Pioneer Woman
by John and Ward Hawkins
copyright 1931 McFadden Publishing for 
the August 1931 Liberty . No record of copyright renewal.

1.
 
THE day had a steamy warmth. The mud was drying underfoot as Mary climbed the hill path to the Wagner encampment. She was tall, well boned, and her mouth was a smiling mouth. Her hair was brown and her eyes were brown. And though the hill was steep, she moved with a light, quick step, climbing toward the corral that lay just short of the wooded crest.
She saw Jeff Hazen there, working with the men who were repairing the pole fence. She called, and he came toward her, his eyes alight with recognition and pleasure.
Mary," he said. "You're a long way from home."
He was a solid, stocky man. His bare arms were corded and brown; his hands blunt-fingered, square. The scar, down-slashed across one temple, hadn't been there when he left Sweet Valley. The years had toughened him, but his smile was the same, quick, white.
"Seein' you here in St. Joe's like seein' a ghost," he said. "It was '46 when I seen you last. Six years, Mary - Mrs. Van Dorn. A long time."
"I heard you was wintering here," said Mary.
"My company leaves May first."
"Can we go with you, Jeff? To Oregon, I mean."
"The company votes on who's to go. I can put it up to them."
"Would you do that, Jeff ?
His face was sober. "Seems like it's a man's place to deal with the company," he said. "The equipment and such's got to be checked. The men won't like to deal with a woman."
"There's just the children and me, Jeff. Papa died last year."
"I'm sorry," he said.
"I sold the farm and most of the stock. I - I"
"You come from Sweet Valley by yourself?"
Mary said, "Yes, Jeff."
The rest she'd planned a hundred times, seeing this day in the ruddy flames of cooking fires on the long way west. But it wasn't easy to say. Jeff was so quiet, his thoughts so deep hidden. He'd courted her back in Sweet Valley. She'd all but promised to marry him, and then Clyde Van Dorn had come along to beat Jeff's time. That old hurt was between them now - and a wall of years that made it hard to speak.
She said, "Jeff," and her voice had a scratchy, far-off sound. "Clyde left me just when Tuck was born."
"That makes it bad," said Jeff.
Stoutly Mary said, "I got along."
Jeff was frowning. "You must have found it hard to raise up a family in Sweet Valley without help. And what's bad in Sweet Valley is ten times worse in St. Joe. I'll put it tip to the company, but I know the answer won't be to your liking."
"I come this far alone."
"It's a long road to Oregon. A hard road."
"I got a good wagon and good stock. I can pay for what I need. And I got a gun. 
I can fight."
Jeff's teeth shone in a brief grin.
"We got to keep close guard on the stock. The men take night watch by turns. We got to build rafts to get across some of the rivers. It's share and share alike, and a family without a man is just a dead weight."
"I'll take my turn at guard."
"The men wouldn't stand for it." Jeff scrubbed his palms together. "I'd have to side with 'em," he said awkwardly. "You better go back home."
Mary said, "I'll do no such thing."
"You force me to speak plain," said Jeff. "This's St. Joe. There's ten thousand emigrants here, waitin' to take the trail. The law can't keep pace with that many folks. There's plenty of stealin' goin' on. Plenty of - well, everything that's bad. A man can fight to keep what's his, but a woman-"
"I'm goin' to Oregon, Jeff Hazen," said Mary firmly, "and all your talk's not goin' to stop me."
"Time's gentled you none."
Jeff's voice was soft but the words struck home. He had said that once before - long, long before.
Mary said, "Jeff, you-"
He made a fist of one square hand and pressed it hard against the palm of the other. "I knew about Clyde," he said heavily. "His leaving you, I mean. I saw him in St. Louis 'bout two months ago. He was house man in one of the games there."
"Clyde is in St. Louis?"
"He probably went down the river." Jeff's scowl deepened and he did not meet her eyes. "Him and that - that - woman he had with him."
"I thank you for telling me," Mary whispered.
Jeff cleared his throat. "I'll speak to the company 'bout you going with us," he said. "I'll let you know."
She left him then, turning back the way she had come. Clyde was in St. Louis. 
Her mind was full of that.

2.
 
From the foot of the hill Mary could see the crowd around her wagon. She wondered about that until she heard Tuck's high-pitched scream, and then he knew the answer. Tuck wasn't hurt - no six-year-old boy could be in pain and still make that much noise. It was a Tuck tantrum. He needed a blistering. Mary ran.
Curious emigrants and rivermen made up the crowd. Sara, Tuck's sister, watched round-eyed from the wagon. Tuck and a whiskered trapper in greasy buckskins were at the hub of things. The trapper was very drunk; his woozy efforts to shush Tuck were wasted. Finally, in desperation, he clamped his hand over Tuck's open mouth, and Tuck bit him.
Mary arrived then. The trapper saw her coming, ducked and threw up his free hand. But Mary was Interested only in Tuck. She caught him with an open-handed slap that spun him free of the trapper's grip. Tuck looked at his mother. One look was enough. He scrambled to his feet and lit out for the wagon.
The crowd moved on, but the old trapper stayed with apologies and explanations. 
"The little feller snaffled my hat, ma'am. He throwed it in the horse trough. So 
I paddled him, just easy-like, and you'd 'a' thought I scalped him."
"Just what he deserved," said Mary.
"Aw, I wouldn't say that, ma'am. Here, I'll give 'im a dime. That'll show there's no hard feelin's."
And though Mary protested he would have it no other way. "I got plenty o' money," he declared, and slapped an elaborately beaded poke of soft leather down on the wagon's tail gate. "Pawnee squaw made that poke for me," he said proudly. 
"Put my initials on it. S. R. Stands for Silas Rummel. Made me a belt too-".
He dug in his pockets again and came up with a beaded belt. This was for Mary. 
In the end she accepted it, to be rid of him.
But she wasn't rid of him. She had no sooner settled in the Wagner encampment when he appeared with his pockets full of penny candy for Tuck. Tuck was all for being friends, but Mary balked.
Silas had to have a bath first. He had to get his hair cut and his beard trimmed. He had to burn his old buckskins and buy clothes with some of the gold he bragged about. Surprisingly, Silas agreed. "The little feller," he explained wistfully, "puts me in mind of a lad I used to know."

3.
 
On the fourth day after Mary had spoken to Jeff, Clyde came.
Mary was washing clothes. She looked up from her scrub board to see him there, leaning on the tail gate of the wagon, looking at her.
"Clyde," she breathed. "Clyde Van Dorn-"
"Yes, Mary." His smile was mocking. "Your own husband has come back to you."
That was Clyde Van Dorn. He could be amused by something as flatly cruel as this. He wore a tall hat, a flowered waistcoat, a velvet tie. He managed to wear them with a certain dash, though they were frayed and soiled. In sudden bitterness, Mary thought Clyde was like his clothes. For all his darkly handsome looks, he wasn't clean. She drew a shaky breath.
"What do you want?" she asked.
"Mary," he said. "You'd think I wasn't welcome."
"The woman in St. Louis - did you bring her?"
"So Jeff Hazen told you that, eh?" He shrugged. "Jeff's still in love with you, isn't he? And you with him. Sure. That's how I found you. Jeff told me in St. Louis that he was leaving St. Joe for Oregon, May first. I had word from home that you'd sold the ranch to go to Oregon. I knew you'd go with Jeff." He made a chiding sound. "And you a married woman!"
Swift color flooded Mary's cheeks. Clyde was tormenting her, just as he always had. But this time she wouldn't fight back. She'd deny him that pleasure.
He laughed easily. "You're pretty when you're mad. How do you do it? Twenty-four, the mother of two children, and still the prettiest woman in St. Joe."
Mary did not answer.
"I know there's nothing between you and Jeff," he said. "You're much too godly. 
I can't understand people like you."
"Of course you can't."
"But I can use you. Get me something to eat."
Mary obeyed. The fact that she hated the sight of him, that her throat ached with disappointment bordering on despair made no difference. She had promised to be his wife ... until death us do part and that, for her, was the whole story.
Clyde sliced the bacon. He used his own knife, a clasp knife with a six-inch blade. It was very sharp.
He said, "You must have got good price for the farm. It seems like you'd give me any share. I'm a little short - business being what it is."
"You mean card playing!" Mary straightened. "You'll not get a penny," she said. 
"You did no work on the ranch - you've got no right to the money. Besides, papa left it to the children and me. I've got to look out for them. You never do!"
"You paint me pretty black," Clyde said. "I deserve it, I guess. But I've changed, Mary. We'll start again, where we left off. I - how about it?"
Mary said, "You're going with us, then?"
"I may go," he said. "I'll let you know."
He left her then, going back toward town.

4.
 
Jeff Hazen came at supper time. Mary heard Tuck's "Hey, mister," and looked up to find him standing close by. He was hatless. and in the shifting light of the cooking fire he looked flushed and uneasy.
"I talked to the company," he said.
Mary said, "Yes, Jeff."
"The terms ain't what you'll like, but you can go if you want to. It's a kind of a partnership thing."
There was an awkward pause. I ought to tell him Clyde's here, Mary thought. I- Then, before she could find words, Jeff spoke in a slow, halting way:
"I got no family dependin' on me," he said. "I'm sort of a free hand. The company figured I-well, if you was to do my cookin' and washin', I could stand your night watches and such. See what I mean?"
Mary said, "Jeff,I can't!
"I'm not proposin' anything indecent," he said in a quick, flat voice. "I wouldn't come near your wagon, except at mealtimes."
"Clyde's here," said Mary.
For a moment there was only the hungry sound of the fire.
"And you let him come back?" Jeff said at last.
"I had to, Jeff! He's my husband." The words came in a choked rush.
He said, "Then you don't need me. Good night, Mary."
He had been gone but a moment when Clyde lounged into the circle of firelight. 
He was swaying, but for all that he moved as silently as a cat. He held the clasp knife loosely in one hand. The slender blade glittered as he clicked it open and shut.
He grinned broadly. "I think the pot's been calling the kettle black. Mary, my dear, you're no better than you should be."
"You would think of that," said Mary.
"He offered to take you to Oregon, didn't he?"
"It was just a kindness. He-"
"If you were old and ugly, I'd believe that."
The knife clicked open and shut endlessly. Clyde moved close to her - so close she could smell the hot reek of tobacco and cheap whisky.
"You're drunk," she said.
He laughed. "What of it? I'm not tied to your petticoat - not yet."
His hand shot out to catch her wrist in a crushing grip. "I made a decision. Just now I made it. I'm going to Oregon with you, after all."
"What do you want me to say?"
"I want you to act like a wife should act."
"You're not interested in me," she said quietly. "No more than you'd be in a dog you could kick. You don't care about the children. It's the money you're after - the money we got for papa's farm."
"We understand each other." His mouth turned hard; and slowly, terribly, his hand tightened on Mary's wrist. "You'll give me my share of that money, or I'll-"
Painfully Mary said, "I'll not, give you a cent, and you'll not hunt for it. 
I'll tell every man in camp what you are and what you're trying to do. "
"I'll not hunt for it," he said. "But you'll give me that money of your own free will before I'm through." His eyes were ugly with the shine of the fire. He twisted her arm up and back, forcing a cry from her lips.
The shrill and savage yell came then. Tuck bolted out of the dark, his small face a white mask of fury. He kicked at Clyde, clawed at his arm.
"Let ma be!" he screamed. "Stop hurtin' her!"
Clyde dropped the knife and chopped down with his free hand, catching the boy full across the mouth. Tuck reeled back, fell. He looked up at them from the ground, his dark eyes slowly filling with tears.
"Spitfire, eh?" Clyde released Mary's wrist and grinned at her. "I'm here to stay," he said. "And you better keep those brats out of my way."

5.
 
Things got worse as the days event by. There was the time Clyde found Silas Rummel squatting with Tuck in the shade of the wagon. Mary didn't hear what passed between them, but she saw the angry jut of the old man's jaw as he went down the trail. And she knew that they had lost a friend.
It was the same with the others - the women of the camp, the kids who'd played with Tuck and Sara before Clyde came, the men who'd stopped to talk. The bitter lash of Clyde's tongue, his sudden rages had kept them away.
Mary saw Jeff Hazen but once in the next long week. He was climbing the hill from St. Joe, and he stopped with apples for Tuck and Sara.
"You go west with us day after tomorrow," he said. "Clyde asked to join the company. They voted to take him."
Mary said, "You made them vote that way."
"Might've," he admitted. "Its better that you and the young ones should be with folks you know."
"I thank you, Jeff."
"And Clyde," he said. "I hear he-"
Quickly Mary said, "Clyde's fine. Now that we're all goin' west together, we..." 
She let her voice lag then, for Jeff Hazen was looking down at the purple bruise on her arm. He was scowling.
"He hasn't changed," he said.
"I bumped that against the wagon seat."
"You're a poor liar," he said, and turned away.

6.
 
It was late when Tuck scampered up the trail. "Pa's headed this way," he said. 
"He's drunk again!"
"He's always drunk," Sara retorted.
With a sinking heart Mary turned to face Clyde. He was drunk, and the black look on his face told her the liquor had turned him savage.
"I want to talk to you," he said. "Inside."
Mary followed him into the tent.
He faced her, swaying on widespread feet. His voice was hoarse, low. "I need money, Mary. There's a game down in town - a big game. I can clean up if you'll stake me."
Mary said, "No, Clyde."
"You've got money," he said. "And I can't even stand my turn for the drinks. I can't sit in any game. A hell of a state of things that is!" Anger jerked his mouth. "It's going to change. Hear me?"
He struck her hard across the mouth. Mary stumbled back against the taut canvas, blood roaring in her head. When she opened her eyes she was alone in the tent.

7.
 
Mary didn't know what had awakened her. It wasn't the shot - she was sitting bolt upright when she heard that - and it wasn't the shouting of men on the road outside camp. It was something else, something that had gone, leaving no memory but fear.
Clyde's pillow was untouched. He was still away.
The shouting outside was toward St. Joseph, and it drew nearer, became more urgent. A boot thudded close by, and suddenly a dark shape was at the entrance.
It was Clyde. He pushed in hurriedly. The tent was filled with the wet, labored rasp of his breathing. He undressed, ripping the clothes from his body with a kind of frenzied haste. Mary, watching him, was afraid to move. A voice burst out, surprisingly close:
"He went that way ... to the left!"
Clyde was beside her then, pulling her down. "I've been here an hour!" he whispered. "Tell them that when they ask. D'you hear?"
She didn't answer; she couldn't.
His hand found her throat. "You'll tell them that, or by heaven-"
The voices, in a compact group now, came toward them. Some one said, "This tent..." Then a voice with authority called:
"You in there, Van Dorn?"
Clyde made his voice sleepy. "Yeah. What d'you want?"
"Come out." There was a low whisper, and the voice added, "And bring your woman with you."
"Wait'll I get my pants on," Clyde said.
Roughly he pulled Mary from the bed and thrust a robe into her hands. He whispered, "Put it on!" She obeyed, for his face, caught in the lantern light from outside, held something she couldn't defy. Something savage. Dear God! Mary thought. What has he done?
"Remember," he said, and his whisper was like the blade that appeared and vanished in his hand. "I've been here an hour! Cross me, and I'll get to those kids before anything happens to me. I swear it! I - I"
The men were waiting in a rough half-circle before the tent - silent men, their faces curiously bleak. The dark and bearded Frank Vogan was the spokesman. He held the lantern. He lifted it now, scanning Clyde with shrewd black eyes. His voice was held purposely flat.
"How long you been home?"
"An hour or so," said Clyde.
"You're sure of that, eh?"
"Ask Mary, here."
"I'll do that." Frank Vogan turned to Mary. "But first I'll tell her what 
happened, so she'll know what she's answerin' to. Silas Rummel was murdered a few minutes ago, ma'am, on the trail yonder. Murdered and robbed..."
Mary's hand went to her mouth. Frank Vogan went on slowly:
"Y'see, Silas cleaned up in a stud game - on a couple, three hundred. Gold, it was. Somebody laid for him, slugged him, and took his poke. The guy didn't hit Silas hard enough, because we heard him yellin' for help. The guy stabbed him, and Silas started screamin'. Maybe you beard him, ma'am. It was pretty loud."
It was the scream, then, that had awakened Mary. Her nod was mechanical, jerky.
"Well, a bunch of us got there quick, and we seen the murderer runnin' this way. 
We took a shot at him, but he got clear. He come into this camp and disappeared. 
Likely he's in one of these tents. Mind you, we ain't accusin' your man. We're just askin'. Has he been here all the time?"
The crowd was silent, a dark mass, a battery of eyes. Mary faced them numbly. Her mind was a confused jumble of impressions. Uppermost was the memory of Clyde's face of a moment ago - his knife, his threat. He was standing a pace behind her. The wagon was to his left, and a stride or two would take him to the children. Mary's voice seemed oddly remote.
"He's been here at least an hour."
Clyde Van Dorn let go his breath.
"Thank you, ma'am," Vogan said.
"Good night to you. . .
Clyde drew Mary into the tent. She heard Frank Vogan's voice rise in sharp anger. "If she says he was there, he was! She ain't a woman to lie. Let's see about Smedly."
Mary said: "You killed him-"
Clyde slapped a quick hand across her mouth, held it there, gagging her. The crowd moved on and presently it was a faint murmur at another tent. Clyde pushed Mary away. She stared at him, her mouth distorted.
She said again, "You killed him!"
Angrily he thrust his hand in his pocket, brought it out filled with minted gold. "Sure!" His voice was hoarse. "He yelled and I had to! And there's his money. I took it and threw the poke away. Damn you, it's your fault! You drove me to it!"
"That's a lie!" Mary breathed. "You'll hang!"
"No, I won't." He caught her by the shoulders, his fingers almost tearing the flesh. "You're the only one that knows, and you won't tell. D'you hear? Because, if you do, I'll kill those kids before I die - if I have to fight the camp to get to them! "
"You're trying to scare me." Mary's voice was a dry whisper. "You needn't. I won't risk the children. I won't have to. There's blood on your hands, and that will betray you. That and your dirty greed!"
"I'll risk those," Clyde said.
"Then let me go. I'll sleep in the wagon."
Clyde laughed. "Pleasant dreams."

8.
 
The morning sun was full up when Mary slipped out of the wagon and went to the tent. She pushed at the flaps, listening to the slow sound of Clyde's breathing. 
Then, quietly, she went in.
Clyde's dark head was buried in the pillow. Mary picked a careful way to a clothes chest opposite the bed. She raised the lid and bent over the chest, fumbling deep inside.
Clyde said, "So that's the bank, eh?"
He was beside her even as she turned, pulling her back and away from the chest, saying, "You wouldn't be sneakin' around if you weren't up to something." He twisted her hand up and pried the clenched fingers open to disclose the poke she held.
"Ah!" he said softly. "I was right."
"I warn you," said Mary. You'll wish you hadn't!"
He laughed and shook the gold pieces into his palm. "Fifty dollars. Not much, but with what I've got it makes a fair stake. Now, get out of here. I got to dress."
When he had finished breakfast he event down the trail, whistling lightly.
Murder, Mary thought, rests easy on his mind.
Tuck's voice broke excitedly from the wagon. "Ma, look! The belt old Silas give you is broke. The beads is all gone. All of 'em, ma!"
Mary looked at her hand. The thumb was swollen, scarred by the marks of a needle. "I used the beads last night," she said - and her voice broke on a low sob. "May God say they went for a good cause!"

 
9.
 
The poke was a comfortable weight in Clyde Van Dorn's pocket as he walked. The money belt, thick packed with old Rummel's gold, was snug at his waist. He wouldn't touch that; not today. He'd spend the fifty dollars he'd got from Mary first.
St. Joseph was alive with talk of the killing. Men had gathered in tight groups on the walks, along the dim length of the saloon bar. Clyde saw Frank Vogan there. With him were two of the men who had helped search the camp.
Clyde walked toward them.
"Any luck?" he asked easily.
Frank Vogan said, "Not any."
A tall man lifted his sharp face. "There's a man that needs hangin'. He won't last a minute if we find him. Silas Rummel never hurt anybody."
Clyde said, "Is there any way I can help?
"Not unless you got him in your pocket," said the tall man. "Decent of you to ask, though. After the way we pulled you out of bed last night."
Clyde smiled. "I hold no grudge about that. Let's have a drink."
"Don't mind if I do."
They turned, facing inward to the bar. Clyde got the poke from his pocket, thumped it on the shinning wood. The bartender brought a bottle and glasses.
Clyde said, "Help yourselves, gentlemen."
"Thank you kindly," said the tall man.
"S. R.," said Frank Vogan. "Silas Rummel!"
The tall man swore in astonishment. The bottle jerked in his hand and liquor sloshed across the bar-top to darken the soft leather of the poke Clyde had dropped there. An elaborate poke which bore two letters made of Indian heads.
"His!" the tall man said. "Silas Rummel's!"
Frank Vogan's voice was curiously flat and cold. "And he was proud of it. Many's the time he told me how a Pawnee squaw made that poke for him." His hand closed on Clyde's arm. "You're handy with a knife, too. I'd give odds you had it at your woman's back last night, so's to make 'er lie for you."
"That's her poke," Clyde protested. "She - she tricked me!"
Harshly the tall man said, "Search him!"
"If we find Rummel's gold," said Vogan, "then-"
He caught at Clyde's waist, ripping his shirt wide to disclose the thickpacked money belt. He said, "Now we've got it!"
And cold panic welled tip in Clyde. He yanked his arm free of Vogan's grasp. He was lunging away from the bar when a fist smashed him high on the cheek, spun him backward into waiting arms. The crowd had thickened now. There were many men - bleak, quiet men - closing in around him. Clyde tried to scream, but no sound came.

10.
 
St. Joseph was behind and the river was behind. For nine days the wagons of the Wagner Company had rolled westward on the trail. The noontime halt was but an hour away now. As Mary kept pace with her plodding oxen, she wondered what to fix for Jeff Hazen's dinner.
From the wagon seat, Sara called, "Here he comes, ma!" Her eyes shone. "Jeff's comin'!"
Mary said, "Hush, dear."
But Sara slipped down from the seat and ran to her mother's side. "Everything's going to be all right now, ain't it, ma? Jeff'll take care of us, won't he?"
Yes, dear," said Mary softly. "Jeff will take care of us." And she was smiling  as she looked up to face the brown and laughing man who came toward them.