Hunters in the Forest
by Robert Silverberg
This story copyright 1991 by Agberg, Ltd.. This copy was created
for Jean Hardy's personal use. All other rights are reserved. Thank you for
honoring the copyright.
Published by Seattle Book Company,
www.seattlebook.com.
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Twenty minutes into the voyage nothing more
startling than a dragonfly the size of a hawk has come into view, fluttering for
an eye-blink moment in front of the timemobile window and darting away, and
Mallory decides it's time to exercise Option Two: Abandon the secure cozy
comforts of the timemobile capsule, take his chances on foot out there in the
steamy mists, a futuristic pygmy roaming virtually unprotected among the
dinosaurs of this fragrant Late Cretaceous forest. That has been his plan all
along-- to offer himself up to the available dangers of this place,
to experience the thrill of the hunt without ever quite being sure whether he
was the hunter or the hunted.
Option One is to sit
tight inside the timemobile capsule for the full duration of the
trip-- he has signed up for twelve hours-- and catch
the passing show, if any, through the invulnerable window. Very safe, yes. But
self-defeating, also, if you have come here for the sake of tasting a little
excitement for once in your life. Option Three, the one nobody ever talks about
except in whispers and which perhaps despite all rumors to the contrary no one
has actually ever elected, is self-defeating in a different way: Simply walk off
into the forest and never look back. After a prearranged period, usually twelve
hours, never more than twenty-four, the capsule will return to its starting
point in the twenty-third century whether or not you're aboard. But Mallory
isn't out to do himself in, not really. All he wants is a little endocrine
action, a hit of adrenaline to rev things up, the unfamiliar sensation of honest
fear contracting his auricles and chilling his bowels: all that good old chancy
stuff, damned well unattainable down the line in the modern era where risk is
just about extinct. Back here in the Mesozoic, risk aplenty is available enough
for those who can put up the price of admission. All he has to do is go outside
and look for it. And so it's Option Two for him, then, a lively little walkabout
and back to the capsule in plenty of time for the return trip.
With him he carries a laser rifle, a backpack
medical kit, and lunch. He jacks a thinko into his waistband and clips a drinko
to his shoulder. But no helmet, no potted air supply. He'll boldly expose his
naked nostrils to the Cretaceous atmosphere. Nor does he avail himself of the
one-size-fits-all body armor that the capsule is willing to provide. That's the
true spirit of Option Two, all right: Go forth unshielded into the Mesozoic
dawn.
Open the hatch, now. Down the steps, hop skip
jump. Booted feet bouncing on the spongy primordial forest floor. There's a
hovering dankness, but a surprisingly pleasant breeze is blowing. Things feel
tropical, but not uncomfortably torrid. The air has an unusual smell. The mix of
nitrogen and carbon dioxide is different from what he's accustomed to, he
suspects, and certainly none of the impurities that six centuries of industrial
development have poured into the atmosphere are present. There's something else,
too, a strange subtext of an odor that seems both sweet and pungent: It must be
the aroma of dinosaur farts, Mallory decides. Uncountable hordes of stupendous
beasts simultaneously releasing vast roaring boomers for a hundred million years
surely will have filled the prehistoric air with complex hydrocarbons that won't
break down until the Oligocene at the earliest.
Scaly tree trunks thick as the columns of the
Parthenon shoot heavenward all around him. At their summits, far overhead,
whorls of stiff long leaves jut tensely outward. Smaller trees that look like
palms but probably aren't fill in the spaces between them, and at ground level
there are dense growths of awkward angular bushes. Some of them are in bloom,
small furry pale-yellowish blossoms, very diffident looking, as though they were
so newly evolved that they were embarrassed to find themselves on display like
this. All the vegetation, big and little, has a battered, shopworn look, trunks
leaning this way and that, huge leafstalks bent and dangling, gnawed boughs
hanging like broken arms. It is as though an army of enormous tanks passes
through this forest every few days. In fact that isn't far from the truth,
Mallory realizes.
But where are they? Twenty-five
minutes gone already and he still hasn't seen a single dinosaur, and he's ready
for some.
"All right," Mallory calls out. "Where are
you, you big dopes?"
As though on cue the forest
hurls a symphony of sounds back at him: strident honks and rumbling snorts and a
myriad blatting snuffling wheezing skreeing noises. It's like a chorus of
crocodiles getting warmed up for Handel's Messiah.
Mallory laughs. "Yes, I hear you, I hear you!"
He cocks his laser rifle. Steps forward, looking
eagerly to right and left. This period is supposed to be the golden age of
dinosaurs, the grand tumultuous climactic epoch just before the end, when
bizarre new species popped out constantly with glorious evolutionary profligacy,
and all manner of grotesque Goliaths roamed the earth. The thinko has shown him
pictures of them, spectacularly decadent in size and appearance, long-snouted
duckbilled monsters as big as a house and huge lumbering ceratopsians with
frilly baroque bony crests and toothy things with knobby horns on their
elongated skulls and others with rows of bristling spikes along their
high-ridged backs. He aches to see them. He wants them to scare him practically
to death. Let them loom; let them glower; let their great jaws yawn. Through all
his untroubled days in the orderly and carefully regulated world of the
twenty-third century, Mallory has never shivered with fear as much as once,
never known a moment of terror or even real uneasiness, is not even sure he
understands the concept, and he has paid a small fortune for the privilege of
experiencing it now.
Forward. Forward.
Come on, you oversized bastards, get your asses out
of the swamp and show yourselves!
There. Oh,
yes, yes, there!
He sees the little spheroid
of a head first, rising above the treetops like a grinning football attached to
a long thick hose. Behind it is an enormous humped back, unthinkably high. He
hears the pile driver sound of the behemoth's footfall and the crackle of huge
tree trunks breaking as it smashes its way serenely toward him.
He doesn't need the murmured prompting of his thinko
to know that this is a giant sauropod making its majestic passage through the
forest-- "One of the titanosaurs or perhaps an ultrasaur," the
quiet voice says, admitting with just a hint of chagrin in its tone that it
can't identify the particular species-- but Mallory isn't really
concerned with detail on that level. He is after the thrill of size. And he's
getting size, all right. The thing is implausibly colossal. It emerges into the
clearing where he stands and he is given the full view, and gasps. He can't even
guess how big it is. Twenty meters high? Thirty? Its ponderous corrugated legs
are as thick as sequoias. Giraffes on tiptoe could go skittering between them
without grazing the underside of its massive belly. Elephants would look like
house cats beside it. Its tail, held out stiffly to the rear, decapitates sturdy
trees with its slow steady lashing. A hundred million years of saurian evolution
have produced this thing. Darwinism gone crazy, excess building remorselessly on
excess, irrepressible chromosomes gleefully reprogramming themselves through the
millennia to engender thicker bones, longer legs, ever bulkier bodies, and the
end result is this walking mountain, this absurdly overstated monument to
reptilian hyperbole.
"Hey!" Mallory cries. "Look
here! Can you see this far down? There's a human down here. Homo sapiens.
I'm a mammal. Do you know what a mammal is? Do you know what my ancestors are
going to do to your descendants?" He is practically alongside it, no more than a
hundred meters away. Its musky stink makes him choke and cough. Its ancient
leathery brown hide, as rigid as cast iron, is pocked with parasitic growths,
scarlet and yellow and ultramarine, and crisscrossed with the gullies and
ravines of century-old wounds deep enough for him to hide in. With each step it
takes, Mallory feels an earthquake. He is nothing next to it, a flea, a gnat. It
could crush him with a casual stride and never even know.
And yet he feels no fear. The sauropod is so big he
can't make sense out of it, let alone be threatened by it.
Can you fear the Amazon River? The planet Jupiter?
The pyramid of Cheops?
No, what he feels is anger,
not terror. The sheer preposterous bulk of the monster infuriates him. The
pointless superabundance of it inspires him with wrath.
"My name is Mallory," he yells. "I've come from the
twenty-third century to bring you your doom, you great stupid mass of meat. I'm
personally going to make you extinct, do you hear me?"
He raises the laser rifle and centers its sight on
the distant tiny head. The rifle hums its computations and modifications and the
rainbow beam jumps skyward. For an instant the sauropod's head is engulfed in a
dazzling fluorescent nimbus. Then the light dies away, and the animal moves on
as though nothing has happened.
No brain up there?
Mallory wonders.
Too dumb to die?
He moves up closer and fires again, carving a bright
track along one hypertrophied haunch. Again, no effect. The sauropod moves along
untroubled, munching on treetops as it goes. A third shot, too hasty, goes
astray and cuts off the crown of a tree in the forest canopy. A fourth zings
into the sauropod's gut but the dinosaur doesn't seem to care. Mallory is
furious now at the unkillability of the thing. His thinko quietly reminds him
that these giants supposedly had their main nerve centers at the base of their
spines. Mallory runs around behind the creature and stares up at the galactic
expanse of its rump, wondering where best to place his shot. Just then the great
tail swings upward and to the left and a torrent of immense steaming green turds
as big as boulders comes cascading down, striking the ground all around Mallory
with thunderous impact. He leaps out of the way barely in time to keep from
being entombed, and goes scrambling frantically away to avoid the choking fetor
that rises from the sauropod's vast mound of excreta. In his haste he stumbles
over a vine, loses his footing in the slippery mud, falls to hands and knees.
Something that looks like a small blue dog with a scaly skin and a ring of sharp
spines around its neck jumps up out of the muck, bouncing up and down and
hissing and screeching and snapping at him. Its teeth are deadly-looking yellow
fangs. There isn't room to fire the laser rifle. Mallory desperately rolls to
one side and bashes the thing with the butt instead, hard, and it runs away
growling. When he has a chance finally to catch his breath and look up again, he
sees the great sauropod vanishing in the distance.
He gets up and takes a few limping steps further
away from the reeking pile of ordure.
He has learned
at last what it's like to have a brush with death. Two brushes, in fact, within
the span of ten seconds. But where's the vaunted thrill of danger narrowly
averted, the hot satisfaction of the frisson? He feels no pleasure, none
of the hoped-for rush of keen endocrine delight.
Of
course not. A pile of falling turds, a yapping little lizard with big teeth:
what humiliating perils! During the frantic moments when he was defending
himself against them he was too busy to notice what he was feeling, and now,
muddy all over, his knee aching, his dignity dented, he is left merely with a
residue of annoyance, frustration, and perhaps a little ironic self-deprecation,
when what he had wanted was the white ecstasy of genuine terror followed by the
postorgasmic delight of successful escape recollected in tranquillity.
Well, he still has plenty of time. He goes onward,
deeper into the forest.
Now he is no longer able to
see the timemobile capsule. That feels good, that sudden new sense of being cut
off from the one zone of safety he has in this fierce environment. He tries to
divert himself with fantasies of jeopardy. It isn't easy. His mind doesn't work
that way; nobody's does, really, in the nice, tidy, menace-free society he lives
in. But he works at it. Suppose, he thinks, I lose my way in the forest and
can't get back to-- no, no hope of that, the capsule sends out
constant directional pulses that his thinko picks up by microwave transmission.
What if the thinko breaks down, then? But they never do. If I take it off and
toss it into a swamp? That's Option Three, though, self-damaging behavior
designed to maroon him here. He doesn't do such things. He can barely even
fantasize them.
Well, then, the sauropod comes back
and steps on the capsule, crushing it beyond use...
Impossible. The capsule is strong enough to
withstand submersion to thirty-atmosphere pressures.
The sauropod pushes it into quicksand, and it sinks
out of sight?
Mallory is pleased with himself for
coming up with that one. It's good for a moment or two of interesting
uneasiness. He imagines himself standing at the edge of some swamp, staring down
forlornly as the final minutes tick away and the timemobile, functional as ever
even though it's fifty fathoms down in gunk, sets out for home without him. But
no, no good: The capsule moves just as effectively through space as through
time, and it would simply activate its powerful engine and climb up onto terra
firma again in plenty of time for his return trip.
What if, he thinks, a band of malevolent
intelligent dinosaurs appears on the scene and forcibly prevents me from
getting back into the capsule?
That's more like it.
A little shiver that time. Good! Cut off, stranded in the Mesozoic! Living by
his wits, eating God knows what, exposing himself to extinct bacteria. Getting
sick, blazing with fever, groaning in unfamiliar pain. Yes! Yes! He piles it on.
It becomes easier as he gets into the swing of it. He will lead a life of
constant menace. He imagines himself taking out his own appendix. Setting a
broken leg. And the unending hazards, day and night. Toothy enemies lurking
behind every bush. Baleful eyes glowing in the darkness. A life spent forever on
the run, never a moment's ease. Cowering under fern fronds as the giant
carnivores go lalloping by. Scorpions, snakes, gigantic venomous toads. Insects
that sting. Everything that has been eliminated from life in the civilized world
pursuing him here: and he flitting from one transitory hiding place to another,
haggard, unshaven, bloodshot, brow shining with sweat, struggling unceasingly to
survive, living a gallant life of desperate heroism in this nightmare world...
"Hello," he says suddenly. "Who the hell are you?"
In the midst of his imaginings a genuine horror has
presented itself, emerging suddenly out of a grove of tree ferns. It is a
towering bipedal creature with the powerful thighs and small dangling forearms
of the familiar tyrannosaurus, but this one has an enormous bony crest like a
warrior's helmet rising from its skull, with five diabolical horns radiating
outward behind it and two horrendous incisors as long as tusks jutting from its
cavernous mouth, and its huge lashing tail is equipped with a set of great
spikes at the tip. Its mottled and furrowed skin is a bilious yellow and the
huge crest on its head is fiery scarlet. It is everybody's bad dream of the
reptilian killer-monster of the primeval dawn, the ghastly overspecialized end
product of the long saurian reign, shouting its own lethality from every bony
excrescence, every razor-keen weapon on its long body.
The thinko scans it and tells him that it is a
representative of an unknown species belonging to the saurischian order and it
is almost certainly predatory.
"Thank you very
much," Mallory replies.
He is astonished to discover
that even now, facing this embodiment of death, he is not at all afraid.
Fascinated, yes, by the sheer deadliness of the creature, by its excessive
horrificality. Amused, almost, by its grotesqueries of form. And coolly aware
that in three bounds and a swipe of its little dangling paw it could end his
life, depriving him of the sure century of minimum expectancy that remains to
him. Despite that threat he remains calm. If he dies, he dies; but he can't
actually bring himself to believe that he will. He is beginning to see that the
capacity for fear, for any sort of significant psychological distress, has been
bred out of him. He is simply too stable. It is an unexpected drawback of the
perfection of human society.
The saurischian
predator of unknown species slavers and roars and glares. Its narrow yellow eyes
are like beacons. Mallory unslings his laser rifle and gets into firing
position. Perhaps this one will be easier to kill than the colossal sauropod.
Then a woman walks out of the jungle behind it and
says, "You aren't going to try to shoot it, are you?"
Mallory stares at her. She is young, only fifty or
so unless she's on her second or third retread, attractive, smiling. Long sleek
legs, a fluffy burst of golden hair. She wears a stylish hunting outfit of black
sprayon and carries no rifle, only a tiny laser pistol. A space of no more than
a dozen meters separates her from the dinosaur's spiked tail, but that doesn't
seem to trouble her.
He gestures with the rifle.
"Step out of the way, will you?"
She doesn't move.
"Shooting it isn't a smart idea."
"We're here to do
a little hunting, aren't we?"
"Be sensible," she
says. "This one's a real son of a bitch. You'll only annoy it if you try
anything, and then we'll both be in a mess." She walks casually around the
monster, which is standing quite still, studying them both in an odd perplexed
way as though it actually wonders what they might be. Mallory has aimed the
rifle now at the thing's left eye, but the woman coolly puts her hand to the
barrel and pushes it aside.
"Let it be," she says.
"It's just had its meal and now it's sleepy. I watched it gobble up something
the size of a hippopotamus and then eat half of another one for dessert. You
start sticking it with your little laser and you'll wake it up, and then it'll
get nasty again. Mean-looking bastard, isn't it?" she says admiringly.
"Who are you?" Mallory asks in wonder. "What are you
doing here?"
"Same thing as you, I figure.
Cretaceous Tours?"
"Yes. They said I wouldn't run
into any other-- "
"They told me that,
too. Well, it sometimes happens. Jayne Hyland, New Chicago, 2281."
"Tom Mallory. New Chicago also. And also 2281."
"Small geological epoch, isn't it? What month did
you leave from?"
"August."
"I'm September."
"Imagine that."
The
dinosaur, far above them, utters a soft snorting sound and begins to drift away.
"We're boring it," she says.
"And it's boring us, too. Isn't that the truth?
These enormous terrifying monsters crashing through the forest all around us and
we're as blasé as if we're home watching the whole thing on the polyvid."
Mallory raises his rifle again. The scarlet-frilled killer is almost out of
sight. "I'm tempted to take a shot at it just to get some excitement going."
"Don't," she says. "Unless you're feeling suicidal.
Are you?"
"Not at all."
"Then don't annoy it, okay? I know where there's a
bunch of ankylosaurs wallowing around. That's one really weird critter, believe
me. Are you interested in having a peek?"
"Sure,"
says Mallory.
He finds himself very much taken by
her brisk non-nonsense manner, her confident air. When we get back to New
Chicago, he thinks, maybe I'll look her up. The September tour, she said. So
he'll have to wait a while after his own return. I'll giver her a call around
the end of the month, he tells himself.
She leads
the way unhesitatingly, through the tree-fern grove and around a stand of giant
horsetails and across a swampy meadow of small plastic-looking plants with ugly
little mud-colored daisyish flowers. On the far side they zig around a great
pile of bloodied bones and zag around a treacherous bog with a sinisterly
quivering surface. A couple of giant dragonflies whiz by, droning like airborne
missiles. A crimson frog as big as a rabbit grins at them from a pond. They have
been walking for close to an hour now and Mallory no longer has any idea where
he is in relation to his timemobile capsule. But the thinko will find the way
back for him eventually, he assumes.
"The
ankylosaurs are only about a hundred meters further on," she says, as if reading
his mind. She looks back and gives him a bright smile. "I saw a pack of troodons
the day before yesterday out this way. You know what they are? Little agile
guys, no bigger than you or me, smart as whips. Teeth like saw blades, funny
knobs on their heads. I thought for a minute they were going to attack, but I
stood my ground and finally they backed off. You want to shoot something, shoot
one of those."
"The day before yesterday?" Mallory
asks, after a moment. "How long have you been here?"
"About a week. Maybe two. I've lost count, really.
Look, there are those ankylosaurs I was telling you about."
He ignores her pointing hand. "Wait a second. The
longest available time tour lasts only-- "
"I'm Option Three," she says.
He gapes at her as though she has just sprouted a
scarlet bony crust with five spikes behind it.
"Are
you serious?" he asks.
"As serious as anybody you
ever met in the middle of the Cretaceous forest. I'm here for keeps, friend. I
stood right next to my capsule when the twelve hours were up and watched it go
sailing off into the ineffable future. And I've been having the time of my life
ever since."
A tingle of awe spreads through him. It
is the strongest emotion he has ever felt, he realizes.
She is actually living that gallant life of
desperate heroism that he had fantasized. Avoiding the myriad menaces of this
incomprehensible place for a whole week or possibly even two, managing to stay
fed and healthy, in fact looking as trim and elegant as if she had just stepped
out of her capsule a couple of hours ago. And never to go back to the nice safe
orderly world of 2281. Never. Never. She will remain here until she
dies-- a month from now, a year, five years, whenever. Must remain.
Must. By her own choice. An incredible adventure.
Her face is very close to his. Her breath is sweet
and warm. Her eyes are bright, penetrating, ferocious. "I was sick of it all,"
she tells him. "Weren't you? The perfection of everything. The absolute
predictability. You can't even stub your toe because there's some clever sensor
watching out for you. The biomonitors. The automedics. The guides and proctors.
I hated it."
"Yes. Of course."
Her intensity is frightening. For one foolish
moment, Mallory realizes, he was actually thinking of offering to rescue
her from the consequences of her rashness. Inviting her to come back with him in
his own capsule when his twelve hours are up. They could probably both fit
inside, if they stand very close to each other. A reprieve from Option Three, a
new lease on life for her. But that isn't really possible, he knows. The mass
has to balance in both directions of the trip within a very narrow tolerance;
they are warned not to bring back even a twig, even a pebble, nothing aboard the
capsule that wasn't aboard it before. And in any case being rescued is surely
the last thing she wants. She'll simply laugh at him. Nothing could make her go
back. She loves it here. She feels truly alive for the first time in her life.
In a universe of security-craving dullards she's a woman running wild. And her
wildness is contagious. Mallory trembles with sudden new excitement at the sheer
proximity of her.
She sees it, too. Her glowing eyes
flash with invitation.
"Stay here with me!" she
says. "Let your capsule go home without you, the way I did."
"But the dangers-- " he hears himself
blurting inanely.
"Don't worry about them. I'm doing
all right so far, aren't I? We can manage. We'll build a cabin. Plant fruits and
vegetables. Catch lizards in traps. Hunt the dinos. They're so dumb they just
stand there and let you shoot them. The laser charges won't ever run out. You
and me, me and you, all alone in the Mesozoic! Like Adam and Eve, we'll be. The
Adam and Eve of the Late Cretaceous. And they can all go to hell back there in
2281."
His fingers are tingling. His throat is dry.
His cheeks blaze with savage adrenal fires. His breath is coming in ragged
gasps. He has never felt anything like this before in his life.
He moistens his lips.
"Well-- "
She miles gently. The pressure eases. "It's a big
decision, I know. Think about it," she says. Her voice is soft now. The wild
zeal of a moment before is gone from it. "How soon before your capsule leaves?"
He glances at his wrist. "Eight, nine more hours."
"Plenty of time to make up your mind."
"Yes. Yes."
Relief
washes over him. She has dizzied him with the overpowering force of her
revelation and the passionate frenzy of her invitation to join her in her escape
from the world they have left behind. He isn't used to such things. He needs
time now, time to absorb, to digest, to ponder. To decide. That he would even
consider such a thing astonishes him. He has known her how long--
an hour, an hour and a half?-- and here he is thinking of giving up
everything for her. Unbelievable. Unbelievable.
Shakily he turns away from her and stares at the
ankylosaurs wallowing in the mud hole just in front of them.
Strange, strange, strange. Gigantic low-slung tubby
things, squat as tanks, covered everywhere by armor. Vaguely triangular,
expanding vastly toward the rear, terminating in armored tails with massive bony
excrescences at the tips, like deadly clubs. Slowly snuffling forward in the
muck, tiny heads down, busily grubbing away at soft green weeds. Jayne jumps
down among them and dances across their armored backs, leaping from one to
another. They don't even seem to notice. She laughs and calls to him. "Come on,"
she says, prancing like a she-devil.
They dance
among the ankylosaurs until the game grows stale. Then she takes him by the hand
and they run onward, through a field of scarlet mosses, down to a small clear
lake fed by a swift-flowing stream. They strip and plunge in, heedless of risk.
Afterward they embrace on the grassy bank. Some vast creature passes by,
momentarily darkening the sky. Mallory doesn't bother even to look up.
Then it is on, on to spy on something with a long
neck and a comic knobby head, and then to watch a pair of angry ceratopsians
butting heads in slow motion, and then to applaud the elegant migration of a
herd of towering duckbills across the horizon. There are dinosaurs everywhere,
everywhere, everywhere, an astounding zoo of them. And the time ticks away.
It's fantastic beyond all comprehension. But even
so--
Give up everything for this? he
wonders.
The chalet in Gstaad, the weekend retreat
aboard the L-5 satellite, the hunting lodge in the veld? The island home in the
Seychelles, the plantation in New Caledonia, the pied-à-terre in the shadow of
the Eiffel Tower?
For this? For a forest full of
nightmare monsters, and a life of daily peril?
Yes.
Yes. Yes. Yes.
He glances toward her. She knows
what's on his mind, and she gives him a sizzling look. Come live with me and
be my love, and we will all the pleasures prove. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.
A beeper goes off on his wrist and his thinko says,
"It is time to return to the capsule. Shall I guide you?"
And suddenly it all collapses into a pile of ashes,
the whole shimmering fantasy perishing in an instant.
"Where are you going?" she calls.
"Back," he says. He whispers the word
hoarsely-- croaks it, in fact.
"Tom!"
"Please. Please."
He
can't bear to look at her. His defeat is total; his shame is cosmic. But he
isn't going to stay here. He isn't. He isn't. He simply isn't. He slinks away,
feeling her burning contemptuous glare drilling holes in his shoulder blades.
The quiet voice of the thinko steadily instructs him, leading him around
pitfalls and obstacles. After a time he looks back and can no longer see her.
On the way back to the capsule he passes a pair of
sauropods mating, a tyrannosaur in full slather, another thing with talons like
scythes, and half a dozen others. The thinko obligingly provides him with their
names, but Mallory doesn't even give them a glance. The brutal fact of his own
inescapable cowardice is the only thing that occupies his mind. She has
had the courage to turn her back on the stagnant overperfect world where they
live, regardless of all danger, whereas he-- he--
"There is the capsule, sir," the thinko says
triumphantly.
Last chance, Mallory.
No. No. No. He can't do it.
He climbs in. Waits.
Something ghastly appears outside, all teeth and
claws, and peers balefully at him through the window. Mallory peers back at it,
nose to nose, hardly caring what happens to him now. The creature takes an
experimental nibble at the capsule. The impervious metal resists. The dinosaur
shrugs and waddles away.
A chime goes off. The Late
Cretaceous turns blurry and disappears.
* *
*
In mid-October,
seven weeks after his return, he is telling the somewhat edited version of his
adventure at a party for the fifteenth time that month when a woman to his left
says, "There's someone in the other room who's just come back from the dinosaur
tour, too."
"Really," says Mallory, without
enthusiasm.
"You and she would love to compare
notes, I'll bet. Wait and I'll get her. Jayne! Jayne, come in here for a
moment!"
Mallory gasps. Color floods his face. His
mind swirls in bewilderment and chagrin. Her eyes are as sparkling and alert as
ever, her hair is a golden cloud.
"But you told
me-- "
"Yes," she says. "I did, didn't
I?"
"Your capsule-- you said it had
gone back-- "
"It was just on the far
side of the ankylosaurs, behind the horsetails. I got to the Cretaceous about
eight hours before you did. I had signed up for a twenty-four-hour tour."
"And you let me believe-- "
"Yes. So I did." She grins at him and says softly,
"It was a lovely fantasy, don't you think?"
He comes
close to her and gives her a cold, hard stare. "What would you have done if I
had let my capsule go back and stranded myself there for the sake of your lovely
fantasy?"
"I don't know," she tells him. "I just
don't know." And she laughs.
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