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Dedication
This book is dedicated to my very own Prince who puts up with a
cranky wife who hates to do laundry and my daughter who is very tolerant when
Mother is writing.
"143",
hon!
To my Mother and Aunt Judy who always have supported me! Thank you
for all you do! And Aunt Judy, you started all this by letting me read as many
romance books as I could consume every summer of my childhood.
A special thanks goes to Morgan Hawke, critique partner
extraordinaire, who always picks up the phone no matter what time it is, and
supplies me with enough creative anime to keep me going for years. Thank you
for all you have done!
A special thank you goes to Jane Harrison. My dear friend and
mentor. Thank you for all that you taught me. Thanks for sharing the writing
life with me.
Thanks to my test readers Pam and Bonita who told me to keep
writing on this story and to keep the faith! Hugs to both of you!
Big thanks to the members of the Samantha Reynolds Yahoo group!
You guys are the best!
And to the SP's of the Angela Knight yahoo group. Thank you for
all your support! And thank you, Angela for being so supportive of new writers!
The world is a better place because you are in it!
Last but not least, I would like to thank Tina and Stef at eXtasy
Books without whom none of this would be possible. It doesn't get much better
than with these two ladies! To the authors at eXtasy Books, you guys rock and
are one heck of a support system!
Once upon a
time, at the edge of Faery, there was a rose garden...
Hundreds of fragrant white roses in
full bloom swayed in the soft spring air as she knelt in the heart of the rose
bed.
Sturdy leather
gloves protected her hands from sharp thorns, which drew blood if she was
careless. A mangled straw hat perched atop her head. The frayed brim kept the
bright southern sun from scorching her fair skin. An old oval wicker basket sat
at her feet while she painstakingly gathered flowers for drying. These blooms
would hang upside down in the house to perfume the air through the next winter.
The roses had belonged to her mother, and had been her pride and joy. Now they
were Kayleigh's.
The sounds of
spring floated on the air around her; the buzzing of bees, a young mother
robin's chirpy song to her young… The sweet, delicate aroma of roses meshed
hauntingly with the smell of fresh, rich earth.
Scooting
sideways on her knees, Kayleigh McConnell reached for the next bloom…and
abruptly sat back on her heels, startled. A single bud of purest scarlet blazed
in a sea of creamy white. She'd never heard of a rosebush changing color, not
without creative grafting. This one bud had beaten the odds.
She took off
her glove and reached out with a slender finger to trace the satiny velvet
curve of the bloom. Perfect, the crimson bud was barely unfurled, and the petal
curled over her finger. Her lips turned up into a smile, she murmured,
"Aren't you the brave little soul?"
The kitchen's
screen door slammed shut in the distance.
She sat up
straight and sighed. She didn't want to fight with her brother today.
"Kayleigh? Where are you?" His
voice sounded scratchy, obviously from smoking too many cigarettes.
"In the
rose garden." Kayleigh waited with baited breath, wondering what kind of a
mood he was in today. Personally, she was tired of all the guessing games and
walking around on eggshells. All she wanted was to plant her flowers, fall in
love, and have a family here at the edge of her mother's prized roses. Always,
it had been what she wanted. And always, it seemed to be far beyond her reach.
Matthew
slouched to the edge of the garden. His white shirt was wrinkled and hanging
out of his dirty jeans. His eyes red and glassy in his pale and gaunt face; he
wore his normal 'I-don't-care-what-you–think' attitude with stubborn pride.
Kayleigh bit
her lip. At least he had taken a shower and had managed to fingercomb his blond
hair today. One day he'll snap out of it.
She hoped…
He dropped his
gaze and fiddled with the fragile branch of one of the rose bushes. "I
don't know why you take care of these things. They're more trouble than they're
worth." His words were laced with sarcasm and bitterness as he stared at
the roses.
Kayleigh sighed
softly. That bitterness hadn't always been there. When they were younger, they
had never been happier than when taking care of the roses with their mother.
Now he stared at them as though they were a reminder of everything he had lost.
But that wasn't the fault of the roses. "Hush, Matthew. They can hear
you."
He shook his
head. "They're just flowers, Kay, they can't hear crap. I don't know why
you bother."
She frowned up
at him. "I bother because she loved them."
Matthew scowled
down at the ground. "What the hell is this?" He reached out and
grabbed the stem of the red bloom, twisting the slender branch in his strong
fingers. It broke off in his hand.
Kayleigh reeled
in shock. He'd destroyed the only red rose the garden had ever produced without
thought or conscience. "Why did you do that?"
He threw the
bloom to the ground and took a step back to stomp it into the dirt. "It
was too perfect."
Too perfect? Her heart
constricted as she watched the rosebud shatter under his heel. He would
have never done that a year ago. Ever. A pang echoed in her heart for the lone
bud that had struggled so hard.
He shrugged his
massive shoulders and raked a hand through his hair. The dark circles under his
eyes told her he still had trouble sleeping. "I'm going out. I don't know
when I'll be back." Straightening his shoulders, he waited for her to
respond.
She knew he
expected her to argue, but she needed some peace. If his taking off and leaving
the house gave her that peace, well, so be it. She put down the spade she had
been using to mulch. "Where are you going?" She tried to keep her
tone light and not too maternal.
He looked away.
"I'm heading over to Jimmy's."
Jimmy. She ground
her teeth. She couldn't stand him. He'd never done a decent day's work in his
life. "Why do you hang out with him?"
He turned and
his cold gaze caught hers in warning. "Don't start on me."
"Start?
What did I say?" Kayleigh blinked up at him. Anything could set him off
when he decided to go off on one of his tangents, and it looked like today was
going to be one of those days.
"Do you
have to work tonight?" he asked in a softer tone.
"No."
Kayleigh pulled off both her gloves and tossed them in her rose basket.
"I'm meeting Angela at Robbie's."
His lip curled
sourly. "I don't like that place."
She raised her
brow at him, her temper rising in answer to his tone and sarcasm crept into her
voice. "I don't like Jimmy, but that hasn't stopped you. Has it?"
He flinched.
"Whatever." He turned on his heel and marched off toward the
driveway, heading for the old beat-up station wagon that had been their
mother's. He jerked the car door open and got in. The door slammed shut and the
car coughed to life. It turned sharply in a spray of gravel and sped down the
drive, toward the main road.
She stood up
and looked down at the lone red bloom crushed into the dirt at her feet.
"I'm never going to escape this."
Chapter One
Kayleigh stood on the narrow sidewalk
and looked down Main Street Quinton with its quaint wrought-iron street lights
left over from the forties. The early evening air hung heavy around the
citizens of the small town, despite the light caress of the wind. That suited
Kayleigh's mood just fine.
She folded her
hands across her chest and headed down the walk in no particular hurry.
Everywhere she looked were cozy little houses surrounded by white picket fences
and bright cheery flowers.
She smiled
sourly. And the standard nosy neighbors.
Quinton was a
good place to raise a family, but not so wonderful if you were still single.
The eligible male population of Quinten mostly consisted of adult men who had
apparently decided that growing up and taking responsibility was not something
they wanted. They wanted someone to wash their clothes, fix their meals, and
take care of their children--and them. They wanted a mother--not a life
partner.
She rolled her
eyes. Oh, yes, and let's not forget the two-minute round of sex that would be
required at least two nights a week. There were, of course, exceptions to this
rule, but they were few and far between. Those exceptions got snatched up so
quick it would make a single girl's head spin.
She passed by
Mel's Diner, where you could get a good meal without it costing you a fortune,
and next door was the Medicine Man Pharmacy. Further down was Stacy's Fine Jewelry,
where all the women loved to gather and look at the glittery stuff they wanted
for Christmas. The dry cleaners and a tiny little movie theater capped off the
end of the street.
It could be any
small town in the south, but this was her town. It was home.
She turned left
on Brevard Street and headed toward the little bar and grill. Going to Robbie's
was an extravagance, one that she really couldn't afford, but tonight she'd
needed to get out, to stretch her legs--to be somewhere else for a change.
Robbie's Bar
and Grill was located right in the middle of town. You could go out and have a
nice dinner or sit at the bar on a Saturday afternoon and watch the football
game. The building itself had to be at least fifty years old and made of sturdy
red brick. The double doors had ovals of stained glass in the center that made
you think of an old town pub. A green awning hung over the triple wide windows
where the old folks could check out the goings-on outside. There was another
entrance at the back for people who drove.
Kayleigh
grabbed the big brass handle of the heavy wooden door and walked in.
Harriett, with
her gray hair all teased up for the night and her husband Mel, who never went
anywhere without his Atlanta Braves ball cap on, smiled and gave her a wave as
came in. They were regulars, and Friday night had been their date night through
three children and now eight grandchildren.
The smell of
steak sizzling on an open grill assaulted her nose and made her mouth water. A
quick scan of the restaurant showed that most of the tables were still open,
but it was Friday night and that would change quickly enough.
Kayleigh made
her way toward the back, boots clicking on the stained hardwood floor. The pub
had been divided in half, with the bar in the back and the restaurant in the
front. Last week Robbie, the owner, had added red linen tablecloths with
candles to the tables. A nice touch, really, might have something to do with
the fact that he and Erma, his girl friend of three years, were finally getting
serious.
She stopped at
a small booth to clasp old Eddie on the back. She smiled asking if his team had
won today. He was wearing his traditional battered orange and yellow sports
jacket in honor of his favorite football team. Not bothering to listen to his
reply, she leaned across the table to snatch the cigarette out of Charlie's
hand just to aggravate him, then dodged his playful slap. They both shooed her
off with a grumble to leave old men to their vices.
Her smiled
drifted away, but she made a conscious effort to bring it back as she moved
over to the bar. God, she was just so tired… A half-hearted smile lifted her
lips as she slipped onto a red leather stool. "Hey Robbie, how's it going
tonight?"
Robbie, the
owner and her boss, was a man in his late fifties with gray hair and twinkling
gray eyes. "Enjoying your night off, eh, love?" He smiled at her with
real warmth and his thick Irish accent made her feel all warm and fuzzy.
"What'll you be having?"
"Yeah."
Kayleigh slapped her money down on the polished hardwood surface of the bar and
nodded firmly "I'll be having a Guinness."
Robbie built
her Guinness and slid the tall, frosted glass in front of her. "You eating
tonight?"
Kayleigh
shrugged, wrapping her hands around the chilled glass. "Maybe later, I'm
waiting on Angela. She's meeting me here in a little bit."
"Well, you
enjoy yourself; I'm expecting we'll get crowded in here shortly. Good thing you
came in early, otherwise you might have found yourself standing."
Kayleigh
nodded, well aware that he was right. She took a sip of her dark beer, careful
not to let the froth leave a mustache on her upper lip. The cool liquid felt
rich on her tongue, and was a welcome relief after the walk.
Abruptly, the
image of her brother's stark expression as he stood in the garden staring down
at the crushed rose crossed her thoughts. A frown wrinkled her brow. What the
hell had come over him?
Ever since
their parent's death by an automobile accident last November, he hadn't been
the same. She scowled into her Guinness. Hell, she wasn't the same.
There wasn't a day that went by that she didn't think of their parents. But it
had been six months, and Matthew still wasn't over the worst of his grief. He
never left the house unless it was to go buy more beer or to go and hang out
with that nasty character, Jimmy Reger. On top of that, he'd become sullen and
unpredictably violent.
Worry hung like
a lead weight on her chest. She wouldn't be able to carry both of them
financially for too much longer. The bills kept coming in and the money kept
pouring right back out. She winced. She needed a miracle to keep the farm.
She took
another swig of the dark brown bitter ale. Her greatest fear seemed to be
coming true; that she would be sitting on this bar stool twenty years from now
alone, grown old from work and worry with no family, and no great love of her
life.
A familiar
high-pitched laugh rang out from across the smoky room.
Kayleigh looked
up to see Angela bouncing her way from the back door. Dark straight hair cut
into a bob framed a face a pixie would envy. She was cute as a button, with
big, wide hazel eyes and a smile that went from ear to ear. Angela stopped to
wave hello to mutual friends and chatted here and there while making a beeline
straight toward Kayleigh.
Great… Kayleigh
sighed. Angela was in high spirits, Lord help us all. She pasted a half
smile on her face in greeting.
"How ya
doing, toots?" Angela clapped her hard on the back as she dropped onto the
empty red leather barstool next to her.
"Tired."
Kayleigh tried to keep up her smile.
"Girl, you
have got to get out more." Angela rolled her eyes in one of her grand
gestures. "All you do is work, work, work. Boooor--ing."
Kayleigh sat up
straight. "I'm here, aren't I? What do you call this? " She waved her
hand toward the rest of the bar. "This is out."
Angela raised
an arched brow.
Kayleigh turned
back to her beer and winced, praying Angela wouldn't bring up Matthew. She
didn't want to talk about him tonight. She lifted her glass to take a quick
swallow.
"Guess
what? I've got a surprise for you." Angela's hazel eyes lit up with a
secret, her smile all teeth. She leaned closer. "There's fresh meat in
Quinten tonight, baby. Now, don't look yet, but over in the corner are two of
the cutest guys I have ever seen. If I wasn't already happily married I would
drag both of them back home with me."
Kayleigh choked
on her beer and sputtered to clear her throat. "Angela, you hussy! You
would not."
Angela giggled
and squirmed on her stool. "Yeah I would. Take a quick peek. Barbara
filled me in, they're from Ireland." Angela sighed dreamily for effect.
Kayleigh gave
her a doubtful look. "Let me guess, they're here for two weeks and then
they'll be off again?"
"You know
what?" Angela pointed her finger at Kayleigh. "You are a party
pooper. Where is your sense of adventure? You used to be so full of life and
you never turned down a challenge." She wagged a skinny finger in
Kayleigh's face. "You've always wanted to go to Ireland, and you never
know, they might be here for a while. Cheer up. Good grief, you look like the
walking dead."
Kayleigh rolled
her eyes. "I feel like the walking dead, I'm so tired I think my
legs and feet are permanently asleep. All I want to do is sit here and enjoy a
nice quiet peaceful evening. No fuss, no muss, no crazy antics." She
quirked a brow at Angela "Oh, and like Barbara would know an Irishman if
he came up and bit her on the ass? She thought Robbie was from Africa, for
Pete's sake."
Angela tilted
her head. "Just take a look, would you? These guys look like they walked
off a movie screen. I swear." She made a cross over her chest.
"Promise."
Kayleigh
sighed. "Alright, I'll look." She narrowed her gaze at her friend.
"But I'm telling you, I'm not getting involved with some guy who wants to
get his kicks and then hightail it outta here like the hounds of hell are on
his heels."
"Just
look," Angela tilted her head a bit harder and pouted artfully.
Trying to be
discreet, Kayleigh dropped her napkin onto the dirty wood floor, and then
reached down to pick it up. She lifted her head and glanced in their direction.
Across the bar,
in a shadowed booth sat two men, one dark and one light. Their faces looked
like they belonged on sculptures, or fine art paintings. Both had broad
shoulders and forearms rippling with muscle as they handled their glasses.
Kayleigh
actually had to close her own mouth. Wow, Angela was right! But cute
didn't come close. No, these two were off the handsome Richter scale.
One had
ink-black hair that hung to his shoulders in waves. He caught her eye as he
scanned the bar. There was a devilish set to his shoulders. The women would go
nuts over him. The pale blond guy was a little too pretty for her taste. He
kept looking over his shoulder and checking the door. He didn't look
comfortable. Barbara could have him.
Pulling herself
back up, Kayleigh scanned the bar for Barbara and smirked when she saw her
outdated eighties hairdo. She was talking on the phone while chomping on her
chewing gum, and staring straight at them. Kayleigh let loose a chuckle. Those
boys were in for a world of trouble. As soon as Barbara got off that phone,
this place would be packed with every eligible woman in Quinten.
Angela gave
Kayleigh's arm an insistent tug with her manicured fingers, almost pulling her
clean off her stool. "Well, what do you think? Cute, huh?" Angela's
face was bright with excitement.
Kayleigh
straightened and nodded. "Okay, I hate to admit it, but you're
right." She nodded toward the booth. "Cute doesn't even begin to
describe them. But what are they doing in here? We're not exactly a bubbling
metropolis."
"You…"
Angela stuck her finger in Kayleigh's face again. "…have no faith. Who
cares why they're here? Nice change of scenery, if you ask me. Almost makes me
wish I was still single."
Kayleigh
laughed. "You would say that, you hussy."
"I take
exception to that." Angela pressed her hand to her ample bosom in mock
sincerity. "I'll have you know that I'm saving all my sleazy ways for the
love of my life." She grinned and grabbed Kayleigh's arm. "Come on
let's get a closer look."
"Oh,
no!" Kayleigh raised her hands and shook her head. "I'm not on
the prowl." She gently peeled Angela's fingers from her arm. "In
fact, I'm surprised my eyes are still open. It's way past my bedtime."
Angela pouted,
and if her bottom lip stuck out any farther it would hit her chin. She lowered
her brows and delivered The Look--the one she'd been giving Kayleigh since
first grade. That look told Kayleigh that no matter what she did, somehow, she
was going to end up in trouble.
Kayleigh barely
repressed her groan. Didn't Angela realize that men clouded the brain? And she
needed all her wits about her right now. She didn't have time for a man in her
life.
Angela's spine
stiffened. "You're not getting out of this. Now, which one do you
like?"
Kayleigh rolled
her eyes in frustration. God, they were reverting back to high school
tactics--if she didn't pick one, Angela would assign one of them to her.
The steely look
in Angela's eyes told her she wasn't going to give up until Kayleigh gave in.
With a long
sigh, Kayleigh conceded, "Oh, alright, the black-haired one."
"I knew
it!" Angela practically bounced on the stool. Snatching up her purse, she
linked her arm through Kayleigh's and pulled. "Time for a potty break.
That way you can get a closer look at tall, dark, and Irish."
Kayleigh
allowed herself to get dragged off the barstool and towed toward the bathroom.
What choice did she have? Angela was hell bent and determined, and when Angela
decided you were going to do something, there was no stopping her. But still,
as they passed the table where the men sat, she couldn't help but glance in
their direction.
His direction.
God, he was
beautiful… Midnight waves spilled over his shoulders in a flood of utter darkness.
He was dressed completely in black. Tailored slacks graced his muscular thighs,
and the sweater he wore defined the musculature of his upper arms. He could
have been plucked right from her late night fantasies.
He glanced her
way, and their eyes met. Striking eyes the deep blue of a Caribbean sea
twinkled at her.
Her breath
hitched in her throat, and she fell into those compelling blue eyes.
He turned to
stare directly at her and didn't look away. His full, sensual lips turned up
into a smile that could break hearts for a mile.
Kayleigh's
heart staggered under the impact of his smile, then beat so fast she thought it
might pop out of her chest. Angela disappeared, the bar faded. Knees weak,
wondering if she was going to fall to the floor, she tentatively smiled back. A
knee-jerk reaction, how could she not?
He inclined
that handsome head in a small nod of acknowledgment.
Kayleigh was
breathlessly rooted to the spot, pinned by his gaze. Her entire body trembled
like a plucked violin. She took a single step back. If she didn't get to the
bathroom right that very minute, she was going to do something infinitely
stupid. Like go up and ask him where he'd been all her life, and by the way,
can I have your babies?
Angela yanked
her arm hard, turning her away from that devastating smile and cutting off the
silent communication between her and the drop-dead gorgeous man.
Forcibly towed
into the hallway leading to bathroom, Kayleigh had to take several deep breaths
before she could even think straight. She shook her head in sheer wonder. It
was probably a good thing Angela had pulled her away. That was obviously the
type of man a good girl should avoid at all costs. You could tell, just by his
smile alone, that he would break your heart if you weren't careful… And, damn
it, she was always careful.
When they
reached the inner sanctum of the bathroom with its tile floors and marble sinks
Angela waved a hand in front of Kayleigh's face. "Are you all right?"
She tugged Kayleigh to the gray cushioned bench. "Sit down on that chair
before you fall down. I'm going to get you a cool towel. You're not going to
pass out, are you?
Kayleigh
collapsed onto the bench and giggled. "No, I'm fine." Her pulse still
hammered in her ears. God, his smile was lethal!
Angela gave her
a worried look. "How many beers did you have, anyway?"
Kayleigh rubbed
her trembling arms. "As far as I'm concerned, not near enough!"
"Are you
are on any kind of medication?" Angela set her hands on her hips.
"Cause if you are, you better tell me right now."
"Oh,
please…" Kayleigh took the damp towel from Angela and put it to the back
of her neck, letting the cool damp soak into her skin. "Did you see his
eyes? He has the most unusual blue eyes. I swear I thought I saw them changing
color." She slapped a hand over her mouth, shocked. God, did I just say
that out loud?
Angela grabbed
the back of Kayleigh's neck and pushed her head down. "Head between your
legs and breath slow. I don't want you to faint."
Kayleigh burst
out laughing. Good God! Angela was the one who had forced her to walk by that
incredible man in the first place and now she was worried? That struck
her as far too funny and she kept laughing until her stomach hurt and tears
poured from her eyes. Her laughter died as she realized that she was running
out of air. Drawing in a deep breath she slapped Angela's hand away. "I'm
fine, you crazy woman. Leave me alone, will you?"
Angela wrinkled
her nose, her hazel eyes confused. But that didn't stop her mouth for long.
"Kayleigh Marie, you scared the daylights out of me."
Still
struggling to get her breath back, Kayleigh snorted. "Didn't mean to,
sorry, he just took me by surprise."
"I thought
you'd gone off into la-la land."
"I think I
did." Kayleigh looked over at the closed door, replaying the memory of his
gaze in her thoughts. Her dream man now had a face, and wow, what a face. Long
lean features, an angular jaw that could have been chiseled from marble, and
those eyes--he had eyes that could melt the polar ice cap. The heat of his gaze
had been a smoldering fire that burned straight into her heart.
Her brain
flashed a mental warning sign in her brain.
Stay away!
Heartbreak up ahead! Danger! Danger! Danger!
But he'd had an
air about him, the way he held himself so erect, so very what? Royal? He'd
looked amused and bored at the same time, while the man sitting in the booth
across from him had looked like he was ready to have a stroke.
Wonder how long
they're staying. Wonder where they're staying? Kayleigh
turned to her friend, burning with curiosity. "So what else did Barbara
tell you?"
Angela's face
broke into an ear-to-ear smile. "I thought you'd never ask."
* * * *
Diarmuid swept both hands through his
black mane, his thoughts focused on the woman who had just passed him. Great
Gods, what a fine-looking lass! Could she be the one? The one who could
save him? Whether or not, she was definitely worthy of his attention. He turned
to look at Cathal. "Did you see her?"
Cathal looked
nervously around the bar while running his finger over the lip of his empty
glass. "See who?"
Diarmuid
pointed to his friend's empty glass. "Keep that up and I'll be peeling you
off the floor." He leaned closer to his friend. "Did you see her?"
"Which
her? There's dozens of them--all around!" Cathal swallowed hard and his
gray eyes narrowed. "All these women are making me nervous. Look at those
over there, the ones bunched up on the other side of the bar. They look like a
pack of wolves." He hunched his shoulders. "I don't like this at all,
it could too easily get out of hand. I think we should leave."
Diarmuid
grinned and a chuckle escaped. "You'd think that I would be the one
worried. After all, your life is not in danger, now is it?"
Cathal's face
paled and a muscle twitched at the corner of his eye. "They're staring at
me." Picking up Diarmuid's half-full glass of beer, he downed it in one
gulp.
Diarmuid took a
hard look at his lifelong best friend. It really was no wonder that the women
were staring. Cathal's unusual coloring would always bring stares, with his
silver white hair and sad gray eyes.
Cathal set the
empty glass back down on the wooden table with a clunk and eyed his friend
somberly. "Look, I would take your place if I could. You should have left
me in that underwater cave to rot. Yet here you sit making light of a very dire
situation that isn't in the least comical."
Diarmuid
followed Cathal's nervous glance over to the women. "You worry too much,
my friend. What do you think a group of mortal women could possibly do to
us?" He raised a brow. "At least they are not redheaded trolls that
would like to eat you for lunch. And for that matter have you forgotten who we
are? What we are capable of? We could turn them all into goats with a flick of
our hands." He raised his hand in a negligent wave.
Cathal cursed
beneath his breath and brought his wide-eyed gaze back to Diarmuid. "By
the Goddess, don't you do it! You'd have us thrown out on our backsides! We are
not here to make mischief in this realm. Remember your purpose for being here;
to find a woman you can steal back to Faery and be done with this bargain. The
sooner the better."
"You are a
boring fellow, my friend." Diarmuid sat back in his chair and smiled. You'd
think after three hundred years, Cathal would learn when I was joking. He
chuckled softly. "You have so little faith in my charms, it's disturbing,
really. Where have I gone wrong?" He brought his elbow up to the table and
let his chin come to rest in his palm as he studied his friend. "Do you
honestly think that once I find this woman she will be able to refuse me?"
Cathal's nose
twitched in annoyance and his gaze went back to the women. Lifting a finger he
gestured to the approaching women and sank lower in the seat. "I knew it.
Now we're in trouble. I told you we should have remained invisible. Those women
are headed this way along with our waitress." He cringed and sank deeper
into his chair. "You'd better hope the woman we seek is not in this group.
I really don't like the look in any of their eyes. Maybe we should disappear
now?"
Diarmuid shook
his head. "Disappear? How cowardly of you, and to think of the battles
you've fought." He swung around in his chair to look at the women again.
"Calm yourself, Fae. Women are the same no matter what dimension you are
in." He continued to smile at their approach, but did indeed say a small
prayer in hope that he would not be doubly cursed with a hag of a woman tied to
his side. "Good evening, ladies." He gave them his most charming
smile, one meant to disarm and confuse.
Their waitress
spoke first. "Hi." She stammered. "These ladies wanted to meet
you." She let out a nervous laugh. "We don't get many visitors in
Quinten."
Diarmuid had to
work to hide his distaste. The woman wore entirely too much muck on her
face. Dark lines ringed her eyes, and there was some kind of blue tint smeared
below her eyebrows. She was missing most of her front teeth, and the smell of
cheap perfume overwhelmed the small area where they sat. Did she honestly
believe she looked attractive?
Diarmuid let
out a sigh. Attention he was used to, but by fair maidens, not women who looked
like life had done them an injustice.
Scanning the
women's faces, he looked for his treasure, the woman he had seen earlier. She
wasn't in this group of agitated female flesh. A flash of titian hair over by
the bar caught his eye and spotted her. Ah…she hadn't disappeared after all! He
leaned around the women to watch her take her seat. Yes, he definitely needed
to investigate further. The predatory urge to walk over and simply claim her rose
within him.
He glanced up
at the crowd of women, but they showed no signs of leaving.
A flash of
annoyance struck. Damn… He'd have to think of a graceful way to excuse
himself, but not a single thing came to mind. He sat back and settled for
merely drinking in the sight of her.
His quarry
glanced in his direction, a darting peek, obviously checking to see if he was
still there. She quickly looked away.
His smile
deepened. Unlike this mangy pack, she didn't need all of the artifices
that these women wore. She had a natural beauty that begged one to look closer,
deeper and explore.
His gaze roved
the snug denim trousers that outlined her tight, lithe figure. His focus
traveled to her tiny waist, then lingered on small, pert breasts that thrust up
and away. His gaze moved higher to take in her exquisite heart-shaped face
framed with hair of living flame. That shimmering brilliance was the perfect
palette for eyes the deep green of a forest at first light. Her arched brows
were of a lighter shade than her hair, and her nose had a soft curve in
profile. She had the kind of face that would inspire a poet to write.
She smiled at
her friend, her full, rosy lips parting to reveal straight white teeth that
reminded him of tiny pearls.
His mouth
watered at the thought of tasting her lips. Small in stature, she would barely
come to his shoulders. She would fit perfectly against his heart. His palms
itched to touch her. Everything in him demanded he use the power he controlled
to simply take her.
The instant
reeling arousal that tightened his trews made him bite down on his bottom lip.
He relished the small nip of pain. It brought him back to his current dilemma.
Alas, he couldn't steal her away and take her home with him, as much as he
would like to do just that. This hunt had strict rules. He would have to work
slowly, but slow went against his grain.
He sighed,
wishing for days of old when the Fae roamed the earth in this dimension, taking
and loving as they would without worry or fear of reprisal. Or curses…
A large bull of
a man walked through the door with anger written in white lines around a mouth
pulled down in a fierce frown.
An expectant
hush fell over the tavern.
Diarmuid's
attention focused and his eyes narrowed as the angry man made his way toward his
redheaded siren.
His? When had she
become his?
"Don't
even think about it, D." Cathal said in a low growl. "We don't need
the trouble." He hadn't used Diarmuid's real name, an important caution
for the Fae. If your true name was known, you could be called forth from beyond
the veil of Faery and trapped in the mortal world.
Diarmuid looked
about and snorted in derision. Humanity had obviously forgotten much over the
centuries. He doubted if anyone even knew the old ritual.
The angry
villain stopped at his siren's chair.
Diarmuid's gut
clenched in response to the threat. The immediate need to defend her made his
hands curl into fists at his sides. Unable to sit still while the tension
mounted, he excused himself from the ladies at their table, leaving them with
Cathal.
Cathal didn't
look particularly happy with him.
He shot him a
look of apology, but if that man threatened his beauty, he would act. He would
not tolerate a bully, or a man that abused a woman. He would gladly crack the
mortal's skull if he tried such a maneuver with his siren. He needed to move
closer.
Closer to her.
Diarmuid wove in a predatory circle
around the people of the bar until he was finally close enough to hear the
conversation taking place.
The big bear of
a man towered over the woman, his blond hair sticking up out of place on his
head. His eyes were bleary and bloodshot from drink. "Kayleigh, what are
you doing here?"
So, her name
was Kayleigh. It fit her.
"Go
away," She growled up at the man. "I'm allowed a night to myself
without you coming in here and stirring things up."
"What?"
The man sneered. "Are you looking for a man now?"
The bar went
quiet as everyone listened to the argument between them.
Kayleigh's lady
friend sat on her stool nervously stirring her drink while looking like she'd
prefer to slide beneath the bar and hide.
Kayleigh
snorted in response, obviously not intimidated by the man's size or the anger
on his face. "What I'm looking for is some peace and quiet."
He leaned back
and folded his arms. "You can get peace and quiet at home. Not this
place."
At home? Diarmuid
bristled. Could this be her husband? A surge of unexpected jealously rose up
within him at the thought. He hadn't traveled across the worlds to find her,
only to lose her before it began!
Kayleigh's face
flood with color and a dangerous light came into her beautiful green eyes.
"You're my brother, not my husband. "
Her brother? A cool wash of
relief rushed down Diarmuid's spine. Good.
"You do
remember that I work in this--" She waved her hand. "--place, so that
you have a roof over your head? Maybe you shouldn't be here. While
you're at it, maybe you should quit wallowing in self-pity over what can't be
changed." She sighed and turned away. "Go away, I'm not in the mood
to fight with you."
"Let's go,
I don't like the idea of my sister being here."
"I'm not
going anywhere." She delivered a very unladylike snort. "I
haven't had a night out with Angela in three months, while you've been out with
Jimmy time and again." She clenched her small fists. "God, I hate it
when you hang out with him. Nothing good ever comes of it, and then you always
show your ass." She lifted a brow at him. "Like you are right
now."
Diarmuid nearly
smiled. This was no simpering lass to be ordered about.
Kayleigh jabbed
a finger at her brother. "Look, if you don't want to stay, then fine.
Leave. I doubt anyone here will miss you. I'm going to stay and enjoy
myself." She turned her back on him.
Matthew
suddenly leaned over and picked her up as if she weighed nothing. In a single
heave, he tossed her over his shoulder like a sack of grain.
Kayleigh
shrieked, punching his back with her fists. "What are you doing, you great
big sack of cow manure? Put me down!"
He turned
toward the back of the bar and started walking. "No."
"Yes!"
She bit down on the tender skin of his lower back.
He hissed with
pain, but kept walking. "I said we're leaving."
Diarmuid
silently cursed as he watched them. The caveman technique? Not one normally
used on a sister. They knew too many secrets, and paybacks were bloody hell.
"You've
got to go to sleep sometime, and I swear when you do, you're going to regret
this!" She landed a quick kick into his stomach.
Matthew
grunted. "I asked you nicely, and since you won't listen..."
"You did
no such thing!" She pummeled his back. "What is wrong with you?"
Clearly
intervention was required. Diarmuid narrowed his eyes. The lad was in for a
surprise if he thought to get away with that kind of behavior right in front of
him. He could not afford to let her be carted away before he knew if she indeed
was the woman that could save him.
The big blond
man carted Kayleigh toward the door in the back of the bar, glaring at anyone
that might try to stop him. He shoved the door open one-handed and ducked out.
The chatter and
noise of the bar abruptly began again. Couples twittered at each other across
tables.
"There
they go again."
"One day
those two are going to kill each other."
Kill each
other? What was this? Surely they did not mean such a thing! Diarmuid
pushed away from the stool on which he'd been leaning to follow them.
He passed by
Cathal and the Fae shot him a look of warning, which he ignored with a grin. It
wouldn't take long for Cathal to follow, but hopefully the situation would be
well in hand by the time Cathal removed himself from the women hanging onto his
every word.
Pushing open
the heavy door, he slipped out into the dark night.
The light from
a post illuminated the scene in the parking lot. Her brother still had her tossed
over his shoulder and they were still screaming curses at each other.
Kayleigh's high-pitched words rang in the air as she landed a swift punch to
her brother's lower back.
Diarmuid
winced. The man would have serious bruises come the morning.
Walking up
behind them, he tapped the large man on his shoulder, then ducked, avoiding the
wild swing of Kayleigh's feet. "I think you need to put her down," he
said in a voice meant to calm.
Matthew turned
around, lips pulled back away from his teeth in a snarl. His eyes were wild,
the whites bloodshot from too much drink. "Are you going to make me?"
Half-closing
one eye, he flinched back from the stench of alcohol that emanated from the
man's person. Diarmuid shook his head. Some men never learned. Controlling his
anger with a deep breath, he decided that asking hadn't worked. Perhaps telling
would. "Put her down. If it's a fight you're wanting, I'll be happy to
oblige you."
Matthew rolled
Kayleigh off his shoulder, letting her fall roughly to the ground.
She hit hard
and yelped, then rolled out of the way, her eyes wide.
Diarmuid
winced. That had to hurt.
"Look,
mister," Matthew began with his hands set aggressively on his hips,
"I don't know who the hell you are and you don't know us. Back off."
Kayleigh scrambled
to her feet and knocked the dust off her pants, looking thoroughly disgusted.
Diarmuid raised
his brows not in the least intimidated. He looked at Kayleigh questioningly.
"Do you want me to back off?"
Kayleigh
crossed her arms primly. "I'm a big girl. I can take care of myself."
Diarmuid raised
his brows at her. "Oh, and I could see that you were doing such a fine
job of it, too." He turned and looked at Matthew. "You know, she has
a right to a good time as much as anyone."
"I'm her
brother…"
"Yes,
well, being her brother doesn't give you the right to humiliate her in front of
her friends." He held his hands up in surrender "I'm sorry, but I
cannot allow a woman to be treated this way." He watched the larger man
through narrowed eyes, alert for any sudden moves.
Matthew
scowled. "Who the hell are you to tell me what I can do with my
sister?"
Diarmuid lifted
his chin. "Someone who thinks you've stepped over the line."
Matthew's jaw
tightened and his face reddened with fury. He dropped his head. The muscles
bulged in his neck. His hands curled into fists at his side. He took an
aggressive step toward Diarmuid. "And just what are you going to about
it?"
"Whatever
needs to be done." Diarmuid smiled, knowing full well that it would only
infuriate him more.
"Stop it,
you two!" Kayleigh stalked around them, looking from one to the other.
"You're acting like a pair of children!"
Violent tension
hung in the air between the men.
"She's
leaving." Matthew curled his lip. "Go find another whore for the
night."
Kayleigh
gasped. "What did you just say?"
Matthew tossed
her a glance over his shoulder. "You, stay out of this."
"Screw
you! I'm going back inside to finish my drink." Kayleigh turned and
started for the door.
Matthew turned
and grabbed her arm. "I said, you're going home."
"Take your
hand off her." Diarmuid ground out between clenched teeth.
Matthew
released her with a snarl and charged toward Diarmuid.
Diarmuid
waited, watching Matthew's clumsy advance as though he moved in slow motion.
The human was obviously an untrained clod.
The big man's
fist headed straight toward his jaw in a broad and sloppy roundhouse punch.
Diarmuid nearly
laughed in his face as he feinted to his left, easily ducking the intended
blow.
Matthew's fist
slid right past Diarmuid's shoulder, carrying his weight along with him.
Diarmuid turned
and lashed out with a swift uppercut of his own. Matthew wasn't capable of
moving quickly enough to dodge the punch.
Diarmuid's fist
connected with Matthew's jawbone and the blonde man's head flew backward, his
lips slack, and eyes wide. The force of the punch shoved him fully two steps
back.
Pain from bone
connecting with bone lanced up Diarmuid's arm. He opened and closed his fist. Damn,
that hurt. His eyes narrowed as he watched Matthew.
Matthew shook
his head to clear the daze from his eyes and raised his fists. He focused his
rage on Diarmuid. "Now you've asked for it." He swung wildly at
Diarmuid, one hand coming after the other in a pinwheel of motion.
Diarmuid
avoided both punches without even trying. A sidestep here, a fake to the right.
Bloody amateur… Diarmuid didn't want to seriously injure Kayleigh's
brother; his fair lass probably would not take kindly to that, but he would
have to finish this soon.
Matthew stopped
suddenly, his fists dropped low and he gasped for air.
Diarmuid
snorted. The man obviously wasn't used to someone who knew how to fight
properly.
Matthew raised
his hands again.
Idiot! Does he
not know when to quit? Diarmuid brought his fist up and took a half-step
to deliver a punishing jab…
Kayleigh
screamed. "No! Stop!" She grabbed onto Diarmuid's fist with both
hands and put all her body weight into it, stopping the forward motion of his
punch. "Stop it right now!"
Diarmuid halted
right where he was. Bloody Hell. He lowered his arm, not about to hurt
her.
Kayleigh
shouted at her brother. "They're going to call the cops, Matthew! I don't
have the money to bail you out!"
Diarmuid looked
over at Matthew. If her brother took one step closer, he was going to drop him
where he stood.
Matthew's face
went utterly white as he perceived the threat in Diarmuid's eye. His clenched
hands dropped to his sides as he gasped for breath.
Diarmuid turned
to look at the small hands covering his fist, and the touch scorched him to the
soul. He looked up to her face and lost himself in her confused green eyes.
"Tell him to go home, lass, if you want it to end." His voice was
calm, but firm. "Otherwise, I'll make sure he goes home unconscious. That
way I know he'll not harm you tonight."
She blinked and
her hands trembled around his. "Go home, Matthew."
"Not…without…you,"
Matthew panted.
Diarmuid looked
over at him, frowning. "You would be wise to do as she says; otherwise we
may end up finishing this in a prison cell. Is that what you want?" Of
course, he would never see the inside of a prison--invisibility had its
advantages--but Matthew surely would, and his Kayleigh-lass was bound to take
it badly.
Matthew turned
his gaze and cursed beneath his breath.
Relieved that
it looked like the other man would back down, Diarmuid scanned his
surroundings.
A crowd had
gathered outside the pub, watching them with avid curiosity.
Diarmuid
scowled in disgust. Bloody hell, what was this? A carnival? Next thing you
know they'd be selling tickets. Humans, what a bloodthirsty lot they are.
His eyes met Cathal's. The lad was but a few steps away. He gave him a brief
nod and a slight smile. Cathal had remained close if needed.
Matthew looked
around at the sea of faces and scowled. He gave Kayleigh a hard, angry look,
and then turned on his heel, sending a last disparaging glare at their
audience.
Diarmuid turned
back to Kayleigh, her hand still on his fist. He brought her small hand to his
lips and lightly kissed her knuckles. Shock, the sizzle of flesh meeting flesh
took him unaware. He lost himself in feminine eyes that were as green as the
most brilliant leaf in the forest. A sprinkle of freckles danced across the
bridge of her pert little nose, and her lips...he sighed. He would dream of her
lips on his, her hands in his hair. She could not be more perfect had she been
born a Princess of the Rose. A pang hit him in the area of his heart. He'd only
thought to protect, but now there was more.
So much more.
He let his lips
curve up into a smile while the scent of jasmine wrapped around him.
Kayleigh stood there, stunned. Never
before had a man come to her rescue. Everyone else was too afraid of Matthew.
She knew he was harmless, but… She looked up into his sapphire blue eyes. Her
breath stilled. He was even more handsome up close with his high cheekbones and
angular jaw. Her head barely reached his shoulders, and what nice broad
shoulders they were.
He trapped her
gaze. Slowly, he raised her hand to his full sensual mouth and caressed her
knuckles with lips that were soft and supple. A courtly kiss, a princely kiss,
a kiss found only in fairy tales.
A kiss beyond
her wildest dreams.
Suddenly, she
found herself barely able to think past the beating of her own heart. Her body
hummed with unfamiliar warmth. The same feeling came over her that she'd
experienced earlier in the bar when their eyes had met. Something about him
called to her very core…chemistry, maybe?
His intent gaze
unnerved her and she had to look away. Why would such a man look at her? Her
hands were rough from working the farm, caring for the land. She wasn't
sophisticated and didn't think herself worthy of the adoration that shone from
his eyes. She tugged to free her hand.
He didn't
release her. "Are you all right?" His voice was soft and smooth.
Ireland had left her mark on him, and the sweet cadence of his voice melted her
insides.
How could you
resist a voice that moved over you like the soft brush of deep dark velvet?
She had to
swallow to speak. "Yes…yes, I'm fine." She looked up at him and he
caught her gaze again. Enraptured, she found herself unable to stop staring at
his finely sculpted face.
Slowly, the
murmur of voices floated into her consciousness, and the awareness brought her
back. She resisted it. She wanted to look into this man's eyes forever. Their
depths held such promise. What had he done to her? In two hours, her whole
world had tilted on its axis because of this one man.
Reality
intruded at last and she finally realized that she was standing in the middle
of a public parking lot surrounding by people who knew her--while holding the
hand of a total stranger as though she'd never let him go. She winced.
"Well, I guess since the show's over, I should go. Thank you. I want to
apologize for Matthew, he's normally not like that. He's going through a rough
time."
He released her
hand with a slight nod. "There is no need for an apology, but he needs
help, Kayleigh. Serious help."
Kayleigh lifted
her chin, her pride pricked that this total stranger would comment on Matthew's
mental state. "He'll work through it. He just needs time. He'd never hurt
me."
The man raised his dark brows in obvious
doubt.
"He
wouldn't! Not me." She shook her head and frowned. "How do you know
my name? We've never met before."
He smiled and
looked down. "Your brother spoke your name when you were arguing in the
bar." His blue gaze lifted to hers. "I hope you are right where your
brother is concerned."
Kayleigh raised
her chin a notch. "He wouldn't hurt me." He made no move to leave,
but merely continued to smile down at her. "Would you like to go for a
walk? Let things settle down a bit before you go back in?"
Walk with him? She took a step
back not sure how to react to his question. She didn't even know his name. To
go anywhere with this perfect stranger would be insanity…but…
But she
couldn't dismiss the heat sizzling between them. It could very well burn them
both to a crisp.
And he'd just
defended her against her brother--the brother who had never lost a fight. Still
mad at Matthew and feeling rebellious, she made her decision. She tilted her
head cocked a brow. "No funny stuff?"
He delivered an
exaggerated expression of shock.
It made her
laugh and the tension suddenly drained from her shoulders. "All right,
I'll let you walk me to the house, but no further. Just a walk. I didn't really
want to go back into the bar and face everyone anyway."
He smiled with
the small victory and his eyes sparkled with pleasure. "Mind you,
I'll be taking what I can get. I'm a patient man." He winked at her,
giving lie to his statement.
Patient?
Riiight… She grinned. Well, at least he had a sense of humor. "So
what brings you to Quinten?"
They strode
away from Robbie's Bar and Grill and the sounds of the night drifted softly
around them. The familiar song of the crickets singing to the moon eased her
frayed nerves.
"A woman." His voice was very
serious.
A woman? Oh… She looked
down at the ground. "Someone in particular? Maybe I know her?" God,
she hoped not…
"I think
you probably do." He gave her a coy sideways glance. "She has this
lovely smile, a precious dimple in her left cheek, and a wicked sharp
tongue."
A dimple? Like
mine? Kayleigh bit her lip. Could he be talking about her? God, she
hoped so! Deciding to be brave she met his direct gaze. "What do you want
from this woman?"
His lips teased
her with a shy half-smile.
The shy
routine? She rolled her eyes. Oh, please…! A man who looked like he
did, and carried himself the way he did, couldn't possibly be shy.
"I'd like
time, actually, time to get to know her," he said softly. "Time
enough to see if her lips taste as good as they look. Time enough to see if
she'll burn in my arms as I hold her, but time is something I'm short on."
Kayleigh
stumbled and would have fallen if he hadn't reacted quickly and caught her. She
coughed, trying to clear the mental image of his strong arms wrapped tightly
around her. Wow, what a romantic… "Well…um…" She cleared her
throat. "That's a lot to ask for. Does this woman even know your name?"
"No, she's
yet to ask."
"What is
your name?"
"Diarmuid
McNamara, at your service." He bowed low from the waist in front of her,
an extremely old-fashioned gesture.
Kayleigh didn't
know what to think. The man was an enigma. One minute he was quietly teasing
her and in the next he took her breath away with his sensual words. He charmed
her in spite of her reservations and his words made her heart jump in her
chest.
And he was well
aware of it.
Kayleigh lifted
her chin. "You're a bold one, aren't you? What if the woman is not
interested in you?"
"Well, if
that should occur, then I should expire on the spot." He lifted his head
and gave her a sly glance. "But I've a feeling that she likes my
smile."
Stunned at the
brutal honesty in his gaze, she stopped walking. He was serious. He was
nuts! You didn't meet a woman for the first time and tell her these kinds
of things. He was breaking all the rules. And she just couldn't take the
suspense anymore…
She looked up
at him. "Are you talking about me?"
He gave her a
thoughtful look. "I believe the correct answer to that question would
be…" He smiled. "Yes."
Oh, my… The breath
rushed right out of her and she felt the world shift under her. She hadn't
actually expected that answer--not really. She reeled in shock. How did
you respond to something like that? She suddenly had this overwhelming urge to
kiss him, to taste the forbidden just once. Without thinking, she moved toward
him and closed the distance between their bodies. His smelled sweet and
fragrant, like a rose.
They stopped on
the lamp lit street, in the open night air and stared at each other.
He moved
forward and pulled her into his arms.
She shouldn't
do this, but she couldn't resist.
His strong
fingers ran down her spine and drew her closer to his rock-hard frame.
Kayleigh looked
up into his spectacular eyes. They were the blue of a flame's heart, blazing
with passion, and intent.
His lips
descended ever so slowly toward hers. His kiss began feather-soft, a caress,
and then quickly became firm, and demanding; insistent that she let him in.
She opened
under his mouth. His taste was an aphrodisiac to her soul, calling forth
passion and heat. Her hands encircled his waist, locking behind his back.
He teased,
softly stroking the inside of her mouth with his tongue. His hand crept up to
hold the nape of her neck as he eased those fiery lips down to her neck,
blazing a trail of liquid fire along her sensitized skin.
She moaned and
trembled in his arms. It felt like a dream, all fuzzy and out of focus. A sweet
dream you didn't want to wake up from, and when you did, it left you feeling
lost. There was no thought, but of him. No world, but the two of them. He
became the very air she needed to survive. He would kill her with his kisses;
for she would die without them.
He lifted his
head from her throat.
She whimpered
at the loss of warmth, and opened her eyes to look at him.
His gaze was
not on her, but over her shoulder.
Kayleigh turned
to see what had stolen his attention and saw the man he'd been with earlier
standing under the street light, watching them. He stood in silence, gazing at
them, arms crossed in front of his broad chest, a concerned expression on his
face. Light reflected off silver tendrils of hair and shrouded him in a white
glow, an unnatural light.
She blinked,
and it was gone. It had only been a trick of the moonlight.
Diarmuid
murmured something under his breath, then cursed into the night but didn't
release her. He looked back down at her. "I have to go talk to him. I'll
only be a moment." An apologetic expression flitted across his face while
he rubbed her arms.
Kayleigh
reluctantly moved out of his embrace, the loss of his heat causing her to
shiver. The wind had picked up, a chill in the breeze. What had he done to her?
Had she lost her mind? Her morals? Questions pounded at her brain until a dull
ache throbbed behind her eyes. She watched as he moved toward his friend with
easy graceful strides.
Okay, this is
crazy. She had never done such a thing in her life, but Diarmuid was
different. Different in the way he made her feel. The sizzle of his kiss
promised more pleasure than she had ever dreamed of and the danger of that
alone made her heart race inside her chest. The realization that she could fall
for him made her do a double take. But could she walk away from him now? She
shook her head. No, not yet.
Kayleigh waited
while Diarmuid spoke with his friend.
The blond man's
hands moved in agitated gestures as he talked and his expression grew fierce.
Diarmuid's back
straightened, tensed, and then he shoved his hands into his pockets.
The blond man
stalked off, obviously not happy about something.
Diarmuid
returned to her. "My apologies, Cathal never has had good timing."
"He looked
upset."
"Cathal is
always upset over something. It's his nature." He shrugged. "Now,
where were we?" He smiled at her, showing off those beautiful straight
white teeth.
Kayleigh
couldn't look at him, or he would see her desire for him shining in her eyes.
"I think I should be going home." She needed to step back and
evaluate this attraction to him.
"There was
nothing funny about it, Kayleigh. We were just getting to the good part."
Kayleigh moved
away from him. She couldn't get sucked back into the devastating whirlpool of
his kiss. "No. I think I should head home." She ignored the chill
that ran up her spine. Refusing him was the hardest thing she had ever done,
when all she longed to do was pull him back into her arms. He felt perfect and
warm. Being in his arms felt like she had finally come home, but how could that
be? He knew she was lying, she could see the disappointment on his face. It
only made her feel worse.
"Well
then, lass, let me walk you the rest of the way home. It is the least I can
do." A note of sadness tinged his voice, as if he hated to leave her.
"All
right, if you want to, it's not far," she agreed.
Diarmuid walked
quietly beside her, his hands in his pockets.
The thought him
sprawled on top of her, his hands on her body made her pulse kick. She wished
that she were the kind of woman to take a man home for a quick romp, but she
wasn't. Not that kind of girl, anyway. Still, the mental picture of them
sprawled naked in her bed, his hands on her body, his lips on her skin tempted
her. Then the realization that he wouldn't stay hit her hard. He would leave
and she would still be here, and she wasn't sure she could risk that.
She forced her
mind away from him and back to her work and the chores that would have to be
done the next morning. The land waited for no one. The demands of the farm and
the gardens weren't a chore to her, but only a way to keep her sanity. Tending
to the plants and flowers had been a blessing she couldn't do without. The land
anchored her and kept her sane.
It wasn't how
she had envisioned her life when she had been small, but things rarely happened
the way you planned them. The man at her side confused her. Why would he want a
nobody from a small town in South Carolina? It didn't seem natural the way they
responded to each other. Perhaps he had put her under a spell of some sort.
"Will you
be leaving soon?" she asked.
"I've got
some time." He turned to look at her. "Tell me about your home."
Kayleigh
smiled; reassured that he wasn't angry with her. "I've grown up here. I've
never known anything different. Spring is my favorite season, when the flowers
poke their heads up, it amazes me. Where once there was only cold hard ground,
in a matter of weeks the hyacinths pop up with spots of purple all over the
flowerbeds, and the daffodils make everything so yellow and bright. The roses
are my favorite, though, and when they start to bud and the dogwoods bloom, the
air is so sweet you can hardly stand to breathe."
He nodded
understanding. "You've a love of the earth, then. So few people care about
the land. It's refreshing. In my homeland, spring is a time of celebration. You
would like it there." His words were musical like the notes in a song,
wrapping around her, enchanting her soul. She wondered how many other women had
listened to him, only to be trapped in his spell. A shiver ran along her spine,
a sort of warning she chose to ignore.
"I've
always wanted to go to Ireland. My Grandfather was born in County Cork. He went
back once, but he was very sad when he returned. He told me that things never
remained the same once you leave and go back years later for a visit. Something
changed him while he was there, but he would never talk about it." Her
eyes misted with sudden tears. "He passed away several years ago."
His perceptive
gaze caught hers. "He must have been a fine man."
She could only
nod. The pain of her grandfather's loss, and her parents, was a gaping wound in
her heart that refused to heal. Only among her roses, in that garden of
fragrant velvet and bitter thorns, did she find true peace. Her roses were all
the family she had now, except for Matthew. But lately, he seemed gone too…
He gave her a
small smile. "Nature gives and takes away. That's always the way of
it."
She nodded
again and blinked back the mist. She took a deep breath and gathered herself. Not
here, not now. Not with him so close to her. If she started crying, she might
never stop.
He caught her
hand in his warm grip. "So, on to brighter things. Tell me, where is your
favorite place? The place you run to when you need peace and quiet, your piece
of the sky?"
Kayleigh
smiled, taking comfort in his warm palm. "On the back of our property,
there's a waterfall…"
His bright gaze
focused on hers. "A waterfall, you say?"
She looked over
at him and nodded. "I think it's the most beautiful place on earth. The
water is clear and falls over a small cave." She sighed with the memory.
"It was Grandfather's favorite spot. He used to say it was where the
little people came out to play. He swore he could see them dancing in the trees
on a clear night. They were fancy stories for a small girl. I've never seen the
little people, but I always go there when the moon is full to try and catch a
glimpse of them in all their finery."
Diarmuid's
smile was a touch sarcastic. "So then, you don't believe in the little people?"
Kayleigh
playfully tugged on his hand. "But of course!" She laughed, just a
little. "My grandparents used to leave a plate of food and chocolate out
at night for them every night." She leaned closer and whispered.
"Matthew and I would wake up early to see if they had eaten it. The plate
was always clean. Matthew said Grandfather ate the food, but I'm not so
sure." She pulled back with a toss of her red curls and shrugged.
"Grandfather always told me to be kind to them, if you wanted a peaceful
house. So…I still leave goodies out for them."
Diarmuid nodded
sagely. "Your Grandfather was a wise man. Not all fairies are pleasant
creatures. Some of them can be downright nasty."
Kayleigh arched
a brow at him. "Know a lot about fairies, do you?"
He snorted and
swept a hand through his black mane. "You don't grow up in AAran, lass,
and not understand the importance of the Fae. They are a powerful force, but
most seem to have forgotten about them." He looked away.
She examined
her toes. "Most of my friends think I'm crazy, for leaving a plate out for
them."
He tugged on
her hand to make her look up into his blinding smile. "No, you're not
crazy. Beautiful, but not crazy. Perhaps I'll come by to visit your waterfall.
It sounds like a divine place." He leaned closer to whisper in her ear.
"Mayhap I'll get lucky and see the Fae Queen herself. Though I've heard
she doesn't travel as much these days."
Kayleigh
shivered in spite of herself. God in heaven his voice… She had to swallow
before she could speak. "And just what do you think the Queen would say to
hear you talk like that?"
He grimaced.
"She probably did hear me, and is plotting my penance as we speak. She's a
wily woman, that one!"
Kayleigh
laughed. "Then you've met her?"
"Would you
be surprised or shocked if I told you I had?" He raised a dark brow.
"You would think I was crazy then, wouldn't you?"
"No, not
crazy…" She smiled. "Maybe a little touched in the head. Did Matthew
land a blow that I didn't see?"
"You think
so?" Quick as lightning, he leaned over and grabbed her, lifting her high
in the air as if she weighed nothing.
"Oh, my
God!" Kayleigh squealed. "What are you doing? Put me down!"
Laughter exploded from her lips.
He grinned up
at her. "So I'm daft, am I?"
"Yes! God,
yes! Anyone can see you're touched!"
"Is that
so?" He spun her around in circles. "I suggest you take back those
words!"
She screamed
with laughter, feeling deliciously childish again, with no worries, no troubles
nipping at her heels. "Okay! Okay! I take it back! You're not daft!"
"Well
then, that's better." He brought her back down to earth slowly, letting
her body slide intimately against his own, his touch much like the breath of
heaven.
She melted into
him relishing his strength, the male scent of him. Her arms found the hard
planes of his upper arms and she held on not wanting to let go of him.. How did
you fight such a thing? She couldn't. Her arms slipped up to wind around his
neck. She wasn't going to think about this now. There would be time enough to
think and worry later.
The laughter
left his eyes, to be replaced with a smoldering heat that could only be desire.
He held her there locked into his body not allowing her feet to touch the
ground. He never uttered a sound, just gazed down at her, looking deeply into
her eyes, searching, waiting for a sign from her.
Kayleigh smiled
up at him, she wanted this. Wanted his kiss. She didn't want to regret it
later.
Diarmuid molded
her body into his, crushing her to him. He leaned down and with a wicked smile,
tenderly bit her bottom lip.
She gasped and
he took advantage of her surprise, his tongue invading her mouth, dancing,
teasing, and tasting her. The flavor of honey and almonds, rich and erotic,
invaded her mouth while strong hands came lower and cupped her bottom. He fed
voraciously from her lips, and she wanted more. Moist heat pooled at the
juncture of her thighs, and she felt the lean, hard line of his arousal against
her stomach.
Then once again
he pulled those wicked lips from her mouth and whispered in her ear. "Do
you want me to stop, love?" he said softly.
"No."
she answered. And it was the truth. She didn't want him to stop. In his arms
the world stopped and existed only for the two of them.
He nibbled on
the lobe of her ear and his warm breath caressed. Inside of her a fire burned
low and deep, spreading, craving, wanting more of him.
She dropped her
hand from around his neck to rest just above his heart. The steady beat and
heat of him set off a firestorm of sensation.
Diarmuid's
breath became heavy as he took the curve of her neck, sending sweet inviting
chills down her spine. "What you do to me," he murmured against her
skin. Not taking his mouth from her skin he slipped one arm behind her knees
and for a moment he cradled her against his chest. "I've got you."
"I can see
that." She uttered, pliant in his arms.
Suddenly he
dropped to his knees and set her down in the grass. He followed her down one
hand remaining at the back of her neck as he took her lips in a burst of
passion and need. His kiss changed from gentle and sweet to demanding and
insistent. He fanned the flames of the fire that sparked between them until she
thought surely she would explode from the jolting heat of his kiss.
"Kayleigh, what are you doing out there with
him?" A harsh voice ripped into the night.
Diarmuid quickly pulled
Kayleigh behind him, protecting her out of instinct. Damn it, the man was
her brother, not her Father. He didn't know when to quit. "Kayleigh,
let me handle this," he whispered. He shouldn't have lost himself. He'd
practically made love to her in her own yard. He hadn't sensed her brother's
presence. He'd been hoping the man would drown himself in the bottle of whiskey
he'd been drinking. Something would have to be done about him.
It was his fault. He'd
continued to walk with her, unable to resist her charms, even though Cathal had
warned him about her brother. But Kayleigh stole his breath and his mind
with her sweet lips. Never in hundreds of years had he felt such an intense
emotional high. The woman bewitched him.
It hit him that this was
real, and he had found her.
Kayleigh shoved at him,
trying to move him out of the way as she scrambled to her feet. "I can
handle this, Diarmuid. I don't need you to fight my battles for me."
Glad that her anger wasn't
directed at him, he still felt the need to protect her. "No, lass, you'll
not handle him alone. The man is in his cups." He reached back and took
her hand in his and pulled her to his side.
"I know what I'm
doing." She looked up at him and made a face. "I've been dealing with
him for quite a while now without your help."
Diarmuid watched the burly
man make his way toward them. The distance between them wasn't great but
Matthew's gait was slow and he stumbled twice almost falling.
"What are you doing
with him?" Matthew's words jumbled together, making them hard to
understand. "I've tried to protect you from men like him all your life. He
only wants one thing," he pointed a finger at Diarmuid "and I'll be
damned if he's going to get it that easily. What would our Mother think
if she were here to see this?"
Kayleigh flinched at her
brother's words, and said nothing for a moment. Then as if coming out of shock,
her eyes narrowed to slits and she firmed her lips into a thin line before
blasting words back at her brother. "I am twenty-six years old. I don't
need you telling me what I can and cannot do. How many times have I told you
that? You want to know what our Mother would do... She'd bend you over her knee
and blister your butt good for what you've become. What happened to you? You
are not acting like the brother I grew up with."
Diarmuid bent his head to
whisper in her ear. "You're treading on thin ice with him. Don't push him
now. He's ready to blow," Diarmuid tried to warn her, but she wouldn't
listen.
"Don't
interfere." She snapped back at him.
Diarmuid threw his hands up
in surrender. "Have it your way, love."
"Damn right I will!
He's my brother, and I've had it with him." She turned back toward Matthew
pointing that nasty finger at him and continued. "You're lazy, Matthew,
and we're going to end up losing this farm and that doesn't seem to bother you
a bit. You haven't worked in six months. I've tried to give you time to come to
grips with what happened with Mom and Dad. I've worked two jobs, count
'em...one, two" she said holding up two fingers for effect "trying to
keep this place going, and for what? So you can sit and drink yourself into a
stupor every night of your life? Well, it's going to stop, and it's going to
stop right now! If you don't get sober, and I mean now, I'm going to
throw you out. Then what will you do? We can't change the past, Matthew. You
can't bring them back. No matter how many bottles of whiskey you drink, they
are not coming back." A furious Kayleigh stood with her hands on her hips
and glared at her brother.
Matthew's mouth worked,
opening and closing, but no sound coming out.
The anger between brother
and sister hung like a tangible barrier between them, two sides of a coin
separated by thought and emotion. Diarmuid thought Matthew might turn around
and go back into the house, but that didn't happen. Instead, he took a step
forward. Closer.
"You don't
understand." Matthew began. "You'll never understand. Throw me out if
you want." He said with a disgusted wave of his hand. "But you're not
going anywhere him." Matthew glared at Diarmuid. "You're making a
mistake getting tangled up with him. He'll tell you all kinds of lies and when
he's done with you, he'll throw you away like a used paper cup. Then where will
you be?"
Anger began to simmer
beneath the surface of his skin at her brother's words.
The wind picked up blowing
leaves around the yard in small little whirlwinds. Clouds moved in and
lightening suddenly lit the night sky. Thunder boomed above their heads.
He struggled to maintain
control, but emotion rolled through him. The very air around him sizzled.
"Tread lightly," Diarmuid warned. "You don't know me. You
don't know what I'm capable of and I'm not going to hurt your sister. In fact,
she may be the very one to hurt me." Diarmuid took a deep breath, trying
to control his panic that Matthew might use his influence to keep Kayleigh
away. "You don't want me as your enemy."
Matthew stood wavering in front of him, his mouth curled in a
sneer.
The storm around them
gathered strength. The night sounds silenced from the elements Diarmuid
controlled.
Matthew's face scrunched up
in fury. "What are you going to do, Fairy boy? Punch me again? Come on if
you want to give it a try!" Matthew lunged at Diarmuid, going for a full
body tackle.
Diarmuid saw the man coming
and simply stepped out of the way. A bolt of lightening flashed down about a
hundred yards from the inebriated man. The force knocked him off his feet.
Kayleigh ran to her
brother, trying to help him up. "Matthew, go back in the house. I'll
discuss this with you in the morning." She locked her arms under his
shoulders and tugged him up. "Go on in. I'll deal with you later."
Matthew pushed Kayleigh's
hands away. "I can get up by myself. I don't need your help." He
slurred.
Diarmuid listened to the
exchange and doubted that Matthew would see reason. His violent tendencies
concerned him. If Matthew raised a hand to hurt Kayleigh, he wouldn't be
responsible for his actions.
A cool wind blew over
Diarmuid's face. Cathal had to be close; he could feel the tingle of Fae magic
in the wind. Cathal was only one of the few who could counter the emotional
torment of the storm he'd created.
He looked at Kayleigh where
she stood with her brother, her eyes weary and her face drawn. She looked back
at Diarmuid and gave him an apologetic look while helping Matthew to his feet.
"Go on, Matthew, go..." she said none too gently.
Diarmuid didn't want her to
see this side of his nature, or the violence he could create when he lost his
temper. Closing his eyes, he forced the tremendous power roiling inside of him
to calm, stilling the wind with his mind.
Matthew threw him a
scathing glance, "Hurt her and you'll live to regret it, if I have to go
through the fires of hell to do it."
Diarmuid sighed. "Are
you not in hell now?" He couldn't resist saying.
Kayleigh waited while
Matthew staggered back to the porch and then finally went inside. Satisfied
that he was safely in the house, she paced back and forth, nervous and skittish
as a colt after this last scene with her brother. "Sorry about his
behavior. I've said that a lot tonight." Her eyes glistened with the sheen
of unshed tears. Her shoulders slumped and she ran her hands through her hair.
Diarmuid cursed himself.
The last thing he wanted to do was add to her troubles. In fact, he wished that
he could just carry her away from all of it. It was possible, but she would
never forgive him for it, and they would both be punished if he stole her away.
"You know it's not
necessary for you to apologize for the behavior of your brother."
"I know, but..."
"But nothing, don't
fret about it. As you said before, he'll work through it."
The sound of the night
crept around them, a bullfrog calling in the distance. Time to go, he knew, but
he dreaded leaving her. "Meet me tomorrow." The words sounded
desperate even to his own ears and he winced. He couldn't let her go, not when
she meant so much. She alone might have the power to save him. He couldn't
chance letting her turn from him. No matter if he had to get down on his knees
and beg. His very life depended upon it.
Kayleigh turned from him, a
sad look in her eyes. "I have to work."
He pushed a little harder.
"And after work? Surely you'll not be there the entire night?" He had
to see her again. Had to persuade her that there would be a next
time. Her choice, though, it had to be her choice.
"No, but it'll be
late."
He moved forward to put his
hands on her shoulders. He couldn't resist touching her. He lifted one hand and
stroked her cheek. "Kayleigh." He needed to look at her, memorize her
face, the feel of her skin. It had to last him till he could see her again.
"Please?"
Her torn expression sliced
at him. She looked ready to drop from fatigue. He wanted to see her laugh,
really laugh again, to see those merry lights dance in her beautiful emerald
eyes. If she kept this up she'd be old before her time, and that would be a
crime. This woman deserved so much more than what lay ahead of her. If she
couldn't break the mold, wasn't strong enough to pull away and cut the ties
that bound her to her brother, there would be no hope for the two of them. He
had to try.
A soft laugh escaped her
lips. "I shouldn't do this. I really should say thank you, and walk into
the house."
His heartbeat pounded in
his ears. He couldn't use Fae magic to make her agree, and he saw the indecision written over her face and held his breath.
Stepping back away from him
she shook her head. "All right. Meet me at the waterfall at midnight
tomorrow."
Thank the Goddess, yes, now
he could breathe again. "The waterfall? And where would that be?"
Kayleigh grabbed his hand
and pulled him toward the back of the house.
Diarmuid could just make
out the path along the tree line leading into the woods.
"Follow that
path." She said. "It leads directly to the heart of our property and
the falls. Meet me there, at midnight."
"You'll be
there?" he asked.
"Yes. You could bring
us something to eat? I'm always starving after the late shift at
Robbie's."
Diarmuid smiled, elated
that she had agreed to see him again. "Ah, food for the working is never a
problem, but this isn't a trap, right? Matthew won't be there waiting to
pulverize me?"
She gave him a sad smile
"No. He'll probably be passed out by then. That's why I'm so shocked; he
never pays attention to me or what I do."
He brought the back of her
hand to his lips. "Until tomorrow, then?"
Kayleigh stepped back
toward the house until their hands parted and fingertips clung. "Yes,
until tomorrow."
A small caress of the wind
brought her fragrance to him. The scent of jasmine reached out to bind him as the strongest, heaviest chains never could. He went
to her, reached for her once again, half expecting her to back away.
She didn't, and slipped
back into his arms so easily. They fit perfectly, her head reaching just below
his chin.
Diarmuid took her face into
his hands, rubbing his thumbs along her smooth,
silky cheeks.
He had to kiss her.
Leaning down, he gently
brushed his lips with hers. It was the promise of a kiss; a promise that he
wouldn't leave her waiting, and it took every ounce of his control to keep it
that way.
Kayleigh brought her fingers to her tingling lips
and smiled as she watched Diarmuid walk back down the street. Wow. Now that
was a kiss. Mind spinning she turned and headed back to the house.
It was a simple house,
built by her grandfather, though now the wood was weathered from the wind and
rain. Still, it had a fresh coat of cream-colored paint that made it bright and
cheery. Her mother had planted ornamental hollies and pansies along the side of
the house as a border. She'd have to replant the pansies soon. They wouldn't
last long in the heat of summer.
She opened the door to the
screened-in porch and walked in. This was one of her favorite places. After a
long day of working, she'd bring a nice glass of tea outside and sit in the
white wicker furniture her mother had loved so well and lose herself in a book,
but those moments were few and far between these days.
She walked to the door that
led from the porch to the kitchen and hesitated for a moment with her hand on
the brass knob. She really didn't want to have to deal with Matthew tonight,
but some things couldn't be helped. Taking a deep breath, she pushed the door
open.
Matthew stood by the
kitchen sink, looking out the window. There was anger in the line of his
shoulders and he didn't move when she entered. Obviously he was still mad.
Well, truth be told, she wasn't exactly a happy camper herself.
"Are you pleased with
yourself?" she asked.
He gazed out though the
window into the night. "I might ask you the same thing." He turned to
face her, leaning back against the counter. "What are you doing letting
some strange guy walk you home? I thought you had more sense than that."
She let out a little huff
of disbelief. "Oh, so now all of a sudden you care what I do? Geez,
Matthew, I've come and gone on my own for the last six months. Half the time
you're not even conscious when I get home. What's the big deal?"
"Don't like him."
Kayleigh rolled her eyes.
"Well, that's a big surprise. You don't like anybody." Turning on her
heel, she left him in the kitchen to mope or whatever it was that he did best
these days.
She didn't want to talk to
him anymore tonight. At one time he'd been her best friend. They had shared
everything. Secrets, the treasures of childhood, the joy of a spring day. He
wasn't the same person. He'd lost his girlfriend of two years, his job and his
self-worth. Sometimes she wondered if he somehow blamed himself for their parent's
death. It bothered her that he never wanted to talk about the accident. In fact
he avoided the subject like a vile disease.
She glanced up to look at
the pictures of her family hanging on the wall. A family history recorded in
photographs. She raised a hand and touched her parents' wedding picture.
"Miss you guys," she said out loud. The rug beneath her feet softened
the sound of her boots as she went around the corner past the living room and
headed up the stairs.
Sixteen steps. Every time
she walked up or down she counted them. Crazy habit.
At the top of the landing,
she walked straight past the old cherry bookcases and the little antique hall
table and went into her bedroom, which was the first room on the right.
Turning on the light, she
went straight for the bed, and sank down on the mattress to pull off her boots.
She loved her room. The
cool mint color of the walls with the tiny handpainted pink rosebuds made her
feel safe. The shelf to the right held her books. They were lined up straight,
and most were worn from having been read so many times. Little stuffed teddy
bears were shoved above the books and her collection of music boxes sat on the
second shelf, another obsession from her past.
There were pictures of
Angela on her dresser, one from their high school graduation and another one
from Angela's wedding.
Her mother's jewelry box
sat in the middle of her dresser. All the important things were in this room.
Falling backwards on the
bed with her hands out to her sides, she closed her eyes. Why did life have to
be so complicated?
Her thoughts floated back
over the night and came back to Diarmuid. What a strange name for a strange
man. God, why did he have to be so damn handsome? All that thick black hair and
those cobalt blue eyes...eyes that could stop a woman's heart at fifty paces.
But he would leave soon. He'd told her that tonight. He didn't have much time.
"Damn it!" she said to the open air of her bedroom. She knew it, had
known the truth when she'd first laid eyes on him.
What to do?
She had agreed to meet him
at the waterfall tomorrow night. Should she tell him she couldn't see him
again? That she didn't want to get involved with someone who wouldn't be around
long? That would be the smart thing to do. Now she had to convince her heart.
A little voice inside her
head taunted her to take what he offered. Getting up, she got undressed and
slipped on her nightgown. Moving back to the bed she slipped between the
covers. Turning on her side, she closed her eyes and instantly his image came into
her mind. His face, the sound of his voice, the way his hard body felt pressed
up against hers, she was going to drive herself crazy thinking about it.
Every nerve ending in her
body sprang to attention at his touch. She didn't want to fall for him, couldn't
take more heartbreak. But could she really resist him? Did she want to resist
him?
She just didn't know.
Feeling drowsy, her eyes
drifted closed with her thoughts still on the strange man that had come to her
rescue like a white knight out of some kind of fairy tale.
* * * *
Diarmuid wandered away from the house and
backtracked. It had taken all his self-control not to let Kayleigh know that he
had full knowledge of her waterfall.
A waterfall that was not
what it seemed.
There were gates between
Faery and the mortal world. Kayleigh's waterfall happened to be one of them. In
fact, it was the very gate he and Cathal had traveled through only yesterday.
How strange that only a
thousand years ago the Fae had roamed this realm with mortal and beast alike.
But all good things must come to an end. Mortals began to consider the Fae
their enemy and open war broke out between the two races. The mortals demanded
the Fae cease to use their magic, afraid of what they did not understand. The
Fae refused and so left the mortal realm, using their vast magic to transport
them to another dimension. Another world of their own choosing.
Their Goddess had led them
to AAran, the world of the Flower Fae. But even in this new world evil still
found a way to invade the land. He had seen it first hand. The sister of the
Goddess, the Sea Witch, was a vile creature and controlled the vast lakes and
oceans of AAran, just waiting for the chance to usurp her sister and destroy
her and everything she loved.
Cathal had unknowingly
caught the Sea Witch's attention and would now be dead had he not intervened.
He had made a bargain with
the Sea Witch for Cathal's release. Part of that bargain was that he return to
the mortal realm and claim a woman of mortal flesh and convince her to return
with him to Faery.
So they had come. When they
had walked through the Lily gate of AAran and found themselves in a cave behind
a waterfall, he had not been overly surprised. He knew that his Goddess watched
over them and provided for their needs. She had seen to their need for water
and sun. They had to replenish themselves in this world. Mortal food could be
consumed, but it did not nourish their form. Sometimes being a Prince of the
Rose had advantages. He was the Rose Prince of AAran. He knew his duty and he
would not fail in this quest.
The moon lit the ground,
throwing shadows on the path as he made his way back to the big oak where he
knew Cathal would be waiting for him. The sounds of the night called to him.
The moist dew clung to his skin, where it quickly evaporated. The night was a
time of growth for the flowers and those of his kind.
He spotted Cathal leaning
against the trunk of the Oak, a scowl on his face with his silver hair hanging
lose around his shoulders.
May the Goddess save me
from a sulking Fae.
Probably still mad that he
had left him with the mortal women. Cathal would consider that act a fate
almost as dire as death. The Fae had no use for mortals. But Cathal did not
know the truth of why they were really here. He followed blindly where his
Prince led.
Diarmuid approached his
friend and knew that this was going to be a heated discussion.
"What were you doing
with her?" Cathal's irritated tone and flashing eyes betrayed his
annoyance.
Diarmuid smiled. "What
did you think I was doing with her? I needed to talk with her, spend time with
her. I needed to know if she was the one we seek."
Cathal raised arched silver
brows at him. "And what did you find?"
"She is the one."
Cathal shot him a skeptical
look. "We only arrived yesterday. I doubt we would find her that
quick." Cathal began to pace, his gray eyes flashing in the light of the
moon. "Do you realize that storm of emotion you created almost turned
fatal? Had I not been there to temper it, you might have killed him."
Diarmuid raised one brow.
"But you were there, and no real harm came to anyone. I saw no body
parts, and everyone was well and fine when I left."
Cathal frowned. "It
could have been worse."
"It could
have...yes." Diarmuid picked his way toward the large tree side stepping
the large roots.
He thought back on
Kayleigh. He'd known the moment he touched her.
Diarmuid looked up at the
stars twinkling in the now cloudless sky. "Now I have only to convince her
that she belongs with me. Then I will truly be free."
"If as you say, she is
the one...Let's grab her and take her back to Faery with us. That is the way of
our people. Why do you hesitate?" Cathal insisted.
"I cannot do that,
Cathal. She must come of her own free will."
Cathal shook his head.
"Since when? We have never had to have a mortal's approval before we take
them through the gate." Cathal narrowed his eyes. "What is it that
you are not telling me?"
Diarmuid raked his hands
through his hair in frustration. "It is part of the bargain. I must win
her love and she must agree to come back to Faery with me."
"Are you daft?"
Cathal's mouth dropped open in shock. "She'll never leave with you once
she knows what you are." Cathal stopped his pacing in front of Diarmuid.
"You cannot tell her."
"I have no choice. I
will tell her when the time is right."
Cathal turned on his heel
uttering a string of Fae curses that would make the lowest of the Fae blush.
Turning back to Diarmuid, Cathal gave him an anguished look. "You never
told me of this."
"You never
asked."
"I am your best
friend, I shouldn't have to ask. All of this is my fault. If I had never gone
to the lake to drink, we would be back in AAran enjoying a nice wine and
falling into our own beds. But no, now we are here, and you are faced with an
impossible task. You should have left me to die."
Diarmuid laughed. Not a
happy laugh, but one that mocked the fates. "Yes, I should have left you
there, where the sunlight could not dance upon your armor. I should have let
your petals turn brown and fall away. I think not. You would have done the same
for me. You are my dearest friend. We have been together a long time."
Cathal fell silent for a
moment lost in thought. "I still do not understand how I came to be caught
within the Sea Witch's clutches. I came only to drink, and before I knew what
had happened, she talked in riddles of love and enchantment. I spurned her
advances, a Fae and the sister of a Goddess." he scoffed. "It could
never be."
Diarmuid nodded,
understanding the pain of his friend. "Yes, and there is that whole evil
thing. I highly doubt she would have made a good lover." He cringed when
he thought of how cold and clammy her hands had felt on his arms when he had
negotiated for Cathal's release. "And did you have feelings for the Sea
Witch?"
Cathal's eyes went wide and
he sneered. "Feelings? Yes. I wanted to run her through with my sword.
Love is a mortal word, not a Fae one. "
Diarmuid nodded.
"Understood." He walked to the tree and let his hand rest against the
rough bark. "I must have a plan to win Kayleigh over. Somehow I must
convince her to come with me, otherwise I'll be lost."
Cathal turned away from him
only to quickly face him again. "If you took her back to Faery, could you
still break the curse?"
Diarmuid crossed his arms
over his chest. "You ask questions that I have no answers for. The Sea
Witch said only to bring back the one fated to love me. So I will do what I
must. I will bring her to Faery and save AAran as well as myself."
"If she won't come
with us what will happen to you?"
Diarmuid let out a long
sigh and grimaced. The words caught in his throat. "I will lay down in the
meadow of bright flowers and I will go to sleep. Very simple, really. This is
my last chance." He saw Cathal's eyes open wide at this information.
"No one simply lies down to sleep in the field
of flowers. Be honest and say what you mean. If she does not go to Faery, you
will die." Another string of curses followed. "AAran's fate--Your
fate lies in the hands of a mortal?"
Diarmuid watched as Cathal
vented his frustration.
Cathal's eyes went cold and
his jaw clenched in anger. "They sent us away, do you not remember? They
shunned us because we were different. We left because they no longer
believed in magic. It drained us, drained our powers. I can feel it even now.
And you are telling me that your life will be forfeit if this mortal woman does
not come back with you? I will not allow this. You will force her to come back
to Faery. You must tell her of the curse."
Rolling his shoulders to
ease his tense muscles, Diarmuid answered, "She cannot know of the curse.
She must come of her own free will. She cannot be stolen, taken, or manipulated
with Fae magic. She is to know what I am before she makes her decision."
"Surely you jest. How
are you to convince her?"
A wicked thought entered
his mind. "How else do you show a woman that you desire her?"
Cathal stopped his pacing.
"Can you do this?"
Diarmuid raised both brows,
"You doubt me again?"
"You know I cannot
allow her to remain here when the consequences are so dire."
"You will not allow?
And how do you propose to stop it?"
Cathal threw his hands
wide. "What would you have me do? I cannot stand idly by while your very
life hangs in the balance. I am the Captain of your Guard, tasked with seeing
to your safety."
Cathal came to stand
directly in front of Diarmuid, his finger pointing into his chest. "I will
not allow you to fall." Cathal's voice rose in anger. "You will
not fall because of me." He turned away to pace again.
"You must do what you must. You must charm her, make her fall so in love
with you that she cannot see the day without you in it. It is the only
way."
Cathal's shoulders dropped
and he frowned, his eyes filled with untold anguish. "I would not live in
a world without you in it. You will not fall while there is still air in my
lungs."
Diarmuid sighed. "Let
us hope it doesn't come to that."
Cathal wandered off and
Diarmuid let him go. He would need time to sort it out.
Turning he leaned back
against the sturdy strength of the tree. He had not been prepared for her. Her
face, the soft oval shape of it with thick auburn lashes framing eyes so green
he could lose himself in them. The curve of her neck, her full sensual lips
could make a man forgot his purpose. He couldn't afford to let that happen. But
the sadness he'd seen in her eyes pulled at him, tugged at something deep
within him and brought forth the urge to protect her.
He pushed away from the
tree.
He would not become
distracted.
Would not let her use her
body or her scent to trap him. But when she smiled, his stomach had done a
little flip. His pulse had raced with her laughter and she had made him smile
with her quick wit. Her skin rivaled the petal of the rose and he had not been
able to stop himself from kissing her. He longed to go and sit beneath her
window and simply watch her sleep. He found himself wondering what she wore now
to rest. He mentally shook himself to stop the direction in which his thoughts
were heading. Sexual frustration held no appeal for him. Settling down at the
base of the tree, he closed his eyes and let his mind imagine how her creamy
skin would feel beneath his fingers. Would she writhe and moan beneath him? He
let out a sigh. Tomorrow he would find out more.
Kayleigh slipped out of the house at exactly five
minutes until twelve. Midnight, the witching hour, when most of the world lay
sleeping in their beds. Not her, not tonight. Tonight she would meet Diarmuid.
A nervous anticipation grew within her at the thought of seeing him again.
Finally, she'd decided on a
pair of faded blue jeans, a pink oxford shirt and sweater. She hadn't wanted to
seem too eager. She'd worn her sturdy boots for walking in the woods, and left
her hair loose, hanging down around her shoulders.
The cool night air brushed
against her skin, making her glad she'd put on a sweater. Stars shone like tiny
pinpricks of light against the dark background of an endless sky.
She quickly made her way
down the stairs and off the porch and across the yard. The light of the moon
lit the path. Soft blades of grass cushioned her steps leaving a wet trail
behind her. Towering trees cast eerie shadows on the dirt path as she walked
and the cadence of the crickets took on a haunting quality in the dead of the
night.
The sound of rushing water
soothed her frayed nerves. Taking a deep breath for courage, she moved through
the thick brush toward the waterfall. It's just a date, she kept telling
herself, just enjoy yourself.
As she cleared the woods,
the waterfall beckoned…she spotted him sitting on a large boulder with one arm
draped across a bended knee, seemingly lost in thought.
He made a striking picture,
his profile in shadow within a beam of moonlight that came through the trees.
Kayleigh took a step
forward. Her foot crunched on a branch.
Startled, Diarmuid looked
up and saw her.
"Don't you look
nice?" The velvet timbre of his voice raised chill bumps on her arms. He
rose from his sitting position on the rock and came forward.
"Thank you."
"I wasn't sure you
would come."
"No? I keep my
promises."
Diarmuid reached for her
hand and she let him take it, savoring the warmth from the simple touch.
Reaching out to brush a
wayward lock of hair from her face, he tucked it behind her ear. "That's a
good thing to know. Come here, I've got a surprise for you."
A surprise?
Draping an arm around her
shoulders, he led her forward.
There in front of the
falls, on a grassy spot, stood a lace-covered
table set for two with crystal goblets and fine china. Two elaborately carved
wooden chairs were tucked under the cloth. An ornate silver candleholder with
strange markings held a white candle in the center, its flame flickering. A
silver bucket held a bottle of champagne wrapped in white linen, and a single
red rose lay across one plate. Small silver bowls were scattered on the table.
One held strawberries, another cheese, and the last bread.
Her hand fluttered to her
throat. She couldn't speak, charmed beyond words. He had gone to a lot of
trouble for her.
A girl could get used to
this kind of treatment.
"Speechless, are
you?" His charming grin melted.
What girl in her right mind wouldn't be speechless?
Kayleigh turned to him.
"Thank you. I don't know what to say. I never imagined anything like this
in my wildest dreams…"
Diarmuid took her face into
his hands, his full sensual lips curving into a seductive smile. "Don't
ever doubt your worth, Kayleigh. I don't believe anyone deserves it more."
She took a deep breath;
afraid he would become vapor before her very eyes and disappear.
She pinched her arm. Yep,
awake. I'm not dreaming.
He led her to a chair and waited for her to sit as he tucked her
under the table and placed a napkin in her lap. Only then did he turn to the
iced bottle of champagne. He popped the cork, pouring the bubbly golden liquid
into her glass.
She noticed him watching
closely as she looked over the fine table he had set for her.
"Your day? How was
it?" he gently reminded her with a satisfied male grin on his face.
Kayleigh swallowed hard.
"Um...good, actually. Very long, but good." She fiddled with her
glass, swirling the wine before taking a sip. She giggled as the bubbles
tickled her nose.
"Champagne makes me
silly."
"Well then, I'm all
for silly. As you see, there are strawberries, if you'd like some. Even
chocolate, but I'm afraid I couldn't round up a pot to melt it, so we'll have
to manage under the circumstances."
"I'm impressed. Do you
do this with all the women?"
She smiled at him from
beneath her lashes. Say no, please say no.
He licked his lips and
stared at her mouth.
Her stomach clenched at his
provocative gaze. By all the stars in heaven he had to be the most handsome man
she'd ever seen. And the fact that he consumed her with such heat in his eyes
made her pulse jump with excitement.
"I wouldn't say all
the women. A true gentleman never tells. Does the thought bother you?"
He sat down.
Kayleigh lowered her eyes.
She hated to admit it, but yes, it bothered her. They hadn't known each other a
day and she would be a fool to think that the man hadn't been with other women.
An utter fool.
Diarmuid waited with the
question still hanging between them.
Taking a sip of champagne
for balance and courage she answered. "I guess every girl likes to think
she's special. I wouldn't be an exception."
He nodded. "Would it
help if I told you that I feel things when I'm around you that I never thought
I'd feel?"
He looked away toward the
waterfall before continuing.
"I've never been
susceptible to pangs of the heart, but when I saw you last night at the
pub..." he shook his head. "I'm rambling."
He reached out and picked
up a square of white cheese. "Hungry?"
Kayleigh grinned when he
cut himself short and let him change the topic of conversation. She didn't
really want to go there anyway. She wasn't ready to delve deep into the
emotions he made her feel.
"I'm starving."
She moved to take the piece
of cheese from his hand--
"Uh, uh, uh." His
eyes teased. "I'll do the honors. Open wide."
Kayleigh laughed. She
couldn't help it. He was going to feed her? A small flutter began within her at
the romantic gesture.
Dropping her hand back into
her lap, she leaned forward to take the morsel from his hand. There was
something infinitely intimate about being fed by him.
The pads of his fingers
lingered with a caress on her lips.
Good God in heaven, she might
just melt into one big puddle at his feet if he kept this up.
* * * *
Diarmuid studied Kayleigh, resisting the urge to
bury his fingers in her long, fiery red tresses. Her eyes held wonder at the
small thing he had done, this surprise he had concocted with Fae magic. He felt
a twinge of guilt, but brushed it off.
She picked up a strawberry
and bit into the soft flesh of the fruit, and a small dribble of juice escaped
the corner of her mouth.
He reached out and wiped it
away with his thumb, bringing the succulent juice to his lips. He let the
tangy-sweet taste linger on his tongue and knew she would taste of strawberries
and champagne, a heady combination.
The classic lines of her
face framed a small pert nose that at the moment twitched from the teasing
bubbles of her champagne. Her lips, full and the color of a ripened peach, made
him ache to taste her again.
Slow. He forced himself to
remember that she was mortal, not Fae, and he tamped down on the desire that
swamped his system.
Bent on seduction, he let
his desire for her show in his eyes while he watched her every movement with
predatory stillness.
Kayleigh sat back in her
chair and wiped her mouth with her napkin.
"That was delicious.
Thank you."
He nodded, "you're
welcome. Have you had enough?"
"Yes, I'm fine, this
is really good champagne." She took another sip.
He pushed back his chair
and stood. "Will you come with me? I've something I'd like to show
you."
"More?"
"Yes. More." He
answered. Much more.
Kayleigh grinned. "You
are a hopeless romantic, aren't you?"
Hopeless romantic? He'd never thought of
himself in that way, but he loved being outside with a beautiful woman at his
side. How could a man--or a Fae--go wrong?
She took his outstretched
hand.
He moved around the table
and helped her to her feet.
Leaving the table behind,
he guided her to the place he had prepared earlier.
Her soft gasp brought his
gaze to her face.
"You've thought of
everything, haven't you?"
He'd laid a blanket out on
the grass in front of the waterfall. Turning on the charm, he turned and stared
deeply into her eyes. "Will you stare at the stars with me?"
"Stare at the stars?
On a blanket? With only the light of the moon?" She cast him a wary
sideways glance. "Is that all you want to do?"
He couldn't suppress the
laugh that began deep within him. "Sounded like a good place to start.
Don't you like the stars?"
"Of course I do."
"Well then, come on. I
won't bite." He took note of her skeptical look.
He let go of her hand to
drop down to the blanket.
Kayleigh stood staring down
at him with a cautious look in her eyes.
"Come on then, for the love of the Goddess, I'll not do
anything you don't choose me to do."
She huffed teasingly at
him. "You never know. I know your kind. You ply me with wonderful food,
and then you lure me over here to a blanket in front of a waterfall. What am I
supposed to think?" she teased.
"That I want to kiss
you? Not a crime that I'm aware of."
Kayleigh pursed her lips.
"As a rule, I kiss my dates when they walk me to the house."
Diarmuid shook his head.
"Oh no. I'll not be kissing you near the house. That crazy addlepated
brother of yours might decide to come busting out of the house again."
Kayleigh's brow lowered as
she considered his words. "Addlepated? Is that a word?"
"It is where I come
from."
"You are the strangest
man." She smirked.
He delighted in the laughter that lit up her face. "You have
no idea how strange I am."
Stretching out he leaned
back on the blanket, tucking his hands behind his head. Tilting his head up to
look at the sky, he waited for her to sit. If she was so worried about a kiss,
then he would slow it down and make her ask for it. He wouldn't push.
Not yet.
But it would be interesting to see what his little minx would do,
and if she could resist giving in to her curiosity where he was concerned.
Kayleigh dropped down
beside him on the blanket.
They sat there for several
minutes in the silence of the night. The tinkling sound of the waterfall melded
with the sound of crickets singing and the occasional grunt from a bullfrog. He
loved the air here. The clean sweet scent of the earth and the water surrounded
him. It almost felt like home.
Diarmuid felt her gaze upon
him. He gave her a quick look and when their eyes met, she glanced away.
Kayleigh looked up at the night
sky and then back at him. "I thought you wanted to kiss me?"
Drawing himself up to a
sitting position, he returned her direct stare. "If it's a kiss you're
wanting, I'll leave that up to you. After all, who am I to break
tradition?" He held out his hands in a gesture of surrender. "But I'm
right here, if you change your mind."
She pouted. "You don't
play fair."
He frowned. "And
what's not fair about it? I'm letting you decide. I thought that was what you
wanted."
Women. You could never
understand them.
"It's not like I've
never been kissed before..." she added.
He rolled over to his side
and propped himself up on his elbow. "Yes, but have you ever been kissed
by the likes of me?"
Kayleigh shrugged. "If
you've had one kiss, you've had them all."
Diarmuid growled softly under his breath. We'll see about that.
Reaching over, he grabbed her and pulled her down beside him.
"Would I have to wait
forever for you to make the first move? You seemed eager enough to kiss me last
night."
She giggled while valiantly
pretending to struggle. "I was in shock last night. And I was mad at
Matthew for creating a scene. He told me to leave you alone, so of course being
the rebellious girl I am, I did exactly the opposite."
"Well, I for one am
glad of it. Rebellious or not. I've gotten myself into trouble a time or
two."
"Really? What kind of
trouble?" Kayleigh rolled over onto her side to face him, and she narrowed
her eyes as if he was a puzzle she couldn't figure out. "You are so
different. Maybe that's why I'm so intrigued with you. I can't seem to get you
off my brain."
He grinned. She thought
of him? Maybe there was hope for him after all." I'm still
waiting."
She looked confused.
"Waiting for what?"
Diarmuid sighed. "For
you to kiss me."
Making a face she leaned in
close and kissed him on the nose. "There, I kissed you. Feel better
now?"
Aching to feel her soft
lips on his, he decided it was time to take matters into his own hands. In a
quick move she wasn't expecting, he reached over and pulled her on top of him.
"Impatient, are
we?" she laughed throatily. "I don't know about all this."
He inwardly groaned when
her soft breasts crushed into his chest and he let his hands drop from the
middle of her back to the curve of her ass. Oh, yes, that was much better.
She playfully batted at his
hands. "You're a sneaky devil, aren't you?"
"So I've been
told."
"Hmmm. I don't know if
I like that."
"Payback time for you
teasing me about the kissing thing."
Kayleigh wiggled, trying to
roll off him, but he held her in place.
"You're creating
problems." He gave her a small slap on those delightful cheeks. "Be
still." Passion fueled his blood at her movements. He knew she couldn't
miss the hardness of him pressing between her legs. Reaching up to cup her face
in his hands, he purposefully licked his lips and allowed his desire free
reign. He knew it would surface to his eyes and she would see his longing for
her… "You do something to me, Kayleigh, and I'm not sure what to do about
it."
She looked down at him, her
smile fading to be replaced with a hunger he recognized. "I know. I seem
to be having the same problem."
"Kiss me," he
whispered.
Slowly she lowered her
head.
Soft, pliant lips met his
and he traced the contours of her mouth with his tongue.
Such a sweet mouth. Great Gods, but he
would die of the torture.
She sighed, opened to him,
her fingers tightening on his shoulders.
Immediately he took control
of the kiss, needing more, wanting more. His hands roamed her back, caressing
and sliding lower over her jean-clad hips. How he wished he could use his magic
to make their clothes disappear and feel the naked softness of her skin.
Must go slow. Must go slow.
Must not scare her.
He chanted the words in his
head while rampant desire raged with his self-control. He wanted her like he had
never wanted another woman or a Fae. Wanted her with his entire being and it
was very slowly killing him to temper the passion that raged. Instinct
threatened to take over, to roll her over and lose himself in the sweet
recesses of her body.
A moan sounded deep in her
throat as their tongues danced and played. She tasted of strawberries and
champagne. Her hands memorized the planes of his body, eager to please with
fingers that teased until he thought he might lose his mind. He hated to end it
but if they kept this up he wouldn't be able to stop until he was inside of
her.
He pulled back from her
mouth and she followed with a whimper.
"Mmm...Why did you
stop?"
Diarmuid took a deep
breath. "Because the way my thoughts were headed." He reached up and
twirled a strand of her hair in his fingers. So silky.
"Where were they
headed?" she asked, her lips curling into a
wicked smile.
He raised an eyebrow at
her. "Surely you can feel where my thoughts were headed?"
Kayleigh's mouth fell open
into a little 'O' of surprise. "Well, yes, I um, could feel that you were
as turned on as much I was by that kiss."
He gave her a questioning
look. "Turned on?"
"Yeah, you know.
Arousal? Passion?"
He nodded in understanding.
"Yes, that is a good way to put it. And I promised you I would do nothing
that you didn't choose."
She cocked her head to one
side. "So I have to choose to kiss you?"
"Yes. You must
choose." He sighed. He wished he had been in this world longer so that his
outdated words didn't almost give him away.
Kayleigh propped her elbows
up on his chest and sniffed at the air. "Do you smell roses?"
Damnation, he couldn't hide
the scent. Not even if he rolled in horse dung. It clung to him, part of him.
"Yes. Does it bother you?" he asked.
She looked thoughtful for a
moment. "No. I like it. It reminds me of my mother's rose garden."
Barely escaped that one. "Are you going to
kiss me or lie here and smell the air all night?"
"I didn't want to
tease you."
He reached up, palmed her
neck and pulled her down to where their breath mingled. He whispered,
"Tease me."
* * * *
He couldn't be real, could he? This man who looked
at her like she was his last meal on earth? Kayleigh sighed and lowered her
head, keeping her eyes open, wanting to look into the amazing blue of his eyes
while their lips met. The strength of him amazed her, and the fact that he
wasn't pushing her about sex stunned her. That was a first.
His lips were soft and
pliable beneath hers, and he opened his mouth to her and she couldn't resist.
She ran her tongue over the edge of perfect white teeth that made her insides
melt when he smiled, the taste of him sweet on her tongue, clean and fresh. The
smell of roses wafted over them, and she lost herself in the kiss. The tinkling
of water falling into the pool from the falls made the entire setting magical.
Special.
His strong hands wrapped
around her waist, then moved up to stroke her back in small, slow, soothing
circles. The man took his time. There was no rush with him, just a slow languid
discovery.
Desire unfurled low in her
belly, her skin became sensitive to his touch.
He pulled away from her
mouth to kiss her nose, her eyelids, and her cheeks.
Her heart lurched at the
gesture. He made her feel precious.
Cherished.
The tantalizing swirl of
his tongue slipped down to tease the column of her throat.
A quick nip from his teeth
on the strong muscle of her neck shot desire straight to her core. Her hips
flexed forward into his.
They were tormenting each
other with their kisses and she feared they would burst into flames or shoot
high into the sky until they became stars themselves.
Lust, brutal and demanding,
crashed into her.
She craved his skin like an
addiction for which there was no cure. She needed to feel his skin beneath her
fingers. Her hands crept low to the hem of his sweater and moved up under the
soft cotton material to relish the hard plane of muscles where her fingers
tangled within the thick coarse mat of hair.
His mouth came back to her
hers with an urgency she couldn't deny him. The kiss deepened.
Tongues twisted and mated.
Her heart raced, her pulse
pounding inside her head.
Suddenly, he pulled back.
Damn it.
He inhaled deeply, closed
his eyes.
"Time for a
breather."
A breather? She didn't want a
breather, she wanted him to take her, make her forget everything. "A
breather?"
"Yes. You're killing
me, love." One of his hands cupped the curve of her bottom and squeezed.
"You are...intoxicating." He opened his eyes, his expression guarded
but his lips twitched into a half smile. "It's hard to go slow with your
soft hands upon my skin."
Biting her bottom lip, she
went to remove her hands.
"No." he stopped
her. "Don't. I need only...a moment."
Diarmuid closed his eyes.
Her own heart still racing
in her chest, she lowered her cheek to hear the strong beat of his heart under
her ear.
In the heat of the moment,
she'd forgotten everything. The fact that she'd promised herself to enjoy but
not get too attached. What had happened to that plan? It had disappeared
with the onslaught of his kiss. Diarmuid made the world go fuzzy, where the
lines of right and wrong blurred, when he kissed her.
She felt his hand in her
hair, stroking and soothing.
"It's not you,
Kayleigh. It's me. There are reasons, good ones, why we must take this
slow."
Taking her hands from under
his shirt, she rolled to lie beside him.
"Why did you do
that?" he asked.
"Removing the
temptation."
"Temptation,
huh?" he gave her a sideways glance, a wicked gleam in his eye.
She raised her head.
"Don't let your ego get the better of you. You're right." She shook
her head. "Strange, really."
"What's strange?"
he said staring at the sky again.
"I'm not like
this."
He smiled. "No?"
She punched his arm.
"No. I'm not."
He smirked.
"Pity."
"Then pity this,"
Kayleigh challenged.
Coming up on her elbow, she
cupped his face in one hand, the new whiskers of his beard rough against the
tender skin of her palm. She looked deep into mesmerizing sapphire eyes that
blazed with an inner fire.
Keeping her eyes open, she
took his lips, traced the line of his mouth, and delved deep.
He groaned and returned the
kiss with a passion that rocked her soul.
Hot, greedy lips devoured,
and tasted. The flame between them rose higher than before. Out of control it
swamped them, surrounded them.
Her hands tangled in his
thick mass of black hair, holding him within her grip.
Oh God, they were doing it
again.
She pulled back with a
groan. "We did it again."
He traced her cheek with
the back of his fingers, "Yes. Apparently, we have no self-control."
Grinning, "No. None at
all. What are we going to do about this?"
He pursed his lips.
"Practice?"
"That will just get us
in trouble again."
"Perhaps. But what is
life if not a little risky?"
He rolled to his side to
face her, slipping one muscled arm around her waist. "Might as well have a
bit of fun."
Kayleigh lost all track of
sane thought when he kissed her again. She gave in and let him carry her away.
* * * *
They stopped again, this time both of them
breathless.
"We can't keep this
up," she told him, lying within the circle of his arms, trying to bring
the world back into focus.
"No. Not immediately,
anyway." His eyes were still closed.
"What time is
it?" She checked the time. "My God. It's after four o'clock in the
morning. I'm never going to make it all day without a nap."
Kayleigh scrambled out of
his arms to a sitting position and sat cross-legged for a moment until the
initial dizziness of sitting up too quickly subsided.
Diarmuid just gave her that
naughty smile. "Can you not call and tell them you are ill?"
"I wish. But Robbie
depends on me."
He sat up and toyed with a
strand of her hair. "Everyone depends on you, Kayleigh. But tell me, who
do you depend on?"
No one. It was a brutal truth, one
she didn't like to think about. It wasn't by choice, that was for sure.
"It doesn't matter. I need the money anyway." Shit...she had to plant
the new roses that had come in this afternoon, or wait, it was yesterday now.
"Oh, my God. I've got
to work in the garden tomorrow, too." She blew out a puff of air. "I
guess it's true. No rest for the wicked, huh?"
"I would hardly call
you wicked."
"I'm sorry but I have
to go." She added, feeling bad for some crazy reason. "Come on and
I'll help you clean up."
Diarmuid got up to his feet
while he ran his hands through his hair pushing that one disobedient lock off
his forehead. "Not necessary. I'll take care of it." He held out a
hand to help her up. "Anyway, we have to get you to bed."
Kayleigh couldn't help but
smile. A man who would clean up? It was a shame he would have to leave soon.
"Are you sure? I don't mind."
She took his hand and he
pulled her to her feet.
"I'm sure. It's
nothing. I can take care of it with a wave of my hand."
"As long as you're
sure."
"Not another word
about it." He reached out and brushed what looked to be grass out of her
hair. "I mussed you up good, didn't I?
She nodded. "I had a
really good time tonight."
"So did I. Much better
than I expected." He took her hand. "Come on, let's get you
home."
She allowed him to pull her
away from the falls, and the enchanted little haven they had created.
"So, will I be able to
see you tomorrow?"
Her heart skipped a beat at
his question. She could feel the smile on her face. He wants to see me again.
The thought made her feel giddy.
"I'm going to be in
the garden most of the morning, it's a never-ending battle, plus I think Ms.
Green is coming by to pick out a couple of potted roses. Maybe in the afternoon
before I head out to Robbie's? I'm working the late shift again tomorrow
night."
Walking in sync, he
squeezed her shoulder. "Maybe I'll surprise you."
They came to the back of
the house, and he paused at the foot of the steps leading up to the back porch.
She couldn't remember when she'd had such a good time. "Thank you for a
wonderful night." She reached up to cup his
cheek in her palm.
"The pleasure was all
mine," he said and pressed a kiss into the center of her hand.
Damn, the man was romantic.
Hungry eyes devoured her as
he bent low to catch her mouth. A groan sounded from deep within his throat as
he ended the kiss. "I wish you didn't have to go. I dare not touch you
again, or you'll never get inside."
"I'd love to stay, but
I have a lot to do tomorrow. Some of us aren't on vacation..." she teased.
He tilted his head and
looked at the rose garden. "What will take so much of your time?"
"The garden, mostly.
The roses need to be weeded and the old blooms snipped off, then I've got to
put down the slate for the path and I've got to plant the new bushes I got in
this week, or they'll die."
"How many roses do you
have?"
"There are hundreds of
them, but I'm going to have to sell some to pay the mortgage this month. But
I've got more rooting. We'll make it."
"And your brother? He
helps you with this?"
Kayleigh looked away. It
was an honest question but she never liked to talk bad about Matthew. "He
used to, but not since Mom died." She frowned.
"I'm sorry. I didn't
mean to make you sad."
"It's okay." She
touched his arm.
He gave her a slow sensual
smile that weakened her knees. "I don't think I'll be able to breathe if I
can't see you."
Kayleigh rolled her eyes.
"There you go again. All that romantic talk. I don't know what to say when
you do that, it must be an Irish thing."
"Then say yes, say
you'll see me tomorrow."
She bit the tender skin
inside her jaw. "I shouldn't. I have enough work here to keep me busy for
weeks, and you'll be leaving soon, won't you?"
He looked away at the
question and wouldn't meet her eyes. "Does it matter that I have to go?
Can't we take what time we have and work on the rest?"
"It's tempting, but I
think I need a day or so to think on it."
"Why?" he
demanded, shoving his hands in his pockets.
"I can't think
straight when you're around. My brain turns to mush." Too much
information, Kayleigh. "Let's take it one day at a time. How does that
sound?"
He didn't look happy, his
lips turned down in a frown. "I don't like it. I want to see you tomorrow.
I don't want to waste a minute."
"Where are you
staying? If I get done with the roses, I can give you a call. If I don't, then
you can come by the bar on Wednesday and we'll make plans."
A strange expression
crossed his face. "How about I just check in with you tomorrow and see if
you have time."
"Okay, that will
work." Kayleigh turned to step up onto the stairs leading into the house.
What the hell?
Two mature rose vines were
intertwined through the lattice on either side of the back door. They were in
full bloom. There had to be hundreds of blooms on the vines.
Impossible.
There was no way anyone
could have done this while she was gone. Her mind whirled trying to think how
it could have been done in such a short time.
"I can't believe
this."
"What?"
"These roses were not
here when I left tonight."
"Don't you like
them?"
Kayleigh turned to look at
him. What was he saying? "Of course, but it would take hours to get the
vines through this lattice, and look, not one of the blooms are damaged."
She frowned. Hours. It would have taken hours to do this.
Diarmuid coughed.
She turned back to him to
see him hold a hand over his mouth while he continued to cough. "Are you
okay?"
"Yes, swallowed the
wrong way, I suppose." He ran a hand through his hair. "Perhaps your
brother planted them to please you."
Shocked she turned back to
look at the roses again. "No way would he ever touch roses." She
reached out and traced a petal with her finger. "But what is even more
strange is that one is red and one is white." She leaned in and took a
whiff. "Can you smell this? It's magnificent. Oh my God, I can't believe
this."
"They do have a strong
scent."
"Strange. This is very
strange."
Diarmuid scuffed his feet
in the dirt, his hands in the pockets of his slacks.
Why did he look so
uncomfortable? This whole thing was puzzling.
He grabbed her hand from
the rose and turned her back around, a wide smile on his handsome face.
"So do I get another kiss before you go?" Diarmuid scuffed his feet
in the dirt.
"A kiss?"
He smiled, looking like a
little boy with trouble on his mind. "It's not all I want, but it's what
I'll take for the moment."
She slipped her arms around
his neck and pulled him down to her, enjoying the fire that sprang to life the
instant their lips touched. Chemistry. They had it in spades.
Chapter Seven
Diarmuid woke up to the sun shining through the
petals of the rose where he had slept. He had dreamed of Kayleigh, her naked
body sliding against his own, their limbs tangled within each other and the
smell of jasmine lingering over him. He stretched and smiled. For the first
time he felt like he might win his battle with the Sea Witch. He'd been a fool
to bargain with her in the first place. She'd been tricky. He'd expected an old
hag or crone, but when he'd approached her domain and she'd come out to greet
him, he'd been struck by her dark beauty. Hair black as midnight fell to her
feet, her beauty the legend of songs, but her heart remained cold and ugly. He
felt it in his bones. And she had captured Cathal.
Poor Cathal, who'd lost his
family to illness so many years before had been taken into the royal family of
AAran. They might as well have been brothers. He would have done anything to
see him released, even forfeiting his own life if need be. But he hadn't
dreamed of letting AAran fall to the Sea Witch. She had tricked him and her
words haunted him.
"Ah, so it is the
Prince of the Rose come to rescue his friend." Her voice so sickeningly
sweet, he'd cringed.
"Why did you take him?
He did you no wrong."
The witch paced within the
stone walls of her keep. A dark, damp Cave that made him long to run back
outside where the sun would protect him from one such as her.
An evil smile appeared on
her face. Her full lips thinned with selfishness. "I wanted him. He
pleased me."
"He will die here. You
know this."
"The Flower Fae has
never been my favorite. But a Rose Fae, now that is a thing of beauty, is it not?"
She circled him and he turned with her, making sure he never left his back
unprotected. He could not take a chance on letting her capture the both of
them. "Take me. Take me instead and let him go."
"Tsk, tsk, tsk. Take you and anger my sister the Goddess?"
She paused. "I shall make you a bargain, Prince of the Rose."
"I'll take it."
Her inky black brows rose
in surprise. "You have not heard my terms yet."
Diarmuid steeled his voice,
"Release him and I'll do your evil deed."
A sinister smile played upon
pale lips. She rubbed her palms together as she thought. "Before you say
yea or nay, hear me out."
"I am listening."
He tightened his grip on his sword.
The Sea Witch slithered
over to him, her pale, clammy fingers caressing his arms. "You are a beautiful
creature, aren't you?"
Diarmuid gritted his teeth.
"What have you, witch?"
"If you want to save
your dear, dear friend...You will go into the mortal world and find the one
fated to love you. You must go through the Lily gate of AAran. She will reside
just beyond the gate, near the waterfall surrounded by pure white roses.
Convince her to come to Faery as your bride. I will even let Cathal come with
you, he is looking a little peaked at the moment. Not enough fresh air, I
suppose, in an underwater cavern. Like a flower under glass he is." Her
laugh grated over him. A cackle, evil in its intensity.
"What is the other
part of the bargain?"
Her smile widened as she
clasped her hands together. "Yes, there are always a few minor details.
She must come by her own free will. You cannot tell her of your quest. She must
think that it is true love that would force your hand. But if you fail to bring
the woman back to Faery, then AAran becomes mine once again, to be flooded with
water and those that I lost to the Goddess."
He clenched his jaw at her
words. His free hand knotted in a tight fist. "I cannot do that. I have no
authority to make such a bargain."
The witch snickered.
"A shame, really, I don't think your friend will last much longer. The
petals of his pretty armor are already falling into the water."
"Damn you. I will do
it."
A mock expression upon her
face, the witch cackled. "You will? So you agree?"
"I agree to bring the
mortal woman back with me."
"There is more. She
must love you more than her own life, more than she loves those things closest
to her."
"I will do it."
"And AAran will fall
to me if you fail."
"I do not have the
power to agree to such a thing."
The witch came to stand
behind him. "Ah, but you do. The blood of the royal rose flows in your veins.
You may not rule, but the bargain is still made."
"I made no bargain for
the land of AAran."
"Yes, you did."
"Let him go, then. I
will do this thing, and in return you will not bother AAran ever again. We will
be free of your tricks and your floods. You will take yourself to another
dimension."
She squealed, a
high-pitched sound that hurt his ears.. "You dare to bargain more with
me?"
"I will dare what I
have to.
"Agreed. I will add
one stipulation, noble young prince. If you fail to bring your mortal love to
Faery, there is one way to save AAran. If you fall to the field of flowers, and
take your own life, I will spare your city of roses should you fail in your
quest of love." She waited while he thought.
"Agreed."
Diarmuid shook himself. The
memory of the Sea Witch still had the ability to make his skin crawl. He could
not fail. Would not allow himself to fail. He had no desire to fall in the
field of flowers. Not then and not now. He had found her, the woman fated to
love him. Kayleigh was the woman fated to love him, and now it was time to go
find her.
* * * *
God, it was hot for spring.
Kayleigh went to the shed
at the back of the house where she'd had the slate dropped off. Had she been
out of her mind to do this? Yeah, a pathway from the porch to the garden was a
great idea, but she'd hoped Matthew would help her. She should have known
better.
Leaning over, she grabbed
another large piece of the gray-colored stone and hefted it up into her old
rusty wheelbarrow. The sucker was on its last legs. The tires were patched and
still lost air. Thank the heavens for air compressors or she'd never be able to
move all this stone.
Stepping between the wooden
handles she lifted and started off to the rose garden. When she rounded the
corner of the house, she stopped.
"What in the
world?"
The roses had gone crazy.
They were over a foot and a
half taller. Every last bush in full bloom, but not normal blooms. These were
bigger than her outstretched hand. She stood in shock. First the flowers at the
back porch, and now this?
What on earth was going on?
Logically she knew there
was no reasonable explanation for this...no good scientific reason for this to
be happening. A shiver ran down her spine, something was at work in her rose
garden, but for the life of her she couldn't understand what...
* * * *
Angela and Kayleigh were in the rose garden, the
sun bright and warm above them. She still hadn't tackled the stone path yet.
The wheelbarrow still sat where she had left it when Angela had pulled into the
driveway.
Angela looked like she'd
just walked out of Vogue Magazine.
She felt dowdy in plain
work clothes and her hair yanked up into a ponytail to keep it out of her face.
She had on her best work jeans and tennis shoes, the old ones she always wore
when she worked outside.
Yanking on a particularly
stubborn weed, Kayleigh put her weight into dislodging it. Clearing the weeds
out alone was going to take forever.
"So what happened last
night?" Angela sat about a foot away, her pretty blue sundress spread out
around her tan legs. She looked like a princess with her artfully made up face
and curled hair.
"I thought you came by
to help me." Kayleigh huffed and pulled hard on another weed.
"I did. But I also
wanted to know what happened last night. Best friend's rights and all that
jazz."
Kayleigh looked at her best
friend. Dressed in a sundress and heels, she knew that Angela hadn't come to
work. Nosy is what she was. "Why should I tell you? And why are you
wearing a sundress to help me pull weeds?"
Angela grinned, her short
black hair bouncing around her. "I'm meeting Steve for lunch here in a
bit. This dress is guaranteed to make him drool. Don't you think?"
"I swear it's amazing
the man can still walk after all you do to torment him."
"I can't help it if I
have an active sex life. That is one major thing about marriage. You can get it
when you want it. You could do with some sex yourself."
Kayleigh rolled her eyes.
"Sex is the least of my problems."
"Will you spill,
woman? I'm dying here."
Reaching down to pick up
her snips, she teased Angela some more. "Okay, so he's a great
kisser."
Angela came up on her knees
and grabbed her arm. "You kissed him. You actually kissed him?" she
sat back down. "Will wonders never cease."
Kayleigh shrugged.
"Geez, lay off, will you? Yes, I kissed him. After a bit. I'm still not
sure seeing him again is a good idea, though."
Angela's eyes went wide and
her mouth dropped open. "Are you crazy? Even if he doesn't stay, think of
the great memories you'd have." She wagged a pointed finger at her friend.
"That man has an ass to die for."
Kayleigh gave Angela a
playful slap. "I cannot believe you. Men do have brains, you know."
Angela huffed. "Who
cares if they have brains? It's the body and the face that's important."
Kayleigh shook her snips at
Angela. "You are hopeless."
"I know. So come on,
what else?"
"Well, he wanted to
see me today but I told him I was busy."
Angela let out a squeak.
"You told him what? My God, where did I go wrong in your training, huh?
Where? I'm a failure. You've got the most gorgeous man we've ever seen panting
after you and you put him off."
Kayleigh snickered. "I
don't want to seem too willing, Angela."
"Willing, hell! I
would have attacked him."
A sneaky smile crept onto
Kayleigh's face. "You have no idea. He's very romantic." She went to
another bloom, counted down to the fifth leaf and snipped. "He brought
food, and we looked at the stars. Then we kissed and then we kissed some
more." Kayleigh stopped and thought for a moment. "I don't know what
it is about him. He makes me feel comfortable, and every time I think I'm in
control everything goes haywire again. I wasn't even going to see him
again."
"Okay, you're nuts.
Absolutely nuts. Enjoy him, Kayleigh. How many times in your life do you meet a
guy like him? Enjoy it, but protect your heart. Who knows, maybe he'll decide
to come live here because he just can't live without you. Or you could always
leave with him, you know."
Kayleigh gave Angela a sad
smile. "You know I can't leave. Rather, I don't want to leave. I want to
raise my children here. I love this place; it would break my heart to have to
leave." Shaking her head, she went to the next dead bloom to snip.
"Nah, I can't ever see that happening."
Angela came to kneel beside
her, pulling her dress free of her knees, and draped an arm across her
shoulders. "You know what, chickie? Sometimes you have to take the bull by
the horns and just go for it. You can't live your life trying to protect
yourself all the time. What's the fun in that?"
"You're right. Maybe I
will enjoy him. Just take it as it comes."
"That's my girl! Now
I've got to go pick up Steve." Angela stood and brushed off her skirt.
"But I'll call you later. And if tall, dark and Irish shows up, do what I
would do and enjoy every minute of it!"
* * * *
Kayleigh decided she had put off the slate job long
enough. Wishing for another set of strong hands and an able body, she groaned
when she lifted the heavy piece of stone.
"Are you out to kill
yourself, then, with no help whatsoever?"
Diarmuid's voice sounded
right at her ear. She hadn't even heard him walk up.
It scared her so badly she
dropped the large piece of stone...right on her big toe.
"Ouch! Shit, shit,
shit!"
Kayleigh hopped around on
one foot.
"Are you all
right?" Instantly Diarmuid was there, lifting her off her feet.
"Woman, you are going to drive me mad." He carried her to the steps
of the back porch and set her down.
Kayleigh grimaced and when
she could catch her breath in between the throbbing pain, she slapped at him.
"No, I'm not all right. You scared me to death. You shouldn't sneak up on
people like that. See what happened?"
Diarmuid went down on one
knee in front of her.
Now that the initial shock
wore off, she looked at him. Today he wore tight blue jeans and a long sleeved T-shirt
pushed up almost to his elbows. That T-shirt didn't hide a thing and revealed a
well-developed physique. Muscle rippled as he moved.
"Let me see."
She brushed his hands away.
"I'm fine. It just smarts a bit, that's all."
"Quit being a baby,
what if you've broken it?"
She wiggled her toe inside
of her shoe, well...tried to wiggle it. Not much room in tennis shoes. "It
okay...just hurts."
He wasn't listening to her.
Already he had untied her shoe and was very carefully slipping it off her foot.
"You don't have to do
that, you know."
He paused with his fingers
beneath her sock almost to the heel. "I don't have to do anything.
I want to make sure you are unharmed." And with that, he pulled her sock
the rest of the way off. "Now bend..."
Yeesh...he was worse than a
mother. "Oh, all right, for Pete's sake." She flexed her toes and
swallowed hard with the bite of pain.
Diarmuid nodded. "It's
not broken."
It still throbbed like the
devil. Her toe was red and felt like hell, but she would survive.
Tilting her head to the
side, she reached up to brush the curl of dark hair that fell over his
forehead. "So do you always come to the rescue?"
"Only when silly women
do things they have no business doing."
She straightened at his
words. "Silly? I'm not silly. If I don't do it, who will?"
He slipped her sock back on
and patted her foot. "I'm glad it's not as bad as I thought."
Kayleigh grabbed her shoe
and slipped it back on. "Worse things have happened to me than dropping a
piece of slate on my toe."
Diarmuid stood, put his
hands in the back pocket of his jeans and looked over at the wheelbarrow...
"So what are you trying to do?"
She slipped her shoe back
on, and tied her laces into a bow before she got up. Damn thing still hurt.
She pointed where the grass
had been worn down from the porch to the garden. "I'm putting down a path
from the porch to the garden. I thought it would look pretty."
He looked out at the
garden. "The roses are doing well."
She narrowed her eyes at
him. "Yes, they are. Strange, though, they've grown a foot almost
overnight. And the blooms...they're so big...I don't understand it."
Turning around, he smiled
back at her and held out a hand. "Some things aren't meant to be
understood, but just are." He winked at her. "Come on, I'll give you
a hand with that stone."
* * * *
They worked for the rest of the afternoon, putting
down the slate for the path and finished weeding the roses. The two of them
worked well together, as soon as she knew she needed something she would turn
to get it and there he was...first it was the spade, then a rake, and the last
was the wheelbarrow to haul off the trash.
"Are you reading my
mind?"
A deep male laugh escaped
him. "I can do a lot of things, but reading minds is not one of them.
Would be a nice trick, though, might come in handy."
She started raking the rest
of the old mulch they had replaced into a big pile to take to the compost bin.
They had gotten so much accomplished, it made her head spin. In another hour
she'd have to go work at Robbie's...and she still hadn't gotten that nap she'd
planned on. But she smiled when she looked at the rose garden. It looked
beautiful, nice and tidy. It would have taken her days to do all this without
his help.
When he came from the back
of the yard for another load, she drank him in...a fine sheen of perspiration
made his T-shirt stick to his chest, outlining all that hard muscle. He didn't
seem to mind the work.
He grinned at her, his eyes
so dark a blue you almost wondered if he wore contacts. Pleasure went deep as
she watched the way he moved with such efficiency, the wind ruffling his black
hair.
Too good to be true.
There was a saying about
that...Most things too good to be true usually were, and then Angela's words
from earlier came back to her...Enjoy him while he's here...
She looked down at the pile
of weeds and grass. "This is it...last load. Then I've got to go take a
shower and get ready for work." The rake still in her hands, she gazed at
him. "Thanks for all your help. You didn't have to do all this."
He set the wheelbarrow
down. "I didn't have anything planned for today," and added with a
shrug, "I like working outside."
"It shows."
"So is that all I get
for helping you?" The wicked glint in his eye sparked a jolt of lust deep
within her.
Deciding to play his game,
she dropped the rake. With a seductive roll to her hips, she glided to him.
"Well, there are other ways to repay favors."
Diarmuid crossed his arms
across his massive chest. "I'm listening."
Like a cat stalking its
prey, she circled him, letting desire and need show in her eyes. "A man
like you...I can think of all kinds of ways to repay you."
Kayleigh trailed a hand
over his back and raked her nails across his T-shirt-clad shoulders. "What
did you have in mind, handsome?"
When she came to stop in
front of him, she noticed the high color in his cheeks. Letting her gaze wander
slowly from his face, down the length of him, she chuckled at the bulge in his
tight jeans.
She stepped in close,
trailing one finger down the middle of his chest to the waistband of his jeans.
Leaning in, she reached up and kissed him, letting her hand fall lower, then
lower still until she cupped the ridge of his arousal.
His sudden intake of breath
wasn't lost on her, and she rubbed her palm along the length of that fine erection.
She teased him, taunted him. Dared him to respond.
In a flash of movement so
fast it could have been a lightening strike, he wrapped his arms around her.
Lifted her off her feet and plundered her open mouth.
He sucked on her tongue.
Nibbled on her lower lip. And something deep inside of her broke.
Chapter Eight
The days turned into a week, and one week turned
into two. And every night she met him at the waterfall. They talked about
everything. His homeland and how he missed it, to nature and even politics. She
was surprised to learn that Diarmuid had no idea of the current world
situation, or even what went on locally. She harassed him constantly about it.
He would only hang his head and give her a bashful smile.
But still in all the long
hours they spent together, whether out by the waterfall or when he would
unexpectedly show up to help her with the farm, he never really spoke of
himself. She really didn't know any more about him than she had to begin with.
He would change the subject or steer the conversation back to her and her
family when she probed too deeply.
The time would come when he
would have to go, and the mere thought of his absence made her knees weak. What
would she do when he left?
She couldn't make him stay,
and her heart ached with the knowledge. They were at an impasse, a stalemate,
and Kayleigh didn't want to have to think about it. It hurt to know that one
day this wonderful man might not be around to laugh and joke with, that he
might not be around to kiss her senseless beneath a bright full moon.
When he left, he would take
her heart with him, she knew that now. How had it happened that he had stolen
it so quickly?
Tonight she would ask him
how many days they had left. It couldn't be much longer, and she needed to prepare
herself for the worse.
She thought of him every
moment of every day. Washing the dishes became a new way to daydream about him.
While working at Robbie's she constantly checked the door, waiting for him to
come waltzing in with Cathal to sit at the bar and chit chat for a while.
Diarmuid had become a
habit. A habit she didn't want to give up.
Taking her hands out of the
dishwater, she shook them off and went to grab a hand towel by the sink, when
she noticed a strange mark on her hand. Drying them quickly she studied the
mark in the center of her palm. It looked like a rose had been etched into her skin.
How strange. She scrubbed at the mark, but it didn't budge. She rubbed
harder until her skin turned a bright pink. The mark remained.
* * * *
"Your time is almost up, and you've only but
kissed her. When do you suppose you're going to tell her all?" Cathal
paced as he spouted words of anger and impatience.
"I thought you liked
her." Diarmuid let out a sigh and stretched out upon the grass.
"I do like her. But
our time runs short."
By the Goddess, how did he
tell her? When should he tell her? But how did one tell a woman that she had
such power over him? And could he really tell her and stay in keeping with the
bargain? The words of the Sea Witch rang inside his head. "She must make
the choice of her own free will."
He had made sure to be
careful, to not scare her, but to tell her of his heritage might push her so
far away that all would be lost. Weariness pulled at him and again he looked
down at the mark of the Rose in the center of his palm.
A mate.
He hadn't expected this.
The symbol of the Rose was as old as the legend of his people. They had carried
it with them when they'd been forced underground. Forced to create a new world
where they would hide in secret beyond the veil. His mate would carry a similar
mark in the palm of her hand. He wondered even now if Kayleigh bore the mark.
It still had not appeared as of yesterday, and he was beginning to worry.
"These things take
time, Cathal. You know this and you know I cannot force her hand."
Cathal shot him a look of
disgust. "It would be better if we could simply steal her away. Damn
witch." He continued to pace back in forth in front of the great Oak tree.
Diarmuid smirked. Cathal
had never been involved with the fairer sex for longer than it took to sate his
desire. "Yes, my friend. But you were not cursed by the Sea Witch,
either."
"Don't even mention
that scaly wench to me. She tried to kill me."
"And lucky you were to
escape her tentacles."
"Yes, luck," he
scoffed. "Luck that got you cursed for trying to help me."
Diarmuid closed his eyes as
the sun warmed his face. "I must take a wife, one who will come to me and
forsake her world; otherwise I will be trapped in the veil. Do not give up hope.
All is not lost yet."
"Well, you have three
days to convince her now, don't you? I suggest you take care of this thing. I
am tired and wish to go home."
"You may return home
at any time you like. I do not hold you here against your will. It is only your
honor that holds you in this place."
"I swore I would
protect you, and I mean to do it."
Diarmuid laughed as Cathal
disappeared into shimmering light only to reappear between the branches at the
top of the old Oak in a fit of temper.
He had agreed to meet her
at the waterfall after her shift at Robbie's. The plan had been set in motion.
He would tell her all tonight. Then he could do no more, the decision would
remain hers and hers alone. He would set the stage, and then he would offer her
the world.
His world.
Immortality.
A life where she would
never have to work again. Never be alone again or mistreated. He would offer
her great riches and the ability to do as she wished. He grinned. Tonight she
would be his. Somehow, some way he would convince her.
* * * *
Kayleigh looked in the mirror. Her long auburn hair
gleamed after a hundred strokes. She checked to make sure she didn't have any
lipstick on her teeth. One hand came to rest on her stomach. Oh, God. Tonight
she was going to do it. Whatever had to be discussed would have to be
discussed. She couldn't wait one minute longer. He teased her constantly but
always pulled back at the last minute. No more. She'd seduce him if she had to,
jump his bones as a last resort, but she would have him tonight if it killed
her.
The outfit she chose to
wear proved it, the sexiest dress she owned. A black, slinky concoction made
for sin that clung to her curves with a daring slit up to her thigh. The
scooped neck dipped low to show off her full breasts. If this dress didn't do
the trick, then the man was a saint.
Her stomach was a bundle of
nerves. Need and anticipation clamored inside of her. A quick glance at the
clock on her dresser told her she only had a few minutes before she'd have to
leave.
They were meeting at the
waterfall. She now thought of it as 'their' place. No longer hers alone. If he
left, she wondered if she'd ever be able to go back.
Thank God Matthew wasn't
home to see her all dressed up. She didn't need grief from him tonight. She'd
taken the night off just for this purpose. Grabbing her short, beaded bolero
jacket, she headed out of the house. Her hands shook as she put on the jacket.
Get ready, 'cause here I
come.
She saw him the minute he
walked through the trees. Dressed all in black, he reminded her of Heathcliff
wandering in from the Moors. His black hair, still wet, clung to his head and
that stray lock that would never mind his fingers stubbornly curled over his
brow. He walked as she imagined a warrior of old might walk. Shoulders straight
back and his head held high. He only needed a sword to complete the picture.
Diarmuid's eyes widened when he saw
her and he stood still as a statue. "You're early; I thought I might get
here before you tonight."
She waited for him, not
moving, not trusting herself. Not right now, not when the urge to throw herself
into his arms was so strong. "I took tonight off."
Hungry eyes roamed over
her, taking in the dress. He came to her and ran his hands over her upper arms.
"You are the most beautiful thing these eyes have ever seen. Have I told
you that? Your skin is like the finest cream and softer than the most expensive
silk. I think you're trying to kill me with that dress."
Blood rushed to her face
and looked away from that knowing gaze. "No, you're no use to me
dead." Then she looked back, defying him to deny her. "I wanted
tonight to be special, a night neither of us would forget."
He took a deep breath,
briefly closed his eyes, and then released it with a nod of his head. "Ah,
love. Every moment with you is special. But I may have a hard time controlling
myself with you in that heart-stopping dress."
She gave him a sly smile,
"Then I guess it's doing its job."
He quirked a brow at her.
"Ah, so your aim is to torment me until I am blind with
passion."
She moved forward and wound
her arms around his neck, let her fingers play in the soft hair at his neck,
and whispered in his ear. "Something like that. You've teased me. No,
tortured me enough for two lifetimes this past week. The time for games is
over, no more playtime. I don't think I could take it."
Diarmuid curled his hand
around her throat, testing the pulse that beat frantically against his fingers.
"Yes, I agree," his voice a velvet murmur against her ear. "The
time for games is over."
He lowered his head, his
eyes fierce with longing, and took her lips in whisper of movement. Carefully
he parted her lips and then he devoured, his tongue a weapon of desire.
Kayleigh surrendered to it,
surrendered to him. He was all she had ever wanted. And maybe, just maybe he
would chose to stay with her instead of leaving. Sweet lips robbed her of
thought. Knees weak, she leaned into him, needing his solid strength. Strong
arms tightened around her and held her close as if afraid she would disappear.
An ache began at the apex
of her thighs; her skin grew warm and flushed. She wanted him. Wanted his heat
deep within her, moving and taking her to a world where nothing else mattered
but the two of them. Then once again she felt him pull back. No, her mind
screamed, not yet. I'm not done with him yet.
"I'm sorry, love, but
there are things that must be said. Things I can no longer hide from you."
Kayleigh opened her eyes to
gaze into concerned blue ones. "What do you mean?" Suspicion planted
a small seed of doubt in her mind. "You're not married, are you?" she
spat and moved back from him as if he had the plague or some other vile
disease.
A look of utter shock came
over his face and he shook his head. "No. I'm not married."
Kayleigh's mind whirled.
Well, if he wasn't married, then what was the problem? The man generated enough
heat to stabilize the State of California's energy problems, and he kept
stopping right at the crucial moment.
She huffed. "I don't
understand." She threw her hands outward and began to pace in front of
him. "I go and get all dolled up, I even put on makeup. I'm wearing
flipping garters and a thong, all for you, and now you want to talk? Who is the
woman here? Cause it sure doesn't sound like it's me."
Diarmuid's eyes went wide
and he took a step back. "Hold on there a minute. I never said I didn't
want you, and for the record, I love women."
Kayleigh shot him a caustic
glare.
"Wait, that didn't
come out right either. You've got me bloody un-hinged here. Just give me a
minute to get my bearings. It's not anything at all like you're thinking."
Temper got the best of her;
she didn't want to give him time. How embarrassing. She'd practically thrown
herself at him. All this work for nothing, not to mention she lost two hour's
wages plus tips this afternoon for his sorry Irish ass. Matthew hadn't spoken
one word to her in two weeks because she was seeing
him, and now this?
"Okay, I'll give you
five minutes." She said holding up five fingers. Mocking his accent,
"You better make it good, boy-o."
Pacing and muttering
beneath his breath he finally turned back to her. "You're not really going
to believe this, but then you might."
"What? Believe what?
Just spit it out." Good grief, what could be so horrible?
"I'm not human."
His words had been a whisper.
Kayleigh's mouth dropped
open. Did he just say what she thought he said? "Did you just say you were
not human?"
"Yes," he
answered. He ran his hands through his hair.
Gaping at him, she laughed.
A nervous, I'm going to lose my mind laugh. "You're not human? Okay, then
did you fly in on your spaceship this afternoon just in time for our
date?"
He frowned and narrowed his
eyes at her. "I'm not going to continue unless you take me
seriously."
"Well, if you're not
human, then what are you? Peter Pan?"
Pursing his lips and
shoving his hands in his pockets he looked lost. "I'm a Rose Fae. The term
Faerie is what I believe mortals used once."
"What?" she
screeched.
His voice rose in response.
"There, I've told you. I'm of the Seelie Court of the Tuatha De. That's
why I cannot, well...you know. If I did, I'm afraid it wouldn't go well with
you."
"Can't what? Make love
to me?" She stalked off only to turn back around and stalk back to him.
She laughed, a harsh sound even to her own ears. Well, this was a fine how do
you do. All her life she'd wanted to meet a Faerie, and now here was Diarmuid
professing to be one of the lost race. "Prove it."
His frown deepened, taken
back by her anger. "Prove it, you say? You'll promise not to run?"
Kayleigh stood her ground.
"Yes, I promise. I'll stand right here, even if you turn green and shrink
five feet."
He chuckled at that, and
then his laugh became deeper until he threw his head back with abandon.
"I don't see what's so
funny."
He held up a hand.
"I'm sorry. I forgot the human penchant for thinking all the Fae were only
little wee men in forest-colored outfits with pointed shoes."
"Well, aren't
they?"
"Some." He
continued to laugh. "But not my race." He slapped his hands against
his legs and the laughter bent him over. "You're going to lead me a merry
little race, now, aren't you?"
Scrunching her lips into a
pout, she waited. Let him laugh, at least she wasn't claiming to be one of the
little people. "What? Don't Faeries have sex?"
He laughed harder.
"If...If you don't stop, I'm going to fall down."
"Well, I hope you do.
I'm going home." She turned on her heel and marched in the direction of the house until Diarmuid, still
trying to regain his composure, grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
"Don't go, love.
Truly, I'll see what I can do to prove it to you." He looked down and then
he looked at his hand. "Here, this should prove it to you." He held
out his palm for her to inspect it.
"I don't see
anything."
"But you do, and if
I'm a betting man, and all the Fae are, I'll say you have one in the center of
your palm as well."
Kayleigh grew thoughtful.
"A rose?"
"Aye. The mark of the
Rose. 'Tis the mark of royalty, the mark of the house of AAran. Don't you know
that? I thought you said your grandfather came from the old country."
"He did, but he never
said anything about the mark of the Rose."
"And you're
Irish?"
"You know that I
am."
"Well, most of the
human race that knew of the Rose of AAran lived thousands of years ago. It
appears that the legend has died as well." He grabbed her hand.
Kayleigh clenched her
fingers in tight.
"Stop it, Kayleigh
Marie."
"Don't you use that
tone with me."
"Then let me see the
mark, I know it's there."
"You don't know
anything." She stomped her foot in annoyance.
"Then you don't care
if I look then do you." He forced her fingers to open, and let out a big
sigh. "I knew it. We are fated to be together. There is no mistaking it
now. You're sure you didn't know of the Rose of AAran?"
"No." Kayleigh
still didn't really believe him. Maybe he needed mental help, there was a
clinic not far from the farm.
"The Rose Fae are my
people, and this mark that sits in the center of your palm means that we are
fated to be together." He held out his hand, palm up, to show her an
identical mark in the center of his hand. "I have the exact match to your
mark."
"Your people? It
doesn't prove anything." She wasn't buying any of this. What did he take
her for? Some stupid woman without an intelligent thought in her head?
Diarmuid let out an
exasperated sigh. "Close your eyes. I'm not supposed to be doing this, but
as you have to make the choice, then you might as well know what you're in
for..." he waited. "Close them, or it'll not work."
Kayleigh closed her eyes. Leave
it to me to find the one wacko from Ireland. But she did as he asked and
stood perfectly still. "Can I open them now?"
He moved behind her and his
breath stirred the hair on the nape of her neck. A chill ran down her spine.
God, but the man reeked of sensuality even as crazy as he was. The heady smell
of roses surrounded her.
"Ready?" he asked
in that drawl and lilt that she'd grown to treasure.
"Yes, I'm ready."
"Don't open them
yet." He turned her back around to face him. "Okay. You can open your
eyes now."
She almost didn't want to
look. What if this was all just a game, what if he only wanted to trick her
with an ill timed joke. The man had become famous for that in the last few
days, but something in his voice told her that behind his laughter rang a note
of truth. So taking a deep breath and counting to ten, she opened her eyes. She
blinked twice, then shook her head to clear her vision.
Her mouth fell open at the
sight before her. Diarmuid stood in front of her, but he wasn't the same man
and definitely not the same species.
He had wings and very
pointed ears.
His beautiful eyes had
changed color from palest blue to the dark of midnight. His black shirt and
trousers were gone, replaced by a gossamer fabric that glittered like diamonds
in the setting sun. Every color of the rainbow shone in the material with his
movement. The pants, if you could call them that, looked more like tights, and
clung to the muscles of his legs. The shirt made of the same material came down
to mid-thigh. It tied around his waist and opened at the neck to reveal
beautiful male skin.
He looked like a fairytale
prince. His hair now fell past his shoulders and there were braids on either
side of his face. Woven into the braids were jewels so tiny you might almost
miss them if not for the light of the sun. But the biggest change, not to
mention the pointed ears, was the wings.
Wings? Oh, my. The shock of it
all hit her like a cement truck. The man had wings. "Have you always had
those?" she squeaked out.
He looked over his shoulder
to where she pointed. "These? Yes, since I transformed into adulthood. Do
they bother you?"
She couldn't speak. All the
blood drained out of her brain and she couldn't form a coherent sentence. He
had been telling the truth. He really was a Faerie.
Kayleigh's hand fluttered
to her stomach. "I don't think I'm feeling very well." The world
seemed to fade back into a dark tunnel and became smaller and smaller until it
blinked out completely.
Diarmuid caught her in mid-swoon. By the Goddess,
he hadn't expected this. Anger, disbelief and perhaps laughter, but for her to
faint? That had never occurred to him. But then again he'd never appeared
without human glamour to anyone before. New territory, it seemed.
He caught her up in his
arms and moved over to the large boulder where he could sit comfortably with
her in his arms. His Kayleigh. Poor thing, she hadn't believed him. Well, and
it was a shock to her system for sure. He lowered his head and kissed her pink
lips.
Her eyelids flickered and
then she opened them. "You're still the same."
"I'm afraid so, love."
He grimaced. What if she couldn't handle the truth? This wasn't the bad part,
but he couldn't tell her what would happen to him if she failed to choose him.
If they made love and she chose to remain here, then he would return to the
land of the Fae and he would fall into the field of flowers. There would be no
other for him. "Can I touch them?" she quietly asked.
He looked down on her
beautiful face, the face of a human angel, and nodded. "Yes. You may touch
them. They're stronger than you think."
She reached out a tentative
hand and stroked the upper band of his right wing. "It's so soft. It
reminds me of a butterfly's wing."
He shrugged; she wasn't far
off the mark there. With her in a prone position in his lap, he enjoyed her
nearness. He inhaled her scent and closed his eyes. "So are you ready to
talk to me now?"
Her eyes were still glazed
and now that she saw him in his true form he waited with baited breath to see
if she would still want him. It was all well and good to want him when he
looked normal, but now? She squirmed in his arms, and he spread his legs a bit,
as she was causing quite the reaction in his lower extremities.
A delicate hand flicked
forward from his wing to lift one of his braids. The braids, too, were part of
his heritage, one of the things that proclaimed his blood of the rose. He
thankfully was not the heir of AAran. That duty belonged to his older sister,
but even as a younger sibling his power reached far and wide. There were not
many who would challenge a Prince of AAran. "So do you find me as
attractive now, love? Now that you see me in my true form?" Her eyes came
back to his and he lost himself in their emerald depths.
"Do you think me so
shallow that I'd turn away from you because you're different?"
He turned his head. He
didn't want her to see the anguish and pain that lurked in his soul. And that
is exactly what she would see if she looked too long. She would see his
dying need of her and he could not afford to let happen.
He brought her up into a
sitting position. His voice dropped an octave, husky with emotion that felt
foreign to him. He had lingered long beyond the veil and these new feelings
tore at him. "Now is the time we talk."
"More talking?"
He gave her a dazzling
smile. "Yes, more talk. There are a few rules you need to be aware
of."
"Rules?" She
raised a dainty brow at him.
"Yes. If you had not
been marked by the rose, and we had made love, after I left you would have
pined for me."
Confusion clouded her eyes.
"That's an old word."
A smile flirted with his
lips. "Yes, but one that best describes what would have happened."
"Go on."
"You would have pined
to your death, I'm afraid."
She straightened and sat up
at the comment and gave him a shocked look. "You mean I would have died of
a broken heart?"
"Yes."
"That's awful."
She punched him hard in the shoulder. "Why would you have done that to
me?"
He tilted his head to the
side and pursed his lips. "I wouldn't have done it on purpose, and need I
remind you of your little fit of temper earlier before you showed me the mark
of the Rose upon your hand?"
"Well, okay. So you've
got me there. But what happens now that I've got this mark. Do you know it
won't come off no matter what I do?"
"No, it will never
come off. You will bear that mark until your last breath."
"That sounds kind of
final." Her nose scrunched up as she frowned.
He loved the way her facial
expressions gave away her emotions.
"I'm trying to take
all this in. It's not every day you find out you've been having lurid fantasies
about a Faerie."
"You've been having
dreams about me?"
Kayleigh huffed.
"Don't go getting all macho on me. I should have never told you. But
anyway, having dreams and falling for a guy who isn't human doesn't exactly
happen everyday. But I think I always suspected there was something weird about
you. You never invited me to your room and you would never tell me where you
were staying. Where did you stay? And where is Cathal?"
"We stayed here, of
course. Where else would I stay? The gate between our worlds is behind the
waterfall."
Kayleigh slapped her palm
to her forehead. "Geez, I should have known it was that simple. Right
behind the waterfall, eh? And you've been sleeping on my property since
when?"
All of sudden Diarmuid felt
like a youngling being scolded by one of his elders. "Since that first
night."
"So you've been this
close to me, and I didn't even know it. Do you sleep on the ground? In a
tent?"
Diarmuid couldn't meet her
gaze. How did he tell her he slept within the bud of a rose? "Your rose
garden is quite comfortable."
Kayleigh got up from his
lap, her clingy dress bunched up around her very generous butt. "Quit
looking at my backside, buster, I'm not done with you yet."
Diarmuid sighed.
"So if we make love
now, what happens?"
"The mark of the Rose
upon your hand means that we are fated to be together. It does not mean that
you must remain with me. However, if we were to make love, you could then make
the choice to come to AAran and be my bride."
"AAran? That's where
you're from? I thought you said you came from Ireland?"
"Yes, I did come from
Ireland. But most of the Fae have left now and have sought refuge beyond the
veil in," he searched for the word, "another dimension. But I am from
the Kingdom of AAran, a name Ireland once wore. I am the crown Prince. My
mother is the Queen."
"She's the
Queen?" she said with a look of disbelief. "And what would she say
about all this?"
Eyes downcast he answered
her, "I'm afraid she already knows."
Kayleigh continued to pace
and Diarmuid could do nothing more than sit and watch.
"And it wouldn't
bother her a bit that her son, the crown prince, is mated to a lowly
human?"
"Well, I'm sure she
wasn't happy, and she might have wished different for me, but if you return to
AAran with me, her pleasure would be great." Diarmuid bit his tongue. Damn
the Sea Witch and her interfering ways. Why she had to curse him in this manner
muddled his brain. If he made a mistake and told her too much, they would both
be lost within the veil. And that would be worse than falling in the field of
flowers, for if you were lost within the veil, there was no hope of ever coming
back.
Kayleigh pranced back to
stand in front of him with her hands on her hips. "Okay, let me get this
straight--could you lose the wings for a bit, they're distracting."
"Your wish is my
command." With a single thought he imposed his human glamour once again.
"So if we had made
love and I had not been your mate, I would have died. But now that we are
so-called 'fated' to be together, you could make love to me and I would be
granted permission to enter your kingdom as your wife. So if we make love, does
that mean that in your world, we are married?"
Diarmuid gave her a wry
smile. His Kayleigh had brains, and bless her, she continued to try and figure
it all out in her head. "No. We would not be married, but you would be
seen as my fiancé. I believe this is the word you humans use."
She nodded her head.
"Mmmhmmm," she muttered. "Especially since we are mated and I'm
stuck with this mark on my hand for the rest of my life. So tell me. What happens
if we don't make love?"
The smile left Diarmuid's
face. He took a deep breath and prayed to the Goddess that she would choose to
go with him. "If we made love, it would be only that. Before I knew that
you were fated to me, it could have caused you physical harm. If you do not
return with me, then I must go back and fulfill my duty to my people."
"So you can't stay
here."
"No. I cannot. I have
two more days and then I must return, with or without you."
Kayleigh collapsed in a
heap to the ground in a heap of black satin where she had been standing.
"So that's it, then?" she stammered. "I would never see you
again."
"I'm afraid so. I have
only been given this short amount of time to find you, and offer my gift to
you. The gift would be to live with me in AAran until we chose the sleep of my
people, which could be thousands of years." He got up and walked to her,
kneeling before her taking her face into his hands. "Think of it, Kayleigh,
you would want for nothing. You would have me by your side, there are no money
problems in AAran, and flowers are everywhere. I could shower you with gifts
and jewels. You would be the most beautiful princess we have ever been graced
with."
"Could I come back?
Ever?" Her voice had lost most of its bravado and she looked small and
helpless sitting on the grass in front of him.
His gaze troubled, he let
out a cautiously held breath. "I don't know."
Kayleigh searched his face
for answers, for an easy way to resolve their problem. "So If I go with
you, there is no guarantee that I could come back? I'd have to leave everything
I love? My home, my family, my friends, this farm? All of it. I'd have to give
everything up. What do you give up if I go back with you?"
Diarmuid stood and moved
away. He couldn't look at her, couldn't help her with this decision. He went
and stood upon the bank of the stream. Watched as leaves fell upon the fast
moving ripples of water, dancing and dipping on the surface, only to be swept
far away from where they fell.
He inhaled deeply for
courage. "I would gain you, Kayleigh, and live a happy, healthy life. You
would be my gift. I have given up much to come here and find you." He
glanced back to look at her, his crestfallen beautiful Kayleigh sitting on the
ground looking so defeated. A lone tear fell from her misty eyes.
If he had doubted at one
time if he truly had a heart, he knew that something within him broke at the
sight of her tears.
She swiped at the trailing
tears on her cheeks. "You know?" she shrugged in defeat. "All of
my life I wished for a Prince, but I thought he would want to stay here on the
farm with me and raise a family." She plucked a blade of grass and threw
it away. "Little did I know that I would have to lose everything to keep
him."
Diarmuid could see the
indecision roll over her in the slight slump of her shoulders, the shallow rise
and fall of her chest, and the haunted look in her eyes. He could not, under
any circumstance, try to sway her decision one way or another.
It was forbidden.
And he knew only too well
the consequence to the both of them should he even try such a tricky maneuver.
More than that, he didn't want to do such a thing. What good would it do to
have her at his side knowing that he had manipulated her feelings, her thoughts,
and possibly her very soul?
It pained him to feel so
helpless.
Thinking only of giving her
a moment to herself, to give her time to think he moved away and walked close
to the edge of the wood. The tall pines giving shade where the warmth of the
sun might burn, he remained in the shadow.
Kayleigh remained in the
middle of the glade, her head lowered and turned away from him. His hands
tightened into fists at his side.
I hate this.
"Is there no other
way?" her meek voice called out to him before he slid from her view. At
the sound he turned, unable to resist the sorrow in her voice, and moved back
to her. He dropped down beside her and sliding an arm around her shoulders then
pulled her close unable to bear her tears any longer. "I wish I could tell
you there was another way. Do you hate me for deceiving you?"
Chapter Ten
How could you hate a man who had come from a land
so far away just to find you? Her heart hurt. Why her? Why did this have to
happen? Why couldn't she have found some nice man who only wanted to settle
down and have kids? But no, she had to fall for a guy who only had days left in
her world.
She couldn't make this
choice. Too much depended on her. But she couldn't stand the thought of never
seeing Diarmuid's face again. He made her laugh, made her blood boil, and her
heart sing. When had she come to depend on him so much?
And she had to give him up.
She couldn't leave. Even
now, even before she thoroughly thought it out, how could she leave Matthew?
Every day she was frightened when she went to wake him. Afraid of what she
might find when she opened his bedroom door. How could she leave Angela, who'd
called her only a few days ago with the news that she and her husband Steve
were expecting their first child? She would never see that tiny face, the
little one that would be her godchild. What a dirty hand the fates had played
on them. She finally found the man of her dreams, and she would lose him. She
wanted to lie down and cry.
Diarmuid looked at her like
she could save him, like she could just pick up and leave everything she had
ever known and go with him, never knowing if she could come back.
She couldn't do it, but she
didn't hate him. Could never hate him.
"No, I don't hate
you."
She reached up and ran the
backs of her fingers along his lean jaw. The tiny stubble of hair prickled her
fingers. Did the Fae even have to do such mundane things as shave? There was so
much she still didn't know.
Looking into his eyes,
pleading with him for the truth, she asked the question she had to know.
"Do you love me, Diarmuid? Tell me that. Is your heart open to me? Would
you give up everything for me? Like you are asking me to do for you? Could you
do it?" He turned his face into her hand and kissed her marked palm.
"I never believed in love until I met you, Kayleigh. I thought it only a
word Mortals tossed about to get their way. But now I know I was wrong. If I
have a heart, it is yours. But no matter how much I may love you, I cannot
stay."
"Why?" she cried,
angry at his answer. "Why is it that you cannot stay and yet I would have
to go?"
He moved to sit on the
ground face to face with her. "Look at me, really look at me. You know
what I am. I'm a rose. If I remained beyond my two days, I would be like a rose
plucked and put into a vase upon your dresser, but like that rose... I would
wither and die."
Kayleigh didn't want to
believe his words. How could this have happened? "It's not fair. Why did
you even come here?" She turned her face away from him, not wanting to see
the pain in his eyes, but she had to look back. Had to look at him.
Diarmuid closed his eyes, a
look of pain etched on his features. "I had to try and find you. I never
knew that when I came through the gate that I would find the other half of me.
Can you blame me for wanting that? For wanting even one hour with you?"
Closing her eyes against
the coming night, she tried to sort it all out in her mind. Her limbs were weak
and she knew if she tried to stand, her legs wouldn't hold her. She thought
back on the last two weeks with him. They had been the best weeks of her life.
He'd made her so happy and had given her so much hope. How silly and stupid
she'd been. She should have known that she could never have a man like
Diarmuid. Even the fates conspired against her. Let's give her a little
taste of heaven and show her what she could have had...Oh, and now let's snatch
it away.
Lifting her head to look at
him, her heart broke.
His head lowered, he stared
at the ground, his long dark hair shielding his beautiful face from her view
and she wondered how she would ever make it without him. Even now she found it
hard to take the next necessary breath of air, knowing that he would leave her.
She reached out to touch him and the agony in his eyes tore at her. He was as
much a victim of this as she. None of this could be blamed on the other.
He was Fae, she was human.
They had been doomed from
the start.
Getting up on her knees,
she crawled to him.
He held open his arms and
she relished the warmth and security of his embrace. How many more times would
she feel his arms around her, how many more times would she be able to feel
those full, sensual lips brush her own?
"Kiss me," she whispered softly.
Tenderly he took her lips,
his hands curling around the nape of her neck, his fingers gentle. His
touch...magical.
"Are you sure?"
She had never been more
sure of anything in her life.
"Make love to me. Give
me a memory to keep."
Diarmuid grimaced, his jaw
clenched with emotion but he said nothing, only cradled her to him.
Her hands found the skin of
his chest and delved within his tunic to caress. She couldn't seem to get close
enough. His muscles twitched with every touch of her hand while his mouth moved
over hers with infinite precision.
A sweet ache began low in
her abdomen.
A need, a wanting, made her
rock her hips forward. She gasped as gentle fingers tweaked her nipple through
the fabric of her dress. Wicked lips pulled away from her mouth to leave a wet
trail of moisture down the side of her neck. He nibbled on her ear and she
moaned. Every touch, his every movement, brought her closer to the edge.
The edge of her sanity.
She needed him so much,
wanted him to be with her forever, but knew that it could not be. She had to
take what he offered and let it be enough. And it would be enough. She
would make sure he never regretted coming to find her
and she would savor every moment, every caress, and every fleeting touch of his
body for the
remainder of her life…
Putting her hands on his
chest, she pushed against his solid weight.
He gave her a questioning
look.
"Lie down. I want to
feel your body stretched out on mine."
A seductive smile curved
his lips upward and he leaned back, pulling her down with him. "Mmm...I
like this." His hands ran over her face, the touch of his fingers making
her crave more.
"What a gift you are.
Your face, your skin, I want to devour you. I want to taste every inch of your
body."
She smiled. She could give
him this. A pleasure so great he would never forget her, never forget the woman
he had to leave behind. "I'm all yours."
She scooted up to reach the
strong column of his neck, wanting to taste him and leave her mark. Slipping
her hands behind his head, she looked deep into his eyes as she lowered her
head. "My turn to drive you crazy."
He groaned. "I'm
driven by a madness only your lips can cure and I'm holding onto my control by
a thread, lass. Do your worst, but be rest assured that I'll give it back in
kind."
"I'm counting on
it."
She nibbled at the corner
of his mouth and his lips parted for her. She took him, letting his taste
settle on her tongue. She wanted to memorize everything about him. The strong
line of his angular jaw. The strength of his chin, how he tasted, and how his
body felt, so firm and strong beneath her. She would need the memory in the
long nights to come.
Strong hands cupped her
bottom and kneaded the plump flesh of her backside while she drank from his
lips. She grazed the cord of muscle down his neck, then soothed it with her
tongue.
He growled. "You're
not playing fair."
"That's right, I'm
not."
His lips forming a feral grin, he grabbed
her arms and rolled her onto her back. "So you think you can keep up with
me?"
The boyish charm of his
smile made her giggle. "I know I can."
"Well, we'll see about
that, love" He waved his hand over their bodies, a deep laugh vibrating
through him.
Their clothes disappeared
in an instant and the shock of his male body now skin to skin with her own made
her toes curl. The soft hair on his legs tickled and suddenly she became
self-conscious.
"How did you do
that?"
He smirked. "'Tis
magic, love. The kind of magic I could shower upon you every day for the rest
of your life if you'd only but let me."
She frowned. "I don't
want to think about that right now."
He rested his forehead
against hers and closed his eyes. "I know, but you cannot blame a Fae for
trying."
Forcing a smile on her face,
she tipped her head back to kiss his nose. "I don't blame you."
"Close your eyes,
love. I've no intention of making love with you for the first time on the cold,
hard ground."
She squeezed her eyelids
closed while weightlessness consumed her. "What are you doing? We're going
to fall." She wrapped her arms tightly around his waist. Her throat
constricted, a quick jolt of fear slicing through her.
"Don't open until I
tell you. I have a surprise for you."
"I'm not going to open
my eyes. Nope. Not going to do it. I'm scared to death what I'd see."
This being in love with a
Faery thing seemed to get stranger by the minute.
Something squeezed her body
and for a moment she couldn't breathe. Then the sensation eased and she felt
normal again.
"What on earth?"
Her body felt all tingly and extremely heavy all at once before something soft
came up against her back. The sweet fragrance of roses teased her nose much
stronger now than before. "Can I open my eyes now?"
He chuckled. "Yes, as
long as you don't scream."
Kayleigh opened her eyes. Cream
silk everywhere. It was the first thought that popped into her brain. Upon
further inspection it looked like they were enclosed in a room of almost
transparent creamy satin, the walls textured with vertical lines in a darker
hue that crisscrossed to curve and tent above them.
"Where are we?"
She whispered in awe.
"We...are inside one
of your white roses...within the bud."
Her eyes flew back to his,
the sparkling mischief couldn't be denied in the twinkling of his gaze.
"We're what?" she
squeaked. "Inside a rose?" she pushed at him. "I have got to
check this out, move, you big brute." She quickly got up, forgetting her
lack of clothing; for some reason it didn't bother her. Not when she had to be how
little? "How on earth did you do this?"
"It's magic, you don't
have to understand it. The Rose Fae, my people, sleep within the bloom of the
flower. The flower gives us a soft place to rest and we, in turn, feed the
flower with our magic and make it grow."
She turned back to him.
"My roses. You did that, didn't you?"
A sly grin appeared on his
face. Proudly he answered her. "Guilty."
No one would ever believe
her.
She walked to one of the
walls and touched. Soft and silky against her
calloused hand, her fingers knew the texture immediately. "But how did we
get so tiny?" She turned and looked back to Diarmuid who grinned like an
absurdly happy naked little boy. "We won't damage them? Is where you
sleep?"
"Yes. This is where I
rest, and no, it doesn't hurt them. As to how you are so small, well, that is
another bit of Fae magic." He shrugged massive male shoulders that didn't
at all resemble a flower. "You have heard the legend of Thumbelina?"
"Yes," she
muttered, moving around the inside of the enclosure, letting her hand trail
against the soft petals.
How could this be real?
Humbled and amazed she
turned back to look at him in all his wonderful bare glory. His body glowed
warm and bright, his shoulders wide, his long lean legs stretched out in front
of him. And well, he looked really happy to see her.
"You're beautiful, did you know that?" She walked back
to him, the smell of the rose heady in the air. A tattoo on his bicep caught
her attention and she touched it almost afraid he would disappear. "I
never realized that you had a tattoo…" A ring of roses wrapped around the
rounded muscle of his upper arm. "So..." she arched one brow at him,
"are Roses your favorite?"
He coughed and sputtered.
"In my home I am called the Rose Prince of AAran. So yes, you might say
the rose and I share a kindred spirit."
She circled around him and
came to kneel behind him. "And you came all this way to find me?"
Her hands fluttered over the broad expanse of his back.
She felt his breath hitch.
"The journey was worth
any sacrifice I have made. If I only had a minute with you, it would have been
enough." He turned his head to look up at her, his blue eyes brimming with
emotion. He tugged on her arms and she moved over his shoulder and into his lap.
"Now where was I?" One lean male finger skimmed the line of her
collarbone. "You are the beauty, Kayleigh. Have you forgotten you are no
longer covered?"
Uh-oh, he'd made her
forget.
Her eyes went back to him,
he was just as naked as she was and wow, what a great body he had. Big strong
thighs tapered into shapely male calves. Toned and trim, he would be a
painter's dream. Not too muscular, but not thin, either.
He made her mouth water.
His magical hands found her
breasts and gently kneaded, and then slid lower to tickle the tender section of
skin at her ribcage. He dipped his head and captured her breast with his
tongue. The small circles he made brought her nipples to taut little pebbles
under his ministrations. His hands stroked and teased her abdomen and the flash
of passion's fire unfurled in her belly. She couldn't remain still.
Her hands found him, teased
and taunted, tweaked and tormented.
Diarmuid was so beautiful;
she thought she might explode from it. Her fingers roamed through the long
strands of his hair, fisting at his neck as she pulled him away from her breast
to taste his lips again.
Tongues danced and swirled,
the sweet nectar of his mouth intoxicating her.
Lean hands moved lower,
feather-soft, scorching her skin. He nudged his leg between hers and opened her
to his exploring hands. Gentle fingers found the bud of her womanhood, and he
applied the smallest amount of pressure with his thumb while his fingers slid
down in between her folds and then back again, making her legs tremble with his
touch. "I can't take much more of this," she murmured.
"Oh, but you can. You
won't rush me in this. I intend to take my time and enjoy you. Every delectable
inch of you."
His lips left a wet trail
from the line of her jaw down to the hollow of her throat. All the while his
fingers teased her in a dance meant to drive her wild. He laid her back against
the silky satin of the rose. Cerulean blue eyes alive with fire and light,
capturing her gaze and holding it firmly.
She knew for him there was no sense of
time, he relished every minute and only strove to bring her more pleasure than
she had ever fathomed possible.
He broke eye contact and
lowered his head. Wet hot lips teased the ribbon of flesh below her breast
before trailing lower over her heart. He pressed his lips to the strong beat
between her ribs. He glanced up at her, his lips only a hair's length from her
skin. "I do this to you, Kayleigh. No one else will ever make you
feel the way I do. No one...will ever be able to make the air burn in your
lungs. Remember this...remember when you make your decision."
She couldn't speak as he
moved over her, his lips an addiction she couldn't control.
His body gently slid,
sinfully slow, lower, and lower still until his head remained at her waist. He
flicked a wet caress over her belly button, sending shivers cascading, washing
over her. Then, still lower that sinful tongue went until he supported himself
on his elbows between her parted thighs. With a gentle touch he parted her
folds and flicked at the nub of her sex with his tongue.
Small tremors made her legs
quiver. A finger teased her opening and she lifted her hips in response. She
threw her head back and wove her fingers in his hair. She needed his hot heat
deep within her. "Please. I can't take this any more."
"Not yet, love. Not
until I hear you scream my name for mercy. Not until you lose control."
Lowering his head, he
nipped at her clit, causing her body to writhe.
Torture, sweet torture
wracked her body.
His voice shook her very
soul. She opened her eyes to watch him. Such an
intimate thing as he laved her with his tongue, and drove her so high she
thought her body might shatter.
He slipped a
finger inside of her, then another.
She lost
control, could only ride the wave of sensual heat he created. An ache, her
muscles tight...she exploded.
The world fell
away until there could be nothing more than Diarmuid.
The force of
her orgasm was so strong it lifted her body and she came up, only to fall back
against the soft petal of the rose again. Wave after wave battered her body.
Her brain went blank, and still he did not relent.
"I want
you inside of me." She gasped and thought they might find tiny pieces of
her scattered all over the garden.
"Is that
what you want?"
"Yes,"
she shouted.
"Then
scream for me."
And she did. It
ripped from her throat until she was hoarse and quivering.
Only then did
she feel the hard length of him touching her, teasing the center of her.
"Yes. Oh, God, yes.
Hurry, please," she pleaded.
With one long, sure stroke,
he entered her with a look of such love on his face it brought a tear to her
eye. She took him inside her, his body a perfection even the angels would envy.
"Are you all
right?" he whispered next to her ear. "I would not hurt you for all
the moons in AAran."
Her heart stuttered.
"How could this hurt me? I love you." She
smiled up at him and was sure her heart shone in her eyes, and he
returned to her a smile of such gut-wrenching beauty she wondered if she would
remember to breathe. Her hands found the taut muscles of his chest and
fluttered over them, making him gasp at her touch. She trailed her nails along
the ribbed and corded rope of his abdomen. Heaven couldn't be better than
this.
He filled her, moving so
slowly it should be considered pain.
"Kayleigh, my love, I
never knew. Never dreamed such pleasure existed here with you. I would give you
my very breath to remain."
Her eyelids half closed,
she reached up to cup his face and brought him close. His long hair trailed
over her body, teasing her nipples. She leaned up to kiss him, needing to
complete them while he seated himself within her womb.
His thrusts moved her,
emotion exploded within her and she knew that she would never, as long as she
lived and breathed, forget this moment in time. The world stopped revolving and
stars exploded behind her eyes all the while the smell of the rose wrapped
around them. Body on fire, her hands clasping him to her frame she breathed in
his scent, the friction between their bodies lighting a flame so bright she
thought it might blind her.
He continued to move, and
pulled his lips from hers and suckled her breast, nipping at the tight little
nub of her nipple. Little tingles began in the pit of her stomach again and her
kegel muscles contracted around him, drawing forth a groan from his throat.
"I can't hold out much longer, Diarmuid. Take me to the stars, take me
away from all this and make me forget everything but you."
A strangled sound came from
his throat before he could speak. "As you wish." His pace quickened
and he worshipped her body with his own. She thought the heavens might open up
and carry them away the feelings were so strong within the small cocoon of the
rose. Pleasure washed over her as with one final stroke, he crashed into her.
Wave after wave of sensation broke over her, stealing her mind and her breath.
Diarmuid roared his release
as he went deeper still. He flung his head back, his eyes tightly closed, his
jaw clenched as he surrendered to his passion. Kayleigh could only bathe in his
gaze as her body writhed with the pleasure he gave her. They became one in that
instant in time, their souls forever wrapped together. She screamed his name,
and wrapped her arms around him. She held onto him to keep her sanity. Never,
ever in all her years had she felt so special.
So very loved.
Kayleigh lay face down sprawled on her
bed. Today was the last day of his time in her world, and she had to make her
decision.
Do I go or do I
stay?
Her mind hurt
from all the thinking
she had done in the last forty-eight hours. Maybe it would be different if she
thought that she could come back, but Diarmuid had told her that the
possibility that the gate would remain open was slim. So if she went with him, the chances of
seeing her friends and family again were almost zero. It would be like
she had died.
How could she do that?
How could she not?
Kayleigh looked around her
bedroom, her sanctuary since childhood. She would have to leave these
pale-mint-colored walls with the tiny roses her mother had painted behind. All
her books would have to remain. God, it hurt. And Matthew, how could she leave
him behind? He would never understand. Never know the torture that she'd gone
through, and she could never come back to see if he was okay.
She crawled up on her bed
and grabbed her pillow. All the things that were so familiar to her, even the
smell of the cotton sheets and pillowslips
beneath her face, would be things she'd never smell,
feel again…
Lifting her
head, she glanced at her watch. She had two hours to make the decision.
Heavy footsteps passed by
her door, they hesitated and went on.
Then came back.
A light knock sounded at
her door. "Hey, sis? Can I talk to you a minute?"
What would she tell him? He
would never believe her.
"Yeah, Matt. Come on
in."
Matthew opened the door.
He'd shaved, his eyes were clear, and he had clean clothes on. He'd even
brushed his blond hair.
What had happened here? Was
he finally coming out of it?
She smiled. "Hey, look
at you." She got up from the bed and went to give him a hug.
He latched onto her like a
life raft. He squeezed her hard, and when she would have pulled back, he
stopped her.
"Just one more second.
I want to apologize to you, for making your life hell this last year. For
everything." He pulled back but kept her hands in his and pulled her to the bed. "Sit down a
minute. I need to tell you some things, and they aren't going to be easy for
me."
Kayleigh didn't know what
to think. Something had changed him. He didn't sound angry anymore but just
sad. Very, very sad.
Matthew's big shoulders
slumped and he let go of her hands. He took a deep breath and began. "I
went to see Sheriff Barnwell this morning about Mom and Dad's accident."
Kayleigh's stomach dropped.
"What did you need to talk to him about?" She reached out and rubbed
his arm.
"Don't say anything
until I stop, okay?"
The bad feeling didn't go
away but got worse and a chill ran down her spine. "Okay."
"That night. The night
that Mom and Dad had their accident, Jim and I had been out partying by the
lake. We'd had too much to drink, but we thought we were okay." He raised
his head to look into Kayleigh's eyes.
Her heart
twisted painfully at the expression in them. His eyes were haunted and full of pain, full of
tears.
"On our way home, we were laughing and listening to music.
Not paying any attention. Jim was driving, he said he was fine, but he wasn't,
he wasn't fine." Tears welled up in his eyes. "We didn't see them
until it was too late. The car came out of nowhere, and Jim had been trying to
pass old man Johnson's truck. You know how slow he goes. We swerved to try and
get out of the way, but we didn't make it. We hit and both cars spun out of
control. The other car went off the road and into a bunch of trees. We were
scared. It was so damn dark, we couldn't make out the car. Jim got control of
our car, but he didn't stop." Matthew shook his head, obviously trying to clear the memories away. "We
saw that old man Johnson had pulled over and Jim just kept going. He said he
wasn't going to jail again. Mom and Dad never had liked him. They'd always
tried to get me to stop hanging out with him."
Matthew broke down. Great
sobs came from his chest. He leaned over and put his face in his hands. "I
killed them, Kayleigh. Me and Jim killed Mom and Dad."
Kayleigh sat there in
shock. Anger tore at her, denial, so many emotions, that she couldn't, didn't
want to hear the rest. She hit him then, pummeled at his chest as tears ran
down her face. "How could you? You took the best friend I ever had away
from me? Why didn't you ever say anything? Oh, my God, Matthew." All this
time he had carried this guilt. She couldn't tell him it would be okay. Because
it wasn't okay. It would never be okay. "Get out, get out right now."
He held her arms, tears
running down his face. "I couldn't tell you. I didn't want to believe we
had done it. We thought that the people we had hit would be okay. We were
stupid drunk, Kayleigh. Young and stupid, and we killed them. How am I ever
gonna be able to live with myself now? How?"
* * * *
Diarmuid waited at the waterfall. His stomach
knotted with fear and apprehension that she wouldn't come. He knew now that she
would stay. He could feel it in the air. How could he ask his sweet Kayleigh to
give up her world for him? It had been wrong to even come. He had been a fool.
The worst kind of fool for thinking that he would be able to overpower her love
of this place, but he had never thought that he would fall in love.
Love.
Yes, he loved her. More
than life itself he loved her. Loved the way the sunlight played on her hair,
the way her lips lifted in a smile, and the way her body felt nestled next to
his. He would not ask her this. Would not make her feel guilty for choosing to
stay in her own world. How would his Kayleigh deal with being a human in a Fae
world? She would die, as he would die if he remained in this mortal realm. He
couldn't remain without magic, he needed it for survival.
He heard a sound coming
through the brush and lifted his head. She stood on the edge of the clearing.
Her eyes were swollen, her fair skin blotched and red.
His heart jumped up into
his throat. He went to her, immediately enfolding her in his arms. He inhaled
her scent. He would carry the sweet scent of jasmine that was hers alone within
his soul forever.
"Don't cry, my
love."
She tucked her head into
his shoulder. Her silent sobs broke his heart. He knew. Knew what she had
decided to do. "It will be okay, Kayleigh. Somehow, some way, I will find
my way back to you. If not in this lifetime, then in another."
Kayleigh took a deep breath
and reached up to place her soft hands against his face. "No one should
have to make these choices. No one. Matthew came and talked to me today."
He raised his
eyebrows in
question and encouraged her to continue.
Her words were barely recognizable,
slurred with her sobs. "They're the ones who hit Mom and Dad's car. They
were drunk, Diarmuid. Drunk."
He tightened his arms
around her. By the Goddess didn't this one tiny woman have enough to deal with?
"I'm sorry, so sorry." Stroking her hair the only comfort he could
think to give.
She hiccupped. "I
didn't know what to say to him at first. Then I told him...to leave. To get
out. I couldn't say anything. I just sat there and looked at him. I couldn't
tell him it was okay, because it's not. He's going to have to live with what he's done for the rest of his life. He went to
talk to the Sheriff and they might press charges and he'll go to jail."
Her shoulders shook with her grief. "I thought I was over it, that I had
come to terms with their death, but now, now I have to live with this,
too."
Diarmuid didn't know what
to do to comfort her so he held her close and rubbed her back and let her tears
dampen his shirt. He looked over her shoulder to see Cathal leaning against the
great oak. Cathal, a reminder that he had to go, go and deal with his own
world.
His own fate.
But how could he leave her
like this? His heart felt like it was being ripped from his chest, that some
unknown force cleaved him in two with a mighty sword.
Gritting his teeth against
a truth he didn't want to face, he forced the words he had never meant to speak
through his mouth. "There is no question now that you must stay. I cannot
ask this of you, even though I may want to be selfish. If it were up to me, I
would never let you go."
Never.
Kayleigh looked up at him,
her green eyes still brimming with tears.
"How is it fair that I have to lose everybody I love?"
He let out the breath he
had been holding. He should have already stepped through the gate, but he had
waited on her. He didn't want her to see him go, that would only make it harder
for her.
"Did you bring what I
asked?"
She looked down and pulled
a pair of scissors from her pocket. "Yes, I brought them." Her hands
shook as she handed them over. "What are you going to do?"
He gave her a smile even as
his heart was breaking. He took one of his braids in his hands. "This I do
for you. It is what I would have done, had you come with me." And with his
words he took the scissors and clipped the braid from his hair and handed it to
her. The jewels still remained embedded in the strands. "You will always
have me with you, and should you ever need money, sell the jewels. All except
this one." He pointed to the one at the top of the braid, a ruby, and the
largest of the jewels. "This you must always keep."
With his thumb he wiped
away the trail of tears upon her silky cheek. "Will you give me a token of
the same?"
Not able to speak, she
nodded and took the scissors from him. But first she quickly braided a strand
of her hair and only then snipped it off. "I'm sorry, I have no jewels to
give you."
He stepped forward and took
her face in his hands. "You have given me something more precious than
jewels. You have given me your love, and that is more than I ever expected when
I set out on this journey."
Emotion wracked Kayleigh's
small form and he wished that he could take this pain from her. But then, he would also take away the
joy, and happiness they had found together. And that he could not erase, not
from her or from him. She would bear his mark, and he would bear hers. Emotion
clogged his throat as Cathal signaled that it was time to go.
He lifted her chin with his
finger to look deep into eyes the color of a deep emerald ocean and felt he
could fall into them. Never again would he see anything as beautiful as her
eyes. He lowered his head, and her lips parted for him.
She tasted of honey and he
drank his fill, pulling her so close to him that he could feel the beat of her
heart next to his.
A scream ripped through his
mind, and he knew it was his own. The injustice of having to leave her nearly
brought him to his knees. But he had to go back. Had to fulfill his destiny.
She clung to him as he
pulled back and her eyes begged him not to go.
"Shh..." he
whispered, putting a finger to her lips. "It will be alright. You will
have your home, and one day a family, and I will have the knowledge that you
loved me, if only for a short while. I will carry
that treasure in my heart always."
"It's can't be time
yet. It can't be," she cried.
"Yes, it is time. I'm
sorry, Kayleigh. Sorry for your pain. I would do anything not to hurt you. I
hope that you know that. Know that I will always love you."
"I do. I do. I'll
never regret this, never regret loving you.
Never. I love you, too."
He set her away from him.
The hardest thing he'd ever had to do. He had killed with a blink of his eye,
had changed the course of the weather, but nothing could have been harder than
to turn and walk away from her. "The roses at your back step will protect
you, Kayleigh. One a gift from me, and one a gift from Cathal. They will watch
over you even as I cannot be here." He walked toward the waterfall. He
could clearly see the gate with his Fae eyes but turned back one last time.
Kayleigh stood in her
simple dress of cotton, her hair floating in the breeze, her haunted eyes
loving him even as he left her. He blew her a kiss. "Open your hands and
close your eyes," he told her.
She did and he conjured a
blood red rose chiseled of ruby and emerald into her hands. "I love you,
Kayleigh. I love you, and I'll never love another."
He took a great gulp of air,
waded into the small pool and walked through the waterfall.
* * * *
She watched him leave, her eyes unfocused with
tears. Why did she feel like she had just made the worst mistake of her life? Her soul, her heart, and her mind went numb. She
could only stare at the spot where he had entered the
falls and disappeared. Gone. Gone forever. A great emptiness suddenly filled
the place where her soul should be, her heart a heavy stone that lay heavy in her chest.
Hearing the splash of water,
she looked up from the jewel in her hand. Cathal had waded into the water.
"I'm sorry, Cathal.
Please forgive me," she whispered.
The silver-haired Fae
turned back to her, his expression unreadable. "What is there to
forgive?" And then he walked through the waterfall behind Diarmuid.
"Damn it." She
cursed out loud. Her stomach ached and burned, her throat hurt from crying.
"I couldn't go." She told herself. "I couldn't."
Diarmuid's clothes were wet, his heart sore, and he
took a deep breath of his world. It was done. There
was nothing more to do but go home and face the demons that haunted him.
He stopped to wait on Cathal who had not yet come through the gate. He could
see him through the fall of water.
Cathal could have been made
of stone. He stood so still, like a marble statue frozen in place.
"Come on! I cannot
wait all day on you." Diarmuid yelled. But his heart knew that he would
not come. "Leave her be, Cathal. You cannot change it. It is done."
His voice trailed off while his best friend looked at him with torment and
guilt. It made no difference. Deep in his heart he knew she could not be happy
in the land of AAran.
"I cannot come back to
watch you die. Do not ask such a thing of me. I cannot." Cathal's voice
cracked with emotion, his eyes anguished by their failure. He lowered his head.
Diarmuid crossed his right
arm over his chest, his hand closed tight in a fist, a gesture of respect from
one warrior to another. He waited until Cathal raised his head and returned the
salute.
Cathal would return home
when he felt the time right. If the situation had been reversed he would do the
same. He could not watch a friend fall into the field of flowers. So he turned
around and looked toward home. The golden city of AAran lay before him, with
its bright yellow towers. Only the field of the damned greeted him this day. He
would swear he could hear his mother's cries on the wind.
They would know. They would
have felt the presence if a mortal had come through the gate. A celebration
would have ensued. Great tables of food, the music of the harp and flute would
have played had she come. But she had not, and he had been unable to tell her,
his voice silenced by the curse of the Sea Witch. Unable to voice the words
that could have saved him. Because he knew in his heart if Kayleigh had known
she would have gladly taken his hand despite the risks.
Kayleigh sat in the swing on the front porch, the sky
above her bruised and battered as her heart. The sky a dark purple against the
dark forest that threatened rain. The wind whipped the higher branches of the
trees, forcing them to bow to her majesty. She tried to convince herself that
she would survive this, she would heal. The gaping hole in her heart would
mend. He'd only been gone a day, and already her soul bled and mourned. Her
limbs were numb, her heart broken, and for what? Her mind told her that she had
made the right decision, but she couldn't convince her heart.
The roses at the corner of
the porch bowed and scraped but didn't break. She wanted them to break. She
turned away. She couldn't look at the blood-red roses. A
rose while in bloom was beautiful, but soon it would fade and leave only the
thorns. Imaginary thorns, the sharp barbs pricking at her mind and body,
wrapped around her.
The gusts of air grew
stronger, blowing the trees and shrubs into a frenzy. Looking up, her heart
stuttered as she saw Cathal stalk toward her. His long silver
hair whipped around him, his face set in hard and unforgiving lines.
A small hope tugged at the
back of her mind. If Cathal had remained, could it be that they had tricked and
fooled the fates?
The nervous Fae warrior,
who always tried to remain unseen and always looked over his shoulder had
disappeared. Larger than life, his back ramrod straight, he stood to his full
height.
A shiver of foreboding
scampered over her spine. What had happened to bring him back through the gate?
Spurred by fear and a hope
she couldn't credit she stood up and half ran from the porch to meet him on the
drive, not caring how she looked or even if he saw the stains on her face from
the trail of tears she'd cried earlier.
"What's wrong? What's
happened?"
Cathal pressed
his lips together
as he came to a stop in front of her. He regarded her
silently for a moment, and then spoke. "I did not go through the gate. I
could not watch him die a wasteful death when you could have prevented
it. You were my one hope. You failed him."
"Die?" she
gasped. Tremors shook her, and she clasped her hands together in front of her
to stop the trembling. "What are you saying? I don't believe you. He's
fine. He's safe now. He only went home." She shook her head, not wanting
to believe him but in her heart, she knew. The truth had been shining in
Diarmuid's eyes while he smiled and held her close for the last time. A sick
feeling settled in the pit of her stomach.
"He goes back to
die." Cathal's gray eyes blazed, the muscle in his jaw clenched, his hands
curled into a tight fist.
"I don't believe
you." Her mind whirled; pain ripped and tore at
her heart. One hand covered her mouth in her denial. Tears burned and
blurred her vision. "He is the Prince of AAran, he told me he would go
back and fulfill his destiny," she said, almost
choking on the words.
"It is because of me
that he will return to the field of flowers. He gave himself to the Sea Witch
for my safe return. She tricked me and held me captive beneath the waves of the
Lake of Dreams and only until Diarmuid bargained for my release was I set
free."
She was going to be sick.
"Go on, I have to know all of it."
He looked away. "It
matters not now. You made your choice, and he will do what needs to be done to
save his kingdom."
Kayleigh grabbed Cathal again
and jerked him back around to face her. "You will tell me everything right
now, right here or so help me I'll kill you where you stand." Her arms and
legs shook with fear for Diarmuid. "Why didn't he tell me?"
"He could not, or you
would both be lost within the veil, forever being able to see his ghostly image
but never able to speak or touch. He would die a thousand deaths to save you
from such a fate." He ran long lean pale fingers through his hair and
began to pace. "You see, the Sea Witch made a bargain, but the Fae are
ever clever with their promises. She let me go free on one condition. He had to
leave AAran and search for his mate in the human world. Diarmuid had long ago
given up hope of finding the one that would complete him in AAran, so he agreed.
If he failed, he would forfeit his life. He convinced himself if he could find
you, he would be able to persuade you to return with him and fulfill the
bargain. But if he failed, his life became forfeit. If he failed to fall into
the field of flowers upon returning empty-handed, the Sea Witch would claim his
lands and ultimately claim AAran for her own."
Kayleigh's legs went out
from under her and she plopped down hard on the ground. It couldn't be. He was
supposed to be fine; he was supposed to be alive and well, with his family, his
home. Not this.
Never this.
She had failed him, and she
hadn't even known what the stakes were. "Why didn't the queen stop this?
Why didn't someone kill this Sea Witch? Why would you let this happen to him?
Why?" She screamed at him. These people with all their power would just
let one of their own die?
"The Sea Witch is
powerful and the balance of power is tenuous at best. There could be no other
choice. No one but the Goddess could counter or break the bargain. And the Goddess
has not seen fit to intercede." Cathal ground out the words behind
clenched teeth, anger and guilt shining in his eyes.
"But you stayed?"
She looked up at this strange man cloaked in hate and despair.
"Yes. I stayed to tell
you. When he walked through the gate, he thought I would follow. I did not. I
can still see his face. He called for me to leave you be, but I could
not." Cathal paced back and forth in front of her. "You see, it is my
fault. If I had not been careless, none of this would have happened. Now the
only person who ever stood by my side will cease to be."
Kayleigh scrambled to her
feet. "No. I won't let this happen." She turned to run, but Cathal
reached out to grab her.
"It is too late, for
all of us. I am sorry."
"Then why did you come
here and tell me all this." She struggled in his grip. "Let me go,
Cathal, or I swear I'll wring your neck with my bare hands."
His arms tightened.
"You cannot go through the gate. Only a Fae can pass through."
"I don't care. I'm
going. Now let me go, or I swear I'll hurt you. You can either come with me or
stay here and wallow in your grief. But either way I'm going to AAran."
Taking her hand, he gave
her a strange look and he opened her palm. "The rose on your palm has
changed. The bud has opened," and for the first time since he appeared, a
spark of hope glimmered in his eyes. "All right. Let us hope we are not
too late."
They ran together, hand in
hand, to the waterfall. Kayleigh jumped into the shallow pool at the base of
the waterfall.
"Wait." Cathal
called. "We must not take any chances. Do not be alarmed, but get on my
back."
"On your back?"
"Yes."
"Okay. I don't have
time to worry about your weird ways right now." Kayleigh moved back to
where Cathal stood in the stream.
He cupped his hands at his
back for her climb up. "Put your legs around my waist. I hope you can
ride."
Ride? But as she jumped
onto his back, his hands pulled her legs around him. And then a white light
surrounded them. Tiny particles of light seemed to float on the air and then
began to swirl. They moved so fast around them she had to close her eyes. She
gasped as within moments she sat astride a white stallion.
Grabbing a huge chunk of
his mane, she wrapped the silken strands around her hands. "You could have
warned me about this."
The horse whinnied and
snorted. In one fluid motion Cathal jumped forward and headed straight for the
waterfall. Oh, God, she cringed and closed her eyes. They were going to be
smashed on the rocks of the cave at the back of the falls. She held her breath,
her heart tripping in her chest as she realized what he intended. She knew the
moment they were airborne. Her stomach lifted and she waited for gravity to
take over and pull them back down to the Earth. But they hung suspended in
mid-air. Heat seared her skin, sweat poured from her temples. She tightened her
grip, eyes still closed, scared to open them.
Motion took and swept them
forward in such a rush that her hair streamed back away from her face and made
her shirt ripple against her skin. She opened her eyes in time to see a golden
light in front of her that started as a small pinprick, but as the wind pushed
against her, the light became bigger until she knew they were in a tunnel of
some sort. A gate, like Diarmuid had said. She lowered her head, unable to
withstand the wind that came at her, and wrapped her arms around the stallion's
neck, holding on for dear life. Fear pounded at her brain, and she wasn't sure
they were going to make it.
They landed with a double
thump against something solid. Turning her head, it looked like they had landed
in the set from the Wizard of Oz.
Cathal stopped and shook
his head.
Kayleigh loosened her grip,
her head still spinning. In the distance she could see what looked to be a
golden city, the colors of the flowers so bright it hurt her eyes.
Cathal walked with his head
hung down. She wished he would talk to her, do something. She swayed on his
back while he moved forward. The flowers were so tall they brushed against her
knees. Thousands upon thousands of flowers. Yellow roses were mixed in with red,
and thorns caught at the denim of her jeans. She ignored the small pricks of
pain.
Cathal stopped, and kneeled
down for her to dismount. She threw her leg over and slipped to the ground.
They were in a small clearing in the center of
millions of flowers. The swirling lights shadowed the horse and before her very
eyes Cathal returned to his normal form, complete with wings. She stepped back.
He looked larger here, or maybe she had become smaller. "Where is
he?"
"You cannot go to
AAran as you are dressed. They would crush you beneath their heel. If we are
too late they will take your very soul, and I will see you back to your world
if we cannot save him."
"Do what you have to
do and let's go. I have to see him."
Cathal gave her a regal nod
and came to stand in front of her. He placed his hands on her shoulders.
"Close your eyes." At her raised brow, he shook his head.
"Please, this is easier for me to do without your brutal stare accusing me
of moving too slow."
"Whatever, just hurry
up."
She closed her eyes. There
was a draft against her skin, only for a moment, and then a soft material
replaced the normal cotton of her human clothes.
"You may open your
eyes now."
She peeked with one eye
first. He had conjured up a gown of the deepest green, the material so soft she
couldn't feel it against her skin. The gauzy material shimmered and changed
hues with her every breath. It had to be the most beautiful dress she'd ever
seen. The bodice fitted her tiny waist and fell in folds to her feet. Then he
produced what looked to be a veil of the same colored material but transparent.
"What am I supposed to
do with that?"
"You will wear it to
shield your face."
"Okay, can we go
already? He hasn't been gone that long; do you think he's still within the
city?"
Cathal's head dropped
before he spoke. "Time is not the same here. Your hours are our
days." He took her hand. "Come."
They walked for what seemed like hours. The yellow flowers spread out in
front of them for miles. She didn't want to walk, she wanted to run,
wanted to scream out Diarmuid's name and force him to come find her again. But
Cathal only shot her a look of warning as if he knew her thoughts. "We
must be careful here."
"Would it have been
different if I had gone with him?"
Cathal would not meet her
questioning gaze. He remained quiet for a moment. "Yes. Different."
"And now? I can still
save him, can't I?" She had to believe that she could. Had to believe that
somehow her coming to this enchanted place would make a difference.
Cathal did not answer her
and would not look at her. The same sick feeling that she had felt before
returned with a vengeance. She had to save him. He had suffered enough. No one
should have to suffer such a death.
They were well within the
walls of the city when he took her hand and stopped her. "Wait here,"
Cathal whispered into her ear.
Before she could reply he
left with strong sure strides headed deeper into the city of flowers. She
looked around her, for the first time really noticing her surroundings. He had
left her along a small passageway that looked out into a courtyard. There were
arches and columns leading to the main structure or some might call it a castle
made of rose petals. To the right there were landings and open-air walkways and
flowers of every color scattered around and above doors, flowers that hung in
mid-air with nothing to support them. The ground was littered with stray petals
that gathered in the crooks and crannies of the walls. She'd cringed when
they'd first begun to walk upon streets made of tiny brown and pale pink
flowers. Cathal had only rolled his eyes at her when she'd hesitated to take a
step forward.
The splendor of the place
held her in awe; she could have gone back in time to a land where knights and
ladies were commonplace. She knew her mouth gaped, but she couldn't control it.
The leaves on the trees looked to be jewels, flowers were everywhere within the
city, and one could not walk a foot without brushing against something green
and living.
Cathal disappeared into one
of the doorways and she held her breath. What would she do if he didn't return?
She didn't know where to look for him. And for one moment she knew how Diarmuid
had felt when he had come into her world. It now made sense why Cathal had been
so nervous. They must have felt exactly as she did now. Totally out of their
element.
Finally Cathal returned and
she met him halfway. "Can we see him now?"
Cathal remained quiet and
she knew it was not a good sign. Her hand found his sleeve and she stopped him.
"Where is he, Cathal?"
The Fae only took a deep
breath and briefly closed his eyes. "Come with me, but make sure the veil
remains in place."
Her heart dropped when he
led her back into the field of flowers. But instead of heading back into the
middle of the field, he turned and turned left following the wall that surrounded the castle.
She saw the crowd of Fae
gathered close into a tight circle. The females all wore veils, and she could
not make out one face. The men stood beside the ladies. A lone harp released a
heartbreakingly lonely tune into the air.
"Don't tell me he's at
the center of that group?"
"I'm afraid we did not
make it. He has fallen." Cathal's words sliced through her heart in one
clean swift stroke.
The air rushed out of
Kayleigh's lungs. No. No. It wasn't too late. She had come all this way, given
up everything to save him. "No!" Her scream rent through the air.
She shrugged off Cathal's
arm and ran forward through the throng of people, elbowing and pushing, trying
to clear a path to him. Tears ran down her face, and the thorns of the roses
tore at her skin. She didn't care. She had to get to him. When she had made it
through the last ring of people, she stumbled to her knees at the foot of the
burial mound.
He didn't move.
She couldn't get enough air
into her lungs. She cursed her God, she cursed his Goddess for allowing this to
happen. Moving forward on her knees, she slowly, inch by inch came closer.
His sword lay across his
chest, wrapped in a vine of thorns. They had dressed him in an armor of blood
red roses, his beautiful eyes closed to her forever.
She screamed. Her shoulders
shook. She couldn't see anymore and it was her fault. She had done this to him.
A female voice tore through
the quiet. "What have you done, Cathal of Loren, why did you bring this
creature here?"
"She came through the
Lily gate of AAran, my Queen. She thought only to save him." Cathal's
humbled voice quieted the murmurs of the beings around them.
Kayleigh turned to look at
the Queen.
Hair of flame curled around
a heart-shaped face to fall to a slim waist, her cheeks flushed with color. Her
gown made of the finest gossamer silver clung to her body and a crown of
jeweled roses the color of scarlet sat atop her head. Her beauty was blinding,
yet her eyes were cold and hard, unforgiving. Eyes that were the same color as
Diarmuid's. The fiery blue of deep dark sapphire, burning with an inner flame.
There was no doubt that this was his mother, the Rose Queen of AAran.
The Queen moved to stand in
front of them. "It is you, Cathal of Loren, that put him in this place.
You, who should have been more careful, you knew that he would come for you.
Would bargain with his very life for your freedom." The Queen turned
toward Kayleigh. "And you, the weak mortal who would not leave, condemned
him just as surely. So now, you come to try and make amends? Well, my son
is...gone. Nothing can save him. Not even the bright shining light of the
Goddess. He is lost to us all." Her eyes bright, the Queen took a step
toward Kayleigh, her voice like the frost of a winter morning. "Leave this
place. I do not want you here."
Kayleigh took a deep
breath. She wouldn't leave, not yet, not without trying to save him.
"Let me try to wake
him, your Majesty. Please..." she pleaded.
The Queen's face became red,
"No. Leave now, or I will have your life for his. Do you think to bargain
with me, mortal? You have taken more than you should." Her hands began to
form a circle in front of her and she began to chant in a language Kayleigh
couldn't understand.
Suddenly, a young woman
rushed forward and grabbed the Queen's hands in her own. "No, Mother. Stop
it. He loved her, you cannot do this thing. You cannot. She bears the mark of
the rose."
The young Fae woman
shielded Kayleigh with her own body and cradled the Queen into her arms. She
gave Cathal a look of sorrow. "I'm sorry. Go, and pay your last respects
and then leave. Just leave, we have had enough sadness."
Kayleigh ignored the
emotionally-laden female voice. She had to get closer to him, had to touch him
one last time. The bed of roses he lay upon was thick with thorns.
She climbed, one handhold
at a time, pulling herself to his side, ignoring the barbs that ripped her
hands. They cut into her flesh as she grabbed the vines to pull herself to her
feet.
Tears blurred her vision.
Her sweet Diarmuid, what had he done? She took one of his fisted hands and
brought it her lips. Looking down, she saw the lock of hair she had given him.
Even as he went to his death, he had kept her with him.
She crawled on top of him,
stretched out over him and dropped her head to his chest where once she would
have heard the steady beat of his heart. But no more.
It was real, and he was
gone.
Never again would she hear
the sound of his laughter. Never again would see the teasing glint of mischief
in his eyes. Nothing, nothing she did would bring him back to her.
She needed a miracle.
Prayed for one.
But none came.
She lifted her head and her
tears fell to his pale face. She brought her fingers up trace the strong line
of his cold jaw and then the line of his full, now pale sensual lips.
"Open your eyes for me,
love," she whispered. "Please, I'll do anything if you'll just wake
up."
Sobs shook her frame as she
leaned down to touch her lips to his. She saw a drop of blood from a cut on her
face fall upon his colorless lips and knew she would
gladly bleed herself dry if it would bring him back to her.
If she had
thought that her heart had broken when he left, she had been mistaken, because
now the pain ripped through her. Her hands and limbs shook from the force of
her grief. She didn't want to live, she wanted only to lie here with him
forever.
Strong arms lifted her from the bed of thorns. She
screamed and kicked and hit, trying to fight against the thing that would pull
her from her love. She couldn't leave him here to return to this morbid garden
of flowers, because now she knew. He would return to the earth. All the yellow
flowers, with the red, and purple mixed in, were fallen Fae. It was a burial
ground, but instead of markers where their loved ones fell, flowers grew and
continued on. But she didn't want that for him. He'd had so much to live for.
Her heart shattered into a million shards, and she knew that
it would never heal. Never fully mend.
A soft male whisper came to
her ears. "We must leave now. There is nothing more we can do."
Cathal's voice cracked as he spoke the words.
She stopped struggling, and
looked back at Diarmuid. Not moving, not seeing, he
just lay there with that strange smile on his
face with her hair clenched in his grip. He looked like a king, one that was
only asleep, and she wondered if she could only stay long enough, if those dark
sooty lashes would flicker and he would breathe once again.
He was forever lost to her.
Cathal pulled her away. The
other people had long gone. How long had she lain by his side? Hours? Days? And
she longed to remain until her body perished and turned to dust by his side.
Cathal guided her back through the flowers, away from the golden city, away
from the strange creatures who would not glance in her direction. They blamed
her, blamed her for his death when in reality they all were responsible.
They had all failed him.
Kayleigh allowed Cathal to
pull her away. Her love had not saved him. She had not saved him. It didn't
matter that she hadn't known, because somewhere in her heart she knew she had
made the wrong choice.
"Come, I must get you
back to the gate." Cathal told her in a soft sad voice.
Back to the gate and home.
Home where memories of him
would haunt her.
Her eyes were dry, there
were no more tears. She had cried them all out. There were no more thoughts in
her brain, she didn't want to think. Thinking hurt.
Her body moved in automatic silence, going where Cathal led. Back
through the graveyard of flowers, back to the place that would take her home.
Only this time she would go home alone.
They came to the clearing,
funny how on this side it only looked like an archway of flowers. The arch
began with the thick green stems of Lilies. Large white blooms draped and clung
over and above the arch.
Cathal stood at her back,
quiet and somber.
She remained facing the
gate, not able to face him. "You won't come back, will you?" Leaving
Cathal, the only connection she had left to Diarmuid, deepened her loss. She
heard his indrawn breath, felt his hands come to her shoulders. "I do not
think it is possible now. But I promised I would see you safely home.
Cathal turned her around
and pulled her into his arms. "I only wish that we had been sooner. He
would have liked to have known that you crossed over."
Kayleigh sniffed her throat
sore and raw. "What am I going to do now?" she asked him.
He looked down at her, his
eyes full of sorrow. "You will live your life as you were meant to
do."
Live? Nothing mattered now.
"It is time." He
moved closer to the archway until they stood only a foot in front of it. He
took her hands in his. She could see the muscle in his jaw clench with unspoken
emotion. He lived with the burden as well. They both would have to live with it,
but in her mind she heard Diarmuid's voice. If I only had one hour with you,
it would be worth the sacrifice. His words haunted her. He had known even
then.
Looking up at Cathal, she
touched her hand to his cheek. "You have been a good friend, thank you for
letting me try. If I had only known..." Her hand dropped away and she
looked at the tiny pink flowers beneath her feet. It was time to go. She could
do nothing more here, and she had to go back.
Back to her world.
She took a step forward,
closer to the open mouth of the gate. She looked over her shoulder at the Faery
city of AAran. How grand with its towers of gold and its fields of flowers. But
even here, death followed. You couldn't escape it. She took another step.
"Wait," Cathal
called.
"Yes?"
He moved gracefully to her
side, "He gave you a gift, Kayleigh of Quinten. Be sure to tend it
well."
Remembering the ruby rose,
she nodded. "I will. I promise."
Cathal, the strong warrior
who had braved his own people to bring her here, gave her a half smile. There
were no more words to be spoken, but she noticed the lone tear that slipped
from the corner of his eye.
"Are you crying,
Cathal?"
His smile grew. "I am
Fae, we do not cry."
Kayleigh sighed,
"Don't blame yourself, he wouldn't want that. He would want you to be
happy. And he fulfilled his destiny. He saved AAran. That is what is important.
He saved us all, didn't he?"
Cathal only clasped his
hands behind his back, but his shoulders straightened. "I will not let them
forget, and I will not let them forget your courage and how a mere mortal of a
woman threatened to wring my neck if I didn't help her. They may find it
comical that you truly frightened me. May the Goddess light your way, and may
you find peace in the future." He bent low from the waist and bowed to
her.
The gesture stunned her, an
act of respect. Touched, she put her hand on his shoulder and squeezed, then
put one foot in front of the other and walked through the gate of Lilies back
into her world.
Chapter Fifteen
With time, things had worked out, at least for
some. Matthew had pleaded guilty to manslaughter and was currently serving out
the last of his sentence.
Angela and Steve had had a
lovely baby boy, they had named him Carter. He had Angela's lungs and her
energy.
But now, she and Angela sat
on the old rickety swing. Ten months is a long time. But it had been that long
since her journey to Faery. The memory had become hazy and sometimes she
wondered if it had happened at all. But then a pang of memory would wash over
her. Diarmuid's face, the way she felt in his arms, would remind her that it
had been real.
So real.
And he had left her
a gift. Somehow Cathal had known.
A gift that lay sleeping in
the tiny white bassinet beside the swing. Kayleigh peeked over the side to
check on her daughter. Yes, he had left her a precious gift. A gift of life.
Aislan, their daughter.
Angela watched her, always
concerned. "How are you doing, honey?" she asked.
Kayleigh pasted a smile on
her face. "I'm fine." At Angela's look of disbelief, she added,
"Really."
"Look at me."
Angela's voice a soft command. "Now tell me the truth."
Kayleigh took a deep breath
and slowly let it out. "I'm fine, Angela. It only hurts when I
breathe."
"Come here, you. I
wish he'd never shown up in that bar. Then you wouldn't be going through all
this alone. But then we wouldn't have Aislan to hold and cherish either."
Angela put her arm around Kayleigh and pulled her close.
Kayleigh put her head on
Angela's shoulder, wanting the comfort. She'd never be fine again. Never. She
didn't care what anyone said. Time did not heal all wounds. Some wounds never
healed, some continued to bleed you dry. She had decided when she knew that she
was pregnant, she would take all the love she and Diarmuid had shared and give
it to their daughter. It was the reason she remained.
"I'm afraid,
Angela." Kayleigh whispered.
"Of what, honey?"
"That I'll forget his
face. The sound of his voice. I don't know what I'll do if that happens."
"You'll never forget,
sweetie. Never, and Aislan won't let you."
They remained swinging,
moving back and forth, like the pendulum of time.
* * * *
It had to be a dream. His soul floated in space
without time or gravity, but still his mind remained on his love. Even now, as
death took him, his thoughts remained on Kayleigh. He had expected pain upon
death but he only felt the empty space around him.
"You are not dead,
Diarmuid of AAran." A voice, sweet and ethereal, came into his mind, the
sound so beautiful, so intensely musical, it captured him. He couldn't turn
away from the sound, a feminine voice that pulled him back from the dark, empty
nothingness.
"Open your eyes."
Diarmuid could not disobey.
The voice was so full of compulsion he had to comply. Slowly, he opened his
eyes. A white light seemed to permeate everything it touched. The grass and
flowers were shrouded in a mist of white fog. A large building with tall white
Corinthian columns reached toward the sky not more than a hundred yards from
him. Flowers of pink, white, purple, and colors that had no name, grew in large
clumps obscuring part of the ground.
A place in between, he
thought. Another dimension maybe, but unlike anything his eyes had ever seen.
Somehow, by some trick of the fates he had been transported to a paradise. The
scent of apples drifted on the air mixed with heady fragrance of the flowers.
This was not AAran, nor was
it the mortal world.
He reclined upon a bed of
grass and looked down to see that he still wore his armor. His sword still graced
his chest. He lifted a hand to look at his palm. The emblem of the rose still
remained. He sighed in relief; to lose the mark would have broken him.
A white light caught his
eye and he raised a hand. Looking up he saw a bright ball of light. It grew closer
and he was able to make out a form. A female, her gown shimmering around her,
the light shining from
within her. He closed his eyes, for surely he would go blind at such a sight.
"Open your eyes."
The voice commanded.
The light had subsided,
leaving a woman of such incredible beauty he knew his mouth gaped open.
The Goddess.
"You have been very
courageous, Diarmuid. Forsaking what you could have had, for right and just.
You made the ultimate sacrifice, giving your life for hers, because you knew she
could not survive in your world. You have given the land of AAran peace again
for a time. All of this because of your pure heart. I have not turned a blind
eye upon your plight. And your lady love left her home, her world, to try and
save you."
Knowledge dawned in a swift
blast of fire, burning images into his brain. They came from the Goddess he
knew. He saw Kayleigh dressed in a gown of AAran, lying atop his prone form.
Pain seared his heart.
Her hands had bled, her
face scratched by the thorns of the burial mound. And her blood had fallen upon
his lips. Closing his eyes, he tried to stop the images that flickered quickly
one after another. Never had he wanted her to endure such pain.
"Take it away. I
cannot bear to see her this way."
The Goddess moved closer.
"She came, Diarmuid. She fulfilled the bargain, and more." She knelt
at his side, raised one pale hand to push a stray lock of hair from his face.
"So much pain and suffering." Hair of spun silver pooled around her
like a mantle, the gentle waves curling around her feet. Eyes of lavender gazed
at him in sympathy. "I have been with you both throughout this
ordeal."
Diarmuid firmed his lips.
"You were with us, but did not stop it."
A soft sigh escaped the
creature's lips. "No, there are things that are better left alone. You see,
she had to make the choice to follow and needed to know that she could. For
even though she suffered, she has learned as well what is important. She
learned that true love will never die; not even death can steal such a thing."
She tilted her head to look at him with a smile upon her lips. "You are a
rose no more, Diarmuid of AAran. I have heard your call and I have
answered."
He sat up his eyes
narrowed. "What does that mean?"
She stood, "it means
that I am going to send you back. Back to your love. You will no longer have
all of your Fae powers, but your brothers and sisters of the garden will still
respond to your touch."
"You are sending me
back as a mortal?" His heart skipped a beat.
"A mortal? Yes. For it
is the only way you could remain with her. However, I cannot take your Fae
sight from you, and there will be times that you will see your brethren and
your kin. I could no longer allow your mother and sister to suffer. They rule
my lands well, and I have rewarded your family."
He raked a hand through his
hair. "What of Cathal? The Sea Witch will still haunt him."
Mischief played in the
swirling purple eyes of the Goddess. "Cathal will not have long to worry
about my evil sister. She will have a much
bigger issue to deal with soon. She tricked Cathal, seducing him as he drank.
He was at no fault other than his own beauty. She thought herself in love with
him. She has been gazing at too many of the mortal images. Cathal will find his
own way, and soon realize that he was not at fault."
She waved her arms in front of her forming a circle. "Now,
Prince of the Rose, it is time to go to sleep. I will watch over you and yours
for what you have sacrificed for me.'
His eyes began to droop; he
didn't want to leave yet. He had so many questions he wanted to ask. Kayleigh's
beautiful face came to him with a soft caress of wind and the scent of jasmine
floated around him. "Kayleigh."
* * * *
The morning sun streamed through the windows of her
bedroom and warmed her face. Getting up, she checked on Aislan, who'd had a
long night and still lay sleeping, her tiny little hands curled close to her
face.
The house, so quiet since Matthew had gone, suited her now.
She went to her dresser and
touched the ruby rose, let her fingers trail over the petals. Oh, God, how she
missed him. Picking up the baby monitor, she needed to be outside to sit in the
quiet of the new morning.
She put on a robe and shoes
and slipped the monitor into her pocket with the volume turned up loud. All of
the white roses in her garden had turned to red. It seemed they grieved for him,
too. Funny how so long ago she should have known that the one rose that Matthew
had plucked would have started a chain of events that would change her life.
She needed the roses now more than ever. Needed them to keep her sanity for the
long days ahead. Last night she had dreamed of him. It had been so real. Like
he had been there with her in the rose garden.
Opening the front door, she
went out onto the porch. The morning smelled crisp and clean. It would be an
early spring. Could it really be almost a year? The new buds on the roses would
open soon, and she didn't want to miss it.
Slowly she walked down the
steps and rounded the corner following the flagstone path that Diarmuid had helped
her make.
"You're late," A
voice spoke from the trees. A male voice. A voice she knew. She looked up.
And he was there.
Another illusion or trick
of her mind, he couldn't be there leaning against the oak.
But he moved and came
forward, still dressed in his rose armor. He stopped directly in front of her.
"You will say
nothing?"
It was Diarmuid's voice.
But how could it be? She reached up, took a step closer. Her hand touched the
warmth of his cheek.
She threw herself into his
arms, tears of joy running down her face. She couldn't speak. Couldn't think.
Didn't care how it had happened. Didn't care if it was an illusion.
Strong arms came around her,
held her tight.
She couldn't let go and
clung to him.
"Let me look at you,"
he said.
"Look. Touch. Feel.
Just don't go away. I don't care anymore if you are a ghost, or a trick of my
mind. Just don't go."
"I wish to give you
another gift, Kayleigh."
She nodded emotion clogging
her throat. No words would make it past that huge lump.
"My gift to you. The
last kiss from a rose." He lowered his lips to hers, and whispered,
"I'll never leave you again."
Epilogue
The raven-haired child ran
happily, weaving in and out of the roses. Diarmuid and Kayleigh watched
their child run, her laughter on the breeze. It had been two years, and they
were expecting their next child. This time, Diarmuid would be there to witness
the birth.
"Mommy, can I go
inside and get my Dolly?" Aislan asked, her sweet little cherub face full
of light and joy, her violet eyes full of life.
"Of course you can,
sweetheart." Kayleigh smiled, she was truly happy at last. All her dreams
had come true. Diarmuid came to drape an arm around her shoulders. He watched
her like a hawk these days, scared to death something would happen.
"How are you feeling,
love?"
Kayleigh rolled her eyes.
"I'm pregnant, not sick."
He got that wicked look in
his eye as he leaned down to kiss her. The spark between them remained and she
sighed into his kiss. "Well, in that case," he began.
"Oh, no, you don't.
That look is the one that got me in trouble to begin with!" she playfully
scolded.
"So are you saying you
no longer want my touch?"
Her eyes went wide.
"I'll never get enough of you. Never."
Diarmuid smiled.
The roses had bloomed under his touch, and they now had the farm
back on firm ground. And they had named their prize rose yesterday: the Prince
of AAran Rose.
"Mommy, Mommy, come
quick and see." Aislan shouted. "Look what I found in my room.
Diarmuid and Kayleigh both
went to see what Aislan held in her hand.
"Isn't it pretty,
Mommy? It's like your rose, except mine is white and shiny."
Diarmuid and Kayleigh
exchanged knowing glances. A tear welled up in Kayleigh's eye. "Do you
think he's all right?" she asked Diarmuid.
"I think this is
Cathal's way of telling us that he watches over us still. I wish that I could
see him, and tell him how grateful I am for bringing you through the gate of
AAran."
"The nice man said
that he thought I was the prettiest little girl he had ever seen."
"What man, Aislan?"
Kayleigh asked, dropping to her to her knees to be face to face with Aislan.
"The man that comes
and visits me sometimes at night. He tells good stories." Aislan looked up
at her father. "Not as good as yours, Daddy, but they still good."
"Oh, Aislan."
Kayleigh gathered her daughter into her arms and held her close.
Diarmuid put his arms
around his women. "Cathal, if you can hear me, know that you are always
welcome here."
"You can't see the man,
Daddy?"
"Tell me what he looks
like, Aislan." Diarmuid asked.
"Oh, he is really
pretty, even more pretty than my dolly. He has white hair and he wears funny
clothes made out of flowers. His hair is longer than mine."
"Oh, Diarmuid, it's
got to be him," Kayleigh whispered.
"You can see him,
Aislan?" Diarmuid asked in awe.
Aislan smiled. "I can
see all of them, Daddy. The lady is really pretty. She looks like you."
Diarmuid felt his heart
stop in his chest. Aislan had to be talking about his sister. Only Claire, the
reigning Queen of AAran, shared his looks and coloring. "Next time you see
them, sweetheart, you tell them that your daddy loves them."
"I will, Daddy."
About the Author
Samantha Reynolds lives in North Carolina with her husband of 14
years, one precious daughter and her two dogs.
She loves romances of any type, but especially sinfully sexual
stories.
Having written all of her life, this
year she decided to take the big plunge and found a home at eXtasy Books.