Destiny Awaits e-reads www.ereads.com Copyright ©1995 by Suzanne E. Witter NOTICE: This work is copyrighted. It is licensed only for use by the original purchaser. Making copies of this work or distributing it to any unauthorized person by any means, including without limit email, floppy disk, file transfer, paper print out, or any other method constitutes a violation of International copyright law and subjects the violator to severe fines or imprisonment. Other books by Suzanne Elizabeth also available in e-reads editions DESTINY IN DISGUISE DESTINY'S EMBRACE TILL THE END OF TIME For Rose Elizabeth Lee, my beautiful grandmother A mind has the power to reason out mysteries A heart: to love and defy But only the soul can recognize fate And that's where true destiny lies... 1 Carmel, California 1995 Tess could barely breathe. For that matter, she could barely hear, barely see, and smelling was completely out of the question. This cold was killing her. It was wrapping itself around her head and squeezing her brains out. She'd been in bed for three days, watching hours upon hours of soap operas and game shows. And if constantly blowing her nose didn't give her an aneurysm, then the boredom was bound to kill her. She lifted the remote, clicked off the television, and grabbed a tissue just in time to catch a throat-grating sneeze. Her eyes watered. Her head pounded. She groaned and sank back into her goose feather pillows. At this rate, she'd be dead in a day. They'd find her limp, lifeless body buried amid gooey, used tissues, her hair matted, her makeup all worn off. The newspapers would say that Contessa Harper, daughter of computer chip moguls Travis and Patrice Harper, had been found dead in a stained Michael Bolton nightshirt with a box of cold medication clutched in her fist. Not exactly a graceful exit. Her mother would throw a fit—and probably kill her all over again. “Dear God,” Tess croaked. She stared up at the ceiling she'd come to know well over the past few days and let go with another violent sneeze. “Strike down who ever gave me this cold from hell and then give ’em a good kick in the teeth for me." She could see the blue sky out her open window. It was another bright, spring day in Carmel, a far cry from the rainy city of Paris she'd left behind four days before. Searching for better weather, she'd hopped a plane for California, intent on a few, quiet, sunny weeks at her beach house, but by some demented stroke of luck she'd fallen sick on her first day at home. Now, instead of sunning herself on her private beach, armed with a tall bottle of Perrier and Danielle Steel's latest book, she was stuck in bed, settling for the meager bit of sunlight that managed to filter itself through her curtains and slurping down a day-old pitcher of lukewarm water. Tess could tell it was close to lunchtime, not only by the dull cramping of her stomach, but by the sharp cry of the seagulls outside. She pictured the people on the public beach down the way, with their sweaty, tanned bodies and packed picnic baskets, tossing bread into the air for the scavenger seabirds while their children played in the sand and flew their kites. She could almost hear them laughing and she scowled at the image, envisioning a giant wave coming and sweeping them all out to sea. She was blowing her nose for the umpteenth time when her maid's voice came over the intercom by her bed. “It's me, Ms. Harper." Tess ran her tongue over her chapped lips and reached to push the button that released the lock on the front gate. A few minutes later she heard her front door open, and then her maid's round face peered around the edge of the bedroom doorway. “Just me." “Did you bring the soup?” Tess demanded hoarsely. The maid came into the room carrying a brown paper bag with Charley's Oyster Bar printed in red lettering on the front. “It took me an hour to drive up the coast to buy it—but Lord knows I wouldn't dare forget. How you feelin'?" “Like my head's in that bag, five hundred feet beneath the ocean,” Tess grumbled. “Well, have you been out of bed today? Did you get up, take a shower, brush your teeth like I told ya to?" Tess gave the plump woman a frosty glare. “Thousands of microscopic cold-trolls are hammering aimlessly at my body, the hair on my head actually hurts, and you want me to get up and take a shower?" “You get yourself up out of that bed, move around a little, and you'll feel a whole lot better." “If I get up out of this bed I'll more than likely fall flat on my face. You know how light-headed I get when I'm sick." The maid stooped down to pick up a pair of discarded jeans. “Yep. And I also know how dramatic ya get." “Your sympathy is always so comforting, Mrs. Collins." “Oh, for goodness sake, child, it's just a cold. In a few days you'll be back on your feet, spendin’ money like there's no tomorra, going to all them fancy parties. Now, I'll put the soup in the microwave to reheat, but you're gonna have to get up and get it yourself." Despite the agony in every joint of her body, Tess sat up in the bed. “You're not staying?" “You know Mr. Collins has his poker game on Sunday afternoons. I've got twenty sandwiches to make.” The maid went into the hall. “Take some more medicine and try to get some rest. You'll feel better in the mornin'." Tess stared disbelievingly at the empty doorway. A few moments later the microwave started up with a low hum, and then she heard the sound of her front door open ... and close. She was once again lying in her beach house alone. She listened to the microwave, waiting for the final beep beep beep that would mock her inability to get up. She'd been abandoned by a very well-paid employee for a bunch of fat old retired men and a handful of submarine sandwiches. Her desolation was now complete. She fell back onto the bed, picturing herself struggling to her feet, managing two feeble steps, and then crumbling to the floor. “I wonder if the scream of sirens would be enough to pull Mrs. Collins away from the mayonnaise jar,” she grumbled. She snatched up the box of cold medication from her nightstand. Although she'd taken a tablet two hours before, nothing seemed to be cracking the brick lodged behind her eyes. She popped another pill into her mouth, and laid back against her pillows to wait for the antihistamine to take effect. A few minutes later, she drifted toward an odd sort of awareness. Through the echoing chasm of her mind she heard the microwave beep, but she couldn't seem to open her eyes. Her head felt strange, not so much clogged, but fuzzy. In the next few moments the silence in the house became deafening, and Tess feared that the last pill she'd taken had been one too many. After twenty brave years of living, Tess Harper had gone and killed herself with a handful of cold medication. Tears burned at Tess's closed eyes, and then she thought she heard something in the hallway outside her bedroom door. She practically sobbed with relief at the idea of seeing her maid again. “Mrs. Collins?” she rasped. There was no answer. “Mrs. Collins ... I don't feel very well." “Of course you don't feel very well. The instructions on the box say to take one tablet every four to six hours, not every time you please." That strong, precise voice did not belong to her maid, and Tess managed to crack open one eye. “Mrs. Collins?” She frowned at the strange, small woman standing at the foot of her bed. “You're not Mrs. Collins." The woman folded her arms across the front of her gray, textured jacket. “No, Miss Harper, I am most certainly not your maid." Becoming anxious, Tess forced her eyes open all the way and tried to focus, tried to figure out how the woman had gotten into her house. Mrs. Collins was a stickler for locked doors, and, despite her foggy state of mind, Tess felt sure she hadn't heard the burglar alarm go off. A burgeoning fear was rising up inside her, replacing the dazing affects of the medication. She swallowed hard despite her scratchy throat and tried to keep from shrieking when she spoke. “How—how did you get past the gate?" The woman came to sit on the edge of the bed. “It wasn't a problem,” she replied. “Wh-what do you want?" “I want to help you, Miss Harper.” She lifted a cool, small hand to Tess's forehead. “Are ... are you a nurse?” Had Mrs. Collins finally realized the seriousness of her employer's illness and dialed 911? “Not exactly a nurse." “Not exactly?" “Would you like me to get you a bowl of soup, Miss Harper?" Tess's bleary gaze drifted over the woman's bright, colorful scarf and tailored gray suit. Experience told her that the pearls around the woman's neck weren't paste by a long shot. She looked like a professional woman, maybe even a doctor. “Yes,” Tess finally responded, though hesitantly. “Yes, I'd like some soup." The woman smiled and Tess decided that it was definitely the patronizing smile of a doctor. “A healthy appetite is a very good sign, Miss Harper." She left the room and Tess managed to pull herself up into a sitting position, trying to ignore the constant pounding in her head and ringing in her ears. She'd been stupid to take another tablet before the other had worn off. Thank God the doctor had shown up when she had. Tess was feeling a little more alert when the doctor came back a few minutes later. “Here we are,” the woman said. “A steaming bowl of chicken soup. It smells wonderful." Tess took the bowl, and, balancing it beneath her chin, spooned a bite into her mouth. She winced as her bottom lip cracked. The doctor frowned. “My, my, you do look a mess, Miss Harper. And your hair is rather ... vertical." Tess gave her a cool glance. “Your nose looks like a raspberry—" “I'm sick,” Tess replied sharply. “Have you tried a nice warm shower? You know, it always—" “What is it with you women over forty?” Tess blurted out. “You all seem to think that showering and brushing your teeth cures cancer!" The woman arched a dark brow. “Getting your body moving will make you feel better." Tess snorted through her stuffed up nose. “I guess it must be some menopausal thing." She went back to her soup, ignoring the doctor. The chicken broth felt wonderfully warm as it slid down her throat and, amazingly enough, began to clear her sinuses. When she was finished, she handed the doctor the empty bowl and settled back into her bed. Her strength was beginning to return, and the earlier grogginess had lifted from her head. “I think I'm feeling a little better now." “Good,” the woman replied. “Then we can get down to business." Tess eyed her. “You're not going to try to give me a shot, are you? I hate needles." The doctor set the empty bowl on the nightstand. “I know that." “Then I hope Mrs. Collins also informed you that I am allergic to penicillin, so don't try shoving any of that down my throat either." “Miss Harper, I am not here to inject you or force-feed you medication." Tess frowned, not sure what to make of a physician who didn't dish out pills like candy. “The thermometer is in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom,” she said, knowing there wasn't a medical person alive who wasn't temperature happy. She'd gone in to have a mole removed once, and the first thing the nurse had done was shove a thermometer into her mouth. “Your temperature is 99.9 degrees." Tess blinked. She'd taken her temperature a few hours before and 99.9 was right on the money. “How did you know that?" “And 99.9 degrees certainly isn't going to kill you, Miss Harper. Mrs. Collins is right. You have a simple cold. One that will run its course in two more days." “That's awfully optimistic advice considering you haven't even examined me yet. How do you know I don't have pneumonia or something?" The doctor gave her a knowing look. “Remember when you were thirteen and became infected with the chicken-pox? You insisted that your nanny phone your parents in Europe at once and inform them that you had come down with leprosy." Tess pulled in a startled breath. “How did you—" “And the time you ate so many cherry Popsicles that you vomited red for ten minutes? I believe in that instance your greatest fear was bleeding ulcers." Tess was amazed. She'd never told a soul except her nanny, Mrs. Smalls, about the leprosy scare, and only she and the porcelain god knew about the “bleeding ulcers." “Your nanny was a very put-upon woman, thanks to our mistake. We're going to have to compensate her very handsomely on the other side." “Now, wait just a minute.” Tess snatched up a tissue and blew her nose, loudly. “I know I wasn't a model child, but I certainly wasn't that difficult.” Then she realized what the woman had said. “The other side of what?" “Why, life. Of course. “Of course,” Tess said slowly. She quickly reevaluated the woman. “Since when do doctors make housecalls?" “I never said I was a doctor." Tess sat taller in the bed and narrowed her eyes. “And what's all this talk about my nanny and compensation?” It was occurring to her that a doctor and a lawyer generally dressed the same and had the same patronizing disposition. “Is Mrs. Smalls suing me?” she demanded. “Suing you?" “I should have known I'd never be rid of that woman. Damn it, I even sent her a Christmas card last year!" “Miss Harper, calm yourself. Mrs. Smalls is not suing you." “Then what does she want?" “After spending eighteen years with you, some peace and quiet, I should think." “Well, you can tell your client that the time when she could intimidate me has come and gone. I wouldn't give her another dime if it flew her to the moon and left her there." “Mrs. Smalls is not my client, Miss Harper ... You are." “I don't get it." “I am not a doctor. And I am not a lawyer—" “Then you're a burglar, and I suggest you leave while you still have the chance." “A burglar who breaks into homes and fixes people chicken soup?" This was all too much for Tess's fevered brain to take. Her thoughts were growing muddy again, and she decided she'd had enough. “Whoever you are, I am tired and would like to take a nap. So, if you would please leave—" “I am afraid I can't do that." Tess gave the woman her best Harper glare, the one that through countless generations had always sent its victims scurrying. “I beg your pardon?” she said evenly. “We haven't finished conducting our business, Miss Harper, so I'm afraid your nap will have to wait." “Our business? Do you haveany idea the trouble you'd be in if I decided to report you to the police?" “Oh, yes, I am quite aware of the clout you have with the local authorities." “Then I suggest that you get the hell out of my house before I call them and have you locked in a cell for the rest of your life!" The woman sighed, but didn't appear in the least bit intimidated by the Harper stare, or Tess's threatening tone. “This would all be a lot easier for you—as well as myself—if you would forgo the snippety attitude, Miss Harper, and incline yourself to listen for once." "Snippety—" “Now...” The woman stood and began to pace at the foot of the bed. “We don't have much time. If we're to install you at the most propitious moment, then we shall have to act fast." “I'll give you ‘propitious'!” Tess lunged for her cordless phone, but knocked it to the floor and out of reach. The woman didn't bat an eyelash, and continued on with her rambling. “Mr. Maguire is in quite a fix at the moment.” She arched a dark brow at Tess, who sat panting with rage in the center of the bed. “I see that as the only reason he might deign to take you into his humble abode. As for that cold you have, it might help you in gaining more sympathy. Don't forget to take your medication with you, though. We don't want you whining too much on Mr. Maguire's shoulder. Mustn't overdo." “Take it with me?” Tess repeated, her teeth clenching. “Dare I askwhere I am going?" “I am sending you back where you belong, Miss Harper. Far, far from here." “You think so, do you—" “To Kansas." Kansas?A warning light went off in Tess's brain. The only reason she could think of for anyone to want to drag her out into the middle of a nowhere place like Kansas was to kidnap her. She'd been warned about the possibility before, a wealthy heiress like herself, living alone, jet-setting around the world. She even knew a man in Rome who'd been abducted once before. But Tess had never really considered that it could ever happen to her. “Time to go,” the woman announced. Tess began to panic. “Oh, but—but you don't have to take me anywhere. My parents—no.I'll pay you anything you want. Any ransom you name. Just ... just let me get my checkbook." Carefully, so as not to incite the apparently very disturbed woman who broke into sick people's homes, nursed them with soup, and then stole them from their beds, Tess pushed back her covers and eased her legs over the side of the mattress. She would empty her bank account if need be—knowing a check could be easily canceled in the end. All she needed to do was get the woman out of her house, then she could lock the door and call the police. She stood on shaky legs and slipped her arms into her “sick coat,” a pink fuzzy bathrobe she'd had for years and only found the nerve to wear when she was sick. “I'll only be a moment,” she said calmly. “My checkbook is in the den—" “Oh, stop all this nonsense, Miss Harper! I do not want your money!" Startled by the woman's sharp voice, Tess grabbed the edge of the tall oak dresser beside her. That's when her eyes lit on the twenty-four-karat gold Victorian candlestick she'd bought at an auction in London. She snatched up the heavy object, and held it out in front of her like a golden saber. “I won't let you kill me!" A vision of Mrs. Collins stopping by to clean in the morning went flitting through Tess's mind. The blood, the mess—the woman would probably demand overtime. “I am not going to kill you,” the woman replied. “As I said before, I am here to help you." “Then help me by leaving!" She sighed. “Put down the candleholder, Miss Harper. I am not going to hurt you." “Said the spider to the fly!” Tess jabbed out with her impromptu weapon. “And you're not going totake me anywhere either!" “This is going to be more difficult than I'd first imagined." “You've got that right, lady. Might I suggest you leave while the leaving's good! What do you want? A check? Cash? Some silver from the kitch—” Tess's voice cracked and she had to swallow to dampen her scratchy throat. “What is it going to take to get you out of my house?" The woman's face brightened, giving Tess hope that maybe she wouldn't be kidnapped or senselessly murdered on her fine oak floor. “Name your price,” Tess told her. The woman's attention flitted to the box of cold medication on the nightstand. “Put the tablets into your pocket." Tess did so immediately, stuffing the box down into the deep, left pocket of her sick coat amid a fistful of new and used tissues. “Done." “And now you will agree to take a trip—" “Oh, I don't think so,” Tess said with a nervous laugh. The little woman crossed her arms again. “Miss Harper, I will not be allowed to leave here until I have convinced you to agree of your own free will." “Agree to what?" “To a visit with your true fate." “I told you, lady, you aren't getting me out the front door." The woman smiled mysteriously. “I won't need to take you out the door. You can sit right there on your bed if you like. Go ahead. Have a seat." Tess thought that a rather odd request, but at this point was willing to do just about anything to send the bewildering woman on her way. “And you won't kill me?" “I promise I will not kill you,” the woman said impatiently. “I just sit"—Tess edged over the bed—"right here?" She lowered herself down to her designer French lace comforter, still keeping the candleholder clenched tightly in both hands. “And you'll leave?" “Now you simply say, ‘Yes, Spiritual Guide, I would like to have a look at my true fate.’” “And you'll leave?" “Yes. I'll leave." “All right. Yes, spiraler—" “Spiritual..." “Spiritual Guide, I ... I would like to have a look at my true fate." Tess blinked. Then she spun around in a quick circle. She was standing outside, in the middle of nowhere. She still held the candleholder tightly in her clammy hands but now the sun was bright and hot on her face, and dust was drifting through the air. Terrified, she looked from left to right, afraid to budge one millimeter more than necessary before she'd figured out what had just happened to her. One second she'd been sitting on her bed, and the very next, she was standing here, on a dirt road, in front of a weathered, wooden sign. She leaned closer and read the words sweet briar. She glanced down at herself, and then at her arms, making sure she was completely intact. She'd never been so confused in all her life. The country road beneath her bare feet was dry and dusty, and she curled her toes into the packed earth as a warm wind lifted her hair from her face. Had she been knocked unconscious and kept that way until finally being released on some backwoods road halfway across the country? If that were the case, then why was her nose still stuffed from her cold? Why was the candleholder still gripped in her hands? She did another quick mental check of herself. It was as if she'd just appeared here in this strange place in a split second of time. The only sound around her was the wind rustling through the trees, and then a low, persistent rumble came from behind her. Tess turned to see a herd of black horses bearing down on her like some crazy scene out of Ben Hur. She opened her mouth to scream, but her throat was still scratchy and her voice failed her. Hoofs clamored. Gleaming black bodies thundered closer. But Tess remained too stunned to move. 2 “For goodness sake, Miss Harper, get out of the way!” The sharp voice of the woman who'd barged into Tess's home broke through, making Tess dive for the side of the road. An old-fashioned stagecoach pulled by six black horses went rumbling past in a choking swirl of dust. Coughing, Tess climbed to her feet. Wielding the heavy candleholder, she spun around to face the woman. “What in the hell is going on here!" “I hope you don't plan on jumping in front of stages on a regular basis, Miss Harper..." “When my lawyer gets through with you, lady, you'll be planning Friday night dates with women named Death Row Donna!" “...I can hardly be expected to chase along after you, shouting when you haven't got the sense to move." “That stage driver almost killed me!” Tess screeched. She crammed her hand into a pocket of her sick coat, searching for something to write with. “I'm going to take down his description and give it to the local police. And then I'm going to see to it thatyou are locked up for the rest of your miserable life!" “Might I suggest that you don't start trouble on your first day in town?" Unable to find a pen, Tess settled for a tissue, which she used to blow her nose. “On mylast day in town! I plan to be on the first plane out of here—and don't think for a second that you'll be keeping a penny of that ransom money, either!" “Ransom money?" “Oh, don't play coy with me. I'm not a fool! It's obvious that you drugged me, dragged me across the country, and then ransomed me to my parents!" “There was no ransom, Miss Harper—" “And I know you received the money, or you wouldn't be letting me go!" “I didn't drug you, or receive any money for you. And if you are planning on taking a plane out of here, I am afraid you're going to have a very long wait." Tess gave her a smug look. “I've flown around the world, lady. I think I can handle a few hours in an airport." “How about a few years?" Tess narrowed her eyes. “Say ... about sixty?” the woman continued. “What are you babbling about now?" “Young lady, I donot babble. And if you would open your ears and close your mouth for just a few seconds, I would be able to explain everything perfectly." Tess closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, noting the sweet scent of trees and wildflowers that reminded her of Austria in the spring. “Frankly, I don't care what you have to say. No explanations on your part are going to prevent me from pressing charges." Without another word, she turned on her heel and started walking up the dirt road in the same direction the stagecoach had gone. “And don't even think about trying to get away,” she called back to the woman. “I'll have your face ingrained on my memory for the rest of my life." When she didn't get a response, Tess glanced back to find the woman gone, without a trace. She smirked at the empty road. “You may be able to run, lady, but you won't be able to hide." By the time Tess reached the outskirts of some type of civilization, her temper was in high gear. Never in her life had she walked so far—and in bare feet and a bathrobe no less. She had a less than relieved smile on her face as she stood at the edge of the city. It was a western theme town, complete with clapboard buildings, horse-drawn wagons, and tobacco-chewing cowboys. And whoever had named the town she'd stumbled intoSweet Briar had a really sick sense of humor: There were brambles, and cattails, and thorny pieces of weed stuck all along the hem of her robe. She looked like a giant pink cactus. She listened to the jingle of spurs and the jangle of harnesses and watched the tumbleweeds blow past her. “I guess this explains the stagecoach,” she said to herself. Her sinuses were beginning to ache. She pressed her thumb and forefinger to the bridge of her nose, telling herself to remain calm, to find the nearest bank, and then grab a cab back to reality. Tomorrow she'd be feeling better, and she'd be out sunning on her beach. Her parents had to be worried sick. Well, actually they were probably spitting mad that she'd involved them in such a public dog and pony show. The tabloids would undoubtedly have a field day at the Harpers’ expense, and Tess would never hear the end of it. She blew her nose, fought a sudden bout of dizziness, and then began walking up the street, looking for anything that resembled a bank. It wasn't long before she became aware that people were staring at her. But, fuzzy pink robe or not, she kept her head high and refused to feel the slightest bit out of place among the forgotten cast ofGunsmoke . When Tess saw the Wells Fargo sign in the distance, she breathed a loud sigh of relief. Ignoring the presence of the very stage that had nearly killed her a half hour before, she marched straight up to the bank and barged through the door. The small office was full of people, all dressed in period costume, all standing in a long, snaking line. But Tess wasn't about to wait. Hers was a desperate situation. She elbowed her way past bustles and leather chaps and up to the teller window, where she shoved aside a male customer wearing a coonskin hat. “Pardon me, Mr.Boone .” The startled man stepped aside, and Tess met the teller's eye. “I need to make a withdrawal." The short, pinched-faced teller looked her up and down, and then gave her a slow shake of his head. “We don't give refunds, ma'am." “I don't want a refund, I want cash. Cold, hard, cash. My name is Contessa Harper, and my account number is 0458-768931. I don't have my wallet with me, but you can call the branch in Carmel for verification. I'll take five hundred dollars." The bank had fallen silent. The only sound was the tapping of her manicured fingernails on the dull, wood counter. She did her very best to remain patient while the teller just stood there, opening and closing his mouth like a giant bass. “Jump on it, pal!” she finally said. “I'm in a hurry here!" The teller flinched, and then said, softly, “But, ma'am. I don't have that kind of money here." “I said fivehundred , not fivemillion . Take it out of my checking account." “We don't pay things on account—" Tess was growing more and more annoyed with the incompetent man. Damn, but it was so hard to find good help when you really needed it. “I don't want topay for anything!" The man went rigid. “Then you ain't ridin’ the Wells Fargo." Though she was not normally high on patience, Tess reached down deep inside herself and managed not to explode. “Look ... I want to take money,” she said slowly, “that I once putinto my account,out of my account. I bank at the Wells Fargo in Carmel—" “Bank?" “Yes,” she answered quickly, relieved that at least one of her words had gotten through. “I have an account at Wells Fargo in—" “Ma'am, I don't know nothin’ ‘bout Wells Fargo and accounts. But if it's a bank you're after, then the First National is just up the street and to the right." “Butthis is a bank!" “This is the stage office, ma'am. The Wells Fargo stage office." Silence prevailed around Tess, and suddenly she could feel thirty pairs of eyes burning into her back. Not a bank? A skittering of embarrassment crept up her spine and settled in between her shoulder blades. “Well ... maybe you should have made that difference a bit more clear on your sign!” she said and turned regally for the door. She shoved her way through the gawking crowd, and, once back outside, paused to look back at the sign hanging above the door. Sure, enough, it said Wells FargoStage Office. God, how she hated theme towns, ever since she'd visited a medieval village just outside of Denver and been stabbed in the backside with a jousting pole. Her head spun a little as she glanced up the street, squinting in the sunlight for the sight of the bank that was supposedly just around the corner. Suddenly, from out of nowhere, a girl of six or seven came charging forward and took hold of Tess's leg. Tess frowned down at a head of dark blond hair, and then looked up in search of the little girl's mother. What she saw was another girl, no more than thirteen, standing in the stage office doorway, scowling at her. “Let go of my baby sister, lady,” the older girl demanded. Tess held out her arms. “Do I look like a magnet?" The older girl's mouth tightened; “Come away from there, Sissy." “But it's a bear, Holly!” the little girl attached to Tess's leg shouted. “It's a pink bear come to help us!" “That ain't no bear. That's just some lady in a pink coat. Come back inside. Uncle Joseph'll be here in a minute." Tess cringed as the little girl sniffed and wiped her nose on the front of her sick coat. “I'm stayin’ with the pink bear." “If I have to come get you, Sissy Mae, I'm gonna whoop you somethin’ fierce!" “The pink bear won't let you whoop me!” The little girl's head tipped back and a pair of wide green eyes stared up at Tess. “Will you?" Tess opened her mouth, intending to say something that would promptly disconnect the child from her leg, and most likely dissuade her from ever taking hold of another one again. Unlike other members of her particular sex, children never had held much of an appeal for Tess. They were always crying, or demanding something—and forget about trying to make them stand still for more than three seconds at a time. But something in the innocent, trusting face looking up at Tess made her hesitate with her usual cutting remarks. Why did she feel as though there was something familiar in that sad but hopeful stare? “Of course I won't,” Tess heard herself reply. She gave the teenager in the stage doorway a disapproving glare. “Besides, big sisters should be nicer than that." The older girl clenched her teeth. “Uncle Joseph ain't gonna like this." “Well,Uncle Joseph should know better than to let this little girl run loose out here. She could be abducted right off the street, for God's sake, and the next time you'd see her would be on the outside of a milk carton." “A milk carton?” the teenager repeated with an insolent smirk. “You know exactly what I mean,” Tess replied. “This child needs looking after. Andyou are obviously not capable of keeping an eye on her by yourself." The older girl's eyes flashed, but before she could respond to Tess's remark her mouth snapped shut and her attention rose to a point somewhere beyond Tess's shoulder. Tess turned, squinting into the glare of the sun, and found a broad-shouldered man swinging down from a dark horse in the street in front of her. “That's my Uncle Joseph,” the little girl attached to her leg whispered. Her uncle, eh? Tess squared her shoulders, intent on telling the man exactly what she thought of him leaving this poor child to run loose in a tourist town. But as he moved closer and came into better focus, every thought that Tess Harper had ever had fluttered right out her mind like a leaf in the wind. He had long brown hair, thick and wavy, and a strong, square chin peppered with rugged, dark stubble. He wore dark brown pants that hugged his lean hips and were tucked into the tops of a pair of high, leather boots. His white button-down shirt thinly covered a wide chest and a pair of broad, muscular shoulders that were accented by a pair of black cloth suspenders. In short, he was utterly gorgeous. However, it was obvious by hisLittle House on the Prairie garb that he was one of the actors in town, and Tess had never had much of a taste for actors: All they were ever interested in were themselves. But he was looking directly at her with eyes a deep shade of grass green, and Tess found herself at a loss for words. His intense gaze slid down her pink bathrobe and settled briefly on her bare feet, and she felt an uncomfortable moment of self-consciousness. Then he focused on the girl named Holly. “You girls have a nice trip?” he asked, in a monotone. Holly stepped up beside Tess and the little girl named Sissy, who clung ever tighter to Tess's leg, and dropped two stuffed burlap suitcases down onto the boardwalk. “Nice don't exactly cover it,” the teenager replied. The man nodded, as if he understood this enigmatic response, and then indicated Tess with a jerk of his head. “Who's this?" Holly shrugged. “Some lady who barged inta the stage office spoutin’ on about accounts and caramels. Sissy won't let go of her leg." Sissy squeezed closer, and Tess found herself absently patting the top of the little girl's head. Actually, Tess couldn't understand what all the fuss was about. Actor or not, if this hunk of man had come looking for her, she'd be falling all over herself to leave with him. He held out a large, tanned hand, and in her muddled frame of mind Tess almost took it, thinking the gesture meant for her. “Come on, Sissy,” he said, his voice deep and smooth. “I know this isn't easy. It isn't easy for any of us. But we best get to makin’ the most of it." “I'm stayin’ with the pink bear." The man's hand fell away, and his eyes met Tess's. “I'm sure the ... that this lady has other things she needs to get to." Tess tried not to focus on his full, sensual mouth, tried to remember that she'd recently been kidnapped, and needed to find a bank or at least the local authorities. She tore her gaze away from the girls’ handsome uncle, and looked up the street in search of a policeman. Only actors in costume wandered the boardwalks, and more than a few of them were still staring at her. “Look, little girl,” she said to Sissy, “I really do have things to do. Maybe you could get your uncle to buy you a root beer or something." “Beer?” the teenager repeated with a sneer. “You don't give beer to a six-year-old." “Root beer, you little ... you know, you have a real attitude problem. Now, who would like to point me in the direction of the nearest police station?" “You mean Sheriff Wilson?” the uncle asked. Tess gladly turned her attention back to the attractive actor. If he ever got out of this burg and made it to Hollywood, he'd have a bright future with just that face of his alone. “Are we talkingreal sheriff, or phony western town sheriff?” she clarified. His perfect dark brows slid into a frown. “As real as they come, I suppose." “Then he'll do fine." She felt a tug on her robe and looked down into Sissy's upturned face. “Are you an outlaw, Pink Bear?" “If she was an outlaw, dummy, she'd be hidin’ from the sheriff, not looking for him,” the teenager said sharply. The uncle patted the nose of his restless horse. “If you don't mind my asking, ma'am, exactly what is it you need with the sheriff?" “To report a kidnapping.” Tess couldn't wait to see that little woman and her holier-than-thou attitude behind bars. “I was taken from my home in California and brought here against my will. I want that woman locked up." “Woman?” the man repeated. “The one who kidnapped me. Maybe you've seen her. She's got beady brown eyes, and short dark hair. She's about as tall as a troll, and wears a gray suit with a bright silk scarf and a strand of pearls." “And this troll-size woman, in a suit, kidnapped you?" “Right out of my house early this afternoon." The man's eyes narrowed. “I thought you said you lived in California." “That's right." “And in one afternoon you traveled all the way to Kansas?" “Well it's not as if we came by horse and buggy." He stared at her for a long moment, and then turned back to his mount and the extra horse he'd brought along with him. “The sheriff's office is up the street,” he said to Tess. He turned back to his nieces. “Okay, girls, time to head out to the farm." Tess was still frowning, wondering why the man didn't believe her. She was about to remark on his suspicious nature, but instead let out a hoot of surprise when Sissy discovered a better place to hide and placed her cold hands on Tess's bare knees. The teenager made a grab for her escaping little sister, but Sissy made a clean getaway beneath the heavy material of Tess's sick coat. Tess stood stock still, while fighting another sudden bout of dizziness. “I won't go, I won't go, I won't go,” Sissy was chanting. “Sissy, you come out of there!” the older girl said. “You're embarrassin’ Uncle Joseph in front of the whole town!" Tess glanced back at the crowd of actors that had converged in the stage office doorway. “Don't you people have lives!” she shouted. “I won't come out!” Sissy cried. ‘I'm stayin’ with the pink bear!" Tess rolled her eyes. If she ever hoped to free herself from this situation there seemed to be only one thing to do. She loosened the tie at her waist and shrugged out of the robe. A collective gasp rose up around her, but she chose to ignore it. So it was Michael Bolton? So it was a little wrinkled and stained? She'd been kidnapped, for crying out loud! Sissy peered up at her from a crouched position between Tess's knees, and Tess gave her a stern look worthy of her old nanny, Mrs. Smalls. “Out of there, young lady." The little girl edged forward, but she still wasn't letting loose of the robe that was now draped over Tess's arm. “As you can see I am not a bear,” Tess said patiently. “Now you are going to have to let go of my robe and do what your uncle says." The little girl finally moved toward her uncle, sadness and confusion evident in her wide green eyes, and Tess felt her heart tug. She looked at the girl's uncle and found him staring, blatantly, at her bare legs. “Excuse me,” she said sharply. His eyes snapped up to hers. “I could use a little help here." He looked a little dazed for a moment, and then held out his hand to Sissy. “Come on. Let's get movin'." “You say this Sheriff Wilson is just up the street?” Tess asked. “Yep,” he replied. He scowled slightly. “But maybe you should pay a visit to Doc Nathan first." “You think so?” She drew in a breath through her clogged nose. “I suppose that walk into town did leave me a little light-headed." “A little? Come on, Sissy, let's go. Let's leave the crazy lady alone." Tess's jaw dropped. “Crazy!" Then Sissy burst into tears. “But ... but pink bears are magical, aren't they, Holly?" “There's no such thing as pink bears, Sissy,” Holly replied. “But mama and papa—" “Ma and pa are dead.” Tess was surprised to see the stoic-faced teenager's chin tremble. “And all the stupid pink bears in the world won't change that a bit." Sissy whirled around and buried her face against Tess's stomach. “Oh, Holly,” she said, sobbing. “Mama and papa aren't dead! They're in heaven with Jesus!” Her head tilted back and she looked up at Tess with tears dribbling down her rosy cheeks. “Ain't that right, Pink Bear? They're with Jesus." Again Tess felt herself drawn in by that teary gaze, and then she recognized the expression for what it was. Loneliness. Emptiness. How many times had she seen that same hollow look staring back at her from her own mirror? She opened her mouth to answer the little girl, give her some sort of reassurance, but a strong wave of dizziness took her by surprise. Her ears began to ring, and the street in front of her began to tilt back and forth. “Pink Bear?” she heard Sissy say. Black sparks danced in front of Tess's eyes, and her legs went numb. The last thing she remembered before crumbling to the ground was the image of handsome Uncle Joseph lunging toward her. 3 When Tess opened her eyes,she found herself alone, lying on a narrow bed in a small room. There was a human skeleton standing in one corner and various medical sketches hanging on the four walls around her, and she couldn't help but wonder, cynically, if she'd died and all this clutter was supposed to be heaven. With the strange things that had been happening to her recently, it wouldn't have surprised her one bit. Her sinuses were pounding again and her eyes were burning, making it apparent that her cold medication had worn off. “Time for another overdose." She sat up slowly, and, once her equilibrium had returned, focused on the closed door at her left and tried to remember just exactly how she'd gotten there. She had a vague memory of strong arms carrying her across the street and into a building. The door opened, and a tall, gray-haired man with a long thin nose came into the room. “Well, hello there, young lady." Tess steadied herself on the edge of the bed. “What happened?” she asked in a raspy voice. The man smiled and came toward her. “You fainted." She studied him carefully as he concentrated on taking her pulse. She estimated his age at around fifty, and, like all the other people in town, he was dressed in nineteenth-century clothing. “Are you a real doctor?” She wasn't about to just assume that fact, not after what had happened the last time. “Yes.” He gave her a warm smile. “I am a real doctor. And you"—he let loose of her wrist—"are a very sick young woman. How long have you been feeling poorly?" She sniffed at her stuffy nose. “About four days, I suppose.” She wasn't actually sure how long ago she'd been abducted from her home. Had it been days? A week? Or had it truly been only that afternoon? “Mmm-hmm. Muscle cramps? Headache? All-over weakness?" Tess nodded to all three. “Have you been exposed to anything recently? Influenza? Diphtheria? Measles?" “I've had all my vaccinations. As a matter of fact, I just received a flu shot last month." The doctor's white brows drew together. “You're joking, of course." “No. No, I'm not joking.” She didn't like his reaction one bit. “Don't tell me that after being stabbed with a syringe the size of the Space Needle I still caught the flu." He looked astounded. “You say you were given an inoculation against influenza?" “That's right." “Where?" “In the arm,” she replied impatiently. “No, I mean where were you when you received the inoculation?" “Paris. Just last month. And now you're going to tell me that there is something wrong with Parisian flu shots?" He frowned and walked toward the counter at the other side of the room, muttering, “Strange I haven't heard of these flu shots. As for what you've come down with, it's hard to guess. Any diarrhea?" She shook her head. “Vomiting?" “No." He shrugged. “Could be just a cold." She gave him a hard look. “Would a cold normally make you faint?” She was tired of people telling her there was nothing wrong with her. She probably had some new form of the plague! “Young lady, most people who aren't feeling well don't generally walk about town half naked." He gave the picture on her nightshirt a double take, and Tess pressed her lips together. “Where's my sick coat?" “I beg your pardon?" “My robe." “Oh. The Maguires are keeping watch over it." “The Maguires?" “The man and two girls who brought you in." Tess nodded. “And I suppose Sissy still has a tight grip on it." “The little girl's gotten mighty attached to that nappy thing,” the doctor said, smiling. “Well, I'm afraid that until I can get some money from the bank and buy myself something decent to wear, that nappy thing is all I have. She's going to have to give it back." The doctor's brows shot up. “I'm sorry, I thought you were new in town. You have an account at the First National?" “I am new in town, but I doubt that will make any difference to the bank when they realize who I am." “And who, exactly, are you?" “Contessa Harper.” Tess raised her chin and peered down her nose at him. “Of Harper Electronics." Not a flicker of recognition crossed the man's creased face. “My parents are Travis and Patrice Harper,” Tess added, annoyed that her name alone hadn't done the trick. “Your folks railroad people?" “Railroad people!” Tess wasn't sure whether to laugh or feel insulted. “Doctor, my family owns the largest computer chip manufacturing plant in this country." “Manufacturing plant,” he repeated, monotone. “That's right." “Well, Miss Harper, if you don't have an account at the bank, I don't see how the First National is going to help you. Would you like me to send a telegram to your family?" She gave him an incredulous look. “A telegram?" “Yes. We had a telegraph service put in just last month. Before that we had to travel all the way to Wichita. Where did you say you were from?" “California." “Well, within just a matter of days I'm sure your family could be contacted to arrange some help for you." “Don't you think it would be a little faster if wecalled them?" “Called them?" Tess closed her eyes and said calmly, “Called them on the phone." “You mean thetele phone?” He laughed and shook his head. “I'm sorry, Miss Harper, but we don't have fancy equipment like that this far west." Tess slipped off the edge of the bed to her feet, deciding she'd had about enough of Doc Holiday, here, and this stupid western town of his. If she ever hoped to contact home or the proper authorities about her situation she was going to have to find herself a better example of civilization. “How far to the nearest service station?” she asked. “Service station?" “Texaco? Exxon? I'll settle for a goddamned 7-Eleven." He peered closely at her. “Miss Harper, do you know where you are?" “Oh, yes,” she said with a cynical laugh. “Hell. Hell for sure." He held up one of his hands a few feet from her face. “How many fingers do I have?" “Hopefully ten." “Can you tell me how old you are?" “Sure.” She leaned closer and whispered, “But then I'd have ta kill ya." “Miss Harper, who is the president of the United States? Can you answer me that?" “A Democratic buffoon who wouldn't know a health plan if it crawled up his leg and bit him on the butt—are we finished?" A crease formed in the center of the scowling doctor's forehead. “Do you happen to know the date?" “Lose your calendar?" “Miss Harper, I am seriously concerned about your state of mind." “It's June 17th, 1995. Can I go now, Doctor Frankenstein?” She turned for the door. “Nineteen ninety—Miss Harper! I really think you should take it easy for a few days,” the doctor called after her. “Get some rest! Some quiet!" At least he hadn't told her to brush her teeth and take a shower. Tess headed out into the waiting room, where she found the Maguires seated on a long bench against the wall. Joseph Maguire stood when she approached, but Tess walked directly to Sissy, intentionally ignored the pull of the girl's sad green eyes, and held out her hand for her robe. “Hand it over, kid." “Go on, Sissy,” Joseph Maguire said softly. “Give the lady back her coat." Sissy hesitated, and for a moment Tess thought she'd have to wrestle the fifty-pound child to the floor. But then she climbed onto the bench and handed Tess the robe. “Thank you,” Tess said. The doctor was standing just behind her, whispering to Joseph Maguire what he thought about her condition. Tess pulled on her sick coat as she overheard snatches of the conversation. The words “fainthearted,” “weak-minded,” and “muddled” all came into play. This from a medical man who got confused at the mention of a flu shot? Then, just as Tess was tying the belt on her robe, Sissy launched herself at her. Tess had no choice but to catch the little girl as Sissy's small arms twined about her neck. “Sissy!” Holly shouted. “Sissy, you're actin’ like a baby!" Tess looked over the top of Sissy's head at the girl's uncle. “I have to get going,” she said. “Noooo!” Sissy squeezed until Tess could barely breathe. “Please don't go,” the little girl added with a soft whimper. “Please, please don't go." The forlorn plea stabbed clear through Tess's hard outer core and managed to pierce her well-guarded heart. She'd grown up constantly saying good-bye to her jet-setting parents, and Sissy's show of emotion was a familiar one to her. Joseph Maguire stepped forward and reached for his niece, but Tess held tighter to the warm body in her arms and pulled away. “What happened to her mother and father?” she asked. “Died,” he answered quietly. “In an epidemic down South." “And now you take care of them?" “As of today." Tess glanced over at Holly, now understanding the stubborn tilt of the girl's chin. She knew first hand that stubbornness was a good defense against fear and heartache. “This must be very difficult for them." “It'll take some adjustment on everybody's part,” he replied. “But we'll manage." Sissy sniffed and Tess rubbed the girl's narrow back. “Well, at least they have their uncle.” That's a hell of a lot more than I ever had, she added to herself. A shadow crossed Joseph Maguire's face then, but was gone before Tess could make heads or tails of it. He reached for Sissy, and this time Tess gave the child up. But the two of them had to wrench the little girl's hands from the robe. Tess didn't feel any better about the poor little girl's situation once Sissy was back in her uncle arms. It seemed that everything dear to the child had been torn away from her and she was simply reaching out for some firm hold, like a clinging vine. “Mr. Maguire, do you have any money?” Tess suddenly asked. The man gave her a startled look. “I'll pay you back, of course,” Tess went on, “but if I could just buy some clothes ... I could give the robe to Sissy to keep. If—if that would help at all,” she added, unable to believe she was actually offering to give up her one and only security blanket. There was a slight softening in Joseph Maguire's dark green eyes, making Tess feel a little better about her decision. He looked over at the doctor. “Can I leave the girls here for a few minutes, Doc?" “I don't see why not." Twenty minutes later, Tess was standing alone in the examination room, staring at the clothes that had been given to her. One white cotton blouse. Onelong blue skirt. One pair of white wool blend stockings with brown and red stripes. And a pair of ankle-high shoes with sharp toes. Instead of spending his precious money on her, Joseph Maguire had apparently paid a quick visit to the costume shed. Tess debated for a moment whether these things were a fair trade for her irreplaceable sick coat. Then the image of Sissy's fragile face danced through her mind and she groaned, wondering when she'd suddenly gotten so soft-hearted. She pulled off her robe and nightshirt and put on the frontier woman's clothing. Everything fit amazingly well. Even the shoes, though a bit narrow in the toes, fit as though she might have chosen them herself—which she most certainly would not have done if given the option. It seemed that handsome Uncle Joseph had a sharp eye for ladies’ sizes. Tucking her cold tablets into the front pocket on her voluminous skirt, and wrapping the candleholder up in her nightshirt, Tess went back out into the waiting room. “Now that,” the doctor said, smiling broadly at her, “is more like it. Wouldn't you say, Joseph?" Joseph Maguire's intent gaze skated over Tess and then settled on her face. She was actually holding her breath, waiting for his opinion. “It'll do,” he stated, and then turned and picked up Sissy. Tess managed to hide the sting to her pride caused by his response, realizing how silly she was being. She hardly knew the man, for crying out loud, and certainly couldn't have cared less what his opinion of her strange attire might be. The little girl curled against her uncle's broad shoulder and stared sadly at Tess while clutching the pink robe to her cheek. “Good-bye, Pink Bear,” Sissy whispered, tears pooling in her eyes. “My name is Tess,” Tess replied, trying hard not to let all those tears get to her. She reached forward and gave the little girl's hand a quick shake. “It was very nice to meet you.” Sissy's sad gaze remained on her until, finally, Tess had to look away, not able to comprehend this little girl's devotion to a woman she barely knew. Holly preceded her uncle and little sister out the front door. Joseph turned to Tess one last time before leaving. “I, uh, I hope you feel better, ma'am,” he said. Tess nodded, hoping he was referring to her cold and not what the doctor had told him earlier. Then Joseph Maguire turned and left, closing the door behind him. “They make a nice family,” the doctor remarked. “If you're into that kind of stuff,” Tess muttered. “And I'd say it's about time Joseph had something to care for—besides that land of his, that is." “He's a farmer?" The doctor sighed. “Determined to prove he is. Now then, what shall we do about you?" Tess sniffled and reached into the front pocket of her skirt for her box of cold tablets. “For starters, I could use a glass of water." The doctor's attention fell to the small box in her hand. “What have you got there?" “Just ordinary cold tablets." “Cold tablets, eh?" She pushed one tiny white pill out of its sealed plastic and the curious doctor moved in for a closer look. “You get them in Paris, too?” he asked. She gave him a baffled stare. “It's just a decongestant and an antihistamine. “Uh-huh.” He picked the tablet up between his thumb and forefinger and examined it carefully. “This do any good on your symptoms?" “A little." “Uh-huuuuh. Mind if I keep one?" “Yes, as a matter of fact I do mind,” she replied, taking the pill back. “By the looks of this town I highly doubt I'll be able to buy more if I run out." “I'll give you three dollars for it,” the doctor said in all seriousness. Tess laughed. “Three dollars? For one cold tablet?" “Enough to put you up in a hotel room for the night." She laughed again. “I think my standards are a little higher than three-dollar hotels, Doctor." “The Fireside Inn is the best in town. Price includes a hot bath." “Wow. Sounds top-notch." The doctor shrugged. “Let me know if you change your mind." He crossed the room to a small round table, picked up a porcelain pitcher and a small tin cup, and poured some water for her. “By the way, did you want me to send that telegram to your folks in California?" Tess accepted the drink. “Don't bother.” She downed her cold tablet. “Now. Where's this bank I keep hearing so much about?" Tess stood on the crowded boardwalk, shifting her toes inside her tight shoes and staring up at the sign that read sweet briar first national bank in fancy black lettering. If she didn't get her hands on a little cash, she was never going to find her way back to the real world. She settled her eyes on the double glass doors before her and waited for a group of women to pass. Then she took a deep breath and pushed her way inside the bank. Everything was done in nineteenth-century style, right down to the numerous kerosene lamps mounted on the green silk walls. The teller windows consisted of one long counter with frosted glass dividers, and Tess strode toward it, across a cream and burgundy carpet. A gangly young man behind one of the windows looked up at her and smiled. “Can I help you, ma'am?" “Yes.” She dropped her bundle of nightshirt and candleholder down onto the polished redwood counter with a thump. “I'm afraid I have a problem, though. I don't have any identification." “That's perfectly all right, ma'am. Just tell me your name and I'd be happy to look up your account for you." Tess lifted her chin. “My name is Contessa Harper, of Harper Electronics." The young man gave her an odd look. “Harper Electronics? Is that a committee of some sort?" Great, another cave dweller, she thought to herself. “No,” she said tightly, “it is not a committee, it is a very successful company. One, I might add, that could buy and sell this bank fifty times over." “And you say you have an account here?" “No, I did not say that. But I will consent to paying any fee for an immediate transfer from my bank in Carmel." “Excuse me—caramel, did you say?" “Car-mel!” The young man pulled back in surprise, and Tess took a deep breath, determined not to let these dime a dozen actors get to her. “Car-mel,” she repeated more calmly. “In California." “Well, ma'am, a transfer from California could take weeks—" “Not"—she interrupted—"if you use a computer." “A, uh, computer, ma'am?" She had finally had enough. She leaned over the counter and gave him a chilling glare. “This is an emergency. Time to drop the Billy-Bob routine. Just get on your damn computer, or get on your damn telephone, and make the damn transfer!" “But we don't have telephones—" “This isn't a game!” she bellowed, and felt every head in the bank turn her way. “I'm sure the rest of you bored city-types are enjoying your little vacations into wonderland immensely,” she said, looking around the room, “but I just want to get my money and get the hell out of here!" “Ma'am,” the teller began patiently, “I can't give you any—" Tess scooped up her nightshirt and candlestick and waved the long bundle at him. “Do you see this?” she said through clenched teeth. His eyes went round. “This is all I have to my name. Now, I am through being nice! I want five hundred dollars! Now!" Gasps went up from the crowd in the bank. A coat tree fell to the floor as a man scampered out the front door. The teller nodded at her, his Adam's apple bobbing erratically. His hands went down behind the counter and he started pulling out money from his till. “Count it out,” Tess demanded. “I won't have you shorting me." The man started counting as every silent person in the bank looked on. Tess stared them all down. After five hundred dollars had been laid on the counter in front of her, she scooped up the stack and shoved it into the pocket on her skirt. “Thank you very much." “Uh—you—you're welcome." “And get a phone in here!” she called over her shoulder as she strode toward the double glass doors. “It's the twentieth century, for God's sake!" When Tess finally stood on the boardwalk she paused for a moment to enjoy the sunshine and her five hundred new reasons for security. And then a man shouting from across the street drew her attention. “There she is! That's her!" There were two men standing there across the way, one pointing and shouting. The other one took the toy gun out of his holster and pointed it at Tess. She smiled at them, wondering what was going on. “All right now, ma'am,” he called to her, “I want you to put your weapon down." Tess looked down at the bundle in her hand. “I don't have a—" “Nice and slow, ma'am." People were beginning to gather and suddenly Tess understood: She'd been chosen as part of a show. “I'm flattered, guys, but I really don't have the time right now." She started to walk away, but was stopped by the gunman's commanding voice. “Not another step, ma'am!" She squinted over at him, amazed at how resolute he seemed. “Can't you just choose somebody else?" “Put it down." “Look, I don't have time to play cowboy today. I have to find a cab and get out of here.” She shook her head, and took one step forward. The loud crack of a gun being fired made her cry out and stop in her tracks. “I'm going to tell you one more time—" Embarrassed by her reaction to the toy gun being fired, Tess tightened her hand around her nightshirt and candleholder. “No,I'm going to tell you one more time, mister!” She stepped off the boardwalk and strode out into the street toward him. “I'm not interested in playing! I have things to do at the moment!" Another shot rang out, kicking dust up from the ground at Tess's feet. She froze. “Real bullets,” she whispered."Real bullets!" “Don't make me shoot ya, ma'am. Just put what you're carrying down on the ground. Slowly." Horrified, Tess did as she was told, setting the nightshirt and candleholder down in the street. “Oh, you are going to be in so much trouble for this,” she whispered to the town at large. “Sooo much trouble." The tall man who'd been shooting at her stepped forward, the sun glinting off the silver badge pinned to his shirt front. He strode right up to her and took her by the arm. “Come with me." “What—where are we going?” she demanded. “To jail." “Jail!” He was hauling her toward the small building that had sheriff's office painted in the front window. “But why?" “Because I'm placing you under arrest, that's why." “Arrest!” She tried to wrench her arm free. “You can't arrest me! I haven't done anything wrong!" His grip tightened. “Ma'am, you keep fightin’ me like this and I'll put ya in irons. You're goin’ ta jail and that's that." “But why?” she cried again. He paused and pushed back his hat giving her a clear view of the serious intent in his crinkled eyes. “For robbin’ the First National Bank." 4 She was going to sue the wholedamn state of Kansas. Tess stared at the plate of slop posing as her dinner, and readjusted her position on the narrow cot she was sitting on. She wanted to scream, but clenched her teeth instead, hoping that if she could hold out just a little longer the people playing this joke on her would get bored with the idea and let her go free. “Oh give me a home"—hiccup—"where the buff-alo roam"—hiccup—"where the deer and the an-telope plaaaay." Tess closed her eyes against the grating voice of the man in the next cell. She hadn't yet figured out if he was really drunk, or if he was just another part of the authentic western atmosphere staunchly adhered to by the stupid theme town she'd found herself trapped in. “Quiet down in there, Charlie,” Deputy Bailey called from the desk near the door. He was writing by lamplight, his fat body hunched over a sheet of paper and an old-fashioned quill pen. “When are you going to let me out of here?” Tess demanded for the umpteenth time since being locked behind a very real set of flat iron bars. “The sun's going down and I'm not too thrilled about being stuck inStepford after dark." “Just settle back,” the deputy replied. “That's what you said the last time I asked. Listen, I've tried to be patient with this charade, Mister Deputy,sir, and, although I'm sure you have some very nice door prizes for me when I'm finally let out of here, I amnot spending the night in this cell!" The man lifted his head and stared hard at her. “Plan or not, spendin’ the night's exactly what you'll be doin'." Tess sprang to her feet and charged the cell door. “You can't keep me in here! I'm not one of your two-bit actors! I'm Contessa Harper!” She took hold of the cold metal bars. “And I plan to sue every damn one of you before this is all finished!" “Ma'am, you robbed the bank. Now, I don't know about where you're from, but around here that's a crime." “I did not rob the bank! I simply withdrew five hundred dollars!" “Not many who need a Smith and Wesson to withdraw money." Tess let out a frustrated groan. “I wasn't carrying a gun—" “But you surely made like you were." “I didn't—what about my allotted phone call! I know my rights!" “Phone call?" She narrowed her eyes. “Don't you dare play stupid with me. If you really are locking me up for robbing your precious bank, then I am allowed one phone call." “You meantele phone?" “That's right." “Don't have telephones this far west." Tess threw back her head and screamed at the top of her lungs. The drunk in the next cell let out a disgruntled moan, and the deputy lumbered up from his desk, looking like a dog standing too close to a train whistle. “Don't you do that again!” he warned. “I won't have you disturbin’ the peace on top a everythin’ else!" “I want my lawyer!” Tess shouted. The deputy waddled toward the far door and snatched his hat off the peg on the wall. “And I want some peace and quiet!" “Where are you going?” Tess demanded. “I got rounds to make.” He turned on his heel and strode out the door. “You get back here or I'll—" “Miss Harper. I told you not to make trouble your first day in town." Tess turned, slowly, and came face to face with the very reason she was in this hellhole in the first place. “There you are, you little—Deputy! Deputy, it's her! The woman who kidnapped me!" “There is no reason for you to panic, Miss Harper. I know this has all been very difficult for you—" “Difficult? Difficult is—” Tess stopped, mid-sentence, and stared hard. “How did you get in my cell?" “How I got in doesn't matter. What matters is that you've put yourself in a very bad situation after I expressly warned you to keep yourself out of trouble." “Well, forgive me. How was I to realize that withdrawing a few dollars out of a bank was a felony in the fair state of Kansas!" “Despite what you've been thinking,” the woman replied calmly, “this isn't a simulation. This really is Sweet Briar, Kansas." “Good. I'll need that little fact for the papers I plan to have drawn up for my lawsuit." “Sweet Briar, Kansas, 1885,” the woman continued. “The town is authentic, Miss Harper, as are the people. You asked to look at your true fate, and this is it." Tess laughed. “Then I must be Annie Oakley." “You are in the past. This is not a prank. The sooner you come to terms with that, the sooner you can get on with your work here." “Sure it's real. As real as any theme park." The woman's dark brows went up. “When was the last time Mickey Mouse shot at you?" Tess blinked and turned away. Those real bullets the sheriff had fired at her earlier had been nagging at her all evening. “I am not going to listen to any more of this." “Miss Har—" “No! Go away! Go back to whatever hole you crawled out of, lady! And don't bother me again! I have never—" The words caught in Tess's throat as she looked up and found the sheriff who had arrested her standing across the room. “What the hell are you carryin’ on about back there?” he asked. “I want this woman out of my cell, Sheriff,” Tess demanded. “I'm not sure how she got in, but—" “What woman is that?" Tess turned around. The woman was gone. Shocked, she rushed to where the lady had been standing and examined the brick wall that separated her from the outside world. There wasn't a crack, not a crease, not even a trace of debris to show that the wall had been moved in the slightest. She checked the floor, stomping her feet against solid rock, until satisfied that there were no trap doors. Next she tilted her head back, sure she'd find a door in the ceiling, but could imagine no way that the four-and-a-half-foot woman could have reached the eight-foot-high ceiling without a ladder. The woman had simply vanished. Into thin air. Tess turned back to the sheriff, who was watching her intently. She was starting to feel light-headed again. “Sheriff?" The tall, gangly lawman came closer. “You seem like a straightforward kind of guy. If I ask you a very serious question, will you give me an absolutely truthful answer?" “Absolutely,” he said with a nod. She swallowed. “Is this, or is this not, a fake nineteenth-century western town?" He frowned. “Fake?—Ma'am, you're standing in Sweet Briar, Kansas. Just sixty miles east of Dodge City. They don't come any realer than this." “But—but the date,” she went on. “When, um, when did this place open?" “It was incorporated in 1871." “One hundred and twenty-four years ago,” she finished for him. “Nooo,” he replied, drawing out the word. “Tha'd be ‘bout ... fourteen years ago." “But that's impossible,” Tess said with a nervous laugh. “No, ma'am. Remember it well. It was two days before I was elected sheriff for the first time." “But you're asking me to believe that this—that this is the year 1885!" He leaned closer. “What year did you think it was?" “Well, it's—it's—” Things were getting jumbled in Tess's mind. She was beginning to doubt her own sanity. First there was the Wells Fargostage office; not a bank. Then Doctor Nathan and his weird questions—and his very strange interest in a common cold tablet. And the sheriff himself and hisvery authentic bullets—Tess knew no theme park in their right mind would take the risk of having one of their visitors injured just for the sake of realism. She turned back to where the small woman had been standing, trying to remember what she'd said about visiting true fate. That woman was the key to everything. And Tess had run her off. “Ma'am?” the sheriff called to her. “Yes?" “You all right?" Hardly, Tess thought to herself. “When—” she cleared her dry throat—"when can I be expected to be released?" The sheriff pursed his lips. “Well. Considerin’ that gun weren't really a gun. And seein’ how the bank does have its money back. I s'pose we could release you to family tomorra mornin'." Family? “But my family's, uh ... my family's in Europe.”Apparently they might as well be on the moon . “You got anybody close by? A friend, maybe?" She started to shake her head, and then remembered the Maguires. “Joseph,” she blurted. “Joseph? JosephMaguire ?" “Yes.” It really wasn't a lie. She didknow the man. The sheriff stared at her for a long moment and then shook his head. “Shoulda known, I guess. All right, I'll have Maguire contacted first thing in the mornin'. In the meantime I suggest ya get some sleep." “Oh, but why in the morning?” She smiled her best sweet smile. “Why not just contact him now? Tonight?" “Because this town would throwme in that cell if I didn't at least keep you in here overnight. Folks put a lot of stock in their banks, ma'am. You're lucky one of ’em didn't shoot ya himself when you came steppin’ out of those double glass doors after stealing their hard-earned money." “Ididn't—oh, never mind. What will happen when Joseph Maguire arrives? Will I finally be let go?" “After your fine is paid you'll be free to go.” The lawman gave her a serious look. “Ifhe comes, that is. Maguire ain't exactly known for his charity work." Tess was alarmed at this possibility. “What if he doesn't come?" “Then you're staying right there, until you've served a sentence of no less than thirty days." That said, the sheriff walked back to his desk, leaving Tess to wonder frantically if Joseph Maguire was going to be willing to help her or not. Joseph propped his elbows on the table in front of him and leaned his face into his work-roughened hands. The sounds of Sissy's sobs were echoing off the earthen walls of the room around him and battering at his nerves. He'd tried consoling her, he'd tried distracting her, hell, he'd even tried reasoning with her—as if that were possible with any female, let alone one that was only six years old. Nothing had worked. He'd always been a bachelor, and never all that interested in having children. Now he knew why; he just plain wasn't cut out to be a daddy. “She was just fine till she met that lady, ya know." He looked up at where his elder niece was sitting across the table from him. The wavering orange light from the lantern between them cast dancing shadows over her walnut-brown hair and very callous expression. This wasn't the same Holly Maguire Joseph remembered from last Christmas, a young girl full of love and hope. This was an empty shell, devoid of heart and soul, missing her parents and no doubt wondering why her life had been destroyed this way. Joseph didn't have any answers for her. And he supposed that was the worst part of this whole mess. Here he was, a struggling farmer, suddenly the legal guardian of two young girls. He could feed them, clothe them, see that they were taken care of if they took sick, but he couldn't give them any of the answers they needed when he didn't have any for himself. Things just happen. He looked over at the far corner, where Sissy sat crying in the middle of the bed she would be sharing with her sister. The little girl was clutching that damn pink coat, weeping uncontrollably, and whispering “Pink Bear, come back, Pink Bear, come back,” over and over again. So maybe getting Sissy the coat hadn't been the wisest decision he'd ever made. Hell, maybe agreeing to take the girls in the first place had been a bad move, instead of doing what he'd felt might be best, placing them in an orphanage to be adopted by a good family prepared to raise two girls. But Joseph had made a promise to his dying brother, that he would give his nieces the best life he could, although he now had a sneaking suspicion that this dying wish of Matthew's hadn't been only for his two daughters’ welfare but for his little brother's as well. Matthew Maguire had often said that nothing could slow a wild man down faster than a passel of kids. And by the shape of things tonight, Joseph could see that Matt had known exactly what he'd been talking about. “I say you should take the ugly thing away from her.” Holly suggested. “Maybe then she'd stop wailing like a two-year-old." “Maybe you should go over and talk with her, Holly,” Joseph said. “Maybe that would help.” He was trying his best to be patient with Holly, but her continued lack of warmth toward her little sister's feelings was really beginning to rub him raw. “What good would that do?” she snapped. “It would let her know that she wasn't alone." “Well, maybe if she'd stop blubberin’ and open her eyes,” Holly said loudly, obviously intending for Sissy to hear, “she would see there are two other people in the room." Unable to stand the crying or Holly's attitude any longer, Joseph lurched up from the table and slammed his hand down onto the hard oak. “Enough!" Holly flinched, and Sissy's sobs cut off with a sharp intake of breath. Impatience and frustration bubbling inside him, Joseph pointed at Holly. “I've had enough of the sour attitude!” He pointed at Sissy. “And enough of the tears! This situation will be a difficult adjustment for us all, but if we work together and do our best I'm sure we can come to some sort of sensible arrangement!" The one-room house was deafeningly silent. One good look at Sissy's face told Joseph how much his raised voice had stricken her and he instantly regretted his actions. The little girl's damp green eyes were bulging and her tear-streaked face had gone white. Unable to bear the guilt of Sissy's devastated expression, Joseph turned to Holly. She was giving him a chilling glare that said any attempt at control on his part would always be met with her stiff opposition. She rose, slowly, from the table. “You are not my father,” she said through clenched teeth. “And just because some stupid piece of paper says I have to live with you from now on doesn't mean you ever will be!" Before Joseph could apologize for his outburst. Holly darted from the table and slammed out the front door. Cautiously, he looked back at Sissy. Her tiny chin trembled. He held out his hand to explain, but with one loud sob, her tears burst out like an uncapped Wyoming geyser. Joseph stared up at the dark ceiling. All hope of ever having another day's peace was gone. “Matthew,” he said in a soft steady voice. “You always said you'd get even with me for gettin’ inta so much trouble when we were kids. Well, you sure have gone and done it.” Sissy's wails cut through the room, making the muscles in Joseph's shoulders spasm. “Yes, sir, you surely have done it." 5 The first thing Tess sawwhen she opened her eyes the next morning was the deep green gaze of Joseph Maguire staring back at her through the bars of her cell. She sat up quickly, smoothing down the tangles in her hair. “Good morning." He didn't respond, just went on staring at her, his expression unreadable. “I'm sorry to have to drag you from your home this early in the morning, Mr. Maguire.” She stood and pulled at the yards of the heavy blue cotton skirt that had wrapped around her legs over night. “But, under the circumstances, I wasn't sure what else to do." “Fine's five dollars,” the sheriff called from his desk. Tess walked toward her ruggedly handsome rescuer, who stood there motionless, watching her. He was wearing a light-colored shirt that hugged the span of his broad shoulders and enhanced his powerful chest. His expression was blank, and she had an urge to reach out and snap his black suspenders to be sure he was paying attention. Then he moved slightly, straightening, giving her a clearer view of his face, and the quick patter of her heart told Tess that she hadn't imagined his effect on her the day before. Hewas utterly gorgeous, and, unfortunately, completely indecipherable. His silence was beginning to unnerve her. “This isn't a zoo, Maguire. Are you here to help me or not?" His eyes narrowed, but he still didn't speak. “Look, I'm in sort of an uncomfortable situation, here, and would appreciate it if you would give me at least some kind of response. You do know that the robbery was a mistake, don't you?" “Ya got that right.” the sheriff replied loudly. Despite her aggravation with the lawman for forcing her to spend the entire night in jail just to soothe the bitter attitudes of his town, Tess kept her attention on Joseph. “I did not go into that bank intending to rob it. I was only trying to withdraw some money from my account, and that ... thatidiot teller took everything I said the wrong way. If you ask me,he should be the one behind these bars." “You got some place to go?” Joseph finally asked. It was not the question Tess wanted to hear, but at least the man had spoken. “No. Not at this exact moment." “Then you and I are gonna make a deal." Tess blinked. “A deal?" “I pay your fine ... and you come stay at my place." Startled, Tess stepped back. “I beg your pardon?" “You'll have a roof over your head, and three squares a day, and in return you'll work—" “Work! You're out of your mind, mister!" “You'll work around the farm and help out with the girls to pay me back,” he continued. “That's my offer. You can take it or leave it." “Well,you can take it and shove it all the—" The sheriff cleared his throat. “Looks to be ‘bout the only offer yer gonna get, ma'am." Tess stared at the two men, exasperated, not sure when or why the world had suddenly turned against her. “Why me?” she shouted. “I don't know anything about farms—and even less about children!" “Because Sissy hasn't stopped cryin’ for you since we left yesterday,” the man answered impatiently. “I could barely get her to sleep last night, and it was almost near to impossible to get her off to school this mornin'." Sissy. The little girl's disheartened face flashed through Tess's mind and she felt a surge of sympathy pull at her heart. But what in the world did she, Tess Harper, a woman who didn't know a diaper from a doormat, know about taking care of children? “Mr. Maguire, although I can appreciate your situation, I'm afraid I'm not exactly the—" “That's the deal,” he cut in. “Like I said, you can take it or leave it." She stared at him. “Are you saying that if I don't come to your farm and play nanny you'll leave me here in jail? Is that what you're telling me?" “That's what I'm telling you." “Terrific!” she shouted. “Kidnapped by a time-warping troll and blackmailed by Old MacDonald!" “You've got five seconds to give me your answer." Oh, Tess had an answer for him: that he could kiss her round white bottom and then go straight to hell! But, for obvious reasons, she felt a definitive remark like that wouldn't be the best response to give at the moment. After all, she was 110 years from home, without a penny to her apparently very useless name, and this man seemed to be her only hope for food and shelter at the moment. “All right, fine. I'll come and play house with you. But don't get too used to me, farm boy, because as soon as I get my hands on the pint-sized witch who brought me here, I—am—gone!" “You'll be free to go once you've worked off the five-dollar fine I'm about to pay." Tess squared her shoulders and gave Joseph Maguire a contemptuous look. She'd never done a menial day of labor in her life, but even a monkey with half a brain had to be able to work off five dollars. “That should take all of about ten minutes,” she replied. “The pay's two bits a day." “Two bits?" “Twenty-five cents." Her jaw dropped. “That's twenty days! I am not staying with you for three weeks!" Joseph Maguire shrugged. “Then I guess we've got nothin’ else to say." He turned away and a burst of alarm shot through Tess. “Wait! You can't just leave me here for a month!" He looked back at her. “Watch me." Tess clenched her jaw, knowing this was one fight she wasn't going to win. “I'll take the deal." He turned. “I'm sorry, what was that?" Knowing damn well he'd heard her loud and clear the first time, she repeated her answer with not only more volume but more rancor. “I said I'll take the goddamn deal!" “Three weeks?" “Three weeks,” she grumbled. His eyes narrowed again, an obvious habit, and Tess bitterly imagined him with a nice, thick pair of horn-rimmed glasses perched on the end of his nose. “You give me any problems,” he said, “and I'll bring you right back here, lady. Do we understand each other?" Tess glared an invisible hole right through the man, swearing she would make each and every one of the next twenty days a living hell for him. He was waiting for her reply and she gave him a curt nod. “You keep all those dark thoughts of yours tucked inside your head where they belong and you and I will get along just fine.” He reached into his pocket for some money which he then handed to the sheriff. “In a pig's eye,” Tess grumbled. The last thing in the world she wanted was to “get along” with this jerk. The sheriff stepped forward with the keys to the cell, and within seconds Tess was free. She was handed her nightshirt with the gold candleholder tucked inside. “I'll expect you two to keep out of trouble,” the sheriff warned. Tess opened her mouth to remark, but then realized she hadn't been the only one included in on that warning. While she wondered why, Farmer Joe gave her a look that meant pure challenge. “I'll see to it,” he responded to the sheriff. Well. Tess certainly had news for the two of them. Nobody controlled her. Nobody told her what to do, when to do it, or even how. And as soon as she got the chance, she'd be leaving Sweet Briar and Joseph Maguire behind in a dark cloud of twentieth-century dust! After a few good bounces, Tess managed to climb up into Joseph's wagon—a rickety contraption made of warped, splitting boards—and seated herself on an unsteady bench supported by rusted, creaky springs. People paused to stare, but she didn't care what they thought of her or whether they believed she'd robbed their bank or not. She was perfectly normal and perfectlyinnocent , and as far as she was concerned that was all there was to the matter. Joseph climbed up beside her and picked up the long leather reins. “Next time wait for me to give you a hand up and you won't have to hop all over the place like a drunken jackrabbit." She gave him a sharp look. “Did you pull your manners out of a Cracker Jack box, or is this considered charm aroundthese here parts ?" There was a moment of tense silence and then he slapped the reins over the backs of the two horses in front of them and headed the wagon off down the street. Tess was thrown to the side and had to grab for the seat beneath her, holding on for dear life as the lumbering conveyance bounced and lurched down the pot-holed road. “You own anything besides what ya got there?” Joseph Maguire asked loudly over the rattle of wheels and traces. Tess glanced down at the wadded up nightshirt in her lap, reminded of the fact that at the moment this was all she had to her name. She'd never felt so poor in her life. “Plenty,” she responded, and then added, imperiously, “As if that's any of your business." Joseph squinted into the early morning sunshine. “Anything handy?" “You mean like a seat belt?” she snapped. Ignoring her remark, he guided the wagon to the edge of the street, pulling up short in front of a ladies’ clothing shop which proclaimed “ready-made” clothes on a sign in its window. “You're gonna need more than what you got there to get you by for the next couple of weeks.” He pulled back a wooden lever on the side of the wagon, which Tess dearly hoped set the brakes, and jumped down to the boardwalk. And then he just stood there, like a brainless twit, staring at her expectantly. So Tess stared right back. “You comin’ or not?” he finally said. “After all I've been through in the past two days, Mr. Maguire, I'm afraid you're going to have to be a little more specific about where you plan to take me." He glanced over his shoulder at the ladies’ clothing shop behind him. “Figgered that would be obvious." Tess blinked. He wanted to take her shopping? Spending money being one of the things she did best, her attitude instantly lightened. “Well, who am I not to accommodate a man in a generous mood?” she replied. She set her bundle on the seat beside her and climbed down from the wagon. Her skirt tangled around her legs and almost did her in, but she managed to make it in one piece to where Joseph was standing on the boardwalk. “Should I consider this little spending spree a peace offering, Mr. Maguire?" “Consider it anything you like,” he replied. “Then perhaps you'rere considering this little arrangement between us that you're so set upon?" He smiled broadly, making her hopes soar—and making her heart pound just a little too quickly. “Reconsidering?” he replied with a twist of his lips. “Oh, I don't think so, Miss Harper. I'm too looking forward to seeing you knee deep in pig shit." He turned and walked away and Tess glared bullets at his back, wishing she had a sturdy baseball bat to whack him over the head with. This was one man she was going to love putting through the wringer. He looked back over his shoulder at her, and she reluctantly followed along behind. A bell tinkled over the door when they entered the shop, and the woman behind the counter looked up. “May I—” The woman's ready smile froze. She blinked a few times, as if not quite sure of what she was seeing. “What is it I can do for the two of you?” she then continued in a clipped tone. Tess arched her brows. Apparently everyone in town had heard about her little run-in with their precious bank. “Get a better attitude for starters,” she replied. “The lady here needs a skirt, a shirt, a pair of hose, a nightdress, an apron, and a bonnet,” Joseph announced. Tess rolled her eyes at the mundane list: She'd apparently be dressing in early nineteenth-century relic style, like everyone else. “Why not throw in a chastity belt for a bit of added color?” she asked him. The look Joseph Maguire gave her was incredulous, and Tess had to bite her lip to keep from bursting out laughing. “I'm assuming you intend to pay for all this in cash,” the woman said to them with a cool expression on her narrow face. “That's right,” Joseph said while Tess tried to get over what she felt was a rather tacky question to ask a customer. “Because you are aware, I'm sure, Mr. Maguire, that we will not accept your credit here." Joseph stiffened, and Tess decided she'd heard about enough. “Mr. Maguire would never dream of opening an account here, lady. As a matter of fact, if we weren't nothing short of desperate we wouldn't have even stuck our noses into your dilapidated excuse for a store. Tell me, are the moths free, or are they included in the price?" The saleswoman's mouth dropped so far open a Lear jet could have flown in, but before Tess could twist the knife any more Joseph cleared his throat. “We're in hurry, Mrs. O'Neil,” he said softly. “Undoubtedly,” the woman replied. “The devil waits for no one.” She scurried away and began gathering the items that Joseph had asked for. Tess leaned closer to Joseph and whispered, “And she'd know that better than anybody." “Would you shut up,” Joseph said under his breath. Tess gave him sharp look. “And let her get away with treating me like a leper?” She glanced over at where the saleswoman was fluttering about the store, piling clothing into her arms like an anemic little bee gathering pollen. “I wouldn't dream of it." “Then maybe you'd like to dream of sleeping in that jail cell I found you in for another month?" She was amazed that he was threatening her—and after she'd just stood up for him, for God's sake! His look was hard, intense, and she knew he wasn't bluffing. Hating to give in, still she clamped her lips shut and didn't say another word, even as Joseph paid for the purchases, picked up the packages of clothing, and led her back out onto the boardwalk. It was working up to be one hell of a hot day. Though still only mid-morning, the sun was already beginning to heat up the air and the unrelenting Kansas breeze. Tess hated the heat, unless, of course, it was accompanied by a refreshing ocean breeze and a tall, cool drink with one of those tiny umbrellas hanging over the rim. She highly doubted Joseph Maguire would be interested in making her one, however. As he tossed the two brown paper parcels he'd purchased into the back of the wagon, Tess climbed on board and settled herself onto the tottery bench. A group of women paused on the boardwalk to whisper and point at her. Tess raised her hand and waved eagerly. “Hello, Auntie! Hello, Cousin!” she called. “So very nice to see you again!" The women glanced around their private circle and then started bickering back and forth, while Tess sat back and smiled. The wagon seat bobbed as Joseph climbed up and sat beside her. “You know those women?” he asked, tossing the ugly yellow bonnet he'd bought for her into her lap. “Nope,” she replied, still bitter about the way he'd spoken to her in the store. He gave her another one of his disconcerted looks and took up the reins. “You are one hell of a strange woman,” he muttered. “One hell of a strange woman.” Then, with a command to the horses, they were on their way. If Tess thought the tiny town of Sweet Briar was remote, it was nothing compared to the location of Joseph Maguire's farm. They rode from town and out into the middle of nowhere, where the road narrowed and the flat golden prairie seemed to never end. The wind gusted, the dust blew, and Tess believed she'd suffocate before ever reaching shelter. With a frustrated shove, she hooked a few annoying strands of flying hair back behind her ears. “It's like a damn hurricane out here,” she finally snapped. “And it's a hot sun today. You best put on that bonnet I bought you before you fall into the road." She looked down at where the tacky yellow thing with tiny red flowers lay limply in her lap, and pictured herself with it on. Her mother's disapproving face flashed through her mind and she grimaced. “I'd rather not." “Sunstroke can be a whole lot worse than a bad hat, lady." Nonetheless, Tess refused and her hair continued to whip around her face, catching in her eyes and mouth. Finally she let out a frustrated groan and Joseph gave her a sidelong glance. She straightened her shoulders, determined to tough it out, and he looked away, shaking his head. They traveled on for a few more minutes, up and over a low rise and through a grove of trees. The blowing wind and dust increased, wreaking havoc on Tess's hair and her stuffy nose. She didn't need a bonnet, she needed a damn oxygen mask! “How much farther is it?" “Another bend or two." “And what the hell does that mean, ‘another bend or two'? Haven't miles been invented yet? Ten steps past the dead possum in the road, left to the moonshine still, and onward till you trip over the dead cow?" When no response came from the man beside her, Tess turned and stared at him, itching for a good fight. But Joseph didn't oblige her. He only squinted up at the bright, hot sun, and then settled his attention back on the road in front of them. “You're one of those passive-aggressive types, aren't you, Maguire?" He didn't even look her way. “Oh, I can spot you guys a mile away. Thinking the best course of attack is no attack at all. Well, it won't work on me, pal, because, frankly, your ability to keep your mouth shut is the best present I've ever had." “And I can see this won't be a giftexchange ,” he remarked. “Oh, is my talking bothering you? Well, I guess you'll just have to get used to that over the course of the nextthree weeks, won't you, mister big shot deal-maker?" “The girls won't be home from school for a few more hours..." “Good,” Tess snapped. “I could use a nap after last night." “...so you'll have plenty of time between now and then to catch up on the laundry." Tess snapped her attention toward him."Laundry?" The only thing she did with clothing was buy it and put it on. She opened her mouth to tell the pompous farmer as much, but he distracted her by pointing at something ahead of them. “There it is,” he stated. They'd come around a bend in the unpaved, wheel-rutted road, and there, sitting nestled amidst a stand of towering, leafy oaks, was a bright red barn with a split-rail fence jutting out from the south side and circling around to the east. Tess had to admit it was a pretty sight. The wagon rolled closer and various forms of farm life came into view—and within smelling range. White and red chickens clucked behind a short wire fence, pigs snorted in the mud in their private pen, a goat bleated from where it lay resting in the tall shady grass outside the barn, and cows lowed from the pasture beyond. It was a scene straight out ofRebecca of Sunnybrook Farm . “I think you forgot dogs,” she remarked. “Huntin’ dogs are kept in the kennel in the north pasture." She rolled her eyes. “Of course." It was the perfect rural picture, but Tess couldn't get over the feeling that something was missing, and, as they approached the barn, she began to search the scenery. “Wait a minute,” she said. “Where's the house?" With a jerk of his head, Joseph indicated to his left. “Over there." Tess looked past him. All she saw was a hill. “Where?" This time Joseph pointed with his finger. “There,” he said gruffly. Tess squinted, thinking maybe it was a ways off in the distance. And then she saw something that made her breath catch. There was a small wooden door attached to the front of the steep, grassy hill fifteen yards away. She was about to deny what she was thinking, until she noticed a faint stream of black smoke coming from a hole somewhere at the top of the rise. Her mouth fell open. “You live in a cave?" “It's a sod house.” He set the brake, and jumped down from the wagon. "Oh my God!"Tess wailed."You live in a cave!" He circled around to lift the bags of clothing out of the back of the wagon, and then paused beside her. “It's a sod house,” he repeated firmly. “Now, are you comin’ or not?" Tess was sitting, frozen, staring at the ominous hillside this man called a house. “Not,” she replied, her tone low and rigid, “in a million years." “It's roomier on the inside than it looks." “I don't care if it's the Taj Mahal on the inside. I don't care if it's the size of the whole damn Grand Canyon! I am not putting a toe past that rickety door!" Joseph set the bags he was carrying on the ground, and folded his arms across his broad chest. Then he stared up at her, hard. “You wanna go back?" “To jail?” Tess responded with a short laugh. “Oh, Mr. Maguire, could I?" “'Cause I'll take ya back right now, no questions asked." “How big of you." Irritation flickered in his eyes, and she knew she was beginning to push him too far. “Listen, lady. That's the house. And, unless you plan on sleepin’ in the yard, that's where you'll be stayin’ while you're here." “I'm claustrophobic, Maguire. I'd rather sleep up a tree than in whatever cramped dark surprise lies behind door number one." His eyes narrowed suspiciously. “For you cave-dwelling types, claustrophobic means I can't handle closed-in spaces. In short, I'll panic, seek escape, and kill anything, andanyone, that stands in between me and freedom." He studied her for a moment, and then glanced off in the direction they'd come. He was considering taking her back, she could see it in his expression. There was no other way around it; she had to give him—and herself—an alternative. One quick glance around the farm gave her the solution. “How about there?" Joseph raised his dark brows at where she was pointing. Sure, it was a barn, Tess thought. But it was a hell of a lot better than a dug-out cave, or, for that matter, a cell. “It'll do just fine.” she stated. And it'll only be for a few days, she promised herself. Just until she could summon up the conniving little woman who'd brought her there and get herself the hell home. “All right,” Joseph replied, and began carrying the packages into the barn. It wasn't until Tess actually set foot in the barn, however, that she realized just howun fine staying there was going to be. She'd be sharing her living quarters with Olivia, better known as the goat who ate Milwaukee—Tess hadn't been in the barn ten seconds before the animal had started snacking on her skirt. And on rainy days all the other animals would be consigned to the barn as well. That meant four pigs—with two litters of piglets, two horses, a milking cow, and any other forest friends who happened to desire shelter for the time being. She would be sleeping on a blanket thrown over a pile of hay—that she would have to freshen each day on her own—using an old tree stump for a table, chair, or any other piece of furniture she chose to dub it, and washing herself from a bucket of cold well water. She stared up at the cob-webbed rafters of the barn and whispered, “You'd better hide from me, lady. Because when I get through with you, you won't have a neck left to hang those priceless pearls from." Joseph Maguire came striding into the barn at that moment with a bucket of sloshing water hanging from his hand. “Thought you might like to freshen up." Tess tried not to notice how his biceps strained the sleeves of his shirt as he set the bucket on the fat, three-foot-high stump. It really aggravated her that somebody so irritating was in fact so damn attractive. “I dub thee a bathroom counter,” she mumbled to herself as she stared at her makeshift sink. The sight of the cool clear water made her reach up and lift her hair from the back of her itchy neck. “What I'd really like is a bath." “There's a creek out back." “A creek?” she repeated disdainfully. “As in fish live in it?" “As in do with or do without." She dropped her hands to her sides. “I don't suppose you'd let me use your bathroom." “Bathroom?” he repeated, smiling slightly. “Lavatory? Latrine? ...Toilet ?" “The outhouse is out back behind the barn." Tess's fingers clenched into white-knuckled fists. “Mr. Maguire, I may be willing to dress like Mother Hubbard. I may be willing to live out of a barn like a vagrant. But I will not be peeing in a hole!" He leaned forward to say snidely, “Then you're bound to get mighty uncomfortable, aren't ya?" “I can't believe this!” Tess shouted. “How do you live this way? Out of a cave, with"—she nudged a clucking chicken away with her foot—"with smelly animals living and multiplying outside your front door!" “This is a farm, Miss Harper. Animals are sort of a given." “Well, I don't like it!" “You don't have to like it. You just have to live with it." She was going to kill him. She was going to knock him to the ground and shove a chicken down his throat. “The girls oughta be home in about three hours. I've started a fire by the clothesline, and put the washtub on to heat. Go easy on the soap." He began to walk away, and she shouted, “I amnot washing your clothes!" He turned back, a merciless look in his eyes. “Then you've decided to return to jail?" Tess glared at him, hating him for continually holding that cell over her head. But hate him or not, she was smart enough to know that you didn't bite the hand that fed you—at least not too hard. However, she had to clamp her jaw tight to keep from shouting that she'd ratherrot in a cell than be stuck here beneath his callused thumb: “Nothin’ else to say?” Joseph asked, his brows arched arrogantly. “Good. Like I said, Miss Harper, easy on the soap." 6 Tess ground her teeth togetherand picked up the next article of clothing. The muscles in her back and shoulders were screaming, her hands were red and sore, but she'd be damned if Joseph Maguire and a few menial chores were going to get the better of her. She'd show that backwards farm boy just exactly what she was made of. She was paying little attention to the fragile material she was wrenching around in the soapy water, not caring that she'd already torn two holes in one of Joseph's shirts. She figured that was the price he would pay for not calling in a professional. The man really believed he had her over a barrel, that was pretty clear in his arrogant swagger and smug attitude. But no one ever got the better of her for long. She wrung out the sodden shirt, ignoring the layer of soap still clinging to the dark material, and turned to hang it on the line along with all the other clothes she'd washed that morning. Olivia, the goat, bleated beside her and Tess looked down to see that the animal had found herself a noontime snack: a pair of Joseph's pants. She smiled and patted the goat on its bony white head. “Enjoy yourself, Olivia. And when you're done there, I'll give you a pair of his long underwear for dessert." When the wash was finally finished, Tess leaned back against the side of the barn and dried her chapped hands on the front of her apron. She studied her sore fingers and gasped at the condition of her manicure. Between the wind and the wash, she was going to dry up and blow away before she ever made it back home where she belonged. “Tess!" She looked toward the distant stand of oaks and saw Sissy Maguire running toward her. The kid was grinning from ear to ear, bounding over tree stumps and chickens, flailing her arms like a fallen sparrow. Tess smiled hesitantly, not sure how to react to such an unabashed show of joy on her behalf, but when Sissy flew into her arms, she hugged the child to her. “Oh, Tess!” Sissy cried. “I knew you'd come. I just knew it!" Tess patted the girl on the back, and glanced up to see Holly approaching, sorely lacking the enthusiasm Sissy had just displayed. “Looks like we've been handed off again,” Holly remarked. Though understanding her anger at the world, Tess couldn't quite tolerate the girl's attitude. “Your Uncle Joseph has asked me to stay and help out for a little while." “You?You're nothin’ but a crazy lady. I heard about what you did at the bank, and I think they should lock you up in jail and throw away the key." Tess smiled tightly. “You really are the sweetest thing, Holly." “At least I'm not a criminal who wanders around town wearing a stupid pink coat,” the teenager retorted. “Stop that, Holly!” Sissy shouted. “Just ‘cause you had a bad day at school don't mean you get to take it out on Tess! And Ma says it ain't nice to throw stones!" “Ma ain't around to do nothin’ about it, though, is she!" The breath caught in Sissy's lungs. “You better not talk like that, Holly,” she said quietly. “You're gonna make God angry." “God never listens to anything anybody says,” Holly shot back. “If he did"—she gave Tess a hard look—"we wouldn't be here." The girl spun on her heel, stormed across the yard, and went into the sod house with a slam of the door. Tess stared after in her silence, stunned that so much anger and hostility could be found in someone so young. Sissy tugged on her apron. “That's not true, is it, Tess?” she asked with tears in her eyes. “God listens, doesn't he?" Never having been particularly religious, Tess's first impulse was to tell the little girl that a person's best bet was to always count on themselves, not on some intangible, ageless phantom who could only be found in dusty tomes of religious literature. But Tess also knew that hope was a powerful thing. Hope had gotten her through many lonely days and nights when all she'd wanted was to grow old enough and important enough to deserve her parents’ love. Tess couldn't imagine how she would have made it through childhood if she'd had even an inkling that no age she could ever reach, no measure of maturity she could ever attain, would ever make her worthy of Travis and Patrice Harpers’ attentions. “Of course it's not true, Sissy,” she replied. “I'm sure God listens sometimes." “But with so many people in the world, he'd have ta have a whole lot of ears." “They're called angels.” Tess and Sissy both glanced up to see Joseph striding toward them. He appeared tired, dirty, and still remarkably good looking—damn the man. “And they'realways listening,” he added, staring pointedly at Tess. “You been rolling around in a puddle?” Tess asked. “Or do you always turn to mud after lunch?" His gaze locked on her face as he took off his hat and hit it against his thigh. A big brown cloud of dust rose up in the air around him. “I'vebeenworkin' , Miss Harper,” he responded, a pointed attack on her lack of activity at the moment. He tossed the hat to the ground, and leaned his shovel against the barn wall. “Oh, I've been workingreally hard on your clothes, Maguire. I'm sure you'll see amarked difference." His eyes narrowed. “Uncle Joseph says he's gonna get me and Holly a pony,” Sissy said excitedly. “But first he hasta lengthen the fence so's the pony'll have room ta run." “The pony's to be raised up and sold, Sissy,” Joseph warned. “You best remember that." Tess stared at the man in horror. “Why would you give them a pony and then turn around and sell it?" “Because I can double my money." She watched him in disbelief as he walked to the pump at the center of the yard. As fond of a healthy profit as she was, even Tess knew that to give two girls a pony, let them get attached to it, and then sell it right out from under them was pretty low to the ground. “Uncle Joseph says we'll get to keep him for a whole year!” Sissy said. “How magnanimous of him,” Tess remarked. Joseph paused to glance back at her, then bent to the pump and worked water out over his neck, letting it run in a heavy stream over his head to puddle at his feet. When he was finished, he combed his fingers through his thick, wet hair, and turned back to Tess. “It'll be the girls’ job to take care of the colt, Miss Harper. I wouldn't want you feeling as if you had too much to do around here." “Really? Are they your little servants in training? Gearing them up to take my place when I'm gone?" Joseph put his hands on his hips and looked up at the sky, suggesting a distinct thinning of patience that only served to give Tess a tingle of anticipation. She'd always appreciated a good knock-down-drag-out fight—because she never lost. “Sissy, go on into the house and help your sister shuck peas for supper,” he said. “Yes, Uncle Joseph.” She started to walk away, but then turned back and threw her arms around her uncle's waist. Joseph looked a little uncomfortable for a moment, but then he gave the little girl's back a tight squeeze. “Thank you for bringing Tess here to stay with us.” She gave Tess one last impish grin, and skipped across the yard and into the sod house. “Charming child,” Tess commented, bringing Joseph's attention back to her. She could tell, by the dark look that came back into his eyes, that he wasn't about to forget her comments so easily, and she almost smiled with eagerness. She lifted her chin and waited as he wiped his hands on the front of his filthy shirt and slowly approached her. “I think,” he began, “that you and I need to get a few things straight." Oh, yes, they definitely did, Tess thought to herself. He stopped just in front of her. “You see, I get the feelin’ that you consider yourself put upon ... maybe even taken advantage of, in fact. Unfortunately, I don't give two good damns about how you feel." Wow, what a major surprise! “In fact, to be honest, Miss Harper, your comments and your cute little remarks are really beginning to chap my ass. And if I didn't know better, I'd think you were ungrateful for the generosity I showed you by payin’ your way out of jail." "Generosity?"Tess repeated gearing up her engines. “You've cast me into bondage, Mr. Maguire, bought me like a plantation slave, and you expect appreciation for what you call yourgenerosity ?" “All I'm asking for is a little help." “You certainly didnot ask me anything!" “You were given a clear choice." “There was no choice, Maguire, and you damn well know it!" He took a fast step toward her and she slammed back against the barn wall. She blinked, stunned that he was being so forceful. “Any time you wanna reconsider, lady,” he said, looming above her, “you just let me know." Tess swallowed convulsively. Her heart was speeding like a high-powered race car, and she was suddenly finding this whole confrontation just a tad unsettling. But she couldn't let him get the upper hand. She put her hands against his broad chest and tried to shove him back from her. He didn't budge an inch. “I wouldn't give you the satisfaction of seeing me put back behind those bars!” she shouted up into his face. “Then I suggest you do each task I give you with a smile and a sweet disposition, lady. I've got a kennel full of hounds and plenty of bitches to go around already." Tess gasped. Nobody had ever dared to talk to her like this before, and she'd be damned if she was going to start putting up with it now. She raised a hand to give him a good slap across the face, but he took hold of her wrist and deflected the blow. “However,” he went on, as if she were a fly glancing off him, “if you're set to give me trouble, don't think I'm gonna take it lyin’ down." “Are you going to get the shackles next, Maguire? Are you going to chain me to a post and whip me into submission? No wonder you need to search jail cells for help around here! No woman in her right mind would help you willingly!" It was instantly apparent to Tess that she'd struck a nerve with that remark. Joseph's jaw clenched into rock solid granite, and his eyes took on a murderous light. He let go of her wrist and moved a step back from her, his fists clenched at his sides. “Just do your job, Miss Harper,” he said in a low, dangerous voice. “Do your job and stay the hell out of my way." With that, Joseph turned and strode toward the house, and Tess let out the breath she'd been holding. The old farm boy was obviously a bit more volatile than she'd first imagined, and she supposed she'd have to watch her step a bit more carefully than she'd thought. 7 Washing the Maguire laundryhad seemed an impossible task, but Tess had to admit that churning cream into butter took the cake. She could feel the blisters rising up on her palm from the constant cranking of the wooden handle, and her shoulder had gone from burning to numb after the first fifteen minutes. She was adjusting her position in front of the chum and switching to her left hand to give the right a rest, when she heard someone approaching her from behind. She stiffened, hoping it wasn't Joseph come to mock the hard work she was doing, and was surprisingly relieved to hear Holly's voice. “You'll have to turn it faster than that if you expect the butter to be anything but a runny mess,” the girl said. Tess looked over her aching shoulder at Holly. Determined that this would be the best damn butter the Maguires had ever tasted, she began to crank the churn faster while puffing a pale piece of hair from her eyes. “Was there some special reason you came out here, Holly?” she asked breathlessly. “Or have you come simply to aggravate me?" The girl smiled and rocked back on her heels. “I'd say aggravatin’ you would be special reason enough." Tess clenched her jaw but kept on churning. “Actually, Uncle Joseph asked me to find out if you'd be eatin’ with us in the house, or out in the barn with the rest of the varmints." Tess laughed dryly. “That's very funny, Holly. Tell me something, have you ever been beaten over the head with a butter churn?" “Well,that wouldn't put you on Uncle Joseph's good side, now, would it?" “As if I care toglimpse let aloneget on your uncle's good side." Holly sauntered around to stand in front of Tess, her yellow gingham dress brushing around the tops of her ankle-high, button-up shoes. “Don't bother protestin’ so much. What you're doin’ is obvious." “Well, thank God. And here I thought someone might ride up and inquire as to why I'm killing myself over this damn thing." “I'm talkin’ about you and my uncle, Miss Harper. I've seen the way you look at him, and I'm tellin’ you right now that it ain't gonna work." “I wish to high heaven you'd tell him that,” Tess grumbled. “He won't fall for your act,” Holly went on. “He's much too smart for that." Tess arched a brow and looked up at the girl. “Is he now? I suppose I'm wasting my time here, then. Well, damn. I guess I'll just pack up and be on my way." “He doesn't like women." “I beg your pardon?" “He says women get on his one last nerve. That he'd rather spend his life with a rabid wolverine than with a female." Tess was incredulous. “Are you trying to tell me that your uncle is gay?" Holly frowned. “He has his moments." Then the girl glanced at the butter churn and Tess realized she'd stopped cranking. She switched back to her right hand and set to work again. “I hope you don't expect me to believe this ridiculous notion.” She'd traveled around the world and met her share of gay men, and swaggering Joseph Maguire didn't fit the bill. “He may act a little gruff at times, but he can be a very frolicsome man when the mood strikes him." “Frolicsome? I don't think I would have ever thought of using that word to describe him." “You are hardly his type." “Well it seems, according to you, that the only thing your uncle and I have in common is our attraction to men." Holly didn't respond and Tess looked up to see that every drop of blood had drained from the girl's face. Tess stood back, trying not to laugh. “Did I misunderstand your meaning?" “You, Miss Harper, don't understand anything!” Holly burst out. “You think you can take money from a bank without an account and walk off into the sunset. You think you can give a little girl your ratty robe and make her life perfect again. You think you can waltz onto this farm and weasel your way into my uncle's good graces by pretendin’ to like me and my sister—" “Now hold on just a minute!” Tess shouted back. “I have no intention, or desire, to weasel into anything that has to do with your uncle! And, frankly, I havenever pretended to like you. Furthermore, your uncledragged me out to this dust bowl, remember? I am herecompletely against my will!" Holly's responding stare was stoic. “Then that makes two of us, doesn't it." Tess was struck by the emptiness in the teenager's dampening eyes. “You're with your uncle,” she said, cranking the butter churn again. “Be glad you've at least got that much." “What?” the teenager spat. “Is that sage advice I hear comin’ from a woman who's fresh out of jail?" Tess gave the girl a steady look. “That's experience, Miss Maguire. For whatever the hell it's worth. But here's a piece of advice for you: appreciate what you have, because things could be a lot worse. You could be on your own, or left to be raised by someone who sees you as nothing but a weekly paycheck. Oh, yes, be very, very glad that you have someone to love you, because you might have been left with nothing." Holly was looking at her as if refusing to hear a single word, but the girl didn't have a ready retort to throw back this time. “Shall I tell Uncle Joseph that you've chosen the barn?” Holly asked quietly. “Yes, the barn.” Tess sighed as the girl strode back toward the house. “What a royal pain in the neck,” she muttered to herself. Joseph Maguire sat at the small wooden table in his one room sod house. His eyes were closed and he was rubbing the back of his neck. Holly and Sissy were across the room, arguing again—over something inconsequential—and he was about ready to explode. “It's my turn to dry, Holly! You dried yesterday!" “You're too little to remember who dried yesterday,” Holly replied, giving her sister a slight shove. “Iremember because you kept dragging the towel on the floor and getting it dirty." “That was at breakfast!You dried at supper!" Joseph covered his face with his hands. “That's enough." “It's my turn, you little worm, and if you say it isn't one more time. I'm going to punch you right in the nose." “Then I'll tell!" “I said, that's enough!” Joseph shouted. He turned to find them both staring hard at him. “Holly, you wash. Sissy, you dry." Sissy smiled triumphantly at her older sister, and Holly began to whine, “But Uncle Joseph—" “No buts unless you want ’em spanked.” Realizing what he'd just said, Joseph groaned and covered his face with his hands again; he was already starting to sound just like his father. “I don't see why Miss Harper can't do the dishes,” he heard Holly grumble. His head snapped up at the name of the other female bane of his existence. “Because it's not her job,” he replied sharply. “Everythingelse is her job,” Holly persisted. “No, everything else is not her job. She's here to help us during our time of adjustment, not chase around picking up after us like a ... like a plantation slave." “Then why is she churnin’ the butter?” Sissy asked. “Yesterday you said that you would always churn the butter ‘cause you're the strongest." Joseph tried not to picture slight Tess Harper out there breaking her back over that butter churn. Sissy was right, he had said yesterday that he would always churn the butter, but that was before Miss Tess Harper had provoked him into assigning the task to her. That woman could get beneath his skin like no other human being on the face of the earth, and he was finding he spent a lot of time wondering what kind of fool he was, surrounding himself with such a high-tempered group of impossible females. “She was curious about the task, that's all,” he replied quietly. “She didn't look curious to me when I was out there,” Holly snipped. “She looked tired." It was a conspiracy, Joseph concluded, as guilt weighed down upon his shoulders. The women were banding together to drive him out of his mind. He stood up. “You girls get the dishes finished up and then you can run on out to the north pasture and play with the dogs." “You gonna relieve Tess?” Sissy called after him as he reached for the door. That was, indeed, his ridiculous intention. But who the hell was going to ever give him some relief from her? The sun was beginning to drop in the western sky as Joseph walked across the yard toward where Tess was working tirelessly at the butter churn. He had to give the woman credit, she was spoiled, demanding, and stubborn as hell, but she never backed down from a challenge. As he drew closer, he noticed the slump to her back and the faint grunts she was emitting with each new turn of the crank, and his guilt intensified. He stepped up beside her and said, “I'll take over now." “The hell you will,” she replied, panting heavily. At first Joseph was surprised—the woman looked dead on her feet—but that surprise quickly turned to irritation at what he felt was just another fine example of her ungrateful disposition. He moved closer and tried to nudge her aside with his hip. But she planted her feet and started cranking faster. “I don't need your help, Maguire,” she gritted out. “Go back to your cave." “Move out of the way, Miss Harper.” He reached for the crank, but her sharp elbow landed solidly in his ribs and made him pull back. Joseph stared at her in shock. “Get the hell out of the way." She gave him a blue-eyed glare that could have frozen all of Hades, her fatigued arm still working haltingly at the crank. “You touch this handle.” she said, “and I'll knock you down." Joseph would have laughed if he wasn't so furious at the moment. With a black glare of his own, he reached out and grabbed the crank to stop the woman's progress. She reacted by throwing her body at him, but she barely knocked him off balance. He held tight as she tried to get the butter churn turning again. “Let go, you oversized toad!” she shouted at him. “Give over, lady,” he growled. “You're relieved." “There is nothing about you that could make me feel relieved!” she shouted back. “You gave me this job, now let me finish it!" She gave up on the churn handle, and attempted to wrench the entire contraption off the wood-cutting stump and out of his reach. Joseph wasn't about to let go, however. A furious tug-of-war ensued, ending with them both on the ground and the entire gooey contents of the churn in their laps. “That is enough!” Joseph heard Sissy shout from the house. He craned his neck and looked back at where she was standing with Holly, watching him and Tess Harper make utter fools of themselves. “Enough, enough!” Sissy continued grinning broadly. “And no buts unless you want ’em spanked!" Sissy broke into giggles, Holly just stood there scowling, and then the two girls sauntered off toward the north pasture. His shirt and trousers covered in thick, wet cream, Joseph glanced over at Tess. She looked fit to kill. “Do you have any idea how long I worked on that butter?” she asked through her clenched teeth. “Toolong. It should have been finished by now." If looks could kill, he'd have been turned into a molten cinder at the moment. Her lips tight, Tess stood up, scraped the mess off the front of her skirt, and flung it at him. “Your butter, Mister Maguire!" He watched her march off toward the barn, her sticky hands and arms held out from her sides. Olivia the goat smelled her coming, and half her skirt was in the animal's mouth by the time she entered the barn and slammed the rickety door shut in its face. Joseph looked down at himself, at the butter churn, and then back at the barn. And then he threw back his head and broke into unbridled laughter. 8 Tess finished off her dinnerof smoked ham and sweet potatoes, and then dabbed the corners of her mouth with a tattered linen napkin. She set her plate on the dirt floor of the barn, stifled a yawn, and then looked over at her unwelcoming bed of hay covered with a blanket, wondering if she wouldn't be more comfortable on the hard floor. The wind from that afternoon had turned cold with the setting sun, and now it was pushing through the cracks in the barn walls, creaking and moaning in its effort. She'd intended to pass on the heavy nightgown Joseph had bought for her at the ladies’ clothing shop that morning in favor of her Michael Bolton nightshirt, but the idea of lying her body out on that prickly straw, combined with the nip in the air from the wind, had quickly changed her mind. She was now wearing what amounted to a cotton circus tent, and yards upon yards of gauzy white material were tangled around her legs. She'd spent the better part of the evening calling to the strange lady who had brought her there, but the magical mystery woman refused to appear, and after hours without success Tess had finally given up in frustration. What kind of a heinous little creature stole someone from her home, and then left her to make due on her own in a dangerous, unpredictable world? Moreover, what if the woman never returned? What if Tess was doomed to spend the rest of her life as Joseph Maguire's lackey? A razor sharp edge of dread went through her at the thought, and she quickly put the idea from her mind. A coyote howled mournfully in the distance, and Tess realized that she'd never felt so completely alone. There was no radio to distort the silence of the night, not even the steady hum of a good old modern refrigerator to keep her company. “Tess?" She looked up and found Sissy, dressed in a nightgown similar to hers but much smaller, peering around the barn door. She smiled at the little girl, her only friend for miles and years, and invited her to come in. “I ... I just wanted to say goodnight,” Sissy said, stepping into the barn. “That was thoughtful of you." The girl hesitated, and Tess could tell something besides goodnight was on her mind. Sissy's gaze fell to Tess's discarded plate. “How come ya didn't wanna eat at the table with us?" Tess sighed, figuring that question had been inevitable. She'd been too busy churning butter to touch her lunch, and when dinner had been announced, she'd waited by the front door for her plate and then headed straight for the barn. “There, uh, there wasn't enough room at the table,” she answered, hoping that response would suffice. “Ya coulda had my chair." Tess smiled, something she was finding impossible not to do whenever Sissy was around. “Well, that wouldn't have been very fair to you, now, would it?" “I wouldn't a minded." “Sissy, your uncle's house is just a little too small for me." Sissy nodded. “It's smaller than our house on Cherry Creek." “And small, closed-in places sort of ... well, they sort of make me nervous." “Like Mrs. Scratches." “Mrs. Scratches?" “That was my cat,” Sissy said, walking forward, her bare feet crunching in the straw. “She never liked to come in the house. Pa said it was because she liked wide open spaces where she could run and jump without bumpin’ inta things." “Then I guess I am a lot like Mrs. Scratches." “But I bet you don't like mice." “I hate mice." Sissy wrinkled her nose and reached out to touch a strand of Tess's hair. “My ma had white hair like you." “She did?" “And she used to get tangles in it like you too, when she stayed out in the wind without her bonnet. Pa called it her cyclone-do. He said that that's why God gave men short hair. So's it wouldn't get in their eyes when they were plowin'." Tess laughed. “Why can't they just wear bonnets like the women?" “Because they'd look funny in ’em, silly. Pa used to say that Uncle Joseph's hair was too long. That's why he got into so much—” Sissy's green eyes flew wide, and she clamped a hand over her lips. “I'm sorry,” she whispered between her fingers. “We ain't s'posed ta talk about that." Tess was intrigued.A secret? About Joseph Maguire? “Talk about what?” she asked innocently, hoping to entice Sissy into letting a little more information slip out. “'Bout Uncle Joseph,” the girl whispered. “Ma says we all make mistakes, and Uncle Joseph is plenty entitled ta his. Does your ma have long hair?” she asked in a normal voice. Sissy Maguire could change a subject faster than a hummingbird could blink, and this particular question took Tess completely off guard. Though she'd seen her mother only a few weeks before in Venice, Tess couldn't remember whether Patrice Harper was still wearing her graying-blond hair short, or if she was growing it out to her shoulders again. “No,” Tess finally answered, uncomfortable that she wasn't exactly sure. “Does she do the plowin'?" Tess laughed. “My mother does the shoppin'." “My ma did the cookin’ and cleanin'. She always said that a happy family and a tidy home is God's greatest pleasure. But Pa believed a good crop of wheat came in a close second." Tess nodded, amazed at how well Sissy seemed to be taking her parents’ deaths. The little girl talked about them so easily, as if they'd simply gone on vacation and were expected back any day. “Your parents sound very nice, Sissy,” she said softly. “I'm sorry you lost them." “Oh, I didn't lose ’em. I know right exactly where they are." “In heaven with Jesus?” Tess replied, remembering what Sissy had said to her sister the day before. “That's right. They talk to me when I'm asleep.” She leaned forward and whispered, “They even told me about you." “About me?” Tess said, playing along. “Uh-huh. They said that you were pretty, and nice, and that you'd take care of me forever." “That's very nice, Sissy,” Tess replied carefully, “but I think it's your Uncle Joseph who will be taking care of you forever." “You could help him though. He needs a lot of help.” Before Tess could respond, the little girl changed the subject again. “Do you live by a creek?" “I live by an ocean." “Really? Pa told me all about the ocean. He said it goes on and on and on, until your eyes can't even see it anymore. He says that big fish live there that can swallow you up in one bite!" “Sharks." “Holly says they're called dragons, and they can eat whole entire ships!" “I've lived there for a long time and I have never seen a dragon." “That's ‘cause they hide under the waves, until a ship comes sailing along, and then—chomp!—they eat it in one horrible bite! That's why there are all those sunken ships full of treasure!" “I think you'd be wiser to chalk that treasure up to drunken ship captains." “Ma says alcohol will pickle a man's brain." “I think that's the whole point of drinking it,” Tess responded. “To get pickled?" “Uh-huh." Sissy leaned forward, a puzzled look on her face. “Uncle Joseph has a bottle of whiskey under the sink in the kitchen." “That's Uncle Joseph's business,” Tess replied. “Holly wants to take it out back and bury it. Ma don't allow alcohol in the house." “But that ... dugout isn't your ma's house." “Mr. Roberts used to drink whiskey. And then, after his brain was pickled good, he started chasin’ after his kids with a cottonwood switch. Holly's says Uncle Joseph will start chasin’ us like that soon." Tess's expression turned serious. “Has your Uncle ever hit you?" Sissy shook her head. “He's always been real nice. He didn't even yell at Holly tonight when she dropped his supper plate on the floor. But Holly says he brought you here because...” The little girl looked down at her bare feet and hesitated. “Because?" “Because he doesn't wanna take care of us. She says he'll take ta beatin’ us after a while." The world according to Holly, Tess thought irritably. “Sissy, your uncle brought ... asked me to come here because you were so sad. He didn't want you to cry anymore, and thought you might like a friend for a little while." Sissy sniffed, holding back the tears that threatened to fall. “He did?" “Yes. And ... and I think that was an awfully nice thing for him to do. Don't you think so?" “I suppose so." “Furthermore, I think you should stop worrying about that bottle of whiskey, and stop believing everything your sister tells you. She's only trying to scare you." “She is?" “Of course. Do you want her to think she's succeeding?" “No, ma'am,” Sissy replied with a very serious face. “I'm not a chicken at all." “Then the next time she tells you something that scares you just stick your lovely tongue out at her and walk away." Sissy broke into giggles. “Ma used to get mad at me for doin’ that." “Well, this is a special situation and I am giving you special permission." The little girl threw her arms around Tess's neck, “I'm so happy you're here!" Tess wanted to hold back, but instead she sank into Sissy's embrace. She gave the girl a brisk rub on the back. “You'd better get off to bed before your uncle comes looking for you and blames me for keeping you out in the cold so long." Sissy nodded and turned to leave, but then she spun back around. “I almost forgot! Uncle Joseph told me to give this to you.” She pulled a folded piece of paper from the pocket of her nightgown. “He said it was real important that I give it to you tonight." Tess reached out and took the crumpled piece of paper, a hopeful thought flashing through her mind. The only reason she could think for Joseph Maguire to be writing her notes was to apologize for the way he'd been treating her. Could he be regretting his lordly attitude, the chores he'd been giving her, and the silly debt he was insisting she pay off? Tess smiled, thinking that finally Joseph Maguire had realized she wasn't a servant and deserved to be paid a much higher standard of respect than she'd been receiving from him. Of course, she'd have to remember tomorrow to accept his apology personally. There was certainly no sense in holding a grudge. “'Night, Tess,” Sissy called. “I'll bring your breakfast in the mornin'." The little girl left the barn, closing the door tightly behind her, and Tess's attention returned to the note in her hand. “Goodnight,” she said softly. With only the light from a lantern resting on the far window sill, Tess carefully unfolded the edges of the note. The handwriting was crude, but legible, and as she glanced over the words her smile began to fade. With a furious grinding of her teeth, she wadded the paper into a tight ball and threw it across the barn. The note wasn't an apology. It was a long and very detailed list of the chores she was expected to do the following day. Tess flopped onto her back and slammed her fist down into the hay beneath her. No matter which way she turned she could not get comfortable. She felt like she was sleeping on a bed of thistles; every position brought with it a new itch. Finally, she sat upright in the darkened barn, and let out a groan of frustration. At this rate she wasn't going to get any sleep at all. “Uncomfortable?" Tess froze in the darkness. The moonlight sifting in from the side window illuminated the dainty silhouette of the very woman who had risen to the top of her “get-even” list in the short span of two days. “So nice of you to finally drop in,” Tess found the voice to say. “I understand you've been bellowing most of the night for me. What is it you want, Miss Harper? I am a very busy woman." “You've got other lives to screw up besides mine?" “And I do not plan to stand here and be abused by you again. If this sort of thing is all you have to say to me then—" “Whoa, whoa, wait a minute! Don't go vanishing on me again!" The woman pursed her lips. “What do you want?" “What do I want? Well, let's see ... You snatched me from my home when I was too sick to defend myself, left me in a town where they shot at me and tossed me in jail, now I'm stuck in this cow burg, working for a man who makes Attila the Hun look like a pussycat—gee, what could I possibly want?" “Mr. Maguire has a perfect right to expect some honest work from you in repayment for his paying your bail. I warned you—" "Five lousy dollars!"Tess screeched. “For five lousy dollars I'm stuck here for three weeks? And what in the hell am I doing here anyway!" “Sonow you're interested in listening?" “Very much so. And I'd like to do that listening in the comfort of my own bed. So if you don't mind..." The woman sighed. “How I long for one who will rise to the occasion and welcome the challenge." “The only challenge I want to be rising to isJeopardy 'sfinal round. Beam me back where I belong, Scotty." “You can leave as soon as your work here is finished." Tess glowered at the woman. “You can't actually intend to leave me here for three weeks because of a five-dollar debt?" “You forget that this isn't the twentieth century, Miss Harper. Five dollars is nothing to sneeze at in this day and age." “Well, that point would be null and void if you hadn't brought me here in the first place, wouldn't it?" The woman arched her brows. “I told you not to get yourself into trouble." “Why have you done this to me!” Tess demanded furiously. “Because you asked to look at your true fate." “Under duress!" “Regardless, you asked, Miss Harper. And here it is." Tess glanced around the darkened barn. “Here? With the smell of cows, a bed of hay, and a tree stump for a dresser? I believe I'll stick with life number one, if you don't mind." “Thisis your true life, Miss Harper. Your parents, Travis and Patrice Harper, were never meant to have children. It was determined that they had only enough love and time for each other. But as they grew older and continued to be unable to procreate, their soft-hearted guardians began to feel sorry for them, so they plucked you out of the time continuum and,voila , there you were in the twentieth century." “Plucked me?” Tess replied, wondering if the whole world had gone as crazy as she was beginning to feel. “But your parents’ guardians were fools, thinking they could mess with the cosmic order without causing dire consequences. As a result, you were raised in a loveless family, taught to covet material items above all else, and are now destined to lead a life of complete and utter uselessness. Not to mention the havoc it's wreaked on your mission here." “My mission?" “Each soul has a purpose, Miss Harper, a mission to perform during their lives. It may be small and seemingly insignificant, or it may be monstrous and meant to determine the entire course of the world." “And my ... mission?" “I'm not at liberty to tell you. Suffice it to say that this is where you belong. Where your true destiny awaits you. In this very moment in time." “And if I disagree? If I'd rather have the life I'm used to?" The woman pursed her lips. “As I said before, I am perfectly willing to return you to the twentieth century once you've finished your work here." “You sure are bent on getting Maguire his money back. You weren't a tax collector in another life were you? Maybe a loan shark?" “Are you quite finished?" Tess laughed. “Ohhh, not by a long shot—" “If you ever intend to return to 1995, then I suggest you zip it up, Miss Harper. Nice and tight." “Already breaking promises? You just told me five seconds ago that I could go back after I've finished paying off Old MacDonald." The woman's eyes narrowed. “You seem to be a little confused as to just exactly what your work here entails." Tess gritted her teeth. “So I'm not an expert at laundry! And that broken butter churn wasn't my fault! Maguire—" “Your menial work around the farm is of little consequence." “Tell that to Bubba,” Tess grumbled. The woman smiled. “It would certainly be rather ridiculous of me to bring you all the way back here to the past just to have you feeding pigs and milking cows, now, wouldn't it?" Tess narrowed her eyes thoughtfully. “So you're telling me there's another reason?" “Of course. To keep the family together." “The family?" “The Maguires. Originally your birth here, in this time, would have inadvertently prevented Matthew and Sara Maguire from being taken prematurely from this earth and their two children." “You're kidding,” Tess replied, trying to assimilate what the woman was saying. “You would be surprised at how the simple chance meeting of a stranger on the street can affect the very course of someone's life." Tess nodded silently. “Those two girls must never see the inside of an orphanage, Miss Harper." “But they won't. They're staying here, with their uncle." “For the time being,” the woman replied. “But soon things will change. Joseph Maguire is their last hope, and soon he will be making a decision that he believes is best but will jeopardize all that Holly and Sissy Maguire need to accomplish in this life. You must convince him to keep his nieces, Miss Harper. At all costs." Tess couldn't believe what she was hearing. Sissy in a cold, heartless place like an orphanage? “He wouldn't dare,” she whispered with determination. “He better not dare, my dear. For if he does, you will be staying right here where you are. For good." Astounded, Tess stared at the woman. “Hescrews up and I'm penalized!" “The door for you to return will be closed if destiny follows that path. You must convince him, for their sake ... as well as for your own." “Terrific. Just terrific.” Tess pictured Joseph and his arrogant glare, doubting she could talk him into an afternoon snack, let alone something as important as this. “That said, I shall return at a later date,” the woman went on, “hoping that your brief sojourn in the country has done you some good." “Hold on!” Tess shouted. “You can't just pop in, drop a bombshell on me like this, and then pop back out! I want some answers, damn it!" “I thought I'd answered all of your questions." “Just tell me this ... Why me?” she asked softly. “Because your absence, Miss Harper, is what has caused all this confusion. And we simply could not allow you to go through your life without at least having the opportunity to accomplish something. This is your chance, my dear,” the woman said gently. “Don't blow it." And then she was gone, leaving Tess staring at nothing but an empty barn. Tess fell back into the hay, frustration eating at her. “How dare that pompous clod-hopper even consider putting his own flesh and blood in an orphanage,” she said to herself, enraged. She wanted to jump up from her bed, storm into that hovel he called a house, and give him a good piece of her mind! But she knew that would be the wrong approach to take if she ever planned to make Joseph Maguire see reason. No, she would simply have to bide her time, secure in the knowledge that his pig-headedness was not going to keep her from returning to where she truly belonged. 9 When the sun peeked overthe horizon the next morning the Maguire rooster went into full volume. Tess groaned, rolled onto her stomach, and covered her head with her feather pillow. A few minutes later Sissy crept in with a plate of something that smelled sweet. “Leave it on the stump,” Tess grumbled. Then she managed to doze on and off for a little while longer. She woke an hour later to a loud munching sound, and lurched upright, her eyes flying to the stump where her breakfast was waiting. The plate was undisturbed, however she turned to find Olivia snacking on her blanket. “You'd takethat over bacon and eggs?” she said in a sleep-gravelly voice. The rooster crowed again and she gritted her teeth. “The first thing I'm going to do when I get out of here is have a heaping plate of southern fried chicken." “That'll have to wait till after the cow's been milked." Her gaze flew to the doorway and she found Joseph Maguire standing there, his hands planted firmly on his hips. She gave him a stony stare: To think that for one second last night she'd actually thought him nice enough to grant her a reprieve on her chores. Now she knew that he was a cruel, heartless man who planned to abandon his own nieces to an unknown fate. “I don't do cows,” she said in her coldest tone. His dark brows went up. “You'd rather do time?" She tried to stand, but let out a groan instead as the muscles in her back cramped. “Dear God, I'm paralyzed!” she shouted at him. “I can't even stand, for crying out loud!" “I know a nice quiet cell where you could rest up for a while." Tess managed to rise slowly, stiffly, to her feet. “Listen, you thick-necked jerk. I'm about half-sick of you hanging that jail over my head. And what the hell would you do if Idid decide to go back there? I highly doubt you'd be able to take care of two little girls by yourself—and I hear Mary Poppins is all tied up at the moment." Joseph Maguire crossed his arms and stared at her, the sun behind him casting a grayish shadow over his face and a golden halo behind his dark head. “I'd manage,” he responded. “Manage to make them miserable? Sissy thinks you don't want her, and Holly thinks you'll get drunk some night and beat the tar out of her with a tree branch." Joseph's hard stare wavered. “That's ridiculous." “They don't seem to think so." “They'll adjust,” he replied. “'They'll adjust. They'll adjust.’ You sound like a goddamned broken record, Maguire. How do you propose they'll be doing all this adjusting? Certainly not in response to all the supportyou 'regiving them." She ignored his darkening scowl and reached down to brush the hay from the front of her nightgown. “It's not as if you can just go on with your life and expect them to figure things out by themselves,” she went on. She lifted her skirt and removed a particularly stubborn piece of hay from the hem. “They're children, Maguire, not mind readers. They need to hear you say that everything will be all right because you intend to make it that way. Because you intend to take care of them for the rest of their lives." Joseph was so silent that Tess finally had to look up to see if he was even listening. He was doing something intently all right, but that something wasn't listening to her ramble on about being a supportive parent. No, what he was doing was staring avidly at her bared leg. She dropped the hem of her nightgown. “What is it with you and legs?” she demanded. A faint smile twisted at his full lips. “What is it with you and always showing me yours?" She glared at him. “How well do you know your nieces?” she asked sharply. “See ’em every summer." “That's not very often." His frown was back. “Often enough." “It sounds to me like they don't know you very well, Mr. Maguire,” she replied, moving closer. “Like they've been left in the hands of a perfect stranger." “I'm their uncle." “Blood may be thicker than water, but it proves pretty meager when compared to compassion and understanding.” She looked up into his face, hoping to read his intentions, but saw nothing except the same handsome visage that always made her heart patter. “Holly and Sissy are alone,” she went on. “And, despite their displays of courage, they're afraid. They need your love, Maguire, and your reassurance that they can always count on you to be there for them." He looked down at her and said softly, “And if I can't give them that kind of reassurance?" She looked into his eyes and found herself caught in the dark depths of his entrancing gaze. “They could rebel,” she replied. “Classic adolescent mutiny. Drinking, smoking, drugs. Late-night parties, early sexual encounters, spending quality time with people you'd like to run over with your wagon." “Am I mistaken, or is that the voice of experience I hear talking?" “I'm just trying to give you a little advice.” And she certainly wasn't interested in revealing the intricate aspects of her troubled youth to him or anyone else. “You can take it or leave it." He considered her for a moment, and then his assessing gaze drifted over her body, causing a small tremble in the pit of her stomach. “Were you a reckless youth, Miss Harper?” he asked in a voice that was far too soft. “Would it shock you if I was?” she retorted. “Would the fact that I'd been a little unruly in my earlier years stun those tender farmer sensibilities of yours?" A smirk pulled at his mouth. “I'm sure I could take the news in stride." “Oh, I think I might be able to shock you, Maguire.” The weekend with the high roller in Vegas might just do the trick, she thought to herself. That particular stunt of hers had about given her father a stroke—but she had gotten him home from Tahiti for her sixteenth birthday. She realized Joseph was reaching out to her and she pulled back. “What are you doing?" “Let me see your hands." “Why?” she asked suspiciously. His expression darkened. “Are you gonna let me see ’em, or do I have to come after you?" “Now wouldn't that be a sight?” Tess said, laughing off a sudden bout of nerves. “You chasing me around the barn begging to hold my hand?" Before she could move another step back Joseph reached out and took what he wanted. Tess let out a startled cry at his quick movement, and then his warmth struck her like a jolt from a power line. Stunned, she stared up at him, realizing that in all their time spent arguing during the course of the past two days they'd never really touched each other, never really cared to, she supposed. But now she was feeling the pure raw heat of him against her palm, and damned if she couldn't find the will to pull away. She wanted to get annoyed, to be bothered by this strange gesture on his part, but she couldn't muster the will to do either. There was only awareness, his skin against hers, their gazes locked, their heartbeats blending for just that one brief moment of time that brought their two centuries crashing into one. Touching him was like recognizing a distant face in a crowd and not being able to place it. And by the wondering look in Joseph's eyes, Tess knew he was feeling the same odd sensations. After a long, lingering moment, he slowly turned her hand over, and slid his callused fingers across the soft, sensitive skin of her palm. Goose bumps skittered up and down her arm, and she swallowed hard, doing her best to act casual. “What are you doing?” she asked weakly. “It's just as I suspected,” he replied. “Except for a few new blisters, they're smooth as silk." “I'm not used to manual labor,” she managed to respond. His thumb traced a tiny circle on her palm, making her nerves dance. “I'd guess you hadn't worked a day in your life." “Well, my maid—" The tracing stopped. “Your maid?” He cocked his head at her. “Just exactly where did you say you were from, Miss Harper?" It took Tess a moment to answer. She still couldn't get past the fact that he was holding her hand—and she was letting him. “California." “Your family strike it rich?" “You could say that." “Must be a...” He paused and looked down at their hands. Her gaze followed his, and she found she'd curled her fingers around his thumb. “Must be a big change for you to be sleepin’ in a barn,” he finished softly. Embarrassed by her unexpected reaction to him, Tess tried to ease her hand out of his. He apparently wasn't ready to let go, though, and his fingers clamped more tightly around hers. “It's not so bad. The bed could be warmer,” she replied, and then felt a hot blush creep up her neck when his eyes darkened and she realized what she'd said. “I ... I mean—" “I'll see what I can do about gettin’ you a few more blankets." “Thank you,” she managed to squeeze past her tight, dry throat. She suddenly couldn't find the courage to look him in the eye and was focusing instead on his strong, clean-shaven chin. “Miss Harper?” he said softly. She glanced up into his handsome face again and her stomach did a flip-flop. “Yes?" “I need to tell you something." “Yes?” she replied, breathless. “Don't forget to slop the pigs this morning." She blinked, he smirked, and she pulled her hand free and punched him in the stomach with all her might. Of course the blow was hardly felt against that sheet of metal he called an abdomen. “And I'll start with the one standing in front of me!” she shouted. He danced away from her next swing. “There's a bucket set aside from supper and breakfast sittin’ by the front door." She picked up one of her shoes and threw it at him. He ducked, and it went sailing over his head and slammed into the barn wall. “Add a little wheat grain from the shed,” he went on. “Oh, and"—he ducked in time to dodge the other shoe—"if you plan on eatin’ again at noon, I suggest you get the cow milked." “There's a new threat!” she shouted as he headed for the door. “If going back to jail doesn't scare her, I'llstarve her to death!" He paused to look back at her, his expression so innocent it could have fooled St. Peter. “That's not a threat, Miss Harper.” He broke into a twisted smile. “It's just sort of hard to fix beef and biscuits without milk." He strode from the barn and Tess looked around furiously for something else to throw. But she'd expended the better part of her ammunition and the son-of-a-bitch got away with out a scratch. “Conniving bastard,” she muttered. Olivia, the eating machine, bleated and shoved up against her legs, and Tess patted the goat's head. “That man is a pig! Playing with my emotions like that!" Olivia responded by throwing back her head and trying to eat the long sleeve of Tess's nightgown. “He's got no class,” Tess went on, yanking her arm out of the goat's reach. “No manners. No social clue whatsoever!" Then why the hell had she just felt like melting into a great big puddle at his feet? It was pretty clear to Tess that her little jaunt back in time had seriously affected her brain. There was simply no other explanation for why a man like Joseph Maguire had been able to arouse such a desperate longing in her with just one simple touch. The good news for the day was that Tess's cold was gone. The bad news was that she was being trampled by a marauding pack of squealing pink bodies who really didn't care if she was able to breathe through her nose again or not. She was only trying to feed them! But the fifteen piglets apparently couldn't wait for her to get the slop bucket to the trough. They'd ganged up on her like a lawless band of bikers, and tripped her before she'd made it halfway across the pen! And now they were merrily having their lunch while stepping all over her. Tess managed to shove the last piglet off, and make it to safety atop the fence rail. She looked down at her dirty skirt, then glanced over her shoulder at where Joseph Maguire was fixing a wagon wheel in the front yard. He was watching her, and probably laughing his head off. She dusted off her clothes and headed for the chicken coop, thinking it was probably best to move on to something a little easier. How hard could it be to gather a few eggs? Hard indeed. By the time Tess was finished stealing the incubating young of the foulest tempered birds she'd ever come into contact with, she was lucky to still have all her fingers. And if being pecked by Colonel Sanders's finest wasn't bad enough, she was then chased from the area by the very same rooster that had awakened her at four o'clock that morning. She walked over to Joseph Maguire and handed him the basket filled with half a dozen eggs. “I certainly hope you're enjoying the show,” she snapped. A smile played on his lips. “Next time slop the pigs from the other side of the fence. And it's easier to gather eggs if you feed the chickens first. Lures ’em from the nest." “Why didn't you tell me all thisbefore I was almost killed!" He shrugged. “Because you didn't ask." God, how she hated this man! “Any more pearls of wisdom I should know about?” she asked through clenched teeth. He leaned closer and whispered, “Don't forget to milk the cow." Tess gave him a sneer, and then turned on her heel for the barn. She'd seen cows milked on television, and happened to think she could do a pretty fine job. In the barn she found the three-legged stool and the metal milk pail, and then walked out back to the cow Joseph had tied up to a fence post. She sat down, stared at the four teats, then rubbed her hands together and slowly reached out. “I'm not going to like this any more than you are, cow. So just...” She grabbed hold of the soft flesh. “Just hold still." The cowed mooed once, adjusted a back leg, and then didn't budge an inch after that. The whole process went amazingly well, smooth as cream you might say, and Tess smiled at her progress. When she finished, she went to pick up the heavy pail and gravely misjudged its weight. The fingernail on her left index finger caught the metal edge and snapped off at the tip. She let go with a bellowing cry which scared the cow who then kicked out, hit the pail, and dumped the milk all over the grass. Joseph came charging around the side of the barn and stopped short at the sight in front of him. “What happened?" Her face a furious red, Tess held up her hand to show him thereal damage. “I broke a nail!" He stared at her. “You broke a nail?" “Yes! This manicure cost me three hundred dollars, Maguire! That's thirty bucks a finger!" “Thirty bucks?" “Yes,” she hissed through her teeth. “Hell, I could buy twentywhole women for that price.” He stared down at the milk running a thick white river through the grass. “And about thirty more pails of milk. Say, why don't you break me off one of those and I'll head into town with it and see if I can't make a trade." “Go back to your wagon wheel, Maguire,” Tess said tightly. “Go back before I lose my temper and use what's left of my nails to gouge out your damn eyes!" “Just don't kill anything, all right, Miss Harper?” With a final disgusted shake of his head, Joseph walked back around the side of the barn and out of sight. Tess let out a frustrated groan. The man didn't appreciate anything of value—but what more did she expect from a backward dirt-clod like him! She picked up the milk pail and the stool and carried them both back into the barn. Her back spasmed as she tried to hang them on the appropriate nails. After a few more tries, she ended up leaving them on the barn floor. What she needed was a steamy hot bath, but, she thought, looking longingly at her hay bed, she'd settle for a break and a nice long nap. She nestled her sore body into the hay where she took a long, deep breath of clean air and then closed her eyes. She woke to the sound of Sissy's frantic shouts coming from the yard and was unsure of how long she'd slept. She glanced at the window. Judging by the sun's position in the sky, she hadn't been out so long that the girls should be back from school. Sissy continued to shout and Tess couldn't get from the barn fast enough. She hurried out into the yard and found the little girl standing by the pump, looking lost and upset, her eyes red and puffy from crying. “What is it?” Tess asked, stooping down in front of her. “It's Holly!” Sissy said between sobs. “She's run off!" “Run off?” Tess looked around the yard for Joseph. The wheel was fixed and reattached to the wagon, but he was nowhere in sight. “Mrs. Simms wouldn't let me look for her!” Sissy cried, breathing hard, “So I came home as fast as I could!" “Calm down, now. Who is Mrs. Simms?" “She's our teacher—it's all her fault Holly ran off!" Tess took hold of the little girl's icy hands. “Tell me what happened." “Holly wanted to play baseball with the boys,” Sissy explained, her little chin trembling. “And?" “And ... well ... girls ain't s'posed ta play baseball." Tess scowled. “Says who?" “Says—says Mrs. Simms. She says it ain't ladylike. But—but Holly's real good at hittin', and she really likes ta play. So, when Mrs. Simms went inta the schoolhouse during recess, Holly joined the boys’ game. The teacher wouldn't a even known it if Holly hadn't hit that ball clear across the creek and caused such a ruckus." “And what happened when Mrs. Simms found out what Holly was doing?" Tears filled Sissy's eyes again. “Mrs. Simms she ... she got real mad. She yelled at Holly in front of all the kids. Told her she weren't nothing but ill-bred baggage, and that Ma and Pa died because...” Tears welled up again. “Because?” Tess prompted gently. “Because God was punishing us for bein’ so sinful." Tess took Sissy into her arms and let the little girl cry on her shoulder. She couldn't imagine how anyone could be so cruel as to say something like that to a child. But she was damn sure going to find out. Once Sissy had quieted down, Tess pulled back and looked into her eyes. “I want you to go find your Uncle Joseph and tell him that I've gone to the school." “Are"—Sissy sniffed—"are you gonna find Holly?" “I have a feeling that Holly will come home when she's ready,” Tess said, reaching up to brush away Sissy's tears. “But I think I'll have a little chat with your teacher in the meantime. How do I get to the school? Tell me which way to go to get there." Sissy pointed past the oaks. “You walk straight that away." Tess stood and glanced down at the tight pointy shoes she was wearing. By the time she reached the school, she would probably be in just the right mood to take on a bloodthirsty teacher. “You go find your uncle, Sissy. And don't worry. Everything is going to be just fine." The Sweet Briar schoolhouse sat at the base of a low hill in a field of wild violets. The quaint little building, with its white washed sides and A-framed roof, looked exactly like what Tess would have expected, right down to the cast iron bell hanging over the porch. She didn't bother to knock as she stepped through the door and into the classroom. The students were all sitting silently with their heads bowed over their books. At the head of the class, sitting on a foot high platform, was a desk. And behind that desk sat the teacher. During her one-mile walk to the school, Tess had had plenty of time to consider what the battle-ax might look like, right down to the thickness of the woman's glasses. But this surpassed even Tess's wildest dreams. The teacher had a beak for a nose. Plain and simple, it was a beak. Her eyes were small black holes in her head, and her dark hair was pulled back so severely Tess was surprised the woman's face didn't crack right down the center. “Good God,” Tess mumbled to herself as she walked forward. “It'sAlien Four: The Final Horror ." The teacher glanced up with a look that Tess assumed was supposed to be intimidating. “May I help you, young lady?" “My name is Tess Harper. And I believe you and I have some business to discuss outside." “I have never heard of you." Tess smiled brightly. “Well, I'm about to change all that." The woman's mouth pursed, a big accomplishment for someone who seemed to have no lips. “We are in the middle of class. Can't this wait until later?" “No. It can't. I'm Holly Maguire's...” Tess paused. Just what the hell was she to Holly Maguire? “I'm a friend of Holly Maguire, and I've come to discuss your opinion of her playing baseball." The teacher's tiny dark eyes narrowed as she looked Tess over. “So you're the criminal he's brought in to raise them." Tess could only assume “he” was Joseph Maguire. “Yep. That's me,” she replied proudly. The woman folded her heavily veined hands on the desk in front of her. “I have a problem with you, young lady—" “Well, I have a problem with you, old woman." Faint gasps came from all around the room, giving Tess the impression that no one ever dared to speak so brusquely with the formidable Mrs. Simms. “Quiet!” the woman snapped. Then she settled her superior gaze on Tess. “You are interrupting my class, and I would like you to leave." Tess leaned closer. “Let me make this perfectly clear. We can either do this here, in front of your class, or we can do this outside." The teacher stared at her for a moment, a small tremor in her hands the only sign that she was uneasy, and then she stood up from her desk. “Children, remain in your seats and finish reading pages twenty through thirty-five." Tess preceded the teacher out the door, sure that the woman was glaring daggers at her back. She stopped in the center of the yard and faced her. “I understand you don't allow your female students to play baseball?" “It is a boy's game." “It's a game. One that Holly happens to be very good at." “That is the sole fault of her parents. A proper family would never teach such things to a young lady. Young ladies do not throw balls and run around in the dirt." “And why not?" “Because it isn't done." “By whom? Old sticks-in-the-mud like yourself who can't throw anything around but their own weight?" The woman gasped. “Youare insulting." Tess moved closer. “I'm just getting started. Just what gives you the right to decide what is and isn't proper for young ladies? I'd wager you haven't been a young lady in ... oh ... at least a hundred years. And, while we're on the subject, howdare you tell a child that her parents’ deaths were a direct result of how good or bad she'd been. Just who the hell made you a teacher in this town, anyway?” She had backed the woman up against the porch and was now staring her down. “I ... I won't stand for this kind of abuse—" “Gee, I'm sorry, Mrs. Simms. Is it a little daunting, maybe even a little frightening, when someone bigger and stronger tells you what a rotten person you are?" “You leave these grounds instantly,” the woman shrieked, “before I report you to the sheriff and have you thrown back in jail where you belong!" Tess rolled her eyes at what seemed to be the standard nineteenth-century threat. “You listen to me, lady. Holly Maguire will be back in school tomorrow, simply because I have no real say in the matter, but I expect you to treat her with courtesy and respect. Otherwise ... otherwise I'll be back. You can bet on that. Do we understand each other?" The teacher clenched her jaw, then nodded once. “Good.” Tess looked up at the school door and waved to all the children who had converged there. “'Bye, guys. Watch out for that flying ruler." Mrs. Simms looked back over her shoulder and turned three shades of red. “Get back in there!” she screeched at the children. Then she bustled up the stairs, into the schoolhouse, and slammed the door. Tess grimaced, listening to the teacher shout at the children. “Not exactly Julie Andrews,” she remarked as she walked away. Finding Holly was the next item on her list, and Tess walked toward the thick shelter of trees at the edge of the meadow. She assumed the teenager had run for cover and was planning on hiding out until the whole embarrassing situation had blown over, but Tess knew Sissy would feel infinitely better about the entire situation if Holly were home in time for dinner. Tess wasn't exactly sure how temperamental Holly was going to be about someone butting into her business—especially if that someone was the “crazy lady,” but Tess felt that for Sissy's sake she at least had to try. Tess paused as a realization struck her. She'd gone through life not giving two damns about other people's feelings, but somehow, in the past three days, Sissy Maguire had become very important to her. 10 Joseph Maguire considered himselfa reasonable man, although some might differ with that opinion. In the case of Tess Harper, though, he believed he'd been more than judicious. He'd given her food, shelter, a respectable paying job, and she'd done nothing but complain for two days straight. And now she'd taken off after Holly and Sissy's teacher. Frankly, after the piss-poor job she'd been doing on her chores, Joseph considered this the last and final straw. He'd worked too hard to patch up his reputation to let some run-off-at-the-mouth lady ruin all his chances for a decent life in a decent town. And to think he'd brought her home for Sissy in order to keep the little girl happy. When Sissy had come running toward him across the wheat field the little girl had been so upset that the only words he could get out of her were, “Miss Harper went after Mrs. Simms!" Joseph had wasted no time in hitching up the horses and racing off to the schoolhouse. Having been the recipient of the bad side of Tess Harper too many times, he knew all the trouble she was about to cause. He was determined to take her back to jail. However, unbidden, his mind had returned to that morning in the barn, though he'd been trying all day to push the memory away. Her skin had been warm and had felt smooth as new silk against his rough hands, and he'd never forget the soft look in her blue eyes when she'd gazed up at him, her lips slightly parted, and curled her fingers around his thumb. Christ, he'd never wanted a woman so badly in his whole damn life. She was destroying his peace of mind. Though it was still early in the afternoon when Joseph reached the schoolhouse, class had already been dismissed. He found Mrs. Simms sitting behind her desk, breathing deeply through her nose, and knew he was too late. Cyclone Tess had already blown through and done her damage. She couldn't wash a shirt to save her life. She'd scared the cow so badly that afternoon that the animal probably wouldn't give milk for another year. The chickens would never fully recover from her haphazard way of gathering eggs. And now her smart little mouth had most likely ruined his nieces’ chances for good schooling. “Well. Mr. Maguire,” the teacher said, clearly still dazed. “I suppose you're here to take up where your lady friend left off?" Joseph tugged the brim of his hat in a polite gesture, though he felt this woman hardly deserved one. He'd never liked Harriet Simms, but she did fit very nicely into the moralistic community in which she lived. She was a snob, judging every soul according to her own personal yardstick, and he resented the fact that he was now put in the position of being apologetic to her. One more strike against Tess Harper. “I regret whatever has occurred here today, Mrs. Simms. I don't suppose you could tell me just where mylady friend has gotten off to?" The woman arched her dark brows. “From what I understand, she was to be in your charge, Mr. Maguire—although Icannot understand why. Rather like the blind leading the blind." “She left the farm without me knowing." “Don't tell me you've let her slip through your fingers already. I'm not sure Sheriff Wilson will appreciate hearing that." And Joseph knew the sheriff would hear about it. “Miss Harper has a mind of her own,” he replied, not able to keep a sharp edge from coming into his tone. Just who the hell did this lady think she was, questioning his good intentions? “Yes, a very unschooled mind. Frankly, Mr. Maguire, I am astonished that you would let such a woman around those two impressionable girls. Young ladies with backgrounds such as your Holly and Sissy need a firm hand to guide them away from their inherent tendencies." Joseph's eyes narrowed. It was bad enough that he was having to struggle for even a smidgeon of respect in Sweet Briar, he saw no reason why Holly and Sissy should be forced to do the same. “Holly and Sissy are fine girls." “Yes ... well ... I believe it is only fair to inform you that I intend to speak to the Ladies’ Auxiliary about this matter as soon as I can gather them." A city meeting in his honor? How touching. “Where did the woman go?” Joseph demanded, no longer having the patience for courtesy. “She went off after your eldest niece, I suppose." He frowned. “Holly?" “Another bad egg. I suggest you find someonequalified who can take those two girls firmly in hand before they wreak havoc on this world just like—” She stopped short, but gave Joseph a pointed look. Just like you, Joseph knew she had been about to say. “Your lady friend headed for the thicket,” the woman continued. “Might I suggest that we would all be better off if you simply left her there." Joseph turned for the door, but, unable to hold his tongue a moment longer, spun back to face the woman. “Mrs. Simms, might I suggest that we'd all be a little better off if you'd lower your nose about sixty degrees south? It might even take some of that stiffness out of your neck." The woman gasped sharply, and Joseph was sure Sheriff Wilson was going to be hearing about his attitude as well. He left his wagon at the schoolhouse and headed across the meadow toward the thicket on foot, assuming he would find Tess and Holly together. He wasn't sure what was going on, but he swore to himself that if that Harper woman had caused Holly even an ounce of trouble, she'd find her shapely little butt back in jail faster than she could say manicure. He didn't have to walk far before he heard the two of them shouting at each other. “I hiked—in a long skirt no less—through brambles and wild prickly berry bushes, over fallen trees and across a very wet stream to find you, Holly, and do I get a thank you? Oh, no. I get a glare and a smart remark!" “You shouldn't have wasted your time!” Holly shouted back. “I don't needyour help!" Joseph peered through a tall bush and saw his elder niece sitting on a stump. Tess Harper, her blond hair blowing softly in the breeze, was standing with her arms crossed, looking fit to skin a cat. “Didn't you hear me calling you?” she demanded. “So what if I did?” Holly retorted. “Then the polite thing to do would have been to answer back!" “Maybe I didn't want to be found!" “Then I guess I don't know why the hell I bothered!" They were fighting like a couple of she-bears, and Joseph stood back and considered the two of them: one young and headstrong, the other more mature and ... well ... also headstrong. Hell, Holly and Tess Harper seemed to be two of a damn kind. “Running away isn't the answer, Holly!” Tess continued to shout. “I may have been thinking a lot of things about you lately, but I certainly didn't think you were a coward! Mrs. Simms—" “Mrs. Simms is an old harpy who doesn't know nothin’ about nothin'! If I was ta poke her with a hair pin she'd explode in a big burst a hot air!" “And wouldn't we all like to give the old bat a good poke,” Tess grumbled back. Holly nodded rigidly, and the moment seemed to defuse a little between them. “Listen, Holly,” Tess finally continued, “what that woman said about ... well about what happened to your parents being because of—" “She's a liar!” Holly shouted. “She's a mean old liar!" Even from where he was standing Joseph could see the tears breaking out in Holly's eyes and he clenched his fists. It was apparent by this conversation that Harriet Simms had said something that had seriously upset Holly, and it probably never would have happened if her uncle had been anyone other than Joseph Maguire. He looked up at the sky, self-disgust seeping through him. He'd promised his dying brother that he would protect the girls, and so far he was failing miserably. Maybe his first impression had been right and he just wasn't the man for the job. “That woman is not only a liar,” Tess was saying, “she's a cold, vicious old bovine who should have been put out to pasture a long, long time ago. As a matter of fact, I wouldn't blame you a bit if you never wanted to go back to that school again." Joseph caught his breath. Tess had been doing so well with Holly up till that point and then she'd had to go and say a stupid thing like that. He couldn't let Holly quit school, no matter what the reason. “I don't wanna go back." “But then,” Tess continued, “then the old bat would win." Holly's green eyes narrowed. “What do you mean ... win?" “Just that I think you'd make Mrs. Simms pretty happy if you stayed home. The last thing she wants is you showing up andcorrupting her class. In fact, she told me she doesn't really believe you're capable of learning anything anyway." Holly jumped to her feet. “I'm plenty capable of learnin'! I got an A plus on my math test last week! ‘Course that was with Miss Springfield,” the girl added with a little sneer. “Miss Springfield was a whole lot nicer than Mrs. Simms." “Yeah, good ol’ Mrs. Simms is sort of a worm in the apple of life." “That's a good word for Mrs. Simms. A worm,” Holly agreed emphatically. “As for playing baseball—" “You can't tell me to stop! You're not my mother, and you can't tell me to stop!" Joseph watched Tess pause and wait calmly until Holly was done with her tirade. “As I was saying,” she then continued, “I happen to be an expert first baseman. We'll have to get a few people together for a game some time." Holly couldn't have looked anymore shocked than Joseph felt. Tess Harper played baseball? Andexpertly ? “I don't know if Uncle Joseph would like that,” Holly said slowly. “Then he can be the catcher. That way we can swing bats at him all afternoon." There was a moment of stunned silence, and then, to Joseph's amazement, Holly started to laugh. The happy sound filled the clearing and echoed through the trees, ringing in his ears and in his heart. Tess had made her laugh, when he hadn't seen Holly crack even the makings of a smile since she and Sissy had come to live with him three days before. He shook his head. Maybe Tess Harper deserved another chance. After all, he hadn't really brought her to the farm for chores, he'd brought her to help the girls. And, surprisingly enough, she seemed to be doing a fine job at that particular task. A branch snapped beneath his feet, and Tess's and Holly's heads popped up. Joseph knew he had to show himself or be discovered. He walked out from behind the wall of bushes, as though he'd just now come upon the two of them, and Holly's smile faded away as she and Tess stared at him in surprise. “I, uh, I heard you had some problems at school today, Holly,” he said. The young girl's usual look of defiance immediately returned, and he regretted that his appearance had stolen away her smile. “That's right,” she replied. “And I suppose you're not gonna be wantin’ ta go back now.” Lord help him, he'd have to make a stand. He'd promised his brother he'd look out for the girls, and, no matter how difficult it was for him or them, he had to do what was best. Holly and Tess exchanged a look. Then Holly smiled and said, “Why, Uncle Joseph, I wouldn't miss school for all the tea in China." As Joseph struggled for a reply to that unexpected response, Holly stood and walked away through the trees. He turned his astounded expression to the woman standing across from him, realizing that somehow she'd talked the girl into going back to school without even really trying. She smiled crookedly at him and his palms went sweaty. “It's called reverse psychology,” she told him. “I understand it works every time." “What, uh, what exactly did Harriet Simms say to her?" Tess hesitated. “Something to the effect that the girls were sinful and that was why God had taken away their parents." Joseph squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his jaw. It was his fault. He had done this to them. “Somebody oughta bind and gag that witch and stuff her in a deep, dark hole." “Yeah, well, I'd say she's not exactlyteacher material. Doesn't this town have anyone else qualified who's a little more ... human? Someone without fangs, perhaps?" “Harriet Simms is who they've all chosen." “Couldn't you maybe impress upon them the need to chose someone else?" Joseph gave her a direct look, noticing again how blue her eyes were. “This town doesn't exactly hold my opinions in high esteem,” he replied. “So that's it? We just send the girls off to a house of horrors every morning?" Joseph didn't like the idea any more than she did. “We'll have to keep an eye on the situation." Their eyes met and held for a moment, and he noticed that a faint, golden splatter of freckles was starting to break out across the bridge of her nose—because she was still refusing to wear that bonnet he'd bought for her.Stubborn to the core , he thought, and had to turn his head to hide his smile. He jabbed his thumb in the direction he'd come. “I left the wagon at the schoolhouse if you're interested in a ride back to the farm." “Do you have a secret, Maguire?” she asked. His attention snapped back to her and her little smile made him scowl. With all the rumors and innuendos floating around town about him, he wondered what the hell she'd heard. “Sissy mentioned something last night—well, nothing really, but I was just curious..." Apparently she hadn't heard anything of real substance, and it surprised Joseph how relieved the realization made him feel. But she was fishing for something, which made him eminently nervous. “Come on, Maguire,” she said, playfully tugging on the sleeve of his shirt. “I can keep a secret." Her eyes were alit with mischief, her smile widening, and Joseph's chest tightened with something he couldn't put a name to just yet. But damn if she hadn't had that kind of effect on him since the first moment he'd laid eyes on her in front of the stage office. He'd known right away that she had a wild streak in her as long as the Mississippi. The proof was in her flashing eyes, her determined stance, and most especially in her lippy attitude. And, as a result, his reckless side was inexplicably drawn to her like a moth to a flame. The plain fact was, she was trouble. From the top of her golden head to the tips of her little toes. The smartest thing he could do was put her right back where he'd found her, but he'd already decided that she would be staying until he was damn good and ready to let her leave. “It's a long walk back,” he said, not about to tell her a thing. “You got a ride if you want one.” He headed off through the woods the way he'd come, leaving her standing there with her burning curiosity. Not surprisingly, she charged right along after him. “Ah, come on, Maguire. Avoiding the question will only make me more curious. Did you dig your well on holy ground? Did you forget to sacrifice a goat before you planted your wheat field?" Joseph smiled the entire way through the thicket, glad she wasn't aware of it. The woman could make a joke out of a pestilence. “Sissy says you got into trouble because of your long hair,” she called after him. He reached the meadow of the school yard and paused to let her catch up. She was breathing hard when she stopped beside him, and he couldn't help but wonder what else he could do to her that would make her pant that way. “And she told me you were magic because of your pink coat,” he replied. “Naw. I'm not magic.” She flashed him another smile. “But I do know somebody who is." He stared at her for a moment, wondering at her ability to say such things without laughing, and headed for his wagon. She hadn't said a word about wanting a ride back to the farm, but when she climbed up onto the buckboard beside him he figured he had his answer. He slapped the reins down on the horses’ backs and the team headed for home. “If you tell me your secret, I'll tell you one about me,” she said after a minute or so into the ride. “What makes you think I'd care to hear a secret about you?” he responded. The sun was burning down onto his head right through his hat, and he was wishing she'd worn her bonnet. She shrugged and looked off at the horizon. “I just thought you might rest a little easier about me hanging around the girls if you knew that I sort of understand how they feel." “You with your rich family?” he responded skeptically. “Money isn't everything, Maguire." Her light tone had changed, and Joseph looked over to see her staring down at her hands in her lap, looking as though she hadn't meant to blurt out that tiny piece of wisdom. “I would have given up every expensive toy I had just to have my parents around every now and then,” she continued softly. Her head snapped up. “But let's not wallow in the past. The important thing is that, unlike me, Holly and Sissy have a relative to help them. They have you, their uncle.” She leaned closer. “And it is imperative that we keep it that way." She was so close he could feel her breath coming up into his face, and for just one heartbeat he considered throwing caution to the wind and pulling her into his arms. The sound of another wagon coming down the road made him look up. It took him a moment to focus, but then he groaned inwardly as he made out the round shape of Agnes Reynolds, the official defamer of all things the town's Ladies’ Auxiliary happened to consider immoral. “Mr. Maguirrrre!” the woman called in her shrill voice. He pulled his wagon up next to hers and stopped, knowing that to ride on would only mean she'd follow him back to the house. And after the day his nieces had had, he didn't want this self-righteous wind-bag upsetting Holly and Sissy even more. “Mis-ter Maguire,” the woman pronounced, setting her brake and sitting all her weight back on her bench seat. “It has come to my attention that you are harboring two small girls at that misshapen dirt mound you call a home." Joseph looked up at the sky and prayed for patience. “I recently lost my brother, and my nieces have been willed into my care." The woman shook her head and made a tisking sound with her tongue. “What a horrid situation. But of course you know that you can't possibly keep them." “Hey, lady?” Tess spoke up. “Who died and made you God?" “Young lady, I was not speaking to you,” Mrs. Reynolds said sharply. “You are no doubt that piece of trash he pulled out of jail yesterday to help him in this parental folly." Joseph felt Tess tense beside him and quickly placed his hand on her knee, giving it a little squeeze, hoping she'd take the hint and keep her mouth shut in this one instance. A pail of bricks over her head probably wouldn't have been hint enough, however. “And you must be the town busybody, come to make everyone's life miserable,” Tess retorted. Mrs. Reynolds's pale eyes turned cold. “I do not converse with concubines." “Thanks for the news, but let's stick with the subject at hand, shall we? Mr. Maguire happens to care very deeply for his nieces. He knows that the best place for them is with their own flesh and blood, and he has no intention of placing them in an orphanage. Was there anything else you needed to know?" “Oh, you've made yourself quite clear, young lady,” the woman replied. “So allow me to do the same. A man like Joseph Maguire has no business living in a decent town like Sweet Briar, let alone being allowed to raise two impressionable young ladies. The very idea is beyond despicable. Andyou are beneath comment." “Andyou— " “Mrs. Reynolds,” Joseph interrupted loudly. “What I choose to do with my nieces is none of your business. And I would appreciate it if you find something better to do than harass my house guests." The woman let out a huff and loosened the brake on her wagon. “We shall see whose business this is.” Without another word, she slapped the reins down onto her horses’ backs and rumbled off down the road. Joseph did the same, trying his best not to look at Tess as he did so. He wasn't sure how he felt about her sticking up for him like that. It made him feel sort of warm on the inside, which also made him feel distinctly uncomfortable. “A man like Joseph Maguire?” Tess said in a light but inquiring tone. Her curiosity about him had only been heightened by Mrs. Reynolds's comments. But it had been bound to happen sooner or later. Sooner or later everyone got suspicious of him. And he figured it was only a matter of time before Tess discovered just exactly what kind of man he really was. 11 Tess opened her eyesthe next morning to the sun glaring in through the barn window. She'd stayed up late the night before, braiding Sissy's hair, but she'd made very sure before going to bed that she would not be awakened by the sound of the Maguire alarm clockau naturel . She rose to rinse her face and mouth in the bucket she'd filled with water the night before, and listened to the sound of the chickens clucking softly outside, the pigs rooting contentedly in their muddy pen. She found she was getting used to the sounds—and, surprisingly enough, the smells. Suddenly the barn door banged open, letting in a burst of sunlight, and Joseph Maguire was standing in the doorway glaring at her. “Where,” he demanded tightly, “is the damn rooster?" It took Tess a moment to respond. He struck quite a commanding figure standing there in a pair of snug-fitting jeans and a faded red shirt rolled up to his elbows. She figured it had to be some kind of sick cosmic joke that the one man who aggravated her most in the world also happened to captivate her beyond reason. “Are we going to start every day like this, Maguire?” she asked calmly. He strode toward her. “It's almost ten o'clock, for Christ's sake!" “And doesn't it feel wonderful? I think everyone should sleep in on Satur—" “Where!" She flinched. “He's perfectly all right." Joseph moved closer. “Just tell me what the hell you did with him!" “Well, maybe I don't want to!” she shouted back. “And why the hell not!" Her lips clamped shut, and she couldn't seem to get the words out that she'd thrown the washtub over the vicious old bird the night before. Joseph would only get angrier with her, and she simply didn't feel like listening to him shout. She tried to walk past him, but he took her by the arm and pulled her back in front of him. “Why not?” he persisted. “Because you'll only bellow at me more and I don't appreciate being treated like a child!" He let her loose and set his hands on his hips. “Miss Harper,” he said evenly, “do you have any idea of the purpose of a rooster on a farm?" “To keep the girl chickens happy?" “To wake the farmer at sunrise,” he said through his teeth. “And do you happen to know why the farmer needs to wake at sunrise?" “To maximize the time he'll have topester his house guests?" His jaw clenched. “To utilize every hour of daylight he can. Have you ever tried to plow a field in the dark? Have you ever tried to pound a nail, shoe a horse, build a fence, milk a cow in the dark?” He paused to catch his breath and then let out a cynical laugh. “What am I saying? Of course you haven't. I'm sure you're much too busy buyin’ new clothes or paintin’ your damn nails pink to bother with a trivial matter like surviving!" Despite the fact that Joseph Maguire stood well over six inches taller than Tess, she reached out and grabbed a handful of his shirt. “I said"—she jerked on the material—"that your precious rooster was all right. And if you don't want me frying him up for dinner, then I suggest you stop yelling at me!" He stared down at her hand. “You plannin’ on stoppin’ my clock, lady?" “If you don't lower your tone, Maguire, you can damn well count on it,” she replied tightly. “All right then.” He reached out and took hold of the front of her nightgown. Tess let out a sharp cry as he pulled her toward him, bringing her hips against his. “Let's get to it." Tess hesitated, and Joseph smirked. “Don't tell me that after all your threats you don't have it in you." Tess supposed she truly had finally lost her mind. There she was, standing toe to toe with the fiercest man she'd ever met, and she simply couldn't help herself. She hauled back her free arm and took a swing at him. She missed, of course, and he bent her arm behind her back and hauled her against his chest. “Good effort,” he said into her face. “Let go of me!” She wrestled with him for a moment but it proved useless against his strength. “Not until you tell me where my rooster is,” he replied, his warm breath brushing over her lips. “He's in the damn chicken coop!" “I checked the damn chicken coop." At her continued wiggling, he let go of the front of her nightgown and wrapped both of his arms around her back. Tess stopped all motion immediately, as if applying brakes to the front wheel of a bike. His touch, combined with his nearness, began to do some very unnerving things to her senses. She went weak and warm, dizzy and clammy, and found she had no control over her tongue when she cried, “If you let me go, I'll scream!" Joseph had been about to say something, but now he clamped his mouth shut and gave her an odd stare. “I beg your pardon?" Tess closed her eyes in mortification.If you let me go, I'll scream? She just made a very big fool of herself. So she stomped on Joseph's foot in retaliation. But the toes of his leather boots were much harder than the heels of her bare feet, and she was the one who ended up letting out a yelp of pain. Joseph responded by lifting her up off the ground until her breasts were shoved hard against the solid wall of his chest and their noses were just inches apart. “You let me know when you're finished,” he said to her. Tess caught her breath as the heat of him pressing so intimately against her began to wreak its own special kind of havoc. She was struck with a mental image of him naked and pressing his hard, hot body down over hers. His mouth and hands everywhere, tasting and touching, and she was suddenly pulsing with sexual hunger. She searched his face, as if she might find some answer to her dilemma written there, and was horrified to see how dark his eyes had gone. She'd been the recipient of that hooded male stare too many times in her life not to know it for exactly what it was: Desire. She gave him a warning look. “Don't even think about it, Maguire.” Her breathlessness, however, betrayed her threatening tone. “Sometimes his own thoughts are the only thing a man's got." She tried to pull free of him, but he still wasn't letting her go. “In this case, pal, that's all you're ever going to get." He smiled crookedly, making her heart do a double beat, and his gaze fastened on her mouth. “Do you have any idea,” he said softly, “how long it's been since I've kissed a woman?" She gave him her best icy stare, not an easy thing considering her body had to be the surface temperature of Venus at the moment. “I couldn't care less." “I think you do care, Tess. I think you've cared since the first moment you saw me." “You're deluded.” She tried to break free of him again, but to no avail. “Am I? Or are you just too scared to admit I might be right?" Scared?She lifted her chin and stared down her nose at him. “I think you'll come to realize soon, Maguire, that it takes a lot to scare me." “Like a lot of piglets?” he said, grinning. She gave him a disdainful glare. “You're impossible." “I have a feeling you like playin’ with fire." His face moved so close to hers that she couldn't give voice to the retort she itched to fling back. Finally, in a slow, seductive motion, he touched the very tip of his tongue to the curve of her bottom lip, and her mutinous heart made a valiant effort to leave her chest and jump into his. “A person who plays with fire,” he whispered against her lips, “tends ta get burned.” He took a slow taste of her mouth that left her with absolutely no will of her own. “But maybe you like it that way, huh? Maybe you like a man with a fury in his heart and a fire in his eyes." His head dipped forward and his mouth covered hers in a heavy, sexy kiss that took Tess's breath away. Her hands, once held stiffly at her sides, crept up his strong arms to curve around his neck, and she had a strange fleeting wish that he would never let her go. His mouth brushed over hers, tugging and pulling, and it seemed they stood that way for hours, but when Joseph finally moved back and set Tess on her feet, she knew she hadn't gotten nearly enough. She wanted more. She pressed up against him, feeling his heart hammering against hers as his hands caressed her back through the soft cotton of her nightgown. “I think you might be too much for an honest man to handle,” he whispered raggedly into her ear, his lips grazing over her neck. She looked up at him through her lashes, hoping with all her heart and soul that he didn't really believe that. She'd never felt like this before, not ever in her life, and she didn't know what she'd do if he wasn't willing to explore the situation a little further. His mouth, still damp from their kiss, twisted into a wry grin. “Good thing I'm not altogether that honest,” he added. He moved to kiss her again, but Sissy's small voice called to him from the house. “Uncle Joseph?" Seeing the regret in his eyes made Tess feel a little better when Joseph stepped away from her to peek out the barn door. “Yeah, Sissy, what is it?” he called back. “Me and Holly are starvin'." “Go on and start breakfast then. I'll be there in a minute.” He turned back to Tess and stared at her for one long uncomfortable moment. “Sissy'll bring you out a plate whenever you're ready." Suddenly self-conscious, Tess made an attempt to smooth down her hair, but she hadn't had a bath in four days and knew she was a disaster. Joseph had suggested she bathe in the creek when she'd first arrived, and she supposed she was now desperate enough to do that. He turned to leave, but she called after him. “Jo—Maguire? Could ... could I grab a quick bath in the creek? I, uh, feel like every speck of dirt in Kansas is sticking to my skin." His eyes were dark and hooded again when he stopped to look back at her, and she wondered what he'd say if she asked him to join her. But she wasn't quite that brave. “I'll get you a cake of soap and a towel,” he replied. “The chicken coop, you said?" She blinked. “Chicken coop?" “Where I'll find the rooster." “Oh, right. The chicken coop." She watched the intriguing flex of his backside in his well-fitted jeans as he walked from the barn and out into the yard. Then she heard him curse and assumed he'd found his rooster. She wondered if he was now angry with her again but quickly put the notion out of her mind. Something was happening between them, something powerful and remarkably exciting. And Joseph wasn't any more immune to it than she was. Beneath a leafy oak canopy, between sloping banks of soft green moss, and under a bright blue sky, the slow current of Blossom Creek sparkled like fine crystal in the mid-morning sun. The moment Tess stepped through the concealing brush and caught sight of the charming oasis, she knew she'd died and gone to heaven. She pulled her skirt and blouse off and slipped into the clear, warm water. The scattered petals of prairie roses scented the air as she sank to a sitting position on the rocky bottom and let the water lap gently at her chin, soothe her achy muscles, and rinse away layers of Kansas dust. She dipped her head backward, beneath the surface of the water, and listened to its liquid echo in her ears. Then, using the brown bar of soap Joseph had given her, she began scrubbing. The soap had a strange texture, and she couldn't work up much of a lather, but it was getting her clean. She washed from head to toe, and then stretched out to float and enjoy the peaceful morning. A few minutes later the snap of a twig close by sent her scrambling beneath the surface of the water. With wide eyes she searched both banks, noticing how quiet the forest surrounding her had become. “Sissy?" No answer. “Holly?" Still no answer. But she could sense that someone was there, hidden, watching her, and suddenly what once had been peaceful solitude turned into isolated vulnerability. “Joseph?” she called sharply. “Is that you?” Could he actually have the gall to peep at her while she bathed? Then a man with long dark, stringy hair came strolling out of the brush, grinning, and Tess stared in shock as he walked directly toward where she was hunched down in the creek and stopped at the water's edge. “Who are you, and what the hell do you want?” she demanded. The man, who stood at least six and a half feet tall, stuck a blade of grass in his mouth and twirled it around on his lips. “I was lookin’ for an old friend.” His eyes roamed to where Tess hoped she was concealed beneath the water. “But it appears I found you." “And what friend is that?" “Man by the name of Joseph Maguire. Sounded to me like you might know him." “Joseph is at the house—waiting for me,” she added hastily, just in case this guy was some sort of psycho who had other things besides meeting up with an old friend in mind. “And where is the house?" She jerked her head in the direction of the farm. “That way." The man looked off into the trees, and then turned back, smiling. “Gosh, ma'am. A fella could wander all through there and get altogether lost." She glared at him, wondering how Joseph would feel if she refused to help his friend. “If you need me to show you the way then I suggest you turn around so I can put on some clothes." “Clothes?” the man repeated. “And spoil all my fun?" Tess planted her feet on the rocky bottom, determined not to move until he'd turned around. Her frosty glare told him as much. He laughed, a grating sound that sent chills up and down her spine. “No need ta get uptight about all this." “Well, I guess all this just depends on how badly you want to see your old friend Joseph,” she casually replied. His smile turned fifty degrees cooler, and then quietly slipped away. With a slight narrowing of his eyes, he turned around. “I'll be gettin’ my horse,” he said darkly. After the man crunched away through the foliage Tess scrambled from the water. She darted onto the bank, quickly ran a towel over her body, stuffed her arms through the clean shirt she'd brought along, and then shoved her legs into the long skirt. By the time she heard the man coming back, she was tying the laces on her shoes. He broke through the brush riding a brown horse with white feet. He was wearing buckskin pants and a fringed buckskin shirt that looked as if it hadn't seen a washing in years. A long-barreled rifle lay across his lap, and he rode with one hand braced on its stock. Whoever he was, Tess didn't like him, and she was surprised that Joseph counted this lower life form as one of his friends. “You ready yet?” he called to her. She stood, and marched along in front of him, through the thicket, across the yard, and straight to the door of the “cave.” She could hear the breakfast dishes clattering as she approached, and realized they probably hadn't waited breakfast for her, considering how hungry they were at such a late hour of the morning. She knocked, and was surprised when Joseph opened the door wearing an apron. The thing had to be three sizes too small for his big body. “Where's Holly and Sissy?” she asked, trying not to smile at the comical picture he presented. He wiped his hands on the front of the stained apron. “Chasin’ gophers in the north pasture. I thought you were takin’ a bath." Reminded of the man sitting on the horse behind her, Tess's smile faded. “I was.” She stepped aside so that Joseph could see his friend. “But then the jolly dark giant came along and interrupted me." The man on horseback was grinning, which he'd been doing pretty much non-stop since the first moment Tess had seen him. Tess was about to make a remark about Joseph's friend's uncommon ability to smile constantly when she turned back and got a good look at Joseph's expression. He was enraged. And for once, his icy, drilling glare wasn't directed at her. “Joseph,” the stranger said, his grin now transformed into somewhat of a leer. “My, my but it has been a long time." Joseph took off his apron and stepped away from the door. “Ulyss." “Ulyss,” the man mocked. “Is that all you got ta say ta me after all these years? Why, I figured you'd be jumpin’ up and down with joy at the sight a me. But then, maybe yer feelin’ just a tad guilty?" “Guilty?” Tess repeated softly. But before she could ask a single question about this strange situation, Joseph took her by the arm and pulled her behind him. “I thought you had two more years to go,” Joseph said. “Well, I decided to take parole at my convenience. My own version of an early release, so ta speak." “What is it you want, Ulyss?" “Oh,” the stranger said, laughing, “you know what I want, Joseph.” His expression changed to one of confusion as he squinted at the barn over his shoulder and then at the little sod house in front of him. “Gotta say, though, this ain't quite the way I figured on findin’ ya." “The money's gone. I wrote you in prison and told you that." The man nodded and rubbed the back of his neck. “I remember that letter. I also kinda remember not believin’ a word of it." Tess watched the muscles in Joseph's shoulders bunch. “That's your problem,” he replied. The man pursed his lips. “No, Joseph, old friend. No, I think that's your problem, ‘cause half that money was mine. You had no business givin’ it away without my permission. Hell, I consider that stealin'." Tess saw that the stranger's smile was gone, and the deliberating look he gave her sent a chill crawling up her spine. “Maybe I oughta take somethin’ a yours in return,” he said. Tess opened her mouth to tell him that she didn't belong to Joseph Maguire by a long shot, but Joseph beat her to the punch. “The woman's just hired help I brought in from town,” he said. “And that money was never yours to begin with, Ulyss. Yours or mine." “I disagree.” Ulyss set his jaw and looked off to the horizon. “But I'm a fair man ... I'm gonna give you a week. One week to return to me what I paid four years in prison for. And then I'm gonna whittle you down to nothin', Maguire. Startin’ with those pretty little things I saw playin’ in the buffalo grass when I rode in." Tess gasped and took a lunging step toward the man, but Joseph lifted his arm and blocked her way. “One by one. Joseph,” Ulyss went on. “Until you give me back what's mine." “You can't just ride up to somebody's house and threaten two helpless little girls!” Tess shouted, gripping Joseph's arm. “Just who the hell do you think you are!" The man's smile came back, leering and dangerous. “I'm his partner, ma'am. Ain't that right, Joseph? And I'm only askin’ for my due. I'm sure those two helpless little girls would understand." Tess clenched her fists and tried again to go after the man, but Joseph put his arm around her waist and held her to his side. “The money's gone, Ulyss,” he said. “Nothin’ you can do is gonna change that." The man leaned forward in his saddle. “Wrong again, Joseph. Look's to me like it's time you snuck on into the local bank before you find yourself with nothin’ left but some pretty little dresses. I'll be waiting at the old mine.” He held up a finger. “One week." Before Tess could lambaste him again, the man applied his heels to his horse and took off across the prairie. So she whirled on Joseph. “What was that all about!” she demanded. “And why the hell didn't you rip his throat out for threatening Holly and Sissy like that!" “If you hadn't noticed, Miss Harper,” Joseph said tightly, “the man was armed to the teeth." “What money is he talking about?" “Old business." He tried to walk past her, back into the house, but Tess moved in front of him to block his way. “That man threatened Holly and Sissy, and I want to know why. Out with it, damn it! No more secrets!" A hard glint came into his eyes, and she suddenly had a feeling that she wasn't going to like what he had to say. “It was a long time ago,” he said in a low voice filled with warning. “What? What was a long time ago?" “I made a mistake." “What kind of mistake?" “I let myself get talked into doin’ something stupid.” He looked her square in the eye and said, evenly, “Ulyss and I robbed the First National Bank." 12 “You didwhat!”Tess bellowed. “Yourobbed the bank!” If Joseph had hoped Tess might respond to his past differently than every other person in town, he was disappointed. Her reaction was typical. As her face turned red, he took her by the arm and dragged her across the yard. “A bank!” she continued shouting. “He robbed a goddamn bank!" “Calm down, Miss Harper,” he said to her once they stood beneath the cobwebbed rafters of the barn. “Calm down?” she said through her teeth. “You have the unmitigated gall to hang a jail cell over my head for the past three days andyou actuallyare a bank robber!" His nostrils flaring, he gave her a look as cold as the Arctic Sea. “I admitted to my mistake and served my time." “You are some piece of work, Joseph Maguire, I'll say that much for you! Certainly the biggest hypocrite I've ever met! Here I've been thinking this whole town has it in for me for supposedly robbing their bank and it's been you, you all along that they've been glaring daggers at!" “They'd like to think they can run me off,” he replied bitterly. “Keep me from stayin’ in their respectable town." “Hell, Maguire! Can you blame them?" When she tried to push past him he stepped into her path. “Talk about hypocrite, lady, what do you call this little show of self-righteousness! I pulled you out of jail not three days ago with the same charge hanging over your head." “One big difference, here, pal,I didn't rob the bank!" Joseph couldn't remember the countless times he'd heard declarations of just that sort in the penitentiary. But in this woman's case, he believed her. He'd figured her innocent from the start, or he never would have let her near his nieces. However, he wasn't about to let her in on that little fact—not after this lovely scene she was pulling. “Whether you committed the crime or not, I paid five dollars to get you out of jail and I expect that money to be returned one way or another." “Ever the merciful one, aren't we?" “You'll stay and work off your debt." “And what about what you owe to Holly and Sissy? Your so-calledmistake has returned to haunt youand your nieces, Maguire, and I want to know just what you plan to do about that." He was starting to believe that there was only one thing he could do to ensure their happiness, but the thought of it made him sick at heart. “I'm not sure,” he replied as honestly as he could. “You're not sure? Well, how about this: You are going to give that man back his money—" “I don't have it!” he bellowed, the sound echoing against the four barn walls, making the chickens squawk outside. “My God, weren't you listening? I gave the damn money back to the bank in return for a lighter sentence. I got three years. Ulyss got six. Jesus, do you think I'd be living in acave if I had any of it? Do you think I'd keep it from the bastard if I knew it would guarantee Holly and Sissy's safety? Despite what you and the rest of this town think, Miss Harper, I am not a monster!" “Well, certainly you've got money of your own stashed away some place—" He threw out his arms. “This! Thisis all I have. For almost a year I've broken my back just to make enough money to pay the bills. Even if I sold the farmand all the livestock, I wouldn't have half of what I need!" He ran both hands through his hair, and then kicked furiously at a hay bail. Tess flinched at the action, and he shook his head in a hopeless gesture. “Hell. Maybe I should just throw it all to the wind and steal Ulyss his damn money back." Tess was incredulous. “You can't be serious. You'd go back to prison. What about Holly and Sissy?" “The girls would be better off without me." “Don't say that!” she shouted furiously. “Your nieces need you. They need you, damn it!" “What they need is five thousand dollars to buy their lives from Ulyss Coltrain,” he said. “Five thousand? Is that it? Is that all you need?" Joseph frowned at her. Sometimes the things she said worried him, and sometimes they scared him half to death. “What do you mean is that all? I don't know about you, lady, but where I come from that's more than a year's wage." “I've got bed sheets worth more than that." “Of course you do,” he grumbled, remembering her wealthy family. “There has to be some way we can get our hands on such a piddling sum of cash. Legally,” she added pointedly. “Are the streets in your town paved with gold?" That question made Tess's expression turn thoughtful. Her gaze slid down to the hay bail he'd kicked, to the long shirt with the portrait of the strange man he'd been meaning to ask her about. Something beside it glinted brilliantly in the stream of sunlight coming in from the open door of the barn. “How much is gold going for an ounce?” she asked. He gave her an odd look. “Planning on chasing a rainbow now?" “How much?" “Same as always. Thirty-five." She stepped around him, bent down, and picked up the heavy object lying in the hay. It sparkled in the sunlight and he figured his eyes had to be deceiving him. “Will this do?” she asked, a smile playing on her lips. Joseph stared at the slender object in her hand. He took it from her to test its weight. “It's a candleholder I bought at an auction in London,” she told him, and then she smiled. “But the teller at the bank thinks it's a solid gold shotgun." And it must have cost her a fortune, Joseph decided. Or at least more money than he'd ever seen in his lifetime. “It feels like ten pounds ... maybe more." “That's over five thousand dollars right there,” she said proudly. Her eyes connected with his, nothing but electricity and heat, and he felt a strong pull of desire tug at his stomach. “Are you sure you wanna part with this?” he asked, not understanding her motives. “If you'll use it to ensure that you and the girls can live happily ever after." His nieces’ happiness meant a lot to her, Joseph realized, and he nodded studying her thoughtfully. Holly and Sissywould be living happily ever after, and he was starting to get an idea of just exactly how to guarantee it. Tess snapped another green bean in half and tossed it into the basket resting in her lap. She was sitting in the shade with both Holly and Sissy, enjoying the late Saturday afternoon breeze beneath the rustling branches of an oak tree. She was also keeping a steady eye on Joseph. She'd decided to forgive him his skeleton in the closet, agreeing with him that he had, indeed, paid for his crime, but that didn't mean she was quite ready to trust him. But she had given him the expensive candleholder. Now she'd just have to wait and see what he planned to do with it. “Miss Harper?" “Yes, Holly,” Tess replied, not taking her eyes off where Joseph was standing in the yard, chopping wood. “Have you ever liked somebody that you ... well that you didn't really want to like?" Tess gave the girl a suspicious look, wondering what her game was this time. She was surprised to see that Holly appeared completely serious—even a little embarrassed. “Why do you ask?" “'Cause Holly has a boyfriend,” Sissy piped up. Then she chanted, “Holly has a boyfriend, Holly has a boyfriend." “I do not!” Holly shouted. “I was just curious, that's all." “Curious about Judson Benhurst's cute little fanny,” Sissy added. Holly gifted her little sister with a murderous glare, and Tess sensed a war coming on. She moved quickly to defuse the situation. “Sissy, I don't think your sister appreciates being teased at the moment. I think she would really appreciate our help, though." “I don't wanther help,” Holly snapped. Tess gave Holly a nudge with her elbow. “I'm sure that Sissy would be more than happy to help you, Holly. And I'm sure she would be very serious while she was doing it. Isn't that right, Sissy?" Sissy looked eager, and Holly nodded reluctantly. “Okay,” Tess continued. “Sissy and I are ready, Holly. Why don't you tell us about Judson." “He's unnerving—and completely rude. He threw a dirt clod at me yesterday right after he told me how pretty he thought I was. Can you imagine that, Tess?” Holly looked incredulous. “A dirt clod!" Tess nodded, remembering when Robby Deitz had kissed her behind the bleachers at the community stadium, and then fifteen minutes later had set the laces of her shoes on fire. “I think men are from a different planet." “Suzy Denny says they're from the moon,” Holly remarked. “I think they're stupid,” Sissy joined in. “Toby Myerson can't even spell Kansas. Can you believe that, Tess?” she added in an imitation of her sister. “He can't even spell the very state he lives in!" “I don't like Judson at all,” Holly announced. “But sometimes ... I catch myself watchin’ him ... and I wonder what it might be like if, well, if he liked me or somethin'." Tess nodded. “That's chemistry. You may not think you like him, but sometimes you just don't have any choice in the matter.” Her attention wandered back to Joseph and her breath caught in her chest when she saw that he'd removed his shirt. His bare, bronzed back, covered in thick muscle, was rippling in the sunshine. “Is that how it is with you and Uncle Joseph?" Stunned, Tess looked back at Sissy, and then at Holly who seemed to be having a hard time containing her smile. “Your uncle and I are just ... are just ... friends, Sissy." “Friends?” Holly replied skeptically. “I don't think I've ever heard you two have a conversation where you weren't shoutin’ at each other. And then you're always watchin’ each other all moon-eyed. Is he somebody you don't wanna like, Tess?" The question was asked with the utmost sincerity, but Tess found she couldn't answer. She supposed Joseph Maguirewas someone she didn't want to like.But sometimes the heart has other plans, her mind whispered. “I know how ya feel,” Holly said. “I don't want to admit I might like Judson either." Tess smiled, realizing that she and Holly had just found common ground. They were both fighting with their better instincts against something they didn't seem capable of controlling. “I think you and Uncle Joseph should kiss,” Sissy piped up, scooting closer to where Tess sat in the soft grass. Holly smirked. “I think they already have." “I think you two should mind your own business,” Tess replied, feeling a little embarrassed. “I thought we were going to helpHolly with her love life." Sissy peered up into Tess's face with wide green eyes. “Do youlove my Uncle Joseph. Tess?" Tess sighed in exasperation. “That was only a figure of speech, Sissy." “But you might,” Holly persisted. “Ya sure look at him a lot,” Sissy added. “And he sure looks at you,” Holly threw in. “He does?” Tess couldn't help but feel excited by the idea of Joseph's dark stare following her around the yard. “I think you should kiss him,” Sissy whispered again. “Do you think I should kiss Judson?” Holly asked. “That all depends on how you feel about him,” Tess replied, her thoughts still on Joseph. Did he watch her when she wasn't looking? And if so, why? “But I'm not all together sure how I feel about him,” Holly replied. “Tell you what, Holly. You wait until you're sure, and when you are, you let Judson kiss you. That way if you don't like it you have a good excuse to punch him in the nose." “Punch who in the nose?" All three of them looked up to find Joseph standing over them. His chest was still bare, and he was using his shirt to wipe the sweat from his hard stomach. He looked down at Tess and her heart jumped into her throat. “Should I be worried?” he asked. “Holly's gonna punch Judson,” Sissy announced merrily. “Shhh!” Holly said. But Joseph's interest was piqued. His eyes narrowed. “Judson Benhurst? Did that boy do something to you, Holly?" “Not yet,” Sissy giggled. This time Tess gave the little girl a silencing glare. She doubted Joseph was ready to hear about his elder niece's exploits with the opposite sex. “It's just a little female gossip, Maguire. Nothing to concern yourself with." He looked them all over with a discerning eye and then nodded. “We're expecting Doc Nathan and his wife for an early supper, girls. You'd better get in the house and put on your best dresses." “But what about Tess?” Sissy asked. “She doesn't have a best dress." Tess exchanged a look with Joseph, both of them knowing all she had were the skirts and blouses he'd bought for her, and they were already starting to look a little ragged after all the work she'd been doing in them. “Miss Harper looks just fine the way she is,” Joseph replied. Tess appreciated his compliment, but still wished she had something a little more attractive to wear since everyone else would obviously be dressing up for the occasion. “What about Ma's dress?” Sissy piped up. She looked at Holly for approval. Holly nodded slowly, and then gave Tess a hesitant smile. “I think it just might fit her." The two girls set aside their baskets of beans and climbed up from their places on the ground. Then they each took one of Tess's hands, pulled her to her feet, and left her waiting outside the sod house. Tess cast a bewildered look back at Joseph and found him staring after the three of them with a deeply thoughtful look on his face. She couldn't help but wonder what the man was considering so intently. 13 From what Tess could make outin the blurry image staring back at her in the two silver platters Holly and Sissy were holding, the dress was beautiful. It was peach and ivory lace, and was even long enough to cover the toes of her ugly pointed shoes. It was a little big in the waist, but made up for it by fitting her snugly in the bodice. The sleeves were long and tight, ending with a tuft of ivory lace that spilled out over the backs of her hands. She'd pinned her hair up on top of her head, leaving a few wispy tendrils to trail down her neck and against her cheeks, giving her a natural, windblown look. “You look pretty,” Sissy told her. She was crouched on the floor, holding a silver platter lengthwise that, combined with its twin above it, was standing in as Tess's full-length mirror. “Doesn't she, Holly?" Holly nodded. She was holding the upper platter, and Tess glanced at her and saw that the teenager's eyes were filling with tears. “Holly, what is it?” she asked, concerned that maybe the girl hadn't really wanted someone else wearing her mother's dress. “I'm all right,” Holly said, sniffing. “I just haven't seen anyone wear that since last Valentine's day when Ma and Pa went to the Miller's sweetheart dance." “Oh, Holly, I'm sorry.” Tess moved toward her, the dress rustling around her legs. “I can take the dress off. I can wear one of the skirts and—" “No, no.” Holly lowered the platter she was holding. “I—I want you to wear it. You look beautiful in it, you really do." “Are you sure?" Holly's lower lip trembled. “It's just that I miss them so much. I really do." “I do, too,” Sissy added, and burst into tears. Before Tess knew it she had both Maguire girls wrapped around her waist bawling their little eyes out, and it wasn't long before she was giving in to tears herself. That was the way Joseph found them, huddled in a weeping mass, the barn echoing with their sobs. He called attention to himself by clearing his throat and the three of them pulled apart to dry their faces. After all the work they'd put into their appearances, they all laughed at how sorry they now looked and straightened each other's hair and dresses. Then they stood in a line for Joseph's approval, Sissy in her sprigged blue cotton, and Holly in rose-colored muslin. “The doctor and his wife are here,” Joseph announced. “You girls go on up and greet them, and Miss Harper and I'll be along in a minute." The girls hurried away to do as their uncle told them, and Tess smoothed self-consciously at the front of the lacy gown. “They look great, don't they?” she asked, nervous as to why he wanted to see her alone. “They do,” he agreed stepping forward. He was dressed all in black except for the pristine white of his shirt, one Tess had apparently never gotten her hands on in the wash, and she let her admiring gaze run a path from his head to his toes. “So do you,” she admitted, trying to contain her smile. It felt so good to be clean and dressed nicely again. “Was there something you needed to talk with me about?" “The, uh, the candleholder." Her throat tightened in panic. He hadn't changed his mind about paying off Ulyss had he? “Yes?" “I plan to take it into town tomorrow to have it appraised and sold for its weight." “Good. Good,” she replied, knowing there was more. “Did you want me to come along?" “No.” He stuffed his hands into the pockets of his black jacket. “No, I ... listen, I just wanted to tell you that you were right about Holly and Sissy. They do need somebody they can count on to look after them, and I want you to know that they'll always have that." Tess felt a tide of peace sweep through her. He understood. He finally understood. “Thank you for reassuring me,” she managed to say very calmly. Good God, she'd done it, she'd convinced him to keep his nieces! Now she could go home. The realization hit her hard and she found herself searching for something to grab hold of, thinking she would be zapped back to the twentieth century at any given moment. She wasn't ready to leave yet. She'd only just begun to enjoy Holly and Sissy, and to explore these strange new feelings she had for Joseph. She needed just a little more time. “Are you all right?” Joseph asked her, seeing her sudden panic. “I—I'm not quite ready to leave yet." “I'm not asking you to go. Sissy and Holly need you." Tess felt new tears burn her eyes. “I've never been needed before.” She laughed. “It feels very ... odd, maybe even a little scary." He smiled, almost sadly, and reached out to curve his hand around her face in a surprisingly tender gesture. “I know exactly what you mean. But I also happen to believe that you are a very strong lady who can pull off just about anything." Tess stared at him, stunned by his compliment. “Thank you,” she replied softly. “Your confidence means a lot to me." His fingers caressed her cheek, and for one brief, heavenly moment, Tess thought he might kiss her. They both heard Sissy's shout and pulled apart as the little girl came charging into the barn. “Uncle Joseph! Uncle Joseph! Mrs. Nathan says she'll make my pink coat into a quilt! Can you believe it! Can you believe it, Tess! A quilt to wrap around me when I'm cold!" Tess smiled at Joseph, grateful that Sissy would always have more than just that ratty old robe to keep her safe and secure. He scooped Sissy up into his arms and gave her a smacking kiss on the forehead. Then he put his other arm over Tess's shoulders and they all walked out of the barn. Till the day he died, Joseph Maguire would never understand women. You admired them. You courted them. You made love to them every chance you got. And then, just when you thought you'd finally gotten them all figured out, along came one that knocked you on your ass. Tess Harper was just that type of woman. She was hostile, and yet he'd seen the tender way in which she handled both Sissy and Holly. She was spoiled, and yet her indomitable pride refused to let her back down from any challenge. The woman was selfish to a fault, and yet she was giving up a very expensive piece of gold in order to protect two children she'd known for only four days. She had also made it easy for him to finally do the right thing by his nieces. Harriet Simms had done more than simply voice the concerns of the populace about the Maguire girls. And Ulyss Coltrain had done more than ride into what Joseph had felt a fairly secure world and threaten all their lives. Those two people, combined with all the rest of the self-righteous bullshit Joseph had been forced to put up with over the course of the past year, had finally shown him the folly of his ways. His past was never going to leave him alone, and it was too much for Holly and Sissy to be expected to bear. Lucky for the two of them, their uncle had stumbled onto a much better example of a parent than he could ever be. Joseph had formulated his plan the afternoon before when he'd seen how attached the girls were becoming to Tess. They were laughing together, telling secrets together, and even crying together in the barn. He would liquidate the candlestick, deposit the money in the First National Bank in Tess's name, and then quietly slip out of town. Joseph would deal with Ulyss Coltrain—but on his terms—and with the precise type of payment the bastard so richly deserved. He had been glad to note at supper the day before that Tess was taking to the doctor and his good-hearted wife as if they were members of the family. Unfortunately, the doctor had insisted that she return to town the next day for a follow-up exam, and so Joseph was forced to pack her and the girls up in the wagon the next morning and take them with him into town. Of course, now, as they were all standing on the boardwalk in front of the doctor's house, Tess was giving him grief about his going to the assayer's without her. “I don't see why you can't wait until I'm finished,” she said for the third time. “What's an assayer?” Sissy asked, and Joseph crouched down in front of his littlest niece, knowing he was about to say good-bye for the final time. “It's a man who turns gold into money. Now, give me a squeeze good-bye." Emotion tightened his throat as Sissy slipped her small arms around his neck and squeezed until he couldn't breathe. He pulled back and tousled her golden hair. “You be a good girl, now, for Miss Harper." Joseph straightened and turned to Holly. Since her discussion with Tess in the thicket two days before there had been a new light in the girl's eyes, a sign of the carefree young lady she'd once been. He could see her turning to Tess for guidance more and more, which made him feel even more certain that he was making the right decision. “Good-bye, Holly." Holly gave him an odd look, as if she couldn't understand why he was making such a fuss about leaving them for a couple of hours. “See ya, Uncle Joseph." He chucked her beneath the chin and turned to Tess with a regretful smile on his lips. There could have been something wonderful between them, he could admit that to himself now that he knew he'd never see her again. He was half tempted to take her into his arms right there in public and give her something to remember him by for the rest of her life. But he settled for a gentle brush of his hand over her smooth cheek. “See ya,” he said in a rough voice. “Absolutely,” she responded, her eyes searching his face. Joseph turned away before the perceptive woman could read his intentions in his expression. He walked into the street, but had to turn back for one final glance. Tess was ushering his two nieces into the doctor's house, and then she closed the door. His final vision of them. He continued onward up the street with a drag to his normal stride.This is a perfect plan, he kept telling himself, hoping that he'd believe the claim sooner or later. By the time Tess became suspicious of how long he'd been gone, the candleholder money would be deposited in the bank, and he'd be a good mile or so out of town. Doc and Alice Nathan were the only two people in Sweet Briar he trusted, and he knew they would help her and the girls make the adjustment when everyone realized he was gone. It was a bright summer day that greeted Joseph as he left the bank with a deposit slip for five thousand and twenty-three dollars in his hand. He looked up at a cloudless sky and figured he had a good two days of pleasant weather ahead of him. In all his twenty-six years, he'd never seen Arizona. He'd heard it was warm there year round, and figured that was as good a place as any for a man to start over. But first he'd be paying Ulyss a visit at the mine, ensuring once and for all the safety and happiness of his nieces and the one and only woman who'd ever managed to steal a little piece of his heart. 14 Joseph had been riding for almostan hour when he stopped to look back over his shoulder. What he saw made him stare in amazement. The woman coming up behind him was riding like a Union Cavalry Officer, hell-bent for war. Her stance was low and tight, her long pale hair whipping in the wind behind her. Who would have thought Tess Harper even knew which end of a horse was which, let alone how to keep her shapely butt planted in the saddle at a full-out run? And running that horse she was, kicking up a cloud of dust so high a myopic man in Texas could have made out her trail. She was headed straight for him, and there was no doubt in Joseph's mind that he was about to get an earful. He wanted to be furious that she'd somehow followed him, but damn if he couldn't get past the exhilaration of seeing her again—and after he'd thought he'd said good-bye for good in Sweet Briar. She came to a dead stop in front of him, easily handling the high-spirited animal she rode. He started to comment on how well she controlled the horse, but then got a good look at what she was wearing and had to clamp his jaw shut to keep it from dropping open. She was dressed in faded blue denims that hugged her thighs and hips like a second skin—which left very little to an imagination that had already wandered in that particular direction too damn many times. He could see the outline of her breasts through the thin material of her white linen shirt, and had to shut his eyes for control, hoping that something might change when he opened them again. Nothing did. She was the sexiest thing he'd ever seen. The gentleman's shirt she was wearing had only been buttoned halfway up the front, showing off a deep crease of golden cleavage as it hung loosely from her narrow shoulders. The cuffs were rolled up to her elbows, and the tails were pulled into a knot against her stomach—as if the damn thing might fall off altogether if she didn't tie it on. “Where the hell do you think you're going?” she demanded, sparks of fury leaping in her eyes. Joseph didn't answer because, at the moment, he couldn't quiteremember where he was going. “That's right, Maguire, don't even bother to answer. I followed you to the assayer's office, so I know exactly what you've been up to all afternoon." God, her lips were beautiful. The memory of their one fleeting kiss skipped through his mind and toyed with his heart rate. Damn if he wasn't tempted to pull her off that horse and see for himself just how tight those denims really were. “Are you listening to me!” she shouted. Then her gaze dropped to the gun he was wearing strapped to his hip. “You were going tokill Ulyss, weren't you?" He chose not to answer. “Sheriff Wilson said Ulyss is wanted for escaping from prison—" “You talked to Wilson?” The last thing he needed was for the law to get involved in all this. “He's the sheriff, Maguire. They're the good guys, remember?" He gave her an incredulous look. “And who the hell told you that fairy tale?” She opened her mouth to respond, but he interrupted. “You went to the bank and brought all that money with you, didn't you.” Her expression told him as much, and he covered his face with his hands. “Did anybody know which way you were headin'?" “The livery man who loaned me this horse pointed me in direction you'd ridden. I thought that was very nice of him—" “You're lucky Wingate's too old to be a problem. When it comes to money, don't trust anybody, damn it!" “Not even you, apparently,” she remarked. He gave her a sharp look. “Least of all me. Now get back to Sweet Briar where you belong.” He turned his horse west and nudged it forward. “You should have left well enough alone." She rode after him, pulling up beside him. “Well, I'm sorry, Mr. Maguire, if I happen to think your nieces need you. And my guess is that you were intending to leave them. For good." Joseph didn't respond as his horse walked along, hoping his silence would make her angry enough to turn around and ride back to town. “It would have worked, you know, if you hadn't been so eager to get away from us at Doc Nathan's. When you gave us all such heartfelt good-byes I got suspicious and followed you." Joseph closed his eyes. He'd made yet another mistake in his life; he'd underestimated this very intelligent woman. “Your heart gave you away, Joseph." He looked over at her sharply and found her staring at him. “You're not any more surprised to discover I have one than I am, lady." “I'm not surprised at all,” she replied. “Just amazed at how well you keep it hidden." He smiled cynically. “A little bitty thing like that's not hard to tuck away. The trick is gettin’ it put back out of reach when you're finished with it." “And do you always put it back out of reach?" He studied her for a moment, the glint of the sun in her pale hair, the charming freckles on her nose. She was the picture of frailty and innocence, but full of strength and passion on the inside. A paradox, that's what Matthew would have called her: Two different sides of a coin. She had the ability to intrigue and enrage all at the same time. She was inexplicably, unequivocally, unpredictable. “Is that a no?” she persisted. “That's a none of your business." “Not interested in talking about your love life then? Or, rather, the lack of it?" Joseph had long ago come to the conclusion that Tess enjoyed egging him on. It was an entertainment of sorts for her that could really rub him raw. “Just exactly when do you plan to turn back?” he asked. “Oh, I won't be turning back. You told me you'd be giving Ulyss that money to make him leave you and the girls alone so you could live happily ever after. I'm coming along to see that you live up to your word." He pulled his horse up short. “I don't think so." She smiled, but the expression didn't quite reach her eyes. “Just try and stop me." “You can play stubborn all you like, lady, but either you turn back now or you're gonna find yourself left alone on the wild prairie." She turned her face away in response, and Joseph figured he had his answer. So he kicked his horse into a run and tore off down the road. It was becoming a matter of pride. If it was the last thing Tess did in her life, or at least in this century, she was determined to make Joseph Maguire understand that he couldn't abandon his nieces to a cold and heartless place like an orphanage. Even if it meant trailing him to the ends of the earth! They'd been traveling, in silence, for over four hours, through fields choked with wild flowers and tall green buffalo grass, over hills thick with dust and booby-trapped with gopher holes. The sun was hot and the air was dry. Tess knew her nose was sunburned, and she was getting very thirsty. Joseph seemed fine, though, rocking in his saddle a few feet in front of her. He was still brooding about her tagging along with him. She had to give him credit, though, for the valiant effort he'd made to ditch her earlier that afternoon. But he'd finally given up about an hour or so ago, seeming to accept that she was better on a horse than he was, considering her family owned an entire stable of thoroughbreds, and that she was bound and determined to have her way in this situation. Tess tried to clear her throat, but only made it more scratchy with her effort. Finally she couldn't stand it any longer. “Hey! John Wayne!” she croaked. Joseph paused and glowered back at her. “I need a drink!" At first Tess was unsure that he'd be willing to share any of his provisions with her. But when he unwrapped his canteen string from his saddle horn she assumed, mistakenly, that he'd ride back and hand the thing to her. The metal container came flying through the air, and she caught it just before it conked her in the head. “Thanks,” she remarked sarcastically, and uncocked the top for a long healthy swig. She choked on the water at first, not expecting it to be quite so warm or quite so metallic tasting, but then she somehow managed to get it down and keep it there. “Yummy,” she said with a grimace after she'd finished. “There won't be any more water until we camp for the night, lady, so don't sit there nursing it." Tess pounded the cork into the neck of the canteen and threw it back at him. It only infuriated her more when he caught it easily in one hand. He tied the canteen back onto his saddle. “I only brought enough water for myself. I wasn't expecting to be ambushed a mile outside of town." “Oh, stop moping, Maguire. It doesn't suit you, and, apparently, neither does keeping your word." He gave her a chilly look and nudged his horse forward again. “I don't supposed I should ask you just where you've stashed my nieces so you could come chasing after me." “What's that? Suddenly you're worried about who's caring for them?” His back stiffened, and she smiled in satisfaction. “They're staying with the Nathans untilwe get back.” She made sure to stress the word “we,” but he either ignored the implication or didn't seem to notice. “How long did you tell them you'd be gone?” he asked. “I said we'd be back in two or three days. I wasn't sure how far away that mine Ulyss mentioned was. Sheriff Wilson said it was probably somewhere around Dodge City, though, since that's where you're originally from. I've heard about that town, you know. This should be a very interesting trip." “You'll get your head blown off if you wander into Dodge, lady." “But I'll be safe, Joseph,” she said sweetly, “because I'll be with you." “Look, I'll give the man your money if that's what you really want, just as long as it's understood that afterwards I'm headed for Arizona. Alone,” he added pointedly. “No questions asked." “Arizona? You don't want to go there, Maguire. They've got flies the size of buzzards." He didn't respond and she stared at the back of his head, wishing she could take a hefty board to it—if only it really was possible to knock some sense into somebody. “So that's it, then,” she added. “You're running away." He stopped his horse with one good jerk of the reins. “Don't push me, lady! That shit may work on Holly but it'll only serve to piss me off! Damn it, turn around and go the hell home!" Joseph started forward again at a healthy trot, and Tess stared after him, realizing she wasn't sure where home was any more. As determined as ever, though, she urged her horse after him. A few hours later the sun was dropping low in the west, and Tess knew it was getting close to dinner by the way her stomach began to growl. She couldn't help but wonder if Joseph was going to be as stingy with his food as he was with his water. They made camp within a grove of thick walnut trees, and had a small fire going just as the first stars began to twinkle in the night sky. She sat on the ground in front of her saddle and watched Joseph untie his bedroll and unroll it on the dirt. Then she waited anxiously for any sign of the food he'd surely brought with him. When he sat down on his blankets and started snapping twigs for firewood she began to get annoyed. “So, what's for dinner?” she finally asked. He looked over at her with the flames of the fire reflected in his eyes. “What did you have in mind?" “Oh, I don't know. Some Taco Bell. Some Burger King. A giant size order of fries would go down pretty nicely about now." “Fries,” he repeated, deadpan. “Yes, Maguire, fries. Narrow strips of potatoes, deep fried and salted. The weakness of just about every red-blooded American on the face of the earth." “Never heard of fries." She smiled at him. “Of course you haven't.” His answering stare spoke his irritation in volumes, and she decided to have some fun at his expense. “Then there's always the very decadent pizza." His green eyes narrowed. “A thick, chewy, golden brown crust, smeared with sweet red tomato sauce, covered with pepperoni and black olives, sausage and green peppers.” She took a breath, and closed her eyes. “And piles andpiles of cheese. You top that off with a cold beer and you're in heaven, baby." “Have you always had this infatuation with food?" “Always." He snorted. “I'm amazed you don't weigh three hundred pounds." “You can chalk that up to tennis. Now, I'm hungry!” she shouted at him. “Starving! And if you don't feed me within the next five minutes you can consider these hills the Sierras and you an unfortunate member of the Donner party!" He stared at her in shock, and then looked as if he were trying not to laugh. She'd apparently stumbled upon an analogy he understood. He reached back into the saddlebags behind him and pulled out a brown paper sack. He took out a halved biscuit with sliced meat in the center and tossed it to her. “Picked ’em up from the bakery on my way out of town today." Tess almost wept with joy at how good the meat smelled. It wasn't Arby's, but it would certainly do. “Thank you." He leaned back on his elbow and watched her take a bite. “Wouldn't want ya gnawin’ on me in the middle of the night,” he said softly. Completely unbidden, a hot blush crept up Tess's neck, and she knew it was glowing like a neon sign in the darkness. Joseph smiled at her, and then added, “That is, unless the feast was mutual." She took another bite, this one worthy of a pit bull, and his brows raised. “Is it good?” he inquired. “Um-hmm,” she responded, her mouth full. He smiled again, wickedly this time. “Not as good as it could be.” He reached forward as if to brush a crumb off her chin, but then pulled back. “Maybe I shouldn't get my fingers too close." She scowled, and swallowed what was in her mouth. “You can be very rude, you know that?" “That's an interesting thing for you of all people to say." “Ah, but whenI'm being rude it's usually because I'm being honest. There is a distinct difference between candor and malice." “You're honest?” He shuffled a little closer, until he was lying stretched out beside where she was sitting. “Then why don't you honestly tell me, Miss Harper, just why the hell you're always giving me that come-hither look?" “I don't know what you mean." “Come hither. It means—" “I know what the damn saying means, Maguire, and I haven't been looking at you that way at all. I'm not at all interested in you sexually, if that's what you're getting at." “Really?" “Really." He leaned closer. “You're sure?” he whispered. “Positive,” she replied even as her heart starting beating faster. “Then it wouldn't bother you at all ... sexually ... if I did this?” He reached over and caressed the side of her neck, grazing his warm fingers along her jaw until Tess wasn't sure about anything at all. She closed her eyes, and allowed his hand to slip around her shoulder and slowly pull her down on top of his hard body. “Am I bothering you at all?” he whispered against her lips. “Not ... not at all,” she managed to reply. A groan slipped from the back of her throat as he pulled her to his hungry mouth. She was a liar to the bone, and now he knew it as well. His hands traveled down her back and pressed her hips to his. Every inch of him was hard and aroused, and she felt desire swirl deep in the pit of her stomach. “I want you, Tess,” he whispered against her mouth. “And I know damn well you want me." Of course she wanted him. How could she not? How could any woman not want this strong, dangerous man? “Are you trying to kiss me into submission?” she asked, her voice weak and wavering. “Not at all, Miss Harper. I'd rather have you hot and fiery in my bed, than pudding-kneed and wilting at my feet." “And what makes you so sure you'll get me anywhere near your bed, Maguire,” she whispered back, “let alone into it?" He nipped at her bottom lip, and she kissed him back, wishing he'd take a nice, long trip around her body and nip on everything else besides. “I think we both know the answer to that,” he finally said. “You're very arrogant,” she said softly. “You're very spoiled,” he responded, moving his lips along her jawline. “You're domineering." “And you're bad-tempered." “I,” she said with a surprisingly husky laugh, “am not bad-tempered." He laughed as well, a deep rich sound that made her skin tingle. “Yes, you are, Miss Harper. And that makes things even more interesting in my point of view." “Your very twisted point of view,” she whispered, letting her fingers enjoy the silky texture of his long, brown hair. “A point of view that has you believing that all you need to do is snap your fingers and I'll fall into bed with you." She reached over Joseph's head and pulled a blanket from his bedroll which she then tossed over her shoulders. “You won't need that to keep warm tonight,” he whispered. She rolled off of him and sat back against her saddle. “I will if I sleep right over here ... as I plan to do." He gave her a look filled with raw desire, which she had to admit was hard to resist. But she couldn't sleep with him just yet, not until she was sure that she was getting through to him about Holly and Sissy. “Not yet ready to seal your fate?” he asked with a twist of his lips. She stared at him, swallowing hard. “I'm pretty tired.” She clutched the blanket more tightly around her shoulders. “Uh huh,” he responded in that skeptical tone of voice of his. “And I suppose you'll be crawlin’ into my bed later tonight, when you can claim that you were too tired to know what you were doin'?" “I do have a mind of my own, Maguire,” Tess snapped. “I admit that there is a slight attraction here between us, but I am in total control of myself." His twinkling eyes told her that he still doubted every word she'd said. “As a matter of fact,” she added, “I happen to think you're the weak link here." “Meaning?” he said with a slight laugh. “Meaning that I'm strong enough not to give in to my carnal desires, but I somehow doubt you're capable of the same." He tilted his head to one side. “Are you issuing a challenge to me?" “It's a known fact that women have more self-control than men,” she replied. “Is that so?" “That is so." “All right, lady. You're on. A contest of control it is." “Just tell me the rules." He laughed sharply. “There are no rules. The first one to buckle under the pressure loses." “And what does the winner receive?" He gave her a leer. “Anything they want." Despite Joseph's suggestive response, Tess's first thought was to get him to return to his nieces. “Anything at all?" His eyes raked her body, giving her a good idea just exactly what his winner's wish would be. “Anything humanly possible, Miss Harper,” he replied. “But not necessarily within the realm of decency." 15 If she had to look at Joseph Maguire'snaked butt one more time, she was absolutely going to scream! Tess groaned and glanced up at the morning sky, anywhere but at the man bathing in the river in front of her. Joseph wasn't even trying to cover himself, a fact proved by the particular attention he was paying to washing every lean, muscular inch of his body. He was rinsing out every nook and every cranny, and she wasn't sure if the heat in her face was born from anger or raging desire. He had the best looking rear-end she'd ever seen. Two perfect, hard, half moons. She could even imagine her hands sliding down over the curves, pulling him toward her, urging him to take her to the stars and back. She could feel his chest pressing down over hers, their hearts beating together, their breaths blending, their bodies— She groaned in frustration. Joseph paused in his bathing and looked over his shoulder at her. “Good morning,” he said, as if he hadn't known all along that she'd been awake and sitting there watching him. “Just what the hell do you think you're doing?” she demanded. “Taking a bath,” he replied innocently. Then he smiled. “Wanna join me?" Tess's resolve almost faltered. “Although you claim there are no rules, Maguire, I happen to believe in fighting fair.” She lifted her nose up into the air. “And me climbing naked into that river with you would not be fighting fair." “Are you saying there's no way I could resist the temptation of your bare body, Miss Harper?" “Not in a million years, Mr. Maguire." He turned fully toward her and Tess's smile melted away. The man was hung like a damn horse! She pursed her lips—to keep her mouth from gaping open—and quickly averted her eyes. But the memory remained. Oh, the memory wouldalways remain. “Are you so anxious to win that you plan on strutting around like that all day long?” she snapped. “Are you so afraid of losing that you won't clean up before we ride on?" She looked back at him but made sure to keep her eyes on his face. He was grinning, like she'd never seen him grin before, and, despite her better judgment, her pride would not let her back down from this challenge anymore than it would let her back down from all the ones he'd issued before. She stood up and then started unbuttoning her shirt. The cool morning air brushed over her bare skin as she slipped off the shirt and let it drop to the ground at her feet. Goose bumps raised on her arms, she knew her nipples were erect, probably pointing right at Joseph, but she refused to be any less timid that he was. His eyes never left her face, remained intently glued to her own as she stood there staring at him, afraid to move. Finally, she popped open the buttons on her jeans. With slow precision, she slipped the soft, worn denim and her pink silk panties down her hips and stepped out of them. It was a stare-down to end all stare-downs; neither one of them blinking, flinching, or even breathing for that matter. Joseph made the first move, startling Tess when he reached out to her. “Coming?" Practically, Tess thought. She walked toward him, her eyes never wavering from his, and stepped into the warm Arkansas River. She was bathing naked with a man she barely knew and yet desired more than Elvis Presley craved peanut butter and banana sandwiches. Neither one of them was looking below the other's neck, and Tess felt like a ten-year-old getting her first kiss from a boy. “Need the soap?” Joseph asked. Was it her imagination or had his voice wavered just the tiniest bit when he'd asked that? “No,” she replied. She wasn't interested in lathering up. She wanted this over and done with as soon as possible. “Take the soap." She gave him a sharp look and replied, curtly, “I don't want it." “But that doesn't necessarily mean you don'tneed it." “Are you saying I stink?" “You smell like sweat and horse." “No more than you." He smiled tightly. “That's why I used the soap—" “I saw that!" “Saw what?" “You looked at me!" “I did not." “Yes, you did! You looked at me"—she flicked her eyes over him—"Just like that!" “I didn't dothat .” He flicked his eyes over her. “Stop it!" “You stop it!" “Can't take it, can you, Maguire?” she taunted. “You can't even stand next to me for two minutes without running your eyes all over my body!" He moved a step closer in the knee-deep water. “If I couldn't take it, lady, I'd be running more than my eyes all over your body. And while we're talking about lookin', who was it who couldn't keep their eyes off my ass a few minutes ago?" She clenched her teeth and glared at him. “How could I not stare at it when it's so damn wide it takes up my entire view. I'm surprised you can squeeze that thing into a saddle, Maguire!" “Getcha a little hot and bothered, did it?" “Oh, shut up!” She lifted her hands and shoved against his chest as hard as she could, making him stumble slightly. And then the man had the nerve to push her back, almost toppling her into the water. “Don't touch me!” she snapped moving out of his reach. “Then I suggest you keep your hands off me." “I will, when you keep your eyes to yourself,” she retorted. “I didn't—” he began furiously. But his gaze had moved downward again, this time in a much more obvious motion than before, and his attention latched onto her bare breasts. His eyes rounded slightly, and even from where Tess was standing three feet away, she could see his stare glaze over, could see his breathing pick up. When his hands raised slowly toward her, she moved a hasty step back. “Don't you dare!" He swallowed. “You're—" “Off-limits. Remember? Or were you planning on forfeiting the contest?" “Looking isn't against the rules,” he replied, his voice deep and husky. “Unless, of course, you don't think you can take it." She certainly had more control than he did! To prove that fact she set her hands on her hips and silently dared him to give her his best shot. And he did, standing back and letting his eyes wander up and down, over and across, taking in every square, bare, inch of her skin. She wanted to run for cover, but she refused to be embarrassed byhis lack of control. Besides, it wasn't as if he were actually touching her—although it certainly felt that way. “What happened?” he asked softly, pointing at her abdomen. She didn't have to look to know he was referring to the three-inch scar over her right hip bone. “Appendix." “And there?" “Fell on a pair of scissors when I was seven.” It had taken both Mrs. Smalls and the housekeeper to pull those damn things out of her upper thigh. And Tess now had a nice permanent scar to show for it. “You're a natural blonde." “How nice of you to point that out." “You don't eat much, do ya?" “If you're finished—" “Beautiful,” she heard him whisper. “Absolutely beautiful." She was so stunned by his compliment that at first she doubted she'd heard it. “Well, you're—you're not so bad yourself." He grinned. “Afraid to take a good look?" “Not at all. Despite what you might be thinking, Maguire, I'm not some vestal virgin who's never seen a man naked before." He held his arms out at his sides. “Then help yourself." He was challenging her again, the bastard. So she took a deep breath, lifted her chin and started at the sculpted ridges of his broad shoulders. He was a powerful man, no doubt about it. She let her eyes graze over the bulges along his thick arms. He was tapered nicely at the waist, hard as nails in the stomach, and well defined and slightly hairy in the thighs. Go ahead, Tess,her mind prodded.Go ahead and look at it. It can't possibly be as gigantic as you first thought . Her mouth was going dry with indecision, and then Joseph moved closer and turned to the side. He lifted his left arm. “That's my scar." Her eyes skipped to a spot halfway down his ribs where a six-inch-long scar cut at an angle toward his back. She stared at it, imagining how painful the wound must have been. “How did it happen?" “One of the deputies who captured me got a little zealous with his buffalo knife." “Were you trying to get away?" “I was cuffed to a tree at the time." She gasped. “That son of a bitch." “It took fifty-three stitches to sew it up." “Jesus, Maguire. You're lucky you survived.” She looked up into his face and was instantly caught in the web of his magnetic gaze. “Yeah, I...” His warm breath brushed over her face. “...I guess I am." He was standing so close she could see flecks of blue in his green eyes. Her attention slipped down to his mouth, remembering how good it felt to be kissed by him, and her heart kicked. He wasn't moving away and she realized she had her fingers pressed to the scar on his ribs. She slowly pulled back her hand. “We should get dressed,” she said softly. “Before we catch colds." “Before we both end up losing?” he asked huskily. Tess moved away from him toward the bank, feeling the heat of his stare on her back. “However,” she heard him add softly, “settling a draw might be sorta interesting." He couldn't get the image of her naked, wet body out of his mind. And having her riding silently beside him all morning long, within reach, hadn't done much for his composure. What he needed, Joseph realized, was for her to turn on him again, lash out the way she usually did and make him forget all about what she looked like beneath those tight clothes of hers. No, his mind argued, what he really needed was to lay her down on a soft pile of spring grass and make sweet love to her till the cows came home. Then maybe he could get on with his life and forget this crazy woman who'd blown into his life, turning everything upside down like a Kansas City twister. “When we get to Dodge, I want you to keep your mouth shut and stay close,” he told her. “All right,” Tess agreed. Too readily, in Joseph's point of view. He gave her a sharp look. “Whaddaya mean all right?" “I mean I'll keep my mouth shut and stay close to you." “Since when do you do a damn thing I say?” he demanded. She gave him a baffled stare, her blue eyes squinting in the sunlight. “Since I've never been to Dodge and assume you know what you're doing." He studied her face for a moment, thinking she had to be the most confusing woman in the world, and then turned his attention to the road ahead of them. “And how far is it to the mine from Dodge?” she asked. Joseph got a stomach turning flash of her following him up the mountain to confront Ulyss. “You're not going with me to the mine, Tess." “Yes I am." “No you're not, God damn it, and don't start arguing with me now." “Why can't I go?” she persisted. “Because I plan to deposit you in a hotel room with a sturdy lock on the door, and take care of this matter by myself." “And give you the chance to run off again?” she asked. “I don't think so." “This isn't a game, lady,” he said through his teeth. “And I'm not going to let that pride of yours get you killed!" “Damn it, Joseph,” she shouted back at him. “Don't you even care what your leaving will do to Holly and Sissy! You are all they have!" His heart tugged at the mention of his nieces. But he'd promised Matthew he'd do what was best for them, and he knew that leaving was best. “Once we're finished in Dodge I'll see that you get back to them." “And then you'll kiss them good-bye and ride off into the sunset? Leave them in the hands of some unknown fate?" He turned and gave her a steady look. “I'll be leaving them with you." “With me!” she cried. “I don't know any more than you do about taking care of two young girls!" He gave her a wry smile. “You'll adjust." She reached out and took hold of his horse's bridle, jerking him to a stop. “I can't keep them with me, Joseph. I can't even take care of myself at the moment." “If you don't take them in,” he told her, “they'll end up in an orphanage. Is that what you want, Tess?" She sucked in a sharp breath. “Don't try to pin this on me, Maguire. Those girls are your nieces, your responsibility, and if they wind up in an orphanage then it will beyour fault. They will never forgive you—and neither will I!" “You're what they need." “Youare what they need! Don't you understand that? No matter what you are or once were,you are their family." “The town won't let me forget—" “Youwon't let you forget! Who gives a damn what that town or half the world thinks? In the end, your opinion of yourself is the only one that matters! Forgive yourself, for God's sake—and to hell with the rest of them!" Joseph looked away, his patience with her stubbornness in this matter growing thin. “I guess we have a problem, don't we?" “Not if you'd own up to your responsibilities as your brother expected you to do." He grit his teeth: Damn if she didn't cut right to the heart of a matter. “I promised my brother I'd do what was best for his children and that is exactly what I intend to do." She gave him the fiercest look of disgust he'd ever seen, and then kicked her horse and rode off up the road. Joseph knew he was pushing her to the end of her rope, but he couldn't afford to give in on this matter. He could understand her frustration with him, knowing that she just didn't understand. It wasn't that he wanted to leave his nieces. It was that he loved them too damn much to stay. 16 Joseph rode hard and fastthat second day, but Tess managed to follow as he trailed the Arkansas River west, deeper into the hills of what he called the Osage Plains. She was dusty and tired by the time they paused at the top of a weed-choked rise and looked down over the sprawling town of Dodge City, Kansas. The sun was a huge golden ball hanging over the mountains, bathing the cow-town in the brilliant orange glow of sunset, and leaving Tess with the unsettling impression that she'd come to the edge of the world. A sound rose up to her, faint but distinct: The unmistakable clamor of shouting and boisterous laughter, and she gave Joseph a questioning look. “Stay close,” he reminded her softly. She nodded, and watched as he took off his gun belt, tucked his pistol into his right boot, and then folded the belt up into his saddlebag. “I want you in a hotel before dark,” he added. He kicked his horse forward, and Tess watched him descend the hill. Well, she'd asked to come along, insisted, in fact, and certainly couldn't turn back now. She urged her mount forward and followed Joseph, toward the wildest city the west had ever known. The tidy, orderly streets of a quiet community like Sweet Briar had done little to prepare Tess for the crowded, unkempt main drag of the infamous town of Dodge City. It was lined with tents and flimsy shacks that were interspersed with loud, raucous saloons and crowded brothels. Men of every breed packed the streets, some of them already so drunk they could barely stay on their feet. The smell was outrageous, making Joseph's farm seem like a perfume factory in Paris. Piles of rotting garbage littered the wide, unpaved road, scattered mounds of animal dung were constantly being trodden on by unmindful people walking through. The odor of the men's bodies alone was enough to make Tess's eyes water whenever one wandered too close to her. She leaned toward Joseph. “Where is this hotel you've been telling me so much about?" “Dodge not as pretty as you expected?” A drunk man stumbled against his leg and Joseph shoved him away with his foot. “It gets even prettier after nightfall." Tess spotted a fight breaking out in the doorway of a nearby saloon. “I can imagine.” She kept close to Joseph as they continued to ride slowly up the street. “Hey, purty lady." Tess looked down to find a scrawny, bewhiskered man walking along beside her. He had a tiny canvas bag in one hand and a half empty bottle of tequila in the other. “I got the gold if'n you got the time,” he said loudly, grinning up at her. Tess took a lesson from Joseph and pushed the man away with her foot. He let out a startled “Oof,” tripped over his own shoelace and fell sideways into the road. Tess continued onward, but stared back at the laughing man, wondering if he ever planned to get up—or if anybody would notice if he didn't. She stole a quick glance at Joseph and found him sitting tall in the saddle, his eyes sharp and watchful, his expression grim and unapproachable. The very picture of fierceness. Tess lifted her chin and joined him in his “dare-you-to-touch-me” stance. She wasn't sure what she'd do if somebody did dare to touch her, but she had to believe that Joseph would protect her. A risky guarantee at best. She spotted a large white sign with red lettering and let out an audible sigh of relief as a large,clean -looking hotel came into view. “How about the Royal?” she said to Joseph. “Amply named,” he replied. “Only a king can afford to stay there.” He pointed to a small two-story building across the street. “That one'll do." Tess wrinkled her nose at the unsophisticated looking green structure that desperately needed a new coat of paint. “The Vagabond?" “It's got soft beds, clean sheets, and sturdy locks on the doors.” He pulled up in front of the hotel's hitching post and swung down from his horse. “Sounds like your second home, Maguire. Come to Dodge often, do you?" He loosened the cinch on his saddle. “Can't beat the down-home atmosphere." Tess glanced back for another look at the gauntlet she'd just traversed, the saloons and dance halls, and then swung down from her horse. “This place is a low-life's amusement park." “A hard-workin’ man's heaven,” Joseph corrected. He was eyeing the brothel next door. “You haven't been workingthat hard, Maguire." He gave her a sideways look and hauled the saddlebags off her horse, tossing them over his shoulder along with his own. “A man's gotta take his pleasure where he can find it." “It's nice to know you're so discriminating." He stepped up beside her onto the boardwalk. “Lucky for you I'm not all that discriminating,” he said, giving her a direct look. “Or you'd still be sitting in that cell in Sweet Briar." Tess clenched her teeth, resisting the urge to slug him. “And you'd have nobody to foist your nieces off onto,” she retorted. The responding stare he gave her was so black, so dangerous, that Tess moved a step back from him. “You best get yourself inside,” he told her. Before what? she wondered. Before he strangled her with his bare hands? She gave him a final cautious glance and scooted past into the lobby of the Vagabond Hotel. Joseph only rented one room, claiming one was all they'd need, and since he was now carrying all their money, Tess didn't exactly have the clout to argue with him. He ordered her a bath, and she was grateful to him for that. At least she'd have a chance to clean up and relax a little before starting in on him again about leaving his nieces—and with her for crying out loud! He sat in a chair with his back to her, looking out their second-story window, as she sat in a brass tub filled with hot water and scrubbed herself from head to toe. The sun disappeared, leaving an already dangerous town pitched into inky blackness, and the noise level outside rose to a feverish pitch. But Tess and Joseph were locked safe and sound behind a sturdy oak door. She splashed her face, and then slipped down into the soapy water to her chin. Joseph hadn't said two words to her since they'd settled into the room, and she wondered if his confrontation with Ulyss Coltrain was weighing heavily on his mind. Or maybe he was finally starting to consider her arguments about staying in Sweet Briar with his nieces? “See anything interesting out there?” she asked. His shoulders twitched beneath the material of his shirt. “'Pends on what you're after." “You know: Blood, death, mayhem?" “Peculiar things for a woman to be interested in." She scrunched her chin and concentrated on dribbling water down her arm. “I guess I'm a peculiar woman." He pivoted slowly in the chair to look back at her. “You're gonna be stew if you stay in there much longer." She leaned back her head and stretched her feet out onto the far edge of the tub. “Stew or no stew, this is the cleanest I've felt in days." His eyes were intent on the surface of the water and she wondered if the lit lamp on the dresser beside her was highlighting more than she cared to have him see. “It's thedirtiest I've felt,” he said. “Then maybe you need this bath more than I do." “Only if the water's cold." “If you turn back around I'll get out,” she offered. He was getting too serious for her peace of mind. “You've grown something new since this morning?" Her face heated. He was right; he'd certainly seen all there was to see of her earlier that day. “I'm not interested in staging peep shows, Maguire." He slipped out of his chair and knelt down beside the tub. “Then exactly what is it you're interested in?" “Getting out of this town alive is sort of tops on my list at the moment." He dipped his fingers into her bath water and began drawing them, warm and damp, up her arm. “How ‘bout we stick with what I'm interested in right now?" She cleared her throat, feeling nervous as hell. “How about a towel?" “Have you wondered about us?” he asked softly, his eyes gazing into hers. “Wondered?” She was being drawn in by his intent stare, like a fish following a lure. “Wondered what it would be like between us." “You mean ... sexually?" “That's right,” he said. “Us ... You and me together.” He slipped his hand below the surface of the water and her breath caught as his fingers grazed the side of her breast. “I think it'd be like nothin’ else,” he finished in a hoarse whisper. Like nothing else? She couldn't speak—she couldn't breathe. She couldn't remember her name. Her heart was hammering so fast she thought it would explode. He flicked her nipple with his finger, sending a shock wave of sensations through her stomach. He leaned toward her, his mouth poised over hers, his hand skimming silkenly down her body, past her ribs, down her hip, across her stomach— A sharp knock at the door sent Tess splashing and Joseph back on his heels. “What is it?” he hollered. “It's the sheriff! Open up, Maguire!" The sheriff? Tess thought frantically. As Joseph rose for the door she snatched her towel off the dresser, holding it out in front of her as she climbed from the tub. She was trembling, and she quickly dried herself, and then reached for her clothes. “C'mon, Maguire,” came the deep voice from the hallway. “Open up." “Hold it a goddamn minute,” Joseph called back. He kept his back to Tess while she pulled on her jeans and shirt. “You finished?” he asked her. She worked the last button on her pants. “Yes." “Then get back against the wall there and let me do all the talkin'." She did as she was told, wondering why the sheriff was knocking on their door, and how in the world he'd known that Joseph was even in town in the first place. Joseph pulled open the door and standing there was a man in his mid-twenties, of average height. He was wearing a black tailored suit, complete with fobbed watch, and an English-style bowler hat with a high, curled brim. His neat mustache twitched as his attention lit on Joseph. “I was wondering at your intentions in Dodge, Maguire,” he said. “You cookin’ up something I should know about?" For crying out loud, Tess thought to herself. The man couldn't even ride into a town without being suspected of something? “Just a little business between me and an old friend, Sheriff." The sheriff's gaze skittered past Joseph and settled on Tess. He studied her for a moment and then tugged the brim of his squatty hat, “Ma'am.” Then he returned his attention to Joseph. “Got a gun?" Joseph shook his head and Tess bit her tongue. “Got a gun ordinance here, ya know. Any firearms are to be checked in the marshal's office." “I understand,” Joseph replied. The sheriff studied him for a moment longer and then nodded. “Got an all-night monte game startin’ up in a few minutes if you're interested." “At the Long Branch?" “That's right." “Count me in." The sheriff seemed extremely pleased with this response and smiled broadly. “Then we'll see ya in a few.” He tugged his hat at Tess a final time and left. “What was that all about?” Tess asked once Joseph had shut the door. “That was about a nervous sheriff who wants to keep a good eye on me while I'm in town.” He scooped her saddlebags up from the floor and pulled out the stacks of money Tess had brought from the bank in Sweet Briar. “Will you be all right for a few hours alone?” he asked. “Alone? Wait a minute. You're not really going to that game, are you?" “I have to." “Or what!" He gave her an impatient look. “Or they'll come lookin’ for me, Tess. It doesn't do to piss off the local authorities in this town. I'll only stay a little while. Just long enough to give the good sheriff some peace of mind." She followed him to the dresser where he tucked the emptied saddlebags into a drawer. “You said it wasn't safe to go out after dark,” she reminded him. “It isn't." “But there's a gun ordinance in this town, Maguire. How dangerous could it really be if nobody's carrying a gun?" He faced her. “Just like I'm not carrying a gun?" “Then you said so yourself, it's too dangerous to leave the room. For either of us." Without warning, he slipped his arm around her back and scooped her up close to him. “You best kiss me good-bye or you might regret it later." Tess knew she wasn't going to be able to stop him from leaving, and the idea of him getting hurt made all the blood drain from her face. “Don't you get shot, Maguire—or ... or I'll come looking for you and kill you myself!" “Shut up and kiss me, woman,” he whispered. She slipped her arms around his neck and pulled his head to hers. The kiss was deep and hard, and he groaned, taking a grip on her backside and pulling her up tighter against him. Their tongues met and teased, until Tess thought she'd die with wanting him. And then he pulled away. Before Tess could say another word, he was heading for the door. “Lock it,” he said on his way out, “and don't open it for anybody but me." She locked the door behind him and then dropped down on the bed to stare at the knob for a while. A loud shout came from the street below the window and hot tears sprang to her eyes. She wasn't sure what she'd do if anything happened to the blasted man. He'd been gone for well over three hours. Tess couldn't shake the image of him laid out bloody in the street, right beside that stupid drunk who hadn't had the sense to get up. What would she tell Holly and Sissy? She should have known better than to ever come to Dodge. She should have found Joseph and forced him to go back and enlist the help of Sheriff Wilson. Then she snorted. As if she could have ever forced Joseph Maguire to do a damn thing. She covered her face with her hands and cursed the nineteenth century under her breath. “They're all animals, trudging around with guns, maiming and killing each other at will—" Then she laughed, realizing she'd just described the twentieth century to a T. “Civilized” was a word bandied about like “food,” or “air,” but in reality mankind would never really achieve it. She shook her head and looked up at the ceiling. “Joseph Maguire may not be a saint, but he sure the hell deserves better than to be gunned down in a filthy street for bumping elbows with the wrong man." The clock on the night table struck midnight and Tess knew what she had to do. She stood and untied her shirt, letting the tails hang free down to her midthighs. Then she buttoned the front all the way to her chin and unrolled the cuffs to cover most of her hands. She pulled her hair back in a tight braid, and then put on Joseph's hat. She slinked out of her hotel room and into a narrow hallway illuminated only by a few tiny candles resting on stands against the wall. They lit the floor just enough to see the nearby stairway. She'd taken only a few steps when a man came bursting out of the room next door and crashed into her. “Watch it, sonny!” he shouted, laughing, and then darted back into his room. Tess adjusted Joseph's big hat lower over her eyes, and took a deep breath. She descended the stairs slowly, one at a time, while smashing herself flat against the wall. She was relieved that the men traveling past her completely ignored her presence. But when she reached the lobby she was faced with a whole new dilemma. In the dark, dressed as she was, she was easily mistaken for a boy, but in the well-lit lobby of the Vagabond, she doubted she'd be that lucky. The desk clerk was bound to recognize her. What she needed was something bulkier to hide her thin body, something to— Her prayers were answered by a coat rack resting just at the base of the stairs. There was a big, bulky buckskin jacket hanging there that she knew would reach past her knees. She watched carefully from the shadows until the clerk was occupied with a customer, and then reached out and snatched the coat from the wooden arm it was hanging on. She grunted under the strain, not having planned on the damn coat being so heavy. She wrinkled her nose. The jacket looked like a dead animal and smelled even worse. Breathing tremulously, she pulled it on, fastened the metal buttons on the front, hiked up the stiff collar to cover her ears, and adjusted the bottom panel until she felt satisfied that she was adequately covered. Then, taking a deep breath, she tucked her hands into the front pockets, directed her stare out the door, and started walking—fast. “Hey!” the clerk called. She froze. Then she buried her chin down into the collar and turned, slowly, to look back, imagining all the heinous things that were about to happen to her for wandering out of her room and then stealing some poor man's coat. The clerk smiled at her. “Did you remember to bring along your room key, sir?" Tess nodded curtly, and then spun around and darted from the hotel. The street outside was a madhouse: Sleazy, half-dressed women crowded the boardwalks; fistfights were breaking out every other second; drunken men were stumbling around in the road or passing out against the outside walls of the buildings. “Good God,” Tess whispered to herself. “It's Sunset Boulevard." Unlike L.A., however, there were no streetlights to see by, only the glow of the stars and a pale crescent moon. Tess wasn't sure where to start looking for Joseph. She hadn't noticed a sign reading the Long Branch Saloon when the two of them had first ridden into town, and she doubted she was going to be able to spot it now—unless somebody invented the neon sign within the next few seconds and was kind enough to hang it for her. She decided to take a chance on the local yokels, and turned to a woman standing in the shadows of a dimly-lit doorway. “Pardon me,” Tess said. “I'm looking for a Long Branch Sa—?" Feathers bobbed, sickly sweet perfume wafted, and a husky voice meant to be seductive replied, “So am I, sweet thing. You got one for me?" A shadowy hand reached out to her and Tess jumped back. “The saloon,” she explained. “I'm looking for the Long Branch Saloon." “Why? When all the fun you need is right here, tied up in one neat,hot, package?" “That's been unwrapped again and again and again,” Tess replied under her breath. “I'm interested in a card game,” she told the woman. “What's in it for me, big guy?" Tess rolled her eyes. “Tell ya what,sweet thing ,” she replied in a deepened voice. “You tell me where the Long Branch is, and I'll be sure to bring my winnings right back here." The prostitute practically purred, and Tess found herself wondering if this was the kind of woman Joseph liked: Painted, smelly, and raw. “Five doors down,” the woman said. “The one with the big Injun statue guardin’ the door." Tess turned to leave, but a hand fell onto her shoulder. “Don't forget me, now, sonny, ya hear? I'll show that little pecker a yours a reeeal good time." Tess shuddered all the way to the next building. By some miracle, she made it to the Long Branch saloon without being shot, stabbed, or bludgeoned. She peeked over the double swinging doors, and looked out over the long mahogany bar and the dozens of game tables scattered around the room. Then she saw a familiar back sitting at a table against the far wall. Her relief that Joseph was alive and well was quickly squelched by a fury caused by the fact that he'd left her for hours to worry in that hotel room, and that she was now risking her life for absolutely no reason. She opened her mouth to call out his name when a barrage of gunshots exploded in the air behind her. Out of pure instinct, she dove for cover behind the life-size wooden Indian. People began running in every direction, trampling over each other to avoid being shot by the two men riding their horses recklessly in the street. A commotion sounded behind her, and Tess was knocked against the wall as a group of men, guns drawn, came charging from the Long Branch Saloon. As they hit the street, a man sitting on the edge of a roof nearby decided to join in on the fray and began firing his gun in the air as well. The sounds were deafening. The group of men who'd come running from the saloon fired back at the two obviously drunken cowboys, and the ruffians sobered up quick enough to turn their horses toward the outskirts of town. One of the escaping cowboys was hit, however. He did a somersault with a half-twist out of his saddle and hit the ground hard. Tess let out a gasp and poked her head out from behind the Indian to get a better look. A firm hand on her head pushed her back behind the Indian. “Don't stick your nose out just yet, sonny. You're liable to get it shot off." Tess recognized Joseph's voice immediately and slumped back against the wall. For the first time she considered what he might do if he found out she'd disobeyed him and left their room. The group of armed men came back toward the saloon and Tess recognized the sheriff in the moonlight. “I think Ted got him,” he was saying. “Naw,” one of the tall men with him said. “It was Pete. He's the only one to have shootin’ luck like that in the pitch a night." They went back into the saloon, apparently, Tess assumed, to get back to their card game. “They aren't even going to check to see if he's dead or alive,” she whispered aloud. “That's the doctor's job." She froze at the sound of Joseph's voice. She had assumed that he had followed the sheriff and his men back inside the Long Branch. “The doctor patches up the wounded.” He leaned closer to her, until she could feel his warm breath on her neck. “But you won't need to worry about that, Miss Harper, because when I'm through with you there'll be nothin’ left to fix." 17 Joseph couldn't believe his eyes. The person he'd first mistaken for a boy was none other than the woman he'd expressly ordered to stay put in their hotel room. But why the hell was he so surprised? Tess Harper did exactly what she wanted, exactly when she wanted to do it. Only this time she was lucky her streak of stubbornness hadn't gotten her killed. The buckskin jacket she was wearing smelled suspiciously like women and whiskey, and he resisted imagining where she might have gotten it from. She'd gone deathly still when he'd said her name, and the fact that she feared the ramifications of her little sojourn into the night gave him no small measure of satisfaction. She had every reason to be afraid. “Maguire?” a deep voice called. He looked up to see the assistant marshal of Dodge standing in the Long Branch doorway, a thin froth of beer glistening along the edges of his long mustache. “You in?” the lawman asked. Joseph had been a bit wary when he'd arrived earlier and seen two lawmen and a noted gunfighter sitting around a table waiting for him like three cats anticipating the arrival of a mouse. But the card game had gone on amiably, enjoyably in fact, and had kept him longer than he'd intended to stay. Now, with Tess standing so close, mucking up his mind once again, he knew it was pointless to stay any longer. She'd been a fool to wander outside of their room, and he would be an even bigger fool to let her wander back alone. “A matter's come up,” he told the man. “I'd appreciate it if you'd thank the others for their hospitality." The lawman took one keen look at Tess and nodded. “Those eyes of hers are a dead giveaway. Could use a little work in therear end department, too." Tess, who up to that point had been huddled behind the wooden Indian, straightened instantly. Joseph knew what was coming and closed his eyes. “I wouldn't be offering any advice on appearance if I were you, fur-face!” she snapped. “I've seen better mustaches on walruses!" When Joseph opened his eyes, the assistant marshal's expression had gone as blank as a half-penny check. “Interesting mouth she's got there,” the lawman said in a low voice. “Oughta plug it up with something before it gets you killed, Maguire." “The lady has a definite way with words.” Joseph clamped his hand around Tess's upper arm and began hauling her back to the hotel. "Fur-face?"he said tightly. “Why didn't ya just kick him in the balls?" She paused on the boardwalk and actually had the nerve to fight him. “I would have if he hadn't been standing on the other side of that door!" He wanted to strangle her. Hell, he wanted to sling her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and dump her in the nearest horse trough! Instead, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders and wedged her squirming body up against his side. “Don't be an idiot,” he whispered as she tried to stamp on his foot. “Or would you rather I left you to the riffraff roaming the street?" She quieted, and began to walk willingly, but stiffly, beside him. They entered the lobby of the Vagabond and almost fell over a man and woman who were necking at the foot of the stairs. Joseph plowed forward and the couple quickly moved aside so he could pull Tess up the steps to the second floor. When they entered their room, he slammed the door shut and locked it, throwing the key into the corner. Then he followed Tess to the bed. “What the hell did you think you were doing!" She blanched, leaning back against the spiraled post. “Do you have any idea how lucky you are that you survived not only the walk to the Long Branch, but that damnhurrah you sashayed into the middle of?" “Stop yelling at me,” she said tightly. Not for all the tea in China, Joseph thought furiously. He'd been working up this head of steam since day one with little Miss Contrary, here, and he'd be damned if he wasn't going to get it all out of his system once and for all! He grabbed hold of the smelly buckskin coat she was wearing and wrenched it off her. “Do youever use that sack of air above your shoulders you mistakenly call a brain?” he went on, flinging the coat onto the dresser. “Have you ever listened to a single thing someone else has told you to do? Is there one God damn smidgeon of sense in you, woman?" “Stop it!” she shouted. “Stop yelling at me this instant!” She came at him with her fists clenched. “Who the hell do you think you are, telling me what to do? I don't have to listen to you! And Idid stay here like you told me to! But when you didn't come back I thought something had happened!" “Oh, please. You just couldn't stand the idea of doing what you were told!" Someone in the next room pounded on the wall, and a deep, muffled voice shouted for them to be quiet. Tess set her hands against Joseph's chest and tried to shove him away. Why was it that whenever the two of them argued she always seemed to find it necessary to match physical strengths with him? Joseph barely felt her effort, but he did retaliate with a faint push of his own that jostled her off balance and sent her careening back onto the bed. She lay there panting and he pointed a rigid finger at her. “I told you to stay in the room. Did you think I said that for my own good health?" She scrambled to her knees. “You sound like an old woman, Maguire.” She threw a pillow at his head, which he deflected with his forearm. “And Iwould have stayed put if you'd been back in an hour like you promised!" “So you got a little bored and thought you'd go sightseeing? Thought you'd check out the local scenery!" “I thought something had happened to you.” She leaned forward on her knees and shouted, “I Was Worried!" Joseph fell silent. Damn if she didn't seem sincere in that claim. He frowned at her. The wall pounded again and the muffled voice from the next room shouted,"She was worried, already!" Joseph shook his head. What possible reason could she have to concern herself about him? It was just an excuse for disobeying his direct order. “I should have tied you to that bed,” he muttered. Her blue eyes narrowed. “And you would have regretted it severely." Holding her stare, he leaned over her. “It could have been your limp, lifeless body I dragged back to this room tonight, Miss Harper. I have a feelingyou would have regrettedthat ." “And it would have been all your fault, Maguire. Your fault for staying out late to play with your friends and leaving me here to worry myself sick!" Joseph frowned at her again, baffled by her continued insistence that she'd fretted over him while he'd been gone. “I can take care of myself,” he responded gruffly. “Yeah? So could Jimmy Hoffa,” she countered. Hoffa? She'd said the name as if he should recognize it, but he'd never heard of the man. Slowly but surely his anger was beginning to fizzle. Before he'd left, he'd told her he'd be back in an hour, but he hadn't watched the clock, thinking she wouldn't notice if he'd stayed out all night long, would probably welcome it, in fact. But she had noticed, quite vigorously it seemed, and that left Joseph wondering all kinds of interesting things. He crossed his arms and stared down at her. “This Hoffa fella ... He get himself inta trouble after leavin’ you alone in a hotel room all night?" “I waited until he fell asleep and then glued his nostrils shut." Joseph broke into laughter. Actually, he didn't put something like that past her. “Could I get by with just a spanking this time?" “You can get by with just a promise that you'll never scare me like that again. I don't know what I would have done if you'd—" He noticed that she'd cut herself off just when her response had been getting interesting. Her chin went up again in that normal stubborn stance of hers and she looked at him unflinchingly. “Just promise, Maguire." Lord help him, it seemed she really had been afraid for him, and the realization left him stunned. It meant she cared. He bent down to the bed and braced himself on his hands. “I promise ... And now what do you owe me for leaving this room when I told you not to?" She rolled her eyes at him. “I'm not some child you can punish on a whim." His attention lowered to where her nipples were pressing against the front of her thin white shirt, and he felt himself go hard. No, she was definitely not a child. “A kiss,” he whispered, knowing that if she turned him down he'd damn well take what he wanted. She gave him a startled look and then turned her face away. “I'm not interested in forgiving you that quickly." He lowered himself down next to her on the bed. “Then permit me to make my apology more clear." Tess scooted back against the headboard, resisting the urge to fall into Joseph's arms and melt against him like an ice cube on a steamy summer day. “Exactly what are you intending?” she asked him. He smiled crookedly and her. “What I'm intending, Miss Harper, is to take those damn pants off your shapely little bottom and find a tiny slice of heaven in your arms.” He crawled over her and stopped. “You wouldn't be interested in somethin’ like that, now, would you?" That exact scenario was all Tess had thought about for days. Just the slightest glance from him was enough to send her pulse racing. “Wh-what about our contest of self-restraint?" He broke into gentle laughter. “You lost that fight earlier tonight when you practically ate my tongue kissing me good-bye." “I did not lose!” she shouted. “Youasked me to kiss you! And look at you now, climbing all over me like a bull in rut. It's laughable how unrestrained you are!" He straddled her thighs and considered her while playing with the top button on her shirt. “You know, the way I figure it, lady, I'll be losin’ at the same time I'm winnin'.” His gaze collided with hers. “Sounds like a fair enough trade to me." She arched a brow, trying to ignore the rapid pattering of her heart. “So you're willing to lose intentionally?" The playful glint in his eyes turned serious. “Why am I beginning to get the impression that you plan to demand a colossal prize?" “Is that apprehension I hear in your voice, Maguire?” He reached out as if to straighten the collar on her shirt but his fingers went on a warm, lazy path along her cheek and up to her ear. “Maybe we should call it a draw and get down to business,” he said. Tess's own desire was beginning to thrum loudly in her ears, but Holly's and Sissy's futures, not to mention her own, were far too important to be thrown away in a brief moment of unbridled lust. She gave him an adamant shake of her head. Joseph sighed and began carefully undoing the buttons on the front of her shirt. “Stubborn and irresistible,” he whispered. “Just my luck." “That's not to say your offer isn't tempting,” she admitted breathlessly, realizing they were both acting as though he wasn't calmly taking off her shirt. He was still staring deeply into her eyes, and she could feel her palms beginning to dampen. “That's very kind of you to say,” he muttered. “Don't mention it,” she whispered. She arched her back so he could slip the shirt from her arms and toss it to the floor. His gaze left her face and traveled a hot trail over her bare breasts. “Cold?” he asked. “Not at all,” she replied before thinking. His slow smile was enough to bring a blush racing up her neck. He came toward her, his eyes hooded, his expression intent, and she held her breath. “I lose,” he stated, his voice nothing but a rasp in a room shimmering with tension. Tess leaned up to his waiting lips and whispered, “I'll be sure to make it worth your while." With a low groan, his mouth came crashing down over hers. Tess wound her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. She lurched upward as his hands slipped around her back, and he pressed his tongue deeply into her mouth. She wanted him to touch her everywhere at the same time, with his hands, his mouth, until there wasn't a single inch of her body he didn't know. When he bent his head and took one swollen nipple into his mouth, his tongue hot and rough, she let out a sharp cry of need and moved her hands down to hook her fingers into the belt loops of his jeans. She was prepared to hold on for dear life. They both tugged off his shirt, and it went the way of her own, in a pile on the floor. His broad, tanned back was there for her to enjoy and she ran her fingernails along the curve of his spine, feeling the textures of the tight muscles. He let out a deep contented sound and curled into her. “You're a witch, Tess,” he whispered. “A witch I want so bad I could die." She nibbled the edge of his jaw as his deft fingers worked the buttons on her pants, until they joined the rest of their clothing. Then he ran a callused hand down the smooth skin of her ribs, into the valley of her waist, over the mound of her hip, and down the curve of her thigh. When he parted the crisp hair between her legs, giving her a smooth stroke with his broad finger, she pushed back into the pillow beneath her head and moaned his name. His finger slipped deep inside and she lost all sense of the tangible world around her. She was turning to jelly in his hands. He was making love to her breasts while building a gigantic wave of sensations deep within that couldn't help but devastate once it came crashing back to shore. But she didn't stop him. In fact, she anticipated the fall, hoped for it, prayed for it, until she was practically weeping from the fleeting fear that it might not occur. He kissed her belly and called her name, a soft caress in the silent room. He moved lower, and she could feel him posing himself between her thighs. She held her breath, feeling the first faint tremors of ecstasy as he tasted her. That one erotic sensation was all it took. The wave came crashing over the rocks, pounding at Tess's body in great throbbing surges that made her shout with rapture and moan with exquisite pain. It was more than she'd ever known. More than she'd ever imagined. He moved over her, whispering her name, telling her how much she pleased him, and she parted her thighs to cradle his weight. He kissed her then and slipped himself inside. Tess gasped, feeling how very large he was, and suddenly growing afraid of everything she was feeling: the tenderness, the passion, the incredible grace. He must have felt her go tense. As his broad, hard body fitted over her small one he whispered, “Don't be afraid, Tess. Just let me love you for a while." He eased out of her then and quickly slipped back inside, stroking her from within, deep and strong, making the breath float from her lungs on a passionate sigh. Her body adjusted to the size of him, stretched as if it had been made for his since the dawn of time, and he reached down to guide her legs around his hips. The deeper penetration made them both groan with pleasure. He began to thrust hard and steady, bringing her back to the point of no return. She felt herself cresting and begged him to join her this time as the first faint tremors brought her perilously near the edge. Joseph let himself go and stiffened above her. She stared at him in wonder. Then the tide broke over them both, a rhythm older than time itself, sending them surging together and arching apart, until they finally lay replete in each other's arms. Minutes later, she whispered his name, wondering if he'd felt the magic between them or if she'd only just imagined it. He pulled her closer, curving her into his warm body, and brushed his lips across her forehead. “Go to sleep, Tess,” he said softly to her. “Tomorrow's soon enough to start worryin’ again." 18 Tess was slowly working her wayinto his heart. She was soft and warm in Joseph's arms, a perfect fit, and he was beginning to wonder how he'd ever be able to let her go in the end. But her place was with Holly and Sissy. She moaned in her sleep, whispered something strange about a “trusty little car,” and then burrowed her face against his chest. She was an amazing woman; had more intelligence than most men he'd known, and more guts then all of them put together. He just wished he could stick around long enough to see where it all got her in life. “Joseph?” she whispered, groggily. “Hmmm?” He brushed the hair from her blue eyes and smoothed his fingers over her cheek. “Is it morning yet?" “Not yet." She frowned. “Then why aren't you asleep?" He smiled and bent to place a lingering kiss in the crook of her neck. “Maybe I was hoping for an encore." She laughed huskily as he cupped her bare bottom and pressed her against his erection. “How long have you had this problem?” she asked. “'Bout an hour.” He ran his tongue along the silken ridge of her shoulder. “Sorry to keep you waiting,” she answered, and then let out a soft gasp as his tongue entered her ear. He slipped his hand between her thighs and lifted one of her long, sleek legs over his hip. “That's all right,” he whispered back. “You'll make it up to me." With a slow, easy motion, he pressed his hips forward, arching, and slipped into her tight slickness. She groaned, clamping her leg around him, pulling him in further, body and soul. They kissed, long and deep, and he wished he could lie there beside her forever, enveloped in her sweetness. But, despite the passion, the amazing heat between them, a future for them could never be. “I didn't know it could be like this, Joseph,” she whispered, gasping as he continued his slow, steady rhythm. He'd never known it could be like this either. And now he was going to have to give it all up, give her up. Three long years he'd spent in prison for robbing that bank, and he was only now just beginning to pay the real price. He made love to Tess until the small hours of the morning, whispering and touching her in the darkness, until she once again fell asleep in his arms. But he lay awake, watching her, memorizing each angle of her beautiful face. When Tess opened her eyes in the morning Joseph was gone. She told herself not to panic, not to think the worst, but what would pull him from bed so early after they'd spent the entire night making love? The usual muffled shouts and curses came from the street below and she sat up in the bed to clear the sleep from her mind. She was being silly. For all she knew, Joseph could be off using the outhouse. The sharp crack of a gunshot echoed from beyond the window and she let out a startled cry. “Damn it,” she muttered. “He promised me he wouldn't do this again!" What if he wasn't out seeing to his basic needs? What if he'd made passionate love to her all night so she'd pass out from exhaustion and give him a prime opportunity to sneak out of town? Cursing, she threw aside the covers, climbed out of bed, and checked under the soft feather mattress. The money was still there, but she knew that didn't mean a thing. Joseph hadn't wanted to give it to Ulyss in the first place. She pulled on the clothes that had been so passionately stripped from her the night before: She was going to have to go out looking for the damn man again. This was not the way she usually liked to start her mornings. Tess went down to the hotel lobby. Men stopped to stare, some even had the nerve to throw out a few lewd offers, but she ignored them all and strode out to the street. The sun was shining brightly, marking the beginning of another hot Kansas day, and Joseph was nowhere in sight. She pursed her lips and stared off in the only direction she recognized, the way of Dodge City's Long Branch Saloon. She was unwilling to consider that he might have ridden off for Arizona hours before—the very idea of him slinking out of her life so easily made her heart squeeze. He had to be somewhere in town. The boardwalk leading to the Long Branch wasn't quite as crowded with drunks as it had been the night before. The prostitutes had all gone inside, probably to sleep off the frivolity of the evening before, and the dance halls were all deserted and quiet. Tess kept her eyes open though, and didn't relax until she'd reached the tall wooden Indian outside the Long Branch's swinging doors. “Well, hello there, little missy." Tess had run smack dab into a wall. A human wall, with a width to match his height, and a smell to match King Kong's. She stared longingly at the doors of the Long Branch, knowing she'd been so close, and that she'd have to get past The Incredible Hulk, here, to get safely inside. “Where are you goink in such a hurry?” he asked with a heavy European accent. Tess took a deep breath and decided to try sweetness for a change. Maybe the mammoth would take pity on her pathetic innocence and let her go on her way. “I was lookin’ for my brother big Jim,” she replied. “You haven't seen him, have ya? He's about two feet taller than you and carries a really long knife." The man laughed, moving dangerously closer to her, and Tess realized that sweetness wasn't going to cut it with this particular guy. “Listen, buffalo man!” she shouted up into his face. “You best get your hefty self out of my way, before I call the twinkie police and tell them we have a major violator!" The man's bushy brows dropped into a frown, and the next thing Tess knew, she had a rawhide whip wrapped around her chest and was being dragged toward a wagon parked in the street. So much for her confidence, which did little good when a person was being led about by someone who could eat that person's weight in food. She was yanked to stop beside a pair of large black oxen. The whip was removed. Then the man pulled off his shirt, and Tess was treated to the oddest display she'd ever seen. He posed every way he could, to show her every muscle he could, grunting and smiling all the while. She nodded a lot, acted impressed a lot, hoping that when he was finished she could toss him a cookie and he'd let her go. It wasn't going to be that easy however. Another burly man, with another burly whip, came strolling up and smacked Tess's muscle bound hero on the arm—hard. “Whatcha got there, Beevo?" “A woman,” Beevo answered, thickly. “She says I am hefty and twinkly.” He winked at the other man. “Thought I would give her a look at my other attributes." “What's ‘twinkly'?” the other man asked. “I am not sure.” Beevo smiled. “But it makes me a major violator." The other man snorted and reached for Tess. “She's an American, Beevo my friend. How many times I got ta tell ya, ya need ta stick with yer own kind?" Beevo reacted quickly, knocking the other man's hand away and stepping in front of Tess. “I saw her first, Richards,” he warned. “And that's the only glimpse yer gonna get,” the other man responded, squaring off. Tess didn't have the time to watch, nor was she interested in a contest with her as the prize. “Boys—” Beevo slammed her back against the wagon with an unintentional thrust of his elbow, knocking the wind from her lungs and the words from her throat in a sharp gasp of air. The next thing Tess knew the two men were drawing guns from their boots and firing, standing not three feet apart. She covered her head with her arms and ducked down beside the wagon and oxen, holding her breath as the air filled with whizzing bullets. She heard someone screaming, and then realized it was her. Seconds, that seemed like hours, later the gunfight was over, and Tess opened her eyes into a stinging cloud of acrid black smoke. She coughed, watching as the two huge men, amazingly uninjured, were walked off toward the jail down the street. And then a familiar pair of green eyes was staring at her through the smoke, narrowing on her. She smiled hesitantly. But nothing could have softened the dark scowl on Joseph Maguire's grim face. He took her by the arm and hauled her along beside him as he strode back toward their hotel. Well, she told herself as she stumbled along, trying to keep up with his pace, at least she knew he hadn't left town. The lobby clerk barely looked up when Joseph pulled her past the front desk for the stairs. When they reached their room, the door was thrown open and Tess was tossed toward the bed. “Thatwas where I left you when I went for breakfast!” he bellowed, slamming the door behind him. “Andthat was where I expected to find you when I got back!" Good Lord, she thought in a panic. He'd only gone for breakfast? “Are we going to go through all of this again, Maguire?” she asked, trying to cover up her anxiety with a show of impatience. The fury in his eyes had her just a little worried. “I woke up and you were gone. End of story." He went rigid in front of her, his jaw clenched so tight she wondered if he'd have any teeth left. “Come on, Maguire. I'm here. You're here. No harm done." He studied her for a long furious moment, and then strode forward and took her by the arm again. “It's not gonna be that simple this time, lady." She didn't have a chance to ask him where he was taking her as he pulled her back out of the room, down the stairs and through the lobby. The sun blinded her as they hit the boardwalk at a fast pace, and she noticed she was being taken in the direction opposite the Long Branch Saloon. “Where are we going?” she finally demanded. “To the only place I know that can hold you.” When they stopped in front of the Dodge City jail Tess gave him a cautious look. He wouldn't dare. Would he? She began to struggle against the hand clamped around her wrist. “Let me go, Maguire! You're not putting me back in jail!" He pulled her up tight against him and entered the front office. The assistant marshal with the handlebar mustache was sitting behind the desk, and sat up at attention when they entered. “Got a problem there, Maguire?” he asked. “The lady tried to steal my wallet,” Joseph said. “That's a lie!” Tess cried. “Give her some food, would ya? And keep her overnight as a proper lesson for her wicked ways." The lawman stood to retrieve his keys from the nail on the wall above his head and Tess was too shocked to move. “What are you doing?” she asked Joseph breathlessly. He looked at her, and all at once his expression softened. “Saving your fool neck,” he replied. “I have no intention of taking you with me to the mine, Tess. And I have no doubt that you would try to follow." “Only because—" “Because I'll ride off for Arizona when I'm finished. I'm doing it for them, Tess, don't you understand that? Things will go easier for them without me around." “No!” she shouted as he turned for the door. She tried to go after him but the assistant marshal took her by the arm and held her back. “You can't leave, Joseph!” she cried frantically. “Holly and Sissy need you! What about the contest? I won! And I say you have to stay with your nieces!" “I'll never forget you, Tess Harper,” he said, his eyes glittering brilliant green. “Don't try too hard to forget me." “They need yooou!” Tess screamed as the door closed behind him. And then he was gone. Tears slipped from her eyes as she stared expectantly at the door, refusing to believe that Joseph would leave her just like that. The deputy tried to lead her back to a cell, but she threw off his hands. Seconds passed, long painful seconds, as she stared at the door, but Joseph didn't return. He'd left, and she felt as if her whole world was crashing down around her feet. “I need you, Joseph,” she finally whispered. “I need you too." 19 Tess valued her life too muchto consume the slop that was given to her to eat that day. Her stomach was so upset, she doubted she could keep a decent meal down anyway. Joseph had left her. He'd made love to her like a man possessed and then tossed her in a cell and walked away. She couldn't believe it. But the metal cage surrounding her kept her mind planted firmly in reality. He was gone, and he wasn't coming back. Damn the man. Maybe Holly and Sissywere better off without him. Maybe they would have happier childhoods if they weren't raised by someone so unreasonable and unreliable as their Uncle Joseph. Maybe they'd all be better off if she just left them with Doc Nathan and his wife. She was being kept in a cell beside the two men who had practically killed each other over her that morning, but neither one seemed particularly interested in speaking with her or with each other. Tess was just fine with that, though. She considered it their fault that she was in this predicament in the first place. If the big jerks had left her alone that morning, instead of vying for her attentions in such a ridiculous manner, she'd probably still be at Joseph's side—or at least close enough to be keeping an eye on him. She got furious every time she realized how hopeless her situation was. She was stuck in this damn cell until morning, and by then Joseph could be anywhere. When she caught Beevo staring at her again, her nerves finally snapped. “This is all your fault, you know,” she said, practically steaming with anger. His expression was somber. “I am sorry if my foolish actions have caused you grievance, dear lady,” he said in a monotone, accented voice. “You are very pretty, and I am a giant loaf." She stared at him for a moment before realizing what he'd meant. “You are a giant oaf." “Yes, that. Your man seemed very angry with you." “He isn't my man,” she responded. But he had been for a few glorious hours the night before. “Will he come back for you?" “I highly doubt it." “Then he is a fool." She wanted to think that was true, and almost believed it as Beevo continued to look at her steadily. Then he broke into a wide grin. “Is he as twinkly as me?" Despite her irritation, Tess's lips twitched. “Hey, lady,” the lawman sitting at the desk up front called. “You need ta use the outhouse?" “No, I don't need to use the outhouse,” she snapped. “What I need is to be let out of here. How in thehell did I get myself in this situation again?” she grumbled to herself. “'Pears ya exasperated yer man,” the lawman called back. “Joseph Maguire is not my man!” she shouted. “And for your information, I didn't touch his wallet!" The assistant marshal shrugged. “Don't matter none ta me. Yer in there till mornin'." Tess gritted her teeth, realizing she wasn't going to be getting any sympathy from her jailer. She glanced back at Beevo, who was snuggling down into his cot in the other cell. “'Night, pretty lady,” he said softly. “Goodnight, Beevo,” she responded without thinking. Seconds later the jail was filled with the snores of two huge men. Tess looked over at the barred window to her right. Darkness was falling over Dodge City once again. Crickets were beginning to chirp, and the sounds of men indulging in typical Dodge City activities were beginning to roar up and down the streets. She sat back on her cot, leaning against the masonry wall behind her and managed to hold in a sudden bout of tears. She'd failed. She hadn't been able to keep Joseph from leaving Holly and Sissy and now they would be raised by strangers and she would never be going home. “It wasn't my fault,” she whispered into the dimming light of the cell. “I did everything I could. Everything I could.” And she'd only ended up right back where she'd started: in a ten by six cell. “Please, someone get me out of here,” she whispered. Suddenly, the door to the front office burst open, and the sheriff came barging in with two half-conscious men in tow. “Got a fight bubblin’ out in front of Molly Kay's, Jim! Take yer club and see how many you can bring in—” The sheriff stopped short. “What in the hell's that woman doing back there?" Jim was on his feet. “Joseph Maguire brought her in this morning. Said he caught her tryin’ ta steal his wallet—" “Ah, get her outta here,” the sheriff said with disgust. “This ain't some halfway house for wayward lovers. Make some room for the twenty or so men we got comin’ in." Amazed at her luck, Tess stood at her cell door and waited for the assistant marshal to let her out. Once free, she thanked the sheriff, left the office, and rushed straight for the Vagabond Hotel. When she discovered that the room was still being rented in Joseph's name, she couldn't climb the stairs to the second floor fast enough. Upstairs, she threw open the door and her heart dropped. In a tiny place in the back of her mind she'd been hoping to find Joseph sitting on the bed, waiting for her. But the room was empty. She dropped down into the small wooden chair in front of the window and let herself sink into a brief moment of self-pity, not sure what to do now. She had no friends. No family. No money— Suddenly she lunged up from the chair and fell to her knees beside the bed. She closed her eyes, said a silent prayer, and slipped her hand beneath the mattress. When she pulled back, she had a wad of twenty-dollar bills clutched in her fingers. Astounded, she shoved the mattress aside and scooped up every dollar she'd brought with her in her saddlebags the day before. Joseph hadn't taken a cent with him. She had all the money she needed. Enough to feed herself. Enough to get her safely back to Sweet Briar. Enough to— She paused and sat back on her heels, realizing the ramifications of what she'd discovered. The money was still here. And that could only mean one thing: Joseph was going to kill Ulyss Coltrain. Joseph hobbled his horse just below Sheer Rock Mountain, and started to climb. The sun was low in the sky, casting deep shadows over the landscape, over the scrub and loose rock, but he kept his footing and safely reached the top. He spotted the campfire immediately, a glow of orange in the distance, and unholstered his gun. Ulyss Coltrain had cost him everything in life that was dear, and damned if the man wasn't going to pay. It was easy enough to sneak up on Ulyss—he'd never been good on watch. Joseph set the barrel of his pistol up against the side of the man's neck and cocked the hammer. “Evenin', Ulyss." Ulyss stopped cold, and then slowly set down his tin cup of coffee. “Evenin', Joseph. Should known you'd pull somethin’ like this." “Really? I'd say it's more your style than mine. Take the gun out of your holster and hand it back to me, butt first." Ulyss snorted. “Come on now, Joseph. We both know you ain't gonna shoot me—" Joseph took a handful of Ulyss's greasy dark hair and wrenched his head back, shoving his gun harder into the soft flesh of his neck. “Do it,” he gritted out. “Damn! All right, all right!” Ulyss slowly eased his gun out of its holster, flipped it until he was holding the barrel, and then handed it back over his shoulder. “This ain't gonna do much but getcha inta more trouble, Joseph. You ain't gonna shoot me." Joseph stuck the man's gun into his own empty holster. “Don't count on that. Now stand up." It wasn't until Ulyss stood and turned that Joseph saw the twisted smile on his face. Once he did, he wanted to pummel the man to a bloody pulp. “You ain't got it in ya, Joseph. I was there, remember? You hesitated over that guard. That's how come we didn't get clean away. ‘Cause you couldn't kill him." “He'd done everything we'd asked him." Ulyss snorted. “But he was a loose end, Joseph. Kinda like you are for me,” he added, smiling. “You always were a son of a bitch, Ulyss." “Ah, but that's what you liked about me. Always pulling you inta one scrap after a next. It was excitin'!" “It was stupid. And we're both lucky to be alive." Ulyss looked at the ground and shook his head. “You always were too sensible. Listened too close to that righteous brother a yours instead a doin’ what I told ya. We could be rich men now, Joseph. Livin’ high on the hog with wine and women at our beck and call. But when you let that guard live, you threw it all away!" “No, Ulyss! I threw it all away when I joined up with the likes of you! Matthew kept tellin’ me you'd bring nothin’ but trouble, that a man like you with nothin’ to his name was bound to get into more messes than he knew what to do with.” Joseph smiled cynically. “And you know when I realized he was right? The moment you told me to shoot that guard. What a time for a rehabilitation, eh, Ulyss? When the money bags are in my hand and I'm headin’ for the door." “It woulda all been worth it—" “Worth killing a man for? We weren't prospectin’ for gold, Ulyss, we were robbin’ a bank! If I'd killed that guard we would have hanged!" “If you'd killed him we woulda never gotten caught,” Ulyss said tightly. “And maybe that would have been the worst thing that could've happened." Ulyss clenched his jaw and raised his hand to point a rigid finger at Joseph. “I spent four long years in that stinkin’ prison before finally escapin'. I want my money, damn it!" “Your moneyis back in the bank where it belongs." “I trusted you. When we decided ta split up I trusted you to hide it!" Joseph smiled. “A pretty iffy thing, trustin’ an outlaw." Ulyss lunged at him, but Joseph raised the gun, reminding the man of its presence. Ulyss stopped cold, and then broke inta laughter. “You couldn't even shoot a perfect stranger, boy. There ain't no way in hell you could look me in the eye and pull that trigger. You just don't have it in ya. You can't shoot a man in cold blood." The statement had been meant as a taunt, and something Tess had said came drifting back to Joseph.In the end, your opinion of yourself is the only one that matters . His hand tightened around the pistol. What would his opinion be of himself if he killed this unarmed man? Despite all the rumors, Joseph Maguire wasn't a killer, and no amount of belief on anyone's part was going to make him into one. Damn if it wasn't high time he started realizing that fact. “Where's your horse, Ulyss? I'm takin’ you in." The last thing he expected was for Ulyss to make a break for it in the dark. The campfire illuminated the tall man's form as he darted for the mine entrance and disappeared inside. Joseph chased after him, knowing Holly and Sissy would be looking over their shoulders for the rest of their lives if the man got away. He charged into the mine entrance and stopped short. Thick, cloying darkness reached out and stole away his sight. “Ulyss, don't make this harder than it has to be!” he shouted. His own voice echoed back to him. “You know I can't let you go free!" Maniacal laughter floated back to him. “Give it your best shot, Joseph!" He strode further into the yawning black chasm and almost fell on his face when his foot connected with the mining car trestle. He walked a few careful steps further before realizing that he'd never find Ulyss in the dark. His best bet was to wait at the entrance until the man decided to come out. He would have to eventually. When he turned to leave, a weight greater than his own slammed into his back. He fell, face first, onto the rocky ground, landing hard over the metal trestle which forced the air from his lungs. He scrambled to hang onto the gun, but dropped it in the end. He brought his elbow back sharply into Ulyss's midsection, and then slammed his fist back into his face. He was fighting an unseen enemy, relying on his wits to know where to strike. Joseph managed to get on top of the bigger man, and bring his forearm firmly against his throat. Ulyss made a strangling sound, but Joseph took a deep breath and pressed all his weight down. He might not kill men in cold blood, but he'd damn sure defend his own life. He froze when he heard the hammer on the gun click. The cold sting of metal pressed against the side of his face and he let up on the pressure of his arm. “Looks like I win, Joseph old pal,” Ulyss said softly. With death staring him in the face, Joseph thought of Tess, the way her blue eyes lit up when she laughed. If only they'd had a chance, but he'd thrown it all away four years before without even realizing it. God damn it, he'd live to see her again! With a sudden burst of speed, Joseph rolled to the side and brought himself up tight against the mine's damp wall: What Ulyss couldn't see, Ulyss couldn't shoot. Ulyss laughed. “Very clever, Joseph. Unfortunately the flash from the first shot is all I'll need to hit you with the second." The echo of the gun being fired was deafening. The sound raced down the tunnel, bounced off the walls and came back again and again and again. Like a fool, Ulyss had fired into the dirt-and-beam ceiling. Before he could get off the second shot, a low rumble sounded over their heads. “What's that?” Ulyss whispered. A shower of grit and loose rock began to sift down from the ceiling, filling the air with silt and dust so thick it was hard to breathe. “Cave-in!” Joseph shouted. He covered his head with his arms and hunched into the wall as the debris became thicker and heavier, pounding at his back and shoulders. He struggled to breathe, fought for a chest full of clean air amidst the sound of Ulyss's screams. Timbers groaned, straining to hold back the rest of the mine, and then Joseph was struck on the back of the head and knocked unconscious. 20 Beevo Larsen was an enormous man,with an enormous heart, and an enormous smile. But when Tess spotted him coming up behind her on the road outside of Dodge, astride his wagon pulled by two lumbering black oxen, she seriously contemplated putting her heels to her horse and ducking for cover. He spotted her right away, though, and urged his team toward her. “Pretty lady!” he called, grinning broadly. “So good to see you again!" Tess placed a protective hand over her saddlebags stuffed full of money and smiled hesitantly as Beevo rolled up beside her, his oxen snorting and swirling up dust. Joseph could be anywhere in the mountains surrounding Dodge and she didn't have a lot of time to waste. “I thought you would—” He paused, glancing around, looking perplexed. “Where is your man?" “He, uh, he's waiting for me at the mine.” Big heart or not, she wasn't anxious to find out what Beevo would do if he thought she was unattached. “The old Maguire mine?" Tess's heart almost stopped beating. “Yes, yes, that's right. The Maguire mine. But, you know ... he wrote the directions out on a piece of paper for me last night before he left, and I went and lost them. Can you believe that?" Beevo grinned. “Yes I do believe that, lady. Women have no brain for such things. But why is it that he would want to meet you in such a dangerous place?" “He, um ... he thought it would be a nice place for a tryst?" The large man's dark bushy brows came together. “What is this ... twist?" Twist? Okay. “Something very American,” Tess replied. “But never discussed with others." “Ah,” Beevo said, nodding seriously. “A lover's secret." “That's right. And when you find your own American love, she will explain it all to you. Now could you possibly tell me the way to the mine?" Tess almost died on the spot when he shook his head no. “Why not?” she demanded. “Too dangerous. Many wild things. Not a good place for a woman." “But my man—the man I'm meeting will see to my safety, I'm sure." “He left you in the jail." Tess chewed her lip. “That's, uh, that's just a game we like to play. It makes thetwist more exciting." “I like games,” Beevo said, smiling slyly. “Then you'll understand why I hate to keep my man waiting." He considered her for a long moment, and then finally gave a firm nod of his head. “All right. But no telling the way. I will take you there myself." Before Tess could protest, Beevo had cracked his long whip and sent his oxen on their way up the road. She knew it was going to be hard enough forher to sneak up on Joseph, let alone this lumbering giant, but she consoled herself with the idea that Beevo might come in handy if she ended up having to tie Joseph up and drag him back to Sweet Briar. They rode for two hours, along cliff sides, down gullies, through meadows of wildflowers, and past towering groves of trees. Finally Beevo pulled his oxen team up short at the base of a tall rise. There was a horse tethered there, and Tess recognized it right away as the one Joseph had rented from the livery in Sweet Briar. She wanted to throw her arms around the lumbering man's neck and kiss him senseless. Instead she met him at the back of his wagon and held out her hand. “Thanks for your help." He grinned down at her hand, and then pulled her into a rib-cracking hug, pounding her on the back as if she were a side of beef. “You ride well for a woman,” he said. “Thank you,” she managed to strangle out. He released her and she staggered back a step. “I'm sorry if you've had to come far out of your way,” she added. “This thing I do for you,” he replied. He looked behind him at the steep rise. “And now we go up." “Up?” she practically squeaked, and then added, “Us?" “Your legs are too skinny to take you up the mountain without Beevo's help. Come.” He took her by the arm. “I am very strong." And twinkly, she wanted to add. What was Joseph going to think when she came barging toward the mine with this herculean foreigner on her heels? But she couldn't worry about that now. She could only hope Joseph was safe, and that he hadn't done anything foolish to Ulyss Coltrain. The side of the hill was steep, and the loose dirt was slippery, but Tess managed to make it to the top by gaining hand and footholds on scrub brush and sturdy weeds. Beevo was right behind her as they reached the site of the mine where the smoky remains of a campfire greeted them. There was no sign of either Joseph or Ulyss. “Please, God,” she whispered. “Please don't let him have already come and gone." “He has not gone,” Beevo answered. “He would not leave his horse." “Then where is he?” Tess spun around in a circle, looking all around her, and then shouted, “Joooseeeph!" When she looked back at Beevo the blood froze in her veins. He was looking toward the mine and his expression was chilling. “Cave-in,” he whispered ominously. Tess's gaze flew to the mine entrance, which was barely distinguishable beneath all the rock and rubble blocking it, and a sob caught in her throat. “He wouldn't have gone in there ... would he?” she asked weakly. Beevo gave her a steady look. “I do not know." “He wouldn't have. Joseph!” Tess shouted. She ran to the mine entrance. “Joseph! Joseph are you in there?” There wasn't even a pinprick of an opening in the collapse, but she started clawing at the stones and gravel, shouting his name. Finally, Beevo took her by the shoulders and pulled her back. “It will take us days to dig through that, lady." “But we have to do something! He could be in there! Dying!" “I know of another way in." She grabbed the big man by the front of his shirt. “Where?" He pointed to a thick tangle of brambles to their right. “Through that." Tess wasted no time in running to the place he'd indicated and shoving aside prickly bushes and tangles of overgrown vines. Beevo worked beside her, almost as anxious as she to free a man he didn't know. When Tess shoved aside the last tumbleweed, she spotted a hole in the side of the hill. “There,” Beevo said. “There it is." Tess's eyes widened. The passage was only about four feet in diameter. “That's it?” She looked back at the big man. “But you can't fit in there." “No.” He shook his head and jabbed her in the chest. “You can." All thoughts of Joseph injured and maybe even dying inside were forgotten and Tess backed away. Her heart was pounding in quick jerking movements as she broke out in a cold sweat. “I can't go in there." “I have matches and candles. There is nothing there in the dark—" “It's not the dark!” she shouted. “I—I won't be able to breathe in that hole.” Terror was rising up to choke her even as she spoke. She could feel her lungs struggling for breath, as if a heavy weight were already pressing down over her. “There is air. And this tunnel leads to the caved-in entrance." “Tunnel? This is a tunnel!” It wouldn't be one, small tight squeeze? she thought frantically. She would enter, and then have to go on and on through the squeezing inky black. Beevo took her by the shoulders and looked deeply into her eyes. “Lady, if he is in there, you must do it. You must go to him and lead him out of the darkness." “I can't,” she choked out, her eyes wandering back to that ominous hole. “Then he will die." The words, spoken so surely and so distinctly, filtered through Tess's panic and tore a sob from her throat. He might not even be in there, but could she take the chance? Was she going to let this irrational fear keep her from saving the man she loved? Yes, she loved him. And the realization of that sent a surge of protective instinct through her trembling body. She wouldn't—she couldn't let him die. Taking two gasping breaths, she walked on shaking legs toward the small back entrance to the mine. Beevo handed her a small box of matches and some candles, which she immediately stuffed into the front pockets on her jeans. “How—how long is it?" “I am not knowing. But these tunnels are built for this purpose, so it will be unblocked I am sure. But it might get smaller." Smaller? The very idea sent Tess stumbling back a step. She had a mental image of the walls squeezing against her shoulders and jamming her into place, not allowing her to move forward, and not releasing her to move back. She would be trapped there in the dark, not able to move— “Lady?" Beevo's heavily accented voice broke through her thoughts of terror and reminded her of the present, of the man she loved and was trying to save. She looked at the opening to the tunnel, which had become the greatest obstacle of her life, and moved toward it. Her mind screamed, sending messages to her muscles to lock up, to not move another inch, but Tess forced back the impulses and crouched unsteadily at the tunnel's opening. She saw nothing but chilling blackness in front of her, but before the fear had a chance to take a hold of her again, to wrap itself around her in a freezing moment of panic, she crawled inside just past her shoulders. The strong smell of sulfur filled her nostrils as her hands connected with the damp, smooth rock of the carved tunnel. She commanded her legs to move, to follow her inside, but her feet remained firmly planted on the security of the ground outside. She thought of Joseph, of his flashing green eyes and charming, crooked smile. She thought of Sissy and Holly, and of how badly they would need their uncle in the years to come, of how devastated they would be if they lost yet another member of their family. Tears streamed from her eyes and splashed on numb hands that were shaking so badly they were barely supporting her weight. “Joseph,” she whispered. With one mighty surge of will, she brought one knee inside and placed it beneath her. Then she squeezed her eyes shut and pulled in the other knee. “Joseph, I'm coming." The darkness was all around him, and he squeezed his eyes shut twice just to prove to himself that they were actually open. He pulled in a long deep breath, and then coughed: the air was thick and hard to breathe—probably filled with silt and dust from the cave-in. The back of his head and neck were throbbing, a leftover gift from the rotting timber that had smashed down over him in the end. He wondered about Ulyss, and listened carefully for any sound, any hint of movement around him. “Ulyss?” he rasped. He coughed again. “Ulyss?" He sat up and groped in front of him with his hands. He felt coarse, heavy rock and splintered pieces of wood. There was no light coming from his left, the direction of the tunnel entrance, and he knew then that he'd been buried alive. If the back access had been blocked off as well, he'd be out of air in a few hours. He had to start digging if he ever hoped to survive. He rose carefully, mindful of the ache in his shoulders, and stumbled to his right, holding out his hands and feeling his way in the darkness. Once he reached a point where he could go forward no further, then he would put his back to the task of saving his own miserable life. A sound came from behind him, a faint scratching, and he whirled, expecting to see Ulyss standing behind him. Nothing but inky blackness greeted him, and he stood very still, slowing his breathing, listening. The sound came again, this time louder, and he crouched and peered hard into the darkness. And then a soft, trembling voice, so familiar it made his heart ache, came echoing toward him, singing of all things. “There was a farmer in a cave and Joseph was his name, oh, J-O-S ... E-P-H, J-O-S ... E-P-H, J-O-S ... E-P-H, and Joseph was his name, oh." “Tess.” The name fluttered from his lips like a sweet sigh, and he closed his eyes in desperation, his greatest fear coming true. What was she doing in the mine? “J-O-S ... E-P-H,” she went on singing, her voice shaking with each note. “Tess?” he called out to her. The singing stopped abruptly. “Joseph!” The frantic, hoarse cry echoed hollow in the air around him, and Joseph was unable to get a bead on where she was. “Joseph, I'm coming! I'm coming to save you!" “Where are you?” he called softly, trying to minimize the echo. “I'm ... I'm trying hard not to think about that right now,” came her shaky reply. “J-O-S ... E-P-H,” she went on falteringly. “Are you hurt?” he called back. “N-no. I'm ... I'm just fine, thank you. I-I've got candles, and matches, and ... and I'll be right there!" Candles and matches? “Were you in the mine during the cave-in?” he asked, perplexed. “If I had been in the mine I certainly wouldn't be crawling through this tight..." Her voice stopped suddenly, and Joseph felt a moment of helpless panic. “Tess!” Her name echoed through the countless tunnels and then returned, ringing ten times over in his ears. “Tess, are you all right?" He heard a whimper, faint but distinct, and tried to move toward it. Stumbling several times, he kept his ears alert, trying desperately to find her in the dark. It was a hopeless endeavor. “Where are you, damn it!” he shouted, frustration putting a growl in his voice. “I can't move,” he heard her reply, so close it was almost a whisper in his ear. He continued to grope until he found a smooth rock wall, and then his hand slipped inside, into cool moist air. It was the back entrance to the mine. And a narrow one at that, he guessed, feeling its rounded edges. He leaned his face forward and said softly, “Tess? Are you in there?" “Joseph?” came her weak reply. “Joseph, I'm coming to ... to save you." “Come forward a little more,” he coaxed gently, remembering her fear of small spaces. “I ... I can't move. I ... I can't—" “Just a few more inches, Tess, and it opens up into a huge room, with ceilings so high you could grow a redwood tree." “Joseph.” His name was nothing but a sob and the sound of it just about yanked his heart out of his chest. “I'm coming in." “No!” she screamed frantically. “You'll block my way!" “I'll lead you out." “Please,” came her pleading whisper. “Please don't come in." He reached his hand inside the tunnel as far as it would go, straining his already sore shoulder, but he was determined to give her some sort of lifeline. Their fingers touched. Hers were ice cold. “Feel me, Tess,” he said soft and low. “Listen to my voice. It's only a little further and you'll be in my arms." He felt her shuffle and edge forward just an inch or so more. “That's right,” he whispered. “Just a little more. A little more." With a frantic cry, she lunged forward, scrambling the rest of the way and vaulting out against his chest. Her arms went around his neck, clutching desperately, and her heavy sobs were muffled against his shirtfront as he held her to him and rocked her gently. “It's all right,” he whispered into her ear. “Shh,” he said, hoping to quiet her tears. “It's all right now." He pushed the hair back from her face and found her lips in the darkness. His mouth slid over hers, absorbing her trembles and the bittersweet salt of her tears. She'd faced her greatest fear, come through a mental terror that he could only imagine, and she'd done it all for him. Her hands fell upon his face, breaking their kiss. Questing fingers slipped over his jaw and down his neck, feeling, seeking. “Are you all right?” she finally asked, the words quivering. “Are you all right, Joseph?" God, how he wanted to see her face, to look into her eyes, to witness firsthand what he was hearing in her voice. The tenderness. The concern. “I'm all right,” he answered, hoarsely. “You said you had matches and candles." There was a moment's pause as she fumbled with something, and then he felt the cool wax and a box of matches pressed in his hand. He struck a match and lit one of the candles. Wide blue eyes, the color of a warm summer sky, appeared before him, swimming with tears, and he smiled reassuringly. “Tess,” he whispered, reaching out to run his fingers along her jaw. “A little pixy come out of the darkness to save my life." And to steal his soul. “The—the tunnel will lead you outside." “Us,” he said softly. “It will lead us outside." She moved her head in a jerky motion. “I'm not going back. Not that way." “Tess, there's no other way out. I've checked." “I don't care,” she replied furiously. “I'd rather die in here than go back through that tunnel!" Joseph may have done a lot of stupid things in his life, but there was one thing he knew for sure: He could never, ever leave her behind. He took her face in his free hand, holding the candle up so that he could look deeply into her eyes. “I'm not leaving without you, Tess. We both go. Or we both stay. It's your choice." Tess pressed her face into Joseph's warm neck. She'd risked her life to save him. Now she couldn't let him die for her. “Don't be stupid,” she said, her body still trembling from her harrowing experience in the narrow tunnel. “Now's not the time to get chivalrous on me." He held the candle higher, until it illuminated his handsome features. “I'm not leaving you, Tess. We'll go whenever you're ready." But she'd never be ready. She reached out to brush the hair away from the small bloody cut on his forehead. He was scratched up and filthy, but seemed to have come through the cave-in in one piece. Soon he'd be out in the fresh air and the sunlight, and she'd have the contentment of knowing that he'd survived as she slowly succumbed to the darkness. A rise of panic sifted through her, making her muscles clench, but she fought it down, wanting Joseph to remember only the cool, collected side of her. Once she'd convinced him to leave without her, then would be soon enough to give into the spasms of fear that were even now trying to grip her body and her mental faculties. She'd almost lost her mind crawling through that narrow expanse of solid rock. The tunnel had started out small, but it had narrowed the closer she'd gotten to the main entrance, squeezing her shoulders, making it harder and harder for her to move her arms and legs. But she'd made it, by some omnipotent being's grace perhaps, and had shown Joseph the way out. Now if he would only take it. “Go,” she told him, tears streaming from her eyes. “But promise me you'll return to Holly and Sissy, Joseph. Promise me you won't let them be raised by strangers. No matter what you've done in your past, no matter what you might do in your future, they need you." His hand cupped her face as his thumb brushed a single tear from her cheek. “I was only trying to do what was best for them, Tess. I swear to God I was." “I know,” she whispered back. “But you can't let other people dictate what you do with your life or you'll never stop running." He leaned his forehead against hers. How the hell did you get so smart?” he asked with a faint laugh. “I met you.” A shiver racked through her and he pulled her closer. “I'll go back to them, Tess. I'll make things work. But you're coming with me." She shook her head frantically. “I can't, I can't—you don't know what you're asking!" He cupped her face in both of his hands and kissed her sweetly. “I'll help you. Trust me. I'll do anything you want—everything you ask—but I will not leave here without you." “Damn it, Joseph! Get in that tunnel and get out of here!" “Tell me what the fear is?” he urged. “Explain to me how it feels." “I'll be trapped,” she practically wailed. “I won't be able to move, to breathe!" “You've gone through it once already, Tess. You weren't trapped, you had enough air, nothing will change on the way back." “I barely made it. If you hadn't been here—" “And I'll be right there with you on the way out. You'll be safe. I swear it." She needed to believe him. The last thing she wanted was to die down here in a cold, dark cavern. But the panic had a will of its own. She could sense it dancing along the periphery of her courage, trying to undermine her will. “Don't think about it, Tess,” he whispered. “The best way to do these things is to just jump in. Think about the sun on your face, the smell of clean fresh air ... Holly and Sissy's smiles when we come riding down the road toward home." She gazed at him in the wavering candlelight. “To stay?" He smiled, infusing her with his quiet strength. “To stay." Tess glanced toward the tunnel, seeing only a yawning chasm of blackness. He was right. She'd done it once before, she could do it again. She could. Unbeknownst to her, the tune of “Bingo” began humming on her lips once again, giving her mind something besides the fear to concentrate on. “Should I go first?” Joseph asked softly at her shoulder. “No,” she said hoarsely. “And don't block my escape. Don't follow too close." Before her mind could question what her body was doing, she crawled into the narrow tunnel and began moving as fast as she could to the light she knew waited on the other side. She could hear Joseph moving behind her, could feel the brush of fresh air on her face from up ahead, but without warning a flash of alarm seized hold of her, freezing her in her tracks and refusing to let her go. Joseph came up behind her, and she cried out in panic. “Back up! I have to get out!" “Tess, listen to me, sweetheart. I want you to close your eyes." She was gasping for air, sensing that it was dissipating and feeling her chest heave with the pressure. “Joseph!” she gasped. “Close your eyes and imagine the wide open prairie, with flowers blowing in the breeze, and trees growing tall and wide beside a deep sparkling stream. Can you hear the birds, Tess?" She allowed her eyes to slide closed. Her teeth were beginning to rattle along with the quaking of every muscle in her body. She shut off her senses, using her tortured mind instead and did her best to imagine Joseph's prairie. “There's Sissy over by the tree. Do you see her?" Joseph's little niece appeared in Tess's imagination and smiled at her, her big green eyes shining in the sun. “What's Sissy wearing, Tess? Is that a new dress?" “It's ... it's green, like the grass, with bunched lace around the sleeves." “Move closer to her, sweetheart." Tess focused on Sissy's smile, on the love glittering in her eyes, and slowly edged her body a little further down the tunnel. “That's it,” Joseph said softly from behind her. “Go all the way to Sissy. The sun is so warm it's heating the top of your head, Tess. I told you to wear that bonnet. Do you feel that breeze on your face?" Tess could feel it, sweet and cool. Somewhere in the recesses of her consciousness she knew the breeze was coming from the other end of the tunnel she was crawling through, but she smiled and let herself believe it was the same breeze sifting though the leafy trees in her mind. “You've almost reached her, Tess. Sissy is holding out her arms to you." Suddenly a pair of strong hands took Tess by the shoulders and pulled her into the very real heat of an afternoon sun. She opened her eyes, letting the image of Sissy disappear, and found herself staring at the broad chest of Beevo Larsen. “You are all right, lady?" Tess collapsed against the big man. He patted her on the back, harder than she would have liked, and she sobbed and laughed into his shirt, giddy with the joy of simply being alive. “How ‘bout some for me?" She turned and flew into Joseph's outstretched arms. “We're alive, Joseph,” she whispered, hoarse with emotion. “We're alive." “Thanks to you, Tess. The bravest lady I know,” he said. She took his face in her hands and kissed him, hard. “Pardon me,” Beevo broke in with his thick accented voice. Tess pulled away from Joseph. The big Austrian was looking disconcerted by her and Joseph's display of affection. “Is, uh, is dair anybody else inside?” he asked. “No,” Joseph answered. Remembering Ulyss, Tess searched Joseph's expression for an explanation. “Ulyss got caught in the center of the cave-in,” he told her. “He didn't make it." Tess looked away, uncomfortable that she didn't feel an inkling of sadness for that one lost life. Joseph's was the only one that had mattered to her. He gathered her in his arms, supporting her weight and she realized it was over. Ulyss was gone. The man she loved was safe. And Holly and Sissy would have their happily ever after. 21 She came to him, dressed onlyin the glow of the fire, and knelt down beside where he lay naked on the blanket. He'd never seen anyone so beautiful, or felt such a reverence in the presence of another. She'd come to him in the darkness, a beacon guiding his way, his own sweet, guardian angel, and now she was offering him more than just his life. He reached out and gently pulled her to him, letting his hand linger over the silken texture of her bare arm. His gaze roamed her face, drinking in the angles and the hollows, and he was mesmerized by the graceful slope of her pale brows and the seductive curve of her pink lips. She touched him. Gliding her fingers over the ridge of his hard stomach, making the muscles tense in reflex, and slipped her hand over his hip. Her head bent and he leaned up to catch her kiss, groaning as her small tongue slipped between his parted lips. A coyote howled, and she tensed and pulled back. He moved his hands up her back, holding her tenderly in place. “It's just the night sounds,” he whispered, tasting the curve of her neck. “Nothing can harm you when you're with me, Tess." She leaned close again, content to let his lips roam her throat, her shoulder, the upper curves of her firm breasts. The crest of one rosy nipple called to him and he touched it tentatively with the tip of his tongue. A gasp pulled from her throat as she pushed her fingers into his hair to hold him in place. He licked at her, teased at her, and then covered her with his warm mouth. “Oh, Joseph, yes,” she whispered, arching closer. Her hands clutched at his shoulders, her legs moved restlessly beside his, and he moved on to the other tempting peak. The campfire popped as Joseph rolled Tess beneath him, covering her soft, warm body with his. He kissed her, long and deep, taking his leisure with her mouth, until he felt her growing urgency. The smooth skin of her hip was his guide and he curled his fingers beneath one of her thighs and parted her long, slender legs. She adjusted herself willingly for him, and he sighed as his lower body settled against her welcoming warmth. Her fingernails blazed a trail down his back until she was kneading the hard curves of his backside, starting him on the rhythm that would take them to the stars. He entered her, but only minutely, wanting to treasure every moment, every tiny sensation to the end. She wasn't satisfied with that, however, and pressed her hips up toward him in an attempt to embed him more deeply inside her. “Don't toy with me, Joseph,” she whispered. She let out a passionate cry as he slipped in a little further. “I need you. I need you now!" He gave her a little more and she pressed her head back into the blanket, into the soft grass cushioning their bodies, and arched her hips upward. It was a welcome no sane man could resist. He pulled himself up to rest on his hands and thrust into her in one broad stroke. She climaxed immediately, and Joseph had to fight to keep his control as tiny female muscles massaged and squeezed at him, prodding his steely flesh to follow their lead. It was her impassioned look that did him in. Her eyes opened, glazed and hooded, and he realized that he had put that hunger there. With a maddening groan, he threw back his head and plunged into the well of her desire, exploding into a thousand sparkling stars that brought relief and gave new life with merely a few uncontrollable thrusts. He leaned over her and kissed her full lips, felt her will to surrender even now, after she'd been fully satisfied. And he knew that he could never let her go. This woman was his. Mind, body, and soul. Tess was so close to tears she could barely speak. Joseph had made love to her in the night with a tenderness she'd never before experienced, and now, much to her amazement, she was terrified at the thought of returning to the twentieth century. How could she leave him when she loved him so very much? He turned in his saddle and looked back at where she rode behind him, no doubt wondering at her silence all morning long. But how could she explain? How could she tell him that despite everything she'd gone through to convince him not to abandon his nieces that she, in the end, would be doing exactly that? She knew what her life was going to be like without the three of them: Lonely and without purpose. The same as it had been before. Only now she would know what it really felt like to be loved, and she wasn't sure she could live with the memory. Joseph reined in his horse, allowing her to ride up beside him, and she quickly dashed at the tears standing in her eyes. She had to keep her emotions hidden from him, to prevent him from asking questions that she would be unable to answer. His attention lingered on her as she pulled up next to him. She gave him a warm smile, hoping to cover the misery she was feeling. “You're distracted,” he said. “What's bothering you?" She shook her head, but the hot tears that filled her eyes betrayed her. “It's nothing, Joseph. I just ... I just miss Holly and Sissy." He reached out and lifted her chin so he could look deeply into her eyes. A single tear drizzled down her cheek and he brushed it away with his thumb. “This doesn't have anything to do with last night, does it?" “No, no, absolutely not. Last night was...” A smile crept its way to her lips. “Last night was wonderful." He grinned back. “You keep smiling like that and half the town is gonna know how wonderful." “Well"—she stifled a sudden yawn—"don't care what half the town knows." His expression turned admiring. “You know, you've gotta teach me that trick sometime." “What trick is that?" “The one where you don't let other people's opinions of you interfere in your life." “Priorities,” she responded. “Priorities?" “About the only good thing my nanny ever taught me while I was growing up was to set priorities. Decide what is most important to you and give it precedence. You focus on that one special thing, Joseph, and you won't care if the rest of the world goes to hell in a handbasket." He smiled, faintly at first, thoughtfully, and then broke into a broad grin. Then, without warning, he leaned over and lifted her out of her saddle. Tess gasped as he placed her across his lap, and she wrapped her arms around his neck to steady herself. “What are you doing?” she asked, laughing. “I know you didn't get much sleep last night,” he whispered against the top of her head, and she squeezed her eyes shut, glad he wasn't aware of the concerns that had kept her awake. “This way you can take a nap before we get there.” With Joseph's strong arm around her waist, Tess settled against his hard, warm chest with a contented sigh. “And I hope you're not worryin’ again, Tess,” he added. “Because, the way I see it"—she smiled when he kissed the top of her head—"there is nothin’ on God's great earth to concern yourself with now." Joseph's horse moved forward again, its steadyclop clop mingling with the sound of the other horse that followed along dutifully. The sun was warm on her head as she settled in alongside Joseph's steady heartbeat, listening to him breathe, feeling his strength wrapped securely around her. He made her feel safe, loved. But she'd completed her mission. She'd kept the Maguire family together, and now she doubted there was anything on God's great earth that could stop her from being sent back home. They rode throughout the morning and afternoon, Tess sleeping off and on, and turned onto the quiet, clean main street of Sweet Briar, Kansas just before dusk. The town looked the same as the day they'd left, and Tess felt relieved to be back where she didn't have to worry about simply walking down the street in broad daylight. Instead of riding toward Doc Nathan's, though, where Holly and Sissy were staying, Joseph pulled up short in front of the wood mill. “I'll just be a minute” he whispered to her, and left her sitting in his saddle. Her eyes still drooping, Tess watched as he strode into the mill office, wondering what was so important that it couldn't wait until the next day. A few minutes later she heard him shouting. “What the hell do you mean you refuse!” his bellow echoed from within the weathered, clapboard building. “How ‘bout if I refuse to let you live another five seconds!" Tess scrambled down from the horse and hurried into the mill office. Joseph had the proprietor by the shirtfront and was holding him up against the wall, two inches off the ground. “Joseph!” She dashed forward and took hold of his flexed arm. “What are you doing!" “Just gettin’ a little respect, honey. Somethin’ I should done a long time ago. Now are you gonna build it, Anderson, or do I give my business to somebody else?" “But ... but I thought you'd left!” the man choked out. “Left for good!" “I changed my mind,” Joseph replied darkly. “Joseph, put the man down,” Tess said. She wasn't sure what was going on, but the sight of him attacking this pitiful man was disconcerting. Mr. Anderson's heels dropped back to the floor, and the man tugged at the bottom of his vest to straighten his clothing. “I could have you arrested for manhandling me like that, Maguire,” he said. “Yes or no, Anderson,” Joseph persisted. The man gave him a stubborn look and demanded, “Where you gonna get the money?" “I'll sell some of the animals to get you a down payment, and I'm willin’ to work off the rest helpin’ you around the mill." Mr. Anderson's expression turned incredulous. “The last thing I need around here is a known criminal stealin’ from my cash box." Joseph stiffened, and Tess decided that if he took the man by the shirtfront again she'd allow it; the little weasel was really asking for it, as far as she was concerned. “I paid for my crime, Anderson,” Joseph grit out. “And it's about time folks in this town started realizin’ that. I've never so much as stepped on a toe in the respectable streets of Sweet Briar for the entire year I've lived here, and I think it's time I gained just a little more respect because of it. Now, I know you've been shorthanded since Todd McFeeney moved to Wichita. And I'm offering you two strong arms and a steady pair of hands." The mill owner didn't respond, and Tess couldn't stand to watch any longer. The people of Sweet Briar were fools not to realize what a wonderful man Joseph Maguire was. “I'll give you whatever money you need, Joseph, from what we got for the candleholder." “No,” he replied sharply. “Is it a deal, Anderson? Or do I try your competition at the other end of the block?" Tess held her breath. At the mention of the man's competition, Mr. Anderson's hard expression melted just a little. “All right, Maguire,” he finally said. “I'll take you on for a month. But I don't want no problems from you!" Joseph pumped the man's hand. “And you won't get any." “I'll have a crew out to your place first thing in the morning,” Anderson added. Joseph nodded curtly. “I appreciate this, Mr. Anderson. And you will not regret this decision.” He turned and pushed Tess out of the office. When the two of them got outside, however, Joseph let out a whoop and swung her up into his arms. “What was that all about?” Tess asked, laughing as he set her back on her feet. “That, my sweet, was about me and my priorities.” He gave her a quick kiss, and then lifted her up onto her horse. “And,” he continued, climbing up into his own saddle, “thanks to you, I know exactly what they are." She gave him a bemused look, liking this carefree side of him that she'd caught only glimpses of before. “Well?” he asked, reining his horse away from the hitching post. “What are we waiting for? We've got a date with two young beauties at the doctor's house." When Tess and Joseph rode up to Doctor Nathan's house, Holly and Sissy ran out to greet them, Sissy carrying a small, pink fuzzy quilt. Tess hugged both girls tightly to her, almost afraid to let them go. She and Joseph were both tired and dirty, and Alice Nathan insisted that the two of them stay the night after a healthy dinner of beef stew and hot rolls. Later, after Tess had seen the girls tucked snugly in their beds, and had said a lingering goodnight to Joseph as he went outside to clean up in the creek out back, she climbed the long staircase to her assigned room where a hot bath waited her, compliments of Alice Nathan. She spent only enough time in the wooden tub to wash the trail dust off. As she was combing out the wet tangles in her hair, she noticed a remarkable woman staring back at her in the dresser mirror. And it surprised her to realize that that remarkable woman was her. She'd changed. She was no longer that same selfish, narrow-minded society queen. And it was more than just the extra freckles on her nose or the new golden cast to her skin that made it seem so. The blue eyes looking back at her were filled with life, love, and a genuine sense of well-being. Joseph had done these things for her. Holly and Sissy had done them. She'd finally found the family she'd always wanted. And it wasn't hers to keep. 22 Joseph crept up the stairsof the Nathan home, hoping there wasn't a soul still awake. He'd finished with his bath out back in the creek, and was now interested in other pursuits. The last thing he needed at the moment, however, was to be caught sneaking into Tess's room, by either his nieces or the doctor and his wife. He reached the room at the top of the stairs and turned the knob. The door opened soundlessly, and he slipped inside and closed it quietly behind him. She was already in bed: The glow from the moon outside shone pale yellow through the window and illuminated her shape beneath the blankets. Without a word, he stripped off his clothes and slipped in beside her. She mumbled contentedly in her sleep, and pressed her warm back against him. He touched her bare, silken skin, sliding his hand over her hip, and smiled into her hair when she sighed and nestled her soft bottom against the hardness between his legs. The scent of her skin filled his senses, warming his heart, and he found himself wondering how he'd ever lived without her. Barely, he supposed was the only answer. But now that she was his, he would never let her go. He moved his hand around her narrow waist, up the smooth slope of her back where he cupped one creamy shoulder in his big hand. She slept on, her breath a whisper in the still room as he placed a leisurely kiss in the crook of her neck. “Mmmm,” she murmured, unconsciously tilting her head to give him better access. “Tessss,” he whispered in her ear, biting at the delicate lobe. “Are you dreamin’ about me?" She nestled closer and pressed her head back against his shoulder. “Don't wake me up,” she said back in a soft, raspy voice. He slipped his hand down her shapely thigh. “Lift your leg for me a little, honey. She did and he moved her knee back to hook behind his, placing her in position to receive him. He could feel her warmth, her dampness against the broad tip of him, and he groaned, knowing the ecstasy he was about to find within her. “Tess,” he whispered as he flexed upward, entering her only enough to make his intentions very clear. “This isn't a dream." She let out a little gasp and reached back to take hold of his neck, placing them cheek to cheek. “You'll always be a dream for me Joseph,” she whispered back. Permission granted, he placed his hand flat against her smooth stomach and held her in place as he pressed his entire length inside her. Her fingernails dug into the back of his neck but he barely felt it compared to the intense pleasure of having her wrapped all around him. She was slickness and heat, and he had to bury his face in her hair to keep from shouting out in pure male satisfaction. He was setting a slow, steady pace, moving in and out of her, and her tiny little cries of pleasure were growing louder and louder. When she started to climax, emitting a sharp cry in the still room, he pressed his hand over her mouth to keep her from having to face inquiring looks in the morning. But when her tiny muscles clenched around him and he found himself thrusting into her like a wild man, he was the one who wound up making all the noise. Joseph wasn't himself. After the night they'd shared, Tess would have expected Joseph to be charming and doting, as he had been on the other “mornings after.” But on this particular morning he was quiet, thoughtful, almost timid—if she could believe that. Her time with him and the girls was short at best, and she wanted to take him by the shoulders and shake him, tell him not to waste a second of it on uncertainty or unvoiced complaints. She supposed she'd only added to the problem, though, by letting him get away with his odd mood throughout the early morning and during their ride back to the farm. However, when he rode his horse right up to the barn and then right past it she wasn't about to let him get away with it for another second. “Where the hell are you going?” she demanded from astride her own horse. He looked back at her, and then at Holly and Sissy as they drove the wagon into the yard. “Holly, you and your sister unhitch the horses, and then join me and Miss Harper in the north pasture." “Yes, Uncle Joseph,” the girls called in unison. Tess stared in bewilderment at the man in front of her. “I really don't care to visit the dogs this morning, Joseph." He turned his horse back and reached for Tess's reins. “This is one kennel you'll need to see." Her hands resting on her saddle horn, Tess allowed Joseph to lead her and her horse up to the north pasture, a place she'd never felt the need to go before. She couldn't imagine why he was taking her there, or why he was acting so strange, but it all began to fall into place when they topped the crest of a rise. There, in front of them, were over twenty men, digging, mixing cement, pounding boards together. Tess remembered Joseph's odd conversation with Mr. Anderson at the mill the day before, and realized now what it had all meant. “A house?” she whispered. Joseph swung down from his horse and stood beside her, looking up into her face. “A real house, Tess. With wooden floors and wooden walls. With a real shingle roof and more than one room. All it needs now is you." Her chest tightened. Please God, don't let him ask, she prayed silently. Don't make me hurt him this way. He took her hand and her heart nearly stopped. “Marry me, Tess,” he said intently. “I love you more than the sky, than my very next breath. Say you'll be my wife." Tears filled Tess's eyes and spilled down onto her cheeks. She wanted to throw herself into his arms and shout “yes!” to the tops of the heavens. But how could she marry a man who lived in the past when she was bound to the future? He saw the hesitation in her face and a little bit of the joy she'd seen in his eyes slipped away. “What is it?” he asked, dread heavy in his voice. He tried to move back from her, sensing that she was about to refuse, but she held tight to his hand. “I love you,” she said, managing to get the words past her breaking heart. “More than you could ever know." “But." She sniffed and smiled past her tears. “All this ... the farm, the new house, the way you plan to devote yourself to your family, it's all so wonderful." “And I want to give it to you. All of it, including the devotion." “But I can't take it." He shook his head, worked his hand free from hers, and turned away. “I don't understand. I know things were tough for you at first, but I thought you'd become happy here." Tess slipped off her horse and went to him. “I've never been so happy." “Then it's your family. They wouldn't want you marryin’ a convicted outlaw—" She pressed her fingers to his lips. “You and the girls are the only family I've ever really had." “Then stay with us,” he pleaded in a broken whisper. “Yes, Miss Harper, why not stay?" Tess pulled back in shock at the sight of the little woman appearing just beyond Joseph's right shoulder. Joseph read her expression and whirled around, probably expecting to find a wild Indian by the look on her face, but when he turned back to her she could tell by his expression that he couldn't see the woman Tess had been dreading meeting up with again. “What is it?” he asked, reaching for her. “You're as pale as a ghost." “What did you say?” she responded to the woman. Joseph thought she was speaking to him. “I said, you're as pale as a ghost." “I was inquiring as to why you don't simply stay here with Mr. Maguire and the girls,” the woman answered. “Is that possible?” Tess asked, hope worming its way into her heart. “Sure, if all the blood drains out of your face,” Joseph answered. “Come over here and sit down." “No...” Tess wasn't taking her eyes off the woman behind him. “No, I'm fine, Joseph, really." “You've completed your mission, Miss Harper. And, I must say, I am quite impressed with your progress." “Thank you,” Tess answered in a daze. Joseph was still concerned. “Are you sure you don't wanna sit?" “Holly and Sissy Maguire will now go on to lead very happy, fruitful lives because of your efforts. You have every reason to be proud." “And Joseph?" “What?” he responded. “That all depends on you." “Me?" “Tess you get your butt over here and sit the hell down,” Joseph finally demanded. She allowed him to lead her over to an old rotted out tree stump where he sat her down and then crouched in front of her. “This is what you get for not wearin’ that damn bonnet." The woman was smiling at him. “He loves you,” she told Tess. “Yes.” Tess smiled at the man in front of her. “Yes, I suppose he does." “Surprised?" Tess grunted. “Aren't you?" “Not at all. He has always loved you, Miss Harper. Even before he consciously realized that you even existed. This is the man you were meant to spend your life with. If you had met as children, as originally planned, he would have never gotten into the trouble he had. Your devotion would have guided him away from Ulyss Coltrain." Tess gazed at the man she loved as he brushed the hair out of her eyes and felt her forehead. “You don't feel warm,” he muttered. “Then I'm meant to be here, with him?" The woman smiled and nodded. “Tess, are you just talkin’ to yourself? ‘Cause you're startin’ to make me really nervous." “Would you like to stay?” the woman offered. Tess jumped up from where she was sitting, and Joseph stumbled backward in shock. “More than anything!” she cried, tears of joy spilling down her cheeks. “I want to stay more than anything,” she repeated fiercely. “But you must understand that you can never change your mind again. If you make this decision, here is where you will always stay." A bright smile filled Tess's face. “That is the most wonderful thing anybody has ever said to me." “Then it's decided?” the woman pressed. Tess looked at Joseph, at his very confused face and didn't hesitate with her answer this time. “It's decided." “What's decided?” he asked cautiously. “What's the most wonderful thing anybody has ever said to you?" She threw herself against him and slipped her arms around his neck. “That you love me. That you want to marry me.” She kissed him and it took only a moment for his shock to wear off enough for him to kiss her back. “Wait a minute,” he finally said, pushing her back. “Did I miss something here? A minute ago youcouldn't say yes." Tess smiled and gave him a good-natured smack on the chest. “Why, Joseph Maguire. Don't you know that you can't ask a woman something like that without knocking her clean off her feet? You've got to give a girl some time to adjust." “Adjust?" She grinned at him. “I've adjusted." “You have?" “I'll marry you on one condition." His charming smile came back as he hooked his arm around her waist and pulled her up against him. “Which is?" “I never have to feed another piglet as long as I live." His kiss melted into her lips, drifted down her whole body, and heated her down to her toes. She sank into his embrace, basking in the joyous knowledge that she would do it again and again a million times over. The sound of Sissy and Holly laughing as they came into the pasture pulled the two of them apart. Joseph whirled around and shouted, “There's gonna be a wedding!” and the girls broke into shouts of excitement. The four of them came together in one gigantic hug, a family at last, a family forever. The guide wiped at the tears in the corner of her eyes and let out a husky laugh. “I'm going soggy down here again,” she called up to the sky above her head. She sighed, watching the newly formed Maguire family walk off through the meadow. “It's a tough job, but satisfaction is definitely guaranteed." 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