"They're leaving," Tasha whimpered. "They're leaving without us. Why don't they wait?"
I stopped running, raised my rifle into the air and fired off all four rounds.
That got the crew's attention.
Immediately, all hands on deck turned in our direction. We still weren'
t close enough to make out their expressions, but I can guess what they were. Because
when I turned around to see how close our pursuers were, I screamed. Before Hamelin
's Revenge, Baltimore had a population of just over
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700,000 people. Now, with the exception of the people on the ship, it looked like
all of them were dead--and coming for us. I don'
t know if it was the fires or just the sounds of us fleeing, but the zombies
'
 numbers had grown during the chase. Every mobile corpse in the area seemed to now
be converging on our location. Not just humans, either. There were animals in the
mix, too. Lots of dogs and rats. Another creature stepped out of the throng. A tiger.
A dead fucking tiger. Probably escaped from the Baltimore Zoo, and was now prowling
around the city.
"Fuck me running," I whispered. Then I turned and chased after the others. "Mitch,
I'm gonna need more ammo again."
"Yeah," Malik echoed. "And I'm gonna need another grenade."
Another human zombie emerged from behind a trash barrel, cutting us off from the
ship. It wore the bloodied remains of a blue work shirt. Something moved beneath
the fabric, almost as if he were pregnant. The creature took another step and the
shirt parted. Where his stomach had once been, there was now a hollow cavity, empty
--
except for the dead rat squirming inside it. Mitch fired one shot into the abdomen,
pulverizing the rat. Then he drilled another round into the zombie
's head.
"Drop down, now!" The command came from the Spratling, the speaker'
s stern and impatient voice magnified through either a bullhorn or public address
system. Whoever he was, the guy was in no mood to mess around. We did as he said
and
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dropped to the ground, flat against the concrete pier. A volley of shots rang out
as the ship'
s crew opened fire. The entire harbor echoed with gunshots. Bullets slammed into
the cement and blew out the windows of the nearby buildings as the shooters found
their range. Behind us, we heard wet meat slap against concrete as the dead fell.
When the volley ended, the voice boomed, "Get up and run. Quickly. We can't wait
for you."
Each of us found our second wind, and we sped toward the ship. I spared one quick
glance over my shoulder. The next wave of creatures was clambering over the ones
on the ground, but it was slowing them down. Although the human zombies had trouble
getting around their fallen comrades, the animals were quicker. The dead rats scampered
over their bodies and swarmed after us. The tiger charged forward, faster than the
others.
We reached the pier'
s edge and dashed up the gangplank. Steel banged beneath our feet. As we crossed
the threshold, Mitch saluted a pudgy older man in a coast guard uniform. The man
had a pistol holstered on his hip.
Mitch grinned. "Permission to come aboard, sir?"
"Permission granted. Now get the hell out of the way."
I recognized the man's voice as the one who'd given us the warning. I stuck out my
hand. "Thanks for saving us. My name is--"
"Mister, I suggest you find a safe place for yourself and these kids and stay there.
There'll be plenty of time for introductions later, if we survive this.
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And if we don't, then I don't need to know your name anyway."
He brushed past me and began shouting orders.
Malik and Tasha glanced around the ship in amazement. People ran all over the decks,
some of them armed and shooting at the zombies, others helping get the ship underway.
I noticed that except for the man who
'd spoken to us, none of them wore uniforms, but instead were dressed in civilian
clothes. Many of them seemed unsure what to do, and kept shouting questions.
"This isn't a crew," I whispered to Mitch. "They're just like us--survivors."
"Maybe they're all reservists," he said.
"No. They're confused. And look at the hair lengths on some of them. That ain't military
regulation."
"Well, get the kids to a safe spot. I'm gonna see if I can help. Find out what's
going on and who exactly our saviors are."
"Be careful."
"You too."
I guided the kids over to a wall--
what sailors call a bulkhead. There was another walkway above us and it provided
a sort of roof over our heads. We leaned up against the steel bulkhead and watched
as the people around us prepared to cast off. There were two ropes left and a swarm
of undead rats climbed up them. Mitch and another man leaned out over the railing,
shooting the rats off the ropes one by one. One of them reached the top and scurried
over the railing. A third person stepped forward and pushed it back into the water
with a mop.
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Before the rest of the creatures could reach the deck, the ropes were loosened and
dropped into the black, dirty water. The rats fell with them.
And then we began to move.
"Full ahead," the man in the uniform bellowed. "Take us out, just like I showed you.
I'm on my way up."
It was a really weird sensation. Felt like we were standing still and the land was
moving. We cruised farther out into the bay, leaving the harbor and the city behind
us. The zombies stood on the pier watching us go. Some of them stepped forward, plummeting
over the side and sinking beneath the surface. The others simply stared, their faces
expressionless
--
except for that look of constant hunger. I wondered about the ones that had fallen
into the water. Zombies didn
't need to breathe. Didn'
t require oxygen. They were dead. So what was to stop them from hunting along the
bottom of the Chesapeake Bay the same way they hunted through the city
's streets? Couldn'
t they just walk along the bottom, feeding off fish and crabs until they reached
the ocean itself? And then what? Sharks versus zombies? The image was ridiculous,
but what if? What if...
What if Hamelin's Revenge spread to the sea life?
"They can't reach us now," Malik shouted. "Nothing can get us out here!"
Tasha hugged him and he hugged her back. Both of them smiled. I turned back toward
the land and watched the city burning. Stared at the orange-and-red skyline. By morning,
there would be nothing
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left. Baltimore would be a smoldering pile of ashes. Port Discovery and the section
of the city that housed popular bars like Ramshead and Howl at the Moon were obscured
by smoke. The trade center and the Harbor Place shops belched flames. Yesterday,
the skyline had been made up of tall buildings: offices, parking garages, banks,
museums and apartment complexes. Now, it was composed of towering torches, each of
them a blazing inferno. The city skyline looked like a row of Roman candles. And
below them, growing smaller with every minute as the
Spratling
picked up speed, were the dead. The people onboard the ship cheered as we left the
harbor. There was lots of hugging and clapping and fists in the air
--
a real celebration. And when the Domino Sugar factory exploded a few minutes later,
we even had our own fireworks. Flaming debris rained down from the sky, splashing
into the water.
"I'll tell you one thing, kids."
Tasha looked up at me. "What's that, Mr. Reed?"
"Lamar. Call me Lamar."
"Okay. What are you thinking, Lamar?"
"That this was the longest getaway I've ever seen."
"Doesn't matter," Tasha said. "We're safe now. Like Malik said, they can't get us
out here."
The dead watched us leave. More of them tumbled into the water. Birds squawked above
us. The sky was full of smoke, obscuring the moon and the stars. The ocean itself
seemed lifeless. No fish leaping from the water or dolphins following the boat. Just
the waves, and even those seemed small. The
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ship's engines throbbed as we picked up speed. The bay'
s surface was black, but the full moon lit a silvery path for us. The flames reflected
off the waves. Then a cloud passed over the moon and gradually the lights vanished.
Under the cover of darkness, we sailed out onto a dead sea.
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Chapter Five
I don't remember much about that first night onboard the Spratling.
We were all dehydrated, exhausted, and stressed from our ordeal, and after a while,
things just kind of blurred together. When the ship was safely away from the city,
and far enough out into the Chesapeake Bay that the fires were just a dim glow on
the horizon, everyone relaxed a little more. But there was still a lot to do. Mitch
and I had to find sleeping quarters for the kids
--the older man in the coast guard uniform called them "berthing areas"--and a place
for ourselves as well. We ended up together in a room with six racks--
 bunk beds
--three on each side. The mattress on each rack lifted up to reveal a small, narrow
storage space. Each of us also had a small footlocker to store things in. We didn'
t have many belongings. I pulled out my wallet and my keys and put them inside a
locker. It seemed weird. Might as well have tossed them over the side for all the
good they
'd do
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me now. The keys were all for a life I'd left behind, a life I'd never return to.
And the wallet was empty-- no pictures, no money. I'd never had much use for snapshots.
And money? Well, I'
d never had much of that, either. And now, I didn
't need them. What good was money when there was nothing to buy? What good were photographs
of friends and family when all of them were dead? I didn'
t have many people that I cared about, but those I did I could remember in my head.
If I looked at their pictures now, I
'd just see them as zombies.
Mitch pulled a small rifle cleaning kit out of his backpack and went to work on the
guns, using long cotton swabs to get the debris and residue out of the barrels, and
then oiling them down. He explained each step to the three of us as he went along,
so that we
'd be able to do it, too. When he was finished, he stowed our weapons beneath his
mattress and slid one pistol under his pillow. He didn'
t unload his backpack; instead, he stuffed it between his rack and the bulkhead.
Then he took off his boots and lay down. We all did the same. Each bed had a tiny
feather pillow, one sheet, and a thin gray blanket that felt like it was made out
of horse hair
--very rough and scratchy. They smelled musty and mildewed.
"This pillow stinks," I complained.
"Mine does, too." Tasha wrinkled her nose. "Smells like a zombie."
"They should," Mitch said. "They've probably been sitting on this boat for the last
twenty years."
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I propped myself up on one elbow. "What do you mean?"
"This is a museum ship," he explained. "The Spratling
is a piece of American history, so rather than sending it to the scrap yard to be
cut up into razor blades, the maritime museum preserved it and turned it into a floating
tourist trap, just like all the other ships at Inner Harbor."
"Okay," I said, "but what's that got to do with why these pillows smell funky?"
"Think about it, Lamar. This is a museum. A tourist attraction. How long have you
lived in Baltimore?"
I shrugged. "All my life."
"And in all that time you never took a tour of the ships? Not even when the Taney
was here?"
"No. I mean, I knew about them. Knew a little of their history. But I never toured
one."
"Damn. Well, I guess I can't say anything. All the years I lived in Towson, I never
came downtown and visited Edgar Allan Poe's grave."
That told me something about him. Towson was the suburbs, way out on the edge of
the city. I wondered what had brought Mitch down into Fells Point.
"Were you a fan of Poe's?" I asked.
"Sure. Read the shit out of him when I was in the ninth grade. My grandfather gave
me a big collection of all his stories. My favorite was always 'The Narrative of
Arthur Gordon Pym.'
" He chuckled. "It takes place on a boat, now that I think about it
--a ship sailing to the South Pole."
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"So if you dug the man's work, why not visit his grave?"
"Didn't feel like getting shot. That's a bad area of town, isn't it?"
I shrugged again. "When you actually live down here in the city, all of it's a bad
area, Mitch. That's just how things are. You get used to it."
"Yeah," he said. "I guess I can see that."
But I knew he'd never really understand it. He couldn't. He had no frame of reference;
only what he'd watched on episodes of Homicide or The Wire. Tasha and Malik knew
it, too. They didn'
t say anything. Didn
't have to. The expressions on their faces said enough. Mitch was from a different
world.
"Well," Mitch continued, "the Spratling
has always been a pretty popular attraction. Not just with tourists, either. They
do weddings and stuff onboard, too. So there are a lot of people that have tromped
through here over the years. When people come aboard this thing, they want to experience
exactly what it was like for the men who served. They
'
d board via the gangplank, just like we did. Then, the tour guide would take them
around above deck and show them everything. Answer all their questions. Then they
'd go below, down the original stairways-- except on a ship they'
re called ladders
--just like the crew would. And just like any other museum, there'd be stuff all
around on the tour: old photos, the captain's log, shit like that. And of course,
they'
d keep the racks made up just as they would have been when the
Spratling was still on active duty."
"You mean--"
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"That's right. Your pillow stinks because thousands of tourists have walked through
here over the years and got their funk on it. Housewives from Illinois saying, '
Hey, George, lay down on the bed just like a sailor would and I
'll take your picture with the kids.' Think about it."
My nose wrinkled. "That's gross."
Exhausted from our ordeal, Tasha and Malik fell asleep soon after. Mitch and I lay
there in the darkness, not speaking, not wanting to disturb them. The kids had the
top racks on each side. Mitch and I had taken the bottom bunks. The other two beds
remained empty, and I figured there must be enough berthing areas that we wouldn
'
t have to share our quarters with two more strangers. Tasha snored softly, and Malik
cried out once, and then was still. I wondered what they were dreaming about. Were
they reliving the day or creating zombies out of loved ones in their sleep? I
'd done that in the past--
pondered the dreams of various partners as they slept beside me, presuming to know
and understand their dreams and nightmares since I didn't have any of my own.
Eventually, Mitch crawled out of his bunk and flashed a pack of cigarettes, indicating
that he was going outside for a smoke. I nodded, and he tiptoed to the door and opened
the hatch. Despite his efforts to be quiet, the steel door clanged when he shut it
behind him. The kids didn
't stir.
The ship rocked gently back and forth. You didn't really notice it unless you tried
to walk around or if you were lying on your back. That was when the
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sensation became strongest. It was a constant, steady swaying. My stomach lurched
each time it rolled. Sour bile burned the back of my throat. My eardrums throbbed.
I wondered if it was just seasickness or some kind of delayed shock from the night
's events. I was exhausted, but didn't think I'
d be able to sleep. And then I did. Fell asleep thinking about Alan and the supermarket
and the bitch I
'd shot in the head.
If I dreamed, I don't remember it.
I never did.
The next day, I saw for myself what Mitch had meant. The Spratling really was nothing
more than a floating museum. All of the ship'
s original interior features had been restored, but much of the equipment was inactivated.
I wondered what worked and what didn
'
t. Luckily for us, it was still able to sail. Throughout the ship were framed mementos
of its years of service: uniforms, replicas of weaponry, old photographs, pages from
the ship
'
s logs, menus, and other things. Many of these were set up behind glass displays
complete with recorded sound effects and narration, and red velvet ropes to keep
the tourists from getting too close.
We found the showers easily enough, but they weren'
t working. A white guy named Murphy was standing at the sink, peering into a cracked
mirror as he shaved with no soap, water, or shaving cream. He winced with each scrape
of the dry razor. His big nose was lined with the red veins of alcoholism. After
introducing himself, he gave us a bottle of
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spring water so that we could at least brush our teeth. Mitch had a tube of toothpaste
in his backpack. Tasha, Malik, and I used our fingers for toothbrushes. We didn'
t have any clean clothes, either. My pants felt crusty and stiff. If I
'
d leaned them up in the corner, they could have stood by themselves. A middle-aged
white woman in the next berthing compartment, who introduced herself as Joan Barnett,
lent Tasha a T-shirt, but Malik and I were shit out of luck. Mitch had one spare
pair of clean underwear in his backpack, but that was all. I noticed that after he
'
d washed up and dressed, he holstered a pistol at his side. The other weapons were
still stashed in our berthing compartment.
Most of the people onboard the ship had gathered in the galley. A guy named Cleveland
Hooper and an Asian dude named Tran were serving breakfast--
little boxes of cereal, canned pineapple, granola bars, and Jell-O. No bacon or eggs
or pancakes or fresh fruit; that would have all spoiled by now. There was coffee
but no milk; just the little packets of sugar and powdered creamer. They had plenty
of bottled water, though, and concentrated orange juice, which tasted better than
anything I
'd ever drunk in my life. I couldn't remember the last time I'd had orange juice.
"Good to see you, brother," Hooper said as he put some pineapple chunks on my tray.
"Why's that?" I asked.
"'Cause we the only two niggas onboard this ship. Everyone else is white, except
for Tran here, and he don't speak no English. It's just you and me,
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player. We can divide up the women. Show them some good dick."
"Yeah?" I feigned heterosexuality and tried to sound interested, but all I really
wanted to do was eat. The sooner I could get out of this conversation, the better.
"Hell, yeah, man. It's pussy central, brother. There's some honeys onboard. Just
hope half of 'em ain't dykes. Know what I'm saying?"
My expression hardened. "No, I don't know what you're saying. And I'm not your brother.
Don't call me that again."
Hooper put down his ladle. "What's your problem, dog?"
"You. You're my fucking problem."
I walked away, rather than let it turn into a fight. Behind me, I heard him muttering
that I was an Uncle Tom. I sat down next to Mitch. Tasha and Malik sat on the other
side of us. My shoulders felt tense, my jaw tight. The ship continued to roll.
"All the people left alive, and that homophobic asshole had to be one of them. We
should have left him behind."
Malik stopped chewing and looked up at me. "What'd that word he used mean? Dyke.
What is that?"
"It's a bad word," I said. "People use it when talking about women who are gay, but
it's not very nice."
"Gay?" Malik nibbled his granola bar. "So a dyke is like a girl fag?"
"Malik, don't say that."
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"Say what?"
"Fag. Faggot. It's not a nice word. Do you know what it means?"
He shrugged. "Yeah. It's when two guys is kissing and hugging on each other."
"That's one way to describe it, I guess." I shook my head. "In any case, you shouldn't
say it."
"Why not? All my friends say it."
I sighed. "Remember when we were at your apartment last night?"
Both of the kids' faces grew sullen for a moment. I immediately felt guilty for stirring
up bad memories.
"Yeah," Malik said. "I remember."
"Do you remember when you said nigga and I told you not to? Told you what it really
meant?"
"Uh-huh. I felt bad after it. You ain't ignorant, and that's what it meant. I ain't
gonna say it no more."
"I bet your friends called you nigga, right? But they probably didn't know what it
meant, either. But has anyone ever called you a nigger?"
"With an 'r' on the end?"
I nodded.
His expression hardened. "Once, a long time ago. There was this white dude on the
light rail when we was coming back from the grocery store. Tasha and me and our momma
was all in the same seat and he couldn
't find one. Had to stand and hang on to the rail. He said under his breath, 'No
seats except for the niggers.' I don'
t think he meant for us to hear it, but we did. It pissed me off. I wanted to kick
his behind, but Momma and Tasha said not to."
"Yes, we did," Tasha agreed.
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"How did it make you feel when he called you that, Malik?"
"Bad. It hurt my feelings. I... I wanted to cry, but I didn't."
"Well, the same thing happens when you say fag. It hurts gay people's feelings."
"Yeah, but there ain't no gay people around here, Lamar."
I turned to Mitch and winked. He frowned in confusion. Then I turned back to Malik.
"How do you know there aren't any gay people around here?"
He shrugged. "I don't for sure, I guess. There just ain't."
"Malik, I'm gay."
He stared at me, mouth open in astonishment, half-chewed granola bar stuck to his
tongue.
"Y-you're gay, Lamar? You like other guys?"
I nodded, smiling. "I sure am, and yes, I do. And when you say fag or faggot, it
hurts my feelings just as bad as when someone calls us niggers. Faggots were bundles
of sticks that people used to start fires with. When you call someone a fag, you
're really saying that you want to burn them alive, even if you aren't aware of it.
So don't do that anymore, okay?"
"Okay. I'm sorry. I didn't know that's what it meant."
"That's all right, buddy. Now you do."
"Damn straight, and I won't say it no more."
The kids went back to eating. I picked up my coffee cup and noticed that Mitch was
staring at me.
"What?" I asked. "Don't tell me you have a problem with me being gay."
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He held up his hands in mock surrender and laughed. "Hey, man, like I told you before,
I just sell the Bible. Doesn't mean I believe what it says--
 especially the bit about men lying down with other men. I couldn
't care less. Too much hate in the world. Nothing wrong with a little more love."
"So then what are you smiling at?"
"You, man. I was just thinking that you're pretty good when it comes to kids. You
must have been a teacher or a coach or something. Am I right?"
"Not even close," I told him. "I worked at the Ford plant, until it shut down."
I didn't tell him the rest, didn't mention the robbery at the dealership or the money
I'd gotten away with--money that was gone as soon as I paid the bills.
"Yeah," he said. "I remember reading about that in the Baltimore Sun. Lot of guys
lost their jobs."
"It was tough," I agreed, then switched topics. "So, Mitch--how did you end up in
Fells Point? You were a long way from Towson, weren't you?"
When he answered, his voice was thick with emotion. "I'd rather not talk about it.
You cool with that, Lamar?"
"Sure, man. That's okay."
"Thanks."
Sounded like we both had secrets that we didn't want to share. I figured that was
okay. Maybe being on this ship, sailing away from our homes, was a chance to reinvent
ourselves--
find out who we really were. The past was behind us. The past was dead
--or maybe undead.
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We went back to eating. I studied Hooper and Tran, tried to figure out if they'd
assigned themselves as the ship's unofficial cooks or if they'
d just decided to help out for the morning because nobody else would. There were
a dozen people in the room, not counting the two of them and us. None of the people
eating breakfast looked military. Judging from their conversations, most of them
had been in the same situation we were in the night before
--fleeing the flames and the zombies, and then happening upon the boat. Apparently
the guy we'
d met in the coast guard uniform had been hiding out on the ship at the time. When
he saw what was happening, he
'd decided to pull out to sea. Same plan I'd had. Great minds think alike and all
that shit.
Joan, the woman who loaned a T-shirt to Tasha, joined us at our table. While she
was there she told us her story. She'
d been trapped in a bathroom for the last two weeks. Two zombies had chased her inside,
but when they finally lost interest and left, the door was jammed and she couldn
'
t get it open. The creatures had battered the doorknob till it was useless. The bathroom
had no windows and no other exits. She drank water from the toilet bowl and survived
by eating toilet paper and cough drops. She
'
d considered eating a bottle of ibuprofen as well, but decided to save them instead
in case she needed to commit suicide. Lucky for her, she didn
't have to. Three other survivors found her while they were looting the house, and
freed her from the bathroom. Two of them were killed later on--
one by a
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zombie and the other by a sniper. The third had run away during the sniper attack
and she didn't know what had happened to him. If he'd stayed in Baltimore, he was
probably dead by now.
We didn't talk much after she told us her story. Too busy eating. Joan was ravenous,
and so were the rest of us. I'
d had nothing since the fruit cocktail at my place the evening before. Already, it
seemed like long ago, but in reality, it had been less than twelve hours. Malik asked
me if he could have seconds and I told him I didn
't see any trouble with that. When he'
d left the table, Mitch took a sip of coffee and shifted uncomfortably.
"What's up?"
"Just thinking." He set his coffee mug down. It slid about a quarter of an inch as
the ship rolled. Mitch's complexion paled.
"Seasick?" I asked, trying not to let on that I felt the same.
"A little, maybe," he admitted. "But that's not what I'm thinking about. Just wondering
how much food we have onboard. I mean, I can't imagine any of this is the ship'
s stores. Must have been brought on after Hamelin
's Revenge."
"I'm just happy for anything," Joan said.
"Me, too," Mitch agreed. "So is there anyone in charge of inventory or rationing?"
Before Joan or I could answer, there was a sudden burst of electronic feedback, and
the ship's public address speakers crackled.
"Good morning, ladies and gentlemen, this is your captain speaking. Chief Maxey is
my name.
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You can call me Wade or Chief or Captain-- whatever you like. I'
d like all hands to muster on the flight deck, located aft, at oh-nine-hundred hours.
If you have companions still sleeping in their racks, please wake them and have them
join us. I thought a brief orientation might be in order, since we all seem to have
been thrown together like this. Thank you."
There was another burst of static and then the speaker cut off.
"What's he mean by muster?" Joan asked.
Tasha shrugged. "And where's the aft deck?"
"What time did he say," a man called out from across the room. "Oh nine what?"
"Folks, if I could ..." An old man stood up. He was short, and his thin white hair
was disheveled. He wore a dirty suit and thick trifocals that kept sliding down his
face. He pushed them back up and said, "Hi."
"Hi," someone shouted back. Then more people joined in.
The old man blinked, grinning sheepishly, clearly embarrassed. Then he cleared his
throat and continued.
"My name is Professor Williams. Well, actually, my real name is Steven Williams,
but my friends and family have always called me Professor, since I am one. Was one,
I mean. Before retirement and before
--well, before what happened to all of us. Anyway, just to clarify what our captain
said, aft is the rear of the ship. I believe if you exit out of that hatch back there,
what you call a door, and work
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your way along the catwalk on this side of the ship, you'll come to the aft deck.
Can't miss it, really-- big, black, flat area. The requested time was nine o'clock,
which is about ten minutes from now."
"Thanks, Professor," another man called out. There was a sarcastic edge to the stranger's
voice, and the old man blushed. He sat down quickly and stared at his tray.
I stood up and emptied my tray in the garbage can. Then I stopped at his table and
tapped him on the shoulder. He was busy packing a pipe, and he jumped when I touched
him, spilling tobacco onto the table. The professor looked up at me. He seemed very
small.
"Sorry," I apologized. "Didn't mean to make you spill."
"Oh, it wasn't you. My hands aren't as steady as they used to be."
"Well, I just wanted to say thanks for that explanation, man. I was never in the
military, so it all sounded like Greek to me until you spoke up."
He smiled, flashing a set of false teeth. "Thank you, Mister... ?"
"Reed. Lamar Reed." I stuck out my hand and he shook it.
"Professor Steven Williams. Just call me Professor. But of course, you already know
that."
"Hey Lamar," Malik yelled across the galley. "Can I get thirds?"
"Save some for everyone else," I said.
"But I'm still hungry."
"Don't be a pig." Tasha elbowed him in the ribs.
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I turned back to the old man while Mitch quieted the kids down.
"They're lovely children," the professor said. "It's actually nice to see children
again. Nice to see anyone, really, I suppose. I'
ve spent the last month sequestered in a storage room at the public library. I had
plenty to read but no one to talk to. It was a very lonely existence."
"Yeah," I agreed. "That would be tough."
"They seem very well-behaved."
"They're pretty good kids."
"Are you their father?"
"No. No, I'm just watching out for them. We crossed paths last night. They helped
me out so I took them under my wing."
He smiled again. "Ah, so you are the protector, then. The hero archetype."
"Excuse me?"
"The hero. Are you familiar with the works of Joseph Campbell?"
"Can't say that I am."
"Well, then you must read The Hero With a Thousand Faces. It'
s all about mythic archetypes. Understand those and you have the key to unraveling
the riddle of life itself. Fascinating material, really. Most scholars prefer his
other books:
The Mythic Image and The Masks of God, but I was never one for popular convention.
Come find me later and I'll explain all about it. You'
re on a quest, Mr. Reed, and you are fulfilling a role."
"I'll do that," I said. Meanwhile, I had no clue what he was babbling about, and
no time to
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wonder. There were more important things to worry ourselves with. Such as Mitch's
idea of food rationing and exactly what destination--if any-- Chief Maxey had in
mind for us.
I found out soon enough. When we were done eating breakfast, the four of us filed
outside, joined once again by Joan. Slowly, the rest of the passengers assembled
on the flight deck. The sun hung high in the sky, bright and hot. Sweat beaded on
my forehead. I shielded my eyes against the glare and studied our companions. I counted
eighteen of us total, and I learned that there was one more person, a guy named Turn,
who was piloting the ship while the rest of us had our little powwow. Apparently
Turn was a retired harbormaster, and Chief Maxey had made him second-in-command.
Mitch sniffed the air and breathed deep. "Smell that salt air? Man, I love that sea
breeze."
I grinned. "Know what else?"
"What's that?"
"For the first time in over a month, I don't smell rotting corpses."
He shuddered. "You're right. I hadn't even noticed. As horrible as it sounds, I guess
I'd gotten used to it."
Another hatch banged open and Chief Maxey walked out onto the deck. His stride had
purpose, and the expression on his face was all business. He wore the same uniform
he'
d had on the night before, and a pair of black sunglasses. He had us gather around
him in a circle and silently studied each of us for a moment.
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"Good morning." He didn't raise his voice. Didn't shout over the waves or the engines
or the screeching birds that followed the ship, hoping for a handout. He didn'
t have to. The man had presence. Even though he was an overweight, middle-aged white
guy in a dirty coast guard uniform and hat, and even though he smelled like he hadn
'
t showered in days and had salt and pepper stubble on his face, the man commanded
our attention. There was no doubt that he was in charge.
"I'd like to welcome each of you onboard the United States Coast Guard Cutter Spratling.
I'm sorry that it can't be under better circumstances. We weren't properly introduced
last night, and I'
m sorry for that, too. If I was gruff with you, just ignore it. We were in a tense
situation and I didn
'
t have time for pleasantries. My priority was getting us away from the harbor. Also,
I want to thank those of you who volunteered to help last night. Your willingness
to chip in probably saved all our lives."
The crowd murmured thanks and then Maxey cleared his throat and continued.
"We've got a lot to cover, so make yourselves comfortable. I figure that first we--"
A man in front of me put his hand up. He was short and balding, and his scalp was
beet red from sunburn. I wondered where he'd spent his time hiding from the zombies.
Maybe a rooftop somewhere?
"Yes?" The chief pointed at him. "You have a question?"
"Sure do, Chief. If this is gonna take a while, why
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don't we move back inside to the galley where it's a lot more comfortable and cooler?"
Maxey's smile was tight. "I'm sorry, Mister... ?"
"Basil. My name's Basil Martin."
"Well, Mr. Martin, the reason we're not going inside is because I need your attention.
If you're too comfortable, then chances are your attention will drift. You might
even nod off. I wouldn'
t blame you, of course. I
'
m sure each and every one of you has been through quite an ordeal. But if you quit
paying attention, then you might as well jump overboard right now. Because I intend
to stay alive. And as captain of this vessel, it
's my job to make sure you folks do the same. I can'
t protect you unless you help me, and to do that, I need to make you fully aware
of our situation. So I need your full attention. Clear?"
Blushing, Basil nodded, and then slipped past us to the back row.
"Now," the chief continued, "as I was saying, I figured we'd start with the basics.
I'll tell you who I am and a little bit about the Spratling. Give you an overview
of our situation. Then I'
d like to know a little bit about each of you
--especially any skills or trades you might have, or military or law enforcement
experience. Let's start with a head count."
He paused, surveying the crowd. Then he nodded at Hooper.
"Where's the other guy? Tran? Wasn't he helping you with breakfast?"
"He's in the galley doing dishes. Don't matter none. Motherfucker can't speak English
anyway."
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The chief frowned, but continued with his count. I got the impression that he felt
the same way about Cleveland Hooper as I did.
"Okay," Chief Maxey said. "So, counting the absent Mr. Tran, and our second mate
Turn, who is piloving the ship while we're down here, there are twenty of us onboard."
Joan timidly raised her hand.
"Yes?"
"I'm sorry," she apologized. "But last night, after we'd gotten underway, I thought
I counted twenty-one."
"Yes ma'am, you did."
"But you said there were twenty, counting the two men who are absent. Aren't we missing
somebody else?"
"There were
twenty-one. One member of our party was bitten sometime before he came aboard. He
tried to hide it from us, but we discovered it early this morning, before most of
you were awake. We removed him from the ship immediately."
Joan stuttered. "W-who? Who did that?"
"Turn and I, and Mr. Runkle.
"Mr. Runkle?"
"Yes, he's standing there to your left."
We all looked at Mr. Runkle, a large man, probably in his late thirties, physically
fit and hair cropped short. I made him for a cop right away. It was in the way he
carried himself. Chief Maxey confirmed my suspicions a second later.
"Mr. Runkle is a Baltimore City police officer. We
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asked for his help as soon as we were aware of the situation."
"Hi. Steven Runkle. Just call me Steve."
A few of us nodded at him, but our attention was on the chief. I noticed the professor
step away from the group. Frowning, he lit his pipe and puffed on it. The smoke smelled
like cherries. In the sudden silence, the roaring waves seemed to grow louder. Seagulls
squawked above us, perched on one of the antennas.
"I'm sorry," a red-headed woman said, "but what exactly do you mean when you say
you 'removed him from the ship? Weren't we already out to sea by then?"
Chief Maxey nodded. "That's correct. And what is your name, Ma'am?"
"Never mind my name! You threw him overboard? You killed him?"
"No," Runkle said. "We didn't kill him. The bite did that. He was already dying.
You'
ve all seen how fast the sickness works. The times vary depending on the person,
but the end result is the same. Unless you totally incinerate the body or destroy
its brain, it comes back after death. He
'd have been dead in a few more minutes, and then ..."
He didn't finish. He didn't have to.
"If it's any consolation," the chief muttered, "we made sure that he didn't suffer."
I braced myself for the expected outcry, but surprisingly there was none. A few people
looked unhappy about it, a few more looked queasy, but
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nobody objected out loud. This was a new world with new laws. You did what you had
to in order to stay alive. All of them had survived this long--
they new what it took. To remain human, you had to give up a little bit of your humanity.
I
'd done stuff I wasn't proud of--
shooting Alan, for example. But something else was bothering me, too. If the guy
had been bitten but was still alive when they threw him overboard, what happened
after he drowned? Did he still turn into a zombie? Hamelin
'
s Revenge was already in his bloodstream. Did he wake up on the bottom of the ocean
and start attacking the fish? I wondered again if the disease could transfer to marine
life.
"So there are twenty of us," Chief Maxey said once more. "That should give me a better
idea of how long the ship's stores will last. Not that we really have any. But we'
ll get to that in a minute. First, let me tell you about myself and about your new
home. If you didn
'
t hear me before, my name is SMC Wade Maxey, United States Coast Guard, retired.
Specifically, I was a signalman. SMC stands for Signalman Chief. I actually served
onboard the
Spratling
in the eighties, and when she was finally decommissioned in 1987 and turned into
a historic attraction, I was hired by the Maritime Museum to serve as a curator and
tour guide. Believe me when I tell you that nobody knows this ship better than me.
I
'm a part of her and she's a part of me, and I'
m glad they saved her from the scrap yard. Usually, when they
're no longer seaworthy, those old ships are cut up and sold for scrap by their owners
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before they become completely worthless. Only a few of the really old ones have survived.
Most of the time, that'
s because of dumb luck. And sometimes, they escape the scrap yards because of their
historical significance, as was the case with the
Spratling. The coast guard felt it was an important vessel."
As Maxey talked, I wondered how much of his speech was from his normal tour recital
and how much was for our benefit. I had to give him credit. Despite his warning about
putting us to sleep, he held everybody, including the kids, spellbound.
"The USCGC Spratling" he continued proudly, "is significant because she is one of
the last of the fleet's high endurance cutters. With the exception of our polar ice
breakers, these are--or were--
the largest class of vessel in the coast guard
's fleet. The Spratling
is just under four hundred feet long, has a beam of forty-five feet, and weighs a
little over three thousand, two hundred and fifty tons. She was a sister vessel to
the USCGC
Taney, the only ship that was left floating during the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor.
As you might remember, the Taney
was also docked at the Inner Harbor until a year ago, when she was sent to the shipyards
in Norfolk for major refitting and preservation work. The
Spratling became the sole military vessel attraction after that. The Spratling
was named for former Secretary of State William B. Spratling, who was a former college
roommate of President Jeffrey Tyler. Please do not hold that against her."
The crowd laughed politely, and Joan applauded.
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"She is one of the last three treasury-class coast guard cutters still left afloat.
The Spratling and her various crews have served our country proudly for over sixty
years. During that time, she'
s been through a lot. She saw combat in both World War Two and Vietnam, and was also
called upon to assist civilians during Hurricane Agnes in the seventies and more
recently, along the Gulf Coast after the devastation of Hurricane Katrina. During
my service aboard the
Spratling,
she was a vital asset in drug interdiction, search and rescue operations, border
enforcement, and fisheries protection. While these may sound mundane to you, they
are anything but. They can be
--and were-- very dangerous operations. She also participated in the search for John
F Kennedy, Jr. after his plane crashed. She'
s seen a lot of history, and I
'm proud to serve aboard her. I hope that you're all proud to be here, as well. Now,
if you look forward, you'll notice that big dome on top of the pilot house. While
we'
re doing that, everybody wave to Turn."
We did, and behind the pilot house window, Turn waved back. He looked embarrassed.
"That dome," Chief Maxey explained, "is a special storm-tracking antenna. In addition
to its other duties, the Spratling
also helped track storms for many years, until the use of more sophisticated stormtracking
satellites and radars became common. The antenna was reinstalled for posterity when
she became a museum. Sadly, it is not active."
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I stared at the dome. A seagull was perched on top of it, watching us with interest.
"Now," the chief continued, "for the nuts and bolts. We are powered by two diesel
engines and two gas turbines with controllable-pitch screws. We have enough fuel
onboard to last us about two weeks. Our top speed is just over twenty-one knots per
hour. Not too shabby, folks. We also have two Boyle and Snyder boilers
--
a very dependable manufacturer. Luckily, the boilers are still operational and I
know how to operate them, or else we
'd still be sitting at the harbor. In truth, there's not much that I don't know how
to do onboard this ship.
"As you can see, we are equipped with a helicopter flight deck. You'
re standing on it, in fact. We also have a retractable hangar, which is still operational
even though we no longer have the facilities to support helicopter deployment. The
weapons systems are still functional, too. After years of service and several tours
of duty, the
Spratling
was totally refitted and relaunched in 1965. One of the showcase displays in the
galley contains newspaper clippings of the event. She was modernized again through
the fleet rehabilitation and modernization program in 1979. Actually, she was one
of the first coast guard vessels to undergo that upgrade. During that time, the original
caliber big guns were replaced with much more modern versions. They do a lot more
damage."
Mitch and another man both whistled in appreciation.
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"Finally," the chief said, "she'
s also equipped with both a seventy-six millimeter cannon and twenty millimeter Phalanx
Close-in Weapons System, or CIWS, in military-speak. Sadly, though all of the weapons
are still operational, we have no armament for them. After September Eleventh, the
museum frowned upon keeping explosives onboard the ship, as I
'
m sure you can understand. I said before that the
Spratling was a big ship."
Professor Williams exhaled a cloud of cherry-scented pipe smoke and interrupted him.
"That's all very impressive, Chief. But what's the bad news?"
"I was getting to that. To be honest, there is all sorts of bad news. The Spratling
hasn't actually been out to sea in years, and I'm afraid to push her. We'
re doing okay so far, but the truth is, we could break down at any time. If that
happens
--well, let's just say we'
d have a difficult time getting replacement parts. But the engine and boilers are
in good shape. As I said, we have two diesel engines and two gas turbines, and I
estimate we have enough fuel for two weeks, if we conserve it. But if we run into
trouble, we don
't have the weaponry to fight a sea battle, and we'
ll have to run. The faster we go, the quicker we deplete our fuel supply."
"What kind of trouble could we run into?" Mitch asked. "It's not like the zombies
can pilot a boat. They can't touch us out here."
"No, they can't. But it's not just the dead that we have to worry about. With no
law and no coastal patrols, I'm afraid the seas may be just as dangerous as the cities
were. There are bad people who will
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take advantage of situations like this. They thrive on it. I'
m sure all of you encountered them on land over the last few weeks. We could encounter
them out here, as well. We might run across pirates or raiders at any time. And if
that happens, we
'll have to run. We have no heavy armaments. We don't have the means to defend ourselves,
unless they board us and it comes down to small arms fire. I'
ll come back to that in a minute, but first we need to talk about supplies."
He turned to Hooper. "Cleveland, when we're finished here, I'd like you and Tran
to inventory our food supply. Obviously, we didn'
t leave port with a full complement. This was a museum, not an active duty vessel.
What little food we do have is stuff I managed to sneak onboard during the first
few days of martial law."
"You stayed here during the collapse?" Murphy, the man who'd lent us toothpaste earlier,
asked.
Chief Maxey nodded. "I had nowhere else to go. I'm not married. I have no children.
I don't even have a pet. My apartment was just where I went to sleep. All of my free
time was spent here onboard the
Spratling. This was where I wanted to be. And by then, it wasn't like we were open
for tours, anyway. Early on, I raided the Whole Foods store, the aquarium'
s cafeteria, and some of the restaurants at the Inner Harbor. But I was alone and
couldn
't carry much at once. And to be honest, I wasn'
t counting on feeding twenty people. Food and water will be our number one concern.
The good news is we have fishing tackle onboard
--I used to fish in the
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evenings after we closed to the public. And one of the displays has deep sea rods
that previous sailors used. So we can supplement our rations with fish. We can catch
and collect rainwater, as well. The ship has a small supply of fresh water. It was
used for the water fountains and the head
--that's a restroom for you civilians who don't speak military. But the water tank
isn't at full capacity. I'
ve shut off the showers and sinks so that we can better conserve it. The toilets
and urinals are shut down, too, but I kept the head in the engineering compartment
operational. We
'
ll show you how to get there later on.
' But that is the only functioning head and I ask that when you use it, you adhere
to the following rule-- if it's yellow, let it mellow. If it's brown, flush it down.
That will help to save water."
We laughed at the joke, and then he continued.
"The showers in that head are also functional. Again, I ask that you adhere to a
strict time limit. No longer than two minutes per person to shower. Once we fill
our tanks, I'
ll lift that rule. My plan is to find a base or station where we can take on supplies.
Maybe we
'
ll try the naval base in Norfolk, or Hampton Roads or Portsmouth. There are a number
of bases and commercial docks we could try. We could possibly even anchor off Ocean
City or one of the other seaside resorts along the coast, and take a lifeboat in
to shore."
"But the situation in those places will be just like it was in Baltimore," Mitch
said. "Do we have enough people to fight our way into and out of a
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storage depot or fueling station if it's overrun with zombies?"
"I don't know," the chief admitted. "But I'm glad you brought that up, Mister...
?"
"Sorry. My name's Mitch Bollinger."
"Well, Mr. Bollinger, you raise something else that we need to talk about. Officer
Runkle and I were talking earlier this morning about law and order onboard ship.
Like it or not, this is our home for the foreseeable future. Now, I
'm sure that all of you are very nice people, but the fact of the matter is, I don'
t know for sure. Neither do you. With the exception of Mr. Bollinger and his three
friends," he nodded toward me and the kids, "all of you boarded the ship on your
own last night. None of you were traveling together. It was simple luck
--and the fires of course--
that brought you all to the harbor at the same time. So even though we might all
seem nice, we really don
't know each other. Many of you brought weapons onboard: rifles, pistols, knives--I
think I even saw some grenades, though I can'
t remember who had them. Officer Runkle and I feel that our best course of action
is to lock all of those items up in the ship
's armory. It's for your safety as well as everyone else'
s onboard. We have children present, and it wouldn
't do for one of those weapons to find its way into their hands."
"Hey," Malik said, "I know how to use a gun. Grenades, too. I blew up a whole bunch
of zombies last night."
A few people in the crowd laughed, and that just
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made Malik angry. Glaring at them, he leaned against the rail and scowled.
"I'm sure you're very brave, son," Chief Maxey said. "And if you used a grenade last
night, then I think it's safe to assume it was your father or Mr. Bollinger who brought
them onboard?"
I started to tell them that I wasn't his father, but before I could, Mitch spoke
up.
"I did," Mitch said. "And I'm not too happy on the idea of giving them up, even temporarily.
Like you said, we don'
t know each other that well. And what if we do get attacked by marauders? How would
we defend ourselves if we got boarded?"
"If we were attacked," Runkle said, "we'd know in advance. The chief has a key to
the armory. He could distribute the weapons."
Mitch didn't seem assured. "Is it the only key?"
"Yes." Chief Maxey nodded. "I have a complete set of keys for the ship. The duplicates
are back at the Maritime Museum offices."
"So, no offense, Chief, but if something happened to you--if you fell overboard or
lost the keys or something, and we were attacked, what would we do then? Cut through
the armory door with a torch?"
"Well," the chief admitted, "that wouldn't be very feasible."
"No, it wouldn't," Mitch said. "And we don't have the means to copy your key. Look,
I don't like the idea of all of us roaming around with guns either, but the simple
fact is I'
d feel more comfortable holding onto mine."
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I noticed that Officer Runkle was eyeing Mitch's holster, as if he were contemplating
making a grab for Mitch'
s pistol. I tried to stay inconspicuous, but slid between the two of them, just in
case. Runkle glared at me, but stepped backward. I smiled. He didn
'
t smile back. Must have been straight. Shame. He was a good-looking guy. I would
have enjoyed getting to know him better, but the vibe he gave off was definitely
a warning. Plus, I never dated cops. The world may have ended, but I still had my
standards.
Runkle spoke up. "With all due respect to Mr. Bollinger, I don't think we can--"
"He's right," Chief Maxey interrupted. "I hate to admit it, but he's absolutely correct.
What if something does happen to me or to the key? You'
d all be shit out of luck if we really were attacked. But it doesn
't sit well letting everyone carry them around, either."
"If I could make a suggestion,"--the professor stepped forward--"why don'
t we agree to confine our personal weapons to our private quarters, and not carry
them at any time while onboard ship, unless of course it
's during a general quarters situation."
"What is general quarters?" the red-headed woman asked.
"An emergency," the chief explained. "If we were attacked, you would hear an alarm
bell over the PA system. That's called general quarters."
"I like the professor's idea," Mitch said. "How about the rest of you?"
"Sounds fair to me," Murphy agreed. "I've only got a little twenty-two pistol, but
I'd hate to give it up. It's kept me alive so far."
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"Ditto," said Basil.
Officer Runkle looked unhappy with the decision, but all of the others agreed.
The chief finally nodded with obvious reluctance. "Okay," he said. "I guess that's
fair. A ship isn't exactly a democracy, but then again, you folks really didn'
t have much of a choice but to come aboard. If you want to store them in your compartments,
that
's fine. However, I think we need to agree that there will be penalties for anyone
who breaks that rule."
Mitch frowned. "Such as?"
"The Spratling is also equipped with a stockade. It's down on the lower level, right
between the ship's laundry and the boiler room."
"And who's in charge of that?"
Smiling, Officer Runkle stepped forward. "I am. Unless anyone has a problem with
that? It makes sense. I was a cop, after all."
He was going to be trouble--an inferiority complex with a badge, desperate for others
to recognize his authority. I knew his type well. Had seen it before and hated motherfuckers
like him. I'
d been exposed to them all my life.
The conversation continued. We discussed the ship'
s routine and schedule, and Chief Maxey gave everyone some tips about how to cope
with things like seasickness, the proper way to stow our belongings, surviving inclement
weather, what to do if someone fell over the side or if we had to abandon ship, and
other factors of life at sea. He said that he and Turn would look over the maps and
charts and try to pick a port with a minimal surrounding
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population. That way, there was less chance of it being overrun with the dead when
we conducted our supply raid.
After answering more questions, the chief wanted to know more about each of us and
any specific skills or abilities we might be able to offer. We already knew that
Runkle was a cop, and he didn'
t offer any other personal details. Basil Martin was a Web designer. He refused to
tell us anything about his personal life, other than he
'
d been in the National Guard before going to college. Professor Williams told us
that his fields of specialty were English literature and mythology. He was a widower
--
 his wife had passed two years before, and his children were grown. His son lived
in Thailand and his daughter in California. He hadn
't heard from either since the nation'
s communication grid went down. Our new friend Joan Barnett went next. She was a
dental hygienist. Turned out her spouse had passed away, too
--dying from lung cancer in a room at Greater Baltimore Medical Center as the dead
first began to stalk the streets. He'd died alone. She'
d been unable to get to him because of martial law. The hospital had confirmed his
passing. She never made arrangements because soon after, arrangements no longer mattered.
Murphy
'
s first name was Ollie. He was a boiler operator. Chief Maxey got excited by that
news. He
'
d spent the last few weeks holed up in a bar on Pratt Street, which was no surprise,
judging by the telltale alcoholic veins in his nose. Cleveland Hooper had been a
cook at a diner. Twice divorced, he
'd been hiding
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out from deputies looking to serve a warrant for nonpayment of child support, and
hadn'
t even been aware of the zombies at first. Hooper had also served a four-year stint
in the navy. Nobody knew anything about Tran, and even if he hadn
't been washing dishes, he wouldn'
t have been able to tell us about himself. Mitch told everyone he was a Bible salesman
and firearms enthusiast. Then it was my turn. I introduced myself and then the kids.
After that, we met the other passengers. The red-headed woman was Carol Beck. She
was a quality control manager at an injection molding plant and had been trying to
flee the city. Stuck in a traffic jam on Interstate Eighty-three, she
'd gotten out of her car to get a better cell phone signal. As she stood there, zombies
had swarmed the on-ramp, forcing drivers to flee. She'
d hid inside a factory. Next was Cliff Shatner, a young kid in his early twenties.
He
'd been a student at Towson University, majoring in journalism, and was partying
in Fells Point when everything fell apart. He'
d been trapped downtown, hiding inside the basement of the Soundgarden music shop.
Stephanie Pollack didn
'
t look so well when she introduced herself. Her skin was pale and dripping sweat.
Her pupils were dilated. At first I thought it was the heat, but we soon learned
that she was diabetic and had run out of insulin. The fires had forced her to flee
quickly, and her supply of insulin had burned up with her apartment. We were concerned
for her, but there wasn
't much we could do. It was a hopeless, demoralizing feeling. It seemed so unfair--to
survive the fires
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and the zombies, only to have your own body turn against you. And yet she was a trooper.
She'
d stood on the flight deck the whole time, baking in the heat, listening patiently
as we talked and debated, and not once had she complained. Basil and Hooper, on the
other hand, had done nothing but bitch since we
'd got there. The chief told Stephanie to go lie down, promised he'
d do anything he could to make her more comfortable, and had Joan escort her back
to her compartment. He promised that if we could get to a port quickly, the first
thing he
'
d look for was insulin. I thought the chances of that were pretty slim, but I kept
that to myself.
We had two teenagers in the group: a boy and a girl. The boy's name was Nick Kontis.
His father had owned a Greek restaurant just off President Street. He'
d watched his entire family get slaughtered by those things. He
'd survived by hiding inside the restaurant's walk-in freezer. The night of the fires,
he'd crept out, looking for water. He'
d stumbled, literally over a zombie a few minutes later. Legless, it had been crawling
around in the dining area, munching on rancid, spoiled meat. The girl was Alicia
Crawford. She was shy and soft-spoken, and we didn
'
t learn much about her other than her name. She stared at the deck the whole time
and kept cleaning her eyeglasses on her shirt. The last two passengers were Chuck
Mizello and Tony Giovanni. Chuck was a forklift operator with four years of army
experience, including a tour in Iraq. He
'd taken shelter in a warehouse and survived on the
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contents of the vending machines. Tony was a tow truck driver. He barricaded himself
in a hotel room across from the Inner Harbor. Like Mitch, he was a firearms enthusiast.
I noticed that he scored points with my friend when he complimented the pistol at
Mitch
's side.
Once the introductions were finished, each of us were assigned duties. According
to Chief Maxey, the biggest danger at sea was boredom, so each of us needed a task
to perform. Keep our minds occupied. Hooper and Tran were in charge of the galley,
and Nick volunteered to help them since he had a restaurant background. Runkle was
going to help Chief Maxey and Turn on the bridge. Murphy was the obvious choice for
engineering, since he
'd been a boiler operator. Chuck, Tony, and the college kid, Cliff, volunteered to
help him. Cliff didn'
t look happy when Murphy warned him it would be hot, dirty work, but he didn
'
t change his mind either. Guess he wanted to fit in, make a good impression. Mitch,
Basil, Professor Williams, and I pulled fishing duty. Carol suggested that someone
should work with the kids, a shipboard school of sorts. Chief Maxey was hesitant
about the idea, but she finally convinced him it was important. He didn
'
t look thrilled. Neither did Tasha and Malik. I guess the one nice thing about the
end of civilization was that they didn
't have to go to school anymore. Carol would teach them in the mornings, assisted
by Alicia. In the afternoons, they'
d perform other duties, as would the kids. Joan was temporarily assigned to care
for Stephanie.
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After we had our assignments, the chief excused us all, promising to give us an update
as soon as he and Turn decided on a safe destination. The group separated, some of
them moving off together, others leaving by themselves. Chuck had a tennis ball (I
don
't know where the hell he'
d found it) and gave it to Malik and Tasha to toss around. I warned them not to get
too close to the edge of the flight deck, and then let them run off. Felt good to
see them having fun, if only for a little while. They tossed the ball back and forth,
bouncing it off the flight deck
'
s black, sun-baked surface. I pulled away from the others and stood by myself against
the railing. Gazed out at the sea. I
'd never been on the open water like this, and despite the seasickness and the memories
of what had led us to the Spratling
in the first place, I was enjoying it. When I looked out at the water, there was
nothing in all four directions. No buildings. No mountaintops. No land at all. There
was just an endless, flat sheet of gray and white, broken only by the rolling waves.
It was easy enough for me to imagine that there was nothing else beyond the horizons
--no cities or countries or people. No dead. As I watched, something--
I think it was a dolphin
--
jumped from the water, spun through the air, and then splashed back into the ocean,
disappearing beneath the surface. I smiled. Three more appeared and did the same
thing. It was one of the coolest things I
'd ever seen.
"Dolphins," a voice beside me said, confirming what they were.
I turned. It was Tony Giovanni, the tow truck
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driver. He'd moved next to me along the railing while I was watching the waves, but
I'd been distracted and hadn't noticed.
"I wasn't sure what the hell they were," I admitted. "Sort of look like sharks."
"Sometimes it's hard to tell," he said. "Especially when all you can see is their
dorsal fin sticking out of the water."
"You been around them much?"
Shrugging, he patted his pockets till he found a half pack of cigarettes. He put
one in his mouth and then offered the pack to me.
"No thanks. I don't smoke."
"I don't guess I'll be smoking much longer, either. It's gonna be ugly when I run
out. Not as ugly as if that Murphy guy runs out of booze, but still..."
He thumbed his lighter, shielding the flame with his hand so that the wind wouldn't
blow it out, and then continued.
"My wife and I used to take trips--you know, those whale watching or 'Swim with the
Dolphins'
 things? She loved nature. So do I. Paid sixty bucks a month for cable TV and the
only thing either of us watched was the Discovery Channel. So yeah, I
've seen them up close. Usually, they just follow the boat, looking for handouts.
Same way the birds do."
He pointed upward. A flock of seagulls circled overhead, squawking at one another.
"They'll follow us for days, just waiting on any scraps we throw them. They're trained,
almost. Fuckers love to eat. If the birds ever caught Hamelin's Revenge, we'd all
be fucked."
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I nodded, and then turned my attention back to the sea. The dolphins were gone.
He exhaled smoke. "You ever been on a boat?"
"No," I said. "First time. Still a little seasick."
"Next time you go down to the galley, see if that Hooper guy has any crackers. Saltines
work best. Eat a bunch of those and try not to drink much, and you'
ll be okay. They soak up all the liquid in your stomach."
"Thanks. I'll try that."
The tennis ball rolled over to us, bounced off Tony's shoe and almost went over the
side. Tony bent down, picked it up, and tossed it back to Tasha.
"Thanks," she shouted.
He smiled, watching them play.
"Cute kids," he said. "Got to tell you, until we introduced ourselves, I would have
sworn you were their daddy."
I laughed. "Not me. It's funny, though. You're not the first person that said that.
The professor thought the same thing, and the chief brought it up just a few minutes
ago."
"You must look alike."
I wasn't sure what to make of the comment. Was it innocent or was he implying that
all black people looked the same? He must have known what I was thinking.
"Hey, man, don't get the wrong idea. That's not what I meant."
"Sorry," I apologized. "Old habits die hard, I guess."
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"Yeah, I hear you. No sweat. Just didn't want you to get the wrong idea. All I meant
is that you guys looked like family."
"I don't have much of a family. Just a brother, and he's long gone."
"Well," he said, "you do now. Those kids dote on you. Can see it in their eyes, the
way they look at you when you talk. My kids used to ..."
Tony couldn't finish. His Adam's apple bobbed up and down, but no sound came out.
Tears welled up in his eyes.
"Sorry," he said after a moment. "Every time I think I can talk about them... Shit.
Guess I should get down to the boiler room and let Murphy show me what to do. If
I can even find it, that is. This ship'
s like a damn maze. Nice talking to you, Lamar."
"You too, Tony."
I watched him go, shoulders slumped, head to the deck. He didn't look at anyone as
he passed them, especially the kids. I felt sorry for the guy. Sorry for us all.
We'd survived. We'
d beat the odds. We were still alive. But was it worth it?
I watched Tasha and Malik as they played and decided that it was; if only for them.
I closed my eyes and leaned back against the rail, letting the ocean breeze cool
my skin. I listened to the roar of the waves. Listened to the screeching birds. Listened
to the kid'
s laughter. It all blended together.
With my eyes shut, it sounded like screams.
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Stephanie died in the middle of the night. Weak and dehydrated, she'd slipped into
a diabetic coma shortly before sundown. Wasn'
t much any of us could do for her. Joan kept her warm and wiped her forehead with
a cool washcloth. Held her hand and talked to her. Watched her go and made sure she
didn
't do it alone. Sometimes, that's the best you can hope for in this world.
Stephanie Pollack had lived in an apartment in Baltimore and was diabetic. That was
all any of us knew about her. Joan said that before she'
d slipped into the coma, Stephanie had whispered some names. But those names had
died with her. No tears were shed. We hadn
't known her long enough. It was sad. Demoralizing and depressing. We were still
human after all, and another human'
s passing, even a stranger
'
s, was cause for reflection. But what was there to reflect on, except our own fucked-up
situation? How to remember her? Stephanie had no purse, no identification, nothing
that would give us a deeper glimpse into her life and who she
'
d been. Her locker was empty, as was the storage space beneath her rack. Was she
married? There was no ring on her finger, so probably not. Divorced, then? Widowed?
Gay? Did she have children, and if so, were they still alive somewhere out there,
or had they joined the ranks of the others? Brothers or sisters? She must have had
parents, at least. Were they alive or dead? We would never know.
Again, I found myself wondering what the fucking point was. Why continue fighting,
continue struggling to survive? In the end, you died with a
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bunch of strangers who couldn't even eulogize you properly because they didn't know
shit about you. When you died, you were supposed to live on in the memories of others.
That's what I'
d always been told. Didn
'
t matter what you believed, which religion you subscribed to, what god you worshipped.
The simple fact was that none of us knew what lies beyond. Immortality and eternal
life? The only sure shot at that was the memories of those you left behind
--
your friends and family. But if you had no one, if you were alone in this world,
who would remember you when you were gone? If memories were your only shot at eternal
life, and there was no one to remember you, what then? If there was such a thing
as a soul, what happened to it? Maybe death was all there really was. Maybe there
was no such thing as eternal life. But now, even death wasn
't the end, thanks to Hamelin's Revenge. Did the zombies still have their souls or
were they just hollow shells? Could the person who'
d once inhabited their bodies still be alive inside, conscious even after death,
and if so, did they scream?
Why not just go outside, climb over the rail, let go, and fall into the ocean? After
all we'
d seen and done in life, and all that had happened to us, both good and bad, all
the triumphs and tragedies and everything associated with them, what was the fucking
point? Was it all just to die among a bunch of strangers who barely knew your name?
Or to end up inside a zombie
'
s stomach or worse yet, to walk around like one of them, putrefying on the go?
Word of Stephanie's death spread quickly through
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the ship. Murphy woke Mitch and me to tell us. He'
d stood in the passageway, leaning through our hatch, silhouetted in red light. His
breath smelled like cough syrup and his voice was slurred. If he was down to drinking
cough syrup already, what would he do when he ran out of that? I wondered if there
was any rubbing alcohol onboard.
After Murphy left, Mitch and I didn't talk. The kids hadn't woken up and we didn't
want to disturb them. Soon I heard Mitch softly snoring again. It amazed me, how
quickly he'
d fallen asleep. I lay there in the darkness, hands behind my head, and stared at
the ceiling. My rack swayed with the ship, but I wasn
't queasy. Tony's suggestion had worked. During dinner, I'
d wolfed down a bunch of saltine crackers. They
'd done the trick. No more seasickness.
Heartsickness--there was no cure.
I didn't fall back asleep.
The others slept like the dead. I wondered if they dreamed and wished that I could,
if only to escape this world for a little while. Even a nightmare would have been
welcome. It certainly couldn'
t have been as bad as reality.
The next morning, we buried Stephanie at sea. She'd died of natural causes, so she
didn'
t come back. No worries there. She did what dead people were supposed to do. Old
school. Just slipped beneath the waves and passed from this world.
She was the lucky one.
Before we committed her body to the sea, Chief Maxey asked if anybody would like
to say anything. Perhaps a prayer or a Bible verse. Everyone looked
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at Mitch. Embarrassed, he explained that he only sold Bibles and didn't actually
know much about them. Cliff eventually volunteered. After it was all over and she'
d sunk beneath the surface, Cliff approached Mitch and I. He touched Mitch
's shoulder. "I don't mean to be rude, Mr. Bollinger, but you should get in touch
with God again. It'
s obvious you believed at one point in your life." Mitch brushed him away. "How
's it obvious?"
"Well, you're probably a very good salesman, and a good salesman always knows his
product. Try reconnecting with the Lord. It might bring you comfort, with all that'
s happened. It does for me. He can be a mighty pillar of strength." Mitch exhaled.
"Let me get this straight. With all that
'
s happened you still believe in God?" "Of course. Now more than ever." "Well good
for you, kid. Now fuck off." Cliff flinched as if Mitch had slapped him. "I
'm sorry?"
"You should be. Congratulations."
"Look, exactly what is your problem?"
Mitch's smile held no humor. "You'
ve still got your faith. Meanwhile, I got nothing. So get the fuck away from me before
I throw you over the rail and we find out once and for all if the Lord is watching
over you." Cliff stomped away in a huff. When he was gone, I nudged Mitch.
"You think you were a little too hard on that kid?" Mitch shrugged. "Hell with him.
Look, I don't
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care if he's a Christian. Seriously, I'm cool with everyone. Good for him. There's
nothing wrong with that. But he's got no right to try proselytizing me. I hate that
shit. Just because he'
s still a believer, doesn
't mean I've got to be one, too."
"Maybe it's his faith that keeps him going."
"I'm sure it is. And you know what else? I'll admit it--I'm jealous as fuck."
I nodded in understanding. "Yeah, I know what you mean. What keeps you going, Mitch?"
He stared out at the water, smoking his cigarette down to the filter. It was a long
time before he spoke, and when he did, I had to strain to hear him over the seagulls
and the waves.
"I don't know, Lamar. I don't know what keeps me going. And sometimes, I wish that
whatever it is would just stop."
I nodded again. Once more, I empathized all too well.
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Chapter Six
"Norfolk is definitely out," Chief Maxey muttered around the stub of his cigar. "You
have any idea how many personnel were assigned to that base?"
"No," Mitch said. "How many?"
"Well, I'm not sure exactly. But it was a lot. Thousands. The naval base is the size
of a small city."
"Damn straight it is," said Hooper. "Hell, the base is Norfolk. Everything else in
the city is just there to support the base. It'll be crawling with zombies."
We were standing inside a shack on the ship'
s signal bridge, planning our excursion to the mainland; me, Mitch, Chief Maxey,
Turn, Officer Runkle, Basil, Tony, and Hooper. Chief Maxey had given Chuck a crash
course on how to pilot the ship and put him in charge of the pilothouse while we
met.
"Just steer it straight," he'd said. "There shouldn't be any other vessels out here
for you to hit. And if an alarm goes off, call us."
The chief and Turn were there because they
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knew the coastline and could read the maps and charts. The others were there because
they had military or law enforcement experience and knew guns. I was there only because
Mitch had insisted I come with him. I was cool with that. Fish weren
't biting anyway, and Tasha and Malik were busy with their studies--something they'
d warmed up to after a few days. I think they liked having something to do, a challenge
to occupy their minds, even if it was just school. Carol had found some paper and
pens and had created study guides, since we had no books onboard. The kids took to
her right away, and Tasha seemed especially fond of Alicia
--
and Alicia of Tasha as well. The night before, Joan had commented that the only time
the teen seemed to open up was when she was with the kids. After three days at sea,
things had begun to gel for all of us. One dysfunctional little family.
Runkle sipped water from a plastic bottle. "Before everything went to shit, FEMA
had set up an aid station in South Point. I remember hearing about it on the radio.
It was supposed to provide food, water, and medical assistance. South Point is pretty
rural, so maybe it didn
't get overrun. Could we try for that?"
Chief Maxey shook his head. "South Point is in the Chingoteague Bay. I'
d have to circle all the way around Assateague Island. That puts us close to Ocean
City, which would have been packed with tourists this time of year. Too many potential
zombies, especially given the way they roam. Plus, if the wild horses on Assateague
got the disease, we
'd have zombies on both sides. The horses were used
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to crossing the bay--chances are they'd do the same after death. I'd rather not risk
it."
"But horses are immune to Hamelin's Revenge," I said. "I saw it on the news, before
we lost power. Sheep caught it, but not pigs. Horses were immune, but cattle were
not."
"Perhaps they were," the chief said. "But the disease must have adapted later on
because I saw a dead horse running around downtown. It was one of those police horses
and it was chasing a live dog."
"Are you sure it was a zombie?"
"Its broken ribs were sticking out of its flesh and its tail had been torn out by
the roots."
"Something else to consider," Turn said. "Wherever we dock, even if there are relatively
few zombies, we might want to wear gloves and some type of face mask to breathe through.
Maybe we can make something up with what we have on hand. One of the museum displays
has cheesecloth. We could make a mask out of that."
Basil, who had only been paying half-attention, sat up. "Why would we need to do
that?"
"Disease," Turn answered. "Think about it. Even if the army or somebody had killed
all the zombies, they wouldn't have been able to burn all the bodies. There'
s simply too many of them. The fire pits worked early on, but once the situation
got out of control, those failed, too. So now you
've got thousands, maybe millions, of dead bodies lying around--
or walking around. Corpses carry disease. Every zombie is nothing more than a walking
biohazard."
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"Good point," I said. "But if that were the case, then why aren't any of us sick
yet? We've survived this long. Wouldn't we have caught whatever disease they're carrying
by now?"
"Not necessarily. I don't know for sure because I wasn't on deck when you guys shared
your stories. But I'
ll bet almost all of us survived by staying holed up somewhere and avoiding the zombies
whenever possible. The fires were what forced us out of hiding, and we had limited
contact with the dead before boarding the
Spratling."
Basil still wasn't convinced. "You guys remember Hurricane Katrina, right? In New
Orleans, people waded through the floodwaters, and there were bodies floating in
the streets. There wasn'
t a massive outbreak after that."
"Lot's of people got sick in New Orleans," Turn said. "But the difference was that
there were aid stations and medical help on hand soon after."
Tony lit a cigarette. "Maybe we're immune to Hamelin's Revenge. Maybe we've already
been exposed and it just didn't take."
"Maybe," Hooper said, "your ass should go first when we land. Let one of them fuckers
take a bite out of you and then we'll see if you're immune."
"No thanks."
"I think we should keep an eye on each other," Mitch suggested. "Make sure nobody
is getting sick."
"I agree," Runkle said. "And if they do show signs of disease, we should quarantine
them."
None of us argued with him. Runkle may have been a prick, but he was right. No way
could we
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risk everyone onboard the ship coming down with hepatitis or the bubonic fucking
plague.
Chief Maxey tapped the laminated map. "That'
s all the more reason why we need to find a place to resupply ourselves soon. In
addition to food and water, we need medicine and first aid supplies. If we
'd had insulin, maybe that poor woman would still be alive."
"No sense beating yourself up over that, Chief," Tony said. "It was just bad fucking
luck on Stephanie's part. There wasn't anything we could have done."
"I suppose not," the chief admitted, "but I'll be damned if we're going to lose anyone
else because of something like that. We've got one little bottle of aspirin and Murphy's
cough syrup supply--and he'
s drinking through that like it
's a bottle of Knob Creek. If somebody does get sick or hurt, we're going to need
a lot more than those."
"Okay," Mitch said. "So Norfolk and Portsmouth are out. Same with Virginia Beach,
Hampton Roads, Little Creek, and Ocean City."
"Virginia Beach is a possibility," Chief Maxey corrected. "Down from the tourist
area, there's a stretch of national forest. There's a small station there we could
try."
"What's up north?" Runkle asked.
"The Isle of Wight." Chief Maxey traced the coastline with his finger. "And up in
Delaware, there's Rehobeth Beach, Bethany Beach, and South Bethany--
all of them are going to be packed with zombies."
Turn said, "What about the lighthouse at Fenwick
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Island? That should be fairly deserted. I think the lighthouse itself is on automatic,
so there'd only be a maintenance man, if anyone."
"That's a long way to go," Chief Maxey sighed. "We're closer to North Carolina and
points south. I think we should consider one of those or the station near Virginia
Beach--
keep Fenwick as a last resort. Maybe we could try one of the islands off the Carolina
coast."
"I don't know, Chief," Turn said. "Those islands are all inhabited, and they had
regular contact with the mainland, which increases the chances of infection. I think
Fenwick Island is our best shot."
While they were talking, I noticed a little red dot on the map, positioned farther
out in the Atlantic Ocean. It looked like it had been drawn with a dry-erase marker.
"What's this?" I asked, pointing to it.
"Oil rig," Chief Maxey grunted.
I was surprised. "There are oil rigs off the East Coast?"
"Sure," Turn said. "There wasn't a lot of drilling going on off Florida because of
political stuff, but there are lots of operations elsewhere in the Atlantic. Most
of them are way off shore. The one you'
re pointing at is a jack-up. It
's mobile, which is why we drew it on the map in erasable marker. That was its last
known location."
"What's a jack-up?" Basil asked.
Hooper grinned. "It's when I run up to Lamar and jack his ass up."
"You're welcome to try," I said, keeping my voice
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low and steady. Things had not calmed between us since our initial introduction.
He thought I was an Uncle Tom and had since learned that I was gay--
 two strikes against me. In turn, I thought he was a lazy, ignorant, punk-ass motherfucker.
"I'd like to see him try it, too," Mitch said.
"Ya'll are tripping," Hooper muttered, backing down. "I'm just fucking around."
"A jack-up is a shallow water rig," Turn explained, ignoring Hooper. "Basically,
it'
s just a big barge with a drilling rig and living quarters attached to it. The oil
companies float it wherever they need to drill and then there are literally jacks
that extend down, raising the platform and stabilizing it on the surface. It
's a little smaller than a full-blown drill ship. They'
ve got motion compensating motors and all that shit. But anyway, yeah, they
're out there. Not just confined to the Gulf. The oil companies are forever drilling
test wells just to see what's down there beneath the ocean floor."
Mitch asked aloud what I had been thinking. "So why couldn't we just go to that rig?"
"There would still be zombies," Chief Maxey said. "Even a small platform would have
a crew. The company man, the tool pusher, driller, derrick man, floor hands, cooks,
and roustabouts. Unless they evacuated the crew before everything on the mainland
collapsed, they
'd still be there."
"Yeah," Mitch said slowly, "but they wouldn't necessarily be zombies. If they had
no connection to the mainland, then there's no way they'd have caught Hamelin's Revenge.
You've got to be
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exposed to it--bitten or come into contact with infected blood--
to turn into one of them, right? Only thing that could get them would be the birds
and the fish, and neither of them are carriers. Those crews could still be alive.
They could help us."
"He's got a point, Chief," Turn said. "In the Gulf, it'
s pretty common for shrimp boats and the like to pull up and trade their catch for
diesel. Stands to reason the same would go for Atlantic platforms. We could trade
for supplies. They
'd probably welcome us, especially now."
"But we don't have anything to trade."
"We've got transport," Turn said. "I doubt the oil company is sending a helicopter
to pull them off the jack-up anytime soon. But we can. We're their ticket off the
rig."
"Okay," the chief argued, "but what if they don't want to leave? What if they'd rather
stay? Then what? What else do we have to trade?"
"The women," Runkle suggested. There was no hint of humor in his voice. The guy was
serious.
We stared at him in disbelief.
"Fuck that," Hooper said. "The women are ours. We ain't trading them. Need them for
breeding purposes."
"What the fuck is wrong with you two?" Mitch slammed his palm down on the map. "Do
you hear yourselves? You're talking about fucking slavery--
 like the women onboard are something to be used for barter or a harem."
"You mean they ain't?" Hooper grinned wide enough to expose his missing teeth.
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My hands curled into fists. I kept them at my sides. It was hard to do. I noticed
Mitch tense up, as well. He was shaking with anger and his face turned red. Chief
Maxey interrupted, defusing the mounting tension.
"Knock it off, all of you. Officer Runkle. Mr. Hooper. While your contributions to
this ship are valuable and needed, I won't stand for that nonsense. I don'
t ever want to hear either of you talk like that again. Not while you
're on my ship. Do I make myself clear?"
Hooper shrugged. "Whatever, man. I was just fucking around."
"You've been doing that a little too much," Turn said.
"Runkle?" Chief Maxey glared at him. "Do you understand me?"
Runkle nodded, but said nothing.
"So what's the plan, Chief?" Turn turned back to the map. "We need a decision."
"We'll try for the small station near Virginia Beach--the one surrounded by the national
forest. It should be fairly deserted. If we have no luck there, then we'll consider
Mitch and Lamar'
s suggestion and try the oil rig. Fair enough?"
We all agreed that it was. Then we began planning the expedition. According to Chief
Maxey, we'd have to take the lifeboat into shore, because the water at the station
was too shallow for the Spratling.
After some discussion, we decided that six people should be enough to make up the
shore party. That would leave enough space in the
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lifeboat to haul back supplies. Chief Maxey and Turn were the only two people onboard
qualified to operate the lifeboat, so Turn was picked to go ashore. Mitch, Tony,
and Runkle volunteered right away. Hooper reluctantly agreed to go as well.
"We need one more," Chief Maxey said. "Basil, how about you? Want to join the shore
party?"
Basil looked startled. "Me? Why?"
"You've got National Guard training. It would be helpful."
"Yeah," Mitch agreed. "You know how to use a firearm, right?"
"L-look," Basil stuttered, "thanks for the vote of confidence, but I can'
t do it. No way. I just spent the last two weeks hiding out in a fucking restroom
stall at the Baltimore Zoo. I barely made it out alive. There
's no way I'm going back into that shit again."
"Pussy," Hooper teased. "Chicken shit motherfucker."
"Fuck you, man!"
Basil charged him, fists raised, jaw clenched. Runkle stepped out of the way. He
looked eager to see them fight, and he licked his lips. Turn and Chief Maxey intervened,
stepping between them. Basil tried pushing past the chief, but Maxey refused to budge.
"Come on, pussy," Hooper shouted. "What you got for me, huh? You ain't got nothing.
Bring it. I dare you. Fucking bring it."
Turn shoved Hooper backward. Hooper took a swing at him but Turn sidestepped. Suddenly,
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had his pistol out of the holster and pointed at Hooper's head.
"Back the fuck down." He motioned with the pistol barrel. "Right now."
Hooper's eyes grew wide, but he backed down. "You gonna pull a gun on me?"
"Sure looks that way, doesn't it?" Mitch turned to the chief. "See why it's a good
idea not to lock up all the guns?"
Chief Maxey wiped his sweaty forehead with the back of his hand and then stubbed
out his cigar. "I don't give a shit who is at fault here. Each and every one of you
will stand down right now, or I'
ll throw you all in the brig. This is not a democracy, goddamn it, and I am in charge.
What is wrong with you? Fighting? Pulling guns on each other? If I
'
d have known it was going to be like this, I would have left all of you back on the
pier."
"I'm sorry." Mitch holstered his weapon. "Didn't think you'd want your first mate
getting the shit beat out of him."
"Thanks," Turn muttered.
"I'm sorry, too," Basil said. "But I'm not going ashore and I don't care what anyone
thinks. I can't do it."
"Why?" Tony asked. "What happened to you at the zoo, man? We've all been through
shit. What's your story?"
Basil shuddered. "You don't want to know."
"Yeah," Tony said. "I do want to know. Think we deserve to know. Every one of us
on this goddamn shore party is risking our necks for the lives of
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everyone else on this ship. I think you owe us an explanation why you can't do the
same--especially since you'll benefit from the raid, too."
Basil didn't respond. He walked over to the round window, put his hands behind his
back, and stared out at the sea. When he finally spoke, we had to strain to hear
him.
"I always loved the zoo. It was my favorite place to go when I was a kid. I grew
up in Glen Burnie. Every weekend, I used to beg my parents to take me. We went maybe
four times a year. When I became an adult, though, I got one of those lifetime memberships
and went every chance I got. At least once a month. And when my wife and I first
started dating, I used to take her to the zoo, too. She loved it as much as I did.
I proposed to her in front of the monkey exhibit. It was our place, you know? Every
couple has a place. Ours was the Baltimore Zoo."
None of us spoke. The only sounds were the constant cries of the seagulls and Tony's
lighter as he lit another cigarette.
"So," Basil continued, "we've got a good life. I'm doing Web stuff for Northrop.
My wife, Kelli, is working for Southwest Airlines at BWI. We'
ve got a nice house in Glen Burnie, near where we both grew up. Everything
's fine. Then her period is late. She takes one of those home tests where you pee
on the stick, and it says she's pregnant. And then, along comes Hamelin'
s fucking Revenge. You guys remember how it was, when it first started. It was happening
elsewhere. Localized. New York City is a long drive up Ninety-five, right? It wouldn
't spread to here. But
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it did. The last time I saw Kelli was when I left for work. She was going to be late
coming home that night. She had a doctor's appointment after work--
 they were going to tell her if the pregnancy test was correct or not. I got home
and made dinner for us. Even stopped off at the store and got a bottle of that sparkling
cider, because if she was pregnant, I didn
'
t want her drinking wine. Lit some candles and then I waited. She called from the
car
--the cell phone connection was bad. She was on the inner loop of the beltway stuck
in traffic. There was some kind of accident with an ambulance. She wasn'
t hurt, wasn
't even involved, but the highway was shut down and she couldn't go anywhere. That
was the last time I talked to her."
"The inner loop," Mitch whispered. "Wasn't that where the--"
Sniffing, Basil nodded. His voice was choked with emotion. "Yeah. There was a zombie
in the ambulance. It got free. Killed somebody. More zombies came out of the woods
and onto the highway. You all saw the footage on WBAL. My wife was there."
"Sorry to hear that," I said, and I was. Basil had been kind of a jerk in the short
time I'd known him, but still--you don't wish ill of someone when he's telling you
how his wife died.
"I didn't know," he said. "I kept looking for her on television. Kept looking for
her car as the news chopper did flybys, but I didn't know what had happened to her.
Her cell phone wasn'
t working. Kelli never came home. I waited all night but she never
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came home. I fell asleep around four in the morning. When I woke up, I thought she'd
be there. She wasn'
t. I tried calling in sick to work but by then all the phone lines were down. So,
I decided to find Kelli myself. Figured I
'd check the highway and if I didn't have any luck there, then I'
d check with the hospitals. Hopped in the car and made it to the highway before the
National Guard turned me back. I got caught in the detour and ended up downtown.
After that, I went to the zoo. You
've got to understand--I couldn'
t find her. Thought that maybe she was looking for me, too. So I went to the zoo
and I waited. It was closed, but I hopped the fence and waited for her to show up.
She never did. She
's out there somewhere still, along with our baby."
"Basil," Tony said. "I'm really sorry that happened to you and your wife, man. Seriously,
I am. But that doesn't explain why you're afraid to go ashore. You need to pull your
weight if you'
re gonna be part of this group. I lost my whole fucking family. I had to smash my
daughter
's head in with a goddamn shovel. ..."
His voice cracked. Basil looked at him with red-rimmed eyes.
"At least you know what happened to them. I don't. I have no idea! Do you understand
what that's like? I hid in a restroom at the zoo. It was too late to leave--
the zombies had already broken in. You can
't imagine it. I know, I know. All you guys hid out, too. All of you saw zombies.
But you didn't see anything like what I saw. The animals... the
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elephants and the zebras and the monkeys. They all turned. The rats got through the
bars of their cages and attacked them and then they turned into zombies. They rotted
inside their cages. And the lion, when it got loose ..."
Runkle frowned. "There was a zombie lion on the loose?"
Basil nodded his head. "Yeah. Some gang members let it loose. I think they were looking
for somebody. They had guns, and I didn't have shit, so I hid from them. I heard
one of them say they'
d let the lion out of its cage by accident. And then it showed up and it was horrible.
The way it smelled ... the sounds it made. How it looked. While the lion was killing
them, I managed to escape. I ran. ..."
He paused again, and asked for water. Turn gave him a sip from his bottle.
"Thanks," Basil said. "As I was escaping the zoo, I saw a woman. She was dressed
like a prostitute or something. Very skinny. Track marks on her arms. She was a zombie,
but it looked like she'
d just turned. You know? She still looked fresh. She had a baby with her. It was
dead, too
--and it was nursing."
"That's impossible," Runkle said. "Are you saying these things are smarter than we
thought?"
"I don't know," Basil admitted. "Probably not. But one of her nipples had been bitten
or cut off and she held the baby to her breast and it... it nursed.
Do you have any idea how bad that fucked with me? My wife and baby were missing,
but these ... fucking ... things..."
He closed his eyes and shuddered.
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"After that, I ran. Managed to get a pistol off one of the gang members. I was out
of ammo by the time I reached the Inner Harbor. There were zombies all around by
then--
I guess the fires were flushing them out. But so many of them were children. So many..."
He stared at Tony, unflinching.
"If I go back out there and I see another dead child, I'll kill myself. It's that
simple. I don't want to die, but I know my limits. I can't do it. Does that answer
your question, Mr. Giovanni?"
"Yeah," Tony said, placing an arm on Basil's shoulder. "Yeah, man. You don't need
to say any more. It's okay."
"That's bizarre," Mitch said. "All the zombies I saw before boarding this ship, I
didn't see any of them displaying traits like that. Maternal instinct? Does that
mean they can learn? Evolve?"
"If it does," I said, "then we are truly fucked."
"Like I said," Basil whispered, "she was fresh. Maybe she still had some rudimentary
instincts left in her."
Chief Maxey cleared his throat. "So who replaces Basil on this mission?"
I raised my hand. "I'll go."
"You?" Hooper snorted. "I don't want you watching my back."
"That's a shame," I snarled. "You've got such a nice ass."
"Motherfucker..."
"Knock it off, Hooper," the chief warned. "Lamar, are you sure about this?"
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I nodded. Mitch slapped me on the back. The others seemed okay with it.
"Okay" Chief Maxey said. "Then let's take inventory. Mr. Bollinger, how many weapons
did you bring aboard?"
Mitch gave him a rundown of his guns and grenades, and how much ammunition he had
left for each. In addition to those, Runkle, Tony, Hooper, and many of the others
also had weapons. There was also Basil
's empty pistol, which Mitch said he had ammo for. We divvied up the firearms and
agreed that Runkle should act as team leader.
And then we were ready.
"Okay," Chief Maxey said. "Turn, you prepare the lifeboat. The rest of you arm yourselves.
I'll go relieve Chuck on the bridge and take us in."
We should have smelled them first, but the breeze was blowing toward the shore. We
saw them soon enough, though. Lined up along the ship's port side rail with several
pairs of binoculars that we'
d taken from the ship
'
s displays, we stared in horror and disgust. The summer heat and exposure to direct
sunlight and the elements had done a job on them. The dead looked like bloated, oversized
ants shuffling along the beach. They crawled through the sand and sprawled in the
surf, wandering aimlessly in search of prey. Seagulls darted down out of the sky
and plucked away bits of rotting flesh and the insects that burrowed inside the zombies.
Then they
'd take flight again and fight each other in midair for the choicest morsels. Decaying
ears, cheeks,
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eyeballs, and noses dangled from their beaks. Occasionally, a bird moved too slowly
or sat on a zombie's shoulder for a second too long. Then, dead hands lashed out,
seizing the birds--
ripping and chewing in an explosion of blood and feathers. As we stared through the
binoculars, we saw more zombies on hotel balconies and patio decks. Virginia Beach
'
s boardwalk was actually off the beach, hidden behind a row of hotels and restaurants
and stupid trinket shops. We caught glimpses between the buildings as we sailed by.
Both the boardwalk and the streets were choked with corpses. I couldn
't believe how many of them there were. We saw no signs of anyone still alive--the
zombie's food source had to be running out. Why didn't they move on?
"Look at them all," Chuck gasped. "If you didn't know they were dead, it would be
like a regular day at the beach."
Joan paled."! can't watch. I'm going to be sick."
She handed her binoculars to Nick, and then leaned out over the rail and threw up.
Nick adjusted the focus, peered through the binoculars, and then closed his eyes
and turned away.
"Jesus." He sounded like he might be getting sick, too.
"I want to see," Malik said, reaching for my pair of binoculars.
"No," Carol admonished. "You don't need to see that."
"Damn straight I do. Let me get those binoculars, Lamar."
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"Malik." Carol's voice grew stern. "What did we agree in regards to your cursing?"
"You said I shouldn't use swear words, but I don't remember agreeing to it."
Tasha slapped him on the head. "Quit being a dork."
"Stop hitting me! Lamar, Tasha hit me."
Sighing, I handed my pair of binoculars to Basil. Then I bent down and put an arm
around each of the kids.
"Listen, guys. Mitch and I have got to go with the others to the mainland, so while
I'm gone, you need to behave. Don't fight. Don't give Miss Carol or Miss Alicia any
shit."
Carol pursed her lips and scowled at me.
"Um, I mean, trouble."
"Why do you and Mitch have to go?" Tasha asked.
"Because we need stuff. Food, water, medicine. We don't want what happened to Stephanie
to happen to anyone else."
Malik pulled away. "Can I go, too?"
I shook my head. "Not this time."
"But I can fight zombies. I'm good. Just give me another grenade."
"I know you can, but we need you here, Malik. We need somebody that we can count
on to stay behind and keep everyone on the ship safe. Can you do that for us? Protect
everyone?"
He nodded. "You can count on me."
"Okay." I gave them one more squeeze and they hugged me back.
Eventually, we passed beyond Virginia Beach.
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The hotels and developments vanished, replaced by trees and dunes. Within a few more
miles, the forest grew thicker. Tall pine trees towered over the shoreline. The only
sign of civilization was a cell phone tower sticking up above the treetops. Then
the rescue station came into sight. It wasn
't much--
 just a small cove with a single dock, and a few white, cement block buildings and
a long, tinroofed warehouse. There was also a tiny chapel. Someone had mounted a
basketball hoop in the parking lot. A single vehicle, a dark green Ford Explorer,
sat beneath it. A tattered American flag fluttered in the breeze at the top of a
pole in the compound
's center.
The Spratling
slowed to a halt and Chief Maxey dropped the anchor. Turn, Mitch, Tony, Runkle, Hooper,
and I boarded the lifeboat and took our seats. Chuck and Chief Maxey lowered us down
to the surface and then we cast off. Turn started the motor and we cruised toward
the cove. While en route, he turned on his battery-operated radio and checked communications
with the ship. Chief Maxey answered him, his voice loud and clear.
The shoreline was deserted. The flag slapped against the pole. A few birds perched
on the roof of the warehouse, but there was no other movement. I sniffed the salty
breeze but smelled no sign of zombies. Turn pulled alongside the dock and shut off
the motor. Hooper stood up carefully and tied us off. He glanced around, nervous.
After confirming the coast was clear, the rest of us climbed up onto the dock. We
agreed that Turn would stay
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with the boat just in case we had to make a quick getaway.
"Mitch," Runkle said, "you take point. Hooper, you bring up the rear. The rest of
us will move spaced ten feet apart. Everybody with me?"
We nodded.
"Good. We'll start with the closest building. Once it's clear, we'll move on to the
next. We do this as a group. I don'
t want anybody going off by themselves. And if we do get into some shit, watch your
shots. Last thing we need is to catch each other in a fucking crossfire. Understood?"
We nodded again. In the trees, a flock of crows suddenly took flight, startling us
all. I nearly squeezed my trigger.
"Weapons check," Runkle said. "Everybody make sure you're locked and loaded."
Once that was completed, we moved forward. Mitch approached the Explorer first and
peered inside while the rest of us hung back. He opened the door and checked the
interior. Then he popped his head back up.
"Empty."
"Anything we can use?" Runkle asked.
"Not unless you guys are into Fallout Boy, John Tesh, or gospel music. There's a
bunch of CDs in the console, but they're all shit. End of the fucking world and Fallout
Boy is all that'
s left for our descendants to find."
Tony and I snickered. Runkle motioned toward the first cement block building. Mitch
crept toward it, weapon at the ready. We followed. My palms
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were sweaty, and I had to keep switching the pistol from hand to hand so that I could
wipe them on my shirt. My armpits grew damp. My ears felt hot and my pulse pounded
in my temples. A headache started to bloom behind my eyes.
Mitch flattened himself against the wall of the first building and listened at the
door. He looked back at us, nodded, and then reached out and tried the handle. It
was unlocked. Taking a deep breath, he lunged forward and threw the door open. Runkle
and Tony ran through it, their pistols extended. Hooper and I followed. Mitch came
in behind us. The room, some type of communications center, was deserted. A massive,
dust-covered two-way radio sat on a shelf behind the front desk. A microphone dangled
from it, swinging by the cord. There were two telephones, a box of what looked like
replacement parts for the radio, and several maps and charts. Taped to the wall were
a list of maritime distress signals and important emergency phone numbers. There
was a single closed door at the back of the room.
Hooper picked up one of the phones and held it to his ear. The rest of us looked
at him hopefully.
"Dead," he told us. "Didn't figure it would be working, but it never hurts to check."
Mitch inched to the second door, listened carefully, and then tried the handle. The
door swung open, hinges creaking. Mitch reached inside, found the light switch and
turned it on. Then he whistled.
"Got some stuff we can use here, I think."
Runkle told Tony to guard the entrance, and the
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rest of us filed into the room. Cardboard boxes were stacked against the walls. Mitch
pulled out his pocketknife and sliced one open. It was full of D-sized batteries.
The next one contained AA batteries. We continued going through the supplies, and
found more batteries, emergency flares, portable two-way radios, extension cords,
rope, steel chain, shovels, rakes, brooms, and other assorted tools. There were also
cases of spark plugs, engine oil and bearing grease, and several marine batteries
for a small boat.
"Haul the batteries out and set them on the sidewalk," Runkle ordered. "The flares,
walkie-talkies, and oil, too. We'll wait and see what's in the other buildings before
we grab any of this other stuff."
We carried the boxes outside and stacked them against the wall. There was a stack
of magazines near the front desk--months' old issues of Time, Newsweek, and Outdoor
Life.
I flipped through one of them and sighed wistfully.
"What's up?" Tony asked.
"I used to read these all the time. I was a news junkie."
"Not me, man. I never bought into stupography."
"Stup-what?"
"Stupography. Media that makes you stupider the longer you watch it. Everybody talks
about how biased the media is. Either for the left or the right. What they don'
t realize is that it all comes from the same source. They wanted us to stay asleep,
and look what happened."
He went back to work. I dropped the magazine
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back on the pile. Then I noticed four comic books amidst the stack--New Avengers,
Spider-man, The Simpsons, and The Walking Dead.
I stuffed the first three in my back pocket, thinking Tasha and Malik might like
them. I left the last one lay where it was. Didn
'
t think the kids would want to read about more zombies. But then I changed my mind.
Judging by how much Malik liked blowing them up, a comic about destroying zombies
might be exactly what he
'd enjoy. Wasn't like it would give him nightmares. Real life could do that just
as easily.
Then we moved on to the next building, where we hit the fucking jackpot. It was a
bunkhouse and living quarters, and in the rear were a small kitchenette and a walk-in
pantry. The metal shelves were lined with cans and dry goods, bags of flour and noodles,
snack food, and cases of soda and bottled water.
"Holy shit!" Tony gaped at the rows of canned goods. "Green beans, peas, corn, peanut
butter, kidney beans, succotash, fruit fucking cocktail--we are good to go."
"I can't believe they left all this stuff behind," Runkle said. "Doesn't make sense."
Mitch nodded. "I was thinking the same thing. If you knew this stuff was here, and
the zombies were on the march, wouldn'
t you hide out here? Makes sense, right? But it looks deserted. No people and definitely
no dead. Can
't even smell them nearby. There's no blood, no signs of a struggle anywhere."
Runkle picked up a jar of jelly. "Maybe the personnel assigned to this station went
out to perform
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a rescue at sea and didn't get the chance to come back?"
"Could be," Mitch agreed. "Sucks for them. Good for us."
"Let's check the rest of the compound," Runkle said. "Make sure it really is free
and clear. Then we'll start hauling this stuff back to the boat."
The next building was a small infirmary, and we found a large stockpile of medicine.
Since none of us were doctors, we didn'
t understand what a lot of it was, but we grabbed the stuff we recognized and set
it by the door. The warehouse was full of vehicles and equipment
--
lawnmowers, a forklift, tractor, several old pickup trucks, and a speedboat sitting
atop a trailer. Another boat was suspended on jacks. It looked like someone had been
working on the hull at one point. Now it would probably sit here for all time. Outside,
behind the warehouse, we found skids with fifty-five gallon drums of motor oil, gasoline,
diesel fuel, and kerosene, along with propane bottles, a pump, and several empty
plastic gas cans.
"The chief will flip when we bring all this back," Runkle said. "Unbelievable."
I tapped a drum. "How are we going to get these down to the boat?"
"The forklift." Tony laughed. "We should have had Chuck come with us. He drove a
forklift for a living. But I can run it, okay, long as there's keys and fuel in it."
For a moment, I thought that I heard Turn's voice, calling out for us. When I glanced
around, I didn't
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see him, and nobody else mentioned it. I figured it was my imagination.
"I got to take a piss," Hooper said. "Be right back."
"Wait a second." Mitch grabbed his shoulder. "We still need to clear the chapel."
Hooper brushed his hand aside. "Man, ain't nothing in the chapel. Look around. This
place is deserted. Anybody that was here ain't here now."
"Well," Runkle said, "you still shouldn't go walking off by yourself."
"I got to piss, and I ain't pulling my dick out in front of Lamar. Fucker might try
to molest me and shit."
"Trust me, Cleveland--I'm not interested."
He scowled at me, and then stalked off into the trees, muttering under his breath.
We watched him go, shaking our heads.
"Asshole," Mitch said.
"He may be a dick," Tony said, "but he's right. We're all on edge. But this place
is zombie free, man."
A crow flew overhead. Something pink dangled from its beak. I thought I knew what
it was. Before I could say anything, the wind shifted, blowing from inland out to
the sea.
Mitch cringed. "Oh yeah? Well if that's so, then what's that smell?"
Deep inside the forest, Hooper screamed.
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Chapter Seven
We ran into the forest and pushed our way through the thick undergrowth. Vines and
thorns tugged at our clothing. A few yards beyond the tree line, the foliage abruptly
cleared. Sand gave way to a thick carpet of pine needles, and the trees were spaced
far enough apart for us to move freely. Hooper screamed again, his voice closer.
"Cleveland," Runkle shouted, "where are you?"
He answered with another shriek.
"Hooper!" Mitch cupped his hand around his mouth. "Sound off, man. Let us know where
you are."
"I'm over here! Oh, fuck me. Fuck me running! Ya'll get over here, right now."
We followed his cries and emerged in a circular clearing. Hooper was in the middle
of the clearing, staring upward. We brushed past the branches and stood beside him.
Each of us froze, gaping in horror. I felt my gorge rise. I ran to the edge of the
clearing and puked.
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Except for the section where we'
d entered, the outer edges of the clearing were lined with crosses. Somebody had
made them out of fence posts and logs. A zombie hung from each cross, nailed through
the wrists and ankles, their legs, arms, and waists tied down with thick coils of
bare copper electrical wire. The stench was terrible, but even worse were the flies.
Their buzzing filled the clearing. Maggots writhed inside the corpses and fell out
of various orifices. They squirmed on the ground. Birds sat on the creatures
' shoulders and heads or perched on the crossbeams. They'
d stripped the crucified zombies of most of their skin. What remained were pink,
wet, human-shaped things
--
internal organs, lips, tongues, and eyeballs missing. Their nerves and veins hung
like limp strands of spaghetti and bones poked through the glistening tissue. One
of the zombies raised its blind head, as if sensing our presence, and moaned. Worms
burrowed in the empty eye sockets. Bird shit covered an exposed section of skull.
The creatures
' stench made my eyes water.
"Jesus fucking Christ..." Mitch bent over and threw up all over his boots.
I wiped the bile from my lips and rejoined the others. My stomach lurched again.
The comic books in my back pocket brushed against my spine. I'
d forgotten all about them. I was surprised they were still there.
The buzzing flies grew louder. Another bird flew off with some intestine. The grayish-purple
strand looked just like a big, fat worm.
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Runkle gagged. "Somebody ... somebody did this. The zombies couldn't have crucified
their own. They're not that smart. They don't function that way. A human being did
this."
"How"--Tony choked--"How did they get them up there? If the bodies were already dead
and infected, they'd have turned into zombies before they were finished with the
crucifixion."
"And if they were still alive when they were crucified," Runkle said, "then how did
they turn into zombies? How did they get exposed to Hamelin's Revenge from up there?"
"Maybe they were exposed and then nailed to the crosses before they actually died,"
Mitch said, gasping for breath. "But that still doesn't tell us why."
"It was God's will."
The voice came from behind us. Hooper screamed again, his voice growing hoarse. We
all whirled around, weapons raised and ready. A man slowly stepped out of the forest.
He was short and thin, and looked to be in his late forties. A few wisps of white
hair clung to the sides of his head. The rest of his scalp was bald and shiny. He
was dressed in black pants, a white short-sleeved dress shirt, and had a dirty preacher
's collar around his neck. A small silver cross was pinned to the collar. Sweat stains
covered his shirt and there was mud on his pants. His dirty yellow fingernails were
long and ragged.
Mitch stepped forward and pointed his pistol at the stranger's head.
"Don't you fucking move."
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The man held up his hands and smiled sadly. "You have no reason to fear me, son.
I am a man of God." He had a Hispanic accent.
"What the hell happened here?" Runkle patted the man down, carefully searching for
weapons. "Who did this?"
The man's smile remained. "I told you. It was God's will. This is the Lord's work.
Only he can grant life after death."
"He's fucking crazy," Hooper muttered. "Just shoot him and be done with it, Runkle.
The hell with this shit."
"Please," the man said. "As I already told your other friend, I mean you no harm."
"Our other friend?" Runkle stepped away and holstered his weapon. "What are you talking
about? You better start making sense."
"The man on the boat. He was your friend, yes? He said his name was Turn. He told
me all about your trials, how you escaped from Baltimore and traveled here, looking
for a safe harbor. I spoke to him while the rest of you were here in the forest.
I explained to him what has actually happened
-- told him all about the resurrection and the life. He's in the chapel right now.
Come, I'll take you to him."
Mitch's finger tightened on the trigger. "Have you hurt Turn?"
"No," the man said, as if speaking to a child. "Why would I do that? I am a man of
peace. I merely told him about the glory of God."
"I'm telling ya'll," Hooper said. "We should shoot this crazy old fucker right now."
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"Shut up," Mitch snapped, not taking his eyes off the preacher.
Cursing in frustration, Hooper kicked the base of the nearest cross. The ground around
it must have been soft, because the post shook and the zombie nailed to it shifted
in its bonds. Before we could cry out a warning, the copper wire that had been holding
the corpse to the beams sliced through the rancid meat. The zombie slumped forward,
now cut into sections. The feet and hands remained nailed to the cross. Everything
else tore loose and exploded, spilling down onto Hooper and showering him in gore.
It reminded me of a bursting water balloon. Shrieking, Hooper flailed his arms and
legs. Blood and half-liquefied tissue dripped from his nose, chin, and fingertips.
Putrefied slime ran into his mouth and eyes.
"Oh shit," he squealed. "Got it on me, motherfuckers. Got it on me, got it on me,
got it on me. ..."
The zombie's head and shoulders were still attached to each other by a cross-section
of rotting musculature, sinew, and tendons. The creature'
s gaping mouth worked soundlessly. Hooper danced around, slapping at his gore-covered
body and stamping the corpse into mush beneath his heels. The creature
's head split open, spilling maggotridden brains.
"Oh, shit," Tony gasped, staring at Hooper. "Oh, fuck me. Somebody do something.
Help him!"
Runkle and I could only stare at the grisly site. Hooper leaned over and vomited
blood. He shook his head like a dog, spraying droplets of gore. The
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stranger didn't seem affected by what had happened. He just watched with a blank
expression, his hands folded in front of him as if in prayer.
"Oh, motherfucker..." Long, ropy threads of red spittle hung from Hooper's mouth.
"Somebody get me a hose. I got to wash this shit off before I get infected."
Mitch walked toward him. Hooper looked relieved.
"Mitch. Yo, man--help me out. Fucking shit is all over me. Get me some water and
disinfectant. Got to wash this shit off. Damn, it stinks!"
"I'm sorry, Cleveland."
"I'm sorry, too, motherfucker. Now help me out."
"No," Mitch whispered. "I mean that I'm sorry."
Mitch raised his pistol. Hooper's eyes widened. In the space of a second, Mitch turned
his face away, closed his eyes and mouth tightly, and squeezed the trigger.
And then we couldn't tell which parts were Hooper and which parts were the zombie.
They both looked the same.
Mitch ran over to me. "Is there any on me, Lamar? Did I get splattered?"
It was hard to hear him clearly. The gunshot still rang in my ears. I looked him
over carefully, and made him turn around in a circle.
"No," I said. "You're clean, man. You're okay."
On their crosses, the rest of the zombies wiggled harder, stirred up by the noise.
"You shot Hooper," Tony said. "You didn't even hesitate. Just walked up and ... bang.
You killed him."
"No," Mitch replied. "He was already dead. You saw what happened."
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Tony nodded. "Yeah, I did. No problem there. I'm just saying--I'm glad you had the
balls to do it. He was an asshole and everything, but I still don't think I could
have done it."
Mitch turned to Runkle and nodded at the man in the preacher's collar. "What about
him?"
Runkle grabbed the man's arm and twisted it behind his back. The man yelled in surprise
and pain.
"He's going to tell us what the fuck happened here," Runkle growled in his ear. "Aren't
you, pops?"
"Please," the man pleaded. "You don't have to hurt me, young man. Please let me go.
I'll be happy to help you, just as I helped your friend. That is what the Lord wants--
what he asks of us all. And my name is Daniel, not pops. Reverend Daniel Ortega."
Runkle released his arm and spun him around. Then he leaned close, his nose almost
touching the preacher's.
"Okay, Reverend. You said that you'd met our friend, Turn. Where is he now?"
"He's resting in the chapel. I administered Holy Communion to him and then came out
here to fetch you all. Follow me. I'll take you to him. We can break bread together."
Runkle moved aside and let him pass. Ortega slipped into the forest. We glanced at
each other and then followed him; Runkle, then Mitch, and then me. Tony brought up
the rear. Behind us, the crucified thrashed helplessly on their crosses.
Ortega spoke calmly as we shoved our way through the underbrush. He seemed unaffected
by what had happened to Hooper. True, the preacher
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hadn't known him, but it was just so fucking grisly. He should have had some reaction.
"Corinthians, chapter fifteen, verse twelve, tells us: '
Now if Christ preached that he rose from the dead, how can some of those among you
say that there is no resurrection of the dead? But if there is no resurrection of
the dead, then is Christ not risen; and if Christ is not risen, then is our preaching
in vain, and your faith in vain?
' That's always been a favorite verse of mine."
"That's wonderful," Runkle said. "But I don't think any of us are in the mood for
a sermon right now. How about you tell us what'
s been happening here? Who crucified those zombies back there in the woods?"
"I did."
"You?"
"Yes. You see, gentlemen, with the power of the Lord, I can bring people back from
the dead. Just as Christ brought back Lazarus; just as our savior was delivered on
the cross."
Mitch stopped walking. "You're insane."
"Am I?"
Ortega turned and winked; then he continued on his way. We emerged from the tree
line and approached the back end of the warehouse.
"You saw for yourselves," Ortega continued. "Back there in the clearing. You saw
them rise. You beheld the mystery. They were asleep--dead--
and now they are changed. They live again in death. Christ told us,
'I am the resurrection and the life.' He is working through his faithful, giving
the gift of
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eternal life to all. This is happening all across the world. We shall not all sleep,
but we shall all be changed!"
Mitch shook his head in disbelief. "You crucified them by yourself?"
"Well, it wasn't easy. I'm not as young or as strong as I used to be. But the Lord
is my strength. My sword and my shield. He gives me the power to do his will."
We approached the chapel door. The preacher reached for the handle, but Runkle stopped
him, motioning with his pistol for the man to step aside.
"I'll go first."
Reverend Ortega smiled. "As you wish, young man. This is the Lord's house. All may
enter freely. I told your friend the same thing before I administered Communion."
This was the second time Ortega had mentioned giving Turn Communion. I didn't know
Turn very well, but he hadn't seemed like a religious sort. The statement didn't
ring true to me.
"What do you mean?" I asked, stepping forward. "What's this Communion shit?"
Ortega frowned. "You aren't familiar with the rite of Holy Communion? It symbolizes
Christ'
s pact with man. He gave us his flesh and shed his blood. It is through his blood
that we are born again. It is his blood that
's responsible for what you have seen. That's why the dead return to life--because
of his blood."
"They're zombies," Tony shouted. "You and your God didn't have anything to do with
it. Everybody is
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coming back from the dead because of a fucking disease. Don't you know that?"
The preacher's expression darkened. "The Lord has shown you proof. He has shown you
miracles-- the miracle of the resurrection. And still you don't believe. You'
re just like the first one I crucified. I removed his eyes and tongue before I nailed
him to the cross.
'If thy eye offends thee, pluck it out. If thy tongue offends thee, cut it out.'
Those aren't my words. They're God's. Who am I to disagree?"
Flinching, Runkle shoved the chapel door open. Mitch ran after him. They both shouted
for Turn. Meanwhile, Tony and I held Ortega at gunpoint and warned him not to move.
"I'm not going anywhere," the preacher said. "Not until I die. Then I will--"
"Would you shut the fuck up?"
Tony slapped him with the back of his hand. Ortega collapsed to his knees. Blood
trickled from the corner of his mouth. His eyes narrowed, and when he spoke again,
his kind tone had vanished.
"You struck me. I came to you in peace, ready to share the glory of God, and you
greeted me with violence. But you will see that I'
m right. Even now, your friend is undergoing the transformation. Christ
's blood moves through his veins."
"What are you talking about?" I raised my hand as if to hit him again, and Ortega
scuttled backward, whimpering.
"I told you," he whined. "I administered Communion. I gave him the flesh to eat and
the blood to
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drink. The flesh and blood of our Lord. The sacrament. He didn'
t want to partake, of course. They never do. So I had to force him. I clubbed him
over the head and then forced it down his throat before he regained consciousness."
I reached down and ripped the collar from around his neck. "Who's blood? Who's flesh?
What the hell are you saying?"
"That's where the power comes from--the flesh and the blood of Christ."
Runkle and Mitch came back outside, supporting Turn between them. He looked weak
and pale.
"Something's wrong with Turn," Mitch said, sounding worried. "He's really sick."
I flung Ortega to the ground and stood over him, pistol pointed at his face.
"Where did you get the blood?"
"What blood?" Runkle asked. "What's he talking about?"
Between them, Turn groaned. Mitch let Runkle take all of the weight and stepped forward.
"Lamar, what's going on?"
"Tell us, Ortega, or I swear to God I'll blow your fucking head off. Where did you
get the blood?"
"From the dead," Ortega whined. "I took the body and blood of Christ from those he
had already touched. Then I fed it to your friend. Fed it to them all, one by one.
I'm doing the Lord'
s work, just like it says in the book."
"You fuck..."
I bit my lip and squeezed my eyes shut. My finger tightened on the trigger. The gun
felt heavy in my
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hand. My breathing seemed very loud. But then my finger eased. I couldn't do it.
Even now, after we'd learned exactly what he'd done, I couldn't kill him in cold
blood. I didn'
t have it in me. It pissed me off
--this schism inside. When that bitch took a bite out of Alan, I'd had no problem
shooting him. I hadn'
t balked yet when it came to wasting a zombie. Yet Ortega was just as bad, if not
worse than them, and I couldn
't do it. When that woman had been slaughtered right outside my house, I'd felt no
remorse for not helping her. But I felt something now. I felt sorry for this crazy
old man who'
d butchered people in the name of some insane, murderous God.
"The dead walk," Ortega babbled, clawing at the dirt. "Ye must be born again. The
dead are God's children--
the chosen ones. They shall inherit the earth. This is not the end. There are many
doors. Death is just another doorway that we all must pass through. This is my blood,
which has been shed for thee. This is my flesh. Eat of it and have eternal life."
I stepped away from him. "I can't do it. He deserves to fucking die, guys, but I
can't do it."
"Ain't no shame in that," Mitch said.
Then he shot him. He didn't flinch; didn't hesitate. He did it mechanically and without
emotion, just like he'
d done with Hooper. The first round hit Ortega in the neck. The second tore his head
apart. Mitch ejected his magazine and loaded a fresh one into the pistol.
Tony whispered, "Fuck ..."
"When I sold Bibles," Mitch said, "it was fuckers
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like him that made my job hard. Nobody wants to buy one if they think everyone who
reads it is batshit crazy."
"Is he awake?" I asked Runkle, nodding at Turn.
"On and off. He's really sick. You want to tell us what the hell is happening?"
"He's infected "Tony told them. "The preacher fed Turn infected blood and flesh that
he got from the zombies."
Runkle looked sick. "Oh, God ..."
Sighing, Mitch stared into the distance.
Runkle leaned the half-conscious Turn against the chapel's wall and quickly moved
away from him. He turned back to us.
"Maybe we could induce vomiting? Get it out of his system."
"That's not going to work," Mitch said softly. "It wouldn't have helped Hooper and
it won't help him."
"Guys," Turn whimpered. "I feel like shit. What's wrong with me?"
Mitch stared down at him. "You guys go ahead and get the boat loaded. I'll stay here
with Turn. That infection is quick as lightning. It won't be long now."
None of us spoke. If Turn understood what was happening, he gave no indication.
"My guts feel like they're on fire." Sweat poured down Turn'
s face. His fingers kept clenching up and his legs jittered. "And my muscles and
joints hurt. I got a killer headache, too. What the hell is wrong with me? Did that
preacher poison me?"
"You'll be okay, buddy," Mitch said. "Just
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something you ate. I'm gonna stay here with you until you feel better."
Runkle turned to Tony and me. "Come on. Let's get it over with. Our shipmates are
counting on us."
Turn sagged lower, his legs and arms sprawled. "I'm just gonna rest for a little
bit. Just close my eyes."
Runkle looked away. "You do that, Turn."
"Tell Chief Maxey that I might be late to relieve him on the bridge. Tell him I'm
sorry."
"Sshhh." Mitch put his finger to Turn's lips. "No more talking, man. Lay back and
try to get some sleep. You'll feel better in a little bit."
"Yeah, man," Tony whispered. "You just rest up. Mitch will take good care of you."
"I can't feel the sun," Turn whispered. "Where did the sun go?"
Runkle walked away. Without looking back, we followed him to the infirmary and began
packing boxes of medicine and carrying them down to the lifeboat. On our second trip,
a single gunshot rang out. We flinched, paused in our work, and then continued.
"Fuck," Tony said.
"One more trip and then we'll start on the food," Runkle said. "We'll get as much
as we can, but I want to be back to the Spratling before sundown."
Then there was another gunshot. Then a third. Then a barrage. They echoed across
the rescue station, bouncing off the buildings and scattering the birds roosted in
the trees.
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Runkle looked back at the chapel. "What the hell?"
Four more shots sounded in rapid succession, and then Mitch ran around the corner.
His eyes were wide and terrified. His hair fluttered in the wind.
"Zombies," he gasped. "Came out of the woods. Bunch of them."
Runkle dropped the box he was carrying and pulled his weapon. "The ones on the crosses?"
"No." he took a deep breath. "Different ones-- from farther inland. They'
re much more mobile than the ones in the clearing. Hundreds of them. They must have
been hunting in the forest and heard all the commotion."
"Well, let's take up positions and--"
"There's no time," Mitch shouted. "And we don't have enough bullets. I'm telling
you, there's too many of them. Just fucking run!"
The wind shifted again and brought their scent. I turned around and glanced back
at the chapel, and the dead swarmed into view. Mitch hadn'
t been exaggerating. Their numbers reminded me of the hordes back on the pier at
Inner Harbor. They advanced on us, slow but determined. I wondered when they
'd last eaten. They looked very hungry.
"Shit." Tony tossed his box aside and fled.
Runkle raised his gun and took aim. The weapon leaped in his hands. With one squeeze
of the trigger, he dropped one of the lead zombies. Five more took its place.
"Come on, Runkle." Mitch tugged on his arm. "Don't make us leave you here."
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We ran for the dock. Tony reached the boat first. By the time we leapt into it, he'
d already started the motor. It choked and sputtered and for one terrifying moment
I thought it was going to stall, but it didn
'
t. The zombies lurched after us, outstretched arms waving, dead mouths drooling.
Mitch and Runkle laid down cover fire while I cast us off. More and more of the creatures
collapsed, minus their heads. I untied the rope. Tony didn
'
t even wait for me to sit back down. He hit the throttle and I almost toppled overboard.
Mitch reached out and grabbed my belt loop, pulling me to safety. We rocketed away
from the dock and out into the bay, leaving the zombies
--and the much needed supplies-- behind. We'
d only managed to get two crates of oranges and a carton of batteries loaded into
the lifeboat. Runkle played with the radio until he figured out how to make it work.
Then he called back to the
Spratling and advised Chief Maxey of what had happened.
Tony released the throttle long enough to pull out his crumpled pack of cigarettes
and light one. He inhaled, and then exhaled with a sigh. After he'
d stuffed his lighter back in his pocket, he balled up the empty pack and tossed
it into the water. It bobbed on top of the waves. We watched it float away.
"Well," Tony said. "That was my last pack of smokes. I guess it's all downhill from
here."
"Maybe we'll find some at the next stop," I said.
"No." Tony shook his head. "I don't think there's gonna be any more stops, Lamar."
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I didn't respond. Mitch stared out at the ocean. Runkle was still talking to the
chief.
"Yep," Tony sighed, "things are going to get a lot worse."
He smoked his last cigarette down to the filter, and after he flicked the butt into
the water, he began to cry.
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Chapter Eight
We drifted along the coast for the next two days. The chief said he wanted to look
for survivors, but in truth, I think he didn'
t have a clue what to do next, and was just buying some time while he figured it
out. Turn
's unexpected death had hit him pretty hard. He'd relied on Turn's expertise more
than any of us had realized. Chuck became Turn'
s replacement, and Chief Maxey trained him further on how to pilot the ship so that
Chuck could relieve him for short periods. Chuck filled in when the chief slept,
but otherwise, Maxey spent his time on the bridge. Nick and Tran took over the galley,
dividing up Hooper
's duties, and even though we didn't understand him, Tran seemed happier with the
arrangement. I think he liked Nick a hell of a lot more than he had Hooper. We all
did.
The rest of us all pulled watch duty. We worked in shifts around the clock, standing
fore and aft and watching the shoreline with binoculars. The chief
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was adamant that we remain vigilant. We stayed alert for lights or vehicular movement
on the shore, or even a big help sign painted on somebody'
s roof, but the only things moving on the ground were the dead. It was like spying
on hell. Only the sea retained life, as evidenced by the fish we pulled out of it.
Mitch hooked a big blue marlin the morning after the disaster at the rescue station,
and it was cause for celebration
--if only for a moment. The skies were full of birds. They'd grown fat from the easy
pickings on land.
We encountered one other vessel drifting on the open water. The chief tried raising
them on the radio but there was no answer. Chuck hailed them with a battery-operated
bullhorn as we drew closer, but there was still no reply. As the
Spratling
pulled alongside the smaller craft, we saw why. There was nobody left alive onboard.
A lone zombie blundered about the deck. Its eyes were missing, probably stolen by
birds. Exposure to the elements had sped up its decomposition. Mitch shot it from
the signal bridge. Its head didn
't so much explode as implode.
After much debate, the chief vetoed boarding the other craft. Basil and Murphy were
adamant that we send a party aboard, even though they didn
'
t volunteer to go themselves. Tony was hopeful that there might be cigarettes somewhere
on the ship. But the fact remained that none of us knew what lay below decks, and
the boat was small enough that any supplies it may have had wouldn
'
t have lasted us very long anyway. The dangers outweighed the benefits, so we sailed
on and left the ghost ship to its fate.
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On the third day, Chief Maxey summoned us all to the flight deck again. Chuck remained
in the pilothouse, and Carol and Alicia kept the kids occupied. They'
d set up a makeshift classroom in one of the berthing areas. Tran stayed behind in
the galley, cleaning up from breakfast. Everyone else onboard mustered on the flight
deck after we
'
d finished eating. We moved slowly, the weight of the dead world bearing down on
all our shoulders. Gone was the excitement and enthusiasm we
'
d had after the last meeting. Only Cliff was still optimistic. It seemed like the
worse things got, the more he turned to the Lord. Everyone else was lethargic and
depressed. Tony and Mitch needed nicotine. Murphy needed alcohol. The rest of us
needed hope. None of them were in supply. We stood around without speaking. There
wasn
't much to say. We'
d survived Baltimore, escaped the zombies and the fires, found sanctuary... and already,
three of our number were dead. It felt like it was just a matter of time for the
rest of us. There was no safe harbor.
Like the rest of us, Chief Maxey's mood was sullen. He didn't smile or say good morning.
Instead, he got right down to business.
"I've decided to set course for an oil drilling operation farther out to sea. It's
approximately a two day trip from our present location. I'
ve tried raising them on the radio, but have received no response. That means one
of three things. Either the platform isn
't there anymore, which I very much doubt, or the crew is no longer onboard, which
is a possibility. They could have been evacuated."
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"And the third option?" the professor asked.
"The crew are still onboard but unable to respond because they're dead."
"Wonderful," Basil said. "Just what we fucking need--more of those things."
"Regardless, until we reach their location and know for sure, I'm cutting back further
on our rations. If we arrive and find that the rig is gone, I'
m not sure where to go next. As you all know, the shore party met with disaster and
were unable to replenish our supplies. So I want to double our fishing operations.
From now until further notice, we
'll subsist mainly on what we can pull from the sea."
Joan raised her hand. "But you said it was only a two day trip. Surely we have enough
supplies to last us that long."
"Yes." The chief nodded. "But we don't know if we'll find supplies there or not,
and our own stores won't last us forever. We're getting low, regardless. So we'
re sticking with fish for the time being. All other rations will be used to supplement
only one meal per day. No coffee or tea or anything that will diminish our water
supplies. Nick, make sure Tran is clear on this as well."
"I'll try," Nick said. "I think he understands more English than he speaks."
The chief nodded again. "I hope that the rest of you will be patient and understanding
about this."
There was some grumbling among us, but in truth, we didn't have much choice. He was
right. On the mainland, we'd each done whatever we'd needed to stay alive on our
own. Now, we did the
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same thing as a group. If the human race was to survive, we had to work as a team.
Even if we no longer saw the point and even if we no longer believed.
I couldn't sleep that night. The sheets stuck to me in the heat. Mitch wasn't in
his rack and I hadn'
t seen him since dinner. Malik and Tasha had fallen asleep while reading their comic
books. Despite the temperature, they looked cold. Both were curled into balls. I
pulled their blankets up over them and turned off the light.
I stood there in the darkness, debating what to do. I felt wired, nervous. The ship
came alive in the silence, groaning and clanging. The engines throbbed and the steam
pipes clicked. I decided to take a walk outside. Maybe some fresh air would do me
good. I felt guilty about leaving the kids alone, but at the same time, I was restless
and didn
'
t want to wake them up if I stayed. I tiptoed out of the berthing compartment and
carefully shut the hatch behind me. It banged into place anyway. I cringed, holding
my breath, waiting to see if I
'
d woke the kids. There was no sound from within, so I continued down the passageway.
According to the chief, a storm was due sometime later in the night or early the
next morning. It was certainly dark enough outside. A thick layer of clouds covered
the sky, blocking out the moon and stars. There were no lights on the mainland, and
none onboard ship, either. Chief Maxey insisted on running without them so we wouldn
't attract pirates or raiders. I held my hand up in front of my face
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and wiggled my fingers. I couldn't see them. The night was black as tar. It was easy
enough to imagine that the world no longer existed. In a way, I guess it didn't.
I waited for my eyes to adjust to the darkness. It had been warm inside the ship,
but outside the wind was chilly and brisk. It felt good on my skin. Once I was able
to see the railing and deck, I moved up to the signal bridge. A glowing orange ember
bloomed in the darkness. A moment later, I smelled cherry tobacco smoke.
"Is that you, Lamar?" Professor Williams asked.
"It's me. What's up, Professor? You got pretty good night vision."
"It's the only biological function that hasn't failed me yet in my old age. Beautiful
evening, isn't it?"
"Yeah," I agreed. "It is."
I carefully felt my way along the handrail until I'
d reached him. Even though my eyes had adjusted, I could barely see him until he
puffed on his pipe. Then the soft glow illuminated his features. The professor looked
tired.
"What brings you out tonight?" he asked. "Bad dreams?"
"No, I don't dream. Just couldn't sleep. Too hot. How about you?"
The professor chuckled. "I've always enjoyed a good pipe before bed. If I don't get
one, I can't sleep worth a damn. But Tony'
s compartment is right across the passageway from mine. If he smells the tobacco,
then he
'll want to borrow some, and I'm afraid that my reserves are nearly depleted."
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"We're running out of everything," I said. "Guess we've got to hoard where we can.
You know what I'm saying?"
"Yes," he agreed. "Although it's rather uncivilized, I suppose we do. I love my fellow
man, but I love my tobacco more. Smacks of the old world, doesn't it?"
I shrugged, staring out at the dark water. The horizon was just a shadow. The wind
picked up speed and I shivered.
"What's troubling you, Lamar? It's not like you to be so laconic."
"I don't know," I said. "Just have a lot on my mind. Ever since ... what happened
to Turn and Hooper, I just can't seem to get my head together."
"How so?"
I paused, gripping the rail tighter. "Well, I mean ... what's the point, you know?
Growing up, I didn'
t have a real good life, but I fought to make it better. Same thing as an adult.
Lost my job a few months back, but still, I fought hard to make things better again.
Fought to survive. And then everything went to shit. Everyone I
've met since then is doing the same thing. They'
re all fighting to survive, even when the odds are against them. My neighbor, Alan
--
he and I used to talk about it at night, while we watched those things outside. Neither
one of us had an answer, but we went on fighting anyway. Didn
'
t matter in the end. We went on a supply run and he got bit. I had to ... I had to
shoot him before he turned. When we made it to the ship, I thought maybe that would
be the end of it for a while. But then Stephanie went. She knew she was
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dying. She must have. But she never said a word. She was still anxious to help. Eager
to hold on. And Turn--even after he'd been exposed, he was fighting it. I don'
t think he was even aware, but he was fighting it just the same. You could see it
in his eyes. Hear it in his voice. Kept saying that he just wanted to rest a minute.
Like he
'd be okay again if he could just do that."
The professor nodded. The human spirit is indeed strong."
"Sure it is. Survival instinct is a motherfucker. But why? I mean, you saw what happened
back in Baltimore. What's the point? Don't you think that maybe we'
re all just biding our time? The zombies have to outnumber us by now."
"If they don't, they soon will."
"So then why don't we give up? Seems like it would be easier. I'm fucking tired,
Professor. And so are you. Don't bullshit me. I can see it in your eyes. I feel like
I just want to give up. So why can't I?"
"Well, there are a lot of reasons why someone would continue to fight even when there's
no chance of success. For some it's an individual choice; an aspect of one's core
belief system that says 'I'
m going down swinging.
' That's especially prevalent in the past few generations, who were exposed to such
iconography in cowboy films and Stallone movies. Others may fight because they'
ve been culturally conditioned to never give up, to believe that there is some kind
of inherent nobility in raging against an unbeatable foe. I don
't know you very well, Lamar, but from what you've told me
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about yourself and your childhood, and from what I've observed about your character,
I'd say that second one applies to you."
"Yeah, maybe. I guess that's fair. My mother always taught me to be proud and never
surrender."
"I thought as much. And that is a very fine and noble lesson."
"Doesn't apply to everybody, though."
"No, it doesn't. Others may be motivated to keep fighting because they simply don't
know what else to do."
"How about you, Professor? What keeps you going?"
"Me?" He laughed softly. "I think I'm like many others. I think we continue to fight
because an element of our collective unconscious demands that we do so. Even at my
age."
"What's a collective unconscious?"
"The collective unconscious is a theory--
one I happen to agree with. Basically, it says that people all over the world share
a set of unconscious memories that have been passed down through the generations
ever since mankind learned to walk upright. These aren
'
t regular memories like when you remember your high school prom or your first kiss
or where you were on the morning of September Eleventh, but rather, unconscious memories
that are hardwired into the brains of everyone who
'
s ever lived. They act as a sort of blueprint, influencing human behavior and making
people naturally respond to certain situations in certain ways. For example, you
can go to any spot on the
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planet and people with whom you don'
t share a culture or a language will automatically understand that your smile is
a sign of happiness, or a frown, displeasure. These are universal signals. If you
are crying, they
'll know that you are sad or in pain. Ask yourself, why is that? How can people of
different cultures all around the world interpret certain things exactly the same
way?"
"I don't know."
"Because we've all been hardwired by the collective unconscious to respond to those
stimuli that way. Sometimes for good. Sometimes for bad."
"You mean like these gay-bashers who could never explain to me why they felt the
way they did?"
"That's certainly a valid example," the professor said. "I'm sure you've dealt with
individuals who were against homosexuality but didn'
t understand why. They probably masked their bigotry with religious or moral beliefs,
but deep down inside, their collective unconscious told them that homosexuality threatened
mankind
'
s ability to procreate. Thus, they were repelled without truly understanding why."
The professor's pipe went out. Cupping his hand, he tried to relight it, but the
breeze was too strong. I placed my hands around it as well. Once he got it going
again, he continued.
"It's not just our responses that are influenced, either. It's also our behaviors.
You see, the collective unconscious programs a set of figures into our brains, just
like you'
d program a computer. Psychologists call these figures, or characters, archetypes.
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They act as role models for human behavior. Some of the most important of these archetypes
are the 'king,' the 'trickster' and the 'warrior.'"
"You mentioned those before," I said, thinking back to when I'd met him in the ship's
galley.
"I did, indeed. This happens to be a favorite topic of mine. I always enjoyed debating
it at social gatherings--
I even hosted a party once just so we could discuss it over dinner. Sadly, most of
my colleagues are dead now."
He was silent for a moment, puffing on his pipe. He seemed lost in thought.
"Its because of these archetypes," he continued, "that everyone shares certain common
conceptions about people; for example, in every culture that has ever existed, certain
attributes like courage, strength, and fortitude have been attached to the ideal
image of the warrior. All human beings, at an unconscious level, know that the figure
of the warrior is part of our human makeup, and as such, we recognize the certain
attributes that make up the warrior. A soldier on the news. A basketball player in
the playoffs. We respond to these. And like it or not, it
'
s our job to either succeed or fail at living up to those attributes. Do you see?"
"When we first met, you said I was an archetype."
"You are, indeed. You're living up to those attributes--embarking on a journey of
self-discovery. Even as the world falls into ruin, Lamar, you are being reborn. That'
s a classic story; one that appeals to all mankind. You are the hero."
"I've got to be honest, Professor. I don't feel like
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much of a hero right now. I couldn't even shoot the crazy fucker who killed Turn."
"You may not feel like a hero. And yet, you are. Basically, the hero is a universal
archetype that embodies the best and most revered qualities of a culture or society.
However, the hero is not simply born. It is never that simple. The hero must be created,
forged, if you will, in a fire of turmoil and trials. To do this he must go on a
quest, which is what you
're doing right now."
"A quest, huh? So, what am I looking for?"
"Well, my favorite authority on this subject, Joseph Campbell, referred to the quest
as the hero'
s journey. Different journeys have different treasures at the end. In your case,
you are on a quest for selfdiscovery. Campbell believed that, regardless of your
culture or time frame, the basic structure of this journey is the same, and thus
an archetype. He called it a monomyth. In its most basic form, during his or her
quest, the hero experiences a call to adventure. They typically refuse or are hesitant
about answering the call. They receive supernatural aid and cross the threshold,
undergoing trials and tribulations before returning home bearing gifts or boons for
their people."
"That doesn't sound like much of a self-discovery, Professor."
"Well, perhaps not. But something that is very important to the formation of the
hero is his journeying away from home and the ordinary--and entering a world of unfamiliarity
or what Campbell called
'supernatural wonder.' I think you'll certainly
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agree that is what you're currently experiencing. Wouldn't you say? Think about it.
You've left home, abandoned everything you ever knew. You'
ve been thrust into a whole new world, left to care for a new family
--"
"They're not my family," I interrupted. "I'm not the best person to be taking care
of kids."
"And yet you are, and they want you to be that person. And you haven'
t shirked that responsibility, even though you could have done so very easily. You
are here for them. You continue to exist for them, whether you even realize it or
not. That
's a very selfless act, Lamar. And that's an important aspect of the monomyth--the
hero'
s selflessness. He may first undergo his journey for his own self, but he returns
and brings wisdom and order to his people. Thus the hero is a creation for all the
people, not just the individual. Mythic heroes bring back large, worldly benefits.
Things that affect everyone, not just the microcosm of a small community."
"But you just said I'm only here for Tasha and Malik. They aren't everyone."
"Perhaps not." He smiled, and then patted my hand. "But perhaps they are. The last
two children left on earth? That's a future generation, my friend. The last generation,
if we're not careful."
"Last of a dying breed," I muttered.
The wind shifted again, blowing his pipe smoke into my face. I breathed deep, savoring
the aroma. I wasn't a smoker, but the smell of the tobacco reminded me of when things
had been normal--
of a world without Hamelin
's Revenge.
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"The important thing to remember," Professor Williams continued, "is that the hero
is created as an end result of the journey. He is a product of what happens on the
quest. The events that shaped him, changed him, made him less concerned with himself
and more concerned with those around him, the larger society. These are the important
part. Heroes are not simply born, Lamar. They are forged! And how they are forged
makes all the difference."
I thought it over and shrugged. "I gotta be honest, Professor. I still don't feel
like much of a hero."
"No? Then how do you see yourself?"
"I feel like a failure. A wimp."
"Trust me, my friend, when I tell you that you are neither of those things."
"I kind of see Mitch as the hero."
"Mr. Bollinger is the warrior--another psychological archetype. The warrior is a
representation of a pattern of behavior favoring physical confrontation and prowess
to achieve one'
s goals. The warrior can use his physical powers in a positive way to aid others
and society. When you were in school, did you ever read the stories of Beowulf, Achilles,
or elder Gilgamesh?"
"Professor, where I went to school, our most important concern was getting through
the day without getting shot. We didn't have many books. Books were like kryptonite
to most of my classmates."
The professor removed his pipe, tossed his head back, and laughed.
"Yes, that's one of the reasons I was so looking forward to retirement. Trust me,
Lamar, that
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particular loathing of literature is not confined to just inner-city schools. It
seems to be present across the nation. Very sad."
"Yeah."
"Well, Achilles and the others I mentioned all used their powers to aid their families
and loved ones."
"So you're saying Mitch is part of our family? He's the warrior to my hero, and we're
both looking out for the kids?"
"Exactly." He put his pipe back in his mouth. "However, some warriors used their
prowess for selfish reasons. Grendel and young Gilgamesh are cautionary examples
of this. Luckily for you, Mitch doesn
't fall into that subarchetype."
I shook my head. "I still think Mitch is the hero. I mean, he saved us all back in
Baltimore. If it wasn't for him, Tasha, Malik, and I would all be zombies now."
"Well, I humbly disagree. However, if it eases your mind, the archetypes like warrior,
king, and trickster are rather fluid. One can be warriorlike and tricksterlike, a
king and a fool. Remember, they represent
aspects
of personality which individuals tap into or manifest in times of trouble. The hero
manifests not aspects of personality, but a total person, the summation of all the
qualities that have allowed him to successfully complete the hero journey and safeguard
his people or bring back gifts. Going even further, I think the archetypes not only
provide a guide for our personal behavior, but also role models for us, as humans,
to live up to. At an unconscious level, when the time is appropriate, like
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right now, we strive to live up to the expectations of the warrior that have been
instinctively passed down to us since the dawn of man. That'
s why we fight when all hope is lost; to not fight would be to deny part of the collective
memories that define humanity. We fight because that is who we are. We fight because
we are human."
"And what are they?" I cast my hand toward land, even though we couldn't see it in
the darkness.
"The dead?" Professor Williams frowned. "Roadkill that doesn't have enough decency
to lie down and rot in peace. The waste products of our souls. They're walking toilets,
Lamar. Nothing more."
A smile crossed his face. After a second, we both began to snicker, and then laugh.
I bent over and clutched my stomach. I couldn't remember the last time I'd laughed
that hard. It felt good, like a release.
"Walking toilets," I gasped, straightening up again. "That's good, Professor."
"I always end my dissertations with a joke. That way I can tell if I've put people
to sleep."
The ladder clanged. We both turned, and saw Murphy walking toward us. He was stumbling
in the darkness, his eyes not yet adjusted.
"Good evening, Mr. Murphy," the professor called.
Murphy jumped, his hand flailing for the rail. He peered toward us, blinking.
"Who's there? Professor Williams? Is that you?"
"Yes, it's me. Mr. Reed is here with me. He and I were just discussing mythology."
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Murphy crept closer. "Hey, Lamar."
I nodded. "What's up."
Murphy stood beside us, his collar pulled up against the chill. Despite the summer
heat, the ocean was cold at night.
"Couldn't sleep," he said. "It's hot and I got the shakes. I'd kill for a drink right
now."
The professor nodded. "I think each of us have something we'd kill for at this point."
I thought about the kids. Yeah, maybe I couldn't kill for Turn, but I'd damn sure
kill for them.
"A few of us have been talking," Murphy said, his voice low. "We're not so sure about
the chief's plan for this oil rig."
"How come?" I asked. "Seems like as safe a spot as any."
"Sure, if there are no zombies onboard. But what if there are? Then what? Do we really
want a repeat of what happened the other day?"
The professor tapped his pipe on the handrail. The ashes drifted away. "So where
would you suggest we go, Mr. Murphy?"
The big man shrugged. "My plan all along was to head for the wilderness. Go down
into Virginia or West Virginia. Get high up into the mountains, where there is snow
all year, and live there."
I frowned. "I may be a city boy and all, but I don't think there's mountains in Virginia
that have snow all yearlong."
"And even if there were," the professor added, "the zombies would find you there,
too. The
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mountains are just as dangerous as the cities--perhaps even more. We have no idea
how many members of the animal kingdom are now infected."
Murphy rubbed his grizzled cheeks and sighed. He placed his shaking hands on the
railing and sighed. I could tell that he was jonesing bad.
"I don't think they would find us," he said. "What are zombies? They're just mobile
corpses and nothing more. Cut off an arm or a leg, and they keep coming. They'
re dead, but they can move and function and take a hell of a lot of damage. My theory
is this
--if I get to someplace where the temperature is below freezing, the zombies can't
move. Think about it for a second. They'
re dead, so they have no body heat. There
's nothing to keep their bodies from freezing. If they tried to attack us there,
they'd literally freeze in their tracks before they could ever reach us. That'
s a lot more convenient than having to shoot them all in the head or setting them
on fire."
The professor looked thoughtful. "Well, biology and science aren'
t my specialty, but I agree that makes sense. In theory, at least. If their blood
and tissue freezes, then they would indeed become immobile. But you must consider
something. Could we sail to such a location?"
"Basil had an idea," Murphy said. "There are ski resorts in Pennsylvania and Virginia.
We could pull into port and make for one of them."
I shook my head. "That's no good. First of all, we'd never make it there."
"Why not?"
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"A group this size? Come on, Murphy! Those things would slaughter us before we made
it five miles. We'd have to find reliable transport, gas, more weapons, all that
shit. But let'
s say we did make it to a ski resort. What you gonna do then? Get the artificial
snow machine running? Maybe. But that ain
't gonna chill the air--it's only making snow. Snow won'
t freeze them. You need to control the temperature for that. Sure, it would make
a good winter hideout, but as soon as spring came, we
'd be on the run again."
Murphy muttered under his breath.
"What?" I asked.
"I said, I guess we didn't think of that."
"Your idea does have merit," the professor said. "But we'd have to travel to a region
where the temperatures remain below freezing all year round--
 Antarctica, for example. Such an environment would be hostile to the living as well."
Murphy grunted. "Look around next time we go ashore, Prof. The whole world's pretty
fucking hostile."
"Yes, it is. That's why I support the chief's decision. If the undead are aboard
the oil rig, it would be far easier to exterminate their limited numbers than to
do battle with an entire mainland population."
Murphy still didn't seem convinced. "We're on a ship. Don't see why we can't go to
the North Pole or Antarctica, like you said."
"We could," the professor agreed. "But a trek of that magnitude would require a lot
more fuel than we currently have. Fuel we can possibly find at our current destination."
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I stifled a yawn. I'll give the professor one thing-- interesting as the old man
was, he'd definitely cured my insomnia.
"Guys," I said, "I'm gonna hit the hay. It's been a long day and I'm wiped out. Murphy,
make me one promise, okay?"
"What's that, Lamar?"
"That we stick together. All of us. If you guys don't like the chief's plan, let's
talk about it as a group. The last thing we need right now is a fucking mutiny."
He half smiled, half nodded. "No worries, man. Get some sleep."
"Good night, Lamar," the professor said. "Give my regards to the warrior."
"I'll do that. Night."
The ship rolled beneath my feet as we crested a swell. Hanging on to the handrail,
I made my way through the darkness, back down the ladder, and then through the hatch
and down the passageway. I was surprised to find Mitch standing outside our compartment.
"Where have you been?" he whispered. "I came back and the kids were in there by themselves."
"Sorry," I said. "Couldn't sleep. Went topside to get some air. Are they okay?"
"Yeah, they're fine. I was just a little worried, is all. You okay?"
I nodded. "Yeah, man, I'm fine. How about you?"
"Sure. I was playing cards with Cliff, Tony, Chuck, and Tran."
"Tran can play cards?"
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"Well of course he can play, Lamar. Just because he doesn't speak English doesn't
mean he's an idiot."
"Point taken. So how was the game?"
"I left early. Tony's in a pissy mood--he's having really bad nicotine cravings.
I did find out that we may have trouble with Basil and Murphy, though."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah. Apparently, they aren't too happy with our current course. Want to second-guess
the chief. Even talked about forcing him to change course, head back to land."
"The professor and I ran into Murphy. He mentioned it, too, but I didn't think he
was serious. Figured he was just bullshitting, you know?"
Mitch pulled a small square of gum from his pocket and popped it in his mouth.
"Nicotine gum," he said with a wink. "But don't tell Tony. I don't have much left
and I need it to last. Anyway, I got the impression that it was more Basil than Murphy.
Basil'
s the ringleader. The question is, how many people has he swung over to his side
and how serious are they?"
We walked down the passageway and back out into the night, so that we wouldn't wake
the kids up, and so no one else would hear us while we talked.
"Think we should tell someone?" I asked.
He shrugged. "Well, Chuck already knows. He's going to let the chief and Runkle know
about it, too. I guess we'll leave it up to them. It's in their hands. I don't think
much of Runkle, but I'
ll side with him on this. If we have to put them in the brig, then so be it. Last
thing we need right now is a mutiny."
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"Well, I got your back. Just let me know." He grinned. "Thanks, man. That means a
lot." "Not that I'll do much good, I guess." Mitch frowned. "What are you talking
about? Ain'
t nobody else on this ship I
'd rather have at my side." "You know what I'm saying, man. If the shit hits the
fan, what good am I? I've got nothing to offer. You and Tony are the experts when
it comes to guns. Meanwhile, I couldn'
t hit the broadside of a fucking barn. Runkle is a cop. We know he can handle himself.
The chief knows the boat and Chuck
's his new apprentice, so that makes him valuable. Hell, even Murphy'
s good for something. He keeps us moving down there in the boiler room. Everybody
's got their place. So far, all I'
ve done is throw up at the rescue station when we saw those crosses and choke when
it came to killing that preacher. The professor says I
'm the hero, but I think he must be senile." "The hero?"
I explained to Mitch all about the archetypes and monomyths and the professor's theories
on the two of us. When I was finished, Mitch shook his head, laughing softly.
"Well, if that don't beat all. I'm the warrior, huh? I'll take that, I guess. Better
than being the trickster. But he's right, Lamar. In those kid's eyes, you'
re a hero. They look up to you. After all the bad shit that
's happened to them, you're the best person they could have come across."
"But I don't know shit about kids. I'm impatient
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with them. I curse too much. I'm not a parental figure."
"Too bad, buddy, because you've got the job whether you want it or not. I think you'll
be okay. Take it from me. There'
s no instruction manual that comes with kids. You do your best and try not to fuck
up and realize that you probably will anyway. You
're their hero. Try to live up to that."
His voice cracked, and I realized that he was crying. Tears dripped down into his
beard. "Mitch?" I was shocked. "What'
s wrong, man?" "I... Do you remember our first morning onboard? When we were eating
breakfast in the galley? You asked me why I
'd gone from Towson down into the city, and I told you I didn't want to talk about
it."
"Yeah." I nodded, thinking back. "I remember." "Well, the truth is, I was looking
for my son, Mickey. We always called him Mick. Mitch and Mick--
our little family joke. My wife and I got divorced when he was fourteen. I was on
the road a lot. Had a sales route at the time
--copiers and fax machines for businesses. I did something stupid. Had a one night
stand with this girl in New York City--
a client of mine. Beautiful girl. She made me feel young again. Even so, I felt guilty
about it afterward. Swore I wouldn
'
t do it again and figured my wife would never find out. But I gave the girl my e-mail
address and we chatted online a lot, and my wife found the e-mails. Some of them
referenced that night. Yeah, I know
--I'm a dumb ass.
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Anyway, we split up and my son blamed me. He had a hard time with it. A few years
later, he got into drugs and dropped out of school. I lost all contact with him.
When they declared martial law, I called my ex-wife. I hadn
't talked to her in about six months, but it was the end of the world, you know?
I was worried about him--
about them both. My ex-wife answered. She was worried sick. Turned out she hadn
't seen or heard from Mick in months. All she knew was that he was dating this girl
named Frankie. She was a prostitute and a heroin addict, and she'
d gotten Mick addicted, too. One of my ex-wife
's coworkers had apparently seen him and his girlfriend. They were sleeping on the
streets down in Fells Point."
"So you went looking for him?"
"Yeah, I did." Mitch sighed. "It was a stupid thing to do, but love makes us dumb
sometimes. There was no way he could have been alive. I knew that, deep down inside.
But I had to do it anyway, because I
'm his father and that's part of it. When you become a parent, you have all these
dreams. Maybe your kid will be a quarterback for the Ravens someday, or maybe he'
ll win the Nobel Peace Prize. My dream was a little simpler than that. I just wanted
grandkids. Don
't guess I'll ever have one now. But you have these dreams and you'
ll do anything to help your child achieve them, and sometimes, you do this even if
your dreams aren
't your kid's desires. You help your kids out. That's what you're supposed to do.
But I wasn't there to
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help Mick, so I had to make up for it, even if he was dead. I had to see it through."
"You could have been killed."
"And I almost was--many, many times. Started out okay. Blew away most of my neighbors--they'd
all been infected. But then, once I'
d taken care of them, I was home free. My car had a full tank of gas and I had plenty
of ammo. Fucking Rambo, right? At first, I stuck to York Road, but believe it or
not, it was more congested than Interstate Eighty-three, so I switched to the highway.
I made it as far as Television Hill before the fucking car overheated. Then I grabbed
my guns out of the trunk and went on foot. Understand me, Lamar. I had to see it
through to the end, but I expected to die every second of every minute. Those things
were everywhere. The deeper I went into the city, the worse it got. I
'd been in the city for two days before I ran across you and the kids."
"Jesus ..." I was stunned. "Two whole days? How did you make it?"
"Determination. I went there looking for my son and I intended to find him."
"Did you?"
"No." He paused, taking a deep breath. "No, I never did. But I found you guys instead
and that's enough for me. I tried. In my heart, I know that and I'
ve made peace with it. I tried to find Mick. I made the effort, and Mick would have
appreciated that. It would have been important to him. Nothing else matters. And
that
's why Tasha and Malik look up to
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you so much--because they see you trying. So the professor is right, Lamar. You're
their hero."
"But I'm not a hero," I snapped. "I'm a fraud, man. A fucking poseur. I'm everything
people assume that I am when they first see the color of my skin or find out where
I'm from."
"What are you talking about? Is this because you couldn't shoot the preacher?"
"I'm not talking about the preacher. I'm talking about before all of this shit. I
did a bad thing, Mitch. A real bad thing."
"What? Were you a drug dealer or something?"
"See?" I pointed a finger at him. "That's exactly what I'm talking about. I'
m black and from the ghetto, and when I tell you that I did something bad, you fucking
automatically assume it must have been drug related. I must have committed some type
of crime."
"Hey," Mitch said, "that's got nothing to do with it. You said you did something
bad. Of course I'm gonna assume it's a crime."
"Because I'm black."
"Oh, bullshit."
"No, it's not bullshit, Mitch. You just can't see it from where you're sitting."
He sighed. "Then prove me wrong. Go ahead and tell me what it was."
"That's the thing. I have no right to get pissed off at you, because in the end,
I contributed to that bullshit. I became what I hated. See, I lived in the city and
shit, but I always felt like an outsider. Not
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just because I'm gay, but because I didn't do drugs, or sell them, or do any of the
other crazy shit that so many people were into. The thug life isn'
t just something you see in rap videos. So many people emulate it, because it
's all they know. It's a way out. A way to fight back. I never wanted to be a part
of that."
Mitch nodded silently, encouraging me to continue. I was surprised by the sudden
swelling of rage inside me.
"I had a good job in White Marsh, working on the assembly line at the Ford plant.
Paid my bills on time, wasn't in too much debt. Didn'
t have much to show for it all, but I figured good things would come, right? And
then I got laid off. They closed the plant down. Opened a new one in China, and shipped
our jobs over there. I got on unemployment, but that didn
't amount to shit. Couldn'
t find a job anywhere. Either I wasn
't qualified enough or I was too qualified. Shit, I couldn'
t even get a job in fast food. Every month the stack of past-due bills got higher
and I got deeper into shit. Then the phone calls started. Bill collectors. Fucking
locusts is what they are. They
'd call all hours of the day, even on the weekends. Even on Sunday. I was about to
lose everything. And all I could think was 'Why me?'
 I
'd done everything right. You used to see these politicians on TV saying that black
folks needed to work harder--needed to better ourselves and our communities. Well,
that'
s exactly what the hell I was trying to do. And you know what I got for it? I got
fucked."
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"And that's why you feel like a fraud? Shit, Lamar, it wasn't your fault."
"No, maybe it wasn'
t my fault. But it sure as hell was a few days later when I took what little money
I still had and bought a pistol. And it was definitely my fault when I decided to
get even with Ford by robbing one of their dealerships."
"Oh, shit ..."
"Exactly. I woke up one morning and the bill collectors were calling before I'
d even got out of bed. I walked into the Ford dealership with the gun stuffed in
my waistband and my shirt pulled down over it. A salesman came over to help me and
I told him I wanted to take one of the cars for a test drive. We went out. He was
sitting beside me, talking about all the different features and shit. When he told
me to turn around, instead, I pulled into an old industrial complex."
"And then what?"
"I robbed him at gunpoint. I was so nervous I thought I'
d puke. I think the salesman actually took it better than me. I remember at one point,
he was having trouble getting his wallet out of his pants and he apologized. And
all I kept thinking was that it should be me who was apologizing, not him. I took
all his money, and then I drove us to an ATM and made him empty out his account.
When we were finished, I bailed. I was sick for the next three days. Oh, I was out
of debt
--temporarily, at least. I paid my past-due mortgage and made sure the bank wouldn't
foreclose. But the guilt was crushing
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me, man. I couldn't eat. Couldn'
t sleep. Figured the cops would kick down my front door at any second. But they never
did. And in some ways, that was worse, because that meant I still had to live with
the guilt in silence. I
'd become everything I hated. And then I was broke again. I was still dealing with
all that when Hamelin's Revenge came along. I've been focused on staying alive ever
since. But I can'
t forget about what happened. It
's right there, in the past. I can't change it and I can't forget about it. The kids
and you and the professor--you all think I'm somebody that I'm not. I ain't no hero.
I'
m a fucking loser."
He shook his head. "You're a damn fool is what you are."
"Excuse me?"
Mitch grinned. "Don't you see, Lamar? None of that matters now. The past is just
that--the past. It's as dead as those things in the streets. We've left it behind.
Everyone makes mistakes. That'
s what molds us. But it doesn
't matter who we were or what we did before all of this happened. We're still alive!
When the rest of the world is fucking dying, we'
re still here. The only thing that matters now is how we respond and who we become.
You know, that preacher back at the rescue station may have been insane, but he was
right about one thing."
"What's that?"
"We really are born again. I'm not talking about in any religious sense. We've got
a second chance to reinvent ourselves, to become someone
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different. The professor is right. We're on a quest--all of us. So stop worrying
about the past and start thinking about the future. The past is dead."
"So are the zombies," I said. "But that doesn'
t stop them from coming back and biting us in the ass. What kind of future can we
possibly look forward to? Living on the run? Hiding out every time we go to the mainland?
That
's not living. That's existing."
"It's enough for me. And the same goes for you. Otherwise, you'd walk out on the
flight deck right now and jump into the ocean. You're a fighter, same as me--you
do it because you don'
t know what else to do. And now you
're fighting for those kids, whether you'll admit to it or not. So suck it up and
be a hero. Hell, who knows? We live through this and civilization makes a comeback,
then maybe they'
ll have mythology about us in five thousand years. We
'll be history."
I shrugged. "Maybe we already are."
"That's not what I meant," Mitch said, smiling, "and you know it."
His smile grew broader. After a moment, I returned it. We crept back into the compartment
and, with the lights out, crawled into our racks. Tasha and Malik didn'
t stir. The ship gently rolled from side to side, creaking and groaning. Steam pipes
along the wall ticked. My stomach grumbled.
"Good night," Mitch whispered.
"Night."
I lay back in my rack and stared at nothing. I thought about the past. Maybe Mitch
was right. Maybe it didn't exist anymore. Maybe that version
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of Lamar Reed was as dead as the city he'
d left behind when he sailed out to sea. The future waited right over the horizon,
and when the sun came up tomorrow morning, it would rise on the first day of the
rest of our lives.
I wondered how long those lives would be.
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Chapter Nine
The chief had been right about the weather. The next morning we woke to cold rain.
A storm had blown in overnight. Massive gray and black clouds swallowed the horizon,
obscuring the lines between sea and sky. Thunder boomed across the water. Dime-sized
drops of rain pelted the decks. The waves grew larger and the ship tilted like a
carnival amusement ride. Most of us hadn
'
t developed our sea legs yet and every time the
Spratling took a particularly hard roll, we ran into the bulkheads. At breakfast,
which consisted of fish we'
d caught the day before, we had to hold on to our trays tightly, or else they
'd slide down the table and crash into each other. Even those of us who hadn't struggled
with seasickness before now looked queasy.
The weather suited the crew's mood. But by noon, the clouds had cleared and the rain
stopped. The ocean grew calm, flat like glass, the waves barely cresting. The sun
shined down and the
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temperature climbed again. Seagulls circled the ship, hoping for a handout. Old habits
died hard, I guess. There were a million meals walking around on shore for them.
According to the chief, we were still on course for the oil drilling platform. Mitch,
Basil, Professor Williams, and I had spent the morning performing other duties below
deck. I also spent some time with Tasha and Malik. My late-night conversations with
Mitch and the professor kept running through my mind, and I decided to try to live
up to whatever the kids wanted me to be. Once the storm had passed, we met up on
the flight deck, got out our deep-sea rods and tackle gear, and began the day
's fishing. Tran and Nick had saved the guts and heads from yesterday'
s catch in a bucket so that we could use them for bait. We lined up along the railing
with the bait bucket between us and cast our lines. The professor had found a floppy-brimmed
hat somewhere onboard and he wore it to keep the sun off his head. He looked like
a geriatric Gilligan. Basil was quiet and sullen. He didn
't say anything about his mutinous thoughts regarding our destination, and the three
of us didn'
t let on that we knew. Instead, Mitch and the professor traded jokes back and forth,
and I laughed. Basil pretty much ignored us, standing off by himself farther down
the deck.
We pulled in half a dozen groupers and striped sea bass, and Mitch hooked a small
shark, which was about four feet long. Then the professor caught a really nice-sized
tuna--
enough to feed us all for one meal. He wasn
't strong enough to haul it up
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over the rail, so Mitch grabbed the line and did it for him. The tuna had swallowed
the hook. Blood dribbled from its mouth and ran across the deck. The fish flopped
around, thrashing its tail like a hammer. Its gills flapped uselessly.
"Can you take it off the hook for me, Mr. Bollinger?"
Mitch grinned. "No way, Professor. I hauled him in for you. You can take him off
yourself. I ain't baiting your hook again, either."
"Youth," Professor Williams said in mock disdain. "No respect for their elders."
"You know what they say, man--age before beauty."
Nose wrinkling in disgust, the Professor bent down and grabbed the fish with one
hand. His other hand forced its mouth open. Slimy fish blood trickled over his fingers
and wrists and dripped onto the deck. He tugged on the line, peering down the tuna
's gullet. It wriggled in his grasp.
"Oh dear," the professor said. "He really did swallow the hook. This must be what
is meant by 'hook, line and sinker.' Poor
thing. He's in bad shape. Will one of you gentlemen please hand me the needle-nose
pliers out of the tackle box?"
Basil leaned over and picked up the pliers. As he handed them to the professor, he
suddenly drew away.
"What the hell's that on its tail?"
We all looked closer. Near the bottom of the fish's tail was a small, ulcerated sore.
It was raw and open, leaking pale fluid.
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The professor frowned. "It appears the fish is infected with something; perhaps a
parasite or fungus of some kind, or a reaction to some pollutant."
Mitch shook his head. "Looks like a bite mark, doesn't it?"
"That's not a bite," Basil argued. "More like a sore. Professor's right. It's probably
a parasite, maybe a worm of some kind. We won't know for sure until Tran and Nick
clean it."
The professor took the pliers from Basil and forced them down the tuna'
s throat. It was still bleeding, and his grip kept slipping as a result. The fish
continued struggling. I had to give it credit. Like us, it kept on fighting, even
if death was inevitable. Suddenly, the tuna jerked in the professor
'
s grasp. He dropped the pliers. The hook ripped free, taking a chunk of fish innards
with it. The line went taught and the hook
's point speared the professor'
s hand, right between his thumb and forefinger. It dug deep, the barbs slipping beneath
his skin. Professor Williams shouted in pain and the fish flopped away across the
deck. The professor stared at his hand
-- his own blood flowing overtop the fish blood.
"Jesus," Basil gasped. "You okay, Professor?"
The color drained from the older man's face. "No, I am most assuredly not okay. It
hurts a great deal. Could one of you please get it out? I'm feeling light-headed."
I held him up from behind while Mitch went to work on the hook. The professor was
bathed in sweat, but his skin felt cold. He hadn't been kidding. He was limp in my
arms--on the verge of passing out.
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"You'll be fine," I assured him. "You're just in mild shock. Take deep breaths and
try putting your head between your knees.
"I'm sorry," he apologized. "I'm afraid that I don't deal very well with pain. I
feel pretty silly."
"Don't worry about it. I'd freak out too, if I had a fishhook in my hand."
Frowning, Mitch jiggled the hook. The professor groaned.
"It's in there pretty good," Mitch said. "The barbs are underneath your skin. I'm
going to have to work it out slowly."
The professor gulped. "Will it hurt?"
"Yeah."
"Then I suggest that Lamar and Basil hold me down. I'd hate to lash out at you in
the heat of the moment, Mitch."
Mitch grinned. "I'd hate that, too. Hold still, now."
Basil held the professor'
s legs while I held his free hand. He gritted his teeth and moaned as Mitch began
working the hook free. More blood flowed. I looked away from it, glancing over at
the fish. Incredibly, it was still flopping around on the deck. It almost seemed
as if it were trying to reach Mitch, heaving itself toward him in a series of flips
and leaps. Then I realized it was probably just trying to get back into the water.
Basil turned to look at it as well, his grip on the professor momentarily forgotten.
The professor
'
s arm jerked and the hook tore free, taking a good chunk of his skin with it. The
professor cried out and Mitch cursed Basil.
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"What the hell are you doing? I told you to hold him."
"It's the tuna. Look at it. Damn thing's still alive."
"Throw it back over the side," Mitch said. "That fish is more trouble than it's worth.
Nobody is going to eat it with that sore on its tail anyway."
Basil made a grab for the tuna with both hands. The fish was so slippery with blood
that it slid from his grasp and fell back to the deck. Its mouth worked soundlessly.
He picked it up again and dumped it over the side. The tuna splashed into the ocean
and then vanished beneath the surface. Basil looked at his hands in disgust and held
them up for us to see.
"Gross. I got blood and scales all over me."
"Go wash up," Mitch said. "And take the professor with you. Get him cleaned up. Find
out from the chief if we've got any hydrogen peroxide or disinfectant onboard."
"I'm sure we do," Basil said.
I helped Professor Williams to his feet. "You okay to stand?"
He nodded weakly. "Yes, I think so. I'll be fine now. Thank you both, gentlemen.
You see, I was right. The two of you are the embodiments of the warrior and the hero."
Mitch flexed his bicep and laughed. "That's us."
The professor leaned on Basil for support and the two of them went below. Mitch and
I fished for another hour, but didn't get any more bites. It was weird--as if the
tuna had warned away all the other
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fish in the sea. Finally, we took count of our catch and decided that we had enough
to last the crew till tomorrow. Then we dumped the bait bucket over the side. The
chum floated atop the waves--
a gory treat for any scavengers lurking below the surface. A few of the birds darted
down to scoop entrails from the water. We stored the fishing gear and headed below
deck to clean up. Both Mitch and I smelled like fish. I remember thinking at least
we didn
't have the tuna's blood all over our hands.
"Is Mitch gonna be your new boyfriend?"
I was stunned by the question, and I stared at Malik for a moment, trying to figure
out if he was serious or just joking around. His expression was earnest.
"No," I said. "I don'
t think Mitch is gay, Malik." Dinner had been over for several hours and the three
of us were getting ready to turn in for the night. Mitch was off playing cards again
with the guys in the engineering compartment. The ship was quiet, except for the
occasional tick or groan from the pipes. Most of the crew had gone to bed. Both Basil
and the professor had been absent from the galley during dinner. I
'd gone to check on them before we ate. The professor said he wasn't feeling good--too
much excitement for one day. His voice was tired. His hand was bandaged and doctored.
Basil didn'
t answer when I knocked on the hatch to his berthing compartment. Curiosity got the
best of me, and I opened the hatch and peeked inside. He was asleep and did not stir
when I whispered his
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name. After dinner, Joan and Alicia had volunteered to take them each a plate of
food and check in on them. We hadn'
t seen them since, but I assumed both men were okay. Otherwise, the women would have
told us.
"Okay," Malik said. "I just wondered. The two of you are friends. I wasn't sure if
that meant you were boyfriends, too."
"Gay men can be friends with other guys, Malik. That doesn't necessarily mean they're
'together.' I like Mitch, but not that way. He's a good guy, and he'
s helped us out quite a bit. We would have never gotten away from the dogs if it
hadn
't been for him."
"I like him, too," Malik said, closing his Walking Dead comic. I'd been right about
that. He'd read it several times every night since I'd given it to him. "Both of
you."
Tasha looked up from a picture she was drawing with some pens and pencils that Carol
had given to her.
"Malik never knew our dad."
"I did too."
"No, you didn't. You said you can't remember him."
"I do ... a little bit. I think. Sometimes ..."
I sat down on the rack next to him. "It's okay if you don't. I don't remember my
father. He left when I was still a baby."
"Really? Our dad did the same thing. Momma said he was no good."
I chuckled. "My mother used to say the same thing about mine. I used to worry, when
I was your
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age. Thought that maybe I was somehow weaker or dumber than the other guys in my
class, because I didn'
t have a father to teach me stuff the way they did. But you know what? Some of them
would have been better off without their fathers around. Some of their dads were
drunks or abusive or just ignored them. And you know what else? I was better off
without my dad. From everything I
'
ve heard he would have been a lousy role model."
"What's a role model?" Malik asked.
"Someone you look up to," Tasha told him. "Like how you look up to Lamar and Mitch."
Malik twitched uncomfortably, clearly embarrassed that his older sister had revealed
that. I wasn'
t sure what to say, and before I could respond, the hatch opened and Mitch walked
into the compartment. Apparently, he
'd had a good night with the cards. He grinned from ear to ear. He shut the hatch
behind him and started to speak, but then looked at the three of us.
"What's going on? What did I miss?"
"Nothing," I said. "Why?"
"Because the way the three of you got quiet, it looks like you were talking about
me."
I grinned. "You're paranoid. Malik and I were just talking about what it's like for
a boy to grow up without a dad."
"Probably better off sometimes." Mitch sat down on the rack across from us. "My old
man was a real jerk. He didn'
t beat me or abuse me, nothing like that, but he was never there. He was always working,
and if he wasn
't at work, then he was at the bar
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with his union buddies. Never had time for us. My folks got divorced when I was ten.
I liked my stepfather a lot more than I did my real dad. He was there, at least."
"What happened to them?" I asked.
He shrugged. "My real dad died of prostate cancer about ten years ago. He was one
of these guys that never liked going to the doctor. Usually, you can survive prostate
cancer if they catch it in time, and it moves so slowly that diagnosing and treating
it are pretty easy to do. But he was a real bullheaded son of a bitch. He didn
'
t go to the doctor until it was too late. My stepdad and my mom retired in Arizona.
I talked to them about a week before Hamelin
's Revenge. Now ... I don't know."
Malik sighed. "Shit. I'd just be happy to have a dad at all."
"Well," Mitch said, "here's something I've learned over time, Malik. A family isn't
just a mom, dad, brother, and sister. It can be any combination of those. And sometimes,
the people don'
t even have to be related. Hell, you could say we
've got our own little family right here. Me, you, Tasha, and Lamar. We've been through
a lot in the last week, but we'
ve stuck together and looked out for each other, right? That
's what families do."
Mitch punched him playfully on the shoulder and Malik giggled.
"So if we're a family," Tasha said with a smile, "then which one of you is the mother?"
Mitch and Malik looked at me, both of them grinning. I cut them off with a laugh.
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"Don't even say it or I'll kick both your butts."
Mitch stood up. "Hold that thought. I'm gonna go take a leak and brush my teeth."
He opened the hatch and stepped halfway out into the passageway. He stopped suddenly.
We heard Mitch say, "Joan, what's wrong?"
And then he screamed and we were a family no more.
Mitch stumbled back into the berthing compartment. His forearm gushed blood from
a large, ragged hole. The wound was alarmingly deep. I could see tendons inside the
hole. His free hand fumbled with his hip holster, trying to free his pistol. The
shock must have prevented him from doing so, because his fingers slid away. Joan
lurched through the hatchway, chewing the missing piece of Mitch
'
s arm. She was obviously dead. The left side of her face and neck had been gnawed
off. The bites still bled, so she hadn
't been dead for long. Her hands and face were smeared scarlet.
With an angry yell, Mitch spun and delivered a kick to Joan's ribcage. More blood
jetted from his arm. We heard Joan'
s ribs snap, yet in death, she was unaffected. The blow knocked her backward. Grunting,
she slammed into the passageway
's far bulkhead and slumped to the floor. Then her broken form stumbled slowly to
her feet again, licking Mitch's blood from her lips.
"Shut the hatch," Mitch shouted. He held his forearm just below the wound and squeezed,
trying to stop the flow of blood.
I slammed the hatch shut just as Joan reached for
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the doorway. I heard her fingernails screeching on the other side of the steel. Then
she started pounding. I turned back to Mitch. He was crouched in the corner, staring
at his arm in shock. Tasha grabbed a pillowcase and approached him with it.
"Here, Mitch. Let me stop the bleeding."
"No," he gasped. "Just hand me the pillowcase and then stay back. Don't get my blood
on you. And watch out where I've already bled on the floor. Don't go near it."
"But you need help. You need--"
"I need you to listen, girl."
Flinching, Tasha took a faltering step backward.
"I'm sorry," Mitch apologized. "I don't mean to be harsh, Tasha, but I'm already
infected and I don't want you getting it, too."
From out in the passageway, I heard Carol call out. Her voice was muffled, but alarmed.
"What's going on? Did someone scream?"
"Carol," I shouted through the closed hatch. "Stay in your compartment. Joan's a
zombie!"
"What?"
"She's right outside our door. Just keep your hatch closed."
I took a step forward, making a wide berth around the half-dollar sized drops of
Mitch's blood.
"Mitch, it might not be too late. We could ..."
The look he gave me froze the words in my throat.
"You've seen it happen, Lamar. So have I. Too many times. Infection is instantaneous.
It doesn't matter if we cut my arm off or burn the wound or
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pour a gallon of fucking bleach on it. We both know what's going to happen."
Tasha began to cry. A second later, Malik joined her. The muffled pounding continued
outside.
"Goddamn it." I punched the locker in frustration. "God fucking damn it."
"Yeah," Mitch said, wrapping the pillowcase around his arm like a tourniquet. "Believe
me, I feel the same way. But that ain'
t gonna help us right now, Lamar. Hold it together for the kids. We need to come
up with a plan."
"We're supposed to be safe," Tasha whimpered. "You guys promised. You said we'd be
safe on the ship. You said the zombies couldn't get us!"
"Yeah." Malik wiped his runny nose on his shirt sleeve. "How did they get onboard?"
I shook my head. "We don't know guys. We just don't know. It doesn't make any sense."
Moaning with pain, Mitch tightened the pillowcase. It was already soaked through
with blood. Brushing away her tears, Tasha stripped the sheet off his bed, grabbed
Mitch'
s pocketknife from his locker, and began cutting the sheet into strips. Joan kept
clawing at the door.
"Can Joan work the latch?" Malik asked, glancing at the door.
"I don't think so." I turned back to Mitch. "There has to be a way. Amputation? Fire?
You can't just give up."
Teeth clenched, he finished tying off the bite. The linens were stained red, but
the bleeding seemed to have stopped.
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"I ain't giving up," he said. "Just making better use of my time. Don't know how
long I got, so let's not mess around. Get the guns out. All of them."
Malik stopped crying completely. "The grenades, too?"
"Yeah, Malik." Mitch grinned, despite the pain. "The grenades, too."
I lifted up his mattress and pulled out the rifle and the shotgun. Then I grabbed
the ammunition and grenades. Mitch propped himself up against the wall and nodded.
"You'll have to load them. And Tasha, you're gonna have to carry a rifle this time.
I can fire the pistol, even with this bum arm. But there's no way I'll be able to
handle a rifle."
"I can do it," Tasha said, "if you teach me how."
"Won't be much time," Mitch said. "But I'll try."
"Maybe you shouldn't have a gun at all," I suggested. "I mean, no offense, Mitch,
but you said it yourself. We're on borrowed time here."
"Yeah, but I ain't dead yet. What--you think I'm going to turn on you guys? I'
ve got to die before I become a zombie, Lamar. So I might as well take out as many
of these damn things as I can before that happens. Who knows how many are loose on
the ship."
"How did they get onboard?" I asked, echoing the kids.
"Well, let's think about it for a moment. However it happened, they got to Joan first.
By the looks of her, she hasn't been dead long. We saw her at dinner, right?"
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The three of us nodded.
"Okay," Mitch said. "Then it happened between the time she left the galley and now."
"Was there anybody else in the passageway?"
"I don't think so." Mitch shrugged, clenching his teeth as more pain shot through
him. "I really... didn't get a chance to see. She attacked me... right away. She
must have been coming down the corridor."
I frowned. "Do you remember which direction she came from?"
Mitch paused, thinking about it. "Forward."
"Her compartment is aft. So she wouldn't have been coming from there. After dinner,
Joan and Alicia were going to check in on the professor and Basil "
My voice trailed off. The realization jolted me. My stomach lurched and my head swam.
I thought I might pass out, so I sat down on the floor.
"Lamar," Tasha cried out. "What's wrong?"
"The professor and Basil. Both of their berthing areas are in the forward section.
Joan was coming from their compartments."
"Maybe," Mitch said. "But that still doesn't explain--"
"The fish." I slammed my palm down on the floor. "The tuna--the one that swallowed
the hook. Don'
t you see? It kept thrashing around even after it had been out of the water for so
long. It was wounded. Bleeding! And the professor had an open wound on his hand.
His hand was covered with
the fish's blood."
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Malik frowned. "What are you talking about?"
I jumped up. "Remember when the dead first started coming back to life? There were
cross-species jumps. Well, that's happened again. Hamelin's Revenge has spread to
the fish. It'
s in the fucking ocean now. The tuna was already dead. We just didn
'
t realize it. Remember that sore on its tail? We thought it was some kind of fungus
or parasite, but you were right. You said it was a bite, Mitch. We should have listened
to you. We should have paid attention, especially after all we
've seen. Horses were supposed to be immune, but the other day, the chief said he'd
seen a zombie horse. It can jump species.
We should have fucking thought.?'
"Lamar." His voice dropped to a whisper. "Get a ... grip on yourself, man. You're
hysterical, and that's not... going to help us ... right now."
"Lamar," Tasha pleaded. "You're scaring Malik. Please help."
"Sorry." I took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, guys. It's just not fair."
"No," Mitch said. "It's not. But it happened anyway, and we can't... change that.
Right now, we need to stop it before anyone else gets... killed. Please, Lamar--while
I can still think and move?"
"Okay." I forced myself to calm down.
Mitch smiled. "You keep ... asking everyone why we fight to survive when ... it all
seems so hopeless. Why we continue to go on? This is why. Because you're a hero ...
and that'
s what heroes do. They rise to the ... occasion."
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I nodded, unable to speak around the lump in my throat.
"What are we gonna do now?" Malik asked, running his fingers over the grenades.
Mitch struggled to sit up farther. "Well, the first thing is that... you're not to
use those grenades. Set it off in the wrong spot and you'll... sink this boat. They
are a last resort, and I'
m going to keep them ... on me."
"Well then what the hell am I gonna use? I need something, too. I want to blow stuff
up again."
"We'll find something for you. For now, reach into my locker and pull out that big
bayonet."
"Man, I don't want no stupid knife. Give that to Tasha."
"I've already got his pocketknife," Tasha said.
"Malik," Mitch groaned. "Don't... argue with me."
Sulking, Malik did as he was told. His attitude changed when he saw the size of the
bayonet-- military-issue and nearly twelve inches long. It looked very sharp. Until
now, I hadn'
t even known Mitch had it.
"Now, that's a knife," Malik said, his demeanor changed.
Mitch grinned. "We cool now?"
"Hell, yeah!"
"Good. Now, Lamar, slide me the ... weapons and the ammo. Tasha, go listen at the
door... and tell us what you hear."
While he checked and loaded the guns--carefully, so as not to bleed on them--Tasha
crept to the hatch and listened. Her upper lip quivered with fear, and her eyes were
wide.
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"Miss Joan is still out there," she whispered. "I can hear her scratching on the
door. Sounds like when our teacher at school, Ms. Price, used to run her fingers
down the chalkboard. And there'
s a banging noise too, but it sounds far away."
Mitch slid bullets into the pistol's magazine. "No screams or gunshots?"
Tasha shook her head.
"How about... Carol? Do you hear her?"
"No."
"Good. That means ... she listened to Lamar and is still inside her compartment.
Okay, Joan is infected... so we have to assume that Alicia is, as well. That means
there are at least... four zombies onboard."
"Four?" I was confused. "There's Joan, Professor Williams, and maybe Alicia."
"Right."
"So then who's the fourth?"
"Basil. He had the ... tuna's blood on him, too."
"Shit. I'd forgotten about that. But if he didn't have an open cut and didn't get
it in his mouth, he might be okay."
"Maybe, but we have to... assume he's one of them ... now."
Carol called out and we yelled back, telling her to stay inside.
"The professor and Basil are probably mobile," Mitch continued. "They died from the
disease, rather than from ... an actual attack by an infected corpse. Alicia'
s the wild card. Maybe they... tore her to pieces, or maybe ... she
's still mobile, too."
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"Or maybe she got away from them," Malik offered. "Maybe she made it up to the bridge
and warned the chief."
I could tell from the expression on his face that Mitch's pain was growing worse,
and when he spoke again, we heard it in his voice.
"I hope ... that you're right. But... we've got to assume ... o-otherwise. So ...
here's the p-plan. We're going to... open that d-door, take care of
Joan, and then ... s-search the ship. Let me go into the passageway f-first I'm already
infected, so I s-should be... on point. Once we're sure the ... passageway is clear,
we'
ll... w-work our way f-forward Lamar, if we get separated ... we
'll meet back here. K-kids, once we're g-gone, I want you to... s-shut the hatch
behind us and don't open it f-for... anybody."
"Screw that," Tasha yelled. "We ain't staying behind. We're going with you. Look
at you--you can barely talk at this point."
"Yeah," Malik said, moving to her side. "Ya'll are gonna need our help."
Groaning, Mitch stumbled to his feet. "It's n-not... open f-for... debate. Now Tasha,
come ... here and let me ... t-teach you how to use this ... r-rifle. When you f-fire
it, it'll... knock you ... over if you'
re n-not... careful."
"No." She stomped her foot. "We're going with you. It ain't open for discussion."
"Tasha," Mitch sighed. "W-we d-don't... have time t-to ... argue. Now d-drop it...
and p-pay...
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attention, or I'll have L-Lamar... lock you b-both ... inside this ... c-compartment."
Tasha bit her lip to keep from responding. Her hands curled into fists.
Mitch went over the basics of the rifle, quickly taught her how to hold it and how
to sight, showed her where the safety was and how to change the magazine. Then he
handed me the shotgun.
"Th-think you c-can ... handle that b-better ... now?"
I nodded. "I'm the hero, remember? I'm just glad you had extra shells that would
fit this, otherwise it'd be pretty fucking useless."
"Me, t-too Okay, hero ... let's d-do this. Malik, m-move ... away f-from the ...
hatch."
"Mitch. Lamar." Tasha picked up the rifle. "Wait a second."
We turned to her. I heard Mitch take a deep breath, prepared to argue more, but Tasha
was done arguing. Even as we turned, she swept past us and ran toward the hatch.
"Open the door, Malik!"
He followed his sister'
s order and flung the hatch open. Then he ducked behind the steel door. Only his
feet were visible. Joan half-tumbled through the doorway. Tasha snapped the rifle
upward, set it against her shoulder like Mitch had just taught her, and squeezed
the trigger. Her aim was perfect. Joan
'
s head exploded, showering the hatch and the bulkheads with blood, hair and bone
fragments. The rifle bucked, and the force of the blast knocked
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her backward. Tasha cried out in pain and surprise but kept her footing.
Outside, Carol screamed. Her voice was still muffled, which meant she had at least
stayed inside her berthing area.
Malik slammed the hatch door shut again, carefully avoiding the gore. He and Tasha
checked each other, making sure they hadn't gotten hit by the splatter, and then
they turned to us.
"You said we were a family," Malik said, his tone serious. "You said we got to stick
together."
Tasha nodded, rubbing her shoulder. "Now let's do it. Or Malik and I will lock you
both in here."
Mitch and I turned to each other in disbelief, and then back to the kids.
"Okay", I said. "Let's go. But you stay behind me and Mitch. Understand?”
They nodded.
Mitch and I both tried to stifle grins, but failed. The kids smiled back.
I readied the shotgun. Mitch unholstered his pistol with difficulty, but managed
to hold it in his uninjured arm. Malik brandished the bayonet and licked his lips.
Tasha'
s arms sagged from the weight of the rifle. Nodding to each other, we stepped over
Joan
's unmoving corpse, opened the hatch again, and moved as one into the passageway.
Alicia waited for us there--dead.
She was very hungry
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Chapter Ten
Alicia stood at the end of the passageway, leaning against the starboard bulkhead.
Her head swayed limply in time to the ship's rolling. Whoever had killed her--Basil
or the professor--
had done it brutally. One of her arms was nearly fleshless from the elbow down to
her wrist. It looked like the skin had been chewed off. The only things left were
tendons and bone. A few ragged scraps dangled from the bones. One side of her face
had been stripped, too
--
not just of its skin, but the eye, ear, lips, and scalp, as well. Her torn shirt
was so soaked with blood that it was impossible to tell what its original color had
been. Now it was just a deep red. Beneath the shredded cloth were more gaping bite
wounds. Her other hand was stained red. It was impossible for me to tell if it was
from her blood or someone else
's. She stumbled toward us, leaving a scarlet trail along the bulkhead. Alicia raised
her head. Her lipless gums and teeth worked
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soundlessly. She took a few tentative steps forward, almost tripping over her own
feet.
Carol let out a muffled shout. "Lamar? Mitch? Children? Are you there?"
"Mrs. Beck," Tasha called out, "stay inside your room. There's another one out here."
"What's happening?" Carol yelled.
Mitch drew a bead and gunned Alicia down. The pistol jumped in his hand. She toppled
over face-first. Her limp form smacked against the floor like a side of beef. Between
the bullet and the impact of the fall, her head split open. All four of us jumped
back as her blood splattered across the bulkhead and tiles. One of her broken front
teeth skidded toward us.
"Oh my God!" Carol screamed from inside her compartment. It was hard to hear her
over the echoes of the blast. "Who got shot? What's going on? Somebody talk to me."
I approached her hatch door and rapped on it with my free hand. "It's okay, Carol.
Come on out. The coast is clear."
She opened the hatch and peeked outside. "Lamar, what is going on?"
"Hamelin's Revenge jumped species again."
"What?"
"It spread to the fish. The professor got infected this afternoon, but we didn't
know it. Now he's loose onboard. Joan and Alicia were both attacked. We believe Basil
might be one of them, too."
"Professor Williams--that nice old man? And J-Joan and Alicia?"
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She stepped out into the passageway, took one look at Alicia and Joan's bodies and
then screamed. Her fingers dug into her cheeks. Her eyes were wide and terrified.
Her shriek seemed to have no end.
Mitch grunted. "W-we ... d-don't have ... time ... f-for this."
His arm was bleeding again. It ran down his sleeve in rivulets and dripped onto the
floor. Sweat plastered his hair to his head. His beard was matted with saliva.
"Oh no," Carol gasped. "Mitch--you've been bit, too?"
Mitch nodded. "G-go ... b-back inside your... c-compartment... and s-stay... there
until... we come back ... for you. It's not safe ... out h-here."
Each word seemed to bring pain with it. His face was bathed in perspiration; the
tendons in his neck strained.
"You okay?" I asked him, immediately feeling stupid. Of course he wasn't okay. He
was fucking dying.
"N-no." Mitch doubled over, clutching his stomach with his wounded arm. "It s-spreads
... faster than you ... think. I can ... feel it... inside. Like w-worms ... c-crawling
through my veins."
He collapsed, falling across Alicia's unmoving corpse. The gun slipped from his fingers
and clattered across the floor. Both were slick with blood.
"Mitch?"
Tasha started forward, reaching for him. I pulled her back.
"Get inside with Mrs. Beck. Both of you. Right now."
"But Mitch is--"
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"Now!"
The kids jumped at the exclamation. Carol ushered them inside her compartment and
shut the hatch. I took a few hesitant steps toward Mitch, carefully avoiding the
gore on the tiles. Mitch'
s arms and legs twitched, and he groaned.
"Mitch? Hey man, can you hear me."
He slowly raised his head. His eyes were bloodshot and gummy, and his complexion
was eggshell white.
"D-do it," he whispered, his voice slurred. "Don't... let me ..."
I shook my head. "I can't. I can't just shoot you. It's not in me."
"P-please," he hissed. "D-do it... Lamar. ... T-time to ... b-be a ... h-hero."
His head fell back again and he closed his eyes. His body twitched a few more times
and then he was still.
"Oh, Mitch," I whispered. I wanted to cry, but couldn't. "I'm sorry, man. This is
so fucked-up."
Then he began to move again. His legs jittered and his arms jerked. He sat up straight,
dead eyes looking right at me. There was no hint of intelligence or recognition--
just a naked, all-consuming hunger and need. His mouth opened in a toothy grimace.
His arms reached for me, fingers flexing. He moaned.
I shot him. I wasn't even aware that I'd aimed the shotgun. Didn't feel my finger
on the trigger. I didn't think about it--it just happened.
The blast echoed down the passageway. My ears
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rang. My hands went numb for a moment. Even as the spent shell bounced off the bulkhead
and gun smoke swirled through the air, I was running down the hall. I headed for
the forward section of the ship. My plan was to find the professor first. I owed
it to him. Then I
'
d deal with Basil. I rounded the corner, still unable to hear anything, and almost
slammed into Tony and Chuck. All three of us jumped backward, and for a brief second,
I thought that Tony was going to shoot me. Then he realized who I was. Chuck shouted
out a frightened cry. The former forklift driver was armed with a handgun.
Tony lowered his weapon. "What the fuck is going on, Lamar? We heard shots."
I had to strain to hear him because of the ringing in my ears.
"We've got zombies loose on the ship. Joan and Alicia were both infected. They got
Mitch."
"Why are you shouting?"
"Sorry," I apologized. "Can't hear very well. The professor is one of them, too.
We've got to find him before he gets anybody else. Basil might be infected, too."
"Zombies," Chuck said. "How the hell did they get onboard?"
"The fish. It's spread to the ocean now. The professor caught an infected tuna this
afternoon. We didn't realize it was a zombie then. It looked normal--must have been
a fresh kill. It wasn'
t rotting yet. He and Basil both had its blood on their hands. The professor got
a fishhook stuck in his hand and the blood must have mixed. ..."
Tony and Chuck stared at me as if I'd lost my
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mind. Then Tony shouldered his rifle and peeked around the corner, spotting the bodies.
He approached them with caution, stared at the damage, and then turned back to me.
"Okay," he said. "I believe you. Alicia is pretty torn up. The bite marks on her
are apparent."
"I don't give a fuck if you believe me or not. I'm finding the rest of the fuckers
before anybody else gets killed."
"Then I'm coming with you," Tony said.
Chuck nodded. "So am I."
The hinges on Carol's hatch squealed as it opened. Tasha and Malik poked their heads
outside.
"We'll all go." Tasha's tone was defiant.
Behind them, we heard Carol urging them back inside.
"You're staying here," I told the kids. "No more bullshit."
Malik stomped his foot. "But Mitch said--"
I interrupted him. "I don't care what Mitch said. If we're family, then you're going
to listen to me when I tell you to do something. Get inside now. Don't make me tell
you again."
"We should grab Mitch's gun," Chuck said, "or at least the grenades."
I shook my head. "His blood is all over them. Don't risk getting infected. You got
enough ammo?"
"I'm good."
"Then let's go."
Tony, Chuck, and I set off down the passageway. They followed my lead. Somehow, I'd
ended up in charge. The professor had been right--my journey
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was changing me. I hadn't even been aware of assuming leadership. Just like shooting
Mitch. I hadn't thought about it. I'
d just done it. Gone were my fears and my hesitation. I moved with an air of selfassuredness
that I
'd never possessed. My stride had a grim purpose. The gun felt like an extension
of my body. My head was clear. So was my conscience.
We continued working our way forward, staying about five feet apart from each other.
I kept the point position, Tony followed me, and Chuck brought up the rear. I clutched
the shotgun tightly. My hearing had returned and the ringing in my ears was gone,
but there was nothing to hear, anyway. Silence engulfed the ship. The only sound
was my heart pounding in my head.
"Did you guys see anyone else?" I asked.
"Chief Maxey and Officer Runkle are on the bridge," Chuck said. "Or at least they
were when I went to bed. They were monitoring the radio, trying to raise any other
ships in the vicinity."
"Did they find any?"
He shook his head.
"So, let'
s see." Tony tilted his head from side to side, cracking his neck. "Carol and the
kids are back there, safe. The chief and Runkle are topside. That leaves Nick, Cliff,
Murphy, and Tran unaccounted for. Nick and Cliff probably went to sleep. They were
watching a movie earlier."
The ship had a small TV/VCR combo unit that the chief and various security guards
had used when the Spratling was tied-up in port. With no broadcast or satellite television
signals to pick up, our
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selections had been limited to repeated viewings of The Wild Geese, Clint Eastwood's
Pale Rider, Tom Skerritt in Bonneville, and Delta Force with Chuck Norris--
all on grainy old videotapes. Nick, Cliff, and Turn (when he
'd been alive) had been known to argue about who would win in a fight--Chuck Norris
or the zombies. My money was on Chuck.
"No telling where Murphy is," Tony said. "And Tran..."
He trailed off. I knew what he was thinking.
"None of us know shit about him," I said. "We don't even know if he's Korean, Japanese,
or Chinese. We just think of him as the Asian guy. That'
s pretty fucked-up. He deserves a lot better. I mean, think what it must be like
for him. A stranger among strangers, left alive with a bunch of people who don
't speak his language. That sucks."
Tony grimaced. "Yeah, that's some life."
"If he's even still alive," Chuck muttered. "Let's face it, guys. We don't know how
many of us are left--who's dead and undead."
The passageway ended at a closed hatch. I opened the hatch and stepped in Nick Kontis.
He'
d been shredded. Arms and legs pulled from their sockets, head ripped from the neck,
body torn open and his insides scooped out. His clothing was nothing more than rags.
His forehead and cheeks had been either slashed or clawed. Long, bloody furrows covered
the flesh. Nick
'
s limbs were partially eaten, gnawed on like turkey drumsticks at Thanksgiving. His
blood had been splashed all over the walls, and his guts left a trail down the
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passageway, as if whoever had been eating them had dropped crumbs every few feet.
Despite all of this, Nick was lucky. His attacker had succeeded in smashing his skull
open and scooping out the insides. His disembodied head would not be coming back.
Nick
's eyes stared up at us.
I raised my foot and examined my sole. The blood hadn't seeped through. I was okay.
No risk of infection--
if Nick had even had time to become infected before he was ripped apart. Breathing
a heavy sigh of relief, I gingerly picked my way through the slaughter.
"Careful," I warned. "Don't touch the walls. There's blood everywhere. Don't get
it on you."
Tony and Chuck waded around the mess. Something squished beneath Chuck's boot heel,
and he gagged. He examined the bottom of his foot and turned pale.
"Who do you think got him?" Chuck asked.
"Joan or Alicia," Tony said. "Or maybe both of them."
I frowned. "How do you know?"
"Look at the scratches on Nick's face. Those were made by someone with very long
fingernails."
"So that means we may only have to deal with one more zombie; possibly two, if Basil
is dead."
We crept on. At the next hatch was a red emergency phone that dialed directly into
the pilothouse. I picked it up and listened to it ring. On the third ring, Chief
Maxey picked up.
"Bridge." he sounded tired and frustrated.
"Chief, this is Lamar. We've got a problem."
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"What's wrong?"
Quickly, I told him what had happened. The chief responded with a string of creative
profanity.
"Where are you now?" he asked when he was done cursing. "There should be a stenciled
series of numbers next to the hatch. That will give me your exact location."
I found them and read the numbers off to him.
"Okay," he said. "Runkle is on his way down. Continue working your way forward. He'
ll meet you guys in the middle. I want all of you to check in with me periodically.
Use the emergency phones like the one you
're on now. And Lamar?"
"Yeah?"
"Be careful."
"Will do."
I hung up and glanced back at Tony and Chuck.
"They okay?" Tony asked.
I nodded. "Runkle's working his way toward us from the other end of the ship."
"By himself?" Chuck snorted. "Dude may be kind of a dick, but super-cop's got balls."
I opened the next hatch. "Let's try to find the rest of the zombies before he does.
That way, he won't have to use those balls."
The ship suddenly jolted beneath our feet. All three of us reached for the bulkhead
to balance ourselves. It felt like the chief had increased our speed. When we were
sure that the ship wasn'
t going to take a big roll and knock us over, we continued on. As we approached Basil
's berthing compartment, we slowed down. The hatch stood
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open and the light was on inside. Tony and Chuck flattened themselves against the
bulkhead. I crept up to the door and jumped through, holding the shotgun at the ready.
The compartment was empty. There was no sign of Basil, and no sign of a struggle.
The blanket and sheet were rumpled, and the pillow still held the indentation from
where he
'd slept. His shoes sat on the floor next to the bed.
"No sign of him," I said, stepping back out into the passageway. "Let's try the professor's
room."
We went back through the hatch--Tony in the lead this time. Basil was waiting for
us. He must have been in one of the other compartments. He'
d probably heard us and had been stymied by the closed hatch. Basil
's corpse was in good shape--no scratches or bite marks. He'd apparently died in
his sleep, even as Hamelin'
s Revenge coursed through his veins. His mouth was crusted with blood and he clutched
a half-eaten heart
--probably Nick's.
"Fuck!"
Tony raised his rifle and tried to get off a shot, but the zombie was too close to
him. The rifle became wedged against the bulkhead. Chuck and I were stuck on the
other side of the hatch, and with the struggle taking place in the doorway we couldn
't shoot Basil without hitting Tony. Basil'
s arm lashed out and he grabbed the rifle barrel. Tony fought to wrench it away but
Basil was stronger. He tugged on the weapon and Tony refused to let go. Basil pulled
Tony closer. Before he could get away, Basil
's teeth snapped shut on Tony's nose. Blood squirted out from between Basil's lips.
We heard cartilage
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crunching, even over Tony's agonized screams. Tony released the rifle and shoved
Basil away. The zombie stumbled backward, taking Tony'
s nose, upper lip, and the soft flesh around his eyes with him. Tony
'
s shrieks became a high-pitched, unending whine. His skin stretched like taffy before
finally tearing free. Basil immediately stopped his attack and greedily devoured
it, dropping the intestine and using both hands to shove Tony
's ripped face into his slavering mouth.
Tony stumbled backward, his arms pinwheeling. He kicked his rifle and it clattered
across the floor to Basil. The zombie ignored it. Chuck grabbed Tony before he could
collapse, and dragged him past me. Now that I had a clear shot, I opened fire with
the shotgun. Flame belched from the barrel. The blast caught Basil in the face. The
shot pellets peppered his skin, but he did not fall. Even at close range, the spray
pattern was too broad. Instead of falling, Basil swallowed, Tony
'
s flesh bulging in his throat as it slid down his dead esophagus. Still hungry and
unperturbed by the damage to himself, Basil lurched forward for more. I pumped the
shotgun and fired again. This time, I did more damage. Knocked off his feet, Basil
flew backward through the hatch.
Chuck screamed. I whipped around and did the same. Chuck was spinning around and
slamming himself against the bulkhead in an effort to dislodge Cliff. I wondered
where the hell he'
d come from. The passageway had been deserted just moments before. Cliff
's corpse must have snuck up
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behind us. Chuck continued turning. The dead college student clung to his back, his
legs wrapped around Chuck's waist, his arms wrapped around his chest, his teeth clamped
down on Chuck'
s right ear. Tony lay sprawled at Chuck
's feet, his hands clutching at his ruined face. As Chuck spun around a third time,
he tripped over Tony. Both he and Cliff tumbled to the floor.
"Shoot the fucker," he shouted.
Fingers trembling, I reloaded the shotgun and jacked a shell.
Half of his ear had been bitten off. Blood streamed down his face and all over Cliff
and Tony as well. Not that it mattered--
both of them were covered in gore already. Cliff sat up and ignored us all, content
to gnaw on the severed ear.
"Get down," I ordered. "Chuck, you're in the way."
"It doesn't matter," he wailed. "I've been bit. Now squeeze the fucking trigger!"
Before I could, something clawed at my shoulder from behind. Screaming, I whipped
around. Basil was back on his feet. Incredibly, the second shot hadn'
t been enough to put him down for good. The pellets had done a serious amount of
damage. The left side of his face looked like it had gone through a cheese grater,
but I hadn
't penetrated the skull and destroyed the brain.
His cold, bloody fingers pawed across my chest. Recoiling in alarm, I clubbed him
in the jaw with the shotgun's stock. Then I shoved the barrel into his gaping mouth.
He bit down, shattering his teeth.
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"Stay the fuck down, Basil, and go find your wife."
Closing my eyes and turning my face away, I squeezed the trigger. Basil's head exploded.
Wetness splattered against my cheek. Frantic, I wiped my face with my sleeve.
"Lamar," Chuck called out from behind me, "take care of Tony!"
A second gunshot exploded in the passageway. When I turned around, Cliff was slumped
against the wall, blood pumping from a hole in his head. Before I could act, Chuck
stuffed the smoking pistol in his mouth and pulled the trigger again. His body jerked
upright, and the back of his head blew apart. He went limp. What remained of his
head caved in like a rotten melon that had been left out in the sun for too long.
His legs and feet twitched as if electrified. The crotch of his pants turned dark
as his bladder failed. And then Chuck lay still.
I prodded Tony with my foot. He didn't respond. I couldn'
t tell if he was dead or just unconscious. Not that it mattered anyway. Regardless,
he was already dead. The poison was pumping through his veins. Soon, he would stand
again. I put the shotgun against his forehead and made sure that wouldn
't happen.
Silence returned to the smoke-filled passageway-- or maybe it was just that I'd gone
deaf. Half in shock, I stared down at the four corpses. It had all happened so quickly.
There'd been no time to think--
just act, let impulse and instinct drive. I patted my pockets and took stock of my
shotgun shells. I considered taking
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Tony and Chuck's weapons, but both were stained with blood and I didn't want to risk
infection. I'
d already come too close to exposure when I shot Basil. Making sure the passageway
was still clear, I ducked into Basil
'
s compartment again and searched his footlocker. At the bottom, I found a clean t-shirt
with a logo that said, malcasa point is for lovers. Inside a small shaving kit, I
found a bar of soap, a bottle of aftershave, and a tube of antibacterial cream. Using
a pair of Basil
'
s socks, I wiped my shotgun clean and disinfected it with the aftershave. Then I
poured aftershave over my hands and then scrubbed them with the soap. Next, I wiped
them clean on a pair of Basil
'
s underwear. Satisfied that they were spotless, I scrubbed my face with the aftershave.
The alcohol burned, but it was a good pain. I checked my complexion in the mirror,
looking for pimples or cuts
--anything that would have allowed Hamelin'
s Revenge to get inside me. When I saw that I was safe, I breathed a sigh of relief.
Then I removed my gory T-shirt, ripping it down the middle and stripping it off rather
than pulling it over my head and further risking infection from Basil
'
s blood. Once it was off, I slipped the clean shirt over my head. It was a little
snug around the belly and shoulders, but it would do. Finally, I rubbed my hands
and face with the antibacterial cream just for extra protection. I
'
d seen the effects of Hamelin
's Revenge firsthand. When Turn and Mitch were infected, the disease had spread rapidly.
They'd both gotten sick within minutes. I wasn't feeling sick yet, so I assumed that
I was okay.
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And then I closed my eyes and prayed to a God I didn't believe in that I'd stay that
way. All my life, I'd been told over and over again that he didn't care for people
like me, that he'
d sent an angel to nuke the ancient city of Sodom because of men like myself. But
I hoped that if he did exist, God would make an exception this time
--if not for me, then for the kids. Tasha and Malik hadn'
t done anything to him. They deserved a better world than this.
"Amen," I said out loud. I could barely hear myself.
I felt no different. There was none of that peace or calm that religious people say
comes with prayer. I thought back to the graffiti I'
d seen spray painted on the church back in Baltimore: god is dead. Maybe it was true.
And if so, then maybe he was just another zombie. His son had come back from the
dead, right? Maybe he
'd come back hungry.
I opened my eyes, picked up the shotgun, and stepped back out into the slaughterhouse.
As I walked through the hatch, two things happened simultaneously--
an explosion rocked the ship and somebody shot at me.
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Chapter Eleven
At first, I thought the two blasts were actually one big explosion. The first one
was muffled, occurring in another part of the ship, but powerful enough to jolt my
feet. The Spratling
rolled hard to starboard and I slammed against the bulkhead, dropping the shotgun.
At the same time, there was a second explosion, this one much closer. Something zipped
by my head, whining like a mosquito and plowing into the port bulkhead with a loud
smack. It was only then that I realized I
'd been shot at.
"Hey," I shouted, dropping to my knees, "hold your goddamned fire!"
"Lamar?" The voice belonged to Runkle. A second later, he stepped out from around
the corner and leaned through the hatch. "Oh, shit."
"You stupid redneck motherfucker," I spat, climbing to my feet. My legs were wobbly
and I had to steady myself against the bulkhead. Then I realized
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that it wasn't my balance at all. The ship was still leaning to starboard.
"I'm sorry, man." He lowered his pistol and held up his hand in surrender. "I thought
you were a zombie. I heard shots and ran down here. Smelled all the gun smoke in
the air and just assumed that--"
"Yeah," I interrupted. "Well you know what they say about assuming, Runkle. Makes
an ass out of you and me. You nearly fucking blew my head off. If it hadn't been
for the ship rolling--"
"What was that, anyway? I felt it vibrate in my feet."
"How the fuck should I know? I was too busy getting shot at, you stupid asshole."
"Look"--he raised his voice--"I said I was sorry. Now we can stand here and argue
about it or we can find out what the hell is going on. Do you want to fight?"
Shaking my head, I retrieved the shotgun. "No. I'm cool for now. You're right. We
need to focus. I'll take this up with you later."
"Well then, let's just hope there is a later. What the hell happened here?"
I quickly filled him in on everything I knew, ending with Chuck's suicide and me
putting Tony out of his misery.
Runkle counted on his fingers. "So that leaves the two of us, the kids, Carol, Tran,
Murphy, and Chief Maxey--and there's been no sign of Professor Williams, correct?"
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I nodded. "You see anybody other than the chief?"
"No. The passageways were all deserted. I figured everyone was asleep, until I heard
the gunshots."
The ship leaned farther to the starboard side, jolting us both again. There was a
loud, metallic groan from beneath the hull. An alarm blared, and the chief's voice
came over the speakers.
"This is not a drill, this is not a drill. General quarters, general quarters. All
hands be advised, we have a hull breach in the aft berthing section. Muster on the
flight deck immediately. Again, this is not a drill. Prepare to abandon ship!"
Runkle found an emergency phone and called the bridge. I stood there wondering what
the hell was happening while he talked to Chief Maxey. Runkle'
s expression went slack. He stopped talking and just listened. He looked worried.
"Okay." Runkle spoke in a monotone. "I understand. I'll tell him."
He hung up the phone and stared at the floor.
"What's wrong?" I asked. "What the hell's going on? He said to abandon ship?"
"We've got a hull breach."
"What's that mean?"
"It means that we're taking on water. We're sinking."
"Oh, shit..."
"Yeah." He wiped sweat from his forehead. "Listen, Lamar, that explosion we heard?
The chief says that whatever it was, it blew a hole in the side of the ship. It was
... well, it was near your berthing area."
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I started running before he was even done speaking.
"Lamar!" he shouted. "Wait a second. You can't just go running down there."
"Tasha, Malik, and Carol are down there."
"The compartment is probably flooded--maybe the whole passageway. And what about
the professor? We still have to find him before he kills someone else!"
"You find him," I yelled. "I've got to take care of my own."
"Lamar! Goddamn it, get back here. This won't help us."
Ignoring him, I ran on, feet pounding, shoving through hatches, darting down passageways.
I held the shotgun at the ready, just in case the professor or anyone else he'
d managed to infect jumped me, but I saw no one. I slid through Nick
's remains, rounded another corner, and saw Carol, Tasha, and Malik running toward
me.
"Lamar!" Tasha screamed. "The ship's flooding!"
"I know, I know." I leaned the shotgun against the bulkhead and hugged the kids tightly.
Then I gave Carol a hug, too. She trembled against me, frightened and hyperventilating.
"Is everyone okay?" I asked, checking them over.
"We're all right," Malik said. "But we're in deep shit. Them grenades went off."
I sighed. "I thought I told you to stay inside the compartment. Why were you messing
with Mitch's grenades? You could have gotten infected or--"
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"I wasn't fooling with them," he interrupted. "Honest."
"Well, then what set them off?"
Tran did it."
Tran?"
Malik nodded. "Yeah, he was one of them things."
"Lamar," Carol said. "We need to keep moving. The water is coming."
We ran back the way I'd come. I took the lead, heading for the nearest ladder so
we could meet the other survivors topside.
"It wasn'
t our fault," Tasha explained as we fled. "We stayed in the room, just like you told
us to. But then we heard someone out in the hall. Mrs. Beck thought it might be you
coming back, so she peeked outside. But it wasn
't you. It was Tran. He was ... all bloody. Some of his fingers were missing."
"I tried to shut the hatch again," Carol said. "But the children insisted on defending
us. They ran out into the passageway before I could stop them."
I frowned at the kids. "I told the two of you to listen to Mrs. Beck. You could have
been killed."
"On the contrary, Lamar," Carol said. "If anything, it's because of them that we're
still alive. If they hadn't run out when they did, I hate to think what would have
happened."
"Tran was eating on Mitch," Tasha said, her voice low. "He ignored us. I tried to
shoot him, but I couldn't get the rifle to work. Wasn't until later that I remembered
the safety was on."
"You should have figured it out," Malik teased.
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"That's why Mitch should have given the gun to me, instead of that big ass knife."
"Shut up," Tasha scolded him, before turning back to me. "Anyway, Tran picked up
one of the grenades and started licking it. You know--Mitch'
s blood was all over it. He was licking it like a lollipop and since I couldn
't get the rifle to work, we decided to come find you for help. We were scared. He
had the grenade in his hand, and we didn't know if he knew how to use it or not."
Each time we entered a new passageway, Carol shut the hatch behind us and made sure
they were sealed tight. I led us to a ladder and we started up to the next level.
The air smelled charged, like the atmosphere after a lightning storm. Probably an
electrical fire somewhere in the ship
's wiring. A thin line of smoke floated along the ceiling.
"We started backing away," Malik said, continuing their story, "and got to the end
of the hallway when he pulled the pin out. I don't think he knew what he was doing.
Just dumb luck."
"So what did you guys do then?"
Malik laughed. "We got the hell out of there. Good thing we did, too."
"It was horrible." Carol shuddered. "Tran--that poor man--he just... exploded. It
just smeared him all over the walls. And the blast set off the other grenades. The
berthing area was destroyed. If we hadn'
t already been through the hatch, we
'd be dead. The entire passageway was just... gone. The last thing we saw before
we closed the hatch was water gushing in. We couldn't see anything else,
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because of all the smoke. The water came through the first hatch, and the second.
It leaked right through the seals. We've been shutting them behind us, hoping to
slow it down."
I stopped at another emergency phone and tried calling the bridge. The phone wasn't
working. There was no tone or ring--just dead silence. The smoke in the passageway
grew thicker.
"Did you guys hear the chief's announcement?"
"No," Carol said. "The speakers weren't working in our section. The explosion must
have damaged them."
"He ordered us to abandon ship, so he knows about the hull breach. There must be
sensors or something on the bridge that alert him. We're supposed to meet on the
flight deck."
"How's he gonna fix the ship?" Malik asked.
"I don't think he can," I said. "That's why he gave the order to abandon it. We'll
have to set off in the lifeboat."
Tasha halted. "In the water? But you said the zombies were in the ocean now--that
the fish were catching it, too. If we go in the water, what's to stop them from attacking
us?"
The three of them stared at me.
"Come on," I said, trying hard to conceal my dread. "Let's keep moving. I don't think
the fish can do much to hurt us. Fish are small and most of them don't have teeth."
"Shit," Malik said. "You ain't never seen that movie where Samuel L. Jackson fights
the sharks? There's some big ass fish in the sea, and they got teeth."
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The smoke grew thicker. It smelled acrid. Bitter. My eyes watered. A shower of sparks
rained down from a ventilation shaft. We threw our arms up over our heads to protect
ourselves. I led us down the passageway to another ladder, this one leading topside.
"Seriously" Tasha said. "How are we gonna make it out on the water? We'll be sitting
ducks."
"We can't worry about that right now," I said. "And besides, we can't stay on the
ship. We'll drown."
Malik wasn't convinced. "I'd rather drown than get bit by a zombie shark."
I handed the shotgun to Carol, went up the ladder, and opened the hatch. Cold drops
of rain pelted my face and hands.
"Wonderful," I told them. "Besides everything else, there's a storm, too."
"Lamar! Carol. Wait up."
It was Runkle. I climbed back down the ladder and waited for him to reach us. He
was out of breath and his hair was slicked to his head with sweat. In the time that
I'd left him, he'
d found an old peacoat and put it on. It was about two sizes too small for him, and
the buttons bulged out.
"Any sign of the professor?" I asked.
"No. But I did find Murphy. He was one of them."
"Did you ... ?"
He nodded.
"Tran was infected, too," I told him. "He set off Mitch's grenades. That's what the
explosion was."
Runkle looked at Carol and the kids. "The rest of you okay?"
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"We're fine," Carol said, "but we really should find the chief, don't you think?
He'll be waiting for us."
"Good idea," I said. I started back up the ladder again, and then turned and looked
at Runkle. "Might want to turn that collar up, Runkle. It's raining outside."
"I know," he said. "That's why I put on the coat when I found it."
I paused. "But how did you know it was raining? Weren't you below decks hunting for
the professor?"
He frowned. "Sure. But I talked to the chief on the phone. He told me there was a
storm coming in."
"That's funny. The emergency phones weren't working when I tried them. The explosion
knocked them out."
"Really?" He shrugged. "Must be a localized thing, then. I didn't have any trouble
getting through."
Growing up where I had, I knew when somebody was bullshitting me, and I knew that
Runkle was lying now. But I didn't know what about or why. Was it because he'
d stolen a peacoat? It seemed like a stupid thing to conceal, but then again, he
'd been a cop. Maybe he had conflicting morals about it or something. Or maybe he
was just scared in general.
I certainly was, so why shouldn't he be, too? I decided to let the matter drop.
Taking the shotgun back from Carol, I crawled up onto the deck. Tasha and Malik came
next, followed by Carol, and then Runkle. The rain and wind lashed at us, and the
salt spray stung our eyes. The temperature had dropped, and I shivered in the
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cold air. Basil's thin T-shirt clung to my wet skin. Visibility was limited, but
the flight deck appeared deserted. No sign of anyone else, dead or alive. The Spratling
continued its starboard list, and as we approached the lifeboat it felt like we were
walking down a steep hill. Worse, the deck was wet and slippery. Each time the ship
crested a wave, we had to struggle to keep our balance.
"What now?" Carol shouted over the roar of the storm.
I glanced around, and caught movement out of the corner of my eye. I raised the shotgun,
but it was only Chief Maxey, carefully working his way down from the pilothouse.
He held tight to the handrails as the ship twisted again. He was carrying a small
radio, and struggled not to drop it.
"GPS," he said, holding the radio up for us to see. "Global Positioning Satellite.
Believe it or not, the damn thing is still working. I guess the satellite is still
floating around up there, just waiting for somebody to tell it what to do. I
've programmed in the coordinates for the drilling platform. We should reach it by
morning."
"Morning?" Carol looked startled. "So we have to be on the ocean all night?"
"We have no choice, Mrs. Beck," the chief said. "You can remain onboard if you wish,
but I'm certainly not staying here. If you come with me, I promise I'll do my best
to see to your safety."
I wiped rain from my eyes. "I thought the captain was supposed to go down with the
ship."
"I'm not a captain, Mr. Reed." He smiled. "I'm a
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signalman chief. And besides, the women and children are getting on first. Now let's
ready the lifeboat."
Chief Maxey directed us on what to do. As we prepped the lifeboat, I noticed that
Runkle kept wincing, as if in pain. He seemed to be favoring his left side.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Side stitch," he gasped. "Too much excitement for one night. I just need to walk
it off."
The chief tapped me on the shoulder. "We'll need a few supplies. Enough water and
food to last us for a few days. Want to give me a hand carrying it?"
"Sure."
We left Runkle behind to protect Carol and the kids and made our way to the galley.
The ship was listing even worse now. We could hear the hull groaning as the intense
pressure split it open wider. Black smoke belched from the open hatches.
Tasha had said that some of Tran's fingers were missing. We found them in the galley,
lying on the floor in a pool of blood along with his wedding ring. I'
d never even noticed the ring on his finger before, hadn
't bothered to learn anything about him--
and now I never would. Again, I felt sorry for Tran. Dying was bad enough. Dying
and becoming a reanimated corpse was even worse. But somehow, his anonymous death
seemed the worst of all. What was Tran
's monomyth? What kind of archetype was he--the forgotten one? The sacrificial lamb?
The movie extra? The red shirt, like on Star Trek--
destined only to provide cannon fodder?
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I put my fingers to my lips and motioned for the chief to come closer.
"Runkle said he took care of Murphy. The professor must be around here somewhere.
Be careful."
He nodded. We moved into the dry goods compartment. I went first, the shotgun ready
and loaded. The walk-in locker was deserted. Quickly, we each grabbed a burlap sack
that had once held potatoes and stuffed them with as many water jugs and packages
of food as we could carry. Then we slung the sacks over our shoulders and made our
way back out into the storm.
"Did you find the professor?" Runkle asked when we got back on deck. He sounded out
of breath.
"No," I said. "Any sign of him out here?"
"Nothing. And like I said, I took care of Murphy earlier. Didn't see the old man,
though."
Another tremor rocked the ship, knocking Malik and Carol to the deck. The waves crashed
over the handrail, which was now facing the ocean. Lightning flashed across the sky.
"We're out of time," Chief Maxey said. "You're both absolutely positive that no one
else is left alive onboard?"
Runkle and I both nodded.
"Then I suggest we go. Carol and the children first. Then you gentlemen."
We climbed into the lifeboat and Chief Maxey started the winch while I stored our
supplies in a dry spot beneath a bench. I noticed the chief taking one last look
around. He seemed close to tears. The winch
's gears and pulleys squeaked as the boat
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began descending toward the ocean'
s choppy surface. As we sank lower, the chief jumped aboard. The ropes swayed from
his added weight and the lifeboat crashed against the side of the ship. Carol screamed
and the rest of us held on tight. There were six of us and four life vests. Runkle
declined his, and the chief insisted I take the spare. The others went to Carol,
Tasha, and Malik. Once the lifeboat had splashed into the water, the chief released
the ropes and started the motor.
"Thank God we refueled after your trip to the rescue station," he said. "Or else
this would be a very short trip."
We pulled away from the Spratling, and I got a good look at the hole in her side.
It was huge--
 twisted, blackened steel stuck out like jagged teeth. Wave after wave surged through
the gash, flooding the interior. Almost half the vessel was beneath the surface now,
and I wondered if there were fish swimming around in the passageways. The stern tilted
up into the air. Water cascaded off it in sheets. Thick, black smoke and orange flames
erupted from a bilge pipe.
"Jesus Christ," I whispered. "Look at it."
The bow nose-dived for the ocean floor and the stern rose higher. The Spratling
sat in the water like an arrow. We continued retreating from the sinking ship. Chief
Maxey pushed hard on the throttle and increased our speed. Despite the rain, oil
fires were beginning to cover the ocean
's surface. A whirlpool swirled around the wreckage, sucking in some floating debris
that had slid off the flight deck.
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"Look!" Malik stood up and pointed. The boat rocked from the sudden movement, startling
us all.
"Malik," Carol scolded. "Sit down before you capsize us."
"But it's Professor Williams."
We all looked where he was pointing. Sure enough, the Professor'
s undead corpse was bobbing up and down in the water, caught up in the churning whirlpool.
His arms flailed uselessly, almost as if he were waving good-bye. And then he was
gone, sucked beneath the surface. Grief tugged at my heart. I
'
d liked the old man. I would never be able to smell pipe tobacco again without thinking
of him. But even in my sadness, I knew that he was gone long before this. He
'd died when the fish infected him.
Soon the Spratling slipped beneath the waters as well. Huge bubbles burst on the
surface, marking its departure.
Tears welled up in Chief Maxey's eyes as he watched it sink.
"There goes everything I'
ve ever had," he said. "My entire life was tied up in that ship. It gave me a purpose.
The best friends I ever had were the guys I served with onboard her. We were so young
back then. Good bunch of guys. The absolute best. They were the salt of the earth.
I haven
'
t spoken to any of them in years, but I used to think about them all the time. Never
knew what happened to any of them after they got out. I guess it
's like that for most military personnel. You serve together, live together closer
than most folks live. Bonds are formed--unbreakable
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bonds that are hard for a civilian to understand or appreciate. You rely on those
guys for your very life. You trust them in ways you will never trust another person,
including your spouse or children. But then, when it
's all over, you lose touch with each other. I tried writing to some of them and
got a few letters back--
the occasional Christmas card or pictures of their children. But over the years we
all lost touch with one another. Ran out of things to talk about, I guess. Seemed
like all we did was reminisce about the old days. When the maritime museum hired
me to serve as the curator and tour guide, I had lots of time to think about them.
That ship was haunted. I saw ghosts around every corner."
"Ghosts?" Malik asked, sitting back down.
Chief Maxey wiped his eyes. "Not real ghosts, Malik. Not the scary kind. More like
ghosts that existed in my memories. Nobody knew that ship better than me. We were
a part of each other. But when they saved her from the scrap yard, I never thought
it would end like this. Not after everything she and I have been through together.
Never thought she
'd die."
"Look at the bright side" I said.
"What's that, Mr. Reed?"
"The Spratling may be dead, but at least she gets to stay that way. She doesn't have
to come back."
"Good point."
He continued piloting us through the storm. Carol and the kids huddled together beneath
a sheet of plastic and tried to stay warm. I rubbed my
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tired eyes and tried to stay alert. Runkle hunched over on his bench and closed his
eyes.
Lightning crashed overhead. Death lurked beneath the waves. We floated into the darkness.
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Chapter Twelve
Once we were far enough away from the wreckage, the chief shut off the motor. He
said that he wanted to conserve fuel, but I thought the real reason might be that
the sound of the engine could attract underwater predators. Occasionally the GPS
would beep, letting us know we were still on course.
It was a miserable night. We were cold and wet. Exhausted. Carol and the kids were
still underneath the plastic sheet, clinging together and trying to stay warm. I
smiled at them, told them that everything would be okay as soon as we reached the
oil rig. They didn
't respond. I didn'
t blame them. I knew I was full of shit, and so did they. Sure, maybe things would
be cool on the drilling platform. But chances were we
'd never reach it, not with an entire ocean full of dead things.
The chief opened up a storage box and took out some plastic oars. He screwed them
on to aluminum poles and handed one to me. He and I
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rowed while Runkle stood guard. The former cop looked worse than any of us. His drooping
eyes were bloodshot and he shivered uncontrollably, despite the heavy pea coat. He
didn'
t say much, just sat there staring out at the water.
I noticed that the supplies we'd rescued from the Spratling's
galley were getting wet, and I passed them over to the chief so he could stow them
in the box. He found some glow sticks at the bottom of the storage compartment. He
snapped one in half and a fluorescent green glow filled the air. Its radius was small,
but I think it made us all feel better. The light held the darkness at bay, if only
for a little while. The chief had taken Mitch
'
s rifle from Tasha and it rested at his side. He laid plastic sheeting over the weapon
in an effort to keep it dry, and weighted the plastic down with some emergency flares.
I propped the shotgun up next to me. I didn
't know if the rain would hurt it or not, but I had no way to shelter it from the
elements. The chief had used the last of the plastic on the rifle.
If there were zombie fish stalking us beneath the ocean's surface, we didn'
t see them. Maybe the sea was too rough. Every few minutes, a wave would crash over
us, swamping the boat with several inches of water. Then the kids would have to come
out from under their shelter and bail with two buckets the chief had found in the
storage compartment. Occasionally, debris from the
Spratling that hadn'
t been sucked down with the ship bobbed by, tossed on the waves. There were wooden
crates, an aluminum lawn chair, seat cushions, a mattress, a
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coast guard life preserver, and a push broom. We salvaged whatever useful items we
could from the stuff that floated within reach and let the rest of it drift away.
After rescuing the push broom, Malik unscrewed the long handle and pulled out Mitch
's bayonet. The glow stick'
s green light reflected off the serrated blade. Glimpsing the knife made me think
of Mitch. I fought down a lump in my throat. I could mourn him later, if there was
a later.
"My God," Chief Maxey groaned. "It's been a long time since I rowed like this. Quite
the workout."
"You okay?" I asked.
He nodded, but I noticed that he was slowing down. My joints were starting to ache,
as well. The storm tossed us back and forth, and for every foot we gained, the waves
forced us back again.
"How much farther?" Tasha asked the chief.
He chuckled. "Sounds like we're on a family vacation, doesn't it? I increased to
our top speed when the trouble started, Tasha. As long as we don't run into any more
obstacles or the storm doesn'
t get worse, we should be there before dawn."
None of us responded. Dawn. That was an eternity.
Malik began sharpening the end of the broom handle, turning it into a makeshift spear.
He didn'
t speak, just focused intently on the job at hand. I watched him in silent admiration.
It was no wonder the kid had stayed alive this long. He had heart and then some.
I wasn
't his father, but I felt an immense swell of pride anyway. I thought back to when
I'd first met them--
just a few days ago, but it seemed like a lifetime.
I ain't no punk, Malik had said while
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sizing me up. I'm hardcore, G. You try messing with my sister and I'll mess you up
instead. I'
d laughed at the time, despite the sincerity and ferocity in his voice. Now, there
was no doubt left in my mind that he could have followed through on the threat. Malik
was a child of this new world
--the perfect inheritor. He had an innate survival instinct. He didn't ask why. He
just did.
One of the crates we'd rescued contained oranges--a leftover from our ill-fated supply
raid on the rescue station. They'd been fresh then, stored in a walk-in cooler, and
hadn't gone bad while on the
Spratling. Carol handed them out. Runkle declined with a grunt. Another crate contained
maritime museum tour brochures for the Spratling.
Chief Maxey solemnly kept one of the brochures, folding it up and stuffing it into
his pocket, and then tossed the rest back over the side. Every few minutes, he
'd glance back at the spot where the Spratling had been and sigh, but the ship was
gone. The ocean'
s surface was unmarred again, except for the rough surf. There were no bursting bubbles
or swirling whirlpools. Even the oil fires were gone, dissipated by the current.
With the fires extinguished, the darkness seemed to press closer, as if trying to
swallow the lifeboat.
"I'm cold," Tasha complained. Her teeth chattered.
"We all are, sweetie," Carol said, pulling her closer.
Malik jabbed the air with his spear and seemed satisfied with it. He sat it down
and peeled his orange.
The wind howled around us as we continued on
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into the night. It felt like cold razors on our skin. Waves continued swamping the
lifeboat. I focused my attention on rowing. My shoulders and chest began to ache.
Chief Maxey was obviously having trouble, too. His breath grew short and I noticed
him struggling just to raise the oar. He kept rubbing his chest muscles, wincing
with pain.
"Hey Runkle," I said. "How about taking over for the chief for a little while?"
Runkle didn't respond, didn't move. Just sat there, slumped over.
"Yo, Runkle! Wake up, man."
"It's okay," Chief Maxey said. "I'll be fine. Arthritis is just acting up a bit."
"Ain't no reason why you can't act as lookout and let him row for a little while."
I leaned forward and tapped Runkle on the shoulder. He slowly raised his head and
turned around, staring at me with empty eyes. His peacoat was soaking wet, and the
pistol was still clutched in his fingers. I glanced down at it, and then noticed
the dark stain on the coat
--a red splotch at his waist, barely visible in the darkness. My eyes widened.
"Hey man, are you hurt?"
"Leave me... alone," Runkle slurred, his head drooping down again. "Just... row the
fucking boat."
"Dude," I said. "You're injured. There's blood on your coat. What the hell happened?"
"Injured?" Chief Maxey pulled in his oar and slid toward us. "Let us see, Runkle.
How bad is it?"
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"It's not my blood," he said, pulling the coat tighter. "Just some... of Murphy.
I g-got it on me when I... s-shot him."
"Bullshit," I insisted. "I saw you after that and there wasn't any blood on you then.
Now let us help you."
Runkle's head snapped up, his eyes suddenly alert. He shoved the gun in my face.
"Sit the fuck d-down and ... leave me alone. I t-told you ... it's nothing."
Suddenly, I understood. He'd been acting weird ever since I'd encountered him on
the ship during our hunt for the professor. He'
d lied about the coat. Told me he was wearing it because of the storm. Instead, he
'd been wearing it to hide his wound.
"You got bit, didn't you, Runkle? Murphy bit you before you shot him, and you've
been hiding it all this time."
He sneered. "You're ... c-crazy, Lamar. If I'd been ... b-bitten, wouldn't I be d-dead
by now?"
"You ain't looking too healthy. All the signs are there, now that you mention it.
You're slurring your words. You're weak. Admit it, Runkle. You were bitten and you've
been trying to hide it."
Chief Maxey put his hand on Runkle's shoulder. "Everything will be okay, Mr. Runkle.
Just let us help you."
Weakened as he was, Runkle still had strength. He moved fast, swinging his arm out
and smacking the chief in the face with the pistol. There was a loud crack and Chief
Maxey tumbled backward. His nose and mouth spurted blood. The boat
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rocked dangerously to one side, and more water flooded in. I lunged for Runkle, intent
on getting the gun away from him, but he was too fast for me. He whipped around again
and suddenly the barrel of the pistol was pressed against my stomach. Grinning, he
shoved me back into my seat.
"D-don't... you f-fucking move ... or I'll... w-waste those kids Just... k-keep rowing."
"You son of a bitch. You're a cop. What about your oath--to serve and protect?"
He laughed. "That d-died ... with ... the rest of the... world."
"You're a real piece of shit, man."
His laughter turned into a cough. "J-just shut up ... and r-row, f-faggot."
Clenching my teeth in anger, I did as he ordered. Grinning, Runkle waved the gun
at me. I picked up the oar and dipped it into the water again. Chief Maxey rolled
over onto his back, groaned, and then lay still. Rainwater splashed off his face,
washing away the blood streaming from his nose.
"C-Carol," Runkle called, without taking his eyes off me, "you and ... the k-kids...
get over here n-next t-to ... Lamar."
"Officer Runkle," she pleaded. "You're sick. You don't know--"
"Shut up. D-do what I... Hell you, or I'll... s-shoot Lamar f-first. N-now get o-over
h-here. ..."
My grip tightened on the oars. Chief Maxey was still unconscious. If I moved, Runkle
would shoot me before I made two steps. We were helpless. I decided to try reasoning
with him again.
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"You're gonna die, Runkle. You know that, right? I mean, if Murphy bit you then Hamelin's
Revenge is already in your bloodstream."
He shook his head. "N-not... going to ... die. I'm g-going ... to l-live."
"The hell you are. It is gonna happen, whether you fight it or not. You can't beat
it. So what's the point, man? Why do this to us? What are you hoping to accomplish?"
He didn'
t answer me. His free hand went to his side, cradling the wound beneath his coat.
His skin was slick with rain and sweat. I wondered why it was taking him so long
to turn. Mitch had died a lot quicker. Maybe Runkle
's constitution was better. Maybe the rate of infection had something to do with
how healthy the person had been.
Carol, Tasha, and Malik carefully crossed over to our side of the lifeboat. One by
one, they sat down next to me on the bench. Runkle watched them closely. I scooted
over so they'
d have more room. As Malik turned around to sit, Runkle grabbed his arm.
"Hey," Malik shouted. "What you doing, man? Let me go!"
" "S-shut up ... you l-little ... s-shit. When the chief... o-opened that s-storage
b-box ... I s-saw some ... ropes inside. I w-want you t-to ... take those ... r-ropes
... back there and ... t-tie up C-Chief M-Maxey. ..."
"I ain't doing shit."
I sat up straight, my body coiled and ready to spring. "Let him go, you son of a
bitch."
Runkle twisted his arm and Malik shrieked. I
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started to stand up, but Runkle aimed the pistol at me again.
"S-sit d-down ... faggot, or I'll... p-pull his arm out."
"You motherfucker." I obeyed, sitting back down. "You sick, twisted son of a bitch.
Let him go!"
He twisted Malik's arm again. "D-do it n-now. ..."
"Okay, man." Malik tore free from Runkle's grip. "Damn. I can't do shit if you're
gonna tear my arm off first. Bitch."
Rubbing his bicep and frowning, Malik made his way across the lifeboat. Runkle didn't
turn to watch him; instead, he kept his eyes on me, Carol, and Tasha. I wondered
why he didn'
t simply get up and move to the far end of the boat, where he could watch all of
us at the same time. Figured maybe he was farther gone than he appeared; not thinking
clearly, dying a death that would not last, already thinking like a zombie rather
than a man.
Another large wave tossed the lifeboat to one side. Debris rolled across the bottom
of the boat. Icy seawater flooded my boots. Keeping his balance, Malik opened the
storage box and rummaged inside until he found the rope. He pulled it out and slammed
the lid.
"Y-you got it?" Runkle coughed again.
"Yeah," Malik said. "I found it."
"H-hurry... up. ..."
"Just hold up a second. Don't rush me. You're worse than my sister."
Tasha scowled, but held her tongue. My eyes didn't leave the pistol. Some hero I'd
turned out to
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be. Professor Williams had been way off base, and I wished he was there so I could
show him.
Runkle did not turn around. His eyelids drooped lower. The stain on his coat grew
broader. A thin line of bright blood dribbled out of his sleeve and ran down his
hand, dripping off his index finger. The water in the boat turned pink. Runkle
'
s other hand squeezed the pistol tighter. I watched as I rowed, willing him to die.
I licked saltwater from my lips and hoped that the next breath would be his last.
But it wasn
't.
Instead of tying up the chief, Malik quietly picked up his spear instead. Very slowly
he tiptoed toward Runkle, who still had his back turned. I looked away on purpose,
so as not to alert Runkle, and silently willed Carol and Tasha to do the same. Malik
lifted the spear over his head and crept closer.
"S-save some ... rope," Runkle wheezed. "I w-want... you ... to t-tie up ... the
r-rest of... them ... t-too."
"Whatever," Malik said, creeping closer. "You're in charge."
"T-that's right I am in ..."
Runkle suddenly doubled over, clenching his side and gasping with pain. He squeezed
his eyes shut and his gun hand went limp. The weapon pointed at the deck. With a
shout, Malik lunged forward and drove the spear down into Runkle
's back. The boy struggled, putting all of his weight behind the shaft. Runkle stiffened,
trying to stand. He opened his mouth to scream, but only a strangled
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sigh came out. The pistol slipped from his fingers, landing in a puddle of bloody
seawater. Tasha leapt forward to grab it, but I warned her to stay seated. Runkle'
s infected blood had mixed with the water in the boat. There was no sense in chancing
it.
Malik continued thrusting the spear into Runkle's back. The spear's tip poked through
his chest, ripping the peacoat. Runkle tried to scream again. Instead, he gurgled.
Dark blood--almost black--
bubbled from his gaping mouth.
Jumping out of my seat, I swung the oar like a club, striking Runkle across the face.
The shock reverberated up my arms. Runkle grunted. His lips split. Blood and teeth
flew through the air. Dropping the oar, I jumped to Malik
'
s side and grabbed the broom handle right above his hands. Together, we spun the
impaled man around and pushed him over the side. His blood dribbled down the spear
toward us. We needed to hurry. Runkle gripped the edge of the lifeboat, holding on
for dear life. Malik and I pushed harder. The tendons stood out on his neck as he
struggled with us. The spear sank deeper into his body. The blood ran closer. Tasha
ran forward, scooped up the shotgun, and smashed his fingers with the stock. With
a final shove, Malik and I managed to topple the crazed cop into the churning waves.
We let go of the broom handle, letting Runkle take the bloody weapon with him.
"He shouldn't have messed with us," Malik said, puffing out his chest.
"Are all of you wearing socks beneath your shoes?" I asked.
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Nodding their heads slowly, Carol, Malik and Tasha all looked at me as if I'd lost
my mind.
"Help me get the chief up," I said. "Runkle bled into the water in the bottom of
the boat. I don't want the chief swallowing it."
Tasha looked worried. "How are we going to bail if his blood's in the water?"
"I don't know yet," I admitted. "But first thing's first--help me with the chief.
Carol, pick up everything that doesn't have blood on it yet, especially the food
and our weapons."
Out on the ocean, Runkle let out a choked scream. I looked up in time to see a huge
gray shape rising up beneath him. Runkle waved his arms, frantically beating at the
water. His eyes bulged. There was a flash of white, what looked like a fin, and then
he was gone in a surge of spray. Whatever the creature was, it had dragged him beneath
the surface.
Malik ran to the edge of the lifeboat. "What the hell was that?"
"Don't worry about it now," I panted, sliding my hands under the chief's armpits.
"Just help me get him up before he's infected."
Carol collected the weapons and food while Tasha and Malik helped me with Chief Maxey.
We got him into a sitting position on the bench. His head lolled back and forth in
time with the waves. His nose was swollen and bloody, obviously broken, and he was
missing one of his teeth. But he was breathing. I gently patted him on the cheek,
and after a few seconds, his eyelids fluttered.
"Are the water bottles okay?" I asked Carol.
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"They seem to be," she said. "There's no blood on them that I can see."
"Hand me one."
I unscrewed the cap and put the bottle to the chief'
s mouth. The rim must have brushed against one of his sore spots, because he winced
and then opened his eyes. Spring water ran down his throat, and he choked, spitting
it back up.
"Runkle?" he gasped, glancing around. "Where is he?"
He tried to stand, but I gently forced him back down.
"We took care of it, Chief. Relax. You okay?"
"My nose hurts like a son of a bitch. I think it might be broken. But I'll live."
"Good. Might want to pick your feet up and keep them off the bottom of the boat."
He looked down, and then back to me. "Is that my blood or Runkle's?"
I shrugged. "Both, I think."
Tasha grabbed my arm and pointed off the bow.
"Something moved out there."
I squinted into the darkness. "I don't see anything. What was it?"
"I don't know. Something jumped out of the water and then swam underneath again."
"Maybe it was just a big wave," Carol suggested. I could tell by the tone of her
voice that she didn't believe it herself.
A blast of thunder ripped the night sky, drowning out the roaring winds.
I turned back to the chief. "Can you row?"
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He nodded. "Yes, I think so."
"Okay. I think we should get moving." I sat crosslegged on the bench, keeping my
feet out of the tainted water, and grabbed an oar. "Everybody sit back down. Try
to stay out of the water. Hopefully, we
'll get a few more really big waves and they'll wash that shit out of here. Then
we can start bailing. Carol, are you awake enough to act as lookout?"
"Yes. I don't think I could fall asleep right now if I wanted to."
"Okay. You stand watch. Tasha, I want you to use the rifle. Make sure there's no
blood on it."
She nodded.
"Hey," Malik hollered. "What about me? How come I never get nothing?"
I smiled. "You get the shotgun. If you have to shoot it though, I want you to be
careful."
"Why?"
"Because it's liable to knock you overboard, and we don't need that."
He looked back at where Runkle had been.
"No," Malik said. "We sure don't."
We all took our places. Carol peered out into the sea. The chief and I started rowing.
The kids held their weapons at the ready, keeping the barrels beneath some plastic
sheeting that had escaped the water and blood. We didn
't talk. The GPS beeped mournfully. Chief Maxey glanced at it, checking our coordinates.
"We still on course, Chief?"
"We are," he said, "and please, just call me Wade. I don't have a boat anymore to
be chief of."
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I nodded. "Okay... Wade."
The thunder rumbled again. Then the glow stick went out, plunging us into darkness.
In that darkness, something moved. It splashed just off our starboard side. Whatever
it was, it sounded big.
"Chief." I whispered. "Sorry--I mean, Wade. Maybe we should start the motor."
Lightning flashed, and I saw him nodding his head in agreement. Chief Maxey reached
behind him and took a deep breath. Another splash echoed across the water, this time
to our rear. Something bumped us from underneath the hull. We smelled it
--rotten fish. Something dead, but still swimming. Then the motor burst to life.
Chief Maxey gave it full throttle and we shot into the night.
The splashing sounds followed us for a long time before they faded.
When I looked back, all I saw was darkness.
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Chapter Thirteen
The storm finally ended several hours later. There were a few last flashes of lightning
and some final rumbles of thunder, almost as an afterthought. Then it was gone. During
that time, we didn'
t see anything else in the water, either above or below. Maybe the weather kept the
creatures away or maybe there was a war going on beneath the surface, and they were
too busy eating each other to worry about us. A replay of what had happened in our
cities, a battle between the living and the dead, now being waged under the sea as
well as on land. The sky cleared and we could see again. The sun was still down,
but its first few predawn rays were visible as a red glow on the horizon. I wished
the sun would hurry its ass up. All five of us were cold and shivering, soaked to
the skin from the rain and the waves. The kids had runny noses. The chief
-- even though he'd asked us to just call him Wade, I still thought of him as Chief
Maxey--had picked up
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a bad cough. Sounded like a goose. His entire body shook each time he coughed. His
broken nose had swelled up like a golf ball, and when he talked, it sounded like
he had a bad cold.
The storm had battered us about all night long. Luckily, the lifeboat hadn't sunk.
I'
d been right about the storm surges washing the blood back into the sea. We were
able to bail the water out after the first half hour. Carol and I did it while the
chief stood guard and the kids held the weapons. We bailed very carefully, mindful
of any leftover blood. When we were finished, Carol and I gathered up anything with
Runkle
's blood on it and then tossed the items over the side, including his handgun. I
hated to get rid of it, but we had nothing to clean and disinfect the weapon with.
It sank like a stone.
And then we waited, watching each other for the first warning signs of the disease.
All of us were sleepy, but there was no nausea, shortness of breath, or decreased
circulation. We kept an extra eye on the chief, figuring he
'd had the greatest risk of exposure. Hours passed uneventfully. If any of us had
contracted Hamelin'
s Revenge, we showed no indications of it. We all felt and seemed fine. Carol suggested
that maybe there was something in the saltwater that killed the disease. But the
fact was that none of us knew for sure. I was an unemployed factory worker. Carol
was a former quality control manager at an injection molding plant, and more recently,
a makeshift teacher for the kids. And the chief was an ex-coast guard chief and museum
guide. None of us had the tools to fully understand
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and diagnose Hamelin's Revenge, let alone the skills for figuring out how to defeat
it.
The sun crept higher and the birds came out, circling over us and screeching at the
dawn. I wondered where they'd all come from. According to the chief, there was no
land nearby. We'
d seen none during the night
--no lights on the horizon. They'd obviously taken shelter from the storm. But here
they were now, as if materializing out of the clouds.
We shut the motor off again to conserve fuel, and once more began rowing. I looked
out across the ocean and sighed. I felt like shit. I was exhausted, grimy, and sore.
My ears felt all stuffed up because of all the close-range gunshots without hearing
protection. My clothes were soaked. Dried salt caked my lips and the corners of my
eyes. The wind scraped against my skin like sandpaper. As I rowed, I blocked out
the protests from my arms and back, focusing instead on the sea. It was a big contrast
from the night before. The water was so beautiful. The hypnotic rhythm of the foam-topped
waves almost lulled me to sleep. I stopped rowing for a second and rubbed my bloodshot
eyes. They felt dry and crusty. I kept them closed, and my breathing slowed. I felt
relaxed. Peaceful. Then a wave lapped gently against the side of the lifeboat, breaking
the spell. I shook my head and began rowing again, forcing myself to wake up. The
surface was like the top of a birthday cake
--
smooth and flat, broken only by small, cresting waves. Farther down in the depths,
the deep blue gave way to gray and green, then black. It seemed like it went on forever.
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Nothing moved down there. I wanted to jump over the side and just sink to the bottom,
washing the filth from my body--a baptism.
The chief was also staring into the depths.
"We should be right over the Ethel C."
"What's that?" Malik asked.
The chief snorted, clearing dried blood out of his sinuses, and then told us.
"The Ethel C was a Lebanese freighter. That'
s a ship that carries cargo from one place to another. She sank here back in April
of 1960. She departed New York on her way to the Mediterranean Sea, hauling a load
of scrap iron. Historians believe that the cargo must have shifted, breaching her
hull. Some of the survivor
's reports indicate that. Others differ. Whatever the cause, the pumps couldn'
t keep up with the water flooding in, and she sank. They never even managed to get
out a distress call. According to reports, she went very quickly."
Malik moved closer to him. "Quicker than the Spratling did?"
The chief nodded sadly. "Much quicker, but despite everything, all of the crew made
it off alive. There were twenty-three men in the lifeboat. Imagine how crowded they
must have been, packed in there like sardines in a can. And you folks thought this
little lifeboat was crowded. Of course, theirs was a lot bigger than this one. They
drifted for thirteen hours before the coast guard picked them up. That
'
s where their story ends. But that
's not the end for the Ethel C. She's still there. She's down there right now--sitting
upright on the bottom of the ocean."
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Malik glanced out at the water. "Just how deep is this, anyway?"
"Where we are?" The chief shrugged. "If I remember correctly, it's right around one
hundred and ninety feet deep. The wreck is intact--all three hundred and twenty-nine
feet of her--
so if you were to dive down there and go scavenging, you
'd find her wheelhouse at about one hundred and forty feet and the rest of her below
that."
"Intact?" Tasha slid closer, enthralled with the conversation. "You mean like it's
still new?"
"Well, not quite. The Ethel C has been down there for a long time, so she'
s in pretty bad shape. The hull is probably corroded. But as I said, she is still
upright and divers say that she has a very impressive haul. Over the years, they
've brought up the navigation equipment and most of her portholes, along with silverware,
mementos, picture frames, pocket watches, jewelry--
things like that. People pay big money for treasure like that."
"Dang," Malik breathed. "I'd love to dive down to a shipwreck. Imagine all the stuff
down there."
Carol nodded her head in agreement. "It's romantic, in a way."
I tuned them out, thinking about the wreck of the Ethel C, sitting on the ocean's
floor, dead--
and yet, in a way, still alive in the recovery operations conducted by the divers,
and alive in the memories of men like the chief. It was sadly poignant. After all,
death wasn
't the end anymore. Staying in your grave was strictly old school. And if there was
such a thing as a soul, what proof did we have that it
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lived on? What if our souls were trapped inside those rotting corpses--
able only to watch in horror and revulsion as our own bodies turned against those
we loved? What kind of an afterlife was that? That wasn
'
t heaven. It was hell. Eternal life equaled zombie. Better to achieve immortality
another way. Regardless of our religion, regardless of what we believed, the cold,
simple truth was that none of us had a fucking clue what lay beyond this life. The
only kind of eternal life we could be sure of was the kind enjoyed by this shipwreck
--
living on in the memories of others. Like a myth. An archetype. The professor had
been right. We were monomyths. All of us. Every survivor. If humanity was able to
survive, if five hundred years from now Tasha and Malik
'
s descendents sat in a classroom and learned about ancient history, we would take
the place of Hercules and Superman. Come hear the tale of Mitch, the warrior, and
Runkle, the trickster, and Lamar, the hero.
Bullshit.
A fat seagull darted down to the ocean'
s surface and then flew back up into the air. Something red dangled from its beak.
I noticed more birds doing the same. They were feeding off something floating on
the tide. We were too far away for me to tell what it was. I figured it was just
seaweed.
Yawning, the chief checked the GPS and nodded with satisfaction.
"We're getting closer," he said, clearing his swollen nose again. "We should be able
to see the jack-up in a little while. Not a moment to soon,
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either, if you ask me. The sun's going to be brutal today, out here on this open
water. We'd have to deal with sunburn and exposure on top of everything else."
Carol smiled. "Between a bad case of sunburn and an army of zombies, I'll take the
sunburn."
He returned her smile and Carol blushed, and then quickly looked away. The chief's
ears turned red. I stifled a grin. Maybe there was hope for the human race yet.
"Don't be so sure," the chief told her. "We've been out here all night, exposed to
the elements. We're all dehydrated. A few hours with the hot sun beating down on
us and we'
re going to be in even worse shape. First we
'll blister. Then we'll--"
"That's okay," Carol said, holding up her hand. "You can spare me the gory details.
I believe you."
"Sorry."
"You lost your hat. If we had some sunscreen, I'd rub some on your head so that you
don't get burned."
The chief turned beet red.
I hid another grin. He had a lot to learn about talking to women if he was going
to be the last player on earth. Taking another break from rowing, I leaned out over
the side and trailed my fingers through the water. It was cool, and felt good on
my skin. The sun climbed higher into the sky, reflecting off the ocean
's surface, shimmering like headlights on a busy city street.
And then something bit my finger.
Screaming, I pulled my hand out of the water.
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The others looked at me in alarm. Tasha and Malik jumped up and ran to my side of
the lifeboat, rocking it dangerously back and forth.
"What's wrong?" Malik asked. "What'd you see?"
I glanced back down in the water. A dead fish floated just a few inches below the
surface. When it turned, I saw that its belly was missing. Its mouth gulped in an
0 shape. There were no teeth, but that hadn
't stopped it from trying to swallow my finger. I held my hand up in front of my
face, examining myself for wounds or scratches. There were none. I wiped it on my
shirt and shivered.
"Get out of the way," Malik shouted, trying to push past his sister. "Let me kill
it."
Tasha shoved him back. "Stop pushing, Malik. You'll tip us over."
"Both of you stop it," I said. It was hard to speak. My heart was still in my throat.
My skin tingled. If the fish had been equipped with teeth--
well, that would have been it for me. Shuddering, I took a deep breath and tried
to calm down. Another dead fish bobbed to the surface, its festering tail flicking
slowly back and forth. Even underwater, we could see that its entire length was covered
with open sores. Scales and strands of flesh floated from its sides. A third appeared,
and then a fourth
--
then a whole school of fish, varying in size and type. The surface teemed with them.
The chief leaned out over the bow and Carol kept watch from her side.
"There's more here," she cried.
"Here, too," Chief Maxey reported. "Dozens of them. Everybody sit back and hang on
tight."
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He started the motor. There was a grinding sound from underneath the lifeboat'
s hull. Blood, scales, and a decapitated fish head floated to the surface. The zombie
fish had been chopped into bits by the propellers. Chief Maxey gunned the engine
and the boat
'
s front end tilted up into the air, knocking us all backward. We held on as he pulled
away. The boat leveled out again. I looked back, and in our V-shaped wake, I saw
more undead fish
--
and something else. A sleek, dark shape closed the distance between us and disappeared
beneath the boat. Something bumped into us from underneath, scraping along the bottom
and jarring the lifeboat. A triangular fin resurfaced on the other side.
Carol gasped, "Oh my God ..."
"Shark," Malik shrieked, jumping up and down. "It's a shark!"
More fins erupted from the water, appearing on both sides of the lifeboat. They paced
us, having no trouble keeping up. The chief pushed the throttle to its maximum and
we pulled ahead. The fins fell behind, but the creatures were still determinedly
giving chase.
Carol gripped the bench. "Are they alive or dead?"
"It don't matter," Malik shouted at her. "They're sharks. Ain't you ever seen the
movies? They'll eat us either way."
Tasha had left the rifle lying on the bench. As the boat shot forward, it slid toward
me. Snatching it up, I shouldered the weapon and peered through the scope. Everything
was blurry and I had to readjust
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the magnification. Then, able to see, I moved the crosshairs around, searching desperately
for a fin. I found one, and scanned the water, looking for its head. The effort was
pointless. The shark'
s body was submerged, its head hidden. Cursing, I squeezed the trigger, aiming for
where I thought the head should be. The rifle bucked against my shoulder and pain
tore through my chest. Through the scope, I saw a plume of spray as the bullet sliced
the ocean
's surface. I must have missed, because the shark didn'
t slow. Raising my head to get a better look, I noticed more sleek fins dotting the
surface. One of the sharks was close enough for me to see that it was missing a chunk
of hide. Gray skin gave way to pink and white meat. The open wound confirmed what
I
'd already suspected. The sharks were dead.
The zombies circled closer. The chief leaned forward, as if willing the lifeboat
to go faster. I looked through the scope and fired another shot. The fin changed
course, swerving away. I shot at it again, but the bullet still seemed to have no
effect. Meanwhile, another of the creatures cut us off from the front and swam head
on, as if intent on ramming us. The chief shouted for the shotgun, but before anyone
else could act, Malik grabbed the weapon and ran to the bow. He aimed the shotgun,
thin arms struggling to keep it aloft. The shark emerged from the waves. Its mouth
was open wide, flashing rows of white, razor-sharp teeth. Malik squeezed the trigger.
The shark
's black eye exploded and some of its snout was sheared away. The blast
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knocked Malik to the floor. He looked stunned, but he kept the shotgun clutched tight
in his hands. As he struggled to stand, I took aim with the rifle. The shark skated
along the side of the lifeboat. Its ruined eye leaked blood and pulp, but it didn
'
t cease its attack. Shrieking, Carol scooted out of the way as it raked the hull
with its teeth. I lined up the crosshairs right over the gaping hole where its eye
had been and took my shot. The shark reared up out of the water and then sank beneath
the waves. The frothing surf turned red.
Quickly, I searched for another target, while Malik stumbled to his feet. Gripping
the shotgun, he stomped over to the side and aimed, letting the barrel lead the shark
by a few feet. Despite the chaos, I was once again amazed at the boy
's adaptability. It was like he intuitively knew how to shoot.
Malik and I sank two more zombie sharks before the chief managed to outrace them.
Even then, the fins followed along behind us. Again, I thought of the slaughter that
must be taking place under the sea. How many different species of fish and crustaceans
lived in the Atlantic Ocean? How many of them were dead already, and hunting the
others? As Malik and I reloaded, the GPS gave out a series of loud, rapid beeps.
"Look around," the Chief shouted. "We should be able to see the jack-up!"
We glanced expectantly in each direction, but saw nothing except gray water and clear
sky. The two merged, indistinguishable from one another.
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The horizons were empty except for the circling birds moving across them in great
flocks.
A dolphin chattered off the port side. I lined it up in the crosshairs, but held
off on taking the shot. It didn'
t look dead. Then the dolphin leapt from the water, soaring through the air and splashing
back down again, sending up a huge plume. When visibility improved again, I saw the
water turn red as the dolphin thrashed. Something else was attacking it from below.
The dolphin
'
s body turned over again and again. By the third spin, its white underbelly was scarlet.
I
 pointed the scope down and my eyes widened. A school of undead dolphins were ripping
their brother to shreds. They spun him with their noses, ramming him and darting
in for quick, savage bites. Then one of them noticed us. It swam toward the lifeboat.
The scope
's magnification made the creature'
s gaze seem malevolent. Before I could shoot it, the dolphin plunged below the waves.
I moved the scope around, trying to find the dolphin again before it could reach
us.
And then Carol screamed.
The zombie dolphin launched itself from the water and soared through the air. I could
only stand there gaping as it landed in the lifeboat, knocking my oars into the sea.
Carol screamed again, scuttling backward on her hands and feet like a crab. The chief
pressed himself against the side, unable to let go of the throttle, because if he
did, the boat would stall. Then we
'd be dead in the water--in
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more ways than one. Brave but weaponless, Tasha watched the dolphin warily. I raised
the rifle and lined up the crosshairs. But before I could act, Malik pressed the
shotgun against the creature'
s head and pulled the trigger. The dolphin squeaked once and then died. Its tail
slapped against the sides of the boat as its brains and blood leaked out onto the
bottom.
"Get away from it," I warned them all. "Don't let the blood come in contact with
you."
The GPS suddenly rang a shrill alarm, distracting all of us for a second.
"I see it," the chief shouted. "The oil rig. I see it, on our port side!"
We all looked in the direction he was pointing. There was a black dot on the horizon.
"That?" Carol asked, squinting.
"Yes, indeed," the chief said. "That's the jack-up. Ladies and gentlemen, we made
it."
We cheered, staring in disbelief. Tasha ran over and hugged me. Carol began to weep
with joy. Malik raised the shotgun over his head and laughed.
"Let's go," the chief yelled. "Hold on tight."
Before we could even heed his warning, he turned the lifeboat in a wide arc, flinging
us all to one side. We grasped the benches and the sides, trying to avoid slipping
or falling into the dolphin gore. The boat whipped forward, racing across the surface,
the front end shaking as it bounced up and down on the waves. The zombies fell farther
and farther behind. A scarlet cloud spread out in our wake as they turned on the
other creatures of the sea.
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"We can make it," the chief shouted over the engine's roar.
I wondered who he was trying to reassure--
us or himself. I waited breathlessly for something else to go wrong, for the engine
to smoke or sputter, for us to run out of fuel or for another school of zombie sharks
to suddenly emerge in front of us. But nothing happened. We rocketed across the ocean
and the oil rig drew nearer. We could see it easily now
--
a big black barge with an oil drilling rig and living quarters attached to it. Its
size was astonishing. Like a small town. As we drew closer, I noticed there was even
a tanker truck and several forklifts parked on the platform. I remembered that either
the chief or Turn had told us that a jack-up was actually a small operation. I wondered
just how big a full-sized oil rig was.
"Usually," the chief said, "the oil companies bring their personnel in either via
helicopter or boat. There's a landing pad on the platform and lower level docks at
the water's surface. I'
ll pull alongside that. Lamar, you stand ready with that rifle while Carol and the
kids disembark, just in case any of those things try a last minute attack."
I nodded, and he continued, turning to the others, "Once you three are safely on
the dock, Lamar and I will hand the supplies to you. Then I'll tie us off and we'll
be home free."
Unless there are dead people onboard, I thought.
"How do we get up to the higher levels?" Carol asked. "It seems awfully high. I hope
there aren't any stairs. My legs are killing me, and I banged my knee when that dolphin
jumped onboard."
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The chief gently rubbed his injured nose. "Don't worry. There aren't any stairs,
at least not in that section. Not sure what they'
ll have, though. Some rigs have elevators, and others use cranes to lift all their
personnel up to the top in man baskets. But that
's not anything to be concerned about. If there are any crew members left onboard,
and the rig doesn't have elevators, we'
ll ask them to haul us up in the basket."
"And what if they refuse?"
"Then Lamar and I will shoot them."
Carol looked shocked, but then the chief grinned. She smiled back at him.
I checked our pursuers, but they were gone from sight. There were signs of battles
being fought below the surface all across the open water--
splashes and plumes and red-tinted surf. But none of it was close enough to the lifeboat
to cause me any immediate concern. I hoped the fish would continue fighting each
other and ignore us long enough to get aboard the oil rig.
We drew closer. The massive jack-up loomed over us. We scanned the decks and catwalks,
looking for signs of life, but all we saw were seabirds. They covered the rig, perched
on every antenna, crane, building, and safety net. There were hundreds of them. At
least now we knew where all the ones we
'
d seen earlier had come from. They must have flown back and forth from the mainland.
And with all the offal now floating on the waves, they wouldn
't even have to make that trip.
The chief pulled alongside the lower level dock
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and shut off the engine. I stood guard with the rifle, watching the sea for signs
of trouble while Carol, Malik, and Tasha climbed up onto the platform. The ocean
remained clear, but the signs of the terrible battle beneath its surface increased.
Huge clouds of blood now floated on the tide like pools of oil. Severed heads, tails,
and organs rolled on the waves. A seagull darted down and gripped some fish entrails
in its claws, but before it could take flight again, a large blue-and-green fish
leaped from the water and seized the bird in its mouth. The bird squawked in alarm.
Its wings beat at the water. Then it was pulled below. I turned back to comment to
the others, but none of them had seen it happen.
Once Carol and the kids had safely disembarked from the lifeboat, the chief handed
the supplies up to them. They set the containers and bags on the deck. Malik started
to explore, but Carol warned him to stay close to the rest of us. Sulking, Malik
complied. To distract him, the chief handed the shotgun to Malik, stock first, and
Malik set that aside as well. Then the chief turned back to me.
"Are we still clear?"
I nodded. "So far, so good."
"Okay. You go on up, and then I'll tie us off."
I eyed the drilling platform. "Is this thing stable? Seems like its just floating
out here."
"It is," he said. "Basically, the oil company just floats it out to wherever they
want to drill. But there are jacks that extend down to the ocean floor,
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raising it up and stabilizing it. Kind of like an anchor. So we're not going anywhere."
I passed my rifle to Carol, who took it hesitantly. It was obvious that the weapon
made her nervous. Smiling, I clambered up onto the dock and took it back from her.
Her posture and expression relaxed again. I stared up into the rigging. If the jack-up
was occupied, nobody had come out to greet us. Maybe it was abandoned, or maybe they
were dead.
In the lifeboat, the chief began whistling while he gathered up the ropes.
"Hey, Wade," I whispered. "We still don't know if this thing is deserted. Maybe we
should try to be quiet."
"You're right," he agreed, lowering his voice. "I'm sorry. Shouldn't be whistling
anyway, I guess. It hurts my nose. I'm just excited."
He turned back to the ropes and hauled them over to the side, grunting with the effort.
I turned my attention back to the jack-up. Malik and Tasha followed my gaze. Carol
watched the chief.
None of us saw it in time.
Our only warning was when the creature surfaced. There was a rushing sound, like
a blast of steam from the world'
s biggest iron. We turned back to the ocean and the chief froze, the ropes hanging
from his hands. The ocean
'
s surface rippled with a motion not caused by the pull of the tide. A huge black
bulk surfaced from the depths, rocking both the lifeboat and the dock. The motion
knocked the chief off his feet.
Water streamed down the creature's sides as it
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rose higher. It was a whale--an undead whale. Horrible wounds covered its bulk, and
the stench wafting off its hide was worse than anything I'
d ever smelled. It was like every corpse in Baltimore had been bottled up and brought
here. Gagging, I bent over and wretched. Carol did the same. The kids turned away,
coughing. When I turned back, I caught a glimpse of one huge, soulless eye
--
bigger than a dinner plate and black as night. Then the lifeboat capsized, turning
over completely and tipping the chief into the sea. A mouth the size of a car opened
up beneath him, swallowing him whole. He didn
'
t even have time to scream. Carol screamed for him. Screamed for us all.
Ignoring the rotting beast'
s smell, I snapped the rifle up and fired a shot. It was like shooting spitballs
at a dinosaur. The whale slammed against the dock, and the entire platform shook.
I emptied the magazine into it. Beside me, the shotgun roared as Malik did the same.
I don
'
t know if our rounds had any effect. The zombie sank again beneath the waves, taking
Chief Maxey with it. The lifeboat drifted away on the tide. The air trapped beneath
the hull kept it from sinking. There was no way for us to retrieve it. The lifeboat
was already out of our reach.
Carol fell to her knees and sobbed quietly. Tasha and Malik just stared in disbelief.
I knew how they felt. It had all happened so quickly. It just didn'
t seem real somehow. I mean, a zombie fucking whale? If circumstances had been different,
I could have almost laughed. You go through life believing
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only in what you can see. What science can prove. Things like ghosts and monsters
are the stuff of fantasy. But then, one morning, you wake up and the dead are out
in the streets hunting down the living. Your world comes crashing down when that
happens. But even when you get used to the idea that the dead can walk, a zombie
whale still seemed incredible. In a way, I think it shook our world view all over
again.
The lifeboat drifted farther away. I watched it go, wondering where it would end
up and if there'd be anybody left to find it.
"Why him?" Carol sobbed. "Why Wade? He was such a nice man. So gentle. He saved us
all. Why did it have to take him?"
I put my hand on her shoulder. "I don't know, Carol. I don't know."
We'd lost yet another member of our group. And now we were stranded. If there were
zombies aboard the drilling platform, we'd have no means of escape--except for the
weapons we held in our hands.
"We'll grieve for the chief later," I said. "Grieve for them all. But right now,
let's check our ammunition and then make sure this place is safe."
Malik shuffled over to me as I dug through a bag and found more bullets.
"If there's dead folks onboard, how we gonna get away?"
I reloaded my magazine and refused to look up at him.
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"We'll find a way," I said softly, fingering the rounds. "We'll find a way. ..."
The floor on the jack-up was about twenty feet off the ocean's surface, but there
were levels under the rig as well. We stowed the supplies on the dock, intending
to come back for them once we'
d determined that the drilling platform was safe. A metal sign affixed to
one of the girders said property of black lodge oil &
GAS--A DIVISION OF THE GLOBE CORPORATION--AUTHORIZED
personnel only. I hadn'
t heard of Black Lodge, but Globe Corp. was massive. One of those big international
corporations that seemed to be everywhere. They had their hands in everything before
society collapsed: electronics, defense systems, financing, energy sources, telecommunications.
They
'
d been one of the big darlings on Wall Street. Their shares traded for hundreds of
dollars. Now those shares were worthless.
We approached the elevator. I took a deep breath and pressed the arrow button. There
was still power. We heard the whine of an electric motor and squeaking cables as
the car came down to us. The doors clanked open and we stepped inside. The elevator
slowly rose. I tightly gripped the rifle and tried to reassure the rest of them with
a smile. My fatigue was gone, replaced with nervous energy.
We explored the jack-up level by level, sticking together as a group. Tasha and Carol
were cautious, but Malik was excited. He wanted to run off on his own, and I had
to keep hauling him back, warning
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him over and over not to do it again. We talked in whispers and communicated with
hand signals. The silence was eerie. Everywhere we went, the birds watched us warily.
We found a skeletal arm on one level, and a disembodied head lying between two drums
of oil. The head barely moved, ravaged as it was by the birds. It had no eyes with
which to see us. Its lipless mouth moved soundlessly. The zombie
's tongue was missing, too. I kicked it over the side and watched it sink. Then I
wiped my shoe off with some greasy shop rags that had been stuffed into one of the
barrel'
s openings. Finally, we climbed back into the elevator and took it to the top level.
The elevator doors opened and a dead man was there to greet us.
Carol shrieked. The dead man was dressed in dirty, faded dungarees and a red flannel
shirt. A bright yellow hard hat covered his head. Time and the elements had not been
kind. The zombie was in an advanced state of decomposition. His flesh and the clothes
had melded together. His face was a gleaming skull, stripped clean of all flesh.
A few ragged pieces of skin and matted hair hung down from underneath the hard hat.
With no eyes left in the sockets, I saw right away that the zombie hunted by sound,
just like the corpses back at the rescue station. It had been attracted to us by
the sounds of the elevator. Carol
's scream had confirmed our location. It reached for us, bones sticking through the
split skin of its fingers. Malik raised his shotgun, but I knocked it aside.
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"No," I said. "He's too close. The backsplash will hit us."
The zombie lurched into the elevator and we shrank away, hugging the walls. The doors
slid shut again, bumped against the corpse, and then opened. The zombie turned toward
them in confusion, grasping blindly. I took advantage of the distraction, pushing
it out of the elevator with the butt of my rifle. It stumbled back out onto the platform,
arms pinwheeling. Before the doors could close again, I darted forward and clubbed
it over the head, hoping to knock it down long enough to shoot it. The zombie collapsed
to the deck and the hard hat came off its head, spilling soupy liquid. Two grayish-pink
lumps
--its brains--
splashed into the puddle a second later. Gasping, I turned away. Apparently, it had
decomposed so badly that the hard hat was the only thing still holding its brains
intact. When they splashed out over the deck, the zombie ceased moving. I struggled
to keep from throwing up.
Malik fanned his nose. "Oh man, that stinks!"
I nodded. "That's the worst one yet. After all the things we've seen ..."
I shuddered, unable to finish. Sour bile rose in my throat.
"Let's hope that it's the last one," Carol said. "That would be fine with me."
And it was the last. The rest of the jack-up was deserted. Once we'd finished exploring
it, Carol and the kids got settled while I brought our supplies up from the dock.
Basically, the jack-up was a giant
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barge. One end held the actual drilling apparatus. At the other end was a three-story
building. On top of the building were a heliport and several big antennas. They even
had a satellite television dish and a Sirius satellite radio unit, though I doubted
there were any signals still being broadcast. Inside the building were the crew
'
s quarters, a galley, a gym complete with free weights and an exercise bike, a laundry
room with three washers and dryers, several restrooms and shower stalls, and finally,
a crew
's lounge with couches, a television and DVD player, and--much to Malik's delight--
an XBox videogame system, a foosball table, and a slatebottom pool table. On the
top floor, there were also several offices. Placards over the doors said things like
company man and pusher. I wondered what those were. Where I
'd lived, company men and pushers had been very different things.
There were also half a dozen storage rooms. One of the supply rooms held janitorial
and maintenance supplies. Another held medical supplies and other things we desperately
needed, like toiletries and vitamins. But we breathed a sigh of relief when we opened
the door to the last storage room. It was filled with food
--
boxes of dry and canned goods stacked all the way to the ceiling. The chief had said
that a jack-up
'
s crew usually numbered between fifteen to twenty people. I figured there was enough
food here to last them a month. Since it was just the four of us, it would last us
much longer, which was important since we could no longer rely
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on the sea for food. Not with Hamelin's Revenge infecting the fish.
On the surface of the barge, in between the rig and the building, was a fenced-in
area where the drilling pipe and other equipment were kept. It also held a big garbage
compactor. There were other pieces of machinery tied down to the rig to keep them
from falling into the ocean. The fuel truck that I
'
d noticed earlier was also strapped down and the wheels were chocked. I peeked inside
the cab and found the keys dangling from the ignition. At the end of the maintenance
yard was a giant fuel tank filled with thousands of gallons of diesel, and a small
trailer housing a generator. Beyond that was another big tank, holding fresh water,
according to the sign stenciled on the side of it.
One thing that still bothered me was how the zombies had gotten on the rig in the
first place. We'd encountered one, and saw signs of others--
 the severed body parts and carnage. Had the lone zombie that we
'
d destroyed been responsible for the other deaths? If not, where were the rest of
the creatures? The rig was deserted. And if that single, hard hat-wearing corpse
had been responsible, how had he been infected in the first place? I had no answers,
and thinking about it made my head hurt. There was a story here, but it wasn
't mine. It was somebody else's monomyth, and it had ended badly.
I returned to the building. We set up in the crew's quarters. For a while, we didn't
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anything. Exhausted, we simply sat there, grateful for the respite. Then we got ourselves
cleaned up. I spent twenty minutes in the shower, letting the hot water caress me,
feeling my aches and pains subside, washed away with the dirt and grime. It was the
most wonderful thing in the world. When I emerged from the stall and toweled myself
off, I felt like a new man.
We still had no clean clothes, but we found some spare uniforms in the crew's quarters
and we wore those instead. After everyone had cleaned up and relaxed, we ate dinner
together--
canned green beans and corn, cocktail wieners, crackers, peanut butter, pickles,
potato chips, cereal, and bottles of juice and water. It was a feast.
I slept like a rock that night, and when I woke up the next morning, for the first
time in my life, I remembered my dreams.
I dreamed I was a hero.
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Chapter Fourteen
That all happened a month ago. The summer is over now and fall is on the way. The
days grow shorter. It'
s getting colder out here at sea, even during the daytime. The winds rip across the
water, shaking the drilling platform. When the tide gets rough, it
's like being back onboard the Spratling again.
After a few days, we settled into our new lives with remarkable ease. It felt weird,
at first, not living with the constant danger. Not being on the run or in hiding,
constantly glancing over our shoulders and looking for the dead. It was hard to relax,
in a way. Felt irresponsible for doing so. But once we
'd realized that the zombies couldn'
t reach us, and that we really were safe for the first time since this whole thing
began, we embraced our new home.
Sometimes we talk about what could be happening on the mainland. We have no way of
knowing, and it's all speculation on our part, but it helps to take our minds off
things. Are the cities and towns
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full of dead people, or has humanity managed to fight back? If so, is there hope
for a rescue someday--a way off this oil rig, and back to the lives we knew before
Hamelin's Revenge?
Probably not.
We are surrounded on all sides by a dead sea. Even if the creatures in the water
couldn't reach us, their smell still could. With each passing week the stench has
grown stronger--
rotting fish and brine. The birds have a never ending smorgasbord. But when we
're inside the building and running the air filtration system, the smell doesn't
bother us too much. It's only when we'
re outside that it gets to be too bad, and even then it
's only unbearable on days with no wind. When it rains, the stench disappears.
Carol and the kids adapted well to our situation. We'
ve each got our own room now. The privacy is nice, after all that time on the ship.
She insisted on continuing their education. Both of them grumbled about it at first,
but I think they actually enjoy their classes. It gives them something to do during
the day
--
takes their mind off the overall situation. Trapped out here as we are, with no lifeboat
or means of escape, monotony and boredom are our two biggest enemies. In the evening,
we play video games or foosball, or shoot pool. Malik
's gotten really good at the latter. He'
s a born hustler. One of the oil platform
's crew members left behind a kite and a spool of string. When they'
re not studying or helping me with general maintenance, Tasha and Malik like to fly
it outside. They get a really good breeze out here and the kite soars high. Carol
reads
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a lot. We found some paperbacks in the crew's berthing area, along with magazines
and even a few old newspapers. The newspapers make me sad; they're full of news that
doesn'
t matter. Current events that once seemed so important
--the price of gas, the war in the Middle East, sex on television, celebrity baby
photos. Once in a while, when we'
re feeling hopeful, we turn on the television or radio. There
's never a signal, though. The static over the radio is the loneliest sound in the
world.
When I'm working outside, I keep an eye out for ships on the horizon or planes in
the sky. I've yet to see one. Doubt now that I ever will. Maybe we're the last humans.
I don't know. Like I'
ve always said, survival instinct is a motherfucker. It still is. We
'
ll go on living, go on fighting to survive. We have to. If we are the last humans
left alive, then God has a pretty fucked-up sense of humor. How are we going to repopulate
the planet once the zombies all rot away? Tasha and Malik are brother and sister.
I
'm a gay man. And even if I wasn'
t gay, it turns out that Carol has already been through menopause. So much for that
idea. The future falls to Tasha and Malik. They are the next generation. They have
to survive. I have to be their hero.
We found some bags of marshmallows in the dry goods storage room. Sometimes at night
we build a fire in an empty oil drum, using broken up skids for kindling. Then we
roast marshmallows. The smoke drifts up into the sky. I like to pretend that somebody
up there can see it. Maybe not an airplane, and certainly not God
--God is dead. I know that
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now. God is one of them. But maybe someone else can see it. There are astronauts
onboard the international space station, right? They were there when the disease
first started, and they'
re still up there. Like us, they have no way to get home. So I pretend that they
can see our smoke, and that they no longer feel so alone. They know that someone
else is still alive, that humanity survives, that life prevails.
But it's just pretend.
I found a Bible among the personal belongings the crew left behind. The spine is
cracked and the pages marked and worn. Whoever it belonged to read it an awful lot.
I'
ve flipped through it a few times, reading passages at random, looking for solace
and comfort. I haven
'
t found either. But I did find a verse that spoke to me. Jeremiah, chapter eight,
verse twenty: "The summer is over, the harvest is in, and we are not saved."
The summer is over and death's harvest is in. It was a bumper crop this year. And
here we are, safe on this oil rig--safe, but not saved.
We've been careful to ration our food supply. The fresh water tank is full. I found
an instruction manual that told me how to siphon water up out of the ocean in case
of an emergency, but I won't. That'
s just asking to be infected with Hamelin
's Revenge. No sense taking chances. We've cut back on showers, only taking them
every few days. We've got plenty of diesel fuel though, so there'
s no chance of running out of power for a long time, unless the generator dies. On
our second day here, we discovered a walk-in freezer filled with meat and frozen
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vegetables. Twice a week, we get something out of the freezer and defrost it. Otherwise,
we stick to the dry stuff and canned goods, and even those are rationed. We'
ve been supplementing our food with the birds. There are certainly enough of them.
Rather than wasting ammunition, we hunt them with Alka-Seltzer tablets. We go out
onto the platform and scatter a mixture of table scraps and AlkaSeltzer tablets that
we found in the medical supplies. The birds gobble it up. But their digestive system
is different than a human
's. Since they can'
t burp or fart, the Alka-Seltzer sits in their stomach, fizzing away, until the gas
and foam builds up to the point where it has nowhere to go. Then the birds
' stomachs pop. Once they'
re dead, we have to gut and clean them pretty quickly. Otherwise, their burst stomachs
leak into the rest of the body, ruining the meat. It
's pretty fucking gruesome, but necessary. We've got to save our food supply for
as long as we can, and we can'
t use up the rest of our bullets on seagulls.
Of course, when we run out of Alka-Seltzer, we'll have to come up with another way
to hunt them. Maybe nets or nooses or something ...
Shit. Who the fuck am I kidding, anyway? That doesn't matter now.
Nothing matters.
I told Carol and the kids that we could survive a long time on birds. And we could
have. With all of their natural predators either gone or dead--or living dead--
there are lots of birds now. Fuck the meek. The birds have inherited the earth.
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Yeah, we could have survived by eating them.
But...
Tomorrow, when the kids wake up, I'll have to tell them that they can't go outside
anymore. I already told Carol. I waited until after Tasha and Malik had gone to sleep,
so that they wouldn'
t hear. When I
'd finished, Carol started crying. She retreated to her room and asked to be left
alone for a while. I let her go. Nothing I could have done or said would change the
situation. I felt like crying, too.
Earlier this evening, when I went out to hunt some birds for tomorrow'
s breakfast, things changed again for the worse. I was standing on one of the catwalks,
tossing Alka-Seltzer coated with hamburger grease out onto the deck, and the birds
came in to feast. Their slender gray and white bodies soared through the air and
landed on the platform. They began pecking at the bait, but before any of them could
eat, another bird swooped down out of the sky and crashed among them. Feathers flew
into the air and the other birds squawked in surprise. I wondered what had made it
land like that, and then I saw.
The bird was missing its legs and one of its eyes, but it was still moving. It ignored
the bait. Instead, it attacked another seagull. Two more of them zipped toward us.
The regular birds scattered. I dropped my bucket and ran across the platform, waiting
to feel a razorlike beak slashing at my flesh. I didn
't, though. I made it inside.
I was damn lucky.
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Hamelin's Revenge has jumped species again, just like it did with the fish. The birds
had been immune.
And now they aren't.
We can stay inside here for a long time. As long as the generator doesn't break down,
we'll be fine. But sooner or later we'll run out of food and water. What happens
when there'
s nothing left to eat? How do we hunt or forage when all of our prey is already dead
--and hunting us? If one of us died, could the rest of us eat them? Would that make
us any different than those things outside?
The birds are zombies now, and there's a hell of a lot more zombies than there are
of us. Humans are a thing of the past. We'
re the last of them. The last of a dying breed. We are the new dinosaurs. Our civilization
ends with us. All of the things we
've achieved are meaningless now. All of our advances. All of our stories. Heroes
don't matter anymore, and that's okay, because I'
m not a hero. I never was. I
'm just a fallen archetype, based on a falsehood. What happens to a hero when he
dies? He becomes a myth. But what happens to myths when there'
s no one left to tell about them? Do they just fade away, as we will? I
'm sure they do. I bet human history is full of forgotten myths--heroes we've never
heard of simply because there was no one left to tell us about their exploits. Their
journey--
their trials and tribulations
--were pointless in the end because they were forgotten. Those myths and archetypes
didn't survive.
Forget the meek. The dead have inherited the
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earth. They are the new breed--the planet's new dominant species. They rule at the
top of the food chain.
Back in the day, there was a rap song I used to like. The lyrics said, "Evolve or
die." That line has taken on a new meaning for me. In order to survive, a species
has to evolve. We did it when we came out of the ocean, and we did it again when
we came down from the trees.
Survival instinct is a motherfucker.
But evolution is even worse.
And if we have to evolve to survive, then maybe I'll just open the door.
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DARK Hollow
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Dark Hollow
Chapter One
It was on the first day of spring that Big Steve and I saw Shelly Carpenter giving
head to the hairy man.
Winter had been a hard one. Two books to write in five month's time. It's not something
I recommend doing, if you can help it. There was a lot of pressure involved. The
sales of my first novel,
Heart of the Matter,
caught my critics, my publisher, and even myself by surprise. It did very well--something
a book of its kind isn'
t supposed to do, especially a mid-list, massmarket mystery paperback with no promotional
campaign behind it other than a quarter-page advertisement in a lone trade magazine.
Publishers don
't buy a lot of advertising for mid-list authors.
Suffice to say, I beat the odds. Flush with success, I quit my day job--only to learn
that I wouldn't be getting a royalty check for at least another year. We'd already
blown through the advance--
mortgage payments, credit card payments, car and truck payments, new living room
furniture for my wife, Tara,
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and a new laptop for me. Plus, I'd spent quite a bit of my own cash traveling to
book signings. Publishers don't pay for mid-list book signing tours, either.
If I'd had an agent, maybe they would have explained the pay schedule to me. Or then
again, maybe they wouldn't have. Personally, I'm glad I don'
t have an agent. They require fifteen percent of your earnings, and I was broke.
Fifteen percent of shit is still shit.
I could have gone back to work part-time at the paper mill in Spring Grove, but I
figured that if I applied myself to writing, I'
d be making about as much money as I would at the mill anyway, so I decided to follow
what I love doing. Tara still worked, insisting that she pay the bills while I stayed
home and wrote. We needed the health insurance her company provided, but we couldn
'
t survive on just one income. Thus ... two more books for two different publishers
in five month
's time, written just for the advance money, which would see us through the winter.
Don'
t get me wrong. It was a nice chunk of change, but when you totaled up the hours
I spent writing, the advance for the next two novels came out to about a buck-eighty
an hour. And to make matters worse, they weren
'
t really stories that I wanted to write. They didn
't speak to me. I wasn't passionate about them, and had lost my sense of wonder.
But we needed the money. Some people call that being a hack.
I call it necessity.
The pressure got to me. I started smoking again--two
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packs a day--and drank coffee nonstop. I'd get up at five, make the daily commute
from the bed to the coffeepot to the computer, and start writing. I'
d work on one novel until noon, take a break for lunch, and then work on the second
novel until late evening. After a full day of that, I
'
d take care of business: reading contracts, responding to fan mail, checking my message
board, giving interviews and all the other things that constitute writing but don
't actually involve putting words on paper. I'd go to bed around midnight. Then I'd
get up the next morning and do it all over again. Seven days a week.
The glamorous life of a writer...
During those rough months, I'd have gone insane if not for Big Steve. Tara brought
him home from the pound to keep me company during the day. Big Steve was a mixed-breed
mutt--
part beagle, part rottweiler, part black lab, and one hundred percent pussy. Despite
his formidable size and bark, Big Steve was scared of his own shadow. He ran from
butterflies and squirrels, fled from birds and windtossed leaves, and cowered when
the mailwoman came to the door. When Tara first brought him home, he hid in the corner
of the kitchen for half a day, shaking, with his tail between his legs.
He warmed up to us fairly quick, but he was still frightened by anything else. Not
that he let it show. When something--it didn't matter what, a groundhog or Seth Ferguson,
the kid from across the street
--
stepped onto our property, the rottweiler inside him came out. He was all bark and
no bite, but a robber would have had a hard time believing that.
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Big Steve became my best friend. He listened while I read manuscript pages out loud
to him. He'
d lie on the couch and watch television with me when I took a break from writing.
We liked the same beer, and the same food (because dog food just didn
'
t do it for Big Steve; he preferred a nice, juicy steak or some cheese-dripping pizza).
Most importantly, Big Steve knew when it was time to drag my ass away from the computer.
That was how we started our daily walks, and now they were a scheduled routine. Two
per day
--
one at dawn, shortly after Tara left for work, and the second at sundown, before
I started making dinner, when she was on her way home. Tara commutes to Baltimore
every day, and it was at those times
--when she first left and when she was due home--
that the house seemed especially lonely. Big Steve had impeccable timing. He
'd get me outside and that always cheered me up.
Which brings us back to Shelly Carpenter and the hairy man.
When Tara left for work that Monday, the first day of spring, Big Steve stood at
the door and barked; once, short and to the point.
Behold, I stand at the door and bark; therefore I need to pee.
"You ready to go outside?" I asked.
He thumped his tail in affirmation, and his ears perked up. His big brown eyes shone
with excitement. It didn't take much to make Big Steve happy.
I clipped his leash to his collar (despite his fear of anything that moves, there
is enough beagle in
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Big Steve to inspire a love of running off into the woods with his nose to the ground,
and not coming home until after dark). We stepped outside. The sun was shining, and
it felt good on my face. It was unseasonably warm, almost like summer. Tara and I
had planted a lilac bush the year before, and the flowers bloomed, their scent fragrant
and sweet. Birds chirped and sang to each other in the big oak tree in our backyard.
A squirrel ran along the roof of my garage, chattering at Big Steve. The dog shrank
away from it.
The long, cold winter had come and gone, and somehow I'd made it through and finished
both manuscripts: Cold as Ice and When the Rain Comes. Now, I could finally focus
on the novel that I wanted
to write, something other than a mid-list mystery. Something big, with enough crossover
potential to really get me noticed, maybe a novel about the Civil War. I felt good.
Better than I had in months. The weather probably had something to do with that.
Now it was spring, the season of rebirth and renewal and all that jazz. The time
when nature lets the animal kingdom know that it
'
s time to make lots of babies. Spring, the season of sex and happiness. The rutting
season.
Big Steve celebrated the first day of spring by pissing on the lilac bush, pissing
on the garage, pissing on the sidewalk, and pissing twice on the big oak tree, which
further infuriated the squirrel. The tree limbs shook as it expressed its displeasure.
Big Steve barked at his aggressor, but only after he was safely behind me.
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Our house is sandwiched between Main Street and a narrow back alley separating us
from the community fire hall. The fire hall borders a grassy vacant lot and a neighborhood
park, the kind with swings and monkey bars and deep piles of mulch to keep kids from
skinning their knees when they come down the sliding boards.
Beyond the playground lies the forest--
roughly thirty square miles of protected Pennsylvanian woodland, zoned to prevent
farmers and realtors from cutting it all down and planting crops or building subdivisions.
The forest is surrounded on all sides by our town, and the towns of Seven Valleys,
New Freedom, Spring Grove, and New Salem. They all have video stores and grocery
outlets and pizza shops (and our town even has a Wal-Mart), but you wouldn
'
t know it while standing inside the forest. Stepping through that tree line is like
traveling through time to a Pennsylvania where the Susquehanna Indians still roamed
free and the Germans, Quakers, and Amish were yet to come. At the center, at the
dark heart of the forest, was LeHorn
'
s Hollow, source of central Pennsylvanian ghost stories and legends. Every region
has such a place, and LeHorn
's Hollow was ours.
An artist friend of mine once visited us from California. Tara and I took him for
a walk through those same woods, maybe half a mile inside, and he said something
that has always stuck with me. He said that our woods felt different. I
'd scoffed at the time, reminding him that his own state had the
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majestic redwood forests (Tara and I had spent part of our honeymoon walking among
the coastal redwoods, and I'd wanted to live there ever since). But he'
d insisted that our small patch of forest was different.
He said it felt primordial.
After Big Steve finished watering the yard, he tugged me toward the alley, his ears
perked up and tongue lolling in hopeful anticipation.
"You want to go for a walk in the woods? You want to sniff for some bunnies?"
He wagged his tail with enthusiastic confirmation and tilted his head to the side.
"Come on, then." I grinned. His mood was infectious. It was impossible to feel anything
other than good that morning. He put his nose to the ground and led me forward.
Shelly Carpenter jogged by on her regular morning run just as we reached the edge
of the alley. Her red hair jiggled with each step. So did the rest of her. I didn'
t know Shelly well, but we usually made small talk every morning as we passed by
each other.
"Hey, Adam," she panted, running in place. "Hi, Stevie!"
Big Steve wagged the tip of his tail and darted between my legs.
"Oh, come on, Stevie." She turned off her iPod and removed her headphones. "Don't
be shy! You know me."
Big Steve's tail thumped harder, confirming that
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yes, he did indeed know her, but he shrank away farther.
Shelly laughed. "God, he's such a 'fraidy cat."
"Yeah, he is. Runs from his own shadow. We got him from the pound, and we think that
his previous owner may have beaten him or something."
Her brow creased. "That's so sad. What's wrong with some people?"
I nodded. "Yeah, people like that should be shot. You out for your morning jog?"
"You know it. Isn't it beautiful today?"
"It sure is. Spring is finally here."
She looked up at the sun and squinted. "Spring is my favorite time of year."
Her thin T-shirt was damp with sweat, and it clung to her bouncing breasts, revealing
perfection. Her pert, dime-sized nipples strained against the fabric, hinting at
the dark areolas beneath. Before she could catch me leering, I looked down. Big mistake.
Her gray sweatpants had ridden up, hugging her crotch like a second skin. They too
were wet with perspiration. I quickly glanced back up. Shelly was staring at me with
an odd expression.
"You okay, Adam?" She arched her eyebrows.
I cleared my throat. "Yeah. Sure. I was just thinking about my deadline."
"Seems like you're always daydreaming."
"That's the way it is with writers."
"How's the next book coming?"
"Good." I smiled, and bent down to pet Big Steve. Mistake number two. My face was
inches from her
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groin. I imagined that I could smell her sweat--and something else. Something intoxicating.
The scent of a woman.
What the hell was wrong with me? It was like spring fever had turned me into a horn
dog or something. My reactions were uncharacteristic, and I felt embarrassed.
Shelly placed a hand on her hip and arched her back. "What's it going to be?"
I jumped. "W-what?"
"The book." Her breasts bounced up and down as she began jogging in place again.
"What's it going to be about? Another mystery?"
"I'm not sure yet, actually. Maybe a Civil War novel, but I don't know. Still working
it out in my head. Whatever it turns out to be, it's going to be big."
"Big is good." She licked her lips. Her glistening tongue looked so inviting.
I found myself wondering if she was aware that she was doing it. Her eyes seemed
to glaze over, and she moved closer to me. Big Steve shifted nervously between my
legs. I cleared my throat again, breaking the spell.
"Well," Shelly said, "I'd better let you get back to work, then. See you. Tell Tara
that I said hi."
"Okay. Will do. See you later."
Shelly put her headphones back on, raised her hand and waved, and then blew Big Steve
a kiss. We stared after her as she jogged down the alley and crossed over into the
park. I watched her perfect
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ass moving beneath her sweatpants. Then she vanished from sight.
The next time I saw that ass was when she was on her knees in front of the hairy
man.
Big Steve panted heavily, then turned around and licked his balls. I knew how he
felt. My own erection strained uncomfortably against my jeans. Shuffling from one
foot to another, I made sure nobody was watching. Then I reached down inside my pants
and readjusted.
I took a deep breath, trying to stave off the guilt that welled up inside me. I'
d never cheated on Tara, but the opportunities were there. The bigger my career got,
the more of them there seemed to be. Not dozens of them; at least, not yet. But there
were several women who
'
d brought bourbon and crotchless panties to my book signings, or asked me to sign
their breasts with magic marker. They sent me e-mails telling me how much my writing
turned them on. Genre groupies. It was flattering and tempting and great for selling
books. But it was surprising, too, especially considering my modest success. I often
wondered if it would get worse as I got bigger.
The thing I was most afraid of was myself--my own libido.
Tara'
s moratorium on sex affected me more than I let on. Yes, I loved her, but sex was
a huge part of our lives. I worried sometimes about cheating on her, was afraid that
one day my traitorous libido would push me into it. But I
'd never done anything. And my erotic overreaction to Shelly's workout
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attire left me feeling puzzled and guilty, as did her uncharacteristic flirting--if
that's what it was. Had she really flirted, or was it my imagination?
I was pretty sure I'd read the situation correctly. At the time, I dismissed it all.
Just something in the air. Spring fever, maybe.
But now I know just how right I was. There was something in the air--music and magic--and
it affected us both.
Big Steve strained against his leash, urging me forward. We crossed the alley and
walked into the field, heading in the same general direction that Shelly had gone.
The grass was wet with dew. Steve put his nose to the ground, catching a scent. He
started tracking.
In the oak tree's branches, two squirrels began humping away, celebrating the season
by making babies.
I wondered if Tara and I would ever have a baby. Then I thought of the last miscarriage.
Sadness welled up inside me, and I fought back sudden and surprising tears. Steve
tugged at the leash, chasing the bad memories away like the good dog he was.
We walked on. The wet grass soaked my shoes and his paws. I took us around the playground.
It wouldn'
t do to have the neighborhood children come flying down the slide and land in a pile
of dog shit. As if reading my mind, Big Steve dutifully dropped a pile in the grass.
Wincing at the smell, I turned my nose away. The dog wagged his tail, and it seemed
like he was grinning. Then we moved along.
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The neighborhood came to life around us. Paul Legerski's black Chevy Suburban roared
down the alley, with Flotsam and Jetsam'
s "Liquid Noose" blasting from the speakers. An oldie, but a goodie. Paul had the
bass turned up, just like the high school kids that did the same thing with their
hiphop. He blew the horn and waved, and I waved back. Paul and his wife, Shannon,
were good people. One of my next-door neighbors, Merle, tried to start his lawnmower.
It sputtered, stalled, and then sputtered again. Merle
'
s curses were loud and clear, and I chuckled. Then I heard the hiss of running water
as another of my neighbors, Dale Haubner, a retiree, turned on his garden hose. A
flock of geese flew overhead, honking out their springtime return from southern climates.
Honeybees buzzed in the clover growing next to the seesaw.
But beneath all of these familiar noises was another sound. At first I thought I'd
imagined it. But Big Steve's ears were up and his head cocked. He'd heard it, too.
As we stood there, it came again--a high, melodic piping. It sounded like a flute.
Just a few short, random notes, and then they faded away on the breeze and weren'
t repeated. I looked around to see if Shelly had heard it, but she was gone, as if
the woods had swallowed her up.
In a way, I guess that's what had happened.
The musical piping drifted toward us again, faint but clear. I became aroused again,
and dimly wondered why. Shelly was gone, and there was nobody else in sight. I hadn't
been thinking about sex. It was
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weird. Big Steve planted his feet, raised his hackles, and growled. I tugged the
leash, but he refused to budge. His growl grew louder, more intense. I noticed that
he had another hard-on, as well.
"Come on," I said. "It's nothing. Just some kid practicing for the school band."
Big Steve flicked his eyes toward me, and then turned back to the woods and growled
again.
The music abruptly stopped. There was no gradual fading away--it was as if someone
had flipped a switch.
It occurred to me that it was Monday morning, and all the kids were in school, so
it couldn't have been a kid practicing. Then Steve'
s haunches sagged and he returned to normal, his nose to the ground and his tail
wagging with excitement over every new scent.
The narrow trail leading into the woods was hidden between two big maple trees. I
don't know who made the path--
kids or deer, but Big Steve and I used it every day. Dead leaves crunched under our
feet as we slipped into the forest, while new leaves budded on the branches above
us. Flowers burst from the dark soil, lining the trail with different colors and
fragrances. I stopped to light a cigarette while Big Steve nosed around a mossy stump.
I inhaled, stared up into the leafy canopy over our heads, and noticed how much darker
it was, even just inside the tree line.
Primordial, I thought.
I shivered. The sun's rays didn't reach here. There was no warmth inside the forest--only
shadows.
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The woods were quiet at first, but gradually came to life. Birds sang and squirrels
played in the boughs above us. A plane passed overhead, invisible beyond the treetops.
Probably heading to an airport in Baltimore or Harrisburg. The sun returned, peeking
through the limbs. But I couldn
't feel its warmth, and the rays seemed sparse.
Big Steve pulled at the leash, and we continued on. The winding path sloped steadily
downward. We picked our way through clinging vines and thorns, and I spotted some
raspberry bushes, which gave me something to look forward to when summer arrived.
If I picked them, Tara would bake me a pie. Blue-tinted moss clung to the squat gray
stones that thrust up from the forest floor like half-uncovered dinosaur skeletons.
And then there were the trees themselves
--tall, stern, and proud.
I shivered again. The air was growing chillier, more like the normal temperature
for this time of year. Stepping over a fallen log, I wondered again who'
d made the path, and who used it other than Big Steve and me. The most we
'
d ever gone was a mile into the forest, but the trail continued on well past that.
How deep did it run? All the way out to the other side? Did it intersect with other,
less used pathways? Did it go all the way to LeHorn
's Hollow?
I mentioned the hollow earlier. I'd only been there once, when I was in high school
and looking for a secluded spot to get inside Becky Schrum'
s pants. It was our first date, and I remember it well. Nineteen eighty-seven
--my senior year. We saw a
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Friday the 13th flick (I can't remember which one), and when it was over, we cruised
around in my '81 Mustang hatchback, listening to Ratt's Out of the Cellar and talking
about school and stuff.
Eventually, we found ourselves on the dirt road that led to the LeHorn farm. The
farmhouse and buildings had stood vacant for three years. Nelson LeHorn had killed
his wife, Patricia, in 1985, and then disappeared. He hadn
'
t been seen since, and his children were scattered across the country. His son, Matty,
was doing time for armed robbery in the Cresson State Penitentiary up north. His
daughter, Claudia, was married and living in Idaho. And his youngest daughter, Gina,
was teaching school in New York. None of them had ever returned home, as far as I
knew. Because the old man was legally still alive, the children were unable to sell
the property, and Pennsylvania law prevented the county or the state from seizing
it. So it sat boarded up and abandoned, providing a haven for rats and groundhogs.
The LeHorn place sat in the middle of miles of woodlands, untouched by the explosive
development that had marred other parts of the state, and surrounded by a vast expanse
of barren cornfields, the rolling hills not worked since the murder and LeHorn
's disappearance. In the center of the fields, like an island, was the hollow.
I'd parked the car near the house, and Becky and I had talked about whether or not
it was haunted. And like clockwork, she was snuggled up against me, afraid of the
dark. I remember glancing toward
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the hollow as we made out. Even in the darkness, I could see the bright yellow no
trespassing and posted signs hanging from a few of the outer tree trunks. Becky let
me slip my hand into her jeans, and her breathing quickened as I delved into her
wetness with my fingers and rubbed her hard nipples beneath my palms. But then she
cut me off. Not wanting to show my annoyance and disappointment, I
'
d suggested we walk to the hollow. I hoped that if her level of fright increased,
her chastity might crumble.
The hollow was a dark spot, created by four sloping hills, leading down to a place
where no chain saw roared and no axe cut. A serpentine creek wound through its center.
We heard the trickling water, but never made it far enough inside to see the stream.
Because something moved in the black space between the trees ...
Something big. It crashed toward us, branches snapping like gunshots beneath its
feet. Becky screamed and gripped my hand tight enough to bruise it. We got the hell
out of there. We never saw the thing, whatever it was, but we heard it snort
--a primal sound, and I can still hear that sound today. A deer, probably, or maybe
even a black bear. All I know is it scared the shit out of me, and I'
ve never been back to the hollow since.
Big Steve brought me back to the present by suddenly stopping in the middle of the
trail. He stood stiff as a board, legs locked and his tail tucked between them. The
growl started as a low rumble
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deep down inside him, and got louder and louder as it spilled out.
I'd never heard him make a sound like this, and wondered if I'd mistakenly clipped
someone else's dog to the leash. He'd never gotten this worked up over something.
He sounded vicious. Brave.
Or terrified.
Suddenly, as if summoned from my memories, something crashed through the bushes toward
us. Big Steve's hair stood on end, and his growl turned into a rumbling bark.
"Come on, Steve. Let's go!" My heart raced in my chest. I tugged the leash, but he
refused to budge. He barked again.
The noise drew closer. Twigs snapped. Leaves rustled.
The branches parted.
I screamed.
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Horror In Culture & Entertainment
horror
n. An intense, painful feeling of repugnance and fear.
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City of the Dead
BRIAN KEENE
Where can you go when the dead are everywhere? Cities have become overrun with legions
of the dead, all of them intent on destroying what'
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prepare to make their last stand against an unstoppable, undying enemy. With every
hour their chances diminish and their numbers dwindle, while the numbers of the dead
can only rise. Because sooner or later, everything dies. And then it comes back,
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GHOUL
BRIAN KEENE
June 1984. Timmy Graco is looking forward to summer vacation, taking it easy and
hanging out with his buddies. Instead his summer will be filled with terror and a
life-and-death battle against a nightmarish creature that few will believe even exists.
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BRIAN KEENE is the author of over fifteen published books, including Ghoul, The Conqueror
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