Of Imaginary Airships
and Minuscule Matter
by Gary W. Shockley
"The world is full of hopeful analogies and handsome dubious eggs called
possibilities."
—George Eliot
1. An Aéronaute Preens Before the Masses
Top-hatted and mustachioed gentlemen in frock coats and corseted ladies in
flowing gowns crowded an expansive meadow near Saint Cloud. Colorful parasols
sprouted like exotic fungi among flowery hats, ready for whatever the overcast
might bring. Near the spot where—a hundred years past—a Sénat delegation had
offered Napoleon the imperial crown, the celebrated Marquis Victor d'Arlandes
pontificated to the crowd. Sporting a grand cape and triangular hat, he used a
long black horn to catapult his voice to the most distant vagrant taking a piss
on the trunk of a box elder. In sharp contrast to his flamboyant gestures, his
majestic airship Ville de Paris nodded off to sleep behind him then
reawakened, a vague bucking in the morning mist as air currents began to stir. A
dozen mooring lines slackened and drew taut by turns about the launching
platform, upon which stood a mechanic in striped shirt and sport cap topping off
the two eight-horsepower Daimler engines.
The time was August, the year 1899. It was the eve of the Boer War and Boxer
Rebellion, of electric lights and escalators. Emile Loubet ruled France on the
promise of resolving the Dreyfus Affair. Victory in the Spanish-American War
would soon win McKinley a second and tragic term. Germany's military might was
growing under Kaiser Wilhelm II, while England's eighty-year-old Queen Victoria
had myopic eyes only for South African gold. Impressionism flourished.
Anarchists stalked the world's leaders. And despite Pope Leo XIII's open
condemnation of all exploits aerial, one Henri Deutsch de la Muerthe had put up
a large prize for the first flight of ten kilometers in thirty minutes ranging
from the Aéro Club de France at Saint Cloud to the Eiffel Tower and back.
Marquis Victor d'Arlandes fully intended, within the hour, to win that prize.
2. The Fulcrum of the Air
"Doubt comes in at the window when inquiry is denied at the door."
—Benjamin Jowett
"His bag could do with a little more buoyancy, don't you think?"
Harold Roth glanced aside at the lady who had spoken. She was tall, dressed in a
double-breasted mink polo coat with large patch pockets. Beneath the daring
elliptical brim of a plumed felt hat, she sported an intense, studied look.
"He'd do well to gain steerageway quickly, with those oaks downwind," continued
the lady, her diction precise and very British. "Perhaps if he took off upwind
and under power, to derive lift from the fulcrum of the air—"
"Upwind?" scoffed the tall, middle-aged gentleman at her side, speaking French.
Wearing top hat and monocle, his goatee tinged with gray, he had a suave and
sophisticated air about him. "All seasoned aéronautes know to launch downwind,
powering up only at altitude." He turned rather brusquely away from her,
startling Harold with a stare both studious and aloof. In barely accented
English, he pronounced, "You are an American."
Taken aback, Harold said, "I hope some rudeness didn't give me away." He then
sought to change the subject. "I chatted with the marquis early this morning.
He'd intended more hydrogen but had trouble with the valves."
"Then he should have aborted," said the Frenchman. "But being the grand showman
and a fool besides, he fears only the disappointment of the crowd." The
Frenchman studied him a moment longer. "Surely you did not come all this way for
this bit of nonsense."
"There's other food on my plate," Harold assured him, growing uncomfortable
under the Frenchman's steady gaze. He hesitated. "Are you an aéronaute?"
The Frenchman laughed, and that was when the lady turned to place a capeskin
glove on the Frenchman's sleeve.
"Permit me to introduce my rather stodgy and ill-mannered companion, Professor
Gabriel Lippmann. He's of the mathematical physics department at the Sorbonne,
and Chief Scientist at the Sorbonne's Laboratories of Physical Research."
Impressed, Harold Roth reached out to shake the man's hand. Only when the
Frenchman extended his left instead did Harold notice how his right hung limply
at his side. "This is an honor," he said, switching hands. "The name's Harold.
Harold Roth."
"As for his excuse for being here," continued the lady, "he is on an
endless quest for the science and technology of tomorrow, being chairman of the
steering committee for next year's Universal Exposition—which promises to be a
grand event. Isn't that right, Professor."
"The marquis had promised me his airship a month ago," lamented the professor.
"I had already set aside exhibit space. But suddenly he wants to vie for Le
Prix l'Allemagne, fearing someone will beat him to it—when I daresay we are
years from seeing that. Now I must wait, knowing only too well the fondness
these mad aéronautes have for crashing their machines on maiden voyages."
"There must be other airships about," said Harold. "Isn't there a Santos-Dumens
having some measure of success—?"
"Ah," said the lady. "Alberto Santos-Dumont."
"The 'aérostatic sportsman,'" hissed the professor. "How can we take him
seriously when he doesn't himself?"
"But of course, he is Brazilian," said the lady, "and our professor so wants a
French airship."
"Well, we are putting on this Exposition."
"He forgets sometimes that I am English," she said in a mock aside to Harold.
"Not to mention his own German ancestry."
"One's surname means little these days," retorted the professor. "I was born in
France and am French—a fact more people should accept about Dreyfus. As for the
Germans, I will not deny their technological wizardry, but they remain
hopelessly misguided. Two years ago at Tempelhof I watched an airship make its
maiden voyage. A beautiful enough machine, but constructed entirely of
aluminium? Not just the framework—the envelope as well! A metal airship, can you
believe it?"
"It flew," the lady said softly.
"Indeed, with enough hydrogen one can lift a continent. But to what end? It rose
just high enough to ensure its total destruction upon falling back to earth."
"Try mentioning Ferdinand to him," she whispered with a roll of her eyes.
"Count von Zeppelin?" seethed the professor, fully addressing the American.
"Wealth and government backing cannot compensate for implausible ideas. He's
hoarding aluminium even now, no doubt, to construct an even greater metal
monstrosity. Whatever comes out of Frieddrichschafen will make for a thunderous
calamity."
"My dear professor so disdains inherited wealth," the lady translated. Then,
with a mischievous smile meant only for Harold, she said, "Of course, there are
always the Americans."
"Americans?" exclaimed Professor Lippmann, eyeing Harold closely. "Would you
tell me the Americans have something airworthy?"
She winked at Harold and whispered, "Do lead him on a bit."
Harold looked from the lady to Professor Lippmann, who watched him keenly.
"Nothing worth mention."
As the lady expressed disappointment with a pout, he sought to redirect the
conversation. "Count von Zeppelin won't make his entire ship aluminum—just the
framework. While large—some four hundred feet long—it should still have
sufficient lift with all the gas bags—seventeen in number, I believe."
Professor Lippmann and the lady exchanged surprised looks.
"You have seen it?" asked the professor.
"Well, only briefly."
The professor and lady gave him a closer scrutiny.
"Mr. Roth," said the lady. "Might you be an aéronaute?"
"My grandfather lived to be eighty-three," Harold said with a chuckle, "and I've
a good mind to follow in his footsteps." His broad smile dissipated under their
solemn looks.
"Then I daresay you are a fellow scientist," concluded the professor.
"Only a bit of a dabbler in things scientific."
Professor Lippmann and the lady glanced at each other and then back to him,
clearly puzzled by his vagueness. Then, in the growing silence, they turned back
to the matter at hand, as did the discomfited American.
3. An Airship Dents the Ground
"The individual and the race are always moving; and as we drift into new
latitudes, new lights open in the heavens more immediately over us.
—Edwin Hubbell Chapin
As the Daimlers sputtered to life, the Marquis d'Arlandes at last deemed it wise
to cut short his pronouncements on the airy realms and attend to the business at
hand. Climbing into the skeletal spruce undercarriage, he applied a firm but
gentle hand to the controls. The winglike stabilizers rose and fell to his
alternating tugs. Then, with a final operatic wave, he commanded the hordes
clutching the mooring lines to let go.
The Ville de Paris canted slowly into the air. The outer envelope—a vast
and profound stitchwork of ox intestines—wobbled but maintained form. With
engines asputter and mooring lines snaking behind, the airship drifted through
the mist like some somnambulant, snoring Medusa. A blinding flash startled an
already astonished crowd, followed twice more, as daguerrotypists recorded the
event for all time. The two flimsy spruce-and-fabric airscrews churned faster as
the throaty growls of the Daimlers rose in pitch. But the airship, seeking
height with lame flaps of its stabilizer-wings, achieved only an odd tilt. The
Marquis d'Arlandes flailed about for a better hold as the airship then stood on
end. In this rather comical orientation, with the marquis's personal effects
raining down on the crowd and a dropped anchor clattering ineffectually across
the meadow to snare only weeds, the Ville de Paris commenced a rapid
drift downwind. In desperation the marquis slipped to the rear of the
undercarriage and dangled over the edge, where he gripped a mooring line. But
whether from a change of heart or a loss of nerve, he still clung there as the
airship engulfed a stately oak. The inner ballonetts ruptured with successive
whoofs, the vast cigar-shaped bag buckled and sagged, and the sputtering engines
ceased, unveiling the deathly whisper of flames.
4. An Aéronaute Is Not Saved
"All that is vital is irrational."
—Miguel de Unamuno, the Spanish Francophile
Harold Roth was first to arrive on the scene. While the airbag burned furiously
in the treetop, the undercarriage with its two outboard engines had settled into
a ghastly tangle against the trunk. Just visible beneath the wreckage were the
marquis's legs. Without thinking, Harold lunged forward even as the smoldering
spruce caught.
"He's gone, man! Save yourself!" someone shouted from behind.
Pulling his jacket up about his head to protect against the intense heat, Harold
latched onto a military boot and pulled hard. The marquis did not budge, and the
boot merely slipped off. Tackled and dragged backwards, he at last recognized
his assailant as Professor Lippmann.
"His face. Look at his face!" barked the professor, helping him up.
Now with a better view, Harold saw death mitigating the marquis' steely gaze,
his neck clearly broken. For a moment he and the Frenchman stood side by side,
breathing hard, mesmerized by the sight of a service ribbon from the campaign of
1870 igniting in the marquis's top buttonhole. Then the stench of roasted flesh
drove them back into the crowd of onlookers.
"What has happened?" cried the lady, running towards them. "Is the Marquis
hurt?"
The professor stepped into her path and used his good arm to clutch her to his
chest. "No, no, this is not a sight for you."
"Why should men have privileges of sight denied to women?" she protested. "Now
let me see."
At first the professor held firm, but under her continued objections he finally
stepped aside. She took a step past him and fainted.
"Stronger willed than suits her constitution," said the professor as Harold
knelt at her side. "She'd do well to remember she's a woman. Now, I must allow
that, with this devilish arm of mine, I cannot perform the chivalrous act of
carrying her to that protective copse yonder; so if you would be so kind …"
Harold leaned tentatively over the lady, intimidated not only by her handsome
countenance but her wealth of puffed finery. Protecting her from trampling by
the encroaching crowd, he made several clumsy attempts to gingerly lift her up.
"Poor Marquis d'Arlandes," said the Frenchman, looking past him at the burning
wreckage, rapidly becoming a souvenir stand for swarming spectators. "It was his
unfortunate fate to find a patron in President Loubet's grandnephew, being his
gunsmith, who amply funded his mad dash to self-destruction." Seeing Harold's
difficulties, he scolded, "She's out cold, man. Treat her as you would a sack of
potatoes."
Embarrassed to boldness, Harold scooped her up. As he did so, a handbill slipped
from his pocket.
"I have it," said Professor Lippmann, stooping to retrieve it.
Though Harold extended his hand to take it back, Professor Lippmann either did
not notice or pretended not to.
"I've seen them come and go, these aéronautes with their grand ships," said the
professor as they retreated across the meadow. "When I was five, I watched
Pierre Jullien fly a clockwork-powered model right over there at the Hippodrome.
At seven I could not read enough about Henri Gifford's 'aerial steamer,' which,
with its big boiler and mere three-horsepower engine, functioned only in a dead
calm. Then came Etienne Lenoir's invention of the gas engine—I was fifteen
then—which some expected to bring airships into the mainstay. Only there were
problems." He waved the handbill absently about. "Always problems. How the years
slipped by, too many, with disturbing recidivist tendencies. When I was
twenty-seven, the French navy tested an airship powered not by any engine but
cranks and gears turned by eight sailors liberally fuelled with rum—hardly an
inspiring sight. At thirty-three I read of an aerial bicycle invented by one of
your fellow Americans, Charles Ritchel. Then came the Tissandier brothers with
the promise of electric power, flying one such in '83, hopelessly doomed by its
massive batteries. Renard and Krebs took the same approach a year later with
La France, faring little better."
"Not enough power, that's always been the problem," murmured the lady. "Daimler
could have made all the difference."
Harold stopped, startled. The lady's eyes remained closed. "How long have you
been conscious?"
"That question presumes I was ever unconscious."
"But—?"
"She sports with you to cover her weakness," said the professor. "You'd do well
to just drop her on her derriere."
"Should I put you down?" he asked.
Her eyes opened, the color of blue mist. "Perhaps you should. And then I will
introduce myself, since our dear professor seems to lack the proper manners to
do so."
Putting her down, he helped steady her, for she was still shaky.
"Adeline Murphy." She extended her hand. "A student of Professor Lippmann's, and
most fortunate that he puts up with my constant inferior notions."
"She is too humble," said the professor, appearing to have missed her wry tone.
"Not only is she my best student but my chief assistant these past three years."
"Your hand!" Adeline exclaimed, noticing it as they shook. "You've burned
yourself!"
"It's nothing, really."
She opened her bag and pulled out salve and bandages. "I came prepared, as you
can see—though poor Marquis d'Arlandes, he was beyond help."
As she tended to his injury, Harold asked what she meant about Daimler.
"Back in '87, Gottlieb Daimler designed a two-horsepower engine for Karl
Wolfert's airship," she said. "It showed a lot of promise, but Wolfert ran out
of funds and Daimler … Well, he turned his back on airships, because he didn't
see much money in them, and chose instead to focus on the motorcar."
"Savvy businessman as well as brilliant inventor," said the professor. "Let us
not be too critical of his Daimler-Motoren-Gesellschaft enterprise. Besides,
power isn't the only obstacle. The air is a flimsy and fickle medium against
which to apply leverage, and inadequate control surfaces have been the downfall
of many an airship. It will be years before maneuverability is mastered.
"I daresay," the professor interrupted himself, at last looking at the handbill.
"This is a marvelous bit of nonsense. Is this to be another stop on your
unspecified journey through our land?"
Harold tensed. "I thought it might be of some interest, yes."
"What is it?" asked Adeline.
To Harold's consternation, Professor Lippmann handed it to her even as they
resumed their walk across the field.
"Psychical research?" she exclaimed. "That clairvoyance stuff, spirit
communications, card-guessing?"
"A lively affair, so I've been told," said Harold.
"Lively?" She handed the handbill back to him as if it were infected with the
plague. "Well, certainly full of, uh, unusual people."
They walked onward in silence until they reached a motorcar. Harold had not seen
its like before.
"Daimler's latest," remarked Professor Lippmann, fitting a meter-long engine
crank into the front grooves. "Listen."
The engine started on the third try, surprising Harold with its chugging
tuff-tuff. "That's more than two cylinders."
"Four," said the professor with obvious delight. "And look here." He kicked a
wheel. "Latest from the Michelin brothers. Low-pressure balloon tires. Perhaps
now I'll make it through a week without a flat." He stepped up onto the mudguard
and swung in behind the steering stick. "Won't be out until next year. A
Mercedes, I believe he intends to call it."
"See how deeply in Daimler's pocket our professor is?" said Adeline, climbing in
as well. "Do take care of that hand."
"I daresay," said the professor, gazing out across the field at smoke darkening
the mist. "Some good has come of all this. For a full hour I've heard no mention
of l'Affaire."
Harold eyed him for some further clue. "L'Affaire?"
As Adeline broke into exuberant laughter, the professor frowned deeply at her
and then him, then put the Mercedes in gear and chugged off.
5. The 17th Congress of Psychical Studies
"It is curious to note the old sea-margins of human thought. Each subsiding
century reveals some new mystery; we build where monsters used to hide
themselves."
—Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Of all the great salons in Paris, none could equal that of Princess Mathilda,
niece of the first Napoleon, cousin of the third. Attending her weekly soirées
at 18 rue de Berri were such luminaries of literature, music, and philosophy as
Gustave Flaubert, Prosper Merimee, and Guy de Maupassant. Theophile Gautier
served as her official librarian, and Louis Pasteur was known to attend, as well
as a pale and fragile young man with a peculiar affectation for effusive and
voluminous praise named Marcel Proust.
But by 1899 her salon was greatly diminished. Her chateau now had the look and
feel of a museum, from the looming bronze statue of Napoleon in the foyer to the
wall panels carved with garlanded N's, to the table settings with their eaglet
motifs overseen by an immense gilded-eagle centerpiece. Not a room lacked in
some bust, portrait, etching, or miniature of the great emperor. Her obsession
distressed close friends, who thought she was trying to resurrect him to
belatedly make his acquaintance, for she had been but three at the time of his
passing.
Perhaps for that very reason she invited the 17th Congress of
Psychical Studies to take place in her grand ballroom, rumor having it that, of
late—and despite her cold practicality—she had indulged in a séance or two.
In a fit of optimism, the sponsors of the event had packed the ballroom with
three-hundred chairs, arrayed in a semicircle about a platform once reserved for
orchestras but now displaying a lonely lectern. Esteemed Dr. Robert Tundley,
founder of the London-based Society for Psychical Research, gave the opening
address, encouraging all present to maintain an open mind throughout. That he
should feel obliged to stress this point was understandable, for the event had
been touted as one of keen scientific interest, drawing among its hundred-odd
attendees a number of scientists (who alas seemed more interested in the
estate's interior than the event itself) as well as several well-known skeptics.
Among those in attendance that bright morning was William Thomas Stead, an
English journalist and reformer with an abiding interest in psychic research;
Georges Claude, a French chemist and physicist already at work on the neon
light; and Professor Pierre Curie, who with his wife, Marie, had discovered the
elements polonium and radium the year before.
While neighboring mansions would shine brightly well after dusk, thanks to
electric lights, Princess Mathilda refused to indulge in such a modern
contrivance. The sun itself was invoked that morning to illuminate her ballroom,
its rays spilling erratically through panes of seventeenth-century glass in the
high lancet windows. Chandeliers sparkled, the lectern was put in good light,
and dust motes danced through thick curls of pipe smoke—which diminished as
gentlemen began noticing the growing presence of ladies.
Though he had arrived early, Harold Roth sat far to the side and several rows
back. Country raised and accustomed to elbow room, he discouraged others from
sitting too near by scribbling with near-maniacal intensity in a small notebook.
It seemed to work, for as Dr. Tundley finished and the proceedings got underway,
several seats remained empty to either side.
There would likely have been a good deal of tittering from the very start had it
not been for Princess Mathilda's presence. Though her "throne" had been placed
near the back of the audience on a small dais—at her behest, for she felt it
only proper to remain inconspicuous at such a function—she remained
intimidating. Her countenance, once lovely and much adored, had succumbed to age
and now resembled nothing so much as a bulldog. Still, her shoulders remained
lovely as ever, displayed to full effect in a décolletage à la baignoire.
As the presentations began, Harold experienced a growing disappointment. From
the mesmerist who awakened past lives in his subjects to the twin sisters who
could feel each other's pain when poked with pins, he found each demonstration
painfully lacking in scientific rigor, failing in any way to address the
possibility of fraud.
Midway through a séance performance, as spirits were being summoned from the
grave, he became aware that two people had sat down next to him, one to either
side and in the same instant. It struck him as almost too coincidental. But he
kept his eyes fixed directly ahead, having no desire for company, until
suddenly, from his right, he heard a startled exclamation.
"Good God, man! You should not write so small!"
Glancing aside, Harold went cold. It was Professor Lippmann.
"Someday, when your eyes weaken, you will regret it."
Harold looked down at what he had written. Admittedly, he had put on one page
what others might put on four. A faint waft of perfume prompted a glance to his
left. Adeline sat there, looking impassively ahead, her chin lifted more than
what seemed comfortable or even decent.
"What a surprise," Harold whispered, not quite conveying a tone of welcome.
"For the sake of the Exposition," murmured Adeline, eyes straight ahead,
"Professor Lippmann will sample even the most dubious of sciences and from all
corners of the world—including, it would seem, death and beyond."
The next presenter was an old lady professing the ability to read the time on
her pocket watch through its closed face. Though she let members of the audience
set it, she kept it ever in her hand.
This proved too much even for Princess Mathilda. She rose quietly from her
throne at the back of the room, and, though she exited without the barest swish
of her exquisite gown, she could not have drawn more attention had she shouted
and stood on her head.
After her departure, decorum faltered, murmurs and titters increased noticeably,
and the crystal chandelier seemed to vibrate to the occasional outright laugh.
As the watch lady at last finished and stepped slowly from the stage, Adeline
whispered, "What have you thought so far of all this, Mr. Roth?"
Harold gave his ear a measured rub. "Perhaps a selection committee could enhance
next year's congress with some judicious culling."
"Politely spoken," said Professor Lippmann.
Meanwhile, the moderator, Dr. Tundley, had again taken the lectern. "We have
with us today a gentleman new to our ranks, someone who comes all the way from
America to share with us some extraordinary ideas. Please let us welcome Mr.
Harold Roth."
"Uh." Harold began to gather up his papers. "That would be me." He stood up only
to have his quill and inkbottle fall to the floor, followed by a cascade of
papers. As Adeline helped retrieve them, she gave him a half-quizzical,
half-amused look.
6. The Great Airship of 1897
"The whole affair is due to hypnotism and bad whiskey."
—Dr. E. Stuart of Ennis, Texas, April 18, 1897
"I am here to confer with you on a matter of some peculiarity," began Harold,
hoping his French would prove passable. "At issue is an airship of advanced
design, performing seemingly impossible maneuvers, and with a penchant for
mischief and subterfuge, reported by a great many people. The descriptions vary.
Some say it had turbine wheels and a glass section. Others insist they heard
orchestra music spilling from a luminous passenger undercarriage. Some saw an
anchor dragged along on a long rope, snagging various objects—and not always
inanimate. Still others saw it land and the crew emerge—human by some accounts,
fantastically strange by others.
"By all accounts, this great airship, sweeping the countryside with its powerful
beacons, made a grand tour of the United States in the spring of 1897."
A murmur spread through the crowd.
"Monsieur Roth," said a gentleman, rising. "Forgive this interruption, but did
you specify the United States of America?"
"That is correct." Over the audience's unruly chatter and someone's shout of
"Preposterous!" he pressed on.
"The most ready explanation, of course, is that the airship was a hoax. No doubt
that possibility has occurred to many of you. And such was my initial stance
when I embarked on an investigation of the matter back in '98. Indeed, hoaxes
prevailed as I looked into the most sensational sightings, spawned by bored
railroad men, mischievous telegraph operators, and sensationalistic newspapers.
Likewise, my attempts to locate the owner, backers, and skilled crew—not to
mention the remarkable craft itself—led nowhere.
"But if one bothers to look past this veneer of nonsense, discounting the
few-score mischief-makers and perpetrators of a hoax, one sees a glimmer of
substance, a mystery deserving of serious study. Tens of thousands claim to have
seen the airship. In interviewing three hundred forty-five of these witnesses, I
have found myself greatly perplexed—not so much by what they saw, though that is
certainly incredible, but by the sincerity of their convictions."
"Professor Antoine-Henri Becquerel," a man introduced himself, rising in the
front row, "of the Académie des Sciences. Tell me, Mr. Roth. Did you yourself
see this airship?"
The crowd seconded the man's question then grew quiet, all eyes on Harold.
"No, I did not."
The outburst was deafening, above which Professor Becquerel shouted, "Then how
can you possibly believe in it?"
For some time now, Harold had been aware of the growing hostility of the
audience. At first he had attributed it to his poor French, then to a failure to
order the material in the best possible way. But as he looked at the many faces
before him, most of them French, and at Professor Becquerel, who still stood, he
realized a more fundamental problem. Though certainly not his intent, he was
disparaging the French people—who prided themselves on their aerial
supremacy—with the bold notion that the Americans might somehow have taken the
lead.
He was succeeding only in insulting an entire nation.
Harold waited for the crowd's reaction to subside. Then he countered, "Yet,
Professor Becquerel, you champion the notion that uranium rocks can generate
energy from nothing?"
The Frenchman hesitated but an instant. "That is true. But it is based on sound
experiments using the principles of science."
"Can we not deduce the existence of this airship from the observations of
several thousand expert witnesses?" Harold posed. 'Existence' was too strong a
word, he realized belatedly, but this was hardly the time to go back and split
hairs. He held up a sheaf of papers. "Signed affidavits by judges, police
officers, clergymen, community leaders of every kind—countless people with
sterling reputations, all with one thing in common. They saw a great airship."
As he attempted to read select passages from the affidavits, he found his voice
drowned out by jeers. He felt immensely frustrated, barely into his paper and
yet to voice his hypothesis on the phenomenon. Left with little choice, he
called out, "Thank you for your time and attention!" then gathered up his papers
and returned to his seat.
He had faced hostile audiences before, though never one composed of so many
distinguished scientists. The cold reception should not have surprised him. It
came with the territory. His topic was controversial, not only threatening
scientific dogmas but notions of common sense. But what bothered him most, and
inexplicably so, was the discovery, upon returning to his seat, that Professor
Lippmann and Adeline had chosen not to stay.
7. A Game of Tennis Is Enjoined
"I am busy with sights on Jupiter, and it would be too troublesome to change
to look at this new thing."
—Professor Hough of Northwestern University, April 10, 1897 (asked to train
his telescope on the airship)
The following morning, sound asleep beneath half a dozen blankets in an
abysmally cold room at the Hôtel Concorde Saint-Lazare, Harold Roth woke to a
knock at the door. It was the maître d'hôtel bearing a telegram. He could
think of any number of associates who might know his whereabouts and be trying
to contact him, but this was another matter entirely.
Dear Mr. Roth:
Please meet me on the Champs-Èlysées, near Place de l'Etoile in the park
opposite Métro construction if you know the game of tennis and would care to
chase a few badly hit balls. Shall we say ten?
Sincerely, A.
Arriving at Place de l'Etoile, Harold spotted Adeline standing in the park among
the chestnuts, wearing a white hat and ankle-length dress, bouncing a ball on a
racket.
"So you did come," said Adeline. "I had begun to wonder."
He had lost his way twice, baffled by Paris' system of boulevards, and finally
hailed an omnibus pulled by four immense horses, which he rode in only briefly,
beginning to suspect the high fare, after which he walked the rest of the way.
"I half suspected it was a prank," he said, pulling the telegram out. "It's
marked as if it came from London."
"Merely from the Sorbonne," Adeline assured him, "after which it traveled
through two hundred fifty kilometers of wire to Marconi's new wireless station
at Wimeroux, fifty kilometers across the Channel to the wireless at South
Foreland, then through another seventy-five kilometers of wire to an associate
of mine in London, where it got relayed back along much the same route but to
the Hôtel Concorde Saint-Lazare. Isn't technology wonderful?"
Harold gave her an uncertain look, then took the racket she handed him and went
to the far side of the net.
He had played some tennis in the States and thought himself decent, but Adeline
quickly shattered that notion. Not only did she demonstrate superior skills but
an alarming tenacity bordering on the unladylike.
At the end of the first game, which Adeline won handily, they took what was for
him a much-needed breather. As he toweled off, Adeline leaned against a tree,
appearing preoccupied, twirling her racket between her palms. "Le Petit
Parisien mentioned you," she said at last.
He found the idea of that fatuous daily squeezing a mention of him among its
stories on crime and fashion disturbing; and he half suspected Adeline had
brought it up as an insult. Then, perhaps realizing the import of her words, she
added, "We stayed nearly to the end, you should know. A very interesting paper."
"A difficult one to present," he said. "Not helped by my bad French."
"You did well, all things considered. But tell me. How did you come to be an
occultist?"
Harold had to swallow hard. "I am not an occultist."
"I see. Perhaps you could explain the difference between what you are and what
an occultist is."
Harold bounced the racket against his knee, calming down. "For one, I subscribe
to the scientific method."
"But you seem to be open to a great many things. Psychic phenomena. Spirit
communication. Supernormal powers—"
"Most of what I saw yesterday did not impress me," Harold said. "Still, a
scientist cannot afford to be a bigot."
Returning to the court, she cast back, "Is that what I sound like?"
He returned to his side. "Data ought not be judged on the basis of how well it
fits one's preconceived notions."
They played several points, Adeline taking five to his one.
"So you truly believe this grand American airship was real," she said, bouncing
the ball in preparation for a serve, "even though no airship its equal exists
even today."
He returned her serve, only to have her volley past him into a corner. "I won't
claim it was real in the same sense as, say, this tennis racket. But neither
will I accept that those thousands of witnesses were lying, or deluded by some
sort of mass hysteria, which seems a popular diagnosis for most ills these
days."
"You talk in riddles. Was it a figment of their imaginations or did it have a
material existence?"
Seeing her hard serve, he returned it equally hard, surprising himself with the
point. "You ignore the in-between."
She laughed, going after the ball. "You are an occultist. You just don't
want to admit it."
"And you should read some books on the human mind," he called to her. "It's a
vast, untapped, and largely misunderstood realm that all too many scientists
seem terrified to venture into."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Roth," she said, returning to toss him the ball. "But I see only
a great vacuum in that region when I attend events such as yesterday's. These
unscientific minds are ever imagining themselves in possession of special
powers—communicating with a spirit world, or the devil, or a god—anything to
compensate for their lack of scientific knowledge—not to mention to bolster
their hopes for immortality by fabricating an afterlife." She continued talking
even as they volleyed. "A liberal application of Occam's razor would do the
world good. For people have multiplied entities far past necessity, creating
make-believe spirits and ghosts and even gods, all of which have an uncanny
knack for vanishing when subjected to scientific scrutiny."
Harold dove for a looper she put just over the net, ending up on the ground and
not for the first time. "You can get badly nicked using Occam's razor," he said,
rubbing an elbow.
"Oh?"
He climbed to his feet, tossed her the ball, and readied himself. "An invaluable
tool, granted, but too often misapplied. It doesn't work well in data-poor
circumstances."
"Data-poor circumstances. Perhaps you could give a for instance." She served one
hard down the middle, a clear ace.
Harold started after the ball but then turned back to her. "Suppose," he said,
"you were blindfolded and placed before an elephant, and the only part you were
allowed to touch was its trunk. What would you guess it was? A snake, perhaps.
That would be sensible, based on your limited perception. If you were to guess
an elephant, that would violate Occam's razor. After all, a snake is a far
simpler explanation for what you have felt. And yet"—he lifted his racket
quizzically—"what is it that stands before you?"
"You have tailored an extreme example," said Adeline.
"I think not." He retrieved the ball and tossed it back to her. "In place of the
elephant, let's substitute reality. How much do we know about that? How much
have we felt of it?"
"More than its trunk, I assure you, Mr. Roth." She served hard, and he barely
returned it, after which she slammed it smartingly into his stomach. "Sorry. But
I dare say more than 95 percent of the universal mechanism stands revealed; and
in another ten years we shall know better than 99 percent. To suggest otherwise
demonstrates only a vast scientific naivete, an affliction all too common in
these technological times."
They engaged in a long volley, which Harold lost on another of Adeline's sneaky
taps just over the net. Huffing, he asked, "What is time?"
"Time itself? Merely an ordering principle, nothing more, nothing real."
"A mechanism of consciousness for parceling up existence?" he asked.
She nodded, catching the ball he tossed her. "That seems a reasonable enough way
of putting it."
"But what is time exactly? You haven't described the mechanism in the brain that
manufactures time."
About to serve, she paused.
"And what about consciousness?" continued Harold. "How is it seated in the mind?
For that matter, what is mind? How do we think? What constitutes a train of
thought? What about memory? Do we know how that works? And identity. Here we
stand, you and me, and while I see everything from my perspective, you see
things from yours." Squinting with the effort to envision, Harold asked, "What
is it that makes you you and me me?"
She served, but he made no try for it, instead concluding, "Until scientists can
answer a good many of these questions, I can't pass judgment on the existence or
lack thereof of spirits, ghosts, demons, gods—" He stopped, seeing Adeline's
bemused smile.
"You are a philosophical sort, aren't you, with far more complexity than I at
first gave you credit for. But please, let's be serious about our play."
Though Harold kept hoping to prevail, he felt fortunate getting three points in
game two of the second set.
As they took another break, more for his benefit than hers, Adeline said,
"Philosophy is all well and good, Mr. Roth. But you'd profit more with a
diligent study of the hard sciences, to broaden your understanding of the
physical world."
He rubbed his lower back, which had begun to ache. "I've had my share of
mathematics, chemistry, physics, and the like, Miss Murphy, at the University of
Glasgow in your neighboring Scotland—"
Adeline lifted an eyebrow.
"—where I had the good fortune to meet William Thomson. Perhaps you've heard of
him."
"You're referring to Lord Kelvin?"
Harold nodded. "He gave me some vocational advice: the field of physics—my
chosen field—was all but mined out, and if I had any serious ambitions, I should
go into a more promising field."
"Lord Kelvin said that?"
"A visiting lecturer told us much the same—a von Helmholtz from the
Physico-Technical Institute in Berlin."
"Hermann von Helmholtz?"
"This was shortly before his death. Still, he was a forceful man to the very
end, believing all science could be reduced to the laws of Newtonian
mechanics—which made him a bit melancholy, because he too gave us the sad news
that the field was drying up and advised us to excel elsewhere."
"But that's preposterous! I mean, it's certainly an oversimplification. There's
still a lot of cleanup work to do. They shouldn't have discouraged you like
that, unless it was a test to weed out those less ambitious. Whatever, you
shouldn't have left the field so willingly."
"I hardly willed it," said Harold. "Back in the States, I took a research
position at Princeton, where I became interested in black-body radiation. It
just doesn't scale up like it should. When my project supervisor caught wind of
my work, he reproached me and directed me instead to pursue—as is the grand
pursuit these days—the last few elements to fill the Periodic Table."
"There are politics involved in all scientific research, Mr. Roth. I've had
projects of my own shut down, not to mention further restrictions, though of a
different valence—stemming from my gender. Being a woman, I must ever be
vigilant not to sign papers using my given name. Nor can I take credit for much
of the work I do. For instance, Professor Lippmann's reputation stands largely
on his work in piezoelectricity and color photography. The Lippmann Process.
Have you heard of it? How surprised people might be to learn that I did the bulk
of that research. Not that I'm complaining. He's given me opportunities no one
else would have, put me on important projects, gotten me the equipment I needed
when I couldn't possibly have acquired it through proper channels. See? It's a
matter of give and take, learning to bend to the will of one's superiors while,
on the sly—and often on one's own time—pursuing one's true interests. No one
ever said scientific research would be easy, Mr. Roth. You have no excuses. Now,
let's continue our game."
"I make no excuses, Miss Murphy," he said, resuming his side of the net. "I did
my superior's bidding and pursued my own interests on my own time. But he was a
suspicious and tyrannical sort, and he found me out, saw to my dismissal with a
great deal of fuss, and after that I found myself largely unemployable."
They played several points in silence. Then Adeline asked, "So you just turned
your back on science? Is that your revenge?"
"There's no vengeance in what I do. And as I've tried to make clear, I remain a
scientist and pursue matters of scientific interest. It's just that now I must
work outside the system, which makes funding and supplies problematic." About to
serve, Harold hesitated. "There's a group of scientists with whom I am loosely
associated. It is a small group, its members widely scattered. Having learned
from the mistakes of fools like me, they work in utmost secrecy in their spare
moments, tackling subjects that go against scientific dogma. Only in this way
can they hope to protect their reputations. Whatever data they gather, they
share, and in this way they further the pursuit of knowledge in all its forms."
Adeline reflected on this, her head at an odd tilt. "You know, I'm sorry you
lost your job, Mr. Roth, and I'm happy you've found these friends who share your
interests; but this all sounds a bit unnecessarily paranoid to me."
An automobile tuff-tuffed up the Champs-Èlysées. It was Professor Lippmann.
"Ah, there you are," he said, pulling over in the grass beside them. "Enjoying
the good weather, I see, which we won't have much more of this year. So, how
fares the match?"
"Miss Murphy will claim it in another two games," said Harold. "She is really
quite good. A remarkable athlete."
"She has this silly notion of competing in next year's Olympic Games," said the
professor. "A ridiculous bit of scheduling, don't you think? To put the
Universal Exposition and Olympic Games at the same place and time. I doubt
seriously that many will show for the latter."
"They're allowing women to compete this time," Adeline said, undaunted by the
professor's words, "though in two sports only: golf and lawn tennis. I wish
they'd included swimming, for I should do well in that."
"Not if they hold the meets in the Seine, as they're talking. We'll be lucky to
avoid an international incident when someone is lost to the current. Of course,
cycling is the only event the French will care about." He put the automobile
back in gear. "My apologies for disturbing your game."
They watched his departure until he had gone out of sight.
"He does not approve of me," Harold remarked.
"No, he does not."
8. Converging Asymptotes of Forbidden Attraction
"Fontanelle, Iowa, April 12. The airship was seen here at 8:30 tonight, and
was viewed by the whole population … The machine could be plainly seen … It
carried the usual colored lights, and the working of the machinery could be
heard, as also could the strains of music, as from an orchestra … There is
no doubt in Fontanelle that it was the real thing, and is testified to by
the most prominent citizens."
—Chicago Chronicle, April 13, 1897
Harold Roth spent the next three weeks meeting discretely with people who shared
his interest in the great airship. Some were obvious cranks, like the five young
men who had evidence it had come from Mars, their photographs unrecognizable
blurs; or the young woman claiming to have been taken aboard, with endless
descriptions of angels among the clouds; or the tall, haunted gentleman who,
refusing to give his name, submitted that it was he who had built the great
airship, as well as the Eiffel Tower. But among the swill there were individuals
deserving serious attention. The British physicist Oliver Joseph Lodge, on
vacation in Paris before assuming a new position at the University of
Birmingham, presented an intriguing spin on the great airship, believing it a
ghost ship crewed by aéronautes who had died in terrible crashes. Why it should
have appeared in the United States, however, he could not adequately explain,
and his seeming obsession with spirit communication began to put Harold off.
Robert Esnault-Petterie of the Société Astra des Constructions Aéronautiques
seemed to recall similar airship sightings in Europe in 1897 and suggested that
Harold investigate it as a worldwide phenomenon. As if to support this idea, a
telegram arrived from James Hervey Hyslop, editor of the Journal of American
Society for Psychical Research, informing him of individuals in Canada, Nova
Scotia, and even Brazil trying to contact him regarding airship sightings in
their countries.
Harold's European trip was drawing to a satisfactory close; he had made new
contacts, gleaned new insights, and met several people he had known only by
mail. But to his utter embarrassment, he postponed other important meetings,
from day to day and then week to week, with such notables as Rajesh Soukamneuth,
a spokesman for Helena Petrovna Blavatsky's Theosophical Society in Calcutta,
letting these rare opportunities slip away, and this simply to make time for
Adeline.
They were seeing each other almost every day.
It was an odd association, difficult to label, for they were complete opposites,
always at odds. Still, Harold found in her every aspect, from her spontaneity
and wit to her strong will and scientific sensibilities to her masterful command
of the tennis racket, an irresistible charm. Though it struck him as highly
implausible, she seemed somewhat taken by him as well.
They went for long strolls along the Seine beneath giant beech trees, watching
boats jockey for position. They took an errant balloon ride that landed them in
Courbevoie, from which they had to return by oxcart. In a park, they chanced
upon an absurd duel between two dandies without an ounce of swordsmanship
between them, which ended when one nicked the other's thumb and the surgeon
proclaimed it "a wound." They shared a fascination for the workings of everyday
life, which they sometimes observed from street cafés. Landaus, victorias,
buggies, and fiacres crowded the wide avenues; and from the tops of the better
carriages, gentlemen leisurely saluted each other while the women bowed beneath
parasols, their huge hats tilting. The cabs, trams, and buses were all horse
drawn, and with two hundred thousand horses in Paris, the smell of manure was
inescapable. But a new tang was in the air, that of gasoline, as Panhards and
Dions—and on rare occasions a singular Mercedes—added their sputter to the clop
and neigh of horses.
Their meetings were never certain and usually brief. As Professor Lippmann's
assistant, Adeline had many responsibilities at the Sorbonne. Whether they met
in the morning, afternoon, or evening depended in large part on what experiments
Professor Lippmann was conducting at the time and how much they required
Adeline's involvement or monitoring.
One evening Adeline took him to the Sorbonne to show him where she and Professor
Lippmann worked. As they negotiated the clutter of solenoids, induction coils,
Crookes tubes, and photographic equipment, all inexplicably intertwined with
pipets and tubing, Harold felt himself sorely missing the opportunities provided
by a good lab. But with his "paranormal interests" out in the open, there could
be no return to such an environment.
Professor Lippmann was present, and though he tried to be cordial, it was clear
he did not appreciate this intrusion by Adeline's guest.
"It's unfortunate your visit to Paris was not timed to coincide with the
Universal Exposition," the professor remarked, studying a set of radiographs.
"I'm certain you would enjoy it far more than this."
"Perhaps you could get Mr. Roth onto the grounds," suggested Adeline.
"I'm afraid that's not permitted, for his safety as well as to avoid getting in
the way of the construction."
"You got me in," said Adeline.
The professor eyed her with annoyance then turned away. "Very well. I shall look
into the matter."
At the Théâtre Robert-Houdin, between showings of Georges Méliès's
L'Hallucination de l'Alchimiste and Illusions fantasmagoriques,
Harold asked Adeline how she had first become interested in science.
"Ah, that. The rocking horse."
He waited for her to explain.
"When I was three, my parents bought me a rocking horse. When I rocked, its head
rattled. I wondered why. So one day I smashed its head open using my father's
hammer." She held her thumb and forefinger a few centimeters apart. "A metal
ball this big." She laughed. "My parents were greatly underwhelmed by my
inquisitive mind, and after too many similar episodes they shipped me off to my
Aunt Pickle in Paris. Having a good deal more patience with me, and being a firm
believer in the education of women, she saw that I attended the best schools and
provided me with private tutors. Somewhere in this academic maze I became
infatuated with the workings of matter and energy."
Harold had hoped she would go a bit further. "How does Professor Lippmann fit
into all this?"
"Oh, that was Aunt Pickle's final act on my behalf, putting me under his wing.
He's my great uncle."
Harold felt something relax inside him.
One day, as they emerged from one of the bookshops they never seemed able to
pass by, Adeline saw that Harold had purchased Suicide, by Emile
Durkheim.
"What a morbid choice," she said. "Why your interest in such a thing?"
"Because if it interests Durkheim, it will likely interest me. You ought to read
his The Division of Labor, or better, The Rules of Sociological
Method. But what is that you bought?"
"You've been pestering me to read more on the science of mind, and so I shall,"
she said with a smile, holding up a large book by Richard von Krafft-Ebing
called Psychopathia Sexualis.
He hurried along, discomfited by her uncensored boldness. "Read Durkheim," he
said.
She did read some Durkheim, as well as William James, Max Weber, Vilfredo
Pareto, and others he recommended. And though she gave no outward sign of
changing her views, he sensed that deep down she was beginning to open up.
"Let me see if I have this Durkheim fellow straight," she said one day. "He
believes that rapid change can destabilize society, and that individuals
disoriented by this rapid change—a condition he calls 'anomie'—may, in concert,
find a solution by means of creating a new reality."
"That's about it," said Harold. "Our 'collective consciousness,' as he calls it,
under disorienting circumstances, can give birth to new realities."
"And you contend that this great American airship was such a creation."
"Not that I can speak for Durkheim, but to me it seems a distinct possibility."
"But if, as you suggest, reality is so subject to the whims of our collective
consciousness, wouldn't we have birthed many more delusions by now, and better
ones than this whimsical airship of yours? I mean, why this great airship at
all?"
"Perhaps because it stabilizes the present by anticipating the future," said
Harold. "In this way it prepares us for what is to come. All such creations
bubbling up from our collective consciousness could have this singular
purpose—to lessen the trauma of change by making tomorrow more familiar and less
strange."
"But why now?" asked Adeline. "Why only now does our collective consciousness
feel the need to take such drastic measures, birthing these new realities?"
"Because only in the last few years has our collective consciousness grown to
colossal size and become tightly focused, thanks to newspapers and the telephone
and telegraph disseminating information far and wide, cramming millions of minds
with the same thoughts, the same concerns, the same desperate impulse to react."
Adeline began to shake her head. "This is too much. This is too fantastic to
believe. Creating an airship out of our minds … It violates too many scientific
laws. Conservation of matter—"
"Easier to conclude that thousands of people lied, I suppose," said Harold.
9. Into the Exposition
"Josserand [Texas]: Considerable excitement prevails at this writing in this
usually quiet village of Josserand, caused by a visit of the noted airship,
which has been at so many points of late."
—Houston Post, April 26, 1897
Professor Lippmann did gain Harold entry into the restricted areas of the
Exposition grounds, though with a stern warning not to wear his Sunday best.
The Champs de Mars looked like a war zone, rubbish scattered everywhere, gawkers
wading through sticky white mud, cranes towering like giant insects over
unfinished domes, minarets, and iron frames.
"This will become the Hall of Dynamos," the professor said, pointing to a meager
foundation. "Rumor has it the Germans intend something monumental for it."
Harold had seen the dynamo on his trip through Germany, thanks to a scientist
friend working at the site. It was a machine both awesome and monstrous, steam
driven, with a wheel of unearthly mass and proportions that spun eternally and
without sound.
"There will be X-ray machines, new telephotographic lenses, and the first of a
new breed of autocar, the steam-turbine," continued the professor. "Now, over on
the Left Bank, that's where most of the American exhibits will be, second in
number only to ours, and more than the Germans, I am relieved to report."
"Professor Lippmann remains bitter over Alsace-Lorraine," said Adeline.
"It goes beyond that. The Germans are bullies. You should know that, Mr. Roth,
with all the talk in Berlin of forming a European union to barricade American
commerce. They view you as too successful and want to throttle 'the American
peril.'"
"A good many Frenchmen think the same," commented Adeline.
They passed by what would become the Negro exhibit, which Adeline looked forward
to seeing, for word had it that the American photographer Frances Johnston,
noted for her ability to capture everyday life, had been commissioned to take
photographs for it.
"I'm told you'll be showing the newest in linotype machines, steam engines,
telephone switchboards, and the like," said the professor. "That big dome over
there will rest atop your pavilion, to be perched upon in turn by a great eagle,
presently in the mid-Atlantic."
Harold found it difficult to make out much of anything in the vast quagmire.
"Over there, see those gilded tubes and panels of flint glass being unloaded?
Assembled, it will sit atop the Palace of Electricity, a monstrous star with
thousands of incandescent lamps and powerful arc lights visible from all
quarters of the city, making it the overriding symbol of the Exposition."
"Though I doubt it will equal the Eiffel of '88," said Adeline.
"That ugly upside-down smokestack? I was one of many who petitioned to have it
torn down."
Professor Lippmann fell silent as they passed an empty lot with no sign of
construction. It was Adeline who spoke up.
"That's where our professor had reserved exhibit space for an airship. Say,
perhaps if enough people imagined the great American airship, it would
materialize on the spot. But in that case, would we only need to reserve
imaginary space for it?"
Harold did not dignify her playful tease with an answer. Looking about, he tried
to imagine the Exposition completed, a labyrinthine expanse of pompous
nationalist primping, every country battling to attract the largest crowds with
glittering museums, temples, and towers filled with fantastic wonders. Yet the
amount of work to be done seemed overwhelming.
"Will it be ready in time?" he asked.
The professor snorted. "Some substantial construction is being postponed until
the end of winter—which to many of us seems a dangerous gamble, especially if we
have a wet spring." He hesitated. "Of course, there is a greater danger—that of
a massive boycott should the retrial of Dreyfus turn out badly."
Harold had heard that Dreyfus was being fetched from Devil's Island for retrial,
further dividing the country over his guilt or innocence.
"Mark my words," said the professor. "If Dreyfus is found guilty again, more
than a dozen nations will boycott the event, turning it into the Universal
No-Show. Everyone knows he's innocent. But the military will not own up to the
fact. They cannot admit to a mistake. How appropriate," he mused, "to conduct
such lunacy in Rennes, the early playground of Alfred Jarry."
"Merdre!" exclaimed Adeline.
Professor Lippmann frowned and blanched while Adeline laughed. Holding up his
good hand with thumb and forefinger just separated, he said to Harold, "Our dear
Adeline came this close to choosing vaudeville over science."
"I should like to have been in vaudeville," she quipped.
10. A Matter of Consensus
"Thus in a great country like France the same thought, at the same hour,
excites the whole population. It is the newspaper that establishes this
sublime communication of minds across space."
—Le Petit Parisien, October 13, 1893
Invited to the salon of one Mme. Juliette Adam, noted more for its
seventeenth-century furniture, oriental bibelots, and impressionist paintings
than its coterie of luminaries, Harold and Adeline found themselves in a drawing
room where the Dreyfus Affair was being hotly debated. The latest chapter in
that debacle was the new trial's verdict: a reaffirmation of Dreyfus's guilt.
With bombs going off throughout Paris and a massive boycott of the coming
Exposition looking ever more real, President Loubet was seeking to soften the
court's decision with a general pardon for Dreyfus. Retreating from these heated
exchanges, Harold and Adeline wandered through the mansion until they found a
cozy parlor. Among its many furnishings was a stereoscope, which they took turns
using.
Awaiting her turn, Adeline sat on a monstrous throne with ornate carvings of
Boschian demons, reading some of Harold's newspaper clippings.
"… brilliant lights streaming from a ponderous vessel of strange proportions,"
she said with a titter. "How well this describes a demimonde I once saw at the
Moulin Rouge."
He took the clippings from her and let her have the stereoscope. "You don't take
any of my research very seriously, do you?" Flopping down on a polar-bear rug,
he gazed up at a ceiling hung with ancient musical instruments. "Have you really
been to the Moulin Rouge?"
She smiled noncommittally then peered into the stereoscope at a bleak image from
Peary's last polar expedition. "You say this great airship was born of our
collective consciousness as a means of stabilizing reality—an attempt to
anticipate the future and thereby stabilize the present. But as a physicist I
need to know how it works. What are the nuts and bolts of all this?"
"I don't pretend to know that," he said.
"Come now. Every scientist stumped long enough by some mystery will develop a
pet theory. Tell me yours."
Harold rolled over on the fur, hesitant to delve into it. "I have wondered at
times if it might involve some sort of consensus reality."
"You mean that silly notion that a chair is a chair only because we all agree it
is a chair, and if we were to suddenly agree it was a boat, it would become a
boat?"
"You make it sound ridiculous."
A telephone buzzed like sleepy bees in an adjoining hall, and they heard
footsteps as someone went to answer it.
"I saw a fakir perform once," she said. "He claimed the ability to levitate.
When his trick failed with scientists and daguerrotypists all about, he blamed
it on a hostile audience, one which muted his reality—the reality he was
accustomed to in India—and insisted that once he was back in his country and far
from so many doubters, he would again be able to levitate."
"What if he's right?" said Harold. "What if controlled experiments in a lab
cannot be used to test psychic phenomena because the prevailing skepticism
destroys the ambient consensus necessary for the phenomena to occur?"
"Oh, Harold," Adeline said, disgusted. "That opens a whole can of worms! How
could we possibly conduct science if we tossed out controlled experiments?"
They took turns looking at more stereo views. Some were of the Panama Canal
construction site. Others were from last year's Spanish-American War. Still
others appeared to be from South Africa, showing hunters with their trophies.
"Who does the consensus?" Adeline asked suddenly. "Just humans, or all animals?
What of insects? For that matter, plants? Harold, where do you draw the line?"
"What we must ask first is where the consensus originates, the answer being, 'in
the sense organs.' After all, it is our senses—not our intellect—that inform us
of what is 'out there.' So anything with sensory organs will contribute to the
consensus. Of course, there needn't be just one consensus. There could be
several, each established locally."
"Are you suggesting more than one reality? But how can that be when, say,
Newton's Laws work everywhere the same?"
"Newton's Laws work wherever the scientists who believe in them go to test
them."
"You know, you'd get along just fine with Ernst Mach."
"What?"
"He believes that because all knowledge is derived from sensation, absolute time
and space must be rejected as unverifiable by experience." She picked up another
stereo view and put it in the stereoscope. "So. You still haven't gotten down to
the nuts and bolts. How exactly do sensory organs accomplish this consensus?"
"I'm still working on the details."
"Well. Do keep me posted."
Despite their many differences, Harold and Adeline seemed unable to stay apart.
When the weather permitted, they played more tennis, and though Harold's game
improved, so, too, did Adeline's. Still, neither seemed willing to yield ground
on their widely disparate viewpoints.
"See here," said Adeline, snagging a copy of Le Gazette de France as it
tumbled by in the breeze. The headline read, "Women Denied Jobs." "See how women
are repressed? Men keep us out of the workforce to prevent us from having ready
money, with which we might acquire an ounce of power. They say it's unladylike
for women to toil. Have you heard the saying? 'It is wrong for women to do
sweated labor of any kind.' Sweated indeed! Are we not human like men? And how,
pray tell, are we to compete in sports if not allowed to sweat?"
One day Harold accompanied Adeline when she went shopping. Graphophones were
everywhere along the Rue de la Prix, spilling music from their pasteboard
trumpets. Outside Paquin, Harold was surprised to hear Scott Joplin's "Swipsy
Cakewalk." Later, while walking past Worth, they spotted a young couple seated
on a bench, the lady appearing faint and the gentleman dutifully fanning her.
"What he needs to do is loosen her corset," said Adeline a bit too loudly.
"Though heaven forbid that should allow her to do some useful work."
"I'm surprised you didn't make an effort to attend the International Women's
Congress last month in London," Harold told her later.
"I hate politics."
"You have no interest in suffrage?"
She bit her lip, thinking. "I should like to ride a high-wheeler is all."
They did just that the next day, causing a minor sensation as they crossed and
recrossed the Seine on every bridge, both towering two meters off the ground and
Adeline pedaling forcefully enough to occasionally expose her ankles.
"Why did we not see this great airship in Europe?" Adeline asked as they had
coffee at a street café.
"How do you know you did not?" he asked. "It could easily have been mistaken for
one of your existing airships, short-lived though they be. Or if not, scientists
would need only label it a hoax for it to be discounted and forgotten about—as
has happened in America."
"You really do have a low regard for scientists," she said, scowling.
He shrugged. "They just need periodic reminders that they are not above their
own laws."
They talked of Freud and his ideas on hysteria, of Henri Bergson's consciousness
beyond the physical, of William James's concept of ideas, which do not reproduce
objects but prepare for and lead the way to them. It was Harold's overriding
belief—which he hoped to make Adeline at least consider—that consciousness must
play a significant role in any model of physical reality.
"I have a copy of The Will to Believe that I could loan you," Harold told
her.
"You are like an evangelist!"
Abandoning the popular avenues one evening, they ventured onto the excavation
site for the Paris Métro underground railway system, whose first line, from
Porte Maillot to Vincennes, was scheduled for completion next April, just in
time for the Universal Exposition. As they stood there among the great piles of
dirt and the rubble of buildings demolished to make way for the line, Harold
found himself thinking that these Parisiens were only too willing to tear their
city apart time and again and at the slightest pretense, a metaphor perhaps for
all of humanity in this mad age, determined to remake itself better no matter
what the cost to stability.
Half-deafened by the steam diggers, his feet slipping in the mud, surrounded by
garbage-strewn alleys and children playing hopscotch and hide-and-seek among the
filth, with the heady scent of cabbages from a nearby greenhouse mixing with
that of manure, and miners with their hard hats and sooty faces surfacing from
several holes, looking lost to the world, and a gloomy old man hung heavy with
rat traps limping about, setting them in and about the excavations, Harold found
himself quite suddenly kissing Adeline.
11. An Unanticipated Challenge
"I don't know whether they are devils or angels, or what; but we all saw
them, and my whole family saw the ship, and I don't want any more to do with
them."
—A. Hamilton, Leroy, Kansas, April 19, 1897
It was evening of the next day when Professor Lippmann came upon them down by
the Seine, in that darkest of lairs favored by lovers, the park of the
Vert-Galant with its dim, spike-crowned lamps. Pulling up beside them in his
Mercedes, its gas lamps gloaming like jaguar eyes, he shut off the engine and
stepped out onto the mudguard. Towering there in the dusk, looking past them
over the Seine, he said in an even voice, "You were not at the lab today."
Harold felt Adeline's hand go limp in his.
"I cannot recall a time when you missed a scheduled lab," continued the
professor. Using his walking stick, he stepped down and walked past them to a
railing. Myriad boats swarmed the Seine, chugging and sputtering toward unknown
docks, the waves aflicker with their lamps.
"Mr. Roth has asked me to come to America with him."
Professor Lippmann leaned on the railing, contemplating this. A flock of
swallows zigzagged overhead, then dipped as one beneath the bridge, taking
refuge for the night. "And you have given this some thought."
"Yes, I have."
"And have your thoughts been guided by emotion or reason?"
"There has been much of both."
"Too little of the latter, if you have thought for very long."
"Perhaps not your exact valence of reason, but reason nonetheless."
"There is a name for that sort of reasoning; must I spell it out?"
"Let's be civil," she said.
"I have been civil for far too long. Your enjoyment of this man's company has
been apparent from the start, and only to spare your feelings have I avoided
confronting him on his 'scientific principles,' as he professes them to be."
"You are being unfair," she said, a bare whisper.
"And you are so madly in love as to be flitting entirely outside the bounds of
reason."
Adeline, for so long looking lost in this awkward predicament, suddenly
straightened. "Do not insult me! You know that reason has always been my guiding
principle."
"Then why not be clear on that point?" said the professor.
"How am I to do that, Gabriel," she snapped, "when you are so pigheaded as to
believe always what you will believe, and disbelieve all else?"
The professor was momentarily nonplussed, unaccustomed to being called by his
first name. Then he laughed softly and, using his good left hand, pulled
something from his vest.
"I was bullied on too many playgrounds in my youth to have an appetite for
physical violence, so let it simply be noted that here be my glove and there be
Mr. Roth's cheek, and that the volition for a slap has been communicated."
Aghast, Harold and Adeline stared at the white glove.
"While it should fall in your court," continued the professor, "I will ask the
small favor of being allowed to choose the weapon. On the assumption that you
will agree, let me sadly report that our weapons will not be the same. For while
I shall rely on rickety old scientific dogma with all its inherent flaws and
shortsightedness, you shall wield the bright and shiny new concept of consensus
reality that gives charlatans a license to practice science, which I'm sure will
serve you well as we debate some topic of science. Yes, that is the form our
duel shall take—a debate."
A bicyclist whizzed by in the twilight, sword clattering against the rear wheel.
"As for the topic," continued the professor, "I will leave that to you, with the
suggestion that it pertain to the future—not only to exploit your theory's
superior predictive powers but to fully expose the shortsightedness of my own."
Intimidated at the start of the professor's speech, Harold found himself
increasingly annoyed by the man's aloofness and sarcasm. Now in response,
struggling to keep his voice calm, he said, "Yes, I'll debate you. But you
choose the topic. That way you can't accuse me later of going with my strong
suit."
"I had hoped to avoid a similar accusation," said the professor.
"Fools," snapped Adeline. "You are both fools." She walked off to a bench and
circled it slowly, running her fingers along its backrest. "I'll choose the
topic. Then perhaps we can put this nonsense to rest."
Professor Lippmann stabbed the ground with his walking stick. "Splendid. But
when shall we have our debate? The sooner the better for me, though tonight is
out, for I have an important appointment. Perhaps tomorrow?"
"I leave the day after," said Harold.
"Then it must be tomorrow. If you will specify an exact time and place—"
"Ten in the morning," said Harold. "And let it be the very spot we first met."
"Splendid." The professor turned to Adeline. "So, Miss Murphy. What shall our
topic be?"
She eyed him with disdain. "You will be informed tomorrow at ten and not
before."
"Ah, so we are to think on our feet, is that it?" said the professor. "How well
that suits me."
12. A Duel Is Fought at Minuscule Range
"We could plainly distinguish the outlines of the vessel, which was
cigar-shaped and about sixty feet long, and looking just like the cuts that
have appeared in the papers recently. It was dark and raining, and the young
man was filling a big sack with water about thirty yards away, and the woman
was particular to keep back in the dark. She was holding an umbrella over
her head. The man with the whiskers invited us to take a ride, saying that
he could take us where it was not raining. We told him we believed we
preferred to get wet."
—Affidavit of Sumpter and McLenore (policemen), Hot Springs, Arkansas, May
6, 1897
On the morning of October 12, 1899, throngs of people again populated the meadow
near Saint Cloud as Baron Gerard de Laudonniere prepared an as-yet-unnamed
airship to vie for Le Prix. Unlike the Marquis d'Arlandes of several
weeks ago, he would not solo aloft. Two men would accompany him. One was his
mechanic of many years, the other his main financial backer, shipping magnate
Guillaume du Guesclin. Correspondingly, the airship was of a larger design and
its airbag inflated to capacity. The engines, again Daimlers, were twelve
horsepower each.
Harold stood apart from the throngs, where conversation was of little else but
the Boer War, which had erupted the previous day. He had come early to get a
closer look at the airship. The baron, with whom he had briefly spoken, seemed a
competent-enough aéronaute. As for his airship, it appeared sturdy and
well-designed, though the engines—with their open flames for firing the
pistons—could have been mounted lower from the airbag.
Professor Lippmann arrived at a quarter to ten but wandered about, keeping his
distance. As for Adeline, she did not arrive until precisely ten and by
carriage. As the coachman helped her down, Harold watched apprehensively,
wondering what kind of look she would give him. She had dressed for the
occasion, wearing an oxblood velvet tunic with jet closures and wide-belled
sleeves. To his dismay, she avoided eye contact entirely.
Professor Lippmann wandered over, and after curt acknowledgments they moved
apart from the crowds.
"So, Miss Murphy," said the professor. "I believe you have a topic for us."
She gazed fixedly at the airship some fifty meters distant and spoke without
preamble. "I should like to know more about the nature of minuscule matter."
Though she stood close by, her voice sounded far away. "Tell me whether atoms
will be found to be real or just a useful fiction. And what of Thompson's
corpuscles? Are there more surprises in store for us? What exactly will we find
in the next century as we prod the very fabric of reality?"
While speaking, she had worried the cameo pinned to her lace jabot. Now she
turned to them with a rustling swirl of her black silk skirt. For an instant she
met Harold's gaze, and he glimpsed all her hopes and aspirations for a future
that included him. Then she looked away. "That is my topic."
"A very decent one," said Professor Lippmann. "Shall I begin or shall you?"
Harold extended his hand to him.
With practiced ease, Professor Lippmann summed up the history of the atom. He
touched on the contributions of Dalton, Lavoisier, Proust, and Döbereiner,
highlighted Cannizzaro's refinements to atomic weight, de Chancourtois'
"telluric screw" map, and Newland's "Law of Octaves," and ended with the work of
Mendeleev.
"By 1700 we knew of twelve elements; by 1800, roughly thirty-three. Now we are
at eighty-two, leading many a young and impulsive scientist to predict that the
coming century will bring many more. But they neglect the predictive elegance of
Mendeleev's Periodic Table, which dictates room for but a score more.
"Therein lies my reason for giving so much background. Those new to science have
always been anxious to upend all at the slightest provocation. I commend the
Curies for their cautious and ongoing inquiry into radio-activity. Likewise
Roentgen with his X-rays. But others, such as Thomson, would discredit the
elegance of nature with preposterous assertions. Cathode rays are negatively
electrified corpuscles? And these are in some way constituents of the atom?
Simple elegance, that is where the atom leads, and these corpuscles, each
weighing a thousandth as much as a hydrogen atom, would unduly complicate the
calculation of atomic weights—while also posing the problem of balancing their
negative charges! I predict Thomson's corpuscles will soon dissipate along with
his reputation."
A small cheer went up as one of the airship's engines sputtered to life.
"Of course, one must ask that all-important question: Are atoms real or just
useful fictions? My colleagues seem evenly divided on the matter. Some take the
positivist stance of Ostwald and Mach. While they're willing to concede the
usefulness of the atom as a concept, making certain calculations easier, such as
in the flow of gases, they are resolute in their conviction that the universe
remains a continuum all the way down and that any particle arrived at can always
be further split, ad infinitum."
Another cheer went up as the second engine started. But it did not run smoothly,
and the mechanic began to tinker with it.
"I myself am an atomist," continued the professor. "I believe atoms are real and
that they represent the most basic constituents of the universe. Mendeleev's
Table gives an excellent accounting of these, both in number and properties.
Once we have this full set of building blocks, revolutions in chemistry and
physics will follow as we become masters in their assembly."
"As for making any predictions—" Professor Lippmann barely hesitated. "Thomson's
corpuscles will be discredited, Mendeleev's Table will fill within a decade,
radio-activity will reveal itself to be ether waves caused by vibrations in
certain atoms." He gave the barest shrug. "Beyond this, I see no need for
further intrigue in our picture of minuscule matter."
Another loud cheer made them turn to look. The mooring lines drew taut, rocking
the airship, as Baron Gerard de Laudonniere and his two passengers squeezed into
the undercarriage in preparation for launch.
"I do apologize for not positing something truly radical or revolutionary," he
finished. "But I'm afraid the future holds few surprises in this realm. The
great discoveries about the atom have been made, and the coming century will
bring a different valence to research, consisting of clever assembly rather than
profound discovery."
Just before the mooring lines were to be released, one of the engines sputtered
to a halt. Baron Gerard de Laudonniere frantically held up a restraining hand
even as his mechanic climbed out to try to restart it. The financial backer,
Guillaume du Guesclin, seeing the mechanic disembark, did so as well. It was at
this inopportune moment that the holders of the mooring lines, divided in their
interpretation of the Baron's gesture, were swayed to release.
The Baron shouted to no avail. The mechanic managed to grab the underside of the
gondola but wisely released before he had risen ten meters. As for Guillaume du
Guesclin, he stood with his hands on his hips looking both bewildered and
chagrined.
Just when it seemed nothing more could go wrong, the other engine died, and the
airship, trimmed for the weight of three, rose rapidly straight up.
"Mr. Roth?" said Adeline, slowly withdrawing her eyes from the ascending
airship. "I believe it is your turn."
Harold had struggled to pay attention to all that the professor was saying while
at the same time exploring where his own ideas might lead. It had become clear
early on that there were complications and that he should have given this topic
considerable thought long ago.
"There's nothing simple about the atom," he said above the confused jabbering of
the crowd. "The more we dig into minuscule matter, the more difficulties we
encounter. Thomson's corpuscles will not go away; they're but an early
symptom of our gaping ignorance. The radio-activity seen in uranium, radium, and
polonium isn't entirely wavelike. And how are electromagnetic waves themselves
related to minuscule matter? We don't even know how they propagate, what with
Michelson and Morley's failure to detect the luminiferous ether. Then there's
the 'ultraviolet catastrophe,' black-body radiation's failure to increase at
short wavelengths in accordance with our calculations. And does anyone really
understand what causes the photoelectric effect?"
"There will always be mysteries, Mr. Roth," said Professor Lippmann, "as long as
there are scientists, and the solutions will hardly require overturning the
foundations of science."
"Please, Professor," said Adeline. "Let him have his turn."
Harold glanced upward as a steady hiss came down from above. Baron Gerard de
Laudonniere, alarmed by his rapid ascent, was venting hydrogen.
"Our picture of minuscule matter is growing too complex, cluttered, and
discontiguous," Harold continued, "to be remedied by some simple adjustment to
the current model. A better model must be sought, and yes, I believe it will
involve consensus reality."
"Do tell," said Professor Lippmann with a grin.
Adeline gave him a sharp look then nodded to Harold to continue.
"By consensus reality, I'm not referring to the popular notion that something
can be willed into existence simply by getting enough people to believe in it.
The consensus I speak of isn't under conscious control. Rather, it takes place
at a much lower level—"
"—in our sensory organs," interrupted Professor Lippmann tiredly, "which, as our
windows onto the world, engage—purportedly—in some sort of polling process to
arrive at a consensus of what is real."
Harold gave Adeline a sharp look, uncertain of whether to feel flattered or
betrayed by her attempt to communicate his ideas to the professor. She ignored
him, gazing steadily after the errant airship. Not that it mattered now. Ahead
lay something entirely new and unanticipated. He took a deep breath before
continuing.
"Speaking in terms of consensus, if our senses perceive a boulder, a boulder
becomes. If our senses perceive a rock, a rock becomes. If our senses perceive a
pebble, a pebble becomes. But this cannot continue indefinitely. As we scale
down further, eventually we reach a point beyond the resolving power of our
senses. Sight. Hearing. Smell. Taste. Touch. Each is restricted to a range of
inputs. For each, there is a signal, image, or vibration too faint to register.
"The atom falls into this category. Lying as it does beyond the reach of our
senses, it exists outside the bounds of consensus."
He hesitated before making his next statement.
"Lacking consensus, the atom—and all else in the minuscule realm—cannot be
defined in any meaningful way."
"My good man!" exclaimed Professor Lippmann with a laugh. "Are you proposing to
straddle the fence? Come now, are atoms real or aren't they?"
"They can't be real, because that requires consensus, which they lack," said
Harold, struggling with the idea. "So any attempt to see them up close will
ultimately fail. If we see anything, it will be an undefined image, a sort of
chaos, a noise of nonconsensus, of possibilities that cannot be collapsed to
something concrete."
"And we are to believe that Newtonian mechanics with all its remarkable and
exacting preciseness is built upon this impossibly flimsy scaffolding?"
Feeling ever more uncomfortable, Harold said, "That is what I must believe."
"The bold posturings of a man intent on impressing a lady, nothing more," said
the professor, strolling about. "If ever there was a time to abandon a theory
through a liberal application of Occam's razor, this would be it." He drew up
short and looked at Adeline. "Adeline?"
She refused to look at him, instead gazing upward at the shrinking airship.
"Such youthful exuberance. Must I perform le coup de grâce?" He strode up
to Harold and for the first time addressed him to his face. "When the day
arrives when we have built microscopes capable of seeing the atom—and that day
will come soon enough—what, precisely, do you suppose we will see?"
"As I've said, our sensory organs—which do the consensus—can't see into that
minuscule realm. We won't be able to see the countenance of the atom. If
anything, we'll see chaos."
"While that airship is macroscopic," said the professor, pointing upward, "and
well within our sensory realm, and therefore subject to consensus, which is why
we see it and agree upon its appearance."
Harold gave a vague nod.
"What of the microscope itself?" said the professor.
"Excuse me?"
"This microscope of the future. The one we're peering through, with a resolution
capable of seeing the atom, though you say we cannot see it."
"I don't follow what you are getting at."
"We can see the microscope, can we not? We can see the optical elements. In
fact, isn't the lens—a macroscopic object—what we're really looking at? Isn't
the lens, acting as an intermediary by bending rays of light toward our eyes,
what gives us our image of minuscule matter?"
Harold was thinking hard about all this.
"If minuscule matter lies outside the range of our senses," continued the
professor, "we can never see it directly. There must always be an
intermediary—in this case, the microscope. The microscope, however, being
macroscopic and subject to consensus, will always present to our senses an image
that shows consensus. There is no way to avoid this interpretative intermediary,
unless I have overlooked something."
Harold was rattled. He stared up at the airship still ascending, not really
seeing it. A faint, steady hiss drifted down to them as Baron Gerard de
Laudonniere, grown panicky, released inordinate amounts of hydrogen. "It's true.
The microscope will show us the atom."
"But how do you reconcile this with your earlier pronouncement that minuscule
matter lacks consensus and is therefore undefined and chaotic?"
"That—that remains true." Harold barely avoided a stammer, clutching at the
idea. "You see, there is no contradiction. What lies in the minuscule realm is
chaotic and without real form, a cloud of possible consensuses. But our every
attempt to see what is there, whether by microscope or bombardment or other
means, must of necessity use a macroscopic intermediary, which will, as you've
said, collapse the chaos into something real. In effect, the atom will be made
real by the very instruments we use to perceive it."
Professor Lippmann prodded the grass with his walking stick. "So these
instruments, such as the microscope, have a degree of consciousness, since they
are doing the consensus?"
"It isn't that simple," said Harold.
"None of this is simple! Ptolemy's epicycles become child's play by comparison!"
Harold turned beseechingly to Adeline, but her expression had gone cold, and she
looked quickly away.
"Determinism, Mr. Roth," said Professor Lippmann. "The material universe from
its largest to its smallest motions can and will be predicted with absolute
accuracy by the laws of Newton. Nothing is left uncertain. That is our future."
The airship was high up now, only a quarter the width of the moon. Too much
hydrogen had been vented, compromising the structural integrity of the outer
envelope. It rippled and bobbled, and apparently it sagged enough in the middle
to come in contact with the open flame of an engine. For suddenly the airship
was a ghastly fireball rolling in place, out of which plummeted a flaming
projectile that was Baron Gerard de Laudonniere, who struck the ground not ten
meters from his starting point and very close to Guillaume du Guesclin, who at
last removed his hands from his hips to cover his eyes. With cries and shrieks,
onlookers scattered in all directions as the fiery remains of the airship
settled to earth.
13. Departure
"Merdre!"
—from Ubu Roi, by Alfred Jarry, 1896
On the morning of October 13, 1899, Harold Roth lugged his suitcases past the
brooding mass of the Louvre and crossed the Seine at Pont-Royal. Passing beneath
the lights of the Gare d'Orsay, he entered the large crowds at the railroad
station. At the agreed-upon spot he waited.
Bateaux-mouches with their red and yellow lights dotted the Seine. A lamplighter
methodically extinguished the gas lamps he had lit the night before. Off in the
distance, a hot-air balloon rose majestically into the air.
His train arrived all too soon. As he watched the people disembark and others
climb aboard, a visceral knot of uneasiness grew within him. At last he
abandoned his luggage to run up and down the boarding platform, looking in all
directions.
Then he saw her. She ran toward him, or tried to, half-dragging a large bag. She
wore a blue dress and flowery hat which she had to stop and straighten time and
again lest it fall off. He hurried toward her, fighting to remain calm, not
daring to draw a hopeful conclusion.
"Harold!" she gasped as he reached her. "I thought I had missed you!" Her breath
steamed in the brisk air.
All around them people churned. Harold wanted to take her in his arms and kiss
her, but he was too preoccupied trying to read her eyes, which were alert and
darting as if to consume every aspect of his face.
"Ohhh, I wish I could," she said at last. "But I cannot leave Professor Lippmann.
He depends too much on me. But perhaps someday I will come to visit. I should
like to see America."
Harold felt cold and empty, with a dour need to perform some irrational and
outrageous act. But nothing seemed to avail itself. In the end, all he could do
was say, "I'd like you to come."
"I will," she said, smiling widely, eyes drinking in his every feature. "I
will." Then, as the locomotive's whistle sounded, she swung the large bag around
in front of her. "I have something for you." She chuckled. "How cruel, I know,
for you must be overloaded already. But—" She opened the bag so he could see
within. "I should like you to have these books. If you have them already, do
give a copy to a good library."
I will give them to someone with more sense, he thought, recognizing many
of the ones he had swayed her to read. Then he admonished himself for feeling
bitter. She had given him every opportunity to prevail the day before, and he
had foundered. Why? Was his theory wrong?
"I stand by all I said yesterday," he said suddenly.
"I see." Her smile wavered. "Then you have much work ahead of you."
He nodded. The whistle blew again.
"Oh!" She looked over her shoulder with concern. "You mustn't miss your train!"
Then she opened her arms and embraced him. "I will miss you. And I would be
lying if I didn't admit to a strong impulse to even now come with you."
"I could do with some help carrying the books," he said, doubting her sincerity.
She stepped away, eyes teary, oblivious to her crooked hat. "Well." She
shrugged.
He shrugged in turn. "Well."
Harold had little memory of climbing aboard, or of bringing his luggage with
him. But the suitcases were now heavy in his grip, the bag lolling against his
leg as he stood in the doorway of the last car, craning his neck to keep Adeline
in sight as the train angled northward, headed for the Channel, where, at Le
Havre, the S.S. La Bretagne lay at anchor, waiting to take him back to
America.
The End
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