The Suffering Gallery
Matthew Kressel
Issue #57 (Dec. 2, 2010)
Beyond the wastes of the Jeen, where the white sands breathe in irregular
tides, a cleft splits the desert in two. The chasm descends to the center of
the earth, perhaps deeper, and many demons make their despicable homes in
nooks in the cliff face. Down its vastness, daylight vanishes behind
mountains of stone, replaced by torchlight from parapets or ghastly
radiances spilling from caverns.
In one such cavern lived the demon Atleiu. Her home blazed with
corrupted light, as if splendor itself had died. Living metalwork squirmed
from angled walls, columns dripped orange syrup into stone pools, and gold,
everywhere there was gold.
Atleiu, a serpentine beast with a hairy insectoid head, sat on her
radiant throne, her long black tail trailing away like a river of oil.
Beside her writhed Mielbok, the Billion-Toothed Maggot, his two pink eyes
rheumy with pus.
“You’re an artist, my Lady,” Mielbok said.
“Is there any other kind of demon?” Atleiu said.
“Oh, yes. Have you visited the ice-caves of Roi where the
single-horned Jarwhal dwell? Those demons could freeze a continent with
their breath, but instead they mesmerize themselves with their crystal
creations. No, you’re truly an artist, my Lady.”
“You flatter me today, Mielbok. What is it that you seek?”
“Well, there’s one thing. Your latest prize...when you’re
done tormenting it, may I eat its mind? The taste of one who’s gone mad from
suffering is a delicacy beyond compare.”
“And the taste of one who suffers is my only source of
sustenance. You speak of artistry, Mielbok, but you’d have me destroy my
greatest creation—”
“No, not until—”
“Mielbok! I’ll keep this one alive long past its paltry life span,
savoring its agony until the stars begin to fade.”
Mielbok blinked twice, and his endless circles of teeth jiggled
nervously. “As you wish, my Lady. I didn’t mean to offend.”
“Mielbok, you mock the Jarwhal, but you’re twice as pathetic. Look
how you hover about me, hungering for what’s mine. Find your own souls to
torment!”
“I’m by nature a parasite, my Lady. If not at your heels, then
someone else’s.”
Lit by the corrupted glow of the cavern, a tented palanquin
floated before the entrance to the cave, bobbing in the warm air. A wizened
old man with a long beard and haunted eyes threw the palanquin’s door open
and strode onto the stone floor.
“I seek consort with the demon Atleiu!” the man shouted.
Atleiu studied this brazen figure. Human, but not of the rabble
that filled the world with their self-righteous stench. And though his brown
robes were those of the desert-roaming paupers, in his hand he held a purple
Rubric orb, a magical token worth the price of a city.
“Who dares speak my forbidden name?” Atleiu said, and the
mountains shook.
“I am Delmar Tivgee of the Quog Bedu,” the man said. “You have my
son, Pieter, and I have come to reclaim him!”
Atleiu laughed, the sound of asps hissing. Mielbok, joined her,
coughing up a bit of brain he had swallowed earlier.
“How brave of you, little man,” Atleiu said, licking her lips.
“How you’ve ached and longed for this day of redemption. Such a pity it
shall all be for naught.”
Delmar raised the Rubric orb in his fist. “You are hasty!” He
chanted in an ancient tongue and the orb glowed like a sun. “Die demon!” he
said as he heaved the orb at Atleiu.
Atleiu caught the orb in her clawed hand. She turned it over,
studying its brilliance. But she grew quickly bored and crushed it to
powder; its light winked out.
Color fled Delmar’s face as fast as it had the orb. He stood
silent and trembling. Mielbok peeked out from behind the stone pedestal
where he had fled.
“I’m impressed, Delmar Tivgee. How much wealth did it take to
acquire that Rubric orb? How much study to learn its ancient tongue? You’re
not an ordinary man, Delmar.
“Now I understand the power of my prize. I’ve captured the son of
a mage. No wonder his suffering is so profound! Having studied the magic
arts, he believed himself invincible. I’ve proved otherwise, haven’t
I? Truth is a hard thing to bear, especially among the young.”
“But, the orb...h—how...?” The man threw whispers into the stale
air, the life in his eyes shattered with the orb.
“I am older than your Rubric orb,” Atleiu said. “Older than the
ashen wastes of the Jeen. I was ancient when the river that carved this
chasm was but a trickle on volcanic mud. I know things that if spoken would
destroy your mind. Come back, Delmar Tivgee, when you possess a real
challenge. Until that time, your son awaits.”
Delmar stumbled backwards onto his palanquin, and the vessel
drifted up and away into the shadows.
Mielbok resumed his place at Atleiu’s side.
“You’re a coward, Mielbok. A pitiable excuse for a demon.”
“Pardon me, my Lady, but I’m not as wise or as strong as you. The
orb would have destroyed me.”
“Nevertheless.”
“Tell me, my Lady, why did you allow that human to flee? Shouldn’t
you have bound him in suffering as you have his son? Or killed him outright
for challenging you?”
“My reasons are twofold. First, Delmar is a man of power among his
nomad people. Word of his failure will spread my renown as an indomitable
foe.”
“Delicious!” Mielbok said, smacking his lips. “Their bards will
spread his tale of woe with every barter and trade.”
“And second,” she continued, “when I tell the boy of his father’s
failure, he’ll suffer incalculable torments. I’ll feast on his agony! The
father will return. And again, he’ll fail. With each defeat their suffering
will grow, as will my pleasure. And when I tire of this game, I’ll hang the
father beside the son and savor their agony until the end of time.”
“Magnificent! You’re a genius, my Lady!”
“And you’re a fool, Mielbok! Now, come, I’ve a tragedy to tell a
boy. We’re going to feast well tonight!”
“Well,” Mielbok said, “you are.”
♦ ♦ ♦
In the hindmost chamber of Atleiu’s lair, a thousand bodies
suffered abominations. Prisoners hung on the walls and high ceilings, arms
outstretched and ankles bound with knotted snakes of liquid gold. By natural
means these souls would have died eons ago were it not for the amber jelly
pumped into their veins to daily rejuvenate them.
There were many species here, though most were human, the animal
with the greatest capacity for suffering. Nearly all of her prisoners had
gone mad—Mielbok savored the smell of their unhinged minds—but a few still
clung to the thinning thread of sanity. Atleiu kept the sane ones near,
feasting on their torments as they wrestled nightly with madness.
The prisoners begged for mercy—promised friends, wives, children,
or their very souls in exchange for release. But Atleiu ignored their
muffled pleas as she and Mielbok approached her prized trophy, the boy
Pieter.
Like the others, Pieter’s ankles and arms were bound in gold.
Atleiu had placed him upright on a pedestal in the center of the vaulted
chamber. She flayed his limbs with pendulous flicks of her fingernail. His
shredded muscles bled into deep pools set about the pedestal’s base. The boy
shrieked and shuddered and lost consciousness. When he awoke, she told him
the story of his father’s failure.
The boy sobbed and dropped his head. Atleiu swallowed his agony
and quivered with ecstasy.
Weakly, the boy said, “You underestimate...my father. He
will...destroy you.”
“I savor your optimism,” Atleiu said. “Each time your hopes are
defeated, your suffering grows. Your pain is ambrosial.”
“Then...I...shall not suffer...for your sake.”
“I think you’ll find, Pieter, son of Delmar, that it will be more
difficult than you can possibly imagine. Do you see that wretched thing up
there?”
She pointed with one bleak finger toward an apse in the ceiling
where a withered human moaned.
“Sixty-five thousand years ago that soul crossed me. He’s been
hanging there since. When you cling to your hope for redemption, think of
him.”
The boy shuddered and passed out again, and the amber jelly began
its dark work of repairing his body.
Atleiu, sated, left the drooping boy.
Mielbok slithered after her. “As I said, my Lady, you’re an
artist!”
Sleepily, she said, “Perhaps I am.”
“There is one thing, however.”
“What do you want, Mielbok?” She yawned, her breath a small
holocaust.
“You’ve feasted well, but I drool for a broken mind.”
“Good for you.”
“Please! I’m hungry, my Lady!”
“Then find something to eat, pus-brain! The city of Ghru is one
day’s journey away. Surely you can find a mad beggar there to feast upon.”
“But I’m weak with hunger. And you have so many mad minds here.
Would you miss but one?”
“Mielbok, you pathetic thing!” She pointed to a tawny-skinned
woman pinned to the wall. “Take that one. She’s been insane for ages, and
her suffering no longer sates me.”
“Of course, my Lady! You’re a most gracious host!”
“This is the last, Mielbok. Never again.”
“Yes, my Lady.”
“And don’t leave a mess.”
“Yes, yes!”
“Now get out of my sight, worm!”
Mielbok approached the bound woman and raised his fore-section off
the ground to sniff about her head. The woman stared back in terror,
whispering nonsense. He bit into her skull.
“Thank you!” the woman said. “Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!”
Mielbok engulfed her head, and her muted thanks buzzed through his
translucent flesh. She fell silent as he bit off her head at the neck.
Meanwhile Atleiu had spread herself on a granite plinth and fallen
asleep. Her snores were like the cries of lost souls in the desert.
“Mielbok...Mielbok!” the boy said.
Mielbok swallowed the last of the woman—her hand—and licked ichor
from his lips.
“Miel...bok!”
“Be quiet!” Mielbok said. “You’ll wake the Lady, and she’ll make
you suffer again!”
“She sleeps...,” the boy said, “...for ages. She’ll not wake.”
“Such is her way. What’s it to you?”
“She inflicts pain...to her victims. I am one. But what are you?”
Mielbok blinked several times. He inched closer to the boy. “Do
you question me, Mielbok, the Billion-Toothed Maggot?” He raised himself and
exhaled foul breath into the boy’s face.
“No! You’re a great demon, no doubt,” Pieter said, blinking away
tears from Mielbok’s hot breath. “Of much renown. So why...do you let her
torment you as she torments her prisoners? You deserve better...O great
worm.”
Mielbok paused a beat. “You want me to eat you, huh? To end your
misery too?”
“No. I want to end yours.”
Mielbok stared at the boy. “I’m Mielbok the White Worm! Mielbok
the Foul! Mielbok the Eater of Minds! What can you do for me, human? Quiet
yourself, before you wake the Lady. She’ll make a mockery of you!”
“She’ll sleep for days, Mielbok. But I’m here. I can help you. You
just have to listen.”
“You don’t understand,” Mielbok said. “To me, you’re just food not
yet ripe. A fruit just waiting to be plucked!”
Mielbok moved to the exit of the chamber, but before he left he
paused by the entrance to glance back at the bound boy.
♦ ♦ ♦
The sun didn’t reach this far down the chasm, and time moves
strangely in perennial shadows. Days or years might have passed before the
wizened man returned on his floating palanquin. He stepped onto the stone
floor and raised his palms to the ceiling. He shouted angry words towards
the heavens. The air swirled with summoned winds, and lightning forked from
his fingers. Two black spheres appeared beside him. Smoke roiled about them.
The spheres inflated into oval portals, beyond which lay a desert under a
spray of stars.
Warriors rushed through the gates, men and women with flashing
scimitars and arrows of fire. Mielbok leaped behind a stone as a fireball
hurtled through one gate and crashed against the wall above his head. It
exploded into cinders.
Atleiu sat on her pedestal and watched calmly as Delmar the mage
chanted spells. The soldiers’ bodies glistened and throbbed with magic.
Sweaty swordsmen stepped up to the throne, and she severed them with one
flick of her fingernail. Flaming arrows arced through the air, but reversed
course an instant before striking her and impaled the breastplates of the
archers who had fired them.
As more warriors entered the chamber, another fireball leaped from
the portal. Atleiu raised her hand and it froze in mid-flight. She caressed
the flaming ball as a fortune-teller might, cooking it until it was white
hot and blinding. She heaved it back through the portal, and everything in
its path was incinerated. The desert exploded as the fireball struck a
catapult, but the sound abruptly stopped as the portal collapsed.
Atleiu opened her palms to the sky, and a hundred sharpened spikes
sprung from the floor, skewering the warriors. Those who had not yet come
through the second gate saw the ensuing horror and retreated.
The air swirled with ash and smoke, and the portal sparked with
lingering magic. Dead soldiers littered the floor. The dying lay moaning on
spikes. The battle, from start to finish, had lasted less than a minute.
Delmar stood in the center of the carnage. His hands fell to his
sides. On the other side of the portal, warriors sprinted away into the
desert night.
“All this death for one boy?” Atleiu said. “Is his small life
worth all this? How many of those warriors had families, children, futures,
Delmar? You robbed them of that for your selfish reasons.”
“You! You robbed them! I carry no blame.”
“Oh, but you do. They did this for you, Delmar, and your son.”
“They are...they were of my tribe. To the Quog Bedu, every
member is family. They died for me, as I would have for them.”
Atleiu gestured to the open portal where voices cried and fires
burned. “I doubt very much they would die for you again.”
Delmar stumbled backwards. “You will not win. I will defeat you.”
“No, you won’t.”
He retreated to his palanquin. “I will return.”
“I hunger for it.”
The portal snapped closed as the palanquin floated away.
Atleiu, eager to convey the latest failure to the boy, retreated
to her suffering gallery. Mielbok crawled out from his hiding place to
follow her.
“You make a brave demon,” she said to Mielbok. “So bold and
adventuresome!”
“I’m still learning, my Lady. One day I shall be as powerful as
you.”
“Ha! No wonder you’ve been named the Billion-Toothed! You speak
nonsense and lies!”
“The moniker is not a metaphor, my Lady.”
“Shut up, Mielbok.”
Atleiu told her story to Pieter, exaggerating the most gruesome
aspects for savory effect.
“All this death,” she said. “Because of you.”
“Yes,” the boy said, hanging his head. “It’s my fault. I snuck
away from the caravan...to hunt for jewels...in the night sands. I disobeyed
my father.”
“And now look how many people have died in your name.”
“Too many.” When his sobs stopped he said, “Why...why do you bring
such suffering into the world?”
“It is my nature.”
“It is vile.”
“But it’s your nature too!”
“Never!” Pieter said. “I’m nothing like you.”
“Aren’t you? Everything that lives causes another to suffer. How
many animals have you slaughtered? A hundred, a thousand? And as the son of
a mage, you know that plants feel just as much as animals, perhaps more.”
“That’s not the same. Food is a necessity. Without it, we’d—”
“Die? Then we are the same. I eat to live. As a Bedu, you’ve used
camels to carry burdens, milked them to sustain your desert journeys, and
when food ran scarce, you slaughtered them for meat. Do they not suffer for
you?”
“But an animal, it doesn’t have the same capacity to suffer as a
human.”
“Absolutely correct,” she said. “Which brings us full circle,
doesn’t it?”
The boy turned away from her. “My father will come,” he said.
“He’ll save me.”
“Good! Keep hoping! I’ll milk your cycles of hope and despair like
you milked your camels. Now, sleep beckons me!”
And she did sleep, for a small age.
♦ ♦ ♦
After many years, Delmar returned. His beard had grown, his skin
had wrinkled and turned gray, and his eyes had vanished. In their place were
sunken hollows that glowed with hoary light.
Atleiu leaned on her throne, while Mielbok rose up and shouted,
“Do you dare challenge my Lady again, human?”
Delmar stepped forward and fell to his knees. “No...no, I don’t.”
Mielbok glanced at Atleiu, but she remained placid.
“Then why are you here?” Mielbok said.
“I’ve traveled the onyx wastes of the Jeen,” Delmar said, “and
spoken to the destroyers of cities, the no-things that dwell in the most
barren of deserts. They wouldn’t help me, for what can you give creatures
that savor emptiness alone? I crafted a merkabah chariot and rode its
pyramidal shell beyond this sphere to the icy rocks that drift in the
blackness of space. The tentacled Ygg that dwell there are older than this
Earth, and I gave them my eyes in return for their favor. But they tricked
me, and cast me, blind and stumbling, out of their kingdom. I found my way
home by following the warmth of the Earth against the night.
“I sought out Karad and its city of black giraffes. The avatar of
the goddess Mollai dwells in Karad’s perfumed gardens. I waited years for an
audience with that bejeweled divinity. Oh, the unbreakable word of
Mollai! She told me that I should give up hope, that I would never see my
son freed...
“I have traveled the four corners of this earth and beyond,
drowned myself in drink, gone blind, touched madness, and have not found a
way to defeat you. So I’ve come for your mercy. Allow me to take the place
of my son. Surely you can see that my capacity for suffering is greater than
his, for I have endured so much pain.”
At this Atleiu finally spoke. “Your offer is flawed. You’re a man
of power and wisdom. You can mitigate your suffering in ways the boy cannot.
No, you’re not a worthy replacement.”
“Please. Is there something...anything that is?”
“Another soul, perhaps.”
Delmar stared. “Another?”
“Someone who is capable of greater suffering than your son.”
Delmar lapsed into a trance, contemplating. A moment later he
threw his hands to his face. “Look at me! For a moment I considered your
proposition! To willingly inflict suffering on another human being for my
own selfish relief! What a monster I’ve become! A drunkard and a beast! As
low as you!” Delmar sobbed into his hands.
Atleiu sat up in her chair. “No,” she said. “You haven’t become
anything. You’ve always been like this. It just took my cajoling to help you
see. Pity that you had to go blind before you could glimpse the truth. Now
cry, Delmar! Mourn the longed-for self that will never be! Your sorrow is my
joy.”
Delmar wiped the tears from his face, hardened his jaw, and rose
to his feet. “No! No, I’ll not give you the satisfaction. I am what I
make myself.”
“Do you really believe that?”
“I must.”
“And look at what you’ve become, wretched, blind, groveling at my
feet.”
Delmar trembled. “You play with words. This sick game must end.
This will be my last visit.”
“If you so wish,” Atleiu said.
“I wish to see my son. To say goodbye.”
Atleiu rose. “I think that would please us both.” She gestured to
Delmar, who preceded her into the rear chamber.
Mielbok followed them, whispering to Atleiu, “My Lady, do you
remember what you said? About his last time—”
“Shut up, maggot!”
They entered into the cavernous rear chamber, with its unholy
glow, its cacophony of mourning. When Delmar saw his son displayed in the
center of the chamber he howled like a felled wolf. The prisoners turned
their eyes towards him. Many laughed.
The boy lifted his head. “Father? Is that you?”
“Pieter, my son... Oh, Goddess Mollai! Why have you abided this
horror?”
“Father...what happened to your eyes?”
“Never mind, son. I can sense you by other means.”
“I knew you’d come back.”
“Pieter, forgive me. You don’t deserve this.”
“But I did...I wandered away...I disobeyed you...I was hunting for
jewels. I saw a strange snake in the sand...I followed it. It led me across
a dune...and when I looked up...there was a black demon under the moon.”
“Pieter, my son, it wasn’t your fault. It was mine. I was drunk. I
should have been watching you. Oh Mollai, how many nights did I poison my
soul with the fruit of the palm?”
“Father, please...enough talk. Are you here to save me?”
“Mollai, forgive me. Yes, I’m here to save you. I love you,
Pieter.” Delmar reached into his pocket and snapped his hand toward the boy.
Metallic snowflakes hurtled toward Pieter, but an instant before they struck
the boy, they froze.
“No!” Delmar shrieked. The boy gasped.
Atleiu stepped between father and son. “With your sight also went
your wisdom,” she said. “Your motives are transparent, Delmar. Nothing will
stop him from suffering at my hands.”
The metallic snowflakes clinked to the floor, and Atleiu smashed
them with her tail.
“Father?” Pieter said. “Father....”
Delmar fell to his knees and dropped his head. “Oh, forgive me,
son...forgive me....”
Atleiu raised her arms. Liquid gold snaked out from the walls and
coiled around Delmar’s hands and feet. The mage offered no resistance as the
snakes pulled him against the wall. Soon he was bound like all the others.
“Father!”
“Oh Mollai, oh Mollai, oh Mollai....”
Atleiu spasmed and squeaked with joy.
♦ ♦ ♦
Atleiu stumbled drunkenly towards her plinth. “What a stupendous
feast! Better than any in a thousand years! Mielbok, the taste of
unmitigated sorrow! Such a delight! Can you imagine?”
“I’m glad you’re sated, my Lady.”
“You’re a fool, Mielbok,” she said. “You nearly spoiled my
greatest meal by speaking out of turn! Keep your putrid mouth shut, or next
time I’ll kill you.”
Mielbok bowed his head. “Of course, my Lady.”
“Mielbok, you look odd. Your skin has turned brown. Are you sick?”
“No, my Lady. Just very, very hungry. Soon I will—”
“You insipid worm! You can’t have one of mine! I told you, I’m
done helping you. Now be gone!” She climbed onto to her plinth and was
quickly snoring.
But Mielbok, enlivened by the encounter with the mage, browsed
Atleiu’s suffering gallery, sniffing heads and imagining what each
particular form of derangement tasted like. Yellow drool spilled from his
lips onto their tattered scalps.
He overheard the boy and father speaking.
“I’m sorry, son...I just wanted to end your misery!”
“You’ve apologized many times, Father. Please stop. I forgive
you.”
“I have failed you, Pieter. I’m sorry.”
“Enough, Father! It will never be. We get what we deserve.”
“Deserve? You do not deserve this.”
“But don’t we? For all the suffering we’ve inflicted? The cities
the Quog Bedu conquered, back in the ancient days. Did our ancestors not
slaughter so that we could live? And the countless animals we’ve killed for
food and clothing and shelter. How many things died for us?”
“We live according to our nature,” Delmar said.
“Which is as vile as this demon that binds us.”
“Neither vile, nor saintly. Do you remember when you found that
man from Gelecek, lost and thirsty in the desert. What did you do?”
“I gave him water and shade.”
“You have compassion. That’s your nature. This beast, Atleiu,
she’d leave that man to die. That is her nature.”
Pieter moaned. “It’s abhorrent.”
“No more than a buzzard that eats the carcass or the beetle that
feasts on dung. That is their nature.”
“She’s worse than a dung beetle, Father!”
“In the great canvas of life she’s the same. She’s but a stroke of
darkness. With the dark, the light shines more brightly.”
“Your metaphor is flawed, Father! A vulture is a stupid vulgar
bird. A beetle has the brain of a mustard seed. But Atleiu is intelligent,
conscious. She can choose!”
“She may stumble within her walls, but ultimately she is bound by
her nature, as we are bound by her.”
“And us, Father? What are we in this grand canvas?”
“Me? I’m a failed wizard.... A drunkard. And you, you’re the
victim of my stupidity.”
“I refuse to accept that! I choose to be more than just a
victim!”
“You’re strong, Pieter. Stronger even than I’d hoped. But you must
remember that nature is larger than us all.... It’s a force by which even
the greatest wizard may fall.”
“You sadden me, Father.”
“Such is my legacy.”
“Sleep now, father,” the boy said. “Rest. This is the least of her
torments.”
Mielbok overheard the entire conversation, and brooded on their
words for a long time. But he could wait no longer, and slid off into a
corner.
♦ ♦ ♦
Atleiu awoke from an epic sleep and groggily called out for her
companion. “Mielbok! Mielbok, where are you? I must tell you about my
dream! I visited the dead cities that float within the gray mindspace of the
thinking-kind! There was a human girl there. Her name was—”
The air was pungent and sour. “Something is different,” she said,
sniffing. “There is—” she sniffed again— “a weight to the air. My steps are
slowed....”
She traced the smell to a corner. Against the wall was a large
brown sac, ribbed like the carcass of a felled beast. Milky goo dripped from
a large wound, as if something had burst from the inside. One of Atleiu’s
prisoners, still bound in its golden threads, was headless beside it. Dried
blood garlanded the severed neck.
“What’s this?” she shouted. “Who defiles my chamber? Mielbok, you
worm, is this your work?” She followed the trail of milky goo and found
three more headless bodies nearby. “I promise, my little companion, I won’t
kill you if it is!”
Something crunched and crackled behind a stone pedestal. She moved
closer to investigate. Behind it crawled a giant, hairy insect with cloudy
pink eyes and wings that shimmered green with oiled rainbows. Its body was
as white as pus. “Hungry...so hungry...,” the insect moaned.
The insect gnawed on a human on the floor, its feet and hands
missing; they were still bound to the wall beside it.
“Welcome!” the fly said, “to my feast!”
“Mielbok, is that you?” Atleiu said. “You’ve morphed from one
repugnant shape to another!”
“Yes, Atleiu, it is me, Mielbok, the Billion-Toothed Maggot!”
Atleiu laughed, the sound of ancient walls toppling. “Your words
were always larger than your bite, Mielbok. You’re not a maggot anymore, but
a hairy fly. I lied to you, Mielbok. I am going to kill you!”
She whipped her tail around, and it sliced through Mielbok’s new
body, pinning him to the human beneath. He squealed as yellow-white pus
spilled from the wound.
“Did you think you could devour my prizes and buzz away
unharmed? Nothing gets past me, Mielbok. You were always such a fool, a
pitiable excuse for a demon.”
Mielbok’s tiny lips whispered, “I was...an ignorant child. But...I
have grown.”
“You won’t be growing anymore.” She thrust her tail in
deeper, splitting him in two. The halves tumbled away. Mielbok the fly
sighed and went still.
The chamber was silent. “At last! Peace!” she shouted. “No more
whining! No more begging! No more epic feats of cowardice!”
Pleased with herself, she moved towards Pieter, feeling hungry,
but also weak. Liquid splattered on her forehead. She smelled blood and
looked up. Above her, something clicked softly, like lips smacking. A body
quivered in its bonds.
“What is it, Bethelda? Do you mourn the loss of the little white
worm?”
The woman’s chest burst open. A pink muscle squirmed inside.
No—not a muscle. A worm, with pink eyes.
A maggot.
“Oh, you devious little demon!” she said. “I’ll not abide you
twice.”
A second chest exploded. A maggot wiggled inside of it too. A
third and a fourth followed, then dozens every second. Out from each of a
hundred bodies crawled a white, newly hatched maggot, with pink eyes.
“Life!” the maggots said; it was Mielbok’s voice, multiplied a
thousand-fold. “Rebirth!” The buzzing voices knocked dust and stones from
the ceiling. “We were hungry. But you would not feed us! You devour
suffering. That is your nature. But we are a parasite, and this is ours!”
Atleiu’s glance darted around the chamber as more maggots hatched
from chests and torsos. The white worms crawled up to the heads of their
hosts and swallowed them.
“My gallery!” she said. “Mielbok, no matter your number, I’ll
destroy every one of you!” She lifted her hands, and made elaborate
gestures. The wind rose up and quickly died.
“You gain power from suffering,” Mielbok said, a thousand mouths
dripping food. “But their suffering is ending. We are devouring them.”
“No, impossible!” Atleiu screeched, waving her hands, attempting
magic. “You’re a pathetic little worm!”
“No, we are Mielbok, the Billion-Toothed Maggot. Our name is not a
metaphor!”
Atleiu speared one maggot with her sharpened finger. It squealed
and died. A dozen more leaped onto her body and chomped into her flesh. She
screamed and flailed, and, screeching, ran from the chamber.
The maggots ate quickly, swallowing their hosts in seconds. Only
seven humans remained. Without Atleiu’s power, the liquid gold binding them
splattered to the floor and evaporated. Pieter, tumbled free. He crawled
toward his father, who was face down on the floor in a growing pool of
blood.
Pieter turned him over. There was a hole in his stomach the size
of a watermelon. The maggot within had gone elsewhere. Delmar’s breath was
shallow and quick.
“Father!” Pieter said.
“My magic has failed. I can’t see! I can’t see!”
“Father, I’m here.”
“Oh, Mollai, grant me mercy!”
“I’ll not leave you, Father.”
“‘Give up hope!’ Mollai said to me. ‘You shall never rescue your
son.’ She was right! I’ve failed him! I’m a failure! A drunkard! Oh, Mollai,
kill me!”
“No, you are more! To me, you were always more!”
More maggots wormed their way up to Delmar. “So hungry,” they
said. “We must eat the deranged wizard!”
Pieter cried, “Then eat me too!”
“No, you’re too sane,” the maggots said. “Your mind is not yet
ripe. Move away.”
Pieter struggled, but the maggots overwhelmed him and devoured his
father. Someone put their hand on Pieter’s shoulder, and the boy spun
around. A haggard woman, hair ratty, scars across her naked body, stood
naked before him. Behind her, five humans, the last of the sane, were
crawling out of the chamber. “Come!” the woman said. “Before Atleiu
returns!”
Pieter stood. “Not yet!”
He ran into her throne room, but the chamber was empty, save for a
trail of oily blood that led into am adjacent chamber. He found Atleiu
hiding in a corner behind tall red curtains. Shrunken to half her previous
size, her wounds leaked blood onto the floor. She shivered and moaned as
gnats nipped at her head and three maggots clung to her bleeding tail.
Pieter lifted a large stone. His arms were weak and his body shook
as he hefted it above the demon’s head. “This is for my father!”
“Stop!” the maggots said. “Move that stone and you’ll die!”
The boy swung as the maggots leaped for him. He teetered and fell,
and the stone crashed to the floor, missing Atleiu’s head by inches.
The boy cried, “No!”
The maggots climbed onto his chest. “She must live. She lives off
of suffering, just as we live off madness. We are a parasite. Without her,
we are nothing.”
“She deserves to die!”
“No,” Mielbok said. “She’s a product of her nature.”
“No! Nature fashions us, but it doesn’t control us! In every
moment we choose what we are, what we will be!”
“How true! So you’d better run, Pieter, before I choose to eat
you, regardless of how foul you will taste.”
Pieter struggled to his feet. “One day, I’ll return to kill her.”
“Such a waste, if that is your choice.”
The boy, bawling, fled the chamber.
Atleiu crawled from her hiding place. “Mielbok! I should thank you
for saving me!” She wiped herself. “It seems you’re a worthy demon after
all.”
A thousand maggots entered the room to surround her. In unison
they said, “We’re hungry, my Lady, so very, very hungry.”
Copyright © 2010 by Matthew Kressel