The Brotherhood of the Gun
Frank Darabont
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They appeared like a mirage in the blast-furnace heat, shimmering and
weaving into view like a feverish dream. The two riders plodded across
the high desert wastes, hammered at every step by a sun set in a
cloudless sky seemingly leeched of color, a jury of watchful buzzards
skating the thermals high above.
In the lead rode Billy Quintaine, eyes pinned to the horizon ahead. He
wasn't a man who'd ever laughed at much, and it showed in his face.
Twin Frontier Colts, well-worn but maintained by their owner with a
devotion approaching that of a master watchmaker, rode on his hips in a
matching pair of oiled holsters.
Bringing up the rear was Harley Tyrell, his horse trailing some fifteen
feet behind Billy's at the end of a rope. Harley swayed in the saddle,
clutching a suppurated, days-old gunshot wound in his belly. Dried
blood, brown as old barn paint, had made his shirtfront stiff. He
seemed to be staring down at it, his chin bobbing on his chest. A
handful of flies were buzzing and crawling there, but Harley didn't
notice. In truth, Harley hadn't noticed much in the last few days.
His head came up with a lurch. He stared up at the sun, mind swimming
in and out of focus, his voice the sound of dry nettles in a hot wind:
"Billy? Billy, you there?"
Billy didn't look back. "Yeah, Harley. Still here."
"Can't let 'em catch us, Billy!"
"We lost that posse three days ago. Probably still chasing dust devils
up in the territories."
Harley let out a wail and jerked his head about, seeing phantoms. "Have
a care, Billy! They're close! I hear hoof beats! I see dust on the
horizon! Looky there!"
Billy didn't. He knew if he did, he'd see nothing but desert and more
goddamn desert. Harley's mind swam out again, his chin settling back to
his chest. It was a mercy for both of them.
They hadn't gone another hundred yards when Billy heard Harley slip
from his saddle and his body hit the hardpan. Billy glanced back,
brought his horse to a stop. He dismounted and walked back to where
Harley lay on the ground, arms and legs thrown akimbo. He was staring
feverishly at the sky, his sight mostly gone.
Dying. No point in gilding that lily, thought Billy. A man as badly
gutshot as Harley Tyrell had never really had a chance anyway. Billy'd
brought the dying man along less out of hope of finding a doctor than
out of simple loyalty, like for old time's sake. You didn't leave a
wounded man behind as long as he could still ride, leastways not if you
could help it, that's how Billy saw things. But it was time to face the
fact that Harley's riding days were over. A brief flicker of regret
crossed Billy's face.
"Oh sweet God and sonny Jesus," whispered Harley, the words draining
from his cracked lips. "I hurt. I hurt sooo baaad. Like I'm in fiiiire
..."
Billy eased a Colt from its holster with a creak of leather. He aimed
the gun down between Harley's eyes and thumbed the hammer back with a
soft, oily click. Somewhere above, he heard a buzzard shrieking.
Harley's mind seemed to clear just then, fleetingly lucid. His gaze
found Billy's, and he gave him a childlike, trusting smile.
"Billy?"
Billy felt the Colt buck in his hand, heard the thunderclap in his
ears, and for a brief moment the world was all white flame.
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They found the grave a few hours later, just as the sun was kissing the
horizon and turning the desert the color of blood. It wasn't much to
look at, just an oblong heap of rocks upon which a cluster of buzzards
squabbled and fretted, prying at the stones. The marker itself was no
more than a stick thrust into the ground from which a weathered gunbelt
hung. The bullets had been removed from their loops, but the sidearm —
a scuffed Navy Colt with a chipped wooden grip — still occupied the
holster.
McMurdo fired from his saddle and blew a buzzard's head to paste. It
flopped over in a geyser of feathers and tumbled off the grave, sending
its colleagues screaming into the air in petulant rage. McMurdo got off
his horse and strode forth, the lever-action Winchester nestled in the
crook of his arm, his duster billowing up behind him like black wings.
Already the air was going cold, though he could still feel the heat of
the waning day radiating up from the cracked and blasted ground. He was
rangy leaning toward gaunt, his face as thin and weathered as jerky,
his hair tied back in a ponytail. He wore silver-toed boots with
Mexican spurs, a necklace of knucklebones, and the badge of a Texas
Ranger pinned near his heart.
He swept off his hat and crouched at the grave, taking it in, his sharp
eyes missing nothing. Crouching there, he reminded the other men of a
spider. Thin and angular as he was, it was an impossible association
not to make.
Scorby dismounted and came up behind him, standing at a respectful
distance. With McMurdo, one always stood at a respectful distance, not
because it was ever demanded, but simply out of instinct.
"Here lies Harley Tyrell," murmured McMurdo. "Dropped out of this life
and straight into hell." He tossed a look at Scorby and chuckled.
"Well, damn me, too, if I ain't a poet."
Scorby didn't crack a smile. McMurdo was always making little jokes and
rhymes like that, but for some reason they never seemed very funny
coming from him.
"How you know it's him?"
McMurdo's eyes slid back to the grave. "Initials on the gun. There on
the grip. Dig him up if you don't believe me."
McMurdo sensed something unspoken. He glanced up again at Scorby's face
and saw a look there he didn't much care for. "You got something to
say? Say it."
"Well, Mr. McMurdo ... thing is ... we been at it over a week now. Boys
are tired as hell. Talkin' about turning back."
McMurdo weighed this, glanced toward the others. Some two dozen good
men sat astride their exhausted horses, watching him, waiting for a
reaction. He spat, more to get the dust out of his throat than in
contempt, but he knew contempt was how it would be taken, and that was
fine.
"This grave's only hours old. The rest of you give up if you want. Me,
I'm going after Quintaine."
McMurdo rose and brushed past Scorby. He mounted up and spurred his
horse on, knowing the eyes of the men were on him.
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The next day, Billy saw a small graveyard on the crest of a low hill.
It was nothing fancy, just a boothill, but it was surrounded by a small
picket fence and was the only sign of civilization he'd seen since he
and Harley had ridden hard out of Danielsville ten days ago with
bullets whining past their ears like wasps. He cantered his horse up
the hill with a tiny knot of hope burning in his throat for the first
time in days, Harley's riderless horse trailing behind him.
His heart gave a little kick as he crested the rise. There was a town
on the other side, almost within shouting distance. It wasn't much to
look at, a hopeless-looking place choked with dust and heat. In fact,
if God took a shit in the desert, it would bear a striking resemblance.
But, by damn, if it wasn't salvation!
Billy glanced at the tiny graveyard and allowed himself a tired smile.
"Never you mind, you boys, you just keep molderin' away. Ain't my time
yet." He heeled his horse in the ribs and headed into town.
A languorous, metallic clank-clank-clank greeted him as he came up the
town's only thoroughfare. Somebody pounding a horseshoe. From the
buildings on both sides of the street came the stares of scattered
townsfolk watching Billy ride in. An old man rocking in the shade of a
barbershop gave him a nod. Some kids playing listlessly in the dirt
paused to gape. A bony old hound squatted in the middle of the street
and greeted him with a splash of piss, just for form's sake.
He followed the weary clanking to the blacksmith's shop and dismounted.
The sound stopped and the blacksmith peered out, blinking at the
daylight.
"Feed and water for the night," said Billy.
The other man nodded, wiping his hands. Billy dug a coin from his
pocket and flipped it to him. The blacksmith examined it with a grunt,
apparently satisfied, then tossed an idle glance at the two horses.
"What happened to the other rider?"
Billy gave a look that chilled the other man's marrow. The blacksmith
shrank back, realizing too late not to pry into a stranger's affairs.
"No never mind to me," he muttered. "I'll take good care of 'em for
you, I surely will."
Billy dismissed him without comment and headed across the street to the
saloon. He mounted the boardwalk and was within a few paces of entering
when a voice called out and froze him in mid-stride:
"Billy! Billy Quintaine!"
Billy turned. A man as thin as a whip stood across the street, leaning
against the wall in the meager shade of a building. He wore silver-toed
boots and a string of knucklebones around his neck. They stood for long
seconds watching each other with heavy-lidded eyes. They were both of a
kind, and knew it at a glance without having to speak. There would be
no parlay between them, no question of arrest or surrender, none of
that polite bushwah. The thin man detached from the wall and moved into
the street, duster swept back and flapping in the breeze, hand hovering
near his holster.
"I'm calling you out, Quintaine!"
Billy stepped off the boards and circled slowly into the street,
angling for position. The sun was directly overhead and in neither
man's eyes, so he knew the advantage was mostly even. He kept his eyes
on his adversary, but his peripheral vision told him townsfolk were
scurrying for cover.
"You the one been trackin' me?"
"Clear across the state."
"The lengths a man'll go to just to get hisself killed." Billy came to
a stop, facing the other man at a distance of some forty paces. "You
got a name?"
"McMurdo."
"McMurdo." Billy knew the name and respected it. "That'd be Tom,
wouldn't it? Texas Ranger. Hear tell you're the best there is."
McMurdo drew a slow breath. "Gotta take you in, Billy. Your choice as
how."
Billy nodded, spread his feet a bit, found his stance. His fingers
flexed, hovering near his holstered Colt.
"Well then, Ranger man ... make your move."
The gunfighters stood, frozen like statues, eons passing in the space
of mere heartbeats. A hot wind off the high desert blew dust around
their boots. A tumble-weed rolled by.
They went for their guns, both men drawing like oiled lightning.
Billy felt the Colt buck in his hand, heard the thunderclap in his
ears, and for a brief moment the world was all white flame.
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Billy entered the saloon, the ghosts of the gunshots still ringing in
his ears. He felt lightheaded and passing strange, no doubt a residual
of his many days in the heat. He worked his jaw to clear his hearing
and waited for his eyes to adjust. The place was dark but for the murky
daylight filtering through the grime-streaked windows. Dozens of
shadowy men were drinking and playing cards, clustered at small, round,
wooden tables stretching back into the dim recesses of the room. Billy
was taken aback to see so many patrons, and came to wonder if these
mightn't be the men who'd ridden with McMurdo. Well, he thought, if
they were, they were surely cowed to know their leader lay dead as hell
outside in the noonday sun with a dumbstruck look on his face.
Billy stood his ground. If these were McMurdo's men, he figured there
was no percentage in turning tail. Cowed men can turn brave on a dime.
Like as not, they'd be after him like wolves and take him down. Better
to play the odds and gut it out right here in the saloon. He moved to
the bar with a show of unconcern, prepared to put a hole through the
first man to make a move, and the eleven after that.
He bellied up to the rail and put his back to the room. The hairs were
crawling on the back of his neck, but no sudden movement came to his
ears. The bartender was nowhere to be seen, so he helped himself to a
bottle of rye, pouring a shot and knocking it back. There was still no
sound in the place, save for the soft rustle of poker being played and
the desultory buzzing of flies.
As Billy poured a second shot, the emphatic slap of a card drew his
attention. He glanced over and saw a man alone at a table, playing
solitaire and slowly murdering a bottle of rum. He couldn't see the
face, shrouded in darkness as the man was, but it was clear the
stranger was watching him.
"You look like a card-playing man," came the voice, citified and
pleasant, breaking the silence.
Billy gathered the bottle of rye and the shot-glass, and drifted to the
man's table. He kept alert for any hostile moves from the men in the
room, but none seemed forthcoming. He found himself relaxing some, the
rye warming his belly in a pleasant way. He sat carefully, eyes on the
man before him. "Can't say as I mind so much, long as they're dealt
straight."
The stranger leaned into the light, tipping his bowler. He was a little
man with bloodshot eyes, a detachable collar in danger of detaching at
any moment, and wire-rim spectacles perched on a ruddy nose. The suit
he wore was threadbare and frayed — as threadbare and frayed, in fact,
as the man himself.
His hands, however ... now those were another matter. They were more
than clever and beyond fast, moving with the precision of a skilled
surgeon. He spread the cards across the table with a sweep of one hand,
revealing them all face up. A normal deck. A reverse sweep and the
cards jumped into his hands to be shuffled through lightning-fast
fingers. He dealt them facedown, five for Billy and five for himself.
"You got fast hands," said Billy.
"So do you, friend, so do you," replied the man, glancing at Billy's
guns.
Billy picked up his cards, fanned them open ... and froze. They were
all identical. Five black aces of spades. Billy glowered over his
cards, slapped them back facedown on the table. "What are you trying to
pull, friend?"
"Nothing, my good sir, nothing at all. Just trying to prove an
important point."
"Which is?"
"That the hand ..."
His pale hand darted out and flipped Billy's cards over. They were
normal again. "... is quicker than the eye."
Billy mulled this display of legerdemain, wrestling with a smile. If
there was one thing he admired it was skill, whatever form that skill
took. And he had to admit, the skill of the little gent in the bowler
hat was a sight to see. Seeing the grudging approval on Billy's face,
the man smiled and reached down, hefting a battered suitcase off the
floor and onto the table. He threw the clasps and Billy reacted fast, a
Frontier Colt suddenly leveled at the other man's forehead. It was a
magic trick of his own, done before the other man even knew the gun had
left Billy's holster. The little fellow went stiff and lifted his hands
slowly into view with a queasy smile, his clever fingers tickling the
air.
"My, you are fast. Forgive me. I forget a man in your line of work
can't be too careful." He glanced down, indicating the case. "May I?"
Billy gave him a measured nod that said do it slowly. The little man
put his hands on the case, spun it halfway around so Billy could get a
clear view, and lifted the lid. Revealed inside were row upon row of
small brown bottles held neatly in place by fabric straps. Each bottle
had a paper label which read: DOCTOR ARGUS'S WONDER TONIC. The man
snatched up a bottle, held it next to his face, and launched into a
mile-a-minute pitch:
"Allow me to introduce myself, Cornelius Bosch, originally out of
Duluth, ever been to Duluth, friend?" He held a beat, waiting for Billy
to answer. Billy didn't. "I thought not. Well, I'm here to tell you
about a miracle of modern medicine ... the one, the only, the
thoroughly amazing ... Doctor Argus's Wonder Tonic! Guaranteed to
quicken the senses, sharpen the reflexes, and improve the vision! Yes,
you heard me right, I said improve the vision. And even the fastest
among us can use that extra little edge, am I right? Each bottle is
being offered today at the unbelievably low introductory price of one
single dollar. Yes, you heard that right, just one thin buck! How many
will you be taking friend?"
The man's palaver was greeted with deep silence. Billy hadn't moved or
blinked throughout. In fact, his Colt hadn't budged an inch and was
still leveled at Bosch's forehead. Bosch swallowed, his adam's apple
bobbing.
"Did I mention our special discount? A one-day-only offer often percent
off if you buy — " He was interrupted by a soft click as Billy thumbed
the hammer back. Bosch cleared his throat gently. "Twenty percent off?"
"Go peddle your potion elsewheres, little man. I'm as fast as there is,
nor do I care much for fast-talkers and con men."
"Mr. Quintaine. Your hand is quicker than the eye, true enough. But
even a man of your considerable skill could use a little of what Doctor
Argus has to give." He placed the bottle on the table and slid it
ever-so-carefully across to Billy. "Guaranteed to sharpen the senses
and improve the vision. Give heed, sir. My final offer, never before
made, one time only. An entire bottle of Doctor Argus's Wonder Tonic
... absolutely free. If you don't see a marked difference ... if things
aren't clearer to you than they ever were before or you ever thought
possible ... I'll pay you the dollar."
Billy gave Bosch a faint, steely smile. The gun dipped and returned to
its holster. "I'll go along, little man. If only to teach you a lesson
about playin' a fella for a fool. Mind, you'll pay more than just a
dollar. I don't look kindly on bein' took for simple."
"You drive a hard bargain, Mr. Quintaine. But fair enough."
Billy uncorked the bottle, put it to his lips, and took a long pull.
His face went taut with the bitterness of it. Wrestling with the
aftertaste, he gazed around the saloon.
Nothing remarkable made itself known. Those same hard men sat quietly
in those same murky shadows, drinking and playing cards. Billy
re-stoppered the potion and slid the bottle back across the table.
"Looks like your magic juice ain't but snake oil, friend."
Bosch leaned forward, eyes riveted to Billy. "Are you sure, Mr.
Quintaine? Look again, I implore you. Look hard"
Billy did, feeling foolish, his gaze sliding from one shadowy patron to
the next. There was something decidedly odd about these men ... they
drank and played cards but hardly ever spoke, and then only in
whispers. It also came to him to consider that the vague glimpses he
caught of their faces in the dimmish light showed them to be pale ...
too pale for men who lived under the harsh sun of a desert.
He saw a bald man lean through a spill of light. Their eyes met
briefly, but then the man was gone from view, hidden behind another
card player. Billy's face betrayed a glimmer of recognition. He tore
his gaze away, trying to shake his disquiet.
"What?" whispered Bosch.
"Nothin'. Just that fella back there."
"What about him?"
Billy hesitated. "For a moment he looked like someone I once ..."
Bosch licked his lips nervously. "Once what?"
"... once knew. Couldn't be him, though. He's dead."
"Oh. I see." Bosch settled back.
Billy grew ever more uneasy, casting furtive glances about the room. He
caught a glimpse of a face here, a face there, but hardly ever enough
to get a good look. More unnerving still, some of the men seemed to be
glancing away the moment Billy's eyes found them, as if they'd been
staring at him only the instant before.
Finally, one man threw in his hand and leaned back in his chair to
await the next deal, face falling squarely into a spill of light. He
had a sweeping handlebar mustache and wore a black frock coat. Billy
took his eyes off the man, squeezed them shut in disbelief, opened them
again. Bosch leaned in, oozing concern.
"Mr. Quintaine?"
Billy's voice fell to a whisper. "That fella there. Damned if he ain't
the spittin' image of Doc Jessup."
"Doc Jessup? The law man?"
"Law man, my ass. He was a lowlife bounty hunter ... till he caught up
with me in Nogales, and I put a hole through that little tin star of
his."
Bosch's eyes grew wide. "He's deceased? Are you sure?"
" 'Course I'm sure. I'm the one who 'deceased' him." He stole another
glance. "Damn, that fella could be his twin brother."
At that moment, the man with the mustache reached for his vest,
sweeping his coat aside. A tin star was revealed there, pinned over his
heart. In the center of the badge was a bullet hole, perfectly round
and crusted with flecks of brown. A cascade of blood had once spilled
down his front and soaked into his trouser leg, where it had dried and
caked the fabric stiff as board. A few flies had lofted up from inside
the man's coat as he'd opened it and were now buzzing lazily in the
air. He waved them idly aside as he plucked a cheroot from his vest
pocket and planted it between his teeth. He lit a match with his
thumbnail and put flame to his cigar, puffing it to life. Smoke swirled
up and caught the light.
His eyes met Billy's, and he smiled.
Billy looked slackly away, the color gone from his face. He glanced to
Bosch, but found no help there — the little man wore a fixed smile, his
expression inscrutable. Feeling like the victim of a bad dream, Billy
looked again at the man with the mustache.
Doc Jessup was still watching him. He blew a smoke ring that billowed
toward the ceiling, and muttered something to his two companions. This
prompted the man across from Jessup to turn in his seat and look
straight at Billy. It was Harley Tyrell, Billy's recently deceased
partner, his forehead cracked open by a .45 caliber bullet that had
just yesterday blown a hole between his eyes and splashed a torrent of
blood down his face. A few flies were crawling aimlessly in the wound
as if looking for treasure there. Then the third man at the table
leaned back a bit, peering around Harley to also get a look at Billy.
It was Tom McMurdo, the Texas Ranger whom Billy had just left dead in
the street, sporting two gaping bullet holes — one in his chest, the
other in the hollow of his throat. An empty string, once a necklace of
knucklebones, hung loose about his neck. Billy's second shot had torn
through it, blasting those bones off their string and into the air.
They'd scattered into the dust at McMurdo's feet before he'd gone down.
Billy had seen it happen.
Billy sat, limp, all strength drained from his arms and legs, mind
reeling.
"I'm seeing things," he whispered.
That's when I finally spoke up. "Well, yes and no," I told him.
Billy turned and saw me. I suppose it goes without saying that his jaw
dropped.
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I was behind the bar. I'd been there all along, watching this whole
thing unfold. Billy hadn't seen me when he'd walked in, of course, even
though I'd been there plain as day, and I'm kind of hard to miss. He'd
stared right through me when he'd bellied up to the bar and poured
himself that first shot of rye. I have to say I'd really admired his
nerve at that moment, the way he'd kept his back to the room and dared
somebody to make a move. He hadn't seen me then because his mind simply
hadn't been open to it, but now that it was I'm sure I struck him as
quite a sight — seven feet tall, three hundred and fifty pounds, and
red. Plus there was the matter of the sawed-off horns. From a distance,
people have occasionally mistaken them for goggles parked on my
forehead. I was almost tempted to let my tail twitch up into view from
behind the bar just to see the look on his face, but I didn't give in.
This was delicate business, and no time to be fooling around. Billy
just sat pinned in his chair, gaping. For a taciturn man, he looked
ready to jump out of his skin. He actually closed his eyes and rubbed
them with his fists, like a kid expecting the boogeyman to disappear
when he opened them again. I'm not the boogeyman, so I didn't oblige
him.
"You're not seeing things that aren't there," I continued gently. "Or
haven't been there all along."
Billy tore his gaze off me and put it on Bosch. He was having trouble
catching his breath, but managed a harsh whisper: "What was in that
tonic?"
"As advertised, sir, the Doctor's tonic is guaranteed to sharpen the
senses and improve the — "
Billy lunged across the table, grabbed him by the throat, and hauled
him choking out of his chair. "You slipped me some'a that Injun peyote,
din'cha? I'll snap your scrawny neck, you son of a — "
The sound of chair legs scraping the floor made Billy freeze. He
turned, heart hammering. A half-breed Washita Cherokee had risen to his
feet at a table across the room. He had three bullet holes stitched
across his chest. From the look on Billy's face, he remembered putting
them there.
"Frank? Frank Little Bear?"
Little Bear gave a nod. "Been a long time, Billy."
Another chair scraped, drawing Billy's attention as another man stood.
Billy seemed to know him, too. Chairs began scraping all over the
saloon as the dead rose to their feet. They were shredded with gunfire,
spattered with dried blood. They gave off an acrid reek of expended
gunpowder mingled with that cloying cinnamon smell I always seem to
encounter when dealing with the dead. Billy's gaze darted wildly around
at their sallow faces and empty eyes. Of course he recognized them all,
and why wouldn't he? He'd killed each and every one of them.
"Look around, Billy," I said. "Many familiar faces here. Many old
friends."
"They've all come to pay their respects, Mr. Quintaine," added Bosch.
"All those you've ever killed. You're the guest of honor here today."
Billy let go of Bosch and shot me a terrified look. "Who are you? The
Devil himself, come to snatch my soul?"
I did my best not to laugh. I didn't want to offend the guy. "Naw. They
call me Hellboy, but that's just on account of appearances. I'm a
concerned friend, is all."
The dead men chose that moment to start closing in on Billy from all
corners of the room. He took that for a bad sign and backed away,
yelling to Bosch: "Then you'd be Satan? And that galoot behind the bar,
that'd be your demon?"
"Satan? Oh, my. You do me far too much credit. I told you, name's
Cornelius Bosch, originally from Duluth. A traveling salesman and
sometimes gambler. Born with a gift of gab, which is why the others
invited me here today. I'm not with these gentlemen, strictly speaking,
though we do share a kinship. I was caught in the crossfire when you
robbed that Wells Fargo office in Haddonton, Missouri." He pronounced
it Missoura. He reached up and opened his suit coat, revealing a bloody
hole in his vest. "A stray bullet. Your stray bullet, I'm afraid."
The dead kept advancing, hemming Billy from all sides. He finally ran
out of backing-up room and bumped into the bar, watching the revenants
loom closer.
He slapped leather and drew both guns, picking targets at random and
blazing away. I clapped my hands over my ears and tried not to go deaf
from the massive booming gunshots — holy crap, those old Frontier Colts
were loud.' I was yelling for Billy to quit it, tried to tell him he
was overreacting, but he was firing shot after shot and doing some
yelling of his own: "YOU'RE DEMONS FROM THE PIT, COME TO DRAG ME OFF TO
HELL!" The dead men were staggered back as the bullets hit home,
chewing through them in clouds of dust — but dust is all they were,
brittle as parchment, and they remained on their feet. Billy's guns ran
dry, snapping a few times on empty chambers. I took my hands off my
ears, relieved, working my jaw. The ringing in my head was fierce, but
I could still hear McMurdo well enough:
"Heaven or hell, Billy. Whatever you care to call it. It's a warm
place. A quiet place. Maybe after a lifetime of tussle, somebody
figured we had a little quiet comin' to us." The kindness in his voice
surprised me. Even the hard men can be kind, as it turns out.
"We're all there, Billy," added Harley, flies orbiting his head. "All
of us who lived by the gun. And died by it."
"We're a brotherhood," said Doc Jessup. "A brotherhood of the gun."
"You don't belong here, Billy," insisted Little Bear. "You belong with
us."
"NO!" roared Billy, the ice returning to his veins. "Now you listen!"
They stopped in their tracks and waited to hear what he had to say. The
dead are polite at times, if not downright placid. Depends what mood
you catch 'em in. Billy jabbed a finger at Bosch. "I'm sorry for your
misfortune, friend, but I never meant for that bullet to find you! If
you were standin' where you shouldn't, you only got yourself to blame!
And you, Harley! You were dyin' anyhow! All I did was put you out of
your sufferin'! It was a kindness!" He lifted his chin and seemed to
grow a few inches, looking them all straight in the eye. Again, I
admired his nerve. "As for the rest of you, I kilt each and every man
in a fair fight! I never backshot a single feller among you, so you got
no cause now to come a slitherin' out of your graves to complain!"
"Can't argue a bit of it," whispered McMurdo. "It's all like you say.
But our time is past. You don't belong here. None of us do." He drew
close, and for a moment I thought he was going to kiss him. "Like I
said, Billy. I gotta take you in."
"Listen to him, Billy," I said, resting my elbows heavily on the bar.
"He's making good sense. Why don't you ask me what year it is?"
But Billy ignored me, roaring in McMurdo's face: "I shot you down, Tom
McMurdo! Shot you dead as hell! Least you should do is stay that way!
Fair is fair!"
"You shot me dead, true enough. But you don't recollect what happened
after that, do you?"
Billy hesitated. I saw confusion on his face as he tried to remember.
"I ... I came in here." He tossed a glance my way as if maybe I'd back
him up. I just shrugged.
"You recall walking away from his body? Crossing the street? Coming up
those saloon steps? Can you honestly say you remember any of it?"
"I must've! I'm here, ain't I?"
"It's all a blank, isn't it?" I tapped my noggin with the forefinger of
my giant stone hand. "C'mon, think. Tell me you remember anything after
Mr. McMurdo bit the proverbial dust. You can't, can you?"
" 'Course not," said McMurdo, shaking his head at Billy. "Stubborn as a
mule and twice as dumb. You're just like us, only you ain't got sense
enough to admit it."
"Accept it, Mr. Quintaine," said Bosch. "That's all you have to do.
Just accept it."
The dead men started muttering, urging Billy on, ghostly voices echoing
and overlapping, swelling to an eerie drone that set my teeth on edge.
Billy was shrinking in on himself, and I can't say I blamed him — it
was spooky as hell and whittling away my nerves, too. He whirled away
from them and clapped his hands over his ears, slamming his elbows to
the bar, his entire body hunched, and began screaming as if to preserve
his last shred of sanity: "YOU'RE DEAD! YOU'RE DEAD AND I'M ALIVE! NOW
GO AWAY! GO AWAY! GO AWAAAAAY!"
The silence was abrupt. The ghostly mutterings had stopped. So had the
visitation. The saloon was empty, except for Billy and me. He opened
his eyes and saw that I was still there. He jerked around and found the
others gone. I'd watched them evaporate behind his back like vapor,
vamoosing into thin air.
"Well, now you've gone and done it," I muttered.
"Oh, I know what you are," he growled, fixing me with a baleful look.
"Yeah? I can't wait to hear this."
"You're a watchacallit, a figment. Pretty soon you'll disappear, just
like them others. Hell, they was never here, only that little fella,
that Bosch. Only he were real, and he slipped me some'a that peyote
like I said. I just had me what the Injuns call a vision walk. Nothin'
but bad dreams and bullshit." He snapped his fingers dismissively at me
a few times, demanding that I fade out like a mirage. "Go on now,
figment, off you go. You disappear, too, like a good fella."
"Oh, brother," I sighed. He stared at me with contempt, daring me not
to vanish. I scratched my head and felt stupid, trying to figure out
how best to explain things and at a loss for what to do next.
Suddenly, there came the sound of boot heels thudding the boardwalk
outside. Somebody was approaching the saloon. Billy fixed his gaze on
the entrance, terror mounting all over again, not knowing what new
horror to expect.
The footsteps paused. And then:
Big Bart burst in through the swinging doors, looking like something
out of a Gene Autry musical — ridiculous white cowboy outfit encrusted
with imitation rhinestones, red plastic holsters on his hips, boots
glittering and twinkling with tiny inset mirrors, fringe swinging from
his elbows Grand Ole Opry-style. For the second time in one day,
possibly in his entire life, Billy Quintaine's jaw dropped.
I stifled a grin and silently blessed Big Bart's timing. This could
actually work in my favor, and I sure couldn't have planned it.
"Come on, folks, step right in!" bellowed Big Bart. "There's still lots
to see!"
He strode in, spurs jangling like cheap Christmas bells. He was an old
stunt man who'd spent most of his life falling off horses and had
retired to Arizona with a few bones still unbroken. Now he spent his
days happily giving the tourists the big spiel. They poured in at his
heels, spreading into the saloon with their ice cream cones and
slushees, the cheap sunglasses coming off their faces as they looked
around and started snapping pictures. Their clothing was a riot of
styles and colors — loud tropical print shirts, sneakers as subtle as
neon billboards, sandals and flip-flops, goofy straw hats. The kids
mostly wore jams, always a stupid excuse for a garment in my eyes
because it couldn't decide whether to be shorts or pants. A few of the
ladies had so much sunscreen on them, they looked paler than the dead
cowboys had.
I glanced over to Billy. Well, you can imagine his reaction. The poor
fellow was flabbergasted, with the tourists milling around him like he
wasn't even there. He waved his hand in front of a few faces, but
didn't get so much as a blink. He realized they couldn't see him. Folks
started noticing me, though, tossing uncomfortable looks my way. Big
Bart raised his hands to get their attention and reassure them. I'd
talked to him earlier and told him why I wanted to hang around, and had
gotten his blessing. He seemed like good people. Reminded me of Lee
Ermey. Four grandkids and another on the way.
"Nothin' to worry about, folks, that there's Hellboy, good ol' pal o'
mine. Dropped in on us today just to have a little fun and check out
the ghosts."
I gave a little wave. "Don't mind me, folks. Just part of the show."
That seemed to relax everybody, so Big Bart launched into his routine,
and a polished one it was: "Now this here's the saloon! Here's where
all the cowpokes and hombres would come to unwind and wet their
whistles after a hard day ridin' the range. Don't you grown-up folk try
orderin' nothin', y'hear? Happy Hour's been over for quite a while."
This got a chuckle from the group. Billy turned to me with a look that
said what in God's name is going on here? I motioned for him to listen
and be patient — besides, I really dug Big Bart's act and didn't want
to miss any of it. "Now, it might just interest you folks to know this
saloon has its very own ghost."
A little boy looked up at him with wide eyes. "You mean it's haunted,
Big Bart?"
"Why, little pardner, that's exactly what I mean! What's a ghost town
without a real honest-to-goodness ghost?" He tossed a wink at the boy's
parents and made them smile. I noticed an older kid with his baseball
cap turned backwards elbowing a pal and rolling his eyes at the
corniness of it. The kid had no idea, but Billy Quintaine was standing
right beside him. Yuk it up, Pizza Face, I thought. If you only knew.
Big Bart leaned down and gave the little boy a mock-scared look, really
playing it up. "And not just any ghost, mind you, but the ghost of the
most notorious, despicable varmint ever to terrorize the Old West! I'm
talkin' about none other than Billy Quintaine himself!" The tourists
murmured, impressed. Bart straightened up and moved among them, weaving
his spell. "He was the fastest gun alive ... but his luck ran out the
day Tom McMurdo caught up with him. Tracker Tom, the Texas Ranger! And
what a showdown it was! The two hombres faced each other on the street
outside this very saloon. I tell you folks, the very earth must'a shook
with each step they took."
He slapped leather — or in his case, red plastic — and quick-drew one
of his prop guns. The crowd gasped. "Both men drew! Both men fired! But
it was Tom McMurdo that hit the ground, cut down by the outlaw's
bullet!" He paused, looking at their faces, dropping his voice for
dramatic effect. "But we all know Tracker Tom wasn't alone that fateful
day. Unbeknownst to Billy, McMurdo's posse was hid out in every nook
and cranny of this town. And, yes sir, yes ma'am, the moment Tom bit
the dust, that posse made itself known to Billy Quintaine! From every
doorway, every window, every rooftop they came, all a flingin' lead!"
He quick-drew his second gun. The crowd gasped again.
"Quick as a flash, Billy Quintaine drew his other shootin' iron!
Howlin' like a banshee, six-guns a blazin', he tried to fight his way
across the street and get back to his horse ... but he never made it to
the stable. They cut him down in the street like the mad dog he was.
Billy Quintaine died a kickin' and a twitchin' in the dust, a big look
of surprise on his ornery face."
Billy didn't look ornery at the moment. He was watching me with a slack
expression, searching my eyes for the truth. I gave him a gentle nod.
Bart looked up at the ceiling, speaking in a low, spooky voice: "Some
folks say late at night — round about midnight, in fact — if you listen
real hard, you can heat the lost soul of Billy Quintaine a whistlin'
and a cryin' through the eaves of this very saloon."
By now you could hear a pin drop. The tourists were looking up,
scanning the cracked boards with dread as if expecting to see some pale
spectral face peering down at them. Even Billy was looking up, eyes
wide.
Bart suddenly bellowed, "THERE HE IS!" and started blasting his
cap-guns at the ceiling — bam-bam-bam-bam! I enjoyed seeing the
tourists shriek and jump, knowing I'd gotten suckered in myself the
first time. Big Bart howled and yipped with glee, spun his six-guns on
his fingers, and rammed them back into their holsters with a grin. "Got
the varmint!" The tourists exploded with laughter, and some of them
even applauded. "Well, folks, let's mosey on down the trail, there's
still lots left to see."
He led the tour group out of the saloon. Silence returned. Billy stood
for a time, not looking at me, then went to the swinging doors and
peered out. I knew what he was seeing out there. A concession stand. A
gift shop. A fake horse you could sit on and have your picture taken
with. He craned his neck, and I figured he could see the sun glinting
off the SUVs and RVs parked down at the far end of the street.
I felt for him. It couldn't be easy knowing his whole life, all his
struggles and hardships, all his pain and tears, had ended here — as a
cheap gimmick for the amusement of tourists. He drew away from the door
and finally looked at me.
"So that's how it is?"
"That's how it is."
He moved slowly across the room to the little round table where he'd
sat earlier with Bosch. I could see him trying to wrap his mind around
everything as he sank back into his seat. He picked up the bottle of
rye and stared at it. He saw that it was old and dusty and dry as a
bone. There hadn't been any hooch in it for a long time.
"What year is it?" he asked softly.
"We're into the next century now," I said, coming out from behind the
bar. "The twenty-first, I mean." That got him to look up. "Hey, you're
not missing much. We're only a few years in, and things are already a
bigger mess than ever. I thought we'd outdone ourselves in the last
one, what with two world wars and all, but it looks like we're just
getting started. I kinda miss the old days myself. Give me cowpokes
riding the range. No bin Laden, no 9-11, no quagmire in Iraq, no
assholes cooking up anthrax or trying to build nukes in their
basements." He gave me a puzzled look, but I waved it aside. "Aw, crap,
you don't even wanna know."
I came to the table, eyeing the flimsy chair Bosch had occupied. No way
it'd hold my weight — I'd broken enough chairs in my day to know. I
swapped it out for a smallish barrel I spotted near the wall. It looked
stout and might make a handy stool. I sat gingerly on it across from
him, thankfully sans pratfall — the barrel held. He was watching me.
"And you? How do you fit into this, if not to drag me to hell?"
"Me? I just happened by. Had some vacation time piled up, and things
were quiet at the office, so I was heading down to Sedona to hang with
a pal of mine. Go hiking and stuff. Supposed to be some kind of nexus
of psychic vibes down there, which sounds a little Age of Aquarius to
me, but I thought it might be fun." I could see I was losing him by the
way his brow was furrowing. "Sorry, I'll try to make better sense.
Anyway, so I was driving by and saw this place from the road. Big damn
billboard, you can't miss it. Looked like my kind of tourist trap, so I
stopped for lunch. I took the tour, used the rest room, spent maybe an
hour — nothing out of the ordinary. But then, bam, soon as I tried to
leave, this place knocked me right on my ass. I felt like Shemp getting
hit with a frying pan. Before I knew it, I had ghosts all over me like
flies on frosting."
"Ghosts?" he said, trying out the word for the first time. "Are such
things drawn to you?"
"Yeah," I admitted. "Always been that way. I see dead people, like the
kid in the movie. Come across it a lot in my line of work, among other
things. Anyway, the ghosts in this place were filled with need. Since I
have this sort of knack to attract the dead, they seized upon me for
help. I couldn't really say no. I mean,
jeez ... those guys have been trying to get your attention for, what, a
hundred and twenty years?"
Though I could tell my lingo left him a little fuzzy here and there,
the man was sharp and got the gist. "They ... they came out of
kindness?"
"Well, kindness, yeah. But also pain. They're pretty much at rest, only
it bothers them having one of their own rattling around not at rest.
That would be you. So I tried what's known in paranormal terms as an
'intervention.' That means cluing somebody in to the fact that they're,
you know, no longer with us. It's not like there's a manual or
anything, so you mostly wing it. I came up with that cornball stuff
about Doctor Argus's tonic. It's kind of a smoke-and-mirrors gimmick
known as a 'trigger.' It's really all about the power of suggestion —
give someone an excuse to really see things as they are, they usually
run with it. It almost worked, too, but like McMurdo said, you're
awfully stubborn."
He met my eyes. "What do you mean ... almost worked?"
I sighed, hating to break bad news. "Well, here's the thing, when you
told them to go away, they went away. They tried their best, but you
were pretty firm about it, and ghosts can be sensitive. What happens
now, I don't know." I looked up at the rafters, hoping to get some
residual feel, but there was nothing — no ghosty vibe at all, except
for the man across from me. "This place feels pretty empty."
I looked back at Billy and saw tears shimmering in his eyes. My heart
broke for him a little. He'd finally gotten there, finally admitted it,
and maybe all for nothing.
"But ... I can't stay here in this strange place. They was right, I
don't belong. Haven't in a very long time."
"Yeah, I know," I said softly.
He looked up toward the ceiling, no longer speaking to me. "Hey, you
fellas. I was wrong. You hear me, you boys? I was wrong!" No reply. He
rose to his feet, turning slowly, checking out the rafters. "Tom? Doc?
Harley? Can you hear me? Wherever you are? Wherever you've gone?"
"Hey, Billy, listen ..."
He started shouting, shutting me out, desperate now: "I DON'T BELONG
HERE! DON'T LEAVE ME BEHIND! YOU CAN'T! IT AIN'T HALF FAIR!" He held
his breath, listening. So did I. All I heard was the breeze in the
eaves. Above our heads, a spider web billowed and settled. "Please?" he
added in a small voice.
I couldn't believe it, but it looked like he was about to cry. Then he
stunned me by crumpling his face up. A ragged sob hitched in his chest.
Billy Quintaine, a man who'd never cracked in life, finally did. I
guess finding out he was dead didn't strike him nearly as hard as
knowing his time was past and he'd been left behind. His tears began to
flow freely and without shame. The man was alone. Truly alone. He
buried his face in his hands and fell to his knees on the dusty floor,
shoulders heaving. All I heard were his sobs and his thin, muffled
pleading:
"Take me in, Ranger Man ... please ... take me in ..."
And then the damnedest thing happened. A voice called from outside.
"Billy! Billy Quintaine!"
It was McMurdo's voice. My heart did a flip. The sudden smell of
scorched gunpowder mixed with the aroma of cinnamon whapped me in the
face so hard my stomach lurched, and I actually had to grab the table
with both hands to keep from falling over. I'm really glad it didn't
make me puke, as it would have spoiled the poetry of the moment. Billy
was lifting his head from his hands, hope creeping into his tear-filled
face. The voice called again:
"I'm callin' you out, Quintaine!"
I looked to Billy for his reaction, but he'd pretty much tuned me out.
He blew a long breath and got to his feet, trying to pull himself
together. He wiped a runner of snot from his nose with his sleeve, then
pulled his guns and started to load them. His movements were
methodical, measured. As I watched, a startling transformation took
place — the broken man was slowly replaced by the fierce gunslinger,
determination and resolve deepening with each shell he slid into the
chambers. By the time he slapped those chambers closed, he was Billy
Quintaine again. Gunfighter. Standing tall and proud. Ready to face
anybody and anything. At peace with what lay ahead.
He turned to a murky mirror, meeting his own reflection. He spun the
Colts on his fingers, performing a fierce flourish and ramming them
into their holsters where they belonged. He turned and walked to the
swinging doors of the saloon, his boots klock-klock-klocking slowly
across the dusty boards. I thought he'd forgotten all about me, but
then he paused and looked back.
"I thankee, stranger," was all he said, then stepped outside to face
his destiny.
[IMAGE]
"Oh, shit," I muttered, and came up off my barrel. I was across the
room and at the window before you could blink. What I saw out there
made my
insides flutter. Gone were the concession stand, the gift shop, the
parked cars, and the dumb fake horse you could get your picture taken
with. In their place stood a man in the street wearing silver-toed
boots and a necklace of knucklebones. His duster was swept back, his
hand hovering near his holster. Billy was circling into the street to
face him. I caught glimpses of townsfolk scurrying for cover. "You the
one been trackin' me?" demanded Billy Quintaine. "Clear across the
state," answered McMurdo.
They were playing it out. It occurred to me how inevitable that was.
They had to, in order for Billy to move on. It was his ticket to mount
up and ride.
"The lengths a man'll go to just to get hisself killed." Billy found
his spot, set his feet. "You got a name?"
"McMurdo."
"McMurdo." Pause. "That'd be Tom, wouldn't it? Texas Ranger. Hear tell
you're the best there is."
McMurdo took a breath. "Gotta take you in, Billy. Your choice as how."
Billy nodded, spread his feet a bit more, and flexed his fingers near
his holstered Colt. "Well then, Ranger man ... make your move."
The gunfighters stood, frozen like statues, eons passing in the space
of mere heartbeats. A hot wind off the high desert blew dust around
their boots. A tumble-weed rolled by.
They went for their guns, both men drawing like oiled lightning.
They fired at the same instant. McMurdo — for the first and last time
ever in his life — missed. Billy didn't. McMurdo caught the round in
the chest and threw his head up toward the sun, features contorted in
an ecstasy of pain, and managed to stay on his feet somehow. He looked
down, gun still clutched in his outstretched hand, blinking in dull
surprise at the gaping wound and the steady drip drip drip of blood
pattering onto the silver toe of his boot.
He lifted his head in amazement and tried to get a shot off, but Billy
beat him to it. The second bullet took McMurdo in the hollow of his
throat just above the breastbone. His necklace flew apart, throwing
knucklebones into the air. They scattered in the dust at his feet as he
staggered back, his arm flinging stiffly to one side and discharging
his gun into the ground. He choked up a startling spray of arterial
blood and fell, hitting the ground in a cloud of dust. One last violent
spasm, and that was it. Dead as hell.
A hush descended. Billy stood in the street, the smoking Colt in his
hand. He lifted his chin and scanned the empty buildings surrounding
him. Waiting. The whole damn world seemed to be holding its breath.
He whipped his other gun from its holster, one in each hand now, and
bellowed at the top of his lungs: "C'MON, YOU SORRY SONS A BITCHES!
WHAT'CHA ALL WAITIN' FOR, JUDGMENT DAY?"
And then the street exploded. It was like Big Bart said — from every
doorway, every window, every rooftop they came, all a flingin' lead.
You know how they say time sometimes seems to slow down and get weird
when you're having an accident? It's like the seconds stretch out and
the world goes kind of slo-mo? That's how I felt as I stood there
watching the last few moments of Billy's life tick down, as if molasses
had been poured into the very gears and cogs of time itself.
The first bullet sheared through Billy's collarbone, kicking up a spray
of blood. He howled like an enraged banshee and spun, running for the
stable, trying to get to his horse. The Frontier Colts were blazing in
his hands, and his boots were slamming through the dust like thunder.
Pistols and rifles boomed from every nook and cranny of the town,
pinning him in a horrendous crossfire. He started taking hit after hit,
the bullets whining in like angry hornets and tearing big, bloody holes
in him.
Several men went down as Billy's bullets found their marks. One guy
even cartwheeled off a rooftop and fell through a porch overhang in an
explosion of splintered wood, just like I'd seen done a thousand times
in countless movies. The poor fellow died never knowing what a cliche
that would someday be.
Billy ran on, screaming through the brutal storm of gunfire, jerked
around in a Saint Vitus dance, bullets chewing him to pieces and
throwing a red mist of blood trailing through the air in his wake. He
spun in one direction, pirouetted in another, and finally fell to his
knees. He was still firing his guns, even though he was out of ammo and
the hammers were falling on empty chambers. A few more bullets struck
him, and he jerked and recoiled with each impact.
The shooting finally stopped. The only sound now was the wind whistling
off the high desert.
Billy knelt in the street, swaying, staring up at the sky. His hands
dropped slowly to his sides, dragged down by the now impossible weight
of his guns. His head bobbed forward as his life ebbed away, and for a
brief moment he looked like a man hanging his head in shame.
The last thing he did? He turned his head slowly, caught me watching
from the window of the saloon, and I'll be damned if he didn't give me
a wink. I swear it's true. Then he toppled and crashed face-first into
the dust.
I pulled away from the window. "Wow," was all I said. It was all I
could say.
[IMAGE]
I went to the small revolving postcard display atop the bar. It was
like all the others around town, mounted on a slotted metal box so
people could pay on the honor system. Only in Arizona will you see this
sort of trust. I spun the display slowly on its spindle. It was filled
with the typical array of pretty pictures captioned with slogans like
Greetings From Arizona! and Howdy Pard! There were, however, a few
bearing actual historical photos. I knew because I'd idly browsed one
of these racks when I'd first gotten into town, before the ghosts had
shown up and started haranguing me. I found the postcard I was looking
for and drew it out.
It told the rest of the story. It was the famous sepia-toned photo of
Billy Quintaine lying in a rough wooden coffin propped up in front of
the saloon with his hands lashed across his chest and pennies on his
eyes, surrounded by the surviving members of the posse. They'd dragged
him off the street by his ankles, stripped his clothes, wrapped him in
a shroud, and posed for pictures.
A cheap amusement even then, and the body hadn't even been cold.
I dug two quarters from my pocket, clanked them into the little box,
and left the saloon with my postcard. Across the street, I saw tourists
posing on the dumb fake horse.
I sighed and headed for the parking lot. A red '59 ragtop Cadillac with
the biggest damn tailfins Detroit ever slapped on the ass of a car was
calling my name. It was a guzzler and handled like a sofa, but it was
one of the few things I could fit in, and I loved it.
It was time for me to mount up and tide off into the sunset. "Hi-yo,
Silver," I muttered, forgetting to add the "away. "
Even if I didn't stop for gas, I'd never make Sedona by dark.