The Face of Apollo
By Fred Saberhagen
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THE FACE OF APOLLO
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1998 by Fred Saberhagen
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Saberhagen, Fred
The face of Apollo / Fred
Saberhagen.—1st ed.
p. cm.—(The first Book of
the gods)
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I know more than Apollo,
For oft when he lies sleeping,
I see the stars at bloody wars
In the wounded welkin weeping
—Tom O'Bedlam's
Song, Anonymous
To the people who could not escape
the Cave, it seemed that the bones of the earth were shaking. The sun and
stars, sources of light and courage, were out of sight and very far away.
On and on the murderous struggle
raged, filling the underground darkness with reverberating thunder, lancing it
through with flares of unnatural light. Two titans fought against each other,
each commanding the personal powers of a god and each supported by a squad of
merely human allies. Two gods, dueling to the death in the echoing chambers of
a vast cavern, came together with profound hatred and full abandon, each
committing every scrap of resource, holding nothing in reserve. Here was
all-out bitter violence, carried extravagantly beyond the merely human.
When their most powerful weapons had
been exhausted, they came at last to grappling hand to hand. The thunder of
their battle, the bellowing of their two voices raised in rage and pain,
deafened and dazed the few humans—less than two dozen
altogether—unlucky enough to have been trapped with the pair inside the Cave
of Prophecy. The searing lightning of divine wrath, the flaring blasts of
godlike power, came near to blinding human eyes that had earlier grown
accustomed to the Cave's deep darkness. Clouds of dust from newly shattered
rock, along with the fumes of slagged and burning earth, choked human lungs.
Well before the struggle entered its
climactic stage, the two factions of human warriors had ceased trying to
accomplish anything beyond their own survival. It was obvious to all of them
that nothing they were capable of doing would affect the outcome, and those
who were still capable of movement now bent all their efforts on crawling,
scrambling, for their lives, concerned only to get out of the way of the pair
of monsters wielding superhuman force.
From one second to the next it
seemed that the level of fury already reached could not possibly be sustained.
And yet that level not only endured but was surpassed, turning the cave into an
inferno, shaking the walls of solid rock.
One of the mere humans who was still
alive, a lithe young woman with darkish blond hair, had crawled aside, seeking
shelter behind a hump of limestone on the Cave's floor. Her clothing was torn,
her skin bleeding from half a dozen minor injuries.
Meanwhile the giants' struggle
stormed on, its outcome impossible for anyone to know. Now one of the fighters
was down and now the other.
Just when it seemed to the cowering
human witnesses that there could be no end, that the fight must swallow the
whole world and drag on through eternity, there came at last an unexpected lull
in violence, a little breathing space in which it was possible for men and
women in the Cave to regain the ability to see and hear. Some of them,
recovering with amazing speed, tried to raise a chant, the words of which were
promptly lost again in the renewed fury of the fight. The lips of the young
woman moved, mouthing the words no one could hear:
Apollo, Apollo, Apollo must win.
And across the Cave, in another
half-protected niche, another human chanted: Hades, Hades, King of Darkness!
In the next instant the tumult rose
up again, reaching its climax in a last burst of violence more cataclysmic
than any that had gone before. Once more the bones of earth were set quivering,
and high in the rocky wall of one of the Cave's great chambers a rent was torn—letting
in a single shaft of sunlight.
The beam of light was sharply
outlined in its passage through the dusty air within the Cave.
When the echoes of that splitting
rock had died away, there followed an interval of relative near-silence, broken
only by shudderings, quivering of the stony walls, receding roarings, and gurglings,
where veins of water had been turned to steam in the abused and ravaged earth.
Here and there the lesser sound of human sobbing fell on deafened ears,
evidence that breath still remained in yet another human body.
Only seven human followers of great
Apollo had survived inside the Cave until this moment, close enough to see the
fight and yet managing to live through it. The ranking officer among them, a
man accustomed to the leadership of a hundred warriors, now counted only six
behind him. Their monstrous chief opponent had withdrawn, to do so needing the
help of the remnant of his own human army. Apollo's seven were left in
possession of the field.
But the retreat of their enemies
meant almost nothing when balanced against their loss.
All seven were stunned by the
fearful knowledge that their god was dead.
Moved by a common impulse, they
crawled and staggered, dragging their wounded, deafened, half-blinded bodies
out of their separate hiding places and back into the great Cave room where the
climax of the fight had taken place. There the disaster was confirmed.
In their several ways the human
survivors vocalized and acted out their grief. One or two of them wondered
aloud, and seriously, if the sun was going to come up ever again.
They derived a certain measure of
relief, these folk who had served Apollo, simply from seeing that light shine
in, however faintly, through the great Cave's newly riven walls. The light of
the universe had not been extinguished with Apollo's death. That fact alone was
enough to give them strength to carry on.
The filtered light was faint, but it
was enough to let their eyes confirm what their ears had already told them,
that their master's monstrous opponent, Hades the Pitiless, most hated of all
divinities, had withdrawn.
A haggard, bloodstained woman among
the seven, her black hair scorched, raised empty hands in a vague gesture.
"Damned Hades must be injured, too."
"He's gone to where he may
recover—down, far down below." The surviving officer was
looking at one of the doorways to the Cave room, a void of black that swallowed
the faint wash of sunlight, giving nothing back. Gray clouds of dust still
hung thick in the air.
Another man choked out: "May he
burn and melt in his own hell!"
"But he will not. He will be
back, to eat us all." The tones of the last speaker, another woman, were
dull and hopeless. "Our god is dead." In their
battle-deafness the seven were almost shouting at each other, though none
realized the fact.
"We must not give up
hope," said the man who had once commanded a hundred. "Not yet!
Apollo is dead. Long live Apollo." He looked round, coughing in clouds of
choking dust. "We must have light in here. Someone get me more light.
There is Something I must find."
A hush fell over the other six.
Presently one of them, guided in near-darkness by the sight of sparks in
smoldering wood, located a fragment of what had once been a tool or weapon.
The piece had caught part of a bolt of electric force, hurled by one or the
other of the chief combatants. Now human lungs blew into sure life the faint
seeds of a mundane material fire. Human skill nurtured a small flame into
steadiness, giving human eyes light enough to distinguish objects in the deep
shadows where the thin shaft of sunlight could not penetrate.
Crude torchlight flaring orange
enabled the human survivors to look at one another—only
three of them had picked up their weapons again; all of them were smeared with
dust and most with blood. None were as old as thirty years, and all of their
eyes were desperate.
Around them on the rock floor of the
Cave of Prophecy were scattered a score and more of other human bodies, friend
and foe commingled, and some of each still breathed. But that could wait. All
that could wait.
More light as usual gave courage.
First they were compelled to make absolutely sure of the tragedy—their
god had perished. They could see all that was left of him—which was not much.
Apollo was dead, but hope was not.
Not yet.
The officer was down on his knees,
sifting through the rubble with his fingers. "You know what we must find.
Help me to look for it."
"Here's something,"
another remarked after a few moments' search. "That way did Hades
go." Now in the crude torchlight the visual evidence was plain. There were
marks were someone— or something—had been dragged away, gone
dragging and sliding down, into impenetrable darkness.
"Helped by humans. The Bad One
was hit so hard that he needed human help, even to crawl away."
"Gravely wounded, then! Is that
not blood?"
They all stared at the dark stains
on the rocks. It was blood, but whose? No one could tell if it had spilled from
divine veins.
"Not dead, though. Hades is not
dead, l-l-like, l-l-like—" The words came stuttering and
stumbling, in a voice on the point of breaking into wrenching sobs.
Another found a crumb of hope.
"It might be that our Enemy will die of his wounds, down there."
"No. Down in the depths he will
recover." Several people drew back a step. It was all too easy to imagine
the Lord of Darkness returning at any moment and with a single gesture sweeping
them all out of existence.
"I fear that the Pitiless One
still lives." A voice broke in agony. "But
Apollo is dead!"
"Enough of that!" the
officer shouted hoarsely. "Long live Apollo!"
And with that he rose to his feet,
having found what he had been groping for in the dust, a small object and
inconspicuous. With the sound of a sob in his throat, he hastened to wrap his
right hand in a fragment of cloth, torn from his own tattered uniform. Only
then did he touch his discovery, holding it up in the torchlight for all to
see. It was no bigger than the palm of his hand, a thin and ragged-looking
object of translucent gray, with a hint of restless movement inside.
"The Face!" another cried.
"We must save it."
Hoarse murmurs echoed that thought.
"Until, in time, our god may be reborn."
"Save it, and carry it, to ...
who knows the names of worthy folk?"
The people in the Cave exchanged
looks expressing ignorance. Finally the leader said, "I can think of only
two. Certainly none of us."
There followed a violent shaking of
heads. Unanimously the seven counted themselves unworthy even to touch the
remnant of Apollo's Face.
"But how can we carry it to
safety?" asked the young woman with the dark blond hair. "It's damned
unlikely that any of us are ever going to leave the Cave alive."
No one in the small group had much
doubt that the human allies of Hades were in command of all the known exits—but
the struggle of titans had created some new openings in the rock.
The weight of decision rested on the
officer, and he assumed it firmly: "I think our chances are better than
that. But we must split up and go in seven different ways. We will draw lots to
see which of us carries ... this."
Moments later, the seven had cast
lots and the eyes of the other six were all turned upon the young woman with
dark blond hair.
In the days that followed, the
spreading reports and rumors telling of the fight were in general agreement on
the fact that the god Apollo, known also as Lord of Light, Far-Worker, Phoebus,
Lord of the Silver Bow, and by an almost uncountable number of other names,
was truly dead. But the accounts were by no means unanimous regarding the fate
of Hades, the Sun God's dreadful dark opponent. Some said that the two
superbeings had annihilated each other. Others insisted that the Dark One, attended
by the monster Cerberus, had now dared to emerge into the world and was
stalking victoriously about. A third group held that the Lord of the
Underworld, the final destroyer of Apollo, had been himself gravely injured in
the duel and had retreated deep into the bowels of the earth to nurse his
wounds.
And there were many humans now—none
of whom had been close to the Mountain and the Cave of the Oracle during the
fight—who insisted that all the gods were dead and had been dead for decades or
even centuries, if indeed they had ever been more than superstitions.
The full truth turned out to be
stranger than any of the stories that were told.
ONE
Weeks later, and more than a hundred
miles from the Cave of Prophecy, dusk had ended the day's work for the
inhabitants of a quiet riverside village. In a small house on the edge of the
village, three people sat at a table: a gray-haired man and woman and a
red-haired boy who had just turned fifteen. By the dim and flaring light of a
smoky fish-oil lamp the three were concluding an uneventful day with a supper
of oatmeal, raisins, and fresh-caught fish.
This was, in fact, a very minor
birthday party. Aunt Lynn had sung Jeremy a song—and poured
him a second glass of wine.
Tonight gray-bearded Uncle Humbert
had emptied somewhat more of the wine jug into his own cup than usual and had
started telling stories. On most nights, and most days, Jeremy's uncle had
little enough to say about anything. But tonight the birthday occasion had been
melded with the prospect of a good harvest, now in late summer already under
way. For the latter reason Humbert was in a good mood now, refilling his clay
cup yet again from the cheap jug on the table.
Tonight was going to be one of the
rare times when Uncle drank enough wine to alter his behavior. Not that Jeremy
had ever seen his uncle take enough to bring on any drastic change. The only
noticeable effect was that he would start chuckling and hiccuping and then reel
off a string of stories concerning the legendary gods, gradually focusing more
and more on their romantic encounters.
Months ago Jeremy had given up
expecting ever to be thanked for his hard work. He had to admit that the old
people worked hard, too, most of the time. It was just the way things were when
you lived on the land.
As a rule, the boy consumed only one
cup of wine at a meal. His uncle was stingy about that, as about much else. But
tonight
Jeremy dared to pour himself a
second cup, and his uncle looked at him for a moment but then let it pass.
The boy was not particularly
restricted in his consumption of wine but so far had not been tempted to overdo
it—he wasn't sure he liked the sensations brought on by
swallowing more than a little of the red stuff straight.
Earlier Aunt Lynn, contemplating the
fact of his turning fifteen, had asked him, "S'pose you might be marrying
soon?"
That was a surprise; he wondered if
the old woman really hadn't noticed that he was barely on speaking terms with
any of the other villagers, male or female, young or old. The folk here tended
to view any outsiders with suspicion. "Don't know who I'd marry."
Aunt Lynn sat thinking that over. Or
more likely her mind was already on something else—the
gods knew what. Now Jeremy sat drawing little circles with his finger in the
spots of spilled wine on the table. Often it seemed to the boy that there must
be more than one generation between himself and the two gray people now sitting
at his right and left. Such were the differences. Now Uncle Humbert, tongue
well loosened, was well into his third tale concerned with the old days, a time
when the world was young and the gods, too, were young and vital beings, fully
capable of bearing the responsibility for keeping the universe more or less in
order. Jeremy supposed the old folk must have heard the stories thousands of
times, but they never seemed tired of telling or hearing them yet again.
Many people viewed the past, when
supposedly the gods had been dependable and frequently beneficent, as a Golden
Age, irretrievably lost in this late and degenerate period of the world. But
Uncle Humbert's view, as his nephew had become acquainted with it over the
past several months, was somewhat different. A deity might do a human being a
favor now and then, on a whim, but by and large the gods were not beneficent.
Instead they viewed the world as their own playground and humanity as merely an
amusing set of toys.
Humbert derived a kind of
satisfaction from this view of life—it was not his fault
that the world, as he saw it, had cheated him in many ways. Certain of the gods
seemed to spend a good deal of their time thinking up nasty tricks to play on
Uncle Humbert. Jeremy
supposed that seeing himself as a victim of the gods allowed Humbert to have a
feeling of importance.
The other half of Humbert's audience
on most nights for the past five months had been his weary, overworked nephew.
Tonight was no exception, and the boy sat, head spinning over his second cup,
falling asleep with his head propped up in one hand, both his elbows on the
table. Nothing was forcing him to stay at the table—he
could have got up at any moment and climbed the ladder to his bed. But, in
fact, he wanted to hear the stories. Any distraction from the mundane world in
which he spent the monotony of his days was welcome.
Now Jeremy's eyelids opened a little
wider. Uncle Humbert was varying his performance somewhat tonight. He was
actually telling a tale that the boy hadn't heard before, in the five months
that he'd been living here.
The legend that Jeremy had never
heard before related how two male gods, Dionysus and one other, Mercury
according to Uncle, who happened to be traveling together in disguise, made a
wager between themselves as to what kind of reception they would be granted at
the next peasants' hut if they appeared incognito.
"So, they wrapped 'emselves up
in their cloaks, and—hiccup— walked
on."
Aunt Lynn, who tonight had hoisted
an extra cup or two herself, was already shrieking with laughter at almost
every line of every story and pounding her husband on the arm. Silently Jeremy
marveled at her. No doubt she had heard this one a hundred times before, or a
thousand, in a quarter-century or so of marriage and already knew the point of
the joke, but that didn't dampen her enjoyment. Jeremy hadn't heard it yet and
didn't much care whether he heard it now.
Uncle Humbert's raspy voice resumed.
"So great Hermes— some call'm Mercury—'n' Lord Di'nysus
went on and stopped at the next peasants' hut. It was a grim old man who came
to th' door, but the gods could see he had a young and lively wife. . .. She
was jus' standing there behind the old man, kind of smiling at the visitors ...
an' when she saw they were two han'some, young-lookin' men, dressed like they
were rich, she winked at 'em...."
Aunt Lynn had largely got over her
latest laughing fit and now sat smiling, giggling a little, listening
patiently. She might be thinking that she could have been burdened with a
husband a lot worse than Humbert, who hardly ever beat her. And Jeremy was
already so well grown that Uncle, not exactly huge and powerful himself, would
doubtless have thought twice or thrice before whaling into him—but
then, such speculation was probably unfair. In the boy's experience Uncle Humbert
had never demonstrated a wish to beat on anyone—his faults were of a different
kind.
The story came quickly to its
inevitable end, with the grim, greedy old peasant cuckolded, the lecherous gods
triumphant, the young wife, for the moment, satisfied. Judging by Uncle
Humbert's laughter, the old man still enjoyed the joke as much as the first
time he'd heard it, doubtless when he was a young and lecherous lad himself.
The thought crossed Jeremy's mind that his father would never have told stories
like this—not in the family circle, anyway—and his mother would never
have laughed at them.
That was the last joke of the night,
probably because it was the last that Uncle could dredge up out of his memory
just now. When all three people stood up from the table, the boy, still too
young to have a beard at all, was exactly the same height as the aging
graybeard who was not yet fifty.
While the woman puttered about,
carrying out a minimum of table clearing and kitchen work, young Jeremy turned
away from his elders with a muttered, "Good night," and began to drag
his tired body up to the loft where he routinely slept. That second cup of wine
was buzzing in his head, and once his callused foot sole almost slipped free
from a smooth-worn rung on the built-in wooden ladder.
Now in the early night the tiny
unlighted loft was still hot with' the day-long roasting of summer sun. Without
pausing, the boy crawled straight through the narrow, cramped, oven-like space
and slid right on out of it again, through the crude opening that served as its
single window. He emerged into moonlit night on the flat roof of an adjoining
shed.
Here he immediately paused to pull
off his homespun shirt.
The open air was cooler now than it
had been all day, and a slight breeze had come up at sunset, promising to
minimize the number of active mosquitoes. To Jeremy's right and left the
branches of a shade tree rustled faintly, brushing the shed roof. Even in
daylight this flat space, obscured by leaves and branches, was all but
invisible from any of the other village houses. In a moment Jeremy had shed his
trousers, too.
He drained his bladder over the edge
of the roof, saving himself a walk to the backyard privy. Then he stretched
out naked on the sun-warmed shingles of the flat, slightly sloping surface, his
shirt rolled up for a pillow beneath his head.
There, almost straight above him,
was the moon. Jeremy could manage to locate a bright moon in a clear sky,
though for him its image had never been more than a blur and talk of lunar
phases was practically meaningless. Stars were far beyond his capability—never
in his life had his nearsighted vision let him discover even the brightest,
except that once or twice, on frozen winter nights, he'd seen, or thought he'd
seen, a blurry version of the Dog Star's twinkling point. Now and then, when
Venus was especially bright, he had been able to make out her wandering image
near dawn or sunset, a smaller, whiter version of the moon blur. But tonight,
though his eyelids were sagging with wine and weariness, he marveled at how
moonlight—and what must be the communal glow of the multitude of bright points
he had been told were there—had transformed the world into a silvery mystery.
Earlier in the day, Aunt Lynn had
said she'd heard a boatman from downriver talking about some kind of strange
battle, supposed to have recently taken place at the Cave of Prophecy. Whole
human armies had been engaged, and two or more gods had fought to the death.
Uncle had only sighed on hearing the
story. "The gods all died a long time ago," was his comment finally.
" 'Fore I was born." Then he went on to speak of several deities as
if they had been personal acquaintances. "Dionysus, now—there
was a god for you. One who led an interesting life."
Uncle Humbert, whose voice was gravelly but not unpleasant, supplied the
emphasis with a wink and a nod and a laugh.
Jeremy wanted to ask his uncle just
how well he had known Dionysus—who had died before Humbert was born—just
to see what the old man would say. But the boy felt too tired to bother.
Besides, he had the feeling that his uncle would simply ignore the question.
Now, despite fatigue, an inner
restlessness compelled Jeremy to hold his eyelids open a little longer. Not
everyone agreed with Uncle Humbert that all the gods had been dead for a human
lifetime or longer. Somewhere up there in the distant heavens, or so the
stories had it, the gods still lived, or some of them at least, though they
were no more to be seen by any human eyes than Jeremy could see the stars.
Unless the stories about a recent battle might be true. . . .
Others of that divine company,
according to other stories, preferred to spend their time in inaccessible
mountain fastnesses on earth—high places, from which they sometimes came
down to bother people or befriend them.... At least in the old days, hundreds
of years ago, they had done that.
He wondered if the gods, whatever
gods there might be in reality, behaved anything at all like their
representations in Uncle's stories. People who were inclined to philosophy
argued about such matters, and even Jeremy's parents had not been sure. But
Jeremy preferred to believe that there were some
gods in the world.
Because magic really happened, sometimes. Not that he had actually experienced
any himself. But there were so many stories that he thought there must be
something ...
... his mind was drifting now. Let
Dionysus and Hermes come to the door of this house tonight, and they'd find a
crabbed old man, but no young wife to make the visit worth their while. Neither
gods nor men could work up much craving for Aunt Lynn. From down in the dark
house the rhythmic snores of Jeremy's aunt and uncle were already drifting up.
Wine and hard work had stupefied them; and in the real world, what else could
anyone look forward to but sleep?
Weariness and wine quickly pushed
Jeremy over into the borderland of sleep. And now the invisible boundary had
been passed. Bright dreams came, beginning with the young peasant wife of Uncle
Humbert's tale, as she lay on her back in her small bedroom, making an eager
offering of herself to the gods. Her husband had been got cleverly out of the
way, and now she wantonly displayed her naked body. Between her raised knees
stood the towering figure of jolly, bearded Dionysus, his muscles and his
phallus alike demonstrating his superiority to mere mankind.
And now, in the sudden manner of
dreams, the body of the farmwife on her bed was replaced by that of a certain
village girl about Jeremy's age. Her name was Myra, and more than once this
summer the boy had seen her cooling herself in the river. Each time, Myra and
her younger girl companions had looked their suspicion and dislike at the
red-haired, odd-looking newcomer. They'd turned their backs on the intruder in their
village, who spoke with a strange accent. Whichever way Myra stood in the
water, however she moved, her long dark hair tantalizingly obscured her bare
breasts and the curved flesh of her body jiggled.
The boy on the shed roof was
drifting now, between sleep and waking. Something delightful was about to
happen.
Well, and what did he care if some ignorant village
girl might choose not to let him near her? Let her act any way she liked. Here,
behind the closed lids of his eyes, he was the king, the god, the ruler, and he
would decide what happened and what did not.
And even in the dream, the question
could arise: What would Dionysus, if there really was a Dionysus, do with a
girl like Myra? How great, how marvelous, to be a god!
But in another moment the dream was
deepening again. The fascinating images were as real as life itself. And it was
Jeremy, not Dionysus, who stood between the raised knees of the female on the
bed. Even as Myra smiled up at him and reached out her arms, even as their
bodies melted into one . . .
Groaning, he came partially awake at
the last moment, enough to know that he was lying alone and had spent himself
on wooden shingles. Real life was messy, however marvelous the dreams it
sometimes brought.
Less than a minute later, Jeremy had
turned on his back again, once more asleep. This time his dreams were of the
unseen stars.
TWO
On the afternoon of the following
day, Jeremy was fighting a heavy wheelbarrow down a steep path, moving in the
general direction of the village on one of his many trips from the vineyard on
the upper hillside, a lean and shabby figure, almost staggering down the
well-worn path on unshod feet, his face shaded by a mass of red hair, stringy
arms strained taut supporting the wheelbarrow's handles. Several times on the
descent the weight of the load caused him to stumble slightly, on the verge of
losing control, as he guided the mass of the crude conveyance piled with
freshly picked grapes, bunches with here and there a few leaves. Purple skins
with green highlights, clustered thickly on their stems, ripe and bursting with
the weight of their own juice, bound for the vats in which the juice would be
crushed out of them, they made a staggering load. Jeremy's skin and clothing
alike were stained in patches with the royal purple of their juice.
These were truly exotic grapes that
people grew in the Raisin-makers' village. Only a comparative few, mostly those
on Humbert's vines, were pressed for wine, because the real strong point of
the local crop was that they made superb raisins. Jeremy had liked the homemade
raisins, for the first four months or so, but for the past two months had been
heartily sick of them.
Soon the village wine vats would be
full and future barrow loads of grapes would have to go to the other side of
the village, where they would be spread out on boards and dried into more
raisins. Then Jeremy would be kept busy for weeks to come, continuously
turning the grapes in the sun and guarding them vigilantly against insects. At
least he might be granted a break from the wheelbarrow.
An alternative possibility was that
when he had finished the job of hauling grapes he would be assigned to the job
of bringing down to the river's edge some tons of rocks, of a convenient size
to be used as the foundation for a new dock.
Long hours of toil since sunrise had
already wiped away all thought of last night's dreams and needs. He was
muttering and grumbling to himself in smoldering anger—an
eternity of nothing but more work seemed to stretch out before the weary
youth—when he heard a voice calling, from the direction of the patch of woods
at his right side:
"Help me."
The whisper was so soft, almost
inaudible, that for the space of several heartbeats Jeremy was unsure that he
had heard anything at all. But the strangeness of the call had brought him to
a halt. Memories of dreams very briefly flickered through his mind.
Then the faint call was repeated.
The words were as real as heat and work and aching muscles, and they had
nothing at all to do with dreams.
In the course of a day, other
workers came and went along the path at intervals, but at the moment Jeremy had
it all to himself. From where he stood right now, no other human being was visible,
except for two or three in the far distance. No one was in the field that lay
to his left, richly green with late summer crops, or nearby on his right, where
the land was too uneven for practical tilling and had been allowed to remain in
woods. Ahead, the fringe of the village, visible among shade trees, was also for
the moment empty of people.
The boy pushed back his mass of red
hair—he had decided to let it grow as long as possible, since it
seemed to put off and offend the natives of this village—and looked a little
deeper into the woods. His gaze was drawn to the spot where a growing bush and
the pile of vine cuttings beside it made a kind of hiding place. In the next
moment Jeremy let out a soft breath of wonder at the sight of the dark eyes of
a young woman. She was lying motionless on her side on the ground, head
slightly raised, gazing back at him.
The two upright supports of the
wheeled barrow hit the barren earth of the pathway with a thud. Letting his
load sit where it was, Jeremy stepped three paces off the path and went down on
one knee in the tall weeds beside the woman—or girl. Despite her
weakened, worn appearance, he thought she was only a little older than he.
She was curled up on the ground,
motionless as a frightened rabbit, lying on her right side, her right arm
mostly concealed beneath her body, her knees drawn up. The attitude in which
she lay told him that she must be injured. Dark eyes moved, in a begrimed and
anguished face. His first look told him little about the woman's clothing save
that it was dark and concealed most of her body. Dark boots and trousers and a
loose blouse or jacket mottled gray and brown. At some time, perhaps many days
ago, some kind of camouflage paint had been smeared on the exposed portions of
her skin, so it was hard to tell its natural color.
Casting a quick look around, he made
sure that they were still unobserved. Then he ducked around a bush and crouched
down right beside the stranger.
The stranger's dark eyes glistened
at him, with an intensity that tried to probe his very soul. Her next words
came almost as softly as before, with pauses for breath between them.
"Don't. . . betray . .. me."
"I won't." He gave his
soft-voiced answer immediately, in great sincerity, and without thought of what
the consequences might be. Even before he had any idea of how he might betray
her if he wanted to. Some part of him had been ready to respond to the appeal,
as if he had somehow known all along that it was coming.
"I see you . . . passing ... up
and down the path."
"That's my work. I work here,
for my uncle."
In the same weak voice she said:
"They are hunting me. They are going to kill me." After a longer
pause, while Jeremy could feel the hair on the back of his neck trying to stand
up, the woman added, as if to herself in afterthought: "They've killed me
already."
"Who is ... ? But you're
hurt." Jeremy had suddenly taken notice of the bloodstains, dried dark on
dark clothing.
She shook her head; all explanations
could wait. The dry-lipped whisper went on: "Water. Bring me some water.
Please."
He grabbed up the gourd bottle,
hanging on one side of the barrow, and handed it over.
At first she was unable even to sit
up, and he had to hoist the stranger's slender torso with an arm around her
shoulders, which were bony and solid, though not big. Even with his help, she
made the move only with some difficulty. Her face was begrimed and stained with
dried blood, on top of everything else.
When the gourd had been completely
drained in a few rapid swallows, he handed her a rich cluster of grapes; she
hadn't asked for food, but her appearance suggested that she could use some.
She looked to be in need of nourishment as well as water. She attacked the
grapes ravenously, swallowing seeds and all, the juice staining her lips
purple, and reached for more when Jeremy held them out.
Her hair was a darkish blond, once
cut short, now raggedly regrown long enough to tangle.
The boy's heart turned over in him
at the appeal. It was hard to be sure with her face painted and in her wounded
condition, but he guessed that the woman hiding at the edge of the brush pile
had perhaps four or five more years than his fifteen.
"That's good," she
murmured, eyes closed, savoring the aftertaste of the water. "Very
good."
"What can I do?"
The water and grapes had not
strengthened her voice any. Still she could utter no more than a few words with
a single breath. "Help me get... down the river . .. before ... they find
me."
"Oh." He looked around,
feeling his mind a blank whirl. But he felt no doubt of what he ought to do.
"First I better move you farther from the path. Someone'll see you
here."
She nodded but winced and came near
crying out when he tugged at her awkwardly, accidentally putting his hand on a
place where she had been hurt. Blood had soaked through her garments and
dried, on her back and on the seat of her pants. But he did succeed in shifting
her, for the few necessary yards, to a spot surrounded by taller bushes, where
she would be completely out of sight as long as she lay still.
"Lay me down again. Oh gods,
what pain! Put me down."
Hastily he did. As gently as he
could.
"Did anyone ... hear me?"
Jeremy looked around cautiously,
back toward the path, up the path and down. "No. There's no one."
Suddenly he was feeling more fully
alive than he had for months and months, ever since moving into Uncle Humbert's
house. He wiped sweat from his face with the sleeve of his homespun shirt. No
one else from the village had seen the mysterious stranger yet, or there would
already be a noisy uproar. And he accepted without thinking about it that it
was important that no one in the village must learn of her presence.
It never occurred to Jeremy to
wonder who the people hunting her might be. The only thing in the world that
mattered was the bond that had already sprung into existence between himself
and this other human who had come here from some enormous distance. He could
not yet have defined the nature of this tie, but it was very strong and sharply
separated the pair of them from everyone else he had encountered since moving
to this village.
The boy crouched over her reclining
form, staring, wondering. He had not yet grasped any of the details of what had
happened, but already he understood that his whole life had just been drastically
changed.
The young woman's eyes were almost
closed again. "Thank you for saving my life."
Jeremy could find no response. He
hadn't done anything, yet, to earn those words. But he would. He
only grunted, feeling like the village idiot, his face turning red beneath its
thousand freckles.
The woman, her mind obviously
absorbed in bigger problems, took no notice of his embarrassment. With a faint
crackle of dried twigs, she slightly raised her head, squinting and sniffing.
"I smell woodsmoke in the wind, sometimes. And something rotten."
"That's the clam meats. Some of
the people fish for clams. To get the shells."
She shook her head. "I hear
people. I see ... Actually, I can't see much of anything from here." She
squinted again, turning her head a little to the right.
"Yes. How long have you been
here, lying in the woods?"
"I don't know. Hours. Maybe
days. It was starting to get daylight. And I couldn't walk anymore. I was
afraid ... to try to crawl to the water. Afraid someone would see me. Is this a
Honeymakers' village?"
"No. Nothing like that."
He wasn't sure that he had understood the question or heard it right. "We
keep no bees."
"Gods help me, then." She
paused. "Is there a shrine in your village? What god?"
"Not really mine. But yes,
there's a small shrine." Every village Jeremy had ever seen had some kind
of shrine, though most of them had been long neglected. "Dionysus and
Priapus, both. One god for wine and one for vineyards."
"I see. Not much good. Apollo
help me. Bees might do some good. Do you have cattle?"
"Cattle? No." Bees? What
good could they do? And cattle? With a chill it came to him that this person,
with whom he was suddenly so intimately connected, might be delirious.
"Where am I, then?"
He told her the formal name of the
village, archaic words meaning the town of raisinmakers, giving it the
pronunciation he had learned from his aunt and uncle. But he could see in the
stranger's face that the words meant nothing to her.
"But the river," she
persisted stubbornly. "We're right beside a river here. You said
freshwater clams."
"That's right."
"Is it the Aeron? I couldn't
see it. I had to come across country."
"Yes, the Aeron."
At last the young woman had heard an
answer from which she could derive a little comfort. Jeremy thought her body relaxed
slightly.
"There are boats here,
then," she said. "People beside a river have boats."
"Yes, ma'am. Some of them do a
lot of fishing. There must be a dozen boats."
"Then there must be some way
... I could get a boat."
"I can get one for you,"
the boy promised instantly. Stealing a boat of course would be the only way to
obtain one, and an hour ago it would not have occurred to Jeremy to steal
anything. His parents had taught him that thievery was simply wrong, not
something that honorable people did.
But when he learned that, he had
been living in a different world.
The young woman turned uneasily. Her
movement, the expression on her face, showed that something was really hurting
her. "Water. Please, I need more water." She had quickly finished off
the few mouthfuls Jeremy had left in the bottle. "Is there any other
food?"
He gave her some more grapes from
his barrow and tore off a chunk of bread from his lunchtime supply and handed
it over. And then he almost ran, delivering his barrow load, going by way of
the well to get more water, that he might get back to the stranger more
quickly. He had promised her fervently that he would soon be back.
During the remainder of the day,
Jeremy went on about his usual work, shoving the empty barrow rattling uphill,
wrestling it down again with a full load, and feeling that everyone was
watching him. Despite this, he managed to bring more water to the fugitive and
this time some real food, a piece of corn bread and scraps of fried fish. In
fact, everyone in the village was intent on their own affairs and paid him no
attention at all. Ordinary river water was the easiest to get, and most of the
people in the village drank it all the time.
In the evening, the first time
Jeremy had seen his aunt and uncle since early morning, Aunt Lynn commented
that he was moody. But then, he was considered to be moody most of the time
anyway, and neither of the old people said any more about it.
Not until next morning, when he was
making his first visit of the day to the stranger in her hiding place, did she
ask him, between bites of fish and corn bread: "What's your name?"
"Jeremy. Jeremy Redthorn."
The ghost of a smile came and went
on her pallid lips. "Redthorn suits you."
Meaning his hair, of course. He
nodded.
After he had brought her food the
first time, she told him, "If you must call me something, call me
Sal."
"Sal. I like that name."
And she smiled in a way that made
him certain that the name she had told him was not her own.
"When can I get you a
boat?"
"I better wait. Until I get a
little stronger—just a little. And I can move. Can you spare a minute just
to stay and talk?"
He nodded. If Uncle Humbert thought
that Jeremy was slacking on the job he would yell at him but was unlikely to
try to impose any penalty. Generally Jeremy worked hard for most of his waking
hours—because working was about the only way to keep from
thinking about other things, topics that continually plagued him. Such as dead
parents, live girls who sometimes could be seen with no clothes on, and a life
that had no future, only an endless path down which he walked, pushing a loaded
barrow.
Sal in her soft voice asked:
"You live with your parents, Jeremy? Brothers? Sisters?"
Jeremy tossed his mass of red hair
in a quick negative motion. "Nothing like that." His voice was harsh,
and suddenly it broke deep. "My father and mother are dead. I live with my
aunt and uncle."
Looking up at him, she thought that
his face was not attractive in any conventional way, running to odd angles and
high bones prominent in cheeks too young to sprout a beard. Greenish eyes
peered through a tight-curled mass of reddish hair. Face and wiry neck and
exposed arms were largely a mass of freckles. Jeremy's arms and legs tended to
be long and would one day be powerful. His hands and feet had already got most
of their growing done; his shoulders were sloping and still narrow. Today his
right knee was starting to show through a hole in trousers that, though Aunt
Lynn had made them only a couple of months ago, were already beginning to be
too short.
Sometimes when Jeremy saw the woman
again she seemed a little stronger, her speech a little easier. And then again
he would come back and find her weaker than ever before.
What if she should die? What in all
the hells was he ever going to do then?
Once she reached up her small, hard
hand and clutched at one of his. "Jeremy. I don't want to make any trouble
for you. But there's something I must do. Something more important than
anything else—than anything. More than what happens to you. Or to me
either. So you must help me to get downstream. You must."
He listened carefully, trying to
learn what the important thing was—whatever it was, he
was going to do it. "I can try. Yes, I can help you. Anything! How far
down do you want to go?"
"All the way. Hundreds of miles
from here. All the way to the sea."
Yes. And in that moment he understood suddenly, with a sense of vast relief,
that he would get her a boat and, when she left, he was going with her.
"You haven't told anyone else?
About me?"
"No! Never fear; I won't."
Jeremy feared to trust anyone else in the village with the knowledge of his
discovery. Certainly he knew better than to trust his aunt or uncle in any matter
like this.
"Who is your mayor—or
do you have a mayor?"
He shook his head. "This place
is too small for that."
"How many houses?"
"About a dozen." Then he
added an earnest caution: "The people here hate strangers. They'd keep no
secret for you. This place is not like my old home—my
real home."
"What was that like?"
Jeremy shook his head. He could find
no words to begin to describe the differences between his home village, the
place where he'd spent his first fourteen years, and this. There everyone had
known him and his parents had been alive.
Marvellously, Sal seemed to get the
idea anyway. "Yes. There's a great world out there, isn't there?"
He nodded. At least he could hope
there was. He was inarticulately grateful for her understanding.
For the past half a year he'd been
an orphan, feeling much alienated. Uncle Humbert was not basically unkind, but
such daring as he possessed, and Aunt Lynn's as well, had been stretched to the
limits by taking in a refugee. Both of them sometimes looked at Jeremy in a way
that seemed to indicate that they regretted their decision. Apparently it just
wasn't done, in the Raisinmakers' village.
The truth was that Uncle Humbert,
with no children of his own, had been unable to refuse the prospect of cheap
labor that the boy provided. He could do a man's work now, at only a fraction
of the expense of a hired man.
No, Jeremy had no illusions about
what would happen to Sal—or to himself, but never mind that—if he
appealed to his uncle and his aunt for help. He and Sal would both be in deep
trouble, he'd bet on that, though he could not make out what the exact shape of
the trouble would be. Nor could the boy think of a single soul in the village
who might be sympathetic enough to take the slightest risk on behalf of an injured
stranger.
Vaguely the image of Myra crossed
Jeremy's mind. This time her image appeared fully clothed, and there was
nothing vivid about it. In fact, her form was insubstantial. Because Jeremy had
no time, no inclination, to think of Myra now. The village girl meant no more
than anyone else who lived here, and suddenly none of them meant anything at
all.
THREE
Again, as Jeremy hurried about his
work, he had the sensation of being watched. But he saw and heard nothing to
support the feeling. Everyone in the village was busy as usual, preoccupied
with work, the busy harvesttime of midsummer—Uncle Humbert had
explained how the variously mutated varieties of grapes came to maturity in
sequence and disasters might befall them unless they were tended and harvested
in exactly the right way.
The ruts in the village's only
street still held puddles from last week's rain. Half a dozen small houses
lined each side. Half the menfolk went fishing in the river Aeron, sometimes
hauling in freshwater clams. The shells were sold by the ton to carters, who
carried them off to the cities, to be cut up by craft workers and polished for
use as decorations, bought by folk who could not afford more precious metals,
jewels, or ivory. Now and then a pearl appeared, but these of the freshwater
kind were only of minor value.
The next time Jeremy returned to the
little patch of woods where Sal lay nested he traveled most of the way along
the riverside path. This brought him right past the local riparian shrine to
Priapus, a squat figure carved in black stone, who seemed to be brooding over
his own massive male organs, and to Dionysus, whose tall, youthful form was
carved in pale marble, handsomely entwined with ivy and other vines. Beside the
taller god crouched a marble panther, and he held in his left hand his thyrsus
staff, a rod with a pinecone at the end. His right hand was raised as if to
confer a blessing upon passersby. A fountain, an adjunct to the main well of
the village, tinkled into a small pond at the stone gods' feet.
Starting some twenty yards from the
shrine, piles of clamshells, separated by irregular distances, lay along the
bank, waiting to be hauled away by boat or by wagon. The meats, mottled black
and white like soft marble, in warm weather quickly beginning to rot, were
hauled up the hill by barrow to fertilize the vines and hops and vegetables.
Pushing a barrow filled with clam meats, as Jeremy had learned early in the
summer, was a stinking job, beset by many flies, much worse than hauling
grapes.
When days and weeks of the growing
season went by without adequate rain, which had happened more than once since
the beginning of summer, Jeremy and others filled kegs and barrels with river
water and pushed and dragged them up the hill. Uncle Humbert's vineyard was
comparatively high on the slope.
Today those villagers not toiling in
the vineyards were out in their boats fishing. Some kind of seasonal run of
fish was on, and the general scarcity of people in the vicinity of the village
during the day made it easier for a fugitive to hide nearby without being
noticed.
Suddenly, as a result of his
responding to a whispered cry for help, a great weight of responsibility had
descended on Jeremy's shoulders. Now, for the first time in his life, someone
else was totally dependent on him. But what might have been a great problem
was, in effect, no burden at all. Because suddenly life had a purpose. The only
problem was that he might fail.
Sal said to him: "This puts a
great burden on you, Jeremy."
He blinked at her. "What
does?"
"Me. I depend on you for
everything."
"No!" He shook his head,
trying to make her understand. "I mean, that's not a problem."
The boy had just scrounged up some
food, which his client attacked with savage hunger. Her mouth was still full when
she said: "My name is something you need not know." His hurt must
have shown in his face, for immediately she added: "It's for your own
good. And others'. What you don't know you can never tell."
"I'll never tell!"
"Of course not!" She put
out her hand to gently stroke his. Somehow the touch seemed the most marvelous
that he had ever known. He was touched by the fact that her hand was smaller
than his. He could feel the roughness of her fingers, as callused as his own.
"I see you can be
trusted." And she had turned her head again to favor him with that look,
on which it now seemed that his life depended.
Before he could find any words to
answer that, there came a noise nearby, a scurrying among dead leaves, making
them both start, but when the sound came again they could tell that it was only
some small animal.
Jeremy settled down again beside
her, still holding her hand. As long as he sat here, he would be able to hold
her hand. "Who hurt you this way?" he whispered fiercely. "Who
is it that's hunting you?"
"Who? The servants of hell.
Lord Kalakh's men. If I tell you who isn't
hunting me, the list
will be shorter." She bestowed on Jeremy a faint, wan smile and sighed.
"Yet I've done nothing wrong."
"I wouldn't care if you
had!" he burst out impulsively. That wasn't what worried him. What did
concern him was a new fear that she might be growing feverish, delirious. He
dared to feel her forehead, an act that brought only a vague smile as reaction
from the patient. Yes, she was too warm. If only there were someone he could call upon for help. . . . About all that he could
do was bring more water and a scrap of cloth to wet and try to cool her
forehead with it.
When Jeremy saw the young woman
again, Sal in her feverish weakness increased her pleas and demands to be taken
or sent downriver. She was determined to go soon, if she died in the attempt.
Jeremy tried to soothe her and keep her lying still. Well, he was going to take
her where she wanted to go; that was all there was to it.
The very worst part of the situation
now was that Sal's mind seemed to be wandering. Jeremy feared that if she
really went off her head, she might get up and wander off and do herself some
harm. And there was a second problem, related to the first: he couldn't tell if
she was getting stronger or weaker. She had refused his offer to try to find a
healer for her, turned it down so fiercely that he wasn't going to bring it up
again. He had to admit that if she was determined to keep her secrets, she was
probably right.
Several times, in her periods of
intermittent fever and delirium, Sal murmured about the seven. As far as
Jeremy could make out, this was the number of people who were involved with her
in some business of life-and-death importance. Then she fell into an intense
pleading with one of the seven to do something. Or, perhaps, not to do the
opposite.
Almost half of what Sal babbled in
her fever was in another language, like nothing that Jeremy had ever heard
before. He could not understand a word.
When she paused, he asked: "Who
are the seven?"
Sal's eyes looked a little clearer
now, and her voice was almost tragic. "Who told you about that?"
"You did. Just now. I'm sorry
if I—"
"Oh god. Oh, Lord of the Sun.
What am I going to do?"
"Trust me." He dared to put
his hand on her forehead and almost jerked it away again, the fever was so
high.
She shook her head, as if his
vehemence had pained her. "I have a right to carry what I'm carrying. But
I can't use it. If only I were worthy."
To Jeremy it sounded almost as if
she thought he was accusing her of stealing something—as
if he'd care, one way or the other. Sal was his, and he was hers; she trusted
him. "What is this thing you're carrying that's so important? I could keep
it for you. I could hide it."
Sal drew a deep breath, despite the
pain that breathing seemed to cause. "What I bear with me ... is a
terrible burden. Mustn't put that burden on you. Not yet."
The suggestion that she might not trust him as utterly and automatically as he trusted her struck him with
a sharp pang of anguish.
His hurt feelings must have been
plain in his face. "No, dear. My good Jeremy. All the good gods bless and
help you. Wouldn't be safe for you to know ..."
He couldn't tell if she meant not
safe for him or for the secret. Her fever was getting worse again. She had
started to wander, more than a little, in her speech.
Still there were intervals when
Jeremy's new comrade's mind was clear. In one of those intervals she fiercely
forbade him to summon anyone else to her aid.
He nodded. "That's all right. I
can't think of anyone around here that I'd trust. Except maybe the midwife; but
you're not pregnant. . . ." He could feel his face turning warm again.
"I mean, I don't suppose ..."
Sal smiled wanly at that. "No,
I'm not. Thank the good gods for small favors at least."
When she paused, he asked: "Who
are the good gods?"
Sal ignored the question, which had
been seriously meant. "Don't tell the midwife anything. She can't do
anything for me that you can't do."
Presently Jeremy left Sal,
whispering a promise that he would be back as soon as possible, with more food.
For several hours he continued
working at his routine tasks, with a private fear growing in him, and a tender
excitement as well. He tried to keep his new emotions from showing in his face,
and as far as he could tell he was succeeding.
And then there were hours, hours
terrible indeed for the lonely caretaker, when her mind seemed almost entirely
gone.
At first he could not get Sal to
tell him just where her goal downriver was. But soon, under stress, she
admitted that she had to get a certain message to someone at the Academy.
Coming to herself again, and as if
realizing that she was in danger of death, Sal suddenly blurted out a name.
"Professor Alexander."
"What?"
"He's the man, the one you must
take it to if I am dead."
"Your secret treasure? Yes, all
right. Professor Alexander. But you won't be dead." Jeremy was not quite
sure whether Professor might be a given name or some kind of title, like Mayor
or Doctor. But he would find out. He would find out everything he had to know.
"He's at the Academy. Do you
know what that is?"
"I can find out. A sort of
school, I think. If you want to give me—"
"And if he ... Professor
Alexander—"
"Yes?"
"If he should be dead, or ...
or missing—"
"Yes?"
"Then you must give it to ...
to Margaret Chalandon. She is also . . . very worthy."
"Margaret Chalandon."
Carefully he repeated the name. "I will."
"What I carry is ..."
"Is what? You can tell
me."
"... is so important that. . .
but if only I were worthy. ..."
Still Sal maddeningly refused to
tell her savior exactly what the thing was or where it might be. It couldn't be
very big, Jeremy thought. He'd seen almost every part of her body in recent
hours, while trying to do the duties of a nurse. Certainly there was no unseen
place or pocket in her clothing with room enough for anything much bigger than
a piece of paper. Jeremy thought, Maybe
it's a map of some kind, maybe a list of names. He kept his guesses to himself.
"Jeremy."
"Yes, Sal."
"If you should get there, and I
don't... then you must give him what I will give to you."
"Yes."
"And tell him..."
"Yes."
"Seven of us were still alive
... at the end. We did all we could. Split up, and went in different ways. Make
it hard for them to follow."
"You want me to tell him,
Professor Alexander, that you went in seven different ways and you did all that
you could."
"That's enough. It will let him
know ... Jerry? Do your friends call you Jerry?"
"When I had friends, they
did."
And either Sal really wanted to hear
her rescuer's life story or Jeremy wanted so badly to tell it to her that he
convinced himself she wanted to hear it.
But with her breathing the way she
was and looking at him like she did, he soon broke off the unhappy tale and
came back to their present problems. "Sal, I'll carry the thing for you
now, whatever it is. I'll take it to one of the people you say are worthy. I
remember their names. Or I can hide it, somewhere near here—
until you feel better. No one will ever find it."
"I know you would . . . Jerry.
But I can't. Can't put it all on you. I'm still alive. I'm going to get better
yet. Tomorrow or the next day we can travel." She hesitated and seemed to
be pondering some very difficult question. "But if I die, then you must
take it."
Helplessly he clenched his fists. It
seemed that they were going round and round in a great circle of delirium. It
was impossible to be cruel to her, search her ruthlessly, impossible to take
from her by force whatever it might be. "But what is it?"
Still something, some pledge, some
fear, kept her from telling him. Unworthy.
"Can't you even show it to
me?"
She had to agonize over the decision
for some time. At last she shook her head. "Not yet."
"Sal. Then how can I—?"
But he broke off, thinking that she was delirious again.
Late that night, Jeremy lay in the
damp warmth of his cramped loft, listening to a steady rainbeat on the roof
above and trying to sleep on the folded quilt that generally served him as both
bed and mattress. Whatever position he assumed in the narrow space, at least
one slow trickling leak got through the decaying shingles and managed to make
wet contact with some part of his body. He had thrown off his clothes—being
wet was less bother that way—and was fretfully awake. Tomorrow the going with
his wheelbarrow would be slow and difficult, both uphill and down, the steep
paths treacherous with mud.
Tonight he was doubly tired, with
urgent mental strain as well as physical work. It wasn't girl pictures in his
mind or even the cold dripping that was keeping him awake. Rather it was the
thought of Sal just lying out there, wounded, in the rain. If there were only
something, anything, like a waterproof sheet or blanket, that he could borrow
or steal to make even a small rainproof shelter for her ... but he could think
of nothing rainproof in the whole village. Some of the houses had good solid
roofs— but he couldn't borrow one of those. Ordinary clothes and
blankets would be
useless, soaking up the water and then letting it run through.
Briefly Jeremy considered sliding
out the window to lie on the shed roof. Exposing himself fully to the rain, he
could at least share fully in Sal's distress. But he quickly thrust the idea
aside. Adding to his own discomfort would do her no good at all. In fact, he
had better do the very opposite. He had to get whatever sleep he could, because
he needed to think clearly. Tremendous problems needed to be solved, and Sal
was in such bad shape that by tomorrow she might not be able to think at all.
And she was depending on him.
Absolutely. For her very life—and she was going to depend on him, for
something else that seemed to mean even more than life to her. He must not,
must not, fail her. Fiercely he vowed to himself that he would
not.
Well, the air was still warm, she
wouldn't freeze, and at least she would not go thirsty. Also, the rain would
tend to blot out whatever trail she might have left, foil whatever efforts
might be in progress, even now, to track her down.
And maybe the drenching would cool
her fever. At least that was some kind of a hope he could hang onto. Enough to
let him get a little sleep at last.
The next day, when he at last felt
secure enough from observation to get back to his client, he was vastly
relieved to see that Sal had survived the rain. Though her mind was clear now,
she was still feverish, and he cursed himself for not being able to provide her
shelter or find her some means of healing.
But she would not listen to his
self-abuse. "Forget all that. It's not important. Maybe—listen
to me, Jeremy—maybe you'll have to do something more important. More than you
can imagine."
Jeremy had been trying for days now
to devise plans for getting control of a boat without letting the owner know
within a few hours that it had been stolen. But he could think of nothing; the
only way was just to take one and go. Getting Sal to the river unobserved
would be somewhat chancier. He decided that shortly after sunset would be the
best time. Leave early in the night, and neither he nor the boat would be
missed till after dawn; and travelers on the river left no trail.
Sal's most troublesome wound was on
her upper thigh, almost in her crotch. To Jeremy, who had grown up in one small
village after another, places where everyone generally bathed in the river, the
plain facts of female anatomy were no mystery. In some ways his care of Sal
became almost routine. The sight of her nakedness under these conditions did
not arouse him physically—rather, he was intensely aware of a new
surge of the fierce pride he had begun to feel in being Sal's trusted friend
and confederate.
She looked, if anything, more feeble
now than she had been two days ago; when Jeremy pulled her behind some bushes
and helped her stand, she still could not walk for more than about two steps.
He knew he wasn't strong enough to carry her for any meaningful distance, at
least not when her injuries prohibited rough handling. He had dug a series of
small holes for her to use as a latrine when he was gone.
So far the village dogs had been
tolerant of the alien presence they must have scented or heard from time to
time, but Jeremy feared they would create a fuss if he tried to help Sal move
around at night. The boy considered bringing the dogs over, one at a time, to
introduce them to her where she lay hidden, but he feared also that someone
would notice what he was doing. He and Sal would just have to avoid the village
as they made their way to the riverbank.
When he was helping her with the
bandage again he dared to ask, "What. . . what did this to you?"
"A fury—did
you ever hear of them?"
He was appalled. "A flying
thing like a giant bat? A monster like in the stories?"
"Not as big as in some of the
stories. But just as bad." She had to pause there.
"Why?" he whispered in
dreadful fascination.
"Why bad? Because it's very
real."
He stared at the very real wounds,
the raw spots wherever two lash marks intersected, and tried to imagine what
they must feel like. "I've never seen one."
"Pray that you never do. Oh, if
I were only worthy!" The way she said the word endowed it with some
mysterious power.
"Worthy of what?"
She heard that but wasn't going to
answer. Turning her head, trying uselessly to get a good look at her own
wounds, Sal observed calmly: "These aren't healing. I suppose some of
them would be better off with stitches . . . but we're not going to try
that."
Jeremy swallowed manfully.
"I'll steal a needle and thread and try it if you want. I've never done it
before."
"No." She was not too ill
to mark the awkward turmoil in his face when he looked at her. "I don't
want you to try to sew me up. Just tie the bandage back. It will be fine ...
when I get downriver. Poor lad. Do you have a girlfriend of your own?"
He shook his head, carefully pulling
a knot snug. "No. Is that better now, with the bandage?"
"Yes, much better." She
managed to make the words almost convincing. "You will make an excellent
physician, someday. Or surgeon. If that's what you want to be. And an excellent
husband, I think, for some lucky girl."
He made an inarticulate sound. And
cursed himself, silently, for not having the words to even begin to tell Sal
what he felt. How could she say something
like that to him? Some lucky girl. Why couldn't she see how desperately he
loved her?
But of course for him to talk about,
think about, loving her was craziness. A woman as beautiful and capable as Sal
undoubtedly had a husband or, at least, a serious lover. Hell, she'd have her
pick of grown-up, accomplished, handsome men. Successful warriors, great men
in the world. They would naturally be standing in line, each hoping to be the
one she chose.
Presently—putting
out a hand to touch him on the arm—she asked Jeremy, "What do you
want to be?" And it seemed that the question was important to her, taking
her for a few moments out of her own pain and thoughts of failure.
Again Jeremy discovered that he had
an answer ready, one that needed no thought at all. "I want to be someone
who works at whatever kind of thing it is that you're doing. And help you do
it. Spying, or whatever it is. That's what I'm going to do."
"You are doing that, Jeremy. Doing it already. Serving my cause better than you
realize. Better than some tall bearded men I know, who ..." Once more she
let her words trail away, not wanting to say too much.
Suddenly Sal, as if feeling a
renewed urgency, again sharpened her demands that he help her out of her
hiding place in the thicket and into a boat of some kind. And then she must be
taken—or sent on her own, though she feared she would never be
able to lift a paddle on her own—downriver.
"Sure I can get us a boat.
Whenever you say the word. Row-boat or canoe, either one." One or two
people had canoes, for fast trips to nearby relatives or markets. "I'll
take you. Downriver where?"
"Have you heard of a place
called the Academy, Jerry?"
"I've heard the name. You
already told me that the people we want are there. The worthy ones."
"Do you know what it is? Think
of it as a kind of school. A school for people who are . . . well, about your
age or older. Some of them much older. It's near a city called Pangur Ban, if
you know where that is. Where the great river joins the sea."
Jeremy nodded. "I've heard that
much. Back when I lived in my own village. People said it was like a school for
grown-up people."
"Yes. That describes it about
as well as ... Jeremy. Jeremy, my love, pay close attention. I thought... if I
stayed here and rested... but I'm not getting any stronger. Mind's clear right
now, but actually weaker. Got to face that. Don't know if I'm going to make it
down the river. It might be you'll be the only one alive when... No, hush now;
listen....So I have to tell you things. And ask you to do a certain thing, if
it should happen ... if things should work out so that I can't do it myself."
"Yes." Jeremy, my love. She'd really, truly, said those very words. To him. With his
head spinning, he had to make a great effort to be able to hear anything else
she said after that word.
She kept on trying to warn him.
Between her breathless voice and her wandering mind she was not succeeding very
well. She continued: "What I want you to do ... is dangerous."
As if that could make any
difference! At the moment he felt only a bursting contempt for danger.
"I'll do it. Tell me what it is."
Sal looked at him for what seemed a
long time. He could almost see how the fever was addling her brains. To his
despair, at the last moment she seemed to change her mind again. "No. I'd
better not try to explain it all just yet. Maybe tomorrow."
It made him sick to realize the fact
that Sal's mind was once more drifting, that she was getting worse.
For the first time he had to
confront head-on the sickening possibility that she might die, before he could
take her where she wished to go. The thought made him angry at her—what
could he possibly do, how could he go on with his own life now, if Sal were
dead?
That night, supper in the shabby
little house was fish and oatmeal once again. For some reason there were no
raisins—he could begin to hope that Aunt Lynn had grown sick of
them herself. Jeremy took an extra piece of fish and when no one was looking
hid it in his shirt, to take to Sal tomorrow.
Sitting at the table across from the
two aging, gap-toothed strangers who happened to be his childless aunt and
uncle, the boy found himself looking at them as if this were his first night at
this table. Again he wondered how he had ever come to be there in their
village, in their house, eating their oatmeal. The arrangement could only have
come about as the result of some vast mistake. A cosmic blunder on the part of
the gods, or whoever was in charge of arranging human lives.
On impulse, while the three of them
were still sitting at supper, Jeremy brought up the subject of the Academy,
saying that some passing boatman had talked about it.
Aunt Lynn and Uncle Humbert heard
their nephew's words clearly enough. But in response they only looked at him in
silence, displaying mild interest, as if he'd belched or farted in some
peculiar way. Then they turned away again and sipped their water and their
wine. Evidently neither of them felt any curiosity on the subject at all.
Presently Uncle Humbert began to
talk of other things, on subjects he doubtless considered truly practical.
Among the other jobs Jeremy would be expected to do in the fall, or in the
spring, was somehow conveying water uphill to irrigate the vines on their sunny
slopes.
"Mutant vines, you got to
remember, Jer, and they need special treatment."
"I'll remember."
Jeremy found himself wishing that he
could steal his uncle's boat, since it seemed that he would have to take
someone's. But as a vinedresser, only occasionally a winemaker, not really a
fisherman, Humbert had no boat.
It was next day at sundown when
Jeremy's life, his whole world, changed even more suddenly and violently than
on the day of his parents' death.
He was walking with studied
casualness toward the place of rendezvous, bringing Sal a few more scraps of
smuggled food, when his first sight of a fury, throbbing bat-like through the
air, coming at treetop height in his general direction, threatened for a
moment to paralyze him. Sal's enemies
have come, to kill her and to steal her treasure.
In the distance, just beyond the
last house of the village, he saw and heard a strange man, mounted on a
cameloid, shouting orders, telling creatures and people to find
"her."
Suddenly the darkening sky seemed
full of furies, as black and numerous as crows.
FOUR
Bounding forward,
he reached Sal's side only to crouch beside her helplessly, not knowing if they
should try to hide or take to the river and escape. Her soft voice seemed
unsurprised at the sound and movement beginning to fill the air around them.
"Remember. The first name is Alexander, the second Chalandon." Then
suddenly her expression altered. "Listen—!"
There was a rustling and a gliding
in the sunset air, and from directly above them drifted down a series of soft,
strange, wild cries.
Jeremy leaped to his feet, in time
to see the second wave of the attack swept in, in the form of sword-wielding
men on pacing cameloids, less than a minute behind the flying creatures. Jeremy
recognized the blue and white uniforms of Lord Kalakh's army—the
people who half a year ago had overrun Jeremy's home village.
Tumult had broken out among the
Raisinmakers, with people pouring out of houses, running to and fro. Jeremy
grabbed Sal by one arm and dragged her up and out of hiding. She was now in
full sight of several villagers, but none of them paid any attention.
Jeremy was ready to try once more to
carry her, but Sal, driven to panic, tried desperately to stand and run to the
river. She hobbled beside him for a moment, but then her wounded leg gave way.
She was crawling to get away when a swooping fury fell upon her slashing. Sal
rolled over, screaming in agony.
Jeremy grabbed up a stone and flung
it at the flying terror, which squawked and twisted in midair to avoid the
missile. When another of the monsters swooped low over Sal, he hurled himself
at it, trying to beat it off with his bare hands. It seemed to him that he even
caught a momentary grip on one of its whips, but the organ slithered like a
snake out of his hand, impossible to hold.
Men, women, and children were
shouting in the background. Another fury had just alighted in the top of one of
the village shade trees, slender branches swaying under the startling weight.
Another came down on the ground and a third right on the peaked shingled roof
of Uncle's house. A host of similar creatures were swirling, gray blurs in the
background, coming out of the east with the approaching dusk.
Finally Jeremy got a good look at
one, holding still in the last sunset light. The creature's face looked
monstrously human, a caricature of a woman's face, drawn by some artist whose hatred
of all women was clear in every line. Actually, male organs were visible at the
bottom of its hairy body.
The creature's great bat wings, for
the moment at rest, hung down like draperies. When once more they stirred in
motion, they rippled like gray flags in the wind. Its coloring was almost
entirely gray, of all shades from white to black, and mottled together in a
way that reminded him of the sight of rotting clam meats. And the smell that
came from it, though not as strong as that corruption, was even worse in
Jeremy's nostrils.
Even from the place where Jeremy was
now crouching over Sal, trying to get her back on her feet again, the village
shrine was visible. Pale marble Dionysus and squat, dark Priapus were not about
to move from their carved positions but stood facing each other as always,
oblivious to what was going on around them. Now their raised wine cups seemed
to suggest some horrible treachery, as if in mutual congratulations on the
success of the attack, the destruction of the villagers who had so long neglected
them.
Jeremy had heard that in addition to
his more famous attributes, Priapus was a protector of vineyards and orchards.
But his statue here was dead and powerless as the stone markers in the village
burial ground.
Villagers were running, screaming,
pointing up at gliding or perching furies. Jeremy caught a glimpse of Myra,
wearing a short skirt like other village girls, standing frozen. On her plain
face, framed by her long brown hair, was an expression of perfect shock.
And here came another of the flying horrors toward Sal—
From the fury's taloned bird-like
feet and from the fringed wingtips hung the half-dozen tendrils that served as
scourging whips. They snapped in a restless reflex motion, making a brief
ripple of sound. One struck at a small bird and sent it into convulsions.
The fellows of the first attacker,
gliding above on wings the size of carpets, screamed down to it, making sounds
that might almost have been words, and it launched itself into the air again,
first rising a few yards, then diving like a hawk to the attack. The screams
that rose up in response were all from human throats.
Someone in the village had found a
bow and was firing inaccurate arrows at the furies as they darted by overhead.
Someone else hurled rocks.
Another villager shouted:
"Don't do that! A god has sent them."
The man with the bow had time to
shout out what he thought should be done with the gods before a human warrior
on a swift-pacing cameloid, decked in blue and white, lurched past and knocked
the archer down with a single blow of a long-handled war hatchet.
Another blow, from some unseen hand,
struck Jeremy down. Senses reeling, he had the vague impression that Myra had
come hurrying in his direction, that she was briefly looking down at him with
concern.
The stranger who had called herself
Sal, the woman Jeremy had begun to worship but had never known, had time to
gasp out a few sentences before she sprawled out crudely, awkwardly, facedown,
let out a groan, and died.
Swiftly Jeremy bent over her,
grabbed her body and twisted it halfway round, so he could see her face, her
blind eyes looking up at him. When he saw that she was indeed dead, he twisted
his body, screaming out his grief and rage against the world.
The puddle beneath Sal's head was so
red with sunset light reflected from the sky that it seemed half of blood, and
in the puddle an object that must have fallen from Sal's hand as she died now
lay half-sunken, half-floating. Jeremy instinctively grabbed it up and found he
was holding a small sealed pouch. Again he thought that it must have dropped
from her dying hand, just as she had been on the point of handing it over to
him.
Shocked and numbed by Sal's death,
only distantly aware of the fire and blood and screaming all around him, Jeremy
stuffed into his shirt the pouch all wet with water and with her blood. Vaguely
he could feel that it contained some irregularly shaped lump of stuff that
clung against his skin with a surprisingly even temperature and softness and,
even through the fabric of the pouch, seemed almost to be molding itself to fit
against his ribs.
There was something that he had to
do, an urgent need that must be met. But what was it? Jeremy's brain felt
paralyzed. In his shock it seemed that the world had slowed down and there was
no hurry about anything. In her other hand Sal had been holding the small knife
whose scabbard hung at her belt. The blade, though shorter than Jeremy's hand,
was straight and strong and practical, and very sharp. The handle was made of
some black wood the boy could not have named. Certainly Sal would want him to
have the knife, and after looking to her dead eyes for encouragement he decided
to take belt and all. His waist, he noted dully, was only a little thicker than
hers. Kneeling beside the dead woman, he took the whole belt from her and
strapped it on himself.
The flying creatures were stupid by
human standards, yet obviously experienced in this kind of work, good at
starting huts and houses ablaze, driving the inhabitants out where they could
get a look at them. They found an open fire somewhere and plucked out brands,
using their lash-tentacles almost as skillfully as fingers, and used the bits
of burning wood as torches.
From the moment when he left the
house, a minute before the attack began, Jeremy saw no more of his two
relatives—he had no idea whether they had survived or not.
Shaking himself out of his
near-paralysis, he concentrated his full energy on an effort to get himself
away.
He cast one more look around him,
then rose up running. Before him lay the river, one highway that never closed,
and the escape plan he had at least begun already to prepare.
The usual complement of villagers'
boats were available, tied up loosely at their tiny respective docks, as well
as a few, awaiting minor repairs, hauled bottom-up on shore. A few more were
drifting loose, freed of their moorings in a backwater current, their owners
likely murdered or driven mad in the latest attack. Jeremy saw one human body
thrashing in the water, another bobbing lifeless.
And now the voices of people
screaming, under attack, came drifting down from the high vineyards on the hill
above the village.
And the voices of the human
attackers, raised like those of hunters who rode to hounds in the pursuit of
wild game. The thud and plash of saddled lamoids' padded, two-toed feet.
A human warrior on foot was now
blocking the approach to the long, narrow dock to which the boats were tied.
But the man was looking past Jeremy and seemed to be paying him no attention.
Jeremy hit the water headfirst, in
his clothes, and struck out hard for the outer end of the crude pier, where
boats were clustered. He'd caught a glimpse of a canoe there, somehow left bobbing
and waiting, instead of being pulled out of the water.
Something struck the nearby water
with a violent splash, and he assumed it was a missile aimed at him, but it had
no influence on his flight.
Even underwater Jeremy could feel
the thing, the mysterious treasure she had given him, stowed snug inside his
shirt, strangely warm against his skin, as warm as Sal's own living hand had
been.
Pulling to the surface for a gasp of
air, hoping to find the canoe almost within reach, he screamed in pain and
fright, feeling the slash of one of the furies' whips across the back of his
right shoulder.
FIVE
Gasping out
almost forgotten prayers, Jeremy improvised a few new ones while he dived
again, driving himself to the verge of drowning in his desperate effort to
escape.
Lunging about blindly underwater, he
almost swam right past the boat he wanted but managed to correct his error in
time. Again his head broke the surface of the river, and at last his grasping
fingers closed on the canoe's gunwale. His heart leaped when he saw that a
paddle had been left aboard, stowed under the center seat. Feverishly he groped
for and found the bit of cord holding the canoe loosely to the dock, and after
some clumsy fumbling he undid the knot.
Bracing his feet against the dock,
he got the vessel under way with a shove, then got himself aboard with a
floundering leap that landed him in a sodden heap and almost capsized the
vessel. A moment later he was sitting up and had the paddle working.
For a moment it seemed that the path
to freedom might now be clear—then a fury materialized out of the
evening sky to strike at him twice more. Two more lashing blows, which felt as
if they were delivered with red-hot wire, fell on the backs of his legs, first
right, then left. Involuntarily the boy screamed and started to spring to his
feet, only to trip and fall face downward back into the water. The plunge
carried him out of the fury's reach, and he stayed under, holding his breath,
as long as possible. When he surfaced again he was behind the boat and started
pushing it downstream, paddling furiously with his feet.
He braced his nerves against another
slashing attack, but it never came. The monster had flapped away while he was
underwater.
* * *
Jeremy was several hundred yards
downstream before he pulled himself back into the boat and found, to his
dismay, that the paddle had somehow vanished.
Then his spirits surged. There was
the paddle, floating at no great distance, visible in the dark water as a
darker blot, against the reflection of the sunset. In a moment he had
hand-propelled the canoe close enough and had it in his grip.
With every movement, the slash
wounds skewered him with almost blinding pain, pain that diminished only
slightly if he held still. His sensations, his imagination, warned him that he
could be bleeding to death. But no, Sal had been beaten worse than this and
hadn't bled to death.
Terror kept him moving, despite the
pain.
Deepening dusk was overtaking him,
but with terrifying slowness. Whatever concealment full night might offer was
still long minutes in the future. Desperately he tried to recall if there were
any prayers to Night personified. The name of that god should be Nox, he
thought, or was it Nyx? He seemed to remember both names from children's
stories, heard in a different world, the early years of childhood. But neither
name inspired any hope or confidence.
Avoiding the local islands and
sandbars, whose positions had been fixed in his mind during the months he'd
lived nearby, was easy enough. But once Jeremy's flight carried him around the
big bend, half a mile downstream from the Raisinmakers' village, he found
himself in totally unfamiliar territory.
He kept on working the paddle
steadily, fear allowing him to ignore the pain in legs and shoulder.
Fortunately, he'd spent enough of his childhood in canoes to know how to handle
this one. It was his good luck, too, that the river was now high with upstream
rains and moving fairly swiftly.
In the dark he found it well nigh
impossible to judge distances with any accuracy. Moonlight, which ought to have
helped, had he been blessed with normal vision, only seemed to add an extra
layer of enchantment and deception.
In one way fortune had smiled on
him; he'd been able to get away with a canoe, instead of being forced to settle
for one of the heavy clam-fishing craft. He could drive such a light vessel farther
and faster with a single paddle than he'd ever have been able to move a
rowboat, even if he'd been lucky enough to get one with a good pair of oars.
Frequently during that long night,
when a dim perception of something in the river or in the sky brought back
terror Jeremy felt himself in the greatest peril. Drifting or paddling as best
he could while making a minimum of noise, he muttered heartfelt prayers to every
other god and goddess whose name he could remember—though
none of them, as far as he knew, had ever even been aware of his existence. He
had no way to tell if the prayers did any good, but at least he was surviving.
The tree-lined shores to right and
left were hazy black masses, totally bereft of lights. Hours into his journey,
when the last of the sun glow was completely gone, there was still a dim
blurred glow, faint and familiar, high in the night sky. His poor sight could
distinguish this from the more localized blur of the moon. People had told him
that it came from a cloud of stars called the Milky Way. The sight of the
bright smear was somehow reassuring.
Meanwhile the light of the burning
village remained visible for a long time, at least an hour, in the eastern sky.
But Jeremy and his boat were not molested again. Finally he gave up on trying
to be quiet and used his paddle steadily.
Vividly Jeremy could recall how,
when he was small, his father and mother had begun to teach him the old stories
about the planets and constellations, how various celestial objects were intimately
connected with different gods and goddesses.
The presence of the all-but-unseen
stars above him brought back memories of his parents. One night in particular,
long ago, when he'd gone fishing with his father. But Jeremy was not going to
allow himself to think of them just now.
He even considered including, for
the first time he could remember, prayers to Dionysus and Priapus—but
in the end he declined to do that. The memory of their statues, saluting each
other with wine cups in the midst of horror, convinced him that neither of them
was likely to take any interest in his welfare.
Meanwhile, the wound that cut across
the back of his right shoulder continued to burn like fire, and so did those on
the backs of his legs. First one and then another of the three slashes hurt
badly enough that he could almost forget about the other two. Only fear that
the enemy might be close behind him, and the memory of his pledge to Sal,
enabled him to press on, whimpering aloud.
Fear tended to make every half-seen
minor promontory a ghastly crouching fury, ready to spring out and strike. Even
floating logs were terrible. Several times during the night, trying to steer
among the ghostly shapes and shadows of unfamiliar shores and islands, paddling
or huddling in the bottom of the boat, Jeremy heard more soft commotion in the
air above him, taking it to be the detestable sounds made by the furies' and
the furies' wings.
And there was a certain unusual
light in the night sky.
Let it burn, was all that he could think, looking back at the last embers
of red light decorating the northeastern sky, reflecting off the vineyard
slopes on the hill above the village and into a patch of low clouds. He could
feel only vaguely sorry for the people. Already his aunt and uncle were only
dim and half-remembered figures, their faces and manners as hard to call up as
those of folk he had not seen for many years; it was the same with everyone he
had known, everything he had experienced in the last months, since his parents
and his home had been destroyed.
Everyone but Sal.
Jeremy supposed that the total time
he'd spent actually in the company of Sal, adding up the fragments of his hasty
visits over a period of three days, amounted to less than an hour. But in those
three days Sal had become vastly more important to him, even more real, than
Uncle Humbert or Aunt Lynn had ever been. No matter that he'd known his aunt
and uncle since his infancy and had been eating and sleeping in their house
for months.
Every once in a while his memory
reminded him with a little jar that Sal had probably not been her real name.
Never mind. That didn't matter. He would find out her real name, eventually—when
he told the story of her last days to Professor Alexander or Margaret
Chalandon.
It seemed, now, to the traveler
alone on the river in darkness, that he could remember every word that Sal—that
name would always be holy to him, because she'd chosen it—had ever spoken to
him in their brief meetings. Every gesture of her hands, look on her face, turn
of her head. She was coming with him as a living memory—and yes, his mother
and father were with him as well. It was as if some part of him that had died
with his parents had somehow been brought back to life by Sal.
Paddling on as steadily as he could,
peering nearsightedly into the darkness ahead, Jeremy thought that, leaving
aside the memory of Sal, he was bringing with him out of his last half-year of
life very little that would ever be of any use, or worth a coin.
For one thing, a new understanding
of what death meant— he'd certainly learned that. A good set
of worker's calluses on his hands. Some creditably strong muscles—for his age.
On the useless side, a few semi-indelible grape juice stains, on hands and
arms and feet, marks that would doubtless stick to his skin at least as long as
the ragged clothing Aunt Lynn had provided still hung on his back.
And that, Jeremy thought, just about
summed it up.
Except, of course, for the three
painful wounds he had so recently collected. But they would heal in time. They
had to. He kept hoping that if he refused to think about the injuries, they
might not hurt so much. So far that strategy did not seem to be working.
Jeremy wished neither aunt nor uncle
any harm—any more than he did any other pair of strangers. But he
found himself hoping that Uncle Humbert's barrow, the heavy one the boy had so
often trundled up and down the hillside path, was burning, too.
With every movement of his right
shoulder, propelling himself downstream, the pain of the fury's lash wound
brought tears to Jeremy's eyes. But still it wasn't the pain, sharp as that
was, that brought the tears. They were welling up because his injuries were the
same as Sal's and tied the two of them more closely together.
Gradually, as the hours of darkness
passed, and the heavenly blurs of the newly risen moon and fading Milky Way
slowly shifted their positions toward the west, his distance from the village
grew into miles. The red glow faded and at length was gone completely. When the
first morning grayness tinged the eastern sky, Jeremy paddled in to shore and
grounded his canoe under the dim, spiky silhouette of a willow thicket.
Stumbling ashore in exhaustion, then
dragging his boat up higher until it was firmly beached, he lay down on his
left side, sparing his right shoulder, and, despite his injuries and the fact
that his stomach was empty, fell quickly into a dreamless stupor.
... he frowned with the breaking of
the last filaments of some dream. Something important had been conveyed to him
while he slept—he had the feeling it was a vital message of some kind— but
he could not remember what it was.
He was waking up now, and it was
daylight. Even before opening his eyes Jeremy felt for the pouch inside his
shirt. Sal's treasure was still there, but strangely, the mysterious contents
seemed to have softened and even slightly changed shape, so that when Jeremy
had rolled over in his sleep the corners and hard edges he'd earlier detected
had somehow modified their contours to keep from stabbing him.
His three wounds and their demanding
pain seemed to awaken only an instant after he did. He felt slightly but
ominously unwell, in mind and body, and he dreaded fever and delirium. Only
too well he remembered Sal's illness, caught from the furies' slashes on her
flesh, a sickness that had been close to killing her even before the second
attack swept in.
With eyes open and Sal's treasure in
hand he lay quietly for a while, trying to think, but only gloomy imaginings
were the result. By the time he roused himself and looked around, morning was
far advanced. Mist was rising from the river, his shirt and trousers were still
almost dripping wet from last night's soaking, and the air was almost chill.
Every time he started to move, the fury's lash marks stabbed his back and legs
with renewed sensation. Pain settled in to a steady throbbing.
He hadn't yet even tried to
investigate the wounds. Only now did his probing fingers discover that the
cloth of shirt and trousers had actually been cut by the blows, just as Sal's
clothing had been.
* * *
It was common knowledge that some
hundreds of miles downstream the greater river to which the Aeron was a
tributary emptied into the sea, which Jeremy could not remember ever seeing—though
from his first dim understanding of what an ocean must be like he had yearned
to see it.
And he had known, even before
encountering Sal, that at that river's mouth there was a harbor, where huge
ships from the far corners of the world sailed in and out, and that the city
beside the harbor, Pangur Ban, was overlooked by the castle of a great lord,
Victor, whose power largely sponsored the Academy. Before meeting Sal, Jeremy
had never spent any time at all thinking about the Academy, but often he had
yearned to see the ocean.
Gradually the mist began to
dissipate, as if the sun, supposedly Apollo's property, were truly burning it
away. Jeremy raised his eyes to behold above him a great tangle of the feathery
leaves of willow branches. Beyond the topmost branches arched a partly cloudy
sky.. ..
Slowly he got to his feet, forcing
himself to move despite the pain, and began to walk about, rubbing his eyes.
Scratching his head, he thought, All that
part of my life is over now. Sal is dead. But he had the strange feeling that, thanks to her, he,
Jeremy Redthorn, had somehow come back to life. He had a job to do now. And he
was going to do it, if it killed him.
Peering about him, he tried in his
nearsighted fashion to see something of what lay across the broad surface of
the river. He could see a line of hazy green that must mean trees, but not much
beyond that. Patiently listening for what his ears could tell him, he eventually
decided that there were no towns or villages nearby—he
would have heard some sound of human activity, carrying across the water, and
there had been nothing of the kind. Sniffing the breeze, he caught only river
smells, no traces of a settlement's inevitable smoke.
After walking along the shore for a
few yards upstream and down, he concluded that he had come aground on a fairly
sizable island. The river was much wider here than it had been at Uncle's
village, at least one large tributary evidently having come in.
At the moment the sky was empty of
any threat.
* * *
Jeremy's stomach, unfed for many
hours, continued to insist that food should be the first order of business. He
could only remember with regret the food he'd been carrying to Sal—after
all his swimming and struggling, only a few wet crumbs remained. Searching his
stolen canoe without much hope, he discovered under the forward thwart a small
closed compartment, containing half a stale corn cake, from which someone must
have been breaking off pieces to use as fishbait. The bait served as breakfast,
washed down with river water. Now, in late summer, he might well be able to
gather some berries in whatever woods he came across. With any luck he could
find mushrooms, too. And the wild cherries were now ripe enough to eat without
too much fear of bellyache.
Wading in the shallows right beside
the shore, he tried without success to snatch fish out of the water with his
hands. He'd seen that trick done successfully once or twice. It gave him something
to occupy his mind and hands, though probably success would have done him no
good anyway, for he lacked the means to make a fire, and he wasn't yet starved
enough to try raw fish. He'd heard of people eating turtles, which ought to be
easier to catch, and also that turtle eggs could be good food. But he had no
idea where to look for them.
Jeremy's best guess was that he
might have made twenty miles or more down the winding stream during the night—maybe,
if he was lucky, half that distance as a fury might fly. Having reached what
appeared to be a snug hideaway, he decided to stay where he was until night
fell again. He had no idea how well furies could see at night or whether they,
and their two-legged masters, might still be looking for him—but they hadn't
found him last night, when he'd been moving on the open water.
If he made a practice of lying low
every day and traveling only at night, he would escape observation by
fisherfolk in other boats and by people on shore, as well as by at least some
of his enemies aloft. He could not shake the idea that some of the beasts and
people who'd attacked Uncle Humbert's village might still be following him
downstream.
Now, it seemed he'd done about all
the planning he could do at the moment. The urge to do something else had been
growing in the back of his mind, and now he could think of no reason to put it
off any longer—he meant to take a good look at Sal's parting gift.
For some reason she'd been reluctant
even to tell him what it was. Not that it mattered; whether it turned out to be
priceless diamonds or worthless trash, he was going to take it on to Professor
Alexander—or Margaret Chalandon—or die in the attempt. But it seemed
to the boy that he at least had a right to know what he was carrying.
He felt inside his shirt to make
sure that the strange thing was still where he had put it.
It was time to take it out and give
it a look. He didn't see how he could be any worse off for knowing what it was.
Once more thing bothered Jeremy. Why
had Sal, when her treasure was mentioned, kept saying that she was not worthy?
Not worthy to do what?
SIX
Making a conscious effort to
distract himself from on-going hunger and pain, Jeremy sat down on the grass,
holding the pouch, meaning to examine its contents carefully. His vision had
always been keen at close range, and now he was working in full daylight.
He tore open the crude stitches
that, as he now discovered, had been holding the pouch closed. Taking out the
single object it contained, he held it up against the light. It was a fragment
of a carved or molded face, apparently broken or cut from a mask or statue.
For one eerie moment he had an idea
that the thing might be alive, for certainly something inside it was engaged in
rapid movement, reminding him of the dance of sunlight on rippling water.
Inside the semitransparent object, which was no thicker than his finger, he
beheld a ceaseless rapid internal flow, of ... of something . . . that might have been ice-clear water, or even light itself,
if there could be light that illuminated nothing. Jeremy found it practically
impossible to determine the direction or the speed of flow. The apparent
internal waves kept reflecting from the edges, and they went on and on without
weakening.
And, stranger still, why should
Jeremy have thought that the pupil of the crystal eye in the broken mask had
darkened momentarily, had turned to look in his direction and even twinkled at
him? For just a moment he had the fleeting impression that the eye was part of
the face of someone he had known .. . but then again it seemed no more than a
piece of strangely colored glass. Not really glass, though. This was not hard
or brittle enough for glass.
Whatever it might cost him, he would carry this object
to Professor Alexander at the Academy. Or to Margaret Chalandon. Silently he renewed his last pledge
to Sal.
Brushing his hair out of his eyes,
he turned the object over and over in his hands.
Its thickness varied from about a
quarter of an inch to half an inch. It was approximately four inches from top
to bottom and six or seven along the curve from right to left. The ceaseless
flow of ... something or other inside it went on as tirelessly as before.
Somehow Jeremy had never doubted,
from his first look at this fragment of a modeled face, that it was intended to
be masculine. There was no sign of beard or mustache, and it would have been
hard for him to explain how he could be so sure. The most prominent feature of
the fragment was the single eye that it contained—the
left—which had been carved or molded from the same piece of strange warm,
flexible, transparent stuff as all the rest. The eyeball showed an
appropriately subtle bulge of pupil, and the details of the open lid were
clear. No attempt had been made to represent eyelashes. An inch above the upper
lid, another smooth small bulge suggested the eyebrow. A larger one below
outlined the cheekbone. No telling what the nose looked like, because the
fragment broke off cleanly just past the inner corner of the eye. On the other
side it extended well back along the side of the head, far enough to include
the temple and most of the left ear. Along the top of the fragment, in the
region of the temple, was a modeled suggestion of hair curled close against the
skull.
Around the whole irregular perimeter
of the translucent shard the edges were somewhat jagged, though Jeremy
remembered that they had not scratched his skin. Now when he pushed at the
small projections with a finger, he found that they bent easily, springing back
into their original shape as soon as the pressure was released. Everything
about the piece he was holding suggested strongly that it was only a remnant,
torn or broken from a larger image, that of a whole face or even an entire
body.
What he was looking at was most
likely meant to be the image of a god. Jeremy reached that conclusion simply
because, in his experience, people made representations of deities much more
often than of mere humans. Which god this might be Jeremy had no idea, though
somehow he felt sure that it was neither Dionysus nor Priapus. What the whole
face of the statue or carving might have looked like—assuming
it had once been complete—was
impossible to say, but Jeremy thought that it had not been, would not be, ugly.
Well, few gods were hard to look at.
Or at least very few of their portrayals were. He realized suddenly that few of
the artists who made them could ever have seen the gods themselves.
Brushing his own stubborn hair out
of the way again, he held the fragment of a face close to his nearsighted eyes
for a long time, tilting it this way and that, turning it around, and trying to
think of why it could be so enormously valuable. Sal had been willing to give
her life to see that it got to where it was meant to go.
The expression on the god's face,
the boy at last decided, conveyed a kind of arrogance. Definitely there seemed
to be an expression, despite the fact that he was looking at only
about a sixth or a seventh of a whole countenance.
When Jeremy stroked the fragment with
his callused fingers, it produced a pleasant sensation in his hands. Something
more, he decided, than simply pleasant. But faint, and almost indescribable.
An eerie tingling. There had to be magic in a thing like this. Real magic, such
as some folk had told him wistfully was gone from the world for good.
The sensation in his hands bothered
him, and even frightened him a little. Telling himself he couldn't spend all
his time just looking at the mask, Jeremy stuffed it back inside the pouch and
put the pouch again into his shirt, where it lay once more against his ribs,
seemingly as inert as a piece of leather.
Time to think of something else. He
kept wondering, now that the sun was up again, if the flying devils with their
poisoned whips were combing the river's shores and all its islands, if they
would be back at any moment, looking for him.
Well, if they were, there wasn't
much he could do about it, besides traveling at night—but
maybe he could do a little more. There was no use continuing to let his hair
grow long when he had left behind him the village full of people the growth was
meant to challenge. With some idea of altering his distinctive appearance, to
make any searchers' task a little harder, he unsheathed Sal's knife and
slashed off most of his hair, down to within a couple of finger widths of his
scalp. Actually using the knife made him admire it more. He thought that a man
would be able to shave
with a blade like this—his own face still lacked any whiskers to
practice on.
Despite its hard-edged keenness, the
blade was nicked in places and the point slightly blunted, as if it had seen
hard use. There were traces of what Jeremy decided had to be dried blood. Probably
she'd used it as a weapon, against some beast or human—she'd
never talked to him about the struggle she must have been through before they
met.
Struck by a new idea, Jeremy now
squatted on the riverbank and scooped up handfuls of thick black mud, with
which he heavily smeared the top of his head, down to the hairline all around.
Most of the stuff dripped and slid off, but enough remained to cover pretty
thoroughly what remained of his hair. He could hope that flyers, or men in
boats, who came searching for a redheaded youth would be deceived if they saw
him only from a distance. A worm came wriggling out out of his mudpack to inch
across Jeremy's face, and abstractedly he brushed it away.
He'd been hoping that the wounds
inflicted by the fury would bother him less as the day advanced, but the
opposite turned out to be true. He took some comfort from the fact that so far
he seemed to have no fever. The stinging wounds had fallen where he couldn't
see them, but he once more explored them with his fingers.
Both legs of his trousers were slit
in back, horizontally, where the second and third whip blows had landed. All
three of his wounds were almost impossible for him to see, but his fingers
could feel welts, raised and sensitive, as well as thin crusts of dried blood,
scabbing over beneath the holes slashed in the homespun fabric of shirt and
trousers. Well, he'd had a good look at Sal's wounds and thought these were not
as bad. He didn't have anything to use for bandages, unless he tore pieces from
his shirt or trousers—but then bandages really hadn't done Sal
any good.
The boy dozed for a while, then woke
again in the heat of the day, with the sun not far from straight overhead.
Jeremy helped himself to a drink, straight from the river, and then decided to
go into the water, hoping to soothe his lash marks. He'd have to emerge from under
the sheltering willows to reach water deep enough to submerge himself up to his
neck, but he thought it unlikely that anyone would notice his presence, as
long as he allowed only his head to show above the surface.
As he started to pull off his shirt,
the pouch holding the mask fragment fell out on the grass. The pouch, no longer
sewn tightly shut, came open, and the irregular glassy oval popped briskly out
of it, like something with a will of its own, announcing that it declined to
be hidden.
Delaying his cooling bath, Jeremy
sat down naked on the grassy bank, dangling his feet in the water, and once
more picked up Sal's peculiar legacy. He wondered if some kind of magical
compulsion had come with it. He'd be forced to keep on studying the thing,
until. . .
Until what? Jeremy didn't know.
There seemed no reason to think the
piece was anything but what it looked like—a fragment that had
been torn or broken from a mask or from a statue, maybe in some village shrine.
But who'd ever seen a statue made of material like this?
A mask, then? Maybe. The jagged
edges argued that the object had once been larger, and certainly this one piece
wasn't big enough to serve as even a partial mask—no one could
hope to hide his identity by covering one eye and one ear. Anyway, there was no
strap, no string, no way to fasten it on a wearer's face.
Besides, what would be the point of
wearing a transparent mask? The import must be purely magical. The visible
interior flow, as of water, wasn't enough to obscure his fingers on the other
side. Well, he'd never seen or heard of a transparent statue either.
The more he handled the thing, the
more of a pleasant tingling it sent into his fingers.
On a sudden impulse Jeremy carried
the shard down to the back of his right leg, where he stroked it tentatively,
very gently, along the slash mark of the fury's lash. Even when he pressed a
little harder, the contact didn't hurt but soothed.
Presently Jeremy lay back on the
grassy bank with his eyes closed. Raising one leg at a time, he stroked some
more, first giving the injury on the back of the right leg a thorough
treatment, then moving to the left leg. The medicine, the magic, whatever it
was, was really doing the wounds some good. After a minute or so he thought the
swollen welts were actually getting smaller, and certainly the pain was
relieved. Presently he shifted his attention to the sore place on his shoulder
and enjoyed a similar result.
Magic, no doubt about it....
Jeremy's nerves knew hints, suggestions, of great pleasures, subtle and
refined, that the thing of magic sent wandering through his body.... There was
one more place he wanted to try. . . .
But even as he indulged himself his
mind kept wandering, jumping from thought to thought. Sal's lash marks had been
worse than his, and she'd been carrying this very thing of magic with her, all
during the very worst of her suffering. So why hadn't she used it to heal her
injuries, or save her life, or even to ease her pain? That was something to puzzle over. She must have known more about it than he
did, which was almost nothing at all. . . . Now, even in the midst of growing
pleasure, the troubling notion came to Jeremy that the exotic joys evoked by
the shard were not meant to be experienced by the likes of him—or
at least it was somehow wrong for them to be obtained so cheaply. Because Sal
was involved.
Certainly she hadn't given him her
treasure to use it for this purpose. What would she think if she could see what
he was doing now?
Shivering as with cold, feeling
vaguely guilty of some indefinable offense, Jeremy pulled the object away from
his body and held it at arm's length.
No. This—this
thing—which
was Sal's great gift to him, had to be dealt with properly. With respect.
The magic had helped his back and
his injured legs. Whatever helped him to heal now would help him achieve his
sworn goal. What other worthy purpose might he find for powerful magic?
Well, he couldn't eat the thing if
he tried—his fingers could tell that it was far too tough to chew.
But now when he tried holding it against his belly, his hunger pangs were
soothed just as the pain of his wounds had been.
Suddenly the glassy eye reminded him
of the spectacles he'd once or twice seen old folk wearing. Once more, as on
almost every day of his life, Jeremy had the thought that doing what he had to
do would be a hell of a lot easier if he could only see. Anything that might help him in that regard was worth a try.
Carefully, eagerly, Jeremy lifted
the translucent oval toward his face again, holding it at first at a level
slightly higher than his eyes. Yes, his earlier impression had been right. The
world really did have a different look about it when
seen through the mask's single glassy eye.
Suddenly hopeful, convinced that at
least he was going to do himself no harm, Jeremy brought the fragment close
against his nose and cheek, pressing it tight against the skin of his face, trying
to seat it there more snugly. At first the results were disappointing. His
left eye now peered into a field of vision even more wildly blurred than usual.
It was like looking through some kind of peephole. It would be marvelous not to
have to be nearsighted any longer. If he could just get the distance between
his own eye and the crystal pupil exactly right, he might be able to—
A moment later, the boy let out a
half-voiced scream and jumped to his feet, heedless of the fact that his
involuntary leap had carried him splashing knee-deep into the river.
Because the object, Sal's treasure, was no longer in
his hands. It had attacked him like a striking snake. He hadn't seen what happened,
because it had been too close and too quick to see. But he'd felt it. Sal's
thing of magic had melted in his fingers, dissolved into liquid as quickly as
ice thrown into a fire—and then it had disappeared.
The damned thing was gone, dissolved
away—but it had not run down his arms and body toward the
ground. No, instead of streaming along his skin to the earth, it had run right
into his head. He'd felt it go there, penetrating his left eye and
his left ear, flowing into his head like water into dry sand. The first shock
had been an ice-cold trickle, followed quickly by a sensation of burning heat,
fading slowly to a heavy warmth....
The warmth was still there.
Clutching at his head with both hands, Jeremy went stumbling about in the
shallows, groaning and whimpering. There was a long moment when his vision and
his bearing blurred and he knew with dreadful terror that he was dead.
But maybe, after all, some god was
looking out for him. Because here he was, still breathing, and his body showed
no signs of having sustained any damage. At the moment he couldn't see at all,
but he soon realized that was only because he had his eyes covered with his
hands. His feet and legs just went on splashing, until he stumbled to a halt,
still in water up to his knees.
Slowly Jeremy spread his trembling
fingers and peeked out. Yes, he could still see. Whatever the damned thing had
done, it hadn't killed him. No, not yet. Maybe it wasn't going to.
His three savage lash marks once
more throbbed with pain, because of all his jumping around—still
they did not hurt nearly as much as they had before Sal's magic touched them.
His head still felt—well, peculiar.
For what seemed to Jeremy a very
long time, he just stood there, right below the grassy bank, almost without
moving, knee-deep in mud and water. Gradually he brought his empty hands down
from his head and looked at them and felt another slight increment of
reassurance.
Something alien had entered his body
by speed and stealth, trickling right into his damned head, and it was still there. But these were his familiar hands. He could
still do with them whatever he wanted.
He tried to tell himself it had all
been some kind of trick or an illusion. What he'd thought was happening hadn't
really taken place at all. Slowly, slowly, now. Stop and think the problem out. He could almost hear his father, trying to counsel him.
All right. The piece of ... whatever
it was, wasn't in his hands now. It wasn't anywhere where he could see it.
One moment he'd been pressing it
firmly against his face. In the next moment, it was gone.
So, it had sure as all the hells
gone somewhere. Magical treasures, of great value,
didn't just cease to exist.
Raising empty hands again, the boy
squeezed fists against his temples. Again he reassured himself that there was
no pain in his head, and by now even the sensation of liquid warmth had faded.
Whatever had happened hadn't hurt him. Something
of a funny feeling persisted,
yes, very subtle, deep in behind his eyes, where he'd thought he'd felt the thing establishing itself. But.. . But other than that, everything seemed
practically back to normal. Yes, he could hope that he had been mistaken, after
all.
Abruptly Jeremy crouched down in the
water, moving on hands and knees. Now he was getting the cool bath he'd started
out to take, but he didn't care what it felt like, because he wasn't doing it
for amusement or relief from the day's heat or even to soothe his injuries. All
those things had been forgotten. All the boy's attention was concentrated on
searching the muddy bottom with feet and hands, working his way in a semicircle
through the opaque brown water beside his private beach, groping for the
missing object.
Of course the mask fragment—if
that was what it was—being light in weight, might easily have been carried some
distance downstream by a normal current. But the current at this point, right
on the flank of the island, was only a gentle eddy, actually turning and
swirling upstream insofar as it moved at all.
And Jeremy's memory kept prodding
him with the fact that there had been no splash, not even a small one, when the
damned thing ran out of his hands and disappeared. Even a tiny pebble made some
kind of splash. No, the thing he was concerned about could not have fallen into
the water at all.
Panting with new fear and exertion,
he paused in his muddy, desperate search, then after the space of only a few
heartbeats plunged back into it, splashing and gasping. But he knew now that he
was doing it only as a duty, so he could tell himself later that he had done
everything possible to make sure.
At last he came to a halt, eyes
closed again, panting for breath, standing waist-deep in the river, leaning his
body against the stern of his canoe, most of whose length was firmly grounded.
He knew quite well where Sal's
treasure had gone, where her precious, priceless bit of magic was right now.
Because he had felt it going there. It was just that he
didn't want to let himself believe the fact or have to put it into words.
Not even in his own mind.
The answer was in his own head.
He had no choice but to believe it,
because when he opened his eyes again, new evidence was at hand.
SEVEN
A
tremendous change
indeed had come upon him. The simple fact was that now he could see, which meant that his left eye, having been treated to a dose of Sal's
magical melting ice, was now functioning, showing him things in a way that he
had to believe was the way human eyes were meant to work.
Turning his head to right and left,
looking upstream and down, Jeremy confirmed the miracle. No more mere smears of
brown and green. Now he could not only count the trees on the far bank but
easily distinguish individual leaves on many of their branches. And miles
beyond that, so far that it took his breath away, he could make out the precise
shapes of distant clouds.
Again Jeremy had to fight to regain
control over himself. He was still standing in waist-deep water at the curved
stern of the canoe, gripping the wood of the gunwale in an effort to keep from
shaking. In this position he kept closing his eyes and opening them again. In
spite of his improved vision, fear still kept him hoping and praying, to every
god that he could think of, for the thing that had invaded his body to go away.
But there was not the least sign that his hopes and prayers were going to be
fulfilled.
Even at the peak of his terror, the
glorious revelation of perfect sight shone like a beacon. At last there came a
moment when he could forget to be terrified.
Drawing a deep breath, Jeremy
insisted that his body cease its shaking. The effort was not totally
successful, but it helped.
Now. He wasn't going to go on
playing around here in the shallows, like a child making mud pies. It was
pointless to go on looking for something that was not there.
Finally he admitted to himself that
the fragment of some unknown divinity's face was somewhere inside his head.
He'd felt the thing invade his skull, and the reality of that
staggering experience was being steadily confirmed by the transformation in his
vision.
Concentrating on that change, he
began to realize that it went beyond enabling him to see distant things. Now in
his left eye the whole world, near objects as well as far, was taking on a distinctly
different aspect from the familiar scene as still reported by his other eye in
its half of his visual field.
And belatedly Jeremy began to
realize that his left ear was no longer functioning in quite the same way. His
hearing had always been normal, so the change wrought in it was not as dramatic
as that in his vision—but an alteration had definitely taken
place. Some sounds as he perceived them on his left side were now underlain by
a faint ringing, a hollow tone, like that resulting from water in the ear—but
again, it wasn't exactly that.
Gently he pounded the heel of his
hand against the sides of his head, first right, then left, but to no effect.
He wasn't quite sure whether his
hearing on the left was actually improved—but possibly it was.
The situation wasn't as clear-cut as with sight.
Time passed while the boy's pulse
and breathing gradually returned to normal. He was still standing waist-deep
in water, clinging to the boat, but the invasion of his body appeared to be
producing no additional symptoms. Eventually Jeremy stopped shaking, and
eventually he was able to force himself to let go of the canoe—only
when his fingers came loose did he realize how cramped they had become
maintaining their savage grip.
Rubbing his hands together to get
some life back into them, he waded slowly ashore, where he stood on the
riverbank dripping, naked—anyone watching would be certain he wasn't
carrying any mysterious magical object—and waiting for whatever might be going
to happen to him next.
What came next was a renewed surge
of fear and worry. Despairingly Jeremy thought: I had it, Sal's treasure, right here in my hands, and now I've lost
control of it. Like a fool I pushed it right up against my face, and right into
. . .
Never mind all that. All right, he
knew quite well where the damned marvelous thing had settled. But just stewing
about it wasn't going to do him any good.
The reassuring belief remained that
Sal—well, Sal had at least liked
him. She wouldn't have
played him any dirty tricks. No. Sal had—well, she'd called
him love
that one time. At least once. He really couldn't stand to
think of the most that might have meant—but yes, at least she'd liked him,
quite a lot.
And the precious object she'd lost
her life trying to save had now become a part of him, Jeremy Redthorn. Of
course that wasn't what was supposed to happen.
Possibly what he'd just done—what
had just happened— meant he had already failed in the mission for which she'd
given up her life. But no, he wouldn't stand for that. He'd still fulfill his
promise to her—if he could.
Even if he still had not the
faintest idea of what the treasure really was, what it really meant.
Slowly Jeremy pulled on his wretched
clothes again. As usual, the coarse fabric of his shirt scraped at the lash
mark on his back. But that injury, like those on his legs, was notably less
painful than it had been an hour ago. And it was really not possible for him
to go without clothes all the time. At least during the day, he had to protect
the parts of his hide not already deeply tanned and freckled. Already weakened
by his lash marks and by hunger, the last thing he needed was a case of
sunburn.
Once more the boy became absorbed in
testing the miracle of his new vision, closing one eye at a time. Each trial
had the same result. The world as seen through his left eye, especially in the
distance, now looked enormously clearer, sharper in detail. Certain objects,
some trees, bushes, a darting bird, displayed other changes, too, subtle
alterations in shape and color that he would have been hard put to describe in
words.
When he grew tired of these
experiments, the sun was still high above the shading willows. He had decided
to stick to his plan of waiting for nightfall before he pushed off in the boat
again. Meanwhile, he really needed more sleep. All emotions, even fear, had to
give way sometime to exhaustion.
Jeremy lay back on the grassy bank
and closed his eyes. This made him more fully aware of the change in his left
ear, which kept on reporting new little differences in the everyday events of
the world around him. Whenever wavelets lapped the shore nearby or a fish
jumped in the middle distance, there came hints of new information to be
derived from the sound. His left ear and his right presented slightly different
versions of the event. Not that he could sort it all out just yet. In time, he
thought, a fellow might learn to listen to them all and pick out meaning.
It crossed Jeremy's mind that this
might be the way a baby learned about the world, when sight and hearing were
altogether new.
He had to try to think things
through . . . but before he could think any more about anything, he fell
asleep.
His slumber was soon troubled by a
dream, whose opening sequence might have placed it in the category of
nightmare, except that while it lasted he remained curiously without fear. In
fact all the action in the dream took place with a minimum of emotion. He
dreamed he was beset by a whole cloud of airborne furies, even larger than
life-size, as big as the harpies that his waking eyes had never seen. Huge
bat-shaped forms came swirling round him like so many gigantic screaming
mosquitoes. But somehow the situation brought no terror. Instead he knew the
exquisite pleasure of reaching out, catching the neck of one of the flying
monsters in the grip of his two hands, fully confident of being able to summon
up, in his hands and wrists, a sufficiency of strength to wring its neck. In
fact, the action was almost effortless on his part. The physical sensation
suggested the familiar one of chicken bones crunching and crumbling.
Then abruptly the scene changed. No
more nightmare monsters. Now Jeremy was presented with an image of his lovely
Sal and was overjoyed to realize that she was not dead after all. What had
seemed to be her death was all a horrible mistake! She wasn't even wounded, not
so much as scratched, her face not even dirty.
Jeremy's heart leaped up at the
sight of her wading toward him, thigh-deep in the river, dressed in her
familiar clothes—the only garments he'd ever seen her wear, but now new and
clean instead of torn and dirty.
She was smiling directly at him—at
her friend, her lover, Jeremy. And Sal was beckoning to him. She wanted him to
come to her so the two of them could make love. Love. Her
lips were forming the word, but silently, because the Enemy, the unknown and
faceless Enemy, must not hear.
Jeremy—or was he
really Jeremy any longer?—seemed to be drifting, disembodied, outside himself.
He was observing from a little
distance the male youth who stood waiting onshore while the young woman
approached. He who had taken Jeremy's place deserved to be called a young man
rather than a boy, though his smooth cheeks were still innocent of beard. He,
the other, was casually beckoning Sal forward, with his outstretched right arm,
while under his left arm he was carrying a stringed musical instrument of some
kind.
He, the newcomer, stood a full head
taller than Jeremy, and the boy knew, with the certainty of dream knowledge,
that this other was incomparably wiser and stronger than himself. The nameless
stranger was dark-haired, his nude body muscular and very beautiful. Plainly he
was in total command of the situation. His beckoning fingers suggested that he
was masterfully controlling every detail of Sal's behavior.
And something utterly horrible was about to happen. .
. .
... and Jeremy was jarred awake, his mind and body wrung by nightmare
terror, a fear even beyond anything that the actual presence of the furies had
induced in him.
He sprang to his feet and stood
there for almost a full minute, trying to establish his grip on waking reality.
When at last he had managed to do so, he collapsed and lay on the ground in the
shade of the willows, feeling drained, his whole body limp and sweating in the
hot day. Gradually his breathing returned to normal.
Overwhelmed by fantastic memories,
he struggled to sort them out, to decide what had really happened and what he
had only dreamed. No girl, no Sal or anyone else, had really come wading out of
the river to him. And no dark youth stood on the bank now. He, Jeremy, was
completely alone ... or was he?
Suddenly confusion gripped him, and
he thought in panic: What had happened to the treasure Sal had entrusted to
him? Something of transcendent importance, having to do with some god ... it
had come loose from inside his shirt. . . . Only after some seconds of frantic
groping and fumbling did he remember where it was now.
He sat on the grass with his head in
his hands. How could he have forgotten that,
even for a moment? But
it was almost as if that strange invasion of his body had happened to someone
else.
And Sal had kept saying she was
unworthy. If so, what about Jeremy Redthorn? Yes. Of course. But that had been before. Now, things were different. Whatever sacrilege had been
involved was now an accomplished fact. The worthiness of Jeremy Redthorn was no
longer of any concern—because Jeremy Redthorn was no longer the
same person.
Taking stock of himself, Jeremy
noted additional changes. The lash marks were notably less painful than when
he'd fallen asleep—how long ago? Surely less than an hour.
There were still raised lumps, sore to the touch—but no worse than that. Otherwise
he felt healthy, and there was no longer any trace of fever.
And there was yet another
thing....Somehow the experience of the last hour had left him with the
impression that he was not alone.
But not even his improved vision or
hearing could discover anyone else with him on the island.
He had the feeling that there was a
Watcher, one who kept just out of sight while looking continually over Jeremy's
shoulder. But who the Watcher was or why he or she was observing him so
steadily the boy had no clue.
Also, the feeling was gradually
growing on him that he had been used by some power outside himself. But he did
not know exactly how or for what purpose.
Presently he stirred and got up and
stripped and went into the water again, with a sudden awareness of being dirty
and wanting to be clean. Meanwhile he noticed that his body had become a nest
of various unpleasant smells. Probably it had been that way for a long time—and
what in all the hells had made him think putting mud in his hair would be of
any use in deceiving his pursuers? He did his best to soak it out. He couldn't
remember exactly when he'd last had a real bath, but he badly needed one now
and found himself wishing for hot water and soap. And maybe a good scrub brush.
But he would have to make do with the cool river. He brought his garments into
the water and did what he could to wash them, too.
Swimming a few lazy strokes
upstream, then floating on his back and drifting down, he gradually regained a
sense of reality. Here he was in his own body, where he belonged, as much in
control of all its parts as he had ever been. His sight had been changed by
Sal's thing of magic—changed for the better—and
his hearing was a little different, too. And that, as far as he could tell, was
all. Sal hadn't been killed or hurt by carrying the thing around with her.
Other things, not this, had destroyed her.
And the dream he'd just experienced
was only a dream. He'd had others not too different from it. Except for the
part about strangling furies, of course. And then the utter terror at the
end....
Well... all right. This last dream
had been like nothing else he'd ever experienced.
Around the boy floating in the water
the drowsy afternoon was still and peaceful, the sun lowering, sunset not far
away.
Looking through his left eye at the
sun, he beheld a new and subtle fringe of glory. At first he squinted
tentatively, but then it seemed to him that his new eye could bear the full
burden of the world's light without being dazzled, without dulling a bit of its
new keenness when he looked away. Not his right eye, though; that was no better
than before.
Despite the exquisite terror with
which the dream had ended, he didn't want to forget it and wasn't going to. The
bit about killing furies had been good, but not the best. No, the best part—
even though it, too, frightened him a little—had been when Sal was beckoning to
him from the water and for one glorious moment he had known that everything
was going to be all right, because she was not dead after all.
EIGHT
The night that followed was one that
Jeremy would remember for the rest of his life. Because on that night he first
saw the stars.
All day he had been keenly aware of
his improved eyesight. In fact, long minutes passed when he could hardly think
of anything else, and so he later told himself that he ought to have anticipated
the commonplace miracle. But he was still distracted by grief and heavily
occupied most of the time with the problems of immediate survival. So it was
that the first pure point of celestial light, appearing just as the sun was
going down, took him completely by surprise. Until that moment, the contents
of the sky had been the furthest thing from his thoughts.
And then, marvellously, the stars
were there.
Somehow the boy was surprised by the
fact that the revelation was so gradual. Very soon after that first startling,
soul-piercing point at sunset, there came another twinkle, in a different part
of the sky. And presently another. In a little while there were dozens,
eventually hundreds. The onset of the multitudes, the thousands, which required
hours to reach its full development, cost him time on his journey, holding him
openmouthed and marveling for a long time when he might have been paddling.
On each succeeding night Jeremy hoped
for a clear sky and looked forward with keen anticipation to the celestial
show. More often than not he had his wish. Also, the events of one night began
to blur into those of another, and so it went with the sleepy days as well, as
a kind of routine established itself in his journey downstream. Sal's bequest
had markedly improved his left eye's ability to distinguish shapes in darkness,
which helped him avoid snags, sandbars, and islands. But now he often lost time
by forgetting to paddle, in his sheer wonderment at the stars.
Each day at sunrise he beached his
canoe in the most sheltered spot that he could find. He had begun his journey
fully intending to count the days of its duration. But when three had passed,
he began to wonder whether the true number might be four. From that time on,
his uncertainty grew. But when he considered the situation carefully, he
supposed it didn't matter much.
His daytime slumbers continued to be
enlivened by dreams of the strange, newly vivid kind, sometimes erotic and sometimes
not. In them the nameless, beardless, dark-haired youth frequently appeared,
usually unclothed, but sometimes wrapped in a white robe secured by a golden
clasp. Always he played a commanding role. Sometimes he casually strangled
furies, beckoning to them, willing them to fly near him, so that they were compelled
to come, like moths around a flame. Then, smiling, he would snatch them out of
the air, one at a time, and wring their necks like so many helpless pigeons,
while Jeremy, the silent witness, silently cheered the slaughter on.
Sometimes, in other dreams, the
Nameless One effortlessly seduced young maidens. And not only girls but older
women, too, females in all colors and sizes, some of races Jeremy had never
seen before. Many of their bodies were lovelier than he had ever imagined the
human form could be, and the shapeliest of them behaved in wanton and
provocative ways, making the boy groan in his sleep.
And there were dreams in which the
Dark Youth remained apart from human contact, his fingers plucking at his
seven-stringed instrument—a device whose counterpart in waking life
the dreamer's eyes had never seen—producing fast rhythms to which the women
danced. These were followed by haunting melodies to which no one could dance
that seemed to have nothing to do with the body at all but stayed with Jeremy
long after he had awakened. In these episodes it seemed that the musician sang,
but Jeremy could never hear his voice.
And in one memorable dream the
Nameless One had put away the instrument of seven strings, along with all
thoughts of music and of soft amusement. Now he looked a head taller than
before, his beardless face hard as stone, his white cloak rippling with what
might have been a savage wind. He was standing on a field of battle, wearing on
his back a quiver filled with arrows, clutching in his powerful left hand an
archer's bow that seemed to be made from—of all
things—silver. As Jeremy watched, awestruck, his dream companion raised his
bare right fist and swung it against a towering stone wall, while hundreds of
human soldiers who had been sheltering behind the barrier took to their heels
in panic. Some of the soldiers were too slow to run away, and their little
human bodies were crushed by falling stones. The thunder of the toppling wall
awoke the dreamer to a summer storm of lightning.
During Jeremy's waking nighttime
hours, while he kept paddling steadily downriver under the entrancing stars (he
had identified two constellations, enough to make him confident of which way was
north), his thoughts continued to revolve around the question of how he was to
carry out the sacred mission entrusted to him by Sal (by Sal who had called him by the name of love!). How was he ever to accomplish that
now, when the magic thing that he was supposed to deliver had vanished into his
own head?
One unwelcome possibility did cross
his mind. Suppose that when he located one of the people for whom the magic
thing was meant, that person would have to kill the unhappy messenger in order
to retrieve the treasure?
Well, so be it, then. Jeremy's
current mood was appropriately heroic and abandoned. He would do anything for
Sal, who had set him free and given him the stars.
Contemplation brought him to one
truth at least, which was that everyone he'd ever really cared about was dead.
He had to fight against bleak intervals of despair. In an effort to distract
himself from endless mourning, he set himself certain mental tasks. One
challenge was to recall every word that he had ever heard about the city of
Pangur Ban and the Academy, which lay somewhere nearby. It seemed hard to
believe that he was really traveling to such places, and yet he had no choice.
And trying to remember what he had heard about them was futile, because he had
never heard more than a dozen words or so. He would just have to learn what he
needed to know when he got there.
In his entire life the boy had heard
people speak of the Academy not more than two or three times, and always as
part of a catalog of the accomplishments of Lord Victor Lugard, who ruled at
Pangur Ban. But those few sentences, spoken in awe and wonder, about matters
that the speaker did not pretend to understand, had created in the boy's
imagination a place where might be gathered all the wise folk of the world, and
where an explanation for the mysteries of the world could be available.
Early one morning, two days after
Sal's mysterious prize had vanished into his head, Jeremy was much mystified
when he caught sight for the first time of a mysterious towering shape on the
horizon. It was certainly miles away; how many miles he could not try to guess.
And somehow he knew just what it
was. The answer came rising unbidden out of some newly acquired depth of
memory.
Everyone had heard of the Mountain
of the Cave. Halfway up its slopes, at a point perhaps a mile above sea level,
the Cave of the Oracle opened a supposed entry to the Underworld and offered a
shrine where rich and poor alike might hope to have their futures revealed to
them, might truly be told which road to take to find success. The first time
Jeremy's vision showed him that strange shape was near dawn, when he was just
about to head in to shore for the day. The first sight of the strange high
ridge, with its top shrouded in even stranger clouds, shook him, brought him up
short paddling.
What in all the worlds? And yet he had no need to ask the question. The boy
stared, letting the canoe drift. He squinted—this was fast
becoming a habit with him—and tried closing first one eye, then the other.
The distant Mountain stood well off
to the north and west, so that the river in its gentle windings, tending
generally west and south, never carried him directly toward it. In fact, there
were times when he was being borne in the exactly opposite direction.
When he experimentally closed his
left eye, the Mountain's distant image disappeared entirely, swallowed up in
sunglare and horizon haze and, of course, the chronic blur of his nearsightedness.
During the afternoons late summer
storms sometimes produced hard rain. On these occasions, if the opportunity
offered, Jeremy dragged his canoe entirely up onshore and overturned it, creating
a shelter beneath which he contrived to get some sleep. Anyway, getting wet
was no real problem as long as the weather remained warm.
Sometimes now, at night when he
thought he was making good headway toward his invisible goal (though getting
somewhat farther from the Mountain), keeping wide awake beneath the stars,
Jeremy had a renewed impression that he was no longer traveling alone. His
Watcher companion was with him now.
Sal had warned him that the Academy
was hundreds of miles distant and that the journey downriver would take many
days. She had started to coach him on the exact location of her goal, but they
hadn't got far enough with that to do him any good now. He soon gave up trying
to estimate how far he had come since leaving his uncle's village—and
by now he had definitely lost count of the number of days in his downstream
journey. He regretted not having started a tally of scratches on a gunwale with
Sal's knife.
At about this time he noted that his
canoe had begun to leak, though so far only slightly; so far he could manage,
with a little bailing by hand two or three times a night. Being run aground
every morning, sometimes on rough shores, wasn't doing the wooden bottom any
good. He could of course try to steal another boat along the way, but the
theft would leave a mark of his passage, and he had little doubt that those who
had hounded Sal to her death were now after him.
Back at the Raisinmakers' village,
in sight of the twin shrines of Dionysus and Priapus, extensive interrogation
was in progress. Magicians in the employ of Lord Kalakh were active—and
had already set up an image of their master, stern and ageless-looking, with
bulging eyes, by which they meant to keep themselves in tune with his will.
This despite the fact that neither Lord Kalakh nor his chief lieutenants had
much faith in magicians.
Gods, now, were a different matter
altogether.
His Lordship had impressed upon this
crew of raiders, before dispatching them, the fact that in recent months the
goodwill of at least one faction of the gods had been shown to be essential to
any human being who took the quest for power seriously. And since Hades had
already shown himself victorious, it was with Hades that Lord Kalakh meant to
ally himself.
Questioning, most of it rather
stressful, had been proceeding steadily. The surviving inhabitants of Uncle
Humbert's village had been counted, along with their dead, and the survivors
questioned as to who had been in the village but could not now be accounted
for.
The body of the woman who had been
carrying the Face was readily identified—but of the treasure
itself there was no sign.
As it happened, both of Jeremy's
relatives had survived and made no difficulty about telling the questioners
whatever they could about their unhappy nephew. It was a shame if the lad had
managed to get himself in some deep trouble, so that powerful folk had to put
themselves to the trouble of coming looking for him, but it was a hard world,
and there was nothing to be done about it.
Another of the villagers thought
that the lad named Jeremy had been one of those carried off by the harpies.
"There were no harpies
here," the officer corrected sternly. "Nothing that flew here was big
enough to carry anyone."
The villager had to admit the
likelihood of error.
There was also the possibility that
the boy Jeremy Redthorn had been drowned while trying to get away; there was no
evidence one way or another on that. At least two boats were missing, but in
the confusion accompanying the attack some might have simply drifted away.
The body bore old, half-healed fury
whip marks as well as fresh ones. The villagers all stared in wonder at the
dead servant of a defeated god, and none of them would admit to ever seeing her
alive.
The body had already been stripped
and all the clothing and possessions that might have been the woman's subjected
to the closest scrutiny. The officer assigned to conduct the last stage of the
search had no scruples about opening her head with knife and hatchet and
probing gorily about inside the skull. In the normal course of events a Face
would eject itself when its wearer died—but no possibility
must be overlooked.
"And of course if she had been
wearing the Face we want, instead of carrying it..." The speaker, a
junior officer in Kalakh's Special Forces, let his comment die away.
His colleague was ready to complete
it for him. "Unlikely she'd be lying there now. Or that anyone as small as
we are would be opening her skull," he finished dryly.
From the last stage of the search
the man who'd undertaken it looked up a moment later, his hands stained with
fresh gore but empty. "No, sir, nothing."
"Damn all in Hades' name!"
The junior officer looked around him, at ruin and ashes, soldiers and moping
villagers, a planted field and a patch of forest. "Possibly this missing
Redthorn does have it with him—or she may have hidden it somewhere
nearby. We must search the entire area—kill no more of these people. It will be
necessary to interrogate them all over again." He paused. "If this
missing youth does have it—well, which way would you flee, Carlo, if you were
trying to get away from here in a hurry? Downstream, of course."
Now the river was carrying Jeremy
past larger villages, here and there a sizable town, amid an increasing traffic
of sailboats and barges. Now, even with superb eyesight, he began to have trouble
locating places to lay over during the day, spots along the shore where he
might hope to pass the daylight hours entirely unobserved. Perhaps, he
thought, at this distance from Uncle Humbert's village it no longer mattered
if people noticed him. But the fury's lash marks were still sore—though
a little less each day— and he still felt hunted.
It was hard to keep himself from
looking again and again under the thwarts of the canoe, in hopes of finding
another chunk of stale corn bread, on the possibility that another might have
miraculously appeared. Now and then, drifting near dawn or sunset, while his
stomach growled with hunger, the fugitive yearned to catch some fish, but he
lacked the means of doing so. The little cache did contain flint and steel to
make a fire, but in this season he had no need of extra warmth.
He had heard of some folk who
claimed magic, the power to compel fish to come within reach of their grasping
hands and submit like pet animals to being flipped out of the water. Others,
who could do the trick as well, said that no magic was involved. Jeremy in his
hunger tried to make the thing work for himself, gave it a try without really
believing it would work—and sure enough, whether it was magic he
still lacked or only skill and patience, it didn't.
One night, two hours before dawn,
driven by hunger to take serious chances, he decided to raid the henhouse of an
isolated farm whose buildings, atop a wooded bluff a little inland from the
river, showed up plainly enough in silhouette against the stars.
Roots and berries were only
maintaining him on the brink of starvation. If he ever hoped to dine on
chicken, on fresh meat of any kind, he would probably never see a better
opportunity than this.
Tying his boat up loosely, in
readiness for a quick getaway, he stepped ashore and padded his barefoot way
inland as quietly as possible. The complication he had feared most, an alert
watchdog, soon came to pass; the animal gave a few preliminary growls when
Jeremy was still some thirty yards away, even though the boy had taken the
precaution of approaching from downwind.
Under his breath Jeremy muttered
oaths and blasphemies against a variety of gods. At least the dog had not yet
barked. Grim determination had grown in him; he was too hungry to give up.
Anyway, he had known for a long time that the worst thing you could do when
faced by a dangerous animal was turn around and run.
Drawing Sal's businesslike little
knife and holding it ready for a desperate defense, Jeremy stuttered out some
low-voiced nonsense, meant to be soothing. To his joy and surprise, the
attempt was an immediate success. The mammoth dark shape of a longhaired dog
came jostling right up to him, but with a reassuring tail wag and not growling,
only whining as if to entreat a favor. A wet nose nuzzled at his hand. Having
sheathed his knife again, Jeremy spent a minute standing in a cold sweat of
relief, scratching the grateful, panting beast behind its ears. Then he
resumed his progress toward the henhouse. His new friend was content to follow
a step or two behind. Obviously the dog was taking a benign interest in his
affairs, with the air of a guide standing by to do a favor if requested.
Every few steps the starving
two-legged marauder paused to glance toward the small darkened farmhouse. But everything
there remained as quiet as before.
In the stable a dromedary snorted, a
long groaning snuffle, and shuffled its feet inside its stall. But that was
all.
Moving cautiously in deep shadow,
with the dog still companionably at his side, Jeremy approached the henhouse,
only to find it surrounded by a tall fence, obviously meant to keep intruders
out as well as hold chickens in. The barrier consisted of thin vertical stakes
bound together with a network of tough withes and cordvines, the spaces between
the stakes too narrow to admit even the body of a chicken. There was a gate
leading into the enclosure, but unhappily for the boy's purposes it was
fastened at the top with a kind of lock, and on top of that was an oddly shaped
device that appeared to be a kind of metal box.
And now Jeremy started nervously and
almost began to run. With his left ear (but not with his right, he thoughtfully
observed) he could hear the box making a ghostly clamor, which grew louder
when he stood on tiptoe and stretched out a hand toward it.
Looking over his shoulder, the
apprentice chicken thief beheld the house still dark and silent. The dog
beside him was quite unperturbed. Gradually the boy allowed himself to believe
that the noise existed nowhere but in his own left ear.
And with that belief came
understanding: he had just received, through his mysterious silent partner, a
timely warning—the contraption was precariously balanced, and he supposed
it was designed to make a racket if it was disturbed. When he began to unwind
the cord, it produced a loud rattling sound.
Reluctantly he gave up on the gate
and moved away, but his hunger would not let him abandon all hopes of chicken
dinner. Sliding along the fence, peering in through the thin palings from one
new angle after another, the boy half-absently resumed the whispering that had
already served him so well this night.
"C'mon, hens—one
of you anyway—how 'bout a nice fat one? Or you could just send me out some
eggs, if you don't..." His voice trailed away, as his jaw dropped.
A sleepy bird, white-feathered and
as young and plump as any thief could wish, had hopped down off its roost
somewhere in the dark interior and now came stalking out of the henhouse, directly
toward him. In another moment the chicken was right beside the fence and
fluttering high enough for Jeremy, who had forced a lean arm between the
stakes, to grab it by the neck, turning fowl into food before it could utter a
single squawk.
Even as he performed the act, he
recalled in a vivid flash of memory a dream in which with this same right hand
(yet not entirely the same) he had exerted about the same amount of effort and
strangled a fury.
He could ponder dreams some other
time, after hunger had been stayed. Right now he lifted the dead chicken, wings
and feet still beating, near the top of the fence, to a position where he could
reach over the top with his other hand and grab it.
On leaving the farmyard, with his
dinner-to-be in hand, he found it necessary to quietly discourage the watchdog,
who was whining and wanting to come with him. When Jeremy was a hundred yards
away, he could hear the animal howling its regret at his departure.
At the moment he was too engrossed
in his hunger to try to reason out what had just happened. Still, he took the
time to move his boat downstream another quarter-mile or so, just in case the
farmer, wondering what the hell was wrong with his dog, grew suspicious and
came looking around.
Established at last in a modest
riverside encampment, protected from onshore observation by the riparian
thicket where he'd tied his boat, Jeremy busily plucked feathers and beheaded
and gutted and cleaned the bird with Sal's sharp knife. By now the eastern sky
had grown sufficiently light to let him see what he was doing.
Starvation had not yet reached the
point where he would try to eat a chicken raw. But, in order to roast the fowl,
he was going to have to make a fire.
And damn it all, this was naturally
the time for his bad luck to take another turn. Try as he might, the flint and
steel refused to work. Somehow everything must have got wet again. To make
matters worse, all the tinder he could find was damp from a recent rain. Even
on the bottom of such logs and fallen branches as he could find. It seemed he'd
have to wait, his stomach growling, until some hours of sunlight had dried
things out.
Fumbling and cursing, Jeremy at last
gave up the futile attempt to strike a spark. Then he squinted as the first
direct rays of sunlight came striking in over the water to hit him in the face.
Fire? You want fire? Plenty of it,
right there in the sky ... if only it might be possible to borrow just a little
of that... if only he had a burning glass.
A moment later, when he looked down
at the wood and tinder in front of him, he was startled. Suddenly his left eye
had begun to show him a small, bright spot, like a sharp reflection of the sun,
right on a piece of kindling. At last the boy cautiously reached out a hand and
touched the spot. He could feel nothing there but the dull, unreflective wood
... except that the wood felt warm!
This called for investigation.
Jeremy soon discovered that when he
sat with his face in direct sunlight and squinted down at an angle, focusing
the gaze of his left eye on the tinder he had arranged, a spark of white light
flared at the spot he'd picked. When he maintained the direction of his gaze
for half a minute, the white light began to generate a small orange glow that
he could see with both eyes. A wisp of whitish smoke arose.
And presently, having added some
more of the dampish twigs and grass and wood, he had a real fire, one hot
enough to dry more stuff for it to burn and big enough to roast his chicken,
after he'd impaled it on a green stick. Carefully he kept turning the fowl
around, and soon delicious smells arose. In his hunger, he began tearing off
and eating pieces of meat before the whole bird was cooked.
When he had satisfied his belly for
the time being, Jeremy tried again to raise fire from the sun, just for the
hell of it and got the same result. Nothing to it. Now the feat was even easier
than before—maybe, he supposed, because the sun was getting higher in
the sky and hotter.
Having thrown chicken bones,
feathers, and offal into the river, he sat picking his teeth with a splinter
and thinking about it while he watched the fire that he had made in wood die
down. By all the gods! It just beat anything that he had ever seen. He had been
given magic in his eye, all right.
For the first time in what seemed
years, Jeremy began to consider new possibilities of fun.
Eventually he lay back and drifted
into musing over what powers the mask piece might have given him that he
hadn't even discovered yet.
Of course there were nagging
questions, too. Why would a chicken and a dog be compelled to listen to him, to
do what he wanted, when a fish in the river was not? But the questions were not
enough to keep him from dozing off into a delicious sleep.
His journey went on, day by day. And
still, by day and night, though not so frequently now as at the beginning of
his flight, Jeremy anxiously looked upstream for pursuing boats and scanned
the sky for furies. Eventually the idea at least crossed Jeremy's mind of
someday trying to burn a fury out of the sky by concentrating sun glare
fatally upon it. Only in dreams could he— or the Dark
Youth—summon up strength enough to wring their necks, but it would give him
great satisfaction, in waking life, to at least mark some of those great gray
wings with smoking spots of pain, send them in screaming flight over the
horizon. But as a practical matter he had to admit that the damned things would
never hold still long enough for him to do that. Such fire raising as he could
do now with his eye was a slow process.
On a couple of occasions he'd seen a
burning-glass in operation, and this was much the same thing. But... his eye?
Of course, the eye endowed with such
power didn't seem to be entirely his, Jeremy Redthorn's, any longer.
In succeeding days, the traveler
managed to feed himself reasonably well. Partly he succeeded by helping himself
to more fruit, both wild and cultivated. Strawberries were easy to find.
Apples, peaches, and cherries came from orchards along the shore, melons from a
vine-strewn field. Jeremy's left eye outlined for him, in subtle light, certain
pathways, certain objects, indicating where the harvest would be profitable.
Several times he dared prowl close enough to houses to dig up carrots and potatoes
out of kitchen gardens. Coming upon some wild grapes, Jeremy tried them, too,
and enjoyed them, though he'd thought he'd lost his taste for grapes of any
kind long months ago. These had a sharply different flavor from the special
doomed-to-be-raisins variety that Uncle grew and of which the boy had hauled so
many loads.
But his special vision was of no
help at all in gathering that which grew independent of cultivation. Something
there to think about—but he didn't know what to think.
And in the nights that followed he
repeated his feat of chicken stealing, several times, with growing confidence
and consistent success. Minor variation brought him a goose on one night, a
turkey on another. Soon starvation ceased to be a real fear, and so did
watchdogs—he might have had a whole pack of them, eager to join him
on his journey, had he wanted to encumber himself with such an escort.
Whenever he had sunlight or even
when clouds were no worse than a light overcast, he could make a fire. He tried
bright moonlight once and thought he might have succeeded had he had the
patience to persist long enough.
During late afternoons, while he lay
ashore waiting for darkness to bring what he hoped would be safe travel time,
Jeremy amused himself by borrowing the sun's last energies with his left eye,
to burn his initials into the wooden side of his beached canoe. He hadn't
really thought about the matter before, but of course there were several
different ways to make each letter of the alphabet—
there, for example—JAY—TEE—in cursive. And
there were other styles of making letters .. . other languages, of course.. . .
How many of each category could he
call to mind? Too many, he realized, feeling a faint chill at heart. Far more
than Jeremy Redthorn, in half a dozen years of simple village schooling, had
ever learned. There were some people, his new memory recalled, living about
five hundred miles over that way, who made their letters in this style. Meanwhile a certain tribe dwelling a long, long way over in the
opposite direction wrote down their words in entirely different characters. And
meanwhile, way over there, at a truly enormous distance, on the
far side of the great round world—
He sat back on the ground beside his
boat and sighed.
Yes, of course the world was round.
And amazingly large. He didn't know when or how he'd gained the knowledge, but
so it was. Now he could see it in his new mind's eye as the planet Earth. Dimly
he could evoke the shape of continents and oceans. Names of distant places,
cities, countries, oceans, lakes, and rivers. Might his parents have told him
such things, years ago, shown him a globe? He couldn't remember them doing
anything like that.
But they might have, yes, of course.
They might have taught him some of all this, but not all.
How much of all this had he really
learned in the school in his home village?
He couldn't remember any teacher, or
his parents, actually telling him any of these things.
On the other hand, he now had a firm
awareness that globe models of the world definitely existed. Along with many,
many elaborate maps. Even if there hadn't been anything like that in his old
village school. The Academy had them, and so did a thousand other seats of
knowledge, places of learning, scattered around the world.
Now, every time Jeremy turned his
thoughts in a new direction, he discovered his memory freshly stocked with
dozens, hundreds, perhaps thousands of facts, likely and unlikely. One
discovery in this enormous warehouse tended to lead to another, until it seemed
that a whole cascade, an avalanche, of facts and words and images was about to
come pouring down on his head, burying him from sight. It sometimes frightened
him to think of all the things he might now find, in his own mind, if he really
tried. Things that had been newly stuffed into his head, without his knowing—
Stop it, he sternly warned himself.
And yet it was impossible to
entirely stop the wondering, the inward search. The freshly loaded cargo of
information was in place, as impossible to ignore as were the powers of sex,
now that his body had grown into them. His mind was compelled to keep teasing
and worrying at the edges of the vast, the unbelievable, oversupply of
memories and knowledge.
Of course, all this had come to him
as a result of Sal's great gift.
But what good was it all going to be
to him?
How, for example, could Jeremy
Redthorn, who'd spent the entirety of his short life in a couple of tiny and
obscure villages, possibly have any idea of the teaching tools with which the
Academy was equipped? Yet so it was. And if Jeremy tried, he could call up a
rather hazy image of the place, many white stone buildings with red tile
roofs. He could even see, as if in old and hazy memory, some of the people
there and how they went about their business.
Jumping to his feet, he paced back
and forth on the small strip of sheltered island beach he'd chosen for his
current resting place. Around him, the world was bigger than he'd ever imagined
it might be—and he could sure as hell see more of it.
Maybe he should think about girls
for a while and pass the time that way. It was damn sure time to think about something besides the thing, the god mask or whatever it was, that had
poured itself like liquid into his head.
He was afraid that his new memory
could tell him exactly who that Face belonged to and what its presence was
going to do to its human host—but he feared the answers too much to
dare to frame the questions.
NINE
At last Jeremy's chronic fear of
pursuit assumed objective form. Once during the early morning and once again
during the following night, the fleeing boy in his small boat was overtaken by
flotillas of war canoes loaded with armed men.
Even in darkness, his left eye could
see them clearly enough for him to distinguish what they were and whose
insignia they bore—one force carried the blue flower on a
white ground of Lord Kalakh, whose troops had taken part in several massacres.
The second was less fearsome, the Republic of Morelles, displaying burgundy
and yellow. In each case their multiple wakes gently rocked his small craft as
they passed.
Jeremy's left eye saw the warboats
and their occupants differently than his right. The colors of boats and people
varied slightly, in subtle ways that the boy supposed must have some significance,
though he was unable to interpret the variations. The craft belonging to
Kalakh, though painted white and blue, glowed in small spots with a bright but
phantasmal red that he took as a serious warning.
Jeremy understood, without really
thinking about it, that what he was seeing was only part of the ongoing maneuvering
for power among rival warlords. Basically it was part of the same struggle that
had killed his parents half a year ago. Aided by his marvelous new eyesight, he
was able to steer well clear of these bodies of marine infantry. They in turn
paid him no attention as they hurried on their way. Each time this happened he
stopped paddling and frankly stared—what else would a
lone figure in a boat be likely to do?—and each time he was ignored.
On a third occasion he was overtaken
after dawn, still looking for his day's resting place. He panicked in the
belief that the squadron of boats coming downstream at great speed, either Lord
Kalakh's or those of some unknown power, were, in fact, pursuing him. For
several minutes he paddled frantically in a mad effort to stay ahead—but
when he despaired of outspeeding all those husky rowers and set his course for
shore, they simply ignored him and continued straight down the river. Watching
them speed by, while his heart and lungs gradually resumed their normal action,
he allowed himself to believe for the first time that there might be no one
actively pursuing him, tracking him downstream from Uncle Humbert's village.
If it was true that no one was
actively hunting him, then maybe he had overestimated the importance of Sal's
mysterious gift—and of himself as its custodian and her messenger. Was it
possible that the raid he had just survived had been launched for some purpose
unconnected with Sal and her treasure? Or for no purpose at all except as an
exercise in savagery? But Jeremy had trouble believing that. The men riding
into the village had been intent and purposeful, though the creatures they
commanded had blundered; and Sal, though terrified to see them, had not been
really surprised.
So far Sal's treasure had escaped
the hands of those marauders. Not that Jeremy felt he could take any credit.
Only sheer good luck, it seemed to him, had thrown them off his track. No one
could rely on good luck, but it seemed that he had nothing better.
Over the next couple of days he also
saw cavalry patrols, lancers mounted on long-necked cameloids, one-hump mutated
droms, their insignia obscured with camouflage, plodding their way along the
shore. But the men were looking for something or someone else. Jeremy took care
to keep out near midriver, but the man onshore showed no interest in him or his
boat.
Except for these occasional glimpses
of bodies of armed men, Jeremy encountered very little traffic on the river. He
supposed that with war flaring in the region, people who had any choice about
the matter had fled to safer places or were staying home. It was also possible
that many boats had been commandeered by one faction or another.
As Jeremy steadily paddled south and
west, the country visible along the riverbanks changed, becoming different in
striking ways from anything he could remember ever seeing before. Vegetation
was somewhat thicker, and the air seemed wetter, intensifying the late
summer's heat. The river was broader and deeper, having merged with others—whether
the stream he now traveled should still be called the Aeron was more than
Jeremy could say. Wild birds he could not recognize flew crying overhead.
The information Sal had failed to
give him was now available in his new memory. Still, Jeremy did not know just
where he was in relation to Pangur Ban and could only guess how far he might
still have to go to reach the city or the Academy. Regarding the Academy his
new memory gave him relatively little help.
Once or twice when passing one of
the rare fishing boats he thought of hailing them and asking how far the sea
might be. But he didn't do so, not wanting the local people to remember a young
stranger on a long journey.
Every night, a little after sunset,
Jeremy pushed off from his day's place of concealment and resumed his cruise
downstream.
And eventually there came a night
when he beheld a strange sight, low in the sky ahead of him. All night long
there arose in the distance, reflected against clouds, a faint, odd, attractive
glow that was visible only through his left eye. On the next night it was back
again, a little brighter and a few miles nearer. The source, whatever it might
be, was vastly closer and lower than the Mountain.
The river was changing around him,
first day by day, then hour by hour. Gradually, at first, then suddenly in an
explosion of channels and multiplication of islands. The stream spread out to
an indeterminate width and began to lose itself, dividing into a hundred lesser
flows.
Long days ago he'd lost the count of
days and nights, but the feeling was growing in him that the goal of his
journey must be near. Wanting to keep a sharp lookout for the Academy or anything
that might give him a clue to its location, Jeremy decided now to travel by
daylight.
On the first afternoon of progress
under this new regime he noted that the mysterious glow was now bright enough
to be seen by day. Pallidly visible only through his left eye, it appeared low
in the northwest sky, ahead of him and to his right.
By midafternoon he had drawn much
closer. The source itself was still out of sight behind several ranks of island
trees. This mild light, now rippling in a way that seemed to beckon, was the
very opposite of the red warning signals with which his left eye had tagged the
Kalakh canoes.
Jeremy paddled toward it. Now
listening carefully, he could barely detect, with both ears, the distant sound
of a woman's voice. It was far too faint to let him make out words, but she
seemed to be shouting, ranting about something.
Accepting the glow as guidance
provided by some friendly god, Jeremy was soon paddling down a smaller channel.
Presently this led him into a backwater bayou, a serpentine of water almost
motionless—and this again, at its farther end, into a more active channel.
All the land above water was thickly overgrown with trees and dense
underbrush.
He thought the source of the strange
illumination was now little more than a hundred yards ahead. The brightness
was slowly fading as he drew near, as if its only reason for existence had been
to capture his attention.
When he had put a dozen or so of the
taller intervening trees behind him, there came into his view the upper portion
of a strange half-ruined building, towering above the screen of jungle that
still intervened.
Jeremy had not gone much farther in
its direction when he heard the woman's voice again, carrying strongly across
an expanse of open water. It was shrill but strong, raised in fierce argument—but
no, he presently decided, not really argument, because no one ever answered.
Rather, she was engaged in a strident, prolonged, abusive harangue. He could
not make out all the words, but he got the impression that several people were
objects of her wrath. It would be an unlucky individual indeed who caught it
all.
In the boy's left ear her voice
sounded with a mellow ring, distinguishing it from the fishwife screeching
he'd sometimes heard from villages or other boats as he passed them. He took
this to mean that there was something good about it—good
for him at least.
Now he was no more than about fifty
yards away from the bellicose woman. Paddling slowly and cautiously, keeping a
sharp eye on the scene before him as it was gradually revealed by the curving
channel, the boy deftly pulled his canoe behind a screen of reeds close to the
marshy shoreline and looked out through them to get a good view of the huge,
looming structure, whatever it might be. Docked immediately in front of it was
a kind of boat or raft that Jeremy Redthorn's eyes had never seen before—and
yet it was disturbingly familiar. The glow that had guided him thus far was
emanating from this vessel—and now that he had come in direct sight of it, that
strange illumination faded, evidently having served its purpose.
At the edge of the channel rose
half-ruined stone walls perhaps forty feet high and of formidable thickness,
the remains of a building whose size and shape were totally unlike those of any
structure familiar to Jeremy Redthorn. Even in its fallen state the massive
structure was by far the largest that he had ever seen. It rose out of the
swamp in the form of an irregularly truncated pyramid, built of blocks of
stone, most of them much bigger than a man might lift. Here and there
vegetation was growing out of the structure, where time had eaten cracks and
holes into its fabric—some of the plants were only moss and
vines, but in several spots sizable trees put forth their twisted branches.
Windows in the shape of pointed arches framed various degrees of interior
darkness, and here and there a doorway was visible, reached by the remnants of
an exterior stair.
Looking at the ruin, Jeremy felt an
inward jar, an unexpected sense of familiarity. Somewhere in the seemingly
bottomless pool of his new memories he thought there lurked knowledge of the
purpose of this building and even a good approximation of what it must have
looked like when it was new. But those memories conveyed no sense of urgency,
and calling them up could wait.
A good part of what had once been an
extensive stone dock in front of the odd building seemed to have crumbled away.
The unfamiliar boat tied up at the narrow portion that remained was much
larger and rode much higher in the water than Jeremy's tiny craft. The single
mast rising from the deck between its joined twin hulls bore a flag, marked
with the stylized symbol of a burning torch. Jeremy recognized it at once as
the Academy logo.
He had only a moment in which to
wonder how he had been able to make the identification—conceivably
Sal had mentioned it to him. But he had to admit to himself that the memory was
more likely a part of the frighteningly great trove that had come into his head
along with her mysterious treasure.
As soon as Jeremy focused his
attention on the boat before him, his new memory served up the type's proper
name—he was looking at a catamaran. This example consisted of
twin narrow hulls of shallow draft, some thirty feet in length, surmounted by a
flat platform, somewhat narrow in relation to the length of the boat. On the
platform, just a little aft of amidships, stood a square-built house or
shelter. Just aft of this deckhouse, an awning covered a kind of galley, which
would no doubt be centered on a box of sand in which to keep a fire. Each of
the twin hulls was enclosed, providing considerable sheltered space belowdecks.
The name, painted on the near side
of the nearest hull (and he presumed it would be also on the far side of the
other), was Argos. The word conveyed rich meanings—or
Jeremy could tell that it would have done, had he allowed himself to probe for
them in his new memory.
In a vessel of this type, the crew,
none of whom were now in evidence, probably slept on deck, under another
awning, which was was now half-fallen, adding to the general picture of disarray.
The craft could be propelled by oars or by a fore-and-aft spritsail—Jeremy
could now vaguely recognize the type, and a moment's thought brought up more
terminology, as well as understanding. Neither sail nor oars were ready to be
used just now, being both in disarray.
When the boy directed his
penetrating left-eye gaze at the vessel, he was also able to recognize certain
kinds of lamps and various nautical tools and pieces of equipment, things that
Jeremy Redthorn had never laid eyes on before.
But he had little time to spare just
now for such details. His gaze was immediately drawn to the slender figure of a
woman, white-haired but lithe and energetic, who was pacing back and forth with
desperate energy on the nearby dock. Behind her, the walls of irregular
stonework went up, sloped back, then again straight up, and angling back again,
toward a broken pinnacle of structure more than four stories above the
greasy-looking surface of the sluggish channel that curved around the building
so as to front it on two sides.
Above the woman, partly over the
boat and partly over the platform where she was standing, hung the single sail,
half-furled, awkward and useless. Happily for sail and boat, there was
practically no wind at the moment. She was waving her arms and calling at
random, in distress, though more in anger than in panic. Her manner was that of
a woman who fully expected someone to hear her and pay attention but was unsure
of just who her audience might be or where they were
From a distance the white hair
hanging almost to her shoulders seemed to be tightly curled. Her face had a
pinkish cast, suggesting sunburn. Her feet wore sandals; her slender body was
clad in neat trousers and tunic, suggesting a kind of uniform, in which the
color white predominated.
In one hand the woman occasionally
brandished a short sword, which she waved about as if trying to threaten
someone with it. But the object of her wrath was nowhere to be seen, and she
seemed to have no clear idea as to the direction in which it, or he, or they
might be found. At intervals she again replaced the weapon in a sheath that
hung from a broad leather belt and put both hands to other use.
Supine beside her, on the stone quay
along the broken, magic-glowing temple (and the oddness of the building kept
demanding Jeremy's attention: who would have constructed such a thing in the
middle of a vast swamp?) debated with the headless statues of peculiar
monsters, lay the figure of a dark-haired, dark-skinned man, nude except for a
skimpy loincloth and so motionless that Jeremy at first believed him dead. Then
he saw the man's head turn slowly from side to side; life had not fled. Experience
that was not Jeremy Redthorn's, though now it had come to dwell in him, interpreted
the quivering of the fellow's arms and legs as the final tremors of some kind
of fit, not dangerous to life. He lay surrounded by an incomplete layout of
magical stuff, debris suggesting that the fellow had been struck down in the
very midst of his calculations or incantations, while trying to prepare himself
for the visitation of a god.
Suddenly Jeremy took note of the
fact that the Argos was not tied up properly at the
quay. The nearest stone bollard to which it might have been secured was crumbling
as part of the pyramid's general decay. Only the feebleness of the current
just there kept the vessel from drifting slowly away.
A slight breeze was now stirring the
leaves of the swampy forest whose nearest branches actually overhung the
catamaran, and the half-furled sail flapped ineffectively. The watching boy
wondered if the Argos was supposed to be driven or guided
by some sort of magic. If so, the magic did not appear to be working. There
were always stories about magic that did work or that had worked in
Grandfather's youth, but Jeremy Redthorn in his own short life had never seen
any—at least not until the past few days.
Ever since Sal's treasure had gone
flowing like some enchanted liquor into Jeremy's head, he had been struggling
more or less continuously with a kind of mental vertigo, a condition having
nothing to do with physical dizziness or balance—or with traditional
ideas of magic. It was as if his mind now stood upon a narrow and slippery
beam, teetering over an absolute ocean of new memory, a sea of experience and
knowledge to which he had no right. Fear whispered to him that if he ever fell,
plunged wholly into those depths, he might very well be drowned, his very self
dissolved to nothingness in an alien sea.
Trying hard now to distract himself
from such horrors, he concentrated his attention on the Argos, which had been built with a marvelous precision. All visible
surfaces were painted or varnished. The lines and the white sail looked new,
not stained or rotted. The whole equipage was very well cared for, or had been
at least until very recently—but now Jeremy thought that an air of
futility had descended on the whole enterprise, magical and mundane.
It was not only the sail that seemed
to have been suddenly abandoned. Several oars were also lying around on deck,
as if the crew had simply let them fall before abandoning ship. At least one
oar had gone overboard and was slowly drifting away. There were a few spare
weapons also, a short spear in one place, a bow and quiver of arrows in
another.
Jeremy was getting the impression
that it was the absent crew who were the targets of the lady's wrath. She was
carrying on as if they might be hiding somewhere nearby, in range of her voice,
though actually that seemed unlikely. One of the angry woman's problems, and
probably not the smallest one, was that the whole damned boat now seemed to be
drifting helplessly.
Well, that problem, at least, might
be one that Jeremy could do something about.
Somewhere in Jeremy's head, but by
some intelligence not part of the mind with which he had been born, an estimate
was being made: To judge by the fittings of the catamaran, and the number of
spare oars currently available, there probably ought to be six or eight people
in her normal crew. The present situation could be explained by assuming that
they had all jumped ship and run off. Maybe they had been frightened by the
illness of the dark-skinned man—or perhaps the explanation lay elsewhere.
Again the woman's thin, high voice
was raised in imprecations, which seemed to be directed at no one she could
actually see. At this distance her words carried clearly across the water, to
be easily heard by Jeremy's ears, both right and left. Her language was the
common one of Jeremy Redthorn's homeland, her accents quite understandable to
someone from the villages. He listened with awe and a kind of admiration. She
had thought up some truly venomous and special curses to bestow upon the people—Jeremy
was now virtually certain that she meant the deserting crew—who had left her in
this predicament. Now and then she paused for breath, gazing into the distance
as if she hoped to catch sight of the objects of her wrath, who had to be
somewhere out there.
These two people were obviously
individuals of some importance, and their flag said they were connected with
the Academy. Helping them ought to give Jeremy the very opening he needed
toward the fulfillment of his vow to Sal.
The boy in his canoe, continuing to
observe the couple from behind his screen of reeds, raised a hand to scratch
his itchy scalp and was glad that he had decided long days ago to wash off the
dried mud.
Springing into action, he paddled
his canoe briskly to the woman's assistance, adroitly detouring a few yards to
pick up the drifting oar before the listless current got around to bearing it
away. Then, after securing his own small vessel to the catamaran, he climbed
aboard and seized the line with which the woman was already struggling.
The woman quickly became aware of
his approach but did not appear surprised by it; she stood nodding in Jeremy's
direction, with her small fists planted on her hips, as if she wondered what
had taken him so long. It's about time, her attitude seemed to say. About
time the world woke up to its duty and came to her assistance. Her clothing,
while of practical design for an active person in hot weather, proclaimed her
as wealthy, and a fine gold collar around her neck confirmed this.
Quickly she sized up Jeremy—he
realized that he must present an odd-looking figure—but she made no comment.
She spoke to him imperiously.
"Thank all the gods." She
made a brisk summoning gesture. "Come aboard quick; give me a hand
here."
"Yes'm."
As he drew close, he saw that at a
distance her whitish hair had deceived even his new keen eyesight. At close
range he could see that the face beneath it, despite its stern expression, was
very young. She was probably no older than Jeremy himself. Eyes even greener
than his own and sharp elfin features. Several of the girl's small fingers bore
valuable rings.
She had now ceased, for the moment,
her scolding and cursing of the absent boatmen. Obviously her chief concern,
as she ran about with the incongruous sheathed sword banging against her
slender legs, was the man's welfare.
And again, as soon as the drifting
had been checked: "Never mind that! Help me here, with him!"
Jeremy wondered if the girl could be
a priestess of some god or assortment of gods. His new memory could not confirm
this but neither did it find evidence that the idea was impossible.
After some difficulty the two of
them got the craft turned in solidly against the stone dock. Then Jeremy,
springing ashore, secured it firmly, with another line, to some stonework that
seemed likely to endure for a while.
Now that she had an active helper,
the young woman announced her determination to cast off as soon as the
unconscious man and a few essentials had been carried aboard. She was ready to
abandon certain other items; when Jeremy volunteered to go back for them, she
refused his offer.
On the inner side of the dock, one
or two dark doorways led directly into the broken pyramid. It was too dim in
there for Jeremy to even guess at what the building might contain.
As they were making their slow
progress away from the ruined dock, she looked back now and then, in the manner
of someone who feared pursuit. Jeremy was quite used to that manner now, having
observed it in himself for many days.
But there was one item, a small box
of ivory and ebony, that she made very sure to have on board. Jeremy caught
only a brief glimpse of it and did not see where the young woman put it away.
When he got the chance to take a
close look at the unconscious man, Jeremy could detect no obvious injuries.
Dark-mustached, thin-faced, naturally well muscled but somehow ascetic-looking,
about thirty years of age. His nearly naked body was marked in several places
with painted symbols, so extensively that the natural color of his skin was
hard to make out. The designs showed, among other things, his Academic standing.
Jeremy could read them now.
His hands were soft, those of an
aristocrat.
"What happened to him,
ma'am?" the boy inquired cautiously. No blood, bruises, or swellings were
visible on the unconscious body, which was breathing regularly.
"Never mind. He has been taken
ill. But it will pass. Be careful with him! Don't worry; it's not
catching."
But after Jeremy and the girl
between them had somehow got the immediate emergency under control, she tersely
informed the boy that the man had been rapt in some kind of meditation when the
fit came over him.
"Did you say 'the fit,'
ma'am?"
She wasn't going to waste a lot of
time explaining things to a river rat. "Help me move him. We've got to get
him down out of the sun. Into the cabin."
"Yes, ma'am." And once more
Jeremy sprang to obey.
It was a difficult job. The man was
a deadweight, his lean body muscular and heavier than it looked, and his
unscarred, well-nourished frame was difficult to maneuver. The belt of his
scanty loincloth offered about the only handhold.
The lady—if
she deserved that status—unbuckled her sword belt and with a muttered curse
threw it aside to clatter on the deck.
Soon the man's inert frame had
somehow been shifted to a safer, more secure position, in one of the two narrow
built-in bunks inside the cabin. One bunk was on each side, and both were made
up with neat pillows, and smooth, clean sheets the like of which Jeremy had
rarely seen before. There was even mosquito netting.
Taking a brief look around inside
the small cabin, the boy caught a glimpse of men's and women's clothing and
other items to be expected in a place where people lived. Most startling was
the sight of what seemed to him a hundred books— more scrolls
and volumes than Jeremy Redthorn had seen, in total, before today. The majority
of these were stacked on a worktable, broad as the whole deckhouse, whose
remaining surface was littered with more papers and parchments, weighted down
by the instruments of natural philosophy. Dried bones in a round cup, used for
casting lots. A kind of magnifying glass. Tools for dissecting biological
specimens? With at one side a dead lizard cut open and fastened down on a board
by pins. It looked like some nasty child's experiments in torture, but new
memory—when Jeremy dared risk a quick look into its depths—offered reassurance.
No,
this is a matter of what those who are highly placed at the Academy call odylic
philosophy. You look at their entrails and seek omens therein. It is largely a
waste of time.
And he was being given little time
or opportunity to gawk. They were outside again, where the young woman directed
Jeremy to their next task. Working together, pushing with poles against the
shallow bottom, they were eventually able to get the craft moving downstream,
like an animal that had to be prodded into recognizing its master's purpose.
A shadow, not easily distinguishable
from that of a large tree's limb, moved on deck. Looking up, Jeremy saw that a
giant snake, scales faintly iridescent in the sun, clinging to an overhanging
branch was beginning to take an interest in the boat and its contents. While
Jeremy poled, the woman stood by with drawn sword, fiercely ready to try to
hack the thing's head off. Its open mouth looked a foot wide, lined with lovely
red and equipped with a full armory of backward-slanting teeth.
A moment later, the heavy body
thudded down on deck, and she struck it and eventually drove it writhing into
the water, meanwhile screaming orders at Jeremy to keep on poling. If he didn't,
the mast was going to catch on more branches and they'd be hopelessly enmeshed.
He understood the situation quite well; her screaming didn't help any, but he
put up with it in silence.
Snake blood spattered as the huge
body, thick as Jeremy's waist, contorted and the lashing tail sent small
objects flying, philosophers' tools and sailors' also. But head and neck remained
stubbornly connected.
When he'd got the boat safely out
away from the trees he came to help. At last a combined effort sent the monster
overboard with a great splash. But Jeremy's flesh crawled when he saw how other
low branches, ones they'd narrowly avoided, were bowed with the weight of more
gigantic snakes.
While Jeremy dug the lower end of a
pole into the bottom of the channel and strained his wiry weight against the
upper end, doing his best to steer, keeping the catamaran from running afoul
again on reeds and stumps, the girl went back into the deckhouse to check on
the condition of the man. Jeremy could hear her voice, low, asking something,
and then a man's voice, sounding dull and sleepy, answering.
Jeremy's feet had been slipping in
snaky blood, and he grabbed up a bucket and used a minute to dip water from the
river and sluice down the deck.
In a minute the girl was out again,
leaning on the rail. She had now unbelted her sword, as if wanting to be rid of
the weight as soon as there were no more snakes. She did not look at Jeremy,
and she spoke abstractedly, as if to the world in general: "He began to
talk—he kept crying out, 'The god is coming near, the god—' And
then he went off, like this...." She turned her head toward Jeremy, looking straight
through him, letting her voice trail off.
"Has he had fits like this
before?" Jeremy as a child—and this, he felt confident, was certainly
his own memory—had had a playmate subject to falling and convulsing fits.
Jeremy didn't know why the question was important now, but he knew a curiosity
that wanted to be satisfied. Perhaps it was not entirely his own.
Now the young woman's gaze did at
last focus on the boy, as if she had not really seen him until this moment. She
seemed to be preparing a sharp retort, only to reconsider it. "Not as bad
as this one," she answered at last.
And, in fact, the man did not truly
regain consciousness, and a little later Jeremy entered the deckhouse and put
his hand on the man's forehead. The victim sighed, making a sound like one
relieved of worry. But he remained unconscious.
Earlier the girl had stuffed a small
roll of cloth into the man's mouth, to keep him from biting his tongue. Now she
tentatively eased out the barrier, checking to make sure the fit was over.
A breeze had come up, feeling
welcome on Jeremy's sweaty skin. It would have been even more welcome if they
had known what to do with the sail, but new memory gave him no help on that.
Out on deck, pieces of the torn-up parchment were blowing about. Jeremy
snatched one up. The writing on it was in a language never seen before by
Jeremy Redthorn, but now he could read it readily enough—at
least with his left eye—the gods alone knew how. A mere glance, evoking ancient
memories, told him that it was part of a set of instructions for conducting a
ritual, intended to call up demons. The symbolic destruction of that ritual was
part of a greater one for—not summoning—inviting, or beseeching, the attendance
of a god.
And Jeremy also knew, with a
certainty that came welling up from his new sea of memory, that neither form of
conjuration, as they were written here, had any chance of being effective. The how
and why of such matters would take deep plunging in the sea to learn.
The young woman, gathering up stray
scrolls and the other things her man had been using, was putting them away,
stuffing them into some kind of chest.
Also, she had evidently hidden her
special little ebony and ivory box somewhere. The box had disappeared when
Jeremy looked inside the deckhouse—she must have shoved
it under one of the bunks, he thought, or maybe back in one of the far corners.
There would be no shortage of hiding places amid the clutter.
Then it seemed that she gave up, as
if admitting to herself that these other things were not worth the effort.
With a kind of automatic movement,
she snatched from Jeremy's hands the scroll he had been looking at. Taking
full notice of him for the second time, she pronounced judgment: "You are
a bizarre-looking child indeed. Where do you come from?"
It had been years since anyone had
called Jeremy a child, and he didn't know what to think of the description now,
particularly when it came from someone not much older than himself. He gestured
vaguely with his free hand. "Upstream, ma'am."
For the moment that was enough to
satisfy her curiosity. She gazed at him a second longer, then nodded and went
on with what she had been doing.
The channel they had entered was
turning shallow again, and more hard work ensued. This round lasted for several
minutes, with girl and boy both leaning hard on poles one minute, paddling
furiously the next. Jeremy soon found himself giving orders—he
had some childhood experience with boats, which had been considerably sharpened
and deepened during the past few days. This made him a more logical candidate
for captain, or at least for temporary pilot, than the girl. Fortunately, she
accepted his assumption of command without comment and without apparent
resentment. Soon they were running free and clear again, back in one of the
river's more vigorously flowing channels. Still the open way was narrow, with
overhanging branches.
Every minute or so the young woman
turned her head, looking back along the way that they had come, as if in fear
that someone or something could be following them. Her behavior added to
Jeremy's own chronic nervousness.
"We must get out of this
misbegotten swamp," she said aloud.
"We must find an open channel
and move downstream." She added another phrase that the Intruder easily
interpreted as an exotic obscenity, couched in a language native to many who
lived halfway around the world.
It had sounded like she was speaking
to herself, but Jeremy decided to answer anyway. "Yes, ma'am. River's
flowin' freer now. Not so many islands 'n' snags 'n' things. There'll be a
way."
TEN
When the two young people, working
together, had got the big boat moving more or less steadily downstream (though
only at drifting speed and slowly spinning as it moved), the pale-haired young
woman took her longest look yet at Jeremy. Then she demanded of him:
"What is your name?"
"Jonathan, ma'am." He
grunted as he spoke, meanwhile using his pole again to fend off a waiting snag.
He'd had the new name ready, having been expecting the question for some time
now. The stubborn conviction would not leave him that Sal's killers were still
in pursuit of the treasure she'd been carrying and would cheerfully rip it out
of his head first chance they got. If they'd lost his trail, they might well be
questioning their way methodically downstream, going from one farm, village,
or town to the next.
Briskly the girl nodded her head of
white curls. Her thin eyebrows were almost the same color. At that moment the
boy belatedly noticed that her earlobes had both been neatly punctured and on
each side of her head a small metal ring, as golden as her collar, hung from
one of the tiny long-healed holes. Obviously the mutilation had been deliberate
and the ornaments were meant to call attention to it. Jeremy had never seen the
like before, and it struck him with a shock: Why would anyone. . . ?
His encyclopedic new internal source
of information could not precisely explain why, but it assured him that out in
the great world such practices in the name of fashion were far from unknown.
"Jonathan, then." The girl
nodded again with satisfaction; evidently one name was plenty for him.
"You may call me the Lady Carlotta. The gentleman I serve"—she
gestured toward the deckhouse with an elegantly wiry wrist—"is Scholar
Arnobius. You will address him as 'Scholar' or 'Doctor.' Due to a chain of unlikely, unforeseeable
circumstances, the Scholar and I find ourselves here in the middle of this
dismal swamp, which one might think would.be forsaken by all the gods.... Some
might say that he was mad, to imagine that the god he was trying to talk to would show up...."
Some idea had brought her to a stop,
and once more she glanced back upstream. Then her pale brows again contracted,
her small fists clenched. Her voice almost died away, then rose to a girlish
crescendo: "And we have been
abandoned by those scoundrel-bastards of rowers. ..." A pause for breath, giving the rage that
had flared up again a chance to die down.
The young woman's voice when she
resumed was well controlled, almost calm again. "We came here, the two of
us, to this remote and abandoned swampland on a noble quest. My... my master
sought knowledge of one particular deity, and I... was doing what I could to
help him. We ..." Considering her audience, she fell silent for a moment.
Then she began to speak again, slowly and distinctly. "We come from a
place—how shall I put it?—an organization ... called the Academy.
There—"
"Yes'm, I know that."
Lady Carlotta had already begun the
next step in her simplified explanation, but now she paused in midword,
derailed by surprise. "You have heard of the Academy."
"Yes'm."
Taking another long look at his
mud-smeared figure, ragged and barefoot, she evidently found that claim
astounding. "But— Jonathan—how did
you know... ? You mean to say you had actual knowledge of the fact that we,
the Scholar and I... ?"
"No ma'am." The boy nodded
toward the mast. "But I saw your Academy logo. On the flag."
"Oh. But..." Still at a
loss, she frowned again. "And how did you happen to recognize that? It's
fairly new, and no one else we've encountered on this river has had the least
idea about..." She made a gesture of futility.
"I've seen it before,"
Jeremy answered vaguely. Even as he said the words, he knew that they were not
strictly true—the eyes of Jeremy Redthorn had never rested on the
Academy's flag before this hour. And at the same moment he felt the little
chill that over the past few days had grown terribly familiar.
* * *
Soon it was necessary again to pole
the boat free of a grasping patch of bottom and then to avoid another
overhanging snake, dangerously low. With the boat clear for the time being of
snags and mud banks, and making some encouraging progress downstream, the man
in the bunk in the deckhouse began to come around. But it took many minutes for
his mind to clear entirely; and even when it did, his body remained weak for
some time longer.
Jeremy's new memory offered no quick
and easy answers concerning the art and difficulties of sailing a boat—and
he was not going to plunge in looking for them. Still he made shift to get the
sail more or less tied up snugly to its proper supports. Carlotta assisted
him, by pulling on lines at his polite request. Now there was less cause for
concern that a sudden wind might do them damage.
By the time he had accomplished
that, night was coming on, and the only reasonable course seemed to be to
choose a suitable small island and tie up—taking care not to
be under any overhanging branches.
Carlotta, evidently made nervous by
the approaching night, had buckled on her sword again and was peering warily
into the dusk. Somehow she had found time and opportunity to change her
clothes. "Do you suppose it's safe to light a candle, Jonathan?"
Sticking his head out into the
night, he looked and listened and was reassured that his left eye showed him
nothing special. He heard no other boats, no splash of oar or paddle. The only
flying shape he could make out against the darkening sky was that of a normal
owl. Again he thought how wonderful it was to be able to really see, at last!
"I don't think snakes or
anything is going to be drawn to the light, ma'am."
The girl hesitated. There was a
moment in which Jeremy thought that she looked about twelve years old.
"What about... people?"
"I still think we're all right
having a light here, ma'am. Just to be safe, we can keep it indoors and the
windows shaded."
"We can do that."
He'd already discovered food supplies
aboard and behind the cabin a sandbox serving as a kind of hearth. There seemed
no reason not to have a fire and do some cooking. Jeremy was sent to get an
ember from the earth-filled fireplace. They were a fine pair of aromatic
candles that the girl lit, giving steady, mellow light.
When light bloomed in the little
cabin, the man suddenly raised himself on one elbow and looked around. He
seemed to be trying to peer, with tremulous hope, out through the little window
of the deckhouse, on which his companion had just closed the little curtain
shade.
"Where is he?" he
whispered.
"Who, my lord?" the Lady
Carlotta asked.
"He was here," the dry
lips murmured weakly. "Before it got dark. I saw him...." Weakly the
speaker let himself slump back.
"What did he look like?"
the girl asked, as if the question might have some relevance. "Just
standing on the ground, or was he—?" She
concluded with a gesture vaguely suggesting flight.
"Standing still. Right in front
of me."
"Maybe what you saw, my lord,
was nothing but too much sun." The girl was tenderly bathing his forehead.
"But I tell you I did see
him....It was only for a moment...."
"I warned you about getting too
much sun." For the moment she sounded motherly; then she paused and
sighed. "Yes, my lord, tell me about it." Her tone suggested that she
knew that she would have to hear the story, sooner or later, but did not look
forward to the experience.
The man on the bed was marshaling
his thoughts, so his answer was a few moments in coming.
At last he came out with it:
"Apollo." As the Scholar spoke, his eyes turned toward Jeremy. But as
if the boy might be invisible, the man's eyes only gazed right on through him,
with no change of expression, before looking away again. "The Lord of
Light himself," Arnobius said in a flat voice.
The girl slowly nodded. Turning her
face to Jeremy, she silently mouthed the words: Too much sun! Then
back to the man again. "How could you be sure, sir? That it was the
Far-Worker?"
Scholar Arnobius pulled himself up a
little farther toward a sitting position and moved one hand and wrist in a
vague gesture. "Glorious," he murmured. "A glorious . .."
His voice died away, and the two listeners waited in silence to hear more.
"I don't think, my lord,"
the girl said, "that any gods have really shown themselves at all. Not to
any of us, not today."
No reaction.
She persisted: "I might
suggest, my lord, that not everyone at the Academy is going to accept your
subjective feelings as evidence of a manifestation of the Lord Apollo."
"Why not?" Rather than
resenting a servant's impertinence (Jeremy had already abandoned his tentative
acceptance of Carlotta's claim to be a lady), Arnobius sounded lost, a child
being denied a treat.
"Because." The girl's
elfin shoulders shrugged expressively. "Because, my lord, you have no
proof that anything really happened. You say you saw Apollo, but... just
standing in front of you? I mean, the god did
nothing, gave you
nothing—am I right?... He told you nothing? No prophecy or anything
of the kind?"
A slow shake of the man's head.
"Well, you don't even have much
of a story to tell. I'd say the old ruin back there has been long abandoned by
gods and humans alike."
Slowly the man in the bunk nodded.
Then he shook his head. It was hard to tell what he was thinking.
"Oh, my sweet lord!"
Carlotta put out a small hand to stroke the man's forehead, and the head
shaking stopped. He had closed his eyes now and looked as if he had a headache.
For the moment he had nothing more to say.
Oh, she really loves him, Jeremy thought. One look at the
girl's face now left no doubt of that. But she was worried that he was crazy or
going to make an utter fool of himself.
A moment later she had turned back
to Jeremy. After she sized him up again, her voice became brisk, demanding.
"Jonathan, have we seen any gods?"
"No, ma'am."
The Scholar's eyes came open again.
Squinting now like a man who'd taken too much wine, he needed a little while to
focus properly on the newcomer. This time his voice came out a little harsher.
"Who's this? Not one of our regular crew."
Carlotta, caught up in her dubious
role somewhere between lady and servant, sidled closer to him on the bunk and
took his hand. "I was trying to tell you earlier, my lord, they're all
gone. They deserted their posts like rats when ... when you were overcome back
there."
"The crew deserted? Why?"
"Well, I suppose they were
frightened, the miserable sons of bitches! You were unconscious, and . . . and
things in general began to get a little strange."
"A little strange? How
so?"
"Oh, I suppose it was not so
much that anything really happened, my lord, as that those gutless fools
were afraid it might. With your lordship lying there senseless."
"Oh." The Scholar seemed
to be trying to think about it. "The last thing I remember clearly is—it
seems to me that I was about halfway through the ritual. This
fellow—Jonathan—hadn't arrived yet. The crew were busy, or I assumed they
were, with routine affairs . . . whatever they were supposed to be doing. And you"—he
looked sharply at Carlotta—"you'd gone into the temple, as I
remember?"
"That's right, my lord. I
didn't go in very far, wasn't in very long. Then I heard the crew—well,
some of their voices were raised. I was puzzled and came out, just in time to see
our little boat go round the bend, with the whole worthless bunch of them in
it."
She nodded at Jeremy. "This
young lad happened along most providentially, my lord, and pitched right in.
Otherwise we'd still be stuck in the swamp. I'd say Jonathan has twice the
courage of that whole bunch of worthless renegades who were supposed to be our
crew."
Jeremy bowed. A newly ingrafted
instinct for socially correct behavior, surfacing right on cue, rather to his
own surprise, assured him that that was the proper thing to do.
The Scholar Arnobius, on fully
recovering consciousness, showed little interest in practical affairs but was
content to leave those to his young assistant. Judging from the occasional word
Arnobius muttered, as he started to concern himself with the litter on his
worktable, he was bitterly disappointed that the god he had been looking for
had not, after all, appeared.
Carlotta, on the other hand, had
enjoyed some kind of partial success. Jeremy's augmented memory assured him
that anyone who so played the servant to a mere Academic was very unlikely to
deserve the title of "Lady."
Jeremy tried to listen in without
appearing to do so. From what he could overhear, it was evident that the
Scholar and his helper or mistress—whatever roles she
might play—had come into the swamp with the specific purpose of investigating
stories of a ruined temple in these parts.
As soon as Carlotta began to talk
about the purpose of their mission here, she switched languages. Jeremy was so
intent on the substance of what she was saying that he didn't notice for some
time that she had switched—the new tongue was as easy as the old for
him to understand.
Eventually the Scholar, whose mind
only gradually cleared itself of the cobwebs of drugs and his strenuous
attempts at magic, remembered to express gratitude to Jeremy for his timely
help and was more than willing to sign him on as a crew member to paddle, run a
trapline, or catch fish or serve as a local guide. The fit, trance, or whatever
it was had left Arnobius in a weakened condition, and there was no sign that
any of the original crew was ever coming back.
And Jeremy's nimble little canoe
proved useful to the common cause. It allowed him to go exploring ahead down
twisting channels, seeing which ones grew too narrow or too shallow, scouting
out the best way to get around islands. Carlotta renewed her curses of the
decamping crew members, who had taken with them the expedition's own small
craft.
When Jeremy's canoe was hauled on
deck, Arnobius and his servant both expressed curiosity at the number of times
their new deckhand had burnt his initials into the sides of his canoe—it
seemed to them it must have been a slow, painstaking process. They also frowned
at some of the letters from other alphabets, the ones Jerry'd been trying to
make for the first time. But their shapes were sloppy, and Jeremy was relieved
when the scholars decided they were only random scribblings and not writing at
all. After all, the scholarly couple had many other things to worry about.
At last the Scholar, frowning, asked
him: "You have a burning-glass, then?"
"Had one, sir. I lost it
overboard."
"You've been hurt,
Jonathan." The lady was staring at the back of his shoulder, where the
rent in his shirt revealed a half-healed fury slash. He'd taken his shirt off
while working in the heat. Carlotta's face did not reveal whether or not she
recognized the wound as having been left by a fury's whip.
"They're getting better now.
They're almost healed."
"But what on earth happened to
you?" To Jeremy's relief, she wasn't seriously looking for an answer.
"Go find yourself some new clothing if you can. Yes, I'm sure you can.
There is a crew locker, I believe, behind the deckhouse." Her nose
wrinkled. "And I strongly suggest you take a bath in the river before you
put the new things on."
"Yes'm."
Jeremy discovered a chest in the
small shed, from which the awning that had sheltered the crew protruded, did
indeed contain a selection of spare workers' clothing in different sizes, all
now available for him to pick from. His vineyard worker's garments or what was
left of them, slashed by a fury's whips and still grape-stained, went quickly
into the cook fire that Jeremy discovered still smoldering, on its foundation
of boxed sand, under the awning. Not into the water—he
could visualize the hunters, who must be still fanatically on his trail,
fishing the rags out and gaining some magical advantage from them.
Remembering Carlotta's orders, he
located a bar of soap and took it with him into the river, where he scrubbed to
the best of his ability before he climbed aboard and clothed himself anew.
ELEVEN
They were under way again shortly
after sunrise. Arnobius was still taking it easy, letting Carlotta
make decisions, when Jeremy was officially signed on as a member of the crew.
From somewhere the lady dug out a kind of logbook that Jeremy was required to
sign. This he did willingly enough, putting down his adopted name in large,
legible letters. To form his signature he needed no help from his new stores of
memory; his early years in school had not been wasted. Neither of his new
employers was surprised that a youth who could identify their flag could also
read and write.
With Jeremy heating water at the
galley fire and carrying buckets into the deckhouse and Carlotta scrubbing her
master's back for him, Arnobius removed all traces of the magician's paint and
put on clothes of simple elegance. He continued to spend most of his time in
the deckhouse, hunched over his workbench, endeavoring to figure out what had
gone wrong in his attempt to make contact with the god Apollo. Once Arnobius
stuck his head out and called for more small animals to be used in his dissections—but
the chance of obtaining any specimens just now was small.
Later in the day, Jeremy, steering
pole in hand, heard the Scholar talking to the girl about his work. "It is
not, of course, a matter of summoning, as one would try to call a demon—if
one were interested in calling demons. Even one of the lesser gods could not be
treated so high-handedly, of course, and that approach would be unimaginable in
the case of the Far-Worker, in whose presence even other deities tread
carefully—or most of them do," he added, apparently scrupulous about
getting all the details right. "The recent rumors of his death must be discounted."
After a moment he added: "In
the case of the Lord of Light, one can only offer a humble invitation."
Then he sat staring, rather hopelessly, at the materials on the table before
him.
Carlotta listened, warily, her
attitude that of a worshiper in awe, now and then offering a sympathetic word
or two of comment. Jeremy wasn't sure how she felt about Apollo, but she was
close to worshiping the man before her.
Suddenly Jeremy felt himself moved,
by some inner prodding, to ask a question. First he cleared his throat.
"Sir? Scholar Arnobius?"
The Scholar looked up at him
absently. "Yes?"
"Well, I just wondered—what
was it you wanted to say to Lord Apollo?"
Carlotta only continued to look
thoughtful. Arnobius allowed himself to be distantly amused. He got up,
stretched, patted Jeremy on the right shoulder—clearly
having forgotten about the wound there, he missed it by only an inch—and with a
kindly word sent him back to work.
The catamaran was as unwieldy in
narrow, shallow waters as any craft of its size and shape must be. Fortunately,
the crew had not looted the food supplies before deserting. The only
explanation Jeremy could think of was the vaguely ominous one that they'd been
too terrified—by something—to think of needing food.
One of Jeremy's first successful
efforts on behalf of the expedition, on the first evening after his
enlistment, was catching, cleaning, and cooking a string of fish, all of a
particularly good-tasting species—the Scholar carried
one whole specimen into the deckhouse as a subject for odylic dissection.
Whatever fishing success the boy had was only a matter of natural experience
and of luck. When he was sure of being unobserved, he tried whispering commands
to whatever uncaught fish might be lurking in the nearby river, the same words
that had worked so beautifully with chickens and watchdogs—but the effort
failed completely.
Watching the women of his family in
their kitchens, he'd learned the basics of cooking and cleaning skills; here
was another category in which his new memory proved useless.
* * *
Each night they found somewhere to
tie up. Stretching out under the awning on a selection of the crew's abandoned
bedding, which Jeremy was relieved to find contained no lice, he could hear a
murmur of voices from behind the closed door of the cabin. The tone certainly
suggested disagreement.
If he turned his left ear in that
direction, he found that he could distinguish words. He had eavesdropped on a
good chunk of conversation before he realized that it was being conducted in a
language vastly different from the only one he'd heard and spoken all his
life. Yet the boy now had no trouble at all understanding it. After the
marvels he'd already experienced, he could accept a new one calmly.
Jeremy wondered if the Scholar had
decided to turn to asceticism in an effort to increase his magical powers—a
common practice, if ineffective—and was therefore rejecting the advances of his
mistress. Or possibly he was just annoyed with her over something.
Jeremy's Intruder, his inward
partner, could smile at that idea. If Arnobius wanted to converse with gods, he
needed more help than mere celibacy was going to provide.
And again, from time to time, the
man and girl shifted to another language in their conversation with each
other, to make sure that Jeremy if he happened to overhear them could not possibly
understand.
Now they were speaking of Carlotta's
work, which in the past had sometimes resulted in genuine discoveries. But this
time she claimed to have found nothing useful. Jeremy got the impression that
Arnobius was not entirely satisfied with her recent work—but
then his own results had been so dismal that in fairness he could hardly
complain.
To Jeremy's disappointment, the
names of Professor Alexander and Margaret Chalandon were never mentioned.
Jeremy and Carlotta had a lot of
time effectively alone together, during the hours the Scholar spent in the
deckhouse, lost in a brown study over his failed attempts at magic. That was
where he spent most of his time when his strength wasn't needed to control the
boat, and Carlotta several times reminded the deckhand that it wouldn't be wise
to disturb him at his work.
"What is his work?" Jeremy
wanted to hear how she'd describe it.
"He seeks to reach the gods. To
talk to them, establish a relationship. He's spent all his life in that
endeavor."
Pressed for a further explanation,
the girl said her master was contemplating what he called "the odylic
force," which, he explained, meant "a force that pervades all
nature."
"So he's an odylic
philosopher?" New memory provided the term, and Jeremy was curious.
"One of the most
advanced," said Carlotta, and blinked at her questioner. "What do you
know of such matters?"
"Nothing. Not much. I've heard
people talking."
The girl's attitude toward Jeremy
was ambivalent—as if with the main, conscious part of her mind she was
stubbornly refusing to allow herself to take him any more seriously than her
master did. While on a deeper level—
And gradually Jeremy was revising
his opinion about her. Maybe she wasn't so much in love with Arnobius as she
had seemed at first—or she had been, but something had
recently happened to cure her of that problem.
The weather continued warm, the
mosquitoes, despite the surrounding swamp, not too bad, and Jeremy chose to
sleep on deck. He had taken off his new shirt and, as was his old habit, was
using the garment as a pillow.
On the third night after Jeremy had
come aboard, he awakened, near midnight, from one of his Apollonian dreams, in
which the Dark Youth had been summoning one of his concubines to attend him.
Jeremy found himself already sitting
up on deck when his eyes came open. The door of the little shelter had slid
open almost silently in the moonlight, and a moment later she was there.
It was if he had known for some time
that something like this was going to happen.
Somewhere in the darkness beyond the
open door of the deckhouse, Arnobius was snoring faintly.
The girl's legs and feet were bare
beneath the silken hem. Standing almost over Jeremy, she loosened the old shirt
she had been wearing as night garment and let it slide to the deck, displaying
her body nude in the moonlight. Even the golden rings that had hung on either
side of her head were gone.
It crossed the boy's mind to note
that she was so proud of her golden collar that she had chosen to leave it on.
He had a blurred impression that the Intruder's memory might have suggested a
different reason for the collar's continued presence, but right now Jeremy was
not concerned with explanations.
As he rose to his feet, he could
hear how fast Carlotta's breathing had become. Her voice was a terse whisper:
"Just don't say anything."
His body was moving mindlessly,
automatically, efficiently discarding his remaining clothing as he rose. It
seemed to him that the girl standing before him was somehow shorter than she
had been in daylight and with her clothes on. His arms reached out to her, with
perfect confidence, as if some mind and spirit infinitely more experienced
than Jeremy Redthorn's were in control. And indeed that was the case. His bones
and muscles, lips, face, breathing, every part of his body, had been taken over—and
in the circumstances, Jeremy was perfectly willing that it should be so.
Sensation was, if anything, only
enhanced by the change. The young woman's mouth presented itself hungrily to
his, even as his left arm expertly enfolded her and his right hand sought her
breasts. Her frame was naturally thinner, slighter than his own. One of her
hands went sliding down his belly, and when it reached its goal performed a
ritual of experienced caresses. Together they sank down to the deck.
And all the while, with little
Carlotta's sweet rapid breathing hissing in his ear, along with the moans she
was trying to stifle, Jeremy Redthorn kept thinking to himself: So, this is what it is like, with a real woman. Over and over he could only keep
thinking the same thing—so this is what it is like—until
matters had gone too far to permit him to think of anything at all.
A few hours later, just after
sunrise on a tranquil morning, the girl emerged once more from the shelter she
shared with her master. This time she was fully, neatly clothed, earrings and
all, and her first move was to favor the new deckhand with an enigmatic look.
Jeremy had been up for some minutes—though he had the
feeling that the Intruder was sleeping late today—and the boy had made sure
that the decks were clear of snakes and now had the fire in the cookbox going
briskly, heating water for tea. The flat slab of metal that served as grill was
greased and spitting hot, ready to do griddle cakes.
Carlotta said nothing at first but
only looked at her new employee and shipmate as if challenging him to suggest
in any way that a certain strange adventure, moments of wild abandon during
the hours of darkness, had been anything but a dream or that the dream was not
by now forgotten.
That was quite all right with Jeremy—and
with the Intruder, too. "Good morning, ma'am." His tone was properly,
even a little excessively, respectful. His recently acquired stores of memory
provided, if not wisdom in such matters, at least a sense of familiarity that
allowed him to feel quite at ease. All this had happened many times before.
"Good morning," responded
the young woman, slowly, visibly relaxing. Her insecurity in this situation,
her uncertainty, showed to the experienced eye. Her look said to Jeremy: There are matters we must discuss, but later.
Then she evidently decided that the
general idea should be made clear at once. "You will do something for me,
won't you, Jonathan? If I should ask?"
Jeremy nodded, more in response to
the look than to the words, and went on making griddle cakes. The lady—he
could try to think of her as a lady, if that made her happy—gazed at him
thoughtfully for a long moment, then went to the rail and stood looking out
over it. Her look was hopeful, as if she was expecting to make some new
discovery.
"Sleep well, Jonathan?"
the Scholar asked, absently, when he emerged in his turn, a little later.
"Yes, sir. Couple of
dreams." Jeremy's voice was steady and casual; he didn't look at the lady
as he spoke.
"Ah." Arnobius nodded
slowly, gazing over the rail at something that only he could see. "We all
have those."
* * *
What had happened on deck that first
night did not happen again during the remainder of the voyage. All was proper
and businesslike between the lady of ambiguous status and the new servant. In
any case their conduct was constrained by the fact that Arnobius had snapped
out of his withdrawal and at night Jeremy heard faint sounds from the deckhouse
indicating that only one of the two beds was in use.
Jeremy had other matters to concern
him. He thought the time was ripe to ask the Scholar whether he knew either of
the people to whom Jerry was supposed to convey the message.
"Yes, though I don't know
Margaret all that well—she's a visiting scholar, from Morelles
I think—and Professor Alexander, of course, a sound man." Arnobius ceased
his contemplation of whatever it was that he was thinking about and turned to
look at the boy with interest. "How did you happen to hear of my colleagues?"
Jeremy was ready with what he hoped
would be an acceptable answer. "Someone in our village ... told me that
she had worked for him once."
"Ah," said the Scholar
vaguely, turning away again. If there was anything wildly improbable in the
claim, he did not appear to notice it. And Jeremy had chosen a moment when
Carlotta was not around.
Emboldened, he pushed his luck.
"I thought if I might talk to the professor, then he might offer me a job.
When I've finished with the job you've given me, of course."
Arnobius once more looked at him
with his usual air of benign remoteness. "Well, who knows?" Then a
new thought occurred. "I might possibly be able to retain you in my employ
when we get home. Reliable people are hard to find, and you've shown yourself
reliable—though of course if you wish to speak to Alexander it won't
hurt for you to try." A pause. "Where is your family?"
"They're all dead,
Scholar."
"I see. That is sad."
Arnobius nodded, blinking. It seemed that in his remote, abstracted way he
actually felt some sympathy. "Did they all die at the same time? Fever,
perhaps? Or maybe you'd rather not talk about it—?"
"I don't mind. Yes, sir, they
all died at about the same time."
As he spoke the words they seemed
quite true. "There was an attack on my home village. I don't know
why."
"War," said the Scholar,
nodding wisely again. "War is always ..." He made a gesture of
futility and let it go at that.
It was still difficult for three
people to propel and steer the catamaran, especially in narrow channels, but
after all, their goal was downstream, and mere drifting would get them there
sooner or later—if their enemies did not show up to interfere.
Jeremy still looked back, from time
to time, over his shoulder, for the boats full of armed men, or the furies, who
could be pursuing him from upstream. They were still comfortingly absent.
And from time to time he noticed
that Carlotta also kept looking back, along the way they had come, while
Arnobius rarely glanced up from his table of what he preferred to call not
magic but odylic computations.
On the walls of the cabin there were
posted maps, or charts, including one ancient-looking one.
Arnobius was about convinced now
that there wasn't any real reason to go back there, and so he treated that map
as unimportant.
But Carlotta studied the map so
intently that Jeremy got the idea she might be trying to memorize it.
TWELVE
On a morning when everything for
once seemed to be going smoothly, with the catamaran drifting more or less steadily
downstream, Carlotta briskly discussed with the new employee the matter of
wages. In return for a certain increase in the sum already
contracted, payable on reaching port, he would be expected to double as sailor
and personal servant for the duration of the trip.
It appeared that
the Scholar was going to have little to say on this or any other practical
matter and, though now fully recovered from his fainting fit, was perfectly
willing to leave all such affairs to his young companion. When circumstances
required the efforts of all three people to move the boat, he followed her
orders, or even Jeremy's, willingly enough and with his usual abstracted air.
Jeremy had no way of knowing whether
the pay he was offered was generous or stingy, but for his purposes it hardly
mattered— he would be provided with food and shelter and, above all,
would be living within the walls of the Academy. There, presumably, he would be
able to move around with some degree of freedom, enough to enable him to keep
his pledge to Sal.
Jeremy still tended to grant
Carlotta the title of Lady in his thoughts, however false her claim to it must
be. As she laid down the conditions of his employment—she
couldn't seem to think of many—Jeremy stood nodding his head, scarcely
listening, agreeing to it all. Once he was inside the gates of the Academy,
locating the man he had to find ought not to be too hard.
As the days passed, the girl's overt
behavior gave little indication that she remembered the midnight encounter she
had enjoyed with her new servant. And indeed, that event now seemed almost
unreal to Jeremy as well.
The only clue that the girl had not
entirely forgotten the interlude came when she actually blushed once or twice
when Jeremy looked at her directly, as if she were reading more into his
glances than he was aware of putting into them. Jeremy felt faintly amused to
see her blush, but his main emotion was a remote but profound surprise at his
own ability to maintain a cool and casual attitude in the presence of this
young woman, who by all the rules ought to have been much more sophisticated
than he was. The face and ears of young Jeremy Redthorn ought to have been
turning red; his voice should have been stammering.
The explanation arrived at by the
boy himself was that the young woman's midnight lover had not been Jeremy
Redthorn— or not entirely. That made an enormous difference, and
there were moments when the realization that he was no longer exactly himself
might have thrown him into a wild panic—but whenever that began to happen,
fear, like embarrassment, was gently damped away, managed before it could get a
good foothold.
It had gradually
become obvious to him that the Intruder was really taking over parts of his
behavior. The proof lay in the fact that he could calmly accept the fact that
he wasn't totally, entirely, Jeremy Redthorn any longer. One hot afternoon, on
a riverbank, the boy who had grown up with that name had disappeared, never to
return.
To the new Jeremy, the
transformation didn't seem nearly as terrifying as it might have been. And he
thought he knew why. Because the Intruder kept pushing suggestions in through
the back of his mind. Kept telling him—wordlessly but very
effectively—Relax.
It's all right. Take it easy.
What had happened to him was
beginning to seem like something natural. In recent days, no doubt prodded
along by his new partner, he had come to realize that no one, child or adult,
was ever the same person from one week to the next. The self that anyone
remembered was a self no longer in existence.
Taking the Argos downstream continued to be an awkward job for three inexperienced
people. But, as Carlotta explained to her two shipmates, they really had no
choice—Jeremy could see that she was right, and Arnobius, as
usual, took her word on whatever she wanted to tell him regarding practical matters. Abandoning
the boat and trying to walk home was really not a viable alternative. Trying to
travel any distance overland, starting in this swamp and with no clear idea of
the best way out of it, would have guaranteed disaster.
All three of them could have fit
easily enough into Jeremy's canoe, which had been brought aboard—all
six of the deserting crew had apparently crammed themselves into a boat not
much bigger. But on a journey of many days that would have meant going ashore
to sleep, among the giant snakes and other dangerous creatures whose presence
filled the swamp; and leaving the catamaran behind would also have meant
abandoning not only the bulk of their food supplies, but also almost all of the
Scholar's books and magical paraphernalia, a sacrifice that was not open to
discussion.
Besides, the canoe's chronic leak
had been growing worse when it was taken out of the water. None of the three
(or four, counting the Intruder) knew of any quick, effective method of repair.
And Jeremy on thinking it over decided it would be just as well if the canoe should
disappear before one of the Academy's real language experts had the chance to
observe its decorations.
When Arnobius was sufficiently
recovered to take part, he put a man's strength into the job of steering, which
with the widening of the river's channel became eminently doable. The Scholar
had little experience in boating of any kind and Jeremy none at all in sailing,
but Carlotta claimed some, which she soon managed to convey to her companions.
The catamaran had made two or three
days' slow progress toward the mouth of the river when a well-manned small
flotilla came in view ahead, gliding swiftly upstream to meet it. The
philosophic expedition was overdue, and evidently people were getting worried.
Jeremy froze and stared, but his
left eye saw no warning dots of red. The Scholar, shading his eyes with his
hand, squinted into the sun dazzle. "Here comes my father," he said
at last, without surprise. "My brother also."
The boats coming upstream were each
driven by the arms of a score of powerful rowers.
These troops wore different uniforms
and displayed a different flag than any Jeremy had seen before, showing green
waves on a blue background.
Lord Victor Lugard, a solid
middle-aged figure standing in the prow of an approaching boat, was now close
enough for Jeremy to study him closely. His lordship was not dressed much
differently than his soldiers who were rowing.
His Lordship was obviously pleased
to find his elder son alive and physically well, but Jeremy got the impression
that he would not have been utterly devastated had matters turned out differently.
Lord Victor smiled benignly and briefly at Carlotta and at first did not appear
to notice Jeremy at all.
As soon as the fast boat that was
carrying him, long and narrow and raised at prow and stern, came bumping
alongside the catamaran, Victor jumped briskly aboard. Lord Victor's coloring
was lighter than that of his older son, and he didn't, at first glance, look
quite old enough to be the father of grave Arnobius.
Weeks had passed since the last
message received from the Scholar, and his father as well as the authorities at
the Academy had been growing alarmed.
The younger man who followed Lord
Victor aboard the catamaran was Arnobius's brother, three or four years his
junior. Actually, Lord John's lined and weathered face made him look at least
as old. A modest degree of scarring on his face and body, as well as his
general bearing, indicated that John was already well experienced in combat,
but the short sword at his belt looked showy as well as serviceable. John
obviously preferred a more flamboyant appearance than his brother—he
was the second person Jeremy Redthorn had ever seen wearing earrings.
John also favored Carlotta with an
admiring look, to which she returned a distant smile. And then he stared at
Jeremy with mild surprise.
Explanations were begun, in which
the boy received full credit for his help in salvaging the expedition. Arnobius
tried to put as good a face as possible on his results, reporting at least
partial success. Though the effort to find a god had come to naught, they were
bringing back with them at least some of the specimens and information that
Arnobius had started out to seek.
Neither Victor nor John was
particularly interested. The leader asked: "You brought away nothing of
value at all, hey?"
"By your standards, sir, no,
nothing."
This reminded Jeremy that since
leaving the temple in the swamp he had seen no sign of the small ebony and
ivory box Carlotta had been at such pains to conceal within a few minutes of
his arrival. He looked at her, but she was obviously not intending any
surprise announcements.
The Scholar's father and brother
obviously did not care much whether his expedition had advanced the cause of
odylic science or not. The present audience were vastly more interested in any
crumbs of valuable military information that might have been picked up. John
personally questioned all members of the party.
Jeremy was quite willing to answer
some questions about the attack on the Raisinmakers' village, thus briefly
drawing upon himself the full attention of father and younger son. The boy said
nothing about Sal but described the furies he'd encountered and the troops he'd
seen. Though he hadn't caught more than a glimpse of the human attackers, he
could name them as Lord Kalakh's—new memory whispered
that Kalakh and the Harbor Lord were anything but the best of friends. Jeremy
gave an essentially accurate account of his long, lonely downstream
flight—except that he made no mention at all of Sal's treasure or of his
private goal.
None of his hearers seemed curious
as to why the village had been attacked—perhaps because that
was the normal fate of villages and they all had some acquaintance with Lord
Kalakh.
The Harbor Lord and his people did
not impress Jeremy as especially villainous, and he mulled over the
advisability of now Telling All, as regards Sal and her treasure. Arnobius did
seem to be on good terms with Professor Alexander.
Still, after a brief hesitation, the
boy decided to retain his secrets for the time being. He had no particular
reason to distrust these people—but no reason to trust them, either, once
momentous matters came to be at stake. It did not seem utterly impossible
that they'd start carving his head open, once they learned what treasure was
inside it. Under the circumstances, the decision was easy to make: he would say nothing to anyone as
yet about Sal or the special mission he'd undertaken for her—certainly
nothing about the weird result. That would have to wait until he'd managed to
locate one of the people Sal had named.
It seemed that Lord Victor and all
the rest were now inclined to trust Jeremy—to the extent that
they thought of him at all. The Harbor Lord tossed him a gold coin by way of
reward for helping his son out of a tight spot.
And the girl was now behaving as if
she and Jeremy were practically strangers. He felt half-disappointed and
half-relieved. Had they wanted to carry on the affair, it would have been
impossible now to find a way to be alone together.
Five or six skilled crewmen in green
and blue had boarded the catamaran and taken over the job of handling her. The
wind being generally favorable, the sail was put to work. The Argos seemed to come alive, and the miles began to fly by. The oar-powered escort
boats had trouble keeping up. Jeremy, relieved of any need to demonstrate his
clumsiness as a sailor, had little to do but sit on the roof of the deckhouse
and observe.
When Jeremy had the chance, he
watched Arnobius and listened to his efforts to perform magic. The man was not
totally unskilled, but his present attempts were doomed to failure—for
the simple reason that at the moment no gods were paying him any attention.
None except the Intruder, who currently was not interested in being of any help.
After another day's swift travel,
the last and largest river brought the small flotilla to a saltwater bay,
several miles in extent and ringed by low hills. One morning there were gulls
and the smell of the sea, exotic to an inlander like Jeremy. For some reason,
no doubt having to do with the local geography or the prevailing winds, the
Academy had been built not quite in sight of the ocean.
The whole scene closely matched
certain old, vague memories that Jeremy had acquired from the Intruder. On the
farther side of the bay sprawled the walled city of Pangur Ban, rising from the
quays at bayside in tier upon tier of white and gray, crowned by a hilltop
castle with its distant blue-green pennant. The city was far bigger than any
settlement Jeremy Redthorn could remember seeing. Its walls, light-colored and
formidable, rose bright in the sun, and in the ocean breeze the atmosphere
above Pangur Ban looked almost free of smoke. Near at hand the buildings of the
Academy were set amid green hills on a peninsula.
This close to the sea, the river was
tidal in its ebb and flow. Jeremy had never before seen a river that changed
directions, but this one did, every six hours or so—and
his new memory, when consulted, was able to provide the explanation.
Crossing the harbor from the river's
mouth with a skilled crew on board, the expedition's catamaran put in smoothly
to a well-made dock, a mile outside the city walls, where a few other vessels
of various types were moored. One or two were large seagoing ships, the first
that Jeremy Redthorn had ever laid eyes on.
And then the Argos was at the dock, with a small horde of deckhands and dockworkers
working to make her fast.
THIRTEEN
An hour or so after disembarking
from the Argos, Jeremy, his existence for the moment
almost forgotten by nobility and commoners alike, was standing on a hill
overlooking the low buildings of the Academy, which stretched for a couple of
hundred yards along the harbor side of a long, narrow, curving peninsula. He
was alone, except for his permanent, silent companion.
Here Jeremy got his first look at
the full ocean, the domain (so it was claimed by the Scholar and his colleagues
and others who took gods seriously) of Poseidon. Jeremy saw a gray and limitless
expanse, ending at an indeterminate horizon. Here his left-eye view was not
much different than his right. Only an occasional strange brilliant sparkle
showed upon a wave. Nor did his left ear find anything worth emphasizing in the
rush and sigh of surf.
The dark shapes of seals and sea lions,
awkward on the land, decorated the rocks and beaches, their smooth bodies now
and again lunging into the water or up out of it. Some were heavily mutated,
their species showing great individual variety. Another amazing sight for the
country boy, and another in which his left eye drew him no special pictures.
And more gulls, in varieties of shape and color suggesting hundreds of mutated
subspecies, crying and clamoring above.
Though the Intruder did not seem
particularly interested in the limitless expanse of sea and sky, Jeremy
Redthorn was. When the boy on the hilltop managed to tear his eyes away from
the distant blue horizon, the Academy struck him as a marvel, too, more
striking as he got closer to it. The sprawling white buildings, few of them taller
than two stories, roofed with red tile and set amid gardens, connected by paths
of ground seashells, created an awe-inspiring impression in the mind of the
country boy.
How old were most of these
red-roofed, white stone buildings? Some only a few years, as Jeremy was soon
to discover; the Academy had undergone a notable expansion in recent times, as
a direct result of the new stirrings in the world of magic, the profession of
odylic science. But a few of the structures at the core of the establishment
were very old, and of these one or two were of a vastly different style.
Here, new memories assured Jeremy
Redthorn, were many men and women who considered themselves learned in the business
of the gods. At first it seemed to him impossible that here his special
condition, the presence of the Intruder, would not be quickly discovered.
But the Intruder did not seem
particularly concerned.
Within a few hours of his arrival on
the grounds of the Academy, Jeremy began to learn something about how and when
the institution had been founded. The only trouble was that his new memory
strongly suggested that the story as he now heard it was wrong in several
details—he wasn't going to dig to find out.
When Jeremy at last found himself
mingling, as a servant, with Arnobius's Academic colleagues, none of them paid
him much attention to the fact that Scholar Arnobius happened to have a new
servant. They took only momentary notice when he was pointed out to them by
Arnobius, or by Carlotta, as a sharp-eyed lad. The boy became an object of
desultory interest, but only in a distinctly minor way.
Very soon after his arrival, Jeremy
was taken in charge by a female housekeeper, an overseer of the staff who
tended the many Academic lodgings on campus. To this woman Arnobius, his mind
as usual engaged somewhere in the lofty realms of philosophy, gave a few
careless words of instruction regarding his new personal attendant.
Plainly horrified by the appearance
of her new charge, still wearing an ill-fitting rower's uniform and by her
standards far from sufficiently clean, the housekeeper snorted and turned away,
gesturing imperiously for him to follow her. She led Jeremy down seemingly
endless flights of stairs in a narrow passage between gray walls. On a lower
level they emerged into a kind of barracks, evidently for male civilian
workers. Here she commanded him to bathe—the barracks boasted
showers with hot running water, the first that Jeremy Redthorn had ever seen.
Gratefully he took advantage of the
opportunity and afterward in clean clothes was sent to have his hair cut even
shorter than his own rude trim had left it, evidently the accepted style for
servants in these parts.
At the barbershop he appeared
wearing new sandals and the white trousers and jacket of the low-ranked support
staff. Undergarments had been provided also, and care was actually taken to
see that the clothes fit him. His jacket was marked with colored threads that,
he was given to understand, marked him as an Academician's personal servant.
Catching a glimpse of himself in a mirror, he could see that his appearance had
been considerably transformed.
"Will you need a razor,
Jonathan?" The chief housekeeper frowned, inspecting Jeremy's smooth
cheeks. "No, not yet." With a final look around she left him in the
barbershop.
It was a well-lit, serviceable room
that, as Jeremy later discovered, occasionally served as a surgery for
students and permanent members of the lower class.
There was only one barber. Seated in
the central chair and arguing with the civilian barber about the relative
length of sideburns was a compactly built young soldier in Lugard green and
blue.
"I can't grow hair where there
ain't none, Corporal," the barber was remonstrating. "You want me to
trim for sideburns, you got to produce 'em first. Then I can trim 'em
down."
"Private, not Corporal! See any
stripes on my sleeve? Private Andy Ferrante. And damn it, man, I got hair! I can feel it hangin' down the sides of my bloody head!"
"That's all sprouting from
above your ears, son. Take a good look at yourself in a mirror sometime."
Not that any such device was currently in evidence; probably, thought Jeremy,
the customers here were generally not paying for their own haircuts and what
they thought of them meant little to the barber.
Private Andy Ferrante appealed to
the next customer in line, who happened to be Jeremy. "Ain't I got
sideburns he could trim? Tell the truth!"
Jeremy moved closer, to give the
matter careful study. "Truth is, you've got no more than I do. Which is
just about zero."
"Yeah? That's really it,
huh?" Ferrante's face, keyed up for fighting, or at least for argument,
fell.
From then on the haircut went
peacefully enough. Ferrante kept on chatting. When he stood up from the chair,
he was shorter than Jeremy, though two years older, at seventeen. His look was
intense, open, and guileless, his face not particularly handsome. When he saw
Jeremy looking at his left hand, from which the smallest finger and its nearest
mate were missing, he remarked that he had lost them in a fight. Gradually
Jeremy's interested questions brought out that several months ago Ferrante had
distinguished himself in a skirmish against Lord Kalakh's troops, in particular
by carrying a wounded officer to safety, and had lost part of a hand in the
process.
"Did they give you a
medal?" By now Jeremy was in the barber chair and scissors and comb were
busy around his ears.
"Yeah. Not worth much. Good
thing wasn't on my sword hand. Ever done any fighting?"
"Couple of times I would have,
but I had nothing to fight with."
"Join the army; you'll get your
chance."
Jeremy only shook his head. Ferrante
was not in the least put off by this lack of martial enthusiasm. "You're
right; don't join the goddamned army. Crazy to join if you've got a good job on
the outside, which it looks like you do." He eyed the thread marks on
Jeremy's new tunic.
Ferrante, as it turned out, was here
on campus as part of the permanent bodyguard of about a dozen men now assigned
the Scholar. The current military and political situation being what it was,
prudence dictated precautions against assassination and kidnapping plots.
Jeremy got the impression that Andy
didn't get on all that well with the other members of the small military unit.
Likely this was because the other men were all some years older, while his
combat veteran's status and his cool attitude kept them from treating him like
a kid.
Several human factions were involved
in the sporadic warfare, in a tangle of alliances and enmities. Everyone wanted
to take advantage somehow of whatever change impended in the status of the
gods.
The barber was finally moved to
comment on the fact that the roots of his newest customer's hair were growing
in very dark.
"Damn, kid, never seen anything
like it."
"Like what?"
"This hair of yours."
No mirror was available. Questioning
brought out the fact that some of the roots were dark, scattered in random
patches across his scalp, producing a mixture of curly red and curly black. The
more the longer, older red hair was cut away, the more noticeable was the
effect.
Again the work with comb and
scissors paused. "The dye job on your hair could use a touch-up, kid.
Course I'd have to charge extra. Or does your new boss want you to let it grow
in natural?"
Jeremy, whose mind had been far off,
trying to imagine army life, looked up blankly. "Dye job?"
"Of course with your coloring,
the red almost looks more natural than the black. You can see where the darker
stuff is growing in at the roots."
"The black?"
The barber began speaking slowly, as
to one of inferior intelligence. "You want a touch-up, I got some nice
red. If your boss likes it that way."
"No. No dye." Belated
understanding came, with a slow chill down Jeremy's spine. The Dark Youth.
"Just cut it."
"You still look weird,
fellow." This was Ferrante again, assertive, with an easy assumption of
familiarity. Evidently he had no urgent business to call him elsewhere. But
somehow the words did not seem intended to give offense.
The boy in the barber's chair
grinned wryly, thinking: If you only
knew. He said: "I
don't know what I can do about it, though."
The barber was still bemused by the
remarkable case before him. He turned aside and after an obvious internal
struggle dug a small mirror out of a drawer and held it up for Jeremy to see
himself.
In the glass the boy's left eye
showed him quite a different self-image than his right. He was still far from
closely resembling the Dark Youth, not yet anyway—but Jeremy
thought that he could now see a definite family likeness.
A few minutes later, he and the
young soldier left the barbershop together.
"Not many uniforms here on
campus," the civilian remarked.
"Nah. Only about a dozen of
us."
Jeremy looked around with interest
at the scattering of passersby. "And I guess it's easy to tell who's a
servant—they're dressed like me. Most of the rest of these people
must be students?"
"Yeah. Students, men and women
both, mostly have long hair. A lot of 'em, especially the ones from wealthy
families, dress like they just fell off a manure cart.
"And there are the slaves, of
course. Only a few. They all have metal collars."
"Slaves?" A hasty internal check with the Intruder's memory:
yes, all true enough. With a mental jolt the boy suddenly grasped the
significance of the golden collar that Carlotta wore. Her neckband was thinly
wrought and of fine workmanship; its golden thickness might be easily cut or
broken. Still, in this part of the world no one but a slave would wear such a
thing.
Ferrante, pressed for more
information on the subject of slaves, provided what he could. As far as he
knew, with one or two exceptions, the only examples on the grounds of the
Academy belonged to visiting academics, who had brought them from their
respective homelands as personal servants. Jeremy's memory when called upon
confirmed the fact: the peculiar institution was rare indeed here in the Harbor
Lord's domain. But, perhaps for the very reason that it was so uncommon, it had
never been strictly outlawed.
Ancient law and custom of Pangur
Ban, indistinguishably blended and extended to the grounds of the Academy,
required slaves to wear distinguishing metal collars welded on.
In Carlotta's case the collar was
definitely a symbolic rather than a real bond; Jeremy wondered if it was even
welded into place. But it did mean, must mean, that the Scholar literally owned
her.
Her story, which Jeremy later heard
confirmed by several sources, was that the girl had been a gift to Lord
Victor's from some other potentate, known to Ferrante only as the sultan. It
wouldn't have been politic to reject her or, once the gift had been accepted,
to simply set her free.
Ferrante, being off duty for the
remainder of the day but currently penniless and unable to afford the
amusements of the nearby town, volunteered to show his new acquaintance around
the grounds.
Ferrante said to Jeremy,
"Suppose your master should send you to the stables with a message—you'd
best know where they are. Anyway, it's a place I like t' hang around."
Out on the grounds of the Academy,
back toward the stables, Jeremy's footsteps slowed when he realized he was soon
going to encounter a large number of domestic animals. Only now did he begin to
fully comprehend the extreme strangeness of the ways in which domesticated
beasts reacted to him. Herd animals seemed particularly keen on displaying
their devotion—if that was the proper word for it. Here were a dozen
cameloids or dromedaries, property of the Academy or its masters, peacefully
grazing in a field fenced off from the grassy common where teachers and
students, distinguished by their own varieties of white uniforms, strolled or
gathered in fine weather to dispute in groups.
As soon as Jeremy came within sight
of the pasture, these animals tended to congregate along the fence and look at
him, sniffing and cocking their ears, as if they were greatly intrigued by his
mere presence and could not wait to discover what he might do next.
Fortunately, he noticed the silent scrutiny before anyone else did—even
more fortunately, as soon as he silently willed the beasts to turn away and go
about their regular affairs, they did so.
It was lucky, too, that Jeremy's
companion's thoughts were elsewhere at the moment.
The same thing happened with the
nearest members of a herd of beef and milk cattle, who slowly followed him
along their side of a fence, gazing at him in what might have been some bovine
equivalent of adoration. The swine in a large pen behaved in the same way. He
saw a flock of chickens farther on but detoured to stay away from them.
At times he found his chief
objective in coming to the Academy drifting toward the back of his mind. Jeremy
had to struggle to keep from impulsively trying to question his new employers
and acquaintances as to whether they had known Sal—but
he could think of no good way to frame the questions, especially as he had got
the distinct impression that that was not her real name. He kept his resolution
to refrain from making any direct inquiries about Sal until he could be
reasonably sure that he had reached the man for whom Sal had intended the
message. Jeremy could only hope that there would be some way short of killing
him to rid himself of the thing of power and pass it on to where it belonged.
Nor could Jeremy keep from wondering
if Sal had ever lived in one of these white buildings and, if so, for how long
and what kind of a life she'd had. Maybe she'd been here as a student. She
would have had a family of some kind, of course. Probably a lover—or
a score of lovers—but that imagined picture hurt to look at.
Somehow it was difficult for Jeremy
to picture Sal, as he had known her, staying here in any capacity. Whatever
controlled his enhanced powers of sight and thought had no clues to offer him
regarding the question.
Apollo's eye provided Jeremy with
fitful flashes of insight, occurring here and there across the Academic scene,
coming into being unexpectedly and flickering away again. And it gradually
showed him more details, when he looked at what he considered special things,
things he very much wanted to ask about—but he continued to
be cautious in his questions about anything he saw in the special way, not
wanting to reveal the powers he possessed. Not until he could accomplish the
mission that he believed Sal had entrusted to him.
It had already occurred to Jeremy
that the fact that one of his eyes was still restricted to purely human
perception was probably an advantage. The difference let him distinguish
between mere natural oddities and the special things that only a god could see.
The Academy grounds and buildings
held many sights that Jeremy had never seen before—as
well as things that he had never come close to imagining—but in most cases
the left Eye of Apollo provided at least a partial explanation. And Jeremy had
begun to develop skill at interpreting the hitherto unknown sounds occasionally
brought to him by his left ear.
One series of these special sounds
reminded him of something he'd heard in some of his recent, special dreams—the
music of the string-plucked lyre.
FOURTEEN
The living quarters assigned to
Jeremy were tiny, a mere curtained alcove off the hallway connecting bedroom
and living room in the Scholar's apartment. Carlotta had her own modest
apartment on the next floor up, and on the floor above that were quartered the
dozen men of Arnobius's military bodyguard, one of whom was almost always on
duty at the door to the Scholar's apartment, with another standing guard in the
shrubbery beneath its windows.
So far, Jeremy's duties were not
demanding; they consisted of general housekeeping for the Scholar, running
errands, and reminding him of appointments, which Arnobius tended to forget.
Carlotta spent at least as much time
in her master's apartment as in her own, so she and Jeremy were frequently in
each other's company.
On the third day of Jeremy's stay at
the Academy, the Scholar sent him to the library with a note addressed to one
of the archivists asking if a particular old manuscript, dealing with the
origins of odylic science, was available.
On entering the vast main room—really
a series of rooms, connected by high, broad archways—the boy's feet slowed and
his mouth fell open. It was a revelation. The hundred or so books that the
Scholar had had with him on the boat and that had seemed to Jeremy (who at the
time did not consult his new memory on the subject) an unbelievable number
were as nothing compared to the thousands arrayed here. A faint intriguing
smell of dust and ink, parchment and paper, testified to the presence of ancient
texts. Marble busts of gods and humans looked down from atop some of the high
bookcases. Tall windows, admitting great swathes of light, looked out on green
lawns and treetops nearby, green hills more distant. Somewhere in the
background a droning argument
was in progress: two voices, each patient and scholarly and certain of being in
the right.
When Jeremy delivered the note, he
was told to wait while a search was made. He got the impression that the effort
might well consume an hour or more.
While waiting, Jeremy encountered
Carlotta, who had been sent here on a similar task. She volunteered to give him
a tour of the library and the Hall of Statues.
He was fascinated, and for the
moment his real reason for being here was forgotten.
The Academy complex was centered on
an exhibition hall, which had been built in a different style of architecture
and had been a temple to some specific god or gods. At least the building had
been constructed to look like a temple, in which stood two rows of statues, facing
one another under elaborate stone arches and across an expanse of yards of
tiled floor, representing many of the known gods. One of the main structures of
the Academy had been built on the ruins of some elder temple and incorporating
a portion of its framework.
The library and hall of sculpture
opened directly into each other—another way of looking at it was that
they were both parts of the same vast room. The tall shelves created plenty of
recesses, where a number of people could be unobserved.
Carvings on the many pedestals and
on the walls between them held a partial listing of gods. Hundreds of names,
far more than were represented in the Hall of Statues.
Jeremy's new memory informed him
that the list contained mistakes, some of which his inner informant found
amusing. Certain things that the signs and labels told him were simply wrong, though he certainly had no intention of trying to argue the
fact.
Carlotta, who in her two years of
working with Arnobius had become something of a scholar in her own right,
remarked that only a minority were from the Greek or Roman pantheons. Then she
began to explain what that meant. Jeremy nodded, looking wide-eyed, though he'd
had no trouble understanding the original comment, which had been made in an
ancient language.
One pedestal, unoccupied and set a
little apart from the others, was marked: for
the unknown god. The boy looked at it thoughtfully.
Most of the statues in the great
hall had been carved, or cast in metal, larger than human life, and many were
only fragmentary. Obviously they were the work of many different sculptors, of
varied degrees of talent. They had been executed at different times and were
not meant to be all on the same scale. Some had obvious undergone extensive
restoration.
Fragments of learned conversation
drifted in from the adjoining rooms, where scholarly debates seemed to be
going endlessly and comfortably on.
"It is, I think, inarguable
that the true gods come and go in our world, absenting themselves from human
affairs for a long time, only to return unexpectedly."
"Whatever the truth of the
matter earlier, before the unbinding of the odylic force many centuries ago,
since then the gods' presence on earth has been cyclical.
"Some scholars, our learned
colleague Arnobius among them, argue passionately that the old gods have now
once more returned and are now in the process of reestablishing their rule.
Others refuse to credit the notion of divinity at all; nothing happens in
human affairs that cannot be explained in terms of human psychology."
"Here, for example, is a statue
of the Trickster. Like many other gods, he is known by several different names.
He has more names than I can count—some of the
better-known are Loki and Coyote."
The display devoted to
Coyote/Trickster caught Jeremy's eye, even among the diversity of the others in
their long rows, because of its bewildering variety of images. Here was
represented the god who possessed above all others the power of changing his
shape.
Jeremy thought Carlotta showed some
signs of being emotionally perturbed when they came to this particular god.
Right now he wasn't going to try to guess a reason.
Here on a modest pedestal stood
Aphrodite, in bronze and gloriously naked. The lettering on the pedestal
cataloged her with a list of half a dozen alternate names, including Venus,
some in different alphabets.
Mars/Ares, arrayed with spear,
shield, and helmet, had a place of honor—he was known to be a
favorite of Lord Victor and several other wealthy patrons.
Here stood Hephaestus/Vulcan, clad
in his leather apron and little else, one leg crippled, a scowling expression
on his face, and his great smith's hammer in his hand. How often I have seen him just so—but
that thought had to be hastily reburied in new memory, lest it bring on terror
too great to be endured.
Other names for the Fire-Worker
resounded in Jeremy's new memory, evoking tales of wonder that he dared not
pause to scan .. . Agni, the Vedic god of fire. Mulciber, a name from ancient
poetry.
In the beginning, so the legends said, Zeus, Poseidon,
and Hades had been of equal strength and had divided up the universe among
them. So it was
according to the authorities of the Academy.
"Is there a statue of Zeus
somewhere?"
"The people in charge have
never been able to agree on what it should look like."
And here Poseidon, the Earthshaker,
who bore a trident among his other symbols.
Other deities, from different
pantheons, scattered through human history, had their own sections, rows of
columns. The total appeared to be more than one hundred, and even Jeremy's
augmented memory did not recognize them all.
Another point that struck him was
that there was no statue of Thanatos, the acknowledged ruler of the realm of
Death. Maybe, Jeremy thought, no one had ever wanted, or ever made, a statue of
him. Memory had heard it often said that the Pitiless God himself wanted no
such representation.
Other statues of gods and goddesses
presented interesting appearances also. Carlotta could tell some stories of them
that even the Intruder had not heard before.
Ancient books were stored here by
the thousands, along with a great many volumes of lesser age. Some were on
scrolls of vellum, some even on wax or carven tablets of wood or ivory or horn—of
the few that were on display or left unrolled on a desk, accessible to his casual glance,
there were none that Jeremy could not read.
"What do you think you're doing
there? Hey?" But it was a rather good-humored accusation, from a
middle-aged scholar who sat surrounded by books.
"I was reading, sir. Sorry if I—"
"Reading that, were you? I'd
gladly give a gold coin if you could tell me the meaning of that page."
The boy looked down again at the
worn scroll. Even the Intruder did not recognize all the words, some of which were
likely only copyists' mistakes, but overall the text was concerned with
arrangements for a funeral.
"Sorry, sir. I've no
idea."
"Never mind. Get on about your
business."
It sometimes seemed to Jeremy, in
the first days of his new life in the alien world of the Academy, that Arnobius
and his colleagues must be blind, so determined did they seem to ignore what
must be the glaring peculiarities of the Scholar's new servant lad. It was a
fact that cattle and cameloids turned to look at Jeremy whenever he came near
them and that he did indeed possess special powers of understanding languages.
But all the supposed experts were intent on managing their own careers in their
own way and had no interest in anything that might disrupt them.
Jeremy was sure that more surprises,
brought by the Intruder, still awaited his discovery; but he was in no hurry to
confront them. He had his mission to accomplish.
He was sure that Professor Alexander
and Margaret Chalandon ought to be here, somewhere; quite likely he had already
seen them. But neither Jeremy nor his inner guide had any idea what either
individual looked like, and there were thousands of people on the Academy
grounds. It was hard to know where or how to begin a search.
Without Jeremy's recently augmented
memory, the world around him would have been alien indeed, and he would have
spent his first days in a state of bewildered helplessness. As matters stood,
he was still frequently surprised, but never totally at a loss as to what he
should do next.
On the rare occasions when faculty
members took any notice of him at all, they credited him simply with natural
talent or good luck. Arnobius, like his colleagues, tended to assume that
non-Academics were out of the running when it came to finding answers to the deep
questions affecting all human lives.
Not, someone commented, that the
Academics themselves were doing very well at the task.
Jeremy was on another routine errand
for Arnobius when a man of about thirty-five, in Academic dress, grabbed him by
the arm and demanded of him sharply: "Where did you get that knife and
belt?"
At first Jeremy thought his
questioner was merely commenting on the impropriety of a servant going about
the campus wearing a hunting knife—Arnobius himself
hadn't seemed to notice, and so far no one else had commented. Knives were
tools, after all, and workers carrying tools were a common enough sight.
Jeremy, as he turned to confront his
questioner, was aware of a sudden inward mobilization. The stirring of the
Intruder behind his forehead was almost a physical sensation. What might be
going to happen next he could not guess.
Yet he felt no indication that
anyone but himself, Jeremy Redthorn, was controlling his mind or body as he
answered: "I had them from a friend of mine."
The man was a little taller than
average and appeared to be in excellent physical condition for a scholar.
"What friend was this? Come, let's have the truth."
"A friend who is now
dead."
"Man or woman?"
"It was a woman."
"Young or old?"
"Young."
"Her name?"
Jeremy drew a deep breath and took
the plunge. "The name she gave to me was Sal."
Jeremy's questioner's manner changed
again, and after taking a hasty look around he drew the boy aside to where they
might hope to hold a private conversation.
"And where was this?" he
demanded in a low voice.
"First, sir, you will tell me
your name."
When Jeremy's questioner stared at
this insolence, the boy stared right back.
After a few seconds the man's
shoulders slumped slightly. He said: "Evidently you are more than you
appear to be."
Jeremy said nothing.
"I am Professor
Alexander."
"Sir, I'm . . . I'm very glad
indeed to have located you at last. Sal told me that I must find you and give
you something."
"What else did she give you,
this young woman who called herself Sal? You say that she is dead?"
"Yes. I'm sorry."
His listener's shoulders slumped
further.
Jeremy pressed on. "The
important thing she gave me is meant for you, but I can't hand it over right
now."
The relief in the professor's face
was no less vast for being well concealed. "You have it safe,
though?"
Jeremy nodded.
Then an interruption came, in the
form of a loud group of students, just as Alexander was starting to explain
matters to Jeremy. At least the man was promising Jeremy that he would be
given an explanation in due course. But at the moment any further conversation
was obviously impossible.
There was only time for the Academic
to demand: "Meet me in the stacks of the library, third alcove on the east
wall, this evening at the eighth hour. Can you get away then?"
Jeremy thought. "I can."
"Bring it with you, without
fail."
When the appointed time came round,
Jeremy, his evening his own as he had expected it would be, went to keep the rendezvous.
His feet dragged, as he wondered if giving up the Face as he was bound to do
was going to cost him his life. Also, he found himself now intensely reluctant
to give it up ... and never see the stars again. But at least he had been able
to see them for a few nights, and for that he could thank Sal.
Professor Alexander was at the
appointed meeting place, a lonely and unfrequented alcove among the vast stacks
of shelves. He sat at the small writing table, an oil lamp at his elbow—and
his head slumped
forward on his curved left arm. His right arm hung down at his side, and on the
tiled floor below his hand lay the reed pen with which he had been about to
write—something—on the blank paper that lay before him.
Jeremy put a hand on the man's
shoulder—but there was no need to touch the body to be certain that
it was dead. A quick, close look at Alexander's body revealed no visible signs
of violence.
Thanatos had paid a visit. And
Jeremy, looking out of the alcove with frightened eyes, froze in absolute
horror. Framed in a doorway some twenty yards away stood a lone figure. It was
a man's shape, yet his left eye recognized in it at once the essence of
Thanatos, God of Death. There was the unkempt dark beard, the fierce
countenance, the hint of red and ghostly wings sprouting from his shoulders.
And at the same time the figure was as thoroughly human as Jeremy himself, a
beardless man dressed in a way that indicated he must be a member of the
faculty.
The God of Death. Jeremy Redthorn shrank back into the shadows. And the image
of terror raised a hand in a casual gesture, a kind of wry salute to Apollo,
before he backed through a doorway and disappeared.
The thing, the man, the god, was
gone. The boy slumped with the intensity of his relief and broke out in a cold
sweat. There was to be no direct confrontation—not now, at
least.
Shivering as he made his way back
toward the Scholar's quarters, Jeremy knew beyond a doubt that Alexander had
been murdered and could only wonder why he himself had been spared.
In his terror it was all he could do
to keep from breaking into a dead run, heading for the gates, fleeing the
Academy in a panic. But then he thought that now, as when confronted in the
wild by a dangerous predator, that might be exactly the wrong thing to do.
Now his only hope of keeping his
promise to Sal lay in finding Margaret Chalandon. But he still knew nothing of
her besides her name and the fact that she was a visiting scholar.
A few hours later, when Alexander's
dead body had been discovered by someone who reported it, great excitement
spread through the Academy. Officially the death was blamed on natural causes,
unexpected heart failure or something of the kind—a detailed examination had disclosed
no signs of foul play, no marks of injury of any kind.
Arnobius, like the great majority of
his fellow Academics, was much upset when he heard of Alexander's death. He was
also vaguely aware that his new servant was acting as if he were in some kind
of difficulty or at least seemed to have taken on some new burden of worry.
Carlotta was for the time being
keeping in the background as far as Jeremy's affairs were concerned.
Carlotta, as well as the head
housekeeper, had given Jeremy some desultory instructions as to the skills and
conduct expected from a personal servant. Oddly, as it seemed to him, his new
memory was already furnished with a vastly greater store of information on the
subject. To his teacher it appeared that Jeremy learned the job with amazing
speed, as if he were able to get things right instinctively.
The task was made easier by the fact
that Jeremy's new master (who thought he was rewarding him handsomely by
giving him a job of lowly status) rarely seemed to notice whether he was being
served well or poorly—the Scholar's mind as usual remained on
larger things.
Repeated visits to the library, and
also to the refectory, where ranking scholars took many of their meals,
revealed more about the comfortably sheltered life of the ranking members of
the Academy. Arnobius for the most part scorned, or rather ignored, such luxury
and lived in rather ascetic style. Often his behavior surprised people who knew
little about him except that he was the son of Lord Victor Lugard.
In a way this seeker of contact with
the gods was the black sheep of the family, among several other more warlike
sons and cousins.
Alcoholism and addiction to other
drugs were definitely on the rise among those who professed skill in wizardry.
So far, Arnobius showed no sign of any such tendency. All agreed that beginning
several centuries ago, there had been a general decline in the world's magic.
Gods had ceased to play a part in the affairs of humanity—or
at least humanity had become less inclined to believe in such divine activity.
But now, abruptly, within the last few weeks and months, signs and portents
indicated that a general increase in magical energy was in progress.
The inconsistent rumors concerning
the supposed recent battle in the Cave of Prophecy between two gods were hotly
debated, at every level of sophistication, here inside the Academy's walls and
outside as well.
From time to time Jeremy discussed
the matter with his new friend, Ferrante, the young soldier. Neither of them
were Academics—Andy could barely read—but both were curious about the
world.
Ferrante admitted that he would like
to learn to read well enough to try a book someday and to write more than his
own name. Jeremy said he would try to find time to help him.
Among the questions continually
debated by the faculty was: Is magic a branch of philosophy? Many of the
learned argued that it was the other way around. A third opinion held both to
be branches of odylic science, by which the ancients had managed to transform
the world.
Some people continued to claim that
real magic had ceased to exist, equating the time of its demise with that of
the last withdrawal of the gods, which they put at various periods of between
fifty and two hundred years in the past—the more extreme argued
that there never had been. The latter group included an influential minority
of political and military leaders, but their non-Academic ideas were not
considered respectable here at the Academy.
And Jeremy, walking alone through
the gallery, cutting between the long rows of divinities at a location remote
from where his tour had broken off, came to an abrupt stop. He had suddenly
recognized, portrayed in art, a certain figure that had appeared to him in
dreams. In dreams, he had taken the figure for an alternate version of
himself.
Probably he hadn't seen this one
before because it occupied its own large niche, standing in what amounted to a
shrine, a place of honor at least equal to that which had been allotted the God
of War.
Jeremy's feet shuffled, drawing him
around in front of the statue, to where he could read the name. The carven
symbols reached his eyes with almost dull inevitability. It was of course the
name he had been expecting to discover. What he felt was not surprise but
rather the recognition of something he had known for a long time—almost
since the day of his union with the Intruder—but had been steadfastly refusing
to think about.
He stood there for so long that some
clerk in passing asked him what was wrong.
FIFTEEN
In Jeremy's left eye, the rounded
white marble arms and shoulders of Apollo's statue glowed with a subtle patina.
Its colors were subtle and rich, and there were a great many of them.
Persistent rumors still had it that
the Lord of Light had recently been slain. The latest in the way of secret
whispers was that his followers expected him to be reborn, that among the gods
rebirth followed death almost inevitably.
The legend carved at the base of
Apollo's statue described a god of "distance, death, terror, and
awe," "divine distance," "crops and herds,"
"Alexikakos," Averter of Evil.
Another name for this strange deity
was Phoibos, meaning "the Shining One." And yet another was
Far-Worker. A very powerful deity and very strange, even in the varied company
in which the statue stood.
Jeremy found himself fascinated by
the face on this statue. It had much in common with a great number of other
representations of Apollo, secondary portraits and carvings in other rooms of
the gallery and library.
The best of these portrayals was
very like, though not precisely identical with, a certain face that had of
late become extremely familiar to Jeremy in dreams. It was almost like an
unexpected encounter with a friend: a beardless youth, his otherwise nude body
draped in a white cloak, of powerful build and godlike beauty, wearing a bow
and a quiver of arrows slung on his back and carrying a small stringed musical
instrument in his right hand. The expression on the face, resonating with something
inside Jeremy's own head, was one of distant, urbane amusement.
The boy felt an eerie chill. It is you indeed, he thought—as if it might now, at last, be really possible for him to
converse with the Intruder in his own head.
There came no direct answer, which
was a relief.
Carlotta said to Jeremy: "The
gods know you're not really cut out to be a servant; you're much too bright.
When I first saw you in your canoe, plastered with mud, your clothes unspeakable
... I naturally assumed you'd no formal education at all."
"Formal?"
His questioner considered that, then
shook his head. "Sometimes, Jonathan, I think that you're pretending to
be stupid. The question is, have you ever been to school? With such skill as
you display at reading, in music ..."
Jeremy admitted vaguely to having
had some education, letting his hearers assume it had gone well beyond the
reality of half a dozen years in a village school. So, he thought, it would
seem natural for him to know a little more about the world.
He had to take continual care not to
display too much skill or knowledge in any subject.
What Jeremy saw of the students'
lives here, particularly the younger ones in the dormitories, where he would
inevitably be sent to live if he became a student, did not make the prospect of
his own attendance seem that attractive.
Nor were the benefits supposedly available
at the end of the Academic years of schooling particularly attractive.
And what glimpses he had, from
outside, of classroom activity aroused no enthusiasm in him either.
No one at the Academy thought it
particularly odd that the servants' quarters should be better than the
students'. Jeremy just assumed from what he saw and heard that the students
were a lower social class. He was surprised that anyone who had his welfare at
heart should urge him to become a student.
And the lyre was intriguing, too.
Jeremy had seen several different versions amid a clutter of diverse musical
instruments lying around at various places in the Academy.
He was sure that servants ought not
to be playing around with these things. But for the moment, he was unobserved.
Unable to resist the temptation,
Jeremy picked one up and attempted to play it. His left arm cradled it
automatically, in what seemed the natural and obvious position, while the
fingers of his right hand strummed.
Carlotta owned a similar instrument
and sometimes played it to amuse her master.
Jeremy Redthorn had never had
musical training of any kind. He enjoyed listening to most kinds of music but
was at a loss when it came to making any. But now his right hand immediately
and instinctively began to pluck out a haunting melody.
The people who happened to hear him
play, the first time he picked up a lyre, were not tremendously impressed.
Neither were any of them musical. They merely assumed that the odd-looking boy
had somewhere learned to play, after a fashion. Well, he clearly had a certain
talent for it and would be able to entertain his master of an evening.
Andy Ferrante, visiting Jeremy in
his alcove when he had an hour to spare, heard some more strumming and
commented that his friend played well, then added: "But then I may be
wrong— my mom told me I'm tone-deaf."
That evening in the Scholar's rooms
Carlotta, while waiting for her master to come back from a faculty dinner,
heard Jeremy play for the first time. Jeremy had picked up the lyre again with
some vague idea of practicing, but it was soon evident that he needed no
practice. Probably, he thought, he never would. She was so impressed that he
thought it would be a good time to raise a subject that had been bothering him.
He put the instrument aside.
"Carlotta?"
"Yes?"
"When I first met you, I didn't
know what your collar meant. I thought it was only a decoration. What I'm
trying to say is that I'm sorry that you ..."
Her green eyes were quietly fierce.
"And now you think that you know what my collar means?" When he
started to say something, she interrupted, bending forward to seize him by the
arm. "Have you ever been a slave, Jonathan?"
"No. And my real name's not
Jonathan."
Her look said that at this stage she
didn't give a damn what his name was. "If you have never been a slave,
then you still know nothing about my collar and what it means."
"He'd set you free if you
asked."
"Ha! Not likely. Not at the
risk of offending the sultan."
"If you just... ran away, I
don't think he'd—"
"You know as little about
Scholar Lugard as you do about me. And let me tell you this: if and when I run,
I will never be retaken."
"Is that what you plan to
do?"
"If it were, do you suppose I'd
tell you?"
He looked at her for a moment in
silence, then asked: "Why did you once tell me to call you 'Lady'?"
Her voice changed, becoming almost
small and meek. "I'm surprised that you remember that."
"I don't remember if I ever
actually called you that. But I thought you deserved it."
"Well, I wanted to hear how it
sounded. And I... wanted to impress you, and I thought I might someday need
your help "
"What kind of help?"
Her only answer to that was another
question of her own. "Who are you? You've already told me your name isn't
really Jonathan."
"It's Jeremy." Since Thanatos had already seen him and must know who
he was, what risk was there in telling a girl that much of the truth?
"All right. Who are you,
Jeremy? Something more than a simple fisherboy from up the river."
"Whoever I am, I still want to
be your friend." And he fought down a strong urge to question Carlotta
about the ebony and ivory box she'd smuggled away from the ruined temple. Right
now the last thing he wanted or needed was involvement with another secret
treasure. "I've told you my real name—Jeremy Redthorn. I
really did come down the river, to the place where you met me. All my close
relatives were poor, were peasants and vinedressers, and all of them are really
dead."
"I'm sorry about them. But
there's got to be more to you than that. I would dearly like to know your
secrets, Jeremy Redthorn. And I still think you have another name than
that."
"I don't understand."
"Don't you? Also, I believe you
are of higher birth than you pretend. Or, perhaps, even higher than you
know."
"I promise you again, my birth
was as humble as you can imagine. But . . . lately I've been thinking about
such matters. Where you're born makes less difference than most people
think."
"You might as well say that
wealth and titles make no difference."
His curiosity flared up. "What
about your birth?"
"My parents were poor, but they
were not slaves." Carlotta seemed to think that summed up all there was to
say about them.
It was on the next evening that the
lives of everyone in the household were suddenly and drastically changed.
It began with a vague impertinence
on the slave girl's part, the kind of thing that Jeremy had known the Scholar
to ignore a hundred times before. But not this time. Arnobius put down his pen
and swung round in his chair to face Carlotta. "My dear, you and I do not
get on as well as we once did. In fact, in recent days it seems to me that we
are not getting on at all."
She tried feebly to give him some
witty answer.
The Scholar shook his head, not
really bothered by the words—he could be, often was, indifferent to
those. But Carlotta had come to be objectionable on some deeper level.
He said, unsmiling: "I'm giving
you to John. He tells me he's been interested in you for some time. And you and
I no longer get on very well."
Carlotta had put out a hand to
steady herself on the table but otherwise was standing very still. "My
lord. You don't mean it."
"Consider it a fact." He
turned back to his desk. "I'll make out the paperwork tomorrow."
"Is there paperwork for me to
do, my lord?" She didn't seem to have really grasped it yet.
"No, not in this case. This is
one paper I must handle myself." He went on writing.
The silence lasted for several
seconds before Carlotta said: "My lord, it isn't funny."
"Not meant to be funny, girl. I
said I'm giving you to Lord John. I've put up with this attitude of yours long
enough. You can leave your things here until he has a place ready for you to
move into. Oh, of course you may keep . . . whatever trinkets I may have given
you." His right hand made a dismissive gesture.
The girl stood as if she were
paralyzed. John meanwhile sat regarding her happily, hopefully, as if someone
had just given him a fine riding camel or hunting dog.
After a single glance at him,
Carlotta turned away and ran out of the room.
"She's not going to do anything
silly, is she?" John asked the world. No one replied.
Carlotta did not return for several
hours, and when Jeremy saw her again she was looking shaken and thoughtful.
Jeremy now nursed a secret hope that
Carlotta might now decide to resume her affair with him, as an act of
rebellion against being given away, passed from one man to another like a hunting
dog.
Jeremy thought that the Dark Youth
hidden in his head was now intent on matters he considered more momentous than
seduction. But the Intruder was certainly not averse to attractive women.
When Ferrante heard what had
happened to Carlotta, he reacted more strongly than Jeremy might have expected
him to, his sympathies with the girl.
Several weeks went by. Jeremy
learned to play the role of servant that was expected of him, well enough to
get by. It helped a great deal that Arnobius was anything but a demanding
master; in fact, he tended sometimes to forget the existence of his servants,
and of other people as well.
One way or another, Jeremy had
plenty of free time in which to tread the green lawns and the halls of echoing
marble.
Free time also in which he might
easily have become involved with other girls and women about the place—or
with a certain male professor. All of these found themselves fascinated by the
odd-looking lad. Had it not been for the threat of Thanatos hanging over his
head, Jeremy Redthorn would have enmeshed himself in affairs with the females;
but as matters stood, the threat
of doom hung heavily enough to crush desire. He could not shake the image of
Thanatos, waiting for him, biding his time, playing for some unknown reason a
game of cat and mouse.
Other people than Jeremy were
beginning now to be seriously worried about Scholar Margaret Chalandon, who had
left on an expedition to the Mountain of the Oracle before he arrived at the
Academy. Word from her small party was long overdue.
Simmering warfare in the region had
of course put a stop to much ordinary activity. But the struggle for power
involving the Harbor Lord and other potentates intruded only indirectly on the
grounds of the Academy.
Forests visible in the distance, on
the high slopes miles inland from the bay and harbor, made patches of changing
colors. Autumn in this subtropical latitude was gently making its presence
known.
For a servant to spend as much time
as Jeremy did in hanging around the Academic centers of the place was rare
indeed. Of course, he as a personal assistant had status somewhat above that of
the household help and maintenance workers. But he totally lacked Academic
rank—several times he had to explain that he was not even a
research assistant. Odd looks were directed his way, and his behavior would
certainly have been frowned on by the authorities—unless, of course, he should
be there legitimately on business for his master. His master was a man whom few
cared to annoy. And much of the time the servant's business was indeed
genuine; there was always at least one book or scroll that needed borrowing or returning.
But Jeremy knew an urge, perhaps unreasonable, to keep on visiting the library.
The place fascinated him; there were endless new things to be seen and heard,
and with the grafted Eye and Ear and Memory of Apollo to help him he thought
he could understand many of the new things and come tantalizingly close to
grasping others. It was hard to resist coming back to search among the books
at every opportunity. It was as if the knowledge he gained in this way was truly his, and he had the
irrational idea that it might somehow cushion his fall if the dreaded tumble
into Apollonian depths ever came.
He could easily imagine Arnobius at
some point growing angry or indifferent and discharging him. But as a freeman
he couldn't simply be given away. Certainly Jeremy had no wish to spend the
rest of his life serving meals and picking up clothes, but it was a notably
easier existence than laboring for Uncle Humbert or robbing henhouses up and
down the river. It would do quite nicely until he'd figured out how to meet his
sworn obligation Sal had trusted him with before she died. What was going to
happen to him if and when he managed to do that was something he didn't want
to think about.
There had been no lessening of his
thirst for vengeance on Sal's killers—and those who had
earlier dealt with his parents in the same way. But Jeremy knew almost nothing
about the individuals responsible, except that they were Lord Kalakh's
soldiers and servants. And a man couldn't sustain himself on a craving for
revenge and nothing else. At least, Jeremy felt sure that he could not.
Guiltily he realized that the
details of Sal's appearance were starting to grow blurred in his memory. It was
becoming hard to call to mind the exact sound of her voice. But he told himself
that the essentials of what she had been would never fade in his remembrance.
He also felt a strong sympathy for
Carlotta, but there seemed to be nothing he could do to help.
Over the course of weeks Jeremy
encountered a number of young students. Though he seldom or never had serious
talk with them, he overheard many of their conversations.
Now and then Ferrante came into
Jeremy's curtained niche and sat down and talked about his background and his
wish that he could be something other than a soldier. Jeremy liked the young
man and came near telling him too much. More often, they met and talked
somewhere outside the apartment.
Jeremy's acquaintance with Ferrante
was growing into friendship. He learned that the young soldier, like the great
majority of the population, had been brought up on a farm. Jeremy could readily
understand that the other had run away from home at fifteen and enlisted in
the Harbor Lord's army to seek adventure.
The military bodyguard was quartered
in a small set of rooms one floor up from the Scholar's suite. The sergeant in
charge had a room to himself.
Jeremy's manners, his knowledge of
etiquette, practically nonexistent by Academic standards, would have needed a
lot of polishing to make him an acceptable servant—except
that the magic of Apollo now and then put appropriate words into his mouth and
seemed to make his head bow or boldly lift, his hands move in gestures of
suitable humility and occasional eloquence that Jeremy himself did not begin
to understand. Grace and authority were there. And his natively keen inborn
intelligence soon caught on to the idea that he ought to trust these impulses
when they came, not fight them.
Meanwhile Arnobius paid little heed
to how any servants behaved, as long as they provided him with certain
essentials, at minimal inconvenience on his own part.
Now and then Jeremy caught a
glimpse, at some distance, of the man he now recognized as the avatar of
Thanatos. The man's colleagues were now addressing him as Professor Tamarack.
It was indeed the same man who, on leaving the area just after Alexander was
killed, had saluted Apollo, in what Jeremy had interpreted as a gesture of
scorn, contempt, and threat.
Once, as they gazed at each other
across the width of the library, Tamarack, smiling, repeated the gesture in
minimal form. In return, Jeremy could only stare. Then he walked slowly away,
with the feeling that he was doomed.
SIXTEEN
There arrived an otherwise undistinguished
afternoon in which some person or force unknown invaded the Scholar's rooms
during the hour or two he was away attending a faculty meeting. Nothing was
stolen, but the place was effectively turned inside out. Two of Ferrante's
low-ranking comrades in arms who were standing guard duty at the time, one at
the door and one below the windows, swore they had neither seen nor heard
anything out of the ordinary, nor had any visitors come to call.
During the intrusion the whole
apartment, walls, floor, and ceiling, was repainted in strange colors, laid on
in irregular stripes and splashes by some unknown and amazingly broad brush.
But that was not what drew awed attention. Incredibly, a window had actually been moved from one wall to another. The place
where the aperture had been was solid wall now, blending seamlessly with the
old wall around it.
Arnobius, on coming home, ran his
hands unbelievingly over the fabric of the stonework.
The Scholar's face as he
contemplated the turmoil was a study in mixed feelings. On the one hand, his
routine of study and experiment had been seriously, irreparably, disrupted,
his precious papers and artifacts of magic tossed about promiscuously. On the
other, the very nature of the disruption argued powerfully for the reality of
divine intervention in human affairs.
Intervening to save the unhappy
guards from military punishment, he questioned the pair closely and was
delighted to establish that powers beyond the merely human had been at work.
Not that any other explanation seemed possible. "The very window, Jonathan! Look at it! Obviously no merely human ..." He
let the statement fade away in bemused mumbling.
Jeremy looked into the several
rooms, not knowing quite what to think. Certainly this was not the work of
Death—some other god must have come upon the scene. The nature of
the prank strongly suggested the Trickster.
Arnobius's colleagues, gathering at
the scene as the word spread, reacted in predictable ways. The antigod faction
found ingenious arguments to explain how merely human pranksters could have
accomplished the feat after all.
Jeremy's private opinion, fortified
by what indications he could gain from the Intruder, was that if the vandalism
had any meaning, it must be intended as a warning to the Scholar. But a warning
from whom, regarding what?
Meanwhile, Carlotta was once more
nowhere to be found.
"I suppose it's possible she's
run away." Arnobius sighed— another of life's complications,
designed to bedevil him.
Probing gingerly into his augmented
memory, Jeremy could find no instance where any god had ever operated
independently of a human host. Therefore, the Trickster must now be associated
with some man or woman, even as Apollo had come to dwell with Jeremy. The person
who now shared the Trickster's nature could be one of the faculty or a student
at the Academy. It might just as likely be one of the lowliest laborers.
The fact that Carlotta had
coincidentally disappeared raised Jeremy's suspicions as to who the Trickster's
latest avatar might be.
In recent days Jeremy had begun to
wonder whether the Intruder, after melting down to get into his head, had then
reassumed some solid shape. Sometimes he had the feeling that the invader in
the form of a shapeless blob lay hidden only just barely beneath his skin, in
the shape of a giant snail or slug, peering out through his left eye, listening
through his ear; then again it seemed to him that the thing must have taken up
residence right in the center of his brain.
Wherever he imagined it, he
shivered.
The military situation, across that
portion of the continent surrounding Lord Victor's domain, which had seemed
likely to flare into open war at several widely scattered points, had in recent
weeks apparently calmed down a little.
The various potentates who were Lord
Victor's chief potential enemies, along with the infamous and already hostile
Kalakh, were keeping each other fully occupied, and Lugard wanted to seize the
opportunity to make his own bold move. Some of the Academics tried to keep a
close watch on the military and political situations as they changed, but
others, including Arnobius, did not.
Some three weeks after Jeremy's
arrival at the Academy, he was told by Arnobius that a final decision had been
made on the new expedition. They were going, with others from the Academy faculty,
to explore the Mountain of the Oracle. Margaret Chalandon was long overdue
from her solo attempt to accomplish the same thing. Arnobius had now been given
an additional reason for wanting to go to the Mountain—to
help locate Margaret Chalandon.
Arnobius had long been hoping to
launch an expedition for that purpose and some time ago, due to the unsettled
political situation, had requested that a military escort be provided by the
Lord Victor.
Arnobius's father had now at last
agreed, and the Scholar found this moderately surprising.
The real reason for this
acquiescence came out in a conversation between the two brothers that Jeremy
happened to overhear. It was the Lord Victor's wish to carry out a
reconnaissance of the Mountain and, if at all possible, boldly seize control of
the Oracle and of the heights above. The uneasy balance of forces that had
heretofore kept the Oracle open to most people was now spoiled.
Now at last His Lordship had
assembled what he considered an adequate military force.
A quiet search for Carlotta was
under way, though she had not been officially posted as a runaway slave. For
one thing, the sultan wouldn't have liked to hear that news. And Arnobius kept
muttering that he didn't want to be harsh.
Lord John, the girl's new owner—though
so far in name only—muttered once that he looked forward to getting his hands on her. Soon enough his father was
going to require him to marry and settle down, and when a wife came on the
scene the possession of a handsome and intriguing slave girl would no longer be
the simple and uncomplicated joy that it now was—or ought to
be. The same would be true of the elder brother. "Maybe that's why you
were so willing to give her away."
"I gave her away because she
and I had ceased to get on at all well together." Arnobius smiled faintly.
"And because I had the idea that you liked her."
"I'm beginning to wonder if I'm
ever going to see the gal at all."
Arnobius was looking at a map, spread
out on his worktable, when he noticed Jeremy standing nearby. With quiet
excitement the Scholar pointed out to his young attendant exactly where the new
expedition would be heading and with a finger traced the route.
The Mountain dominated the region
for almost a hundred miles in every direction, psychologically if not
necessarily in any other way. On the map it loomed over a nexus of roads.
Possession of the heights would not guarantee military control, but control
would be extremely difficult to sustain without it.
The Scholar, thinking aloud as he
often did, mentioned to Jeremy in a casual afterthought that he'd need a
replacement for Carlotta as a technical helper. "Do you have any idea who
we might... but no, how could you possibly?"
Jeremy was glad to see that Andy
Ferrante, as a member of the Scholar's permanently assigned bodyguard, would be
accompanying the Expedition, too.
In command of the whole military
escort was Lord John, who gave some signs of not being entirely happy with his
military life. He was out of favor with his father because of lack of imagination
in a recent battle.
"If we go up there in the guise
of an expedition of philosophers and naturalists, maybe no one will notice
that we're also carrying out a reconnaissance in force of the whole Mountain.
Or at least as far up as the Cave of the Oracle."
The more the Scholar got into the
planning and preparation for the Expedition, the more quietly excited he
became. He now thought that there was reason to believe that truth was likely
to be found on the peak of the Mountain, high above the Cave of the Oracle.
In what was commonly considered the
Oracle, the utterances delivered by some drugged priestess inside the entrance
to the Cave, Arnobius had no faith—"though I would
very much like to have." He confessed that he had lately been visited by
certain dreams that he interpreted as prophecy. Suddenly he had found reason to
hope that atop the Mountain, if not at the Oracle itself, he could and would
provide him with some credible answers to his eternal questions. "If it
can possibly be true that the Mountain was once truly the home of the gods,
then perhaps they are really to be found there once more."
Jeremy said, "Possibly only the
bad gods, sir." Hades had won the deadly battle there, had seized the
ground, and was not likely to have given up his prize.
"I do not fear them."
Then you are even a bigger idiot than I take you for, Jeremy fought down the impulse to
say the words aloud.
When the military escort for the
Expedition showed up at the Academy, it turned out to be considerably larger,
with more offensive capability, than the Academic nominally in command of the
Expedition had expected.
The center of the campus had
temporarily become a military parade ground, and people goggled and murmured at
the display. One of the Academics marveled: "One hundred men ought to be
more than enough to defend us against any conceivable gang of bandits. Four
hundred seems a ridiculous number."
Ferrante muttered to his friend that
half that number of lancers would be a lot more than were needed.
And the Scholar: "Of course,
it's absurd. And how are five hundred people going to feed themselves and their
cameloids? Forage off the countryside? That'll win us a lot of friends in the
area."
He was assured that there wouldn't
be five hundred, unless he was determined to bring half the faculty with him.
And whatever the number, ample supplies would be provided; there was a sizable
pack train.
Arnobius suspected that more was
going on here than he had been told about. His father and brother thought he
gave so little thought to anything outside of his philosophical speculations
that even five hundred men, under his brother's command, would not set him to
wondering what was going on.
It was soon obvious even to Private
Ferrante, who explained the business to Jeremy in one of their private
conversations, that the ostensible armed guard for this expedition had as its
real purpose a preemptive military strike, with the purpose of bringing the
Mountain and Cave under control of the Lugards. More likely just a scouting
effort, as above—but ready to seize the key strategic points if that should
appear feasible. Lord Victor and his military sons wanted to seize control of
the Oracle, with the idea of at least preventing other warlords from getting
its presumed powers under their control.
Meanwhile, a rumor was going about
to the effect that Arnobius had secretly had his unhappy slave girl killed.
"Do we make an open
announcement, then? We haven't much precedent for setting in motion a search
for a runaway slave. And I'm still reluctant to do that."
"Damn it, I never thought of
her in those terms."
"Maybe she didn't want to be forced to move out, to be told that she now belonged to someone
else."
"Maybe I won't want to get married, someday, when it comes to that. Matter of duty. Each of
us has a role to play, according to his or her position."
In any case, someone had to be
chosen to take Carlotta's place as the Scholar's lab assistant and fellow
natural philosopher.
When Jeremy thought about it, he
soon realized that Carlotta had been deluding herself that someday she might
really be granted a lady's rank and even would be considered suitable as a
bride for Arnobius. She'd managed to convince herself of that while she and the
Scholar were carrying on a long-term affair, casually accepted by his father
and the rest of society.
The Intruder's memory, coupled with
snatches of conversation overheard, made it possible for Jeremy to see with
some clarity the social and political implications. It wasn't really that the
Scholar stood to inherit his father's rank and power directly. Something in the
way of lands and other wealth, no doubt.
Pretty much the same thing applied
to his brother, John. Lord Victor's position as ruler of the Harbor Lands was
theoretically nonhereditary, but in practice one of his sons was very likely to
succeed him, given the approval of the Council in Pangur Ban.
Meanwhile, Lord Victor, while trying
to keep his full plans secret, even from his older son (whose lack of interest
in them could be assumed), was mobilizing and keeping ready a still larger
force, this one a real army, eight or ten thousand strong. These reserves were
prepared to march on short notice in the same direction as the supposed
scientific expedition.
Lord Victor intended to forestall
the seizure of the Mountain, and the psychologically and magically important
Oracle that lay inside it, by any of his rival warlords.
SEVENTEEN
Three other Academics, two men and a
woman at the level of advanced students, were chosen to accompany Arnobius and
serve as philosophical assistants. Several servants accompanied them. All were
practically strangers to Jeremy.
The total number of people in the
train was now something more than four hundred. Such a group with all its
baggage was going to move relatively slowly, no matter how well mounted they
might be and how well led. The journey from the Academy to the Cave of the
Oracle, whose entrance lay halfway up the flank of the distant Mountain, might
take as much as a month. Some cold-weather clothing was in order, as the end of
the journey would take them a mile or more above sea level. Still, it was
decided not to use baggage carts; everything necessary would be carried on
animals' backs.
The question Arnobius had asked, as
to how they were to feed themselves on the march, turned out to have a rational
answer and had been routinely managed by Lord Victor's military planners.
There were some allies along the way, and the chosen route afforded good
grazing for the animals.
Consideration had also been given to
the roads, which were known to be fairly good. Someone showed Jeremy His Lordship's
file of maps on the region, which was impressive.
Preparations for the first leg of
the journey were at their height when Ferrante asked Jeremy, "Have you
ridden before? Or will you need lessons?"
They were standing in the yard in
front of the Academy's extensive stables, where people were engaged in picking
out mounts for the Academic delegation.
As Jeremy approached, the nearest
cameloid turned its head on its long hairy neck and regarded him gravely from
its wide-set eyes. The boy in turn put out a hand and stroked the animal's
coarse, thick grayish fur, the hairs in most places a couple of inches long.
Dimly he could remember taking a few turns, years ago, aboard his parents'
mule, but outside of that he had no experience in riding any animal. Still, he
felt an immediate rapport with this one.
What happened to Jeremy now was very
similar to what had occurred on his first day at the Academy, when he had approached
a pasture. And recalled his earlier clandestine adventures in numerous
farmyards.
He had foreseen some such difficulty
and was as ready for it as he could be.
Looking round at the other animals
in the stableyard, fifteen or twenty of them in all, he saw with an eerie
feeling that every one of them had turned its head and was looking steadily at
him. The sight was unnerving, all the more so because of the side-to-side jaw
motion with which most of the beasts were chewing their cud.
No. Look away from me! The urgent mental command was evidently received,
for at once the animals' heads all swung in different directions.
Carefully surveying the nearest of
his fellow humans, Jeremy decided that none of them had noticed anything out of
the ordinary.
The common procedure for getting
aboard the cameloid called for the rider, with a minimum of effort, to climb
onto the back of a conveniently kneeling animal. But Jeremy had noted that some
of the more youthful and agile folk had a trick of approaching a standing
animal at a run, planting the left foot in the appropriate stirrup, and
vaulting up into the saddle in one continuous motion.
The saddles were light in weight,
made of padded lengths of bamboo, glued and lashed together. Each was in the
shape of a shallow cone, with an opening at the apex into which the cameloid's
single hump projected. Those of the best quality were custom-made for each
animal, while lesser grades came in a series of sizes. The rider's seat, of
molded leather, was actually forward of the hump, with the space behind it
available for light cargo or for a second passenger, in emergency.
Taking two quick steps forward, as he
had seen the others do, Jeremy planted his sandaled left foot solidly in a
stirrup and then without pausing vaulted right up into the saddle. Once having
attained that position, he grabbed and hung onto the reins with both hands,
not knowing what to expect next, while the animal's body tilted first sharply
forward, then toward the rear, adjusting to the load.
Other people, surprised at his
unexpected acrobatic display, were staring at him.
The position felt awkward to the boy
at first, and he wasn't sure just how he was supposed to hold the reins, but
the powerful animal beneath him was standing very quietly, only quivering
slightly as if in anticipation of his commands. Some of the other riders,
experienced or not, were having considerably more difficulty.
Mentally he urged his mount forward,
requesting a slow pace, and was instantly obeyed. Taking a turn around the
stableyard, Jeremy soon discovered that he had only to think of which way he
wanted to go and at what speed and the animal instantly obeyed. He couldn't
tell whether his wishes were being transmitted by subtle movements of his
hands and body or by some means more purely magical.
It was not that his body had
automatically acquired a rider's skill—far from it, for he
continually felt himself on the verge of toppling out of the saddle. Nor was
his mind suddenly filled with expert knowledge. But his mount obeyed his every
wish so promptly—leaned the right way to help him keep his seat, stood still as
a stone when that was required—that no one watching would doubt that he was
experienced.
When the signal was given, Jeremy's
cameloid moved out quietly with him in the saddle and seemed to know
intuitively which way its master wanted to go and at what speed.
When they had dismounted again, at
Ferrante's invitation Jeremy picked up and examined one of the lances, a
slender, strong, well-balanced shaft about ten feet long. The sharp
fire-hardened point and resilient shaft were all one piece of spring-wood. A
curved shield, to protect the user's hand and forearm, surrounded the body of
the lance near the butt.
"Looks like it might take some
skill to use," he commented, to say something.
"It does. But not as much as
the bow."
The lancers were also mounted
archers. Other weapons carried by your average lancer included a large knife.
Some had shields fashioned from the hides of mutant hornbeasts.
The military cameloids used by Lord
Victor's cavalry were big, sturdy animals, their humped backs standing taller
than a man's head, and powerful enough to carry even a big man at high speed
without straining. They could run, pacing, much faster than a man and under an
ordinary load maintain a speed of eight to ten miles an hour for hours on end.
Some of the dromedaries wore their
own armor, cut from sheets of the inner bark of a special tree, a material that
hardened and toughened as it dried.
A mounted party determined to make
speed at all costs could cover eighty miles a day on a good road, at least for
two or three days, until their mounts became exhausted. Under ordinary conditions
they could do forty miles a day.
In one corner of the stables were
housed a pair of animals of a species that Jeremy Redthorn's eyes had never
seen before—but his grafted memory immediately provided a wealth of
information. Horses were rare in this part of the world, as they were
generally considered sickly and unreliable. Leaders who wanted to appear
especially dashing sometimes rode them, but in general, mules were more widely
used.
Some of the more observant
onlookers, including a sergeant who had been assigned to keep an eye on how the
civilians were doing, marveled to see the odd way in which the young servant
held the reins, and before he could contrive to imitate those who were doing it
properly, some of them had begun to imitate him. The same with putting the
saddle on and taking it off.
Experiments carried out very
cautiously confirmed that Jeremy could, if he wished, control with purely
mental commands the mounts of others as well as his own.
Each night a site was chosen by Lord
John and camp was swiftly set up. Jeremy worked with other servants at putting
up the few tents shared by the Academics, building the one small fire shared by
the civilians and cooking their food. The latter job was made easier for him by
the Scholar's usual indifference to what he found on his plate.
The military escort routinely posted
sentries and sent out scouts. John was taking no chances, though everyone
believed that the force was too strong to be in any real danger of attack.
Then the commander frequently
dropped in on his brother and stayed for food and conversation.
On the first night out, the two
brothers discussed their respective intentions, alone beside a small campfire,
except for Jeremy, who tended the fire and stood by to run errands as required.
The advanced students who had taken
over Carlotta's professional duties carried on somehow, as did Arnobius
himself.
The last section of the chosen route
to the Mountain led over a series of swaying suspension bridges, crossing
rivers that roared green and white a dizzying distance below. Each time scouts
and skirmishers rode ahead, to make sure that no ambush was being planned in
this ideal spot.
And now the same Mountain that
Jeremy had marked on his long journey downriver, whose distant mystic glow his
left eye had sometimes marked against the clouds, was back in view. Often it
hung on the horizon directly ahead of the Expedition; sometimes it swung to
right or left with the turning of the trail. Always it glowed in Jeremy's left
eye like some exotic jewel.
The cameloids' tough feet were well
adapted for maintaining a good grip on rock.
When the Mountain was no more than a
few miles away, they reached the last suspension bridge that they were required
to cross, spanning a steep-sided gorge nearly a thousand feet deep.
The structure of the bridge was
slender, not meant for massive loads, and no more than about ten riders could
safely occupy it at a time.
Arnobius, who habitually rode in the
van, and his immediate escort were first to cross. Besides Jeremy, this party
included two junior academics and half a dozen mounted troopers, one of them
Ferrante, under command of a sergeant. As soon as they had put the bridge
behind them, a trap that had remained concealed until that moment was somehow
sprung.
Another handful of riders were on
the bridge when the two cord-vine cables supporting it abruptly broke at its
forward end or were severed as if by some act of magic. Hoarse screams drifted
up as men and animals went plunging into the abyss.
The Scholar and his immediate
entourage were neatly cut off from the bulk of the escorting force. At a
distance of more than a hundred feet, Lord John, surrounded by a mass of
lancers, could be seen and heard waving at his brother and shouting something
unintelligible.
For a few more moments it was still
possible to believe that the failure of the cables had been accidental. Then
some instinct drew Jeremy's attention away from the gorge, to the road ahead.
The sergeant asked sharply:
"What's that up ahead there? I thought I saw movement."
"One man riding . .. who in
hell's that?" Ferrante shaded his eyes and stared some more.
The road heading away from the
bridge led into a small wooded canyon, and now there was a stirring in the
brush on both sides of the road.
Now a single rider, dressed in what
appeared to be an officer's uniform from Lord Victor's army, now appeared upon
that road, waving with his arm as if to beckon them forward into the canyon.
The sergeant looked to Arnobius for
orders, but the Scholar, still pale from the shock of the bridge's collapse,
was paying him no attention.
Meanwhile the unknown rider, when no
one immediately complied with his gesture, urged his mount swiftly nearer,
then reined it out of its swaying, pacing run, so that the cameloid stopped in
place with a manlike groan and a thud of padded feet. The unknown man in
officer's garb leaned from his high saddle. "The Lord Victor himself is
nearby. He wants you Academic people to come with me—no
need for a large escort, Sergeant. Your squad will do."
Arnobius squinted at him. "My
father's here? How could he possibly—? What's this all
about?"
The unrecognized officer shook his
head. "I've just told you all I know. Better hurry." And he turned
his cameloid and spurred back the way he'd come.
The Scholar murmured his
acknowledgment of the message. And grumbled about his father's interference.
Arnobius and his small escort had
followed the messenger for no more than forty yards or so before reaching a
place well out of sight and sound of John and the bulk of his force. Now they
were in a narrowly constricted passage among trees and bush—
then the supposed messenger suddenly spurred ahead and disappeared as if by
magic among the vegetation.
"I don't like this." said
Arnobius unnecessarily. Reining in his restive mount, he appeared for once to
have abandoned woolgathering and to be taking a keen interest in his
surroundings. As if to himself he muttered, "We should have armed ourselves—"
The bushy treetops that almost
overhung the road stirred suddenly and powerfully. From places in them and
behind them, concealed hands hurled out a cord-vine net, which fell as swiftly
as the rocks that weighted it, engulfing the Scholar's head and arms. The snare
also engulfed Ferrante, who happened to be the closest soldier to the man they
had been ordered to protect.
In the next moment the ambush was
fully sprung. Men in a motley assortment of civilian clothes, bandits by the
look of them, some mounted and others on foot, came bursting out of
concealment.
Jeremy had a moment in which to note
that the face of one of them—he who was shouting orders at all the
others—was completely covered by a mask.
The two junior Academics who had
been with the Scholar in the vanguard tried to flee and were cut down by flying
weapons.
One or two of the small military
escort were trying to fight, while the others ran. Jeremy, terrified at the
thought of being caught in another slaughter, kicked both heels into his
cameloid's sides and added a mental command, urging the animal to full speed.
Once more he was fleeing for his life. But this time there was no deep,
welcoming river to hide him and carry him away.
EIGHTEEN
Jeremy's mount went down with a
crash, killed instantly by the simultaneous impact of two missiles striking its
head and neck. Sheer good luck kept the rider from breaking any bones as he was
flung out of the saddle.
All around him, noise and confusion
reigned.
Dominating the ragged front rank of
the enemy was a masked male figure, sword in hand, the very one who'd just
killed Jeremy's cameloid. Now he was dancing in a frenzy of excitement,
agonizing in the manner of an excited leader over whether the operation was
going properly.
The irregular weapons and clothing
of the enemy declared them bandits rather than soldiers. The sturdy figure in
the commanding position at their center definitely looked masculine, despite
the fact that its face was the only one concealed by a mask.
Jeremy caught a brief glimpse of
Arnobius, the net still entangling his head and arms, struggling madly in the
grasp of two brawny bandits, who were pulling him from his saddle while a third
held his cameloid's reins. Beside him struggled Ferrante, bellowing curses,
sword half-drawn, also hopelessly entangled in the net.
Noise and confusion raged on every
side as Jeremy rolled over, looking without success for a place to hide as the
dust puffs of more missiles spouted around him. Luckily for him, he'd been able
to roll free from the animal's body when it went down.
Whirling around on all fours, he
spent two seconds taking in the scene around him. Obviously the attackers had
already gained a winning advantage.
Of the half-dozen members of the
Scholar's bodyguard who had crossed the gorge with him, all but one had now run
away, urging their mounts to dangerous speed along the rim of the gorge. The
exception was Ferrante, and the net had made his decision for him.
Luckily uninjured by his fall,
Jeremy leaped to his feet and ran for his life. From one moment to the next he
kept hoping and expecting that the Intruder might do something to save him, at
least give him guidance. But so far he felt himself completely on his own.
Instinctively he headed downhill,
first close to the rim of the great gorge, then angling away from it, for the
simple reason that running in that direction would be faster. He heard another
slung rock whiz past his shoulder, quick as an arrow. Trying to climb down into
the gorge, with enemies on the brink above, would be utter madness.
After about fifty yards, he turned
his head and without breaking stride snapped a look back over his shoulder. It
showed him exactly what he had hoped not to see: the masked man, a stocky but
extremely energetic fellow, had leaped into the saddle and was urging his mount
after Jeremy in hot pursuit. Jeremy with a quick mental command brought the
cameloid to a stop, so suddenly that the animal went down, rolling over.
Unfortunately, the rider leaped catlike from the saddle and landed unhurt. In
another moment the masked man had regained his feet and resumed the chase
with his sword drawn.
The idea crossed Jeremy's mind of
getting his enemy's cameloid to run his enemy down. He flashed a command broadcast,
and the animal seemed to be trying to obey, but it had been injured in its fall
and could not even regain its feet.
All the cameloids in sight on the
near side of the gorge, including those belonging to the bandits, were thrown
into a mad panic. The usually dependable animals bolted to freedom or crippled
themselves in falls, with one or two actually plunging over the brink and into
the depths of the gorge. Jeremy was certainly not going to try to call the
survivors back.
Having used up his animal resources
and noting that the effect upon the enemy had not been nearly what he hoped
for, Jeremy turned his back on the ambushers and ran.
"Stop! Stop, I command
it!" The shouted order rang out imperiously, but Jeremy's feet did not
even slow.
When the man spoke, Jeremy had an
impression that his voice was familiar.
The masked pursuer, in his frantic
energy, gave the impression of being possessed by some god or by a demon.
After half a minute of desperate
flight, Jeremy found himself on one side of a tree, engaged in a dodging
contest with his pursuer, who was on the other.
For a few moments the pair played
death tag with a tree trunk in between. Slash
and the other's wicked
scimitar buried half its blade width in the trunk, while Jeremy danced back
untouched. Trouble was, he had no weapon to slash back with, so as his next
best choice he turned and ran again. Presently he was brought to bay, standing
on a rock, at his back a higher rock, impossible to climb.
The bandit, standing just below him,
was gasping, too, but found the breath to speak in connected words. "Who
am I talking to?" His voice was rich with what seemed a mockery of courtesy.
"Guess." The boy had all
he could do to get out the single word between gasping breaths.
"If you won't say, we'll find
out. . . ."A pause for heaving lungs. "So ... she gave you something
to carry to Alexander? Too bad you didn't deliver. But I suppose you were holding
out for a better price. Let's have a look at it, my friend."
"I don't know ... what you're
talking about."
"Don't you? Maybe that's
possible . . . but no. I suppose you haven't got it on you now?" The
masked man shifted his weight abruptly to his right foot, then quickly back to
his left.
"No." Even as Jeremy
reacted to each feint, he could feel a kind of relief at at last finding
someone who seemed to understand his situation—even if the
understanding one was going to kill him.
"You lie!" Death snarled
at him.
And somehow as he spoke the marauder
had moved a half-step closer, so that it seemed that the chase was truly over.
The fierce-looking blade came up menacing. Its sharp point jabbed at Jeremy's
ribs, hard enough that he felt a trickle of blood inside his shirt. "Maybe
I'll have to peel a chunk out of your skull to take a look. But no, you can't
be wearing it, so ... so save yourself a lot of pain and tell me where it
is."
But I am wearing it. . . yes, inside my skull. Even in the midst of fear and anger
it was possible to see the masked man's difficulty. If he did open Jeremy's
skull and failed to find there what he was looking for, there would be no hope
of extracting any further information from the victim. No doubt it was his
contemplation of this problem that made the swordsman dance a step or two in
sheer frustration.
Taking advantage of a moment's
inattention on the part of his foe and feeling himself urged on by his silent
partner, Jeremy broke desperately out of the position in which he had been apparently
cornered. He jumped squarely at his enemy, striking him in the chest with both
booted feet and knocking him down. The impact jolted from the swordsman what
sounded surprisingly like a cry of terror, but when the masked one bounced up
again a moment later he still had a firm grip on his sword, and Jeremy, who had
gone sprawling in the other direction, could do nothing but take to his heels
again.
Not only did Jeremy lack any skill
or experience in fighting, but he had never carried weapons and had none with
him now, except for Sal's practical knife. He'd carefully sharpened it and
scoured away the rust, then put it on again when starting on the Expedition.
So far, Jeremy had made no attempt
to draw his small knife. Even in an expert's hand, Sal's little blade would
have been no match for the masked one's sword.
In the days of his childhood Jeremy
had been considered fleet of foot. Already he had put considerable distance
between himself and the site of the ambush, but shaking off the man who wore
the mask was proving quite impossible. The landscape offered little in the way
of hiding places, consisting as it did of scattered patches of trees and
undergrowth, growing amid a jumble of small hills and ravines. With the
feeling that he himself was now moving at superhuman speed, the boy darted in
and out among the trees and took great risks bounding down a slope of rocks and
gravel. But his pursuer stuck to him with more than human tenacity.
Once the boy fell, tearing one leg
of his trousers and scraping his left knee and hip bloody. But scarcely was he
down when he had bounded up again, in his terror hardly aware of pain or
damage.
Every time Jeremy risked a glance
back over his shoulder, the grinning mask, pounding feet, and waving blade all
loomed closer by a stride or two. The gasping cries the bandit uttered were all
the more terrifying for being incoherent.
Behind the pair engaged in the
desperate partnership of the chase, the sounds of murder and mayhem coming from
the scene of the ambush faded with increasing distance. But in both of Jeremy's
ears the heavy thud of his pursuer's bounding feet grew ominously ever louder
and louder.
The boy strained legs and lungs to
increase his speed, but it did no good. Then, just as the bandit was about to
catch up, he, too, stumbled and fell. Judging by the savagery of the oaths he
ripped out, he must have skinned himself, too. But judging from the speed with
which he bounded up again, he could not have been seriously hurt. Grimacing
horribly and still cursing hoarsely, thereby demonstrating a disheartening
surplus of lung capacity, he came on again.
His quarry sprang away, avoiding
another murderous sword slash by half a step.
"Curse you! You couldn't
possibly keep up such speed if you weren't wearing it after all."
Something in that conclusion seemed to give the man pause. But after another
breath he again sprang forward, almost foaming at the mouth. "I'll have to
peel your head!" And he let out a cry half fear, half wordless longing.
Ever since the moment when the
bandits had come charging, leaping, vaulting, dropping out of ambush, Jeremy
had wordlessly and almost continuously pleaded for help from the alien mystery
that had come to dwell in his own head. But Jeremy's communication with the
Intruder had never been open and direct, and he could achieve nothing of the
kind now. At the moment, his alien partner seemed incongruously asleep. Only
too clearly the boy remembered that Sal had never been helped by this burden
either—at least not enough to keep the furies from killing her.
Breath sawing in his lungs, he
pounded on. Directly ahead of him, a steep and almost barren hillside loomed,
with no obvious way to get around it. He must decide whether to turn right or
left—
And now, just as Jeremy had abandoned
any hope of aid from the Intruder, there came evidence that his silent partner
was not entirely inactive after all. Maybe his onboard god fragment had been
busy making plans or just staying out of Jeremy's way until the proper
opportunity arose. Because now the boy's left eye, which ever since the ambush
had been refusing to provide him with guidance of any kind, suddenly displayed
a tiny spot of crystalline brightness, almost dazzling, lodged in a gravel bank
just ahead. The spark of brightness was high up toward the top of the bank,
where the hillside steepened into a cliff, just below the place where it grew
into an overhang impossible to climb.
So, he had to reach that spot at all
costs, before a sword thrust came to kill or cripple him from behind.
And still the pursuer himself had
breath enough to yell. "Give me your Face—I mean the
magic thing the woman gave you, you bloody idiot—and I will let you live!"
Oh no. What you told me before was true—you'll have to
peel my head. Jeremy wasted no breath in trying to reply but only launched
himself at the bank and scrambled up.
In desperation, exhausting his last
reserves of wind and energy, seeking something, anything, to
use in self-defense, like a rock small enough to throw and big enough to kill,
Jeremy sped up the hill as fast as he could go, a final lunge carrying him to
within an arm's length of the dazzling spot.
Grabbing swiftly with his right
hand, he scooped up the radiant little nugget, along with a small handful of
surrounding gravel. Spinning awkwardly on the steep slope, he spent his last
strength in a great swing of his arm, hurling his fistful of pebbles at his
enemy, who was now but little more than an arm's length away.
The impact was amazing, as
successful a stroke as he'd hoped for but had scarcely dared to expect. It was
as if Jeremy had clubbed the masked man with a heavy weapon, stopping him in
his tracks. His sword clattered to the ground, and in the next moment he
clapped both hands to his masked face, uttered a choked cry, and toppled
backward. The impact of his heavy body and its hardware on the steep hillside
provoked a substantial avalanche. Bouncing and sliding down amid a
hundredweight or two of gravel, Jeremy's fallen foe came to a stop at the very
bottom. There he lay without moving, both brawny arms out-flung. The cheap mask
had come partly loose from his upturned face, enough to show a spiderweb of
welling blood. Meanwhile the bandit's helmet and sword had come rolling and
sliding down the slope to join their owner.
Standing ten yards or so above his
fallen foe, with the gravelly slope slowly giving way under his weight, Jeremy
swayed on trembling legs, blood roaring in his ears, on the verge of fainting
from the exertion and terror of the pursuit. But it was over now. That fall had
been too genuine to allow for any suspicion of trickery.
Death's claim on him having been
denied for the moment, Jeremy's quivering legs allowed themselves to collapse
under him. His sitting automatically launched his own minor landslide. He was
borne toward the bottom only a little more slowly than his enemy had gone.
Gradually he ceased to gasp, to hear
the thudding of his pulse, as it slowed down to normal. Looking keenly about
him amid settling dust, he made sure that he and his assailant still had the
immediate vicinity to themselves. Now Jeremy saw with dull surprise that the
face beneath the mask was ... No, it was really no surprise at all. But he'd
have to get closer to be sure.
Near the bottom Jeremy's private
avalanche slowed to a trickle, and the boy regained his feet to walk the last
few yards, to stand over the body of the first man he'd ever killed—who'd
come within an inch of killing him.
Bending for a closer look, Jerry saw
that he man had been hit in the right eye with some sharp-pointed object, for
bright blood was trickling out in thin streams over the dead face.
Jeremy reached out to pull the cheap
mask away to reveal the features of Scholar Tamarack. His left eye limned them
in a peculiar, sickly glow.
And then he recoiled, not
understanding. The human countenance revealed was undergoing a rapid
succession of changes.
For a moment or two that face was no
more than a grinning skull. But it, too, was recognizable; he'd seen the same
countenance, or something very like it, on a certain statue. And it had
grinned at him, beneath a jaunty salute, when he had raised his eyes from the
body of the murdered Professor Alexander.
Thanatos. Jeremy stood staring
stupidly. His astonishment was not that Thanatos/Tamarack should be here, but
that Death should be dead. It seemed that, with a pebble hurled in desperation,
he'd somehow accomplished a miraculous victory. For a moment a mad suggestion
flared: Did that mean that no one could ever die again? . . . but that was
ridiculous, the craziest idea that'd ever crossed his mind.
And now, before Jeremy's
half-believing eyes, the fallen body also was contorting, even changing its
size and shape to some degree. When it settled into final death, it lay
shrunken inside clothing that had become somewhat too large. It was only the
corpse of some middle-aged Academic, almost anonymously ordinary. The face was
still Tamarack's, or very nearly, but Jeremy could not remember ever laying
eyes on this man before.
Slowly the boy straightened. He glanced
briefly at the cheap, mundane mask he was still holding—it
was quite an ordinary thing, and he tossed it aside.
The meaning, the implications, of
what had just happened were beyond his ability to calculate.
In his left eye's gaze, the fatal
missile was still marked by the luminous halo that had originally drawn Jerry's
attention when its source lay embedded in the gravel bank. The boy's right eye
told him meanwhile that he was looking at nothing but a dull black, oddly
pointed pebble.
Objectively, the weapon he had
wielded with such fatal skill and force was less than two inches long, a dark
flake of razor-thin obsidian—an ancient arrowhead, Jeremy realized. It
had struck point-first—more than luck had to be involved in that— and with all
the force of Jeremy's lean body behind it.
The bandit—whether
he should be truly called Thanatos or Scholar Tamarack—was quite dead, no
longer even twitching. His head lay at an odd angle, and Jeremy supposed his
neck might well be broken, after a fall like that. During the past half-year
he'd seen enough dead folk to have no doubts about this one.
And now came shattering revelation,
though as soon as Jeremy saw it he realized it ought not to have been a
surprise at all. With a faint hissing and crackling sound, a Face fragment, superficially
much like Jeremy's in appearance, was coming out of the bandit's head.
The boy watched with a sick
fascination as the small translucent shape came first oozing and then popping
out. Jeremy watched intently, holding his breath. What he had momentarily
thought was the dead man's own proper skull, inexplicably starting to show
through, now revealed itself as a portion of a Face fragment. The countenance
of which this fragment was a part was very different from Apollo's Face—in
fact, it was the bone-bare countenance of Death. A mere translucent cheekbone
filled with rippling light, a lipless grin, a pair of holes where nostrils
might have fitted.
It seemed that it was Apollo who
reached out a hand, a powerful right hand that had once been only Jeremy's,
and for the second time peeled a mask-like thing away from the dead face.
Holding it up, Jeremy saw how like his own morsel of divinity it was—one-eyed,
one-eared, the same slightly jagged edges, its translucent thickness marked by
a mysterious inner current.
The touch of it brought no pleasure
to the fingers. I will not put on the
Mask of Death. The Lord
of Light and Jeremy Redthorn both rebelled against the very thought—and
if any final assurance were needed, the Intruder's memory supplied it. No
human could ever be avatar of more than one god.
Over the past year Jeremy had become
only too familiar with the sight of death—but this was the
first time he had killed anyone. So far the realization carried little
emotional impact. The thought now crossed his mind, bringing little emotional
content with it, that this would probably not be the last fellow human he ever
killed.
If the being whose life he had just
snuffed out was really a fellow human at all. But then he realized it must be
so—only another human, wearing a fragment of another Face.
There was a calculating quality in
the way he noted that bit of information, distinctly alien to Jeremy's usual
modes of thought. He took it as evidence that he was now seeing some things from
the viewpoint of the alien dweller inside his skull.
We killed him with an arrowhead. But that—he
thought—was only Jeremy Redthorn's voice.
He also thought that, if he tried,
he could imagine pretty well what the Intruder might be, ought to be, saying to
him now:
Ah, if only I/we had had the Silver Bow and proper
Arrows! Then there would have been none of this pusillanimous running away,
only to turn and strike out desperately when cornered.
An ordinary bow and arrow, or even
an arrow alone, would have made an enormous difference to an avatar of the
Far-Slayer, thought Jeremy with sudden insight. Had there been time, I might have pulled a useful shaft from the body
of one of the fallen soldiers back at the ambush site. . . .
Meanwhile, Jeremy didn't know what
to do with the object he had almost unwillingly picked up, the thing that had
somehow turned a middle-aged Academic into the God of Death. If the feelings
that rose up in him were any clue, Apollo regarded it with repugnance. Jeremy
considered trying to destroy it on the spot, by hacking at it with his newly
captured sword, but Apollo gently and voicelessly let him know that he would be
wasting his efforts.
"All right, all right! What
then? What do we do with it?"
Even as he tried to relax and wait
for guidance, his right arm drew back and hurled the thing away. It went into a
handy stream, the almost transparent object vanishing as soon as it fell below
the surface. The flow of water was going to wash it away, somewhere, until...
Suddenly the boy was reluctant to dig into memory for the knowledge of what
would most likely happen next.
Jeremy, still surprised by what his
own right arm had done, throwing the Face of Death into a stream, had to assume
that the Intruder knew what he was doing. Dipping hastily into acquired memory,
the boy uncovered certain facts concerning running water. The fact that the
stream where he had hurled the Face of Death, or the larger stream it emptied
into, soon vanished underground made it all the better a hiding place. Now the
fragment would be hard for even a god to find.
Only when his hand went
unconsciously to the empty belt sheath did the boy fully realize that he had
lost Sal's knife. Now clearly he remembered the feel of the impact when it had
been knocked out of his hand, and he felt the deprivation keenly, on an
emotional as well as a practical level.
With some vague idea of compensating
himself for the loss, Jeremy picked up the fallen bandit's sword, before
turning his back on him. The weapon was finely made, but it sat in his hand
much more awkwardly than had the stone arrowhead. The thought that he should
take belt and scabbard to accompany the blade and make it easier to carry never
crossed the boy's mind. He had no idea of how to use a sword, beyond the
obvious basic one of cutting or thrusting at the enemy. The previous owner, in
his one-eyed contemplation of the sky, offered him no guidance. Nor did the
silent partner lodged in Jeremy's own head have anything to say on the matter;
still, being able to swing a dangerous blade at the end of his right arm made
the boy feel minimally more secure.
For a long moment he stood
listening, sweeping the trees and hillocks before him with his own gaze and the
Intruder's. The sword he had just taken up felt strange and clumsy in his hand.
He could hear no sounds of combat. He supposed he might have run half a mile
trying to get away from the masked man.
It seemed he had indeed escaped this
latest batch of enemies; no other pursuers were in sight. Deciding there was no
point in standing around waiting for them, he chose a direction, again heading
generally downhill, and started moving. The idea of trying to find the place
where he had lost Sal's knife and then recover it crossed his mind, but he
pushed it aside as impractical.
The thing to do now, Jeremy assured
himself, was get back as fast as he could walk, or run, to Lord John and his
four hundred men and then guide them in hunting down the damned bandits and see
if they had taken Arnobius and the others hostage instead of killing them.
Lord John and the main body of
lancers must have seen what had happened, and riders must be speeding even now
back to Lord Victor with word of the disaster. As soon as John could get his
four hundred men on the right side of the river gorge, they would all be on the
trail of the ambushers.
And now, as Jeremy was trying to
decide what to do next, a sickeningly familiar ring of bandits came pouring
out from behind trees and underbrush, with their weapons in hand, to surround
him.
And now again, just when Jeremy
thought he most desperately needed whatever strength and cunning the Intruder
might contribute, he was being given no help at all.
NINETEEN
When Hades learned of the death of his henchman
Thanatos, at the hands of Apollo reborn, the first concern of the Lord of the
Underworld was for the Face fragment that the right hand of Jeremy Redthorn had
thrown into a stream.
The God of the Underworld had a fair idea of where a
Face fragment thrown into that stream was likely to reappear, and his helpers
were soon dispatched to search for it. The Face of Death was only of secondary
power, and Hades felt no need to concern himself as to which of them might put
it on.
Meanwhile, Hades pondered who this new avatar of his
great enemy might be—not one of the so-called worthy ones of
the Sun God's cult of worshipers; they were all being kept under observation.
No, the answer appeared to be that this was a mere
lad, chosen accidentally by Fate—
Or possibly the choice of Apollo himself?
Now the bandits, as they marched
Jeremy back to the site of the ambush, were grumbling and swearing because
their leader and employer seemed to have deserted them. They were upset, but at
the same time their behavior conveyed a strong undercurrent of relief.
"If I'm going to take orders
from someone, I want him to be strong. But not crazy." It seemed that
Tamarack had never revealed to these followers, or had never succeeded in
convincing them, that he was indeed the God of Death.
This time, when a dozen or so
bandits came at Jeremy in a group, casually surrounding him, calling him
sharply to throw down his weapon—laughing at the way
he was holding his borrowed sword—it was plain to him that trying to fight was
useless.
One of them grabbed up the weapon as
soon as he had cast it down. "Where'd ye get this?"
Even before Jeremy's answer left his
mouth, he could feel, up-welling in him, the sense that something was about to
happen, an event after which his world would never be quite the same. And then
he surprised himself by what he said, the words coming out in a flat, cold tone
of challenge: "I met a man back there who paid a good price for me to take
it off his hands."
He saw eyebrows rising on the faces
in front of him, expressions changing. What was going to happen now had a
whole lot to do with Jeremy's silent partner, though at the moment the Intruder
was sending no gem sparkles to brighten Jeremy's left eye's field of vision.
And at the same time sharp in Jeremy's memory was the image of Sal lying dead.
She'd been killed with terrifying ease, by enemies no more formidable than
these folk were, and the Face shard of Apollo had given her no help. Of course
Sal hadn't been carrying it inside her head.
But in a moment the bandits'
laughter burst. It was plain that whatever had happened to Professor Tamarack
wasn't going to lose them any sleep.
The moment of tension among the
bandits had passed. This time the Intruder's challenge was going to be ignored,
rather than accepted.
The men (there were no women among
them) who now surrounded Jeremy and tied his hands behind him treated him almost
tenderly; the arguments he had started to practice, to the effect that he was
someone worth ransoming, proved to be unnecessary. With his hands bound, they
brought him back to a place near the site of the original ambush, where the
main band of bandits were now gathered with their other prisoners.
"A servant of the Lugard
family! Likely they'll pay something to get him
back."
As soon as they reassured Jeremy
that he was in no immediate danger, the interior upwelling of—what
was it? power?—whatever it had been receded, so the boy once again knew
himself to be no more than a tired and frightened stripling. He knew that if
they were to continue their questioning, the next answer he gave them was going
to be a very meek and timid one.
* * *
The boy felt a greater relief than
he would have expected to see that Andy Ferrante had survived the ambush
without serious injury, as had Arnobius. Ferrante was plainly steaming; had
his hands been free, he would probably have done something to get himself
killed. His face had some new bruises, and he had a crazy look about him.
Evidently everyone else in the party was dead or had escaped.
Both of Jeremy's fellow prisoners
were glad to see him alive, sorry that he had not got away. Soon they were all
three seated together, all with their wrists tied behind them.
Arnobius informed the latest arrival
that the bandits had evidently known all along that he was Lord Victor's son.
"I think we're safe for the moment, Jonathan. They know who I am, and they
plan on holding us all for ransom. My father will pay—
since he really has no choice." Arnobius was taking care to sound
confident on that point, on the theory that at least one of the bandits must be
listening. "He'll negotiate some reasonable amount. What I wonder is how did
they know me so quickly? Were they expecting me here?"
Maybe it wasn't you they were really looking for,
Scholar. But it was
unlikely to occur to Arnobius that anyone in the human world could consider him
unimportant.
Jeremy, having recognized Professor
Tamarack in the pursuer he'd just left dead at the foot of the gravel bank, now
had a good idea of how the ambush had been arranged. But just now he was
reluctant to discuss it in public with Arnobius.
Intruder, I badly need your help. But he uttered the silent plea with
no real hope that it would be answered.
The man who was gradually assuming
authority among the bandits, taking over for the absent Death, made no answer
to the Scholar's remark. He and his people continued to treat Arnobius and his
companions reasonably well, assuming that all of them would be worth a fairly
good price in the hostage market.
"With perfect hindsight one can
see that it was foolish for us to come this far from home without a sizable escort," said the Scholar to Jeremy, putting a slight emphasis
on the last words. His eyes glared at his servant, trying to convey a message.
Jeremy had no trouble in grasping the point: it was still possible to hope that
the bandits didn't know how strong their full escort had been, that four
hundred of Lord Victor's cavalry were quite likely only a mile or two away—possible,
if not exactly a good bet. But Jeremy was surprised. Arnobius, of all people,
was suddenly thinking in practical, worldly terms!
"Yes, my lord," said
Jeremy, nodding to assure the other that he had grasped the point. The scrapes
he'd got from falling during the chase were hurting.
He wanted also to convey the fact that
he'd recognized the deceased bandit leader. Though it might be just as well
not to try to tell Arnobius that his fellow Academic had also been Thanatos the
god, the personification of Death. Knowing the Scholar, that would probably do
no good at all. Anyway, Jeremy decided that would have to wait until he and
Arnobius could talk without the bandits overhearing them.
The bandits were growing impatient,
waiting for the man who'd hired them and given them a plan to follow.
"Where's the Mad One?"
Jeremy thought that a likely name
for them to give an Academician—though not one they
would have been likely to call Thanatos to his face.
A tall man wearing one earring
gestured toward Jeremy. "Last I saw of him, he was running after this
one."
"Why should we care what he's
doing?"
"Because he's paid us and he's
going to pay us more."
"Hey, wasn't that the Mad One's
sword the kid was waving?"
"Yes, idiot, that's what we've
been talking about." The eyes of the last speaker came around and fixed on
Jeremy; they did not seem unkind. "You'll lead us to where you last saw
the gentleman, won't you, lad?"
All boldness had retreated,
somewhere deep inside. Jeremy nodded, swallowed. "Sure."
The bandits eventually located the
body of their missing leader. His death dashed whatever hopes they entertained
of eventually collecting all the pay the man had promised them when his objective
had been achieved.
On finding the fallen man's dead
body, the band seemed neither much surprised nor particularly grieved. One or
two of them declared they couldn't recognize it—refused to
believe this worn-and sedentary-looking corpse was the terrible figure who,
their attitude implied, had held them all in awe. According to them, even its
physical size was notably diminished.
The body did appear to be wearing
their leader's clothes, which gave them cause to wonder.
"He changed clothes with this
one? Makes no sense. There's got to be magic in it somewhere."
"If this ain't the Mad One,
then the Mad One's likely coming back." The speaker concluded with a
nervous glance over his shoulder.
"Well, and if it's him, how did
he come to this? Whatever killed him hit him in the eye."
Someone finally suggested that
Jeremy might be responsible.
He tried a simplified version of the
truth. "I threw a rock at him. He was going to ..."
"Yes, a rock indeed." The
arrowhead was still available. There was of course no sign of any shaft to go
with it. "Well, one lucky throw."
Presently they gave up, though one
or two continued from time to time to throw wary, wondering glances at Jeremy.
The consensus of opinion among the band was coming around to the view that they
should get on with their business in their own way, and if they were lucky
maybe the one they feared and worried about wouldn't come back at all.
Now that they had the son of the
Harbor Lord, they seemed a little vague as to what they were going to do with
him. The scheme to collect ransom, Jeremy gathered, was still in effect, but
the details were hazy and perhaps growing hazier.
At dusk, the bandits built a small
fire, cooked and ate some food, belatedly and grudgingly fed their prisoners,
and tied them up for the night.
Privately Jeremy tried to understand
how the expedition had been ambushed and why his own strange new powers had
failed to prevent it or at least give warning. The Intruder either had been
willing for it to happen or hadn't been able to do anything about it.
The Scholar was even more angrily
eager for some explanation.
Obviously Tamarack, the renegade
Academic, had known where to intercept the party and had help, whether magical
or merely technical, in setting up the ambush. But when the trap was sprung,
he'd not concentrated his attention on Arnobius, who was presumably its object.
No, the one he'd never taken his eyes off, had chased like a madman, was
Jeremy. Here, far from the Academy and its crowds of onlookers, Death had had a
very different objective....
Whenever the group stopped for a
rest or to make camp for the night, Jeremy had a chance to discuss their
situation with the Scholar and Ferrante. The bandits let them talk together,
assuming that each would be thinking up the strongest possible arguments as to
why he should be ransomed at any cost.
Actually, not much of the prisoners'
time was spent on that. In fretful whispers they all kept worrying at the same
question. Someone at least suggested that magic must have been involved in
their betrayal to Lord Victor's enemies.
Now there was nothing for the three
survivors to do but submit to captivity and allow themselves to be dragged
forward under the drastically changed circumstances.
Arnobius went through the hours
grim-faced and for once seemed fully aware of his immediate surroundings.
Now the gang, new leadership having
taken over and modified its goals, carried its prisoners off in the opposite
direction from the Mountain.
The prisoners exchanged glances but
said nothing. They were now heading in the opposite direction from where they
believed John and his lancers to be.
The band stayed on small trails,
avoiding the larger roads, which in this region all converged upon the Oracle.
On those highways parties traveling with armed escorts were fairly common.
Instead the bandits preferred to look for an isolated farmhouse to attack.
Next best would be a small, poorly defended village. Jeremy failed to see how
this harmonized with their primary goal of obtaining ransom for Lord Victor's
son. But then he had already seen and heard enough of the gang's behavior to
realize that consistency was not to be expected.
Even with his left ear it was
difficult to hear the leaders' words as they argued among themselves, but what
he did pick up suggested they were experiencing some difficulty in reaching a
consensus.
Pressing on along the road, being
dragged as a bound prisoner, Jerry had the Mountain now and then in sight, when
the road curved, even though they were heading away from it. It even began to
dominate the skyline, but its top was still obscured, even from the piercing
gaze of his left eye, by natural clouds or subtler magical effects.
The earlier loss of all their
cameloids seemed to make little difference to the bandits' plans. Everyone was
walking, in keeping with their pose as pilgrims. They coughed and blinked in
clouds of dust until a shower came along to settle it.
Anyway, Jeremy had the hopeful
feeling that the intrusive power inside his head was slowly, fitfully
mobilizing itself in some new way. At least he could hope that something of the
kind was going on. He wondered if mortal danger had wrought a permanent change
in the nature of his relationship with the Intruder. Since showing him the
sparkling arrowhead, it had at least been fully awake and aware that the body
it inhabited faced grave peril. But he kept coming back to the fact that it had
not saved Sal's life for her.
The longer the partnership went on,
the more trouble Jeremy had thinking of the Intruder as really another person in his head. Maybe because the Intruder never talked to him
in plain words. And the idea that he, the child of poor villagers, was now
sharing his humble skull space with a god—least of all any of
the truly great divinities, like Apollo—was very hard to swallow. The chilling
thought came that his partner, or invader, acted more like the demons of legend
were supposed to act, half-blind and fitful... That thought was not endurable,
and Jeremy put it from him
It was no demon that had killed the
most recent avatar of Thanatos. Or at least had killed the man who had been the
servant of the real god, as he, Jeremy, had become the servant of...
Divinity or not, familiarity was
beginning to breed contempt.
If only he could talk to the damned thing, person, or god—or he, or it, could
say something, in plain words, to Jeremy—but whether the Intruder could not
converse or would not, evidently that was not to be.
Sometimes, especially just before
drifting off to sleep or when waking up, Jeremy seemed to catch a glimpse, out
of the corner of his left eye, of the Dark Youth of his dreams standing or sitting
near him. When he tried to look directly at the figure, it invariably
disappeared.
For a while, being herded forward
with his fellow prisoners, walking at a brisk pace in open sunlight, Jeremy
tried to devise a plan of escape that would take advantage of his ability to
sunburn himself free of ropes. But that would take some time, and someone
would be sure to notice what he was doing.
He decided he had better wait for
guidance. Experience suggested that the Intruder would provide what help was
absolutely necessary. But only when he was good and ready.
TWENTY
Having turned resolutely in the
opposite direction from where their captives had hoped to go, the bandits
brought their little knot of prisoners to a halt at a place where the Mountain,
looming at a distance of ten miles or so, presented them with a fine view when
they turned back to look at it.
Only a quarter of a mile away,
reported the scouts sent out by the new bandit leader, lay what one of their
scouts reported as the Honeymakers' village.
From the recesses of Jeremy's
natural memory drifted a vague recollection that Sal had once mentioned a
village of that name, wondering if she had reached it. But Apollo's fund of
information assured him that there were many such, scattered around the world.
What exactly had Sal's words been,
on that occasion? Bees would be a help;
cattle would be a help. Yes,
she had said that, or something very like it. But then of course she'd been
delirious much of the time.
Observing the village at hand from a
little distance above it on a wooded hillside, where he had been herded
together with his fellow prisoners, Jeremy saw that it was two or three times
the size of the settlement where Uncle Humbert and Aunt Lynn had grown their
grapes—and no doubt still did, if they yet lived. Here the houses
seemed more sturdily built and were in a different style.
Jeremy could see a few of the
villagers, moving about, and his augmented vision strongly hinted to him that
there was something special about these people. There was a moment when he
thought he could almost see the ghostly figure of the Dark Youth, walking among
them in the swirling white cape that he wore for business. Almost, but not
quite.
The majority of the bandits now
pulled out pilgrim costumes, pale cloaks and habits, which they slid on over
their ordinary clothes and their sheathed weapons.
The three prisoners were left,
closely guarded by a couple of their nastier-looking captors, outside the town
until the attack had succeeded. They were warned to make no outcry.
"Unless you want to go back to Lord Victor's service with a few parts
missing."
Yet another village to be overrun,
to die under the impact of a surprise attack by the forces of evil. The boy
began to feel ill in anticipation of what was going to happen to these innocent
people. Judging from what he could see of them, small figures moving in the
distance, they were common-enough folk, a natural mixture of young and old. He
could hear someone in the village calling in a loud voice, speaking a dialect
quite similar to that with which Jeremy had grown up.
And now, once more, Jeremy's
left-eye vision, which he had begun to fear had deserted him, was definitely
becoming active. When he looked at these villagers from a distance, it seemed
to him that each of them sprouted a thick growth of almost invisible quills,
like some kind of magical porcupines. He understood that this was only
symbolic, but what did it mean? He could only assume it to be some kind of
warning. Maybe these people could not be attacked with impunity. Well, that was
fine with him. He wasn't going to try to pass the warning on.
And his god eye also reported that
something in the center of town, other than its people, was definitely glowing,
with a diffuse but steady radiance. The source of this light, whatever it
might be, was still out of Jeremy's sight, hidden from his view behind a leafy
mass of shade trees, but its presence was undeniable.
And the more Jeremy looked at these
simple folk, the stronger grew the feeling that they were, or ought to be,
familiar old friends or helpers . . . who had played a role in his life, somewhere,
a long time back, though he couldn't recall exactly how or when or where. Damn
it, he knew them somehow....
Before he had time to consider the
matter at any length, the attack was under way. The watchers on the hill could
hear the screams of sudden terror, and they saw how a couple of villagers were
cut down in cold blood.
About half the population, crying
their alarm, fled the little settlement, with a bandit or two shooting a few
desultory arrows after them; and the other half were not so lucky. Half a
dozen girls and young women among them were rounded up; if the rest were
content to sit or stand by and watch the despoiling of their daughters and
their property, it seemed they would not be molested much.
A few minutes later, being prodded
and herded with his fellow captives down from the hill and into the little
village square, Jeremy was able to get a direct look at the source of the strange
glow. It centered on the statue at the center of the crude shrine, the figure
of a nude man holding what might have been a lyre under its left arm. With a
sense of grim inevitability Jeremy recognized the unskillful carving as
intended to represent Apollo.
Now the program of serious terror
got under way.
The marauders swaggered in, cowed
anyone who looked at them, kicked open the few doors that were slammed at their
approach, and began disarming men—though none of these
village men were bearing real weapons. Still several were knocked down, cowed,
disabled.
One or two brave boys and angry
women met similar fates. Dogs that barked and challenged were ruthlessly cut
down.
The bandits seemed unconcerned about
the villagers who had managed to hide or run away—it was
probably a safe assumption they had really nowhere to run for effective help.
An old man, evidently some kind of a
local leader, stepped forward, trembling. Jeremy gathered, from the few words
that he could overhear, that one of the young women already being molested was
the old man's daughter or granddaughter.
Although his relatives were now
trying to hold him back, he protested in a quavering voice, "It is a very
foolish thing that you are doing—"
The old man, now being surrounded by
a little circle of bandits, screamed out his plea for Apollo's help against
the darkness, the barbarians.
"Other gods rule now, you old
fool," one told him in a pitying, almost kindly voice.
"In fact," said another,
adopting a thoughtful attitude, "we ourselves are the only gods you need.
What's the matter? Don't you recognize us?"
A roar of laughter burst out around
the little circle. "Anyway, we're the only ones taking any interest in you
today! Let's hear some prayers."
The words that came out of the old
man's mouth were not a prayer, and a bandit's fist soon shut it for him.
Jeremy meanwhile was experiencing an
increasing sense of remoteness. He realized now that he'd been mistaken about
the Intruder—the alien power inside his skull had not fallen idle.
Something was going on, but he could not tell exactly what. Whatever it was
produced a feeling of disorientation, unsteadiness, apart from what could be
blamed on the horror he had to watch. And now there was a kind of humming sound—was
it inside his head or out?—that he could not identify. It was a distant very
faint but slowly growing noise, a wavery, polyphonic drone, that seemed to have
no beginning and no end.
Jeremy closed his eyes—not
so much in an effort to blot out horror as to seek something else; he knew not
what. There passed before his view a parade of all the images of the gods that
he had ever seen, most particularly a collection of the statues and paintings
he had walked among while at the Academy.
He knew that Apollo (the being whose
image at the Academy bore that label) was considered God of "Distance,
Death, Terror, and Awe," "Divine Distance," "Crops and
Herds," "Alexikakos,"
Averter of Evil.
Now and again Jeremy grew afraid
that the alien thing inside his head cared not at all what might happen to any
portion of his own proper mind or body.
The voices of the terrified
villagers, men, women, and children, muttering, sobbing, in repeated and
hopeless prayer, had blended into that other droning sound, so Jeremy could no
longer separate the components of what he heard.
The repeated invocation of Apollo,
the sight of the crude smiling statue, riveted Jeremy's attention. There again
was the one presence he could not escape; the Intruder inside his head, however
ungodlike certain aspects of his behavior, had to be in some way identified or
at least connected with Apollo—with the entity to which humans gave that
name.
And he, Jeremy Redthorn, now carried
some portion of that god's substance—whatever that might
mean—within his skull.
After the carnage of the early
minutes of the invasion, when the feeble attempts at resistance were bloodily
put down, but before the leisurely rape and looting really got under way, the
bandits had the idea of putting the hostages they wanted to save in a safe
place and detailing one of their number to look out for them.
"We don't want you getting hurt
by accident." A wicked chuckle and a hard poke in the gut. "Wouldn't
be good for business. On the other hand, we don't want you to forget where you
belong and just go wandering off when we're not looking."
The safe place turned out to be the
front room of the mayor's whitewashed house, only the width of a narrow street
from the central plaza. Neither it nor any of the adjoining houses had yet been
set on fire.
Of course, the bandit assigned to
look after the potential hostages might soon desert his post.
One of the more clever and observant
bandits, as he sat with his fellows rummaging through some of the loot they
were so easily collecting in the village, was made uneasy by the degree to
which the Honeymaker villagers appear perfectly helpless and undefended. Jeremy
heard him say to a colleague, "I don't get it."
"What's that?"
"Don't understand this place.
Why hasn't someone eaten these folk up long ago? Surely there must be some bold
fellows like ourselves living in this part of the world?"
The other shrugged. He reached out
and broke something, just to be breaking it. "Maybe they have a protector.
Or had one."
"Who? There's no flag."
"Maybe there's some
superstition."
And now, inside one of the little
houses, some anonymous voice was raised, formally calling upon the power of
Apollo to protect the village.
"Sorry, old god; you're not up
with the times." Someone was befouling Apollo's shrine, absently hurling a
piece of garbage at it.
The bandit who had already begun to
worry was worried more by the profanation.
Jeremy suddenly understood that the
old man, once leader in the village, had also at one time been a priest of
Apollo and maybe still thought that was his calling. Yes, the same old man the
bandits had clubbed down once already. Amazingly he had dragged himself back to
his feet, and now he was wiping at his blood-streaked face, meanwhile tottering
toward the tiny shrine, in the middle of the little village square, beside the
well.
The boy now found his attention
drawn more closely to the shrine, the image of whose central statue was
beginning to burn a dazzling white in his left eye. It had been a poor piece of
work to begin with, when it was new, though doubtless the best that some local
artisan could manage. Poor to begin with and now long-neglected. The scale of
the sculpture was somewhat smaller than human life-size. Several green vines
that needed water were trying to twine up the wood and stone. The central
carven figure, as compared with the Academic representations of the god, was
crude, thick-waisted, and with awkward legs, although Jeremy still got the
sense that long years ago some would-be artist had done his or her best to make
it handsome.
"Alexikakos," Averter of
Evil.
Jeremy could read the names and
prayers in the old scrawlings, misspelled in several languages, and the
laborious carvings on the shrine, which must have been old when the grandparents
of today's elders first laid eyes on it—half of the words
were in no language that Jeremy Redthorn had ever seen before. But he could
read all of them now—at least the ones that were not too much obscured by
vines.
The new bandit leader was very confident.
"I don't take much stock in gods."
. . . and all the time the droning
in the background, building slowly. Very slowly. Maybe, after all, it existed
only in Jeremy's head, a sign that the god who lived in there was angry. ...
. . . and Jeremy's thoughts kept
coming back to the shrine, which was probably older than the village itself and
certainly had been here before any of the current houses had been built. He
wasn't sure how he knew that, but it just looked old. . . .
And gradually, inwardly, a certainty,
a kind of peace, was stealing over him. Jerry could feel more strongly than
ever his union with Apollo. The divine Intruder's presence was now as real to
him as his own.
Alexikakos, defend us now.
As seen through Jeremy's left eye,
the crude old statue was gradually taking on quite a different aspect.
He turned his head a little,
squinting into sunlight. On the surface of his consciousness, he was dizzy
with horror and with the ache of the blood in his hands and feet being cut off
by cords. Deeper down, the roaring and humming in his head had grown into
something steady and reliable. Was Apollo himself going to come stalking down
the little street, his Silver Bow in hand, dealing vengeance right and left
against the desecrators? In the boy's current mental state, some such
demonstration seemed a real possibility.
Once again the bandits were laughing
at the old man, and now they watched him crawl and slowly regain his feet and
stagger for a while before they clubbed him down again. Even now he was still
breathing, but he no longer tried to raise his head.
Jeremy, on the verge of trance,
could no longer hear either the laughter or the breathing.
Blood splashed upon the shrine,
making a new noise that did get through. Jeremy's left ear could hear the liquid
spattering, though there were only a few fine drops, striking as gently as soft
rain. The tiny sound they made, much softer than the endless litany of
prayers, so faint it ought not to have been audible in all the uproar, did not
end when the blood had ceased to fly. Rather, it seemed to go on vibrating,
vibrating, endlessly and ominously into the distance.
It blurred into the old droning
noise, which even now was only faintly audible. No one else was paying
attention to it as yet, but it was now growing ringingly distinct in Jeremy's
left ear.
Looking up, the boy saw that a
strange cloud had come into being in the western sky. It was almost too thin to
see, and yet it was thick enough to drag a shadow across the sun.
TWENTY-ONE
Three or four of the girls and young
women of the village had been seized by the bandits and dragged into the comparatively
large central house the raiders were making into a kind of headquarters. Jeremy
and the other hostages who had been stuffed in here for safekeeping could hear
the sounds of mumbled threats, hysteria, and tearing cloth.
One of the girls had been somehow
selected to be first. Four men were beginning to abuse her, one kissing her,
others' hands being thrust inside her clothing.
One of the young men of the village,
who seemed to have a special interest in her, stood looking in a window and
called out in mental anguish: "Fran!"
And the local youth essayed at least
a symbolic struggle, as if he would interfere with what was being done to Fran—but
when one of the bandits glared at him menacingly and raised a weapon, the young
man fell silent. He turned away and hid his face, and in another moment he had
left the window and vanished into the street outside.
The girl he was worried about
screamed as the bandit leader and two of his cohorts held her down and forced
her legs apart. Again there was the sound of ripping cloth. When the girl continued
to struggle fiercely, one of the men struck her several blows.
Another one of the attackers had
brought a jug of honey from the kitchen in the rear of the house and was
pouring it over the victim's exposed body, while others held her arms and legs.
The act amused his comrades greatly, and their laughter roared out.
Arnobius, who had been jammed down
beside Jeremy on a kind of couch, with Ferrante on his other side, was leaning
forward in a way that put a strain on his bound arms. He kept cursing the
bandits, in a low, savage voice, an effort to which the men were taking no
attention at all. Now the brigands began to take their turns between the young
girl's legs.
And all the while, the strange new
noise continued its slow growth. Jeremy was intensely conscious of it, more so
than of the atrocities being performed almost literally under his nose. In another
minute or two, despite the continued laughter and the screams, the unidentified
sound had grown loud enough to force itself on people's attention. One after
another noticed the droning and looked round, puzzled. It was not really loud—not
yet— but the volume was steadily swelling. And there was a penetrating quality
about it that was soon strong enough to distract even a rapist.
Jeremy was only vaguely aware of the
atrocities being performed right in front of him. Or of the nagging pain of his
scraped knee and hip, souvenirs of his attempt to run away from Death. Or of
the bonds that painfully constrained his hands and feet. He sat in the place
where he had been made to sit, among his fellow prisoners and sharing their
enforced passivity. His bound hands hung in front of him; his eyes were
half-closed. Here under a roof, shaded from the sun, all he would have to work
with if he wanted to try fire making was the indirect sunlight from the
windows. Jeremy thought it would probably have taken him a long time to burn
his ropes away. But, in fact, he wasn't even trying to do that.
The Intruder had given him definite
orders, though they had not come in words. Wordlessly but effectively Jeremy
had been made to understand that the ropes that bound him were of no
consequence—not right now. Because now his mind had been caught up,
enlisted, in a far greater effort, in work that seemed likely to stretch
certain of its abilities to the utmost.
In this striving Jeremy willingly
allowed himself to be swept along. More than that, he was not content to accept
a purely passive role, whether or not he would have been allowed to do so. His
mind was fiercely willing to do the work that he was now being given—because
he saw, however dimly, what the end result was going to be.
Had it not been for the days and
weeks in which Jeremy had already begun to accustom himself to the Intruder,
the overwhelming presence that he now felt might have proved too much for him.
The sense of being invaded, possessed, co-opted, could easily have overwhelmed
his sanity. As matters stood, the natural stability of his mind endured and was
even strengthened by this sensation of divided sovereignty.
And perhaps—the
boy was beginning to believe—the Intruder experienced natural limitations in
the assumption of control.
Only gradually did the boy come to
understand just what tasks he had been assigned and how his mind was to go
about carrying them out. He had to put up with a complete lack of any verbal
explanations, but over all was the reassuring certainty that a tremendous
effort was being made against his enemies—his and those of the
god who dwelt inside his head. He, Jeremy Redthorn, had been enlisted as an
essential partner. His mind, most particularly certain parts of it whose
existence he had barely suspected until now, was being borrowed, stretched into
a new shape—and used.
And in the process, the boundaries
of what he had considered himself were becoming
indistinct.
Jeremy Redthorn and the Intruder—the Intruder
and Jeremy Redthorn.
Inside the human skull they shared,
the boundaries between the two had blurred, but the boy had no sense that they
were struggling against each other for control. From the beginning of their
union, deity and human had never fought each other openly. And now they were
fighting side by side, in the same brain and body, making an effort of a very
different kind.
Slowly, with considerable confusion
at the start, Jeremy Redthorn came to a better understanding of what must be
done. At first he was aware of only the necessary actions and not the effects
they would achieve.
So intensely was Jeremy's
concentration focused on his assigned job that he was almost able to ignore
the horrors that still went on and on directly in front of the couch on which
his body sat. He did not turn his head away from the endlessly screaming girl
and her tormentors, did not even avert his eyes from what the grunting men were
so intent on doing. The animal sounds that the girl and her attackers made
seemed to reach him only from a distance. He was hardly aware at all of
anything else that might be happening in the house or in the dusty sunlit
village square in front of it.
Jeremy was not even aware that down
the street one of the houses had been set on fire and bandits were laughing at
the owner's hopeless attempt to put out the blaze with water from the village
well. Two of them offered to help, but then with howls of merriment they
emptied their buckets on the man instead of his burning house.
At the moment Jeremy's mind was
actively serving as a source of energy, of raw psychic force, fueling the will
and purpose of the Intruder. And neither was immediately concerned with what
was happening in the village. Both were busy at a considerable distance from
the house where their shared body sat, both engaged in an urgent business of
finding and calling, of combing the grasses and fields of flowers for something
that was urgently required. To find it they were sweeping the air above all the
fields and woods within a mile of the village. Their task was a gathering of
necessary forces, an accumulation and a summoning of vital power.
But before that job could be
completed, another important task arose. The major part of Jeremy Redthorn's
awareness was sent drifting back into the village again, into the house where
his bound body still slumped on a couch, unharmed in the midst of horror.
Out in the street before the house,
some people of the village were running uselessly to and fro, and as each one
came within Jeremy's field of view he looked steadily at the passing man,
woman, or child. He knew that the directed gaze of his left eye could mark
them, and he was marking each of them with the Eye of Apollo, tagging them for
salvation. Nor did he forget to turn his head and tag each of his fellow hostages
as well. Also, he saved the girl in front of him—he was most
careful to save her. Not that he could do anything about the ordeal she was
enduring now. But he had the power to redeem her from sufferings considerably
worse.
No human eye was able to see the
markings—save only one of Jeremy's, which made them. These were
signs not meant to be perceived by human sight—but when the need for them
arose, they would be
unmistakable to those very different organs of vision for which they were
intended.
Turning his head, Jeremy impulsively
marked another girl, the one named Katy, who lay on the floor of the house tied
up and crying while she waited her turn at being raped. In a calm voice he said
to her: "It's all right; I've saved you." Amazingly, she heard him,
and turned up a face of tear-stained wonder.
One of the men who stood awaiting
his chance to get between the legs of the first girl also heard and didn't seem
to know whether to laugh or be outraged. He turned toward Jeremy a dark and
heavy mustache that jittered with the twitching of his red face. "You
think you save the little bitch there, hey?"
"Not from you," said
Jeremy remotely.
"What then?"
"You won't have time to hurt
her."
"What?"
"From what is coming for you. Though
probably she'd be safe from that anyway." The boy was speaking absently,
with the larger portion of his mind still engaged out in the open air, half a
mile away.
The mustached mouth was hanging
open, forehead furrowed in a total lack of comprehension.
Jeremy, with his attention jarred
back to the immediate vicinity of his own body, abruptly realized that he was
slacking off on his other assigned job; not all of the villagers were going to
come within his field of vision as long as he stayed inside the house.
A moment later he had jumped to his
feet. Ferrante was now thrashing around, trying to get loose. The bandit
detailed to guard prisoners was busy at the moment restraining Arnobius, who in
his frustrated fury seemed actually on the point of getting his hands loose,
and Jeremy's move took their warden by surprise.
In another moment the boy was
hopping and stumbling, almost falling on his bound legs, out of the house and
into the adjacent village square, where he took a stand and tried to focus the
direct gaze of his left eye at least momentarily upon each and every villager.
Now he might really be able to get them all—gods, let him not
miss even one! With each such focused glance, a tiny flash of energy went forth and made a mark. A
mark invisible to human eyes, but still—
Jeremy had only a vague general
understanding of just what he was accomplishing by doing this, yet he never
doubted that it must be done. The Dark Youth, the Intruder, had commanded it,
though not in words.
On the other side of the little
shrine, the old man let out one more yell: "Alexikakos,
protect us now!"
Jeremy had only a few seconds,
standing unsteadily upright in the village square, trying to mark every
inhabitant with his gaze, before his bandit guardian, having settled with
Ferrante and the Scholar for the moment, came screaming out to seize him by the
collar and began to drag him back into the house by main force. But before
Jeremy's captor had got him back to the door, the man abruptly let him go, so
that the boy on his bound legs fell flat in the dusty village street.
And all this time the droning sound
had been increasing steadily. No doubt about it now—it
was very real, as physical, as a blow, and it was still rising.
The bandit who had been struggling
with Jeremy heard it plainly now, in the same moment as did his fellows
deployed elsewhere around the village. In that moment all of them abruptly
realized that they might have worse things to worry about than some rebellious
hostages.
The peculiar noise had now acquired
such volume, such a murmurous insistence, that Jeremy could be absolutely sure
it had objective reality outside his own head. All around him other faces,
those of attackers and victims alike, were turning from side to side with
puzzled expressions. No one was able to ignore it any longer.
If you have keen ears, you can sometimes hear the
swarm-cloud coming half a mile away. Somehow he might have remembered that—though
in Jeremy Redthorn's past there was nothing remotely like it.
And now truly the cloud of insects
was dense enough for its shadow to darken the sun, casting a vague pool of
shadow in advance of its swift approach.
Jeremy Redthorn's eyes had never
seen the like before, and he sensed that a long, long time had passed since
even the Intruder had seen the like. In flight the great bees of certain swarms
made a peculiar, distinctive buzz-fluttering sound, and a whole swarm in the
air generates a heavy roar.
For anyone who had much experience
with the bees, it was easy to tell by the sound whether the swarm was angry or
just on the move somewhere.
One insect landed close in front of
Jeremy's eyes, on the central pedestal of the village shrine. In his left eye
the small live body glowed with a vital fire.
Some of the bees producing special
honey for these villagers had bodies half as long as a man's hand. Odylic bees,
some product of what the legendary technofolk had done to life a thousand
years ago or more. Others of the six-legged honeymakers were only half as long—but
that would be quite large enough. Large, multifaceted eyes. All workers, these,
and with ferocious stingers. Their wings snarled at the air, mere blurs, too
fast for Jeremy's right eye to follow, although his left, moving in the same
track, could catch detailed pictures. It seemed that nothing in nature ought to
move as fast as those thin wings.
When Jeremy saw the first, isolated
bee scout, it was easy to mistake its right-eye image for that of a
hummingbird. But when he saw it through his left eye, there could be no
mistake.
A moment later it had come down on a
bandit's neck. And a moment after that, with a twitching of its posterior
against his skin, it had done one of the things that a bee does best.
A large swarm of them, descending in
their mindless anger, could rout any human army, inflicting heavy loss of life
on any who tried to stand and fight. Protective clothing was of course
possible, but ordinary military armor had so many chinks and gaps that it was
practically useless.
And now the bees descended in their
thousands, on all who were not marked with the Eye of Apollo. Jeremy, looking
around him, thought not a single citizen of the village was being stung.
Suddenly the brigand nearest Jeremy
bellowed and began making frantic thrashing motions with his arms.
The three rapists who had been
coupling with the girl released her—they suddenly needed
all their hands for something else— and she collapsed on the floor and crawled
away, trying to pull the remnants of her clothing around her. But there were no
bees on her body, not a
single one, and she was no longer in need of the fragile protection clothes
could give.
The three who had been her chief
attackers displayed much greater energy, and the sounds that they were making
grew even louder than before, even less human. One man, with the lower half of
his clothing off, replaced with a breechclout of buzzing brown and blue, went
out of the house through a window, two others through the door. Their limbs
were all in frantic motion, legs springing in a useless and spasmodic dance, arms
swatting in a frenzy, hands working without hope at the task of scraping,
beating away, the droning, writhing layer of gauzy, speed-blurred wings and
furry bodies, poison needles, and piercing sound that had now engulfed them.
The men whose legs still functioned might have tried to run, except that now
they could no longer see. Jeremy observed clearly the complete disappearance of
one of the bandits' heads inside a clump, a knot, of angry bees. When the
pink-white surface that had once been the man's face appeared again, his head
was swollen beyond all recognition as a human part, the mouth all filled with
foam.
The droning had now risen to what
seemed a deafening volume. It was almost enough to drown the screams of men.
Few of the other bandits were any better
off. Swords and battle hatchets and short spears were waving in a few hands,
but to no avail. Jeremy observed more than one demonstration of the fact that
an active man or woman could catch one of the insects in one hand and crush it
or knock it out of the air with a brisk arm swing. Of course the human would
almost certainly survive the painful sting of a single bee. But meanwhile three
more bees, or a dozen, or a hundred would be stinging him. And Apollo's memory
informed Jeremy, quite dispassionately, that ten or a dozen stings from the
stock of these apiaries were very commonly enough to kill an adult human.
So far Jeremy had not been stung,
and he knew, with perfect confidence, that he was not going to be. So he raised
his bound hands before his face and began steadily worrying with his teeth at
the cord fastening his wrists. Really he was very tired, much energy had been
drained from him, and as soon as this was over (it ought not to take long now)
he was going to have to rest.
The droning had reached a kind of
plateau; it was no longer getting louder.
Now and then Jeremy glanced up
toward the elevated statue in the shrine while around him the screaming voices
grew even louder. It seemed to the boy for a moment that the faint smile had
broadened on the stone lips of the shrine's awkward, almost ugly Apollo. One
bee landed on the lichened head, then abruptly propelled itself away again. As
if, Jeremy mused, it might have paused there briefly to deliver a message—or
simply to acknowledge the image of its god.
TWENTY- TWO
All the little houses up and down
the street that had been forced to swallow bandits were now vomiting them out
like poison, and Jeremy could see and hear the invaders dying horribly, all up
and down the little street. They broke and screamed and ran, each pursued by
his own angry little cloud, and two of them somehow had found cameloids
somewhere and appeared to be getting away.
Now the girl whom Jeremy had heard
called Katy came unmolested out into the square and started helping Jeremy get
free of his bonds. He welcomed her assistance, though others seemed to need it
more than he did. The area of the shrine and the little square surrounding it
was almost entirely free of bees, and with Katy's fingers, small but strong,
digging at the knots, the loosening of his ropes proceeded steadily.
"Don't be afraid," Katy
was urging him. "If you're calm, they won't sting you." She had
achieved a remarkable steadiness in her own voice, considering all that had
recently happened, and she was standing very close to Jeremy, as if to shield
him with her body. Now and then her soft breasts pushed at his side and chest.
She was almost as tall as Jeremy
himself, her body generously curved, in a way quite different from Carlotta's.
Honey-colored hair hung now in disarray, and gray eyes looked startling in a
tanned face. If she was going to have hysterics, following her rescue, they
weren't going to hit her for a while yet.
"What did you mean, in there,
when you told me you'd saved me?"
"I was trying to help you. Make
you feel better."
Another village girl now came around
carrying a basin of water, and Katy produced a clean-looking rag from somewhere
and pulled aside the flap of Jeremy's torn trousers and started dabbling at the
dried blood on the old but still untended scrape he'd got by falling in the
gravel back when Professor Tamarack, also known as Death, had been pursuing
him. In his memory that seemed a year ago.
"I'm not afraid," he
murmured in reply to Katy's first remark. And he wasn't. But in fact he wasn't
calm either, not with her standing as close as she was. In truth he was
beginning to feel a mighty arousal—how much this was
due to Apollo's involvement in his sex life he couldn't tell, but the Sun God
had a legendary reputation along that line, while on the other hand Jeremy
Redthorn considered such a reaction mighty inappropriate just now, what with
all the screaming barely quieted and death and grief still everywhere around
them. He supposed the right thing for him to do would be to tell Katy politely
that he could manage perfectly by himself and she should go and help one of the
villagers who were still screaming. But if he said that, he feared she might
actually move away from him. Jeremy stood with closed eyes and let her go on with
what she was doing.
Meanwhile, other villagers had shown
and were still showing a variety of reactions to their winged rescuers'
arrival. Some cowered down, pulling clothes and blankets over their heads in a
desperate though unnecessary attempt to obtain shelter. Many others realized
very quickly that they were now safe. But only very slowly, gradually, did some
of those who had been most terrified come to understand that they were not in danger. Not anymore.
"I think you meant more than
just trying to make me feel better," Katy said abstractedly. "I
think you were doing something that really helped. Or at least you thought you
were."
And here at last came Arnobius,
red-faced and disheveled, having finally got free of all the entanglements
inside the house. No longer bothered by bandit guardians, he now came following
Jeremy out into the street, hopping on his bound legs, to stand there beside
his young attendant. The Scholar gaped silently around him, getting a firsthand
look at a major god's idea of retribution. Jeremy wondered if the man had any
idea of what was really going on.
Jeremy, his own hands now free, got
busy trying to help the man who had been—who still believed
himself to be—his master. Meanwhile Katy had moved away, gone to try to
comfort some screaming friend.
But Arnobius just now did not seem
to have anything at all on his mind, beyond grossly practical matters. He was
shouting in rage for the people who were trying to loose his hands to hurry up.
Couldn't they see that now was the time to strike back, while the enemy was
distracted?
Here, thought Jeremy, was one
practical matter in which the newly worldly Scholar was mistaken. There was no
longer any need for human hands to strike back and, indeed, not much chance of
their doing so. The enemies of the village were far worse than distracted.
Arnobius had not been stung, nor had
anyone marked by Jeremy with Apollo's protection. None of the villagers—inevitably,
he'd missed a few—seemed to have suffered more than a sting or two. But he could
see how each person of them winced now and then when each felt, briefly, the
hairy, feathery extension of some insect's body on their backs and necks and
legs, the small wind of their saviors' blurring wings ... and now, thank Apollo
for his influence, the girl who had untied Jeremy was once more hugging him in
triumph and delight. Their embrace crushed the bodies of a bee or two, but
against the two young bodies their stingers still remained harmlessly encased.
The deaths of such units were trivial incidents in swarm life, nothing to
alarm the mass of insects that still seemed to fill the air.
Once Ferrante had got free, he went
mumbling and ranting and swearing up and down the street, in his hand a sword
taken from a dead bandit, looking for a live one to cut to pieces.
Arnobius, sounding for all the world
like his brother, John, was barking orders.
Ferrante, after only a momentary
hesitation, leaped to obey— even if Lord John's brother was only a
mere civilian. The two snatched up weapons from the sting-bloated,
unrecognizable bodies of dead bandits. Now the Scholar, ignoring Jeremy for the
moment, was snapping what sounded like orders at some of the young village men,
and a few of them were nodding enthusiastically. In moments they were aboard the remaining cameloids
and the animals were run-pacing out of town, at a speed that raised a cloud of
dust.
When there were no more live bandits
to be seen but only dead ones, the girl Katy led Jeremy by the hand back behind
the houses.
"Come with me. I want to see if
my family's all right."
Also, she wanted to assure them that
she was all right, aside from some torn clothes. When they had reached a small
house in the next small street, several family members, including small
children, came running out of hiding to embrace her.
Katy's full name turned out to be
Katherine Mirandola. She introduced Jeremy to her family as a man who'd tried
to help her, and their enthusiastic gratitude knew almost no bounds.
Katy, not one to let questions drop
when she found them interesting, still wanted to know what Jeremy had meant
when he had told her that she was saved: how had he known what was going to
happen?
"I have good eyes and
ears." Then he saw that wasn't going to work as an explanation. "I'll
give you all the details someday. But why does your village have a shrine to
Apollo?"
Katy eventually explained to Jeremy
some things about the history of the village. In the old days, at least, any
local band of hardy, vicious warriors would have been glad to turn back politely
when confronted by a soft and innocent-looking young Honeymaker lass who was
annoyed with them. Under ordinary conditions, individuals of the Honeymaker
tribe or culture were introduced to at least one of the swarms, or to the
Swarm, as babies—from then bees recognized these
individuals as friends or, at least, folk to be tolerated.
And all the while, the stone lips of
Apollo atop his shrine kept on smiling faintly. Jeremy Redthorn remembered
clearly some of the things he'd learned at the Academy. Among the Far-Worker's
many other attributes, he was patron of all domestic animals, including
bees....
* * *
Almost all of the buzzing insects
had now dispersed, sorting themselves out somehow into their proper swarms, and
then those in turn gradually dissolving as individuals returned to the
interrupted tasks of peace. One of the larger bees, only one, landed on
Jeremy's head, just as another—perhaps the same one—had landed on the
stone god, then quickly whirred away. The boy flinched involuntarily at the unexpected
contact but then sat still. In a strange way the touch of power had been comforting,
as if someone or something of great authority had patted him benignly on the
head.
Meanwhile, the swarms of bees had
efficiently dispersed and gone back to their regular peaceful activities, as
industrious in retreat as they had been in attack. One villager was regretting
out loud that it would probably be days before honey production got back to
normal. Most people weren't worried about that yet. For one thing, they had the
swollen, blackened bodies of the human victims to consider. A few, driven mad
by pain, had torn their own clothing to shreds.
About a quarter of an hour after the
first sting, the slaughter was over, the swarms once more dispersed, become mere
vague receding shadows in the sky, and those of the former hostages whose
release had been overlooked till now were soon set at liberty; none of them
and none of the villagers had suffered any stings.
Some villagers formed a bucket
brigade to put out the blaze in the house that had been torched. Everyone in
line worked hard, though the building was already beyond saving.
Jeremy's sense of the Intruder's
intimate presence now faded rapidly.
As soon as Jeremy had a few moments
to himself, he walked back to the shrine, which for the moment was once more
unattended, and stood there, his hand on one foot of the statue as it stood
elevated on its pedestal.
Around him all the tumult of triumph
and grief and anger was gradually fading into a tired silence. He thought of
praying to Apollo but told himself that that was foolish. Why? Because the
words he had been taught to use in childhood all sounded idiotic now. A deeper
reason was that he was afraid that some clear god voice would respond, maybe
with laughter, right inside his head. Somehow the thought of a plain
communication from the Intruder was terrifying.
But he needn't have worried. No
clear voice sounded, and no derisive laughter either.
He looked around for the Scholar,
then remembered where Arnobius had gone.
There came a new outburst of
shouting voices, blurred with the promise of violence. Jeremy looked around, to
see that the villagers had discovered one surviving bandit, upon whom they now
fell with screams of rage. Evidently the wretch had shut himself up in a
closet, where the bees could not get at him, and then had been too frightened
to come out.
Gleefully the more able-bodied of
the man's former victims and their friends dragged him out into the sunlight
and then energetically disposed of him. No one raised any objection as the
villagers, with smiling, cheerful faces, maimed him horribly and seemed to be
voting on whether to let him go in that condition. But before the vote could be
formally concluded, several people lost patience and beat out the bandit's
life, with an assortment of wooden garden tools.
Lying like ballast in the Intruder's
cool memory were sights infinitely worse—Jeremy did not call
them up, because he was afraid. But there they lay, and somehow their weighty
presence helped.
Still none of the villagers
attributed the success of their defense to Jeremy. But he knew, in a way that
he could not have explained, what he had done.
Fervently he craved someone to
discuss his problems with. The Intruder himself was of course no use in this
regard, and Jeremy was not surprised that he seemed to have gone to earth
again; the boy felt as alone inside his head as he'd ever been.
When he tried to talk to Katy about
his problems, she of course could not begin to understand. But she listened
earnestly and nodded sympathetically, and that helped more than he'd thought it
would.
* * *
The old man who'd been almost killed
in the village square was still alive. Jeremy on impulse let his hand rest for
a moment on the heavily bandaged head, and a moment later the old man's eyes
came open, looking first at Jeremy, then past his shoulder.
And the old man's reedy voice
murmured, with great certainty: "It was Apollo, then, who saved us. Saved
everyone."
Everyone hadn't been saved, but no
one was going to quibble. "Of course. The Lord Apollo. I will make rich
sacrifices—or I would, were it not well-known that he is one god who
has little taste for such extravagances."
"What does he have a taste for, then?"
The old man had suddenly sat up, as
if he might be going to recover after all. "Ha. Who can say? Devout
prayers from his followers, I suppose. Beautiful women, certainly, any number
of them—and I've heard it said that he is not averse to now and
then taking a handsome boy or two to bed, just for variety."
Jeremy shuddered inwardly at the
thought of coupling with even a girlish-looking lad. The Intruder was going to
have to fight him for control if he had any such diversions planned.
A few Honeymakers, at least a few
legendary ones in the past, had enjoyed the power of summoning a swarm by magic
from a distance.
"But I have never seen it like
this," the old man said. Looking up and down the street again, he shook
his head. "Never anything like this. All thanks to great Apollo."
"Thanks to great Apollo,"
Jeremy murmured automatically, joining his voice to a dozen others.
Problems sometimes arose, as Katy
explained, with people who wanted to steal or lure away the queen and start
their own hive somewhere else.
Jeremy tried to imagine what might
happen if a swarm were summoned to try to fight off a fury or a whole flight of
furies. Memory failed to come up with any examples immediately, and he let the
idea drop. Bees are restricted to altitudes near the ground. If there was flesh
and blood inside a fury accoutrement, the long stingers would find it out.
Heavy smoke and hailstorms offered a
temporary defense against a swarm, as did sufficiently cold weather or heavy
rain.
"Some of the old folk claim
that our bees fly for many miles, as far as halfway up the Mountain of the
Oracle—there's some rare good things grow there, if you get up
high enough."
"You've been there?"
The girl nodded. "Sometimes I
carry bees from our hives to meadows where the flowers are good and thick.
Release them there, and they know how to find their way home and tell their
hive mates. Then a thousand workers, or ten thousand, will go to where the
blossoms are prime."
"That's good for the honey, I
suppose."
Katherine nodded, large-eyed and solemn.
Gods, but she was beautiful!
"Do you go by yourself? Isn't
it dangerous?"
"Folk around here know that we
in this village are best left alone. These ... these men must have come from
far away."
Due to the timely intervention of
its patron god, the village as a whole had suffered comparatively little
damage, though a few individuals were devastated. One house had burned almost
to the ground, but none of the others had suffered more than minor vandalism.
As the day faded, and the sense of
terror turned gradually to rejoicing, Jeremy was introduced to a drink made by
the fermentation of honey and water and called madhu. Memory
assured him that it was of course a form of mead.
Jeremy Redthorn had gained a minimal
knowledge of wine-making, hearsay picked up while laboring at his uncle's
elbow, but the Intruder had vastly more. Jeremy could step in and make mead—pretty
successfully, with the magical help of his augmented vision and other magical
enhancements having to do with the preservation of crops. Or at least he might
discuss the process with local experts.
But the experience of Jeremy's blood
and brain in the consumption of alcoholic drinks was decidedly minimal, and
Uncle Humbert's wine had nothing like the entrancing impact of madhu.
Meanwhile, the dance of victory went
on, giving signs of blending into a kind of harvest celebration. The villagers
were celebrating the fact of their survival, the first real attack on their
village in a long time, and the practical annihilation of their enemies.
Again he heard it said of the
attackers: "They must have come from far away. Bandits around here would
know better."
Fears were expressed for the young
men who'd ridden out with the Scholar and Ferrante. Jeremy was asked for
reassurance: "He's a crafty war leader, no doubt? Knows what he's doing?
Our young men have little skill or knowledge when it comes to fighting."
Jeremy did his best to convey
reassurance, without actually saying much.
Katy, he was pleased to note, was
now drinking madhu, too. Her fingers stroked his face,
with a touch that seemed less affection than frank curiosity.
"You were trying to help me, I
know, and I thank you. But I didn't really need..."
After having been chased by Death,
knocked down gravel slides, and robbed and wrestled about by bandits, Jeremy
was long overdue for a new issue of clothes for himself. He might have taken
some from a well-dressed bandit—had any such creature existed among their
corpses. Nor could he find his riding boots that one of them had stolen. Katy's
brother, who'd moved out last year, had left some that might fit.
"He was tall and strong, like
you."
"Like me?" It was very odd
to hear himself described as tall and strong. Just a little over middle height,
maybe, but... there was hope. He thought he was still growing.
He also got some ointment applied to
the old scrape on his hip and thigh—actually, it was
healing quite well. And while injuries were on his mind, he took note of the
fact that not a trace now remained of his three lash wounds.
Then he took the trouble to seek out
another mirror. The mayor's house had a big one of real glass, no more
depending upon the water in a perhaps-enchanted well. Had he really grown
taller in the two weeks or so since leaving the Academy? Apart from the way
they'd been damaged in his most recent adventures, he realized that the
clothes he'd put on new shortly before leaving the Academy no longer fit him
very well. Even if they hadn't been torn and dirty, they were beginning to seem
too small, too short in arms and legs, too tight across the shoulders.
The madhu—he was now on his second small glass—made him giggle.
Katherine was trying to look after
him. It seemed to be the other young women of the village against whom she was
most interested in protecting him.
He put down his drinking cup, picked
up a lyre someone had left lying about, and twanged the strings. People fell
silent and turned their heads toward him. This wasn't what he wanted, being the
center of attention, and he soon put the instrument down again.
Wandering the village in the
aftermath of victory, Jeremy looked, in the last bright rays of the lowering
sun, down into the reflecting surface of the well beside Apollo's shrine. What
the shimmering surface down there showed him surprised and worried him.
Was it the reflection of the stone
god that seemed to be holding out a pointing arm? Right over his shoulder.
And then the figure holding out a
pointing arm collapsed. No, it hadn't been the statue after all.
People were wont to see strange
things when they drank too much madhu, especially when the honey it was
made from contained the vital chemicals of certain plants, and no one took
much notice of one more vision.
The music went swirling out raggedly
across the town square, and villagers and visitors alike took part in a wild
dance, mourning and celebration both confabulated into one outpouring of
emotion.
And Jeremy, with the world spinning
round him in a kind of out-of-body experience, needed a little time to realize
that the crashed and intoxicated figure was his own. Somehow he seemed to have
achieved a viewpoint outside his body—memory assured him
that madhu
could do that sometimes.
The sprawled-out form sure as hell
didn't look much like the Dark Youth. Much too skinny and red-haired and
angular for that. And the face—! On the other hand, Jeremy supposed it
was the Intruder after all, because the two of them were sharing the same body.
Jeremy hoped it was a good-enough body for a god. Not what the Dark Youth was
used to—but so far he hadn't complained.
And now Jeremy had come to be back
inside it, too. He giggled. Never in his life had he imagined a god having to
pee, or shit, or get dirty and hurt and sometimes smell really bad. None of
those human things seemed at all right and proper. Definitely inappropriate.
But there they were.
The music blared, and someone passed
him a jug again. He accepted gratefully, first swigging from the jug like
everyone else, then refilling his cup; madhu
was delicious stuff.
Someday he would have to thank his fellow deity, Dionysus, for inventing it.
And he belched, emitting what seemed
to him a fragrant cloud.
One of the village girls whose name
he didn't know danced by, flowers in her hair and smiling at him, and Jeremy
reached out and squeezed her thigh in passing, giving the young skin and the
muscles moving beneath it a good feel. The way she smiled at him, she didn't
mind at all. But he wasn't going to try to do anything more to this girl or
with her. Right now, just sitting here and drinking madhu provided Jeremy Redthorn with all the good feelings that he needed.
Come to think of it, though, where
had Katy gone? He looked around—no sign of her at the moment.
And he, Jeremy Redthorn, no longer
had the least doubt about the correct name of his own personal god—the
god Intruder. The boy could even dare to come right out and speak that name,
now that he was drunk enough.
Hi there, Apollo. My closest companion, my old pal,
the Far-Worker. My buddy the Lord of Light. To Jeremy it seemed that he had said the words aloud, and he
giggled with the reaction of relief and madhu.
He looked around with tipsy caution,
turning his head to left and right. If he had
spoken aloud, it seemed
that no one had heard him amid all the noise. No one outside his own head.
Maybe no one inside it was paying attention, either. There were moments, like
now, when there didn't seem to be anyone present but himself.
Time passed. The celebration inside
the mayor's house went roaring on around Jeremy, while he sat with his eyes
closed head spinning.
He felt greatly relieved when enough
time had passed to let him feel confident that there would be no answer.
TWENTY-THREE
For the first time in his life,
Jeremy was waking up with a bad hangover. Whether or not Apollo was also a
victim he couldn't tell. But he could hope so.
The first problem of the morning was
a sunbeam of what seemed unbearable, unnatural brightness, stabbing at his
eyelids. The left eye dealt with this assault no more successfully than did the
right. When Jeremy turned his head away from the sun, he discovered that his
head ached and his mouth felt furry. Also that he was lying on his back in an
unfamiliar room, with a stiff neck, at the edge of a mound of pillows and
upended furniture. Unfamiliar snoring drifted over from the other side of the
mound.
Gradually he remembered where he was
and how he'd got there. He'd begun yesterday as a helpless prisoner and had
ended it as a victorious god—or at least as the partner of one. And the
day had ended in a party—oh gods, yes, the party.
Feeling not in the least like a
victorious god, he tried to get to his feet. Sinking back with a groan, he
decided to put off his next attempt indefinitely.
The girls. The singing and the
dancing.
Katy.
Now he had raised himself
sufficiently to let him look around. Yes, this was the room where most of the
party, the dancing anyway, had taken place. Four or five other people,
defeated in their bout with Dionysus but still breathing, had fallen asleep in
the same large room—not quite all in the same pile. The
casualties included some of the village girls—but not her. Seen
in a frame of nausea and suffering, all of the strewn bodies, men and women
alike, were repulsive creatures.
As he must be himself.
And oh, oh gods, the madhu.
Slowly Jeremy levered his way onto
all fours and from there to a standing position—more or less.
He swayed on his feet. There was a smell of vomit. Well, at least it wasn't
his.
Fighting down the desire to throw
up, groping his way through stabbing daylight with eyes more shut than open,
Jeremy stumbled out-of-doors. It seemed to him tremendously unfair that gods
should be immune to these aftereffects. Or, if he himself was now indeed a god,
that he should still be subject to them. Never mind; he'd think about it later.
He made it to the privy out back,
stepping over a couple of snoring male villagers on the way. On emerging from
the wooden outhouse he slowly found his way back to the town square, intending
to slake his horrendous thirst at the fountain. When he reached the square he
discovered that some saintly women had tea brewing.
When he tried to remember everything
that had happened at the party, Jeremy had trouble shaking the feeling that
Carlotta had been there, too, joining in last night's celebration. But that of
course was nonsense. Carlotta, whatever she might be up to, had to be many
miles away. Maybe there'd been someone from the village who'd looked like her,
sounded like her—yes, that was quite possible, though Jeremy couldn't
remember now who it had really been.
Ferrante, who soon came to souse his
head in the water of the public fountain, looked about as unhealthy as Jeremy
felt but demonstrated a perverse soldierly pride in his condition. Also, the
young lancer was a prolific source of good, or at least confident, advice on
how to deal with a hangover.
"When did you get back?"
Jeremy demanded. "Is the Scholar here?"
"Some scholar. He'd make a mean
sergeant, I can tell you."
Ferrante reported tersely on the
punitive pursuit, which had evidently been bloodily successful. About an hour
before dawn, the Scholar and the members of his impromptu posse had ridden back
into the Honeymakers' village. And described how one of the local youths had
been holding up, proudly displaying, the scalps and the ears of the bandits who
had not been able to escape after all.
* * *
When Jeremy finally saw Arnobius, he
wondered whether the Scholar's campus colleagues would have recognized him. The
Scholar now looked tired but formidable, with a war hatchet stuck in his belt,
his beard growing, and wearing different clothing, grumbling that one still
seemed to have got away. The villagers who had ridden with him, a handful of
young, adventurous men, regarded him with great respect.
The change was so substantial that
it crossed Jeremy's mind to wonder if Arnobius had recently come into
possession of a fragment of the Face of Mars. But Jeremy's left eye denied
that any such transformation had taken place, and so far the Scholar had
displayed no traces of truly superhuman powers. It was just that he had never
been exactly the person that everyone took him for. Arnobius said to him:
"Would have brought you along, Jonathan, if I'd thought of it. As matters
turned out, we were enough."
One of the first tasks of the
morning was not wisely undertaken on a queasy stomach. More than a dozen dead
bandits, sting-swollen to the point where their mothers would not have known
them (the lone specimen mangled by human hands and weapons looked by far the most
human), had already been collected and decently covered, but this morning they
had to be hauled in dung carts to a place well out past the edge of town. At a
site where mounds of earth of all ages identified the municipal dump, their
bodies were stripped of any remaining valuables and then swiftly disposed of in
a common unmarked grave.
Meanwhile, elaborate and very sober
funeral preparations were under way for those villagers who had been killed. By
no means everyone in the village had been involved in last night's party.
The half-dozen seriously injured
people had already been put in the care of healers and midwives.
On every hand Jeremy heard
expressions of gratitude to Apollo, whose domain of domesticated flocks and
herds obviously stretched to include apiaries. But as the morning wore on he
realized that no one in the village seemed to have any idea of the important
role that he, Jeremy Redthorn, had played by closely cooperating with the god.
His only reaction to the discovery was relief.
Order had been quickly restored
within the village, though half the population were still wailing in their pain
and grief and rage. Others to vent their feelings had begun to play loud music
and to dance. Almost every one of the villagers who had run away at the start
of the raid came trickling back over the next few hours, to listen in amazement
to the tales of the violence, horror, and retribution that they'd missed.
By midmorning a feast of celebration
was being prepared, according to local custom.
Two or three of the villagers had
gone out before dawn to the hives, which were all located well outside town, to
soothe the excited domestic swarms and try to reestablish peaceful production.
Having the swarms so disturbed was sure to be bad for business, and the village
depended largely on trading its honey for its livelihood.
This morning Katherine Mirandola,
who seemed to have spent the end of the night properly at home with her
parents, looked red-eyed, her face swollen. She had been weeping bitterly, out
of sympathy with several of her friends who'd suffered far worse than she.
Jeremy on greeting her held out his arms to offer comfort, and she wept briefly
on his shoulder.
He asked what had happened to the
youth who'd tried ineffectually to help her. Turned out that he had fled the
village now and no one knew where he was.
Katy explained that the young man
who'd been courting the girl, Fran, who'd been repeatedly raped was now
treating her coolly and evidently found her much less desirable.
"That's a damned shame."
"Yes. But now there's nothing
to be done about it."
Jeremy also braced himself for more
searching questions from the newly forceful leader regarding his own behavior
in the crisis—but when everyone was under extreme stress, one would have
to behave strangely indeed to attract notice, and he hadn't done that.
Physically, he hadn't done much of anything at all.
Anyway, the Scholar had no questions
for him. It struck him as odd that Arnobius should not be interested in the
godly intervention by which the village had been saved. But so it was.
Arnobius, having effortlessly
assumed command, did not seem inclined to relinquish it. After offering the
villagers some gratuitous advice on how to defend themselves and their homes
in the future, he announced that it was necessary to provide some defense for
his party of Academics. Of course they were going on to the Oracle of the Cave,
and they would now adopt the guise of pilgrims headed in that direction.
"That way, we're less likely to
attract undesirable attention. Having now been deprived of our escort—with
one notable exception—we must escort ourselves. Assuming the Harbor lancers
are still in the area, if we fail to rejoin them it will be no one's fault but
our own."
Ferrante, as the only member of the
original military bodyguard still present for duty, was now promoted to second
in command for military matters. Arnobius briskly gave him the rank of
Sergeant.
It was easy to see that Ferrante had
mixed feelings about this advancement—naturally he was
pleased, but on the other hand, he couldn't help wondering what right this
civilian had to assign him any rank at all. And when things sorted themselves
out, what was his rightful commanding officer going to say?
The Scholar was frowning at Jeremy,
as if he had finally taken notice of him. "Jonathan, what about you?"
"If it's up to me, sir, I
prefer to remain a civilian."
"Very well. But you are hereby
enrolled in the ready reserve, subject to being called to active duty at a
moment's notice." The Scholar spoke quietly but was obviously in dead
earnest. His servant had sidestepped one episode of military duty but could
expect to carry his full share of the load next time.
"Yes sir." Jeremy decided
that trying to salute would not be a good idea.
Arnobius soon let the two surviving
members of the Expedition know what was coming next. Moving closer to the
Mountain and its Oracle, their original goal, would offer them the best chance
to reunite with the troops under his brother's command, whose primary mission
would take them in the same direction.
Besides, the Scholar still was drawn
to learn the secrets of the Oracle.
Meanwhile the villagers were
offering to provide their honored guests with a guide who would, so the elders
assured them, show them the shortcut trail by which they could shave hours or
even days off the time necessary to reach the Mountain!
Katherine volunteered for the job.
"Won't your family be ... well,
worried about you?"
"I think not. Why?"
"Well. Going off for days, with
three men ..."
"I've done it before, and I
know the route better'n anybody else. Besides, Dad says I'll be under the
special protection of Apollo."
"Oh."
Arnobius and his two aides spent one
more night in the village, as honored guests. That tonight's celebration was
somewhat tamer. A general exhaustion had set in, and the stocks of madhu were depleted as well.
During the night, Jeremy dreamed
that Apollo had drawn Katy Mirandola to him, just as unfamiliar maidens had
come in other dreams, on other nights. But Jeremy, his mind filled with fresh
and ugly memories of women being forced, awakened the sleepwalking girl and
sent her back to her own house.
In the morning he was disturbingly
unable to determine whether or not it had only been a dream.
Not even when he saw Kate again
could he be entirely sure. He said, "I dreamed last night that you were
walking in your sleep."
She sat there fingering her braids,
a practical treatment for her long honey-colored hair. "But... I never do
that."
Jeremy, uncertain of what might
actually have happened, decided not to press the matter further.
On the morning of the next day,
after another substantial meal consisting largely of bread and honey, and
several speeches, the surviving Honeymakers, after observing the rituals of
formal mourning for their murdered friends and relatives, gave the surviving
pilgrims (as they conceived Jeremy and his companions to be) a joyous send-off.
With their parting wishes, the
Honeymaker elders urged their visitors to watch out for more bandits. Or for
soldiers of the army that was opposed to their overlord.
An elaborate ceremony in honor of
Apollo was held in the little village square. Various animals were sacrificed—something
in Jeremy winced inwardly each time the blood of an offering was spilled—and a
pot of honey poured into the earth. There was a little madhu also,
though not much of the precious stuff could be found after two nights in a row
of celebration. The long-neglected statue was in the process of being cleaned
and freshly decorated, and Jeremy learned a little more about the god with whom
he had become so closely associated. Still no one else seemed to realize how
intimately Jeremy had been involved in the rout of the bandits.
Before leaving the Honeymakers'
village, Arnobius insisted that everyone in his little band be well armed; the
weapons taken from the dead bandits amounted to quite a little arsenal, and the
unwarlike village elders were content to let the visitors help themselves.
The Scholar gestured at the pile of
blades, clubs, and other death-dealing devices before them. "What sort of
weapon takes your fancy, lad?" Arnobius himself had belted on a short
sword, suitable for a commander, and a serviceable knife, much like the one
that Jeremy had had from Sal, then lost. Ferrante had put on a couple of extra
belts, and he now bristled with blades, like a storybook pirate. Everyone had
reclaimed a backpack or acquired a new one from the newly available stockpile,
and the village was still in a generous mood when it came to filling the packs
with spare clothing and food supplies.
Jeremy's hands moved uncertainly
above the array of lethal tools. The fingers of both of his hands began to
twitch, and something in the display glowed brightly in the sight of his left
eye.
What his right hand lifted from the
disorganized pile was quite an ordinary bow—actually, the
Intruder silently judged it a little better than ordinary, though the man
who'd been carrying it hadn't been giving it the best of care. And nearby there
lay a quiver containing half a dozen arrows. With two fingers Jeremy thrummed
the string, which according to his left eye looked a trifle frayed. But there was a spare
bowstring, wrapped around the quiver.
Standing, he planted both feet
solidly, a modest stride apart, and then angled the bow between his braced
legs, with one end on the ground. Now able to use two hands on the free end, he
could, without exerting any unusual strength, flex the wood sufficiently to
get the old string off and the sound one on.
Ferrante commented, in mild
surprise: "You look like you know how to handle that, Jonathan."
Jeremy nodded and murmured
something. The truth was that he had never in his life so much as touched a bow
before picking up this one. But it seemed that his body's onboard mentor had already
taught his nerves and muscles all they needed to know on the subject—and
considerably more.
His left eye noted meaningful
differences among the arrows. With careful fingers he selected one of the
better-looking shafts from the quiver and inspected it closely. Something in
him sighed at its inadequacy. But for the time being, it would do. It would
have to do.
The villagers' hospitality did not
extend to loaning or giving away anything as valuable as the few cameloids they
possessed. And Arnobius on thinking it over decided that he and his companions
would do better on foot anyway, making more convincing pilgrims. All were in
good physical shape, quite ready for a lengthy hike.
After getting clear of the Honeymakers'
village, the party of four, Jeremy, Arnobius, Ferrante, and Katy, retraced on
foot the path by which the bandits had herded and driven their hostages away
from the Mountain.
Arnobius spoke no more of the Oracle
except as a goal, a place where they could most likely rejoin the force
commanded by his brother, while avoiding the enemy.
There was no particular reason to
doubt that most of John's force of four hundred lancers was still intact, but
there was equally no reason to suppose them anywhere near the Honeymaker's
village.
Arnobius said: "If it was
odylic force, or magical deception, that tore down the bridge and separated us
in the first place, then I suppose they could be prevented by the same means
from following our trail."
Apollo seemed to have no opinion.
For people traveling on foot, as the
most serious pilgrims did whenever possible, the Oracle was several days away,
even with the benefit of the shortcut trail.
People walking, if they took any
care at all to avoid leaving a conspicuous trail, were bound to be harder to
track than the same number mounted on cameloids. Of course the footsloggers
were also condemned to a much slower pace.
Jeremy was not the only one who
noticed that Arnobius no longer had much to say about discovering truth. The
Scholar seemed to have been shocked out of such concerns and was absorbed now
with the need to straighten out the practical business in front of him.
Obviously he enjoyed the role, now that it had been thrust upon him.
"At the moment, philosophic
truth is whatever happens to promote our survival."
Ferrante, like most of his fellow
lancers, considered himself something of an archer. And now with some
satisfaction he had regained his own bow and arrows.
It was only natural that, on seeing
Jeremy arm himself with a bow as well, Andy would challenge him to an impromptu
contest. And that their new guide should pause to watch.
"How 'bout it, Katy? Winner
gets a kiss?"
The girl blushed. But she said:
"All right."
Jeremy just for practice shot one
arrow—at a soft target, hoping not to damage one of his usable
weapons. That the shaft should skewer the mark dead center seemed only natural
and right.
And the kiss, when he claimed his
prize, was more than sweet. Something far more serious than any voluptuous
dream had begun to happen between him and this girl.
Ferrante, whose arrow had come quite
creditably close to the bull's-eye, kept looking at him strangely, more with
puzzlement than jealousy.
* * *
The trail along which Katy led them
carried them mostly uphill, and sure enough, there was the Mountain in the
distance, not yet getting perceptibly closer. After Katy had guided them
through a day of careful progress on back trails, the party crossed a larger
road. At this point they might fall in with and join a larger pack of pilgrims
who were bound for the Cave Shrine.
Arnobius would have been pleased to
join forces with a bigger group and offered Katherine's services as guide, but
the distrustful pilgrims declined the union, being too suspicious to be led
away from the main road.
Jeremy remained as determined as
ever to complete the mission that Sal had bequeathed to him, almost with her
dying breath. Or so he told himself. The trouble was that sometimes he forgot
what he was doing here, for hours at a time. But if he couldn't find Margaret
Chalandon at the Cave of the Oracle, he didn't know what he would do next.
He tried cautiously questioning
Arnobius for any additional information about this woman, Scholar Chalandon,
who had been missing in the vicinity of the Mountain ever since her own
expedition had miscarried. But the Scholar was evidently unable to tell him
much.
Well, damn it, he, Jeremy, was doing
the best he could. With this—this god thing in
his head, he was lucky if he could remember who he was himself.
It bothered Jeremy that the image of
Sal was fading somewhat in his memory—the details of how
her face had looked and what her voice had sounded like. But he was still
committed to fighting the entities that had destroyed her.
In the middle of the night he woke
up with a cold chill, suspecting that maybe Apollo didn't want him to remember her.
It was natural that, as they walked,
Jeremy spent a fair amount of time talking to Katy. She listened so
sympathetically that he soon found himself stumbling through an attempt to
explain his situation to her.
He realized that he was becoming
increasingly attracted to the girl, who was in many ways quite different from
the other girls and women he had known, since they had begun to be of interest
to him.
It was obvious that Ferrante was
getting to like her, too, if only because she was the only young and attractive
woman around.
Jeremy told Katherine that he had
made a solemn promise to someone, and naturally she wanted to know more about
that.
"Then you and this girl are
engaged?"
"Engaged? No. No, nothing like
that." He was only fifteen; did she think he was about to get married? A
pause. "The truth is that she's dead."
Katy said how sorry she was. It
sounded like she really meant it.
TWENTY-FOUR
The four who traveled together
continued to make good time along the little-used trail, which after much going
up- and downhill rejoined the main road comparatively near the Mountain.
Katherine continued to lead the way,
giving every indication of knowing what she was about. The route she had
chosen, she told her clients, went through some tough hills by an
unlikely-seeming path. Apollo's memory was empty of information on this passage
through the hills and woods.
After the first day, when they had
come to a section of the trail with which she was less familiar, she spent a
good portion of the time scouting ahead alone.
This morning Jeremy walked with Katy
when she moved ahead. They exchanged comments on strange wildflowers—of
whose names she seemed to know at least as many as Apollo did. Jeremy admired
her backpack, which bore, in what she said was her mother's embroidery, a
design showing the same flowers being ravished by industrious bees.
Katy and Jeremy spoke of many other
things—including the strange diversity of life-forms, which was
said to increase dramatically on the Mountain's upper slopes.
"Some say it's all the
Trickster's domain, up there," Katy offered, tilting back her head in a
vain effort to see the summit, which was lost behind setbacks and clouds.
He didn't want to think about
Carlotta. "I've heard it is Olympus." So Apollo's memory suggested—it
was no more than a suggestion, for the Sun God had no recollection of ever
being that high on the Mountain. "What god do you like best, Kate?"
She gave him a look. All right, it
was a strange question to be asking anyone.
Katy seemed more attractive the more
he looked at her. Jeremy was impressed by her—to the
Intruder she could hardly be anything but one more conquest, but to the boy she
had assumed deeper importance, and Jeremy found himself sometimes tongue-tied
in her presence. When he would have commanded the supposed eloquence of Apollo,
it was nowhere to be found.
One night when they were well in
among the foothills, as Jeremy was taking his regular turn on watch, while his
companions slept, he turned round suddenly, feeling himself no longer alone.
Carlotta, dressed as when he had
last seen her, on the day when Arnobius had given her away, stood there smiling
at him.
Her neat, unruffled presence sent a
chill down his spine. There was no natural means by which Carlotta could be
here on the Mountain now.
Her eyes were unreadable, but she
put out a hand in the manner of a friendly greeting. "You look surprised
to see me, Johnny—but no, that's not really your right
name, is it?"
"You know it isn't. I am
surprised ... by how much you've changed." His left eye showed him a
multicolored aura surrounding her figure, as bright as that worn by Thanatos,
but less suggestive of danger. On her feet were strange red sandals, more
heavily marked.
"Let's talk about you first.
You've grown in the days since I've seen you, Jer."
"Have I? Maybe I have."
His clothes were starting to feel tight again.
Carlotta put out a hand and
familiarly stroked his cheek. "Still no whiskers, though."
"Truth is, I doubt I'll ever
grow any."
"Oh well. Whiskers aren't that
important. Having no beard is just a way of saying that you'll possess eternal
youth."
"I don't know about that."
"I do. I can now understand you
much better, Jeremy—if I may still call you that? Because I
have a goddess in my own head now, and I can see you through her eyes."
"And I can see you through
Apollo's.. .. You have the Trickster, don't you?" The glow in Carlotta's
eyes and mouth was like that of a house at dusk, where you could tell that
candles were glimmering inside even though windows and door were shut. "I
always pictured the Trickster as a man. That's how I always heard it in the
children's stories."
"Well, she's a woman, now that
she lives with me. I'm not sure what she was before."
Memory, quickly and shallowly
probed, could find no hard reason why the Trickster—or,
for that matter, Apollo or any other god—should absolutely be required to be
male.
Jeremy looked around. He and
Carlotta effectively had this spot in the deep woods all to themselves.
Arnobius and Kate and Ferrante were still sound asleep.
She seemed to read his thoughts.
"I put them to sleep. Apollo of course can wake them if he wishes."
He shook his head slightly.
"So, the Trickster and you . . . Want to tell me the story? I mean how ...
how it happened?"
"That's one reason I came to
see you. I've been aching to tell someone. Here, sit down beside me." With
a gesture she smoothed the surface of a fallen log, brushing away sharp branch
stubs and rough bark like so much sawdust, changing the very form of the wood,
leaving a smooth bench-like surface.
Jeremy sat, close to the goddess who
sat beside him, but not quite touching her. He said, "You moved the
window, in the Scholar's rooms."
Carlotta's laughter burst out
sharply. "It was nothing, for the Trickster. I bet he was impressed!"
"Totally confused."
"As usual!"
For a moment they looked at each
other, sharing memories in silence. Then Jeremy spoke. "You were going to
tell me how you ..." He finished with a vague gesture.
His companion ran a hand through her
white ringlets. "The Lord Apollo can say it, if he likes. I expect he can
say just about anything he wants. As for me, it all began on the day we met—
you and I."
He cast his mind back. "I thought maybe ... I saw you hide a little black and white box. Never
mind; go on."
Carlotta jumped up restlessly from
the log and strolled about, her fair brow creased as if in meditation. Jeremy
found himself distracted by the display the red sandals made in his left eye.
Presently she said, "It started
only an hour or so before you showed up. I expect it was your arrival that
threw Arnobius into a fit, though of course he never made the connection. I
didn't know he was knocked out, because I happened to be in the temple when it
happened."
"Yes, his seizure.... Go
on."
That day on the stone wharf beside
the ruined temple, Carlotta had thought her master safely occupied with his
usual rituals and incantations, adequately served and guarded by half a dozen
men.
"I told him that I was going
into the building to take a look around, but I wasn't sure he'd even heard me.
That was all right. I certainly didn't mind having a chance to do some
exploring on my own."
She'd gone into the temple, not
searching systematically, only wandering. Arnobius wasn't going to begin his
own official exploration until he was sure he'd done all the proper
incantations as correctly as possible.
"He was very big on
incantations, and on trying to divine what the gods wanted—I
don't know if he still is."
"He's changed," said
Jeremy. "Changed a lot in the last few days."
"Has he indeed?" But the
idea aroused no interest. "I didn't realize how big that temple was until
I started wandering around inside. I might actually have been worried about
getting lost in there, except that I could see daylight coming in at so many
places. The windows and holes were all above eye level, but I could easily tell
where the river was, because the trees I saw looking out on that side were far
away, while on the other sides they were growing right into the ruins....
"I went into room after room. Some
of them were of crazy shapes, and a few were huge. On the walls there were
paintings, as old as the building itself, and many of the paintings were very
strange. And some statues. . . . I didn't want to look at those closely,
because they frightened me. I can admit that now. Maybe some of them still
would, even though I'm now who I am.
"There were... things... that I
suppose had once been pieces of furniture, but by the time I saw them they'd
rotted away until only scraps of wood were left.
"Everything in there was
half-engulfed in lichens and mold and mildew.... Anyway, to cut the story
short, I came at last to a place—it was a kind of
strongroom, but the door was standing ajar. Inside there was a shrine to a
certain god. And below the shrine a kind of cabinet, made of both wood and
stone, intricately carved.
"I thought the handle of the
door seemed to reach out for my hand, beckoning. And when I pulled it open, I
found something inside—something very important. And at that
moment everything was changed for me, forever." The transformed version
of Carlotta paused, staring into the distance.
"The Trickster's Face,"
Jeremy supplied.
Her eyes came back to him. She
blinked. "Oh no."
"No?"
"No. Finding the Face, becoming
a goddess, came later. You see, that shrine in the temple in the swamp belonged
to Hermes." She paused, looking at him curiously. "But hasn't. . .
your own god ... told you all this already?"
"I've been afraid to ask him
much of anything. And he tells me very little. Never comes out and just says
anything in clear words. I suppose he's taking it easy on me. Because I can't
get over my fear of ... of being swallowed up in his memory. Consumed by
him."
Carlotta nodded. "I know what
you mean. Trickster's frightening, too, though she's not... Apollo." The
last word came out in a reverent hush.
Jeremy was shaking his head.
"Carlotta, by all the gods, but I'm glad you—glad I now
have someone I can talk to, about all this!" Impulsively he seized her
hand. "But you were telling me what you found in the ruined temple, that
day we met."
"Yes. Let me try to keep the
story in some kind of order." She sighed and took a moment to gather her
thoughts. "What I discovered in the cabinet, on that first day, was, of
course, the Sandals." Jumping to her feet and pirouetting slowly before
him, she reminded him how gloriously her feet were shod. "Jeremy, did you
never guess what truly frightened our crew of boatmen into running off?"
"I never thought much about it.
I've had a lot of other problems to keep me busy."
"Well, it was the sight of me
that did it! Of course as soon as I found Sandals looking like these I had to
try them on, and as soon as I tried them on I discovered what they were good
for.
"When our worthless crew saw me
fly out of the temple—dipping and darting in the air like a
bird—they pointed at me and screamed and ran around for a minute like beheaded
chickens. Then they chose to pile into the little boat and paddle like hell off
into the swamp. Even though they had some idea of what kind of things lived in
the swamp, they chose that rather than stay ... in the presence of what I had
become."
At the time, the sight of the
fleeing men, whom she certainly hadn't liked, had provoked in her a giddy
laughter, but the men's desertion had proven to be no joke, and soon her anger
had flared. If it hadn't been for Jeremy happening along, she would have been
forced to use the Sandals to get help—and there would have
been no keeping them secret after that.
Now Carlotta gave a fuller
demonstration of the Sandals' darting power, moving to the distance of a
hundred normal paces and back again, all in the blink of an eye.
"Beautiful," said Jeremy,
and confirmed with a glance that his three companions were still asleep.
Perhaps if it were not for Apollo, he would have been as terrified as the
boatmen.
She said: "I think that even
you, even with Apollo in your body, will not be able to move as swiftly and
smoothly as this." Apollo's memory, when pressed, confirmed the fact—and
pumped up more information, before he could turn off the flow. "Hephaestus
made them," Jeremy blurted out, pointing at her feet.
"That's right."
"And what did Arnobius say,
when you came flying out? But that's right; he didn't see you, because he was
already out cold by then. So you hid the Sandals, carrying them in that little
box, and kept the secret of their existence from him."
"Right again."
"I thought you loved him,
then."
The figure of the goddess spread her
arms in a very human gesture. "Johnny, I did, and I meant to tell him. At
least that's what I told myself. But then you came along, complicating matters
further, because I didn't entirely trust you.
"You remember how he wasn't fully himself again for several days. By the time he had
recovered, I'd had time to think. And the more I thought, the more I
worried."
"Why?"
"By then, I began to fear that
I'd waited too long. He'd wonder why I'd kept the discovery quiet....I think
the truth was that I feared losing him."
"How would having the Sandals—?"
"For one thing, because it was
I—his slave, his inferior helper—who'd actually made the
great discovery. The Sandals of Hermes, wrought for him by Hephaestus! And
I'd
found them, not the great Scholar. He'd found the temple in
the swamp, but then he'd failed. Suddenly things became too real for him to handle.
Instead of simply exploring the way I did, finding what was there to be found,
he stupefied himself with drugs and wasted his time with almost useless
diagrams and spells, games he could have played at home.
"If he denied me credit for the
great discovery, claimed it for himself—well, he and I would
always have known the truth. And if he nobly gave his slave assistant proper
credit, he would have made himself look inferior. Or so I feared. Either way it
would have upset things between us—or so I thought. Turned out there was
nothing much between us anyway."
Jeremy nodded slowly.
Carlotta's eyes had once again gone
distant. "When I look back, I can see he'd already started the process of
dumping me. There was no more talk of keeping me with him always. I had some
idea that if I waited until just the exactly right moment to present him with
this great gift of the Sandals—but somehow the exactly right moment
never came."
Later, on the night when the Scholar
had told Carlotta he was giving her away, she'd got the Sandals out of hiding
and begun to use them secretly. At first she'd only gone skimming and dancing
out over the sea at night, simply for the sense of power and freedom they
provided, with no further conscious goal in mind. But she'd soon found herself
returning to the hidden temple in the swamp, searching for more secrets of
power and wealth. Any slave knew that wealth was power—gold
made its own magic, at least as strong as any other kind.
Now the trip from the Academy to the
distant temple, through midnight skies, took her less than half an hour.
At first she didn't know why she had
chosen that place as her goal or exactly what she was looking for. Except that
she now wanted, needed, a weapon, some new means of power. It was as if the
Sandals heard her whispering to herself and carried her to what she needed.
Finding herself again inside that
broken structure, now and then having to dance aside from killer snakes, she
discovered that her instinct had been correct. She located what she was looking
for, and she knew it was what she had been seeking the moment she laid her
eyes on it.
She'd known since her first visit
that some great treasure must be hidden in that spot but had decided it would
be safer where it was. As long as she had the Sandals, she could always go back
for it.
"One thing I soon discovered is
that these little red shoes give their wearer more than speed. More than the
ability to fly, great as that is. Even if you don't know precisely where the
thing is that you're looking for, they'll take you to it."
"That's a tremendous
power."
"You should know—Apollo!"
"Maybe I should. If I'm a god,
I should know a lot of things that I don't."
"Because you are afraid to look
for them."
Jeremy was still sitting on the log,
and he sighed and closed his eyes. "Yes, probably. Go on; you were telling
me about when you went back to the temple."
There had been a time, Carlotta
said, when she wanted to make herself great only for the sake of the man she
loved—if she came to him as a goddess, or something like one, then he'd be
forced to take her seriously.
"But I should have known
better. You." She pointed at Jeremy. "You were already a god when
you encountered us. Sometime before that you'd somehow found Apollo's Face and
put it on."
"I didn't know what I was
doing."
"Didn't you? But you did it.
You were Apollo himself, the first time you stood in front of Arnobius, and he
saw nothing but a grubby human. No more did I, for that matter."
Slowly Jeremy nodded. "That's
true. Drugged or awake, he never knew either of us. He never understood Jeremy
Redthorn any more than he did Apollo."
"And what does Apollo now have
to say to me? Or to the Trickster who now lives in me?"
Jeremy waited for some inner
prompting—but there was only passivity. Slowly he raised both hands,
palms up. "Nothing, it seems. What does Loki have to say to me?"
The girl's eyes wandered over him.
"I don't know. But Carlotta wishes you no harm.
"That night when I first came
to you, out on the deck, that was of course before I knew you were a god.
Still, by that time I'd noticed something about you that I found very hard to
resist. A strength and value, so that I wanted you on my side.
"I was trying to recruit you as
my helper, even before I went back to the temple and found the Face and the
other treasure. Of course I had the Sandals then, but I needed a partner that I
could trust."
Carlotta told Jeremy she'd
half-suspected he was a runaway slave, who'd somehow managed to get free of his
metal collar.
The plan she'd formulated then had
been daring but not impossible. Jeremy could have got clear of the Academy
with her help, not to mention Apollo's. They could have returned to the temple
in a small boat and loaded a cargo of gold and jewels.
"Before I had the Trickster's
power and skills to call upon, there was a definite limit to how much I could
carry, flying with the Sandals."
Then, with Jeremy doing the heavy
work under Carlotta's guidance, they would have been off across the swamps to
freedom—there were other lords, other cities in which they might
manage to convert some of the jewels to wealth.
He said: "It wouldn't have
worked. Apollo would never have let me go running off like that. He's
determined to go to the Oracle, where there are things he wants to do. He has
other uses for my mind and body."
She only stared at him for a while,
not saying anything.
He asked Carlotta: "What are
you going to do now?"
"Do you know, I'm not sure? I
want to have a talk with Arnobius—of course." She
nodded in the direction of the sleeping figures by the fire. "And do
something with him, or about him. Not at the moment, but in a little while. But
I wanted to see you first. Is Apollo going to mind if I do something to
Arnobius?"
Jeremy looked inward, for some signal
that did not come. He said, "As far as I can tell, he's not."
Carlotta brightened. And in the
twinkling of an eye, the Sandals carried her away.
Apollo, still earthbound, resumed
his watch over his sleeping human companions.
The four pilgrims on resuming their
hike soon found themselves on a trail that went angling across the Mountain's
lower slopes. Viewed from their current position, the upper Mountain regained
the same shape it had had when seen from many miles away—it
appeared now an extended range, with a long crest of uneven height, no longer
giving the illusion of being a cone with a sharp peak. Here they could be
within a few minutes of John and his troops and never know it. It was perfectly
possible that other expeditions, armies even, could be going up simultaneously
to right and left. And that none of the rival groups might be aware of the
others until they all converged near the treeless top.
At least on the side now visible,
forests and meadows clothed the Mountain up to about three-fourths of the way
to the top—the uppermost fourth was barren rock. The higher ranks of
trees were already showing patches of autumn coloring.
* * *
For an hour or so, which on this
steep path translated into a mile or two of horizontal distance, the explorers
climbed with the Mountain on their right. Then came a switchback, which moved
the rock wall around to their left. Meanwhile, on the lower side, their
increasing altitude gradually spread before them a vista of valley, forest, and
field, marked with winding rivers and an occasional road. Somewhere in the
distance, more miles away than Jeremy wanted to guess, the hazy sea was faintly
visible. Down in the lowlands the colors of late summer were shading into those
of early autumn. Sheer height, now totaling thousands of feet, tended to give
unaccustomed lowlanders, including Jeremy, a queasy feeling in their stomachs.
Katy was the only human member of
the group who had previously been up the Mountain this far, and indeed all the
way to the Oracle, to which she knew the trail. When the men wondered aloud
what questions she might have asked there, she only shook her head in silence.
Apollo certainly had been to the
Cave before, though the experience of this laborious climb on foot did not
seem to be stored in his memory. With a minimal effort Jeremy could call up a
clear memory of what lay just ahead at any point on this portion of the trail.
But as usual, there was much in which his inner god did not seem interested.
The entrance to the Cave lay
approximately a mile above the level of the sea. From that point the Mountain
went up at least as far again; just how far was impossible to say. People had
different ideas on the subject.
Ferrante had never been on the
Mountain before, but he wasn't held back by ignorance. He said flatly:
"The gods are up there."
It was Kate who asked him: "You
believe in the gods?"
"Whenever I get up the Mountain
far enough I do. Anyway, I've heard too many stories, from too many people,
about what happened in the Cave a couple months ago."
In shade the air was definitely
cooler here, though the direct sun could scorch worse than ever. At almost a
mile above the sea, autumn had already begun, and the nights were sharply cold,
under an unbelievable profusion of stars. In the hours after midnight, tiny
icicles began to form wherever water dripped.
Wooded ravines and small, fertile
valleys opened on the uphill side of the path, which was now on the right side,
now on the left, according to the way the switchback had last turned. Here and
there small anonymous peasants' huts were tucked away, their windows peering
out of small patches of woods whose rear limits were not discernible.
Jeremy wondered if woodcutters could
live on these slopes. No doubt they could, if they could get their product to
market. Certainly large trees were plentiful enough. The woods, like the
Mountain itself, sometimes gave the impression of being magically extended.
Hermits and would-be wizards occasionally. But you'd need villages and towns in
which to sell your wood. And the villages up here, if there were any at all,
were uniformly tiny.
Jeremy liked to spend a fair amount
of time away from his companions. He had much to think about, and thinking was
generally easier when he was alone. If he was indeed invested with Apollo's
powers, he ought to be doing more than he was doing. But he couldn't dart about
the world as Carlotta did and wouldn't have known what to do with such speed if
he possessed it.
So he spent a good part of the time
climbing by himself, volunteering to forage for wood or food.
Time was passing, the sun lowering.
Jeremy was beginning to be bothered by the fact that Katy was no longer in
sight. As guide, she of course, more than any of the others, was likely to be
scouting ahead. But now several minutes had passed since Jeremy had started
looking to find her waiting beside the trail.
Soon he mentioned his concern to
Arnobius and Andy.
He told himself that he wasn't
really worried about her— not yet.
Would Carlotta, out of some twisted
anger, possibly jealousy, have done anything to her? . . . But no, he told
himself firmly, that was a foolish thought.
His thoughts returned to Carlotta, who,
now that she was also the Trickster, should possess, according to all the
information Jeremy could summon up, the ability to look exactly like anyone
she chose.
Still he could barely force himself
to probe Apollo's memory, and then only under the pressure of immediate need.
He was unable to plunge down to the depths where he might find information
concerning his colleagues in the pantheon and the subject of godhood in
general. If he could have convinced himself that some specific, urgent need had
to be met, then maybe—but Jeremy wasn't sure that he'd be able
to plunge in even then.
Well, he thought, so be it then. So
far the Lord Intruder seemed to be working on the plan of bringing important
matters to Jeremy's attention only when the moment had arrived to do something
about them. Well, he had to assume that one of the greatest gods in the world
knew what he was doing.
And Katy was still missing. Jeremy
moved on, all his senses in a heightened state of alertness. He was trying to
call up powers that he knew must be his, if he could only find the way to use
them.
Goats grazing in their high, sloped
pastures, some of which seemed tilted more than halfway to the vertical, looked
down over their white beards at the intrusive climbers. The beasts' eyes seemed
to have the penetrating gaze of wizards, and one reminded Jeremy irresistibly
of a certain archivist he'd encountered in the distant library.
Except for a goatherd or two, the
climbers encountered no other traffic as they ascended, but certainly the path
was not overgrown. It was as if some subtle magic kept it clear. Around it,
strange-looking ferns and wildflowers grew in profusion. A swarm of ordinary
bees droned somewhere in the middle distance. The common noise had acquired a
newly ominous significance, sounding a minor echo of Apollo's vengeance.
Already it was becoming obvious that
the Mountain had a great deal of the magical about it. The summit, more crested
ridge than single peak, always seemed to be only a little farther on, though
perpetually out of sight behind the bulge of the nearer slopes. And yet here,
even more than on any ordinary mountain, you could climb for hour after hour,
maybe day after day, without reaching the top. Jeremy, now clinging to the
flank of the first mountain he had ever climbed—in fact, it
was the first the eyes of Jeremy Redthorn had ever seen—found it impossible to rid himself of the eerie
feeling that he could go on climbing for years, forever, and still never reach
a point where there were no more rocks above him.
Over the last days and weeks, the
phenomenon he'd first noticed in the Academy barbershop was becoming more
pronounced. According to the wondering description provided by Kate, single
strands and patches of Jeremy's hair were growing in a lustrous almost-black,
matching the traditional look of Apollo. The dark hair was slightly curly, as
were his naturally red locks, a detail that somehow made the coloring look all
the more artificial.
And Jeremy's face had been ugly, or
at least plain, by conventional standards—or at least he had
come to think of himself that way. But it was easy to accept Katy's wondering
assessment that now, over the past few days, he was growing handsome. Of course
his cheeks and chin and upper lip were still as smooth and hairless as they'd
ever been.
Fervently he wished for a really
good mirror, then decided that if he had one, he'd be afraid to look into it.
Ferrante had a bad few moments when
he realized that Jonathan, who'd been only an inch or two the taller on the day
they met, now overtopped him by almost a full head. Of course it was only
natural for boys of fifteen to grow.
"But this's bloody
ridiculous!"
He remembered how Katherine
yesterday had noticed and commented on these changes, even before Jeremy
himself was fully aware of them. Katherine didn't begin to understand, but she
knew there was something strange about this boy, and she liked him and tried to
be reassuring.
When Jeremy came upon, in one of the
small mountain streams, a pool still enough to offer a coherent reflection, he
stared into it, as he had stared at his reflection in the Honeymakers' well,
and knew a sinking feeling.
Because he was changing. It didn't
seem that he was going to come out looking exactly like the Dark Youth, either—more like
him, yes, but his bodily proportions were not going to be so perfect, any more
than his hair was going to turn entirely black.
It wasn't only a matter of hair or
of the changes that came to any boy growing into manhood. What frightened him
was that his whole face—no, his whole head; no! his whole body!—
seemed to be growing now according to a different pattern, trying to take on
the shape of an entirely different person.
Other changes in his body were not
as immediately apparent but more substantial. His muscles were no longer merely
stringy but rounding into strength. His masculinity was more heavily developed—though
for the time being, at least, erotic images rarely intruded upon his thoughts,
either waking or sleeping. He supposed that might be because the Intruder of
late had been concentrating upon other matters. He had his own business to set
his mind on. Yes, all roads, all thoughts, led back to the Intruder. Apparently
Jeremy Redthorn was not going to spend much time thinking about subjects in
which the Lord Apollo was not interested.
Or worrying about them, either.
Thank all the gods—well, thank Apollo, anyway—that Jeremy's
body was developing with a great deal more classic symmetry than his face.
It was hard to remember now, but not
that long ago, back around midsummer, he'd had trouble persuading even a moderately
ugly village girl—what had her name been? Myra, that was
it—not to lie with him but just to tolerate his presence! Even that had seemed
a mystical, practically unattainable goal.
And then the Intruder had moved into
his head. And the girl called Carlotta, carrying her Sandals hidden somewhere
in the boat, had done what she had done, that memorable night on the deck of
the catamaran. And now women and girls in general seemed to hunger for him. Even
though his body hadn't changed that much—the body that
had once belonged entirely to Jeremy Redthorn had.
And now, according to some ancient,
weathered signposts, wood slabs fixed to trees and carved or painted in half a
dozen languages, the famed Cave of the Oracle was no more than a mile ahead.
Maybe there was also a stone marker or two.
I'm getting really worried about Katy. I thought
perhaps we'd find her waiting here.
The shrine ahead of them was also
known as the Cave of the Python. Believers said that in it, deep down under the
surface of the earth, there dwelt a Monster of Darkness. Evidently Apollo in
his previous avatar had tried and failed to conquer this creature—another
hero was needed to accept the task and succeed in it.
The entrance of the Python's Cave—more
precisely, certain features that marked the location of the entrance—were
visible from a considerable distance downslope. The Cave itself, according to
Jeremy's grafted memory, lay hidden by a large fold of rock until you were
almost upon it. But the broad and well-worn paths and the cluster of small
buildings nearby left no doubt of where the entrance was.
Having caught this tantalizing
glimpse of the entrance from a distance on the path, you found that it
disappeared again until you were almost on it.
The party advanced.
Arnobius, too, was perturbed by the
fact that their Honeymaker guide had disappeared, but in his role of methodical
leader he wasn't about to do anything rash because of that.
He gave his orders to his remaining
people. Oh, if only he had forty of John's lancers with him! Or even twenty
young and angry villagers! He'd seize the mouth of the Cave and hold it until
John and the rest of his force arrived.
But Jeremy was becoming more and
more grimly concerned with Katy's fate. He was determined to disregard the
Scholar's orders and go on to the Cave himself, alone.
And the Intruder, for his own
reasons, concurred with this course of action.
Jeremy knew, with certainty and yet
with frightening ignorance as to the ultimate source of his knowledge, that
this hard whitish rock that stood a mile above the sea had one day been down at
the bottom. In the past, the distant past . . . no, the word distant was inadequate. That ocean rolled on the far side of a time
gulf so immense that he was afraid of what might happen to his mind if he was
ever able to see it clearly.
The whitish rock on which his hand
was resting contained innumerable small objects that looked like seashells.
Here were remnants of what must have been tiny clam-like ocean-dwelling
creatures, now encased within the limestone. His new memory confirmed the
identification.
There were half a dozen people, a
mixture of priests and soldiers, some showing Kalakh's blue and white,
standing near the mouth of the Cave. But Jeremy could be sure, before he got
any closer, that Katy was not among them. And he knew she wouldn't have gone
willingly along the trail past this spot.
Even as he approached the Cave,
Jeremy remembered something else that had happened during the Intruder's
earlier visit, or visits, to this spot. At certain hours of the day and
seasons of the year, looking down into the Cave from outside, if the sunlight
fell at the right angle, you could still make out the caveman paintings of some
animal being hunted and speared. And another scene in the same style, depicting
what could hardly be anything but human sacrifice. A small human figure was in
the process of being devoured, and the thing that was doing the devouring
looked for all the world like an enormous snake.
TWENTY-FIVE
Apollo's memory of the Cave entrance
showed it as one detail of a whole landscape, seen as it had been a few months
ago, engulfed in war. But since the Sun God's last and fatal visit here, human
activity in the vicinity of the Cave of Darkness had taken on a different
character. Open warfare in the area had ended. Human powers allied to Hades
were in charge but making no effort to keep others out. Lord Kalakh's priests
and soldiers were endeavoring, with some success, to encourage pilgrimages.
Appearances from as close as a
hundred yards were still deceptive. At that distance, neither of Jeremy's eyes
could see more of the Cave's entrance than a kind of high, shallow grotto,
framed by a fringe of tall, thin trees. What Apollo perceived as a grotto was a
rough concavity, not deep in comparison with its height and width, that had
been formed by natural forces in a towering steep wall. That wall formed one
flank of the upper Mountain, which beyond it went on up for an immense
distance. From where Jeremy stood now, the summit was still completely out of
sight behind intermediate elevations.
The true mouth of the Cave did not
become visible until you got much closer, and as Jeremy drew near he saw an
enormous hole, ten yards wide, going down into the earth at the base of the
grotto. The opening went down almost vertically, so that you could fall into it
if you were careless or jump down into it if you tried.
These details seemed new to the
Intruder's memory; his previous entrance to the Cave must have been
accomplished by a different route.
The pilgrims' road ended here, at
the Cave of the Oracle. But as Jeremy approached, he could see that a much
smaller path continued climbing past the Cave's mouth and its surrounding
clutter of small buildings, people, and animals. For as far as his vision, or
Apollo's, could follow that extended way, it appeared to be unobstructed.
Arnobius had commanded the members
of his small group to maintain their disguise as pilgrims but not to closely
approach the Cave and to avoid as much as possible any contact with Kalakh's
people, or the Gatekeeper's. The Scholar was mildly concerned about the fate of
Katherine, but then one had to expect some casualties in war—and
he had little doubt that a state of war existed, or would soon exist, between
Kalakh and the Harbor Lord.
But neither Jeremy nor Apollo was
minded to wait for Arnobius's permission to look for Katy. Her welfare had now
become Jeremy's overriding concern. He didn't see how that could possibly be
the Intruder's goal as well—but whatever Lord Apollo's plan might be,
it, like Jeremy's, evidently called for a prompt approach to the entrance of
the Cave. Jeremy kept expecting that he would have to fight some internal duel,
at least a skirmish, with the Intruder over control of the body they both
inhabited. He more than half-expected something of the kind to develop now. But
Apollo did not dispute him in the matter.
Here, of course, was the site of the
world's most famous oracle. That was one point on which the vast memory of the
Intruder and the very skimpy one of Jeremy Redthorn were in agreement.
And here, of course, in one of the
Cave's deep rooms, was where the recent but already legendary battle between
Hades and Apollo had taken place. Memory assured Jeremy that it had been much
more than a legend.
Traditionally the Cave stood open to
anyone who wanted to try his or her luck at gaining power or advantage out of
it or obtaining a free prophecy. And Apollo's vision showed Jeremy something
that made him want to make the attempt.
What kind of questions did most
visitors ask the Oracle? Apollo's memory could readily provide an answer based
on hearsay. As a rule, rich and poor alike wanted to know basically the same
things: whether they were fated to enjoy success in love and in money matters.
Generally the poor were able, for a small fee, to take part in a kind of mass
prophecy.
Arnobius had chosen a campsite about
a hundred yards from the Cave entrance, and here the Scholar planned to wait
for some indication that Lord John and his lancers were in the vicinity.
Winter tended to come early at this
altitude, but so far the weather remained mild, and an abandoned hut provided
sufficient shelter, though one wall had fallen in. There were a number of
similar structures standing about, put up and used and abandoned by successive
parties of pilgrims.
Ferrante was beginning to share
Jeremy's worries about Katherine. But to the soldier she was not important
enough to disobey a direct order. To Jeremy she had become just that. Soon his
need to go and look for her became too strong to resist. Without a word to
anyone, and with no clear plan in mind, he set out alone for the Cave entrance.
Neither Arnobius nor Ferrante was
immediately aware of Jeremy's departure, and none of the people near the
entrance to the Cave paid much attention to the boy as he came walking calmly
down the path.
While the little knot of attendants
were chatting among themselves, Jeremy came to a casual merchant's table,
suitable for some small bazaar, on which a miscellany of items had
been set out for sale.
Almost at once Jeremy came to a
halt, his gaze fixed on one item among this merchandise: he was looking at
Katherine's homemade backpack, the one with the bee and the flower embroidered
on it.
He grabbed up the pack, which was
empty now, and held it up to the sunlight and could see his fingers trembling.
She'd told him that her father had made the thing from leather and tough canvas
and her mother, required to use a special needle for the heavy fabric, had sewn
on the design.
One of the men who dealt in buying
and selling came sliding close to him, bringing a scent of cheap perfume.
"A pretty and useful object, sir. The price is very reasonable."
"It may be higher than you
think." Out of the boy's throat came a remote voice that seemed to have
little to do with Jeremy Redthorn.
The man drew back a step.
Some items of women's clothing were
on display also, on the same table. Jeremy, knowing himself to be outwardly calm
except that his hands were still shaking, opened the empty pack and began to
restore to it what he assumed were its proper contents, including some items of
spare clothing that he thought he recognized. Then he strapped it shut and
hooked it over his shoulder, next to his own pack.
"Here, sir, payment is due on
that!"
Jeremy turned and looked at the man.
"Do you insist on payment?" the voice of Apollo asked, not loudly,
and there were no more protests.
The boy turned away, with the
feeling of one moving in a dream, again facing the Cave entrance, not knowing
exactly what would come next but confident that whatever it was would be the
necessary thing.
There came a sound of a single pair
of feet behind him, hurrying, and suddenly Ferrante was at his elbow, dressed
as a pilgrim and not a soldier, looking agitated but trying to conceal it. In
a low voice he said to Jeremy: "Scholar's looking for you. I got my orders
to bring you back."
Jeremy was still walking toward the
Cave. "I've got my orders, too, Andy. I'm going on."
Ferrante didn't get it.
"Orders? From—?"
"This pack I just picked up is
Katy's. I think the worst thing that could have happened to her has happened.
I'm going to find out."
Ferrante looked upset, but he wasn't
going to create a disturbance by taking physical measures to stop Jeremy—not
here, in the public eye, with a dozen or more armed enemies in sight.
Half-consciously Jeremy was still
bracing himself for conflict with the Lord Apollo over what their next joint
move was going to be. But the precaution proved quite unnecessary. His left eye
began to supply him with symbolic guidance, and the direction chosen seemed
appropriate for aggressive action.
The two who walked in one body were
going on, into the Cave.
To locate Katy if they could, to
bring her out if she was still alive. On all these points the Intruder was with
him all the way.
The question of what Apollo might
want of him, later, in return, came up in Jeremy's mind, but he brushed it
aside for now, as of no importance. Steadily he walked forward, with Ferrante,
not knowing what to do, following uncertainly a couple of steps behind.
Almost immediately Jeremy was
challenged again, this time with serious intent. The sentry was well armed,
equipped with helm and shield, a figure of burly confidence, almost twice Jeremy's
bulk.
"No passage, this way,
you!"
Now there was no need for patience
any longer—anyway, he and Apollo had both had enough of patience. But
neither, the Intruder assured him wordlessly, was there any need to waste an
arrow here.
How, then?
Easily. Like this.
Jeremy watched as his own right arm
swung to the left across his body, then lashed backhanded at the sentry. It was
a casual blow but effective. In one direction soared the soldier's shield,
painted with the black and red device of Hades, while his spear, now in two
pieces, flew another way. The man himself went dancing straight back, feet
scarcely touching the ground, until he hit the wall eight feet behind his post.
Sliding down that barrier, he lay unmoving on the ground.
Seeing the way ahead now unimpeded,
Jeremy walked on, forward and down. His mind was glowing with pleasant
surprise, but the sensations in his right arm were less agreeable. It had gone
numb, from fingertips to shoulder, and now life was slowly returning in the
form of a painful stinging.
A few people standing in the middle
distance had turned their heads at the sound of the sentry's demolition, but no
one had actually seen anything happen. The body lying at the foot of the wall
was hard to see, and there was nothing alarming in Jeremy's measured pace.
As the boy moved ahead, he thought: Damn it all, Intruder! Remember, this body we share is
only human flesh and bone. A few more shots like that one, and it won't be any
use to you! Then
briefly he felt aghast at his own impudence—but, damn it, as
long as he was allowed his own thoughts he was going to have them. He had never
taken a reverential approach toward the god who shared his flesh and blood, and
he was in no mood to start now.
Evidently his impudence was not
resented; perhaps it meant no more to his resident divinity than a dog's bark
or cameloid's groan.
Still Jeremy's hands were empty, the
bow and quiver on his back, not yet needed. Maybe
I should have picked up the sentry's knife, or the sharp end of his broken
spear, to use in the next fight. But no, he could feel that Apollo's approval for that course
of action was lacking. He had his chosen bow and arrows. If Jeremy at any
point needed to gather additional equipment or detour for any other reason, the
god would doubtless let him know.
He'd actually forgotten Ferrante for
the moment. Now a small sound made him turn, to see the young soldier petrified
with astonishment. Jeremy's finger pointed. Out of his throat came Apollo's
voice, not loud but commanding: "Go back to the Scholar, and tell him that
the Lord Apollo has gone into the Cave."
"The Lord ..." Ferrante's
face had suddenly gone gray, his eyes as they regarded Jeremy turned into those
of a frightened stranger.
"Yes. Tell him." Turning,
Jeremy strode on.
Obviously the Intruder had been in
this part of the Python's Cave before and was familiar with many of its
details. Now it was possible to get a better idea of the location of the room,
buried in the earth somewhere ahead, where about two months ago the last
previous avatar of Apollo had been slain by some overwhelming enemy.
Many additional nuggets of
information were suddenly available, a bewildering variety of clues leading up
to that event, and much emotion attached to it, but Jeremy firmly refused to
dig into any of that now.
A minute ago, he'd been fearful that
his Apollo component might come bursting out of hiding and take complete
control of his behavior—that Jeremy would become a prisoner in
his own head and eventually perhaps be ground up and compressed to nothing
there. But now he had no sense that anything of the kind was happening. It was
Jeremy Redthorn who was putting one foot ahead of the other, determined to head
down into the Cave, whatever anyone else, human or god, might want from him.
Certainly he was no puppet.... People stared at him, salesmen and priests and
would-be guardians, as he strode past them and went on down. They must have
wondered who he was, but none of them had noticed what had happened to the
sentry.
Looking down from very near the
sharply defined brink of the entrance, Jeremy beheld a winding path, almost too
narrow for two people to edge past each other, but smooth and well-worn into
rock, clinging to the side of the Cave, which was almost vertical here at the
start. An easy place to defend, if your enemies were trying to fight their way
up out of the ground. The path in its first descent went halfway round the
great hole. Then it started to switchback lower, fading and losing itself in
the devouring darkness after a distance of perhaps a hundred paces. His left
eye could follow it only a little farther than his right. How far beyond that
the Cave might descend into the earth he had no means of guessing. Nor did the
stories offer much real information, except that it was very large and some of
them claimed that it connected with the Underworld.
Jeremy tried a gingerly search of
Apollo's memory for details of the Cave's configuration at this point but came
up blank. To reach the Cave beyond this point, the Intruder, in the course of
his previous visit, must have traveled by some different route.
Lord John and the almost four
hundred troops under his command had found their way down the western side of
the gorge, forded the tumultuous stream at the bottom, and located a trail to
bring them up the eastern side, all the while trying with belated caution to
guard against another ambush. The kidnappers' trail had been more than a day
old by the time they reached it. More long and painful hours had passed before
the searchers were able to pick up the right path and follow it to the
Honeymakers' village.
* * *
Now the boy Jeremy was standing in
the cavern's first great room, a roof of rock some thirty feet above his head.
But he was still so close to the surface that the sky was barely out of sight.
There was still plenty of daylight with which to examine the details of his
surroundings.
Stalking from one to another of the
prisoner cages that stood near the entrance to the Cave, inspecting the
contents, the visitor made sure that Katy wasn't in any of them. Once that was
accomplished, Jeremy now felt certain of where she had gone—down
and in. The only remaining uncertainty, and it seemed a slight one, was whether
she was already dead, somewhere under the earth.
Here the Gatekeeper's people, who
were also the merchants of sacrifice, were definitely open for business. Half a
dozen intended victims, their number divided equally between girls and boys,
were even now awaiting their turns, in the same number of wooden enclosures.
All were young; all had probably looked healthy when they were caught, not many
days ago—unblemished specimens were generally preferred. Now they
had the appearance of being drugged, their naked bodies slumped in awkward
positions or crouched, like animals, over their own droppings. They turned to
Jeremy eyes that were very human but utterly lost.
He held his breath until he had made
sure that Katy was not among them.
In similar cages nearby there also
waited an assortment of animals. Posted prices indicated that one or two of
the beasts, rare and almost perfect specimens, cost more than some of the humans.
Doubtless they were more difficult to obtain.
The cages were rough cubes about
five feet on a side, and some of them at least were set on wooden platforms, to
raise the contents somewhat above the ground. This no doubt made easier such
cleaning and feeding as was undertaken.
Several of the cages were new, which
Jeremy took as evidence that business was good. Generally the heavy cages were
left here and only the helpless occupants, their bodies painted with magical
designs, were dragged or carried down into the earth, to Hades's kingdom.
Jeremy, who despite his recent
adventures still looked reasonably prosperous, was given additional
information by one of the attendants, who wanted to sell him an animal or a
human.
Lord Apollo was eager to proceed,
his spirits were high, and his attitude imbued their joint progress with a
certain style. Jeremy Redthorn might have advanced at an anxious run, but that
would not do for the senior partner. Regally he stifled the impulse to trot
and infused the boy's walk and carriage with a kingly grace as he approached
the next set of attendants, who now gave him their full attention as he drew
near.
One man in particular came out
bowing and fawning, smirking as if he thought he was approaching an incognito
prince. His object was, of course, to sell the prince one or more humans. The
other attendants smiled and bowed. There was nothing like youthful specimens of
humanity, perfect in every limb, if you wanted to please the Dark God with a
really classy sacrifice.
Did the Cave Monster, Jeremy
Redthorn wondered, have any real interest in devouring helpless humans? Yes,
the Intruder's memory assured him. One point was surprising—the
hunger of the thing below seemed to be more for beauty and rationality than for
meat. The monster, then, was some perverted god, surviving from the last cycle
of deity creation. It may have played that role, as well as many others. In
past cycles, if not placated by sacrifice, it had come out to ravage the
countryside.
Exactly which member of the
partnership, Jeremy Redthorn or Apollo, made the final decision to smash the
cages in this Cave anteroom before going farther down Jeremy was never
afterward quite sure. It seemed to be one of those things that they agreed on,
though their motives were quite different.
One of the attributes of Apollo, as
cataloged at the Academy, was that he was not readily impressed by sacrifices.
Rather, what he looked for in his worshipers was a seeking for purification, a
willingness to atone for guilt.
Nor, one would think, would Apollo
have any particular interest in the welfare of a humble village girl named
Katherine, any more than he would in any of the other intended sacrifices.
After Jeremy had looked internally for an answer, he decided that the
Far-Worker's reason for smashing the cages was that he, Apollo, meant to claim
the Cave as territory from Hades, his mortal enemy. Eventually, perhaps, he
would relocate the true Oracle where it belonged, up on the peak of the
Mountain, in open sunlight.
Jeremy's right arm, which he had
bruised against the sentry's bony mass and armor, still pained him—not
a disabling injury, but certainly a warning of this body's vulnerability. The
boy thought that, for once, he could almost follow the Intruder's thoughts: First, before I
enter serious combat, I must attend to this body, this tool, which is my best
and only essential weapon; limbs so feeble and tender must first be
strengthened.
And Jeremy's hands and wrists came
up before his face, in such a way that he could not be sure if he himself had
willed their rising up or not. A moment later something, as
if pumped by his heart and in his blood, came flowing through his back and
shoulders, spreading, trickling, down into both arms. He could follow the
interior flow by the feeling that it generated of a buzzing, liquid warmth. He
was intensely reminded of the never-to-be-forgotten sensation of the mask
fragment melting and flowing into his head through the apertures of eye and
ear.
The feeling of warmth and flow
abated, leaving him slightly dizzy and with a pounding heart. His arms looked
no more formidable than before as he raised them and gripped the cage—and
yet he knew that the power of the Dark Youth had entered into them. He pulled
with the right hand, pushed with the left, in almost the same motion he would
have used to draw a bow. Moderate effort yielded spectacular results. Under the
pressure of those arms, green logs four inches thick went splintering in white
fragments, and the tough withes that had bound the cage together exploded from
it. Briefly there was the sound of timber breaking, a forest falling in a gale.
The noise put an end to any hope that his further progress would remain
unnoticed by those in the room with him.
There was shouting and confused
activity among the humans milling around.
Noncombatants, women and a
scattering of children, as well as a few aged men, were screaming and shouting
in panic, getting themselves out of the way as rapidly as possible.
There came a well-remembered
flapping, whistling, sighing in the air around him. Apollo was suddenly happy,
an emotion so vital that Jeremy caught it almost at once from his senior partner.
How marvelous that there should be furies here! They must be kept like
watchdogs by some greater power, for a whole swarm of them now came soaring and
snarling out of the depths of the Cave.
It crossed Jeremy's mind to wonder
if these might even be counted as domestic animals and thus be readily subject
to his control. He wasn't going to find out, and, in fact, he immediately
forgot the question, for the sight and sound and smell of them had triggered a
killing rage in both of the entities inhabiting Jeremy Redthorn's frame. His—or
the Dark Youth's—left arm lashed out like a striking snake and clutched a
handful of mousy skin, stopping the creature in midflight. It screamed while
its whips flailed at him, with no more effect than on a marble statue.
A moment later, the Lord of Light
had seized a wing root in each hand and was ripping the beast apart, with no
greater effort than Jeremy Redthorn would have used tearing paper. A maimed
body fell to the Cave floor, and black blood splashed and flew. Only later did
Jeremy realize how his face and clothing had been splattered.
Then he seized one of the dealers in
human souls and bodies by his neck, took one long-clawed fury foot in his other
hand, and used the talons to obliterate the slaver's face.
Again Jeremy stalked forward. Now he
was approaching the first internal barrier he'd encountered since entering the
Cave, a gate of wood or metal that was already standing open. The smoke of
pungent incense rose from a wide, shallow bowl supported atop a tall
three-legged stool of black wood.
The debauched priestess who mouthed
the prophecies swayed on her three-legged stool, staring with drugged eyes at
the newcomers. An aging woman, her sagging breasts exposed, a tawdry crown
poised crooked on her head.
She reacted violently to the
presence of Apollo/Jeremy. "Lord of Light, I know you! You come to die
again!"
Jeremy/Apollo ignored the nonsense
she gibbered at him and stalked on, leaving behind him a growing pandemonium.
The captives that he'd freed would have to see to themselves now—his
own real task lay ahead.
On he stalked, and down.
Once more a single figure, this time
a man, confronted him. And out of memory new material suddenly emerged: At the
inner entrance to the Cave there ruled, partly by cunning, partly by tradition,
the Gatekeeper—a human remembered only vaguely by Apollo and of whose
actual age even Apollo could not be sure. But it was hard for even Apollo to
remember a time when there had been no Gatekeeper at the Cave.
Could it possibly have been the same individual, all
that time?
...quite old in his appearance, and
of a lean and vicious aspect, who a few months ago, at the time of the great
duel, had commanded the debased remnant of the traditional attendants of the
shrine.
In Jeremy's left eye he looked even
worse.
And now he himself hardly ever emerged from the Cave
but rather shunned the sunlight.
He had wisps of graying hair, once red, curling around
a massive skull. Once he had been impressively muscled, and still his body
possessed wiry strength, fueled by meanness. Large portions of his tawny skin,
wherever it was visible, were covered with tattoos. Once there had been rings
in his ears and nose, but now only the hard-lipped scars remained.
He was cynical and evil—but in his
heart he was still waiting for the true god to reappear.
For almost as long as Apollo could remember, the world
had accepted the Gatekeeper (really a succession of Gatekeepers, the god
supposed) as chief overseer of all sacrifices at the shrine. The only ones in
which he took keen interest were those in which a human was set before the God
of the Underworld—the immolation of youth or maiden,
their nude bodies painted, then carried, drugged and helpless, down into the
darkness, where they were bound to their log frames and left to whatever might
come for them.
Later, so the whispers said, he sometimes went down
again, alone, to revisit the victims. If Hades or one of his creatures had not
yet accepted the sacrifice, the Gatekeeper sometimes tortured or raped them.
Once or twice, acting on an impulse he could not explain, he had killed a
victim mercifully with a swift knife thrust.
"I see," called Apollo to
the waiting figure, as Apollo/Jeremy strode near, "that your master,
Hades, has not yet decided to devour you."
"It may be that he will,
someday, Sun God." The voice that came from the ravaged face was
surprisingly deep and firm and unafraid. "But the knowledge has little
terror for me."
"Have you forgotten what terror
feels like, torturer? It is very dangerous for any human to entirely forget
that."
"Only one thing, my Lord
Apollo," said the deep voice from the ruined face, "any longer is
capable of filling me with true dread—and so long as I am
not confronted by that one thing, I seem to have forgotten what it is."
The Gatekeeper had been the first of Hades's human
allies to reach the scene after the most recent killing of Apollo. Prophecies
were handed out under his auspices. He controlled, most of the time, the
demented woman who generally uttered them. More often than not she was just
putting on an act and saying what the Gatekeeper told her to say. Sometimes she
was passing along what came down, in some jumbled way, from the summit.
The Gatekeeper was not trying to
block the path, and Apollo/Jeremy strode on past him. Once more the man spoke
briefly to Apollo, then dodged and fled when Apollo merely raised a hand to his
bow, as if to grasp and draw it.
The Gatekeeper fled down into the
depths, to bring his dark master word of the new incursion.
Jeremy now was in the third great
chamber of the Cave, out of sight of the entrance by some hundreds of feet. But
there was still plenty of indirect daylight to let him find the path.
His attention was focused on the way
ahead. There he could see with his left eye the reflections of a distant
reddish glow and hear with his left ear the echoes created by the shuffling
approach of the monster Hades.
He knew that these were signs of the
approach of Hades, who must now be coming up, with strength renewed for renewed
battle, from however far down in the earth his last retreat had carried him.
Jeremy strained his senses
listening, wondering if Cerberus might be coming up also. Apollo's memory was
not reassuring on the subject of Cerberus, picturing a multiheaded, dog-like
shape of monstrous size—and neither human nor divine. Apollo
seemed reluctant to push the image of that shape forward, where Jeremy might have
a good look at it.
And what of Thanatos? What Hades had
said might well be true: If that mask fragment had been retrieved from the
stream carrying it under the earth, then the God of Death might already have
been reborn in the body of another human avatar. There would be no shortage of
people ready to enter the great game in that role. Still, Apollo seemed to
believe that the odds were against Thanatos having been already revived.
So an active Thanatos was a real
possibility, and so was a reconstructed Cerberus. If all three of those dark
allies should come against him at the same time ... but he could not think yet
of turning back.
The Enemy's chief avatar, when he
finally appeared, was, like Jeremy himself, no more than man-size, physically.
But his true dimensions were hard to see at first, such was the dominant
impression of overwhelming strength.
Even Apollo had difficulty in
determining practical details from a distance. Minor changes in form had
occurred since the two gods' last encounter. The only clear impressions coming
through to Jeremy were of malevolence and enormous destructive power.
The one who approached seemed to
move in the form of rippling shadows, which the light of the torches spaced
around the walls could do nothing to disperse.
This was a presence monumentally
powerful. Beside the Lord of the Underworld, even Death, which Apollo, if not
Jeremy, had already experienced, faded toward insignificance.
Hades, on coming at last into
conversational range, put on a show of mockery and feigned obeisance. "I
go to prepare a place of entertainment for you." His voice was not loud,
but it boomed and echoed, as if it were coming from some great distance.
Jeremy had not long to wait to hear,
from his own lips, Apollo's reply. "Indeed I am ready to be entertained.
Prepare whatever objects and ceremonies you choose. But remember that whatever
is in this Cave, inside this Mountain, will soon be mine. I intend to take the
Oracle from you and make it speak the truth."
"Truth, great Far-Worker? The
simple truth is that you will be dead."
"Here I am," said Apollo
simply, spreading out Jeremy's boyish-looking arms.
The dark shape nodded, shifted.
"Perhaps, Sun God, you count the death of Death a few days ago as a great
victory. You sent his mask into the earth, but I can bring it out again. A new
avatar of Thanatos will step forward, and you should be warned that it will
make little difference to you; you and your friends will still be subject to
death."
The Lord of Light was unperturbed.
"So will everyone else."
"Not I. I am surprised that you
value your own life so lightly. The body you have chosen to wear this time
looks a poor one, and inadequate."
"Not so feeble that you can
knock it down with words. Here I am, standing in it. What do you intend?"
There came a grating sound that
might have been a laugh. Even the Lord of the Silver Bow had better beware of
this opponent. Others might have been fearful, but not Hades. Yes, even the
Far-Worker, and even had he still been possessed of his full strength. The Lord
of Light was not all that he had once been, as the history of his last visit to
this Cave showed, and certain vague but terrible memories warned .. .
And Jeremy's vague opponent bowed in
mockery. "Here all the ways lie open before you. Let us see what your new
avatar is able to accomplish."
Apollo had nothing to say to that,
and Jeremy knew that at last the time had come to unsling his captured bow.
He noted without surprise that his
hands, however human and puny they might be, handled the weapon with easy
familiarity.
And he noted once more, with cool
regret, how mediocre, not to say poor, were its materials and workmanship. No
Silver Bow, this, but it would have to do. Unhurriedly he reached back into the
quiver and drew and nocked against the bowstring one of the dead bandit's
knobby arrows—the first three fingers of young Jeremy Redthorn's right
hand, curling themselves around the string, seemed to know precisely what had
to be done next, even if his conscious mind did not.
TWENTY-SIX
Hades had retreated, for the moment,
without Jeremy or the Intruder even getting a good look at him. But the
Intruder already knew their enemy well, and Jeremy needed no advice from his
partner to know that their problems were not over.
The thought now dominant in Jeremy
Redthorn's consciousness might have been entirely his own: We are going to be tested.
There sounded a clatter of rocks
under clumsy feet. Here, scrambling and stumbling about in nervous eagerness,
came a dozen human skirmishers, those calling themselves Guardians of the
Oracle. They claimed to serve the Gatekeeper and to protect all pilgrims, but
Apollo knew with certainty that they were the people who had taken Katy—and
they were in the service of Hades.
The first guardians to react to
Apollo/Jeremy's intrusion were all male and lacking any common insignia or
uniform. They appeared to be a mixed bag indeed. Two or three of them, in the
Intruder's judgment, looked the part of competent warriors, professionally
equipped and moving with the air of men who knew their business. But all the
rest were poorly armed, wielding mere sticks and knives, and not dressed for
the part at all. Their movements were uncertain. Obviously they had been
hastily summoned from other duties and pressed into service. Mixed groups of
such men were assembling, more slowly than their leaders would have liked, out
in front of the Cave, with their vanguard close inside its mouth. Some had been
pressed into service from the attendants outside, while others came moving up
out of the earth in advance of their dread master.
Jeremy had the feeling that the
Intruder was not impressed by the quality of the opposition so far; his forward
progress neither slowed nor hastened.
Someone running by in haste toppled
the tripod of the pythoness; she had already disappeared. Torch flames swayed
in the flow of air generated by human movement. The noncombatants who fled
turned back to watch as soon as they had reached what they judged was a safe
distance. Quite possibly they are wrong
about that, Apollo's
memory assured his human partner.
The half-dozen prisoners intended
for sacrifice who had suddenly found themselves no longer on sale had
evidently been shocked out of their drugged lassitude by the experience, for
they had all disappeared when Jeremy looked back; he supposed they were
climbing toward the surface and some of them could get clean away.
Instead of rounding up the prisoners
again, their guards had turned their backs on the wrecked and splintered cages
and now formed the nucleus of Apollo's opposition. Someone in charge of
Underworld operations here on the surface had been suitably impressed by the
progress so far of the lean youth with the particolored hair.
With Apollo's concurrence, Jeremy
took a moment to adjust the position of the two packs and the quiver on his
back, where in his anger they seemed weightless.
Now, with his borrowed bow of
mediocre quality clutched firmly in his left hand, he stepped across the
unmarked threshold of the entrance and warily set his booted feet on the descending
path.
Rage still burned in him, too huge
and active a force to leave room for much in the way of fear.
And almost immediately, rage found
its next object.
On the trail ahead, and also
flanking the trail on both sides, Jeremy's left eye made out bright-rimmed
shadows, advancing furtively through the thick gloom. Human figures, much like
those he had just seen mobilized on the surface. Human, or something close to
human, armed, many bearing shields, wearing helms and partial armor, and
intent on his destruction.
Among them were several specimens of
a type of enemy only just recognizable, not familiar, even to Apollo. These
were apelike creatures, hairy and shambling. Naked zombies, dropping their
dung when they walked, like animals. Jeremy's god-companion was surprised to
see such creatures this near the surface of the earth.
When the most aggressive of them
slung a stone at him, Apollo's right hand came up—before its
original owner had begun to react at all—and caught the missile in midair, with
a meaty but quite painless impact. In the next moment a flick of the wrist
returned the projectile to its sender, faster than his sling had sent it.
Jeremy saw the small rock glance off a dodging figure and knock it down.
Five seconds later, he loosed his
first arrow, again almost without having made any conscious decision. Drawing
and releasing were accomplished in a single fluid motion, delayed until the
precise moment when two of the advancing foe were lined up, one behind the
other. The first arrow, broad-bladed and meant for hunting, darted away at
invisible speed, taking its first target precisely where the bowman's left eye
had focused, in the small space between his heavy leather belt and armored
vest. At a range of no more than a dozen yards, the shaft penetrated completely,
pushing the broad hunting point through layers of clothing, skin and muscle
and guts, and out again through the man's back. The primary target let out an
unearthly cry and fell, his fingers clutching uselessly at the place where the
feathered end of the arrow had disappeared into his paunch.
Scarcely deflected by some contact
with hard bone, the dart sped on, to bury half its length in the neck of
another trooper who had been climbing close behind the first. Another of
Apollo's enemies who moved in human shape was down.
But Jeremy's quiver now held only
five arrows more. The fingers of his and Apollo's right hand, reaching back
behind his head, counted them, making sure, before he drew another out.
He killed repeatedly; he dodged more
missiles. He caught and hurled back another stone, swiftly nocked another
arrow, and killed again. Sliding silently away when his two-legged foemen
managed to work their way too near him—he was willing to
let them live, if they would let him pass—with unerring skill dropping one
after another of those who remained in his way, Jeremy successfully fought his
way through the monster's advance guard of humans.
Eventually a slung stone caught him
in the left shoulder, when he was unable to dodge two in the same instant. But
on his magically strengthened flesh the impact, which would ordinarily have broken
bone, was no worse than a punch from a small boy's fist. Moments later an arrow
hit him in the back, and then another, but both bounced off, after delivering
no more than gentle taps.
Reaching back a hand, Jeremy could
feel that only two of his own arrows were now left in the quiver. But he had no
quarrel with Apollo's evident intention of going on.
Farther down would be the room in
which today's sacrifice had been exposed, to await the pleasure of the Lord of
the Underworld, or such creatures as he might allow to accept it in his name.
The room Jeremy was in now, like
many of the others, was cluttered with stalactites and stalagmites. Rock
formations offered good cover, especially in the near-darkness.
Though Jeremy sought cover in
shadows as well as behind rocks, he knew deep darkness was his enemy and
sunlight his friend—such little sunlight as came this far
into the Cave, filtered and reflected.
A few of Hades's fallen warriors had
been carrying bow and arrows also—most fighters would
choose a different weapon for close work in bad lighting—and Jeremy/Apollo,
stalking from one body to another, stooping and taking when no live enemy
threatened, was able to replenish his armament. He obtained three usable shafts
from the quiver of one of his victims, five from another. Already he had
noticed that it seemed to matter little how true the arrows were, how sharp or
broad their heads. They carried death with them, unerringly, when the
Far-Shooter willed that they do so.
Soon those of the Enemy's human allies
who were still on their feet had withdrawn into the depths, leaving half a
dozen of their number, who would fight no more, on the Cave floor. There was
some light down there, because their human eyes needed some to see.
Methodically, Jeremy stalked on,
going to the next chamber farther down.
* * *
Somewhat worried by Jonathan's
prolonged absence, the Scholar had moved forward to a position no more than
about fifty yards from the Cave's main entrance. There Arnobius had climbed a
tree, establishing himself in a good position to overlook whatever might be
happening at the portal. He had settled himself on a limb of comfortable
thickness, some fifteen feet above the ground. At this height he had an easy
view downhill, overlooking lower growth.
From that vantage point the Scholar
considered the situation. During various cycles of enthusiasm, some lasting for
centuries, parties of pilgrims from places far and near had come to visit this
consecrated spot and had worn a network of paths among the nearby trees. Those
who sought help from the Oracle had been coming here for centuries. The
business of pilgrimages had recently started to boom again, after a long
decline.
So, this was it, the world's most
famous site of prophecy. As one who had been much interested in the gods and
their history, the Scholar might well have been here before, under conditions
far more peaceful. As far back as Arnobius could remember, the thought of
coming to the Oracle had tempted him. But always it had seemed that he was unready,
unworthy, his preparations incomplete.
Over the last few months the Oracle
had rapidly acquired, in the popular mind, a close association with Apollo, for
it was widely said to be the place where the god had died.
Arnobius wasn't entirely sure what
to make of the human hangers-on and parasites at the mouth of the Cave, who
were evidently pretending to be in charge of the Oracle.
After observing for a little while
what went on at the entrance, he thought to himself: Even though the real power lies far below, in the
Underworld, and well they know it, they try to exact a toll from all who
approach. If a strong party refuses to pay, the attendants do not press the
point.
He wondered whether they had any
control over what prophecies were made. How much did Hades, their master,
interest himself in such matters? Maybe, the Scholar thought, they were as
legitimate as any set of humans in this place could be. Only trying to make a
living—of course they would prefer to make a damned good living, if that were
possible. But all prophecies now were fraudulent, without exception.
Once, a long time ago, he supposed
that things had been much different here. Now, all was in the hands of
opportunists. He'd heard they kept on hand a half-demented woman with the ability
to go into convincing trances on demand, a performance that satisfied the usual
pilgrims.
Arnobius considered that his father
was certainly not the only powerful warlord who would dearly love to be able to
secretly control the prophecies given to his enemies. In fact, Lord Victor
would probably care less than most about having such control. But Lord Victor
was one of many chieftains who would all give a great deal to be in charge here—but
at the same time many of these powers were reluctant to become too closely
entangled in the affairs of the Oracle.
But as far as the Scholar knew, no
useful prophecies had issued from this oracle for a long time. Probably
whatever power had used to make them had been for a long time dead or disabled.
And of course the presence of
Cerberus and other horrors inside the Cave was a powerful deterrent to at
least some of the adventurers who would otherwise have swarmed in eagerly,
seeking power and treasure.
Arnobius was beginning to be
convinced that all human attempts to understand the gods were doomed to
failure. People, now, were a different matter. Much more comprehensible. And
amenable to being controlled.
He was disturbed about what Jonathan
might stir up in his mad intrusion of the Cave. Even the newly cynical
Arnobius, as he watched, began to be impressed by the approach to this
particular Oracle.
He wondered if the place below had
really been the site of a deadly battle between two gods. Paradoxically, now
that he was actually here, the whole business of gods and magic seemed distant,
hard to believe in at all.
Conversely, practical political and
military matters seemed to stand out in his mental vision as solidly as the
Mountain itself. He wondered why it had taken so long for him to discover his
own considerable natural talent in those fields.
Ferrante had come with him, and the
Scholar soon sent the young soldier off to scout.
"I'm concerned that Jonathan
will get into some kind of trouble, do something foolish. If you find him,
tell him to get back here at once."
"What about the girl,
sir?"
"Well—tell
her also if you see her." He raised a hand to hold the sergeant in place
for one more order. "On second thought, tell her she can go home now if
she wants to. Perhaps that would be best for her."
When Sergeant Ferrante had saluted
and moved away, Arnobius resumed his contemplation of the scene below. He began
to wonder whether one of the people near the Cave entrance might spot him in
his tree, and this led him to reflect upon the kind of clothing he was now
wearing. Glancing down at himself, his clothing, the Scholar took note of the
fact that over the last few days, since being ambushed by bandits, he'd more or
less fallen into a style of dress very far from the academic.
It hadn't been a matter of trying to
imitate the military or, indeed, of any conscious decision. But given the kind
of business in which he was now engaged, there were certainly practical reasons
for strapping on weapons, wearing a broad-brimmed, chin-strapped hat, a plain
coat with many pockets, and sturdy footgear.
Another newly discovered need nagged
at the Scholar: as soon as he had the chance, he intended to learn the fine
points of using weapons; the next opponent he met in that way was liable to be
much more formidable than a demoralized bandit already poisoned by bee stings.
The further use of sword and spear was not something he looked forward to; it
was just something that had to be done, and he had learned that one could not
always count on having skilled subordinates around to handle it.
All in all, the Scholar had been
forced into a new way of looking at the world. Somewhat to his own surprise,
he found himself quite well suited to it, possessed of a latent ability to
inspire others to follow him. It seemed he had that, though until very recently
he'd never needed or wanted to put it to use. The young men had been quite
willing for him to lead them into combat. Except for a few like Jonathan—
Was that Jonathan, striding toward the entrance? Certainly the lone figure seemed
taller than Arnobius's servant, and it did not move with a menial's walk. But
there was that red-black hair. And here now, disposing of all doubts, came
Sergeant Ferrante, perfectly recognizable, in awkward and tentative pursuit.
Turmoil below, around the Cave
mouth, interrupted the watcher's train of thought. Arnobius didn't know what to
make of it, at least at first. Some of the words being shouted below carried
to his ears, but at first they made no sense.
One word that he heard shouted was:
"Apollo!" And another, in the language of Kalakh, was:
"Mobilize!"
Suddenly it crossed the Scholar's
mind to wonder whether the people down there might actually be convinced that
his servant Jonathan was, in fact, an avatar of the god Apollo.
Arnobius was pondering the
ramifications of this when his thoughts were interrupted by a sudden feeling,
apparently causeless but far too strong to be ignored, that he was no longer
alone. Turning his head without any special haste, Arnobius first glanced down
at the foot of the tree—no one was there. Then he turned to look
behind him.
Sitting on an adjacent branch, only
little more than an arm's length distant, was a slender figure wearing what
looked like a comic actor's stage mask and a simple sexless costume, loose
blouse and trousers of conservative cut and drab color, set off by a pair of
bright red Sandals. At first glance it was plain to the Scholar that his
visitor had to be a god or goddess, because no mere human could possibly have
come to occupy that place in undetected silence.
A long moment passed while mortal
and deity contemplated each other in silence. The shaded eyes behind the
jester's mask appeared to be studying Arnobius intently. The apparition had
assumed its place so simply and naturally that so far the Scholar felt himself
remarkably calm; it was as if he had known all his life that sooner or later he
would have some clear and unambiguous confrontation with divinity.
At last, having taken in the details
of the other's appearance, he cleared his throat and said with certainty:
"You are the Trickster."
The figure did not reply.
When another half-minute had passed
and the god figure still maintained its silence, the Scholar tried again:
"If you are a god .. .," and let his words die away.
The other leaned toward him. The
tones of the voice that now suddenly erupted from behind the mask were feminine
and staggeringly familiar.
" 'If'? What else should I be,
sitting up here? A monkey like yourself? You've always lacked the wit to
recognize divinity, even when it stood right in front of you, trying to get
your attention."
"I―"
"Shut up!" The command was
so forceful that he obeyed. "You are a remarkably stupid man, even for an
Academic and a scholar." And she crossed her ankles, calling attention to
the remarkable red Sandals.
Then she raised a small hand and
pulled aside her mask and hurled it away, revealing the perfectly recognizable
face of the woman who had once been the Scholar's companion, concubine, and
slave.
"Carlotta!" He hadn't really
believed in the familiar voice, but here at last was surprise enough to knock
him over. He had to grab at a branch to keep from falling out of the tree.
The familiar greenish eyes stared
hatred at him. "So, you remember my name. Is that all you have to say to
me—master?" The last word had the
tone of an obscenity.
Cautiously—his
seat was still none too secure—the Scholar lifted both hands in an open
gesture. His mind seemed to be whirling free in space, beyond astonishment.
"What should I say?"
She smiled at him, simpering in
mockery. "Why, nothing at all. I can do the talking for a change. I can
give the instruction, and the orders."
Arnobius was scarcely listening.
Slowly he shook his head in wonderment. "So ... you bring me evidence that
I can see with my own eyes. A Trickster does indeed exist. Female, evidently.
And she has chosen you as avatar."
"Oh, has she, indeed? Maybe I
have chosen to be the Trickster—did that possibility
ever cross the mudhole that passes for your mind, that I might be able to make
choices of my own?"
"Carlotta!" He was still
clinging with both hands to branches and shaking his head. Still couldn't get
over the transformation.
"Oh, now I am to hear your
famous imitation of a parrot! I suppose that is the best way to advance one's
career at the Academy—but then you never need worry about your
career. Not as long as your father is who he is."
"You are Carlotta—and
now an avatar of the Trickster. For some reason he has chosen you to wear his
Face—then the theory of masks is true." He sighed, and his thoughts turned
inward. "There was a time when a discovery of such magnitude would have
crowned my life's work—or so I thought." He continued to stare at her for
the space of several breaths before he added: "I've experienced a profound
change, too, over the last few days. I no longer take much satisfaction in
philosophy."
"Oh?" The Trickster pantomimed an overwhelming astonishment,
ending with her head tilted sideways. Her voice was low and vicious. "Just
what in all the hells makes you imagine that your likes and dislikes are of any
interest to the world?"
At last the true intensity of her
anger was starting to get through to him. Blinking, he said: "You speak as
if you hate me."
"Do I indeed? Is there, do you
suppose, some faint possibility of a reason why I should do so?"
Arnobius tried to gesture but had to
grab again at a branch to keep from falling. He began what seemed to him a
sensible argument. "Carlotta, it was not my doing that you were a slave
when you came to me. I would have given you your freedom, but as you know,
there were reasons—of policy—why that wasn't possible. It
seems to me that I always treated you with kindness."
"Kindness. Arnobius ... you gave me away as if I were a hunting dog! 'Reasons of policy'!"
"Only because you were,
technically, a slave. What else could I have done? I meant you no harm. And now
. . . now it seems the question of your status is academic, because you have
been chosen." Despite his recent lack of interest in matters theological,
he found himself becoming mightily curious. "I wish you well. How did it
happen, this apotheosis of yours? Do you mind telling me?"
"Considerate, aren't we? My
social standing has gone up remarkably."
"But how? Carlotta!" he
added, shaking his head, still marveling that she had been
chosen.
"How did that sad little bitch,
the poor piece of property named Carlotta, how did she become a god? Right
under your nose, you stupid bastard!"
"Here, there's really no call
to—"
"The truth about my being
chosen, as you put it, is that I discovered a great treasure. Oh, and by the
way, let me tell you that legally the treasure must be yours, for my discovery
was made while I myself was legally your property." She leaned forward on
her branch. "But let me tell you also that you are never going to see a
single ounce of it. It seems to me that gods are safely above the law."
"Treasure," he said
numbly. Revelations were coming too fast for his thoughts to keep up.
"Yes, a whole stockpile of
treasure. Gold, gold, gold. Besides everything else. Ah, that got your
attention, didn't it?"
Actually, it hadn't. Money in itself
had never mattered to the Scholar much—he'd always had a
plentiful supply. "So, then, you found some treasure in the temple....
Yes, it always seemed to me that there ought to have been at least one or two
items of importance in there. I regretted that we couldn't stay to search...
but go on."
Her eyes were fixed on him. "I
came into possession of more than one object of fabulous value. The first one I
found, these Sandals, was the most important—because it made the
others possible. And would you believe that when I held the Sandals in my
hands, my only thought at that moment was how I might use the discovery to help
you? Can you imagine such insanity?"
"I don't know what to say.
Carlotta! I'm sorry—"
"Oh, what an idiot I was!
Sorry, are you? It's a little late for that, O great Scholar who has never
managed to learn anything. You didn't recognize Apollo himself, when he was
standing right before you."
"Nonsense!" His first
response was automatic. Then: "When? What do you mean by that?"
"Never mind. Maybe I should
force you to address me as Lady Carlotta. I remember very well what it was like
to be your slave, Scholar. Now I want to see how it feels to be your
goddess."
"My goddess?" The Scholar
still didn't know where to start in grappling with all this. The depth of
Carlotta's hatred came as a great surprise, and as her former master, he felt
that her attitude was unjust. He'd always treated her well, shown real
generosity, and now she was downright ungrateful. He noted that her golden
collar was gone and wondered in passing what had happened to it.
But he could still refuse to believe
her, thinking the statement her own idea of Trickery.
The Goddess of Trickery, clothed in
the body of a vengeful slave, leaned toward him on her branch. Alarmed, he
cried out, "What are you going to do?"
"I have not yet decided what to
do with you."
"Do with me?"
"Gods, but you sound stupid!
Even worse than before. I might, of course, give you away—but
who would want you?"
"Give me away? What are you
talking about?"
"But I have a better idea. It
will do for the time being—for reasons of policy. You
seem to think that a good excuse for anything."
Carlotta leaped suddenly from her
branch. Arnobius cried out in alarm, then groaned in a different tone when he
saw her not falling, but hovering in midair like a giant hummingbird, her
Sandals shimmering like a dancer's shoes. Then with a single dramatic gesture
she caused the tree in which Arnobius was still sitting to grow to a fantastic
height. The ground dropped away below him with the magical elongation of the
trunk, as if he were riding a sling beside some tall ship's mast and twenty
hearty sailors were heaving energetically on the rope.
The tree below him now sprouted
branches so thickly that it looked impossible to climb down. If he fell, he was
going to bounce many times before he hit the ground—but
he could remember in his gut how far below it was.
The hovering toe-dancing goddess
called up to him from far below: "I'm going, now. I think I'd better take
a look into the Cave. But I'll be back, my noble Scholar. Perhaps I should convey
you back to that temple in the swamp. A lot of treasure still waits there, my
Scholar, and it could, all of it, belong to you. When you starved to death
there, or when the great snakes came in and ate you, you would die a wealthy
man."
Turning back as an afterthought,
Trickster conjured from somewhere and gave him a mirror. It was circular, the center
of the smoothest, brightest glass that he had ever seen, surrounded by a broad
frame of ivory.
"What's this?"
"So you can see what a fool
looks like."
When the figure changed into the
likeness of a giant, shimmering butterfly and then darted away in a miraculous
dancing flight, he wondered for a moment if he'd been dreaming. But no, the
tree was still stretched out like no other tree that he had ever seen, and here
he was, at an elevation that looked and felt like a hundred feet above the
ground.
He had a confused memory that at
some point his visitor had just told him that he'd failed to recognize Apollo.
Now what had that meant?
If his visitor hadn't really been
Carlotta, he didn't have to believe all those confessions and accusations.
Meanwhile, he clung to his tree. The
trunk, and the branches near the trunk, felt far too slippery for him to
attempt any climbing down. All he could think of was to wait for Sergeant
Ferrante to return from his errand, and shout down to him for help.
Yes, it must really have been the
Trickster who had confronted him.
But that, as he suddenly realized,
didn't prove that the woman he had known as Carlotta, his former companion,
colleague, mistress, slave girl, was now or had ever been the Trickster. Every
serious student of odylic philosophy knew that Coyote was the premier shape
changer and it could have been anyone under that outward appearance of
Carlotta. Oh, his recent visitor had been a god, all right, the Trickster—but
not Carlotta.
What a bizarre thing for a god to
do, to take the shape of a slave girl—but then one had to
expect that that particular god, if he existed at all, would have a
predilection for the bizarre.
Poor Carlotta! He wondered what had
really happened to her.
He promised himself that he'd do something
nice for the girl if he ever ran into her again.
* * *
Coming back from his nerve-racking
encounter in the Cave, Sergeant Ferrante at first had trouble relocating his
new commander. He'd come back with a disturbing message—it
sounded like young Jonathan had gone completely mad—but when Ferrante had
looked into those eyes, and listened to that voice, he'd been ready to believe.
This was the very spot where he'd
left Arnobius. Except that now here was this damned great unnatural tree—when
Andy heard the Scholar calling him and looked up and located him at last, he
decided that the world had gone mad, too.
Even the Eye of Apollo had trouble
descrying the truth about people—or about any people,
for that matter, as complex as humans were. And this Cave did not yet belong
to Apollo and probably never had. Though certain things within it might be
clearly enough marked as Apollo's property.
When Jeremy thought back over the
chain of events that had brought him here, beginning when Sal's unknown voice
had first called to him for help, he could discern only a few links in the
chain that he would prefer to have been wrought differently.
He was gradually gaining more
knowledge regarding the nature of the fantastic powers vested in him by Sal's
gift. A simple arrowhead in his hands took on great and deadly capabilities.
And domestic animals, including the bees and the cameloid, could be placed
firmly under his control. And the energy of the sun itself was his to command,
at least in some limited degree.
Apollo had never told him what his
own fate was to be; Apollo had not told him anything, strictly speaking.
Jeremy heard the priests of Chaos,
trying to nerve their followers for their next battle with Apollo, proclaim in
their triumphant ritual chant that this was the place where great Apollo had
been slain.
Still, it was reassuring that they
had felt it wise to summon reinforcements before tackling the pitiful remnant
of the god and that it was necessary to whip up the enthusiasm of those recruited
to do the fighting.
Jeremy knew that he was going on,
down into the deep Cave.
There was a long moment in which
Jeremy as he trudged on felt himself to be utterly alone.
But I'm not a god, really. I'm only me, Jeremy
Redthorn, pretending. Not pretending that the god is here—he's real
enough. Pretending I'm his partner. What's really happening is that I'm being
used, like a glove that will soon wear through.
His feet in their light boots, made
for riding, crunched lightly on the path. His feet—and
Apollo's. Behind him—behind them—daylight was growing dim. And ahead of them,
neither Jeremy's right eye nor his left could see anything but darkness.
TWENTY-SEVEN
Jeremy had now entered a room in
which deep silence held sway, broken only by a distant echoing drip of water.
After pausing to listen for the
space of a few heartbeats, he moved on. Apparently Apollo's enemies had been
scattered for the moment, the survivors of the clash sent scrambling in
retreat. But godlike wisdom was not required to realize that the seeming
withdrawal might be a ruse intended to lure the Sun God's avatar deeper
underground.
Even so, the risk must be accepted.
The parallel purposes of the god and of Jeremy Redthorn both required their
shared body to make a descent farther into the Cave. And for the moment the way
was open.
He could feel his anger against the
creatures of the Underworld grow stronger than ever, now that it had been
tempered, like a blade, by action.
At the moment he felt that his will
and Apollo's were the same, indistinguishable.
Steadily he made his way forward and
down, into the heavier shadows of the true Cave, while the entrance with its
blessed sunshine fell farther and farther behind him. Some time ago the upper
world of air and light, of trees and sky, had passed out of sight behind a
curve of dark Cave wall.
After another brief pause to make
sure his puny borrowed bow was still in workable condition, he set his foot
upon the switchback path and advanced at an unhurried pace.
There would be no racing recklessly
down into the depths. No, not just yet; not until he was good and ready. His
advance so far had been in the nature of a probe, testing his Enemy's strength—
which had turned out to be formidable indeed.
The Far-Worker was ready and
determined to face his enemies, even if that must be done on ground of their
choosing and not his.
After tribulations and confusion
that would grow in the retelling to legendary proportions, Lord John Lugard and
his force of four hundred lancers had at last found the proper trail, leading
them first to the Honeymakers' village and then away from it again. The lancers
were now arriving at the foot of the hundred-foot tree. This would have been an
excellent moment for an enemy force to take them unawares—almost
all of the four hundred were goggling at the spectacle of ten stories above
their heads. But the Harbor Lord's enemies were no better organized than his
own troops, and the opportunity was wasted.
A few men, working at Lord John's
orders, had begun an effort to help Arnobius down from where he was marooned.
A pair of volunteers who claimed some skill in tree climbing had started
working their way up from the bottom, cutting handholds and steps in the
slippery trunk and thinning the dense branches as they climbed. In a few
minutes enough brushwood to thatch a large hut lay piled below. Meanwhile
hundreds of riders continued to gawk at the monstrous tree and in dubious but
respectful silence pondered the Scholar's shouted attempts to explain his
strange situation.
Lord John on discovering the giant
tree had at first stared at it in amazement and then reacted even more strongly
when he realized who was in the topmost branches. After a phase of laughing
that lasted several minutes, he went back to marveling again.
Now he called up: "Certainly something outside the course of nature has happened to you,
Brother!"
The answer that came down was
couched in terms of odylic philosophy and left the questioner no wiser; he felt
he had been listening to a foreign language.
A few minutes later, Arnobius was
back on the ground, but still looking at the world from a different viewpoint
from the one he'd held before he climbed the tree. Soon he was thrashing over
the evidence with his brother, while Sergeant Ferrante was called as a witness.
"Was it really Carlotta whom I
saw?" the Scholar pondered aloud. "I can't be sure. But Jonathan's—or
Jeremy's—case is more
important. More to the point, is the being called Apollo, whoever or whatever
that may be, actually present when these remarkable things happen? Was Apollo
actually in possession of Jonathan, or Jeremy, or whatever his true name is? I
don't know. Whatever the theory of the business is, the fact is that the lad's now doing things that no mere human could
accomplish."
John, despite the presence of the
altered tree, took something of a skeptical attitude. "Yes, it must have
been some god. But I doubt that it was really Carlotta."
There came a whirring and whirling
in the air behind him and above him as he sat his saddle. Before he could even
turn his head, hands stronger than any he'd felt in many years took him by both
shoulders and snatched him from the back of his cameloid, straight up into the
air.
John gave a wordless, helpless cry.
A tumult broke out among his troops, but they were as helpless as so many ants
in the face of this attack.
In only a few moments their
commander had been whisked away through the air and had vanished, with his
kidnapper, from their sight.
Arnobius, his feet once more on
solid ground, found himself in command, more or less by default, of four
hundred lancers. The officer who had been second in command after Lord John
hesitated only briefly before yielding the point to Lord Victor's son.
Arnobius, like those around him,
gaped after the figures of John and his kidnapper, dwindling rapidly with the
speed of their flight into the west. But in only a few moments he turned back
with a look of determination. "Major, are your men ready to ride on?"
"Sir? .. . Yes, sir. Ready."
"Since we don't know where my
brother is being taken, it would be pointless to attempt any pursuit." He
faced the Mountain's cloud-wreathed summit and extended an arm in that
direction. "We are going up there."
"Yes sir." The major
reacted automatically to the voice of confident command.
Sergeant Ferrante was soon relieved
to discover that his promotion in the field was apparently going to stick.
Meanwhile, down in the Cave, Jeremy
was interrogating the latest victim of Apollo's archery.
Before the arrow-pierced
soldier-priest of Hades had breathed his last, he had confirmed Jeremy's worst
fears regarding Katy. She had been grabbed by the Gatekeeper's crew, who were
always on the lookout for salable young people. Not understanding what was
going on, she had been simple enough to approach them and pay them to have some
purification ceremony performed.
Still Jeremy dared to hope that she
might be still alive. Because if she was not, the world would have become more
than he could handle.
Inside his whirling head, plans of
stunning grandeur, regarding the seizure of the Oracle from Hades, contended
with the fears and hopes of a frightened child—and which of
the two was himself? He could no longer feel sure of that.
When you got deep enough into the
Cave, far enough away from the wind and the warm sun, the air moved only very
gently, and it became dry and cool, independent of what conditions on the
surface might be. The Intruder's memory supplied the information that day and
night, summer and winter, would all be much the same in here.
After walking steadily for another
ten minutes or so, Jerry/Apollo paused to listen, at a spot well down inside
the Cave. Here the visual and auditory evidence was unmistakable—
once more some ghastly entity was approaching, dragging itself up from the
frightening depths below. The presence that had been detected by Apollo's
senses when he stood near the entrance was now a great deal closer. The glow
was definitely brighter in Jeremy's left eye, and he could distinguish details
in the sound of the approaching footsteps.
At one point the audible steps
changed into sounds suggesting the dragging of a giant serpent's coils.
Apollo's memory confirmed that Hades, as well as Coyote, could really change
his shape, as well as render himself invisible. It was a power possessed to
some degree by many gods—whether or not Apollo was included was
not something Jeremy wanted to examine at the moment.
Still, Apollo surely recognized the
other as it drew nearer. Even invisibility was not certain protection. This
time Pluto himself was now gasping, fumbling, and mumbling near, coming up from
somewhere deep down in the earth. Hades, "the one who never pities or
yields."
The thing from far down in the earth
approached erratically, but it approached.
Once more a dim shape, vaguely
human, but of uncertain size, came rising out of the depths into partial view.
What Jeremy could see of it, hardly more than suggestions of a massive shaggy
head and shoulders, killed any curiosity that might have prompted him to try to
see more.
The voice of Hades now sounded
deeper and stronger than on his previous appearance—all
dark tones filled with echoes. Jeremy was reminded of cold water running, a
shifting of red lava, and cold granite, far under the earth. "So you are
determined to try my strength again."
Jeremy waited to hear what words
might issue from his own throat; he himself couldn't think of any at the
moment, and it appeared that Apollo also had nothing to say.
Hades waited a polite interval
before he added: "Lord of Light, I tell you this—the
sun is great, but the darkness is greater still."
And Jeremy, with the feeling that
this time the words, if not the voice, were all his own, said suddenly:
"My sun is great indeed. Compared to it, your Cave is pitifully
small."
The shape of darkness accepted the
answer as coming from the god. "I need no pity, Sun God, even as I grant
none. This Cave is but a little room, but for this world it is big
enough." A gesture, movement black on black, a shifting of the blurs of
deeper darkness that must be the figure's arms. "My whole domain is
infinitely more. What is your sun? It may dazzle one who gets too close, but it
is lost in the Great Dark. Look at the night sky if you do not believe
me."
"I have seen the night
sky," Apollo said. And Jeremy, suddenly remembering, broke in, in his own
voice: "And I have also seen the stars!"
The Lord of the Underworld seemed to
ignore both answers.
A dark blob of a hand played with
the dark chain that he seemed to be wearing round his neck as a decoration.
"You will not abandon war? Then abandon hope, Far-Worker. O herder of
flocks and fertilizer of orchards! 'Abandon all
hope, ye who enter
here!' " There followed a wild peal of maniacal laughter, shocking after
the solemnity that had gone before.
Jeremy's borrowed memory understood
and recognized the quotation.
The impression came across that this
avatar of Hades/Pluto had forgotten what it was like to be human—really
believed, now, that he had never been anything but a god, tragically mistaken.
Apollo remembered differently. He
knew exactly how human this avatar of Hades was, or had been before his
humanity had gradually eroded away. The details of the man's name and face lay
buried in the depths of memory where Jeremy was still afraid to tread, but he
considered that they were probably not important anyway.
The two beings moved closer
together, began to stalk each other, Jeremy with an arrow nocked and his bow
drawn. He had to summon up all his courage to keep from opposing Apollo's will
to advance and fight.
Darkness enveloped them, and
silence, save for a distant drip of water. Out of unbreathing silence and
darkness, a hurled rock bigger than Jeremy's head came at him relatively
slowly, affording the youthful target body plenty of time to dodge. The
missile crashed away behind him, wreaking destruction among the stalagmites.
Not a truly hard blow, probably intended not so much to kill him as to render
him overconfident.
When he had worked a little closer,
it became possible for Jeremy/Apollo to get a somewhat better look at his
archenemy. The boy had expected a gigantic figure, but what he saw was small,
no taller than the body he was sharing, and the surprise was somehow
disturbing. Then he understood that the visible shape before him, the body in
which his Enemy lived, had once been purely human, too.
Again an arrow darted from the bow
in Apollo's hands, as true to its target as the previous shots had been—but
Jeremy could not see that this one had any effect. Blackness in a blurred shape simply swallowed the darting
shaft. To this Enemy, an ordinary arrow from an ordinary bow might well be no
more than a toothpick.
The Lord of the Underworld unleashed
a horrible bellowing, threat and warning no less frightful for being wordless.
Apollo had heard it all before and
was not particularly impressed. Urgently he tried to recall what additional
weapons Hades might have at his disposal.
A lurching of the rocks, great
house-size slabs coming together to trap and crush the Lord of Light between
them. Again Apollo danced to safety in the quick young body he had borrowed.
Certain sounds and smells suggested to him that somewhere, deep down, an
effort was under way to bring up molten rock.
Hades was given no time to bring
that effort to fruition. Apollo, with first a blow of his fist and then a kick,
shattered a rock wall and sent a lance of reflected sunlight deep into the
Cave. And of course shot more arrows at his enemy.
It was impossible to know whether
any of his clumsy wooden shafts or the faster, straighter beams of light he now
employed had inflicted serious damage. The Lord of the Underworld was keeping
his own heart shielded behind heavy rock. The arrows and the sun fire of Apollo
pained and wounded but did not kill.
Bellowing Hades fought back, somehow
causing darkness to well up like a thick liquid out of the Cave's floor, to
slow Jeremy's feet and drag against his spirit. He had the sensation of a
giant suction working on his entire body, and had he been no more than human he
must have yielded to it and been drawn into the earth.
Yet something told Jeremy that
Hades, like Apollo, was now weaker than on the occasion of their previous
fight. The Lord of the Underworld was also working in close league with some
human mind and body, and that human, like Jeremy, would be drained and
eventually used up in heavy conflict.
Apollo could not remember who the
human was who had last put on the Face of Hades—or Jeremy could
not dig deeply enough into the available memory to find out. But it seemed certain
that he or she was gradually being destroyed by the partnership.
From the mad certainty of Hades's
utterances it seemed that the man who had become the Dark God now labored under
the delusion that he had never been anything less than a god and that he was
truly immortal—the Lord of the Underworld rejected bitterly, as some
enchantment of his enemies, any memory he might still have of existing in a
state of mere humanity.
A corollary of this delusion seemed
to be that Hades genuinely believed that Apollo, too, was purely a deity, as
perhaps were all the others who had put on Faces.
Hades, limping away in retreat, had
once more broken off combat rather than risk an all-out direct attack. But he
turned his head and shouted threats as he withdrew, promising to send a destroyer
after Apollo.
"I have patience, Far-Worker,
great patience. You will come to me again, and I will kill you. Next time with
finality."
Jeremy stood panting, getting his
breath back, listening. His clothing was ripped and torn. His body, even though
it had been strengthened and toughened magically, ached in every muscle, and
his heart was pounding at a fantastic rate.
The echoes took a long time to die
away.
TWENTY-EIGHT
It was now obvious to Jeremy why his
other self had made sure of having a bow in hand, and arrows, before entering
the Cave. Such weapons would doubtless be hard to obtain by any means once
inside—the advantage of any bow was that it killed at a distance;
it would not be the armament chosen by most warriors doing duty in the cramped
spaces of a cave.
Now Jeremy's strides were carrying
him and his onboard partner ever farther away from the sun and into confinement
in a cramped space, bounded by walls of massive rock. This was the home
territory of the Far-Worker's chief Enemy, his very opponent.
When Jeremy came to another
branching of the subterranean path, Apollo's memory, when called upon, readily
provided him with a partial plan of the underground network, a whole intricate
system of interconnections. The Lord of the Underworld had just retreated on
the wider trail, headed down; the narrower branch took another turning and kept
going more or less on the same level.
Jeremy had more than half expected
the Intruder to force him, willy-nilly, into a continued descent, but such was
not the case. Vast experience within his memory assured him that the downward
passage would lead to a trap, down at some depth where no sunlight could be
brought in.
It seemed that the god dwelling in
Jeremy's head had reluctantly conceded that their shared body must gain
strength before he could finally defeat his chief enemy.
And only now did Jeremy notice that
he had suffered a slight wound in the most recent passage of arms. Some missile
he had not even seen—memory supplied the image of one
possibility, a special
kind of dart—had torn the flesh on the back of his left arm, a little
above the elbow. The pain was growing in intensity, despite the fact that
Apollo must be diminishing its force.
Apollo's memory immediately raised
the disturbing possibility of poison—
—and
almost simultaneously assured the human partner that the injury would not be
fatal in itself, to a body wherein Apollo dwelt. But it certainly was going to
complicate matters.
The wound was bleeding freely, and
Jeremy let it bleed, hoping that poison, if there was any, would be washed
out. Any real treatment would have to wait. But the fact of the wound presented
another argument, and a telling one, against an immediate advance. For the
time being, it would be the summit of the Mountain and not the depths beneath
it that lay ahead of him.
Once more Jeremy's thoughts became
focused on his search for Katy, and he resented the time that had been spent in
arguing and skirmishing with his and Apollo's common enemy. The boy found
himself angry with her for being so incautious as to let herself be caught. But
he could picture, in unnerving detail, any number of plausible scenarios in
which she had been caught.
Driven by a need whose intensity
surprised even himself, he began to shout Katy's name as he descended. Through
one after another of a series of chambers, his cries evoked great echoes, reminding
him of Hades's voice. On he stalked, holding an arrow ready at the bow, three
fingers curved to hold a gentle tautness in the string.
Jeremy had counted five large
chambers down into the earth and estimated that he was more than a hundred feet
below the level of the main entrance before he came upon what he had hoped and
dreaded that he would find.
The glow he had detected from a
distance was not intruding sun but faint torchlight. As he advanced, the
illumination became somewhat brighter. But he would be unable to focus and
magnify torchlight as he could sunlight.
* * *
This room was more artificially
modified than those that had come before, a rounded, almost perfectly circular
chamber, the most elaborately decorated though by no means the largest he had
encountered so far. Some ten paces in diameter, and a domed ceiling four or
five yards high. There were four entrances, spaced at irregular intervals around
the curving wall.
And there, raised on a platform of
rock that had long ago been laboriously flattened, one more cage was waiting—the
door of this one stood open, but it was not empty.
Suddenly aware of his heart beating
wildly, the boy called out something incoherent and went stumbling hastily
forward—it was left to the senior partner to look keenly to see if
any traps had been set for would-be rescuers.
A motionless figure, its unclothed
skin painted for purposes of magic in multicolored patches, was sprawled
facedown on the floor inside the cage. She was able to raise her head and call
back, but only feebly.
"Katy." Jeremy spoke her
name, once and quietly, as he came within arm's length of the open cage.
And in a moment he could be sure
that this was Kate indeed, though she had been changed. The colors black and
red, the insignia of Hades, were dominant in the painting of her body.
Something had been done to her hair as well, adding to the difficulty of
recognition.
The round room was not in deep
darkness but dim in the light of only three guttering torches, fixed in sconces
spaced evenly around the walls.
There came a whisper of wings above,
and Jeremy realized that there were three furies in attendance. They were not
going to touch the sacrifice, who was reserved for a mightier power. They had
been drawn by the scent of death to scavenge the bodies of those recently slain
by Apollo's not-so-painless arrows.
A triumphant joy surged up in him,
blending with his anger—renewed anger when he saw what had been
done to her.
One of the winged creatures came,
with the compulsive stupidity of its race, to attack the intruder, and
meanwhile the others escaped to spread the word of Apollo's intrusion into the
Cave.
The door of this cage had been left
standing open, evidently on the assumption that the prisoner would be too
drugged, too weak, to try to get away. For a few more seconds, with all the
paint, he could not be absolutely sure that he had found Katherine, but when
her eyes at last looked straight at him, he knew.
Apollo, looking into those eyes,
knew that the victim had been drugged, as well as ritually abused. At first she
didn't recognize her rescuer when he appeared. For a moment Jeremy had wondered
if he himself could possibly have been so changed in the brief time since she'd
seen him last.
But with the first touch of Apollo's
hand, she began to emerge from her state of stupefaction.
"Jerry? Are you—am
I imagining you, too?" The last words were dragged out in an utterly
despairing voice.
"I'm here. I'm real." He
wanted to say something important, tremendous—but there
were no words. "Thank Apollo, and ... thank the gods you're still
alive."
With the borrowed strength of Apollo
in his fingers Jeremy snapped whatever bonds were constraining her wrists and
ankles. Then for a long moment he held her, fiercely, tightly.
Then one of their inhuman enemies, a
fury flapping into the chamber near its roof, tried to douse the remaining
torch, knocking it from its high sconce—but it still burned
fitfully as it lay on the Cave floor.
And then in a soft rush through the
thickened darkness there came the sudden charge of a squad of fanatical humans.
There were half a dozen of them. Once they were seen they abandoned secrecy and
came on howling, swinging, and thrusting with a variety of weapons.
They came on so boldly that they
might have been expecting to encounter an Apollo already drastically weakened
and worn down by a poisoned wound—or they might have
been drugged themselves or hypnotized into a fanatical certainty of victory. In
any case, they were fatally mistaken.
A vicious struggle surged in
near-darkness around the broken cage while the girl, still weak and helpless,
cowered. One or two of Hades's folk went howling in retreat. The last man
standing was too slow, and Apollo seized him by the neck and wiped away his
screaming, bubbling face against a rough outcropping of rock.
Then with his two strong hands the
Lord of Light undertook a further splintering of the wrecked cage, the object
this time being to gain another weapon, for use when the arrows should all be
gone. The action also served as a symbolic wrecking, a weakening of Hades's
magic, all his powers in this chamber. Darkness or not, Apollo meant to have
this Cave and all its prophecies all to himself one day. And then, with flint
and steel taken from one of the dead soldiers, he set fire to the wreckage, so
that for a little while an artificial light flared up.
The cord vines came loose when the
logs that they had been holding together were broken. This small cage was more
strongly made, much more elaborately carved and decorated, than those up on the
surface. Apollo poured extra strength into the human fingers and lingered
lovingly over the job. He knew with an inner certainty that it was important to
ruin the ritual property of Hades.
When the latest skirmish was
concluded, Katy, crawling, stumbling, out of the wreckage of the cage,
collapsed in Jeremy's arms. Some of the paint that covered her naked body came
off on his hands and clothing.
He could see well enough, even with
the last torch almost gone, to know that the two of them were alone. But at any
moment Hades's troops or even the Lord of the Underworld himself could
reappear.
She was shivering in the dry
coolness of the Cave.
He had restored some of Katy's own
garments to her backpack when he picked it up from the sale table, and she was
soon lightly clothed again but still chilled. Jeremy pulled off his own tunic
and put it on her as a coat. In his undershirt he bustled about, ransacking the
packs of fallen enemies for extra clothing. One of their bodies also yielded a
pair of boots small enough to be a reasonable fit for Kate. Meanwhile the
Intruder seemed to watch but gave no clue to his reaction.
Maybe, thought Jeremy, it was
important in terms of magic, of the commerce of the gods among themselves, that
the sacrifice intended for the God of Darkness be denied him, reclaimed for
light and life.
What to do now?
Jeremy realized that it would be
foolish for him and Katy to simply turn their backs on their nearest enemies
and make their way back to the main entrance. For one thing, the enemies were
almost certainly still there and now in greater numbers than before. The Lord
Apollo, wounded arm or not, could probably fight his way through them. But
neither he nor Jeremy would be able to protect Katherine in the process.
Besides, the Sun God had some
further vital business of his own yet to be accomplished in the Cave. Jeremy
was sure; the god had not launched this raid simply to turn back before encountering
his chief opponent.
When he had Katherine clothed as
warmly and practically as he could, Jeremy cradled her gently in his arms.
"Listen to me, Katy."
"Jonathan? Jeremy?" Her
voice was small and wondering.
"Yes, it's me—call
me by whichever name you like. Listen. We can't get out the way we came in.
We're going to have to go on. There's a branch of the Cave that goes up from
here, up inside the Mountain..." He paused, consulting his engrafted
memory. "All the way to the top, I think." Then he winced as the
wound in his arm delivered what seemed a gratuitous jolt of pain.
"Just get me out of here
somehow. Just don't leave me."
"Leave you? Leave you?" He shook his head in wonderment that she could imagine such
a thing.
If Apollo wanted to leave her, he
and Jeremy were going to have the showdown that had been so long postponed. But
at the moment, the Lord of Light was nowhere to be found.
But their advance toward freedom was
delayed again, after they had climbed only a little way. Now Apollo's ear could
hear the servants of Hades coming after them again. A moment later, Katherine
could hear them, too.
Before the fighting had started,
Jeremy had regretted his own youth and inexperience, the fact that he was
completely awkward and untaught in any of the normal techniques of combat. But
he had come into the Cave armed with a consuming anger and a grim resolve. And
by now he had learned, in the most exhilarating way, that Jeremy Redthorn's
original limitations mattered very little.
He was handling the mediocre bow at
a level of skill vastly beyond what any human archer—let
alone an untaught boy—could have accomplished, but yet his eye and his strength
and his magic were far below those of a whole Apollo.
And his left eye and ear continued
to show him helpful things. He had to be ready to trust these strange new
senses and interpret properly what they were telling him.
It was not surprising that furies
turned out to be nesting in the cave, hanging upside-down like bats from the
rocky ceiling. Air stirred by their great wings gave warning of their approach.
Jeremy/Apollo could strangle them with ease, when the god let power flow into
the human's arms and hands.
It seemed to Jeremy that by
lingering here, committing himself to the defense of a mere human girl, Apollo
was trying to draw the Lord of the Underworld up out of the deep earth into
another confrontation.
But at the same time the Sun God was
too wary to go deep underground to try to root him out.
Jeremy and Katy were now getting
ever farther from the Cave's main entrance, although they were actually
ascending. Following this branch of the underground trail, they traversed rooms
where even Apollo had not trod before. Still, when the Sun God passed the
dismembered and thoroughly devitalized carcasses of would-be wizards,
explorers, and adventurers who'd fallen in the attempt to establish their
authority in this place, he knew them for what they were.
Jeremy refastened his tunic around
her when it started to come loose, drawing the belt tight.
"Who are you?" She asked
the question in an exhausted whisper, her body shivering in the chill.
"Jeremy. You know me, Kate. For
a while I called myself Jonathan. I told you, use either name you like."
"No." She shook her head.
"I don't mean that. And I don't know you."
The fear in her eyes told him that
he would have to come up with a proper answer. But he could feel that Apollo
wasn't going to help, and at the moment that seemed too much to ask. "We
can talk about that later. We'll have to talk about it."
"They said ..." He could
barely hear her voice.
"Who said what?"
"Things down below, in the
dark. Told me that I... I belong to Hades now."
Jeremy took her by the hand. "You
don't. No longer. Not that you ever really did." He paused, thinking the
matter over, trying to hear his god-partner's wordless inner voice. "I
don't care what rituals they performed over you, or what magic they think they
did. Apollo—you hear me, Apollo—says
otherwise. From now on, nothing in this whole damn Cave is going to belong to
hell." And that, Jeremy realized, was why he had been so willing to take
time to smash the cages near the entrance. The Sun God would have nothing to do
with human sacrifices.
Katherine's legs and arms moved only
stiffly, and she was still somewhat dazed, though fortunately she had suffered
little actual physical harm. And soon life and strength began to come back to
her arms and legs.
Dimly Jeremy's left eye could
discern a wash of faint, diluted sunlight coming into the Cave from somewhere
far above. A little more came oozing up from below, where he'd already broken
open a wall to the outdoors.
Aided by the powerfully enhanced
vision in his left eye, and also by a torch improvised from the fire of the
burning cage, the boy-god made his way forward, still guiding the newly rescued
Kate who was newly clothed in his own tunic.
Presently Katherine was able to move
along fairly briskly without his support.
But there would be no safety for
her, and none for him, until Hades had been defeated.
The couple passed through almost
perfect darkness, past the place of sacrifice, to the spot where the last
avatar of great Apollo had fallen.
In Jeremy's head a kind of dialogue
took place, in which the answers to his questions came floating from Apollo's
memory.
Where are we going? Jeremy wanted to know.
Then he had to concentrate to be
certain that he caught the answer: Stronger
weapons are absolutely necessary.
All right. How do we get them?
As yet there was no good answer to
that one.
TWENTY-NINE
For some time now both Jeremy and
Katherine had been aware of the sound of roaring water. Echoes in the Cave made
it hard to determine location, but the flow could not be far away.
The couple had climbed only a few
score paces from their latest resting place when a new, faint light became
visible ahead, coming from a small crevice, high enough to be far out of reach,
which let in a trace of sun. Jeremy's left eye could follow, all the way up through
the darkness, the growing strength of its distant radiance.
When they reached a position under
the source of light, they stopped and stared at what lay just ahead of them.
A column of clear water
approximately a foot in diameter rose from unknown depths, just forcefully
enough to maintain the level of an irregularly shaped pool the size of a
swimming bath. This pool emptied itself spectacularly at its other end, where
the water for no visible cause again began to rise, moving smoothly into an
ascending column, which as it climbed gained speed as if it were falling in the
opposite direction under the influence of normal gravity.
"I don't understand,"
whispered Katy after a moment.
"It's called a waterrise,"
her companion informed her. Even Apollo had rarely seen the like of it before,
but he knew the name. "An ancient trick of the Trickster. Harmless. The
ones in the Cave should be safe to drink from."
Cascading up through a network of
small cracks and fissures in the irregular ceiling of the cave, the stream went
up to fill another pool on a higher level, which Jeremy and Katy saw after
another minute's climb through the twisting passage.
* * *
Before they left the area that was
still comparatively well lit with filtered sunlight, the thought came, whether
from Apollo or not, that it would be wise to stop and rest. Jeremy got bread
and cheese and sausage out of his pack. Katy stared at the food as if she did
not know what it was, then grabbed up a small loaf and began to eat. She sat
down on a rock ledge shivering, the fingers of her free hand absently rubbing
at her upper arms and her legs where they emerged from the borrowed tunic,
worrying at the paint that still disfigured most of her body.
Jeremy, chewing with his mouth full,
knelt before her, tightening the straps of the sandals he had given her,
trying to make them fit her feet. It seemed years ago that she had volunteered
to guide him and his companions to the Oracle.
To Jeremy she said: "I saw what
you did back there. To the cage. And to the fury."
He changed his position to sit
beside her on the ledge. "You were right, Katy, about what you told me
before we ever reached the Cave—Apollo has possessed me." He paused.
"No. That's not really the right word for what's happened. He's made me
his partner."
She said in a tiny voice: "I
don't understand."
"I don't either." He made
a helpless gesture. His left arm was stiffening; the gash on the outside of his
elbow had stopped bleeding, but it had swollen and hurt more than before.
"Why a god would do a thing like that. But I'm not the only one it's happening
to. I finally got a chance to talk with ... another person who's in the same
boat. It seemed to be working out about the same way for her."
Frightened and bewildered, the girl
looked a question at him.
He tried to make a gesture with both
arms, then settled for using his right while he let the throbbing left arm
hang. "Now I can see some things that ordinary people can't see—when
I'm not afraid to look for them. One of them is this: the only Apollo that
lives anywhere ... is in this body, the one you're looking at right now."
"Apollo? You?" It was the merest whisper, expressing not doubt but
astonishment. He could find no words to answer her, but it seemed he needed
none. Looking into his eyes, his face, she had seen what she needed to see.
The watching girl could only shake
her head, wide-eyed. He could feel her shivering beside him and put an arm
around her to give warmth. She started a movement, as if she meant to kneel at
his feet, but his good arm held her on the shelf beside him.
Jeremy sighed. "I'm stronger
than any human, Katy. But now it turns out that I'm still not strong enough for
what Apollo wants to do." He raised the fingertips of his free hand to his
temple. "He's in here, but I can't even talk to him.
Not really. Now and then ideas pop up in my mind that I know must be his and
not my own."
"Oh," she said. The sound
of someone giving up on someone else.
He tried again, with renewed energy.
"I know it sounds crazy, but you've seen what he can do. What I
can do, when he helps me."
In the dim light Katy's eyes were
enormous, staring at Jeremy. Then she nodded, her eyes wide, still not saying
anything. Jeremy wondered if she was still dazed from drugs or mad with fear.
If she were now afraid of him.
Turning away from her for a moment,
he scanned the Cave. Apollo's senses assured him that they still had time
before the next Enemy onslaught. Holding Katy's hand, Jeremy persisted in
trying to explain. The story of his life, since the day when he'd met Sal, came
pouring out. It was a bursting relief to be able to speak plainly about the
business, at last, to someone. But in a way it had been easier to talk to
Carlotta—not to someone as important to him as Katy was becoming.
When he had brought the girl
up-to-date on his situation, all that she asked was: "What are we going to
do now?"
"I have to get you to a place—"
He had to pause there, such was the pang that came from his small wound. How about taking
care of our body, you who are supposed to be the God of Medicine? We're going
to need it in good working order. "—to a place
where you can rest. And myself, too. We both need it. After that... there'll be
a lot I have to do."
"We must get out of this
Cave."
"Right." He patted her
hand. "Doesn't seem likely we'll get any rest in here."
She stood up suddenly, craning her
neck to try to see the source of light ahead of them. "Gods, take me back
to where I can see sunlight!"
Thoughtfully Jeremy examined their
current choice of several passages. "I will. We must go up again. Getting
nearer the light, even if it's dark for a while." Looking ahead, he
wondered if even Apollo would be forced to grope his way.
After resting a little longer, they
used the opportunity to refill Jeremy's canteen and then slowly resumed their
climb.
Presently in the distance Apollo's
ear could detect the Enemy, once more mobilized and moving in force. Scores of
human-sounding feet were warily but relentlessly following them, with those who
walked upon those feet so far taking care to keep out of the Sun God's sight.
And the pain in his poisoned wound was getting worse
instead of better.
Meanwhile, in the back of Jeremy's
mind his inward partner kept up a wordless prodding, holding before him the
imperative to seek out weapons, means of increasing strength. In particular the
shimmering image of the Silver Bow (a heavy longbow, strung with a silver
string) was being thrust imperiously into his consciousness. Vivid images
showed him the weapon not as it had been depicted in some of the statues at the
Academy, but in a more realistic and powerful form.
While he walked with Katy, Jeremy
tried to explain to her, in whispers, that without the Bow and Arrows, or some
comparably powerful addition to their armament, Apollo was not sanguine about
their chances of even surviving the next round of battle—let
alone winning it. And the next round might very well be the last chance against
Hades they ever had.
Despite the bad news, Katy was
reassured by his ungodlike behavior. She asked: "But if you must have
this Bow... where will you look for it?"
"Apollo is perfectly sure that
the best place—the only place— to look is in the workshop of Hephaestus.
If my old Bow can't be found, that's where I'll have to go to have a new one
made."
On hearing that, Katy only began to
look dazed again. Well, Jeremy could see that it might be hard to think of a
sensible reply, especially for someone unaccustomed to sharing skull space with
a god. Meanwhile Apollo's memory, when called upon, brought forth the image of
a sinewy lame giant, wearing a leather apron and wreathed by the smoke of a
glowing forge. That was Vulcan, whom some preferred to call Hephaestus.
Suddenly it occurred to Jeremy that
it might prove necessary for him to talk to the Lame God in person. For the
Lord of Light to commission from his colleague a new Bow and Arrows, the old
silver model having been somehow lost or destroyed. He reeled under the burden
of trying to imagine Jeremy Redthorn playing a role in such a confrontation.
And where was the forge?
Yes. Memory was ready to show him not where it was precisely, but what the
place looked like—a small, rugged island in a violent
sea—and how to get there. Trouble was, the journey would be immensely long,
with the greater part of it over the ocean. And there might be no way to gain
entrance once he'd reached it.
Finally Katherine, some of her old
practical manner coming back, asked him, "Do you know where this place is,
where you must go?"
"The workshop? Not clearly. But
I know which way to start toward it, and once I get started, Apollo will show
me the route to take." And, he
hoped, some means of crossing more than a thousand miles of sea.
"It's far from here,
though."
"I think so. Yes, very
far."
"Then how will you get
there?"
Posing the question inwardly brought
forth only a vague mental turmoil. "I don't have an answer for that yet.
Even if I am... connected with a god, I can't just... fly." He looked down
at his feet.
Meanwhile, Jeremy faced even more
immediate problems. There were tremors in his wounded arm. He thought his body
was beginning to grow weaker, and his poisoned wound was festering, lancing
him with pain.
Still he felt confident, with the
wordless inward assurance that had become so commonplace, that the powers of
Apollo were fighting against the onslaught. The poison in itself was not going
to kill him. But it could easily leave him too weak to survive another attack
by Hades or some other superhuman power.
"Jerry, what's wrong?"
Katy could see clearly enough that something must be. Meanwhile she herself
grew somewhat stronger, as she began to recover from her imprisonment. Food and
drink had done her a lot of good, and so had the fact of freedom. Part of her
improvement came through sheer will, because she saw that she was going to have
to be the strong and active one.
The couple stumbled on, leaning on
each other for support, as Jeremy's body weakened. With Sal's fate never far
from his thoughts, he feared that he was beginning to grow delirious.
"He keeps telling me that we
can't win—at least he doesn't think we can—unless we have the Silver
Bow."
"Then you'd better listen to
him. Find out how to get it."
"I am. I will. The trouble is,
he doesn't know how to get it either."
Not Hades, this time.
This was the Python, the monster
come to fulfill the threatening promise made by Hades at their last meeting. A
looming snake-shape whose body thickness equaled the height of a man—how
long it was Apollo could not see, for fifty feet behind the smooth-scaled head
the rearmost portion of the body vanished in a curve of the descending
passageway.
And it had an escort of human
auxiliaries. Katy had to take shelter against their arrows.
The first and second of
Apollo/Jeremy's ordinary arrows only bounced off the thickness of its armored
scales. The third sank in too shallowly to accomplish any vital harm. At last
he scored an effective hit, when he thought to aim for the corner of one small
eye in the moving head. The enormous body convulsed, the vast coils scraping
the sides of the cave, dislodging loose rocks. Apollo's next shot hit the other
eye.
Meanwhile, Jeremy could hear and
feel that Katy was close behind him, screaming even as she hurled rocks at the
enemy. It was the sight and sound of her more than the rocks that helped to
drive the human foes away.
The monstrous serpent, now probably
blind and perhaps mortally wounded, broke off the fight and turned and scuffed
and scraped its scales away. Even wounded, it still moved with impressive
speed. They could hear it shuffling, dragging, stumbling.
In the aftermath of their latest
skirmish, Katherine and Jeremy found it possible to gather more supplies,
including arrows, from their fallen human enemies. This they did in the failing
light of sunset, which oozed into the Cave through yet a few more high
crevices. Soon even these portions of the upper Cave, more than a mile above
sea level, would be immersed in utter night. Meanwhile they conversed in
whispers. The air was damp around them, and their voices echoed whenever they
were raised.
Jeremy, stimulated by the urgency of
the fight, felt temporarily a little stronger. Now he prowled cautiously into a
vast, poorly lighted chamber that the Intruder instantly recognized.
Through part of the night, the
couple took turns sleeping and standing watch.
Splits and cracks, only some of them
natural, in the mountain's walls were letting in the light of early morning,
at least indirectly. In one place a glorious sliver of blue sky was visible.
Even the faintest wisp of daylight was better than the brightest torchlight for
Apollo's eye. Each time darkness fell outside the Cave, he was going to be at a
disadvantage.
There had been a hell of a fight in
this room, at some time in the not-too-distant past. Jeremy's nose, one organ
that was still functioning without divine help, informed him that the smell of
burning, of rock and cloth and flesh, had lingered for many days in this
confined space and would linger on a whole lot longer.
A couple of hours' sleep had helped
a little, but he could no longer deny the fact that he and Apollo seemed to be
losing ground in their battle with the poisoned wound. The body they shared was
getting weaker. He picked up a small log, really no more than a stick. When he
tested his strength, trying to break it, his left arm was almost useless, his
right quivered in futility, and a wave of faintness passed over him.
He could no more break the log than
he could lift the Mountain. Soon he once more had to sit down and rest.
"What are we going to do,
Jerry? How do we get out of here?"
"I'm not sure. Let me
think."
He—at least the
Apollo component of his memory—had been one of the combatants in that historic
fight. And Apollo's opponent then had been Hades, the same entity that he had
fought against today. The same, yet not the same. Today's
version was somehow diminished from the image in memory.
Jeremy stood leaning against the
Cave wall, his head slowly spinning. Katy was speaking to him, in a worried
voice, but he couldn't quite decipher what she was saying.
Here and there on the rocky floor of
the Cave were scattered the metal components of weapons and of armor that had
survived. Soldiers from at least two competing forces had died here. He
wondered if Sal had been here—Sal. She was why he had come here in the
first place.
He was fueled by a feverish
curiosity to see what the remnants of the fallen god—of
his earlier self—looked like. Whatever was left of him now was inconspicuous,
unimpressive.
Yet there remained a certainty that
Apollo in all his majesty could be somehow revived and reconstituted, as a
bulwark against the darker gods who had survived.
This, then, must truly be the place
where the seven had held their famous meeting.
"This is it. There is where it
happened—where I died."
"Jerry!"
Advancing slowly, a step at a time,
the boy discovered the fragmented remnants of a human skeleton, of normal
adult size, somewhere near the fallen Bow, and assumed these bones were those
of some other intermediate owner of the Bow or some mere human ally of Apollo,
like Sal—but really they had belonged to the last human being to
serve the god as avatar.
Jeremy could only wonder what the
person had been like; he couldn't even tell now whether it had been man or
woman. The god's memory seemed useless in this, holding no record of anyone
who'd ever filled the role.
No doubt mere humans weren't
considered sufficiently important.
Jeremy couldn't tell which
fragmentary skeleton was that of Apollo's previous avatar. It gave him an odd
feeling, as if he were trying to identify the remains of the brother he'd never
had.
The bodies themselves (perhaps no
human from outside had dared to remove them or even to visit this room) had
been reduced to skeletons by Cave scavengers, during the months since the
fight had taken place.
The Apollo fragment in Jeremy's head
provided an agonizing memory here. Remembered defeat blended with the current
pain and sickness caused by his wound.
Then for a moment or two he stood
motionless, with his eyes closed. Sal played a role in this particular memory,
though under a different name—not that he cared any longer what other
name she might have used. It was as Sal that she'd belonged to him. And he
could see her face.
The images dissolved in an onset of
delirium. His arm throbbed and had swollen frightfully. He was poisoned and tottering.
Katherine now had to lead him forward for a time.
Katy was calling him, shaking him, dragging
him up out of a nightmarish sleep. Jeremy came awake to the echoes of a distant
uproar, what sounded like some kind of skirmish in a far part of the Cave.
"We'd better move on."
Jeremy had been dreaming of Vulcan's
workshop. Apollo's memory supplied some accurate details.
That site was of course a place that
every combatant wanted to control—but it was guarded
by some kind of odylic fire. Traps, dangerous even to other gods, lay in wait
there for the unwary.
"Someone's coming. But—"
Sounds as of speeding footsteps, light and rapid, came echoing up from below.
The approach was being made at an impossible speed.
A last broken arrow shaft clutched
in his right hand, Jeremy braced himself to make a desperate resistance—then
he relaxed. As the couple tried to take shelter in a niche, a slender form he
quickly recognized as that of Carlotta came staggering, dancing on the red
Sandals, up from the lower Cave, to stop right in front of them.
Jeremy slumped in relief, but Katy
recoiled in fright when the figure came near. Her companion did his best to
reassure her.
Carlotta, looking weary but
apparently unhurt, reported that she had just concluded some kind of skirmish
with the bad gods, down in the depths. Then, as her breathing slowed down to normal,
she told them: "It was too easy for me to find you just now. If I could do
it so quickly, so can Hades."
"Where is he now?"
She gestured back in the direction
from which she'd come. "Way down there. Still resting, as you should be,
gaining strength. He's also trying to recruit more help. I'd say you have a few
more hours before he's ready to try again. He believes that time is on his side
now, and he wants to be sure to be strong enough to finish you the next time he
finds you—I see that you are wounded."
"It's not much."
"It's too much!" the
Trickster corrected him sharply. "Any weakness on your part would be too
much—and who is this?"
Katy had started to get over her
fright when she saw Jeremy calmly talking to the apparition. Now, with Jeremy's
hand on her arm, she summoned up the courage to open her eyes and watch.
Carlotta looked thoughtfully at them
both, the way they were clinging to each other. Then the Trickster sat down on
the Cave floor and began to untie her Sandals.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm giving you these."
She slid them off and held them out.
"Why?" But Jeremy
automatically put out a hand to take the gift when it was thrust at him.
"Because I want Apollo to
survive. You don't look well enough to get through a round of heavy breathing,
let alone one of fighting Hades. I'd hate like hell to see him and his take
over the worlds." Carlotta sighed. "I only regret that the evil
twins, I mean the Lugard brothers, aren't on the other side. I think they'd fit
right in."
"Where is Arnobius? Where are
Lord Victor's troops?"
"A little while ago the Dunce
was up a tree. I don't speak metaphorically." Carlotta smiled faintly.
"His brother got him down, but now his brother is engaged in some heavy
exercise, I think. I tell you, I can't really decide what ought to be done with
either one of them."
"Up a tree?" Neither
Jeremy nor Apollo understood.
"Yes. And their father's army
was milling around, looking for both of them, and making a great effort to get
itself organized—but none of that is your immediate concern, my dear
colleague.
"Apollo needs to get away, to
rest and heal. And you are going to have to acquire some superior armament
before you face Hades again. It would be suicidal otherwise."
"I know that. But you're going
to need the Sandals yourself."
"Pah, have you forgotten I am a
god? It's not easy to kill a god. I'm not going out of my way to pick a fight
with Hades, and he has enough on his mind without going out of his way to make
another enemy. I'll be safe enough." Carlotta looked at Katy, then back to
Jeremy: "Do either of you have any place in mind where you might be able
to rest and heal for a few days in safety?"
"I do," said Jeremy.
"Apollo does." Another ocean-flavored memory was trying to bob up,
now that a need for it had arisen, and now it came popping into place. Another
island—this one very different from the first, surrounded by warm
seas, with warm mists and sandy beaches.
"Then put on what I have given
you and go there immediately. Don't tell me where it is; one never knows. . . .
Take whatever time you need to recover and rearm yourself. Then hurry back
here, to the Mountain, as soon as you are ready."
"What will you do in the
meantime?"
"I have some plans . . . but
never mind. On your way now, both of you."
"Thank you," said Katy.
"Thank you very much."
"You're welcome, child. How old
are you? Fifteen? A couple of years ago I was fifteen, and now I am about a
thousand. .. . Never mind. Listen, dear. Katy, is it? A fine strong god you
have there for your lover. Let me reassure you that no human body inhabited by
Apollo is likely to die of poison, even a dose administered by Hades—but
you must see that he gets some rest."
Kate nodded, overwhelmed, and Jeremy
added his own thanks. Then, despite his weakness, he insisted on trying the Sandals
before he would let Katy have them.
"After all, I am Apollo."
Kate didn't know what to say.
Carlotta grumbled but let him have his way. It was as if she did not dare to
try to be forceful.
Now at last he took a close look at
Carlotta's gift. It was easy to see that this footgear was of no ordinary
material or construction. The thongs and trim were of silver, around the red.
They didn't feel at all metallic—unless their straps
were almost like thin strips of chain mail. A smaller, finer version of the
chain mail worn by some of Hades's fallen warriors. And by some of the lancers,
too.
Apollo had no hesitation about
putting them on. Doubtless he'd had these before, or another pair just like
them—or even better.
In another moment Jeremy was strapping
the red Sandals on. At first he feared they would be too small, since they had
exactly fit Carlotta, but they conformed magically, perfectly, to the size of
his feet.
When he stood up, it was almost with
the feeling of floating in water. Looking down, Jeremy saw with alarm that his
feet did not quite touch the Cave floor—but in a moment they
had settled into a solid contact.
A quick experiment proved that he
could still walk normally— but now that was only one, and the least
useful, from a menu of choices.
The instant he decided to move more
quickly, a single stride carried him floating, gliding, clear across the great
room. Stopping, or changing direction, in a single footstep was as effortless
as starting had been.
But weakness and dizziness quickly
overcame him.
Jeremy had to admit that he was now
too weak with the poisons of his wound to use the Sandals effectively himself.
He saw that they were given to Katy, who gave him his own sandals back in
return.
They bade Carlotta a hasty farewell.
Apollo's memory was reliable.
Eventually it turned out to be possible to leave the Cave by the same exit
used by one of the waterrise streams.
Building up speed, the couple raced
through the Cave and out through some aperture known to Apollo, so fast that
anyone who might be on guard to keep them in, a picket line formed by the army
of Hades's human allies, had not even time to raise their weapons before Katy
was past them, Sandals barely touching the earth, and gone from their view.
They had emerged from the Cave along
with the stream of a waterrise, in a rainbow shower of frosty spray.
They were coming out into daylight
substantially farther up the mountainside than the main entrance and out of
sight of the people gathered there, where, according to drifting sounds, a
skirmish had now broken out.
THIRTY
Whatever remnants of his childhood
Jeremy might have taken into the Cave had been purged away there long before he
emerged. There had been moments underground when the business of killing men
seemed of no more consequence than swatting flies.
That was a godlike attitude that he
didn't want to have. But until the war was over, he would wear it like a piece
of armor.
His empty quiver and his mediocre
bow (a useless weapon for a man with only one effective arm, but it never
crossed his mind to give it up) were still slung across his back when Katherine
carried him out of the Cave. The first three fingers of his right hand were
sore from the repeated pressure of the hard bowstring.
Katy was still weak from her
captivity, but even fragile feet could fly like eagles once the Sandals were
strapped on. But Vulcan's footwear healed no injuries, counteracted no poisons.
Once they were clear of the
Mountain, Katy, who fortunately had no terror of heights, soon mastered the
simple procedures for controlling course and speed—and
her own fear of the powers that had come to her from Carlotta. Jeremy told her
in a faint voice which way, and how far, she had to go to reach the sanctuary.
Only vaguely did Apollo remember the way—only vaguely, for the god could not
recall, in all of his own indeterminately long life, any time when he had
needed sanctuary.
Looking down from his position on
Katy's back, her honey-colored hair blowing in his face as he clung weakly to
her shoulders, Jeremy could see her feet in the red Sandals, striding as
though she ran on earth, treading air at a vast distance above a surface of
gray cloud, gliding like a skater's on a frozen river—almost
as if time itself could be frozen in place. In his present condition, the
rhythmic running movement of her hips between his clasping legs was no more erotic than the
measured drifting of the clouds below. Through holes in the distant floor of
gray cloud he could catch glimpses of the ocean, its waves almost too tiny for
even Apollo's eye to pick them out. Then Jeremy drifted into unconsciousness,
even as he was borne off through the howling air.
When he regained his senses his
muscles felt weak as a child's, his god-tenanted body trembling and sore. And
he shivered, with the persistent wetness of the fountaining stream.
Both he and Katy had been wet coming
out of the Cave, and the outer air, screaming past them with the speed of their
running flight, was so cold that Jeremy thought he would not long survive.
Katherine might have found something in which to bundle him.
With Katy dancing on magic Sandals
and with Jeremy rousing himself at intervals long enough to sight landmarks,
providing guidance as the information came flowing from Apollo's memory, they
swiftly accomplished the long journey.
The air was warm about them, the
breezes gentle, as they descended, as if on invisible stairs, toward what
seemed a spot of garden rimmed by surf and coral.
Jeremy said: "This island was
Circe's, once."
Her head turned slightly back.
"A goddess. The one who turned men into beasts, in the stories. This was
hers?"
"Some of the stories have her a
goddess, but she's not. I'd call her a witch, or enchantress."
"You know her, then?"
"Apollo does."
Kate was silent briefly, almost
drifting down. "If this island was hers once, whose is it now?"
They were now going down so slowly
that the air was almost still around them. He tried to sort vague, hazy
memories. "A long story, I think, a complicated business. I don't want to
dig for it." He made a gesture at the side of his own head. "But it
seems to me we can depend on friendly spirits."
Now Katy was only walking in the
air, instead of running. As her steps slowed, so did their darting passage.
They were coming down to the inner edge of a broad beach of white sand, rimming
a peaceful half-wooded island in a warm sea. Birds flew up squawking, but as
far as Jeremy or Apollo could see at the moment, the place was deserted of
intelligent life. The god's memory presented the fact that certain immaterial
powers that served as guardians and keepers here were no doubt hovering close
by.
Jeremy passed on this bit of
information to his companion. Then he added: "Circe's house was built of
cut stones, and it stands in the middle of that patch of woods." He
pointed weakly toward the center of the island, luxuriant with greenery, a quarter
of a mile from where they were about to land.
"You've been there? I mean
..."
"I know what you mean.... The
clearest image I can get from Apollo is of a young woman, sitting in that
house. She's dark... and beautiful. . . and she is singing as she works at her
loom."
"Weaving? Weaving what?"
"Nothing ordinary. I can't
describe it very well. A thin . . . web of some kind." In memory the
material looked incredibly soft and delicate. And it was shot through with
spectacular colors. "People said that no one but a goddess could have made
it."
Kate made no comment on that. The
invisible stair created by her Sandals had run out softly beneath them, and
they were on the ground. Jeremy's weight hadn't posed her a crushing burden as
long as they were Sandal-borne, but now she was glad to be relieved of it.
Stiffly Jeremy extended his legs and
found them capable of supporting him, though with not much capacity to spare.
"The place looks
deserted," Kate said quietly, gazing around them.
"Almost." No sooner had
Jeremy said that than the visitors were treated to a peal of tinkling laughter,
nearby but proceeding from some invisible source that not even Apollo could at
once identify. Kate was startled, but Jeremy, still reassured by borrowed
memory, made a sign to her that she ought not to be concerned.
"Which way is east?"
He didn't even need to look up at
the sun. "There."
Another body of land, whether island
or continent, was visible at a modest distance across the water, in the
direction of his pointing hand.
Fortunately, much of this island was
blessed with a southern exposure that bathed it in life-sustaining sunlight.
Here the surface rocks and beaches of white sand were pleasantly warmed.
With Jeremy now and then leaning on
his companion for support, the couple followed an irregular path of shell
fragments and white sand to the small house in the center of the island. Another,
fainter burst of fairy laughter accompanied the opening of the front door,
which unlatched itself with a loud click and swung itself in just as they
reached it. A brief tour of the sunny rooms inside discovered no visible
occupants; the place was snugly furnished and obviously well cared for, and the
couple settled in for a rest. Both fell asleep in comfortable chairs in the
front room and awoke an hour later to find that invisible servitors had placed
food and drink on tables beside them.
Katy, having seen her patient
settled in the most comfortable bed, spoke of her desire to visit her home
village and see her family again but feared the enemy might seek them there.
"It seems safe here."
"It is. I'm going to sleep
again."
The poison dart of Hades had been
fearfully potent. Even Apollo could not keep his body and Jeremy's from sliding
into recurrent bouts of fever and delirium. Sometimes he thought he saw Death,
in the form of a great fury, smiling at him, closing in with talons like those
of a raptor.
No matter how warm it was, Jeremy
was chilled with fever. He opened his eyes to see that Kate was standing by his
bed and that she had taken off her clothes. She said, "If you are still
shivering, then I must warm you properly." And she slid in under the blankets
with him.
In time the fever went away, and
Kate still comforted him with her love. When he slept again, the chills and
shivering came back and with them a dream of the three-headed dog, catching up
with Jeremy at some temple halfway around the world, where he had gone by means
of the Sandals, looking for the Bow—and he also felt an
urgent need to find the unnamed treasure that Carlotta had hinted was hidden
there.
Katy's embraces soothed him, and he
woke feeling better and spoke reassuringly to his companion: "On this
island one tends to have prophetic dreams."
He shouldn't have said that, for
within the hour he slept again and his next dream was a nightmare, from which
Jeremy woke screaming, in which it had seemed that a hangman's noose awaited
him.
"Don't..." He gasped.
"I don't want to have any more dreams like that. Not ever again."
Katy held him and petted him and
soothed him.
After a long silence, she said:
"If she—Circe—is only a mere human, like me, how can she defend her
island, herself, against Hades?"
"She is ... what she is. She
doesn't intrude into his domain, and he doesn't see her as a threat. I don't
doubt he'd like to have her as an ally."
By the next morning Jeremy was
feeling much better and was up and moving weakly about. The swelling on his arm
was much reduced.
Covered dishes appeared, as if from
nowhere, holding delicious food. Here and there, inside the house and out,
were traces, carved initials, showing that other humans before Jeremy and Katy
had visited and lived upon this island, over a period of many years. "Some
of them were shipwrecked sailors."
"Was Circe as kind to them as
she was to you? To Apollo, I mean?"
"Circe is not always
kind...." Memory suddenly produced an unwanted offering of ghastly
pictures, of men turned into animals. "But she is Apollo's
friend....Also, other gods have been here, coming and going over a long, long
time."
In the evening, just as sunset light
was fading, a fire came into being on the small hearth, radiating all the
gentle warmth that even a sick man might need.
The two backpacks Jeremy had made a
point of bringing contained a number of useful things, including a couple of
blankets, and some spare clothes for warmth. It seemed that the effort to
carry them had been wasted—except that the couple could expect to
need the packs again when it came time to depart. In fact, the sanctuary
turned out to be furnished with almost anything that a couple of exhausted
humans might need. Sometimes music of a heavenly sweetness played, coming from
an invisible source, but never for more than a short interval.
After two days in sanctuary, both
visitors were beginning to feel rested, and a start had been made toward
healing Jeremy's wound.
Now he was able to stroll about the
island, talking with Katy about exactly what they ought to do when it came time
to leave.
That would be when the poisoned
wound upon his arm was healed enough to serve him well in combat again. Already
the arm felt much better and the swelling was almost gone, but it would be wise
to wait a few more days and make sure.
Briefly blissful in their new status
as lovers, the couple lay on the white beaches and swam in the warm, clean sea.
Jeremy warned his companion to stay inside the barrier reef, for beyond it was
the realm of Poseidon, one of the very mightiest of gods, of whose friendship
Apollo could not be sure.
Katy worried about sunburn, but
Apollo only laughed. "I will mark you with my left eye—and
the sun will never burn your pretty skin again."
"Oh?" She splashed a
little water at him, not knowing whether to take him seriously or not.
"The more I think about it,
Kate ..."
"Yes?" She paused,
prettily shaking the water from her hair and treading water.
"The more that I could wish
that I was not a god." The lure of immortality meant little—not
after he'd seen one god die at his feet.
"For a moment there, you almost
looked like Apollo!"
Almost he laughed aloud. "And
what does Apollo look like?"
*
* *
When he was better, but still weak,
Katy left him alone for hours at a time. She put on the Sandals fairly often,
having learned to enjoy the heady feel of using them. She also felt a need to
return briefly to her home, at least long enough to reassure her family.
Tentatively she brought up the idea of going there and back on a solo flight.
"Jerry, I want to see my
family. I have a father and a mother, a brother and a sister."
"I don't know that you could
find your way."
"Never fear; I've a good sense
of direction. Now that I've been here I'll not forget the way. And she—Carlotta—said
the Sandals help whoever is wearing them to find things."
He shook his head solemnly.
"Don't count on being able to find your way back here, Sandals or not. Not
to this island."
Subject to vague feelings of unease,
and with the sense that Circe was never far away, Kate postponed her visit
home, restricting her flights to the vicinity of the island.
Once, as soon as she had gone on one
of these, Jeremy stretched out on the warm sand for a nap but soon awoke to
find a beautiful dark-haired woman sitting beside him, clad in a cloud of fine
fabric woven of all colors and of none.
The enchantress, when she saw that
he was awake, managed a graceful kind of seated bow. "The Lord of Light is
welcome to my home, as always."
"My gratitude for your
hospitality," said a voice from Jeremy Redthorn's throat, in tones that
had grown familiar though they were not his own. A nod of his head returned his
visitor's bow.
"Any favor I may do my Lord
Apollo will be reciprocated, I am sure." Her eyes appraised his unclad
form. "The lord has this time put on a younger body even than I am
accustomed to see him wear. All to the good—it will facilitate
healing."
"I shall do what I can for you,
in turn," Apollo said, and paused. After a moment he added: "I have
wondered sometimes why you never seek divinity for yourself."
"I am content with what I
have." Circe's smile was serene and private. "As I am sure the Lord
of Light must know, the fire of divinity is a consuming one when it catches in
a merely human mind and body."
Apollo was not much interested, it
seemed, in pursuing the subject further—and Jeremy Redthorn
was afraid to do so.
"Two words of warning, my
lord," the dark-haired woman said, after the silence between them had
stretched on for a little while.
"Yes?"
"First, not many days ago, my
lord held in his hands the Face of Death and cast it in a certain stream."
"True enough. What of it?"
"It has been picked from the
water and will be worn again."
"I feared as much. And what is
your second warning?"
"It is for Jeremy Redthorn and
not the Lord Apollo, and it is only this: that the human body when serving as
the avatar of any god will, as a rule, fairly quickly wear through and
collapse; there is a limit to how long the power even of Apollo can sustain it.
He should expect that the Sun God will seek a fresh human to use when the one
called Jeremy Redthorn has been used up. The immortality of the gods is only a
cruel hoax where human beings are concerned."
Whether the voice that answered was
Apollo's or truly his own Jeremy could not be sure. "And that I suppose is
one reason why Circe herself has turned down more than one chance at
divinity."
The enchantress ignored his
response. She went on: "And there is a third item—take
it as a warning if you will—that I pass on for what it may be worth: I am told
there is a place atop the Mountain of the Oracle where the Faces of the gods
can actually be destroyed."
Apollo was immediately skeptical.
"How is that possible?"
"Some instrument of Vulcan's
devising—how else? It was told to me that the destruction must be
accomplished while the target Face is being worn inside a living human
head."
"Ah."
"You know that it is your Face,
Lord of Light, that Hades in particular wishes to destroy."
"Rather than have one of his
henchmen put on the powers of Apollo and try to use them?"
"He would much prefer, Lord, to
see your Face and your powers wiped out of existence."
Jeremy nodded slowly. "A
question for you, friend Circe. Since it seems you are in the mood today to
provide information."
The enchantress slightly inclined
her lovely head.
"There was a woman, known to
... to Jeremy Redthorn only by the name of Sal. She carried the Face of Apollo
with her, through great dangers and suffering, and made no attempt to put it
on. Though she must have known as well as anyone that wearing the Face of
Apollo would intimately connect her to the god. Why was she ready to die rather
than to achieve that connection?"
"Fortunately, my lord has
chosen to question me on a subject whereof I have some knowledge. The woman you
knew as Sal chose as she did only because she was deeply convinced of her own
unworthiness to share Apollo's life. The fact that she was female and the god
embodied in the Face was male was another reason. But that in itself would not
have decided her. When humans are confronted by death, a great many
preferences, such as those involving sex, are easily forgotten."
And the sex difference, Jeremy mused, hadn't
mattered in the case of Carlotta and the Trickster.
"Is it possible?" Apollo
mused aloud. "Yes, I suppose it is." By the standards of the Cult of
the Sun God, to which Sal had belonged, she had been unworthy. "As I
recall, only two members of the cult were considered qualified to become my
avatar—and one of them is now dead. What the other is like I
really have no idea. Foolish mortals!"
"Have you never met the
other?" The idea seemed to amuse Circe.
"No."
If only Sal were still alive, to
tell him, Jeremy Redthorn, what to do now!
But Sal was dead. And anyway, Jeremy
now had a far better grasp of the relationship between gods and humans than
that young woman ever had. She had been a member of a cult, a worshiper, and
the god, the image of Apollo, she'd prayed to had been mainly a creature of her
own hopes and fears.
The real god was something else.
Just what Jeremy was only beginning to find out.
"Mortals have no monopoly on
foolishness, my lord."
"I suppose not."
"Consider Thanatos, in his most
recent avatar, whose life was so swiftly and violently terminated at my lord's
hands—consider the misplaced courage that led Death to challenge
Apollo face-to-face."
That statement was at first so
shocking that Jerry was more or less compelled to consider it. Doing so, he
realized that he had almost entirely lost or outgrown his fear of his own—Apollo's—memory.
And when he looked boldly into those vaults, he realized that what Circe had
just implied was true. He saw how deeply the Monster of Darkness, the
antithesis of sunlight, must fear the mighty Apollo—even though Hades boasted
and tried energetically enough to kill him when it had the chance. And
Thanatos, being so much less powerful, must have been even more afraid. .. .
Professor Tamarack had nerved himself somehow to take a reckless gamble and had
paid the price. When Jeremy had discovered Alexander's body, Tamarack had
retreated—because terror lay in Apollo's power to inflict.
"Then it is true that Hades
fears me."
"He is absolutely terrified.
Which does not mean, of course, that he will not attack you; quite the
contrary."
Circe had one more caution to pass
on: "Hades has a helmet, made long ago by Vulcan of course, that grants
him invisibility. Other people ought to be able to use the same helmet if they
could get their hands on it."
Now they were coming into view,
truths that Jeremy might have found for himself, weeks ago, in Apollo's memory,
had he dared to dig for them. The truth was that almost every god and goddess
feared and tried to steer clear of the mighty Apollo, even at times when there
was no particular enmity between them. Thanatos, and Cerberus, and even
powerful Hades, despite all his bluster, had to nerve themselves just to hold
their ground when they came within sight of him.
Circe had gracefully risen, in what
seemed to be an indication that she meant to take her leave. She assured the
Lord Apollo that he was welcome to remain on the island as long as he wanted.
"And your companion, too, of
course. The girl who is so enthusiastic about her Sandals."
"Thank you."
One of the thin, dark eyebrows rose.
"A most human expression of gratitude. One final bit of advice."
"Yes?"
"I strongly recommend that on
leaving the Isle of Dawn the Lord Apollo should pay a return visit to the
temple of Hermes, in the great swamp, before going anywhere else."
"And why is that?"
With her eyes closed, Circe added:
"What my lord finds there will make a profound difference in what happens
to him over the next few days."
"A difference for good or
ill?"
Circe avoided answering that
directly. She bowed deeply—and disappeared.
A few minutes later, when Katy
returned, flushed and cheered, from her practice flight, Jerry was sitting
alone on the portico of the small house, waiting for her. Feeling not at all
godlike at the moment, he had spent the time in struggling with the decision of
whether to tell her of the other woman's visit.
The struggle had been brief and not
very hard. "I had a visitor while you were gone—Circe
herself."
Katy had a hundred questions,
including: "Was she as beautiful as you remembered?"
"Good-looking enough, I
suppose; I hardly noticed. Not my type." Apollonian wisdom had guided that
reply, but whether it was truly wise enough ...
Long before the two lovers emerged
from their sanctuary, Katherine had heard Jeremy's whole story regarding the
process by which there had come to be something very much out of the ordinary
about him. She'd heard it the first time when her own mind was still unbalanced
with terror and maltreatment and wanted to be told again. And so she was.
If he'd saved Katherine's life down
in the Cave, she'd certainly saved his by carrying him here. He felt now that
he really owed her the best explanation he could manage regarding what he
thought was going to happen next. Besides, he now wanted to tell her everything that was of importance to him.
"You deserve to know all that I can tell you. The trouble is, there's so much I don't understand myself. Despite all the languages I can now understand, all the powers that seem to keep coming and going in me."
"You don't have to tell
me."
He considered that. "No, I
think that's just what I have to do. I just don't know how to go about
it."
Being Katy, she didn't insist on
knowing everything. But he wanted to tell her anyway. As much as possible.
"Well—what
happened was not that Apollo exactly picked me out. And I certainly didn't
choose him. I had no idea ..."
The girl found this talk puzzling.
"What, then?"
"And a fantastic story it
is." She stroked his particolored hair—at the moment he was
lying with his head in her lap. "If I hadn't seen what I have seen
..."
"You'd think me mad. Of course.
But it's true. I am a god."
"I'm convinced. But will others
believe you when you tell them?"
"If it's important that they
believe—why, I can do things that will make them listen." His
voice was dull. He raised his hands and looked at them. "I think that all
of the other gods must be like me. None of them are grander beings than I
am."
The silent help and comfort of the
efficient powers of sanctuary enabled the couple to hide out successfully for
several days—days in which Katy fed Jeremy, until he regained the
strength to feed himself. Days and frigid nights in which they became true lovers
and she warmed him, not least with her own body.
Katy here told him what questions
she'd once hoped to get the Oracle to answer. What the girls in the village had
talked about. How she hoped her family was in good health—she
worried about her aging father.
"I'll see what I can do for
him, when I take you home."
Jeremy no longer had any doubts
about the seriousness of his feelings for Kate. Therefore, he'd have to take
her into his confidence. Which would mean, among other things, telling her the
important things about Sal and his own attachment to her.
Kate if she loved Jeremy would feel
jealous in some sense of Sal. And she suspected she had reason to be jealous of
Carlotta, too.
Jeremy tried to be reassuring.
"But you don't need to be jealous. You never need worry about that. I
know Sal's dead now. And at that time I was someone else."
Katherine had spent more time—a
full day, by ordinary measure, but a subjective eternity—than Jeremy down in
the Cave, and now in a sense she possessed a better understanding than he did
on what the behavior of the Enemy was and also how great was the danger that
the gods of the Underworld were about to launch another excursion from below.
And, maybe, she could better
estimate how badly Hades and Cerberus had actually been hurt.
Even while the couple were secure in
their temporary sanctuary, she dreaded more than anything else being caught
again and once more dragged under the earth.
She feared that even these golden
sands could part, and instead of some inroad of the sea below there would be
dark Hades, reaching up. ...
At Jeremy's urging she told him of
important things she had experienced, seen and heard, down there while awaiting
rescue.
She'd gained a working knowledge of
the strengths and weaknesses of hell itself.
"The darkness was almost the
worst part. There were . . . things ... down there, talking to each
other...."
And he had to hold her. Stroked by
the healing hand of Apollo she fell asleep. And into that guarded sleep he
thought that no foul dreams would dare intrude.
Despite the weakness brought on by
his wound, he had gained an inner assurance. He'd now acquired confidence in
the powers he was being loaned and even some skill in the weapon's use—mainly
it was a matter of getting his own thoughts, fears, and instincts out of the
way once he'd picked out a target. He'd had to learn how and when to abandon
his own nerves and muscles, the fine control over what had once been
exclusively his own body, to the Intruder.
After an interval of several days,
when Jeremy'd regained his strength he went looking around their bedroom to see
where the Sandals had got to. It was a measure of how secure they had come to
feel here that they made no effort to guard their treasure.
"Kate, I must go looking for
the Bow. My Bow and Arrows. I'm well enough now, and this is my fight more than
anyone else's. I am the one who has a god inside my head."
After some discussion, Katherine
agreed to his plan, because it had to be his task to carry on the fight. It was
up to Jeremy to carry on the fight because he was the one who carried the god
inside his head. Sandals or not, she lacked the powers of godhood and would
have been helpless against Thanatos, Cerberus, or Hades. "You might
succeed in running away from them, but now just running away is not
enough."
Superficially it seemed that the
safest place for Katherine was right here on the island of sanctuary, even if
she were alone.
Jeremy thought hard about it,
holding an inner consultation. "No, not a good idea. Not if Apollo is not
here with you." He thought it completely impossible for Hades to come
here, but he didn't trust Circe, dead or alive.
He had to assume that Hades also
could find his way to Vulcan's workshop. But according to Apollo's memory, the
Lord of the Underworld couldn't go there himself, because the journey could not
be completed underground. It was doubtful whether the prohibition was absolute,
but certainly Hades would avoid any prolonged exposure to sunlight and open
air, at almost any cost. Other memories, remote in time, assured Jeremy that
his chief Enemy would find the varied composition of starlight even more
painful.
And the Lord of the Underworld would
also hesitate to trust any emissary not to seize for himself the powers that
were bound to be available in Vulcan's laboratory—assuming
Hades himself knew the secret of getting in.
But Hades would not scruple to send
some of his allies and auxiliaries to deny access to Apollo or any of his followers.
Would Vulcan himself be in the
workshop? Apollo didn't know, but he could remember that the Artisan invariably
locked up the door, whenever he left the place unoccupied.
Apollo did not know the secret of
getting into the workshop either. But he was willing and eager to make an
effort to find out whether even Hephaestus could really hide something from the
Lord of Light.
Gradually Jeremy was daring to probe
deeper and deeper into the vast stores of memory available, to discover
practically everything that Apollo himself knew about the god's own recent history.
... It worried him that even in the Far-Worker's memory gaps existed. Here was
no perfection or omnipotence.
Gradually everyone was being
compelled to the belief that the great fight between Apollo and Hades, said to
have happened a month or two ago, had actually taken place. The commonly accepted
version was that Hades had struck down the previous avatar of Apollo. That
version of the Lord of Light had fallen on the spot, and the mere human who
then wore the gods's Face had died instantly. But the servants of the Oracle
didn't understand this?
One thing Jeremy felt sure of:
neither the servants of the Oracle, nor anyone else he'd yet spoken to—certainly
not the Academics—knew what the hell was going on in general with regard to
gods and people and the part each species played in the universe. Folk like
Arnobius, and his colleagues at the Academy, who'd spent their lives wrestling
with the theories about gods, seemed really no wiser on the subject than anyone
else.
THIRTY-ONE
By dawn on his
fourth morning in sanctuary, Jeremy had the feeling that the benign environment
of the Isle of Dawn had done its work; his arm was as ready as it was going to
be, and Apollo was once more ready to take over the controls of the shared
body. It was time to go hunting. He knew this when he awoke from a dream in
which he had seen his familiar dream companion standing tall, pointing toward
the horizon.
Inwardly the most important thing to
Jeremy was that from now on he had Katy at his side.
It was now unavoidable that Kate and
Jeremy separate for a time while he went to seek the required Bow and Arrows.
"I have to go back to the
Mountain. Hades will be behind, but not too far behind, the humans who are
fighting for him."
Jeremy had no doubt that with the
Sandals on and strength regained he could have carried his lover on his back
or in his arms for almost any distance—but when he entered
combat, her presence would probably be disastrous for them both. Then his overriding
concern would be for her safety. He knew, without any divine guidance, that
that was not the way to win a fight against an opponent of Hades's stature.
Now he could race safely down the
Mountainside or up a nearly vertical cliff. It was almost as if the Sandals had
their own voice: Where do you want to go?
I will take you there.
It proved possible also to race like
a gliding spider across the surface of a body of water, tripping over the waves
or dodging them. The water had a different feeling to it than the earth when it
passed beneath his flying feet.
Jeremy's plan on leaving the
sanctuary had been to transport his love back to her village. He could think of
no safer place for Kate to pass the time until Apollo had settled his business
with the Underworld.
He was still nagged by an inward
fear, not supported by any evidence, that Apollo disapproved of Katy and
Jeremy's powerful attachment to her—that the god at some
point would ruthlessly move to get her out of the way.
Jeremy worried, but so far nothing
of the kind had taken place.
Now it was her turn to ride on his
back while he carried bow and arrows in his hands. "Hold on tight—as
tightly as I held to you."
A human could do marvels wearing the
Sandals. But with a god's feet in them, the effect was transcendental. The air
rushed past his face at a speed that made it difficult to breathe. Katy's arms
held tight, and her face was buried in his shoulder.
"We are making a small
detour."
"Why?"
"There's something I have
remembered." He didn't want to tell Katy that he was following Circe's
advice, in going first to visit the temple of Hermes in the swamp.
Katy wanted to arm herself, before
they risked re-entering the great world, and asked his advice on how to do so,
even though she had no training or experience in using weapons of any kind. He
looked at her fondly. "Then carry whatever makes you feel comfortable.
Anyway, there don't seem to be any arms here, except for what we brought with
us."
Jeremy hoped this would be only a
brief stop before he took Katy home and then went Bow hunting.
Carlotta had hinted at a vast
treasure remaining in the temple in the swamp, and Jeremy assumed that her
urging him to visit the place might have something to do with the treasure.
But as matters worked out, all
thoughts of gold were promptly driven from his mind.
When Jeremy and Katy arrived at the
swamp temple, he landed on the crumbling quay just outside the shadowed main
entrance to the temple. Apollo's ear soon detected a faint sound from inside—they
were not alone.
Cautious investigation promptly discovered
Carlotta/Trickster inside one of the rooms not far from the entrance.
She was dying, and even the healing
power of Apollo, or as much of it as Jeremy was able to apply, was not enough
to pull her back. As the Trickster she knew this and was not afraid. But the
girl Carlotta was afraid of death. She said that she had taken refuge in the
temple in an effort to hide from the bad gods.
Katy went to get the dying girl a
drink. Apollo continued to exert his curative powers, but at this stage they
were not going to be enough. Perhaps if he had found her earlier. Jeremy said,
trying not to make it a reproach, "You told me you would be safe."
"I misjudged Hades'
nastiness."
Jeremy was no longer much concerned
about Arnobius—but Carlotta, evidently unable to stop thinking of him,
brought up the man's name and mentioned his brother, too.
What with one thing and another,
she'd never got around to punishing either of them further.
Her last words were: "What
bothers me now is ... I have to die, and the Trickster doesn't."
Jeremy Redthorn could appreciate the
point.
Carlotta in death looked worn and
small, her body insignificant.
Moments after her last breath, the
god Face she had been wearing ejected itself from inside her head. There came a
visible bubbling out of eye and ear. A flow of something clear and active that
within a couple of seconds had solidified to make a small familiar shape,
one-eyed and one-eared. It was sharper-featured than the Face of Apollo or
Thanatos but showed the same transparency alive with mysterious movement.
Gently Jeremy lifted the
strange-looking object free of the dead face and handed it to the living girl
who was standing petrified beside him. The thought had crossed his mind that
he ought to warn Katy to put on gloves or, if that was impractical, to wrap her
hands in something before she touched the Face—but then
Apollo decided that such a warning would be pointless, given what was certain
to come next.
The girl stood looking down at the
Face in her hands as if it was a cup of poison—as if she
understood already what must be. Jeremy knew that there was no blood on it, no
material trace of any
of the human bodies it had inhabited down through the centuries.
When Jeremy spoke he thought that
his voice was purely his own. "Katy? We have to decide what to do with
this."
Her startling gray eyes looked up.
" 'We'? How can I have any idea of what's best to do?"
"Because you're involved. It's
not possible to destroy the thing; at least, Apollo doesn't know any way of
doing it. I'm wearing one god Face now, as we all know, and this seems to mean
that I can't put on another." Though even as he spoke he was trying
recklessly to do that very thing, pressing the Trickster mask against his eyes,
to no avail.
Kate watched, still not
understanding—or not ready to admit that she understood.
Jeremy said to her: "You must wear it. In the long run that will be safest for you, and
everybody else."
Long seconds passed before Kate
could speak. "I? Become a goddess?"
When Jeremy was silent, she shook
her head and put her hands behind her back and took a small step backward, away
from him.
He said: "Apollo is telling me
that that's what you should do."
"Well. How can either of us
argue with the Lord Apollo?"
Suddenly Jeremy was as weary as if
he had been wounded again. "I don't know if I want to argue with him,
Kate. Anyway, I can't. Not in this. We can't destroy a Face; we can't hide it
where it can't be found. The point is that if you don't wear the Trickster now
... someone else will eventually get his hands on it and use it. Quite likely
it will be one of those men who held you prisoner in the Cave. Because they'll
be looking for this Face now, looking like crazy, and no one else will
be."
"Jeremy. What are you telling me I should do?"
"I—all
I know is that the god in my head ought to know what he's talking about."
He raised both hands to his head as if he weren't sure whether to crush his
skull between them or tear it open and let the intruder out. "Damn it,
Kate, what I want most is to protect you, but I don't know how!"
Kate's voice was quieter now.
"What will it mean to us, Jerry, if I do wear it? What'll it mean to you
and me?"
Slowly Jeremy Redthorn shook his
head. "It's not going to change how I feel about you. You're never going
to have to worry about that."
With a gesture like one downing a
fatal cup, she raised the thing of magic in both hands and pressed it hard
against her face.
In the next instant she moved
staggering back a couple of steps, as if her balance had become uncertain.
Jeremy was at her side in an instant, offering support. "Kate? Are you all
right?"
The face she raised to him showed no
sign of change—except that her expression was suddenly transformed, full
of life and almost gay. "Of course I'm all right,
darling! My, you didn't tell me it was going to feel as good as this." She
stretched her arms and turned, this way and that. He was glad, of course, that
the transformation seemed to have been easy for her—all the same, he found the
very easiness of it somehow unsettling.
"You don't have to carry me any
longer, Jeremy."
"How will you travel? Get
anywhere?"
"Carlotta managed to get here,
from the Mountain, remember? The chariot she used is still available. It's
waiting out behind the temple, and I can use it now."
"Do you still want to go
home?"
"Eventually I will."
"I still want you to be
safe."
"The safest place for a country
girl may not be the safest for a goddess. Besides, I don't know that I can sit
still for very long."
Jeremy, not knowing what else to do,
soon agreed that it would be a good idea for Katy/Trickster to try to get word
to Lord John Lugard, or to Arnobius, that the Cave was open for occupation—and
maybe even a better idea to seize control of the Castle on the heights.
Solemnly Apollo warned Katy, as she
tentatively tested her new powers, to steer clear of the deep Cave and the
monstrous things that now ruled there. They were not to be provoked until
Apollo at last descended in his full power to root them out, kill them, or drive
them deeper still.
Naturally both Jeremy and Katy
wondered what had happened to Ferrante and to Arnobius.
* * *
Katy, getting used to wearing the
Trickster's Face, giggled, finally, a surprising and uncharacteristic sound.
Her eyes flashed at Jeremy with unwonted brightness. She had changed—of
course she had, he told himself irritably. No one could put on a god's Face and
remain the same. But nothing really important had been altered. She was still
Kate—
Just as he was still Jeremy
Redthorn.
Bidding a cheerful Katy an uncertain
good-bye, Jeremy, retaining the Sandals for himself, now went looking for
Ferrante.
"Will you go home soon?"
he asked once more.
"Of course. After I've . . .
looked around a little, got used to ... to being what I am."
Locating Ferrante took some
searching, among the skirmishing that simmered around the Mountain's flanks.
Hundreds or thousands of men belonging to the army of Lord Kalakh, their colors
blue and white, had now come on the scene.
Apollo, putting to work the special
powers of the Sandals, concentrated on finding the man he wanted. Within a
quarter of an hour he had located him.
The Sandals brought the Sun God
swooping down on Ferrante in the bottom of a wooded canyon on the Mountain's
flank, where the sergeant had to be pulled out of a hot fight. The task was
easy enough in this case for Apollo, the sight of whom was sufficient to
dissolve a fierce skirmish and send half a dozen of Lord Kalakh's men
scrambling in terrified flight.
Andy was aghast, relieved, and
shocked all over again when he realized who had saved his life and was
confronting him. The young soldier's left hand, already lacking two fingers,
was dripping blood again. "Jerry? My gods, it's true! What you told me
before you went into the Cave."
"True enough. I need help, a
fighting man I can rely on. Are you ready for a ride?"
Andy wiped his blooded sword on the
leaves of a nearby bush and slapped it firmly back into its scabbard.
"Ready as I'll ever be—if that's what we need to do."
Jeremy said: "That hand looks
bad. Give it here a moment."
Gingerly the other held out the
mangled part. At first it was as if they were simply shaking hands,
left-handed. Then Ferrante, shooting him an uncertain look, said: "We
stand here holding hands like two schoolgirls."
"Don't worry; the next person I
take to bed will be a schoolgirl and not you."
Ferrante looked at him sharply, then
suddenly asked: "Kate?"
Jeremy only nodded. Later, he
thought, would be time enough to explain what had become of Kate.
Apollo's powers could compress ten
days or more of healing into as many seconds; at the end of that brief time the
bleeding had stopped and some function had come back.
Jeremy bent over and gestured toward
his own back, and Andy hopped aboard.
There followed another long airborne
jaunt, over water, some of it during the hours of darkness. Dawn at altitude
was spectacular. For Jeremy this was becoming almost routine, but for his
passenger it was a different matter. Ferrante clung to him as tightly as a
one-armed tackier in a game of runball, and his bearer, glancing back once, saw
that the young soldier's eyes were closed.
Keeping his voice as calm and
matter-of-fact as possible, Jeremy explained to his passenger en route that
they were looking for the workshop of Hephaestus and that Apollo knew where it
was—or where it used to be. The age of the memory inspired awe
even as it undermined confidence; and even then, the Sun God had only glimpsed
the place from outside.
Even as Jeremy talked, a new
suggestion, born in Apollo's memory, came drifting up into his awareness: that
if they could enter Vulcan's workshop, they might well find there yet another
god Face—or even more than one. Now it became clear why he had felt
he must bring Ferrante with him—if indeed another Face became available, it
should be given to a trusted friend to wear, as soon as possible.
When Jeremy looked down and saw
their destination take form out of the mist, below his jogging feet, what he
beheld was nothing like the Isle of Dawn.
"We'll be down in a
minute."
Ferrante growled something
unintelligible.
"Are you ready to move?"
Jeremy asked his passenger when they had landed and were both standing on a
shelf of dark, slippery rock, only a few feet above the level of the sea. Atop
the rock a large building fit the image of their goal as carried in the god's
memory. "I know, we both need food and rest; but I think this cannot
wait."
Ferrante at first shook his head,
too much overcome to speak. At last he got out: "Give me ten
minutes." He stretched and limbered his arms and legs, drew his short
sword, and practiced a few cuts and thrusts.
Then Andy paused, staring at what
two hours ago had been the freshly wounded remnant of a hand. The new cuts were
quite solidly healed, and even the long-healed stumps of missing digits on the
same hand were itching and stretching. Each remnant of a finger was longer, by
half an inch, than it had been.
"In a few days you should have
them back," Jeremy assured him.
The two men advanced on foot, Apollo
in his Sandals leading the way, and circled partway round the tall building as
they climbed toward it. Seabirds rose up screaming, but so far their approach
had provoked no other response.
Ferrante asked, "You expect
fighting?"
"I don't know what to expect,
except that I'm probably going to need some kind of help." It was a
shading of the truth.
"Well, I'm here; I'm
ready." And spit and once more loosened his blade in its scabbard.
"Seen what you can do. Less'n the sons of bitches come at us in a whole
army, we oughta be able to whip their ass." He shook his head, held up his
left fist, and flexed it, still marveling at the healing and restoration of his
hand. "Itches like hell."
"Sorry about that."
"Have to get used to having
five fingers again—but I ain't about to complain."
This glacier-bound island, in the
middle of a fog-bound northern ocean, gave no sign of ever having been
inhabited by humans at all. That, thought Jeremy, was probably one reason why
Vulcan had chosen the site, at some distant time in the past.
The place seemed to have been sited
and designed with the idea of making it approachable only by a god. Someone who
could fly. When Jeremy thought about it, he knew that few of Apollo's colleagues
possessed any innate powers of flight—a pair of Vulcan's
Sandals, or the functional equivalent, were required. If conditions were
stable for a long time, most deities would manage to get themselves so
equipped.
As they were clambering around the outside,
looking for some way to obtain entrance, their efforts apparently disturbed
only gulls and other seabirds.
"Tell me—damn
it all! Do I still call you Jerry?"
"I hope so. I'm trying to hang
on to being human."
Ferrante needed a moment to think
about that. "All right then, Jerry. Tell me—look into
that extra memory you say you got and tell me this—did Vulcan or Hephaestus or
whatever name you give him build his own workshop? If not, who built this
place?"
"I've been trying to come up
with that, and I don't know. Apollo doesn't know."
Now they had almost completed a full
circuit of the huge building and had come back on a higher level to a position
directly in front of what appeared to be its main entrance. Flock after flock
of wild birds flew up screaming. Waves pounded savagely against sheer cliffs
of ice, which offered the seafarer little choice of landing places. Cliffs half
rock and half ice, the latter portion thunderously fragmenting into glaciers. A
thin plume of natural smoke promised that the Artisan (Apollo recalled an ugly
face, bad temper, heavily muscled arms and shoulders, and gnarled legs that did
not quite match in size) would be well provided with handy volcanic heat to
draw on as a source of power.
At places the climb was so steep and
smooth that Jeremy had to give his human helper a boost up. Now they were
approaching the place whose appearance from a distance had suggested it might
be the front door.
And when he came to consider the
walls of the workshop itself, even the Far-Worker wondered what power could
have wrought metal and stone into such configurations.
Down far below, under the sea and
earth alike, the senses of Apollo perceived fire—life of such
intensity, and energy, as to keep dark Hades from any underground approach against
this spot.
Still there was no apparent means of
getting in.
There were visible doors, or what
from a little distance had appeared to be doors, but with surfaces absolutely
smooth and no way to get a grip to try to open them. Beating on them, even with
all the strength the Lord of Light could muster, blows that would have
demolished ordinary masonry, made no visible impression. At the most they only
bent slightly inward and then sprang back elastically.
One wall seemed to be composed
entirely of doors, so that there was no way to tell which of them might be real
and which were only decorations on a solid surface.
When Apollo let out a god-voiced
bellowing for Hephaestus to come out or to let them in, Ferrante grimaced and
plugged his ears with his fingers. But the noise drew no response from inside.
Anxiously Jeremy/Apollo looked
around for some tool or weapon to employ, but there was nothing but chunks of
rock and ice.
An alternate possible entrance was
suggested by a visible door, or transparent sealed window, of ice, fitted
neatly into a thick wall of the same material. When the door was forcibly
attacked (Apollo battering it with the hardest rock pieces he could find, then
focusing upon it the full heat of the magnified sun) the body of it went melting
and crumbling and sliding away, revealing what had been behind it—another
door of ice, this one just a little smaller than the first. Each of the series
was a few inches smaller than the one before it and, long before the
progression had reached its end, too small to squeeze through. Each door frame
seemed to be of adamant, impossible to enlarge.
"Dammit, there's got to be a
way! Nobody builds a place like this without there's some way in!"
Hours passed, and darkness fell. It
was fortunate that they had brought some food with them, carried in a pack on
Ferrante's back as he himself had been borne on Apollo's. Apollo could wring
fire out of driftwood and drifted seaweed and pile rocks for a makeshift
shelter so that his merely human companion was able to pass a night of no more
than ordinary discomfort, by a soldier's standards.
When dawn arrived with no
improvement in their position, Jeremy decided to leave it up to the Sandals to
find a way in for them—they, too, were a product of Vulcan's
art.
Finally they gave up on the doors
and sought some other means of entrance. Their attention was then caught by a
raw hole, in a part of the rock that served as the building's foundation,
which Apollo's strength was finally able to sufficiently enlarge, to allow
them to squeeze in.
But when at last they burst inside,
momentary triumph turned quickly to dismay. The sweating intruders stood
reeling in a shock of bitter disappointment. All the rooms of the workshop
inside lay in ruins. Several overturned workbenches and a floor littered with
fragments of tools and materials—but nothing, nothing
at all of any value left.
It was obvious that the place had
been thoroughly plundered, long ago, so long that the seabirds were coming in
to build their nests. The only practical way to gain entrance was to enlarge
one of the cracks that had admitted birds. The place smelled of the sea and of
ice and rust and of desertion.
The doors of cabinets and lockers
stood open, and raw spots on the walls and ceilings showed where some kind of
connections had been ripped free.
"Cleaned out. Everything's
gone."
For Jeremy it was a sickening blow—and
he could see the same reaction in Ferrante's face and feel how deeply his
invisible companion shared it, too. "This means that someone else may have
come here and made off with a hundred Faces. Or two hundred. But who?"
For the moment, neither Jeremy nor
his companion could come up with a useful idea. They were about to leave, in
near-despair, when...
"Wait a minute."
Some idea, some clue, led
Jeremy/Apollo back. "Those doors, where we were first trying to get in,
weren't really doors."
"True enough. So?"
"Then maybe . . ." He
couldn't express his hunch clearly in words. But it led him back into the
ravaged interior.
"What the hell we looking
for?"
"We won't know till we find it.
A hidden door. An opening. A... something."
A thorough search ensued, probing
examination of all seemingly blank, unhelpful surfaces.
At last it was Apollo, aided by some
subtle secret sense or the trace of an ancient memory, who found it out. At the
back of the smallest, dirtiest cabinet in one of the ruined rooms, a panel remained
unopened. But at the Sun God's touch it silently swung aside.
Andy, crouching beside him, swore.
Apollo muttered something in an ancient language.
Before them, when they had passed
through the small aperture, stretched a whole suite of undamaged rooms, larger
than the decoy rooms. Here was the true workshop of Hephaestus, packed with
strangeness and loaded with wonders. Inside, the air was warm and clean. Soft
globes of bioluminescence filled the sealed rooms with pleasant light.
The central chamber of the suite was
circular, and in its center stood a massive forge, now all unfueled and empty.
When they laid hands upon its edge, it felt as cold as a rock on the bottom of
the arctic sea. Going down from its center, deep into the earth, was a round
black hole in which a single spider of surpassing boldness had spun a web and
taken residence.
THIRTY-TWO
The two comrades stood under
miraculously clear lighting, produced by white tongues of inexplicable magic
fire that danced across the room close under the high ceiling, heating the
space below to a comfortable level as well as illuminating it.
But neither Jeremy nor Andy was
watching the flames. Their whole attention was drawn to an object that lay, as
if carelessly cast down, in the middle of a cleared space on the scarred upper
surface of what seemed to be the main workbench.
"What's this?" Andy
demanded, pointing.
Jeremy had come to a halt on the
other side of the bench, which had been wrought of massive timbers. "Just
what you think it is. A Face."
"So that's what they look like.
But whose? Which god?" Ferrante obviously didn't want to touch the thing.
Even Apollo couldn't be sure,
without touching it, of the identity of the god whose powers had been thus
encapsulated. But the moment Jeremy picked up the Face, he knew absolutely,
though he could not have explained his certainty. What he held in his hands was
a model of the rugged countenance of Vulcan himself, showing a furrowed brow
and a hint of ugliness, the whole combining to suggest great power. Jeremy
noted, without understanding, that this Face, like the three others he had
seen, had only one eye and one ear.
Neither of its discoverers could
think of a reason why the Face of Hephaestus should have been carelessly left
lying here.
Carefully Jeremy put the object back
exactly where he had picked it up and then with Andy began a careful search of
the whole inner, secret workshop.
At the beginning of this search
Apollo's avatar had substantial hopes of discovering some version of the Silver
Bow, or some of its Arrows, left by some previous incarnation of Vulcan. But
nothing of the kind was to be found, nor did the searchers turn up anything at
all that seemed likely to be of practical value. The most interesting discovery
was in a room next to that containing the workbench, where one wall held a row
of simple wooden racks, of a size and shape that suggested they might have been
designed to hold a score or more of Faces. But all the racks were empty. There
might be a space marked for the Face of War, suggesting it had been kept there—and
in this case the empty space struck Jeremy as ominous.
God or not, he was feeling tired,
and he sat down for a few minutes' rest, his face in his hands. The situation
reminded Jeremy of one of the logic puzzles with which his father in bygone
years had sometimes tried to entertain him: If
there exists an island where one god makes masks or Faces for all the gods who
do not make their own. . .
Up on his feet again, he went
prowling restlessly about. Here stood a row of statues, busts, of godlike
heads, in bronze and marble, reminding Jeremy of the display at the Academy.
Why would Hephaestus have wanted to provide himself with such a show?
Other shapes of wood suggested molds
or templates for body armor in a variety of sizes. But again there was nothing
that looked useful waiting to be taken, only a bewildering variety of tools,
materials, and objects less readily definable, about which Apollo seemed to
know no more than Jeremy Redthorn.
Putting down an oddly shaped bowl—or
it might have been a helmet, for someone with a truly strange head—Jeremy
looked around and noted without any particular surprise that Ferrante had
returned to the central bench. There the young soldier stood, his head over the
bench, leaning on his spread arms, both hands gripping its edges. He was staring
in utter fascination at the Face of Vulcan. In a near-whisper he asked the
world: "What do we do with this?"
"You put it on," said
Jeremy softly. The decision had been building in him over the last few minutes—not
that there had ever been much doubt about it.
Eyes startled—but
not totally surprised, not totally reluctant—looked up at him. "I what?"
"Andy, I don't think we have
any choice. Much better you than some others I've run into. I
absolutely can't do it."
Everything Apollo could remember,
all that Jeremy could learn from others, including the new memories now
available to Ferrante, confirmed the idea that no human could wear the Face of
more than one god or goddess at a time.
"Sort of like the idea that an
egg can be fertilized only once."
"We could destroy it?"
Ferrante's tone made it a question.
Jeremy spread his hands. "I
don't know how. Even Apollo doesn't know a way. I've heard a rumor that on top
of the Mountain of the Oracle there's a place where Faces can be wiped out of
existence—"
The young soldier's face showed how
much credence he put in rumors.
Jeremy continued: "Maybe
Hephaestus knows how to destroy a Face—but he won't even
exist until someone puts this on." He concluded his thought silently: And then maybe
he won't want to reveal his secrets—and then you
won't want to either.
Ferrante with a sudden grab picked
up the Face. But then he stood for several seconds hesitating, juggling the
thing like a hot potato, struck by whatever sensation it produced in his
fingers. "I'd be a god," he murmured.
At the last moment Jeremy felt
compelled to give a warning. "It will mean, in a way, giving up your
life."
Troubled eyes looked up again.
"You glad you put yours on?"
Jeremy thought for a long moment.
"Yes."
"Then here I go....How?"
"Just press it against your own
face, as if you just wanted to look through the eye. That's how it worked for
me. And for Carlotta." And for
Kate. He didn't want to
worry Andy with that news just yet.
When the Face of Hephaestus had
disappeared into his head Andy Ferrante stood for a long moment with his eyes
closed, looking as if he were in pain.
"It'll be all right,
Andy."
There was a slight sound behind
Apollo/Jeremy, and he/they spun around, both startled. The doors of a
closet-size cabinet, previously locked, had opened, and from inside two
life-size golden maidens had emerged, walking in the manner of obedient
servants.
From the first look it was obvious
that the pair were not real women, let alone goddesses, for there was no glow
of life about them. Rather, they were marvelous machines. Their beautifully
shaped bodies were nude, but no more erotic than metal candlesticks. Jeremy
was sure they would be hard as hammers to the touch.
They spoke, when questioned, in
golden voices, assuring the Lord Hephaestus and the Lord Apollo that there was
no Silver Bow here in the workshop now, nor were there any Arrows. New weapons
would have to be manufactured.
Ferrante's eyes were open now, and
he regarded the maidens with a thoughtful, proprietary air. Jeremy's left eye
could already read the subtle beginnings of a tremendous transformation in the
young soldier's face and body. Of course it would take him weeks, months,
perhaps even years to grow into the part as Jeremy had grown into his.
Then Ferrante suddenly clutched his
right leg. "Ouch! What the hell—?"
"What is it?" asked Jeremy—although
Apollo already knew.
"Like a goddam stabbing pain—"
Within a minute the pain had abated, but Ferrante was left limping.
Jeremy spent the next few minutes
reassuring his friend about the various strangeness of the transformation. Each
individual who underwent the transformation was affected differently; Katy
hadn't needed nearly so much help, and he himself had muddled through unaided.
"Everything looks
different," Ferrante murmured.
"Sure it does. I just hope you
can see how to make the things we need."
"Let me think a minute. Let me
look around." The new avatar of Hephaestus hardly had time to catch his
breath before he was required to get busy making weapons—in
particular the Silver Bow and its complement of arrows.
When Ferrante hesitated and fretted,
Jeremy told him, "Don't ask me how to do things; look into your
memory. You'll find more things in your mind, more plans, more schemes, than
you know what to do with."
The young man turned away, staring
numbly at the pair of golden women, who looked back solemnly with yellow eyes.
Slowly Andy nodded. The expression on his face was now that of an old man.
Even as the new Hephaestus began
preparing to produce a Bow, Apollo wanted some questions answered about the
business of making Faces. Whether or not some previous avatar of the Artisan
had manufactured the current supply, Ferrante said he could find no clue in
memory as to how the feat had been accomplished. Making more god Faces wasn't
going to be immediately possible.
He paused in his labor, looking at
Jeremy out of an altered face, speaking in an altered rumble of a voice.
"Anyway, I don't see how I—how Vulcan—could have made the original
batch. That would mean he somehow manufactured his own memory. In effect, that
he created himself. No, I don't think so.
"Some great mystery's involved
here. I can't remember the beginning of Vulcan's life—if
it ever had a beginning—no more than Andy Ferrante can remember Andy Ferrante
being born."
Jeremy/Apollo couldn't argue with
that. "That's about how things stand with me."
Ferrante raised his hands (did they
already look bigger, with gnarled fingers? in Apollo's eye they had acquired
that kind of ghostly image) to his head. "Jer, I'm not gonna dig into
memory anymore. Not now. It could show me some terrible things ... if I let it.
But just like you say it is with you, there are holes in my new memory. Huge
gaps."
"All right. We can't take the
time now to go looking for ultimate answers. We'll have to do the best we can.
What I need are my Bow and Arrows."
Now the new Artisan had begun to
putter about, in a way that seemed purposeful though not comprehensible to his
companion. As Ferrante worked, limping from bench to cabinet and back again, evidently
taking an inventory of tools and materials, he tried to keep up a conversation.
"Maybe I'll grow taller? Like you?"
"I think you will."
Andy nodded. "That's one part
of the business I'll enjoy."
Jeremy hadn't mentioned other
probable changes that had popped into his mind. He was thinking that the other
would doubtless grow uglier as well, which he would not find so enjoyable.
Strength and magical skill would flow into his hands—and
into his eyes and brain, for measuring and planning. As well as a knowledge of
all the marvelous tools with which his workshop was equipped.
Already he had begun to issue orders
to the two handmaidens who were the color of gold. They murmured obediently and
started doing something in the rear of the workshop.
Then, for a moment, Andy was only a
young man again, terribly out of his depth.
Jeremy/Apollo said to him:
"It's your workshop now."
Ferrante looked round nervously,
then whispered as if he didn't want the two golden women to hear him.
"Until the goddam god comes back."
"He has."
Ferrante started and turned quickly,
first to one door and then another, as if he expected another Presence to come
striding in. Only when he turned back to meet Jeremy's level gaze did the truth
finally sink in. "... oh."
Apollo was nodding at him.
"Yes. Take it from me; you are now Hephaestus. There is no other."
Hesitantly Ferrante called orders
back to the two golden maidens, who had been watching him impassively:
"What we've got to do now is make a Silver Bow—and
the Arrows to go with it. Bring out whatever the job's going to need."
As Ferrante's body began its slow,
inevitable alteration, Vulcan's image flickered in Apollo's eye, like a tongue
of flame—which reminded Apollo that on the rare occasions when the
Artisan was driven to use weapons, fire was generally his choice. Apollo could
remember how the Smith had once driven off Ares himself, with a mass of red-hot
metal.
And now Vulcan's new voice, not much
like that of a soldier named Ferrante, was raised, chanting words, ancient names,
beyond the understanding even of Apollo: "Agni... Mulciber..."
. . . and with a pop and a whoosh the forge fire had been lighted, a column of flame springing
up from concealed depths below, radiating a glow in which red and blue were
intermingled.
The workshop was certainly equipped
with marvelous tools, and to Jeremy and Apollo both it appeared they might
enable the construction of anything that could be imagined. Here and there some
project looked half-finished—Apollo had no idea what these were, and
Vulcan's new avatar already had more to do than he could readily handle.
The new avatar of Vulcan, looking
around him, already becoming thoroughly enmeshed in his new memories, became
less communicative as he gained in understanding. The looks he shot at
Jeremy/Apollo were still friendly, but more reserved.
Also, thought Jeremy, you would have
to know how to use the tools. Some of the implements scattered around on
benches or visible in open cabinets looked almost ordinary, while others were
very strange indeed. If you didn't know what you were doing, messing around
with them could be dangerous—and even Apollo did not know. They worked
by magic—or by technology so advanced as to be indistinguishable from magic.
And then Apollo—even
Apollo—was brusquely commanded to step out of the room during some phases of
construction.
"Go out now. Soon I will bring
you, or send you, what you need."
"Sure." Jeremy hesitated.
He wanted to ask again about the possibility of destroying Faces but did not
want to distract the new Smith from his task of Bow and Arrow making. Abruptly
Jeremy turned and left, crawling out again through the little cabinet. Over
his shoulder he called back: "If I don't see you for a while, good-bye.
And good luck!"
Before exiting the building through
the broken place in the foundation, he peered out cautiously through the riven
rock where he and Ferrante had come in. Jeremy was not much surprised to note
that snow had started to fall, nor did it really astonish him that the Enemy
had arrived.
Before deciding what to do next,
Jeremy took a careful inventory of the opposition. There was Cerberus, and
there a human he was able to recognize as the Gatekeeper, accompanied by about
a dozen human and zombie auxiliaries, who had taken up positions behind various
outcroppings of rock, from which they could observe that side of the workshop
that looked the most like a front door. That seemed to be all.
In another moment Jeremy had spied
out his enemies' means of transportation, now almost concealed behind rocks—a
kind of airborne chariot, pulled by winged horses that were no more like
natural animals than the golden maidens were like women. As soon as he posed
the question seriously to himself, Apollo's memory informed him that few gods
were for long without some means of swift, long-range travel.
From behind him in the inner
chambers Apollo's keen ear picked out what sounded like a whoosh of bellows—of
course, plenty of heat would be needed for working silver. Though how either
Bow or Arrows could be fashioned of that metal was more than the Sun God could
say.
Turning his back on the enemy, he
crawled deep enough into the interior again to encounter one of the maidens and
informed her: "Visitors have arrived."
By the time Apollo got back to his
observation post, Cerberus had moved to a position allowing the god inside the
building to get a better look at him. So had the Gatekeeper, who was now sitting,
wrapped in furs, a little apart from his companions. Cerberus was obviously
not human, not even a human wearing some god's Face, but an artifact of the
mysterious odylic process. The mechanical beast looked like nothing in the
world so much as a three-headed dog, shaggy and elephant-size, though built
closer to the ground than any elephant. Apollo had no important information to
offer on the subject of Cerberus; Jeremy concluded that the Dog, too, had been
built by some earlier avatar of Vulcan.
Thinking it over, the Sun God
decided that Hades's minions must have been here to the workshop before,
scouting. Perhaps they had come here many times over a period of decades or centuries.
They'd evidently had some agency watching the place and so were informed when
Apollo arrived.
It was quite possible that on some
earlier reconnaissance the villains had penetrated far enough to observe the
interior ruin. That would account for their attitude of nonchalant waiting,
which indicated that they didn't expect either Jeremy/Apollo, or his merely
human companion, to have acquired any new armament when they came out.
In confirmation of these suspicions,
the Gatekeeper now raised his voice, with surprising confidence for a mere
mortal, and called out: "Are you finding a new Bow in there, apprentice
god? I don't think so! We can discuss the matter further when you come out. My
good pet here wants to meet you."
Jeremy/Apollo turned, in response to
a small sound behind him. Approaching from the direction of the inner workshop,
crawling out through the inconspicuous cabinet, came one of the maidens,
carrying his required weapons, the great Bow still unstrung. While the cabinet
door was open, Jeremy could hear from inside the workshop Hephaestus/Andy
hammering on his forge.
"One Bow, three Arrows,
sire," the golden woman, really no more human than Cerberus, murmured in
her resonant and mellow voice.
Apollo accepted the gift with a few
words of appreciation. His favorite weapon, when Jeremy Redthorn's eye at last
got a good look at it, was as tall as he was when he set one tip on the stone
floor. It appeared to be laminated with horn from some magical beast and some
special metal still hot from the processes of manufacture. The string appeared
to be metallic silver—just like those of the perfect lyre that
lay also in his memory.
The enemies were behaving restlessly
outside. Someone, or something, out there hurled a rock with terrific force, so
that the missile striking the workshop's outer wall shattered and splintered
into tiny fragments. Following the booming impact, Jeremy/Apollo could hear
the little fragments raining, dusting down.
Jeremy tried to calculate whether a
mere three Arrows might be sufficient to dispose of the array of foes that now
confronted him. Certainly one should be enough, and more than enough, for the
merely human Gatekeeper—but then Jeremy remembered the powers of
the merely human Circe and no longer felt quite certain.
* * *
The Arrows he held in his hands were
just as Apollo remembered that they ought to be: very long, perfectly
straight, and distinctively feathered. The feathers, if that was truly what
they were, must have come from no bird that Jeremy Redthorn's eyes had ever
seen—he thought no draftsman could have drawn such linear
regularity in all the fine details. These all bore the broad-bladed, barbed
heads of hunting arrows—Apollo could remember some Arrows in the past that
carried quite different points from these, but he felt satisfied that these
were what he needed now.
He turned to see that the maiden had
retreated. Andy/Hephaestus had stuck his head out of the inner workshop and
was regarding him.
Jeremy held up one Arrow. "Will
one of these kill him? Hades himself?"
The answer seemed to come more from
Vulcan than from Andy Ferrante: "Wouldn't bet on it. But he won't like the
way it feels."
Jeremy nodded and turned back to
business. It was time to string the Bow.
The more he looked at it, the more
he was impressed. Jeremy Redthorn's eyes had never before even seen a bow
anything like this one, and he would not ordinarily have imagined that he had
the strength to draw it. He could feel something in his arms and shoulders
change when he picked it up; his restored strength drew it smoothly.
The Bow felt heavier than any normal
wooden weapon, even heavier than a bar of silver ought to be. Jeremy estimated
that normal human strength would not suffice to bend it—scarcely
to lift it. But Apollo's arms, of course, were more than adequate.
. . . as the Bow bent, it seemed to him that tremors
afflicted the deep earth beneath the workshop, and from somewhere came a ripping
sound reminding him of the noise a great tree made, moments before it went down
in the wind. . . .
And (his memory assured him)
distance would offer his enemies no protection. Even if Apollo could not see a
target, let him imagine it clearly, Far-Worker's weapon could put an arrow
through it. He could even attempt to slay Hades from halfway around the world—but
no, he had better deal with the immediate peril first.
The Gatekeeper and the great Dog
must have been at least half-expecting him to sortie from the workshop, but the
Bow and Arrows were evidently a considerable surprise. The immense dog-like
three-headed machine was scarcely higher than a large normal dog but at least
thrice bulkier than a cameloid. Each head was supported by an extra set of
legs, and each set of jaws was filled with long, sharp teeth. Cerberus was
ready to attack, whatever the odds might be, and came roaring and scrambling
forward, over rocks and snow.
Apollo's first Arrow killed one head
of the Dog, striking it squarely between the wide-set yellow eyes.
As the beast recoiled, an idea
occurred to Jeremy/Apollo. Ignoring a thin rain of missiles from the
auxiliaries, he turned his aim in another direction. The second Arrow well
placed into the middle of the chariot split it in half, bright wood
splintering, as clean as freshly broken bone. Now Hades's creatures would be
stranded here unless they could find some other means of transport.
If any of them survived this fight.
One of the Dog's still-functional
heads now seemed to be trying to speak, but Jeremy could understand nothing
that it said, because its fellow growled and roared, drowning out the words.
Meanwhile the slain head hung down limply, while the extra legs beneath it were
starting to lose function, threatening to bring the whole beast down.
Now, thought Apollo, it was time to
dispose of the auxiliaries, lest they cause some mischief after he had
departed. Now Jeremy wished he had the support of Ferrante, the simple
soldier, in this fight, but he could manage without it.
Thanatos had not been with the war
party when it arrived, but death had come among them, all the same. Even
ordinary arrows leaped from this Bow straight to the target, striking with
terrible, unnatural force, within an inch of the place the archer willed them
to go. There was no need now to aim for chinks, for the missiles were driven
right through armor, even a succession of armored bodies, even if the targets
were not arrayed in a straight line. The flight path of the missile curved to
take in a goodly number.
The blood of the human/zombie
auxiliaries was a startling red against the fresh snow. The few survivors among
them scattered with, Jeremy thought, little hope of survival amid rocks and
surf. Drowning or starvation ought to be the fate of any who escaped immediate
slaughter.
Jeremy's ordinary shafts had been
used up now, and his single remaining Arrow was now required to finish off the
monster three-headed Dog.
The Gatekeeper had vaulted onto the
creature's back, in an effort either to make his escape or to control the
creature and direct its fury against Apollo. When the third Arrow leaped from
the Bow to strike the Dog, it also mortally wounded the man who was trying to
ride it.
Cerberus was finished now, and
beside the huge and grotesque body the man in furs lay sprawled on his back,
motionless in a pool of his own blood.
The Gatekeeper's face looked cynical
and infinitely weary. He blinked and squinted, as if trying to bring into focus
the Face of Apollo bending over him.
What had been a commanding voice
came out in a thin whisper. "Once I wanted to be you."
Apollo did not understand that, but
often the dying babbled nonsense. The god was paying attention to this death,
listening carefully, withholding the healing force that might have saved. His
Bow was still in his hand, though no more Arrows—or even
arrows—were left in the quiver.
The god's voice came out through
Jeremy Redthorn's lips. "You are an evil man."
The Gatekeeper breathed twice,
shallowly, before he answered: "And you are still a child....Never mind.
It doesn't matter." He was showing his age now, as he lay Arrow-pierced
and dying, and in truth, as the watching god remembered, this man was extremely
old.
There was one last thing the
Gatekeeper had to say to Jeremy/Apollo: "Still a child ... I made
you."
Whatever Jeremy, or Apollo either,
had expected to hear, it had not been that. "What are you talking
about?"
Three more slow and shallow breaths.
"A little while ago I thought. . . that if I could only deliver . . . your
Face, the Face of Apollo ... to Hades, then no one else would be able to oppose
him any longer. And he, he would give to me at last..."
"Give to you what?"
"... but the gods ... the gods
make many promises, to many humans, which they never intend to keep."
The listener waited to hear more,
but the ancient man was dead. No Face came trickling and bubbling out of the
Gatekeeper's head when breath was gone. There might have been the passage of a
soul, but not even Apollo could see that.
THIRTY-THREE
When the fight was over and Jeremy
slung the Bow on his shoulder, he could feel how its size diminished just
enough to fit him comfortably. The workshop was silent, though now a thin
column of smoke ascending from a hidden chimney near its center gave evidence
that it was no longer unoccupied.
Wanting to bring its new occupant
news of his victory, Jeremy started back inside. He also wanted to let Andy
know that Apollo was now returning to the Mountain.
That was where the decisive fighting
was going to be, and he had to go there—if necessary,
without waiting to get more Arrows.
A golden maiden met Jeremy in the
ruined, deserted-looking anteroom, holding out in her right hand three more
Arrows. Handing them over with a light curtsy, she informed the Lord Apollo in
her golden voice that many hours must pass before more shafts could be made.
The reason given had to do with a shortage of vital materials.
"I must talk to Andy,"
said Jeremy. "I need more Arrows." And Apollo pushed past the machine
that made no attempt to stop him.
"I have demolished Cerberus and
killed the Gatekeeper."
"That's fine." The
Toolmaker, eyes on his task, reached for a heavy hammer. Andy's altered face of
the Toolmaker was ruddy in his forge fire's light, his newly muscular torso
bare and sweating.
"What are you working on?"
"Necessary things."
Andy/Vulcan appeared irritated at being distracted from his work. "Look,
Jer, I'm going to be busy here for some time. I can't just make Arrows. I've
got to strengthen the defenses of this place and fix myself up with some fast
transportation—I don't have any Sandals."
"I need more Arrows."
"Hell yes, I'll do your Arrows,
too."
"Hades is..."
"Then go fight him,"
Hephaestus growled. "I tell you I can't leave the shop just now." And
he turned back to his forge. On the anvil lay a small object whose vital glow
was so dazzling that even the Sun God's vision could not quite make out its
true shape, but it did not appear to be another Arrow.
Apollo took himself away, vaguely
unsatisfied but afraid to provoke an argument with his strongest ally. The
uncertainty worried him, but he dared not wait around to discuss the subject.
He was disturbed by the fact that he'd been given no congratulations on
winning the skirmish, no expression of enthusiasm; it wasn't like Andy. The
situation brought home the unpleasant fact that the Andy he'd come to know no
longer existed.
But Jeremy's greater worry was for
Katy—partly on account of sheer physical danger and partly
because he feared the changes that must inevitably have taken place in her when
she put on the Face of a goddess. If only he could have followed his original
plan and carried her back to her home village, instead of—but there was no use
fretting about the unchangeable past.
The bleak thought came that, in a
sense, he'd killed the woman he loved. The Katy Mirandola who had grown up in
the Honeymakers' village no longer existed, any more than did the boy named
Jeremy Redthorn, who'd once had only dreams to tell him what the stars were
like.
He adjusted the straps of his
Sandals and sprang into the air, headed for the Mountain again.
His plan was not to immediately
search for Kate. He calculated he'd have a much greater chance of defeating the
Lord of the Underworld if he could somehow rejoin Lord Victor's four hundred
lancers and persuade the troops in green and blue to accept his leadership. He
supposed that would not be hard for Apollo to accomplish.
He thought it impossible that any
human being could stand against him in single combat, but leadership was a different matter—not his strong suit.
Nor, when he came to think about it, was it Apollo's either.
Arnobius, having been left by
default in command of the 400 lancers when his brother was snatched away,
ordered an advance on the entrance to the Cave. There the remnants of the Gatekeeper's
force, outnumbered about thirty to one, either fled into the surrounding woods
or surrendered immediately.
The Scholar decided to leave about a
hundred men to hold the entrance. Meanwhile he meant to advance, with the
remaining three hundred, toward the summit.
"Up there ... up there at the
top. That's where things will be decided."
His harried second in command stared
at him. "Sir?"
"Up there, Major!"
As Trickster, Katherine's first
important decision was that Lord John ought to be rescued from the punishment
to which her predecessor had consigned him and restored to his proper position
of command. For one thing, his presence as a skilled and familiar leader ought
to be good for his army. For another, she didn't want a son of the Harbor Lord
to fall into Hades's or Kalakh's hands and be used as a hostage to hinder the
war effort.
Not that she approached the task of
rescue with any enthusiasm. Through the Trickster's memory Katy could recall
perfectly that Lord John had been ready to take Carlotta and use her as a
slave.
Fortunately, the place where she had
taken him, a stone quarry that used up a lot of slaves, was relatively nearby,
not ten miles from the Mountain.
Her borrowed chariot, behind its
galloping horses whose hooves magically found purchase in the air, swooped low
to scoop John up, out of a cloud of rock dust and hammering noise, under the
eyes of a gaping overseer who was so astonished that he dropped his whip.
Looking at the totally bewildered
man she'd just dumped beside her in the zooming chariot, Katy/Trickster told
him: "Don't suppose that I have suddenly become your friend. Maybe before
the day is over you'll wish that you were back there, breaking rocks."
He appeared to be in bad shape,
half-naked now and his remaining clothes in shreds. His costly earrings of
course were gone, one having been ripped right out by some impatient robber,
turning the lobe into a raw and ugly fringe.
Slowly he righted himself and got to
his feet, fixing his gaze on her with an expression of haggard hope, mixed with
desperation. "Who're you? You're not..."
"Not Carlotta, no. Lucky for
you," Katy told him, increasing their airborne speed with a flick of the
reins on the white horses' backs. "But I am the Trickster, and I remember
her and what happened to her. I suppose you are not a good man—but
maybe not that
bad. In practical terms, you should be very useful."
Clinging to the low rail in front of
him, the man beside her started to stammer through some kind of explanation,
but Katherine wasn't really listening. She felt troubled by new inner doubts
about her relationship with Jeremy. "The Bride of Apollo," she muttered
to herself, wondering if anyone would ever call her that, and tried to laugh at
the idea. There were moments when it seemed to her ridiculous that the two of
them could have any kind of a future together.
She still felt human—and then again she didn't. This new state of existence was
something more. If neither of them was going to be human any longer, would
marriage between them even be possible? The Trickster's memory gave reassurance
on that point, as did the old stories, in which divinities frequently wedded one
another and brought forth offspring.
Driving over the spot where she had
left Arnobius and the lancers, Katy observed that they had moved on to the Cave
entrance, less than a hundred yards away. Bringing her chariot to earth there,
she reined its magnificent horses to a standstill. "Where is
Arnobius?" she demanded of the junior officer who appeared to be now in
command.
"Gone up the hill, my-my
lady," the man stammered, his eyes as wide as those of the lowliest common
soldier.
Katy/Trickster reached out a hand to
assist John out of the chariot. "The military situation here will be your
job," she informed him. "I have other business to attend to. Don't
make me sorry that I brought you back." She flicked the reins, and a moment
later the chariot had leaped into the air again.
John ached in every bone and in a
good many other places. But he was not too hurt, or too exhausted, to know what
had to be done and settle down to do it.
He was also burning to be avenged
upon those who had whipped and starved him for the last four days or so. But
that would have to wait.
Meanwhile his older brother's
thought and energy were being entirely consumed by the increasing nearness of
the Oracle—the true Oracle, if any in the whole universe was true.
With Olympus itself now practically within his reach, he would at last be
granted a clear look at the nature of the gods.
The Scholar looked around and found
himself alone in the woods. The last of his troopers had somehow wandered away—but
no, they were probably good soldiers, and vaguely he remembered sending them
off.
But doing what was really important
here would not require soldiers.
When Jeremy/Apollo arrived at the
main entrance to the Cave, there were no ordinary pilgrims to be seen, which
was hardly surprising, given the fighting in the area. Instead of pilgrims he
found lancers, with Lord John newly restored to command. But he had no more
than about fifty men in the immediate vicinity. The elder brother's inept
orders had scattered the bulk of the force up and down the mountainside,
generally out of sight and out of touch with each other, where they were
engaged in ineffective skirmishing with Lord Kalakh's troops in white and
blue.
When Apollo appeared, John turned
pale, evidently with fear lest this new god had come to snatch him away again.
Once reassured on that point, he
tried to explain what had happened to him. "It was the Trickster, my Lord
Apollo, who brought me back here, about an hour ago. The same goddess who
snatched me away—but not the same woman, if you take my meaning."
Jeremy's heart leaped up. At least
Katy was still alive. "I do. Where is this woman now?"
John had not the faintest idea.
She'd hurried away in her chariot again, airborne as before. But he passed on the
information that Arnobius was pressing on toward the summit, determined to find
Olympus.
Jeremy moved in the same direction.
Now, with the Silver Bow in hand, an advantage that Apollo's previous avatar
had lacked, it was time for him to lure Hades out into a decisive combat.
Might it really be true that at the
summit of the Mountain there existed a means of destroying god Faces? Apollo
had no direct memory of any such device or even of the possibility of one, but
that, Jeremy decided, didn't rule it out. The Sun God's memory was shot
through with lacunae, some of them in places where vital matters ought to have
been available.
And Jeremy Redthorn was willing to
risk much to destroy the Face of Hades. At least the power of destroying Faces
must not be allowed to remain in Hades's grasp.
Jeremy considered praying for help—but
to whom should a god pray? Father Zeus? That name called up from memory only a
shadowy, forbidding image, oddly similar to a gnarled tree. He could only hope
that after dropping off Lord John Katy had managed to get herself back to the
Honeymakers' village or to some other place of safety. Carlotta's fate had
proved that the Trickster's powers were no match for those of Hades in a direct
contest.
Katy. The idea that he, Jeremy
Redthorn, might have destroyed her was now continually preying upon his mind.
It was too terrible to be thought about, and yet it refused to go away.
With the power of the Sandals to aid
him, Jeremy could readily enough dash off to visit Lord Victor in Pangur Ban or
somewhere in the field, if he had good reason to do so. He pondered whether he
should do so and decided against it. Surely His Lordship had learned by now of
the great perils his sons were in and had taken the field with his full army.
His mind once more focused on
finding Katy, Jeremy let the Sandals carry him where they would. After whirling
him above the treetops for two minutes in a curving ascent, they brought him to
the Scholar, who through carelessness had become separated from the last of his
troops, and was climbing alone, on foot, toward the summit.
Arnobius looked almost exhausted but
content. At the sight of Apollo his face lit up, and his whole body seemed to
slump in the relaxation of one who had finally achieved an almost impossible goal.
He had now at last established the contact with Apollo that he had once so
desperately craved.
He gave no sign of recognizing, in
the figure before him, anything of the peasant lad he had once enlisted as his
servant. Inclining his head in an awkward kind of bow, he said, "I am the
Scholar Arnobius. What is your wish, my Lord Apollo?"
Apollo on Sandals, armed with the
Silver Bow and with a fold of his white cape over his arm, was an impressive
sight and a formidable antagonist. Jeremy now conjured up the white cape
whenever he wanted it.
"I recognize you, Scholar. My
wish is to defeat Hades. But first, to find out what has happened to the
Trickster." When he saw how the Scholar's expression changed, he added:
"She is no longer Carlotta—Carlotta is dead."
"Ah." Obviously the man
did not know what to make of that.
Jeremy was not going to try to
explain—not now. "Where is your cameloid?"
"I had to leave the animal
behind, my lord, when I decided to climb some rocks. I was hoping for a short
cut to the summit." Arnobius squinted up into the clouds. "But it
seems to keep ... receding from me."
Because the Sandals had brought
Jeremy to Arnobius, he thought it would be wise to retain the man in his
company for a time. With Apollo's three precious new Arrows in the quiver on
his back and his new Bow slung over his other shoulder—and
with Arnobius now thrilled to be tagging along as his companion—Jeremy allowed
the Sandals to carry him on toward the top of the Mountain, as he tried to
concentrate upon his wish to rejoin Katy/Trickster.
Together god and scholar advanced
along the aboveground trail, at a pace no faster than a well-conditioned human
might sustain. Jeremy wondered why the Sandals were guiding him this way,
rather than at the speed of the wind and through the air. Perhaps there was no
hurry or approaching on foot would allow him to see something he would have
missed in hurried flight.
The winds gusted more savagely and
hour after hour became more fierce; soon after sunset, a fist of icy cold
clamped down. People who had come up here in summer clothing suffered from the
cold.
Other difficulties were less easily
explained by events in the realm of nature. From time to time Jeremy and others
observed monstrous suffering animals and birds—most of them
dead creatures that had not lived long, some of the more tasteless jokes
perpetrated by one or another of the Trickster's avatars.
At this altitude the climbers
encountered no one, and the trail Jeremy followed seemed never to have been
much traveled, for it was narrower and less deeply worn than on the lower
slopes.
Looking out over the ocean and land
from up here was quite a dizzying prospect. At night you could see the
occasional little fire sparks of villages and isolated houses.
Again Jeremy wished that Andy
Ferrante could be at his side, ready to fight his enemies or give him counsel.
One simple human friend would be of more comfort than a dozen divine promises
... but he saw now with cold clarity that he had killed Andy Ferrante, just as
he had destroyed Kate.
The closer Arnobius got to the
crest, the more he hungered for the certain knowledge that would be available
there. No more mysticism—the Mountaintop was real and solid, and
whatever was there would be as real and solid as itself.
Jeremy was unable to shake his dread
that he had gone through all his various sufferings and struggles only to lose
his love again, and for good.
The trail on this side of the
Mountain wandered back and forth across the middle slopes, not always for obvious
reasons, sometimes traveling miles to get up the hill a few hundred yards. In
places it was quite difficult, but a couple of trials soon demonstrated that
trying to shorten the hike by climbing off the path was going to be
considerably worse.
Now and then the Scholar had to stop
for breath on this leg of his climb, and each time he expressed his wish that
they were at last near the top. But, in fact, they could always see that there
was something, in fact a good many things, still
above them. And as often as not, they had stopped in a place from which it
seemed impossible to climb any farther. Yet every time there was some means
discoverable of going on.
Signaling his companion with a wave
indicating that he wanted to stop, Jeremy let himself sink down upon a handy
rock. It was time to do some planning. He felt confident that rest had restored
him, that when the need arose again he would once more have mighty powers to
call upon.
Deciduous trees, the leaves of birch
and aspen already burning orange and yellow with the steady autumnal shortening
of the days, had gradually given way to evergreens as the ascent continued.
And once a certain height was reached, trees of any kind were fewer and stunted
and growing bent and twisted by the winds that almost never ceased. Jeremy's
imagination transformed their images into those of elderly enchanted wizards,
their deformed arms frozen in gestures of power that would never be completed.
The rocks seemed to grow ever
sharper and the paths and trails steeper.
Distant mountains, some of them
weirdly shaped or colored, were visible from up here, some more than a hundred
miles away.
"Lord Apollo, we approach
Olympus." The man's voice was hushed, exalted.
"I suppose we do. I have never
been there before." Then Jeremy asked his companion, "How high are
we above the level of the sea?"
"Something like two
miles." Here it grew very cold at night, and fires and/or tent shelters at
least were necessary for human survival.
Here, too, Apollo was at least a
little closer to the sun and had brighter and less filtered light to work with,
when he set out to burn or to illuminate. And so were his enemies closer, to
their disadvantage.
* * *
And now again, as on the island of
Vulcan's workshop, there was snow on the ground, only gradually being eaten
away by direct sunlight and persisting in the shade.
And then at last, Jeremy/Apollo and
the Scholar, after tramping across a broad meadow covered with masses of
wildflowers, peered over a ridge of rock and saw clearly ahead of them, no more
than a hundred yards above, what they had been expecting, with a mixture of
hope and fear, to find. Here the Mountain and their climb were coming to an end
at last.
The House of the Trickster. That was one name, supplied by
Apollo's memory, for the sprawling structure that clung along the crest, its
walls surrounding the actual summit. The grander title of Olympus seemed to
apply at a different time in history—but again, as often
before, memory was confused.
From somewhere far down in memory
there floated up another name: The House
of Mirth.
Echoes of maniacal laughter, perhaps
launched by an earlier Trickster's avatar, seemed to haunt the high rocks,
coming and going with the wind.
The structure's low crenellated
walls and squat towers were visible from certain places a long way below.
The closer Apollo came to the
building, the stranger it looked. Very strange indeed, as if different deities
had at different times been in charge of its construction—which,
Jeremy supposed, was actually the case. The House of the Magician.
Whatever other attributes the
strange, half-ruined structure might possess, it provided a kind of
fortification, on the highest ground available, and a comparatively small force
ought to be able to hold it against a larger army.
At first glance it seemed unlikely
that this sunlit scene, the broad, high meadow and the flowers, could ever form
any part of Hades's territory—though the idea became less startling
when you knew about the steaming vent that led down secretly to the Underworld
again. Steam came rising visibly into the chill air.
Jets of boiling water and scalding
mud imperiled the underground explorer.
The Trickster had left her/his mark
everywhere around the summit, in the form of balanced rocks and twisted paths
and natural-looking stairs of rock leading to blank walls or, without warning,
over precipices.
Apollo's hearing could detect the
murmured clash of widespread fighting, drifting in and up from miles away. There
were signs that a major battle between human armies was shaping up.
And right now some zombies, their
bodies the hue of mushrooms, were coming out to fight, coming right up out of
a hole in the ground.
THIRTY-FOUR
The naked bodies of the zombies gave
no sign of being affected by the cold of the high summit—but
they recoiled swiftly from direct sunlight. They had emerged from hiding,
welling up from various of the Cave's upper entrances, only a little below the
very summit, when the sun was temporarily hidden by thick cloud. But they
swiftly retreated under the rocks again when the rays of Apollo's heavenly
personification once more pierced the clouds.
Arnobius had not seen such creatures
before, and their presence disturbed and frightened him. "What does it
mean?"
Apollo, on the other hand, was
quietly elated. "It means that the one I'm looking for can't be very far
away. It means that there still exists a dark tunnel allowing such creatures to
come all the way up here to the crest."
Now the very summit was only about
fifty yards above where the two men were standing. Even now, in broad daylight,
the air hurled by the howling winds along the crest was grayish, filled with a
strange unnatural mist, when it was not opaque with snow. All this before the
last greens of summer had faded from the sea-level lowlands visible below. Here
and there Jeremy could barely distinguish some building, maybe a barn, that
happened to be bigger than the ordinary.
Looking down from up here at the
world from which he had ascended, the young man sometimes thought it was the
normal land down there that looked enchanted—and this strange
place the stronghold of grim reality.
Rising winds sometimes blasted gusts
of snow straight toward the driving clouds above, ascending in twisting columns
that threatened to coalesce in the shape of howling faces, reaching arms.
* * *
The Scholar, his gaze turned upward,
let out a little moan, and the expression on his face suggested that he had now
entered into an exotic, exalted mental state.
Jeremy looked at the man sharply and
saw that he was going into one of his recurrent fits. A moment later Arnobius
had toppled softly into a bank of flowers, where he lay with eyes closed and
arms outstretched, hands making feeble groping movements.
His companion pondered whether to
let him lie where he had fallen or carry him on to the very summit. But at the
moment the Sandals were giving Apollo no impulse to move on, and so he decided
to wait where he was till his companion snapped out of it.
Jeremy had never forgotten his sworn
promise to Sal. His Sandals had brought him here and were not yet ready to
carry him all the way to the summit. But she was not here. Once more he expressed
a thought that he had already repeated so often that it had become automatic:
"Find me Margaret Chalandon."
This time, it seemed, he was granted
an almost immediate response.
He had thought himself alone except
for the unconscious, entranced Arnobius. In the background, the song of larks
was audible between fierce gusts of wind. On every side, but where the summit
of the Mountain lay, there stretched a view that seemed to encompass all the
countries of the earth.
But Apollo/Jeremy was no longer
alone. A woman of regal bearing, her dark hair lightly streaked with gray, came
walking toward him through a flowery meadow—and Apollo remembered
now this was the Meadow of the Sun—dressed in the practical garments, including
boots and trousers, that an intelligent scholar would have worn on a field
expedition. She carried no tools, no weapons, no canteen or pack of any kind.
It was the woman's clothing, as well
as the timing of her appearance, that instantly suggested a name for her.
"Scholar Chalandon?"
She stopped, ten paces away.
"Yes?" Her attitude was calm, her voice mild. If she found the youth
standing before her particularly impressive in any way, her face did not
reveal it.
Jeremy came right to the point.
"I swore an oath that may now be impossible to keep."
"Regarding what?"
"I carry with me a great
treasure that was entrusted to me by a young woman, a little while before she
died ..."
Apollo's voice trailed away. He had
never seen Circe wearing clothing anything like that of the woman before him,
and also this woman was apparently years older than the sorceress. Therefore,
it had taken the god a space of two or three breaths to recognize her. Now he
continued: "... but I recall having told you something of the matter
before. Tell me, were you also one of the seven?"
"No, my lord. But you may count
me as a worshiper of Apollo—your humble servant." The voice of
the enchantress was soft, but her eyes and bearing were anything but humble.
"I want no worship, but I need
help. I am still Jeremy Redthorn—and I am
afraid."
"So is Apollo, sometimes, I am
sure. So are we all. I include Hades, too, of course—and
even the great enchantress Circe." The last words carried a tone of
something like self-mockery. She paused, as if to collect her thoughts, and as
she did so the appearance of age fell away and her clothing changed, all in an
instant, to the kind of filmy stuff that Circe was wont to wear. Now she
strolled the meadow on bare feet that seemed to require no boots, or Sandals
either, to carry her around in perfect comfort on the flank of a mountain. The
intermittent fierce blasts of wind had little effect on her, barely stirring
her hair and garments.
Jeremy waited.
Presently Circe ceased her pacing
and said to him: "In the old stories the gods are forever disguising
themselves as humans, ordinary mortals, and prowling around the earth in
search of adventure. The Lord Apollo must realize, as soon as he allows
himself to think about the matter, that such disguise is, in fact, no disguise
at all."
The larks had fallen silent, but in
the pines beyond the sunlit meadow wild birds were screaming frantically at one
another, caught up in some conflict that had naught to do with either gods or
humans.
Revelation, when it came, was
something Apollo had doubtless known all along but Jeremy Redthorn had been
afraid to look at. "You mean that only when the gods put on human bodies—like
mine—can they ever have any real life."
Circe smiled at him.
"I spoke with the
Gatekeeper," Jeremy told her. "Before he died."
Her dark eyes expressed a gentle
curiosity.
"Certain things he said to
me," Jeremy went on, "fit very well with other things I see in some
of my ... in some of Apollo's deepest memories.
"The Faces that turn people
into gods were never made by Vulcan. What really happened was that the Face of
Vulcan and all the others were created, long, long ago, by clever humans. They
were made to embody certain . . . certain powers . . . that even then had been
with humanity from time immemorial. And the Gatekeeper, in that time before he
became . . . what he became, was one of the clever ones who fashioned
Faces."
Circe was nodding gently.
Jeremy/Apollo went on. "Now and
again, down through the centuries, people have tried to destroy the Faces, but
that can't be done. Sometimes people have hidden them away. They may lie in
concealment for many years, but someone always finds them out again.
"The Scholar, if he could ever
grow wise enough to understand, would call the Faces triumphs of engineering
with the odylic force. The Gatekeeper in his early life would have called them biocomputers." It was a word from a language too old for even Circe
to recognize it; Apollo could see in her face that it was strange to her.
"My lord gains wisdom,"
said she who had been known as Margaret Chalandon, and now bowed to him
lightly. Then she added: "So far I have been conversing with my Lord
Apollo; let me speak now to Jeremy Redthorn."
"Go ahead."
"It is not out of kindness that
the mighty god who shares your body refrains from seizing total control of the
flesh and bone. Kindness has nothing to do with it. The real reason you retain
your freedom is that Apollo, who is granted life and being by your body, cannot
exist without a human partner. As long as he lives in you, he can
do nothing that Jeremy Redthorn does not want to do."
Nerving himself at last to probe the
depths of borrowed memory, Jeremy saw, and his new understanding deepened.
"Then neither is Hades a true, pure god, as he believes himself to
be?"
A nod of confirmation. "The
power called Hades can commit no greater wickedness than the human who wears
that Face. Who but an evil man or woman would seek to wield the power of
death?"
Jeremy/Apollo took a step toward the
woman. "Then answer me this. Where did the
powers that are captured in the Faces come from, in the first place? Who created them?"
"As well ask where we humans
came from." Then Circe added: "Fare you well in the battle you must
soon fight; I cannot help you there." And the image that had been Circe
became only a pattern of wildflowers, seen against the meadow, and then the
pattern was gone from Jeremy's perception and there were only the flowers in
themselves.
From ground level at his side there
came a faint mumbling and a crackle of broken flower stems. Arnobius was
sitting up and rubbing his eyes. Looking at Jeremy, he said: "I dreamed
..."
"Yes, I think I know what you
dreamed. Never mind. Get up, if you are coming with me. I want to stand in
Olympus, on the very top."
"You wish me to come with you,
Lord?"
"Yes. Why not?" It was on
the tip of Apollo's tongue to say that if he were to discover yet another Face,
he would want to have some halfway decent human being on hand to give it to.
Arnobius for all his faults would be less objectionable as a god than any of
Hades's henchmen.
Turning his back on the Meadow of
the Sun, Jeremy found the trail again and went on up. Behind him he heard the
Scholar's booted feet crunching on gravel, trying to catch up.
Meanwhile Lord John, having borrowed
a few garments from various of his officers, was once more dressed in something
like a fitting uniform and chewing on field rations as he rode—he'd
lost some weight in his brief tour of duty as a quarry slave.
After reducing the guard at the Cave
entrance to about fifty men, he was making his way uphill with all the others
he could muster, trying to regroup his people into something like a coherent
fighting force, after his brother's absentminded amateur commands had scattered
them almost hopelessly about.
The ascent of John and his small
force, unlike his brother's or Apollo's, was not unopposed, and the results of
combat so far were unhappy.
Jeremy and the Scholar climbed on
over the last few yards, against a sudden howling wind that stirred the piles
of old bones, human bones, that lay about. It seemed that today's was not the
first battle to be fought upon these heights. Now and then the wind picked up a
skull and hurled it, dead teeth grinning in a great silent shout that might
have been of fear or exaltation.
They now observed, at the foot of
the stone walls that were almost within reach, another waterrise, an enchanted
stream flowing in a closed loop, part of its course uphill. White ice from
splashes covered all the nearby rocks. Its water might have frozen in this
bitter cold, had it not gained warmth continually from some underground source.
Only a few yards away, another pool lay bubbling and steaming and stinking of
sulphur, from time to time emitting dangerous jets of steam. And yet a little
farther on, two such streams were linked together, so that their waters, while
never mingling, crossed and recrossed each other in an endless system of
circles. Fish, mutated aquatic animals, were shooting up the waterrises,
leaping with broad silvery bodies bending left and right, tails thrashing the
air, like salmon headed upstream to spawn. In each dark, small pool the stream
itself seemed to rest for a moment, gathering its strength for the abruptness
of the next leap up.
There had been fighting here only
hours ago, and dead men lay scattered about, along with a couple of dead
cameloids. Some of the lancers, following the age-old tactical doctrine of
seeking the high ground, had preceded their commanders to this spot; evidently
some of Lord Kalakh's troops had had the same idea. Jeremy was able, as in his
earlier combat, to replenish his supply of ordinary arrows by scavenging from
the fallen.
Time and again in recent days Jeremy
had heard rumors of the real Oracle's being up here. And now Arnobius was
certain of the fact, with a true believer's faith.
The mad world of the upper heights
was littered with strange objects. One who had not seen the vicinity of the
workshop might have thought that the world could hold no other display like
this.
During the years of the interregnum
of divine activity, an incredible number of magicians, would-be magicians,
adventurers, would-be saints, and fortune seekers seemed to have come this way,
each striving desperately for his or her own goal. Here the seekers of
knowledge, of wealth and power and glory, had left their bones, both broken and
whole, and their weapons in the same variety of conditions. Here were rags of
clothing, much of it once fine, purses and boots and headgear, now and then an
armband of gold, a broken dagger beside a jeweled necklace, lying here
forgotten and abandoned. Furs and blankets were more valuable booty, for folk
who had to spend the nights outdoors at this altitude.
Possibly, Jeremy/Apollo thought,
some of this junk had simply been abandoned by mundane human workers, who had
been brought up here by one divinity or another, to contribute human effort to
the construction of Valhalla. Building with only one set of hands, no matter
how strong and how much assisted by things of magic, had probably turned out to
be practically impossible.
No doubt there had been some tearing
down to be accomplished also. Obviously the plans for the structure had been
changed, repeatedly, while it was under construction.
There were broken flutes of wood and
bone and an abandoned drum.
The shape of other fragments
suggested that they had once been parts of a lyre.
Passing through one of the many gaps
in the outer wall, they found grass growing through the holes in what had been
a fine tile floor. So far there was no sign of the tremendous Oracle of whose
existence on these heights Jeremy had received hints.
Fighting flared and sputtered at no
great distance below, but so far all was quiet right on the summit—except
for the wind. If the old stories had any serious amount of truth in them at
all, this barren place
had been, perhaps still was, Olympus. To Jeremy and Apollo both it seemed
within the realm of possibility that Father Zeus might come stalking out from
behind the next half-ruined wall, coming up or down one of the ruined stairs.
Apollo was ready to challenge this
possibility and boldly raised his voice: "Where is it, this deadly machine
that can destroy Faces? Where is great Father Zeus? Apollo has a question or
two he'd like to put to him—and so does Jeremy Redthorn."
His only answer was a gust of wind
more violent than before, hurling a whole shower of grinning skulls and
swirling a powdering of snow in the rough shape of a pointing arm. The indication
was to the place where the piled stones reached their peak.
Brother John had reassembled a
hundred or more lancers into a coherent fighting force and was commanding them
with some skill. Every time he had a moment free for thought, he thought about
the gods—and every time he did that he looked up at the sky, afraid
that woman in her chariot might be coming back. And then, Apollo! He and his
brother, the Scholar, had both failed for a long time to detect any trace of
divinity in the skinny red-haired peasant fisherboy one of them had picked up
in a swamp.
Up on the very summit, magic was
thickly present in the strangeness of the way the world behaved. Under a gray
sky, amid gray stones, you tried to catch your breath while flecks and streaks
of improbably colored birds were driven past like missiles in a breathless
hurricane of wind. Some of their eggs came flying, too. Yes, winged eggs,
sprouting wings in midair at the last second, veering away from a smashing
collision. Arnobius was struck by the mad thought that these might be the
winged eggs of flightless birds—and then he saw a pair of great gray
eagles riding the whirlwind, broad pinions almost motionless, apparently in
full control.
Now Jeremy and Arnobius, climbing
the very highest rocks, which seemed the remnant of a demolished tower, were
able to look down at the portion of Olympus that had until now been hidden from
them behind the very peak. They saw a sprawling, clinging structure, clinging
low to the Mountain's rock, but still one of the biggest buildings that Jeremy
Redthorn's eyes had ever seen. Apollo had seen bigger but could not recall any
that looked more odd. From this angle, Olympus appeared to have been built as
an ancient crude rock fortress. It would only be fitting that great horrors,
great marvels, or both should lie behind such walls.
Fierce fighting raged not far below
the crest, between the Lugard lancers and the forward units of Kalakh's army;
the sound of men's voices, bellowing, came up on the wind, but for the moment
Arnobius and his companion had the summit to themselves.
"The Oracle of the Gods,"
Arnobius breathed, and went scrambling up, scaling the very pinnacle of tumbled
rocks.
Apollo's keenest interest lay
elsewhere, and he went down a little on the eastern slope, where the bulk of
the vast enigmatic structure lay. Scouting inside, Jeremy came to a place where
the howling of the wind faded a little, shielded now behind thick stone walls.
He had entered a huge central room. Enough seats and benches to hold hundreds
of people were arranged in concentric rows, all empty now, but the heavy
wooden frame on the small stone dais at the center looked more like a gibbet
than a throne. Directly above it, the domed ceiling was open, at its center,
to the sky.
A slight sound caused Jeremy/Apollo
to turn round. Back in the dimmest shadows at the rear of the auditorium, a
pool of deeper blackness was suggestive. Apollo walked in that direction and
stood at the edge of the pool, peering downward into the depths. He had
discovered the uppermost entrance of the Cave.
THIRTY-FIVE
Jeremy came out of
the sprawling half-ruined building again. His thoughts, as he looked about him
at what was supposed to be Olympus, kept coming back to the revelation of his
last talk with Circe, in the Meadow of the Sun: His union with Apollo had
brought him marvelous tools, powers, including memory, worthy of a god. And
with Apollo's memories, including those of his death struggle against Hades,
had come a kind of inherited purpose. But whatever wisdom or foolishness Jeremy
demonstrated, whatever courage or fear, did not come from the Sun God. Whatever
Jeremy Redthorn now possessed of such qualities could only have come from
within himself.
He stood for a moment looking about
him at the ruin, part of which was older than Apollo's memory. If this was Olympus, then there ought not to be any gods.
The wind brought noisy news; the
fighting between Kalakh's troops and Victor's was now sweeping up the mountain
again, to rage once more upon the highest rocks.
Jeremy/Apollo took his Bow in hand
and once more gathered ordinary arrows from the fallen, as he needed them.
Wreaking havoc among the troops in Kalakh's blue and white, he meant to provoke
a showdown with Hades, at all costs.
The Sun God yearned for help from
Hephaestus. But Andy did not appear, and Jeremy supposed the truth was that the
enemy was likely to get more help from Hephaestus than Apollo did, in the form
of jealously guarded tools and weapons, crafted in olden times, by previous
avatars. Andy had not mentioned anything of the kind—but
then he could not have had time to fully explore his memory before Jeremy
departed.
Jeremy kept in mind Circe's warning
that human bodies pressed into service as the avatars of gods tended to wear
out and collapse rather quickly; there was a limit to how long even the
generally beneficent power of Apollo could sustain a framework of flesh and
blood through extraordinary stresses. He should expect that the Sun God would
seek a fresh human to use when the one called Jeremy Redthorn had been used up.
But there was nothing that Jeremy
could do about that now.
Meanwhile, Lord John was bravely
rallying the remnant of his original four hundred lancers, as many of them as
he could gather under his control. He had dispatched messengers to his father's
army and now could only wait for some reply—and, above all, for
reinforcements, before it was too late.
Once more the most ordinary of
arrows, springing from Apollo's Bow, wrought fearful havoc among the enemy. He
wished he dared to use his stock of special shafts, that they would magically
replenish themselves in his quiver as fast as he shot them away—or
that Andy would come whirling in an airborne chariot to bring him more. But
that was not the way things were working out today.
How long his human flesh could stand
the strain and stress of combat he did not know. But for the moment he endured,
and no human could stand against him in single combat—unless
it were another like himself, strengthened from within by the help of some god.
This battle could not be won until
he had challenged and conquered Hades. He went back into the auditorium,
nocked one of his three special Arrows to his Bow, and prepared to go underground.
Pausing at the very entrance to the
Cave, Jeremy found himself looking into the eyes of an old man, standing no
more than an arm's length away. A moment passed before he realized that the
image was his own, reflected from the visual depths of a glassy wall. The left
eye was dark and keen, the right as greenish and nearsighted as Jeremy
Redthorn's had ever been.
He started down, into the darkness.
Somewhat to his surprise, not Hades
but Thanatos, in a new avatar, stood there confronting him.
Apollo was not impressed.
"Nothing to say to me, Death God? The last time we met, you were full of
words."
"This time I am a soldier, not
a scholar," replied a sharp new voice. "You may find it a little
harder to kill me, this time."
Jeremy raised his Bow just as his
opponent dodged back out of sight.
Arnobius, wind-battered but still
clinging to the stones that seemed to him the top of the world, could feel his
mind wavering, on the brink of being plunged into another fit. Grimly he
fought to retain his consciousness; he was only dimly aware of the fighting
going on a short distance below.
But here came a startling sight
indeed; he saw a chariot swooping down out of the sky and the Trickster in it,
about to enter the fighting. But that was not to be, for grim Thanatos rose
from behind one of the high rocks and put the curse of death upon the magic
horses, so that the running animals collapsed in midstride and the chariot
crashed to earth.
The Scholar blacked out for a
moment, and when he could get his eyes to focus again, he saw the goddess, who
was no longer Carlotta, on the ground now and in the grip of Death himself. She
was being dragged under the earth through one of the little openings by which
the zombies had earlier come out in their abortive sortie.
In the midst of his near-swoon,
trying to get his body to work again, Arnobius thought he understood why the
gods had ceased for many days to fascinate him: that had happened as soon as
they became uncomfortably real. Just as he had turned away from Carlotta when
she became a real person in his life. But here and now, on the Mountain,
reality had become so overwhelming that he had no choice but to yield to it.
This was Olympus, the abode of Zeus,
the place where answers ought to be available, if the truth could be found
anywhere in the universe. Here, if anywhere, it could be possible to read or
hear the inner secrets of the gods.
The Scholar gritted out: "Once
the gods cease fighting among themselves, they may slay me for intruding. But
first I will demand, of whatever Power rules here, some answers!"
At the very peak, three massive
stones, one supported by two, formed a kind of niche or grotto, and
half-sheltered in this recess there grew, or crouched, what looked like a squat
and ancient tree, almost entirely denuded of leaves, trunk and branches
fiendishly twisted by centuries of wind.
On the side of the tree toward
Arnobius, an image was forming, even as he watched. A knob of the thick trunk
fashioned itself into a head, twice as large as human life. On it was a
countenance, gnarled and grim and powerful, that might have belonged to Zeus.
Two great eyes stared at the human
visitor. "Ask," said a voice, seemingly wrung out of the wood,
branches, and whole sections of the gnarled trunk, squeaking and grating
against each other in the wind. Then it repeated the same word, four or five
times, in as many different languages.
The Scholar could understand all of
the languages but one. "Apollo, Apollo!" he screamed at it,
surprising himself with his own choice of a first question. "I want you to
tell me about Apollo!"
He had been expecting the voice to
convey whatever response the Oracle might deign to make, but instead his answer
came in an even more amazing form. The right eye of Zeus quickly expanded into
a rough circle, a hand length in diameter, and its surface became glassy,
translucent. There was an appearance of a ceaseless motion, flow, of something very active inside the eye, and presently small dark lines
spelled out letters and words. The Scholar, clinging close to the trunk, had no
difficulty in deciphering the ancient language:
I KNOW MORE THAN APOLLO,
FOR OFT WHEN HE LIES SLEEPING,
I SEE THE STARS AT BLOODY WARS
IN THE WOUNDED WELKIN WEEPING
If Zeus was really a talking tree
stump, then the world was indeed completely and utterly mad, and the Scholar
burned with the daring of despair. "Who are you?" he shouted.
"What is this gibberish? Is there or isn't there a god somewhere, hiding
in these ruins, who can explain it all to me?"
The wind howled, tearing at the rage
of his clothing. New words formed inside the eye:
THERE IS NO GOD—(WISDOM
12:13)
More nasty tricks. He might have
known. He stood up straight and howled at the universe. "Who are you? Father
Zeus?"
Doing so, he almost missed the next
line:
—OTHER
THAN YOU, WHO CARES FOR EVERY THING
Arnobius gripped the rough bark with
all the fingers of both his hands, clutching at the cheeks of Zeus. "Tell
me; I demand to know . . . whether the gods made human beings or humans somehow
created gods?"
YET GOD DID MAKE MAN IMPERISHABLE
HE MADE HIM IN THE IMAGE OF HIS OWN
NATURE (2:23)
"Who are you?"
I AM HE WHO FOILS THE OMENS OF
WIZARDS, AND MAKES FOOLS OF DIVINERS (ISAIAH 44:24)
"All trickery, all sham! What
kind of knowledge is this? This is no god. I could give better prophecies than
these myself."
KNOW THYSELF
Arnobius jumped to his feet again.
And in the next moment, as if responding to a signal, flying furies came
buffeting him with whip-fringed wings, tearing at him with their claws.
Moments later the furies were driven
off by a pair of eagles—birds known to Arnobius as the symbol, sometimes the incarnation,
of Father Zeus.
The Scholar fell down gasping. The
pangs of a new seizure clawed at him, and this time he had no choice but to
give way.
Jeremy, having advanced a few more
yards into deepening gloom, made out in front of him, to his utter horror, the
form of Katy. She was struggling in the grasp of Death, and he lunged forward
to save her. A moment later, his Arrow had plunged unerringly into Thanatos's
head, even though the Death God was trying to shield himself behind his
hostage.
A moment later, Jeremy/Apollo had
scooped up Katy in his arms and had turned with her, striding back toward the
daylit dome of the big amphitheater.
The way to sunlight and the upper
air stood wide open for them. No opposition here. Only the faintest imaginable
blot of shadow, moving along the wall of the Cave passage—
"Look out!"
Katy's warning came just too late.
Hades, wearing his Helm of Invisibility, came seemingly from nowhere to strike
down Jeremy/Apollo with a rock. Apollo's powers shielded him from the
deadliest effects, yet he fell down senseless before he even realized that his
great Enemy was near.
On regaining consciousness,
Jeremy/Apollo discovered that he was lying on the stone floor of the great
auditorium, bound hand and foot, his Sandals gone; he remembered slaying Death—for
the second time—but knew that his own death was near.
Straining against his bonds, the Sun
God discovered that this body's muscles had again been worn and exhausted into
weakness. He had no chance of breaking even a single cord.
The fight, the whole battle, had
been lost. Among the common soldiers in green and blue, those who were unable
to get away downhill, the Enemy took no prisoners.
But worse than that, worse than
anything, was the fact that Katy lay bound beside him, as helpless as he was.
The first thing he heard on
regaining consciousness was: "Don't kill either of them yet. We must not
spill Faces where they might flow away and be lost."
Kate still lay beside him, and her
eyes were closed, but the rise and fall of her breast showed that she still
lived. He thought of calling, trying to wake her—but then
thought that perhaps he had better not.
Instead he turned his head and
looked around. His mind, now confronted by inescapable doom, was refusing to
settle down on anything. Somehow the atmosphere here under the great stone dome
was utterly businesslike. If this was still the Trickster's house, in this room
even the Trickster seemed to have abandoned whimsy; even she, it seemed, must
be compelled to take seriously this ultimate assertion of power.
Jeremy realized now that it was not
an audience chamber so much as a place where executions would be carried out,
and witnessed by an orderly crowd.
The fine workmanship of this room,
at least, if no other part of the fortress in its present form, showed that it
must have been built by Hephaestus—who else?
Apollo thought that in some of the
stonework he detected faint clues to some fairly recent remodeling, but he
could not tell by whom it had been done or for what purpose....
But that mattered little. Of course,
this was the place, the room, the device, in which Faces could be destroyed.
Occasional crevices in the thick
walls and the central opening of the dome let in the howling of the wind.
Looking up, he could see blue, and moving clouds, but the sun and its power had
now gone low in the western sky. There would be no direct beam of its light to
lend Apollo new strength.
Yes, the chamber must have been
designed to accommodate rituals with hundreds in attendance and possibly to
double as a throne room for the intended ruler. Certainly that had not been
Hades, who would never dare to risk the brightness of daylight or even the
piercing pin lights of the stars, under the centerless dome of stone. As many
as twenty concentric rows of seats ascended toward the dome's circular base at
the rear. And now, an hour after the end of the battle, it appeared that almost
all of the seats would be occupied, by the officers of Kalakh and the ministers
and hangers-on of Hades. Lord Kalakh, stern and ageless-looking, with his
bulging eyes, an enemy of Lord Victor and therefore an ally of Hades, had a
place of honor in the front row.
* * *
Jeremy's mind was clearing now. He
could wish that it was not so, but so it was.
And even in the midst of fear and
overwhelming loss, Jeremy could not help being struck by how serious this chamber was, in its surfaces and its proportions! After
all, it could hardly have been built to the Trickster's specifications. Darker
forces must have commanded here.
Now executioners came, to lift him
up while others lifted Kate. They were being hoisted now onto the central dais
of the great room, where other men were busy, bending over, testing something.
At the last moment the two prisoners were held aside, but not so far that
Jeremy could not see what was being tested. In the center of the stark wooden
scaffolding, a circular stone trap, big enough to accommodate two bodies side
by side, fell open smoothly.
When the round slab hung open, it
revealed what looked like a bottomless well beneath. The details of whatever
was down there remained invisible. It reminded Jeremy of Vulcan's forge before
the flames came shooting up.
"That is where the two of you
are going," said a male voice at Jeremy's side. He looked around, to
discover an unfamiliar male countenance, yet another avatar of Death—there
seemed no shortage of humans willing and ready to put on that Face.
The man said: "Our master Hades
bids me explain the matter to you: You will discover no quick end to life
below. Instead, slow horrors await you in the pit. There will be prolonged
agony for you both. The Faces now inside your heads will rot there. Your gods
will decay, eroded by your pain, until there is nothing left of them. Days from
now—to you it will seem like many, many years—when your two
bodies at last cease to breathe, both Apollo and the Trickster will have been
long dead."
Whatever reaction the newest
Thanatos had hoped for was perhaps there to be seen in Jeremy's face—perhaps
not. Jeremy was past caring what his enemies saw or thought.
When Death had turned back to report
to his master, Jeremy wondered a little that Hades should prefer to destroy the
Trickster's powers rather than take them over for his own ends, but then on
second thought he did not wonder. Any trick, even the nastiest, contained an
element of joy, of unpredictability, that would be unacceptable to the gloomy
ruler of the Underworld.
Kate, oh, Kate! Her eyes were open
now and wandering. As for himself, he'd done what he could and there was
nothing more to try, and they would kill him now. Let his fate, and Apollo's,
be in the hands of Father Zeus ... if there was any Father Zeus, apart from the
odd presence upon the summit, which he had never had the time to see for
himself.
But Kate! Oh, Kate.
On second thought he diverted his
prayer, directing it to the Unknown God, whose empty pedestal waited in the
hall of deities back at the Academy.
Hades had removed his helmet of
invisibility—perhaps it was a strain to wear or interfered with the
wearer's own vision—and could be seen by those brave enough to look directly at
him. The Lord of the Underworld was standing heavily shadowed in the rear.
About as far as he dared to get away from the opening of the tunnel. Now and
then someone in one of the forward seats turned his head, glancing back toward
that brooding presence—but soon turned back again. He didn't like people in
front turning around to try to see him clearly. He had a bodyguard of
shadow-loving zombies around him.
And it hurt Jeremy far more than his
bruises and his bonds, more than defeat and death, to see Kate, his helpless
love, now tied in place beside him.
Looking at Kate once more, he
thought, for just a moment, that deep in her eyes lay a hint of some wild hope.
He wanted to speak to her, but he could find no words.
... his eyes had sagged closed,
despite his effort to keep them open. But now they opened again. Because
someone, either Katy or some invisible presence, had put lips close to his ear
and whispered, "Remember whose
house we are in."
Willing hands were busy making the
final arrangements, freeing the doomed couple from all their bonds except
those that held them to the central stake above the trap and would slide free
from that support when it opened.
Toward the rear of the auditorium,
Hades, as if hoping to observe more closely, was leaning forward a little more
toward the light.
Someone, perhaps it was Lord Kalakh
himself, was concluding a triumphant speech, of which not one word reached Jeremy/Apollo's
mind.
"But where does the great jest
lie?" he asked himself. And whether the question had been spoken aloud or
not no longer mattered, for even now the lever was being pulled.
The villains' laughter rose in a
triumphant roar—
Kate's startling gray eyes were
open, looking steadily at him, and meaning and courage poured out of them. As
if that could be enough, even now, to sustain them both.
As the executioner leaned his weight
upon the lever, the small circle of doom beneath the couple's feet shuddered
once and only slightly—and the round lid of stone over the pit
remained right where it was, solid as the living bedrock. But in perfect synchrony
with that small shudder, a heavy jolt ran through the whole enormous edifice.
Bright cracks sprang out zigzag, with the suddenness of lightning, down the
curve of the dark stone dome, at half a dozen places round its encircling
curve.
In the brief and breathless interval
that followed, the Trickster's laughter suddenly burst up, a clear fountain of
sharp sound from Katy's lips. That sound and all others were drowned out an
instant later by a great avalanche of noise. On every side of Jeremy and Kate,
leaving them standing together, bound safely in place on what was now a
pinnacle, the entire massive amphitheater crumbled and fell away, its fabric
dissolving, in the time-space of a long-drawn breath, entirely into thunder and
dust. In the background, audible even above the thunder of collapse, rose the
terrible bellowing of Hades, engulfed in rage and pain, stabbed by a flaming
lance of afternoon sunlight, sent crawling and scurrying in a desperate
retreat.
The sun in all its vast and soothing
energy shone full on Jeremy as well. In a moment he was able to turn his head
and focus light and burn Katy's rope bonds through, first in one place and then
another. In another moment her hands were reaching to support him and then to
set him free. And presently, at whose command he was never afterward quite
sure, two great eagles, of a size and strength that was more than natural, came
to carry them both to safety, letting them down easily from the now-isolated
pinnacle that had been the trapdoor into the descending shaft. The dungeon of
horror below was filled with rubble now—and with the bodies
of the audience.
Fresh wind was whirling a great
cloud of dust away. Jeremy could now get a fresh view of what, only a minute
ago, had been the inside of the auditorium and was now an expanse of rubble
covering an open slope. With the pulling of the executioner's trigger, the
whole of the packed chamber had collapsed, dome, sides, and sloping floor alike
gone sliding thunderously away, careening and crashing in all directions down
the steep slope of natural bedrock that moments earlier had been its support.
Gone in the crash, and doubtless now
buried in its debris, were Lord Kalakh and all of his key aides and officers
who had been present with him.
It was hardly possible to hope that
Hades had been killed. He would be sun-scorched and beaten now but no worse
than half-dead, and he would have found underground passage home through the
Mountain-piercing tunnel.
No sooner had the eagles set Jeremy
and Kate down upon a fresh mound of rubble than Vulcan was suddenly present and
a golden maiden to hand Jeremy his recovered Bow and the one Arrow he had never
used. Armed again, though still almost staggering with pain and weakness, he
looked around for his foes— but those few who were still alive were
already out of sight as they went scrambling in retreat.
Minutes had passed, and still it
seemed that the last echoes of the prolonged crash refused to die. The fact was
that it had provoked landslides, whose sound rose in a great but now
diminishing roar, down the Mountain's distant flanks. More clouds of bitter
dust came welling up, mixed with a little smoke.
And the Trickster, gripping Jeremy
by the arms, then hugging him, once more laughed her glorious laugh: "Couldn't you remember whose house this
is?"
"It wouldn't have destroyed
either of your Faces anyway," Andy was assuring him, a little later,
leaning out of the new chariot in which he'd just landed on the Mountain's top.
Now it was possible to observe how much the new Hephaestus looked like Andy—and
sounded like him, too. "At least I don't see how it could have. That was
nothin' but a latrine rumor from the start. Oh, the dungeon was real enough.
Don't know who built it, but I had to fix it up a little."
"Small comfort."
Apollo/Jeremy was sitting on a rock in the full light of sunset, trying to
regain some strength and sanity. His right arm was around Kate, who was sitting
close beside him.
Jeremy Redthorn's brush with death
had freed him of the fear of being used up, worn out, a human body too frail a
vessel to bear all the forces that a god pours into it. It seemed to him now
that that view was based on an essential fallacy. Humans were stronger than
they looked or felt, and the gods with their Faces, however powerful, were only
human creations. Eventually the human body that he still shared with Apollo
would die—but Apollo would not be anxious to discard him when he
tired and aged. Apollo, as long as he remained Jeremy Redthorn's partner, could
want nothing that Jeremy Redthorn did not want.
Hephaestus produced what actually
looked like a guilty blush. "Damn it, Jer, we didn't want it to work out like this—we hoped you could
get a couple Arrows into Hades, kill him dead. But you never know what'll
happen in a fight, so Katy and I thought we better work on the house here, and
we got this little business ready, with the trapdoor and the walls and so on.
Just in case."
"Might've told me."
"Meant to tell you, damn it! But by the time I got in touch with
Kate and we settled what kind of plan would have the best chance, you'd already
gone rushin' off to fight. Damn, boy! For someone who didn't want to join the
army ..."
"I did manage to whisper in your ear," said Katy, almost whispering
again. Suddenly her lips were once more very close.
Arnobius could not be found
anywhere. Not even his body. But after those climactic landslides, a lot of
other people were missing, too.
Some of the Lugard reinforcements
had eventually arrived. Lord John had come through the battle alive and despite
his injuries and weariness was now directing the search for his brother's
body.
It appeared that the Lugards would
now have at least nominal control over the new ruin atop the Mountain and of the
supposedly important Oracle as well.
But, Jeremy thought, everyone who
came to the Cave, whatever happened to its Oracle, would have to realize that
both Cave and Mountain had now come under Apollo's control.
This might be an excellent time,
Apollo's thought suggested, for a Council of Gods to be convened, to debate the
future of the world—excluding, of course, those deities who
wanted to destroy it or preserve it as their private plaything. Other Faces,
other gods, must now be abroad in the world again, and there must be some way
of making contact with them. But that could wait a little while.
"If Zeus himself shows up to
dispute the matter with me, to put in some kind of a claim about Olympus—well,
we'll see. But I'm not going to argue with a tree stump. Anyway, the point is
that an end is now decreed to human sacrifice upon these premises—anywhere on
the Mountain. Apollo will not have that."
"What manner of worship would
my lord prefer?" This was Katy, putting on a face of what looked almost
like innocent humility.
Jeremy smiled, but very faintly.
"I want no one to worship me." (And he wondered privately just what
the Gatekeeper had meant when he told the Lord Apollo: "I made you.")
"A god who wants no servants!
Well! But I expect many a spotless animal will be sacrificed in your name,
here in the Cave and elsewhere. Folk want to worship someone—or
something."
"If killing animals makes them
feel better, let them. At least they'll have some meat—Kate?"
"Yes?"
"What I really wish is that you
and I could go and live on our own farm somewhere—even growing
grapes. Or be Honeymakers, maybe."
Katy nodded her head, very slowly.
Obviously humoring him. And with a sigh he had to admit that she was right.
The possibilities arising from such intimate union
with a god range far beyond anything conceivable by ordinary human imagination.
All the doors to the great universe would be open to
you, if you dared to use them. You would be no longer merely human.
"Merely?"
Once incorporate a fragment of divinity within
yourself, and there may be no way to ever get rid of it again.
"But maybe there's a fragment
already there, in all of us. And anyway, who would want to get rid of it?"