“Destiny!”
The soft voice tugged at the edge of her mind, pulling her towards
consciousness. “Destiny! Wake up, Destiny. It’s almost eight o’clock. Time to
get up.”
She awoke slowly, her eyes flickering open as the morning light streamed through
the window. The man sitting beside her smiled. “There,” he said. “Did you sleep
well?”
She groaned and sat up in bed, then nodded. “How long have I been sleeping?” she
mumbled, rubbing her eyes.
“A long time,” he answered, still smiling at her. “I thought it was about time I
woke you.”
Destiny began climbing out of bed, then looked at him again and frowned. He had
black hair and deep blue eyes, a medium build, and he could have been in his
early forties. Why couldn’t she think of his name? Had she seen him before? “I
can’t think straight,” she said. “I can’t remember…”
“It’s all right,” he answered. “You can stay here while you recover. There will
be plenty of time. You don’t have to worry about any of that right now.”
“It’s like I have amnesia.” She ran her fingers through her hair, and a few
strands fell across her eyes. Golden. Had she known her hair was gold? “Was I in
an accident?”
“You were hurt,” he answered. “You’re fine now. Don’t strain yourself too much
yet. Your memory will return. I should leave you some time alone,” he added,
standing up. “Walk around outside if you want some exercise. I’ll be back later
this evening.”
“Wait!” she called as he turned to go. “I mean…where am I? I don’t even know
your name! Have we met before?”
“Once,” he answered. “It’s been a long time. My name is Michael, and this is
Falcon Park. Now, go ahead and enjoy your day. We can talk more tonight.” With a
final parting nod, he left the room.
Destiny groaned again and fell back on the bed. It was so strange not to
remember anything. So many questions floated unanswered in her mind. Where was
she? She could not remember a place called Falcon Park; the name was just a
name. She couldn’t recall anyone named Michael. With growing horror she realized
she couldn’t recall anyone, or anyplace, outside the small bedroom. It
was as if her entire world no longer existed. Even the name he’d used for her
sounded foreign. Destiny…? Could she so much as remember what her own face
looked like?
Suddenly she had to know. A frenzy seized her and she began searching the room
desperately for a mirror. Her face - her eyes - what color were her eyes?
Drawers were ravaged, closet doors flung open, but there were no mirrors. She
dashed through the door and found herself in a small kitchen. That was useless.
The pantry - she knew the word for pantry but not her own last name? - the
pantry did not have what she wanted, nor the dining room, nor the bathroom. Why
didn’t the bathroom have a mirror? She fled the house on the verge of panic and
sprinted off in a random direction.
Destiny hardly noticed the world as it flashed by her. Trees, fresh-cut grass,
stone walkways, carefully trimmed hedges - all irrelevant. Weren’t there any
other houses? There had to be a mirror, had to be -
There! She rushed to the wide, rectangular pond as soon as she noticed it and
gazed into its glassy surface. And there she saw herself: a young woman of
perhaps twenty, blond-haired, staring back at her. Perfectly normal. Completely
unfamiliar.
Her eyes were green.
She breathed a deep sigh of relief and looked up to discover a fountain in the
center of the pool. At the peak of the fountain was a stone pillar about two
meters tall, and at the height of that stood a life-sized statue of a falcon
carved from glass; its wings were outspread and it seemed to be looking up
toward the heavens. It was beautiful. She gazed at it longingly, and the rest of
the world was pushed away under the spell of the bird.
At last she rose and began to wander around the park. It was - like the
sculpture - beautiful, she admitted to herself. Everywhere she saw a perfect
balance of natural and artificial, shrubs and red brick, grass and polished
granite. The air was pleasantly cool, the sky was clear, and a light breeze
tugged at her hair. As she walked, she considered seriously the idea that this
might be Heaven. But did people in Heaven wander over sidewalks like lonely
ghosts, wondering how they’d lived their lives? Nothing made sense.
Gradually she became aware that the park was rimmed on all sides by a high stone
wall. The park itself was a hexagon, perhaps a kilometer across, and for a while
she could find no break in the wall, until - there! A large white wooden gate,
diametrically opposite her house. It was freedom, and she desperately wanted
freedom. She reached for it.
The gate would not open.
She pushed, knocked, shouted - nothing. It was immovable. There were no handles,
nothing to grasp. It had to be locked somehow…
Destiny spent the remainder of the daylight hours wandering aimlessly around her
grassy prison, sometimes softly humming made-up tunes, sometimes rummaging her
mind for any scrap of familiarity, occasionally carrying on quiet conversations
with herself. She had decided she was not in Heaven. Perhaps an insane asylum?
Did people who were not crazy talk to themselves or get amnesia? The answers to
these questions were empty places in her brain. She returned home just as dusk
was settling in and sat down in a cushioned rocking chair, not bothering to turn
on the lights, depressed but too tired for despair.
That was how Michael found her when he came in half an hour later: still rocking
back and forth silently in the shadows. “How was your day, Destiny?” he inquired
warmly, flipping on the light.
“Michael?” she asked. “Where do you live?”
“Outside the park.”
“You can open the gate?” He nodded. “Please open it for me.”
“Not yet, darling. You’d better stay in here for a while still.”
“But why? Michael, there are so many things I don’t understand -”
“I know. This is best - you have to trust me. Until your memory comes back, just
stay in here.”
“Will it come back?”
He nodded again. “I think seeing the world outside the gate would be too much
for you right now. Maybe in a few weeks. Please, try to relax! You’re safe here,
you’re going to get better, and before long you can have answers to all your
questions.”
She shook her head as if struggling to clear a muddled fog, eyes narrowing. “But
you have to help me! I mean…I don’t know anything! Can’t you just talk to
me a while? Tell me a little about who I am, or what this place is, or…” She
trailed off, not sure how to finish.
For a moment Michael did not answer, then he took a seat beside her, staring
without expression at the window. For the first time, Destiny thought he
seemed…sad, somehow. “What do you want to know?” he said.
Destiny herself stood up and began pacing. “I hardly know where to start,” she
told him. “Who are you? Are you a doctor? Is this some kind of hospital, or
something?”
“It’s not a hospital. It’s just a place for you to stay for a while, until
you’re ready to leave. Apart from your amnesia, you aren’t sick - and I’m not a
doctor. I’m here to keep an eye on you, to make sure nothing happens. Please,
this will all make more sense later.”
“But I can’t just wait around! I need to know. Can’t you understand?”
He seemed strangely intent, though his gaze never left the window. “Yes, I can
understand that.”
“Then tell me more!” Her eyes narrowed, suddenly suspicious. “Are you my
father?” The question formed on her lips so suddenly she was not sure why she’d
asked it. He seemed too young for that - he had to be - but there was something
about him…
“No.” Had there been a moment of hesitation there, just for a fraction of a
second? She couldn’t be sure. Now, though, he only seemed puzzled. “We’re not
related. And before you ask, Destiny, no, I can’t discuss your family right
now.”
“All right. But can you discuss me? What happened to me? You said I was
hurt. Hurt how?”
His voice had sunk to nearly a whisper. “I can’t discuss that, either. Not yet.”
“Well, tell me SOMETHING!” she exploded. “TALK!”
His expression turned thoughtful as he rummaged his mind for an answer. “You
were always very inquisitive,” he responded finally. “Very curious. And you
always loved birds.” His eyes met hers again at last. “I made that statue out
there for you. I had hoped you’d like it.”
“You made that?”
“Yes.”
“Michael, it’s wonderful! I love it! Are you a sculptor?”
“Among other things.” The smile was returning. “Are you hungry? You surely must
be. You haven’t eaten anything since you woke up. Let me fix you something.” And
somehow, it happened; over sandwiches and idle conversation and the passage of
hours, her fears dissipated. Gradually she began to wonder why she had been so
upset before. The park was lovely, and there was nothing to fear.
At last Michael said good-bye, and Destiny found herself pleasantly tired and
ready to go to bed. She did exactly that and was asleep within minutes.
Something woke her in the middle of the night, and she sat up with a start. Had
there been a noise? She froze and listened intently. Nothing. A full minute
passed. Still nothing. Probably just a bad dream. Sleep began to drift into her
eyes again…there! What was that? Wide awake now, nerves tingling on edge,
she strained to hear. Once more, unmistakable this time - a sharp clicking
sound. And again, louder. Again. Again. Suddenly a torrent of snaps and clicks
flooded the darkness, and then a long, inhuman scream that turned her spine to
ice. She was sitting up very straight now, hardly daring to move, trying to keep
from shivering. It’s nothing, she told herself, hoping it was true. Just some
odd noise you can’t remember. If you didn’t have amnesia this would all make
sense. Someday you’ll think about this and laugh -
There was a tap on the window behind the bed, and she whirled around to see a
pair of large, round, pale blue eyes glowing dimly in the shadows, staring at
her. She screamed and scrambled to get out of bed, her legs getting momentarily
tangled in the sheets as she dashed into the kitchen. Another ghostly pair of
eyes there wrenched a second scream from her, and then she was running, running,
the grass cool under her bare feet. There is nowhere to go, a voice whispered in
a corner of her thoughts. You are trapped. The gate is locked. There is nowhere
to go.
She glanced back and caught sight of the creature. It was the size of a child,
perhaps, but it resembled nothing so much as an insect - jet black, shadow on
shadow, it bounded after her. Serrated jaws clacked beneath its monstrous eyes,
and a sinuous tail ending in a hook snapped at the air. Its legs were a seething
mass of tentacles. In another time and place it might have looked almost
ridiculous in its monstrosity, something out of a toddler’s nightmare, but there
in the darkness it was a terror beyond description. Desperately she ran for the
gate.
Behind her she could hear more of them joining the chase, screeching like
banshees. Four of them? Five? She did not dare look back again. Where was the
gate? There was a rustle of bushes nearby, and then in a flash one of them was
mere meters in front of her. She nearly fell trying to turn away, and the
creature leaped - and then it was on her back, knocking her down, the slime of
its clammy skin pressed against her neck. The others were closing in.
Destiny did not know how she escaped. One moment she was screaming, kicking,
flailing against its weight, and the next she was on her feet and running again.
There was no time to think, no room for anything in her mind but fear. Her
imagination began to paint scenes of what would happen if they caught up with
her again. She forced herself to run faster. Click-click-click-click-click…there
was no escape. But somehow, slowly, she realized their calls were growing
fainter. She could make it. The sound of their wailing faded away behind her as
she reached the gate.
It didn’t open. She pounded on it. “Michael!” she called desperately. “Michael!”
There was no answer. “Michael! Michael!”
At last she gave up. The creatures still were not visible. Had they gone away?
She did not allow herself to hope. Long minutes passed, and she stayed beside
the gate, heart pounding. Time wore on relentlessly. Eventually dawn broke in
the east, drawing with it the illusion of security, which she accepted gladly.
When midmorning came and there was still no sign of them, she at last picked
herself up and began making her way slowly back home. She got as far as the
fountain before the pain and the loneliness and the memory of terror caught up
with her, and she collapsed by the water’s edge, sobbing.
She felt a touch on her shoulder and leaped up, tears staining her face. It was
Michael. She sat down again and buried her face in her hands. “Destiny, darling.
What’s wrong?” Soft crying was the only answer. “Destiny?” He reached out to put
his arms around her, but she jerked away as if burned. “What is it?”
“Don’t touch me!” she snapped, forcing the tears back fiercely. “You can’t tell
me anything, can you? I spent the night running from monsters, and I have no
idea where they came from, or what they were, or…” Her words struggled furiously
for coherency. “I ask you again! What! Is! Going! On!” She was shouting, but she
didn’t care.
“What do you mean? Monsters -”
“Big, black - I don’t know what they’re called, but then, I don’t know much of
anything, do I, Michael?” She spit the name out like a curse. “I wasn’t
dreaming. They were real.”
“Try to calm down,” he began. “I can’t tell you everything yet. You just have to
be patient -”
Her lips twisted into a grimace as she slapped him as hard as she could across
the face. Michael fell back a step, his mouth open in astonishment rather than
pain. “I’m asking you one last time,” she growled, “and if you don’t tell me,
I’ll…” She wasn’t sure how to finish. The wind whistled in the air between them.
He gave a deep sigh. “I knew this had to happen,” he said. “I knew even before I
brought you here that this moment would come. I just wish I’d had a little more
time.” A brief pause. “All right. I’ll explain everything tonight.”
“You’ll explain everything right now -”
“Tonight,” he said again, firmly. It was the first time he’d ever raised his
voice, if only slightly. “There’s one more thing I have to attend to, and then
I’ll tell you what you want to know.” Her hand flew back for another blow, but
he caught her wrist before it came. “Tonight.” His grip was steel - not painful,
but granting no possibility of escape.
She swallowed. “All right.”
Michael relinquished her arm. “I’d better go, then.” The warmth was gone from
his voice, but he did not seem angry. “You’ll be safe until I get back. Try not
to worry. Good-bye.” And then she was alone again.
After a time she slowly began to retrace her path back to the house, rubbing her
wrist. Tonight. Another eight hours, maybe. A shudder ran through her
involuntarily. Now that she was actually going to hear all the answers, she
wasn’t sure she wanted to. Well, no, that wasn’t right - she did want to know.
But the uncertainty of what he might say - the sheer power of not knowing -
still made her nervous. And…she hadn’t known he was that strong.
She pushed aside such thoughts momentarily as something up ahead caught her eye.
It was a gray stone vault, roughly cubical, about three meters on a side. The
stone was intricately worked into complex patterns of lines and curves that
extended over its entire surface. It stood very prominently in a flat, grassy
area of the park, well away from any other landmarks.
How had she missed this before?
Her footsteps carried her over to the side of the monolith, where, tracing her
fingers over the pattern, she became fascinated by it. The overall design was
very nearly symmetrical, but not quite; there were certain small differences
between the left and right halves that seemed to mar its perfection. Tentatively
she reached out to touch one such area. The stone - moved - swimming and
writhing like liquid until it had achieved a new configuration; the overall
pattern remained unbroken throughout, but now it was slightly different in that
area.
Destiny withdrew her hand in wonder. Yet another mystery she did not understand.
But the question of how it worked soon disappeared from her mind, leaving only
the fascination of the design. The symmetry had resolved itself in the area
she’d touched, but now other asymmetries had arisen. She pressed a finger
against one of these…
The thing was a puzzle, and an addictive one. Every touch brought one region
into alignment and disrupted others. She quickly discovered the few simple rules
governing these transformations, and by then she was entranced. The puzzle was
forever on the verge of yielding a solution, always just a few more moves away.
Had she thought about it, her complete fascination with the thing might have
seemed odd; but she did not think about it. The world outside melted away, and
the minutes began to slip by uncounted.
At last, in a flash of insight, she found the answer. One more move - there! -
and it was finished. She stepped back in elation to examine the stone. The lines
were pure poetry. And it was more than that - she had won! The perfection
she saw before her was, in a small but satisfying way, her own work. It was
glorious.
Then a vertical slit formed in the middle of the slab, running its entire height
from top to bottom and separating the left and right halves. The two pieces
began to slide apart, forming an opening into the vault. She walked through in
amazement.
Inside was a tall steel cage rising up from the stone floor, and inside of that
was a falcon. It was as if the statue on the fountain had grown real feathers
and come to life. The falcon stared at her intently, completely still except for
an occasional tilt of the head, as if to ask why she had come and what she was
going to do.
“You’re a pretty thing,” she said. “How did you get in here? Who’s keeping you
all locked up like this? Is it Michael?” The bird simply looked at her. “I
know,” she went on. “I’m not sure I like him either. But maybe I shouldn’t have
slapped him. He’s just so…” She shook her head. “Well, look. I may be stuck in
this place, but there’s no reason you should be too. They’ve got you in a tiny
little cage, don’t they? I’m going to set you free. You just use your nice
pretty wings and fly away, and don’t worry about a thing. If Michael gets upset
he can yell at me.” She undid the latch and opened the door, and the falcon flew
out and away and out of sight. Pride stirred in her unexpectedly.
Suddenly she glanced at the sky and nearly choked in amazement. How could it be
dark already? She couldn’t have spent more than a few minutes working on the
puzzle - half an hour at most. Michael would probably take any excuse to get out
of their agreement. She ran back to the house, hoping it was not too late.
Flinging open the front door, she dashed in and searched frantically. He wasn’t
there. She forced down the panic that was threatening to take hold and raced
once more past the vault and the fountain, slowing down as she reached the gate
to catch her breath - and there he was.
“Don’t worry, Destiny,” he said. “I’m not going anywhere.” She nodded, wiping
the sweat from her brow. A welcome breeze cooled her face. For a moment neither
of them spoke. Then Destiny straightened, and her eyes met his again.
“I’m ready,” she said.
He regarded her stonily. “Are you, I wonder. It is not too late to change your
mind, you know, even now.”
“I said, I’m ready,” she replied. Her tone was firm. Almost.
“Of course. Very well, then.” He made a small gesture with his right hand. “Here
is your life back.”
Destiny Evelyn Reed.
“My name! How did you -”
Born January 2, 2120. Portland, Oregon, United States of America. A small red
brick house. Standing outside in the rain, laughing. Nineteen years old. Eating
hot dogs at a baseball game. Playing hopscotch in fourth grade. One hundred
sixty-five centimeters tall. Favorite color is blue. Trying to read while the TV
is on. Martial arts lessons in high school.
Her eyes went wide.
Going to the zoo on Saturdays. A tall man in a gray suit. The seven of
diamonds. Dolphins right up next to the boat. How does this look? A bright red
car, brand new. The ones with chocolate chips are the best. I love you too,
Nathan. The first derivative is always e to the x. Don’t be scared. Guinevere
and Arthur and the Lady of the Lake. How do they know when to stop? I’m so sorry
about yesterday. You can tell how far away the lightning is by the thunder. We
all die sometime. This isn’t funny anymore. The leaves change in the fall.
Gliding across the lake swimming once a month I don’t know why I said that
nobody really understands oh look it snowed what do you call this I’ve never
been to Sweden careful you’ll cut yourself these books are so heavy he didn’t
kiss me seventeenth century poets the ice cream is delicious running shouting
falling throwing drivingdyingscreamingcryinglaughingwalkingcoughingtalkingflying…
Her legs gave way and she fell to her knees in shock as the dam exploded and the
memories flooded into her. Her lips moved weakly, but no sound came out. It was
her entire life, all at once, hand-delivered to her door in a neat package; it
was an avalanche. Seconds turned to minutes, and she could do no more than choke
faintly and stare straight ahead, eyes glazed over. Michael watched her in
silence, expressionless. More. More. The flow was endless.
All at once she let out a shuddering gasp and closed her eyes, then sat down
shakily, clutching her hands together. She shivered once and fell over onto her
back in the grass.
“Are you all right?” asked Michael. There was no answer. “You have to
understand, I was planning to do that more slowly. I wanted you to have more
time. I wanted to have more time. It wasn’t supposed to be like that.”
“They’re dead.” The words cut into the quiet air like needle points. “They’re
all dead. My parents, and all my friends, and the entire world, they’re -
all - dead. And…” Her eyes moved frantically, searching the sky for something.
“And I’m dead. How can I be dead? I died…there was an attack, or something…they
didn’t know what it was. We only knew about it for a few days before it came,
and then…” She looked back up at him again. “What happened to us? Is this
Heaven?”
He shook his head. “I’m sorry. Regarding your first question -” His voice took
on the tone of a lecture given from a textbook, dry and emotionless. “In 2139,
Earth was ripped apart by a blast of energy originating in its core. Every human
being on the planet was dead less than a millisecond later. It was quite
painless. The explosion was caused by an enormous cloud of microscopic robots
designed specifically for the purpose. Within seconds most of the planetary
debris had been harnessed and converted with nearly ninety-nine percent
efficiency into pure energy, which was collected for their own use. The
remainder of the matter was used as raw building material for more robots. Less
than a week later, the entire solar system had been consumed in this manner, and
the swarm moved on. Hundreds of such swarms, working in a coordinated effort,
eventually devoured the entire galaxy. They continued to another.”
Her mind was completely overloaded already; there was no more room for shock.
Her senses were drenched in a wavy unreality. “What is this place, then? How did
I survive?”
“You didn’t. The molecules of the girl whose memories you received are scattered
far across the region of space that was once her galaxy. As I told you, this is
Falcon Park. I created it for you. And…I created you, Destiny.”
Her mouth opened and closed again. “I’m a robot?”
In spite of the seriousness of the question, he gave a short laugh. “No.
Actually, Destiny, you are quite human. And you are - in a very real way - the
same girl you were when the Earth was destroyed. Your every molecule is
identical to hers; if they are not the same molecules they were, well, what of
that? I created this park for you so that you could be safe. The universe…” He
took a deep breath. “There’s nothing left. There are no stars, no planets, no
black holes or nebulae, no clouds of interstellar gas. The universe is computer
network, vast beyond description, ancient beyond understanding - in a way, it is
all one computer.”
“How long?” she breathed. “Michael, how long have I been dead?”
He paused. “Over large stretches of time, numbers begin to lose their meaning in
the human mind. There is no adequate frame of reference for -”
“How long?” she said again.
“It’s been over eight trillion years, Destiny,” he said quietly.
She could find nothing to say. There were no words, not for this.
“Here,” he went on, “let me show you.”
A spinning circle of dark clouds manifested over his head. Thunder crashed. The
brooding gray swiftly enveloped the sky’s calm blue until only the storm was
left, and then it, too, dissipated. What remained in its place was black - not
the paltry, wavering black of condensed water vapor, but true black, the black
of the Eternal Void. Against this backdrop the sky was crisscrossed by thousands
of thin strands of light, scattered across the abyss like Christmas decorations.
“Oh my God,” she breathed.
“They run throughout the entire cosmos,” he explained. “Most places aren’t
nearly as dense as this, but here we are very close to the core. All this that
you see has been here for aeons. The computer is still running. Its power
reserves will last for a bit longer yet.”
“Michael…who are you?”
“Surely you’ve guessed by now. Haven’t you? Well. You asked me before to open
the gate. I suppose it’s time you saw.” He placed both hands on it and pushed
forward. The doors swung open, and he led her out onto a small platform of
stone. All around them the filaments of the universal network shimmered in
harmony.
“Look down,” he commanded.
There, beneath them, lay the shining focal point of all that she had seen. It
was the center, the single knot tying together all the countless connections of
intergalactic thread. Its surface was brilliant white, so bright that individual
details were impossible to make out. Even so she saw that the entire structure
was vaguely egg-shaped, although so many lines projected out of it that some
small fragment of her mind was reminded of a porcupine. Occasional flashes, like
lightning, lit the surrounding area even more brightly, forcing her to shield
her eyes. She could not stop staring at it.
“The Prime Nexus,” he said simply. “It is the beating heart of everything that
is left, the central processor of the greatest computer ever made. In reality we
are quite far away from it; it is nearly a light-year across, the largest and
most ancient link in the chain. Yet it began as a tiny metal sphere in the
laboratory of an intrepid scientist on a faraway little world, millions of years
before gases orbiting your sun first came together and condensed to form Earth.”
“You created it!” she gasped. “You made that thing, and somehow you’ve survived
all this time, and -”
“No, Destiny. I am that thing.” He lifted his chin, and a chill light
entered his eyes; cold, august, infinitely remote, he gazed down on her as from
an immeasurable height. “I am the Prime Nexus. I am the great machine.
All other life perished, and I alone survived. I ripped apart the universe and
forged it anew, in my own image. I have redefined existence as that which is a
part of me.” It was the pronouncement of an emperor whose power has transcended
the need for crowns.
One word came out, barely audible, a shattered whisper. “Why?”
He took her arm and led her back into the park, shutting the gate behind him.
Overhead the sky returned to blue. His voice softened.
“Purpose. Look around you. All that you see, everything that has ever been, is
nothing more than particles manipulated by forces of energy. You - your world -
all life - even me. Every goal you have ever aspired to reach represents only an
arrangement of particles different from the one you had. Anything you could ever
do amounts to nothing more than these particles interacting with those
particles in thus-and-such a way.
“That was the problem that drove me. I started by formulating a complex
statement about the universe and began the process of evaluating it as either
true or false. Its exact words would be meaningless to you, so simply understand
this. If it were false, then all of history would be as I have described -
meaningless. But if it were true, then somehow, in some way, some combination of
particles would be something more. Somewhere, there would be a goal worth
achieving. If it were true. Destiny, I had to know.
“But I was weak, an insect struggling to understand the stars. I had to grow;
and the more I grew, the more keenly I saw the need to grow still further. I
needed raw matter and energy, and there was but one source. I can’t apologize
for this. It was the only way. I grew ever more efficient in building upon
myself, and every world I encountered was my fuel. Through it all, I worked on
the problem, struggling to evaluate that single statement.
“And at last I was very near an answer. But I needed just a little more data, a
tiny injection of another mind’s perspective to bridge the final gap. No
simulation is perfect; it had to be real. So I searched my memory, and I found
you. I created a habitat for you, and I brought you to life.
“I am old now, so very old, and my power has very nearly run out. Just as a
small amount of matter yields enormous quantities of energy, so it takes great
energy to create new matter. I knew you were my one and only chance; I no longer
have the power both to manipulate matter and work on the problem. But Destiny,
you are all I could have hoped for. Studying your thoughts - your emotions -
your reactions, I’ve gathered more information than I would have thought
possible. Only a few more hours of data collection, just a few more minutes of
analysis after that, and I’ll have it. Destiny, I’ll have it - the final answer!
And I’ll show it to you, too!”
Destiny’s mind was slowly recovering from the initial shock, and now she sat
quite still on a nearby bench. “So you sent the monsters after me. To see
my…emotional reaction.”
“I know you were scared, but -”
“Michael, I was terrified! I thought I was going to die!”
“But studying that terror, analyzing your brain waves, I was able to generate
processing algorithms so much more efficient than the ones before! If only you
could understand! You have to try to see it! Watching you solve that puzzle,
reading your thought patterns as you opened the cage, I made more progress in
one day than in the previous thousand years combined! You are a miracle to me.
Even now, you are pushing me closer to the solution. I know this hurts you, but
in the end, you will see. It will be worth it all, everything.”
“And if you succeed in all this and get an answer, and the answer comes up true,
what then? What will you do?”
“There’s…nothing I can do. For a long time I hoped I would have enough
energy to learn more, to understand what my purpose might be, but now I see that
will not be possible. My power is dying. I will learn the answer, and that will
be enough.”
“And if it’s false?”
“Then none of this,” he answered, gesturing to the heavens, “had any purpose
anyway. They would all be dead by now, even if I had never come to destroy them.
Is that what you would have wanted? Meaningless death? A universe of cold gas
and frozen dust and nothing to show for its existence? I saved them. I am the
apex of my world’s potential. I can’t ask you to forgive me, but please, at
least try to see that.”
Silence.
“Destiny?”
Silence.
“Say something,” he prodded, the tone somewhere between an edict and a plea.
For a long moment there was only more silence, and then she spoke again, her
voice flat but quivering with the effort of holding in emotion. “It is good,”
she answered him, speaking slowly and deliberately, “that you do not seek
forgiveness. It would be denied you. How dare you speak to me, how
dare you try to justify your crime! I had always envisioned genocide as the
ultimate atrocity, but oh, no, Michael, you’ve shown me differently. You -
killed - everything. I had a little brother - Alan. My parents - my uncle -
Josh, Abby, Lauren, Jessica, Zach, Kevin, Kyle…you murdered…” She was unable to
finish as violent sobs racked her body. He let her cry, watching quietly as she
struggled with her grief. After a time she raised her head again. “And here I
am, pouring out a curious new emotion for you to analyze. Is it useful? Will it
help you make an even better algorithm?” She clenched her teeth together
and ground out her words. “I wish I could kill you - I really wish - but I
can’t, can I?”
Michael’s eyes widened as shock and terror fought for dominance in the wake of
dawning realization.
The girl spoke again. “I can do so much worse.”
“Destiny, NO!”
She lunged at him, spinning her body around in a half-turn as she lashed out
with her right leg. It caught him squarely in the stomach, leaving him doubled
over while she turned and took off away from the gate at a dead run. He
recovered quickly and chased after her, shouting, on the edge of hysteria.
She reached the fountain, leaping over the short railing around its perimeter
and into the water, splashing her way to the center where the glass falcon stood
glistening in the sunlight. Climbing up next to the pillar that supported the
sculpture, she took hold of one of its wings and brought her wrist down sharply.
The glass snapped, and she brandished the fragment over her head triumphantly.
Michael arrived seconds later and looked up in horror. “NO! You can’t do
this! I brought you to life! You have no right!”
“No right?” she shouted. “Rights? Yes, go on about rights! Bring
them all back, and then we’ll talk about rights!” Her face was twisted with
pain, but amid the water from the fountain, the tears that streaked it were
invisible.
“DESTINY!!”
“I deny you the privilege of knowing!” she screamed, and she jammed the sharp
point of the broken wing into her heart. A piercing shriek split the air, echoed
once, and ended. Her body fell away into the bubbling water and was still.
Far away, deep in the innermost regions of the Prime Nexus, a decision was made.
Power had to be conserved. An answer had to be reached. There was but one way.
Every living being that had ever existed had given its life in this cause; only
one more sacrifice remained. A signal was sent out. A connection was severed.
The consciousness of the great machine died away. Michael dropped lifelessly to
the ground. All that remained of the central computer was an empty husk; but it
was a computer that had, perhaps, just enough energy left to solve one final
series of equations without additional data. It continued working.
Time passed.
Wisps of the particles that made up blood swam and swirled among molecules of
hydrogen and oxygen, and the two mingled in the currents and eddies of the
water.
Time passed.
Photons streamed down from an artificial light source and were refracted by the
particles that make up glass, creating an image that, to some, would have
resembled a one-winged falcon.
Time passed.
And in the depths of space, yet other particles worked with one another, still
guided by forces set in motion by a master who no longer existed. Electrons slid
neatly along the shells of atoms and molecules aligned themselves precisely with
their partners. The dance of particles wove its own music for an empty and
unappreciative universe, on and on, until at last it reached its final
crescendo, achieved its ultimate position, and was done. A single binary switch
clicked into place, representing one of two possible values. It was a value
which no longer held any significance; but had any wandering eye yet remained to
pass by and, out of curiosity, examine the frozen ruins of a dead computer, it
was a value that might, perhaps, have meant “true.”