From an Enchanter Fleeing
Peter Crowther
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O wild West Wind, thou breath of Autumn's being,
Thou, from whose unseen presence the leaves dead
Are driven like ghosts from an enchanter fleeing.
Percy Bysshe Shelley (1792-1822)
Ode to the West Wind
It is the fog that comes first. It drifts into the small town of Dawson
Corner while everyone is asleep, the entire town tucked up in their
beds ... dreaming dreams of hope and safety. And normality.
It sneaks down Main Street and around the old oak in front of the town
hall; it crouches in the hollows and ditches of the cemetery; and it
hides amongst the trees out by the lake.
It snakes along sidewalks, shuffles past storefronts and swirls across
picket-fenced lawns cut so fine they look painted. Then it banks
against water butt and shingle, fall pipe and boarding, slate and
wainscoting, building upon itself like aerosol cream or shaving foam,
working its way past downstairs windows and up to bedroom windows, and
then guttering and roof tiles until it reaches chimneypots and even the
occasional weather vane.
In the beginning, the fog is wispy, like cigarette smoke, but then it
thickens ... thickens until it becomes almost impenetrable.
That's when the dead come.
Some of them drift with the fog, ethereal translucent shapes, like
kites or bedsheets blown in on the west wind this autumn morning, ten
minutes before three a.m. ... the graveyard hour, the time when doctors
and nursing staff will tell you they have the most deaths, gentle
leave-takings, when folks done down by illness or the sheer
accumulation of years or even, on occasion, by the medication that's
been prescribed to them, check out for new adventures someplace else.
Others retrieve their corporeal states, lifting once familiar bodies
from casket and grave, from mausoleum and undertaker's parlor. And then
they shamble through the thick fog without so much as a single unsure
step, slow but determined.
Pieces of these visitors drop soundlessly to pavement and sidewalk,
plop onto lawn and porch, slide off of doorknobs and handles ...
sometimes leaving mottled residues on previously smooth and polished
surfaces.
Here comes one of them now ...
Matthew Fisher, a permanent eleven years, three months, and fifteen
days old, fresh from the lake where he has hidden these past eight
months, tangled up in weeds while the sheriff and a team of distressed
relatives and stalwart volunteers combed the countryside where he was
last seen, the search party finally deciding that the boy must have
fallen into the fast-moving river swollen with the spring thaws and was
like as not on his way to the ocean (if he wasn't there already). But
here he was all the time, right here in Dawson Corner, lying at the
bottom of the lake. And now he's come back to town, his face bloated
and white, his eye sockets empty and sightless, one ruined sneaker
still securely fastened around a foot and ankle that have nevertheless
had tiny visitors, hungry visitors. And so it is that, halfway along
Green Street, just a couple of houses from his old home, Matthew
Fisher's lower shin bone cracks and splinters, momentarily lurching him
to one side. He bends down, snaps the foot completely off and, carrying
it like a grisly memento, continues his journey, swaying side to side
when the shin-stump connects with the ground — slop, clunk, slop, clunk
— until he reaches a familiar picket fence and an even more familiar
walkway.
He moves up the walkway toward the house, easing himself up the three
steps to the porch and the swing chair, pulling open the screen door
with a hand that he absently notices is now reduced to just two fingers
— at which point he checks behind him on the path, scanning with those
deep black eye sockets, but seeing nothing — and then he thumps his
wizened and gray hand on the door frame, once and then again and at
last a third time, leaning forward until his face is almost touching
the glass door that leads to the kitchen, opening a mouth that is
stick-dry and wormy to say to the gowned figure that has just turned on
the light and is even now standing barely ten feet away from him, her
hands up to her face, and a yellow pool spreading on the floor around
her feet. Hi mom... I'm back! but no sounds come. Not from Matthew
Fisher, at least.
[IMAGE]
"That heavy?" the man asks, nodding at Hellboy's right arm, the
elbow-to-wrist section of which appears to be encased in a red-colored
dynamo or
jet-engine fuselage.
"Uh-uh," comes the response. A sidelong glance takes in the identity
tag hanging on a tight-linked chain around his neck: Lucius Jorgensen,
the tag's lettering proclaims.
"And those — " Jorgensen nods at Hellboy's head. "Look like goggles —
up on your forehead. What are they?"
"They're goggles." Who was this guy? Didn't he read Life magazine?
Watch TV?
"Yeah? They are goggles?"
"Yeah. I'm a pilot."
"No kidding. They look like they're part of your head."
"Right again. Surgically attached goggles. Stops me losing them."
The man shakes his head and continues to stare as Hellboy shuffles his
overcoat sleeve down a little before folding his arms across his
stomach. He only wishes he had a sombrero as well. But things could be
worse: the guy hasn't seen his tail or asked why his face is so red.
Leaning his head to one side, Jorgensen says, "They're not really
goggles are — "
The door opens and Tom Manning enters the office. His manner is
brusque, his face expressionless. He nods to the two men seated in
front of his desk before taking his seat. Clasping his hands on the
inlaid green leather of the desktop, Manning says, "Hellboy" and
"Jorgensen," each time with a nod that is returned. And then he says,
"You two know each other?"
Jorgensen turns to Hellboy, smiles and then looks front again, nodding.
Hellboy says, "We're old friends."
The Director of the Bureau for Paranormal Research and Defense grunts
and shakes a Marlboro from a pack that looks like he's been sitting on
it. Lighting the twisted cigarette, he says, "You okay, Lou?"
Jorgensen nods, eyes blinking.
"You don't need to do — "
"I'm okay. Really."
"Still on the medication?"
"Yes, sir."
"Helping?"
"The medication helps, yes, sir."
Another grunt and then, "Okay. Gentlemen, we have a problem."
Hellboy throws back his coat, watching Manning pull smoke out of the
Marlboro and blow rings. It never leaves you, he thinks, that desire to
go back to it. "Where this time, boss?" he asks, shaking off the
craving.
"Dawson Corner."
Hellboy looks questioningly at Jorgensen, Jorgensen looks questioningly
at Hellboy. They turn back.
"It's in Maine. Little town about thirty miles in from the coast.
Farming community. Think of a Post cover by Norman Rockwell —
barbershop, bandstand, corner drugstore where you can buy three-scoop
lime floats for a nickel. That kind of thing."
"What's the problem?" Jorgensen asks.
"Fog."
Hellboy frowns the question without speaking.
"This fog is different. Some kind of gas, maybe — " Manning shrugs and
blows out a thick plume of smoke. "We don't know. FBI had some people
up there first thing this morning."
"What happened?" Hellboy asks.
Manning says, "Take a look," and, pressing a button on his desk, turns
to face the large screen on the side wall. As the screen flickers to
life, the blinds on the window close up and, just for a moment, the
room is plunged into darkness. Hellboy hears Jorgensen breathe in, and
then the room bursts into life.
On the screen it's foggy — thick impenetrable fog. Both traditionally
suited men and women and military types — uniforms, thick boots,
weapons, shaved heads, chewing gum — stumble around in front of an
increasingly unsteady camera wailing and sobbing. Some are wearing
masks, with respirator blocks, while others are not. Still more are in
the process of ripping their masks from their faces or carrying them.
The camera is clearly hand-held. One of the men, rubbing his hand
across his eyes, comes up against the camera, pauses for a few seconds,
and then tears off his mask. He pulls the pistol from the holster on
his belt and points it at the camera. There are no protestations, just
interminable sobbing and crying. He pulls the trigger and blood-specks
and pieces of what Hellboy knows is human flesh spatter the man's face.
The camera falls to the ground but keeps running. Now towering above
the camera, the man gives a brief howl to the sky before placing the
gun barrel in his mouth — his mask hanging from his wrist — and firing.
He falls forward onto the camera and the screen goes dark.
Almost immediately, the blinds open and Manning presses a button that
turns off the screen.
"Thoughts?"
Hellboy shrugs. "Could use some editing."
"Lou?"
Jorgensen draws in a deep breath and says, "You been back in for the
bodies? I mean, I do take it they're all dead."
"I think that's the case. But no, we haven't been back in." He nods at
the now blank screen. "They were all wearing masks when they went in
there."
"All of them? Seems to me most of them weren't."
Manning shakes his head. "Everyone had a mask to begin with."
"Why'd they remove them?" Hellboy asks.
Manning shrugs. "They just seemed to go — " He searches for the right
word. " — seemed to go wild. It was okay right at the beginning, but as
soon as they were in the thick of that stuff — every man and woman of
them; hard-assed combat-ready troops and bright-as-a-button graduates
alike — they just tore them right off."
"And that's all we have?"
"That's all, Lou," Manning says. "It's your ball — yours and Hellboy's
— if you want to run with it."
"Hey, excuse me if I'm missing something here," Hellboy says. "If we go
in there to Dawson's Creek — "
"Corner. It's Dawson — singular — Corner."
"Whatever. If we go in there, isn't the same thing going to happen to
us?"
Manning looks across at Jorgensen. Jorgensen turns to face Hellboy and
says, "Not if we're not breathing."
"Ah, yes," Hellboy says after a few seconds. "There is that."
[IMAGE]
Outside of Manning's office, Hellboy asks Jorgensen, "So what's the
problem?" "We won't know until we get — "
"No, not with Dawson's Bend — "
"Corner. Dawson — singular — Corner."
"Right. Not there. What's the problem with you?"
"My wife. My children." They're walking out of the B.P.R.D.'s small
Manhattan office across from Central Park — otherwise known as "the
Staging Post" amongst operatives ("good place to get a fresh horse and
take a pee," as the word has it) — the sunshine glinting from the
windows of the buildings up Central Park West and Columbus Circle. Kids
are chasing each other around the park entrance, cab drivers are
slapping car doors with their hanging left arms, car horns are
blarrrt!-ing, skateboarders and roller-bladers are singing along to
metal and rap piped into their cerebral cortexes.
Hellboy knows the gist of what's coming even before it comes; he only
needs the fine details to complete the mental picture.
"Boating accident," Jorgensen says, checking the traffic for a break
and making it sound like he's responding to someone who just asked him
for the time. Hey, sure ... it's four-fifteen; and, by the way, my wife
and kids are dead.
"I'm sorry."
"Not your fault," Jorgensen says with a shrug.
"How many kids?"
"Three. Joey, Candice, and Monty. Eight, five, and almost two. And
their mom. Ruth." He turns to Hellboy. "You getting a cab or walking?"
"Walking." He waves his arm once. "Cabbies think I'm carrying a
bazooka."
Jorgensen chuckles. "Yeah, sorry about that."
Hellboy shrugs, says, "About what?"
"The shtick with your arm. And the horns. Plus the heavy tan and — " He
points casually to the back of Hellboy's voluminous coat. " — And
that," he adds.
"You already knew all about it, right?"
Jorgensen chuckles and pats Hellboy on the shoulder. "Like I don't read
Life magazine or watch TV, right?" He shakes his head. "I was kidding
you."
Hellboy gives silent thanks for his coloring. "Yeah, I think maybe I
get a little too self-conscious," he says, and then he takes a hold of
his tail and stuffs the end into his coat pocket. "Come on, we got a
'walk.' We'll go through the park."
They stroll across Central Park West — Hellboy ignoring the excited
mutterings and wide-eyed stares of recognition he gets as he goes by —
and through the gates. Almost immediately, the sounds of the city start
to fade away. After a few minutes, Manhattan is a recent memory of
someplace they were but aren't anymore.
The story comes out steadily but with a degree of determination.
The Jorgensen family was holidaying. Washington State. Out on a boat.
Stranded. Something wrong with the engine. Seas got choppy. Storm
broke. Boat capsized. No moon. Just the five of them in the water. His
hearing their cries over the sound of the wind and the sea. Frantically
flailing one way and then another, swimming — no, not swimming: nothing
so civilized in that sea — blind as he followed first one screaming
voice and then another. The voices stopped. One by one. And all that
was left was the sound of the storm. And of Lucius Jorgensen screaming
their names out in the darkness, one after another, time after time
after time.
"Jeez, I'm so sorry," Hellboy says.
"Like I said, not your fault."
They're sitting on a bench watching the squirrels.
"They found two of them," Jorgensen says, in a kind of
oh-and-by-the-way manner. "Joey and Candice," he adds.
Hellboy waits before asking about Jorgensen's wife and the little boy.
Jorgensen shakes his head.
"The medication do any good?"
Jorgensen gives a little chuckle but doesn't say anything.
"Not taking anything, huh?"
"They just want to give you anti-depressants. You get hooked on those
babies, and it's night-night for good."
A big squirrel stops right in front of them, picks something up between
its paws, and proceeds to eat. It watches them carefully.
"I asked Manning if I could come back. He said no. But then this came
up, and he asked me. Just as well."
"Yeah? How's that?"
"If I'd stayed home — " He pauses and looks around, taking in a deep
breath. "Well, there's nothing to stay home for. Nothing to carry on
living for." He turns to Hellboy. "But I kept putting it off. Figured
it was unfair to deprive the Company of my talents."
Hellboy nods. "And those are?"
"I've developed a solution that slows down the respiratory system
without affecting consciousness. And when I say 'slows it down,' I mean
it virtually stops the need to take in air at all. Through the nose,
through the mouth... even through the skin. We're going to be using it
in cryogenics but it has certain benefits in everyday use. Such as in
combat."
"The good of weapons of mass destruction."
Jorgensen nods. "With this stuff, they can throw anything they want to
throw at us and it won't matter ... because we won't be breathing."
"How long does it last?"
"Couple hours. Three at the outside. We can't risk any longer."
"How come?"
"It slows the heart down — and I mean it pretty much stops it without
your losing consciousness. But the downside of that — of the fact that
the heart isn't pumping blood — is that you leave it too long, it
starts to clot in the veins."
Hellboy follows another squirrel with his eyes.
"So, that what you think this is? Terrorist attack?"
"In Dawson Corner, Maine?" He shakes his head. "Uh-uh."
"So what?"
"I have absolutely no idea."
[IMAGE]
The town is up ahead of them, but they can't see it. Not an electricity
or phone-line pylon, not a roadsign, not a distant rooftop. Nothing.
"Zilch," says Jorgensen, lowering his infrared binoculars. "Like trying
to look inside a bran muffin."
Right in front of them, stretched across the road, is a wall of fog.
Its sides pulsate and roil but it stays in one place — doesn't come any
nearer to where they're standing.
The five of them drove over in a stretch limo that you could land
planes on: Hellboy, Jorgensen, two marines who didn't speak anything
except militarese, and a driver called Maurice. After a couple of brief
exchanges —
You not too hot in that outfit?
Sir, no sir!
Nice weather today, huh?
Sir, yes sir!.
— Hellboy thinks it's a blessing the marines don't speak much. Now
they're here, the marines just stare, and Maurice spends his time
chewing, shaking his head, and repeating the Savior's name as though it
may help somehow. It doesn't.
Jorgensen hands a bottle of water and little plastic cup of tablets to
Hellboy and then takes a similar dose himself.
"That it?"
Jorgensen nods. "That's it."
"What do we do now?"
"We wait."
"How long?"
"Half hour."
Hellboy looks up into the spring sky. The clouds are strung out like
gossamer across a deep red and violet around the sun. "Sun's going
down," he says.
"Yep."
Hellboy frowns. "That not a problem?"
"Why? Past your bedtime?" He chuckles. "We go in any earlier we could
end up sucking on our guns." He nods at Hellboy's right arm. "Or, in
your case, your hand."
"You ever considered stand-up?"
Jorgensen smiles but doesn't answer. He lifts a machine out of the back
of their jeep and fastens a leather strap around his neck. He looks
like a cigarette girl in one of the swanky Manhattan clubs, but Hellboy
doesn't say anything. He just watches the wall of fog shimmering in
front of them.
Jorgensen, now wearing some kind of earphones set attached to the tray
at his stomach, goes right up to the fog and sticks what looks like a
wand into it. He remains like that for several minutes, one hand
holding the wand and the other adjusting dials and switches on the
tray.
When he comes back, he's frowning.
"What was that all about?"
Setting the tray in the trunk of the limo, Jorgensen says, "Analyzing
the fog."
Hellboy waits, watches Jorgensen check his watch.
"So?"
"So, it's not fog." He looks over at him and breathes in. He puts his
hand over his mouth and nose and waits, watching Hellboy. After several
minutes, he removes his hand. "I think we're okay," he says. "You
ready?"
Hellboy shrugs. "I guess so. What was all that about?"
"All what?"
"You holding your breath."
"I wasn't holding my breath. There isn't any to hold."
"Huh?"
"Don't you feel anything?"
Hellboy pulls a face. "Like what?"
"Like your mouth being different?"
Hellboy looks at Jorgensen, smacks his lips, and frowns. "Hey," he
says, his face lighting up like a child's. "It's working." He puts his
hand over the lower half of his face and mumbles, "I'm not breathing."
"That's not strictly true," Jorgensen says as Hellboy removes his hand
from his face and attempts to gulp in air, without success. "If you
weren't breathing at all, you'd die."
"Bummer." Hellboy scowls and points at his mouth. "Sad face."
"Hard to tell the difference." Jorgensen hands a set of goggles to
Hellboy, watches as Hellboy puts them on over his glare.
"Real goggles," Hellboy says. "You do care."
Jorgensen ignores him and says, "Your respiratory system has slowed to
the slightest fraction of its usual rate — think of hibernation and
then multiply it a hundred-fold. You'll get air but very little spread
over long periods." He pulls a set of goggles over his own head.
"Infrared," he says. Then he lifts a metal-handled reel of fluorescent
yellow cord out of the jeep. He takes the end of the cord and starts
attaching it to the jeep's door handle.
"These to help us see?" Hellboy swings around with the goggles in
place.
"They're to help us see," Jorgensen says.
"That to stop us getting lost?" Hellboy asks, nodding at the cord.
"That's to stop us getting lost."
Hellboy grimaces. "Richest country in the world and we end up walking
into oblivion wearing 3D glasses and carrying a length of string
stretched out behind us and tied to the doorknob."
"Sometimes the least technological methods are the most effective."
"I know some politicians wouldn't agree."
Hefting the reel in his right hand, Jorgensen says, "Politics and
common sense never were natural bedfellows."
"Amen to that."
"Okay," Jorgensen says, "time-to-go time." He reaches out a hand. "Hold
my hand."
"Hey," Hellboy says, taking a single backward step, "don't I get
flowers? Candies?"
"You got the goggles. You're turning into an expensive date. Just take
my hand. We go in there, no telling what's going to happen. Could end
up wandering around there until the pills wear off."
"Could be messy."
Jorgensen doesn't respond. He looks around and takes a step forward,
Maurice and the two marines watching.
The yellow cord unravelling alongside them, Jorgensen and Hellboy step
cautiously into the fog. Almost immediately, all reference to the
outside — the sunshine, the blue sky, the clouds — disappear from
sight. All that there is, is the fog — thick as cotton candy.
Hellboy shuffles his grip on Jorgensen's hand and makes to take a deep
breath. Only no air comes in and none goes out. He looks down at his
chest and repeats the attempt: no expansion. "I don't think I'm going
to get used to this not breathing," he says. "I keep wanting to do it
but — "
There's no response from Jorgensen.
"You sure it's okay?"
"It's like I said," Jorgensen says with a sigh. "And don't forget, you
lived that way before you were born." Hellboy is suddenly aware that
Jorgensen's voice has changed — he has turned to face Hellboy now,
saying, "Assuming you were born, of course."
"A stork brought me."
"A roc more like."
They have walked about seventy or eighty feet now, and the fog doesn't
seem quite so thick, although — even with the glasses — they can barely
see their own hands in front of their faces.
Suddenly, Hellboy sees a dark shape pass in front of him, hears the
sound of shoes on wooden boards for a few moments. Then silence again.
"Hear that?"
Jorgensen grunts.
They move on.
"Hey," Hellboy says, suddenly remembering. "You never did say ... about
the fog, I mean."
"What about it?"
"You said it wasn't fog. How'd you figure that?"
"I analyzed it. Fog is pretty much just plain water — kind of vaporized
into a mist-form, but basically plain water. This stuff is primarily
water but it has two other components as well."
Squinting into the murk, Hellboy says, "What are those?"
"Well, the first one is mucin — that's a hydrophilic: in other words,
it likes water."
"And the second one?"
"The second one is — or are — phospholipids."
Hellboy waits for a few seconds and then, when it's clear that
Jorgensen isn't going to add anything more, says, "You're losing me
here, doc. What's the significance of these extra two elements?"
"They're not typically found in fog, in mist, or even in rain."
"Where are they typically found?"
"In the eye. The mucin is created by the goblet cells of the
conjunctiva while the phospholipids are produced by the meibomian
glands. And, of course, water is produced by the lacimal glands."
"I thought you said that was just water?"
"It is. But it's also present in the eye and in a hundred other places
as well. But not the mucin or the phospholipids."
Hellboy turns to face into the gloom and nods, turning the information
over in his head. "You're telling me that this fog was created by an
eye?"
Jorgensen yelps in pain.
"You okay?"
"Yes. I just walked into some kind of — " He lets go of Hellboy's hand
and waves his hand in front of him until it connects with a clunk.
"It's a road sign ... street sign, something like that." There's the
sound of a frenzied rubbing of material. "Shit, that hurts."
"It'll be fine," Hellboy says. "So much for the damn glasses."
"I just wasn't watching where I was going," comes the response.
"Gimme your hand."
Re-connected and now walking on wooden boards alongside storefront
windows they can just make out, Hellboy and Jorgensen choose each step
very carefully.
"So, it's all been produced by an eye?"
"Several eyes, but yes ... it's produced by the eye. But only under
certain circumstances."
"Yeah? How come?"
Jorgensen waits for a few seconds before he says, "It's tears."
[IMAGE]
After a while the fog seems to weaken. It doesn't fade away completely,
and the intrepid duo still maintain their link, but they can soon make
out the shapes of buildings and parked vehicles, fences and trashcans.
And then, something else. Hellboy watches, straining his eyes to see
while Jorgensen crouches down by an object at the side of the road.
"There's two of them," Jorgensen says. "Both male."
"Dead?"
"Yep. Well dead." Jorgensen bends closer until the first shape's head
assumes more detail. That's when he sees that the entire face has been
blown off. He gives thanks at this moment that he cannot smell. Now if
only he couldn't even remember smell, he would be fine. But, alas, he
can. He can do only too well.
Is this your son?
Yes ...
And this your —
My daughter.
I'm sor —
She was five years old. Her name was —
The man pulls the sheet hack but as he does, Lucius Jorgensen, suddenly
feeling very old and frail, notices that one of his daughter's eyelids
looks sunken ...as though there's nothing underneath it.
— Candice, he tells the man. Her name is Candice. He wonders whether he
should have used the past tense.
With the sheet back over his daughter, the smell fades away a little.
But only a little.
Have you found my wife? Jorgensen asks. My baby? He considers
explaining that he's talking about two bodies there, not just the one
... but he decides against it.
The man shakes his head. Didn't find nobody el —
"You okay?" Hellboy asks.
Jorgensen stands up. "I'm fine." He shifts the reel of yellow cord to
his left hand and flexes his right. "Nothing we can do for them."
Hellboy takes a hold of the man's jacket. "Looks like it's thinning out
a little," he says. And it's true. As they start off again along the
road — or wherever it is they're walking — they can make out building
shapes, the familiar form of an automobile, and even their own
slow-moving reflections walking parallel to them. Hellboy looks up.
"The moon's up. I'm getting light here."
They stop to look at the window, neither of them speaking, both of them
flexing hands or lifting arms slightly, and finding something in such
brief movements that gives cause for optimism ... even though they
caused them themselves.
And then, from diagonally across the street, a high-pitched squeak cuts
through the mist. Hellboy and Jorgensen turn around and squint into the
murk where they can just make out a figure standing against a screen
door. It's a woman, they both realize as the mist clears momentarily.
Stepping off from her porch and onto the path that leads to the
roadside, the woman smiles dreamily, looking first at Hellboy and then
at Jorgensen, her steps a little awkward, stilted, like she's maybe had
a little too much to drink or just woken up. Then she looks back over
her shoulder, back at the house, where the mist still swirls around the
porch in blustery ribbons of gray and white.
"Ma'am?" Jorgensen says, keeping his voice calm, non-accusatory,
non-threatening.
Mindful of his appearance, Hellboy pulls his gabardine coat about
himself and attempts to cover his right arm — his Right Hand of Doom —
with his left, and keep his tail under wraps. He's only partially
successful but the woman, while continuing to look from one of their
faces to the other, beaming all the time, seems not to notice.
"He came back to me," she says at last.
And it's a big Amen to that, Brothers and Sisters, Hellboy adds
mentally.
"Ma'am?" Jorgensen says again, this time holding out a hand to the
woman, taking a tentative step toward her, reducing the space between
them. He pulls the goggles from his face and thrusts them into his
pocket, returning the hand to its outstretched position.
Behind the woman, the porch door creaks open, its brittle whine cutting
through the mist.
"My Davey," the woman says. "He came back to me." And she turns around,
wringing her hands together, muttering.
Hellboy peers.
Jorgensen peers.
And then, slowly, falteringly, a young man makes his way down the two
steps from the porch to the path before, one foot placed carefully in
front of the other.
"Oh, Davey," the woman says, breathing the words rather than simply
speaking them.
The man is little more than a boy, they now see as his face emerges
from the swirling cotton candy that surrounds them. He's decked out in
his Sunday best — a black or dark gray suit, white shirt fastened at
the neck and crowned with a subtly colored tie (red? Hellboy thinks,
looking down at his own hand which appears similar in shade and hue,
though he wonders if it's the glasses). On his feet the boy is sporting
sneakers, which seems incongruous with the rest of the outfit. But,
around the water and coffee machines of the B.P.R.D., Hellboy has heard
all about the constant battle of parenthood.
"Hellboy ... "
Jorgensen doesn't need to say any more. Hellboy has seen it for
himself.
Now that the boy — surely no more than fifteen, sixteen years old — is
almost upon the woman (presumably his mother), he raises his arms,
hands flexed and stretched, fingers yearning for touch. He's walking
very awkwardly now, Hellboy sees, his legs apparently being moved with
great difficulty ... or pain? Hellboy glances up at the boy's face and
sees no sign of discomfort. But those arms ...
Hellboy steps forward, throwing his coat-tails out around him and
lifting his right arm.
"Hellboy — "
At the tone of Jorgensen's voice the woman turns, her smile fading as
she sees Hellboy's arm raised. She turns fully and raises her own
hands, palms erect against Hellboy, her eyes glaring wide.
"No," she shouts, "he means no harm."
Hellboy glances quickly at the shambling boy now only a few feet away
from the woman's back, arms still outstretched. "Doesn't look that way
to me, lady," he snarls ... but, as he watches the boy, he notices the
right side of his head. And then the left. Hellboy frowns.
Responding to the frown, the woman turns and sees what Hellboy sees.
The right side of the boy's head is blackened and indented; there seems
to have been some attempt at covering over the discoloration but it
hasn't been entirely successful. But the left side — a hair-covered
flap of skin hanging over what appears to be a large hole, behind which
Hellboy glimpses pieces of bone — is far worse.
"The bullet went right through," the woman says dreamily as she turns
back to Hellboy. "But he came back to us from the undertaker's parlor.
My Davey," she adds finally. "I think he wants to talk to you."
Hellboy holds his position as the boy finally reaches the woman and
takes hold of either side of her head. He stays like that, as unmoving
as a statue, and the woman drops her own arms by her side.
Hellboy takes three steps forward to take him within reaching distance
of the woman. He watches her eyes roll backwards. And she opens her
mouth.
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Can mere sound have color? Can it have a smell? Or a texture?
The sound that issues from Wilhemina Pritznuk has all of these things:
it carries with it a blackness that is so impenetrable that mere light
must attempt to go around it, casting brief reflections that shimmer
and die in the mist alongside; it brings an olfactory odor so strong
that Jorgensen's nose begins to bleed, and his eyes run with a yellow
matter thick as mustard; and it moves toward and engulfs them with a
sheer physicality so strong that it pushes them back, bending ribcage,
sternum, and pelvis.
Staggering backwards, Jorgensen covers his ears ... then his nose and
eyes ... and finally, he bends forward, wrong-footing himself so that
he falls sideways, curling up, knees to forehead, crotch to mouth,
turning his head sideways so that at least one ear is protected.
Hellboy sees that the other one — the one that is unprotected — is
bleeding.
We mean you no harm, the sounds say when their swirling is done.
And now the sound is acceptable; the blackness has drained from it and
only the fog remains; the pressure is gone from Hellboy's and
Jorgensen's frames, though the bruising remains; and the smell — either
rancid meat or stagnant water — has faded, leaving only the faintest
hint of staleness. The vaguest hint of cheap perfume on dirty skin.
Hellboy steadies himself and steps close to the woman.
Groaning, Jorgensen gets to his feet, mopping blood and matter from eye
and ear, nose and mouth.
"Who are you?" he asks.
Me or the woman?
Jorgensen says, "Both."
Her name is Billie Pritznuk. Shes my mother.
"And you are — "
"Davey?" Hellboy finishes.
Yes. I am — or was — David Pritznuk.
"Was? Who are you now."
Now I'm a shade. On the other side. But I am others, too. All the
others.
"Why — Why are you here?" Jorgensen ventures.
To fix the break.
"Break?" Hellboy asks.
And so, through the woman's drab monotone of possession, the story
unfolds.
[IMAGE]
What you must understand is that the other side is a land inside a land.
"Right," Hellboy intones.
Refusing to acknowledge the sarcastic tone, or simply ignorant of it,
the woman / boy continues. The newly dead assemble in the outer area
where they wait to be acclimatized to their situation. The voice pauses
and then adds, It's a difficult time.
"I'll bet," says Hellboy. He's pulling my leg, he thinks.
Jorgensen glances at him fiercely.
"Sorry."
The grief is palpable. Millions upon millions, every day, countless
thousands upon countless thousands each hour, hundreds upon hundreds
every tiny fraction of a single second... whether old or young, torn
from their lives, separated from their families and their friends,
coming to terms with death memory —
"Death memory?"
The woman turns to face Jorgensen. Their bodies recall the very moment
that everything closes down: the very nanosecond when veins stop
pushing through blood and hearts cease to beat. There is a time — the
time of leaving — that they are aware, a knife-edge of understanding
before they tumble over. That is death memory.
Hellboy hears Jorgensen mutter something, but it's lost on him as the
voice continues.
As I said, the grief is huge — in each case — and there are many, many
cases. Try to imagine, the voice says, the world as a whole: try to
imagine — step back
within your heads and picture the world, all the myriad continents and
countries, the hospice bedrooms and hospital emergency rooms, the
bombs, the killings, the traffic accidents, the household mistakes,
faulty wiring, drownings, suffocations, fires ... the cancers,
coronaries, and heart attacks ... the millions who die and the millions
who are born ... the endless cycle of death and birth, birth and death.
The comings and the goings. And before the newly dead can pass over
completely, they must be cleansed.
"Cleansed? Like some kind of detoxification process?"
Yes, the woman / boy says with what Hellboy thinks might just be a
smile.
There is no sadness on the other side and none may take any in with
them. For most newcomers, the process might last a day or two; for
others, just a few hours; and for an unfortunate few, weeks or even
months.
That accumulation of grief — the true, boundless grief of the death
memory, built up over millions of years —
"The fog," Jorgensen mutters.
— yes, as you say, the fog, the voice adds. It is unlike anything that
exists on this side. While the death memory is being extinguished from
them, these new arrivals will do anything to stop the pain and anguish.
But, of course, there is nothing they can do. They must wait it out.
"Cold turkey," Hellboy says.
Both the boy and woman nod in unison. And so it flows and eddies and
swirls about them, cutting them off from all others, making impossible
any relief.
"So the fog — this accumulation of grief — is all around this ... this
waiting area?" Jorgensen asks.
Yes. The waiting area is a gray zone of exorcised grief impacted upon
itself trillion-fold on trillion-fold. It's deadly to people who are
still alive ... the embodiment of profound hopelessness and despair...
more than anyone could possibly bear. Well, you've seen what happened.
"With the soldiers?"
The woman nods. They did whatever was necessary to stop it. She shrugs.
And now they themselves are adding to it. More expunged grief.
"And it's leaking out."
It was leaking out, the voice says directly to Hellboy.
"So what is this?" Hellboy asks. "Are you like the little Dutch kid
plugging a hole in the dike with your finger?"
For a few seconds, both Hellboy and Jorgensen think that the woman-host
is not going to respond but, at last, she says, Something like that.
Then she lifts an arm and waves it out majestically. And as you can
probably see, the leak has been fixed and the fog is dissipating. In a
few more hours it will be gone and safe for people to be in here.
Jorgensen says, "But why did you come here?"
It's not only me. Many of the people who used to live in Dawson Corner
are here ... at least all those who have relatives and friends still
here in the town. Some, who no longer have access to their bodies, came
in incorporeal form — ghosts, if you will — while others retrieved
bodies from mausoleum crypts, cemetery plots, and, as in my own case,
undertaker's parlor-slabs. The voice pauses for a few seconds and then
adds, Needless to say, the bodies they found were not always in the
condition they'd left them.
But we had to come. If we hadn't, then all of our friends and relatives
here in town would have succumbed to the fog. We couldn't allow that.
"So how could you stop them?"
We couldn't stop them breathing it. What we could do was build up such
a colossal weight of good feeling and optimism that it might counteract
the effects.
"Sounds a little too 'new age' to me," Hellboy mutters.
The woman sighs and, behind her, just for a second or two, the boy
drops his head slightly. No, its decidedly old age, the voice says, the
boy having raised his head again. Optimism and faith have long been
strong adversaries of resignation, acceptance, and despair. Of course,
we haven't been successful in every case, the voice continues, softer
now. But we did what we could. After a pause, it adds, And now I see
it's time to go.
Hellboy looks around him and sees the street is clearing. He can see
store windows, an open sidewalk, parked automobiles, telegraph poles, a
mailbox. And he can see a group of people ... a demonstration of sorts,
all standing stock-still in the center of the street, the final wisps
of gray twisting around them and dissipating into nothingness.
The people are men and women, boys and girls, young and old ...
Living and dead.
"Jesus Christ," Jorgensen says as he follows Hellboy's stare.
The boy removes his hands from the woman's head and steps around her,
walking stiltedly across the street to where a gaggle of emaciated
pensioners surround two badly disfigured accident victims from a
five-vehicle smash-up on the Interstate five miles out of Messane,
their hair burned away to stubble and their faces frazzled, one side
exposing yellowed teeth and blackened gums; a young man wearing a
kaftan, his face milky white, rubs shoulders with a boy of what could
be around twelve or fourteen summers — it's hard for Hellboy to be more
precise as the boy's skin is bloated and pallid, partly eaten away, the
eye sockets empty holes ... and in his left hand he holds what appears
to be a severed foot (this is confirmed when Hellboy sees that the boy
is leaning to one side, his left leg ending in a ragged stump); two old
women who can't weigh more than one hundred pounds between them, their
hair wispy and fumbled, like steel wool, lean against the window of the
hardware store, one of the women holding a small, gray-faced baby who,
distinctly un-baby-like, watches the proceedings with a calm far beyond
its apparent years. These are the solid ones, the corporeal ones;
there are others who look perfectly normal, undamaged and whole,
holographic images hanging in the air like clean laundry, shimmering
and shifting though there is no wind blowing.
"The dead of Dawson Corner," the woman says, her voice back to normal.
Hellboy sees, forming behind them on the sidewalk, the town's living
inhabitants, their faces carrying tired smiles, moist eyes.
"Were you aware of what you were saying," Jorgensen asks, "when — you
know — when Davey was holding you?"
The woman nods. "It was as though his voice — that wonderfully moving
and familiar voice — were speaking right out of me ... right from here
— " She hits her chest once, with a small closed fist. " — and I
understood everything." She looks around and then squints upward.
Shafts of moonlight are filtering through. She looks back at the two
men and says, "Your people will be here soon."
"Is it safe?"
Jorgensen walks across to the group of corpses and cadavers, wraiths
and wisps, shades and specters. "It's safe," he says, more a mumble
than actual speech. When he reaches the boy — Davey — he holds out a
hand.
"Jorgensen!" Hellboy steps forward onto the street, his tail and coat
swirling out around him like a whiplash.
"Please ...," Jorgensen says.
Behind them, the woman says, "He can't speak. He's fresh from old
Mister Swinney's funeral parlor, filled with sawdust and formaldehyde.
That's why he had to speak through me."
With what appears to be a frown — his face creasing and folding like
modeling clay, and his mouth opening slowly to form an almost-perfect O
— the boy takes a hold of Jorgensen's hand.
Hellboy brings up his right arm and makes to spring forward, but the
woman's hand on his shoulder stays him.
"Leave him be," she says. "Just leave him be. They won't hurt him."
Hellboy is not convinced but, seeing no immediate danger, he rests his
arm by his side, suddenly feeling its full weight.
Jorgensen shudders, pulls back with a start though he doesn't break
contact with the boy. The boy takes another step forward and places his
other hand on the side of Jorgensen's face. And then he drops both
hands, steps back, and, without a word being spoken, he drops to the
ground.
Others — the damaged ones or the ones wearing pressed suits and best
dresses — follow his example.
Then the shades fade, the storefronts and sidewalk behind them now
showing through their midriffs and their legs, increasing in its
intensity, until, as one, they disappear like soap bubbles, popping out
of existence as though they had never truly been there.
Hellboy wonders if perhaps they never were.
Jorgensen drops his head, and for a few seconds he seems to be about to
fall himself. But then he straightens, lifts himself tall, and turns.
As he does so, he looks across the street.
Hellboy turns and stares.
Outside the general store there's the faintest glimmer on the sidewalk,
a disturbance of the air particles, of something bending the fabric of
the atmosphere out of shape. Out of nothingness, a shape begins to
form, a roiling mass of color and density, shadow and substance.
"Hellboy ..."
"I'm watching it," Hellboy says, "I'm watching it," and he steps to the
side, standing astride the outstretched figure of David Pritznuk, his
tail unfurled and swaying side to side.
"Get the people off the street," Jorgensen says, and he takes a step
toward the disturbance.
The "disturbance" is some kind of fracture in the ether, like a
holographic transmission that's not quite connecting. But parts of it
are now showing through as Jorgensen walks slowly toward it, showing
through and then fading out again, then coming back — different parts
of it — and fading again.
Hellboy moves to his left, covering Jorgensen's side and back, stepping
carefully over the prone shapes, some of them on the road itself and
others half on and half off the sidewalk.
As Hellboy starts to call out to the townsfolk, two things happen: the
first thing is that the "disturbance," such as it is, finishes coming
through and all of the electrical static charge around it subsides,
leaving only a woman of about thirty-five, forty. Just before the
second thing happens, Hellboy notices that she's carrying something in
her outstretched arms.
The second thing that happens is someone grabs his tail. And that's
when the lights go out in Hellboy's mind, leaving in their wake a dim
but somehow comforting and reassuring glow. He feels himself jerk
spasmodically, waving his big right arm weakly across in front of
himself — it's ineffectual because there's nobody there. As he lurches
drunkenly he catches sight of the boy — David whatsisname — propped up
on an elbow with the other hand firmly holding onto his tail. He thinks
maybe he should do something about that but that's when the voices come
into him.
And then through him.
He opens his mouth to speak, wondering what it is he's going to say.
Lucius? Oh, baby...
The words taste strange in Hellboy's mouth ... strange and wet, with an
underlying saltiness of sea water. He can feel the memory of it on his
face, in his mouth, up his nostrils ...
Without turning to Hellboy, Jorgensen moves forward, dropping the spool
of yellow cord right where he stands. "Ruth?"
I'm here, baby. You've been worrying and you shouldn't. We're fine.
"'We're'?" He looks down at the bundle she's carrying and sees a small
arm shoot upwards, wafting the air before withdrawing.
Come see him, the voice coming out of Hellboy's mouth says softly. Come
say hello to your son.
The tiny head pushes itself forward from the bundle and turns jerkily
toward Jorgensen. The face smiles.
"Monty ...," Jorgensen whispers.
Tilting his head to one side — where he sees the outstretched cadaver
still holding onto his tail — Hellboy, or whatever powers now operate
from within him, whispers. Exactly what he whispers, he doesn't know
... words and phrases, rounded syllables and stuttered consonants,
vignettes and extracts, softnesses and affections, breaths and oaths.
Absently, his head, arms, and legs twitching as though he's plugged
into a main electricity supply, Hellboy glances up ahead as the sounds
pour from inside of him. There, on the sidewalk of a midnight
small-town in Maine, Jorgensen, Ruth, and Monty are re-united. They
don't touch — they can't touch — but Hellboy sees them look into each
other's eyes. Sees Jorgensen's hand move out to the bundle in his dead
wife's arms ... and softly push right though it, the image swirling
like colored smoke where the hand passes.
Then, all at once, the pressure on his tail suddenly subsides and
Hellboy falls forward onto the pavement with a dull thud. He lies there
for seconds which extend into minutes. When he lifts his head, the
street is empty of shades and ghosts and Jorgensen is on his knees —
Hellboy can hear the man sobbing. Alongside Jorgensen, the living
townsfolk of Dawson Corner have gathered, their hands on his shuddering
shoulders.
They have all lost friends and loved ones this night, Hellboy realizes
as he scans the street so strewn with bodies. Either lost them or
re-lost them.
"You know," Hellboy hears one woman say to another, "there's no sadder
sound in the whole world than that of a man crying."
The other woman nods and then, very carefully, turns to look in
Hellboy's direction.
"What about the other one?" she says.
"He'll be okay," comes the response. And then, "Well, as okay as he was
when he got here I guess."
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On the way back to Manhattan, Jorgensen says, "You okay?" Hellboy nods.
"Okay. Empty. Took it out of me." He looks at Jorgensen and says,
"You?"
Jorgensen nods. "Better now."
"What did she say — I mean, what did I say? No, forget that. I have no
right to ask."
Jorgensen waves never mind and says, "She just told me to take care of
myself."
"Sound advice."
Hellboy sees an exit sign coming up on the right, but no sooner has he
seen it than it's behind them. He turns and looks out of the rear
window.
"What is it?" Jorgensen asks.
Turning around in his seat, Hellboy addresses the marines up front.
"Either of you guys see that last exit sign?" he says.
"Sir, yes sir!" the driver snaps. For a second, Hellboy is afraid the
man will stand sharply to attention and salute right where he's
sitting, causing the stretch limo to jacknife against the traffic.
"What did it say?"
"It said 'To Arkham,' sir," the man says. "Twenty-eight miles, sir."
Hellboy turns to face Jorgensen and smiles, shaking his head. "I
thought it was a myth," he says softly.
Jorgensen leans toward him and says, "That's what I thought about you."
As the limo speeds toward the waiting metropolis of New York City, the
sun edges over the horizon and spreads its light westwards.
And yonder shines Aurora's harbinger;
At whose approach, ghosts wandering here and there,
Troop home to churchyards.
William Shakespeare (1564-1616)
A Midsummer Night's Dream