The Secret Vampire Society

Lisa Childs

Contents

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter One

It had been a hell of an eternity.

Especially the past week. As he walked its dark streets, Conner West breathed in the scents of the city: gasoline and oil wafted from the asphalt; wood smoke and the aroma of grilled meats from the weathered brick buildings. From the people he passed, he could smell flowery perfume, musk and the sweet, coppery odor of blood.

He could have flown to his destination. Literally. Or taken the underground passage. But night had fallen, without a trace of star or moon, so the darkness suited his mood. Suited him.

Maybe it was time to leave the city, move on like he had so many other times. But he had friends here in Zantrax, people who could commiserate with his situation. His pace quickened as he neared downtown. Maybe Julian would be at Club Underground. No one understood guilt the way Julian did. And Julian would never leave Zantrax, not while the mortal for whom he felt such guilt and responsibility lived.

But as Conner had learned the hard way, mortals didn’t live very long, especially when they got involved with vampires. That was why he’d walked away from her a couple of days ago. He stopped along the sidewalk, at the same point where he’d rescued her from a heel stuck in a sewer grate. She had rewarded his heroism with a kiss. He licked his lips, tasting her yet…the tangy sweetness that was somehow familiar. Not that all humans tasted the same. Miranda hadn’t. And she was why he’d left the innocent mortal on the street.

So he wasn’t in to sweet young things anymore. She’d have to play this differently then. She’d have to show him who she was now; who he had made her. Undead. And bitter as hell about it. So bitter that she needed to destroy the man who had destroyed the life she’d known.

Despite the crush of the crowd and the volume of the music and conversation, she knew the moment he stepped into Club Underground. Her skin tingled, and her nose twitched as she caught his scent. Her scent. Even now, all these years later, he still smelled like her, like the blood he’d stolen from her. The blood she wanted back.

She turned on her bar stool and scanned the club patrons in search of his face. The crowd parted for him. Women gazed at him in awe, men in envy. Damn the man. With his golden blond hair and piercing blue eyes he looked more angel than devil. But she knew the truth because he’d consigned her to Hell.

He stopped, before he neared her, and folded his long, lean body into a booth in a dark corner of the club. People, standing because there were no other places to sit, blocked her view of whomever he joined. But she didn’t care who he was with now…because soon he would be with her.

“He’s not worth it,” a feminine voice advised.

Brandi, as she called herself now, glanced at the black-haired woman who sat next to her. “You know this personally?” she asked with a flash of emotion she refused to identify as jealousy. It was just irritation…that someone might derail the plan she’d spent years formulating.

The woman shook her head. “Not like that. I know better than to play with fire.”

Brandi hadn’t known that…until it was too late. “He’s that hot?”

“He’s that dangerous,” the woman said, leaning closer as if she feared his overhearing them even though he was nearly across the room. “He’s reckless and careless. Men like him put us all in danger.”

Us…

She was one of them now, one of the Secret Vampire Society—a secret they would kill to keep. She glanced around the club again. Not all the patrons were vampires or other creatures of the night. Some mortals frequented the club for thrills because they suspected the secret. But they didn’t know for certain; they couldn’t know and live.

Was that why he’d killed her, or had tried? Because he’d suspected she’d realized exactly what he was…

But she hadn’t known until it was too late…until she had become what he was.

“A little danger can be exciting,” she told the other woman as she slid from the stool, especially since he was the one in danger. Not her.

Long fingers closed around her arm. “Be careful.”

She patted the other woman’s hand. They weren’t friends; Brandi hadn’t been in Zantrax long enough to make friends. Not that she would have. She’d left her friends behind in her mortal life; they were probably all dead by now. Of natural causes. “I appreciate your concern…”

“But you’re not going to listen.”

She had waited too long while she’d spent years tracking him down at every underground club in the world, so that she could finally exact her revenge. “No.”

The air in the crowded club vibrated with excitement. Conner felt the vibrations in his veins, pumping hot and fast with his blood. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d had such a sensation—such a sense of anticipation. Something was going to happen tonight—something that would change everything.

“Are you all right?” Julian asked.

Conner glanced at the concern on his friend’s face. “Fine…”

But he wasn’t. He hadn’t been fine in more years than he could remember, but he’d made certain to never reveal his unrest or his guilt. He could afford no hint of vulnerability, for vulnerability in this society was a sure sign of weakness. And the weak did not survive.

Conner turned back to the crowd and scanned faces in search of the source of the excitement that pulsed in the air like the bass of the music. And he found her. He’d noticed her the minute he’d stepped inside Club Underground, his gaze automatically drawn to the sheen of her glossy red hair. But then Julian had waved him over to the booth before he could approach her.

Now she approached him with a sexy, hip-rolling walk that had his body tensing with desire…and anticipation. Black satin, in the form of a strapless dress, clung to every full curve. His breath shuddered out.

Julian whistled. “Here comes trouble.”

Conner grinned. “Hell, yeah…”

“You don’t need any more trouble, my friend.”

He needed to forget the trouble he’d already found. And making love with a woman like her would probably make him forget his own name let alone his old mistakes. Tonight, more than any other night, he needed to forget…even if he risked making another mistake.

“Is she…?”

“One of us?” Julian asked. “She was talking to Ingrid at the bar.”

Ingrid never spoke to mortals. Hell, she wouldn’t even speak to the vampires who’d fraternized with mortals.

“Conner,” a throaty female voice murmured his name. She leaned over the table, displaying a tantalizing amount of cleavage as her full breasts tested the bodice of the black satin dress.

Regret flashed through him. If she was one of them, Ingrid would have told her who he was and what he’d done. So why had she walked over to him? He braced himself for a slap or worse…as she leaned closer.

Her breath warm against his throat, she murmured, “I want to…dance…with you.”

His body hardened. Maybe he’d only imagined the suggestive emphasis she’d put on dance. But he did not imagine the attraction he felt for this beautiful woman. “What’s your name?”

Her lips curved into a sexy smile of pure amusement. “Brandi.”

“Brandi?” He waited but she offered no last name, not even when he lifted a brow in question. Instead she reached for him. Her long fingers, with sharp red nails, closed around his hand, and she tugged him to his feet.

“Be careful,” Julian said, but Conner ignored his friend’s warning and followed where she led him to a dark corner of the crowded dance floor.

A throaty chuckle, like the purr of a dangerous cat, spilled from her red, glistening lips, as she turned toward him and looped her arms around his shoulders. “You don’t listen, either.”

“Either? Ingrid warned you to stay away from me,” he surmised.

She nodded and stepped closer, her breasts rubbing against his chest. “And when people tell me not to do something, it makes me want to do it that much more….”

A grin tugged at his mouth. “Somehow I don’t think we’re talking about dancing.”

“Is that what we’re doing?” she asked as she pressed her body against his.

He swallowed a groan, again not wanting to betray any vulnerability or weakness. Something about this woman, despite her brazenness, reached out to him, eliciting a depth of attraction and emotion he hadn’t felt in decades. Half a century, to be exact.

“There’s music,” he pointed out, having to shout over the smoky bass and the husky voice of the singer.

“You don’t do other things to music?” she asked with a sexily arched brow. Like her shiny hair, her eyes glinted in the flash of the strobe light. Green with flecks of gold or silver that glittered.

“You really don’t listen,” he mused, both relieved and intrigued. “I’m sure Ingrid told you all about me—about all the bad things I’ve done.”

She smiled and chuckled again, her breasts jiggling against his chest. “I know the bad things you’ve done,” she admitted. “You’ve been very naughty, Conner West. Maybe it’s about time someone finally punished you.”

The flesh at the base of Conner’s neck tingled, and not just because her nails skimmed over his skin. Julian had been right to caution him about this woman; she was definitely trouble. But it had been half a century since he’d gotten into trouble he couldn’t handle. A person was fortunate, or in his case unfortunate, to meet his match only once.

Worried that he already knew the answer, he asked, “And you’re the one who will finally give me what I have coming to me?”

Hell, yeah…

“I’m the only one,” Brandi promised him as she pressed closer…so not even a fraction of space separated her flesh from the taut hardness of his body. Her pulse quickened then raced with excitement…and attraction.

She’d worked too hard for this, waited too long to be distracted from her mission…even by him. Especially by him. Heat penetrated his tailored suit and shirt, and her skin warmed until she flushed. With desire?

She drew in a breath, bracing herself to resist him and his sexy-as-hell charms. His blue eyes twinkled with fascination and mischief, and his grin widened, creasing his cheeks with deep dimples. God, he was handsome—insanely, unfairly handsome.

He moved, sliding his thigh between her legs. Her skirt rode up, but she didn’t care. She didn’t care about anything but the pressure building inside her. She was close…too close to her goal, to vengeance…

She couldn’t—she shouldn’t—think about anything but that. But she could think only of him, of the impressive erection pressing against her abdomen, as his leg shifted again, sliding between her thighs…back and forth across the heat of her panties. Her feet left the floor, so that she had to hang on to him, her arms wrapped tight around his shoulders. Her nails tangled in the silky curls at his nape.

Desire coursed through her, and she gasped at the intensity of it. Her nipples pebbled, peaking against the satin. The silky fabric caressed the sensitive points, as she longed for him to caress them. To caress her…

Dipping his head close to hers, his mouth brushing her ear, he murmured, “You’re so hot….”

“And here I was warned that you might burn me,” she admitted.

That wicked grin of his flashed again, revealing just the faintest hint of fang, while those devastating blue eyes twinkled with a sensual threat. “So you’re not afraid to play with fire?”

Her heart knocked against her ribs, beating hard and fast with fear. But she blithely lied, “I like to play—” she stretched up his body, so that her lips skimmed across his throat, her fangs just scraping his skin “—with fire….”

He shuddered, but his hands tightened on her waist and he pulled her away from him. Her legs trembled as her feet touched the floor again.

“We can’t,” he said, “not here…” He leaned closer, his mouth pressed to her ear, his breath warm against her skin. “If anyone sees us…”

A vampire who exposed her or his fangs in public risked revealing the secret and subsequent punishment for the revelation. That punishment was usually death.

If she could entice him to bite her on the dance floor, she could end it here….

Quickly. Almost impersonally.

Panic pressed on her chest, stealing her breath. She hadn’t waited fifty years for quick and impersonal. She wanted vengeance—messy and personal vengeance.

He slid his tongue across her earlobe and then whispered, “Come home with me….”

She shivered, remembering the last time he’d spoken those words to her. And just like last time, she lifted her gaze to meet his, and nodded.

He dipped his head and brushed his mouth across hers, briefly. But then she slid her fingers back into his hair and tugged him down again. She deepened the kiss, pressing her lips tighter to the curve of his. The smile left his mouth and he increased the pressure and parted her lips for the invasion of his tongue. He swept it in and out of her mouth, stroking it over her bottom lip, over her tongue, over her fangs…

And she was the one who risked everything, who risked revealing a secret she’d never wanted to know. She’d only wanted him…almost as passionately as she wanted him now. The temptation to take what she wanted, to sink her fangs through his skin and drink from his stolen blood…

She closed her eyes, fighting the temptation—fighting the desire.

He dragged his mouth from hers and slid his lips across her cheek to her ear. His voice ragged with desire, he implored her, “Come home with me, Brandi….”

She blinked open her eyes and stared up into the blue depths of his hypnotic gaze. That was all he’d had to do last time—to look at her like that, like he wanted her more than anyone else ever had—and she was helpless to resist him. “Yes, I’ll go home with you….”

But this time things would end differently between them. She would be the one who walked away; Conner West would be the one who died.

Chapter Two

They banged through the door, locked in each other’s arms, mouths hungrily mating. Consumed with desire, Conner nearly took her right there, where he’d pinned her against the open door of his apartment. But common sense, just barely, prevailed, and he dragged his keys from the lock and stepped back. Then he lifted her curvy body in his arms and kicked the door closed behind them.

Her chest rose and fell as she panted for breath, her nipples taut against the black satin. He couldn’t wait to get his mouth on them—to taste her…everywhere.

But then a voice, not hers, drew him from the fog of desire. “America’s sweetheart, movie star Miranda Hamilton, was only twenty-five when she disappeared.”

Conner tensed and glanced around what he’d thought to be his empty apartment. “What the hell—”

“Your television,” Brandi murmured as she arched in his arms and slid her lips along his jaw. “You left your television on.”

No, he hadn’t. He had damn near thrown the remote through the plasma screen when this documentary had begun earlier this evening because the documentary was about her. Even after he’d shut off the TV, he hadn’t been able to escape his thoughts of her. But he couldn’t blame those thoughts on the television program. If it hadn’t aired, he still would have been thinking of Miranda Hamilton tonight…on the anniversary of her death. He had been crazy to think he could forget her…even with Brandi.

He uncurled his arms from around her, so that the sexy redhead slid down his body. But then he quickly moved away from her and walked around the apartment, with its high ceilings, hardwood floors and bricked-over windows. He had to find the remote as the built-in TV didn’t have an external off switch.

He checked out the mahogany bookshelves framing the television, even glancing behind them where he thought he’d thrown the remote. Not even dust lay back there; he hadn’t lived in this apartment long enough to accumulate dirt or dust. Just ghosts. But then it wouldn’t matter where he lived; she would always haunt him. His hands shaking, he patted down the cushions of his black leather sofa.

“Fifty years later, her disappearance remains an unsolved mystery,” the narrator continued. “We still wonder whatever happened to Miranda Hamilton.”

“Isn’t that wild,” Brandi mused, “that no one ever found he”

“Wild,” he repeated. He knew where she was. Dead. Because of him.

Brandi gestured at the television screen and the portrait of the young starlet. Even though the picture was black and white, it was obvious Miranda Hamilton had had pale hair, bright eyes and haunting beauty. “She was really beautiful.”

More beautiful than any other woman he’d ever met—until his dark-haired damsel in distress the night before and now the redheaded temptress who’d come home with him. Just as Miranda had come home with him fifty years ago…

“She would have had a hell of a career,” Brandi continued, “had she not…disappeared.”

Finally he found the remote, on an end table next to a lamp. Had he left it there? He’d thought for certain that he’d thrown it across the room. Hand shaking, he lifted the remote and clicked off the television. If only he could shut off his thoughts as easily…

“What do you think happened to her?” Brandi asked, her gaze intent on his face.

He drew in a deep breath, fighting hard to keep all emotion from his expression. He could not reveal weakness to anyone, but most especially not this woman, who had promised to punish him for all his past crimes.

“What do you think happened to her?” he asked, wondering if she knew what only a few people did. Ingrid couldn’t have told her; she had no specifics about Miranda, only speculation on his other sexual escapades. Miranda hadn’t been the first mortal with whom he’d made love, but she was the only one who’d died because of it.

Brandi lifted her bare shoulders in a slight, sexy shrug. “I would bet poor Miss Hamilton got involved with the wrong man—one who broke her heart.”

“So you think she ran off somewhere?” God, he wished she had. If only she would have run away from him…

Brandi tilted her head and pursed those full red lips. “I don’t know. Do you think she could still be alive?”

Biting his lip to hold in a groan of pain, Conner shook his head. He’d shut off the TV, but he could still see the young starlet…in his mind. With her blond hair and wide eyes, she’d been considered an ingénue, but even before he’d met her, just from watching her movies, Conner had noticed that glimmer of mischief in her eyes and her mysterious smile. Miranda Hamilton hadn’t been the innocent the rest of her fans had believed her to be. But she hadn’t been worldly enough to suspect what he was and the danger he’d posed.

“You think she’s dead then?” Brandi asked, her husky voice lilting with salacious interest in the mystery…and something he was too consumed with his own emotions to identify. “Do you suppose the man, the one she fell for, could have killed her?”

She hadn’t loved him; she’d hardly known him. And he’d been crazy to think he’d loved her, that he’d wanted to spend eternity with her. He had never loved before; he’d had no way of knowing if what he’d felt had been real or only infatuation. Like what he felt for the flirtatious and beautiful Brandi. He needed her, for more than a release of the desire she’d built inside him. He needed her for oblivion. “I don’t want to talk about her.”

Brandi damn well bet he didn’t.

He tossed down the remote, not knowing that it wasn’t the one that had turned on the television to the documentary she’d taped. That remote was in her purse. His jaw taut with purpose, he crossed the living room in smooth, long-legged strides—as if stalking her. “I don’t want to talk at all.”

She didn’t want to talk, either—not when she didn’t trust him to tell her the truth. She wanted only her revenge. Then he touched her, just sliding his fingertip along the slope of her shoulder, down her arm to her hand. Goose bumps rose along the path he’d traced on her sensitive skin. Her breath shuddered out in surprise and desire.

How could she be so weak as to let even his brief touch distract her? But no one had ever touched her as Conner West had. No one had ever made her feel what he had. She wanted to experience that feeling again—wanted him—once more. Just once more…

He closed his fingers around hers and tugged her forward. Before her body touched his, he stepped back and tugged on her hand again. Just as he’d followed her onto the dance floor, she followed where he led…across the living room and through an open door into a dark room.

He flipped a switch, but the faint glow from a crystal chandelier that hung from a high, coffered ceiling barely illuminated the bed beneath it. Even if the antique four-poster hadn’t been the only piece of furniture in the room, it would have dominated the space. Her gaze clung to it…as she imagined the two of them in it, as she had imagined so many times in the past fifty years…

She remembered the pleasure…and the pain. But in her mind the pain became his. “I like your bed,” she said, glancing over her shoulder to where he stood at the door, turning the lock. He lived alone. Who was he worried might interrupt them? Miranda? “Let me tie you to it….”

He chuckled. “I don’t think so….”

“I haven’t forgotten—” anything, she thought “—that you’ve been a very bad boy, Conner West. I need to punish you for all your…misdeeds.” And she needed to remind herself that while he’d taken everything from her, he’d lost nothing. His sexual exploits, with mortals and immortals, were legendary, but there had never been any mention of what he’d done to her, any repercussions from his killing her.

“Misdeeds?” He chuckled again. “Tying me to the bed can’t punish me for what I’ve done.”

It was what she would do to him after she tied him up that would be the punishment. She’d take back the blood he’d stolen from her; she’d take his life in exchange for the one she’d lost.

“It sure would be fun trying, though,” she urged him with a smile. She grasped her satin purse tightly in her hand; inside she’d stashed silk scarves…and a wooden stake along with the remote.

He moved up close behind her, and his lips brushed her bare shoulder as his fingers toyed with the hook at the top of her zipper. His voice raspy with desire, he asked, “You’re not wearing anything under this, are you?”

“Under satin?” she scoffed. “It’s too revealing….”

Instead of lowering the zipper, he turned her to face him. But rather than looking at her body, he stared into her eyes. “Your dress may be revealing, but your eyes are not, Ms.…?”

“Brandi,” she said, “just Brandi.”

His lips curved into a faint version of his wicked grin. “You’re not just anything….”

Brandi’s breath shuddered out of her lungs in a shaky sigh. He was looking at her exactly as he had looked at her fifty years ago…as if he really saw her. Millions of people had watched her on the silver screen, but no one had actually seen her…until he had. He’d looked deeper than her sophisticated outward appearance and he’d recognized the insecure foster child who’d been abandoned and lost.

She couldn’t risk his seeing her now…and realizing who she really was. She had to distract him as he was distracting her. After tossing her purse next to the bed, she reached between them and touched the tab of his zipper…at his fly. Long, hard flesh strained against the material of his tailored suit pants. She unbuttoned his pants and tugged down the zipper.

He groaned, as his cock sprang free, tenting the silk boxers he wore beneath. His pants dropped, pooled around his ankles and revealed legs dusted with golden hair. He shrugged off his jacket and reached for the buttons of his shirt, dragging them open to the sculpted muscles of his chest. He pulled off the unbuttoned shirt as she pushed down his boxers. Her breath caught, with awe, as he stood before her gloriously, mouth-wateringly naked.

With his golden good looks and lean muscular body, he could have been a movie star. He could have been anything but what he was….

But, at the moment, with heat building from her nipples to pool in her very core, she didn’t care what he was—or even what she was. She only cared how he made her feel—that he made her feel more than anyone else ever had. And she needed to feel him.

She reached out, sliding her palms over his chest. His heart pounded hard beneath her touch. Legs trembling, she knelt before him, skimming her hands over his washboard abs and lean hips…silky smooth skin rippled over muscle. She wrapped her fingers around the length of his cock; it pulsed within her grasp.

And he groaned. “Brandi…”

She opened her mouth to tell him who she actually was as she needed him to say her real name. But before she could give in to the weak impulse, she closed her lips…around him. Her fangs scraped the smooth tip of his penis as she sucked him deep within her throat. With her tongue, she lapped at the beads of passion spilling out of him.

His fingers clenched in her hair, holding her against him as she made love to him with her mouth, sliding it up and down the length of him as she closed her hands around his tight butt.

“Brandi, no,” he protested, his voice rough with passion. “I want you….” As he tried to pull back, she clutched him closer…with her lips and her hands, sinking her nails into the firm flesh of his buttocks. But he was stronger, and his hands grasped her arms and tugged her up. His cock pressed against her abdomen, hot and hard and damp from her mouth.

“Let me finish,” she urged him, licking the taste of him from her lips, “punishing you….”

“You’re not punishing me,” he argued, his eyes hot with desire. “You’re pleasuring me. And that’s not going to happen until I pleasure you first.” His mouth covered hers in a hungry kiss, his tongue sliding between her lips, thrusting in and out of her mouth.

Brandi’s heart beat frantically as an unbearable pressure built inside her, tight and painful. She needed more than vengeance; she needed the pleasure he promised her. She moaned into his mouth.

And he pulled back again, teasing her with his kiss and then his touch as his fingers trailed down her throat, over the slope of her shoulders to the satin bodice of her dress.

Her breath caught as she waited for him to push the material aside. But instead, his fingers skimmed over it, stroking her nipples until they pressed against the flimsy fabric. Then he lowered his head and through the satin he suckled the sensitive points.

Her breath shuddered out in a sigh as the heat and dampness intensified between her legs. She pressed her thighs together as the ache consumed her. She could think of nothing but the release she craved even more than vengeance.

While his mouth teased her breasts, his hands skimmed over her body—down her arching back, over the curve of her hips and butt, down her thighs to the hem of her dress. He toyed with the material and her skin, sliding his fingertips along the backs of her thighs.

“Please…” she begged, trying to reach behind herself for the tab of the zipper. As she arched, her nipple sank deeper into his mouth. He gently bit the point, and a small orgasm rippled through her.

His fingers were there, pushing her thighs apart to trace the trickle of moisture down her leg. Then he pulled back and pulled his hand from beneath her dress. He lifted his wet finger to his lips and licked her passion from his skin.

“Sweet,” he murmured, his eyes dark with desire as he studied her face. “I want more….”

Metal rasped as he finally tugged down her zipper. The dress dropped, leaving her naked before him in nothing but her heels. Cool air rushed over her hot skin, but nothing would reduce the heat of her flesh until she found the release for which her body ached.

As she had done just moments before, he dropped to his knees in front of her. He lifted her left thigh, sliding it over his shoulder as his hands slid over her hips and up her torso. He cupped her breasts in his palms, his thumbs stroking over the sensitive points as his lips skimmed the damp skin of her inner thighs.

She clutched at his shoulders, so that her weak legs wouldn’t fail her, causing her to fall.

His mouth moved, his tongue easing through her folds of sensitive skin—over the very center of her femininity. She jerked in reaction, pleasure radiating from that point throughout her body. His fingers closed around her nipples, tugging as he dipped his tongue inside her.

Her muscles tightened as the pressure built. She arched against his mouth as he thrust his tongue in and out. “Conner!” she screamed, as sensations blinded her to what he was. She could think only of what he was doing to her. The pressure spiraled, winding tighter and tighter inside her until she jerked with the shock of sudden release. An orgasm slammed through her, her body trembling. She tried to pull away from his mouth, but he held her tight against his lips as his tongue continued to thrust in and out of her wet core.

“No!” she screamed, fighting against the realization that only he could bring her this kind of pleasure. Only him…

He pulled back and stared up at her. “Do you want me to stop?”

“No!” She couldn’t stop now…not when she knew there was more. So much more…

He lifted her onto the bed, satin sheets sliding beneath her back as his satiny skin pressed against her front when his body covered hers. Her leg still raised over his shoulder, he guided his pulsing cock into her. His length and girth stretched her, her inner muscles clutching at him as he thrust then pulled out. He pushed the glistening tip against the nub of her femininity, stroking the smooth skin of the end of his penis over her nub—again and again.

She writhed beneath him then reached for him, sliding her fingers over the wet length of his erection to urge him back inside her. She arched her hips, pulling him deep.

Conner leaned forward, taking her mouth with his…thrusting his tongue between her lips as his cock thrust inside her body. In and out. In and out. The pressure built again, her body aching with its painful intensity.

His mouth pulled from hers, his lips sliding down her throat. His fangs scraped across her skin. “I have to taste you—all of you,” he warned her before he bit her.

She screamed, another orgasm coursing through her as he spilled her blood then lapped it up. She reared off the bed—not in pain but ecstasy. Pushing him onto his back on the mattress, she straddled him. He drove deep, deeper than she ever remembered being touched before. But then it had been fifty years – not since she’d made love. There’d been other men—men she couldn’t remember. Men who’d meant nothing to her…as she’d searched for him.

Only he had ever reached her like this, pulling emotions and feelings from her she hadn’t believed existed. Even hatred; she had never hated anyone with the intensity with which she hated him.

He pulled his mouth from her throat and arched his neck back as he thrust his hips up, burying himself deeper inside her. Blood trickled from the corner of his lips. She kissed him, tasting the sweetness of the sticky liquid. Her blood. She had to have his.

She slid her mouth along his jaw, to his throat. Curling back her lips to expose her fangs, she bit him with a passionate violence.

He groaned and thrust faster, pumping inside her as she drank his very essence. Reaching between them, he slid his thumb over her clit—back and forth—until her world shattered.

She sat up and lifted her knees, so that his cock sank even deeper inside her as she licked her fingers with the blood she’d taken from him. Then she stroked the tips, sticky with his blood, over her nipples. He reached up until his mouth closed around the sensitive points and lapped up the blood she’d spilled. She shuddered and screamed, convulsing with the longest, most intense orgasm she’d ever had.

He lifted her from his lap and turned her over—then he guided his wet cock back inside her. His hands tight against her abdomen, he thrust inside again and again until he tensed. He bit her neck again as he came, spilling his seed inside her as he spilled her blood.

Conner stared down at the woman in his arms, her pale skin streaked with blood—his and hers. What the hell had he done? What had happened?

He jerked away from her. “I’m—I’m…”

“Speechless?” she asked, tilting her head over her shoulder to meet his gaze. Amusement twinkled in her green eyes like those glints of gold the light from the chandelier caught.

“Sorry,” he admitted. “I didn’t mean to…”

“Ravage me?”

Ravage? That was what he’d done to her. Fifty years ago. He had lost control, just as he’d lost it with Brandi. But Brandi was one of them, one of the secret society. Miranda Hamilton hadn’t been.

“I—I…” He needed distance; he needed perspective because for a moment there, when they’d been making love, he had thought she was Miranda. Her body had felt the same, as tight and soft. And she’d tasted the same: sweet with vulnerability yet with a hint of tart mischief. But it wasn’t possible that she was Miranda. He had made that impossible because of his recklessness. “I’ll be right back….”

His hand shaking, he closed the bathroom door, shutting himself away. He should have done that tonight, should have locked himself inside the apartment so that he wouldn’t do what he had done—use another woman to forget about the one he really wanted. The one he could never have again…

Blood oozed from the fang marks in his neck. He tracked the trails in the mirror above the vanity as he leaned over the sink and splashed cool water on his face. He wasn’t the only one bleeding. He’d bit her, too…as he’d lost control of his senses and his sanity. The woman had pushed him beyond reason…just as Miranda had fifty years ago.

And just as he’d hurt the young starlet, he’d hurt Brandi, too. He reached for a cloth and ran cool water over it. After squeezing out the excess, he pulled open the door and stepped back into the bedroom.

Even though the chandelier glowed yet, more shadows seemed to fill the room, cast darkest over the bed. She’d pulled up the blankets, so that he couldn’t see her until he walked up to her. But even then the satin sheets covered her body and her face. He clenched his fingers in the silky fabric and pulled back the covers.

Shock filled him, tensing his body and jarring his mind into numbness. He couldn’t react. He couldn’t move. He could only stare down at the pale, dead face of Miranda Hamilton. Blood covered her throat and smeared across her cheek, even trailing into her pale blond hair. Her eyes, also pale with that unusual amber color, stared back up at him.

But her eyes weren’t dead—they were vibrantly alive and glowing with hatred and vengeance. Suddenly she sprang up from the mattress, a wooden stake clutched tight in her hands. She pressed the sharp point against his chest.

Over his heart…

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Chapter Three

Miranda’s hands trembled as she grasped the stake, her palms damp against the wood from an ash tree. She’d researched everything in preparation for this day…when she would finally exact her revenge. She’d planned for every contingency—most likely his fighting her.

But he didn’t fight. He just stood—naked—before her and waited for her to sink the stake deep in his muscular chest, to pierce his heart. A laugh bubbled out of her throat with her sudden realization.

“I can’t kill you,” she admitted as she pulled away the stake and dropped it onto the bed.

His blue eyes glittered with awe, as he studied her face. “You’re no killer….”

“No, that’s not why,” she insisted. “It’s because you have no heart.” She, of all people, should have known that.

“You’re no killer,” he repeated as if he hadn’t heard her. He reached out, skimming his fingertips along her jaw then across her cheek. “And you’re no corpse.”

She’d done her best, with stage makeup, to make herself look like death. Over the past fifty years, she’d gotten adept at disguising herself. She raised her hands and tugged the pale blond wig from her head; it was the disguise, a prop, as it had been fifty years ago. Red was her natural color…along with the unusual amber hue of her eyes. The green had been contacts that had been too thin to completely hide the irises.

“I can’t believe you’re alive,” he murmured as he continued to stroke her skin.

She shivered. “You thought you’d killed me.”

“Yes,” he admitted, as he released a ragged sigh.

She reached for the stake again, closing her fingers around the wood. He might not have a heart, but the stake would stop him long enough for her to escape this time. “Sorry to disappoint you.”

“Disappoint?”

“You must be disappointed,” she persisted, “that you failed.”

“Failed?” His blond brows arched as his forehead furrowed with confusion. “Failed at what? I don’t understand….”

“And I thought I was a good actor,” she mused with another chuckle. She had been wrong about that, too, she’d realized when she’d watched her old movies. She hadn’t experienced enough emotion, until after Conner had destroyed her career, to portray her characters with any accuracy or depth.

“You are a good actress,” he assured her, “Brandi.”

Amused that he would continue trying to charm her, she smiled. “Now. It took me a while to learn, but you gave me plenty of motivation to get better.”

He shook his head. “You were always a great actress. In fact you should have won an Oscar for that death scene fifty years ago.”

“Scene?” she asked, repeating just one word of what he’d said—as he had with her.

“Obviously it was all an act—playing dead.” He pushed a slightly shaking hand through his hair.

“Playing?” she repeated, her voice cracking with emotion. “You thought I was playing?”

“Yes,” he said, gesturing at her. “You had to have been acting because you’re very much alive.”

“No thanks to you.” She lifted the stake and pressed the point against his chest again. “You drank my blood and left me for dead.”

He shook his head. “No…”

Miranda applied more pressure to the stake. “You murdered me.”

“You’re not dead,” he said again. Relief filled Conner. He cupped her cheek in his palm, stroking his thumb over the delicate bone beneath the silky skin. “I can’t believe I didn’t recognize you.”

But he’d spent the past fifty years seeing Miranda in every woman he saw. So, in an effort to maintain his sanity, he’d blinded himself to any resemblances. “It was you the other night, too,” he realized, “the girl with her heel stuck in the sewer grate.”

“Yes, but you didn’t take her home,” she pointed out as if she’d been disappointed. “You must have lost your appetite for sweet, innocent young things.”

He laughed now. “You might have been young, Miranda Hamilton, but you were never innocent. Or sweet…” The only sweet thing about her had been her blood.

Her face flushed with color beneath the nearly opaque layer of what must have been stage makeup. Heedless of the stake pressing against his heart, he lifted the damp washcloth he held and wiped it across her face. After washing away the deathly pallor, he eased the cloth from her face down her throat and removed the blood. Only some of that was makeup; the rest oozed from the fang marks in her neck.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

Her bright eyes hardened with anger and hatred. “For trying to kill me?”

“I didn’t want to hurt you,” he insisted, “then or now.” But he had. He dropped the washcloth onto the floor and lifted his fingertips to the wound on her throat.

She tensed and jerked away from his touch, and fear added to all those turbulent emotions in her unusually colored eyes. She’d made love with him, but she was afraid of him?

“You came here to kill me,” he realized, his heart clenching—not with fear, but regret. “And you thought you could do it.” That was why she hadn’t been scared to make love with him; she’d had the stake for protection…and his murder.

“I can do it,” she insisted. But the stake shook as her hands trembled.

Conner wrapped his hands around hers and pulled them back until her crude weapon dropped from her grasp. While the jagged wooden point had scraped his skin, it hadn’t drawn blood.

“You’re not a killer,” he told her again. “And you have no reason to kill me.”

Her chin jerked up and down in a vehement nod. “You know that I do. You tried to kill me. You thought you had.”

“I did think you were dead,” he admitted, his heart clenching with all that anguish and loss. “And I suffered guilt over your death for the past fifty years.”

“You suffered?” Her voice cracked with outrage. “You suffered? You stole my life from me. You stole my humanity and made me into…into a monster.”

Hell, he had deserved the guilt and still did. He had done all those things to her but one. “I did not try to kill you.”

“So biting me, stealing my blood—it was all an accident?” she asked, shaking her head in disbelief. Her red hair tumbled around her bare shoulders.

“No,” he admitted with an unsteady sigh. “I lost control. I never wanted anyone the way I wanted you.”

She snorted. “Lucky me…”

“I’m sorry.” He couldn’t apologize enough for what he’d done to her, for what he’d made her. “I shouldn’t have…but I didn’t want to lose you. I wanted us to be together—always. That was why I tried to turn you.”

“I don’t believe you,” she said. “I don’t believe anything you say.” But yet her gaze held his, as if she searched his eyes for the truth.

“I don’t blame you for not trusting me,” he said. He barely trusted himself around her. Because even now, even knowing how much she hated him, how she wanted him dead, he could barely resist the urge to push her back onto the bed and bury himself inside her again. “I can’t believe it’s really you….”

She shook her head. “It’s not. I’m not the same woman I once was…because of you.”

He hadn’t killed her, as he’d agonized over the past fifty years, but he had taken her life from her. “I was selfish.” So selfish. “But I thought I loved you. I thought I couldn’t live without you.”

She laughed, but the laughter resonated with bitterness not amusement. “Yet somehow you managed. I guess all your sexual conquests helped you forget all about me.”

“I hoped they would,” he confessed. “I tried…to forget about you. But you were always here.” He pressed his fist against his heart, where she had pressed the stake moments ago. “You were always here.”

She shook her head, the fear back in her eyes. Maybe she was afraid that he was telling the truth. “I should know better,” she said, her voice thick with self-disgust. “I should know what a charmer you are.”

“I’m telling you the truth,” he insisted. “Since you can’t believe what I say, maybe you’ll believe what I do….” Kneeling on the mattress, he joined her on the bed.

She didn’t cower away from him, but her body tensed and her eyes widened. “I know what you can do,” she said. “I know that you’re good at what you do.”

“Is that why you made love with me?” he wondered, unable to stop a grin from lifting his lips. “Because I’m good?”

She shook her head. “You’re bad.”

“And you intended to punish me,” he reminded her. With a wooden stake through the heart? The endangered organ slammed against his ribs, but with dread, not fear, again. She hated him so much…and she had every reason to hate him.

Could he make her love him? Could he make up for what he’d taken from her with what he could give her? His love…

He touched her, skimming his palms across her slender shoulders and down the length of her bare back. A shiver rippled through her, and her breath escaped in a gasp. He clenched her hips and pulled her forward, so that his cock pressed against her flat stomach. The hard length of it throbbed against her navel. He wanted to bury himself inside her, to forever join their bodies.

But he restrained his own desires to focus on hers. He lowered his head to brush his lips across first the bridge of her nose, then the curve of her cheek. Before he had the chance to kiss her lips, she moved…and her mouth pressed against his, a moan emanating from her throat.

He swallowed her moan, as he parted her lips and slid his tongue inside the moist sweetness of her mouth. She tasted of blood, his blood. And hers.

She pressed her hands against his chest, pushing him back even as her hips arched against his erection. Tearing her mouth from his, she cursed him, “Damn you. Damn you…”

Her nails nipped into his skin as she clutched his shoulders and pulled him against her again. A smile curved his lips at her urgency, her passion just as intense as his. Maybe she didn’t hate him as much as she wanted to….

But would she ever be able to love him…after what he’d done to her, what he’d taken from her? Her lips touched his again, and he shut off his mind. He didn’t want to think; he wanted only to feel and touch and taste…every inch of her. His chest tight against her breasts, he pressed her back until she lay on the bed. Her legs parted, her knees lifted, so that her thighs cradled his hips. She arched, rubbing her mound of reddish blond curls against his erection.

His body shaking with the urge to bury his cock inside her wet heat, he pulled back…and focused again on her. He concentrated on her silky skin, running his fingertips over every curve and dip of her exquisite figure. She murmured and shifted on the tangled sheets, arching against his caress. He kissed her again, drinking the sweetness of her mouth…sliding his tongue across hers.

She ran her nails down his back, pressing him against her…rubbing the nub of her desire up and down the length of his straining erection. But still he held back, even as his body shuddered with the need for release. Instead of sliding his cock inside her, he slid his fingers…stroking them in and out of her slick canal as his tongue stroked between her lips. He pressed his thumb against her clit, rubbing it gently as she squirmed and writhed beneath him. He pulled his mouth from hers, letting moans and whimpers spill from her lips as she struggled toward her own release. While he trailed his mouth down her throat, he resisted the urge to taste her again, to drink her essence.

He continued down her neck, over her collarbone and the slope of her breasts, leaving only kisses as he skimmed his mouth along her body. He stopped at the dark peach tips of her breasts, tugging a nipple between his lips. As his fang brushed the sensitive point, her body jerked then convulsed beneath him as an orgasm gripped her.

She cried out and clutched at his shoulders and back. But he slipped farther down her body and tasted the sweetness of her passion. He teased her with his tongue, stoking her desire again until hot juice spilled from her. Her hands tangled in his hair, pulling him back. “You—I need you,” she admitted, her voice cracking with the admission. “I need you to fill me….”

Her desperate words threatened his control, but then he realized he was giving her what she wanted. Him. And he guided his cock into her slick heat. Her muscles gripped him as she arched, pulling him deeper inside her.

He groaned, his body shaking with the need to thrust wildly until he satisfied his own desperate need for release. But he slowed his rhythm—even as she dug her nails into his butt and urged him faster. He took his time, fighting for control, as he prolonged the orgasm that gripped her.

She cried out and sobbed, tears spilling from her closed eyes. He kissed away the salty moisture. Then he kissed her lips, swallowing those cries of release. He skimmed his palms down her body, closing his hands around her full breasts and stroking his thumbs across her nipples.

She arched and thrust her hips against him. Then she reached between them and stroked the base of his shaft.

A groan tore from his throat as his control snapped. He grabbed her hips in his hands, lifting her against him as he pounded his cock inside her. She came again and again, her muscles gripping him so tightly that he exploded inside her. He lifted her and turned, so that he collapsed onto his back but she was still joined to him, still part of him. Just as she had been these past fifty years even though he had believed her dead.

But she was alive. And he had the chance to tell her what he’d rued never sharing with her. “I love you.”

His words struck her with all the force of a stake through her heart. “No,” she said, denying his declaration and her own instinctive reaction to it, to reciprocate it. She could not love a man she’d spent the past fifty years hating. “No…”

Her hand on his chest, she pushed herself away from him, breaking the hold of his arms around her. If only she could break the sexual hold he had on her…

As she moved, he hardened inside her, spiking her desire for him, making her want him all over again…no matter the mind-blowing pleasure he’d just given her. Selflessly…as if he really meant the words he spoke, the words that warmed his glittering blue eyes….

“No…”

“I love you,” he insisted as he shifted beneath her, his cock hardening and moving inside her. “I loved you then, and I love you now.”

She gasped…over the sensations rippling through her with orgasmic aftershocks. But she shook her head, unwilling to believe him. “You didn’t even know me then…/” They’d had only that one night together—that one endless night.

“I knew you,” he claimed, as he closed his hands around her hips and shifted her against him, burying his cock deeper inside her. “I knew who you were before I ever met you. Lost. Scared. Alone. I wanted to be there for you. Forever.”

She shook her head again even as she moved, arching to take him deeper inside her body—to the place only he could touch. “No. If I believe you, that you were only trying to turn me and not kill me—” as she’d been told “—then you cared only about yourself, about what you wanted. You wanted me to be available to you. Forever.”

Just as she had made herself available to him now. She needed to pull away from him, to break the connection of their bodies before another connection formed—one between their hearts and souls. She couldn’t accept what he claimed; she couldn’t trust his love.

But even as she fought those emotions, passion burned inside her…and the ripples of pleasure intensified until she shuddered with another orgasm.

He groaned and tensed beneath her, thrusting deep—once, twice and then he came on the third thrust. The warmth of his release poured inside her, as the warmth of his gaze poured over her face, his eyes aglow with love.

She wanted to believe he cared about her, but she’d already been a fool once for this man. She pulled away from him, separating their bodies. “You don’t love me,” she insisted. “If you loved me, you would have let it be my decision. You would have given me the choice of spending eternity with you.”

“I was selfish and stupid,” he admitted with a shaky sigh. “But having believed that I lost you, that I killed you, changed me. I know that what I did was wrong—that I should have cared more about what you wanted than what I wanted. Can you ever forgive me?”

“No.”

Chapter Four

No. The word impaled his heart more effectively than the stake ever would have. She shoved the stake back inside her purse. Then she stepped into her dress and yanked up the zipper.

“You can’t leave,” he told her.

“Are you going to try to stop me like you did last time?” she asked.

He shook his head. “No, but it’ll be daybreak soon. You can’t be out in the light.”

“I know all the rules of this eternal life,” she informed him, her voice sharp with bitterness. “I spent the past fifty years learning them the hard way.”

“I’m sorry….” He couldn’t say the words enough, but she refused to accept his apology. Or his love. But he couldn’t blame her. If their roles had been reversed, he doubted he could have forgiven her, either. So he didn’t try to stop her as she unlocked the door and left him.

He’d thought her gone forever once, and he’d been wrong. Somehow he doubted he’d get that lucky again. She wouldn’t be back. But at least she was alive.

How was she alive? He left the bed, rumpled from their lovemaking, and pulled on some clothes. Then he rushed out of the basement apartment. She was gone already. The streets deserted. The night was too late for mortals, dawn too close for immortals.

With time slipping away from him, he vaulted into the sky—flying through what was left of the night. Moments later he reached his destination and descended the cement steps leading down to Club Underground. The door was unlocked, and he walked into the empty bar. He glanced toward the dance floor, where he’d held Miranda—Brandi—in his arms. But he didn’t linger in the bar, passing through it to the hall that led to another unlocked door. The studded steel creaked on rusty hinges as he opened the door onto a room that was cold and dark and smelled of spilled blood and death.

A switch snapped and artificial light flickered then flooded the stark basement room. The doctor stood next to the metal table where he operated or dissected. “I’ve been expecting you,” the gray-haired man admitted.

He wasn’t mortal, not anymore, but he’d been old when he’d joined the secret society. Old and bitter.

“Why?” Conner asked. “Why tell me that she was dead?” He’d brought Miranda here, all those years ago, when she’d been unresponsive. She’d lost so much blood that he’d been afraid he’d killed instead of turned her. And this man had confirmed that fear.

The doctor sighed. “Because she needed to die. How in the hell had you believed you could have a happily ever after with her?”

Because for the first time in his infinite life, Conner West had fallen in love, and that heady rush of emotion had clouded his judgment and his common sense.

The doctor snorted his disgust. “She was a movie star. People would have questioned why she never aged. At least they would have fifty years ago. The secret society would have been discovered. She couldn’t live forever.”

“But she didn’t die,” Conner reminded the doctor, whose dark eyes burned with madness.

“I was going to kill her,” Dr. Hoekstra insisted. “But she was so beautiful…and so frightened and confused.”

Conner closed his eyes on a wave of regret, imagining how she must have felt when she’d regained consciousness to a new reality. To eternity. “Miranda…”

“I realized I could use her fear to persuade her to disappear. So I convinced her to hide,” the doctor explained, “from you. I told her that you’d tried to kill her, that you wanted her dead.”

And she had believed the crazy doctor because Conner hadn’t been there when she’d awakened. He’d left her lifeless body with the doctor, believing the physician when Dr. Hoekstra had pronounced her dead.

The man continued, “I told her she needed to hide or that you would find her and finish the job.”

Conner laughed at the doctor’s failure. “Instead of hiding from me, she spent fifty years tracking me down.” For vengeance, not love, he reminded himself.

Dr. Hoekstra sighed in acceptance of his defeat. “I should have killed her when you brought her to me. I should have killed her then.”

Conner shook his head. “No. Except for lying to her and me, you did the right thing. She was no threat to the secret society. She’s one of us now.” No matter how much she resented being a monster.

“After tonight, after the documentary that aired, there’s renewed interest in her disappearance,” Dr. Hoekstra pointed out. “People will start investigating what happened to her, and we can’t risk them discovering the truth.”

“We?”

“The society,” the doctor said as he lifted a wooden stake from where he’d held it below the metal surgical table. “You need to kill her for real this time, West. Or I will.”

“I’ll take care of her.”

Miranda shivered at the icy resolve in Conner’s deep voice as he calmly assured the doctor he would murder her. Tears stung her eyes, but she blinked them back, silently cursing herself for being so weak that she had nearly believed his claims. He wasn’t sorry he’d taken her life; he didn’t love her.

She’d wanted so badly to believe him. Hell, she’d just wanted him so badly. Her fingers trembling, she unclasped her purse and reached for her own wooden stake. They hadn’t seen her yet, where she lurked in the shadows of the doctor’s underground operating room. Like Conner, she’d wanted answers. Hell, she’d wanted proof that Conner had told her the truth—so that she could return to his bed, to his arms…

She’d been such a fool. She barely held in a gasp as he reached for the stake in the doctor’s outstretched hand. He might not have meant to kill her last time, but she had no doubts about his intentions this time.

Until he spoke again, telling the doctor, “I’ll take care of her. I won’t let you anywhere near her.”

“Her very existence threatens the safety of the entire society,” the doctor insisted. “She has to die.”

Conner shook his head. “You’re not going to hurt her. You’ll have to kill me first.”

“You would have been killed,” the doctor said, “had I told anyone what you’d done, how you’d risked revealing our secret by trying to turn her.”

“I didn’t just try,” Conner reminded the other man, “I succeeded.”

She heard the surprise in his voice, and the relief. He really had suffered with guilt over what he’d thought he’d done to her. She hadn’t had to punish him; she suspected he’d spent the past fifty years punishing himself.

“But turning her puts us all at risk,” the doctor repeated. “The rest of the society will agree with me. She needs to die.”

Conner shook his head. “No. They’ll realize that she’s lived as one of us for the past fifty years with no one suspecting who she is. They’ll know she’s no threat.”

The threat was the doctor, whose hand held tight to the stake Conner tried taking from him. Miranda gasped aloud as the two men began to grapple over the weapon. Distracted, Conner turned toward her, and the doctor gained the upper hand. The stake pressed against Conner’s chest, right above his heart.

Then a guttural growl emanated from his throat, and he fought back. But she suspected he wasn’t fighting for his own life but for hers, knowing that if he didn’t prevail that the doctor would kill her next.

“Get out of here!” he shouted at her, confirming her suspicion.

“No,” she said, “I’m not leaving you.” She rushed from the shadows, her weapon clutched tight in her hands. But before she could help, the metal table crashed over and the two men fell to the floor, locked in combat.

Another cry rang out in the room, this one of excruciating pain. Then silence fell, broken only by her agitated breaths. “Conner!”

For fifty years she had wanted him dead, but now she begged for him to live as she knelt near the tangled bodies. The doctor shifted, rising from the floor. And she tightened her grasp on the stake, ready to defend herself. But the doctor rolled over, as Conner pushed off his body. Blood spurted around the stake buried deep in Dr. Hoekstra’s chest.

Conner stared at the other man, his blue eyes wide with horror. “I—I killed him….”

How had she ever considered him a murderer? Would he ever forgive her for doubting him?

He had become what she had thought he was—a killer. Although, hours ago, the society had exonerated him of any wrongdoing in the doctor’s death, he knew better than to hope she would. And so he packed his belongings to leave Zantrax and her. Forever.

“Where are you going?” a husky female voice asked.

Startled, Conner whirled around to the door where she stood, her amber gaze on him. “Miranda…”

“Or Brandi,” she said as she crossed the room to him. “I’ve spent more years living as her than Miranda.”

He opened his mouth to apologize again, but she pressed her fingers across his lips.

“I see it in your eyes,” she said. “You don’t have to keep saying it.” She stroked her fingertips over the stubble along his jaw. “You don’t have to keep feeling it.”

He shook his head. “That’s not possible. I took everything away from you. Your career, your future…” And he would never forgive himself for acting so recklessly, so selfishly…

“My career?” She laughed. “I would have been forgotten long ago if not for my mysterious disappearance. I was a second-rate starlet. You made me a legend.”

Confusion…and desire…filled Conner as she stepped closer, her body brushing up against his. She’d changed out of the black satin dress for a curve-hugging knit one in nearly the same red as her hair. “You were so mad at me,” he reminded her, “mad enough to kill me. How can you forgive me?”

“I haven’t,” she said even as she arched her hips against him.

“Of course.”

“And I won’t…if you leave me,” she said as she wrapped her hands around his nape and pulled his head down to hers. She kissed him hungrily, her lips pressing his apart so that her tongue slid into his mouth and tangled with his. Their fangs scraped, sparking his desire into smoldering passion.

He slid his hands down her back to her hips. He cupped her butt in his palms and lifted her as she tilted her pelvis, rubbing her hips and abdomen against his erection. A groan slipped from his lips, and his control snapped. He couldn’t take it slow; he couldn’t make love to her as thoroughly as he had before.

He needed her now.

Her hand pushed between their bodies, and she unsnapped and unzipped his jeans, freeing his cock. He lifted her dress and tugged aside her panties as she guided him inside her. She was wet and ready for him, her body moist and hot as her inner muscles gripped him.

Her nails dug into his shoulders. “Hard,” she urged him as she wrapped her bare legs around his waist. She slid up and down.

Not bothering to knock the suitcase from the bed, he stayed on his feet, widening his stance to brace himself as he thrust inside her…as frantically as she rode him. Panting for breath, she pressed her mouth to his throat, nipping his skin with her fangs, but she didn’t drink. Instead she invited him, “Bite me….”

He met her gaze, and seeing the acceptance and excitement in her eyes, he buried his face in her neck and sank his fangs into the silky skin of her throat. Her blood trickled over his tongue, sweet and sticky, like the passion that poured over his cock as she came.

All his muscles taut, he thrust again and again…and joined her in blissful oblivion. “Brandi!”

She smiled against his mouth as she kissed him. “I prefer Brandi,” she admitted. “Not just the name but the life. I don’t feel so lost anymore….”

In his arms, she felt just the opposite as that abandoned child who’d never known love. She felt as if she belonged…with him. To him.

“You didn’t take away my future,” she assured him. “You gave me one…with you.”

His blue eyes bright with hope, he met her gaze. “Are you saying…”

“That I love you?” she asked then nodded as he smiled. “Yes, I love you. And I want to spend eternity with you.”

His arms tightened around her, pressing her breasts against his chest, where his heart—the heart she’d doubted he had—beat hard and fast. “I love you,” he vowed.

This time she believed him, not just because she trusted him now, but because she realized she was worthy of love. Her parents might have abandoned and forgotten about her. But in fifty years, he never had. Happiness filling her, her lips curved into a smile. “I know.”

“I love you now, and I will love you forever,” Conner promised.

She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, holding him tight. “That’s good because I spent so long looking for you I’m never going to let you go.” She’d tracked him down for vengeance and had found love instead.

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