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Cassie’s Cowboy
Copyright ă 2004 Fawn Lowery
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Dedication:
To Stefani
Sekellick, without whom this book would not have been possible. My heartfelt
thanks.
And to Dave,
whom I modeled my cowboy after. Thanks, honey, for the inspiration.
Special thanks to Lyrra Madril for her
wonderful cover art.
Chapter
One
Cassie
Michaels stood at the car rental counter inside the Tucson airport, anxiously
waiting for the woman clacking the keys on the computer to find her a car. It
didn’t seem to matter that Cassie had reserved the automobile a week in
advance—there was no record of her having done
such a thing.
Cassie
drummed her acrylic nails on the Formica countertop and turned to watch the
passengers streaming in through the wide double doors of the airport. She had
spotted a Lear jet as it taxied along the runway, but then her eyes had been
turned to the incompetent woman behind the rental counter when the passengers
disembarked the sleek expensive plane. The breath caught in her throat just
thinking about the speed the Lear jet could travel, not to mention the caliber
of man who must own it.
Two
blond women and an impressively dressed man crossed the polished tile floor to
the airport lounge. Cassie guessed they had gotten off the plane - they
certainly looked like they could afford the price of the jet. The women wore
designer suits and carried leather traveling cases, and the man was simply
striking in a navy blue Armani suit. She watched them disappear through the
door of the lounge, her eyes then drawn to the man just entering the airport.
He was apparently the final passenger to leave the jet since he was coming from
that direction.
“I
can’t find any record of you having reserved a car, Miss Michaels. I’m sorry.”
Cassie
jerked her head round to stare at the young woman behind the counter. There was
a sheepish grin on her thin, excessively made-up face, but that didn’t help
much where Cassie was concerned. She needed a car to drive for the next two
weeks and the woman had just informed her, for
the third time, that her reservation didn’t exist.
“Listen,”
she said, leaning across the counter. “I have a reservation confirmation
number.” She stabbed a red-painted fingernail at the paper lying on the
counter. “Now you just find me a car to drive.” She frowned at the woman, her
eyes narrowing.
The
woman returned quickly to the computer keyboard and began jabbing away at the
keys. Cassie returned her eyes to the tall, attractive man who had gotten off
the Lear jet. He was about midway into the lobby of the airport, a black
leather briefcase in one hand.
He
was nerve-jarring, she quickly decided, her mouth pursing as she watched his
smooth, loose limbed gait cross the tile floor. He was well over six feet tall,
with a set of shoulders that could make you weak in the knees. Blond hair
bleached out almost white hung loosely across his forehead, and he had a Texas
tan that served quite well to emphasize his high cheekbones and roughed mouth.
Dressed casually in a denim shirt and jeans, he had an appealing look about him
despite his simple attire. Cassie’s eyes at once took in the taut denim across
his trim hips and the long fabric-encased length of his muscular thighs.
She
stifled a knowing mew. He was gorgeous, a real
hunk. She sucked her lower lip between her teeth and bit on it, her senses
assaulted by his maleness.
Momentarily,
he disappeared inside the lounge area, and she surmised he went to join the
others from the jet. Sighing, she turned back to glare her disapproval at the
rental clerk. If she didn’t come up with a car pretty soon—
“You’re
in luck, Miss Michaels. I found your reservation.”
She
produced a card for Cassie to sign and then a set of keys. Cassie took the keys
without thanking her and turned to leave, then remembered she hadn’t said what
kind of car she was getting.
“It’s
a truck,” the woman mumbled. “Sorry.”
“To
hell with it,” Cassie muttered. She glanced down at the keys in her hand and
glimpsed the tag. Chevy pickup. Lot 2. Space 27. She could find it. She only
hoped the rest of the day would be better then the first part.
She
had flown out of La Guardia only hours earlier, had been scared half to death
by a storm about mid-flight, only to land and find she wouldn’t have
transportation for the coming two weeks. And to top it all off, she had a
headache.
She
picked up her suitcase, over-stuffed and seeming to weigh a ton, and decided to
go to the lounge for something for her throbbing head. With her luck, she had
probably forgotten to pack the aspirin.
The
lounge was dimly lit, but Cassie had little trouble spying the tall,
good-looking man she had watched in the lobby. He was seated with the three
people from the jet. She pulled her eyes from the sight of him He was probably
married to one of the women at the table, though he was seated somewhat apart
from the group with his chair tipped back on two legs. He had a drink in one
hand.
Cassie
bought a bottle of aspirin from the man behind the lacquered bar and turned to
leave. Her head was pounding louder than before and she still had an hour drive
ahead of her In a damned truck, of all things. She only hoped it wasn’t a stick
shift.
She
finally managed to find the rental truck—a red Chevy with an automatic
transmission and a bad radio. It didn’t matter, she told herself. Just as soon
as she tidied the small ranch her Uncle Barney had left her, she’d list it with
a local realtor and fly back to New York. Then, when the little ranch sold,
she’d pay off her condo with the money.
It
was a good plan. Then at least, she’d own something outright. And perhaps she’d
decide to stay in New York. Her job was all right. She had good colleagues to
work with and legal matters had always fascinated her, particularly corporate
law. At one time she had thought about becoming an attorney, but then she’d
discovered how much work was involved in earning a law degree. It wasn’t that
her attention span was short, something she’d been accused of by her close
friends—in jest, she suspected—but she didn’t want to devote six years of her
life to law school. At twenty-four, she figured she should be running into Mr.
Right anytime, and pursuing a high-stress career like that would only be a
hindrance to becoming a wife and mother. She guessed she’d always wanted to be
like her own mom—smart about certain things, ignoring others.
She
shrugged her shoulders. She didn’t have a lot of interests, aside from liking
to watch old movies and reading the occasional historical romance novel; she
was pretty much a free spirit. She went with the flow, and at times embraced
the unexpected.
She
thought about Uncle Barney while she turned the pickup out of the rental lot
and headed down highway 127 following the directions the attorney had given
her. She hadn’t seen Uncle Barney since she was fifteen—almost ten years
ago—but he was stuck in her mind forever.
He
was her father’s youngest brother, and the spitting image of her dad—small
boned, with a fair complexion and dishwater blond hair. He was a fiction writer
by profession and a loner who kept to himself, moving to Texas when he was
barely twenty. It had been almost twenty years later when the family paid him a
visit. It was the one and only family vacation Cassie ever enjoyed. Uncle
Barney had horses and lots of open space to ride. She had loved every minute of
it.
But
two weeks ago, Uncle Barney died and she was notified he had left her his
ranch; lock, stock, and barrel. She was surprised and intrigued, but had no
intention of moving out of her cushy condo to live in a ranch house without air
conditioning or running water. How can such a place exist in this day and age?
The fact that the ranch house was so primitive had been the other thing about
that vacation that stuck in her mind.
The
sun was hot, shining in through the windshield of the pickup. She had removed
her linen blazer and unbuttoned the neck of her blouse. It was hot in Texas,
she decided, much hotter than in New York. Good thing she had packed plenty of
shorts and halter-tops.
The
city quickly gave way to a winding black strip of highway meandering through
green hills and cattle infested pastures. The feeling of being in the country
soon overcame her. It was pleasant in a mundane sort of way. The highway forked
at the junction. She glanced at the paper lying in the truck seat, then took the
road on the left. According to the directions the attorney had given her, Uncle
Barney’s ranch was fifteen miles down the road. She let out a long breath. She
hoped it wouldn’t be as bad as she feared. Her parents had tried to talk her
out of coming, but she felt she at least owed Uncle Barney’s memory the
courtesy of coming to see her inheritance.
There
was virtually no traffic on the road until she looked into the rearview mirror
and spotted the biggest pickup truck she had ever seen rapidly catching up to
her. In the next moments, it zipped past her, mufflers roaring like a hot
rod—and Cassie glimpsed the tall good-looking guy from the airport in the
driver’s seat.
The
pit of her stomach tipped, sending a funny little shiver racing through her. Up until this moment she had been feeling a little
dejected, dreading what she would find once she arrived at Uncle Barney’s
ranch. Now she suddenly felt rejuvenated by the thought that the man from the
airport—the hunk whom she had briefly fantasized sexually about—had just blown
past her with such unassuming finesse. Well,
it made her sit up straight in the seat and release another button on her
blouse. Perhaps...just perhaps, she might see him again.
She
smiled knowingly. He had been alone in the truck—no woman at his side. Perhaps
his bed was empty, too.
She
stepped harder on the gas, her eyes pinned on the back end of his truck up
ahead, deciding to catch up to him. She had never been the bashful sort— maybe
that was what Uncle Barney had seen and admired in her—her uncanny ability to
enjoy the moment.
She
could have sworn he slowed down, letting her catch up to him. And the funny
little feeling she got in the pit of her stomach told her he had his eye on her
in the rearview mirror. She felt emboldened by the thought.
The
road curved, winding amid green pastures with large sprawling farms, or rather,
ranches, she noted, briefly glancing about. She had to slow her speed when the
road suddenly became very crooked. Then he
chose to leave her behind, stepping on the gas and making his mufflers roar.
Cassie
let out a big sigh and placed her toe on the brake. The road was too crooked to
speed on unless you were familiar with it—which he apparently was. Momentarily, she was back to meandering along and braking at every curve until finally, she spied
the weathered little house that Uncle Barney had called home.
She
turned into the drive, a rutted dusty lane that cut off from the highway with a
deep plunge into a washed-out ditch. The jolt shook her insides, but then she
couldn’t help but laugh out loud. What had she gotten herself into? she
thought, grimacing at the sight through the windshield.
A
little gray weathered cabin sat at the end of the dirt lane, a little worse for
wear, she noted. Uncle Barney hadn’t been much on upkeep. The front porch
sagged and the tin roof was rusty. Tin roof, she thought, hoping she was far
from there when a rainstorm came up. But then she added in afterthought, by the
looks of things it had been some time since the last rain. The grass was brown
and patchy. A section of fence spanning the pasture beside the cabin was laying
on the ground. But there were no horses about—and hadn’t been for several
years.
Cassie
slid from the truck seat, her eyes taking in the mess she had inherited, and walked
toward the cabin. She had decided to spend the night, but maybe she had been
silly to plan on it. She bit her bottom lip. Surely the inside wouldn’t be
worse—or could it? The one and only time she had visited Uncle Barney, her
family had stayed in a hotel in Tucson.
She
started toward the cabin at a fast clip. Get it over with fast, she decided,
but the sound of a horn cut into her thoughts, causing her to pull up short.
The big black pickup she had seen on the road was turning into the dirt lane,
and the good-looking hunk was looking out the cab window in her direction.
She
stood stock still and waited, hoping—for what exactly,
she wasn’t sure. But with a man that good looking—something good had to give.
“Is
your name Cassie?” he said, shutting off the engine of the truck.
His
voice was low toned, almost rumbling, and at first Cassie wondered how she had
managed to hear him, since he was clear down at the end of the lane. But that
didn’t last long. He began walking toward her, his tall body fluid in his tight
jeans. Her eyes drank him in—the length of him, his broad shoulders, and the
impressive bulge in the front of his tight jeans.
In
the next instant he was standing across from Cassie, and she was looking at her
reflection in his Raybans. She raked her fingers through her short blond hair,
combing the silky strands off her forehead. He was compelling as all get out,
she decided, feeling her pulse quicken.
“You
are Cassie,” he said, smiling down at her.
His
mouth quirked to one side, and Cassie suddenly had the urge to kiss him. Shaken
by her own sense of how silly the thought was, she took a step back, breaking
the spell that had suddenly slipped over her.
“Yes,
I’m Cassie,” she finally managed to say. She poked out her hand then, trying to
regain a measure of sanity. “Cassie Michaels.”
He
wasted no time in clasping her hand in his. He squeezed it gently, pressing his
palm against hers.
Oh,
God, she thought, feeling his flesh meld with hers. His fingers were strong,
warm, and wrapped around her small hand like a warm glove. And she didn’t make
any effort to retract her arm, or break the clasp.
“You
look just like your picture,” he said, sliding his sunglasses off.
His
eyes were piercing blue, like a cloudless summer day and they quickly locked
onto Cassie, making her suck in a quick breath.
*
* * *
She
looks like a hot stick of dynamite encased in ivory-colored linen, Hawk
thought, his eyes drinking her in. Funny, linen fabric had a way of creasing in
just the right places, especially on a woman. His eyes followed the telltale
creases left behind after several hours of sitting straight to Cassie’s crotch.
Lingering a moment, his mind was momentarily filled with ideas of how she would
look with the linen stripped away, before he returned his eyes to her face.
“I’m
Hawk Downs,” he said, nodding his head. “I live on the next ranch west of here,
The Double D. I’m sorry about your uncle’s death, Barney and I were good
friends.”
Cassie
tipped her head back to look up into his face.
“Get
your suitcase. You’re coming home with me,” he said, releasing her hand and
placing his sunglasses across the bridge of his nose.
“I...I
beg your pardon?” Cassie sputtered, a laugh leaping from her throat. Going home
with him would be a girl’s dream come true—but after the date.
He
gestured one hand toward the cabin. “You can’t stay here.”
“Well,”
Cassie replied, twisting round to gaze at the cabin. “True. It does look a
little rough.”
“Hell,
honey. Barney roughed it living here every day of his life.” He chuckled and
cocked his head at Cassie. “You don’t look cut out to batch in this place.” He
smiled at her, displaying a row of white, even teeth. “You look like you enjoy
bubble baths and soft mattresses.”
He
supposed all women liked bubble baths and soft mattresses. He hoped his words
didn’t sound too corny to the pretty city lady. But women—all women, it
seemed—were mysteries to him. Aside from sex, he really never got to know any
of them very well. Maybe that was why at thirty he was still single. In some
circles—business, mostly—he was known as a loner, a rancher who minded his own
business and made money easily. But his wealth didn’t warm his bed at night or
share his passion for airplanes or prize horses. And his wealth couldn’t
provide an heir to carry on the Downs name or continue running the Double D.
*
* * *
A
flush quickly worked its way up Cassie’s neck. He was not only gorgeous as all
get out, but he was presumptuous, too. She couldn’t help but smile up at him. His lips were drawn tight against his teeth,
reinforcing her earlier thought that his mouth looked roughed, like he could
plunder a girl’s lips and make her want more.
“Are
you offering me a bubble bath and a soft mattress?” She knew the moment the
words left her mouth that she was opening herself up—just how sensual of a
reply he would offer, she couldn’t guess.
He chuckled, then reached out one long arm and touched a fingertip to
Cassie’s chin. Gently, he tipped her head to one side. “See that little shack
with the half moon in the door?” He asked, peering down at her.
Cassie
blinked her eyes. Damn, she was staring at the outhouse!
“Now
get in that rental truck and follow me to the Double D,” he instructed,
chuckling at her reaction.
He
had been studying her, and she wondered why, but at the same time her stomach
somersaulted in a giddy way. Sexual arousal skittered through her veins. What
difference did it make why he was looking? He was definitely interested. If she
was any judge of men, and there had been more than a few in her life, she knew
the look of sensual longing in a man’s eyes.
She
drew in a long breath, reaching a decision, but careful not to be too obvious.
She glanced again at the pitiful little weathered cabin behind her, then bit
her bottom lip.
“I
guess you’re right. The place doesn’t exactly look like a resort...and I
suppose I could get an early start on cleaning it up in the morning…” She broke
off her words, giving him the opportunity to repeat his offer. Much to her
delight, he didn’t disappoint her.
“Taking
care of you is the last thing I can do for Barney,” he said, a serious note to
his tone. “And he talked so much about you that I already feel I know you.”
A
shiver of longing raced across her bare arms. How would it be to really
get to know him? Her thoughts began to spin out of control.
“Come
on,” he said, reaching out and taking her hand. “The Double D is just over that
hill.” He pulled her gently toward the red pickup. “Come home with me.” He
turned and locked gazes with her, smiling. “I promise I’ll take really
good care of you.”
Chapter
Two
The
Double D looked exactly like it belonged on a post card that said COME VISIT
THE OLD WEST. It was a sprawling ranch house complete with hitching post out
front, a wide array of out buildings, barns and sheds, and the proverbial green
pasture with grazing steers.
Cassie
pulled the rental truck up beside Hawk’s big black truck and shut off the
motor. All during the short drive over from the little ranch that she now
owned, she had been wondering just how hospitable this friend of Uncle Barney’s
might be. Then it dawned on her that perhaps he was just being kind in
remembrance of her uncle.
And
there might be a Mrs. Downs inside the sprawling ranch house.
The
thought didn’t sit too well with her. Ever since first seeing him in the
airport, she had allowed her senses to reel when she thought about him. And
now, should she meet a woman, a wife inside…Well, she’d just have to curtail
her sensual musings and get on with the job at hand; ridding herself of Uncle
Barney’s gift to her, then getting back to her real life—such as it was—in New
York.
He
opened the driver’s door on the rental truck and stared at her while she slid
from the leather seat. She saw where his eyes fastened onto her hips...and
crotch.
A
titillating little shiver of desire spiked through her insides. Surely there
was no wife inside! He had all but undressed her with that look!
He
closed the driver’s door on the truck, ushered
Cassie toward the front door of the house, then stepping round to the passenger
side of the truck to get her suitcase.
Cassie watched his every move. He looked
about thirty, or younger, certainly not older. She glanced around the ranch. It
was gigantic. Had he inherited it? She wondered, having heard stories of large
spreads being passed down from generation to generation.
“How
was the flight?”
The
gravelly voice came from behind Cassie, and she quickly turned to look at the
front porch of the ranch house. A small man, about sixty, with gray hair and a
wrinkled face, stood in the doorway, a white apron wrapped round his lower
body.
“Good
flight,” Hawk replied, rounding the truck and taking hold of Cassie’s right
hand. “Max, this is Cassie, Barney’s niece.”
A
wide smile broke across Max’s face and he came toward them, hand outstretched.
“It’s a real pleasure,” he said, clasping Cassie’s hand and pumping her arm.
“We’ll miss Barney, he was a really good friend and neighbor. He talked a lot
about you. He used to show us all your cards and letters.”
She
had almost forgotten about keeping in touch with Uncle Barney by means of cards
at holidays and short letters through the years. She had just never seemed to
forget the good time she had enjoyed on that family vacation and like a silly
kid, wanted to keep thanking Uncle Barney for having them. And, she had always promised
to come see him again—not that she had kept that promise. Life seemed to get in
the way. Living and working. There never seemed to be time for a vacation after
that one.
“I’ll
put your things in the spare bedroom,” Max said taking Cassie’s suitcase. “And
you just make yourself at home, honey.”
Cassie
smiled her thank you, and allowed Hawk to usher her inside the house. There was
Max, she noted—no wife! She felt buoyed by the realization.
It
was cool inside the ranch house, Cassie noted with a big sigh. She was spoiled
by modern convenience, she admitted, feeling the urge to slip out of her
cream-colored mules when she saw the marble tile on the entry way.
And
then she did—giving into her urge to feel the cool tiles beneath her bare feet.
Heck, Max had invited her to make herself at home.
*
* * *
Hawk
saw Cassie pause and step out of her shoes. He grinned at her, catching the
playful glint in her green eyes. Surges of carnal need wafted through his loins
as his eyes lowered to take in the pink polish on her toenails. He hadn’t
sucked on a woman’s toes in some time—but Cassie’s little pinkies somehow gave
him the urge.
There
had been a lot of women in his life. Beth Alden, the businesswoman he thought
he’d possibly fallen in love with three years ago. But then he realized he
wanted more from a woman than bullish ambition. Beth was headstrong in her
desire to be the top salesperson at Collins Real Estate and Investments, and
she had devoted more time to work than to her relationship with Hawk. Then there
was Heidi Crump. She was beautiful, with long red hair that not only enhanced
her lean body and facial features, but drew the eye of every male she came into
contact with, pleasing her to no end. She liked to flirt, and proved it at
every opportunity.
He
tried to push the memories aside. He knew in his heart the type of woman he
wanted to call his own. He wanted someone who
shared his love of the outdoors and family values. He wanted a woman who
would love him for who he was and not try to change him. He was country, plain
and simple, and he wanted a woman who reflected those traits.
He
accessed Cassie again with his gaze. She made his lust rise. He hid a chuckle,
faking a slight cough and covering his mouth with one hand. And perhaps just as
important, he wanted a woman who liked sex— wild, unabashed sex.
*
* * *
The
foyer was spacious, leading into the core of the house. A wide room spanned one
side, with the kitchen visible at the end. A series of doors lined the outside
wall, bedrooms, she surmised, since she had seen Max carry her suitcase through
one.
Hawk
ushered her into the living room, a wide expanse decorated in southwest hues,
dusty browns and ochers, with dark paneled walls and massive seal brown leather
furniture. A tall, ivory stone fireplace graced one end of the room with an
enormous set of steer horns hanging over it. She looked around, accessing the
space. It was definitely a man’s house, lacking even the smallest feminine
touch.
She
turned her eyes back to Hawk—and was unabashedly assaulted by his stare. She
smiled broadly, hoping her voice didn’t quiver when she spoke.
“It’s
really very kind of you to take me in,” she said.
He
came toward her, two drinks in his hands, and Cassie realized she hadn’t been
aware of when he’d made them—she had been too caught up in looking at his
house.
“It’s
the least I can do,” he said, handing her a mixed drink. “Tell me your plans.”
He touched one hand to her waist, directing her to the leather sofa positioned
near the fireplace.
The
touch of his hand, ever so light, sent a jolt of sensual awareness traveling
through her and his words—’tell me your plans’—opened her mind to all sorts of
creative ideas. Did he want to hear the plan she had for him? She smiled
shrewdly. It was simple—or to start with, anyway. She wanted to strip off his
clothes and have her way with him—to quote an old saying. The rest would come
after the heated bout of sex play.
She
was a bit surprised by her thought. Yes, Hawk Downs was absolutely gorgeous,
but she didn’t make it a habit of wanting to have sex with a man right after
meeting him. She wasn’t promiscuous by any means, but, she freely admitted, she
felt a strong sense of sexual attraction to the handsome cowboy.
“I
thought I’d list the ranch with a realtor, then go back to New York,” she said,
settling on the leather couch.
*
* * *
He
sat down beside her, turning his body slightly so he could look at her. She was
smaller than he had initially thought, or maybe it was her blond countenance
dwarfed by the brown leather of the couch. At any rate, he figured—she appeared
delicate and fragile—much the opposite perception of his first reaction to
seeing her—that of a stick of dynamite encased in linen. He smiled slightly at
the memory. But the look he had glimpsed in her eyes when they had accidentally
latched onto his earlier hinted of a sizzling sexual undercurrent she harbored.
He pulled in a deep breath and raised his drink to his lips. How to unlock that
passion—
He
had been accused of wooing women with his boyish charms—of smiling at women and
turning their bodies to putty. Well, he didn’t think of himself along those
lines. In fact, he had never thought of himself as a lady-killer. A womanizer,
perhaps, because he liked women. Fact was, he loved women. He loved to look at
them. Loved to feel them beneath him in bed. Loved to take a pretty one out and
show her off—so long as she remained loyal to him.
He
demanded loyalty. He supposed it was a trait he had gotten from his father. Or
one that was bred into him from his Ute heritage. And like his ancestors, he
loved the land, respected it, revered it. And he loved the Double D. It was his
home and his legacy—if he ever found the right woman to marry and have a family
with. Sometimes the waiting became almost unbearable. At those times he saddled
a horse, packed a bed roll, and went out alone, to camp and reflect on his
life.
*
* * *
“You
knew Uncle Barney the whole time he lived here?” she asked, studying him. She
could smell his scent; a hint of leather and spicy fragrance, perhaps the
interior of the expensive Lear jet he had flown on earlier and his after-shave.
She wasn’t close enough to feel any heat emanating from his body, but she’d take care of that soon enough.
He
nodded. “I was a kid when Barney moved to the ranch.” He took a drink, then
lowered his glass. “Barney was very supportive when my dad was killed and I
took over the running of the Double D.”
Cassie
didn’t know what to say, but now she knew he had inherited the large ranch. She
concentrated on finishing her drink. On the back of her tongue she tasted gin,
the only form of liquor she could readily identify—and she had begun to feel
very relaxed from head to toe.
He
stretched out one arm along the back of the couch, his palm brushing Cassie’s
shoulder.
She
felt the urge to scoot across the couch and nestle in his arms, snuggle against
his chest. It had to be muscular, she thought, staring at how it filled out his
denim shirt. She stifled a shiver and pulled her gaze away just as Max entered
the room.
“Supper
will be on the table in fifteen minutes,” he said, wiping his hands on his
apron.
“You
probably want to freshen up,” Hawk told Cassie.
“Yes,
thank you,” she agreed, making to get off the couch. Her head felt dizzy as all
get out—maybe because she had skipped lunch. She levered herself up, only to
find Hawk’s arm around her waist, pulling her body against his side.
“You’re
not a drinker,” he whispered down at her. He chuckled softly, helped her across
the room, then headed down the hallway.
His
hand was very near the rise of her breast, circling her upper body like a firm
warm band. She leaned into his body, keenly aware of the muscles pressing into
her side and hip.
When
they reached the bedroom where Max had placed her suitcase, Hawk steered her
inside and pushed the door closed. Then he turned her into his arms, wrapping
his arms around her waist and tugging her against his chest.
“I
didn’t give you that drink to get you drunk so I could seduce you,” he
murmured, his head dipping very near her face.
Cassie’s
breath caught in her throat. She wasn’t feeling the liquor as much as he
thought she was. Or else his sudden boldness had sobered her up. She almost
giggled out loud. Should she reveal her secret?
No.
She
raised her arms and wrapped her hands around his neck, twining her fingers
together at his nape. She raised her eyes upward to lock gazes with him.
And
that was all it took.
His
mouth came down hard against hers, and she matched his ardor, opening her lips
and welcoming his tongue inside. A carnal mew leapt from her throat.
He
tasted of gin and heat, of lust and sensuality all rolled into one wet, hot,
plundering tongue that swept along her gums and teased her tongue back into his
mouth. His hands spanned her back, then slid lower to clasp her hips. He
pressed her abdomen into his crotch.
The
unmistakable feel of an erection pressed into Cassie’s belly and she let loose
a swooning sigh. God!
His
mouth was greedy against hers, sucking and nipping, demanding she give as she
was receiving. His hands made their way around to her front, opening her blouse
and pulling it from her body.
It
was crazy...but so necessary.
He
released the clasp on her bra and freed her breasts—then he covered them with
his hands. Pulling his lips from hers, he trailed hot, wet kisses down the arched
column of her throat until he found her breasts.
Her
nipples were taut little clusters of needing flesh and he suckled each
painfully, making Cassie delve her fingers into his hair and hold his mouth
tightly against her flesh.
His
hand found her waistband and the zipper closing her slacks. In a moment she was
helping him rid her of the confining garment, then her fingers began to rid him
of his clothes, feeling the hot muscular male form beneath the denim covering.
He
picked her up and crossed the room to the bed. Quickly, for he couldn’t wait
much longer—he laid her down and hooking his thumbs in the elastic of her
bikini panties, pulled them from her hips and down the length of her legs.
Cassie
could hardly wait for him to strip out of his jeans, to come to her. She opened
her legs and held out her arms. She wanted him as much as he wanted her. Her
gaze quickly wafted across the sight of his engorged cock; it was beautiful,
long, and thick. She allowed the lusty shiver rising inside her to take full
flight. She watched him as he came round the bed, opened the small drawer on
the nightstand and removed a condom.
She
hadn’t even thought about a condom.
Holy
cow. She was so hot she had totally overlooked her rule of having safe sex.
Hawk Downs was gorgeous—so he’d probably had
a lot of women. Maybe in that very room, since he kept condoms in the
nightstand drawer.
Don’t
think about it, she warned herself, watching him roll on the rubber.
“Damn,
shit!” he said under his breath.
Cassie
smiled and bit on her bottom lip. She’d heard guys say that condoms took most
of the pleasure out of fucking—but she had yet to believe it. True, sometimes
the entry was a bit rough, but that was only when she wasn’t sufficiently sexually aroused. It wouldn’t be so this time, no
sir! Hawk Downs had turned her on from the moment she first laid eyes on him.
He
came to her, all moist from arousal and properly gloved, and Cassie spread her
legs really wide, inviting him to enter her. And he did, with one powerful
lunge.
Cassie
wrapped her legs around his thrusting hips and waited for the ecstasy to come.
His
body was big; his back ropy with elongated muscles and his buttocks firm as
rock. His long cock worked away at her inside cavern; sliding inside, thrusting
hard, and pulling back, only to lunge in deep, making Cassie yelp and cling to
his shoulders tighter.
He
held her buttocks in each of his big palms, keeping her steady while he thrust
inside. His mouth bore down on her lips, roughly taking what he wanted from
her.
Cassie
reveled in the manly way he controlled her—he was taking, yet she was offering
herself up. She wanted him and she wasn’t holding back. She raised her hips to
meet his powerful thrusts, sucking on his tongue to pull him deeper into her
mouth. She felt her response to his control make him shiver, and the truth
spurred her on.
She
felt it then—the onset of orgasm—the tingle beginning in her belly and
spiraling through her nerve endings. She tore her mouth away from his, needing
to gasp great gulps of air while she savored the storm of sensations taking
over her body.
“Oh,
babe!” Hawk’s voice rasped. His hands tightened on her rear as his body seemed
to gain new faster momentum. He thrust wildly, ramming into her core with such
force that the head of the bed slammed against the wall.
Slam!
Slam!
Slam!
Cassie
bit her bottom lip with the sheer ecstasy of the act. She couldn’t contain her
joy any longer and let loose with a shrill of delight.
“I’m
coming!” Hawk rasped. “I’m coming!’
They
rode the wild wave of ecstasy together, pushing their bodies tightly together,
clinging to each other.
Chapter
Three
Cassie
awoke with a start. She had dreamed she had sex with a handsome stranger.
Blinking her eyes, she realized that the warm body nestled against her back was
real, and not a figment of her imagination.
Hawk
Downs slept peacefully at Cassie’s back, his right leg sprawled across her
buttocks and his right arm secured around her waist. All in all it was the
perfect way to wake up; naked and encased in a handsome man’s arms.
They
hadn’t made it to supper last night— they’d used three different condoms
instead. Who would be hungry after all that sex? She smiled at the thought. She
had wanted him since first laying eyes on him—and so she had him—and enjoyed
every nuance of the experience.
Hawk
roused beside her, pulling his arm and leg away, and stretching leisurely.
“Morning,
babe,” he said in a husky voice, kissing her temple. “Shower time.” He levered
himself from the bed, tugging her after him.
“Hawk,
it’s barely daylight,” she protested in a sleepy voice.
“We
ranchers get up at the crack of dawn.” He tugged her into the bathroom across
the room.
Cassie
stood on the fuzzy rug before the shower stall and yawned while Hawk turned on
the water and adjusted the spray, then she allowed him to push her inside.
“Mmmmm,”
she murmured when the hot spray of water splashed against her naked body.
In
the next instant Hawk was joining her, his big body taking most of the brunt of
the water force. His hands were on her, lathering her body with a fragrant
soap, his big hands gliding over her breasts in slippery caresses. Then he
delved between her legs, his fingers lingering a while to manipulate her pussy.
He
pulled her against his chest and kissed her mouth while the water sprayed
against their heads. Steam rose to cloud the glass shower door and surround
their naked wet bodies.
His
cock was hard and he poked it between Cassie’s legs, teasing her as his tongue
tangled with hers. He flicked his tongue across her lips, then sucked her lower
lip between his lips, toying with it.
Suddenly
he turned her around. Holding her wet body, he slid his cock between the
creases of her buttocks, then he placed his hands on her pussy, spreading the
fleshy, hair-covered lips. He began to stroke her clitoris, making Cassie
wiggle and press her buttocks against his hard cock.
“You
tease me,” she whispered, her hands pushing between their bodies so she could
grasp his cock.
“I
want to possess every inch of you,” he whispered against her wet hair. “I want
to make you come, and come, and come!”
“You’re
making...me come...right now!” Cassie squealed, grasping his hand with hers.
“And it...feels ...wonderful!”
She
forgot all about trying to grasp his cock and
just allowed her body to experience his expert manipulation, unabashedly
grinding her hips into his massaging fingers. The last man she had let fondle
her didn’t seem to know much about the art—not the case with Hawk. He knew
exactly where to place his fingers and how hard to rub.
“You
make me...weak in the...knees, Hawk Downs.”
He
turned her in his arms and entered her passage, raising her slightly and
pressing her back against the shower wall. He moved quickly at first, lunging
in deeply, and making her yelp out loud, then he slowed his pace, pressing his
lips to hers as he set a methodical rhythm.
“Mmmm,”
Cassie murmured, enjoying the ease with which he slid inside her. “Mmmm.”
“Will
you shave for me, Cassie?” he asked, his lips briefly leaving hers. “Will you
shave your pussy for me? I know it sounds crazy—but the rest of you feels so
silky and smooth.”
A ripple of lust streamed through her; her
eyes flickered open. A man had never requested such a thing of her—yet she had
thought about shaving herself on numerous occasions.
“All
right,” she murmured, imaging herself soft and bare. “All right. I’ll shave my
pussy for you, Hawk.” The mere utterance of the words made her feel sexy—though
she wasn’t really sure why.
“Thanks,
babe. I’ll even lend you my razor.” He pulled his mouth from her lips and smiled
at her, his eyes boring into her.
They
were brimming with heat, Cassie realized, locking
gazes with him, her nerves assaulted by the blue depths.
She
giggled, suddenly feeling very lusty. “Do you want to watch? Or do you want to
shave me?”
His
mouth quirked to one side. His hips continued to move, his cock continued to
thrust inside her.
No
condom, she suddenly thought, but apparently he noticed the same thing. He
suddenly lunged inside her, only to cuss under his breath and drop his head
against her bare, wet shoulder. In the next instant, he was pulling his cock
from her hot passage and leaving her to stand on the floor of the shower stall.
“Sorry
about that,” he mumbled. He reached behind them and shut off the water, then
slid the glass door open and grabbed two towels.
Cassie
let loose a pent-up breath. “I hate condoms,” she said, dabbing at her wet
body.
“About
that shave—” he reminded, winking one blue eye at her. He draped the towel
around his hips and began helping her dry off, making it a point to carefully
wipe her breasts and between her legs. He dipped his head and brushed his lips
across hers. “I look forward to seeing you bare,” he whispered. He stepped out
of the shower. Cassie heard the bedroom door close and knew he had left her.
She
finished drying her body, taking note of how relaxed she felt from the sex, and
went to find her suitcase so she could get her razor. It was the first time she
had the opportunity to look at the guest bedroom at the Double D, and she saw
that it had the same characteristics as the other portions of the house she had
seen. The room was practical—a bed, a dresser, a nightstand, one window with
curtains that matched the bedspread in the choice of male colors—brown and
ocher.
Fifteen
minutes later, dressed in red short shorts and a matching halter-top, Cassie
appeared in the kitchen of the ranch, having followed her nose and the inviting
aroma of coffee and bacon, to find Max standing at the stove.
“Morning,”
Max said, glancing over one shoulder. “How do you like your eggs?”
“Oh,
no eggs, Max, just coffee. I’m not much on breakfast,” she hedged, taking a
seat at the breakfast counter. The kitchen was very modern with black granite
counter tops and stainless steel appliances. A large dining room sat off to one
side and a sliding glass door opened onto a red brick patio. She spied the
swimming pool lying beyond and the green expanse of lawn.
“You
better have some food if you plan on keeping up with Hawk today.” He turned and
grinned at her. “He’s got a lot of energy.”
“You’re
telling me,” she mumbled beneath her breath. They had fucked the night away—”On
second thought,” she voiced. “I’ll have two eggs and three strips of bacon, a
slice of toast, and coffee.”
“That’s
more like it,” Max agreed laughing out loud.
She
downed the big breakfast, then got her purse and keys and went to her rental
truck. Max had told her Hawk was out tending to ranch duties and would catch up
to her later. He had, however, left her a small sack, its top folded over
neatly. She thanked Max and carried the sack to the truck before opening it.
There were condoms inside and a note telling her to take them with her. She laughed and slid the packs inside
her purse.
The
drive over to the little ranch house was short, only about ten minutes. The day
was hot already, despite the early hour. She refrained from using the air
conditioning in the truck, reminding herself that there was no convenience in
the little cabin. Instead, she rolled down the windows and let the hot Texas
breeze caress her bare arms and legs on the ride over.
The
cabin was just as she remembered it from her teen years. She had days of work
ahead of her, getting it ready for a realtor to list. She supposed all of Uncle
Barney’s possessions were still inside, and a part of her wasn’t looking
forward to sorting through his life’s accumulation.
She
pulled up out front of the cabin and shut off the truck engine. A wave of
sadness washed over her. Uncle Barney had been very kind to make her his
beneficiary. She should have kept in closer touch with him. She should have
come to his funeral—except none of the family was notified until after he was
buried. In fact, she didn’t even know what had happened to him—how he died.
She
slid from the truck seat and slammed the door. For the hundredth time there was
no sense dwelling on it. For all her pondering, she couldn’t bring back Uncle
Barney.
She
took the door key from her purse and stepped up on the porch. The weathered
boards squeaked underfoot as she crossed to the front door. And when she tried
to use the key—it got stuck in the lock.
“Crap,”
she muttered, yanking on the doorknob. How was she going to clean the cabin if
she couldn’t get inside?
She
pulled the key out of the lock—was it the right one?
“It’s
the key the attorney sent,” she asserted, poking it back in the lock. A bit
more wiggling of the key in the lock, a few more choice words—and the door was
open.
It
was dark inside, and Cassie’s first thought was that of candles or a battery
powered light. But she’d have to drive into Tucson to buy either, unless Uncle
Barney kept some on hand. She hurried to cross the small room and raise the
window blind.
A
musty smell engulfed her nose. Once she raised the blind and then the window, a
shaft of light illuminated what she suspected was the living room and the main
living space of the cabin. She tried to recall how it had looked all those
years ago when she had come with her family to visit, but she couldn’t remember
even going inside. Her priority had been riding Uncle Barney’s horses.
The
first thing she spied was an old manual Royal typewriter sitting on a small
wooden desk that was pushed against the wall in the living room. That was where
Uncle Barney wrote his western books. There were reams of typing paper stacked
on the floor beside the desk and an oil lamp on one corner. The old desk chair
had a worn cushion in its wooden seat and ball castors for rollers. He sure
hadn’t been into updating his writing equipment, she thought, taking in the
sight. There was a brown plaid couch and chair, both in a sorry state, with a
couple of small end tables near by.
She
raised every window in the cabin; throwing up the blinds and letting in the
air, warm as it was, to refresh the interior of the cabin. There was lots of
cleaning to be done. Every room, despite its small size, was piled up with
debris; boxes of clothing and piles of books and newspapers were stacked, in
some places ceiling high. The kitchen was a disaster. The small washbowl and
stove harbored an array of dirty dishes and pots and pans. She didn’t dare open
the single cupboard beneath the washbowl.
She
stood in the middle of the living room and looked around. Uncle Barney had
lived in a pig sty, she was loathe to admit. The bedroom was perhaps the
cleanest of the cabin. The bed was made—a total reverse from the rest of the
house.
Where
to start? she thought. She doubted finding any cleaning supplies, which meant
she’d have to go into the city. She poked around and managed to find a straw
broom. She was soon engrossed in sweeping the living room floor—a
linoleum-covered space that yielded a large pile of papers and junk heaped in
the middle of the floor.
It
was as bad as she had feared.
She
worked up a sweat with little trouble and was walking out on the porch to cool
off when she saw a silver Chevy pickup turning into the lane. A visitor. She
didn’t have a clue who it was.
The
pickup came toward the cabin, pulling onto the lawn as though the driver were
familiar with the parking arrangement at Uncle Barney’s. Cassie leaned on the
broom and watched as the driver shut off the motor and exited the truck.
A
tall, thin man with steel gray hair came walking up the path to the front
steps, his eyes pinned on Cassie. He walked as though he had a purpose in mind
and Cassie felt suddenly on guard. It wasn’t a good feeling, and she mentally
recalled where she had put down her purse—just in case she needed to call 911.
“I’m
John Meyers, your neighbor,” he said, pausing at the foot of the three steps
that led to the porch. He poked his hand out to Cassie as he removed his
sunglasses. “And you must be Barney’s niece.”
A
bit of the unease waned and Cassie shook hands with him. “I’m Cassie,” she
said, forcing a smile.
He
nodded his head and glanced past Cassie to peer inside the cabin. “I’d say you
have your work cut out for you,” he remarked, chuckling slightly. “Barney
wasn’t exactly a good housekeeper.”
Cassie
nodded in agreement. “It looks like a bomb went off inside.” She combed her
fingers through her hair, tucking the blond tresses behind her ears. She saw
that her visitor’s attention had returned to inch along her bare legs, trailing
across her bare midriff before rising to peer at her breasts.
“I
have to get back to work,” she suddenly blurted out.
John
Meyers suddenly cleared his throat as if realizing Cassie had caught him
accessing her body, then he took a step back, as though preparing to leave.
“Are
you planning to sell?” he asked. “Cause if you are, I’ll make you an offer
right now.”
Cassie’s
eyebrows shot upward in surprise. She had no idea what the ranch was worth.
True, there were fifty acres, some of it in grazing pasture; but the majority
was barren, rough, rocky, sagebrush covered and good for little aside from
riding a horse across it.
“This
property adjoins mine,” Meyers said, as though reading Cassie’s mind.
And
Hawk Downs’ Double D.
“I’m
not ready to sell.”
“Well,
when you get ready, let me know.”
He
was quite presumptuous, Cassie thought, watching him as he walked to his truck.
But she couldn’t deny the relief she felt when he finally drove away. She took
her broom and went inside. The sooner she got rid of the ranch, the better. She
stifled a shiver. John Meyers’ eyes hadn’t been menacing, but she didn’t like
the feeling on her body.
She
shifted her thoughts to Hawk...and their night of sex play. Such a night it had
been! Just thinking about his hands on her body made her forget all about John
Meyers’ roaming gaze and his offer to buy the ranch.
She
had gathered up the strewn contents of the living room by the time she heard
the roar of Hawk’s pickup truck. She threw down the broom, wiping the sweat off
her face. Then she noticed the smears of dirt streaking her legs and midriff.
And there was no water inside the cabin—only a rusty old pump outside the back
door.
It
was too late to worry about primping. Hawk was already getting out of the
truck.
She
watched him walk up the dirt lane, her pulse racing at the sight of him.
Low-slung jeans clung to his narrow hips, and a sweat-stained Stetson on his
head shaded his tanned face. He wore black cowboy boots and a denim-style
western shirt with white pearl buttons down the front, its cuffs turned up to
expose hair roughened forearms.
He
was everything she sought in a man; good looking, wealthy, and excellent in
bed. But she had just met him—never mind the mind-blowing sex they had shared
last night. Silently she cautioned herself, at the same time rejoicing in her
carefree decision to succumb to his devilishly yummy sex appeal.
*
* * *
He
stepped up on the first step leading to the porch and saw Cassie watching him
from the living room of the cabin. A wave of heat swept through him at the
sight of her in those red short shorts and skimpy halter-top. Man! The heat in
Texas couldn’t hold a candle to the heat Cassie stirred in him.
He’d
never met a woman quite like her—a woman who continued to arouse him just by
being near him. He liked that. But, he admitted, there was something more going
on inside him and it had to do with emotional feelings more than the sexual
lust he was experiencing.
A
tingle of excitement coursed along his limbs. Cassie Michaels could very well
prove to be an interesting lady as far as he was concerned. In the back of his
mind he compared her to a young foal, a filly, vibrant and wanting. And in need
of a master.
*
* * *
“Hi,”
she said, walking toward him. She suspected he had come to lend a hand...but
working at cleaning up the cabin had suddenly taken leave of her mind. She
wanted to feel his hands on her body again...have him press his flesh into
hers...
His
eyes scanned the length of her slowly and seductively, then rose upward to
hers. A smile toyed with his roughed mouth, letting Cassie know he approved of
what he took in.
He
didn’t stop when he drew near Cassie, but rather extended one arm and wrapped
it around her bare waist, hauling her body against his.
“I
didn’t come to work,” he whispered in a ragged breath. His fingers delved into
the short-cropped blond hair at her nape, gently clasping the back of her head.
“I came to play...with you.”
His
mouth descended to hers and his lips fitted possessively against them, forcing
the pink flesh to part so he could poke his tongue inside.
A
flood of heat coursed through Cassie, intensifying her already fiery state. She
felt her knees grow weak and raised her arms to snake about Hawk’s neck. She
vaguely heard the broomhandle clatter to the floor as she became lost in the
wonder of his kiss.
*
* * *
Her
body felt like an extension of his own; soft, pliable, and yielding. He could
fall in love with her, he thought, briefly aware that the notion made his heart
skip a beat. Forget the fact that he had just met her. Thanks to Barney
Michaels, he felt as though he had known her for years.
Cassie
moaned deep in her throat, breaking into his thoughts. His mouth feasted on her
lips, gently and roughly at the same time, giving and taking, and Cassie
responded in kind—as though they were one mind.
In
the next moment he swept her into his arms and headed for the bedroom.
*
* * *
Cassie’s
eyes flickered open when Hawk lifted her into his arms. Yes, she wanted sex
with him—but not inside Uncle Barney’s little cabin.
“Go
to the truck,” she whispered, her lips close to his ear.
Hawk
laughed out loud and turned on his heel. “And I suppose you’ll want air
conditioning, too.”
Cassie
giggled and kissed him on the cheek, then began opening her halter-top. By the
time Hawk opened the door of the pickup, she was bare-chested and eager to feel
his hands on her breasts.
She
wiggled out of her shorts and thong panties, while Hawk started the pickup and
turned on the air conditioner. She leaned close to the nearest vent, letting
the cool air waft across her throat and breasts.
“It
feels good,” she exclaimed, turning to find him watching her.
*
* * *
She
was gorgeous in her naked state. Her clothes lay on the floor of the truck,
along with her strap sandals and she appeared quite comfortable perched on the
black leather truck seat, her velvet skin shimmering from the rays of sun
streaming in through the windows.
He
was still fully dressed, leaning his back against the door of the truck,
watching Cassie in front of the air vent. Her breasts were round and perfectly
shaped with dusty brown areolas and taut petal-pink nipples. They were already
in tight little clusters, and he hadn’t laid a hand on her yet. She had her hands
clasped behind her head holding up her hair from her neck, and her upper body
arched toward the cooling breeze from the vent. She was perched on the edge of
the leather seat, her rounded buttocks begging to be clutched in his hands. He
wondered then, the breath catching in his throat: Had she shaved for him?
As
though reading his thoughts, Cassie swiveled round on the leather seat and
pulled up one knee, exposing her shaved pussy to his inquiring eyes. She smiled
demurely.
“Do
you like it?” she cooed, wagging one knee and arching her hips toward him.
He
growled deep in his throat and lunged across the truck seat to grab hold of her,
making her squeal in delight.
He
pulled her naked body atop his, parting her legs so her newly shaved pussy fit
hotly atop the bulging cock still secured behind his zipper, though the denim
fabric was stretched about as tight as it could possibly be.
*
* * *
Cassie
found herself on top—a good position if you liked to be dominating, she thought,
getting an idea. She levered herself upright, pushing Hawk’s hands around to
her breasts, then while he fondled to his heart’s content—and her delight, she
found the tab on his zipper and eased it down.
A
low moan came from his throat as Cassie’s warm fingers released his fly and
uncovered his hard erection. In a few seconds she had it free of his jeans and
was running her nimble little fingers up and down its long hot length, driving
him wild.
“Oh,
babe! Suck on it,” he instructed. He reached for her as Cassie dipped her head
and planted a moist kiss on its smooth, round head. “Suck on it!”
Cassie’s
playful feeling intensified with Hawk’s suggestion. She opened her mouth and
eased her lips around the hard flesh, listening to him draw in a quick breath
as the moist heat from her mouth engulfed him. She played along its length with
the tip of her tongue while she gently clasped its base.
Hawk
grabbed Cassie’s head in his hands in an attempt to guide her mouth on his cock,
but Cassie had ideas of her own. While she wanted to please him—and give him
pleasure—she liked the rush of power the act brought.
She
played her tongue along its hot length, moving quickly, then slowly, until Hawk
could take no more. He levered himself up in the truck seat and grabbed Cassie.
Wrestling her beneath his body, he drove his hard cock between her shapely legs,
spearing her insides with a heated thrust.
Cassie’s
bare butt squeaked on the leather beneath her hips. Her legs were drawn up, one
levered atop the seat back, while the other was pinned beneath Hawk’s right
leg. It was uncomfortable as hell, but the sensations beginning to flow through
her were worth every cramped second.
She
reached orgasm almost at once, panting and clutching at Hawk’s thrusting hips.
She wished he was naked, instead of only his cock exposed through his fly. She
wished they were in a bed, where they could be comfortable...
“Hawk,”
she breathed, her hips lunging upward to meet his thrusts. Sweat blanketed her
naked skin, despite the force of cold air from the air conditioner vents
pelting her body. “Hawk—you forgot the condom!”
Chapter
Four
“Fuck.”
“Yes,
baby,” Cassie murmured.
Hawk
paused, but only long enough to pull his cock out of Cassie’s cleft and roll on
the condom he took from his jeans pocket.
Cassie
laid still and watched the procedure. One orgasm was slowly waning from her
insides and she savored the sensations as her eyes latched onto Hawk’s big
cock. Usually the men she bedded applied their condoms before they entered her.
She smiled. Hawk seemed to have a problem remembering them.
Her
smile widened. Usually the men were quite secretive about applying their
condoms—not so with Hawk. His long cock was standing up proudly in his lap
while he gingerly placed the rolled condom on its bulbous head and eased the
soft rubber along its length.
The
condom in place, Hawk returned to slide inside Cassie’s wet passage. Cassie had
savored the initial climax and thought she’d need longer stimulus to reach
another, but Hawk’s fingers on her clitoris, along with a little tracing along her
smooth lips and she was instantly panting and lunging her hips against his cock,
bringing about a second orgasm.
Hawk
reached his climax at almost the same instant and they bucked and pushed
against each other until the sensations began to fade away.
Cassie
lay in her cramped state, one hand trailing languidly across Hawk’s left cheek
as his head nestled between her breasts.
*
* * *
He
could hear her heart beat; a steady thud, thud, thud. Her skin was soft against
his cheek and the rise of her left breast cut into his vision like a plump
little hill. He reached his fingers to her nipple. It was only slightly relaxed
from his earlier stimulating. Gently, he tweaked the rosy bud between his
fingers and thumb.
“Unless
you’ve got another condom in your pocket, Cowboy, you better stop,” Cassie
warned in a lazy voice. She felt very relaxed, almost sleepy in her post
orgasmic state.
Hawk
chuckled and planted a soft kiss on the arc of her breast, then he withdrew his
hand from her nipple and sat up, pulling Cassie onto his lap. Her naked body
was lush and very beautiful. He had already admitted to himself that he loved
to touch her, and loved fucking her even more. He smiled at his own thoughts.
The woman was rapidly working her way into his heart.
Cassie
settled her back against Hawk’s chest. He’d pulled off the rubber and tossed it
out the truck window. He’d grumbled as he poked his rapidly deflating cock back
inside his fly, but then he turned his full focus to the naked woman on his
lap.
*
* * *
Cassie
sighed and settled languidly against Hawk’s muscled chest, her head lolling on
his right shoulder. She couldn’t think of a better place to be. His hands
slimmed along her bare body, hot in contrast to the cool air blasting her from
the air vents. His palms brushed across her erect nipples, encompassing her
global breasts in each hand. He massaged them, running his fingers around the
circumference of each mound, then turning his attention to each nipple.
When
Cassie was breathing erratically from his fondling of her breasts, he dipped
his head and nuzzled her neck and bare shoulders, then he lowered his hands,
finding her shaved crotch.
“Mmmm,”
Cassie breathed. “Mmmm.”
His
fingers parted her smooth lips and began an erotic exploration, an
investigative search—as though looking for gold in a known gold mine.
“Hawk!”
she exclaimed, clutching at his moving fingers.
“What,
babe?” he teased, his fingers continuing to stroke her slick, wet flesh.
“You’re
driving me crazy!” she confessed, wiggling her bare butt on his denim-covered
lap.
“You
feel really good, babe,” he whispered, his fingers sliding inside her passage.
“And you like what I’m doing to you—don’t you?”
“Oh,
yes,” Cassie breathed. “I...like it...a lot!”
“You’re
a woman who likes to play,” he whispered, easing his finger in and out of her.
She was very aroused, almost unable to hold still on his lap as he stroked her.
“And I’ve got lots more ideas to show you.”
Cassie’s
breath caught in her throat. Hawk was right. She did like to play—and be played
with.
“Enjoy
it, babe. Enjoy it!” He turned her on his lap, laying her legs across the seat
and her back against the inside of the door. Then he pushed her legs apart and
used both hands on her crotch, stroking her clitoris with one hand while
ramming his fingers inside her with the other.
“Your
fingers feel...just like...a big...long cock!” she said, withering and
squirming against his lap. “It’s delightful!” She closed her eyes and gave
herself over to Hawk’s mastery as the sensations of multiple orgasms streamed
through her body.
*
* * *
He
held her, listened to her sighs and soft mews—and his cock was so hard it was
almost painful, confined inside his tight jeans. But he had had only one condom
in his pocket—and he’d already used it.
He
let loose a ragged sigh. He could play with Cassie’s nubile little body the
rest of his life. The realization jarred him. Was he falling in love with
Cassie?
She
stilled momentarily, and he pulled his hands from her crotch. Splaying his
fingers across her belly, he gazed down at her. Her eyes were closed, as though
she were on the verge of sleeping. Gently, he raised her head, bringing her
mouth up to his. He kissed her softly, making her open her eyes.
“Thank
you,” she said, her full lips pulling into a slight smile. “Most of my breaks
aren’t this enjoyable.”
Hawk
leaned his head back against the seat and laughed out loud.
“In
fact...” she continued, amused. “should you wish to stop by again and interrupt
my work—”
He
silenced her with a kiss; a deep, penetrating kiss that seemed to go on
forever—and ended only when Hawk realized he would have to either go to the
cabin for more condoms—or postpone further sex play until later.
Cassie
tied her halter top in a knot between her plump breasts and yanked up her
shorts. She picked up her sandals from the floor of the truck and slid her feet
into them. It was time to get back to work.
“I
have to drive into town to buy cleaning supplies,” she announced. “There’s
nothing in the cabin except a broom.”
Hawk
nodded and helped her out of the truck. He had already revealed that he had to
get back to the ranch and he’d be busy until suppertime, but he’d look forward
to spending more time with Cassie then.
*
* * *
They
parted after a lengthy kiss that threatened to destroy both their minds, and
Cassie waved to him as he pulled out of the lane. Then she turned her
attentions to making a list of cleaning supplies to buy.
She
found a convenience store a few miles outside of Tucson and made her purchases.
Returning to the cabin, she began cleaning, tackling the kitchen first. Uncle
Barney had lacked housekeeping skills—that was certain. Every pot and pan in
the place was dirty, with dried food cemented to their metal sides. Every glass
and plate was stacked up in the washbasin. And the irony of it all, Cassie
found, was the fact that there wasn’t any food in the house. Was he in the
habit of eating up every scrap before he went shopping?
She
shook her head and grimaced. She was finding Uncle Barney to be quite
eccentric—or just downright nuts.
She
laughed at her assumption. She often heard her mother say that insanity reigned
on the Michaels side of the family. Of course, she was just kidding—or was she?
Three
hours later the kitchen—the smallest room in the cabin—was clean. Dishes, pots
and pans, floor, window, and the one cabinet all gleamed in scrubbed elegance.
And Cassie was tired. Her back ached and her hands were raw from all the
scrubbing with the harsh cleaning solutions.
“I
could use another break—if only Hawk would stop by,” she mumbled.
Shortly
before suppertime, Cassie gathered her purse and hopped into the rental truck.
She had made some progress on the cabin today. A few more days of strenuous
work and she’d be ready to find a realtor.
She
thought then of the visit she had that morning from John Meyers, Uncle Barney’s
neighbor to the East. She’d have to tell Hawk about his offer to buy the ranch
and get his opinion on the matter.
*
* * *
“You
better hold on to the ranch for a while, babe,” Hawk advised over supper. He
cut a large piece of steak and poked it into his mouth.
Cassie
paused, her fork inches from her mouth, when she heard Hawk’s words. “Hold on
to it? You mean, don’t sell? But why?”
Hawk
stared at her while he chewed.
“I
just don’t think you should rush into it.”
Cassie
concentrated on the butter melting on her baked potato, her brows drawn
together in contemplation. Maybe Hawk was telling her not to sell the ranch in
hopes of having her around longer. But she only had two weeks off from her job
as secretary at the law firm. And she had all intentions of returning to New
York once those two weeks were over. True, the sex with him was great—the best
she’d ever had. But her life was in New York, not in the sweltering heat of
Texas.
She
raised her gaze and locked eyes with Hawk. But then he dropped his, and she was
left wondering about the look she saw in them.
They
finished their meal in virtual silence. Then when Max entered the dining room
and asked if they wanted coffee on the patio, she rose to accompany Hawk
through the sliding glass doors onto the brick patio surrounding the swimming
pool. Only an hour earlier a rain shower had rolled through, briefly cooling
the hot evening.
The
air was fragrant with new rain, a refreshing aroma that drew Cassie’s eyes to
the darkening sky. A cloudbank lay nestled along the horizon and reminded her
of Max’s words—’there’s a storm brewing.’ She inched her palms along her bare
arms.
“Cold?”
Hawk asked, holding a chair for her at a glass-topped patio table.
“No,”
she replied, smiling up at him. “I was just reminded of a storm when I was a
kid. It rained so hard that you couldn’t see across the street and when it
finally stopped, the entire subdivision was flooded.”
“We
don’t have floods here on the ranch. There’s too much open range to soak up the
water,” Hawk explained. “So you don’t need to worry.”
She
wouldn’t worry with him around, she thought looking at him as he took a seat
across the table. He seemed capable of handling anything.
She
smiled.
Especially
if it pertained to sex.
She
raised her coffee cup and took a sip. Max made a robust cup of coffee, she had
to admit, enjoying the hearty flavor on her tongue. The caffeine was bound to
wake her up—not that it was needed with the likes of Hawk Downs so near.
He
seemed preoccupied, she thought, watching him drink his coffee. Earlier, when
he had stopped by the cabin and they had sex in his truck, she thought he’d
rush her into bed once supper was over, but he seemed to have cooled down from
his earlier heated state. She wondered if she should question his mood—or
simply invite him to her bedroom and resume the sex play.
“You
don’t want to sell the ranch to John Meyers,”
Cassie’s
eyes grew large in surprise. “Why not?”
“Because
he and Barney didn’t see eye to eye on a lot of things.”
“You
mean Uncle Barney didn’t like him?” she asked remembering how Meyer’s eyes had
skimmed over her body, setting her teeth on edge.
“Yeah.
That’s what I mean.” Hawk levered himself out of the metal lawn chair and
walked to the edge of the covered patio. Poking his hands into his pockets, he
stared at dark clouds now beginning to roll in.
Cassie
stared at his back. Even from that angle, he was a magnificent man. Tall,
straight, and built to pleasure a woman. Her pulse jumped in her wrist.
“Okay.
I’ll take your word for it, Hawk. I won’t sell the ranch to John Meyers.” She
pushed out of her chair and went to stand beside him. Raindrops suddenly began
to pelt the red bricks of the exposed patio. Hawk twined one long arm around
Cassie’s waist, bringing her against his side.
“You
feel good,” he murmured, giving her a squeeze.
Cassie
snaked one arm around his waist, then brought her other hand to his fly. She
pressed her palm against the rapidly hardening bulge beneath the covering of
denim.
“You’re
hard,” she whispered, glancing up at him.
“I’ve
spent the afternoon thinking about you,” he divulged, pulling her against his
chest. He lowered his hands to clasp her butt, then pressed her belly into his
erection.
Cassie’s
tiredness seemed to disappear with Hawk divulging his thoughts to her. She had
been thinking about him too—not to mention the intensity of their budding
relationship. Where was it headed—once her two-week vacation had ended?
“You
have?” she prompted. She raked her nails across his denim-clad hips, molding
his firmness against her length.
He
bent his head and kissed her mouth, a demanding little kiss that sent a ripple
of longing coursing through her insides. She let out a long breath when he
pulled his mouth away, regretting him doing so.
“I’ve
been thinking of all the things I want to do to you,” he whispered. He raised
one hand and clasped her breast. She had showered and changed clothes since
returning from cleaning the cabin, so she no longer wore the short shorts and
revealing halter-top, instead, white slacks and a pale blue T-shirt. He rubbed
her breasts through the cotton fabric, paying close attention to her nipples
with the end of his thumb.
“Mmmm,
that intrigues me,” she returned. She separated her body enough from his so she
could unzip his fly and poke her hand inside to twine her fingers around his
hard erection. She rubbed him gently, as much as the tight confines of his
jeans would allow. “And what do you have in mind?” she inquired, her fingers
enjoying the hot, firm length of him.
“I
want to fuck you every way imaginable,” he whispered, his mouth pulling into a
sensual grin, “and I want to taste every inch of you.”
“Ooooo.
You turn me on.” She raised up on her tiptoes and kissed him. “When do we get
started?”
He
reached the hem of her T-shirt and yanked it over her head. “Right now,” he
said, chuckling.
“Hawk!”
Cassie clutched at the hand holding her shirt. “What about Max?”
“We
don’t need Max.”
“I
mean—won’t he see us?” she sputtered, tying to take her shirt back.
Hawk
laughed out loud. “Relax. Max has a date. He’s already left the ranch.”
With
that news, Cassie breathed a sigh of relief. Then she allowed Hawk to take off
her bra. He unzipped her slacks and pushed down her thong panties. When she was
naked, he took her by one hand and led her to the glass-topped picnic table
where they had drunk coffee earlier.
“You’re
the next item on the menu,” he informed her. “Get on the table and lie down. I
intend to sample that delectable little shaved pussy of yours.”
She
hurried to climb up on the table and lay down, opening her legs for Hawk.
Hawk
was hammer-hard, and he gingerly released the snap on his jeans and pushed them
from his hips. In the next moment, he kicked off his boots and stripped his
shirt off, then he approached Cassie, who was spread-eagled on the picnic
table.
“I
think a man and a woman should enjoy each other, Cassie,” he said, gazing down
at her naked body.
“I
think so, too,” she agreed, laughing. She was burning up inside and she could
hardly wait until he laid hands on her.
She
sucked in a quick breath when she saw Hawk draw up a chair and sit down, then
he took hold of her bare hips and pulled her butt over to the edge of the
table. Next, he draped her bare legs across each of his shoulders.
“Cassie
is served!” he whispered, grinning broadly.
He
brought his head down between her legs and began lathing her smooth,
clean-shaven pussy lips.
Cassie
moaned out loud in utter pleasure at the feel of his hot, wet tongue flitting
amid her sensitive folds. When he placed his fingers on either bare lip and
gently pushed them apart, she thought surely she would come just from the sheer
pleasure of it all. His tongue found her clitoris and flicked it gently, then
he placed the very tip of his tongue against the sensitive little nub.
Cassie
moaned. “It feels like heaven, Hawk! It’s wonderful! Simply wonderful!”
*
* * *
She
tasted of womanly musk, of fragrant soap and water; even the hint of laundry
soap lingered from when she had dried with the towel. Her tissues were firm and
slick from his mouth. Her little shaved lips were ripe to be nipped by his
teeth, gently, arousingly.
And
he tasted her to his heart’s content, reaping a number of orgasms from her with
his fondling, then, when he could stand it no longer, he stood and plunged his
needing cock into her hot, wet core, causing her to gasp at his size. He began
to move, holding her hips in his big hands, carefully, gently, needing to last
as long as he could so he could see the pleasure he brought her on her face.
Her
eyes flickered closed, her lips parted to reveal her white even teeth, her
breasts jiggled on her chest, her belly tightened and her head fell back as she
gave into the throes of orgasm.
He
stiffened his legs, knotting his buttocks. He was on the verge of exploding
inside her body, of claiming her as his woman—
Damn
the luck!
He
was fucking without a condom—again!
He
hesitated only a moment—deciding—weighing the odds—
Then
he went with his gut feeling—and allowed the orgasm to blast through his body.
“Cassie!”
he yelled, leaning his head back. “Cassie! Oh, Cassie!”
Chapter
Five
The
rain had stopped and the moon and stars hung brightly overhead. Cassie lay on
the patio table with Hawk’s upper body draped over her, his cock still snuggled
inside her womanly crevice. His mouth was kissing her greedily, though tenderly,
nipping at her full lower lip and sucking it into his hot mouth.
“I’ve
never been served up like that before,” Cassie said, her breathing ragged. She
stared up at Hawk in the amber light from a thousand Chinese lanterns illuminating
the patio. Her eyes surveyed his face. There were tiny little laugh lines at
the corners of his eyes—and those lovely dark lashes. She had just noticed them
for the first time. She looked closer at him, finding his face an exquisite
thing. There was a tiny scar on the crest of his left cheek—she wondered what
had caused it. She touched it lightly with one nail tip. His roughed mouth was
much more gentle then her first assumption—especially now since he had been so
adapt at pleasing her with it.
A
relaxing sigh wafted from her as she pulled his face down to meet her lips.
With the touch of his mouth to hers, she was almost overcome with the desire to
proclaim her love for him—but then she halted the thought in mid-sentence.
Love? Wasn’t her association with Hawk Downs all about sex—lusty sex?
*
* * *
Her
mouth tasted good; the faint tinge of after-dinner coffee and cinnamon from the
apple pie they had for dessert. But there was more in her kiss, the way her
lips conformed beneath his, the playful return from the tip of her tongue. Or
was he imagining things—because he wanted them to be there?
He
sighed deeply, raising his upper body off Cassie. His chest felt immediately
chilled by the loss of her body heat pressing against him. He tugged her forward,
his hands gentle beneath her shoulders until she was sitting upright, devoid of
any part of his body, and staring at him as though awaiting his next idea.
“Lets
go for a swim,” she coaxed, reaching out and touching his chest. She teased him
with her smile, promising sex in the pool—if he wanted. Or if she wanted—
He
grinned down at her, then touched the crest of her left cheek with one finger.
Her skin was like silk, smooth, creamy, wonderful to touch. Her eyes reflected
her teasing nature, and her lusty sensuality that he was just beginning to
know. She was getting to him—making him keenly aware that she was all woman and
his for the taking. He felt a surge of lust that nearly rocked him.
Cassie
slid off the glass tabletop and strode to the edge of the Olympic-sized pool.
Glancing over her shoulder at Hawk, she beckoned him to join her.
And
he couldn’t resist.
The
sight of her naked body as she slipped easily into the cool, blue water urged
him to follow, to be near her at all costs.
*
* * *
Cassie
swam to the far end of the pool. Pausing, she pushed the wet hair out of her
eyes. She treaded water and watched as Hawk dove off the diving board and came
to the surface, then began swimming toward her. His shoulders and arms were
powerful for swimming. His big, naked body sliced through the water with very little splash. He was an excellent swimmer,
she agreed, catching her breath as she waited near the concrete side. She
hadn’t swum in months and was winded from the short distance.
Hawk
swam over to her and circled her waist with one arm. Cassie glanced down into
the water and saw he was fully aroused—ready to take her right there in the
pool. She felt emboldened by the sight of his elongated cock.
She
turned to face him, liking the idea of having sex in the water. But then it
dawned on her that he didn’t have a condom. She deliberately locked gazes with
him. Momentarily she pulled her bottom lip between her teeth, nibbling
nervously on it. He hadn’t worn a condom when he took her on the patio table,
either.
“Hawk!”
she breathed, her body being drawn into the warm circle of his arms.
He
could read her mind—or her eyes. Whichever, he knew why she had stiffened in
his grasp. He pulled her against his chest and kissed her, trying to reassure
her with his lips.
“I
won’t let that happen again, Cassie. I promise,” he whispered, his lips only
centimeters from hers.
“Then
we better get out of the water—”
His
lips hushed her, his tongue plunging inside her mouth to slick across her teeth
and tangle with her tongue.
“Don’t
go anywhere!” he instructed.
And
he was gone—breaking his hold on her so quickly that she slipped beneath the
surface of the water without thinking. Splashing noisily, she surfaced and swam
to the shallow end of the concrete pool. She wasn’t a strong swimmer and she
was at once reminded of the fact. True, she wanted to have sex with Hawk in the
pool—but she didn’t want to drown while doing it.
He
was back almost before she could make sense of what they were planning to do,
with a condom encasing his erection. She had to laugh. It was so unnatural to
him—wearing a condom—that he had difficulty remembering to put them on.
The
realization of her thought suddenly sank in. Hawk may not be the confident stud
she initially thought him to be. She watched him swim over to where she stood
in the shallow end of the pool. Or was she wrong about him? Was she getting to
him?
She
wondered, because he might be getting to her.
“Come
here,” he said, pulling her into his arms.
His
gloved cock went right between her legs, sliding in so easily it surprised her,
making her catch her breath. She clung to Hawk while he kicked his feet and
propelled them out into deeper water.
Cassie
felt weightless, suspended by the long cock inside her body and Hawk’s powerful
arms. She wrapped her arms around his neck when his hands clasped her buttocks.
They both kicked their feet, keeping their bodies afloat.
And
they began to move.
It
was a water ballet—a slow rhythmic moving in the swirling water that spoke of
sensuality and heated desires. His hips thrust forward, meeting hers in a
crescendo of wild need and lusty cravings.
Cassie’s
breathing quickened, signaling her onset of orgasm. The water cooled her
fevered skin, closing on her flesh and making tiny ripples around her jiggling
breasts and moving hips. It was all very erotic—clinging to Hawk’s wide
shoulders and becoming one with his body. Her thoughts soared in a tangle of
want and need, then the climax began, spinning out of control along her limbs.
She gasped in a deep gulp of air and quickened her movements, feeling Hawk’s
hard erection thrusting harder and harder inside her.
There
was no feeling to compare to that of a climax in the water. The cold pressed in
on her, caressing and battling with her movements at the same time. But that
exquisite feeling racing rampant through her made her forget all else.
Hawk
sensed her giving in to the sensation, savoring it to the maximum, and
propelled their bodies out of the deep water to where Cassie could touch her
feet to the bottom of the pool.
She
gained new momentum once she felt the solid floor of the pool beneath her feet.
She leaned her upper body into Hawk’s chest, feeling the hair-roughened flesh
tickle her nipples, and gave herself over completely to the orgasm.
“Mmmm,”
Hawk said, his face close to hers. “You feel so damn good, babe!”
He
climaxed then, crushing Cassie so tight in his arms that she thought she would
suffocate before his orgasm began to wane.
Momentarily
he picked Cassie up round the waist and hoisted her to the side of the pool,
then he levered himself out and went toward the house. He came back with a
towel and wrapped Cassie in it, raising her to her feet and pressing her
against his chest. He kissed her full on the mouth; a loud, noisy smack that
rocked her senses and made her laugh out loud. He produced another towel and
began to dry her hair.
Cassie
raised her hands, accepting the towel, and took over the drying of her hair,
wiping her face and eyes. Her body still felt on fire from their lovemaking,
and she still wanted to be in Hawk’s arms, snuggling against him and feeling
his big hot body melding with hers.
“Let’s
go to bed,” Hawk whispered, taking her hand and heading for the house.
He
encased her in warmth, his warmth once they were in bed and Cassie pressed as
close to him as humanly possible, savoring the feel of him, the smell of him.
She sighed deeply, as though having found her niche.
It
was daybreak before she knew it—and Hawk was leaving the bed. She felt the
mattress dip, and then heard him moving around in the room. But her eyes were
sleepy and her body so relaxed…
The
sun cut a yellow slice across the bed, shining in Cassie’s eyes and awaking
her. She squinted at the intrusion and rolled to her side. The events of last
night suddenly came to mind. She had sex with Hawk in the swimming pool—and
before that—before that—he had fucked her without a condom!
“Oh,
God!”
She
sat bolt upright in the bed. How had she let it happen? When had she let her
guard down? When had she lost her sense of judgment?
She
threw back the covers and scrambled out of the bed. What if—what if she had
gotten pregnant last night?
She
combed her fingers through her hair, feeling almost frantic. What if in a
moment of weakness, they had made a baby?
She
began pacing the room. Why hadn’t she taken precautions?
“Because
he’s in charge of the condoms!” she almost yelled.
She
had always prided herself on being cautious where her sexual escapades were
concerned. But Hawk Downs had caught her unaware. Completely off-guard.
Clueless. He came out of the blue—with his broad shoulders and cowboy boots.
Hell! He had ambushed her!
She
laughed out loud suddenly.
She
was being ridiculous. One fuck without a condom couldn’t possibly...
Oh,
yes, it could!
She
dashed across the bedroom and got her purse. Digging through the contents, she
found her date book and calendar. Her last period had been... And she was most
fertile...
She
felt so relieved she almost cried. There was no way their stupidity had made a
baby. The calendar didn’t lie.
She
showered and dressed, then went to find breakfast. She had a lot of cleaning to
do at the cabin and she had to throw herself into it, had to get it done—so she
could leave the Double D as soon as possible.
A
pang of regret stabbed her insides. She sounded as if she couldn’t wait to get
away from Hawk - when in truth, the opposite was the very thing she was
feeling.
She
gulped down a couple of eggs and toast while listening to Max whistle a happy
little tune as he cleaned up the kitchen.
“You’re
awfully happy today,” she said, then chided herself for the comment. She didn’t
know Max well enough to say anything about his mood. For all she knew, he may
be happy all the time.
“I
had a date last night,” he divulged, grinning at Cassie over his shoulder. “Got
lucky, too.”
Cassie
almost choked on a swallow of orange juice.
Max
laughed, a real belly laugh, then he came over to where she sat at the small
kitchen table. “It’s not every day a man gets lucky,” he said, his wrinkled
face animated. “Especially where love is concerned.”
Love?
Or sex? Cassie thought, but didn’t voice.
He
stared at Cassie for a few seconds, waiting for her to respond, then when she
just continued to eat, he shifted in his chair and changed the subject.
“How’s
the cleaning coming along?”
“I’m
just getting started,” she replied, thinking in the back of her mind about the
two-hour sex romp she had with Hawk the day before. In retrospect, those two
hours would have gone a long way toward scrubbing the cabin. But then—
“Old
Barney wasn’t too fastidious,” Max remarked, shaking his head and chuckling.
“He was too busy enjoying life.”
Cassie’s
head came up with Max’s words. “Enjoying life? I thought he was a virtual
hermit.”
Max
raised both eyebrows at her comment. “Hell, no! Barney was a ladies’ man—out on
the town every night. The only reason he wrote those books was so he’d have
money to treat all the ladies.”
Cassie’s
jaw dropped open. So far she hadn’t found anything to substantiate Max’s
claim—but then she hadn’t really been looking, either. Or did Uncle Barney’s neatly-made
bed have something to do with his being a ladies’ man? Did he bring his lady
friends home? Or did he climb into their beds?
She
smiled in spite of her thoughts. “Well, that sounds a whole lot better then
sitting in that little cabin writing stories until he died.”
Max
sent a queer little grin her way, then got up from the table and returned to
tidying the kitchen.
“Hawk
went into Tucson. He won’t be back until suppertime.”
Cassie
breathed a sigh of relief, then frowned. Well, maybe she needed a day without
him to sort through her thoughts. And while he was away, maybe he’d work on
remembering the damn condoms!
“‘Course,
he’s got enough hired hands to run the ranch without him being around,” Max
continued.
“How
big is the Double D?” Cassie inquired. She had been wondering about its size
since she arrived, but hadn’t asked. Truth was, talking about the Double D
wasn’t exactly sex talk—and having sex was all she and Hawk had been doing
since she arrived.
“Fifteen
hundred acres,” Max spouted in a proud voice. “Hawk’s grandfather homesteaded
the property, and its been in the Downs family ever since. When Hawk’s father
was killed, Hawk took to running the ranch. He was just a kid then. That’s when
I moved from the bunkhouse to the ranch house and started helping out. Hawk’s
mother, Rachael, died in childbirth. Hawk looks just like her, but he’s got his
great grandfather’s name. He was a Ute Indian chief.”
“How
did Hawk’s father die?” Cassie asked, her curiosity aroused.
“Oil
rig,” Max answered matter-of-factly. “Me and him were wildcatters. We drilled
wells and brought in oil. We tapped many gushers in our time.”
“Wow.
That’s dangerous work,” Cassie offered, a new respect gaining momentum for Max.
Max
nodded his head and came to where Cassie sat at the table to pick up her dirty
dishes. There was a wistful look on his craggy features, as though he wished
his days of wildcatting could be recaptured.
Cassie
realized she either had to continue the conversation, knowing full well where
it was leading—straight to Hawk—or make a quick exit. She chose to leave. And
rather quickly, just as the telephone hanging on the kitchen wall began to
ring.
It
was just as hot outside as yesterday, despite last night’s rain and the brief
cooling spell. She drove over to the cabin and unlocked the front door. It
looked much better inside, she admitted, walking round the small space. She
opened the windows and pulled the back door open. Uncle Barney’s old rusty Ford
pickup was parked near the falling-down barn in the back yard. What was she
going to do with that?
She
heaved a sigh and pulled on the pair of rubber gloves she’d bought to scrub in.
She had plans to tackle the bedroom—the tidiest room in the cabin. She mixed up
a bucket of cleaner, after finally getting the pump outside the back door
belching out water yesterday afternoon—and grabbed the sponge mop and headed in
its direction. Cleaning had never proven any fun for her. And after listening
to Max expound on how Uncle Barney was a ladies’ man—well, she wasn’t quite
certain of what she might find when she started poking around.
After
a few minutes of mopping the floor, even the skimpy halter-top and short shorts
she wore seemed too hot. She put aside her mop and strode to the front porch to
take a break. She had brought along a bottle of water she had purchased at the
convenience store yesterday and went to the pickup to get it. As it turned out,
it wasn’t too cold after a couple of hours of lying in the truck seat, but at
least it was wet.
She
drank the water, strolling round the outside of the cabin. It was peaceful and
quiet in the country, a sharp contrast to New York and all the noises of
traffic and throngs of people. A part of her thought she might like the
serenity—given the opportunity.
She
shaded her eyes with one hand and gazed off into the distance. She didn’t quite
know where Uncle Barney’s land ended and Hawk’s Double D began—or where John
Meyers’ ranch began on the other side, for that matter. She wondered if Uncle
Barney had a survey or property deed that showed the boundary lines. If not,
she’d have to have the property surveyed and staked before she could try to
sell it.
As
she thought about all the red tape that might be involved with ridding herself
of the property, she was reminded of what Hawk had said about her hanging onto
the ground for a while. At the time she thought he may be suggesting that only
to have contact with her for a little longer—it made her feel good inside—but
on second thought, maybe he was all aware of what it would take in order to get
ready to sell the ranch. But, she reminded herself, Hawk hadn’t offered to buy
the property from her as John Meyers had.
The
realization gave her cause to pause. Why hadn’t Hawk made her an offer on the
ranch? Surely another fifty acres joining his Double D would be beneficial in
some way—if nothing other then to expand his grazing pastures a little further.
She
giggled suddenly, glancing around the ground. Well, maybe the ranch wasn’t very
good for cattle—it was brown and dried and mainly sagebrush.
Shrugging
her shoulders, she replaced the cap on her water bottle and returned to the
chore of cleaning the bedroom. It was time to check under the bed—something
she’d been putting off since arriving days earlier.
Chapter
Six
Cassie
heard the truck when it came up the driveway and passed the ranch house, en
route to the three car garage at the back of the yard. A feeling of relief that
Hawk had returned surged through her, making her question her feelings. He had
only been gone for one day, for Pete’s sake. And, if she remembered correctly,
she had been pretty glad about his absence.
She
tightened the belt on her white terrycloth robe and, barefoot, padded out of
the bedroom and down the hallway, expecting to find Hawk coming in the back
door. As it turned out, he was already in the house. As she passed one of the
rooms off the hallway, she spied him setting his briefcase atop a large desk.
She
pushed the door the rest of the way open and stepped inside. It was an
impressive looking office—complete with book-lined walls and an array of office
machinery. Dark hardwood floors shone in polished elegance, giving homage to
the massive mahogany desk and twin black leather chairs sitting before it. As
in the other rooms of the house, it reflected Hawk’s masculinity.
“I
was just thinking about you,” Hawk said, looking up and smiling. He stepped
from behind the desk and met her in the middle of the floor. Placing his hands
on either side of the lapels on the front of her robe, he pulled her against
his chest. “Fact is, I’ve been thinking about you every moment of the whole
damn day, babe.”
He
kissed her then and her knees shook. He could assault her nerves so
quickly—such as no other man ever had. A sharp shiver of lust skittered across
her flesh.
Her
hands rose to press her palms against his chest. He was dressed in a black
western-cut suit with crisp white shirt. And he smelled of cologne—an expensive
scent she had tried at a cosmetics counter in a department store once, but she
couldn’t remember the name. There was liquor on his breath,
she realized as he slid his tongue into her mouth, but she didn’t know what
that was either.
Her
nipples were growing hard from his kisses. Even though his hands hadn’t moved
from her robe front, she was trying her best to will them to lower, to grasp
any part of her body, just to prove to her senses that he intended to make love
to her at some point that night. It seemed almost silly on her part—needing
proof that he was sexually attracted to her. Good grief. All they had done
since meeting was to have sex—wild, fuck-your-brains-out sex.
“I’ve
got some business to tend to,” His tone was filled with regret, his lips only
slightly withdrawn from hers, his voice husky. He couldn’t be with her just
then—sex would have to wait.
A
bit of disappointment filtered through Cassie’s insides, but she tried not to
show it. He had been gone all day dealing with God only knew what and she could
sense his weariness. And his tanned face revealed his fatigue as well. There
were deep furrows across his brow as though he had spent a long time pondering
something.
“I’ll
leave you to work, then,” Cassie said, her palms skimming along his coat front.
She could feel the hard outline of muscles lying just beneath and stifled a
longing rising inside her.
“I
won’t be long,” he promised, giving her a final peck on the lips before
releasing her robe.
She
turned to leave the office, but remembered she had planned to pick his brain
concerning Uncle Barney.
“I
want you to tell me everything you know about my Uncle,” she said, giving him
fair warning. “Cause I’ve got a lot of questions that need answers.”
She
caught the guarded look he tried to keep her from seeing, but the raised
eyebrow didn’t go unnoticed. Indeed, it merely served to enhance the fact that
there was a lot about Uncle Barney she didn’t know.
Cassie
returned to the bedroom and removed her robe. Naked, she slid between the
sheets, awaiting Hawk’s coming to her. But after an hour, she grew sleepy and
dozed, figuring he would surely wake her when he climbed in beside her.
It
didn’t happen.
The
next Cassie knew, it was morning and the bright sunshine streaming in through
the bedroom window woke her up. Immediately she rolled her head to glimpse Hawk
lying beside her—but he was conspicuously absent from the bed. In fact, his
pillow hadn’t been used.
She
sat upright, rubbing her sleepy eyes in disbelief. There was no sign of Hawk in
her bed—nor had there been all through the night. She threw back the sheet and
got up, then raced about the room to get dressed. In all likelihood he had
probably already left the house since she knew he was prone to rising early and
getting busy running the ranch.
“He’s
been gone for hours,” Max announced when Cassie arrived in the kitchen. “But
he’ll show up later.” He grinned, giving her the impression there was more to
tell.
“You
mean at suppertime?” Cassie questioned, her eyes accessing Max.
Max
shrugged one shoulder, not committing himself.
Despite
her burning curiosity, Cassie let the matter drop. From the look on Max’s face
nothing further was going to be pried out of him. Not even with a crowbar,
Cassie thought.
She
ate and drove over to the cabin to begin work. There was still so much to do
and she had almost used up one week of vacation. Chances were, she would have
to take more time off work to finish the business with the ranch—unless a
miracle occurred.
“Yeah.
Sure,” she muttered, still puzzled by Hawk’s failing to show up in her bed last
night. “But I don’t know what it takes to run the Double D,” she added in
afterthought.
Yesterday’s
search beneath Uncle Barney’s bed had turned up a locked metal box—his safe,
she reasoned, since everything else seemed so primitive. But she hadn’t found
any key to unlock it or been able to open it in any other manner. She had
searched high and low for a hammer but hadn’t turned one up. She had hoped Hawk
would be able to open it—but he seemed to be absent, too.
Frustrated,
she threw herself into her work: scrubbing the windows of the cabin and
stripping the bed. She put the quilts and sheets in a box she found in the
closet and planned to look for a charity group to donate the items to, as well
as Uncle Barney’s clothing and cookware. There wasn’t anything great about any
of the personal possessions, but maybe there were those who could get some use
out of them. At any rate, when she first got the idea to toss out everything,
she was reminded of her mother’s words to her when she found out she was the
lucky inheritor of Uncle Barney’s ranch.
Don’t
throw anything away. Donate it all. Then you can take it off your taxes.
Cassie
shook her head at the advice. Her mother was always concerned with income and
taxes—but then, she supposed, that was why she was well-to-do financially, with
a prosperous catering business, and Cassie was busting her butt in a
nine-to-five office job.
Cassie
had been so consumed with her own thoughts and been too busy scrubbing and
cleaning, that Hawk was standing in the living room of the cabin before she
realized he was even around.
“Hi!”
she chirped when she dashed from the bedroom with an armload of clothes. She
was really glad to see him. Now, maybe, he could help her get the locked box
open. Her curiosity was absolutely burning a hole in her brain.
“Drop
everything,” he suddenly ordered, grabbing her around the waist and scooping
her into his arms.
At
first Cassie squealed in surprise, but then she released the wad of clothes she
held and wrapped her arms around Hawk’s neck. In the next instant she was
opening her mouth so he could push his tongue inside.
His
kisses made her dizzy. Long, deep, sense-jarring kisses that made her burn
inside. She had never experienced such a reaction to a man’s kisses before.
Momentarily
Hawk dropped down in the single over-stuffed chair in the living room and
cradled Cassie on his lap. He continued to kiss her while his hands worked on
her clothes.
He
untied the knot of the halter-top nestled between her breasts, then eased it
from her upper body. Then he began working on her shorts, sliding the zipper
down and helping push them off her rounded hips.
Cassie
kicked off her sandals and tossed her shorts off the end of her toes. Smiling,
she turned to press her body against Hawk’s, resuming the heated bout of
kissing.
They
had both begun to perspire and Cassie had begun to unbutton Hawk’s shirt in
lieu of ridding him of it. Already she felt the firmness of his cock nestled
beneath her right buttock and knew for certain their joining was inevitable.
His
hands slid over her body, across her aroused nipples and between her legs. One
hand lingered there—in her crotch—right between her shaved pussy lips. His
fingers began to stroke her, making her shiver
with delight at the multitude of tingles beginning to course through her body.
She
was warm and wet, and he wanted her.
Without
warning, Hawk stood up and released Cassie to stand on wobbly legs while he
stripped out of his clothes.
His
erection was enormous—bobbing in his crotch like a tempting stick of candy.
Cassie drew in a quick breath—the overwhelming desire to suck on it coming over
her. At once she reached out and clasped the long stick of flesh, then bent her
head and lathed its rounded head with her tongue.
“Damn,
Cassie!” Hawk said, in a bout of lusty shivers. “You’ll make me come!”
Cassie
giggled. “I like our games,” she admitted, gazing up at him. His cock was still
in her hand, her grasp tight and unyielding. She still had the urge to suck it.
Hawk
grinned down at her. Cassie saw pure lust in his piercing eyes as he reached
out his long arms and took hold of her waist.
“Have
you ever been spanked?” he asked in a husky voice.
Her
fingers flexed on his cock.
She
smiled broader at him. Her eyes dancing with carnal lust. “No. But,” she licked
her bottom lip with the tip of her tongue. “I’m willing to give it a try.”
She
barely had time to get the words out of her mouth, before Hawk grabbed her and
spun her round, then in a moment’s time, she landed belly first across his bare
knees.
“Hawk!”
she squealed, her legs and arms flailing about.
He
had plopped down in the old chair and was holding her spread-eagled across his
bare thighs, her butt poking up in the air, her head and shoulders hanging
across the arm of the chair.
“I’ve
never spanked a woman before—” he began, raising his hand and letting it fly
against Cassie’s naked ass. “But guys I know who have say it’s one of the
sexiest things you can do to a woman!”
“The
hell they do!” Cassie shouted, the first blow stinging to high heaven! “Hawk!”
Smack!
Smack!
Smack!
The
pain was undeniable, she decided, and the bent position of her body was uncomfortable
in a whole different way. But then—
She
couldn’t describe the feeling that was suddenly beginning to rise inside
her—she only knew it was different from anything she had ever experienced.
Smack!
Smack!
Cassie
drew in a long breath. Her breasts were beginning to ache from being squashed
against the arm of the old chair, but...but...
“Oh,
Hawk!” she breathed.
Smack!
Smack!
“Oh,
honey! Throw me down in the floor and fuck me!” she begged, her body a turmoil
of stinging want. “Hawk! Hurry!”
She
tried to lever herself upward, but she felt too languid—too in need—to muster
the strength.
In
the next instant, Cassie was sprawled out on the floor and Hawk was busy
rolling on a condom.
She
held out her arms, urging him to come to her and he threw himself atop her
body. Lunging in to the hilt, he began to thrust wildly. Cassie wound her legs
around his gyrating hips and clung to his body. A fire was raging inside her
body—a fire that spiraled out of control like nothing ever before. The cheeks
of her butt pained in uncomfortable anguish—but at the same time, felt
excruciating pleasure.
It
wasn’t to be explained, she decided, but rather to be totally enjoyed.
The
orgasm began almost the instant Hawk pushed his cock inside her body. She
arched her back and gave herself over to the barrage of sensations streaming
ramrod quick along her limbs. The sheer depth of the orgasm knotted her belly
and made her cry out in sheer joy!
Hawk
drove his cock inside deeper, deeper, deeper until Cassie yelped with the
force. Then he began a rapid thrusting, hammering her insides with his hot cock
until she reached the apex and collapsed beneath him, writhing on the wooden
floor.
*
* * *
Caught
up in the emotional volition of it all, Hawk came long before he wanted to.
There will be other times, he told himself. There was much to explore sexually
with Cassie—and much pleasure to be derived from their experimenting.
He
was puzzled by the way spanking had excited Cassie—and himself. And the
intensity the bout brought to his orgasm. God! He thought his head would
explode when he ejaculated.
Collapsing
on top of Cassie, they both breathed loudly into the quiet, hot cabin. Sweat
was running down Hawk’s back and into the crack of his butt.
Cassie
was panting like she’d been jogging—sweat-drenched and burning up. “Holy cow!”
she whispered.
Hawk
raised his head from her bare shoulder and kissed her mouth, tasting the sweat
on her upper lip.
“Oh,
babe! That was incredible.” He cradled her face between his palms and kissed
her lips.
“I
can’t...imagine how that...would have felt...if I’d done...something to
deserve...the spanking,” Cassie said in a ragged tone.
Hawk
chuckled and rolled off her body. Lying on his back beside her, he reached down
and pulled the used condom off his cock. Then, taking aim, he tossed it in a
debris pile Cassie had heaped near the front door.
“I
was really glad you had the condoms handy, babe.” He stretched his well-sated
body.
“I’ll
never...be without them...again,” Cassie assured him, then laughed slightly.
*
* * *
Several
minutes passed before they got up from the floor and dressed. After Cassie
finally managed to think straight again, she remembered that she wanted Hawk to
open the locked box for her.
“Don’t
get your hopes up, babe,” he warned as he broke the lock with one swift blow
from a hammer he took from his truck.
“I’m
not expecting money,” Cassie confided. “But I do hope there’s a deed inside
with a survey of this property.”
She
found a deed, as she had hoped, and a bound pack of personal letters from her
dad to Barney, his brother, and every card and note she had ever written him.
Tears came immediately to her eyes when she saw just how much her keeping in
touch had meant to Uncle Barney.
Hawk
consoled her by rubbing her back, then her neck, then he worked his way around
to her breasts. He toyed with her nipples, making them tight beneath the cover
of her halter-top.
“Hawk,”
she objected when he began opening her top.
“I’m
trying to cheer you up,” he said with a sly grin.
“I
know what you’re trying to do,” she returned, her eyes latching onto his
handsome face. He had a devilish look about him, especially with that lock of
blond hair hanging onto his forehead. He had a bad boy appeal intensified by
the effect of his tousled hair. And the sight of him set her pulse racing. But
she had other things on her mind, like how to sell the ranch and needing
questions answered about Uncle Barney.
“How
did my uncle die?” She captured the hand on her nipple.
Hawk
briefly glanced at her face, then returned to watching his fingers manipulate her. The little bud was fairly straining at the thin
fabric of her top. And he wanted to get at it—if only Cassie was willing.
“Answer
me, Hawk. What happened to my uncle?” she pressed, pushing his hand away. But
she didn’t want him to go far. She purposely held on to his hand, ready for him
to resume fondling her nipple once he answered all her questions concerning
Uncle Barney.
“Well?”
she prompted. Why wasn’t he answering her?
“He
died fucking Marge Crawford.”
A
startled snort leapt from Cassie’s mouth. She dropped her hold on Hawk’s hand
and walked out onto the porch of the cabin.
“Could
you be a little more specific?”
“You
asked.”
Hawk
followed her outside. She turned and glanced at him, seeing he was fully amused
by what had happened to Uncle Barney—or by her reaction. It was hard to tell.
At any rate, he was definitely getting a chuckle out of something.
“Tell
me what happened.”
“Keep
in mind, I wasn’t there,” Hawk began, his mouth stretching into a very broad
grin. He took hold of her hand and pulled her down beside him on the top step
of the porch.
Cassie
shook her head. It wasn’t going to be possible for him to relate what had
happened to Uncle Barney without jokes and puns.
“The
story is,” he began again.
“For
Pete’s sake, Hawk. My uncle is dead. Where’s the humor in that?” she wanted to
know. She had to frown at him to keep from being led into laughing with him.
“Honey.
He died a happy man—”
“Hawk!”
She made to rise from the step.
“I’m
sorry, honey. Really, I am.” He tried to keep a straight face, but it was
obviously a strain. “Barney had this girlfriend, Marge, and he paid her regular
visits—really regular—almost every night.”
*
* * *
Cassie
shook her head at Hawk. How much of his bull could she believe? But then, who
else could she ask? Max? Oh, but they were like two peas in a pod -
“One
night, about two weeks ago, he was humping her—and he dropped dead. A heart
attack, I guess.” He stared at her, then he shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t
know if he got an orgasm off or not—”
“Hawk!”
Cassie warned, then she smiled in spite of things. “I think I get the idea.”
“Yeah.
Okay. Your uncle died in bed. Plain and simple,” he clarified, chuckling.
“Yes,
well, I probably won’t relate that news if anybody asks. So, where can I find
Marge Crawford?” she asked, staring up at him.
Hawk
frowned and shook his head at her. “I don’t think I’d go to visit her, if I was
you.”
“Why
not?” Cassie asked, frowning in return.
“I’d
leave well enough alone, hon,” Hawk cautioned.
“Explain
why I should.”
“Well,
the newspapers made quite a big to-do about Barney dying in Marge’s bed,” he
explained, his eyes cautious.
Cassie shrugged one shoulder nonchalantly.
“I’m sure that’s not the first time something like that happened.”
“Well,
you see, Marge has a certain reputation to uphold.”
Cassie
chuckled for the first time since she began interrogating Hawk. “What is she?
The Mayor?”
Hawk
laughed out loud. “Not quite. She’s an ex-madam from Nevada who just can’t
quite get out of the business.” He leveled his gaze on her, a serious look on
his face. “You see, babe, men come to her bed to have a good time—not to kick
the bucket.”
Chapter
Seven
“You’re
taking the day off from cleaning,” Hawk announced the moment Cassie’s eyes
flickered open the following morning.
Cassie
yawned and stretched, enjoying the feel of Hawk’s naked body pressed against
her backside. His right arm was curled possessively around her waist, holding
her back against his body. It was a good feeling to wake up with him there.
“There’s
so much to do, Hawk,” she objected in a sleepy voice. In the back of her mind
she wondered if he meant for them to stay in bed all day, since he had made no
show of getting up.
“It
can wait,” he said matter-of-factly. “I have a surprise for you today.”
His
words woke her right up. She rolled over to face him, her hand coming up to
caress his cheek.
“I
love surprises,” she said, smiling at him.
“Did
you bring a pair of jeans?” he asked, smiling at her.
“Yeah,”
she answered. The thought that he might have something sexual in store suddenly
left her mind.
“Get
dressed,” he ordered, tossing back the sheet and getting up.
She
was left staring at his gorgeous backside as he headed for the door of the
bedroom. Then he was gone, leaving her to wonder about the surprise he
mentioned. She stretched again, feeling the muscles in her lower back pain from
overexertion. Maybe Hawk was right. Maybe she did need a day off from cleaning.
She
forced herself to move, swinging her feet over the side of the bed and slowly
rising. Last night had been another sexual interlude—a hot sexual frenzy that
went on and on.
She
smiled at the memory. She had never had so much sex—until she met Hawk Downs.
And, she admitted, she had never felt so free in giving herself to a man. Not
just any man—but a sexy Texas cowboy!
She
pulled on her stretch jeans, knotted the ties of a red halter-top between her
breasts, and slid her feet into white tennis shoes. If she stayed around much
longer, she’d have to invest in a pair of cowboy boots.
She
chuckled at the notion. She was more an inside person—air conditioning, soft
mattresses—Her mind reeled. She was exactly the way Hawk first described her.
How had he known? Had Uncle Barney been so free with his information about her?
But yet, he hardly knew her either.
She
pushed the errant thoughts away. There would be ample time to ponder, once she
left Texas and returned home to her real life.
It
felt surreal, she admitted. The good-looking guy—the sex—the hot sex!
And the orgasms. Oh, God, the orgasms! They were exquisite. Beyond anything she
had ever experienced with any man.
Hawk
was just coming into the kitchen from the back of the house when Cassie came
for breakfast. She halted her feet at the doorway and watched him as he wafted
his inspection over her body. Slowly, his gaze slid along her jeans-clad hips,
lowering, pausing at her crotch, then lifting to her red halter top. She felt
her nipples begin to tighten from the heat of his gaze.
“You
two sit down and eat before the eggs get cold,” Max suddenly ordered, turning
from the stove.
His
voice broke the spell Hawk’s gaze had manifested around her. She jumped
slightly, jarring her thoughts back to the present. It was becoming more and
more apparent—the incredible effect Hawk Downs was having on her.
They
ate quickly and silently. Cassie figured Hawk was in a hurry to leave and if he
didn’t talk, she would have no reason to, either. Max, of course, was another
story. He wanted to know where they were off to and if Cassie was done cleaning
the cabin.
“There’s
still lots to do, Max,” she answered, finishing off her orange juice. “But Hawk
seems to think I need a day off from all the work I’ve been doing.” She stared
across the table at Hawk, smiling slightly. She really wondered what he had in
mind for them—but she felt safe in betting there would be sex somewhere along
the way. The thought made the pulse flutter in her wrist.
Their
eyes met across the table and Hawk winked one blue orb at her. She smiled in
return, then he got up from the table and she followed.
“Hawk,
tell me what the surprise is,” she coaxed, catching up to him as they went out
the back door.
Then
she saw them, two horses, saddled and standing inside the fence by the barn.
And she could hardly wait to get in the saddle.
“Oh!
We’re going horseback riding!” she yelped, throwing her arms around Hawk’s
neck.
He
squeezed her in his powerful arms and kissed her cheek. Somehow, he knew she
would like to go horseback riding. The horses stood calmly on the other side of
the fence while Hawk opened the gate and they walked inside the barn lot. One
was a palomino with a golden coat and white mane and tail. The other was coal
black with a white star on his forehead.
“They’re
beautiful,” Cassie said, reaching out one hand to stroke the palomino’s soft
nose.
“That’s
Princess. She’s very gentle.” He walked over to the black horse. “And this is
Major. He has a mind of his own.”
Cassie
laughed. Major reminded her of Hawk—a gorgeous male who could do his own
thinking.
“Which
do you want to ride?” He smiled at her. “I think you’re capable of handling
either one.”
“I
haven’t ridden in years, Hawk.” She stroked Princess’s nose. “I better take the
one who handles the easiest.”
“Oh,
I almost forgot,” Hawk said rushing back to the barn. In a moment he returned
and placed a white Stetson on Cassie’s head. “Every cowgirl needs a hat to keep
the sun out of her eyes.”
It
was all very esoteric. She had the horse. She had the hat. And...she had the
cowboy.
Hawk
held the stirrup while Cassie fitted her toe in it and then gave her a boost
into the saddle. She landed rather hard, she thought, remembering how easily
she used to mount up—but then that was a number of years ago.
The
leather saddle creaked as she took hold of the reins and fitted her other foot
in the remaining stirrup. Looking down at Hawk, she felt as though she was
perched very high off the ground. A little shiver of nervous anticipation
flitted through her insides.
Hawk
swung in the saddle like a pro. He guided Major through the open gate, his long
legs spanning the animal’s sides.
Cassie
clicked her tongue—just as Uncle Barney had shown her when she rode his old
horse as a kid, and Princess immediately followed Major out of the lot.
Momentarily
Cassie caught up to Hawk and they rode along side by side, both horses walking
leisurely. The pasture they were in reached as far as the eye could see and
beyond, Cassie figured, since the Double D was a spread of fifteen hundred
acres. Rolling green hills gave way to equally green valleys.
The
sky was a clear azure blue, cloudless, with a giant yellow sun on the Eastern
slope. So far it wasn’t too hot, Cassie noted, adjusting the hat on her head to
best shade her eyes, but just wait until the sun moved directly overhead. She
had learned from the past several days, that noon hour in Texas was a scorcher.
The
fragrance of warm horseflesh, worn leather, and fresh Texas air filled her
nose. She pulled in a deep breath. She was glad Hawk had insisted she take a
day off from cleaning the cabin. Being outdoors with nothing to do except sit
on the back of a horse and enjoy the scenery was a lot more pleasant then being
elbow deep in a bucket of scrub water, or pushing a wet mop across a dirty
floor.
They
had let the horses walk, giving Cassie a chance to become familiar with
Princess and being in the saddle again, but now it was time to pick up a little
speed— and Cassie knew it by the look Hawk aimed at her.
“I’ll
race you to that tree on the hill over there,” he said, pointing one hand.
“You’re
on,” she replied.
Hawk
nudged Major in the flanks and the horse was off like a shot, leaving Cassie to
yell her objection.
“That’s
not fair!” she bellowed, her legs flapping on Princess’s sides. Finally the
horse got the message and loped into a gallop, racing across the flat pasture
in an effort to catch up to Major.
But
the race to the tree was lost. Hawk beat her easily and reigned in Major and
sat waiting for her, his Stetson pushed to the back of his head and a teasing
grin slanted across his mouth.
Cassie
galloped Princess up beside Major and pulled on the reins. The horse snorted
through its nose and shook its head, ruffling its white mane. Cassie leaned
forward and patted the animal’s neck.
Hawk
leaned his forearms on the saddle horn and looked at Cassie. At first she
seemed a little anxious on Princess’s back, but now she appeared at ease.
“Let’s
go,” he suddenly announced, turning Major’s head and touching his flanks with
the toes of his boots.
Cassie
was right beside him, sitting tall in the saddle, the reins lying easily in her
palm. She hadn’t thought it possible, in such a short time, but she was
suddenly very comfortable on Princess’s broad back.
The
horses loped along at a fast clip, until Cassie spotted something off in the
distance. She at once slowed Princess, alerting Hawk to wait.
“What
is that over there?” she asked, pointing one hand.
Hawk
followed the direction of her hand with his gaze. “That’s an oil derrick,” he
explained.
A number of thoughts flitted through Cassie’s
mind but she didn’t voice any of them.
“Can
we ride over to it?” she asked, already turning Princess in that direction.
“Sure,”
Hawk agreed, reining in Major.
The
oil derrick must have been half a mile away and as they drew nearer, Cassie
could see its giant black head moving up and down. The derrick was pumping. She
glanced at Hawk, a question forming in her mind.
She
held her thoughts at bay until they rode up to the oil derrick. They reined in
the horses and Hawk dismounted, swinging his right leg easily over the back of
the horse and stepping to the ground.
“I
might as well make my check while we’re here,” he said approaching the moving
machine.
“Are
there other oil wells on the Double D?” Cassie voiced, unable to keep quiet any
longer.
“A
few,” Hawk replied.
He
sounded as though he didn’t want to discuss it. Cassie studied him as he
scrutinized the machine. The smell of oil was all too prevalent on the warm,
still air encasing them.
She
began looking around them then, turning first one way and then the other in the
saddle. There was nothing but green pasture sprawling out in every direction
the eye could see.
“Your
ranch is in that direction,” Hawk said, noting her obvious reason for looking
around.
The
thought that she too may have oil beneath the land Uncle Barney had left her
rose in her mind. But then, maybe not, she thought just as quickly. Surely
Uncle Barney would have known—and taken advantage of the good fortune.
She
felt puzzled by her thoughts. And for some reason—she wasn’t sure why—she was
reluctant to talk to Hawk about it.
Hawk
spent a few minutes inspecting the oil rig, walking round it and checking a row
of gauges on its base, all the while the giant black head bowed and rose, only
to bow and rise again.
They
rode North after leaving the oil pump and Cassie kept Princess in pace with
Major. Several hours had passed since they had set out, enough time for
Cassie’s bare arms to get sunburned. They had left the green pastures and the
enormous herds of grazing cattle for the sloping hills at one edge of the
Double D. Here the ground was rough, pebble strewn and dusty. They slowed the
horses allowing them to walk for better footing.
Cassie
was getting thirsty and her butt was on the verge of becoming numb from the
constant jostling in the saddle.
“We’ll
stop for a while,” Hawk announced, turning Major toward a stand of trees.
At
first Cassie thought they would merely dismount and rest under the shade of the
trees, but then she spied a small shack situated in the clearing.
“Don’t
tell me someone lives out here,” she said, her voice teasing.
“That’s
one of the lineman’s cabins on the Double D,” Hawk explained. “Before
technology debuted on the ranch, there were regular riders who worked on
keeping the fences repaired. When they were working, they stayed in these
shacks.”
The
shack was weathered, as one would expect, and leaning slightly. The front door
was broken on one hinge and Cassie could see where blowing dirt and dust had
formed a pile just inside the entryway.
Hawk
dismounted and went to help Cassie down from Princess’s back. Then he went to
the side of the little shack and returned with bottled water for Cassie and him
and two metal pans for the horses to drink out of. He poured a third bottle of
water into the pans and each animal dipped their velvet nose to quench their
thirst.
Cassie
stretched and rubbed her butt.
“Saddle
sore?” Hawk asked, a lilt in his tone.
“I
guess you could say my butt aches,” she returned with a giggle.
*
* * *
Hawk
took a sip of his water and looked at her. The white Stetson suited her. The
blond hair framing her face was sweat dampened and pressed close to her flushed
cheeks. He trailed his eyes down the arched length of her neck, taking note of
the moisture clinging to her collarbone and following the fleshy cleft created
by her plump breasts.
She
looked good sweaty, he thought, smiling and genuine. It made him feel calm
inside, as though he had finally discovered something about her that had been
bothering him. He wasn’t a curious man, but perhaps, a guarded man. Not
everyone understood. Yet Cassie seemed to.
Or
maybe she merely accepted him for who he was. He was glad of that. He could be
himself around her. He didn’t have to pretend. He hated the idea of
pretense—merely because he found it so hard to do. Sure, he was rich, but he
didn’t flaunt the fact. Sure he adored women—but only one at a time.
And
Cassie could be the last woman he ever loved. Or the first one he truly ever
loved. For a second he contemplated his words. But then he understood the
reason for his slight doubt. He’d never actually been in love before. Lust. He
had been in lust numerous times—like a bull needing to sate himself with a cow.
He
gave a brief chuckle and shook his head. Why had he compared himself to a
bull—of all things? And Cassie…well, Cassie was the one prize he’d been waiting
to claim since he was big enough to discover women.
He
loved to look at her, to imagine himself with her. They were good together.
Very good. And he only wanted the goodness to continue.
*
* * *
Cassie
pulled off her hat and using its brim, fanned herself. Hawk’s eyes were heating
her up more then the Texas sun. If he kept staring, she just might have to take
off her top. She stifled a giggle. It was all too apparent that Hawk’s staring
was making her horny, and playful.
Hawk
threw aside his water bottle and pushed his Stetson to the back of his head,
his hot gaze pinned on Cassie. In the next instant, he was striding over to her,
a slanted grin wreathing his handsome face.
His
hands went immediately to the knot in Cassie’s halter-top. He began untying it,
his knuckles brushing her moist cleavage.
“Funny
thing,” she said in a low toned voice, her eyes watching his fingers. “I was
just thinking about taking my top off.”
“I’ve
been watching your breasts jiggle for hours now,” Hawk said. “And I’m burning
with the desire to put my mouth on them.”
Cassie
drew in a quick breath, his words exciting her.
Her
top peeled away from her moist body, Hawk dropped it on the ground at her feet.
Then he opened his palms and weighed each breast against his hand while his
thumbs came up to circle her nipples.
“Mmmm,”
Cassie cooed, her eyes half-closing in ecstasy. “Cowboy, you sure know what a
girl likes.”
“Your
breasts are beautiful, Cassie. I love to play with them.”
They
were standing under a tree, in the shade, and Hawk was caressing her breasts.
She was watching his hands, enthralled by the tenderness he exhibited toward
her.
Cassie
reached for his fly. She could see the bulge of his erection. Just to tease,
she raked her painted nails across the heavy denim covering his cock.
“You
better watch out,” he warned in a low voice. “I’m loaded.”
“I
know you are, honey,” Cassie whispered. She inched her fingers up, traveling
teasingly along his fly, to the zipper tab. She slowly lowered the tab and felt
his hard cock pressing against her fingers, with only the fabric of his
undershorts preventing it from jumping out.
She
giggled, then glancing up at him, saw his grin broaden. Then she pushed aside
his underwear and let his cock free. It sprang into her hand, and she pulled in
a quick breath. Each time she saw it, handled it, she seemed to think it was
bigger.
His
hands on her breasts were driving her crazy. The balls of his thumbs had made
her nipples into tight clusters that jutted upward as though reaching for his
mouth to suck them in.
“There
isn’t any place to lie down—except in the dirt,” he said, looking round beneath
the trees. Then he pulled his hands from her breasts and began loosening his
shirt.
It
dawned on Cassie then that he intended she lay on his shirt and she began
helping him with the buttons. Soon they were stripping it from his muscular
upper body and he was spreading it out under one tree.
Cassie
giggled and popped the snap on her jeans. Kicking off her tennis shoes, she
pushed the tight pants off her hips and along her legs until she could finally
step out of them. All that remained were her thong underwear, but when she
hooked her thumbs in the elastic at either side, Hawk caught both her hands in
his.
“I’ll
take your panties off...when I’m ready.”
“Ooooo.
That sounds promising.”
She
stood before him, clad only in red thong underwear, looking at him while he
kicked off his boots and stripped out of his jeans and underwear.
They
were naked under the low hanging boughs of an oak tree, somewhere on a
fifteen-hundred acre ranch. It seemed silly. What if someone saw them? But then,
the mere thought lent an aura of sensuality to the moment.
His
hands were on her, feeling her breasts, skimming over her bare buttocks,
outlining the silk thong softly covering her crotch. The breath caught in her
throat. The heat from the sun scorching the bare ground and only slightly
deflected by the oak tree could hardly compare to the blazing inferno raging
inside Cassie.
His
hands were gentle, touching her flesh as though she was fine crystal in danger
of breaking should the pressure be too hard. His lips settled on her left
shoulder, softly caressing her sweat moistened skin. Cassie raised her hands
and delved her fingers into the thick hair at the back of his head, liking the
feel of the silky blond strands mingling with her fingers.
His
lips left a trail of wet kisses, punctuated by the tip of his tongue the length
of her chest to her right breast, then onto her nipple. He clasped her bare
buttocks, pressing her belly against his hard cock, kneading her butt with his
fingers, sending her senses reeling.
Cassie
wound her fingers around his hard cock, then began moving her hand slowly, up
and down over him. He was hard as a rock, a tiny moist drop of seminal fluid
shown on the round, smooth head.
Condom!
She would remember the condom this time!
He
pushed aside the silky patch of her thong, uncovering the smooth lips lying
beneath. His fingers felt their smoothness, parted them, and slid easily among
her wet slippery folds.
“Oh,
my God, Hawk!” Cassie breathed. She spread her legs, wanting him to touch her
more. Hawk dropped to his knees and holding the silk fabric aside, replaced his
fingers with his mouth. Cassie released a ragged breath and almost stumbled
back when she felt his hot mouth touch her pussy.
In
the next moment, Hawk laid her down on the denim shirt beneath the tree, his
mouth returning to her sensitive flesh. He raised her legs to position them
across his broad shoulders, then resumed his play on her folds.
Cassie
could hardly stand the barrage of sensations he was causing her to have. She
bit on her bottom lip and tangled her fingers in Hawk’s blond hair, pressing
his mouth tight against her crotch.
She
didn’t really know when he pulled off her thong, only that when he came to her,
condom in place, she was so glad. She opened her legs and lunged up to meet him
as he pushed inside.
They
moved in a frenzy. Raw emotion and the lusty reach for orgasm streamed through
their bodies. Sweat drenched and stirring up the dust swirling round their
naked bodies - they reached their climax simultaneously.
She
was a wash of trembling emotion when the orgasm streamed through her. Hawk
pressed his chest against her breasts, enjoying the feel of her tight nipples
pressing into his muscles. He clutched her buttocks in one hand, the better to
control his thrusting cock and hold himself inside, while her rapture brought
about her intense bucking. She smelled of womanly musk and hot sweat, a tangle
of rapid breathing and panting gasps. He had brought her to this state—he had
given her this keen sense of feeling with his very body. She felt like an
extension of himself.
Cassie
clung to Hawk. The orgasm lasted so very long—so intense, so strong. Her pulse
throbbed in her wrist. Her breath came in short gasps. She was aware of Hawk
holding her so tightly, of him nestling her body so close to his. It was a
sensual feeling, on top of the exquisite orgasm he had just given her.
A
bit of a breeze moved the leaves on the oak tree and briefly blew across her
fevered skin. Her palms felt the film of sweat covering Hawk’s back and
shoulders. He raised his head and looked down into her eyes. Softly, he brushed
his mouth across hers.
She
cradled his face in her hands, looking up at him, studying him. He had a sexual
appetite equal to her own. Or maybe it was stronger—he had been the one to
initiate the sex under the tree. She remembered then, that she had thought
about taking off her top.
She
laughed suddenly, reading the questioning look in his eyes. But she didn’t get
a chance to tell him her thoughts, silly as they were, because his lips came
down to claim her mouth in a sensuous, possessing kiss.
Chapter
Eight
They
rode back to the ranch house just before supper time, and the entire time
Cassie was aware of Hawk watching her. She could feel his gaze skittering over
her body, as though he was trying to communicate something to her.
Cassie
glanced at him once or twice while the horses galloped along, but she was still
too uncertain of her seat to become too distracted by Hawk, which she knew
could happen quite easily—given his sexy appearance on the black horse.
They
hadn’t been in any hurry to put their clothes on once they’d fucked under the
oak tree. In fact, they had leisurely sprawled out on their backs once they had
gotten their fill of each other—temporary as it would be—and looked at the sky
through the filtering leaves of the tree. It was only when Hawk noticed Major
becoming restless that he got to his feet and tugged Cassie up and they began
gathering their clothes.
Cassie
hadn’t really wanted to return to the ranch house when they did—but her stomach
was empty, and they hadn’t taken any food with them. Truth was, she could have
spent a week under the limbs of the oak with Hawk. It was quiet and
peaceful—not that she craved peace and quiet—but she had Hawk all to herself.
That
sounded possessive, she warned herself. And it was a waste of time thinking
about him in that way. Their relationship was purely sexual—he proved as much
every chance he got.
She
was guilty as well, she admitted. Hawk was a marvelous sex partner—and she took
full advantage of every opportunity she got to bed the big hunk.
Max
had supper waiting when they walked the horses into the barn lot. He waved a
hand at them from the back patio, then returned to the inside of the house.
When Hawk and Cassie finished tending the horses, the hot food was on the table
waiting for them.
Max
had cooked up a beef stew—hardly warm weather fare, Cassie thought, but
delicious nonetheless. She stuffed her belly, complimenting Max on his skills
as cook at the Double D.
When
they had eaten, Cassie went to the shower, and Hawk disappeared into the study
after remembering he had paperwork to catch up on.
Cassie
didn’t see him any more that evening, or the following morning. Max said he had
some business to tend to and would be back the following day. Cassie thought it
odd that Hawk would go away without even a good by kiss—but then she reminded
herself of their relationship. Sex partners didn’t have to tell each other when
they could come and go. Sex partners just lusted after each other and fucked
every opportunity they could.
Cassie
went to the cabin to resume her cleaning with plans to finish up if it took
until midnight. She quickly amended that plan, when she remembered there wasn’t
any electricity at the ranch. If she worked beyond sunset, she’d be forced to
use one of the oil burning lamps she had found in the cabin. How in the world
had Uncle Barney stood it all those years? Wasn’t electricity a prerequisite
for living?
She
parked the rental truck and taking the door key from her purse, let herself
into the cabin. Just inside the front door, setting on the small table beside
the over stuffed arm chair, sat the metal box she had removed from beneath
Uncle Barney’s bed. The packet of cards and letters lay in the box, but she had
taken the deed with her to be on the safe side, she told herself. Now that she
had found the paper, she didn’t intend to let it out of her sight.
She
sighed and went to sit in the chair, her eyes pinned on the metal box. She
should keep the cards and letters just for old time’s sake, she thought,
plucking them from the box.
As
she lifted the packet, her nails scraped the bottom of the box, disturbing what
she first thought was the metal insides coming apart. She found, however, that
there was a false bottom in the box.
Curiosity
urged her on as she tipped the box over and the sheet of tin fell out, along
with a white lace-edged hankie folded around a little gold cross on a chain.
The
sight of the necklace first made her wonder if it was some relic from her
childhood—had she been wearing it when she visited Uncle Barney and lost it
only to have him find it and keep it all these years? But it didn’t look
familiar at all.
Further
inspection led her to believe the necklace had never belonged to anyone. It
looked brand new, despite having been trapped in the metal box with its uncanny
ability to draw moisture from its surroundings.
She
unfolded the handkerchief, creased sharply and yellowed in its folds, to find
embroidered initials in one corner.
MC.
“Marge
Crawford,” she muttered.
Her
jaw dropped open and for a moment she imagined another side to Uncle Barney, a
sentimental man. Yes, but this secret find made her think he was love stricken.
She
grasped the tiny necklace, a gold filigree cross on a delicate gold chain, in
one palm. She had been hoping for an excuse to look up Marge Crawford. Now she
had it. She’d find her and see if she wanted the necklace back. She would
explain that she found it in Uncle Barney’s things. It would be the perfect
excuse to see the woman Uncle Barney had spent his final hours with.
She
locked up the cabin and drove into Tucson. The best way to find someone was to
look up the name in the phone book, but finding a phone book was a difficult
task, she soon found out. With the invention of cell phones, pay phones with
intact phone books were almost obsolete. Then, finally, it dawned on her and
she took her phone from her purse and dialed the information operator. Since
she had been with Hawk for the past week and a half, she had almost forgotten
she had a phone—except when the damned thing began beeping in warning of
needing to be charged.
She
was quickly given Marge Crawford’s phone number and address and pulled into the
first service station she found to ask directions.
*
* * *
Marge
Crawford lived in the suburbs of Tucson, in a small modest house with a white
picket fence surrounding its front yard. A late model red Chevy car sat parked
in the narrow driveway. Cassie pulled in behind it and shut off the truck
motor. She hoped Marge was home, she thought, looking at the house as she
gathered her purse and slid from the truck seat.
She
knocked twice on the front door before she saw the curtain covering the glass
pull back, then a slim woman opened the door.
“I’m
not interested,” she said in a kindly voice, then started to close the door.
“I’m
Cassie Michaels,” Cassie rushed to say, hoping the last name caught her
attention.
“Michaels?”
She studied Cassie for a moment. “Dressed like that, honey, I know you’re
related to Barney.”
Surprise
and a bit of relief shot through Cassie. She hadn’t worn short shorts and a
halter-top to be identified as a relative of Barney Michaels, but rather to
survive the oppressive Texas heat while she slaved away trying to clean the
cabin. But what did that say about Barney? she thought, remembering Hawk’s
account of his last hours alive. Had Uncle Barney really been a sexy stud?
Cassie
stared through the glass in the storm door. And Marge Crawford stared right
back.
Cassie
held out her hand and showed Marge the hanky with the gold cross tucked inside.
“I
found this among my uncle’s things,” she said.
The
door was suddenly pushed open and Cassie stepped inside the house. Marge turned
and led the way into the living room, a small neatly kept area with country
charm; blue fabric-covered chairs flanked a matching couch with a grouping of
traditional tables on either side and in front of the couch.
“I
guess you heard the gossip,” Marge said, taking a seat on the couch. She
invited Cassie to sit with a wave of one hand. “People are so damn cruel.”
“I
haven’t heard any gossip, Miss Crawford. I live in New York and Uncle Barney
willed his ranch to me. I’ve been cleaning the cabin in order to get it ready
to list with a realtor. When I found the handkerchief and the cross, I thought
you might want it back.”
“So
that’s why you’re here?” Marge questioned.
She
had large brown eyes and they were looking critically at Cassie. She was a bit
younger then she had initially thought, early fifties, she guessed, giving her
the benefit of the doubt, with coal black hair piled atop her head. But
anything to do with Marge Crawford was of little consequence now, given the
circumstances.
Marge
smiled at Cassie. “And you thought those things would be a good excuse to drop
by and get a look at the woman your Uncle Barney was screwing when he died—is
that it?”
Annoyance
tinged her voice, and Cassie was suddenly put on guard. “What my uncle did in
his private life was his business. I don’t care how many times he screwed you.”
She stood up and laid the handkerchief and cross on the coffee table, then she
started across the room to the front door.
“I
loved Barney.”
Cassie
halted her feet at the sound of Marge’s voice. She turned round to look at her,
spying a sheen of tears in her eyes.
“I’m
glad,” Cassie said in all sincerity.
“We
didn’t know there was anything wrong with his heart.” She shook her head. “He
seemed healthy. He could get it up two or three times a night.”
Cassie
raised her eyebrows at the woman’s words. She hadn’t come there to hear all the
intimate details of their sexual escapades. Or had she? Earlier she had all but
denied her curiosity about Marge, only to be somewhat intrigued by the woman’s
honesty.
“I’ll
miss him,” Marge said, dabbing at her eyes with a tissue. “I’ve decided to move
back to Nevada,” she continued. “Barney’s sexual appetite made me realize I
can’t live without a man in my bed.”
Cassie
almost felt sorry for her, but she couldn’t give her any advice. She had turned
her thoughts to Hawk with her talk about sex. She turned to leave, satisfied in
her mind that Uncle Barney had loved and been loved. It made her feel
better—knowing there was more in his life then a rundown cabin without
electricity or plumbing.
“I’m
glad I came to see you,” Cassie confessed. She smiled at Marge and went to the
door. Marge was still sitting on the couch dabbing at her eyes when she let
herself out.
She
felt so much better as she backed the rental pickup out of the driveway. Now
she could put Uncle Barney’s memory in its proper place. She didn’t feel sorry
for him anymore. Any man who could get it up two or three times a night didn’t
need her sympathy.
She
drove back to the cabin with all intentions of wrapping up the cleaning and finding
a way to dispose of the furnishings, but when she arrived at the ranch, she
spied John Meyers sitting on the front porch. She eased the pickup in the lane
and shut off the motor.
Meyers
stood up when he saw Cassie in the truck, then she saw he was in the midst of
writing something. He slipped the pen and scrap of paper into his shirt pocket.
“Mr.
Meyers.” Cassie got out of the truck.
He
came toward her, his hand outstretched in greeting. “I thought I had missed you
and was going to leave you a note, Miss Michaels,” he said, grasping her hand
and pumping her arm.
He
seemed more cordial than when he had dropped by earlier. Cassie pulled her hand
out of his and leaned against the front of the pickup waiting for him to tell
her why he had stopped by.
“I’m
still interested in taking this piece of property off your hands. Just name
your price,” he said, smiling sweetly at her.
He
looked nervous, Cassie decided, as though he was trying to put something over
on her. His eyes were deep set, shaded by dark brows that somehow offset his
silver gray hair.
“I
really don’t know why you would want this land.” Cassie spread her arms,
indicating the ranch. “It’s little more then barren land with rocks and
tumbleweeds.”
He
pursed his lips, thinking. “The property adjoins mine. That’s reason enough,”
he alleged, forcing a smile with his thin lips.
Cassie
sucked in a deep breath. “Is there oil on your land, Mr. Meyers?”
“Oil?”
Meyers repeated. He poked his hands into his pockets and glanced around, as
though contemplating his reply.
Cassie
almost laughed in his face. “I don’t think I’ve decided to sell the ranch just
yet,” she said, pushing away from the pickup. “If I change my mind, I’ll drop
by and discuss it with you.”
“Yes...well,”
he stammered.
Cassie
walked past him, taking the door key from her purse. She didn’t look back, but
she heard him slam the door of his truck and knew he was leaving.
She
let herself inside the cabin and plopped down in the armchair. Oil? She hadn’t
given any real serious thought that there might be oil on that
property—until she made the remark to John Meyers and saw his reaction.
“Uncle
Barney would have known,” she mumbled, trying to justify her reasons for
thinking along those lines. “Unless he was too busy fucking Marge Crawford to
be aware of it.”
She
combed her fingers through her hair. Enough already, Meyers was interested in
buying the ground because it adjoined his—just as he said. There wasn’t any
oil—just the wish that there was.
She
levered herself out of the armchair and walked through the cabin. She had
cleaned enough, she decided, taking note of each room as she walked about.
The
small living room with its scant assortment of furnishings—a dreary brown couch
and matching chair, a small bookcase that listed to one side, and the shallow
fire box hearth looked as good as she could make them. She had decided to keep
Uncle Barney’s old Royal typewriter—a memento of his writing career. And the
numerous paperback books bearing his name. She had rearranged the furniture to
better serve the fireplace—the only warmth in the cabin— and cleaned the ashes
out. Since it was July, Uncle Barney should have already cleaned them out—but
then he had probably been too busy with Marge Crawford.
The
visit to Marge kept coming back to mind. On the one hand she had seemed
defensive—assuming Cassie had looked her up just to jeer, as others were
apparently treating the incident with Uncle Barney, given the fact that Marge
was an ex-madam. But on the other hand, she had shown a vulnerability that
Cassie hadn’t expected. She had confessed to loving Barney Michaels, even
thought the admission now would serve no purpose.
The
kitchen was as tidy as it was going to get, Cassie decided, taking in the small
wood stove and the one wooden cabinet in the room. She had boxed up the
utensils and left them sitting on the counter ready to drop off at the first
charity she could find. She had readied Uncle Barney’s books and old typewriter
to mail back to her condo in New York.
The
same was intended in the bedroom. All of Uncle Barney’s clothing and bedding
were packed and ready to be donated. The bed was naked of its covers, and the
mattress atop the metal bed frame, stood forlorn beside the single little
nightstand. She walked over and picked up the wind-up alarm clock she had left
sitting on the nightstand and placed it on the top of the box of clothing. Now
all she had to do was find somewhere to donate everything.
Then
she could get on with her own life.
Which
was? Well, flying back to New York and returning to work on Monday morning.
Where had the past two weeks gone?
“In
bed with Hawk Downs,” she said out loud. And it hadn’t been a waste of time
either. It had been one great orgasm after the other. She felt a little shiver
just remembering.
She
let out a long breath. Time to return to the real world. A wave of sadness
washed over her, making her question her feelings for Hawk.
“Its
just sex with Hawk,” she told herself.
No
wonder she felt a little remorseful at leaving Texas. Hawk Downs was absolutely
the most fantastic sex partner she had ever met. Not even Rory Summers could
hold a candle to Hawk.
She
thought for a moment about Rory. Two years ago they had met at an office
Christmas party. He had been in town to visit relatives for the holidays and
Tom Sullins, one of the attorneys in the firm, had asked him to drop by when he
got in town. They had seen each other across the crowded room—just like in the
movies—and been drawn to each other. They had left the party together—and spent
the next twelve hours in a hotel room fucking.
Rory
had been good—very good—but Hawk was better. Hawk had imagination—but Rory had
only twelve hours, where as Hawk had two weeks.
“Shut
up,” she said to herself. It was beginning to sound like she was measuring Hawk
to her best fuck ever. In the next thought, she’d be judging them by the length
of their cocks.
She
returned to the living room of the cabin and found her cell phone. In a few
minutes she had the number of a local charity and was ringing them up. As luck
would have it, the charity was delighted that she wanted to donate the items
and, after giving them directions to the ranch, told her they would be right
out to pick up everything.
Half
an hour later, Cassie waved at the driver of the pickup truck as it turned in
the dirt lane. Then she watched the two burly men carry everything out of the
cabin and pack it into the truck bed. The sight made her feel a little
nostalgic. But her memories were soon pushed aside to make room for the next
phase of her plan—the listing of the property for sale.
But
that wouldn’t happen today, she decided. Already it was nearing sunset and most
of the real estate agencies would probably be closed for the day. Besides, she
had hoped to talk to Hawk about the land before she listed it.
She
took the old typewriter to the post office and mailed it off then she drove
over to the Double D and found Max just leaving on a hot date.
“I
saved you a plate,” he said, pointing toward the refrigerator. “Zap it in the
microwave and eat up.”
“Thanks,
Max,” Cassie said. “And have a good time on your date.”
“I’m
gonna get lucky again tonight. I can feel it!” he boasted, his mouth stretching
in a wide grin.
“Remember
the condom!” Cassie yelled to him as he rushed out the back door.
Laughing,
she shook her head and went to locate the plate of food Max mentioned. The day
had gone by so quickly that she hadn’t realized she had skipped lunch, but her
stomach was growling from neglect.
Since
Hawk wouldn’t be back until tomorrow, and Max was out for the evening, she
planned on a long relaxing bath. Her muscles were achy from all the cleaning
she had been doing, plus laying on the hard ground under the oak tree yesterday
hadn’t exactly soothed those already sore muscles. Never mind the fantastic
orgasm she had reaped under the tree—nor to mention the horseback riding—well,
a long hot soak in the tub would be a real treat.
She
cleaned her plate—Max had fixed country ham and fried potatoes. She washed the
plate and found where it went in the cabinet, then headed down the hall to her
room for that planned bath.
The
door to Hawk’s study was standing open and she glanced inside when she heard
one of the office machines suddenly kick on. Pausing, she glanced round, spying
the fax machine spitting out a sheet of paper on the corner of the big mahogany
desk.
She
didn’t even think that she might be venturing into uncharted water—she thought
perhaps she knew Hawk as well as any woman had or was likely to. She entered
the office and crossed the floor to the desk. The fax was almost done by the
time she halted her feet.
Her
eyes settled on the single page as it slid from the machine into the paper tray,
and without trying too hard, she caught a few of the typed words. Oil. Drilling
rights. Property location.
Her
mind was suddenly reminded of the conversation she had with John Meyers earlier
in the afternoon concerning Uncle Barney’s ranch, and she stepped round the
desk to view the fax right side up.
The
fax was confirmation of earlier documents sent to Hawk Downs concerning
property lying just East of the Double D. There was a series of numbers
denoting the plat location and site.
Cassie’s
stomach suddenly knotted in surprise. Was the fax about the land Uncle Barney
left to her? She read it again, trying to make sense of it. Why was Hawk
inquiring about the ground that had once belonged to Uncle Barney?
All
sorts of questions raced through her mind. Why hadn’t Hawk told her about his
inquiry? Had Uncle Barney known about the oil?
She
pulled out the big black leather desk chair and sat down, propping her chin on one
hand. She couldn’t quite make heads or tails out of the fax, except that it was
confirming earlier findings concerning the ground she believed once belonged to
Uncle Barney—and now belonged to her.
“Earlier
findings.”
Her
eyes scanned the top of the desk, looking for something more to do with the
message in the fax. There were a number of manila folders stacked neatly in the
center of the desk as though Hawk had been working on something in each of
them. But he had gone out of town on business—why had he left the folders
behind?
She
raised the front flap on the top folder—only to have her suspicions confirmed.
A topography map grabbed her green gaze. At first she didn’t really understand
what she was looking at, until she deciphered the rows of numbers pertaining to
the various parcels of ground. The Double D was drawn out with clear boundaries,
noting each oil derrick’s precise location.
“There’s
dozens of oil wells on the ranch,” she said out loud. Then she saw the fifty
acres of ground that Uncle Barney had owned and read the topographer’s
suggestions for drilling.
The
fact that Max had told her he and Hawk’s father had been oil wildcatters came
into her mind like a bolt of lightening. For a few seconds she didn’t want to
believe what her mind was suggesting. Surely Hawk hadn’t been fucking her
brains out in order to end up with her inheritance!
“No.
I don’t want to believe that!” she said under her breath. But her stomach felt
sick at the possibility that it was true. Why else would Hawk tell her to hang
on to the land for a little while? Other then the fact that he hadn’t enough
time to sway her mind—and he was using sex to do it!
She
felt heat rise inside her—and it wasn’t due to any thoughts of sex. It was
because she was mad as hell. Hawk had been deceiving her—fucking her in more
ways than one.
She
jumped up from the desk and hurried out of the room. What should she do? Should
she wait until Hawk returned home—and blast him with the truth? Or pack her
bags and leave immediately?
She
went to her bedroom and paced the floor in front of the bed. She bit on her
bottom lip, trying to decide what steps to take.
Suddenly
the phone on the bedside table began to ring and she stared at it. Was that
Hawk checking in? she wondered. Curiosity pulled her in the direction of the
phone. In the next instant, she picked it up.
“Hello,”
she said, aware that her voice must sound strained.
“Hi,
babe,” Hawk said in a sultry tone. “I was just calling to check on you. How did
things go at the cabin today?” he asked.
“Fine,”
Cassie replied, tight-lipped. How dare he ask about the cabin? Didn’t he
already know? Wasn’t he one up on her already?
“Fine?”
he repeated, his tone questioning.
“Yeah.
Just fine!”
“I miss you,” Hawk said, his voice low.
Cassie
was silent. Hadn’t he led her on enough?
“Are
you okay, babe?” he inquired, concern in his voice.
Cassie
checked her anger. “I’m tired. I was just getting into bed,” she lied. She
hated to tell lies. They always came back to haunt her. But she could hardly
bring up the matter of his deceit over the phone. She’d just end up slamming
the receiver down. And, she reminded herself, she was in his house.
“I
wish I was there to lay beside you—to tuck your little sexy body beneath mine
and—”
“Hawk,”
she cut him off. “When are you coming back?”
“Tomorrow
afternoon. I have one meeting in the morning, but I think it’ll drag on until
lunch. Once I get to the airport, I can fly back to Tucson in an hour. You’ll
be waiting for me—won’t you? Naked, and in bed?”
She
felt her stomach tip at his words. Sex with him was incredible—but deceit was a
different matter.
“Yes,”
she decided, her jaw set. “I’ll be waiting.”
Chapter
Nine
Cassie
slept fitfully, tossing and turning, her mind racing one minute, giving into
dozing the next. A part of her didn’t want to believe Hawk would deceive her—he
had been so gentle with her—so dedicated to pleasuring her.
Or
had he merely been pleasuring himself?
When
daybreak finally arrived, she got out of bed. Her body ached from the night’s
tossing and turning. Her head felt groggy from missing sleep. She traipsed into
the bathroom and turned on the shower. Leaving the water cold, she stood naked
under the icy spray in an effort to awaken her senses.
Shivering,
she shut off the water and stepped out. As she dried herself, she recalled the
morning she had wielded the razor and shaved off her pubic hair—just because
Hawk asked her to.
Also
because the notion intrigued her at the moment. Now she just felt silly for
having let him take control of her so easily.
“I’m
making him sound like a real son-of-a-bitch,” she muttered, scrubbing her skin
with the towel.
She
had considered the matter all night. Should she leave before he returned to the
ranch? Or hang around and face him?
Would
he tell her about the fax when he got home and found it? Or would he pick up
where he had left off with her—sex at every opportunity?
She
felt a hot rush of tears sting her eyes. Why didn’t she just pack her bag and
leave before he got back? That would be the thing to do.
And
that’s the coward’s way out.
Cassie
Michaels wasn’t a coward.
She’d
stay and fight, she decided. Or better yet, maybe she’d try and outsmart him.
She drew her eyebrows together in contemplation. If she was gonna play that
game—she’d need a plan.
She
dressed and left the Double D without breakfast or speaking to Max. She needed
a quiet place to think. She drove over to the cabin. It was still several hours
before Hawk would be back. She needed a plan before she faced him.
There
wasn’t even a chair to sit on inside the cabin. She perched on the top step
leading up to the porch, her knees drawn up and her arms wrapped around them.
She had never been a conniver. So it was quite difficult to come up with a plan
that would either convict or vindicate Hawk.
Did
she want to convict him? she asked herself, immediately feeling the renewed
sting of tears in her eyes. Not really, but she couldn’t erase the fact that
she had seen the fax...and the map. And Hawk had undoubtedly gone behind her
back.
A
lone tear rolled down the crest of her cheek and she swiped at it with the back
of one hand. Now was no time to go soft. She had to stay strong, to decide what
to do.
She
glanced at the watch on her wrist. Only a few times in her life had time been
so important. Given the circumstances of the moment, this was perhaps the most
critical.
She
had let him into her heart—despite her repeated warnings against doing so. Then
she’d give him the benefit of a doubt. She’d give him the chance to be up front
with her.
If
he did, that would be wonderful. And if he didn’t—she’d leave and never look
back. It might be hard. But she could do it. She was a Michaels, after all.
Her
mind set, she drove back to the Double D to await Hawk’s return.
“Where
were you at breakfast?” Max asked, his hands propped on his hips like a
surrogate parent.
Rather
then lie to him, Cassie conveniently sidestepped the question. “Sorry, Max. I
had things to do.”
“Well
don’t go running off before supper,” he warned, shaking a finger at her. “I
think Hawk has some special plan for you.” He winked.
Max’s
news was unexpected to say the least. “Have you talked to Hawk?” Cassie asked.
“Not
lately,” Max divulged. “But he should be touching down at the airport any time
now.”
Jittery
nerves made Cassie fidget. Suddenly she didn’t know if she’d be able to go
through with her plan or not.
“You
feeling all right?” Max inquired, staring at her with narrowed eyes.
“I’m
just a little tired,” she admitted, hoping he didn’t ask why.
“Well,
take my advice and rest up, cause you’re gonna need all the energy you can
muster when Hawk gets home.” He gave her another conspiratorial wink.
He
left her then to tend to something outside, and Cassie went to her room to lie
down. She hadn’t thought about Hawk coming back with plans for her. Maybe she
could play sickly and wouldn’t have to participate. Or was Max merely being
coy?
She
got up and found her cell phone in her purse. Punching in the number of the
airport, she checked the departure time of her flight back to New York. The
news only made her more aware of the time remaining with Hawk.
It
was late afternoon when Hawk returned to the Double D. Cassie heard him talking
to Max when he came in the back door but she didn’t run to greet him. She
waited in her bedroom, her nerves frazzled. Could she go through with her
plan—without Hawk suspecting she was on to him?
She
sensed his presence moments before he touched her. She was standing at the
window overlooking the driveway when he came up behind her. He wrapped both
arms around her waist and pulled her back against his tall muscular length.
Cassie
couldn’t help but close her eyes in reply to the feel of him; the warmth, the
firm muscles pressing into her back, the intense pressure of his abdomen
pressing against her buttocks. Then there was his erection; she could feel his
cock becoming hard, lengthening, pushing against the confines of his pants.
His
mouth nuzzled her nape, traveled up to her earlobe, then onto her cheek. The
moisture of his kisses coupled with the fragrance of his cologne went straight
to her senses, assaulting her like nothing else.
If
you’re going to give him the benefit of a doubt—then you’re going to have to
act as though nothing is wrong, she silently told herself. You have to give him
the opportunity to tell you about the fax and the map.
She
let out a long, steadying breath. His mouth was hot against her skin and he was
quickly working his lips around to hers. Any moment he would turn her in his
arms, and that would be the telltale second that would reveal whether something
was wrong or not. She had to act as though nothing had changed between them.
Hawk was a wealthy man, a rancher, and an oil producer, for God’s sake! He
piloted a Lear jet—anything else about him she didn’t know, except that he was
pretty smart to have gotten all he had at that point in his life.
His
hands slid from her waist, palms flattened, to glide across her belly. His
right hand ventured lower, possessively cupping her crotch and pressing firmly,
while his left hand continued to explore, roaming onto her bare thigh where her
shorts ended and rubbing sensuously before raising back up to her bare midriff.
He
was turning her on—making her want him. In the next seconds, she relaxed
against him, leaning her back into his body and letting him touch her however
he wanted.
His
hands grew instantly bolder when Cassie’s head lolled against his shoulder. He
brought his right hand from its possessive position on her crotch, up to press
against her belly while he took his right foot and moved her feet further apart,
parting her legs, then his right hand returned to her crotch.
Cassie
drew in a shuddering breath as she felt his hand press against her pussy, then
his fingers inch inside the hem of her shorts and pushed at once into her warm
bare pussy lips. He began to stroke her while his mouth continued to drive her
wild along her neck and earlobe.
His
fingers couldn’t have been better directed, Cassie thought, feeling him touch
just the right spot to bring her to orgasm. His right hand rose over her bare
midriff to push up her halter-top and grasp her bare breast. Her nipple was
being tweaked by hot fingers that knew just how to arouse her.
She
was on fire...and an orgasm was quickly bearing down on her. She clasped her
hands atop Hawk’s, further aroused by the erotic sensations. Then she let it
happen, let the orgasm ripple through her. She pressed her body forward into
his strumming fingers, then back, feeling his hard cock calling to her against
her buttocks.
She
opened her mouth and panted, all too aware of the man at her back who was
giving her the exquisite climax. And all too aware of how much she had needed
the release—since the tension brought on by her discoveries in the office had
made her so uptight.
His
fingers continued to manipulate her, even though she was coming. Her body was
wiggling round like she could hardly stand it—then a second, more powerful
orgasm took over, almost canceling out the first, and she could barely contain
the yelp of utter delight that traveled up her throat.
“Hawk!”
she breathed, almost unable to comprehend what he was doing to her.
Her
mind lost all ability to think. She rose with a maelstrom of unending
pleasures—all from his moving fingers. The room ceased to exist—the barrier of
clothing held no significance—his hands were on her sensitive parts, and he was
intent on making her wild with the orgasmic storm of sensations.
Cassie
was only slightly aware of when Hawk picked her up and took her to the bed in
the room. Orgasm still shook her body, made her insides clench with hot,
streaming forces. Her clothes were stripped off and Hawk was positioning
himself over her, driving his hard cock between her legs, and into her hot
passage that needed further sating.
The
entry of him into her body only served to intensify the orgasms she was
experiencing. She felt heat engulf her entire body as he thrust wildly against
her, spearing her insides with his long cock.
She
felt as limp as a noodle from all the orgasms brought about by his fingers and
when the sensations came on even stronger, brought to the fore by his
penetration, she felt fluid as a river of flowing liquid.
For the longest time Cassie kept her eyes
closed and reveled in the sensations racing through her insides, then she was
consciously aware of Hawk rolling her over, of his arm sliding beneath her
waist and him pulling her up onto her knees.
She was aware of him moving behind her hips, of him reaching into the
drawer on the nightstand and removing something, but she didn’t fully realize
what he wanted to do until she felt his hand on her buttocks, pushing apart the
round, fleshy halves. He dabbed something between her buttocks.
“This
is lubricant, babe,” he said. “I’ll go slow—so it won’t hurt so bad.”
She
felt the rounded head of his cock as he placed it against her rear orifice—and
it briefly intrigued her. She had never had anal sex, but then again, she had
never fucked in water either, and the night Hawk took her in the swimming pool
was not only fantastic, but it had aroused a new carnal awakening inside her.
His
fingers came back to stroke her clitoris, to rub it exquisitely firm and start
the onset of another orgasm. For a moment she wished she’d bothered to count
them, she foolishly thought, then gave herself over to his mastery.
The
orgasm began for her and just as the feeling began to shoot through her pussy,
Hawk began pushing his cock inside her hole. She couldn’t hold back the
surprised yelp as he penetrated her insides with his hardness or deny the
incredible feelings the act brought about. The orgasm was more powerful, the
anal entry of his cock seemed somehow to flood her whole body with orgasm and
not just briefly—her entire body was engulfed with the feelings!
He
moved slowly inside her, pushing in and pulling back, almost to the point of
withdrawing. He pulled his fingers from Cassie’s clitoris and held her buttocks
in each hand, steadying her stance on her knees, while he worked his cock
inside.
Cassie
had brought her upper body upward to lean on her hands, having now since Hawk
quit fondling her discovered a whole new realm of sensations coming about
inside her anal canal. She had heard of anal orgasms, but she had never
experienced one—now she thought she might—and she was eager to feel it.
Her
body was on fire. She was sweating profusely. Her breath was coming is short
gasps. She could feel Hawk’s thighs, muscular and firm, pressed behind her own
thighs, their flesh melding in shared sweat. His big hands were clasp tight on
each of her buttocks -
His
long cock slid inside her, filling her, making her aware of the pressure—the
sensation was like nothing she had ever felt before—filling and at the same
time erotic to think a man would want to possess her in such a manner.
His
thrusting increased in speed, and Cassie knew the sign. He was on the verge of
climax. She felt pliable in his hands, his thrusting cock sliding inside her
with an urgency that sent her brain spiraling.
Then
she felt it—the anal orgasm she had been waiting for. And it felt like nothing
else—it felt as though her whole body had suddenly awakened, had suddenly come
alive with new undiscovered pleasure!
“Oh,
Hawk!” she breathed, finding new energy to press herself back against his body.
The
explosion inside her traveled so quickly along her limbs that she all but
collapsed flat on her belly as Hawk continued to thrust wildly into her body.
To describe the orgasm as merely a storm of sensations would hardly do it
justice since she had never ever felt anything like it. It was more then an
orgasm where her clitoris was involved—every sex organ got into the act—and reaped
untold climatic sensation that thundered through her entire body.
Cassie
collapsed on her belly completely, Hawk on top of her. His cock was pushed out
from her collapsing, and she felt for an instant as though her body had been
rid of a great intrusion—yet the pleasures continued to rifle through her in
such a manner that the whole thing was puzzling.
“I’ve
never...had...anal sex...before,” she confided as Hawk rolled to his side and
pulled her backside against his front.
“And
did you like it?” he asked, his hand sliding across her heaving breasts to find
her taut nipples.
“It
was...incredible!” she related, breathing loudly.
“Did
you notice?” he asked, raising his head and nibbling at her earlobe. “I don’t
have a rubber on.” He chuckled deep in his throat.
Cassie’s
eyes flickered open. What was it about this guy and his inability to remember
to wear a condom? She made a mental note right then; to get back on her birth
control pills once she got home. Sometimes her philosophy of living for the
moment put her in jeopardy.
“So...you
planned...that?” Cassie questioned, her breathing slowing. In a way it was
ironic—his forgetting about a condom, and she being bombarded by orgasmic
sensations to the point that she couldn’t remember them either.
“All
I have to do is look at you, babe, and I get hard,” he whispered.
She
couldn’t help but smile at his admission. In fact, it was that way for her too.
One tiny peek at him, and she was ready to strip out of her clothes and make
mad passionate love with him.
“I
guess you know what that means,” he said, his hand toying with her nipples.
Cassie
raised one hand and caught his moving fingers on her breast. God! Her nipples
were still so sensitive they felt like he’d suckled them for a month—another
lingering effect of the strong orgasms he had reaped from her.
“Don’t
you?” he prompted, refusing to still his fingers when she caught his hand. He
merely mingled his fingers with hers and continued to tickle her nipples.
Cassie
pulled her hand away. She didn’t need any further stimulus and since he hadn’t
stopped his playing fingers, only included hers in the touching, she didn’t
want anything further to develop between them. Now that the initial assault of
the orgasms were waning from her body, she was ready for Hawk to start confessing
about the things she had seen in his office.
“Cassie?”
he said, skimming his lips across her cheek. “You seem distracted. Is
everything okay?”
She
let out a long breath and lifted his arm from across her waist, then she
scooted to the edge of the bed and got up. Heading across the room toward the
shower, she forced herself to reply.
“Every
thing is fine,” she called over her shoulder.
Mentally
she wanted separation from him. She turned on the shower and stepped inside,
almost before the water heated up. She took the bar of deodorant soap and
lathered her body, then rinsed quickly and got out. Wrapping a towel around
herself, she returned to the bedroom—only to find Hawk missing.
“Well,
that didn’t go too well,” she muttered, retrieving her clothes from the floor
and pulling them on. She had accomplished little, aside from having
sex—again—with Hawk. But then, hadn’t she decided not to act suspicious, but to
give him a chance to come clean?
“Everything
seems so muddled,” she admitted, her feelings mixed over waiting for Hawk to
explain things. Why didn’t she just come out and ask him?
“And
have him think I was snooping?”
“And
have you been snooping?”
His
voice was filled with humor, Cassie noted with a start. She jerked her head
round, one leg already in her shorts, and spied Hawk standing only feet away
from her, fully dressed.
“How
can you move around without me hearing you?” she inquired, her heart racing in
fright.
He
shrugged his broad shoulders. “It must be my Indian heritage,” he said, smiling
at her. “Need some help? He stepped forward and picked up Cassie’s halter-top
from where he’d dropped it on the floor, then he held it out to her so she
could slip her arms inside.
Why
was she bothering? She was too aware of his masculinity to ignore him, and he
was too much of an alpha male to be outsmarted by her.
“Did
you bring a dress, by any chance?” he asked, his fingers mingling with hers as
she tried to knot the ties on her top.
“No,”
she answered. “I came to Texas to work—not socialize,” she said, restraint in
her voice.
“You
know what they say—all work and no play makes Cassie a dull girl,” he teased.
He placed the tip of his index finger beneath her chin and tipped her head up.
“Tell me what’s wrong, honey.”
Cassie
tried to look him in the eyes, but a smoldering anger deep inside her wouldn’t
let her. She stared at his chin—his exquisitely strong chin—instead.
“What
makes you think there’s something wrong?” she replied in a tiny voice.
He
leaned his head down and brushed her lips with his. “I have reservations at the
best restaurant in Tucson. I want to take you out and show you off,” he said,
then he brushed her lips with his again. “So let’s go into town and get you a
dress—something sexy as all get out.”
Cassie’s
lips broke into a quick smile. For a split second she really wanted to go
shopping with him—just to see what he’d pick out for her—but then her mind
returned to the reason she was trying to pull away from him.
“I’ll
give you ten minutes to get ready,” he said, taking his hand from her chin and
turning to leave the room.
He
was gone almost before Cassie could digest his words. He wanted to take her out
and show her off—as what, another of his conquests? And she bet he had many.
She
almost screamed, running both hands through her tousled hair. Why wouldn’t he
tell her about the fax he had gotten? She began pacing the floor of the bedroom,
walking quickly from dresser to bed, then from bed to window.
Finally,
in frustration, she brushed her hair, dabbed on lipstick, and grabbed up her
purse. Hell, she could use a new dress!
Chapter
Ten
Cassie
slid into the seat of the black Cadillac and Hawk closed the door. She hadn’t
seen the car—only the truck that Hawk drove. She supposed it had been housed in
the multi-car garage situated adjacent to the ranch house.
Her
eyes took in the rich interior of the automobile, the pale gray leather seats
and wood-embossed dashboard with an instrument panel to rival an airplane. The
aroma of rich Italian leather filtered to her nose.
Then
Hawk slid into the driver’s seat and she was bombarded with his manly aroma. It
made her forget all about the smell of expensive leather. His cologne was a
fragrance that she loved to smell. It was masculine and roughed, just the way
she thought he was. She drew the fragrance deep into her lungs, savoring the
smell. And instantly her anger seemed to subside. She turned a cheery face
toward him as he started the motor of the Cadillac.
“I’m
taking you to Florine,” he announced, turning the car out of the driveway.
Cassie
stared at him with raised eyebrows. Who in the hell was Florine? And why did he
sound as though he knew her intimately? She felt her hackles rise.
“Florine
owns The Boutique, an exclusive women’s shop,” he explained, glancing at
Cassie. “She’ll know just what you’ll need for a night out.”
Cassie
held her tongue, and once they arrived at the shop and got a look at Florine,
she was glad she had.
Florine
Camp was at least seventy years old, with blue-gray hair cut in a stylish
fashion, a trim, though sagging body encased in a navy blue linen suit. She
came to greet Hawk, gliding across the carpeted floor of the shop like she was
on rollers, the moment he led Cassie through the door.
“Hawk,
darling,” she greeted, her arms rising to clasp around his neck. “It’s been too
long. Tell me, how have you been? How’s Max?” she inquired, hugging him.
Hawk
leaned down and gave her a hug. “All is well, Aunt Florine.”
Aunt?
The word struck Cassie right between the eyes.
“This
is Cassie,” Hawk continued, releasing Florine and pulling Cassie forward by one
hand. “I want to take her out on the town, so fix her up, okay?”
Cassie
felt as though she was being handed over to Florine, because Hawk made a quick
exit out the door of the shop leaving the two staring at each other.
“You
have a gorgeous little figure. Come on. We’ll fix you up so you’ll knock Hawk’s
socks off!” Florine said, chuckling and taking Cassie by the elbow.
There
was nothing to do except go along with Florine. Now that she knew she was
Hawk’s aunt—her anger at another female in Hawk’s life was dissolved totally.
Cassie
was ushered into a changing room and told to strip out of her clothes. Then
Florine brought in underclothes, nylons, and a push-up bra. And a pair of black
four-inch stiletto heels.
Then
the evening gowns began arriving. And Cassie found herself overwhelmed with
choices.
“No
more, please!” she remarked holding up both hands when Florine arrived with yet
another armload. “I can’t make up my mind now!”
“Stick
with black,” Florine advised, her eyes studying Cassie. “You look dramatic in
black.”
Finally,
after almost an hour of trying on gowns and weighing how she looked in the
mirrored walls of the dressing room, Cassie chose a long slinky black gown with
a low back and a plunging neckline. The gown hugged her silhouette in silky
elegance and set off the long column of her throat and called attention to her
well-endowed chest.
“Hawk
will go wild when he sees you,” Florine told her, her well made-up, wrinkled
face beaming with accomplishment. “I’ll just give him a call and let him know
we’re through.”
Within
a few minutes, Hawk was at the shop and paying for the stack of things Florine
had boxed up, then Cassie was once again sliding into the plush leather seat of
the Cadillac for the return ride to the ranch.
“It
wasn’t necessary for you to take me shopping and treat me to such an expensive
gown, Hawk.” Cassie turned to him while he maneuvered the car through the
crowded streets of downtown Tucson.
“You’re
my lady,” he said, briefly glancing at her. “I want every man we see tonight to
look at you and want you.”
Cassie’s
jaw dropped open.
“And
then know he can’t ever have you,” he finished, a low chuckle coming from his
throat. He reached over in Cassie’s lap and squeezed her clasped hands,
reassuring her of his words.
*
* * *
When
they arrived at the Double D, Cassie was given time alone to dress and prepare
for their evening on the town. She drew bath water and sank down in it. It was
hot and steamy, and delicately scented with the lavender bath oil she had taken
from her suitcase.
She
felt frazzled from all that had occurred since she arrived at the ranch and
began such a lusty sexual relationship with Hawk. She laid her head back on the
edge of the tub and closed her eyes. For the life of her, she didn’t know where
it was headed.
Hawk
seemed not to notice that she wasn’t as friendly as she had been—but then how
did she expect him to notice when all he wanted to do was fuck her—and she was
all too willing to let him.
Yes,
it was confusing. And now she was to go out on the town with him—he was going
to show her off. Why? Because he wanted to make every other man jealous?
She
pulled the plug and got out of the tub. She was wasting her time complaining
about something that would be over in a couple of days, and taking more time to
make herself smell good—just to appeal to him further.
She
dried herself and returned to the bedroom to dress. She donned the underclothes
she had gotten with the dress and slipped into the silky gown, then stepped
into the strappy sandals, fastening the tiny gold buckle at her ankle.
There
was a small mirror hanging over the dresser, but there wasn’t a full length one
in the room, so she wasn’t able to view her entire reflection. But she
remembered how hot she had looked an hour earlier in Florine’s shop. She put on
her makeup and left the bedroom, traversing down the hallway toward the kitchen
at the back of the house. No one ever seemed to use the front door, she noted,
since all the parking facilities were out back. She knew the impressive ranch
house had one, though—she had entered it the first time she came to the Double
D. She remembered the winding sidewalk leading up to the house with its array
of green shrubbery and colorful perennials.
She
heard Hawk’s voice coming from the office in the house as she started past the
open door. She hesitated, glancing inside, only to see him standing behind the
desk talking on the telephone. He saw her immediately and motioned for her to
enter without pausing in his conversation on the phone.
He
was magnificent in a black tuxedo with a crisp, ruffled, white shirt with tiny
black buttons down its front. His blond hair was neatly combed, that
incorrigible blond lock secured off his forehead. But that part of his
manicured appearance lasted only as long as it took him to bend over and search
for something in one of the desk drawers. Instantly, the lock was back, hanging
midway on his forehead and returning him to that bad boy appearance Cassie had
first tagged him with.
She
wasn’t paying any attention to what he was saying to the person on the phone.
Instead she had been busy drinking his appearance in. Her eyes then lowered to
encompass the surface of the wide mahogany desk, and a disparaging scream
surfaced in her throat. She managed to swallow it down.
The
fax was gone from the machine—and the folder containing the topography map was
absent from the desktop. In fact, the polished surface was clean except for the
phone and an impressive set of gold pens embossed with the Double D logo.
Apparently, he had felt it safe to wave her inside the study, since he had
hidden all the incriminating evidence.
Hawk
abruptly hung up the phone—or so Cassie thought—and she jumped in sudden fright
when he stepped from behind the big desk and came round to clasp her upper arms.
He gave her the once-over, smiling his approval.
“You
look gorgeous!” he said, his voice low and vibrating. “And good enough to eat.”
“So
do you,” Cassie returned. She hoped her voice didn’t reveal the anger and
disappointment she was feeling.
“Later,”
he said taking hold of her left elbow and turning her toward the door of the
study. In a few seconds they were in the car and heading toward Tucson.
Cassie
sat in the plush leather seat, her eyes turned out the side window. If there
had ever been an opportunity for Hawk to tell her about the fax, it had just
passed while they were both in the study. She gritted her teeth and stared out
the window, though there was little to see, except her own reflection in the
window. It was almost eight o’clock and Hawk had mentioned that he had made
reservations for eight-thirty at the restaurant. It really didn’t matter,
Cassie thought. Her stomach was too knotted with anger to handle the presence
of food.
“You’re
all done cleaning the cabin?” Hawk asked, glancing at her.
“All
done,” she replied, her eyes not leaving the black view out the side window.
There weren’t even any streetlights along the way, just an outside security
light on a barn now and then. But they were passing through ranch land after
all, and what did steers need with electric lights? That thought was as silly
as the others flooding her mind, she admitted. In fact, the past two weeks had
all been a silly venture. Why hadn’t she let the attorney who notified her of
Uncle Barney’s death handle the sale of the property? Why had she even
attempted to handle things herself? It had only gotten her in a precarious
position with a Texas cowboy who was on the verge of stealing her heart.
Admittance
is a treacherous thing sometimes, she decided, glancing at Hawk. And what woman
wouldn’t be swayed by his handsome self? He was gorgeous to look at—and even
more gorgeous to be near. And oh, the sex!
She
was relieved to some extent when they reached the city. A barrage of lights
seemed to appear in every direction, intermingled with changing stoplights and
a flood of crisscross traffic.
“Friday
nights are chaotic,” Hawk remarked braking at a red stoplight. He flashed
Cassie a white-toothed grin that nearly melted her heart. He wafted his blue
gaze over her, sending her pulse racing. “I’m really gonna show you off, babe.”
He gave her a wink, seconds before the light changed and they were heading into
the heart of the city.
Petit
Paree was a fancy French restaurant situated in the ritziest part of the city.
It was a large ornate building, with red carpet at its main door, valet parking
and a doorman to direct them inside. A French motif, of course, dictated the
walls and floors. Large framed paintings, murals of French landmarks, the
Eiffel Tower, The Louvre Museum, Notre Dame Cathedral, and the Arc de Triomphe
were dispersed throughout the main dining area. Low lighting throughout gave
the aura of romance, which she was in little mood for, at the present.
The
menu was equally French. Cassie couldn’t decipher a damn thing. And she was
hungry, she decided, when she gave up on thinking Hawk was going to open up to
her.
They
were seated in the middle of the restaurant, at a small table for two. Their
knees almost touched beneath the white linen tablecloth. Waiters in black
jackets and bus boys dressed in white shirts and black trousers swarmed around
them, waiting on the surrounding tables and filling their water glasses. Hawk
ordered a bottle of wine, and a waiter appeared at his elbow to let him sip the
selection before he filled their glasses.
It
was all very elegant and busy. Hawk had already been approached by three
couples that he knew, and he hurried to introduce Cassie, beaming with an inner
pride that puzzled her.
She
felt very self-conscious—as though things were happening around her to which
she had no control. And she really didn’t like being left out of the loop. She
needed to know what her next move was. She was busy studying the menu, when she
heard a familiar voice and glanced up, only to be sorry she had when she saw
John Meyers looking at her. He was speaking to Hawk—but staring at her with his
assessing eyes. And she didn’t like where his gaze was pinned—on her breasts.
She
moved the menu she held, raising it to cut off the path of Meyers’ lustful
gaze. He gave her the creeps, to put it mildly. And she could almost imagine
his relationship with her Uncle Barney to be one of mutual dislike.
“Miss
Michaels,” Meyers greeted Cassie. “And how are you this evening?” he inquired,
bowing his head slightly in her direction.
“Fine, thank you,” Cassie answered, not going
out of her way to strike up a conversation with him.
He
stayed at their table, talking with Hawk, until a black-coated waiter came to
take their order. Cassie had finally made up her mind to ask the waiter to decipher
the menu for her, since everything was in French and she hadn’t yet managed to
find anything she could pronounce—when he came round and directed his gaze at
Hawk.
Hawk
began to order, speaking the French words from the menu with ease. Cassie was relieved
and impressed both at the same time.
“So,
what are we eating?” she asked, leaning across the table and whispering in a
low voice.
Hawk
smiled at her and leaned toward her. “Steaks, medium rare, baked potatoes, and
salad with what else, French dressing.”
She
couldn’t help but laugh. Why had she even bothered to worry about ordering? He
was in total control—as he had been since they first met.
She
picked up her wineglass, filled halfway with a white Chablis of some past year
and brought it to her mouth. She took a tiny sip, barely wetting her tongue.
She had to be careful with wine; it always went straight to her head. And she
didn’t need to get drunk, what with planning to leave for home the day after
tomorrow.
There
was a constant parade of people stopping by their table to speak to Hawk and he
eagerly introduced Cassie to each of them, mostly men alone, but some with
wives, or girlfriends.
Their
food arrived, with a big production, Cassie thought since the waiter hovered
near Hawk’s elbow while he cut his thick steak and deemed it cooked to his
satisfaction. He left then, bowing at the waist, and Cassie figured her steak
was appropriately cooked as well, since the waiter hadn’t glanced at her once,
and Hawk seemed satisfied.
All
through the meal, Hawk played host, shaking hands and introducing Cassie. When
he alleged he wanted to show her off, she never dreamed they might encounter so
many people. It was almost like a receiving line, except they were in the midst
of trying to eat.
Finally,
when Cassie thought everybody in the town had made it a point to drop by their
table, a tall man with a blond woman on either arm arrived. She glanced up,
recognizing the man and the two women she had seen in the airport the day she
arrived in Tucson.
“Finally,
we meet,” the man said, holding out his hand to Cassie. “I’m Roy Mays, and this
is my wife Helen, and our daughter, Susan.”
Cassie
swallowed the mouth full of food she had been chewing and dabbed at the corners
of her mouth with the linen napkin. She slid her right hand into Roy’s hand and
smiled politely.
“Nice
to meet you,” she said, the name faintly ringing a bell in the back of her
mind.
“And
how goes it with your uncle’s property?” he inquired, still holding her hand.
Then
she knew who he was! Roy Mays; he was the attorney from Tucson who had notified
her of Uncle Barney’s death, and told her of her inheritance. How ironic that
he should be with Hawk the very first time she saw either of them. The thought
stuck in her mind in a funny sort of way.
“She’s
been working really hard over at that little cabin,” Hawk put in, pulling Roy’s
attention away from Cassie.
Cassie
sat silently and let Hawk do the talking. What could she say to Roy Mays? That
she had been all ready to sell the ground, but then she had nosed around Hawk’s
office and found out there was oil on the land and had since changed her mind?
She
glanced at Helen Mays, exchanged smiles, then glanced at the daughter, Susan.
There was a rather unfriendly look on her face—and it suddenly dawned on Cassie
that the woman was jealous. She had her own ideas about Hawk, apparently.
Cassie
blew off the look and returned her attentions to her meal. The steak was
excellent, if she could manage to eat it before it got too cold.
“It
was nice to finally meet you in person, Miss Michaels,” Roy Mays said. “And if
I can be of any help, don’t hesitate to drop by my office.”
Cassie
smiled at him and nodded her head. It was nice of him to offer, but—
They
had almost finished eating by the time Hawk had stopped holding court. Cassie
wiped her mouth and leaned back in her chair. She was stuffed. She couldn’t eat
another bite. But then the waiter appeared with a tray of desserts, and her
reserve went right out the window.
“I’m
a pushover for cheesecake,” she admitted recognizing the creamy concoction on
his tray.
Hawk
was watching her from across the table. She picked up the fork the waiter
placed in front of her and attacked the cheesecake, sighing her enjoyment with
the first bite.
“Are
you enjoying the evening?” Hawk asked, looking intently at her.
“I’m
meeting a lot of people,” she said, her tone slightly teasing. “Do you know
everyone in Tucson?”
He
chuckled and accepted the after-dinner coffee the waiter offered. When the
waiter had left, he redirected his attention to Cassie.
“Believe
me, babe, everyone is impressed with you,” he boasted, sitting a little
straighter in his chair.
“You
make me sound like a prize heifer or something, Hawk.”
He
frowned suddenly, shaking his head. “I’m telling you that you’re a beautiful,
sexy woman and I’m a lucky guy to be with you.”
She
didn’t quite know what to make of his words, since she had witnessed him
gloating every time a man looked at her. He sounded shallow as hell, but that
didn’t seem right either. What was he talking about that she wasn’t grasping?
She
put down her fork suddenly. They had been at the restaurant for almost two
hours and he had showed her off to more people then she’d known in her
lifetime—and still he hadn’t divulged a word to her about receiving that damn
fax! He could have told her about it in the car on the drive to the restaurant;
he could have whispered it to her in an aside during a break from meeting one
of his friends – hell! He could have written it on the corner of the linen
napkin and passed it across the table to her—why in heaven’s name was he
keeping such incredible news all to himself? And he had done all the talking
when attorney Roy Mays had asked her about her uncle’s property.
“Excuse
me. I need to powder my nose,” she said getting up from her chair. She grabbed
her purse and walked toward the LOUNGE sign at the rear of the room. Enough was
enough.
Chapter
Eleven
Cassie
considered using her cell phone to call a cab and leave the restaurant, but
after a few minutes dashed the idea. She didn’t want to embarrass Hawk—there
were enough people in the restaurant that he’d never live down the fact that a
woman had walked out on him in public.
She
powdered her nose, and gathered her courage. Then she returned to the table
where Hawk waited. He looked relieved to see her, as if he knew she had
thoughts of running out on him. But he recovered soon enough, Cassie noted,
resuming her seat.
In
a few minutes they were leaving the restaurant and heading to the second phase
of the evening—the opera.
“Who
knew Tucson had an opera,” she remarked when Hawk revealed their destination.
“Or a real French restaurant,” she added, her surprise revealed at being
treated to two elaborate things in one night.
They
had a private box very near the stage for the opera. The Turn Of The Screw by
Benjamin Britten, an English composer. The production was fantastic, though its
name was somewhat ironic—given the circumstances with herself and Hawk, but she
had to admit, she enjoyed it.
It
was midnight when they started back to the Double D. Cassie was tired, and she
couldn’t say it was a good tired, it was a relieved tired—relieved that the
evening was coming to an end.
But
she was pissed off, too.
Hawk
had passed up ample opportunities to tell her about the fax he received. Every
time she thought about his silence, she got angry. She had, after a series of
self-discussions, decided she would do her own investigating about the land
Uncle Barney left her, and she’d begin as soon as she got back to New York.
She’d contact Roy Mays and tell him her thoughts about oil on the land and ask
his advice, since he had been Uncle Barney’s attorney.
They
were quiet on the ride home and Cassie was mentally trying to brace herself for
what was probably inevitable when they reached the ranch. Sex. Hawk kept
reaching over and stroking her bare shoulder. A couple of times he had brushed
his palm across her left breast. They would have sex when they arrived at the
Double D, there wasn’t a doubt in her mind to the contrary.
She
would have sex with the man who was deceiving her.
The
thought stuck in her throat. Worse yet, she enjoyed having sex with Hawk. He
was the perfect lover. The most absolute incredible lover she had ever been
with.
So
why not take the sex—live for the moment? And ride off into the sunset. The
thought brought tears to her eyes. For two weeks she had insisted her
relationship with Hawk was purely sexual. A mutual coming together for lusty
fulfillment.
And
she had enjoyed every moment of it.
It
would be bittersweet, she decided, glancing at Hawk as he turned the Cadillac
into the driveway at the ranch. Tonight would be their swan song—the last fuck
before she disappeared forever.
The
ranch was dark except for the security lights that came on when they neared the
garage, then the house. Hawk held Cassie’s hand and led the way through the
back door, turning on lights as he went.
When
they were inside the house, Cassie pulled her hand free of his and headed
toward the bedroom, intent on having a shower, perhaps before Hawk joined her.
She just really didn’t think she could face having sex with him in the shower.
The dark would be better since she knew the emotional feelings of the act would
be with her for the rest of her life.
Cassie
hurried with her shower but she wasn’t quick enough. She saw Hawk coming into
the bathroom to join her. He was naked. And he was so damned appealing.
He
slid the glass door open and stepped inside. And Cassie nearly melted at the
sight of him. She gazed up at him, the shower spray wetting her hair and racing
down her face in small rivulets.
She
went into his arms, pressing her body into the firm contours of his. She
breathed in his scent, ran her palms over his hair-roughened chest, trailing
low onto his flat abdomen, then twining her fingers around his erection. She
had never met a man like him, never known sexual bliss to be so intense. He was
all she had ever dreamed of.
*
* * *
Hawk
delved his hand into the wet hair at the back of her head, bringing her face
upward so he could look into her eyes. Water droplets clung to her dark
eyelashes, giving her green eyes a luminous appeal. The fine spray sat on the
crest of her left cheek and in the tiny furrow beside her nose. He pulled in a
deep breath and lowered his head to claim her mouth.
Her
lips were receiving, obedient, and they conformed to his with a pliable
softness that allowed him to be in total command. It gave him a rush of power,
and a sexual control over her that urged his mouth to take things to the next
level.
He
pulled in a ragged breath. Cassie was the girl of his dreams. She was his to
love—to keep and protect.
It
was a wild thought—but one that totally spoke of his feelings for her. Lust and
want combined, to fill his big body and reinforce the feelings he allowed to
surface. He could stop looking—he could feel assured that his long wait for a
woman to love was at an end.
His
heart brimmed with love. His Cassie. His woman. She fit his body as well as his
mind. She was his soul mate. His emotions going full throttle, there was no
holding back—taking Cassie only confirmed his need for her.
*
* * *
Cassie
had no control over Hawk, only her resilience to conform to his will kept her
leaning against his body while the warm shower spray pelted her body. She had
no thoughts aside from the one that remained a true constant in her mind.
This
would be the last time she would be with Hawk.
Suddenly,
she was moving under the volition of Hawk’s hands but her senses were still
consumed by his masterful kissing of her lips. Her eyes flickered open only to
be forced closed again by the battery of spraying water.
Then
the force of the shower ended, and Hawk was securing a towel around her
drenched body and lifting her into his arms. She was carried to the bed,
encased in a cocoon of terrycloth, and laid down. She was wet, but held so
tightly by the bands of steel that she had no recourse but to like it.
He
nestled his body against hers, resumed his sensual attention to her mouth,
cradling her head in the valley formed by his arm and shoulder. She didn’t know
how it could have happened—how she could have possibly drifted into sleep—with
the exquisite assault on her mouth, but she did.
A
noise broke into Cassie’s sound sleep state, a noise that sounded somewhere in
the house, but she was unable to identify it. She opened her eyes to find she
was laying on her right side completely encased in the bath towel from last
night.
She
fought to remember the final moments she had spent with Hawk. Had they made
love?
Made
love? When
had she started referring to their sexual escapades as lovemaking? Weren’t they
merely lusty bouts of sexual frenzy that gave them both the orgasms they
wanted—or needed?
She
pushed the towel away from her body and sat up on the side of the bed. Her head
felt groggy from the short night with little sleep. And her mouth felt pasty.
She raised one hand and combed her fingers through her hair. It was plastered
to her skull, limp and straight.
She
forced herself to get up, to stand on her own two feet. Thank God, Hawk wasn’t
there to see how frightful she looked. But then, she was leaving today and it
really didn’t matter. Despite the evening he had given her, the expensive
dinner at the French restaurant—that damn French menu still puzzled her. Surely
not every patron they had could speak French and now that she thought about it,
the waiters didn’t speak a word of French either. The thought that she had been
tricked crossed her mind.
She
laughed suddenly, a loud snort that came from her nose as much as from her
mouth. Hawk had tricked her—or maybe she had been too damned caught up in
waiting for him to tell her about the fax he received to realize the menu was
written in English as well as French.
She
let out a long breath. What else had he been up to that she didn’t understand?
She suddenly felt a pain in her head, the onset of a headache. Well, if she
remembered correctly, she had been dealing with a headache the very first time
she laid eyes on Hawk Downs. It was somehow appropriate that she should end the
relationship feeling the same way.
She
pulled on her stretch jeans and a red T-shirt and slid her feet into her
sandals, then she began gathering up her clothes from the room. She took her
toiletries from the bathroom and her hairbrush from the top of the bureau. In a
few miserable minutes she was packed and ready to slip out of the back door of
the Double D Ranch house. She only hoped she didn’t encounter Max in the
kitchen wearing his usual apron and standing over a pan of bacon and eggs. Hawk,
she already knew, was up and out on ranch business so she didn’t think she
would meet up with him while she was trying to make her escape.
Escape?
Yes. She was escaping a man who chose to deceive her—a man she had been on the
verge of falling in love with.
Had
she really?
Yes.
But
now it was too late—too late for her and Hawk to have anything. They had sex,
and many pleasures of the body, but trust and honesty hadn’t entered into the
budding relationship.
She
scanned the room, making sure she had gathered every last item she had arrived
with. God forbid she should leave anything behind that would ever give Hawk a
reason to come looking for her.
Her
perusal took in the black evening gown he had paid for and insisted she wear
lying on the small chair near the door. She had placed the shoes and
undergarments—the entire outfit—in a neat little stack. Hawk could return
everything to Florine. She was his aunt after all, and would let him return
everything for cash, perhaps. Relatives were known for doing things like that
for kin.
Unless
Hawk was too proud to take everything back.
In
that case, she surmised, he could look for someone else to wear the outfit.
The
thought brought immediate tears to her eyes. She didn’t want to think about
Hawk with anyone else—yet she was leaving him. She had her bag in one hand, the
truck keys in the other, and she was on her way out of his life forever. She
choked back the sob rising in her throat and opened the bedroom door.
There
was no sign of Max as Cassie hurried through the kitchen to the back door. Once
outside, she ran across the brick patio surrounding the swimming pool to the
rental pickup parked near the garage. In a matter of seconds, she was in the
driver’s seat and fitting the key in the ignition. So far, so good, she dared
to think as she backed the pickup out into the drive and headed down the lane
leading to the highway.
She
placed a call to the airport with one hand while she drove with the other. She
hoped to God her flight was on time. She’d be flying to St. Louis, then
catching a plane on to New York.
She
was given good news about the departure time of her flight to St. Louis. She’d
have only fifteen minutes to check her luggage and return the rental truck. She
bit on her bottom lip. Maybe, just maybe, she’d be able to relax once she got
on board the plane and it lifted off the ground.
*
* * *
Nothing
went as she had hoped it would. Her first stop was the ticket counter. She was
leaving before her return flight had been scheduled. She lied and said she had
an emergency. For Pete’s sake! It was only two days early! When that matter was
finally resolved, she checked her bag and headed for the car rental counter. As
luck would have it, the same woman she had dealt with previously was perched
behind the counter, and Cassie could tell by the look on her face that she
remembered her.
Cassie
slid the key across the counter to the woman and turned on her heel. Enough
said, she thought. The woman could figure it out for herself. She had parked
the red pickup near the front of the main parking lot—she could look right out
the front window of the lobby and see it.
When
she finally boarded the plane, she found her seat by the window, and plopped
into it. What a way to start the day! She didn’t want to think about it. She
leaned her head back against the headrest and closed her eyes. Maybe everyone
in close proximity would think she was sleeping and leave her alone. She had
never felt so weary.
*
* * *
By
the time the plane touched down in St. Louis, Cassie had calmed down a little.
She had even managed to have a short conversation with the woman seated next to
her. She got her bag from the baggage check and went to the large display board
at the main counter to check the status of her next plane to New York. Seeing
that everything looked on schedule, she breathed a sigh of relief.
By
the time her flight landed in New York, Cassie felt confident that she had
successfully eluded Hawk. She bit on her bottom lip. Running from him had been
the hardest thing she had ever done. She warned herself about contemplating the
past.
“Don’t
remember him,” she muttered beneath her breath.
It
was mid-afternoon when Cassie got off the plane in New York. Right away she
seemed to be bombarded with all the noise and people rushing about. It was a
sharp contrast to what she had encountered in Texas.
She
got her bag and waited with the horde for a cab to take her back to her condo.
When it was finally her turn for a ride, she settled in the back seat and let
relief travel through her insides. She’d go home and have a long hot bath,
soothe her frazzled nerves with a hot cup of tea and then crawl into bed and
sleep for hours and hours. In fact, she just might stay in bed until time to go
back to work Monday morning.
*
* * *
Everything
was just as she had left it at home. There was a pile of mail that had
accumulated near the front door where the mailman had poked it through the mail
slot, but aside from that, all appeared undisturbed. She came inside and locked
the door behind her. Carrying her suitcase through the modern style living room
with its stark white walls and pale mauve and jade green couch and matching
chair, into the ivory colored bedroom with the white lace bedspread and frilly
lace curtains at the single window. The condo had an esoteric feel about it,
private, yet belonging to Cassie, the woman who took advantage of the moment.
She
grimaced at the thought. Sometimes she just didn’t understand herself. Or
anybody else, she tacked on in afterthought.
She
kept true to her word about the hot bath and the cup of tea and hurried to run
bath water. But then she remembered seeing the red light blinking on the
answering machine and went to check her messages. She pushed the button and
returned to the bathroom.
As
it happened, there was nothing urgent on the machine, just a couple of messages
from some of her coworkers wishing her luck in Texas, and one reminder from her
mother to give her a call when she arrived home.
Sorry,
Mom, but I need to clear my head before I talk to you, she thought, sinking
into the tub of steaming water.
She
made a pact with herself not to think about Hawk, and tried to keep the promise
by putting her mind elsewhere. But it was hard to do. Every aspect of the past
two weeks had somehow been connected to him. Even from the very beginning when
she had arrived at the airport- she saw him crossing the lobby and had the
lusty urge to bed him.
She’d
put her mind on deciding what to do about Uncle Barney’s ranch. She still found
it difficult to believe that the land—all fifty acres—now belonged to her. She
owned a ranch in Texas. Why couldn’t she set her mind to the fact?
She
was going to sell it...wasn’t she?
Well,
no, she had changed her mind. But since finding the fax on Hawk’s machine, she
didn’t know what to do. The fact was, she had been hoping Hawk would guide her
in her decision.
“Fat
chance,” she muttered, pouring the freshly brewed tea into a china cup. She
tied the knot on her robe tighter and padded barefoot into the living room.
Folding one leg beneath her body, she sank into the softness of the down-filled
couch cushion.
Hawk
had planned to get the land for himself. He was working hard on getting her to
trust him—before he offered to take the land off her hands. It was clear to
her. As clear as one of those hot Texas days she had endured at his ranch.
She
groaned in remembrance of his hands on her body. He was so damned good with his
manipulating and molding of her senses. If fact, she remembered, she really
didn’t do much thinking on her own when she had been with him. He had always
been the one to lead her, to make the decisions—to decide when and where, not
to mention how they had sex.
She
sipped her tea and tried to put her mind on other things. When she returned to
work on Monday, her brain would be busy with legal issues and wouldn’t wander
back to thoughts of Hawk.
The
law firm had been handling two different corporate cases when she’d left on
vacation. She wondered if either was resolved. Then it became very apparent to
her that she really didn’t care if they were or not.
She
felt almost startled by her own admission. For most of her life she had been
fascinated by law, the why and how of legal things, of corporations and
business giants, but suddenly she didn’t even find thinking about two of the
most important cases the law firm had ever handled intrigued her anymore.
Well,
she’d just have to get back in the thick of things, she told herself. She had
several years invested in that job at the law firm. She agreed and disagreed
with herself for the remaining two days of her vacation, then bucked up her
courage and took the subway into work on Monday morning. If she managed things
right, if she worked at it really hard, she’d get back in the swing of
things—the rat race—in no time at all.
Chapter
Twelve
Cassie
wasn’t ready for the arrival of Hawk at the Furgeson Law office. She almost
swallowed her tongue when she spied him stepping off the elevator into the
foyer that Monday morning. She had just returned to her office after taking
dictation from Mr. Furgeson when she happened to see him. She froze in her
tracks, her knees shaking. How in hell had he found her? And why had he
bothered?
Deloris,
the receptionist, pointed the direction to Cassie’s office, and Hawk turned his
eyes down the hallway, locking gazes with Cassie as she stood in her frozen
state, notepad in hand, a look of total shock on her face.
He
walked toward her, all six-foot length of Texas male, his thin hips loose in
his easy, rolling gait. He held a black Stetson in one hand and his blond hair
fell across his forehead in disarray. He wore denim; appropriate for a Texas
cowboy, but terribly out of place in a New York law office. His choice of dress
told her he wasn’t there to impress anybody. After all, she had seen him in a
tux—he could dress up when he chose. He was his own man.
There
was a look of concern on his face, not one of judgment. He had come to ask why
she had run out on him. He had come for answers. And she knew him well enough
to know he wasn’t leaving without them.
She
stood still and waited for him, and when he drew so near that his cologne reached
her nose, it was too close for comfort. She knew the spell he somehow had over
her would reach out and encompass her senses.
“Cassie,”
he said in a low voice.
His
eyebrows were drawn together across his forehead, questioning, as his gaze
continued to hold hers. He reached out with his right hand and grasped her left
elbow, pulling her within millimeters of his chest.
“Where can we talk?” he asked, his tone
urgent.
“I’m
busy, Hawk.”
His
fingers tightened on her arm. “I just need five minutes,” he said.
Five
minutes with you and I’ll be back in your arms, Cassie thought, the notion
surging through her like quicksilver.
“I
don’t have five—” she began.
“Yes,
you do,” he informed her. He glanced round, looking for a place to secret them
away. He found none, for he was astute enough to know there were attorneys
behind the closed office doors, and he pulled her back toward the foyer. In the
next few seconds he had pushed Cassie into the elevator and closed the door.
The
elevator whirred to life, and Hawk watched the lights pop on as they neared the
rooftop of the building.
Cassie
looked at him. His jaw was clamped tight in a defiant manner. It wasn’t going
to be easy dealing with him, she knew, but she had to make him leave. There was
no future for them together. Deceit had no place in a relationship between a
man and a woman.
The
elevator doors slid open on the rooftop and Hawk pulled Cassie outside into the
bright sunshine. The roof was a place where some of the workers in the building
came to eat lunch. There was a metal picnic table and several chairs clustered
together near the air-conditioning units adjacent to the elevator doors. He led
her to the table and pushed her down into a chair, then knelt in front of her.
Cassie
still held her notepad and pen in her hands, but Hawk soon rid her of those,
holding her hands in his as he looked into her eyes.
“I
want to know why you ran out on me, Cassie.”
Cassie
swallowed to ease the dryness in her throat. This was the time of reckoning—the
showdown she had purposely run away from.
“Level
with me.” He let out an exasperated breath while she stared at him, seemingly
at a loss for words. “Do you know how damn hard it was for me to find you?” he
added, giving his head a shake.
She
had no idea she was so well concealed, she thought, the notion bordering on
nonsense.
“Don’t
you think I deserve an explanation for you leaving and not telling me?”
His
clean-shaven cheek beckoned to her and his piercing blue eyes could see right
into her very soul. Her stomach tremored with utter wanting of him.
He
grabbed her by the upper arms suddenly and gave her a little shake, as though
to bring her out of the reverie she had slipped into.
“Cassie,
I love you,” he said, staring down at her startled face. “My God! I love you.”
“Hawk,”
she murmured, bracing her palm against his chest. His declaration of love shot
straight to her heart.
“Talk
to me, babe, tell me what happened—why did you leave?” His blue eyes begged her
to level with him, to answer his questions.
“I
saw the fax—” she began, then halted her words, looking at him with eyes that
were rapidly filling up with tears of anguish.
“Fax?
What fax? The fax from the surveying company?”
Cassie
shrugged her shoulders. “It came while you were gone on a business trip...and I
happened to hear it as I was walking down the hall. It was all about oil on
Uncle Barney’s ranch.”
“Yes,
honey,” Hawk interrupted, a relieved smile coming to his lips. “Yes, that’s
what I was going to surprise you with—but you never gave me a chance.”
“You
had two days, Hawk.” Tears spilled from her eyes.
Hawk
turned loose of her upper arms and poked his fingers into one shirt pocket. He
pulled out a sheet of paper. When he unfolded it, Cassie saw that it was the
fax she had seen that night in the office.
“Honey,
remember when I told you to hang onto the ground that belonged to Barney for a
little while longer?” He held the paper out for her to see.
“Yes,”
she choked out, her eyes so bleary she could hardly make out the writing on the
paper.
“Well,
about two months before Barney had his fatal heart attack, he came to me about
the possibility that there might be oil on his property. Since there was oil on
John Meyers’ ranch and the Double D, he said he was a little suspicious,
because Meyers had been trying to buy his ranch. But he didn’t know how to go
about finding out if there was oil or not.”
Cassie
listened and dabbed at her eyes with one hand, staring at him.
“We
had set the wheels in motion to find out if there was oil on the land just
before Barney died,” Hawk explained. He pushed the fax into Cassie’s hands.
“This fax is the confirmation Barney was waiting for. Yes, his suspicions were
right. There is definitely oil on the land. Honey, you don’t want to sell the
land—you want to drill an oil well!”
Cassie’s
jaw dropped as she stared at the paper in her hand.
“But
why didn’t you tell me when you got home and read the fax?” she questioned, her
eyes beseeching his.
“I
had planned to, over dinner, but then everybody kept stopping by the table and
I didn’t get a chance. Then I was going to tell you after we got back to the
Double D but you acted so strange toward me one second, and then horny as hell
the next—I didn’t know what to do,” he admitted, half smiling. “I really
couldn’t read you, babe. In the shower, one second you acted like you didn’t
want me in there with you, and the next, you were all over me.”
Cassie
reached out and touched his lips with one fingertip, silencing him.
“I
thought you should have told me about the fax long before that time arrived,
Hawk. And when you didn’t, I thought you were deliberately deceiving me.” She
drew in a steadying breath. “I thought you were...just having sex with me...in
order to make me sell you the land.”
“Honey,
I love you.” He grasped the fingers touching his lips and kissed them, then
pressed his lips to the palm of her hand. “I love you, Cassie,” he repeated
soothingly
“I
love you, too,” she admitted, a great weight lifting from her heart. “Oh, Hawk.
I love you so much!”
She
was in his arms then, and his mouth was pressing against hers. His hands slid
along her back, lowering to her waist. He pulled her up, into his arms where he
could press her warm body into the firm contours of his.
“You’re
coming back to Texas with me, Cassie,” he informed her, his mouth breaking from
hers long enough for him to say the words.
Joy
fluttered through Cassie’s heart. She squeezed her eyes shut, closing out all
else except the wonderful feel of Hawk’s lips against hers, and his arms
holding her body. She had been so foolish to think she could ever deny her love
for him.
“Will
you marry me, Cassie?” he asked, pulling slightly away and looking down into
her face.
Cassie
opened her eyes and looked up. “Yes, Hawk. I’ll marry you.” She pulled his body
against hers.
“Oh,
Cassie!” He squeezed her in his arms, kissing her hair near her ear. “Damn! I’m
getting hard, babe.”
Cassie
could feel his erection pressing against her belly. She broke his hug and
peered up at him. She had gone without sex—and Hawk—for three days. She began
opening her blouse, pushing aside the gauzy fabric to expose her lacy bra, then
slipped up the cups exposing her breasts. Then she pulled up her skirt, all the
while smiling at Hawk.
In
the next instant, Hawk’s hands were on her breasts, bringing her nipples to
tight little rosy clusters and her hands were unzipping his fly, to release his
erection into her palms.
“Take
me now, Hawk,” she encouraged, hooking her thumbs in the elastic of her
pantyhose and pushing them off her hips. “Take me,” she murmured, displaying
her bare butt to his lusty gaze.
He
lifted Cassie to where she could fit his hard cock between her legs, then he
entered her, quick and sharp, with a heated thrust that took the breath from
her. He held her bare buttocks in either palm and bucked his hips against hers.
Cassie
clung to his broad shoulders, the thought of having sex with the man she loved
on the rooftop in the hot July sun sending her senses reeling.
She
heard her own breath coming in short gasps and Hawk was breathing loudly in her
ear as he held her and thrust into her body. His long cock felt exquisite,
sliding in and jabbing at her sensitive tissues. And to think she had honestly
thought that she could live without ever seeing him again. Silly girl! She
could no more live without Hawk then she could live without air.
She
drew in a quick breath when the sensations bore down on her. She slammed her
hips against his, forcing every nuance of feelings from her body, savoring, and
wanting more, until the rapture totally engulfed her from head to toe.
When
they were finished, Hawk kissed her deeply. Then he tucked his cock back inside
his jeans, while Cassie pulled up her pantyhose and adjusted her skirt,
replacing her bra and buttoning her blouse.
“Go
tell your boss you’re quitting,” Hawk ordered, taking her hand in his. “We’re
flying back to Texas today. I won’t be without you for another moment.”
Cassie
rose up on her tiptoes and kissed his tanned cheek. They would be together
always, she thought, a broad smile spanning her lips. And they would have
delicious sex for the rest of their lives.
She
giggled suddenly, remembering that between them, they had forgotten the
condom—again!
The
End
About the Author
W |
hen I’m not writing romance, I freelance to an
assortment of fiction and nonfiction magazines. I enjoy traveling with my
husband Dave, and meeting new people. Some of my favorite things are white
roses, satin sheets, and pink champagne.