PAOLO BACIGALUPI
POCKETFUL OF DHARMA
WANG JUN STOOD ON THE rain-slicked streets of old
Chengdu and stared up into the
drizzle at Huojianzhu.
It rose into the evening darkness, a
massive city core, dwarfing even Chengdu's
skyscrapers. Construction workers dangled from
its rising skeleton, swinging
from one section of growth to the next on long rappelling
belts. Others
clambered unsecured, digging their fingers into the honeycomb structure,
climbing
the struts with careless dangerous ease. Soon the growing core would
overwhelm the
wet-tiled roofs of the old city. Then Huojianzhu, the Living
Architecture, would become
Chengdu entirely.
It grew on lattices of minerals, laying its own skeleton and following
with
cellulose skin. Infrastructure strong and broad, growing and branching, it
settled
roots deep into the green fertile soil of the Sichuan basin. It drew
nutrients and minerals
from the soil and sun, and the water of the rancid Bing
Jiang; sucking at pollutants as
willingly as it ate the sunlight which filtered
through twining sooty mist.
Within, its
veins and arteries grew pipelines to service the waste and food and
data needs of its
coming occupants. It was an animal vertical city built first
in the fertile minds of the
Biotects and now growing into reality. Energy pulsed
from the growing creature. It would
stand a kilometer high and five wide when
fully mature. A vast biologic city, which other
than its life support would then
lie dormant as humanity walked its hollowed arteries,
clambered through its
veins and nailed memories to its skin in the rituals of habitation.
Wang Jun watched Huojianzhu and dreamed in his small beggar-boy mind of ways and
means that
might lead him out of the wet streets and hunger and into its
comforts. Already sections of
it glowed with habitation. People, living high and
far above him, roamed the organism's
corridors. Only the powerful and wealthy
would live so high above. Those with guanxi.
Connections. Influence.
His eyes sought the top of the core, through the darkness and rain
and mist, but
it disappeared long before his eyes could find it. He wondered if the people
up
high saw the stars while he saw only drizzle. He had heard that if one cut
Huojianzhu,
its walls would bleed. Some said it cried. He shivered at the rising
creature and turned
his eyes back to earth to continue pushing with his
stick-thin limbs and bent posture
through the Chengdu crowds.
Commuters carried black umbrellas or wore blue and yellow
plastic ponchos to
protect them from the spitting rain. His own hair lay soaked, slicked to
the
contours of his skull. He shivered and cast about himself, seeking hard for
likely
marks, so that he nearly tripped over the Tibetan.
The man squatted on the wet pavement
with clear plastic covering his wares. Soot
and sweat grimed his face, so that his features
sheened black and sticky under
the harsh halogen glare of the street lamps. The warped and
jagged stumps of his
teeth showed as he smiled. He pulled a desiccated tiger claw from
under the
plastic and waved it in Wang Jun's face.
"You want tiger bones?" He leered. "Good
for virility."
Wang Jun stopped short before the waving amputated limb. Its owner was long
dead
so that only the sinews and ragged fur and the bone remained, dried and stringy.
He
stared at the relic and reached out to touch the jerky tendons and wickedly
curving
yellowed claws.
The Tibetan jerked it away and laughed again. There was a tarnished silver
ring
on his finger, studded with chunks of turquoise; a snake twining around his
finger and
swallowing its tail endlessly.
"You can't afford to touch." He ground phlegm and spit on
the pavement beside
him, leaving a pool of yellow mucus shot through with the black
texturing of
Chengdu's air.
"I can," said Wang Jun.
"What have you got in your pockets?"
Wang
Jun shrugged and the Tibetan laughed. "You have nothing, you stunted little
boy. Come back
when you've got something in your pockets."
He waved his goods of virility at the
interested, more moneyed buyers who had
gathered. Wang Jun slipped back into the crowd.
It
was true what the Tibetan said. He had nothing in his pockets. He had a
ratted wool blanket
hidden in a Stone-Ailixin cardboard box, a broken VTOL
Micro-Machine, and a moldering
yellow woolen school hat.
He had come from the green-terraced hills of the countryside with
less than
that. Already twisted and scarred with the passage of plague, he had come to
Chengdu
with empty hands and empty pockets and the recollections of a silent
dirt village where no
thing lived. His body carried recollections of pain so
deep that it remained permanently
crouched in a muscular memory of that agony.
He had had nothing in his pockets then and he
had nothing in his pockets now. It
might have bothered him if he had ever known anything
but want. Anything but
hunger. He could resent the Tibetan's dismissal no more than he
might resent the
neon logos which hung from the tops of towers and illuminated the pissing
rain
with flashing reds, yellows, blues, and greens. Electric colors filled the
darkness
with hypnotic rhythms and glowing dreams. Red Pagoda Cigarettes, Five
Star Beer, Shizi
Jituan Software, and Heaven City Banking Corporation. Confucius
Jiajiu promised warm rice
wine comfort while JinLong Pharmaceuticals guaranteed
long life, and it all lay beyond him.
He hunkered in a rain-slicked doorway, with his twisted bent back and empty
pockets and
emptier stomach and wide-open eyes looking for the mark who would
feed him tonight. The
glowing promises hung high above him, more connected to
those people who lived in the
skyscrapers: people with cash and officials in
their pockets. There was nothing up there he
knew or understood. He coughed, and
cleared the black mucus from his throat. The streets,
he knew. Organic rot and
desperation, he understood. Hunger, he felt rumbling in his belly.
He watched covetously as people walked past and he called out to them in a
polyglot of
Mandarin, Chengdu dialect, and the only English words he knew, "Give
me money. Give me
money." He tugged at their umbrellas and yellow ponchos. He
stroked their designer sleeves
and powdered skin until they relented and gave
money. Those who broke away, he spat upon.
The angry ones who seized him, he bit
with sharp yellow teeth.
Foreigners were few now in
the wet. Late October hurried them homeward, back to
their provinces, homes, and countries.
Leaner times lay ahead, lean enough that
he worried about his future and counted the
crumpled paper the people threw to
him. He held tight the light aluminum jiao coins people
tossed. The foreigners
always had paper money and often gave, but they grew too few.
He
scanned the street, then picked at a damp chip of concrete on the ground. In
Huojianzhu, it
was said, they used no concrete to build. He wondered what the
floors would feel like, the
walls. He dimly remembered his home from before he
came to Chengdu, a house made of mud,
with a dirt floor. He doubted the city
core was made of the same. His belly grew emptier.
Above him, a video loop of Lu
Xieyan, a Guangdong singer, exhorted the people on the street
to strike down the
Three Wrongs of Religion: Dogmatism, Terrorism, and Splittism. He
ignored her
screeching indictments and scanned the crowds again.
A pale face bobbed in the
flow of Chinese. A foreigner, but he was a strange
one. He neither pushed ahead with a
purpose, nor gawked about himself at
Chengdu's splendors. He seemed at home on the alien
street. He wore a black coat
which stretched to the ground. It was shiny, so it reflected
the reds and blues
of neon, and the flash of the street lamps. The patterns were hypnotic.
Wang Jun slid closer. The man was tall, two meters high, and he wore dark
glasses so that
his eyes were hidden. Wang Jun recognized the glasses and was
sure the man saw clearly from
behind the inky ovals. Microfibers in the lenses
stole the light and amplified and smoothed
it so that the man saw day, even as
he hid his eyes from others in the night.
Wang Jun knew
the glasses were expensive and knew Three-Fingers Gao would buy
them if he could steal
them. He watched the man and waited as he continued up
the street with his assured,
arrogant stride. Wang Jun trailed him, stealthy and
furtive. When the man turned into an
alley and disappeared, Wang Jun rushed to
follow.
He peeked into the alley's mouth.
Buildings crowded the passageway's darkness.
He smelled excrement and dead things
moldering. He thought of the Tibetan's
tiger claw, dried and dead, with pieces nicked away
from the bone and tendons
where customers had selected their weight of virility. The
foreigner's footsteps
echoed and splashed in the darknesss; the even footsteps of a man who
saw in the
dark. Wang Jun slid in after him, crouching and feeling his way blindly. He
touched
the roughness of the walls. Instant concrete. Stroking the darkness, he
followed the
receding footsteps.
Whispers broke the dripping stillness. Wang Jun smiled in the darkness,
recognizing the sound of a trade. Did the foreigner buy girls? Heroin? So many
things for a
foreigner to buy. He settled still, to listen.
The whispers grew heated and terminated in a
brief yelp of surprise. Someone
gagged and then there was a rasping and a splash. Wang Jun
trembled and waited,
as still as the concrete to which he pressed his body.
The words of his
own country echoed, "Kai deng ba." Wang Jun's ears pricked at a
familiar accent. A light
flared and his eyes burned under the sharp glare. When
his sight adjusted he stared into
the dark eyes of the Tibetan street hawker.
The Tibetan smiled slowly showing the
encrustations Of his teeth and Wang Jun
stumbled back, seeking escape.
The Tibetan captured
Wang Jun with hard efficiency. Wang Jun bit at the
Tibetan's hands and fought, but the
Tibetan was quick and he pressed Wang Jun
against the wet concrete ground so that all Wang
Jun could see were two pairs of
boots; the Tibetan's and a companion's. He struggled, then
let his body lie
limp, understanding the futility of defiance.
"So, you're a fighter," the
Tibetan said, and held him clown a moment longer to
make his lesson clear. Then he hauled
Wang Jun upright. His hand clamped
painfully at Wang Jun's nape. "NJ shi shei?" he asked.
Wang Jun trembled and whined, "No one. A beggar. No one."
The Tibetan looked more closely
at him and smiled. "The ugly boy with the empty
pockets. Do you want the tiger's claw after
all?"
"I don't want anything."
"You will receive nothings" said the Tibetan's companion. The
Tibetan smirked.
Wang Jun marked the new speaker as Hunanese by his accent.
The Hunanese
asked, "What is your name?"
"Wang Jun."
"Which 'Jun'?"
Wang Jun shrugged. "I don't know."
The
Hunanese shook his head and smiled. "A farmer's boy," he said. "What do you
plant? Cabbage?
Rice?" He laughed. "The Sichuanese are ignorant. You should know
how to write your name. I
will assume that your 'Jun' is for soldier. Are you a
soldier?"
Wang Jun shook his head.
"I'm a beggar."
"Soldier Wang, the beggar? No. That won't do. You are simply Soldier Wang."
He
smiled. "Now tell me, Soldier Wang, why are you here in this dangerous dark
alley in the
rain?"
Wang Jun swallowed. "I wanted the foreigner's dark glasses."
"Did you?"
Wang Jun
nodded.
The Hunanese stared into Wang Jun's eyes, then nodded. "All right, Little Wang.
Soldier
Wang," he said. "You may have them. Go over there. Take them if you are
not afraid." The
Tibetan's grip relaxed and Wang Jun was free.
He looked and saw where the foreigner lay,
face down in a puddle of water. At
the Hunanese's nod, he edged closer to the still body,
until he stood above it.
He reached down and pulled at the big man's hair until his face
rose dripping
from the water, and his expensive glasses were accessible. Wang Jun pulled
the
glasses from the corpse's face and laid its head gently back into the stagnant
pool. He
shook water from the glasses and the Hunanese and Tibetan smiled.
The Hunanese crooked a
finger, beckoning.
"Now, Soldier Wang, I have a mission for you. The glasses are your
payment. Put
them in your pocket. Take this," a blue datacube appeared in his hand, "and
take
it to the Renmin Lu bridge across the Bing Jiang. Give it to the person who
wears white
gloves. That one will give you something extra for your pocket." He
leaned conspiratorially
closer, encircling Wang Jun's neck and holding him so
that their noses pressed together and
Wang Jun could smell his stale breath. "If
you do not deliver this, my friend will hunt you
down and see you die."
The Tibetan smiled.
Wang Jun swallowed and nodded, closing the cube
in his small hand. "Go then,
Soldier Wang. Dispense your duty." The Hunanese released his
neck, and Wang Jun
plunged for the lighted streets, with the datacube clutched tight in his
hand.
The pair watched him run.
The Hunanese said, "Do you think he will survive?"
The
Tibetan shrugged. "We must trust that Palden Lhamo will protect and guide
him now." "And if
she does not?"
"Fate delivered him to us. Who can say what fate will deliver him.? Perhaps
no
one will search a beggar child. Perhaps we both will be alive tomorrow to know."
"Or
perhaps in another turning of the Wheel."
The Tibetan nodded.
"And if he accesses the data?"
The Tibetan sighed and turned away. "Then that too will be fate. Come, they will
be
tracking us."
THE BING JIANG ran like an oil slick under the bridge, black and sluggish.
Wang
Jun perched on the bridge's railings soot-stained stone engraved with dragons
and
phoenixes cavorting through clouds. He looked down into the river and
watched styrofoam
shreddings of packing containers float lazily on the thick
surface of the water. Trying to
hit a carton, he hawked phlegm and spat. He
missed, and his mucus joined the rest of the
river's effluent. He looked at the
cube again. Turning it in his hands as he had done
several times before as he
waited for the man with the white gloves. It was blue, with the
smoothness of
all highly engineered plastics. Its texture reminded him of a tiny plastic
chair
he had once owned. It had been a brilliant red but smooth like this. He had
begged
from it until a stronger boy took it.
Now he turned the blue cube in his hands, stroking
its surface and probing its
black data jack with a speculative finger. He wondered if it
might be more
valuable than the glasses he now wore. Too large for his small head, they
kept
slipping down off his nose. He wore them anyway, delighted by the novelty of
day-sight
in darkness. He pushed the glasses back up on his nose and turned the
cube again.
He checked
for the man with white gloves and saw none. He turned the cube in his
hands. Wondering what
might be on it that would kill a foreigner.
The man with white gloves did not come.
Wang Jun
coughed and spit again. If the man did not come before he counted ten
large pieces of
styrofoam, he would keep the cube and sell it.
Twenty styrofoam pieces later, the man with
white gloves had not come, and the
sky was beginning to lighten. Wang Jun stared at the
cube. He considered
throwing it in the water. He waited as nongmin began filtering across
the bridge
with their pull-carts laden with produce. Peasants coming in from the
countryside,
they leaked into the city from the wet fertile fields beyond, with
mud between their toes
and vegetables on their backs. Dawn was coming.
Huojianzhu glistened, shining huge and
alive against a lightening sky. He
coughed and spit again and hopped off the bridge. He
dropped the datacube in a
ragged pocket. The Tibetan wouldn't be able to find him anyway.
Sunlight filtered through the haze of the city. Chengdu absorbed the heat.
Humidity oozed
out of the air, a freak change in temperature, a last wave of
heat before winter came on.
Wang Jun sweated. He found ThreeFingers Gao in a
game room. Gao didn't really have three
fingers. He had ten, and he used them
all as he controlled a three-dimensional soldier
through the high mountains of
Tibet against the rebellion. He was known in Chengdu's triad
circles as the man
who had made TexTel's Chief Rep pay 10,000 yuan a month in protection
money
until he rotated back to Singapore. Because of the use of three fingers.
Wang Jun
tugged Three-Fingers's leather jacket. Distracted, Three-Fingers died
under an onslaught of
staff-wielding monks.
He scowled at Wang Jun. "What?"
"I got something to sell."
"I don't
want any of those boards you tried to sell me before. I told you,
they're no good without
the hearts."
Wang Jun said, "I got something else."
"What?"
He held out the glasses and
Three-Fingers's eyes dilated. He feigned
indifference. "Where did you get those?"
"Found
them."
"Let me see."
Wang Jun released them to Three-Fingers reluctantly. Three-Fingers put
them on,
then took them off and tossed them back at Wang Jun. "I'11 give you twenty for
them."
He turned back to start another game.
"I want one hundred."
"Mei me'er." He used Beijing
slang. No way. He started the game. His soldier
squatted on the plains, with snowy peaks
rising before him. He started forward,
pushing across short grasses to a hut made of the
skin of earlier Chinese
soldiers. Wang Jun watched and said, "Don't go in the hut."
"I
know."
"I'll take fifty."
Three-Fingers snorted. His soldier spied horsemen approaching and
moved so that
the hut hid him from their view. "I'll give you twenty."
Wang Jun said, "Maybe
BeanBean will give me more."
"I'll give you thirty, go see if BeanBean will give you that."
His soldier
waited until the horsemen clustered. He launched a rocket into their center.
The
game machine rumbled as the rocket exploded. "You have thirty now?"
Three-Fingers turned
away from his game and his soldier perished quickly as
bio-engineered yakmen boiled out of
the hut. He ignored the screams of his
soldier as he counted out the cash to Wang Jun. Wang
Jun left Three-Fingers to
his games and celebrated the sale by finding an unused piece of
bridge near the
Bing Jiang. He settled down to nap under it through the sweltering
afternoon
heat.
He woke in the evening and he was hungry. He felt the heaviness of coins in
his
pocket and thought on the possibilities of his wealth. Among the coins, his
fingers
touched the unfamiliar shape of the data cube. He took it out and turned
it in his hands.
He had nearly forgotten the origin of his money. Holding the
data cube, he was reminded of
the Tibetan and the Hunanese and his mission. He
considered seeking out the Tibetan and
returning it to him, but deep inside he
held a suspicion that he would not find the man
selling tiger bones tonight. His
stomach rumbled. He dropped the datacube back into his
pocket and jingled the
coins it resided with. Tonight he had money in his pockets. He would
eat well.
"How much for mapo dofu?"
The cook looked at him from where he stood, swirling a
soup in his broad wok,
and listening to it sizzle.
"Too expensive for you, Little Wang. Go
and find somewhere else to beg. I don't
want you bothering my customers."
"Shushu, I have
money." Wang Jun showed him the coins. "And I want to eat."
The cook laughed. "Xiao Wang is
rich! Well then, Little Wang, tell me what you
care for."
"Mapo dofu, yu xiang pork, two
liang of rice and Wu Xing beer." His order
tumbled out in a rush.
"Little Wang has a big
stomach! Where will you fit all that food, I wonder?"
When Wang Jun glared at him he said,
"Go, sit, you'll have your feast."
Wang Jun went and sat at a low table and watched as the
fire roared and the cook
threw chiles into the wok to fry. He wiped at his mouth to keep
from drooling as
the smell of the food came to his nose. The cook's wife opened a bottle of
Five
Star for him, and he watched as she poured the beer into a wet glass. The day's
heat
was dissipating. Rain began to spatter the street restaurant's burlap roof.
Wang Jun drank
from his beer and watched the other diners, taking in the food
they ate and the company
they kept. These were people he might have previously
harassed for their money. But not
tonight. Tonight he was a king. Rich, with
money in his pocket.
His thoughts were broken by
the arrival of a foreigner. A broad man with long
white hair pulled back in a horse's tail.
His skin was pale and he wore white
gloves. He stepped under the sheltering burlap and cast
alien blue eyes across
the diners. The Chinese at their tables stared back. When his eyes
settled on
Wang Jun's bent form, he smiled. He went to squat on a stool across from Wang
Jun and said, in accented Mandarin, "You are Little Wang. You have something for
me."
Wang
Jun stared at the man and then, feeling cocky with the attention of the
Other Chinese said,
"Ke neng." Maybe.
The foreigner frowned, then leaned across the table. The cook's wife
came,
interrupting, and set down Wang Jun's mapo dofu, followed quickly by the pork.
She
went and scooped out a steaming bowl of rice, broader than Wang Jun's hand
and set it
before him. Wang Jun picked up chopsticks and began shoveling the
food into his mouth, all
the while watching the foreigner. His eyes watered at
the spiciness of the dofu and his
mouth tingled with the familiar numbing of
ground peppercorns.
The wife asked if the
foreigner would eat with him, and Wang Jun eyed the
foreigner. He felt the money in his
pocket, while his mouth flamed on. He looked
at the size of the foreigner and assented
reluctantly, feeling his wealth now
inadequate. They spoke in Chengdu hua, the dialect of
the city, so that the
foreigner did not understand what they said. The man watched as the
wife scooped
another bowl of rice and set it in front of him with a pair of chopsticks. He
looked down at the white mountain of rice in his bowl and then looked up at Wang
Jun. He
shook his head, and said, "You have something for me. Give it to me
now."
Wang Jun was stung
by the foreigner's disregard of the offered food. Because he
was unhappy he said, "Why
should I give it to you?"
The pale white man frowned and his blue eyes were cold and angry.
"Did not the
Tibetan tell you to give me something?" He held out a white-gloved hand.
Wang
Jun shrugged. "You didn't come to the bridge. Why should I give it to you
now?"
"Do you have
it?"
Wang Jun became guarded. "No."
"Where is it?"
"I threw it away."
The man reached across
the small table and grasped Wang Jun's ragged collar. He
pulled him close. "Give it to me
now. You are very small, I can take it or you
can give it to me. Little Wang, you cannot
win tonight. Do not test me."
Wang Jun stared at the foreigner and saw silver flash in the
man's breast
pocket. On impulse he reached for the glint of sliver and drew a thing up
until
it was between their two faces. Other people at nearby tables gasped at what
Wang Jun
held. Wang Jun's hand began to shake, quivering uncontrollably, until
the Tibetan's severed
finger, with its tarnished silver and turquoise ring still
on it, slipped from his
horrified grasp and landed in the yuxiang pork.
The foreigner smiled, an indifferent,
resigned smile. He said, "Give me the
datacube before I collect a trophy from you as well."
Wang Jun nodded and slowly
reached into his pocket. The foreigner's eyes followed his
reaching hand.
Wang Jun's free hand reached desperately out to the table and grabbed a
handful
of scalding dofu from its plate. Before the man could react, he drove the
contents,
full of hot chiles and peppercorns, into those cold blue eyes. As the
foreigner howled,
Wang Jun sank his sharp yellow teeth into the pale flesh of
imprisoning hands. The
foreigner dropped Wang Jun to rub frantically at his
burning eye sockets, and blood flowed
from his damaged hands.
Wang Jun took his freedom and ran for the darkness and alleys he
knew best,
leaving the foreigner still roaring behind him.
The rain was heavier, and the
chill was coming back on Chengdu, harder and
colder than before. The concrete and buildings
radiated cold, and Wang Jun's
breath misted in the air. He hunched in his box, with its
logo for Stone-Ailixin
Computers on the side. He thought it had been used for satellite
phones, from
the pictures below the logo. He huddled inside it with the remains of his
childhood.
He could still remember the countryside he had come from and, vaguely, a
mud-brick home.
More clearly, he remembered terrace-sculpted hills and running
along those terraces.
Playing in warm summer mud with a Micro-Machine VTOL in
his hands while his parents labored
in brown water around their ankles and green
rice shoots sprouted up out of the muck.
Later, he had passed those same
terraces, lush and unharvested as he made his way out of
his silent village.
Under the cold instant-concrete shadows of the skyscrapers, he stroked
his toy
VTOL. The wings which folded up and down had broken off and were lost. He turned
it over, looking at its die-cast steel frame. He pulled out the datacube and
stared at it.
Weighed the toy and the cube in his hands. He thought of the
Tibetan's finger, severed with
its silver snake ring still on it, and shuddered.
The white man with the blue eyes would be
looking for him. He looked around at
his box. He put the Micro-Machine in his pocket but
left his ratted blanket. He
took his yellow anchuan maozi, the traffic safety hat children
wore to and from
school, stolen from a child even smaller than he. He pulled the yellow
wool cap
down over his ears, re-pocketed the datacube, and left without looking back.
THREE-FINGERS
was crooning karaoke in a bar when Wang Jun found him. A pair of
women with smooth skins
and hard empty eyes attended him. They wore red silk
chipao, styled from Shanghai. The
collars were high and formal, but the slits in
the dresses went nearly to the women's
waists. Three-Fingers glared through the
dim red smoky light when Wang Jun approached.
"What?"
"Do you have a computer that reads these?" He held up the datacube.
Three-Fingers stared at
the cube and reached out for it. "Where did you get
that?"
Wang Jun held it out but did not
release it. "Off someone."
"Same place you got those glasses?"
"Maybe."
Three-Fingers peered
at the datacube. "It's not a standard datacube. See the
pins on the inside?" Wang Jun
looked at the datasocket. "There's only three
pins. You need an adapter to read whatever's
on there. And you might not even be
able to read it then. Depends what kind of OS it's
designed for."
"What do I do?"
"Give it to me."
"No." Wang Jun backed off a step.
One of the
women giggled at the interaction between the mini mob boss and street
urchin. She stroked
Three-Fingers's chest. "Don't worry about the taofanzhe. Pay
attention to us." She giggled
again.
Wang Jun glared. Three-Fingers pushed the hostess off him. "Go away." She made
an
exaggerated pout, but left with her companion.
Three-Fingers held out his hand. "Let me see
it. I can't help you if you don't
let me see the tamade thing."
Wang Jun frowned but passed
the datacube over. Three-Fingers turned it over in
his hands. He peered into the socket,
then nodded. "It's for HuangLong OS." He
tossed it back and said, "It's a medical specialty
OS. They use it for things
like brain surgery, and DNA mapping. That's pretty specialized.
Where'd you get
it?"
Wang Jun shrugged. "Someone gave it to me."
"Fang pi." Bullshit.
Wang Jun
was silent and they regarded each other, then Three-Fingers said,
"Xing, I'll buy it off
you. Just because I'm curious. I'll give you five yuan.
You want to sell it?"
Wang Jun shook
his head.
"Fine. Ten yuan, but that's all."
Wang Jun shook his head again.
Three-Fingers Gao
frowned. "Did you get rich, suddenly?"
"I don't want to sell it. I want to know what's on
it."
"Well, that makes two of us now." They regarded each other for a time longer.
Three-Fingers
said, "All right. I'll help you. But if there's any value to
what's on that, I'm taking
three quarters on the profit."
"Yi ban."
Three-Fingers rolled his eyes. "Fine. Half, then."
"Where are we going?"
Three-Fingers walked fast through chill mist. He led Wang Jun into
smaller and
smaller alleys. The buildings changed in character from shining modem glass and
steel to mud-brick with thatched and tiled roofs. The streets became cobbled and
jagged and
old women stared out at them from dark wooden doorways. Wang Jun
watched the old ladies
with suspicion. Their eyes followed him impassively,
recording his and Three-Fingers's
passage.
Three-Fingers stopped to pull out a box of Red Pagodas. He put one in his mouth.
"You smoke?"
Wang Jun took the offered stick and leaned close as Three-Fingers struck a
match.
It flared high and yellow and then sank low under the pressure of the wet
air. Wang Jun
drew hard on the cigarette and blew smoke. Three-Fingers lit his
own.
"Where are we going?"
Three-Fingers shrugged. "Here." He jerked his head at the building behind them.
He smoked
for a minute longer, then dropped his cigarette on the damp cobbles
and ground it out with
a black boot. "Put out your smoke. It's bad for the
machines." Wang Jun flicked the butt
against a wall. It threw off red sparks
where it bounced and then lay smoking on the
ground. Three-Fingers pushed open a
wooden door. Its paint was peeling and its frame warped
so that he shoved hard
and the door scraped loudly as they entered.
In the dim light of the
room, Wang Jun could see dozens of monitors. They glowed
with screen savers and data. He
saw columns of characters and numbers,
scrolling, connected to distant networks of
information. People sat at the
monitors in a silence broken only by the sound of the keys
being pressed at an
incessant rate.
Three-Fingers pulled Wang Jun up to one of the silent
technicians and said, "He
Dan, can you read this?" He nudged Wang Jun and Wang Jun held up
the datacube.
He Dan plucked it out of Wang Jun's hand with spidery graceful fingers and
brought it close to his eyes in the dimness. With a shrug .he began to sort
through a pile
of adapters. He chose one and connected it to a stray cord, then
inserted the adapter into
the datacube. He typed on the computer and the borders
and workspaces flickered and changed
color. A box appeared and he hit a single
key in response.
"Where am I?" The voice was so
loud that the speakers distorted and crackled.
The technicians all jumped as their silence
was shattered. He Dan adjusted a
speaker control. The voice came again, softer. "Hello?" It
held an edge of fear.
"Is there anyone there?" it asked.
"Yes," said Wang Jun, impulsively.
"Where am I?" the voice quavered.
"In a computer," said Wang Jun.
Three-Fingers slapped him
on the back of the head. "Be quiet."
"What?" said the voice.
They listened silently.
"Hello,
did someone say I was in a computer?" it said.
Wang Jun said, "Yes, you're in a computer.
What are you?"
"I'm in a computer?" The voice was puzzled. "I was having surgery. How am I
in a
computer?"
"Who are you?" Wang Jun ignored Three-Fingers's glowering eyes.
"I am Naed
Delhi, the 19th Dalai Lama. Who are you?"
The typing stopped. No one spoke. Wang Jun heard
the faint whine of cooling fans
and the high resonances of the monitors humming.
Technicians turned to stare at
the trio and the computer which spoke. Outside Wang Jun
heard someone clear
their throat of phlegm and spit. The computer spoke on, heedless of the
effect
of its words. "Hello?" it said. "Who am I speaking to?" "I'm Wang Jun."
"Hello. Why
can't I see?"
"You're in a computer. You don't have any eyes."
"I can hear. Why can I hear
and yet not see?"
He Dan broke in, "Video input is not compatible with the software
emulator which
runs your program."
"I don't understand."
"You are an artificial intelligence
construct. Your consciousness is software.
Your input comes from hardware. They are
incompatible on the system we have
installed you."
The voice quavered, "I am not software. I
am the Dalai Lama of the Yellow Hat
sect. The 19th to be reincarnated as such. It is not my
fate to be reincarnated
as software. You are probably mistaken."
"Are you really the Dalai
Lama?" Wang Jun asked.
"Yes," the computer said.
"How --" Wang Jun began, but Three-Fingers
pulled him away from the system
before he could phrase his question. He knelt in front of
Wang Jun. His hands
were shaking as he held Wang Jun by the collar of his shirt. Their
faces nearly
touched as he hissed out, "Where did you find this cube?"
Wang Jun shrugged.
"Someone gave it to me."
Three-Finger's hand blurred and struck Wang Jun's face. Wang Jun
jerked at its
impact. His face burned. The technicians watched as Three-Fingers hissed,
"Don't
lie to me. Where did you find this thing?"
Wang Jun touched his face, "From a
Tibetan, I got it from a Tibetan who sold
tiger bones, and a man from Hunan. And there was
a body. A big foreigner. They
were his glasses I sold you."
Three-Fingers tilted his head
back to stare at the ceiling. "Don't lie to me. Do
you know what it means if we've got the
Dalai Lama on a datacube that you've
been carrying around in your pocket?" He shook Wang
Jun. "Do you know what it
means?"
Wang Jun whined, "I was supposed to give it to a man with
white gloves, but he
never came. And there was another man. A foreigner and he killed the
Tibetan and
took his finger, and he wanted mine too, and I ran and --" his voice rose in a
babbling whine.
Three-Fingers's hands settled around Wang Jun's neck and squeezed until
Wang
Jun's ears rang and blackness scudded across his eyes. Distantly, he heard
Three-Fingers
say, "Don't cry to me. I'm not your mother. I'll take your tongue
out if you make my life
any more difficult than it already is. Do you
understand?"
Wang Jun nodded in his haze.
Three-Fingers
released him, saying, "Good. Go talk to the computer." Wang Jun
breathed deeply and
stumbled back to the Dalai Lama.
"How did you get inside the computer?" he asked.
"How do
you know I am in a computer?"
"Because we plugged your datacube in and then you started
talking."
The computer was silent.
"What's it like in there?" Wang Jun tried.
"Terrible and
still," said the computer. Then it said, "I was going to have
surgery, and now I am here."
"Did you dream?"
"I don't remember any dreams."
"Are you leading a rebellion against my
homeland?"
"You speak Chinese. Are you from China?"
"Yes. Why are you making people fight in
Tibet?"
"Where is this computer?"
"Chengdu."
"Oh, my. A long way from Bombay," the computer
whispered.
"You came from Bombay?"
"I was having surgery in Bombay."
"Is it lonely in there?"
"I don't remember anything until now. But it is very still here. Deathly still.
I can hear
you, but cannot feel anything. There is nothing here. I fear that I
am not here. It is
maddening. All of my senses are lost. I want out of this
computer. Help me. Take me back to
my body." The computer's voice, vibrating
from the speakers, was begging.
"We can sell him,"
Three-Fingers said abruptly.
Wang Jun stared at Three-Fingers. "You can't sell him."
"Someone
wants him if they're chasing you. We can sell him."
The computer said, "You can't sell me.
I have to get back to Bombay. I'm sure my
surgery can't be completed if I'm not there. I
must go back. You must take me
back."
Wang Jun nodded in agreement. Three-Fingers smirked.
He Dan said, "We need to
unplug him. Without some form of stimuli he may go crazy before
you can decide
what to do with him."
"Wait," said the Dalai Lama. "Please don't unplug me
yet. I'm afraid. I'm afraid
of being gone again."
"Unplug him," said Three-Fingers.
"Wait,"
said the computer. "You must listen to me. If my body is dead, you must
destroy this
computer you keep me in. I fear that I will not reincarnate. Even
Palden Lhamo may not be
able to find my soul. She is Powerful, but though she
rides across an ocean of blood
astride the skin of her traitorous son, she may
not find me. My soul will be trapped here,
unnaturally preserved, even as my
body decomposes. Promise me, please. You must not leave
me --"
He Dan shut off the computer.
Three-Fingers raised his eyebrows at He Dan.
He Dan
shrugged. "It could be that it is the Dalai Lama. If there are people
chasing the
beggar-child, it lends credence to its claims. It would not be hard
to upload his identity
matrix while he was undergoing surgery."
"Who would do that?"
He Dan shrugged. "He is at the
center of so many different political conflicts,
it would be impossible to say. In a
datacube, he makes a convenient hostage.
Tibetan extremists, Americans, us, perhaps the EU;
they would all be interested
in having such a hostage."
Three-Fingers said, "If I'm going to
sell him, I'll need to know who put him in
there."
He Dan nodded, and then the door exploded
inward. Splinters of wood flew about
and shafts of light illuminated the dim room. Outside
there was a whine of VTOLs
and then there were bright lights lancing through the door,
followed by the
rapid thud of heavy boots. Wang Jun ducked instinctively as something
seemed to
suck the air out of the room and the monitors exploded, showering glass on the
technicians and Wang Jun. People were shouting everywhere around him and Wang
Jun smelled
smoke. He stood up and pulled the datacube out of its adapter and
rolled underneath a table
as a barrage of pellets ratcheted across the wall
above him.
He saw Three-Fingers fumble
with something at his belt and then stiffen as red
blossoms appeared on his chest. Other
technicians were failing, all of them
sprouting bloody stains on their bodies. Wang Jun
huddled deeper under the table
as forms in black armor came through the door. He put the
datacube in his mouth,
thinking he might swallow it before they could find him. More
explosions came
and suddenly the wall beside him was gone in a cacophony of bricks and
rubble.
He scrambled over the collapsed wall as shouts filled the air. Hunched low and
running,
he became nothing except a small child shadow. An irrelevant shadow in
the rain and the
play of lights from the troops left behind.
HE CROUCHED in a doorway's shadow, turning the
datacube in his hands, stroking
its blue plastic surface with reverential fascination. Rain
fell in a cold mist
and his nose dripped with the accumulated moisture. He shivered. The
datacube
was cold. He wondered if the Dalai Lama felt anything inside. People walked
along
the side-street, ignoring his small shadow in the doorway. They rose as
forms out of the
mist, became distinct and individual under the streetlamps and
then disappeared back into
shadows.
He had seen the VTOLs rise from a distance, their running lights illuminating
their
forms in the darkness. He had watched their wings lower and lock above the
wet tile roofs.
Then they were gone in a hissing acceleration. Against his
better judgment he had returned,
joining other residents in a slow scavenging
across the rubble of the destroyed building.
They moved in a methodical stooped
walk. Picking at brick. Turning shattered monitor
screens. Fumbling at the
pockets of the bodies left behind. He had found no trace of
Three-Fingers and
doubted he was alive. He Dan he found, but only in pieces.
He turned the
datacube again in his hands.
"Where did you get that?"
He jerked skittishly and moved to
run, but a hand was holding him and he was
immobile. It was a Chinese woman and she wore
white gloves. He stared at the
hand which held him.
"Do you have something for me?" she
asked. Her Mandarin was clear and educated,
perfect, as though she came from Beijing
itself.
"I don't know."
"Is that yours?"
"No."
"Were you supposed to give it to me?"
"I don't
know."
"I missed you at the bridge."
"Why didn't you come?"
"There were delays," she said and
her eyes became hooded and dark. Wang Jun
reached out to hand her the datacube. "You have
to be careful with it. It has
the Dalai Lama."
"I know. I was coming to you. I was afraid I
had lost you. Come." She motioned
him. "You are cold. There is a bed and food waiting for
you." She motioned again
and he followed her out of the doorway and into the rain.
She led
him through the wet streets. In his mind, the images of VTOLs and
exploding monitors and
Three-Fingers's blossoming red mortality made him wary as
they crossed intersections and
bore along the old streets of Chengdu.
The woman held his hand firm in hers, and she bore
him with direction and
purpose so that no matter how many twists and turns they took, they
were always
closer to the organic skeleton of the city core. It rose above them, glowing.
Dwarfing them and the constructors who swung from it on gossamer lines. They
swarmed it as
ants might, slowly growing their nest.
Then they were under its bones, walking through the
wet organic passageways of
the growing creature. Wang Jun smelled compost and death. The
air grew warm and
humid as they headed deeper into the architectural animal. Glowing chips
embedded in the woman's wrists passed them through construction checkpoints
until they came
to a lift, a cage that rose up through Huojianzhu's internals,
sliding on smooth organic
rails. Through the bars of the cage Wang Jun saw
levels completed, shining and habitable,
the walls with the appearance of
polished steel, and fluorescent lamps, glowing, in their
brackets. He saw levels
where only the segmented superstructure of the beast existed. A
monster with its
bones exposed; wet slick things sheened with a biological ooze. Hardening
silicon mucus coated the bones, flowed, and built up successive layers to form
walls.
Huojianzhu grew and where it grew the Biotects and constructors oversaw,
guiding and
ensuring that its growth followed their carefully imagined
intentions. The beautiful woman,
and Wang Jun with her, rose higher.
They came to a level nearly complete. Her feet echoed
in a hallway, and she came
to a door. Her hand leaned gently on the surface of the door and
its skin moved
slightly under her pressure so that Wang Jun was unsure if the door molded
to
her hand or reached out to caress it. The door swung open and Wang Jun saw the
luxury of
the heights of which he had always dreamed.
In a room with a bed so soft his back ached and
with pillows so fluffy he
believed he smothered, he woke. There were voices. "-- a beggar.
No one," she
said.
"Then blank him and turn him out."
"He helped us."
"Leave his pocket with
money, then."
Their voices became distant, and though he wished he could stay awake, he
slept
again.
Wang Jun sank into the enveloping cushions of a chair so deep that his feet
could
not touch the polished elegance of the real wooden floors. He was well
rested now, having
climbed finally out of the womb of bedding and pillows which
had tangled him. Around him,
shanshui paintings hung from smooth white walls,
and recessed shelves held intricately
fired vases from China's dynasties, long
dead and gone. The kitchen he had already made
acquaintance with, watching the
lady who looked Chinese but wasn't as she prepared a
mountain of food for him on
burners that flared like suns, and made tea with water that
scalded as it came
from the faucet. In other rooms, lights glowed on and off as he entered
and
departed, and there was carpet, soft expanses of pale fiber that were always
warm under
his feet. Now he sat in the enveloping chair and watched with dark
eyes as the lady and her
foreign companion paced before him. Behind them, the
Dalai Lama's cube sat on a shelf, blue
and small.
"Sile?"
Wang Jun started at the sound of her voice, and he felt his heart
beating.
Outside the windows of the apartment thick Chengdu mist hung, stagnant and damp.
No more rain. He struggled out of the chair and went to look out the windows. He
could not
see the lights of Chengdu's old city below. The mist was too thick.
The woman watched him
as her counterpart spoke. "Yeah, either the Chinese or the
Europeans blew his head full of
holes. They're just annoyed because they lost
him."
"What should we do?"
"I'm waiting for an
indication from the embassy. The Tibetans want us to destroy
him. Keep whining about how
his soul won't be reborn, if we don't destroy it."
She laughed. "Why not write him onto a
new body?"
"Don't be sacrilegious."
"That's how they see it? Fanatics can be so -- "
" --
intractable," he finished for her.
"So this whole mission is a waste?"
"He's not much good
to us without his body. The Tibetans won't recognize him if
we write him onto a new body
and he's no good as leverage against the Chinese if
he doesn't have a following.
"She
sighed. "I wish we didn't have to work with them."
"Without the Tibetans, we wouldn't even
have known to look for the kid."
"Well, now they're threatening that if we don't give him
back, the Pali Lama is
going to flay our skins, or something."
"Palden Lhamo,' said the man.
"What?"
He repeated, "Palden Lhamo. She's a Tibetan goddess. Supposed to be the
protector of
Tibet and our digital friend." He jerked his head at the datacube
sitting on its shelf.
"The paintings of her show her riding a mule across seas
of blood and using the flayed skin
of her son as a saddle blanket."
"What a lovely culture they've got."
"You should see the
paintings: Red hair, necklaces of skulls --"
"Enough."
Wang Jun said, "Can I open the
window?"
The woman looked over at the man; he shrugged.
"Suibian," she said.
Wang Jun undid
the securing clasps and rolled the wide window open. Chill air
washed into the room. He
peered down into the orange glow of the mist, leaning
far out into the air. He stroked the
spongy organic exoskeleton of the building,
a resilient honeycomb of holes. Below, he could
just make out the shifting
silhouettes of constructors clambering across the surface of the
structure.
Behind him the conversation continued.
"So what do we do?"
He waved at the
datacube. "We could always plug his eminence into a computer and
ask him for advice."
Wang
Jun's ears perked up. He wanted to hear the man inside the computer again.
"Would the
Chinese be interested in a deal, even if his body is gone?"
"Maybe. They'd probably keep
his cube in a desk drawer. Let it gather dust. If
he never reincarnated, it would be fine
with them. One less headache for them to
deal with."
"Maybe we'll be able to trade him for
something still, then."
"Not much, though. So what if he does reincarnate? It'll be twenty
years before
he has an effect on them." He sighed. "Trade talks start tomorrow. This
operation's
starting to look like a scrub at the home office. They're already
rumbling about extracting
us before the talks begin. At least the EU didn't get
him."
"Well, I'll be glad to get back
to California."
"Yeah."
Wang Jun turned from his view and asked, "Will you kill him?"
The
pair exchanged looks. The man turned away, muttering under his breath. Wang
Jun held in his
response to the man's rudeness. Instead he said, "I'm hungry."
"He's hungry, again,"
muttered the man.
"We only have instants, now," said the woman.
"Xing," said Wang Jun. The
woman went into the kitchen and Wang Jun's eyes
fastened on the dark blue sheen of the
datacube, sitting on its shelf.
"I'm cold," said the man. "Close the window."
Wang Jun
sniffed at the aroma of frying food coming from the woman and the
kitchen. His belly
rumbled, but he went to the window. "Okay."
The mist clung to him as he clung to the
superstructure of the biologic city.
His fingers dug into its spongy honeycomb skin and he
heard the rush of Chengdu
far below, but could not see it through the mist. He heard curses
and looked up.
Light silhouetted the beautiful woman who looked Chinese but wasn't and the
man
as they peered out of their luxury apartment window from high above.
He dug a fist
deeper into the honeycomb wall and waved at them them with his
free hand, and then climbed
lower with the self-confident ease of a beggar
monkey. He looked up again to see the man
make to climb out the window, and then
the woman pulled him back in.
He descended. Slipping
deeper into the mist, clambering for the slick safety of
the pavement far below. He passed
constructors and Biotects, working late-night
shifts. They all hung precariously from the
side of the mountainous building,
but only he was so daring as to climb the skin of the
creature without the
protection of a harness. They watched him climb by with grave eyes,
but they
made no move to stop him. Who were they to care if his fingers slipped and he
fell
to the infinitely distant pavement? He passed them and continued his
descent.
When he looked
up again, seeking the isolated window from which he had issued,
it was gone. Lost in the
thickness of the chill mist. He guessed the man and
woman would not follow. That they would
have more pressing concerns than to find
a lone beggar boy with a useless datacube
somewhere in the drizzling streets of
Chengdu. He smiled to himself. They would pack and go
home to their foreign
country and leave him to remain in Chengdu. Beggars always remained.
His arms began to shake with strain as his descent continued. The climb was
already taking
him longer than he had guessed possible. The sheer size of the
core was greater than he had
ever imagined. His fingers dug into the spongy
biomass of Huojianzhu's skin, seeking
another hold. The joints of his fingers
ached and his arms trembled. It was cold this high
even though the night air was
still. The wet mist and the damp spongy walls he clung to
chilled his fingers,
numbing them and making him unsure of his handholds. He watched where
he placed
each hand in an agony of care, seeking stability and safety with every grip.
For
the first time he wondered how long it would be until he fell. The descent
was too long,
and the clinging chill was sinking deeper into his bones. The
mists parted and he could see
the lights of Chengdu proper, spread out below
him. His hopes sank as he saw finally how
high he hung above the city.
He dug for another hand-hold and when he set his weight
against it, the spongy
mass gave way and he was suddenly dangling by a single weak hand
while the
Chengdu lights spun crazily below him. He scrabbled desperately for another
hand-hold.
He dug his feet deep into the spongy surface and found one. He saw
where his slipping hand
had tom away the wall. There was a deep rent, and from
it, the milky blood of the
biostructure dripped slowly. His heart beat faster
staring at Huojianzhu's mucus wound and
he imagined himself slipping and
falling; spattering across the pavement while his blood
ran slick and easy into
the street gutters. He fought to control his rising panic as his
arms trembled
and threatened to give way. Then he forced himself to move his limbs and
descend,
to seek some respite from the climb, a hope of survival on the harsh
skin of the core.
He
spoke to himself. Told himself that he would survive. That he would not fall
and die on the
pavement of the street. Not he. Not Xiao Wang. No. Not Xiao Wang
at all. Not Little Wang
anymore. Wang Jun; Soldier Wang. Twisted and bent though
he was, Soldier Wang would
survive. He smiled to himself. Wang Jun would
survive. He continued his descent with
shaking arms and numbed fingers, picking
each hold carefully, and eventually when he began
to believe that he could climb
no more, he found a hole in Huojianzhu's skin and swung
himself into the safety
of the ducts of the animal structure.
Standing on a firm surface he
turned and looked out at Chengdu's spread lights.
In a few more years all of Chengdu would
be overwhelmed by the spreading core.
He wondered where a beggar boy would run then. What
streets would be left open
for those such as he? He reached into his pocket and felt the
hard edges of the
datacube. He drew it from his pocket, and gazed on its smooth blue
perfect
surface. Its perfect geometric edges. So much consternation over the man who
lived
inside. He hefted the cube. It was light. Too light to hold the whole of a
person. He
remembered his brief interaction with the Dalai Lama, in a dark room
under the glow of
monitors. He squeezed the cube tight in his hand and then went
to the edge of the duct.
Chengdu lay below him.
He cocked his arm to throw. Winding it back to launch the Dalai Lama
in his
silicon cell out into the empty air. To arc and fall, faster and faster until he
shattered
against the distant ground and was released, to begin again his cycle
of rebirth. He held
his arm cocked, then whipped it forward in a trajectory of
launch. When his arm had
completed its swing, the datacube and the Dalai Lama
still sat safe in his palm. Smooth and
blue and undamaged.
He considered it. Stroking it, feeling its contours in his hand. Then
he slid it
back into his pocket and swung himself out, once again onto the skin of
Huojianzhu.
He smiled as he climbed, digging his fingers into the living flesh
of the building. He
wondered how long this infinity of climbing would last, and
if he would reach the streets
whole or as a bloody pulp. Chengdu seemed a long
way below.
The datacube rested in his
pocket. If he fell, it would shatter and the Dalai
Lama would be released. If he survived?
For now he would keep it. Later,
perhaps, he would destroy it. The Dalai Lama was asleep in
the cube, and would
not overly mind the longer wait. And, Wang Jun thought, who in all the
world of
important people could say, as he could say, that he had the Dalai Lama in his
pocket?