My Virtual Lover
By
Madelaine Grant
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CHAPTER 1
Looking
back, I can't believe I could have been so gullible. They were all in on the
plot -- my closest friends and my lover -- and I never had any suspicions until
the very end. Red flags waved, but I didn't notice them.
The
whole episode began with a perfectly innocent conversation one hot August
afternoon with my best friend and business partner, Trish Lewis. We were
relaxing by her pool that afternoon. Perhaps I was feeling sorry for myself and
my defenses were down. That's the only way I can rationalize everything.
Trish
and I go back a long time. We were college roommates and, four years ago,
joined forces to open an upscale art gallery, Andelew.
Trish
started the conversation with a strange question. "Val, what would your
ideal man be like?" She was stretched out on a chaise lounge touching up
her nail polish.
"My
ideal man?" I snickered. "No such animal exists."
"You
sound bitter. Bet you're having Tony trouble, huh?" Trish raised one
tanned leg and examined her silver painted toenails. "What's he done now?"
"It's
what he hasn't done," I muttered, turning onto my stomach on the
adjacent chaise. "He's a workaholic--either staying late at the office or
traveling out-of-town on business. In the past month I've only spent three
nights with him. Three nights out of thirty."
"Well,
that's better than nothing," Trish offered.
"It
might as well be nothing. He was so tired he fell asleep on me."
"You
sound frustrated." Trish giggled. "So tell me, Val, what you like in
a man, if you could have a choice."
"He'd
be there if I needed him, that's for sure," I said, giving the subject
some thought. "Yes, he'd have to be dependable … that's very important. And
he'd have to be sensitive to my feelings, too, and a good listener. Tony
pretends to listen but then I catch him sneaking a look at the football scores
or the financial page. It's very annoying."
"I'll
bet. So what else would you like?"
"What
would I like? There are so many traits that are key. Let's see … loyalty, of
course. My ideal man would have to be faithful and protective. Not controlling,
but looking out for my welfare." Sighing, I glanced at the kidney-shaped
pool in front of us, the turquoise water glittering under a late afternoon sun.
The smell of almond-scented suntan lotion mixed with late-blooming roses
tickled my nostrils.
"Of
course," Trish nodded. "You've made a good start. Just 'blue sky' it.
Make believe you could custom order a man. What else would Val Anders want?"
I
turned over and lowered my bathing suit straps to get an even tan. "He'd
have to be intelligent, cultured, able to converse about the things that
interest me--art, music, books, theater--you know what I mean."
A
lovely day and a lush scene. Why was I feeling so down? An image of Tony
Chapman rose in my mind. The one and only vacation we'd had together had been
to
I
glanced down at the opal ring on my finger glowing out of a delicate gold
filigree setting. Tony bought it for me on that unforgettable Italian holiday. It
was one of my prized possessions. Would I ever be that happy again?
"Uh
huh. You haven't said a thing about his physical appearance. Don't you care
about that?"
Trish's voice interrupted my musings. Startled,
I considered her question. "You're right. I guess I took it for granted he'd
be good-looking."
"Like
Tony?" Trish asked softly.
I
grimaced. "Let's leave Tony out of this. When I think of him I see red. He
makes me so angry. Talk about indifference."
"Okay,
okay. I won't mention the idiot. So, this ideal guy of yours--describe him."
I
closed my eyes and tried to picture the kind of man that made my pulses race. "Dark
auburn hair, wavy, a little long--warm green eyes. Yes, definitely green eyes. A
firm mouth that smiles often and a dimple in his cheek. And did I mention a
sense of humor? Humor is definitely one trait that I require. Oh, and of course
he'd be tall, at least six feet, and broad shouldered, too. And athletic … good
at tennis, swimming and riding. He'd have a deep, pleasant voice, easy to
listen to. There, that should do it."
Trish
rolled over onto her side and grinned. "That's quite a list. But you haven't
mentioned one important factor."
"What?
I thought I covered all the bases."
"Sexual
attraction--the chemistry between a man and a woman. You haven't said a word
about that."
I
shrugged. "That's a given. I mean, if there's no heat between us, it doesn't
matter what he looks like or how nice he is."
"You're
right. I didn't exactly have that in mind." Trish sat up and gazed out at
the manicured lawn surrounding us. A lone gardener was clipping bushes in the
distance. "What I meant was, what kind of lover would be your ideal? Some
women enjoy the masterful, dominant kind while others prefer the affectionate,
sweet type of lover. What's your preference?"
I
rolled over and gave Trish a long stare. "You're cooking something up … I
can feel the vibes. Are you trying to match me with one of Scott's friends? If
so, you can forget about it. Tony may be absent a lot, but he's definitely
still on my radar screen." There, that should shut her mouth.
Trish
laughed. "Stop being so suspicious. And no, I have no intention of
sticking you with one of my husband's pals. They're a stuffy bunch, anyway. Seriously,
though, between you and me, what type of lover appeals to you? Do you like to
be dominated? Some women enjoy that sense of surrender." She turned to
give me an inquisitive look.
What
a strange question for Trish to ask. But I still didn't hear any warning bells.
I pondered her query for a few long minutes. "Let me think about it,"
I murmured, half closing my eyes.
"Sure,
take your time." Trish picked up a paperback to read.
CHAPTER
2
Did I
like to be dominated? The question started my heart racing as
memory brought a scene to mind.
Last
Christmas Tony and I spent some time visiting his family in upstate
"Tony,
I'm heading to bed early," I announced.
"I'm
about ready too," he replied.
Together
we mounted the stairs to our bedroom on the second floor. The four poster bed
with its fluffy down comforter looked inviting. I changed into a long flannel
nightgown and slid under the covers.
"Goodnight,"
I murmured, ready to turn over and sleep. Sex was the last thing on my mind. Not
so with my love, Tony Chapman.
Tony
stripped out of his clothes, adjusted the lights to leave one small lamp
glowing and then sat next to me on the bed. Leaning over, he kissed me,
stroking some tendrils of long brown hair away from my face. "Val,
sweetheart, I know you're tired but I also know you're going to enjoy what I've
planned for us."
I
turned to give him a puzzled stare. His dark blue eyes had a decidedly wicked
gleam and the corners of his mouth quirked in a half smile. What did he have up
his sleeve?
"Tony,"
I half groaned. "I'm totally exhausted. Can't it wait for another night?"
All I wanted to do was crawl under the comforter and sleep.
He
shook his head and, at the same moment, pulled the quilt off and settled it at
the bottom of the bed. Then he shifted me into the center of the four poster,
slid the pillows out from under my head and settled his compact, muscled frame
astride me. "All you have to do is totally relax and leave everything in
my hands, Val. You do trust me, don't you?" His expression was serious.
Bewildered
by his actions, I was too fatigued to ask questions. "Of course I trust
you," I replied, stifling a yawn. Was he getting ready for a pillow fight
or something? My clouded brain couldn't seem to think straight.
Still
on top of me, Tony reached over to the adjacent night table, opened the top
drawer and pulled out what appeared to be several long, silky-looking red
braided ropes--the kind that hold drapes back, and a white silk scarf.
Without
another word of explanation, he looped a circle around each of my wrists with
the red silk cords. The other end he positioned on the bed posts behind my
head.
"What
are you doing?" I exclaimed. My pulses were beating fast and a queer heat
radiated from my belly.
"Putting
you in a position where you can't move," he said, adjusting the ropes to
hold my wrists over my head. "Relax, Val. I won't hurt you. And you will
enjoy it. Trust me."
Again
those words … 'trust me'. Did I trust him? Yes. I had to say I did. He'd never
given me any reason to doubt his motives.
"Okay,"
I muttered, much too tired to argue with him anyway.
"Good."
He smiled as he turned and fastened two more silky cords, this time from my
ankles to the posts at the foot of the bed.
I
was tied up, spread-eagled, with only my nightgown for cover. I suspected that
covering wouldn't last long.
He
bent his head and gave me a long, passionate kiss. "Val," he
whispered. "The walls are pretty thin, your cries when you climax will
rouse the house. So, I have to put this scarf over your mouth. Don't be
frightened--I'll take it off after we're finished. Okay?"
My
heart began beating wildly. "Please, Tony, don't do that. I'll be quiet …
I promise." The thought of being gagged terrified me.
"I
can't take the chance, darling," he said tenderly as he covered my mouth
with the silk scarf.
I
started to cry out, but the scarf muffled my sounds. I was completely at his
mercy--and we both knew it.
"Relax,
sweetheart. Just surrender your will to me. You won't be sorry."
With
those words, he knelt between my outstretched legs and rolled my nightie up
slowly to my waist.
I
shivered, more from fear than any chill, until Tony began trailing a line of
kisses from my navel to the curly mound between my thighs. With his tongue he
licked the folds of my sex and then the tight, sensitive nub of my clit.
A
wild heat spread from my core to every part of my body. I twisted, pulling at
the cords, trying to retreat from his teasing tongue. But I was trapped and for
a moment I panicked. What was he going to do? Anticipation and fear struggled within
me.
Tony
must have sensed my alarm. "Val, dearest, please don't be afraid. You must
learn to trust me. I would never harm you."
He
raised my nightie to expose my breasts and started to suckle one and then the
other, nibbling and nipping. The sensations were stunning--a stream of fire
radiated from my hard-tipped peaks to my wet, hot core. Moaning, I turned my
head from side to side, bucking my hips forward and back. The rising tension
was almost unbearable. I was a prisoner, completely and utterly dominated,
every sensation was magnified a thousand times by my submissive position. It
was thrilling and scary and spectacular, all at the same moment.
Liquid
heat poured from my smoldering center as Tony slowly stroked every sensitive
spot, sending me into a delirium of ecstasy. Twisting and pushing my hips
forward, I arched up, trying to capture his tantalizing fingers.
When
I thought I couldn't bear it one more second, Tony raised my buttocks off the
bed and thrust his hard, full shaft deep into my hot, open cunt, filling me to
my very womb. Thrusting and pulling back, he rode me until I exploded with a
force I'd never imagined. His release soon followed, his seed spilling into me.
He sank down, holding me close.
"Val,"
he whispered hoarsely, "Oh, Val. I love you so."
I
felt his heart beating against my drenched body, his shuddery breaths sounded
in my ears. I moaned as he slipped the scarf away from my mouth. He kissed me,
long and hard, running his tongue gently over my lips. Then he released me from
my silky restraints and gathered me in his arms.
It didn't take long to sink into a deep sleep.
CHAPTER
3
"Well?"
Trish turned to give me a questioning look. "Have you given the matter
enough thought? Do you like being dominated?"
My
heart was still beating and my face felt flushed from the vivid memories
flooding my mind. The gathering moisture between my thighs didn't help. "It
all depends," I said, trying to compose myself. "If I completely
trusted my lover, I wouldn't mind being dominated. But there would have to be a
high level of trust. That's for sure."
We
were silent a few moments, I pondering our unusual conversation and Trish,
seemingly absorbed in applying more suntan lotion.
"How
about some iced tea? Could you go for a glass?" Trish asked, changing the
conversation abruptly.
I
was glad for the break. Too intense for a hot afternoon. "Sounds good to
me."
Trish
pulled a remote out of a nearby beach bag and clicked on it. "Mikey will
be here with our drinks in a few minutes."
I
shook my head. "You still enthralled with all your robotic help? I'll bet
that gardener is one, too. Am I right?"
"Yeah,
he's the best. He works a twelve-hour day without a stop. All he requires is an
electric charge and some oil for rusty joints. What a pleasure."
"I
prefer human help--you can keep your machines." Trish and Scott were big
on new inventions. Their house was full of the latest gadgets.
Trish
snickered. "You're so old-fashioned, Val. When are you going to join the 'in'
crowd? Everyone's using robots nowadays."
"Maybe
I am, but they give me the creeps. Some of my friends prefer their robotic pets
to real dogs and cats. I even have a friend who has a robotic canary and
several robotic goldfish." I pulled a long face. "Give me a break--how
interesting can machine birds and fish be?"
Just
then Mikey, one of the small household robots, made his appearance, holding
aloft a tray with a pitcher of iced tea and two glasses. He lowered the tray
carefully onto a snack table next to Trish and waited for further instructions.
Mikey was an advanced breed of robot--part human looking, part metallic. His
body was made of flesh-colored aluminum with features clearly delineated. He
wore regular boy's clothing since he stood only four feet tall.
"Good
job, Mikey," Trish said. "You can go back now."
Mikey
turned and marched to the Lewis' modern stone and glass house.
Trish
poured some tea and handed me the glass. "Better than a housekeeper,
believe me."
Maybe
she had a point. I still wasn't ready to give in to the robot craze. "Now
if I had a robotic driver, that would be something. I hate city driving."
"Me,
too," Trish agreed, sipping her tea. "We're the ones commuting to
"You
forget when I'm transporting paintings or sculpture to the gallery, I take the
van and it's a bitch, believe me. By the way, I know we're not supposed to talk
business on our day off, but did you get a chance to view those images from our
new German artist? They'll blow your mind."
Trish
chuckled. "You mean Hans Schmidt, the conceptual artist with a penchant
for porcelain plumbing? Yeah, I did see some of them. The installation is going
to require a master plumber, with all that water flowing in and out. It's quite
a piece of work--I think it will be a sensation and, if we're lucky, there'll
be a collector out there just dying to acquire it."
"I
love his title, "Intimate Water Works" … What an imagination. All he's
missing is a busty nude taking a shower."
"Hmmmm,
how about using a robot for that? It might work." Trish narrowed her eyes,
deep in thought. "Next time I talk to Hans, I'll mention it."
"Don't
look for trouble," I warned. "He's one of our temperamental artists …
I wouldn't want to offend him."
"Don't
worry," Trish assured me. "I'll be tactful."
"You?
Tactful?" I snorted. "That'll be the day."
She
laughed and we both settled back for a relaxing sunbath. I reflected on our
different working styles and realized how fortunate we were to complement one
another rather than clash. When we first started the Andelew Galleries four
years ago, I wasn't sure we'd be able to coexist in the same business.
But
we each found our niche and kept out of the other's hair--a good formula for
success. Trish handled marketing and money matters while I dealt with the
artists and scouted for new and exciting talent. Next month would see the
opening of our most ambitious show to date--a conceptual show with Schmidt and
several other avant garde sculptors. I'd been working on this particular exhibition
for the past year.
"Do
you expect Tony to make the opening?" Trish asked casually.
"He'd better," I replied
crossly. "If he's planing to be away again …" My voice trailed off as
I considered that very likely possibility.
"Don't
worry. I'm sure he'll manage something," Trish said in a soothing
tone.
Later
I would find out just what that something would be.
CHAPTER
4
I
arrived home the next evening after spending the night at the Lewis'. As I
entered my loft apartment in
"Val,
where the hell are you? I've been calling all day. I'm flying back tomorrow
evening. How about dinner together? Call me when you get in."
Well,
that was a pleasant surprise. I hadn't seen Tony in two weeks. He'd been on a
business trip to
The
more I thought about Tony's frequent absences and his penchant for sizing up
every woman in sight, the more appealing my 'ideal' man became. I reviewed my
conversation with Trish that afternoon. Could I ever find a man with those
qualities I admired? Or would I compromise my standards and put up with someone
just to have a warm body in my bed?
I
was definitely compromising by having a relationship with Tony that was so far
from perfect it wasn't funny.
I
had just fallen asleep when the phone rang. Damn. Should I bother answering? Well,
I was already up, so why not.
"Hullo?"
"Val,
did I wake you?" Tony sounded apologetic.
"Yup.
So what else is new?" At this point I didn't care if my sarcasm was
obvious.
"You
sound grumpy. Where've you been all day? Out with another man?"
Of
all the dumb questions. "Sure. Absolutely. Out with all three of my
lovers. Any other questions?"
"Okay,
okay. Sorry I mentioned anything. Seriously, where were you? I tried calling
from
"I
spent the day with Trish relaxing by her pool. The city's too hot--we're having
a real heat wave or don't you remember August here? Of course, it must be
beautiful weather where you are." I sounded snippy, but I couldn't help
it. He could offer to take me along to some of these exotic locales.
He
chuckled. "I remember. You forget I'm a native New Yorker. And, yes, it's
been lovely weather. Wish you could have been here with me."
So
why don't you invite me? I felt like screaming at him. Instead, I
swallowed my rage and concentrated on the fact that he would be back the next
evening. "What time does your plane arrive?"
"Seven-thirty.
After you pick me up at the airport, we could stop for dinner. Sound okay with
you?"
What
could I say? I did want to see him. Who knew how long he'd be around this time?
"Fine. I'll be there."
After I hung up, I started thinking about
our conversation. Tony definitely took me for granted. That much was pretty
obvious. We'd had an intimate relationship for over three years and, though we
had separate residences, were seen as a couple by our friends and business
associates. Did I want more than this? I pondered the question. I liked having
my own space and being in control of my life. But something was definitely
missing. What was missing was another story. I'd have to think about it.
Tony
was not my 'ideal' man. He didn't have most of the qualifications I wanted in a
partner. He would have to change quite a bit before he could measure up to my
expectations.
Still
mulling over the puzzle of my life, I finally drifted off to sleep
* * * *
"Guess
what? I can spend the night," Tony said, winding his arms around me.
I
had a sarcastic comeback at the tip of my tongue. Somehow I managed to control
it. "That's great," I replied. "One night with you is equal to a
thousand with someone else," I added.
We
walked out of the airport arm-in-arm. Anyone viewing us would have thought we
were starry-eyed honeymooners. What the heck, I might as well enjoy the moment.
"You
brought the van. Good. Now I can stretch out and catch some sleep on our way to
the restaurant." Tony yawned as he lowered the passenger seat and closed
his eyes. "Even first class is cramped for long trips."
"You
could spend more time in the States. Why do you have to travel halfway around
the world?" I slid into the driver's seat and started the engine.
"Because,
sweetheart, that's where the best deals are made." Tony leaned over and
planted a loud kiss on my mouth. Then he reclined once more, ready for his nap.
In
less than five minutes, he was sound asleep. I looked at his face, so ruggedly
handsome in repose. A lock of dark brown hair fell over his forehead. He had
the longest eyelashes and the most kissable mouth. The rest of him wasn't half
bad either. My eyes sliced a glance down his broad chest to the firm stomach
and, below, to the zippered fly of his smooth fitting tan pants. Was there a
slight protrusion or was it wishful thinking?
Sighing,
I trained my eyes back to the highway. But I couldn't direct my errant mind. A
sensual fantasy took form and began unwinding like a film reel.
Tony's
hands were tied behind his back as a group of women, clad only in animal skins,
marched him into the forest. I was the leader and directed the others to lash
him to a tree.
He
was begging for mercy. "Please don't hurt me--please let me go."
I
took no notice of his cries. "Strip him," I ordered. "Let's see
how big his cock is. Maybe he'll set a record." I laughed and the others
joined in.
"You
can't do this to me," he cried, twisting every which way, trying to
escape.
"Oh,
no," I said. "We'll see about that."
Two
women held his hands while I tied them together over his head and then to the
tree trunk. With his feet spread apart, we tied his ankles with rope and to
neighboring tree trunks. With a large hunting knife, I began slashing the
clothes off his body.
He
groaned and cursed us, but we didn't care. We'd captured him and we were
determined to have our fun.
Finally
he was stripped of everything. I ran my hand down the length of his firm,
muscled body to the wreath of dark curling hair surrounding his hardened cock. "I'll
bet you can get stiffer than that." I stroked the swelling member.
He
tensed and shuddered as I rubbed the two heavy globes underneath.
"Let's
measure him," one of the women shouted, "before he sprays his load."
"Not
yet," I said. "I want him to have a hard cock for a long time before
I give him any relief."
Tony
howled when he heard my words--but I didn't pay any attention. He was my
prisoner and I would torment him as long as I liked. His engorged cock throbbed
in my hand, swelling and hot to the touch.
"Are
we there yet?" Tony's husky voice snapped me out of my reverie, just at
the crucial moment.
"Uh,
almost. I thought you were sleeping." God, if he could guess what I'd been
imagining.
He
sat up, adjusted his seat and gave me a sideways glance. "Are you all
right? You look a little flushed."
A
little flushed! That was the understatement of the year. My body tingled and my
panties were soaking wet. I took a deep breath and tried to compose myself. "I'm
fine," I said. "It's been a busy week--I'm a little beat myself."
"Good,"
he grinned. "Then you won't mind if I fall asleep on you tonight." His
large hand reached out to touch my knee. He gave it a light squeeze and sighed.
"Although I've been dreaming about fucking you 'til you can't take
anymore."
The
composure I'd been struggling with collapsed at his words. The warmth from his
hand spread through my whole body, opening up the floodgates once more. How
soaked could my panties get without staining my skirt?
"I
wouldn't mind," I murmured as I turned off the highway and headed to the
small Italian restaurant, one of our favorites.
His
hand crept from my knee to my inner thigh. "An appetizer before dinner
could be arranged--if you were interested," he caressed my bare skin.
I
shivered and my breath quickened. If his hand explored any higher, he'd know
the extent of my arousal--which made me feel vulnerable. Still, the thought of
having his cock deep inside me was irresistible. "I'm interested," I
whispered. "But where would we go?"
He
leaned over and brushed a kiss on my cheek. "Behind the restaurant there
are some dark places. We'll find something."
A
few minutes later we parked in a very private spot. Tony lowered his seat once
again. "Take off your panties and sit on top of me," he ordered.
I
shimmied out of my wet undies, threw them on the backseat and climbed astride
him.
Tony's
hand slipped under me as he explored the pulsing core of my sex. "You're
ready for action," he chuckled, as his fingers found the slick opening.
I'd
been ready for a long time--too long. I opened his belt buckle, unzipped his
fly and reached in to feel him. His cock was rock hard and hot to the touch. "You're
about ready, too." I exposed his full erection and the two firm globes
underneath
He
lifted my buttocks and his engorged cock found my wet, pulsing core. Slowly he
entered me, burying himself up to the hilt.
"Ahhhh,"
I cried. "Sooooo good."
The
night was balmy and we'd left one window open. Cool air fanned my bare bottom
as I rode Tony, clenching and releasing, rubbing and stroking, our passion
mounting 'til I couldn't stand it any longer.
A
wild cry escaped me as a series of hot, wet spasms exploded within me. I
shuddered as the ecstatic vibrations traveled throughout my body.
Tony
climaxed, sending his semen deep inside. "Ahhhh, Val," he gasped,
pulling me close.
Our
two hearts beat furiously for a few long minutes. "I've been waiting for
this," I whispered, nestling my head against his shoulder.
"So
have I, love," he answered, as he tenderly kissed me.
We
were resting comfortably against each other when I felt his body tense. "Stay
still," he ordered.
A
light flickered somewhere above my head. Had the street lamps come on? "What
is it?" I whispered.
"Probably
a security guard prowling about," he said softly.
I
started to rise, anxious to cover myself. He pushed me down. "Keep low--maybe
he'll pass us."
No
such luck. A flashlight shone in on us. Tony's hands covered my bare ass as he
tried to shield me.
"What's
going on here?" A shadowy male form stood outside the van.
"Everything's
okay. We're just resting a moment before having dinner," Tony replied in a
matter-of-fact tone.
My
face heated up while a bubble of laughter rose in my throat. The guy would have
to be pretty naïve to believe that.
"Well,
be careful," the voice continued. "There have been some auto thefts
around here recently. Pull your vehicle closer to the restaurant before you
leave it."
"Sure
thing. Thanks for the tip," Tony replied.
The
light faded as footsteps retreated. "I'm sure he guessed," I giggled.
"You and your appeteasers."
"Appetizers,"
he corrected me. "And you have to admit you've a better appetite now."
He gave a playful slap to my rear before releasing me.
"Here
are your panties," he grinned, reaching to retrieve them from the
backseat.
"Oh,
I don't need them," I said hastily. They were sopping wet, anyway.
"I'll
keep them with me." He stuffed the lacy briefs in his pants pocket, giving
me a knowing stare.
He
knew--my cheeks burned, but I didn't care. The memory of our thrilling 'appetizer'
would warm me during the lonely times ahead.
CHAPTER
5
During
dinner Tony told me all about his new business ventures setting up
manufacturing franchises in various
I
nodded and murmured appropriate sounds. Tony loved an audience and as long as I
didn't fall asleep on him, he was pleased.
"So
how's the gallery?" Tony finally turned the talk in my direction. We were
at the dessert stage, savoring spumoni and expresso.
"Wait
'til you see our new show," I said. "It's a conceptual one with
international artists like Hans Schmidt and Arno Gulin. They've been written up
in all the art magazines."
"That
so?" Tony quirked an eyebrow as he sipped his coffee. "Are we talking
mega bucks here?"
I
paused. Tony had a habit of equating success with monetary value. To me there
was more to success than how much money one made. "Let's say there are
several pieces selling in the six figure range," I replied, leaving the
exact figures a mystery. "I'm expecting a huge turnout. You'll be there,
won't you?"
He
hesitated. "Don't know, love. It all depends on this Australian deal I'm
coordinating. If it works, I'll be 'down under' for almost a month. Sorry about
that."
I
shrugged, as if it didn't matter. But it did. Tony would be gone for weeks and
miss the best art opening I'd ever planned. Damn him.
That
night, lying in Tony's arms, I listened to his steady breathing and thought
about the future. Or did I have a future with him? I was thirty-six and had
never married. Before I met Tony, there'd been a few long relationships, but
none had inspired me to try for a deeper commitment. Tony, at forty-two, could
boast of one marriage that had lasted eight years. He'd been divorced for six
years and had no children. Was he gun-shy, afraid to commit again?
Or
was I the one too afraid to trust? Did having children enter into the equation?
If I wanted any, I'd have to speed things up before my 'biological clock' ran
down.
Oh,
well, I sighed, snuggling in his arms. His strong, lean frame, rock-solid
underneath me, gave me a sense of well being. The musk male scent of his body
and the springy texture of his chest hairs soothed my jangled nerves. When he
found time for me, Tony was one great guy.
Could
jealousy be a useful tool? Maybe Trish had a point. Maybe Tony would treat me
differently if a rival were in the picture.
No.
I'm not very good at playing games. Tackling two relationships at the same time
would be a bit much.
Or
would it?
A
picture formed in my mind. I saw the two of us, Tony and I, lying close
together on some exotic beach. Another man, tall and broad shouldered, walked
towards us, water dripping from his bronzed skin.
"Hi,
Val," he said, coming to stand next to me.
Who
was this gorgeous hunk? He seemed to know me. I struggled to remember.
Tony
sat up with a smile. "Glad you could join us. We've been looking forward
to being with you."
My
ears perked up. This was news to me. Perhaps he was one of Tony's business
associates.
"Val,"
Tony turned to me. "Brian will be spending some time with us. Remember we
talked about a threesome recently?"
Now
it all came back. We'd discussed the possibility of another person joining us. I
gave the handsome stranger my full attention. Not bad, not bad at all.
That
very evening I was courted and fawned over by Tony and Brian. Later we retired
to our luxurious suite overlooking the sea. Would I take turns making love to
each of them … or would it be a triple coupling?
Here
my mind came to a screeching halt. Up to this point in my life I'd had no
experience with a menage à trois. Did I fancy such an arrangement?
I
couldn't seem to find an answer.
Little
did I guess how the next few months would see me tackling just this very
thorny, and horny, situation.
CHAPTER 6
Andelew
Galleries buzzed with excitement on opening night. Hundreds of friends, art
lovers and, hopefully, collectors had come to view the conceptual show I'd
worked on for the past year.
"Stupendous!"
Leroy Winston proclaimed. "This is truly remarkable. What an imagination."
We were standing beside Hans Schmidt's
monumental Intimate Waterworks piece. The conceptual sculpture occupied one
quarter of the space in our main gallery. A replica of an old-fashioned commode
was suspended at a 45' angle by pull chains from the ceiling. Adjacent to it
hung a shower stall, also at an angle, enveloped by a frosted plastic shower
curtain. Within the stall a busty nude woman soaped herself with a vermilion
puff. Water from the showerhead splashed over the woman and, from a drain hole,
was recirculated and sent to the white porcelain toilet. The water whirled
around in the toilet bowl with a whooshing sound. Every few seconds the toilet
flushed itself and shot a water spray back to the shower stall, completing the
cycle.
"It's
his piece de resistance," I said, nodding my approval. Winston was
one of the collectors I'd cultivated over the last year. He and his wife were
in the process of building an enormous home in upstate
"That
flow of water is amazing. Look at the arc he creates from showerhead to toilet
bowl," I said. "And don't you just love the background pieces--the
old-fashioned porcelain sink, that medicine cabinet mirror and the pink
chenille rug?"
"And
the way the rainbow springs out of the arc. How did he achieve that incredible
effect? Or is it a state secret?" Winston lowered his voice and glanced
around.
"Oh,
no. I can tell you about the rainbow. It's done with a prism capturing light
and spreading it throughout the spray's arc. You can't imagine how long Hans
worked on that particular effect." I'd been at the gallery during
installation and knew the hours of work to create that rainbow.
"Marvelous
piece of work, I must say. The whole scene is so reminiscent of those
old-fashioned bathrooms--even the sink. He must have scouted high and low for
the right items." Winston looked truly impressed. "I must have my
wife see this." He waved a hand to draw Mrs. Winston's attention. She
smiled and walked towards us.
Loretta
Winston didn't walk--she sidled over--her six-foot curvaceous frame in stark
contrast to Leroy Winston's short, stout figure. Straight, shoulder-length
blond hair swirled around bare shoulders, contrasting with the chic fire engine
red cocktail dress.
"Loretta,
my dear, I'm going to buy this piece for the entranceway to our new home. What
d'ya think?" Winston's pudgy face beamed with satisfaction.
Loretta
studied the porcelain sculpture for several long minutes. I waited anxiously
for her response. If Leroy wanted the piece and she didn't…
"It's
missing something," she finally said.
"What's
it missing?" he asked.
"The
toilet looks empty. You've got this woman in the shower so why not a man on the
throne? You know, with his pants around his ankles. That would make the piece
much more realistic."
Winston
considered her suggestion, then turned to me. "I think Loretta's got
something. Can Schmidt add a male figure to the piece?"
I
shrugged. "I don't see a problem with that. While it's in the gallery, we'll
leave it as is. For your installation, he can add another figure. Of course,
there'll be an additional charge."
"Not
a problem." Winston looked delighted. "Please introduce us to the
artist. I'd like Loretta to take a photo of us together."
"By
the way, there is a charge for installation," I added. "The artist
and a master plumber will be needed to transport and install the piece."
Winston
waved his hand. "Money is no object when I want something. Make all the
necessary arrangements. You'll have a check for one half the price before I
leave tonight."
I
had to find Trish to report the good news. A sale of this magnitude on opening
night was a real coup. Scanning the crowd I spotted Trish's curly blond head. Engrossed
in a conversation with two men, she couldn't see me waving. I moved closer
wondering who the men were. One of them was of Japanese origin and the other, a
tall, broad shouldered man, had his back to me.
"Trish,"
I called out as I approached the group. "I've some good news."
She
turned to give me a broad smile. "So do I."
I
came closer, intent on announcing the sale. "Intimate Waterworks" is
sold. Leroy Winston just purchased it."
"Wow!"
Trish reached out to grab my hand. "Good job, partner. Now I want you to
meet some friends of mine. Mr. Steve Ushimo, this is Val Anders. And Val, this
gentleman is Peter Flynn, one of Scott's associates. Steve and Peter recently
flew in from
I
shook hands with Steve Ushimo and then turned to Peter Flynn. For a half second
I froze. There was something eerily familiar about the good-looking man in
front of me. Before I had a chance to search my mind, he'd reached out and
clasped my hand.
"So
good to finally meet you, Val," he said in a deep, resonant tone. "I've
heard many wonderful things from Trish and Scott."
He
held my hand a little longer than necessary, but I didn't mind. His clear green
eyes and the chiseled perfection of his features mesmerized me.
"Flattery
will get you everything," I murmured, wondering what my friends had told
Peter.
Peter
smiled and a dimple appeared. "I certainly hope so," he gave me a
pointed look.
Where
had Trish found this gorgeous hunk? She'd been holding out on me. I'd have to
question her later.
"Your
gallery is extraordinary," Steve said. "We've been enjoying the piece
with the trains. Very innovative."
"That's
Arno Gulin's work. He's a genius at creating electrical displays," I said,
still conscious of Peter standing close to me.
"He
knows how to create the illusion of speed with those flashing lights,"
Peter remarked.
"Very
true," I agreed. Peter must be an art connoisseur, I decided. That was an
astute observation.
"Val,
why don't you show Peter the rest of the show?" Trish suggested. "Steve
and I have some business matters to discuss."
"Fine
with me," Peter said quickly, taking my arm.
"Uh,
sure," I murmured, wondering what Trish and Steve were involved in. I soon
forgot all about them as Peter adroitly moved me around the gallery. His
interest in each of the artworks seemed genuine and his comments were always
interesting.
"What
line of work are you in?" I asked him as we sipped at the glasses of wine
he'd procured for us.
"A
multitude of venture enterprises," he answered, with an enigmatic smile. "Steve
and I are partners in several businesses."
"I
see," I said, not sure if the answer told me anything. "Where are you
staying while you're in town? I gather you're not a native New Yorker."
"You're
right there. I was born in
"So
you're staying with them," I turned over the situation in my mind. Something
was amiss, but I couldn't put my finger on it. If Tony were here, he'd spot it
in a minute. But my love of a man was 'down under' for a month or so and I
missed him.
Before
I had time to question Peter further, Trish and Steve joined us.
"Val,"
Trish said, "Peter would be happy to drive you home tonight." She
turned to give him a brilliant smile.
"Not
necessary; I can grab a cab." I didn't want to be obligated to Peter … or
anyone else.
"It
would be my pleasure, Val," Peter said quietly, putting an arm around my
shoulders.
There
was something warm and intimate in his tone that was hard to resist. Then
again, why should I? "Okay, you win."
"That's
my girl," Peter said, giving my shoulder a quick squeeze.
His
words sounded strange. I'd only just met the man and already I was 'his girl'. Oh,
well, he probably used the same line with every woman he met. And looking at
Peter, he must have a hefty number of women under his belt.
"Val,
if you want to leave a little early, I'll close up. You've done your share of
work these past few days," Trish offered.
The
crowds had thinned out--only a few people remained. "Thanks. I'll take you
up on that." I turned to Peter. "If you're ready to leave … "
"At
your service, Val," Peter said, giving me a quick salute. "Your wish
is my command."
Well,
that was a pleasant change. I couldn't help comparing him to Tony. I had to
drag Tony away from gatherings. How refreshing to have an attentive man around,
I thought, as Peter escorted me to his sports car and held the door open. I
could use a little pampering.
CHAPTER
7
"Would
you like some music?" Peter asked, sliding into the driver's seat of a
sleek, low-slung, black sports car. The dashboard displayed an astounding array
of dials, switches and lights.
"Sure,"
I said, eyeing the myriad features and wondering about his taste.
The
familiar strains of Haydn's Piano Concertos #11 filled the air with stunning
clarity. "That's one of my favorite pieces," I exclaimed, settling
back to enjoy it. So Peter liked classical music, too; what a charming man.
Peter
drove swiftly through the darkened streets of
"This
is so pleasant," I murmured, as he parked the car behind my apartment. "Wish
it could have lasted longer."
He
stretched an arm out to encircle my shoulders. "We'll have longer trips
together," he said with a knowing smile.
His
long fingers stroked my upper arm. A tingle of awareness spread from his gentle
touch. I turned to give him a long, serious look. "Peter, I should tell
you that I'm involved with someone at the moment. He's out of the country, but
I still feel bound to him."
"That's
okay, Val," he replied. "I won't try to take his place. But I could
offer you some companionship and, if you're in the mood, some loving."
He
ran a finger down the side of my face and over my lips. "You have the loveliest
mouth." He bent his head to give me a tender kiss.
I
half closed my eyes as a sense of deep relaxation flowed through me. Peter
would make a wonderful lover. Still, I had reservations. Tony was sure to find
out--and there could be repercussions. Then again, he did take me for
granted. Maybe he needed some competition.
Decisions,
decisions. I didn't have to make up my mind tonight. I could wait awhile and
play it cool.
"Let
me think about your offer, Peter. I've enjoyed our time together."
"So
have I, Val," he said, smiling at me. "I'll walk you to your door."
After
he left, I wandered restlessly around my loft apartment. The thrill of the art
opening was ebbing but I couldn't seem to wind down. A night with Peter would
have helped me relax. I wasn't married to Tony--I shouldn't have any scruples
about an occasional fling.
I'd
never been involved with two men at the same time. What would it be like? I
pondered the situation all night, giving myself arguments pro and con having an
affair. I hadn't come to any conclusion by the time I fell into an exhausted
sleep around
When
I woke up the next morning, fragments of a dream came floating into my
consciousness. I kept my eyes closed trying to remember.
Peter
and I were lying nude in my bed, his fully erect cock pressing into my side. I
shifted to face him, giving him better access.
"Oh,
Peter," I cried. "I do want you."
He
kissed me, long and hard; his tongue probed my open mouth as he entered my
throbbing core. We were completely absorbed in our passionate coupling so I
didn't hear the front door opening. Footsteps sounded on the stairs and I took
no notice. When a rough hand grabbed my bare shoulder, I screamed, twisting to
see the intruder.
"So
this is how you spend your time when I'm away," Tony snarled, lifting me
off the bed. His dark, angry face terrified me.
"Tony,
please," I begged. "It's not what you think."
"Isn't
it now?" he cried, reaching into his pocket to draw out a pistol and
aiming it at Peter.
"No!
Don't shoot him!" I shouted, as I ran to shield Peter's body.
The
dream ended abruptly at that crucial point. I couldn't remember if Tony
actually pulled the trigger. What a horrible nightmare! I shivered at the
memory. Then and there I decided to have another lock put on my front door.
Glancing
at the clock, I was startled to see the time--
Trish
arrived at the gallery around
"What
do you mean, not too bad?" I reached for the paper.
"Check
it out. It's controversial, which brings people in to see what all the fuss is
about. By the way, how did you get along with Peter?"
Scanning
the review, I didn't bother to answer. Trish was right--although not exactly
favorable, it was a provocative story and would draw crowds.
Trish
sat down at her computer and repeated her question. "Did you find Peter
easy to be with?"
"Uh,
sure," I replied, still absorbed in the review. "He's quite a
charmer. Where did you find him?"
Trish
shrugged. "He's one of Steve Ushimo's protégées. Scott and Steve are
involved in several business ventures. By the way, what are your plans this
weekend?"
I
didn't really have any. The art show had occupied my mind for so many weeks; I
hadn't had time to plan any social activities. "Nothing special. Why?"
"You're
invited for the weekend. We're having an impromptu gathering tonight and Peter
asked if you could come."
Was
Trish scheming to throw Peter and I together? How about her loyalty to Tony? The
whole scenario was disturbing. "I'm not sure I want to see all that much
of Peter."
"Why
not?"
"What
if Tony finds out I'm dating another man?" Last night's terrifying dream
still haunted my mind.
Trish
laughed. "If that's all you're worried about …"
"What's
so funny?" I demanded. I should have suspected something fishy going on. But
I didn't.
"Tony
could be gone for several months. Are you supposed to sit around pining every
weekend? I'm sure he doesn't expect you to do that."
"But
he certainly doesn't expect me to fall into bed with another man," I
replied, miffed at her lack of concern.
She
lifted a quizzical eyebrow. "Have things progressed that far--in such a
short time?"
Embarrassed,
I turned away. I have a difficult time confiding personal things to anyone--even
someone as close to me as Trish. "Who knows? He's a very attractive man. Anything
is possible."
And
that was the end of our conversation. Except I did agree to spend the weekend
at the Lewis'. Peter would pick me up later and drive me back Sunday evening. What
the heck--after months of hard work, I deserved a bit of fun.
CHAPTER
8
The doorbell
rang as I was toweling myself off after a shower. Quickly I slipped into a
terry robe and ran down the stairs.
"I'm
early." Peter stood at the door with a single red rose in his hand. He
assessed me slowly from my wet hair to my bare feet. "Hope I didn't catch
you in the middle." He grinned, a knowing look on his handsome face.
Could
he guess I had nothing on under my robe? "Uh, no. I was already out."
I reached for the rose. "How lovely," I murmured, pleased at his
thoughtfulness. "C'mon in."
I
padded into the kitchen to find a vase and fill it with water with Peter
trailing after me.
"Nice
setup," he said, glancing around. "I like the spiral staircase and
the skylights. Good artwork, too."
"Thanks.
I enjoy living here." I sniffed the rose. "Marvelous fragrance. How
did you know I love roses?"
"I
figured you would." He touched a velvety petal. "So soft," he
said. "Almost as soft as your skin." He lifted a finger to my face
and traced a line down one side.
Our
eyes met for a long moment. My heart started beating fast; he had the sexiest
green eyes.
"We
could linger awhile." He drew me close. "The Lewis' won't mind if we're
late."
Tempting.
Very tempting. I blinked and forced my gaze away. His presence was almost
mesmerizing. Maybe it was his low voice or the intensity of his look. Peter had
a magnetic personality. A twinge of guilt entered my consciousness. I felt
disloyal to Tony and I couldn't quite dismiss that thought.
"I'd
better get dressed." I eased out of his embrace. Better to proceed slowly;
he was still a stranger.
"All
right, Val," he replied, with a good-natured smile. There was no trace of
annoyance--which I appreciated.
Peter
took the scenic drive to
"Wish
I could remember as much. I'm glad if I can quote one or two lines."
He
laughed. "Don't feel bad, Val. I've an unusual talent in that direction."
A
large party was in full swing when we arrived at the Lewis' ultra modern home. Several
robotic waiters and waitresses carried platters of hor d'oevres while others
handled the drinks.
"I'm
not overly fond of using robots," I whispered to Peter as we made our way
to the open bar. "How do you feel about them?"
He
was silent a moment, considering my question. "I have no problem utilizing
robotic help. Sometimes they do a better job than humans." He gave me a
long, serious look.
I
would remember that conversation later with much embarrassment.
I
knew most of the people at the party--mostly business associates or friends
from the art world. Peter was constantly at my side making certain I had enough
to eat and drink. At one point he was called away by Scott and I found myself
fielding questions from an acquaintance with a strong reputation for gossip.
"Val,
my dear, you're looking chipper. Who's the handsome man with you? Or shouldn't
I ask?" She gave me a conspiratorial wink.
"Peter's
an associate of Scott's," I replied coolly.
"I
see," she nodded. "And how's Tony doing these days? I hear he's out
of the country." Her sharp black eyes narrowed to a feline slit.
"Right,"
I said, edging away to talk to someone else. She was digging for dirt and I
wasn't about to supply her with any.
Peter
returned soon and guided me to a quiet spot. "Val, is anything wrong? You
seem upset."
What
a discerning man. It took Tony awhile to catch on to my moods. "Nothing
important, really … just a nosy woman wanting to know whom you were and where
Tony was."
'What
did you tell her?"
"Not
much. But she'll concoct her own story to circulate."
He
put an arm around me, bent his head and whispered, "Then let's give her
something to talk about." He drew me close and gave me a long kiss.
I
laughed. "Peter, you're impossible." My spirits lifted and the rest
of the evening passed pleasantly.
I
slept 'til almost
If
he were here, I wouldn't be tempted by Peter's attentions. This last thought
came like a splash of cold water, knocking my upbeat mood down a few notches.
A
knock at the door roused me. "C'mon in," I called, expecting Trish to
appear.
Peter,
balancing a tray, stood at the door. "Val, hope I didn't wake you." He
advanced and set the tray down on a nearby table. "Fresh fruit, muffins
and peppermint tea. How does that sound?"
He
smiled and that adorable dimple appeared. I couldn't help smiling back.
"Peter,
how thoughtful of you." I sat up in bed and tucked the covers around me. "I
can't imagine sleeping this late--usually I'm up by eight."
He
sat down next to me. "You must have been exhausted."
His
nearness was unnerving--what an attractive man. "Guess I was," I
murmured, suddenly aware of my brief attire. "What's everyone up to?"
"Let's
see … Trish and Scott took a drive into town to do some errands."
That
left the two of us alone in the house--except for the robots. I didn't count
them. "I see." My pulse accelerated; my face flushed.
His
hand brushed my cheek, the side of my neck and then came to rest on my
shoulder. "Don't worry, Val. Nothing will happen unless you want it."
How
could he know what I was thinking? He had an uncanny ability to see into my heart.
I was touched by his concern for my feelings. Tears came to my eyes. Why couldn't
Tony be as sensitive? "Oh, Peter," I whispered. "You're the most
empathic man I've ever met."
The
next moment I was leaning against his firm chest sobbing my heart out. His arms
held me close.
"It's
all right, Val. Cry as much as you like. Sometimes life can be difficult."
Tenderly
he stroked my hair and murmured comforting words. "You miss Tony and you
feel guilty about wanting me."
He
was so right it wasn't funny.
"Let
me tell you something. Tony would want you to relax and enjoy yourself. If you
have an affair with me, it will not affect your relationship with Tony. Believe
me--I know what I'm saying."
His
words rang true, for some reason. Or was I so needy I would crawl into bed with
the first appealing man who wanted me? My mind raced back and forth between
these two poles. Meanwhile, Peter's hand cupped my breast while his other hand
ventured lower, caressing my bottom. To be perfectly honest, it felt great. What
if I was needy? Didn't I have a perfect right to satisfy my physical
desires? Tony probably had few qualms about an occasional fling while abroad.
With
these rationalizations hammering away in my head, I gradually relaxed. Peter,
sensing my surrender, slipped the straps of my nightgown from my shoulders and
slid the gown down to my waist.
"So
lovely, Val," he murmured, touching the sensitive tips of my breasts with
slow, circular movements.
They
swelled and peaked under his caresses. I shivered with anticipation and a
growing excitement. I didn't know Peter very well, but I did know instinctively
that he would be a gentle and expert lover.
"I
want to see all of you." He lifted me up to slide my gown completely off
and ran his hands down the length of my body. "If I were an artist, I
would paint you." His long fingers traced the contours of my belly and
upper thighs, ignoring my heated core, for the moment. His unhurried but
thorough exploration increased the knot of tension coiled at the pit of my
stomach. He was still dressed while I was nude, adding to my vulnerability,
intensifying my craving.
"Lay
down while I learn what is pleasurable to you." His deep voice and vivid
green eyes had a hypnotic effect; I did as he ordered. I seemed to have no will
of my own.
With
closed eyes I lay on my side, thighs apart, while he probed every private place
with careful, measured motions. I moaned softly as he examined the folds of my
sex.
"You're
getting hot and wet here," he said, slipping a finger into my cunt. "Good--I
like it when my touch excites you."
There
was an objective, almost impersonal quality to this encounter, which stimulated
my sexual appetite. A stranger was discovering everything about my secret
yearnings; all I had to do was be quiet and accept this lush gift.
How
did Peter know all the right moves, the strokes that tantalized me, the light
touch that teased and titillated? I couldn't have ordered a more perfect lover.
Sensing
my rising passion, he paused a moment. I arched my back and cried out a
protest.
"Patience,
Val," he said firmly. "Delaying gratification increases the thrill."
I
didn't want to delay anything. Caught in a maelstrom of hot desire, I swallowed
my pride and begged for relief. A thought flashed through my overheated mind. Could
there be a sadistic streak in him? If so, it only added fuel to the raging fire
burning within.
"Don't
do this to me," I cried. "It's torture."
He
chuckled. "Sweet torture." Then he lowered his head and, using his
enticing tongue, whirled me into an escalating crescendo of rapture.
The
release was monumental. I couldn't move my limbs or open my eyes. Tenderly,
Peter stroked me, easing my return to reality.
Through
half-closed lids, I noted his satisfied expression; his green eyes sparkled
with pleasure as he flashed me a broad smile. "I'm happy you enjoyed
yourself."
What
a man! What a lover! I reached out and touched his face. "You're the best,
Peter."
CHAPTER
9
Picking
me up in his strong arms, Peter carried me to a nearby chair. Setting me down,
he pulled it closer to the table holding the tray of breakfast goodies.
"You
should have a healthy appetite," he said, sitting opposite.
He
was still completely dressed while I didn't have a stitch on. "What about
a robe or something?" I asked, feeling self-conscious.
He
rose, found my crumpled nightgown and draped it around my neck. "That
should keep you warm." His eyes twinkled with amusement.
"Thanks
a lot," I murmured, as I struggled to slip it on. Then I dug into the
waiting repast. Everything tasted delicious. "Great muffins." I
heaped on fresh strawberry preserves and wolfed down two enormous ones. "I
wonder if Trish has a robot cook?"
He
nodded. "Lilly is excellent. She has a repertoire of over a thousand
recipes. If you want the muffin one, I'll get it for you."
"No,
thanks. I don't have much time for cooking or baking, unfortunately. Can you
cook?"
He
seemed surprised by my question. "I know a few dishes, but I'm not
guaranteeing any gourmet delights."
After
satisfying my hunger, I sat back with a sense of enormous well being. "Peter,
I can't begin to tell you how enjoyable that was."
He
moved his chair closer to mine. "Anytime you're in the mood, Val, I'm at
your service."
A
nagging thought jiggled in my mind. Why hadn't Peter demanded some relief? If I
climaxed before Tony, I knew he expected reciprocal treatment. "Peter,"
I began, a bit hesitantly, "don't you want me to satisfy you? Aren't you
the least bit frustrated?"
He
threw back his head and laughed. "Oh, Val, you look so earnest. Don't be
concerned about my needs; I have excellent control." Then he tipped up my
chin and kissed me. "Whenever you're ready for more sexual
experimentation, let me know. There are many possibilities we have yet to
explore."
His
husky tone and sensual glance promised a plethora of erotic experiences should
I choose to follow that path.
I
sipped the rest of my tea, mulling over his invitation. "Very enticing,"
I commented.
"You're
the one who's enticing," he said, picking up my hand and kissing it
lightly. "And adventurous, I'll bet."
"I
do like trying new things and traveling to exotic places." I heaved a long
sigh. "Not that I've had many chances. I've only been to
Mentioning
Tony's name, I couldn't help wondering how he'd react if he had viewed Peter
pleasuring me. He was bound to find out -- especially if I took Peter up on his
tempting offer.
"We'll
have to correct that lack in your life," Peter said. "Think about
some of the places you've always wanted to explore. I'll take you to as many as
you have time for."
"Really?"
I know I sounded skeptical.
"Absolutely.
I pilot my own plane and we can take weekend jaunts to destinations all over
the world. Tell me where you'd like to go." He held my hand and caressed
it gently.
There
was something about our conversation that triggered an indistinct memory of
another talk I'd had recently, though for the life of me, I couldn't seem to
place it. "That sounds too good to be true." God, there were so many
places I'd like to visit.
"It
is true, Val," he said. "Pick a destination and we'll fly there next
weekend."
He
looked and sounded sincere. "Don't you have to attend to your business
interests?" I could just imagine Tony putting me ahead of his money
ventures. Ha. That would be the day.
"Your
desires take priority," he said, raising my hand again to kiss my palm.
What
a delightful man. I'd never had anyone tell me that I came first.
Where
would I like to go? I considered the question for several long moments. "There
are so many places --I love islands and I've always wanted to visit the
He
laughed. "Let's start with one at a time. You mentioned the
"What's
that?" I inquired uneasily. Was there a hidden agenda somewhere?
"That
you travel light … one carry-on bag. Period. Besides, you won't need much
clothing." He shot me a suggestive grin.
In
my mind's eye, I pictured the two of us carousing around the world, making
love, having adventures, exploring different cultures and countries. There were
endless possibilities
"I'm
so glad I met you, Peter." I leaned over to give him a kiss.
He
framed my face with his hands and looked deeply into my eyes. "I've waited
a long time to meet someone like you, Val. We're going to be so good together."
And
I believed him. How could I resist those stunning green eyes?
* * * *
I
returned from my weekend at the Lewis' not only relaxed, but also rejuvenated--in
body, mind and spirit. Peter proved to be a wonderful companion as well as a
marvelous lover. We went horseback riding, played several sets of tennis with
Trish and Scott and hiked for hours in the woods.
The
only jarring note happened on my return. When I switched on my message board,
Tony's image flashed on the screen. "Val, give me a call when you get in."
That was it--short and simple.
My
stomach did a flip and my palms grew sweaty. I'm not skilled at lying and, if
Tony questioned me, I'd probably tell him the truth.
I
could ignore his message--pretend I was still at the Lewis'. Yes. That was the
wisest thing to do. Thankfully, I hadn't allowed Tony to install sensors in my
apartment that would permit him to visually scan my rooms.
"Why
won't you?" he'd demanded.
"Why
do you need to check up on me?" I countered. "I don't want pictures
of me floating about the world. What if I walk around in the nude?"
He'd
grinned. "That would be great. Besides, whenever I phone, you can observe
me. And it's not a question of trust--I miss seeing you, that's all."
I
almost gave in--then I caught myself. He could arrange his schedule to be with
me more often--I was certain of it. Why make it any easier for him?
After
an unusually sound sleep -- I'd disconnected the phone- I woke early and headed
to the gallery to meet Trish. Officially we were closed on Mondays, but there
was always scads of stuff to catch up on without the intrusion of the public.
Trish
was already there when I arrived--unusual for her.
"Trish,
you beat me to it. Did you rise at dawn?"
"Actually,
Scott and Peter were leaving early and gave me a ride. Come and sit down a
minute. We have to talk."
Her
serious tone and expression gave me pause. "What's up?" I asked,
shrugging out of my jacket and slipping into a chair. "Has anyone reneged
on a sale?" Winston could have canceled that huge purchase and stopped
payment on his check.
"Nothing
to do with the gallery," she said, not quite meeting my eyes.
"Good."
I breathed a sigh of relief. "So, out with it. You look like you've heard
some bad news."
Trish
rose and paced up and down the small office. "It's not that simple. I
haven't given you all the information about Peter that I should." She
halted and sliced me a cautious glance. "I wanted you to have a perfectly
wonderful weekend."
"And
I did," I exclaimed. "Peter's one amazing guy; we really hit if off.
Don't tell me--he's married and has six kids."
She
gave a short laugh. "Nothing that simple."
"Well,
out with it. I'm on pins and needles." Whatever it was, I could live with
it.
She
sat down and drew her chair over to me. "Scott and Steve Ushimo are
partners in a Japanese company experimenting with humanoid robots. A recent
scientific breakthrough has allowed them to begin creating very advanced life
forms that appear to be human--but are not." She paused and gave me a
pointed look.
Puzzled,
I stared at her. "I don't understand. What does that have to do with
Peter? I know he's involved in business dealings with Scott and Steve."
Then a thought occurred to me. "Is there something irregular going on? Did
he embezzle funds?" Peter seemed sincere and honest, but I didn't know him
all that well.
She
shook her head. "No, nothing like that."
"Then
what?"
"This
is going to be difficult--I know you have an aversion to anything robotic, but
here goes. Peter Flynn is Ushimo's latest invention--an advanced humanoid robot
who seems human in every respect."
To
say that I was shocked is putting it mildly. I sat in stunned silence for a
full minute trying to digest this incredible news. I'd spent an entire weekend
being wooed and won by a robot! Impossible.
"I
don't believe you," I said flatly. It couldn't be true. Peter was flesh
and blood, like me. He had feelings, deep feelings. There was absolutely
nothing machine-like about him. On the contrary, he was one of the most human
people I'd ever met. "This is some kind of a joke, isn't it?"
With
a queer grimace, Trish rose and paced about again. "It's not a joke and I'm
sorry if the news upsets you. I wanted you to have some fun; you seemed so down
these last few months." She halted and gave me an intent look. "Does
it really make all that difference? Aren't you having the time of your life
with Peter? What does it matter if he's not exactly like us? In some ways he's
far superior to most of the humans one meets. Don't you agree?"
I
couldn't argue with her--Peter was far superior to any man I'd ever met. But a
robot? It would take awhile to accustom myself to this turn of events. "Does
Peter know he's a robot?"
"Yes.
He's aware of his status. In fact, he's proud to be the most advanced life form
ever created."
Suddenly
I remembered the brief conversation I'd had with Peter about robots and the
remark he'd made. Something about robots doing things better than humans at
times. Now it all made sense.
"Does
Peter know I've been in the dark about his,
"Yes.
He agreed with us initially about keeping his status a secret. But now he's
decided it would be best if you knew the truth. And I agree."
I
let out a long breath. "Well, this beats all. I'd never in a million years
have thought I could fall for a robot."
Trish
gave me a sober glance. "Will this news change your plans? Peter is
looking forward to piloting you around the world. He talked about visiting the
Surprisingly,
I still wanted to go with him. Part of me was in denial about his robotic
status. I'm sure of it. Besides, this might be the one chance I'd ever have to
travel. "I have no intention of altering our plans. Robot or not, he's
more fun to be with than anyone I've ever met."
"Including
Tony?" Trish asked softly.
The
stab in my heart was unexpecte4. "What's Tony got to do with it?" I
said angrily. "He had every opportunity to be with me--and he chose
otherwise. I've a perfect right to enjoy myself."
Trish
nodded agreement. "I'm sure he'd want you to."
It
was a strange answer--one I would recall later when the entire situation became
clear to me.
CHAPTER
10
After
the astounding news about Peter's robotic status, the rest of Monday proceeded
smoothly--until early afternoon when I received two phone calls.
Tony
called first. "Val, I've been trying to reach you all weekend. Didn't you
get my message?"
"I
haven't been home. Was there something important you needed to tell me?"
"Not
really. Where were you? Your phone rang busy all night. You might want to check
on it."
Something
about his skeptical tone indicated he suspected I was fibbing and had the phone
off the hook. I didn't really care. "Sorry you were inconvenienced, Tony. I
spent a delightful weekend at the Lewis'. You missed a great opening and a
super party."
There
was a moment of silence. "Glad you're having fun, Val. I wouldn't want you
sitting home alone while I'm away."
"Isn't
that considerate of you?"
"Don't
be sarcastic. You know I'd have been there if I possibly could. I should be
wrapping things up here in a few weeks. Then we'll take off for a long weekend
someplace."
He
sounded so sure of me--I wanted to bust his bubble. "If I'm available,"
I said loftily.
"What's
that supposed to mean?" he demanded.
No
point in having a long distance argument. "Why don't we talk about it when
you return?"
"Fine.
I'm looking forward to it. By the way, I purchased a few pieces of aboriginal
artwork. Thought you'd enjoy adding them to your collection."
Very
considerate. "Thanks, Tony. Can't wait to see them."
And
the conversation ended pleasantly enough. Late in the afternoon Peter called.
"Val,
hope I'm not disturbing you."
"Of
course not, Peter. What's up?" I was talking to a robot--I needed to
remind myself of that fact.
There
was a moment's hesitation. "Has Trish spoken to you about me?"
"You
mean about your, uh, robotic status? Yes."
"Val,
I'd like to talk to you. How about dinner tonight? I'm sure you have lots of
questions about me. I'd like the chance to answer them."
You're
darn right. "Okay."
Later
that evening Peter arrived at my place. This time he'd brought a long-stemmed
white rose. "For peace," he said, handing it to me. "Are you
very angry with me?"
He
looked so contrite; my heart went out to him. "I'm not angry--just
confused, I guess. I mean, I never had any dealings with a robot before." I
never made love to a robot, either.
"We'll
talk over dinner. I'll try to answer any concerns you may have."
We
drove to a small seafood restaurant overlooking the river. "I've heard
their fish chowder is the best," he said, taking my hand as we headed for
the entrance.
I
gave him a quick, sidewise glance. Could Peter really be a robot--albeit an
advanced one? He seemed so human … and so damn attractive. I could feel the
warmth from his hand traveling to every part of my body.
"We'll
order first and then talk," he said. "Shall we start with some
steamers?"
I
love steamers. Now how did he know that fact? He was a puzzle. "Great."
Peter
ordered a bottle of white wine, also one of my preferred vintages. "Now
what exactly did Trish tell you?" he asked, settling back.
I
recounted most of our conversation, leaving out my surprised response.
"Don't
tell me you weren't shocked." He gave me an intent look.
I
couldn't lie to him--even though he was a robot. "You're right," I
admitted. "At first I didn't believe her. I thought it was some kind of a
joke."
He
regarded me soberly. "It's not a joke, Val. I'm the closest thing to a
human ever created, but I'm not a human. Before we proceed in our relationship,
I didn't want you to be under any illusions."
The
waiter arrived and poured some wine for us. I took a long sip before answering.
"I don't know what to say, Peter. I've never been in this position before--this
is all new territory."
"In
some ways, it's new for me, too. I've never dated or made love to a woman
before."
"You
mean I'm the first one?" I could hardly believe what I was hearing. He was
such an expert lover.
He
nodded, and gave me a tender smile. "The very first."
It
took a few moments for me to digest this information. "How did you learn
to be so good in bed?"
He
chuckled. "With you everything comes so naturally. I seem to know
instinctively what pleases you. Perhaps we were made for each other."
A
trite phrase, but coming from his lips it sounded so right. This whole scene
was bizarre. Here I was having dinner with a robot and he seemed more real to
me than almost anyone I'd ever met.
The
steamers were served and we halted our conversation to sample those tasty
morsels. While munching away, I couldn't help wondering about a few basic
facts.
"Peter,
do you have the same digestive functions as humans? I mean, do you …" I
hesitated, wondering if my question was too personal.
"Yes.
In most ways I am identical to a human. There are a few differences, though."
He paused, a serious expression spread over his face. "You have a perfect
right to know about those differences."
I
sensed this was a difficult issue for him. "Look, Peter, if you'd rather
not talk about it, it's okay."
He
downed some wine and twirled the stem with his long fingers. "It's not
easy to talk about, Val, but I want you to know me--no secrets between us."
He paused and fixed me with those deep green eyes. "I'm not able to
reproduce, meaning I can't have children. That's one dissimilar feature."
An
element of sadness tinged his voice. I reached out to touch his hand. "Oh,
Peter … that's not very important. You have so many other things going for you."
And I meant it.
"Thanks,
Val." He caressed my hand. "I also have no past … no roots, as you
call it."
I
pondered his statement. "What does that mean, exactly?"
"Well,
most people know their parents and other kin. I have no family."
The
enormity of his words almost bowled me over. No family … no parents. Even
though my folks lived thousands of miles away, I knew who they were. I knew
where I'd come from. How would it feel to have no past? I could hardly imagine
it. Tears came to my eyes.
"What
can I say?" I whispered, squeezing his hand. "I never thought about
that aspect of being a robot."
"Most
people don't, especially our creators."
Was
there a bitter note in his tone? It's hard to say. He seemed resigned to his
fate and accepting of its limitations.
"Are
there pluses in being an advanced robot?" I asked, hoping there were.
He
brightened immediately. "Oh, yes, many pluses. I have supersensitive
abilities such as an extraordinary memory bank. I've been programmed to speak
six languages fluently and am able to travel around the world with perfect
ease. I know the geography and history of our planet from earliest times to the
present. I have more physical strength and stamina than the average male--I can
run faster, play harder and maneuver my way around many obstacles, both
physical and mental. And that's only the beginning." He sat back with a
pleased expression.
"Wow.
What an impressive list of powers."
"On
the whole, I come up ahead," he said. "My abilities make up for my
lacks."
He
was so right. "I'd say so--and I'm really looking forward to our weekend
together."
"So
am I, Val." He leaned over and touched my cheek lightly with his finger.
A
shiver of anticipation went through me. "I'm even splurging on a new
bikini."
"Great.
Something in peach or pink." He eyed me closely for a moment. "With
your chestnut hair and amber eyes, those colors would suit you best."
I
did look good in those hues. "You're so observant, Peter. I should take
you shopping with me."
"Not
a problem. I'd love it."
The
image of Peter accompanying me on my shopping spree to pick up a bathing suit
and some new lingerie caused me to giggle.
"What's
so funny?" he demanded, grinning along with me.
"Everything,"
I said. "This whole situation. But I'm beginning to relax and enjoy it."
"That's
what I've been waiting to hear." With those words, he leaned over and
kissed me. "We're going to have some great adventures together. Now that
this robot stuff is behind us, the rest is gravy."
"You're
so right, Peter."
CHAPTER
11
The
silver plane winged its way across the continental
I
sat next to Peter in the cockpit marveling at his ease in handling the sleek
jet.
"Peter,
you haven't told me anything about our destination -- only that it's one of the
He
laughed. "Don't ask so many questions. I want to surprise you."
"There's
very little that hasn't surprised me in the last few weeks," I reminded
him somewhat tartly.
"I
know, I know." He grinned at me, those wicked green eyes flashing desire
and a certain deviltry. That's the only way I can describe his look.
"You're
a rogue, you know that?" I retorted. "Practically kidnapping me with
hardly any clothes."
"Now,
Val, I did allow you one bag. As you can see, this small jet has little storage
space."
Which
was true. Our two bags fit nicely behind the cockpit. I couldn't have added
much more luggage.
"By
the way, I appreciate your adhering to my baggage rules. I'm sure you'll have
ample to wear." Again, that wicked grin.
I
flushed and felt the heat descend from my face to my toes. Thank goodness the
plane was air-conditioned.
The
jet soared through the clouds at an astronomical rate of speed. Peter assured
me this was one of the fastest planes in operation.
"Do
you pilot Steve and Scott around the world?"
"For
one passenger, this plane is ideal. When it's the three of us, I use a larger
jet."
"How
did you learn to fly with such expert ease?" I was asking lots of
questions, but I couldn't help my curiosity.
"I
was programmed to fly … simple as that. And now, Miss Curious, if you'll reach
behind your seat, you'll find a thermal pouch with our dinner. It's a four-hour
flight from
"Oh,
Peter, you are considerate."
We'd
left
"Don't
give a thought to the gallery or business or anything mundane. Have an
adventure that you'll always remember."
Memories.
Precious memories, I mused. That's what this trip is all about. Storing up
enough adventures to last me a lifetime. At the same moment, I found myself
conjuring up an image of Tony. What would he think about this brash
outing with Peter?
A
stab of remorse at my infidelity was soon replaced by anger. He could have
prevented this if he'd only been around. No, I wasn't going to ruin my one
chance for exotic travel by castigation.
Unearthing
the pouch, I opened it to find two overstuffed lobster salad sandwiches and two
iced lattes. One of my favorite combinations.
"Peter,
you are so perceptive. You seem to know exactly what I want. It's amazing."
"That's
my job, Val," he said with a serious expression. "To find out what
you want and provide it."
His
answer was both comforting and provocative. I felt cared for and protected in
his company. At the same time, I couldn't help wondering how he knew so much
about my likes and dislikes. Had Trish clued him in? Or Scott? Or was he simply
a very perceptive man? With those extraordinary powers, he must be able to read
my every mood.
If
only Tony had such powers.
The
jet descended rapidly leaving the clouds behind. Since we'd traveled through
several time zones, it was early evening when Peter began the final descent.
"Look
out the window, Val. You'll see the islands any minute now."
Sure
enough, small landmasses came into view. Strips of golden sand hugged the
shores while foamy waves kicked white froth against the dark blue sea.
"We'll
be landing on Kaua'i in a few minutes," Peter said.
"Kaua'i?
So that's where we're headed." A wave of excitement flooded over me. "Oh,
Peter, look at those cliffs."
"That's
In
another few minutes the jet touched ground and we were on terra firma. I
wondered how we were going to get around. But I needn't have given it a
thought. A driver with a rugged-looking vehicle was waiting for us.
Peter
shifted our bags to the back seat of the Jeep and handed the plane over to the
man who'd met us.
"You're
good at travel arrangements," I murmured, as we sped away from the small
airport.
"It
takes some planning, but with my background, it's no big deal."
Nothing
seemed to be a 'big deal' with Peter. There were never any hassles or strife. Relaxed,
I leaned back against the leather-upholstered seat, ready for whatever awaited
me.
* * * *
Luxury --
pure luxury. I stood in the middle of our thatched-roof villa and marveled at
the décor. White slip-covered furniture and sea-grass floor mats, combined with
tropical plants and hand painted tiles, gave the rooms a holiday feel. Sunken
baths, outside showers and decks with plunge pools completed the picture.
"Oh,
Peter," I cried, overwhelmed by the lavish accommodations.
He
came up behind me and put his arms around my waist. "Like it?" he
whispered in my ear.
"Like
it? I love it," I exclaimed, leaning back into his embrace. "Can't
wait to take a swim."
"Why
wait?" he murmured, his hands slowly moving up to cup my breasts. "There's
no time like the present moment."
I'd
worn a simple black cotton dress and jacket for the trip. Peter slipped the
jacket off and tossed it onto a nearby chair. Then he unzipped my dress and
placed his large, warm hands on my bare skin.
"So
smooth. You have the loveliest skin," he said, easing my hair away and
pressing his lips against my neck. He unhooked my bra and slid his hands around
to caress my loosened breasts.
A
shiver of anticipation ran up my spine. "Should I change into a bikini?"
The way things were heading, I had a premonition I wouldn't need it.
Under
his nimble fingers, my dress slipped to the floor and my bra was tossed to who
knows where. "Why bother?" he asked in a husky tone.
Clad
only in panty hose, panties and high heels, I waited for his next move with a
fast-beating heart.
Turning
me around in his arms, his intense green eyes appraised me. "I love to
look at you, Val," he said, as he rubbed the pads of his thumbs across the
sensitive tips of my breasts.
His
words and erotic touching ignited a hot lick of flame at the pit of my stomach.
"Oh, Peter," I whispered, "you do turn me on -- no doubt about
it."
His
mouth quirked in a half smile as one of his hands stroked down and slipped
under my panties and hose to rest on my belly, for a moment, before proceeding
lower.
A
soft moan escaped my lips as his long, skillful fingers found the small nub
under the mound of curling hair. He fondled me with slow, sure stroking,
unleashing a wet, warm surge that soaked the bottom of my panties. There was no
way I could control the passion juices once they started.
My
hands gripped his shoulders as I stood there trying to exert some control over
my runaway lust. Fully dressed, he was calm and collected, master of his
desires. The contrast between us only fueled my rapture even as I valiantly
strove to stem the rising tide.
His
mouth descended on mine, his tongue probing and exploring my inner recesses as
his finger sank into the liquid heat of my core. Like a bolt of lightening
between two magnetic poles, my whole body sizzled with a fiery need.
Peter
must have sensed my desperate attempts at restraint. Lifting his mouth from
mine, he said quietly, "Val, let yourself go. Don't repress what you're
feeling. I want to give you this enjoyment."
Bending
his head, his lips teased the taut nipples of my breasts while his fingers
tantalized the throbbing, moist folds of my sex. A lethal combination.
A
deep groan rose in my throat as I capitulated to the raging torrent vibrating
through every part of my body. "Peter," I cried, as the crescendo
mounted and whirled me into an ecstatic frenzy, releasing waves of hot, wet
spasms that shook me from head to toe. Too marvelous to describe.
CHAPTER
12
I swam
under a moonlit sky, without my bikini. The warm waters of our private pool and
the fragrance of the flowering plants lulled me into a dream-like state. Peter
swam beside me with long, lithe strokes. Sometimes he'd splash me playfully,
waking me from the trance I'd fallen into.
"Val,
you look like you're sleep-swimming," he teased.
"I'm
so relaxed; I think I'll float away." Looking up at the indigo heavens
studded with sparkling lights, I couldn't help the sense of unreality taking
hold. Was this scene real or was I dreaming?
"Peter,
pinch me."
"Pinch
you? Why would I do that?"
"To
convince me I'm not imagining everything … that this is not part of some
invented daydream."
He
threw back his head and laughed. "Oh, Val, you're so funny."
But
he did swim over to pinch my rear -- not once, but twice. "There, are you
satisfied?" he teased, hoisting me up into his arms. Then he flipped onto
his back, with me on top. His firm body held me easily as he lazily floated
about. "This is real, Val, although it's only for the weekend."
The
short time limit on this holiday was probably wise, I decided. It would make
every minute memorable.
After
showering together outside, Peter wrapped me in a thick, soft towel and carried
me to a wide hammock set up between two massive trees.
"Wait
here," he ordered. "I'm bringing us out some dessert."
I
had absolutely no desire to be anywhere but swaying to and fro in that
comfortable hammock waiting for him to serve me something delectable. Every
care and concern had vanished from my mind. What kind of dessert would he
bring, I wondered, with child-like simplicity?
He
returned with a large tray filled with sliced tropical fruits -- mangos,
pineapple, papaya -- dishes of shaved coconut ice with pistachio cream and tall
glasses of cold, minty tea. Sitting next to me on the hammock, he insisted on
feeding me delicious morsels of the fruits and ices.
"You
have to save some for yourself," I finally protested. "I can't
possibly finish all of this."
"Don't
worry," he assured me. "Anything you leave, I'll take care of." True
to his word, he wolfed down every bit I couldn't eat. Then he stretched out
next to me and we both sipped our drinks from colorful straws while the hammock
rocked us.
"That
looks like the Big Dipper," I announced, my eyes cast upwards. "Do we
see the same stars down here as in
"Pretty
much. Except here there's less pollution so everything's more brilliant." Then
he proceeded to point out the various constellations with their prominent
stars.
"I
can't get over all the knowledge you've accumulated," I said. "You're
like a living encyclopedia."
That
analogy made him laugh. "I hope I'm more interesting than that."
I
snuggled into his shoulder. "Oh, yes, Peter … you surely are."
To
say that I slept well is an understatement. I literally didn't move from the
moment I hit our king-sized bed to the next morning. Peter had gone for an
early morning swim. When he returned to wake me, His sun-bronzed, nude body
glowed with vigor.
"Val,
time to get up." He gently caressed my back and shoulders. "It's a
glorious day and there's so much I want to show you."
Through
half-closed eyes, I surveyed the muscled magnificence of his form. With one
finger I traced the contours of his arm. "You're like an Apollo," I
whispered.
"Then
you are Aphrodite," he replied, kissing me.
I
couldn't resist the temptation to touch and admire him. My hands smoothed over
his firm flesh. I should have been satiated, but viewing him naked in the early
morning light stirred my libido. Venturing downwards, I caressed his large cock
and the full globes beneath, feeling pleasure when his cock stirred and lengthened.
In
another moment, he stretched out beside me. "Our excursion will have to
wait," he said, lifting me on top of him. "Since you started this
encounter, I'm putting you in charge."
This
was a new twist. Usually Peter took over, instigating and leading me. Now it
was my turn. What would I like to do?
For
starters, I wanted to tease and titillate him, make him cry out his need the
way I usually did. I slid down until my face was level with his fully erect
cock. Using my tongue, I stroked the tip and then the sides of his sex, finally
taking all of him into my mouth.
I
heard him groan and experienced a vicarious joy in his pleasure. But I wasn't
finished. Next, I cupped those solid globes underneath; alternately stroking
and licking them, watching them harden even more.
"Val,"
he growled. "You're turning me on too fast. Slow down."
Not
on your life. With fiendish delight, I increased my stroking. The shoe was on
the other foot; I wanted to see Peter lose control for once.
"Let
yourself go," I crooned. "Just enjoy yourself."
"You
vixen," he cried, as he exploded, spewing his milky stream all over me.
I
didn't mind … not one bit. Triumphant, I sat astride his thighs, relishing this
reversal of roles.
He
pulled me down on top of him and held me close. "You planned this, didn't
you?"
"No,
Peter," I protested. "It was spontaneous. I couldn't resist your
magnificent physique."
He
chuckled and rumpled my hair. "Give me a few minutes and then I can
satisfy you."
And
he did.
* * * *
Peter
drove the jeep up the winding road of the
"Did
you know Kaua'i is the oldest of the major
I
was duly impressed. "Gorgeous scenery," I said, gazing at the lush
foliage.
"Wait
till we reach the overlook. Then you'll see some spectacular views. We'll be
4,000 feet above the coast."
He
was so right. Stunning vistas of soaring cliffs and deep valleys formed a
panorama I could never have imagined.
"This
place has everything -- sandy beaches, coral reefs, rare flowers and a
waterfall that's second to none. We'll see it later," he promised.
Meanwhile,
I busied myself taking photos from every conceivable angle. I'd brought a tiny
camera and planned to snap as many photos as possible. Photography had always been
a love of mine and here was the perfect opportunity.
"Let
me shoot some of you," he suggested.
Peter
had a good eye for composition -- what didn't he do well -- and he shot some
excellent pictures.
"I'll
have to photograph you nude," he said with an impish smile.
"No
way," I retorted.
"Why
not?" He looked surprised. "Are you ashamed of your body? It's very
lovely."
His
words gave me pause. "I don't like pinup type pictures," I explained.
"Neither
do I. The photos I have in mind would be nothing like that. Think about it; I'd
like to have some mementos of our trips together."
That
made sense. "Fine. In that case, I don't mind."
We
stood for several long minutes in silence at the sheer force of nature.
"Look,
a rainbow," I cried, catching a glimpse of the full spectrum of colors. Much
more striking than the rainbow in Hans Schmidt's Intimate Water Works. "Oh,
Peter. This is so beautiful. But I don't think my camera will even begin to
capture what I'm seeing."
"Don't
worry. There are postcards in town with great photos of the Falls; they're very
famous."
After
hiking some of the trails, we headed for lunch at the Kilohana Plantation. It
turned out to be one of the island's most elegant restaurants. We ate outdoors
and, afterwards, explored the grounds in a horse-drawn carriage.
Peter
drove us to a secluded beach for an afternoon of swimming and sunbathing. Although
we hadn't brought our suits along, swimming in the nude seemed second nature to
me. Thinking ahead, he'd stored some towels and a blanket in the Jeep. Emerald
green lawns and groves of ironwood trees set off the golden sand and turquoise
waters.
An
idyllic retreat -- one I would remember for years to come.
CHAPTER 13
The last
night before we left Kaua'i, we cuddled together on the hammock. A full moon
leant a special aura to our beautiful surroundings.
"What
is it, Val?" Peter asked. "You seem sad."
He
was so right; I was sad. "We have to leave tomorrow." In the
short time we'd been here, I'd grown very fond of our private pool and
luxurious accommodations. The delicious breakfasts and exotic snacks left
discreetly on our deck in a special thermal container were an added bonus I
would miss.
"Aren't
you forgetting something?"
"What
am I forgetting?" I asked, tipping up my chin to face him.
"Our
next holiday. We'll be taking off in just a few days."
Of
course; how dumb of me. "You're right. I feel better already. Where are we
headed?" I didn't think he'd tell me, but I could ask.
He
chuckled. "Always curious. You'll have to wait and see."
"But
I'll need to pack."
"You
won't need any more than on this trip." He caressed my bare back and
buttocks. After our recent swim, we were both nude underneath an enormous terry
towel.
The
hammock swayed gently as we lay contentedly in each other's arms. I would
definitely miss this place, but the thought of our next adventure buoyed my
spirits.
We
were back in
"Do
you want to stay?" I asked.
He
shook his head. "Not tonight. You need your beauty sleep and I have work
to do. I'll call during the week and, don't forget, I'll expect you to be ready
Friday evening for our second holiday."
After
a long goodbye kiss, he left. My apartment seemed empty after he'd gone. I
wandered around, sorted through some mail and checked my phone messages. Nothing
from Tony -- which was a relief, but also a surprise. Had he forgotten me?
I
couldn't help picturing him cavorting around
That
thought brought me up sharp. I tried to rationalize my affair with Peter as a
matter of need, my need for companionship and sexual satisfaction. If Tony had
been around more, I wouldn't have succumbed to Peter's charm. Feeling somewhat
justified, I took a long, leisurely bath and went to bed.
* * * *
Trish
was waiting for me at the gallery when I arrived Tuesday morning.
"Well,
you're looking tanned and terrific," she said, the minute she saw me. "How
was your holiday?"
"Fabulous."
I wasn't about to go into any personal details -- my private life was strictly
that -- private.
She
wasn't satisfied with a one-word answer. "Was Peter a good companion? Did
you get on well together?"
"The
best," I said, settling in at my desk and rifling through some mail and
messages. "I can't wait for our next adventure. By the way," I sliced
her a quick glance; "Did you hear from Tony? There weren't any messages
from him at home."
Trish
shrugged. "Not really. He phoned Scott about business, but I didn't get a
chance to talk to him. Were you expecting his call?"
"No,
not exactly." Still, it bothered me that Tony could let so many days go by
without inquiring about my welfare. I couldn't mean very much to him, after
all. Which was annoying and a relief at the same time. If he didn't call, I
wouldn't have to lie. But I did feel neglected.
Tony
phoned on Wednesday when I was at the gallery. "Hi, sweetheart." His
voice sounded far away. "I miss you. What have you been up to?"
A
leading question. I hemmed and hawed about this and that, not saying very much.
He
didn't pursue the matter, which was strange. He's usually quick to pick up on
topics I'm trying to avoid. In hindsight, I should have been more suspicious. As
it was, I considered myself lucky to avoid any prolonged questioning. It would
have been difficult to account for three whole days away without lying.
"I'm
sending off a package for you," he said. "So be on the lookout."
That
was a nice surprise. At least he thought of me now and then. "What is it?"
He
chuckled. "You'll see … it's a surprise."
All
the men in my life wanted to surprise me. Well, only two at the moment. "Okay.
I'm eagerly awaiting it."
We
said a tender goodbye and he promised to phone again soon. Then he added a few
words that definitely should have alerted me.
"Remember,
I don't want you sitting home and pining away. Go out and enjoy yourself."
But
I didn't give those words much thought. Besides, I was not sitting
home and pining. That's for sure.
As
planned, Peter picked me up Friday evening. I had my small bag packed and ready
for takeoff.
"This
will be a shorter flight, so we'll stop for dinner on our way to the airport,"
he said.
Still
no word on our destination -- but I was becoming accustomed to surprises.
We
dined at an intimate restaurant specializing in French cuisine. Peter ordered
our meal in fluent French -- bouillabaisse, a marvelous fish stew, salad and a
freshly baked baguette.
"Dessert
will be en route," he informed me, as he carried out a closed bag of goodies.
I
was not about to protest. Every meal or snack with Peter had been delicious. Sure
enough, we enjoyed mouth-watering chocolate eclairs and iced espressos midway
over the
"We'll
arrive in less than two hours," he said. "A lot less than our
Hawaiian flight."
I
had a gut feeling we'd be landing on one of the
Just
before he started our descent, he turned to me with a knowing look. "You've
already guessed we're headed for the
How
did he ascertain that? I hadn't given him any hints … unless he was a mind
reader.
"You
don't know which one, though," he continued with a smile.
That
was true. "How did you know that I knew?"
"Because,
Miss Curious, you weren't asking your usual amount of questions." He gave
me a playful poke in the ribs.
This
time I was wearing jeans and a sweater. I hadn't needed that black dress on our
last holiday. I hardly dressed in anything except shorts, tee shirts and jeans.
Even my bikini had been superfluous, although I'd taken it along again, just in
case.
We
landed at a small airport on
"No
rough roads here," he said, as he flung our two bags onto the back seat.
I
wondered about our accommodations -- would they be rustic, as in Kaua'i or
entirely different. But I didn't ask. By now I trusted Peter's taste
completely. Everything he'd chosen had more than suited me.
We
drove through small towns of white washed houses until we arrived at our
destination -- a three-story contemporary villa perched on a hill overlooking a
large body of water.
"Here
we are," Peter came to a stop. He retrieved our bags and I followed him
inside.
"This
is the top level," he said, as we entered a large living room furnished
with modern pieces, mostly white, and some striking artwork. He dropped our
bags inside the door of an enormous bedroom, also furnished with sleek,
light-colored furnishings. "And here's the 'piece de resistance'. With a
flourish, he slid open the ceiling to floor glass doors.
We
walked out onto a terrace boasting huge pots of colorful flowers. An
illuminated rectangular pool was set into the center of the terrace. "From
here you can see great views of
All
of the rooms opened out onto this magnificent pool. There was an outdoor dining
area on the terrace as well as a completely furnished kitchen and indoor dining
room. We explored the other levels -- the bottom level contained a small gym
and a sauna while another bedroom and a game room were on the second level.
"What
a lavish setup," I said. "You are spoiling me, Peter."
"You're
worth spoiling." He took me in his arms and held me close. "What do
you say to a swim?"
Of
course, that's just what I wanted, too. This time I didn't even consider the
bikini. Our pool was hidden and private -- perfect for swimming in the buff.
Instead
of a hammock, we found an enormous chaise lounge that was perfect for the two
of us to cuddle on. The night was cool so Peter brought out a cotton quilt to
cover us.
"Peter,
this is super." I stretched out next to him and sniffed the air, the scent
a mixture of sea smells and the perfume of flowering plants.
"There
are extraordinary beaches on this island, especially on the northern coast. We'll
explore some of the less crowded ones tomorrow. Most of the tourists are here
during the summer months, but now we'll have the island almost to ourselves and
the weather is still fine."
Something
woke me very early the next morning. I remember a jumble of dream images, none
very clear. Once up, I could not go back to sleep. Peter was stretched out,
dead to the world.
Slipping
out of bed, I padded quietly onto the terrace. The first gray streaks of dawn
showed as I walked across the wide verandah to see the view. I could make out
the outline of water and shore, but little else; it was still too dark.
The
warm waters of the pool beckoned and I was soon floating around, eyes closed,
relishing the total silence. I didn't hear Peter until he was right beside me,
his hand caressing my stomach.
Startled,
I opened my eyes. "Peter … thought you were sound asleep."
"I
missed you," he said, with a tender smile, letting his hand glide over me,
stroking the inner parts of my thighs. He placed both arms under me, drawing me
close.
"It's
so peaceful," I murmured, resting my head against the firm wall of his
chest.
Peter's
mind was on other things beside peace. "This is how I want to photograph
you, floating about with your hair spread out around you. I'll wait until it's
light. Meanwhile, I have to get you in the mood."
"In
the mood for what?"
He
flashed one of his wicked grins. "For being photographed as the sensual woman
you are."
And then he proceeded to caress and tantalize
every erotic part of my body until he had me aroused and eager. There were
steps leading into the pool at one end. He floated me over and sat down on one
of them, positioning me to sit astride his thighs.
"Hold
onto my shoulders," he ordered, lifting my buttocks slightly to allow his
erect cock to enter me.
"Ah,"
I moaned softly, as he filled me. This was a new experience, making love under
water. It was at once weightless and grounded by the deep contact.
"Put
your legs around me," he said, "and hold on tight." With those
words, he shifted from a seated position to floating on his back with me
securely affixed.
His sheer physical strength was amazing. I
could hardly believe he could float about with my weight on him and still make
love with consummate ease. His hands moved my thighs up and down in a steady
rhythm, reaching into the deepest recesses of my womb. I wanted to take it slow
so this incredible experience would last a long time.
His
provocative movements soon put me over the top and I cried out as fiery spasms
shook my whole body. His climax followed mine and, for a moment, I thought we'd
both sink under the water. But he steadied himself and I held on for dear life.
How
long we floated like that, still joined, I have no idea. But it was heavenly. Later,
we wrapped ourselves in huge soft towels and stretched out on our lounge to
watch the sunrise.
"You
can see the view," he said, nibbling at my earlobe.
I
couldn't move a muscle. "Not yet … I'm so sleepy."
I
did fall back to sleep. When I woke, the sun had risen on a glorious day. Now I
could appreciate the magnificent panorama before me -- clear blue waters, tiny,
pastel-colored houses hugging the shore, low lying purple hills in the distance
and white sails dotting the harbor.
True
to his word, Peter photographed me in the water, on the chaise lounge and
silhouetted against the rock wall surrounding our verandah.
We
had our breakfast overlooking this beautiful scene before taking off to search
for the perfect beach.
The
next few days, we explored the golden sandy beaches of Panormos and Agios with
their low dunes and crystalline waters. We ate our meals at small tavernas
where the owners, usually a husband and wife, cooked and served. Often we were
invited into the kitchen to choose our entrees. One evening we dined on
Moussaka, a baked meat custard with layers of potatoes, onions and ground meat
with a lovely custard sauce. Another time I tried a lamb stew with lemon
roasted potatoes. Greek cooking uses lots of lemon and oregano. For dessert,
their baklava was heavenly -- thin sheets of phyllo alternated with ground nuts
and honey. Yummy.
I
took many photos of the old, white washed windmills, a symbol of
One
morning Peter announced we'd be taking a taxi-boat over to
The
trip by boat was a bit choppy. "Concentrate on the horizon," Peter
advised.
This
worked and I didn't get seasick.
"
"So
this is where you came from," I teased.
We
had our own private tour guide who took us through the many temples, theaters
and houses of that long ago civilization. I couldn't get over the beauty of the
mosaic floors in many of the houses.
"They're
in such good condition and what great craftsmanship." Archeology had
always fascinated me and I enjoyed our visit to the archeological museum on the
island.
Much
too soon, we were back at the airport for our return flight. This time I didn't
allow any sadness to mar the trip. After all, we were embarking on another
adventure in just a few days.
CHAPTER
14
Tony
phoned me at the gallery on Thursday afternoon, the day before I was to leave
on my next holiday.
"Hi,
sweetheart. Did you get my package yet?"
For
some reason, the sound of his voice gave me the jitters. "N-no, it hasn't
arrived."
"It
should get there soon, hopefully before I do."
He
was coming back? When? The palms of my hands grew sweaty as I contemplated his
imminent arrival. "You're coming home?" I asked cautiously.
He
chuckled. "Didn't you think I would? My plane gets in Tuesday night. I
expect you can pick me up, as usual. I'll fax the details to you."
Tuesday
night. He'd return Tuesday night. My mind worked feverishly to take in this
unexpected news. At least his return wouldn't interrupt my weekend holiday with
Peter. That was a relief.
I
should have distrusted the timing of his return -- just one day after we got
back -- but I didn't even think of it. I was too busy with trying to figure out
how I would handle the two men in my life.
I
was pretty quiet the rest of the afternoon. Trish picked up on my preoccupied
state.
"What's
up, Val? You've been a veritable Sphinx the last few hours."
I
decided to confide in her; she'd find out soon enough, anyway. "Tony's
coming back Tuesday night and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope."
She
nodded sagely. "The plot thickens." Then she added, "I'm sure
all will work out. Maybe Tony and Peter will get along well."
Her
words surprised me. I couldn't conceive of any way that Tony would accept me
running about the world with another man -- even if he was a robot. Besides, I'd
long since ceased thinking of Peter as a robot. To me, he was simply Peter, a
warm, caring man whom I adored.
In
retrospect, I can see why Trish was so unconcerned; she'd been in on the plot
from the beginning.
At
the time, I was very troubled about my conflicted feelings. On the one hand, I
was angry with Tony for abandoning me for so long. I blamed him for my
infidelity. Then I started blaming myself for being weak and allowing
Peter to worm his way into my heart and my bed.
How
was I possibly going to explain my behavior to Tony on Tuesday night? Should I
continue to hide my involvement with Peter? Could I hide our
relationship?
These
questions whirled around in my head all afternoon. By the time I arrived home,
I had a monstrous headache.
A
large package waited outside my door. It symbolized Tony's coming arrival and
my heart thudded. Gingerly, I carried it inside and decided not to open it
until my head stopped pounding. I lay down with a cold cloth on my face, trying
to calm my overheated nerves.
I
was just beginning to doze when the phone rang, jarring me into wakefulness. "Hullo?"
"Hi,
Val. Are you all right? Your voice sounds funny."
It
was Peter -- and for once I was not in the mood to talk to him. "I've a
terrible headache, so if you don't mind, I'm not going to talk long. I want to
sleep awhile."
There
was a pause and, for a moment, I thought he'd hung up on me. "Peter, are
you still there?"
"I'm
here, Val. Just wondering if there was anything I could do to help. Shall I
come down and stay the night? I could give you a massage -- that might relieve
your headache."
No.
No way did I want to see Peter. I'd end up telling him about Tony's return,
revealing my acute state of anxiety. "I'd rather be alone, if you don't
mind. All I need is some sleep. I'll be fine in the morning. Good night, Peter."
I held my breath, hoping he'd take the hint.
"As
you wish, Val. Take care of yourself. I'll pick you up, as usual, tomorrow
night."
I
let out a relieved breath. At least he hadn't argued with me; I couldn't have
handled that. But trying to get back to sleep was impossible. Fully awake, I
ambled out to see Tony's package sitting on my dining room table. What could he
have sent?
I
ripped open the box and removed scads of packing material. Several layers of
tissue paper were wrapped around a bulky shape. I pulled them off to find a
velvety-looking kangaroo with a baby 'roo peeking out from its stomach.
For
a moment, I was speechless, staring at the creatures, mother and baby. I picked
them up and held the cuddly animals close to my heart while tears pricked at my
eyelids.
How
sweet of Tony to send me these adorable stuffed animals. How thoughtful of him
to remember how much I loved the teddy bears that sat on the chest in my
bedroom. I sat down on a nearby chair and hugged the 'roos, burying my head in
their soft brown fur.
A host of childhood memories flooded my mind. I
saw myself as a child of nine holding onto my favorite teddy bear as I received
news of my beloved grandmother's death. Then there was the time I was about
eleven and was in the hospital. My mother brought me a new teddy bear to keep
me company. The comfort those bears gave me was immeasurable.
"Tony,"
I whispered out loud, "how did you know I needed this?" I pressed my
face into the kangaroo's soft body and cried for several minutes, relieving my
stored up distress.
A
strange thought hit me. Would a robot feel the same way about a stuffed animal?
I didn't think I could ask Peter that question.
That
night I went to sleep with the 'roos snuggled right beside me.
* * * *
We took
off Friday night and, as Peter's silver jet whirled us into the 'wild blue
yonder', I couldn't shake the consciousness of Tony's impending arrival. If
Peter noticed my abstracted mood, he didn't comment on it.
"Aren't
you curious about our destination?" he finally inquired.
"When
you're ready, you'll tell me, although I have an idea we're headed south."
"You're
right, Val. We are flying in a southerly direction. Want to take a guess? I'll
give you a hint; it's not an island. Since we've already explored two marvelous
ones, Kauau'i and
"Something
different … well let's see … perhaps
He
nodded. "Good guess. You're almost there. Try a little further south."
I
turned to him in surprise. "Then it has to be one of the South American
countries, a country with mountains. That's why you had me bring hiking boots
and a warm jacket."
He
laughed. "That did give you a clue. Yes, we're headed to a country with a
wide range of landscapes -- vast deserts, mountain lakes and volcanoes, glacier
fields -- you name it, this country has it."
"I
have to be honest, Peter.
Peter
thought a moment. "All right, this should do it. One of the greatest South
American poets comes from this country." He turned toward me expectantly.
One
of the greatest poets … I racked my brain. Then it came to me. "Pablo
Neruda -- so it must be
Of
course, Peter recited most of this long poem to me.
We
landed at a tiny airport outside of
"We'll
be staying at Portillo, a ski resort just north of the city," Peter said
as we sped on our way.
"Is
it still skiing season?" I asked.
"Not
exactly, but the views are spectacular."
He
was so right. Even at night I could glean an idea of the terrain -- rugged
mountain trails seemed to lead straight up to the star-studded skies.
Our
accommodations were simple but luxurious, a chalet type ski lodge with its own
sunken hot tub on the wide, outside deck. The clear night air was surprisingly
cool.
"No
wonder you told me to take a warm jacket. We must be pretty high up."
"How
about ten thousand feet above sea level? It may take a day to get used to the
thinner air. We'll go slow tomorrow."
The
next morning when I ambled out to our deck, I gasped at the view -- mountains
surrounded us on three sides. In front of me was a magnificent lake, the Laguna
del Inca, I later found out. It is of unknown depth and freezes over in winter.
"Oh,
Peter, this is so incredible," I exclaimed as he joined me.
He
smiled at my enthusiasm. "I thought you'd enjoy this."
After
a hearty breakfast, we took a drive to see Pablo Neruda's home at Isla Nigra. We
passed several seaside resorts on the Pacific and took the time to stroll along
the beach. The waves roaring into shore were formidable -- not exactly the
balmiest waters to swim in. Neruda's home overlooked a particularly rough stretch
of beach where the waves crashed against humped rocks rising suddenly out of
the white sand.
The
seafood in
"How
do you like it?" he asked.
"Delicious,"
I said, and it was.
He
hadn't told me what was in the soup, which was just as well. "All right,
what's in it?"
"Well,
onions and potato and conger."
"Conger?"
That didn't sound familiar.
"It's
an eel, Val," he grinned, watching my expression.
Oh,
well, I'd had stranger things to eat … and it was good.
The
following day I needed my heavy jacket, sun block and a wide-brimmed hat. We trekked
on horseback to explore the many nooks and crannies of the high
We
were making our descent and, once back at our lodge, we'd only have one more
night together. I could see the sadness in Peter's expression. "We still
have tomorrow," I consoled him. Did he have a premonition this was our
last trip together?
That
night we soaked in the hot tub and gazed at the twinkling stars. "This is
so beautiful, so peaceful," I murmured. "I can't thank you enough for
these very special holidays, Peter."
He
bent to kiss me, smoothing my hair back from my face. "These have been
some of the happiest times of my life, Val."
And
I knew he meant it.
Peter
drove me home and, instead of kissing me goodbye, as usual, he asked the
question I'd hoped not to hear.
"Val,
would you like my company tonight?"
For
a moment I froze. This was the last thing I wanted. Tony was due back the next
evening. I needed time alone to make the transition from one lover to the next.
How could I handle this without hurting Peter's feelings?
I
took a deep breath. "Can I take you up on your offer another time?"
He
gave a rueful grin. "So, you're tired of me already."
"No,
Peter," I started to protest.
He
stopped me with a kiss. "It's okay, Val. I know you have things on your
mind. I've sensed it all weekend. Do you want to talk about it?"
His
voice was gentle and, for a brief moment, I almost considered confiding in him.
"You are perceptive, Peter. Let me sleep on it; perhaps next time we get
together."
"Till
Friday, then," he said, and left.
Next
Friday? Who knew what would happen by next Friday? Unless Tony was going out of
town for the weekend, I didn't see how Peter and I would be taking another holiday.
Things
were becoming more and more complicated. I wondered how others handled multiple
relationships at the same time. Was it better to be honest with each of them? Earlier,
Peter had assured me our affair would not affect my relationship with Tony. But
how could he know this?
The
more I thought about everything, the more muddled my head became. Finally, I
put the entire matter out of my mind. Whatever happened, happened.
Tuesday
night I drove to the airport, still with no clear plan. I didn't know whether
to confess my affair with Peter or keep mum. By the time Tony's plane touched
down, I was one nervous wreck.
Tony
strode toward me with a big smile. "Hello, love. So good to see you."
He gave me a bear hug and a long kiss. Then he set me back a moment with an
appraising glance. "Don't you look good -- all tanned and healthy. Well,
did you get my package yet? I should have brought it with me."
"Oh,
Tony, they're adorable. I love the 'roos. Thank you so much." I gave him a
quick kiss.
"I'm
glad you like them, love. I remembered your fondness for teddy bears."
He
took my hand and we headed to the parking area. From the corner of my eye, I
stole a look at his rugged profile and thick, dark hair. Different than Peter
and somehow more real. Suddenly I realized I could not go on deceiving him -- I
would have to tell him about Peter and take my chances.
He
could leave me. At the possibility of losing him, a stab of pain shot through
my heart. How would I manage without him? For the first time, I woke up to the
fact that I loved this guy -- truly loved him. Losing him would be a major
catastrophe.
Why
had I allowed myself to wander into another man's bed? Why couldn't I have been
more patient? My guilt was overwhelming.
Meanwhile,
Tony talked to me about his trip and all the people he'd met. "Val, dear,
I promise you next time I have to be in
At
his words, my guilt only increased. If he knew how I'd been occupying myself… I
shuddered, thinking about his reaction. These were not pleasant moments.
Once
in the van, Tony lowered his seat and stretched out. "I'll take a quick
nap -- then I'll be in shape for the rest of the night." He flashed me an
intimate smile.
"Did
you plan to stay over?"
"Absolutely,
love. After all, it's been a long time … too long." He reached out to
squeeze my thigh. "Can't wait to hold you in my arms again. I've missed
you."
Another
stab of pain hit me. How was I going to get through the rest of this night?
CHAPTER
15
"I
see the 'roos made a hit with you." Tony stood at my bedroom door
surveying the furry animals on my pillow. "The little one is called a 'joey',
by the way."
"I
love those guys -- you couldn't have sent a better gift." And I meant it. Walking
over to the bed, I took the two 'roos in my arms. It was a comfort to hold
them.
"What's
the matter, Val? You seem preoccupied. Aren't you happy to see me?"
I
looked up at him and my eyes filled with tears. "Of course I'm happy to
see you. It's just that … " I hesitated, trying to think of something. "You've
been away so long and it's hard to adjust to your being back."
He
walked over and drew me into his arms, 'roos and all. "I understand. Let's
spend tonight getting reacquainted. How about a shower and then a
Under
the shower's hot spray, we soaped each other. Tony's hands caressed me as he
explored all my secret places.
"This
is what I missed most," he said huskily. "I've dreamed about touching
you and making love to you."
I
hadn't dreamt about making love to Tony -- I'd been so busy with Peter, I hadn't
given much thought to anything else. At that moment, my guilt was monumental.
We
wrapped ourselves in terry robes and headed for the kitchen. "What are you
in the mood for?" I inquired, searching the almost empty shelves of my
refrigerator. I'd been away and hadn't caught up with food shopping.
He
chuckled as he came up behind me. "That's a leading question, love." Then,
peering into my refrigerator, he added, "not much here except eggs. We
could make an omelet."
Luckily
there was a still usable potato and an onion plus some cheese. The freezer
yielded bread and turkey bacon. "I haven't been home much," I said.
"I
know love; I'm glad you got out and had some fun."
Some
fun! He should know the extent of it. But I was still not ready to confess my
affair.
After
our late night snack, we headed for bed. "You must be tired," he
said, easing my robe off and taking me into his arms. "We can sleep late. I've
already talked to Trish about it. She'll handle the gallery tomorrow."
I
looked up at him in surprise. "When did you arrange that?"
"Just
before I left
"No,"
I said. "Except it was rather high-handed of you to alter my work schedule
without consulting me first."
Lifting
me in his arms, he settled me down on the bed. "Where you're welfare is
concerned, I am high-handed and I always will be. So get used to it,
Val."
He
stretched out next to me and, with expert strokes, caressed me until I was
fully aroused. Our lovemaking was tender as we explored each other. We learned
anew what had always made our relationship so vital and exciting.
Tony
and I had a history together; we'd had our ups and downs, but we'd survived
these. But could we survive my infidelity? This was the big question running
through my mind as I lay in his arms and watched him sleep. I would have to
take that chance. The very next morning, I would tell him about Peter. I
promised myself I would, before falling asleep.
I
woke early and padded downstairs to put up a pot of coffee. There was still
some bread and eggs left, so I made French toast. Setting a tray with the
necessary utensils, I brought it upstairs.
"Tony,"
I shook him lightly. "How about breakfast?"
He
mumbled and tossed about before opening one eye. "What time is it?" Then
he sniffed the coffee and opened both eyes. "Mmmm., something smells good."
I
could always count on his appetite -- it is enormous. "Let's eat; then we'll
talk, okay?"
He
sat up, still groggy. "What do you want to talk about?"
I
brought the tray over and settled it between us on the bed. "It can wait. Try
the French toast; I put your favorite strawberry preserves on top."
After
we finished, I took a deep breath and plunged in. "Tony, I have a
confession to make. I've been involved with another man over the last several
weeks. I didn't mean to start a relationship, but it just happened. His name is
Peter and, for your information, he's an advanced robot."
I
sat back and waited for the inevitable explosion. It didn't happen. Tony sat
there with an enigmatic expression and didn't say a word.
"Did
you hear me?" I asked, confused at his reaction.
He
nodded. "Yes, I heard you."
"Well,
don't you care?" I demanded. Could he be so indifferent to me that it didn't
matter who I slept with? I didn't know what to think.
"Oh,
Val, I care … I care a great deal." He reached for me and held me close.
"In
fact, I care so much, I arranged for you to have a companion while I was away. Believe
me, you have nothing to confess and nothing to feel guilty about. I only wanted
you to be happy."
To
say I was shocked is putting it mildly. "What are you saying?" I
gasped and pulled away as the full impact of his words hit me. "You
put Peter up to this … you schemed to have him make love to me and take
me away?" If this were indeed true, I'd been a pawn in Tony's hands …
putty for him to mold into whatever shape he wished. Insufferable! Simply
insufferable!
To
say I was angry is an understatement. "How could you do such an … an
abominable thing?" My guilt vanished in an instant to be replaced by
outrage -- sheer outrage. I was ready to kill him.
"Val,
please don't be mad at me. I only did it so you wouldn't be lonely." Tony's
hand stretched out to touch my arm.
I
pushed it away, furious at the deception I'd been under. I couldn't trust Tony
… and I couldn't even trust Peter. He'd been a pawn in this whole scheme, too. Another
thought -- had Trish and Scott been involved too? "What about Trish and
Scott?" I asked, tight-lipped. "Were they in on the plot, too?" I
had to know where I stood.
Heaving
a deep sigh, Tony nodded. "We only had your welfare at heart, Val. Believe
me, I couldn't bear to see you lonely."
"I'd
rather be lonely than manipulated," I shot back. "How would you like
it if I foisted a robotic woman on you?"
He
smiled, a devilish twinkle in his dark blue eyes. "Frankly, sweetheart, I'd
love it. From what I've heard, those advanced life forms make terrific sexual
partners. But you'd know about that, now wouldn't you?"
Oh,
how I hated that smile -- that smug look. I wanted to wipe it off his handsome
face. "You'll never know," I muttered, retreating from him to the
other side of the bed. "If you don't mind, I'm leaving … right now. Your
company is not desired."
Haughtily,
I rose and headed to the closet for clothes. Should I go to the gallery anyway?
Confront Trish about the deception and probably get into a fight? No. That didn't
appeal to me. Tony was behind this whole episode. They were simply abetting his
scheme.
The
whole thing made me feel stupid … and vulnerable. They'd programmed Peter to
say all the right words, make all the right moves. He didn't have any true
feelings for me. It was horrible. Tears came to my eyes. No, I wasn't going to
break down in front of Tony -- I wouldn't give him that satisfaction.
"Why
don't you leave?" I said icily. "I don't want you here anymore."
He
rose and strode over to me, eyes flashing dangerously. "Don't push me,
Val. Your attitude is ridiculous. I only wanted you cared for while I was away.
There was never any malicious intent. From what I've heard, you had a pretty
good time of it. So why take it out on me? You act as if I'm some sort of a
criminal -- that I've done a dastardly deed."
He
stood directly in front of me, eyes intent on mine. "Let's have a truce. I'll
take responsibility for being a bit high-handed and you admit to having had a
fun time with Peter. Okay?"
"A
bit high--handed?" I sputtered. "That's putting it mildly, don't you
think?" I was not ready to forgive him -- not by a long shot.
"Okay,
okay, so I was high-handed. Don't you realize by now how much I care for
you? That I'd do anything to keep you happy when I have to be away?"
His
tone was sincere. I had to admit that much. Maybe he thought he was
doing me a favor. I stood there, weighing the pros and cons, considering his
appeal.
Deep
down, I wanted to forgive him. Life without Tony would be empty … I knew that. I
should exact some kind of retribution for all he'd put me through. "You'll
have to make it up to me -- big time." I gave him one of my severe looks.
"Anything
you want, just name it." His arms pulled me close. "I do love you,
Val," he murmured. "I would never hurt you, knowingly."
Which
was true. My pride was hurt. I thought Peter had fallen for me of his own
accord. To find out he'd been programmed to please me -- and at Tony's
instructions -- was a blow.
"I
guess I'm not a 'femme fatale' after all."
He
chuckled. "You're plenty 'femme fatale' for me. How about we get back into
bed and I'll prove it?"
CHAPTER
16
Tony and
I spent the next few days and nights getting reacquainted. Although I hadn't
forgotten about retribution, I hadn't thought it through. Then it came to me. We
were lying in bed one evening after he'd taken me out for a wonderful Italian
dinner.
"Tony,
since I won't be going on any more holidays with Peter, you'll have to escort
me on an adventure. It's only fair"
"Our
minds are on the same wavelength, love. I've been planning a trip for us over
the Thanksgiving holidays."
I
snuggled against his shoulder. "Where are we going?"
"You'll
see … it's a surprise."
Oh,
no. Not another surprise. I'd had enough surprises to last me a lifetime. But
no amount of cajoling could budge him.
Another
thought had been nagging at me. "What will happen to Peter now that you're
home?"
"That's
an excellent question." He pulled me on top and wound his legs and arms
around me. "I'd been considering Peter's future, even before I came back."
Secure
in his embrace, I waited for his answer, never doubting his good intentions. Was
I in for a surprise!
"Val,
my love," he murmured, nibbling on my earlobe. "I'm curious about
Peter's abilities as a lover."
"Are
you now?" I replied. "Well, I can tell you he's a great lover." Then,
thinking I might have hurt him, I added, "of course, not as good as you."
There
was a long pause. I assumed that ended the subject. But I assumed wrong.
"Val,
I'm going to ask you to do something that you may initially object to. But I
have my reasons. I want to observe you and Peter having sex."
"What?"
I exclaimed, attempting to move away from him. His grip was too strong and I
had to remain in his close embrace. Damn the man. He knew just how to handle
me. "You must be kidding."
He
wasn't kidding. Tony spent the next several hours persuading me to do something
I never, in my wildest imagination, would have considered.
Finally,
I gave in. "This is bizarre, you know that. And what about Peter? Will he
object?" That was my last hope. But, of course, it was doomed to failure.
"Peter?
He'll do whatever I want him to do," Tony asserted. "Remember, he's a
robot and I've had a hand in programming him." Then, bending his head to
kiss me, he added, with a roguish grin, "and he's done a pretty good job
of pleasing you, hasn't he?"
I
hated to give him the satisfaction of an answer, so I remained silent. Peter
and I would be the pawns Tony manipulated for his 'scientific' experiment. It
didn't sit right with me, but I was tired of fighting.
"C'mon,
Val, don't be upset," Tony caressed me lightly. "Maybe I can learn
something from his technique so I can give you greater pleasure. Did you ever
think about that?"
I
hadn't and I didn't fall for his reasoning. "That's not why you want me to
do this. You've a one-track mind -- all business -- and you want to see what
adjustments you can make with your next advanced life form. Be honest for a
change."
He
heaved a long sigh. "You're half right. But I am curious about how Peter
arouses you. Did he attract you at the first meeting? We used your 'ideal man'
description, by the way." He laughed. "That was quite a list you gave
Trish. I hadn't expected such a thorough enumeration. Dark auburn hair, green
eyes … "
"Stop
it," I cried, poking him in the ribs. "You make me feel like a fool
for falling for a programmed robot."
"Oh,
Val, where's your sense of humor?" He rumpled my hair playfully. "I
thought it was one of your 'essential traits'?"
"Essential
traits, my foot," I muttered. Then, unexpectedly, the zaniness of the
situation came through and I started giggling. "Oh, Tony, this is so
crazy. Here I am being wooed and won by a robot you programmed and now
you want to view us having sex so you can make some minor adjustments. It's too
much."
That
very weekend, Tony invited Peter to join us. I was nervous, at first, about
Peter's reaction. But I needn't have worried.
"Peter,
good to see you, old chap." Tony shook hands with our guest and led him
into the living room. "First, I want to thank you for squiring Val on all
those adventures. She's had a glorious time and I'm very grateful."
"No
problem, Tony. It's been a real pleasure." Peter looked pleased at his
compliment.
I
walked over to Peter and gave him a kiss. "I'm appreciative, too. You were
wonderful company and I've learned so much from you."
Peter
returned my kiss and gave me a hug. "I'm glad you had fun, Val. I've
enjoyed every moment of our time together. I'm truly sorry it's come to an end."
Tony
quirked an eyebrow as he viewed the two of us embracing. I didn't care -- this
whole thing was his invention. Whatever happened, happened.
"Peter,
sit down a minute." Tony gestured to a nearby chair. "I need more
information about your, um, technical skills and I want to propose something."
Peter
seated himself and I sat down on the arm of his chair. I was determined to link
myself with Peter from the first moment. Tony would be the outsider in this
experiment.
Tony explained what he wanted. I watched Peter's
expression carefully. Although surprised at first, he quickly acceded to Tony's
demands.
"Fine
with me. How about you, Val? Are you comfortable with this?"
I
nodded. "I wasn't initially. But now it's okay." I couldn't help
being touched by his caring attitude. "You are a dear, Peter," I
murmured, bending my head to give him another kiss.
From
the corner of my eye, I saw Tony's face darken. Fine with me. This whole
idiotic situation was his idea. Wait until Peter and I really got going.
Tony was in for some surprises.
"When
shall we begin?" Peter asked, wrapping an arm around my waist.
Tony
shrugged. "Anytime you're ready. I'm planning to take notes and some
photos."
"Photos?"
This was news. "You never mentioned photos. I don't want pictures of me
nude floating around the world."
"Don't
worry. They're not for distribution. I'm the only one who'll view them, I
promise you."
Could
I trust him? I had to take that chance. "Okay, then," I said
grudgingly.
Peter
pulled me onto his lap. "Don't worry, Val. Tony's trustworthy; I'll vouch
for that."
He
held me close and, again, the flame of attraction between us came to life. Cradling
me in his arms, he began to slowly explore the curves of my body, touching and
stroking with tender care.
Purposefully,
I blocked out Tony's presence and gave myself up to the pleasure of Peter's
lovemaking.
He
unbuttoned my silk blouse and cupped my breast in his hand, rubbing his thumb
over the sensitive tip. His fingers slipped under the lacy bra to caress my
bare skin.
A shiver of anticipated pleasure rippled
through me. "Oh, Peter," I whispered. "That feels so good."
He
slid my bra strap off and peeled the sheer fabric down, exposing one rosy peak.
"So lovely, Val," he said as he suckled and teased the taut nipple.
I
moaned as a hot flash of desire spurted from my innermost core. I couldn't wait
to get rid of my clothes and feel Peter's hard cock inside me.
He
was in no hurry to relieve my need. As usual, he took his sweet time,
undressing me piece by piece, until I sat on his knees clad only in panties and
high-heeled sandals.
"Why
don't we go upstairs to bed?" I whispered into his ear.
"Why
bother?" he replied, as his finger began a downward path beneath my
panties. "It's comfortable here."
And
very wet, I could have added, as he probed the slick, hot folds of my sex with his
expert touch. I cried out as his long finger entered me and began rubbing the
highly sensitized flesh. I truly did not want to climax so soon. I wanted Peter
to be nude next to me and for us to pleasure each other. But what I wanted did
not seem to count. At least at this moment. Peter, as usual, took the lead and,
from prior experience, I knew my protests would not hold weight. He had my
ultimate satisfaction in mind; how he arrived at the desired destination was
completely in his hands.
The
next thing I knew, my panties were gone and I was sitting astride him. He'd
unzipped his fly revealing his fully erect cock -- a magnificent sight.
I
wanted to sheath him immediately, but again I had to learn patience as Peter
pleasured me in other delightful ways. Finally, he was deep inside me and I
cried out with a combination of relief and joy.
It
never occurred to me to glance at Tony. I was lost in a world of sensual
enjoyment where nothing in my surroundings could interfere. After the upward
spiral to our ecstatic climax, however, I did take a peek at him.
Tony's
expression was somber, almost stoic. He sat, notebook and pen in hand, trying
to maintain a detached, scientific demeanor. But I could tell he was not as
cool as he atttempted to appear.
Good.
I have to say I was pleased our lovemaking had hit a nerve somewhere. This
would be the sweetest retribution of all -- to make Tony squirm at his own
experiment. How wonderful.
I
nestled against Peter's firm chest and murmured sweet nothings for his ear
alone. "Peter, that was marvelous … you are the best."
"Thanks,
Val, you're pretty terrific yourself," he said, caressing me tenderly.
From
the other side of the room, we heard Tony's brusque voice. "Okay, okay,
let's finish this up. Val, you can disengage now and Peter, thanks for your
help. Why don't you stop back tomorrow evening and we'll try another round?"
I
sat up and glared across the room at Tony. "You mean Peter can't stay the
night? This isn't fair."
There
was a moment of complete silence. "Did you want him to stay?" Tony's
voice was dangerously quiet.
"Absolutely."
He'd asked for this menage à trois -- and I was prepared to give it to him --
big time. "By the way, didn't you want some photos? I don't see any
camera."
"No
need for cameras. There are sensors in all your rooms which can be actuated
whenever I choose."
So
he'd gone over my head and installed those damn sensors. An instant surge of
fury was replaced by a gleeful thought -- Tony would receive an extra dish of
torment from viewing the pictures of our lovemaking, forever captured on film.
"How
thoughtful of you," I murmured, as I slowly moved to release Peter's still
firm cock. "If you'll excuse me, guys, I'll be back in just a minute."
I
retrieved my clothes, hastened to the bathroom to freshen up and returned
dressed in a long, flowing caftan, one of Tony's gifts from our Italian trip.
"Anybody
care for some coffee and dessert?" I asked.
Tony,
still scribbling furiously in his electronic notebook, looked up with a scowl. "You
look pretty content, I must say."
I
crossed over to stand in front of him. "And it's all your doing. How can I
ever thank you enough?" I gushed.
"Stop
it, Val," he said angrily. "I don't like your sarcasm."
"And
I don't like your manipulation," I replied sweetly. "So we're even. Now,
if you'll excuse me, I'm in the mood for coffee." I turned to Peter. "Want
to come and help me?"
He
rose with alacrity and followed me into the kitchen. "Tony sounds angry. Did
our lovemaking upset him?"
"Yes.
And it should have. He has the strangest ideas at times." I busied myself
with setting out cups and plates. "His moods are not going to stop us from
enjoying ourselves. Promise me that, Peter."
He
drew me into his arms. "Your pleasure is my first priority --
always has been and always will be. You can count on me, Val."
So
Tony actually screwed himself when he programmed Peter. I smiled gleefully at
the whole situation. There was no way Tony could win this round.
CHAPTER
17
I woke
Sunday morning with two men in my bed -- Tony on my right and Peter on my left.
It had been a most interesting weekend. Peter and I made love several times, in
different positions and locations around my apartment. All the while, Tony took
notes and, I assume, sensors in each room recorded everything on film.
I
must admit, I slept like a log. What more could a woman ask for? I had a virile
lover in Peter who, with his powerful control and almost instant erections,
could satisfy my every desire. Tony's voyeuristic pose only added to the
eroticism of the situation. His expression and mood darkened as time went on. How
long would he persist in this crazy scenario?
Peter
slept with one arm curled around my waist. His dark, auburn hair, rumpled from
sleep, framed a manly face. He was an Adonis among men. Glancing at Tony, I met
a pair of intense blue eyes. His rugged features and thick, dark hair had
always drawn me.
"Good
morning, Tony," I whispered, extending a hand to touch his cheek lightly. "Sleep
well?"
"How
could I?" he muttered, "with you and that robot having sex all night."
I
chuckled. "It only seemed that way. Actually, we made love once, around
"You
forget how much you scream when you climax," he retorted. "You could
wake a dead man."
"I
offered to make up the sofa for you."
He
shook his head. "I wanted to observe the two of you in every type of
situation -- daytime and nighttime."
"Then
you must be very satisfied," I said, watching a small muscle in his jaw
twitch. That was always a sign of his discomfort, although he'd never admit to
it.
Tony
reached out to cup my breast. Of course, I slept in the buff. He rubbed the tip
with his thumb and it grew hard at his touch, much to my chagrin and his
satisfaction.
"Peter's
sleeping. Why don't you roll over here?" he asked softly.
Could
I do that? Did I want to? I'd never envisioned myself in such a bizarre
situation. But why not?
Cautiously,
I lifted Peter's arm and slipped out. Immediately, Tony seized my waist and
pulled me on top of him.
"Much
better," he growled in my ear.
The
hours of watching Peter and I make love must have been frustrating for him. His
cock was rock hard and huge. I'd never seen it so engorged. I touched it
lightly and he groaned.
"See
what you've done to me?" he rasped.
I
can't say I minded. At least Tony wasn't falling asleep. "I love seeing
you so ready for me," I crooned. The moment he'd stroked my breast, my
juices had started to flow. I sat astride him, taking all of his length into
me, enjoying every inch of his hot cock.
We
were engrossed in our passionate lovemaking; neither one of us observed Peter
who was watching us, until we'd spiraled to an ecstatic peak.
I'd
collapsed onto Tony's chest and he was kissing me when we both became aware of
Peter. It was the strangest sensation to look up and see his green eyes
following our every move.
"Peter,"
I whispered, "we thought you were asleep." Did he feel betrayed?
He
smiled. "It's okay, Val. I'm happy when you receive pleasure, from me or
from anyone else."
How
magnanimous! I was touched anew by his concern for my happiness. I couldn't
imagine Tony saying something like that.
Tony
and I were still joined together. Now that he had me all to himself, he
appeared in no hurry to release me. I have to say, at that point, I was pretty
well satiated. There'd been almost non-stop lovemaking since Friday evening. All
those months of frustration and loneliness had been swept away
"You
know something, Tony," I murmured, twirling a finger in his springy chest
hairs, "this is a slice of
"Don't
get used to it, Val," he warned, an ominous gleam in his eyes.
I
raised my head with a mock expression of surprise. "You mean you won't be
providing me with extra lovers when you're away?"
I
heard Peter laugh in the background. I couldn't help laughing, too, although
Tony's dour look told me he didn't find my question amusing.
I
cooked a large brunch for all of us. The day before, I'd sent in an enormous
grocery order that arrived soon after. Lovemaking does spur the appetite.
"Well,
guys," I said, as we devoured platters of scrambled eggs, bacon, potatoes,
French toast and several pots of espresso, "are we getting out of the
house today?"
Peter
turned to Tony. "It's up to you. What would you like us to do?"
There
was a long silence while Tony considered Peter's query. "I need some time
to review the film I've recorded," he finally answered. "Peter, why
don't you take Val out for some fresh air? If I have everything I want, we'll
call it a day. If there's something extra I need, I'll let you know when you
return."
Tony
the Director was still calling the shots. Peter and I were his 'hired' help,
waiting for instruction. Determined to mask my annoyance, I turned to Peter
with a bright smile. "Let's head for the park; I could use a change of
pace." Tony's authoritarian attitude was getting to me
Dressed
warmly and outside in the crisp autumn weather, I regained some of my
composure. "Peter, the weather is perfect for horseback riding. What do
you think?"
"Sounds
like a perfect idea."
Peter
drove us to
"Peter,
I'm going to miss our holidays."
"So
will I, Val," he replied. "We have great memories, though. That's
worth something."
To
him memories must be very precious, I realized. Having no roots, no childhood
and no past, he would treasure every one of our adventures.
When
we returned to my loft apartment late that afternoon, Tony was engrossed in viewing
our sexual activities, complete with recorded sound, on an enormous screen.
I
stood there, aghast, at the sight of our lovemaking caught with such clarity
and close-up detail. I knew, from personal experience, that Peter's cock was
unusually large. But seeing it on screen several times bigger than life, was
something else. How did I ever manage to take all of him inside me?
"Thought
you'd be finished by now," I said, trying to ignore the sensual images in
front of me.
"Not
quite," Tony replied, hardly giving me a glance. "You're both welcome
to sit down and review them with me."
"No,
thanks," I muttered, heading for the kitchen.
Peter
stayed behind with Tony while I put a salad together. I'd planned on a steak
dinner with baked potatoes and green beans for that evening.
I
was musing about the differences in men and women's visual appetites when Peter
walked up behind me.
"Hi,
Val," he said, wrapping his arms around me. Pulling me close, he bent his
head to kiss my neck.
As
I pressed against him, the full, hard thrust of his erect cock caught me by
surprise. Had the viewing of our sexual activities provoked a heated response? I
turned around to face him. "What is it, Peter?" I ran my hand lightly
down the side of his face as I looked deeply into his bewitching green eyes.
He
captured my hand and pressed it to his lips. "Seeing us making love with
such abandon, I had this sudden urge to hold you in my arms. We did have a
wonderful time together."
So
I was right -- the film had turned him on. But I also detected a note of
sadness in his expression. Did he have the same premonition that our season of
lovemaking was coming to an end?
Lightly,
his hands caressed my breasts and the curves of my hips. He unbuttoned my
blouse and slipped it off. In another moment my bra was tossed aside. "God,
you're beautiful," he said huskily, cupping a rounded globe in each hand.
This
wasn't the right time or the right place, but Peter's intense desire carried me
along with him. He'd never lost his control before nor had he considered his
own pleasure first. With our imminent parting on his mind, he must have made
the decision to instigate another round of lovemaking.
With
his usual masterly technique, he set about arousing me, caressing and stroking
all my secret places. Even if I had wanted to resist him, the sheer force of
his sexual desire swept away my rational mind. My arms were around his neck, my
mouth was open to his marauding tongue, as he unzipped my jeans and tugged them
down.
"What the hell do you think you're
doing?" Like the crack of a whip, Tony's voice thundered over our heads.
A
clear picture of what I must look like -- standing almost naked in the kitchen
with Peter's hard cock ready to enter me -- flashed through my consciousness. I
could feel Peter's heart beating furiously as he held me close.
"We
were just about to make love," Peter said in an even tone.
I sensed his anger and a chill of fear ran
up my spine. When I attempted to move away, he would not release me.
"No, Val, you don't have to follow
Tony's orders. Remember, your pleasure is my only concern. As long as you want
me, I'll be there to serve you."
Peter
was bound to me and not to Tony. He would serve my interests,
first and foremost. My momentary sense of power at his assertion was quickly
followed by the sober realization of where this altercation could lead.
One
swift glance at Tony's ferocious expression confirmed my worst fears. If these
men came to blows, Peter's superhuman strength could easily crush Tony. On the
other hand, Tony's far more extensive experience in life could work to Peter's
detriment. Either way, I would lose.
"Peter,
I don't think this is a good idea," I whispered in his ear. "I'm not
really in the mood for lovemaking. Okay?"
Reluctantly,
he released me. "Whatever is best for you, Val."
Hastily,
I tugged up my jeans and retrieved my bra and blouse. "Peter, would you
mind waiting in the living room? I want to talk to Tony, alone."
Without
another word, Peter left the kitchen. Tony and I faced each other. Seconds
dragged by and the tension in the room was almost palpable. Hugging my arms
around myself, I waited for him to speak.
Finally,
he broke the awful silence.
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CHAPTER
18
"Well,
it seems you have a bottomless pit when it comes to sex. Maybe you should go
into business."
His
cruel words were meant to shock and hurt me and they hit their mark. I took a
quick, inward breath and let it out slowly, determined not to let him know
their effect.
"Let's
remember something," I replied, "you started this whole, loony
situation. I've been a pawn in your hands for months." He could hardly
deny that charge.
He
didn't even try. His lips thinned to a mocking smile. "I didn't notice any
attempt on your part to limit your sexual appetite. On the contrary, you
appeared to enjoy every minute. Here you are in the kitchen, supposedly
preparing dinner, and what do I find?"
His
derisive tone was getting to me -- my stomach was roiling and beads of
perspiration made my palms sweaty. "Will you stop it?" I rasped. But
he was far from finished.
"You
with your pants down ready for action again. Are you insatiable or what?" He
walked toward me slowly, his dark, wrathful look boring into me. "You know
what? I don't think one man could ever satisfy you."
Standing
directly in front of me, he had a jeering grin on his face that was definitely
not pleasant.
I
tipped my face up to meet his squarely. "And how many young women have you
gone to bed with on your numerous business trips?" I asked sweetly.
He wasn't going to get away with any double standards. I could give back what
he shoved at me.
There
was a pause while he studied me. "Is that what you think?" he said in
a very quiet tone.
"What
else can I think?" I cried. "You're away for months at a time with
all those gorgeous Asian women around you -- and you make a point of telling me
about them, too." I was losing it, but I didn't care. He wasn't going to
get away with accusations like the ones he'd hurled at me. I had a few of my
own up my sleeve.
"So
you were jealous and this is how you get your revenge -- by fooling around with
Peter every moment my back is turned."
I
stared at him, incredulous. "I'm not the one jealous … it's you.
You're jealous of a robot that you programmed to satisfy me."
We
stared at each other for several long moments. My heart beat like a trip hammer
and my mouth was dry with fear. I didn't want to see our relationship
deteriorate into a mud-slinging competition -- which it was fast becoming.
Feeling
overwhelmed, I turned away, leaning against the kitchen counter, my hands
gripping the edge. Hunched over, all I wanted to do was disappear into the
woodwork. I didn't want to fight Tony anymore. What was the point? He was going
to put his own interpretation on what he'd seen -- he'd never listen to me. Everything
seemed hopeless. Tears pricked at my eyelids and I tried to blink them away.
The
silence was interminable. Had he gone away? From the corner of my eye I saw
Tony staring at me, his brow furrowed. The sneer had disappeared and was
replaced by a thoughtful expression.
I
waited, scarcely able to move, as the seconds ticked by. I had the distinct
feeling our fate was being deliberated, arguments pro and con being weighed and
balanced. And the verdict?
"This
whole thing is ridiculous, Val, you know that," he said, extending a hand
to grip my shoulder. "You're jealous of my supposed liaisons with
innumerable women -- which is a delightful fantasy but hardly accurate -- and I'm
jealous of a robot. Pretty amusing, isn't it?"
I
was not amused. "Pretty awful," I sniffed. "You'll never believe
that Peter came on to me, for the first time, and I felt sorry for him because
he knows he's not going to see me again and I knew it too and I wanted to make
him feel good and I didn't know what else to do and…"
"Okay,
Okay, Val. Enough explanations." Tony turned me around and drew me into
his arms. "We've both been foolish. My ego was hurt because I thought you
preferred Peter's lovemaking to mine. And you've been imagining me as the Don
Juan of Southeast Asia. It is pretty funny, you have to admit."
Secure
in his arms, I could see everything in a different light. "I suppose so,"
I said, still not ready to laugh.
He
held me close and tenderly stroked my hair. "How about we have the evening
all to ourselves? Do you mind if I ask Peter to leave?"
I
shook my head. "Good idea." We needed time alone.
"Let's
say goodbye to him together. I'm sure he'd appreciate seeing you one last time."
Tony held my hand as we headed for the living room.
I
couldn't help thinking that if I'd suggested we say goodbye together, Tony would
have been suspicious. Then another thought occurred to me. I should be grateful
Tony was jealous. Maybe this menage à trois had served a purpose after all.
I
gave Peter a tender kiss. "Take good care of yourself. You're a great guy
and I'll always remember you."
Tony
and Peter shook hands cordially. I breathed a sigh of relief when the door
closed and Tony and I were finally alone.
"Were
you really jealous?" I asked, sitting close to him on the couch.
He
nodded ruefully. "I saw the two of you in the kitchen and I lost it there
for awhile. I'm sorry if I hurt you. Believe me, you'll never be a pro."
"And
how do you know that?" I asked, giving him an arch look.
He
laughed. "Because I'm going to make an honest woman of you, after all
these years." He pulled me onto his lap. "Didn't I mention that we'll
be going on our honeymoon over Thanksgiving?" Then, seeing my startled
expression, he added, "That's the only way I can take you with me on my
business trips. You know, those stodgy businessmen I deal with -- I have to
adhere to a strict moral code."
"You
don't give me much of a choice," I said, with a big smile belying my
words.
"No
more choices … and no more robotic lovers," he warned, with a devilish
gleam in his eyes as he slowly began to unbutton my blouse.
Which
was more than fine with me.
About
the Author
Madelaine
Grant always wanted to become an author. Her life took a detour through fine
art and art therapy until she moved to