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THE
REVOLUTIONS
OF
TIME
by
Jonathan Dunn
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Public Domain
Publishing
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Garrettsville, OH 44231
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This book is not a work of
fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are neither products
of the author’s imagination nor are used fictitiously. Any resemblance
to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is not at all
coincidental.
This work is in
the Public Domain
First E-Novel Edition, 2003
A Paperback
Edition is available from:
www.E-Novel.org
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Dedicated to Bernibus,
amicus certus in re incerta cernitur.
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Note to the
Reader:
The manuscript for this book
was found in a weather-beaten stone box on an island in the Pacific
Ocean. Its contents were written in an ancient form of Greek, which was
translated and edited by Jonathan Dunn.
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Table
of Contents:
Title Page
Chapter 1: Past and Present
Chapter 2: Predestined Deja Vu
Chapter 3: Zards and Canitaurs
Chapter 4: Onan, Lord of
the Past
Chapter 5: The Treeway
Chapter 6: The Fiery Lake
Chapter 7: Down to Nunami
Chapter 8: The Temple of Time
Chapter 9: Mutually
Assured Deception
Chapter 10: Devolution
Chapter 11: The Land
Across the Sea
Chapter 12: The White Eagle
Chapter 13: The Big Bang
Chapter 14: Past and Future
About the Author
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- My name is Jehu. Most probably it
sounds foreign and unfamiliar to you, devoid of the qualities of
affection and personality which give character to a name. It is a
harsh name, cold and inhuman, like something out of the night, an
unwelcome intruder into the warmth of familiarity. It inspires no
blissful memories, nor does it kindle fond feelings in the bosom
of the hearer, instead the heart is hardened to it like the
feathers of a duck to water, repulsing it, leaving it to run off
into the ditches and by-ways of the long forgotten past, to
trickle dejectedly into those stagnant ponds where so many words
of wisdom are imprisoned: out of sight, out of mind, out of heart,
out of history. Yet while history is forgotten and misconstrued,
it is repeated, for what is life without water, which nourishes
and sustains it, and what is life without wisdom, which protects
and cultivates it?
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- Jehu is my name, though it
no longer brings the quickened pulse and keen anticipation of
happiness to the hearts of any, not even my own. For what deference
can be given to a name, though not in itself a thing of dishonor,
which represents the failure to derail the evitable fate which
wrecks the race of man again and again. Not that I myself embody
such a failure, nor even that I gave birth to the dreaded fate’s
latest momentum, but as is seen time and again throughout history,
one name is brought to represent the tide of change, for better or
worse, the doer of deeds which were done not by him, but by a mass
of independent doers, yet it is written in the annals of history as
the deeds of but one man.
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- While I had little to do,
consciously, with the doom of the earth, I will always be fingered
as the villain, as the ambitious Napoleon or the barbaric Atilla,
the arrogant Augustus or the fearful Cyrus. Someone has to bear the
burden of shame on the pages of history for the people of his time,
and in that sense, maybe I truly can be called their kinsman
redeemer. Perhaps it is my fate to bear witness to the wrongs of
a people, of which even you are not wholly innocent.
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- And yet can an individual be
blamed for the faults of a society, can personal responsibility be
extended to the members of an unknown multitude? How the enjoined
conscience of one longs to say no, but in good faith it cannot be
said, for in this case the mask of ignorance cannot supersede the
face of guilt. Indeed, ignorance in this case only adds to the shame
of the guilty, this being a crime not of misdeeds but of negligence,
twisted together with the vices of humanity into a thick and sturdy
cord, a rope that cannot be pulled apart and individually examined,
yet must be taken as a whole. Insularly, the strand of ignorance
could be easily snapped, remedied by but a little education, yet
when woven together by one’s own hands with prides and prejudices,
it forms an unbreakable rope, which is placed about our neck to hang
us: through means of our own doing is our fate foretold. If but one
or two of the strands were omitted, the result would be a feeble
rope, easily broken, and we would live. But by our own vices is our
mortality made manifest, by our own wrongs are we wronged.
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- By now you may be beginning
to feel the impulses of indignation arising in your breast, for who
am I, the admittedly despicable Jehu, to group you as my fellow
convicts, my co-conspirators, in a sense? And you are right, for I
am not your judge and neither do I wish to be.
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- Having said that, I now
request of you to put down the book and discontinue reading.
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- “Surely,” you say to
yourself, “He is mentally deranged, for what author in his right
mind would encourage his readers to disperse, what writer does not
thrive on the digestion of his words by an eager audience?”
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- Here I must make a
revelation to you: if my manuscript has indeed been found, then I
have long since been dead; and I assure you that in whatever form my
existence takes in the present, I have little desire for your
intrigue or goodwill. Do you think Melville is consoled in death of
his miserable life by the vainglorious praises of the living? Or do
you think that Poe is comforted by such avid attentions in his
present abode? In truth, Melville’s only rivalry is now within,
and Poe’s only raven that daunting memory of those truths which
had escaped him in life, but which now are opened to you.
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- More importantly, if this
manuscript has been found, it proves that what is contained herein
is the unerring truth. I do not write this to exonerate myself,
however let me say here that I am more the Andre’ than the Arnold,
for I was but the emissary of history, not the traitor to humanity,
and if not me then some other would have filled the void. Let it be
remembered that it was Andre’ who gave his life for his deeds, and
yet it is Andre’ who is recollected with a sweet sorrow, and
though Arnold lived, he had no peace. Yet while history is vivid and
encyclopedic, in itself a living organism, it can speak only through
the mouths of men, who often misrepresent it for their own partisan
and prejudiced plans. It is strong and steadfast, though, and in
time is always victorious over its menial opposition, for what is
history but the past tense of truth, and it is justly said that
veritas numquam perit, truth never dies.
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- Going back to what I said
before, namely that at my manuscript’s discovery my demise will
itself be history: I am assured that such is true, for even now as I
write this my death is near at hand. How wide the abyss of time that
separates us is I cannot tell, but I do know that it is beyond the
reckoning of men, such an unknown barrage of hollow, formless years.
Yet as you read this it is as if I were speaking directly to you,
despite all of the desolation between our times. That is what makes
history an organic being, and by history I mean all of the past, or
all of the future, depending on your viewpoint.
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- A book is a connection
between times and peoples, more so than any other medium. As I put
these words down in writing, it is as if I am imparting my very self
into the pages. And as you read them, the name Jehu slowly forms
into an image, into a personality, and from the empty word Jehu
comes the great well of affection springing from a personal
intimacy. A book is an enigma in which no time exists, and as it is
read it brings the reader into its eternal being, for while it sits
closed on a shelf it is no more than a forgotten memory, yet when it
is opened its contents come to life and its characters and locations
are once more existent in the same state as when they were written,
the story becomes once more reality.
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- While I have long been
deceased, when you read this I am brought to life once more, and
with my rebirth I tell you my story, and make known to you the
truths contained therein. The words of this book are a rune gate, a
portal to the past, and as you read them, your present fades away
and you are drawn into my present, this very moment in which I now
write. Then you connect with me intimately, and for a brief time the
gulf of mortality is transcended and the depths of my being are laid
open to you. We commune together and you eat of my flesh and drink
of my blood, merging your existence with mine.
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- Come to me now, my friend,
come to me across the gulf of mortality, for I await you. Come, and
in your spiritual peregrination meet with me, in this land of the
past which is so foreign and unfamiliar to you, but which will
become for a time your home. Come to me, my friend, and let me tell
you my story.
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- It was in the last stages of sleep that
I began to feel the warm morning sun strike my face, and hear the
pleasant chirping of birds and crickets. I rolled slowly over,
stretched my legs and my back, and stood up, with the last remnants
of a dream playing quietly in my mind. But as I came to my feet and
got a clear view of where I was, I realized it was not a dream that
I had had at all, but something far more sobering. I found myself
somewhere in the center of a very large prairie which covered the
land for many miles around. From the sun’s lowly position on the
eastern horizon, it was evident to me that the new day was just
dawning, casting a golden hue on the grasses that covered the
prairie’s surface.
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- Around the distant outskirts
of the plain I could make out a ring of trees circumventing the
whole, waving almost imperceptibly to and fro in the light breeze
that was blowing. A few miles to the southwest there was a group of
odd looking trees stretching up over the horizon to a considerable
height. They were closer than the outer ring, which kept a uniform
girth around the prairie, but somehow they looked very peculiar and
foreboding, and I got one of those sobering feelings which I like to
call predestined deja vu. What I mean is that I got a sense
of deja vu, but instead of the past converging with the present into
one thought, the present seemed to converge with the future, and the
result was a mysterious foreboding of something, though I couldn’t
tell what. That is the sensation that I had when I saw what I
assumed to be a small grouping of trees somewhere in the
southwestern portion of the savanna, though that was merely a guess,
for in the distance I could only make out several dark forms rising
out of the grassland like trees, or possibly buildings, one of them
being a great deal taller than the others, with a spherical shape on
top that only faintly resembled a tree’s crown. If it was indeed a
tree, it was the largest that I have ever seen, for it looked to be
upwards of 800 feet tall.
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- My mental warning bells were
ringing quite loudly, and I endeavored to silence them by extreme
exertions of the will, but they would not be subdued. I assumed that
they were not at all correct, much like the fearful expectancy some
have while swimming in the ocean, out of sight of all land, of being
attacked by an enormous leviathan of the deep. As unfounded as the
fear is, it places one into a frenzy of dubious thoughts that
inspire equally frantic and anarchist actions. Because of this, I
thought that my ideas were naught but superstitious fancies, yet try
as I might, I could not rid myself of them.
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- Instead, I made up my mind
to set off in the opposite direction, north, and to advance at a
double march until I should reach the woody border, which looked to
present shelter not only from the southern apparitions, but also
from the shielded underworld of the grasses, in which also dwelt the
mysterious sense of fear and predestined deja vu. It was
slightly chilly, but beyond that nothing defaced the temperate
beauty of the day, and even that promised to soon dissipate with the
continual strengthening of the sun’s warmth. As I walked, or
rather, trotted along, it did just that, and in the growing warmth
of the day the sweet fragrances of the many various grasses rose to
the surface, delighting my odor perceiving sensors with their earthy
simplicity.
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- The day marched on, and with
it I, and the distant wall of trees began to slowly grow closer. At
length, I found myself at their edge, at around the noon hour, and
as I came upon the first of them, I leaned against the trunk of a
large, thickset tree for a moment of repose and reflection in its
shade. It was by all appearances an ancient wood, for the line
between it and the prairie was distinct, appearing as if the shrubs
and lesser flora had acquiesced to fate and retreated beyond the
forest’s claimed boundaries, rather than continue for countless
ages to charge and then be pushed back, to gain a foothold only to
be thrown out a year or two later. The trees themselves were mighty
pinions of strength, tall and of great girth, and spread far apart
from one another, leaving wide open spaces between their towering
trunks. A short, soft grass clothed the land that stretched on in
their midst, joined in its solitude by a hearty looking moss that
stretched itself out on the trunks of the trees and on the rocks and
boulders that lay scattered here and there among the open spaces.
Far above, the trees’ great branches spread out a thick canopy,
covering the whole of the forest area in a relaxing and invigorating
twilight, rendering itself homely and quaint. After a few moments of
enjoying that most pleasing scene, I roused and extricated myself
unwillingly from its enchanted depths and set off once more into the
heart of the woods, having no where else to go.
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- After a time, I cannot say
how long, I came upon a small, trickling stream which flowed deeper
into the woods, that direction being northward. A short walk along
its path, after refreshing myself to content with its pure waters,
brought me to its destination: a large lake into which the forest
opened. Its banks were very gradual and the grass of the woodland
led right up to the water’s edge. The surface of the water itself
was smooth and delicate.
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- Amidst the pleasantness of
the scene, there was something missing from the feel of the area:
inhabitants. There was an abundance of wild life of all kinds, and
much organic life as well, but something greater than flora or fauna
was missing: people. I had traveled so far, and without any sighting
of a person. It was a lonely and desolate feeling which prevailed,
despite the abundances of life. Novelties soon grow worthless with
no one to share them with, ideas become meaningless if not
communicated timely, emotions grow boisterous and uncontrollable
with no end to receive them.
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- I was quite alone,
unfortunately, and it dampened my spirits considerably. Feeling
despondent, I turned and walked sullenly from the lake’s edge into
the woodland once more, with no definite purpose in mind, only a
meandering thought of my dismal situation. My thoughts morphed, in
succession, from anxiety to despair, to anger, to frustration, and
in my frustration I knelt down and picked up a fallen branch from
the ground, walked to the nearest tree, and eyed a strange,
protruding knob that stuck out from the trunk. I held the branch at
shoulder’s length and swung it at the knob with all the force of
my built up emotions. It hit with a crash and a hollow thud, leaving
the branch broken and my arm sore, but the knob undamaged.
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- But then something
unexpected happened: with a grating noise, a small hole appeared
part way up the trunk, coming from what looked to be solid wood, for
no sign was seen before of its having an opening. From the newly
opened hole was then thrust out a head, hairy and with a short
snout-like edifice for a nose and mouth. Its eyes and the furry hair
which covered its face were brown, and a few wily whiskers protruded
from its snout. With a look of utter surprise, as if it had not
expected me as much as I had not expected it, it eyed me closely for
a moment and then looked anxiously from side to side and told me to
come in.
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- When those words passed its
lips, or whatever artifice it spoke from, a great weight fell from
my shoulders. After a short moment, quickened by my relief, a door
appeared in the trunk of the tree, its edges previously hidden
behind the thick mosses. Swinging inwards, it opened and revealed
the creature standing there, beckoning me to enter. I did, and the
door shut behind me, leaving me in the darkness of the hollow tree.
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- My eyes quickly
adjusted to the darkness, and once they did I saw that the trunk was
hollowed out to the extent of eight feet in diameter, with two
stairways, one up and another down, filling either corner of the
small entry room in which I found myself. Observing that my vision
was returned enough to see, the strange creature which had greeted
me led me down the descending staircase for a short way, until we
came into a cavern which was delved beneath the roots of the tree.
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- The walls and floor of the
cavern, or more accurately, the sitting room, for such it appeared
to be, were paneled with a thick, heavy wood with an almost
artificially symmetric grain, and the ceiling was done in diagonal
boards of the same. Sitting in the center of the room was a
brick-laid pit in which burned an illuminating fire, and around it
was placed an odd covering frame that caught up the smoke and
channeled it via underground passages to some distant wilderness,
where its sightless remnants would dissipate into the atmosphere
unnoticed. On the near side of the fire was a round table flanked by
four large, comfortable chairs, padded by cushions made from the
same material as the various carpets and tapestries around the room.
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- There were two more of the
strange creatures seated at the table, called Canitaurs as I later
found out, and as they are closely entwined with my story, being
prominent participants, I will describe them in some detail here.
They stood erect like a man, yet were quite contrasted in
appearance. Their skin for one was covered in a thick, impenetrable
coat of hair, much like a dog or a bear’s. Their hands, also, were
less distinct in the fingers, though but slightly, and their limbs
were a little longer and thicker than a man’s. The two most
notable differences, however, were the formation of their shoulders
and chest, which were very pronounced and muscular, and their faces.
The latter’s features were brought to a point in the short snout,
or muzzle, that formed their nose and mouth, taking their chins with
it and leaving a long line from their neck to their chest open.
Humanity prevailed in the rest of their features, though, giving
them the look of a man and canine hybrid.
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- By then I had overcome my
initial perplexion at the sight of the Canitaurs, and I endeavored
to put a strong check over my emotions in order to prevent another
outbreak of panic and to remain cool and candid, come what would.
Yet it was, ironically, the product of my rashness that I had found
their habitation at all. This I successfully did, and as I entered
the room, led by the Canitaur who was on watch, the others stood
politely and greeted me with an apparent intrigue.
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- Our conversation proceeded
at follows:
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- “I am Wagner of the
Canitaurs, my friend,” said the one who appeared to be the leader,
“And these are Taurus and Bernibus,” the latter being the one
who had led me down. “Welcome to Daem.”
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- “I am Jehu,” I told
them, “It is a pleasure to meet you.”
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- “Indeed, and under such
circumstances as well. Tell me, how did you come to be here?”
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- Here I smiled nervously, and
replied, “I am a traveler from a distant land, and came here by
the advice of a friend.”
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- At this somewhat false
answer, more in character than in content, Wagner looked at me
wonderingly, as if detecting my falsehood, but did not follow his
look with any probing questions, to my great relief. In order to
steer the conversation away from this point, I added quickly, “I
am not at all disappointed, either, for the landscape is beautiful
and the trees and foliage are wondrously large, but I was surprised
to find that, from the prairie to the lake, I saw no one living
among these quaint locations.”
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- Wagner looked at me closely,
with a hint of almost reverencing respect and said, “You were very
fortunate in your travels, I assure you, for had you arrived at any
other time, you would have fallen into fouler hands than ours by
far.”
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- “I do not understand what
you mean,” I said.
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- “Of course not, I am
forgetting your new arrival has left you unacquainted with affairs
that I am faced with everyday. Let me explain: we, that is, the
Canitaurs, have been in open hostilities with the other group of
people on this island, the Zards, for as long as we can remember.
They have great military superiority in this section of Daem, and
when we come here we are forced to live in hiding, in outposts such
as this one.”
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- “Why not just make peace?”
I asked.
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- “Because it is our
ideologies that conflict, neither group of us will yield, and the
solution can only be decided by force, military force. It is
fortunate that you have come among us first, for they would have
mistreated you.”
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- “So you have said, though
I do not see why I was not captured by them on my journey through
the plains, if they are as powerful in this quarter as you say,” I
replied.
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- “As I said, the timing of
your arrival was very fortunate,” he said, “At any other time
you would have surely been caught, and then your fate would have
been uncertain, but yesterday was the Zard’s new year, the Kootch
Patah, on which they spend all night in celebrations and
revelries. Because of this, they were all soundly asleep on your
trip through the prairie, very possibly laying at your feet, covered
by the tall grasses.”
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- So my fears were not as
unfounded as I had thought, was my predestined deja vu, then,
real as well? Only time would tell.
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- “I am indeed lucky then,
as you have said, not only in the Zard’s inattentiveness, but also
in finding of your secreted habitation, as well as your friendly
welcoming of me,” I said.
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- “I must confess,” he
chuckled, “It is not merely from a one-sided hospitality that you
are welcomed.”
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- “Indeed?” I said.
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- “Indeed,” he answered,
“For your appearance and the circumstances of your arrival are
almost uncannily the realizations of one of our most ancient
prophesies, one which we have longed to have fulfilled.”
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- “Is that so?” I
rhetorically asked.
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- “Surely it is,” he said
with a smile, though from happiness or humor I could not tell. He
went on soberly, saying: “The prophecy is concerning the kinsman
redeemer, one of the ancients sent by Onan, the Lord of the
Past, to redeem us from the destruction of this polluted world.”
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- “What do you mean by ‘one
of the ancients’?” I interjected questioningly.
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- “Exactly what I said,”
Wagner replied with a light hearted smile, “Let me explain.”
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- But before he could, we were
interrupted by a violent scratching and pounding at the door, along
with some grunting voices which I could not understand. The Canitaur’s
ears, which were quite large, though more erect and postured than
floppy, quickly rose to attention, and they had spent not a moment
listening when they uniformly chorused, “Zards,” in a hoarse
whisper. My earlier fear, then mysterious but now understood,
returned in full force, and my face writhed in horror as I
ejaculated, “Then we are lost.”
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- Wagner turned gravely
towards me and said, “Perhaps, but there is still hope. Come,
follow me,” and rising from his chair he led the way to the
furthest corner of the room. A primitive tapestry was hanging there,
and Wagner lifted it up while Bernibus and Taurus hit two hidden
switches, one being on either extremity of the room, to avoid
discovery. That unlocked the wall behind the tapestry. It opened
along lines previously concealed by the wood’s grain and revealed
a small cubbyhole built into the wall, probably meant for its
present use, concealment. Wagner led us into it and no sooner was
the door, or wall, latched again than the Zards, having broken down
the outside door by brute strength, flooded into the room.
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- We could see them as they
did, for the wall that concealed us had many small holes, and the
tapestry as well, so that on the inside we could see all that
happened in the well lit room, while they could not see us, as there
was no light to reveal us. Indeed, I had been sitting facing the
hidden compartment during our brief dialog and had not detected it
at all. The situation was quite different at that time, though, for
the Zards were actively looking for us, whereas I was merely
glancing occasionally at the wall.
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- Now that they were closer, I
could easily understand their conversation:
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- “Blast it, they aren’t
here,” said one,
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- “Probably deserted the
place after Garlop saw them, he should have kept watch.”
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- “Why? He couldn’t have
stopped a group of them, and they’re too keen to be followed.”
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- “Aye, he did right to
hurry off, but it would be a shame if they escaped,” another
joined.
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- “The King is here though,
and there’s no fooling him.
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- “Hear ye, hear ye,” the
others assented, that being a common phrase among them which was the
equivalent of an ‘I agree’ or ‘Amen’.
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- A larger, more commanding
Zard, whom the others looked in deference to, then came down the
stairs, saying as he entered the room, “Let us not celebrate
prematurely, gentlemen. There is nothing of interest above, so we
will have to search carefully down here.”
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- “Sir, is it true it was a
hairless one he saw?” one asked him.
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- “We are all hairless here,”
he said, laughing with the others, “But yes, it is reported that
Garlop saw one of the ancients, and with his sharp eyes and
knowledge of history, it is assumed to be true. I need not remind
you, then, the need to find them before they are too far away, it is
imperative to the cause that the ancient is not brought to the
hidden fortress of our adversaries.”
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- The Zards then set to work
with great assiduity searching for any clues of the Canitaur’s
whereabouts, examining everything meticulously, yet quickly. They
tore the furniture apart to look for hidden compartments, followed
the smoke pipes through the ground to their outlets, tore off the
floor boards to look for secret passages, and did the same to the
ceiling.
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- Before I continue with my
story, let me pause for a moment to describe to you the appearance
of the Zards, for you are probably curious as to what they look
like.
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- Quite different from the
Canitaurs, they were, in fact, completely hairless, being almost
lizard-like. They stood erect, about the same height as a man, that
is, about six feet or a little over that, and their bodies resembled
those of alligators, with short, thickset legs, stout arms, and a
long body with a tail draping down to the ground, looking like a
giant tongue, though covered, of course, in scales. Their heads were
small, having a little skull on which were the eyes and ears and
with a long snout that, like the Canitaurs’, held their noses,
mouths, and chin. Huge, sharp teeth filled their mouths and gave
them an odd, fiercely sophisticated look. Their hands were thick
with long fingers, and though their overall appearance had an air of
awkwardness about it, they set to their tasks with great dexterity,
though if it was natural or the result of their excited state, I
could not tell. Indeed, I began to grow worried when the Zard who
was removing the walls, to check for holes or tunnels, drew near to
us as he methodically pried off the panels with a metal bar and
looked for anything suspicious.
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- He moved along quickly and
was just about to put the bar to our covering and pull when another
Zard, on the other end of the room, held aloft a piece of paper,
calling the attentions of the others to it. Our almost discoverer
went himself to the other Zard, and we were, for a moment at least,
saved from being exposed. Having read the paper, the taller Zard,
the King, said to the others, “Well done, lads. We have here a map
to the Canitaur’s hidden fortress. Let us go to Nunami, gather
some troops, and surprise them. Today may prove victorious, so let
us hurry.”
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- The others assented and as a
body they went up the stairs and out the door, hurrying forth, it
seemed, to do their dastardly deeds, and in their ardor not leaving
behind even a single one to guard the hideout. Despite our good
fortunes, my spirits were damp, for my sorrow of the Canitaur’s
ill fate was as a wound in my bosom, knowing that I had been the
sole reason for their discovery. What a good kinsman redeemer,
I thought, for my coming may have ended the wars, or put its
completion in motion, yet not in the favor of my hosts.
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- To my chagrin, however, the
Canitaurs, led by Wagner, were buxom, seeming to find great humor in
what had happened. Turning to them in a zealous perplexity, I cried,
“How can you laugh? You may have escaped, but your brethren are
doomed, and you yourselves will not last long around enemies without
the protection of the other Canitaurs.”
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- But my rebuke only seemed to
make their laughter and mirth more hearty, and they raged on without
ceasing for a time. After a while, when they were reduced to a
smiling remnant of their former pleasure, Wagner turned gravely
towards me and said, “Forgive me, Jehu, for not explaining it to
you. You are right to chastise us, but the situation is not as you
seem to think it, for the map they found was a fake, and will lead
them to nowhere of importance, while we affect our escape. We are
lucky that they left no guard, but come, let us not tempt fate and
remain any longer in this compromised outpost, to the fortress we
go!”
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- He finished and met with the
approbations of the others, and accordingly, we exited the cubby
hole and made our way through the rummaged room, up the stairs, and
out of the tree. It was now early evening, and the temperance of
twilight, with its soft and mellow splendors, only increased the
pleasantness of the area. A slight breeze prevailed and rustled the
leaves and boughs of the giant trees just enough to render it
pacifying and comforting. Being quickened by the breeze, the lake
danced on in its earlier smoothness, only in a faster tempo,
improving the ruggedness of the watery wrinkles. The last visiting
rays from the sun were congregated on the eastern shores, saying
their good-byes to the glowing trees, and giving their parting
respects before being whisked away to their native lands of fire, to
come again in great numbers on the morrow.
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- We set off around the lake,
making our way northward towards the rugged mountains rising before
us in a grand show of might. Wagner and Taurus walked before and
behind us, respectively, Wagner leading the way and Taurus erasing
the marks of our passing, and both watching for any signs of ambush.
Bernibus walked abreast of myself, keeping me in pleasant company,
for he was a very enjoyable companion.
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- During our walk, Bernibus
and I had an insightful conversation, of which I will relate to you
the following, as you may find it interesting:
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- “Tell me,” I said to
him, “You seem to be a jovial people, despite the war that you
find yourselves in, but are all of your people of the same attitude?”
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- “Very nearly, yes,” he
replied, “For though we do not wish war, the principles at stake
here are important enough for us to sacrifice an easy life for them.
We’ve grown used to it, everything is done in such a way as to
promote secrecy and stealth, those being our main advantages in the
conflict. Out of hundreds of outposts like the one we were just in,
for example, only four others have ever been discovered, and the
Zards still have no clue where our fortress is.” This he said in a
boastful manner, but as he did a faint spirit of sorrow spread
across his face for an instant, as if in memory of one of the raids
of previous times.
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- “That explains their
rapture when they found the false map,” I returned, “But I must
admit that I am still ignorant of the cause of the wars. It was said
that it was conflicting ideologies, yet that is self-evident, as all
conflict is at heart just that. I don’t mean, either, the actions
that caused the most recent inflammation, but what exactly your
conflicting ideologies are? What is it that keeps you from harmony?”
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- “You have a knack for hard
questions,” he said with a smile. Then he paused for a moment to
collect his thoughts. At length, he continued, “The Canitaurs have
a profound respect for all that has gone before us, we honor the
traditions of our ancestors and revere their beliefs and their ideas
of truth. The past, in the guise of history, is the key to the
future, we believe, and we hold strictly to the worship of Onan, the
Lord of the Past,” at this my attention was perked. He continued,
“Our adherence to the ways of our ancestors is based on the idea
that what has continued throughout the ages has continued because it
is right, that it has remained steadfast because it is based on the
immovable foundations of reality. We follow Onan because he is real,
because the past has existed, and it is certain that it will
continue to exist, and because that existence dictates the operation
of the present. Although we may seem ritualistic and entrenched in
tradition to the outside observer, we enjoy the comforts of knowing
that we are on a well tread path, that we are not alone in time but
in company with our forebears. We are called the Pastites because of
our beliefs, because of our tradition based lives that instill in us
a reliance on history, on the events of the past as a light by which
to guide our own actions, as a road paved by the flesh and blood of
our forefathers which leads to happiness and peace.”
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- Bernibus paused for another
moment, as if in contemplation once again, before he continued,
saying, “The Zards are followers of the future, or Futurists as
they are called. They believe that the past is just that, the past:
the ignorant and selfish times of the unenlightened who were too
shrouded by prejudices to understand the world clearly. Instead they
place their faith in the scientific and philosophical ideas of the
day, believing that while history and the past were delegated to the
control of the unsophisticated whose ways were superstitious and
outdated, the present contains truth in its pure form. Reform and
revolution are their watchwords, for they tinker with the very
foundations of society and life in an attempt to cultivate it. Zimri
is their Lord, of the Future, and they follow him loosely, for he
doesn’t require the strict adhesion that Onan does, which suits
their independent and relaxed world view very well.”
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- He went on, in summary, “In
a word, the Pastites believe that history, the reality of the past,
governs the present and the future, while the Futurists believe that
the future defines the present and the past.”
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- “I begin to see the
differences,” I replied in a humble, questioning manner, “And
yet they seem to me to be passive, secondary differences, the kind
that result in a conflict of subtle disagreements here and there,
argued over dessert like tariffs or taxes, not at all violent. How
is it that they take such a prominent role in everyday life that
they can only be resolved by force? What is it that takes it from
the fireside to the battlefield?”
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- Here I was slightly taken
aback by the expression on Bernibus’ face, it was one of surprise
mingled with apprehension and questioning. He said, “Then you do
not know?”
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- “Know what?”
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- He laughed, “I take it you
do not.” Becoming solemn again, he continued, “Our land, Daem is
on the edge of ruin, and has been for all of my life and those of
many generations before me. About 530 years ago there was a great
war on earth, one in which no restraint was used, no mutually
assured destruction, for nuclear weapons came into the hands of
those who cared not for any life, not even their own. Tensions were
high for a decade, and in the following segregation, the peoples of
the earth lost their personal connection with their enemies, and, as
always happens, ceased to view them as equals, but instead as evil
ones bent on their destruction. Things came to such a crisis that at
last a little flame was lit and it grew and grew until it became a
full scale nuclear war. The destruction was total: no one was
exempt, as almost everything, and everyone, was destroyed. The only
surviving place was this island, which is the sole habitat of the
delcator beetle, a small insect that digests nuclear waste and
neutralizes it. The first few decades were horrible, before the
atmosphere recovered enough to return to normal, and in that time
things mutated and grew gigantic. The trees and foliage, as you see,
are an example of this, even the redwood trees of old were nothing
compared to the trees of Daem. And the Zards and Canitaurs grew and
changed as well, and, as we lived on either ends of the island, as
we do now, our forms morphed into the separate forms that they now
take.
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- “And that is where our
conflict turned violent,” he continued, “For it is our desire,
on both sides, to return the earth to its previous state. The
Pastites want to return through time and stop the destruction before
it happens, because we believe that the past is what must be changed
in order to change the present and future. It is the actions of the
past that brought about the present woes, and it is they that must
be undone. For their part, the Futurists want to change the present
through the future, to go into the future and bring back its
completion, in the form of restored RNA cells, which is congruent
with their belief that the past is the past and all that matters is
that which is yet to come, that which still has the hope of
existence.”
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- I looked at him as he
finished and said, “But, why not do both. Wouldn’t that be more
effective than fighting each other? How can continued destruction
revert previous destruction inflicted in the same manner? Could not
both ideas be tried?”
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- “If only they could,” he
replied. “It goes back to Onan and Zimri, you see, for we
ourselves cannot do such things, but the gods whom we follow can.
Shortly after the worldwide destruction, we, meaning both the Zards
and the Canitaurs, received the prophesy of the kinsman redeemer,
who would be sent to help us change the earth to its former majesty.
He was to be one from the time right before the beginning of the
final firefight, one of the ancients who still kept the pure human
form. Our hostilities broke out in an attempt to control the entire
island, so that when he should come, the dominant force would have
him. Each side was convinced that theirs was the right way, the only
way through which the end of restoring the earth’s ecosystem could
be reached. You are the kinsman redeemer, Jehu, for you fit
the prophecy perfectly, and I am glad that you have fallen in with
us.”
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- After his discourse,
Bernibus fell into a silent meditation, as did I, and the rest of
our walk through the now dark wilderness was one of silence and
solitude. Given the cessation of action in my narrative, I will take
this opportunity to describe the circumstances of my arrival on the
island of Daem, about which you are no doubt wondering.
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- Not wishing to delve
too far into my past or relate what would be mundane and
disconnected with my story, I will summarize with brevity what my
situation was. I was a military man, an Air force pilot to be exact,
and was on active duty patrolling the no-fly zones off the coast of
China, it being, at that time, an area of very high tensions. The
situation was grim, as any small incident promised to set the
pendulums of war into motion, but the worst had subsided, and things
were beginning to look as if that incendiary incident wouldn’t
come after all. The main part of my story begins on a cloudy night
of what was to me just a few weeks back, though it seems like many
ages ago now, and indeed, it was.
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- I was flying over an area
that was littered with small volcanic islands, the type that rise
above or fall below sea level continually, so that what one year is
above water is later below. Some of them have even been known to
only rise above the waves for a short time, and then vanish from the
sea completely, worn down by wind and waves. The night was murky,
and the air was thick with water and dust, the result being that
there was no natural light whatsoever, and any artificial light that
could be mustered was largely reduced to nothing, visibility being
no more than twenty feet.
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- The wind was calm and the
flying, though strenuous from lack of sight, was without turbulence.
I was doing well, until out of nowhere I heard a loud crack of
thunder, followed by a bolt of lightning that hit the plane. At once
I lost all of the instruments, excepting the actual control of the
plane in manual, meaning that the radar and all the guidance systems
were crippled, and I could see nothing. Not knowing what to do, and
not being able to radio for help, I pulled down and slowed until I
was just barely remaining airborne, and began looking for an island
to land on.
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- Once below 200 feet, the
clouds gave way and I saw an island. I aimed for it and slowed more,
preparing to land on it. I did, though just barely, for it was
extremely small, being one of those inconsistent volcanic islands.
Getting out of the plane, I was greeted by a strong blast of wind
that was dripping water from its cold grip, and I was instantly
chilled to the bone. There was nothing on the island at all, except
for the hole in its center, from which, no doubt, came the lava that
had formed it. It was on a slightly elevated hill, and looked as if
it had not erupted for many thousands of years. With nothing to do
at that moment except to get an idea of the island that I had landed
on, I walked over to it and knelt down beside it, peering blankly
into its depths. It seemed to be absolutely devoid of light, and, as
often happens, its darkness was mysterious to me, for I wondered
what lay hidden in it, and my curiosity got the better of my common
sense. I leaned slowly forward. Then, as I did so, I heard a loud
and terrible voice, personified in the crashing of the waves and the
moaning of the wind, and it said in a monotonous and unending
refrain, “Enter.” Nothing more nor less than the continual
repetition of that word. This alarmed me, and as I did not want to
do that, I began to stand upright and back away from it, to return
to my plane. But as I raised my knee from the ground in order to
stand, my other knee slipped under the increased pressure, and in
the ensuing instability, I completely lost my balance and fell
forward into the hole.
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- There are certain events in
our lives that change the whole course of our existence, and falling
forward into the hole was one for me. Its immediate effects weren’t
injurious to me at all, but it matured with time, like a good wine,
and grew until it overcame me, starting the chain of events which
would result in my demise. Yet not only mine, but that of everyone.
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- Let me continue, though, and
I will explain what I mean and not confuse you more. I landed with a
thud on a pile of soft dirt some twenty feet down, in a dark place
which seemed open, not cavernous and cramped as I would have
expected. My eyes adjusted to the darkness, and as they did, I
realized it was not now totally lightless, for there was a faint
glow coming from somewhere in the distance. Looking up through the
passage I had come down, I saw that there was no way to climb up it,
and, accordingly, set off to find the source of the faint light that
came from the distance. After walking cautiously through the
darkness, I reached a curve and then a tunnel-like exit to the
spacious cavern that I was in, and as I turned it I saw the source
of the light: lava flows. The room, or area, I had entered was
rather thin and round, with a river of lava flowing downwards and a
small ledge of rock winding along its edge. Together they descended
spirally downwards at a gentle angle, taking the form of an
intelligently designed ramp. As I followed it down I soon broke out
in a sweat, for the gurgling, fiery plasma heated the area up to a
warm degree.
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- I found myself looking
intently at the flowing fire beside which I walked, its strangeness
stealing my meditations from other things, and I looked at it
absorbingly, not paying attention to the path that I walked on, so
entranced was I with the feeling that its boiling character gave to
me.
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- As I walked along the lava
preoccupied with my meditations and not paying conscious attention
to the path, my subconscious was carefully monitoring my way, and
when once my eyes glanced upward, I quickly saw that my surroundings
had changed. The narrow, spiral descending tunnel had given way to a
very cavernous area where the lava flow formed a large lake of fire.
A domed ceiling crowned this great room, though not exact and
polished, having instead a rough appearance as it stretched from
wall to wall, a semi-chasm of a hundred yards, more or less, with
its uppermost height being not less than twenty yards. On the far
walls were two lava falls, trickling from raised tunnels in the wall
into the body of lava, which covered the whole bottom of the room.
There was a platform that sat in the middle of the fiery lake,
connected to the tunnel I had come from by a walkway of stone. This
room was different than the other two, also, in its fashion, for
while the previous had vague evidences of intelligent design, this
one was very obviously artificially decorated. The walkway above
mentioned was of ornate stone with an intricate design of circles,
squares, and triangles carved into it, and on each corner of the
center stage was a long pillar that reached from floor to ceiling,
each carved like a totem pole, with a variety of animals and shapes
stacked upon one another. The dome was done ornately as well, for I
saw as I walked further into the room that what I had thought had
been imperfections in the dome proved to be an elaborate three
dimensional sculpture that stuck out from the ceiling, depicting an
intricate scene of figures and telling a story of some great saga of
war and peace, pride and prejudice, love and hate, faith and
betrayal, all combined to make the greatest mural: history, the
story of time itself.
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- As I looked in awe upon its
beauty, I was startled by a voice coming from an unseen figure
somewhere on the center platform. It said, “Jehu, you have come at
last. Welcome.”
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- The voice was very gentle
and pleasing to the ears, slowly and confidently spoken,
meticulously articulated. I looked around in its direction and saw a
short, elderly gnome with a long white beard reaching to his chest
and a short crop of hair on his oblong head, which was outfitted
with a sharp, angular nose, a pair of sparkling eyes, and two
protruding ears. He was no more than four feet tall, and no less
than three, with a dignified poise to him, and was dressed in a dark
robe with a black and gold design on it. We looked at each other for
a moment, he smiling pleasantly and me expressionless, for though I
felt that I should be surprised, or at least bewildered, at the
sight of a gnome in an underground cavern, I was not, it was as if I
had almost been expecting it to happen, as if in the back of my mind
I had already been there and done that. Perhaps it was only a case
of predestined deja vu, or maybe it was something less
tangible. Either way, the gnome then broke the silence again,
saying:
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- “Let me introduce myself,
Jehu. I am Onan, the Lord of the Past, and these are the Chambers of
History.”
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- He then paused for a moment,
waiting for my reaction, which was, again, not too much surprised,
but rather complacent, though I didn’t look bored or snobbish, as
is sometimes the case in that situation. Instead I became as genial
as possible, realizing that whatever force was behind this, it was
greater than I.
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- “Hello, Onan, it is
pleasure to meet you,” I said, advancing with a proffered hand
extended towards him, which I realized belatedly made me appear
oafish, but he took it good naturedly, and with his pleasantness
eliminated my unease at shaking the hand of one half my size. He
then beckoned for me to follow him, and turned and walked to the
center of the platform, where he unexpectedly laid down on his back,
facing the muraled dome. I did the same, somewhat hesitantly, though
I found it to be quite comfortable once I was down. He saw my
sluggishness and by way of explanation said to me:
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- “Do not be troubled, my
dear Jehu, for we lie on our backs to bring about clarity of mind.”
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- Then he continued speaking,
calling my attention to the sculptured dome:
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- “That is history,” he
said.
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- “What do you mean,” I
asked, “I’ve always viewed history as an organic being,
constantly growing as it devours the present.”
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- “It is an organic being,”
he replied, “A monstrous beast of sorts. But that (meaning the
mural on the dome), my friend, is the genetics of history, its code
that dictates what it is and what it will become, the master plan.”
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- Allow me to take a moment to
describe the mural for you. Firstly, its form: it was spread out
across the dome like the painted ceiling of the Sistine Chapel, its
whole being a broad, harmonious picture that complimented itself,
telling a story throughout its united branches. It was much more
than a painting, though, because it stood out from the dome like a
group of completely independent sculptures, but placed so as to tell
the combined story with a sort of native ease, not stressed or
artificial, yet seeming as natural and beautiful as water in its
flowing grace. Now I will endeavor to describe its content, though I
realize that in this case the picture must be worth many millions of
words.
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- The center of the mural was
its beginning, and there a man was standing proudly upright, dressed
in splendid clothes of fine linens. He held in his hand a
magnificent cup of gold with a row each of diamonds, rubies,
sapphires, and pearls running along its breadth. It contained a dark
red liquid, which appeared to be boiling, and the man was holding it
out to a fierce lion whose shoulders were four feet across and whose
mouth was like a cavern, with stalactites and stalagmites of the
most terrifying nature. With an evil glare in its eyes toward the
man, the lion drank thirstily from the cup. Around the man and the
lion there was a ring of blazing fire, leaping out of the dome like
great pillars of flame, entrapping them within its narrow circle. On
the outside of the fire was a group of mighty lizards and beasts,
the smallest of which was larger than several elephants. Their whole
attention was paid to a great fight in which they were engaged, yet
their foe was naught but the reflections of themselves on the great
sea which surrounded the island that held these strange sights.
Several of them were dead or severely wounded at having been
accidentally mauled by their fighting brethren. Across the ocean
from the island there was another landmass, whose far edges were not
in sight. On it were many ape-men bowing down in worship of a
gigantic White Eagle which was soaring far above them with a
multitude of lords and ladies gripped in its massive talons. The
lords were dressed in silken robes and adorned with many pieces of
fine jewelry, and the ladies were clothed in skirts of crimson; both
groups had upon their faces looks of pleasure, and contempt towards
those far below them.
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- Onan continued speaking, “You
see, Jehu, the whole of history, both that now written and that yet
to come, is planned, executed according to its own power, for the
course of time is marked as clearly as the tides: by its own coming
and going it is revealed. Revealed, however, only in an abstract and
undefined manner, so that while its marks are clearly seen, it is
only by special revelations that it is shown in a comprehensive and
detailed light. And that is why I have summoned you here, my dear
Jehu, for you are the chosen one, summoned to help me.”
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- I was skeptical and asked
him, “You summoned me? But how, I was to forced to crash land on
the island by the weather, and accidentally fell into the volcano’s
mouth. It was by my own freewill decisions that the circumstances of
my arrival here were fulfilled.”
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- Onan laughed quietly and
said, “History is not an unstoppable machine, allied with fate to
control the destiny of all things past and future, nor does it
nullify the power of man’s freewill, yet the force that acts upon
the minds of men to form them is history itself. You see, men are
not the opponents of history and fate, for they do not impede its
progress with their freewill decisions, instead they are its
minions, its slaves, building up its strength and carrying out its
dictates by its influence, so that they become history as they serve
it, adding to its organism their own consciouses. While you were
brought to these Chambers by circumstances of your own choosing,
your desires in choosing those circumstances were dictated by the
experiences of the past. But never mind how I summoned you, for you
are here now.”
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- “Very well,” I said, not
wishing to disagree with the Lord of the Past. Still, I was in a
stubborn frame of mind, and asked, “But if the past is as powerful
as you construe it to be, then why does the Lord of the Past need
the help of a mere mortal like myself? Or do you mean you need a
more direct agent than those you control only by influence?”
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- “Something like that,”
he answered. “You see, there was a great disaster once, which was
blamed on me, and in order to atone for it, I promised to send a kinsman
redeemer before anything so devastating happened again, and I
believe you are the perfect choice.”
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- “What devastating event
hasn’t been blamed on the past in one form or another?” I said,
“But why not just go yourself?”
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- “It is against the rules,”
Onan told me.
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- “How typical.”
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- “Yes, indeed, I sometimes
wonder what good it is to be a god if you can’t do anything
yourself,” he said with a sigh.
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- “What do you want me to do
there, then?”
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- “I cannot tell you,
unfortunately.”
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- “Against the rules?” I
asked.
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- “Very much so. All that I
can do is send an agent with a slight understanding of the situation
of history and physical existence to the people, but he must make
the judgments of how to proceed all on his own. If I did tell you,
it wouldn’t be much different than going myself, and then there
would be no human resolution to human problems.”
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- “Our lives serve as a
spectator sport to the gods, then?” I inquired of him.
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- “I am afraid not,” he
said, “It is much more serious than that. The Greeks were not all
wrong, you know.”
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- “Who else, I wonder.”
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- “Not many,” he sighed,
“But tell me, are you ready?”
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- “As I’ll ever be.”
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- “Then I will begin. The
understanding of life begins with the understanding of physical
existence,” Onan said, “And by physical existence I mean the
quality of being materially animated. Not to confuse it with
consciousness, which is the ability to think and reason, it is
rather the realm in which one has substance and continuity. I will
call the elements of physical being time and matter, those words
representing widely known concepts. Matter provides the raw
substance and time gives those lifeless objects a plane of being to
exist in. Without time, matter can do nothing except sit in a
sterile state, in a vacuum in which nothing could occur; and without
matter, time would flow, but nothing would move with it. Thus, the
basis of physical existence is time and matter, each being useless
separately, yet together being the perfect combination of a tangible
object and the fluid, forward movement to animate it. Imagine it as
a three-dimensional painting, matter given depth by time.”
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- “Not so complicated,” I
said cheerfully.
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- “Not yet, you mean,” he
laughed.
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- “Exactly, tell me more.”
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- “Not just yet, Jehu. First
you must help me.”
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- “The time to begin has
come then?” I asked.
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- “Yes, you must go now,”
he said, “And remember, I’ll be watching. Good-bye.”
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- And with that, not even
standing up, Onan put me into a deep state of comatose and sent me
through time to the unknown lands and people whom I was to deliver.
I awoke, as you will remember, in the center of the savanna. Now
that you know the circumstances of my arrival on Daem, I will go
back to where I was before: on the way to the Canitaur’s hidden
fortress.
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- I was walking in
silence through the rugged forests of northern Daem alongside
Bernibus the Canitaur, with his fellows Wagner and Taurus before and
behind us, respectively, the former leading the way, the latter
covering our tracks, and both on the lookout for an ambush. An
entire lifetime of guerrilla warfare and privations of all kinds had
instilled in the Canitaurs a strong and prevailing sense of caution,
which sometimes rendered their lighthearted and almost spiritually
frivolous nature to the casual observer a dense, deceiving demeanor
used to conceal their true selves. But that was not the case, I
believe, for they were, or at least Bernibus was, truly amorous in
personality.
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- The sky was then in its
deepest dark, and in the few breaks in the canopy above large enough
to be seen through, there were few celestial lights to illuminate
the depths of that mountainous forest. The forest itself sprawled
like a great metropolis along the lands above the large central lake
of Daem, Lake Umquam Renatusum, which was close beside the
Canitaur outpost where we had narrowly escaped discovery and
capture. However deficient in sight the forest was, it was abounding
with sounds, everything from the call of the owl to groan of the
bull frog, it was as if the whole of the forest had congregated
about us, drawn to us by some unknown scent of interest and
intrigue.
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- Continuing on for some time
in the same way, I found myself growing weary, nodding my head
slowly towards the oblivion of sleep, until I was brought to an
instant liveliness by Wagner’s announcement that we had reached
our destination. I looked around carefully, yet I saw nothing at all
to indicate the entrance to a large, covert military establishment,
much to my companions delight. Their whimsical sense of humor
surfaced once again as they laughed with seemingly infinite
pleasure, both at my wondering expression and with a sense of
satisfaction at their own cleverness. After the outburst had been
subdued and a certain level of solemnity had been reached, Wagner
approached the nearest tree and knocked on it with a rhythmic
rut-tut-tut.
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- Expecting their old trick to
be replayed, I waited for the tree to open, but to my surprise, it
didn’t, instead a strong rope ladder dropped down from a tree
several yards to the east. This we climbed, and I found that I had
been mistaken as to the height of the ancient wooden towers, for
they proved to be even loftier in dimensions than I had imagined.
Accordingly, it took us a good five minutes to reach its top at a
quick and steady pace, and all through the climb I was terrified at
the long drop, from which the ladder offered no protections. Yet I
made it to the top safely, and found that there was a large platform
built securely among its upper branches, with enough room to hold a
few dozen persons, and there was even comfortable seating in the
center. There were four guards stationed on the platform, each
equipped with a long bow and a quiver of metal tipped arrows, and
though they were hardly visible through the dim light emitted from
the covered lantern that lit the platform, I could see them quietly
conversing with Wagner and Taurus while Bernibus and myself reposed
on the seats provided for that very purpose.
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- They conversed for awhile,
though I could not hear them, nor could I see them well enough to
judge their facial expressions, but Bernibus waylaid any anxious
thoughts I had with his encouraging tone, and also by giving me a
drought of ale and a loaf of bread to overcome my fatigue and
hunger, both of which I quickly consumed. He gave me more bread, but
wouldn’t allow me another glass of ale, for safety’s sake. At
first I thought he deemed me easily overcome by spirits, but I soon
discovered his reasons and thanked him.
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- Wagner returned from the
guards and, finding that we were ready to proceed, led us to the far
corner of the platform, where we were joined by Taurus. We then set
off on a road that ran above the lower levels of the canopy, made
from jointed platforms that were attached to the massive limbs of
the trees, meeting the branches of the next tree half way across,
forming a continuous, snaking path far above the ground. Traveling
on those paths we made our way criss-crossingly to the west. The
walking was no more difficult than on the ground, for the boards
were firmly secured to the great branches, which were at least five
or six feet wide, and there were short rails as well.
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- After no more than half an
hour of travel on the ‘Treeway’, we reached another large
platform in the center of a great tree which was very much like the
first one, excepting that the trunk of the tree came up through its
center and there was a door leading into the trunk. There were eight
guards on this platform, but they let us pass without more than a
friendly gesture, their scouts having, no doubt, seen us long before
and ascertained our identity and intentions. They seemed to have
been expecting the return of Wagner’s group, though the addition
of me they appeared to eye curiously.
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- Wagner led us directly to
the door, which opened into a set of circular stairs that wound down
the inside of the tree like the insides of an old world lighthouse
tower. The stairs descended further than the tree ascended, wrapping
around almost infinitely, at least to my wearied senses, which were
depleted of vividness by the treacherous toils of the proceeding
day. Down, down, down went the stairs, until at length we reached
the bottom and found ourselves in a cave, the stairs ending in a
small foyer area which opened out into the cave, it being delved
into the bedrock layer, indicating that we had indeed passed below
the surface on our descent. The passage was really a narrow defile
with high walls on either side, impenetrable due to the fact that
they were the foundations of the earth above. It stretched on for a
ways, its whole length commanded by little, turret like stations
which stuck out from the upper wall, in which were stationed groups
of archers, and though they now stood in a solemn, dignified manner,
any opposition that attempted to force a way through would have been
decimated. Yet they stood at attention and made no noise or movement
at our passing, instead being the essence of well disciplined
soldiery.
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- This narrow chasm led onward
for about three hundred yards, the walls stretching upwards in such
a fashion that it brought to mind images of Moses crossing the Red
Sea, with great walls of water suspended in air on either side,
ready at any moment to come crashing down upon them, their lives in
the hands of another. So did I then feel, the Canitaur guards being
able to slay me on the slightest whim of fancy that struck their
minds into a sadistic mood. Yet I was not afraid, instead I was
overcome by a feeling of relaxation, where all cares and worries are
given up as frivolous burdens, not necessary and not helpful, being,
in fact, harmful to the mind.
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- The defile, or narrow
passage, led to a great abyss, crossable only by a drawbridge
controlled on the other side, which was at this time lowered and
ready for us to cross, which we did, accompanied by four honor
guards who were dressed in all the pomp and pleasantry known by the
Canitaurs. It was a custom among them to greet newcomers with an
honor guard which escorted them to the body of dignitaries and
aristocrats that would be waiting to welcome them in style. This was
done for us, and we were led into the fortress’ great room, which
was used for discussions and debates, via another winding stairway
that took us even further below the surface. It was a splendid room,
equipped with all kinds of luxuries and embellishments and spreading
out like a quarter circle around a central stage with a podium upon
it. Seats were arranged in arching rows, with a sort of cluster of
seats around a wooden desk being allotted to each of the members of
the council and his aide de camps; there were two hundred such
clusters. Sitting there like they had been woken from sleep to
attend to us were the delegates, looking tired and untidy, a rare
state for a Canitaur to be in, with their clothes ruffled, their
hair uncombed, and their eyes glazed with a discordant state of
mind.
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- Wagner, who turned out to be
a high official among them, led me to the top of the stage where the
podium was, with a sofa, desk, and several chairs behind it,
concealed from the council by the raised floor and walls that formed
the base of the podium, creating a small, private anteroom for those
at the podium. I laid myself down tiredly on the sofa to rest while
Wagner took the stage and began to speak.
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- “Friends, comrades,
associates,” he said to the council, “I thank you for neglecting
your beds at this late hour to join with us here in the Hall of
Meeting, for there is something very important to be shared. You are
all no doubt familiar with the ancient prophecy of the Externus
Miraculum: long ago it was told that in our extreme need, when
hope no longer exists in the hearts of many, an ancient would be
sent by Onan our lord to redeem and deliver us from the evils of
this world, for as our doom was wrought in their times, so would our
hope originate. The past cannot be changed except by those who first
made it, and our present is dictated by the happenings of the past,
so that for a better future the past must be changed, and only then
will we be freed from the burdens of history.”
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- He continued, “We have
therefore long awaited the arrival of our kinsman redeemer,
who will change the past and prevent the cause of our current woes
from happening, for without its roots, what evil can grow and
flourish? Our redeemer was to come on the Kootch Patah, when
our adversaries the Zards are not watchful, being drunk with
celebrations at the turning of the year. Myself, Taurus and Bernibus
went to the shores of Lake Umquam Renatusum, as is our
custom, to watch for the coming of the promised one, and this time
we were not disappointed, for he came to us, even as the prophecy
says, as we sat hidden in the living tower. Seen by the Zards, we
were almost discovered, until the promise of the hidden fortress
drew them away, even as the prophecy says. And now we are here,
delegates of the Canitaurian people, safely within our fortress with
our kinsman redeemer, so what shall be done? Let us decide.”
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- At this point he cast a
glance towards me, as if desiring me to speak before the council,
but I was in the last throes of wakefulness, where sleep has crept
so far upon you that arrival in the land of dreams is only a matter
of moments, and wakefulness is not desired, nor is anything else. I
looked at him with my eyes glazed with that sweet, savory taste of
sleep, and though I was conscious, I was not in control, only an
audience to actions of my subconscious whims, and even that passed
beyond my reach as my eyes fell shut, isolating me in the realm
where worldly concerns mean nothing. And so I was when my exhaustion
overtook me, leaving me sound asleep on the sofa behind the podium.
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- When I woke I was no
longer in that room but in another, a small homely room where I was
laid on a bed, the room being located, as I found out later, not too
far from the Hall of Meeting. Though the depth of the fortress
prevented me from knowing the time, it felt to be early afternoon by
that strange internal clock that so seldom errs. It was correct, as
usual. There was a quaint fireplace on the far wall of the room with
a small, unadorned and unpretentious mantle, decorated like the rest
of the fortress in a practical and experienced way, finding just the
right flavor between the ornate, the practical, and the quaint, and
avoiding all the while the clutter brought by superfluous material
possessions. A table in the center of the room was furnished with a
steaming meal, beside which sat my new friend Bernibus, smiling on
me with a benevolent and almost paternal affection.
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- “Good morning, Jehu,” he
said, “Or should I say afternoon, for the morning has quite passed
by already.”
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- “Yes, and it has left in
me a great appetite, my good man.”
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- “As is shown clearly in
your eyes,” he jested, “Come and eat.”
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- Needing no further urging, I
leapt from my bed, sat down across from him at the table, and began
partaking greedily of the hearty breakfast of hash browns and
pancakes, which were pleasing to my mouth and stomach, for the
tastes in food are controlled more by the condition of the body than
by the time of day. When I had satisfied my needs, we reclined in
our chairs and began conversing:
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- “Tell me,” I said, “Did
my untimely slumber yester eve cause any irritated prides?”
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- “Quite to the contrary,
the council was well humored and followed your lead to their bed
chambers.”
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- “I am relieved to hear it,
for I was anxious of appearing lax in ardor or animation.”
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- “Not so, my friend, you
are quite exonerated from doubtful thoughts. There is a session
planned for this evening though, so may yet feel yourself put on
trial.”
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- “Unfortunate,” said I,
“But surely they can mean no harm, am I not the kinsman
redeemer, after all?”
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- “Yes, you are,” Bernibus
said with a look of subdued apprehension, “We have an end in view,
though the means are as yet not wholly decided. It is a complicated
situation.”
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- I smiled softly, “So is
always the case.”
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- “In truth it is: time
reveals all things yet do all things reveal time?”
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- “What do you mean?” I
asked him.
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- “Our situation is
complicated by differing views of time, and I was wondering aloud if
history and the present reality disclose the truth about time in the
same way that time reveals the truth of the present. If our way were
more illuminated, the journey would be easier.”
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- “Perhaps that is why men
look to the well lit paths of history, or to the dim conjectures of
the future rather than the dark, yet detailed ways of present.”
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- “Perhaps,” he said, “But
the present is so fleeting that it holds little intrigue”
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- “Even so, it is the stage,
not still waiting behind the curtain, nor already performed.”
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- “Yet the past controls by
influences and prejudices, justified or not, and it will doubtless
be the view of the council that the past must be redone, that the
problems be addressed at the source,” Bernibus replied.
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- “I am still in the dark
about all your inferences,” I said.
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- “My apologies, I forget
myself. But let us not dwell on subjects which may become quite
exhausted in the near future, for better or worse,” he told me.
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- “Fair enough,” I
returned, acceding to the subject change, and jumping on the
opportunity to steer it in a different direction, “I know little
of you, Bernibus, so tell me all.”
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- “There isn’t much to
tell,” he coyly responded.
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- “Nonsense, Bernibus, tell
me or I shall get very angry,” I jested, imitating some
mythological god’s wrath.
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- He smiled discreetly and
yielded to my request, “Very well, I will tell you. I was born in
the year 490 D.V. (that is, Durante Vita), to a poor couple from the
northernmost pier of Daem, the Gog.”
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- “Wait a moment, Bernibus,”
I interrupted, “I didn’t mean in that fashion, for when I say I
know little of you, it is because I literally know little of ‘you’,
not the circumstances that make up your past. I guess it goes back
to the interpretation of the past and its powers, and since we can’t
seem to escape discussing it, lets embrace it willingly. You seem to
believe that the events of your life have shaped you in such a
profound way that their mere description is sufficient to explain
your personality; I will grant that their influence has effected you
subtly, but history is not the scapegoat of the present. The
circumstances do more to define the character of an individual than
to shape it, for even siblings with the exact same experiences can
be greatly different in personality and achievements. But what I
mean is this: your past has influenced your present, yet it is gone
and your present remains, show me Bernibus, not his previous forms.”
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- You, who are now reading
this, may think this statement of mine to Bernibus to be
hypocritical, in light of the very purpose and intent of these
memoirs. You may be thinking that I am relating this whole happening
in order to justify my actions and decisions. But that is not the
case, for I understand that you have no power over me, I have long
been dead in your present and your sentiments mean naught to me. In
fact, I wish to tell of the circumstances I found myself in as much
as of myself, so that you may have a retrospective clarity in
visions of the future. You will understand that statement later on,
but for now let me say that I wished to know the essence, the
person, the consciousness of Bernibus, whereas I wish to impart to
you my story, though ere its end you may come also to know me. I
have no ambitions of material immortality.
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- Bernibus understood my
meaning, and though he disagreed with its theoretical imputations,
he humored me and did as I suggested. He pulled back his brow in a
reflective demeanor, brought his eyes to mine and began:
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- “You desire me to tell you
about myself without literally telling you of myself. I suppose you
mean that we discourse on some variety of subjects, so that you can
see who I am discreetly,” he said.
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- “Exactly,” I replied,
“You say it better than I.”
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- “Perhaps it is for the
best, as you will draw your own conclusions rather than be given
mine, and instead of my telling you what I would like to think I am,
you would see what I am in truth. Strange, isn’t it, that though
we think we know ourselves, we very much do not, and it is only the
unbiased observer who sees us as we are. You know, I was once
thinking of writing my memoirs, and I would have, except that I was
afraid that if I read them afterward I would be forced to see myself
as I am and be horrified at the truth.”
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- “Damn the truth,” I
said.
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- “You’re starting to
sound like a philosopher,” he laughed.
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- “And you a psychologist,”
I rejoined.
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- “And where would that
place us on the scale of artificial intelligence,” Bernibus
jested.
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- “Following the footsteps
of Jeroboam,” I returned.
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- “Hmm?
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- “Oh, nothing. Tell me,”
I asked more solemnly, “What position does Wagner hold among the
Canitaurs?”
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- “He is the Khedive
Kibitzer, our ruler in that he leads the council.”
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- “And you?”
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- “I am his brother-in-law,
a relationship that our culture places great importance on,
especially as he has no blood brothers. I become, in effect, his
partner, though he doesn’t accept me emotionally as one, only in
etiquette.”
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- “Why is that?” I
inquired.
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- “Because, I am of weak
heritage. His sister loved me, and I her, but to him there is no
such thing as love, only business, the destruction of the Zards at
any cost. No price is too high,” he told me with almost a vengeful
scowl on his usually pleasant features, it soon passed, though, and
left no trace when it had.
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- “You sound bitter,
Bernibus.”
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- “My feelings betray me,
yet I am not bitter, only disillusioned.”
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- “You sympathize with the
Zards, then?”
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- “Not at all, I do
sympathize, however, with peaceful solutions,” he said.
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- “Which is why Wagner
disapproves of you, no doubt.”
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- “Yes, mainly, but don’t
misunderstand me. I am not a closet Futurist, nor am I a strict
pacifist, I just can’t help feeling that there is another way. But
I understand the selection of ideologies, how the stronger breaks
the weaker to submission, and while one flourishes, the other
diminishes, and I understand focus points, but I cannot justify
their marriage.”
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- “What you mean by focus
points?” I asked.
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- “They are the culmination
of conflict, where two sides meet and the battle takes place, not
meaning necessarily an important or strategic military, civil, or
commercial place, but one on which the fighting occurs, the result
ending in the defeat or victory of the whole campaign. The focus
point of the Zards and the Canitaurs exists both on the
philosophical and martial levels. On the philosophical level, it is
the question as to what is the proper solution for remedying our
current catastrophic situation. On one side the Pastites wish to
correct the root of the problem by stopping its realization in the
past, the Futurists, however, would venture into the future and
brings its stabilization and completion back. On the military level,
our forces collide in the forests around Lake Umquam Renatusum,
the northern mountains belonging to us and the southern plains to
them. The lake itself is of little importance, yet whoever conquers
it will conquer all.”
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- “Interesting,” I said,
“But I do not understand how you seem to imply that I am your
ancestor, while Onan seemed to mean the opposite, that you are my
ancestors.”
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- “It is strange and
complex, and we understand very little of it, ourselves. The time
for the council has come though, for our talk has dwindled away the
afternoon. Perhaps some of your questions will there be answered.
But come, let us go.”
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- “Very well,” I said, “Take
me to your leaders.”
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- From that room, the one I
had awoken in, it wasn’t very far to the council room. Exiting it,
we turned down a short, closed hallway that opened into the
concealed area behind the podium that I spoke of earlier. On the
sofa where I had fallen asleep was seated Wagner and on a circle of
smaller chairs around the edges of the area were seated about ten
stately looking Canitaurs, clean and well dressed, according to
their customs. They greeted me amorously, with a mixture of
eagerness, excitement, and hope painted on their purloined
countenances, taken from the sleepless spirits of several departed
generations of war-hardened veterans.
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- Standing as we entered, they
greeted me cordially, and, once the formal greeting of a short bow
and a blessing was finished, we all sat down, they in their previous
seats, I next to Wagner, and Bernibus in a small chair in the
corner, away from the circle of the delegates. He, that is, Wagner,
then opened our dialog:
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- “Welcome to the council,
Jehu,” he said.
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- “I was under the
impression that the council was much larger,” I replied candidly.
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- “It is, but this is the
leadership; we felt that the clamors of a full legislature would be
overwhelming to you at first. I know it still overwhelms me
sometimes,” he laughed, and the others with him. That explanation
sufficed at the time, but I later found that Wagner had taken
control of the council himself, and that it had no real power: it
never met for more than ceremonial matters, the Khedive Kibitzer,
Wagner, controlling the rest. But I get ahead of myself.
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- One of the others then
interjected, “Our purpose now, Jehu, is not so much to make
decisions as to inform you of the decisions we have already made,
not that we mean to exclude you from our counsels, but we’ve been
preparing for this moment, your arrival, for many years, since it
was foretold long ago.”
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- “Decisions with what end?”
I asked of them.
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- “The reestablishing of an
efficient and healthy climate, both naturally and philosophically,
one in which tradition, history, and experience reign supreme,”
Wagner said in such a way that I couldn’t help but think that it
had served as an idiom of his for many years.
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- “A termination of the
Zardovian conflict, then?”
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- “Essentially, but not
wholly, as there are other, more complicated ends in view, less
integrated with the format of a completely ideological conflict.”
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- “Meaning?”
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- “Meaning that we wish to
return to our original forms,” Wagner said.
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- “Those being, I assume,
the same as my own.”
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- “Yes, you see after the
Great War, the atmosphere was so filled with radioactive materials
that all life was destroyed, except for that on Daem, which was
protected because of our distant and isolated location, and the
presence of a group of insects that neutralize radiation. They were
overwhelmed in the first few decades, for though they were able to
reduce the amount to make it habitable, we degenerated into what we
are now, Zards and Canitaurs, based on our habitats, we being
mountainous, forest dwelling folk, and they plains people. At first
our ancestors grew to immense proportions, as did the vegetation on
Daem, but we slowly returned to normal size as the radioactive
material was consumed. I am surprised that Onan did not tell you
about it all,” he said, looking at me with a slight tinge of
confusion creeping into his wayward eyes, formerly filled only with
hope and excitement.
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- “I wish he would have,”
I responded, “But he said that it was against the rules.”
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- “Ah, yes, I forgot about
the rules there for a moment,” he laughed, his countenance
returning to its former gleeful appearance.
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- “A foolish law, no doubt,
and from whom?” I said, availing of the apparent intra-personal
deja vu, that is, the converging of the presents of our two
minds into one idea, between Wagner and myself to cultivate a bit of
sympathy in my difficult situation. But there would be no harvest,
for Wagner checked his mirth and said:
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- “It was necessary, and the
Council of the Gods did well to govern themselves more strictly.”
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- “How so?”
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- “Well, during the Homeric
period the gods really went at it, using humanity as players in
their battles, like a game of chess, actually. Come to think of it,
chess did originate in the realm of the gods after the laws. Things
were quite a mess back then, though, with a whole horde of demi-gods
walking the earth, and it ended up snuffing out the first flames of
democracy and leaving monarchies for the longest time.”
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- “Homer’s stories were
true, then?” I asked.
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- “Very much so, but after
the laws of physical abstinence were adopted things mellowed out
considerably, and men went back to their self-obsession, their
material minds weren’t yet weaned from the physical realm.”
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- “So the very men who
claimed mental superiority because they were free from superstitions
and divine disillusionment were themselves victims of their own
sophism, and while they thought themselves crowned with
enlightenment, it was naught but the Phrygian caps of their
prejudices toward the material state?” I asked, with more than the
average dose of irony and feeling, both for my subjects and myself.
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- “Exactly, upon
disinterested examination one finds the theater of human history to
be one defined by a ludicrous melodramaticy, the soap opera of the
gods,” he answered. “But we digress far from our point, Jehu,
which is a discussion concerning the implementation of our plans of
action formed in preparation of our current situation.”
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- “So I had surmised,” I
smiled at the reminder, “But tell me, what are your plans, and
what is the current situation?”
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- “This is a time of
fulfillment, with the events of many of our prophecies coming to
pass. Now is a time of action and of hope. You, our kinsman
redeemer, have come, and the time is ripe for victory and
domination, ripe, in short, for a return to natural existence,
harmony between forces interior and exterior. Our plan, my dear
Jehu, is to attack the Zards swiftly and fiercely and break their
strongholds like the walls of Jericho, literally.”
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- “It sounds daring,
certainly,” I said, “But is it not overly so? I was under the
impression that the Zards were much superior in force than the
Canitaurs.”
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- “In the southern regions,
where you landed, yes, they are, but we rule the northern sphere of
action. Our forces actually form a soft equilibrium that keeps fate’s
pendulum from straying from its neutral position, so that a military
action previously would not have been predictable, with either side
being capable of winning. Under such conditions war is avoided, but
now you have arrived. The Zards, as well as ourselves, have been
expecting a kinsman redeemer, you see, and our war has been
kept from raging by the belief of each side that their god would
propel them to victory with certainty by the sending of one such as
yourself. Your arrival changes things, it marks the beginning of our
dominance,” he told me vaingloriously.
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- “The muted felicity I have
witnessed about my arrival is explained, then,” I ventured, “Excitement
that the end is near and victory close at hand, yet that feeling
subdued by the realization that a period of deeper darkness must
first be gone through.”
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- “Your words are true,”
Wagner replied, “And yet I have a great confidence in our plans,
which have been matured through many years of careful deliberation.
As the time will never be more ready than at the present, in the
present we must act.”
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- “What is your plan, then?”
I asked.
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- “It is calculated to end
in the conquering of the Zards, and as such, only an unexpected and
unrelenting attack at the very heart of their strength will succeed.
Anything less will only bring them to a full alert, and then any
battle will have to be drawn out with excessive casualties on both
sides. Therefore, we have decided upon an attack on Nunami, their
capital city and main strength, being the center and majority of
both their population and economy. Yet an outright siege of the city
is impossible for those very reasons, it being so self-contained
that it can resist bitterly, and its military is so clustered that
it can be brought into action almost instantly.
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- “Considering those
problems, it was deemed necessary to draw the Zards away from the
city and destroy it in their absence, so that they are left
destitute of the means of war and sustenance, and rendered weak. To
do this, we have spent the last several years stockpiling huge
quantities of liquid fervidus flamma, an extremely
combustible substance. It is stored in an underground reservoir in
the foothills of the mountains, connected via aqueduct to Lake
Umquam Renatusum. When the time is ripe, we will empty it into
the lake and set it aflame, and our calculations show the flames
reaching a height of five miles for a length of six hours, which
should be enough to gain the Zard’s preponderance,” Wagner
explained.
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- “But wouldn’t it catch
the forest on fire and burn down your whole empire in the process?”
I asked, alarmed at his apparent lack of vigilance.
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- “We have been treating the
trees on a ten mile radius with an anti-flammatory solution for
several years as well, and it is quite impossible to set them on
fire.”
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- “Which explains why you
dared to have a fire pit in the trunk of a tree outpost.”
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- “Yes,” he laughed, “We
aren’t so foolhardy as we may seem. Appearances can be deceiving.”
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- “The exodus of the Zards
from Nunami is almost guaranteed by the mortal’s natural curiosity
and delight in the calamities of others,” I said, “But how do
you plan on leveling the town before the remnant raise the alarm and
the mass of the people return?”
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- “Atomic anionizers,” he
returned.
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- “Which are what? They
sound like they are beyond my level of understanding.”
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- “Not at all,” Wagner
told me, “Do not be fooled by the technically complex sounding
name. An atom is the smallest form into which matter can be broken
down into while still retaining its identity, and an anion is a
positively charged ion, or in other words, an instance of an atom in
which there are more electrons than protons, resulting in a charge
of negative electricity. An atomic anionizer is just what its name
would imply: a device that morphs normal atoms into atoms with an
extreme negative charge by emitting massive amounts, to the tune of
many millions of moles, of solitary electrons into the air through a
bombing device.”
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- He went on, explaining the
consequences of the weapon, “An atom, and therefore all matter,
which is made up of atoms, is engaged in a constant revolution
around the nucleus, in the same way in which our solar system
revolves around our sun, and our sun around the black hole in the
center of the galaxy. This revolving motion is the basis for the
formation of all matter that we know of, both in its smallest form,
like the atom, or its larger forms, like the galaxy. The electrons
emitted from the atomic anionizer are drawn into an orbit around the
nuclei of the atoms of all the matter near which they are detonated,
much like the way planets catch satellites and space debris into
revolving rings around them. This addition of electrons gives the
atoms such a powerful negative charge that the poles of the atom,
which regulate its rotations in much the same way that the earth’s
axis, or poles, regulate its rotations, are thrown from their
natural equilibrium, causing the poles to reverse. This, in turn,
changes the direction in which the atoms rotate, and in the brief
instant in which the force of the revolving movement, or gravity, is
not strong enough to retain the atom’s shape, it lapses, bringing
the materials they make up crashing down in disarray.
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- “We will plant some of
these ‘atomic bombs’ inside the city of Nunami, and when they go
off, the buildings themselves will implode and tumble to the ground.
One hand-sized capsule can easily level almost ten square miles, and
we have enough of them to bring the Zards to their knees, with
plenty to spare for any circumstance.”
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- “Wouldn’t the bombs kill
those who set them off, though?” I asked him anxiously.
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- “We have electron
deflecting suits that negate the effects of the anionizers.”
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- “I’m glad to hear it.”
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- “And well you should be,”
he grinned, which, as out of place as it would seem, looked
completely natural on his countenance, “For you and I shall be
among the bombers. Our meeting must end here, though, my dear Jehu,
for we each have things to attend to in preparation for the attack
on Nunami. I will see you soon, until then, farewell.”
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- “Farewell, Wagner,” I
replied, and we each stood and bowed as we prepared to depart, each
to our own occupations.
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- With that our council ended,
and, in the company of Bernibus, I was sent to another area of the
fortress to be measured for an anti-electron suit, in order to
protect me from the effects of reverse revolution. We didn’t
converse in the beginning of our walk, for my mind was too busy
subconsciously thinking over what Wagner had said to have any
conscious meditations.
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- We walked through the
fortress towards the northern section, which held the technological
rooms, so as to get an anti-electron suit in the making for myself.
Realizing that the fortress has been little described, I will do so
now. It was broken into six different subdivisions, each branching
from the only entrance, which was in the center of them all, the
different divisions connecting to it through long, narrow defiles,
or gorges, like the one at the entrance. This was for security, each
area being independently contained within the whole. The six areas,
or departments, as they were called, were as follows: the Northern
was the technological and industrial research and production
facilities; the Eastern was the residential department, containing
also the civil services, such as medical care and distribution
centers; the Southern was the agricultural and other food production
areas, though there was little besides agricultural, for the
Canitaurs were strict vegetarians; the Western was for mining
minerals and other raw materials to be used by the other
departments. The other two departments were below the others, being
differentiated between by the names Left and Right, the Left being
the governmental offices, and the Right the military headquarters,
providing protections both civil and foreign (this was,
incidentally, the beginning of the expression of the terms Left and
Right to denote ideological preferences, taking place before the
incident in the French legislature via the revolutions of time—but
I digress). Uniform in all the fortress was the architecture, it
being a strange mix between elegant and gentle arches and curves and
brute practicality, for while the ceilings were high and open, and
the walls wide, they were rendered homely by their plain surfaces
and the absence of small triflings, conditions that were
necessitated because of its identity: an impregnable fortress
containing a highly organized and self-sufficient governmental
society, each citizen having a particular duty for the common good,
and each kept from an unfarcical personal identity by the means of a
statist society.
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- From the lower, governmental
offices we went up a flight of stairs that wrapped round and round a
tower-like tunnel, and soon reached the departmental portal. Once
there, we took the northern tunnel, which opened into a large hall
that stretched on almost endlessly, with hordes of tunnels branching
off to the various agencies. There were a great many Canitaurs
working busily, preparing for the attack on Nunami and its possible
results, which, though long prepared for, had a few last moment
components to be finished. Walking down the central through way, we
went to the far end of the hall, which, as it was a walk of at least
two miles, afforded plenty of time for observation and reflecting,
two things that I am naturally given to. Accordingly, I turned to my
companion, Bernibus, and offered in an almost philosophical way:
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- “Your society seems to be
flourishing, though I am not surprised, as you all seem vigorously
industrious. I am amazed, however, that no one shirks from their
job, no matter how menial or trifling.”
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- “We all have our assigned
jobs, and all know that one slovenly job may cost us dearly,” he
said.
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- “I suppose I am prejudiced
by my conceptions of personal liberty, but it is contrary to my
conscience that the state should have more duty than to enforce the
individual liberties by common force.”
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- “But we are at war, and we
must do as we do, or be trampled underfoot.”
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- “If all states went no
further than justice permits, namely the protection by common force
the rights of individuality, liberty, and property, than there would
be no room for conflict between states, and hence, no war.”
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- “Yet it is our ideologies
that bring war, besides, do not the ends justify the means?” he
asked.
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- “Your ideologies may cause
conflict, yet it seems that your behemoth states facilitate it into
war. About the ends and the means, I don’t know: I am no
philosopher,” I answered.
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- I sighed and was silent for
a moment as we walked along, then, after a moment or so, I said
quietly to myself, “I’m not much of a kinsman redeemer,
either.”
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- We continued on through the
hall without further conversation, and I paid little attention to my
surroundings, so that while my eyes saw and my mind displayed, my
subconscious was not present in the effort, and thereby no memory
was retained. This may seem to be the plot of an unimaginative
writer to escape the use of that faculty, but as these are nothing
but my written memories, and I make no claims of producing good
fiction, I will leave that hall primarily to the minds of the
reader.
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- Soon after, we arrived at
our destination, which was very nearly at the end of the hall, and
entered to find that we were expected and a space open for my
fitting, which was soon accomplished, and my suit promised to be at
my quarters the next morning. That would be just in time for the
departure of the raiding party, which was set to cut out and embark
for Nunami a little after that, in order to be in place in the
hidden treetop posts surrounding the city before nighttime, as the
operation was to begin at midnight. At first I thought that the
attack was pushed forward in haste, but as I came to realize that my
coming had been prophesied and a great amount of time had been spent
preparing for this day, it seemed only natural that they should want
to bring the hostilities to a close after such a long time. There
were other considerations as well. The weather, for one, had to be
dry and not at all windy for the fire to be safely attempted, and
also the possibility of the Zards making the first offensive could
not be ignored, for they had knowledge of my arrival and may have
felt forced to act to prevent the very type of thing that we were
about to attempt.
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- When I awoke the next
morning I found Bernibus and Wagner conversing quietly in the corner
of my bed chambers, and as I first opened my eyes I saw Wagner
looking at me with a blank, glazed expression, while Bernibus’ was
one of apprehension, apparently on my behalf. It seemed odd to me,
but as Wagner became livid again quickly after his split-second
lapse and gave me a hearty “Good morning”, I thought nothing
more of it. After his greeting, he continued:
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- “The day is ripe for
victory, my friend, and the time is come for battle. We both have
some preparations to complete, and so must separate, but we will
meet again at noon in the entrance hall. Farewell until then,” and
with that he quit the room.
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- I looked at Bernibus, yet
before either of us could speak, we heard a low, hollow grumbling,
like the shaking of some building or foundation. He looked in my
direction for a moment with an alarmed countenance, before I said
defensively, “Tis but my stomach.”
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- “Then we must get you some
victuals,” he laughed, “And I have just the thing to satisfy you
and keep you so for a day or more: some mirus. It is our
traditional energy food, for though its taste is bitter, its
after-life is pleasant.”
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- “And what is food except a
servant to the body?” I said, “Let us eat.”
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- “Very well,” he replied.
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- And eat we did, for it was
brought by a food service Canitaur on a tray, and I was surprised to
see that it was a mixture of broccoli, spinach, and mushrooms, with
a flavorless, glowing sauce. He was right, incidentally, for it was
both bitter before and pleasant after its consumption.
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- “I know of the solids, but
what is this sauce?” I asked of him.
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- “Carbon” he replied.
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- I looked at him and
questioned, “Pure carbon? I have never heard of its having this
use before.”
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- “Your civilization was
long ago and had not developed it yet.”
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- “That has perplexed me,
now that you mention it,” I said, “Onan seemed to mean that I
was going back in time to help my ancestors, but you say that I went
forward, that I am one of the ancients.”
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- He was wary for a moment,
though if it was because of the apparent conflict, or because I was
on a first name basis with his god I couldn’t tell. He soon
recovered his countenance and said, “It is a complicated question,
and I believe you should ask Wagner the next time you see him, after
the raid though, of course. The time of departure is nigh now,
however, so you should put on your anti-electron suit,” he said as
he picked it up from the corner and brought it to me.
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- It was a subtle dark brown
and looked more like a normal suit of clothes than an electron
reflecting suit, but then again, I thought, why would it be a
strange looking apparatus? Why would an advanced technological age
necessarily be devoid of any sense of fashion, although that would
be assuming that any civilization had ever had one. Fashion is more
a characterization of a culture than a basic and unchanging
principle, for a desert people would wear clothes that would be most
uncomfortable to a people who lived in the snow. Clothes may not
make the man, but the man certainly makes the clothes, and you can
judge a person by what they wear so far as it is in their power to
decide what that is.
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- After putting on the suit I
found that it fit perfectly, and above that, I found it to be very
comfortable, including the head piece, which formed closely around
the skull and was not at all noticeable or obscuring. In fact, as it
was made of a plasma that allowed everything through except lone
particles, it was so uninhibiting that a moment after I had put mine
on I had completely forgotten about it. The only other part of the
suit that stood out at all was the long, metallic buckle that
secured the belt, it having a bowie knife hidden within it in an
unnoticeable and inconspicuous manner. Bernibus had put on his as I
had put on mine, and as I looked away from the mirror that was
opposite the door, I saw him dressed the same as myself, yet because
the suit so blended with his fur, it was hard to tell which ended
where.
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- Finding that we were both
ready, we repaired to the entrance hall. Along the way I asked
Bernibus of his wife, Wagner’s sister, of whom I had heard little
and seen nothing. He was quiet for a pause, and then said:
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- “She was an angel, what
else can be said?”
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- “Was?” I asked
hesitantly.
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- “Yes, she was killed by
the Zards on a border raid, as we were at that time living apart
from the Canitaur mass with a few friends. She was less aggressive
than her brother, and, much to his disapprobation, we lived with a
group of separatists, believing that war, physical conflict, is
never the right answer to ideological conflict. Wagner
excommunicated us in his anger, though his sister was very dear to
him, and after she died he was struck with remorse and made me his
deputy Kibitzer. He felt that it would somehow do her honor,
as it would recognize us as having been married and make me his
brother-in-law, which is an important relationship traditionally, as
he has no other siblings. So here I am, technically
second-in-command, but because of my soft lining, I have no real
command.”
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- “You would not attack
Nunami, then?” I asked.
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- He chose his words
carefully, saying, “More pain will not negate the pain already in
existence, yet war is not always avoidable, and sometimes it is even
necessary.”
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- When we reached the entrance
hall, where the raiding party was to meet, we found that there was
already assembled a majority of the force, including Wagner. The
party was only twenty strong, as the atomic anionizers were to do
the main work and the planned raid required stealth and secrecy, not
force or might. Within a quarter of an hour all the stragglers had
arrived and all the anionizers were accounted for, so Wagner gave a
short debriefing to ensure that all the members were on the same
page. We were to sneak into the city when the populous was
distracted by the fire on Lake Umquam Renatusum, which was to
be started at midnight. We would plant the atomic anionizers at the
right spacing so as to bring down the whole city once we were
escaped, using the remote control provided for that very purpose.
The suits would protect us from the blasts, and, as a precaution,
the remote had an automatic five second delay between being pressed
and exploding the bombs, though it was more for form than
practicality. After he finished we set off, being arranged two
abreast per row, there being ten rows. Bernibus and myself were
partners, for we had become close friends in the few days that I had
spent among the Canitaurs, while Wagner was once again the leading
guide and Taurus the rearguard.
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- After crossing the chasm
that separated the hall and the entrance tunnel, we came to the long
defile that formed the latter and passed through it swiftly, the
lofty archer guards remaining as stern and immovable as when I had
first come through. We then came to the winding stairs that occupied
the hollowed innards of a massive and ancient tree, of which kind
many were to be found in Daem, being at least fifty feet thick and
700 feet high, such gigantic trees that were never seen elsewhere,
yet constituted the whole forests of the northern lands. I found
that the stairs were as long as I had remembered, taking us a great
while to ascend to the top of the tree, and when we had made it, we,
especially myself, were dazzled by the effulgent light of midday.
After having been out of the sun’s reach for the last few days I
was completely unprepared, though the shock helped me by curing me
of the disillusionment that comes from not seeing sun, moon, or
stars for any length of time. Taking a rest for a few moments on the
seats on the platform, we collected our strength. After our brief
repose was completed, we set off again with renewed vigor across the
treeway on which I had first come to the Canitaur’s fortress. You
will remember that the road was made by the securing of five or six
foot platforms to the intertwined branches of those great trees,
over which one could travel with ease and be safe from exposure to
those below by the thick foliage that grew on the trees and was
carefully manicured for that very purpose.
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- Soon we reached the first
platform I had seen, which we had come upon from below, but we did
not descend there, instead keeping on by the treeway in the
direction from which we had come that night, that being southward,
towards the lake, the savanna, and the Zardovian capital, Nunami.
The air was warm, with a slight breeze as we went along, and that,
mixed with the plentiful flora about us and the songs of the treetop
dwellers, rendered the whole feeling of the walk peaceful and happy,
though its end was not to be such. I soon forgot the worldly
concerns that plagued me as I was soaking in the simplicity of
nature, not a simplicity of form, for all things are
incomprehensively complex, but simplicity of meaning.
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- After a time I began
noticing changes in our surroundings that indicated we were drawing
nearer to our goal, namely, the trees lessening in proportions, the
terrain becoming flatter, and the air growing moister and more
vibrant. Still, the trees continued to spring up from the ground
like great earthen tentacles, for while their size diminished, it
was not by enough to change their demeanor, the trees anywhere on
Daem being great in size.
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- The sun journeyed with us,
and by the time we reached Lake Umquam Renatusum, twilight’s
last agony was being performed in the heavenly theater, and the
rippling waters mirrored it, adding only a strange, flowing texture.
The lake’s current caught my eye with its subtle oddity, for it
was amiss and it appeared upon close inspection that there was an
undertow, as if there was an underground river flowing into the lake
and bringing about its swirling currents.
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- Bernibus saw me looking down
at the waters from the lofty road with a puzzled look, and asked me
if I was wondering about the water’s current. I replied that I
was, and he told me that it was the fervidus flamma being
pumped into the lake through the underground aqueducts, which, of
course, was for the purpose of igniting it to decoy for our raid.
Once it was explained it made sense, yet I looked at it anyway, for
it was still a gorgeous and inspiring view.
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- We were moving quickly,
however, and it soon was out of sight, and I again turned towards
our destination with apprehensions of failure. They seemed to place
great faith in my presence, as the emissary of Onan, and while I
was, I was also Jehu, and I wasn’t confident with my own
abilities. But it was upon those the situation mostly rested, it
being the resolve of the gods after the Homeric period to take a
more removed role in the lives of men. I wonder how many from my own
times were divine agents, for better or worse. Either way, my main
concern then was making the correct decisions, for I rightly
believed that my involvement would decide the matter, although not
in the manner I had anticipated. As I looked about myself to
reconnoiter the feelings of my comrades I was fruitless, for they
all wore impermeable countenances, though that was itself an
indicator of their resolve.
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- Within an hour after the
fall of darkness we reached the outskirts of Nunami, or rather, its
edge, for it was walled in with massive stone walls and battlements,
with a sturdy gate of twenty foot width being placed at the
northern, southern, eastern, and western ends. The trees hung right
over the walls, and as such we were able to take positions from
which we could descend into the city when the time to do so came.
Yet we were still rendered invisible by the thick foliage.
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- Night’s zenith blew in
slowly on the wind like the belabored breaths of a dying man, and
after a period of worry, it came: midnight, the appointed hour. No
sooner had the moon reached its utmost height, shrouding the lands
in a shadowless vortex, than a great blaze erupted from the northern
lands, and it rose almost instantly to its estimated height of five
miles. It was a terrible sight to behold, for any flame is a
captivating display of inorganic life, but a pillar of flame several
miles high is more than just an enlarged specimen, for it plays host
to a great horde of phantasmal apparitions that wrestle ferociously
with one another. As the flame shot upwards it cast a great light
down on everything that rivaled the illumination of midday. At first
I feared lest the light should show our silhouettes to the Zards, as
we were between them and it, but it did not, or at least they took
no notice of it if it did, for we were quite undetected in our
hiding place.
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- Our worries were far from
over though, for now came the crucial point in our plans: in order
for our small force to infiltrate the city and place the atomic
anionizers, the Zards must not only have been distracted and
preoccupied with the blaze, but they had also to leave the city
almost empty and go to the lake itself, for if a cry was raised, or
any substantial resistance attempted, the complex procedures to
detonate the anionizers properly, so as to level the city but not
the surrounding country, may have been hindered. There were several
factors on our side though, the element of surprise being the
foremost, for in their excitement the Zardovian resistance would
likely mistake us for a regular sized army and flee in fear at our
supposed superiority, especially since the presence of me, the kinsman
redeemer, was known to the Zards. Also, the Zards were known to
be curious and careless and ruled by the desire for excitement,
meaning that if an entertaining undertaking was possible, they would
pursue it, no matter how dangerous or ill-advised.
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- Within a moment after the
flame was lit, all of the Zards outside, which were many, were
gazing with silent wonder at it, and in the second moment, all the
rest had joined them in their confused contemplation. But the third
moment witnessed a drastic change in their behavior, for their
initial bewilderment wore off and suddenly, with a united prelude of
the drawing in of a breath, they all began speaking at once,
resulting in a clamorous din that lasted for a few moments, before
things hushed again and we could hear a few individual voices
discussing loudly. Though we couldn’t make out their exact words,
they were apparently conferring with one another about what action
to take. Our breathing became slow and heavy and our brows were knit
tensely, for we knew that the fate of our mission rested on what
they did then, whether or not the long planned decoy would work.
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- It was an anxious moment,
and one with a heavy burden attached to it. Fortunately, though, as
our fate was decided, it was done so in our favor, for the Zards
began exiting the city in a great multitude of scales that swept
along the savanna like a tidal wave over a sandy coast. They came
out fast and strong, and through each of the four gates, though only
the northern was fully visible to us, the others being too far to be
seen distinctly. Still, we could see them rushing out of Nunami at a
quick pace, not hurried, as if frightened or finicky, nor slow as in
deliberation and meditation, instead it was a steady trot that they
took, allowing them to move safely and swiftly.
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- The tide of Zards swept
steadily past us, and it was a good half an hour later that the
final ones had left the gates and the city far behind. Most had
taken some type of weapon, a pitchfork or club or occasionally a
sword, for the threat of war was a constant, but none of them had
any idea that their only danger was behind them. It was not all in
the clear though, for a patrol of guards equipped with long spears
and clothed with a tough, leathery armor were making their way to
and fro along the tops of the walls, where there was a platform of
about five feet across that served as a road to the soldiers in
their watches. It was evident by their countenances, though, that
the guards now on duty were more interested in the fire than in
their immediate vicinity, thinking, no doubt, that the laurels were
to be won there and not at Nunami, and as such, they paid little
heed to the walls, instead walking with their necks craned
precariously to the north.
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- We were able to jump unto
the wall silently from our concealed roost on the treeway when the
nearest patrol had passed by. From there we went along the wall a
short way until we came to a battlement, there taking the downward
leading steps that brought us to the ground. Once there we were
pleased and hopeful at what we saw: everything was abandoned, and no
Zards were in sight save those on the walls, whose gaze was cast
elsewhere. We set to work, then, according to our preset plan, which
was to break up into groups of two and cover the city with our
atomic anionizers, so as to spread the destruction as evenly as
possible. Wagner and myself were partners, and we took the central
district, near the government’s center, the palace, and the Temple
of Time, which rose above the city like a great tree amidst a
desert. It was, in fact, the very structure that had so stood out to
me during my journey through the prairie upon my arrival, and once
again its sobering sensation struck me, and I found myself staring
up at its top, a full 800 feet high, the bottom being an ornate and
elaborate temple. The middle, which supplied most of its height, was
a long, round tower, and at top there was a spherical pinnacle which
had what looked to be a room in it.
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- Wagner soon called my
attention back to our work, and we busied ourselves with planting a
bomb at the base of the palace, using a smaller type anionizer,
which, I noticed, was set just right so that while all of Nunami
would be leveled, the temple with its great tower would be beyond
the impact and left standing. Just as we had set it correctly, we
heard a high pitched whistle, which was the preconcerted signal
among the raiders to use if any danger was nigh. We looked up
directly and saw its reason: a squadron of Zards had been garrisoned
inside the palace and had not left like the others, apparently
because its sole purpose was to protect their king, who did not
leave the city, being preoccupied with business and not seeing the
flames. When he did go to the window, he saw the fire, and rushed to
see what was about, but instead of finding out, he ran into us, who
were right outside the palace.
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- Wagner dashed wildly through
the streets in an impressive show of dexterity, and did a wall-jump
between two lofty buildings to gain the wall. The others had done
likewise, having been trained by a lifetime of conflict to have
nerves of lightning speed and earthly strength. Their instincts had
come in subconsciously when they had seen the cause of the alarm and
they escaped, without thinking of me in the critical moment. I
lacked such strength and speed of mind and was caught as soon as I
had seen the squadron, aided, probably, by the fact that upon seeing
me the king had become excited and rushed at me with great speed.
When Wagner had first turned around and saw me their prisoner, he
looked crestfallen and hopeless, for he had no way to rescue me. He
held the remote control for the atomic anionizers in his hand and
was about to set them off and make good the plan, but before he
could, our eyes met for an instant, and we connected beyond time and
space, experiencing a strange intra-personal deja vu. All was
silent and still in that instant, and I saw him struggling inwardly:
would he detonate the anionizers and make good his long awaited
plan, or would he retreat and leave the city unharmed, for though I
was wearing the electron reflecting suit, the collapse of all the
high rise buildings would litter the ground with debris from them,
and all on the ground would be crushed. Would he spare me from
death, or his people? In that instant his face spoke more than many
others’ do in their entire lifetime. It was cut through with a
contrasting countenance, and yet inside of his eyes there was
something foreign to them shining through, something that I had
never seen on his fretless features before: evil intent. I could not
tell if it was natural to them and simply well hidden, or if it was
an alien expression, but it was fearfully expressed, and his eyes
seemed to say, even at that great distance, that he took a third
course, that he would save me, but not for my sake, instead for his
peoples’. And then it passed, for he looked away, replaced the
remote to his belt, and leapt to the ground, where the other
Canitaurs were awaiting him. I saw him no more until the situation
was much changed.
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- I turned slowly away
from where Wagner had disappeared over the side of the wall and
faced my captors, the Zards. Chief among them was the King, he being
a foot or two taller than the others, with a graceful and powerful
pose that struck awe into the eyes of the beholder with its innate
command and dignity, both of which flowed from it as naturally as
water from a well. There were about twenty guards in the squadron
that protected the King, but it was not so much from the terror of
them that the Canitaurs fled, nor was it because of the guards that
patrolled the walls and were sure to join any fray attempted, it was
instead an apparent fear of the King, and rightly so, for his
demeanor was fierce and sophisticated, as if he were not just a
warrior nor solely a scholar, but a mixture of the two that gave him
an aura that inspired fear, some unseen presence that filled the air
around him and sent his neighbors into a reverencing awe reminiscent
of a lover’s sacred euphoria, intangible yet undeniable.
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- As I turned to him, he
smiled and greeted me softly and pleasantly, in such a way that
seemed contrary to his nature. Instead of being terrible and
glorious like the crash of thunder or the din of waves, his voice
was melodious, subtly so, like a soft summer rain affecting the
dreams of a slumbering child as it falls gently on his face. There
was a rhythm that ran through it, like poetry, yet not like average
poetry, where the rhythm is forced and the lines deformed to its
ungainly warble, but like heavenly poetry, where the rhythm is
beyond the conscious and into the subconscious, where it inspires a
feeling of quaint remembrance of itself, as if it were there and not
there at the same time. And while it was soft and pleasant, it was
not feminine, for it was a strong baritone, reinforced by its own
superiority and strengthened by its wit and sobriety.
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- “Greetings, o’ chosen
one,” he said to me, “I see that you have arrived safely.”
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- “Yes, quite soundly,” I
replied, a little taken aback on two fronts: firstly that he was not
angry or indignant that I had attempted to destroy his kingdom and
take his life in the process, and secondly that he seemed to expect
me, as if I were his midday tea partner.
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- “I am glad, for I would
wish you no harm, though your Canitaurian friends obviously felt no
such concern. But just as well, for they always were unpredictable.
I’m sorry that there is no one here at the moment, or we should
have a great welcoming parade for our newly arrived kinsman
redeemer, but they are off at the lake, inspecting the fire I
suppose. I must admit it caught me off guard for a moment or two,
and at first I was actually quite surprised. I soon remembered,
though, that our friends the Canitaurs would have gotten some
notions in their heads of a battle, at your arrival. It must be a
grand sight in any case, and not one to miss.”
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- I gave him a strange look,
for I was a bit confused myself at the attitude he donned towards
me, very friendly, as was Wagner, as I recalled, though it seemed as
contrary to his nature as it did to the King’s. He saw the
expression of my eyes, and seemed to read right through my thoughts
and see my apprehension of punishment, for he beckoned to his guards
to leave us alone. They moved quickly and uniformly, a well-trained
unit, and positioned themselves in a line formation along the
street. The King and I then strolled down their midst, they walking
along with us at a distance of a few yards, which was all that the
closely built buildings would permit. In a moment or two we reached
the Temple of Time, which was on the far side of a large square
plaza that opened up between it, the palace, and the government
center. Once we reached it, he led me inside and the guards took up
post around its outside.
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- “You need not fear,” he
told me when we were alone, “You are among friends here. You see,
the Canitaurs were not the only ones waiting for a kinsman
redeemer, the Zards were as well. That day that you were seen
going into the Canitaur’s outpost was a big disappointment for us,
I had almost begun to think that you were beyond our reach. I am
sure you know all about the conflict between us, and the
circumstances of your time that brought its beginning about?”
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- “Yes, I do,” I responded
as we walked through the great entry hall of the temple, lined with
bookshelves and a rich red carpeting. He was silent for another
moment as we crossed into another room that led to a chamber with a
long table in its center and a great many statues and works of art
scattered throughout its whole. There was an altar at the far end,
built into a giant statue of a White Eagle that graced the entire
wall, it holding the altar in its giant claws.
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- He saw me look at it and
told me, “This is the Hall of Time, and that is the altar to
Temis, the God of Time. It is a very sacred place, to both us and
the Canitaurs, for it was built by Temis himself, before the race of
man inhabited the earth. By the time any men came to live on Daem,
it had been buried by the dirt and debris of thousands of years, but
when the Great War took place, the shock uncovered it and revealed
it to men, a sort of revelation that came only as it was needed the
most. Daem’s war started over the control of it, and to a point
still is. To a certain extent is has helped us greatly, since the
Canitaurs are afraid to lay siege to us in the regular fashion, for
fear that it will be laid to ruin, and then our fate sealed in flesh
and bone as well as earth and stone. But come, there is something I
want to show you,” he told me.
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- With that he started over to
a door in the wall adjacent to the entrance, which, as there were
only two doors, was the only other exit. It led to a long, winding
stair that went up to the top of the tower that I had seen from
below. We walked up it in silence, more from awe of its magnificent
construction on my part than fatigue in climbing its steep stairs,
which wound on and on almost indefinitely. There were no windows in
the tower, and only a few paintings to liven up the sparsely
decorated walls, yet they needed no adornments, for they were
beautifully constructed from a strange stone that split and colored
in a marvelous twisting pattern.
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- At last we came to the top.
It was much like it had appeared to be from below, for it was a
large glass sphere that sat on the tower, like the dome on top of a
light pole. It was divided in two, and the stairs went right through
the bottom half and opened into a circular foyer that then had a
small flight of stairs running up to the main room. There were
little closets and such in the empty spaces on the bottom floor. The
upper room was a good thirty feet in diameter, and the walls and
ceiling were all made of glass, very sturdy and insulating, yet
completely transparent. On the floor was an odd carpet that was
smooth and thin, like a silk or fine linen, yet very strong. There
was a rounded table on the side of the entrance hole opposite the
stairs, and a curved couch that sat against the wall behind it, cut
perfectly to its circular outline. Two cushioned chairs sat at the
table and a small end table leaned up against the couch, on top of
which there was a medium sized spyglass, that is, a telescope.
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- The sun was just coming up
and shining its golden hues on the surrounding lands, which were
beginning to darken as the fires of Lake Umquam Renatusum
died down to a faint glow in the center of the forests of the
near-north. It was the first time that I had gotten a bird’s eye
view of Daem, and I was amazed at its beauty. The plains stretched
on one side of Nunami like a broad field of gold in the morning
light, its dew drizzled grasses waving in a solemn and dignified
manner to and fro like the constant beating of the earth’s heart,
and when looked upon abstractly it moved as if one great beast of
benevolence, holding itself in unison as it chorused back the silent
tones of life. Its edges draped down to the ocean like a curtain of
woven sunlight on the eastern and southern sides of the island of
Daem, and on the western side of Nunami the great forest came up
right to its edge. There was a little of the forest between the
ocean and the city on that side, while to the north there was a
great stretch of trees, all the way until the ocean again came into
sight in the far, far north. On the ground the trees of Daem seemed
like mighty towers and battlements of nature, and on the treeway one
felt suspended in air hundreds of feet above the ground on a cloud
of green and growing foliage, but from afar and above they were
revealed in their true splendor, shooting up from the earth as if
they were the arms of the ground itself, grasping huge clusters of
leaves and branches far above in their tightened fists. Some way
into the forest, the ground sprang up into mountains that were as
fierce and behemoth as the trees that clothed them. They were
terrible to the eye and mind, as evidences of the power that exists
outside of oneself.
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- The city of Nunami was also
revealed to me for the first time in depth. As I have said, it was
surrounded by a thick, tall wall made of stones and precious jewels,
with four gates, one at the furthest extreme in each direction. It
was a circular city, made mostly of the same materials as the wall
and temple, which were a plain, silvery stone; a dark rock with
inherent patterns; a mixture of cobblestone and a colorful
compositor rock; and a vast array of metals, everything from brass
to silver to platinum. Made in an ancient style, the buildings were
tall, the average being what was equivalent to at least a dozen or
two stories in the pre-desolation times, and they were close
together, built along roads paved with cobblestone and lined with
trees whose girth, though not as monstrous as those in the wild, was
still great. There were farm fields and vineyards and orchards and
meadows for grazing animals all within the city walls, and not just
congregated around the outside, for there were buildings all around
the wall’s perimeter, but scattered among the other buildings in a
natural and pleasing way. In the southern part there was a lake that
was of fair size, and a fleet of fishing boats anchored at its shore
showed that it did its part to contribute to the city’s
well-being. Several of the trees throughout the city were especially
conspicuous in their grandeur, for they rose hundreds of feet from
the ground and had great waterfalls flowing down from their tops, as
if they were crying great torrents of tears down from their aged
faces, though if in sadness or joy, I couldn’t tell.
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- To the east there was land
visible from the height at which I found myself, though in the
distance it became hazy and I could not make out its distinct
features. It was evidentially corrupted, however, for it had an
uneasy look about it, as did the ocean, which was a faint, pale
shadow of the rich blue it was in my childhood days. The sky as well
was tainted, and it looked to be filled with the accumulated
atrocities of countless generations. The clouds were thick and
bluish, and the spherical mural of the sky itself had been greatly
dried, cracked, and crumbled since my time, for it bore the marks of
pain, the marks of the labor pains of the earth’s last gestating
doom. And well they should, I thought, for in the years since my
natural life it had seen much suffering and much destruction.
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- The King broke the silence,
saying, “Lovely, isn’t it, Jehu? And it is all yours for the
taking.”
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- “What do you mean,” I
asked him.
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- “Exactly what I said, the
whole world is yours, if you want it.”
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- “But how?”
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- “All you have to do is
join us, the Futurists, and we will reward you with all the power
and glory that you can imagine.”
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- At that I sobered up and
replied, “But what of Onan, of my quest to stop the doom of
humanity from materializing in this final juncture. He is the one
who sent me, and he is the Lord of the Past, whom the Canitaurs
follow. I am his agent, why would I turn from him to serve mere
mortals?”
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- He laughed a slight,
sarcastic laugh, “Tell me, Jehu, to whom did he send you, your
ancestors or your offspring?”
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- “To my ancestors,” I
said slowly, “Though the Canitaurs seemed to imply that my time
was long ago. To be candid, I do not understand.”
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- “Of course you do not
understand, and how could you, when no one has told you? You see,
Jehu, the question of time is not so linear as you would think. You
know full well that the conflict between the Zards and Canitaurs is
over how to address the renewing of the earth: they would send you,
our kinsman redeemer, back into time to prevent the nuclear
wars, while we would send you to the future to bring back its
completion. They hold to traditions as if they were the foundation
of life, while our people have no traditions in the traditional
sense, if I may use that oxymoronic phrase, but we look to what will
come instead of what has passed. History is unimportant to the
present, Jehu, because we have advanced to the point that we do not
make the same mistakes as our ancestors. In the past, they waged war
needlessly and did so in the name of humanitarian deeds. But today,
we are advanced enough that we use peaceful and just means to reach
our ends. In your day there were many absurd beliefs, for example
the so-called ‘fats’ that were so vehemently avoided, are
actually quite healthy, while on the other hand, protectionism and
socialism are quite absurd ideas, and yet they were held dear. But
today we have no such presuppositions, today we understand the world
and know justice where your society knew only its shadows. We do not
need to be bound by the mistakes of yesterday, for we have the
enlightenment of today, and while the Canitaurs cling to the old
time’s ways, we have progressed to the point where we have no need
of such traditions.”
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- He continued, “It may seem
to you foolish to follow Zimri instead of Onan, because Onan’s
realm has already been established and grows greater everyday, while
Zimri’s doesn’t exist and never will, but you miss a very
important point in the understanding of these matters. For, as you
probably know, time and matter are the foundations of physical
existence, and while the two components are independent, they are
also parallel. Matter is always revolving, from its simplest form in
the atom to its greatest in the universe, everything is revolving
and rotating. So is time. Imagine time as a galaxy, revolving
continually around the black hole at its center, that is, an enigma
that is actually devoid of all matter. Time is revolving around a
great enigma as well, which is devoid of time, that enigma being
eternity. Eternity is not a place where there is infinite time, but
rather a place where there is simply no time, it is the counter-part
in the temporal realm of a black hole in the material realm. And
just as a galaxy in the material realm revolves around the black
hole at its center, in the temporal realm, the flow of time itself
revolves around eternity. That means that time repeats itself over
and over again, just as on earth a year is the amount of time it
takes the earth to revolve around the sun once, in the temporal
realm, an age is the amount of time that it takes the time continuum
to revolve once around eternity. Just as every year the climate on
the earth is similar, every particular day having its usual
temperature and weather, and every general period having the same
seasons, so is time. While every age is completely new and original,
they all follow the same pattern, and through every age the same
general events happen, though a few of the small details change from
one time to the next.
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- “So you see, it is true
that Onan sent you to both the past and the future of your original
time. The Pastites would say that you were sent forward in time,
because you existed in our past, while the Futurists would say that
you were sent backwards in time because you existed in our future.
While this would seem an unimportant question, it is not, for we
have to choose one or the other. You, the kinsman redeemer
have to choose one or the other. That is why you were sent, you have
to decide. Our fate must be decided by a mortal because the gods
have vowed to never interfere directly in our ways again. You must
decide, Jehu, for you hold the fate of humanity in your hands: in
all the other ages before us, the wrong decision was made, and every
time some great calamity came that somehow threw the earth into a
great ice age that destroyed all life for many millenniums. We know
that the wrong decision was made, but we cannot tell what it was
that was done. Tell me Jehu, will you join the Futurists? Surely you
can see that the Pastites are just that, stuck in the past, with
their obsession with traditions and legends. They are of the past,
but we are of the future, we are the progressive ones. Dear Jehu,
choose the future, and when the earth is spared from the great
impending doom, we will set you up as ruler of the world to show our
gratitude. Will you join us, friend?” he asked me with the most
entreating eyes, though of somewhat doubtful sincerity.
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- There was a deathly silence
that followed, for I was thinking long and hard about what I should
do, until at last I spoke, “Your majesty, I am afraid that I will
have to turn you down and remain with the Pastites. Onan sent me,
and it is Onan whom I shall follow.”
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- The King shook his head and
sighed dejectedly, for a moment he looked disheartened and
crestfallen, but then he again resumed his former prideful pose and
said to me, less humbly and entreating than before, “Very well, I
was afraid that you would do that. I have no choice now but to keep
you here indefinitely as a prisoner, until such time as you realize
the error of your ways and repent. It may seem improper to refuse
the decision of the kinsman redeemer, but I must, for I will
not allow my people to be destroyed by your ignorance.”
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- With that he turned and
walked quickly down the stairs to the door, turning to me just as he
reached it and adding with an almost spiteful intonation, “But
then again, what clarity of mind can be expected from someone from
the unenlightened past.” He then left the room, closing the door
with a powerful thud, after which I heard a small metallic click and
his strong, commanding footsteps fading down the long stairway. As
soon as the sound had died away and he was no more to be heard, I
ran down to the door and tried to open it, but to no avail, for it
was locked. There was no way to escape: I was a prisoner of the
Zards.
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- The light of the
newborn sun rose that instant far enough above the horizon to
shine directly into the tower’s upper dome-like room, and I was
awe struck by the texture that the lights created on the glass of
the walls, for when it shone through at just the right height, a
previously invisible picture came to view. It was of a towering
clipper ship with sails that stretched across their masts like
skin over the bones of a pleasantly plump fellow, the wind
billowing them about at a leisurely rate. Waves broke gently upon
the ship’s side as the crew rested peacefully on the various
cables and nets, all except for the one-legged captain who was
busy looking at the map and accompanying charts. It was a quaint
and beautiful scene, though it soon passed away as the sun moved
upwards in the sky, and I wouldn’t have mentioned it, except
that as it disappeared, I found myself looking at where it had
been, but instead of the ship, I saw directly through the glass
the inhabitants of Nunami arising and beginning their daily
business, a scene which I might have missed since I was previously
wholly absorbed by the picturesqueness of the sky.
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- Usually the Zards would
arise before dawn and be about their business, but because of the
great flames of the night before, they had no doubt had trouble
sleeping, and therefore slept later than usual when they finally did
fall into the lands beyond consciousness. They hustled and bustled
about the streets of Nunami, each doing their own business, and
there was much business to be done in a city in which all provisions
are provided internally, with no trade or commerce outside
whatsoever. There were merchants and stores still, yet they were not
traders but producers, each making their own wares as they sold ones
they had already made. Butchers sat in their shops with their
blood-stained aprons already donned, cobblers and tailors were busy
with the day’s repairs and new creations, the milkmen paraded the
streets slowly and methodically, somehow getting their products to
the citizens before 8 AM. The farmers and herdsmen were also at work
in the fields that were spread throughout the city, plowing and
sowing, and being joined by those who had just finished distributing
the milk.
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- All was commonplace and
normal, I thought, and I was surprised, for the Zards were not at
all martially minded, a great contrast to their Canitaurian
brethren. Of course, I had never actually met any of the Canitaurian
commoners. It seems to me that the only ones who really are
martially minded are the leaders and politicians, everyone else
seems to mind their own business, and sometimes I wonder if there
would even be any wars if there weren’t any governments with the
power to wage one. There was a group of Zards by the government
center, which was close to my involuntary quarters, and they were
leaning over an opening in the aqueduct that ran down into the lake
in the southern section of the city, branching off from there into
all the various sectors. They were dumping a barrel of a fine, white
powder into the water that was running down into the lake, and after
the first had been poured in, they added another and another until
they had put a good five barrels into the water source. Once they
had finished, they took the empty barrels to a large cage that was
down the road a bit, inside of a small grove of trees and shrubs.
Inside the cage was a multitude of little beetles that crawled
around every which way and were evidentially feasting on a large
chunk of glowing material. For a moment I was surprised, and
wondered what it was they were doing, but then it hit me: they were
the delcator beetles that Bernibus had told me of earlier, the ones
that absorbed the radioactive material and stabilized it. As I
learned later, they had two good uses, one was that they consumed
the unstable materials and neutralized them, but the other was that
their droppings, when mixed into the water supply, also gave all
that consumed them a greater tolerance for nuclear material. It was
almost ironic that their whole way of life was dependent on the
feces of another life form, but I will refrain from turning it into
a metaphor.
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- The female Zards wore a
black headpiece that mostly covered their faces, and at first I
found it strange that for all his talk of progress, the King’s
people still oppressed their women, perhaps there wasn’t as much
progress as he had boasted, or, more likely, he was unaware that
there was no such thing as progress, just different manifestations
of oppression. History repeats itself, they say, and indeed it does,
both literally and figuratively.
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- There suddenly arose a great
commotion in the square between the Temple and the palace, and as I
looked, I was surprised to see that there was a large crowd
gathered. In the middle of the square there were two groups of ten
Zards facing each other, with a single Zard in between them, and
around the outside of the plaza area stood a hundred or so
spectators, apparently watching those in the middle. A moment after
I started watching, the solitary Zard, the referee as I found out,
walked to the edge, and each of the groups walked to one of the
opposing sides and then turned about to face the other. The referee
let out a loud yell and in a flash, the two teams ran at each other
headlong, until converging somewhere in the center of the field. As
they met they dived upon one another and pushed and shoved until the
left team had isolated one of the right’s players, who was the
only one on his team wearing an orange jersey. They dived on him and
jumped until the whole field was piled high with them, and then they
slowly began to disembark. Once all of the opposing team’s players
were off of the orange shirted Zard, all was silent and still as the
referee held his hand aloft and began counting with his fingers.
Everyone held their breathe and stood tensely by as they watched.
Just before the referee’s tenth and final finger was counted, the
orange shirted player rose from the ground, amidst the screams of
joy from his team and about half of the crowd, apparently their
fans.
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- The two teams then returned
to their respective sides, and again the referee yelled loudly,
signaling them to rush at each other once more, and more of the same
ensued, this time it being the other team’s orange shirted player
to get pounced on. Once again there was a high pile on top of him,
and once again, as they crawled off and he was exposed, the referee
began to count. Except that this time the orange shirted one never
got up. The other team cheered again and so did the other half of
the crowd. The referee went to a pole on the sidelines and put up
the number ‘1’ on it while a few bystanders picked the Zard up
and carried him off the field. They continued to play in this
fashion for awhile, going until one team or the other had no longer
any players to be jumped upon, but I was too disgusted at their
violent nature to watch, and instead walked over to the end table
and picked up the telescope, taking back as I did my thoughts about
the innocence and gentleness of the common folk.
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- With the telescope in hand I
went over to the eastern side of the room and began to closely
inspect the savanna in an attempt to get a bird’s eye view of the
point of my entrance in Daem. It looked rather the same from above
as it did from below, though the smells and sounds were missing, and
I found that it was rather bland once the initial excitement,
surprise, and respect of its novelty had worn off. Indeed, it was
quite too dull for me, even in my state of boredom as a prisoner,
though I suppose that that isn’t a proper description of my
feelings, for I wasn’t free from excitement or intriguing events,
but rather, I was in the middle of a campaign of new and anticipated
things, but simply unable to participate. Stuck in a room 800 feet
from the ground with walls of glass that allowed observation of the
whole island of Daem, which I assumed to be the only civilization in
the world, while great events unfolded around me, of which I was
supposed to be the primary actor, was very disconcerting, though I
find in retrospect that fate worked so mysteriously in my situation
that it is quite puzzling to think about, meaning, of course, my
relationship with the doom of humanity as preventer and provoker, as
savior and condemner.
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- My writing of this
manuscript may be considered quite a big cheat, as it details my
direct involvement with Onan, the Lord of the Past, and the general
circumstances of the end of life on earth, for the current age at
least, but still I am allowed to write it. Onan told me just a few
moments ago that I could write it and tell all that I want, to which
I was taken aback. When I asked why he would allow me to break the
law of the council of the gods, he replied that there was no rule
against a human agent from detailing his involvement in the actions
of the divines. It was allowed, he told me, because it would never
make a mite of a difference, for even if it were able to survive the
bitter ice ages and all the evolutionary periods in this TAB
(Temporal Anomaly Box, which I will explain later, since I get ahead
of myself and have not told of them yet), and even if it is found by
humans, and even if they are capable of understanding the text
contained within it, even then they will take no gain from it. I was
again taken aback when he said this, for though I know humans to be
stubborn and foolish, in general, I would think that they would at
least mind the warning when the conditions of its completion came to
pass. But he dissuaded me, telling me that my coevals of the next
age would no doubt take it as a novel.
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- At this I took your defense
quite personally upon myself, and demanded in as not so humble a
tone as would be thought proper, though as I am about to die within
the next day or two, I have to admit that I don’t give much of a
damn for politics or manners. And yet, with all my ardor I was
quickly subdued by a curt rebuke by my interlocutors (for Zimri was
there as well), which was, quite simply, that you hadn’t taken
Homer for any more than a creative poet, even after a few thousand
years of study, so why should my meager manuscript make such a large
impact. At that, I acquiesced to them and admitted that on that end
my attempt to save humanity one way or another was contemptible, but
I still write, as you see, for the story’s sake, and possibly for
my own material immortality. But never mind that, for it is high
time that I went back to my story.
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- I was looking through the
spyglass at the various areas of Daem where my adventures had so far
taken me. After I had examined them all for a few moments, I felt a
strange urge to use the telescope to look closely at the mainland
that I had seen before, to see what the effects of the Great War had
been there. As I turned the telescope’s sights toward it, I was at
once surprised and flabbergasted at what caught my eye. There were
living beings on the mainland, not too far from the coast. And not
only that, but they were standing upright, though stooped, as if by
weariness and the wiles of life, and they seemed, in general, to
resemble humans, not directly, but as much as the Zards and
Canitaurs did, and with the effects of the radioactive instability
greater on the mainlands, it would seem natural that they would be
further removed from normality than those on Daem. The land itself
was barren and flat, with sparse vegetation in the forms of small,
deformed shrubs and a short, weak looking grass. As I looked closer
I saw that there were about six of the strange, stooped humanoids,
and they were gathering the fruits of some of the shrubs for
consumption. In a few moments they finished their task and began to
walk further inland, and I followed their progress with interest
until they finally disappeared behind some of the small plateaus
that were scattered here and there among the wastelands.
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- Putting the telescope down,
I walked over to the couch and laid down on it, with indignation
filling my every move, for I was almost enraged that the Zards and
Canitaurs both should fail to tell me, whom they claimed to respect
as kinsman redeemer and whose decisions would seal their fate
for good or ill, that there were other survivors from the Great
Wars. I was also shocked by their selfishness, for while they fought
pettily amongst themselves over how they would change their lands
for the better, a seemingly important question about past and
future, they completely ignored the sufferings of other humanoids,
to whom their way of living no doubt seemed like a paradise. But
there they were, stuck across the sea on their desolate lands,
unable to cross to Daem and enjoy its plentiful resources and
luxuries, yet not at all unaware of them, for as they labored in
their hopeless ways, they could see Daem shining like a heavenly
vision before them, one which they were not able to touch or grasp,
but instead one that must infuriate them to no end in their heart,
at the knowledge of fate’s unfairness and their utter hopelessness
and complete poverty, not because of their laziness or their
ignorance or anything involving their actions whatsoever, but simply
because they had been born on the wrong side of the sea.
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- At that moment I was
embittered against both the Zards and the Canitaurs for their
selfishness and their pretensions of morality. There is no morality
where one sees another starving and suffering and does not help,
when one sees a whole race of people living on a land where nothing
but sorrows dwell, but will not let them share the wealth that was
given one by no doing of oneself. There is no morality in
selfishness, and when I saw those wretched people, I no longer felt
like redeeming those on Daem from the impending doom of humanity.
Whatever plans they had for me they never told, I sensed, for there
was something deeply wrong about the way they looked at me and
talked about me, something deeply wrong about the way they
patronized me and treated me like a silly child, while I was the one
who was to decide their fate. The Canitaurs and the Zards both
looked at me with a subtle sense of deceit and ill will, all that
is, except Bernibus, which is why our friendship flourished so
swiftly. As I laid there with thoughts of Onan and the decision that
I was to make, and of all the responsibility that was put upon me
involuntarily, as I thought of the conflict of past and future at
the neglect of the present, as I thought about the self-obsession
and over-indulgence that come with wealth, and the desire for still
more that accompanies it, I fell to sleep and into a place where no
troubles lay, for my long day and night had left in me no energy for
dreams.
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- When I awoke the sun
was once more out in its morning glory, at the height it assumes at
about the 9 o’clock hour, and the room was warm and cozy because
of it, as it shone in through the glass walls. My first sensation
upon waking was one of peace and bliss, the feeling experienced when
you wake up late to a nice warm resting place, especially so when
all the rest of the world is hard at work and you are not. I
breathed in the air deeply and contentedly while stretching my arms,
legs, and back in a most relieving fashion, and then turned towards
the table in the center of the room, from whence I smelled an
extremely appealing smell, that of a hearty breakfast.
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- As I did so, however, my joy
was sent to a bitter, premature death, for there sitting at the
table and smiling sardonically at me was the King, arrayed in all
his pomp and splendor with his powerful pose, which, while it had
impressed, and even to a point overwhelmed me, before, did no such
thing to me now, for I was fresh with indignation at the exclusion
of the humanoids across the sea from the paradise of Daem.
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- He saluted me in a polite
manner, and I him, though there was little affection behind it.
Then, without any more ceremony, I sat down and began to eat,
repulsing any attempt of his to start a conversation with persistent
vigor, until I had finished, when I stood and demanded where exactly
I was to make my toiletry. He laughed and said that he was wondering
how long I would last, but as I was still too unpleasant to respond
with any familiarity, he showed me to a little room that was tucked
off of the side of the bell that formed the entrance to the domed
chambers of the upper tower. The top of the tower itself was a half
complete sphere, while the room only occupied the upper half, so
that the bottom was divided between the entry way and the toiletry
room. I spent a few moments grooming and washing myself and
preparing for the day, and then rejoined him in the room. He was
still sitting on his chair and I took the other. The meal had been
carried away.
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- He began the conversation by
saying, “My dear Jehu, I must apologize for keeping you in this
position, but you must understand that the outcome of this war is
very serious, and I will not risk it to your sensationalism.”
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- “Sensationalism!”
returned I, “Is that how you would describe a touch of humanity?”
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- “What do you mean?” he
questioned, apparently interested in what I said.
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- “Well,” I began,
regaining myself, my former indignation being exhausted by the
spirit of my opening comments, and my normal sober reasoning
returning, “I have been observing your society, which you suppose
to be enlightened, but I have seen some things, which, I am afraid,
are evidences of the opposite.”
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- “Go on,”
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- “For one, your common folk
engage in the most violent entertainment. I saw a vicious game being
played not far from here, in the plaza below. There were two sides,
and they rushed at each other in a rage and clashed when they met
until one side tackled the other. This went on for some time, the
evident point of the sport being to gain points by making it so that
one of the opposing players cannot get up at the end of a round. It
was so brutal that I was disgusted and could watch no more.”
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- “Yes, I see what you mean,”
the King replied, “I myself would much rather that such games
would be forsaken, but the people really enjoy it. I must remind
you, as well, that your society had the same type of thing, as did
every other before it. It was football for you, gladiators for the
Romans, and so forth.”
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- “But I thought that you
had no traditions? That you were more enlightened than those of the
past? You can hardly excuse your misconduct by reminding one of the
misconduct of another, especially when you claim to disclaim the
errors of history, or at least, that altered and redefined thing
that you call history.”
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- “You are right, I have to
admit,” he conceded, “But let me remind you that it is a static
characteristic of humanity to confuse the ends with the means. When
an intense effort is applied, the melodramatic tendency is to honor
that effort, despite its uselessness, instead of honoring the
product of the effort rather than the effort itself. But, you are
right, I admit, for we have still a few places left to refine in the
common folk.”
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- Feeling vainglorious at my
victory, I pursued him further, “I also observed that your
womenfolk wear face coverings in public, which is most certainly a
thing of the past.”
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- “I must disagree with you
there Jehu,” he said, evidentially regaining his confidence and
sense of moral footing, “For even in your own time the womenfolk
all wore masks and face coverings.”
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- I was taken aback and cried,
“Most certainly they did not, your history books may say so, but
I, dear sir, was alive and would know best!”
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- “What, then,” he coolly
replied, with a sharp grin that reeked of self-confidence, “Would
you call all the messes of make-up and perfume and other such things
which they were virtually forced to wear? I see nothing different
between wearing face coverings and transplanting an entirely new
face, hair, and body on oneself everyday. In fact, our women got
together and decided voluntarily to do so, for the very reason that
if an artificial covering must be put on, it might as well be one
that is easy, for why spend an hour or more a day to change one’s
appearance, when it can be done in moments with a head covering?
That is a great time saver for us. And why spend the resources to
research, produce, and market massive amounts of facial paint to
cover up the face when it is possible to put a covering on and get
the same effect much, much easier? It is only logical.
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- “And in general, Jehu,”
he pursued, warming to the subject matter, “I find the oppression
of women in your time to be quite appalling. You seemed to think
that the liberation of women consisted in transforming them into
loveless, materialistic thugs, into workaholics whose only desire is
wealth, into aggression driven beings that possessed little shred of
real humanity, into, in a word, men. I think it would have been a
much better endeavor to have attempted to change men into women.”
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- I was taken aback by his
eloquent defense of the treatment of women in his society, and felt,
I must admit, a little impressed by his arguments, seeing as how it
did make more sense to wear a head covering than to paint on a face
every morning. Still, I desired to let him see that traditions aren’t
all that bad, just as they aren’t all that good, and, as I had
still won one point out of two so far, I felt it safe to move on to
my main argument against his humanistic preponderance.
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- “You are right there, I
admit, but tell me, your majesty,” I said with a slow, scoffing
voice, meant to show that I had a powerful point to make, and as if
I had to go slow enough for him to comprehend the eloquence of my
speech, “Why, if you are so enlightened and progressive, so
humanitarian and merciful, why do you keep a whole race of people,
of human beings, stranded on the far shore, able to see the goodness
of Daem’s plush lands, but unable to visit them? How can you
justify the keeping of people in such conditions when it is in your
power to relieve them?”
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- He sobered up more than he
already was and answered in his most dignified voice, one calculated
to stop opposition by its very graces, “Their plight is
unfortunate, but as they are not my subjects, it is none of my
concern.”
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- “So you knew of them, but
did not care. How typical of powerful men. What are they called?”
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- “Munams,” he answered,
“Is what we call them, though people of your time had a different
name for them, Neanderthal, if I am correct.”
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- My intrigue superseded my
conviction and I asked interestedly, “But, how is that possible?
The Neanderthals were the ancestors of men in my time, and the men
of my time were the ancestors of the men of this time, how could
they be living now?”
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- “Very simply, for your
scientists and philosophers did not understand the revolution of
time, and what they thought was evolution was in fact devolution.
You see, when they found all the fossils and other such evidence for
evolution, they interpreted it to mean that they had evolved from
lesser organisms. Since they didn’t know that time repeats itself
over and over again, ages of time being like the years of the earth,
it was actually the remains of the age before them that they thought
were the remains of their ancestors. In truth, instead of a great
comet hitting the earth and destroying the dinosaurs and many other
living beings, it was the Great Wars, the nuclear wars, that caused
all the damage. And since their perception of the events was
backward, instead of the blasts destroying the dinosaurs and the
wholly mammoths, it was what actually created them, for, you see,
after the nuclear weapons had all been used, everything in the world
died, or came very close to it, all that is, except Daem, which
thrived, because of the delcator beetles.
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- “There were no ‘dinosaurs’,
only Zards, for when the radiation levels were still high and
unstable, we grew to enormous sizes, and likewise there were no
wholly mammoths, but Canitaurs. And the Neanderthals that appeared
shortly after were not the precursors to humans at all, but the
Munams, who survived on the mainland near Daem because of the
corrected atmosphere, but who were mutilated more than we by the
increased corruption across the sea. The Ice Ages, also, were not as
you thought, but instead mark the position in the last age after the
doom of humanity was played out and everything destroyed. The Big
Bang, also, was not at the beginning, but at the very end, being
somehow related to the onset of the Ice Ages. Your evolutionary
theories were close, but the time tables were rearranged to fit the
facts, since time was thought to be linear.
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- “That is where our main
trouble lies, Jehu, for through geological and biological evidences,
even more advanced than those collected during your times, we can
tell that something happens at this very period of history that will
wipe all life from the face of the earth for a long period of time,
many thousands of years, until somehow they start to reproduce and
grow once more into what they are now. Something very powerful
happens, even more devastating than the nuclear wars, when all the
nations of the world used their entire stock of weapons. Our problem
is how to prevent it, and a great problem it presents, indeed. You
see, while we would wish to be confident of success, since we know
generally what to expect, we know through research that there have
been many, many ages before us in which the same thing has happened.
That is why the geological layers have always been found to be
strangely misaligned, with fossils from an earlier period here and
with a later period there. That is why things like tree fossils are
found in coal mines, where they shouldn’t be, and why in general,
the evidence found in the ground doesn’t fit a consistent pattern.”
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- As he finished, I could say
nothing, for his revelation was sobering to me, bringing me suddenly
back to the realization that our doom was impending, that every
decision I made had the potential to either bring us to safety, or
to supply the necessary force to hurl us viscously off the cliff of
mortality. He was silent as well and allowed me a few moments of
meditation to turn his speech in my mind. As is my tendency, I
looked abstractly out the window as I thought, fixing my
subconscious focus on the road that ran from the northern gate down
through the city, the road which formed half of the plaza beneath
the temple. A moment or two passed like a solemn parade of mourning,
then, suddenly, or at least quite unexpected by myself, a party of
Canitaurs came walking down the northern road, unharassed and
unescorted through the heart of the city. Since they came freely, I
knew that they were not prisoners, but still I was perplexed at how
a party of them came to be allowed in Nunami at all under such
pretexts, especially as they had attempted to bring it to ruin but a
few days before.
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- The King saw their coming
and my interest in them, and said in a way of explanation, “There
is to be a council today between the Zards and Canitaurs, with you
present, of course. Our war has rampaged for quite some time, but we
are forced to peace in light of our impending doom, brought by
circumstances outside of ourselves. We will decide tonight, or
tomorrow, what action to take. It is a grim time, you can be sure,
my dear Jehu, when Zards and Canitaurs meet in peace, a grim time
indeed.”
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- He said that very
importantly, with an air of fright in his voice, as one who knows
his end is near, for both him and his loved ones. There was another
moment of silence as he reflected on the meaning of his words, and
then he rose and beckoned me to follow him. We made our way through
the bottom half of the room and down the long flight of stairs that
wound down the great tower in the Temple of Time. When we reached
the bottom, we went again into the long room with the bookshelves,
the table, and the altar to Temis. Already there waiting for us were
the Canitaur emissaries, Wagner and Bernibus.
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- They rose to greet me,
bowing low in a deferential manner, more out of forced respect than
awe, at least on Wagner’s part, and after the customary blessing
that followed, we all sat down at the long wooden table that
stretched lengthwise through the room. Wagner and Bernibus took
their chairs on one side and the King and myself on the other, he
and Wagner being opposite each other, and Bernibus and me being the
same; the King and I were facing the altar and the White Eagle that
held it.
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- There was a moment of
silence as we took our seats, and it continued for another moment as
everyone sat in an awkward situation. As there was no one else in
the room besides the four of us, and as Wagner seemed disinclined to
begin, the King opened up our conference with the following
statement:
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- “Well, dear sirs, what can
I say, except that I am glad that you have finally condescended to
seek a mutual agreement on the actions which are about to ensue, and
that I hope that our conference will be productive and informative.
Before we begin, I will outline the rules of the debate and of the
conference, which were agreed upon before the military action of the
recent past,” here he looked at Wagner with the look of a judge
who supposes himself morally superior to the criminal in his
holding, “And by which we will still govern the council, despite
the sudden change in circumstances. The rules are as follows: The
decision shall be made by the votes of the three parties involved,
namely the Zards, the Canitaurs, and Jehu, the kinsman redeemer.
A majority of two votes is required to decide which of the paths
will be taken: the Futurist or the Pastite. As is clearly obvious,
my dear Jehu, I shall vote Futurist, and Wagner shall vote Pastite,
and it is up to you to cast the decisive vote. You are the kinsman
redeemer, and for all intents and purposes, you will be the sole
decider of the fate of humanity. It is a great responsibility, but
one that you were chosen for by the child of Temis, the God of Time.
Wagner and myself will each make our cases, though you know them by
now, and then you will have all night to decide and you will tell us
your decision in the morning,” thus concluded the King’s opening
address.
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- Before anyone else could
follow it up, I interjected, “But I was sent by Onan to do his
work on earth, wouldn’t it only make sense for me to choose the
way of Onan?”
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- The King answered me,
saying, “You were sent by Temis, the God of Time, Jehu, for Onan
and Zimri are his children who do his work for him, but they only
have the powers that he gave them. Onan is the only one able to
speak to mortals, for he is in the past, while Zimri is in the
future, but Onan also speaks for Zimri, because he is told what to
say by Temis, whose agents they both are as much as you are Onan’s.
Isn’t that so, Wagner?”
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- Wagner sighed in the
affirmative, and when he had done so, I asked him pointedly, “Why
didn’t you tell me? You led me to believe that Onan was the one
who sent me, and by his own power.”
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- Here the King put in, “He
merely wanted to prejudice you to his own side, Jehu. He attempted
to by-pass our peace treaty of long ago when he tried to attack us
and capture this very temple for his own plans. We agreed
twenty-five years ago to do it this way, because enough blood had
been shed, and no good had come from it. He violated it when he took
you into hiding, using our pursuit after his treachery as
justification. But come, in the face of impending doom we cannot
squabble over past wrongs, but must move to prevent future disaster
from striking.”
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- “What is so important
about this Temple of Time, though?” I asked.
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- Wagner and the King mumbled
together that “It was an essential part of the restoration of Daem”,
but would not elaborate, saying that it was unimportant to the
present troubles. They looked guilty as they said it, though of what
I did not know. I was reminded of my indignation at their ignoring
of the sufferings of the Munams and became once more impatient with
their self-importance, so I yielded the floor and they began to make
their cases. In order to decide who went first, they drew lots, and
as the shorter was drawn by Wagner, he went first. His speech is as
follows:
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- “The past is constant,
Jehu. It has happened and is secure in its place, explored and
known. The traditions and customs of our people are steadfast and
immovable, for they have survived the ages like a mountain that is
untouched by the weather. They have lasted so long not because of
the mere namesake of tradition, but because they work, because they
have worked thousands of times before, and because we know they will
work a thousand times in the future. What was good enough for the
generations before us is good enough for us and our children. A
tradition, or taboo, is not formed by the decision of some
contemporary council as a means to control others via social
restrictions, for if it was it would never have lasted, instead it
is formed because of experience, because when something goes beyond
it the result is temporary pleasure, the nectar of the fruits of
rebellion, but when the rebellious desires have faded, what is left
is rotten and decayed.
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- “It brings only more
desires for rebellion and more thirst for the forsaking of
traditions, and it will not be satisfied. Then another taboo will be
broken, but this also will not quench the desires of the rebellious,
who do what they do not for any independent purpose, but only from a
desire to break traditions and taboos and to be different than their
forebears. But there is no satisfaction in rebellion, only in
obedience. Obedience not to some alien divinity, not to some social
supremest, not to the blind devotion of parental mandates, but
obedience to common sense, to practicality, to morality. For a taboo
is not formed by any one person, instead it is slowly built up upon
the experiences of many, experiences which show that when one thing
is done, suffering is what follows, and when another thing is done,
happiness is what follows. Of course there are a few, isolated
taboos that are based instead on human prejudices, but that doesn’t
translate into the abandonment of all the experience of precedents.
What comes when there are no longer any taboos and traditions to
break? Destruction. For as is seen time and again, the rebellion of
societies gains momentum, and while their consequences are slow in
gathering, in the end they multiply and force those societies over
the edge of power, bringing only suffering and ruin.
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- “And not only are the
experiences of the past wielded together into that euphoria that
eludes the rebellious—wisdom—but its constant state controls the
present and the future. What men have seen in the past leads them in
their future actions, and as a result, it is not the future that
controls the present and defines the past, but it is the past which
controls the present and defines the future. What sense is there in
abandoning the mountain of wisdom that the past has built up and
leaping blindly into hazy, unknown actions and institutions? The
past is steady, Jehu, and it is known; it is the only sensible way.”
Thus spoke Wagner.
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turn, and he said as follows:
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the present nor the future, its time has been spent, its part in the
theater of life is over, it is extinct. Jehu, Wagner speaks of us as
rebelliously breaking taboos that were formed by our forefathers,
but that is not true. In the present more is known than was known in
the past, they had outdated views and opinions, and their ideologies
were vulgar and unsophisticated. At present we are more
knowledgeable, more refined than what has gone before. The people of
the past waged unjust wars.
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- “They had superstition and
prejudices that clouded their visions of morality, and the product
of that is a large amount of taboos and precedents and traditions
that are immoral or meaningless. Now is the age of enlightenment,
now and never before is the future at hand, mixing with the present
as we learn more and more about our world. We are progressive,
learning and growing in philosophy and lifestyle.
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- “If those of the past were
so upright and wise, than why are they not still among the living?
If they were so powerful, then why are they now extinct? The past is
gone, but the future is yet to come, it still holds tangible
pleasures, not memories, it has promise and potential, while the
past is only the ruins of the same. When the past is looked back
upon, it is small and immaterial, it is like time crumpled up into a
wad of memories, and a time yesterday or a thousand years ago looks
the same, for it is past, it is no more. Life is not short, but in
retrospect it seems to be, and its memories are distant, as they
float like fish in the oceans of time, lacking both definition and
scale, and hanging lifelessly around in random arrays. Every moment
is of the same length, but a moment in the past is nothing, its
thoughts and emotions are nothing, they are gone and useless to the
present, while a moment in the future is long and touchable. A
thought that is past is as nothing, and it is forgotten, for the
past and the future are like a one-way mirror, you can look forward
into the future, but looking into the past you can see only the
present reflected back at you. What good are the joys or sorrows of
yesterday? They are as far removed as those of a thousand years ago,
but it is the joys and sorrows of tomorrow that loom the largest.
Why look into the past for completion, when it is found only in the
future?” Thus spoke the King.
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- Once both of them had
finished there was a short pause, each reflective and absorbed with
his own thoughts. At last the King broke through the still waters of
the moment and sent his rippling voice across its formless surface,
which revived at once and was joined by many others, until the
outward expression of consciousness sent the waters of the mind
again into their complex and interwoven dances. He spoke in the
department of host and concluded the short session with these words,
“Now the cases are stated, though but briefly, for they were
already well-known. As planned prior to the infractions of the
treaty, we will adjourn for the night, and in the morning Jehu will
deliver his verdict, whether we undo our problem through the future,
or through the past.”
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- We all rose and Bernibus, my
only friend on the island, came up to me and warmly embraced me,
while Wagner and the King conversed formally a few yards away. When
they were not looking and our backs were turned to them, Bernibus
slipped me a piece of paper that was rolled up into a tight scroll.
Seeing his caution and secrecy, I quickly stashed it in the inside
of my shirt, where it could not be seen. I was alarmed at the
momentary expression of his face, which showed that he was greatly
worried about me, and made me very interested in what the paper
would contain. His face quickly returned to its original
countenance, an impermeable barrier to his insides, and no one
except myself had any inclination about what had happened. The other
two turned towards us, and quickly made their farewells, Wagner and
Bernibus departing for their quarters, and the King to escort me
back to my prison.
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- He took my arm in his
genially, though only superficially so, for he still had a subdued
sense of distrust about him, and we went through the door to the
long, circling stairway from whence we had come. As we ascended we
engaged in small talk, the usual meaningless pleasantry, which I
assume you have probably had enough of in your experiences to allow
me to dispense with relating it, for it was of no weight in any of
the circumstances that I found myself in, and I especially was not
interested in it, as the paper given to me by Bernibus claimed my
whole attention, and filled me with an anticipation and mystery of
what it might contain. I kept up the small talk with the King merely
to allay any suspicions he might have had, though he had none. After
a seeming eternity we reached the top, and once there I stepped into
my chambers, as the King jestingly called them. We bade each other
goodnight, which was followed by the metallic click of the door
locking, and the sound his footsteps as he descended and made his
way to his palace.
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- I waited reluctantly
with my ear against the door until his footsteps could no longer be
heard, and then waited for fifteen minutes more, listening carefully
for any noises. There were none, and once I had convinced myself
that I was completely alone, I dashed swiftly up the stairs and
jumped onto the couch. My sudden movements caused the top-heavy
tower to sway slightly for a few moments, giving me quite the scare,
for I didn’t realize what it was at first. But then my pilot’s
instinct kicked in and I mentally calculated the height and width of
the tower and the mass of the dome that rested upon it, and came to
the conclusion that it was stable, for while a swift movement caused
it to sway, it would take a prolonged and deliberate pendulum-like
motion to cause any real damage, and even the fiercest wind would
not upset it, for it would only blow in a single direction at a
time, and only a rocking motion must be feared.
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- Confident once more of my
safety, I took the rolled piece of paper from the folds of my
clothing and opened it carefully. Inside was a note from Bernibus,
written in a legible cursive that flowed from an obviously educated
hand. It read as follows:
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“My Dear
Jehu, it is I, Bernibus, your friend and comrade, who writes to you.
Wagner and myself are soon to set off for Nunami for a council with
the Zards about the resolution of our conflict. It was decided in a
cease fire treaty twenty-some years ago that whomever first came
upon the kinsman redeemer was to have a council with the
other side and the ancient one to decide which course to take, since
either course needs the support of both the Zards and the Canitaurs
to succeed.
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“When you
first came among us, Wagner seemed to break the terms of the treaty
and keep you with us in an attempt carry out our plans independently
of the Zards, using an attack plan that had been held in readiness
since the treaty, to ensure a defense if things went wrong. When the
Zards attempted to capture us upon your arrival, Wagner declared the
treaty violated, and I assumed that it was to be entirely abandoned.
I was under this impression when I befriended you, and once our
friendship had strengthened, I had no fears for you, thinking as I
did that new methods were to be tried.
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“After
the attack on Nunami failed and the council was once again to be
held, each having violated it equally, my fears were suddenly
aroused on your behalf. It was only then that I saw that it was the
intention of Wagner not only to destroy Nunami and the Zards, but to
capture the Temple of Time, which was the only part of the city to
be left intact.
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“When I
confronted my brother-in-law about this, he only laughed at me
scornfully and told me that I was soft, that I was a fool to put one
man’s life ahead of the salvation of the whole earth. I was filled
with wrath at him and still am, but I have decided that it was
better to feign compliance and let you know by letter what it was
that is being planned for you. I am only sorry that it should come
to you at so late an hour, when I could have warned and helped you
before if I had only known. There is not much that you can do now,
but still I must warn you, for whatever it is worth, if only to
prove my affections.
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“You see,
my dear Jehu, the Pastites and Futurists interpret the prophecy to
mean that the kinsman redeemer has come to renew the earth,
as you have no doubt heard, although there is strong evidences to
the contrary. I myself have been brought up to this interpretation,
as it is more acceptable than the alternate theories that exist,
though I have been for a time now doubting its accuracy.
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“According
to the Externus Miraculum view, the Temple of Time is crucial
to the implementation of either plan, in fact it is the crux of them
both, the one issue that it is of as great importance, or greater,
than the presence of you, the kinsman redeemer. There is an
altar in the center room of the temple, a great diamond White Eagle
that is grasping an ordinary altar in its talons, and this altar is
where the kinsman redeemer is to be sacrificed. If only I had
suspected so before and could have warned when there was yet time!
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“But
there is no time now for such reflections, so I will continue. The
method of sending you back or forward in time is to sacrifice you on
the altar of Temis, the God of Time. It is not a traditional,
atonement sacrifice, nor of any kind that involves the cutting of
the flesh with a knife. Instead it is a molecular one. You are to be
set on the altar and then the White Eagle will start to spew forth
either protons or electrons, depending on which is chosen, past or
future.
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“When
your body’s cells absorb all of the floating matter, they will be
either positively or negatively charged to such an extent that their
revolutions will be rapidly accelerated. According to theory, the
increased speed of the revolutions would cause a rift in the time
continuum, or in other words, would change the proportion between
your existence in the temporal and material realms and change your
location in time, thereby propelling you into the past or the
future, depending upon which was chosen, electron or proton, past or
future.
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“There
has been much experimentation with this process, each person sent
through time being equipped with a matter-proof box that is
basically an advanced time capsule, lasting for millions of years.
Into this box (or TAB, Temporal Anomaly Box) each person was
supposed to write an account of their temporal journey and leave it
on the island that is presently Daem, at specific locations decided
on for that purpose. We would search for those boxes in the present,
to see if they had been delivered. None have yet been found, though
there are other possible reasons than death, such as a failure to
find the island, or the box’s removal by someone in an intervening
time.
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“Still, I
am greatly afraid for your life Jehu, especially so after what I
discovered just hours ago in the classified archives of the
Canitaurs: there was strong evidence that the process simply
disintegrated those upon whom it was tried, instead of sending them
through time. This was kept from the public, and was forcefully
forgotten by those who knew, their reason being that Temis would
guide your travel better than the others who were not called as his
servants.
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“If it
were anyone but you, Jehu, I would probably have deceived myself in
the same way, but I cannot let you be destroyed like this. You must
escape and not let them throw away our only chance of salvation in
such a way. I only wish that I had known sooner, I only wish that
there was a chance that you could escape,
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- Your Devoted Friend,
Bernibus
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- For a moment I could do
nothing except sit in silence and ponder over this new revelation.
After I had reread the letter twice, so as to be thoroughly familiar
with its contents, I ate it, so that if I did escape, or was
apprehended doing so, Bernibus would not be found out and suffer
because of it, though I doubt not that he would have gladly done so.
When I had done that, I ran down to the door and attempted to force
it open, but to no avail. Neither could it be picked. And even if it
had, it would have done me no good, for there were at least two
guards always stationed at the foot of the stairs, and many more
between them and the temple entrance, and even if, by some
miraculous intervention, I made it that far, that left me stranded
conspicuously in the center of Nunami. My only hope was to escape
from the island completely, for I would be found soon enough by the
cooperating inhabitants if I remained upon their own lands.
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- The land across the sea then
entered my mind, and its degenerate inhabitants, but that was across
a wide channel that would be hard to cross even if I had infinite
time, freedom, and materials to make a boat which would withstand
the waves, and I had none of the three. What little hope I had,
then, was out of reach, lost to me like the golden days of the past.
It was then that I was overcome by despondency, the hopelessness of
my situation weighing my spirits down. It is a peculiar trait of
mine that in times of distress and in situations that seem to have
no possible favorable outcome I act rashly and without reason.
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- You will remember how I
leaned forward and peered into the dark hole when I was stranded on
the tiny island in the sea, and how I struck the tree with a limb on
the shores of Lake Umquam Renatusum. Likewise, I again did
something which would seem illogical and vain: in my frustration, I
pushed the table that I happened to be standing against with as much
force as I could muster. It slid softly along the carpeting before
coming to a halt a few inches from the glass wall. It made no noise
or jarring of the floor, but the sudden shifting of weight in the
room caused the tower to sway once more, as it had when I had run up
the stairs to the couch.
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- And, as had happened on the
previous occasions, the result of my senseless actions was good, as
if guided by some external force, for an idea came suddenly to my
mind that would not have been there otherwise, an idea that was
outlandish and far-fetched, but was at the time my only hope.
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- I lost no time on preparing
my efforts, for there was none to be lost, and set out immediately
to remove the carpeting from the floor. Upon examination I found
that it was not attached to the ground at all, but only fastened
into a wooden frame at the walls that held it tightly in place. It
stretched in a circular fashion around the whole of the room and
into the center until it came to the stairs that led downward, so
that once removed it formed a circle about thirty feet in diameter
with a three foot circular hole in its center.
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- In case I haven’t
mentioned the type of the carpet yet, which I must confess that I
cannot remember, I will do so here: it was not a traditional carpet,
that form being apparently lost after the great wars, instead it was
a silky sheet-like carpet, no more than a quarter inch thick, and in
fact greatly resembling the sail of an old clipper ship, the
painting on the glass that I saw earlier probably attesting to the
fact that it had been designed with that appearance in mind. Like
its prototype, the sail, it caught a lot of wind and acted in the
same general manner.
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- Using the bowie knife that
was built into the large frontal buckle of the anti-electron suit,
which, by the way, I was still entirely wearing, I cut the carpet
down its center, making two semi-circular pieces, each with a moon
shaped appearance, much like a wing. I based my idea in part on the
observation that the Canitaurs and Zards had apparently lost, or
disregarded, the springs of my time and instead used a hammock of
springy, elastic cords that spread across the face of the furniture.
Simply put, they stretched elastic ropes across an empty frame,
almost like a trampoline made of individual cords.
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- This created a very
comfortable springing feel, for they gave enough bounce to render
the surface pliable, but not overly soft. Taking the bowie knife
again, I thrust it into the couch, and cut away the cushioning to
reveal the support. To my great relief, I found that it was
constructed in a manner similar to the other couches that I had
seen. There were about two score of the cords, each being between
three and four feet long. These I unattached and laid them down in a
pile.
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- Next, I took the four main
support beams for the couch, one running along each side and two
down the center in a crescent shape, with the same curve and slope
as the carpet, as they were designed to contour the same wall. Then
I disassembled the table and took from it two of its main beams,
which were about a foot shorter than their curved counterparts.
These I did not fully remove, instead loosening their screws and
swiveling them to extend outwards from the table at a right angle,
tightening them again afterwards so that they were secure.
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- Once that was accomplished,
I went to the frame that had held the carpet down and took the pins
and fasteners which were used to secure it. These I placed on the
crescent beams from the couch, which used the same standard size.
Once I had secured the carpet sections to the beams, I attached the
couch’s beams, via the cords, to the long beams sticking outward
from the table, running the ends of all the cords through another
cord that could, upon being pulled, adjust their height by pulling
or releasing, thus controlling the distance between the upper and
the lower beams, and changing the amount of slack in the carpet that
was stretched between them. I then removed the legs from the
tabletop, leaving just it and the beams together, the carpet being
attached to the beams.
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- Thus my plan was completed,
it being, in case you hadn’t guessed, a primitive hang-glider, the
carpet being a sail and the beams the wings, the whole being
steerable by either raising or lowering one side or the other, and
the altitude being adjustable by raising or lowering the two
simultaneously. I felt keen joy at my skills in air travel at that
moment, and as I stepped back to admire my work, I felt that
peculiar satisfaction of having made something and finding that it
was good.
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- But that moment was short
lived, for another problem quickly presented itself, namely, how
would I remove the hang-glider from the tower and launch it. It was
far too large to go down the stairs and needed to be propelled to a
high speed or dropped from a high altitude to become airborne. Since
I had no way of propelling it, I needed to launch it from the top of
the tower, which provided plenty of altitude, but then the problem
of how to remove it from the tower arose. For a moment I was stumped
and almost admitted defeat, but then it came to me.
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- The tower’s only weakness
was in its lack of protection against a deliberate rocking motion.
If I was able to swing it back and forth fast enough by slowly
gaining speed and multiplying the momentum, it would be possible to
get it to lean far enough that the dome would snap off, leaving the
room open to the air. This was possible, though rather unlikely. But
I tried anyway.
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- Starting on one side I began
to move from one edge to the other until a faint rocking motion
could be felt. Then I increased my speed in proportion to the speed
of the tower itself. It was a slow start, but the momentum began to
grow, and as it did each successive sway became faster and faster.
Soon it was going so fast that I began to have unstable footing, the
whole tower creaking like a tree that it is blown by a heavy wind.
The speed kept increasing until it reached its fastest, swooshing to
and fro with all of its accumulated force.
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- It was then that the break
happened, for on one of the thrusts the top snapped off and the
upper dome was flung downwards to the ground. As soon as it was off
I shoved the hang-glider with all the force I could muster towards
the edge. At first it fell, but a few feet from the edge its wings
caught the wind and it was brought up to a stable soar, and just at
that instant I landed on it, for I had jumped right after it. I hit
with a thud and felt the craft bounce downwards a little as I hit,
but it soon regained its stability and sped on through the air as
behind me I heard a great crashing sound.
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- I pulled the left wing down
and the glider began to turn in that direction. Since I had launched
into the opposite direction of the mainland, I needed to wheel
around completely, and as such I held the wing down until I had done
an about face towards the east. What I saw was a striking picture:
the sun had just begun to rise, and under the influence of its soft
textures the city of Nunami looked as it had before: quaint,
picturesque, and inviting. But there was a great difference now, for
the tower itself had completely collapsed under the momentum, and
its ruins had fallen down upon the Temple of Time, demolishing it
and leaving only ruins. It had also fallen on a strip of the city,
taking with it several buildings and leaving only rubble. The King,
Wagner, and Bernibus could just barely be seen amongst the crowds
that had dashed out of doors to see what was going on, and I could
tell that Bernibus was smiling at my escape as he looked at my wind
sailor a thousand feet in the air. A friend who rejoices in your
advancement, even at his own cost, is rare indeed.
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- Turning my gaze upwards, I
left Nunami and its troubles behind me and looked ahead to my
promised land, and though it was barren and devoid of any
significant foliage, it still held something equally dear to me as
landscape: safety. The wind currents were strong and my speed was
about 30 miles per hour. Great expanses of grassland sped by below
me like the memories of yesteryear, and within half an hour I found
myself over the ocean.
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- There is something very
refreshing about the sunrise that correlated very well with my
present feeling of emancipation, for it is a symbol of the new and
fresh, and of the forgetting of the troubles of the past. This was
true in my case, at least, for I was soon carefree once more, secure
in my freedom. As the wind rushed across my body, I was relaxed in
my adopted element, air, though it was slightly difficult to keep
myself firmly on the glider, as I was lying unfastened to the
tabletop. Below me passed the ocean, looking generally the same as
ever, though paler and less alive, like a ghost of its former self,
but still close enough to bring the calm of reminiscing.
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- Soon even the ocean began to
give way to the fast approaching mainland, and I abandoned my
restive meditations to solve the problem of how to land. I had not
made any contraptions for that purpose, having not thought about it
in the hurry to leave my prison. I decided to use a traditional
circling approach, in the same way scavenging birds descend on their
prey. When I was a mile or so inland, I began to circle about in
wide spirals, narrowing them as I drew closer to the ground. In this
way I had slowed down enough by the time I made contact with the
ground that neither I nor my craft was injured in the landing.
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- The terrain proved to be as
desolate as it had appeared from the distance, for the main
vegetation was a weakly sprouting grass that was only a few inches
high, though not mowed or chewed down. Every few dozen yards there
was a single stunted shrub or small tree, or in some cases a group
of the same, and the spaces between these was littered with
scattered rocks and occasionally a smaller, flowering plant. The
topography of the land was mostly flat, though not in the sense of a
plain or savanna, instead it was merely a gentle slope, so that the
immediate area seemed flat, but in the distance it was seen to rise
considerably. There were also a few small hills that were no more
than twenty feet high across their whole length, but in the obtuse
slopes of the land, even that seemed to be almost mountainous. Brown
was the prevailing color of it all for as far as my eye could see,
though I cannot say if that condition prevailed inland further,
since I had forgotten the telescope, which would probably have
proved a useful tool.
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- A slight wind blew from
seaward, scattering the dry top soil about like a cloud of gnats,
though there were very few actual insects, and no animals that I
could see. The only sound that I could hear was that of the wind
howling gently past my ears. I had landed in a sort of valley,
which, though not at all deep, was surrounded on all sides by slight
hills that prevented me from getting an extensive look at the
landscape beyond. Before making any decisions as to which direction
to set off, I decided to climb to the top of one of these hills to
ascertain my exact situation, and although I was generally reluctant
to start off into unfamiliar territory, I also wanted to put as many
miles between me and the coast as possible, in case the Zards and
Canitaurs came after me, which was still a cause of great anxiety to
me.
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- As I rounded the top of the
hill that was directly east of my landing point, I suddenly came
face to face with two small people, gnomes by appearance, one of
whom I recognized as being Onan, the Lord of the Past. He greeted me
familiarly as ‘My Dear Jehu’, and introduced me to his partner,
who turned out to be Zimri, the Lord of the Future. Onan was dressed
the same as when I had last seen him, and Zimri was close in
appearance, though his hair was long and his beard short, while Onan’s
were the opposite. Zimri wore a little blue-green frock that fit
rather snuggly but not enough to be considered tight. I started our
ensuing dialog by saying this:
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- “I am more than a little
surprised to see you upon such good terms with your rival, Onan,”
giving Zimri an inquisitive glance as I did. “I had just assumed
that you two would be bitter enemies, as your followers on Daem seem
to be, but I can tell now that that is not at all the case.”
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- He laughed, as did Zimri,
and replied, “We are brothers, and as such there is always a
strong rivalry, but at the same time there is the closest bond.
There is no real conflict between us, but only a trivial and jovial
mock conflict, the kind that means no harm and does none, to those
involved, but rubs off on others who are less informed, who take it
seriously and have a real conflict.”
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- “What do you mean by that
illustration?” I asked.
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- “Nothing. Nothing at all,”
he sighed, “I have said too much already, it is against the rules,
you know.”
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- “Yes, yes, the rules. Tell
me, though, how would you say I am doing so far, am I at least doing
fairly?”
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- “Of course, Jehu, you are
doing excellently.”
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- “Is it true about the
revolutions of time and matter, then?”
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- “Yes, in fact, it goes
even further than that—Say, Zimri, do you think it is allowable to
tell him about the physical and the spiritual realms?”
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- Zimri said nothing, for he
can say nothing, but he did nod his head in the affirmative. Thus
sanctioned by his brother, Onan continued to speak, “Well, you
know that physical existence is comprised of time and matter, and
that both of these are involved in a revolving motion, from the
minutest foundations to the largest additions. While they both are
revolving within themselves, they are also revolving together,
around an enigma which, as other of the centers, is completely
devoid of the thing which revolves around it, but is found
plentifully in them. In the case of matter, it revolves around a
black hole, in which there is not found any matter, but there are
places of emptiness inside of the matter, in fact, most of an atom
is empty space. In the case of time, it revolves around eternity, an
enigma where there is no such thing as time, even as there are
certain areas where no time exists in physical existence, such as a
book. Likewise, physical existence, which is a combination of time
and matter, revolves around a place in which there is no physical
existence, namely, the spiritual realm. There is no physical in the
spiritual, but there is spiritual in the physical. Physical
existence is not whole without the spiritual, which binds it
together in such a way that gives it life, the ability to think and
reason.
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- “There is spiritual matter
in everything, but it cannot be seen or sensed physically unless it
is revealed to one by a force on the spiritual side. Or rather, it
cannot be understood unless revealed, for it can always be seen
through its effects. By this I mean that it leaves a trace in the
physical realm, like a jellyfish that leaves a glowing trail in its
wake. When the brain of a human thinks, it is not the actual brain
that is thinking, instead it is the spiritual matter that exists in
the brain, and this spiritual matter leaves a trail where it goes of
electric signals and such. When someone feels a certain emotion,
such as love or depression, it is felt in the spiritual realm, but
its traces are seen in the physical, such as certain chemicals, but
these are not the cause of the emotion, only the effect of them. It
is possible, through certain drugs, to induce varying emotions, such
as happiness or laughter, but these are not the actual emotions,
only their physical counterparts, so that while it appears to be
happiness, it is not, like the shadow of a man in a field: his form
keeps the light from striking the ground beside him, but the shadow
is not him, only the trace of him. Making a shadow like the man does
not make the man, only the appearance of the man. While the how of a
situation may be inferred through physical means, the why is an
entirely spiritual matter, and any attempt to observe life without
taking into account the spiritual matter behind it will end in the
same result as evolution, as the scientists of your day generally
imagined it, but which was, in fact, devolution.
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- “The laws of the physical
realm are called science, such as the fact that energy and matter
are neither created or destroyed in any natural or artificial
process, or that everything left to itself tends toward disorder, or
that life cannot come from non-life by natural or artificial
processes. The laws of the spiritual realm are called morality. You
have no doubt observed that when one does a certain thing, the end
result is always good, and when one does something else, the end
result is always bad. That is because there are spiritual laws that
govern life, and just as there is gravity on the earth that always
pulls things down to it, so there is a spiritual law that whenever
someone steals something, the result is suffering for both of the
parties involved. Just as it is a physical law that man must have
oxygen to live, so it is a spiritual law that when someone murders
another the end result is always suffering. Why is this, one may
ask, but that is a foolish question, or at least a pointless one,
for the law of gravity states that on the earth, all things fall
downward towards the center of gravity, there is no reason why,
except that it is, for it is observed continually to be the case.
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- “Since men cannot accept
that there is a power over them, they deny it, and in the process
they misinterpret the various things of life as physical things, not
the spiritual things that they represent. For instance, love: men in
many “advanced”—that is to say, self-obsessed—civilizations,
view it only in its physical materializations, but not in its
spiritual context. When they see the results of love, romance
especially, they do not understand that the romance is only the
fruit of the spiritual essence of love, but instead think that the
romance is love. There can be so-called romance on the physical
level without its spiritual counterpart, but it is only the shadow
of love, which will never fulfill and will never be complete,
because, by definition, it is only a mocking of the true force of
love. On the other hand, true romance is not, as some would seem to
think, a certain action or set of actions, such as the gift of a
precious metal or some colorful piece of foliage, instead it is
whatever is the result of the spiritual love, for the physical
manifestation of the spiritual essence of love is not confined to
certain objects or actions, but to any that are sanctioned with its
blessings. The daily toil of a poor man shows far more love than a
lavish gift from a rich man.”
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- When he had finished, I gave
him a big grin and thanked him for his lecture, and then asked him
how it was that this did not break the rules, but other things did.
To this he replied that it affected my task only indirectly, while
the other things were all direct concomitants. Then he asked me if I
had any other questions for him, and I replied that I did indeed
have one. Which was as follows, “I know that there was a great war
directly after my departure from my native temporal zone, and that
it was very devastating in its reach and effect, and while I know
that the situation was very tense at the time, I was under the
impression that it was starting to cool down once more. What was it
that set it all off?”
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- “The disappearance of an
American fighter jet off the coast of China,” he replied
straight-forwardly.
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- My interest was suddenly
aroused, for that was the very section where my squadron was
stationed, and anyone who was lost would have been a close friend of
mine. “Go on,” I told him.
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- “The Americans claimed
that it was shot down by the Chinese, and demanded an official
apology. That the Chinese would not do, insisting that they had done
no such thing, and instead of the whole situation diffusing, as you
thought it would, both sides proceeded to war stubbornly, each
thinking itself in the moral superiority. But that is as always.”
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- “Do you have any idea
whose ship it was that went down? They were all my comrades,” I
said.
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- “Of course I know, Jehu,
for it was your plane.”
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- “But how? I wasn’t shot
down, I crash landed on an island.”
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- “But you came to me and I
sent you here, and since your radios went out, they had no idea that
you were safely landed.”
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- “Still, they must have
found the plane!”
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- “No, you know perfectly
well that those islands are brought above and below sea level at
different times. After you left, the island was brought below the
water, and your plane was lost in the sea, no traces were found.”
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- I was confused, “Onan,
does that mean that I was the cause of the war?”
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- “From a certain point of
view, yes.”
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- He was about to say
something else to me when we saw in the distance a group of about
ten Munams coming toward us, being at that time a few miles away. He
then told me that he must leave me again for the present, as he
could not interfere directly with my mission. They bid me goodbye
and I did the same to them, and then they walked down the opposite
side of the hill that the Munams were approaching from. As they
walked, they slowly disappeared, until they were gone without a
trace, for even their footprints had faded to nothing.
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- During the time between Onan
and Zimri’s departure and the Munam’s arrival, I was left to
myself for a period of inward meditation, an activity that you have
probably concluded that I am often given to, which is entirely the
case. This new revelation was very troubling to me, that somehow I
was the very cause of the destruction of humanity during the great
wars, while also the kinsman redeemer over 500 years later,
who was prophesied to be the one to bring humanity back into balance
with nature, or to thrust it forever off the edge of existence into
the damnation of the ice ages. As I told you in the beginning, I am
written in the pages of history as the destroyer of humanity, though
if it is just or not, I am not able to judge. The name of Jehu will
forever be a ripple on the surface of the waters of life, and when
it is heard or spoken, the only feeling that it will bring will be
hatred and disgust. If only mortals could see below the surface of
the waters of life, for just as the ocean can be deceiving on its
surface, so can life.
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- Time is like an ocean, but
when one looks upon it, what often happens is that all one sees is
the present reflected back in its surface, and the eyes are shielded
from what lies below, focusing instead on the surface, which is so
trivial compared to the abyss which supports it. When one only sees
the surface reflected back, then history and its wisdom lose their
meaning, and one sees not the past but only the present. What I mean
is this: if you look to the past to justify your actions rather than
to guide them, you will not see the truths contained therein, but
only what your presuppositions already were before you looked, and
your ignorance will be reinforced rather than repudiated. Wisdom is
the ability to see the past separate from the present, but when one
sees the destruction of humanity, he will see only me, his vision
being shielded from the true cause of it all, history.
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- The actions or inactions of
one solitary soul cannot bring the end of life, only the
accumulation of the wrongs and injustices of a whole race, the human
race. Forever I will be eyed as the assassin of humanity, and yet
that is not the truth at all, for I am the father of humanity, I am
the beginning as well as the end. If you view me only as one or the
other, you do not see me at all, but only a pale shadow of my true
self. I am Jehu, past, present, and future, I am the concentration
of humanity in all its forms and reproductions, I am the creator and
destroyer of every age of this temporal maze. Why am I the defender
and executioner of the race of men? Why am I the protagonist and
antagonist of humanity? Why am I the father and the son, the
beginning and the end? Such a question is futile to ask in the
physical realm, for here there are no answers to the why’s, they
are only to be found in the spiritual realm. The physical realm is
left only with the how’s, and it is those which I am attempting to
clarify.
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- It was only a few
moments after Onan and Zimri left me that the Munams arrived, for
they had run, spurred on, apparently, by their great desire to meet
me. In appearance they were like I had seen from afar: hairy and
stooped, almost using their arms as legs, but not entirely. Their
skulls were large and oddly shaped and their mouths were pushed out
from their faces like an ape’s. A limp, furry tail hung down from
their lower backs, and their hands had a tough, leathery appearance.
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- There were eight of them,
and when they drew near, the foremost hailed me with an eager gleam
in his eyes, like one who has long hoped and long been denied. His
voice was low and gravelly, but not at all uncivilized sounding, as
one would have expected by his appearance, and his facial
expressions were equally as livid and distinctly humanoid. He began:
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- “Hail, the White Eagle,
sent by the gods to deliver us! Hail the redemption from paradise,
coming to bring us home.” With that he held out his arms and
embraced me in a very warm, heartfelt manner.
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- “Hello,” I replied,
somewhat embarrassed by my lack of authority.
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- “I am Ramma, leader of the
Munams,” he told me, “And I welcome you in the name of us all.”
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- “Greetings, Ramma,” I
replied, “I am Jehu.”
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- “We are joyous at your
arrival, oh Jehu of the White Eagle.”
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- When he said this I had a
flashback, a moment of memorial deja vu, when the present and
the past are morphed together by one thought, when one idea from the
past and the present exists in such a way as to connect the two
times around it, forming a nexus between the two moments. I was
brought back to two separate times, the first being my initial
meeting with Onan, when I saw the muraled dome, the genetics of
history, and its depiction of the events which were symbolically
representative of Daem: the deformed man, the warring races, the
worshipers of the White Eagle. The other was my arrival in the
Temple of Time, when the King showed me the altar to Temis, the God
of Time, depicted as a great White Eagle, wrought in diamond and
grasping the altar in its talons. There was something about the
White Eagle that connected itself to me inseparably, something that
converged us into one form. I had a sense that it was somehow a key
to the mystery of the end times, but I could not make the
connection. I thought back to what Onan had said to me just a few
moments before, that he and Zimri were close friends, and not
enemies at all, while those on earth believed their rivalry was a
serious conflict. Yet while I had two separate memorial deja vu’s,
I could not make the connection between them to figure out what they
meant.
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- “Tell me,” I asked of
Ramma, “What do you mean when you call me the White Eagle?”
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- “The prophecy said that
our kinsman redeemer, who would bring us out of the lands of
desolation and into paradise, who would come to us like a giant
eagle, soaring high above the sea. Across the ocean there,” he
said, pointing to Daem, “Is Daem, the paradise land, wherein dwell
our enemies the Zards and Canitaurs. They keep us off of the island
and on the mainland by force, and here we have suffered ever since
the great wars, in these desolate and barren wastelands, where there
is neither life nor death, but only a hazy in between. An ancient
one with wings like an eagle was to come and rescue us, the White
Eagle, and under his guidance we are to be led to victory against
our enemies.
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- “To them he would be sent
first, humbly he would come to redeem them from the woes of their
own causing, but they would receive him not. Instead they cast him
away, and he was to come to us, to bring us to the promised land.
What a blessed sight it was when we saw you soaring through the sky
on your white wings, and now you have come, my dear Jehu, you have
come at last, in the hour of our greatest need. Come, oh White
Eagle, and let us go to Kalr, our city. Tonight is the Feast of the
Hershonites, celebrating the night that the prophecy was received,
and on the same day shall it be fulfilled!”
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- With that he turned and set
off with a step of exuberance to the northwest, the other Munams and
myself following him. He walked quickly, and it was all that I could
do to match his pace, so that I was left without breath enough to
ask any more questions. From what I saw on our journey, the
landscape was the same across the whole mainland that was near to
the coast, and there was neither change enough nor any landmark
conspicuous enough for me to take any bearings. Without the Munam’s
company, I would have been lost.
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- Ramma led us on a straight
course for about half an hour, there being nothing to steer around,
and when that time had elapsed, we found ourselves in a small,
battered city. There were no great buildings or infrastructure like
in Nunami, nor any complex labyrinths like the Canitaur’s military
base. Instead there were only weak, unsound huts, built with a
framework of oddly shaped driftwood and covered with a thick layer
of insulating sod. A road ran through the center of the city, only
distinguishable because it was packed down by constant use, and on
either side were groupings of the huts in semi-circular patterns,
with no space between them left unfilled by soil. This created a
wind barrier, preventing the strong winds that whipped across the
desert lands from harassing the inhabitants as they worked and
played in their communal yards. Each such grouping had a field of a
strange, potato-like plant that spread across the back ends of the
houses, where the fierce winds piled up loads of nutrient rich top
soil from miles and miles around. In the center of the protected
areas, each of the communities, for such they were called, had a
well that reached hundreds of feet downwards, bringing them almost
unlimited supplies of fresh water. Using these two major systems,
they were able to live in a comfortable manner, not comfortable in a
sense of comparison with the Zards or Canitaurs, but comfortable in
the sense that they had food to eat, clothes to wear, and shelter to
protect them. Under such conditions humanity can thrive, for
happiness is not found in the accumulation of excess comforts, but
in the accumulation of excess love. This the Munams had plenty of,
and from that point of view were more the evolutionary form of
humanity than the devolutionary.
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- The Munams all wore a sort
of close fitting frock, a plain colored one piece suit that
displayed their practicality and modesty. It is a hobby of mine to
observe the clothing worn by different groups of people and compare
it to their characteristics. As I have said before, clothes do not
make the man, but the man certainly makes the clothes, and it is
possible to judge a person’s character by the type of attire that
they wear, in that it is an expression of their tastes. The Munams
were shown by their clothing to be a very friendly people, for their
frocks were hung gently about the body in a manner that was at once
both carefree and conservative. This is perfectly analogous to their
personalities.
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- When we came down through
the center street, which was really the whole city, for there were
no other roads, the people rushed out to meet us, and when they were
told that it was the White Eagle, they began to dance joyously about
in the streets. There was laughter and play going on all at once,
and it was like a great burden lifted from my heart to see them
rejoicing, for it almost reconciled their sufferings with the Zard’s
and Canitaur’s ease of life, in that they seemed to be much more
happy, in spite of the circumstances.
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- Ramma gave a short speech to
the people, in which he detailed the prophecy and its fulfillment
and, in general, encouraged everyone to hope for what was to come.
When it was over, he and I retired to his home, which was rather
larger than the others and formed its own semi-circle, containing as
it did both his private quarters and the official offices of the
government, which, while extremely limited in number, were well
outfitted. The door of this building opened into a short hallway
that had several doors adjacent to it. He led me down one of these
and it proved to be a dining hall, though it was not as commodious
as most, with only a round wooden table with a few chairs around it
and some cupboards and cabinets.
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- Pulling my chair out for me
to sit in, Ramma went through all the normal duties of host with
great ease, and within a few moments we were eating heartily from a
great dish of boiled potatoes that had been brought in by a servant,
or rather, a deputy minister of state, for such was his title. We
did little talking before we ate, because I was greatly famished and
as such was ill-inclined to be jovial, not that I was sullen, but I
found it hard to be completely relaxed without a full stomach. Yet
when that was remedied and I found myself satisfied and comfortable
in a warm dwelling, I opened up to Ramma and we had a long and
entertaining discussion, some of which I will record here, as it
shines a little more light upon the mysteries of my story:
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- “So, my dear Jehu,”
Ramma began, “I trust your stay on Daem has so far been enjoyable.”
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- I chuckled quietly and told
him, “No, not entirely, for there is a war afoot on Daem, or at
least there seemed to be, and it made quite a bit of trouble for me.”
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- “I’m sorry to hear that,”
he replied, “But also gratified, for it will help us in our
offensive if they are against each other as well as us. Still, it
will be hard.”
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- “What offensive is that?”
I asked, my interest being perked.
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- “Our jihad, to capture the
lands which were meant for us and reclaim them from the filth that
now inhabit them. You are our kinsman redeemer, Jehu, but it
is not with your presence alone that we will be brought victory, for
we also must act. Ever since the prophecy was given we have been
preparing for a strike that will catch the Zards and Canitaurs by
surprise, for those are our only advantages: time and surprise. The
carrying out of the surprise attack is the hardest part, and we
decided long ago to dig a tunnel under the sea to bridge Daem and
the mainland, for if we had made a fleet of ships, or attempted
anything on the surface, they would have seen and known what we
intended to do. The tunnel is very long, and it was an arduous task
to undertake, but with much patience we prevailed, and now it is
complete. In fact, it was only completed yesterday, though it was
started more than 500 years ago.”
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- “How is it that you
started so long ago and only finished just before I arrived? I
asked.
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- “Fate,” he answered, “All
the happenings of the world are controlled by a force much greater
than us, and it brings everything into completion when it is needed,
no sooner and no later. Many civilizations try to out wit fate, but
they cannot, and in the end they do its bidding. Not, however, in
the way they had planned, and with more consequences than they would
like, at which point they try to change fate again and undo those
consequences, and soon they are in a downward spiral of such deeds.
We recognize that we are controlled by fate, and instead of fighting
it, we go along with it. We know that things will happen as they are
meant to happen, and we knew that 500 years ago, so it was no great
trial for us to work at our task for so long and not to know when
things would be brought to completion. You see, if we had worried
about it and attempted to change to course of events that history
dictated, than we would have only given ourselves more work for the
same end. Stress is the only thing that is created when you try to
alter fate, so it is our philosophy to take things as they come and
trust to the powers that be. You may think it unsophisticated, but
that is just as well, for what matters is not appearances, but
reality, and we have the two things that matter most in life: peace
and joy.”
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- I agreed with him, for I had
found the same to be true in my own experiences. I then asked him,
“When will this grand offensive be undertaken?”
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- “Tomorrow,” he said
bluntly.
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- “Tomorrow? Isn’t that
rather soon?”
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- “Why? Fate has been
fulfilled so far, why wait when it is time to act? Maybe you
misunderstood my meaning: it is not our philosophy to simply let
things go as they will. Instead we relax and let things take their
course when it is not in our power to do anything effective, but
when the time comes to act, we act swiftly and do not delay. In a
word, we do not force fate, either by forcing action where patience
is needed, nor by forcing patience where action is needed.”
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- “That sounds well enough,”
I said, “But the difficulty lies in the correct classification of
the situation, or in other words, deciding if patience or action is
needed.”
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- “Yes, of course, but in
this case it has been decided to attack tomorrow, and there is
nothing left to do but to attack tomorrow. But do not yet let your
spirits be dampened by the onset of war, for tonight is the Feast of
the Hershonites, and there will be great celebrating and rejoicing
this evening. Forget about the troubles of tomorrow and enjoy the
celebrations of today, as I always say. And it is now time for the
celebrating to begin, so let us be off.”
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- And with that we both rose
and took our plates into the kitchen that was connected to the
dining hall on the opposite side as the hallway and deposited our
plates to be cleaned later (for even the leaders of a society must
do their fair share of the work). Then we walked back through the
dining hall, down the hallway, and out the door.
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- Outside we found that the
people had already began to assemble on the road in front of their
communities and were preparing for the festival by chattering with
one another as loudly as one would think possible. A hush began to
fall upon them like a descending fog when we came out, though, and
within a few moments it had died down to a ghostly silence, for all
that could be heard was the wind’s constant blowing. Ramma took
the head of the procession of Munams that had formed on the road,
and I took the place next to him. With a sort of quiet anticipation
of the joys to come, there was little movement, and what little
there was, was hushed by a sense of subdued excitement. Then, with a
somber gait, Ramma began the parade down the road, in the opposite
direction as we had come from, that being northwest, and all
followed him as he did.
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- The sun at that time was
just beginning to set, and once we had crossed one of the larger
hills we came face to face with the coast, the sun’s great red
form half sunken beneath its surface. A faint cloud layer floated by
and was illuminated by the twilight so that it stretched haphazardly
across the face of the sun. Never have I seen so profound a scene as
that which then presented itself, with the desert sands and the
ocean’s still surface reflecting the last agonies of the sun’s
descent into the underworld with such a subtle emotional undertone
so as to render it a subconscious delight. Its recognized
superiority to mortal life forms left us all mute and somber, but at
the same time the freedom felt from the same gave us joy beyond
reckoning.
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- The march to the sea was
slow and steady, and when we finally reached its shores it was just
at the change of day and night. Several large bonfires were lit and
by their light a great communal dance began, everyone jumping
around, running, and doing whatever their lighthearted desire may
have been. Under stars that shone like the twinkling in a newborn’s
eye, we had such a joyous time that it can hardly be described. We
were no longer within the reach of civility or social duty, but
without it we were not mean nor hurtful to one another, but were
playful and joyous, like children without a care in the world. Our
little games and frolics cannot be described with any accuracy,
because outside of the moment’s happiness, they cannot be
understood, as it was a spiritual happiness, existing only in the
spiritual realm. All that could be described is the physical actions
that were taken because of that spiritual enjoyment, but that would
do nothing to describe the feeling of the night. It was one filled
with more joy than anything I have known as an adult, because we
became as children in our trusting to fate, and it was natural,
befitting to our natures. Man is not meant to worry, man is meant to
be free from all boundaries, inward and outward, man is meant to be
ruled by only one desire: love of others.
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- As the night dwindled away,
we grew tired, but instead of returning to the city, we laid down
wherever we were when we felt that we could remain awake no longer,
and fell to sleep instantly when we did. It was not at all
uncomfortable, for the sand was soft and a warm breeze blew in from
the water, and though as an adult I would have feared sleeping so
openly in the unknown, I was not at that time an adult.
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The
Munams and I were all awoken at the same time late the next morning by a
loud trumpet blast that shook the very air around us with its intense
bass. For the first moment of our consciousness we were all dazed and
could not fully comprehend the situation, and for a brief time we all
sat unsteadily around the beach where we had fallen asleep. As we grew
more awake, we began to understand what had happened, or at least I did,
and I was frightened when I looked around and saw where the trumpet
blast had come from: the entire Zardovian and Canitaurian armies were
assembled around us, having somehow crossed over to the mainland in the
night, while we slept peacefully, unaware of their presence.
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- My first thought was for
myself, and what would become of me in the wrath brought on by my
escape, but that soon vanished when I thought of the Munams, for
they were the enemies of those on Daem, even more so than those on
Daem were to each other. We were completely surrounded, with the
ocean on one side and the Zards and Canitaurs circling us in the
front, the former on the left and the latter on the right. All of
them were equipped for war, with swords, spears, and shields held
firmly in their hands, and thick, leather armor stretched across
their chests. The Canitaurs had especially come prepared, for they
had brought all of their atomic anionizers with them, enough
combined fire power to level the entire world several times over.
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- Within five minutes, all of
the Munams had assembled behind me and Ramma, who stood between them
and the Daemians. They huddled closely together and quaked slightly
in fear, for they evidently thought that their plans had been
discovered and their enemies had come for revenge. I, myself,
thought that they had come for me, and Ramma’s opinion could not
be guessed, for he was a statesman first and foremost, and when his
people were in need he rose to the occasion with all the power and
grace allotted to mortal beings.
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- Wagner and Bernibus broke
the Canitaur’s ranks and drew near to us in the center, as did the
King from the Zard’s. They reached us in silence, and for a long
moment there was no talking, for all present knew that something
grave was about to happen, something that would decide the fate of
the men of this age, whether they would pass or fail the test.
Bernibus looked at me with entreating eyes, showing his sorrow at my
recapture and asking for forgiveness, but I had none to give him,
for he had done no wrong to need it. He had no power among the
Canitaurs, but was only a titled commoner, more like Wagner’s
groom than counsel.
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- I noticed that the Canitaurs
were not wearing their anti-electron suits, which was strange, for
they had brought a few hundred atomic anionizers, though I didn’t
question them about it, for the answer was evident enough when I had
given it some thought: the Zards had no such suits, and were afraid
that the Canitaurs would destroy them and Munams at the same time,
for while they were allies against foreigners, they still did not
trust each other. I still wore my suit given me for the raid on
Nunami, though I had forgotten about it due to its comfort. That
made me the only person on the earth still wearing one, the only one
safe from the anionizers.
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- It was an overcast morning,
and the air was damp with a cold, wet wind that blew in forlornly.
The ocean’s steady swoosh added to the scene, making it as
depressing as the night before was joyous, and in the bluish half
light all was colorless and hopeless. At length the King spoke,
saying, “My dear Jehu, I am very disappointed in you. Not only did
you flee from us irresponsibly, but you destroyed the Temple of Time
and the altar to Temis. Without the White Eagle, the prophecy says
that there is no hope for humanity.”
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- Wagner added, “And now the
only way left to bring about the completion of the world once more
is to sacrifice you using the old methods.” This he said with
evident pleasure, no longer feigning to be my friend.
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- Here Bernibus entered the
dialog, throwing away his timidness with one quick motion and saying
to Wagner, “You scoundrel! You said that we came to retrieve Jehu,
not to sacrifice him. How is it that you lied to me in such a
manner?”
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- “You fool,” Wagner said,
“If I had had my way, you would have been dead long ago. You have
no authority here, so begone.”
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- Bernibus grew angrier, a
terrifying state for a Canitaur to be in, and he was a strong and
powerful one at that, though his meek nature had hidden it before.
“You would never dare to kill me in the open, you coward, the
council would banish you,” he said.
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- Here the King joined in once
more, laughing, “He wouldn’t, no, but I would. Do you really
think that we found your outpost on our own, oh Bernibus the ‘deputy
kibitzer’? You know that we have no tracking ability, and
least of all in your own territory.”
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- Bernibus grew more enraged,
and the King was spurred on by it.
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- “Oh yes, you know what I
speak of. Your brother-in-law told us where you and your wife were
living, and not only that, for he also told us when you would be
there.”
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- Bernibus became even more
flushed with anger and vehemently asked Wagner, “Why, you
heartless brute? What could you possibly value more than your own
sister’s life?”
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- “It was a pledge to the
Zards of our intention to abide by the agreement, what more precious
thing could I give then my own sister?” He spoke calmly and
spitefully, enjoying the end of his long charade of nicety, “Besides,
the council was falling for her peace talk, as they always give
great heed to every member of the royal family, and I was not strong
enough at that time to control them, as I do now. Unfortunately for
me you were out at the moment of the attack and able to escape, but
still it was a favorable outcome,” Wagner said, sneering at
Bernibus’ outrage.
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- But Bernibus was not to be
taken lightly, and neither was he to let the love of his life go
undefended. He leapt at Wagner and grabbed the remote to the atomic
anionizers from his belt, where it was always clipped. Wagner tried
to get it back, but Bernibus was too strong and hurled him to the
ground. Then he took a few steps backwards and stood his ground far
enough from everyone to have at least a moment to react before they
could reach him. He held the remote out towards Wagner, pointing it
at him as if it were itself a weapon, with his thumb and forefinger
in position to set it off at a moment’s notice.
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- “Bow before me now,
Wagner, or I shall destroy us all,” he demanded with a grim smile
that showed his resolution.
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- Wagner did as he commanded
and fell to his knees in front of Bernibus, saying in the same
gentle, appeasing voice that he had first used on me, “My dear
Bernibus, do not be rash, do not act in anger. Let’s talk this
over, and see—and see if we can’t find a peaceful solution,”
his fear of death evidently caused him to stammer.
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- “You fool, do you think
that I haven’t heard that voice a thousand times before? Do you
think that I will fall for your same trick once more?”
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- Wagner put his face to the
ground and groveled like the filthy swine that he was, for he knew
full well that if Bernibus set off the atomic anionizers he would
die. His life was completely out of his hands and there was nothing
that he could do to reclaim it, except to beg for forgiveness. This
he did, saying, “Bernibus, you do not understand, the situation
was more complex than you realize, and I had no choice but to act as
I did. Do you not think that it was as hard on me as yourself? She
was my sister, my only sibling. But there was no other way, I had to
put the advancement of our people over the life of anyone, even my
own sister, as you must do now, putting the advancement of our
people over petty differences.”
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- Here the King interjected,
“Bernibus, do not act rashly, I beg of you, for if you set off the
anionizers, than all is lost. Do you not realize that if you do
that, all that we have worked for all of our lives is lost?”
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- It was Bernibus’ turn to
sneer, and he did, raising the skin above his teeth and scowling
fiercely at the King. “What is it that we have worked for all of
our lives? Do you still not understand? You and Wagner plot to
return the world to its former glory, each by his own way, but take
a look around you. The trees on Daem are taller and stronger than
any known before, the grasses are thicker and livelier, the waters
are purer and cleaner, the wind is fresher. You know no suffering.
The prophecy had nothing to do with you, and nothing at all to do
with the restoration of the world! Can you not see that what you
have is far more than you have need of, that there is no desire left
unfilled in your lives, except that of ultimate power? This world
does not need to be restored. Only your hearts have need of that.
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- “The prophecy was given
for the Munams, who were left stranded here in this desert
wasteland, while across the ocean they could see the great paradise
of Daem, the great paradise that you took for granted. There is to
be no restoration of Daem to its original form, but a restoration of
the Munams to Daem. You struggle to restore Daem, but have no
compassion for the suffering of humanity across the sea. You are the
fools, not me, and you are the ones who have brought us all to the
very brink of destruction, to the ice ages which you have tried so
hard to prevent. Do you not see that Daem is already the paradise,
that the only thing that it needs for completion is the residence of
the Munams? Jehu is not our kinsman redeemer at all, he is
theirs.” Here Bernibus seemed to lose his anger and passion and
become meek once more, saying humbly, “You have destroyed the life
of one whom I held more dear than myself, but that is past, and I
will not destroy us all for vengeance.
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- “Zards, Canitaurs, and
Munams, hear me now and listen to my words,” he continued,
speaking to the amassed groups of the armies that had been listening
closely to his words, “We are not separate people at all, we are
not different races. We are not Zards, or Canitaurs, or Munams, we
are Daemians, and it is time that we came together, to help each
other instead of hindering. Look at how much blood has been shed,
how many lives have been lost, must we all be drowned in the blood
of our brothers before we realize that we are one people? Must we
suffer more than we already have in an attempt to undo what has
already been done? More pain will not negate the pain that has
already been felt, it will only result in more suffering than we
have known up to this time. My friends, we need not look for our
redemption in the past, for it has gone and though it influences us,
we are not bound to its suffering. And we need not look for our
redemption in the future, for it is not yet here, and when it comes
it will only be what we make it. Instead let us look for our
redemption in the present, where it can be found, let us put aside
our hate and our divisions and become one flesh and blood, one body.
People of Daem, let us live in peace!” As he said this, the Zards
and the Canitaurs and the Munams all let out a joyous shout of
agreement, and there was seen on every face a remnant of the
happiness that had so long alluded them in their wars.
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- To emphasize his point of
harmony and trust, Bernibus dropped the remote to the atomic
anionizers to the ground. But it would never land. Wagner leapt
forward from his groveling position and grabbed for it as it fell,
reaching out with all his strength. There was a sudden silence that
overtook everyone as they saw what was happening. Bernibus looked
down and saw Wagner leap, but he was too late to prevent him from
reaching the remote. There was no noise at all, for everyone looked
in horror at Wagner’s plunging form. As if in slow motion, his
hand wrapped around the remote and he squeezed it so as not to let
it go. But as he did so, there was a loud beeping sound that came
from his fist: he had triggered the anionizers.
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- The eager faces of everyone
there, of everyone alive on the earth, was turned towards Wagner.
The remote had a five second delay built into it, and those five
seconds were the longest of my life. Bernibus’ eyes met mine, and
we experienced an intra-personal deja vu, the converging of
the presents of two minds. His face showed the depths of his being
in that split second, and he was peaceful. Though he was about to be
destroyed, he had no fear, no regrets, and in those five seconds,
while Wagner and the King were frightened and frantic at their
impending doom, Bernibus was as calm as ever. As I looked Bernibus
in the eyes, I could hear Wagner break the dead silence with a
shrill scream that echoed across the horizon and ripped through the
hearts of every hearer. When faced with death he had no courage, no
strength to face the unknown beyond the veil that separates life
from death.
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- As I turned and cast my eyes
across the horizon, I saw the faces of hundreds of men, whether
Zard, Canitaur, or Munam, and written on everyone of them was a
great despair, for they stood unprotected in the presence of death.
It was like the calm before the storm, those five seconds, and
through them time seemed to stop, to be non-existent, and there was
not a sound to be heard, except for Wagner’s scream. Oh—what
anguish was written on the faces of all around, standing
defenselessly before the end with neither will nor way to stop its
terrible approach. Oh—what fear filled their eyes as their
mortality was made manifest before them like a vulture’s approach.
Oh—the pain, as fate stood before their distraught faces and
silently whispered, “And to dust shalt thou return.”
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- But then even that was
silenced. There was no noise. As I looked upon them they were
destroyed, before my very eyes they breathed their last and were no
more. One moment they were normal and healthy, and the next they
disintegrated, falling into little heaps of limp skin and bones. In
that moment I felt a horror such as I have never felt before, a
complete loneliness, like a night that never ends. There was no one,
nothing, around me. The force of the blast had leveled the already
flat terrain completely. The ocean was suddenly solidified into the
same lifeless, inorganic mass that the land had become. Across the
channel, Daem was no more. There were no more trees, no more
grasses, no more cities, no more mountains, everything was leveled,
decimated. The sky began to turn a dark, bloody red, and the sun was
hidden behind it. Like a disease it spread across the horizon,
devouring the light hearted blue and leaving only red: lifeless,
deathless red. There was no wind, no sound. I was all alone, I alone
had survived the blast because of my anti-electron suit. I gazed in
absolute horror across the field where only seconds before thousands
souls had been congregated. I looked at its emptiness and I saw
nothing, for there was nothing. They were all dead. Every single one
of them.
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- I have no
recollection of how long I stood there staring blankly into the
void, for the sun was hidden behind the darkened sky. I have no
memory of that period until I saw two short forms coming towards me
in the distance. They walked slowly and methodically, as if they
were not hurried on by any physical concerns. As they drew near, I
saw them to be Onan and Zimri, the Lords of Past and Future. When
they arrived I was awakened from the trance that I had fallen into,
and I gave them a slight bow, for I was still standing upright. The
look on their faces was one of sorrow, for no matter how many times
they had seen the destruction of humanity, each time it brought only
fresh, poignant sorrow.
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- Onan was the first to speak,
breaking the silence with a long, hopeless sigh, “My dear Jehu,”
he said, “This age has come to a close.”
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- I could say nothing, for
Bernibus’ face was still gazing at me in my memory.
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- “Do not be saddened by
grief or guilt, Jehu, for it is what has always happened. It is not
your fault, for the events that you have witnessed do not have their
roots in your time or in this one, but in the very foundation of the
world. It is not your actions that caused this, but rather the
accumulated momentum of all the ages of humanity, for they are
history, and history reigns by influence. There were no right
choices and no wrong choices for you, for the power of the kinsman
redeemer is not in himself, but in the way that those around him
react to what he signifies. In every age before this you have done
the same, as you will in every age after this as well. You were
humanity’s last chance, yet it is not up to you to change their
course: it is up to them to change their own.”
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- Here I raised my head from
its dull droop and looked questioningly into his eyes. “What do
you mean,” I asked, “That I did not prevent it in any of the
other ages? How could I exist in any other age but this?”
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- “Then you do not
understand?”
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- “Why else would I ask?”
I faintly smiled.
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- “These are the Ice Ages,
the end of an age of history. Every time that the temporal continuum
revolves around eternity, it has a new age, much like the years of
the earth as it revolves around the sun. When the atomic anionizers
went off, they did on a large scale what they were designed to do on
a small scale: reverse the poles through an extreme electric charge,
by injecting countless solitary electrons into the atoms. But with
so many of them exploded at once, they did this to the earth itself,
reversing its poles. It was a theory at your time that the poles
reversed about every 170,000 years, this is because that is how long
an age is.
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- “When the earth’s poles
were reversed, it brought all to desolation, excepting you, for you
were protected by the suit. But while this is the ending of all life
on earth, in a way it is also the beginning, for you see, Jehu, you
have just witnessed the Big Bang. In a few days, at the longest, you
will die yourself, for there is no food or water for you here, but
inside of your anti-electron suit, your remains will be protected.
Slowly the earth will regenerate, and when conditions suitable for
life have been once more returned, your suit will be blown against a
rock somewhere and broken open. From that little hole, the atoms of
life, your life, will escape into the atmosphere and grow and evolve
until they become like what things were before you were born. Then
the process will be repeated. You are not only the one who
symbolizes the destruction of humanity, but also the one who
symbolizes the rebirth of humanity. You are the beginning and the
end, in a sense, a descendant of yourself, simultaneously the father
and the son. You will be born again through your own descendants,
and will once again become the kinsman redeemer. It is your
destiny, there is no other way. You are the White Eagle.”
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- “You only confuse me more,
what is this White Eagle?”
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- “Do you remember when we
first met, in the Chambers of History? On the dome of the ceiling
there was a sculpture mural, and in it was a White Eagle, holding
many lords and ladies in its talons while it soared far above the
lands, and those on the land were worshiping it. You are the White
Eagle. You hold all of humanity in your hands, for you are the
father of all men, they all descend from you, including you,
yourself. You were the White Eagle, for the altar had no power, the
power was only in you.
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- “Those who worshiped you
were those who worship time, in either of its forms, past or future.
Those who worship the past recognize the influence of history, and
they understand that there are taboos and traditions created through
mutual experience. These traditions reign in humanity by keeping men
from actions that lead to pain and suffering. But they do not
understand that while it influences mankind, the past does not
control them, for it is gone, and it will never come again. In their
strict keeping of traditions, they focus on the physical act of the
tradition, while neglecting the spiritual principle behind the
tradition. If you keep only the physical form of the principle, you
have nothing.
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- “On the other hand, those
who worship the future neglect the past and the valuable lessons
that it teaches. They believe that there is some moral advancement
that places them above those that have come before, they believe
that the people of the past were blinded to the truth, and that the
revelation of the truth in the present supersedes the traditions of
the past. But they are wrong as well, for humanity is humanity, and
those of the past were no more ignorant than those at present. The
people of the past fell into the same traps as the those in the
present, and both suffer the same consequences.
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- “While one group remembers
only the physical display of the spiritual truth, the other rejects
the spiritual truth because of its physical display. Those who
worship the future break taboos because they recognize that the mere
physical manifestation of the truths is not their entire essence,
but they reject the spiritual truth as well. When taboos are broken,
there is nothing gained, but everything lost, for the physical
traditions at least lead to the knowledge of the spiritual laws to
those who seek such wisdom.
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- “One taboo is broken, but
as there is no satisfaction in the breaking of taboos, every one of
them is broken in succession. Then there is no limit to the
immorality that is left to freely roam the hearts of men, and when
immorality, the breaking of the spiritual laws, is widely
propagated, there is spiritual suffering. When this spiritual
suffering begins to accumulate and is translated into physical
suffering, the people see what is happening, how their very society
is crumbling to ruin around them. Yet instead of recognizing the
truth of what is happening, they see the traditions of the past as
the cause of their problems, and continue to make their plight
worse. This downward spiral continues until at last we find
ourselves where we are now, at the end of an age.”
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- “But what else is there to
do?” I asked Onan, ‘If both the past and the future lead to
ruin?”
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- “The answer is in the
present, my dear Jehu, for if one focuses on the spiritual laws that
bring good or evil, and acts according to them, instead of their
physical counterparts and manifestations, then things will thrive
and become prosperous. What is evil brings evil consequences, and
what is good brings good consequences, over time. The ends define
the means, just as the fruit shows the tree to be either good or
bad.
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- “These spiritual laws
become known and remembered, not why they are so, but simply that
they are so. No one can question why, for morality is observed
through its effects, just as science is. When people observe that
one thing brings good and another bad, they remember to stay away
from the bad things and cling to the good. Over time these evolve
into taboos and social restrictions, not meaningless laws enforced
by tyrants for their own reasons, but rules that are observed by all
because the are the laws of the spiritual realm and govern physical
life. But when the people forget what the traditions represent, then
all is lost, and either of the two paths that present themselves
lead to ruin.”
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- “But why do not men see?”
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- “Because they are rooted
too strongly in the physical realm, and cannot, or will not, see the
spiritual. What they see as happiness is not the spiritual matter
that is happiness, but the physical actions the represent happiness.
What they see as love is not love in the spiritual sense, only its
manifestation in the physical realm. When they see the happiness
that comes from a spiritual connection, they seek after it. But they
do not seek after the actual essence of the spiritual connection,
yet after its physical counterpart, marriage. This they take and
defile, and when they go through the physical actions of the
spiritual marriage but forsake the very thing that makes it bring
happiness, they are left without any real sense of satisfaction,
without any real happiness.
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“You must
understand that the physical manifestation of the spiritual force is not
the spiritual force at all, only a bland deception. If you focus solely
on what you can see directly, than you chase after only the
representation and not the object desired. If a bird is flying through
the sky at noontime, casting a shadow on the ground below him, and a man
comes along, and in the hope of catching the bird chases after its
shadow, it is evident that he will never catch it, for even if he does
reach it, he will find that there is nothing there at all, only the
shadow of what it was he desired. So it is with the spiritual!
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- “Yes, I think that I am
beginning to understand.”
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- “Excellent. If only I
could tell you more, but I must go, my dear Jehu, for Father Temis
is in mourning for his children, and I must go to comfort him.”
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- “I thought that you and
Zimri were his children?” I asked.
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- “You are all his children.
He is patient, ever so patient, but still they fall by the wayside,
too caught up in their false perception to rest in him. Fare thee
well, Jehu, may you be blessed ere you must die.”
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- And with that, Onan and
Zimri turned and walked away in the other direction, never to be
seen by me again, in this age. I took a look around me, and could
not bear to remain any longer in a place of such ill remembrance.
Turning slowly and despondently to the westward, I began to walk
over the lifeless mass of what had been the ocean not too long ago.
For how long I walked, I could not tell, but in due time I reached
Daem, though it was no more hospitable than the mainlands, for all
was laid to ruin by the Big Bang, all was equally devoid of life.
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- When I came to what had been
the center of the savanna, I came across something that had survived
the blast, being unearthed from its previous burial hole by the
force of the anionizer’s explosion. It was a two foot by two foot
box, made of a strange metallic substance with an intricate etching
along its top. Written there in its center were these words:
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- “Temporal Anomaly Box,
Number 12, Location: Central Savanna”
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- I took the lid off
carefully, though it was in perfect condition and I did not need to
treat it so, and looked inside of it. There was a notebook and a pen
there, both capable of producing a large of amount of enduring text.
This was one of the boxes that had been taken back through time in
the experiments of the Zards and Canitaurs, designed to withstand
any conditions, and to hold its contents for countless ages, until
they should be retrieved and studied. I sat down on the ground and
began to write my story down, in order to assist whoever takes the
job of kinsman redeemer in the next age. I knew that it would
have all been forgotten, so I made sure to carefully record it, for
it could mean the difference between the life and death of humanity.
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- This was only hours ago, and
now I have reached the end my tale. If by any chance you come upon
this in some subsequent age, I beg you to take heed, for what I have
written will surely come to pass once more if something is not done
to prevent it. There is nothing else for me to say, for this is the
end of my story, and within the next day I will also pass over to
the spiritual realm. What, then, can I say to bring this to a close,
for this is neither the end nor the beginning. I suppose all that
can be said is this:
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Deja Vu
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