A BILLION EVES
Robert Reed
Robert Reed
tells us the following tale “is a brutal reworking of a story
that I first wrote in my mid-twenties. What remains from that earlier
attempt is the flashback sections with the sorority house ... except
that I changed the point-of-view and the general tone, and, hopefully,
I bring to bear the wisdom of a couple of decades of life experience."
* * * *
1
Kala's parents were thrifty,
impractical people. They deplored spending money, particularly on
anything that smacked of luxury or indulgence; yet, at the same time,
they suffered from big dreams and a crippling inability to set
responsible goals.
One spring evening, Father
announced, “We should take a long drive this summer."
"To where?” Mom asked
warily.
"Into the mountains,”
he answered. “Just like we've talked about doing a thousand
times."
"But can we afford it?"
"If we count our coins, and if
the fund drive keeps doing well. Why not?” First Day
celebrations had just finished, and their church, which prided itself
on its responsible goals, was having a successful year. “A
taste of the wilderness,” he cried out at the dinner table.
“Doesn't that sound fun?"
To any other family, that would
have been the beginning of a wonderful holiday. But Kala knew better.
Trouble arrived as soon as they began drawing up lists of destinations.
Her brother Sandor demanded a day or two spent exploring the canyon
always named Grand. Father divulged an unsuspected fondness for the
sleepy, ice-caked volcanoes near the Mother Ocean. When pressed, Kala
admitted that she would love walking a beach beside the brackish Mormon
Sea. And while Mom didn't particularly care about scenery—a
point made with a distinctly superior tone—she mentioned
having five sisters scattered across the West. They couldn't travel
through that country and not stop at each of their front doors, if only
to quickly pay their respects.
Suddenly their objectives filled
a long piece of paper, and even an eleven-year-old girl could see what
was obvious: Just the driving was going choke their vacation. Worse
still, Mom announced, “There's no reason to pay strangers to
cook for us. We'll bring our own food.” That meant dragging a
bulky cooler everywhere they went, and every meal would be sloppy
sandwiches, and every day would begin with a hunt for fresh ice and
cheap groceries to replace the supplies that would inevitably spoil.
Not wanting to be out-cheaped by
his wife, Father added, “And we'll be camping, of
course.” But how could they camp? They didn't have equipment.
“Oh, we have our sleeping sacks,” he reminded his
doubting daughter. “And I'll borrow gear from our friends at
church. I'm sure I can. So don't worry. It's going to be wonderful!
We'll just drive as far as we want every day and pull over at
nightfall. Just so long as it costs nothing to pitch a tent."
To Kala, this seemed like an
impossible, doomed journey. Too many miles had to be conquered, too
many wishes granted, and even under the best circumstances, nobody
would end up happy.
"Why don't you guys ever
learn?” Kala muttered.
"What was that, darling?"
"Nothing, Father,” she
replied with a minimal bow. “Nothing."
* * * *
Yet luck occasionally smiles,
particularly on the most afflicted souls. They were still a couple of
hundred miles from the mountains when the radiator hose burst. Suddenly
the hot July air was filled with hissing steam and the sweet taste of
antifreeze. Father invested a few moments cursing God and the First
Father before he pulled onto the shoulder. “Stay
inside,” he ordered. Then he climbed out and lifted the long
hood with a metallic screech, breathing deeply before vanishing into
the swirling, superheated cloud.
Sandor wanted to help. He
practically begged Mom for the chance. But she shot a warning stare
back at him, saying, “No, young father. You're staying with
me. It's dangerous out there!"
"It's not,” Kala's
brother maintained.
But an instant later, as if to
prove Mom correct, Father cried out. He screamed twice. The poor man
had burned his right hand with the scalding water. And as if to balance
his misery, he then blindly reached out with his left hand, briefly
touching the overheated engine block.
"Are you all right?”
Mom called out.
Father dropped the hood and
stared in through the windshield, pale as a tortoise egg and wincing in
misery.
"Leave that hood open,”
Sandor shouted. “Just a crack!"
"Why?” the burnt man
asked.
"To let the air blow through and
cool the engine,” the boy explained. He wasn't two years
older than Kala, but unlike either parent, Sandor had a pragmatic
genius for machinery and other necessities of life. Leaning toward his
little sister, he said, “If we're lucky, all we'll need is a
new hose and fluid."
But we aren't lucky people, she
kept thinking.
They had left home on the Friday
Sabbath, which meant that most of the world was closed for business.
Yet despite Kala's misgivings, this proved to be an exceptional day:
Father drove their wounded car back to the last intersection, and
through some uncommon fluke, they found a little fix-it and fuel shop
that was open. A burly old gentleman welcomed them with cornbread and
promises of a quick repair. He gave Father a medicating salve and
showed the women a new Lady's Room in back, out of sight of the
highway. But there wasn't any reason to hide. Mom had her children late
in life, and besides, she'd let herself get heavy over the last few
years. And Kala was still wearing a little girl's body, her face soon
to turn lovely, but camouflaged for the moment with youth and a clumsy
abundance of sharp bone.
Sharing the public room, the
mother and daughter finished their cornbread while their men stood in
the garage, staring at the hot, wet engine.
Despite its being the Sabbath,
the traffic was heavy—freight trucks and tiny cars and
everything between. Traveling men and a few women bought fuel and sweet
drinks. The women were always quick to pay and eager to leave; most
were nearly as old as Mom, but where was the point in taking chances?
The male customers lingered, and the fix-it man seemed to relish their
company, discussing every possible subject with each of them. The
weather was a vital topic, as were sports teams and the boring district
news. A glum little truck driver argued that the world was already too
crowded and cluttered for his tastes, and the old gentleman couldn't
agree more. Yet the next customer was a happy salesman, and, in front
of him, the fix-it man couldn't stop praising their wise government and
the rapid expansion of the population.
Kala mentioned these
inconsistencies to her mother.
She shrugged them off,
explaining, “He's a businessman, darling. He dresses his
words for the occasion."
Kala's bony face turned
skeptical. She had always been the smartest student at her Lady's
Academy. But she was also a serious, nearly humorless creature, and
perhaps because of that, she always felt too sure of herself. In any
situation, she believed there was one answer that was right, only one
message worth giving, and the good person held her position against all
enemies. “I'd never dress up my words,” she vowed.
“Not one way or the other."
"Why am I not
surprised?” Mom replied, finding some reason to laugh.
Kala decided to be politely
silent, at least for the present time. She listened to hymns playing on
the shop's radio, humming along with her favorites. She studied her
favorite field guide to the native flora and fauna, preparing herself
for the wilderness to come. The surrounding countryside was as far
removed from wilderness as possible—level and open, green
corn stretching to every horizon and a few junipers planted beside the
highway as windbreaks. Sometimes Kala would rise from her chair and
wander around the little room. The shop's moneybox was locked and
screwed into the top of a long plastic cabinet. Old forms and paid
bills were stacked in a dusty corner. A metal door led back into the
Lady's Room, opened for the moment but ready to be slammed shut and
locked with a bright steel bolt. Next to that door was a big sheet of
poster board covered with photographs of young women. Several dozen
faces smiled toward the cameras. Returning to her chair, Kala commented
on how many girls that was.
Her mother simply nodded, making
no comment.
After her next trip around the
room, Kala asked, “Were all of those girls taken?"
"Hardly,” Mom replied
instantly, as if she were waiting for the question. “Probably
most are runaways. Bad homes and the wrong friends, and now they're
living on the street somewhere. Only missing."
Kala considered that response.
Only missing? But that seemed worse than being taken from this world.
Living on the street, without home or family—that sounded
like a horrible fate.
Guessing her daughter's mind, Mom
added, “Either way, you're never going to live their lives."
Of course she wouldn't; Kala had
no doubt about that.
Sandor appeared abruptly,
followed by Father. Together they delivered the very bad news. Their
old car needed a lot of work. A critical gasket was failing, and
something was horribly wrong in the transmission. Repairs would take
time and most of their money, which was a big problem. Or maybe not.
Father had already given this matter some thought. The closest
mountains weren't more than three hours away. Forced into a rational
corner, he suggested camping in just one location. A base camp, if you
would. This year, they couldn't visit the Grand Canyon or the Mormon
Sea, much less enjoy the company of distant sisters. But they could
spend ten lazy days in the high country, then return home with a few
coins still rattling in their pockets.
Mom bowed to her husband, telling
him, “It's your decision, dear."
"Then that's what we'll
do,” he said, borrowing a map from the counter.
“I'll find a good place to pitch the tent. All right?"
Full of resolve, the men once
again left. But Mom remained nervous, sitting forward in her
chair—a heavy woman in matronly robes, her hair grayer than
ever, thick fingers moving while her expression was stiff and
unchanging.
Kala wanted to ask about her
thoughts. Was she disappointed not to see her sisters? Or was she
feeling guilty? Unless of course Mom was asking herself what else could
be wrong with a car they had bought for almost nothing and done nothing
to maintain.
The sudden deep hissing of brakes
interrupted the silence. A traveler had pulled off the highway, parking
beside the most distant gas pump. Kala saw the long sky-blue body and
thought of a school bus. But the school's old name had been sanded off,
the windows in the front covered with iron bars, while the back windows
were sealed with plywood. She knew exactly what the bus was. Supplies
were stuffed in the back, she reasoned. And a lot more gear was tied up
on the roof—bulky sacks running its full length, secured with
ropes and rubber straps and protected from any rain with yellowing
pieces of thick plastic.
A man stepped out into the midday
glare. He wasn't young, or old. The emerald green shirt and black
collar marked him as a member of the Church of Eden. Two pistols rode
high on his belt. He looked handsome and strong, and, in ways Kala
couldn't quite define, he acted competent in all matters important.
After glancing up and down the highway, he stared into the open garage.
Then he pulled out a keychain and locked the bus door, and he fed the
gas nozzle into the big fuel tank, jamming in every possible drop.
Once again, the fix-it man had
stopped working on their car. But unlike the other interruptions, he
started to walk out toward the pump, a long wrench in one hand. The
always-friendly face was gone. What replaced it wasn't unfriendly, but
there was a sense of caution, and perhaps a touch of disapproval.
"No, sir,” the younger
gentleman called out. “I'll come in and pay."
"You don't have to—"
"Yeah, I do. Keep your distance
now."
The fix-it man stopped walking,
and after a moment, he turned and retreated.
The younger man hit the bus door
once with the flat of his hand, shouting, “Two minutes."
By then, everybody had moved to
the public room. Father glanced at the Lady's Room but then decided it
wasn't necessary. He took his position behind Mom's chair, his sore red
hands wrapped in gauze. Sandor hovered beside Kala. The fix-it man
stood behind the counter, telling the women, “Don't
worry,” while opening a cupboard and pulling something heavy
into position.
"It was a gun,” Sandor
later told his sister. “I caught a glimpse. A little
splattergun. Loaded and ready, I would bet."
"But why?” Kala would
wonder aloud.
"Because that green-shirt was
leaving us,” her brother reminded her. “Where he
was going, there's no fix-it shops. No tools, no law. So what if he
tried to steal a box of wrenches, you know?"
Maybe. But the man had acted more
worried about them, as if he were afraid somebody would try to steal
his prized possessions. Entering the room carefully, he announced,
“My brother's still onboard."
"Good for him,” said
the fix-it man.
"How much do I owe?"
"Twenty and a third."
"Keep the change,” he
said, handing over two bills. The green-shirted man tried to smile,
only it was a pained, forced grin. “Tell me, old man: Anybody
ask about me today?"
"Like who?"
"Or anybody mention a bus looking
like mine? Any gentlemen come by and inquire if you've seen us...?"
The fix-it man shook his head,
nothing like a smile on his worn face. “No, sir. Nobody's
asked about you or your bus."
"Good.” The
green-shirted man yanked more money from the roll, setting it on the
plastic countertop. “There's a blonde kid. If he stops by and
asks ... do me a favor? Don't tell him anything, but make him think you
know shit."
The fix-it man nodded.
"He'll give you money for your
answers. Take all you can. And then tell him I went north from here. Up
the Red Highway to Paradise. You heard me say that. ‘North to
Paradise.’”
"But you're going somewhere else,
I believe."
"Oh, a little ways.”
Laughing, the would-be Father turned and started back to his bus.
That's when Sandor asked,
“Do you really have one?"
"Quiet,” Father
cautioned.
But the green-shirted man felt
like smiling. He turned and looked at the thirteen-year-old-boy,
asking, “Why? You interested in these things?"
"Sure I am."
Laughing, the man said,
“I bet you are."
Sandor was small for his age, but
he was bold and very smart about many subjects, and in circumstances
where most people would feel afraid, he was at his bravest best.
“A little Class D, is it?"
That got the man to look hard at
him. “You think so?"
"Charged and ready,”
Sandor guessed. He named three possible manufacturers, and then said,
“You've set it up in the aisle, I bet. Right in the middle of
the bus."
"Is that how I should do it?"
"The rip-zone reaches out what?
Thirty, thirty-five feet? Which isn't all that big."
"Big enough,” said the
man.
Just then, someone else began
pulling on the bus horn. Maybe it was the unseen brother. Whoever it
was, the horn was loud and insistent.
"You're not taking
livestock,” Kala's brother observed.
This time, Mom told Sandor to be
quiet, and she even lifted a hand, as if to give him a pop on the head.
"Hedge-rabbits,” the
man said. “And purple-hens."
Both parents now said,
“Quiet."
The horn honked again.
But the green-shirted man had to
ask, “How would you do it, little man? If you were in my
boots?"
"A Class-B ripper, at
least,” Sandor declared. “And I'd take better
animals, too. Milking animals. And wouldn't bother with my brother, if
I had my choice."
"By the looks of it, you don't
have a brother."
"So how many of them do you
have?” Sandor asked. Just the tone of his voice told what he
was asking. “Six?” he guessed. “Eight? Or
is it ten?"
"Shush,” Mom begged.
The green-shirted man said
nothing.
"I'm just curious,” the
boy continued, relentlessly focused on the subject at hand.
“Keep your gene pool as big as possible. That's what
everybody says. In the books, they claim that's a good guarantee for
success."
The man shook his longest finger
at Sandor. “Why, little man? You think I should take along
another? Just to be safe?"
In an instant, the room grew hot
and tense.
The green-shirted man looked at
both women. Then with a quiet, furious voice, he snarled,
“Lucky for you ladies, I don't have any more
seats.” Then he turned and strode out to the bus and unlocked
the door, vanishing inside as somebody else hurriedly drove the long
vehicle away from the pump.
For several moments, everybody
was enjoying hard, deep breaths.
Then the fix-it man said,
“I see a pretty miserable future for that idiot."
"That's not any way to
leave,” Father agreed. “Can you imagine making a
life for yourself with just that little pile of supplies?"
"Forget about him,” Mom
demanded. “Talk about anything else."
Alone, Kala returned to the
poster displaying photographs of all the lost women. It occurred to her
that one or two of those faces could have been on board the bus, and
perhaps not by their own choice. But she also understood that no one
here was going to call the proper authorities. The men would throw
their insults at the would-be Father, and Mom would beg for a change in
topics. But no one mentioned the idiot's poor wives. Even when Kala
touched the prettiest faces and read their tiny biographies, it didn't
occur to her that some strong brave voice should somehow find the words
to complain.
* * * *
2
No figure in history was half as
important as the First Father. He was the reason why humans had come to
this fine world, and every church owed its existence to him. Yet the
man remained mysterious and elusive—an unknowable presence
rooted deep in time and in the imagination. No two faiths ever drew
identical portraits of their founder. A traditional biography was
common to all schoolbooks, but what teachers offered was rather
different from what a bright girl might find on the shelves of any
large library. The truth was that the man was an enigma, and when it
came to his story, almost everything was possible. The only common
features were that he was born on the Old Earth in the last days of the
twentieth century, and, on a Friday morning in spring, when he was a
little more than twenty-nine years of age, the First Father claimed his
destiny.
Humans had only recently built
the first rippers. The machines were brutal, ill-tempered research
tools, and physicists were using them to punch temporary holes in the
local reality. Most of those holes led to hard vacuums and a fabulous
cold; empty space is the standard state throughout most of the
multiverse. But quantum effects and topological harmonics showed the
way: If the ripper cut its hole along one of the invisible dimensions,
an island of stability was waiting. The island had separated from the
Now two billion years ago, and on the other side of that hole were an
infinite number of sister-earths, each endowed with the same motions
and mass of the human earth.
Suddenly every science had a
fierce interest in the work. Large schools and small nations had to own
rippers. Biologists retrieved microscopic samples of air and soil, each
sample contaminated with bacteria and odd spores. Every species was
new, but all shared the ingredients of earth-life: DNA coded for the
same few amino acids that built families of proteins that were not too
unlike those found inside people and crabgrass.
The Creation was a tireless,
boundless business. That's what human beings were learning. And given
the proper tool and brief jolts of titanic energy, it was possible to
reach into those infinite realms, examining a minuscule portion of the
endlessness.
But rippers had a second, more
speculative potential. If the same terrific energies were focused in a
slightly different fashion, the hole would shift its shape and nature.
That temporary disruption of space would spread along the three easiest
dimensions, engulfing the machine and local landscape in a plasmatic
bubble, and that bubble would act like a ship, carrying its cargo
across a gap that was nearly too tiny to measure and too stubborn to
let any normal matter pass.
Whoever he was, the First Father
understood what rippers could do. Most churches saw him as a visionary
scientist, while the typical historian thought he was too young for
that role, describing him instead as a promising graduate student. And
there were always a few dissenting voices claiming that he was just a
laboratory technician or something of that ilk—a little
person armed with just enough knowledge to be useful, as well as access
to one working ripper.
Unnoticed, the First Father had
absconded with a set of superconductive batteries, and, over the course
of weeks and months, he secretly filled them with enough energy to
illuminate a city. He also purchased or stole large quantities of
supplies, including seeds and medicines, assorted tools, and enough
canned goods to feed a hundred souls for months. Working alone, he
crammed the supplies into a pair of old freight trucks, and, on the
perfect night in April, he drove the trucks to a critical location,
parking beside No Parking signs and setting their brakes and then
flattening their tires. A third truck had to be maneuvered down the
loading dock beside the physics laboratory, and, using keys or
passwords, the young man gained access to one of the most powerful
rippers on the planet—a bundle of electronics and bottled
null-spaces slightly larger than a coffin.
The young man rolled or carried
his prize into the vehicle, and with quick, well-rehearsed motions, he
patched it into the fully charged batteries and spliced in fresh
software. Then before anyone noticed, he gunned the truck's motor,
driving off into the darkness.
Great men are defined by their
great, brave deeds; every worthy faith recognizes this unimpeachable
truth.
According to most accounts, the
evening was exceptionally warm, wet with dew, and promising a beautiful
day. At four in the morning, the First Father scaled a high curb and
inched his way across a grassy front yard, slipping between an oak tree
and a ragged spruce before parking tight against his target—a
long white building decorated with handsome columns and black letters
pulled from a dead language. Then he turned off the engine, and perhaps
for a moment or two, he sat motionless. But no important doubts crept
into his brave skull. Alone, he climbed down and opened the back door
and turned on the stolen ripper, and, with a few buttons pushed, he let
the capacitors eat the power needed to fuel a string of nanosecond
bursts.
Many accounts of that night have
survived; no one knows which, if any, are genuine. When Kala was
eleven, her favorite story was about a young student who was still
awake at that early hour, studying hard for a forgotten examination.
The girl thought it was odd to hear the rumbling of a diesel motor and
then the rattling of a metal door. But her room was at the back of the
sorority house; she couldn't see anything but the parking lot and a
tree-lined alley. What finally caught her attention was the ripper's
distinctive whine—a shriek almost too high for the human
ear—punctuated with a series of hard little explosions. Fresh
holes were being carved in the multiverse, exposing the adjacent
worlds. Tiny breaths of air were retrieved, each measured against a set
of established parameters. Hearing the blasts, the girl stood and
stepped to her window. And that's when the ripper paused for a moment,
a hundred trillion calculations made before it fired again. The next pop
sounded like thunder. Every light went out, and the campus vanished,
and a sphere of ground and grass, air and wood was wrenched free of one
world. The full length of the house was taken, and its entire yard, as
well as both supply trucks and the street in front of the house and the
parking lot and a piece of the alley behind it. And emerging out of
nothingness was a new world—a second glorious offering from
God, Our Ultimate Father.
The girl was the only witness to
a historic event, which was why the young Kala found her tale so
appealing.
The First Father saw nothing. At
the pivotal moment of his life, he was hunkered over the stolen ripper,
reading data and receiving prompts from the AI taskmaster.
The girl started to run. By most
accounts she was a stocky little creature, not pretty but fearless and
immodest. Half-dressed, she dashed through the darkened house,
screaming for the other girls to wake up, then diving down the stairs
and out the front door. Kala loved the fact that here was the first
human being to take a deep breath on another earth. The air was thick
and unsatisfying. Out from the surrounding darkness came living sounds.
Strange creatures squawked and hollered, and flowing branches waved in
a thin moonlight. The girl thought to look at the sky, and she was
rewarded with more stars than she had ever seen in her life. (Every
sister world is a near-twin, as are the yellow sun and battered moon.
But the movement of the solar system is a highly chaotic business, and
you never know where inside the Milky Way you might end up.) Standing
on sidewalk, the girl slowly absorbed the astonishing scene. Then she
heard pounding, and, when she turned, she saw the long truck parked
against a tangle of juniper shrubs. On bare feet, she climbed into the
back end and over a stack of cold black batteries. The First Father was
too busy to notice her. One job was finished, but another essential
task needed his undivided attention. Having brought a hundred young
women to an empty, barely livable world, the man had no intention of
letting anyone escape now. Which was why he wrenched open the hot
ripper, exposing its intricate guts, and why he was using a crowbar to
batter its weakest systems—too consumed by his work to notice
one of his future wives standing near him, wearing nothing but pants
and a bra and a slightly mesmerized expression.
* * * *
3
For more than a week, Kala's
family lived inside a borrowed tent, and without doubt, they never
enjoyed a better vacation than this. The campground was a rough patch
of public land set high on a mountainside. Scattered junipers stood on
the sunny ground and dense spruce woods choked an adjacent canyon. A
stream was tucked inside the canyon, perfect for swimming and baths. A
herd of semi-tame roodeer grazed where they wanted. Rilly birds and
starlings greeted each morning with songs and hard squawks. Their tent
was in poor condition, ropes missing and its roof ripped and then
patched by clumsy hands. But a heat wave erased any danger of rain,
and, even after the hottest days, nights turned pleasantly chilly,
illuminated by a moon that was passing through full.
Kala was the perfect age for
adventures like these: Young enough to remember everything, yet old
enough to explore by herself. Because this wasn't a popular
destination, the woods felt as if they belonged to her. And best of
all, higher in the mountains was a sprawling natural reserve.
Where her brother loved
machinery, Kala adored living creatures.
By law, the reserve was supposed
to be a pristine wilderness. No species brought into this world could
live behind its high fences. But of course starlings flew where they
wanted, and gold-weed spores wandered on the softest wind, and even the
best intentions of visitors didn't prevent people from bringing seeds
stuck to their clothing or weaknesses tucked into their hearts.
One morning they drove into the
high alpine country—a risky adventure, since their car still
ran hot and leaked antifreeze. The highway was narrow and forever
twisting. A shaggy black forest of native trees gave way to clouds,
damp and cold. Father slowed until the following drivers began to pull
on their horns, and then he sped up again, emerging onto a tilted,
rock-strewn landscape where black fuzz grew beside last winter's snow.
Scenic pullouts let them stop and marvel at an utterly alien world.
Kala and her brother made snowballs and gamely posed for pictures on
the continental divide. Then Father turned them around and drove even
slower through the clouds and black forest. In the same instant,
everyone announced: “I'm hungry!” And because this
was a magical trip, a clearing instantly appeared, complete with a wide
glacial stream and a red granite table built specifically for them.
Lunch was tortoise sandwiches and
sour cherries. The clouds were thickening, and there were distant
rumblings of thunder. But if there was rain, it fell somewhere else.
Kala sat backwards at the table, smelling the stream and the light
peppery stink of the strange trees. Despite a lifetime spent reading
books and watching documentaries, she was unprepared for this divine
place. It was an endless revelation, the idea that here lived creatures
that had ruled this world until the arrival of humans. If the local
climate had been warmer and the soil better, this reserve couldn't have
survived. She was blessed. In ways new to her, the girl felt happy.
Gazing into the shadows, she imagined native rock-lambs and tomb-tombs
and the lumbering Harry's-big-days. In her daily life, the only animals
were those that came with the Last Father—the roodeer and
starlings and such. And their crops and a few hundred species of wild
plants came here as seeds and spores that people had intentionally
carried along. But these great old mountains wore a different order, a
fresh normalcy. The shaggy black forest looked nothing like spruce
trees, bearing a lovely useless wood too soft to be used as lumber, and
always too wet to burn.
A narrow form suddenly slipped
from one shadow to the next.
What could that have been?
Kala rose slowly. Her brother was
immersed in a fat adventure novel. Her parents glanced her way,
offering smiles before returning to the subject at hand: What, if
anything, would they do with the afternoon and evening? With a
stalker's pace, Kala moved into the forest—into the cool
spicy delicious air—and then she paused again, eyes
unblinking, her head cocked to one side while she listened to the deep
booming of thunder as it curled around the mountain flanks.
A dry something touched Kala on
the back of the calf.
She flinched, looking down.
The housefly launched itself,
circling twice before settling on her bare arm. Kala never liked to
kill, but this creature didn't belong here. It was one of the creatures
humans always brought—by chance, originally, and now
cherished because maggots could be useful disposing of trash. With the
palm of her right hand, she managed to stun the creature, and then she
knelt, using eyes and fingers to find its fallen body, two fingertips
crushing the vermin to an anonymous paste.
Sitting nearby, studying Kala,
was a wild cat. She noticed it as she stood again—a big male
tabby, well fed and complacent, caught in a large wire trap. Cat-shaped
signs were posted across the reserve, warning visitors about feral
predators. These animals were ecological nightmares. During its life, a
single killing machine could slaughter thousands of the native
wisp-mice and other delicate species; and a male cat was the worst,
since it could also father dozens of new vermin that would only spread
the carnage.
Kala approached the cat, knelt
down and looked into its bright green eyes. Except for the tangled fur,
nothing about the animal looked especially wild. When she offered her
hand, the cat responded by touching her fingertips with the cool end of
its nose. Exotics like this were always killed. No exceptions. But
maybe she could catch it and take it home. If she begged hard enough,
how could her parents refuse? Kala studied the mechanism of the trap
and found a strong stick and slipped it into a gap, and then with a
hard shove, she forced the steel door to pop open.
The cat had always been wild, and
it knew what to do. As soon as the door vanished, Kala reached for its
neck, but her quarry was quicker. It sprinted back into the dark
shadows, leaving behind a young girl to think many thoughts, but mostly
feeling guilt mixed with a tenacious, unexpected relief.
"Find anything?” Father
asked on her return.
"Nothing,” she lied.
"Next time,” he
advised, “take the camera."
"We haven't seen a tomb-tombs
yet,” her mother added. “Before we leave, I'd like
to have a close look at them."
Kala sat beside her brother, and
he glanced up from his book, investing a few moments watching her as
she silently finished her sandwich.
* * * *
Later that day, they visited a
tiny museum nestled in a wide black meadow. Like favored students on a
field trip, they wandered from exhibit to exhibit, absorbing little
bits of knowledge about how these mountains were built and why the
glaciers had come and gone again. Display cases were jammed with
fossils, and in the basement were artifacts marking these last
centuries when humans played their role. But the memorable heart of the
day was a stocky, homely woman who worked for the reserve—a
strong, raspy-voiced lady wearing a drab brown uniform complete with a
wide-brimmed hat and fat pockets and an encyclopedic knowledge on every
imaginable subject.
Her job was to lead tourists
along the lazy trail that circled her museum grounds. Her practiced
voice described this world as well as each of its known neighbors. From
the First Father to the Last, seventeen examples of the Creation had
been settled, while another fifty worlds had been visited but found
unsuitable. The Old Earth and its sisters belonged to one endless
family, each world sharing the same essential face: There was always a
Eurasia and Africa, an Australia and two Americas. The North Pole was
water, while islands or a single continent lay on the South Pole.
Except for the fickle effects of erosion, landmasses were constant. Two
billion years of separation wasn't enough to make any earth forget
which family it belonged to.
But where stone and tectonics
were predictable, other qualities were not. Minuscule factors could
shift climates or the composition of an atmosphere. Some earths were
wet and warm. Kala's earth, for instance. Most had similar atmospheres,
but none was identical to any other. A few earths were openly
inhospitable to humanity. Oxygen cycles and methane cycles were
famously temperamental. Sometimes life generated enough greenhouse gas
to scorch the land, lifting the oceans into a cloud-born biosphere.
Other earths had been permanently sterilized by impacting comets or
passing supernovae. Yet those traps were easy to spot with a working
ripper; little bites of air warned the Fathers about the most deadly
places. What the woman lecturer discussed, and in astonishing depth,
were worlds that only seemed inviting. Everyone knew examples from
history. After a hard year or two, or, in the case of Mattie's House, a
full ten years of misery, the reigning Father had realized there was no
hope, and, gathering up his pioneers, he used the ripper's remaining
power to leap to another, more favorable world.
"We have a wonderful
home,” the woman declared, leaning against one of the native
trees. “A long Ice Age has just released this land, giving us
a favorable climate. And the northern soils have been bulldozed to the
warm south, making the black ground we always name Iowa and Ohio and
Ukraine."
Her praise of their world earned
grateful nods from tourists.
"And we're blessed in having so
much experience,” she continued. “Our ancestors
learned long ago what to bring and how to adapt. Our culture is
designed to grow quickly, and by every measure. Ten centuries is not a
long time—not to a world or even to a young species like
ours—but that's all the time we needed here to make a home
for five billion of us."
Smiles rode the nodding faces.
"But we're most blessed in this
way,” she said. Then she paused, letting her wise old eyes
take their measure of her audience. “We are awfully lucky
because this world is extremely weak. For reasons known and reasons
only guessed at, natural selection took its sweet time here. These
native life forms are roughly equivalent to the First Earth during its
long ago Permian. The smartest tomb-tombs isn't smart at all. And as
any good Father knows, intelligence is the first quality to measure
when you arrive at a new home."
Kala noticed the
adults’ approval. Here was the central point; the woman was
speaking to the young men in her audience, giving them advice should
they ever want to become a Father.
One hand lifted, begging to be
seen.
"Yes, sir,” said the
lecturer. “A question?"
"I could ask a question, I
suppose.” The hand belonged to an elderly gentleman with the
pale brown eyes of the First Father as well as his own thick mane of
white hair. “Mostly, I was going to offer my observations.
This morning, I was hiking the trail to Passion Lake—"
"A long walk,” the
woman interjected, perhaps trying to compliment his endurance.
"I was bitten by
mosquitoes,” he announced. “Nothing new about that,
I suppose. And I saw rilly birds nesting in one of your
false-spruces.” The rillies were native to the Second
Father's world. “And I'm quite sure I saw mice—our
mice—in the undergrowth. Which looked an awful lot like
oleo-weed when it's gone wild."
Oleo-weed was from the First
Father's world, and it had been a human companion for the last twenty
thousand years.
The lecturer adjusted her
big-brimmed hat as she nodded, acting unperturbed. “We have a
few exotics on the reserve,” she agreed. “Despite
our rules and restrictions—"
"Is this right?” the
white-haired man interrupted.
"Pardon me?"
"Right,” he repeated.
“Correct. Responsible. What we are doing here ... is it worth
the damage done to a helpless planet...?"
More than anything, the audience
was either puzzled by his attitude or completely indifferent. Half of
the tourists turned away, pretending to take a burning interest in
random rocks or the soft peculiar bark of the trees.
The lecturer pulled the mountain
air across her teeth. “There are estimates,” she
began. “I'm sure everybody here has seen the figures. The
First Father was the first pioneer, but he surely wasn't the only one
to lead people away from the Old Earth. Yet even if you count only that
one man and his wives, and if you make a conservative estimate of how
many Fathers sprang up from that first world ... and then you assume
that half of those Fathers built homes filled with young people and
their own wandering hearts ... that means that by now, millions of
colony worlds have been generated by that first example. And each of
those millions might have founded another million or so
worlds—"
"An exponential
explosion,” the man interjected.
"Inside an endless Creation, as
we understand these things.” She spoke with a grim delight.
“No limit to the worlds, no end to the variety. And why
shouldn't humanity claim as much of that infinity as he can?"
"Then I suppose all of this has
to be moral,” the white-haired man added, the smile pleasant
but his manner sarcastic. “I guess my point is, madam ... you
and those like you are eventually going to discover yourselves without
employment. Because there will be a day, and soon, when this lovely
ground is going to look like every other part of our world, thick with
the same weeds and clinging creatures we know best, and exactly the
same as the twenty trillion other human places."
"Yes,” said the woman,
her satisfaction obvious. “That is the future, yes."
The lecturer wasn't looking at
Kala, but every word felt as if it had been aimed her way. For the
first time in her life, she saw an inevitable future. She loved this
alien forest, but it couldn't last. An endless doom lay over the
landscape, and she wanted to weep. Even her brother noticed her pain,
smiling warily while he asked, “What the hell is wrong with
you?"
She couldn't say. She didn't know
how to define her mind's madness. Yet afterwards, making the journey
back to the parking lot, she thought again of that wildcat; and with a
fury honest and pure, she wished that she had left the creature inside
that trap. Or better, that she had used that long stick of hers and
beaten it to death.
* * * *
4
The most devoted wives left
behind written accounts of their adventures on the new
world—the seven essential books in the First Father's
Testament. Quite a few churches also included the two Sarah diaries,
while the more progressive faiths, such as the one Kala's family
belonged to, made room for the Six Angry Wives. Adding to the confusion
were the dozens if not hundreds of texts and fragmentary accounts left
behind by lesser-known voices, as well as those infamous documents
generally regarded to be fictions at best, and, at worst, pure heresies.
When Kala was twelve, an older
girl handed her a small, cat-eared booklet. “I didn't give
this to you,” the girl warned. “Read it and then
give it to somebody else, or burn it. Promise me?"
"I promise."
Past Fathers had strictly
forbidden this testament, but someone always managed to smuggle at
least one copy to the next world. The First Mother's Tale
was said to be a third-person account of Claire, the fifty-year-old
widow whose job it had been to watch over the sorority house and its
precious girls. Claire was a judicious, pragmatic
woman—qualities missing in her own mother, Kala realized
sadly. On humanity's most important day, the housemother woke to shouts
and wild weeping. She threw on a bathrobe and stepped into slippers
before leaving her private ground-floor apartment. Urgent arms grabbed
her up and dragged her down a darkened hallway. A dozen terrified
voices were rambling on about some horrible disaster. The power was
out, Claire noticed. Yet she couldn't find any trace of cataclysms. The
house walls were intact. There was no obvious fire or flood. Whatever
the disturbance, it had been so minor that even the framed photographs
of Delta sisters were still neatly perched on their usual nails.
Then Claire stepped out the front
door, and hesitated. Two long trucks were parked in the otherwise empty
street. But where was the campus? Past the trucks, exactly where the
Fine Arts building should be, a rugged berm had been made of gray dirt
and gray stone and shattered tree trunks. Beyond the berm was a forest
of strange willowy trees. Nameless odors and a dense gray mist were
drifting out of the forest on a gentle wind. And illuminated by the
moon and endless stars was a flock of leathery creatures, perched
together on the nearest limbs, hundreds of simple black eyes staring at
the newcomers.
The First Father was sitting
halfway down the front steps, a deer rifle cradled in his lap, a box of
ammunition between his feet, hands trembling while the pale brown eyes
stared out at the first ruddy traces of the daylight.
Women were still emerging from
every door, every fire escape. Alone and in little groups, they would
wander to the edge of their old world, the bravest ones climbing the
berm to catch a glimpse of the strange landscape before retreating
again, gathering together on the damp lawn while staring at the only
man in their world.
Claire pulled her robe tight and
walked past the First Father.
No life could have prepared her
for that day, yet she found the resolve to smile in a believable
fashion, offering encouraging words and calculated hugs. She told her
girls that everything would be fine. She promised they'd be home again
in time for classes. Then she turned her attentions to the third truck.
It was parked beside the house, its accordion door raised and its
loading ramp dropped to the grass. Claire climbed the ramp and stared
at the strange, battered machinery inside. The young woman who had
heard the ripper in operation—the only witness to their leap
across invisible dimensions—was telling her story to her
sisters, again and again. Claire listened. Then she gathered the
handful of physics majors and asked if the ripper was authentic. It
was. Could it really do these awful things? Absolutely. Claire inhaled
deeply and hugged herself, then asked if there was any possible way,
with everything they knew and the tools at hand, that this
awful-looking damage could be fixed?
No, it couldn't be. And even if
there was some way to patch it up, nobody here would ever see home
again.
"Why not?” Claire
asked, refusing to give in. “Maybe not with this
ripper-machine, no. But why not build a new one with the good parts
here and new components that we make ourselves...?"
One young woman was an honor
student—a senior ready to graduate with a double major in
physics and mathematics. Her name, as it happened, was Kala—a
coincidence that made one girl's heart quicken as she read along. That
ancient Kala provided the smartest, most discouraging voice. There
wouldn't be any cobbling together of parts, she maintained. Many times,
she had seen the ripper used, and she had even helped operate it on
occasion. As much as anyone here, she understood its powers and
limitations. Navigating through the multiverse was just this side of
impossible. To Claire and a few of her sisters, the First Kala
explained how the Creation was infinite, and how every cubic nanometer
of their world contained trillions of potential destinations.
"Alien worlds?” asked
Claire.
"Alternate earths,”
Kala preferred. “More than two billion years ago, the world
around us split away from our earth."
"Why?"
"Quantum rules,” said
Kala, explaining nothing. “Every world is constantly dividing
into a multitude of new possibilities. There's some neat and subtle
harmonics at play, and I don't understand much of it. But that's why
the rippers can find earths like this. Two billion years and about half
a nanometer divide our home from this place."
That was a lot for a housemother
to swallow, but Claire did her best.
Kala continued spelling out their
doom. “Even if we could repair the machine—do it
right now, with a screwdriver and two minutes of work—our
earth is lost. Finding it would be like finding a single piece of dust
inside a world made of dust. It's that difficult. That impossible.
We're trapped here, and Owen knows it. And that's part of his plan, I
bet."
"Owen?” the First
Mother asked. “Is that his name?"
Kala nodded, glancing back at the
armed man.
"So you know Owen, do you?"
Kala rolled her eyes as women do
when they feel uncomfortable in a certain man's presence.
“He's a graduate student in physics,” she
explained. “I don't know him that well. He's got a trust
fund, supposedly, and he's been stuck on his master's thesis for
years.” Then with the next breath, she confessed,
“We went out once. Last year. Once, or maybe twice. Then I
broke it off."
Here was a staggering revelation
for the living Kala: The woman who brought her name to the new world
had a romantic relationship with the First Father. And then she had
rejected him. Perhaps Owen still loved the girl, Kala reasoned. He
loved her and wanted to possess her. And what if this enormous
deed—the basis for countless lives and loves—came
from one bitter lover's revenge?
But motivations never matter as
much as results.
Whatever Owen's reasons, women
sobbed while other women sat on the lawn, knees to their faces,
refusing to believe what their senses told them. Claire stood
motionless, absorbing what Kala and the other girls had to tell her.
Meanwhile a sun identical to their sun rose, the air instantly growing
warmer. Then the winged natives swept in low, examining the newcomers
with their empty black eyes. A giant beast not unlike a tortoise, only
larger than most rooms, calmly crawled over the round berm, sliding
down to the lawn where it happily began to munch on grass. Meanwhile,
houseflies and termites, dandelion fluff and blind earthworms, were
beginning their migrations into the new woods. Bumblebees and starlings
left their nests in search of food, while carpenter ants happily chewed
on the local timber. Whatever you believe about the First Father, one
fact is obvious: He was an uncommonly fortunate individual. The first
new world proved to be a lazy place full of corners and flavors that
earth species found to their liking. Included among the lucky colonists
were two stray cats. One was curled up inside a storage shed, tending
to her newborn litter, while the other was no more than a few days
pregnant. And into that genetic puddle were added three kittens
smuggled into the sorority house by a young woman whose identity, and
perhaps her own genetics, had long ago vanished from human affairs.
On that glorious morning, two
worlds were married.
Each Testament had its
differences, and every story was believable, but only to a maybe-so
point. Claire's heretical story was the version Kala liked best and
could even believe—a sordid tale of women trapped in awful
circumstances but doing their noble best to survive.
"Hello, Owen,” said
Claire.
The young man blinked, glancing
at the middle-aged woman standing before him. Claire was still wearing
her bathrobe and a long nightgown and old slippers. To Owen, the woman
couldn't have appeared less interesting. He nodded briefly and said
nothing, always staring into the distance, eyes dancing from excitement
but a little sleepiness creeping into their corners.
"What are you doing, Owen?"
"Standing guard,” he
said, managing a tense pride.
With the most reasonable voice
possible, she asked, “What are you guarding us from?"
The young man said nothing.
"Owen,” she repeated.
Once. Twice. Then twice more.
"I'm sorry,” he
muttered, watching a single leather-wing dance in the air overhead.
“There's a gauge on the ripper. It says our oxygen is about
80 percent usual. It's going to be like living in the mountains. So I'm
sorry about that. I set the parameters too wide. At least for now,
we're going to have to move slowly and let our bodies adapt."
Claire sighed. Then one last
time, she asked, “What are you guarding us from, Owen?"
"I wouldn't know."
"You don't know what's out there?"
"No.” He shrugged his
shoulders, both hands gripping the stock of the rifle. “I saw
you and Kala talking. Didn't she tell you? There's no way to tell much
about a new world. The ripper can taste its air, and if it finds free
oxygen and water and marker molecules that mean you're very close to
the ground—"
"You kidnapped us,
Owen.” She spoke firmly, with a measured heat.
“Without anyone's permission, you brought us here and
marooned us."
"I'm marooned too,” he
countered.
"And why should that make us feel
better?"
Finally, Owen studied the woman.
Perhaps for the first time, he was gaining an appreciation for this
unexpected wild card.
"Feel how you want to
feel,” he said, speaking to her and everyone else in range of
his voice. “This is our world now. We live or die here. We
can make something out of our circumstances, or we can vanish away."
He wasn't a weak man, and, better
than most people could have done, he had prepared for this incredible
day. By then, Claire had realized some of that. Yet what mattered most
was to get the man to admit the truth. That's why she climbed the
steps, forcing him to stare at her face. “Are you much of a
shot, Owen? Did you serve in the military? In your little life, have
you even once gone hunting?"
He shook his head.
“None of those things, no."
"I have,” Claire
promised. “I served in the Army. My dead husband used to take
me out chasing quail. When I was about your age, I shot a five-point
whitetail buck."
Owen didn't know what to make of
that news. “Okay. Good, I guess."
Claire kept her eyes on him.
“Did you bring other guns?"
"Why?"
"Because you can't look
everywhere at once,” she reminded him. “I could ask
a couple of these ladies to climb on the roof, just to keep tabs on
things. And maybe we should decide who can shoot, if it actually comes
to that and we have to defend the house."
Owen took a deep, rather worried
breath. “I hope that doesn't happen."
"Are there more guns?"
"Yes."
"Where?"
His eyes tracked to the right.
"In that truck?” Claire
glanced over her shoulder. “The women checked the doors.
They're locked, aren't they?"
"Yes."
"To keep us out? Is that it?"
He shifted his weight, and with a
complaining tone said, “I can't see much, with you in the
way."
"I guess not,” Claire
responded. Then she pushed closer, asking, “Do you know the
combinations of those padlocks?"
"Sure."
"Are you going to open them?"
Silence.
"All right,” she said.
“I guess that's just a little problem for now."
Owen nodded, pretending to be in
complete control, set his rifle to one side, looked at her, and said,
“I guess it is."
"You're what's important. You are
essential."
"You bet."
"And for reasons bigger than a
few locks."
The young man had to smile.
"What's inside the trucks?"
He quickly summarized the wealth
brought from the old world, then happily added, “It's a great
beginning for our colony."
"That does sound
wonderful,” Claire replied, her voice dipped in sarcasm.
Owen smiled, hearing the words
but missing their color.
"And if you could please tell me
... when do you intend to give us this good food and water? Does your
generosity have a timetable?"
"It does."
"So tell me."
Owen offered a smug wink, and
then he sat back on the hard steps, lifting a hand, showing her three
fingers.
"Excuse me?"
"Three girls,” he
explained. Then the hand dropped, and he added, “You know
what I mean."
Here was another revelation: In
every official Testament, the First Father unlocked every door and box
in the first few minutes. Without exception, he was gracious and
caring, and the girls practically fought one another for the chance to
sleep with him.
"You want three of my ladies...?"
"Yes."
Rage stole away Claire's voice.
Again, Owen said, “Yes."
"Are you going to select
them?” the housemother muttered. “Or is this going
to be a job for volunteers?"
Every face was fixed on Owen, and
he clearly enjoyed the attention. He must have dreamed for months about
this one moment, imagining the tangible, irresistible power that no one
could deny ... and because of that strength, he could shrug his
shoulders, admitting, “It doesn't matter who. If there's
three volunteers, then that's fine."
"You want them now?"
"Or in a week. I can wait, if I
have to."
"You don't have to."
The smile brightened.
“Good."
"And you get just one
woman,” Claire warned, grabbing the belt of her bathrobe and
tightening the sloppy knot. “Me."
"No."
"Yes.” Claire touched
him on a knee. “No other deal is on the table, Owen. You and
I are going inside. Now. My room, my bed, and afterwards, you're going
to get us into those trucks, and you'll hand over every weapon you
brought here. Is that understood?"
The young man's face colored.
“You're not in any position—"
"Owen,” she
interrupted. Then she said, “Darling,” with a bite
to her voice. And she reached out with the hand not on his knee,
grabbing his bony chin while staring into the faint brown eyes that
eventually would find themselves scattered across endless worlds.
“This may come as news to you. But most men of your age and
means and apparent intelligence don't have to go to these lengths to
get their dicks wet."
He flinched, just for an instant.
"You don't know very much about
women. Do you, Owen?"
"I do."
"Bullshit."
He blinked, biting his lower lip.
"You don't know us,”
she whispered to him. “Let me warn you about the nature of
women, Owen. Everyone here is going to realize that you're just a very
ignorant creature. If they don't know it already, that is. And if you
think you've got power over us ... well, let's just say you have some
very strange illusions that need to die...."
"Quiet,” he whispered.
But Claire kept talking,
reminding him, “In another few weeks, a couple months at
most, you will be doomed."
"What do you mean?"
"Once enough girls are pregnant,
we won't need you anymore."
All the careful planning, but he
hadn't let himself imagine this one obvious possibility. He said as
much with his stiff face and the backward tilt of his frightened body.
"You can have all the guns in the
world—hell, you do have all the guns—but you're
going to end up getting knifed in bed. Yes, that could happen, Owen.
Then in another few years, when your sons are old enough and my Deltas
are in their late thirties ... they'll still be young enough to use
those boys’ little seeds...."
"No,” he muttered.
"Yes,” she said. Her
hand squeezed his knee. “Or maybe we could arrive at a
compromise. Surrender your guns and open every lock, and afterwards,
maybe you can try to do everything in your power to make this mess a
little more bearable for us..."
"And what do I get?"
"You live to be an old man. And
if you're an exceptionally good man from here on, maybe your
grandchildren will forgive you for what you've done. And if you're
luckier than you deserve to be, perhaps they'll even like you."
* * * *
5
When Kala was fourteen, her
church acquired the means to send one hundred blessed newlyweds off to
another world. United Manufacturing had built a class-B ripper
specifically for them. Tithes and government grants paid for the
machine, while the stockpiles of critical supplies came through direct
donations as well as a few wealthy benefactors. A standard
hemispherical building was erected in an isolated field, its dimensions
slightly smaller than the ripper's reach. Iron and copper plates made
the rounded walls, nickel and tin and other useful metals forming the
interior ribs, and secured to the roof were a few pure gold trimmings.
The ground beneath had been excavated, dirt replaced with a bed of
high-grade fertilizer and an insulated fuel tank set just under the
bright steel floor. No portion of the cavernous interior was wasted:
The young couples were taking foodstuffs and clean water, sealed animal
pens and elaborate seed stocks, plus generators and earth-movers,
medicine enough to keep an entire city fit, and the intellectual
supplies necessary to build civilization once again.
On the wedding day, the
congregation was given its last chance to see what the sacrifices had
purchased. Several thousand parishioners gathered in long patient
lines, donning sterile gloves and filter masks, impermeable sacks tied
about their feet. Why chance giving some disease to the livestock or
leaving rust spores on the otherwise sterile steel floor? The young
pioneers stood in the crisscrossing hallways, brides dressed in white
gowns, grooms in taut black suits, all wearing masks and gloves. One of
the benefits born from the seventeen previous migrations was that most
communicable diseases had been left behind. Only sinus colds and little
infections born from mutating staph and strep
were a problem. Yet even there, it was hoped that this migration would
bring the golden moment, humanity finally escaping even those minor
ailments.
The youngest brides were only a
few years older than Kala, and she knew them well enough to make small
talk before wishing them good-bye with the standard phrase,
“Blessings in your new world."
Every girl's mask was wet with
tears. Each was weeping for her own reason, but Kala was at a loss to
guess who felt what. Some probably adored their temporary fame, while
other girls cried out of simple stage fright. A few lucky brides
probably felt utter love for their husbands-to-be, while others saw
this mission as a holy calling. But some of the girls had to be
genuinely terrified: The smartest few probably awoke this morning to
the realization that they were doomed, snared in a vast and dangerous
undertaking that had never quite claimed their hearts.
Standing near the burly
ripper—a place of some honor—was a girl named Tina.
Speaking through her soggy mask, she said to Kala, “May you
find your new world soon."
"And bless you in yours."
Kala had no interest in
emigrating. But what else could she say? Tina was soon to vanish, and
the girl had always been friendly to Kala. Named for the first wife to
give a son to the First Father, Tina was short and a little stocky,
and, by most measures, not pretty. But her father was a deacon, and
more important, her grandmother had offered a considerable dowry to the
family that took her grandchild. Was the bride-to-be aware of these
political dealings? And if so, did it matter to her? Tina seemed
genuinely thrilled by her circumstances, giggling and pulling Kala
closer, sounding like a very best friend when she asked,
“Isn't this a beautiful day?"
"Yes,” Kala lied.
"And tomorrow will be better
still. Don't you think?"
The mass marriage would be held
this evening, and come dawn, the big ripper would roar to life.
"Tomorrow will be
different,” Kala agreed, suddenly tired of their game.
Behind Tina, wrapped in thick
plastic, was the colony's library. Ten thousand classic works were
etched into sheets of tempered glass, each sheet thin as a hair and
guaranteed to survive ten thousand years of weather and hard use. Among
those works were the writings of every Father and the Testaments of the
Fifteen Wives, plus copies of the ancient textbooks that the Deltas
brought from the Old Earth. As language evolved, the texts had been
translated. Kala had digested quite a few of them, including the
introductions to ecology and philosophy, the fat histories of several
awful wars, and an astonishing fable called Huckster Finn.
Tina noticed her young friend
staring at the library. “I'm not a reader,” she
confided. “Not like you are, Kala."
The girl was rather simple, it
was said.
"But I'm bringing my books
too.” Only the bride's brown eyes were visible, dark eyebrows
acquiring a mischievous look. “Ask me what I'm taking."
"What are you taking, Tina?"
She mentioned several
unremarkable titles. Then after a dramatic pause, she said, “The
Duty of Eve. I'm taking that too."
Kala flinched.
"Don't tell anybody,”
the girl begged.
"Why would I?” Kala
replied. “You can carry whatever you want, inside your
wedding trunk."
The Duty was
popular among conservative faiths. Historians claimed it was written by
an unnamed Wife on the second new world—a saintly creature
who died giving birth to her fifth son, but left behind a message from
one of God's good angels: Suffering was noble, sacrifice led to purity,
and if your children walked where no one had walked before, your life
had been worth every misery.
"Oh, Kala. I always wanted to
know you better,” Tina continued. “I mean, you're
such a beautiful girl, and smart. But you know that already, don't you?"
Kala couldn't think of a
worthwhile response.
With both hands, Tina held tight
to Kala's arm. “I have an extra copy of The Duty.
I'll let you have it, if you want."
She said, “No."
"Think about it."
"I don't want it—"
"You're sure?"
"Yes,” Kala blurted.
“I don't want that damned book.” Then she yanked
her arm free and hurried away.
Tina stared after her, anger
fading into subtler, harder to name emotions.
Kala felt the eyes burning
against her neck, and she was a little bit ashamed for spoiling their
last moments together. But the pain was brief. After all, she had been
nothing but polite. It was the stupid girl who ruined everything.
According to The Duty,
every woman's dream was to surrender to one great man. Kala had read
enough excerpts to know too much. The clumsy, relentless point of that
idiotic old book was that a holy girl found her great man, and she did
everything possible to sleep with him, even if that meant sharing his
body with a thousand other wives. The best historians were of one mind
on this matter: The Duty wasn't a revelation
straight from God, or even some second-tier angel. It was a horny man's
fantasy written down in some lost age, still embraced by the conniving
and believed by every fool.
Kala walked fast, muttering to
herself.
Sandor was standing beside the
ripper, chatting amiably with the newly elected Next Father. Her
brother had become a strong young man, stubborn and charming and very
handsome, and, by most measures, as smart as any sixteen-year-old could
be. He often spoke about leaving the world, but only if he was elected
to a Next Father's post. That was how it was done in their church: One
bride for each groom, and the most deserving couple was voted authority
over the new colony.
"It's a good day,”
Sandor sang out. “Try smiling."
Kala pushed past him, down the
crowded aisle and out into the fading sunshine.
Sandor excused himself and
followed. He would always be her older brother, and that made him
protective as well as sensitive to her feelings. He demanded to know
what was wrong, and she told him. Then he knew exactly what to say.
“The girl's as stupid as she is homely, and what does it
matter to you?"
Nothing. It didn't matter at all,
of course.
"Our world's going to be better
without her,” he promised.
But another world would be
polluted as a consequence: A fact that Kala couldn't forget, much less
forgive.
* * * *
The marriage was held at dusk, on
a wide meadow of mowed spring fescue. The regional bishop—a
charming and wise old gentleman—begged God and His trusted
angels to watch over these good brave souls. Then with a joyful, almost
giddy tone, he warned the fifty new couples to love one another in the
world they were going to build. “Hold to your
monogamy,” he called out. “Raise a good family
together, and fill the wonderland where destiny has called you."
A reception was held in the same
meadow, under temporary lights, the mood slipping from celebration to
grief and back again. Everyone drank more than was normal. Eventually
the newlyweds slipped off to the fifty small huts standing near the
dome-shaped building. Grooms removed the white gowns of their brides,
and the new wives folded the gowns and stored them inside watertight
wooden trunks, along with artifacts and knickknacks from a life they
would soon abandon.
Kala couldn't help but imagine
what happened next inside the huts.
A few sips of wine made her warm
and even a little happy. She chatted with friends and adults, and she
even spent a few minutes listening to her father. He was drunk and
silly, telling her how proud he was of her. She was so much smarter
than he had ever been, and prettier even than her mother.
“Did I just say that? Don't tell on me, Kala.” Then
he continued, claiming that whatever she wanted from her life was fine
with him ... just so long as she was happy enough to smile like she was
smiling right now....
Kala loved the dear man, but he
didn't mean those words. Sober again, he would find some way to remind
her that Sandor was his favorite child. Flashing his best grin, he
would mention her brother's golden aspirations and then talk wistfully
about his grandchildren embracing their own world.
Kala finally excused herself,
needing a bathroom.
Abandoning the meadow, walking
alone in darkness, she considered her father's drunken promise to let
her live her own life. But what was “her life"? The question
brought pressure, and not just from parents and teachers and her
assorted friends. Kala's own ignorance about her future was the worst
of it. Such a bright creature—everyone said that about her.
But when it came to her destiny, she didn't have so much as a clue.
As Kala walked through the oak
woods, she noticed another person moving somewhere behind her. But she
wasn't frightened until she paused, and an instant later, that second
set of feet stopped too.
Kala turned, intending to glance
over her shoulder.
Suddenly a cool black sack was
dropped over her head, and an irresistible strength pushed her to the
ground. Then a man's voice—a vaguely familiar
voice—whispered into one of her covered ears.
“Fight me,” he said, “and I'll kill you.
Make one sound, and I'll kill your parents too."
She was numb, empty and half-dead.
Her abductor tied her up and
gagged her with a rope fitted over the black sack, and then he dragged
her in a new direction, pausing at a service entrance in back of the
metal dome. She heard fingers pushing buttons and hinges squeaking, and
then the ground turned to steel as her long legs were dragged across
the pioneers’ floor.
Her numbness vanished, replaced
with wild terror.
Blindly, Kala swung her bound
legs and clipped his, and he responded with laughter, kneeling down to
speak with a lover's whisper. “We can dance later, you and
me. Tonight is Tina's turn. Sorry, sorry."
She was tied to a crate filled
with sawdust, and by the smell of it, hundreds of fertile tortoise eggs.
When the service door closed,
Kala tugged at the knots. How much time was left? How many hours did
she have? Panic gave her a fabulous strength, but every jerk and twist
only tightened the knots, and after a few minutes of work, she was
exhausted, sobbing through the rope gag.
No one was going to find her.
And when they were in the new
world, Tina's husband—a big strong creature with connections
and a good name—would pretend to discover Kala, cutting her
loose and probably telling everyone else, “Look who wanted to
come with us! My wife's little friend!” And before she could
say two words, he would add, “I'll feed her from our share of
the stores. Yes, she's my responsibility now."
Kala gathered herself for another
try at the ropes.
Then the service door opened with
the same telltale squeak, and somebody began to walk slowly past her,
down the aisle and back again, pausing beside her for a moment before
placing a knife against her wrists, yanking hard and cutting the rope
clear through.
Off came her gag, then the black
sack.
Sandor was holding a small
flashlight in his free hand, and he touched her softly on her face, on
her neck. “You all right?"
She nodded.
"Good thing I bumped into that
prick out there.” Her brother was trying to look grateful,
but his expression and voice were tense as could be. “I asked
him, ‘Why aren't you with your bride?’ But he
didn't say anything. Which bothered me, you know.” He paused,
then added, “I've seen him stare at you, Kala."
"You have?"
"Haven't you?” Sandor
took a deep breath, then another, gathering himself. “So I
asked if he'd seen you come this way. And then he said, ‘Get
away from me, little boy.’”
Sandor began cutting her legs
free. In the glare of his light, she saw his favorite pocket
knife—the big blade made sticky and red, covered as it was
with an appalling amount of blood.
"Did you kill him?”
Kala muttered.
In a grim whisper, Sandor said,
“Hardly."
"What happened?"
"I saved you,” he
answered.
"But what did you do to that
man?” she demanded.
"Man?” Sandor broke
into a quiet, deathly laugh. “I don't know, Kala. You're the
biologist in the family. But I don't think you could call him male
anymore ... if you see what I mean...."
* * * *
6
In a personal ritual, Kala
brought The First Mother's Tale out of hiding each
spring and read it from cover to cover. She found pleasure in the
book's adventures and heroisms, and the tragedies made her reliably
sad, and even with whole tracts memorized, she always felt as if she
was experiencing Claire's story for the first time. That strong,
determined woman did everything possible to help her girls while making
Owen behave. She made certain that every adult had a vote in every
important decision—votes that were made after her counsel,
naturally. Claire always spoke for the dead at funerals, and she
oversaw a small feast commemorating the anniversary of their arrival.
Hard famine came during their third winter. The local tortoises had
been hunted to extinction while the earthly crops never prospered. It
was Claire who imposed a ration system for the remaining food, and
after six Wives were caught breaking into the last cache of canned
goods, Claire served as judge in the bitter trial. Each girl claimed to
have acted for the good of a hungry baby or babies. But there were
dozens of children by then, and whose stomach wasn't growling? Twelve
other girls—some Wives, some not—served as the
jury. In a ritual ancient as the species, they listened to the evidence
before stepping off by themselves, returning with a verdict that found
each defendant guilty as charged.
The housemother had no choice but
to order a full banishment.
The original Tina was one of the
criminals. After some rough talk and vacuous threats, she and the other
five picked up their toddlers and started south, hoping to hike their
way to fresh pastures and easy food.
There was no doubt that the Six
Angry Wives existed. But no consistent tale of crimes was told about
them, and no Testament mentioned Claire as the presiding judge. What
was known was that six women wandered through the wilderness, and when
they returned ten years later, they brought blue-hens and fresh
tortoise eggs as well as their four surviving
children—including one lovely brown-eyed boy, nearly grown
and eager to meet his father.
The truth was, no important
church recognized Claire's existence, which was the same as never
existing. Even the oddest offshoot faiths denied her any vital role in
their history. According to The First Mother's Tale,
the housemother lived another seven years and died peacefully in her
sleep. Owen borrowed one of his Wives’ Bibles to read prayers
over her grave. With the relief of someone who had escaped a long
burden, he thanked the woman's soul for its good work and wise
guidance. And then The First Mother's Tale
concluded with a few hopeful words from its author, the brilliant and
long-dead Kala.
Except of course nothing is ever
finished, and considering everything that had happened since, most of
the story had barely begun.
According to most researchers, it
took a full century for the pioneers to find their stride. Owen lived
to be eighty—a virile man to the end—and borrowing
on his godly status, he continued sleeping with an assortment of
willing, fertile granddaughters. Claire's grave was soon lost to time,
or she never even existed. But Owen's burial site became the world's
first monument. Limestone blocks were dragged from a quarry and piled
high, and the structure was decorated with a lordly statue and praising
words as well as the original, still useless, ripper. Worshippers
traveled for days and weeks just for a chance to kneel at the feet of
the great man's likeness, and sometimes an old wound felt healed or
some tireless despair would suddenly lift, proving again the powers of
the First Father.
Four centuries later, enough
bodies and minds were wandering the world to allow a handful to become
scientists.
Inside a thousand years, humanity
had spread across the warm, oxygen-impoverished globe, keeping to the
lowlands, erasing the native species that fit no role. Cobbler-shops
became factories, schools became universities, and slowly, the
extraordinary skills necessary to build new rippers came back into the
world.
In 1003, a wealthy young man
purchased advertisement time on every television network.
“The bigger the ripper, the better the seed,” he
declared to the world. And with that, he unveiled a giant Class-A
ripper as well as the spacious house that would carry him and a
thousand wives to a new world, plus enough frozen sperm from quality
men to ensure a diverse, vital society.
He found no shortage of eager
young woman.
What actually became of that
colony and its people, no one could say. To leave was to vanish in
every sense of the word. But thousands of rippers were built during the
following centuries. Millions of pioneers left that first new world,
praying for richer air and tastier foods. And after six centuries of
emigration, Kala's descendants gathered around a small class-B, read
passages from the Bible as well as from the Wives’
Testaments, and then together they managed their small, great step into
the unknown.
* * * *
7
At nineteen, Kala applied with
the Parks Committee, and through luck and her own persistence, she was
posted to the same reserve she once visited as a youngster. She was
given heavy boots and a wide-brimmed hat as well as an oversized brown
uniform with a Novice tag pinned to her chest. Her first week of summer
was spent giving tours to visitors curious about the native fauna and
flora. But the assignment wasn't a rousing success, which was why she
was soon transferred to exotic eradications—an improved
posting, as it happened. Kala was free to drive the back roads in an
official truck, parking at set points and walking deep into the alien
forest. Hundreds of traps had to be checked every few days. Native
animals were released, while the exotics were killed, usually with
air-driven needles or a practiced blow to the head. At day's end, she
would return to the main office and don plastic gloves, throwing the
various carcasses into a cremation furnace—fat starlings and
fatter house mice, mostly. If they died in the trap, the bodies would
stink. But she quickly grew accustomed to the carnage. In her mind, she
was doing important, frustrating work. Kala often pictured herself as a
soldier standing on the front lines, alone, waging a noble struggle for
which she expected almost nothing: A little money, the occasional
encouragement, and, of course, the chance to return to the wilderness
every morning, enjoying its doomed and fading strangeness for another
long day.
One July afternoon, while Kala
worked at the incinerator, another novice appeared. They had been
friendly in the past. But today, for no obvious reason, the young man
seemed uncomfortable. As soon as he saw Kala, his face stiffened and
his gait slowed, and then, perhaps reading her puzzlement, he suddenly
sped up again. “Hello,” he offered with the softest
possible voice.
Kala smiled while flinging a dead
cat into the fire. “Did you hear?” she began.
“They found a new herd of Harry's-big-days. Above Saint
Mary's Glacier."
The young man hesitated for an
instant. Then with a rushed voice, he sputtered, “I've got an
errand. Bye now."
Long ago, Kala learned that she
wasn't as sensitive to emotions as most people. Noticing something was
wrong now meant there was a fair chance that it really was. Why was
that boy nervous? Was she in trouble again? And if so, what had she
screwed up this time?
When Kala was giving tours, there
was an unfortunate incident. A big blowhard from the Grandfather Cult
joined the other tourists. His personal mission was to commandeer her
lecture. One moment, she was describing the false spruces and
explaining how the tomb-tombs depended wholly on them. And suddenly the
blowhard interrupted. With an idiot's voice, he announced that the
native trees were useless as well as ugly, and all the local animals
were stupid as the rocks, and their world's work wouldn't be finished
until every miserable corner like this was turned into oak trees and
concrete.
Kala's job demanded a certain
reserve. Lecturers were not to share their opinions, unless those
opinions coincided with official park policy. Usually she managed to
keep her feelings in check. She endured three loud interruptions. But
then the prick mentioned his fifteen sons and twelve lovely daughters,
boasting that each child would end up on a different new world. Kala
couldn't hold back. She was half his age and half his size, but she
stepped up to him and pushed a finger into his belly, saying,
“If I was your child, I'd want to leave this world too."
Most of the audience smiled, and
quite a few laughed.
But the blowhard turned and
marched to the front office, and by day's end, Kala was given a new job
killing wildcats and other vermin.
The last carcasses were burning
when her superior emerged from the station. He was an older
fellow—a life-long civil servant who probably dreamed of
peace and quiet until his retirement, and then a peaceful death.
Approaching his temperamental novice, the man put on a painful smile,
twice saying her name before adding, “I need to talk to
you,” with a cautious tone.
A headless starling lay on the
dirt. With a boot, Kala kicked it into the incinerator and again shut
the heavy iron door. Then with a brazen tone, she said,
“Listen to my side first."
The man stopped short.
"I mean it,” she
continued. “I don't know what you've heard. I don't even know
when I could have done something wrong. But I had very good
reasons—"
"Kala."
"And you should hear my
explanation first."
The poor old gentleman dipped his
head, shaking it sadly, telling her, “Kala, sweetness. I'm
sorry. All I want to say ... to tell you ... is that your brother
called this morning. Right after you drove off.” He paused
long enough to breathe, and then informed her, “Your father
died last night, and I'm very, very sorry."
* * * *
Thrifty and impractical: Father
was the same in death as in life.
That was an uncharitable
assessment, but it happened to be true. Father left behind a long list
of wishes, and Mother did everything he wanted, including the simple
juniper box and no official funeral procession. The tombstone was
equally minimal, and because cemeteries were expensive, he had mandated
a private plot he had purchased as soon as he fell sick—a
secret illness kept from everyone, including his wife of thirty-one
years. But the burial site had drawbacks, including the absence of any
road passing within a couple of hundred yards. Kala's parents hadn't
been active in any church for years, which meant it was their scattered
family that was responsible for every arrangement, including digging
the grave to a legal depth, finding pallbearers to help carry the
graceless casket, and then, after the painful service, filling in the
hole once again.
"It's a lovely piece of
ground,” Sandor mentioned, and not for the first time. Then
he dropped a load of the dry gray earth, watching it scatter across a
lid of tightly fitted red planks, big clods thumping while the tiny
clods scattered, rolling and shattering down to dust, making the
skittering sound of busy mice.
"It is pretty,” Mother
echoed, sitting on one of forty folding chairs.
Everyone else had left. Barely
three dozen relatives and friends had attended the service, and
probably only half of them had genuinely known the deceased. If Father
died ten years ago, Kala realized, two hundred people would have been
sitting and standing along this low ridge, and the church would have
sent at least two ministers—one to read Scripture, while the
other sat with the grieving family, giving practiced comfort. But the
comfort-givers abandoned them soon after that terrible wedding night.
For maiming one of the grooms, Sandor had been shunned. And once Kala
and her parents didn't follow suit, the congregation used more subtle,
despicable means to toss them away.
For months, Kala continued
meeting old friends in secret. A little too urgently, they would tell
her that nothing was her fault. But then they started asking how Kala
could live with a person who had done such an awful thing. After all,
Sandor had neutered one of the leading citizens of their
congregation—an act of pure violence, too large and far too
wicked not to be brought to the attention of the police. It didn't
matter that he was protecting his only sister, which was normally a
good noble principle. And it didn't matter that decent men always
defended their women, or that if a girl was abducted when she was
fourteen, some family member was required to send a message to those
horny fools lurking out there: Hurt her, and I'll take your future
generations from you!
None of that meant anything to
her friends. And once Kala admitted that she felt thankful for her
brother's actions, those same friends stopped inventing tricks to meet
her on the sly.
Of course her brother wasn't the
only person needing blame. Parents were always culpable for the sins of
their children, it was said. Didn't Sandor's father and mother give him
their genes and some portion of their dreams? He was technically still
a child when the crime occurred, still possessed by them, and
supposedly answering first to God and then to them. Wasn't that how it
was supposed to be?
The kidnapping was an unfortunate
business, said some. The new husband shouldn't have done what he did,
and particularly with one of their own. But even in a faith that
cherished monogamy, his actions were understandable. Twenty thousand
years of history had built this very common outlook. One
deacon—a younger man devoid of charm or common
sense—visited their house after Friday service. Sitting in
the meeting room with Kala's father, the deacon asked, “Where
lies the difference? A young man takes two brides to a fresh world,
while another lives with his first wife for twenty years, then holds a
painless divorce and starts a new family with a younger woman?"
"There's an enormous
difference,” Father had responded, his voice rising,
betraying anger Kala had rarely heard before. She was sitting in her
bedroom upstairs, listening while her other great defender said,
“My daughter is a young girl, first of all. And second, she
had no choice in this matter. None. She was tied up like a blue-hen and
abused like cargo, thrown into a situation where she would never see
her family or world again. Is that fair? Or just? Or at all decent? No,
and no, and no again."
"But to cut the groom like he was
cut—"
"A little cut, from what I've
heard."
Which was the greater surprise:
Father interrupting, or insulting the penis of another man?
The deacon groaned and then said,
“That vicious animal ... your darling Sandor ... he deserves
to sit in jail for a few years."
"Let the courts
decide,” Father replied.
"And you realize, of
course.” Their guest hesitated a moment before completing his
thought. “You understand that no worthy group of pioneers
will let him into their ranks. Not now. Not with his taste for
violence, they won't."
"I suppose not."
"Which is a shame, since your son
always wanted to be a Father."
Kala heard silence, and when she
imagined her father's face, she saw a look of utter shame.
Then the stupid deacon had to
share one last opinion. With a black voice, he announced, “I
came here for a reason, sir. I think you should appreciate what other
people are saying."
"What others?"
"Women as well as the men."
"Tell me,” Father
demanded.
"The girl looks older than
fourteen. Her body is grown, and that voice of hers could be a woman's.
Any healthy man would be interested. But there's a problem in the words
that Kala uses ... and that smart, sharp tone of hers...."
"What are you telling me?"
"Many of us ... your very best
friends ... we believe that somebody should knock your daughter down a
notch or two. And give her some babies to play with, too."
Father's chair
squeaked—a hard defiant sound.
"Go,” Kala heard him
say. “Get out of my house."
"Gladly,” the deacon
replied. “But just so you know my sense of things, realize
this: Your daughter had an opportunity that night. It might not seem
fair or just to us. But if she and that brother of hers had a wit
between them, she'd be living today on a better world. But as things
stand, I can't imagine any reputable group will accept trouble like
her. Her best bet for the future is a sloppy abduction by a single male
who simply doesn't know who she is."
There was a pause—a
gathering of breath and fury. Then for the only time in her life, Kala
heard her father saying, “Fuck you."
That moment, and the entire
nightmare ... all of it returned to her at the gravesite. The
intervening years suddenly vanished, and her lanky body was left
shaking from nerves and misery. Sandor and their mother both noticed.
They watched her fling gouts of earth into the hole, and
misunderstanding everything, Mom warned, “This isn't a race,
sweetness."
Kala felt as if she had been
caught doing something awful. She couldn't name her crime, but shame
took hold. Down went the shovel, and she knelt over the partly filled
grave, staring at the last two visible corners of her father's casket.
Sandor settled beside her.
With what felt like a single
breath, Kala confessed the heart of her thoughts: A single night had
torn apart their lives, and despite believing she was blameless, she
felt guilty. Somehow all the evil and poor luck that had followed them
since was her fault. Because of her, they had lost their church and
friends. Father died young, and now their mother would always be a
widow. And meanwhile, her brother was a convicted criminal, stripped
from what he had wanted most in life—the opportunity to
become a respectable Father to some great new world.
After a difficult pause, Mom
broke in. “I wouldn't have liked that at all,” she
maintained, “losing you without the chance to say,
‘Good-bye.’”
Kala had hoped for more.
"You're being silly,
sweet,” would have been nice. “You aren't to blame
for any of this at all,” would have been perfect.
Instead, the old woman remarked,
“These last years have been hard. Yes. But don't blame
yourself for your father's health."
Sandor drove his shovel into the
earth pile behind Kala. Then with a weighty sigh, he said,
“And don't worry about me. I'm doing fine."
Hardly. Because of his stay in
prison, her brother had missed his last years at school. The boy he had
been was gone, replaced by a hard young man with self-made tattoos and
muscles enough for two athletes.
Kala disagreed.
"You're wrong,” she
said with a shake of her head.
Then Sandor laughed at her,
kicking a clod or two into the hole and staring down at their father,
quietly reminding everyone, “'Respectable’ is just
a word.” His face was tight, his eyes were enormous, and his
voice was dry and slow when he added, “And there's more than
one route to reach another world."
* * * *
8
Kala's world was settled by a
confederation of small and medium-sized churches. Two million
parishioners had pooled their resources, acquiring a powerful class-A
ripper—a bruising monster capable of stealing away several
city blocks. Each congregation selected their best pioneers, and the
Last Father was elected to his lofty post, responsible for the well
being of more than a thousand brave souls, plus three stowaways and at
least fifteen young women kidnapped on the eve of departure. A farm
field on the Asian continent was selected, in a region once known as
Hunan. Where wheat and leadfruit normally grew, a huge, multi-story
dome was erected. Every pioneer plugged his ears with foam and wax. The
giant ripper shook the entire structure as it searched across Creation,
and, with a final surge, machine and humans were dragged along the
hidden dimensions, covering the minuscule distance.
Rippers had no upper limit to
their power, but there were practical considerations. Entering another
world meant displacing the native air and land. With its arrival, that
class-A ripper shoved aside thousands of tons of dirt and rock,
erecting a ring-shaped hill of debris instantly heated by the impact.
Wood and peat caught fire, and deep underground, the bedrock was
compressed until it was hot enough to melt. The Last Father ordered
everyone to remain indoors for the day, breathing bottled air and
watching the fires spread and die under an evening thunderstorm. Then
the survey teams were dispatched, racing over the blackened ground,
finding pastures of black sedge-like grass where they caught the native
mice and pseudoinsects as well as a loose-limbed creature with a
glancing resemblance to the lost monkeys in the oldest textbooks.
Experience promised this: If
intelligence evolved on a new world, chances are it would live in Asia.
Competition was stiffest on large landmasses. That's how it had been on
the original earth. Australia was once home to opossums and kangaroos,
and dimension-crossing pioneers might have been tempted to linger
there, unaware that lying over the horizon were continents full of
smart, aggressive placental creatures, including one fierce
medium-sized ape with some exceptionally mighty plans.
But the vermin brought home by
the survey teams had simple smooth brains, while the monkey-creature
proved to be an intellectual midget next to any respectable cat. The
Last Father met with his advisors and then with his loving wife, and
following a suitable period of contemplation and prayer, he announced
that this was where God wished them to remain for the rest of their
days.
The new colony expanded swiftly,
in numbers and reach.
The Last Father died with honor,
six of his nine children carrying his body into a granite cathedral
built at the site of their arrival.
By then villages and little
cities were scattered across a thousand miles of wilderness. Within ten
generations, coal-fired ships were mapping coastlines on every side of
the Mother Ocean, while little parties were moving inland, skirting the
edges of the Tibetan Plateau on their way to places once called Persia
and Turkey, Lebanon and France.
The original churches grew and
split apart, or they shriveled and died.
And always, new faiths were
emerging, often born from a single believer's ideals and his very
public fantasies.
The original class-A ripper
served as an altar inside the Last Father's cathedral. A cadre of
engineers maintained its workings, while a thousand elite soldiers
stood guard over the holy ground. The symbols were blatant and
unflinching: First and always, this world would serve as a launching
point to countless new realms. Human duty was to build more
rippers—a promise finally fulfilled several centuries ago. By
Kala's time, the thousand original pioneers had become five billion
citizens. Tax codes and social conventions assured that rippers would
always be built. Experts guessed that perhaps fifteen billion bodies
could live on these warm lands, and with luck and God's blessing, that
would be the day when enough rippers were rolling out of enough
factories to allow every excess child to escape, every boy free to find
his own empty, golden realm, and every girl serving as a good man's
happy Wife.
* * * *
9
Sandor hated that his sister
traveled alone. Every trip Kala took was preceded by a difficult
conversation, on the phone or in person. It was his duty to remind her
that the open highway was an exceptionally dangerous place. Sandor
always had some tale to share about some unfortunate young woman who
did everything right—drove only by day, spoke to the fewest
possible strangers, and slept in secure hotels that catered to their
kind. Yet without exception, each of those smart ladies had vanished
somewhere on the road, usually without explanation.
"But look at the actual
numbers,” Kala liked to counter. “The chance of me
being abducted twice in my life—"
"Is tiny. I know."
"Dying in a traffic accident is
ten times more likely,” she would add.
But eventually Sandor analyzed
the same statistics, ambushing her with a much bleaker picture.
“Dying in a wreck is three times as likely,” he
informed Kala. “But that's for all women. Old and young.
Those in your subset—women in their twenties, with good looks
and driving alone—are five times as likely to disappear as
they are to die in a simple, run-of-the-mill accident."
"But I have to travel,”
she countered. Her doctorate involved studying the native communities
scattered across a dozen far flung mountaintops. Driving was mandatory,
and since there was barely enough funding as it was, she had no extra
money to hire reliable security guards. “I know you don't
appreciate my work—"
"I never said that, Kala."
"Because you're such a painfully
polite fellow.” Then laughing at her own joke, she reminded
him, “I always carry a registered weapon."
"Good."
"And a gun that isn't registered."
"As you damn well
should,” Sandor insisted.
"Plus there's a thousand little
things I do, or two million things I avoid.” She always had
one or two new tricks to offer, just to prove that she was outracing
her unseen enemies. “And if you have any other suggestions,
please ... share them with your helpless little sister...."
"Don't tease,” he
warned. “You don't understand what men want from women. If
you did, you'd never leave home."
Kala had a tidy little apartment
on a women's floor, set ten stories above the street—far too
high to be stolen away with all but the biggest ripper. On this
occasion, Sandor happened to be passing through, supposedly chasing a
mechanic's job but not acting in any great hurry to leave. His main
mission, as far as she could tell, was to terrify his little sister. As
always, he came armed with news clippings and Web sites. He wanted her
to appreciate the fact that her mountains were full of horny males,
each one more dangerous than the others, and all the bastards fighting
for their chance to start some new world. As it happened, last week a
large shipment of class-C rippers had just been hijacked from an armed
convoy, and now the Children of Forever were proclaiming a time of
plenty. And just yesterday, outside New Eternal, some idiot drove a big
freight truck through two sets of iron gates before pulling up beside
the classroom wing of a ladies’ academy. Moments later, a
large class-B ripper fired off, leaving behind a hemispherical hole and
a mangled building, as well as a thousand scared teenage girls, saved
only because they had been called into the auditorium for a hygiene
lecture from the school's doctor.
Kala shrugged at the bad news.
“Crap is a universal constant. Nothing has changed, and I'm
going to be fine."
But really, she never felt good
about driving long distances, and the recent news wasn't comforting.
Nearly a hundred stolen rippers were somewhere on the continent, which
had to shift the odds that trouble would find her. Kala let herself
feel the fear, and then with a burst of nervous creativity, she blurted
out a possible solution.
"Come with me,” she
said.
Sandor was momentarily stunned.
"If you're that especially
worried about me, ride along and help me with my work. Unless you
really do have some plush mechanic's job waiting."
"All right then,” he
answered. “I'd like that."
"A long family
vacation,” she said with a grin.
And he completed her thought,
adding, “Just like we used to do."
* * * *
More than ten years had passed
since they last spent time together, and the summer-long journey gave
them endless chances to catch up. But for all the days spent on the
road, not to mention the weeks hiking and working on alpine trails,
they shared remarkably little. Kala heard nothing about life in prison
and very little about how Sandor had made his living since his release.
And by the same token, she never felt the need to mention past boys and
future men—romantic details that she always shared with her
closest friends. For a time, the silences bothered her. But then she
decided siblings always had difficulty with intimacy. Sharing genetics
and a family was such a deep, profound business that no one felt
obliged to prove their closeness by ordinary routes. Sandor revealed
himself only in glimpses—a few words or a simple
gesture—while in her own fashion, Kala must have seemed just
as close-mouthed. But of course these secrets of theirs didn't matter.
This man would always be her brother, and that was far larger than any
other relationship they might cobble together while driving across the
spine of a continent.
Sandor relished his job as
protector. At every stop, he was alert and a little aggressive, every
stranger's face deserving a quick study, and some of them requiring a
hard warning stare. She appreciated the sense of menace that seemed to
rise out of him at will. In ways she hadn't anticipated, Kala enjoyed
watching Sandor step up to a counter, making innocent clerks flinch.
His tattoos flexed and his face grew hard as stone, and she liked the
rough snarl in his voice when he said, “Thank you.”
Or when he snapped at some unknown fellow, “Out of our way.
Please. Sir."
If anything, empty wilderness was
worse than the open road. It made him more suspicious, if not
out-and-out paranoid.
Kala's work involved an obscure
genus of pseudoinsects. She was trying to find and catalog unknown
species before they vanished, collecting data about their habitat and
specimens that she froze and dried and stuck into long test tubes. One
July evening, on the flank of a giant southern volcano, she heard a
peculiar sound from behind a grove of spruce trees. A rough hooting, it
sounded like. “I wonder what that was,” she
mentioned. Sandor instantly slipped away from the fire, walking the
perimeter at least twice before returning again, one hand holding a
long flashlight and the other carrying an even longer pistol equipped
with a nightscope. “So what was it?” she asked.
"Boys,” he reported.
“They were thinking of camping near us."
"They were?"
"Yeah,” he said,
sitting next to the fire again. “But I guess for some reason
they decided to pull up their tent and move off. Who knows why?"
Moments like that truly pleased
Kala.
But following her pleasure was a
squeamish distaste. What kind of person was she? She thought of herself
as being independent and self-reliant, but on the other hand, she
seemed to relish being watched over by a powerful and necessarily
dangerous man.
Two days later, driving north,
Sandor mentioned that he had never gotten his chance to visit the Grand
Canyon. “Our vacation never made it,” he reminded
her. “And I haven't found the time since."
Kala let them invest one full day
of sightseeing.
The canyon's precise location and
appearance varied on each world. But there was always a river draining
that portion of the continent, and the land had always risen up in
response to the predictable tectonics. Since their earth was wetter
than most, the river was big and angry, cutting through a billion years
of history on its way to the canyon floor. Kala paid for a cable-car
ride to the bottom. They ate hard-boiled blue-hen eggs and mulberries
for lunch, and afterwards, walking on the rocky shoreline, she pointed
to the rotting carcass of a Helen-trout. The First Father didn't bring
living fish with him, but later Fathers realized that fish farming
meant cheap protein. The Helen-trout came from the fifth new
world—indiscriminate feeders that could thrive in open ocean
or fresh water, and that adored every temperature from freezing to
bathwater. No major drainage in the world lacked the vermin.
“They die when they're pregnant,” she explained.
“Their larvae use the mother as food, eating her as she rots,
getting a jump on things before they swim away."
Sandor seemed to be listening.
But then again, he always seemed to pay attention to his surroundings.
In this case, he gave a little nod, and after a long pause said,
“I'm curious, Kala. What do you want to accomplish? With your
work, I mean."
He asked that question every few
days, as if for the first time.
At first Kala thought that he
simply wasn't hearing her answers. Later, she wondered if he was trying
to break her down, hoping to make her admit that she didn't have any
good reason for her life's investment. But after weeks of enduring this
verbal dance, she began to appreciate what was happening. To keep from
boring herself, she was forced to change her response. Inside the
canyon, staring at the dead fish, she didn't bother with old words
about the duty and honor that came from saving a few nameless bugs. And
she avoided the subject of great medicines that probably would never
emerge from her work. Instead, staring down at the rich bulging body,
she offered a new response.
"This world of ours is dying,
Sandor."
The statement earned a hard look
and an impossible-to-read grin. “Why's that?” he
asked over the roar of the water.
"A healthy earth has ten or
twenty or fifty million species. Depending on how you count
them.” She shook her head, reminding him, “The Last
Father brought as many species as possible. Nearly a thousand
multicellular species have survived here. And that's too few to make an
enduring, robust ecosystem."
Sandor shrugged and gestured at
the distant sky. “Things look good enough,” he
said. “What do you mean it's dying?"
"Computer models point to the
possibility,” she explained. “Low diversity means
fragile ecosystems. And it's more than just having too few species.
It's the nature of these species. Wherever we go, we bring weed
species. Biological thugs, essentially. And not just from the original
earth but from seventeen distinct evolutionary histories. Seventeen
lines that are nearly alien to one another. That reduces meaningful
interactions. It's another factor why there will eventually come a
crunch."
"Okay. So when?"
She shrugged her shoulders.
"Next year?"
"Not for thousands of
years,” she allowed. “But there is a collapse
point, and after that, the basic foundations of this biosphere will
decline rapidly. Phytoplankton, for one. The native species are having
troubles enduring the new food chains, and if they end up vanishing,
then nobody will be making free oxygen."
"Trees don't make oxygen?"
"They do,” she
admitted. “But their wood burns or rots. And rotting is the
same reaction as burning, chemically speaking."
Sandor stared at the gray mother
fish.
"You know how it is when you turn
on a ripper?” Kala asked. “You know how the machine
has to search hard for a world with a livable atmosphere?"
Her brother nodded, a look of
anticipation building in the pale brown eyes.
"Do you ever wonder why so many
earths don't have decent air for us? Do you?” Kala gave him a
rough pat on the shoulder, asking, “What if a lot of pioneers
have been moving across the multiverse? Humans and things that aren't
human, too. And what if most of these intrepid pioneers eventually kick
their worlds out of equilibrium, killing them as a consequence?"
"Yeah,” he said.
Then after a long thoughtful
moment: “Huh."
And that was the last time Sandor
ever bothered to doubt the importance of Kala's work.
* * * *
10
The heart of every ripper was a
cap-shaped receptacle woven from diamond whiskers, each whisker
doctored with certain rare-earth elements and infused with enough power
to pierce the local brane. But as difficult as the receptacle was to
build, it was a simple chore next to engineering the machines to
support and control its work. Hard drives and the capacitors had to
function on the brink of theoretical limits. Heat and quantum
fluctuations needed to be kept at a minimum. The best rippers utilized
a cocktail of unusual isotopes, doubling their reliability as well as
tripling the costs, while security costs added another 40 percent to
the final price.
Twice that summer, Kala and her
brother saw convoys of finished rippers being shipped across country.
Armored trucks were painted a lush emerald green, each one accompanied
by two or three faster vehicles bristling with weapons held by tough
young men. Routes and schedules were supposed to be kept secret. Since
even a small ripper was worth a fortune, the corporations did whatever
they could to protect their investments. Which made Kala wonder: How do
the Children of Forever learn where one convoy would be passing, and
what kind of firepower would it take to make the rippers their own?
Sandor was driving when they ran
into one of the convoys. A swift little blister of armor and angry
faces suddenly passed them on the wrong side.
“Over,” screamed every face. “Pull over."
They were beside the Mormon Sea,
on a highway famous for scenery and its narrow, almost nonexistent,
shoulders. But Sandor complied, fitting them onto a slip of asphalt and
turning off the engine, then setting the parking brake and turning to
look back around the bend, eyes huge and his lower lip tucked into his
mouth.
For a moment or two, Kala watched
the bright water of the inland sea, enjoying the glitter stretching to
the horizon. Then came the rumble of big engines, and a pair of heavy
freight trucks rolled past, followed by more deadly cars, and then
another pair of trucks.
"Class-Cs,” Sandor
decided. “About a hundred of them, built down in Highborn."
The trucks had no obvious
markings. “How can you tell?"
"The lack of security,”
he said. “Cs don't get as much. It's the As and Bs that
bandits can sell for a fortune. And I know the company because each
truck's got a code on its side, if you know how to read it."
The convoy had passed out of
sight, but they remained parked beside the narrow road. “When
are we moving again?” she asked.
"Wait,” he cautioned.
She shifted in her seat and took
a couple of meaningful breaths.
Reading the signs, Sandor turned
to her. “You don't want to trail them too closely. Someone
might get the wrong idea. Know what I mean?"
And with that, her brave, almost
fearless brother continued to sit beside the road, hands squeezing the
wheel.
"You gave somebody the wrong
idea,” she said.
"Pardon?"
"Sandor,” she said.
“In your life, how many convoys have you followed?"
Nothing changed about his face.
Then suddenly, a little smile turned up the corner of his mouth, and
with a quiet, conspiratorial voice, he admitted, “Fifty,
maybe sixty."
She wasn't surprised, except that
she didn't expect to feel so upset. “Is that how badly you
want it? To be a Father ... you're willing to steal a ripper just to
get your chance...?"
He started to nod. Then again, he
looked at his sister, reminding her, “I'm still here. So I
guess I'm not really that eager."
"What went wrong? The work was
too dangerous for you?"
His expression looked injured
now. Straightening his back, he started the car and pulled out,
accelerating for a long minute, letting the silence work on Kala until
he finally told her, “You know, there were thirty-two
security men on that other convoy. The one hit by the Children of
Forever. Plus a dozen drivers and three corporate representatives. And
all were killed during the robbery."
"I know that—"
"Most of those poor shits were
laid down in a ditch by the road and shot through the head. Just so
motorists wouldn't notice the bodies when they drove past.”
He squeezed the steering wheel until it squeaked, and very carefully,
he told Kala, “That's when I gave up wanting it. Being a
Father to the very best world isn't enough reason to murder even one
poor boy who's trying to make some money and keep his family fed."
* * * *
A pair of mountain ranges stood
as islands far out in the Mormon Sea, and they spent a few days walking
the tallest peaks. Then they drove north again, up to the Geysers,
enjoying a long hike through the mountains north of that volcanic
country. Then it was late August, and they started back toward Kala's
home. One stop remained, kept until now for sentimental reasons.
"Our best vacation,”
she muttered.
Sandor agreed with his silence
and a little wink.
They stayed in a reserve
campground meant for employees, and Kala introduced her brother to the
few rangers that remained from her days here. The mood was upbeat, on
the whole. Old colleagues expressed interest in her studies, asking
knowledgeable questions, and in some cases, offering advice.
One older gentleman—a
fellow who had never warmed much to her before—nodded as he
listened to her description of her work. Then he said,
“Kala,” with a sweet, almost fatherly voice.
“I know a place with just that kind of bug. I can't tell you
the species, but I don't think it's quite what you've found before."
"Really? Where?"
He brought out a map and pointed
at a long valley on the other side of the continental divide.
“It looks too low in altitude, I suppose. And a lot of
junipers are moving in. But if you get up by this looping road
here—"
Sandor pushed in close to watch.
"There's a little glen. I've seen
that blue bug there, I'm sure."
"Thank you,” Kala told
him.
"Whatever I can do to
help,” the old ranger said. Then he made a show of rolling up
the map, asking, “I can take you up myself. If your brother
wants to stay here and rest for a bit."
Sandor said, “No
thanks."
But he said it in an especially
nice way. For the time being, neither one of them could see what was
happening.
* * * *
11
As promised, juniper trees were
standing among the natives. Rilly birds and starlings must have eaten
juniper berries outside the reserve. Since their corrosive stomach
acids were essential for the germination process, wherever they
relieved themselves, a new forest of ugly gray-green trees sprouted,
prickly and relentless. Most biologists claimed that it was an innate,
mutualistic relationship between species. But Kala had a different
interpretation: The birds knew precisely what they were doing. Whenever
a starling took a dump, it sang to the world, “I'm planting a
forest here. And I'm going to be the death of you, you silly old trees."
Sandor squatted and stuck his
thick fingers into the needle litter, churning up a long pink worm.
After a summer spent watching Kala, he was now one of the great experts
when it came to a single genus of pseudoinsects. “Not all
that promising,” he announced.
Earthworms were another key
invader from their home world. And no, nightcrawlers didn't usually
coexist with her particular creepy-crawlies.
"Maybe higher up,” he
offered.
But the old ranger told her this
was the place, which implied that her subjects were enduring despite
worms and trees: A heroic image that Kala wanted to cling to for a
little while longer.
"You wander,” she said.
“If I don't find anything, I'll follow."
Sandor winked and stepped back
into the black shadows.
Twenty minutes later, Kala gave
up the hunt. Stepping into a little clearing, she sat on a rock bench,
pulling a sandwich from her knapsack and managing a bite before a
stranger stepped off the trail behind her.
"Excuse me?"
Startled, Kala wheeled fast, her
free hand reaching for the pistol on her belt. But the voice was a
girl's, and she was a very tiny creature—big-eyed and
fragile, maybe ten years younger than Kala. The girl looked tired and
worried. Her shirt was torn, and her left arm wore a long scrape that
looked miserably sore.
"Can you help me, ma'am? Please?"
Carefully, Kala rose to her feet
while pushing the sandwich back inside her bag, using that same motion
to make certain that her second pistol was where she expected it to be.
Then with a careful voice, she asked, “Are you lost, sweetie?"
"That too,” the girl
said, glancing over her shoulder before stepping away from the forest's
edge. “It's been days since I've been outside. At least."
Kala absorbed the news. Then she
quietly asked, “Where have you been?"
"In the back end."
"The end of what?"
"The bus,” the girl
snapped, as if Kala should already know that much. “He put me
with the others, in the dark—"
"Other girls?"
"Yes, yes.” The little
creature drifted forward, tucking both hands into her armpits.
“He's a mean one—"
"What sect?"
"Huh?"
"Does he belong to a sect?"
"The Children of
Forever,” the strange girl confessed. “Do you know
about them?"
With her right hand, Kala pulled
the pistol from her belt while keeping the bag on her left shoulder.
Nothing moved in the trees. Except for the girl and her, there might be
no one else in this world.
"He's collecting
wives,” the girl related. “He told me he wants ten
of us before he leaves."
"Come closer,” Kala
told her. Then she asked, “How many girls does he have so
far?"
The girl swallowed.
“Three."
"And there's just him?"
"Yeah. He's alone.” The
girl's eyes were growing larger, unblinking and bright.
“Three other girls, and me. And him."
"Where?"
"Down that way,” said
the girl. “Past the parking lot, hiding up in some big old
grease trees."
Kala's car lay in the same
direction. But Sandor had gone the opposite direction.
Whispering, she told the
stranger, “Okay. I can help you."
"Thank you, ma'am!"
"Quiet."
"Sorry,” the girl
muttered.
"Now,” Kala told her.
“This way."
The girl fell in beside her,
rubbing her bloodied arm as she walked. She breathed hard and fast.
Several more times, she said, “Thank you.” But she
didn't seem to look back half as often as Kala did, and maybe that was
what seemed wrong.
After a few minutes of hard
walking, Kala asked, “So how did you get free?"
The girl looked back then. And
with a nod, she said, “I crawled up through the vent."
A tiny creature like that: Kala
could believe it.
"I cut my arm on a metal edge."
The wound was red, but the blood
had clotted some time ago. Even as Kala nodded, accepting that story, a
little part of her was feeling skeptical.
"If he finds me, he'll hurt me."
"I won't let him hurt
you,” Kala promised.
"There's three other girls in the
bus,” she repeated. Then she put her hands back into her
armpits, hugging herself hard, saying, “We should save them,
if we can. Sneak up to the bus while he's hunting for me and get them
free, maybe."
But Kala wanted to find Sandor.
She came close to mentioning him to the girl, but then she thought
better of it. Her brother's presence was a secret that made her feel
better. It gave her the confidence to tell the girl, “Later.
First I have to make sure that you're safe."
The girl stared up at her
protector, saying nothing.
"Come on,” Kala urged.
"I want to be safe,”
the girl said.
"That's what I'm doing—"
"No,” she said. Then
her hands came out from under her arms, one of them empty while the
other held a little box with two metal forks sticking from one end, and
the forks jumped out and dove into her skin, and suddenly a hot blue
bolt of lightning was rolling through her body.
* * * *
The girl disarmed Kala and stole
her bag and tied her up with plastic straps pulled from her back
pocket. Then she vanished down the path. The pain subsided enough to
where Kala could sit up, watching uphill, imagining her brother's
arrival. But this wasn't the path he had taken, and he still hadn't
shown by the time the girl and a New Father appeared. A stubby
automatic weapon hung on his shoulder. He was forty or forty-five years
old, a big, strong, and homely creature with rough hands and foul
breath. “She is awfully pretty,” was his first
assessment, smiling at his latest acquisition. Then he offered a wink,
adding, “He promised I'd like you. And he was right."
The old ranger had set this up.
"I didn't see any
brother,” said the tiny girl.
"That would be too
easy,” the man cautioned. Then he handed his weapon to the
girl and grabbed Kala, flinging her over a shoulder while saying,
“I don't think he'll be any problem. But come on anyway,
sweet. Fast as we can walk."
They entered the open glade,
crossing the parking lot and passing Kala's tiny car before they
climbed again, entering a mature stand of native trees. Hiding in the
gloom was a long bus flanked by a pair of fat freight trucks, each
vehicle equipped with wide tires and extra suspension. And there were
many more brides than three, Kala saw. Twelve was her first count,
fourteen when she tried again. Each girl was in her teens. They looked
like schoolgirls on a field trip, giggling and teasing the newest wife
by saying, “Too old to walk for herself,” and,
“Fresh blood in the gene pool, looks like."
Three young men silently watched
Kala's arrival. Sons, by the looks of them. In their early twenties, at
most.
"Beautiful,” said one
of the boys.
The other two nodded and grinned.
With the care shown to treasured
luggage, the older man set Kala beneath a tree, her back propped
against the black trunk, arms and legs needing to be retied, just to
make sure. Kala quickly looked from face to face, hoping for any sign
of empathy. There was none. And the girl who had been sent out as bait
stood over Kala for several minutes, wearing the hardest expression of
all.
"He will come for me,”
Kala said.
"Your brother probably
will,” said the New Father. “But I've been watching
you two. He's carrying nothing bigger than that long pistol, and we've
got artillery here he wouldn't dare face."
As if to prove their murderous
natures, the sons retrieved their own automatic weapons from the bus.
"What next?” one son
asked.
"Stay here with me,”
their father advised.
But the oldest son didn't like
that tactic. “We could circle around, pick him off when he
shows himself."
"No,” he was told.
"But—"
"What did I say?"
The young man dropped his face.
"God led us to this
place,” the wiser man continued. “And God has seen
to give us a sticky hot day. Pray for storms. That's my advice. Then we
can punch a hole in the clouds and get power enough to finally
leave...."
Lightning, he was talking about.
Kala had heard about this technique: With a proper rocket and enough
wire following like a tail, it was possible to create lightning during
a thunderstorm. A channel of air supplied the connection to the charged
earth below. The bolt would strike a preset lightning rod ... up in the
tree on the other side of camp, she realized. She noticed the tall
black spike and the heavy wires leading down into the ripper that was
probably set in the center of the bus, a class-C that was hungry and
waiting for its first and only meal.
Kala could guess why these people
had come into the mountains. They liked solitude and cheap energy, and
besides, the police were hunting everywhere else for those who had
murdered the security guards.
Sandor was somewhere close, Kala
told herself.
Watching her.
She almost relaxed, imagining her
brother hunkered low in the shadow of some great old tree, waiting for
a critical mistake to be made. Hunting for an opening, a weakness. Any
opportunity. She went as far as picturing his arrival: Sandor would
wait for afternoon and the gathering storms, and maybe the rain would
start to fall, fat drops turning into a deluge, and while the devout
boys and girls watched for the Lord in that angry sky, her brother
would sneak up behind her and neatly cut her free.
Obviously, that's what would
happen.
Kala thought so highly of the
plan that she was as surprised as anyone when a figure emerged from the
shadows—a man smaller than most were, running on bare feet to
keep his noise to a minimum. He was quick, but something in his stride
seemed unhurried. Untroubled. He looked something like a hiker who had
lost his way but now had found help. Perhaps that was what Sandor
intended. But his face was grim and focused, and no motion was wasted.
Everybody—grooms and brides and even their
captive—stared for a moment, examining the stranger in their
midst. Then the newcomer reached beneath his shirt and lifted a long
pistol, and the first hollow point removed the top of the father's head
and the second one knocked the small girl flat. Then Sandor was running
again, slipping between brides, and one of the sons finally lifted his
weapon, spraying automatic gunfire until three girls had dropped and
another brother had pushed the barrel into the forest floor, screaming,
“Stop, would you ... just stop ... !"
Sandor had the third brother by
the neck, slamming him against the broad black trunk of a tree. Then he
stared out at the cowering survivors, pressing the barrel of the pistol
into the man's ass, and with a voice eerily composed, he said,
“Put your guns down. Do it now. Or I'm going to do some
painting over here ... with a goddamn pubic hair brush...."
* * * *
12
The matronly gray robes of middle
age had vanished, replaced by an old woman's love for gaudy colors. She
was wearing a rich slick and very purple dress with a purple hat with a
wide gold belt and matching shoes. Diet and exercise had removed enough
weight to give her a stocky, solid figure. She nicely filled the
station of her life—that of the fit, well-rested widow.
Seeing her children standing at her doorway, Mom smiled—a
thoroughly genuine expression, happy but brief. Then she found
something alarming in their faces. “What's
happened?” With concern, she said, “Darlings.
What's wrong?"
Kala glanced at her brother and
then over her shoulder.
In the street sat a plain
commercial van. Nothing about the vehicle was remarkable, except that
its back end was being pressed down by the terrific, relentless weight
of a class-C ripper and a powerful little winch.
The van was their fourth vehicle
in three days, and Sandor would replace it tomorrow, if he thought it
would help.
"I was just leaving,”
their mother offered. And when no one else spoke, she added,
“I don't normally dress like this—"
"Don't go,” said her
son.
"Are you meeting
friends?” Kala asked. “If you don't show, will
somebody miss you?"
Mom shook her head. “I
just go to the tea parlor on Fridays. I know people, but no, I doubt if
anybody expects me."
It was the Sabbath today, wasn't
it?
"Can I park the van inside your
garage?” Sandor asked.
Mom nodded. “You'll
have to pull my car out—"
"Keys,” he said.
She fished them from a purse
covered with mock jewelry, and Sandor started down the front stairs.
Kala gratefully stepped inside.
All these years, and the same furnishings and carpet populated the
living room, although every surface was a little more worn now.
Immersed in what was astonishingly familiar, she suddenly relaxed. She
couldn't help herself. All at once it was impossible to stand under her
own power, and as soon as she sat, a deep need for sleep began to
engulf her.
"What's happened?” Mom
repeated. “What's wrong?"
"We're going to explain
everything, Mom."
"You look awful, sweetness. Both
of you do.” The old woman sat beside Kala on the lumpy couch,
one hand patting her on the knee. “But I'm glad to see you
two, together."
Sometime in these last few
moments, Kala had begun to cry.
"Tell me, dear."
In what felt like a single
breath, the story emerged. For the second time in her life, Kala had
been kidnapped, but this time Sandor killed two people while freeing
her. A second bride died in random gunfire, and two more were severely
injured. “But we had to leave them,” Kala
confessed. “After we disarmed the brothers and brides, we
left them with first aid kits and two working trucks ... except Sandor
shot out the tires before we drove off in their bus, just to make sure
we would have a head start...."
Her mother held herself
motionless, mouth open and no sound worth the effort.
"It was a big long bus with a
ripper onboard. Sandor drove us through the mountains. Fast. I don't
know why we didn't crash, but we didn't. We stopped at a fix-it shop
and he made calls, and a hundred miles after that, we met a couple
friends of his ... men that he met inside prison, I think...."
"When was this?"
"Wednesday,” she
answered. “Those friends helped Sandor pull the ripper from
the bus. They gave us a new truck and kept the capacitors and the other
expensive gear for themselves. Then he and I drove maybe two miles, and
that's when Sandor stole a second truck. Because he didn't quite trust
his friends, and what if they decided to come take the ripper
too?” She wiped at her eyes, her cheeks. “After
that, we drove more than a thousand miles, but never in a straight
line. By then, we'd finally decided what we were going to do, and he
stole the van before we came here."
Mom was alert, focused. She was
sitting forward with her hand clenched to her daughter's knee. Very
quietly, she asked, “Is it one of the stolen rippers? From
that convoy?"
Kala nodded. “The ID
marks match."
"Have you thought about giving it
back to its rightful owners?"
"We talked about that. Yes."
But then Mom saw what had
eventually become obvious to Kala. “Regardless of what you
tell the owners, they'll think your brother had something to do with
the robbery and murders. And what good would that do?"
"Nothing."
Then her mother gathered up
Kala's hands, and without hesitation, she said, “God has
given you a gift, darling."
She didn't think about it in
religious terms. But the words sounded nice.
"A great rare and wonderful
gift,” her mother continued. “And you know, if
there is one person who truly deserves to inherit a new world, it has
to be—"
"My brother?"
"No,” Mom exclaimed,
genuinely surprised. Then as the front door swung open and Sandor
stepped inside, she said brightly, “It's you, sweetness. You
deserve the best world. Of course, of course, of course ... !"
* * * *
Their frantic days had only just
begun. The Children of Forever would have learned their names from the
old ranger, or maybe from Kala's abandoned car. And people who had
murdered dozens to steal the ripper would undoubtedly do anything to
recover what was theirs and avenge their losses. Obviously, it was best
to vanish again, this time taking their mother with them. Old lives and
treasured patterns had to be avoided, yet even on the run, they still
had to find time and energy to make plans for what was to come next.
Sandor knew the best places to
find machinery and foodstuffs and the other essential supplies. But
Kala knew where to find people—the right people—who
would make this business worthwhile. And it was their mother who acted
as peacemaker, calming the waters when her two strong-willed children
began fighting over the details that always looked trivial the next day.
Suddenly it was
winter—the worst season to migrate to another world. But that
gave them the gift of several months where they could make everything
perfect, or nearly so.
Years ago, the old fix-it man who
once worked on their family car had retired, and the next owner had
driven his shop out of business. The property was purchased from the
bank for nothing and reconnected to the power grid, and with Kala's
friends supplying labor and enough money, Sandor managed to refit the
building according to their specific needs. Medical stocks were locked
in the lady's room. The garage was jammed with canned and dried food
and giant water tanks, plus the rest of their essential goods,
including a fully charged class-C ripper that would carry away the
little building.
On a cold bleak day in late
March—several weeks before their scheduled
departure—a stranger came looking for gasoline. He parked
beside one of the useless pumps and pulled on his horn several times.
Then he climbed out of the small, nondescript car, and, ignoring the
CLOSED signs painted on the shuttered windows, walked across the
cracked pavement in order to knock hard on both garage doors and the
front door.
"Hey! Anybody there?”
he shouted before finally giving up.
As he returned to his car, Kala
asked her brother, “What is he? Children of Forever, or some
kind of undercover cop?"
"Really,” Sandor
replied, “does it matter?"
Kala set her splattergun back in
its cradle.
"I think it's time,”
their mother offered.
It was too early in the season to
be ideal. But what choice did they have? Kala lifted the phone and made
one coded call to the nearest town. And within the hour, everybody had
arrived. Those who weren't going with them offered quick tearful
good-byes to those who were, showering those blessed pioneers with
kisses and love. But then the pioneers had enough, and with quick
embarrassed voices, they said, “Enough, Mommy. Daddy. That's
enough. Good-bye!"
* * * *
Kala had come too far and paid
too much of a price not to watch what was about to happen. She opened
all of the shutters in the public room, letting the murky gray flow
inside, and then she sat between two six-year-olds, one of whom asked,
“How much longer now?"
"Soon,” she promised.
“A minute or two, at most."
Sandor and several other
mechanically minded souls were in the garage, watching the ripper power
up. Sharing the public room with Kala were a handful of grown men and a
dozen women, plus nearly forty children sitting on tiny folding chairs,
the oldest child being a stubborn twelve-year-old boy—the
only son of colleagues who were staying behind.
Kala's mother was one of the
women, and she wasn't even the oldest.
"We're not making everybody
else's mistakes,” Kala had explained to her, sitting in the
old living room some months ago. “We're taking grandparents
and little kids, but very few young adults. I don't want virility and
stupidity. I want wisdom and youth."
"What seeds are you
taking?” her mother had asked.
"None."
"Did I hear you say—?"
"No seeds, and no animals. Not
even one viable tortoise shell. And before we leave, I want to make
sure every mouse in the building is dead, and every fly and flea, and
if there's one earthworm living under us, I'll kill it myself when it
pops up in the new world."
Nobody was leaving this world but
humans.
And even then, they were
traveling as close to empty-handed as they dared. They had tools and a
few books about science and mechanics. But everyone had taken an oath
not to bring any Bibles or odd Testaments, and, as far as possible,
everything else that smacked of preconceptions and fussy religion had
to be left behind on their doomed world.
The children came from families
who believed as Kala believed.
It was amazing, and heartening,
how many people held opinions not too much unlike hers. And sometimes
in her most doubting moments, she found herself wondering if maybe her
home world had a real chance of surviving the next ten thousand years.
But there were many parents who
saw doom coming—ecological or political or religious
catastrophes—and that's why they were so eager to give up a
young son or daughter.
They were there now, standing out
near the highway, surely hearing the ripper as it began to hammer hard
at reality.
From inside the cold garage,
Sandor shouted, “A target's acquired!"
Will this madness work? Kala
asked herself one last time. Could one species arrive on an alien
world, with children and old people in tow, and find food enough to
survive? And then could they pass through the next ten thousand years
without destroying everything that that world was and could have become
... ?
And then it was too late to ask
the question.
The clouds of one day had
vanished into a suddenly blue glare of empty skies, a green-blue lawn
of grassy something stretching off into infinity ... and suddenly a
room full of bright young voices shouted, “Neat! Sweet!
Pretty!"
Then the boy on her right tugged
at her arm, adding, “That's fun, Miss Kala. Let's do it
again!"
Copyright © 2006 Robert
Reed
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