JOHN JAKES
The Girl in the
Golden Cage
BY 1953, ALL the great mystery and detective pulps were extinct: Black Mask, Dime Detective, Dime Mystery, Detective Tales, Detective Story, The Shadow, Doc Savage. Only a handful of pulps remained, and they, too, would soon become victims of television, and of the burgeoning paperback book industry which offered the same kind of reading entertainment in smaller, handier packages and spiced with the kind of straightforward sexual content that had always been taboo in magazines.
Two of the few remaining crime pulps were Thrilling Detective and Popular Detective, the patriarchs of the once flourishing Thrilling Group. (Ned Pines, Thrilling's owner, could afford to keep magazines afloat longer than most publishers; he and his editorial director, Leo Margulies, had founded one of the major early paperback houses, Popular Library, in 1943.) Such stalwart pulpsters as Carroll John Daly and Norman Daniels were still appearing in Thrilling Detective and Popular Detective in 1953, but these titles also featured stones by young writers, many of whom later made names for themselves in books and/or in the digest-size crime magazines. Writers such as Louis L'Amour, Jonathan Craig, Fletcher Flora, Gil Brewer—and John Jakes.
"The Girl in the Golden Cage" appeared in the Summer 1953 issue of Thrilling Detective, under Jakes 's pseudonym of Alan Payne, and was one of his few sales to the detective pulps. It is a private eye story in the hard-boiled pulp tradition, and yet it also reflects the changes that both the pulp formula and the private eye formula were undergoing in the early fifties. There is a flavoring of Mickey Spillane, whose Mike Hammer was at the peak of his popularity in 1953; and, more importantly, there is a strong emphasis on emotion and character, two elements which some contemporary detective writers have stressed to good benefit. For these reasons, "The Girl in the Golden Cage" makes a fitting final entry in this anthology.
John Jakes made his first professional sale (of a science fiction story) in 1950, at the age of eighteen, and was soon regularly contributing science fiction, Westerns, and an occasional crime story to the pulps and to the digests. His first novel, a Western juvenile, appeared in 1952; his first adult novel, also a Western, was published in 1956. Among his more than fifty additional novels are mysteries (the amusing Johnny Havoc private eye series), science fiction adventures, fantasies, sword-and-sorcery sagas, general historicals, and of course the bestselling American Bicentennial Series— The Bastard, The Rebels, The Titans, North and South—that has made him one of today's most widely read authors.

THAT SUNDAY STARTED gray and didn't change. The early winter clouds piled up over the skyscrapers and just before noon, a cold windy rain began slashing at the windows of my apartment. I stayed inside, eating toast and drinking big glasses of milk and going through a western novel. I felt good; safe and peaceful. Business was at a low point, which came as a relief after a couple of hectic months; I got a kick out of doing nothing. My apartment sealed itself off from the rain of the chill day. A gunman stalked through the pages of my book, hunting the marshall. And every time the heroine made an entrance I saw the face of the girl I'd slept with last Wednesday night. The face was a rich, warm image for such a Sunday. It made the apartment seem even more secure.
I looked at the clock when the phone rang. Twelve twenty-one. I picked it up and said hello and all of a sudden, the gunman and the marshall disappeared and I heard the rain on the windows, sharp as a rattle of bones. "Johnny," a voice said. I'd heard that voice often enough to know it. Lt. Hans Broekman. Homicide. I didn't say anything so he went on, "Johnny, did you know a girl named Lorraine Perau?"
Past tense. That jolted me right down to the bottom of my gut. "I knew her," I said, wondering how he'd made the connection. Then I remembered. I'd given her one of my cards the first time I met her, a month before. But nobody was supposed to know that I knew Lorraine Perau. She wanted it that way. You see, Lorraine owned the face that floated warm in the middle of this Sunday gloom. Lorraine owned the face that belonged to last Wednesday night, and other Wednesday nights stretching back over the month.
"You have any connection with her, Johnny?" Broekman asked.
"That depends."
Broekman signed. It was a habit; he tired easily. He had a wife who stayed up every night watching the late movies on TV, and besides that, he had insomnia. "A girl answering to the name of Lorraine Perau was found this morning in the Twelfth Street Freight Yards, inside a refrigerator car." He lowered his voice deliberately. "Somebody shot her to death."
The sickness hit me then, full and strong. In this business, you try to tell yourself that death is commonplace. But in the dark hours of the night you get to thinking. A human life ended. A miraculous machine broken. And when it's a girl you knew, a girl who came out of nowhere into a bar, who seemed afraid, yet who turned a handful of nights into something fine, the horror hits like a sledge.
"She had one of the agency cards in her pocketbook," Broekman said. "They didn't try to remove identification. You want to answer questions over the phone, or you want to come down?"
"I'll come down."
"We're still at the freight terminal. Twelfth Street." I stood staring at the dead phone. Finally I put it down and put on a tie. Black eyes watched me in the mirror. The gray hair said, Hood, you're thirty-one and you're a wreck. Lorraine Perau is dead and there won't be any more Wednesday nights. I wanted to call Romo Spain, but the big man, the brains of the agency was vacationing down in Miami Beach, wheeling his wheelchair along, cigarette holder sticking up jauntily from the corner of his blunt mouth as he eyed the girls switching their hips in the sun. Romo couldn't help me now. Someone had short-circuited the world, and it was turning cold and the life was seeping out of it and freezing me.
I practically ruined my coupe getting to the terminal. I knew all the homicide boys on the scene. Broekman stood under a tin-shaded light, a sloppy, sad-eyed man with a fleck of tobacco on his lower lip. He was questioning the switchman who'd found Lorraine. I stood in the doorway and lit a cigarette. The old switchman shuffled his feet and said that, Hell, he'd never have noticed if the refrigerator car door hadn't been open and there was this red high-heeled shoe sticking out.
Broekman said, "That's all for now." He turned around, knowing I was there. "Hello, Johnny. Fast trip." He didn't waste any time either. "What's your hook-up with the girl?"
I told him. How she walked into a bar and we talked. How we spent the night together, and several more nights after that, unknown even to Romo Spain. How she seemed afraid; how I never knew where she came from or where she went; how I somehow understood that if I tried to find out, I'd never see her again. How the only thing I did was look for her in the phone book and draw a blank.
"What was the name of that bar? The first one?"
"The St. James, on Dearborn."
He looked at me. A wind blew in from the freight yards, moving the tin-shaded bulb. Light-flecks showed in Broekman's weary blue eyes. "It's not a very pretty story, Johnny."
"For Christ's sake, Hans, who are you to pass on my morals? Who was she? Do you know?"
"Yes, I know. She wore a lot of makeup, thick pancake stuff. So I followed a hunch that she was in show business."
"Lots of women wear pancake makeup who aren't in show business."
"Lorraine Perau wasn't one of them." His eyes pinpointed, hard. "You're in cheap company, Johnny. She was a stripper at The Golden Cage."
His words cut me up inside. Sure, he was so tired he could hardly stand up, and the rain had soaked through his frayed suit coat, but he said the wrong thing and I slammed him on the point of the jaw and brought a thin line of blood glittering out of his mouth into the glaring light. One of the homicide cops said, "Hey, damn you!" and rabbit punched me so that I slammed against a crate and stood holding my head, watching the comets behind my eyes slowly trail away.
I looked up. I felt like a guilty little kid. "I'm sorry, Hans."
"It's okay, Johnny. People get mixed up with other people and sometimes you can't judge how they feel." He took a pad out of his pocket and wrote something down. "I haven't got anybody to tag with her killing, but there's no sense in my trying to tag you. I guess I'm all finished with you."
"I'm not finished." He turned back to me when I said it. "I want the guy who put the gun to her."
His eyes hardened to little chips of blue ice. "No dice, Johnny. You weren't hired by a client on this one. I wanted to know your connection, I found it. If I want you, I'll call you. Otherwise, steer clear. We'll handle it all right."
"Okay," I said. He stared at me levelly and his face didn't change. He knew me well enough to know I was lying. But he didn't say anything. "I'd like to see the body, if it's still around."
He hesitated, frowning. Then he jerked a finger for me to follow. We went out of the shed and down the platform through the rain. The refrigerator car, with two cops on guard, stood about a quarter of a mile away. We tramped across the tracks and the cops opened the door for us. The refrigeration was off but the air still had a flat, frozen smell. The pipes were thickly frosted.
The bulk under the sheet didn't seem real. I lifted one corner and saw her face and it was enough for me. I didn't want to remember her that way at all, lips whitened and drawn. I wanted to remember the Wednesdays, the taste of our steaks, the tang of late fall air in Lincoln Park, the warm room and the warmer arms. Just a couple of people who met as strangers in a bar and wound up having something pretty fine.
I got out of there and drove slowly back to the apartment. The wipers ticked back and forth and I got to work, thinking. I had wondered about her, of course. Where she came from; what she did. But it had never been necessary to find out when she was alive. Now it was necessary because she lay in a refrigerator car with all the strange frightened life shot out of her. I found the Golden Cage in a phone book. The far north-west side. I drove out there. A big house, an old one, decorated with neon and a doorman. I knew that Broekman had been right. On the poster outside were the words, The Girl in the Golden Cage. Above the legend, Lorraine in a bra and g-string looked out at me.
Inside, I ordered a steak sandwich and a drink and motioned to the bartender. "Who owns the place?"
His mouth looked like a steel trap. "Steve Lannes," he grunted. That name I knew. I'd heard it in other bars, from men who get their cash outside the law. Steve Lannes had more than one club, plus a flock of rumors trailing after him. Steve Lannes had been mentioned once or twice in connection with call girls and making money from dirty literature which could sometimes pay off almost as well as a spot like the Golden Cage.
When the floorshow started, I saw what Lorraine had done here. A yellow-painted cage descended on a chain from the ceiling and a big-hipped girl did a strip in there, high up, where everybody could get a good look. That was Lorraine a few days ago. But somehow it didn't ruin the memory of her. I knew her in a different way. I listened to the small combo grind away, saw the flesh of the big-hipped girl in the cage sweating in the round yellow tunnels of the spotlights and it didn't make any difference. After the number was over, I left.
The rain was coming down harder than ever as I drove back toward the Loop. The wipers worked fast, and I made my mind keep up with them. I wanted Romo Spain, because he would have helped me. But I was on my own this trip. So I worked on it, sweated it out, and little by little, I got something.
Lorraine had been running, hiding when we were together; hiding from something on the outside. Now I figured a girl wouldn't hide from the fact that she took off her clothes for a living. To do that, she'd have to have to be pretty screwy, and Lorraine wasn't screwy. I reasoned that it had to be something bigger.
So what does a woman hide from? Sometimes from another man. That was the easiest answer. But it could have been anything. Maybe she'd poisoned her old maid aunt to get the family fortune. Romo would have looked over the possibilities and picked the right one, however obscure. Johnny Hood, the dumb leg man, took the obvious answer.
I locked the door of my apartment behind me. I turned on the light in the kitchen and got out two pints of liquor. I sat there, staring at the bleak unshaded window pane with its dapple of rain. Tears. Black tears from a cold night. I lit a cigarette and opened the first pint.
I poured it down steadily, one drink after another. I thought about her. I thought about her face and her mouth and her arms on those Wednesdays that were real and yet as unreal as the fall smoke of burning leaves hazing the park where we walked. The rain kept raining. I kept drinking. And I saw her face, right up to the moment when I fell off the chair and hit the floor.
Morning brought a clearing sky. I climbed out of the sack about nine, feeling that the worst of the shock was over. I fried some eggs, drank a quart of milk and took the coupe down into the Loop. I parked two blocks from city hall and hoofed it over. The air had a sharp, cool tang down there in the shadows between the buildings. The movements of people in the crowd seemed crisp; alive. A girl in a green woolen suit that fit tightly over her body clicked on by high spiked heels. I looked away fast. I thought of Lorraine when I saw her.
The clerk in the marriage license office was a gray-haired old bird with a lardy belly and rear end, the kind that grew heavy when the city hall crowd stayed in power too long. I knew him. I pulled two tens out of my wallet and laid them on the fresh white page where the couples signed their names.
"I want to go through the records, dad."
He blinked and shoved his specs up higher on his nose and shook his head, as if to say, I shouldn't do this. Then one veined and mottled hand slithered over the page and clamped around the bills. The hand disappeared in his pocket. "What was your name again?"
I showed him my license. "John Hood. The firm of Hood and Spain."
"Oh yes, oh yes." He nodded vigorously and put on one of the smiles reserved for times when it was necessary to smile. "You've been here before. Well, you know your way around. Help yourself." He even did me the favor of opening the wooden gate in the counter.
So I got to the records. I broke out a fresh pack of cigarettes. You see, I didn't know where I should start. I picked a year ago, arbitrarily, and started backwards from there, flipping pages, discarding the endless names that meant a lot when they were first put down there; names that meant loving and money and a house and kids but didn't mean a thing to me because I was looking for the name of a girl who was dead. When I finally found her signature, a week before Labor Day two and a half years back, I stared at it for a whole minute.
I had never seen her handwriting before. But there it was, small yet bold, as she had been. Lorraine Perau, twenty-four. I had her age, another unknown quantity. Slowly, I moved my eyes across the page to the spot where the man signed. Steven Aubrey Lannes, thirty-three.
I slammed the book shut and kicked the chair back and jammed my cigarette into my pocket. Now it fitted together a little bit. She not only worked there, she lived with the man who owned the place. Somehow, I couldn't imagine her loving him. If she had, she'd never have let it go beyond a casual drink in a bar. With me, I mean.
Just as I walked out into the hall, I saw the elevator door open and I recognized Ted Fishlin, one of Hans' boys, I stepped into an open doorway, my back to the hall, ducked my head and lit a cigarette. Fishlin's steps clacked by. I turned and watched him go into the marriage license office. I ran for the elevator.
The cage seemed to take a year getting down. I shouldered my way out to the street and a woman punched me angrily with her elbow as I went by. I kept going. Hans Broekman of Homicide was right up with me, playing the hunches. His leg man was only about ten minutes behind me. Fishlin would talk to the old man, find out I'd been there, and probably discover the book on the table where I'd left it. Fishlin would go through the book. Then we'd be neck and neck, heading for the wire where Steve Lannes was waiting.
I unlocked the glove compartment of the coupe, took off my jacket and slipped on the .38 in the shoulder holster. The attendant gave me the eye as I drove out of the lot. I didn't pay any attention, swinging the car wildly into the line of cars. A gray sedan slammed on its brakes and somebody swore but I kept going.
I roared through the first traffic light a second after it changed from yellow to red. I pushed down the accelerator, weaving in and out of traffic. Once across the river, I turned left into a bad section. The little bar was open, the sidewalk in front littered with papers. But Index Harry sat at his table in the corner, a wine bottle before him and his eyes bleary. I waved to the bartender and jerked a chair around, straddling it. Index Harry put down his book and offered me a drink. I shook my head. He brushed an imaginary speck of dirt off his threadbare but clean gray suit and sniffed. I gave him a ten. "Who is it this time?" Index Harry said, pouring himself wine.
"Steve Lannes, owner of the Golden Cage." I leaned forward. The cops would use the phone. Lannes wouldn't be at the club this early, and Broekman, for all his professional experience, didn't have a goldmine of information like Index Harry. According to the legends, the blotch-faced old man across from me had been a college professor, Phi Beta Kappa and Ph.D. before he started drinking, God knows why. Now he had only a photographic memory and unknown sources of information to keep him in drinks. But he knew the address, private phone and whereabouts of every big shooter in the city, from the mayor to the leading hoods.
"Lannes is not in town," Harry said. He sniffed again and turned a page of his book.
"Is that all I get for ten bucks?"
He drew himself up haughtily. "My mind commands a high price, Johnny. A man who knows Milton and the other great thinkers of the world can't be bought cheaply."
"How much more does it take?"
"Twenty-five."
As soon as I paid him, his mouth flew open and the words rattled out. "Lannes went to his home on Coldwater Lake sometime Saturday night or early Sunday morning. So far as I know he's still there. That's all I have." He sloshed more wine into his glass. He reeked of it. One carefully trimmed fingernail pointed to his book. "Paradise Lost. Wonderful poetry here, Hood. You should read it some time. Satan's by far the best character. The righteous ones are weaklings and uninteresting. Which is frightfully close to the truth of life."
"Sure. Thanks." I walked away and left him as he got up, reeling a little, and started to recite poetry in a thick voice. The new sun hit me like a ball bat when I reached the street. The gears grated as I swung the coupe around the corner, heading north to the state line, and Coldwater Lake just beyond. I was ahead now. Ahead in the race with tired Hans Broekman; the race to reach the man who killed Lorraine and the Wednesdays.
I ate lunch on the road, crossed the state line at about two in the afternoon and hit the little town of Coldwater Lake about four. The blowsy woman who owned the combination gas station, diner and general store, gave me cold looks and the directions to Lannes' place out on the lake road. She also informed me that Lannes had roared through town at nine a.m. Sunday morning in his powder blue Cadillac and hadn't as yet left. "They been havin' a party out at that house ever since, believe you me."
Steve Lannes celebrating. What? Lorraine's death. I bought a hamburger and a shake from the woman and sat in my car until sunset, going through another whole pack of cigarettes. Then I started the coupe and went bumping along the dirt road that led around the lake. Night came down, cold and hinting of winter. The big expensive vacation houses bulked against the sky. All were dark except one, up ahead through the pines. Every light in that one was turned on. I swung off the road onto the shoulder, put out the parking lights and closed the door quietly. I moved through the trees, tight inside, my coat hanging open. In spite of the temperature the palms of my hands were sweating.
The pine needles crunched under my feet. There the pines stopped, opening a vista of blue-black sky dotted with stars. I stopped too.
The house was a modern ranch, with plenty of picture windows. The curtains were closed, but every window glowed. By now my eyes were accustomed to the dark.
I heard a dance record from the house. My breath made little vapor clouds in front of my face. The cold crept into my bones. I waited. For what, I wasn't sure. I suppose I realized that I had come all the way up here knowing that Steve Lannes had killed Lorraine, and now there was a party going on and I was all by myself; stuck. Romo would never have let himself get into a mess like this. He would have known what to do. But Romo was on vacation, and Romo had never known Lorraine.
Abruptly, the back door of the house opened. I ducked deeper into the pines. For a moment a woman stood outlined in a yellow oblong of light, cigarette in hand. Then she closed the door behind her and came down a couple of steps. She walked over to one of the two cars parked behind the house, a Cadillac. She opened the door of the Cadillac, perched herself on the edge of the seat and dragged on her cigarette. I didn't know who she was, but she was alone, so I circled the cars and came up beside her.
"Hello there," I said softly, trying to act like I might be one of the guests.
She swiveled around and I got a good look at her as she drew on the cigarette again. Blonde, but the bottled kind; heavily made up face; lips thick with paint, drawn in a precisely edged line. She had big breasts inside a dark, tight sweater and her stretched-out legs were long and heavy. She stank of booze. She was too drunk to be surprised to see me.
"Hello yourself." She swayed in the seat. "Do I know you?"
"I don't think so."
"My name's Gert Carter. Have you slept with me this weekend?"
"I'm afraid not."
She waved her cigarette in the house. "You been in there?"
"Not yet."
"My God, it's a madhouse." She leaned closer to me and I smelled heavy perfume mixed up with the booze odor. "C'mere, I'll tell you a secret. Steve and those two boys of his have put me through the wringer. I ache all over. My God, I couldn't stand any more. I lost count. They're really celebrating but I just couldn't take it. I had to get out for some air. I threw up twice tonight, it got me down so." She announced it matter of factly. "Am I talking too much?"
"I don't think so. I'm a friend of Steve's. Are you a friend of Steve's?"
She grimaced, and something bitter flicked in her eyes for a second. Then it vanished behind the bottled dullness. "Sure, I'm a good friend. A two hundred dollar a night friend. Could you afford me?"
I took hold of her shoulder. "Are you one of Lannes's call girls?"
She made a maudlin face. "Sad, ain't it? The primrose path. Well, it's money. Steve wanted a piece for the party and he picked me. I don't get any pay. That's the worst of it." She shuddered. "My God, he gives me the creeps. He's inhuman."
"Look," I said, still keeping my voice down. "Tell me something, will you?"
"Sure. You're a friend. All you want to do is talk."
"Why was Steve's wife afraid of him?"
She laughed, loudly. I stiffened, afraid someone would come out. But no one did. "Everybody knows that. You ought to know that, being a pal of Steve's. That dumb little twist thought all he did was run nightclubs. She was married to him for two years before she found out he handled girls. Then she found out about the pretty pictures and books he sells, and it—well, it turned her. The dumb twist. She stripped in his club because she was his wife, and he's a funny guy with funny ideas and he liked to watch her, but she couldn't stand the other stuff."
"Did she threaten to tell the cops?"
"Oh, no!" she said hoarsely. "Just told him she was leaving him. But it's the same thing. If she does go ahead and leave, she might talk about Steve's business. So I don't think she's going to be around much longer. You know how she is, don't you?"
"Sure, Gert," I said. "I know how she is."
Gert Carter didn't know Lorraine was dead. Gert Carter had been brought along for the celebration; the wake for Steve's dead and now unthreatening wife. My guess said maybe the two boys Gert had spoken of were the actual killers. But they didn't matter. Lannes mattered. He'd given the order. I patted Gert's hand.
"Wait right here for me, will you? I want to go see Steve."
She grinned drunkenly and ran her palm over my cheek. "Sure, I'll wait. You're nice. I might even find some more strength before the night's over. Hurry back."
I said I would. I turned my back and took out the .38. I walked up the steps and opened the door. The music hit me. The lights glared. Down the hall, somebody shouted. An empty liquor bottle lay on the carpet in front of me. The air curled with blue smoke.
I closed the door. One of the boys came out of the kitchen carrying a drink. I grabbed the drink and gave him the .38 barrel along the back of his thick neck. I caught him with my free arm and let him down gently. I started down the hall.
The second boy came out of a door on my left, his face warped into a scowl. "Hey, Louie, for the Christ's sake hurry up with—" His mouth flew open.
I grabbed his coat collar and pulled him forward and pistol-whipped him the same way. I let him bump as he went down, though. Good and loud. When I stepped around the door, Lannes was out of his chair. He got a look at my gun and sat down again, behind the desk, outlined against another picture window. This one didn't have the curtains closed, and it looked right out on Coldwater Lake.
The room was a den. On the desk was an ashtray, topped by two plaster figures. I looked at them for a second and caught my breath. I looked at the photographs and drawings on the walls. And when I looked at Steve Lannes again, the greasy-haired head bulking out of the rumpled white-on-white shirt, the bulb eyes and the liverish lower lip, he seemed old, and goatish in a dirty sad way.
"What the hell are you doing in here?"
I pointed at the ashtray. "Lorraine didn't like that kind of stuff, did she?"
"Who are you?" he shouted, jumping up.
"John Hood. I'm a detective. A private one. I'm looking for the guy who killed Lorraine Perau."
His eyes told me everything. In an instant. They said, Sure, Lorraine didn't like it and she threatened to get noisy about it so my boys bump her. They said, Sure, there's good money in stuff like that, and besides, I like that kind of art work myself. They said, You must be the guy Lorraine was running around with. I knew it was some guy. She wasn't the kind to go off by herself for very long. All he actually said was, "You're a pretty smart son of a bitch, aren't you?"
He tried to open his desk drawer. He got the Luger out and fumbled with it as if he didn't really know how to use it. I shot him. He fell over his chair and waved his arms and crashed through the big picture window and tumbled down a rip-rap slope into the lake. I walked over to the mess of broken glass and stared down. His head bobbed in the water like some kind of sputtering cork. I stood there while he drowned.
Then I went to his chair and sat down in it. I knew I was nothing but a dumb sap and Romo Spain would never have let me do a thing like this. Steve Lannes lay dead somewhere down in the lake. But it couldn't bring Lorraine back. It didn't erase the memory of her face, either. As if it ever could, you goddamned fool. What were you thinking? What in Christ's name were you thinking?
I shouted out loud. "I don't know. I don't know!"
Louie and the other boy got away. I heard their car start. I holstered my .38 and went back outside. I walked Gert Carter to the coupe. We drove back south toward the city. I stopped in a grocery and called Homicide long distance and told them what I knew. I hung up when they started asking too many questions.
Gert Carter talked on and on but I didn't hear. In Evanston I dropped her at an el station and made a promise to call her. Then I went to my apartment and got out two more pints. I didn't pass out this time. Broekman came through the door before that.
"Goddam you, Johnny. Goddam you for sticking your nose in." He glared down at me, looking tireder than ever. "This wasn't your business."
"I'm sorry," I said. "You want a drink?"
"No, I don't want a drink." He started pacing, letting out sighs and slapping his right fist into his left palm. He wheeled suddenly and stabbed a finger at me. "We got the guys who actually shot her. After you called, we staked out all the terminals. They tried to get a plane for Mexico City. A couple of dumb punks. They got scared and admitted the killing, but that doesn't make you any less guilty."
"No, it doesn't."
"I wish I could pin something on you. But if he's got a gun in his fist when we get him out of the lake, I don't know what I can do. I wish to God I could stick you, though. Wait till Spain hears about this. He'll burn your tail off. A dumb private cop trying to take over my job." He was jealous and sore, but he was right. I had gone over my head. And it wouldn't bring Lorraine back.
"What time is it?" I said.
"Dawn. Six-fifteen."
I had sat up all night. "I guess I better go to bed."
"I guess you better." He walked out and slammed the door hard behind him.
Romo got home a week and a half later. By then he knew it all; Broekman had written him a letter, airmail special delivery. Still, I had to go see Romo. I was scared, but I had to go. I rang his bell and waited. The voice roared, "Come in, Johnny."
He sat in his wheelchair, cigarette holder tipped up jauntily from the corner of his mouth. He had Broekman's letter on his lap. I could see the police department seal and the special delivery stamps. He wanted to let me know he knew the story, but otherwise he ignored the letter. I stood fiddling with my hat. "How was the vacation?"
"Exceptional. There's milk in the icebox. Pour yourself some."
I did. I fiddled with the glass instead of the hat. He stared at me. "Do you want a shopworn phrase?"
I nodded.
"Time," he said. "It will take time."
Silence hung between us for a long space. When he spoke again, his voice had softened. "You loved her, didn't you, Johnny." It wasn't a question. Something snapped inside of me, broke like a spring breaking.
"Yes," I said. "I loved her." I drank the glass of milk. I pulled up a chair. I sat down and told him how it was.