RELENTLESS
ADVERSARY
Jayne Castle
Copyright © 1982 by Jayne Krentz
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chpater 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chpater 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Handling Locke Charming had a lot in common with handling a loaded gun
or, Kelly Winfield smiled to herself, an uncovered fencing foil. One
must take great care to keep the weapon pointed away from oneself.
Unfortunately the exercise was turning out to have all the deadly
fascination of a duel.
It wasn't her fault she found herself in the dangerous situation, Kelly
decided as the waiter poured wine for her and Locke. She had asked her
boss for a weapon, and Helen Forrester had calmly given her Locke
Channing. Instructions and cautionary advice had not been included.
Kelly had known the moment Marcie Reynolds had shown him into her
office that both were needed.
"Well," she began as the waiter withdrew, "have you any ideas? Since
you insisted on discussing this outside the office, I assume Forrester
Stereo and Video has trouble."
Her soft, slightly husky voice was politely businesslike, but even
Kelly could hear the faint ring of challenge buried in it. Annoyed with
herself, she lifted the wineglass and sipped the fine Pinot Noir as she
waited for Locke's response.
Over the rim of the glass his warlock eyes clashed with her silvery
blue gaze. "What makes you think I invited you out to dinner solely to
discuss the investigation?"
Kelly surveyed him with extreme caution. "Since your arrival three days
ago you've scarcely emerged from the computer room. This afternoon you
presented yourself in my office and told me I had to have dinner with
you, that you didn't want to talk about matters in such sensitive
surroundings. What else am I to think?"
"How about thinking the obvious?" he suggested in a drawl of metal and
silk. Every time she heard it, that voice managed to ruffle Kelly's
nerve endings. Deep, beguiling, and dangerous.
"I thought I was," she parried softly.
He smiled at that, and the smile was every bit as dangerous as the
voice. It didn't reach the jade-green eyes.
"Do we have to go through this?" he asked almost gently.
"You're the one who invited me out to dinner to discuss your findings,"
she pointed out smoothly.
The jade eyes narrowed with barely restrained impatience. "You know
what I mean," he murmured. "You've known from the beginning. The day I
walked into your office we both knew that there was something important
happening between us."
If you only knew how important, Kelly thought ruefully. You have the
power to ruin my comfortable new life, and so far you aren't even aware
of it. Her smile widened slightly with a mockery that was mirrored in
the silver of her blue eyes. Egotistical, self-assured male that he
was, Locke Charming assumed that the electricity that had flowed so
unexpectedly between them was generated by a primitive male-female
attraction.
Kelly read the intent that seemed to radiate from his lean, curiously
graceful body and wanted to laugh. The electricity existed, true
enough, but it was being generated on her part by a very pragmatic
wariness that had nothing to do with physical attraction.
"You will have to forgive me for not being able to -abandon all the
rules of the game at once. I am accustomed to a more refined sense of
play," she said lightly.
"You mean you're going to put me through all the masculine paces before
you surrender?" he demanded grimly.
"Use that word again and I won't even give you a chance to jump through
the hoops. You'll find yourself looking for other dinner companions
before you've even paid tonight's tab!" Kelly's normally gentle,
throaty voice was laced with the beautiful, deadly steel of a fencing
blade.
"You don't like the term 'surrender'?" Locke taunted gently. "I suppose
I could find an appropriately romantic euphemism, but why bother?
That's what it will be, and we're both intelligent enough to call
things by their proper names."
With a small well-concealed shiver Kelly realized that Locke probably
was the kind of man who thought in such elemental terms. But, given the
circumstances, she could hardly blame him. Wasn't she viewing the whole
encounter as some sort of elaborate fencing match? A match in Which her
chief advantage lay in the fact that her opponent didn't know he was
fighting a duel within a duel. And she must keep Locke thinking that
the bout in which they were engaging was the superficially simple one
of the aeons-old contest between a man and a woman.
He was right to accuse her of knowing something had happened between
them on the day Marcie had shown him into her office, though. Kelly was
willing to acknowledge privately her own uneasy reaction.
The pert, redheaded secretary had made the introductions, apparently
oblivious of the way Kelly and Locke had been studying each other.
Then, still chatting pleasantly, Marcie Reynolds had withdrawn, leaving
them alone.
Kelly had managed the appropriate invitation to take a seat and Locke
had politely accepted. But she knew she had been staring at him,
silently composing anew her thoughts and reactions for the dangerous
bout ahead.
Locke Channing was not at all the sort of man she had hoped to find
herself dealing with. He was, in fact, the type she had unconsciously
feared to find herself handling. Feared, but until he had walked
through her door, hadn't really believed existed.
She had tried telling herself it was her own guilt and fear of
discovery that had made her see him as unexpectedly dangerous but she
knew better. The art of fencing had long ago taught her to trust her
instincts and she would only be kidding herself if she denied those
instincts now,
He was thirty-five or thirty-six, Kelly had decided, coolly cataloging
his outward characteristics in an attempt to view him in reasonable
perspective. And the years had left the unmistakable mark of experience
on the hard, unhandsome, and implacable male face.
It was there in the jade-green eyes too. The eyes of a warlock, Kelly
knew, a warlock who automatically mastered his environment because that
was his nature. But this time she would be the master, she'd promised
herself. She must control the weapon he was or she would become the
victim.
Long black lashes framed the warlock eyes, lashes that matched the
gun-metal black of his hair. He had taken the seat by the window, and
the weak early spring sunshine that had warmed the Bellevue,
Washington, morning had revealed the merest hint of silver at the
temples. The dark hair was thick and arrogantly unstyled. In the back
it brushed the collar of the crisp white shirt he had been wearing.
The office-formal effect of the white shirt had been ruined then as it
was tonight by the absence of a tie. Locke seemed to habitually wear
his shirts unbuttoned at the throat, and the casual, brown corduroy
jacket was his only other concession to businesslike attire.
There was a supple quality to the slant of the broad shoulders under
the jacket. It had been evident then and Kelly was acutely aware of it
tonight. The smoothly muscled outline of his chest tapered into a flat,
narrow waist and lean hips. The taut pull of dark slacks over his
thighs drew her attention to the sinewy strength in him at odd moments.
A finely tempered weapon, Kelly thought again as she met his eyes
across the table. She'd realized even as she'd studied him that morning
that he had been summing up her features simultaneously. His gaze had
been bold, blunt, and aggressive.
She knew what he'd seen. What she hadn't been prepared for was the
slight narrowing of his glance after he'd finished the assessment. The
small action had made her mentally search for the words to describe his
attitude. When she'd found them, she'd been shocked at herself. Locke
Channing had walked into the room and instantly viewed her as quarry.
At the realization she'd frozen for a split second. Then she'd taken a
firm grip on her imagination. He couldn't possibly know. Not yet. And
she must keep him from learning the truth. She must make certain he
continued to see her only as potential male prey. It was far safer that
way.
He couldn't have been overly impressed with his initial overview, Kelly
had told herself, not fully understanding the look in the jade-green
eyes. Her waist-length brown hair had been scrupulously braided and
anchored in a neat coil at the back of her head. What she hadn't known
was how the red-gold that was buried in it had been revealed by the
overhead light. The center part provided a strict frame for the
silver-blue eyes, straight nose, and well-marked cheekbones. It was not
a boldly beautiful face. It was not even a quietly beautiful face. It
was a face full of intelligence, humor, and strength, and Kelly was
ruefully afraid it probably didn't conceal the fact that she would be
turning thirty in a few months.
Tonight she was wearing the gray suit she'd worn to the office. The
nipped-in line of the jacket revealed her slender waist and small high
breasts. The straight skirt shaped the full curve of hips and fell to
her knees, hiding well-shaped thighs. She was five foot seven and
wearing pumps, as she was tonight, Kelly stood nearly five foot nine.
Not high enough to enable her to meet Locke Channing on a physically
equal basis. The man must have topped six feet by an inch or more.
"If I make an issue out of the word 'surrender' tonight, you will, with
typical warped male logic, assume you're on to something," Kelly said
very sweetly, surveying the salad that had been placed in front of her.
"And I really don't feel like tackling the task of restructuring your
male ego this evening. So I will remind you instead that you presently
work for me and I am here for a report on your progress!"
Locke's harshly etched mouth moved in an unwilling smile of
appreciation.
"That's right, keep the hired gun in line," he growled softly.
"Is that how you see yourself, Locke?" she asked innocently.
"I think that's how you see me," he countered thoughtfully. "It was
there in your eyes when I walked into your office three days ago.
You've hired me to do your dirty work but you're wary of me. And
rightly so," he concluded with an unsmiling outrageousness that was
vastly annoying.
Kelly met the jade-green gaze with a cool, straight glare. "It's not
you I'm feeling cautious toward, Locke. It's the whole situation. I'm
going to look a little foolish if my guess is wrong."
"You're going to look brilliantly perceptive if it's right," he pointed
out, hunting through his salad for the sliced mushrooms. "Helen
Forrester is already enormously pleased to have you on her management
staff. If you pull this off, she's going to think you're God's gift to
Forrester Stereo and Video!"
"You seem to know Helen quite well," Kelly remarked aloofly, not liking
the trend of the conversation.
"I worked with her husband a couple of years ago before he died. A
business association, but a friendly one. She's done an excellent job
of taking over the reins of Forrester Stereo. When you told her you
wanted to call in outside help, she remembered me."
"I see." Kelly smiled slightly at the thought of the graying blond
middle-aged dynamo who was her boss. Helen Forrester was proving to
have the flair her husband had lacked in running a large business.
Kelly hoped for her sake that Helen's son, Brett, would start
demonstrating some of that flair soon too.
"Tell me something," Locke abruptly instructed, discovering another
mushroom and forking it up with relish. "What made you decide to
conduct the physical inventory of the warehouse?"
"Nothing overly significant," Kelly admitted. "Just a few discrepancies
and anomalies. My main excuse to Helen for wanting the inventory
conducted manually instead of relying on our computer printouts was
that it would give us a good baseline for future control."
"I'm surprised you bothered," Locke observed dryly, one black brow
lifting sardonically. "Most managers have an irrational faith in the
accuracy of computer printouts."
Kelly smiled thinly. She couldn't very well explain her own skeptical
attitude toward computer records. To do so would be to reveal her
personal knowledge of how easily a computer could be manipulated.
"Old-fashioned inventories are a good idea now and then," she murmured
dismissingly. "You must understand that it wasn't a case of turning up
vast quantities of missing stock. The discrepancies that appeared could
easily be attributed to minor errors in either input or hard-copy
documentation."
"But you wanted to be sure?"
"Yes. If it's more than that, we've got to plug the source before it
becomes costly. If it's only a case of poor clerical work, then I want
to know that too."
"Why didn't you call in the firm that installed and programmed your
computer hardware?" Locke asked curiously.
Kelly shrugged, her mouth quirking downward briefly. "I wanted an
unbiased opinion. You know how those firms are, they claim to have
provided all sorts of safeguards in their systems. They don't want to
go looking for an obvious breach of internal computer security because
it would make the programming look bad. Besides, I didn't have real
proof. So I asked Helen if we could hire the services of a
computer-security consultant. She gave me you."
"That's one way of looking at it," Locke said coolly. "I take a
slightly reversed view of the situation. I like to think Helen handed
you to me on a silver platter."
Kelly put down her fork with great care and let the chill show in her
voice. "Need I remind you that as long as you're on this assignment at
Forrester Stereo you're under my supervision? You're working for me,
Locke."
He lifted his wineglass in mock salute, jade eyes gleaming. "You're
determined to play the stupid game to the hilt, aren't you? Why? I
wonder. Are you really so afraid of the ultimate ending or do you just
like the hunt?"
"What I like," Kelly retorted with icy emphasis, "is for the people who
work for me to learn how to make concise, accurate reports when called
upon to do so. I want to know what you've discovered in the past three
days, if anything."
He sighed impatiently as the salad plates were removed. "Okay, business
first. I don't think the problem is in the data base. It's difficult to
be certain because a data base can be manipulated easily enough by
someone who knows what He's doing."
Kelly swallowed but kept her expression calmly interested.
"But the kind of discrepancies you found would indicate something a
little more sophisticated than a mere juggling of data. I'm going
through the program now and checking it against the information you've
provided."
"Looking for fingerprints in the Fortran?" She grinned suddenly.
"Something like that," he agreed dryly.
"Is the—er—cover story holding up with the computer-room staff?"
"You mean do they all seem to be buying the story that I'm at Forrester
to consult on a new costing software package? Yes, I think so. At least
no one's snuck up behind me, bopped me on the head, and then made
furtive changes in the programming while I was unconscious."
"Does that sort of thing happen to you a lot on your consultations?"
"Don't look so delighted with the idea. No, it doesn't. By the time I
get on the scene, the culprit is usually long gone. And some of them
simply don't worry that much about being caught."
"Why not? Computer theft is a serious crime. It can mean thousands or
millions of dollars to a company!"
"It might be big crime but it isn't being punished as such yet. The
courts are just beginning to learn how to deal with it. It's often
difficult to prove embezzlement or theft through a computer using
traditional records and evidence. Those kinds of records don't exist in
many cases. We are dealing, after all, with a system in which the paper
trail so dear to the hearts of auditors is never created.
Most of the transactions are electronic impulses, not paper records."
Kelly nodded, knowing all too well how true that was.
"There's another reason the guilty parties often go unpunished," Locke
added as the bucket of steamed clams was set between them. "And that's
the undeniable fact that most companies, particularly banks that endure
a lot of this sort of thing, don't want the bad publicity. They figure
if people start worrying about the security of automated systems,
they'll start worrying about the security of their money."
"So the offender is quietly dismissed?"
"Frequently that's how it's handled," Locke agreed. "People rarely take
the same view of this sort of white-collar crime as they do of other
types of crime. The use of the computer makes it all seem so
impersonal."
"Any idea how much longer until you can pin down our problem?" Kelly
pressed, helping herself to several clams. And how much longer I'll
have to fence with you? she added silently.
He hesitated and then shrugged. "A day or two."
Kelly frowned, not liking the indefinite sound of the response.
"But I may be staying on longer than that," he went on smoothly.
She glanced up quickly. "Why?"
"Helen said something about sticking around a while and offering some
advice on tightening up the security of the system in general so this
sort of thing isn't likely to happen again."
"That's news to me," she retorted suspiciously. "Helen didn't mention
contracting for your services beyond the present assignment."
"Don't worry, you'll get used to having me around," he promised silkily.
"Once you've solved my problem, I'll see to it that you're handed off
to another department," Kelly said with an outward calm she was far
from feeling. She did not want Locke Channing hanging around Forrester
Stereo any longer than was absolutely necessary. He was too smart, too
observant, and he knew a hell of a lot more about computers than she
did. She wished she could guess the likelihood of his stumbling across
her secret. Well, it had been a calculated risk bringing an expert into
the picture. All she could do now was defend and feint.
"Coward," he drawled, jade eyes mocking.
"Not at all," she contradicted politely, digging a clam from its shell.
"But I do have other things to do at Forrester besides supervise
outside consultants."
"Does it give you a feeling of self-confidence to think of us in an
employer-employee relationship?" Locke inquired casually.
"Perhaps."
"You're too smart to waste time fooling yourself like that. Why not
accept the inevitable?"
"I see nothing inevitable in the situation," Kelly shot back stonily.
Dangerous, yes, but not inevitable.
"And even if you did, you'd still go on fighting, wouldn't you?" Locke
said with sudden perception as he buttered a slice of sourdough bread.
"You're so accustomed to winning, you can't conceive of the
alternative."
"You're wrong," she said quietly with great depth of feeling. "I can
conceive of losing."
"But not to me?"
"Not to you," she agreed.
"Or to any other man?"
"I'm a big girl now, Locke. At my age a woman with any sense doesn't
want a win-or-lose situation. She wants an intelligent, mature
relationship."
"So does a man my age who has any sense. Having the one doesn't
preclude having the other, though. Your surrender as a woman doesn't
imply your intellectual surrender, you know." His eyes narrowed. "Or
don't you know how to separate the two?"
"You do, I suppose?" Kelly demanded with a little more sharpness than
she had planned. She needed to play this very carefully, issuing her
invitation to the attack with just enough realism to keep him from
looking for the underlying duel.
"It will be my pleasure to teach you the difference," he promised
softly.
Kelly stiffened slightly. "Have you spent the past three days planning
my seduction?" she asked evenly, her silvery blue gaze focused on the
dwindling pile of clams as she searched out another likely bite.
"No, I've spent the past three days working on the problem for which I
was hired. It's the past two nights I've spent working on your
seduction!"
"Your ego is most impressive. Does playing God with a computer give
people like you the notion that you're invincible?"
"No, being a man who has discovered a need for a certain woman gives me
the courage to enter the arena. I have the added advantage, of course,
of knowing you're willing to engage in the battle. I saw that much in
your eyes that first day. You can't blame me for hoping you would take
the next step and realize the battle wasn't necessary."
Kelly felt the red flow up into her cheeks but managed to say tartly,
"I don't see why one realization should follow the other!"
"It's simple enough," he returned easily. "If you're willing to
acknowledge my pursuit to the extent of defending yourself, then you've
as good as admitted I'm a threat. Having got that far, it's only a
short step to realizing you wouldn't have perceived a threat unless you
were attracted to me. If you're attracted to me, why fight it?"
"I suppose it's your training in computer programming that has taught
you to think in such a convoluted manner!" she snapped.
"It's a totally logical manner. Any self-respecting computer would be
proud of me. Your thought processes are the ones that would
short-circuit the machine. Are you going to eat that last clam?"
"Be my guest," she told him irritably.
"Thank you." He deftly removed it from the pot with the tongs.
Kelly watched him for a moment, blue eyes deepening slightly in color
under the influence of the candlelight. Her fingers drummed idly on the
white tablecloth while she considered her situation.
"What makes you so sure you want me?" she finally asked, unable to
resist the question.
"Fishing for compliments already?" he said, glancing up with an
unexpectedly boyish grin that made Kelly blink. "Maybe that's a good
sign."
"I'm looking for rational explanations!"
He nodded. "How about love at first sight?"
"I said rational explanations, not science fiction! Besides, love at
first sight is a female fantasy, not a male one."
"What's the male equivalent?" Locke demanded interestedly, green eyes
laughing at her now.
"Desire or lust at first sight, I imagine," she told him bluntly.
"Well, I won't say I didn't experience that," he agreed slowly. "If I
did say it, you'd have a right to be offended! But there's more to it
than that."
"All of which was immediately apparent to you the instant Marcie showed
you into my office?" she taunted, unwillingly remembering the leap into
violent awareness her own senses had taken in the crucial moment.
"We spent several hours together, remember? But I didn't learn anything
new during those hours. I merely confirmed what I'd experienced during
our initial meeting," he shrugged carelessly.
"Which boils down to you deciding that you want me," she retorted
scathingly.
"You have to start somewhere," he smiled philosophically. "And wanting
each other seems as good a place to begin as any other point."
"And if I don't agree?"
"That's your feminine way of telling me you want to make a fight of it.
And if that's what you want, that's what you'll get. Never let it be
said I denied my woman whatever she wanted!"
"You're quite incorrigible, aren't you?" Kelly whispered, lost in
laconic admiration. "Do you always treat your female employers with
such insolence?"
"Now you've moved from fishing for compliments to inquiring into the
women in my life," he noted in satisfaction. "We're moving right along,
aren't we?"
"If you say so. Personally I'm finding it hard to follow your train of
thought!"
"You'll learn. How about dessert?"
"No, thanks," she said firmly.
"I'm with you. We'll wait until later."
Kelly raised a quelling brow but said nothing. His aggressiveness
really was amazing, she thought with near-detachment. She'd met
self-confident, egotistical men before but Locke Charming was proving
to be world-class material.
It was all a veneer, of course. It always seemed to be that way with
the men she encountered. Sooner or later the underlying weakness would
surface, as it had with Brett Forrester and Ward Newlin.
Grimly she put the memories out of her mind as Locke politely held her
chair. It wasn't that she couldn't accept the idea of a man having
certain weaknesses as well as strengths, she told herself forcefully as
they made their way to the door. But she was damned if she was going to
let another male trade on her strengths to compensate for his own
weakness. Not when he wasn't capable of offering the same deal in
reverse.
But it would never come to that with Locke Channing, Kelly assured
herself as they stepped out into the chill Washington night. With Locke
she was engaged in a fencing match. Any weakness she uncovered in him
was to be exploited in order to protect herself. And she was under no
illusion that he wouldn't also be testing, feinting, and otherwise
attempting to find her poorest line of defense.
She would not have to feel sorry for this man, Kelly thought suddenly,
a rush of some heretofore unknown thrill pouring into her bloodstream.
She need only keep in mind that he was an opponent.
"How long ago did you move to Bellevue?" Locke asked conversationally
as he held the door of his black Jaguar for her.
"About a year ago," Kelly replied distantly.
"Where were you moving from?" he persisted just before closing the door.
"San Francisco."
"Quite a change."
"I haven't regretted it," she told him aloofly.
"But you'd rather not talk about it?" he hazarded dryly and slammed the
door before she could respond.
"I'm a native myself," he went on cheerfully, opening the door on the
other side and sliding behind the wheel. "Grew up here in the Northwest
and went to school at the University of Washington over in Seattle. I
probably never would have got down to San Francisco. Lucky for me you
had the sense to move here!"
Kelly smiled politely in the darkened car but said nothing. She was too
busy deciding how to handle Locke. The Jaguar sped through the
rain-shimmered city with its sprinkling of high-rise buildings and on
into the residential neighborhoods perched on the edge of Lake
Washington. In the distance, sitting in the middle of the lake, Mercer
Island glittered with its necklace of expensive, shoreline homes.
"Where are we going?" Kelly roused herself from her reverie to ask,
frowning across the distance of the front seat.
"Home for a nightcap naturally. Isn't that the usual procedure?"
"Only when the couple is heading for the woman's home. In which case
you missed the turn!" she stated waspishly.
"Would you have invited me in if I'd taken you straight home?" he asked
pleasantly.
"No."
"That doesn't leave us with much choice, does it?"
"Locke, I'm really not in the mood to play any more games tonight. I've
had dinner and your report, along with a great deal of unnecessary
philosophy, and I'm ready to call it a night," Kelly began determinedly.
"I hope you're not contemplating anything dramatic like leaping out of
the car and screaming for assistance," he said. "We're almost there and
it would be a pity if you got yourself soaked. It's going to rain again
in a few minutes."
"Locke, whether you like it or not, there are rules to this game and
you're not following them," Kelly said flatly, more annoyed with
herself for having got into the situation than anything else. She
didn't sense any genuine danger yet, only the potential for more combat.
"I know. I'm stepping outside the rules long enough to kidnap you. It's
an old, established method of obtaining a woman," he chuckled, his
strong hands shifting slightly on the wooden steering wheel.
"Perhaps among your relatives; certainly not among mine!”
"If the women in your family tree were anything like you, they probably
wound up being the kidnappees more frequently than they'd like to
admit. Women like you were born to fascinate men like me."
Kelly considered that for an instant, faintly intrigued. "Being
fascinated makes you vulnerable," she finally warned softly, slanting a
long silvery glance at his hard profile.
"I was wondering when you'd realize that."
He turned the Jaguar into a steep drive and parked it among the trees
that surrounded the angular cedar-sided house. Then he turned in the
leather seat to face her with masculine challenge, warlock eyes
glittering.
"So come into my parlor little fly and we'll find out which of us is
the most vulnerable." His hand went to the doorknob.
"One drink, Locke. That's it," Kelly said with sudden imperiousness,
her fingertips moving to touch his sleeve in a silent bid for his full
attention.
He glanced down at her hand and then back into her determined eyes.
"Whatever you say. Now that the kidnapping is an accomplished fact, I'm
willing to step back inside the rules."
She believed him, Kelly realized. The only problem lay in guessing when
he'd once again disregard those rules. But somehow that danger
perversely heightened her own interest in the match.
It occurred to Kelly as she allowed herself to be led into the warm,
solid cedar interior of Locke's home that she was making the tactical
error of letting her opponent choose the grounds for the initial phases
of the duel.
Well, she added with honest wryness, perhaps she hadn't exactly "let"
Locke choose the setting. It had been more a case of having him ignore
her objections.
"It's a lovely home," Kelly found herself saying in mild surprise,
glancing automatically around the golden wood interior with its two
story living room. Masses of windows framed the night-darkened lake
with its glittering shoreline lights. A curving staircase led up to a
second level on which a lofted den jutted partway out over the living
room. A huge stone fireplace dominated one wall, and off to the side
she could see the kitchen entrance.
"You mean not quite the sort of place you expected to find a computer
type living in?" Locke teased, coming up behind her after closing the
door.
"You said it, not me . . ." Kelly began, her mouth curving upward as
she swung around to face him, and then she stopped in astonishment as
her glance fell on the mounted foils on the wall over the dark couch.
The sight nearly stunned her. In one glancing blow it threw the whole
match into a far more serious business. She was up against an adversary
who understood! No! That was only her imagination at work. . . .
With an effort of will she tore her frozen glance away from the wicked
sight on the wall and smiled a smile of dazzling brilliance. It was her
best defense at the moment.
"Do you fence, Locke?" she murmured with a fair imitation of polite
interest.
The warlock eyes flicked to the foils and back, and he said, equally
casually, "A souvenir of my youth, I'm afraid. I did a little fencing
in school."
"How interesting."
Kelly wandered over to study the quadrangular blades terminated at the
point by a flat tip. "I, uh, was also exposed to it in school."
"Done much since then?" he inquired softly. She could feel his gaze on
her back as she studied the blades. She also heard the probing behind
the polite question. The room seemed alive with a strange tension.
"Oh, once in a while in San Francisco I got in a bout down at a club,
but you know how it is. . . ."
"Same here. It's difficult to find the time and then to line up an
opponent. It's not really a major sport in this area."
Kelly smiled again, her eyes still on the foils as she said very
carefully, "Are you suggesting I have my seconds call upon yours?"
"Hardly necessary for a friendly meeting, do you think?" he drawled
smoothly. "It's not as if a match between us would be over a question
of honor, after all. If you like, I can set up something informal here
in the living room. There's quite a lot of space once the furniture is
out of the way."
"Perhaps sometime when we're both free . . ."
"Tomorrow night after work?" he pounced.
Kelly turned to face him, her expressive features full of humorous
suspicion. "Am I being hustled by any chance?"
He grinned back unrepentantly. "Careful. I might perceive being called
a hustler as an offense to my honor. That would necessitate a match
that might not be so friendly!"
"You're evading the question."
"Well, maybe I am setting you up a bit. Helen told me you fenced and I
couldn't resist getting you here tonight so that I could show you how
much we have in common."
"Does your desire to entice me include making sure I'll win?" Kelly
eyed him with cool appraisal.
"Would you want me to throw the bout?"
"No!" The denial was automatic and vehement.
"I didn't think so."
Locke tossed her a knowing smile and turned to walk toward the kitchen.
Kelly watched him for an instant, knowing now why his pantherlike grace
had appealed to her senses. Unconsciously she had recognized the
physical characteristics she admired most: the coordination and grace
of a trained fencer. All the more reason for caution, she told herself,
following him slowly. That deceptively lazy litheness could explode in
a sudden burst of energy and speed capable of overwhelming an opponent.
"How," she asked aloofly, watching as he located a bottle of brandy and
a couple of snifters, "did it come about that Helen mentioned fencing?"
He poured the brandy, not looking at Kelly. "After I'd spent those
three hours with you going over the computer problem, I went back to
Helen's office and told her I wanted to know everything there was to
know about you."
"Locke!"
"Don't look so appalled," he advised, putting the brandy away and
lifting the glasses. "Only a fool goes into a serious match without
learning something about the adversary."
Kelly opened her mouth to protest and then shut it again, stepping
aside to let him precede her back into the living room.
"I'm surprised Helen was so willing to discuss me with you," she
finally announced tartly as she obediently joined him on the couch.
"I was rather insistent," he murmured dryly, handing her a snifter. "I
can be when the occasion warrants it. And I was fairly certain you'd
make a fight of it, although I had to make an effort to talk you out of
that this evening." He sipped the brandy and watched her intently.
"Has anyone ever told you that your audacity borders on the rude?"
"Never!" he assured her, settling back into a corner of the couch and
continuing to rove her body with hooded eyes.
"Allow me to have the privilege, then." Kelly frowned her annoyance
into the brandy snifter, cautiously inhaling the aromatic fumes.
"So far tonight you've called me a hustler and accused me of being
rude. Any further insults to add to the list before I avenge myself
tomorrow after work?"
"I'm sure something else will occur to me." Kelly was acutely aware of
the fact that she had just tacitly agreed to the match. Locke was too.
She could tell by the slow, satisfied smile shaping his hard mouth.
"Let me give you a few suggestions," he urged, sitting up with a
smooth, gliding movement that somehow managed to include removing her
glass from her hand. He set both snifters on the wide coffee table.
"Locke? What are you—"
She was in his arms before she fully realized his intention. "I only
came in for the drink," she told him impatiently, bringing up her hands
to wedge against his chest. "Let me go. I do not like the aggressive
approach!"
"Pity. I have a feeling it's the only tactic that would work with you."
"Why, you arrogant, overbearing, insolent—"
"I won't say you're beautiful when you're angry," he whispered a little
thickly, his mouth only an inch above her own, "but you are sexy as
hell!"
He pulled her close, his hands sliding up from her wrists to her
shoulders and then around to envelop her stiffly held back. Furious
now, Kelly turned her face aside, denying him her mouth.
He didn't fight for it, bending his head to find the taut outline of
her throat instead.
"You said you were going to stay inside the rules!" she accused
angrily, jolted at the shock of his lips on such a vulnerable part of
her body. Her fingers closed into small fists against his shoulders.
"You can't expect me to apologize every time I lapse," he grated
against her skin. "We'd both get tired of hearing me say I'm sorry.
Especially when we both know I don't intend to change my tactics!"
Kelly didn't waste any more breath berating him_ Deliberately she found
the base of his neck with both thumbs and began to press steadily. The
effect was immediate. He lifted his head at once, green eyes flashing
with sudden impatience.
"Why, you little—"
He didn't finish the sentence, taking hold of both of her wrists and
prying them away from his throat. "Where did you learn that little
trick?" he growled.
"There are some men who don't respond to reason!" she flung at him, icy
blue eyes chilling
"You really are going to make a fight of it, aren't you?" he mused,
scanning her flushed, angry face.
"I have no wish to brawl with you. Please take me home!" Kelly ordered
haughtily, devoutly wishing her fascination with the duel had not
overcome her common sense. It was obvious she should never have agreed
to go out with Locke Channing this evening. All she could do now was
recover to her on-guard position.
He hung on to her wrists, transferring them both into one strong hand,
and leaned forward, crowding her backward onto the cushions.
"I won't let you treat me like this!" she snarled, crushed under the
weight of his hard leanness as he sprawled heavily across her.
"How are you going to stop me?" he retorted, manacling her wrists above
her head and using his free hand to stroke the line of her jaw from the
tip of her ear to her chin. She shivered at the light, exploratory
touch.
"Damn you, Locke Channing! Who the hell do you think you are?" she
raged, stunned and not yet believing her own helplessness.
"I'm your opponent, remember? And I'm going to win this engagement."
"No!"
But it was too late. Even as she tried fruitlessly to twist away from
his grasp, Kelly knew it was useless. She was trapped between him and
the cushions, unable to move more than an inch or two. She couldn't
even free a leg. He had both of them anchored beneath his own.
"Lie still, you little hellcat. I'm not going to hurt you!"
"You already are hurting me!"
He didn't bother to argue further. With compelling, domineering
aggression Locke covered her mouth with his own. Deliberately,
ruthlessly, he forced apart her lips, holding her head still with his
hand.
Kelly, struggling for breath against the combined effects of his
crushing weight and mastering lips, stopped trying to fight and lay
quite rigid. Instinct told her that Locke thrived on the challenge and
he would only meet her resistance with increasing aggression.
She heard his groan of satisfaction and mounting urgency as he felt her
passiveness. The plundering kiss became more persuasive and drugging,
his tongue invading her warmth.
Kelly held herself in frozen suspension as his hand slid down her
throat and inside the collar of her blouse.
"Don't you know," he husked against her mouth, his eyes flicking open
to meet her defiant ones, "that the passive routine is just as useless
as the outright struggle? What I want is a response, and you're not
going home tonight until I get it."
"What you want is a surrender! You've already made that quite clear!"
"But I don't expect that much from you tonight, honey," he breathed on
a note of humor as his fingers toyed with her top button. "Just a
little response. A little warmth from your fire ..."
He took her lips again and Kelly's eyes fluttered shut, knowing he had
undone the button and knowing she could do nothing to stop him from
going on to the next and the next.
But she cried out her protest, pointless as it was, when his fingertips
found the soft, gentle curve of her breast. The exclamation was a
strangely strangled sound, half blocked in her throat.
"Stop fighting me, sweetheart," Locke urged, his words thickening with
masculine desire. His fingers began tracing slightly roughened patterns
around the nipple he had found, and his kiss deepened with passion.
It wasn't a question of fighting him physically, Kelly knew with bleak
realization. All she could do was pit her willpower against his, show
him that her body was under her command, not his.
But even as she lectured herself she felt her breast swell at his
touch, knew the sensuous tension of a tautening nipple. He was aware of
the response at once, his hips arching intimately against hers.
"Can't you see how much I want you?" he grated pleadingly, ceasing the
ruthless dominance of her mouth to begin stringing tiny heated kisses
along her throat to the top of her breast.
"Why should your desires matter to me?" she charged tightly, and then
spoiled the cold effect of the words by gasping as his tongue stroked
her nipple.
"Because you're the only one who can satisfy them!" he almost snarled.
He shifted his weight slightly, pulling her blouse completely free of
her skirt and pushing the silky material aside to expose her to his
hungry gaze.
"You hardly know me!" she accused in a breathless whisper, horribly
aware of the most vulnerable sensation she had ever known. Never had a
man used his superior strength to hold her immobile like this while he
took his time feasting on the sight of her.
"I knew all I needed to know about you within the first few minutes of
meeting you, sweetheart," he contradicted softly, spreading his hand
flat between the valley of her breasts and sliding it down to her
stomach, which contracted at his touch.
"Did your dazzling perception also tell you that I'll never forgive you
for humiliating me like this?" she gritted as his jade eyes lifted to
clash with hers.
He lowered his head and briefly kissed the warm skin of her waist and
then smiled down into her enraged eyes. "I'm not humiliating you,
honey, I'm making love to you."
"You've got your terminology wrong. 'Rape' is the word you should be
using. I doubt if you know the meaning of 'making love'!"
That, at least, seemed to get through to him. His dark eyes narrowed
and the caressing fingers on her stomach halted for an instant.
"You think I would do that to you?" he rasped fiercely.
"I think it's pretty damn obvious that's what you're doing!" she flung
back, knowing she had just found a tiny weapon.
"No! You're going to want me as much as I want you," he promised, his
nails lightly scoring the sensitive skin around her navel.
"Do I sound like I want you?" she dared recklessly.
"You're just afraid to admit the truth at this point, but you will
before we're finished!"
"Famous last words! What happens if we finish and I still haven't
admitted the 'truth,' as you call it? What will you do then, Locke
Channing? Find another justification for what you've done?"
His hand went to her thigh under the hem of her skirt and he leaned
forward to touch his tongue to the delicate area of flesh just above
the waistband.
"If I make you mine tonight, there won't be any need for justification
in the morning," he swore heavily.
She felt his fingers trailing upward in small exquisite forays, slick
and tingling against the nylon of her panty hose, and Kelly drew in her
breath. When she would have moved her legs in an effort to deny him
what he sought, he trapped one ankle beneath his own. Once again she
knew the dismaying vulnerability.
"You lied to me this evening," she managed, gulping air. "You
aren't going to waste your time seducing me into surrendering, are you?
You're simply going to force yourself on me! You don't need me for the
kind of satisfaction you want. Why don't you go out and find a more
willing woman? Or do you get some sort of perverted pleasure out of
rape?"
"Shut up!" he ordered abruptly. "You're working yourself up into a
panic."
"The one quality you're not lacking is nerve, is it, Locke?" she
retorted bitterly. "You attack me, use your strength against me, and
then accuse me of panicking! Sorry, but there aren't a whole lot of
alternatives available to me. I assure you that when I'm free I'll find
something more suitable like phoning for the police!"
"Stop it, Kelly!" he bit out, withdrawing his hand from her leg and
gathering her close against him. "What's the matter with you, little
vixen? There will be no rape and you know it!"
"No, I don't know it," she wailed into the material of his shirt as he
pressed her head there in rough comfort. His hand stroked the length of
her back now in long soothing movements, and she knew the passion in
him was under control. "You've done nothing but provoke and taunt me
all evening and then, as soon as you get me home, you attack me! How do
I know what you'll do next? I was a fool to even have dinner with you."
"Well, at least you're not crying," he sighed. "All that feminine
outrage means I haven't made a dent in your fighting spirit!"
"Is that what you were trying to do?" she hissed, her words muffled.
The long languid stroking of his hand was unexpectedly pleasant and the
heat of his body was inviting now that she no longer had to fear it.
He hesitated and then said wryly, "I had this theory, you see. ..."
"What are you talking about?"
He cradled her against his chest, pulling her onto his lap as he sat
back into the cushions. She sensed his smile as he rested his chin on
her disheveled head.
"I thought I might be able to avoid a protracted skirmish by a quick,
overwhelming rush of your defenses," he admitted.
"Of all the—"
"Hush," he commanded gently, pushing her face more thoroughly into his
shirt so that her words were cut off ruthlessly. "No more names
tonight. I figured that's all they were, you see. Defenses. I'm still
inclined to think that's all they are, to tell you the truth. I believe
you want me every bit as much as I want you."
She stirred violently against him but was unable to get out the
blistering words.
"I couldn't have been mistaken about the expression in your eyes three
days ago or the excitement in them tonight, for that matter," he went
on resolutely. "But I know you're intent on making a running battle of
it and I'd just as soon get past all the initial feints and testing."
"You're wrong!" she got out.
"It wasn't only the challenge in your eyes, you know," he went on
seriously, his fingers toying with the loosening coil of braided hair.
"Everything else about you was calling out to me, daring me to make a
move. I told you I'm fascinated by you. When I got you to have dinner
with me tonight, I figured your acceptance meant you were willing to
commence the battle. The one advantage I have is brute strength, so I
decided to try using it."
Beneath her cheek Kelly felt one wide shoulder lift in a negligent
shrug. "But it's obvious you're not going to let me get away with that
tactic. Crying 'rape' was guaranteed to parry that attack," he
concluded.
He let her lever herself slightly away from his chest, and she raised
resentful, narrowed blue eyes.
"Keep in mind that there's a counter for every known attack!"
"Every fencer knows that, but not every fencer wins every time." He
grinned unabashedly.
"The one surefire technique for not losing is to refuse the match!"
"It's too late for that," he whispered, voice deepening with conviction
as he looked down into her wary face. "I've already thrown down the
gauntlet and you picked it up when you agreed to have dinner with me
this evening. I figure we'll call this evening's events the 'salute.'
We are both now on our guard. Tomorrow after work we'll see how good
your footwork is!"
She stared up at him, an inexplicable conviction taking hold that he
was right. She couldn't refuse the match, although he was wrong about
the reasons. For as long as he was working at Forrester Stereo she had
to know precisely what he was doing and how much he was learning. Every
moment he spent near the computer was another moment of risk. The
tension of wondering how much he might have discovered would be
unbearable. She had to maintain the contact, as dangerous as that was.
"You can't believe I'm stupid enough to see you again tomorrow night
after what you pulled this evening!" she declared scornfully.
He smiled his dangerous smile. "How can you resist the idea of fencing
with me? You know full well you're going to be seduced by the lure of
demolishing me in armed combat!"
Kelly blinked in slightly appalled resignation. He was right, of
course. The possibility of defeating him was incredibly tantalizing.
Even if she didn't have her own reasons for maintaining contact with
this man, the challenge of fencing with him would have been
irresistible.
"You may have a point there," she agreed dryly, lowering her lashes to
hide the speculative gleam she knew would be in her eyes.
"That's why I mentioned it before trying my short-circuiting attack
here on the couch," he said, chuckling. "I wanted to have something to
fall back on in case—"
"In case the brutality failed?" Kelly muttered irritably, cautiously
beginning to search for a way out of his embrace.
"I didn't hurt you," he reminded her reproachfully, ignoring her
scrabbling efforts.
She glared at him but didn't deign to dignify the protest with an
answer. "Since you say you don't intend to follow through with the
manhandling approach, would you mind letting me go?"
He glanced down at the shadowy opening of her jacket and blouse, his
eyes lingering on the curve of her breast. Again he smiled, this time
with male challenge and a hint of pleading. It was an odd combination,
and Kelly didn't trust it one inch.
"I'll take you home," he promised slowly.
"Thank you!"
"In exchange for one kiss freely given. . . ."
"Locke!" Kelly didn't know whether to slap him or scream her
frustration aloud. "You've just said you wouldn't lower yourself to
forcing your attentions on me," she reminded him vengefully.
"I won't. We'll sit here until we both fall asleep if you refuse the
kiss, but I won't use force."
Kelly was about to rush into a string of protests and name-calling when
she met his eyes in a straightforward exchange and decided he meant it.
Unless she wanted to sit here in his lap until morning, she would have
to meet his terms. Well, considering what might have happened this
evening, the penalty didn't seem all that severe.
Gritting her teeth, she flung her arms around his neck without a word
and ground her lips against his. He wouldn't have cause to complain
about the fleeting, childlike quality of her forfeit!
He seemed taken aback momentarily by the forceful-ness of the embrace,
but almost instantly his arms came around her, holding her in position
for his response.
Kelly, intending a sudden, swooping, cold caress found herself caught
gently, but firmly, against his chest, her breasts crushed softly as
his lips parted before her violent onslaught.
Perhaps it was the unexpectedly submissive response of his lips that
was her undoing. Or maybe it was the gentleness of his arms as he urged
her closer to his heat and strength. Whatever the reason, time seemed
to suspend itself, while Kelly became intrigued by the inviting warmth
of Locke's mouth.
There was no threat this time but a tantalizing, encouraging rejoinder.
She found herself inside, exploring in intimate arousal. A part of her
knew he was drinking in the kiss with surprising thirst, but her own
reactions were dominating her mind at that moment. She couldn't take
the time to be concerned with what he might be drawing from the embrace
when her whole body was experiencing a thrilling sensation of wonder
and astonished need.
She dug her fingers into his neck muscles with the luxurious movements
of a cat kneading its paws. The instant response of his frame was the
essence of excitement for her, and his groan of need and pleasure
provoked her into arching her body against his.
As if that were a signal, Locke began to assume control of the kiss,
thrusting his tongue past hers and into her mouth, as if searching for
honey and almonds. His lips moved warmly, wetly on hers, and his
fingers tracked up and down her back beneath the fabric of her blouse
and jacket.
Kelly shivered and couldn't stop the tingling electricity that was
uncoiling in her stomach. The kiss was literally taking her breath
away, appealing to all her senses in a way she had never known before.
"Locke," she murmured against his mouth when he reluctantly broke that
contact to nibble at the corners of her lips and the line of her jaw.
"You see, darling?" he husked as his hands probed beneath the waistband
of the skirt. "You see how good it's going to be? I told you. ..."
"No," she protested halfheartedly, trembling as his fingers clenched
into the flesh of her buttocks. "You never told me! You attacked me!"
"You're the one doing the attacking now," he gritted urgently, his
teeth sinking almost painfully into her sensitized earlobe. "I hope you
appreciate that I'm not fighting you the way you fought me a few
minutes ago!"
"Such a good sport," she drawled in sultry humor.
"This is no time to laugh at me, sweet adversary!"
And he punished her with the elegant torment of his hands on her skin.
Her reaction was instinctive. She twined herself more closely than
ever, her legs twisting in need on the couch.
"My God! Did I ever have the wrong approach tonight! I should have just
begun by asking for the kiss," Locke groaned as her fingers slipped
down to his open collar and began unfastening the buttons of his shirt.
"You can catch more flies with honey than you can with vinegar," she
quoted blissfully, her fingers winding through the crisp mat of hair on
his chest.
"I don't know why I never paid more attention to that old cliche. Any
others I should know about?" His mouth was moving down her throat and
one hand was sliding around her waist to the small curve of her stomach.
She touched his thigh and smiled as she felt him tremble. "Probably,
but I can't seem to think of them at the moment."
"Don't try to think," he advised. "Just feel!"
He had her jacket off now, and in another moment the blouse would be
lying on the carpet beside it. Kelly moved in response to his
manipulation of the fabric, and her eyes fluttered open for an instant.
It was long enough to catch sight of the mounted foils behind the
couch. And for some reason they brought reality back in a rush.
"What's wrong, sweetheart?" he whispered, sensing her sudden tension.
"Nothing," she told him, deliberately pulling her chaotic senses
together in preparation for the emotional and physical withdrawal. What
had she done? What in the world was the matter with her?
"Kelly . . ."
She moved her head back against his shoulder and met the jade-green
gaze with the sum of her will. With every ounce of energy she
possessed, she curved her lips into a mocking smile.
"I've paid the forfeit. May I please go home now?"
"For God's sake, woman! How can you talk about leaving?" he growled.
She could feel his whole body tighten, and the power in it should have
frightened her but it didn't. It lured and beckoned and summoned. . . .
"You said one kiss and then you'd take me home," she reminded him
sweetly, wondering what it would be like if he simply ignored her
baiting demand. Whatever followed, she knew it would be unlike anything
else she had ever experienced. And that alone was almost enough to make
her stay.
"Stay until morning and we'll call the match a draw," he begged softly,
coaxingly, green eyes like wanned emeralds.
"No." She shook her head lazily. "It wouldn't be a draw. It would be a
victory—for you. I'm not about to make it so easy for you, Locke
Channing!"
He stared at her as if trying to read her mind behind the sensuously
hooded blue eyes. For a moment she thought she had indeed lost. The
tension in the room was a living thing. She knew his instincts were
riding high in that span of time. It would take very little for them to
conquer the thin layer of civilization. Kelly lay very still in his lap
and waited for her fate to be decided.
Abruptly it was over. With a movement that spun her sense of balance
Locke set her on her feet, rising to stand beside her in a swift, fluid
motion. For a split second his hands clasped her shoulders and he
glared wryly down into her tense face.
"So we go back to the 'on-guard' position, hmmm? I was right. The only
outcome you'll recognize is surrender. We'll see how gracefully you can
lose tomorrow night."
He reached down to button her blouse, ignoring her efforts to do it
herself. A slow, promising smile quirked his mouth.
And as he walked her out to the car, Kelly wondered if there was
something unnatural or perverted about enjoying the kiss of the man who
held the power to ruin her fine career at Forrester Stereo. What sane
woman would willingly court disaster?
"Is Mrs. Forrester free for a minute or two, Carol?"
Kelly smiled down at the efficient, almost frighteningly organized
woman who guarded Helen Forrester's office. Carol Winters nodded
briskly, her dark eyes frowning a warning.
"Go on in, Miss Winfield. She's got a few minutes before her next
meeting." Forty-three years old and with a wealth of experience at
Forrester Stereo under her belt, Carol had no compunction at all about
taking a superior attitude toward every member of the staff except
Helen. No one dared walk into the president's office without checking
first with the trim dark-haired woman at the outer desk.
"Good morning, Kelly, come on in. Coffee? It's okay to drink it this
morning. Carol made it."
"Sounds terrific." Kelly grinned. "Don't get up, for heaven's sake,
I'll get it." She helped herself to a cup from the pot and stirred
cream into the brew. "You've got to break this habit of playing hostess
in your own office, Helen. It just isn't done!"
Helen sighed, her gray eyes laughing up at Kelly as the younger woman
walked forward to take a seat. She was an attractive woman in her
mid-fifties, with short, styled blond hair that was silvering rapidly.
On Helen it created an interesting effect, making the vivid gray eyes
seem even more vibrant. A hint of matronly plumpness gave her a
comfortable look that belied the astute mind and dynamic energy
underneath.
"The result of too many years spent playing the role of the president's
wife, I suppose!"
"Maybe you should find a nice, domesticated male and install him in
your kitchen at home. If you had a househusband you might learn to feel
more like a company president!" Kelly chuckled.
"Good idea but easier said than done. Unfortunately our society simply
hasn't learned to train men properly for that sort of role. Pity, isn't
it? I mean, when they're obviously so well suited for it
temperamentally."
"Speaking of temperamental men," Kelly began, sampling her coffee with
due caution, "I had dinner with the computer-security consultant last
night."
"So I heard." Helen smiled. "Office grapevine," she added by way of
explanation when Kelly lifted one brow interrogatingly.
"Of course," Kelly responded dryly.
"Now, there's a man who might not be temperamentally suited to
housework," Helen opined thoughtfully, sipping her own coffee from a
mug labeled BOSS, which Brett had given to his mother as a joke.
"I'm inclined to agree with you," Kelly began, about to launch into a
description of Locke's findings so far.
"In fact," Helen interrupted with a rueful little smile, "I'm not sure
what poor Locke would have done in life if he hadn't been lucky enough
to be born in the computer era. Were you terribly bored last night,
Kelly?"
"Bored!" Kelly stared at her boss a little blankly. "Well, no, not
really, I mean we talked about the investigation.
"What else? From what I understand, computers are the only thing Locke
discusses. Nearly drove his ex-fiancée crazy from all accounts!"
"Ex-fiancée?" Kelly waited with unexpected breathless-ness for
an explanation.
"Amanda Bailey. Her family are old friends of ours, which is how I
happen to know the juicy details," Helen confessed with relish. Helen
believed in maintaining a well-rounded interest in life. Being company
president of Forrester Stereo hadn't destroyed her appreciation for
good gossip, although Kelly had never known her to be malicious, except
toward rivals.
"I see," Kelly murmured a trifle uncertainly. "Well, we didn't discuss
his fiancée so I really don't know much about—"
"Oh, I can believe you didn't discuss Amanda! Locke probably doesn't
even think about her. According to the poor girl, he barely seemed
aware of the engagement when it was in effect, and the day she gave him
back his ring he hardly looked up from the terminal long enough to tell
her good-bye!" Helen was laughing now, gray eyes sparkling as she
remembered the tale.
Kelly considered that for an instant, trying to imagine Locke being so
blasé about his own engagement. "How— how long ago was this
engagement?"
"It lasted all of two months and ended early this year. I'll have to
admit that most of my information comes from Amanda's mother." Helen
settled back in her executive chair and gazed thoughtfully out toward
Lake Washington. "I expect it's the eyes."
"The eyes?" Kelly was beginning to have trouble following the
conversation.
"Those marvelous green eyes. No woman could be blamed for thinking the
man was capable of an interesting degree of passion. And with that
black hair and those massive shoulders—"
"Helen Forrester!" Kelly finally exclaimed. "Are you by any chance
trying to warn me about something?"
Helen looked sheepish. "Maybe I am, Kelly. Amanda Bailey wasn't the
first woman who discovered a romance with Locke Channing wasn't all she
had thought it was going to be. From what I hear, the man has all the
normal male appetites, but once they're satisfied, he turns to a
computer for intellectual stimulation and companionship."
"Cold, hmmm?"
"Colder than the Puget Sound in January according to all reports. He
uses those eyes as bait to catch an amusing little fish for dinner, but
once he's satisfied his hunger, he loses interest. It's a mystery how
Amanda got him as far as an engagement!"
Kelly hesitated a moment and then asked bluntly, "Why are you warning
me, Helen?"
"Because he took the trouble to ask me a few questions about you,
Kelly. And when I heard you'd had dinner with him, I got to worrying
that you might be the next fish in line." The laughter faded from the
eyes to be replaced by genuine concern.
"Do I look like a silly, unwary little fish?" Kelly asked gently, her
mouth twisting in a sardonic smile.
Helen eyed her for a moment and then grinned. "No, my dear, you don't.
Sorry about the interference. You're a big girl, aren't you? It
wouldn't surprise me if this time Locke might discover he's trying to
reel in a fish who's capable of biting back!"
"A female barracuda?"
"My favorite kind of manager! Okay, enough of the motherly hints. Tell
me what Locke had to say about the inventory problem."
"Not much, actually. He expects to know more in a couple of days, I
gather, after he's combed through the program. He also said something
about staying on longer to examine computer security in general." Kelly
waited. This was the real reason she'd come to Helen's office this
morning. She needed to know how much longer the cat-and-mouse game
between herself and Locke would continue.
Helen nodded. "I suggested it after my conversation with him a few days
ago. Don't you think it's a good idea? Especially if he turns up real
problems in the inventory."
"His services don't come cheap."
"Prevention is always cheaper than the cure!"
She couldn't argue with that, Kelly acknowledged silently. It was
beginning to appear that her nerves were fated to be strung out on
tenterhooks for several days. Her mouth tightened unconsciously at the
prospect. With a nod she set down her coffee cup and got to her feet.
"I just wanted to check in with you. I'd better be getting back to my
office. Carol has your morning fully choreographed and I wouldn't want
to be accused of upsetting the schedule."
"I'll see you later this afternoon, Kelly. I want to go over the
figures on the contract with that Japanese firm. I'd like to add that
line of speakers and turntables to our stock if we can come to terms
with them."
Kelly summoned an agreeable smile and walked out, heading back to her
office down the hail. She was almost there when Brett Forrester stuck
his head around the corner of his door and called to her. "Hey, Kelly!
Is Helen in a good mood this morning?" She turned and smiled a little
distantly into gray eyes, which only recently had begun to assume some
of the inner vividness of his mother's gaze.
Curly blond hair and a well-trimmed mustache accented Brett's tanned
good looks. The tan, Kelly knew, was from a salon that specialized in
that sort of product. The blond hair was carefully styled by another
expensive shop, and the designer suit fit the image Brett projected.
Brett had excellent and expensive tastes. At thirty he was finally
getting to a point where he could afford them.
"Her mood is fine, but Carol's got her on a strict timetable this
morning."
Brett groaned. "I wanted to talk about our new marketing strategy for
those video screens."
"Better talk to Carol first."
"I suppose you're right. You'd think a man would have better access to
his own mother!" he added ruefully. "Well, if Carol's got her wrapped
up for the morning, that will probably leave me free for lunch. Can I
talk you into joining me?"
"Thanks, Brett, but I've got other plans."
He shrugged, accustomed to her refusals. Kelly wasn't sure why he still
bothered to issue invitations. She had stopped accepting them several
months ago.
"I heard you had dinner with that software consultant last night,"
Brett went on in a curious tone, his gray eyes watchful.
"The whole company seems to be aware of that!"
"Don't sound so annoyed. You know how office gossip is. Enjoy yourself?"
"It was business, Brett."
He didn't respond to that, merely lifting one blond brow in silent
disbelief. "Whatever you say. My secretary tells me he's devoted to his
job."
"He's certainly spending a lot of time in the computer room, but that's
what Helen hired him for, isn't it? She wants an accurate consultation
before investing in a more sophisticated costing package," Kelly told
him aloofly.
"True, but I don't see why we even need to look into something more
sophisticated. The computerized end of things around here is
complicated enough!" Brett shook his head woefully. The wonders of the
machine were a mystery to him, although he accepted the printouts as
Gospel.
Which was rather amusing, Kelly decided as she smiled and walked on
down to her office. If one didn't mind a bit of morbid humor at this
hour of the morning.
The faintly derisive smile was still in her eyes when she rounded the
corner of her office and found Locke pacing back and forth in front of
Marcie Reynolds's desk. Marcie threw her boss an apologetic, helpless
smile.
"Mr. Channing would like to see you for a few minutes," the secretary
began in relief, only to be interrupted by Locke's metal and silk drawl
before she could finish the announcement.
"Where the hell have you been?" he demanded in obvious irritation,
waving a sheaf of papers at her accusingly.
"In conference," she retorted coolly, acutely aware in every feminine
bone in her body that there was no memory of last night in Locke's
glittering green eyes. It reminded her of Helen's description of him.
Cold . . .
"It's about time you got back, I've been waiting for fifteen minutes,"
he stated ungraciously.
Marcie winced and shook her head behind his back.
"Have you indeed?" Kelly retorted icily. "You could have saved yourself
the wait if you'd made an appointment." With a quelling glance she
reminded him which of them was in charge as she walked on into her
office.
He followed, shutting the door behind them with a small violent little
slam. Kelly ignored it and took her seat with an air of patient inquiry.
"Now, what, precisely, is so important that you had to drag yourself
away from our computer?" she prompted quietly, searching his expression
for any indication that he had stumbled onto something he shouldn't
have. There was no sign of anything other than annoyance and, perhaps,
a trace of satisfaction.
He flung himself into the chair on the other side of the desk and
tossed the top paper from his handful onto the blotter.
"Does that address mean anything to you?" he demanded almost
belligerently.
She picked up the paper, absently noting that Locke was in his usual
uniform of unbuttoned shirt and corduroy jacket. His thick black hair
was faintly ruffled as if he'd run his hands through it in
exasperation. The green eyes were centered on her expectantly.
She glanced at the unfamiliar store name and address.
"No," she admitted calmly. "It doesn't."
"I think we'd better go look at it."
"Why?"
"Come on," he ordered brusquely, surging impatiently to his feet. "My
car is in the lot outside. That area is somewhere south of Renton. It
shouldn't take us more than forty-five minutes to get there."
"And another forty-five minutes to get back," Kelly pointed out with a
touch of asperity. "I see no reason to go tearing off on a joyride when
I've got enough work to do as it is!"
"This is important," Locke proclaimed, swooping around the desk and
reaching for her wrist. He tugged her to her feet and had her halfway
out the door before Kelly could dig in her toes.
"Does this have something to do with—"
"Yes," he interrupted unceremoniously, sweeping her past Marcie and on
down the hall toward the elevators.
"Locke, I'm quite capable of keeping up with you. There's no need to
make a scene like this. Marcie looked as if I were being kidnapped!"
She bit her lip, wondering if the word would remind him of last night.
If it did, Locke gave no indication of it. Inside the elevator he
released her to punch the lobby button and then leaned back, arms
folded across his chest.
"If I'm right, I think I've found the source of the inventory
discrepancy problem," he announced, glaring into the middle distance.
Kelly had the distinct impression he was hardly aware of her except as
a necessary witness for whatever it was he had to show her.
Not the most flattering stroke for a woman's ego, she acknowledged with
an inner grin, coming as it did after last night, but, thanks to Helen,
it didn't come as the shock it might have been.
Five minutes later the black Jaguar was moving swiftly down the freeway
that circled Lake Washington, headed for the southern end.
They passed one of the many aircraft engineering and manufacturing
plants that dotted the area and contributed so heavily to the economy,
and then swept on with a silent Locke at the wheel.
Kelly kept her peace until he exited the freeway and began heading into
the countryside.
"There's a map in the glove compartment," he said briefly. "See if you
can find the street."
Stifling a sigh, Kelly pulled out the large book map that covered the
area and hunted through the index. Briskly she gave directions.
After a few more turns Locke slid the car to a halt in front of an
obviously out-of-business storefront.
"Well, there it is," he said in cool satisfaction.
"The address?" Kelly frowned at the abandoned building. "I give up.
What's the significance?"
"For the past six months Forrester Stereo and Video has been shipping
some very nice stereo components to that shop. Not a lot, I would
imagine, since you didn't find a lot missing, but it probably would
have gone on indefinitely."
He twisted in the leather seat, one hand resting idly on the steering
wheel, and grinned at Kelly. For the first time she had the feeling he
actually recognized her.
"And the beauty of it is that the computer was programmed to ignore any
reference to that address whenever someone asked it for a printout of
current accounts."
"You mean someone phoned in the orders, the computer dutifully
processed them and then created no record of the transactions?"
"Right. The components go to shipping and a truck drops them off here.
I expect someone is available to receive them and everything would look
normal as far as the driver was concerned. Everything was normal as far
as the computer was concerned too. This particular account simply never
got invoiced."
Kelly heard the professional admiration in his voice and smiled. It was
ingenious. Certainly a lot more sophisticated than her own attempts!
"I told Helen I thought you were a little overpriced," she confessed
wryly, "but I'll have to admit you earned your fee. This could have
gone on indefinitely. I suppose whoever's doing this has a nice little
income coming in from the sale of stereo components. Which brings up
the logical question—"
"Of who's doing it?" he concluded with a thoughtful nod. "I have a
theory on that."
"You're talking about someone capable of tampering with the original
software package that was programmed into the computer when Forrester
bought it," Kelly mused. "Frankly I don't think we have anyone on our
staff who could do that. We don't have any use for full-time
programmers. Our people just access the terminal for routine inquiries
and reports."
"I think it was part of the original programming!"
"You mean someone from the firm we bought it from originally?"
"Uh-huh. I'll make some phone calls this afternoon." He turned in the
seat and switched on the ignition. "Come on, let's get some lunch. We
can lay out the whole mess for Helen before four o'clock."
Kelly agreed a little distantly, her mind plunging ahead to her own
future. Having found the solution to the problem she had asked him to
investigate, Locke would now have no specific focus for his work.
Thanks to Helen's desire to tighten up the security of the system, he
would have free reins to continue exploring the machine and its
software. How much longer could her own luck hold out?
Over lunch at a surprisingly excellent restaurant specializing in pasta
Locke elaborated on the intricacies of the scheme he had uncovered.
Kelly let him talk, her thoughts turned inward as she listened with
only a small portion of her attention.
"I'll pick up some steaks and a bottle of wine," she suddenly heard him
say. "We can have dinner after the bout. Are you any good in the
kitchen?"
"I beg your pardon?" It took an effort of will to realize Locke was
talking about their scheduled fencing match. She could have sworn he'd
forgotten it.
"It doesn't matter," he murmured magnanimously. "Between the two of us
I expect we can put together steaks and a salad."
She met the flaring green eyes with a distinct sense of shock. Just
like that it was all there. Somewhere between the salad and the ravioli
Locke had remembered everything. The emeralds of his warlock gaze were
once again glowing, and if there had been any doubt in her mind about
his memory of last night, it was shattered on the instant.
For the first time since her conversation with Helen that morning,
Kelly understood why Amanda Bailey might have lost patience with her
fiancé. It was disconcerting, to say the least, to have a man
switch gears so fast. It was bound to make a woman wonder how deep his
passion really went.
Of course, Kelly reminded herself chidingly, she was hardly in the same
boat as Amanda had been. After all, that poor woman had probably hoped
Locke was in love. Kelly had only inspired desire in him. But if he'd
gone from loving fiancé to cold, calculating computer
expert with the same abruptness he was displaying in reverting from
that to woman-hungry male . . . Kelly felt a tiny stabbing shiver.
Somehow it all made him seem so much more dangerous.
But there was no denying that the potential danger was a good deal more
intoxicating than the immature weakness she was so accustomed to from
the male of the species. Late that afternoon, as Kelly tossed her mask
and fencing jacket into a duffel bag, she wondered again if there was
something wrong with her for finding the danger attractive.
"What's the bottle of wine for?" Locke demanded interestedly as she
opened the door to him. His eyes swept her casual attire of jeans and
electric-blue velour top, which seemed to accent the silvery hue of her
eyes. "Don't tell me you're expecting to pay me off with that when you
lose!"
"As I don't intend to lose, I'm certainly not worrying about awarding
you a prize! This is for dinner. You said you were going to pick up
steaks and wine. Well, here's the wine." She smiled at him brilliantly,
her whole body aware of his intent regard. When he did turn on the
desire, it appeared with a vengeance, she thought grimly.
"Fair enough," he agreed, picking up her bag and foil and leading the
way out to the waiting Jaguar. "That does bring up the issue of
tonight's trophy, however . . ." he began tantalizingly.
"Trophies aren't needed in affairs of honor. Only winning counts," she
reminded him bluntly, sliding onto the leather seat and flicking his
lean length with an assessing glance.
Dressed in a black turtleneck sweater and jeans, his gun-metal hair
stirred by the brisk evening wind, which was bringing in a storm from
the Pacific, Locke resembled a sorcerer with more than just his eyes.
"You're determined to view tonight's engagement in the traditional
sense?" he drawled.
"Aren't you?" she countered, lowering her lashes to hide the faint
gleam of excitement.
"Something tells me we both got into fencing for the same reason," he
growled softly and slammed the door.
"You certainly managed to impress Helen with your sleuthing this
afternoon," she began in a determinedly conversational voice as he slid
behind the wheel. "She's convinced you ought to stay on now and give us
the full benefit of your talents in the computer-security field."
"You aren't so convinced?" he inquired blandly, pulling away from the
expensive apartment complex perched so that it overlooked a quiet bay
on the lake. One of these days Kelly planned to buy, but for now she
was enjoying apartment life.
"I'll admit you looked pretty good this afternoon coming up with the
name of the guilty programmer!"
"Luck." He shrugged modestly. "A few phone calls put me in touch with
someone I know who once worked for the firm. He told me the guy had
been dismissed several months ago for suspicious causes. Since that was
the programmer who'd worked on your project, it must have been him."
"Helen's turning it all over to the police. They'll stake out the
closed storefront if the computer receives another order for that
address."
"Helen's not going to be content to simply plug the leak and forget
about it?" Locke asked very gently.
"Helen doesn't like being ripped off." Kelly smiled bleakly, not
looking at him. "If he's caught, she'll prosecute."
"That's the feeling I got from her too. Well, now that I've programmed
the machine to print out reports on orders received for that address,
we'll know if another attempt is made."
"We?" Kelly prompted deliberately.
"Oh, I expect I'll be around for several more days," he said
obligingly. "It will take me at least that long to assess the system
completely."
Kelly couldn't argue with him: she didn't know if that was reasonable
or not. How long did it take to analyze a computer system for
weaknesses? But perhaps the worst was over. If Locke hadn't turned up
anything threatening during his initial search, maybe she was safe.
From now on, after all, he would be looking at generalities, not
particulars.
"I'm not the only one who came out of this looking good," Locke went on
after a moment of quiet. "As I thought, Helen's opinion of you has
risen even higher, if that's possible."
"It was only chance that made me suspicious," Kelly said dismissingly.
"Have you had a lot of experience with computers?"
"Very little," she told him shortly, searching mentally for a way out
of the conversation. "How long has it been since you've done any
fencing, Locke?"
He threw her a quick, speculative glance. "Wondering if I'll be an easy
target for you?"
"I take it you're not going to tell me," she returned blandly.
"A little uncertainty in one's opponent is always valuable," he grinned
smoothly.
If he only knew just how much uncertainty he had brought into her life,
Kelly thought feelingly.
By the time Locke had parked the Jag in his drive under the trees,
Kelly could feel the adrenaline already pouring into her bloodstream.
The need to test herself against this man was almost physical in
nature. It was as if winning on the fencing strip somehow increased her
odds of holding him at bay in other, more critical, areas.
She knew he was psyched up for the match too. Kelly wasn't sure exactly
how she was aware of his intent interest in the bout, but her senses
were alert to every nuance of the situation and they assured her he was
riding the same strange high as herself.
The furniture had all been pushed aside and the stylish, geometrically
patterned area carpets had been rolled up along the wall. An imaginary
fencing strip stretched across the front of the living room parallel to
the full-length windows.
Locke's eyes were on Kelly's profile as she surveyed the preparations.
"Scared?" he whispered softly.
"Should I be?"
"Maybe a little," he conceded laconically. "You're going into combat
with an opponent you know little or nothing about, aren't you?"
She turned her neat head to eye him coolly. "The same applies to you."
"That's debatable," he said evenly. "I've never seen you fence, but I
do know a lot about you."
"No more than I've learned about you, surely?" she invited
challengingly.
He smiled and said nothing. Hands resting on his lean hips, he swung an
assessing gaze along the area prepared for the bout and then nodded
briefly.
"I think we're both ready. You can change in the bedroom at the top of
the stairs. I'll use the other one at the end of the hall."
Without a word Kelly lifted her duffel bag and headed for the winding
wooden staircase. The level of excitement in her veins seemed to surge
with every step. He followed silently, pointing out the room she was to
use before retreating to another one farther down the hall.
As soon as she stepped inside, Kelly realized she had been assigned to
Locke's own room. She glanced around, wondering with a sense of cool
speculation if it had been a subtle psychological tactic on his part to
have her change in an atmosphere heavily imbued with his presence.
But accusing him of such a move would be to give him more credit than
Helen seemed to feel the man should have for sensitivity, she decided
wryly, plopping the duffel bag down onto the wide bed with its thick
down quilt.
Her eyes moved restlessly around the room as she pulled on the white
trousers and high-collared protective fencing jacket. It was definitely
a man's room, but not a cold one. The thick solid cedar walls lent
warmth up here just as they did to the lower portion of the house. A
blazingly designed area rug in black and red went well with the sleek
modern furniture. The lines were strong and masculine but comfortable.
Wide windows took full advantage of a partial view of the lake.
Slipping on the white shoes, Kelly finished her preparations, then
stood in front of the mirror to draw on the glove. Her own blue eyes
stared back at her, very silver and glowing with an inner exhilaration
that couldn't be hidden. She was ready. She picked up the mask.
Kelly came silently down the stairs to find Locke waiting for her, foil
and mask in hand. The jade-green eyes swung toward her the moment she
appeared on the landing and followed her every pace as she came forward.
Without a word she closed her gloved fingers around the familiar
handle of her foil and took up a position opposite Locke. The sensation
of controlled power flowed through her body, and the knowledge that
Locke was experiencing the same feeling added another dose of
stimulation.
"There's nothing quite like it, is there?" Locke asked in a voice of
cool silk, raising his weapon in formal salute.
"No," she whispered, echoing the traditional salute. "There isn't."
And there wasn't, she reiterated silently to herself as they slipped on
the fencing masks. They had just stepped back into the past to confront
one another across a stretch of grassy field beneath the cold light of
dawn.
But for some reason tonight the fantasy was even more powerful for
Kelly. She was facing a dangerous opponent who didn't yet know the full
extent of his own potential menace. Winning suddenly became very
important.
There were two qualities necessary to make a good fencer, Kelly knew:
instantaneous judgment in the heat of combat, and speed. With those,
combined with a supple strength and stamina, a fencer became dangerous
indeed. It didn't take Kelly long to realize Locke had it all. She was
up against an excellent fencer, one who was better than herself.
She acknowledged the situation immediately and didn't waste time
berating herself for having accepted the challenge. Even the best
fencers made mistakes or misjudged distances and opponents.
It wasn't that Locke rushed to overwhelm her, but Kelly found herself
defending almost immediately. She knew he was watching her reaction to
his feints, gauging her preference for certain parries, and she was
glad of having had instructors who were adamant about not telegraphing
one's movements with one's hands.
Realizing the strength in his wrist, she carefully engaged the blades
foible to foible, knowing pressure could be more easily neutralized at
the weaker tips of the weapon. The entire blade could function as a
lever with the hand being the fulcrum. If she allowed Locke to engage
blades near the stronger base of the foil, he would have been able to
use his superior strength against her.
The basic movements of advance, retreat, and change of guard were
carried out in deadly silence, each fencer waiting for an opening.
Coolly Kelly tried to use her retreats to deceive the distance, forcing
her attack«r to close the gap. It was a basic defensive tactic
for a weaker fencer, but it couldn't be used indefinitely. Constant
defense never produced a scoring touch. Sooner or later she would have
to attack.
Both stuck to deceptively simple plays; straight thrusts, disengages,
and cutovers were varied with beats, opposition, and occasional
two-movement attacks. There were more complicated maneuvers in a
fencer's repertoire but the advance planning required often made them
self-defeating under the tension of combat.
Slowly Locke began to build the pressure against her, seldom using the
same tactic twice in succession. He followed her retreat but did not
advance aimlessly into her point. He kept his distance, displaying a
satisfying respect for her blade.
Kelly hardened her defense, watching for an opening. Attack was
followed by parry and riposte in a centuries-old game where losing had
once meant death or injury. Kelly felt the single-minded intent
emanating from Locke as if it were a palpable force. His fencing was
aggressive and graceful, and he gave no quarter.
And then, quite suddenly, she tried an attack begun from complete
immobility, and surprised Locke in the preparation of his own attack.
He avoided it, but the action took him into retreat, and Kelly began to
press the small psychological advantage.
The excitement of going on the offensive flowed through her. She sensed
his new wariness and moved to increase it. Kelly knew her speed was
increasing now as she warmed to the combat. Finding an opening at last,
she moved into the attack with precision and confidence. Her body slid
expertly into the lunge, trailing arm snapping vigorously behind her.
Locke defended swiftly, barely denying her the score, but already Kelly
was recovering with spring and lithe-ness. She recovered forward,
pressing the attack still further.
With that action the play became more even. Kelly still found herself
relying heavily on defense but she knew now she had a decent chance of
holding her own—and Locke must have known it too.
It was he, however, who brought the first phrase to a decisive close
with a simple beat-lunge attack that drove the tip of his covered blade
firmly against her jacket.
Acknowledging the hit, Kelly stepped back, catching her breath for the
next phrase of the bout. They paused for a short rest and Locke lifted
his mask. Silently Kelly followed suit, meeting his eyes across the
distance.
"You're good." He smiled easily, jade gaze raking her face. "You nearly
had me a couple of times."
"Nearly isn't good enough," she reminded him, aware of the perspiration
on her forehead. Locke didn't look as if the match had yet begun to
tire him.
"Perhaps during this next phrase," he suggested encouragingly, his
smile taunting.
"It will be my pleasure," she assured him as they once again brought
the foils up in salute.
"You realize, of course," he said quite neutrally, "that I can't afford
to let you win."
Something in the evenness of his metal and silk voice alerted her.
"Trying to use a little psychological warfare?" she mocked as they
slipped on the masks.
"I'll use whatever it takes," he agreed as they went into the on-guard
position.
"It won't work," she assured him.
"No? How about this: I know all about your little catwalk through the
data base a few months ago."
Kelly froze, her clear, calculating, strategy-oriented mind thrown into
complete chaos at the simple words.
"You see?" he murmured softly. "You're suddenly an undefended target."
He moved forward in lazy offense, and Kelly retreated without thinking,
her mind on his shattering comment.
Desperately she forced her mind and her nerves to regroup.
"When did you find out?" she asked coldly, determined not to let him
see how much turmoil he had created. But she was very much afraid he
already knew.
"Yesterday, when I went back for another look at the transactions that
had been going on around the time of one of the unrecorded shipments,"
he told her offhandedly.
"I had nothing to do with the theft!" she gritted defiantly.
"I know that. You were content just to shift some rather large sums of
money around, weren't you?" He executed a rapid change of engagement to
the high inside line by passing his blade under hers and forcing her to
engage in quarte.
"No money was stolen!" she snapped, covering the target area he sought.
"I spent this afternoon trying to figure out exactly why anyone would
want to play with the data the way you had been playing with it."
She retreated as he tried a feint disengage. He was going to
find this match a walkover, she realized disgustedly. She could no
longer concentrate as completely as would be necessary to defeat him.
"And I couldn't come up with very many reasonable answers," he
concluded, forcing her back again.
"I'm glad something in the whole mess was beyond your ability to
decode," she shot back bitterly. She was tiring rapidly now and knew he
was beginning to play with her. The knowledge filled her with
self-disgust.
"There's a lot about you I have yet to decode," he agreed, deliberately
opening a line in an invitation to the attack.
Kelly accepted heedlessly and found him more than prepared for her
lunge. He took her blade with his own, maintaining contact and using
his superior strength to force her foil outside the limits of the
target. A split second later his explosive response brought him another
scoring hit.
Kelly backed off, lifting the mask away from her damp face and using
the back of her sleeve to wipe her forehead. Across the room Locke
removed his own mask and the glittering warlock eyes pinned her with
the look of the hunter.
"I'm afraid your psychological warfare is going to be successful, after
all," she admitted harshly. "I don't think I'm going to be able to give
you much of a contest this evening."
"Does it rattle your confidence that much to know I found out about
your maneuvers with the computer?" Locke asked with cool interest,
setting his foil down as she did the same.
She drew a deep breath, letting her heart return to normal, and tried
to think. Mentally she was again fencing with him.
"How did you find out?" she asked almost uncaringly, standing very
still and watching him through narrowed silver-blue eyes.
"The computer recorded the 'corrections' you were making to its data
base. The corrections always carried the same identifier. Your password
was the one being used the most consistently when sums of money were
juggled."
"I see." She shrugged, her mouth tightening. "I told you I didn't know
very much about computers."
"Enough to realize that you could go in and modify columns of numbers
to make them add up properly, it would appear," he countered.
"It seemed a logical way to handle matters," she sighed. "As you said,
the computer leaves very little in the way of a paper trail. ..."
"If it makes you feel any better, I think you would have got away with
it indefinitely if you hadn't called in someone to check out your
security problem. Did you realize how dangerous such an action was?"
Locke inquired almost mildly.
"I knew there was a risk involved, but since I didn't know very much
about the inner workings of the machine, I couldn't judge the extent of
the danger." Kelly met his eyes with a straight glance. "In any event,
I didn't have much choice. I couldn't solve the inventory problem on my
own. I knew enough to realize I needed professional help."
"A calculated risk," he said, nodding with surprising approval. "You
just couldn't quite calculate the exact dimensions of that risk. No
wonder you looked at me with such wariness the first day. Have you been
sleeping nights lately, wondering when I was going to discover the
facts?"
Kelly's mouth twisted wryly. "Actually I'd begun to hope you might not
find out anything at all. You gave no indication yesterday. ..."
"I wanted time to think about the possible ramifications of your
involvement in such an affair," he said quietly, unfastening the row of
buttons along the side of his fencing jacket. "And I wanted to solve
the inventory puzzle first. I figured you probably weren't involved in
that or you wouldn't have called in someone to analyze the problem. You
would just have made the—er—appropriate 'corrections.' "
She watched him warily, trying to assess his mood. He didn't seem
outraged or angry or even disgusted. Instead there was a faint air of
concealed triumph, determination, and calculation. What was he thinking?
"I suppose you have a reason for telling me of your brilliant sleuthing
at this particular point in time?"
"Naturally. I fully intend to use the information, but you know me well
enough, I think, to have guessed that." One black brow raised
sardonically. He hadn't moved, still watching her from across the
distance of the room.
Kelly felt as if she were in the presence of a large cat who was biding
his time before the final spring. It was difficult, she found, to
accept the total defeat Locke Channing had unloosed. She wasn't
accustomed to losing. But the risks had been there from the beginning
and she had accepted them.
Nevertheless, she discovered grimly, there was a certain double impact
in the way he had done it tonight by combining his victory over her in
the matter of the computer with another in fencing. She felt breathless
and cornered.
Lifting her head proudly, she stared at him, eyes Ml of ice and snow.
"You're going to go to Helen with the information?"
"Shouldn't I?" he demanded aggressively. She knew he was waiting to
hear her try and argue him out of it.
She sucked in air, realizing she would have to try to do exactly that
and it galled her to step into his trap.
"You're a friend of hers," she began slowly.
"Not a close one," he remarked, surprising her.
Kelly frowned. "And I'm sure you have your professional ethics to
maintain."
"I'm not a fanatic about them," he stated evenly, raising a hand to
carelessly thrust the dark hair back off his forehead. The green eyes
never left her face, and she could sense the coiled tension in him.
"What if I told you that going to Helen would only upset her and there
is no crime to report anyway?"
"I'm listening."
She threw him a stony glance, uncertain of his meaning.
"Are you telling me, by any chance, that you're open to a bribe?" she
hazarded dryly.
"Are you offering one?"
"No. I don't have anything with which to bribe you," she shot back
scornfully.
"Don't you?"
"Would you mind very much if we cut out the cat-and-mouse business?"
He hesitated as if thinking over the request. "Answer a couple of
questions first and then I'll tell you whether or not I'll cut out the
fencing."
She inclined her head once in a regal acceptance of his terms.
"Was it you who fooled around with the data base or was someone else
using your password?"
"I'm quite guilty," she informed him calmly.
Something flickered in the jade gaze, but she couldn't decipher it.
"Did you embezzle from Forrester Stereo?" The question was clipped and
cool.
"No."
"Then why—"
"That particular question I don't intend to answer," she interrupted
brusquely. "I will only give you my word that no money is missing from
Forrester's account."
"You must have had a reason for all those changes," he began, sounding
faintly irritated.
"I did. The reason has been taken care of. No one's been hurt. And you
needn't bother with any more questions along this line. I'm not going
to answer them," she snapped crisply.
"Lacking a reasonable explanation from you, I probably should go
straight to Helen," he pointed out.
Kelly swallowed. "I'll resign on Monday if that will satisfy your sense
of justice."
His jaw hardened and he walked slowly toward her, coming to a halt a
foot away.
"You'd resign over this rather than explain yourself to me?" he
growled, one hand snagging her chin and holding her face very still.
Kelly nodded.
"What if I said I'd go to Helen in any case?" he went on grimly.
"You mean whether or not I resign?" she whispered, trying to shield the
tumult he was causing in her mind as she contemplated that.
"Yes."
"You don't give an inch, do you? What is it you want, Locke? You've
implied there's a way out of this. . . ."
"There is." He smiled challengingly, provokingly. "It will be
interesting to see whether the escape clause is more acceptable to you
than having Helen find out someone's been tampering with her financial
data."
"Go on," she charged forcefully, holding his gaze bravely.
"You don't lack nerve, do you, woman?" he mused.
"I think you would crush me if I did."
"That's not true," he said gently. "But I probably would handle you a
lot differently."
"Are you going to tell me your solution to the situation?" she asked
tersely.
"It's simple enough. Marry me and I'll go back into the computer and
wipe out all your little paw prints."
"Marry you!" Dumbfounded, Kelly could only stare up into the implacable
face of her nemesis.
He waited in hard silence, watching the play of emotions across her
face.
"You don't lack nerve either, do you, Locke Channing?" she muttered
incredulously.
"Fencing still requires courage, even these days when death isn't the
ultimate penalty for losing," he reminded her whimsically.
"You think marrying me will be like entering a fencing bout?" she
rasped, trying to assimilate what was happening.
"Initially, yes," he confirmed flatly.
Kelly stood transfixed a moment longer and then stepped firmly out of
his reach. He didn't follow. From three feet away she glared at him.
"All right, Locke, let's have the whole thing out in the open. Why
should you be willing to offer me this particular escape?"
"I made up my mind to many you that first day when I walked into your
office and found you waiting for me with such cool challenge in those
lovely blue eyes. If this mess with the computer hadn't popped up so
conveniently, I would have bided my time a bit longer before asking
you. This way things are moving a little faster than they would have
otherwise," he explained casually. "But the end result will be the
same."
"You seem quite certain I'll take you up on your generous offer," she
noted scathingly, wondering what was wrong with her pulse. It had begun
to pound with the primitive fight-or-flight reaction of the female to
the male. She knew, even as she despised the knowledge, that her body's
reaction to Locke's challenge was elemental and very feminine.
"I don't think you have much choice." One broad shoulder lifted in an
easy shrug, but the green eyes were glowing with aggressive demand.
"Aren't you taking a bit of a risk?" she taunted deliberately.
"Marrying a woman of uncertain ethics?"
"Like I said," he drawled. "I'm not a fanatic about business ethics."
"What about other kinds?" she pressed bluntly.
"If you even contemplate cheating on me with another man, you have my
promise I'll bring you back in line the way men used to accomplish that
trick in the days when the swords weren't blunted at the tip!"
"Threats already, Locke?" Kelly gritted sharply, a portion of her
analytical mind informing her he meant every word.
"It's always best to know where you stand with your opponent, don't you
think?"
"Why?" The single word was short and fervent.
"Because it's good tactics."
"I mean, why do you want to marry me?" she retorted impatiently.
"I told you last night that I wanted you," he reminded her calmly.
"Men don't marry for that reason alone," she scoffed, aware of the
thrill that shot down her backbone at the searing look he gave her.
"I tried to tell you the rest of the reason last night at dinner. You
didn't believe me," he murmured.
"Love at first sight?" she repeated, astounded that he should even
attempt such a silly lie.
"Ummm," he agreed placidly, apparently unconcerned over whether or not
she believed him.
"You think you love me?" she exclaimed. She felt as if he'd just rushed
her guard and had landed another scoring hit. He was lying, of course,
but why?
"Yes," he said frankly. "And I think I can make you love me!"
"You're basing that egotistical assumption on the way I agreed to let
you kiss me?" she flung back loftily, unaware of the increased silver
in her eyes.
"Like I told you, we have to start somewhere. You want me and I'm
willing to take the risk that I can make you love me."
"If you did happen to be telling me the truth about your own feelings,
then I should think you'd be afraid I'll confuse desire with love.
Always assuming my desire for you is as overwhelming as you seem to
think!"
He grinned suddenly, unexpectedly, and Kelly unconsciously fell back a
step before the predatory male laughter in him. "You can't hide that
female challenge in those lovely eyes. A woman only looks at a man like
that when she's daring him to take her."
"Of all the egocentric, stupid, masculine reasoning!" she gasped,
stunned by his audacity. "You really are a pompous example of the
breed, aren't you?"
"I think," he stated slowly, the laughter dying out of his eyes as he
surveyed her outraged figure, "that the rest of this conversation would
be better conducted after we've both had a shower. Why don't you move
that very lovely little tail of yours up that staircase before I decide
to teach you how to scrub my back."
She continued to stare at him for another few very tense seconds and
then she broke the spell that he was weaving with his eyes and forced
herself to walk, not run, to the staircase. It took an inordinate
amount of self-control, but somehow she managed not to give her
tormentor the satisfaction of having h6r glance back at him over her
shoulder.
Sweeping into the bedroom at the top of the stairs, she slammed the
door behind her, yanked off her glove, and hurled it at the cedar log
wall. It bounced harmlessly down onto the red and black rug, and with a
groan at her loss of temper Kelly picked it up and tossed it into the
duffel bag.
What a fool she had been to think she could get away with that
manipulation of the data base, she told herself beratingly as she
stripped the jacket and trousers from her damp body and dropped them
into the bag with the glove. How could a risk be called calculated when
one didn't even begin to know how to estimate the chances involved?
She glared at her image in the mirrored wall of the large bathroom,
automatically ripping loose the braided coil at the back of her head.
An idiot. That was what she had been. But what alternative had she
really had?
Her fingers ripped through the braid until the waist-length hair hung
down her back. She bundled it into a towel and stepped over to the
shower. There was no sense worrying about the past, she decided with
characteristic resolution as she moved under the hot spray. What was
done had been done, and unless she wanted to undue what good had been
accomplished, she had to keep Helen from discovering the truth. Helen
would be brokenhearted if she learned her own son had been so weak. ....
But even as she accepted the knowledge that she was stuck with the
situation she had created, Kelly's churning thoughts went to the man
she had left at the foot of the stairs.
He'd discovered her secret and had told her the terms for which he
would sell his silence. Could she afford them? And why? Why was he so
determined to marry her?
She didn't believe for one moment that he had fallen in love with her.
Even if he had, the knowledge of her unscrupulous maneuvers with the
computer should have been enough to kill such a delicate thing as
four-day-old love!
But he hadn't seemed greatly concerned with the possibility of her
being an embezzler, she thought wretchedly, turning off the water and
reaching blindly around the corner of the shower stall for one of the
huge chocolate-brown towels.
There had been no genuine implication that he felt torn about his duty
to report her to Helen. Kelly bit her lip, considering that carefully
as she toweled dry and unwrapped her hair. In the steamy mirror she
regarded her ghostly nude image, hair streaming down her back, and
wondered what sort of man didn't blink an eyelid about discovering that
the woman he wanted was potentially larcenous in character.
Because he thought he could control her illegal bent? Or because his
own scruples weren't particularly strong in the first place?
That last wasn't a cheerful thought. An honest Locke Channing was
dangerous enough. A dishonest one didn't bear contemplation!
She glanced around the long counter that housed the twin washbasins,
absently noting the neat array of masculine toiletries. Locke might
have been casual in his attire, but his house was surprisingly orderly.
For an instant Kelly wondered what it would be like to have her own
things sitting beside his on that counter.
Abruptly she turned away, the brown towel wrapped around her body and
knotted at the breast. She would have to start marshaling her thoughts
for the coming encounter. If Locke Channing was serious about marriage,
for whatever reason, she was going to have a rough time talking him out
of it. He knew he had a solid threat to use against her.
Her forehead knitted in a frown of concentration, Kelly opened the
bathroom door and started into the bedroom, glancing toward the quilt
where her jeans and blue velour top lay waiting. The lacy underwear was
stacked on top of the velour and she reached for it automatically.
The scrap of a bra was in her hand and her fingers had gone to the knot
of the towel when he moved and she saw him standing quietly beside the
door.
"Locke!"
The sight of him waiting in the shadowy area to one side of the room
was enough to bring out his name in a voice that almost squeaked with
startled anxiety.
"I came for your answer, Kelly."
The words were unequivocal, their tone telling her he would accept only
one response.
She stared at him, her stunned mind absorbing the implications of the
fact that he was wearing only a pair of tight-fitting jeans. His chest
was bare and he hadn't bothered to put on any shoes. The gun-black hair
was still damp from the shower. He looked like the dark warlock he was,
and Kelly shivered.
"What do you think you're doing here?" she managed, trying desperately
for some bold parry of this new menace. "Get out."
He moved, stepping away from the wall where he had been leaning, and
walking toward her with an inexorable, pacing stride.
"It occurs to me that you won't give up until you know for certain that
you're beaten," he observed, all silk and metal. The jade eyes gleamed
at her as he approached. The power in him seemed to wash over her in
waves that lapped the air around her.
"You said we would finish the discussion later," she reminded him,
hating herself for wanting to retreat in the face of his advance. She
tried valiantly to inject the haughty, aloof note that might make him
think she was still in control.
"This is later. I want my answer, Kelly," he grated, closing the
distance as she began to step backward. "Are you going to marry me?"
"Let me get dressed," she countered cuttingly. "You've already shaken
me up enough for one evening. I'll meet you downstairs in a few
minutes. ..."
The hardness in his face was immutable. She was violently, unwillingly,
aware of the sleek bronzed expanse of chest and shoulders. Rough,
curling hair twisted in a primitive pattern past the masculine nipples
and down to the flat, hard stomach.
"I know I've given you a jolt," he agreed. "And I also know enough to
realize I'd better take advantage of having got you somewhat off
balance. Given enough time, you'll come up with your own solution to
the situation. And I can't allow that."
"Stop stalking me, dammit!"
"Stop trying to retreat," he suggested mildly, his gaze taking in the
picture she made with her long hair flowing down to her waist, her
modesty protected only by the towel.
She had been right the previous evening, Kelly thought. Resistance was
only going to goad him further.
Her hand up to ward him off, she eyed him furiously. "Leave me alone,
Locke. I won't allow you to intimidate me like this!"
"I'm not leaving this room until I have my answer."
He was almost on her now. Kelly was almost to the wall, in more ways
than one.
"If you think you can force a decision like this ..." she began, eyes
brilliant and blue.
"Aren't you finding my assistance helpful?" he taunted, reaching to
wrap a hand around the nape of her neck as she found the wall with her
back. "Answer me, Kelly! Are you going to marry me or shall I go to
Helen with the news of what you've done?"
"I've told you, I'll resign—"
"I don't want your resignation! And if I go back through that data base
with a fine-tooth comb, you can bet I'll find out exactly why you felt
obliged to make all those phony 'corrections'!"
Her eyes widened at that. She had thought his discovery of the
manipulation was as far as it would go. If he learned the reason. . . .
"All right!" she gritted between clenched teeth. "I'll marry you if
that's what you want. But so help me— What are you doing?"
The last was said on a shriek as he moved, hauling her forward and
scooping her up into his arms.
"Taking out insurance,'' he told her ruthlessly as he tossed her down
into the center of the bed. "Insurance that you'll keep your word!"
An instant later he was beside her on the quilt, reaching to anchor her
body with his superior strength.
"Don't you dare!" Kelly bit out in savage denial, far more angry than
frightened. "Take your hands off me, you arrogant fool!"
"When it comes to arrogance," he growled, throwing his blue-jeaned
thigh across her bare legs, "you take the prize, sweetheart! But it's
okay. Better for a woman to have too much spirit than too little."
"Why, you . . . !"
"After all," he explained, capturing a wrist in each hand and pinning
them to the quilt beside her tousled head, "a man can always find ways
to control the spirit, but the passion itself has to come from within."
"Passion! I'm not feeling passionate toward you, dammit! I'm madder
than hell!"
"Only because tonight's your night to lose," he soothed, bending his
head to take her lips with a quick, fierce kiss that held nothing of a
soothing nature.
"If you don't stop this minute, I'm going to cry rape again," she
breathed, her breasts lifting under the brown towel with the force of
her panting struggles. "You said last night you'd never force yourself
on me!"
A slow, anticipatory smile curved his mouth and the warlock eyes flared
with rising passion as he looked down into her defiant face.
"Don't worry, my love," he whispered in a thickening voice, "I learned
my lesson last night about the usefulness of honey in catching little
flies with red and gold in their wings. . . ."
He touched his lips to the mass of soft brown stuff that lay in tangled
tendrils across her naked shoulders, and Kelly caught her breath as the
nearness of him brought his scent into her nostrils. Clean, male, and
primitively inviting, it threatened to cloud her senses for an instant.
Grimly she fought free of the effect, her silvery eyes opening wide in
quelling accusation as he lifted his head again to study her.
"How can you talk about loving me when you treat me like this?"
"How could I treat you like this if I didn't love you?" he countered
silkily.
"Don't tease me on top of everything else," she ordered in a kind of
passionate anger. "No man who loved or respected a woman would threaten
her with this kind of violence."
"What kind would he threaten her with?"
"Damn you!" she hissed, frustrated beyond reason at the aggressive
laughter that mingled with the passion in his eyes. "I swear I'll hate
you forever—"
"No," he interrupted, the masculine humor fading at once. "You won't
hate me. At least not forever."
He moved, trapping one of her arms beneath the weight of his body and
holding her other wrist above her head. His free hand went to the knot
of her towel but he made no immediate effort to undue it. He buried his
mouth in her throat and a slow, deceptively lazy trail of kisses began
to work their way up toward her lips.
"Locke, please!"
She felt the strong, sensitive fingers rest lightly on her breast as if
he liked the curving shape of her beneath the towel. Against her naked
thigh the roughness of his denim-covered leg seemed like the scrape of
a cat's tongue on her agitated senses. And the skin of her throat was
violently aware of the warmth and firmness of his mouth.
"Please what, darling?" he gritted gently, his tongue emerging to
sample the taste of her shower-warmed skin. "Please love you? But I do.
And I will. . . ."
"You can't!" she cried brokenly, torn between sheer fury and the
growing realization that outright battle with him wasn't the way to
handle the situation. Locke thrived on outright battle. "If you loved
me, you wouldn't do this!"
"What would I do? Beg for your love in return? I don't think so. At
least not at this stage. Do you think I want to end up with that
hopeless, wistful look in my eyes that Brett Forrester has every time
he watches you walk down the hall?"
"What? Locke, what the devil are you talking about?" Kelly turned her
head aside from his advancing kisses, shaken by his words. It seemed
she was fated to receive one shock after another tonight from this man.
"Don't pretend he doesn't want you. I've seen the expression on his
face and I've heard the gossip in the computer room. But he didn't know
how to go about getting you, did he? And now it's much too late,
anyway. You're mine."
"You're not making any sense! Let me go and we can— can talk things
over at dinner." Gamely Kelly sought for a reasonable alternative to
offer him.
"Dinner can wait." He began untying the knot of the towel, ignoring her
startled gasp. "Right now it's more important to consolidate my
victory."
"Victory!" she yelped, twisting violently in one last evasion attempt
that proved fruitless. "That's all this has been for you tonight,
hasn't it?"
"It's definitely been a part of the evening's festivities," he agreed
on a note of deepening intent and wonder as he unwrapped the towel to
expose her small firm breasts.
"My God, but I want you!" He seemed a little dazed by his own kindling
need, Kelly thought blankly, not understanding the longing in his eyes.
She shivered as he palmed one breast, knowing even as she fought to
control it that the traitorous nipple was being coaxed out of hiding.
"Locke, no! You promised you wouldn't—"
"Hush, Kelly. There will be no rape," he told her steadily, raising
suddenly serious eyes to meet hers. "Kiss me," he commanded softly.
"Kiss me like you did last night and I give you my word I won't force
you."
She stared up at him, trying to read the meaning in his words and his
expression.
"You swear you won't?" she got out on a panting whisper.
"I love you, Kelly," he broke in, the yearning in him very plain now.
"And you're going to marry me. Kiss me and give me some of your warmth
tonight. It will be like last night."
"Another forfeit?" she hedged uncertainly, not fully trusting him.
"If you want to call it that. After all, you did lose tonight."
"Because of your damn psychological warfare!"
"A man uses the weapons that come to hand," he murmured absently, his
lips feathering the line of her brow and then the tip of her nose.
"Kiss me," he repeated, his mouth hovering a bare inch above
hers.
"Do you love me, Locke?" she asked in curious wonder.
"Yes."
The single word was crisp, unequivocal, absolutely certain.
"I don't understand ..." she began helplessly, trying to sort through
the possibilities of the situation. If he truly did love her, or even
if he was only fascinated by her as he had claimed, he was vulnerable.
But vulnerable men always wanted something from her. Something other
than love. What did Locke Channing want from her? How did he mean to
use her?
"Take my word for it," he advised dryly. "It happens. You'll see."
Kelly waited no longer. She would give him his kiss, just as she had
last night. His declaration of love confused her, but it also served to
make the command virtually irresistible.
She touched her lips with the tip of her tongue and parted them with
instinctive invitation. With a groan he lowered his mouth and took the
offering.
She sensed the way he reveled in the caress, felt the need in him as it
tautened his muscles. The leg he had thrown across her thighs
tightened, but Kelly realized vaguely it was an unconscious reaction on
his part. He was no longer deliberately trying to trap her.
His mouth moved slowly, lingeringly on hers, urging admittance for his
questing tongue. She gave it, knowing it was too soon to protest. As
she had last night, she would have to give enough to satisfy his
immediate demands. In a few minutes she would put up the barriers. . . .
He searched her mouth with a hungering need, his tongue finding hers in
a passionate little duel that reminded her for some strange reason of
the one they had just fought downstairs. His fingers found the pulse at
the base of her neck and wandered slowly, languidly, back down to the
thrusting tips of her breasts.
"I want you so much," he husked, dragging his mouth away from hers to
search out the delicate area behind her ear.
For some crazy reason it all seemed to be flowing together, Kelly
acknowledged vaguely, twisting one hand free to find the thickness of
his black hair with her fingers. First the victory in armed combat
combined with the intellectual master stroke of telling her he knew
about her manipulation of the computer. Added to that was his immediate
insistence on marriage and then the demand for her agreement.
Now this slow, building arousal of her senses.
There was a distinct danger in the pattern, but Kelly was finding it
harder and harder to keep her mind on it. She was discovering that she
loved the feel of the damp gun-metal-colored hair, and just below that
were the sleek, strong muscles of his neck and shoulders. Their
resiliency seemed to appeal to her fingers in an uncanny fashion.
Soon, she promised herself, arching her neck in response to his kiss,
she would call a halt and claim she had given him his forfeit. A shiver
coursed through her as he used his teeth with gentle menace on the skin
of her shoulder. Her toes curled tightly in response and one knee
lifted unconsciously. The undone towel parted completely.
Instantly his hand stroked down from breast to stomach to thigh. He
found the inside of the raised knee and began tracing tiny circles
upward toward the center of her warmth.
"Locke?"
His name was a questioning, uncertain little sound. "Not so fast,
please," Kelly heard herself beg. "I need time. I'm not sure how much I
want—"
"We'll find out how much you want," he vowed hoarsely, his lips moving
down the curve of her breast to find the nipple.
"Oh ..." The almost-agony was exquisite. With a sudden, convulsive grip
Kelly clutched him to her, her hands sliding along the muscles of his
back and down to the lean waist.
"That's right, my little adversary," he breathed tightly, trembling in
response to her grasp. "Touch me, hold me, want me . . ."
His fingers on her thigh were prowling closer to his ultimate goal, and
Kelly made a shaking effort to deny him further intimacy. But when she
tried to press her legs together, he somehow slid his jeaned thigh
between them. To her now racing senses, the action signaled yet another
defeat.
"No!" The protest was weak, even to her own ears, and Locke paid it no
heed.
"I only want to love you, sweetheart. I need so badly to make you mine.
Can't you give me that much?" Each word was a tangle of masculine
command and pleading, punctuated by tiny nibbling kisses that forged a
way between her breasts and toward the opposite nipple.
"Locke, I don't want—" She licked her lips, eyes squeezed shut against
the overwhelming sensations assaulting her body. "I can't let you—"
Then, quite suddenly, his hand had found the unbearably sensitive,
intimate warmth it had been stalking and his teeth closed
simultaneously on the tip of one breast.
Kelly moaned with unleashed desire. Abandoning her last efforts at
rational thought and control, she turned into his heat with a driving
urge to consummate the final victory. Fumbling with passion, her
fingers slid along the inside waistband of his jeans and found the snap
and zipper.
He groaned in heavy passion, arching his narrow hips as she fought to
undress him. In another frenzied moment he lay naked beside her, his
need a blatant power his body could not hide.
She touched the rough thigh with a hunger she didn't have time to
analyze. It was overpowering, urgent, dominant. She could only give
herself up to the astonishing excitement of the moment.
Locke stroked her whole body with his hands and his lips, rolling onto
his back and pulling her in a passionate sprawl across his chest. His
fingers sank into the softness of her buttocks, impelling her closer
and closer to his own hardness.
"You want me," he muttered fiercely, using his short nails on her
smooth skin. "Tell me you want me."
"I want you," Kelly repeated obediently, willing to give him anything
he asked in that moment of unreal passion. "I've never wanted anyone
like this. I didn't realize
The words trailed off. She couldn't complete the sentence, partly
because she couldn't think coherently enough to formulate her thoughts
and partly because her mouth was too busy dropping hot, wet little
kisses on first the skin of his stomach and then on the flat nipples.
Her hands moved in swift, butterfly touches, which brought deep, hungry
sounds from Locke's throat. Each response she drew from him now seemed
to inflame her further.
When her hair swirled across his chest and hips, he shifted abruptly,
grasping a huge handful of it and using it with gentle ruthlessness to
force her onto her back.
"I can't wait any longer, sweetheart," he grated, his strong, lean body
covering hers with a mastery she couldn't have fought even if she still
wanted to do so.
Kelly was chaotically aware of a swirling variety of impressions,
including the roughness of masculine thighs as he parted her legs, the
unbreakable grip of his hands on her shoulders, and the sheer forceful
weight of his body as he came down on her in a controlled passion that
inflamed her own.
"Oh, Locke! Locke!"
His name was a gasp, half blocked in her throat as he completed the
union with the power and grace of a fencer's lunge. Her body lifted to
meet his with instinctive response, a dazzling parry and riposte, which
only served to incite his need of her.
She sensed that need in all its naked strength and dominion. Every
nerve and trained muscle in her body sought to satisfy it and, in so
doing, satisfy itself.
The explosion of desire seemed to mushroom around her, filling the room
and her body. She was aware of his taut shoulders beneath her nails,
heard his harsh exclamation of desire, and then his fingers were at
work on her hips.
The cadence of the sensuous fencing match absorbed all Kelly's senses.
She responded recklessly to the demands of Locke's lovemaking, issuing
equally bold demands of her own.
He had no hesitation about meeting them. The wild, primitive attack,
parry, counter-parry, beat, and lunge caught them both in the
fascination of the duel.
"Kelly, my own, my love!"
His cry came as he felt her go suddenly rigid and then dissolve into a
violent uncontrolled shiver beneath him.
"Oh, my God! My God!" she breathed over and over again as the force of
the culmination shook her. Never had she known such power, such oneness
with an adversary.
Before her body could find its equilibrium, she felt Locke's own
mindless release as his body arced with primitive male strength. She
held him tightly as he clung to her, each drawing the last vestige of
passion from the other.
It seemed forever before her breathing returned to its normal rhythm.
Kelly lay wrapped in a tangle of arms and legs, dimly aware that the
sheen of dampness on her skin was as great as it had been when she'd
finished the duel downstairs,
Her head against his hard chest, she listened vaguely to the sounds
that told her that Locke, too, was recovering from the lovemaking. Eyes
wide and almost stunned, she stared at the soft rise and fall of
stomach and tried to think logically about how to handle the next few
minutes.
Dazedly she tried to understand what had happened. But the only clear,
diamond-hard thought that formed in her mind was that she had given him
everything tonight.
Her defeat had been total, carried out on too many levels to allow for
any last-minute foxholes in which to hide.
All of which led to the one overriding question left between them. When
she felt his hand move with idle gentleness in her hair, she asked it.
"What do you want from me, Locke?"
The hand in her hair paused for a moment and then she felt, rather than
saw, his smile above her head.
"Want from you?" he repeated lazily. "That's simple enough to answer. I
want all of you. I want you here in my bed at night. I want to have you
as my permanent fencing opponent. I want to know you won't look at any
other man. I want to share a glass of wine with you before dinner in
the evenings. I want—"
"Stop it!" she pleaded bitterly, twisting back to face him. His hand
fell away from her hair as silver-blue eyes clashed violently with the
jade-green gaze. "You don't have to go through all that nonsense. Just
tell me what you want!"
He stared at her intense expression, his eyes lingering on the slightly
bruised lips. He lifted a finger to touch them and smiled caressingly.
"I want you. I don't know how much simpler a man can get with words."
She stared at him, trying to decipher the hidden meanings that must be
there. "I'm not a fool, Locke, even though after tonight you probably
think I am."
With his finger he pressed down on her lower lip in a small
surprisingly sensuous caress. Deliberately she pulled her head back,
away from his touch. The warlock eyes lifted to hers.
"What are you expecting me to say?" he finally asked.
She lifted one shoulder in an attempt at a negligent gesture. "I'm
trying to save us both some time."
He considered that. "The only other thing I could add to the list"—she
tensed and Locke frowned, clearly not understanding her reaction—"is a
wish to have you love me too."
"Locke, please! You've won everything tonight. Can't you at least be
honest in return?"
The line of his mouth tightened and he slowly levered himself up to a
sitting position against the pillows. Very deliberately he pulled her
up beside him, holding her firmly against his length.
"I think we'd better take this from the top," he announced
determinedly, his hand around her waist under the flow of hair. "I'm
not sure what you thought I was doing tonight, but I'll try and make my
position quite plain."
"Don't be condescending," she muttered without thinking.
"Hey!" he rebuked, half-joking, "is that any way to talk to the man who
just made passionate love to you? The man you're going to marry?"
"And don't try cajoling me either!"
"Watch your tongue, vixen, or I won't bother with any more
conversation. When you lash me with that sarcasm of yours, it's always
a temptation to shut you up with a kiss. And now that I know exactly
how well you respond to my lovemaking, I can guarantee I won't stop
with only a kiss!"
Kelly gritted her teeth but said nothing, willing him to go on with his
explanation. She had to know the worst.
"Now, then," he muttered quite equably as he sensed her silent
submission. "I've told you everything I want from you. I want you to
love me. Passionately, irrevocably, and completely. There, I've
answered your question. Tell me why you asked it."
Kelly turned slightly in his hold, once again meeting his eyes with a
searching silver-blue gaze. "Are you going to sit there and tell me you
don't want anything besides me?"
"Guilty as charged," he grinned.
"You don't want my help in getting you more work at Forrester
Stereo?" she dared, eyes narrowing.
"Honey, I've got more work than I can handle already. I don't need any
more contracts with Forrester Stereo for the rest of my life!" he
exploded impatiently.
"You didn't seem particularly concerned with the ethics of my
association with the computer," she went on determinedly. "Does that
mean you've been up to a few tricks yourself? Tricks you're afraid I'll
discover and tell Helen about once you've gone?"
"You crazy little idiot! If I wanted to pull off a computer caper with
Forrester's machine, I'd fix it so neither you nor anyone else would
find out about it until it was much too late to stop me!"
"All right, that lets out business reasons, providing you're telling me
the truth." She ignored his arrogantly lifted dark brow and plunged on.
"That leaves personal matters."
"It sure does."
"I know about your ex-fiancée. Are you planning on asking me to
act as some sort of shield against her? Do you still love her? Or have
you been working on some stupid plan of revenge? Are you going to use
me in some way against her?"
"I don't know whether to laugh at you or beat you!" he growled in open
astonishment. "What the hell is this inquisition all about?"
"Just answer the questions!" she blazed.
"The answer is no! To all of them! I don't know how you found out about
Amanda, but she's out of my life and has been for several months. We
bored each other to tears, for God's sake! You don't sit around and
plot revenge against a woman who nearly put you to sleep with her
constant chatter about clothes and film stars!"
Kelly blinked owlishly. "Is there any other woman in your life? An
ex-wife? Or a current one for that matter?"
"No!"
"Then what the hell do you want from me?" Kelly wailed in frustration.
"I'm beginning to think some sort of reasonable explanation might be in
order," he answered savagely. "It's your turn. Tell me what this is all
about before I strangle you! Has every man you've ever known wanted
something from you? Something along the lines of the things you just
mentioned?"
"Yes!"
Kelly closed her mouth at once, appalled at the heedless way in which
she'd given him her answer. She tried to lean away from him, acutely
aware of her nudity as well as his.
"Ah!" he breathed on a long sigh. "I'm beginning to understand. Forget
that," he added brusquely as she scrabbled to pull the edge of the
quilt across her thighs. "I like you the way you are. Now look at me
and tell me if I've got this straight at last."
"Locke, I don't want to talk about this anymore.
"You started this conversation, by God, you're going to finish it."
She lowered her eyes sullenly, only to have her chin jerked up a second
later.
"You're a strong woman, Kelly Winfield. A strong mind, a strong body,
and strong passions. I saw all that the first time I looked at you, and
a lot of other men have probably been equally perceptive. Good Lord! It
doesn't take much to see you're a survivor in this world. You wear the
aura like a cloak. I can well believe men have latched onto you,
instinctively wanting to make use of your power. Power is a
tremendously attractive quality in a human being. It's a survival trait
and all of us automatically respond to it. You, apparently, ran into a
few men who realized they were onto a useful thing. What happened,
sweetheart? Did you fall in love with them before you realized they
weren't capable of loving you with the same degree of passion?"
"Locke, I've told you I don't want to discuss it!"
"Well, we're going to discuss it and that's that. Am I right so far in
my analysis?" He gave her a small shake when she didn't immediately
answer.
"More or less. But I didn't make the mistake of falling in love with
them!"
"I thought so," he nodded. "But they probably thought themselves in
love with you often enough. And when they asked you to help them out of
some mess they'd got themselves into, you felt sorry for them and did
what you could, right?"
"Past tense," she hissed. "I don't make that error anymore."
"Except with me. I make love to you and before I've even caught my
breath afterward, you're demanding to know what I want from you. Why,
Kelly? Because for me you were prepared to make that error again?"
"No!" she flung back wretchedly.
"Liar," he teased affectionately. "I think you were ready to give me
anything I wanted. You're committed to me now, sweetheart. I don't
think you even realize the depths of your own surrender tonight."
"One evening in your bed doesn't indicate a grand surrender, you
arrogant, complacent, self-satisfied man!"
"This evening does," he whispered throatily, smiling into her stormy
eyes. "I told you earlier this was your night to lose. At everything. I
beat you at fencing, I beat you at your little game with the computer,
and I made you respond to me with all the passion that's in you—and
that's a considerable amount, I'm pleased to say. I realized last night
that you were going to have to lose and lose big to a man before you
could acknowledge him as your equal. So I hit you with the whole
arsenal tonight."
"How can you sit there and brag like that?" Kelly whispered, shocked at
his relentless words.
"I'm not bragging, honey," he soothed. "I'm explaining how you wound up
in my bed tonight. But you still don't understand, do you?"
"I understand that you caught me in a weak moment and I got carried
away by perfectly human emotions.
"No." He brushed her protest aside with an impatient flick of his hand,
green eyes hardening intently. "I mean you don't understand the real
reason you wanted to know what I was going to ask of you."
"I'm sure you'll enlighten me," she snapped, goaded.
"My pleasure. You wanted to know what the price was for my love because
you were prepared to pay it. And you were prepared to pay it because
you're falling in love with me, not because you're feeling sorry for
me."
Kelly went very still. "That's not true," she finally said on a thin
thread of sound. It couldn't be true!
"You mean you're prepared to pay it because you do feel sorry for me?"
he mocked lightly.
"Stop twisting my words!"
"You don't feel sorry for me, do you?" he retorted complacently.
"Of course I don't! How could any woman feel sorry for such a pompous,
egotistical male!"
"Who just beat you hands down at everything that counts," he concluded
helpfully.
"How," she demanded with regal grace, "could I possibly love a man who
gloated so in his little victories?"
"You can love him because he's proved himself as strong as you are,
because you need him as much as he needs you, and because you don't
have to feel sorry for him. I shall ask a great deal of you in the
future, Kelly Winfield, but not one fraction more than I'm willing to
give in return. And that equality in the giving and receiving is what
makes everything different for us."
"What makes you the authority?" she muttered, feeling the pull of the
metal and silk words on her senses and not understanding how to fight
it.
He smiled ruefully. "I haven't existed in a vacuum for the past
thirty-five years, I've learned a few lessons along the way too."
"Lessons from people like Amanda Bailey?"
"It takes all kinds of teachers," he retorted philosophically.
"Did she fascinate you at first too? When did the boredom set in,
Locke? After you'd slept with her or when she refused to sleep with
you? Did you try your comprehensive siege tactics against her? Did they
fail?"
He stopped her tirade with a hard, punishing kiss that sapped her
breath. Nor did he lift his head until she'd tacitly abandoned the
field.
"Forget Amanda. Forget everyone else. We're going to be married, Kelly.
You and I are the only ones who count now. I love you and I've made you
mine. Whether you like it or not, you're committed to me and I think
you know it, deep down inside. Stop fighting, Kelly. The war is over."
Over! she thought near-hysterically, staring up at him as if he were
some pagan male from another planet who had come to carry her off.
Their war wasn't over. It had only begun! Didn't he realize that?
Did he expect her to have become blind and stupid in defeat? Did he
really believe she was going to fall for his lies of love? She would
make him admit the real reason he wanted to marry her if it was the
last thing she accomplished on earth!
Men didn't fall in love with her, they used her strength and then
wondered why she lost interest in them. Locke Channing might be
cleverer than the others, but she would unmask him all the same.
"I can see you're not very gracious in defeat," he chuckled, leaning
over to drop a kiss on her forehead. "But I'm not prepared to continue
this conversation on an empty stomach. Back to the showers, my love,
and then downstairs to the steaks!"
"Steaks," she muttered, appalled. "How can you think of food at a time
like this?"
He swung his legs to the floor, rising tall and uncompromisingly male
beside the bed. Hands on hips, he grinned devilishly down at her.
"A time like this is when I think about food the most! A little
personality quirk for you to store in that able memory of yours, honey.
Sex makes me hungry. Some men need a cigarette afterward; I need food!"
"That doesn't strike you as a little unromantic?" she quipped, sliding
off the opposite edge of the bed and reaching quickly for the chocolate
towel.
"Shame on you! Aren't you going to find it terribly romantic to cook
your first meal for me?"
He was already at the bedroom door and through it, blue jeans in one
hand, when the chocolate towel hurtled after him. The tightly wadded
material harmlessly struck the spot where he would have been if Kelly
had been a fraction faster. The accuracy didn't surprise her. She took
the fencing-induced eye-hand coordination for granted. What bothered
her was that he had been too fast for her.
In the end Locke had broiled the steaks, a vigilant eye on the
expensive meat while he cheerfully gave orders concerning the salad and
wine. He hadn't seemed to notice the silent, unenthusiastic manner in
which Kelly carried out the directions. Nor did he pay any attention to
the speculative, assessing glances she tossed at him from time to time.
But he hadn't argued after dinner when she'd quietly asked to be taken
home. He'd looked up suddenly from the last of his zinfandel wine, and
she'd been certain he was going to protest. But he refrained, although
there was no doubting the taut quality of his aggressive jawline.
Deliberately he'd set down the glass and smiled across the round
hardwood table. "It's a temptation to tell you you're not going to
spend the night anywhere else except in my bed, but," he'd added
quickly, catching the bluing silver of her eyes, "I think maybe I've
pushed you enough this evening. You look exhausted, my love, and I
don't want you appearing worn and wan at work tomorrow. People might
find it hard to believe the happy bride bit!"
"I can understand that. I don't believe it myself!"
"Good. You're reviving," he chuckled approvingly. "Finally get it all
sorted out in that sharp little mind?"
"There are a few loose ends," she acknowledged tightly.
But those were cleared up when he walked her to the apartment door
sometime later. He pulled her into his arms with surprising gentleness,
his mouth warm and persuasive on hers.
"It's all right, sweetheart," he murmured after a moment, his lips
moving in her hair near her ear. "You can tell me. I'll take care of
everything."
Kelly stiffened, warning bells chiming loudly in her bemused brain.
"Tell you what?" Her hands were wedged against his chest in silent
protest, although he must have sensed the way her lips had responded to
his.
"Why you did it, of course," he said with a lightness that didn't
deceive her. This was no joke. Locke wanted an answer.
"Locke, what are you talking about?" But she knew. Finally it was all
becoming clear.
"Fiddle with the financial data in the Forrester computer," he said
mildly, as if he were asking for nothing more than the solution to a
puzzle that had thus far defeated him.
"I thought," Kelly said very carefully, tilting her head back to meet
the jade eyes, "that with your virtuoso abilities on the computer you
could figure that out for yourself!"
"It would take time," he admitted ruefully. "And the answers might not
be conclusive. I'd much rather you told me yourself."
Kelly sucked in her breath, eyes flashing up at him. "I think not.
You've had more than your share of wins tonight. I wouldn't want to
make it all too easy for you. You might lose interest!"
She whirled out of his arms, twisted her key in the lock, and stepped
into the safety of her own apartment. Turning, she slammed the door
very calmly and deliberately in his face.
And then she slid the deadbolt into place as an added precaution.
Damn the man! So that's what it had all been about! Kelly swept through
the sophisticated brass-, glass-, and leather-furnished living room,
strange, frustrated rage growing in her.
She would never have dreamed a man would go so far to solve a puzzle!
But what did it all mean? How much did Locke know, and more
importantly, how much did Helen know?
Kelly shook her head in gathering dismay as she considered the
consequences. With a violent tug she pulled off the blue velour top and
stalked into the bedroom with its brass bed to finish undressing.
Desperately she tried to think logically. Pulling on a Chinese-red
robe, she turned out the light and walked over to the window, gazing
out at the twinkling lights on the lake's shore.
There was only one logical sequence of events that explained the whole
mess. Locke must have discovered the manipulation of the data base
early in his investigation of the inventory problem. He'd gone straight
to Helen with his suspicions. Helen, after being told that one of her
most trusted managers was the suspect, had quietly told Locke to find
out why the data had been "corrected."
And Locke, with a directness Kelly decided was probably typical of him,
simply sought the easiest path to the answers. He would seduce the
culprit and coax the explanation out of her.
Kelly's small fist struck the window frame in self-disgust and pain,
both physical and mental. Well, she had her answer. She now knew what
Locke wanted from her. To give the devil his due, he was asking for
something altogether different from any of the other men in her life
had asked. The others had wanted her strength. Locke wanted to defeat
her. Totally.
He had come very close tonight, she thought bitterly, turning away from
the window and heading toward the bed with its ivory quilt. His
strategy had been brilliant. Who could have guessed that she would have
surrendered so completely to the one man who had demonstrated his
strength to her instead of his weakness?
Or perhaps it stood to reason, she decided miserably as she slipped off
the robe and climbed into bed. Perhaps it was inevitable that after so
many years of finding herself in the role of comforter, sympathetic
ear, and female tower of strength she would succumb to the one man who
pitted his strength against hers.
She had been a fool tonight, but now she knew the full truth. The
question of what to do next remained, however. Worrying about it kept
her awake for hours. That, in itself, was significant, she thought
grimly. Kelly seldom worried about a problem. She simply set about
solving it.
She was still worrying about it, however, at nine o'clock the next
morning as she sat at her desk and sipped a cup of tea. Of all the
possible solutions the only one that seemed practical was to go to
Helen and hand in her resignation. The difficulty there lay in the fact
that the role of martyr didn't come easily.
Which left the option of confronting Brett. Kelly's fingers drummed
idly on the desk while she considered that. What would Brett do? It had
been several months since the incident. How did he feel about it now?
The door opened as she was in the process of running through a variety
of mental arguments, including the possibility that Locke had been
bluffing when he said he could get the information he needed from the
computer.
"Good morning, sweetheart," Locke greeted her, standing in the doorway
with a huge pile of computer printouts stacked in his arms. She met his
green gaze over the top of the stack and said nothing, waiting.
"You'll be pleased to learn that I have just commandeered that desk
over there by the window," he went on blithely, heading for the long
worktable Kelly used for certain projects. He dumped the computer
printouts down onto the desk and turned back to face her with a
perceptive smile.
He was wearing his usual corduroy jacket over the casually unbuttoned
shirt, and his thick black hair looked slightly windblown. He'd
probably combed it before leaving home that morning but hadn't bothered
to repeat the process after arriving at work. The new storm front
approaching from the ocean had brought brisk winds.
"Why?" Kelly sipped her tea and watched him the way a rabbit watches a
cobra.
"Because I have now come to the part of the business I hate most:
writing the final report for management. And I couldn't concentrate
down in the computer room with all the racket from the printer and the
constant chatter. Besides, this will give us a chance to get to know
each other a little better, don't you think?"
He folded his arms and leaned back against the desk, one brow cocked
wryly as she simply continued to sit and watch him.
"I notice you're not running into my arms for a good-morning kiss," he
observed.
"I don't seem to feel terribly energetic this morning."
"Ah, brooding over last night, are we?"
"Not exactly. I'm doing some of the thinking I should have done last
night." Kelly informed him coldly, her narrowed eyes never leaving his
harshly carved face. She could see the memory of the previous night in
his warm, green gaze and wanted to slap the tanned cheek.
"Thinking wouldn't have done you any good last night, honey," he
assured her sympathetically. "I was a step ahead of you all evening."
"Only a step?"
"That's all it takes. A small edge decides the outcome of a battle," he
grinned unrepentantly. He straightened and walked over to where she
sat, then reached down to lift the cup out of her hand and haul her up
beside him. "But now the war is over, my love," he whispered deeply.
"And you were most generous in your surrender.
Kelly's hand had curled into a fist with which she might very well have
hit him if the door hadn't suddenly been flung open.
"Kelly! I just heard the news. What's all this about— Oh!"
Brett's stunned eyes took in the sight of Locke's arms wrapped around
her, and for an instant the three of them simply stared at each other.
"Hello, Brett," Kelly said as calmly as possible, pulling herself free
and taking her seat. She was aware that Locke was coolly making himself
at home, sliding familiarly onto the edge of her desk. The toe of one
large leather shoe swung negligently as he looked across the room
toward Brett.
"I see you've heard about our engagement," Locke said smoothly. "Come
to congratulate us?"
"Helen told me," the younger man said quietly, his eyes on Kelly's
composed face. "I expect she'll be along in a minute to give you her
best, Kelly."
"I didn't know you'd made a general announcement, Locke," Kelly said
with a touch of accusation.
He glanced down at her and smiled one of those smiles that didn't reach
his eyes. She knew he was reacting to Brett's presence the way a
successful lion would react to a smaller cat who threatened to steal
the hunt's takings.
"I mentioned it to her when I arrived a few minutes ago. Apparently she
didn't waste any time in telling Brett."
"It'll be all over the office in a few minutes," Brett agreed
laconically. "Her secretary, Carol, heard her tell me."
Kelly shrugged noncommittally, aware of the tension in Locke.
"Have you set a date?" Brett asked with rather formal politeness.
Kelly smiled grimly and glanced pointedly at Locke. Let him get himself
out of that query.
He caught her look but turned his attention to Brett. "No, but it will
be soon. Neither of us wants to wait."
Kelly's eyes silvered at the lie and she reached for the remains of her
tea with fingers that trembled. Of course there would be no date set.
Locke had no intention of marrying her, only seducing her to the point
where he could get his puzzle solved. It would serve him right if she
pressed for a date. . . .
"There's no need to wait more than a few days, is there, darling?" she
heard herself say in a taunting drawl. Deliberately she fixed him with
a longing gaze as his head snapped around. "A couple of days to get the
legalities taken care of and organize the move from my apartment into
your home. . . . Why, we could be married the first of next week!"
She saw the sudden wariness in him and wanted to laugh. Abruptly she
felt better than she had all night. She knew he saw the laughter in
her. She made no attempt to hide it. His confusion was proof of the
success of her unexpected attack. Locke Channing was being forced back
to a defensive position. She waited to see how he would parry.
"You're quite right, sweetheart," he retorted coolly, "I'll—uh—have to
see about getting a license. . . ."
"Shouldn't be any problem," she nodded encouragingly-
"Look, I'll leave you two to work out the details," Brett interrupted
hurriedly, backing out the door. "I only came by to—er—congratulate
you. We can talk later, Kelly."
She flicked a glance at the closing door as he left. Yes, they would
have to talk. And the sooner the better.
"Well, you made that easy enough," Locke noted quietly, not moving from
his perch on her desk. "I was prepared for all kinds of trouble from
him."
"Perhaps you're not as good as you like to think you are when it comes
to analyzing a tricky situation."
"Meaning?" he demanded dryly.
"You're the one who's good at solving puzzles. Work it out for
yourself. Now, if you don't mind, I've got a lot to do today."
He leaned forward with pantherlike swiftness and caught her face
between his two rough hands. The green eyes glittered dangerously as he
studied her mutinous expression.
"Enjoy playing boss with your hired gun while you can, sweetheart. But
keep in mind how much more dangerous I am than your normal run of
employees!"
"More threats, Locke?"
"You know the answer to that," he retorted, sliding off the desk and
heading across the room to the desk beside the window. "They're
promises, of course."
In the end Helen didn't drop by Kelly's office. She sent for her
shortly before noon while Kelly was immersed in a budget report. Marcie
Reynolds, who had been delighted by the unexpected romance that had
blossomed under her nose, gave her boss the message.
"Tell her I'll be right there, Marcie." Kelly smiled politely, her
brain starting to churn again. Was it necessary for all of them to go
through this charade?
She got to her feet, glancing suspiciously at Locke's dark head. He
didn't even look up from the printout spread out in front of him. As
soon as he'd taken his seat after Brett's departure, he'd become
totally absorbed in his project. Looking at him now, Kelly could well
imagine that the ex-fiancée had got fairly short shrift the day
she'd handed back the ring. If the poor girl had walked in on him while
he was involved with his precious programming work, it was a wonder
she'd even managed to get her message across.
It was almost intriguing how passionately intent Locke became with
whatever project he had set himself to, whether it be work or a fencing
match—or making love. Kelly winced and made her way quickly down the
hall. Allowing herself to be intrigued by Locke Channing was risky
business.
"So the green eyes got you, did they?" Helen smiled kindly, perhaps a
little ruefully as Kelly walked into her office. "I guess Locke really
does know how to use his bait. I must admit, I didn't think he'd be
angling for marriage though. I had the feeling he was distinctly
relieved to be rid of poor Amanda!"
Kelly smiled, using an abnormal quota of willpower to keep her
nervousness from showing. How much did Helen know? She was beginning to
feel like a small animal caught in a trap while Locke and Helen slowly
tightened the strings.
"I'm not sure he quite realizes what he's done," she managed
truthfully, thinking of the way he had reacted when she'd told Brett
the marriage could be held soon.
"You mean our computer wizard has finally met his match?"
"We'll know if he shows up for his wedding, won't we?"
Helen eyed her interestedly. "Perhaps you're the one to handle him,
Kelly. But it's all happening rather quickly, isn't it? But, then, from
what I know of Locke, that's reasonable."
"Oh, I don't know," Kelly murmured distantly. "He didn't rush the
marriage with Amanda Bailey, did he? And we haven't set a firm date
yet. Perhaps Locke likes the process of getting engaged."
Helen stared at her uncertainly. "Kelly ... I ..."
"Never mind, Helen. I'm only teasing you. And you're absolutely right.
It is all happening rather quickly. But don't worry about me. I can
look after myself."
"Yes." The older woman smiled, looking more pleased. "I know."
Kelly walked out of her boss's office a few minutes later with the
invitation to the Saturday evening party Helen was giving burning a
hold in her mind. Today was Friday, which meant she had another day to
think. She would wait before mentioning the invitation to Locke.
Dammit! Had Locke told Helen? Were they plotting against her? The older
woman had seemed as genuinely nice as ever.
"Kelly, have you got a minute?"
She glanced at Brett's good-looking face and smiled politely. "Yes, I
do, and you were right this morning. We need to talk, Brett." With
sudden decision she walked into his office and shut the door firmly
behind her.
"For the love of God, Kelly! What's going on?" Brett's blond eyebrows
were knitted together in frowning concern as he motioned her to a seat.
"You hardly know the guy! How can you be talking of marriage already?"
"It's a long and somewhat confusing story," she admitted wryly, sinking
into the offered chair and crossing her legs. Idly she adjusted the hem
of her beige slit skirt. "It has to do with my fancy footwork on the
computer a few months ago."
"Kelly!"
Her mouth quirked at his shocked look. "He knows, Brett. And I can't
figure out if he's told your mother."
Brett swore softly, violently, and the pencil in his fingers snapped.
"But I don't get it. Why hasn't someone said something? I can't see
Helen turning a blind eye to that!"
"I don't think she is. But you see, he doesn't know why I did it," she
told him very smoothly, watching for his reaction. She knew what to
expect, was braced for it, but for some reason she hoped that this time
Brett could be stronger than his past record indicated.
He took a deep breath. "You mean he knows about you but not about me?"
"It would appear so. He wants an explanation, however."
"And so far you haven't given it?" he demanded bleakly.
"No."
"What's the marriage got to do with all this?" Brett asked wretchedly,
the anxiety clear on his handsome features.
"I'm being seduced into admitting the truth."
"My God, Kelly! Are you serious?"
She shrugged. "It's the only explanation I've come up with. Locke knows
about the data being manipulated and now he wants an explanation. He's
pretending to have fallen in love with me. I didn't know what else to
do except go along with it until I've figured out a logical way to
handle the mess."
"It doesn't sound as if there is one!"
"That may be."
"I could go to Helen...." The words were reluctant and low.
"It would crush her."
"Don't you think I know that?" Brett surged to his feet in restless
frustration, and paced the floor in front of his window. "If only I
hadn't been such a complete and total fool. How could I have been so
stupid, Kelly? I'll never forgive myself—"
"It's done," she interrupted, not wanting to listen to the postmortem.
The present and future were what counted now. "We've got to think of a
way out."
He looked at her blankly.
"I've got to think of a way out," she amended sardonically, getting to
her feet and starting toward the door.
"Kelly, wait. I'm not going to let you take the rap for this!"
"I don't intend to, Brett," she murmured with determination. "My
willingness to help you out of a scrape stops short of martyrdom. Give
me some time." She opened the door, still looking back at him over her
shoulder. "I'll come up with something."
She turned back to make her exit and nearly collided with Locke, who
stood, hand raised to knock on the door she had just opened.
"Locke!"
"I came to find you for lunch, Kelly," he said in a remote, metallic
tone that told her he sensed the intimate tension in the room. How much
had he heard?
"Fine," she managed to say quickly, not liking the way the warlock eyes
were going past her face to focus on Brett. "I'll get my purse."
Lunch was the last thing she wanted at the moment, especially in
Locke's company, but anything was better than standing there and
waiting for all hell to break loose. Firmly she shut the door, sealing
off Brett from the potential danger.
The storm broke over her head but not quite in the way she had feared.
Expecting to be confronted with demands for an explanation of what she
and Brett had been plotting, she was shocked when Locke turned the full
force of the anger of a possessive man on her the moment they reached
the black Jaguar.
"What the hell do you think you're doing slipping off to Forrester's
office for a private little chat?" he grated, slamming the car into
gear and heading toward the somewhat rambling downtown district. The
heavy morning rainstorm had left the air clear and bright, and toward
the east the snow sparkled on the Cascades. The jagged peaks clawed
skyward with the ruggedness of a geologically young mountain range.
"It was business," she declared stiffly, still wondering how much he
had heard. Why was he taking the outraged male approach? Why not a
demand for information on the computer scheme?
"Business, my—" he began to explode, shooting her a violent look.
"Where are we going for lunch?" she broke in determinedly.
He named a popular restaurant noted for its seafood. "Kelly, listen to
me and listen good. I know you're accustomed to running your past
relationships—"
"What makes you say that?" she asked, startled.
"It's obvious. You were always the strong one. And besides, you told me
yourself the men you've known have usually wanted something from you,
something of a practical nature. It stands to reason they probably let
you control things in the hopes they'd get what they wanted. But that's
not the way it's going to be between us!"
"Why not? You want something too, don't you?" she gritted angrily.
"I'm the man in your life who wants something different. I want you!
I'm a possessive man, Kelly. I don't have any intention of sharing you
with the others. If they were too weak to hang on to you, that's their
problem. I'm not going to make the same mistake."
"Are you trying to tell me you're jealous, Locke Channing?"
"As hell," he agreed immediately, profile very set and grim.
She stared at him, quite suddenly believing his words. It didn't make
any sense, she told herself all through lunch and at several points
during the afternoon. It just didn't make any sense. Was he deceiving
her?
No, she decided shortly before closing time. Locke Channing wasn't that
good an actor. Perhaps last night had meant more to him than he'd
intended it to.... And perhaps he hadn't yet told Helen about his
discovery.
She was romanticizing a very dangerous situation, Kelly thought
fleetingly, aware she'd got little done during the afternoon. The
incident didn't have the same effect on Locke. When they returned from
a rather strained lunch, he buried himself once more in the printouts,
channeling his aggressive energy into his work. But something told her
he'd meant every word of the lecture he'd given her over lunch.
Jealous. The single word ricocheted around her mind like loose
shrapnel. What if, in gaining his victory last night, Locke had begun
to succumb to his own elaborate plot? She remembered his passionate
lovemaking and saw it now from a slightly different angle. Could any
man fake that degree of tender aggression unless he felt something for
the woman he held in his arms?
The thought sent a small unbelievable thrill along her nerves. When
Locke finally tossed down his pencil, shut the computer printout, and
turned to meet her eyes across the room, she found herself waiting for
his next words with a combination of excitement and trepidation.
"Did you mean what you said this morning?"
Those hadn't been quite the words she'd been expecting. "Mean what?"
Kelly asked blankly.
"About getting married the first of next week."
"Oh, that." She bit her lip and then said honestly, "I was feeling
provoked at the time." She wasn't at all certain now that she wanted to
push the issue. It had been a way of going on the offensive and forcing
him to retreat.
"I know you were," he said impatiently. "My question is, if I take you
up on it, will you try to run out on me at the last minute? I had more
or less told myself after I took you home last night that I needed to
give you a little time to get used to the idea of marriage."
"Generous of you," she mocked sarcastically. "Are you sure it isn't
yourself who needs the time? Would you run out on me if I agreed to a
quick marriage?"
A slow grin crossed his rugged face. "When you look at me like that,
how can I do anything but accept the challenge? Come on, honey. Let's
go home, have a glass of wine, a good meal, and see which of us backs
down first!"
For the life of her, Kelly couldn't explain her own lightheartedness or
the accompanying light-headedness. Desperately she made herself say
very firmly, "I'm not going to spend the night with you, Locke!"
"Backing down already?"
"Goading me isn't going to work," she drawled tauntingly.
His grin twisted slightly. "What if I promised not to lay a hand on
you?"
She blinked warily. "Are you promising that?"
"I got most of what I wanted last night," he told her softly, eyes
gleaming. "I can afford to relax some of the pressure."
"Your ego defies description," she said admiringly, knowing the
excitement was building between them even as he agreed not to push her
back into bed.
"Somehow you never seem short of words when it comes to illustrating
it, however," he sighed ruefully. He stood up and picked up the
corduroy jacket. "Let's go. You have my word as a fencer and a
gentleman that I'll play by your rules tonight."
Much later that evening Kelly, who had been harboring some thrilling
inner doubts, was forced to admit that Locke appeared to have every
intention of sticking by his word.
She helped him stack the last of the dishes in the dishwasher and
wondered despairingly exactly what sort of game he was playing. The
evening, she thought in some confusion, had been downright pleasant.
They had puttered around the kitchen together, discussing the details
of the inventory problem while preparing cracked crab and artichokes.
It was difficult not to get caught up in the intricacies of the
programming mystery Locke had uncovered. Even if she'd had no personal
interest in the matter, Kelly knew she would have found the
conversation irresistible. There was something very beguiling about
Locke's enthusiasm for his work. Neither of them mentioned her own
tiptoeing through the computer. A truce was in effect.
Now, as they cleared away the remains of the crab and "wandered back
out into the living room, Kelly felt her pulse stir in spite of her
firm determination not to lose control over the evening. She sank into
the couch, her jeaned legs stretched out in front of her, and watched
as Locke expertly built a fire in the massive stone fireplace.
"Did you build this place yourself?" she asked, glancing up at the
heavy beamed ceilings. How much had he told Helen? How much?
"I had it built a couple of years ago." He shot a glance up at her from
his position on one knee in front of the incipient blaze. "No, I didn't
have a wife in mind when I did it."
"You know very well I'd never lower myself to ask that sort of
question."
"I know. Thought I'd make it easy for you." He got to his feet and
joined her on the couch, sliding down beside her with a
relaxed-sounding sigh. "I'm willing to make it all very easy for you,
Kelly," he added gently.
"Are you?" She turned her head, which was resting on the back of the
couch, to meet the jade gaze.
"Yes."
The sensual tension that had been flowing between them flickered a
little brighter as Kelly watched the play of shadows on his face. He'd
turned off most of the lights before starting the fire and now its glow
was the chief source of illumination.
"No pressure tonight?" she whispered huskily, aware of the tingling in
her lower abdomen. Why was this the man who could cause that sensation
with only a glance? And last night.. . last night had been unlike
anything she had ever known. It made the breath catch in her throat
just to think about it.
"The evening is yours." He smiled with perfectly leashed sexual menace.
"But I can ask for a kiss, can't I?" The long dark lashes hooded the
heated green coals of his eyes. He didn't move, simply sat there with
his hands shoved into the front pockets of his jeans and waited with a
lazy threat that was not a threat.
"Are you asking?"
"I'm begging," he rasped gently, not bothering to hide the yearning in
his words.
Kelly moistened her lips. She didn't know what game he was playing
tonight, didn't want to try and decipher it. Whatever it was, it seemed
in that moment that two could play-Without a word she leaned forward
and brushed his waiting mouth with her own, her fingertip lightly
touching his cheek.
The response was warm and electric without being startling. His lips
moved softly, coaxingly, pleadingly, beneath hers, and without being
entirely aware of what she was doing, Kelly deepened the kiss.
He was two men, she thought dizzily, the passionate, aggressive lover
of last night and the equally sensuous, persuasive lover of tonight.
Which was the real Locke? Or were his actions two ends of a spectrum?
Unable to resist the one who sat beside her this evening, Kelly wound
her arms around his neck and barely noticed when he scooped her close
and settled her softly down on the thick rug in front of the flames.
It was as she felt the softness of the rug beneath her back and opened
sensuously heavy eyelids to meet the descending jade-green gaze that
Kelly dimly caught sight of the crossed foils hanging on the wall. They
stirred her memory. There was a reason she was doing this. A reason she
was encouraging Locke's lovemaking.
They were dueling, she reminded herself, feeling the beginnings of
helplessness. He wanted something from her, and she wanted something
from him. She had to know how much he had told Helen.
But it was difficult to think with the warmth of the flames and the
heat of Locke's body crowding in on her.
"Kelly, my sweet little adversary, tell me the truth. You know you
became mine last night, don't you?"
Kelly heard the gentle command in the thick silk of his words and could
only stare, wide-eyed, up at him as he lowered himself alongside her on
the rug.
"Locke, oh, Locke. I think you are a sorcerer at times," she breathed,
her fingers finding the heavy darkness of his hair and sliding to his
nape.
"I'll become anything it takes to hold you," he vowed huskily.
His hands began to move exploringly, tantalizingly, on her body- It was
different tonight, Kelly thought vaguely as her skin responded at all
the points of contact. Last night had been wild, the lovemaking fraught
with Locke's masculine aggression and his desire to confirm his victory
on the most fundamental of levels. She had responded to it with the
unexpected wildness she had discovered in herself.
But tonight he was all seduction. Passion and gentleness. Desire and
pleading. It was very male, but the emotions and" need in him were new
to Kelly. She knew instinctively that Locke made love with a passion
that probably didn't exist in men like Brett Forrester. Her
black-haired, green-eyed lover involved himself totally in the moment,
giving all of himself even as he demanded everything in return.
Giving all of himself. . . The words ran through her mind even as his
hands and lips moved over her, searching out the sensitive places,
claiming them once again. All of himself.
Could a man who gave all of himself, even for this short span of time,
deliberately hurt the woman he held in his arms? How much had he told
Helen? Dear God! How much had he told Helen?
She tried to keep that thought in her mind, determined now to ask it
when he was at his weakest. But it was she who was weakening. . .
"Tonight I shall have the one pleasure I didn't have last night," Locke
murmured, his hand stroking down her jeaned leg to encircle her ankle.
"What pleasure?" she asked, aware of the erotic sensation of being
lightly bound as he tugged her foot closer.
"Undressing you," he chuckled softly, throatily. Deliberately he
slipped off her shoe. "The anticipation makes me ache, but I can't bear
to hurry it!"
He unwrapped her as if she were a precious package, and almost
unconsciously Kelly did the same to him.
"Locke," she gasped huskily as he slowly unbuttoned her long-sleeved
plaid shirt and lightly teased the skin between her unconfined breasts.
"I won't stay the night. I only want . . ."
"Yes, sweetheart," he murmured, trailing his fingertips down to her
stomach but not yet pushing aside the shirt. "What is it you want? The
same thing I want?"
"I want to know—I mean, I want you to tell me about —" She couldn't get
the question out!
"Tell you how much I love you? Gladly!" He bent his dark head to nuzzle
aside the plaid fabric and let his lips encounter the tips of her
breasts in a seemingly random fashion that made her twist beneath him.
"I love you," he went on, groaning his delight in her reaction. "You
belong to me now and I'm going to go on loving you until you're dizzy
with it!" He slid the jeans down over her hips, eyes heating at the
sight of her.
That wouldn't take much, she thought dazedly, her fingers clawing
softly at his shirt as she sought the buttons there. Last night his
sexual fencing had been relentless. Tonight it was a teasing, provoking
thing that was going to drive her insane.
"I don't understand it," she confessed on the sheerest of whispers.
"But you make me—" She swallowed, seeking the right word to explain the
sensation. "You make me burn!"
"Does that frighten you?" he grated, his lips gentle and delicate on
first her waist and then her thigh.
"It's—it's different. . . ."
"Because you and I are different. Together we're something unique.
Don't you understand that yet?"
"Oh!" The cry came softly as he interrupted the exquisitely sensitive
pattern of his lovemaking to close his teeth on the skin of her thigh
in a surprisingly sharp bite. The small pain, surrounded as it had been
by the soft silk of his mouth, nearly drove her wild.
She must remember her plan, Kelly told herself in a relentless,
repetitive way that was rapidly losing all coherent meaning. She must
ask her question when he would be too weak to do anything else but
answer it.
"Look at you," he growled with warm, pleased laughter as she arched
against his hand. "You were made for me to love! Your body knows my
touch. I want to make it so, that you couldn't bear to have it touched
by any other man."
"What about you, Locke?" she demanded thickly as her fingertips found
the entrancing hair of his chest. "Do you respond to my touch?"
"Good Lord! Do you need to ask?" he groaned, pressing himself against
her hip and leaving her in little doubt about his arousal.
The blatant maleness seemed to impact her senses in a new way, calling
to her femininity with the desperate, driving demand of a man who is
sure of what he wants and has it within his grasp.
"Finish undressing me, sweetheart," he begged. "I need the feel of your
hands on me." Impatiently he unzipped his jeans.
She responded to the sensuous plea, slipping her fingers inside the
denim and pushing it downward. In another moment they both lay naked,
except for the unbuttoned shirts they were still wearing.
Locke slid his hands inside the opening of Kelly's remaining garment,
his fingers working their way up and down her spine in a motion that
made her writhe like a cat.
Lying on her side, curled into him, she stroked the line of his ribs
down to the male hips and beyond. Her fingers found the base of his
spine and probed.
"You have the power to drive me absolutely wild with only a touch," he
rasped heavily, his lower body inclining toward her, seeking even
greater intimacy. "Tell me I can do the same to you, Kelly, my love.
Please tell me!"
She couldn't deny him the admission. It was nothing less than the truth.
"Do you need the words? Can't you feel what's happening to me?" she
begged, heedless of the sultry provoking quality of her voice. Her body
used it the way it used every other part of itself tonight: as just
another lure.
"I can feel your warmth and the softness of your thighs," he admitted,
his lips moving on the small rounded breasts. "Your legs wrap around
mine as if you won't let me escape. Is that the way you feel?"
"Yes!" It was true, she realized, her head moving restlessly on the rug
as he strung deepening kisses up from her nipples to the base of her
throat. She couldn't let him go. Not tonight, not ever! What had
happened to her?
"Good," he breathed, the single word heavy with masculine possession
and satisfaction. "Because that's the way it has to be between us. I
can't ever let you go, and this kind of bondage has to be mutual."
"Bondage?" she teased in that new, deeply sexy voice that came with
unexpected naturalness tonight. "Are you going to tie me down, dear
Locke?"
He raised his head to smile a little savagely down into her glittering
silver-blue eyes. The green gems of his own gaze flamed. "Shall I show
you how?" he invited.
"Yes, please," she murmured recklessly, her fingers kneading the sleek
muscles of his shoulders.
"I always fence to win," he reminded her carefully.
"Losing your nerve?" she taunted, letting the tip of her tongue touch
her upper lip in a small exceedingly provocative fashion.
"What do you think?"
"I think you're waiting to see how far I'll goad you." She smiled
languidly.
"I don't need any pushing in that direction," he vowed. He bent his
head to kiss the base of her ear and then delicately bit the lobe.
Kelly moaned softly, her legs twisting as the sensual throbbing shot
through her.
"Watch this," he instructed in a sexy growl.
"Huh? Oh!"
He threw a rough male thigh across her legs, stilling the restlessness
of her limbs, while his lips took their fill of her breasts again. Her
hands were carefully caught and held at her sides.
Then he shifted, poising himself above her, letting her become aware of
his strength and power in the farthest recesses of her mind and body.
Slowly he lowered himself until he lay along the whole length of her,
not yet completing the union but filling her with the inevitability of
that completion.
"I can't move," she half laughed, half protested. He was using his
weight and his legs and his hands to chain her completely on the rug
beneath him.
"I like to see you a little helpless now and then," he murmured
outrageously, kissing her throat and eyelids and cheeks in deliberate,
heated caresses.
"Does that please your male ego?" she charged, enormously aware of the
scorching intimacy of his hips as they ground hers into the rug. For
all its plushness, the rug wasn't providing much cushioning under their
combined weights. She was breathing quickly now, waiting for the moment
when he completely mastered her body with his own.
"Knowing you're mine pleases my male ego enormously," he confirmed with
passionate mockery.
"But you can't move either," she pointed out huskily. "To hold me
helpless means to hold me completely."
"Now do you understand?" he whispered. "You can't have a fencing match
without two opponents. You can't have a love affair without two lovers.
. . ."
"But a love affair doesn't always require love," she said breathlessly,
eyes searching his face. "Other emotions can bring two people together
like this."
"Don't you think I know that? Other emotions like desire and need can
draw them together but can't hold them together. I love you, Kelly.
I've put my bonds on you. Those bonds are strong. They'll have to be
strong enough to hold us like this until you realize you're in love
with me."
She heard the utter determination in his voice and felt the shock of it
throughout her whole system. Was it possible? Did her green-eyed
warlock really love her? She knew as they lay there in incredible
intimacy that she had succumbed to his power last night. There could be
no doubt. She had fallen in love with the man who could destroy her.
"You look shaken, sweetheart," he muttered, sounding pleased. He
nibbled on her shoulder almost playfully. "You're having a hard time
comprehending the fact that a man who wants only you has fallen in love
with you."
"Is that all you want?" She waited tensely for his answer, every nerve
and fiber taut. "Is that really all you want?"
"You wouldn't ask that if you knew how completely I wanted you," he
told her fervently. "Has anyone ever wanted you, body and soul? Has any
man known what it means to tear down every one of your brilliant
defenses and take the real you behind them?"
"You're asking if I've ever been totally and completely in love, aren't
you?"
"I think I know the answer already," he said whimsically, green eyes
flaring. "It's no. If you had been, you would have recognized what was
happening to you this time around. You wouldn't be fighting it so hard."
"Does that mean you have known what it feels like?" Kelly couldn't deny
the pain of that thought. She didn't want there to have ever been a
passionate, head-over-heels sort of love in his life. A strange,
irrational jealousy swamped her at the thought.
"No," he said at once, sounding quite firm and enormously reassuring.
"There's never been anything else like this for me. Why do you think I
leaped to grab it with both hands? I recognized it because I'm the
logical thinker you've accused me of being," he added with a rich
chuckle.
"You're so very sure of yourself. . . ."
"If you mean I'm very sure of wanting you, then, yes, I'm certain of
myself!"
"Will you give as much in return?" she asked painfully.
"I'm a man, sweetheart," he grated against her mouth. "I only know one
way to show you how much of me I'm willing to give!"
She gasped as he found the warmth between her legs, taking her with the
sweet, driving aggression she had first learned last night, but not
rushing the rhythm of this match.
This time the fencing of their bodies and minds was a slow, rippling,
astoundingly sensual thing. It was as if they made love in another
medium or on another plane. It was delicious, tantalizing,
overpoweringly controlled.
Too controlled, Kelly thought as her body began to attempt a shift in
the thrust and parry of their sexual swordplay. She felt her feverish
reactions begin to go beyond what Locke was permitting.
"Locke," she panted as he forced her to follow his lead. "Locke,
please!"
"Fight back, little one," he breathed heavily in her ear. "Let me see
how strong you really are!"
She answered the challenge with a small cry of feminine aggression—an
aggression she was only beginning to comprehend. It was the sensual
equivalent of the power and need to win she felt when she held a foil
in her gloved hand.
Far back in the most primitive, female core of her, she must have known
about this other kind of power. It must have always been there, lying
dormant within, waiting for the male counterpart to draw it forth.
She fought the man who had stirred it alive, fought him for the embrace
and for control of the passion. But he wouldn't relinquish it easily.
He made that clear with his exciting strength and mastery. Deliberately
he dared her to assume control.
With the wild abandon sweeping over her once again, Kelly came fully
alive in Locke's arms. She gave herself up to the raging need inside,
and the more she surrendered to it, the more power seemed to flow from
it.
"Kelly! My God, woman!"
"Love me! Please, love me!" she cried, unaware of the way her nails
were scoring his back.
And he did. Together they fought the primitive love battle to its
inevitable conclusion, a conclusion that left them soaring one moment
on the wave of victory and then hurled them to the mat in a damp,
tangled heap.
For a long time Kelly lay in the quiet aftermath with Locke sprawled
half across her replete body. His dark head was lying alongside her
own, his breathing hoarse and reviving.
She stared at the crossed foils on the wall behind the couch and tried
to remember why she had allowed the lovemaking to begin earlier. There
had been a point to it, she knew. A question waited that must be asked.
"What are you thinking, sweetheart?" Locke asked quietly, his lips
brushing her shoulder lazily.
"I was waiting for you to tell me you're hungry," she teased, mentally
shying away from asking the crucial question. She had wanted to put it
to him when he was at his weakest. She had meant to do it before things
had gone this far. Now it was too late. Things had gone too far and she
couldn't formulate the words.
"I will be in a few minutes," he smiled imperturbably.
"You know yourself very well, don't you?"
"It's the way I think, I suppose," he admitted with a long sleepy sigh.
"Logically?"
"Ummm."
"Have you ever done anything that was illogical?"
"Sure. Everyone does. But I always know when I'm doing it. I sort of
stand back and watch myself indulgently."
"Illogic is an indulgence?"
"Are we playing psychologist tonight?" He grinned, green eyes lighting
with humor.
"Aren't you pleased that I find your conversation interesting?" she
taunted.
He laughed outright at that. "Every man wants to be loved for his mind
as well as his sex appeal."
"Your modesty overwhelms me."
"Don't worry. The admiration is mutual. I thoroughly delight in your
conversation too!"
"I suppose that's reassuring. I wouldn't like to think you were only
interested in me as a built-in fencing partner."
Kelly turned lovingly in his arms and gasped in unexpected discomfort.
"Ouch!"
"What's wrong, sweetheart?" Locke levered himself up on an elbow to
examine her worriedly.
"I must make sure you get in the habit of using beds for this sort of
thing," she muttered, putting a hand to the rounded portion of her
anatomy, which had taken the brunt of their combined weight against the
rug.
"Oh, I see." He smiled wickedly, his eyes following her movement. "If
it makes you feel any better, I'm going to be carrying a few scars too!"
"What scars? I was the one providing the cushioning effect!" she
complained, sitting up very carefully.
"But you weren't wearing gloves," he pointed out, lifting probing
fingers to his shoulders.
Kelly bit her lip and dissolved into unrepentant giggles. "Consider
yourself branded."
"I will," he said instantly, lowering his hand to snag her around the
waist and tug her close. "We've both put our marks on each other
tonight," he added on a whisper as he cradled her against his chest.
"I've no complaints."
"Masochist!"
"Probably." There was a small pause and she felt him take a deep breath
before going on. "Kelly?"
"What is it, Locke?"
"I have to know. . . ."
"Know what?" She wasn't thinking about anything except the warm, loving
feel of him, and it was difficult to concentrate.
"I have to know why you did what you did."
"Just now? I'm not sure I can put it into words…”
"No, sweetheart." His voice lowered and she knew his lips were in the
braided coil of her hair, which had come undone. "I want you to tell me
why you went into the computer and did what you did."
Kelly dragged her languid senses back into startled awareness of what
was happening. It wasn't fair! she thought, appalled. She hadn't had
the ability to go after her own answers tonight, but he quite calmly
was pursuing his investigation as if nothing had happened between them.
Anger poured through her veins—a hot, irrational anger that made her
first freeze and then burn.
"How could you!" she ripped out, yanking herself away from him. His
hands fell aside in response to her abrupt action. "How dare you do
this to me!"
"Kelly, calm down! Wait a minute! Let me explain!"
But she was already on her feet, clutching the plaid shirt closed and
reaching for the pile of jeans and underwear. Holding them in front of
her, she glared at him, her eyes chips of flaming ice as the braid fell
forward across her shoulder. She felt so horribly vulnerable!
"All that talk of love and—and making me yours! It was so much garbage,
wasn't it? And I almost fell for it. I almost believed you this time,
Locke Channing! Do you realize that? How close I came to trusting you?
I'll never forgive you for doing this to me."
"Will you quiet down and listen to me, you little fool?" he snapped,
heaving himself to his feet in a single coordinated bound. He faced
her, hands on hips, making no effort to cover his own nakedness.
"That's exactly what I've been the past couple of days. A fool. But
there's a cure for that degree of stupidity and you just administered
it yourself."
Fumbling, she stooped to pull on her jeans, feeling the need to have
the protection of her clothes.
"Kelly, I need the answer to that question. Don't you understand,
sweetheart?" Locke stepped forward, yanking her erect before she could
fasten the snap of her jeans. Fingers digging into her shoulders, he
forced her to meet his determined eyes.
"I had a question of my own tonight, Locke. Did you realize that?" she
gritted in self-mockery. "I kissed you tonight because I had some crazy
idea I could persuade you to give me my answer."
"Ask it, honey. Just ask it."
"I can't! Not now! Now I wouldn't know whether or not you were lying to
me, would I? I really became your defeated victim tonight, didn't I? I
let go by the chance I might have had to get a truthful answer from you
because I let myself get seduced again. What's the matter with me? What
in the name of heaven makes a woman fall for a man who's out to destroy
her?" The last words were almost a wail of fury and regret and
self-disgust.
"Destroy you? Kelly, what are you talking about, you demented female?
I'm not out to destroy you. That's the last thing on earth I would want
to do. I want to protect you."
"A fine protection!" she hissed, eyes slitting with anger and hurt.
"You seduced me so that you can persuade me to give you the answer to
your precious investigation. Well, you can damn well keep
investigating, Locke, because I'm not going to risk becoming this
weakened again. You had your chance and you blew it. You probably
should have asked me a little earlier, before I'd had a chance to
recover. That's what I was going to do with you. Ask my question while
you were in the throes of passion. What a laugh! I couldn't even think
straight enough to get the words out."
"Do you imagine I was in any shape to get my question put while holding
you? All I could think about was wanting you, needing you!"
"Then it's a standoff, isn't it? We've fought each other to a
standstill tonight. Thank you for telling me that much at least. I'll
have the satisfaction of knowing your plans didn't come off any better
than mine did."
She whirled, intent only on making for the door.
"Where do you think you're going?" he barked, reaching out to snag a
wrist and halt her progress.
"Home."
"How?"
"I'll drive myself if you won't do it."
"I'm not driving you anywhere. We're going to have this out."
"The hell we are," she stated with frightening sweetness, holding out
her palm. "Give me the keys."
He reached down to grab his jeans, pulling the keys out of the back
pocket and clasping them firmly in his free hand. "Not a chance!"
"Why you . . . !"
"Say it and I'll probably wind up beating you tonight! You're having a
disastrous effect on my temper!"
Stormy silver-blue eyes clashed for a silent tense moment with warlock
green, and Kelly knew beyond a shadow of a doubt he meant what he said.
She had about as much chance of getting her hands on those keys as she
had of reprogramming the Forrester computer!
"Where's all that fine love and romance you were vowing a little while
ago?" she taunted recklessly. "What's the matter? Are you finding that
your feelings weren't quite as strong as you thought?"
"Loving you won't prevent me from giving you what you're asking for
this evening," he swore, his fingers tightening on her wrist.
"You're going to spend the night here, Kelly Winfield. Resign yourself
to it!"
She considered that, her head high, chin tilted defiantly. "Very well,"
she declared aloofly. "Since you're going back on your word, I don't
seem to have much choice."
"What word?" he grated angrily.
"You said you would play by my rules tonight. Forgotten already?
Typical!"
"You can't blame a man for failing to act the gentleman when you push
him as far as you've pushed me!"
"Could we skip the excuses?"
"We can skip the excuses, but not the questions! What was it you were
going to seduce me into telling you, Kelly?"
The deep metal and silk voice was entirely metallic-sounding. He meant
to have an answer.
"If I ask my question, will you let me go?" she snapped, a vague sort
of plan forming in the back of her mind.
"I won't let you go home, but I'll let go of your wrist, yes."
"Damned decent of you!"
"Isn't it, though?" he said between clenched teeth. "Ask your question!"
"Okay," she muttered, attempting an uncaring lift of her shoulders. "If
that's what you want."
"It is."
"I was going to ask you how much you told Helen." There. It was out. He
would probably lie to her, naturally, but at least the burning question
had been asked. If only she would know how to interpret his answer. So
much depended on it. ...
He looked a little blank. It disconcerted her. "How much have I told
Helen about what? About us?"
"No, about what I did to the computer," she blazed, infuriated.
"Oh, that."
"Don't you dare laugh at me!"
"I can't help it," he admitted on a groan of poorly suppressed humor.
"Of all the stupid—"
"Just answer the question!" she raged.
"I haven't told her a damn thing! Why should I?" he shot back, shaking
his head reprovingly.
"You didn't go to her when you found out what I'd done? She didn't ask
you to determine why I'd messed about with the data?" She mustn't
believe him. He was lying!
"My God, you're becoming a thoroughgoing paranoid, aren't you? Is this
why you've been so edgy all day? You thought I was laying a trap for
you?"
"Aren't you?" It was almost a squeak. In spite of herself Kelly was
staring at him with hope in her eyes.
"The only trap I've set for you you've already fallen into. I just
haven't shut the door completely behind you yet."
"You would be an easy man to strangle!"
"You have to catch me first." He grinned, tugging her closer. The
irritation was fading from the jade eyes to be replaced with male
laughter. "But I'll make that easy for you too. I've told you I'm not
out to complicate things, sweetheart. Simple is logical."
Fiercely aware of his continuing nakedness in the face of her
now-dressed condition, Kelly struggled in annoyance.
"Locke . . ."
"It's time for my question, honey," he reminded her gently, wrapping
his arms around her waist and pressing her unselfconsciously to his
warm nudity. "Why? Tell me why and we can have done with this crazy
argument."
She stiffened, her hands pushing unsuccessfully against his shoulders.
"Is the answer so important to you?" she heard herself ask bemusedly.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because if you answer it, I'll know you trust me, won't I?"
"And if you know that?" she prodded uncertainly.
"I'll know you love me."
Jolted, she froze for an instant. If only she could think properly. But
her head seemed to be spinning. She needed time. Time to consider the
truth and sort out the lies. Life was becoming a morass of wheels
within wheels and it was all because of this man. Could she believe
him?"
"Knowing I love you would give you the final victory, wouldn't it?" she
whispered meditatively, unable to look away from the intense green gems
of his eyes. The firm mouth hardened as he studied her.
"It would." He made no attempt to deny it.
"And if I made an error in judgment, trusted you when I shouldn't, I
would be giving you a weapon."
"Yes." She sensed the leashed tension in him and marveled at it.
Instinct told her he wanted to pounce, tear aside her qualms, and
demand his answer.
"That doesn't sound very bright on my part," she made herself retort
sarcastically.
"It sounds very trusting. ..."
"I have to decide whether you want the answer in order to solve your
problem with the computer investigation or because you really want my
love and nothing else."
He sighed. "You've surely been burned in the past, haven't you?"
"I've survived," she managed flippantly.
"The only thing I want is you, sweetheart. Take a chance. Trust me and
find out. ..."
She wrenched herself free of the persuasive feel of his arms, away from
the coaxing, cajoling gleam in his eyes. Without giving it a thought,
she ran lightly to the stairs and up to the landing. At the top she
paused for an instant to look down at him. He seemed quite pagan
standing naked in front of the fire. He was watching her intently.
"You still won't agree to drive me home tonight?" she demanded loftily.
"No."
"Then I'll see you in the morning!" She stepped inside his bedroom,
then slammed and locked the door.
It was the precarious sound of a rattling teacup that woke Kelly early
the next morning. For a painful moment after opening her bleary eyes
she lay where she was, an unmoving sprawl across Locke's bed.
With unpleasant suddenness the events of the previous evening returned
and the whirling thoughts and arguments that had kept her awake half
the night were lying in wait, prepared to renew the fray. She eyed the
expanse of white sheet in dismay. Locke Channing's bed.
"Never let it be said I don't know how to treat a guest. Breakfast in
bed, no less!" Locke's voice came, unbelievably cheery, and when Kelly
shifted her gaze a matter of inches, she caught sight of a pair of dark
slacks standing beside the bed.
"I locked that door. I distinctly remember doing it," she muttered
forcefully, saying the first words that came into her head.
"This is my house, remember?" he retorted gently. "I've got keys to all
the doors."
She thought about that, still gazing across the sheet at the dark
slacks. "You didn't use the key to get in last night," she finally
observed with a curious sense of detachment.
"Something told me you wouldn't be exactly welcoming. Besides, I had a
couple of things to do."
"I heard you getting into the refrigerator," she accused.
"I've told you I get hungry after—"
"Have you really got some tea on that tray?" she interrupted feelingly,
turning onto her side to view him from behind a mild glare.
"Tea and English muffins and an egg. What more could a woman ask?"
"You may be right."
Kelly began to struggle into a sitting position against the pillows,
realized belatedly she had nothing on, and promptly slumped back.
"Would you mind handing me my shirt?" she asked with gritty politeness.
"Whatever my lady wishes.". He set down the tray on the bedside table
and scooped up the shirt she had tossed onto a nearby chair. He threw
it toward her with a grin.
"Please turn around," she ordered haughtily, not appreciating the humor
in his eyes. How could he look so pleased with himself after last
night? Then again, why shouldn't he? She'd made a fool out of herself,
hadn't she?
He obediently turned his back to her, not coming around until he heard
her pick up the tray. Then he stood there, black hair still damp from
the shower, shirt unbuttoned at the collar, and smiled affectionately
as she wolfed down the meal.
"Hungry, huh? You should have come back downstairs when you heard me in
the refrigerator last night."
"I had some thinking to do," she announced coolly around a bite of
English muffin.
He walked forward and flung himself down onto the foot of the bed,
facing her with an expression of great interest, his hands folded
across his chest. "Come to any conclusions?"
"If you haven't told Helen about what you found . . ." she began
determinedly.
"I haven't."
"And I can safely assume you're not planning to trap me into telling
you why I did it just so you'll have the satisfaction of finding the
motive . .
"You trust me that far at least?" One dark brow lifted interrogatingly.
"I'm outlining possibilities," she told him evenly, shooting him a
narrow glance.
"Okay. If I haven't told Helen . . . ?"
"Then are you still going to use the threat of telling her to get me to
marry you?" She made the question sound very casual. It took an effort.
"Will I need to?" he countered, equally blandly.
Kelly made herself take a deep, steadying breath before answering.
"If you're serious about marrying me . . ."
"I am."
"I'll agree to it on two conditions. The first is that you keep your
word and don't tell Helen about what you found in the computer."
"And the second?" he encouraged with a hint of wariness.
"And the second is that you don't demand any more answers from me
before the wedding."
She stopped chewing, waiting in an agony of suspense for his reaction.
She was unaware of the anxiety in the silvery blue eyes that watched
him with such tense anticipation.
He took a long time answering. Kelly thought she would go crazy waiting
for his response. It had taken all night to formulate her simple plan.
And all he had to do to defeat it was refuse to accept the conditions
she had placed on the marriage.
"I have no intention of telling Helen," he stated slowly, as if
choosing his words. There was a distinct tension at the corners of his
mouth, Kelly saw, wondering what he was thinking. "But do you realize
just what you're asking with that second condition?"
"I'm asking you to prove you mean what you say. That . you do want to
marry me and that you're not pretending to love me in order to seduce
me into giving you the solution to your stupid little mystery."
"That's looking at it from your point of view," he noted calmly. "I see
it slightly differently. What you're really asking me to do is marry
you with no guarantees that the reason you're going through with the
marriage is because you care for me, perhaps even love me. You might
very well be trying to buy my silence because you're so afraid of
having the truth about those computer transactions come out."
Kelly lifted her head proudly, her soft brown hair streaming down her
back and shoulders. The silver-blue eyes flashed angrily as she faced
him. "I'm not afraid of anything! But it would be vastly more
convenient for all concerned if you didn't go to Helen with your tale.
And I have no wish to take the risk of telling you the whole story and
finding out too late you were only trying to trick me, after all! If
you marry me, I'll tell you what you want to know after the wedding."
"You mean after I've proved I was sincere."
"Yes."
"When do I get my proof?" he asked softly.
She bit her lip. "I've told you. I'll tell you the full story after the
wedding."
"Maybe you will and maybe you won't. Either way it won't prove much,
will it? If you tell me the truth after the wedding, it will only prove
you're willing to carry out your end of the conditions you set on the
marriage. It won't prove that you trust me or love me."
"Somehow this is getting very complicated," she protested in growing
frustration.
"Only because you're not looking at the whole thing logically," he
assured her gently. "I asked you to marry me – "
"Tried to coerce me into marriage, you mean!"
"Whatever you say," he admitted agreeably. "At any rate I confess that,
although I intended to marry you, I also intended to get the story
surrounding that computer caper first. I'm not a complete masochist,
Kelly. I want to go into my marriage with some assurance that my bride
is as in love with me as I am with her."
"It must have come as a shock when I started talking about setting the
wedding date for early next week," she muttered a little nastily.
"It did. But I figured that might be a positive sign. It does mean I
have to get my answer fairly quickly, though, doesn't it?" He smiled
wryly.
She sighed dejectedly, staring down at her half-eaten egg. "You won't
marry me if I don't prove I trust you, is that it?"
There was a lengthy pause from the foot of the bed. "Don't pin me
down," Locke finally said ruefully, a statement that brought Kelly's
head up with a snap. "I may get desperate enough to take the risk. I'm
hoping it won't come to that. I'd like very much to marry a woman who
could look me in the eye and say she trusted me and loved me."
Kelly couldn't find any words to answer that. Put that way, it sounded
so reasonable ... so logical
Locke's mouth quirked upward as he saw her expression. "You were wrong
a few minutes ago, honey. You are afraid of something, aren't you? Why
don't you admit it? You're afraid of asking a man to share your
problems. You're so used to shouldering the entire responsibility, so
used to being the strong one, that you've become frightened of sharing.
No one can be strong all the time, sweetheart. The trick is to mesh
your strength with someone who is every bit as strong as you are."
"You?" she suggested bleakly, alarmed at the way his logic was
beginning to make sense to her.
"Me. Now eat your breakfast and stop worrying about things for a while.
I understand we have a party to attend this evening."
Kelly looked up again, startled. "I forgot to mention it…”
"Lucky for me I saw Helen in the hall yesterday, huh? I might not have
had time to get my tux pressed."
Kelly couldn't fight back her slow grin. "Corduroy jackets being the
latest thing in evening wear?"
"I knew my fashion consciousness would attract you sooner or later." He
got to his feet in a lithe movement.
"Locke?" Her voice halted him at the door and she waited as he turned
to glance back at her over his shoulder. "What makes you such an
authority on my—er— problem?"
His face softened. "Haven't you guessed that much yet? I've suffered
from the same difficulty for thirty-five years. The only difference
between us is that I've managed to look at it objectively."
"Reasoned out the problem in a logical manner?" she couldn't resist
saying goadingly.
"Don't feel bad. Given another four or five years, you probably would
have come to similar conclusions about yourself. As it happens, I don't
care to wait that long!"
"What did you decide to do after you realized your—uh —situation?"
Kelly demanded coolly.
"Oh, that was simple enough. I started looking around for someone who
could understand me." He shut the door behind him, the essence of his
grin staying behind to warm the room.
Kelly dressed with care for Helen's cocktail party that evening. She
went through the female rituals with an abstracted air of decision,
taking some comfort in the process. Her brown hair, brushed until the
red and gold in it shone, was parted in the middle again and bound into
a smooth coil at the nape.
After much perusal of the contents of her closet, she selected a
clinging sapphire-blue dress styled with long tight-fitting sleeves and
a high neck that opened to a daring point just above her breasts. The
blue material had a deepening effect on the color of her eyes, and the
slender, elegant lines seemed to highlight her supple fencer's body.
She studied herself rigorously in the brass-trimmed mirror, satisfied
with the overall effect. She looked aloof, icy, and in complete control
of her own destiny. Only her escort would know otherwise, she thought
grimly.
Locke had taken her home after feeding her breakfast that morning,
leaving her alone with instructions not to drive herself crazy trying
to think about the situation in which she found herself. Easy for him
to say! It nettled her that he seemed so unconcerned about her dilemma.
But then he probably didn't have that same sense of time running out as
she did. After all, he hadn't committed himself to the marriage quite
the way she had. . . .
She shied away from that thought in relief as the doorbell sounded,
aware of a certain dampening of her palms as she went forward to answer
it.
"Good heavens! I almost didn't recognize you," she forced herself to
say very brightly as she viewed the unexpected apparition on her
doorstep. "Did someone steal your jacket?"
Locke contrived to look reproachful, glancing self-consciously down his
own length. "Unkind. I spent an hour searching for this today. I'd
forgotten which closet I'd hung it in."
"Well, if it makes you feel any better, it was worth the hunt. You
look—" Kelly broke off, feeling like an idiot. But he did look almost
terrifyingly attractive to her tonight. The dark well-cut jacket and
trousers were accented by a brilliantly white silk shirt and richly
hued tie. The gun-metal black of his hair lay in a thick tidy pelt,
contributing to the overall effect of dangerous darkness. The
jade-green eyes were fierce lures in his tanned face. He looked more
like a warlock than ever.
"Yes?" he encouraged helpfully, flashing a slightly menacing grin. "How
do I look?"
"I have a feeling you already know the answer to that," she shot back
dryly.
"Like your nemesis, hmmm?"
"Is that how you see yourself?" she retorted, turning away to pick up
her small silver evening bag.
"Lately I've tended to view myself as you view me." He chuckled, coming
forward to help her slip the warm white wool shawl over her shoulders.
"It's useful for strategy purposes."
Kelly parted her lips to parry with a sharp retort, but he silenced her
words with a finger on her mouth.
"You, on the other hand, look very lovely tonight, my sweet little
opponent," he went on in a dark nerve-riflingly sexy voice. The green
eyes gleamed with sheer masculine promise and approval. "Cool, a bit
haughty, and heavily posted with no-trespassing signs. I like the fact
that only I will know the truth."
"What makes you think the no-trespassing signs don't apply to you too?"
she inquired silkily, fighting the tremor of remembered passion that
had shivered through her at his nearness.
"Last night makes me think they don't. And if that wasn't enough to
convince me, I've always got the evidence of the evening before that to
go on!"
Kelly winced. "You may be dressed like a gentleman tonight, but you're
not behaving like one! Locke, please," she went on with sudden appeal,
her eyes glinting a shade lighter with pleading. "No more—"
"No more reminders of the last two nights?"
She shook her head impatiently. "No. What I'm saying is, no more of
what happened the last two nights!"
"Ah." He nodded in a very knowing tone of voice. "Something else you're
afraid of?"
She narrowed her eyes at the hint of male satisfaction in him. "It's
not a question of being afraid. It's a question of not being able to
think properly," she snapped. "I want time to sort this mess out in a—a
logical fashion. I'm sure you can appreciate that."
"Oh, I can understand, all right. I go a little crazy when I make love
to you too, sweetheart," he murmured tenderly. "I suppose I could look
on this as another step in the right direction."
"What do you mean by that?" she asked quellingly.
"You've known from the first night I kissed you that you could call a
halt to our lovemaking when you wished. I told you then I'd never
resort to rape and I think you believe me. I wouldn't, in the final
analysis, have forced you last night or the night before. Ergo, we are
left with one conclusion!"
"Ergo?"
"You don't trust yourself to be able to call a halt to the seduction
process," he explained with bland certainty. "You're asking me to be
the watchdog and temper the lovemaking. Which means—"
"I don't think I want to hear this."
"Which means that in this particular matter you trust my strength more
than your own," he concluded triumphantly.
"Oh, my God!" she gritted feelingly, whirling on one high-heeled ankle
and striding briskly for the door. "Your thought processes have become
too convoluted for even a computer to unravel!"
"You're just jealous," he began complacently, following her to the
door. "Hey, that's one hell of a stereo system!"
She glanced over her shoulder at the gleaming components stacked in the
wooden cabinet. "What do you expect? I work for a firm that sells
them." It was her turn to break off her words. She swallowed
uncomfortably. Did he think she might have got the expensive equipment
through less than legitimate methods?
"Every job has its perks," Locke observed as he slid her neatly into
the black Jag.
"What are the perks of being a computer-security consultant?" she asked
a little recklessly, anxious to turn the subject around.
"Getting to work on a breed of machines that represent some of the most
sophisticated technology in the world and proving their fallibility is
one aspect," he grinned, starting the engine and reversing out of the
parking lot. "Something of an ego trip, I expect."
"Any others?" she queried, interested in spite of her precarious mood.
"I like the challenge of having to think as logically as the computer
and then using another kind of logic altogether to detect the
weaknesses of the machine's reasoning," he admitted, flicking her an
amused glance. "Once I'd discovered what I liked doing in life, I had
two choices."
"You could either get your kicks being a computer crook yourself or
have the fun of outwitting them, right?" she hazarded with an
involuntary smile.
"You can think pretty logically yourself when you put your mind to it,"
he said admiringly.
"Do you suppose it's contagious?" she wondered wryly.
Enough heads turned when Helen opened the door to them to make Kelly
wonder if everyone in the room was reacting to the envelope of
invisible electricity that seemed to surround herself and Locke that
evening.
The knowledge that somehow they had managed not merely to arrive but to
make an entrance was a bit unnerving. But the speculative glances were
polite and Helen's warm greeting masked the momentary discomfort.
"If I had any doubts about this marriage," the older woman said
smilingly as she ushered them into the room, "they've been resolved.
Any woman who could get Locke into a tie and evening jacket knows how
to manage a man!"
"You look fantastic tonight, Helen," Kelly said quickly, far more
relaxed in her boss's presence this evening now that she knew Locke
hadn't told her everything. Kelly didn't want to think about her trust
in him. It had dawned on her inevitably during that long night alone in
his bed and she had realized that morning she believed him on that
point at least. Perhaps, she told herself unhappily, because she wanted
so badly to believe him.
Helen's graying blond hair looked sophisticated and elegant, and her
simple black dress was adequately adorned by diamond pendant and
earrings. Years of practice at being the company president's wife had
given her an adroit ability to organize a party, which she now used for
her own benefit instead of her husband's.
"Do come in, both of you." She smiled cheerfully. "Brett's handling the
drinks over by the bar, of course. I think you know several people here
tonight, Kelly. And, Locke, I think you'll find a few familiar faces in
the crowd."
Kelly was aware of Locke's arm sliding possessively around her waist as
he led her off toward the bar. They paused at several points in the
crossing of Helen's huge richly antiqued living room to greet friends
and accept congratulations on their forthcoming marriage. Word, Kelly
realized ruefully, had spread quickly.
"Do you really know many people here?" she asked Locke quietly as they
advanced determinedly toward the bar.
"No, only a couple. Helen and I don't circulate in the same crowd.
Pity. If we did, I might have met you sooner."
"Hi, Kelly," Brett said with commendable enthusiasm. "Locke."
Poor Brett, Kelly thought sadly. He must be in agony, wondering what's
going on. She would have to reassure him as soon as possible.
"What will you have?" their host went on cheerily, his gray gaze back
on Kelly. Only she could see the uncertainty there.
"Some of that jug wine you're passing off as vintage stuff," she
teased, automatically trying to ease his qualms.
"Don't let Helen hear you say that," Brett advised, taking his cue.
"She paid a fortune for a whole case of it! Locke?"
"Scotch," Locke said succinctly, not making any effort to be friendly.
Kelly felt his hostility toward the younger man and would like very
much to have kicked him. Didn't he realize there was no real threat
here? But a man's jealousy wasn't always a logical thing, she reminded
herself on a wave of thoughtful hope.
"There's no call to be rude," she hissed at her escort as they moved
away from the bar, drinks in hand.
"There's no call to be polite either," he pointed out briefly, swishing
the Scotch around the ice and taking a lengthy sip.
"Has anyone ever told you that your overly rational approach to life is
going to get you into trouble some day?"
"You have. Several times. Come on, honey, let's mingle. I think I see a
familiar face over there in the corner." He took her arm very firmly.
"A man I did some work for last fall."
It was quite a while before Kelly found the opportunity to talk
privately to Brett. She seized it at once, leaving Locke to talk shop
with a local bank executive. Making a minor excuse, she slipped away
and found Brett talking to a handsome older couple in the corner near
an elegant Victorian sofa.
"Oh, hello, Kelly. Meet Mr. and Mrs. Bailey. Friends of the family,"
Brett said politely as she moved closer.
Kelly nearly lost her footing for an instant. Bailey? She knew that
name. Amanda Bailey's parents presumably. Mother and father of the
mysterious ex-fiancee. . . .
"How do you do?" she managed formally, summoning a polite smile. But
there was no indication of resentment in the friendly eyes that smiled
at her. Graciously, neither Mr. or Mrs. Bailey made reference to Locke.
"Could I talk to you a moment, Brett?" Kelly finally said quietly when
the pleasantries had been properly exchanged.
"Of course. Excuse us, please," Brett said easily to the couple. He
moved away with Kelly to a quiet area near the French doors, which
opened onto a balcony. "What is it, Kelly? Are things getting bad?"
"Things," Kelly said determinedly, "are up in the air at the moment.
But I thought you'd like to know Helen hasn't been told anything about
what I did to the data base!"
"Whew! That's one heck of a relief," he muttered. "I've been on pins
and needles all day, trying to figure out how to go to her and explain."
"You were prepared to do that?" Kelly asked in barely concealed
surprise.
"What else could I do? I couldn't let you take the blame. I told you
that yesterday," he vowed forcefully.
"That's very—very kind of you, Brett," she said, a little bewildered.
She hadn't expected him to be so willing to confess to his parent.
He saw her expression and smiled wryly. "I've done some growing up in
the past few months, Kelly. It happens, you know."
"Yes, well . . ."
The new voice that cut in on Kelly's faltering response was full of
delightful, bright, tinkling female amusement.
"So there you are, Brett! Good! You can introduce me to the victim who
took my place. I've been dying to meet the next brave woman who's going
to try and wean Locke Channing away from his computers. Tell me the
truth now," Amanda Bailey commanded with charming laughter. "Has the
incredible boredom begun to set in yet?" She turned her lovely hazel
eyes directly on Kelly.
"Boredom?" Kelly said quite blankly, mentally trying to reconcile that
concept with the warlock who had been pursuing her for the past few
days.
Damn, but the woman was beautiful, the hazel eyes slightly slanted and
sexy, the seemingly casual blond hair, and a voluptuously full figure
with narrow waist and shapely hips. It was all on a delightfully petite
frame. Amanda Bailey had probably spent the better part of her life
looking up at men with an adoring look. She was that sort of female,
Kelly decided vengefully. And she was also only about twenty-four years
old. Kelly felt her evening going downhill in a hurry.
Somehow Amanda managed to look quite apologetic in the face of Kelly's
confusion.
"I shouldn't have said anything," she confided quickly, laughingly,
hazel eyes dancing mischievously. "How long have you been engaged to
Locke?" Amanda glanced idly down at Kelly's bare hand.
"Only a day," Kelly said coolly, assessing her opponent. She couldn't
help it. That was the way she found herself thinking of Amanda Bailey.
"Oh, well, then, there's plenty of time. I lasted nearly two months
myself. Take my advice, though. When the first glimmerings of boredom
set in, don't waste your time thinking it's temporary. It won't get any
better, only worse!”
"If you don't mind," Kelly began more firmly, her polite smile thinning
rapidly, "I think I'll go and find Locke."
"I saw him over there, talking to a banker. Locke gets along well with
bankers," Amanda chuckled. "Locke and a banker can spend an entire
evening talking about nothing but computer applications to banking!
Notice how you're standing here talking to Brett? Whenever I went to a
party with Locke, I found myself in the same boat, the only difference
being that I wasn't always lucky enough to have Brett to amuse me!"
"I see," Kelly said, a little fascinated by Amanda's cheerful warnings.
"Don't you think you ought to give Kelly and Locke a chance, Amanda?"
Brett murmured philosophically. "Just because you and he didn't work
out doesn't mean their luck won't be better."
"Perhaps," Amanda conceded with obvious doubt. "And I can certainly
understand the initial attraction!" She lifted her hazel eyes
heavenward with a reminiscent glance. "Those eyes! They have a way of
pinning a woman down and holding her there while Locke decides whether
he wants the quarry. Unfortunately the eyes are his only saving grace.
The minute he opens his mouth, nothing but computers comes out."
"Locke does seem to enjoy his work," Kelly contributed carefully,
flicking a sardonic glance up at Brett, who grimaced.
"That's putting it mildly," Amanda groaned good-naturedly. "Still,
looking like he does tonight, all dark and attractive, a woman could
find a use for him even if he can't carry on a decent conversation. The
thing to do with Locke Charming is have an affair but not tie yourself
down to marriage. Take my advice, Kelly. I should have listened to
myself."
With a charming little gesture and a dazzling smile for Brett, Amanda
Bailey danced away, leaving the other two staring after her.
"Pretty little thing, isn't she?" Brett finally remarked thoughtfully.
"Oh, very," Kelly agreed dryly. "Ever dated her?"
Brett shook his head, still watching the younger woman as she
disappeared into the crowd. "We saw a bit too much of each other while
growing up, I guess. I never really thought of her as a potential girl
friend. ..."
"Until tonight?" Kelly hazarded, sipping her wine arid watching his
expression interestedly.
Brett turned back with a laugh. "I haven't seen her for almost a year.
Amazing what can happen in a year!"
"She seems quite—er—gregarious," Kelly noted, watching out of the
corner of her eye as the blonde paused to chat briefly with several
people. There seemed to be a basic direction behind the apparently
random moves around the room, however. In another moment Kelly was sure
of it. Amanda was working her way toward Locke and his banker.
"She's always a big hit at parties, as I recall," Brett nodded
agreeably. "Everybody loves her." He smiled at Kelly. "Can I get you
some more wine?"
"I'll come with you," Kelly offered absently, still watching Amanda
without appearing to do so. The other woman was gliding gracefully up
to Locke, a red-tipped hand outstretched to put on his sleeve in a bid
for his attention.
The disgusting thing was that she got it, Kelly saw unhappily. From
across the room it was difficult to follow all of the action, but there
was no doubt that her fiancé’s dark head was turned downward
rather attentively. Kelly thought she saw the banker nod and drift away.
The thing to do with Locke Charming is have an affair but not tie
yourself to marriage. Kelly bit her lip. Had Amanda decided to take her
own advice, after all? She knew the other woman probably hadn't seen
Locke since the broken engagement. Had she walked into the room tonight
and remembered belatedly how darkly attractive he could be?
And what had Locke's reaction been after months of not seeing the
beautiful hazel-eyed blonde? What memories were going through his head
tonight?
"More of our fine-quality jug wine?" Brett teased cheerfully, drawing
Kelly's eyes back to himself. He looked at her carefully before
pouring. "I wouldn't worry about those two," he said quietly. "They've
already decided they're not interested in marrying each other, right?
No threat."
"Do I look worried?" Kelly demanded, accepting her glass.
"Let's just say there's a look in your eyes that I never saw there when
you and I were dating," he told her ruefully. He lifted his glass in
mocking salute. "Here's to your future and mine—even if they aren't
meant to be combined."
Kelly hesitated and then lightly clinked her glass against his and
sipped the expensive burgundy. She smiled up at him, liking him, even
though she knew she could never have loved him. Love was an
uncontrollable response to a black-haired, green-eyed warlock. A
response that was totally irrational and equally undeniable. She
belonged to Locke, she realized a little sadly. He had bound her to him
that night he had beaten her at fencing and then made such passionate
love to her.
The thought of his lovemaking made Kelly unconsciously glance over her
shoulder to find him once again in the crowd. Across the room he looked
up from Amanda's glowing face at precisely the same instant, and the
green eyes met hers with a strangely shuttered, brooding look. Kelly
could feel the hardness in him even though they were separated by
several feet and a number of people. Locke was angry.
When he turned back to Amanda, Kelly felt a sharpening anger in herself.
"Listen, Kelly," Brett was saying in a low voice. "What are you going
to do about Locke's information? If you can't keep him from going to
Helen, then, for God's sake, let me know. It would be far better for
her to have the news from me rather than him."
"Don't worry," Kelly said bluntly. "I'll deal with Locke. I think I can
persuade him to simply keep quiet about the whole thing. It's the best
course of action now. You know that."
"I know it. But it makes me nervous having a third party aware of
what's happened."
"He doesn't really know about your involvement. He only knows I fiddled
around with the data," Kelly said dismissingly. "He wants to know why
but he doesn't seem overly concerned about the ethics of the thing."
"No?" Brett frowned. "I would think, since it's his line of work, that
he'd want to impress Helen with the brilliant detective efforts."
Kelly shook her head uncertainly. "Give me a little more time, Brett. I
think everything's going to work out. . . . But you could do me a very
big favor this evening," she concluded with sudden decision.
"Anything, Kelly. You know that."
"Detach Amanda from my fiancé’s arm!"
Brett looked somewhat startled. His blue eyes went speculatively from
Kelly's face to the couple across the room. Then he smiled slowly.
"My pleasure. Coming?"
"Of course!" Head regally high, Kelly slipped her arm under his, and
together they made their way toward the other two.
The warlock eyes watched her approach, taking in every detail of
Kelly's grip on Brett's arm. She smiled brilliantly at him, enjoying
the possibility of his jealousy. Anything to keep his mind off his
former fiancée!
It was Brett who, rather surprisingly, took charge of the tense
situation.
"There you are, Amanda. I've been looking for you. There's someone I
want you to meet, an actor in a local theater guild. I think there's a
chance he might want to audition you for that new production they're
going to be working on next month."
Amanda's bright-eyed gaze turned immediately on Brett. "Lovely,
darling! I would be very happy to meet your friend. You will excuse me,
won't you, Locke? It's been fun talking over old times," she added with
an amused glance at Kelly's coolly composed features.
She went off without a backward glance, smiling happily up into Brett's
good-looking face.
"Enjoying yourself this evening, Kelly?" Locke's words were quite
metallic, and the green eyes glowed with an annoyed look that made
Kelly feel a little abused. He was the one who had been flirting with
an old girl friend!
"Oh, enormously," she assured him in liquid tones. "I found your
ex-fiancée quite charming. She gave me all sorts of advice about
handling a relationship with you."
"Did she?" he murmured laconically, sipping at his Scotch with a
suspended expression on his implacable face.
"Seems to think I'd be better off having an affair with you than
marrying you."
He arched one black brow. "I can't see that it matters all that much.
One way or the other you'd still belong to me. The wedding vows are a
formality."
"A formality you didn't bother going through with Amanda, apparently."
"My relationship with Amanda was altogether different," he began, a
dull red staining his neck under the tan.
"Really?" Kelly froze him with her smile. "Does she fence?"
"No!" He nearly exploded, glaring at her. "What's that got to do with
anything? And why the hell am I tolerating this inquisition in the
first place? You're the one busy renewing a past affair!"
"Oh, Brett?" she said airily, beginning to enjoy herself in a perverse
way. There was something exciting about finally finding herself in the
right and Locke in the wrong. It satisfied a sense of justice that had
been offended the night he'd won the fencing match. "Brett and I are
old friends. Why, we weren't even engaged!"
"A state of affairs that is not always a prerequisite for being
lovers," he shot back in a thick growl.
"I suppose you would know," she nodded politely, swirling the wine in
her glass and sipping delicately.
"I know a great deal about your past relationship with Brett Forrester.
Helen told me the two of you used to date very regularly."
"My, you certainly dragged a lot of information out of Helen, didn't
you?"
"I like to know the whole picture before I make any changes in the
programming."
"A very logical approach," she approved, silver-blue eyes glinting.
"But one that apparently didn't work too well when you got engaged to
Amanda!"
"Will you stop harping on that subject?" he growled. "I've told you,
Amanda was a mistake."
"I didn't think you made them."
"I'm beginning to think I might have made another by not beginning a
regular schedule of evening beatings with you. Dammit, Kelly, don't try
to make me look like the flirt tonight. You're the one who disappeared
to find good old friendly Brett."
"Business," she muttered succinctly.
"Don't hand me that line. What do you think I am? A complete idiot?"
"One wonders occasionally," she agreed. "If you're seriously
considering getting involved with Amanda Bailey again—"
"I'm not! And I don't want to hear another word on that subject!" he
barked coldly, drawing the attention of a nearby conversation group.
"Mind holding your voice down?" Kelly smiled sweetly. "I can't abide
men who make scenes."
"You may damn well have to learn how to put up with them if you're
going to continue flirting with old boyfriends," he told her vengefully.
"I was not flirting. I've told you, it was business."
"Tell me about the business," he ordered fiercely, dark brows coming
together in a solid line above the aggressive nose.
"First why don't you tell me about the 'old times' you and Amanda were
discussing?" she challenged, violently aware of the increasing tension
between them.
"I will say one thing about Amanda," he snapped instantly. "She never
hurled accusations at me in the middle of a party."
"Obviously a woman of insipid spirit!" Her hand was itching to slap his
face, Kelly realized with a sense of shock. She'd never slapped a man
before in her life!
"You're hardly in a position to criticize my taste when you chose a
puppy like Forrester not so long ago yourself" he bit out.
"Puppies, at least, can be trained," she began seethingly.
"A trained puppy would bore you to death before the honeymoon was over!"
"But one would always know she could trust such a creature," Kelly said
unthinkingly.
The green eyes froze into emerald ice. "Are you saying you could trust
Forrester and not me?" he asked with appalling civility.
"Brett never threatened me!" she retorted, wishing desperately she
hadn't started that particular line of argument. She didn't mean a word
of it but she was beginning to feel cornered. It was maddening! Locke
was the guilty one, not her!
"That's his error. I won't make the same one."
"I don't see how you could ever expect me to trust a man who
continually threatens me."
"You will, nevertheless. And don't blame me if you can't see how that's
going to happen. It's not my fault you don't think logically."
"Logically!" Her frustration and anger soared at the word. "Doesn't it
occur to you that this whole argument is illogical? You're the guilty
one, not me, yet you stand there and act as if I'm a—a—"
"A flirt and a tease?" he supplied grimly. "That's sure as hell the way
it looked across the room tonight! And, don't forget, I saw you when
you came out of Forrester's office yesterday before lunch. It was
obvious something a little more intimate than 'business' had been the
topic of conversation!"
Kelly flinched with a touch of guilt. He was right about that, even if
he didn't know the full extent of it. Unfortunately she saw at once
that he'd seen her guilty start.
With the relentless pressure of a fencer on the attack Locke hammered
away at her faltering guard.
"What's the matter, Kelly? Did you discover after you'd met me that you
wanted safer men, after all? If you're thinking of rekindling old
flames, you can damn well forget it. You belong to me now. You have
since the night I beat you on every count."
"Beat me," she snarled softly. "Is that how you see it? Nothing more
than a stupid male victory? What makes you think I could possibly be
interested in marrying a man who believes he can win a woman by scoring
a series of victories over her?"
Another head or two turned speculatively as her voice rose slightly on
the last words. Kelly was getting beyond the point where she cared.
"It worked, didn't it?" Locke pointed out with relish. "You are going
to marry me!"
"What makes you and your ego so damn sure about that?"
"Because I know full well I only have to take you in my arms in order
to get whatever I want. That's something Forrester never managed, did
he? And you can't have responded like that with any other man because
you wouldn't still be single. You would have found yourself locked away
with some male's ring on your hand. How does it feel to have met your
Waterloo, sweetheart? Or is that what the little flirtation with
Forrester was all about? Trying to convince yourself you haven't really
met your downfall?"
"One of these days, Locke Charming, you're the one who's going to take
a fall. And it will be a pleasure to see you on your knees," Kelly said
tightly, her eyes blazing and silver.
"Think of the challenge, darling," he drawled menacingly.
"Oh, I do. Constantly."
"Good. It will give you something to concentrate on," he retorted
smoothly, and then added with silky threat, "Because you sure as hell
aren't going to concentrate anymore on Forrester or any other man!
You've been running wild and free far too long, and I'm going to put a
stop to it!"
"Pardon me, but I believe your ego is showing again." Kelly felt that
itching sensation in her palm once more. It would be such a pleasure to
slap that masculine arrogance out of the green eyes!
"Would you mind very much if we continued this enlightening
conversation outside?" Locke asked with mocking politeness, tucking her
arm in his in a decidedly savage grip and leading her toward the French
doors. In a moment they had passed from the immediate view of others
and stood on the balcony.
"I'm freezing!" Kelly snapped, thoroughly irritated.
"Perhaps being a little uncomfortable will cool your temper down a
notch! You're behaving like a shrew tonight, Kelly Winfield. I don't
like it."
She glared at him. "Pity, because there's not much you can do about it."
"That's a lie and we both know it," he told her coolly, one hand
fitting itself to her throat in a vaguely threatening gesture. "Shall I
prove it here and now, or would you like to wait until we get home this
evening? I can handle you, my sweet sharp-tongued little adversary and
I don't mind proving it—"
Whatever he would have said next was lost to posterity because the
words were blocked in his throat by the force of Kelly's palm against
his tanned cheek. .
In the next instant she stifled an astonished gasp of surprise at her
own behavior. Never in her life had she lost her self-control like
this! She was always the one with the control, always the strong one,
the cool one. . . .
She could only stare in wretched amazement as Locke slowly lifted his
fingers to the red imprint on his face. There was absolutely no
expression at all in the warlock eyes. The eyes of a deadly duelist who
gives away nothing to his opponent.
But Kelly didn't need to be able to read his eyes in order to know what
would happen next. She was aware of it with every fiber of her being,
and a fierce excitement waved through her as she waited for the impact.
When it came, it was so light, she knew Locke was only politely
observing the formalities of the duel to which she had just challenged
him by the traditional slap. Deliberately he raised his hand and
brought his palm across her face in the softest of stinging little
slaps.
They stared at each other, ice-blue eyes enmeshed with expressionless
green ones, each waiting for the other to say it. It was Locke who
finally put it into words.
"My living room or yours?" he asked silkily, daring her to back down.
"Yours, I think," she told him with cool consideration. "Mine is much
too small."
He nodded once, reaching out to take her arm in an iron grasp. "You
must be very sure of yourself this time. Isn't the memory of your
recent defeat still rather close?"
"I know a great deal more about you this time around," she reminded him
in a remote and seemingly casual tone. There were traditions
surrounding this sort of thing. Opponents must always be cool, horribly
polite, and terribly sanguine about the outcome.
"That is, naturally, something of an advantage. One you didn't enjoy
the last time," he nodded agreeably. "It will be interesting to see
just how much you have learned."
His arm firmly entwined around her waist, Locke led Kelly back inside
the living room, sought out Helen, and made their apologies for leaving
so early.
Kelly thought Helen might raise a protest, but the other woman took one
look at the almost frozen expressions on the faces of her two guests
and smiled politely.
"I'm sorry you have to leave so soon," she murmured carefully, her
sharp gaze on Locke's remote features. "I did mean to ask you if you've
set the date of the wedding."
"Next week," Kelly answered, not giving her escort any opportunity to
speak.
"So soon?"
"Kelly seems to have a penchant for leaping into dangerous situations,"
Locke explained easily.
"I'm sure you'll take care of her in this particular situation," Helen
offered blandly.
"Yes," he allowed aggressively, "I will!"
With a slight shove that would have appeared more like gentle prodding
to an onlooker, he started Kelly toward the door. A moment later they
were heading down the stone walk toward where the Jaguar waited by the
curb.
"You're sure you want to do this?" Locke asked conversationally,
sliding her into the front seat.
"Nothing on this earth could stop me," she promised him fervently.
"I'm glad to hear that," he informed her crisply a second before
slamming the door, "because I wouldn't let you out of this match if you
got down on your knees and begged!"
"You're the one who's going to be on his knees!"
He shut the door on her fervent promise.
Without a word they drove to her apartment and Locke waited like a
leopard for his prey as Kelly collected her foil and fencing garb. When
she reappeared in the living room, it was to find him stalking back and
forth in front of her window. He glanced up quickly and revealed an
astonishingly hungry look that startled her momentarily. Was he that
eager to gain another fencing victory over her?
In a second the polite, anticipatory mask was back down over his hard
face, and she was led briskly back to the car once again.
"It will take me a moment or two to shift the furniture," Locke
announced as they walked into his house.
"Fine. I'll go and change." Kelly swept away, feeling the pulsing glow
of adrenaline and primitive excitement pounding in her veins. This time
would be different! This time she was going to win!
She took her time upstairs in his bedroom, buttoning the fencing jacket
with care and adjusting the glove with great attention. Deliberately
she forced herself not to think about what had happened in this room
after the last fencing bout. Things were going to be different tonight!
She heard him on the stairs and deliberately waited until he had walked
down the hall toward the other bedroom before emerging. A few minutes
later it was she who waited for him on the field of honor.
"I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't dawdle," she drawled in a fair
imitation of a politely bored Regency nobleman awaiting an adversary.
"I wouldn't want the horses to get restive."
His answering smile was chillingly appropriate. "Does it occur to you
we tend to let our imaginations get a little carried away at this
point?" He came down the stairs and crossed the room toward her with a
smooth, lithe stride.
She picked up her foil, tucked her mask under her arm, and waited for
him to assume his position opposite her.
"My imagination is entirely engrossed with the idea of your defeat,"
she assured him sweetly.
"Mine, on the other hand, keeps leaping ahead to what happened after
our last appointment," he retorted as he picked up his foil. She saw
the gleam in the green eyes and stood firm against it. Tonight was her
night.
"Perhaps you will find the image sufficiently distracting to ruin your
concentration," she quipped. "I think of it as incentive."
He lifted his foil in formal salute and Kelly did the same. Silently
they slipped on the masks, retreating behind the deadly anonymity of
the wire mesh. It must have been a little different in the old days,
Kelly reflected as she came on guard. Looking into the eyes of a man
holding an unblunted sword must have added a nerve-wrenching twist to
the encounter.
But her imagination was, indeed, working at full power tonight. Because
it wasn't difficult at all to think of Locke waiting at dawn for his
opponent.
"I see you did learn something the other night," he said as they moved
into combat.
Kelly didn't allow herself a self-satisfied smile. Nothing must destroy
her concentration tonight. His comment was accurate, however. She was
dealing with his aggressive offense with more conviction and sureness
this evening. She knew all about his strong wrist and the speed in him.
"You were really spoiling for this fight, weren't you?" Locke chided
softly as she made a circular parry to find his blade. "You must have
been jealous as hell!"
That drew a response from her in spite of Kelly's firm decision not to
allow him to use psychological warfare.
"No!"
Almost instantly she found herself retreating before his foil. Damn
him! She would not allow him to get at her like that. She moved
swiftly, forcing his words out of her mind, and managed to regain a
sense of equality in the match. He parried her attack and she parried
his riposte. The action flowed back and forth between them in silence
for a time, wariness broken by moments of flashing speed on both sides.
She forced herself to think, knowing that good strategy and
uncompromising sureness in the attack were what counted. He deserved to
lose tonight.
"I'm glad you were jealous, Kelly," he went on after a moment as he
closed on her with a quick, sharp blow of his blade against hers. The
beat was designed to open a line for his attack by forcing her foil
aside for an instant. She barely managed to deceive the action.
"Because I was ready to use my belt on you right there in front of God
and Helen!" he went on vengefully.
"Were you jealous, Locke?" she panted, wishing he wasn't forcing her to
use so much energy. Kelly was very much afraid her stamina might not
hold up against his. Already she could feel the sheen of perspiration
on her forehead.
"You know I was, witch! Even when I know I really haven't got anything
to worry about, I feel like tearing apart any man who looks at you!"
As if his words gave him impetus, Locke suddenly stopped talking and
moved in a lightning-swift series of motions that drove Kelly back
nearly to the end of their imaginary mat.
She would not let him get away with defeating her so unfairly again
tonight! Furiously she parried and forced her mind to move quickly, her
hands reflexively. She needed an edge, or his greater strength and
experience would cost her the bout.
"But Brett and I are, after all, old friends..." she hissed
tantalizingly.
"I'm aware of that."
"Are you?" she taunted, preparing herself for the next split second.
She would have to move fast or he would recover before she could land
her blow. "Are you aware that Brett is the reason I altered the
financial data on the Forrester computer?"
It worked! It worked as thoroughly as his own verbal warfare had done
for him during their previous combat, Kelly realized exultantly.
For an instant—a precious instant—Locke's blade faltered. She had taken
him completely by surprise. Kelly didn't hesitate. With a fierce, bold
lunge she took advantage of his temporary loss of concentration and
balance.
Her foil tip plunged, unhindered, toward the target. The score was hers.
Locke parried and retreated automatically, but it was too late. His
foil tip dropped to the floor and with a quick wrench he had the mask
off. Jade-green eyes blazed at her as Kelly removed her own mask.
"Forrester's the reason?" he nearly shouted, the fury in him radiating
toward her like a fire. "Brett Forrester? You risked so much for a
puppy like him? I don't believe it!"
"You owe me one more bout," Kelly reminded him coolly, eyeing the anger
in him with some trepidation but determined to finish this her way.
"To hell with this game!" Locke shot back. "I want the whole story and
I want it now!"
"Then you'd better put your mask back on and give me one more bout."
"I'm not exactly in the mood at the moment," he snapped violently, but
there was a wary look in the green eyes and Kelly read it with a
certain sense of satisfaction. At long last Locke Channing was
beginning to realize what sort of opponent he had taken on when he'd
set out to master her!
Kelly traced a small design in the air with the tip of her foil and
smiled without saying a word. The tension between them sizzled and it
fed her excitement level, stoking the flames ever higher. It was all
over. She had known that most of the day. Locke would have his answers
tonight— but they weren't going to come for free!
"Don't make me beat it out of you, Kelly," he growled, but he didn't
throw down his foil and mask.
"You won't have to exert yourself that much," she drawled, still
playing a deadly game with the foil while she waited. "All you have to
do is give me one more match. What's the matter, Locke? Too
disconcerted to fight with any concentration? Shame on you! A man who's
so used to dealing in straight-line logical thought ought to be able to
summon up a bit of self-control at a time like this."
"You're serious, aren't you?" he breathed uncomprehendingly. "You drop
a bombshell like this into the evening's events and then you expect me
to calmly go on with the bout."
"Rather like the night you had your little victory, isn't it?" she
agreed smoothly. "As I recall, I was holding my own against you that
evening when you dropped your little exploding rock into the fray."
"You're doing it this way in order to get revenge?" he asked.
"You've got it in one. You're going to pay for the answers that seem to
mean so much to you, Locke Channing," she murmured.
"I could yank that foil out of your hand and turn you over my knee
until you begged to be allowed to finish the story!"
"I thought you wanted me to give you the tale voluntarily," she said,
chuckling. "You know, as a sign of my trust in you and all that?"
"You are the most annoying, frustrating, stubborn, illogical woman I
have ever met in my life," he gritted, sweeping the foil up into the
formal salute and snapping on the mask. "And when this is all over, I'm
going to take great pleasure in teaching you exactly what your role in
life is going to be from now on."
"You're certainly not turning out to be a gracious loser," she mocked
as they went on guard.
He said nothing, his fierce concentration directed at putting her
immediately on the defensive. Kelly felt the full force of his strength
and fencer's stamina as she retreated before the onslaught. He was good!
But he was also overeager to end the match. He used his speed and skill
well but he didn't vary the cadence of his fighting and Kelly began to
find him almost predictable. She knew what he was doing. Locke was
going for a quick kill and sacrificing subtlety in the process.
Still, there was a chance that by the sheer force and determination of
his attack she would lose the bout. It was unthinkable, Kelly decided
as she barely managed to parry in time. Maybe a little more verbal
strategy was called for.
"Perhaps I should have said that although Brett was the reason for the
computer manipulation," she gasped, panting with the exertion,
"I didn't do it for his sake."
"What the devil are you trying to say?" he snarled from behind the
mask. As if sensing she was about to hurl another
concentration-stopping sally, he tried a stop-hit thrust in an effort
to bring the bout to a quick end.
But Kelly was ready for him. Knowing his state of mind, she had
deliberately drawn his decisive action with a false attack. Skillfully
she parried the stop-hit and the field was open for her counter-time
attack.
"Damn!" The stifled exclamation was low, heartfelt, and exceedingly
disgusted-sounding. Locke stepped back as the hit landed against his
jacket, then he tore off the mask and threw down the foil.
Facing her with his hands on his hips, the black hair tousled and
dipping low over his forehead, he waited with unconcealed impatience as
Kelly stripped off her mask.
"Don't you dare laugh at me, you little vixen!" he rasped as she
grinned boldly across the distance separating them. "When this is all
over—"
"No more threats, Locke," she advised tauntingly, silver-blue eyes
glittering with satisfaction. He looked every inch the irate warlock
standing there ready to pounce, but she knew the moment was hers, and
no amount of female caution was going to ruin her victory.
"Not if you want the story, that is."
"Talk."
"How does it feel to lose?" she countered cheerfully.
"You've had your little victory," he grated warningly. "I wouldn't
advise you to push me too much farther."
"Little victory?" she protested. "Hardly little, Locke. I beat you
cold. Twice!"
"Using unfair tactics!"
"No more unfair than the ones you used against me the other evening."
He threw up a hand to ward off any more protests. "Okay, okay, I
concede utter defeat in the fencing tonight. Does that satisfy you?"
"Yes," she said, pleased with herself. "It does."
"One of these days, Kelly Winfield . . ." he began feelingly.
"Like I said, you're not exactly a gracious loser."
"Let's have it," he ordered briskly, clearly seeing no percentage in
further threats at the moment.
Kelly stood silently while she collected her thoughts. The decision to
tell him the whole truth had been building since the previous evening.
Perhaps, she acknowledged, it had been building since the first day
she'd looked into those perceptive green eyes and known she'd met her
match.
In a way it would be a relief. The urge to talk to him about the mess
had become almost overwhelming. And today, when she'd finally realized
she was willing to take the risk of trusting him, she'd known she
couldn't deny him his explanation any longer.
But the sense of commitment involved in doing so was strange. Never
before had she trusted a man to such an extent. If her instincts were
wrong, it would cost her the job at Forrester and, perhaps, a great
deal more.
"I want to know every detail, Kelly," Locke said quietly into the
silence between them. "Start with Brett Forrester's involvement. I want
to know about that most of all."
She stood quietly, watching his implacably set face. Then she plunged
into the sordid story.
"Shortly after I arrived at Forrester Stereo, I got involved with that
damn computer. There was no way to avoid it in my work. The printouts
were becoming a major management tool and I realized I was going to
have to learn all I could about the machine and the information coming
out of it. So I began studying the manuals and asking questions of the
people who do the input work. There was no skilled programmer around at
that point to teach me, so I blundered about putting two and two
together."
"Exactly what I would have expected of you," Locke muttered in a low
tone.
Kelly frowned and then went on. "I began working a lot with the
printouts and continually looked over the shoulders of the inputers. I
even got to the point where I was doing some of the input and learned
how to extract the information from the terminal. Perhaps it was
because I was concentrating so much on the thing and getting a solid
overview—or maybe because of a coincidence— somehow I picked up on a
few discrepancies."
"Discrepancies in what?"
"I was keeping stacks of the old printouts in my office for study
purposes. Normally old data was tossed out as the new stuff was cranked
out of the computer. When I went back through the old printouts, there
were differences in certain areas that I knew shouldn't have existed.
Still, I probably wouldn't ever have figured out what was going on if I
hadn't also—" Kelly drew a breath. "If I hadn't also begun dating Brett
Forrester at that time."
"I'll kill him!" The words were soft, barely audible. Kelly's chin
lifted in alarm.
"Don't say things like that. I haven't even finished the story."
"I can guess what comes next."
"Well, don't. You'd probably be wrong."
Locke lifted a shoulder in annoyance. "So tell me," he charged.
Kelly hesitated a second, wondering if she'd made a very serious error
in judgment. But she was too far into this now to quit.
"It was obvious Brett was worried about something," she started again,
slowly. "I could tell. I also knew he needed to talk about it, and
somehow he ... I—"
"You hit him with a full dose of feminine sympathy and the poor guy
instantly cried his heart out on your loving shoulder, right?" Locke
sounded grim, and the fury in him was not well leashed.
"He'd got himself into trouble—"
"What sort of trouble? Gambling debts? Fraud? Embezzlement?" The
questions came in rapid-fire as if Locke had resumed his blade work.
"Gambling, I gather," she muttered sadly.
"Damn it to hell!" Locke gritted in a disturbingly bleak tone.
"He's stopped now," Kelly heard herself say defensively. "In fact, he'd
got scared and stopped before I came on the scene."
"What makes you so sure of that?" he flung back.
"Because what I was turning up in the computer weren't shortages but
money being added to certain accounts," she snapped, irritated with
Locke's lack of sympathy. Brett might not have Locke Channing's
strength but he was a good man. . . .
"Are you trying to tell me he was attempting to pay back the money he'd
embezzled?" Locke demanded skeptically.
"Yes."
"But he didn't know how to cover his trail in the computer, right?"
"I could tell from the printout that he was leaving all sorts of holes.
Columns of figures that weren't going to add up properly someday,
blanks in areas that should have been filled in, a whole bunch of
things."
"So he confessed his crime ..."
"And told me what he was doing to pay back the money."
"And you told him he wasn't covering his trail, right? That someday it
was all likely to blow up in his face?" Locke concluded vengefully. He
hadn't moved, but Kelly felt as if he were only waiting for the final
pounce.
"Not his face. Helen's!"
There was a look of dawning comprehension in Locke's new expression.
"Oh, my God!" he whispered. "You did it for her, is that it? So that
she wouldn't have to face the fact that her own son had been stealing
company funds?"
Kelly silently nodded. What else could she say? It was the truth.
"Well, thank the Lord for small favors," he intoned gruffly. "Now at
least I won't have to tear Brett Forrester limb from limb."
"Locke!" Startled by the implication of what he had just said, Kelly
stared at him, horrified.
"Don't look at me like that," he told her tersely. "What else would you
have expected me to do if I'd found out you were so much in love with
the guy who'd manipulated his mother's accounts?"
"Certainly nothing violent," she retorted angrily.
"Come on now, sweetheart," he mocked. "You know me better than that. If
you were covering up. for another man, I'd have done something very
violent."
"That's a little irrational, isn't it?" she pointed out seethingly.
"Not logical at all."
"I've told you we all have our lapses." He brushed aside her next
retort. "Tell me something, Kelly. Why were you so willing to protect
Helen? You couldn't have known her well at that point."
Kelly shifted her feet and then walked slowly toward the window, gazing
out on the lake. It was almost midnight. A duel at midnight, that's
what this was. . . .
"Helen gave me a job when I badly needed one..."
"Ah, yes. The sudden move from San Francisco about which you were so
reticent."
"You needn't sound as if you were unmasking the villain in the drawing
room," she muttered broodingly, her eyes on the lights around the
Mercer Island shoreline.
"What happened down there in San Francisco?" he asked quietly.
"There was a man. . . ."
"I figured that much!"
"He thought he was falling in love with me," she went on steadily.
"And he wasn't?" Locke sounded disbelieving.
"He was having trouble with his wife. Only I didn't know about her for
some time," Kelly managed in a cool, detached tone. "I only knew that
Ward Newlin was having problems. He needed a friend. . . ."
"You're telling me you didn't fall in love with him?" Suddenly Locke
sounded very urgent.
She shook her head in a decisively negative answer. How could she fall
in love with a man who only needed a friend? "I tried to help him,
tried to be the friend and confidante he seemed to need. But something
went wrong and he—he began to fall in love with me. He finally told me
the whole story, including the fact that he had a wife. I—I felt
horrible because I'd gone out with him a few times, let him kiss me—"
"Let him make love to you?" The question was bleak and matter-of-fact.
"No. I didn't love him. I only went out with him because he was lonely."
There was an exclamation of utter disgust from behind her. Kelly
ignored it, her fingers tightening at her sides. "He asked me if I
would marry him if he left his wife.
"Wanted to make sure he'd have a woman ready and waiting to take him in
before he made the decision to divorce her, is that it?" Locke asked
scornfully. "Didn't have the guts to get his own life in order first?"
"You can be a cruel man, Locke," Kelly sighed. "But, yes, essentially
that's it. And I finally realized it. I broke off the relationship at
once, of course. I wanted no part of breaking up anyone's marriage. But
Ward wouldn't leave me alone. He kept coming around, phoning me,
sounding distraught. ..."
"So you started looking for a way out?" Locke hazarded grimly.
"I had been interested in moving to the Pacific Northwest for a long
time. California is so crowded, but Washington had always seemed like a
young and—and growing place—" She broke off, unable to put the thought
completely into words.
"I know," Locke whispered, sounding as if he understood. "So the
problems with Newlin seemed like the excuse you needed, is that it?"
"I might not have actually done it. I can handle men like Ward Newlin."
"Having done it before?" Locke guessed accurately enough, sounding
wryly amused.
She nodded. "But something happened. His wife got suspicious and one
night she followed him after work. It was just my luck that Ward was
making one of his periodic attempts at convincing me we belonged
together. He came to my apartment. As soon as I opened the door, his
wife appeared. Naturally she assumed the worst. . . ."
"Not without reason, it would seem," Locke reminded her roughly.
Kelly winced. "No, not without reason. I had gone out with Ward in the
past. And, although I had no intention of ever doing it again once I'd
learned about his wife, there was no way she could have known that."
"So what happened next? She threatened to make a scene?"
"Oh, no. She broke down in tears and begged me to leave her husband
alone," Kelly said sadly. "I felt like the 'other woman.' It was the
most awful experience I've ever been through. I gave her my word there
was nothing going on, but Ward wasn't much help. He kept implying
things, intimate things. Finally, I was so furious with him, I told
them both they wouldn't have to worry about me ever again. I had a job
out of the state and I was leaving town."
"Which wasn't altogether true at that point, but the next day you set
about making it true, right?" Locke noted dryly.
"Too many people were bound to find out about the situation. People at
work, friends, my employer. . . ." Kelly tilted her head to one side,
studying the darkness. "I decided there were better things to do with
my time than hang around and face all the accusing stares. The
Northwest looked very good at that point, job or no job. I'd had it
with Ward and the whole scene down there. I opted out."
"And Helen Forrester came through at the opportune moment with a job
offer. You, anxious to get away from the scene of your guilt, took
flight," Locke finished for her.
Kelly drew a deep, thoroughly annoyed breath. "You have a way of
phrasing things, Locke, that leaves something to be desired."
"It's called being accurate and straightforward," he informed her
bluntly.
She didn't bother to reply, aware that he was mulling over what she'd
told him. She felt the irritation and impatience in him but she also
felt that he believed her. Kelly took great comfort in that, realizing
just how anxious she had been even after having made her decision. The
relief was incredible.
"So what happens next?" she asked brusquely. "Are you going to clean up
my fingerprints in the computer? Or are you going to go to Helen, after
all?"
"Is that why you confessed?" he asked with almost clinical interest.
"Hoping that if you satisfied my curiosity I'd cover for you and not
let Helen know what Brett had done?"
She spun around at that, silver-blue eyes glowing suddenly as she met
his warlock gaze. "No," Kelly gritted proudly, tossing her head in a
small, haughty gesture. "That's not why I told you. I don't think you
would ever have been able to trace the real reasons for my
manipulation, would you? You were bluffing when you said you could go
back into the computer and figure out the 'why' of the crime."
"That's true," he admitted, sounding genuinely curious. "How did you
realize it?"
"The fact that you hadn't done it, I suppose," she said dismissingly.
"You're a very thorough man, Locke Channing. You like to make your
victories complete. If you knew I'd been manipulating the computer, you
wouldn't have stopped at that point. You would have gone on examining
the data until you knew why. That night when you . . . when you—" She
halted, biting her lip in vexation.
"When I beat you so thoroughly?" he supplied helpfully.
"You would have hit me over the head with the brilliance of your
detective work on that score too if it had been possible. You were
quite determined to defeat me on every count."
"You're getting to know me rather well," he observed slowly, and for
the first time he moved, coming toward her with a lazy, stalking stride.
"You're a lot like me," she whispered, her breath catching in her
throat as he reached her and framed her face between two rough palms.
"It took you long enough to realize that," he whispered throatily,
gently separating her lips into an inviting pout with his thumbs.
"I think I knew it from the beginning," she husked. "But I couldn't be
certain, not after—"
"Not after leaving behind a string of men who weren't at all like you,
is that it?" He didn't wait for her answer, finding her mouth with his
own and claiming it in a slow, building kiss that demolished the rest
of her uncertainties.
It was like finding a harbor after the storm, like accepting the
trophy after winning a fencing tournament, like finding the other half
of herself, Kelly thought dazedly as she wound her arms around his neck
and gave herself up to the delight of Locke's embrace.
"My sweet little adversary," he muttered thickly, moving his lips
searchingly over hers and sliding his hands down to her shoulders.
"I've been waiting for you all my life, did you know that?"
"I only know I've been waiting just as long," Kelly breathed. "Love me,
Locke, please love me. I love you so very much. . . ."
His fingers went to the buttons on the fencing jacket, undoing the top
buttons so that he could slide his hands lightly around her throat and
then to her waist. They stood close together, cradled in each other's
arms.
"I loved you the moment I walked through your office door," Locke told
her softly. "I took one look at you and knew I'd met the woman I'd go
to hell and back in order to have. The only problem lay in convincing
you that you were meant for me."
"When you walked in, I saw the man who could ruin every one of my fine
plans. The man I had been half hoping, half fearing existed. I told
myself that the excitement and attraction I felt were based on the
danger involved. But that wasn't it at all. I was falling in love and I
didn't recognize the symptoms."
With a swift, powerful movement Locke stooped and lifted her into his
arms, smiling down into her face as she looked up at him. Her fingers
went to the nape of his neck, kneading the strong muscles there and
thrilling to the feel of his thick dark hair.
The heat and scent of their bodies were enhanced by the dampness
generated by the combat exertions. Kelly inhaled the strong masculine
fragrance and felt her pulse increase.
Gently Locke settled her on the couch, coming down on top of her and
crushing her deeply into the cushions.
"We're going to be married just as soon as I can arrange things," he
told her positively, stroking her temples with his fingertips. "I can't
bear to let you out of my sight!"
"Afraid I'll get into more trouble?" she teased, arching herself
languidly against him and glorying in his immediate response.
He moved one hand down her body, stroking the shape of breast and hip
and thigh with loving possessiveness. "I don't think you'll be getting
into any more of your usual man-trouble," he grinned, looking far too
sure of himself.
"No?"
"No. You're mine now, aren't you? You've been mine since the night I
made you eat your Waterloo in one gulp. And you proved it tonight when
you finally told me the full truth about that computer caper. Lord
knows I've been wanting to hear that explanation!"
"Why? Afraid it might have been worse than it was?" she teased,
enjoying the long stroking actions of his hand. She felt like a sleek
cat being petted. "What would you have done if it turned out I had been
embezzling from Forrester?"
"Married you anyway," he grinned unrepentantly.
"You know, I've had a few serious doubts about your own business ethics
lately," Kelly accused with a laughing grimace. "You never did seem
unduly worried about the rights and wrongs of the situation, only about
my role in it and getting me to admit it."
"That's all that mattered to me. I wouldn't have altered my course of
action if I'd discovered you'd also been behind that inventory problem
or a dozen other illegal activities. I took one look in your eyes and
knew there had to be a good reason for your actions. I was determined
to make you confess it and, in so doing, prove you trusted me that much
at least."
"I trust you, Locke," she admitted with sudden serious conviction. "I
knew almost from the beginning that you were going to play a major role
in my life. You understood things about me that no other man has ever
understood. And I knew from the start that I wasn't going to have to
feel sorry for you. It was myself I should be saving my sympathy for!"
"True enough," he agreed with a warning smile playing about the
sensuously hard line of his mouth. "I'm going to change your whole life
and you're going to change mine."
His mouth came back down on hers and simultaneously his body pressed
against hers, his legs moving aggressively between hers. She didn't
resist, but welcomed him close with loving arms. The electricity and
warmth raced through her body, inciting the longing and passion that
seemed to hover so close to the surface when he touched her.
"My darling Kelly," he breathed on a note of rising passion as he
rained kisses on her face and throat. He groaned hoarsely as she
twisted catlike beneath him. "I love you so much."
"I love you. Oh, Locke, we were so very lucky to find each other. . . ."
"Luck, hell!" he rasped, his lips on the small bones of her shoulder as
he undid the white shirt at the collar. "I fought for this, my lovely
adversary. Luck had nothing to do with it."
"Whatever you say," she said in a husky, sultry tone, her fingers
clinging to the thrusting curve of his wide shoulders. "Whatever you
say."
For a time there was only the heated exchange of their bodies as they
tasted and drank of each other. Pressed as tightly together as it was
possible to be while still clothed, they gave unstintingly of their
passion and love.
Blissfully Kelly sighed, waiting for the moment when Locke would finish
the task of undressing her and completing their union. Before this his
lovemaking had been a way of binding her to him. Tonight it would be a
seal on their feelings for each other.
His hands moved on her and his mouth trailed liquid fire across her
skin. But he made no effort to undress her. Perhaps he didn't want to
rush her, Kelly thought, full of warmth at the prospect of Locke trying
to temper his urgency for her sake. But it wasn't necessary. Not
tonight. Couldn't he tell she wanted him as badly as he wanted her?
She surged upward against him, a low moan of deep feminine invitation
catching in her throat. She slid her hands lovingly along his back and
around to the front of his jacket, searching for the buttons. If he was
waiting for a sign of her readiness, she would give it to him.
Her hands had barely begun the task when he quickly seized them in one
large fist and carefully pulled them over her head, out of reach of his
shirt fastenings.
"Oh, no, you don't, sweetheart," he vowed with a shaky little laugh.
"I'm not going to let you ruin all my good intentions, little wanton!"
"Locke! What are you talking about?" she gasped, torn between humor and
passionate desire. Silvery eyes wide, she searched the warlock gaze for
an explanation.
"You set me up as the watchdog, remember?" he taunted lovingly,
trailing the tip of his finger down the line of her cheek and jaw.
"Before we left for the party this evening, you made it plain that you
didn't have the willpower to resist me, that you were going to have to
trust me to call a halt to our lovemaking."
"But, Locke, that's not necessary now. I love you and— and you've said
you love me…. " Horrified at the prospect of not
spending the night telling him with her body how much he meant to her,
Kelly could only stare, transfixed.
"I think it's very necessary," he whispered with an amazing degree of
masculine will. "I've used sex as another weapon to gain my victories
and I think it's time I demonstrated that I've got some inner
fortitude! I want you to remember always that, in the final analysis,
you really can trust me. About everything!"
"You're going to send me home tonight?" she whispered, shocked, but
comprehending what he was trying to do.
"I'm going to take you home and then I'm going to give you a proper
courtship," he promised arrogantly, sitting up slowly and releasing
her. "I'm going to show you that I know how to woo a woman with other
means than swords and sex!"
"Oh, Locke." Unable to stifle the laughter, Kelly gave in to it,
shaking her head in rueful exasperation. "Why bother with the hearts
and flowers when the swords and sex were so successful?"
"You've got a point there." He grinned. "I guess it's the romantic in
me."
"The romantic?" For a split second Kelly was dazed by that thought and
then she smiled with sudden understanding. "You've already proven how
much of a romantic you really are, Locke Channing, don't you know that?"
He eyed her with a curiously wary, slanting glance. "Is that so?"
"Oh, yes." She smiled cheerfully, reaching out to touch his arm with
love and understanding. "Did you think you could hide behind your
computer console? I've known you were a romantic from the beginning. It
seems to be something other people don't always see in you, however."
"Other people like Amanda Bailey?" he demanded dryly, not arguing about
her conclusion. "I should explain about that, I suppose."
"You don't have to."
He shrugged. "Might as well. Amanda was a mistake. I've admitted I make
them occasionally. She's very attractive and I thought—I don't know
exactly what I thought. Something about companionship and sex and
having a wife before I got too much older." He shook his head in
self-directed annoyance. "I realized almost immediately I'd made a huge
error. But it wasn't Amanda's fault and I couldn't just dump her. ..."
"So you buried yourself in your work and proved what a dull,
uninteresting, and utterly boring husband you would be, hmmm?" Kelly
smiled again.
"It worked. It was a tremendous relief for both of us when we split up.
I gave myself a good scare that time and decided I would have to be
very careful about relationships in the future. Then you entered my
life and I realized I wouldn't have to be at all careful with my
relationships. For you I was going to throw caution to the wind!"
"A true romantic!"
"You really think so?" He grinned.
"I knew it the moment I saw those foils on your wall. I remember
looking up and seeing them and telling myself that it was okay to go to
war with you because you understood!"
"Oh, I understood, all right," Locke admitted gently as she sat up
beside him on the couch. "I understood I had to have you no matter what
the cost. I've never felt like that about any woman before in my life.
It was almost frightening. Frightening and exciting and exhilarating,
and there was no alternative."
"Like meeting an adversary on a grassy clearing at dawn with a sword in
your hand?" she suggested.
"And with no safety mask or blunted tip," he added with a smile.
Kelly smiled" back at him as they faced each other with complete
understanding.
"I think," Locke said with great control, "that I'd better get you home
before I let those silver-blue eyes destroy my good intentions."
She saw the longing in his face, felt it in his touch when he reached
for her hand. She glanced down at his loose grip on her wrist and
opened her palm upward in a delicate, vulnerable gesture.
Locke traced an unbelievably erotic pattern there and then lifted her
hand and kissed the sensitive area. Without a word he pulled her to her
feet and headed for the door to where the Jaguar waited outside.
"Does it strike you," Kelly said quite seriously on her doorstep before
he turned to go, "that we're both a bit lacking in what are termed
conventional moral principles?"
"Not our fault," he assured her with a slow, affectionate smile.
"People like us sometimes have to make our own."
In the darkness of her brass-trimmed living room Kelly closed the door
and reflected on the knowledge that she and Locke had no need to worry
about each other's weaknesses because they knew and understood each
other's strengths.
Kelly emerged from the bathroom on her wedding night to find Locke
waiting for her. He was wearing a cotton toweling robe, carelessly tied
around his narrow middle. The gun-metal hair was still damp from the
shower and the loosely bound robe revealed a great deal of more dark
hair on his chest. He glanced up from the piece of paper in his hand
and smiled.
Kelly felt his eyes rove over her in love and desire, and the warmth
washed through her veins. She stood for a moment, outlined by the light
behind her, and contemplated her husband.
How she loved him, she thought wonderingly. More than she had ever
thought she could love any man. She watched the green eyes drink in the
sight of her supple body as it gleamed through the sheer copper satin
of her nightgown and heard him draw in his breath.
"I don't know how I waited until tonight," he ventured finally, not
moving. "I've spent the past few nights gazing at my ceiling and
thinking that I'd never make it. I want you so badly, my sweet wife. I
won't ever be able to get enough of you."
Kelly shivered under the ardent gaze and tried to construct a light
reply. The atmosphere in the room was already very heavy with leashed
passion waiting to be set free.
"Are you sure you didn't marry me just to gain a permanent fencing
partner?" She smiled, coming slowly forward.
"Honey, I would have married you if you didn't know one end of a foil
from the other!" he declared fervently, his eyes sweeping her figure
and coming back to settle on her face.
Kelly knew she was trembling and tried to control her overpowering
reaction to her warlock. "What's that in your hand?" she whispered,
glancing at the single sheet of computer paper.
"This? It's your wedding present." He handed it to her.
Confused, Kelly glanced at the brief series of notations. At the top of
the page was a date and the password she used when accessing the
computer.
"It's beautiful," she said, grinning at him. "And just what I've always
wanted. What is it?"
"Something tells me you've got a lot to learn about computers—in spite
of your light-fingered romp through the Forrester data base. That, my
dearest wife, is a record of all the transactions you made on the
computer during the period you were making your 'corrections.' "
Kelly's brows drew together again as she glanced back at the few lines
of computer print. "But this shows I only went in half a dozen times. I
must have gone in dozens of times."
"About a hundred and fifty," he acknowledged dryly, watching her in
amusement.
"But this only shows six or seven."
"That's all the computer now has a record of," he murmured.
"Oh," she said a little weakly. "I see. You've altered the record.
Cleaned up my fingerprints in the Fortran?"
"Ummm. I left a few entries there so that if anyone ever did happen to
go looking he wouldn't find a suspicious lack of them. Everyone knows
you've spent plenty of time on the machine. It would look strange if
there was a complete blank for a certain period. Not," he went on
reassuringly, "that anyone is ever likely to do so. You did a pretty
good job of changing the data."
"I just didn't know enough to alter the record of my having been in and
out of the data base, is that it?" Kelly asked ruefully.
"I'm afraid so." He waited and she had the feeling she hadn't fully
acknowledged her gift.
With a touch of uncertainty she glanced back at the paper in her
hand and her eyes fell on the date this particular piece of paper had
been generated on the printer.
"But, Locke!" she exclaimed disbelievingly. "You ran this before we had
that first dinner out together. The second day you were at Forrester!"
"Yes."
"You cleaned up the record as soon as you found it?" she squeaked,
astonished. Her eyes lifted to his and she thought she would melt under
the green fire she saw there.
"I didn't want to take the slightest chance that someone else would
stumble across what I'd discovered. It seemed safest to take care of
your little fingerprints as quickly as possible."
"But you told me you could go to Helen and show her what had been
happening. You wouldn't have had any proof."
"I never intended to go to Helen, you sweet idiot. My first instinct
was to protect you and then find out what the hell was going on in the
data base."
"Oh, Locke!" Dropping the paper on the nightstand, she ran into his
arms, taking pleasure in the solid support she found as she landed with
an impact.
His arms came around her and she nestled against his chest with total
confidence and love.
"Thank you," Kelly whispered, "for having that sort of faith in me."
"Don't you understand, Kelly?" he growled hoarsely into the soft hair
that hung down her back. "I would have protected you if you'd been
guilty of stealing a fortune from Helen. But my instincts told me there
were reasons for what you had done. You're too proud, too
self-sufficient, to have lowered yourself to theft."
"Too much like you?" she teased, lifting her fingertips to the tanned
base of his throat and trailing them lightly down the bare chest.
"I guess so." He grinned, his hands sliding down her waist, relishing
the slick feel of the copper satin against her skin. "Besides, it's all
over, anyhow. Brett paid back the money and from what you've said he
won't be getting into that sort of trouble again."
"No, he's learned his lesson. Had learned it before I came along,
really. And I've convinced him there's no point in getting it off his
conscience. Helen would be shocked. It's not worth hurting her."
"No."
"I'm sorry I don't have a proper wedding gift for you," Kelly murmured.
"Oh, but you do," he teased, his palms slipping down over the curve of
her buttocks and cupping the flesh with possessive urgency. "And it's
one you can keep on giving me, over and over again. . . ."
"I knew it," she sighed, her body pressing more closely into his
hardness. "You just wanted a built-in fencing partner."
"I suppose you could call it that," he agreed, nuzzling the skin at the
nape of her neck beneath the cascade of red and gold highlighted hair.
"There certainly are some similarities."
She trembled at his meaning and chained her arms around his neck,
raising her face for his kiss. The sensuous twining of her body against
his aroused him fiercely and she was incredibly aware of the hard male
need in him.
Locke used his hands to propel her hips intimately
against his, leaving her in no doubt about the level of his desire, and
Kelly moaned softly in response.
"My sweet Kelly," he husked, sliding the straps of the copper gown from
her shoulders and slipping it lovingly down her body to form a pool on
the floor. "I want you so much. You'll never know how hard it's been
for me the past few days."
He lifted her out of the copper pool and carried her to the turned-down
bed, then set her down in the middle. For a moment he simply gazed down
at her with a hungry green fire in his eyes that made her feel wanted,
needed, and loved. It also excited her beyond reason.
"You only have to look at me and I don't seem to have any resistance,"
she admitted, shaking her head as he shouldered himself out of the
toweling robe and came down beside her.
"Do you want to resist?" he mocked, his hands encircling the tips of
her high, thrusting breasts. He bent to kiss each nipple in turn and
then smiled down at her.
"There was a time when I thought I did," she admitted. "But even then—"
"It's impossible to resist someone who was made for you. Ask me, I
know!"
"For a man who's spent most of his adult life around computers, you
have an amazing grasp of the more basic human emotions," she murmured
admiringly, spearing her fingers through the blackness of his hair.
"I've been studying hard while waiting for you to appear in my life so
that I could test out my theories!"
"Pleased with the results?"
"Very!"
He began to move his hands on her body in possessive little forays that
coaxed and excited. Kelly felt every inch of her skin come alive under
his touch and she returned the passionate caresses with all the ardor
of her strong, deeply sensitive nature.
But it was only with Locke that the strength and passion could be fully
released, she realized dimly as the caresses grew more inviting. He
understood it, just as she understood him. Together they could be
themselves in a way it would never be possible to be with others.
She had found a man whose strength matched her own. One who could be
relied upon and one who could rely on her. The pact they had made was
going to be binding forever and they each knew it.
"I made you my woman that first time I took you to bed," Locke
grated heavily as he kissed the skin of her shoulder. "Tonight I will
make you my wife."
"Is there a difference?" she husked, her breath beginning to come in
short pants of mounting desire. "I knew I belonged to you that night. I
don't think I could have ever escaped that knowledge, even if you had
walked out of my life then and there or turned me over to Helen."
"I forged a two-way bond that night," he admitted thickly. "I was
chaining myself to you as thoroughly as I was tying you to me. But,
yes, there is a difference between then and tonight. Tonight you're my
wife! Tonight we seal the bond."
And then he demonstrated the full scope of the passion that flared
between them, making love to Kelly with a power and grace that left her
breathless and writhing beneath him.
"Oh, Locke! Locke!"
His name was the only coherent sound she could manage as he turned her
body to flame beneath him. His hands brought her to the brink of the
dazzling universe he had shown her twice before, and when they stepped
inside, she knew the full force of the power they generated together.
"Love me, sweet wife," he begged hoarsely. "Love me forever!"
Kelly responded, clutching him to her with small moans of pleading
desire. She thought she would go crazy if he didn't claim her
completely, so aroused was she by the intimate caresses and the rough
male feel of his body on hers.
And then, when she thought she could not stand another moment of his
loving, exciting hands and lips, she was aware of his naked thighs on
hers, his hands touching the inside of her leg with persuasive,
insinuating designs. A moment later he was arching into her softness,
claiming her once again on the most primitive and timeless of planes.
She clung and clung and clung, her nails sinking wildly into the strong
muscles of his back and waist and then his taut thighs. She followed
the cadence of his sensual fencing, not retreating before his
passionate onslaught, but absorbing him into her in the ultimate sort
of victory.
"Kelly! My own! My wife!"
The cry was torn from him as she shivered violently in his arms, and in
the next instant he was joining her in the endless culmination of their
passion. Together they clung through the whirling triumph of their
emotions, guiding each other, loving each other, and cementing their
relationship with the elemental force of their need and love.
It was a long time before Kelly stirred sleepily in her husband's arms.
Lazily, sensuously, she stretched, deliberately letting her high-tipped
breasts touch his chest as she turned on her side to meet his eyes.
Propping her chin on her hands, she smiled at Locke, the silver in her
eyes still molten. He smiled back, jade gaze glinting with warmth and
love.
"It's absolutely amazing," she drawled provocatively, "what sort of
liberties the hired help takes these days!"
"Nonsense," he contradicted chidingly. "It's not all that uncommon to
marry the boss."
"I'm pleased you still remember the relationship between us. I thought
that you might have got ideas above your station after putting a
wedding ring on my finger!"
"I resent the implication that I don't know my place." He grinned,
twisting his fingers in her tousled hair. "After all, I was quite aware
of it from the beginning. You were the one who took a little educating!"
"Think I've learned the lesson?" she murmured hopefully.
"I expect I'll have to repeat it regularly, but that's all right. I
have nothing else to do during the evenings. I've never been much of a
socializer. We'll stay home and practice fencing in front of the fire,
and after that we'll practice making love." He broke off. "That reminds
me.
"I know." She giggled. "You're hungry, right?"
"We all have our little quirks," he agreed blandly.
"If we do this often enough, we'll get fat," she pointed out.
"Life is not without its little risks," he told her philosophically,
"Besides, we need to fortify ourselves for the rest of the night. A
good dose of protein should hit the spot."
"Whatever you say," she agreed, swinging her feet over the edge of the
bed and reaching down to pick up the copper gown. She slid it over her
head and eyed him suspiciously. "You're not moving very quickly for
someone on his way to satisfy a quirk."
"I was just thinking," he drawled, his hands behind his head as he
watched her avidly. "Perhaps I should practice trying to break the
habit."
She smiled down at him. "I wouldn't want you to go hungry."
"No, but I could try postponing the protein for a bit, say until after
I've made love to you twice instead of once."
"I wouldn't want to be the cause of you changing any lifelong habits,"
Kelly told him cheerfully and made for the door.
He was off the bed and had her high in his arms before she quite
realized what had happened. Purposefully he carried her back and dumped
her lightly down on the rumpled sheet.
"You're the most addictive thing in my life now," he told her
throatily, kissing the smooth skin of her shoulder with lingering
relish.
"Yes," she said simply, achingly. "Yes. I know what you mean."