specialist said
she understood the disease better than most doctors.
The specialist was
Dr. Eric Brandt, director of the Myrna Ben-Zevi Memorial Fertility Clinic in
Miami and one of the top specialists in the field. Professor
Ben-Zevi—"Ben" to everyone who knew him—was the semiretired chairman
of the clinic and the widower of the woman for whom it was named. As long as
these two men continued treating her, she had hope.
Ben in particular
inspired confidence. He'd met Melissa's grandmother, Esther, at Auschwitz when
he worked as a conscript in Dr. Josef Mengele's clinic. After the war, he
migrated to Israel for a brief stay, converted his European name,
"Wolfson," to its Hebrew counterpart, "Ben-Z'ev," then came
to the United States to complete his medical education. Grandma Esther was
instrumental in bringing him to New York, where he eventually became the family
doctor. Years later, when Melissa joined OSI, he testified for her as an expert
witness in one of her Nazi deportation cases, and later helped put her on to
Adalwolf's trail. He was more than a doctor and friend; he was family. Except
for David, the only family she had left.
She looked at the
calendar on the refrigerator. Six weeks earlier she'd undergone a high-risk
surgical procedure to see if enough healthy uterine tissue could be restored to
hold a fertilized egg. A few more days and she'd know. For that matter, the
operation might have been successful and she was ready to conceive right now.
Her hormones were calling and her eggs were waiting. All she needed was David.
She finished her glass
of juice, put away the carton, turned off the kitchen light, and headed for the
bathroom where she washed her hair and soaked in the tub. After drying off, she
went to the bedroom and lowered the shades and crawled between the sheets. They
felt cool and clean against her naked skin. She was setting the alarm on the
nightstand when the phone rang. At this hour, it had to be David.
"Hi, baby,"
she answered.
"Uh, Melissa,
this is Janet Wayward at Justice. Sorry to be calling so late, but I'm getting
press calls about Atlantic City."
Melissa sat up, told
her what had happened, and answered her questions. When they were done, Wayward
said she wanted Melissa to do an interview
on CNN first thing in the morning. "The Attorney General doesn't even want
a whiff of Ruby Ridge, which means we need to tell the world what happened and
tell it fast."
"Why not get
somebody from the Bureau?" Melissa said.
"Don't worry,
nobody's out to savage you. Everybody knows this Nazi killed himself. Good
riddance."
"But—"
"The AG wants
it, Melissa. It's tag, and you're it."
Melissa took down the
address of CNN's Washington studio and turned out the light on her side of the
bed, leaving the lamp on David's side. She slept better that way.
She didn't know what
time he would get in. As a reporter with the Washington bureau of The New
York Times, his day was dictated by events, not the clock. But that was
okay with her; she worked long hours herself. "Live with it," she
said out loud as she turned off the phone ringer. Then, "I gotta stop
talking to myself." She lay back and burrowed into the covers and closed
her eyes.
Her eyes opened in darkness. David had turned out the light and was
crawling into bed quietly, trying not to wake her. She turned toward him and
touched his shoulder through the sheet. His hand found her naked thigh and
squeezed it the way he always did. She cozied up behind him, a spoon in a
spoon, but it was too late: The mess in Atlantic City came pouring in.
"He fooled us
again," she said.
David reached across
his chest and found her hand. "What happened?"
"He set
us up with a booby trap and we fell for it."
He rubbed her hand
sympathetically.
She said, "He
burned to death. There's going to be a lot of flak."
David stopped rubbing
her hand and turned onto his back. "I'm glad the bastard is dead."
"I think I'm
ovulating," she said.
She felt him prop
himself on an elbow above her and stroke her hair. He leaned down and kissed
her—missed her lips in the dark, found her nose, then her lips—and began
massaging her breasts, down to her belly, around to her back and down her
buttocks, down to the back of her right thigh. He had a gentle hand that made
the dough rise slowly, but tonight foreplay only made her impatient. When his
hand rolled over onto the top of her thigh, she spread her legs an inch. It was
the only signal he needed.
He mounted her
gracefully, pulling her legs up, guiding himself into her easily, taking her hands
in his and pinning them high above her head. She squeezed them hard and curled
her legs around his calves.
"Don't wait,
baby," she whispered.
His hips began moving
with a slow camshaft motion.
A film of ambient
light crept into the room around the edges of the nightshades, putting him in
silhouette. He let go of her hands and raised his torso above her and loomed
over her like a warm shadow. She put her hands on his back and buttocks and
felt the rhythm of their motion. Except for the rustle of sheets and an
occasional murmur, they made love silently. He seemed more driven than usual,
and she felt like a woman on a mission, as if they
were the last two people on earth, desperate to conceive.
She said, "It's
going to happen, I can feel it."
She could feel heat
starting to tingle on the soles of her feet, running up her legs. . .up her
back and into her face. . .all around her in a full-body aura.
"I'm almost
there!" she whispered. "Come with me!"
She felt the aura
start to implode. She was so close . . . so ready . . . "Don't stop!"
she whispered and dug her nails his hands. "Don't stop, don't stop . .
."
He stopped. Almost,
it seemed, on purpose.
"Honey?"
she said. She reached up to touch his face, but he grabbed her wrists to stop
her. "What's wrong?" she said.
He held her wrists
tight and made a guttural sound she'd never heard before.
"David, what is
it?" She was wildly confused, her legs still spread. She tried to pull her
wrists free, but he wouldn't let go. Another guttural sound came from deep in
his chest.
I know that sound.
She wrenched her
wrists from his hand, but it happened slowly, as if trudging through a muddy
field. She reached for the lamp next to the bed but he pulled her arm back
down. She tried to reach it again. "David, you're hurting me!" She
finally found the switch—fingers fumbling—and turned it on.
Above her was the
sagging face of an old man with beady eyes and mottled gray skin. Icy revulsion
swept through her. He put his hand over her mouth and grinned a hideous grin.
She tried to scream but couldn't. She was panicked from being pinned down. He
kneeled between her legs and without warning burst into flames. Terror welled
up in her and a silent shudder ruptured her dream.
When she woke, her
heart was racing like a small bird's and one of her arms was still suspended in
midair, reaching for the bedside lamp. But the light was still on, David's side
of the bed still empty. He hadn't come home yet.
"Good God."
She got up,
went to the bathroom, and splashed cool water over her face. It was two-thirty
in the morning, the perfect time for gut-wrenching witchcraft.
She looked into the
mirror. Come on, Adalwolf, let go. He was still in her head, still
powerful enough to climb into her bed and fuck her. The show was over but the
music lingered on.
She dried her face
and returned to the bedroom with a glass of water. On the bedside table was
half an Ambien. She washed it down, got into bed, and waited for the chemistry
to kick in. She felt like a marathoner who'd stopped running before she hit the
tape. All that work and still no victory. So frustrating. Relax and be glad
he's dead. The rest will take care of itself.
She rolled onto her
side and tried to sleep. When her grandmother, Esther, had come out of
Auschwitz, she was pregnant with Melissa's mother and had died long before
Melissa was born. Who had fathered Melissa's mother had remained a mystery
until a year after her death, when Ben—having promised he would tell no one
during her mother's lifetime—revealed to Melissa that the man who had made her
mother pregnant had been an SS captain. Melissa's grandfather had literally
been the enemy.
It hadn't come as a
surprise to Melissa. The way her mother had clammed up over the subject made
Melissa wonder if her biological grandfather might have been a fellow
concentration camp prisoner, or a kapo, or maybe even an SS officer. While the
possibilities were nothing to celebrate, neither did she feel a sense of shame
about them. Regardless of the awful circumstances of the conception, her
grandmother's pregnancy had saved her own life and given Melissa a loving
mother. Besides, Melissa didn't believe in genetic determination. Even Hitler,
she assumed, must have had relatives who were decent.
She pictured Adalwolf
sitting in his chair with fire floating around him on transparent film. For
some reason she began to cry, and soon she was crying hard. When she was
finished, she thought: How about that. It's finally over.
She laid the damp
tissue on the bed next to her and closed her eyes. A moment later she was
starting to drift, her breathing deep and her heartbeat soft and regular. Down,
down, down . . . down into sleep like a ball of unraveling twine. When the last
inch unfurled, sitting before her in neon lights was Adalwolf's e-mail on her
laptop: "Fire is for ovens . . . and ovens are for ]ews." The
words morphed into the question she'd asked Harris Johnson earlier: Why
would he kill himself with fire?
She sat bolt upright,
her eyes open and her mind clear despite the sleeping pill. A phantom had poked
her awake and disappeared around the corner. She lay back and exhaled. His
death may have left unanswered questions, but she didn't have to be the one to
answer them. For her it was over.
Except it wasn't.
There was still something unsettled that kept nudging her, keeping her awake.
Not only did she not know the answer, she didn't even know the question.
Yet.
The six o'clock morning news was blaring on the bedroom TV when
Melissa got out of the shower and grabbed a towel. David had called to say good
morning and tell her how sorry he was he wasn't there and to ask her what
happened last night, but she didn't have time to give him more than a quick
outline. They gave each other verbal kisses and hung up.
Drying off,
she heard the words "Atlantic City" on the television set and looked
through the bathroom door. Over the TV anchor's shoulder was a picture of a
swastika on fire.
"The FBI
attempted to arrest a World War Two Nazi in a tenement house in Atlantic City,
New Jersey, last night," the anchor said, "but as they were taking
the man into custody, he apparently killed himself."
She saw videotape of
a sheet-covered body on a gurney being pushed toward the back of an emergency
medical van.
"According to a
Justice Department spokeswoman," the anchor's voice said behind the
pictures, "the suspect, known only by the name Adalwolf, left a suicide
note and rigged himself to a booby trap that exploded shortly after the FBI
entered the room. The seventy-five-year-old Nazi had been sought for nearly
five years as a suspected SS officer at Auschwitz."
Now firemen were
walking into a tenement house cordoned off by yellow plastic tape.
"Two FBI agents
were hospitalized with burns in the fiery raid."
There was nothing
about three suspected Jewish victims of Adalwolf, nothing about a deadly virus,
no panic in the streets. The press had got the gist of it, and that was enough.
She got dressed, wondering how long it would stay that way.
Someone pinned a microphone to her white silk blouse; someone else
straightened the crease in her slacks and said, "Would you rather cross
your legs or leave both feet on the floor?" Someone else patted her
forehead and nose with a powder puff. Melissa sat there feeling like a
mannequin.
She looked behind the
cameras at the crew and saw ordinary people like the ones she'd grown up
with—so why did she feel like they were preparing an execution? All those
cables and all this electricity, that's why. Not a word had been spoken, not an
accusation made, but she felt guilty.
"Hello,"
the familiar voice said, "I'm Dee Dee Donovan." A perky blonde gave
Melissa a big smile, and Melissa thought, Hey, she's fine, relax. Dee
Dee Donovan said, "Did you get some coffee in the green room?"
Putting her at ease.
"Are you doing
the interview?" Melissa said.
"No, no, you're
being interviewed by Paula in New York. Split screen. Just look into that
camera right there. She'll see you, but you won't be able to see her."
"Listen, I—
"
Donovan held up a
finger and pressed her earpiece to her head. Her face turned serious. She
repositioned her mouthpiece and said, "I haven't seen it" to the
voice talking to her. A pause and a glance at Melissa. "She's right here,
ready to go." Another pause. "I'd be happy to show it to her, but I
haven't got it."
Got what? Show
what? Melissa felt a meat hook tugging at her back.
The man next to the
camera said, "Thirty seconds."
Dee Dee Donovan
turned toward a girl with earphones and electronic gear approaching with a
bright yellow piece of paper in her hand. Donovan took it and read fast. After
finishing, she looked up at Melissa and was about to say something when the man
by the camera counted down softly, "Five, four, three . . ." They
were live.
Melissa heard Paula
Zahn's voice, as smooth as Sunday morning.
"Most of the
Nazis responsible for the unspeakable atrocities of the Holocaust are dead by
now," Zahn said, "but not all. A few who were young SS guards are still living in the
United States, their crimes unknown even to their friends and neighbors. But if
they think they're home free, they haven't met Melissa Gale, a Nazi hunter with
the Justice Department who has located and prosecuted seven men and one woman
involved in death camp atrocities." She spoke to Melissa.
"Welcome."
Melissa gave her a
dimpled smile and said, "Good morning."
"Last night you
were part of an FBI team that tried to arrest a Nazi named Adalwolf," Zahn
said, "but before you could take him into custody, he died in a fire. What
happened?"
"When we were
making the arrest, he set off a firebomb."
"To kill your
team?"
"And himself,
apparently."
"So he knew you
were coming?"
"I'm sure he
suspected it; we've been pursuing him for years."
"You wouldn't
think a man in his mid-seventies would be so dangerous," Zahn said.
"This one was
unusual," Melissa said.
"So I gather.
What, exactly, does a Nazi hunter do?" Zahn asked.
"There are
different kinds," Melissa said. "I happen to work for the Office of
Special Investigations, which has authority to deport Nazis who lied on their
immigration forms when they entered the United States."
"You don't put
them in jail?"
"Not for lying,
no. The most we can do is deport them—unless they've also committed other
crimes, in which case they can be prosecuted for those."
"Nobody likes
Nazis," Zahn said, "but when someone dies in a raid, there are always
going to be questions, aren't there?"
"Routinely," Melissa said.
"Do you expect
accusations of official misconduct?" Zahn said.
"No," Melissa
said. "We tried to take him peacefully."
"I'm sure the
videotape will back you up."
Videotape? The
word was an icicle in her chest.
Zahn looked into the
camera and said, "We have a piece of videotape that just arrived at our studio. I
understand parts of it are very graphic, so you might want to make sure the
kids aren't watching."
Melissa felt her
heart pound. On a monitor off to the side she saw the start of a replay of the
events of the night before.
Oh, shit
Adalwolf had mounted a hidden camera in the kitchen cupboard high
on the right. Melissa watched what it had recorded.
She saw him sitting
in his club chair, staring forward in the general direction of a TV set, the IV
pole at his side, his head bobbing as he fought to overcome the sedative he'd
given himself.
"Does this look
like the room?" Zahn asked.
"Yes,"
Melissa said. Nothing like seeing yourself on national TV.
The tape showed the
door crashing in and flattening at Adalwolf's feet. He was so drugged he didn't
blink.
Three agents in black
Ninja gear entered with guns drawn and took positions around the subject. He
looked overwhelmed. The sound on the videotape was bad but distinguishable.
There were Harris and
the team leader saying, "FBI! Don't move!"
Adalwolf squinting at
the guns and flashlight.
Harris saying,
"We can't prone him out, he's hooked up!"
Another saying,
"I say we put him down anyway!"
Melissa wanted the
videotape to self-destruct, but it didn't. It showed her entering the room with
her protective mask on.
"Is that
you?" Zahn said.
"Uh, looks like
it. . ."
An agent could be
heard saying, "He looks doped up."
And another saying,
"Maybe he caught his own virus."
Oh, Christ, now the virus is out there.
The videotape showed
Melissa checking Adalwolf's tattoo . . . pulling down her mask and stooping in
front of him to speak . . . Adalwolf raising his hand with the electrolarynx.
It showed the rookie slamming the head of his Maglite into Adalwolf's chest.
Melissa winced again. It looked uglier than she remembered.
Paula Zahn said,
"What's happening to make the FBI hit an old man like that?"
Melissa said,
"The agent thought he had a gun."
It showed the team
leader yanking the flashlight away. Adalwolf's hand rising slowly, Melissa and
the agents watching. Adalwolf placing the electronic speech device at the stoma
in his neck and clicking on the device to speak. Melissa yelling, "Wait!"
The bag of naphtha
exploding.
The brightness turned
the videotape white. When the picture returned there was a Niagara of fire, but
only for a split second. The show's director apparently saw no reason to put
barbeque on America's breakfast tables.
Melissa sat there feeling burned, too. It
wasn't the fire department that sent them this tape.
Paula Zahn said,
"I'm told he was holding a voice amplifier, not a gun."
Melissa said,
"As it turned out it wasn't a gun, but the agents had only a split second
to determine what it was." It wasn't a CNN reporter who found the tape,
either.
Zahn said, "What
virus was the FBI agent talking about?"
Here we go. "As
I recall," Melissa said, "the next thing he said was, 'He looks like
he's got the flu.' " Hoping Paula would assume it was the flu.
"So
we're not talking about the spread of a disease like smallpox or anthrax or
some other post 9-11 deadly virus?"
How could Melissa
answer that? "I certainly wouldn't want to leave that impression."
Like a lawyer, that's how: technically truthful and generally misleading.
"I'd like to say more about this, but since it's an open investigation,
I'm afraid I can't." The FBI didn't leak this tape, either.
"Why do you
suppose he made a videotape of his arrest, Ms. Gale?"
"I don't know.
He was an angry, dangerous man." Only one person could have done it. "Despite
the pyrotechnics, the arrest was in order. We have two FBI agents in the
hospital as a result of this man's actions."
Melissa saw the floor producer run his hand
in a small circle, telling Dee Dee Donovan they were about to cut to a
commercial.
Paula Zahn said,
"I'm sorry we didn't have more time to talk about your marvelous
career."
"Oh, you didn't
miss much. Thanks for having me," Melissa said.
Zahn said,
"We'll be right back."
Only one person
could have sent the tape to CNN. Only one person wanted to get me and Harris
thrown off the case.
Adalwolf.
He's still alive.
Melissa sat in a windowless room in WFO — the Washington Field
Office of the FBI —staring at cardboard boxes filled with the charred remains
of Adalwolf's room. Everything smelled of smoke, burned fabric, and an
occasional whiff of something worse. She stuffed two pieces of rolled-up
Kleenex into her nostrils, but it didn't help, so she took them out.
She'd live
with it.
Her cell phone rang.
She lifted it and recognized the caller's number: Janet Wayward, Justice PIO.
Even the tone of the ringer sounded desperate. She decided not to answer until
she had some facts. She needed facts and she needed them fast.
She pulled on a pair
of latex gloves and turned to the boxes. Opening one at random, she found the
remains of Adalwolf s kitchenette — old pots, a George Foreman minigrill,
utensils. She went through three more boxes but found nothing helpful. In the
next box, she found a jar of pennies, more papers, books.
Then, beneath
them all, paydirt: a video camera burned to a crisp, its blackened cables still
connected to a charcoaled modem, a burned telephone line dangling from its
port.
She picked them up
and was staring at them when the door opened and Harris Johnson stepped inside.
Wearing a dark blue suit and a crisp white shirt against his brown skin, he
looked more like Michael Jordan than a G-man. He closed the door without
speaking. Obviously, he'd seen American Morning with Paula Zahn.
Melissa lifted the
burned camera and modem and cables. Harris pulled on a pair of latex gloves and
took the scorched items from her.
"He set us
up," she said. "Videotaped the whole thing by modem and sent the tape
to CNN." Her cell phone again. Seeing the number was her husband's, this
time she answered. "Hi, David," she said. "You see the interview?"
"I did."
"What'd you
think?"
"You did the
best you could."
"It was a
disaster," she said. "I'll call you later; I'm up against it right
now. Love you."
Harris turned the
blackened camera and modem over to inspect them, then dropped them into the
cardboard box. "Far as I'm concerned, the only thing he caught on tape was
his own suicide and an attempt to kill some FBI agents."
She heard him but
wasn't buying it.
Harris said, "If
he wasn't the guy in that chair last night, who was?"
"Good
question," she said, "but that's not the way it's going to be asked.
It's gonna be, Who'd the FBI torch?"
Harris pulled off his
gloves. "It was Adalwolf, and we didn't torch him, he torched
himself."
"I don't think
it was him. He wants us to think it was so we'll close the case."
"Then why send a
videotape to CNN?"
"I don't
know."
"It was him,
Melissa. You made the ID yourself. His age, the SS tattoo, the electrolarynx,
the BackFire e-mail trace to his room—who else could it be?" He removed a
box from a swivel chair and sat down.
"Look at
this." She tapped away on Adalwolf's laptop and opened an e-mail he'd sent
her months before. "Me go to hell? Never. Fire is for ovens, and ovens
are for Jews." She looked up. "Why would someone who hates fire
so much use fire to kill himself?"
"That's why he
drugged himself," Harris said.
She pushed her caster
chair over to a box and pulled out a biography of Lincoln, a Zane Gray
paperback, the short stories of Jack London. "These aren't the kind of
books Adalwolf would have read," she said, stacking them.
He watched her a
moment, then got off his chair and sat on the table.
"We always try
to take the bad guys alive, Melissa, but sometimes they do the world a
favor."
She sat back in her
chair. "If I don't answer some of these frantic calls, the Department's
going to come after me."
"With who, the
FBI?"
She reached for a
phone and opened her notebook, turned to a marked page, dialed a number. A few
seconds later she was talking to the medical examiner for Atlantic County, New
Jersey, Dr. Carol Reed. Melissa didn't have to say much to explain why she was
calling. She put the call on the speaker, introduced Harris, and said, "We
need an expedited autopsy. Can you help?"
"Am I looking
for something in particular?"
"The subject
looked like he may have been on drugs," Melissa said.
"We don't do
toxicology here, but I'll stat it to the lab in Newark."
"He had a tattoo
on his upper left arm. Could it have survived the fire?"
"Depends on how
badly he was burned. Tattoos are dermal. Do you know what it looks like?"
"It's a skull
with two bones behind it. Probably been there for decades."
"You want a
microscope of the tissue? Newark has a gas chromatograph and a mass
spectrometer that will tell you how old it is."
"Right now I
just need you to eyeball it, okay?"
"Okay."
Harris said,
"Take a look for a small tattoo under his left arm, too. Letters
indicating his blood type." It was a common tattoo of the SS.
An assistant entered
the room and handed Melissa a pink telephone slip. She took it and said into
the phone, "Let me ask you something else. Does a virus survive a burned
body?"
"What kind of
virus?"
"Does it
matter?" She started reading the message on the slip.
"It might,"
Dr. Reed said. "If it's a serum virus, we should be able to find it unless
his blood got so hot it boiled. If it's a virus that resides in tissue, like
respiratory syncitial virus, it might have burned up. We'd have to look with an
electron microscope."
Melissa finished
reading the message and said, "I'll know more about it later today."
"That must have
been quite a scene last night," Dr. Reed said.
"Afraid
so," Melissa said. "Listen, thanks for the help." She hung up and read the pink telephone slip again.
"Can you go to Atlantic City?" she said to Harris
"What's in
Atlantic City?"
"If the autopsy
reveals what I think, you're the only one who can handle the fallout." She
was on her feet.
"What do you
think it'll show?"
"I'll tell you
on the phone. I gotta get to Atlanta." She pulled her bag onto her
shoulder and reached for her cell phone. "EIS just called." That was
the Epidemiology Intelligence Service of the Center for Disease Control in
Atlanta. "Somebody else has come down with an NTX hemorrhagic fever."
Telephone to her ear, hearing it ring.
"Where?"
"Their own
backyard. A twenty-five-year-old male, son of a federal judge."
She headed for the
door with Harris saying, "Call me!"
Hi, sweetheart," Melissa said. "It's me." She talked
into the airplane telephone with one hand over her ear to filter out the noise
of the jet engines.
David said,
"Hi, baby, where are you?"
"On my way to
Atlanta. Where are you?"
"Back in
Washington."
"Send in the
clowns," she said.
"What's going
on?"
"CDC called.
Something's up."
"What happened
last night? I'm getting more from CNN than I am from you."
"I'll give you
the rest of the picture tonight, okay?" She'd been on the phone with Janet
Wayward during the first half hour of the flight and didn't have time to go
over the same ground again. The AG was out of town for the day, but Wayward
said that wherever he was, the press would be hounding him about the videotape.
He needed information and he needed it now. The AG was always the first to be
asked about public disasters and the last to know. Melissa understood.
David said, "I'm
really sorry I couldn't get back last night."
"I haven't seen
you in three days."
"Two, but I'm no
happier about it than you are."
She slouched in her
seat and talked quietly. "What kind of marriage is it when work is more
important than seeing each other?"
"It's not right,
that's for sure. We'll talk about it tonight."
There was a
significant silence.
"When are we
going to do our holiday shopping?" she said.
"How many
shopping days left?"
"No idea."
Another silence. "Tell me something good."
"I miss
you."
"That sounded
lame."
"That I miss
you?"
"That sounded
better."
"That's what I
just said."
Silence.
"You still
there?" she said.
"Just reading
some e-mail," he said. "Holy shit. Are you sitting down?"
"Seat 24
C."
"Listen to this.
Dear Melissa and David."
The phone cut out.
"David, I can't
hear you."
More static. ".
. . an e-mail from the clinic in Miami. Dr. Brandt says you shouldn't. . . get
pregnant."
Shouldn't get
pregnant? Her heart sank. "David—say again, you're breaking up."
He came back
shouting, as if volume were the problem: "Eric Brandt says you shouldn't—wait—too—long—to—get—pregnant."
"He says I can
get pregnant?" Two heads in front of her turned.
"They think the
operation was a success," David said. "Eric and Ben both see normal
tissue in the uterus. They think they can do an in vitro!"
"Are you
serious?"
"Would I kid you
about this?"
"Oh, my God! You
have to come home tonight!" She felt a small tingle in her stomach.
"We'll try it our way first. Drinks, candles, whatever it takes!"
"It takes a
Petri dish."
"This is the
first good news I've had all week."
Suddenly all was
forgiven. She hung up and thought about nothing else all the way to Atlanta.
Until the plane
landed.
You got a minute?"
David Gale stuck his
head inside the door of the chief's office at the Washington bureau of The
New York Times. He'd just come back from two days in Baltimore and wanted
to get something off his chest. His boss, Joe Jacoby, was on the telephone but
waved him in. There was a chair, but David preferred to stand.
Jacoby hung up.
"What's up?" he said, picking up a draft story someone had laid in
his basket. He pushed up his glasses and started reading as if David wasn't
there.
"Joe, put down
the copy, okay?"
Jacoby looked over
the top of his glasses. "Don't tell me you want to sit down."
"Don't need to,
this is going to be quick. I need to see more of my wife."
"David, I don't
need slow pitches this early in the morning."
"I need more
time at home."
Jacoby saw it was
something serious. "You want a leave of absence?"
"No, I just want
to get off the road every night."
"That sounds
reasonable." His expression said otherwise.
"Just think
about it, okay?" David said. He headed for the door. "And don't be
thinking, How can I punish this son of a bitch for asking?"
"Never crossed
my mind."
"Like
hell."
"Tell you
what," Jacoby said. "You go back to Baltimore and finish the
Container Tech story and I'll make you an offer you can't refuse."
"Finish it today?"
"This just came in," he said,
waving a piece of paper. "The president of the company will talk to you if
you get to him before he hops a plane to Paris."
David stepped back
into the room. "This is what I love about you, Joe. I come in here asking
for a little consideration toward my marriage, and you ask me to dump it for a
story."
"Sit
down."
"Huh?"
"Go ahead, sit
down."
David sat down and
they talked. Jacoby even waved off a couple of intruders. David said he would
rather be an investigative reporter than a rock star, but he loved his wife and
missed her and wasn't going to screw up his marriage for anybody, not even Mom
and Pop Pulitzer. Melissa had just gone through hell with the Adalwolf arrest,
and, on top of that, she was trying to have a baby. They'd both be trying if he
ever got home.
"Really,' Jacoby
said. "Tell me about that."
David told him about
the operation.
Jacoby listened and
outlined a possible solution. David thought, if he can could pull that off,
he's right, it's an offer I can't refuse. Neither could Melissa.
Melissa had always wondered what she'd look like as an astronaut.
Staring at herself in a full-length mirror, she saw a white biohazard suit with
full head cover and a large plastic window in front of her face. The technician
who'd helped her into it ran his hands down the Velcro seams covering the
zippers on her hips and torso, begging her pardon; this was Atlanta and
gentlemen were still afoot. When the seams were closed, he tested the suit with
an air hose in a port on her right side. No leaks. Every surface and opening on
her body—pores, eyes, and mucus membranes —were insulated from the outside
world, impervious to microorganisms of every kind, even the harmless pollen
she'd been breathing a few minutes before.
She was ready to see
the NTX virus.
Dr. Otto
Heller stood next to her in the anteroom, undergoing the same procedure.
Looking like an aging Gary Cooper, he was a tall man in his mid-seventies with
a gray buzz cut and pale skin from spending too much time in the lab. The
immigrant son of a German laborer, he was a brilliant virologist with expertise
in emerging viral pathogens, the study of newly discovered infectious agents.
At one time the head of the CDC's elite Epidemiology Intelligence Service, he'd
retired ten years earlier to teach part-time at Florida State in Tallahassee
and consult with the Florida State Health Agency, which was part of the CDC
network of health agencies. He'd been called by CDC to work the Adalwolf case
because no one understood incipient epidemics better. Finding no leaks in his
own bio-containment suit, he turned to Melissa. "Ready?"
"What if I get
an itch on my face?" she asked.
"I wouldn't
break your seals to scratch it," he said. "This isn't a class-five
virus—at least not yet—but we're putting it under quarantine until we know what
we're dealing with. Are you comfortable?"
Melissa felt like a
pig in a blanket. "No problem." The words bounced off the Plexiglas
shield and back into her face in warm puffs.
"Okay,"
Heller said, "let's go."
The technician exited
the anteroom and closed the door behind him, latching
it with a heavy clunk. A few seconds later, a rush of air swirled around
the room, then a green light appeared over the opposite door. Heller turned the
lever and the door swung open smoothly. Three steps forward and they were into
the repository of the most dangerous infectious particles on earth.
The lab looked
similar to the way she'd pictured it. There were rows of black benchtops,
chrome fixtures, gray metal cabinets, and glass hoods with stainless-steel
interiors bathed in the eerie glow of purple ultraviolet light. But no windows.
They were deep underground.
Heller sat in front
of a large apparatus. "This is a transmission electron microscope."
He began to manipulate the controls.
Melissa said, "I
just realized I don't know exactly what a virus is."
"Do you want the
medical model or the comic-book model?"
"Comic-book,"
she said. When it came to technical jargon, doctors were harder to understand
than lawyers.
The microscope was
still warming up. "A virus is an infectious particle so small most of them
can't be seen with a regular microscope. They don't smell, taste, or take up
any noticeable space inside the body. Basically, they're nothing but tiny sacks
of protein and chemicals that exist for only one reason: to make more viruses
like themselves."
"Darwin's
dream," she said.
"Or nightmare,
depending." He faced her so she could see his smile. "Most of them
are harmless. You've got millions in you right now and don't even know
it."
"Really."
She made a mental note to clean the apartment.
"Since we're
going to see a flu virus, let's talk about that." He stood and walked a
short distance to a whiteboard, picked up a colored marker, and began to draw.
"Picture these two wormy brothers we'll call the Enza twins—Flu and
Influ." He drew two stick figures with hats, mustaches, bandit eyemasks,
and a bag of tools. "Let's say they're floating along on a droplet of
moisture from someone's sneeze, okay? The first twin, Flu, lands on an
unsuspecting person's cheek and looks for a cell he can plunder, but
unfortunately for him cheek cells are hard to penetrate, and all that light and oxygen make the place a desert.
He dries up and gets washed away at bedtime."
He drew an X over
Flu.
"His brother,
Influ, gets sucked into the same person's nose during an inhale and lands where
it's dark, warm, and moist. He thinks, wow, look at all these epithelial cells.
This is fertile territory, almost as good as a bloodstream."
He drew a smile on
Influ Enza's face.
"He wiggles
along, looking for a cell to invade, and comes to a security guard named
Sergeant Antibody, who got his training at Camp Immune System. If this is the
first time the cell has been exposed to Influ or one of his clones, Sergeant
Antibody won't recognize him as a bandit and will probably let him
inside."
"So the immune
system isn't perfect," she said.
"If it were,
there'd be no infectious diseases and I'd be out of a job. It takes time to
train the immune system to recognize the enemy, and it's during this time that
infection can happen. Influ knows that if he doesn't get past the guard, he's
finished. He won't have the energy to go door-to-door, and besides, if Sergeant
Antibody does recognize him, there's a good chance the other guards will
recognize him, too, since they talk over lunch and share most-wanted posters."
"So does he get
in?"
"So far, so
good. His mustache and straw hat fool Sergeant Antibody, who lets him proceed
to the factory door. You see, guards don't actually open the door for viruses,
they only let them go to the door and try entering on their own. If Influ
doesn't have the right key, he won't get in, which is another security
precaution."
He drew a door on the
cell.
"Influ goes up
to the door and reaches into his bag and takes out a key. In front of him are
thousands of keyholes, but he goes through them like lightning, and, sure
enough, the key fits one and he gets in."
"And does
what?"
"He goes
straight for the office marked 'nucleus' and takes control of the factory's central computer, called
DNA. It holds the blueprints of the cell and runs the manufacturing process by
which it makes more cells identical to itself. As fast as he can, he reprograms
the computer and tells it to stop making healthy, normal cells and start making
viruses identical to himself."
"And that's it? He wins?"
"Not yet. Once
he starts fiddling with the computer, it alerts the troops at Camp Immune
System, and soon they're in their rafts floating down the bloodstream to the
virus factory. The minute they get there, they blow it up.
"The whole cell?
Not just Influ?"
"They can't kill
Influ without destroying the whole cell, but that's not so bad. Chances are, by
the time they got there Influ had already turned the cell into a virus factory
anyway."
"What happens to
Influ?"
"He and the cell
both become a form of refuse commonly known as snot."
"Huh?"
"That's what a
runny nose is, the body washing away dead cells killed by the immune
system."
"So how do the
viruses win?"
"Fortunately, most
of the time they don't. You may get sick and miss a day of work now and then,
but eventually the good guys prevail and you get well."
"But not
always."
"No, not always.
Some viruses are craftier than others. HIV sneaks in through your dendritic
cells and sets up shop in the lymphocytes that help eradicate viral infections.
In effect, it knocks out the computer's alarm system and makes billions of
copies of itself before the troops even know it's there."
"Like
moles."
"Exactly. Ebola
is just the opposite. It takes over cells and converts them to virus factories
so fast, by the time the immune system responds, it has to kill so many cells it kills the patient. Herpes
hibernates until something like cracked skin wakes it up and it decides to make
trouble."
"And the
flu?"
"Depends on the
strain. If it's mild, the immune system wins. If not, it doesn't. The Spanish
flu of 1918 spread so fast it killed twenty to fifty million people worldwide
in a matter of months. Half a million were Americans, which is more than the
number of them who died in World War II. And that's what worries me about your
NTX virus." An amber light appeared on the microscope, indicating that it
was ready to process an image. "I'll show you what I mean."
“When we first saw an NTX death two years ago, we rounded up
the usual suspects: Lassa, Ebola, Marburg, Rift Valley, Congo-Crimean, hanta,
dengue—every virus that causes quick and violent death through fever. Turned
out it was none of them."
He fiddled with the
controls a moment, then removed a small box labeled with an orange biohazard
warning from a locked cabinet nearby. Lifting the lid, he took out a small
glass rectangle and placed it in a chamber in the microscope. An image came
into focus on the screen. Melissa saw five iridescent objects reminding her of
a loud paisley tie.
"I'm going to
give you the chronology in reverse order," Heller said. "This is your
present-day run-of-the-mill orthomyxovirus, otherwise known as Influenza-A. It
came from lung tissue at a local hospital here in Atlanta. No big deal."
"How large is
it?" Melissa said.
"A strand of
your hair is a hundred microns across. This virus is five." He loaded
another slide. "What you're looking at here is the H5N1 virus from Hong
Kong, summer of 1997. It started in chickens, which usually carry a strain of
flu harmless to humans."
"There's such a
thing as harmless flu?"
"Lots. This was
benign until it shifted into the one you're seeing here. Once that happened,
normal, healthy adults died in a matter of days after coming into contact with
it."
"Eating
it?"
"Breathing it.
If it's cooked, it dies." He placed the two viruses side by side on the
screen. "See how similar they are?"
"Hard to tell
the difference."
"Let's add
another one." He loaded another slide, and up came a paisley worm with
spikes all over its body like a bug in medieval armor.
"That's our
baby," he said. "Adalwolf's pet scorpion, NTX."
Melissa felt her face
flush. It looked ugly. She pictured someone convulsing with fever, bleeding
from the eyes and nose before dying in three days.
"Now," Dr.
Heller said, "here's what's interesting. We canvassed all known viruses in
our databank looking for something with a similar molecular structure to NTX.
We've got a big inventory of viruses—even bigger since nine-eleven—but we still
came up empty."
He took out the
slide.
"I went back to
databanks in university labs and state health departments around the United
States, Europe, and Asia and asked for a search. This is what I came up
with." He put in another slide. What appeared was a virus that looked like
a bent fortune cookie with a fuzzy outer coating and dim stripes inside.
"What's
that?"
"It's a virus
from USAMRIID, the Army's Medical Research Institute for Infectious
Diseases."
"Where'd they
get it?"
"It came from
the lungs of a Russian soldier who died of a fast-killing flu virus at the end
of World War Two. He and sixteen members of his platoon."
"Do you know
where they contracted it?"
"They were with
the Red Army unit that liberated Auschwitz in January 1945. According to the
records, twelve of the seventeen men who died came into contact with one of the
camp's medical laboratories. The Russians called it the Auschwitz flu."
Melissa stared at it.
"What kind of laboratory?"
"I don't
know."
She pictured Josef
Mengele and his lab assistant Adalwolf. "Does it appear anywhere
again?"
"Not that we
know of. But look at this."
He brought up the
fourth virus, which looked similar to the bent fortune cookie. "By doing a
molecular comparison, we came up with a virus that's the kissing cousin of the
Auschwitz flu. See how similar it is?"
They looked almost
identical. "Where did that come from?"
"That's the 1918
Spanish flu I told you about, one of the worst epidemics in history. We found
these samples in the tissue of American soldiers who died in army camps at the
time." Another slide. "This one, which is identical, was found in the lungs of an Alaskan woman preserved
in permafrost."
A lethal worldwide
epidemic in 1918, influenza deaths at Auschwitz in 1945, three deaths from NTX
in Florida, and now a young man in a coma in Atlanta. All from the same family
of viruses.
"Could Adalwolf
have kept the Auschwitz virus all these years and used it to make NTX?"
"Maybe."
"A virologist
with the right knowledge and equipment could mutate a virus into something
new?"
"Sure, it's done
all the time. Pharmaceutical and university labs are trying to engineer
therapeutic viruses to attack degenerative diseases like multiple sclerosis and
Parkinson's disease."
He set down his
marker.
"By the
way," he said, "the fact that the NTX virus isn't identical to the
Auschwitz or Spanish flu is a good thing. So far, there's been no documented
evidence of person-to-person transmission."
Melissa imagined a
new problem. Had Adalwolf infected himself with the virus—deliberately or by
accident—and used his own death to start an epidemic? The SWAT team leader's
words rolled across her mind: "Maybe he caught his own virus. He looks
like he's got the flu."
She told Heller what
she was thinking. "Maybe I caught the disease last night," she said.
"Maybe all of us on the SWAT team did. Maybe we're carriers right now and
don't know it."
"Did you wear a
mask?"
"Most of the
time." But she'd pulled it down to talk to Adalwolf. Stupidly!
"How do you
feel?" he asked.
“Fine.”
"It's not likely
you got it," he said. "We know from the first three deaths that the
incubation period is somewhere between ten and twelve hours." He reached
for a speakerphone and dialed. "Still, it's not a bad idea to check out
everyone who came into contact with him last night." A voice answered and
he put a follow-up study in motion.
They backed out of
the cubicle and entered the anteroom. Heller locked the doors and a moment
later they were bathed in a shower of germicidal soap. "Send me a list of
the SWAT team that entered his room, would you?" he said.
"Will do,"
she said.
"Include any
paramedics who picked him up and the people at the morgue where they took him.
Is he still on ice?"
"I think he's
undergoing an autopsy," she said.
"Now?"
"If it's on
schedule."
"If he's got the
disease, the medical examiner is at risk."
They reached the
decontamination area, where they removed their bio-hazard suits. Melissa said,
"What do you make of the fact that the four known cases of NTX have
occurred so close to home?"
"Home?"
"Here in
Atlanta. Near the CDC."
Heller opened the
door. "Everything has to be considered," he said.
That felt like an
inadequate answer, but Heller was already moving down the hall at a fast clip,
his long legs putting Melissa at a disadvantage. For some reason, she had an
eerie feeling about Heller, but after reminding herself that she was looking at
dangerous viruses in a containment room in the bowels of the CDC, she quickly
dismissed it. There was nothing wrong with him, nothing suspicious. The whole
scene was eerie, that's all.
Dr. Carol Reed, please. Melissa Gale calling." Melissa sat on
a leather sofa in Heller's office, her knee jiggling impatiently, a pad of
paper on her lap, waiting for the Atlantic County medical examiner to come on
the line. Heller sat at his desk, listening in on an extension.
"This is
Carol Reed."
"Carol, it's
Melissa Gale on the line with Dr. Otto Heller at EIS in Atlanta. Have you
autopsied Adalwolf yet?"
"I finished the
physical exam a couple of hours ago and picked up a fax of the toxicology
report when I heard you were on the phone. Let's see what it says."
"Before you do
that," Heller said, "I need to let you know there's a possibility the
body was infected with a serious pathogen."
"Really? Like
what?"
"An
influenza-like virus. How do you feel?"
"A little tired,
but that's from doing five autopsies a day."
"No fever, sore
throat, lymphadenopathy, myalgias?"
"Nothing."
"Good, but
you're still in the incubation period. Just to be safe, you should quarantine
yourself for the next ten hours."
She sighed. "I
have a dance class at five. God, I never make it."
"Afraid you'll
have to miss it again," Heller said. "I'm going to have an EIS team
pick up the body and ship it to CDC right away."
"I've never been
in a containment procedure before," Carol Reed said.
"I'm sure you're
fine. Just a precaution."
"What did the
autopsy show?" Melissa asked.
"Caucasian male,
mid-seventies, died of asphyxiation and shock from severe third-degree
burns." She spoke flatly, preoccupied with the information she was
reading, no sign of panic in her voice.
"What
else?" Melissa said.
"He had a
laryngectomy and only one kidney, which was in bad shape. Let's see. He was on
dialysis. There were AV fistulas in both arms, and the left one was clotted off. This is
interesting. The tox screen shows Lorazepam."
"What's
that?"
"A sedative
related to Valium."
"A prescription
drug?" Melissa said.
"Well, sure.
It's used by anesthesiologists."
Melissa made a note.
"What about the
gauze taped to the ends of his fingers?"
"I can't say why
they were there, but his fingerprints had been burned off."
Melissa saw all the
arrows pointing in the same direction. "What about the tattoo?"
"I'm afraid I've
got bad news on that," Reed said.
"What's
wrong?"
"It wasn't
there."
"You mean it was
burned off?"
"I mean it
wasn't there before the fire."
Melissa felt herself
sinking into her chair. "But I saw it."
"You saw
something you thought was a tattoo. I saw it, too, but there was no
dermal pigment, so it couldn't have been a real tattoo."
"What was
it?"
"Indelible ink,
probably drawn on with a Sharpie. What was left of it came off with an alcohol
swab."
Damn.
That cinched it. The
man who died in the fire wasn't Adalwolf. It took Melissa a moment to accept
it, even though some part of her had known it the night before.
While Carol Reed and Otto Heller continued to talk about
containment procedures, Melissa hung up and called Harris Johnson.
"The tattoo on
the dead man's arm was ink," she said. "Not tattoo ink, just ink,
like from a pen."
Harris didn't answer.
"It
wasn't Adalwolf, Harris."
"Are you
sure?"
"Yeah. Are you
in Atlantic City?"
"Got here an
hour ago," he said. "How do we know Adalwolf even had a tattoo? We've
never seen it."
"Two survivors
described it, and so did Adalwolf in one of his phone calls."
No response.
"Harris, it
wasn't him. That's why he taped gauze on the victim's fingertips, to burn
off the man's fingerprints."
Harris said,
"What about the suicide note?"
"Pure smoke. How
do you feel?"
"Pissed."
"I mean
physically."
"Fine,
why?"
"Adalwolf might
have spread the NTX virus. A doctor named Otto Heller from CDC will be calling
to check you out and get the names of the rest of the SWAT team."
"Great."
"How badly did
we screw up?" she said.
"You mean by not
securing the suspect, or by not checking for a booby trap?"
"Both."
"We did what was
right under the circumstances."
"I told everyone
to stand back and let him use his electrolarynx," she said.
"That wasn't
unreasonable."
"Then why did
one of your guys tell him not to move, and another said to put him down?"
Harris's silence
said, So maybe we fucked up a little.
"If we killed
Adalwolf," she said, "no one will care because he's a Nazi killer
himself, but if we killed someone else . . ." Now she turned silent.
"We need to find out who it was, Harris."
"What have we
got to work with?"
"According to
the ME, the victim had severe kidney failure, which means we're looking for
somebody in his seventies who's been on dialysis and has no voice box. How many
people in Atlantic City fit that profile?"
"I'd be
surprised to find one."
"That should
make it easy. I'll be back in Washington at six-thirty."
"I'll meet you
at Charlie's Bar and Grill. Melissa?"
"Yeah?"
"Just so you
know, I'm gonna try to prove you wrong on this."
"Just so you know,
nothing would make me happier."
The doctor turned off the pump and slowly withdrew the sonic probe
from the vagina of a thirty-five-year-old homemaker from downstate Illinois
who'd traveled to Miami for the procedure. A nurse unscrewed the tube at the
base of the cannula and capped it, then carried it to a pass-through window at
the side of the room and handed it to a lab assistant waiting on the other
side.
From there the
woman's eggs would be put in an incubator for less than an hour, transferred
carefully to a Petri dish, and joined with her husband's semen. If
fertilization occurred, it would happen in a matter of hours. The embryo would
then be gently lifted from the dish, placed on the end of a cannula, and inserted
into her womb to implant itself in the endometrium—or not implant itself, which
was usually the case. Pregnancy happened 30 percent of the time in
circumstances like hers, a little more often under better conditions, a little
less in worse. It was what they did at the Myrna Ben-Zevi Memorial Fertility
Clinic in Miami Beach, Florida.
Even before the
woman's feet were removed from the stirrups, the surgeon was off his stool,
removing his mask and gloves as he walked toward the door. One of the nurses looked
up and caught the eye of another nurse, saying, He really is a hunk, isn't
he? With straight blond hair, blue eyes, and chiseled cheekbones, Dr. Eric
Brandt, the clinic's forty-four-year-old director and chief endocrinological
surgeon, was at the top of his game. He had a touch of the European manner
about him —sophisticated, serious, a little mysterious, the kind of man who'd
offer a light to a woman in a spider-net veil on the Orient Express. Best of
all, he had great hands, a pianist's fingers. "Hunk" was the wrong
word. "Cool" was more like it. Streamlined, elegant, and cool.
He moved smoothly
down the hallway, his eyes set on a distant point, and disappeared into his
office.
Harris Johnson was already sitting in a booth at Charlie's Bar and
Grill when Melissa came in and slipped into the seat opposite his. He'd ordered
her a black-and-tan with lots of head and positioned a plate of bite-sized
pizzas in the middle of the table. She picked one up —it was cold, the cheese
congealed—and gobbled it down, realizing that she hadn't eaten since breakfast.
He waited while she passed over her beer and drank some water and set her glass
on the table.
"Okay,
I'm ready," she said.
"His name is
Harry Sherwood," Harris said. "It's all right here." He tapped a
manila envelope next to him.
"You going to
make me read it?"
"The first thing
you'll find is a copy of his honorable discharge."
"From whose
army?"
"The United
States of America."
Good God. They'd
killed a former G.I.?
Harris said, "He
was a sergeant with the Forty-fifth Infantry, the Thunderbird Division. Do you
know what they did in World War Two?"
"No idea."
"Hold that
thought. Next you'll find his file from the Military Records Service Center in
St. Louis, including a letter of commendation from his commanding officer. I
stuck it in because it's so eloquent. There's also a file from the VFW, the
American Legion, and a real dandy from the Association of the Purple
Heart."
"He had a Purple
Heart?"
"Oh, yeah, but
don't get so excited, he also had a Silver Star."
She stared at him.
"For what?"
He pointed at the
envelope. "It's all laid out in a July 7, 1945, article from his hometown
newspaper in Flint, Michigan. Sergeant Harry Sherwood was a member of the
Thunderbird Division that liberated Dachau."
She started to say
something, but he held up his hand and stopped her.
"You asked how
he got his medals. When his brigade liberated the camp, he captured three SS guards who were trying to escape posing
as prisoners. One of them shot him up and wrecked his kidneys."
"I don't believe
this."
"We didn't just
torch a war hero, Melissa. We torched a Nazi hunter."
"How in God's
name did Adalwolf do it?"
"Actually, it
wasn't that difficult. He got access to the VA Hospital computer, searched for
a World War Two vet with a lost voice box, and came up with two guys: Sergeant
Harry Sherwood of Atlantic City, New Jersey, and an eighty-year-old man in Sacramento.
He chose Sherwood, took a room in a tenement house two blocks from where he
lived, befriended him, drugged him, tattooed him with a pen, rigged him up to a
bag of naphtha, and e-mailed us to come and get him."
"And we went for
it."
Harris gulped down
his beer and set the empty glass on the table, his eyes watering from drinking
too fast. "Hannibal had us for lunch, Clarice."
"Who has access
to the VA computer?"
"Who doesn't?
Pharmaceutical contractors, civil servants, medical people from CDC to
Fiji."
"Damn, he's
good," Melissa said. "He wins if we fall for his suicide act and
close the file, and he wins if he ties us up with an internal investigation
into how we got the wrong man." She pushed her glass of water from side to
side. "Anybody know about this yet?"
"Just you and
me."
They stared at the
dead pizza. She looked at Harris and said, "You can have my beer."
He shook his head.
"This going to be a full-blown scandal?"
"I don't
know." She looked at her watch and slid out of the banquette.
"Since when do
you pass up a black-and-tan?" Harris said.
She sat down again
and asked him with her finger, Is this between the two of us?
He nodded.
"No more alcohol
for me. I may be getting pregnant soon."
He looked surprised,
then smiled and reached out with his fist and bumped her knuckles.
"Fantastic."
She leaned forward on
the table. "We've got to collar this guy fast, Harris. As of now this case
is messing with my personal life."
"Not to mention
my job."
She opened her
notebook and returned the call to Dr. Otto Heller at CDC. It was late, so she
left a message saying she'd try him the next day. When she was done, she put
her phone in her bag and stood up to go. "See you at the meeting,"
she said, starting for the door.
"What
meeting?" Harris said.
"The one they're
going to call when the shit hits the fan."
They called it for eight a.m.
The Attorney General's conference room had the air of a funeral parlor:
wood-paneled walls, neatly arranged flowers near an ornamental fireplace, a
sense of mourning for the recently departed Sergeant Harry Sherwood and for
those who'd be suspended because of a screw-up. When this sort of thing
happened, somebody had to drink the purple Kool-Aid, and everyone knew it.
Melissa arrived with
her boss, Barry Sherer, and took a seat next to him four chairs away from the
AG's seat at the head of the conference table. The Big Man wasn't there yet,
but the other participants were. Canvassing the room, she remembered that the
first rule of high-level meetings was that where you sat revealed where you
stood, and nobody had better standing with the AG than Marshall Moffitt, known
in the hallways as his consigliere. Sitting next to the AG's chair, Moffitt was
his chief trouble-shooter, which meant he attended meetings only when there was
trouble that needed to be shot. With his rumpled unbuttoned coat and his
briefcase spilling papers, he reminded Melissa of a paunchy Colombo, but she
knew better than to underestimate him. Beneath the gentle demeanor was a
tough-minded, take-no-prisoners former president of the Harvard Law Review. Every
cabinet officer needed a Marshall Moffitt, but only the AG had him.
In the seat next to
Moffitt's, sporting neatly combed hair and a grim face, was the fifty-something
Assistant Attorney General of the Criminal Division, Henry Jergens. He kept his
eyes on a pencil he twirled in his fingers, an excuse not to talk to the others
at the table. Next to him was Melissa's boss, Barry, then Melissa.
On the other side of
the table, closest to the AG's chair, was the sandy-haired, ruddy-faced Deputy
Director of the FBI, Felix Maltby, and next to him, Melissa's friend and
cohort, Harris Johnson. She was glad he was there despite the circumstances. In
the third chair, wearing a snappy dark blue suit and an efficient face, was
Janet Wayward, the Department's spokesperson. Next to her, directly across from
Melissa, was George Calvin, an investigator from
the Office of Professional Responsibility, a nice-sounding name for the FBI's
internal investigators, otherwise known as "the Gestapo." She wasn't
surprised to see him, even though he gave her the willies.
It was a small group
for such a large room, which raised rule number two in Washington: the fewer
the people, the more serious the meeting. Firing squads at the Department of
Justice were never large.
The door to the
Attorney General's office opened and in walked the chief himself: John
Armstrong—known from his days as a senator from South Carolina as "Jack
Armstrong, the all-American boy." He was in his late fifties now and
looked good the way distinguished southern politicians did: silver-haired, a
bit too coifed, and not a trace of beard on a rugged, tawny face. Lean,
muscular, and smelling of a hint of Bay Rum cologne, he gave the impression he
worked as a railroad engineer by day and a maitre d' by night. You misjudged
the man at your peril.
Marshal Moffitt took off his glasses and looked up, then placed
the memo he was reading in front of the AG's chair. The Attorney General
unbuttoned his suit coat and took his seat.
"Good
morning," he said, looking at the memo and putting on elegant
antelope-horn glasses. "I have read both briefing memos but I'd like to
start by hearing what happened." He looked up and found the Deputy
Director of the FBI on his right. "Felix?"
Note that
he called him "Felix," not "Mr. Maltby." They probably play
golf together at a club where I can't even caddy.
Damn it,
she'd forgotten to read her horoscope this morning.
Felix Maltby spoke with ease. "We've been chasing this guy
Adalwolf for five years. We nearly caught him twice, but both times he slipped
away. This time we thought we had him with our new BackFire software, which
allows us to trace modem-generated e-mail."
The AG said,
"Why is a criminal suspect sending e-mail to the Department of
Justice?"
Felix Maltby turned
toward Barry Sherer and raised a hand as if to say, You want to field that
one?
Barry said,
"That's a good question, sir."
"Most of mine
are," Jack Armstrong said.
Barry flushed.
"He knows we're looking for him, so he communicates with us to try to get
information about our investigation. We engage him to see if we can get a lead
on his whereabouts."
"So far, I'd say
he's getting the better end of the deal," Armstrong said. "What do we
know about this guy?"
"He was born
seventy-five years ago," Barry said, "in September 1928, the same
month as Elie Wiesel."
"What a lovely
coincidence," the AG said.
"He came to work
in Mengele's lab in 1943 at age fifteen and stayed until the camp was liberated
by the Russians in January 1945."
"Where'd he come
from?"
"That's not
clear," Barry said. "According to survivor accounts, he was Josef
Mengele's adopted son, but there's nothing in the record to indicate Mengele
ever adopted anyone, at least not formally."
"We're told he
had a French accent," Felix Maltby said. "One story claims he was
born out of wedlock and grew up in a French orphanage. How he made his way to
Auschwitz isn't known."
"Does he still
speak with an accent?" Moffitt asked.
"Not that we can
tell," Barry said. "He talks through an electronic device."
Armstrong said,
"So I noticed on CNN. And this device is what led your men to think he had
a gun, right?"
Harris Johnson said,
"Sir, if I may address that." The AG looked up at him over his
glasses. Harris continued, "If you saw the videotape, you probably noticed
that when he raised his hand it looked like this." Harris drew a gun-metal
gray electrolarynx from nowhere and aimed it across the table at AAG Henry
Jergens, who flinched. It was a cheap but effective shot. If the smile on Marshal
Moffit's face was any indication, it was also amusing.
"I noticed on
the videotape that you held your fire," the Attorney General said.
"Yes, sir."
"And when he
touched the transmit button to speak, it set off an explosion."
"Yes, sir."
The Attorney General
said, "Was the punch in the chest with the flashlight necessary?"
"In retrospect,
no, sir. At the time, it was more prudent than shooting him."
Reading the memo, the
Attorney General mumbled, "I'm not so sure. If you'd shot him, there
wouldn't have been an explosion."
Harris kept his eyes
on the AG.
The Attorney General
said, "You understand where I'm going with this, right, Mr. Johnson?
There's going to be an internal investigation, but frankly that's not my
problem. My problem is catching this guy, and keeping the public from panicking
over this NTX virus, and containing the press before they turn this thing into
another Ruby Ridge."
"In my opinion,
we didn't violate procedures, sir," Harris said.
"That may be
true, but it doesn't solve any of my problems. Now that it's all over the news,
we have to cope with the image of an American war hero who lost his kidneys in
the service of his country sitting quietly watching a Seinfeld rerun with
an IV drip when the FBI bashes down his door and turns him into a cinder."
Silence filled the
funeral parlor.
The AG said, "When the cameras start rolling at my press
conference, I don't want to look like a hayseed, understand? I want the facts
before I read them on the front page of the Washington Post." His
eyes hit every other pair at the table. "Ms. Gale," he said, "I
gather this is your case?"
"Yes, sir."
"You have quite
a record with OSI."
"Thank
you."
"Don't misunderstand
me, Ms. Gale. I want to root out the last decrepit old Nazi as much as you do,
but why in God's name are we doing it with a SWAT team?"
"If I may,"
Melissa said, "Adalwolf is not a decrepit old Nazi, sir. He is a very
energetic killer. Three people have died of a virus the CDC has been unable to
identify, and another one is badly infected. We think Adalwolf is
responsible."
"How do you get
that?"
"The three
people who died were in northern Florida, and the latest victim is in Atlanta,
which is roughly in the same area. The CDC epidemiologists look for traits in
common, and other than geographical proximity, they've found only one."
"What was
it?"
"They were all
Jews."
Moffit looked
skeptical. "There are six million Jews in the United States, Ms.
Gale."
"Yes, sir, but
out of 280 million Americans, that's still a small number. The CDC's
Epidemiology Intelligence Service examined the virus and did a workup on it.
They labeled it NTX and said that although it resembles a flu virus, it isn't
on all fours."
She had the
AG's attention.
"A few days ago,
a young man named Jeremy Friedman who lives in Atlanta came down with flulike
symptoms that have grown progressively worse with each passing hour. When he developed
a hemorrhagic fever, the hospital quarantined him and the state sent blood
samples to CDC,
which identified the disease
as NTX. The young man's father is Warren Friedman, a federal judge in Atlanta.
Whether by coincidence or not, he's also the judge who presided over the Herman
and Gerta Spengler trial, the Nazi couple we deported to Germany in 1995."
The AG shifted in his
chair. "Are you saying this guy Adalwolf infected Judge Friedman's son as
revenge?
"I don't know.
In any event, the CDC sent an investigator to interview Friedman about every
move he'd made in the period leading up to his illness."
The AG had his chin
in his hand.
"It turns out
that he leads a boys' choir that was invited to Poland during the holiday break,
which meant he had to undergo a routine physical at a public health facility.
The examining doctor gave him a nose inhaler and showed him how he and the
choirboys were to use it in case their ears got stopped up on the plane.
Friedman inhaled in both nostrils. CDC thinks that's how the virus was
transmitted."
"And what makes
you think Adalwolf had something to do with it?"
"He said the
doctor was an old man who talked through a handheld microphone."
The AG leaned back in
his chair.
"Who is this guy, a one-man revival of
the Third Reich?"
Melissa said,
"Something like that, yes, sir."
"Where's young
Mr. Friedman now?"
"He's in a
coma."
"Good God."
The AG turned to Felix Maltby. "What's it take to catch this guy?"
"We're trying,
John."
The AG looked down at
the affidavit Melissa filed with the court in support of the search warrant.
"Tell me how you managed to get from Mr. Friedman to a tenement house in
Atlantic City."
"As Barry said,
Adalwolf has been in touch with me for the last five years.
"By
e-mail."
"And cell
phone."
"Never in
person?"
"No, sir. He
knows if he tried that he'd be caught. Except for a fifty-year-old photograph,
we've never seen him."
"So how did you
identify him in the first place?"
"In 1994, a
college student writing a paper on Josef Mengele dusted off some files in the
World Jewish Congress archives. One of them contained survivors' eyewitness
accounts of a teenage lab assistant known as Adalwolf."
"No other
name?"
"I'm sure he has
one, but we don't know what it is."
"What did a lab
assistant to Josef Mengele do?"
"His job was to
kill children for autopsy. Twins, mostly."
The Attorney
General's jaw muscles rippled.
"He was also
involved in a project involving pregnant women and sterilization as a way of
killing Jews more efficiently. We don't know much about the details, only that
he worked with a Dr. Schumann, who headed the program."
She took a drink of
water and continued.
"In 1994, the
World Jewish Congress profiled Adalwolf in one of its newsletters. At that
point he would have been about sixty-six years old. A few months later, they
received a letter from a woman in Toronto saying she was the widow of an
Auschwitz survivor who'd told her about Adalwolf. Her husband even had a
photograph of him, which she sent us. May I?"
Melissa got up and
walked to the head of the table. By the time she reached the AG's chair, he was
examining a black-and-white photo of five concentration camp prisoners about
ten to twelve years of age.
Melissa said,
"The photograph was taken in front of what appears to be Block 19, the
location of Mengele's lab. Children inmates like the ones you see here were
required to help Mengele with a variety of jobs until they were killed."
She pointed at the photo. "The widow from Toronto said this boy here,
named Adam, later became her husband. He was working in the lab with the other
assistants when the Russians liberated the camp in January 1945. Eventually he
made his way to Canada and met his wife. She said
he had no idea what became of the other people in the picture."
"Did you
interview her?"
"Only by
telephone. She was too ill to see us, but I showed the photograph to someone
else who knew Adalwolf at Auschwitz, a lifelong acquaintance of mine named Dr.
Benjamin Ben-Zevi. He's a retired professor at the University of Miami. When he
was twelve years old, he worked as a conscript in Mengele's lab."
"As a twelve-year-old?"
"Yes, sir. This
is him right here, the one kneeling down in the center. He was from a family of
six, five of whom were gassed."
"How did he
survive?"
"He was lucky
during what was known as ' the selection.' After getting off the train, men and
women were separated into two lines. Mengele or another high-ranking SS officer
stood at the head of the columns and pointed left or right as the prisoners
marched forward. To the left meant to the gas chamber, to the right meant the
labor camp. Old people, the sick, and the injured were killed without
exception. People who looked strong enough to work might be sent to the camps
until they became too weak and were killed. Girls who were pretty sometimes
escaped death as long as they stayed . . . pretty. Twins and dwarfs were
routinely saved for Mengele's experiments. Parents who heard about that often
tried to pass their children off as twins. Sometimes it worked, sometimes it
didn't. It did for Benjamin Ben-Zevi and his sister."
"What happened
to her?"
"She was never
seen again."
The AG was silent.
Marshal Moffitt slid a pencil through his fingers.
Melissa returned to
her seat. "Ben-Zevi emigrated to New York City in 1950, when he was
eighteen. My grandmother, Esther, who was nineteen when she met him in the
camp, helped bring him over. After graduating from Cornell, he eventually
became a professor of endocrinology at Columbia Medical School. In the late
eighties he and his wife, Myrna, retired to Florida. She died a few years ago,
but he's still in good health. I know him well because he was our family doctor; he
delivered me. We showed him the photograph and he was able to identify three
people in it—himself, the little boy Adam who eventually married the woman in
Toronto
"Adalwolf is the one standing off to the side, wearing a lab
smock." Melissa waited as the AG and Marshal Moffitt examined the picture
in the folders.
"He looks like a
midwestern farm boy," the AG said.
"He was tall for
a teenager," she said. She laid her photo on the table. Adalwolf's hair
was dark and cut short, and he had high, gaunt cheekbones. His expression was
so plain and earnest, if he'd been wearing stripes he could have passed for one
of the prisoners.
Marshal Moffitt said, "He could have
been on my high school basketball team. What do you think he looks like
now?"
"That's hard to
say," Melissa said. "He might still be thin or he might have put on
weight. The FBI digitized his face and aged it, but they say fifty years can do
a lot to your features."
"Tell me about
it," the AG said, stroking his cheeks. Everyone waited for him to look up
from the photo. "What about the missing voice box and the tattoo, Ms.
Gale? You put a lot of weight on them in your affidavit."
"That's because
they are distinctive identifying traits."
"And they're
based on what record?"
"I can hear his
electronic voice on the telephone."
"How did he lose
his voice?"
"According to
him, cancer. I'm not sure."
"You can use an
electrolarynx if you still have a voice?"
"Yes, sir."
"What about the
tattoo?" Marshall Moffit said, staring at the photograph. "In the
picture his sleeve is covering his upper arm."
"Professor
Ben-Zevi saw it on Adalwolf's arm while he was working in the lab, and so did
the husband of the widow in Toronto."
"It's
hearsay," Moffitt said, "but I guess that works for a warrant. What
does the tattoo look like?"
"It's the Totenkopf.
The SS death's head."
"Sounds like a
Hell's Angels thing," the AG said.
"I'm told it was
highly unusual for the SS to decorate themselves with tattoos. They were proud
of a small one under their left arm that indicated their blood type and
entitled them to priority medical treatment. Maybe he did it because he was a
teenager."
"How old did you
have to be to join the SS?" Marshal Moffitt said.
"Eighteen."
"So he was too
young to join."
Felix Maltby of the
FBI said, "You were supposed to be eighteen to join the U.S. Army in those
days, but kids lied and got in anyway."
"That would have
been difficult to do with the SS," Melissa said. "They made a
thorough background check of their candidates to be sure they had no Jewish
blood. Frankly, I wish they had bent the rules and let him in because
then we could have looked him up in their records, which are excellent."
"You've done a
search of first names?" Marshal Moffitt said.
"Yes, sir. There
are a few Adalwolfs, but none that could be him."
The AG said,
"Surely there can't be that many old Germans with death-head tattoos and
missing voice boxes."
"That was our
thinking when we entered that room in Atlantic City and found a man fitting
that exact description." The smile on Harris's face said, Nice job,
Melissa, you nailed it.
The AG said,
"Sounds prudent to me. So he set you up to arrest the wrong man, who was
rigged up to a bomb." He looked up at Felix Maltby. "Don't your guys
check for booby traps?"
Melissa spoke up.
"I'd like to address that, if I may." She wanted to explain that she
was the one who'd asked the agents to stand by and let the old man speak, but
before she could start, Marshal Moffitt held up his hand to stop her and leaned
over to whisper into the Attorney General's ear. When he finished, the AG
spoke.
"Mr. Moffitt has
reminded me that because there's going to be an investigation that could result
in grand jury proceedings, it's inappropriate for potential witnesses—or
subjects—to make admissions without having an opportunity to consult
counsel."
Melissa felt her
cheeks turn scarlet. An internal investigation she understood, but a grand
jury? Potential subjects? What was that all about? She didn't want to
consult a lawyer; she wanted to clear the air.
"Sir, if I
may," she said. "This was my case, and whatever occurred was my
responsibility. I'd like to waive counsel and explain what happened."
"I'm sorry, Ms.
Gale, but I can't let you do that," the AG said. He turned a page.
"I'd like to finish up with how we're going to handle the press on this
and minimize the political fallout."
When Melissa felt this deeply frustrated she usually did one of two
things: ate ice cream or went for a jog. Today she'd do both.
It was midmorning and she was running on the
mall with the Capitol in front of her and the Washington Monument behind. The
cherry trees were mere skeletons in the December rain. She could see her breath
and feel the goosebumps on her legs. She wore black-and-white running shoes,
schoolbus-yellow gym shorts, and a dark blue pullover that said Michigan — David's alma mater — on the
back. The bill of her baseball cap peeked out from under her pulled-up hood.
She wore no makeup, but the pink in her cheeks and her amber-tinted rain
glasses gave her face a peaches-and-cream glow. She looked good and felt like
shit.
She'd run forty-five
minutes and was cooling down now, watching tourists and civil servants with
umbrellas crossing the mall, their holiday packages in hand, thinking that with
only three shopping days left she should have been one of them. She walked to a
black metal railing behind the red-brick Smithsonian Institution and put her
heel on the middle bar to stretch her hamstrings. She was hating the pain when
her cell phone played the Lone Ranger's favorite four bars. She unzipped her
fanny pack and pulled out the phone.
"Hello?"
"Where are
you?" David said.
"Just finished
jogging."
"How'd the
meeting go?"
"They're doing
an internal investigation and maybe a grand jury."
"A grand
jury?"
"A criminal
investigation."
"That's
bullshit."
"You know how it
is." She changed legs and leaned forward. Changed ears with the phone,
too. "What's happening with your story?"
"I've got one
more interview and then I'm done."
"In
Baltimore?"
"Don't know
yet."
"That means in
Baltimore at an undisclosed location at midnight, which means you won't be home
tonight."
"Not a chance,
baby, I'm coming home regardless. Hang on a sec, the other phone's
ringing." He put her on hold.
She extended her left
foot forward and stretched her right calf. David came back on and said,
"It's Joe Jacoby calling about Miami. I'll call you back in two seconds."
"What about
Miami?"
"Tell you when I
call back."
She stuck the phone
into the fanny pack and continued stretching. When she was done, she took out a
bottle of water and drank it too fast, sending rivulets down her neck. She
tossed the empty into a waste can and began walking up the sidewalk toward the
reflecting pool. A few yards away, a baby in a knit cap was being pushed along
in a stroller. Melissa jogged to catch up.
"Hey, there,
sweetie," she said, bending down. The baby had red hair and brown eyes and
reached for Melissa with outstretched fingers. Melissa wanted to kidnap her on
the spot.
"Say hi,
Lily," the girl's mother said in a baby voice. "Say hi." The
little girl frowned and whacked her hand on the carriage tray. Her mother
picked her up. Melissa rubbed the baby's cold cheek with her finger.
"Hi, there,
Lily. What are you wearing these days, Nike or Adidas?"
The baby stared at
Melissa's mouth and tried to put her fingers inside. When Melissa blew raspberries
on her palm, she squealed, so Melissa did it again.
"She likes
you," the girl's mother said.
"I'm hoping to
have one of my own soon," Melissa said. She loved this feeling.
Her phone rang. She
pulled it out of her fanny pack and watched the stroller roll away. Waving
good-bye, she hit the talk button. "That was fast," she said. No
answer. "David?" No voice, no static. "Can you hear me?"
She'd lost the connection. She was about to punch the end-call button when she
heard a voice colder than the December rain.
"hello, melissa."
It
was him. A voice of buzzing metal so eerie it tightened every muscle in her
back. "Adalwolf," she said. "What a surprise."
"congratulations. I thought in your eagerness to
incinerate a Nazi you might have overlooked who you really killed."
Hit the pager. She
fumbled for a transmitter in her fanny pack, found it, and pressed the send
button. If the FBI received her signal, they'd start a trace on the call in a
matter of seconds. "You almost pulled it off," she said.
"how does the government feel about killing an american war
hero?"
"Government
officials aren't big on irony, Adalwolf."
She heard an
electronic chuckle, "you have to
admit it was effective."
Always the
heartless bottom line. "If killing an innocent man and burning two FBI
agents was your goal, yes, it was effective."
"your jackboot friends are expendable. and so was Sergeant
Sherwood.”
She looked at her
pager. The moment the Bureau traced his call, a line of pound signs would flash
in her message window, telling her they had him. She had to keep him on the
phone until she saw them. From prior experience, Adalwolf thought it would take
them at least eight minutes to trace his call, but the Bureau's new BackFire
program could do it in five.
"If you were
trying to fool us into closing the case, you lose," she said.
"It doesn’t matter. I can still get you off the
case."
She hit the transmit
button again. Were they on him yet? "Even if I quit, the FBI would
still come after you."
"I can handle them. It’s
you I care about."
Keep the clock
running. "Strange way to care. You got me in big trouble."
"Quit and go home, Melissa. Bake cookies and be a good wife.
Have a baby.”
Hearing him tell her
to do something she already wanted to do pissed her off. "My personal life
is none of your business," she said.
"Your personal life is my only business."
That sent a fresh
chill down her legs. She hit the transmit button on her pager again for good
measure. Come on, guys, come on. "I have no idea what you're
talking about."
"You
have. But you will soon. It’s time."
She checked her
watch. Two minutes had passed. She had to vamp for another three.
"Why don't you educate me?"
There was silence on
the other end. Was she losing him?
"Tell me something Melissa. Why are you a Nazi hunter?"
"Isn't it
obvious?"
“I’m not interested in
sentimental claptrap about the holocaust. i want the personal reason."
"To me, the
Holocaust is personal."
"Please. All these maudlin tales from whiny survivors. It’s so
tiresome."
"You can always
turn off your TV set."
"Doesn’t help. Jews own everything
now-radio. television. newspapers. If their movies aren’t Saving Private
Ryan one minute. They’re crying about some poor little Jews in The
Pianist the next."
"But you know
those things really happened, you were there."
"I am not a holocaust denier and never have been. As a matter
of fact. Why Jews get worked up over the yokels who spew that nonsense is a
complete mystery to me."
"They're mildly
irritating."
"Jewish
paranoia." He coughed. "My complaint isn’t that the holocaust didn’t
exist. Melissa. My complaint is that it didn’t finish the job."
Another shiver.
"I'm afraid I can't help you with that one."
"Oh, but you can."
"I don't think
so."
"You
still don't get it."
"Maybe I would
if you told me."
"The more I want you
off the case the more you want to stay on it. But there's
something more important you have to do."
She wanted to dismiss
this as bullshit, but his voice wouldn't let her.
"Look inside yourself and answer my question. Why are you a
Nazi hunter?"
She checked her pager. Come on, tell me
you got a bead on him! "Why wouldn't I be? I'm a Jew, isn't that
enough?"
"You see. That’s precisely the kind of self-delusion I was
talking about. You’re not a Nazi hunter because you’re a Jew. American Jews
like you don’t care about their roots. You’re not like THE European Jews we
sent to the ovens. Now. They really cared about being Jews. I have to give them
that."
Take his crap and
keep talking. "You know nothing about what makes a Jew."
"I know better than you think."
She felt her pulse in
her neck.
"Let me
guess where you are. You're sitting at your desk writing a report
on how you didn’t mean to kill poor Sergeant
Sherwood."
"You don't even
know what city I'm in." She checked the clock on her pager. Three and a
half minutes had elapsed.
"I know you are in Washington."
"What
makes you think so?"
"I can hear the bells in the
Smithsonian Tower."
She turned
and looked up at them.
"I love churchbells. Reminds me of my childhood. Maxima
debetur puero reverentia."
He also loved Latin
phrases. "Translation, please?" she said.
"Are you walking on the mall to calm
your nerves, or are you looking under more beds in search of another pathetic
old Nazi? Catch a Kraut. Win a case. Does that make you feel good about
yourself?"
"I'm just doing
my job, Adalwolf."
"It means
nothing. Your purpose in life isn’t to hunt down the little who cleaned Mengele’s boots."
"What is
it, then?"
"It’s me.
You’ve been searching for me all your life. Not to deport me. But for something
far more important."
"Like arresting
you for murder."
"much more important than
that."
So damned irritating.
"Why are you killing them, Adalwolf?"
"killing who?"
Her clock said almost
four and a half minutes. Hold him! "We've identified the virus that
killed three victims and infected a fourth."
"Is that
supposed to mean something to me?"
"Jeremy Friedman
is still alive, Adalwolf. He can identify you."
"oh. I’m shaking in my boots."
Only thirty seconds
to go. "The virus you're using is a derivative of the H5N1 virus the
Russians found at Auschwitz in 1945. Do you know what that means?" She
told herself she was going too far.
"no. what does that mean?"
"I'll tell you
if you meet me."
"Someday,
I promise."
"When?"
"Melissa,
Melissa. My little do-gooder."
Come on, guys,
he's signing off!
"I have to
run now. Quit the case and you’ll be fine. Otherwise. . ."
"Now you're the
one who doesn't get it. I'm not quitting until I put you behind bars."
"What a
pity. I guess killing Seageant Sherwood wasn’t enough to make the point."
Six minutes had
passed. Where was the sign they'd found him?
"Okay, my
little lebchen, the stakes just got higher. Don’t say I didn’t warn you."
Why didn't they have
him?
"oh. yes. you asked
what 'maxima debetur puero reverentia' means."
"I'm afraid my
Latin's a little rusty," she said.
"It means,
'the greatest respect is owed to a child.' Keep that in mind. Melissa. The day
will come when you will live by it...Au Revoir."
She looked at the
message window. No pound marks. Damn it! I gave him too much information and
got nothing back!
Walking down the hall at Justice, Melissa muttered to herself about
how much she hated holding the short end of the stick. Turning the corner, she
saw Harris. He smiled as if nothing was wrong.
"The
press is having a field day," he said.
She felt herself
melting into the marble. "What's the Department's line?"
"They're telling
everybody it was a booby trap we couldn't do anything about."
"But that's
true."
He rolled his eyes.
"It's not a bad place to start."
She said, "Are
you getting press calls?"
"Yeah, but I'm
not answering them."
"What's the AG's
state of mind?"
"He's pissed
about being blindsided by the videotape and seeing an FBI agent slam an
American hero in the chest with a Maglite. Oh, by the way, if you didn't see
enough of that, you can catch it on the news every twenty minutes or so.
Personally, I think he's miffed that the press told the world about a deadly
virus before he did. Yeah, I'd say that's it. For some reason, he doesn't like
getting calls comparing a new virus to anthrax and asking why the government
didn't inform the public."
"Should I stop
by my office to say good-bye or go straight to hell?"
"Go to your
office. You have to be crucified first."
"What'd they do
to you?"
"The Assistant
Director told me to take some vacation time and hit the beach until the dust
settles. No formal suspension, which means I get to keep my credentials and
gun. But I'm off the case."
"Jesus, Harris."
"It's not that
bad. I'll get to see Sherrie and the kids for a change. Which reminds me."
He looked at his watch. "Gotta run, she's picking me up for lunch and
Christmas shopping. According to her, there's a whole world out there
waiting." They stopped in front of her door.
"I'm really
sorry, Harris."
He stopped.
"Don't be. You may need to save some of that for yourself." He turned
and said, "Don't be a stranger," then went off down the hall.
Melissa walked into
her office. If the news was bad, her assistant, Jane, could tell her to go to
Barry Sherer's office ASAP. And if it was really bad, Barry would be
waiting in her office.
Jane pointed at the
door to Melissa's room and said, "He's waiting."
Melissa pulled into the parking lot at Georgetown Law School
feeling a strange, newfound sense of freedom. The conversation she'd had with
Barry Sherer was brief: There might be a grand jury, he said, then again, maybe
not. She might be cleared by OPR, then again, it all depended. The one thing he
was clear about was her job: Like Harris, she'd been placed on administrative
leave and taken off the case, which, of course, was exactly what Adalwolf
wanted. Recognizing that, Barry said he hoped she'd continue working the case
anyway, sub rosa, because no one knew Adalwolf better than she and
Harris. She said she'd think about it, then left to do some shopping.
It was ten after six
when she entered the classroom, took off her raincoat, and tossed it onto the
back of a chair. "Hello, everybody, sorry I'm late." She took a drink
of water as she sat on the edge of the desk. Her law students—all seven of
them—were always hungry and a bit restless at this hour.
"When we broke
last week," she said, "we were in the middle of debating whether it's
ever justifiable to violate the law in order to accomplish a greater good. Can
civilized society achieve justice at the expense of the rules it lives by?
Jerry?"
"The only way
the men of the Mignonette survived in their lifeboat was by killing and
eating one of their fellow sailors. Wasn't that better than dying?"
"You tell
me."
Jerry looked
surprised. "It was if you were a survivor."
A young woman named
Kathleen said, "Martin Luther King, Jr. violated the segregation rules and
went to jail for it, but he created a more just society as a result."
"The laws he was
protesting were constructed to perpetuate an injustice," Melissa said.
"What about so-called natural laws that all societies agree on? Laws
prohibiting theft, assault, and murder?"
"Isn't executing
people a form of murder?" Kathleen said.
"By definition,
no, because it's not outside the law. But the evidentiary mistakes and uneven
application of the punishment are often unjust."
A student named Aaron
said, "How about Adolf Eichmann?"
"Instead of
hanging him, I would have put him in a cell and studied him," Melissa
said.
"And
Hitler?"
"Same thing. How
about you?"
"I would have
put Hitler in a crematorium and roasted him like an onion until every layer of
his skin came off."
A few students
laughed and clapped. A female student said, "Such a male point of
view."
"You know what I
would have done?" another guy said.
Melissa said,
"No, and I don't want to know. This is a class on ethics and the law, not
the Marquis de Sade. Torture is no more justified than killing,"
"What about
people like Osama bin Laden?" a student asked. "Would you kill them
if you had the chance?"
"Not if I could
try them first."
Some of them looked
convinced, some didn't.
"Look,
guys," Melissa said, "I don't want to spout clichés about the majesty
of the law, but when it comes to the big stuff, it's hard to think of
situations where going outside the law is better than staying within it. Sure,
civil disobedience is a legitimate way of changing things, but note that it's civil
disobedience we're talking about, not murder or mayhem."
The student said,
"I don't think it's that easy."
"I didn't say it
was easy, I said it was clear. The more that's at stake, the more the law needs
to be respected."
They discussed the
proposition until class ended and everyone left, Melissa was gathering up the
papers on her desk when a shy young woman named Maria Tressler stopped by to
say something. "I'm afraid you underestimate the healing effect an
execution can have on the victims of a violent crime," she said.
"Are you sure
it's really healing, or just temporary emotional release?"
"In my case, it
was healing," she said.
Melissa knew what she
was referring to. As a twelve-year-old girl, Tressler had been tied up by an
escaped convict in Tyler, Texas, and raped along with her mother. Her father
had been mutilated and left to die, and her mother had been forced to drink a
fatal dose of Clorox. The killer had been executed only a few months ago.
Melissa had wanted to talk to Maria about it, but only if she herself raised
it. Now that she had, Melissa didn't know what to say.
"Some killers'
crimes," the young woman said, "are so outrageous, letting them live
actually perpetuates the crime over and over and magnifies the survivors' pain.
Survivors may be weak and unsophisticated for not being able to forgive and
forget, but the burden of doing that shouldn't be on them. Not if it eats them
alive. The killer's life isn't worth it." She headed for the door.
"As for torture being no better than killing, I just hope you never have
to face the choice."
Melissa turned out
the lights and walked down the hall toward the parking lot, thinking less about
executions and torture than being placed on leave pending the outcome of the
Department's investigation. Never had she felt the need to be with David more.
She opened her purse and searched for her red-sneaker keychain. When she turned
the corner, she saw roses first, then the man who was holding them.
"I know I'm
late," David said, "but my homework ate the dog."
She raised her arms
to him, and he wrapped his around her.
"I'm so glad to
see you," she said.
There was soft music and lighting, fresh flowers next to the maitre
d' podium, a carpet that quieted the dining room. A tall candle sat in the
middle of their table, just off center. Melissa positioned her cranberry juice
and soda to catch the light and spread a warm halo on the linen tablecloth.
"In the
last three days," she said to her husband, "we whacked around an
American war hero and burned him alive, leaked the existence of a deadly virus
we'd been trying to keep secret until we knew what it was, missed catching a
serial killer for the third time, put two agents in the hospital with
second-degree burns, maybe ruined Harris's career, put the FBI and the
Department of Justice in line for this year's Waco Memorial Award, and managed
to get yours truly suspended without pay until the outcome of an OPR
investigation or a grand jury indictment, whichever comes first. How was your
day, my love?"
David lifted his
martini and took a sip. "They're crazy to take you off the case."
"Well, you see,
there's the catch. I'm officially off the case, but I'm still working it
from home, which means now I get to do what I did before without the help of
the FBI, my files, or a paycheck."
"What a
deal," David said.
She lifted her soda
and juice. "Truth is, I want Adalwolf now more than ever. No way is he
taking me off this thing." Another cooling drink. By the way, I told Barry
the news about the operation and said if I get pregnant, I'll have to take it
easy. I hope you don't mind."
"Not at
all."
They ordered dinner
and talked about his story on shipping-industry corruption. When they'd
finished, it was the usual after-dinner routine: coffee but no dessert for him,
dessert but no coffee for her.
"Maybe there's a
good reason I got suspended," she said.
"No, there
isn't. It's politics."
She didn't argue the
point. David would never fully understand her power of intuition any more than
she would fully appreciate his angular logic. But together, one and one made
three.
"Now that you're
suspended, you can do whatever you want," he said.
"Like
what?" she said.
"Instead of
flying back and forth to Miami, you can stay there and do the fertility
procedure and get a tan."
"Sounds great,
but how am I going to get pregnant without you?"
"I'll phone it
in."
"You've been
away too long, dear heart."
"Must be some
way to solve this." He took a drink. "How about this: I'll leave
Washington and come to Miami with you."
She nodded, Yeah, sure. When he
said nothing, she said, "You're kidding, aren't you?"
"Not really. The
Times has agreed to assign me to Miami for a year. If you want to go, we
can."
"David!"
"We could live
there while we try to have a kid."
"Oh,
sweetheart."
They leaned across
the table and kissed until the heat from the candle forced them apart. Sitting
back, they found their napkins and stole glances at people who were stealing
glances at them. The whole world loved a pair of lovers.
David said,
"It's time you forgot about Adalwolf and the FBI and the Department of
Justice for a while."
What a great move.
She adored him.
"We'll need to
find a place to rent," he said.
"I'll call Linda
in the morning." Linda Gonzales was a real estate broker Benjamin Ben-Zevi
had introduced to her. "Ben will let us stay at his house till we find
something." He had a beautiful house with a large guest room on Granada
Boulevard in Coral Gables. She and David had stayed there before, most recently
when she underwent the uterine-scar removal.
They finished dinner
and went back to their apartment. David found a radio station with soft music,
lit a scented candle, and dimmed the lights. They came to bed in terry-cloth robes
and nothing else. He massaged her feet—the gateway to her heart—and she let
herself relax. He said he was going to make up for
every night he'd been gone in the last two weeks. She asked him how. He said
he'd rather show than tell, and soon they were two people in search of one
experience.
"You said on the
phone . . .I'd tell you I love you," she said.
"You gonna come
through . . .for me?" he said.
"Depends on
what. . . you've got to offer. . ."
They locked fingers
and stopped talking. They were moving beyond words now, communicating with
breath and movement and nerve endings that spoke far more eloquently. They knew
each other so well they could time their climaxes as they wanted, separately or
together.
Tonight, they stuck
together.
They got through the holidays just fine; no horrible mistakes with
the gifts, no shoes thrown at holiday specials on TV, no fake New Year's
resolutions. The season seemed to be behind them before it ever got started.
They were looking ahead to Miami. When January third arrived, Melissa was on a
plane a day ahead of David. She couldn't wait.
She stepped out of
the air-conditioned terminal and felt a waft of Florida's balmy air.
Miami was a different
world from Washington, full of Cuban music and tanned retirees and Puerto Rican
high energy. Even the sun was different down here, closer to the earth and more
coppery in tone. Despite the glass office buildings and fancy condominiums, the
city felt natural and fertile and ripe, the perfect place to get pregnant.
She found a taxi at
the airport and drove to the clinic located on Alton Road, near the Mt. Sinai
Medical Center. Pulling her suitcase, she entered a palm-lined building that
could have been a medical facility anywhere in the world: air conditioning,
leather chairs and a stack of outdated magazines in the waiting room. She
checked in with the receptionist on the fourth floor and sat down, but before
she had time to get nervous the door opened and in walked Dr. Eric Brandt, smiling,
his hand extended.
"Hello,
Melissa!"
She stood up and
shook his hand warmly, feeling instantly in his care.
"It's so great
to be here," she said. "I love Miami."
He ushered her
through the door and down a hall to his office, which was neater than most. She
sat in a soft chair. He sat behind his desk and leaned back with his hands
behind his head.
"I missed your
interview on CNN," he said. "I hear you did a good job under the
circumstances."
"Under the
circumstances."
"The world's a
better place because of what you do, you know," he said.
She thought, What
a lovely thing to say. Doctors'
opinions always
seemed authoritative, no
matter what they were talking about. "And how are you?" she said.
"Nothing's
changed since you were here six weeks ago. You, on the other hand, are another
story." He stood up and clicked on a light board, A set of MRI photos
taken of her womb before the uterine scraping appeared. Scar tissue showed up
as white; it was all they could see.
He put a second set
of photos on the board. "Here are the pictures from two weeks ago."
She'd had a hysterosalpingogram—an X ray of the uterus while filled with
radioactive dye—which was done in Washington and sent to the clinic. After seeing
it, he'd sent her his e-mail saying he thought she could get pregnant, and now
she saw why: There were splotches of darkness indicating the absence of scar
tissue in her womb, He pointed at them with a pencil. "Pretty nice,
huh?"
"Gorgeous."
A fly on the wall would have thought they were nuts.
"I think it's
time to take another look at your uterus," he said.
"An MRI?"
“Yes, but we'll do a
pelvic exam first."
He showed her to an
examining room and said he'd be back in a minute. She closed the door and sat
on the edge of the table, prayed for good luck, then began undressing. When she
finished, she weighed herself on a true-weight scale—one-twenty, same as six
weeks earlier—then put in a hospital gown, tied the string in back, and sat
down and waited for Dr. Brandt to return. She trusted him.
So did David, despite
an inevitable touch of jealousy. After her first visit, he asked if Eric had
used rubber gloves during her pelvic exam. No, she said, he wore railroad
engineer gloves that came up to the elbows. David smiled and said he hoped they
were made of asbestos. Male stuff like that, nothing serious.
Six weeks earlier
she'd come to the clinic and put on a gown, climbed into a pair of stirrups,
been anesthetized from the waist down, and had the operation. David had paced
nervously in the waiting room for two hours while Dr. Brandt removed the scar
tissue with microscissors. Despite the high-intensity light and loupes, the
delicacy of his touch was crucial. If he cut too deeply into the womb's scarred
lining, it wouldn't hold an embryo, but
if he cut too lightly, he'd leave the offending synechial scars intact. When he
finished, he placed a balloon inside her womb to keep the surfaces from
adhering to each other and waited for her to heal. Today she'd get the
definitive results.
A nurse knocked on
the door and told her to follow. The sound of Melissa's paper slippers filled
the hallway as she walked to the OR and entered a room full of bright lights
and equipment. She said hello to the scrub nurse, who called Melissa a TV star.
Melissa rolled her eyes and climbed onto the examining table without being
told. See stirrups, insert feet. Pavlov must have been laughing. David had
wanted her to wait until he got to Miami and joined her, but the thought of his
waiting in the reception room only made her nervous. She said she'd call him
the minute she had news.
Dr. Brandt entered
from the scrub room, hands gloved, mask up, his blond hair covered by a
surgeon's cap. Seeing nothing but his eyes gave her the impression he was
someone menacing, but only for a moment. She knew it was really him by the
light blue irises that matched his gown and the familiar loupes around his
neck. He told her to relax, this wasn't going to be nearly as difficult as the
operation. She'd feel some "discomfort," he said, but nothing
serious. God, how doctors loved that word. It included everything that hurt
from level one to nine, with only ten meriting the word "pain."
All those teenagers
wanting not to get pregnant and doing nothing about it, and all us
thirty-eight-year-olds trying to get pregnant no matter what it took: hormone
injections, stainless-steel stirrups, superstitious prayers to the goddess of
fertility. There was no justice.
"Lie back and
relax," the nurse said, and raised a privacy curtain between Melissa's
face and her midsection. The lower half of her body belonged to them now, but
that was okay. I trust him.
"Sorry to be so
formal," Dr. Brandt said, "but I don't want to take any chances of
post-op infection." An enormous speculum caught Melissa's attention just
before the curtain blocked it out. The indignity of it all.
Mother Nature wasn't
a sister, she was a mother, and that was only half the word.
Sitting on a sofa reading Sports Illustrated, Harris Johnson
lifted his feet off the carpet to make room for the vacuum cleaner. His wife,
Sherrie, yelled over the roar.
"You've got to get out of the house, Harris, you're driving me crazy!"
He kept
reading. She tapped his shins, telling him he could put his feet down now. He
lowered them without looking up. When the noise moved away, he set the magazine
down and sat listlessly. She was right.
Two weeks off the job
and he was driving himself nuts, too.
He patted his shirt,
found his pen, and pulled the cap off with his teeth. Writing over an article about the LA Lakers, he listed what
he and Melissa knew about Adalwolf, then the
questions that needed to be answered. The two columns looked like this:
What we know:
German
SS
Hitler fan
Smart
Technically educated
Auschwitz.
Mengele's lab
Worked with children
Worked on pregnant women
Twins experiments
Eugenics nut
Uses Latin phrases
"Maxima debetur puero
reverentia." = "The greatest respect is owed to a
child."
In the column of
unknowns was this:
What skills needed to develop NTX virus?
Virologogy?
Chemistry?
Biology?
Pharmacology?
"Honey?"
his wife said.
"Yes,
love?" he answered.
"If you're
looking for something to do, the banister needs fixing."
"Yes, love. In a
minute."
Has access to laboratory?
Learned something from Mengele?
From the Auschwitz female sterilization
project?
How'd he get to Auschwitz as a boy?
How's he stay undetected?
One thing
professional investigators like Harris understood was that even with a host of
identifying characteristics, finding a crafty killer was difficult. Son of Sam
killed for months without detection. Ted Bundy for years. Jack the Ripper was
never caught, and the D.C. snipers shot people from fifty yards away without
detection. Harris and Melissa had talked to the FBI team investigating the
dissemination of post-9-11 anthrax and learned that even though the culprit had
to come from a small group of candidates having access to the pathogen, he was
next to impossible to find. Adalwolf had to have rare knowledge of the virus
and how to use it, which shrunk the size of the haystack, but still left him as
a very small needle.
Harris picked up the
telephone and dialed Melissa's cell phone number. He didn't know where she was,
but he had to talk to her.
Melissa was in a recovery room, waiting for a verdict. The
anesthesia had almost worn off now, and she was sore in tender places. The
female reproductive system seemed to be a testament to the shortcomings of
evolution's grand scheme. Why not a sliding door or a detachable pod? A
removable chip you could put into a computer and just print out your baby? Nine
seconds later instead of nine months? All these tubes, wombs, eggs, scars,
sperm, periods, douches—you could have them all. Well, maybe not the sex. That
she'd put up with a little longer.
Her cell
phone rang. She fished it out of her bag and recognized the caller in the
window. "Hi, Harris."
"Where have I got you?" he asked.
"In a recovery
room at the clinic. Where are you?"
"Home. Are you
okay? You sound a little dopey."
"I'm just a
little hung over from the anesthesia."
"Adalwolf's
Latin phrase, 'The greatest respect is owed to a child.' Who would use that as
a motto?"
"First thing
that comes to mind is a hospital," she said.
"I've got that
on the list."
"How about a
baby-food company?"
"Okay."
Mumbling to himself, he said, "You got babies on your mind."
"A school or an
orphanage," she said. "A pharmaceutical company specializing in
children's medicine."
"Wait a sec, I'm
still on school or orphanage."
"A Lamaze
class," she said.
"Wait,
wait."
"Let's see. A clinic
or a hospital. Did I say that?"
"You want to
call me back when your head's clear?"
"No, I need to
wake up."
"So far, I like
a school," he said. "I'm picturing a German orphanage."
"I'm seeing a
French day school," she said.
"How about a Polish church
school?" he said.
"A Hitler Youth
school."
Harris said,
"Maybe."
"If he knows
Latin, he must have had a good education," she said. "How many
schools in Europe taught Latin during World War Two?"
"No idea."
The door to the
recovery room opened and someone stepped inside. "I'll call you
back," Melissa said, and hit the end-call button.
She turned and saw Dr. Brandt come into the room. She wanted to
check his eyes for a hint of the outcome, but he was reading a report. Not
good. When a jury had bad news for a defendant, it didn't look at him. He sat
on a countertop.
"It looks
good," he said.
"It does?"
"Most of the
scarring is gone, and the tissue looks healthy. We're not home free, but it's
time to try for an impregnation."
"Oh, my
God." She felt a cool wind beneath her wings. "Tell me the truth,
Eric. What are my chances?"
"I'd say thirty
percent."
The wind stopped
blowing. "That's all?"
"That's all?
That's remarkable. Until the scar removal, it was virtually zero.
All right, she'd
accept that. Thirty percent would have to be good enough. Her horoscope that
morning had said "Take that high risk to get that high reward." Not
that she took horoscopes seriously, but she did read them. "What do we do
next?" she said.
He picked up her
chart. "You should be ovulating in about eleven days. We'll do a sonogram
this afternoon and take a look at your follicles. If they look promising, I'll
put you on ten days of Pergonal and then harvest the best eggs you've got.
We'll put them in a Petri dish, add David's semen, and see if we can create
some healthy embryos. If we get what we need, we'll do an implant. If the
implant doesn't spontaneously abort, we'll look for a viable pregnancy about
ten days after that."
It all sounded so
plausible. "Should David and I stop having sex?"
"No reason to.
You might even conceive naturally, although it's unlikely, given where you are
in your cycle. But I'm concerned about new scar tissue forming as you heal, so,
sure, go for it, the sooner you get pregnant the better."
"How do you
extract the eggs?" Melissa said.
"With a
laparoscope. You won't feel any pain, just a little discomfort."
Ah, discomfort.
"And David?"
"He'll donate
his sperm when we extract the eggs from your tubes. Ginny will give you both
the instructions you need. Let me check your abdomen."
She climbed onto an
examining table while he called Ginny to come to the room and washed up. After
the nurse entered, he stood next to Melissa and moved his hand on top of her
gown. "What's going on with your work?" he said. "Or are you on
vacation?"
"Oh, I'm still
working," she said. "The FBI agent on the case just called."
"I thought I
read that he was suspended."
"He was, but he
can't give up on the case any more than I can. Do you know Latin?"
"Just medical
school stuff. Does that hurt?"
"No."
"That?"
"No."
He continued pressing
with his fingers. "Why Latin?"
"Someone used a
phrase on the telephone the other day that means 'The greatest respect is owed
to a child.' Have you ever heard it?"
He didn't answer,
just kept palpating her.
She said, "I'm
trying to figure out where the caller might have picked it up. Someplace like a
hospital or a clinic or a school."
Eric finished.
"You feel fine. You can do the usual things, but take it easy, okay?
You're not planning to travel, are you?"
"No, why?"
"We'll need you
here for tests until we complete the program."
Melissa stood up as
Ginny left. "No problem, that's why I'm in Miami " He gave her a
reassuring smile and started for the door.
"Eric?" she
said, stopping him. "Regardless of how this turns out, I can't thank
you enough."
Melissa slipped into a cotton sundress and a pair of sandals and
finished unpacking. The guest room in Ben-Zevi's house was spacious and quiet.
She hung her clothes in the closet and opened a dresser to put away the rest of
her things, including a small wooden box with a lock.
Becoming
distracted the way unpackers do, she opened the box with a key she carried on
her red-sneaker keychain. Inside were mementos of her family history: a
photograph of her mother and herself at Coney Island, eating ice cream; a
picture of her father carrying her on his shoulders, her hands covering his
eyes as she held on for dear life. It was taken when she was six, a few months
before he died in a construction accident. Her mother died ten years later of
tuberculosis —the same strain that had attacked Melissa and scarred her uterus.
Melissa had one gossamer-like black-and-white photograph of her grandmother
Esther posing for a portrait shot. Despite the serious smile she was beautiful,
and Melissa wished she had more pictures of her, especially a color shot that
showed her red hair. She closed the box and laid it in the top dresser drawer.
It was time for her
first dose of pills and her first hormone shot.
Dr. Brandt's nurse,
Ginny, had taught her how to do it. She poked a large-diameter needle through a rubber diaphragm on a bottle of
Clomid and drew out the cc's she needed. Then she
removed the large needle and attached a
smaller-gauged one for injection. After removing air from the syringe, she was ready.
Her head felt warm
and her cheeks perspired. She started talking to herself. "Okay, this is no big deal."
She put her hand on
her abdomen and pinched some fatty skin between her left thumb and forefinger.
"Don't do it slowly, do it fast."
She couldn't do it at
all. After wiping her forehead, she started over.
"One . . . two .
. . three." She stuck it in, pushed in the plunger, and withdrew the
needle, whispering, "Holy shit." She laid back on the bed until her
light-headedness passed, then got up and disposed of the needle in a plastic box.
Once a day, every
day. She'd have to get used to it.
She plugged in her
laptop and turned it on to check her e-mail. There were two messages waiting:
one from David, saying he was finishing his story, hope the doctor's
appointment went well, miss you badly, can't wait to see you tomorrow in Miami,
xox; one from Harris, telling her
to call when she could. The one she was looking for—the one from Adalwolf—
wasn't there. His silence pissed her off.
She sent an e-mail to
Harris saying she'd call later, then closed her laptop and carried it down the
hall. The house was large and homey with terrazzo floors and vaulted ceilings,
a seldom-used fireplace in the living room, plump sofas with pillows rarely
moved.
She entered Ben's
study with its cherry paneling and shutters that allowed enough sunlight to
bring the wood to life. There was a heavy desk befitting a professor, and on it
were piles of medical reports, pharmaceutical samples, and a plastic model of a
uterus. Standing prominently near the center was a silver-framed photograph of
Ben and his wife, Myrna, walking arm-in-arm on the beach. The room was a
comfortable place to work or read.
Ben had left a house
key in the usual place and written her a note saying he'd be back around
seven-thirty to take her to dinner, meanwhile, make yourself at home. She
attached a cable from her computer to a LaserJet printer he seldom used and
began printing out e-mails and records from the Adalwolf case file so she could
make notes on them, a work habit she'd followed since law school.
She turned to a wall
covered with the highlights of Ben's life: a photograph of him in black tie
accepting an award; a ribbon-cutting ceremony with his wife, Myrna, opening the
clinic. There were certificates, diplomas, and accolades. Behind the door was a
copy of the photograph she'd received from the widow in Toronto showing
twelve-year-old Ben standing in his striped prisoner's shirt with a group of
inmates, including young Adam, the woman's eventual husband. Adalwolf, the lab
technician, was off to the side. When she'd sent the photograph to Ben, Myrna
had framed it with a plain white mat that held no date or inscription or signature,
as if to say Auschwitz was not another ribbon-cutting ceremony. Melissa was
examining it when she heard a knock on the doorjamb.
She turned and saw
Ben standing in the doorway.
His bow tie was loosened and his coat unbuttoned, his arms outstretched,
his smile big and slightly gap-toothed like Ernest Borgnine's. Despite his age,
he had a full head of thick salt-and-pepper hair, a trim beard, and modern
horn-rimmed glasses. With his hunter green corduroy jacket and light blue
sea-island cotton shirt, he looked like the hip professor he was reputed to be.
"Melissa!"
She walked to him and
fell into his strong embrace. "Hello, Ben." Of course she'd
made him into a father figure, why wouldn't she? She'd hardly known her own.
When they'd finished hugging, he excused himself a moment and came back into
the room carrying a tray of tea — iced for her, a tall glass of hot tea for
him—and babka, the apple cake he loved.
He gave her a glass,
set the tray on an ottoman, and sat back in his favorite leather chair, letting
himself sink into it. After chatting a moment, he raised his glass.
"Eric told me
the good news," he said. "Let's drink to it."
"Are you sure
that won't jinx it?" she said.
"If you're meant
to be pregnant, you'll be pregnant." He took a bite of babka and
downed it with a sip of tea. "So, tell me everything," he said.
"How's David?"
"You'll see for
yourself. He's coming down tomorrow."
"I saw your CNN
interview."
"Yeah, how about
that. Adalwolf did it to us again."
"To hell with
Adalwolf," he said. "He'll be meeting the Malach ha-Mavet soon,
anyway."
"The who?"
"The angel of
death who comes for the wicked."
"Adalwolf's
going to make a lot of trouble before he dies," she said, "unless we
catch him."
"You will,"
he said.
"Somebody will,
but not me. I've been suspended."
"What?"
"Pending a grand
jury investigation."
"What a bunch of
putzes you work for," he said, sitting back in his chair.
The only Yiddish Melissa knew she'd
learned from Ben, whose frequent use of it she thought slightly out of
character for a man of his credentials and sophistication. When she said that
to him, with a smile, he said, "So I should speak Chinese? You can call
yourself a professor and live in a fancy house, tsatskala, but you can't
change who you are." He nodded toward the wall. "Beneath those
diplomas and fancy pictures is still a rabbi's son from the shtetl. Besides,
some things you can say in Yiddish you can't say in American."
"I'm going to
work the case anyway," she said. "So's the FBI agent who was told to
take a vacation."
"Adalwolf is one
of these modern bioterrorists who use their ordinary appearance as
camouflage," he said. "You could be close enough to touch him and
still not know he's there."
"That was true
until a few days ago," she said, "but he may have finally slipped
up."
"How so?"
Another bite of babka.
"He used a Latin
phrase on the phone: 'Maxima debetur puero reverentia.' "
"A large debt of
respect is due to— " Ben smiled at himself. "For an educated guy, my
Latin stinks."
"Mine, too. It
means, 'The greatest respect is owed to a child.' We're trying to figure out
where he picked it up."
He took a drink of
tea and wiped his fingers on a napkin. "I'm telling you, they don't
deserve you, Melissa. You're too good for them."
"It's my life,
Ben. I've wanted to track down Nazis since I was a little girl." She waved
off a piece of cake and drank some more tea. "Why is that?"
His eyebrows rose in
surprise. "Your grandmother, what else?"
Although her
grandmother had died before Melissa was born, when Melissa was a little girl
she'd heard stories about her and had formed a clear image of who she was —not
so much from the photographs she'd seen,
but from a book of comic strips featuring Brenda Starr, the beautiful,
daring reporter with blazing red hair, full lips, and sparkling brown eyes.
That woman, Melissa knew in her bones, was the real Esther, and she wanted to
be just like her. Ben's later stories about Esther in the camp—how she'd given
him her pendant, and how he'd almost lost his life trying to save it—only
reinforced Melissa's romantic childhood images of her grandmother.
She said, "I'm
looking for something I'm unaware of. Psychology, history, a hidden
motivation."
"Why hidden?
Your grandmother suffered terribly in the camp, it's only natural you'd want to
do something about that. What makes you ask?"
"Just curious."
Another sip of tea. "Adalwolf said he knows why I'm a Nazi hunter even
though I don't."
"What a load of
crap. You may have to listen to his drerd in order to catch him, but you
don't have to let him get under your skin. He's a psychopath."
He finished his tea in evident irritation and
set his glass on the side table. Then, catching himself, he broke into a broad
smile and smacked both chair arms with his palms. "So—let's continue this
over dinner. What would you like?"
"How about the News
Cafe?"
"Whatever you
say."
They both stood and
he gave her another hug before leaving to wash up. She watched him go out the
door with his signature limp.
Why was she a Nazi
hunter? Who cared? The only thing she wanted to hunt down at the moment was a
large stone crab.
"Good night, Daddy."
"Good night,
Sammy." Harris Johnson reached for the light switch in his four-year-old
son's room. His wife, Sherrie, stood at the door.
"Daddy?"
"What?"
"When can we go
to a baseball game?"
"It's still
basketball season."
"I don't like
basketball, I like baseball."
"We'll go to a
game this summer, I promise."
"Daddy?"
"What,
Sammy?"
"Will I see you
before summer?"
"Of course you
will. I'll see you tomorrow morning, little guy."
"Will you take
me to kindergarten?"
"There's no
school tomorrow, it's Saturday."
Sammy smiled at the
news and pulled up the covers. Harris closed the door.
"I heard
that," Sherrie said as they walked down the hallway. "The question
is, did you?" She put her hand on the banister and shook it. It creaked
and wiggled. She gave him a look.
"I'm fixing it
tomorrow," he said.
"A four-year-old
needs his daddy," she said.
"I see him all
the time, Sherrie. Kobie, too." Kobie was their ten-year-old daughter.
"It's not just seeing
the kids that matters, it's where your head is when you do."
They came into the
living room. "Adalwolf is killing people, Sherrie. If he's not caught, the
next thing you know he'll be killing children like ours."
"You know I want
you to catch the son of a bitch," she said. "I just don't want you to
make the world safe for other children at the expense of your own."
Feeling unjustly accused,
he sat on the sofa and began preparing his defense when it occurred to him that
he'd never considered Sammy and Kobie to be unsafe. Given the job he
held and the kind of people he pursued, maybe he should have. Sherrie asked him
something about a TV show she was watching and, wanting to be attentive, he
relaxed and put the kids out of his mind.
But not completely.
They sat at a table outdoors overlooking Ocean Drive and Lummus
Park, a grassy strip between the street and the beach. The weather was soothing
and the people on the street were happy. It was good to be alive on a Friday
night at the News Cafe. Melissa was already sinking emotional roots into Miami.
After
ordering dinner, she told Ben the highlights of the Atlantic City debacle: how
Adalwolf had found Sherwood and drugged him and tattooed him with a pen and set
him up for an awful death, and how she and the FBI had fallen for it. It was
inevitable that she and Harris would be investigated, she said, although being
taken off the case was worse than a public-relations gimmick. It took the
Department's attention off the hunted and placed it on the hunters, which was a
coup for Adalwolf.
"That won't last
long," Ben said. "The next time someone is infected with NTX, the
focus will be back on him."
"You think
there'll be a next time?"
"This guy isn't
living out his golden years fly fishing. He's got a plan."
Melissa toyed with
her glass. "There are simple things we could have done the night of the
arrest, Ben. We could have held the subject's arms down, we could have
inspected the IV pole. I could have licked my thumb and smudged the tattoo on
his arm, for God's sake."
"Why would you
do that when it was obvious he was your man?"
"You can't take
anything for granted. He was wearing a T-shirt. The tattoo was right in front
of me."
"Where was
it?"
"Here." She
touched her upper arm, close to her shoulder.
"That's too
high," Ben said. He pushed up his short-sleeve shirt revealing well-toned
muscle. "It was right here, between the bicep and the shoulder, where you
usually see a vaccination scar."
"Why would
Adalwolf tattoo Sergeant Sherwood in the wrong place?"
Ben's shrug said he
didn't know. "It wasn't that far off. He probably assumed you didn't know
the exact location." He touched his shoulder in different places and
looked at it, trying to recall. "Maybe I'm wrong, it's been so many years ago." He let go of
his sleeve. "Frankly, I'm glad you're out of the hunt."
"I'll never be
out of the hunt until he's caught."
"As long as it
doesn't interfere with getting pregnant, fine, but don't let him take you off
course."
"I can do
both."
"Yeah, I know.
That's what all you girls say these days."
She took a drink.
"Tell me about Eric."
"He was one of
my best students at Columbia. When Myrna and I came to Florida and started the
clinic, I put him on the staff, and when I retired as director two years ago he
replaced me."
"Why did you
retire?"
"I'm seventy-two years old, my dear.
Eric is forty-four and the best in his field. Are you relaxing yet?"
"I relaxed the
minute I got off the plane." She ate a fancy hors d'oeuvre the waiter had
brought with their drinks.
Ben's eyes turned distant.
"He's under your
skin, too, isn't he?" she said.
"Adalwolf? What
makes you think so?"
"Come on,"
she said. When he didn't argue, she said, "Tell me what he did, Ben."
Ben put his arms up
and stretched. "I already have, many times."
That was true, but
only up to a point. He'd told her Adalwolf had killed Mengele's subjects and
prepared them for autopsy, but he'd never described how it was done.
"How did he do
it, Ben?" she said.
"We're not going
to talk about that over dinner," he said.
"It wouldn't
bother me," she said.
"It would
me."
She looked at him
sympathetically, sorry she'd asked. The waiter brought them their stone crabs,
bibs they didn't wear, little picks and forks, fresh lemons, salad, beer, and
iced tea. They broke off the claws and peeled back the white shell and went to
work. After her first mouthful, she said, "Okay, now I know I'm in
Miami."
Could I have that lemon?" Ben said. She handed it to him. He
squeezed it, sending spurts all over the table. "I became an
endocrinologist because of a promise I made to myself in the camp. When the
train stopped at Birkenau, I was in a state of disbelief like everyone
else." Birkenau was the gateway to Auschwitz. "We'd heard stories
about what was going on, but we clung to our illusions that everything would
turn out okay. The first person we saw was a kapo—a Jew chosen by the SS to
keep fellow prisoners in line."
"I know what
kapos are."
Ben nodded. "He
opened the doors to our cattle car and told us we deserved to die because we
were such naive, dumb bastards. Even then I didn't get it. I just hung onto my
father's hand and waited for him to make everything all right."
He took a drink of
beer.
"A guard blew a
whistle and we got off the train. I remember it was dusk and the sky was deep
blue with steaks of orange on the horizon. But then I noticed there was an
orange glow in the east, too, from sparks flying out of the chimneys. Pretty
soon the wind shifted and the smell was so strong you couldn't breathe."
"And you
knew."
"Oh, yes. I
knew."
Melissa reached out
and touched his hand.
"In the next
year, I saw everything you can imagine," he said. "Death and
brutality, mindless inhumanity. I saw it all around me, up close, at a
distance, everywhere. But you have to understand something, Melissa. The
problem was . . ." He took another drink. "I didn't just see it."
He stared at her. "Do you understand what I'm trying to say? I didn't just
see it." He waited for her to get it.
Now she took a drink.
"You don't need to say another word, Ben, I didn't mean to— "
"I survived by
helping him, Melissa."
He took out his
handkerchief, removed his glasses, and wiped the perspiration off his forehead.
"Adalwolf wasn't
just a killer of children," he said. "He had visions of a much larger
plan. He said they'd never be able to eradicate all the Jews with gas and ovens
because there were too many of them, they needed a more efficient way. Poison,
perhaps. Radiation. Sterilization. He watched Dr. Schumann's experiments on
pregnant women and thought it might be possible to breed Jews out of existence.
You know, eugenics. Kill them in the womb." He put his glasses back on.
"One day,"
he said, "they brought six women into the lab to be impregnated and
tested. One of them was this beautiful eighteen-year-old redhead named
Esther." He spoke of her as if Melissa had never heard this part before,
although she had.
"When it came
time for Adalwolf to do the usual body search —oh, he loved that job, believe
me—your grandmother Esther tried to pull him aside to tell him something in
private, but he wouldn't listen. She finally gave up and did as she was told,
of course. As she climbed onto the examining table, she reached under her skirt
and took a pendant from her most intimate place and slipped it to me."
He took a drink.
"I knew I
shouldn't have taken it, but it happened so fast I didn't think. She was so
beautiful, and I was so . . . young. I slipped it into my pocket and watched
her lying there, stony-faced and indignant while Adalwolf did his body search.
I'd seen him search other women, but how he treated this woman was different.
His face was flushed and he actually made a clumsy effort to be
respectful."
He fingered his glass
nervously.
"That night, he
sent a kapo to bring me to the clinic. I knew something strange was happening
because it was Christmas Eve. Many of the guards were at home, and I thought
Adalwolf should have been with the Mengeles, too, but here he was in the clinic
with a little girl. Anyway, I was prepared to do my job and put the girl at
ease, but for some reason he didn't ask me to." He stared at his drink.
"I remember it was very peaceful outside, with fresh snow covering
everything. I waited for the kapo to come get me, but he didn't come. I
remember wondering how this could be happening
on a night with snow falling and a child singing "Silent Night" and
holding an ornament that must have come from Mengele's tree."
He kept fingering his
glass, staring at a thin layer of foam that swirled gently.
"He found me
peeking through the door, clutching the pendant your grandmother had given me.
Keeping it was a terrible offense, and somehow he'd found out. He lifted it off
my neck and brought me into the room and I thought I was dead. But he had
something else in mind."
She said nothing,
waiting for him to continue.
"He took the gauze off the little girl's head. She'd been
blinded in one eye when Mengele tried to change the color of her corneas. She
was naked from the waist up, just sitting there quietly." He stopped.
"What
happened?" Melissa said softly.
"He handed me a
syringe full of chloroform."
Somehow, she didn't
expect that.
He took off his
glasses again. His eyes were red and teary. "He made me kill her, Melissa.
He made me kill a little girl."
She wanted to say
something comforting, like you did what you had to do, you were just a child
yourself, you had no choice, no one who hasn't been in your shoes has the right
to judge you. But she didn't. Everything she could imagine saying felt too
trite. "There's no need to say more, Ben," she said.
"No, you asked
and I want to tell you," he said. "The more you know about him, the
better your chances are of finding him. But I need to tell you in small
doses." He put his glasses back on. "Anyway, that's why I became a
doctor. Saving lives was not only my answer to Auschwitz, it was my answer to
what I did."
"Not did, Ben. Were made to do."
His shrug said, That
doesn't make it right.
"Why didn't he
kill my grandmother?" she said.
"He was in love
with her," Ben said. "He wanted to make her part of his pregnancy
experiment so he could see her again."
"But she was
already pregnant with my mom, wasn't she?" Melissa said.
"Yes," Ben
said, "but Adalwolf didn't know that. Only after the guards brought her
back to the lab did she tell him. He was absolutely crushed when he found out,
but she didn't stop there. She said she'd have nothing to do with his rotten
experiment, and she'd have nothing to do with him. What's more, she wanted her
pendant back." He took a drink and remembered. "Imagine a Jew talking
to Mengele's foster son that way. Even with the SS captain who'd fathered her
child protecting her, it was astounding."
"Did he give her
the pendant?"
"I don't know.
The next time I saw her was at her funeral in 1950. I arrived at Coney Island
the day after she died."
Melissa knew that
part of the story, too. After making his way to London after the war, Ben had
enlisted the help of a survivors' organization that discovered Esther in Coney
Island in 1948. The two of them corresponded for two years before he finally
reached New York. He was only eighteen at the time and Esther only twenty-five,
but the typhus she'd suffered in the camp had already taken its toll. The night
before he arrived, she collapsed during a late-night swim and drowned.
Melissa's mother, five at the time, was raised by her aunt and uncle. Ben
remained in New York after the funeral, completed his schooling, and eventually
became the family doctor to Melissa and her mother. He never lost touch with
them again.
Melissa looked out at
the park. A small group of people was watching a man sculpt a huge sandcastle.
"Looks pretty good, doesn't it?" she said.
"You teach a
class in legal ethics at Georgetown Law School, don't you?"
"Yes."
"I want to tell
you something about ethics and the law."
She waited.
"There are rules
for everyone else," he said, "and then there are rules for
monsters."
She straightened her
knife and spoon.
He said, "There
are some people who are not civilized, and if you treat them as if they are,
they'll use your respect to kill you. They feast on people who believe in the
law. They're the kind of people who turned our children into ashes. If you ever
come face to face with Adalwolf, keep this one thing in mind: There are rules for everyone else,
and then there are rules for monsters."
Melissa didn't want
to argue the point, but she also didn't accept it. It was the law that allowed
her to hunt down Nazis like Adalwolf and get rid of them. But to disagree with
Ben now would have been unforgivable. He had been there and survived; he'd
traveled a road she'd never even seen. She had to respect that even if his
views weren't her own.
They finished their
dinner and walked along the sidewalk past Johnny Rocket's, the Colony Hotel,
and Mango's Tropical Cafe, taking in Miami's South Beach street life.
After a while they
returned to Ben's house. When they said good night, Melissa felt an emotional
distance between them she hadn't felt before dinner. She had stirred the ashes
of his past and driven him away. She regretted it, but she knew that after a
good night's sleep he'd be back. He always was.
It's Saturday morning and I'm feeling good," Melissa said into
the phone. "It's time to get back in gear."
She was in
Ben's study, her laptop screen up. Harris was on the other end of the phone on
a squawk box at his desk in his Washington apartment. His computer was
connected to the Internet, as was hers.
"You take
Google, I'll take Yahoo," Melissa said.
They entered the
Latin phrase they were looking for: 'Maxima debetur puero reverentia.' What
they came up with were lists of various Latin state mottos, university maxims,
sorority and fraternity mottos, and slogans of clubs, churches, and schools. An
hour later they decided to narrow their search and start over.
Harris took Germany,
Melissa took France.
After another hour of
surfing, they'd still found nothing. But she and Harris knew that
investigations were like panning for gold: It was hard, tedious work with no shortcuts.
Melissa heard Sherrie
enter Harris's room and say hello. The two of them caught up for a few minutes,
then Sherrie said to Harris, "Did you say you were going to fix the
banister, or was I dreaming?"
"Soon as we're
done here, honey," he said. He plugged in another name and hit
"Enter."
Melissa heard the
jangle of a toolbox being set on a table. "Tell me you're going to do it
before you leave for the game and I'll stop hounding you.
"Deal,"
Harris said.
Sherrie said good-bye
to Melissa and left the room. Harris told Melissa he had tickets to see the
Washington Wizards, Michael Jordan against the New York Knicks. An afternoon
out with his pals.
Melissa said,
"It's time to hang it up for a while."
Harris said,
"Don't quit on me, I'll have to fix the banister."
They both continued
clicking and reading.
An entry came up on
Melissa's screen. Her mouse took her to a Web site for the Order of the Sisters of Mercy. "Click here for
English, cliquez içi pour français." Easy choice.
She scrolled down the
page, searching for Latin expressions translated into English, and found one on
a church in Paris, but it was off the subject. She clicked "Next" and
found another on a religious retreat in Brittany, but again, it was off-target.
She clicked "Next" for another twenty minutes with no results. She
found one more search engine and leaned back and stretched while it loaded.
"You got any
leads in Germany?" she said.
"Nothing,"
he said.
"Okay, go fix
the banister. We'll pick it up tomorrow."
When the "Search
for a word or phrase" box appeared in her new search engine, she entered
the Latin tag and hit "Go."
Same result. She was
getting to know some of these French places pretty well. She hit the
"Go" button three more times, like a gambler who couldn't stop.
A new name appeared,
the Couvent de la Sacré Coeur. She hit the "Click here to see
picture." It took her to a Web site with a photograph of an old stone
structure on a hillside in the Loire Valley, near Lyons. The description said
it was a five-hundred-year-old French convent that had once been an orphanage,
hence the Latin motto, Maxima debetur puero reverentia. The greatest
respect is owed to a child.
She hit "Print"
and saw a hard copy spill into the print tray. "Harris?"
"What?"
"Forget the
basketball game. We're playing bingo and just hit the jackpot."
Linda Gonzales pulled into the semicircular driveway of Ben's house
in her 1995 silver Mercedes with rust freckles dotting the hood. Rusty or not,
a Mercedes was essential if you were going to show houses in Miami Beach.
Melissa was inside, ending her call with Harris. She took her computer offline,
put it in sleep mode, grabbed her bag, and went out the door, sunglasses on.
The door opened and she climbed into the passenger seat.
"Linda, how are
you?" she said.
"Hi, Melissa.
Gee, you're looking great."
Melissa turned around
and saw Linda's ten-year-old son, Kevin, sitting in the back seat, reading a
comic book. What a cutie pie, with his coal-black lashes and Botticelli face.
"Hi, Kevin, how are you?"
"Fine," he
said without looking up.
"How's
Armando?" Melissa asked as they drove toward the street.
"Working his
usual twelve-hour day," she said. Armando Gonzales was Linda's Cuban-born
husband who built houses for a living. She looked in her rearview mirror and
touched the part in her hair. "Ay-yi-yi, look at those roots!"
"What are you
going to show me?" Melissa said.
"A beautiful
house on Golden Beach," she said. "Ten rooms, a pool, a steam room,
and a master bedroom to die for, if you know what I mean."
"Good God,
Linda, we can't afford that."
"Don't worry about
it!" She changed lanes. "It's a house-sitting gig. I owe Ben a lot of
favors, so when I told him about it, he thought it was just perfect. The owners
are in Europe for a year while the house is getting rebuilt. Old man
Butterfield was messing with his barbecue and burned down the north wing.
Freaked out his wife and the maid. They asked me to look after it while they're
gone. Kevin, don't pick your nose."
They drove up South
Dixie Highway, took 1-95 north to the Julia Tuttle Causeway, then Collins
Avenue north to Golden Beach, tooling along in the Florida sunshine. A few
minutes later they saw the pavilion entrance to the beach. They drove past it
up Ocean Boulevard to the driveway of a modern house with large windows and a
red-tile roof and graceful palms around
the property. At one end of the house were pieces of construction equipment and
piles of dirt. The rest of the house looked untouched.
After parking near
the front door, Linda turned and told Kevin they wouldn't be long but he could
come in when he finished his comic book, okay?
Melissa got out of
the car and stepped onto springy grass. Palm fronds clattered in the afternoon
breeze and the air was heavy with the fragrance of seawater. Walking up the
front steps, Linda took a set of keys from her purse. "Most rich people
have no taste, but this house is different," she said.
She unlocked the door
and they stepped inside. Beyond a foyer was an elevated living room with high
ceilings. The room was tastefully decorated in light fabrics and sisal rugs and
just enough cane to say they were in Florida. They walked over to an enormous
picture window overlooking the water. Linda pushed a button and a translucent
gray shade rolled up, revealing a beautiful beach with tractor tracks from the
morning cleanup. Across the way a colorful umbrella stuck out of the sand like
a mai-tai swizzle stick. Out on the ocean two tankers looked like toys.
They walked to a
white-tiled kitchen with skylights. The dining room was clean and simple and
lined with a grass wall covering. Linda took her across the living room into a
hallway leading to a back stair. Next to it was an automatic chairlift that ran
from the garage breezeway, one floor below, up to the bedroom wing a floor
above.
"Mr. Butterfield
uses it when he's not feeling well," Linda said. She stepped onto the
wheelchair platform, hit the on switch, and the two of them rode up. When they
reached the top, they walked down a hallway past a study and two guest
bedrooms—one for a baby, Melissa thought—to a master suite overlooking the
beach. His-and-hers bathrooms, a large pop-up TV. Enough closet space to make
Imelda Marcos blush. She and David could have lived in the bedroom alone. Linda
was right: It was a romantic house and a great place for her and David to begin
a new life.
"It's
beautiful," Melissa said.
Linda frowned.
"Too bad it's not for you."
"Why not?"
"I want it
myself."
They walked down the
main stair to the living room and continued to the ground floor. A game room
with a pool table and large-screen television opened onto a stone terrace
facing the beach. In front of it was a wide patch of light green beach grass,
and beyond that an exquisite expanse of beige sand and deep blue sea.
"Wait till I
show you what's back here," Linda said.
They walked down a
short breezeway toward the garage. On one side was a sliding glass door to a
wooden deck with an outdoor shower; on the other were his-and-hers bathrooms, a
massage room, and a steam room. Seeing it padlocked, Melissa cupped her hand
and peered through a window in the door.
"It's locked for
insurance reasons," Linda said, moving through keys on a ring. She found
the one she wanted, slid it into the padlock, and opened the shank. "It's
the brass one," she said holding it up.
Unusually large, the
room was lined in white tile with banquettes around the walls. In the center
was a free-standing massage table with a white-tile base and a redwood top.
Linda spread her arms. "So what do you think?"
"About the house?
It's wonderful."
"The
Butterfields will love the idea of a Justice Department lawyer and a
New York Times reporter house-sitting for them."
"Will they mind
a couple with a baby?"
"Are you
pregnant?"
"Not yet."
"We'll deal with
that when the time comes."
They stepped out of
the steam room and Linda locked the door. Lifting a pile of white
towels, she laid the key on a redwood bench outside the door and set the towels
on top. From there they walked down the hall to a door to the garage.
Linda opened it, showed Melissa the electric switch that raised and lowered the
garage door, and handed her a remote control.
"If this works
out, what can I do for you?" Melissa said.
"Lunch,"
she said. "That and keep the plants watered so I don't have to do it
myself. What time is David getting in?"
Melissa checked her
watch. "About an hour."
"Then we better
scoot," Linda said.
They climbed the
stair to the living room and Linda lowered the sunshade, then they headed for
the airport.
The Third Reich had come to an end in Hitler's Berlin bunker. It
was only fitting, Adalwolf thought, that its work should be resurrected in
another bunker half a world away.
Adalwolf's
laboratory had originally been built as an underground bomb shelter during the
fifties, then, later, purchased by a small company he owned called Loring
Pharmaceuticals and outfitted as a virology lab. If you were a researcher, it
was a dream. If you were a killer, it was essential, if you were Adalwolf, it
was both.
Sitting at his desk,
he reached past his computer monitor to his stereo and chose a boys' choir
recording of Joseph Haydn's The Creation, which he played loudly. No
reason not to down here; you couldn't hear a bomb go off in this place. After
closing his computer program, he got up, stretched, and checked his watch. Over
the last few years he'd farmed out pieces of the research to three different
laboratories using the cover story that he was developing a therapeutic virus to
cure a disease. Over the last year, he'd pulled together what they'd developed,
cutting out the good stuff and altering the DNA to create a virus of his own:
NTX. Today was critical: He was testing whether it would make the genetic
"selection" it was designed to make. If it did, it would take care of
more than a few cattle cars of Jews.
In ten minutes, he'd
know.
He set a timer and
walked past the sinks, Bunsen burners, and racks of acrylic test tubes to a red
velvet curtain strung across a doorway at the side of the room. Behind the
curtain was his lair: a spare room with a pipe-frame bed made up with
hospital-fold sheets and a wool blanket tight enough to bounce a quarter on.
Nearby was a clothes tree for his cardigan sweater and, next to the bed, a
small table. Framed pictures hung on the wall.
He lifted a bottle of
water from the table and looked at the photographs, interested that they told
so much about his life. There was his mother in a sultry Greta Garbo pose on a
barstool, a cigarette in her hand.
Next to that was a
photograph of himself as a little boy at the convent with Mother
Marie-Catherine at his side. There was a picture of Dr. Mengele and his wife
standing in front of their house at Auschwitz, and the photo of himself and his
lab assistants taken outside Block 19 in 1943—the photo the Justice Department
had. He never tired of seeing himself as a teenager in a white smock, or of
seeing twelve-year-old Benjamin Ben-Zevi in his prisoner's stripes. It was the
only photograph the Justice Department had of either of them, and he was proud
that he himself had engineered that. They'd fallen for the so-called
"widow" in Toronto, who'd supposedly sent the photo to Melissa after
claiming to be too sick to be interviewed in person. That small deception still
made him smile.
He checked his watch.
Five more minutes to go.
There were more
photographs in a large book he lifted off the night-stand. Opening it in the
middle, he found a shot of Melissa and David at their wedding, and next to it a
telephoto shot of Melissa at a political rally on the Washington mall, totally
oblivious that he'd taken it, totally oblivious that he was in her presence.
He'd done that more than once.
Turning the page, he
saw a portrait of Melissa's mother and, on the next page, the most prized
photograph of the bunch: Melissa's grandmother, Esther, standing next to an
empty gurney in Mengele's clinic, unsmiling, bold and beautiful, a young
Katharine Hepburn with a white pendant hanging around her neck. Even though the
print was in black and white, he could still see her red hair, still remember
his slight loss of breath when he saw her.
He took a drink of
water without taking his eyes off the photograph, then wiped his mouth and
screwed the cap back on. It's been a long time, Esther, but all things come
to him who waits. You still live in my heart and your granddaughter's flesh.
The time is almost here.
The timer sounded.
Adalwolf put his
bottle down and walked into the laboratory, past the large khaki machine that
dried germ suspensions, past the books on viruses and genetics and the computer
disks holding a slice of the genome, past the small centrifuges and the
scanning electron microscope and freezers that hummed quietly. All these
machines had been good soldiers in his lifelong battle to revive the Führer’s
dream, but now it was time to let them rest while he made a body count.
He entered a small
room lit with a red lamp, like a darkroom. Against the wall were two cages filled
with wood shavings and lab mice. He turned on a bright light over the first
cage. Awakened, the mice wiggled their whiskers, searching for food.
The first cage held
only white mice, each with a numbered tab stapled through the soft spot in its
ear. One of the mice lay on its side inertly, giving Adalwolf a start. He took
a pencil and poked at him and saw the mouse flip onto his feet and make a
cheeping sound. What a relief: no catastrophe there. After making sure every
mouse was alive and well, he turned off the light and moved to the second cage.
This one was filled
with the same-sized mice, and they, too, had numbered tabs stapled through
their ears. He turned on the light to see them, they looked identical to the
mice in the other cage, except for two things:
They were gray
instead of white.
They were all dead.
Adalwolf's heart
nearly stopped. Could it be? He poked at each one through the wire mesh, and
none of them moved. My God, it worked! The mice with the white-hair genes were
alive and well, while the ones with the gray-hair genes were all dead. He'd
finally engineered a virus that struck a deadly blow against one class of
living organisms and left others completely alone. If you could do it with
mice, you could do it with humans. If you could target genes that expressed the
color of a mouse, you could target genes that expressed other traits as well.
Ethnic traits. Not just hair color, but unseen ones.
He'd tried the NTX
virus on four people, refined it, and made it ready to be incubated. Now all he
needed was his incubator.
Melissa, dear
Melissa. If only you knew the threshold of history you stand on today. But, in
time, you will. You most certainly will.
They called it NTX in
Atlanta, but he had another designation for it: FSV," for Final Solution
Virus. FSV— three letters the world would remember the way it remembers HIV,
AIDS, TB, SARS, smallpox, and plague.
He slapped his hands
together in a moment of rare, unrestrained exuberance. The boys' chorus was
booming in the background. He was very close to taking the final step.
He shut the door to
the little side room, remembering what he'd said the night before: "You
can call yourself a professor and live in a fancy-house, tzatskala, but
you can't change who you are."
No, but you can hide
who you are. Rather easily, actually.
Adalwolf—better known
to his friends, students, and Melissa Gale as Benjamin Ben-Zevi, the adult
version of a twelve-year-old Jewish boy whose identity he'd stolen after
killing him on Christmas Eve, 1944, shortly after making him kill a half-blind
little girl—Adalwolf opened the file marked "Jeremy Friedman: Virus
Version 9.029" —and went back to work.
The nurse pushed a button on the intercom and yelled, "He's
dropped his pressure! Call a code!" She hustled over to the bed of Jeremy
Fried-man as fast as her biohazard suit allowed. The twenty-five-year-old man
was in the critical stage of a viral hemorrhagic fever, blood oozing from his
eyes and nostrils, his lips purple and swollen. The room was in Level-4
isolation, droplet- and respiratory-contained. Everyone who entered wore
biohazard suits that prevented exposure to the virus, and the room had negative
pressure that pulled in air from outside and expelled it with ex-exhaust fans
into decontamination devices.
A clear
plastic tube ran from the patient's left nostril to a suction canister at the
head of the bed, drawing black mucus into a container. A ventilator connected
to another tube down the patient's trachea sighed every five seconds as it
performed his breathing. His swollen eyelids were held closed with
blood-stained tape, and his body, mottled with large bruises, was gro-tesquely
bloated and spongy to the touch. And now, this. A rising fever, falling blood
pressure. A weakening heart.
A dying man.
The small room filled
quickly with people who came to save Jeremy Friedman's life: three nurses, two
pharmacists, an anesthesiologist, a critical-care attending physician, a
ventilator technician, an EKG technician, an X-ray technician, and a surgeon.
All doing what they could, all at once.
"Another bolus
of LR!"
"What's his last
crit?"
"Twenty,
forty-five minutes ago!"
"I got no
pulse!"
"Hang another
unit of PRBC!"
"What's his
pulse?"
"I got no
pulse!"
"Get that damned
cooling blanket out of the way! Where's the Levophed?"
"Get those pads
on, let's go!"
An intern holding the
pads swung them around quickly, driving his elbow into the Plexiglas mask of a
nurse, knocking it out of the frame.
"Jesus! Are you
okay?"
"Somebody help
Erin! Her shield's gone!"
"The pad—I need
it now!"
"I don't feel a
pulse!"
"He's in
PEA!"
"EKG, let's go,
let's go!"
"Erin's been exposed!"
"What's his
rhythm now?"
"Looks like
sinus."
"Erin —get
another mask on, fast!"
"Get me an echo,
let's rule out an effusion."
"No, no, give me
an angiocath—that's how you do it."
"He's flatline
now! He's flatline!"
"Let's go with
epitatropine and pace with the pads."
"He's still
flatline."
"Where's his
pulse?"
"I got no
pulse."
"Compressions,
please!"
"He's
flatline."
It went on like this
for forty-five minutes, with everyone in the room except the grim reaper
working at a feverish pitch. When it was over, the notes documenting the team's
efforts would run four pages long. The lead physician was the one who finally
called it: "Time of death, fourteen-forty-six."
A resident had
brought the nurse, Erin, another head protector, even though she'd already been
exposed to contaminated aerosols and would have to be quarantined. Another
nurse straightened a bag of blood-filled urine that had been knocked over and
was threatening to leak.
The attending
physician drank half a cup of black coffee and headed for the lounge to tell
Judge Warren Friedman and his wife what had happened to their son. Only then
would he call CDC and give them the news.
Melissa stood waist-deep in the Atlantic Ocean, looking at their
temporary dream house. The glass walls reflecting light off the sand and water
made the house seem to grow out of the beach, white and shimmering. At night,
with soft lights and candles glowing in the windows, it would be stunning.
She dropped beneath
the surface and let the cold water envelop her. When she ran out of breath, she
stood up and waded toward the beach. David's plane had arrived on time, and
after picking up a leased BMW 325i convertible with a silver body and a black
top, they drove to the beach house so he could see it. Linda had given her the
keys and told them to spend the afternoon there.
The minute they drove
up, David said it felt right, what a find. Melissa called Linda, who said she'd
already spoken to the Butterfields' attorney and everything was set. The house
was theirs.
They drove
over to Ben Ben-Zevi's house, where Melissa packed up her things and left a
note saying they'd found a house and would call him later to see if he'd join
them for dinner. David brought her back to the beach house and went to a mall
in Aventura to pick up soap and toothpaste while Melissa unpacked their bags
and made herself familiar with the house. Waiting for him to return, she'd decided
to take a swim.
She walked across the
sand to the outdoor shower hidden by a sea grape tree at the north end of the
ground floor, stripped off her bikini, and turned on the water. In a wooden
caddy was a bottle of shampoo she used on her hair and body, enjoying the feel
of the sand and salt sliding off her skin. She turned off the water and walked
naked through the glass door to the stack of fluffy white towels on the redwood
bench outside the steam room. It was one of those January days Floridians hated
to admit existed: sixty-two degrees, partly cloudy, damp and cold. She
shivered. The steam room beckoned.
Using the key under
the towels, she unlocked the door and stepped inside, found the steam controls
behind the door, hit the on button, and listened
to the pipes clink to life. She stepped outside, picked up her cell phone, and
dialed David.
"It's me,"
she said. "Where are you?"
"Just leaving
the mall. What's going on?"
"Took a swim.
How far away are you?"
"Fifteen minutes.
Kinda cold to be swimming, isn't it?"
"Brisk. Hurry
up."
"What's
cooking?"
"Me. I'll be in
the steam room."
"Anything you
want me to bring?"
"Just your
imagination."
She hung up and laid
the phone in her bag and felt the goosebumps rise. So many towels, so much
luxury. She picked one up, then two more, and walked to a console in the
hallway that held a stereo system. There were CDs in a rack; she picked the
first ones she saw—Madonna, k. d. Lang, Tori Amos—and loaded them. A speaker
switch said "Hallway," another "Steam Room." She selected
both, touched "Play," adjusted the volume, and went back into the
white-tiled chamber. After spreading a terry-cloth towel over the redwood
massage table, she climbed on and stretched out on her back.
The room was a
cocoon. She exhaled grandly. It was the first time in weeks she felt contented.
Washington, Justice, the FBI, Adalwolf—all seemed a million miles away. She
loved this house. She pictured clambakes on the beach, the blue room for the
baby. She laid her hands on her stomach. It felt firm and flat. If she was
lucky, it would be bulging soon. She wondered if she'd have stretch marks.
She'd have to use some of the lotion Ben made for pregnant women, a combination
of castor oil and lanolin.
She began worrying.
Realistically, the odds were still against a pregnancy. Then she told herself
to stop raining on her own parade. Positive signs were everywhere, even in her
horoscope. "Spend today fantasizing about where you want to be, embrace
your dream and it will show you the way." She didn't believe in
horoscopes, and yet. . .
She turned over. The
room was getting hot. Her mind wandered to bedding.
She wondered what color the sheets were in the master bedroom. Where is he? She
checked her watch. Five minutes had passed since she'd called him.
She got up and turned
the steam valve to "Automatic Slow." A stream of vapor kept the room
fogged and hot. She returned to the redwood slab and lay on her back again, her
hands at her sides, a Mayan princess ready to be sacrificed. K. D. Lang sang
softly. Drums beat a steady rhythm in Melissa's head. Her skin glistened with
beads of sweat and condensed steam. Her eyes closed. Her hand strayed. She was very
ready.
She heard a noise outside and looked up to see the steam-room door
open. Through the mist she saw David pull the door handle behind him, forcing
the pneumatic cylinder to close faster. "Hi, there," he said.
He was already
undressed and carried a red plastic bucket in one hand, his beat-up leather
briefcase, strangely, in the other. He set them on the floor next to the island
she was lying on and leaned down and kissed her. His lips were cool. She closed
her eyes.
He reached into his
briefcase and pulled out a silk necktie with blue and red stripes. After laying
it across her eyes, he tied it behind her head and lowered her gently back onto
the surface. She heard him fumble in the briefcase, heard liquid expelled from
a plastic bottle, then the clicking sound of lotion being rubbed between his
palms.
He placed his hands
on her neck and began massaging it, down to her shoulders, then her face. His
fingers wound into her hair, onto her scalp, down her forehead, across the
necktie and onto her temples. Fresh steam turned the room warm and
cottony-soft.
He lifted her arms
from her sides, laid them above her head, and massaged her from her hands down
to her breasts. She heard him fumble in the plastic bucket, then felt the drip
of ice water on her breasts . . . the touch of an ice cube in the hollow of her
throat.
He let the cube melt
a moment, then brought it down the center of her chest and drew figure eights
around her nipples, making them hard before
warming them with his tongue. She reached for him, but he put her arms back
over her head. She was the female sacrifice, he was the Mayan chief.
She felt him sit on
the bench next to her thighs and rub a pair of ice cubes across her midriff and
down her sides, leaving cool traces on warm skin that tingled under the steam.
She didn't know the path he was taking, but she knew where he was headed. He
was taking his time. He was taking her time.
He massaged her feet
with oil, pressing his thumbs deep into her soles, squeezing her ankles in both
hands, one after the other. She heard the bucket again and felt his hands
return to her feet with more ice. They moved up her calves, across her knees,
up the front of her thighs, moving in harmony with each other. She felt him
massage her hips and outer thighs. Pressure from his hands spread her legs
enough to massage her inner thighs.
She felt him get up
from his sitting position and place his knees at her feet. Felt them work up
between her legs. Felt ice again, this time on her belly, then again on her
breasts. Felt his hardness against her thigh when he reached for it.
He drew the ice down
her skin, down her abdomen to her silky hair, his cold fingertips lingering to
make small, wet circles. His face was so close to her midsection now she could
feel his breath on her skin, warm and steamy like the air, the stubble of his
five o'clock shadow occasionally touching her. More ice and soft fingers
between her legs. Melting ice trickling down crevices. There was madness in his
method. She liked it.
He spread her legs a
bit more and let his tongue chase the melting rivulets. She lowered her arms
from above her head and wound her fingers into his hair. The ice had melted
now. She felt his lips meet her nerve endings. . . felt herself swelling and
rising, the center of her turning like the hands of a clock. Don't stop . .
. don't stop . . . even if the earth splits in two, don't stop.
The soles of her feet
turned hot. Turn me into smoke and send me up to the gods. Then, in
time, the long, slow curve of a powerful, Oh, yes.
She lay still,
breathing hard, recovering. More steam entered the room, some of it, it seemed, from her body.
They'd been together in Miami for only a few hours, but already life was good.
The two of them hadn't been this close for a long time. She untied the knot on
the blindfold, lifted it off, and pulled his face up to hers.
"I'm so glad
we're here," she said.
He kissed her neck
and cheek and settled his lips on her ear. "I love you, baby."
"I love you,
too," she said.
He kissed her hair.
She let her arms drop at her sides. He lay next to her on the damp towel and
listened to the music. The temperature was perfect for naked bodies at rest.
After a few minutes, he stirred to get up.
"Not so fast," she said.
She rose to her elbow
and was kissing his neck when they heard a voice, then two of them —a pair of
men talking in the hallway outside the steam room. Workers here on Saturday?
The door wasn't locked.
David put his hand on
her shoulder, rolled off the platform, walked to the door, and looked out the
window. The men were gone, but now there was banging on pipes.
"They're working
on the steam system," he said, tossing her a towel.
She wrapped it around
herself and came to the door. The coast was clear. She went out first.
"I owe you
one," she said.
The crowd got to its feet and went wild after Michael Jordan made
one of his tongue-out signature baskets to tie the game. It was Saturday night,
the Wizards were in contention, the beer was cold and the mustard yellow.
Harris looked down at the seat next to him and saw his ten-year-old daughter,
Kobie, reading Harry Potter. He sat down before his pals did.
"You're
not having fun, are you?" he said to her.
"I'm not into
basketball, Dad." She turned a page.
The next basket was
Harris's cue. He turned to his friend Leon, rolled his eyes toward Kobie, and
said, "We gotta go." Leon patted Kobie on the back as she and her
father worked their way toward the aisle. They walked through a cold rain to
the parking lot with the sound of the crowd cheering behind them. Harris
clicked open the doors on their Jeep. It was 8:30.
"Harry Potter,
huh?" he said.
If they hurried,
there was still time.
Harris laid his microchip-embedded security card on the electronic
reader and entered the FBI's J. Edgar Hoover Building with Kobie at his side.
Hanging his ID around his neck, he led her into the elevator and to the third
floor, down a wide hallway, and into the Bureau's central research room. Harris
stooped down and spoke to Kobie. "I want you to wait here."
"Where are you
going?"
"Just wait for
me, okay?" He looked her in the eye. Would she freak out and tell him not
to leave her alone, or would she handle it? She dug into her pocket, pulled out
a piece of red licorice, and bit off a hunk. Harriet Potter at her best. He
opened the door and walked to a desk halfway across the room.
"What are you
doing here?" the head clerk asked.
Harris pulled up a
chair in front of her desk, sat down, and rested his ankle on his knee.
She said, "After what happened in Atlantic City, I wasn't
sure I'd ever see you again."
Harris's foot started
jiggling. The head clerk looked up and said, "What is it?"
"Archives
B."
She heaved a little
sigh. "Harris, you know I can't let you go in there." He leaned
forward and spoke softly. "What's the big deal? Everything in there is
ancient history."
"Harris."
"Fifteen
minutes, that's all."
The woman's voice
lowered. "If you get caught, I'll be fired."
"Nobody's there
this time of day. Besides, I brought a lookout."
"Who?"
"My
daughter." He walked back to the door, opened it, brought Kobie inside,
and
introduced her.
"Hello,
Kobie," the chief clerk said. "Oh my, she looks just like you."
The clerk was caving in, he could tell. She opened her top drawer, lifted a
magnetic key card stamped authorized
access only, and slid it across the desk. Harris picked it up and
returned the chair to its place.
"Fifteen
minutes," she said.
Harris and Kobie left
and climbed the steps to the next floor, walked down a hallway, and found the
room. He unlocked the door and entered. Washington's street lamps offered
enough light to let him maneuver in the dark. "I want you to sit by the
door and listen carefully," he said, closing the door. "If you hear
footsteps, let me know, okay?"
Kobie came alive with
the thrill of a caper. She sat on the floor and hugged her knees, making
herself small. "We're being bad, aren't we?" she said happily.
"Hey, who's your
daddy?"
"An FBI
man."
"And who's the
FBI?"
"The good
guys." She had to revise her opinion. "So we're being sneaky."
"An FBI girl has
to know how to sneak up on the bad guys," he said. She hunched her
shoulders and laughed. He turned on the computer. One thousand and one, he told himself, waiting for the machine to boot up. If he got
caught, he'd do one year in Leavenworth and one thousand in hell for involving
his daughter. His watch said they'd already lost four minutes. Come on, boot
up.
The program finally
beeped, signaling it was ready. He opened a search window and entered the
phrase "Maxima debetur puero reverentia." He hit
"Find" and got nothing. He entered the same phrase in English:
"The greatest respect is owed to a child."
"No
match found."
He started over.
He tried the phrases
in pieces: "Maxima." Nothing. "Debetur." Nothing.
He went word-by-word through the Latin, each time receiving the same answer:
"No match found." It was almost nine. They were out of time.
He entered
another phrase on a whim, knowing that whims were not whims but a combination
of subconscious experience and logic. Luck, Leo Durocher once said, was the
residue of the well-prepared. He entered "French convent." The
computer gave him something he hadn't seen before. It said, "T-22."
What was T-22?
He entered it and hit
"Search." The only thing that came up was a equal cryptic: "File
HG/OC."
"Daddy!"
Kobie whispered.
"What's
wrong?"
"I hear
footsteps!"
He put his finger to
his lips.
She rested her chin
on her knees and waited.
Harris could hear the
footsteps himself now. They came to the door and stopped. After a moment, there
was the sound of a key moving into the lock. Harris stood up from his chair and
waited, knowing it was too late to turn off the computer and too late to find a
good reason for being there. The door opened just far enough for someone to
enter.
It was the head
clerk. She stepped inside and closed the door behind her. "You said
fifteen minutes!" she whispered. "Take a look at this," Harris
said. "You've got to get out of here!"
"One look."
She walked over to
the monitor. "What in the world are you into?"
"You tell
me."
"Harris. .
."
"What's
T-22?"
The librarian
examined the information. "I don't know, probably a file."
"What kind of
file?"
"It could refer
to subject matter, a person, or a case." She looked again. "In the
old days, "F was the designation for a confidential informant. T
for Tattletale.' "
"How
about this?" He changed screens and pointed at "File HG/OC."
"Good Lord,
Harris. 'HG' is Helen Gandy, Hoover's lifelong personal assistant, and 'OC'
means 'Official and Confidential.' "
"We talking
about J. Edgar's personal files?"
"Of course!
Those were his blackmail files, the dirt he dug up on everybody from Warren
Harding to Richard Nixon. There's stuff in there on presidents, senators,
congressmen, judges, entertainers — everybody who was anybody."
"I thought all
of it was public now."
"Most of it is.
Now turn off the computer!"
He shut it down, made
sure nothing was out of place, and went to the door.
"What do you
mean, most of it?"
"When Hoover
died, Helen Gandy destroyed everything on the so-called 'D list,' packed up a
few files she wanted to keep, and left the rest behind. What she took with her
never got published." She motioned for Kobie to leave first, then closed
the door behind them.
"What happened
to it?"
"Who
knows?"
"Where is she
now?"
"She died a few
years ago in a nursing home in Deland, Florida, near Orlando." They walked
down the stair to the third floor.
"Do you have an
index to the OC files?" Harris asked. "Of course."
"How about—
"
"It's out of the
question."
"But— "
"File an FOIA
request, Harris. I've done all I can."
Harris and Kobie said
good-bye to her, put on their raincoats, and took the elevator to the basement
garage. Climbing into his Jeep, Harris had two questions:
Who was T-22? And
where did Kobie get her cool?
They drove out of the
garage into a nasty January sleet.
It was as balmy a Saturday night in Miami as it was a cold one in
Washington, D.C. Ben and Melissa had just finished dinner and were sitting in
the study of Ben's Coral Gables house, waiting for David to pick her up on his
way home from his new Times office in downtown Miami. Ben's bow tie was
loose and he was swirling two fingers of thirty-year-old Macallan in a crystal
tumbler. The conversation turned to his days in the camp.
"The
gleeful sadism of the SS was sickening," he said, "but you got used
to it. You were never unaware of what was happening, but the constant brutality
dulled your senses, thank God. Being in a perpetual state of outrage was
exhausting and dangerous."
Adalwolf had lived in
the skin of Benjamin Ben-Zevi for so long that he was a convincing Holocaust
survivor even to himself. Besides, there were dimly recalled qualities about
the real Benjamin Ben-Zevi that he'd genuinely admired, things like the boy's
good humor and obedient attitude. Adalwolf had discovered long ago that you
could respect certain things about the people you hated. He took a sip and
swirled his glass some more. "There were all manner of atrocities
committed by all kinds of so-called doctors," he said. "Most of the
so-called science was bogus, and everything they did violated the principles of
medicine." Another drink. His head tilted back in his leather club chair,
his eyes closed. Melissa sat in a rocking chair that had been Myrna Ben-Zevi's
favorite.
Ben opened his eyes
and shifted in his chair. "All the doctors were callous, but only Mengele
programmed death into all his experiments. He said the only accurate way to
measure the effectiveness of his work was with an autopsy." He was no
longer swirling his scotch, just sitting quietly. "I told the children he
called into the dissection room that I had good news, they were going to
undergo a harmless physical." He nodded slightly. "Chocolate was my
main way of winning their confidence. That and lies." He looked at her. "I
became very good at it."
Melissa's mouth was
dry but she didn't lift her glass.
"I told myself
being kind to frightened children was a good thing. Mengele tried all kinds of experiments
without anesthesia, so whatever I could do to calm them seemed like a favor.
But I was kidding myself. He once grafted twins together to see what would
happen if you mixed their blood. By the time they were returned to their
barracks, they were in such pain their own mother felt compelled to kill them
with a dose of hoarded morphine."
He was starting to
relive the cases. Sometimes he could almost generate sympathy for his victims,
although, when he tried, it was an intellectual exercise, not true emotion.
"Adalwolf made
me teach the children a hymn before bringing them into the room. When they were
on the gurney, he made them sing it."
Melissa rubbed the
rim of her glass, feeling like an eavesdropper now.
"All those
blindfolded boys and girls," he said, "singing Latin and German
lyrics they didn't even understand. All those clear, innocent voices." He
summoned tears the way an actor does by thinking of something awful. In his
case, it was easy: He pictured himself at fourteen, his last day at the
convent.
"He once told me
. . ." He wiped the tears from his cheek. "He once told me he could
insert a needle into a child's heart so smoothly it didn't even know it was
there. And it was true, I saw it happen. You'd hear these voices singing, and
then he'd inject chloroform into the heart and a voice would just. . .
disappear." He covered his eyes. Melissa wiped hers with the underside of
her wrist.
After a while
Ben-Zevi lowered his hands and let out a long "Ahhh" as a way of
dismissing the memory. He looked her in the eye. "I have worked hard to
forget, Melissa."
"You were only
twelve years old," Melissa said. "You— "
"I know, I know,
I was young and scared, I didn't want to die, the children were going to be
killed anyway, I know all that, but it didn't excuse what I did." He sat
staring. "If it had, why would I be so ashamed?"
She said, "All
the Nazis I've prosecuted can't make up for what Adalwolf did."
"That's not
true." He leaned forward with great effort and got to his feet. Taking her
hand, he said, "I'm so proud of what you do. It's astounding. If you ever
get back to the case, I'll do anything I can to help you find him. But right
now it's time for you to light a candle of your own and get pregnant."
"You have
confidence in Eric, don't you?"
"Completely.
He's brilliant, he's educated, and he's an excellent surgeon. Why do you
ask?"
She shook her head.
"Just nervous."
"I've never seen
a patient who wasn't."
"Is there
anything I should be doing I'm not?" she said.
"Nothing except
stop working so hard and relax. Let others worry about catching Adalwolf,
Melissa. Spend time with David. You'll regret it if you don't."
She gave Ben a long
hug goodnight. He asked her to forgive him for not staying up until David
arrived, but she told him not to worry, to go to bed and get some rest. He said
he was going to temple in the morning and invited her and David to go with him,
but she said they had other plans. He nodded and headed for the door. She
finished her iced tea and opened her laptop. There were two e-mails waiting.
The first was from
Barry Sherer telling her some of the details of Jeremy Friedman's death. She
rested her forehead in her hand and read it quietly. The second was from Harris
saying he'd found a reference to a file called "T-22" in Hoover's OC
files but didn't know what to make of it.
She printed out both
messages, laid them on Ben's desk, exited the program, and headed for the guest
room to pick up the items she'd left behind. Why was she a Nazi hunter? After
hearing Ben's story, how could she not be? After hearing how Jeremy Friedman
had died, why would she ask?
She opened the
medicine cabinet, took out her skin toner, and packed it away. Where are
you, Adalwolf? You've got a bead on me, but I haven't got one on you. Make a
mistake. Send up a flare. I'm trying to bring a child into the world, and it's
not safe with you still out there.
Otto Heller donned his biohazard gear and entered the hospital
room. Erin O'Reilly, the nurse whose facemask had been broken during the
attempted resuscitation of Jeremy Friedman, lay in bed with potato chips,
magazines, and a TV remote control on the coverlet. She looked up from her
Julia Quinn novel and turned off the TV set.
"How are
you feeling?" Otto said.
"Fine," she
said. "When can I get out of here?"
Otto read her chart,
took her temperature, and asked her some more questions. She'd had a
twelve-hour headache and a low-grade fever for six hours, but nothing more. No
coughing, bleeding, sore throat, epithelial sloughing, nothing serious. In
fact, if she'd had these symptoms on a weekend, she wouldn't have given them a
second thought.
And yet pathology
showed that she'd contracted the NTX virus.
Otto took his
headgear off—it was hot and cumbersome.
"Am I
well?" she asked.
"As a matter of
fact, I'd say you are," Otto said. "If your internist agrees, you can
go home tomorrow."
"Home? I have to
go to work."
Otto took her pulse,
patted her hand, and started to leave. At the door he said, "Tell me
something. You aren't Jewish, are you?"
"With a name
like O'Reilly?"
"I thought it
might be your married name."
"I'm
single."
"Any Jewish
relatives?"
She smiled at the
thought. "There weren't a lot of Jews in northern Ireland."
"Enjoy the rest
of the day in bed." He opened the door and left.
Paris, Paris, Paris, where the heck is it?" Harris was talking
to himself as he sorted through a stack of CDs at the living room console. He
finally found the album he was looking for, popped it out of its jewel case,
dropped it into the CD tray, and hit "Play." A few seconds later
Count Basie was doing his classic version of "April in Paris."
Harris lowered the
lights and turned up the volume as high as he could without waking Kobie and
Sammy, then walked into the bedroom where Sherrie was sitting on the bed
sorting socks and watching Sex and the City. Saying nothing, he took her
by the hand, pulled her up, and brought her into the living room.
"What?" she
said.
He took her into his
arms and started dancing.
"What's gotten
into you?" she said.
"April in
Paris," he said. He sang the lyrics into her ear. She fell into the dance.
"We're going to Paris," he said.
"We are?"
"As soon as your
mom can watch the kids."
"She's coming in
two weeks."
"Then you'd
better start packing."
She leaned back and
looked at him. "Are you serious?"
"You've been
wanting to see Paris for years. Now that I'm off the job, it's time."
"It's not April,
it's January," she said. She smiled at him, then put her cheek on his
shoulder and continued to dance. He sang and she listened. When the song had
almost ended, she said, "How long will it take?"
"How long will
what take?" he said.
"The
investigation, the real reason for the trip."
He held her tight and
danced. "One day, two at most."
She heard the song
end in his arms, murmuring, "Not as bad as I thought."
No question about it, she was feeling a little weird. Melissa was
on the examining table again: another day, another ultrasound. It had been ten
days since her first hormone injection, and whoever had ridiculed the term
"raging hormones" had never been through a modern fertility
procedure. The mood swings were wild. One minute she felt euphoric, the next
minute depressed. Turn left and she was Superwoman, turn right and she was the
Agent of Doom. When she thought about the future, she was self-confident—until
she thought about it twice and shook like jello. Optimistic, pessimistic; up
and down. The emotional rollercoaster was starting to wear her out.
Not that the physical
ride was any better. She craved candy and olives and chocolate and spareribs,
anything with salt and sugar and fat. She gained three pounds and felt as
bloated as a hog. She wasn't allowed to jog because she wasn't supposed to get
her heartbeat above 120 per minute. Her sex life was sporadic, which was a
disappointment one day and blessed relief the next. She took expectorants and
baby aspirin to thin out the lining of her uterus. Two nights earlier, she'd
actually poured cherry-flavored cough syrup over vanilla ice cream and eaten it
like a sundae, but only after finishing off a plate of nachos and salsa.
At least Harris was
going to France to see what he could find. She herself hadn't done anything on
the case for a week.
The nurse inserted
the sonogram wand into her vagina. Cold jelly. Beep tones. All eyes on the
monitor. Looking for eggs. Privacy? She was so accustomed to people walking
around the operating room that if she'd had a fingernail file she would have
done her nails.
She kept a diary and
reported her symptoms to Eric, sometimes laughing as she talked, sometimes
crying. He sympathized and said, "Don't worry, it's normal, believe me,
I've seen worse."
Thank God today was
the last day.
She stared at the
ceiling and waited for the procedure to end. Pictures of her ovaries were
blinking on the black-and-white monitor.
David had been great during
her hormone jag. Despite having a new beat
to cover for the Times — financial corruption in Miami—he left home late
and got home early and worked as much as possible in his comfortable den. He
jogged on the beach every afternoon, swam with her in the ocean—the pool was
empty—and took a steam bath every day. Construction was occasionally noisy, but
the workmen stopped at three-thirty sharp.
He made late-night
runs for her to Blockbuster, the pharmacy, and KFC. He took her temperature and
monitored her pulse. The cliché seemed to be true: Having a baby brought
couples closer together. She loved him more than ever, except when the hormones
kicked in and she hated him.
The whirring sound
stopped. The nurse helped remove her feet from the stirrups. Eric stepped to
her side and lifted her into a sitting position.
"You've got four
follicles" —the tiny sacks that held her eggs—"eighteen to twenty-two
millimeters."
"Is that
good?" she said.
"That's
excellent," he said. "I'm giving you the B-HCG."
Beta human chorionic
gonadotropin, the same chemical home pregnancy tests measured with
"dipsticks," the stuff a woman's body produced when she was pregnant.
Giving her a boost of it would help ripen her eggs. Eric asked her to lift her
gown to take the injection, but just then her cell phone rang. He found her
shoulder bag and handed it to her. She looked in the message window and saw
that it was Harris.
"Hello?"
"Where have I
got you?" he said.
"On an operating
table." She lifted her gown.
"Jesus, Melissa,
do you live in that place?"
"It's not as bad
as it sounds." Dr. Brandt cleaned a spot on her hip with an alcohol pad.
"I'm headed for
France," Harris said. "We may need to talk while I'm there."
"I'll have the cell phone on, and the computer, too.
Ouch."
"What's
wrong?"
"Took a shot in
the tush."
"Sherrie says
hi."
"Tell her to
bring back pictures." She hung up and pulled down her gown.
"Was that about
your case?" Eric said, disposing of the needle.
"Yes." She
offered nothing more. "But it's difficult to talk about."
"I shouldn't be
so nosy." He leaned back on a counter, his feet crossed. "Are you
ready?"
"For what?"
"The day after
tomorrow we harvest your eggs."
For some reason it
came as a surprise. "I'm ready."
"Have we done a
sperm count on David?"
"I don't think
so."
He looked irritated.
"That should have been done by now. Can he come over today?"
"I'll call
him."
"After that he
can't have sex until we harvest the eggs. I want a high sperm count."
He studied her face.
"Are you ready to give up the mood swings?"
She scowled.
"Mood swings? What mood swings?"
Eric Brandt laughed
at her and left the room. She laughed, too, until he was gone. Then, for no
reason whatsoever, she burst into tears.
David was sitting in an examining room at the clinic, waiting to
have his sperm tested, when the door opened and a nurse stepped in.
"Good evening,
Mr. Gale. My name is Eileen Over, and I'm your nurse."
He set down the dirty
magazine they'd given him and looked up. Her voice was well known to him, but
the outfit wasn't. She wore white spiked heels that elongated her calves, sheer
white stockings, and a white nurse's dress so short it barely covered the
crease where her legs met her bottom. The waist and midriff were tight,
accentuating the fullness of familiar tan breasts that wanted to spill out of
her partly unzipped top. Then there was the face he knew so well, beautiful and
filled with big brown eyes.
She wasn't a nurse,
and her name wasn't Eileen Over, Forward, or Backward. It was Melissa in a
nurse's uniform, and this was her way of finishing the unfinished business of
the steam room. He repositioned himself on the white paper of the examining
table and straightened his hospital gown. "Hello, baby," he said.
"Where'd you get the outfit?"
"Mr.
Gale," she said. "Despite what you may be thinking, I am not your
'baby,' and I'd appreciate your addressing me as Nurse Eileen."
"Yes,
ma'am."
Melissa opened a
shrink-wrapped pint-sized plastic container and set it next to the sink.
"According to the doctor's instructions," she said, opening an
alcohol pad, "we're here to collect your sperm for a test, is that
right?" She added a couple more items to the tray.
"Guess so."
She glanced at him; he added, "Ma'am."
"Well, then,
let's get to it."
She stepped up to the
end of the examining table, set the tray next to him, picked up the magazine,
and tossed it onto a wooden chair next to the scale. "You aren't going to
need that," she said.
"Is that
so?" Another disapproving look. "Ma'am."
She put her hand on
his chest and pushed him onto his back. He lifted his head and craned his neck to see what she was doing. She
gathered up his hospital gown and bunched it on his stomach.
"Hm, what have
we here? Is this the donor organ?"
"That's the donor's
organ, not the donor organ," he said. "Jesus."
"Apparently it's
ready to donate," she said. "Is it always in such an agitated
state?"
"Only in the
company of nurses with spiked heels and dresses so short you can see their—
"
"Did you say nurses?"
she said.
"No, ma'am. One
nurse in particular."
"Good
answer." Melissa swung a pair of padded leg rests and metal stirrups into
place at the end of the table.
"What are those
for?" he said, his voice an octave higher.
"You'll
see."
Her reply made him a
little less cocky.
"I need to take
your temperature now," she said, lifting a thermometer.
He sat up.
"Whoa, where you planning to put that thing?"
She hesitated long
enough to enjoy the moment, then pushed him back down and stuck the thermometer
into his mouth.
He said, "Whucht
my temperchur got to do wif anyfing?"
"Please don't
talk with your mouth full, Mr. Gale."
He grunted,
"Thatch my line."
Standing between his
legs, she placed her warm hands on his thighs, took some K-Y jelly off the
tray, and began her therapeutic massage. A moment later, she took the
thermometer out of his mouth and laid it on the tray without looking at it.
"Do I have a
fever?" he asked.
"I certainly
hope so," she said. She put her hand under her dress and withdrew a warm,
glistening finger that she put into his mouth. Then she placed his hand on
himself. "Hold this a minute, I'll be right back."
"Where are you
going?"
She picked up a
sterile plastic cup and put his feet into the stirrups.
"Why you doing
that?" he said.
"Empathy,"
she said. "Two days from now, I'll be in a pair of these things
myself."
"Nurse Eileen,
I— "
"Shush,"
she said. "I have work to do."
She straightened her
little white hat and leaned down, and before long he had something more he
wanted to say.
"Oh-oh, Nurse
Eileen, I— "
She lifted her head
and was running an alcohol pad over him for a clean catch when all heaven broke
loose. She used the cup in time, then gave him a kiss on the cheek and
whispered, "You're a good patient, Mr. Gale," and took her harvest to
the door. Fun and games were now over. Somebody actually had to count the
tadpoles.
Making babies wasn't
what it used to be.
It was a fifteenth-century French convent surrounded by Roman
cypress trees, situated on a hill in the Loire Valley. Walking from his rented
car to the wooden door, Harris saw a stone foundation that was still strong,
its walls cracked by time and weather but not settling. It was unseasonably-warm
and clear for a January day in the south of France. Maybe it was his
imagination, but he thought there was luck in the air.
He knocked
and waited, searching for a plaque or inscription showing the Latin phrase that
had brought him here. After a minute the door opened and the sister he'd called
from town appeared in a blue-and-gray habit. "Monsieur Johnson," she
said in lovely French-accented English. "Come in."
The convent was laid
out in the shape of a squared U. He entered the foyer at the bottom of the U
and followed the sister to a reading room that smelled like wooden pews.
Thoughts of communion descended on him, but he didn't dwell on them. This was a
strictly secular mission.
She led him to a
courtyard, then across it to an iron gate at the top of the U, where she stood
to the side and pointed. Fifty yards away, in a field of uncut grass, a nun in
a wool caftan and scarves sat in a canvas-backed chair with a paintbrush in
hand and an easel between her and a distant valley.
Harris thanked the
sister, pushed the cast-iron gate open, and tramped out into the field. The air
was filled with the musky scent of wet earth. He made sure the old woman heard
his footsteps as he approached. Reaching her side, he waited for her to
acknowledge him, but she ignored him and continued to paint. A thin winter haze
hung across the valley that she was struggling to capture on canvas.
"If you don't
mind my saying so," he said, "it needs a touch of magenta."
She finished emptying her brush and nodded ever so slightly,
inviting him to step in front of her. Her face, when he saw it, had the look of
mild indifference earned by a woman in her nineties.
"It's too
green," he said. "There's rouge in the mist that's picked up from the
afternoon light. A touch of magenta will catch it."
She stared at him
without speaking, making him wonder if she understood English. She turned to
the easel tray, pawed through the tubes of paint, and squeezed a line of
magenta onto her palette. He waited as she dipped the bristles of a small brush
into it, wiped the excess on a dry spot of her palette, and began to lightly
touch the canvas. With a caricatured French accent, she said, "Do you
paint?"
"Not
anymore." He watched as her shaking hand attempted to apply light strokes.
"Now look,"
she said. "Too much." She took a small rag, tightened it on her index
finger, and dipped it into solvent to wipe away the paint. "And who is my
new teacher?"
"My name is
Harris Johnson. I'm an investigator with the United States government."
Her eyes remained
focused on the canvas. "I knew my painting was bad, Mr. Johnson, but I
didn't know it was that bad." She dried her brush and tried again.
"Mother
Marie-Catherine," he said, "I'm looking for someone who may have been
one of your students many years ago. A boy by the name of Adalwolf."
"Adalwolf?"
Her brush whisked over the canvas. "Je ne le connais pas."
Harris opened up the
leather pouch he was carrying. "He was born in 1928." He pulled out
the photograph of Adalwolf and his prisoner assistants standing in front of the
lab. "This was taken in 1943, when he was fifteen."
She thinned the
magenta with linseed oil and spread it with a clean brush. This time it caught the
mist. Holding her brush, she reached out and took the photograph from Harris
and tilted her head back to see it. Her fingers opened and the paintbrush fell
to the ground. "Mon Dieu."
"What is
it?" Harris said.
"It is my little
Englishman," she said.
"What
Englishman?"
She pointed at
Adalwolf. "Henri," she said. "Henri Hallam Brandon."
This time it wasn't fun and games, it was serious.
Melissa lay on her
back with her feet in stirrups —yet again —staring at the ceiling and listening
to soft music. She was a reasonably resilient woman, but even Wonder Woman
would have been emotionally drained by now. She thought there should be
something more romantic about conception than all this machinery, medicine, and
light. At least something a little more solemn. She closed her eyes and said a
small prayer begging for conception. If it didn't work, she wasn't sure she had
it in her to try again.
She heard the clatter
of stainless-steel instruments dropped into stainless-steel trays and opened
her eyes. A nurse hustled over to the side of the room and handed a
vacuum-sealed jar through a window to a lab technician on the other side.
"We've got the
follicles," Dr. Brandt said, pulling down his surgeon's mask. To a nurse
he said, "Tell David it's time to make his contribution."
Mother Marie-Catherine and Harris sat in the convent's courtyard
surrounded by centuries-old stone walls, their small, square windows giving
only a hint of the surrounding vineyards. She couldn't stop looking at the
photograph. The rims of her eyelids were magnified by a thin layer of tears.
"They took him
away when he was fourteen," she said.
"Who did?"
Harris was taking notes.
"The
Gestapo," she said. "They wore baggy suits and stupid fedoras. I
stood right there" —she pointed at the door to the kitchen—"and he
cried so hard he couldn't speak. He held on to me and begged me not to let them
take him." She dried her eyes. "What could I do? It was 1942. The
Nazis ruled the country, Vichy or no Vichy."
"Did they give
an explanation?" He got up, circled right, and aimed his digital camera at
the door with Mother Marie-Catherine in the foreground.
"They explained
nothing. I told them they couldn't touch him without the permission of Monsieur
Halliburton, but they wouldn't listen."
"Who was Mr.
Halliburton?" He took a picture of her, set the camera on a stone wall, and put it on a
ten-second automatic shutter to catch the two of them together.
"The man who
brought him here."
"From
England?"
"From London,
yes."
This made no sense.
He stooped next to her chair and pointed at the camera. They looked into the
lens as it clicked.
"Do you know who
Henry's parents were?"
"This was an
orphanage, Mr. Johnson, parents were rarely known. When Henry was two years
old, he was brought here by a nurse and a man named Monsieur Halliburton, who
said the child's name was Henry Hallam Brandon. Of course, we accepted
that."
He retrieved his
camera and sat back in his chair, taking notes again. "Tell me what kind
of boy he was."
"Quiet and
sensitive. When he was five years old, he was caught stealing a flower for my
birthday. The mother superior's reprimand nearly crushed him."
"What about his
interests?"
"He was very
clever, my little Henry. He loved working with the wine-makers. A very
industrious boy. He had no other particular interests that I recall, other than
the choir. He hated to pray but loved to sing."
"After he was
taken away, did you ever see him again?" Harris asked.
"Never."
"Do you have any
photographs of him?"
She took a moment to
collect herself then said, "Come with me."
Harris held her cane
and helped her from her chair. Once she was on her feet, she moved toward the
door gracefully for a woman in her nineties, never stumbling on the grass or
stone patio. After walking down a high-ceilinged corridor, they reached a
small, starkly simple room containing a bed, a desk, and a wardrobe.
He stood and waited
as she walked to the desktop, holding a worn Bible.
She lifted the slanted, hinged lid and ran her fingers through a well of neatly
organized contents, eventually coming to a wooden box filled with glossy
black-and-white photographs. Shuffling through them, she found the one she
wanted.
Harris took it and
turned toward the window for light. It showed a group of children roughly the
age of his ten-year-old daughter. A nun stood next to them. After studying her
face a moment, he could see that it was Mother Marie-Catherine.
Next to her was Henry
Hallam Brandon, a gangly boy with a rake in his hand. Harris couldn't take his
eyes off him. How had an unassuming young English boy become such a monster? He
searched for a clue, a hint of malevolence, a trace of the demon seed, but all
he could see was an ordinary young boy's face. It occurred to him that this was
only the second time he'd seen Adalwolf's picture.
Harris and the old
nun chatted a few minutes more. It was time for vespers and dinner, which she
took at five o'clock. The fragile vitality he'd seen an hour before was gone
now, her face sad and fatigued. His visit had taken more out of her than he
intended; it was time to leave.
"May I borrow
the photograph?" he said.
The old woman waved yes and sat on the edge of her tiny bed.
He put the photo in his pocket and touched her arm good-bye. He expected her to
ask him to write and tell her if he discovered Henry Hallam Brandon, but she
didn't. She lived in a different world now, a place where memories meant more
than the future, and reality was a thing of the past. She had her young
Englishman in her heart, and that was all that mattered.
Harris got into his car on the convent driveway and drove to a
little town nearby to rejoin Sherrie in the cafe where he'd left her with a
guidebook and a cup of French coffee. She told him about a chateau they could
reach in an hour if they left right away.
"I was thinking
maybe we should catch a flight to Paris," he said.
"Tonight?"
"Why not? That's
our objective, isn't it?"
"We're not due
in Paris for a week. We've got the whole south of France to cover first."
"Oh, yeah, I
forgot."
She looked him over.
"What's the matter, Harris?"
"Nothing."
"Tell me."
"I have to get
to London."
"London's not on
the way to Paris."
"Once you're up
there, it's a big sky."
"What were you
going to do, tell me after we boarded the plane?"
He smiled at her.
"Mother Marie-Catherine gave me a lead on Adalwolf. His father was someone
named Halliburton. I want to take a detour to London and see what I can
find."
Sherrie finished her
coffee. "Tell you what. Why don't we go to London at the end of the
trip?"
"Sounds like a deal."
She reached out and
turned his face to hers and examined it up close.
"What are you
doing?" he asked.
"Just checking
to see if your nose is okay," she said.
"Why wouldn't it
be?"
"No reason. But
I want to be sure, since you're going to be paying through it for a long, long
time."
Melissa was reading in the morning sun when the call came in.
"Are you sitting down?" It was Eric Brandt.
"I am."
"We've got an
embryo."
She sat up and lost
her place in the book. "Are you serious?"
"Actually, we've
got three."
"Oh, my
God." She put her hand on the mouthpiece and yelled toward the house. "Day-vid!"
Back on the phone. "We don't need triplets, Eric."
"We'll try to
get one to do the job," he said.
David came outside.
She said, "It's Eric Brandt! We've got three embryos!"
David sat on the end of the chaise and put his hand on her leg.
"What happens next?" she asked the doctor.
"We'll do an
implant day after tomorrow."
"Fantastic!"
"See you
Friday."
She hung up. David
put his arms around her. She held on to him and ran her fingers through his
hair. "In two days," she said, "I could be pregnant."
She picked up the
phone and dialed Ben to give him the news. He'd be ecstatic.
Ecstatic, yes, more
than she knew. But surprised, no.
We're headed for Provence." Harris was in their rental car,
talking by cell phone to Melissa. "Where are you?"
"At the clinic,
where else?"
"Don't tell me
you're on an operating table again."
"I'm fully
clothed and working on my laptop in Dr. Brandt's office until he returns. How's
the trip?"
"It's raining. I
met with an old nun at the convent who knew Adalwolf."
"You're
kidding!" She clicked on her Adalwolf file and began taking notes.
"What did she say?"
She said he was
sensitive and smart and afraid of being unloved and abandoned."
"Aren't we
all."
"He liked
working with the wine bottlers and singing in the choir. I have a photograph of
him and her."
"How did he get
from a French convent to Auschwitz?"
"The Gestapo
took him in 1942."
"The Gestapo?
Why?"
"You tell me.
Since we know he was working for Mengele in 1943, they must have taken him
straight to the camp."
"How weird. Did
you get a name?"
"Yeah. Henry
Hallam Brandon."
"Sounds
English."
"She said he was
born in London, and when he was two years old he was brought to the convent by
a man named Halliburton."
"I'll try the
Internet, although it's probably not his real name. Should we tell Barry and
the task force and have them run a check on NCIC?" The National Crime
Information System was part of the FBI's computerized databank.
Harris paused.
"Let's see what you and I can come up with first."
"My feelings
exactly," she said. They both wanted to find Adalwolf themselves and shove
it up the Department's ass.
Harris said,
"You haven't found anything on T-22, have you?"
"Nothing. I did
a Nexis search and a metasearch on the Internet."
"Okay, talk to
you later. I have to go to dinner."
"Hey, how's the
food?"
"Sherrie says
it's fabulous."
"What about
you?"
"Acid
reflux."
"There's
medicine for that, you know."
"I've got bottles
of it."
"I was thinking
of something called relaxation."
"Never heard of
it."
"Come to Miami
and try it. And tell Sherrie hello."
Melissa hung up and
went home.
Around seven o'clock,
the doorbell rang. She went to the door and found Ben.
"What a
surprise!" she said, ushering him inside.
"I thought I'd
drop by and see your new digs," he said. "What a lovely place."
She showed him
around, then brought him into the living room and offered him a drink. She plugged
in the laptop to charge it and opened the lid and read him the notes from her
conversation with Harris.
"Does the name
Henry Hallam Brandon mean anything to you?"
"No, why?"
"Harris found
the convent where Adalwolf grew up as a boy," she said. "The nun who
raised him is still alive and remembered him. She said his name is Henry Hallam
Brandon, and he was brought to the convent by an Englishman named
Halliburton."
Ben sat quietly a
moment, as if he didn't understand what she was saying. His face was slightly
flushed. "An Englishman?"
"That's what she
said."
"We never knew
him by any name except Adalwolf, and I never heard him speak English." He
took a drink and pondered. "If he was English, why was he in a convent in
France?"
"I don't know.
His father or guardian put him there when he was two years old. When he was
fourteen, the Gestapo took him and apparently delivered him to the
Mengeles."
"That's
strange," he said. "Can you check out the name?"
"We'll run it
through all the databanks and try."
He moved to the edge
of his chair. "There's a list of names at Yad Washem and the U.S.
Holocaust Museum you could try."
"I've got a
better idea. Why don't you do it?"
He looked a little
surprised, then said, "Why not? I'd love to. There are Yitzkor books,
too—memorial books at YIVO in New York I could check out. Maybe the ADL has
something helpful, or the World Jewish Congress."
She enjoyed his
enthusiasm. "Try it on anyone who might know."
"What am I
looking for?"
"Anything that
might help us track him down. An acquaintance, a family member, a place he
lived after the war, his schooling, where he worked."
"I'll start
tomorrow." He finished his drink and got up to go. "You look
relaxed," he said. "How are you feeling?"
"Good," she
said. "Just waiting for news."
"About Adalwolf
or the pregnancy?"
"Both."
It was twelve days since the in vitro implant. Twelve days
of sun and relaxation, of worrying about pregnancy more than about Adalwolf and
the Justice Department's investigation. She was so at ease when the call
finally came, she wasn't even expecting it. Dr. Brandt was on the telephone
with news.
She listened
carefully, then hung up and threw a stack of papers into the air and nearly
broke a nail dialing David at the office. She pulled at the phone cord waiting
for him to come on. When he did, she said two words neither of them thought
they'd ever hear: "I'm pregnant!"
Ben Ben-Zevi—Adalwolf—sat at the monitor in his underground
laboratory, reading e-mail, notes, and files from Melissa's laptop. She and
Harris Johnson were getting too close, but how to back them off wasn't clear.
Everything he'd tried had only committed her more deeply to the case. It was
time to send a more convincing message.
He reread her e-mail.
Harris Johnson was the father of two kids in Washington who were staying with
their grandmother while Johnson and his wife toured Europe. That presented a
distinct possibility. Having worked in Mengele's lab, he had a great deal of
experience with children. How to gain their confidence. How to soothe their
feelings. How to kill them.
He considered all his
options and reluctantly decided what to do. Reluctantly not because he hated to
use an innocent bystander to make a point, but because it was risky. He'd have
to do it carefully. If he got caught, everything would collapse. With the virus
now effective, and with Melissa's pregnancy clock ticking, this was not the
time to make a mistake.
He got out of his
chair and rummaged through a storage chest of biotech apparatus that was part
of a well-equipped laboratory. After finding what he wanted, he slipped it over
his head and tried it on, then decided to do a bench test of it. If it held up,
he knew exactly how to make his
point.
He'd warned her more
than once. Now, she gave him no choice.
We have nothing on a Henry Hallam Brandon," the ruddy-faced
man said. His name was George Spencer, and he was a superintendent in MI-5, the
British internal security agency that was the rough equivalent of the FBI. He
and Harris sat on the edge of the fountain in Trafalgar Square beneath an
enormous cast-iron lion, drinking coffee. "I turned it into every
combination imaginable, but didn't find a date of birth even close to
1928."
"I'm
sure the name was invented," Harris said.
Detective Inspector
Spencer pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket. "When that failed, I
plugged in the phrase you gave me on the telephone, T-22."
On the printout were
various phrases, some encrypted, some in the clear. "I got this from an
index of cases Five shares with Six." "Six" Harris knew, was
shorthand for MI-6, the British foreign-intelligence agency. "Look at the
bottom of the page." Spencer had used a yellow marker to highlight a name.
"T-22 was the codename of a German bloke named Thomas Tibalt von
Albusser."
"Who's
that?"
"He was a member
of the Third Reich's foreign service stationed in Buenos Aires during the war.
Like a lot of German aristocrats, he thought Hitler was a bloody barroom thug
who was wrecking the country. Luckily for us, he loved good gin and long-legged
women he couldn't afford, so he became a paid informant codenamed 'T-22.' In
1943 he was caught by the Gestapo selling something to the Allies. They
recalled him to Berlin and that was it. Kaput." He cocked his
finger like a gun.
"What'd he
sell?"
"I don't know.
What I saw is unclassified. The good stuff is in Six."
"Was he working
for them or you?"
"Neither. He was
snitching for the FBI."
"Really."
"You fellows had
the money, we had the brains."
Harris let that pass
with an up-yours smile. "If he was the Bureau's man, how'd the information
end up over here?"
"Any number of
ways. Maybe he shopped a British spy. Something in the story he sold must have
involved the English."
"Does the name
Halliburton mean anything to you?"
"Lord
Halliburton?"
"I don't know.
The man who delivered Adalwolf to the convent was named Halliburton."
"The only
Halliburton I'm aware of was the earl who lived in London during the war and
was a Nazi sympathizer. According to legend, Churchill was sitting in the loo
one day when an aide told him Halliburton was on the phone, and Churchill said,
'Tell Lord Halliburton I'll ring him back; I can only deal with one shit at a
time.' "
"It's hard to
imagine an earl personally delivering a child to a convent, isn't it?"
"That depends on
whose child it was," Spencer said. "If it was his own little bastard,
he might have handled it himself to avoid being blackmailed."
Harris had pieces of
information floating around in his head like kites on a windy day: Adalwolf
born in England and placed in a French orphanage, perhaps by an English
aristocrat. Adalwolf taken from the convent by the Gestapo when he was
fourteen. A German foreign-service officer shot for selling information to the
FBI that was so hot it was still classified. Adalwolf as Mengele's acolyte at
Auschwitz. It was time to start reeling some of them in.
Spencer looked at his
watch and stood up. "I don't know where this is taking you, but if there's
a file in FBI headquarters marked T-22', you don't need me. What you're looking
for is in your own backyard."
"It was cleaned
out by Hoover's personal assistant when he died," Harris said. The two of
them walked toward the cab stand. "What kind of Englishman gives his kid a
fake name and dumps him in a French orphanage?"
"A rich, guilty
one," Spencer said. "Are you headed back to Washington?"
"No, Sherrie and
I are going to Paris." Obviously Harris wasn't all that happy about it.
Spencer stood in
front of him. "You'd rather go to Washington than Paris?"
"You know how it
is when a case gets under your skin."
Spencer laid his hand
on Harris's shoulder. "If this Adalwolf fellow gets to the whole FBI the
way he's gotten to you, the whole bloody bunch of you are buggered."
It was another beautiful day in Miami, as pretty as the day before.
They'd slept a little late, had a simple breakfast which David made, and then
David had gone to work in his study while Melissa went out. He was feeling good
and writing well. Coming to Miami was the right move for him as much as it was for
her.
He knocked
off in the afternoon to get some exercise and jogged along the shoreline,
staying where the waves left the sand smooth. His cell phone began vibrating in
his fanny pack. He unzipped it and brought the phone to his ear, panting.
"Hello?"
"Hey, baby, it's
me," Melissa said, "I'm coming up on the market; are you going to be
home for dinner?"
"Planning to.
I'm having a drink with the bureau chief at seven, but I shouldn't be too
late."
"You sound out
of breath."
"I'm running. Getting shin splints. Are we out of
shampoo?"
"I've got some
right here."
"No sweat, I'll
use bar soap."
"On your hair?
Cool down and stretch and I'll be there in fifteen minutes. Hello?"
"Just thinking
if I have time."
"Come on, honey,
relax. We're in Florida." A horn. "Jesus, old people are slow down
here."
"That sounds
relaxed."
"Hang on a
sec."
An engine winding
out, then Melissa laughing. "When I went around her car, an old lady gave
me the finger. We'll take a short swim and you can . . . on your way."
"You're breaking
up," he said.
"Just wait. . .
me."
"Okay, I'll be
in the steam room," he said.
"You're break .
. . up," she said.
"I'll meet
you in the steam room—the steam room."
"Got it,"
she said.
David put the cell phone away and ran another minute until he saw
the house, then slowed down to cool off, his gray tank top and nylon shorts
dark with sweat. He pulled out a plastic bottle of water, drank it, and wiped
his mouth with the back of his hand. Looking at the ocean, he thought it was no
surprise that God had covered two-thirds of the earth with this stuff. Look at
it out there, all blue and huge and restless.
Usually when
he ran he worked out a problem he was having with a story, but today he felt
introspective. As a reporter, he was always seeing the dark side of
life—corruption, mean-spiritedness, bad luck—but the beach offered an upbeat
view of things and he wanted to take it in. He was young and healthy, he had
Melissa in his life, he had a baby on the way. She was right: He needed to
relax a moment and smell the roses.
He reached the house
and went to the outdoor shower. It was after three-thirty and the workmen
appeared to be gone. He peeled off his clammy running clothes and piled them on
a wooden bench and a moment later was standing under the outdoor shower,
feeling the sun-baked water turn from hot to cold. He sudsed up with bar soap
—hair included — then rinsed off and took the key to the sliding door from the
ledge and went inside wearing nothing but his cell phone. A few seconds later,
the stereo was on and Sade's voice filled the hallway. He switched on the
speakers in the steam room and entered. The thick, insulated door closed on its
pneumatic cylinder behind him.
He stepped over to
the controls, hit the "On" button, and turned the "Heat"
lever up. When the coil behind the wall pinged, he hit the switch and turned
out the lights. Only the square window in the door lit the room.
He stretched out
naked on the redwood top. The altar, as Melissa called it. It felt good being
exhausted from a run. He picked up his cell phone, dialed the office, and left
a message that he'd be there about five. Taking the pressure off. He lay on the
white-tile block and listened to another cut of Sade.
Closing his eyes, he
pictured Melissa, then the baby, then the three of them posing for the camera
on the beach. Melissa smiling with those sensuous full lips. He had no idea he
was going to love her this much or be this happy with her. How great it would
be if the baby looked just like her.
It was good to be the
king.
He took a deep breath
and . . . stopped breathing. What was that fragrance? He opened his eyes and
breathed in something that smelled like flowers. Wilting rose petals on a hot
summer day. He sat up. Perfume? Was Melissa already here?
He got off the
redwood tabletop and walked through a cloud of steam to the door, rubbed the
glass window and looked out. The hallway was empty. Now the smell wasn't of
wilted roses, but decaying ones. Heavy and sweet with rot. And—what was that?
He looked at the
steam valve and saw clouds of white mist pouring out at intervals. The smell
was getting stronger. He reached down and turned the control to
"Off," but the room was still heavy with fog. Stepping back to his
bench, he felt momentarily dizzy. He stumbled, catching himself with an
outstretched hand on the tile.
What the heck?
He heard steam flowing again and turned toward the control lever on
the wall. He'd turned it off, but he could still see vapor coming into the
room. A broken pipe? They'd been working on it, maybe that's why. He walked
over and checked the "Off" lever, but it was tight. He stooped down
and cupped his hand and drew it to his nose. Putrid roses. Another wave of
dizziness.
Sade stopped singing.
Huh?
He went to the door
and pushed to open it.
It didn't move.
He pushed again,
harder, but still it didn't budge. He hit it with the flat of his hand. Calm
down. The foreman must have told the last guy who left to turn off the
lights and shut everything down. "Hello?" he said. But that smell. He
turned and saw the room filling with a pale yellow mist. His pulse picked up.
He turned back to the
door and smacked it again. Coughing.
"Hello?" he
yelled.
No answer.
He coughed hard,
lungs aching. He rubbed steam off the window and put his face against it and
looked outside again.
"Anybody there?"
He heard music
again—thank God, there's a workman still out there—except now, instead of Sade,
it was a boys' choir singing a hymn, Mozart or Handel, he wasn't sure. Who put
that on? Singing in English. "God is our hope and strength . . . in trouble."
What was that?
He strained to see
who was outside, his face against the window. "Who's out there?" he
yelled.
Just then a mask—a
black gas mask covering an entire head—rose up on the other side of the window,
three inches from his face.
David jumped back, his heart skipping. The mask stayed at the
window, peering into the room. It was made of smooth black rubber with tinted
plastic eyeholes, and behind it was a pair of dark unblinking eyes and a hose
at the mouth that made it look like an anteater. It was grotesque. It was
monstrous.
David turned toward
the redwood platform. The cell phone. Get the phone! He stumbled toward
it, lost in the fog, alive with fear, fighting the smell and dizziness, still
hearing the boys' choir singing: ". . . though the waters . . . rage
and swell . . ." He dropped to his knees and pawed the area by the
tile banquette, feeling nothing but floor. It has to be here . . . it has to
be . . . There it is!
He lifted the phone
to his face. The room was dim and steamy, the phone blurry, but he could see
the keypad and, coughing, knew what to do.
He hit a button, saw
the green light blink . . . saw the words "Waiting to dial." He told
himself to use speed dial . . . Hit number one . . . call Melissa.
He dropped the phone.
This damn dizziness. He put his face close to the floor, found the phone
lying face up, waiting to be touched. Touch the number
"1" . . . bring up her number. . . touch "Send"!
He raised his finger
. . . Hit the key . . . He coughed again and lowered his fingertip onto
the numeral "1." The phone beeped and up came Melissa's number on the
screen, ready to be dialed. The boys were singing louder now, "The God
of Jacob is our refuge . . ."
He began coughing
harder. Tears blurred his vision. He aimed for the "Send" button . .
. the green one . . . touch the green button!
The smell of rotting
roses was choking him now, and his body was heavy and unresponding, his finger
as clumsy as an iron poker. Don't come without the police, Melissa . . .
don't come without them . . . don't come. He blinked away tears and the
thick, yellowish mist and found the "Send" button. He lowered his
shaking finger toward it carefully.
A black-gloved hand
grabbed the cell phone and lifted it away.
David could still see the phone right there in front of his nose,
but it might as well have been a thousand miles away. He felt the gloved hand
move from his fingers to his armpit . . .a second one beneath his ribs . . .
lifting him and rolling him onto his back. He stared upward.
Descending through
the haze was the image of the anteater. David stared into its eyes. The
diaphragm in the rubber mouthpiece moved in and out with its breathing. It was
a bad dream, a forever bad dream.
"hello,
david."
It wasn't a human
voice but the mechanical reproduction of one. The voice Melissa had described
as Adalwolf's.
"This
gas is awfully slow, isn't it? positively agonizing."
He saw the man turn
to his side and lift something, a black leather bag. The boys sang on in eerie
beauty, ". . . behold the works of the Lord, what destruction he hath
brought upon the earth . . ."
"Zyklon
B was much faster and more humane."
He was opening the
bag . . . drawing something out. . .
"Oh,
well. All we can do is our best."
A syringe . . . he
was holding a syringe with a long, stainless-steel needle attached to the hub.
David felt a welling-up inside his chest, his nerves going electric. He tried
to speak, surprised that his lips and tongue didn't work.
"Whuh . .
."
Adalwolf lifted a
bottle of liquid from his bag and pushed the tip of the needle through the
rubber diaphragm. Pulling back the plunger, he drew the fluid in, then removed
the needle and expelled a drop that ran down the shaft.
"nothing personal, david."
A burst of wild
energy filled David's veins. He raised his open hand weakly and tried to grab
the rubber mask and rip it off, but Adalwolf caught his hand and crushed it
into a fist.
"if you don't fight it. it's painless."
"Youf. .
."
"Easy, easy, Easy." He forced David's hand downward, "I’d
let you live but I need your wife."
David's watery eyes
widened. His wife?
"I need your baby."
Adrenaline
and anger split his mind. He tried to rise.
"First
she has to quit the case. Bur she refuses to cooperate.
Adalwolf turned the
syringe around in his hand and pointed the needle downward.
"but she will now."
David's right hand rose fast enough to grab Adalwolf by the throat,
feel the rubber straps of the mask and the electrolarynx strapped to his neck.
He grunted with rage.
Melissa. The baby. He tasted blood. The gas was rupturing the blood
vessels in his nose and mouth. It didn't matter, he'd choke Adalwolf anyway.
His left hand rose to join the right. He had him now . . . had him by the
throat. The choir sang innocently. "He break-eth the bow . . . and
burneth the chariots with fire . . ."
Adalwolf leaned
forward, centering the weight of his body over David's chest, and placed the
tip of the needle an inch to the left of his breastbone, between the third and
fourth ribs, directly over the heart's anterior chamber. David's hands tried to
stop the needle's course. For a moment, four hands trembled like those of
barroom brawlers in an arm-wrestling contest.
Slowly, Adalwolf used his weight to win.
The needle pierced
the first layer of David's flesh. He exhaled an involuntary spurt of air and
released one hand from the needle. It continued gliding into his chest smoothly
. . . until a few inches had disappeared.
David's heart was no longer his own. He exhaled another burst of
air and spittle, dotting Adalwolf's gasmask and black nylon windbreaker.
Adalwolf was breathing hard now, trying to finish his work. His amplifier
clicked on.
"sing to me."
David exhaled another
puff of air.
Adalwolf brought one
hand up to the plunger on the syringe. David's remaining hand weakened. Ghostly
voices, pure and angelic, floated through the mist, ruptured by Adalwolf's
metallic monotone as he sang along: "I am
exalted among the nations . . . I am exalted in the earth!"
The boys continued
without him: "Be still then, and know that I am God."
Adalwolf joined them
in German, "seld stille un erkennet . . .dass ich gott bin
. . ." A robot
lullabying a child to sleep.
David's eyes
softened. Adalwolf raised himself up and pushed down on the plunger of the
syringe, squirting chloroform into David's heart. David's hands relaxed and
fell to the floor. The boys' choir continued singing the Forty-sixth Psalm, now
in English. Adalwolf continued to sing with them.
"Be
still then. And know that I am God."
David's eyes turned
glassy. His heart was still beating and his last breath was yet to be drawn,
but his spirit was already disconnecting.
It was coming too
soon for Adalwolf's pleasure. He wanted one more thing.
He leaned down close
to David, took a deep breath and held it, then pulled his gasmask to the side
to reveal his face. David's heart pounded like a newborn baby's—Adalwolf could
actually feel the pumping muscle through the needle—and his eyes were wild. At
last, he knew that David knew: Adalwolf was Ben. He wanted to make sure his
victim's last moment was filled with the profound terror that he was Melissa's
most trusted friend, that he could do anything to her and the baby he wanted.
His body tingled with the thrill of his power and the horror on David's face.
He replaced his mask, exhaled into the diaphragm, and drew in a lungful of
filtered air. Then he let the chloroform he'd injected do its job. Like the
little girl in the lab—like all the Jews he killed—he wanted David to stay
alive a few seconds more, just long enough to hear those three special words
that sparkled like a diamond in the soul, those three words he always made sure
his victims heard before they died. It was an essential part of the ritual, the
last thing he thought God Himself would say if He could.
"Good-bye.
Christ-killer."
The closer she got to the house, the more a steam bath appealed to
her. She pulled into the garage, got out of the car, and walked around the side
to the beach entrance. Obviously David had taken a shower; the wooden pad was
wet and his running clothes were heaped on a bench. That bachelor streak in him
would never change. Oh, well, if he could live with it, so could she.
She pushed
his togs onto the stone patio and stripped off her clothes and laid them more
neatly on the wooden bench. She turned on the shower but didn't wait for it to
warm —a cold shower followed by hot steam was a nice combination. Dripping wet,
she stepped over to the sliding door to the hallway, her nipples firm and
gooseflesh rising on her breasts and thighs. She remembered their last time in
the room. She felt alive.
She slid the door
open and entered the hallway to the steam room. How strange. It sounded like
the Vienna Boys' choir singing a Latin mass. So unlike him to play that. Then
again, he had these kinky inspirations.
She walked gingerly
to the steam room, her anticipation rising. Good grief, what's that? Smells
like . . . dead roses? He had a lot to learn about aromatherapy.
She reached the door
and cupped her hand at the window to look inside, but it was too steamy to see.
She pulled the door open and heard the steam hissing and felt the warm, moist
air on her skin. The smell of roses was so overpowering it made her eyes water
and her lungs hurt. She bent forward and coughed into her hand, dizzy and unable
to see.
"David?" No
answer. Another cough. He wasn't there, and it was a good thing he wasn't. She
backed away from the door and yelled down the hall. "David, where are
you?"
No answer.
Something told her
she shouldn't be naked.
Her heart was beating hard. "David?
What's that smell?" She coughed again and retreated to the sliding door
and opened it. There was no breeze, but hot,
moist air was better than this
rotten smell. She grabbed a bath towel from the stack on the counter
and brought it to her face, making herself ready to go back into the room.
No, not quite.
She looked around the
hallway and spotted a hammer sitting on a windowsill, grabbed it, and returned
to the steam-room door. Fog was still pumping in.
She went inside and
stepped up to the tile island. She didn't have to see the toes twice to know
whose they were. She lowered the towel from her face. "David?"
The heavy door closed
behind her with a soft thud. She turned with a start—told herself it was only
the pneumatic mechanism—and turned back. David was lying there unmoving. She
stepped closer and saw his open eyes staring at the ceiling, then the needle
protruding from the center of his chest and a thin streak of blood running out
of its core and down his side.
"Oh, my
God."
She dropped the towel and hammer and touched his chest with her
fingers. There was no heartbeat. She raised her fingers to his neck. None
there, either. Her brain split: David! said one side; Get out! said
the other.
She walked to the
door and looked out the window, brimming with fear. She could see no one. Her
eyes were stinging and her hands shaking. The baby—save the baby! She
pushed on the door.
It opened.
She crept outside,
looked down the hallway, saw nothing, heard nothing but little boys' voices
singing a hymn in Latin.
She found a telephone
on the wall, lifted it, and dialed 911. When she'd finished, she hung up and
walked to the sliding glass door, still undressed. She reached the open door
and stuck her head outside, unsure what to expect. The beach was blinding white
and as hot as a desert. If there were people in view, she didn't see them.
She stepped outside
and lifted her clothes from the bench, then sat down and held them on her lap.
She wanted to get dressed, but she couldn't stay on her feet long enough to do
it. She breathed in the stultifying air, trying to clear her head of the putrid
gas. Slowly, familiar objects penetrated her mind: the shoreline, a distant freighter,
an elderly couple strolling at the water's edge.
She leaned forward
and vomited. When she finished, she held her head in her hands and began to
cry.
He was gone. He was
gone.
Her thoughts came to
her in a strange jumble. Still crying, she thought about the dinner they were
supposed to have that night, the peanut-butter-and-pickle sandwiches he loved.
She thought about a silver-framed picture of the two of them holding their
baby, a photograph she would never see. She worried about the story he was
working on and hadn't finished. She noticed that her toenails needed painting.
How could she think about something like that now? But the answer was simple:
Her mind was desperate to escape reality and find refuge in the safe and
normal.
She cried for her baby. She cried over an
autumn trip to Vermont she hadn't imagined
until this moment. It felt endless, the things they would never do together.
All these little, inappropriate thoughts, all branches to grab for on the side
of an emotional cliff. Come back David. I'm not done loving you. We're not
done yet, we're not done.
Her eyes started to
swell and turn dry. She put her hand on her belly, looking for comfort from the
baby, her companion, the only thing she had left, but comfort didn't come.
She heard footsteps
behind her, the squeak of leather on a policeman's belt, a male voice saying,
"Excuse me, ma'am, did you call 911?"
She didn't even turn
to look. Her insides felt like torn tissue paper. She searched for something to
restore her bearings, but couldn't find it. Bearings? She couldn't even find
the ground. She kept rejecting his death, but it kept coming back to her, over
and over, surprising her every time. Confusing reality with dream. She
understood only one thing, which was as clear as the cloudless sky.
You win, Adalwolf.
You win.
In the next two days, Melissa's sorrow descended on her like
thickening blood, rich and dark and tasting of iron. The worst of it was the
loss and emptiness, but added to that was her overwhelming conviction that
David's death was her fault. If she hadn't been a Nazi hunter, if she hadn't
defied Adalwolf, if she'd paid attention to what mattered—her marriage, the
baby . . . if, if, if.
She couldn't do it
over again, but she could keep David's memory alive with their child. If the
baby had been important before, it was the only thing that mattered now.
Adalwolf? She hated him and wanted him caught and buried. The mere thought of
him enraged her. But it also intruded on her grief, and at the moment, thoughts
of David were all that mattered.
When the police
arrived at the house, she'd called Ben—his secretary said he wasn't in, so she
left word for him to call, it was an emergency— then she called David's older
brother, Aaron, a lawyer in San Francisco. After digesting the news, he
telephoned Green's Funeral Home on Wisconsin Avenue in Washington. Melissa
caught a plane to D.C. the next morning, which was Friday, and took the next
step in death's grinding rite of passage: the making of
"arrangements."
She was inconsolable but not dysfunctional. The business of death
didn't allow it. There was a funeral to plan, a casket to choose, a rabbi,
music, a burial plot. For those left behind, dying was as much a beginning as
it was an end.
Aaron accompanied her
to see the funeral director, who laid out her choices. Knowing next to nothing
about Jewish custom, she instinctively chose what amounted to an orthodox
burial: a dirt grave—no cement encasement—and a simple pine coffin closed with
wooden pegs. No nails, nothing that wouldn't disintegrate in the earth. Ashes
to ashes, dust to dust. She understood the point.
She asked that his
body be dressed in a traditional white linen shroud instead of a suit and
instructed that the casket remain closed during viewing, a modern touch. At
each turn, she did what she thought David would have wanted. Some of that involved guesswork—they'd never
discussed their own funerals—but she thought she was on the right track. God,
if only he could be here to help.
There was the matter
of choosing newspapers for the obituary. The New York Times, of course,
along with the two Washington dailies and Jewish Week. She bought a
burial plot in the Maryland suburbs, outside Northeast Washington.
The funeral director
had David's body flown to D.C. on Friday, the day after his death. According to
Jewish law, the dead were to be buried within twenty-four hours, but given
modern distances between friends and family, an additional day for travel was
acceptable. That, however, would have put the funeral on the Shabbat, a
day exempt from funerals, so it was pushed off yet another day. She was glad to
have the time.
David had been a
nominal member of the Washington Hebrew Congregation, a large Reform temple.
The funeral director contacted the chief rabbi there who assigned a
thirty-two-year-old associate to handle the ceremony. Melissa wanted the
funeral to take place in the morning, but there were other bodies waiting to be
buried first. The earliest they could do it was at two in the afternoon. That
at least gave her time to familiarize the young rabbi with enough of David's
life to eulogize him passably.
She found the whole
process mildly hypocritical until she realized funerals were for the living,
not the dead, at which point she relaxed and went with it. She called Ben and
ran her decisions past him and he approved of them all. Thank God for Ben. She
didn't know what she'd do without him. She had never felt more alone in her
life. That was one of the things about ashes and dust. They were the landscape
of loneliness.
Sunday afternoon arrived, and friends and family gathered. Melissa
sat in the chapel's front pew alongside David's brother and father, a sweet,
trembly man in his mid-seventies who lived in San Francisco with David's
mother, who was hospitalized and unable to attend. David's father tried to be
comforting to Melissa, but he himself needed more comfort than he was able to
give. Parents were not supposed to bury their children, he said quietly. It was
unnatural.
On Melissa's other
side was Ben, who'd flown up with Eric Brandt. David's colleagues from the
Washington bureau of the Times made up the largest contingent in the
chapel. Melissa's students and friends from Justice were also there, including
her boss, Barry Sherer, and of course Harris and Sherrie Johnson, who were back
from their trip to Europe.
The closed casket
rested on a skirt-covered dolly at the front of the chapel. There were
tastefully arranged flowers on top, but not many; Jews did not bedeck caskets
the way Christians did.
Behind the casket was
the bima, an elevated stage that held a lectern and a bench with a red
velvet cover. Sad, dirgelike organ music played through hidden speakers as the
young rabbi took the dais and began the half-hour ceremony. Joe Jacoby, the Times
bureau chief, and David's brother, Aaron, each spoke on his behalf. It was,
Melissa thought, the only truly moving part of the service.
When it was over, the
rabbi stepped down and gave Melissa and each of David's relatives a black,
fabric-covered button with a few inches of silk ribbon beneath, explaining to
the congregation that in the old days the bereaved sat in ashes and expressed
their grief by tearing apart their tunics. Today the act was more symbolic, he
said, and took a small blade and cut each ribbon vertically.
After the
"renting," gray-gloved pallbearers escorted the dolly-born casket
down the middle aisle toward a hearse while Melissa and the family exited
through a side door to two waiting limousines. The assistant funeral director
handed her the guest register as she and David's family and Ben climbed into
the cars. Soon, a funeral cortege of automobiles with lit headlights and signs
in the windshields was headed through the poor, black, Northeast section of
Washington, then through the poor, white industrial section of Upper Marlboro,
Maryland. B'Nai Israel Cemetery was their destination.
The cars pulled onto the grass near the gravesite and everyone got
out and walked shivering to a tent. Wet snow had turned to freezing rain, which
had been replaced by a biting wind. Not even the sound of distant cars
disturbed the quiet air.
Melissa, Ben, and
David's family walked to folding chairs beneath a canopy and sat in winter
coats while the others gathered around. Harris and Sherrie stood close by, and
so did Eric Brandt. She found herself staring at him, thinking how kind it was
of him to have come, and yet wishing he hadn't. She didn't know why. A widow's
instinct, perhaps. She dismissed it as irrational.
The pallbearers
removed the casket from the hearse and pushed it onto a set of white straps
attached to the arm of an electric winch. Next to the winch was a large mound
of dirt dug by a backhoe and covered with green Astroturf. Three
stainless-steel hand shovels stood neatly in a rack.
Melissa turned to
David's brother and whispered, "I am not going to sit shiva, Aaron. I hope
you understand."
A law partner of
Aaron's in the firm's Washington, D.C. office had made his home available for
the traditional Jewish mourning ritual that allowed friends to gather together
in remembrance of the departed, to say Kaddish—the prayer for the dead —and to
talk basketball while little old ladies sneaked dinner rolls into their purses.
Melissa knew it would require more diplomacy and less anger than she could
muster. It was all she could do to hold it together for the burial. David's
brother patted her knee and said okay.
The young rabbi offered
perfunctory prayers in Hebrew and English while Melissa stared into the grave.
Beneath a frame of silver piping was nothing but the cold, damp earth.
After the reading of
scripture, the rabbi closed the Bible and the winch whirred softly as it lifted
the casket and swung it over the hole, guided by the hands of two pallbearers.
The motor stopped and silence reigned, then the winch shifted gears and the
casket began descending into the ground.
Seeing the skimpy
white-pine box, Melissa suddenly wished she'd placed David in a casket of iron
after all, and laid it in a vault of steel and surrounded it with concrete
walls. She knew he was dead, and yet it was him in there, the remains of
the man she loved. It felt as if he was still in her care, as if he needed her
love and protection now more than ever, as if the safety she'd failed to give
him when he was alive could still be given to him now. Tears blurred her vision
as she watched the casket drop out of sight. Ben put his arms around her shoulders
and pulled her close. She cried with her eyes open. Then she lost it.
She grabbed Ben's
hand. "I feel him!" she whispered.
"Who?"
"Adalwolf!"
He pulled her closer.
"It's your imagination."
"No, it's not, I
can feel it! He's here!"
"But these are
David's friends," Ben whispered.
She craned her neck
and took a quick inventory of the guests, but saw no one unexpected. The
pallbearers began loosening the white straps. The rabbi appeared in front of
her with one of the garden spades, inviting her to begin the ceremonial
covering of the casket. She stood up and took the handle, expecting to throw a
single shovelful of dirt and pass the spade to another mourner. Still, she knew
that Adalwolf was there at least in spirit, trying to desecrate David's grave
even before it was closed. She could feel that, too.
The rabbi pulled back
the green cover on the mound of dirt and she pushed the blade into the dry,
loose soil, letting it glide in softly. When it was full, she turned and threw
it in, raining raw earth onto wood in death's final act. Some people cried,
others felt startled at the sound. Seeing dirt on the casket gave her the sense
of comfort she longed for. She was shielding him at last.
Instead of handing the
shovel to Aaron, she pushed it into the dirt and lifted another load and held
it up. I'll make you safe, David. I will. She dropped it
in.
Mourners stood
watching as she went back for a third shovelful, some of them curious, some
confused. But not the rabbi. He favored emotional burials; filling the grave
was the last earthly gift you could give a loved one. He handed a second spade
to Aaron, who dug a shovelful and threw it in. The rain started falling again,
turning the ground into a muddy mess.
Harris picked up a
shovel and joined the ceremony. Some mourners took a turn, others left in
search of cover. Three men who remained at the hole stripped off their
overcoats and kept digging. Other than an occasional word that accompanied the
passing of a shovel, no one spoke.
Melissa threw in her
last shovelful. "No one will ever lay a hand on you again," she said
quietly. David's father sat under the canopy as teary as the clouds, fingering
a painted seashell his son had given him when he was in the second grade.
Melissa's feet were
muddy and streaks of dirt spattered her black stockings. Ben dumped in a
shovelful and turned to her and said, "You're overdoing it, Melissa. Don't
forget you're pregnant."
That broke the spell. The casket was nearly covered anyway. The
rain stopped again, leaving a red horizon beneath the clouds. She set her
shovel aside and walked over to Harris and spoke to him privately.
"I'm wrecked,
Harris. The investigation is all yours now."
"You'll come back,"
he said.
"Don't count on
it," she said. Then, after a moment of reflection, she said, "But if
I do, it'll be with a vengeance."
An hour later, Melissa was in her Alexandria apartment, slouched in
an overstuffed chair with her slippered feet propped up on an ottoman. She'd
just come out of a hot shower and had wrapped herself in a huge, fluffy robe.
Her hair was still damp and a cup of steaming chicken soup rested untouched on
a nearby table. Her eyes were closed, her right arm extended on the armrest,
the robe's sleeve pushed up to make room for the blood pressure cuff. Eric
Brandt let the air out slowly and read the gauge.
"I'm
okay," she said. "Just tired."
"Fortunately for
you and the baby, you're a strong woman," he said.
He peeled the Velcro
apart and lifted off the cuff.
"Maybe it's none
of my business," he said, "but I think you're blaming yourself for
something that wasn't your fault."
"I think you're
right," she said. "Maybe it's not your business."
"If it affects
you and the baby, I intend to make it my business," he said and laid the
cuff in his medical bag. He sat still. She didn't reply. "I care about
what happens to you, Melissa."
She looked at him
intently, trying to make him blink, but he didn't. She closed her eyes and
rested her head on the back of the chair. Why was she being so pissy with him?
Without him she wouldn't even be pregnant. Of course he cared, what was
she thinking?
The problem wasn't
him, it was her. This feeling of being at fault. She had to ease up—not just on
Eric, but herself.
He reached out and
lowered her sleeve and laid her wrist in her lap. She heard a telephone being
hung up in the next room and opened her eyes to see Ben come in. He sat on the
ottoman at her feet and took her hand in his.
She said, "Thank
you both for coming. It meant a lot to me."
"I wish we could
stay longer," Ben said.
"I'll be
fine," she said.
"Not by
yourself, you won't," he said. "I just called the airline. You're
coming back to Miami with me."
"But Ben—"
"You can take
the guest room. The sun and sand will do you good. I'll be there when you need
company and I'll stay out of sight when you don't."
Eric said, "I
think that's an excellent idea."
Melissa looked around
the room. Lonely reminders were already haunting the house, and the winter sky
was gray. She pulled her robe across her chest. She had friends up here, but
she was still suspended at work and didn't want to go back to the office
anyway. The clinic was in Miami and so was her dear friend, Ben. No question
she'd be happier if she went home with him—and safer, too. After all, Adalwolf
was still out there somewhere. If she didn't know it was superstition, she
could have sworn he was at the cemetery.
"It won't take
me long to pack," she said.
She settled into the soft, downy bed in Ben's guest room. The lamp
on the bedside table was too bright to let her sleep, but she wouldn't turn it
off. It was still the lamp she kept in the window for her returning sailor.
She got out
of bed, walked to the bathroom, and returned with a towel and laid it over the
lampshade, careful not to let it touch the bulb, softening the light and
turning the room dusky.
It took a long time to get to sleep, and when she did, it was
fitful at best. Part of her brain kept expecting him to come to bed. She
thought if she could get through one whole day without him, the next would be
easier, then she'd try for another, a week, a month, until finally she could
turn out the light.
Before David's death,
there were three things that had governed her life: pregnancy, Adalwolf, and
her marriage. Now there was only one. The baby wasn't just her dream, it was
the only part of David she had left. As careless as she'd been about involving
him in her professional life, she'd be careful to keep the baby out of it. It
killed her to give up on the case, but if that's what it took, that's what
she'd do. Priorities were easier to see when your back was against a wall.
She laid her hand on
her pregnant belly and whispered, "Don't worry, little one, I'm right
here." At last, she dozed.
At three-thirty in
the morning, she woke up in a fevered fog, wondering if he was home yet,
looking over at his side, slowly realizing he wasn't there and never would be.
She lay still and let the tears run quietly so they wouldn't wake the baby.
At four o'clock she
reached out and pulled the pillow on David's side close and hugged it the way
she'd hugged him when he came home. Let me have him for just one more night.
Just one. She reached up and turned out the light the way he did when he
came in and crawled into bed beside her. Then, making believe the pillow was
him, she closed her eyes and held on to it long enough to go to sleep.
February and March were like a game of chutes and ladders. A few
days would pass and she'd climb a little more out of her sadness, only to land
on a square that shot her back down again. It was as unpredictable as a roll of
the dice. She might be writing a letter and start to yell at David for a word,
or she might be walking down the beach and see someone jogging in red shorts.
She might be feeling at ease, focused on the baby, climbing another rung or two
when she'd hear or smell something that reminded her of him and fall down the
slide again.
Nights had
their own form of slippery slope. Because of the pregnancy she couldn't take a
sleeping pill or relax with a drink, so she was on her own. Sometimes she woke
up and wandered into the kitchen, sometimes she stayed in bed, depending on
where she thought she had the best chance of wrestling the devils to the mat.
As the weeks wore on, she'd learned how to get them in a hammer lock, but now
and then they'd flip her on her back and pin her at the neck. That was their
specialty —that and making her reach out for him before remembering he was
gone.
She stayed in touch
with friends even though they soon lost track of her grief. Not that she blamed
them; she envied them. Barry e-mailed her regularly, saying there was nothing
new to report: no Adalwolf, no grand jury, no news on the OPR investigation, no
reinstatement of her job. Otto Heller sent a note of condolence and said he'd
contact her another time, when she felt up to it. The Miami police and the FBI
were both investigating the homicide and made periodic calls to Melissa, either
to ask about a lead or give her a status report.
Harris stayed in
touch most of all. After his two-week vacation he'd gone back to work, although
not on the Adalwolf case. Now he was investigating interstate car thefts and
running down dead-end leads to al-Qaeda. But he hadn't really given up on the
case, and she loved his patient enthusiasm. He had ideas. The minute she was
ready to get back in harness, he said, he'd be there to join her. He had
another week of vacation he could take and he knew exactly how to use it. She
wasn't ready yet, but with each passing
day she could imagine it a little more. Adalwolf may have been quiet in her
mind, but not forgotten.
And then there was
Ben, who brought her back to life more than anyone. They went to movies and
dinner, played gin and backgammon, and took evening strolls on the beach. He
tried to keep her mind off Adalwolf, which she considered thoughtful, knowing
that he wanted him caught as much as she did. He kept her focused on the baby's
development, which he described in detail.
In week five, the
embryo was the size of a raisin, he said. In week six, it got a heartbeat and
Melissa got sore breasts. Week seven, the embryo was raspberry-sized and facial
features became visible. Week eight, the baby was one inch long and officially
graduated from embryo to fetus. In week nine, it took a swim in its tiny
amniotic sack. Week ten, it looked like a shrimp, its heart almost completely
developed.
By the end of week
twelve, which is where the baby was now (doctors, he said, counted weeks from
the end of the mother's last period, which meant it was "two weeks
old" when it was conceived), certain important thresholds were now being
reached. The uterus was still only the size of a large peach, which is why she
wasn't showing yet, but the baby's brain was fully formed. It sucked its thumb
and stretched and made fists and lifted its head and passed urine. It had its
own heart, liver, kidneys, brain, blood type, and lungs. "It can't survive
on its own yet," he said, "but the chances of a miscarriage are
greatly reduced. It's strong enough for you to start feeling movement
soon."
"Kicks?"
"Kicks, turns,
somersaults."
"I can't
wait."
"In the old
days, they called it the Quickening."
She liked that. It
sounded lively.
Ben said, "Best
of all, it has its own body chemistry now."
Why that was
important she didn't know, but she took his word for it. Who knew better than
he what pregnancy was all about? She was so glad he'd convinced her to come
back to Miami. What a blessing.
Slowly, something
else was happening to her, too: She was getting back into the case. It started
with research on the Internet, then progressed to more conversations with
Harris. Having taken time away from the files gave her perspective on her notes
and cleared her head of the kind of assumptions investigators inevitably made.
She was talking more to Otto Heller at CDC, not only about the virus, but about
Adalwolf's psychological profile. Adalwolf and Heller were about the same age,
had similar medical knowledge, and were both in the business of working with
deadly viruses. Sometimes Heller's insights were so good she thought he could
have been Adalwolf's brother. Sometimes she even had fantasies that he was.
She decided to treat
April Fool's Day as a kind of milestone. The weather was glorious and her
attitude good. She read a book and watched the news and took her daily swim.
Her recovery program was working well: up a ladder here, up a ladder there. She
watched what she ate and sang to the baby—Ben said it would be able to hear her
voice any day now. Then she lay in the sun and worked on her tan, thinking,
David really loves it when my skin gets—David really loves it. Down a chute here, down a chute there.
Harris stuck his head into Kobie's room. "Get ready," he
said, "we leave in a few minutes."
She jumped off her
bed and lifted her suitcase and brought it to the door. She'd been ready for
days.
Harris walked
to his bedroom to put on a pair of slacks, loafers, and his usual sport coat.
Sherrie was in the bathtub, her eyes closed, up to her neck in a
mountain of glistening lavender bubbles.
Harris stepped inside
the bathroom and closed the door. "We're going."
She raised her arms
to him with a sad look.
He said, "It's
only four days, sweetie." That was all Kobie had left of her spring break.
"I was thinking
about Melissa," Sherrie said. "Thirty-eight years old, pregnant, out
of a job, and now a widow." She gathered up a handful of bubbles and
watched them burst.
Harris sat on the
edge of the tub. They'd been through this before. He was an FBI agent, which meant
she knew a certain amount of danger went with the job, and yet the older the
kids got, the more nervous she became. He took the suds from her and laid them
on her shoulder.
She said, "I don't know what I'd do without you."
He leaned down and gave
her a kiss and breathed in the smell of lavender on her skin. "Don't
worry, baby," he said, "I'm not checking out for a long time."
She meshed her
fingers into his. "It's great watching you spend so much time with
Kobie," she said. "She adores you, you know."
Yeah, he knew, she
was at that age. "I couldn't live without you or the kids," he said.
She tilted her head
back and pulled him down and kissed him again. They both stayed with it awhile.
It had to last for the next three days. When they were done, Kobie came in
wearing a dark blue baseball cap with a bright yellow FBI stitched above the
bill and got her own good-bye hug and kiss from her mom.
She and her dad were
off to Disney World.
You're looking chipper this evening," Ben said. Melissa stood
at the door of his study in a white sun dress and tan skin. Ben sat in a swivel
chair at his computer, listening to a Bach concerto. "What'd you do
today?"
"Spent the
afternoon with Otto Heller from CDC," she said.
"Really. What's
he up to?" His voice was even, no hint of concern.
"He's tracing
the NTX virus back to the labs that had it in their inventory to see if he can
pick up a lead on Adalwolf."
"How's he
doing?"
"It's
painstaking work considering how many there are, but if anyone can do it, he
can." She started back out the door. "We still on for dinner
tonight?"
"I've got a
lecture tomorrow I haven't prepared yet," he said. "Would you mind if
I took a rain check?"
"Of course not.
Want me to bring you something?"
"I wouldn't say
no to a slice."
"You got
it." She pushed away from the doorjamb and left.
The minute he heard
the car pull away, he opened her laptop and read the notes she'd taken on her
conversations with Heller. She was right: Tracing the virus back to a lab in
Miami was a huge job, but even though the odds were long, they weren't
impossible. Investigators often got lucky, and the ones with EIS had an
instinct that troubled him.
Frankly, it made him
nervous.
He turned back to his
computer and brought a calendar onscreen with the heading "Action
Sequence." Under each date on the calendar was a box with a note reminding
him what he had to do that day to reach his ultimate goal with the baby. He
found the word "Deadline" ten days away, highlighted it, copied it,
and pasted it onto the calendar a week earlier. The schedule he was following
was based on Melissa's pregnancy, which meant he couldn't change things
arbitrarily, but still, he thought he could accelerate this particular deadline
without a problem. He wasn't panicked, he was just being prudent.
He converted the
computer file into unreadable hieroglyphics—just in case someone got into it—and for good
measure applied a security code and exited the program. Sitting back in his
chair, he read a review article on nonteratogenic anesthetics—drugs not harmful
to fetuses—and waited for his piece of pizza to arrive. By his relaxed
demeanor, no one would have guessed he was in a race against time, much less
that he was a psychopathic killer. Least of all Melissa.
Kobie was fast asleep in the hotel bed when Harris lifted the
phone. He dialed and spoke quietly.
"Miss Ford?
Harris Johnson. We're in Orlando. I'm talking quietly so I don't wake up my daughter.
Late afternoon is perfect, the rest of the day we'll be at Disney World. Yes,
I've got the warehouse address. I'll see you there." He started to hang
up. "Oh, one other thing: Will we get soaked on Splash Mountain?" He
wrote down her advice: Stay out of the front seat.
It was early afternoon by the time Harris and Kobie got to the
warehouse in DeLand, half an hour north of Orlando. They'd covered a lot of
ground that morning: Splash Mountain, Epcot, the Rock 'n' Roller Coaster, and a
hundred-foot vertical drop on the Twilight Zone Tower of Terror, Kobie's
favorite. Harris was happy to be on four wheels on a highway. Kobie preferred
two-wheeled carts on hairpin turns. Mickey and Goofy had no idea what havoc
they'd created.
They pulled into the
parking lot of Ace Warehouse and Storage and parked in the boiling sun. He got
out and stretched conspicuously, and a few seconds later the driver's door of a
nearby car opened and a woman in her late thirties got out and approached.
"I'm Janice Ford,"
she said.
"Harris
Johnson," he said, shaking hands.
"I see you
survived the morning," she said.
Harris popped a Turns
into his mouth.
Kobie got out with
her Walkman earphones on, said hello, and the three of them walked toward the
front door to the warehouse.
Janice Ford was the
daughter of a woman who'd been a clerk for Helen Gandy, the personal assistant
to J. Edgar Hoover. When Gandy had gone into a nursing home, she'd asked
Janice's mother to store some of her personal effects. Harris wanted to take a
look.
They entered the
warehouse, where Janice showed an identification card and filled out a form. After being buzzed through a locked
door to the storage area, they were directed to a small room listed on an employee's
clipboard.
Janice used a key to
enter. Harris flipped on an overhead light. The tiny room was empty except for
three banker's boxes stacked against the wall. Janice said she had to leave.
Harris thanked her and said he'd call later.
He pulled the first
box onto the floor, dusted it off with his handkerchief, and set it on the
concrete floor. Kobie helped him removed the lid. It was full of files and
papers. He started reading.
The first group of files were full of memos written between Helen
Gandy and her boss, J. Edgar Hoover, having to do with personnel matters—FBI
employees the director wanted checked out quietly, others he wanted her to keep
track of. Nothing interesting. There was correspondence with friends and
family, old mortgage papers, a savings-account passbook. He kept looking and
Kobie kept stacking the papers. They went through two of the three boxes and
found nothing.
In the third box they
found Hoover's "D" list—the list of files to be destroyed upon his
death. Each item was checked off with a note at the side indicating what had
happened to the file. Harris's eyes ran down the entries. All lines had a
checkmark next to them except three: internal, Financial, and Dow.
He read the file
folder marked internal, which had
to do with an Assistant Director who had a gambling problem, financial held records of Hoover's
investments. Only dow remained.
He opened it and
found 302s —FBI investigative reports — covering a series of interviews with a
confidential source named Thomas Tibalt von Albusser, designation T-22.
Now he was getting
somewhere.
He took out his
digital camera.
June 21, 1943. World
War II. T-22 was described as a Nazi foreign-service officer stationed in
Buenos Aires. The agent writing the memo was running
him for the Allies. Harris lifted his camera, shot the page, and read on.
June 30, 1943.
Phrases that described Dow as
someone who "Frequented the Berlin cabaret scene." Dow's cousin was described as "a
singer," a pretty young woman who'd been "introduced to Fritz—high
level Nazi—by cafe society colleagues close to Dow." Huh? Who was Fritz? A pretty English cafe singer
was introduced to a big-time Nazi by someone named
dow?
More on Dow. He was an Englishman who spoke
fluent German, sometimes called it his "native tongue." Spent a lot
of time in Berlin. Vacationed in Germany since boyhood. Many relatives lived
there, including a German second cousin referred to as KW. Some of KW's
children were impressed with AH —had to be Adolf Hitler. Some became supporters
and gave money to the Nazi party.
Who was the
Englishman named Dow? He
photographed the pages and kept reading until another name stopped him cold:
Next to the initials FH, in handwriting, was "Lord F. Halliburton."
The memo described Halliburton as a "Nazi sympathizer" distantly
related to the British royal family but with "questionable loyalties to
the Crown." Spent vacation time in Germany with his family, was a close
friend of dow.
He opened the next
file. There were newspaper articles that had been clipped and marked for
filing, and a memo with an FBI logo at the top.
What was that?
He read the memo and
saw that it was written by "SOG." He knew from his days at the FBI
Academy that SOG meant "Seat of Government," the designation J. Edgar
Hoover had given himself.
The addressee was
POTUS—President of the United States—Franklin Delano Roosevelt. The subject
line read, "T-22." There were references to Dow again. Hoover was telling President Roosevelt about
something the FBI had learned from their snitch, T-22. Something about Dow and Lord Halliburton.
A few lines down he
found handwritten words next to dow that
said, "the Duke." His eyes darted back and forth and picked up
another handwritten explanation: "Edward." "Dow" was the Duke of
Windsor—Prince Edward, the crown prince of the British
throne, a second cousin to KW, who must have been Germany's Kaiser Wilhelm.
Harris saw something coming together: Prince Edward, later crowned King Edward,
was known to be a Nazi sympathizer who'd been spurned by the royal family for
his proposed marriage to Wallis Simpson, an American divorcee deemed unsuitable
to wed the king of England and head of the Anglican Church. Rather than give
her up, Edward had abdicated after a year on the throne and quickly
retired—some said was exiled—to Bermuda.
Years before that,
Prince Edward or one of his cronies had apparently introduced a young woman to
a prominent Nazi in a Berlin cabaret. Harris shot photographs of the pages as
fast as his camera would go. Plink, read, plink, read, plink.
"Daddy,"
Kobie said, "can we go now?"
"In a few
minutes," he said, wiping sweat from his brow.
He blew the dust off
a memorandum marked top secret —for your
eyes only and dated September 21, 1943.
The president of the
United States, Franklin Delano Roosevelt, was writing to the U.S. ambassador to
the Court of St. James, Joseph P. Kennedy, in London. A handwritten note at the
bottom of the page read, "Joe, I need your views on this immediately.
Franklin." Harris shot a picture of it and turned the page.
Next was Kennedy's
response to Roosevelt. "Dear Mr. President: Attached is my report on T-22.
The PM's views are verbatim. Godspeed. Joe."
Harris read the
attached two-page report. "PM" was the Prime Minister, Winston
Churchill, who was quoted by Ambassador Kennedy in the next paragraph.
Harris read only
three lines when he heard himself saying, "Holy shit."
Harris called Melissa and said he needed to see her as soon as
possible. She told him to come down to Miami, it was only an hour away, so he
and Kobie caught the next plane. Melissa picked them up at the airport and
headed for the beach. It was five o'clock and still sunny when they
arrived.
If you grew
up in Seattle, as Harris had, you either longed for the sun or considered it a
useless relic. Harris was in the latter category. If the soupy air in
Washington was bad, the molasses air of Miami was worse. Naturally, his
daughter loved it. Kobie was playing on the beach and frolicking knee-deep in
the ocean while Harris and Melissa sat in the shade of a cabana, drinking iced
teas and digging their feet into the sand.
Sand. That was
another thing Harris could do without.
"During World War Two," he said,
"the FBI had a big operation in Buenos Aires, which was a haven for German
spies. The Bureau developed a snitch named Thomas Tibalt von Albusser, code
name T-22, a German foreign-service officer whose loyalty to booze and women
exceeded his loyalty to the Führer. Fortunately for our side, his tastes
required cash." He cupped his hands and yelled at Kobie: "Don't go in
too deep, honey!" She waved and splashed the water with big swings of her
arms.
"In the summer
of 1943," Harris said, "von Albusser contacted his FBI control agent
and said he had something hot for sale. When our man met him, von Albusser said
a well-placed friend told him the Gestapo was planning to arrest a
fourteen-year-old boy at a convent in the south of France and take him to
Auschwitz—not as a prisoner, but to live with Josef Mengele and his wife."
"Mengele?"
"Yeah. According
to T-22, Himmler himself arranged it."
"Why?"
"I'll get to
that in a second." He sucked some iced tea through a straw. "T-22
told his control agent that a beautiful young cabaret singer, stage name
Quince, was the daughter of England's Lord Halliburton. Halliburton was a Nazi
sympathizer with aristocratic connections and an ambitious politician who saw himself as a rival to
Winston Churchill." A smile crossed Harris's face.
"Did I miss
something?" Melissa said.
"No, I was just
thinking about a crack about him Churchill made while he was sitting on the
can. Anyway, Halliburton's daughter aspired to be the next Greta Garbo, so she
hangs out with a fast crowd in Berlin that includes England's Prince Edward,
the heir to the throne who speaks German and spends vacations with his German
relatives. We're talking Berlin in the roaring twenties, Cabaret, smoky
rooms, sex, drugs, alcohol, whatever."
He cupped his hands
to yell another warning at Kobie, then thought what the heck, and relaxed.
"What year was
it?" Melissa said.
"It was
1927," Harris said. "At this point, Hitler is basically a
power-hungry wannabe raising rabble with the boys in the beer halls, but some
of the guys who eventually signed on with him like to kick back and relax. One
night in Berlin one of them meets this pretty young singer from London called
Quince. The fact that she's Lord Halliburton's daughter must have been an added
attraction, although if you saw her photograph you'd know she didn't need any.
"Pretty?"
"Very. She gives
this Nazi the codename 'Fritz' and they have a fling and she gets pregnant,
probably on New Year's Eve 1927. They correspond a few times, and at one point
she takes a train to Düsseldorf to meet him and tell him she's bearing his
child. Fritz is not amused and tells her it's out of the question. She is not
amused with his response and leaves in a huff. They break off communications,
and in September 1928, the Honorable Elizabeth Quincy Halliburton, a distant
cousin to the queen, gives birth to the son of a man destined to be a
high-level Nazi in the Third Reich."
Melissa's foot
stopped digging in the sand.
Harris said,
"Quince's father takes her out of London and puts her on his country
estate to give birth to the kid quietly and put it up for adoption. She has a
little boy, but once she sees him, she tells daddy she can't give him up. She keeps him for two years, at
which point somebody in the royal family gets wind of what's going on and goes
bananas. Instead of arguing about it, Lord Halliburton gives the boy a fake
name—Henry Hallam Brandon—and puts him in a French convent and orphanage.
Quince never sees her son again."
"Could I have
some more iced tea?" Melissa said.
Harris poured.
"Cut to fourteen
years later, 1943, the middle of World War Two, England and America and Russia
against the Nazis," Harris said. "The FBI agent running von Albusser
in Buenos Aires considers T-22's story about Quince and the Nazi to be good
enough to report it directly to J. Edgar Hoover, who immediately sees its
potential. If they can find out who Fritz is—maybe it's Joseph Goebbels, or
Heinrich Himmler, or maybe even Adolf Hitler himself—they can blackmail the
Germans into a concession of some kind, or at least embarrass the hell out of
them. After all, one of their self-righteous Aryan symbols of moral purity has
fathered an illegitimate child by an English girl and deliberately dumped her
and the baby. In those days, that meant something."
“Go on.”
"J. Edgar tells
President Roosevelt he's got a handle on a good rumor, and the President
directs Joe Kennedy, his ambassador to England, to check it out. Kennedy talks
to Winston Churchill, who says Lord Halliburton is a royal pain in the ass he'd
dearly love to embarrass but they can't use the story because it would damage
the country's war effort more than it would hurt Hitler and the Third Reich.
"FDR gets this
message from Ambassador Kennedy and tells Hoover to drop it. Hoover puts the
information into his Official and Confidential blackmail file, and Helen Gandy,
his personal assistant, tucks it away. Meanwhile, our man von Albusser is
discovered by the Nazis to be a spy, gets recalled to Berlin, and takes a
bullet. So the whole story gets buried."
"Adalwolf is a
big-time Nazi's son?"
"He is if T-22's
story is accurate. Keep in mind that people who trade information for cash
sometimes make things up. On the other hand, the files say T-22 was reliable, and that several people close to
Hitler knew about the story and helped cover it up. There's a reported exchange
between Himmler and Goebbels about damage control. I can't find anything that
knocks the story down."
"Then maybe it's
true. Why else would Himmler go to the trouble of using the Gestapo to take a
kid out of a convent?"
"Good question.
My guess is they tortured von Albusser before they shot him, discovered that
the story of Quince and the baby had leaked, and went straight to the convent
and grabbed the kid to put him under wraps."
"But why send
him to Auschwitz?"
"What better
place to hide someone?"
She thought about it.
"Why not just kill him?"
"They probably
considered it, but he was the son of British aristocrats, and you don't kill an
asset like that until you figure out whether keeping him on ice can do you some
good later on. Also, maybe the father was reluctant to kill his own flesh and
blood. By the way, you know what Adalwolf means?"
"No idea."
"It's a
variation on Adolf."
"Really. So the
kid was named in honor of the Führer?"
Harris said,
"Hard to say whether Adalwolf gave the name to himself or was given it by
someone else, but it explains why he doesn't show up in any of the SS
records."
"What about the
name he had in the convent, Henry Hallam Brandon?"
"I've got
somebody at the Berlin Document Center looking for it right now," Harris
said.
"But how would
Adalwolf have known he was the son of a high-ranking Nazi? Surely the SS
wouldn't have told him that."
"When he got to
Auschwitz, he must have asked Mengele why he'd been kidnapped by the Gestapo
and put in a concentration camp," he said. "How could he not? Life in
Auschwitz wasn't exactly Fast Times at Ridgemont High."
"So Mengele
tells him he's the bastard son of a big Nazi?" she said. "I doubt
that. Would you trust a teenager with information that sensitive?"
"While the Third
Reich is alive and kicking, no way," Harris said, "but once it's in
ashes and Mengele's getting ready to make a run for his life, sure, I'd tell
him then. Why not?"
Melissa was weighing
it.
Harris said, "I
don't find it difficult to imagine Adalwolf knew who his father was. What's
missing is what happened to his mother, Quince. I confirmed she had connections
with the royal family, but there's no record that she had a child in
1928."
"Now that's
something I find easy to believe," Melissa said. "Lord Halliburton
wouldn't have left those tracks uncovered."
Harris dug his feet
into the sand in search of coolness. "How does any of this help us find
him?"
Melissa didn't have
an answer for that, but somewhere down a corridor of her mind a voice of
intuition was saying, Of course it's going to be helpful. Don't
you see?
"By the
way," Harris said, "I did a background check on Eric Brandt,
and he comes up clean."
"You didn't tell
me you were doing that."
"I didn't need
to."
It made her realize
how long she'd been out of it. "Ben and I are having an early dinner
tonight," she said. "Why don't you and Kobie join us?"
"I would, but
after two days of Disney World, it's early to bed."
"For you or
Kobie?"
"Me. Kobie's
looking for an all-night poker game."
"We'll get
together tomorrow night." Melissa's face dropped and her hand went to her
belly. "Oh, my God," she said. "I just felt a kick."
Harris smiled at
that. "Congratulations."
"Wait till I
tell Ben," she said. "Every time it happens it makes him happy."
Ben asked Melissa to pour him a glass of wine while he went into
the kitchen to get their salad. It was nothing
elaborate—Boston lettuce with pear slices, walnuts, and a blue-cheese
dressing—but he had an ingredient to add to it, and considering what it was, he
had to do it right.
He used a pair of
silver tongs to lift the salad from a large bowl and place it on two plates,
keeping an eye on the door. After adding the dressing, he opened a cabinet and
took out a metal canister with a label that read tapioca root.
That's what it said,
but he knew better.
He unscrewed the lid
and removed a white tuber of cassava, a root native to Brazil that was
cultivated in Florida. Holding it over the plate on his left, he scraped tiny
slivers of it onto the salad, still keeping an eye on the door. Uncooked
cassava contained enough prussic acid to cause cyanide poisoning, which is what
he wanted. Not too much—too much could cause convulsions, coma, and death —just
enough to create some gastroenteritis and nausea. He'd worked with the root
before and knew how much to use.
When he finished
scraping, he replaced the root in the canister and, after scrubbing his hands
in the sink, picked up the salad plates and carried them into the dining room.
The wine had been poured for him, water for her, and Melissa was in her chair.
He served her the
cassava-spiked greens, then sat at his place and laid a linen napkin on his
lap. He lifted his glass. "To the baby," he said, and they both
drank. "So, tell me what happened today."
She outlined what she
and Harris had discovered in Orlando. He listened quietly, careful not to probe
too much. There was no need. After tonight, her mind would no longer be on the
investigation, it'd be on the baby, and she'd be in his care until it was born.
Everything was still
going according to plan.
She didn't know what woke her first, the howling rain or the
shutter beating against her window. Maybe it was the pain in her abdomen. It
felt like the baby had decided to learn how to skip rope.
Melissa turned to see the clock next to the bed, which read five
minutes to one. When she turned back, a stab to her midsection brought an
audible groan. What was going on? She and Ben had eaten nothing that would
cause pain this intense. She waited a moment, hoping it would pass, but it
didn't. Then a wave of nausea swept over her.
She got up
and walked to the bathroom wearing David's navy blue T-shirt and a pair of his
cotton boxers. A night light above the bathroom sink lit her way. She hit the
light switch, squinted, and opened the medicine cabinet. There was
Pepto-Bismol, Alka-Seltzer, Mylanta, and Phenergan, an antinausea medicine safe
to use with pregnancy.
She opened the vial,
shook out a salmon-colored pill, and held it between her lips as she picked up
an empty glass for some water. Another wave of pain punched her in the belly so
hard she dropped the glass, shattering it on the marble countertop. Then she
doubled over and vomited into the toilet. After a second retch, she leaned
against the sink with her head down, breathing hard, trying to compose herself.
Her left palm burned from a shard of broken glass; she pulled it out and ran
cold water on it, then rinsed her mouth and reached for a towel.
She took another hit
in the belly.
Bent over in pain,
she shuffled back to the bed and lay on her side. Ben was at the other end of
the house, but she was too sick to get him. She placed her hands on her abdomen
and drew her knees up tight and waited.
The pain got worse.
She saw her Palm
Pilot on the nightstand, reached for it, and found Eric Brandt's entry. She
lifted the receiver and dialed. The phone answered:
"This is Dr.
Eric Brandt, I'm not able to take your call at the moment, but if you'll . .
."
Beep.
"Eric, it's
Melissa, I'm in terrible pain, I can't move, call me, please." She hung
up. But what if he didn't call back until morning? Then she had a better idea
—she should have thought of it in the first place. She dialed her own number
—Ben had a second line in his room.
"Hello?"
Ben's sleepy voice said.
"Ben . . . It's
me. I need help."
The ringers on Eric Brandt's telephones were turned off, but the
volume setting on his answering machine, in his study down the hall, was on
high. He was sleeping easily when Melissa's voice reached him, raising dreamy
images of a woman speaking through a megaphone. He couldn't make out the words,
which troubled him and stirred him more or less awake. He hovered in
semiconsciousness, waiting to wake up or go back to sleep.
He went back to
sleep.
Ben entered Melissa's room in blue silk pajamas and leather
slippers, his hair mussed, his beard swirled, and one of the temples on his
glasses outside his ear. Melissa lay on the bed with her knees still drawn up
to her chest, hyperventilating. She'd managed to turn on the bedside lamp.
"What is
it?" Ben said.
"Terrible pain
in my belly," she said.
He rolled her onto
her back and lowered her knees far enough to palpate her abdomen. She groaned
when he touched her.
"We have to get
you to the clinic," he said.
"What's
wrong?"
"You're having premature contractions.
I need to get some Terbutaline into your uterus or you'll abort."
"Good God."
She sat up slowly. "What's causing it?"
"Stress, most
likely," he said. "Can you stand?"
She got to her feet.
He said, "I'll
get your raincoat and help you to the car."
Eric Brandt woke up and blinked against the darkness. The voice
he'd heard in his dream sounded as if it might have come from his answering
machine. He got out of bed and walked to his study, rubbing his hair. The
message light was blinking. He hit "Play" and listened to Melissa's
call: Terrible pain, I can't move, call me back. What was going on?
The clock read
quarter after one, which was a hell of a time to be calling her, but she
sounded bad. He picked up the phone and dialed Ben's number. Never know. The
phone rang three times and Ben's voice mail greeting came on.
That's weird. Where
were they?
"Ben, Melissa,
it's me, Eric. I know it's late, but I thought I'd better get back to you. Give
me a call."
He hung up and padded
back to bed and lay down thinking that as long as she was with Ben she was in
good hands. He rolled over. He had surgery in the morning. He needed some
sleep. He closed his eyes.
Ben's black four-door Mercedes pulled into the underground garage
at the clinic like a ship coming in from sea. Melissa lay quietly on the back
seat in the fetal position, listening to the windshield wipers beating against
the glass. She and Ben had made the trip from the house in fifteen minutes.
Ben opened the back
door and helped Melissa onto her feet, then through a steel fire door, which he
opened with his security card, and over to the elevator. When they reached the
fourth floor, they walked to the door to the clinic. Ben had his key ready and
opened it—the doorbell sounded —and helped her through the reception room, down
the hallway, and into the first operating room they came to. He turned on the
overhead lights and eased her onto an examining table with stirrups and
armrests. Once she was down, he walked to a sink and washed up. After tossing a
paper towel into a foot-levered waste can, he pulled on a pale yellow
disposable surgeon's gown and returned to the table.
He drew a
stainless-steel tray of instruments closer to him. "How are you
feeling?" he said, lifting a pair of latex gloves from a box.
"Still in
pain."
He pulled on the
gloves, cleaned the back of her right hand with an alcohol pad, and inserted a
white plastic catheter into a vein. Moving quickly, he attached dual ports to
the catheter and used the first to run a line from a bag of saline, adjusting
the plastic clamp to drip every few seconds to keep her vein open. Next he
unscrewed the cap on a bottle of Versed, an anesthetic, drew it into a syringe,
removed the needle, and stuck the hub of the syringe into the second port
leading to her vein. He pushed the plunger down about an eighth of an inch.
"You should feel
relaxed any second," he said.
She felt the room
spin a little . . . felt all her muscles turn buttery.
She turned her head
and saw him walk to a counter, take plastic-covered sterile instruments from
drawers, lay them on a paper-lined tray, and set them on a rolling table next
to her. He pulled an ultrasound machine into place near her head, on his left,
and snapped on the toggle switches. Letting it warm up, he walked to the door
and lowered the lights with a rheostat and returned to the table. After pulling
a backless stool on casters up to the side, he sat down and sharpened the image
and color on the ultrasound machine. It glowed in the soft-lit room.
"How are you
doing?" he said.
"Still . . .
hurting."
He stood up and moved
to his right, swung the stirrups into place, and set her feet in them. She felt
something wrapped around her ankles and lifted her head. When she saw straps,
she tensed. "Why do I have to be ... tied down?"
"I'm going to
inject your uterus wall with Terbutaline," he said. "An involuntary
twitch with a needle near the fetus could be dangerous."
He wrapped Velero
straps around her calves, knees, and thighs, then moved the armrests into place
and strapped down her wrists, elbows, and biceps. In all the procedures she'd
had, she'd never been pinned down like this and didn't understand. She didn't
like it. It didn't feel right.
He sat on his stool
and poured reddish-brown Betadine into a stainless-steel tray, then broke open
a half-dozen gauze pads and dropped them into the solution. Letting them soak,
he lifted her T-shirt and pulled her boxer shorts down, exposing her from her
bikini line to her midriff.
She tensed against
the straps and told herself to relax. He's your doctor. Do what he says.
He's going to save your baby.
He lifted a
Betadine-soaked gauze pad and cleaned a wide area on her abdomen below the
bellybutton. After tossing it into a kick bucket, he repeated the process four
more times.
A plastic bottle
appeared in his hand. He squirted a blob of translucent blue jelly above and
below her bellybutton to lubricate the ultrasound wand. It occurred to her that
it wasn't easy for him to have to do everything alone; ordinarily there'd be a
nurse and an anesthesiologist to assist. Just get it over with. She
didn't know how much longer she could fight off the rising claustrophobia.
He pulled a
condom-like sheath over the white plastic ultrasound probe and laid it on her
stomach, then adjusted the dials on the machine. She turned her head to see the
monitor. A colorful blizzard disappeared and she could see the outlines of her
fetus. Look at that—the baby's asleep.
Ben said, "I
think we caught it in time."
After sharpening the
image, he tore open a package containing a sterile drape and laid it over her
lower body, then did the same above. He lifted more cellophane packages, tore
them open, and let the instruments slide out onto a sterile cover on the tray.
She saw syringes. Needles. One of them very long. Longer than any she'd seen
before.
"How bad is
this. . . going to be?" she asked.
"You'll feel a
little discomfort," he said.
Oh, God.
She watched him turn
a small bottle of medication upside down, stick a small-gauge needle into the
diaphragm, and draw out some fluid.
"It's
Lidocaine," he said, "to desensitize you for the needle." He
injected her below the bellybutton. She felt a sting, a burning sensation, then
numbness. She became aware of pain in her legs. Without realizing it, she was
struggling hard against the restraining straps.
"Take the straps
off. . . until we're ready, okay?" she said.
"We're ready
now," he said.
He got up and walked to a refrigerator at the side of the room and
came back carrying a gunmetal-gray thermos. When he unscrewed the top, wisps of
fog from dry ice rose in the air.
"What. . . is that?"
she said.
"It's the drug
we're injecting into your uterus."
A drug on ice?
He sat down and
pulled a strap across her midriff, then another across her pelvis so that her
entire body was totally immobilized. Instinctively, the small of her back
arched but went nowhere.
It was all she could
do to keep from losing it.
He raised a surgeon's
mask, placed a pair of safety glasses on his eyes, and adjusted the elastic
strap behind his head.
He drew a pair of
sterile surgical gloves over the latex ones.
He lifted the long
needle and screwed it onto the hub of an empty syringe, then placed the tip of
the needle below her bellybutton.
He pushed it in.
She nearly fainted.
Steel in my
belly—this is crazy —I can't do this!
"Close your eyes
and count backward from a hundred," he said.
"One hundred.
Ninety-nine. Ninety-eight. . ." Breathing like a racehorse.
She felt the pressure
of the needle entering her abdomen, more weird than painful. "Ninety-one,
ninety." She opened her eyes and looked at the monitor.
"Don't
move!" Ben said.
She closed her eyes.
"Eighty-nine." It was like being buried in sand up to her neck. Don't
panic — pretend it's okay —don't panic.
"Still in
pain?"
"Yes."
"You're
definitely having contractions," he said.
He watched on the
monitor as the needle moved through her body toward the uterus.
"Keep
counting."
"Eighty-eight,
eighty-seven, eighty-six . . ."
"What are you
feeling?"
"Claustrophobic." A sense-memory came flooding back of the
time she'd been locked in a closet—the darkness, the smell of wool coats and
rubber boots. I can't breathe — somebody open the door!
He continued guiding
the needle toward its objective.
"Breathe deeply
and stay still. We're almost there."
She opened her eyes
again and looked at the monitor and saw the black line of the needle
approaching the wall of her uterus. Her pores opened like morning glories. She
began to hyperventilate. I gotta get up a second, Ben, let me up.
"Take it easy,
Melissa."
"I'm starting to
freak out."
"Talk to
me," he said.
"Oh, God. I . .
. I don't. . . I can't do this." The claustrophobia s crushing
me, I can't breathe.
"Keep
counting."
"I can't. .
."
"What are you
planning to name the baby?"
"I don't know. I
don't know. Oh, Christ, I'm going crazy— " My hair must be turning
white, I can feel it tingling on my scalp.
"Tell me what's
going on with Harris," he said.
She began breathing
out of control, on the verge of a meltdown. Harris Harris Harris. Her
legs and arms strained against the straps.
"Don't
move!" he said.
I didn't
move, if I moved I didn't mean to, I can't help it, I have to move, I'm going
crazy!
He reached out and
added a sedative to her veins, then returned his focus to the needle on the
monitor. A sheen of perspiration covered his forehead.
"Nothing . . .
new," she said. Save me, drugs, save me, please save me.
"Any more news
from the convent?" he said.
"No."
Dizzy, her heart-fluttering against her ribs. Heart attack any second now,
don't think about it, listen, listen and talk to him, answer him and listen. "What.
. . kinda news?"
"I don't know,
another photograph, something Mother Marie-Catherine might have recalled after
he left the convent."
She opened her eyes.
The needle was touching the uterus now, she could see it on the monitor. As if
sensing it, the baby moved away from the point of contact like a goldfish
moving away from a finger dipped in its bowl. Her head was swimming.
Those words. . . she
couldn't make sense out of them. Don't know what that means, I didn't hear
that right, why don't I know that name. Confusion descended.
"Mother . . .
Marie . . . who?" she said.
Eric's Porsche Carrera pulled around the semicircular driveway at
Ben's house and came to a stop in the driving rain. He turned off the engine
and sat looking through the rivulets of water running down the windshield.
There were lights on inside. Someone was awake.
He got out and ran in
his poncho to the front door, rang the bell and waited. No one came.
He banged a heavy
brass knocker and waited. Still no answer. Where were they?
He saw the garage
door standing open, ran to it, entered. Ben's Mercedes was gone, but Melissa's
BMW was there. He walked to the interior door, found it unlocked. He walked
into the breezeway, his rain-soaked parka leaving a trail of water on the
floor.
"Hello?" He
walked into the main hallway. "It's Eric —anybody home?"
He looked in the
unlit living room, then walked to the guest bedroom. The lights were on, the
bed unmade, a Palm Pilot lying on the sheet. He picked it up and set it on the
bedside table. The adjoining bathroom door was open.
He walked inside,
crunching broken glass beneath his feet. Looking down, he saw a plastic bottle
of Pepto-Bismol lying in the corner and traces of vomit in the toilet. An
overturned vial had scattered salmon-colored pills on the countertop, and there
were more shards of glass in the sink. He lifted the vial and read the label.
It said phenergan.
He knew what that
meant.
He headed for his
car.
"I said . . . who is. . . Mother
Marie-Catherine?" Melissa said.
"You know who
she is, the nun Harris interviewed at the convent. Look at that." He was
staring at the monitor. The needle had pierced the uterine wall and was
entering the amniotic sac.
Harris never told me the name of the nun, never told me, I'm sure
he never told me, so how does Ben know unless Harris told him, but when did he do that, when, when did Harris tell
him, he wouldn't have told him, I'm in a fog but I know he wouldn't have told
him without telling me, so how does Ben know the name of the nun unless he met
her, unless he met her, unless he knew her at the convent, when he was a child,
when he lived there, he lived there, he lived with the nun, he lived in the
convent with the nun, as a little boy, he lived there as—
Oh, God. Oh, no.
Oh, God.
Her face went numb. I'm
hallucinating—no I'm not—oh my God I have to get up, I have to break the straps
and get up RIGHT NOW.
"Don't
move!" Ben said. "I'm into the fluid!"
She lifted her head. "What are you doing . . . to my
baby?" My baby my baby he's hurting my baby—don't hurt my baby—WHAT ARE
YOU DOING TO MY BABY?
"Look at
it!" he said of the sonogram image. "It's so lively!" His hands
were on her belly and the needle was inside the inner sanctum.
"No . . . for
God's sake, Ben . . . don't. . ."
"Hold
still!"
Her head fell back. A
butterfly on a board, a pin through its belly, pinned to the board, its
wings still beating, Mom's nail-polish remover on a Q-tip, touch it to the
butterfly's head and its wings stop beating, now it's gone, it's gone, it's
still pretty but it's dead and it's pinned down but it's dead, that's me,
pinned down with my baby, we're dead, I can't breathe.
He held the syringe
with one hand and wiped his brow with the other. "You were bound to find
out sooner or later," he said.
Oh, God, he
admitted it—the last shred of hope is gone. I have to get up, I can't breathe,
something heavy's on my chest, I can't breathe, look at all the butterflies
flying around the room —those aren't butterflies, you idiot, those are spots in
front of your eyes. You're fainting.
Eric shifted into third and got on his cell phone. He dialed the
clinic and let it ring. The off-hours announcement
came on; he disconnected and dialed Ben's direct
line. After three rings it rolled over to the same recording.
He hung up and kept
driving toward South Dixie Highway, which would
take him north to the clinic. Wait a minute: Maybe they'd gone to Health-South
Doctors' Hospital. It was on campus only a mile from Ben's house, and he had
privileges. If she was in serious trouble, that's where they'd go.
He fishtailed onto
University Drive and wound out toward Health-South Doctors'.
She felt herself floating off the examining table as if gravity had
disappeared from the earth. She stared at Ben in search of the joke, the
explanation, the sign that he was still the person she knew, but all she saw
was Adalwolf and all her thoughts were jumbled like a dropped deck of cards.
David, NTX, dying children, Sergeant Sherwood, Josef Mengele, Grandma Esther,
Auschwitz, her baby, her baby, her baby.
He increased
her Versed and checked his watch. "We don't have much time."
"What are you .
. . doing to me?"
He repositioned
himself on his stool and concentrated on the needle in her belly.
"Pregnancy runs by a clock," he said, watching the monitor.
"Midcycle conception, hormone treatment for fourteen days, eighteen hours
of incubation, staged fetal development. You're in your fourteenth week, which
means we're a little early, but with you and Harris breathing down my neck, I
need you now. Okay, it's time to hold still again."
"Need me .
. . for what. . ." This is a dream . . . no, stop wishing and start
coping . . . How? I'm pinned down by the man who killed all those people . . .
the man who killed my husband.
He checked her vital
signs. "I always thought you'd recognize me in the photograph taken at
Block 19," he said. "I wasn't the young fellow kneeling in front—that
was Benjamin Ben-Zevi. I was the one in the lab coat standing off to the
side."
Questions bursting
out all over my mind. Stay awake, stay awake, talk and stay awake . . . "You
murdered Ben-Zevi . . . and took his name?"
"Of course, but
there's no need to be so melodramatic about it. Chloroform was a painless way
to die. Good lord, Melissa. We were not barbarians."
Not barbarians,
good, good, not barbarians . . . no, they were worse than barbarians.
He unscrewed the syringe from the long needle sticking out of
her belly. "He'd stolen your grandmother's pendant," he said,
"which couldn't be overlooked."
He drew liquid from the bottle in the gunmetal-gray container, then screwed the
syringe to the long needle in her womb.
"The emulsion is
full of tiny bubbles so the ultrasound can pick it up," he said.
"You'll be able to see it enter the amniotic fluid."
Stay awake.
He pushed the plunger on the large syringe the slightest bit.
"What are you .
. . putting in me?"
"If you remember
correctly, I told you I killed a child on Christmas Eve, 1944," he said.
"I just didn't say it was Ben-Zevi. The rest of the story was true,
though: The little girl I made him kill, the snow falling peacefully. It was a
beautiful night."
He's pushing the
plunger in more.
"When the
Russians were approaching Auschwitz in 1945, I thought I was a dead duck, but
then it occurred to me that if I'd taken Ben-Zevi's life, why not take the rest
of him? I had his file and I knew his personality and his story. We had
somewhat similar features. He was younger, but in the camp you couldn't tell a
twelve-year-old prisoner from a hundred-year-old man. I escaped before the
Russians arrived, stayed with Mengele at Gross-Rosen for a while, then lived
with a family in a town fifty kilometers away for the next year. After that, I
made my way to Israel and then to New York as Benjamin Ben-Zevi, liberated Jew.
Look at that."
She lifted her head
and saw the tip of the needle inside her womb. Gray liquid began curling into
her amniotic fluid like ink in water. She watched it cloud up. He's killing
my baby.
He checked his watch
again.
"Whenever I
learned a new Yiddish word, I thought, isn't this something? Me, the foster son
of Dr. Josef Mengele, passing for a Jew!"
He folded his arms
and waited.
"Telling you
this is a load off my mind, actually. By the way, I never had a tattoo. You
heard about that from two eyewitnesses, one of whom was me speaking as
Ben-Zevi, the other the survivor's widow in Toronto whom I hired to play the
role. We won't have to wait much longer. How's the pain in your abdomen?"
Tattoo . . .
Adalwolf has no tattoo.
"It'll be gone
shortly," he said. "You're not having contractions, my dear. The
baby's fine. I put a little cassava in your salad so you'd wake up with a tummy
ache, that's all." He took a drink of water from a plastic bottle and
offered her some. She turned her head.
"Jews think
they're so clever," he said. "They're good with books, but when it
comes to understanding the world as it is, they lack tsaychel. You know
what that is?" He checked his watch, then reached out and injected another
small dose. "It's Yiddish for common sense."
Still injecting me
. . . looking at his watch . . . waiting for something to happen.
"Look at Europe
before World War Two," he said with his arms folded. "Jews in Germany
had more money, education, and success than anybody, and what did they do? They
let the Nazis round them up and cart them off to the ovens like sheep. Where
did they think those railroad cars were going, to a picnic?"
That thermos holds
something sick, oh, God.
He placed the bottle
back in the canister. When he turned it, she saw an orange-and-black warning
symbol that signified biological hazard.
"If you think
they were fools before the Holocaust, look what they did
afterward," he said. "You'd think Holocaust survivors above all would
realize that ghettos makes you easy prey, right? So what do they do? They
create the mother of all ghettos, Israel! Squeezed themselves into it like fish
in a barrel!" He adjusted his surgeon's mask.
What is he talking
about?
"Unbelievable," he said. "Four years after the Warsaw
ghetto, Jews round themselves up and put themselves in a
concentration camp and call it home! They're even building walls around it with
barbed wire now, just like the camps! Before you know it they'll be installing
guard towers with machine guns and searchlights!" He screwed on the top of
the thermos. "And where do they locate this grand bastion of security? In
the middle of a hundred and fifty million goddamned Arabs! What idiots!
They're goyishe kops with Jewish blood!"
He reached out and
injected another dose of the liquid.
No more, no more,
no more.
"Let me tell you
something, my dear. Every time a suicide bomber kills another Jew, Hitler
dances on their grave. Don't you see, he's still doing it to them! He's still
winning! Without him there'd be no Holocaust, and without the Holocaust there'd
be no Israel, and without Israel you wouldn't have all those fish in a
barrel!"
Fish? What fish?
He watched the liquid
furl into her womb on the ultrasound screen.
" 'Never again'
they say, but what they don't realize is that it's never stopped." His
eyes were glued to the monitor. "We're almost done."
He pushed the plunger
to the bottom.
Break the straps .
. . if you don't, you'll go stark raving mad and die.
"You're sure she's not here," Eric said to the
clerk in hospital admitting.
"Positive," she said.
"No calls?"
"Nothing. Maybe you should try Mount Zion."
Eric nodded.
"Right," he said, tapping the countertop. Frustrated, he pushed away
and headed back toward the parking lot.
Relax, she's with
Ben. Go home and get some sleep. You've got surgery in five hours.
It's not really about making matzohs out of Christian children's
blood or any of those other silly blood libels," Adalwolf said.
"That's not why everybody hates the Jews." He moved the ultrasound
probe and squinted at the monitor. "I'll tell you what it is." He
checked his watch. "Is your stomach feeling better?"
She closed her eyes,
spilling tears. Disconnect until this is over, Melissa. Cut the sanity cord
and disconnect.
"I once heard
Mengele tell this brilliant Jewish doctor who was forced to do autopsies that
there were two great races on earth, Aryans and Jews, but unfortunately there
was room for only one. The problem was, the Jews thought they were chosen to be
it."
He picked up a small
light and leaned forward to examine her eyes.
"Chosen by whom,
I ask you? And chosen for what? Chosen by God to suffer more than the rest of
us? Chosen to turn their precious misery into moral superiority and position?
That's how they look at it, you know, as if they're better than the rest of us.
Sheer, unadulterated arrogance is the reason the world hates Jews, my dear.
You're perspiring a little."
Her eyelids were
leaden. "No . . . don't. . ." Please don't hurt my child.
"Sh, sh,
sh," he said, "Save your breath, I know what you want to say. Living
as Ben-Zevi, believe me, I've heard it a thousand times. You want to tell me
how six million Jews created wheatfields and olive groves and orange trees and
made the desert bloom. You want to list the names of Jewish Nobel prizewinners
and universities and medical cures and tell me how Jews have created a military
regime so strong no combination of Arabs can crush it. You want to tell me how
Germans took the most advanced civilization in the world and reduced it to
rubble twice in one generation. But don't you see? Your defense is your
indictment, because when you add it all up, what you're saying is you're
smarter and better than everyone else. Jews are the ones who see themselves as
the master race, not Aryans. And that's just not acceptable."
He broke out an ice
pack and laid it on her forehead.
Cold and heavy . .
.
"But none of
this banter really matters. The only thing that matters is the lesson I learned
from an old Jew many years ago." He laid his fingers on her wrist and took
her pulse. "The story goes like this. An emperor was riding his horse one
day when he came across a Jew standing at the side of the road. He stopped and
said to his lieutenant, 'How dare that man not kneel before me! Cut off his
head!' The lieutenant pulled out his sword and did as he was told and rejoined
the emperor at his side." He lifted the ice pack off her head.
"A few miles down the road, they came
to another Jew, this one kneeling like a good supplicant with his head bowed.
The emperor stopped again and said to his lieutenant, 'How dare that old man
mock me with false respect! Cut off his head!' The lieutenant pulled out his
sword and again did as he was told."
He dried her face
with a paper towel.
"Upon returning
to the emperor's side, the lieutenant said, "Pardon me, sire, but I'm a
little confused about my orders. If I'm supposed to kill some subjects for
kneeling and other subjects for not kneeling, how am I supposed to know who to
kill?"
"Very
simple," the emperor said. "If he's a Jew, kill him." He moved
the kick bucket with his foot. "In the end, that's all you need to know.
If he's a Jew, kill him." He tossed in the paper towel.
Emperor. . .
emperor. . . She began shivering, her teeth clenched. Jaw hurts . . .
cold . . . I'm having a convulsion . . . but how would I know? I've never had one before.
He took hold of the
syringe and withdrew the needle smoothly. When it was out, he unscrewed it from
the hub and dropped it into a sharps box.
"As brilliant
and hardworking as they are, Jews have created nothing but misery for the human
race," he said. "In my lifetime alone, they gave us World Wars One
and Two, and now they're trying to give us Armageddon with a billion
Muslims."
He reached out and
brushed her hair away from her face.
Please . . .
someone. Anyone. Please.
"No way, my
dear. You are going to save us from this scourge right here and now." He got off his stool
and started to walk away, saying, "I'll get you a blanket. Oh" —he
stopped short—"I forgot to tell you. Congratulations. It's a boy."
Eric pulled into the basement garage and parked in the space next
to Ben's black Mercedes. He was glad to see it. If she was here instead of the
hospital, she couldn't be in too much trouble.
He got out of his
Porsche and hit the remote lock. The headlights blinked and the car made a
small quack. He walked to the steel fire door and reached into his back pocket
for his security card. Damn, he'd forgotten to bring his wallet. Now what?
He walked back to his
car, unlocked the door, and reached in for his cell phone. After locking the
doors again, he walked up the car ramp until his phone found a clear signal,
then he headed for the front door of the building as he dialed. A minute later
someone answered: "Clarion Security."
"This is Dr.
Eric Brandt at the Myrna Ben-Zevi Fertility Clinic," he said. "I'm
afraid I locked myself out."
"No problem, Dr.
Brandt. Bear with me while we run a security check. What's your mother's maiden
name?"
Adalwolf laid a blanket over Melissa and sat on his stool with his
arms folded.
"Please
. . . untie me," Melissa said. She was awake and her eyes were open. Her
face felt tight, as if all the blood and moisture had been drained out of it.
"Can't," he
said. He wiped his forehead with a towel. The ultrasound probe was still
resting on her stomach beneath the blanket. "Not yet."
Not yet? What else
is he going to do? Stay awake . . . talk.
"What happened .
. . to my grandmother?" she said.
"I told you, she
drowned at Coney Island."
"You said it
happened . . . before you got there . . . but that's not true . . .is it?"
"Oh, aren't you
alert," he said. He placed a new syringe of sedative into the port on her
catheter. "I knew she'd recognize me as Adalwolf instead of Ben-Zevi when
I got to New York, so I arranged to meet her on the beach at night." He
checked his watch. "Sadly, there was an accident on the pier and, well . .
."
Melissa closed her
eyes. Keep talking. "You married . . . a Jew," she said.
"Of course I
married a Jew, can you imagine Benjamin Ben-Zevi not? It wasn't that
difficult. Many SS officers had Jewish mistresses."
"She wasn't your
mistress . . . she was your wife."
His head gesture said
"Whatever."
"She annoyed me
for years. I finally had to get rid of her."
Good Lord, he says it
so easily. "What are you . . . going to do . . . to me?"
"I'd hoped to
medicate your false contractions and let you go to term without your knowing
who I am, but I'm afraid you finally got lucky."
Lucky? She wished she
didn't know.
He said, "It
doesn't matter. I've always had a backup plan in case you found out."
Her respiration
increased.
"The next five
months are going to be very pleasant for you," he said. "Blue sky,
warm water, good food, books, television, a hammock."
"What. . . are
you talking about?"
"You'll be
staying in a lovely house I own until the baby's born," he said.
Oh, no. She
pictured a basement bunker, chains, bread and water, cockroaches. . .
A chime. Someone
opened the door to the reception room.
Adalwolf froze, then
put his finger to his lips to shush her and picked up a roll of adhesive tape.
Except for the low whir of the sonogram machine, the room was quiet. He ripped
off a section and placed it over her mouth.
I can't
breathe! I can't breathe! Shaking her head violently from side to side,
jerking hard against the restraining straps.
He got off his stool,
pulled off his gloves and tossed them away, then lowered his surgeon's mask and
walked to the operating-room door. He wanted to get into the hallway before the
security guard reached the OR. He opened a drawer beneath the counter and
pulled out a pair of sharp-tipped surgical scissors, just in case. Hiding them
in his palm, he stepped into the hallway to meet the man.
Instead of a guard
coming around the corner, it was Eric Brandt.
"Ben — what's
going on?"
Adalwolf masked his
surprise. "Premature contractions," he said. "What in the world
brought you here at this hour?"
"Melissa left a
message on my answering machine. Is she all right?"
"She's holding
on fine. I was just going for the Terbutaline. Would you mind grabbing it for
me?"
"No
problem." Eric walked past him toward the medication room. "Is Ginny
here?" he said over his shoulder, taking keys from his pocket.
"No,"
Adalwolf said. He turned back to the OR and pushed the door open.
"How'd you get a
nurse at this hour?" Eric said. He unlocked the door and disappeared
inside the medication room, walked to the cabinet, unlocked it, and found the
Terbutaline. After taking it out, he locked the cabinet again, turned out the
light, and entered the hallway. When he reached the OR, he pushed the door open
and saw Melissa lying on the examining table.
"Hey there, how
are you feel— "
He slowed his walk.
She was covered by a blanket and there was no nurse in the room. He walked to
the side of the examining table and looked down at her and saw—a strip of tape
across her mouth? He lifted the blanket and saw the Velcro restraints, her feet
taped to stirrups, her arms strapped down to the rests. He'd never seen
anything like it.
Her eyes widened and
she began puffing against the tape on her mouth as if signaling him to look
out. He wheeled around but the room was empty. He looked back at Melissa and
peeled the tape off her mouth. "Ben . . ." she said. Ben? Ben
what? You mean . . .
He ran to the door
and looked down the hallway, but it was empty. He ran to the reception room.
The front door was locked from the inside, which meant he'd gone the other way.
He turned and ran to the other end of the hallway, out the back door, and over
to the service elevator. The elevator door was closed. He opened the door to
the emergency exit stairwell but heard no footsteps. Ben was gone.
When a hunter shoots a papa bear, the mama bear gets depressed.
When a hunter shoots a baby bear, the mama bear gets enraged. Melissa was
enraged.
It was three in the
afternoon when she finally woke up in a hospital room with an anesthesia
hangover, but not too fuzzy to be furious. What has he done to my baby?
She turned from her
side onto her back, letting out a painful groan. Harris, who was sitting in a
chair taking notes, heard her stir and looked up. She propped herself on her
elbows and pushed her hair out of her eyes. He put down his notepad and reached
for the phone.
"What
happened?" she said.
Harris spoke into the
receiver: "Tell Dr. Brandt she's awake."
"Where is
Adalwolf?" she asked.
"Don't know,"
he said, hanging up.
She lowered herself
onto her back slowly, painfully.
"How do you
feel?" he said.
"Beat up."
"You've got
bruises on your arms and legs."
And pain below my
bellybutton. "What did he inject me with?"
"We'll know soon. The bottles and the
needles are at the lab."
He gave her a glass
of water. She stared at the ceiling tiles. "How did I miss it,
Harris?"
Harris said,
"Not you, we. Eric missed it, too."
She set the glass of
water on the table. To think I doubted Eric.
Eric Brandt came into
the room, closed the door, and went to her bedside. He picked up her wrist to
take her pulse. "How do you feel?"
"That depends on
what you have to tell me," she said.
He examined her eyes,
felt for swollen glands under her jaw and neck, and placed a thermometer in her
mouth. He sat on the bed. "We did an ultrasound and the baby looks fine.
Did you see the needle actually go in?"
She nodded.
"Did it touch
the fetus?"
She shrugged and
shook her head no.
He took the
thermometer out of her mouth. "No fever," he said. "Any chills?
Headache? Upset stomach?"
"Nothing,"
she said.
"Are you sure
the needle pierced the womb?"
"Positive. I
don't remember a lot, but I remember that."
Eric looked calm but
worried.
"What did he
inject me with?" she said.
"We'll know more
about that when we get the lab report."
The door opened and a
nurse came in, followed by Dr. Otto Heller, a clipboard in hand. The nurse
fussed around and Otto looked unhappy. He asked how she was feeling. She said
sore and bruised. He asked if she had a fever, chills, any signs of the flu.
She said she had nothing like that. He asked Harris if he'd mind leaving the room,
but Melissa said she wanted him to stay. They waited for the nurse to leave and
close the door. Melissa knew something bad was about to happen.
Otto Heller turned a page on his clipboard. "I have a few
facts and a hypothesis. I'll start with the facts. CDC pathology confirms you
were injected with the NTX virus. Or, to be more specific, a version of
it."
Melissa, now
in an isolation room, shouldn't have been surprised, but hearing it drained the
blood from her face. "A version?"
"The micrograph—a
picture of the virus taken with a transmission electron microscope —shows a
virus that's almost identical to NTX. The PCR—that's a technique that gives us
the virus's chemistry—shows a ninety-nine percent DNA match. We're calling it
NTX-2."
"What's it
mean?" she said.
"Not
clear," he said. "The victims who died of NTX-1 began showing
symptoms a few hours after they were exposed. So far, you're showing
nothing."
"Maybe it hasn't
been long enough to kick in," she said.
"Maybe, but if
that's the case, it's different from NTX-1."
"And the
baby?"
"The amniotic
fluid is loaded with it."
"Good God."
"On the other
hand, he looks fine."
"Does that
strike you as weird?"
"Very."
"What do you
think's going on?"
He looked
uncomfortable.
"You may as well
tell me," she said. "My imagination is worse than anything you could
describe."
"Well, this is
conjecture, and doctors hate to guess when —"
"Dr.
Heller?"
"Yes?"
"Just tell
me."
He shifted his weight
from one foot to the other. "I think Adalwolf has engineered a virus that
attacks the Jewish genome."
She blinked.
"I think he's
created a virus that causes a deadly hemorrhagic fever when it encounters cells
that contain Jewish genes."
"Jewish genes?
What are Jewish genes?"
He picked up his
clipboard and a pen. "You remember what a virus is, right?"
"I remember the
comic-book description of the Enza twins, yes."
"Okay, let's look
at the target again—our body's cells. The DNA in our cells determines what they
become—nose cells, fingernail cells, livers, hearts, kidneys. Every
characteristic we have, including our so-called ethnic traits, like the color
of our skin, the texture of our hair, or the shape of our eyes, is shaped by
our DNA."
He paused to pull the
cap off the pen.
"Some ethnic
proclivities we can't see. For example, DNA makes Africans unusually
predisposed to sickle-cell anemia, Jews to Tay-Sachs disease, white males to
cystic fibrosis, and so on. The genetic differences are small and many of them
overlap from one group to another, but not completely."
He started sketching.
"The human
genome project identified the typical genetic makeup of every major group in
the world, including Ashkenazy and Sephardic Jews. Adalwolf is trying to take
advantage of those minute differences by turning the flu into an ethnic killer
of both groups."
He drew two cells,
one with a Star of David, the other with a shamrock. "NTX is toxic enough
to make everyone who contracts it sick to some extent, but when it comes into
contact with protein markers found on the surface of Jewish cells, it goes
wild." Melissa stared at the drawings.
"I knew what
he'd done when a nurse named Erin O'Reilly accidentally contracted Jeremy
Friedman's virus during a resuscitation attempt, but showed no serious viral
symptoms."
"Are you sure
she got the virus?"
"A micrograph of
her nasal washings showed no doubt about it. A virus that killed a Jewish kid
gave an Irish woman nothing more than a bad headache."
Melissa sat staring
and thinking. "What does my baby have to do with it?"
Otto said, "He's
using it as an incubator."
An incubator? Her
child?
"He needs a safe, warm place for the
virus to mature over the next few months," Otto said. "And when it's
ready, he needs someone to transmit it to the population as a whole. Those are
the roles he's chosen for your baby." He let it sink in. "The flu bug
is highly transmissible, Melissa. As I told you before, the 1918 epidemic
killed millions of people in a matter of months. What if he could do that
again, but this time with a perverse twist? Non-Jews get a mild touch of the
flu; Jews die of massive internal bleeding and shock."
"An ethnic
biological weapon," Harris said.
Nobody spoke.
Finally, Melissa
said, "What do you know, I was wrong again. Turns out my imagination isn't
worse than anything you could describe."
I assume you realize," Otto said to Harris, "that if you
can do this with Jews, you can do it with any genetically homologous
group."
"Jews today,
blacks tomorrow?" Harris said.
Otto said,
"Tomorrow it could be anybody you want. African-Americans,
Chinese-Americans, Anglo-Saxons, Irish, Italians, Germans, Poles—there are a
handful of genetic markers for virtually every group on the globe. It only
takes one marker to set off a properly tailored virus."
Eric said, "Jews
are the canary in the coal mine of civilization. If it happens to them, the
rest of us can't be far behind."
"It's a
terrorist's dream," Harris said. "Pick an enemy, design a
disease."
"Since many Jews
and Arabs are Semitic," Otto said, "I suppose a lot of Arabs would
die from NTX, too." He looked at Melissa. "What doesn't make sense is
that you're not sick, and neither is the baby. We know the virus is in the
amniotic fluid, so we have to assume it's in the baby's cells, too, but for
some reason it's dormant. If it was the same virus he gave four other victims,
you and the baby would be dead by now."
"Why is this one
different?"
"I don't
know."
"But you're
telling me I'm going to deliver a child that will destroy the Jewish race?"
"I'm telling you
that's my speculation," Otto said.
"But what if
it's true? What am I supposed to do?"
They stared at her.
"Oh, no,"
she said, "don't even think about it. This child is not expendable."
"I'm not telling
you it is," Otto said. "I'm not even sure it's infected, much less
virulent." He was trying to give her comfort. "You certainly don't
have to make a decision like that at this point."
"At this
point?" That sounded like an ax over her baby's neck. She was starting to shake.
Harris said,
"How long does it take to make a vaccine?"
Otto said,
"Depends on the virus. We haven't found a vaccine for HIV in twenty years.
SARS is eluding us right now."
"How come flu
vaccines come out every year?"
"Because we know
more about the underlying disease—and even then we aren't always right."
That little truth didn't help clear the atmosphere. He turned to Melissa.
"A vaccine won't help you anyway. It generates immunity before you're hit
by a virus, not after. You and the baby have already been exposed."
Eric said, "What
about a viral grace period?" A few viruses, like small pox, were slow
enough to take hold that a vaccine could work if administered within a few
days.
"There's not
enough time to engineer a vaccine from scratch," Otto said. "Or a
serum, either." A serum helped someone already infected, but like a
vaccine, it had to be harvested from patients or lab animals who'd already been
infected and developed an immunity, and there were none. The news wasn't good
on any count. "We have to figure out why neither you or the baby is
sick," he said to Melissa. "I know Versed causes retrograde amnesia,
but can you remember anything more about last night?"
She closed her eyes.
"I remember fighting off panic and trying to escape." Everyone
remained quiet. "I remember hearing him yammering on about Jews."
"What
else?"
She waited
for something to come back to her. "It's a blur."
"Do you recall
what happened when you first arrived?"
"He worked fast
to give me the injection. I remember that because I thought I was having
premature contractions and he didn't have much time."
"That's a little
odd," Eric said. "Her telephone call came into my answering machine
twenty minutes before I heard it, and I didn't get to the clinic for another
forty-five minutes after that. If he injected her right away, why was he still
there when I arrived? What was he waiting for?"
"An
emperor," she said, her eyes still closed.
Blank stares.
"He told a story
about an emperor and an old Jew." More silence, time to let her think.
"'Not yet,"
she said. Her eyes were darting beneath their lids. "When the injection
was finished I told him to untie me, but he said, 'Not yet.' "
"'Not
yet'?" Eric said.
Otto started pacing.
"That suggests he had something more to do. Something important enough to
risk getting caught." He stopped walking. "I wonder if it took more
than a single injection to complete the protocol." Eric looked for an
explanation. "Maybe we have a grace period after all. The protocol he set
up may require him to administer the virus with one injection and animate it
with a second."
Otto said, "If
that's the case, he has to inject her twice." Melissa opened her
eyes. "He kept looking at his watch."
"And I
interrupted him before the second injection," Eric said. "Was there
another drug on the tray?" Otto asked Eric.
"No, but he
could have taken it with him," Eric said.
Otto was running his
hand through his gray buzz haircut. "A second injection, a second
procedure of some kind. It's a weak virus that becomes virulent only if you
catalyze it with another agent. I saw it in Central Africa with the Kowari
virus, which turned virulent only if you contracted a head cold."
Harris said, "If
you're right, it means he still needs her."
"Great,"
Melissa said through her teeth. "I need him so I can find out what he did
to me, and he needs me to finish the job."
Harris turned to
Melissa and said, "From this point forward, I want a bodyguard with you at
all times."
Otto said, "I'm
going back to Atlanta. Call me if you remember anything more, okay?"
"Okay."
"How do you
feel?" Touching her forehead one more time.
"I'm telling
you, I'm fine," she said.
Otto looked at Eric
to see if he agreed she could go. He nodded yes. "So until the baby is
born, I pose no danger to anyone?" Melissa said. "As long as you're
well, that's right," Otto said. "But if you get so much as one shiver or a half degree of fever,
we're going to quarantine you until we know what's happening. You
understand?"
"Yes, of
course," she said. How could she not? She'd seen how the other four
victims had died. "Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get dressed."
Harris showed his FBI credential to a Miami police officer at
Ben-Zevi's house and shepherded Kobie and Melissa under the yellow tape marked "crime scene —do not enter." Another
officer sitting in a squad car in the driveway waved to them as they opened the
front door and went inside. Harris and Kobie were moving into Ben's house from
their hotel. Melissa wanted the company, Harris wanted to keep an eye on her,
and Kobie wanted the excitement. With the place surrounded by Miami PD and the
FBI, there was hardly a safer place to be.
They walked
down the hallway and entered the study. Every room in the house had been turned
upside down, dusted for fingerprints and searched for clues pointing to
Adalwolf's whereabouts. By dawn the agents had packed up and shipped out most
of the evidence, leaving cabinets, bookshelves, and desk drawers stripped bare.
Even the photographs had been taken off the walls. Only a couple of cardboard
boxes of file folders sat in the middle of the room. Melissa opened one to look
through the papers, but she was too tired to focus.
Harris turned the box
around and looked at the description on the side. CASTOR BEANS. "Who uses
castor beans?"
Melissa looked and
said, "Must be from the garage. Ben said he makes a skin cream for stretch
marks out of castor oil and lanolin."
Castor beans for a
skin cream? It sounded strange to Harris, but he let it go. They ordered pizza
for dinner and she headed for her room and a good
night's sleep.
Kobie gave her a hug.
"Night, Melissa, I hope you feel better. I'm gonna miss you."
"Miss me?"
Harris said,
"She has to go home tomorrow afternoon."
"Not till after
the amusement park," she said for the record.
Harris said,
"Linda Gonzales is taking her and Kevin to a park with rides and miniature
golf. As if Disney World wasn't enough."
"Why don't you
come with us?" Kobie said to Melissa.
"Maybe I
will," Melissa said.
She gave Kobie a hug
and said goodnight.
The place was called Boomer's and it was a kids' paradise. There
were go-karts, bumper boats, batting cages, miniature golf, a roller coaster, a
climbing wall, and laser tag. Inside an enormous hangar-sized arcade were
Skee-Ball, Max-Fly, Jurassic Park, Police 911, Silent Scope, Road Rage, the Rock,
the Jump Zone, Dance-Dance, and seven hundred more games offering endless
thrills, spills, and chills. The noise in the room was deafening. Kobie and
Kevin Gonzales were in heaven.
It was noon
when they arrived, so they decided to give the kids lunch and then let them
play. Clad in summer attire, Melissa, Linda Gonzales, and the two kids walked
through the game room with Harris and two additional FBI agents at their side.
The agents wore chinos, polo shirts, polarized sunglasses, and service revolvers
tucked inside their pants. The group entered a glass-enclosed porch with a
concession stand at one end and picnic tables lined up along floor-to-ceiling
windows overlooking a fishpond and a miniature golf course. Fifty yards away, a
wooden roller coaster called The Hurricane loomed against the blue sky.
They set their gear
on a table and walked to the food counter and ordered hot dogs, potato chips,
and cups of syrupy shaved-ice "Icees." When they came back to the
table, they spread out and listened to the din of pinballs, explosions, car
wrecks, and motorcycle crashes in the adjoining arcade. Kobie showed Melissa
the embroidered flowers around the edges of her cut-off jeans and said she
wanted to go outside and ride The Blender. Hearing that, Kevin said he'd rather
go to the arcade and drive a car on Road Rage.
After downing a hot
dog, Harris said he'd check the height requirements on the rides and
disappeared into the arcade. Melissa and Linda wiped the kids' faces and
cleared the paper and plastic from the table. The FBI agents drank Pepsis and
watched. Linda was laying a tray on top of a trash can when a woman nearby
called her name.
"It's me,"
the woman said, "Terri Snider."
"Terri!"
Linda said, touching the woman's arm. "What are you doing here?"
"My sister and
her husband are moving to Miami," she said. "That's her over there
with her two boys." Pointing at a table at the other end of the room.
"Have they
bought a house yet?" Linda asked.
"They're looking
now," Terri said. "Come on over, I'll introduce you."
Kevin pulled at his
pants and said, "Mommy, I have to go to the bathroom."
Linda bent down and
said, "I'll be back in two seconds." Melissa said to Linda, "Go
ahead, I'll take the kids for a pit stop."
"Would you
mind?" Linda said. "I'll be right back." She walked away, chatting with her friend.
Melissa shepherded
Kevin and Kobie toward the restroom doors, dropping Kobie at the women's room
first, then walking Kevin farther down to the men's room. She pushed the door
open for him and said, 'Til be right here, okay?" The FBI agents sat close
by.
"Can I have
another Icee?" Kevin said before going inside.
"Sure,"
Melissa said. "I'll get it while you go to the bathroom." Kevin went
inside the men's room and Melissa started for the nearby concession stand. As
she walked toward it, she heard her cell phone ring and fished it out of her
bag.
"Hello?"
she said. There was no answer. She looked at the cell phone window, which said,
"No Caller ID." She brought the phone back to her ear. "Harris?"
After a long pause,
she heard, "Hello, Melissa." No, it wasn't Harris, it was Ben. No, it
wasn't Ben. It was Adalwolf.
Of all the calls he'd made over the years, this one took her most
by surprise.
Ben—Adalwolf—said,
"I had to leave you abruptly the other night, but I'm sure you understand
why."
"I understand
nothing," she said.
"That's why I'm
calling," he said. "I want to tell you what happened on the examining
table."
There was a long
silence. "So tell me," she said.
"Not on the
telephone," he said. "In person."
"You've got to
be joking," she said.
"If I'd wanted
to harm you, I would have done it while you were strapped down."
"Didn't you?"
"That's why we
need to talk."
"If you get
within a mile of me, you'll be arrested."
"If that were
true, I'd be arrested right now."
She felt a chill.
"Where are you?"
"Close enough to
see you're wearing a yellow T-shirt."
She wheeled around.
"Not that way,
Melissa. Up here."
She turned again,
eyes darting.
"Up here by the
ticket booth," he said. "At the roller coaster."
She looked through
the glass door and saw a footbridge over a fishpond leading up to a line of
people waiting to buy tickets. Could he really be there? She turned and caught
the eye of one of the FBI agents and pointed at her cell phone. He stood-up.
Adalwolf said,
"Walk up to the ticket booth and I'll explain everything. With all these
people around, you couldn't be safer."
She could see the
ticket booth but not him.
"Look to your
right," he said.
She stood on her toes
and saw Linda at the end of the room and waved at her to come fast. Linda started
walking toward Melissa, who pointed at the
door to the boys' room, indicating to her that Kevin was in there. Then she
walked a few steps toward the windows with the cell phone still at her ear,
craning and focused on Adalwolf's location—so focused, in fact, she didn't see
two kids with hot dogs nearly run into her, or a hefty woman in gray workpants
and a Boomer's shirt pull up short to keep from hitting Melissa with a trash cart.
"I don't see
you," Melissa said. She heard the rustle of his cell phone against fabric,
as if he was taking it from a pocket, or had dropped it.
"What did you
say?" he said.
"I said I don't
see you," she said.
She heard him
breathing hard. "Step outside and look to your right."
Don't go into the open.
She looked over at the table. The FBI agents were moving toward her.
Adalwolf said, "Come on, Melissa, I'm more at risk than you
are. I don't have the FBI at my side."
She held her finger
up to the agents, telling them to hold on a second, and pushed open the glass
door to the walkway. She stepped outside and stopped, then squinted toward the
ticket booth, the phone still at her ear.
"I don't—."
"You're staring
right at me," he said.
She was? "Wave
your hand." The agents came bustling through the door and up to her side.
She covered the phone and mouthed the words, He's on the phone? and
nodded toward the ticket booth. Up there!
Adalwolf, breathless
again, said, "See the woman in a pink polo shirt and khaki shorts in the middle
of the line? She's standing directly in our line of sight. Shhh. Be
quiet."
The agents stood on
each side of Melissa, scanning the area through their polarized lenses. She saw
the woman in the pink polo shirt, but not Adalwolf. And who was he shushing and
telling to be quiet? She tried to step to her left to get a better angle, but
the agent wouldn't let her move. Adalwolf said, "The crowd is for my
safety . . . as much as . . . yours." He sounded very out of breath now.
Where was he moving? What was he climbing?
She looked around the
ticket booth and the roller-coaster cars. As if he was talking to someone else,
Adalwolf said, "That's it, get in."
"Get in?"
she said. "Who are you talking to?"
No answer.
"Are you still
there?" she said.
She heard him panting
as if he were walking uphill.
"Where are
you?" she said.
One of the agents was
searching the area with a small pair of binoculars. He scanned the scaffolding
that held the roller coaster.
She heard voices over
Adalwolf's phone, people in the background laughing and talking. It sounded as
if he was still on the ground in a crowd. She looked at the customers moving
from the ticket booth to the roller coaster loading platform. She could see
them chatting—so why couldn't she see him? She heard more labored breathing on
his cell phone, then loud music and three gongs in rapid succession. Then two
more.
Gongs —the sound of a
pinball machine. Her face turned prickly. There were no pinball machines up by
the roller coaster, the pinball machines were in the arcade. Behind her.
. .
"Oh, no."
She turned and bolted
into the lunch room with the agents on her heels. "Get the kids!" she
said to one of them. They followed her past the picnic tables to the men's room
door. Kevin was standing outside with his mother, who was drying his hands.
Melissa didn't pause but kept running toward the women's room. Kobie was not
standing outside the door looking for her. There was an orange plastic cone on
the floor in front of the door and a sign that read, cleaning in progress, please use arcade restroom.
She punched the door
open. "Kobie?" She and the agents entered.
The room was empty.
"Kobie, where
are you?"
The three of them
bent down and looked under the stalls and pushed the doors open. Nobody was
there. Melissa stood in the center of the room, turning in a circle. One agent
was already on his cell phone, the other running out the door with his service
revolver drawn.
"Kobie!"
she yelled at the top of her voice. "Where are you?" Then it lit her:
The woman pushing the trash cart! That was him!
She stood, aching
from head to toe. Keep your head; they can't be far.
More FBI agents were
joining the first two, talking quietly, dispersing, moving fast. Melissa ran
into the game room and saw people strolling around, laughing and having fun. A
middle-aged woman in blue shorts caught her eye.
"Excuse
me!" Melissa said, "I'm looking for a little girl with a trash collector!"
"Beg
pardon?"
She was sounding
nutty. "Have you seen a woman pushing a trash cart?"
The woman looked at
her and said, "No. Do you need help?"
Melissa half-ran,
half-walked deeper into the arcade, past the Dance-Dance machine toward the
Skee-Ball lanes. Her cell phone rang. She fumbled in her bag, found it, hit
answer, and brought it to her mouth.
"What have you
done with her?" she yelled.
"Say
again?" It was Harris.
She crumpled against
a cinderblock wall. "Harris," she said. "He's got her."
"Who's got
who?"
"Adalwolf took
Kobie out of the ladies' room— "
"Where are
you?"
"At the
Skee-Ball lanes."
"Don't
move."
Ben's study looked like a Mafia compound in the middle of a turf
war. They'd gone to the mattresses waiting for Adalwolf to make his next move,
and no matter how often they picked up the room, there were soda cans, plates,
printouts, and stuff cluttering the landscape.
Harris used
the phone in the bedroom to call Sherrie and tell her what had happened. When
he emerged, he looked like he'd been sparring with Mike Tyson. Sherrie was
taking the next plane to Miami. Melissa sat on the edge of a club chair,
devastated, saying nothing. Harris was in a cold fury, pacing silently.
Without knocking, a
man in his forties sporting a fifties haircut and calm, piercing eyes entered
the room pulling the cellophane wrapper off a pack of cigarettes. He crumpled
it up and dropped it on the desk.
"Special Agent
Rufus Pickel, Miami FBI," he said. He looked tough and seasoned, the
direct opposite of his name. He shook Harris's hand and took a cigarette out of
a pack and lit it before introducing himself to Melissa. "Care for
one?" he said, holding out the pack.
"I'm pregnant,"
she said.
He stared through
her. "You believe in secondhand smoke?"
"I wouldn't say
I worship it, but yeah, I believe in it."
He took the cigarette
out of his mouth and punched it out against the inside of a Styrofoam coffee
cup, then took the pack out of his pocket, shook out a fresh one, and stuck it
into his mouth, unlit. "Tell me if the mere sight of it bothers you,"
he said. "I've been briefed by WFO" —the Washington Field
Office—"on Adalwolf. How do you see the situation?"
"Kobie's his bait," Harris said.
"I'm the one he
really wants," Melissa said.
"What for?"
"A medical
procedure of some kind."
"You don't
know?"
"There are
several possibilities," she said.
Harris said, "He
performed a prenatal medical procedure on her and injected her with a virus
that's remained latent so far."
"I'm not
contagious," she said.
"I got
that," Pickel said.
"We think he
wants her so he can activate it," Harris said.
Pickel sucked on his
unlit cancer stick.
"Any
communication from him?" he said.
"Nothing,"
she said.
"It'll happen
soon," Pickel said.
"I take it
you've been through this before," Melissa said.
"Twice,"
Pickel said, "but those kidnappings were for money, not a pregnant
woman."
Harris started
pacing. "What do we do next?"
"You're doing
it," he said. "You wait."
Harris's face
tightened.
Pickel turned to
Melissa. "You knew this guy?"
"Like my
father."
"Did he ever
show signs of pedophilia?"
"No," she
said. "He prefers . . ."
Harris finished for
her. "He prefers to kill his subjects."
Pickel said, "If
your daughter's bait, killing her won't help him make a swap for Melissa."
Harris said, "He's
killed four people in the last two years and who knows how many children in
Auschwitz."
"I see,"
Pickel said. He sat on the edge of Ben's desk. "Let's do a little
preparation while we can. If he calls," he said to Melissa, "I want
you to keep him talking as long as possible."
"I'll try,"
Melissa said, "but in five years of telephone calls and e-mail he's never
stayed on the line long enough for us to nail his location."
"Except
once," Harris said.
"Atlantic
City," Pickel said, "I heard about it." Looking at Melissa, he
said, "If he wants to meet you face-to-face, try for a rendezvous where we
can put a snatch team in place. Somewhere with cover, if you can. And try to
delay the time of the meeting long enough for us to deploy."
"I'll do my best," Melissa said.
"But if I can't get him to go for that, I'm ready to meet him on my
own."
"What's that
supposed to mean?" Pickel said.
"It means I'm
her godmother and I'm responsible for her kidnapping."
"Oy,"
Pickel said under his breath. "That's all I need." He dropped his
unlit cigarette into the Styrofoam cup. "All right, rule number one: From
this point forward, you don't move three steps in any direction without an
escort. Understood?"
She didn't agree or
disagree.
Agent Pickel said,
"You do something rash, he'll end up with you and Kobie and I'll
end up with shit on toast."
Melissa said,
"It's time to check my e-mail." She took her laptop out of her bag,
plugged in the AC adapter and the telephone line, and booted up.
"One other
thing," Pickel said. "We need to decide when to go public."
Melissa clicked on
her e-mail and saw a message waiting from an address she didn't recognize,
"FreeVitamins@Send.com."
Be prepared
to meet me at a time and place of my choosing. No police, no FBI,
no Harris, no
one but you. And no publicity. If you put Kobie's picture on the side
of a milk
carton, make it a pretty one because it's the last one you'll ever see.
Keep three
lines of communication open: your cell phone, your e-mail, and the
telephone at
my house. If you are not already there, go there now. I will contact
you half an
hour before it's time to meet me and give you further instructions. Hit
your reply
button to indicate you've received and understand.
A
Melissa said,
"Look at this."
Harris and Rufus read
over her shoulder. They had to reply, but not without a strategy. Three minds,
three approaches. Now the un-fun part began.
Rufus Pickel said, "Tell me what you know about his
vulnerabilities."
"What kind of
vulnerabilities?" Melissa said.
"Whatever you
can think of. Physical, emotional, psychological. He's seventy-five,
right?"
"Yes, but he's
strong as an ox," Melissa said. "Works out, jogs, eats well, no
illnesses."
Pickel picked
up a deck of cards. "Mentally?"
Harris said,
"He's a chess player who's been one move ahead us every step of the
way."
"Money?"
"Take a look
around," Melissa said. "He's got all he needs."
Pickel tossed a card
toward a wastebasket and missed. It was his way of relaxing and thinking.
"What's the deal with his childhood?" he said. "Anything that
could help explain his mindset?"
Harris said,
"There's too much, not too little. An unknown Nazi father, a mother who
abandons him at two, life in a convent till he's fourteen, a lab assistant in
Auschwitz after that. Who knows how this stuff shaped his life?" Then, to
himself, he said, "For that matter, who cares?"
"I do, if it
gives us a clue to his behavior," Pickel said.
Melissa watched a
playing card flutter in the air. "He once told me—speaking as Ben-Zevi,
that is—he once told me Adalwolf had a fixation with the families of the children
in the camp and was always asking the kids what it was like to have parents,
what they did together, and how wonderful it must have been. Obviously, he was
talking about himself."
Pickel leaned forward
and spun a card toward the can. It wobbled and dropped in.
"He doesn't know
why he was put in an orphanage as a baby," Melissa said. "He doesn't
know why he was dumped in Auschwitz as a teenager. Even at his present age,
those questions still have to be under his skin."
"Very possibly,"
Pickel said. "Psychopathic killers are often sentimental about their own
lives, even though they're heartless about their victims'."
"Sentimental?" Harris said, peeling the covering off a fresh
roll of Tums. "He's a sadistic fuck who wants
to do to Melissa's baby what he did to her husband."
She touched her
belly. "If he touches my baby again, I'll kill him."
Harris tossed a
handful of Turns into his mouth. "You're not going to get close enough to
him to have the chance."
Agent Pickel said,
"Here's what we know: He's a killer who wants to meet you alone.
Everything else is speculation." He stopped tossing cards.
Melissa stood up.
"I think my response should be that I agree to meet his terms, whatever
they are. He calls me half an hour before it's time to meet and gives me the
location of the rendezvous. If you can get a snatch team in place before I get
there, I go to the meeting, and if not, I don't."
"It's too
obvious," Harris said. "He's already thought of that and devised a
counterploy."
"Anything we do
is a risk," she said, "but if he's willing to meet me, that's a risk
for him, too. I'm tired of him always being the cat and us the mouse."
"We need to
catch a break," Harris said. "Wait for him to make a mistake we can
exploit."
"How long can we
afford to do that?" she said.
"Not long,"
Harris said. "We have to force it."
"How?"
"By going
public. TV, press, radio."
"But you saw his
instructions. He said no publicity."
"If you want to
be the cat, you have to act like one."
"But if we go
public, we'll scare him and drive him underground and make him desperate."
"And if we don't
go public, we'll deny ourselves the eyes and ears of half a million people who
see his face and Kobie's on TV and know who we're looking for. A fuzzy-haired,
bearded seventy-five-year-old white man with a ten-year-old black girl in
pigtails isn't what you call an inconspicuous couple."
"I say we try
the meeting first," she said.
"We haven't got time," Harris said.
"It's already been twenty-four hours. What are the statistics,
Rufus?"
"America's
Most Wanted says if you don't get a kid back in the first our hours,
there's an eighty percent chance she's been killed."
Harris looked grim.
He was doing his best to stay professional, but this was his daughter, for
God's sake.
Melissa said,
"But those are anonymous kidnappers with sex on the brain.”
"Mostly."
Harris said,
"Doesn't matter. After forty-eight hours, a kidnap victim of my age or sex
is rarely found alive. The faster we get her picture out there, he quicker we
get people working for us."
"But we already
know who the kidnapper is and we already know what le wants," Melissa
said. "I say we play ball and catch him our way. Hide a snatch team and
hook him."
"And I say we
don't."
"Harris— "
"Goddamn it,
Melissa, we're doing this by the book!"
"But this one
isn't in the book! And she's my goddaughter!"
"You should have
thought about that before you turned your back on her and let him grab her
right out from under your nose!"
Her face drained to
white.
Harris heard his
words. "I didn't mean that."
She picked up a can
of soda, found it empty, threw it toward the wastebasket, looked around for
another.
Harris was cool now.
"Nobody's a better friend of Kobie's than you," he said. He found a
fresh can of soda, opened it, handed it to her. "Now I know why they don't
let agents work their own cases."
She looked at her reflection in the window.
"I feel responsible for her," she said. Her eyes were puffy and dark,
her hair beyond hope, and she needed sleep. "I'd feel that way no matter
what, but with all this maternalism going on inside me, I feel it even
more." She turned away. Harris was sitting on a chair with his head down
and his elbows on his knees, rubbing the back of his neck. She laid a hand on
his shoulder.
"If we let him
get between us, we're sunk," she said.
He straightened up and
nodded.
"Here's the
deal," she said. "I'll back you up on going public if you help me put
together the story of his childhood. Something I can use to make him
curious." She grabbed a pad and pencil from the coffee table and sat down.
Harris said,
"What have you got in mind?"
"I need
documents to hook him," she said, writing. "I'd like copies of the
stuff you got on Adalwolf from the Bureau and MI-5." She continued
writing. "I need your interview with Mother Marie-Catherine and the photographs
you took of her at the convent."
Harris got up and
looked over her shoulder.
She said, "I
also need some documents you don't have." She tore off one page and handed
it to him and kept writing. "Everything from the Berlin Document Center showing
what the SS compiled on Henry Hallam Brandon." BDC had an office with
duplicate microfiche in College Park, Maryland, not far from FBI headquarters
in Washington.
He read the list of
what she wanted. "I'm not sure I understand this
one.
She said, "I'll
explain it in a sec." Still writing. "Here's the tough part. I need
them by tomorrow."
"Not easy,"
Harris said.
"If you'll
e-mail a request to MI-5 and MI-6 and telephone the Bureau," she said,
"I'll ask Barry to cover the rest from the files in my office and anything
he finds at the BDC." She finished writing, tore off the next two pages,
and handed them to him.
"I'll give it my
best shot," he said.
She squeezed his arm.
"Time to send
our reply," Rufus Pickel said. "I think you should tell him you agree
to his terms but that Harris doesn't. If he has a television set, he's going to
see the publicity on this anyway."
"That's fine
with me, as long as the three of us understand each other and work as a
team," Melissa said. The two of them nodded and she opened her laptop.
The lights were bright in the media room at the Miami office of the
FBI. Sherrie and Harris Johnson stood in front of the TV cameras and a small
bundle of microphones, finishing their televised statement.
"You're accused
of terrible crimes," Sherrie said, speaking to Adalwolf with a strained
face, "but no man's heart is without mercy. I beg you not to harm our
daughter."
The lights dimmed.
Sherrie turned to Harris and put her head on his shoulder. The field producer
of WMIA-TV told the crew they could get it on the eleven o'clock if they cut
and ran.
Sherrie pulled away from Harris and put a tissue to her eyes. He
said he'd be back in a few minutes; right now he had to pay a visit to the
crime lab downstairs.
When Harris arrived at the FBI lab, everyone was gone but
the man he wanted to see, a technician named Jake Winzerman, otherwise known as
Jake the Wizard. They had become friends in Washington years earlier, but now
that Jake was living in Miami, his primary job was to create fake documents the
Bureau used in bank-fraud stings. Harris leaned over his shoulder and watched
him examine a document from Melissa's file using intense light and a pair of
magnifying glasses with loupes.
"Don't stand so
close, you're bugging me," Jake said.
Harris backed off.
After a few minutes, the man lifted his head, placed the loupes on his
forehead, and turned off the halogen lamp. He swiveled around in his chair.
"I can give you duplicate originals of this stuff, but only if you tell me
what they're going to be used for."
"Getting back my
daughter."
Jake the Wizard lit a
cigarette. "So you're not selling something illegal?"
"Come on,"
Harris said.
Jake tapped his
cigarette ash into an empty ink bottle. "Must be a nightmare, having a kid swiped." He
drew on his cigarette and squinted as he exhaled.
Harris said, "If
you do me this favor, I'll do you one in return."
"What's
that?"
"I won't tell
IAD you're counterfeiting hundred-dollar bills."
Jake the Wizard
smiled. "Don't think it hasn't occurred to me," he said, holding out
his hand for the rest of the documents. "I've got a few more questions.
Give me the right answers and I'll do what I can."
Adalwolf sat in his La-Z-Boy lounger with his feet up and his head
back a notch, waiting for the eleven
o'clock news. Kobie was asleep in the next room, covered with a cotton blanket.
Out here on the water the breeze was warm, but he didn't want her to catch
cold.
On the little round
table next to his chair was a glasl tae, a tall glass of hot tea with
lots of sugar and milk, the teabag still inside, a spoon handle ticking out.
Next to it was a piece of babka, the apple cake he'd become addicted to
over the years. Tea and babka made the eleven o'clock news tolerable,
although exactly how tolerable he'd know in a minute.
Even though he
expected it, when he first saw his face on the TV screen—actually, it was the
face of Professor Ben-Zevi, with his beard and glasses and unkempt hair—he was
not amused. Then a photograph of Kobie appeared, and then an FBI composite
drawing of Adalwolf as he might look without Ben-Zevi's beard and glasses.
Behind the three faces were the newscaster's words, ". . . FBI manhunt
tonight. . . kidnapper of ten-year-old Kobie Johnson . . . taken by a man named
Adalwolf. . . shown here in the guise of Professor Benjamin Ben-Zevi . . . if
you see him, call his number. . . do not attempt. . ." Not that he didn't
want to see his face on TV. He hoped he would, because that meant he could
stick with Plan A, which assumed they'd refuse to follow his e-mail
instructions. They were so predictable, those FBI types. Still, the audacity of
it, the sheer disobedience of it was outrageous.
It only made what he
had to do that much easier.
He watched the TV set
as Harris Johnson and his wife told the world their pathetic tale about their
little girl lost, appealing to Adalwolf's sentiment—God, how he hated
sentiment—turning every TV watcher in Miami into a lookout for himself and
Kobie. What fools.
When it was over, he
got up and walked to the kitchen for another piece of babka, but it was
all gone. Even the tin of butter cookies was empty. He made a note to pick some
up tomorrow when he took his boat into town. He had to do that anyway, because
it was the first step of Plan A.
He opened his laptop
and went online, then found the Coast Guard Web
site and the chart of the tides in Biscayne Bay. He wanted to make sure he had
the high and low tides right. He did.
After closing the computer, he walked into his bedroom and picked
up his tan trousers and dropped them into a laundry bag. When he finally made
contact with Melissa, she would almost certainly ask him why he wanted her to
meet him at midnight instead of earlier. He didn't need to cook up a fake
answer; he didn't need to answer at all. She didn't have a clue. After all,
who'd expect a wanted kidnapper to attend a public concert at eight o'clock on
the very same night he was going to meet the object of another kidnapping at
twelve? After the Johnsons' little TV press conference, everyone including the
FBI expected Adalwolf not to show his face in public. As usual, they would be
wrong.
A clean white shirt,
polished brown shoes, and freshly pressed tan trousers would work fine. Nothing
flashy, nothing noticeable. Given the FBI composite he just saw on TV, no one
would identify him anyway. Besides, how many people who watched the eleven
o'clock news would be at a university concert featuring Johann Ritter von
Herbeck's Pueri concinite? Next to none. How he loved that piece of
music. So spiritual and soothing. Such perfect preparation for what he had to
do at midnight.
He put some Mozart on
the stereo, turned the volume down low, and looked in the mirror. What he saw
was the antithesis of Ben-Zevi: a smooth face, a bald, shaved head, blue
contact lenses in place of glasses, brown skin tinted with self-tanning cream.
He looked like a million retired Florida golfers. At least ten years younger
than Ben-Zevi. He put on a pair of sunglasses and his fishing hat and looked at
himself again. If he handled it right, he'd be in and out of the dry cleaners
without a hitch. Sure, there was a risk of being recognized, but not much. It
was well-calculated.
He walked to Kobie's
room and opened the door and saw her asleep on her side with the covers kicked
off. After entering, he tiptoed past the bassinette he'd bought for Melissa's
baby. Hanging above it was a cute mobile of stars and planets and a cow jumping
over the moon. Very sweet. In the corner of the room were boxes of unopened
medical supplies: forceps, scalpels, sutures, clamps, an incubator, a heart
monitor, a surgical lamp—everything he needed to deliver Melissa's baby. Nearby
were cans of paint and boxes of brushes and rollers to
paint the room pastel blue, he'd get to that soon.
When he reached
Kobie's bed, he pulled the cotton blanket back over her, then found what he was
looking for: her cut-off jeans. He picked them up and looked at the chain of
pink and purple flowers embroidered around the legs. They were distinctive,
clearly hers, just what he wanted. They weren't dirty, but that wasn't
the point, he'd have them laundered anyway. Then, after the concert, around
eleven-thirty, he'd call Melissa and tell her where to meet him.
But not before
picking up a tin of butter cookies.
It was seven in the morning when Melissa came out of her bedroom
wearing a pair of jeans, a white shirt, and sandals. Outside were two policemen
in a car, keeping an eye on the house. Sitting in the kitchen was an FBI agent
with a tap on the telephone and communications gear that helped trace a cell
phone call. She walked into the study, picked up the phone, and called Harris
at FBI headquarters, where he and Rufus Pickel were fielding calls from people
who'd seen the news and thought they had a clue about Adalwolf's whereabouts.
"I'm
about to look at Ben's files," she said. "Any leads at your
end?"
"Nothing so
far."
She hung up and
opened an evidence box marked B-Z desk
contents. Inside were folders of paid bills, income tax returns, and
housekeeper-candidate resumes. At some point Adalwolf's and Ben-Zevi's lives
must have intersected, but where?
She looked at bank
deposit slips and read the names of med students he'd taught over the years. At
noon she called Harris and got Agent Rufus Pickel, who said Harris was on the
other line. Yes, they were still receiving calls, he said; no, they had nothing
to report.
At two p.m. she microwaved some leftover
Chinese food and ate it. At three she got a call from Harris saying he was
coming back to Ben's house to comb through the files with her.
She was glad he was on his way. She needed a friend, and two could
fail at this as easily as one.
Her cell phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Midnight
tonight."
It was Adalwolf.
He said, "I'll
call you at eleven-thirty and tell you where."
"You bastard,
what have you done with her?"
"She's fine."
"I don't believe
you."
There was a rustling
of the cell phone, then a little girl's voice. "Melissa?"
"Kobie! Are you
okay?"
"I want to go
home."
"Where are you,
honey?"
"I don't
know!"
"Kobie, listen,
look around and tell me what you see!"
“I see —“
Broken off.
Adalwolf came on the
line and said, "Midnight. If you show up with the police, Kobie will suffer the
consequences."
"Adalwolf, for
God's sake." She heard Kobie crying. Keep talking. The tapes were
rolling and a trace was under way. "Tell me what you injected into my
uterus."
"I'll explain
everything tonight."
"Why not tell me
now?"
"Because it's
going to take more than an explanation."
"What's that
mean?"
"I have
medication you and your baby need. If you don't get it, it'll be a disaster for both of you."
"That's
bullshit! I'm not sick and neither is the baby. Eric interrupted what you were
doing, and now you want to get your hands on me so you can finish the
job."
"You understand
so little."
"Then explain it
to me!"
"I will. At
midnight."
"Why so late?
Why not nine or ten?"
"Don't ask
stupid questions."
Keep him on the
line.
"I have
something you need, too," she said.
"I'm hanging up
now," he said.
"Your
childhood."
Silence. "What
about my childhood?"
"I know the
truth about it. It's shocking."
More silence.
"If you're expecting me to faint, you're going to be disappointed."
"Not when you
find out what I have."
"Nice try,
Melissa. I have to go now."
Keep him on the
line. "How do I know we'll get Kobie back?"
A pause. "If you
do as I say, you'll have her back at exactly 12:57 a.m."
Twelve-fifty-seven?
What's so special about 12:57?
"Don't forget to
keep your cell phone turned on. And one other thing: Kobie wants some red
licorice. If you do exactly as I say, you can bring her some; if not, don't
bother. She'll be in no condition to enjoy it anyway."
"How do I know
she — "
Disconnection.
“If you were designing it, how would you create a biological
weapon that would wipe out a particular ethnic group?"
The question was
asked by Dr. Otto Heller, one of three wise men who had gathered in a small
conference room at the University of Texas Medical School in Galveston. Another
was a researcher from CDC, and the third the host of the meeting, Dr. C. J.
Pevlov, a virologist and expert on biological terrorism. The known facts were easy:
Four people had come down with flu symptoms within ten hours of exposure to a
virus called NTX and died shortly thereafter of hemorrhagic fever. Melissa and
her baby were injected over forty-eight hours earlier with a variation on the
virus, called NTX-2, but showed no symptoms of disease whatsoever. What
was going on?
Pevlov took a bite of
his sandwich and said, "Let's assume this guy Adalwolf has managed to
identify genetic markers that are prevalent in Ashkenazy and Sephardic
Jews."
"Prevalent or
exclusive?"
"Ninety-eight
percent exclusive to Jews, two percent scattered in non-Jewish populations. The
same distribution you'd expect to find in Swedish, African, Chinese, and other
populations."
"Go on,"
Heller said.
"Let's say he
manages to make the virus robust enough to spread it as in aerosol and
manipulates a docking protein that binds with the Jewish host surface markers.
Non-Jews get nothing more than a runny nose and chills, Jews get virulence and
clinical VHF." Shorthand for viral hemorrhagic fever.
"Which is what
we've seen in four cases so far," Heller said.
"So what is the terrorist's problem?" Pevlov asked
himself. "Speed. The virus kills so fast there's no time for a contagion.
It's like Ebola: The infected victims die so quickly there are no vectors left
to spread it."
He took a bite of his
sandwich.
"To create a
Jewish plague, you have to slow down the onset of the disease. First I'd give
the prototype time to incubate and mature, then I'd make sure it has latency in the general
population. Only after a large percentage of the target population—in this
case, Jews—has contracted it do you want it to start killing or showing
symptoms. That way, it's too late to contain. Like HIV, the models are out
there."
"How would you
slow it down?" Heller said.
Pevlov opened a
notebook and turned some pages. "I think I'd construct it to stay dormant
until I catalyzed it with a toxin." He looked at his notes. "BDUR has
been known to set off a latent virus. So could the A chain of ricin."
Otto Heller said,
"Maybe that's what he was doing when Eric Brandt interrupted him. Maybe he
was injecting her with a slow-acting toxin that kicks in after the baby's
born." He turned to Pevlov. "You know of anything that would do
that?"
Pevlov said,
"No. The agents I'm aware of would act immediately after being
injected."
Heller said,
"Could he have been trying to inject a capsule of the toxin in the fetus
that dissolves twelve months later, after the virus had incubated and
matured?"
"Wouldn't
work," the researcher said. "A capsule would show up in a routine
sonogram, and there's no sign of one in Mrs. Gale."
Back to square one.
"Whatever catalyst he had in mind," Heller said, "he missed his
chance. So where's that leave him?"
"You mean
where's that leave us?" Pevlov said.
After finishing their
sandwiches, Heller and the researcher got up to leave.
"By the
way," Heller said to Pevlov, "where do you get these catalysts?"
"BDUR can be made with a handful of
chemicals."
"And
ricin?"
"Ricin is an
extract of castor beans."
It was four o'clock in the afternoon. Wearing a fishing hat and
sunglasses, Adalwolf stood at the counter of the Quick-Fix cleaners at an RK
strip lall in Hallandale, waiting for the customer in front of him to lift the
dry cleaning off a hook and leave.
Finally, it was
Adalwolf's turn. "Can I help you?" the girl behind the counter said.
"I'd like to have these cleaned," he said, laying a pair of tan men's
pants on the counter. "These, too," he said, laying down Kobie's
denim shorts.
"Cleaned or
laundered?"
"Whatever. I
need them as soon as possible."
"You can have
them both in three hours," the girl said, tearing off a receipt.
"The sign
outside says one hour."
"I know, but it
takes three." She handed him half the receipt and laid the other half on
the shorts.
Adalwolf took back
the trousers. "Three hours is too late for these," he said.
"It might be a
little sooner."
"Afraid that
won't do. What time to do you close?"
"Nine-thirty."
"If I don't pick
up the shorts tonight, I'll pick them up tomorrow." He got out of there
before anyone had a chance to get a good look at him.
Harris came into the study at Ben's house and found Melissa sitting
on the floor, going through a file. She had called Harris and told him she'd
talked to Kobie the moment Adalwolf hung up.
"How'd
she sound?" he asked.
"Scared."
"No clue where
she is?"
"He didn't give
her a chance to say."
Harris sat in the
club chair, his leg bouncing nervously, his jaw muscles rippling. "Why's
he want to meet at midnight?"
"No idea."
"We'll probably
know more about that when we find out where he wants to meet you,"
he said. He rubbed his face and dropped his hands. "Find anything in the
files?"
"Nothing
interesting. How about you?"
He shook his head and
handed her a plastic envelope. "Here are the copies of the documents you
wanted, courtesy of Jake the Wizard."
She took them and sat
up straight, stretching her back, then unwound the string on the envelope flap
and laid the contents on the floor. She looked at them as if they were
photographs from a vacation. "These look great." But now that
Adalwolf had scheduled a meeting, they seemed worthless. She gathered them up
and put them back in the envelope and got off the floor. "How's Sherry
holding up?"
"Better than I
expected," he said.
She went to the kitchen,
said hello to the agent manning the recorders, opened the refrigerator, and
brought two cans of root beer back to the study. Harris took one without
looking up from a document he was reading from Ben-Zevi's files. She opened a
new folder and started reading.
Wait, Rufus
Pickel had told them. You have to know how to wait.
“I'd like to talk to someone about the
kidnapping," the caller said. The switchboard operator at Miami FBI knew
exactly where to transfer the call. It went down the hall to the situation
room. "Agent Rufus Pickel here." The caller, a man, said, "I'm
calling about the report on TV of an old
man who kidnapped a little girl?"
"Yes, sir?"
"I think I just saw him."
"You think you saw the kidnapper?"
"His name
is wolf something, right?"
"Adalwolf,
that's right. Also known as Professor Benjamin Ben-Zevi."
"Yeah, I saw his
picture on the news. Mid- to late-seventies, about five-eleven."
"Where did you
see him?"
"At the Quik Fix
Cleaners at the RK strip mall in Hallandale."
"When?"
"Ten, fifteen
minutes ago."
"At a dry
cleaners'?"
"Yes, sir. I
came in to pick up my laundry and this old man was standing in front of me
holding a pair of shorts he wanted cleaned. I heard him ask the girl at the
counter how soon he could get them back."
"What did they
look like?"
"You know,
cut-off jeans with a string of pink and purple flowers around the legs. And I'm
thinking, who dry cleans jeans instead of laundering them? That's when I took a
closer look and recognized him from the
news."
"Go ahead."
"When he left, I
followed him out to the parking lot and saw him get into a blue Ford sedan and drive
away."
"Did you get his
license plate number?"
"You know—I was too excited to think
straight. I ran over to my car and tried to follow
him, but by the time I got to the exit he was gone. How dumb was that?"
"Not dumb at
all. You're sure it was a blue Ford sedan?"
"Yes, sir, about
three or four years old. I overheard him tell the girl at the cleaners' he'd
come back later."
"Today?"
"Yeah. He asked
what time they closed and said he'd be back if he could, otherwise
tomorrow."
"What's she look
like?"
"The kidnapped girl?"
"The girl behind
the counter."
"Oh. She was
Asian, short dark hair, early twenties."
"What else can
you tell me about the man?"
"That's about
it. He was wearing a fishing hat and sunglasses, but I'm sure it was him."
"Do you have a
telephone number where you can be reached?"
"To be honest, I
really don't have anything more to tell you. Talk to the girl at the cleaners',
she'll tell you what happened. And good luck. I hope you catch him before he
does something awful to that little girl."
The caller
disconnected his cell phone and set it in the cradle by his dashboard on his
car. He turned left at the next light and headed southwest toward Biscayne Bay.
The information he'd given the FBI agent was mostly right, but not completely.
The man at the cleaners' was definitely Adalwolf, no question about that, but
he wasn't driving a blue Ford sedan; he was driving a green Chevy station
wagon.
The caller knew this
to be true because the caller was Adalwolf.
Telling the FBI he'd
dropped off Kobie's shorts at Quik Fix Cleaners was part of Plan A, and so was
the false description of the car he was driving. No way could he describe his
own green station wagon and risk getting picked up by the highway patrol. As for
the rest of the story, it was accurate because he was counting on the FBI to
check it out. That was the whole point of the call, to get them out to the
cleaners' as fast as possible.
It was a strategy of
misdirection, as
old as Sun-Tzu and The Art
of War.
Harris's cell phone rang. He put down a file and answered. Melissa
continued reading.
Harris listened
quietly, saying nothing but "Mm-hm," and "Got it." He hung
up and talked as he went to the door. "Rufus Pickel just received an
anonymous call that an old man fitting Adalwolf 's description dropped off a
pair of shorts at a cleaners'."
"Kobie's?"
"Yeah, they're
cut-off jeans with a chain of flowers around the legs." A break at last.
Harris was right: The television publicity was helping. "He told the clerk
he's coming back," Harris said. "We're staking out the place."
"Why is he
having her shorts cleaned?"
"Don't know, but
I'm glad it caught someone's attention."
He was out the door
before she could ask him if she could come along.
Look what I brought you." Adalwolf pulled a long strand of red
licorice from a paper grocery bag. Kobie tore off a piece and put the end of it
into her mouth.
"Are you
going to kill me now?"
"No, sweetie,
we're just playing a game."
"Why doesn't the
house sink?" she said.
"It's on
pilings," Adalwolf said.
"What are
pilings?"
"Telephone poles
sunk into the ground below the water. Do you want to see what they look
like?"
"No."
"They're pretty
interesting."
He walked to the door
of the house and opened it and waited for Kobie to join him. She held back.
"Come along,
now," he said.
"I don't want
to."
"There's no
reason to be scared."
"Daddy said you
were bad."
He opened his arms and gave her a big smile. "Kobie. Do I
seem like a bad man to you?"
She wasn't sure.
"Why did you shave off your hair and whiskers?"
"Why do you
braid your hair some days?"
He stepped back into
the house and found a turquoise nylon jacket and held it out.
She said, "It's
too hot to wear a jacket."
"You have to,
we're going for a boat ride."
"Where to?"
"Back to shore
and then home. Put it on."
"But it's too
hot."
He threw the jacket
at her. "I said put it on!"
Her face froze at the
sudden outburst.
He stepped out the
door onto the deck surrounding the house. She followed him, taking small,
cautious steps.
The blue Atlantic
surrounded them in all directions as far as the eye could see. The house was in
a place called Stiltsville, one of seven houses that rose like clowns on
pilings in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean. About two miles away, they could
see the condos and office buildings of Key Biscayne Village, and ten miles
beyond that the skyline of Miami Beach. Most of the thirty-some houses had been
blown away over the years by hurricanes, but these seven remained, separated
from one another by a quarter-mile of water. Isolated. Private. Concealed in
full view.
Adalwolf's sleek fiberglass boat sat at
the bottom of a long ladder that ran down from the deck to the water. The boat
rocked and bobbed against rubber tires screwed to a small dock attached to the
pilings.
The tide was out. The
pilings and ladder were discolored from seawater that covered them at flood
tide, which was three feet above ebb. Barnacles grew where the water covered
the wood, green and gnarled with sharp edges. Adalwolf started down the ladder
carrying a canvas bag on his shoulder.
"Are you going to let me go
now?" Kobie said.
He reached the lowest
rung of the ladder that remained dry, a foot or so above the tops of the waves
that rolled in endlessly. He looked up.
"Come on, Kobie.
Climb down."
She looked over her
shoulder and started down, then stopped, fear etched on her face.
"Come on,"
Adalwolf said. "I'm taking you home." She lowered herself another
rung and froze. "I'm scared," she said. A tall wave swept over
Adalwolf's shins, soaking his shoes, socks, and pants. "Damn it!" he
said, looking down. How was he going to sneak into a concert with wet pants? It
was risky enough showing up at all. He'd have to dry them against the station
wagon's air-conditioning vent. There were two and a half hours till the concert
started, but with everything he had to do, there was no time to waste.
He reached into the
canvas bag on his shoulder and pulled out a white paper package with a medical
insignia on it. Placing the edge of the package in his teeth, he tore it open
and spit out the top, sending it fluttering to the water. Inside the package
were rolls of white adhesive tape.
"Kobie! Get down
here! Now!"
"I can't!"
Kobie said. She was crying and hugging the ladder tightly and looking down
through wide, teary eyes. "I'm scared!"
Melissa was trying to remember comments she'd heard from both
Adalwolf and Ben-Zevi that coincided. Even Clark Kent and Superman shared a
phone booth. What overlap was there between these two separate lives that might
offer a clue about where he was?
She was dropping
Ben's files back into the evidence box when she heard a commotion at the front
door. Walking into the foyer, she found Eric Brandt at the door telling a
skeptical police officer that he was Melissa's doctor and had to come in. She
vouched for him and thanked the officer. "I'm working in the study,"
she said to Eric, heading back to it.
Eric handed her the
mail he'd collected from the mailbox, took off his coat, and followed her down
the hall, asking her how she felt. "Fine," she said, reading
envelopes addressed to Professor Benjamin Ben-Zevi. The return addresses
revealed a Salomon Smith Barney financial statement, an AT&T phone bill,
some Valu-Pac coupons, and a letter from the University of Miami Choral Society.
They entered the
study and Eric sat on the sofa, still quizzing her about her health as she
opened the university letter. It was addressed to Professor Benjamin Ben-Zevi
as a member of the Choral Society board of directors, confirming that his
tickets to a performance of the Boys' Air Choir would be held at the box
office. An accompanying flyer said the concert was being held at the Gusman
Concert Hall on the University campus. Tonight. At eight o'clock.
She read the letter again.
"What is
it?" Eric said.
"Ticket
confirmation to a concert." She looked up. "It's being held
tonight." She stared at Eric as she wondered about it. "You think
there's a chance he'd show up?"
"No way,"
Eric said.
She reread the
letter, wondering what to make of a simple courtesy notification Adalwolf
didn't know he'd receive.
Eric said, "His
picture is all over town."
"You mean
Ben-Zevi's picture is. No one knows what Adalwolf looks like."
"What about the
FBI drawing?"
"It's too far off center," she
said.
"How do you
know?"
"Harris got a
description of him from a girl at a laundry. He was bald, clean-shaven, and
tan."
"I still don't
think he'd risk being seen at a public concert," Eric said.
"No, probably
not." But if he showed up at a dry cleaners' in broad daylight, was
showing up at an evening concert that much worse? He had the arrogance and
the track record to try it. He'd lived a double life successfully for fifty
years. Harris had said it long ago: Even the smartest criminals eventually make
a mistake. This concert was going to be Adalwolf's. She could feel it.
She stood up. "I'm going to the concert."
"No, you're not.
You can't go anywhere without a bodyguard."
"You're coming with
me."
"Me? I'm not a
bodyguard," Eric said, "and I hate choral music."
"If he's not
there we'll dump the concert and get something to eat." Pulling him to his
feet.
"I don't think —
"
"Come on, I'm
going stir crazy sitting around here all day."
He checked his watch.
"But it's only six-thirty."
"I know, but I
have a couple of things to pick up first."
Melissa parked her BMW convertible, top up, in an angled parking
space in front of Gusman Hall. Eric sat in the passenger seat, looking at the
entrance. Concertgoers with tickets had parked in a large lot off to the side of the building.
It was eight-thirty
by the time they got there and the concert had already begun. Melissa had
wanted to arrive before it started so she could eavesdrop on the box office,
but, worried that Adalwolf would recognize her, she'd taken time to stop at
Nicki's Play Pen in Coconut Grove and
buy a disguise.
She looked in the
rearview mirror. "How do I look?" She wore a shoulder-length,
honey-blond wig and horn-rimmed glasses, makeup foundation that was two shades
lighter than normal, lip liner that changed the shape of her mouth, and a
natural shade of lipstick she'd never worn before. The black slacks and white
shirt were her own.
"You look fine," he said.
"But do I look
like me?"
"Not so he'd
notice," he said. "Besides, you're not getting within twenty feet of him or anyone else."
"Don't
worry," she said. "I won't be out of your sight." Her best
defense was surprise, assuming he was there. Everyone with a ticket had already
gone inside the hall, leaving a handful of people sitting on wooden benches and
the steps, listening to the music on outdoor speakers. Now she wondered if the
disguise was worth the effort. By the time the concert ended it would be dark,
and Adalwolf probably wouldn't be there anyway, and she and Eric would go to
dinner and the wig would look ridiculous. She told herself to stop figuring the
odds and take a look. "Okay, I'm ready," she said.
She got out of the car and walked in the dwindling light to
the front of the hall. The night air was hot and the choirboys' voices as pure
as icicles. Under different circumstances she would have enjoyed the music,
but, as it was, she was jumping out of her skin.
She opened the doors
to the foyer, turned around so she could see the faces of the people sitting on
the benches, and started back for the car.
I know he
can see me, I can feel it. She'd felt him at David's funeral, too, and she
was right: He'd been sitting next to her the whole time.
She looked from side
to side, trying not to mimic a radar dish, but she saw no one remotely
resembling Ben-Zevi or Adalwolf. When she reached the car, she climbed into the
passenger seat. Eric looked at her from the driver's seat.
"Anybody
interesting?" he said.
"Nothing."
"Let's go get
something to eat."
"I'm too
nervous," she said. "Let's wait a couple more minutes."
They were Kobie's cut-off jeans, no question about it. Harris and
Rufus Pickel sat in a room behind the laundry's counter, armed and waiting. Two
other agents dressed as mall-cleanup men emptied trash baskets outside the
door. More agents waited in cars in the parking lot. A communications van sat nearby.
Adalwolf hadn't shown yet. The young Asian
girl behind the counter and her father were doing a great job acting normal and
being brave.
It was almost
nine-thirty and he still wasn't there. But that was the thing about stakeouts.
You had to be patient. You had to wait.
It was nine-thirty and the concert was over, and still Adalwolf
hadn't shown. No surprise. When the usher kicked the doorstop to close the
concert-hall front doors, Melissa knew it was time to leave.
"Let's go to
dinner," she said.
Eric started the
engine while Melissa flipped down the visor to start disassembling her
disguise. She felt silly in her wig and dumb for thinking he'd be there. The
mirror picked up stragglers walking to the parking lot in small groups or couples.
Except one.
She was about to pull
off her wig when she saw the silhouette of a man thirty yards away, which was
too far to see any of his features but one: his limp.
"Wait!" she
said, and turned to look out the rear window.
She watched him
continue toward the lot. It was a pale imitation of Ben-Zevi's limp, but it was
a limp nevertheless, and it was on the right leg, too. Then it hit her: As
Ben-Zevi he had exaggerated the hobble, and as Adalwolf he had minimized it. It
was one of the differences he used to mask a double life, but it wasn't quite
different enough. She'd finally spotted something that linked one persona to
the other.
"It's him!"
she said, and opened the door and got out.
"Melissa!"
"I'll be right
back! Turn the car around! I don't want to lose him!"
She followed him down
the sidewalk, not letting him out of her sight. He walked past a fence and
entered the parking lot next to the concert hall. When he was halfway down one
of the rows, she realized that any second now he'd get into a car and drive
away and leave her standing there on foot.
She watched him—she
turned back to see if Eric was behind her yet; he wasn't—then looked back at
him limping down the lane. She turned again and saw Eric pull up at the curb,
signaled him to drive into the lot, then turned back to see Adalwolf.
He was gone.
Damn!
Eric pulled up next
to her and she jumped in. "He's somewhere up ahead!"
Eric came to the end
of the first row and turned down the next.
"Where are
you?" she said. They drove down the lane, watching people get into their
cars and pull out and head for the exit. They couldn't find him.
"Nuts!" she
said. They'd come that close.
Eric turned down the
last lane of the lot, which was nearly empty now, and stopped behind a parked
car in order to keep their BMW hidden. At the
end of the row, illuminated by another car's headlights, was a man standing
next to a nondescript green Chevrolet station wagon, his car key in hand.
It was Adalwolf.
They had him.
Harris, it's me!" Melissa said into her cell phone. "Hang
on a sec," Harris said. His voice was low and urgent.
"Harris, listen—
"
She heard the
rustling of the phone against his body. He was moving—walking or running, she
couldn't tell—but the phone wasn't at his ear. She waited.
Adalwolf's green
Chevy station wagon was two cars ahead. They were on Route 1 headed toward
Miami Beach, moving along in the right lane just under the speed limit. She
memorized the configuration of his tail-lights—size, shape, brightness—so they
could keep track of him if he got too
far ahead.
Harris came back on
the line. "I can't talk, we're about to bust a Ford."
"Forget it,
we've got him!"
"Not sure I heard that."
"Eric and I have
Adalwolf in view right now! We're on Route 1 about two miles from UM."
"What's he
driving?"
"A green
Chevrolet station wagon, Florida plates 4ZR 222."
"Hold on,"
Harris said. She heard him talking to someone in the car. "Okay," he
said, "we're about twenty minutes away. I'll contact Miami-Dade PD and see
if they can pick up your location. What's your license plate?"
"I don't know,
DG something." "The silver BMW convertible?"
"Yeah, with the top up, black."
"I'll tell them
to use an unmarked car. Don't spook him. He could be going to Kobie."
"Got it."
She pulled off her hot, itchy wig and fake horn-rimmed glasses.
"Keep talking to
me," Harris said.
She could hear his
siren through the phone. Then a small tone in her ear. She checked the message window and put it back to her ear.
"My battery's running low," she said.
"Eric got a
phone?"
She asked. "No,
he left it in his car."
"How much juice
you got left on yours?"
"I don't know, a
fourth, maybe."
"Leave the line
open," he said. "Turning the phone on and off eats up more
energy."
"I'll give you
my markers as we go."
Melissa could hear Harris ask agent Rufus Pickel how far they were
I Ifrom 1-95. He came back on and said, "We're two minutes from the
interstate." He was in a cobalt-gray unmarked FBI sedan with a magnetic
rotating beacon on the roof. "You still got him in sight?"
"Two cars
away," Melissa said.
"Don't get too close!"
"Don't worry,
we're staying back and if he looks in the mirror our headlights are in his eyes."
"We're coming up
on the 1-95 on-ramp now. What's your twenty?"
Melissa asked Eric,
"Where are we?"
"Coconut Grove."
"Coconut Grove,
in the southwest thirties," she told Harris.
Adalwolf's brake
lights lit up.
"Wait a sec.
He's slowing down. He's pulling into a Walgreens."
"Be
careful."
"We're moving
past him and pulling into a Maaco parking lot."
Adalwolf pulled into
a slot outside the store and got out, leaving his headlights on. Eric pulled
into a parking space on the next corner and turned off his lights but kept the
engine running.
"He's going into
the store," Melissa said.
"You sure he
can't see you?" Harris said.
"He hasn't even
looked in this direction."
"What's he look
like?"
"Just like the
girl at the cleaner's described him. Bald, clean-shaven, no glasses."
"Can you see him
through the store window?"
"No. You think
he went out the back door?"
"Just
asking."
They waited. She
heard the siren on Harris's car.
"Why does
someone stop at a Walgreens at this hour?" she said.
"What d'ya
mean?" Harris said.
"You stop at a
convenience store when you're close to home."
"Maybe."
"Did you hear
that?" she said. "What?"
"I'm getting
another call. Hang on a second." She hit the flash button.
"Hello?"
"Hello,
Melissa."
It was Adalwolf. She
looked at Eric with saucer eyes and mouthed, It's him!
"Hello."
"Where are
you?" Adalwolf asked.
"In my car a
couple of blocks from your house," she lied.
"Okay, here's
the situation. At exactly eleven-thirty you're going to leave the house and
take Route 1 north to the Rickenbacker Causeway and drive out to Virginia Key.
With me?"
“Go on.”
"When you get to
Virginia Key, you'll see a large marina on your right just before you get to
the Seaquarium. It's well lit with plenty of boats and people, so you'll be
safe."
"Keep
going."
"When you get
into the parking lot, turn right and go to the far end. When you get to the
dock, you'll see a blue-and-white trawler with the name "Sea-Duction"
on the transom. Park nearby and walk to the boat. Alone."
"I
understand."
"It's half an
hour from the house, so leave at eleven-thirty sharp. I want you there at
midnight on the dot."
"I thought you
were going to call me at eleven-thirty."
"I've got something
to do first. Just do as I say."
"What about
Kobie?"
"She's waiting
for you to come and get her."
"So she'll be on
the boat—"
He hung up. She
punched the flash button. Harris was waiting.
"That was
him!"
"What did he
want?"
"He gave me the
directions to a boat at a marina on Virginia Key and told me to be there at
midnight. I think he's—he's coming out of the store!"
"Is he looking
your way?"
"No, he's
looking at a plastic bag he's carrying."
"Keep your head down!"
"He's got his
keys out to unlock the door. Can't find the keyhole. Uh-oh— the bag slipped and
spilled on the pavement. He's picking them up. A carton of milk, a tin of
cookies, some—what's that?"
"What's
what?"
"He's stuffing
something back in the bag. Oh, wow, we're on the right track, Harris!"
"What is
it?"
"Red
licorice."
He's back on Route 1, headed to the right," Melissa said.
"You mean
northeast?"
"Harris."
Compasses were such a male thing. She asked Eric which direction they were
going. "Yeah, toward 1-95 north."
"Good, we're
coming south on 1-95. How's your battery?"
"Hang on a
sec." She looked. "Down to an eighth."
Eric said, "Tell
Harris he's turning onto Brickell Avenue and bypassing 1-95."
"He's not taking
1-95," Melissa said.
Eric said, "He's
headed for the Rickenbacker Causeway."
She relayed that to
Harris.
"I see it on the
map," Harris said. "He's going to Virginia Key."
"Maybe he's
going to the boat now instead of midnight. It's a blue-and-white trawler at the
right end of the parking lot called 'Sea-Duction.'"
"We're on
it."
She could hear Rufus
Pickel talking to base on the car radio.
Eric kept one or two
cars between their BMW and Adalwolf's station wagon, which trundled along with
the flow of traffic, up the bridge over Biscayne Bay, then down onto Crandon
Boulevard toward Virginia Key. Melissa relayed markers to Harris as they went:
a small marina on the left, a beach on the right, Madfish House restaurant and
the Mast Academy High School. "The Seaquarium is coming up on the
right," she said. "I see the marina. He's slowing down."
Adalwolf's car moved
into the left lane with its turn signal blinking. Huh? "He's turning left
instead of right."
Eric slowed but
couldn't make a left turn and follow him without being conspicuous. He turned
right instead, drove into the Seaquarium parking lot, made a slow U-turn, and
came back to Crandon Boulevard, a four-lane highway. Adalwolf had turned left
off Crandon and was headed down a road directly across from Eric and Melissa,
his taillights moving into darkness. Eric waited for a car to pass on Crandon,
then crossed the highway and followed.
"We're on an
unlit macadam road . . . looks like it's called Arthur Lamb Jr. Road,"
Melissa said into the phone. "There's a guardhouse and a sign that says
Central District Wastewater Treatment Plant."
"I see it on the
map," Harris said. "That's weird. It's a dead-end road."
"He said he had
to do something before our midnight meeting."
Eric said,
"Maybe he's going to pick up Kobie."
"Hold a
sec." Harris talked to Rufus Pickel, then came back on. "Rufus says
there's a bar at the end of the road."
"I just saw a
sign for it," Melissa said. "It's called Jimbo's." They hit a
speed bump.
"You sure he
can't see you?"
"No, we're
hanging back," she said. "We look like just another car headed for
Jimbo's."
"Don't get too
close, but don't lose him, either."
"Got the
picture, Harris." The closer they got to Kobie, the more desperation she
could hear in his voice. They drove down a road with pine trees set back on
both sides and a thin groundfog over the road. Adalwolf's taillights were
easily visible, brightening as he braked for speed bumps, disappearing on the
gentle curves, reappearing on the straightaways.
"Think he sees
us?" Eric asked Melissa.
"He wouldn't be
going down a dead-end road if he did."
They passed an
enormous stack of rusty pipes lying by the side of the road and a barbed-wire
fence around a huge sewage plant lit with floodlights.
Harris said,
"Miami-Dade PD has an unmarked car on the way. Coast Guard's ETA is twenty
minutes. They know the lagoon at Jimbo's, they'll sit behind a mangrove across
from the dock. We've got another FBI car coming. Chopper's no help because of
the noise."
"He's on the
brakes again," Eric said.
"Looks like the
restaurant up ahead," Melissa said to Harris and Eric.
Harris came back:
"Park as far away from him as you can and wait."
They drove up to a
dirt entrance on the right and watched as Adalwolf's station wagon came to a
stop among cars parked amid sea grape trees.
"It's an
open-air bar, no walls, tin roof," Melissa said into the phone.
"There's a
beaten-up abandoned house on the left, another one about fifty feet away. Junk
all over the place."
“Is he headed for one
of the houses?" Harris asked.
"Not yet. He's
going into the bar."
Eric parked as far
from the bar as possible and turned off the headlights.
Melissa said, "I
see a dock off to the left. A couple of fishing boats."
"Don't move till
you see Miami-Dade PD, okay?"
"Did you hear
that?" she said.
"Hear
what?"
"That beep. My
battery's cutting out."
"Stay . . . your
car!"
"Say again? I
can't hear—"
He was gone.
Eric and Melissa sat and waited. Jimbo's looked like a backwater
bar straight out of an Elmore Leonard novel, full of fishermen, boaters,
drunks, and talkers. Sitting around the structure were the artifacts of a
future archeologist's dream: a rusted-out, multicolored VW Bug, broken chaise
lounges, bedraggled coco palms, an abandoned schoolbus, picnic tables, trash
cans, umbrella stands, rusty oil drums, an old fireplug, stolen road signs,
bottles—if heaven was a dump, this would be it. There were a few old shacks
nearby nestled beneath root-exposed trees on the perimeter of the parking area.
Over to the left were two fishing boats sitting at a small dock, their
superstructures rising out of a marine fog. Inside the bar, patrons sat
drinking Old Milwaukee beer and eating grilled salmon and laughing and
listening to Tammy Wynette.
"Think we should get out and follow him?" Melissa said.
"No
way," Eric said. "He sees us, it's all over."
Melissa's eyes roamed
the landscape. The fog obscured some of her view but gave them cover. "You
think Kobie's in one of these shacks?"
"Maybe. We have
to see where he goes."
They looked over at
the bar.
"I can't see
him, can you?" Melissa said.
"No, but he's in
there."
"Unless he
slipped out the back. This fog, he could have."
"Regardless,
we're staying put."
They heard tires on
gravel and turned to see a police car drive into the entrance. There was no
siren or lights, but it was—what the heck, it was a marked police
cruiser, the Miami-Dade PD logo on the door and a light bridge on the roof.
"What's going on?"
Melissa said.
The doors opened and
two policemen got out slowly, pulled up their belts, and sauntered over to the
BMW the way cops do when they arrive at
a scene.
"They're wearing
uniforms!" she said.
One of the officers
checked the license plate and leaned down on the driver's side. "You call
about a kidnapping?" he said.
"Not us, the
FBI," Eric said.
Another marked squad
car pulled into the driveway and parked next to the first. Two more uniformed
officers got out and moseyed toward the BMW.
"The Kobie
Johnson case?" the policeman said.
Melissa said,
"The kidnapper's in the bar. I thought you guys were supposed to be in
unmarked cars! If he sees you, he'll bolt!"
"Nobody said
anything to us about being unmarked." A police-dispatcher voice blared out
the open window from the cruiser's radio. Despite the music in the bar,
Adalwolf might have heard it. Melissa thought, What a screwup.
A cobalt-gray sedan
pulled up with Harris and Rufus inside. "That's the FBI now," Eric
said to the policeman.
Melissa said,
"One more car and we'll be a used-car lot."
Harris got out and
walked to the BMW. "What the fuck's with the cruisers and uniforms?"
he said, showing his FBI credential.
"I don't know anything
about that," the police officer said.
Over at the bar there
was commotion. "Hey!" a guy with a beer belly yelled. "That's my
boat!" Thumping toward the water with an object in his hand.
Harris, the cops, and
Melissa saw a fishing boat pull away from the dock.
More yelling down at
the dock, then two shots fired.
"Sounds like a
thirty-eight," one of the cops said. He and the others started running
toward the boat, fingers unsnapping their holster straps.
Harris pointed at
Melissa —"Stay in the car!" —moving backward. To the policeman
standing by the BMW he yelled, "Don't let her out of your sight!"
Rufus Pickel joined him and they sprinted for the dock with the cops.
Patrons too drunk to
know better emptied out of the bar and ran toward the action while the more
sober ones stood and watched. The boat continued moving slowly away from the
dock into the misty lagoon. Melissa sat high in her seat and craned her neck to
see what was going on. Someone at the dock had climbed a boat's fishing tower,
turned on its spotlight, and shined it onto the water. In a few seconds it
picked up a blue bimini moving across the top of the fog like a kite strafing a
cloud.
Sitting in the
driver's seat, Eric's eye picked up something else. "Who's that?" he said.
"What?"
Melissa said. "Somebody walking toward that shack!"
Melissa and the police officer looked and saw a figure moving in
the distance. Keeping his eyes focused, Eric opened the door and got out.
"I'm gonna check. I'll be right back!"
"Eric!"
Melissa yelled, but he was already off and running. To herself, she said,
"I feel like a prisoner in my own car!"
The Miami-Dade
policeman Harris told to watch Melissa climbed into the BMW's driver's seat,
introduced himself, and hit the button locking the doors. Eric's silhouette
moved through the groundfog toward a red shack forty yards away. The
searchlights at the dock stayed on the boat's canvas bimini as it headed toward
mangroves across the lagoon. Male voices in the bar and on the dock yelled at
it across the water.
A Florida State
Highway patrolman with a wide-brimmed hat and a chin strap knocked on the
driver's-side window of the BMW. The Miami-Dade policeman sitting next to
Melissa turned, put his finger on an electric button, and lowered the window.
It hadn't dropped more than a couple of inches before Melissa saw a spray-can
nozzle come through the crack . . . a mist whoosh in. Her police bodyguard
reached for it, grabbed it, pushed it away, his eyes closed, grimacing, now
coughing. She saw his head drop forward quietly and thought, Adalwolf's good
with gas. Then she passed out.
Melissa woke to the sound of tires hitting a speed bump and her
head jolting against the window on the passenger side of a car. She opened her
eyes and recognized the dashboard, the hood, and the charcoal-gray leather of
her BMW. She also recognized the driver. Her lips and cheeks were pinched by
adhesive tape covering her mouth. When her hands rose to pull it off, she
discovered they were bound at the wrists, sloppily, and taped to the metal
frame beneath the seat.
She couldn't
have been unconscious long; they were still on Arthur Lamb Jr. Road, on the way
back from Jimbo's. She sat up straight and turned back to see if Harris was on
the road behind her. There were no headlights. Adalwolf said nothing.
They passed the empty
guardhouse and stopped at Crandon Boulevard. The Rickenbacker Causeway and the
city of Miami were to the right; the town of Key Biscayne and the ocean to the
left. Adalwolf waited for a truck to pass on the four-lane boulevard and turned
left.
The car accelerated
smoothly and followed a set of taillights in the distance. Adalwolf turned on
the radio and found some classical music. A few minutes later they entered Key
Biscayne Village and drove past restaurants, a KFC, and a Citibank. They
stopped at a traffic light and waited. She looked around, but the streets were
empty. When the light turned green, they moved slowly down the main drag. On the
radio a Beethoven sonata ended and a weather report began.
". . . partly
cloudy skies under a full moon . . ."
Adalwolf had sent
Harris on a wild-goose chase to the cleaners' to split him away from her.
". . . temperature
seventy-six degrees ..."
He'd sent a fake
letter from the Choral Society to himself, knowing she'd read it.
". . . the
barometric pressure at thirty point four and rising . . ."
He'd given her his
signature limp at the concert hall, even waited for her to get into the BMW and
drive into the parking lot so they wouldn't lose him.
". . . calm seas
with high tide at 12:57 a.m., low
tide at 6:57 a.m." He'd
called the cops to Jimbo's, which is why they showed up in uniform. He'd sent
the boat into the lagoon and snagged her like a . . . did the radio say, "high
tide at 12:57 a.m.?"
Kobie was being given
up at 12:57, and high tide was at 12:57? High tide high tide. He said he'd give
her back at high tide, but he didn't say she'd be alive. She felt sick
to her stomach. She told herself to calm down. If she vomited with her mouth
taped shut, she'd suffocate.
The adhesive tape covering Kobie's mouth had gotten so soaked with
seawater it was sliding toward her chin. She'd managed to poke it loose with
her tongue so she could breathe a little easier. Her crying had stopped, but
her nose was still stuffed up. The barnacles on the wooden ladder were jabbing
her in the back. She couldn't move.
She sat on a footrest
at the bottom of the wooden ladder at Ben's Stiltsville house. The deck was
about fifteen feet above her; behind her was a dock. Her hands were tied
together in her lap and her feet were taped together and dangling over the edge
of the platform. Rolls of adhesive tape pinned her arms and torso to the
ladder. She was on the inside of the wooden frame, facing the pilings beneath
the house, not outward where a passing boat might see her in the moonlight.
The barnacle gouging
her back was a small problem. The big problem was the rising tide. Before the
sun set, she'd found a barnacle at the high-water mark on a piling in front of
her, just above her line of sight. She didn't know how long it would take, but
when the water reached it, she knew her eyes would be under water.
The sea was already
waist-high. It was warm but she was getting cold. When she turned her head to
the right, she could see the lights of the Miami Beach skyline. She wanted her
daddy.
She looked at
the pilings in the moonlight and named all the flowers she could think of.
Adalwolf drove to the center of the village and pulled into the
driveway of a two-story building with LORING
PHARMACEUTICALS written on a brass plaque by the front door. Next to it
was a sprawling, three-story medical center. He lowered the window and punched
in a code and waited while a metal gate rose. When it was high enough, he drove
into an empty parking lot in back, turned off the engine, and looked at
Melissa. "Your head will clear when we get inside."
Harris sat at the intersection of Arthur Lamb Jr. Road and
Crandon Boulevard, trying to decide which way to turn.
"He went to the
city," Rufus Pickel said. "Easier to hide."
"What's to the
left?" Harris asked.
"Key Biscayne
Village, a state park, and the Atlantic Ocean. Essentially a dead end."
Sitting in the back
seat, Eric Brandt said, "Jimbo's was a dead end, too, but he took it."
Harris rolled down
the window and stuck his arm out and signaled the police cars behind him to
turn right and head for Miami. When they'd gone around him, he pulled into the
median and turned left toward Key Biscayne Village. The expanse of Miami was
hopeless. At least the village was small enough to give them a chance.
The door opened on a laboratory lit by red bulbs in the ceiling. In
front of Melissa were computer-driven analyzers, sinks, beakers, Bunsen
burners, and books. There was a water-purification system to the left, and,
against the wall, an autoclave to sterilize instruments. Next to that was a
stainless-steel refrigerator with double glass doors revealing egg crates of
bottled medicine and containers.
Adalwolf closed the
door behind them and turned on the overhead lights. Melissa stood with her
hands tied and a line of tape across her mouth. I've entered an insane
asylum.
"Follow
me," he said, and walked toward a red velvet curtain strung across a
doorway at the side of the room.
She stood
still, her eyes sweeping the room. So this was his private lab. To the right of
the refrigerator was a centrifuge the size of a washing machine. There were
graduated cylinders and dozens of glass and acrylic test tubes in plastic
racks. Sitting on shelves were bottles of chemicals in light resistant brown
glass, and against the wall was a work area with a chair and a knee well and
two desktop computers, two monitors, two keyboards. There were hoses
everywhere.
He turned.
"Melissa?"
She saw
stainless-steel sinks and acrylic gel trays with electrical wires attached. On
the walls were whiteboards with colored Magic Marker notes and diagrams and
maps sequencing viral DNA. Computer printouts tacked to a cork wallboard.
Stacks of notebooks. A large glass case with a roller hood and ultraviolet
lamps to kill bacteria, and a large fan to suck out volatile fumes. Mounted on
an ultraviolet light box was a digital camera linked to a computer that could
show gels stained with ethidium bromide, a chemical that labeled DNA under
fluorescent light. There were X-ray cassettes and incubators. More than one.
She started walking,
passing a stainless-steel freezer the size of a casket, looking for a knife, a
tool, anything that might serve as a weapon. The only thing she found was a
glass beaker, which she picked up.
He stood waiting for
her, holding a coil of tan rubber tubing and a knife. He took the beaker from her hands—it was useless anyway—and
lifted them as if to cut the tape on her wrists. Instead, he looped the rubber
tubing around them, tied a knot, and reached up and laid the rubber coil over a
chin-up bar between the doorjarnbs. Pulling down the other end, he strung her
hands above her head and tied the tubing to the bar. Then he walked back into
the lab.
"I know what
you're thinking, but you're wrong," he said. She looked through the
doorway into his private lair and saw his bed, a nightstand, and framed
photographs on the wall. The tape across her mouth was making her skin raw.
"You're thinking
I'm going to give you something that will activate the virus," he said.
She heard him open a
drawer behind her, but her eyes were still fixed on the photos: a long-lens
shot of her and David walking arm-in-arm on the beach, another of herself at a
political rally on the Washington mall.
She felt new chills.
"I'm not going
to activate the virus," he said. "I'm going to do the exact opposite."
Above the photos was
a portrait of Adolf Hitler with a leather belt across
his chest, his hair angled diagonally, his mustache trim, his eyes
boring into the lens. Music filled the air—a Mozart mass, beautiful, eerie, and
inappropriate. She spun around on the rubber tubing and faced the lab. He was
walking toward her carrying a small bottle of liquid in one hand, a syringe and
needle in the other.
"I saw you
looking at the photographs," he said, unscrewing the cap from the bottle.
He set it on a table and walked to the nightstand and lifted the book of
photographs and opened it to a worn page. Then he turned it and showed her his
favorite picture of her grandmother. "Beautiful, wasn't she?" To
himself he said, "I was so in love with her."
He set the book down
and opened a drawer in the nightstand and lifted out a black leather box. After
opening it, he lifted a silver chain with a white pendant dangling at the
bottom. It was her grandmother's, the one that had cost Ben-Zevi his life. He
stepped over to Melissa and placed it around
her neck. "But no more beautiful than you are, my dear." He admired
her a moment, then picked up the bottle of liquid.
"I traced three
generations of your family in search of Jewish genes," he said.
"Fifty years of work, and I couldn't find them. Then one day I didn't need
to. The genome project did it for me." He pointed at a poster on the wall
near the end of the bed. "See that chart? The lines on the left are the
chromosomes unique to Ashkenazi Jews, and the ones on the right are Sephardic."
He stuck the needle
through the rubber diaphragm on the bottle's mouth and drew out a carefully
measured amount. "Those handful of genes are like little fuses. When they
come into contact with my virus, whoosh! Bleeding, convulsions,
disorientation, coma. Viral hemorrhagic fever that makes the gas chambers look
kind." He set the bottle on a tray.
"I named the
version you're carrying 'FSV,' by the way. FS for 'final solution,' V for
'virus.' Don't be so nervous, there's not going to be an ultrasound this
time."
He snapped the
syringe with his finger, eliminating any bubbles. "By the way, you're
going to love this little bit of poetic justice. I farmed out pieces of the
research to three labs with the most brilliant Jewish research virologists you
can find and told them they were developing a therapeutic virus that would
attack Tay Sachs disease." He couldn't help smiling at that.
"The problem with
NTX was that it killed so fast there was no time to spread it. The Friedman boy
and the other beta-testers proved that conclusively."
He picked up an
alcohol pad in an envelope.
"FSV solves that
problem. Once the prototype matures in your baby— which should happen by
the time it's born—the virus will be robust enough to spread as an aerosol.
When someone is exposed to it by a cough or sneeze, the virus will stay dormant
for forty-five to sixty days, then wham, you're gone. If you're Jewish, that
is."
He tore open the
envelope.
"You want to
know something interesting? If your baby spreads the virus to one person a day,
and each of them spreads it to one person a day, in forty-five days—before the
first symptoms appear to the first epidemiologist—every man, woman, and child
on earth will have the virus. It's true. Two to the forty-fifth power is ten
billion." He took out the alcohol pad.
"With modern
travel, it'll spread around the globe faster than SARS or the 1918 flu, and that
one killed over twenty million people. There are only thirteen million Jews in
the world."
He raised the
syringe. She shook her head no, her eyes wild and pleading.
"Don't worry,
this injection isn't going to set off the virus," he said, trying to calm
her. And for a moment it did —until he added, "The virus is already active
and maturing in your baby." She puffed at the tape wildly.
"The problem
is," Adalwolf said, "as it grows, it can cross over the placenta
barrier into the mother. Too many of my pregnant lab rats caught the virus from
their fetuses and died before their babies were born." He tossed the
alcohol pad onto the floor. "So you see, you don't want to stop me from
giving you this serum. Without it, you'd be dead a few weeks from now."
She watched him
helplessly.
"I'm ready to
inject it now. With your permission."
She shook her head
and her nostrils flared above the duct-tape gag.
"I want your
permission, Melissa. I want you to beg for your life."
Sweat ran into her eyes.
"I want you to
beg for your baby's life, too."
Now tears.
"David
did."
She closed her eyes.
"Beg for it!
Now!"
"Mm-mmm!"
"What?"
"Mm-mmm!"
He reached up and
pulled the tape off her mouth. "I couldn't understand what you said."
She spoke in a hoarse
whisper. "I said, fuck you."
His face turned
red—then softened into a smile.
"Melissa,
Melissa, Melissa. That is so you."
He unbuttoned her
shorts and pulled them down at her hip.
"You should be
proud to call yourself a Jew."
He used the alcohol
pad to clean a spot on her skin.
"Just like
another Jewish woman, you've been chosen, Melissa."
He tossed aside the
pad and raised the needle.
"And just as her son gave his life to
save the world, yours will give his to save it again."
He inserted the
needle smoothly and pushed down the plunger.
"Melissa the
chosen one. Chosen to be the Nazi Madonna."
He pulled out the
needle, then lifted the pendant from around her neck.
"It's time for
you to see your new home, my dear. You'll love the baby's room. I'm painting it blue."
Harris Johnson, Rufus Pickel, and Eric Brandt drove through Key
Biscayne Village looking for Melissa's BMW. They got on the radio to FBI Miami,
but there was no news, no sighting by their own agents, Miami-Dade PD, the
Highway Patrol, the Coast Guard.
Harris decided to
return to headquarters. He pulled into a driveway, turned around, and headed north
toward the Rickenbacker and Interstate 95 north. The building next to the
driveway had a small brass sign by the door that read loring Pharmaceuticals. Not that he noticed it, and not that
it would have meant anything if he had.
They sped away.
Melissa's BMW left the laboratory parking lot and turned right,
which was south, and headed toward the dead end of Key Biscayne. Adalwolf was
driving. Now that it didn't matter, she was conscious of the compass and their
directions.
Adalwolf had put her
in the back seat and laid her on her side with her hands tied and fresh tape on
her mouth. Moving along the main street, she pulled herself into a sitting
position and looked around. Adalwolf saw her do it but didn't object. She was
hidden in back by the convertible's canvas top, and at eleven-thirty at night
there was no one around to see her anyway.
He drove carefully
through the village to a remote area and came to a set of white metal gates
across the road. A sign to the right said bill
baggs cape Florida state recreation park, and one hanging on the gate
said road closed at sunset —do not
enter. There was no one in sight.
He pulled up to the
gates with his headlights on, got out, and walked to the center where the
crossbars met. Using a pair of wire cutters, he snipped a thin cable that held
them together, swung them open, and came back to the car and drove through. On
the other side he stopped and closed the gates, then got in the car and
continued on.
They drove past a
closed ranger station into the abandoned park, passing signs to a lighthouse
cafe and beach rentals. A mile or so down the road they came to a sign that
read no name harbor and boater's grill. He
turned right and took the road until it ended in an empty parking lot. To the
left, partly hidden behind trees, was a closed restaurant, and in front of the
car was the stern of a sleek white boat that she guessed was about twenty-five
or thirty feet long. Beyond it, the harbor's smooth water shimmered in the
moonlight, where four or five boats sat quietly at anchor —a mast light on
some, soft-lit portholes on others. He cut the engine and headlights and turned
back to her.
"The situation
is simple," he said. "If you want to see Kobie alive, you must do
exactly as I say."
She looked at him.
"Disobedience
will get her killed, Melissa. I trust David's experience makes that
point?"
She nodded. She heard
distant music—rock and roll—and an occasional burst of laughter.
"I'm going to
make the boat ready now. Sit quietly and relax."
She nodded.
He taped her hands to
one of the metal ribs supporting the convertible top and got out of the car.
Carrying his leather doctor's bag and a flashlight, he crossed a patch of sandy
crabgrass and walked up to the stern of the boat. He looked to his left, toward
the source of the music. She could hear it and assumed it was coming from a
boat, although her view was blocked by the low foliage of sea grape trees.
He'll kill me the
minute the baby is born.
Adalwolf stepped from
a concrete abutment onto the boat's foot-wide aft deck, then down onto what
must have been a seat and onto the cockpit floor. She could see him from the
waist up as he worked.
The virus will
kill the baby soon after the disease spreads.
He set his medical
bag down and stepped over to the boat's steering wheel. Next to it in the
moonlight she could see pairs of throttles, levers for twin engines, and a
panel of gauges. Holding on to a tall chair, he inserted a key in the ignition,
lit up the instrument panel, and started the engines. The rumble of twin
Mercruiser 360s blended with the music from the party.
He stepped onto the
deck above the cockpit and walked along the side of the cabin to the bow. She
heard the clank of a heavy chain as he hoisted the anchor. He returned to the
cockpit, bent down, and straightened up with two flat, foam-filled cushions
that he laid on the floor. With the engines still grumbling, he climbed onto
the foot-wide aft deck, stepped onto the cement abutment, and walked back to
the passenger side of the car.
"Remember,
exactly as I say," he said.
He pulled the tape
off her mouth and cut the tape that tethered her bound hands to the metal rib
and helped her out of the car. With his arm in hers and her wrists still taped
in front of her, he walked her across the grass toward the boat. About fifty
feet to the left, tied to a cleat on the abutment,
was a large yacht with a flying bridge and fishing poles and complicated
rigging. Music, laughter, and the occasional whoop of a card game came from a
well-lit salon along with the pungent smell of pot. But no one in sight.
He guided her to the
stern of his boat. Up close, the engines rumbled loudly and sump pumps spit
water from the hull into the bay. He helped her step from the abutment onto the
foot-wide aft deck. Five feet below the deck, just above the waterline, was a
swim platform that kept the boat away from the concrete wall. The platform's
swim ladder was stowed in the up position.
He followed
her onto the narrow aft deck, stepped ahead of her onto a cockpit bench, and
down to the floor. Taking her by her bound hands he helped her down. The moment
both her feet were planted, he said "On your knees."
She knelt on the cockpit floor as slowly as she could. When she
was almost down, she looked over the gunwales for a party-goer, a sailor,
anyone who might help. There was no one.
He pushed her head
down, then reached out and loosened the two stern lines and tossed them onto
the deck near her feet. With the boat now floating free, he walked to the helm
and sat in the skipper's chair and pushed the gear-shift levers forward,
engaging the propellers with a clunk. The boat began moving at idle speed. When
they'd cleared the boats sitting at anchor, he increased power slightly and
headed toward the cut leading to the Atlantic Ocean. Once they got there, she
knew it would be all over. He placed the two throttles in his palm and pushed
them forward an inch. The sound of the engines turned from a rumble to a purr
and the boat started gliding through shallow waves.
Melissa heard a loud
banging noise behind her. The swim platform ladder had fallen backward on its
hinges and was dragging in the water and bobbing up and down. Adalwolf pulled
the throttles back to idle, got out of his chair, and stepped around her to the
stern. Leaning over aft the deck, he grabbed a small line and pulled the ladder
out of the water into the up position, then stretched out to secure it with a bungee
cord.
Now, Melissa
told herself.
She rolled onto her back, raised her feet, and shoved Adalwolf just
below the seat of his pants. He lurched over the foot-wide deck, arms flailing,
and fell head-first onto the swim platform. His body crumpled behind his
outstretched hands—his torso slid over the edge of the platform —and his hands
pawed the smooth, wet fiberglass in search of a handle, a line, anything to
keep him from falling into the water.
Melissa heard the
thud when he hit the platform—but no splash, which meant he was still on board.
She rolled onto her hands and knees and used the edge of the molded fiberglass
bench to raise herself to her feet. The boat continued moving at idle speed,
heading for the channel.
She looked over the edge of the aft deck and saw Adalwolf's left
hand splashing in the water, his right hand gripping a rubber shower hose he'd
stretched to the limit, struggling to pull himself back.
She turned and looked
for a sharp edge to cut the tape on her wrists, but boat cockpits, by design,
had few sharp edges.
She saw his black
medical bag on the bench, grabbed it, opened the mouth, and turned it upside
down, spilling the contents onto the white cushion. She glanced over the
transom again. Adalwolf had pulled his torso onto the platform and lay on it,
catching his breath.
She pawed through the
paraphernalia and saw a glint of steel, a pair of scissors. She turned one of
blades back between her wrists, slipped her fingers into the handle, and began
sawing at the adhesive tape. With her wrists bound, the stroke was too short to
be effective. Adalwolf got to one knee, breathing hard.
She continued sawing
at the tape as hard as she could. The edge frayed but didn't tear. She wasn't
going to make it. They were in the middle of the harbor now, with a wide
expanse of water on all sides. Hit the throttles and make him slide off the
platform! She stepped up to the levers and looked back. One of his hands
came over the aft deck just as she jammed the throttles forward. The boat
lurched ahead, but it was too late: He managed to hold on. She pulled back to idle and turned the wheel hard left,
putting the vessel into a wide, slow circle, hoping someone would notice.
She looked around
frantically. On the side of the boat was a row of "rocket launchers,"
the metal tubes that held fishing poles. She opened the scissors wide, dropped
the handle of a blade into one of the tubes, and laid the other blade across
the mouth to keep the pair from falling in. Then she drove the sharp edge of
the protruding blade between her wrists, trapping it in the tape. She lifted
the scissors out.
Adalwolf stood on the
swim platform and looked at her through snaky eyes.
Picturing a severed
artery, she brought the scissors handle down hard against the fiberglass bench.
The blade cut the tape halfway through before falling to the floor.
Adalwolf started
climbing over the transom.
She was out of time.
Adalwolf put his foot on the fiberglass bench in the cockpit. She saw a long
aluminum pole wedged between a pair of clamps on the outside of the cabin wall
in front of the helm—a gaff for pulling fish on board or reaching the loop on a
mooring ball.
Adalwolf stepped onto
the floor of the cockpit. Furious.
She reached up with bound hands and pulled
the gaff out of the prongs and in one continuous motion swung it around,
clipping Adalwolf above the eyes, snapping his head back. He touched his
forehead where the pole had hit him, looking for blood. She raised the weapon
and brought it down on top of his shaved head, feeling the impact vibrate up
the aluminum shaft into her hands. He squinted and raised his hand to his
skull.
She hit him again.
And again. And again.
He grabbed the pole
and tried to pull it away from her, but his inner ear was already confused and
struggling. His legs buckled and he fell to his knees and toppled forward onto
his face, mumbling incoherently.
She raised her hands
and brought the tape between her wrists down hard on the edge of the rocket
launcher. The adhesive binding split and her hands were free.
Adalwolf rolled onto
his back.
She pawed through the
spilled contents of his doctor's bag, found a plastic-wrapped syringe and a
capped needle, found a bottle with a red-and-blue label that looked like the
sedative he'd used on her in the clinic—the Versed—and unscrewed the cap.
Adalwolf reached for
the bench to pull himself up.
Her hands were
shaking too hard to get the needle screwed onto the hub of the syringe. Come
on, all those hormone pregnancy shots you gave yourself, you know what to do. She
finally felt it snap into place and pulled the cap off the needle.
Adalwolf looked up
and saw what she was doing.
She drove the needle
through the rubber diaphragm, pulled back the plunger, and yanked the needle
out. Adalwolf got to his knees to rise. She pushed him back onto his side, put
her foot on his cheek, and pinned his head to the floor. Leaning over, she
drove the needle into the side of his neck—Hit a vessel, please, God, hit a
vessel! —and jammed the plunger down.
He grabbed her hand
with an iron fist and pulled the needle out.
"Jew
bitch."
He bent her hand
backward, bringing her to her knees in a silent scream. Just as he was about to
break it, his grasp eased, his eyelids went to half-mast, and his eyes rolled
up. His lips were parted as if he was in the middle of a sentence he couldn't
quite finish.
God must have heard
her prayer.
A boat. Kobie heard the growling engine of a speedboat. She turned
her head as far as she could, but she couldn't see it, so she listened. Over
here! She sent the strongest thoughts she could. Over here, over here,
over here!
The sound of twin
engines grew louder, alternating their pitch with the pounding of the hull
against the waves and the whine of cavitating propellers. Louder and louder
they came . . . held their volume . . . then turned softer and softer, fading
until they were drowned out by the sound of waves lapping against the pilings.
Water lapping at the
ladder, and her chest, and the telephone poles that held the house above her
head. Stupid, dumb water. Stupid like Jimmy Whitacre, who sat behind her and
kicked her chair all day, kicked and kicked no matter how many times she turned
around and said "Stop it, Jimmy!" Wave after wave, lapping at her
chest, lapping and lapping no matter how many times she told it to stop.
"Daddy!"
she cried.
Lapping and lapping.
Worse, rising.
The moment the bow eased back toward the cement abutment, Melissa
pulled back the throttles and threw the props into reverse. For someone who
didn't know much about boats she had the right idea, just not the best timing.
The boat's momentum carried it into the cement, crunching the fiberglass bow
and jolting her against the wheel.
The crash
moved like a shock wave down the abutment to the party boat. The laughter below
decks stopped, then the music, and a moment later three young men emerged with
bare feet, tank tops, and boozy eyes, and walked along the abutment to her
boat.
"Hey, nice
job," a guy with a bottle of beer said, looking at the damage.
"I need
help!" Melissa said.
"No shit,"
a guy with a joint said.
The guy in the tank
top said, "Hey, I know you! You park cars in my garage."
"It's my
grandfather!" Melissa said. "He hit his head!"
Mr. Beer Bottle and
Mr. Tank Top jumped aboard and walked down the side of the boat to the cockpit.
"How bad is it?" Tank Top said.
"It knocked him out," she said.
"You better get
him to a doctor," Beer Bottle said.
"I'll call an
ambulance," Tank Top said, patting his shirt, "soon's I find my cell phone."
Melissa said,
"Just help me get him into my car and I'll take him myself."
Tank Top stepped into
the cockpit and looked at Adalwolf more closely.
"I don't know,
man, he looks pretty bad."
Melissa said,
"If you call EMS, it's going to mean police reports, medical forms— "
"Hey,
Alphonse!" Mr. Beer Bottle yelled at Mr. Joint. "Give us a hand!
We gotta put this
lady's grandpa in her car!"
Melissa headed north in her BMW with Adalwolf on the passenger
side, his head resting in the crook of the seat and the door. He'd be awake in
half an hour, forty-five minutes max. Now that she finally had him, she didn't
know what to do with him.
Ask Harris.
She lifted her cell
phone and hit the speed dial before remembering the battery was gone.
He couldn't help her
now. She was on her own.
Take him to the
nearest police station.
But the police had
rules, and rules took time. Eventually they might get the truth out of him
about Kobie's whereabouts, but eventually wasn't good enough. And what about
the virus? His lab notes? A vaccine? The police would never get that
information out of him, not without a rubber hose, and they didn't do that
anymore. At least, not when you wanted them to. My God, listen to what
you're saying.
She was getting
ideas.
She pawed through her
shoulder bag and found the red sneaker on her keychain. Lifting it in front of
the rearview mirror to catch the light from headlights behind her, she saw the
key to their beach house still on the chain. She put it back in her bag.
Get hold of yourself.
Wait a
second: She had a DC adaptor for her cell phone. She could plug it into the
cigarette lighter and call Harris. She fished it out of the console and plugged
it in and stuck the jack into her phone. It gave her a power-on beep. She
lifted it and found the speed dial button to Harris. Her finger pressed lightly
—and backed off.
She looked over at
Adalwolf. He was still unconscious with a knot on his head. Farther up 1-95 was
FBI headquarters, and coming up on the right was the turnoff to Golden Beach. There
are rules for everybody else, and then there are rules for monsters. He'd
taught her that himself. But there was also her own voice, the one she used in
the classroom to teach legal ethics.
"Do what's right,” she said out loud. "Turn him in." Then, You're
already the subject of one grand jury investigation, why not two? The exit
sign flashed in the corner of her eye. She veered right, toward the beach.
She drove slowly into the driveway, turned off the headlights, and
reached into the glove compartment for the garage door opener. When the door
rose she drove in, hit the button to close it, then turned off the engine and
sat still until the door banged shut. The garage was silent. Only her heart was
making noise. It had a beat she'd never felt before, simultaneously cool and
angry.
She got out of the car and flipped the switch to turn on a
fluorescent ceiling light. Walking around the front bumper, she looked at the
steel door leading inside the house and saw Mr. Butterfield's collapsed
wheelchair sitting by the wall. She walked to it, unfolded it, and pushed it to
the BMW's passenger side.
Nothing about this
was going to be easy.
She opened the door
and caught Adalwolf's torso before it fell onto the floor, then jostled his
butt into the wheelchair seat. Leaving the passenger door open —she needed both
hands to keep his body from falling— she pushed the chair to the hallway door
and unlocked it with the key on her red-sneaker chain. Once it was open, she
pushed him inside, onto the smooth tile, and stopped to catch her breath. She
flicked on the hallway light and stood thinking, Am I really going to do
this?
She looked down the
hallway and saw the door to the steam room. She pictured David standing there
with a towel, opening the door. . . then pictured him lying on the redwood
platform with a needle in his heart.
Yes, she was going to
do this.
She got behind the
wheelchair and pushed it onto the automatic chair-lift, raised the safety bar,
took a breath, and hit the up button. The electric motor came to life, turning
the gears with a quiet whir. The elevator with Adalwolf's crumpled body rose to
the second floor as Melissa climbed the steps next to it, one hand on his
shoulder to keep him steady.
When the lift reached
the top, she lowered the safety bar and pushed the wheelchair onto the hallway
carpet. Leaving Adalwolf slumped in the chair, she walked down the darkened
hallway to the master bedroom.
She entered the
bedroom by feel and put her hand on the light switch to turn it on —then changed her mind.
There was enough moonlight coming through the picture window to let her
navigate where she needed to go. She wanted no curiosity from the security
company that patrolled the beach. The curtains were open; she drew them closed
with a pull cord, putting herself in total blackness, then felt her way to a
lamp next to the
bed and turned it on.
She lifted the bedside telephone. It was dead, the service cut off
when she'd moved out. The clock said it was nearly midnight. An hour to high tide.
She walked into
David's office and pulled a book off the shelf and scanned the tidal chart.
Biscayne Bay rose and fell three feet every twelve hours. Three inches an hour.
If Kobie's nose was near the high-water mark, she was only inches away from
drowning. Maybe she already had. There was no time to waste.
She estimated the
distance between the door and the side of the bed, then returned to the
wheelchair. She approached Adalwolf cautiously. His eyes were still closed, but
so were a possum's. She reached out and poked at him. He didn't move. She poked
him again, this time a little more confidently. He didn't grab for her.
She got behind the
wheelchair and pushed him down the hall into the bedroom. When she was inside,
she turned the chair toward the side of the bed and held her forehead in the
palm of her hand. Think about this first. Once you get started, there's no
turning back. "But there's no time," she said out loud,
"he'll wake up any moment."
She leaned into the chair as if she were pushing a car and
stepped forward. The well-lubricated wheels picked up speed and the chair's
foot-rest hit the bed frame about shin-high with an enormous crash. The momentum
sent Adalwolf's body forward with a lurch and plopped his torso onto the bed,
with his knees on the floor. The wheelchair fell onto its side, its upper wheel
spinning. The weight of his body was starting to pull him over the edge of the
mattress onto the floor.
She pushed the chair
out of the way and grabbed his belt and held him up. With her other hand she
reached out and grabbed the bedside lamp and ripped the electrical cord out of
the socket. Feeling her way in the dark, she ran
the end of the cord under his belt, tied a quick knot, and wound the lamp and
the cord around the bedpost on the opposite side.
Letting the lamp
dangle over the foot of the bed, she went to the other bedside lamp and turned
it on. Adalwolf's upper body was still facedown on the mattress, held in place by
the electrical cord.
She walked to the
near side of the bed and lifted his legs, grunting under their weight. Once
they were on the mattress, she pushed them toward the middle of the bed and
twisted his body onto its side. She stood up and caught her breath and heard
Eric's warning: Too much effort could cause a miscarriage. She talked to the
baby a moment, telling him to stay with her, and checked the time. It was
midnight. The thought of Kobie gave her new energy.
She tugged at
Adalwolf's clothes until he was lying on his back in the center of the bed. His
head moved from side to side. He was waking up.
She ran into the
bathroom, opened the cabinet under the sink, and read the labels on the
containers: hairspray, shaving cream, shampoo, everything except what she
needed. She ran out of the bedroom and down the steps to the utility room and
pulled bottles and pressurized cans off the shelves, reading, tossing, and
reading.
Finally, a
possibility: Carbonette. She read the label out loud. "Spot cleaner
. . . main ingredient carbon tetrachloride. That'll do." She threw it into
a plastic garbage bag and pulled the ironing board out of the closet and found
the iron behind it. She grabbed it and ran out the hallway door into the
garage. The ceiling light was still on, the passenger door of her car still
open.
She unplugged her
cell phone and dropped it into the garbage bag, then pushed the passenger seat
forward and reached into the back seat and grabbed Adalwolf's medical bag. She
saw the plastic envelope containing the documents she'd gotten from Jake the
Wizard lying on the floor. Acting on instinct, she threw them into the garbage
bag, too.
She dumped the
contents of the medical bag onto the back seat, picked up rolls of adhesive
tape, and tossed them into the bag. After backing out of the car door, she
closed it, turned out the light at a wall switch, and entered the house. She
sprinted up the steps and down the hallway and
reentered the bedroom cautiously, the clothes iron in one hand,
the garbage bag in the other.
Adalwolf was lying on
the bed, groaning.
She gave herself
exactly five minutes to get ready.
Harris sat in the dispatcher's room at FBI Miami, hanging on every
telephone call and police report that came in over the radio. Lots of chaff,
not a kernel of wheat.
Special Agent
Pickel set a cup of coffee in front of Harris. Harris took a drink, grimaced,
and unrolled his Rolaids.
Rufus said,
"We've got Miami-Dade on alert, and we've got every car we have out there
on a grid, ready to roll at a moment's notice. The chopper's on the pad."
Harris nodded. He
started to say something about Kobie, but decided to cut himself off with a
drink of nasty coffee instead.
She'd never seen anything like it. Never even imagined it. Her
breathing was short and her mouth as dry as a desert.
Melissa stood at the
side of the bed, looking at her handiwork. Adalwolf's eyes were open, his head
clearing. He turned his face toward her.
"What. . ."
He tried to get up, but his hands tugged
against the adhesive tape holding his wrists to the bedposts. He looked
surprised, although she couldn't imagine why. His knees rose instinctively, but
not far: His feet were taped to bedposts, too. His face showed confusion, then
dawning awareness.
Straining his neck
muscles, he lifted his head and looked down at his spread-eagled body. His
shoes and socks and shirt were off, his pants and white undershirt on. His eyes
asked the obvious: What is that thing in the middle of my body? It
looked like an iron, a household iron, sitting on his stomach —no, not sitting
on it, taped to it. Her version of an ultrasound probe. His eyes
followed the electrical cord from the back of the handle to an extension cord
to an outlet in the wall.
Melissa pulled a chair up to the side of the bed and stood leaning
on the back the way she did when she taught her class. A class on ethics and
the law; not, as she'd once pointed out, a class on the Marquis de Sade. Torture
is no more justified than killing, she recalled lecturing her students. And
what had Maria Tressler said about that after class? I hope you never have
to face the choice. Oh, Maria, if only you knew.
"Where is
she?" Melissa said. She took a drink of water from a glass. Her hand was
surprisingly steady.
He lowered his head
and closed his eyes and started laughing. "What do you think you're
doing?"
She felt fury rising
in her cheeks. Thank you, Adalwolf. That helps. She reached out and
turned the heat setting on the iron to low, then came around and sat on the
chair and waited.
He stopped laughing slowly, tears running down his temples.
"Oh, my dear. Now you really are in a pickle, aren't you?"
"Me in a
pickle? You're the one tied to a bedpost with a hot iron on your stomach. You
said I could have Kobie at 12:57, which is high tide."
"I did?"
Adalwolf said. "Inadvertent disclosure is one of the shortcomings of the
highly specific mind." To himself, he mumbled, "Like that Latin phrase I gave you."
She reached out and
turned the dial up a notch. "We don't have much time, Adalwolf."
"Call me
Ben," he said.
"You aren't Ben.
You don't even look like him."
"Your iron is
getting warm."
She leaned over and
looked at the dial. "We've got plenty of settings to go."
"Let's stop this
charade," he said. "Look at you, behaving like some Colombian drug
lord. We both know you're not a torturer. Besides, you have to cut me loose if
you want to find her."
"Where is she?"
He let out a weary
sigh. "You want to play a game? All right, but every minute we lose the water gets
higher."
"Where is
she?"
"The problem
isn't Kobie, Melissa, it's you. If you'd just accept your fate, none of this would be necessary."
"I don't believe
in fate. I prefer action." She turned up the heat to polyester-rayon. "Where is she?"
He grimaced and began
to sweat.
She looked at her
watch. Ten after midnight. She reached out and turned up the dial two notches.
"We're at wool," she said.
"Cotton and linen to go." The iron clicked as the steel surface
expanded. She could smell his undershirt scorching and see it turning brown at
the edges.
"This is so
good," he said in a hoarse voice. "The child of an Auschwitz survivor
. . . full of moral indignation about the ovens . . . the Nazi hunter behaving
like the hunted. So . . . absolutely . . . good." Wisps of smoke rose from
the burned shirt. He screamed.
"Where is
Kobie?" she said. Her hands shaking.
"I'll tell you what you need to
know," he whispered. He was breathing hard, rocking from side to side in
pain. She leaned in close to hear what he had to say. What he said was,
"Go to hell, you goddamned Jew."
She reached out and
turned the dial up a notch—then pushed it all the way to seven, the highest
setting.
"Where is
she?" she said. She was trembling and felt outside herself. She gave
herself a pep talk under her breath: "Stay with it, Lissa, it's him or
you. Him or Kobie."
He breathed like a
sprinter. The iron burned through the shirt and seared the skin on his
nerve-rich stomach. The stench of burning flesh filled the air. He began
yelling harder.
Melissa began crying.
"Where is she!" she yelled. It was her voice, but she didn't
recognize it. "Answer me or I'll let it melt right down to your spine!"
More crying by her,
more yelling by him, more stink of roasted skin. Adalwolf's body began shaking
and writhing and his face turned reddish-purple and shiny with sweat.
Melissa reached out for the iron—Adalwolf
raised his trembling head to see. "Take it off!" he screamed. His
head craned backward, his eyes smashed closed.
Her hand hovered
above the handle. "Where is she!" She told herself not to lose her nerve. "Where is
she?"
He didn't answer. She
put her hand on the iron as if to lift it and cut the tape . . . then pressed
down instead. The searing heat sent Adalwolf into a new spasm. His back jerked
and she heard his neck pop.
"Where is
she?" she yelled in a crying slur.
"Take it off!
Take it off! Take it off!"
"Tell me!"
—"Take it off!" —"Where is she?" They were both yelling at
the same time. "I'll tell you!" he said. "Oh, God — "
"Tell me and
I'll stop!" She cried harder.
"Oh, Jesus,
Jesus, Jesus, stop it, Jesus. . ."
"Tell me!"
He'd cried himself
into silent heaves. "Stilts . . . vi."
"What?"
"Aahhhl Take-it-off-take-it-off-take-it-off.
. ."
"I couldn't hear
you!"
He took a breath in
and used it to expel a word. "Stilts. . . ville!"
"What's
Stiltsville?" He began a new round of weeping. "Did you say
Stiltsville?"
"Yesssssl"
he screamed. "Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes . . . " She raised
the scissors and slid the blades around the tape holding the iron and was
starting to cut it when it occurred to her that Stiltsville might be a whole town.
"Where in
Stiltsville?" she said.
"Oh, God, stop
it, please . . ."
"Where in
Stiltsville?"
He gathered a breath.
". . . house . . . by the channel marker . . . oh, God, God, God. . . "
She cut the tape on
one side of the iron and pulled it off his stomach and laid it onto its side.
Burned flesh stuck to the bottom; she couldn't bear to look at it, much less at
his stomach. The moment she lifted the hot metal surface, air hit his exposed
nerves and sent a new electric-chair jolt through his body. He began screaming.
She had to get word
to Harris. She picked up the telephone by the bed, forgetting the service was
dead. She pulled her cell phone out of the garbage bag, hoping the battery had
recharged in the car. It lit up.
She couldn't remember
the number at the FBI. Her hands were shaking. She wiped her eyes and hit the
speed-dial button to Harris. His phone rang. She turned her back to Adalwolf,
who was still whimpering, and covered her other ear with her hand.
"Melissa?"
Harris said. A helicopter engine nearly drowned out his voice.
"She's in
Stiltsville!" she yelled.
"Say
again?"
"Kobie's in a
place called Stiltsville! Stiltsville! Do you read me?"
She heard Harris
talking to the pilot, heard the word "Stiltsville."
Then back to Melissa.
"We're on our way!"
"The house by
the channel marker!" she said.
"By the channel
marker," he shouted.
"Call me on my
cell phone the second you find her!"
The chopper swooped down low over the water. The pilot knew where
Stiltsville was, and at 140 miles an hour, it was only a minute before the
channel marker appeared blinking in the moonlight.
He angled toward a
house with a large antenna but no lights or signs of life. Harris turned on the
powerful 1,300-watt spotlight as the helicopter descended gently and hovered
off to the side of house. The spotlight moved across the deck, then the
waterline at the pilings. They saw no sign of her. "Closer!" Harris
yelled, pumping his finger.
The chopper
dropped until it was three feet above the water and began circling the house.
Harris moved the spotlight up and down, searching the deck, the boarded-up
windows. There was nothing. "Put me down!" he yelled, pulling on his
gloves. The helicopter rose above the house as Harris gathered up a fast rope
coiled behind his seat. He opened the door and dropped it over the side, then unbuckled
his seatbelt. The crest of the roof was only a few feet below, the deck a story
below that.
He checked the
equipment strapped to his jumpsuit to make sure everything was in place. Facing
the pilot, he went out the door and slid down the fast rope like a fireman's
pole. When he reached the deck, he yelled "Kobie!" but the sound of
the chopper's engine drowned him
out.
Shining a flashlight
through an unboarded window, he made a quick search of the cabin interior, saw
nothing, then walked to the top of a wooden ladder leading down to the boat
dock. His watch said 12:30.
He climbed down and
searched the pilings beneath the house. Then, for some reason —call it
instinct—he stuck his head through the rungs and looked down. Below his feet
was the face of his daughter, her head tilted back, her eyes closed, water
washing over them.
"Kobie!"
He lowered himself
until he was waist-deep in the sea. She was coughing up water and trying to
catch her breath between the waves. The gag that
circled her head was around her neck. She opened her eyes and saw her daddy but
showed no sign of recognition. She was almost gone.
He pulled the snorkel
from his jumpsuit and stuck the mouthpiece between her lips. It didn't fit; she
swallowed water and coughed. He tore the rubber mouthpiece off and stuck the
bare tube back into her mouth. She closed her lips around it and breathed.
After setting the
flashlight on the deck above his head to free his hands, he cut the tape
viciously, freeing her. He lifted her out of the water so fast she dropped the
snorkel. But she was still breathing. He laid her on his shoulder and climbed
up to the deck. After sitting her down, he cut the tape around her wrists and
smothered her shivering body in his own.
Pulling away, he told
her to open her eyes and talk to him. She said, "I'm cold." He was
ecstatic. He asked her if she had any cuts or wounds. She didn't answer, just
lifted her arms and put them around his neck.
He held her in one
arm with her head on his shoulder and looked toward Miami. A pair of flashing
red lights was approaching, Miami PD or the Coast Guard, it didn't matter. He
pulled his cell phone from his pocket and hit two buttons. Melissa answered.
"I've got
her!" Harris yelled over the din of the helicopter. "She's alive and
. . ."
. . . in my arms!"
Melissa felt her
muscles relax.
"How did you
know she was here?" Harris yelled.
"Tell you
later."
She hit the end-call
button and laid her cell phone on the bed.
Adalwolf was still
taped to the bedposts with his head back and his eyes closed, breathing more
calmly now, his face drawn and wet. Melissa had laid a cold washcloth on his
burned stomach to help cover the exposed nerves. The iron was lying on the bed
next to his side, the handle still taped to his body, the other side cut free.
She reached out and
lifted it. Adalwolf opened his eyes and strained to raise his head.
"You're in
luck," she said. "They found her."
He laid his head
back.
She said, "Now
tell me the rest."
He raised his head
again and watched her cut the tape on the iron and set the cold surface on his chest.
"What. . . are
you . . . doing?" he said. His eyes were wild and red-rimmed, his voice so
soft and hoarse it would have benefited from an electronic amplifier.
"Where is the
antidote?" she said. "The vaccine? The serum?"
He gave her a look
that said he didn't understand the question. "There isn't any," he said.
"That's not true!
You gave me the serum yourself!" She reached out and put her fingers on
the heat-control dial. "This time we're going straight to steam." Her
voice was calm and assured. If she had to do it again she would, and he knew
it. "Where is it?"
"The vaccine
isn't made yet, and the serum is gone."
She looked into his
eyes. They were pleading.
"I'm not going
to ask you again," she said. She laid her hand on the iron.
"They're at the
clinic!" he said.
"Where in the
clinic?"
"In the
medication room! Cabinet five, the bottom tray! The vaccine's labeled Meclizine XPL, the serum
XPL-2."
"How do I know
you're not lying?" she said.
"Call the
clinic! They'll tell you they're in the cabinet!"
Not at this hour. She
lifted the iron off his chest.
He stared at her,
waiting for another shoe to drop. "You're going to kill me now, aren't you?" he said.
She got up and
dragged the chair back to the writing desk. He said, "You've got the taste
for it, I can see it in your eyes." She unplugged the iron and wrapped the
electrical cord around the handle as she walked it to the bathroom.
"It's the same
look I saw in Mengele's eyes," he said.
She opened a closet
door, set it inside, closed the door, and returned to the bedroom. She wound up the extension
cord and put it into a drawer in the bedside cabinet.
He said, "All
that stuff about ethics and the law you taught your students means nothing. If
you hate someone enough, you can justify anything."
She made sure all the
contents of his medical bag were in place except the scissors, then looked
around the room to be sure everything was in order. The curtains—she needed to
open the curtains.
She turned off the
lights in the room except for a small bedside lamp, then walked to the huge
window overlooking the beach and pulled the drawstring to open the drapes. A
full moon shimmered on the water, and across the beach a bonfire lit the faces
of a group of college students who'd gathered around to talk and drink beer.
She returned to the
bed and picked up the scissors and sat down on the edge of the mattress.
Adalwolf opened his eyes and followed her like a child.
"You're no
better than the rest of us," he said, pleased to say it.
She reached out with
the scissors. As they approached his face he pulled his head back in a flinch,
then watched them move toward his left wrist.
She slid blades over
the tape and snipped his hand free, letting it fall to his side. She lifted his
wrist and ripped the tape off, taking his hair with it. He didn't mind, he was
too grateful and amazed.
Next she removed the
adhesive tape bonds from his feet, so that only his right hand remained bound
to a bedpost. Staying clear of his free left hand, she picked up the plastic
envelope containing the documents she'd asked Harris to get for her and unwound
the string on the flap.
"You're right,
I'm no better than anyone else," she said, pulling the documents from the
envelope. "But there's one thing I absolutely won't do. I won't kill a
Jew."
She held up the first document. "You are the bastard son of a
high-level Nazi, that much you know." She arranged the documents in order,
reshuffling them like cards. "But your mother, Elizabeth Quincy Halliburton,
was not the biological daughter of Lord Halliburton. She was his adopted daughter."
She laid the document
on the bed.
"Let me see
that," he said, reaching.
"In a
minute," she said. "The name you had as a child, Henry Hallam
Brandon, was derived from your mother's birth name, which wasn't Brandon, but
something close."
"What was
it?"
"Brandeis."
She handed him
another document. "Do you understand what I'm saying? Your mother was the
daughter of a London banker named Isaac Brandeis and his wife Laila. Both
Jews."
She laid another
document in front of him.
"Isaac and Laila
Brandeis died in a boating accident, and Lord Halliburton, who did his banking
with Brandeis, took in their daughter, your eventual mother. Everyone thought
she was Lord Halliburton's biological daughter, but she wasn't. She was born a
Jew."
His hand held the
document she gave him. The edge of it was quivering.
"According to
your mother's diary," Melissa said, "your Nazi father discovered she
was a Jew on her last visit to Düsseldorf, when she was pregnant with you. He
said fathering a Jew was out of the question and told her to abort, but she
refused, which sent him into a fit of rage. He said he would have no contact
with her or the child, which sent her into a rage. She left Düsseldorf
and never saw him again. It's all here in these pages."
She turned to the
next document.
"But your
father's last meeting with your mother wasn't the end of the matter. As he rose to power, he considered
you not only an abomination but a potentially terrible political embarrassment.
Fearing the Gestapo would come after you, your mother hid you in a French
convent. It worked for twelve years, but eventually Himmler's men found you.
For all we know, Himmler was your father. Or maybe it was Goebbels, or
Heydrich, or maybe even the Führer himself."
Another document.
"You thought the
SS took you away from Mother Marie-Catherine so Hitler's enemies couldn't find
you and humiliate him and his elite staff with your birth, but you were wrong.
They didn't send you to Auschwitz to hide you, they sent you there to die like
the Jew you were. Look at the transfer document."
She showed him a
piece of parchment with a swastika at the top, beneath it the name Heinrich
Himmler, Reichsfiihrer-Schutzstaffel (SS), Minister of the Interior. The
year was 1943. Instructions in German were followed by rubber-stamped
authorizations and the unmistakable signature of Heinrich Himmler, Hitler's
close aide, head of the Gestapo and the Waffen-SS. Next to it was the signature
of Adolf Hitler.
"Your transfer
was authorized by Hitler himself."
He read quietly.
"When you got to
Auschwitz, Josef Mengele took you in, but he never intended to protect you. He
knew whose son you were, and he knew the SS was watching him. He received
temporary permission to use you as a lab assistant, not because you were
special, but because you were expendable. Viruses, bacteria, chemicals, deadly
organisms—he used Jews to handle these things. I know because you told me so.
Here is his letter of request and the authorization from Reichsführer Rudolf
Hoss, the commandant of the camp."
She handed him
another document with another swastika at the top, another authorization from
the SS.
"These are from
the Berlin Document Center, which means they come from the SS itself. Notice
the conditions attached to the permission to use you in the lab. It stipulates
that, like all of Mengele's Jewish lab assistants, you were to be killed before the end of
1945." She handed him another letter. "That's when Mengele's
laboratories were scheduled to be moved from Auschwitz to the
Kaiser-Wilhelm-Institut in Berlin-Dahlem." Melissa watched Adalwolf read.
His face was white. "So now you know," Melissa said. "The man
you adored and served all these years—the man you honored by taking his
name—this man, the Führer himself, thought so little of you he sent you to the
gas chamber." She laid the last few documents on the bed next to him.
"It's your worst nightmare, Adalwolf. Your entire life has been a sham.
You are the thing you despise most, the object of your own Final Solution. The
documents don't lie, but never mind that. Look inside your heart and you'll
know what you've always known."
She reached out and
lifted the can of cleaning fluid. "Everything you hate about Jews you are
obliged to hate about yourself. Their arrogance is your arrogance. Their
disgrace is your disgrace. These things can't be erased, because they're in
your blood. Which means the only thing you can do as an honorable man is. . .
what?"
His eyes were full of
tears, his psychic pain deeper than the pain of the hot iron.
"What's the only
thing you can do with shame this deep?" she said calmly.
He finally said in a
whisper: "Destroy it."
She unscrewed the lid
on the can of cleaning fluid and set it on the bed next to him.
"Destroying Jews is what your Nazi father did best, Adalwolf, whoever he
was. It's in your genes. It's your destiny." She lifted the box of
matches before his eyes. Tears ran down his cheeks. "You don't want to
wait for your own virus to kill you, do you? It's such an ugly death."
He said
"No," so softly she could hardly hear.
She leaned in
dangerously close to him and said, "What is the first rule an obedient
Nazi lives by?"
He stared at her
pathetically, pleading for a way out.
"Come on,
Adalwolf, you know what it is. You told me long ago, remember? Fire is for. .
."
He began crying.
"Come on say it. 'Fire is for . .
."
"Ovens," he
whispered.
"That's right.
And ovens are for..."
He was crying too
hard to answer.
"Come on,
Adalwolf, you can say it. Ovens are for . . ."
He stifled his sobs,
trying to do his duty. Finally, he whispered it: "Jews."
She patted his arm,
then picked up the scissors and walked to the other side of the bed and cut
loose his right hand, leaving him completely unfettered. She wasn't troubled by
his freedom. He was in no condition to fight.
His shaking hand
lifted the can of cleaning fluid. He turned it upside down and doused his body
from his neck to his legs, then dropped it and reached out to her persistently.
Her heart was beating
wildly. She handed him the box of matches. This is for my husband, Adalwolf
. . . and for all the others you killed.
He opened the box, spilling the matches. He lifted one off his
chest and laid its head against the sandpaper strip. He looked at her with
pathetic eyes, begging for guidance. She nodded it was all right, it was time,
go ahead and do it. He struck the match and instantly was engulfed in flames.
She stepped back,
her hands raised against the heat. His skin disappeared in the swirling licks.
He rose off the bed like a human torch and ran wildly toward the window and
crashed through it and fell to the sand below. She stepped over to the broken
glass and looked down and saw him on fire. The college kids across the way ran
over and kicked sand on him trying to put it out. They looked up at her for
help. She said, "Stop kicking the sand! Let him burn!"
She blinked away the image. Her throat closed. The match was still
in his hand—the real one, not the one in her daydream—still poised against the
strike strip, ready to light, shaking. He drew it across . . .
She knocked it away
and grabbed the box and threw it across the room. She stared at him, flushed
and hot. He lay there quietly, grief-stricken and crying, filled with the
despair and self-pity of an anti-Semite trapped in the body of a Jew. Saving
him had been more instinctive than deliberate, but now that she'd done it she
knew it was right. She caught her breath and picked up her cell phone and
dialed 911 and asked the police to come. The dispatcher said they were on their
way. When she disconnected, she was calmer than she'd been for days.
She sat there
watching him. Didn't kill Jews? She didn't want to kill anybody, not even
someone as despicable as this. Not that he didn't deserve it, but killing him
would have made her too much like him, and she wanted no part of that. Besides,
there were alternatives. Letting him burn as a killer was her satisfying
fantasy; letting him live as a Jew was his brutal reality.
His, she thought, was
better.
Never had she been given a better hug. Melissa stood in a room at
the fertility clinic, waiting for Eric Brandt to come in with a verdict. They'd
found the vaccine bottle Adalwolf had told her about, and Eric and the lab were
analyzing the contents before sending it off to the CDC. Kobie had her arms
around Melissa's waist, hugging her tightly.
"Thank
you, Melissa," she said in a sing-song voice. Harris ended a cell phone
call and turned to Melissa. "That was WFO. The grand jury no-billed the
investigation of Sergeant Sherwood's death." They both had expressions of
mild disgust. It was good news, but after all they'd been through, no big deal.
Harris picked up
Kobie's suitcase and laid his hand on her shoulder, telling her it was time to
catch their plane home. Looking at Melissa, he said, "Let me know when
you're ready to give me the whole story and I'll fly down to hear
it."
The door opened and a
nurse stuck her head inside. "Dr. Brandt is in the lab, Ms. Gale. He's
ready to see you now."
Melissa, Kobie, and
Harris walked down the hallway to the lab door, where Melissa said good-bye.
Harris gave her a one-handed hug—the other held a suitcase—and said, "When
are you coming back to Washington?"
She pushed the door
open. "Soon. I have a new ethical problem I want to try out on my next
class." Try me.
She held the door.
"Hypothetically speaking, would you say it's wrong to tell a man a lie so
convincing it makes him try to kill himself?"
"What kind of a
lie?"
"Say, like telling
him he's a Jew even though he's not?"
"It would bother
him that much?"
"Afraid so. His
father was a big-time Nazi."
"Which
one?"
"If I had to
guess, I'd say Himmler or Goebbels, although it could have been Hitler himself, there's no way to
tell. Anyway, his father's identity is irrelevant to the ethical issue at
hand."
"Let me ask you
this: Was this guy shown documents to make him think he was a Jew?"
"Yes, but they
were forgeries."
"Convincing
ones?"
"The best you've ever seen. Worthy of
Jake the Wizard."
"And he believed
them?"
"Every last
one."
"Hm. But you say
this is a hypothetical case?"
"Purely
hypothetical," she said.
"Sorry, but 1
can't answer without more facts."
"More facts for
a classroom discussion, or more facts in real life?"
"For a classroom
discussion," he said. "In real life, it's the coolest damn thing I
ever heard of."
The minute Melissa walked into the lab she saw the answer on Eric's
face.
"It's
glucose," he said.
She heard the words
but didn't understand. "Glucose?"
"Sugar
water," Eric said. "There's no vaccine in the bottle labeled
Meclizine XPL." The disappointment was written on his face. "There's
no vaccine or serum in any of the containers. We've tested every one."
Melissa felt an old,
familiar weight descend onto her shoulders.
He handed her a piece
of notepaper. "This was taped to the one he identified."
She unfolded it.
Written in Adalwolf's hand was a single sentence:
The game goes on.
Melissa sat in a
chair and held her forehead in the palm of her hand. Eric stooped next to her.
She looked at him, then reached out for him. He took her hands and held them in
his own.
"What am I going
to do?" she whispered. "As much as I love this child, I can't give
birth to a genocidal monster."
"But you can't
assume it will be," Eric said.
"I can't assume
it won't be," she said. "How can I take the chance?"
"You don't have to,"
Eric said. "If he turns out to have the virus, we'll know before he
becomes contagious, just as we did with the other victims. And that gives us
time to contain it."
"How?"
"We can
quarantine him while we search for a vaccine. We can find a serum to boost his
immune system to kill it. Point is, we can prevent an epidemic."
"And if we can't
cure him, he lives his life in a bubble?" she said.
"Until we find
an answer, yes. But it could be worse."
"Like
what?"
"You could abort
him thinking he was sick when he's not. Imagine how you'd feel if Adalwolf
revealed that this baby you wanted so much—this one-in-a-million conception and
last living part of David—was actually as normal and healthy as could be."
She thought about it
a moment, then pulled her hands out of his and leaned back in the chair and
stared at him as if she had something profound to say. He didn't blink.
"Stay with it,
Melissa. I'll be at your side every step of the way, I promise."
"Thanks,
Eric," she said, "but that's not my problem."
"What is?"
"My blood sugar.
Would you like to get some dinner?"
Melissa was loaded for bear when she entered the courtroom. She
found a seat on the aisle in the second row, as far forward as she could get,
and sat down. Arraignments usually drew a small crowd, but word of Adalwolf's
appearance had circulated the courthouse all morning and the room was nearly
filled.
She looked around
nervously, stoking up her nerve. Finally, the clerk of the court called the
case and the side door opened. She heard the ankle chains, then saw him come
through the door with two guards behind him. He was dressed in the clothes he'd
worn the night before, and he was unshaven and disheveled and heavy-lidded and
bruised from the injuries he'd sustained on the boat. He walked bent forward,
trying to protect the bandaged burns on his stomach from touching his clothes.
His lawyer, a young woman from Legal Aid appointed to represent him, came down
the center aisle and stepped through the swinging doors and joined him at the
defendant's table.
Adalwolf still hadn't seen Melissa.
Everything in her
head told her that the law was the only way to resolve a conflict like this,
but everything in her gut told her the law was too good for him. There were
still rules for everyone else, and there were still rules for monsters. It was
the frustration of having superior knowledge that drove her now: She knew about
the lives he'd taken and the genocide he'd planned, and she knew about his
overwhelming, undeniable guilt. Balancing that knowledge against the abstract
good of honoring a defendant's rights wasn't easy. She told herself to be calm
and wait, her opportunity would come in a moment.
The judge read the
booking report and confirmed various matters for the record: The defendant's
name—his counsel said it was Professor Benjamin Ben-Zevi, aka Henry Hallam
Brandon, aka Adalwolf—his address, and his consent to being represented by his
lawyer. After other administrative matters had been handled, the judge turned
to the question of bail. The prosecution resisted it strenuously, claiming the
subject was a violent man and a substantial flight risk and that the safety of
the community depended on his remaining behind bars. If
she'd had the chance, Melissa would have added that the safety of Adalwolf
depended on his staying in jail, too.
After
listening to Adalwolf's counsel, the judge denied bail and the next arraignment
was called. A plea would be entered by Adalwolf after his indictment. The
guards took him by the elbows and turned him around to escort him back to his
holding cell.
That's when Melissa
made her move.
"What have you
done to my baby?" she shouted, standing up and stepping into the aisle.
Heads turned and the judge motioned toward the guard at the rear of the room,
who was already moving toward her. Adalwolf turned and looked at her with a
blank expression.
Melissa opened the
swinging door that separated her from the well and went through it. One of the
guards at Adalwolf's side stepped forward just as the guard from the back of
the room reached her. She lunged toward Adalwolf with her arms outstretched.
"Tell me how to
save my baby!"
The guards grabbed
her before her fingernails reached his face. The judge was on his feet, the
audience sitting transfixed. When it finally became clear to Adalwolf that he
was beyond her reach, he relaxed and a smirk crossed his lips.
"I'll be
watching you with great interest, Melissa," he said. "You and your
baby alike."
Melissa felt her face
redden, then made herself calm. "Don't watch for me," she said as the
guards tugged her toward the aisle. "Watch for the angel of death."
She saw a puzzled look on his face. "You won't have trouble recognizing
him—some days he looks like David Gale, some days like Jeremy Friedman, some
like twelve-year-old Benjamin Ben-Zevi."
The guards pushed her
toward the door, but she turned her head and kept her eyes on Adalwolf as she
went. He still hadn't blinked by the time she lost sight of him.
But the smirk, she
noticed, was gone.
Adalwolf was right about one thing: It was a baby boy. He was
crying. Melissa liked that. A nurse wrapped him in a blanket and was about to
hand him to her when one of the doctors stopped her. "Here, let me,"
he said, taking the baby in his arms. He stepped to Melissa's side.
"Here he
is," Eric said. "Isn't he beautiful?"
She took him and held
him on her chest. She was flushed and exhausted but happy to see him.
"Hey, there, little fella. At last we meet."
He stopped crying and
his wrinkled, old-man's face came to life. He opened his eyes and looked for
her, saw nothing but felt her presence, heard her voice. He yawned and closed
his eyes. His features were perfect. Perfect lips, perfect nose, perfect little
fingers with perfect tiny nails. A perfect swirl of hair on his head, very
auburn, his great-grandmother Esther's way of making her presence known.
Everything about him was just. . . perfect.
Now they'd have to
wait and see if he stayed that way, or whether the NTX virus would rear its
ugly head. It was a matter of time, and no one knew how much.
Eric took a dab of
Vaseline from a jar and drew it over Melissa's lips. She caught his hand and
held it to her cheek a moment.
"Thank you for
all you've done, Eric."
"What are you
going to name him?" he said.
"David,"
she said.
"David
Gale," Eric said. "Are you giving him a middle name?"
"Yes," she
said. "Eric. David Eric Gale."
FOUR YEARS LATER
A picnic ground in suburban Washington,
D.C.
There was nothing in the air to hint that a disaster was in the
making. The day was full of Fourth of July sunshine and laughter, the smell of
roasting hot dogs and sweet relish and kids' damp hair, the sound of parents
cheering at each swing of a plastic bat.
There were
two outs in the bottom of the fifth, the last inning of the game. A
four-year-old boy with auburn hair and brown eyes and a face stolen off a
shampoo ad stepped up to the whiffle ball sitting atop a waist-high rubber tee.
A man coaching a
little girl standing on third base cupped his hands and yelled at the batter,
"You can win it all, David! A hit wins the game!"
The batter's adoptive
father, Dr. Eric Brandt, stood with the spectators with an arm draped over his
wife's shoulder, a cold beer in hand, yelling, "Put your hands closer
together, Dave!" The little boy heard his dad's instructions and closed
the gap on the bat. His mother, Melissa Gale Brandt, clapped and yelled,
"Come on, David!"
The families on the
picnic ground quieted as David Eric Gale got ready to hit. His tongue came out
as he swung the feather-light bat—and missed the ball. There were a few groans,
more whistling and clapping, but the boy heard none of it. He may have been
more Babe than Ruth, but he knew what he had to do.
He swung again, and
the white plastic sphere sailed off the tee onto the grass. The picnickers
erupted. "Run!" Eric yelled, spilling his beer.
David started running
toward first base, all feet and no speed. It took forever, but when it was
over, he'd won by a step.
Everyone cheered and
hopped up and down and danced and laughed. Dads wandered onto the field to
gather up the bewildered players on both teams and lift them onto their shoulders.
Everyone got lifted
except David.
Melissa saw him
first. "Oh, my God!" Her hand went to her mouth and she started
running toward first base with Eric close behind. The silence of a crisis
slowly rippled over the stunned crowd.
Melissa reached him and
kneeled at his side. His eyes were open, his face
flushed, his head drenched with sweat. Clear fluid ran out of his nose and
glistened on his upper lip.
"What's
wrong?" Melissa asked.
The boy didn't
answer.
Eric kneeled on the
other side of him and saw him shaking with chills. A woman handed Melissa a
towel soaked with water from a cooler and she wiped his cheeks and neck and
forehead. Someone else handed Eric a blanket which he wrapped around his son
before picking him up and carrying him toward the car in a half-run, half-walk,
Melissa at his side.
Opening the door to
the back seat, she said, "This is it, isn't it?"
Eric didn't answer.
He knew what his wife wanted him to say —"It's nothing, just too much sun
and ice cream"—but he didn't say it because he couldn't. She might have
been right. It might have finally kicked in.
Melissa sat in the waiting room of the hospital. Eric paced,
rubbing the back of his neck.
"Maybe it's a
coincidence," she said.
Eric didn't answer.
She answered herself,
out loud. "It's not a coincidence, it's the same symptoms Jeremy Friedman
had."
Eric shook his head,
telling her to stop speculating.
A doctor came into
the room. "Come with me," he said.
They followed
him through a swinging door and down the hospital hallway. He opened the door
and ushered them in. David was sitting on a bed playing with a rubber dinosaur.
Melissa and Eric both looked at the doctor for an explanation.
"He's
fine," the doctor said.
"No NTX?"
Eric said.
The doctor shrugged.
"Not that we can find."
"What does that
mean?" Melissa said. She felt uncertainty wash over her and heard
frustration in her voice.
"It means,"
the doctor said gently, "that he has a touch of ordinary flu, that's all.
It's not NTX. Your immune system seems to have defeated the virus, so maybe his
will, too. We just don't know."
Melissa looked over
at David and spoke softly. "How do we live with something like this
hanging over our heads?"
Eric said, "We
do it one day at a time. We're not alone, you know. Everybody has a touch of
terrorism hanging over their heads these days."
She looked into his
blue eyes. Whenever he was sure of something they didn't blink, and they didn't
blink now. Reassured, she relaxed, then turned to David and scooped him up in
her arms. "Let's go home, Tiger."
"I'm not a
tiger, I'm a Tyrannosaurus Rex," he said, reaching back for his rubber
dinosaur.
Eric picked it off
the bed and handed it to him as they said their goodbyes to the doctor. Then
they went home and cleaned up the mess from the
picnic. David got over his flu in a few days, and soon they were back to their
normal state of low-level, semi-controlled domestic chaos. They liked it. They
got used to it. It was their life. One day at a time.
No one has been a better friend to this book, or to me, than my
friend of many years, Warren Dennis. If I were eligible for it, he would be my
rabbi. He is anyway.
I want to thank my
son, Dr. Paul Pottinger, for his encouragement and sharp mind, not only with
the medical information, but with my writing.
Joe Lisi was, as
usual, a great technical advisor. Without Jennifer Malki, I couldn't have done
my Miami research. What a find she was. Thanks as well to Rex Tomb, Judy
Orihuela, and Ken Crosby of the FBI for their excellent and precise help.
C. J. Peters of the
University of Texas Medical Branch-Galveston was remarkably generous with his
time, advice, and imagination, for which I am equally impressed and grateful.
Without Hilary Goren
of the Columbia Presbyterian Medical Center for Women's Reproductive Care,
Melissa Gale never would have gotten pregnant. Way to go, Hilary. x
Thanks to my friend
Chris Parker, a marvelous screenwriter whose knowledge of story and character
would also make him a first-rate novelist, but who's smart enough to know
better.
Appreciation goes to Tina Schwartz at America's Most Wanted and
to Dr. Harry Gruber for his fine technical reading. And the deepest of
gratitude goes to my agents and friends, Joni Evans and Owen Laster.
Flowers galore go to
Sue Fletcher, my UK publisher, who is not only a world-class publisher, but a
world-class editor and friend. What a pleasure it is to know her.
And to my test
readers, Richard C, Eleanor F, Fredi F, Liz F, Alicia G, Ellery G, Rena G,
Verna H, Rafa J, T. Barry K, Adam M,
Judy M, Bruce N, son Matt P, and daughter Katie P, thanks for being my early
warning system. Most of all, thank you, Kathleen. I have enough words to write
a book, but not enough to express the depth of my love and gratitude for all
you've meant to me and this novel.
To John and Sally and
everyone at St. Martin's Press, thanks not only for your professional skill,
but your enthusiastic collaboration. This is what publishing should always be
about.
Finally, I'd like to thank my editor, Charlie Spicer, for his
perceptive eye and persistent effort to make this a better book. It must have
been a daunting moment, the day it hit his desk.