'Spit and Vomit' by
Rhonda J. Jezek
She knew them when she saw them. It wasn’t just that their eyes were like smoldering coals, or that their bodies were like puppets; limp and dead or strung and tense. It was that they bore a mark. Not one you saw with your eyes, but one you felt. A shiver from the tips of your toes to the hairs on your head, a darkness.
It’s like
drowning through molasses to be around them..
Edlan sat on the bench with
a music box song going through her head, working at the loose string in her
sweater with an unconscious ferocity. She trembled, watching the people pass
by her on the street. Each had vacant faces, eyes that seemed to be glazed
over in the day-to-day passй routine of life.
Another plane with a banner
crossed over her head. Her eyes flickered up, and she flinched at seeing the
slogan the streamed behind it. STRENGTH TO GREGAN’S CITIZEN ARMY! The
Citizen’s Army was an organization of all the patriotic citizens in her
country. They rallied every night over their causes, igniting fires of passion
and rage. Only four years ago Medgan had been a beautiful city to live in.
Now, many of its windows were broken, glass spilling out onto the street.
People were routinely dragged, screaming, out of tired-looking homes. A daily
shipment of these ‘fugitives’ were stuffed into trains, if not beaten to death
on the spot, and not heard from again. Maichel Gregan didn’t target any
particular ethnic group, though the people of her religion tended to have hair
of dark purple and eyes the same. They were pagan, practitioners of magyck,
and they had been welcomed in Medgan for centuries before Gregan decided to
blame the country’s woes on them. They were an easy target; secretive and
powerful, inflicting ‘curses’ on the masses. It started slowly, laws
restricting their freedoms, speeches speaking against them, being forced to
close their shops. Then it went swiftly from badges worn in public to being
forced into trains. Many of the victims didn’t even practice magyck, they only
prayed to the ‘wrong’ deity.
Edlan noticed her shaking
hands and unraveled sweater, and worked a calming spell to relax her. It was a
simple spell, and quite inconspicuous. She was more at risk if people noticed
her open fear and tension. She was waiting on the park bench for her father,
he’d come to pick her up from school. He told her that morning that his
business associates may have found out he’d once married a magyck-practicer,
and it was no longer safe for them in Medgan. Edlan had gone to school as
usual, but at their house two bags were waiting, one for him and one for her.
He’d pick her up and they’d be gone.
Very few people knew that
she was very powerful in magyck, and those that did practiced it themselves.
Her father had taken her to her grandmother when she’d complained that certain
people frightened her, that they stood out to her and she didn’t know why. Her
grandmother explained to her that Edlan had sight for the Marked.
People who had
taken the life of another bore a destroyer’s Mark. Some were haunted and
tired, others were dark and tense. Edlan hadn’t seen a third type until a year
ago. They were tall and proud. They didn’t know they were Marked, but they
bore it with celebration anyhow. These were the ones in the Citizen’s Army
that took her people and slung them from trees, beat them with clubs, strew
their bodies with glass then stomped on them. The Citizen’s Army was getting
more and more creative.
And more and
more people bore the Mark.
That’s what
frightened Edlan. The city of Medgan had turned into a city of murderers. Not
quiet, sorrowful murderers, or secretive, morbid ones. But laughing, giddy
torturers. People light-hearted and happy. People who made killing part of
their routine with a smile or, almost worse, dull acceptance. Maichel Gregan’s
politics had taken a sweet and simple country and corrupted it in four short
years to one of wickedness.
And there were
so many people that bore the Mark.
Edlan began to
tremble again as two man, sharing a story sexual in nature, passed by her.
They were both Marked. A woman pushing a baby carriage lined in lace stopped
to pick a dandelion. She bore it. Edlan stared into her lap, hugging herself.
If she didn’t look up, after all, she wouldn’t see them.
Her eyes
itched. She wanted to take out the green contacts that covered her purple
eyes, but she knew that was a death sentence to do in public. She could only
sit and wait with the company of the music box. Sit, wait, and pretend her
father wasn’t late. Very late. Pretend the sun wasn’t going down.
She heard a
window shatter, and looked up. A bookstore was being vandalized. A shelf of
books had been pushed out the display window. As she watched, Marked people
began streaming through the crowd, running to the newest bit of violence. The
bookkeeper was taken outside. Edlan heard calling and shouting but she
couldn’t understand what the crime was. A man picked up a book, set it on
fire, then threw it back in the store. A tiny lick of it went up an old, dry
bookcase. Edlan looked away, gritting her teeth. She longed to help, but there
wasn’t anything she could do. Her fingernails dug into her shoulders until one
drew blood, and Edlan played the music box in her head.
Someone began
to cry and she looked back up. She could see a woman, perhaps the bookkeeper’s
wife, being made to dance over the broken glass. She whimpered at the pain,
openly sobbing, and the crowd jeered at her. Her feet left footprints of
blood, and she was cast in red by the setting sun and flames. Edlan watched
grimly, taking note as a man reached out and tore at her skirt. Then another.
And another. Till her clothes were in shreds. People flocked at her and began
ripping at her clothing. Edlan could stand it no more, the shrieks of the
woman broke her music box rhythm and Edlan began to chant. There was a
confused cry from the mob as they all milled about, looking for their victims.
Edlan could see two young boys worm their way from the crowd, tired and
frightened. They caught sight of each other and flew into one another’s arms.
Edlan watched as they cooed and stroked each other’s hair, then raced down the
street. Before they were out of sight the spell wore off, but no one saw. The
store was enveloped in flames, now, and the people in the apartments above it
began to carry their more prized possessions down into the street. Someone
shouted out “Mag! A Mag! She chanted, that Mag over there chanted!” Edlan
realized that she was the one who the crowd was turning to face, and jumped
off the bench. She got no further than a few feet before the crowd caught her.
She played the music box in her head, and closed her eyes.
Even when they
took out their knives, she didn’t feel it.