CAROLYN IVES
GILMAN - Candle in a bottle
The storm hit
just as the two travelers were coming to the summit of L'Arc du Sol Pass. All
morning the sun had been bright at their backs as they had climbed through
pine-covered slopes. When the trail rose above the tree line, they should have
been able to see the whole Vaudry Range spread before them, the granite
palisades of Mont Chatoyer to the west. Instead, there was only a blinding wall
of snow, a visible white noise driven by a reckless wind.
Dominique
trudged along in the path Gabriel was breaking. Ahead, his brother was only a
snow-caked capote with a nylon pack, and shaggy sheepskin boots grown enormous
with iceballs. He called ahead, "Hey, Gabe, is this what you meant by
'It'll be fun'?"
Gabriel looked
back with a tense frown. His dark hair was plastered down with wet, and the
mesh skullcap of his headnet glistened with drops. He said, "Keep your
mind on the trail, Nika."
It had been
Gabriel's idea to cut across the mountains on foot instead of taking the sane
way around by road. It would have taken at least a week, and more money than
Gabriel wanted to spend, to go by public transport. He had argued, "It's only
three days to the Institut Sorel by foot, if we cut across the pass. Come on,
Nika, you're the experiential one; it's your chance to have a real flesh
adventure. It'll be fun."
At the time
Dominique had rolled his eyes, knowing what kind of fun you could get into on
mountain trails so close to winter. But a glance from their mother had told him
he had to go. It didn't matter that he was the younger brother; he had always
been the one who had to watch out for Gabriel. And Gabriel was in such a mood
that he would risk his life hazarding the pass alone rather than give up.
Gabriel had had
all summer to make up his mind to go, but he had frittered away the months,
indecision alternating with bitter dissatisfaction. He was the nethead in the
family, smart and ambitious to do more than work in his mother's shop. But the
lack of any obvious alternative had kept him at home, wasting the days in
political telecaucuses with others as malcontent as he, his irritation growing
till his family had all begged him to do something, anything. Finally, when it
was already too late in the season, so that failure was almost inevitable, he
had decided to consult the Oracle at the Institut Sorel.
The trail was
going down now, writhing to and fro like a thing tormented. Dominique thought
he could glimpse a shadow of trees ahead --a good sign. As they came to the
last exposed switchback, Gabriel stopped in his tracks and began fiddling with
the recorder under his coat. "I've got to change spools," he said.
Dominique stood
and waited. Gabriel was recording this whole trek, though the resolution of his
equipment would stink. At least a headnet couldn't record the cold or wet; that
might improve things. But Dominique still couldn't imagine who would want to
experience a mountain hike through Gabriel's eyes. He missed so much.
In the willful
way of mountain weather, a shaft of sunlight lit the slope ahead. The view
momentarily cleared. Below them lay a circular valley with a single outcrop of
rock rising at its center. Upon that lone spire were the buildings of the
Institut, like natural outgrowths of the rock itself.
"Gabriel,
look!" Dominique said.
"Just a
second," Gabriel said, fumbling with the recorder.
"It's
Sorel!" Dominique said.
The sunlight
faded, leaving the scene gray and ominous. Gabriel finally looked up, his hair
running in rivulets down his high forehead. "That's Sorel!" he said,
as if his brother wouldn't know. Dominique realized he was speaking to the
recorder. "You're looking at the center of the intellectual universe,
Dominique. That's the place where the true spirit of Renaissance Dernier
learning is kept alive."
The clouds
closed in again. Dominique tried to shake some of the snow from his boots and
pack. He felt like a walking glacier. "I hope they have hot baths."
Gabriel didn't
dignify this with an answer. He turned to the trail again at a pace so fast
Dominique nearly had to jog to keep up.
Dominique had
never shared his brother's restless, searching nature. Because he was big,
muscular, and easygoing, everyone had expected him to excel in sports or a
physical profession. But all he had ever wanted to do was work in his mother's
shop where the finest seismic monitors in the world were made, piecing together
photonic components under the microscope with his blunt, dexterous fingers.
It was almost
dark by the time they reached the valley and struck out across featureless
farmland. Here, in open fields, the storm truly surrounded them. Right, left,
above, and below blended into a limitless chaos of white -- no boundaries, no
differentiation to make sense of what they saw. Dominique trudged along, sure
only of one direction, down.
They struck a
road just outside the village of Sous-Sorel. Soon the glow of streetlights cut
through the disordered night. As they slogged through knee-deep snow down the
deserted main street fantasies, of dry clothes and a hot sauna filled
Dominique's mind.
In better
weather, the shops along the main street catered to the droves of pilgrims who
flocked to consult the Oracle about their futures. Now the streetlights, veiled
in haloes of snow, shone only on closed doors and curtained windows. Gabriel
stopped, his eye caught by the single lit window on the street.
"Look, a
bookstore," he said.
"Just what
I wanted," Dominique groaned.
"They'll
have free coffee. All bookstores do."
They entered
along with a gust of snowy wind. There was no one in sight, so they dumped
their packs by the door and went looking for the coffee, leaving white
footprints on the carpet. When Dominique found the samovar, he poured two
steaming cups.
Gabriel was
wrinkling his nose at the racks of pastel-covered sample books around them.
"Inspirational garbage," he said. "You'd think that here . .
."
"Pilgrims?"
said a sardonic voice. In the doorway to a back room stood a stooped man with
thin, graying hair and an expression as sharp as the icicles on his eaves. He
had a headnet on, and eyephones pushed up on his forehead; clearly they had
interrupted him in the midst of study.
"We're not
pilgrims," Gabriel said just as Dominique was about to answer that they
were. "We're here to visit the Institut."
"Ah.
Traveling scholars," the man said with a skeptical lift of one eyebrow
that meant he saw through them.
Gabriel took a
gulp of coffee and said, "Don't you have any better books than this?"
"Oh, this
is just the souvenir section," the man said wryly, handling a sample with
a sunrise and flowers on the cover. "The real stuff is in the back. What
are you interested in?"
"Everything,"
Gabriel said. "Complexity theory, noetic architecture, metadynamics, that
sort of thing."
"That
should narrow it down to a few million works. The recent classics are in the
disk racks on the right wall. If you don't see what you want, tell the catalog.
It'll suggest some titles. I can print up anything in about five minutes. Most
of those works only come on spool or disk."
Gabriel
disappeared into the back. The bookseller came forward to help himself to some
coffee. "And what about you? What's your field of study?"
"Oh, I
don't read," Dominique said.
The man blew on
his coffee. "Ah. Not one of the 'truly conscious,' as they would say up on
the mountain. The savants can afford to be snobs; they don't have to live in
the real world where the literate are the oddities."
"There's
no point in learning to read, unless you want to become a savant,"
Dominique said.
"And even
then it can be a curse."
Dominique had
often thought so, but had never been tactless enough to say it aloud,
especially in front of Gabriel. All the literate people he knew thought too
much about themselves, always analyzing some inner person that others could
never get to know. It made them seem hidden and secretive. In comparison, even
women were easy to understand.
Gabriel came
out again, looking overwhelmed.
"Too many
choices?" the bookseller said.
"Oh
no," Gabriel said hastily. "I suppose I could get all these in the
Neige Valley, too, if only my mother's sysop weren't such a neanderthal."
The bookseller
eyed him. "Which polity?"
"Allnet."
Gabriel complained about it at least once a day, at home. Allnet was technical
and business-focused, and had few of the subjects Gabriel wanted. "If I
had any money I'd join Redpath. Actually, I've been on it already -- day
memberships from a friend."
"I may
have met you then," the bookseller said. "What's your handle?"
"Really?
You're a Redpath?" Gabriel looked at the man with new interest. "Did
you vote in the last election, when Groder got in? I would have voted for
her."
"Don't
tell them that on the mountain. They think we're all revolutionaries polluting
the data stream."
"Do they
give you any trouble?"
The bookseller
gave a contemptuous laugh. "You talk as if they ever set foot down here.
Everything they do is by DI remote. Virtual geology, virtual sociology. Why, if
they left the Institut they might have to look at something that doesn't fit
the models. Like rocks or people."
In a
disgruntled voice Gabriel said, "And they won't even let us have haptic interface
technology."
"They've
got better than that at Sorel. They've got DIs that transmit emotion."
"No!"
"Yes."
"I thought
emotions were too complex."
"Well, it
takes masses of processing power. More than you or I could afford."
"I suppose
rational thought will be next."
Dominique's
attention had begun to wander. He heard this kind of discussion all the time
from Gabriel and his friends at home, and he found it hard to distinguish the
real information from the posturing and rhetoric. He stamped his feet to get
the melting snow off.
"I think
we're boring your illiterate friend," the bookseller said.
Gabriel flushed
angrily; he never let his friends belittle Dominique. "Dominique's got a
DI operator's license," he said sharply.
For a moment
Dominique saw a flash of envy in the bookseller's eyes. It quickly disappeared
behind an affectation of cynicism. "That fits the pattern. I dare say they
don't let you have one," he said to Gabriel.
That hit too
close to home. Wounded by the reminder, Gabriel said, "We'd better get
going, Nika."
"Give my
regards to the font of knowledge," the bookseller said.
They shouldered
their packs and stepped out into the wind. They had been indoors just long
enough to get sweaty and wet under their coats; the air felt twice as chilling.
"What a
snob," Gabriel said as they headed down the street. "You'd think a
Redpath would feel more solidarity with regular people."
Ahead was a
large hotel, built to accommodate the summer crowds. "I suppose we'll be
the only ones there," Dominique said.
"We're not
stopping here," Gabriel said. His eyes were fixed tenaciously on the rock
cliff at the end of the road.
"Oh,
Gabriel!" Dominique groaned. "It can wait till morning. The Oracle
isn't going away."
"I didn't
bring enough money for a hotel," Gabriel said stiffly.
Dominique
stopped in the road with the snow collecting on his eyebrows. Gabriel was
supposed to be paying for all of this. "Then where are we going to stay?
How are we going to buy a transport pass to get back?"
"I'm not
going back," Gabriel said.
At last
everything fell into place. Gabriel hadn't come to consult the Oracle at all.
He bad come in hopes of being selected as an acolyte at the Institut. What his
radical friends didn't know was that Gabriel's disaffection was all personal,
not political. He would give up all the ideology in the world to become a
savant.
"You're
crazy, Gabriel!" Dominique said. "They don't take people your age for
acolytes. You would have to be trained from childhood to be a savant."
"I've
trained myself," Gabriel said. "I've read, I've studied. All I've
ever wanted is access to more information. I can do it."
"They
won't care about that. People all over the world compete to get into the
Institut Sorel. They only take the best."
Gabriel's voice
was tense and high. "I'll make them measure my noetic potential. They'll
see."
There was no
arguing with him when his voice sounded like that. If Dominique persisted, it
would only be harder for Gabriel to back down. Dominique tried to stifle his
frustration. "Did you bring enough money for me to get back?"
"Call
Mother for some credit," Gabriel said impatiently. He shifted his pack.
"I'm going on up."
Dominique stood
and watched his brother labor on down the buried street, his empty footsteps
following. Gabriel hadn't brought enough money because he wanted to twist the
arm of fate, to eliminate all other possibilities. But fate didn't work that
way. As usual, Gabriel had set himself up for failure.
Gradually,
Dominique's vexation faded. With a resigned certainty, he knew what was going
to happen. Tomorrow morning Gabriel was going to come trudging back down that
road from the Institut rejected, his grandiose hopes in tatters. Then he would
need someone friendly by him. Dominique couldn't leave his brother to face such
a bruising alone.
When he caught
up, Gabriel gave him a swift glance. "What are you doing?"
"I want to
see the Oracle, too," Dominique lied.
Gabriel was too
preoccupied to see through him.
The lights of
the village ended where the black cliff began. Up the rock face a steep winding
road ran, carved into the outcrop itself. Above the height of the village roofs
the wind had scoured the road clean of snow. As he climbed, Dominique hugged
the rock face, for the wind tugged as if to throw him off like a snowflake into
the swirling void. Gabriel seemed energized by the proximity of his goal; he
pushed on fast. His flashlight beam bobbed up the road ahead.
The road passed
between two outcroppings of weathered rock and into an open courtyard. Only
when he saw the windows did Dominique realize that he was surrounded not by the
natural mountain, but by the buildings of the Institut. There was not a simple
Euclidean shape in all the structures around him. No wall rose straight without
fracturing into a thousand angles before it reached the roof. One artfully
eroded spire was topped by antennas and a satellite dish. In a window high
above, a single candle burned.
"Why would
they use candles here, where they have all the most advanced technology in the
world?" Dominique said.
"It must
be symbolic; everything here is," Gabriel explained in a tense undertone.
"It probably means they choose not to use all the technology they have.
They are too wise to be ruled by machines, as pre-Renaissance people
were."
Before them
stood a shadowed, irregular arch where a towering door kept out the night.
"You'll
have to have a question to get in," Gabriel said.
"What sort
of question?"
"They only
admit those who can puzzle the wise."
"I
couldn't puzzle anyone here if I tried," Dominique said.
"Well,
you'll have to, or wait outside all night."
There was no
knob or catch, and they searched in vain for a bell or knocker. Frustrated,
Gabriel finally shouted out, "Hello! Anyone there?" His voice echoed
in the courtyard and died.
Dominique
stamped his feet to remind them who was in charge. His breath blurred the air
in front of him. At last a nearby shutter clattered open and an acolyte peered
out. She wore a headnet on her shaved skull, with lowered eyephones that gave
her a blank, inscrutable expression.
"You are
being obvious," she said.
Gabriel
whispered to Dominique, "Let me do the talking." Raising his voice,
he said, "We've come to consult the Oracle."
"Are you
riddles? Do you make the night wise?"
"We came
all the way from the Neige Valley on foot. We nearly lost our way in the
blizzard. You can't turn us back."
The acolyte
looked into space, like someone watching a virtual scene. "Pilgrims,"
she said indifferently. "They say they walked here."
She listened a
moment, then turned back. "What question will you give us?"
"You're no
savant," Gabriel said. "Why should I tell you?"
Dominique
stared at his brother, startled by his impudence. But the girl only shrugged
and backed away from the window; a gray-haired woman in a high-collared saffron
dhoura looked out. Her eyes were also masked behind the headnet visor.
"Very well, puzzle me," she said.
Gabriel drew a
tense breath, then said distinctly, "How close is the possible
sphere?"
The savant
laughed. "That's obvious. It's as close as your ear. Try again."
Gabriel licked
his lips, disconcerted. He had obviously expected that one to work. But he had
another ready. "Is it right to indict the mild mirage?"
This time the
savant was silent, considering thoughtfully. At last she said, "That will
be currency enough." She turned to Dominique. "And you?"
"Think of
something," Gabriel hissed.
Apparently,
they wanted gibberish. He had to pluck some disconnected words from his brain,
and wire them into a sentence. He stammered out, "Why does the secret
candle cry?"
The savant
frowned. "Are you sure it does?"
Dominique said,
"You're being obvious."
The savant was
silent for a very long time. At last she sighed and said, "Very
well."
Dominique
almost laughed. It was easier than he had thought to puzzle the wise.
Before them, an
irregular crack split the massive door down the middle and the two sides fell
back into the wall. Automatic lights came on in the room beyond. Gabriel and
Dominique stepped through, into the Institut Sorel.
From the
windows of her chamber, the Voice of the Rinpoche of Sorel sometimes looked out
on the sea, sometimes on the broad avenues of Paris or Abouta, or on the many
other places the Institut monitored. Tonight the windows showed only the Vaudry
Range, veiled by snow and night. The Voice sat cross-legged on her mat, her
fingers in the jnana mudra, the headnet covering her skull.
In ages past,
her ancestors had been Brahmins, statesmen and scholars; but she had shed all
class and ethnicity in twenty-five years at Sorel. Her straight black hair was
bobbed at the level of her jaw; she had not combed it in three days. Her eyes
were darker than normal, puffy with grief.
As she stilled
her concentration, the headnet wakened to the signal of alpha waves. The
energies of the discontinuous interface focused on her optic nerve, and a
vision floated before her.
It was a visual
metaphor of human civilization. It looked much like a landscape, which it was
-- the fitness landscape within which culture could continue to evolve and
prosper. There was a plain on one side, a range of mountains on the other:
Oracle's heuristic representation of the stable and chaotic states. A path
snaked along the edge of the mountain range, sometimes forking, sometimes
whole. Branches that dipped too far into the rough topology of chaos usually
disappeared or looped back into the changeless plain of stability. With a
finger the Voice traced the middle course, the one that balanced just on the
edge, in the terrain of complexity. In that narrow ribbon lay the path of
maximum fitness, where extinction events and leaps of adaptation were part of
the mathematics of existence.
The Voice
focused on the edge of the graph, where the landscape ended in a blank cliff.
As she swooped lower with a speed that would have given anyone else vertigo,
the seeming simplicity of the model dissolved. The path of civilization parted
into a myriad of intertwined threads over a rugged hodgepodge of hills and
craters. She focused on one of the threads till it, too, resolved into an
intricate, twining rope of variants wound around a central strand. That strand
represented the cultural matrix where Sorel lay. If she had gone down in scale
by more orders of magnitude, she could have resolved the graph to the very
level of individual savants' work. Few places on earth were scrutinized as
closely as Sorel.
At the edge of
the chasm where the data ended, she commanded Oracle to construct a
hypothetical future. Gray hills and valleys appeared where all had been blank,
and Sorel's path snaked forward, then veered sharply into the domain of chaos.
Frowning, the Rinpoche's Voice ordered the assumptions changed, and a new
landscape built itself. This time the Institut's line careened off into the
plain.
She opened her
eyes and the display disappeared. She rose from her mat and went to the window
where the blustery snow traced wild paths on the air. The courtyard and
Institut buildings looked solid and stable in comparison. It was an illusion,
of course: rock was merely a snowstorm on another scale.
Oracle had been
showing omens of instability for months now. She had seen it in other cultural
lines, but none had ever given her such unease. This time, change would affect
Sorel; and as Sorel went so went a good part of human civilization.
"Naidu?"
The uncertain
footsteps, the wavering voice, made her close her eyes for a moment, wishing
the present away. When she turned, the old man was standing in the doorway.
"Go back
to bed, Rinpoche," she said. "You should be asleep."
"Why? What
time is it?" he said, rubbing his forehead anxiously.
His obsession
with time was a new aspect of his growing dementia. As memory left him, so did
the capacity to judge the passage of time. The gridwork of sequence had
collapsed upon him, making all events equally near, equally far. Though he
could not say so, it clearly terrified him. He slept with a watch clutched in
his hand.
Naidu crossed
the darkened room. His watery eyes fastened on her headnet and he said,
"Is that mine?"
"No,
cheri, it's mine," she said.
"Where is
my DI? There's something I need you to do."
"I'll do
it tomorrow. There will be time."
They had had to
take his equipment away. The last few times he had tried to operate her had
been too agonizing. She had had to share his wandering thoughts, his confusion,
his childlike rage. It had been so unlike the Rinpoche she had served, and
loved, for fifteen years. As his Voice, she had known his deep reasoning, his
unfailing moral core, from the inside. His mind had been one of immense
clarity, honed by a lifetime of training, perfectly suited to lead Sorel. They
had compared him to Aquinas and Bourassa. She had been his eyes on the outside
world, and had thus collaborated in the masterwork of his leadership.
"I shall
become an organism once again, and know life uncontaminated by mind," he
had said in a lucid moment when it first became clear that the usual cures were
not going to work on him, that there was still something about the human mind
that even Sorel didn't know.
He still looked
like that person, though somehow slacker, less animate. She knew she ought to
love this body, this organism, for the man who had once inhabited it, but all
she could feel was disgust at it for having betrayed him.
He fussed a
little about going back to bed, but she finally got him to lie down, and
switched on the hypnotic display they had installed on his ceiling to keep him
calm. When she returned to the outer chamber, the snowstorm had intensified;
ice crystals ticked against the windowpanes. The room felt cold.
Very few people
in Sorel, and no one outside, knew of the Rinpoche's condition. They were
training another Rinpoche, but he was only seven years old. In the meantime,
they could only guess at what their beloved leader would have done. In all of
Sorel's history, there had never been a worse time for the crisis Oracle was
predicting.
The few savants
who knew the situation would often say to her, "You knew his mind better
than anyone; you shared it. You must know what he would do." And
gradually, from telling them her best guesses, she had grown in their eyes --
she, a mere parlant, no more than a body trained to house another's mind. She
knew nothing of leadership, yet now learned people deferred to her. She would
have traded it all away to feel his firm mind guiding her.
She closed her
eyes again, and the graph appeared in the air. This time she gave the
Rinpoche's private access code, and called up the detail of the Institut's
inner workings. She searched for instabilities, straining the graph's strands
one by one. The savants all thought the imbalance was societal, but she could
not shake the feeling that the crisis would come from within.
That did not
simplify the problem. Sorel was a society in itself, complex with history. It
was the oldest of the great institutes founded at the beginning of the third
millennium. In that era, the mechanistic sciences that had briefly seduced
humanity with their technological prowess had dissolved into conflicting sects,
all claiming to have the true key to reality. The old sciences, blinded by
their materialism, counted as "real" only what could be detected or
measured, which limited reality to matter, energy, space, and time. Pattern was
merely a property of these. But in the Renaissance Dernier scholars discovered
the crucial nonmaterial constituent--information. Soon matter, energy, space,
and time were seen as mere properties of information.
No longer would
researchers spend their efforts dissecting things to learn how they ran;
instead, they would compute the governing algorithms that gave all things their
shape and structure. They would leave the material and delve into the real.
For centuries,
Sorel had been the world center of information mechanics. In these irregular
buildings, savants had mapped the mathematics of epidemics and rumor
propagation. They had unlocked the metadynamics of economies and population
growth, and the fitness landscapes of nation-states. As the principles of
social ecology emerged, humankind could finally hope to graph its way to a
world without eruptions of disorder like poverty, crime, or war. Even now,
after centuries, civilization was still (as the mathematics said it must be) a
balancing act -- but because of Sorel it was no longer a blind blunder.
The Rinpoche's
Voice sighed and cut off the display, gazing out into the snowy courtyard. The
Rinpoche had loved Sorel, and for him she loved it, too. She hoped she would
not live to see it threatened.
The room the
two pilgrims entered was the most distracting space Dominique had ever seen.
The red glowing ceiling was not a surface, but an intricately coved and recoved
three-dimensional fractal. In places you could see deep into the recesses of
the pattern, where the color became profound as wine; in others, the
self-repeating cavities devolved quickly into the texture of sponge. Connecting
ceiling to floor was a forest of glowing cords, of every dimension from microfilament
to thick optical cable. Their colors changed in waves, beckoning the visitors
forward.
The savant from
the window was standing beyond the forest of light-fibers, her eyeshades blank
as eggs. As the two pilgrims came up, she said, "Our building is an
allegory. Acolytes contemplate it for many years until they discover the
principles it signifies."
She paused.
Unfathomable thoughts seemed to populate the silence. "I cannot promise
that Oracle can answer your questions. But in every situation, unpredictability
exists. Come with me."
Beyond the
first room, the floor fell away and they found themselves threading single file
across a transparent bridge above an upside-down room. Somehow, the curtains
hung erect below them. Candles burned in sconces, their flames rising sereneLy
downward. For a dizzying moment Dominique had the feeling that he was the one
reversed, and wanted to turn his head around. Gabriel pushed him on.
On the other
side they came to an octagonal room with doors in each wall. In the center was
an eight-sided settee with all seats facing outward. The savant said, "You
may wait here. I will seek the voyant."
Nervously,
Gabriel asked, "Will it be Voyant Raspail?"
The savant's
face was uncommunicative. "She is the only voyant we have."
She stepped
into a framed painting, and disappeared.
Dominique threw
himself down on the settee, but Gabriel paced nervously.
"Voyant
Raspail!" he said, his voice hushed as if someone might be listening.
"Dominique, do you know what that means?"
"What?"
"She is
the greatest voyant who has ever lived. In the last few years there has been a
series of amazing discoveries out of Sorel. I can't explain them; it's too
complicated. But they say there is another great paradigm shift coming, a
breakthrough in our understanding of the world. And it's all due to
Raspail."
"And she
will tell our fortunes?" Dominique asked.
"Oh don't
be such an idiot!" Gabriel exclaimed. "The Oracle will give us an
extremely sophisticated aptitude test. We'll find out what we're good
for."
"I know
what I'm good for."
"Well, I
don't."
They waited in
silence for a long time. The air was still chill; Dominique noticed that the
snow on his pack had not melted. At last the savant emerged from one of the
doors.
"Oracle is
ready for you," she said. "Which of you wishes to go first?"
"Me,"
Gabriel nearly shouted. "Me," he said again, in a controlled voice.
The savant
gestured him through the door.
Alone,
Dominique paced, trying to warm up. At last, curious, he opened one of the
doors. Beyond was a long hallway lined with doors. Simultaneously, dozens of
Dominiques opened the doors all down the hall and stared back at him. He
hastily closed it again.
Presently the
savant came out from yet another door. "We are ready for you," she
said.
"I don't
really need this, if it's any trouble," he said.
She stared at
him in such a way that he meekly went where she pointed.
The room beyond
was completely dark. When he stepped forward, the touch of his foot set off a
reaction in the floor, and azure galaxies swirled away from his glowing
footprint. By its light he saw that he was at the base of a spiral ramp. He
followed the ramp up, treading on sparks and hurricanes. At the apex a chair
stood, reflected in the polished floor as if floating in still water. Dropping
his pack, he gingerly sat down.
The light
faded. He turned around and saw, hanging in the air behind him, a bubble of
distortion, like a spherical heat wave. It could only be one thing: a
discontinuous interface like the ones the headnets created to feed information
directly to the optic nerve. But those ones were microscopic; this was big
enough to encompass an entire brain.
It moved slowly
toward him. He drew away, unnerved.
"Sit back,
please," a voice said.
Reluctantly, he
turned around and settled back against the headrest, clutching the chair arms.
Thousands of people had done this without any harm.
Merging with
the DI bubble was like passing the surface of a lake. Lights traced fireworks
across his vision -- at first senseless, then resolving into a pattern of
fishes sporting in a rainbow sea. He watched, intrigued, then realized he was
beginning to see a hidden, three-dimensional image. As he gazed into it, he
found himself standing inside a massive cathedral dome with sunlight pouring
through a window in the ceiling; yet the sporting fishes were still there. As
he moved he brushed something and realized there was another image hidden under
this one -- a tactile image. He raised his hands to feel it, but then the
vision ceased.
When he
returned to the waiting room, Gabriel was sitting on the settee, chin on his
fists. Dominique sat down beside him. "It was beautiful," he said.
"What
was?"
"The
Oracle. Didn't you think so?"
"All I saw
was some lights."
They waited in
silence.
The savant
stood before them. "Gabriel," she said, though they had never
mentioned their names. He jumped up and went through the door she indicated.
"Dominique," she said, and pointed to another door. "The
Rinpoche has asked to see you."
Surprise
stopped him cold. The Rinpoche? What would an enlightened being want with him?
The figure at
the other end of the long room was larger than human scale; his head nearly
brushed the tall ceiling. Feeling dwarfed, Dominique forced himself forward.
After several steps he realized that he was growing, or the room was shrinking
around him. It was all a trick of distorted perspective. With another three
steps he grew a foot, and saw that the person waiting was merely a small,
dark-skinned woman with bobbed black hair. No one superhuman. Not the Rinpoche
at all.
When he came to
a halt before her, she smiled, but it looked sad on her face.
"Dominique," she said, "I am the Voice of the Rinpoche of
Sorel."
He had to force
himself not to draw back. It was the Rinpoche, in a way. The woman was a
parlant: she was transmitting to the Rinpoche all she witnessed, and he
controlled all she said and did, when he chose. Dominique couldn't meet her
eyes without wondering who he was seeing: herself, or the puppeteer controlling
her from outside. But they said you could never tell the difference. He
realized he was staring, and looked down self-consciously.
"Oracle's
reading of your noetic pattern was very interesting," she said, and held
out on her hand a small crystal globe enclosing what seemed to be a dandelion
puff. He looked at it, then at her again.
"Do you
know what this is?"
"No."
"It is a
diatom graph. The best representation we have found for a human mind. Each mind
has a characteristic fingerprint, a habitual way of working. We call it noetic
architecture. Of course, this model is vastly simplified. But it is your diatom
graph."
Intrigued,
Dominique took it from her hand and turned it around in his. Inside the glass
was a tiny sphere of colored branches, all radiating from the center in an
intricate network. "So it was just a brain scan Oracle did?" he
asked.
"No. A
brain scan maps neurons. The diatom graph shows the informational patterns of
brain functions. You see, it is not the neurons that make us human. It is their
rules of organization. You might say this is a picture of consciousness."
"It's very
beautiful," Dominique said.
"That is
no coincidence. What we call aesthetics is only our way of perceiving high
levels of informational organization. In this universe, information is always
growing more complex. And as it grows complex, it grows more beautiful."
"Can I
keep it?" Dominique said.
"No, I
will need it a little while longer."
He gave it back
to her. She held it up to the light, studying it. "How does it happen that
you never learned to read?"
Startled,
Dominique said, "You can tell that?"
"Oh, yes.
Literacy creates a fundamental change in brain functions, a characteristic
trace on the diatom graph. Yours shows no hint of it."
"I really
didn't need it," he said. "All I do is make and repair seismic
monitors. If there are any instructions, the processor reads them or shows
me."
"That is
very lucky for us," the Rinpoche's Voice said.
"What?"
She smiled at
him, but this time he had the feeling the smile was coming from far away.
"The graph shows you have an aptitude that would have been spoiled if you
had learned to read. Most people don't know it, but literacy can actually make
a person less suited for certain tasks."
"Like
what?" Dominique said.
Instead of
answering, she said, "We practice two sorts of training here at Sorel. One
is the analytical model, in which our acolytes learn to divide and classify.
Rationality is segregated from fantasy, thought from feeling, desire from
discipline. It is a process full of polar opposites, and from it our savants
emerge. You will never be a savant."
Dominique
laughed. "I didn't need Oracle to tell me that. Gabriel's the smart one in
the family."
"But there
is another sort of training. In it, intuition and synthesis are the goals. We
teach these acolytes no analysis. They learn sensory and spatial skills. Dream,
desire, and reason are integrally connected. It enables them to make intuitive
leaps and grasp whole pictures. These are the acolytes who become our voyants.
That is what we wish you to be."
There was a
silence as Dominique slowly absorbed what she was saying. He felt like a
gyroscope that had suddenly stopped spinning. "A voyant?" he
stammered. "Me?"
A note of
urgency crept into her voice. "Noetic patterns like yours are extremely
rare, and getting rarer. Normally, we would not accept an applicant older than
five or six years. But our situation has become an emergency. We have only one
voyant. You would become apprentice to Raspail."
"Hold
on," Dominique said. This was going too fast.
"Yes?"
the Voice said.
"What is a
voyant, anyway?"
If she was
surprised at the question, she didn't show it. "Oracle creates graphs so
complex that no screen or hologram can display them whole. The only screen
Oracle can draw on is the human brain itself. Humans are still the ideal
decoders."
"So that's
what the voyant is? The screen?"
"In a
manner of speaking. Voyants' brains are specially designed to receive and sort
enormous amounts of information."
"And you
think I could do it?"
"I don't
think. I know."
Gabriel
wouldn't believe it. Plain, predictable Dominique, the brother without the
brains, wanted by the savants of Sorel. Dominique nearly laughed at thought of
telling his brother the unlikely news; then, as the scenario took on more
reality, his thoughts skidded to a halt. Gabriel would be furious. And what
would his mother do? It was impossible; his life was built on a scaffold of
obligations.
"It's
really nice of you --" he began.
"Let me
show you something," the Rinpoche's Voice broke in. She stepped back, and
Dominique saw in the shadows behind her a cylindrical holo vitrine. She typed
quickly into its keyboard, and an image appeared.
On the floor of
the vitrine was a heap of bright yellow symbols shaped like jacks but moving
like tiny bugs. As Dominique watched, they milled around; finally, out of the
disordered heap grew a structure a little like a honeycomb. Then, as Dominique
was just about to conclude that the show was over, the honeycomb abruptly
collapsed and the bugs went into a flurry of activity. Presently another
structure emerged, reaching higher toward the middle of the vitrine. This time,
the honeycombs were built into interlocking towers and cross-braces.
"You can
watch it for hours," the Rinpoche's Voice said, "and the same events
recur, but never in the same way. Each time a state of order is reached, it
persists for a while, then collapses and reforms in a state of higher complexity."
"Oh,"
Dominique said.
"I am
showing you this so you will understand how important it is for you to stay
here. This model demonstrates a principle we call self-organized criticality. A
system with this property exhibits long periods of stasis followed by bursts of
rapid change. Many complex systems show this kind of behavior. Biological
evolution, for example. Also economies, cultures, and nation-states. All
dynamic systems, left to themselves, tend toward greater order and
organization. Ecosystems evolve toward a state of perfect balance, cultures
toward equilibrium. At last, each system will become deadlocked in a state of
advanced efficiency. This is called an 'order crisis.' The system becomes so
perfectly adapted that it cannot change or grow. Eventually, the slightest
change results in a spontaneous outbreak of randomness in which order collapses
into creative inefficiency again. In both biology and history, mass extinction
results -- in the one, extinction of species, in the other, extinction of
cultures and ideas. But once complexity is re-established, so is flexibility
and growth. It is impossible to predict what type of change will occur, but
that it will occur is mathematically certain.
"One of
our savants, who studies our present society, believes we have been locked in
an order crisis since the middle of the third millennium. She is convinced we
are on the brink of a phase transition into a period of chaos that will result,
eventually, in a new and higher level of order. Whether this is good or bad is
a subject of great debate among the savants. Regardless, it is highly probable
that Sorel will be in the midst of this change. In fact, the pebble that starts
the avalanche may be here, anywhere around us."
The shifting
light from another breakdown of order in the holo vitrine reflected on her face
as she looked seriously at Dominique. "The whole world is about to change,
Dominique. The work we do here may determine the course of that change. We need
you for that work to continue."
He thought of
home, and the Neige Valley, and his friends. How permanent and trustworthy it
had always seemed. If the savants were right, then all the obligations tying
him to home might cease to exist.
All he had done
was come to keep Gabriel company in a crazy quest. He had never even wanted
Oracle to tell his future. Now it seemed his future would be changed no matter
what.
"You have
to stay, you see," the Rinpoche's Voice said.
"What if I
can't do the work?" Dominique protested weakly.
"You
can."
"You sound
pretty sure."
"I've
never seen a diatom graph I was surer of."
"Well, all
right," Dominique said. "Maybe for a while."
She smiled.
"Welcome to Sorel, Dominique Cadot."
The Rinpoche's
voice held out her hand again; this time, in it was a small crystal chip.
"Take it," she said.
Dominique
picked it up. It was a communication device of some sort.
"I must
ask one more thing of you," she said. "We know that Sorel is balanced
on the edge of change; we do not know what the trigger will be. We are all
inside the pattern; it is difficult for us to see it. As Raspail's apprentice,
you will have access to many things going on at the Institut. Watch for the
random factor. Let me know where it is, if you see it. Press your thumb against
the crystal now."
He did as she
said. Nothing happened.
"Good,"
she said. "Now it will respond only to you. If you wish to communicate
with me, press your thumb against it again. I will know you have found
something."
She took the
chip from his hand, peeled off an adhesive backing, then said, "Turn
around." When he did, she placed the chip behind his ear and pressed it to
his skull. Startled, he felt it with a finger. "For safekeeping," she
explained. "Don't worry, it's waterproof.
"Now you
must meet Raspail," she said. "Please don't tell her about the
chip."
Dominique
forced himself not to finger the device any more. It made him vaguely uneasy to
have something to hide from his tutor, as if he had been commanded to spy on
her.
Across the room
the door opened, and a tall woman entered. Her citrine academic gown looked
hastily thrown on over a plain gray dhoura. As she crossed the distorted room,
seeming to cover yards with each step, Dominique watched her face. It reminded
him of Mont Chatoyer: raw contours made beautiful by the insults of time. Her
gray-silver hair was cropped close; her slightly slanting eyes had deep lines
beneath them.
She came to a
halt before the Rinpoche's Voice. "Raspail, this is Dominique," the
Voice said in a calm tone. "He has agreed to become your apprentice."
The voyant
glanced at him, and muscles tightened in her face. "You can't saddle me
with another assignment now," she said in a low, tense voice.
"He is not
an assignment, he is an opportunity. You have seen his diatom graph."
"Yes,"
she admitted reluctantly. "Can't we send him to another institut?"
"No. We
need him here. We need you to train him, Raspail."
For an instant
Raspail closed her eyes as if to withdraw from the conversation; when she
opened them again they were burning. "Have you told him the truth about
the training?"
"What is
the truth?"
Raspail turned
on Dominique fiercely. "Becoming a voyant is hard. Harder than anything
you can imagine. You must give up all that you think of as your self. There is
no way to survive it without fire inside. There can be nothing in your heart
but the will to be a voyant."
The Rinpoche's
Voice said calmly, "And yet people have been doing it for three
centuries."
The voyant was
trying to scare him off, though he didn't know why. Dominique might not have
had fire inside, but he also didn't scare easily. "I've done hard things
before," he said.
Her expression
was as dismissive as Gabriel's. Suddenly he felt tired of always being discounted.
He wanted to prove that she was wrong about him.
"Try it,
Raspail," the Rinpoche's Voice said.
For a moment
the voyant stood like an embattled spire defying entropy, too stubborn to fall.
Then her stiff shoulders twitched in what might have been a shrug.
The Voice
turned to Dominique. "Wait in the antechamber for a moment."
When Dominique
reached the eight-sided waiting room, he found Gabriel standing there, hands
stuffed in his pockets, brows boxing one another. "This was a total
farce," he said. "They couldn't tell me a damned thing I didn't
already know. So much for the Oracle; I could have gotten better advice from a
fortune teller. Let's go."
So they hadn't
offered him a place as an acolyte. "Gabriel --" Dominique started.
"It was
just a character analysis, no guidance. It didn't settle anything."
"Gabriel,
I'm not going back. You've got to tell Mother."
Slowly, Gabriel
focused on him. "What?"
"They
offered me an apprenticeship. To work with the voyant." In the face of
Gabriel's disappointment, Dominique felt obscurely ashamed of his own good
luck.
Gabriel's eyes
widened as he saw his brother in a new light -- the light of his own failure.
"Here? A voyant?"
"It's only
till they find out I can't do the work." Dominique tried to grin.
"Listen, can I send you a message at the hotel tomorrow?"
"No, No,
I'm not waiting around." Gabriel started off stiffly toward the entrance.
"Enjoy your life," he said bitterly over his shoulder. "It's not
my fault, Gabriel!" Dominique called after him.
Gabriel didn't
pause. Dominique stood, half furious, half hurt, unsure whether to go after
him. A hand touched his shoulder. He looked around to find Raspail at his side.
"Let him
go," she said softly.
"But he's
my brother!" Dominique said.
"You have
lost him," Raspail said. "He is just the first of many things. You
will have to learn to lose, and lose, and lose, if you want to be a
voyant."
The words were
harsh, but there was a furtive compassion in her voice, a human face frozen
under ice. He sensed suddenly that she was talking about herself.
The moment was
gone; now she was tense and stern again. Saying, "Come," she started
toward one of the doors. Dominique glanced one last time after Gabriel, then
followed her.
There was a
maze of corridors. Voyant Raspail's pace picked up, till she was striding on
ahead of Dominique. Down a long, dimly lit passage lined with doors her
footsteps echoed impatiently. When she reached an enameled doorway she jerked
it open and plunged through, into a comfortable apartment. Dominique stood m
the doorway, still breathless from the walk, feeling unwelcome and uncertain
what to do. Preoccupied, Raspail threw her gloves on a table, then without a
word crossed to a bedroom door and slammed it behind her.
In the silence
Dominique realized that someone else was sitting across the room in the
darkened window seat with a book on his lap, staring at Dominique with wide and
startled eyes.
"Hello,"
Dominique said awkwardly. "My name's Dominique."
"I am
Aristide," the other said. As he set the book aside, Dominique saw that he
had not been reading, but tearing the pages into intricate patterns. Aristide
stood, brushing a snowfall of shredded paper onto the floor, then approached
cautiously.
He was about
Dominique's height, but thin as a mannikin of twisted wire. His dark eyes
looked huge in his pale face. Neglected curls of black hair fell in his eyes.
"What do you want?" he said.
"I guess
this is where they want me to stay," Dominique said, shifting his pack. It
was beginning to feel heavy.
Aristide had an
intense, unblinking gaze. "These are the voyant's chambers," he said.
"I
know."
"Who told
you to come here?"
"The
Rinpoche's Voice. Listen, I don't want to barge in. Why don't I just go tell
them this isn't working out?" He began to back away.
"No!"
Suddenly, Aristide's hand shot out to stop him. His eyes searched Dominique's
face for the truth. "They really sent you here? They'll let me keep
you?"
Laughing to
cover his confusion, Dominique said, "I guess so."
A smile lit
Aristide's face. It seemed to brighten the whole room. "Come in!" he
said excitedly.
Feeling welcome
for the first time since setting foot in Sorel, Dominique stepped in.
A second look
around revealed the eccentricity of the room. On one table, a huge multicolored
mound of candle wax dripped from the edge onto the floor, studded with bits of
shiny foil and surmounted by two wings broken from a ceramic angel. The carpet
had been carefully unraveled on one side and rewoven to climb the wall in
purple tendrils on the other.
"Does this
place ever get normal?" Dominique said, rubbing his eyes wearily.
"Do you
like to eat?" Aristide asked intently.
"Are you
kidding?" Dominique's stomach growled at the thought.
"Good! We
can order some food." He took Dominique's arm and dragged him into the
kitchen.
The table was
occupied by a tangled tower of interlocking forks. "Don't touch it, it's
for Raspail," Aristide said. He then produced a well-thumbed menu for the
autoserver.
Dominique liked
to cook almost as much as he liked to eat. He was soon able to select enough
raw ingredients for a decent paella. A little more hunting revealed a pan.
Aristide had gotten distracted among the dishes. As Dominique began to chop
vegetables, Aristide took two overturned cups and made one chase another across
the counter. One of the cups was yipping.
This was not
how Dominique had imagined the brilliant savants spending their time. "So,
where are you from, Aristide?" he asked.
The cups paused
and turned to look at him, their handles turned up inquisitively.
"From?" Aristide said as if the word were nonsense. The cups turned
and raced thumpingly over to the cutting board, where they sniffed garlic, then
shook in delight.
"Your
home. You know, where does your family live?"
Aristide pushed
a handful of black hair out of his eyes. "Oh. I don't know."
"You must
have come here pretty young, then."
Aristide smiled
craftily. "I didn't come here. I was made here. Raspail invented me."
He fitted two
salt dishes over his eyes, and coffee mugs over his hands, then began to walk
around the kitchen stiff-limbed and stub-armed, like a mechanical man from an
ancient cinema. Dominique laughed. But a footstep from the bedroom next door
made Aristide quickly drop the act and whisk the dishes back into the cupboard.
He perched innocently on the counter. "She doesn't like me to wear the
crockery," he confided in a whisper.
"What
exactly do you do around here, Aristide?" Dominique asked, dumping oil
into the pan.
Aristide stared
as if he'd asked the purpose of the floor. "I am Raspail's
apprentice."
"Oh,
really? I didn't know she had one already. That's what I'm going to be."
"You?"
Aristide looked as if he couldn't decide whether to collapse in laughter.
"That's
what they tell me."
A thought
occurred to Aristide; as it crossed his face, it wiped out the laughter.
"Is this because of what i did yesterday?" he said.
"I don't
know. What did you do yesterday?"
"I
imploded a datamass. It was just a fluke, a backwash in the processing flow. I
didn't do it on purpose." He looked at Dominique apprehensively. "It
was Savant Barrere's. She's working on historical dynamics and the coming phase
transition. Have you heard of it?"
"I think
so."
Aristide leaned
close and whispered, "I wiped out all her data. We don't know if she has a
copy. Raspail hasn't dared to ask her yet."
Dominique
paused, spoon in hand. The paella sizzled in the pan. "That sounds kind of
serious," he said.
Aristide began
to laugh uproariously. "The savants are going to slit my throat when they
find out." He sobered abruptly. "They don't know yet, do they?"
"I don't
know. I don't think it has anything to do with my being here."
Nevertheless,
Aristide fell silent and thoughtful. Dominique dished up two plates of food. He
wolfed down two helpings, standing at the counter, while Aristide toyed
unhungrily with his. Glancing across the stove, Dominique noticed how delicate
Aristide's hands were -- fragile and fine, as if blown out of milky,
translucent glass. He looked up and found the apprentice watching him. He
smiled, but Aristide crossed his arms defensively to hide his hands.
"What kind
of work does an apprentice voyant do?" Dominique asked.
"Didn't
they tell you?"
"Voyant
Raspail tried. All she could say was how hard it was. I figured she was trying
to scare me away."
Aristide
paused. "If I answered, you would think I was trying to scare you as
well."
"Just tell
me what it's like to operate the Oracle."
Aristide's eyes
looked past Dominique, toward some horizon that wasn't there. "You should
ask what it's like not to operate Oracle. Compared to Oracle, everything else
is like being a fish in muddy water. All you know is upstream and downstream.
There is no sky, no landscape, only murk."
"So you
think I ought to stay?"
Aristide turned
eyes oddly drained of emotion on him. In a flat voice, he said, "If I were
you, I would get out of here as fast as I could, and run till they could never
find me again."
Dominique was
no longer hungry. He put down his fork to study Aristide, wondering what he
meant. "But you're still here," he said.
"I said if
I were you."
They said
little after that. Aristide went back out into the living room and set to work
shredding his book again. Dominique wandered around, yawning hugely. At last he
said, "Where do you want me to sleep?"
"There's
an extra bed in my room," Aristide said, and got up to show him.
It turned out
to be no more than a cot, but Dominique gratefully tossed his pack on it, then
followed suit himself.
There was a
night stand between the beds, placed against the window, and on it burned a
candle with a glass hurricane shade over it. Dominique stared at it, in his
drowsiness struggling to grasp a revelation he felt ought to be there.
"I
know," he said. "We saw that candle earlier tonight, when we came up
the road to Sorel. I asked Gabriel why anyone would want to light a candle
here."
"Dominique,"
Aristide said seriously, "Do dogs fall in love?"
Dominique was
too sleepy to make sense of that. "I don't know," he said.
But as soon as
he burrowed under the pile of quilts and lay still, sleep eluded him. All that
had happened kept swirling through his mind.
When he turned
to look, Aristide was lying on his bed, head propped on his fist, watching the
candle. Its yellow flame cast a gentle light on his face. He looked pensive, as
if remembering something from long ago. "Why do you light it?"
Dominique said at last.
"Down in
the east wing they teach the acolytes to model flames in mathematics,"
Aristide said.
"Did you
learn to do that?"
"No. I was
never an acolyte. They couldn't let me learn to read. But I have seen the
mathematics modeled by Oracle. I have seen a flame created from formulas
instead of wax. At this scale it looks simple, but on the molecular level it's
incredibly turbulent. The surface is wrinkly, and inside it's all stretched and
distorted. Did you know that a flame is the opposite of a living thing?"
"No."
"It's an
information-conversion system, just like a plant or a person. But instead of
building patterns, as life will, it destroys them. It's a little pocketful of
entropy."
Those were the
last words Dominique heard before drifting off to sleep.
Later that
night he roused long enough to see that the candle had burned down to a stub.
He reached out to snuff it, but Aristide lunged out and caught his wrist in a
steely grip. "Don't touch it," he said through clenched teeth.
"Sorry,"
Dominique stammered. "I thought you were asleep."
As he tried to
fall asleep again, he could see the glint of Aristide's eyes watching him from
out of the darkness.
When Sorel slept, Oracle still woke. Quiet atop
its mountain peak, the unsleeping witness watched the galaxies, listened to the
wind, measured the grinding motion of the earth underneath, always searching
for pattern. But like its Delphic namesake, all its information was useless
until someone asked it the right question. Oracle did not draw conclusions. It
drew pictures.
Dominique woke with a stripe of sunlight lying
across his face. Aristide was a motionless lump in the opposite bed. When
Dominique turned onto his back, he saw what he had missed the night before: the
ceiling above him was a collage of glass bottles shattered at the necks. Their
bases were glued to the ceiling, sharp edges pointing down. The sunlight winked
off them, tossing wild spectra around the room: ruby, jade, peacock, sapphire.
Dominique didn't feel easy till he had gotten out from under them.
When he came into the living room, he found
Voyant Raspail sitting in the window seat, studying the book Aristide had
demolished the night before. She finished dictating into a recorder, then
paused to take a photo of a damaged page.
"So you are still here," she said.
When she looked up, her face was austere, as if marshaled tight against
despondence. Dominique wondered how anyone so successful could seem so unhappy.
"Where did you sleep?" she asked.
"Aristide's room."
"What did Aristide say?"
"He was very nice." Dominique's
instinct was not to say much till he knew what was going on. "No one
mentioned you already had an apprentice."
"No. They wouldn't." Her voice was
flat as rolled metal. "There are many bright people here at Sorel, but not
many kind ones. From your graph, I think kindness is something you have."
His mother had always teased him about being the
one in the family who looked after stray animals and idiots. Meaning Gabriel,
of course. He had never mentally translated that into "kindness," but
the word certainly didn't offend him.
"Look after him, will you?" Raspail
said softly.
There was a silence. At last Dominique said,
"I'm sure Aristide doesn't need my protection."
"Oh, yes he does," Raspail whispered.
"From what?"
"From Sorel."
She rose, and her voice turned neutral.
"What's your background? Do you know how to use a headnet?"
"Of course," Dominique said. What was
she thinking? Everyone knew how to use headnets.
"A DI helmet?"
"Yes. I got a license to use them in my
work."
"Remote manipulation?"
Dominique wrinkled his nose in distaste.
"Sometimes." Often, actually. When hardware in the field broke or
needed a skilled overhaul, he usually linked up with someone on the spot via the
DI helmet. It fed him their perceptions, and allowed him to manipulate their
hands and eyes. The transmission was expensive, but not as expensive as going
there in the flesh. He had never gotten used to the feeling of operating
someone else, or being operated himself. "I think it's creepy," he
said.
"A common reaction," Raspail said.
"You will have to overcome it."
There was a stumble of bare feet behind them.
Aristide came from the bedroom, still punching his way out of a cocoon of
fatigue. When he saw them he froze, eyes shifting apprehensively from one to
the other.
Raspail went to him. A few feet away, she held
out her hand, elbow crooked as if to arm-wrestle in the air. He took the
challenge, and for a few moments they held a mock-competition, straining
against one another. Aristide finally won, and Raspail put an arm around his
shoulder and pulled him close to kiss his forehead. Then she turned away toward
the window, the remote scholar again.
A revelation hit Dominique: They loved each
other. Raspail was trying not to show it, but there had been a bright, brief
flash of joy out of the grayness when she had seen Aristide.
This is going to be complicated, Dominique
thought.
"Tea?" Aristide asked him.
"Sure," he said, and followed into the
kitchen.
They sat around the kitchen table, from which
the fork sculpture had mysteriously disappeared. Aristide played with his paper
napkin, folding it into complicated shapes. Raspail stared, preoccupied, into
her teacup.
"We need to work on Barrere's project
today," she said.
Aristide glanced at her through dark hair.
"I recorded a pattern just before pulling
you out of that feedback loop. Do you remember it?"
Aristide shook his head, staring at his napkin,
which was now shaped like a crab. When he looked up, Dominique saw dread in his
eyes.
Persuasively, Raspail said, "If it is what
I think, no one will even notice a little lost data. But you need to look at
it."
Aristide began slowly pulling the legs off the
crab.
"Can I see it, too?" Dominique asked.
From the voyant's look he knew he had said
something ridiculous. She seemed to be searching for a way to break it to him
kindly. "If you were to enter Oracle's processing flow without training,
and were lucky, you would see nothing. If you were unlucky, the chances are
good that the information load would incinerate your brain. The graphic we are
working on is drawn on a five-dimensional manifold. Can you even imagine four
dimensions? Think of the three you know, then try to picture a fourth axis projecting
at a right angle to all the others."
Dominique tried, then shook his head. Raspail
said, "It is impossible without Oracle's help. Oracle lets us perceive
dimensions we cannot even imagine otherwise. But it takes years of practice to
do it safely."
"Let him see Oracle, at least,"
Aristide suggested suddenly.
"I saw it last night," Dominique said.
Raspail laughed. "What you saw was -- how
shall I put it? A church, a theater. A drama of lights and echoes they call
Oracle. The savants had it built to impress the pilgrims in reward for their
donations. The real Oracle is in this wing." She rose. "Come with
us."
She led the way out of the apartment into the
corridor of endless doors. The fourth on the left, indistinguishable from all
the others, was the one she chose. Inside was an airlock, and beyond that two
more dust-seal doors that finally opened onto a curving ramp that led gently
downward. The air was odorless and quiet.
Dominique drew close to Aristide as Raspail
strode on ahead. "Thanks," he said quietly. "I was afraid she
wasn't going to let me get near Oracle."
"You were near it last night,"
Aristide said. "Our apartment is built into the side of it."
"You mean --"
"We're inside it now."
They had begun to pass doorways to right and
left. There was a slight hum from the air conditioning. Raspail slowed her pace
and said, "These are the entrances to specialized control chambers. Most
have been added in the past 180 years, as we learned to use Oracle for
different purposes."
"What sort of purposes?" Dominique
asked.
"Basal lattices, Weisman nets,
filicology."
Only the last made any sense to Dominique.
"Study of ferns? You have a special room for that?"
"Study of fernlike information
structures," Raspail said patiently.
"Do you have to know all those
disciplines?"
"Ideally, we would have a voyant
specializing in each. We used to. When I was an apprentice there was a team of
voyants, and these control rooms were busy round the clock. These days, we are
just muddling through."
She drew ahead again. Aristide whispered,
"Don't worry, you don't need to know all the disciplines. Sometimes the
savants don't even tell us what their projects are about; they just give us the
data to play with."
As the ramp spiraled deeper into Oracle's
throat, Dominique felt around him a presence, watching. Uneasily, he asked,
"Does Oracle have a brain?"
"It is not aware, if that is what you
mean," Raspail said without turning.
The rampway ended in the last control booth. As
they entered, the lights and instrument panel came on automatically. The room
was domed and circular, lined with screens and equipment except on the far
right, where a section of photonic processors had been removed to make space for
a small glassblower's furnace and marble-topped work table, now cluttered with
tongs, crucibles, and a stack of glass rods.
In the center of the room stood two reclined
chairs, back to back so that the headrests touched. Their leather covers were
worn smooth with use. Aristide perched on one. Meanwhile, Raspail put on a
headnet to call up a holographic display. She set it rotating in the vitrine.
It was a mere jumble of lines, showing no structure at all. "This is a
three-dimensional projection of the graph we will be working with," she
said. "This is vastly simplified, of course. The display surface is
actually folded through two other dimensions that cannot be shown, only
experienced. Savants have spent whole careers inventing new topologies to vex
us."
"What can you tell from a graph like
that?" Dominique asked.
"From this? Nothing. It's pure trash. But
what is disordered on one scale may show structure on another." She hit a
key, and the display shrank to a point, bringing more of the image within view.
After half a dozen displays had been reduced to spots in the vitrine, a ghostly
regularity appeared. The tangles of disorder were embedded in a matrix of
pattern.
"Everything depends on scale," Raspail
said thoughtfully. "What makes no sense on one scale, may be the answer to
everything on another."
She stood up, her face severe. "You have
had your first lesson. Now go back and wait for us. We have work to do."
Disappointed, Dominique said, "Can't I just
watch?"
"No," Raspail said. "This is
between us." She put a hand possessively on Aristide's arm.
Dominique backed out the door.
The empty apartment seemed very quiet. Dominique
stood for a while at the window, staring across the snowy valley to the
unscalable west wall of Mont Chatoyer. It seemed very distant from here. Just
as his mind began wandering back to home, he noticed that the window frame was
gouged, as if someone had tried to dig through it with a pocket knife.
He turned back into the living room. What he had
taken for a library the night before was in fact a large collection of disks
with a few real books mixed in, all full of pictures without a line of type.
Behind a chair he found a well-worn DI helmet and put it on to try out some of
the disks. Most were labeled only with dates, so he picked one at random.
As soon as he lowered the eyephones, he found
himself back in the control room, lying on one of the chairs, staring up at the
domed ceiling. The resolution and detail were far better than any DI he had
ever experienced. He could actually feel the leather, the weight of his body,
the hum of machinery around him. Before he had a chance to take it all in, the
recording went on.
A bubble appeared in the air above the bridge of
his nose. He -- or the person whose experience this disk recorded -- closed his
eyes, and the world was transformed.
He was floating in a crystalline landscape under
a flowering fractal tree. Above him, colors he had never seen before shivered
down the sky. He watched, entranced, till someone touched him, sending a
cascade of sensation through his body. The feeling was intensely erotic.
He spun around, realizing in mid-motion that he
no longer had a body; he was no more than an alogorithm in phase space. And yet
sensation was even more intense, as if flesh were a poor transmitter and he now
felt raw stimulation pouring unimpeded into his brain. A glittering stream of
air caressed him, and he knew instinctively it was Raspail. The pulse of
feeling that followed made the part of him that was still Dominique squirm in
discomfort. Against his will he felt his body inflamed with a strange, abstract
desire. Slowly she blended with him, merging, running through him like a
stream. He was closer to her than it was possible for anyone to be; every nerve
in her body kissed one of his. He felt a rush of erotic adoration that wasn't
his own.
Guilty and overstimulated, he raised his hand to
shut the helmet off. But as he moved the scene changed. Raspail withdrew from
him, leaving him feeling small and empty, like half a person. Now he was
surrounded by a crackling web of threads that flared and buzzed dangerously
where they crossed. They were close to his naked nerves. Gingerly he reached
out to deform the web. With a painful snap of electricity, one thread broke.
Blood spurted from the severed end, drenching his face. As it hit him it began
to crawl. It was a spray of maggots, wriggling, hungry for his brain. He wanted
to scream, but they were all over his face, burrowing at his eyes, crawling
into his ears and nose. He could feel them wriggling inside his eyeballs; they
began to eat away at the scene before him, revealing another, darker scene
beneath. A visceral terror gripped him; he didn't want to see the hidden thing
they were revealing. Yet he was paralyzed, unable to stop looking.
There was a crash. Dominique ripped off the
helmet and threw it across the room. He saw Aristide bolt through the door and
into the kitchen, his face pasty white. Putting a hand out to steady himself,
Dominique brought the rest of his mind back. He went to the kitchen door.
Aristide was vomiting violently into the sink.
At length Aristide turned on the faucet and
splashed cold water in his face. He turned, saw Dominique, and froze.
"What's wrong?" Dominique said. He
felt a little queasy himself.
"Nothing," Aristide said tensely.
"I'm fine. If Raspail asks, tell her that. Promise?"
Dominique was too confused to do anything but
nod. Aristide drew himself up and started toward the bedroom, holding onto the
wall. His eyes kept tracking to the left, as if trying to follow a room that
was spinning around him. When he came to a halt, swaying, Dominique took his
arm and began to lead him. Aristide clutched his shoulder in terror. "I'll
fall," he said. "It's too far down."
"Don't worry, I'll catch you,"
Dominique said.
When they reached the bed, Aristide curled up on
it in fetal position, eyes closed. Dominique hovered anxiously over him.
"Can I get you something?" he asked.
Aristide's eyes snapped open, looking straight
into Dominique's. "I'll break your brain across my knee if you try to take
her," he whispered.
"I won't," Dominique said.
Aristide's eyes drifted leftward again, then
closed. "You're a good one, Dominique. Don't tell Raspail."
The living room no longer seemed quite so
comfortable. Dominique moved restlessly from chair to chair, avoiding the DI
helmet that had landed on the couch. He tried to look at the picture books, but
the images seemed disjointed and senseless.
Hours later, Raspail came back. Her step was
light, and there was an elated, buoyant look to her. She held up a spool and
said, "I've got it. This is the graph the savants have been waiting
for." She tossed it across the room; Dominique scrambled to catch it
before it hit the floor. Raspail had already turned toward the kitchen. When
she came back with a drink in her hand, she went to the couch and picked up the
helmet. Dominique realized he had left it running all this time.
"Did you try this?" she said, popping
the disk out and glancing at it.
Dominique's neck grew uncomfortably hot; did she
know what was on it? "I didn't think --" he stammered.
"I suppose it can't do you any harm, not
like the real thing. We tried to record sessions in Oracle for a while, but it
was useless. The resolution is too poor. It was not even close to vivid
enough." She looked at him, frowning slightly. "Did you see
anything?"
"Only a little," Dominique said,
feeling sweary. He could barely meet her eyes.
"Next time you should try the training
simulations, over here. They hone the perceptual skills you will need as a
voyant. You will have to get very good at all of them before I can let you try
Oracle."
Dominique was no longer certain he wanted to try
Oracle. He itched to tell her about Aristide, but he had given his word.
"How long does it take? The training, I mean."
"It varies." Raspail waved a hand
vaguely.
"Well, how long has Aristide been?"
Her face lost its openness. "He is a
special case. He was an acolyte before I discovered him. It damaged him."
"Damaged?" Dominique said, eyes
widening.
"He learned to read. I have had to unteach
him. It has taken a long time. You will not have to worry about that."
Dominique was silent, thinking of the different
story Aristide had told him. Why should either of them lie to him? He found
himself staring at the spool Raspail had tossed to him so casually. "What
is it you've discovered?" he said.
Stretching out her legs, Raspail chuckled. She
didn't exactly look happy -- Dominique was not sure that was possible -- but
she did look triumphant. "I don't know," she said. "The savants
don't always tell us what the data signify. All I know is, it will be
completely unexpected. It relates the algorithms in a way no one has ever
imagined."
"Will they be able to predict the future
now?"
She looked puzzled. "What makes you say
that?"
"I thought you were studying the patterns
of history."
"Oh, yes. But we have long since proved
that prediction is impossible."
"Then what are you trying to find?"
"You are falling into the old deterministic
fallacy, like scientists back in the days before the Renaissance Dernier."
She rose and paced across to the window, where the setting sun cast shadows
over the complex planes of her face. She looked like the statue of an enigma.
She said, "There was once a scientist named
Laplace who imagined that we lived in a clockwork world. The universe, he
thought, was a mechanism that would be perfectly predictable if only we knew
the rules. For generations, people believed that everything was ultimately
reducible to linear formulae. Respectable savants even said that history could
be forecast, once we nailed down certain psychological variables.
"What they didn't know was that not even
perfect clockwork, not even the motion of the planets, is predictable on a
larger scale. Every natural process has an element of chaos in it which makes
it inherently unpredictable. It may not show itself on our scale, but it is
there. Thank God. If we actually lived in a world like the one Laplace
described, it would be impossible to generate new information. We would be
locked in a perpetual order crisis -- an eternal, perfect stasis.
"But that is not true. The universe is not
deterministic; it is complex and stochastic. Information is continually being
created, leading from uniformity to variety. Nature generates its own novelty.
So the future is fundamentally different from the past. Looking backward, we
see less and less information. Ahead, there are novel new forms of complexity.
We cannot predict them, because they are generated through random processes. It
is that randomness we need to seek out. Disequilibrium is the creative state.
It leads through confusion to a higher order of order."
Her low voice held a thrill of conviction. It
gave Dominique an insecure feeling. "But --" he started.
"Yes?"
"Randomness can destroy, too. Don't you run
a risk of losing the order we have?"
She stood still, looking out the window.
Dominique watched the light fade on her face as the sun traveled beyond the
mountain ridge. There was a deep crease between her eyebrows. She said,
"Do you believe in evil, Dominique?"
It was not the answer he had expected. He
stammered, "Well, I believe people sometimes do harmful things."
"No, I don't mean stupidity, or malice, or
anything that can be avoided. I mean evil that is woven into the fabric of a
situation so that there is no way of avoiding it. A terrible course that draws
you in, and you can't stop and can't go back, so you just continue on, knowing
that you are doing harm, and will do more before the end."
He said nothing. At last she turned to look at
him. "That is a matter of scale, too. On the micro scale of human lives,
randomness may cause harm. I have to be concerned with a larger scale."
That evening, Raspail's openness bled away,
leaving the silent, moody person Dominique had seen before. They ate supper
without exchanging a word, Raspail starting tensely at every sound. Through the
whole evening she never asked about Aristide.
When Dominique came into the darkened bedroom
that night, Aristide had not moved. Dominique silently lit the candle in the
window before going to bed. He slept uneasily under the dangling bottles.
The next morning when Dominique woke, the other
bed was empty. When he came out into the living room he stopped in his tracks.
The shelves had all been emptied, the disk boxes dumped in a pilfered heap on
the floor. The disks filled the air, dangling on threads from the light
fixtures, the curtain rods, the furniture. Their rainbow surfaces winked and
flashed in the morning sun, a dazzling galaxy of round-eyed stars. Dominique
threaded his way into the room, ducking to avoid tiny rotating suns. He
wondered how they would ever get the disks back into the proper boxes.
Aristide was sitting like an allegorical god on
the bottom of an overturned chair, wrapped in a sheet, his head surrounded with
spinning disks. "Guess what, Dominique?" he cried out.
"What?"
"We have a day off. Raspail's gone down
into the savants' den to throw them some red meat. We can do whatever we want.
What do you want?"
Dominique said, "Whatever you usually do on
a day off."
"Good! I'll take you to see the salle des
cerveaux, then." He jumped up as if to start off right then and there.
"You can't go like that," Dominique
said.
Aristide looked down, saw that he was dressed
only in a sheet, and broke into laughter.
Half an hour later, Dominique was trying to keep
up with him as he darted like a loose electron down the hallways of Sorel. All
of the previous day's malaise was gone; Aristide acted like his veins were
running with electricity. He kept Dominique laughing the whole way to the east
wing.
"Wait here," he said at one doorway.
"Don't come in till I call."
When Dominique heard the call, he stepped
through. The room before him was a large open cortile filled with a maze of
stairways he would have to thread, down then up, to reach the spot where
Aristide stood on the other side. He started out, but stopped, blinking. The
stairways were impossible ones -- disconcerting trompes l'oeil that made a
mockery of dimension. One veered sideways, disappearing into a vertical wall
painted so cleverly that the steps seemed to continue on in two dimensions,
though no person could climb them. Another switch backed so that the only way
to climb every other flight was upside-down. Another passed through an archway
then continued on, tilted sideways. Dominique could see no path for anyone but
a two-dimensional image to get through.
Across the room, Aristide was laughing
hysterically at his reaction. "Here, Dominique!" he called.
"Come on. You can do it!"
Dominique stepped over a painted drop, then
stopped, seized with vertigo. His feet told him he stood on solid ground, but
his eyes told him otherwise. "I can't," he said.
Still laughing, Aristide ran lightly down a
stairway, jumped to another, then followed a winding path through the maze till
he stood at Dominique's side. "You really are a voyant," he said.
"What do you meant"
"The savants are such numskulls they can
barely see the illusion, much less be confused by it."
"I thought the savants were really
smart," Dominique said.
"Not in our way. But then, we're not smart
in their way, either."
Dominique laughed. "I know I'm not."
Aristide took his arm. "Here, I'll show you
across."
It took a nerve-racking half-minute of stepping
over painted precipices. When he stood safely on the other side he blew out a
breath, glad it was over. "Is that the salle des cerveaux?" he asked.
"Oh no, just a game," Aristide
answered.
As they continued on they began to meet acolytes
hurrying past, eyeshades studiously lowered, and clusters of saffron-robed
savants holding discussions in the hallways. More than one conversation broke
off as they passed.
"Why are they staring?" Dominique
whispered to Aristide.
"It's an old tradition," Aristide
answered breezily. "The east and west wings don't mix much. Savants think,
voyants see. They think we're 'surface personalities.' We think they're pompous
dopes."
They came to a monumental entryway that had once
been on the exterior; later construction had swallowed it, making it look out
of proportion. Aristide led the way through tall doors into a lobby. At a desk
a tall, portly woman was staring disdainfully at their approach.
"What do you want?" she demanded.
"To marry you, Charron," Aristide
said.
"Get out of my library."
"You'll break my heart."
She clenched her jaw as if to force back words
she might regret. "I suppose you want to see the salle des cerveaux."
"Thank you."
"Wait while I get the key."
The librarian lumbered heavily off. Dominique
was aware that several scholars were staring coldly at them. He could not fit
Aristide's explanation to the acutely personal hostility he sensed. One savant
-- a handsome man with thick brown hair and a gray-shot beard over a strong
chin -- looked about to rise and confront them.
"You see him?" Aristide whispered.
Dominique nodded. "That's Gaspard Desnoyer, the noetic architect. Watch
out for him. He's tried to murder me."
Dominique stared at his companion, but
Aristide's expression was as carefree as it had been all morning. "Are you
serious?"
"Oh, yes. You see, he used to be Raspail's
lover. Things went wrong, and now he is her enemy."
The librarian was beckoning at them from a
doorway. When they caught up with her, she turned to lead the way down an aisle
of study cubicles. Walking behind her, Aristide mimicked her rolling gait,
making a pair of acolytes in a nearby cubicle explode in laughter. Charron
whipped round, but Aristide was all innocence again.
They came to a double set of black lacquer doors
with ornate silver fittings. The librarian waved her key card before a lock
panel, and the entry light flashed on. "The surveillance is on," she
said. "Don't touch anything."
Dominique had intended to ask Aristide what he
meant by "murder" as soon as they were alone, but at the remark about
surveillance he put the question away for later.
The salle des cerveaux was empty, and very
still. The walls were made of polished stone so black it disappeared in the dim
light, giving the illusion of great space. Along the walls, on identical black
pedestals, stood holo projections, each display floating in dark air.
Dominique approached the first projection.
"It's a diatom graph," he said. His voice sounded loud in the
silence.
"This is the savants' reference
collection," Aristide whispered. "The graphs they study are preserved
here. There are millions on file. But these aren't the ones I want you to
see."
He led Dominique through a chain of dark rooms,
all lined with minds from the past. There were athletes and musicians,
statesmen, philosophers, and tyrants. One chain of rooms held pathologies:
autism, paranoia, dementia. Dominique lingered before a species of psychosis,
wondering how to tell it from the normal graphs.
"I thought these diseases didn't exist
anymore," he said.
"They don't," Aristide answered.
"They're gone, just like criminal pathologies. Diatom graphs made it
possible to cure them. Until we had a way of telling the diseases apart and
measuring whether therapies did any good, no one knew what worked. It was just
guesses. You wouldn't believe some of the things they did."
"Is everyone's diatom graph on file?"
"No, data space is too valuable. They just
keep statistics and benchmarks. Come on, this way."
They came to a long, narrow gallery that curved
out of sight before them. Here, there were no holo vitrine; the delicate
webwork spheres had been sculpted in glass, some tinted, others silver. The
only light was on the art works, making them glow as if from within.
Aristide pointed to the plaque on the first
pedestal, which held only the name Bernaud. "The first Voyant of
Sorel," he said. "This room has all the great ones."
"Why are they done in glass?"
Dominique asked.
Aristide shrugged. "It's a tradition."
Dominique walked down the line of sculptures,
dazzled by their crystalline clarity. It took several minutes for him to notice
the common feature. On the interior, the glass strands followed a myriad of
patterns; but on the outside surface all were the same.
"That is called the Bernaud pattern,"
Aristide explained. "A person must have it in order to interface with
Oracle. It is the result of the training Raspail told you about."
"So these patterns aren't natural?"
Dominique asked.
"What's natural?"
"Well, these aren't the diatom graphs they
were born with?"
"No one has the graph they were born with.
Graphs change all the time; that's what learning is. Of course, Oracle causes
changes you can't learn any other way. They choose apprentices for their
similarity to the Bernaud pattern. It makes the training go faster."
"How long have you been in training,
Aristide?" Dominique asked.
Aristide was silent a moment, staring at the
sculpture before him. "I don't know," he said at last.
It was a clumsy evasion, but Dominique decided
to let it drop.
As they walked on down the line, Dominique
noticed a change. The first sculpture had been simple and symmetrical, the
glass strands linked in a self-repeating geometry. But farther down the
gallery, the graphs became more tangled. They branched like elm roots before
reaching the resolution of the outer surface.
"They think there has actually been a
change in mental organization," Aristide said. "Diatom graphs like
Bernaud's don't exist anymore. Every generation it gets a little harder to find
apprentices whose graphs are close enough. Always the training takes
longer."
The last sculpture in line was Raspail's. It had
an odd, mirror-image structure, full of patterns reversed upon themselves.
Aristide gazed at it, entranced. "They installed hers just last year, when
even the savants had to admit she was as great as Bernaud. It's the most
beautiful graph here."
The gallery stretched on in darkness, waiting
for more sculptures. Dominique nudged Aristide. "Is yours going to be
here?"
"Raspail is making it herself,"
Aristide said, looking off to where it would stand, beside his teacher's.
"But you're not even a voyant yet,"
Dominique said, surprised. "She knows what she is doing."
They walked back to the lacquer doors in
silence.
When they reached the door of the library again,
Gaspard Desnoyer was waiting for them. He fell in step beside Dominique.
Aristide pretended not to see.
"Introduce me to your friend,
Aristide," the savant said.
"Piss off, Gaspard," Aristide
answered. "You're such a sore loser."
Gaspard turned to Dominique and offered his
hand. "I'm Savant Desnoyer. I take it you are Raspail's new
apprentice."
His handshake was vigorous, his face looked not
at all homicidal; but then, Dominique was not stealing away his lover.
"I'm Dominique Cadot," he said.
"I've seen your diatom graph. Very
impressive. We're glad to have you here."
"Bite him, Dominique," Aristide said.
"Oh, we're full of wit today, aren't
we?" Gaspard said acidly.
"I can't speak for you," said
Aristide. "You don't seem to have enough wit to know when you're acting
like an out-of-work gigolo."
Without a word, Gaspard gathered the front of
Aristide's garment in his fist and lifted him briefly off the floor; Aristide
dangled like a puppet, his face blank with surprise. Then Gaspard propelled him
backward down the hall to a small. doorway, and waved a keycard before the lock
panel. When the door sprang open on a janitor's closet the savant thrust
Aristide forcefully into it. Hoses and brooms clattered down as Gaspard slammed
the door and keyed in a lock code. None of the other savants walking in the
hall even paused.
Gaspard took Dominique's elbow in a firm grip
and led him away down the hall. "Now we can talk sensibly, without that
moron in the way."
Stunned, Dominique looked back at the closet
door. There was not a sound from inside. "But --"
"Oh, don't worry about him," Gaspard
said. "The idiot will find a way out. He always does." His voice
dropped. "I want to talk to you alone. I think it's important you know the
truth about what's going on here."
"How has it been going?" Gaspard
asked.
"What?"
"The training."
They sat in an alcove in a lounge shaped like
the inside of a lung. Groups in saffron robes and eyeshades occupied other
booths, the spongy walls drinking the sound of their voices.
Uneasily, Dominique said, "She says I have
to learn all sorts of training simulations before I can try Oracle. It'll take
a long time."
"Don't believe her!" Gaspard said
fiercely. He reached over and grasped Dominique's arm as if to infuse him with
combativeness. "You can start on Oracle now, I know it. She's just stalling
so her boytoy's incompetence won't become obvious. Don't let her do it. Demand
your rights."
Dominique shifted uncomfortably. He didn't want
to get caught up in this intensely personal war.
At Dominique's hesitation, Gaspard's eyes
narrowed. "What has that liar told you about me?"
"Listen, I'm not on anyone's side,"
Dominique said. "Not yet," Gaspard said.
"I'm not going to be."
"If you don't know both sides, you're on
one of them through sheer ignorance. Do you know about me and Raspail?"
"Is it true?"
"Oh, yes. It was the old attraction of
opposites, I suppose, the marriage of intellect and inspiration. I lived with
her in the west wing for years. But it all started going bad seven years ago,
when she discovered that 'apprentice' of hers. He was thirteen."
"Seven years?" Dominique said. At last
he knew how long the training took.
Gaspard shifted as if something were pricking
him. "It's become the Institut's nasty little secret. Even the janitors
have guessed by now that training is the least of what they're doing."
He frowned off over Dominique's shoulder, into
the past. "I've known all along, in a way. There was nothing about his
graph that suited him to be a voyant. I thought she would get bored with his
adolescent infatuation, if I only waited. But Oracle is a land we can't
imagine, and that's where they spent their time. She became obsessed. And I
became irrelevant, and finally inconvenient."
His voice had turned bitter; he forced himself
to shrug as if it meant nothing. But he still radiated anger like a stove coil
hot enough to burn but not to glow. "She could have trained five voyants
in the time she's wasted pretending to train him. When they started, we had
three voyants who were barely keeping pace with the demand. Now the other two
have retired or died, and everyone is still waiting for Aristide to take over
part of the work. The truth that no one wants to believe is that he never will.
"Meanwhile, our research is at a
standstill; savants have to wait in line six months for time on Oracle. The
whole east wing is in a state of revolt. It's intolerable, especially at such a
critical time. If Raspail weren't doing the best work of her career, no one
would put up with it. But all I can think of is what she could be doing if he
weren't wasting her time."
Gaspard's voice had risen again; he stopped
himself. "Of course, my personal feelings don't enter into this. I am
first to admit, Raspail is at the pinnacle of her career. The work she is doing
is brilliant. She has to be freed, for the good of Sorel."
Dominique looked away, feeling as if just being
here was participating in Gaspard's self-deception. When he looked back, the
savant had an expression of eager hungriness. "That's where you come in.
Your arrival was a godsend. She can't say you're unsuited; she has to train
you. It may be the thing to break the impasse. A lot of hopes are riding on
you."
Dominique felt like hiding under his chair. He
didn't want this responsibility.
Gaspard glanced up and stiffened; Aristide was
leaning casually against the entrance to their alcove.
"Finished feeding him poison yet,
Gaspard?" Aristide asked. He had a new rip in one sleeve, and a smudge of
dirt across his forehead.
Gaspard pointedly turned back to Dominique.
"I'd like to talk to you again soon, to hear about your progress."
Taking this as his cue, Dominique rose to go.
"Sure. Thanks."
"Good luck," Gaspard said.
As the two apprentices walked back, Dominique
could make new sense of the glances the savants cast their way. The contempt
wasn't meant for him; it was all directed at Aristide. The voyant's toy. The
dirty secret of Sorel.
"You didn't believe him, did you?"
Aristide said in a low voice. He walked with a defiant posture.
"I don't know," Dominique said.
"I thought you were supposed to be
loyal."
"If he was lying, then why won't Raspail
let me do anything or see anything?"
In a barely audible voice, Aristide said,
"She's afraid you'll find out too much."
Dominique hesitated, then said, "You mean
about you and her? Why should I care how you spend your spare time?"
"That's not what I mean."
"Then what?"
"I'm not supposed to tell you."
And Dominique couldn't get another word out of
him the rest of the way back.
When they arrived at the voyant's quarters, Raspail
was waiting anxiously at the door. "Did you go to the east wing?" she
asked Aristide.
"Yes," he said, passing by her into
the apartment. She followed him closely, leaving Dominique to close the door.
"I wish you wouldn't do that," she
said.
With a false lightness Aristide answered,
"I just had to check whether they still hate us as much as ever. I
shouldn't have bothered."
Raspail's voice was tight with tension.
"Don't worry about them, Aristide. They will eat their words."
"Yes, but will I be around to see it?"
He went into his room and closed the door.
Raspail stood staring after him, her whole body
stiff, one hand clutching at her throat. When she turned round, her face looked
stricken.
Dominique went into the kitchen and turned on
the faucet so he couldn't hear another word. He opened a cupboard and began
rummaging loudly for a bowl to make some salad in.
Was this how history was made? Were the crucial
branching points ruled not by the great forces of cultural evolution, but by
personal jealousies and wars of thwarted love?
Great events were not supposed to be like this.
The sky outside the Rinpoche's chamber was the
utter black of a lunar day. The rugged gray terrain of Mare Nectaris stretched
to the sudden horizon. Overhead, the bright sickle of a crescent Earth hung
motionless in the sky. Neither the Rinpoche's Voice nor Gaspard Desnoyer spared
it a glance. They were both bent over the display in the holo vitrine.
It showed the graph of Barrere's data that
Raspail had produced: an abstract sculpture of sharp, slashing lines and
intermittent snow. "How can Raspail make sense of this?" Gaspard
said. "I can't understand it, even abstracted and simplified like
this."
"I find it unsettling," Naidu said.
"It damn well should be. It proves what
trouble we're in if the Redpath phenomenon grows."
Naidu rubbed her temples. It had not been a good
day. Something the Rinpoche had done -- she was not even sure what -- had set
her off, and she had cried uncontrollably for two hours. It had left her with a
splitting headache. But even the physical pain could not mask the underlying
emptiness.
Gaspard was watching her. He had been analyzing
her graph for ways to help her. He said, "You should think of getting back
to your work, Naidu, instead of spending the days mourning him."
Getting back to her work meant letting someone
else operate her. "I couldn't," she said. "It would seem like a
desecration to let someone else in, where he once was."
"It's as if you've become imprinted on him,"
Gaspard said. "He should never have used you so exclusively. It just shows
how dangerous this improved DI technology is. And the Redpaths want to give it
to everyone."
With an effort, Naidu brought her mind back to
the problem at hand --Savant Barrere's theory about the source of social
imbalance. The spread of DI technology had the potential of a new communication
revolution, but completely different from all the previous ones. All
communication technology up to now -- language, print, electronics -- had
excelled at transmitting rational, linear thought. The DI was useless at that,
but had leaped ahead at transmission of perception, motor skills, and emotion.
Widely used, it would foreground the instinctive, emotional side of the human
psyche, and devalue the rational.
"We may not be able to stop it," Naidu
said. "It may not be our place to stop it."
"No one's arguing for stagnation,"
Gaspard said. "All we want is control. We outgrew rapid, uncontrolled
change along with the other evils of pre-Renaissance society. We don't let our
civilization run amok anymore, charging randomly into success or catastrophe.
We're not gypsy moths or viruses. We choose our future. That's what makes us
human."
With a few keystrokes, Naidu brought up the
graph showing the line of human culture threading over the rough landscape. She
backed it up several centuries. Here, the culture line was not a single stream,
but a myriad of rivulets spread over the wide boundary between stagnation and
chaos. When they met an obstacle some of the lines went off the scale, but
others threaded around or through, and survived to branch again. But as the
simulation ran forward, the tangled skein of human cultures converged and
interwove into a thick rope.
"That is our underlying problem," she
said. "Our civilization has become too uniform. A millennium ago there
were hundreds of languages, thousands of cultures, even more world views. Now,
we are dangerously converged. The mindset of the Instituts is the norm for all.
One truth is everyone's truth. It makes us less adaptable. In a way, we have
brought this on ourselves."
"There are advantages to uniformity, or we
wouldn't have gotten this way," Gaspard said. "Nowadays, no one kills
anyone else who sees the truth a little differently."
"Advantages on the individual scale may not
be advantages for the species."
"Yes, but how can we re-diversify?"
Gaspard said. "Introduce ethnic conflict? Economic polarization?
Nationalism? You've got a stronger stomach than I if you can do that." The
light from the holo vitrine cast deep shadows on his face.
Naidu felt a longing for simpler times, when she
only had to become the Rinpoche to find answers. Her job now was to think as
the Rinpoche would have thought. She said, "Perhaps the Redpath phenomenon
is our culture's own way of re-diversifying. A natural response to the danger.
After all, they have begun by sowing distrust of the Instituts, which are the
unifying forces of society."
"The Instituts steer the culture,"
Gaspard said. "Changes that affect us automatically propagate throughout
society. If something creates widespread distrust of us, it could trigger an
uncontrolled phase transition."
"You mean a random avalanche. Society could
collapse."
"Or, if it can't adapt, cease to be."
Gaspard shook his head tensely. "The slightest change in conditions could
trigger it. Bad weather, or an unchecked rumor. Not to mention a troop of
Redpath demagogues accusing us of secret conspiracies."
Naidu thought of her own simulations of the
internal workings of Sorel, and said, "Does Raspail know about this?"
Shaking his head, Gaspard said, "We have
enough loose cannons without that."
Naidu looked out at the Earth hanging in the sky
like a fragile glass ornament. "I wish we knew what we were doing,"
she said.
Breakfast the next morning was eaten in silence.
Soon after, Raspail and Aristide disappeared into Oracle. This time, the voyant
wouldn't even let Dominique past the door.
He spent some time trying out the training
disks, but they quickly lost his interest. After ten minutes wandering
aimlessly around the apartment, he decided to go down into Oracle, permission
or no permission.
Descending the silent rampway, Dominique felt
even more vividly the sense of some inconceivable intelligence, aware of him.
It was in the still air, in the bland lighting, in the dustless floor. When,
halfway down, he heard footsteps ahead, the back of his neck prickled with
premonitions, and he darted into one of the empty doorways, listening.
The footsteps drew closer, but they did not
sound like either Raspail's or Aristide's. They were halting, uneven. Dominique
waited, trying to still his breath. The closer the steps came the slower they
got till Dominique could not stand waiting any longer, and peered out.
It was Aristide after all, but walking
drunkenly, veering from side to side, one foot dragging behind the other. When
Dominique stepped out into the corridor he said in a slurred voice, "My
rescue dog!" The pupil of one eye was dilated, the other normal. He put out
a hand to touch the wall, but it was too far away and he teetered. Dominique
caught him before he fell.
They made their way together up a ramp that
seemed to have turned endless. Aristide kept seeing imaginary precipices at his
feet, and Dominique had to coax him across them. By the time they reached the
apartment, Aristide had become too terrified to put one foot in front of the
other. Dominique had to drag him the last few feet into bed.
It had begun to snow outside. Dominique sat on
the edge of his cot, watching the random paths of the flakes in the blustery
air, feeling trapped. Suddenly, Aristide sat bolt upright, staring tensely out
the window.
"What are those?" he said, pointing.
"Snowflakes," Dominique said.
"No, they're not." All the color
seemed drained from Aristide's face. He whispered, "They're maggots. They
want to eat my brain."
He scrambled up and began clawing at the door to
get out. Dominique tried to coax him back to bed, talking soothingly; but
Aristide pushed him away.
"You'll never get her!" Aristide
shrieked. "I'll kill you first!" He lunged for Dominique's eyes.
Dominique tried to catch his wrists, but now Aristide was fighting ferociously.
A vicious kick sent a stab of pain into Dominique's kneecap, and before he
could think, his fist went like a piston into the apprentice's stomach.
Aristide gasped for breath and fell forward onto his knees, then to the floor.
Afraid that he had done some terrible damage,
Dominique dragged the limp body to the bed then bent over, listening for
breath. It was several seconds before Aristide gave a ragged gasp, then began
breathing evenly. Heart pounding, Dominique settled back to watch.
Nothing happened for a long time. At last
Dominique got up to go into the bathroom. His face had a bloody scratch, and
there was some swelling in his knee. He went into the kitchen to get an ice
pack, but heard a sound from the bedroom and dashed back.
Aristide was standing wedged into a corner of
the room, staring in terror around him. "Is it my blood?" he asked.
"Where?" Dominique said.
"On the walls, on the knives."
Aristide grimaced in horror. "Oh my God, it's dripping from the
ceiling." He tried to wipe something imaginary from his hair.
"Come on, back to bed. You'll feel better
if you sleep."
"No!" Aristide pleaded. "It's all
razors. Can't you see where it's cut me?" He held out a perfectly normal
hand. "Look, the bone is showing."
"You're okay, there's no razors,"
Dominique said.
Step by painful step, he led Aristide across the
room.
"Don't make me lie down in all that
blood." Aristide was staring at his bed, shaking in terror. It made
Dominique feel cruel, but he gently pushed Aristide down. His body stiff with
revulsion, Aristide looked up into Dominique's face. For an instant, shifting
clouds seemed to part, and out of his eyes looked a perfectly lucid person
trapped in a malfunctioning mind.
"Something's gone wrong, hasn't it?"
he said.
"Try to sleep," Dominique answered.
"I'll be right here."
Raspail didn't come back till long after dark.
When Dominique heard the hall door, he crept out quietly to talk to her. She
was just disappearing into her bedroom when he called out, "Voyant!"
She turned back, one hand on the edge of her
door. Her eyes were dark with exhaustion.
"Aristide's sick," Dominique said.
"I know," she answered calmly.
"No, you don't. He's crazy."
She nodded wearily. "It's just part of the
training. Whenever he's immersed in Oracle for long, there is a reaction. It
goes away. Don't worry about it." She stepped into her room and closed the
door.
Dominique stood in the darkened living room,
feeling abandoned. Don't worry about it? Easy for her to say.
He went back into the bedroom, grimly determined
to stay on watch through the night. He lit the candle and settled cross-legged
on his cot, eyes on Aristide.
Hours later, he was roused from sleep by a
strange smell. He pulled himself erect to see Aristide sitting on the edge of
his bed, face studiously intent as he held one hand over the candle flame. The
smell was cooking flesh.
With a shout, Dominique seized Aristide's wrist.
The entire palm was black and smoking. Swearing at himself, Dominique got up to
get ice, salve, and bandages. Aristide watched carefully, silent, as he
doctored the charred hand.
"Why did you do that?" Dominique
demanded angrily, looking Aristide in the eyes. He looked calm and quiet.
"I couldn't feel my hand," Aristide
said. "I thought maybe if I held it in the flame, I might feel it. I still
can't."
"Well, you will in the morning."
"Why are you angry, Dominique?"
Dominique sighed. "I just don't want you to
do that again."
"I won't."
Dominique sat back, vowing to stay awake this
time.
By morning, Aristide was sleeping as if drugged.
Feeling relieved of a terrible chore, Dominique stretched out his stiff limbs,
then got up to go order some strong coffee. He was in the kitchen when he heard
the peremptory rap on the hall door. He was coming out to answer it when
Raspail came flying from her room and threw the door open. "Gaspard,"
she said, as if she had known exactly who it was going to be.
"I need to talk to you, Raspail," he
said.
"What do we have left to talk about?"
"This is business. Institut business."
With a show of reluctance, she held the door
open for him. There was an energy in the air between them, like that between
electrodes. They went into the living room, and Dominique ducked back into the
kitchen.
Their voices were low at first, and Dominique
busied himself washing some dishes to avoid eavesdropping. But presently they
began to lose their caution, and he could not avoid hearing.
"I'm trying to warn you, Raspail,"
Gaspard said. "The governing committee has lost patience."
"I don't show my work before it is
done," Raspail said defensively.
Gaspard gave a low exclamation. "What are
you trying to prove? Everyone already knows you're the best voyant alive.
You're the only one who wants to hold you back, Raspail."
"We've been through this before."
"All right." He drew a breath. "I
won't bring it all up again. The point is, Barrere's data has put the whole
Institut in a turmoil. Everyone's clamoring for more studies. And for that, we
need more than one voyant."
"You will have more than one. And it will
be worth the wait."
"But when?"
"Soon."
"That's not good enough! Don't you know how
urgent this is?"
Dominique heard the door to Aristide's room
open. Quickly he stepped to the kitchen door to see what was going on. Aristide
stood at the entrance to his room, swaying slightly. He looked more waiflike
than ever, his eyes huge with shadows in a porcelain face. His attention was
riveted on Gaspard.
Raspail was sitting on the couch, legs curled
under her. Gaspard sat beside her, bent close. To Dominique's eyes, their body
language screamed of the attraction between them.
When Aristide came forward, Gaspard rose.
"Savant Desnoyer," Aristide said.
"It's been a long time."
Gaspard was watching him fixedly. "What's
the matter, have you been ill?"
Aristide laughed a little giddily. "No.
Just working hard to exceed the savants' expectations."
"What happened to your hand?"
Aristide looked down, as if perplexed to find
his hand wrapped in bandages. It took a few moments of thought before he said
uncertainly, "I . . . burned it." He looked to Dominique for
confirmation. Dominique nodded silently.
Raspail said, "Aristide, Savant Desnoyer
came to tell us that the governing committee wants a schedule for Dominique's
training."
"Have you decided to make him your apprentice?"
Aristide asked.
"That is not open to question,"
Gaspard answered.
"Two apprentices is a heavy load,"
Raspail said.
Aristide said brightly, "Don't worry.
Another few months and he can be my apprentice."
Not if I have any say, thought Dominique.
Without warning, Gaspard reached out and grasped
Aristide's wrist to look at his bandaged hand. Aristide wrenched savagely away.
"Don't touch me! You're the one who put the knives in my bed, aren't
you?"
Gaspard backed away, staring. "What are you
talking about?"
"Get out!" Aristide shrieked.
"Get out, before I set my dog on you."
Slowly, Gaspard said, "I'll see you later,
Raspail."
When he was gone, Aristide turned anxiously to
Raspail. She sat staring at the wall, looking too discouraged to move or speak.
"Let's get back to work," Aristide
said.
She looked at him in disbelief. "Are you
out of your mind?"
"We can't afford to rest," Aristide
said urgently. "Didn't you hear? We have to work harder. I have to be
ready."
She rose, her face dark with the presentiment of
failure. "I am going down to Oracle. Alone."
When she was gone, Aristide sank into a chair.
After a few moments of silence, he looked up at Dominique. "Do you think I
won?"
"I don't know," Dominique said.
"He wants her back," said Aristide.
"He can't have her. She loves me."
Not in the same way, Dominique thought. She
loved Aristide all right, but not as a woman loves a man. And not as a mother
loves a child, either. It was something else, something Dominique couldn't
quite pinpoint.
"Will you be all right if I leave for a
second?" Dominique asked.
Aristide looked as if it were the silliest
question in the world. "Of course."
Two seconds later, Dominique was at the door to
Oracle.
He found Raspail in the bottom-most operating
room, but she was not at the keyboard or in the operator's chair. She sat on a
stool by the small glassblower's furnace, staring at the sculpture she had
made, twisting its silk cover between her fingers.
"Now do you believe me?" Dominique
said.
"I believed you before," she said.
She still didn't understand. He told her about
last night. As she listened, shadows of despondence flickered across her face.
"We are so nearly done," she said,
looking at the sculpture. "Yet every change gets harder. We may be against
the limit to the elasticity of the mind."
She reached out and ran a finger down one branch
of the glass diatom structure. The exquisite tenderness in her gesture brought
a realization to Dominique. It was this she loved. This sculpture, this
pattern. Not the person it symbolized.
"Is that Aristide's?" he asked.
"Not yet," she said.
"Almost."
She went to the holo vitrine and put on the
headnet. The display lit up with a diatom graph that looked like the pattern
for the sculpture, or vice versa. A few small strands flashed red. "Those
are the only ones still to go," she said.
It was a strange-looking graph, with none of the
symmetry Dominique had seen in the sculptures of the salle des cerveaux. Its core
was tangled, angular, rebelling against limits. Gradually, toward the outside,
the jutting structure was disciplined into a thin veneer of Bernaud pattern.
The graph had a weird, unsettling beauty. It reminded Dominique of something he
couldn't quite place.
"It is in randomness that creativity
lies," Raspail said. "Nothing new will ever exist without it. To make
chaos is the most difficult, and the most profoundly creative act a human can
perform."
Her eyes on the glass sculpture burned with the
afterglow of inspiration. "We must learn to imagine what has never been
imagined before. To think anew."
It came to Dominique then what the graph
reminded him of. And with that, a pattern fell into place.
He left Raspail still staring at her sculpture
and climbed the ramp. Halfway up, he felt behind his ear for the chip the
Rinpoche's Voice had given him. He pressed his thumb against it to send the
signal.
He understood now what was going on. The savants
hadn't seen the pattern because the crucial data was folded into the obscure
dimension of the human heart.
When Dominique reached the hallway, he decided
not to go back to the apartment. Instead, he turned the other way and soon
found himself exploring Sorel.
Right, then left, then right again -- he hoped
he would remember the way back, but didn't slow down. A door took his interest
and he opened it --then stopped in confusion, for he was in the same distorted
room where he had met the Rinpoche's Voice when he first arrived at Sorel. And
there she was, waiting for him.
"Thank you for coming, Dominique," she
said. He realized then that his trek through the building had not been his own
choice, but carefully guided. He had just been operated by someone else, so
subtly he had not even noticed. Automatically, his finger rose to the chip
behind his ear. So it was more than just a communication device -- it was an
incredibly small DI link. He decided to get rid of it as soon as he could.
"What is it that made you wish to speak
with me?" the Rinpoche's Voice said.
"I was down in Oracle's control room,"
he began.
"Yes," she said, in a tone so
unsurprised that it struck him she could have been watching through his eyes.
Everything he had done, everything he had seen, could have been observed. This
time he had to restrain himself from reaching up and peeling the chip away.
"I saw Aristide's diatom graph," he
said.
"Yes," she said again. A statement. So
she had been watching, or recording it all without his permission. The thought
outraged him. No wonder everyone in this place spoke in acrostics, never
knowing when they might be overheard. Well, so would he.
"Riddle it out yourself," he said.
"I've given you the clue. If you're so wise it shouldn't be hard."
He turned and left then, on his own volition
this time.
When Raspail read the summons later that day,
her face had a look of quiet desperation. She closed her eyes and drew a long,
uneven breath before telling Dominique and Aristide that they had all been
ordered to a meeting with the Rinpoche.
Dominique had not expected the Rinpoche's
response to be so impersonal, or so threatening. He watched Raspail disappear
into her bedroom to wait for the appointed time, and felt like a secret
traitor.
Aristide was huddled in the window seat.
Dominique settled down beside him, and followed his gaze out across the wintry
valley to where a storm cloud was blundering its way toward the west face of
Mont Chatoyer.
"I've seen that a thousand times,"
Aristide said. "The clouds are always smashing into the mountain, but the
mountain always wins."
"Why is she so worried about this?"
Dominique said.
"They're going to find out what we are
doing," Aristide said.
"Is that such a bad thing?"
"They'll try to stop us. They don't want a
phase transition, Dominique. It's too risky. At least the order crisis is
safe."
"There's something I don't
understand," Dominique said. "What do you get out of this,
Aristide?"
"Get?" Aristide looked as if the
question were insane. "I get to be the most important person in Raspail's
life."
Hesitantly, Dominique said, "I'm not trying
to pry, Aristide, but do you think she really loves you?" Just make him
think, make him question: that was all Dominique wanted.
"I know it," Aristide said, his eyes
intense. "You've never been in Oracle; how could you know? There, we
become each other. I've been inside her, all the way. I've seen through her
eyes, thought through her brain. We're interwoven till there is no me or her,
just a single stream of both of us."
"Is that healthy?" Dominique said.
"I don't care. If it's not, I don't want to
be healthy."
When he saw Dominique's unsettled expression,
Aristide said, "I could show you, Dominique. If you would just link up
with me, I could take you into Oracle with us, and then you would
understand."
Shifting uncomfortably, Dominique rubbed behind
his ear where the chip was still fixed to his skin. He had been unable to get
it off. It was reminding him that he had had quite enough of being controlled.
"I don't like mind sharing," he said.
"Then you've never had a really skillful
operator. It can be good. It can be unbelievable." Aristide's voice
trailed away as his mind strayed. "But maybe some people just aren't suited
for it. That was what broke up Raspail and Gaspard, you know. They tried to
merge in Oracle, and found out more than they wanted to know about each other.
Their relationship was built on illusion, and couldn't survive real intimacy.
Ours isn't."
Dominique watched him, thinking that the
ultimate mystery of Sorel lay inside Aristide's mind. It was a place he had no
intention of going, ever again.
The Rinpoche's chambers lay at the very summit
of Sorel. The three visitors climbed a helical staircase that started in a
wide, gracious sweep around a central courtyard, but wound tighter with every
flight, like a spring increasing in tension. By the end they went in a dizzy
single file with only a metal pole at the center of the spiral. Dominique was
sure they had climbed long enough to pierce the top of Sorel's tallest tower
and into the sky.
In fact, the Rinpoche's room seemed to be
situated in the sky; from the large windows Dominique could see beyond the
Vaudry Range to Neige Valley, and the mouth of the Rive-Argent. Then the view
moved, as if the room were turning in the wind, and Dominique looked away to
avoid vertigo. The chamber was furnished with ascetic simplicity: a mat over a
bare stone floor, a washstand, and a terminal with holo vitrine displaying a
changing mandala. On pillows at one end of the room sat a group of people in
saffron dhouras.
As Raspail approached, the savants rose in
respect from their pillows. Raspail exchanged guarded nods with them. One was
an elderly, sharp-faced woman with uncombed gray hair falling around her
shoulders; another was a bald, round-faced Buddha of a man. The third was
Gaspard.
The Rinpoche's Voice was there as well;
Dominique was almost certain that she was being operated this time, since her
face had the seamless, serene quality of an ancient statue. In a light,
untroubled voice she said, "Welcome, Voyant Raspail. I have invited
Savants Barrere, Lalande, and Desnoyer to join our discussion because Oracle is
so critical to their work."
They all settled down on pillows again. At a nod
from the Rinpoche's Voice, Gaspard opened the meeting without any preliminary
pleasantries.
"We all know what a critical time this is.
Raspail's analysis of Barrere's data has proved that a phase transition is
imminent. In order to act, we need information: and to get information we need
Oracle operating at full capacity again."
Dominique glanced around at all the faces. This
was not what he had expected.
Raspail sat with her back absolutely straight,
her expression remote. "I will do all I can to cooperate," she said.
"I can go to two shifts."
She already looked haggard. Gaspard said, more
gently than before, "That's not the answer, Raspail. The answer is to have
more voyants."
"You will have another, very soon,"
Raspail said.
There was a silence. "We will if you
cooperate," Gaspard said at last. "Savants Lalande and Barrere have
not yet seen the extraordinary opportunity that has come our way." He rose
then, and went to the keyboard that controlled the holo vitrine. "Savants,
this is the diatom graph of Dominique Cadot."
There was a stir of intaken breath when the
vitrine lit up. Dominique leaned forward, understanding now what they saw, what
he had not known the first time. The graph was an almost perfect Bernaud
diagram.
"I don't believe it," Lalande said.
"They are supposed to be extinct in nature."
"Obviously not," Gaspard said.
"What most voyants need years of training to achieve, Dominique has as a
gift. This graph is the most perfectly adapted to Oracle that I have ever
seen."
They all turned to look at him. Dominique felt
himself going red. He glanced at Raspail. Her face looked frozen.
The Rinpoche's Voice said, "How has he
worked out, Raspail? Is his performance as good as his graph?"
"I have not had time to test him," she
said stiffly. "I have been too busy."
Silence settled in again, colder than before.
Raspail said defensively, "Aristide's training is at a critical phase. I
could not drop it just like that."
The older woman, Barrere, broke in, "You
have been using that excuse for four years, Raspail. I think I speak for most
of the east wing when I say, our patience is used up. Now you have a real
candidate, a candidate you can't fail with. The time has come for Aristide to
graduate, or leave. He is holding you back."
They didn't understand. Dominique shifted on his
cushion. Why couldn't they see the pattern?
"He will graduate, very soon," Raspail
said. "He is almost ready."
"What does 'almost ready' mean? Show us his
graph."
Raspail stiffened, and Aristide glanced at her
apprehensively.
"I have not shown my design before;"
Raspail said. "I thought you would find it . . . unexpected.
Surprising."
"What do you mean, 'your design?'"
Gaspard said.
Reluctantly, Raspail rose and went to the holo
vitrine. At the touch of her fingers, Dominique's simple, symmetrical graph
faded, and Aristide's exploded into being, straining at its bounds, wrestling
with itself. The savants leaned forward, drawn and repulsed by it. Raspail
watched their reaction closely, a defiant smile growing on her face.
"I wouldn't call it beautiful,"
Barrere said, fascinated.
"A departure from tradition," the
Rinpoche's Voice said, looking at the savants. "But what is wrong with
that?"
"You asked how close we are to
completion," Raspail said. "I will show you." She superimposed
another graph on the screen. There was very little difference.
Barrare and Lalande gave exclamations of
surprise. Raspail looked elated. But Gaspard was frowning, his hand stroking
his beard fast.
"Except that is not Aristide's graph,"
he said.
Raspail's face iced over again.
"I have seen Aristide's graph,"
Gaspard went on. "I can't remember the details, but this is not it. I
don't know what this is; it scarcely looks human. I'll show you the closest
thing to it." He went to the holo and split the display, calling up a
second image for comparison. It was the graph Dominique had seen in the salle
des cerveaux. "Type Q psychosis," Gaspard said. "The textbook
model."
There was no denying the resemblance. Dominique
felt Aristide tense at his side, like an animal preparing to flee.
Unexpectedly, Raspail laughed. "You're not
telling us anything we didn't know; Gaspard," she said. "Aristide and
I knew we were treading on the edge of danger. It made the work exceedingly delicate.
But the rewards are overwhelming."
Gaspard was frowning in perplexity. "Then
this is his graph?"
"It is."
"Show me his original graph again."
"It's not relevant," Raspail snapped.
"I confess," said the Rinpoche's Voice
calmly, "I also would like to see it."
Raspail looked as if the walls were lurching
closer around her. She turned to the keyboard, and her fingers pounded
furiously. The display dissolved and was replaced.
"My God," Gaspard said.
There was no resemblance at first glance. It was
an ordinary graph, with none of the jarring beauty of the other.
The room was quiet. Only the Rinpoche's Voice
looked unperturbed. "Raspail," she said, "how many alterations
have you made?"
She swept them with an unapologetic gaze.
"Five hundred and seventy-two."
Their faces looked frozen.
Raspail touched the keyboard and the display
sprang to life, showing the sequence of changes she had made. It was like a
chain reaction, starting at the center and working out. The image twinkled,
collapsed, and was reborn from within. The savants watched, mesmerized, until
the ordinary graph had been transformed into Raspail's design.
Gaspard looked shaken. "This is not
training," he said. "You have made a new person."
"Yes," she said. "A person unlike
any that has ever lived."
The Rinpoche's Voice looked at Aristide.
"Is Raspail right? Five hundred and seventy-two?"
"I wasn't counting," Aristide said.
"Did you consent to this?"
"Of course," he said. "Before, I
was just an ordinary person. She has made me more. Her design is inspired, a
masterpiece. I would do it all again."
"We can't accept that testimony,"
Gaspard burst out. "This is scarcely a person anymore. Every reaction in
him has been created to serve Raspail's purposes. Do you think she would have
left him any will to object? It would have jeopardized her scheme."
"That's not true!" Raspail strafed him
with a look.
Gaspard's voice was steely. "This is a
ghastly experiment. No human being has the right to alter another one this way.
We have to stop it now."
"You can't do that," Raspail said,
stepping instinctively closer to the holo vitrine, as if to protect the image
in it.
"How can you defend this?" Gaspard
said. "You're not talking to innocents here. We all know what it takes to
make alterations this severe." He looked at Aristide, then away, as if the
sight were too horrible. "God, to think I used to be afraid you were
lovers! I only wish now it were that simple. Seven years . . . What exactly is
he to you, Raspail? Your slave? Your victim?"
"He is my art work," she said softly.
Aristide gave a wild laugh. "You've lost,
Gaspard! Just admit it, why don't you? You'll never understand us. We've shared
things you can't even imagine."
There was a reckless look in Raspail's eyes that
was at least partly vengeful. "Yes," she said to Gaspard,
"Through him, I have seen things no one else could. His experiences are
more vivid than you could imagine; his sensations are acute enough to take your
breath away."
Grimly, Gaspard said, "You have mind
shared, then."
"You can't imagine how exhilarating it
was," she said with a smile like cyanide.
"To go into madness and come out again
unharmed, you mean?" Gaspard said.
"To be in a mind completely compatible with
mine."
"Of course it is! You made it that way. You
couldn't love a genuine person, so you had to create one."
"You're just jealous, Gaspard,"
Aristide broke in. "You've never had anyone inhabit you the way she's
inhabited me." He looked around at the other savants with amused disdain.
"And the rest of you. I bet you think it's funny to make your eyes float
up like that. Well, balloons don't scare me anymore. My needles can shine
brighter than you can see."
Dominique caught his arm. "Shut up,
Aristide!" he hissed.
Aristide froze, as if realizing he had made a
terrible mistake.
The top of Savant Lalande's bald head was
sprouting sweat. "This is an abomination," he said.
Gaspard had recovered control of his voice.
Quietly, he said, "The only humane thing is to try and repair some of the
damage Raspail has done."
"You're not going to touch him,"
Raspail said fiercely.
"For God's sake, Raspail!" Gaspard
said. "Do you know what the world would think of this? If they knew we
were abusing the technology like this, the Instituts would be pariahs. It would
confirm all the Redpaths' worst accusations."
"Now we see your real concern," she
said bitterly. "You want to prevent bad publicity."
"I want to prevent a great deal more than
that," he said. "If the Redpaths could prove a piece of information
like this, they could trigger events that would destroy our civilization."
Raspail didn't look as shaken as the others did.
There was a craftiness in her voice as she said, "Then don't let the
Redpaths know. Let me continue with my plan. As I said, his training is almost
done."
"Make him a voyant?" Lalande said
incredulously.
"You must be joking," Gaspard said.
"We can't let Aristide operate Oracle. This graph is completely
incompatible with it. The risk is appalling."
Dominique watched Raspail, expecting her to
speak, but though her jaw worked she still said nothing. Unable to stand it,
Dominique blurted out, "You don't understand, do you? He has been
operating Oracle. For years now. Where do you think your great discoveries have
been coming from ?"
The savants turned to Raspail. She gazed over
all their heads, ominous as a chained thundercloud.
"You said they were your discoveries,
Raspail," Barrere said.
"I brought them back from chaos," she
replied, as if speaking in a dream. "It's true, the graph is incompatible.
I made it that way. Oracle fights him every moment he is in it. It has come
seconds from destroying him. But it is from that conflict his insights arise.
If he were suited to it, he would see only what we do. As it is, his mind is
like lightning, illuminating in flashes. Sometimes the light shows nothing.
Sometimes it shows everything."
She looked down then, focusing on them.
"Yes, he's operated Oracle. He's been farther into it than anyone before
him. Aristide is not trapped in our narrow confines of thinking. While we cling
to the anchors of our sanity, he sails free, imagining things that have never
been imagined before. He can already work in seven spatial dimensions, and
three of time. He can see across the border into the next realm of reality. He
is the one who will lead us into the phase transition. He will perceive a new
world into being."
Her voice turned bitter. "But all you care
about is your narrow ideas of sanity and good taste. Why do I bother? You don't
want to see new worlds."
She turned as if no one else were in the room,
and went to the door. When Aristide saw she was leaving, he sprang up to follow
her. Dominique hesitated a moment, glancing back at the stiff faces of the
savants, then followed his friends.
"I'm sorry," Dominique panted when
they reached the bottom of the staircase. "I didn't know it would turn out
like that. I didn't know they would --"
"It's not your fault," Raspail said.
"This has been inevitable since we began." She put a hand on
Aristide's shoulder and looked into his face. Dominique recognized that look
now: it was the love of an artist for her work.
"They will try to mutilate you," she
said to Aristide. "They will try to undo what I have done, to hide the
evidence and calm their consciences."
"I won't let them," Aristide said.
"They can make you want it."
"No, they can't. I only want what you want.
They'd have to take me apart to change that."
Raspail's shoulders hunched under some invisible
weight. "They couldn't take you apart more than I have done already,"
she whispered. She turned away, needled into motion by her thoughts, and
crossed the courtyard toward an empty corridor leading to the west wing. Once
out of sight of the stairway, she turned again to Aristide, her face burning
with conflict.
"I never should have touched you," she
said. "It was wrong."
"You created a new art form," Aristide
said. "No one has ever worked in the medium of mind before."
Her laugh sounded like a whetstone on a blade.
"I'm an artist like a vivisectionist is, cutting apart a living thing to
reassemble it in a pretty design of veins and eyes, its heart still
beating."
Dominique could tell she wanted someone to
contradict her. Before Aristide could draw breath to do it, and continue their
strange charade of mutual delusion, he said, "If you felt that way, why
did you do it?"
She looked at him, jarred. "He wanted me
to." She turned to Aristide. "You did, didn't you?"
For an instant Aristide hesitated. Raspail cried
out, "Didn't you?"
"Of course!" Aristide said. "I
wanted it for you. To achieve your plan."
She stared at him a moment, then turned urgently
to Dominique. "You have to help us, Dominique. The savants will come after
him as soon as they talk it out. Get Aristide out of here, away from Sorel. You
know the world outside. You can find a place where he'll be safe, can't
you?"
"I guess so . . ." Dominique
stammered.
She turned to Aristide. "Go with him. Get
away from here. You are precious to me, Aristide. I have to know you are
safe."
Aristide didn't move. Raspail pushed him toward
Dominique. "Go on, go with Dominique. Get away from us all. Go.
Live."
"Come on, Aristide," Dominique said,
taking his arm. This time, his instincts and Raspail's agreed. The best thing
to do was to get away.
Aristide followed him like a robot. Dominique
hurried out into the courtyard again, in the direction he thought the exit lay.
They ducked into a doorway and turned left down a crooked corridor, then right,
then right again, then left. By the time Dominique realized that all the
corridors looked exactly the same, he was completely disoriented.
"Where are you going?" Aristide asked.
"I don't know," Dominique said.
"Where are we?"
"In the rootnet. It's like a maze."
"Oh, great." Sorel had caught them
again. Dominique tried to remember the turns he had made, and which way he was
heading. He heard footsteps somewhere -- were they behind or ahead? "Oh,
damn," he said.
Then something occurred to him. "Aristide,
do you know the way through?"
"Of course," Aristide said.
"Well, why didn't you say so?"
"Where are we going?"
"To the door. Away from Sorel."
They set out again, Aristide leading this time.
They quickly passed through the maze, then through a room whose floor circled
like water going down a drain, then around a corner and straight into Gaspard
Desnoyer.
Gaspard caught Aristide by the wrist. "I
thought this was what Raspail would do," he said grimly. "It's
frightening how I know her."
"Get your hands off me," Aristide
said, struggling. Gaspard laughed.
"Let him go," Dominique said
ominously. He was bigger than the savant, and willing to bet he was stronger,
too. Gaspard stared at him, and took a step back.
"What do you care about this quarrel?"
he said.
"I'm taking Aristide away," Dominique
said implacably.
"Do you think we intend to let the evidence
of Raspail's experiment beyond these walls?"
Dominique crossed his arms and took a step
closer. "Aristide's not evidence. He's a human being."
"Are you sure of that?" Gaspard said.
"I may not be a clever savant, but there
are some things I know. This is one of them. He deserves what we all do -- a chance
to be what he chooses."
Gaspard's eyes fell before Dominique's stare. He
cleared his throat.
"Now let us go before any more harm
happens," Dominique said.
Biting his lower lip, Gaspard let go of
Aristide's wrist. "Promise you won't let anyone know what you've learned
here," he said to Dominique.
"I won't."
Aristide stood like a statue, staring at
Gaspard. "Well, go on!" the savant said angrily. "Don't give me
a chance to change my mind."
Side by side, Dominique and Aristide dashed down
the hall. There was a doorway at the other end; Dominique burst through it into
sunlight. The snow was melting from the courtyard; all the gutters were
atrickle, and bright rivulets ran across the paving bricks. The sky was brushed
with clouds like wings. "Come on!" he yelled, giving a flying leap of
exhilaration.
Aristide stood in the doorway, blinking through
his hair like some nocturnal creature thrust under surgical lights. He peered
out into the mountain air, then drew back again.
"What's the matter?" Dominique said,
glancing around. It wouldn't be long before others discovered their
whereabouts, and he couldn't count on everyone to have Gaspard's conscience.
"I can't," Aristide said. He tried to
take a step into the sunlight, but jerked back, shaking. He braced himself,
hands on the doorjambs. "It's too big out there," he said.
Dominique forced back his impatience.
"There's nothing dangerous out here, Aristide. Back there is where the
danger is. Let's go."
Visibly steeling himself, Aristide took three
steps out into the courtyard.
As Dominique turned to lead the way, a wave of
terror smashed down on him. He crouched like an animal on the pavement. The sky
yawned above him, a huge, devouring cavity. He felt small, microbe-small,
dwarfed by every brick and raindrop. Desperately, he looked around for
something human-scale, and saw the door. Safety. He dashed toward it.
"Dominique?" Aristide knelt beside him
as he cowered in the doorway, panting. He felt odd, unlike himself.
"I can't do it," he said. The words
sounded distant. His heart was racing, and his skin tingled with aftershocks of
fear.
"They've got you, too," Aristide said.
"Of course. They want you, and your damned perfect graph. They're not
going to let you go."
Dominique's hand rose to his ear, where the chip
rested against his skull. He tried again to peel it off, but couldn't even get
a fingernail under the corner.
Anger replaced the fear. They were controlling
him, making him into something he wasn't meant to be, just like Aristide.
He fished out his pocket knife and put the blade
behind his ear. Gritting his teeth, he sliced away a flap of skin, the chip
still attached. He threw the bloody thing to the pavement and ground it into a
puddle with hist heel. A warn trickle ran down his neck. He swore, grimacing.
"Let's go," he said.
The snow had malted from the roadways; and the
village of Sous-Sorel was alive again. Dominique hadn't realized how accustomed
he had become to seeing people masked in eyephones till he noticed that no one
on the streets wore them.
He had half expected to be met by someone ready
to take them back up the mountain; but there was no sign of any alarm or
pursuit. He wondered if Gaspard had covered for them. Or perhaps it was just
that, despite its many powers, Sorel was like any other academic institution,
better able to debate what to do than to actually do it.
At the hotel they learned that the bus wasn't
coming for an hour. Dominique used the public booth in the lobby to place a
call home for money. He recorded the message and chose a time-delay
transmission. He didn't want to have to answer his mother's questions.
While waiting for the fund transfer, Dominique
went into the bathroom to mop the blood off his neck and bandage the cut,
wincing. When he came out he found Aristide staring out the window at the
street, mesmerized. He looked like he scarcely believed what was happening.
"Has it been a long time since you've been
outside Sorel?" Dominique asked.
"I've never been outside Sorel,"
Aristide said.
Of course. The person who had been outside Sorel
was someone else. Memories of that person would have threatened Raspail's plan.
She couldn't have left them intact.
"So what do you think of it?"
Dominique said.
"It's so elaborate. I can't figure out why they
spent the time to create all this. What kind of data structure does it
symbolize?"
He thought it was an elaborate synthetic
experience. "This is real, Aristide," Dominique said.
"How can you tell?"
"Well . . . I just can."
"But it looks like it's all built up from
equations. Pretty simple ones, too."
"I guess it is."
The clerk was watching them. It made Dominique
nervous, so he took Aristide's arm and led him outside. As they walked down the
street, Aristide kept stopping to stare at sights like a dog, a door handle,
and a hanging sign.
They passed the bookstore. Looking in the
window, Dominique saw a man in eyephones come out from the back room with an
armload of books. When he flipped up the shades, Dominique realized it was
Gabriel.
"So? I've got a job here," Gabriel
said a little testily when Dominique came in, Aristide trailing behind.
"Is that such an amazing thing?"
"No. Are you staying, then!"
"Why not? I can read everything the savants
can read, and down here I can keep an open mind about it."
He had that "it was all my choice"
tone he habitually used to elevate every setback into an ideological triumph.
It had always driven Dominique crazy.
"Did they decide they didn't want you after
all?" Gabriel said, stacking books.
Hesitating slightly, Dominique said, "Yeah.
It wasn't a good match."
Aristide said at his side, "How can you be
sure it doesn't represent a problem we're supposed to solve?"
He meant reality. "Maybe it does,
Aristide," Dominique said. "Maybe it represents a whole lot of
them." He explained to Gabriel, "This is Aristide. I met him up at
Sorel."
"Hello," Aristide said.
"Are you an acolyte?" Gabriel asked,
poised to be offended at any sign of condescension.
"No, I'm a voyant. The savants kicked me
out because they thought I might start a phase transition."
Dominique stepped on his foot. But Gabriel's
attention was on something outside. "What are the Institut guards doing
down here?" he said.
Dominique pushed Aristide down behind a book
rack, then crouched out of sight, motioning at Gabriel, who was staring.
"Look normal," he hissed.
Gabriel's eyes followed something outside; then
he joined them behind the book rack, frowning. "What's going on?" he
said. "Is it you they're looking for?"
"Gabe, do you have a back room or some
place where we could stay out of sight, just till the bus comes?"
"You really are in trouble," Gabriel
said wonderingly. "Don't worry, Dominique. We can help you. I've got to
tell Derosier." He headed for the back room. Dominique peered over the top
of the book rack. There was a vehicle parked down the street, and two people in
gray dhouras by it. They didn't seem to be looking this way.
He wondered if he was overreacting. There was
such a thing as the law. Sorel couldn't exactly kidnap two unwilling people in
front of the whole town.
Or could they?
Aristide was watching him. "Do you really
know a place that's safe?" he said, as if he'd never believed it in the
first place.
"Sure," Dominique said, trying to feel
confident. "Once we're home in the Neige Valley, everything will be
okay." He tried to imagine Raspail's exotic creation amid his
down-to-earth family. His mother would never let him forget bringing home this
particular stray.
Gabriel was gesturing from the back room.
Crouched over to keep out of sight, Dominique and Aristide made their way to
the door.
The back room was a wilderness of photonic
equipment, some of it more advanced than even Dominique's mother had in her
shop. The bookseller was there, eyephones pushed up on his forehead, looking
suspicious.
"Just what I needed, two delinquents
leading the savants right to my door," he said. "What did you do,
steal office supplies?"
"They wouldn't send guards to hunt down
pencils, Derosier," Gabriel said. "That one's the voyant." There
was a hard edge to his voice that Dominique had never heard before. Like
disappointment crystallized into a purpose.
The bookseller eyed Aristide. "Why are they
after you?"
"Don't answer," Dominique said.
That seemed to be answer enough. "Just
think, Derosier," Gabriel said. "A voyant would know how to access
Oracle. We could get into the heart of their system."
"You don't want that, Gabriel,"
Dominique said. "Believe me. It's dangerous. It's evil, what you can do
with their technology."
"No technology is intrinsically evil,"
Gabriel said.
"Oh, give it a rest," the bookseller
said. Then, to Dominique, "I'll see if we can help you." He pushed
down his eyephones.
Gabriel had shifted position so he was blocking
the door. He looked like a stranger. Dominique said, "I can handle this,
Gabriel. We just need to get to the bus."
"The bus? With all the power of Sorel after
you, you think you can get away on a bus?" he laughed. "Believe me, you
need our help."
I don't want your help, Dominique thought. He
looked around the crowded room for another door. There was only a small window,
high on the wall.
Derosier flipped up his eyeshades and looked
fixedly at Aristide. that?" he said to the ether; Dominique realized he'd
been transmitting the image. Now every Redpath on the net would know Aristide
by sight.
The bookseller's expression had changed.
"There's a vehicle on the way," he said. "It seems there has
been unusual activity at Sorel for the past hour. I'm always the last to
know."
"We don't need a vehicle," Dominique
said.
"I think you do," Derosier answered.
"Where did you think you were going to hide from them? We've got safe
places."
The Neige Valley was seeming farther and farther
away.
Derosier was distracted by another call on his
headnet; he flipped down his eyeshades. At the same time they heard the front
door open out in the shop, and voices.
"Hide," Gabriel whispered to
Dominique. "I'll stall them." He slipped out into the shop.
Dominique headed for the window. It unfastened
with a simple latch. He glanced back; Derosier was still distracted behind his
eyephones. "Here, I'll boost you up," Dominique whispered to
Aristide. "Meet me at the hotel. Don't let the guards see you." He
cupped his hands for Aristide's foot, then lifted him up till he could slither
through the narrow window.
Footsteps approached. Dominique dived behind a
shelf unit crammed with old imagers.
"Sacre!" a man's voice said.
"Look at all this equipment. Do you have a license for this stuff.?"
"License, my ass," Derosier retorted.
"I don't need a license." A heated, legalistic argument ensued. In
the end, if the man had ever intended to search the room, he was thoroughly
distracted.
Gabriel peered around the edge of the shelving.
"It's safe now," he said. "Derosier's still yelling at him out
on the street. Where's your friend?"
"He had to go," Dominique said.
Looking around, Gabriel spied the unlatched
window. "Dominique, you idiot!" he cried out. "You ruin
everything!" He hurried out to fetch Derosier.
Dominique dragged a table under the window and
climbed up on it. It was a tighter squeeze for him than for Aristide; for a
moment he thought he would get stuck. The Institut guards would have to pry him
out. He gave a button-popping wrench and was through.
He landed m a mound of slush in a graveled
alley; a dog barked at him from the fenced yard across the way. He looked both
ways down the alley; the only sign of life was a man piling crates of produce
into a truck down the block. Dominique headed toward the hotel.
There was a service entrance at the rear; as
Dominique mounted the steps to it, there was a rustle and Aristide emerged from
underneath. "Come on inside," Dominique said. "The bus will be
here any minute."
"You've both got messages," the clerk
said incuriously when they got back into the lobby. She was filing her nails.
"You want to take them in the booth?"
Dominique hesitated, then said,
"Sure." He wedged into the booth and slapped on the headnet. The
message was from his mother, demanding more information before she sent an ecu.
Apparently, Gabriel hadn't called her and she was hopping mad at both of them.
Dominique cut it off halfway through.
Aristide took his place in the boot b, while
Dominique stood guard. As the clerk finished her nails, something seemed to
dawn on her, and she said, "You know, there are some Institut guards
looking for you."
"Thanks, I know," Dominique said.
Aristide emerged looking shaken. "I've got
to go back," he said in a whisper.
"Why? Who was it?" Dominique asked.
"Raspail. She's changed her mind. She wants
me back."
And yet he didn't move; his whole body was
tensed in revulsion. Dominique said, "You don't have to go back if you
don't want to."
"Yes, I do."
"No. You've got a choice."
"This is my choice."
Of course. He had been designed that way.
Outside the window, Dominique could see the bus
coming down the street. Freedom on four wheels. For a moment he thought about
forcing Aristide on it for his own good. But that wasn't right either. He said,
"Aristide, I don't think you ought to go back. But it's up to you. Just
think: what do you really want?"
"What Raspail wants," Aristide said.
The bus pulled up, its brakes hissing. Only then
did it occur to Dominique that he had told Gabriel he was taking the bus; it
was the first place the Redpaths would look. "Damn!" he said under
his breath.
On the other hand, it was just possible that, if
they could re-enter Sorel unnoticed, they might hide out till the furor died
down, in the last place anyone would look.
"Come on," Dominique said, and headed
for the back door again. They were about to step out when a gray land rover
sped down the alley. Dominique pushed Aristide back and ducked out of sight.
When the coast was clear they slipped out. Down the alley, the man Dominique
had seen loading groceries was still at work.
"You going up to the Institut with
that?" Dominique asked when they drew near. The man nodded. "We'll
help you load if you'll give us a ride up," Dominique said.
"Sure," the man answered.
Soon they were pulling out onto the main street,
past a parked Institut vehicle. They turned uphill. Dominique leaned forward to
look up at the jagged Institut buildings, wondering if he was doing the right
thing. As if in answer, the wound behind his ear began to smart.
The delivery truck turned off the main road onto
a lane that led to a broad loading dock built into the side of the mountain.
The massive gray doors lifted and they drove in.
The loading dock was cavernous and empty. A
stock room man gestured them to stack the crates on a pallet. Dominique and
Aristide busied themselves lifting groceries till the driver and attendant
disappeared into an office to settle the bill of lading. Then Aristide made for
a metal door. He was back in his own reality now, and perfectly confident where
he was going. Dominique followed.
They headed for the west wing. Back down the
hallway of a thousand doors they raced; Aristide wrenched open the dust-seal
doors and plunged down the curving ramp into Oracle's brain.
When they burst into the control room, Raspail
was standing by the glass sculpture. She saw Aristide, and her face lit up with
mixed joy and desperation. She didn't embrace him; she held him at arm's
length, her eyes feasting on his presence.
"I made a m ;stake to send you away,"
she said. "You need to be where you belong." She had the look of a
relapsed addict. Dominique felt a wave of misgiving.
With a single finger, she touched Aristide's
face. "You've always said yes to whatever I wanted to do. Will you say yes
one more time?"
Aristide's eyes strayed to the operator's couch,
then back to Raspail's face. Dominique said, "You don't have to agree,
Aristide."
Raspail's eyes never wavered from her creation.
"In Oracle, you'll be safe. Once you are installed in the machine, they
can't touch you. The phase transition will go on."
"Think, Aristide," Dominique said.
"She doesn't love you; she loves having created you."
"Get out of here," Raspail snapped at
him. "You've been their tool from the start."
"Just a second," Dominique said hotly.
"I never pulled apart anyone's mind and put it back together all
wrong."
"Don't blame Dominique," Aristide said
earnestly. "He's only a dog."
Dominique took Aristide's arm. "Come on,
Aristide. We'll come back later."
Angrily, Aristide shook off Dominique's hand.
"You don't get it, Dominique," he said. "I don't want to be me.
I want to be the person she loves."
He clasped hands with Raspail, as if to arm
wrestle.
"Go away now, Dominique," she said
softly. "Leave us be."
His first impulse was to obey, to back off and
leave them. But as soon as he had passed through the door he stopped,
mistrusting his own judgment. Nothing they did was their own concern; it
affected everyone.
He dashed up the long ramp, desperate to find
someone else, someone able to decide. When he burst breathless out of the
airlock doors, Gaspard Desnoyer was just entering the voyant's apartment.
"Savant! You've got to come!"
Dominique panted.
Gaspard stopped in surprise. "Dominique!
What are you doing here?"
"We had to come back. The Redpaths found
out, then Raspail changed her mind."
"Is Aristide here, too?"
"Yes. They're down in the control room.
She's going to do something, Savant. I don't know what."
Gaspard strode past him, grim-faced.
When they entered the control room, Raspail and
Aristide lay side by side in the operator's chair, their heads together,
temples touching. The wavering discontinuity of a DI bubble engulfed their
skulls. Through the heat-wave shimmer Dominique could see an absent,
otherworldly expression on their faces.
They had escaped into Oracle. Into their private
world where no one could follow.
"Did she say what she was doing?"
Gaspard demanded.
"Installing him on the machine,"
Dominique answered.
"Damn!"
"Why?"
Gaspard quickly sat down at a keyboard. Symbols
flitted across the screen. He stared at them intently. "She's disabled the
controls, locked us out. I'll have to notify the other Instituts to quarantine
Oracle till we can get another voyant in to stop her."
As he typed furiously, the screen went blank. He
hit the desktop with his fists, swearing. "She's cut us off!"
"Why? What's going on?" Dominique
said.
Gaspard turned to stare at Raspail's face as if
seeing a new pattern. "Once that noetic structure gets loose in Oracle, it
could corrupt the whole system. And if it gets transmitted to the other
Instituts . . ." He clenched his fists. "Damn her! She wants an
uncontrolled phase transition."
"What about Aristide?" Dominique
asked. It seemed to be the question no one cared about.
"I hope he likes it in Oracle,"
Gaspard said grimly. "If she has her way, he's never going to make it out
alive."
Suddenly, Gaspard crossed the room to the empty
couch, and bent over to check the DI mechanism on it. "She's left it on!
She knows there's no one here who can use it. Except . . ." He looked
piercingly at Dominique.
"I've never been in Oracle," Dominique
said, backing away.
"You've got the Bernaud pattern. You could
survive."
"I wouldn't know where to start."
"Just find her. Contact her. See if she'll
listen. It's the only thing we can do, Dominique."
Dominique's scalp hurt like fire where he had
cut the chip away. This is my choice, he thought, staring at the empty couch.
He didn't care about Sorel, or phase transitions. But to lock Aristide inside
Oracle, never to escape . . .
Without stopping to think, he climbed onto the couch
and lay back. "You operate it just like a normal helmet," Gaspard
said. Dominique closed his eyes and breathed to evoke the alpha waves that
triggered it.
At first he could make no sense at all of the
jumble of colors: there was no clue to what was far, what near, or which
portions connected to any other. Meaningless detail, everywhere. He spun
around, bodiless, with the odd impression he was looking every direction at
once. All the possible scenes were superimposed upon each other.
He spied a boundary amid the shifting mass of
pixels, the first hint of structure he had seen. He tried to focus on it, to
ignore everything else, so it would resolve into a form. As he stared, other
pieces of data began to accrete around it, to connect.
It was a glowing geometrical tree. And yet it
was like an inside-out image; where he should have seen the surfaces of leaves,
he saw openings -- a tree of tiny caves in space. Focusing on one of the
leaves, he saw that inside it were more caves, complex with stalactites that
were themselves openings into other caves. A sense of infinite interiority
barraged his mind; the whole world began oscillating between in and out. He
struggled in panic against the torrent of input. All the information in the
universe was hurtling toward him and away in the same motion; he was going to
be crushed in an immense collision.
Darkness wrapped him. There was a calm force
nearby, holding him, allowing him to see nothing. Far off in his body, he could
feel his racing heart begin to slow.
"How did you get here?" He did not
exactly hear the words; they were almost pressed into his body. He recognized
their source instinctively: Raspail. It was she who had intervened, given him
the ability not to see.
Slowly, a form coalesced in front of him: Raspail
in human shape, but younger, less worldworn than in life, as if she had not
updated the symbol in many years.
"How did you get here?" she asked
again.
"You told me to protect Aristide,"
Dominique said. "I'm doing it."
"You are a dog, aren't you?" she said.
For some reason, it didn't strike Dominique as odd.
"What you just did was terribly
dangerous," she said. "That was a five-dimensional phase space. If I
hadn't been here the data stream could have thrown you into a feedback loop
that would play in your mind forever."
She was rebuking him, but it was with such an
intrigued tone that he couldn't feel shamed. It was as if he had done something
very clever, and she didn't want him to know.
"I came to find you, and I did," he
said.
"Your foolishness has delayed me," she
said.
"I'm not going back without Aristide."
"You don't understand a thing. This is the
habitat Aristide was created for. He is a symbiont that can explore its
possibilities as we cannot do."
"I'll go away if he tells me to."
"You could not even perceive the space
where he is now."
"Try me," he said.
She hesitated, and he sensed her curiosity, and
something else -- her desire for a witness. "The risk is yours," she
said, then disappeared.
A data trail glowed like a fading line of
fireflies, showing where she had gone. Taking a breath, like a diver going
deep, Dominique followed.
He smashed through a boundary like a wall.
Boisterous noise, color, texture screamed for his attention, spinning, dancing
down overstimulated nerves. This time, he fought not to orient himself, not to
understand, but merely to let pattern settle where it might.
Eventually, it did. He found himself in the
pattern, yet able to view its totality at the same time. Here, distance and
perspective did not blur detail into simplicity; faraway sights were as vivid
as near ones, and he could view them from outside and inside simultaneously.
It was like a surreal landscape, if it was like
anything. Above him rose a blue superlattice cliff, stepped back like shattered
strata of rock. Beneath it was a glowing grove of branching symbols, crossing,
tangling, complex as galaxies. He could see every detail of their structure,
and the structure of their structure, regressing toward infinity, dwarfing him
with detail. For a moment he felt again the terror of not knowing his own
scale.
"Careful," Raspail said, grasping his
shoulder.
It brought him back, grounded him, to realize he
had a shoulder, a boundary where he ended and the world began. He looked at
Raspail, and she too had a shape, the gift of simplicity. He realized, for all
her harshness, she was not going to let him perish.
"This is the true fitness landscape of our
species," Raspail said. "The Rinpoche and the Savants have seen only
representations of it, simplified to caricature."
Everything was moving. Dominique watched
vortexes of perturbation sweep across the land, and in their wake order melted
into a twinkling, percolating sea. Islands rose; avalanches propagated in all
directions, up as well as down.
"What am I seeing?" he asked.
"Data structures," Raspail said.
"These are all visible algorithms, formulaic expressions. They have more
variables than there are dimensions, so Oracle uses other sensory qualities to
symbolize things."
The data structures did, in fact, excite more
than one sense. In the valley ahead rose a forest of cool spearmint columns,
smooth on his skin as glass; nearby a lemon-flavored prickle speared the air.
"What do the graphs mean?" he asked.
"The Savants seldom tell us," Raspail
replied.
She turned around and looked across the land to
where color and form ended. There, towering into the sky, was the gray wall of
a massive thunderstorm. Within the turbulence, lightning flashed. Dominique
drew back in fear, feeling as if threat were being transmitted directly into
his brain without any intermediate evidence.
But as Raspail gazed at it, her representation
bloomed into something intensely beautiful, shining with ardence.
"That," she said, "is Aristide."
Dominique gazed at the storm. It dwarfed the
landscape. "He's not human," he said.
"Not here," Raspail replied.
The storm stretched nearly from horizon to
horizon ahead, blocking the way into the future. "Humanity will have to
pass through him, and become transformed," Raspail said.
"Disequilibrium is the creative state. Without it, nothing will ever be
new."
A bolt of lightning seared the land ahead.
Dominique tried to imagine himself and all the people he knew passing through a
boundary shaped by the strange chemistry of Aristide's mind, amplified by
Oracle into an evolutionary force.
Raspail said, "All he needs to do now is
withdraw from the body, and become what you see forever."
She had lost her human shape, and become a globe
of filaments, a diatom graph. She floated upward, expanding till she was the
size of all Sorel, and cast a webwork shadow over the valley; then she floated
toward the storm cloud. When she met it and was engulfed, she looked no larger
than a pinprick.
Left alone, Dominique longed for the safety of
his own body, waiting somewhere far away in the control room. He felt its pull,
drawing him back, and for a moment the landscape before him turned
two-dimensional and unreal. With an almost physical effort he pulled himself back.
He could not run away now.
It only took a thought, and he was at the edge
of the storm. It towered over him till he could see no sky. Wrapping his sense
of himself tight, he plunged inside.
He was tumbling, battered, dropped by chaotic
currents. Shreds of memory flew past, and a shivering rain drenched him. Too
near, a thought ignited like a thunderbolt, jolting him back and leaving his
fingers tingling. The roar was deafening.
A wind seized him and flung him forward, upside
down, ripping at his limbs. He concentrated on his own identity for fear of
losing track of it.
There was silence. He found himself in a vast
cylinder walled in by turbulent currents, like the eye of a hurricane: Ahead;
against the dark glowed two symbols -- diatom graphs. Raspail and Aristide.
Somehow, he had reached the center of Aristide's mind, the place where
structure resided.
The unfinished strands of Aristide's diatom
graph were twinkling. Raspail reached out, strangely gentle, to break one off;
but Aristide's graph pulled back like a live thing fearing pain.
"Please, Aristide," Raspail said.
"I have to make you safe from desecration."
The globe drifted back within her reach.
Dominique watched, feeling there was something he ought to do, but not knowing
what. Within the storm wall he could hear a tiny voice, wailing.
She reached out quickly then, and snapped a twig
of Aristide's mind. For a moment the diatom graph hung motionless. Then, with a
brittle popping sound, overstrained branches began to break. Raspail cried out
as she saw the structure begin to collapse. As she reached out, the walls of
the storm burst in on them.
In a moment of pure instinct, Dominique made a
flying leap and caught the crumbling sphere of Aristide's mind like a football,
circling it with his body, trying to hold its shaky partitions together. A gust
of storm bludgeoned him from one side, sending him spinning. He glimpsed
Raspail's graph, caught in the storm's power. Then he centered on his own
solidity, trying to track his way back to a place where he was real.
His hands were gripping the edge of the couch,
tendons white. The control room was far away down a dark tunnel He struggled
toward it. Nothing felt right. The air grated like sandpaper on his cheek. The
light kept dissolving like salt in water. His eyes couldn't focus together, and
he saw weird double images, one close, one far.
Gradually, the broken pieces of the world came
to rest in a new order, precariously balanced. A face was looking down on him.
His name echoed strangely in the vault behind his eyes.
"Dominique! It's Savant Barrere. You're all
right now. You're safe."
"Safe?" Dominique repeated. His
thinking felt slow and viscous. He tried to sit up. "Is Aristide all
right?"
The savant didn't answer. Dominique realized
there were others in the room, clustered around the operator's chair behind
him. Gaspard was there. For a moment his eyes rose and met Dominique's. He
looked wasted and old.
Dominique swung his legs over the edge of the
couch to stand up. "Stiff knees!" Barrere said in his ear, and it was
a good thing, because his legs would have collapsed under his weight. He pushed
forward.
Aristide's eyes were open and staring at the
ceiling, but there was nothing behind them -- no thought, no pain, no pleasure.
All the lightning quickness, all the madcap energy was gone. "You saved
his life," Barrere said softly. It made Dominique want to laugh. To what
purpose? He might as well have saved a heap of broken glass.
Raspail lay curled in fetal position. He could
not see her face, but her posture looked unlike her. He saw Gaspard holding her
hand, and it was from the savant's face that he knew she had not made it back.
"Dominique, what you did was a miracle,"
Barrere said at his side. "No one could have done better. When you are
trained, you will be the best voyant who ever lived."
He looked at her then, wondering what drove
these people. In a voice that sounded like broken glass being ground underfoot
he said, "To hell with Oracle. To hell with Sorel. To hell with all of
you."
In the silence, he could hear little voices in
his mind, repeating his words.
High atop the tallest pinnacle in Sorel, the
Rinpoche's Voice stood with a headnet on, staring at a spot in the air three
feet in front of her. At her side, Gaspard Desnoyer, also in a headnet, frowned
nervously at the blank air.
"They are definitely not the same,"
Gaspard said. "Something happened."
"We already knew that," Naidu
answered.
The headnets showed them both the same display.
The basic structure of the two diatom graphs was the same -- a perfect Bernaud
diagram. But the second was far more complex, as if it had grown new branches
overnight.
"When was it taken?" Gaspard asked.
"Just as he was leaving Oracle. The machine
monitors the voyants' graphs entering and leaving, but Raspail had disabled all
the safety devices that might have alerted us."
At a command from Gaspard, the headnets
subtracted the first pattern from the second, showing only the changes. They
were thin and ghostly, filaments like spider web.
"You know what it looks like?" Gaspard
said.
"I know what I think it looks like. What do
you see?"
With a flick of his eyes Gaspard brought up
another graph, one they had all seen for the first time only a day before. Its
asymmetry was as unsettling now as then.
Gaspard said, "It's as if parts of
Aristide's graph have become superimposed on Dominique's, or grafted to
it."
The Rinpoche's Voice nodded. "It's not
impossible. After all, we are dealing with a being designed to inhabit another
system."
"So instead of being installed in Oracle,
he became installed in Dominique?"
"An attenuated version. You notice it isn't
as complex as the original."
Gaspard pulled off the headnet and balled it up
in his fist. Naidu watched him with the sad, ancient eyes of a man who no
longer existed.
"So Raspail's legacy continues,"
Gaspard said. "Another life ruined. And our hopes for a new voyant gone.
We can't let him come in contact with Oracle now; even this version of
Aristide's graph could contaminate the system."
"It's hard to know. It is possible that
Raspail was right: a voyant too well adapted to Oracle may not see things
newly. Before, Dominique was perfectly suited. Now, with this hint of
maladaption, he could be even better."
Gaspard stared at her. "We can't take that
chance."
"Can't we? How desperate are we?"
Gaspard's eyes narrowed. "It doesn't
matter. He wants to leave. We can't make him a voyant against his will. That
is, we could -- Raspail proved that. But we shouldn't."
"It all depends on the scale on which you
see things." Naidu's eyes drifted to the window, where the sheer face of
Mont Chatoyer stood against the stars. "The question is, on which scale
does the right path lie?
Our algorithms can't tell us that. With
Dominique's hep, we might be abe to find out. Perhaps some day we could map the
landscape of ethics, or plot the trajectories of love."
"Not yet," Gaspard said, and his voice
was husky.
Dominique came down the mountain with his pack
on his back. The road was solid under his feet. The air was cool, and even the
water seeping into his boots felt good. Real life was made of ordinary textures
like this. He has never appreciated them before.
The unreal, detached feeling that had stayed
after his adventure into Oracle was wearing off. He was glad to be rid of it,
and to feel like himself again.
The bus was coming down the street, toward its
stop at the hotel. He ran to meet it. No one gave him a second glance as he
bought a ticket home with the cash Gaspard had loaned him.
"Call me when you get there," the
savant had said, "so I know you made it."
He had looked so anxious that Dominique had
said, "Don't worry, it's not hard to take a bus." Only a person with
a dozen degrees would think so, he didn't add.
For a moment he'd thought there was something
Gaspard wanted to tell him; but in the end the savant only said, "your
common sense is your biggest asset, Dominique. Listen to it."
"You should like a fortune cookie,"
slipped out of Dominique's mouth before he could stop it. Gaspar looked
startled at first, but then he smiled. The expression was so shaded with
melancholy that Dominique's heart went out to him.
The bus doors sighed shut. Dominique watched out
the window as they passed the bookstore on the way out of town. he felt a sad
satisfaction that Gabriel was going to be free to be Gabriel, to mess up his
life if that was what he wanted, without any interference from Sorel. For a moment
he could see the possibilities before his brother, branching like an infinitely
complex decision tree. His own future was woven into it, a filigree of choices.
The landscape outside became unreal and far away; only the patter existed. With
an effort, Dominique concentrated on who he was and where he ended.
The window had become fogged with his breath. He
wiped it with his sleeve. The world, with all its mud and sunlight, was still
out there, beyond the glass. All he had to do was remember that, and everything
was going to be all right.