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"Could I Be Your
Girl"
Written by Jann Arden
Richards Copyright © 1994 Polygram Songs, Inc. and Girl On The Moon Music
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AUTHOR'S
NOTES
A Thin Dark Line
takes place in a setting my longtime readers know is a favorite of
mine—Louisiana's French Triangle. It is a place like no other in this
country—ecologically, sociologically, culturally, linguistically. I have
done my best to bring some of the rich flavor of the region to you, in part with
the occasional use of Cajun French, a patois as unique to Louisiana as gumbo.
You will find a glossary for these words and phrases in the back of the book. My
sources include A Dictionary of the Cajun Language by Rev. Msgr. Jules O.
Daigle and Conversational Cajun French by Randall P. Whatley and Harry
Jannise.
My sincere thanks and
appreciation to Sheriff Charles A. Fuselier of St. Martin Parish, Louisiana, for
your generosity with both your time and your knowledge; for giving me the real
tour of bayou country and a lesson in Lou'siana politics. The stories were
great, the food was even better. Merci! Thanks also to Deputy Barry
Reburn, my in-family consultant on police procedure. Any mistakes made or
liberties taken in the name of fiction are my
own.
Thanks to Kathryn Moe,
Coldwell Banker Real Estate, Rochester, Minnesota, for unwittingly planting the
seed of a gruesome idea when you offered to wait for the furnace inspection guy.
Hope it doesn't give you nightmares. And thanks once again to Diva Dreyer for
the trauma lingo.
Thank you, Rat
Boy, wherever you are.
And
finally, my most special thanks to Dan for never minding that I'm always on
deadline.
Hide
your heart under the bed and lock your secret drawer. Wash the angels from your
head, won't need them anymore. Love is a demon and you're the one he's coming
for. Oh my
Lord.
— "Could
I Be Your Girl" Jann Arden Richards
PROLOGUE
"Red is the color of
violent death. Red is the color of strong feelings—love, passion,
greed, anger, hatred. Emotions—better not to have them. Luckier not
to have them. Love, Passion, Greed, Anger,
Hatred.
The feelings pull
one another in a circle. Faster, harder, blurring into violence. I had no power
over it. Love, Passion, Greed, Anger, Hatred. The words pulsed in my head every
time I plunged the knife into her
body.
Hatred, Anger,
Greed, Passion, Love, The line between them is thin and red.
"
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Her body lay
on the floor. Her slender arms outflung, palms up. Death. Cold and brutal,
strangely intimate.
The
people rose in unison as the judge emerged from his chambers. The Honorable
Franklin Monahan. The figurehead of justice. The decision would be
his.
Black pools of
blood in the silver moonlight. Her life drained from her to puddle on the hard
cypress floor.
Richard
Kudrow, the defense attorney. Thin, gray, and stoop-shouldered, as if the fervor
for justice had burned away all excess within him and had begun to consume
muscle mass. Sharp eyes and the strength of his voice belied the image of
frailty.
Her naked body
inscribed with the point of a knife. A work of violent
art.
Smith Pritchett,
the district attorney. Sturdy and aristocratic. The gold of his cuff links
catching the light as he raised his hands in
supplication.
Cries for
mercy smothered by the cold shadow of
death.
Chaos and
outrage rolled through the crowd in a wave of sound as Monahan pronounced his
ruling. The small amethyst ring had not been listed on the search warrant of the
defendant's home and was, therefore, beyond the scope of the warrant and not
legally subject to
seizure.
Pamela Bichon,
thirty-seven, separated, mother of a nine-year-old girl. Brutally murdered.
Eviscerated. Her naked body found in a vacant house on Pony Bayou, spikes driven
through the palms of her hands into the wood floor; her sightless eyes staring
up at nothing through the slits of a feather Mardi Gras
mask.
Case
dismissed.
The crowd
spilled from the Partout Parish Courthouse, past the thick Doric columns and
down the broad steps, a buzzing swarm of humanity centering on the key figures
of the drama that had played out in Judge Monahan's courtroom. Smith Pritchett
focused his narrow gaze on the navy blue Lincoln that awaited him at the curb
and snapped off a staccato line of "no comments" to the frenzied press. Richard
Kudrow, however, stopped his descent dead center on the
steps.
Trouble was the
word that came immediately to Annie Broussard as the press began to circle the
defense attorney and his client. Like every other deputy in the sheriff's
office, she had hoped against hope that Kudrow would fail in his attempt to get
the ring thrown out as evidence. They had all hoped Smith Pritchett would be the
one crowing on the courthouse
steps.
Sergeant Hooker's voice
crackled over the portable radio. "Savoy, Mullen, Prejean, Broussard, move in
front of those goddamn reporters. Establish some distance between the crowd and
Kudrow and Renard before this turns into a goddamn cluster fuck.
"
Annie edged her way between
bodies, her hand resting on the butt of her baton, her eyes on Marcus Renard as
Kudrow began to speak. He stood beside his attorney, looking uncomfortable with
the attention being focused on him. He wasn't a man to draw notice. Quiet,
unassuming, an architect in the firm of Bowen & Briggs. Not ugly, not
handsome. Thinning brown hair neatly combed and hazel eyes that seemed a little
too big for their sockets. He stood with his shoulders stooped and his chest
sunken, a younger shadow of his attorney. His mother stood on the step above
him, a thin woman with a startled expression and a mouth as tight and straight
as a hyphen.
"Some people will
call this ruling a travesty of justice," Kudrow said loudly. "The only travesty
of justice here has been perpetrated by the Partout Parish Sheriff's Department.
Their investigation of my client has been nothing short of harassment. Two prior
searches of Mr. Renard's home produced nothing that might tie him to the murder
of Pamela Bichon. "
"Are you
suggesting the sheriff's department manipulated evidence?" a reporter called
out.
"Mr. Renard has been the
victim of a narrow and fanatical investigation led by Detective Nick Fourcade.
Y'all are aware of Fourcade's record with the New Orleans Police Department, of
the reputation he brought with him to this parish. Detective Fourcade
allegedly found that ring in my client's home. Draw your own conclusions.
"
As she elbowed past a
television cameraman, Annie could see Fourcade turning around, half a dozen
steps down from Kudrow. The cameras focused on him hastily. His expression was a
stone mask, his eyes hidden by a pair of mirrored sunglasses. A cigarette
smoldered between his lips. His temper was a thing of legend. Rumors abounded
throughout the department that he was not quite
sane.
He said nothing in answer
to Kudrow's insinuation, and yet the air between them seemed to thicken.
Anticipation held the crowd's breath. Fourcade pulled the cigarette from his
mouth and flung it down, exhaling smoke through his nostrils. Annie took a half
step toward Kudrow, her fingers curling around the grip of her baton. In the
next heartbeat Fourcade was bounding up the steps—straight at Renard,
shouting, "NO!"
"He'll kill him!"
someone shrieked.
"Fourcade!"
Hooker's voice boomed as the fat sergeant lunged after him, grabbing at and
missing the back of his
shirt.
"You killed her! You
killed my baby girl!"
The
anguished shouts tore from the throat of Hunter Davidson, Pamela Bichon's
father, as he hurled himself down the steps at Renard, his eyes rolling, one arm
swinging wildly, the other hand clutching a
.45.
Fourcade knocked Renard
aside with a beefy shoulder, grabbed Davidson's wrist, and shoved it skyward as
the. 45 barked out a shot and screams went up all around. Annie hit Davidson
from the right side, her much smaller body colliding with his just as Fourcade
threw his weight against the man from the left. Davidson's knees buckled and
they all went down in a tangle of arms and legs, grunting and shouting, bouncing
hard down the steps, Annie at the bottom of the heap. Her breath was pounded out
of her as she hit the concrete steps with four hundred pounds of men on top of
her.
"He killed her!" Hunter
Davidson sobbed, his big body going limp. "He butchered my
girl!"
Annie wriggled out from
under him and sat up, grimacing. All she could think was that no physical pain
could compare with what this man must have been
enduring.
Swiping back the
strands of dark hair that had pulled loose from her ponytail, she gingerly
brushed over the throbbing knot on the back of her head. Her fingertips came
away sticky with blood.
"Take
this, " Fourcade ordered in a low voice, thrusting Davidson's gun at Annie
butt-first. Frowning, he leaned down over Davidson and put a hand on the man's
shoulder even as Prejean snapped the cuffs on him. "I'm sorry," he murmured. "I
wish I coulda let you kill him.
"
Annie pushed to her feet and
tried to straighten the bulletproof vest she wore beneath her shirt. Hunter
Davidson was a good man. An honest, hardworking planter who had put his daughter
through college and walked her down the aisle the day she married Donnie Bichon.
Her murder had shattered him, and the subsequent lack of justice had driven him
to this desperate edge. And tonight Hunter Davidson would be the man sitting in
jail while Marcus Renard slept in his own
bed.
"Broussard!" Hooker snapped
irritably, suddenly looming over her, porcine and ugly. "Gimme that gun. Don't
just stand there gawking. Get down to that cruiser and open the goddamn doors.
"
"Yes, sir." Not quite steady on
her feet, she started around the back side of the
crowd.
With the danger past, the
press was in full cry again, more frenzied than before. Renard's entourage had
been hustled off the steps. The focus was on Davidson now. Cameramen jostled one
another for shots of the despondent father. Microphones were thrust at Smith
Pritchett.
"Will you file
charges, Mr. Pritchett?"
"Will
charges be filed, Mr.
Pritchett?"
"Mr. Pritchett, what
kind of charges will you
file?"
Pritchett glared at them.
"That remains to be seen. Please back away and let the officers do their job.
"
"Davidson couldn't get justice
in court, so he sought to take it himself. Do you feel responsible, Mr.
Pritchett?"
"We did the best we
could with the evidence we had.
"
"Tainted
evidence?"
"I didn't gather it,"
he snapped, starting back up the steps toward the courthouse, his face as pink
as a new sunburn.
Limping, Annie
descended the last of the steps and opened the back door of the blue and white
cruiser sitting at the curb. Fourcade escorted the sobbing Davidson to the car,
with Savoy and Hooker just behind them, and Mullen and Prejean flanking them.
The crowd rushed along behind them and beside them like guests at a wedding
seeing off the happy couple.
"You
gonna book him in, Fourcade?" Hooker asked as Davidson disappeared into the
backseat.
"The hell," Fourcade
growled, slamming the door. "He didn't commit the worst crime here today. Not
even if he'd'a killed the son of a bitch. Book him yourself.
"
The belligerence brought a rise
of color to Hooker's face, but he said nothing as Fourcade crossed the street to
a battered black Ford 4X4, climbed in, and drove off in the opposite direction
of the parish jail.
The sheriff
would chew his ass later, Annie thought as she headed for her own radio car. But
then a breach in procedure was the least of Fourcade's worries, and, if anything
Richard Kudrow had said was true, the least of his
sins.
2
He's guilty," Nick
declared. Ignoring the chair he had been offered, he prowled the cramped
confines of the sheriff's office, adrenaline burning inside him like a blue gas
flame.
"Then why don't we have
squat on him, Nick?"
Sheriff
August F. Noblier kept his seat behind his desk. Rawboned and rough-edged, he
was working hard to affect an air of calm and rationality, even though the
concepts seemed to bounce right off Fourcade. Gus Noblier had ruled Partout
Parish off and on for fifteen of his fifty-three years three consecutive terms,
one election lost to the vote hauling and assorted skullduggery of Duwayne
Kenner, then a fourth victory. He loved the job. He was good at the job. Only in
the last six months—since hiring Fourcade—had he found a sudden yen
for antacid tablets.
"We had the
damn ring," Fourcade snapped, slicking his black hair back with one
hand.
"You knew it wasn't on the
warrant. You had to know it'd get thrown out.
"
"No. I thought for once maybe
someone in the system would use some common sense. Mais sa c'est
fou!"
"It's not crazy," Gus
insisted, translating the Cajun French automatically. "We're talking about the
rules, Nick. The rules are there for a reason. Sometimes we gotta bend 'em.
Sometimes we gotta sneak around 'em. But we can't just pretend they're not
there."
"So what the hell were we
supposed to do?" Fourcade asked with stinging sarcasm and an exaggerated shrug.
"Leave the ring at Renard's house, come back, and try to get another warrant?
Can't use the 'plain view' argument to get the warrant. Hell, the ring wasn't in
plain sight. So then what? Track down some of Pam Bichon's family and play
Twenty Questions?"
He squeezed
his eyes shut and pressed his fingertips against his forehead. "I'm thinking of
something of Pam's that might be missing. Can y'all guess what that something
might be? Mais non, I can't just come right out and tell you. That would
be against the fucking
rules!"
"Goddammit,
Nick!"
Frustration pushed Gus to
his feet and flooded his face with unhealthy color. Even his scalp glowed pink
through the steel gray of his crew cut. He jammed his hands against his thick
waist and glared at Fourcade leaning across his desk. At six-three he had a
couple inches on the detective, but Fourcade was built like a light heavyweight
boxer—all power and muscle and 3 percent body
fat.
"And while we were all
chasing our tails, trying to follow the rules," Fourcade went on, "you don't
think Renard would be pitching that ring in the
bayou?"
"You could have left
Stokes there and come back. And why hadn't Renard pitched the ring already? We'd
been to his house
twice—"
"Third time's a
charm."
"He's smarter than
that."
Of all the things Nick had
expected Gus Noblier to say to him, to insinuate, he hadn't anticipated this. He
felt blind-sided, then foolish, then told himself it didn't matter. But it
did.
"You think I planted that
ring?" he asked in a voice gone dangerously
soft.
Gus blew a sigh between his
lips. His narrow eyes glanced a look off Nick's chin and ricocheted elsewhere.
"I didn't say that."
"You didn't
have to. Hell, you don't think I'm smarter than that? You don't think if
I knew what I was gonna find before I went there, I woulda had sense enough to
list the ring on the goddamn
warrant?"
The sheriff scowled,
accentuating the sagging lines of his big face. "I'm not the one who thinks
you're a rogue cop, Nick. That's Kudrow's game, and he's got the press playing
with him."
"And I'm supposed to
give a shit?"
"You, of all
people. This case has folks spooked. They're seeing killers in every shadow and
they want someone put
away."
"Renard—"
Gus
held a hand up. "Save your breath. We all want a conviction on this. I'm just
telling you how it can look. I'm just telling you how this thing can be twisted.
Kudrow plants enough doubt, we'll never get this creep. I'm telling you to mind
your manners."
Nick let out the
breath he'd been holding and turned away from the cluttered desk, resuming his
pacing with less energy. "I'm a detective, not a damn community relations
officer. I've got a job to
do."
"You can't just do it all
over Marcus Renard. Not now."
"So
I'm supposed to do what? Have a gypsy conjure me up some more suspects? Cast
suspicion on someone else, just to be fair? Buy into that bullshit theory this
murder is the work of a serial killer everybody knows got his ticket punched for
him four years ago?"
"You can't
keep leaning on Renard, Nick. Not without some solid evidence or a witness or
something. That's harassment, and he'll sue our asses eight ways from
Sunday."
"Oh, well, God forbid he
should sue us," Nick sneered. "A
murderer!"
"A citizen!" Gus
yelled, thumping the desktop between stacks of paperwork. "A citizen with rights
and a damn good lawyer to make sure we respect them. This ain't some lowlife
dirtbag you're dealing with here. He's an architect, for Christ's
sake."
"He's a
killer."
"Then you nail him and
you nail him by the book. I've got enough trouble in this parish with half the
people thinking the Bayou Strangler's been raised from the dead and half of them
spoiling for a lynching—Renard's, yours, mine. This fire's burning hot
enough, I don't need you throwing gasoline on it. You don't want to defy me on
this, Nick. I'm telling you right
now."
"Telling me what?" Nick
challenged. "To back off? Or you want me off the case altogether,
Gus?"
He waited impatiently for
Noblier's reply. It frightened him a little, how much it mattered. The first
murder he'd handled since leaving New Orleans and it had sucked him in, consumed
his life, consumed him. The Bichon murder had taken precedence over everything
else on his desk and in his head. Some would have called it an obsession. He
didn't think he had crossed that line, but then again maybe he was in the middle
of the deep woods seeing nothing but trees. It wouldn't have been the first
time.
His hands had curled into
fists at his sides. Holding on to the case. He couldn't make himself let
go.
"Keep a low profile, for
crying out loud," Gus said with resignation as he lowered himself into his
chair. "Let Stokes take a bigger part of the case. Don't get in Renard's
face."
"He killed her, Gus. He
wanted her and she didn't want him. So he stalked her. He terrorized her. He
kidnapped her. He tortured her. He killed
her."
Gus cupped his hands
together and held them up. "This is our evidence, Nick. Everybody in the state
of Lou'siana can know Marcus Renard did it, but if we don't get more than what
we've got now, he's a free
man."
"Merde," Nick
muttered. "Maybe I shoulda let Hunter Davidson shoot
him."
"Then it'd be Hunter
Davidson going on trial for
murder."
"Pritchett's filing
charges?"
"He doesn't have a
choice." Gus picked up an arrest report from his desk, glanced at it, and set it
aside. "Davidson tried to kill Renard in front of fifty witnesses. Let that be a
lesson to you if you're fixing to kill
someone."
"Can I
go?"
Gus gave him a long look.
"You're not fixing to kill someone, are you,
Nick?"
"I got work to
do."
Fourcade's expression was
inscrutable, his dark eyes unreadable. He slipped on his sunglasses. Gus's
stomach called loudly for Mylanta. He jabbed a finger at his detective. "You
keep that coonass temper in check, Fourcade. It's already landed your butt in
water hot enough to boil crawfish. Blaming the cops is in vogue these days. And
your name is on the tip of everyone's
tongue."
Annie loitered in
the open doorway to the briefing room, a leaking Baggie of melting ice cubes
pressed to the knot on the back of her head. She had changed out of her torn,
dirty uniform into the jeans and T-shirt she kept in her locker. She strained to
make out the argument going on in the sheriff's office down the hall, but only
the tone was conveyed. Impatient,
angry.
The press had been
speculating even before the evidentiary hearing that Fourcade would lose his job
over the screwup on the warrant, but then the press liked to make noise and
understood little of the intricacies of police work. They had written much about
the public's frustration with the SO's failure to make an arrest, but they
brushed off the frustration of the cops working the case. They all but called
for a public hanging of the suspect based on nothing more than hearsay evidence,
then spun around 180 degrees and pointed their fingers at the detective in
charge of the case when he finally came up with something
tangible.
No one had any evidence
Fourcade had planted that ring in Renard's desk drawer. It didn't make sense
that he would have planted evidence but not listed that evidence on the warrant.
There was every possibility Renard had put the ring in that drawer himself,
never imagining his house would be searched a third time. Perpetrators of
sex-related homicides tended to keep souvenirs of their victims. Everything from
pieces of jewelry to pieces of bodies. That was a
fact.
Annie had attended the
seminar on sexual predators at the academy in Lafayette three months before the
Bichon murder. She took as many extra courses as she could in preparation for
one day making detective. That was her goal —to work in plain clothes, dig
deep into the mysteries of the crimes she now dealt with only at the outset of a
case.
The crime-scene slides the
class instructor had shown them had been horrific. Crimes of unspeakable cruelty
and brutality. Victims tortured and mutilated in ways no sane person could ever
have imagined in their worst nightmares. But then she no longer had to imagine.
She had been the one to discover Pam Bichon's
body.
She had been off duty the
weekend the real estate agent was reported missing. On routine patrol Monday
morning, Annie had found herself drawn to a vacant house out on Pony Bayou. The
place had been for sale for months, though the renters had moved out only five
or six weeks previous. A rusted Bayou Realty sign had fallen over on one side of
the overgrown drive. Something she had read in Police magazine made Annie
turn in the driveway—an article about how many female real estate agents
each year are lured to remote properties, then raped or
murdered.
Hidden in the brambles
behind the dilapidated house sat a white Mustang convertible, top up. She
recognized the car from the briefing, but ran it to be certain. The plates came
back to Pamela K. Bichon, no wants, no warrants, reported missing two days
previous. And in the dining room of the old house it was Pam Bichon she found
... or what was left of her.
She
still saw the scene too often when she closed her eyes. The nails in her hands.
The mutilation. The blood. The mask. The flashbacks still awakened her in the
night, the images entwining with a nightmare four years old, forcing her to rush
to the surface of consciousness like a swimmer coming up from the depths,
running out of air. The smell still burned in her nostrils from time to time,
when she least expected it. The putrid miasma of violent death. Cloying,
choking, thick with the scent of
fear.
A chill ran through her
now, twisting and coiling in the bottom of her
stomach.
The Baggie dribbled ice
water down the back of her neck, and she flinched and swore under her
breath.
"Hey, Broussard." Deputy
Ossie Compton sucked in his stomach and sidled past her through the doorway to
the break room. "I heard you were a cold one. How come that ice is
melting?"
Annie shot him a wry
look. "Must be all your hot air.
Compton."
He gave her a wink, his
grin flashing white in his dark face. "My hot charm, you
mean."
"Is that what you call
it?" she teased. "Here I thought it was
gas."
Laughter rolled behind her,
Compton's included.
"You got him
again, Annie," Prejean said.
"I
quit keeping score," she said, glancing back down the hall toward the sheriff's
office. "It got to where it was just
cruel."
The shift would change in
twenty minutes. Guys coming on for the evening wandered in to BS with the day
shift before briefing. The Hunter Davidson incident was the hot topic of the
day.
"Man, you shoulda seen
Fourcade!" Savoy said with a big grin. "He moves like a damn panther, him! Talk
about!"
"Yeah. He was on Davidson
like that." Prejean snapped his fingers. "And there's women screaming and the
gun going off and nine kinds of hell all at once. It was a regular goddamn
circus."
"And where were you
during all this, Broussard?" Chaz Stokes asked, turning his pale eyes on
Annie.
Tension instantly rose
inside her as she returned the detective's
stare.
"At the bottom of the
pile," Sticks Mullen snickered, flashing a small mouth overcrowded with yellow
teeth. "Where a woman
belongs."
"Yeah, like you'd
know." She tossed her dripping ice bag into the trash. "You read that in a book,
Mullen?"
"You think he can read?"
Prejean said with mock
astonishment.
"Penthouse,"
someone suggested.
"Naw,"
Compton drawled, elbowing Savoy. "He just looks at the pictures and milks his
lizard."
"Fuck you, Compton."
Mullen rose and headed for the candy machine, hitching up his pants on skinny
hips and digging in his pocket for
change.
"Jesus, don't fish it out
here, Sticks!"
"Christ," Stokes
muttered in disgust.
He had the
kind of looks that drew a woman's eye. Tall, trim, athletic. An interesting
combination of features hinted at his mixed family background—short dark
hair curled tight to his head, skin that was just a shade more brown than white.
He had a slim nose and a Dudley Do-Right mouth framed by a neat mustache and
goatee.
His face would have
looked good on a recruiting poster with its square jaw and chin, the light
turquoise eyes piercing out from beneath heavy black brows. But Stokes wasn't
the type in any other respect. He cultivated a laid-back, free-spirit image
advertised by his unconventional clothing, which today consisted of baggy gray
janitor's pants and a square-bottomed shirt printed with bucking broncos, Indian
tipis, and cacti. He pulled his black straw snap-brim down at an angle over one
eye.
"You steal that off Chi Chi
Rodriguez?" Annie asked.
"Come
on, Broussard," he murmured with a sly smile. "You want me. You're always
looking at me. Am I right or am I
right?"
"You're full of shit and
you're kind of hard to miss in that getup. So where were you during all the fun?
You been working the Bichon case as much as
Fourcade."
He leaned a shoulder
against the doorjamb, glancing out into the hall. "Nick's the primary. I had to
go to St. Martinville. They picked up my meth dealer on a
DUI."
"And that required your
personal attention?"
"Hey, I've
been working to nail that rat bastard for
months."
"If they had him in
their jail, what's the big
hurry?"
Stokes flashed his teeth.
"Hey, no time like the present. You know what I'm saying. The warrants came out
of this parish. I want Billy Thibidoux on my resume
ASAP."
"You left Fourcade
swinging in the breeze so you could have Billy Thibidoux in your jacket. Yeah,
I'd want to be your partner, Chaz," Annie said with
derision.
"Nicky's a big boy. He
didn't need me. And you..." His eyes hardened a bit, even though the smile
stayed firmly in place. "I thought we'd already covered that ground, Broussard.
You had your chance. But hey, I'm a generous guy. I'd be willing to give you
another shot ... out of uniform, so to
speak."
I'd rather mud wrestle
alligators in the nude. But she kept the remark to herself, when she would
have readily tossed it at any of her other co-workers. She knew from experience
Chaz didn't take rejection
well.
He reached out unexpectedly
and pressed his thumb against the darkening bruise along the crown of her left
cheekbone. "You're gonna have a shiner, Broussard." He dropped his hand as she
pulled back. "Looks good on
you."
"You're such a jerk," she
muttered, turning away, knowing she was the only one in the department who
thought so. Chaz Stokes was everybody's pal ... except
hers.
The door to the sheriff's
office swung open and Fourcade stormed out, his expression ominous, his tie
jerked loose at the throat of his tan shirt. He dug a cigarette out of his
breast pocket.
"We're fucked!" he
snapped at Stokes, not slowing his
stride.
"I
heard."
Annie watched them go
down the hall. Stokes had worked the Bichon case when Pam was alive and claiming
Renard was stalking her. He had missed the homicide call, but had worked the
murder as Fourcade's partner. They weren't being held up to public scrutiny and
ridicule as a team, however. It was Fourcade's name in the papers. Fourcade, who
had come to Partout Parish with a checkered past. Fourcade, who had come up with
the ring. Stokes wouldn't be raked over the coals after today's court ruling. He
had assured that by making himself
scarce.
"Billy Thibidoux, my
ass," she grumbled under her
breath.
Annie stayed late
to finish her report on the Davidson incident. When she came out of the building
at 5:06, the parking lot behind the law enforcement center was deserted except
for a pair of trustees washing the sheriff's new Suburban. The day-shift
deputies had split for home or second jobs or stools in their favorite bars. The
press had taken Smith Pritchett's brief official statement on Hunter Davidson's
situation and gone off to meet their
deadlines.
A sense of false peace
held the moment. Any stranger walking through Bayou Breaux would have remarked
on the lovely afternoon. Spring had arrived unusually early, filling the air
with the perfume of sweet olive and wisteria. Window boxes on the second-floor
galleries of the historic business district were bursting with color and
overflowing greenery, ivy trailing down the wrought iron and wood railings.
Store windows had been decorated for the upcoming Mardi Gras carnival. Down on
the corner, old Tante Lucesse sat on a folding chair weaving a pine-needle
basket and singing hymns for
passersby.
But underlying the
veneer of peace was something sinister. A raw nerve of disquiet. As the sun went
down on Bayou Breaux, a killer sat somewhere in the gathering gloom. That
knowledge tainted the shabby beauty here like a stain seeping across a
tablecloth. Murder. Whether you believed Renard was the killer or not, a
murderer was loose among them, free to do as he
pleased.
It wasn't the first
time, which made it impossible to discount as an aberration. Death had stalked
this patch of South Louisiana before. The memories had barely gone stale. The
death of Pam Bichon had dredged them to the surface, had awakened fear and
stirred up doubt.
Six women in
five different parishes had died over an eighteen-month period between 1992 and
1993, raped, strangled, and sexually mutilated. Two of the victims had come from
Bayou Breaux—Savannah Chandler and Annick Delahoussaye-Gerrard, whom Annie
had known her entire life. The crimes had shocked the people of Louisiana's
French Triangle into a state of near panic, and the conclusion of the case had
shocked them even more.
The
murders had stopped with the death of Stephen Danjermond, son of a wealthy New
Orleans Garden District shipping family. The investigation had revealed a long
history of sexual sadism and murder, hobbies Danjermond had practiced since his
college days. Trophies from his victims had been discovered during a search of
his home. At the time of his death Danjermond had been serving his first term as
Partout Parish district
attorney.
The story had put Bayou
Breaux in the spotlight for a short time, but the glare had faded and the horror
was put aside. The case was closed. The evil had been burned out. Life had
returned to normal. Until Pam
Bichon.
Her death was too close
for comfort, too similar. All the old fears had bubbled to the surface, divided,
and multiplied. People wondered if Danjermond had been the killer at all, their
new panic clouding the memory of the evidence against him. Killed in a fire, he
had never publicly confessed to his crimes. Other folks were eager to embrace
Renard as the suspect in the Bichon killing—better a tangible evil than a
nebulous one. But even with a target to point their fingers at, the underlying
fear remained: a superstition, a half-conscious belief that the evil was indeed
a phantom, that this place had been
cursed.
Annie felt it
herself—an edginess, a low-frequency hum that skimmed along her nerves at
night, an instinct that heightened the awareness of every sound, a sense of
vulnerability. Every woman in the parish felt it, perhaps more so this time than
the last. The Bayou Strangler's victims had been women of questionable
reputation. Pam Bichon had led a normal life, had a good job, came from a nice
family ... and a killer had chosen her. If it could happen to Pam
Bichon...
Annie felt the
uneasiness within her now, felt it press in around her as if the air had
suddenly become more dense. The sense of being watched itched across the back of
her neck. But when she turned around, it was no evil gargoyle staring at her. A
small face with big sad eyes peered at her over the steering wheel of her Jeep.
Josie Bichon.
"Hey, Josie," she
said, letting herself in on the passenger's side. "Where
y'at?"
The little girl laid her
cheek against the steering wheel and shrugged. She was a beautiful child with
straight brown hair that hung like a thick curtain to her waist and brown eyes
too soulful for her years. In a denim jumper and floppy denim hat, the brim
pinned up in front with a big silk sunflower, she could have been modeling for a
GAP Kids fashion shoot.
"You here
on your own?"
"No. I came with
Grandma to see Grandpa. They wouldn't let me go
in."
"Sorry, Jose. They've got
rules about letting kids into the
jail."
"Yeah. Everybody's got
rules for everything when it comes to kids. I wish I could make a rule for
once." She reached out and tapped her finger against the plastic alligator that
hung from the rearview mirror. The gator wore sunglasses, a red beret, and a
leering grin designed to amuse, but Josie was in a place beyond amusement. "Rule
number one: No treating me like a baby, 'cause I'm not. Rule number two: No
lying to me for my own
good."
"You heard about what
happened in front of the courthouse?" Annie asked
gently.
"It was on the radio when
we were having art class. Grandpa tried to shoot the man that killed my mom, and
he was arrested. At first, Grandma tried to tell me he just tripped and fell
down the courthouse steps. She lied to
me."
"I'm sure she didn't mean it
to be a lie, Josie. Imagine how scared she must have been. She didn't want to
scare you too."
Josie gave her an
expression that spoke eloquently of her feelings on the subject. From the moment
her family had been notified of her mother's death, Josie had been fed
half-truths, gently pushed aside while the adults whispered concerns and
secrets. Her father and her grandparents and aunts and uncles had done their
best to wrap her in an insulation of misinformation, never imagining that what
they were doing only hurt her more. But Annie
knew.
"Mama, Mama! We're home!
Look what Uncle Sos got me at Disney World! It's Minnie
Mouse!"
The kitchen door
banged shut and she stopped in her
tracks.
The person sitting
at the kitchen table wasn't her mother. Father Goetz rose from the chrome-legged
chair, his face grave, and Enola Meyette, a fat woman who always smelled of
sausage, came away from the sink drying her hands on a red checked
towel.
"Allons,
chérie," Mrs. Meyette said, holding out one dimpled hand. "We go down the
store. Get you a candy,
oui?"
Annie had known right
then something was terribly wrong. The memory still brought back the same sick
twisting in her stomach she had felt that day as Enola Meyette led her from the
kitchen. She could see herself clearly at nine, eyes wide with fear, a choke
hold on her new stuffed Minnie Mouse, as she was pulled away from the truth
Father Goetz had come to deliver: that while Annie was on her first-ever
vacation trip with Tante Fanchon and Uncle Sos, Marie Broussard had taken her
own life.
She remembered the
gentle lies of well-meaning people, and the sense of isolation that grew with
each of those lies. An isolation she had carried inside her for a long, long
time.
Annie had taken it upon
herself to answer Josie's questions when the sheriff's office had sent its
representatives to break the news to Hunter Davidson and his wife. And Josie,
perhaps sensing a kindred spirit, had made an instant and yet-to-be-severed
connection.
"You could have come
to the sheriff's office and asked for me," Annie
said.
Josie tapped the alligator
again and watched it swing. "I didn't want to be with people. Not if I couldn't
see Grandpa Hunt and ask him what really
happened."
"I was
there."
"Did he really try to
kill that guy?"
Annie chose her
words with care. "He might have if Detective Fourcade hadn't seen the gun in
time."
"I wish he had shot him
dead," Josie declared.
"People
can't take the law into their own hands,
Jose."
"Why? Because it's against
the rules? That guy killed my mom. What about the rules he broke? He should have
to pay for what he did."
"That's
what the courts are for."
"But
the judge let him go!" Josie cried, frustration and pain tangling in a knot in
her throat. The same frustration and pain Annie had heard in Hunter Davidson's
broken sobs.
"Just for now,"
Annie said, hoping the promise wasn't really as empty as it felt to her. "Just
until we can get some better evidence against
him."
Tears welled up in Josie's
eyes and spilled over. "Then why can't you find it? You're a cop and you're my
friend. You're supposed to understand! You said you'd help! You're supposed to
make sure he gets punished! Instead, you put my grandpa in jail! I hate this!"
She hit her hand against the steering wheel, blasting the horn. "I hate
everything!"
Josie scrambled from
the driver's seat and dashed toward the law enforcement center. Annie hopped out
of the Jeep and started after her. But she pulled herself up short as she caught
sight of Belle Davidson and Thomas Watson, the Davidsons' attorney, coming out
the side door.
Belle Davidson was
a formidable woman in a demure sweater-and-pearls disguise. A steel magnolia of
the first order. The woman's lips thinned as her gaze lit on Annie. She
disconnected herself from Josie's embrace and started across the
lot.
"You have an awful nerve,
Deputy Broussard," she declared. "Throwing my husband in jail instead of my
daughter's murderer, then playing up to my granddaughter as if you have a right
to her devotion."
"I'm sorry you
feel that way, Mrs. Davidson," Annie said. "But we couldn't let your husband
shoot Marcus Renard."
"He
wouldn't have been driven to such desperation if not for the incompetence of you
people in the sheriff's department. You let a guilty man run free all over town
due to carelessness and oversight. By God, I've got half a mind to shoot him
myself."
"Belle!" the lawyer
whined as he caught up with his client. "I told you, you hadn't ought to say
that in front of people!"
"Oh,
for God's sake, Thomas. My daughter has been murdered. People would think it
strange if I didn't say these
things."
"We're doing the best we
can, Mrs. Davidson," Annie
said.
"And what have you come up
with? Nothing. You're a disgrace to your uniform—when you're wearing
one."
She gave Annie's faded
T-shirt a sharply dubious look that had likely sent many a Junior Leaguer home
in tears.
"I'm not working your
daughter's case, ma'am. It's up to Detectives Fourcade and
Stokes."
Belle Davidson's
expression only hardened. "Don't make excuses, Deputy. We all have obligations
in this life that go beyond boundaries. You found my daughter's body. You saw
what—" She cut herself off, glancing down at Josie. When she turned back
to Annie, her dark eyes glittered with tears. "You know. How can you turn your
back on that?
How can you turn
your back on that and still show your face to my
granddaughter?"
"It's not Annie's
fault, Grandma," Josie said, though the gaze she lifted to Annie's face was
tainted with
disappointment.
"Don't say that,
Josie," Belle admonished softly as she slipped an arm around her granddaughter's
shoulders and pulled her close. "That's what's wrong with the world today. No
one will take responsibility for
anything."
"I want justice, too,
Mrs. Davidson," Annie said. "But it has to happen within the
system."
"Deputy, the only thing
we've gotten within the system so far is
injustice."
As they walked away,
Josie looked back over her shoulder, her brown eyes huge and sad. For an instant
Annie felt as if she were watching herself walking away into the painful haze of
her past, the memory pulling out from the core of her like a
string.
"What happened, Tante
Fanchon? Where's
Mama?"
"Your maman, she's
in heaven, ma 'tite
fille."
"But
why?"
"It was an accident,
chérie. God, He looked
away."
"I don't
understand."
"Non,
chère 'tite bete. Someday. When you get
older..."
But she had hurt
right then, and promises of later had done nothing to soothe the
pain.
3
"We'll get him one way or
another, Slick."
Fourcade cast
Chaz Stokes a glance out the corner of his eye as he raised his glass. "There's
plenty of people who think we already tried 'another.'
"
"Fuck 'em," Stokes declared,
and tossed back a shot. He stacked the glass on the bar with the half dozen
others they had accumulated. "We know Renard's our man. We know what he did. The
little motherfucker is wrong. You know it and I know it, my friend. Am I
right or am I right?"
He clamped
a hand on Fourcade's shoulder, a buddy gesture that was met with a stony look.
Camaraderie was the rule in police work, but Fourcade didn't have the time or
the energy to waste on it. His focus was, by necessity, on his caseload and
himself—getting himself back on the straight and narrow path he had fallen
from in New Orleans.
"The state
ought to plug his dick into a socket and light him up like a goddamn Christmas
tree," Stokes muttered. "Instead, the judge lets him walk on a fucking
technicality, and Pritchett throws Davidson in the can. The world's a fucking
loony bin, but I guess you already knew
that."
Par for the damn
course, Nick thought, but he kept it to himself, choosing to treat Stokes's
invitation to share as a rhetorical remark. He didn't talk about his days in the
NOPD or the incident that had ultimately forced him out of New Orleans. As far
as he had ever seen, the truth was of little interest to most people, anyway.
They chose to form their opinions based on whatever sensational tidbit of a
story took their fancy. The fact that he had been the one to find Pamela
Bichon's small amethyst ring, for
instance.
He wondered if anyone
would have suspected Chaz Stokes of planting the ring, had Stokes been the one
to discover it. Stokes had come to Bayou Breaux from somewhere in Crackerland,
Mississippi, four years ago, a regular Joe with no past to speak of. If Stokes
had found the ring, would the focus now be solely on the injustice of Renard
walking free, or would the waters of public opinion have been muddied anyway?
Lawyers had a way of stirring up the muck like catfish caught in the shallows,
and Richard Kudrow was kingfish of that particular school of bottom
feeders.
Nick had to think Kudrow
would have cast aspersions on the evidence regardless of who had recovered it.
He didn't want to think that his finding it had tainted it, didn't want to think
that his presence on the case would block Pam Bichon from getting
justice.
Didn't want to think.
Period.
Stokes poured another
shot from the bottle of Wild Turkey. Nick tossed it back and lit another
cigarette. The television hanging in one corner of the dimly lit lounge was
showing a sitcom to a small, disinterested audience of businessmen who had come
in from the hotel next door to bullshit over chunky glasses of Johnnie Walker
and Cajun Chex mix served in plastic
ashtrays.
There were no other
customers, which was why Stokes had suggested this place over the usual cop
hangouts. Nick would have sooner done his brooding in private. He didn't want
questions. He didn't want commiseration. He didn't want to rehash the day's
events. But Stokes was his partner on the Bichon case, and so Nick made this
concession—to pound down a few together, as if they had something more in
common than the job.
He shouldn't
have been drinking at all. It was one of the vices he had tried to leave in New
Orleans, but it and some others had trailed after him to Bayou Breaux like stray
dogs. He should have been home working through the intricate and consuming moves
of the Tai Chi, attempting to cleanse his mind, to focus the negative energy and
burn it out. Instead, he sat here at Laveau's, stewing in
it.
The whiskey simmered in his
belly and in his veins, and he decided he was just about past caring where he
was. Well on his way toward oblivion, he thought. And he'd be damn glad when he
got there. It was the one place he might not see Pam Bichon lying dead on the
floor.
"I still think about what
he did to her," Stokes murmured, fingers absently peeling away strips of the
label from his beer bottle. "Don't
you?"
Day and night. During
consciousness and what passed for sleep. The images stayed with him. The
paleness of her skin. The wounds: gruesome, hideous, so at odds with what she
had been like in life. The expression in her eyes as she stared up through the
mask—stark, hopeless, filled with a kind of terror that couldn't be
imagined by anyone who hadn't faced a brutal
death.
And when the images came
to him, so did the sense of violence that must have been thick in the air at the
time of her death. It hit him like a wall of sound, intense, powerful, poisonous
rage that left him feeling sick and
shaken.
Rage was no stranger. It
boiled inside him now.
"I think
about what she went through," Stokes said. "What she must have felt when she
realized ... what he did to her with that knife. Christ." He shook his head as
if to shake loose the images taking root there. "He's gotta pay for that, man,
and without that ring we got shit for a bill. He's gonna walk, Nicky. He's gonna
get away with murder."
People
did. Every day. Every day the line was crossed and souls disappeared into the
depths of an alternate dimension. It was a matter of choice, a battle of wills.
Most people never came close enough to the edge to have any knowledge of it. Too
close to the edge and the force could pull you across like an
undertow.
"He's probably sitting
in his office thinking that right now," Stokes went on. "He's been working
nights, you know. The rest of his firm can't stand to have him around. They know
he's guilty, same as we do. Can't stand looking at him, knowing what he did.
I'll bet he's sitting there right now, thinking about
it."
Right across the alley. The
architectural firm of Bowen & Briggs was housed in a narrow painted brick
building that faced the bayou; flanked by a shabby clapboard barbershop and an
antiques store. The same building that housed Bayou Realty on the first floor.
Bowen & Briggs was likely the only place on the block inhabited
tonight.
"You know, man, somebody
ought to do Renard," Stokes whispered, cutting a wary glance at the bartender.
He stood at the end of the bar, chuckling over the
sitcom.
"Justice, you know,"
Stokes said. "An eye for an
eye."
"I shoulda let Davidson
shoot him," Nick muttered, and wondered again why he had not. Because there was
still a part of him that believed the system was supposed to work. Or maybe he
hadn't wanted to see Hunter Davidson sucked over to the dark
side.
"He could have an
accident," Stokes suggested. "It happens all the time. The swamp is a dangerous
place. Just swallows people up sometimes, you
know."
Nick looked at him through
the haze of smoke, trying to judge, trying to gauge. He didn't know Stokes well
enough. Didn't know him at all beyond what they had shared on the job. All he
had were impressions, a handful of adjectives, speculation hastily made because
he didn't care to waste his time on such things. He preferred to concentrate on
focal points; Stokes was part of the periphery of his life. Just another
detective in a four-man department. They worked independently of one another
most of the time.
Stokes's mouth
twisted up on one corner. "Wishful thinking, pard, wishful thinking. Idn' that
what they do down in New Orleans? Pop the bad guys and dump 'em in the
swamp?"
"Lake Pontchartrain,
mostly."
Stokes stared at him a
moment, uncertain, then decided it was a joke. He laughed, drained his beer, and
slid off the stool, reaching into his hip pocket for his wallet. "I gotta split.
Gotta meet with the DA on Thibidoux in the morning." The grin flashed again.
"And I got a hot date tonight. Hot and sweet between the sheets. If I'm lyin',
I'm dyin'."
He dropped a ten on
the bar and clamped a hand on Nick's shoulder one last time. "Protect and serve,
pard. Catch you later."
Protect
and serve, Nick thought. Pamela Bichon was dead. Her father was sitting in jail,
and the man who had killed her was free. Just who had they protected and what
purpose had been served
today?
"Pritchett's fit to
kill somebody."
"I'd suggest
Renard," Annie muttered, scowling at her
menu.
"More apt to be your idol,
Fourcade."
She caught the
sarcasm, the jealousy, and rolled her eyes at her dinner partner. She had known
A. J. Doucet her whole life. He was one of Tante Fanchon and Uncle Sos's brood
of actual nephews and nieces, related by blood rather than by serendipity, as
she was. As children, they had chased each other around the big yard out at the
Corners—the cafe/boat landing/convenience store Sos and Fanchon ran south
of town. During their high school years, A.J. had taken on the often
unappreciated role of protector. Since then he had gone from friend to lover and
back as he proceeded through college and law school and into the Partout Parish
District Attorney's Office.
They
had yet to agree on a description for their current relationship. The attraction
that had come and gone between them over the years seemed never to come or go
for both of them at the same
time.
"He's not my idol," she
said irritably. "He happens to be the best detective we've got, that's all. I
want to be a detective. Of course I watch him. And why should you care? You and
I are not, I repeat, not an item,
A.J."
"You know how I feel about
that too."
Annie blew out a sigh.
"Can we skip this argument tonight? I've had a rotten day. You're supposed to be
my best friend. Act like it."
He
leaned toward her across the small white-draped table, his brown eyes intense,
the hurt in them cutting at her conscience. "You know there's more there than
that, Annie, and don't give me that 'we're practically related' bullshit you've
been wading in recently. You are no more related to me than you are related to
the President of the United
States."
"Which I could be, for
all I know," she muttered, sitting back, retreating in the only way she could
without making a scene.
As it
was, they had become the object of speculation for another set of diners across
the intimate width of Isabeau's. She suspected it was her blackening eye that
had caught the other woman's attention. Out of uniform, she supposed she looked
like an abused partner rather than an abused
cop.
"It's not the cops Pritchett
should be pissed at," she said. "Judge Monahan made the ruling. He could have
let that ring in."
"And left the
door open for appeal? What would be the point of
that?"
The waitress interrupted
the discussion, bringing their drinks, her gaze cutting from Annie's battered
face to A.J.
"She's gonna spit in
your etouffee, you know," Annie
remarked.
"Why should she assume
I gave you that shiner? I could be your high-priced, ass-kicking divorce
lawyer."
Annie sipped her wine,
dismissing the subject. "He's guilty,
A.J."
"Then bring us the
evidence—obtained by legal
means."
"By the rules, like it's
a game. Josie wasn't far
wrong."
"What about
Josie?"
"She came to see me
today. Or, rather, she came with her grandmother to see Hunter Davidson in
jail."
"The formidable Miss
Belle."
"They both tore into
me."
"What for? It's not your
case."
"Yeah, well..." she
hedged, sensing that A.J. wouldn't understand the strong pull she was feeling.
Everything in its place—that was A.J. Every aspect of life was supposed to
fit into one of the neat little compartments he had set up, while everything in
Annie's life seemed to be tossed into one big messy pile she was continually
sorting through, trying to make sense of. "I'm tied to it. I wish I could do
more to help. I look at Josie
and..."
A.J.'s expression
softened with concern. He was too handsome for his own good. Curse of the Doucet
men with their square jaws and high cheekbones and pretty mouths. Not for the
first time, Annie wished things between them could have been as simple as he
wanted.
"The case has been hell
on everyone, honey," he said. "You've done more than your part
already."
Therein lay the
problem, Annie thought as she picked at her dinner. What exactly was her part?
Was she supposed to draw the boundary at duty and absolve herself of any further
responsibility?
"We all have
obligations in this life that go beyond
boundaries."
She had already
gone above and beyond the call involving herself with Josie. But, even without
Josie, she would have felt this case pulling at her, would have felt Pam Bichon
pulling at her from that limbo inhabited by the restless souls of
victims.
With all the controversy
swirling around the case, Pam was being pushed out of view little by little. No
one had helped her when she was alive and believed that Marcus Renard was
stalking her, and now that she was dead, attention was being diverted
elsewhere.
"Maybe there wouldn't
be a case if Judge Edmonds had taken Pam seriously in the first place," she
said, setting her fork down and abandoning her meal. "What's the point of having
a stalking law if judges are just gonna blow off every complaint that comes
their way as 'boys will be
boys'—"
"We've had this
conversation," A.J. reminded her. "For Edmonds to have granted that restraining
order, the law would have to be worded so that looking crossways at a woman
would be considered criminal. What Pam Bichon brought before the court did not
constitute stalking. Renard asked her out, he gave her
presents—"
"He slashed her
tires and cut her phone line
and—"
"She had no proof the
person doing those things was Marcus Renard. He asked her out, she turned him
down, he was unhappy. There's a big leap from unhappy to
psychotic."
"So said Judge
Edmonds, who probably still thinks it's okay for men to hit women over the head
with mastodon bones and drag them into caves by their hair," Annie said with
disgust. "But then that makes him about average around here, doesn't
it?"
"Hey,
objection!"
She broke her scowl
with a look of contrition. "It goes without saying, you're above average. I'm
sorry I'm such poor company tonight. I'm gonna pass on the movie, go home, soak
in the tub, go to bed."
A.J.
reached across the table and hooked a fingertip inside the simple gold bracelet
she wore, caressing the tender skin of her inner wrist. "Those aren't
necessarily solitary pursuits," he whispered, his eyes rich with a warm promise
he had fulfilled from time to time in the past when the currents of their
attraction had managed to cross
paths.
Annie drew her hand back
on the excuse of reaching for her pocketbook. "Not tonight, Romeo. I have a
concussion."
They said
their good-byes in the tiny parking lot alongside the restaurant, Annie offering
her cheek for A.J.'s goodnight kiss when he aimed for her lips. Their parting
only added to the restlessness she had been feeling all day, as if everything in
the world were just a half beat out of sync. She sat behind the wheel of the
Jeep, listening with one ear to the radio as A.J. drove out onto La Rue Dumas
and turned south.
"You're on
KJUN, all talk all the time. Home of the giant jackpot giveaway. This is your
Devil's Advocate, Owen Onofrio. Our topic tonight: today's controversial
decision in the Renard case. I've got Ron from Henderson on line one. Go ahead,
Ron."
"I think it's a disgrace
that criminals have all the rights in the courts anymore. He had that woman's
ring in his house. By God, that oughta be all she wrote right there. Strap him
down and light him up!"
"But what
if the detective planted the evidence? What happens when we can't trust the
people sworn to protect us? Jennifer in Bayou Breaux on line
two."
"Well, I'm just scared sick
by all of it. What's anyone supposed to think? I mean, the police are all over
this Renard fella, but what if he didn't do it? I heard they have secret
evidence that links this murder to those Bayou Strangler murders. I'm a woman
lives alone. I work the late shift down at the lamp
factory—"
Annie switched
the radio off, not in the mood. She often listened to the talk station to get a
feel for public opinion. But opinions on this case spanned the spectrum. Only
the emotions were consistent: anger, fear, and uncertainty. People were nervous,
easily spooked. Reports of prowlers and Peeping Toms had tripled. The waiting
lists for home alarm systems were long. Gun shops in the parish were doing a
brisk, grim business.
The
feelings were no strangers to Annie. The lack of closure, of justice, was
driving her crazy. That and her own minimal role in the drama. The fact that,
even though she had been in it at the beginning, she had been relegated to
bystander. She knew what role she wanted to play. She also knew no one would
ever invite her into the game. She was just a deputy, and a woman deputy
at that. There was no affirmative-action fast track in Partout Parish. A
considerable span of rungs ran up the ladder from where she was to where she
wanted to be.
She was supposed to
wait her turn, earn her stripes, and meanwhile ... Meanwhile the need that had
pushed her to become a cop simmered and churned inside her ... and Pam Bichon
got lost in the shuffle ... and a killer lay watching, waiting, free to slip
away or kill again.
Night had
crept in over the town and brought with it a damp chill. Sheer wisps of fog were
floating up off the bayou and drifting through the streets like ghosts. Across
the street from where Annie sat the black padded door to Laveau's swung open and
Chaz Stokes stepped out, blue neon light washing down on him. He stood on the
deserted sidewalk for a moment, smoking a cigarette, looking up one side of the
street and down the other. He tossed the cigarette in the gutter, climbed into
his Camaro, and drove away, turning down the side street that led to the bayou,
leaving an empty space at the curb in front of a weathered black pickup.
Fourcade's pickup.
It struck
Annie as odd. Another piece out of place. No one hung out at Laveau's. The
Voodoo Lounge was the usual spot for cops in Bayou Breaux. Laveau's was the
mostly empty companion to the mostly empty Maison Dupre hotel next
door.
Out of place. It was
that thought that pushed her out of the Jeep. Even as she told herself that lie,
she could clearly see A.J.'s accusatory face in her mind. He thought she had the
hots for Fourcade, for all the good that would have done her. Fourcade treated
her like a fixture. She could have been a lamp or a hat rack, with all the
sexual allure of either. He didn't resent her, didn't harass her, didn't joke
around with her. He had no interest in her whatsoever. And her only interest was
in the case. She jaywalked across Dumas to the
bar.
Laveau's was a cave of
midnight blue walls and mahogany wood black with age. If it hadn't been for the
television in the far corner, Annie would have thought she had gone blind
walking into the place. The bartender flicked a glance at her and went back to
pouring a round of Johnnie Walker for the only table of patrons—a quartet
of men in rumpled business
suits.
Fourcade sat at the end of
the bar, shoulders hunched inside his battered leather jacket, his gaze on the
stack of shot glasses before him. He blew a jet stream of smoke at them and
watched it dissipate into the gloom. He didn't turn to look at her, but as she
approached Annie had the distinct feeling that he was completely conscious of
her presence.
She slipped between
a pair of stools and leaned sideways against the bar. "Tough break today," she
said, blinking at the sting of the
smoke.
The big dark eyes were on
her instantly, staring out from beneath a heavy sweep of brows. Clear, sharp,
showing no foggy effects from the whiskey he had consumed, burning with a
ferocious intensity that seemed to emanate from the very core of him. He still
didn't turn to face her, presenting her with a profile that was hawkish. He wore
his black hair slicked back, but a shock of it had tumbled down across his broad
forehead.
"Broussard," Annie
said, feeling awkward. "Deputy Broussard. Annie." She brushed her bangs out of
her eyes in a nervous gesture. "I—ah—was on the courthouse steps. We
took down Hunter Davidson. I was the one at the bottom of the
pile."
The gaze slid down from
her face past the open front of her denim jacket and the thin white T-shirt
beneath it to the flower-sprigged skirt that hit her mid-calf to the Keds she
wore on her feet ... and eased back up like a long
caress.
"You out of uniform,
Deputy."
"I'm off
duty."
"Are
you?"
Annie blinked at his
response and at the smoke, not quite sure what to make of the first. "I was the
first officer on the scene at the Bichon homicide.
I—"
"I know who you are.
What you think, chère, that this little bit o' whiskey pickled my
brain or something?" He arched a brow and chuckled, tapping his cigarette into a
plastic ashtray bristling with butts. "You grew up here, enrolled in the academy
August 1993, got hired into the Lafayette PD, came to the SO here in '95. You
were the second woman deputy on patrol in this parish—the first having
lasted all of ten months. You got a good record, but you tend to be nosy. Me, I
think that's maybe not such a bad thing if you gonna do the job, if you
looking to move up, which you
are."
Astonished, Annie
gaped at him. In the months Fourcade had been in the department she had never
heard him volunteer a sentence of more than ten words. She had certainly never
dreamed that he knew enough about her to do so. That he seemed to know quite a
lot about her was unnerving—a reaction he read without
effort.
"You were the first
deputy on the scene. I needed to know if you were any good, or if you mighta
screwed up, or if maybe you knew Pam Bichon. Maybe you had the same boyfriend.
Maybe she sold you a house with snakes under the floors. Maybe she beat you out
for head cheerleader back in high
school."
"You considered me a
suspect?"
"Me, I consider
ever'body a suspect 'til I can find out
different."
He took a long pull
on his smoke and watched her as he exhaled. "Does this bother you?" he asked,
making a small gesture with the
cigarette.
She tried without
success not to blink. "No."
"Yes,
it does," he declared as he stubbed it out in the overflowing ashtray. "Say so.
Ain't nobody in this world gonna speak up for you,
chère."
"I'm not
afraid to speak up."
"No? You
afraid of me?"
"If I were afraid
of you, I wouldn't be standing
here."
His lips twisted in a
faint smirk and he gave a very French shrug that said, Maybe, maybe no.
Annie felt her temper spike a
notch.
"Why should I be afraid of
you?"
His expression darkened as
he turned a shot glass on the bar. "You don't listen to
gossip?"
"I take it for what it's
worth. Half-truths, if
that."
"And how you decide which
half is true?" he asked. "There is no justice in this world," he said softly,
staring into his whiskey. "How's that for a truth, Deputy
Broussard?"
"It's all in your
perception, I suppose."
" 'One
man's justice is another man's injustice ... one man's wisdom another's folly.'
" He sipped at the whiskey. "Emerson. No reporter will sum up today's events as
well ... or with such
truth."
"What they say doesn't
change the facts," Annie said. "You found Pain's ring in Renard's
house."
"You don't think I put it
there?"
"If you had put it there,
it would have been listed on the
warrant."
"C'est vrai.
True enough, Annie." He gave her a pensive look. "Annie—that's short
for
something?"
"Antoinette."
He
sipped his whiskey. "That's a beautiful name, why you don't use
it?"
She shrugged.
"I—well—everyone calls me
Annie."
"Me, I'm not ever'body,
'Toinette," he said quietly.
He
seemed to have gotten closer or loomed larger. Annie thought she could feel the
heat of him, smell the old leather of his jacket. She knew she could feel his
gaze holding hers, and she told herself to back away. But she
didn't.
"I came here to ask you
about the case," she said. "Or did Noblier pull you
off?"
"No."
"I'd
like to help if I can." She blurted the words, forced the idea out before she
could swallow it back. She held up one hand to stave off his reply and gestured
nervously with the other. "I mean, I know I'm just a deputy, and technically it
isn't my case, and you're the detective, and Stokes won't want me involved,
but—"
"You're a helluva
salesman, 'Toinette," Fourcade remarked. "You telling me every reason to say
no."
"I found her," Annie said
simply. The image of Pam Bichon's body throbbed in her memory, a dead thing that
was too alive, that would give her no rest. "I saw what he did to her. I still
see it. I feel ... an
obligation."
"You feel it,"
Fourcade whispered. "Shadow of the
dead."
He raised his left hand,
fingers spread, and reached out, not quite touching her. Slowly he passed his
hand before her eyes, skimmed around the side of her head, just brushing his
fingertips against her hair. A shiver rippled down her
body.
"It's cold there, no?" he
whispered.
"Where?" Annie
murmured.
"In
Shadowland."
She started to draw
a breath, to tell him he was full of shit, to defuse the prickly sensation that
had come to life inside her and between them, but her lungs didn't seem to
function. She was aware of a phone ringing somewhere, of the canned laughter
coming from the television. But mostly she was aware of Fourcade and the pain
that shone in his eyes and came from somewhere deep in his
soul.
"You Fourcade?" the
bartender called, holding up the telephone receiver. "You got a
call."
He slid off his stool and
moved down the bar. Air rushed into Annie's lungs as he walked away, as if his
aura had been pressing down on her chest like an anvil. With an unsteady hand,
she raised his glass to her lips and took a drink. She stared at Fourcade as he
hunched over the bar and listened to the telephone receiver. He had to be drunk.
Everyone knew he wasn't quite right at his most
sober.
He hung up the phone and
turned toward her.
"I gotta go."
He pulled a twenty out of his wallet and tossed it on the
bar.
"Stay away from those
shadows, Toinette," he warned her softly, the voice of too much experience. With
one hand he reached up and cradled her face, the pad of his thumb brushing the
corner of her mouth. "They'll suck the life outta
you."
4
Nick walked along the
boulevard between the road and the bayou. Gloved hands in the pockets of his
leather jacket. Shoulders hunched against the damp chill of the night. Fog
skimmed off the water and floated past like clouds of perfume, redolent with the
scents of rotting vegetation, dead fish, and spider lilies. Something broke the
surface with a pop and a splash. A bass snatching a late dinner. Or someone with
a heavy case of boredom, tossing
rocks.
Pausing by the trunk of a
live oak, he stared out past the branches hung with tattered scraps of Spanish
moss and looked up and down the bank. There was no one, no foot traffic, no cars
crossing the little drawbridge that spanned the bayou to the north. House lights
glowed amber in windows beyond the east bank. The night air had gone heavy with
a thick mist that was threatening to become rain. A rainy night did nothing to
entice folks outdoors without a
purpose.
And my
purpose?
That remained
unclear.
He was close to drunk.
He had given himself the excuse of dulling the pain, but instead had only fueled
it. The frustration, the injustice—they were like fire under his skin.
They would consume him if he didn't do something to burn them
out.
He closed his eyes, took a
breath, and released it, attempting to find his center—that core of deep
calm within that he had spent so much time and effort building. He had worked so
hard to control the rage, and it was slipping through his grasp. He had worked
so hard on the case, and it was crumbling around him. He felt the chill pass
over him, through him. The shadow of the dead. He felt the need pull at him. And
a part of him wanted very badly to go where it would lead
him.
He wondered if Annie
Broussard felt that same pull or if she would even recognize it. Probably not.
She was too young. Younger than he had been at twenty-eight. Fresh, optimistic,
untainted. He had seen the doubt in her eyes when he had spoken of the shadows.
He had also seen the naked truth when she spoke of the obligation she felt to
Pam Bichon.
The key to staying
sane in homicide was keeping a distance. Don't let it get personal. Don't get
involved. Don't take it home with you. Don't cross the
line.
He had never been good at
taking any of that advice. He lived the job. The line was always behind
him.
Had the shadows drawn Pam
Bichon? Had she seen Death's phantom coming, felt its cold breath on her
shoulders? He knew the
answer.
She had complained to
friends about Renard's persistent, if subtle advances. Despite her rebuffs, he
had begun sending her gifts. Then came the harassment. Small acts of vandalism
against her car, her property. Items stolen from her office—photographs, a
hairbrush, work papers, her
keys.
Yes, Pam had seen the
phantom coming, and no one had listened when she tried to tell them. No one had
heard her fear any more than they had heard her tortured screams that night out
on Pony Bayou.
"I still think
about what he did to her," Stokes said. "Don't
you?"
All the time. The
details had saturated his brain like
blood.
With his back against the
tree trunk, Nick lowered himself to sit on his heels and stared across the empty
street at the building that housed Bowen & Briggs. A light burned on the
second floor. A desk lamp. Renard worked at the third drafting table back and on
the south side of the big room there. Bowen & Briggs designed both small
commercial and residential buildings, with their commercial work coming out of
New Iberia and St. Martinville as well as Bayou
Breaux.
Renard was a partner in
the firm, though his name was not on the logo. He preferred designing
residential buildings, especially single-family homes, and had a liking for
historical styles. His social life was quiet. He had no long-term romantic
involvement. He lived with his mother, who collected Mardi Gras masks and
created costumes for Carnival revelers, and his autistic brother, Victor, the
elder by four years. Their home was a modest, restored plantation
house—less than five miles by car from the scene of Pam Bichon's murder.
Nearer by boat.
According to the
descriptions of the people who worked with and knew Marcus Renard, he was quiet,
polite, ordinary, or a touch odd—depending on whom you asked. But other
words came to Nick's mind. Meticulous, compulsive, obsessive, repressed,
controlling,
passive-aggressive.
Behind the
mask of ordinariness, Marcus Renard was a very different man from the one his
co-workers saw every day sitting at his drafting table. They couldn't see the
core component Nick had sensed in him from their first meeting —rage.
Deep, deep inside, beneath layers and layers of manners and mores and the guise
of mild apathy. Rage, simmering, contained, hidden,
buried.
It was rage that had
driven those spikes through Pam Bichon's
hands.
Rage was no
stranger.
The light went out in
the second-story window. Out of old habit, Nick checked his watch—9:47
P.M.—and scanned the street in both directions—all clear. Renard's
five-year-old maroon Volvo sat in the narrow parking area between the Bowen
& Briggs building and the antiques shop next door, an area poorly lit by a
seventy-five-watt yellow bug light over the side
door.
Renard would emerge from
that door, climb in his car, and go home to his mother and his brother and his
hobby of designing and building elaborate dollhouses. He would sleep in his bed
a free man tonight and dream the sinister, euphoric dreams of someone who had
gotten away with murder.
He
wasn't the first.
"Protect and
serve, pard...."
The rage
built....
"Case
dismissed."
... and
burned hotter...
"I still
think about what he did to
her...."
"I saw what he
did to her. ... I still see
it...."
"Don't
you?"
Blood and moonlight,
the flash of the knife, the smell of fear, the cries of agony, the ominous
silence of death. The cold darkness as the phantom passed
over.
The chill collided
violently with the fire. The explosion pushed him to his
feet.
"He's gonna walk, Nicky.
He's gonna get away with
murder...."
Nick crossed the
street, hugged the wall of the Bowen & Briggs building, out of sight from
the elevated first-floor windows. Pulling a handkerchief from his pocket, he
hopped silently onto the side stoop, doused the bug light with a twist of his
wrist, and dropped down on the far side of the
steps.
He heard the door open,
heard Renard mutter something under his breath, heard the click, click, click
of the light switch being tried. Footsteps on the concrete stoop." A heavy
sigh. The door closed.
He waited,
still, invisible, until Renard's loafers hit the blacktop and he had stepped
past Nick on his way to the
Volvo.
"It's not over, Renard,"
he said.
The architect shied
sideways. His face was waxy white, his eyes bulged like a pair of boiled
eggs.
"You can't harass me this
way, Fourcade," he said, the tremor in his voice mocking his attempt at bravado.
"I have rights."
"Is that a
fact?" Nick stepped forward, his gloved hands hanging loose at his sides. "What
about Pam? She didn't have rights? You take her rights away, tcheue poule,
and still you think you got
rights?"
"I didn't do anything,"
Renard said, glancing nervously toward the street, looking for salvation that
was nowhere in sight. "You don't have anything on
me."
Nick advanced another step.
"I got all I need on you, pou. I got the stink of you up my nose, you
piece of shit."
Renard lifted a
fist in front of him, shaking so badly his car keys rattled. "Leave me alone,
Fourcade."
"Or
what?"
"You're
drunk."
"Yeah." A grin cut across
his face like a scimitar. "I'm mean too. What you gonna do, call a
cop?"
"Touch me and your career
is over, Fourcade," Renard threatened, backing toward the Volvo. "Everybody
knows about you. You got no business carrying a badge. You ought to be in
jail."
"And you oughta be in
hell."
"Based on what? Evidence
you planted? That's nothing you haven't done before. You'll be the one in prison
over this, not me."
"That's what
you think?" Nick murmured, advancing. "You think you can stalk a woman, torture
her, kill her, and just walk
away?"
The nightmare images of
murder. The false memories of
screams.
"You got nothing on
me, Fourcade, and you never will
have."
"Case
dismissed."
"You're nothing
but a drunk and a bully, and if you touch me, Fourcade, I swear, I'll ruin
you."
"He's gonna walk, Nicky.
He's gonna get away with
murder...."
A face from his
past loomed up, an apparition floating beside Marcus Renard. A mocking face, a
superior sneer.
"You'll never
pin this on me, Detective. That's not the way the world works. She was just
another whore...."
"You
killed her, you son of a bitch," he muttered, not sure which demon he was
talking to, the real or the
imagined.
"You'll never prove
it."
"You can't touch
me."
"He's gonna get away with
murder...."
"The hell you
say."
The rage burned through the
fine thread of control. Emotion and action became one, and restraint was nowhere
to be found as his fist smashed into Marcus Renard's
face.
Annie walked out of
Quik Pik with a pint of chocolate chip ice cream in a bag and a little mouse
chewing at her conscience. She could have picked up the treat at the Corners,
but she'd had her fill of people for one day, and a prolonged grilling by Uncle
Sos was too much to face. The politics of the Renard case had him in a lather.
She knew for a fact he had bet fifty dollars on the outcome of the evidentiary
hearing—and lost. That, coupled with his opinion of her current platonic
relationship with A.J., would have him in rare form
tonight.
"Why you don' marry
dat boy, 'tite chatte? Andre, he's a good boy, him. What's a matter wit' you,
turnin' you purty nose up? You all the time chasin' you don' know what, espesces
de tite dure."
Just the
imagined haranguing was enough to amplify the thumping in her head. The whole
idea of buying ice cream was to be nice to herself. She didn't want to think
about A.J. or Renard or Pam Bichon or
Fourcade.
She had heard the
stories about Fourcade. The allegations of brutality, the rumors surrounding the
unsolved case of a murdered teenage prostitute in the French Quarter, the
unsubstantiated accusations of evidence
tampering.
"Stay away from
those shadows, 'Toinette. ... They'll suck the life outta
you."
Good advice, but she
couldn't take it if she wanted in on the case. They were a package deal,
Fourcade and the murder. They seemed to go together a little too well. He was a
scary son of a bitch.
She started
the Jeep and turned toward the bayou, flicking the wipers on to cut the thick
mist from the windshield. On the radio, Owen Onofrio was still prodding his
listeners for reactions to the scene at the
courthouse.
"Kent in Carencro,
you're on line two."
"I think
that judge oughta be
unpoached—"
"You mean
impeached?"
As she slowed for a
stop sign, her eyes automatically scanned for traffic ... and hit on a black
Ford pickup with a dent in the driver's-side rear panel. Fourcade's truck,
parked in front of a shoe repair place that had gone out of business two years
ago.
Annie doused her lights and
sat there, double-parked, engine grumbling. This was not a residential street.
There were no businesses open. A third of the places on this stretch of road
were vacant ... but the offices of Bowen & Briggs were located two blocks
south.
She put the Jeep in gear
and crept forward. She could see the building that housed Bayou Realty and Bowen
& Briggs. There were no lights. There were no cars parked on the street. The
sheriff had pulled the surveillance on Renard after the hearing, hoping the
press would back off. Renard had been working evenings for the same reason.
Fourcade was parked two blocks
away.
" 'One man's justice is
another man's injustice ... one man's wisdom another's folly.'
"
Annie pulled to the curb in
front of Robichaux Electric, cut the engine, and grabbed her big black
flashlight from the debris on the floor behind the passenger's seat. Maybe
Fourcade was taking it upon himself to continue the surveillance. But if that
were the case, he wouldn't park two blocks away or leave his
vehicle.
She pulled her Sig P-225
out of her duffel bag and stuck the gun in the waistband of her skirt, then
climbed out of the Jeep. Keeping the flashlight off, she made her way down the
sidewalk, her sneakers silent on the damp
pavement.
"There is no justice
in this world. How's that for a truth, Deputy
Broussard?"
"Shit, shit,
shit," she chanted under her breath, her step quickening at the first sound from
the direction of Bowen & Briggs. A scrape. A shoe on asphalt. A thump. A
muffled cry.
"Shit!" Pulling the
gun and flicking the switch on the flashlight, she broke into a
run.
She could hear the sound of
flesh striking flesh even before she entered the narrow parking lot. Instinct
rushed her forward, overriding procedure. She should have called it in. She
didn't have any backup. Her badge was in her pocketbook in the Jeep. Not one of
those facts slowed her
step.
"Sheriff's office, freeze!"
she yelled, sweeping the bright halogen beam across the parking
area.
Fourcade had Renard up
against the side of a car, swinging at him with the rhythm of a boxer at a
punching bag. A hard left turned Renard's face toward Annie, and she gasped at
the blood that obscured his features. He lunged toward her, arms outstretched,
blood and spittle spraying from his mouth in a froth as a wild animal sound tore
from his throat and his eyes rolled white. Fourcade caught him in the stomach
and knocked him back into the
Volvo.
"Fourcade! Stop it!" Annie
shouted, hurling herself against him, trying to knock him away from Renard.
"Stop it! You're killing him! Arrete! C'est
assez!"
He shrugged her off
like a mosquito and cracked Renard's jaw with a
right.
"Stop
it!"
Using the big flashlight
like a baton, she swung it as hard as she could into his kidneys, once, twice.
As she drew back for a third blow, Fourcade spun toward her, poised to
strike.
Annie scuttled backward.
She turned the full beam of the flashlight in Fourcade's face. "Hold it!" she
ordered. "I've got a gun!"
"Get
away!" he roared. His expression was feral, his eyes glazed, wild. One corner of
his mouth curled in a
snarl.
"It's Broussard," she
said. "Deputy Broussard. Step back, Fourcade! I mean
it!"
He didn't move, but the look
on his face slipped toward uncertainty. He glanced around with the kind of
hesitancy that suggested he had just come to and didn't know where he was or how
he had gotten there. Behind him, Renard dropped to his hands and knees on the
blacktop, vomited, then
collapsed.
"Jesus," Annie
muttered. "Stay where you
are."
Squatting beside Renard,
she stuck her gun back in her waistband and felt for the carotid artery in his
neck, her fingers coming away sticky with blood. His pulse was strong. He was
alive but unconscious, and probably glad for it. His face looked like raw
hamburger, his nose was an indistinct mass. She wiped the blood from her hand on
his shoulder, pulled the Sig again, and stood, her knees
shaking.
"What the hell were you
thinking?" she asked, turning toward
Fourcade.
Nick stared down at
Renard lying in his own puke as if seeing him for the first time. Thinking? He
couldn't remember thinking. What he did remember didn't make sense. Echoes of
voices from another place ... taunts ... The red haze was slowly dissipating,
leaving him with a sick
feeling.
"What were you gonna
do?" Annie Broussard demanded. "Kill him and dump him in the swamp? Did you
think nobody would notice? Did you think nobody would suspect? My God, you're a
cop! You're supposed to uphold the law, not take it into your own
hands!"
She hissed a breath
through her teeth. "Looks like I believed the wrong half of those rumors about
you, after all,
Fourcade."
"I—I came here
to talk to him," he
muttered.
"Yeah? Well, you're a
helluva
conversationalist."
Renard
groaned, shifted positions, and settled back into oblivion. Nick closed his
eyes, turned away, and rubbed his gloved hands over his face. The smell of
Renard's blood in the leather gagged
him.
"C'est ein affaire a pus
finir," he whispered. It is a thing that has no
end.
"What are you talking
about?" Broussard
demanded.
Shadows and darkness,
and the kind of rage that could swallow a man whole. But she knew of none of
these things, and he didn't try to tell
her.
"Go call an ambulance," he
said with resignation.
She looked
to Renard and back, weighing the
options.
"It's all right,
'Toinette. I promise not to kill him while you're
gone."
"Under the circumstances,
you'll forgive me if I don't believe a word you say." Annie glanced at Renard
again. "He's not going anywhere. You can come with me. And by the way," she
added, gesturing him toward the street with her gun, "you're under arrest. You
have the right to remain silent...."
5
You can't arrest Fourcade.
He's a detective, for Christ's sake!" Gus ranted, pacing behind his
desk.
The desk sergeant had
called him in from a Rotary Club dinner where he had been ingesting calories in
the liquid form, trying to dull the barbed comments of Rotarians unhappy with
the day's court ruling. The civic leaders of Bayou Breaux had wanted Renard's
indictment as something extra to celebrate for Mardi Gras. Even with half a pint
of Amaretto in him, Gus felt as if his blood pressure just might cause his head
to explode.
"What the hell were
you thinking, Broussard?" he
demanded.
Annie's jaw dropped. "I
was thinking he committed assault! I saw him with my own
eyes!"
"Well, there's got to be
more to this story than what you
know."
"I saw what I saw. Ask
him yourself, Sheriff. He won't deny it. Renard looks like he put his face in a
Waring blender."
"Fuck a duck,"
Gus muttered. "I told him, I told him! Where's he at
now?"
"Interview
B."
It had been a fight getting
him in there. Not that Fourcade had resisted in any way. It was Rodrigue, the
desk sergeant, and Degas and Pitre—deputies just hanging around.
"Arresting Fourcade? Naw. Must be some mistake. Quit screwing around,
Broussard. What'd he do—pinch your ass? We don't arrest our own.
Nick, he's part of the Brotherhood. Whatsa matter with you,
Broussard—you on the rag or somethin'? He beat up Renard? Christ,
we oughta get him a medal! Is Renard dead? Can we throw a
party?"
In the end, Fourcade
had pushed past them through the doorway and let himself into Interview
B.
The sheriff stalked past Annie
and out the door. She hustled after him, a choke hold on her temper. If she'd
hauled in a civilian, no one would have questioned her judgment or her
perception of facts.
The door to
the interview room was wide open. Rodrigue stood with one hand on the frame and
one eye on his abandoned desk, grinning as he traded comments with someone
inside the room, his mustache wriggling like a woolly caterpillar on his upper
lip.
"Hey, Sheriff, we're
thinking maybe Nick oughta get a ticker-tape
parade."
"Shut up," Gus barked as
he bulled his way past the desk sergeant and into the room where Degas and Pitre
had sprawled into chairs. Coffee cups sat steaming on the small table. Fourcade
sat on the far side, smoking a cigarette and looking
detached.
Gus cut a scathing look
at his deputies. "Y'all don't have nothing better to do, then why are you on my
payroll? Get outta here! You too!" he snapped at Annie. "Go
home."
"Go home? But—but,
Sheriff," she stammered, "I was there. I'm
the—"
"So was he." He
pointed at Fourcade. "I talked to you, now I'm gonna talk to him. You got a
problem with that, Deputy?"
"No,
sir," Annie said tightly. She looked at Fourcade, wanting him to meet her eyes,
wanting to see ... what? Innocence? She knew he wasn't innocent. Apology? He
didn't owe her anything. He took a drag on his cigarette and focused on the
stream of smoke.
Gus planted his
hands on the back of a vacant chair and leaned on it, waiting to hear the door
close behind him. And when the door closed, he waited some more, wishing he
would come to in his own cozy bed with his plump, snoring wife and realize this
day had all been a bad dream and nothing
more.
"What do you have to say
for yourself, Detective?" he asked at
last.
Nick stubbed out the butt
in the ashtray Pitre had obligingly fetched him. What was he supposed to say? He
had no explanation, only
excuses.
"Nothing," he
said.
"Nothing. Nothing?" Noblier
repeated, as if the word were foreign to his tongue. "Look at me,
Nick."
He did so and wondered
which was the better choice: to allow himself an emotional response to the
disappointment he saw or to block it. Emotion was what unfailingly landed him in
trouble. He had spent the last year of his life learning to hold it in an iron
fist deep within him. Tonight it had broken free, and here he
sat.
"I took a big chance
bringing you on board here," Gus said quietly. "I did it because I knew your
papa, and I owed him something from way back. And because I believed you about
that business in New Orleans, and I thought you could do a good job
here.
"This is how you pay me
back?" he asked, voice
rising.
"You screw up an
investigation and beat the hell out of a suspect? You better have something more
than nothing to say for yourself, or, by God, I'll throw your ass to the
wolves!
"Why'd you go near Renard
when I told you not to? Why'd you have to get in his face? Jesus Christ, do you
have any idea what him and that anorexic lawyer of his are gonna do to this
office? Tell me you had some kind of cause to go near him. What were you even
doing in that part of
town?"
"Drinking."
"Oh,
great! Good answer! You left my office in a flaming temper and went and threw
alcohol on it!"
He shoved the
chair into the table. "Damage control," he muttered. "How the fuck do we spin
this? I can say you were on
surveillance."
"You told the
press you pulled the
surveillance."
"Fuck the press. I
tell 'em what I want 'em to think. Renard is still a suspect. We got reason to
watch him. That gives you cause to be there, and it shows I believe in your
innocence on that evidence-tampering bullshit Kudrow's trying to stir up. So
then what? Did he provoke
you?"
"Does it matter?" Nick
asked. "Never mind that he's a murderer, and the goddamn court shoulda punched
his ticket for him—"
"Yeah,
the court should have, but it didn't. Then Hunter Davidson tried to and you
stopped him. It looks like you just wanted the job all for
yourself."
"I know what it looks
like."
"It looks like assault, at
the very least. Broussard thinks I should throw your ass in
jail."
Broussard. Nick pushed to
his feet, the anger stirring anew. Broussard, who hadn't said ten words to him
in the six months he'd been in Bayou Breaux. Who suddenly sought him out at
Laveau's. Who appeared out of nowhere with a gun and the power to arrest
him.
"Will you?" he
asked.
"Not if I don't have
to."
"Renard'll press
charges."
"You bet your balls he
will." Gus rubbed a hand over his face and secretly wished he'd stayed in
geology all those years ago. "He's no shit-for-brains lowlife you can stick his
head in a toilet and flush a confession outta him and won't nobody listen to him
when he screams about it. Kudrow's been threatening a lawsuit all along.
Harassment, he says. Unlawful arrest, he says. Well, I sure as hell know what
he'll say about this."
He dropped
down onto a chair. "All in all, I think I'm gonna wish you'd finished the job
and fed Renard to the
gators."
"What you hanging
around for, Broussard?" Rodrigue asked. Blocky and nearly bald, he stood behind
his desk shuffling papers with an air of false importance, as if he hadn't been
kicked out of the interview room
himself.
Annie gave the sergeant
a defiant glare. "I'm the arresting officer. I've got a suspect to book, a
report to file, and evidence to log
in."
Rodrigue snorted. "There
ain't gonna be no arrest, darlin'. Fourcade, he didn't do nothing ever'body in
this parish hasn't wanted to
do."
"Last time I looked, assault
was against the law."
"Dat wasn't
no assault. Dat was justice. Oh,
yeah."
"Yeah," Degas chimed in.
"And you interrupted it, Broussard. There's the crime. Why didn't you let him
finish the job?"
Because that
would have been murder, Annie thought. That Renard deserved killing didn't enter
into it. The law was the law, and she was sworn to uphold it, as were Fourcade
and Rodrigue and Degas, and Gus
Noblier.
"That's right," Pitre
said, swaggering toward her, pulling the handcuffs off his belt. "Maybe we
oughta be arresting you, Broussard. Obstruction of
justice."
"Interfering with an
officer in the performance of his duty," Degas
added.
"I think a strip search is
in order here," Pitre suggested, reaching for her
arm.
"Fuck you, Pitre," she
snapped, jerking away from him.
A
salacious sneer lit his face. "I'm up for it, sugar, if you think it'll help
your case."
"Go piss up a
rope."
"The sheriff told you to
go home, Broussard," Rodrigue said. "You're disobeying an order. You wanna go on
report?"
Annie shook her head in
disbelief. He would condone brutality, and write her up for loitering. She
looked at the door to the interview room, uncertain. Procedure dictated one
course of action, her sheriff had ordered another. She would have given anything
to know what was being said on the other side of that door, but no one was going
to let her in either literally or figuratively. Gus had taken over, and Gus
Noblier was absolute ruler of the Partout Parish Sheriff's Office, if not of
Partout Parish itself.
"Fine,"
she said grudgingly. "I'll do the paperwork in the
morning."
She felt their eyes
burning into her back all the way to the door, their hostility a tangible thing.
The sensation made her feel ill. These were men she had known for two years, men
she had joked with.
The mist had
evolved into a steady, cold rain. Annie pulled her denim jacket up over her head
and ran to the Jeep, where her ice cream had melted and was seeping through the
carton into a milky puddle on the driver's side floor. A fitting end to her
evening.
She sat behind the
wheel, trying to imagine what would happen tomorrow, but nothing came. She had
no frame of reference. She had never arrested a fellow
officer.
"We don't arrest our
own. Nick, he's part of the
Brotherhood."
The
Brotherhood. The Code.
I
broke the Code.
"Well,
what the hell was I supposed to do?" she asked
aloud.
The plastic alligator that
hung from the mirror stared back at her with a mocking leer. Annie snapped at
him with a forefinger and sat back as he danced on the end of his tether. She
glanced at the paper bag she had tucked between the bucket seats. The bag her
ice cream had come in. The bag she had used to collect Fourcade's bloody gloves.
Each glove should have been bagged individually, but she'd made do with what she
had on hand, slipping one glove in, then folding the bag and inserting the other
in the top pocket created by the fold. Procedure dictated she log in the
evidence, see to it that it was secured in the evidence room. Instinct kept her
from running back into the station with the bag. She could still feel the
burning gazes of Rodrigue and Degas and Pitre boring into her. She had broken
the Code.
And yet, she had bent
rules, had made concessions for Fourcade she wouldn't have made with a civilian.
She should have called a unit to the scene, but she hadn't. The jurisdiction was
City of Bayou Breaux, not Partout Parish, but it seemed like betrayal to turn
Fourcade over to another department. She had called an ambulance for Renard,
explained nothing to the paramedics, and hauled Fourcade to the station in her
own vehicle. She hadn't even called in to dispatch to warn them, because she
didn't want it on the radio.
She
had made concessions to Fourcade because he was a cop, and still she was being
made the heavy. Men she would have joked with last night suddenly looked at her
as if she were a hostile and unwelcome
stranger.
She started the Jeep
and rolled out of the parking lot as two cars turned in. Deputies coming on for
the midnight shift. The news of Fourcade's run-in would spread like hot oil in a
skillet. Her world had suddenly turned 180
degrees.
Everything simple had
become complex. Everything familiar had become unfamiliar. Everything light had
gone dark. She looked at the rain and remembered Fourcade's whispered word:
Shadowland.
The streets
were deserted, making the traffic lights seem an extravagance. The majority of
Bayou Breaux's seven thousand residents were working-class people who went to
bed at a decent hour weeknights and saved their hell-raising for the weekends.
Commercial fishermen, oil workers, cane farmers. What industry there was in town
supported those same
professions.
The core of Bayou
Breaux was old. A couple of the buildings on La Rue Dumas had been standing
there since before the first Acadians got off the boats from le grand
derangement in the eighteenth century, when the British confiscated their
property in Nova Scotia and kicked them out. Many more buildings dated to the
nineteenth century— some clapboard, some brick with false fronts, some in
good shape, some not. Annie drove past them, temporarily oblivious to their
history.
A neon light for Dixie
beer glowed red in the window of T-Neg's, the nightspot in what was still called
the colored part of town. The modern rage for political correctness had yet to
sift into the deeper recesses of South Louisiana. She hung a right at Canray's
Garage, a tumbledown filling station that looked like something from a bleak
postapocalyptic sci-fi movie, with junked cars and disemboweled engines
abandoned all around. The houses down this street didn't look much better. Tatty
one-story cottages rose off the ground on leaning brick pilings, the houses
crammed shoulder to shoulder with yards the size of postage
stamps.
The properties gradually
became larger, the homes more respectable and more modern the farther west she
drove. The old neighborhoods gave way to subdivisions on the southwest side of
town, where contractors had lined cul-de-sacs with brick pseudo-Acadian and
pseudo-Caribbean plantation cottages. A.J. lived out
here.
But how could she go to
him? He worked for the DA. The cops and the prosecutors may have technically
been on the same big team for justice, but the reality was often more
adversarial than congenial. If she went over the sheriff's head and crossed the
line into the DA's camp, there would be hell to pay with Noblier, and the rest
of the department would see it only as further proof that she had turned on
them.
And if she went to A.J. as
a friend, then what? Could she expect him to separate who they were from what
they did when a possible felony charge hung in the
balance?
Annie pulled a U-turn
and headed for the hospital. Marcus Renard's beating was her case until someone
told her differently. She had a victim's statement to
take.
Apristine white
statue of the Virgin Mary welcomed the afflicted to Our Lady of Mercy with open
arms. Spotlights nestled in the hibiscus shrubs at the base of her pedestal
illuminated her all night long, a beacon to the battered. The hospital itself
had been built in the seventies, during the oil boom, when ready money and
philanthropy were in abundant supply. A two-story brick L, it sprawled over a
manicured lawn that was set back just far enough from the bayou to be both
scenic and prudent in flood
season.
Annie parked in the red
zone in front of the ER entrance, flipping down her visor with the insignia of
the sheriff's department clipped to it. Notebook in hand, she headed into the
hospital, wondering if Renard would be in any condition to speak to her. If he
died, would that make life easier or
harder?
"We just got him moved
into a room." Nurse Jolie led her down a corridor that glowed like pearl under
the soft night lighting. "I voted for the boiler room—the boiler itself,
to be precise. Do you know who beat him up? I wanna kiss that man all
over."
"He's in jail," Annie
lied.
Nurse Jolie arched a finely
curved brow. "What for?"
Annie
bit back a sigh as they stopped before the door to room 118. "Is he awake?
Sedated? Can he talk?"
"He can
talk through what's left of his teeth. Dr. Van Allen used a local on his nose
and jaw. He hasn't been given any painkillers." A slyly sadistic smile turned
the nurse's mouth. "We don't want to mask the symptoms of a serious head trauma
with narcotics."
"Never piss off
medical people," Annie said, pretending to jot herself a
note.
"Damn straight,
girl."
Jolie pushed open the door
to Renard's room and held it. The room was set up as a double, but only one bed
was occupied. Renard lay with the head of the bed tipped up slightly, the
fluorescent light glaring down into his eyes, which were nearly swollen shut.
His face looked like a mutant pomegranate. Just two hours after his beating and
already the swelling and bruising made him unrecognizable. One eyebrow was
stitched together. Another line of stitches ran up his chin and over his lower
lip like a millipede. Cotton had been crammed up his nostrils, and what was left
of his nose was swathed in bandaging and adhesive
tape.
"Not a plug to be pulled,"
the nurse said regretfully. She cut a glance at Annie. "You couldn't have just
hung back until Whoever put this asshole in a
coma?"
"Timing has never been my
strong suit," Annie muttered with bitter
irony.
"Too
bad."
Annie watched her glide
away, heading back for the nurses'
station.
"Mr. Renard, I'm Deputy
Broussard," she said, uncapping her pen as she moved toward the bed. "If it's at
all possible, I'd like to get a statement from you as to what happened this
evening."
Marcus studied her
through the slits left open in the swelling around his eyes. His angel of mercy.
Beside the elevated hospital bed, she looked small. The denim jacket she wore
swallowed her up. She was pretty in a tomboy-next-door kind of way, with a
blackening bruise high on one cheek and her brown hair hanging in disarray. Her
eyes were the color of cafe noir, slightly exotic in shape, their expression
dead serious as she waited for him to
speak.
"You were there," he
whispered, setting off a stabbing pain in his face. What little lidocaine the
doctor had bothered to use was wearing off. The packing in his nose forced him
to breathe through his mouth, and only added to the feeling that his head was
twice its normal size. His sinuses were draining down the back of his throat,
half choking him.
"I need to know
what happened before I got there," she said. "What precipitated the
fight?"
"Attack."
"You're
saying Detective Fourcade simply attacked you? No words were
exchanged?"
"I came out ... of
the building," he said haltingly. Tape bound his cracked ribs so tightly he
wasn't able to take in more than a teaspoon of air at a time. "He was there.
Angry ... about the ruling. Said it wasn't over. Hit me. Again ... and
again."
"You didn't say anything
to him?"
"He wants me
dead."
She glanced up at him from
her notebook. "He's hardly the only one, Mr.
Renard."
"Not you," Marcus said.
"You ... saved me."
"I was doing
my job."
"And
Fourcade?"
"I don't speak for
Detective Fourcade."
"He tried
... to kill me."
"Did he state
that he meant to kill you?"
"Look
at me."
"It's not my place to
draw conclusions, Mr.
Renard."
"But you did," he
insisted. "I heard you say, 'You're killing him.' You saved me. Thank
you."
"I don't want your thanks,"
Annie said bluntly.
"I didn't ...
kill Pam. I loved her ... like a
friend."
"Friends don't stalk
other friends."
Marcus lifted a
finger to admonish her.
"Conclusion..."
"That's not my
case. I'm free to review the facts and come to any conclusion I like. Did you
provoke Detective Fourcade in any
way?"
"No. He was irrational ...
and drunk."
He tried to moisten
his lips, his tongue butting into the jagged edges of several chipped teeth and
a blank space where a tooth had been. He shifted his gaze to a plastic water
pitcher on his right.
"Could you
please ... pour me a drink ...
Annie?"
"Deputy Broussard," Annie
said, too sharply. His use of her name unnerved her. She wanted to deny his
request, but he already had enough to file suit against the department. There
was no sense exacerbating the situation over so simple a
task.
She set her notebook on the
bedside stand, poured half a glass of water, and handed it to him. The knuckles
of his right hand were skinned raw and painted orange with iodine. This was the
hand he would have held the knife in as he butchered a woman he claimed to love
as a friend.
He tried to sip at
the water, avoiding the mended split in his lip by pressing the glass against
the left corner of his mouth. A stream dribbled down his chin onto his hospital
gown. He should have had a straw, but the nurses hadn't left him one. Annie
supposed he'd be lucky if they hadn't poisoned the
water.
"Thank you, again ...
Deputy," he said, attempting a smile that made him look more ghoulish. "You're
very kind."
"Do you want to press
charges?" Annie asked
abruptly.
He made a choking sound
that might have been a laugh. "He tried to kill me. Yes ... I want to press
charges. He should be ... in prison. You'll help me put him there ... Deputy.
You're my witness."
The pen
stilled in Annie's hand as the prospect went through her like a skewer. "You
know something, Renard? I wish I'd never turned down that street
tonight."
He tried to shake his
head. "You don't ... want me dead ... Annie. You saved me today.
Twice."
"I already wish I
hadn't."
"You don't ... look for
revenge. You look ... for justice ... for truth. I'm not ... a bad man ...
Annie."
"I'll feel better if a
court decides that," she said, closing her notebook. "Someone from the
department will get back to
you."
Marcus watched her walk
away, then closed his eyes and conjured up her face in his mind's eye. Pretty,
rectangular, a hint of a cleft in the chin, skin the color of fresh cream and
new Georgia peaches. She believed in the good in people. She liked to help. He
imagined her voice—soft, a little husky. He thought of what she might have
said to him if she hadn't come in her capacity as deputy. Words of sympathy and
comfort, meant to soothe his
pain.
Annie Broussard. His angel
of mercy.
6
The rain fell steadily,
reducing the reach of the headlights, making the night close in like a tunnel.
The sky seemed too low, the trees that grew thick seemed to hunch over the road.
Jennifer Nolan's imagination ran wild with movie images of maniacs leaping out
in front of her and cars suddenly looming up in the rearview
mirror.
She hated working the
late shift. But then, she hated being home at night, too. She had been raised to
fear basically everything about the night: the dark, the sounds in the dark, the
things that might lurk in the dark. She wished she had a roommate, but the last
one had stolen her best jewelry and her television and run off with some
no-account biker, and so she was living
alone.
Headlights came up behind
her, and Jennifer's breath caught. All anybody ever talked about anymore was
murder and how women weren't safe to walk the streets. She'd heard that Bichon
woman had been dismembered. That wasn't what had been reported on the news, but
she'd heard it and knew it was probably true. Rumors leaked out—like the
detail of the Mardi Gras mask. The police didn't want anyone to know that
either, but everyone did.
Just
imagining the terror that woman must have felt was enough to give Jennifer
nightmares. She didn't even want to think about Mardi Gras, which was less than
two weeks away, on account of that mask business. And now she had this car on
her tail. For all she knew, this could have been what happened to Pam Bichon.
She could have been forced off the road and herded up that driveway to her
death.
The car swept up alongside
her and her panic doubled. Then the car sailed on past, taillights glowing in
the gloom. Relief ran through her like water. She hit the blinker and turned in
at the trailer park.
She had her
key in her hand as she went up the steps to the front door, the way she'd read
in Glamour. Have the key ready to unlock the door quickly or to be used
as a weapon if an attacker jumped up from the honeysuckle bush that struggled to
live beside her stoop.
A lamp
burned in the living room to give the impression someone was home all evening.
After locking the door behind her, Jennifer hung her jacket on the coatrack and
grabbed a towel off the kitchen counter to dab at her rain-wet red hair as she
moved through the trailer, turning on more lights. She was careful not to step
into a room until the light was on and she could see. She checked the spare
bedroom, the bathroom. Her bedroom was at the end of the narrow hall. Nothing
had been disturbed, no one was in the closet. A can of Aqua Net hair spray sat
on the nightstand. She would use it like Mace if someone broke in during the
night.
With the knowledge of
safety, the tension began to subside, letting fatigue settle in. Too many nights
with too little sleep, the hassle with her supervisor over the length of her
coffee breaks, the past-due balance on her phone bill—each worry weighed
down on her. Depressed, she brushed her teeth, took off her jeans, and climbed
into bed in the T-shirt she'd worn all day. i'm with stupid, it read, and an
arrow pointed to the empty space in the bed beside her. She was with no one.
Until 1:57 a.m.
Jennifer Nolan
woke with a start. A gloved hand struck her hard across the face as she
struggled to sit up and opened her mouth to scream. The back of her skull
smacked against the headboard. She tried again to lurch forward, stopped this
time by the feel of a blade at her throat. Her bladder released and tears welled
in her eyes.
But even through the
blur she could see her attacker. His image was illuminated by the green glow of
the alarm clock and by the light that seeped in around the edges of the cheap
miniblinds. He seemed huge as he loomed over her, the vision of doom. Terrified,
she fixed on his face—a face half hidden by a feathered Mardi Gras
mask.
7
Richard Kudrow was dying.
The Crohn's disease that had besieged his intestinal tract for the last five
years of his life had been joined in the last few months by a voracious cancer.
Despite the efforts of medical science, his body was virtually devouring
itself.
He had been told to quit
his practice and devote his time to the hopeless task of treatment, but he
didn't see the point. He knew his demise was inevitable. Work was all that kept
him going. Anger and adrenaline fueled his weakened system. The focus on
justice—an attainable goal—gave him a greater sense of purpose than
the pursuit of a cure—an unattainable goal. In defying his doctors and his
disease, he had already managed to live past all
expectations.
His enemies said he
was too damned mean to die. He figured the beating of Marcus Renard was going to
give him another six or eight months' worth of fury to live
on.
"My client was beat to within
an inch of his life by your detective, Noblier. What kind of bullshit will you
attempt to spread over that plain
truth?"
Gus pressed his lips
together. His eyes narrowed to the size of beads as he glared at Kudrow sitting
across from him, gray and withering like a rotting pecan husk in his wrinkled
brown suit.
"You're the bullshit
expert, Kudrow. I'm supposed to swallow the rantings of your sociopathic
homicidal pervert client?"
"He
didn't break his own nose. He didn't break his own jaw. He did not break his own
teeth out of his head. Ask your Deputy Broussard. Better yet, I'll ask your
Deputy Broussard," Kudrow said, pressing up out of the chair. "I sure as hell
don't trust you any farther than I could throw a grown
hog."
Gus rose with energy and
thrust a finger at the lawyer. "You stay the hell away from my people,
Kudrow."
Kudrow waved him off.
"Broussard is a material witness and Fourcade is a thug. He was a thug on the
NOPD and you knew it when you hired him. That makes you culpable in the civil
suit, Noblier, and, by virtue of the fact that you did not suspend Fourcade from
the Bichon case after his obvious attempt to plant and manipulate evidence, you
may well be guilty of collusion on the
assault."
Gus snorted.
"Collusion! You give yourself a hernia trying to drag that dead horse into
court, you old goat. And you file as many goddamn civil suits as you want.
You'll die poor before you get a dime out of my office. As for the rest, I don't
remember anybody electing you district
attorney."
"Smith Pritchett will
bring charges before you can digest the grease you ate for breakfast. He'll be
all too happy to see Fourcade's ass in
jail."
"We'll see about that,"
Gus grumbled. "You don't know shit about what happened last night, and I am not
obliged to talk with you about
it."
"It'll all be a matter of
record." Kudrow picked up his old briefcase, and the weight of it tilted him
slightly sideways. "It had damn well better be. Your deputy made an arrest last
night. She took a statement from my client, asked if he wanted to press charges.
If there isn't paperwork to go with those facts, there will be hell to pay,
Noblier."
Gus's features twisted
as if he had just caught wind of day-old roadkill. "Your client is delusional
and a liar, and those are some of his better qualities," he said, cutting past
the lawyer to the front door of his office. "Get out of here, Kudrow. I've got
better things to do with my time than listen to you pass gas through your mouth
all morning."
Kudrow bared the
teeth the toxins in his body had turned amber. Energy burned in his veins like
rocket fuel and he envisioned it searing the cancer out of him. "It's been a
pleasure, as always, Sheriff. But not so much a pleasure as ruining you and your
rogue, Fourcade, will be."
"Why
don't you just do the world a favor and drop dead," Gus
suggested.
"I'd never be that
nice to you, Noblier. I plan to outlive your days in this office, if for no
other reason than spite."
"God
should live that long, but you sure as hell won't, I'm glad to
say."
"We'll see who gets the
last word."
Gus slammed the door
on Kudrow's back. "Me, you rotting old turd," he grumbled. He swung toward the
side door to his secretary's office and bellowed, "Get in here,
Broussard!"
Annie's heart sank as
she rose from the chair she'd been waiting in. She had listened with rapt
attention to the angry voices that could be quite plainly heard through the
door. The heat of the argument seemed to have physically enveloped her. She
could feel sweat trickling down between her shoulder blades and moistening the
armpits of her uniform.
Valerie
Comb, Noblier's secretary, cut her a sideways look. A bottle blonde, she had
been four years ahead of Annie in school, head basketball cheerleader and voted
most likely to get pregnant on purpose, which she had done. Now divorced with
three kids to feed, she placed her loyalties solidly in Noblier's
corner.
Pulling in a deep breath,
Annie let herself into the inner sanctum, and closed the door behind her. The
sheriff stomped toward her with a bulldog glare and hands jammed at his belt
line. Annie braced her feet slightly apart and locked her hands together behind
her back.
"You took a statement
from Marcus Renard last night?" he said in a tight
voice.
"Yes,
sir."
"I told you to go home,
didn't I, Broussard? Am I getting Alzheimer's or something? Did I just imagine I
told you to go home?"
"No,
sir."
"Then what the hell were
you doing down to Our Lady, taking a statement from Marcus
Renard?"
"It had to be done,
Sheriff," she said. "I was the officer on the scene. I knew Renard would be only
too happy to charge the department with negligence,
and—"
"Don't you preach
procedure to me, Deputy," he snapped. "You don't think I know procedure? You
think I don't know what I'm
doing?"
"No, sir— I mean,
yes, sir— I—"
"When I
tell you to do something, I have a reason for it, Deputy Broussard." He leaned
toward her, his whole head as red as a radish out to the tips of his ears.
"Sometimes a situation needs to be sorted through before we proceed in the usual
way. Do you understand what I'm saying here,
Deputy?"
Annie held every muscle
in her body stiff, too afraid that she knew exactly what he was saying. "I saw
Nick Fourcade beating the shit out of Marcus Renard,
Sheriff."
"I'm not saying you
didn't. I'm saying you don't know the circumstances. I'm saying you didn't hear
the call about a prowler in that part of town. I'm saying you weren't there when
the offender resisted
arrest."
Annie stared at him for
a long moment. "You're saying I wasn't in the room last night when everyone was
getting their story straight," she said at last, knowing she was inviting
Noblier's wrath. "What Fourcade did last night was illegal. It was
wrong."
"And what Renard did to
that Bichon girl wasn't?"
"Of
course it was, but—"
"Let
me tell you something here, Annie," he said, suddenly quieter, gentler. He
stepped back and sat on the edge of his desk. His expression was serious, frank,
absent of the bluster he regularly blew at the
world.
"The world isn't black and
white, Annie. It's shades of gray. The world don't follow no procedure handbook.
The law and justice are not always the same thing. I'm not saying I condone what
Fourcade did. I'm saying I understand what Fourcade did. I'm saying we take care
of our own in this department. That means you don't go off half-cocked and try
to arrest a detective. That means you don't run and take a statement when I tell
you to go home."
"I can't change
the fact that I was there, Sheriff, or that Renard knows I was there. How would
it look if I hadn't taken his
statement?"
"It might look like
he was confused about the chain of events. It might look like we were giving him
the night to recover before we troubled him further. It might look like we were
sorting out the jurisdictional questions
here."
Or it might have looked
like they were ignoring the victim of a brutal beating, turning their heads the
other way because the perpetrator was a cop. It might have looked like they were
stalling for time until they could come up with a
story.
Annie turned toward the
wall that held a pictorial essay on the illustrious career of August F. Noblier.
The sheriff in his younger, trimmer days grinning and shaking hands with
Governor Edwards. An array of photographs through the years with lesser
politicians and celebrities who had passed through Partout Parish during the
years of Gus's reign. She had always respected
him.
"You did what you did, and
we'll deal with it, Deputy," he said, as if she was the one who had broken the
law. Annie wondered if he had given Fourcade a reprimand or a pat on the back.
"The point is, we could have dealt with the situation more cleanly if you'd
stayed on the page with me. You know what I'm
saying?"
Annie said nothing. It
wouldn't have done any good to point out that she hadn't been given the
opportunity to stay on the page, that the book had been slammed shut on her last
night, that she had been cut loose and excluded from the proceedings like an
outsider. She wasn't sure which was worse—being shut out or being included
in a conspiracy.
"I don't want
you talking to the press," Noblier said, going around behind his desk to settle
himself into his big leather executive's chair. "And I don't want you talking to
Richard Kudrow under any circumstances. You understand
me?"
"Yes,
sir."
" 'No comment.' Can you
manage that?"
"Yes,
sir."
"And, most of all, I don't
want you talking to Marcus Renard. You got
that?"
"Yes,
sir."
"You were off duty, which
is why you didn't hear that 10-70 call that went out. You stumbled into a
situation and contained it. Is that what
happened?"
"Yes, sir," she
whispered, the sick feeling in the pit of her stomach swelling like bread
dough.
Noblier stared at her in
silence for a moment. "How did Kudrow know you tried to arrest Fourcade? Has he
already talked to you?"
"He left
a message on my answering machine this morning while I was out
running."
"But you didn't talk to
him?"
"No."
"Did
you tell Renard you arrested
Fourcade?"
"No."
"Did
you Mirandize Fourcade in front of
him?"
"Renard was
unconscious."
"Then Kudrow was
bluffing, that ugly son of a bitch," Gus muttered to himself. "I hate that man.
I don't care that he's dying. I wish he'd hurry up and get it over with. Have
you filed an arrest report?"
"Not
yet."
"Nor will you. If you've
started that paperwork, I want it shredded. Not thrown away.
Shredded."
"But Renard is going
to press charges—"
"That
doesn't mean we have to make it easy for him. Go ahead and write up his
complaint, write up your preliminary report, but you did not arrest Fourcade.
Get your sergeant's initials on the paperwork, then bring the file straight to
me.
"I'm personally taking charge
of the case," he said, as if he were trying out the phrase for a future official
statement. "It's an unusual situation—allegations being made against one
of my men. Requires my undivided attention to see to it justice is
served.
"And don't look at me
like that, Deputy," he said, pointing an accusatory finger. "We're not doing
anything Richard Kudrow hasn't done time and again for the scum he
represents."
"Then we're no
better than they are," Annie
murmured.
"The hell we're not,"
Noblier growled, reaching for the telephone. "We're the good guys, Annie. We
work for Lady Justice. It's just that she can't always see what's what with that
damned blindfold on. You're dismissed,
Deputy."
The women's locker
room in the Partout Parish Sheriff's Department had originally been a janitor's
closet. There had been no women on the job when the building was designed in the
late sixties, and the blissful chauvinists on the planning committee hadn't
foreseen the possibility. Their shortsightedness meant male officers had a
locker room with showers and their own rest room, while female personnel got a
broom closet that had been converted during the 1993
remodeling.
The only light was a
bare bulb in the ceiling. Four battered metal lockers had been salvaged out of
the old junior high school and transplanted along one wall. A cheap frame-less
mirror hung on the opposite wall above a tiny porcelain sink. When Annie had
first come on the job, someone had drilled a peephole half a foot to the left of
the mirror from the men's room on the other side. She now checked the wall
periodically for new breaches of privacy, filling the holes with spackling
compound she kept in her locker alongside her stash of candy
bars.
She was the only female
deputy who used the room with any regularity, and currently the only female
patrol officer. There were two women who worked in the jail, and one female
plainclothes juvenile officer, all of whom had come on before the broom closet
had been converted and had adjusted to life without it. Annie thought of the
room as her own and had tried to spruce it up a little by bringing in a plastic
potted palm and a carpet remnant for the concrete floor. A poster from the
International Association of Women Police brightened one
wall.
Annie sat on her folding
chair and faced the door. She couldn't bring herself to face the women in the
poster. She was late for patrol, had missed the morning briefing. There was no
doubt in her mind that every uniform in the place knew Noblier had called her
into his office, and why. Sergeant Hooker had announced the first the minute she
stepped into the building. The looks she had drawn from the rest of the men had
hinted strongly at the
second.
She looked at the file
folder on her lap. She had gone so far as to type out the arrest report on
Fourcade last night. It had given her a small sense of control to sit at her
typewriter at home and put down in black and white what she had seen, what she
had done. She had felt a sense of validation for just a little while there in
the dead of night. Sheriff Noblier had smashed it flat beneath the weight of his
authority this morning.
He wanted
her to file a false report. She was supposed to lie, justify brutality, violate
God knew how many laws.
"And no
one sees anything wrong with that picture but me," she
muttered.
Anxiety simmered like
acid in her stomach as she left the locker room and headed down the
hall.
Hooker rolled an eye at her
as she passed the sergeant's desk. "See if you can't contain yourself to
arresting criminals today,
Broussard."
Annie reserved
comment as she signed herself out. "I have to be in court at three
o'clock."
"Oh really? You
testifying for us or against
us?"
"Hypolite
Grangnon—burglary," she said
flatly.
Hooker narrowed his
little pig eyes at her. "Sheriff wants those reports on his desk by
noon."
"Yes,
sir."
She should have gone
straight to the report room and gotten it over with, but she needed air and
space, some time on the road to clear her head, and a cup of coffee that didn't
taste like boiled sweat socks. She let herself out of the building and sucked in
air that smelled of damp earth and green
grass.
The rain had subsided
around five A.M. Annie had lain awake all night listening to it assault the roof
over her head. Finally giving up on the idea of rest, she had forced herself to
get out of bed and work out with the free weights and pull-up bar that gave her
second bedroom such a decorative
flair.
As she worked her aching
muscles, she watched for dawn to break over the Atchafalaya basin. There were
mornings when the sunrise boiled up over the swamp like a ball of flame and the
sky turned shades of orange and pink so intense they seemed liquid. This morning
had come in with rolling, angry slate-colored clouds that carried the threat of
a storm with a bully's
arrogance.
A storm would have
suited her, she thought, except that a spring rainstorm would blow over and be
forgotten, while the metaphorical storm in which she had landed herself would do
neither.
"Deputy Broussard, might
I have a moment of your
time?"
Annie jerked around toward
the source of the low, smooth voice. Richard Kudrow stood propped against the
side of the building, holding the front of his old trench coat together like a
flasher.
"I'm sorry. No. I don't
have time," she said quickly, stepping off the sidewalk and heading across the
parking lot toward her cruiser. She cast a nervous glance over her shoulder at
the building.
"You'll have to
talk to me sooner or later," the lawyer said, falling in step beside
her.
"Then it'll have to be
later, Mr. Kudrow. I'm on
duty."
"Taxpayer time. Need I
point out to you, Miss Broussard, that I myself pay mightily into August
Noblier's fat coffers and am, therefore, technically, one of your
employers?"
"I'm not interested
in your technicalities." She unlocked the car door with one hand while balancing
her clipboard, files, and ticket books in the other arm. "It's my sergeant who's
gonna kick my butt if I don't get to
work."
"Your sergeant? Or Gus
Noblier—for talking to
me?"
"I don't know what you
mean," she lied. She added the car keys to the pile on her arm and started to
pull the cruiser's door
open.
"Can I hold something for
you?" Kudrow offered gallantly, reaching toward
her.
"No," Annie snapped,
twisting away.
The sudden
movement sent the pile sliding off the clipboard. The keys, the ticket books,
the files tumbled to the ground, the Renard file spilling its contents.
Panicking, Annie dropped the clipboard and fell to the blacktop on her hands and
knees, chanting expletives, scrambling to scrape the papers back into the folder
before the wind could take them. Kudrow crouched down, reaching for the notebook
that had blown open, its pages of details and observations and interview notes
fluttering, as tantalizing to a lawyer as a glimpse of lacy underwear. Annie
snatched it out of his hand, then saw his liver-spotted hand reach next for the
arrest form she hadn't filed and hadn't
shredded.
She lunged for it,
cracking her elbow hard on the blacktop, crumpling the form in her fist as she
grabbed it.
"I've got it. I've
got it," she stammered. Turning her face away from Kudrow, she closed her eyes
and mouthed a silent thank-you to God. She clutched the mess of papers and
folders and clipboard to her chest, rose awkwardly, and backed around the open
door of the squad car.
Kudrow
watched her with interest. "Something I shouldn't see, Miss
Broussard?"
Annie's fingers
tightened on the crumpled arrest form. "I have to
go."
"You were the officer on the
scene last night. My client claims you saved his life. It took courage for you
to stop Fourcade," he said, bracing the car door open as Annie slid behind the
wheel. "It takes courage to do the right
thing."
"How would you know?"
Annie grumbled. "You're a
lawyer."
The gibe bounced off his
jaundiced hide. She could feel the heat of his gaze on her face, though she
refused to look at him. A faint, fetid scent of decay touched her nose, and she
wondered if it was the bayou or
Kudrow.
"The abuse of power, the
abuse of office, the abuse of public trust—those are terrible things, Miss
Broussard."
"So are stalking and
murder. It's Deputy Broussard." She turned the key in the ignition and slammed
the door shut.
Kudrow stepped
back as the car rolled forward. He pulled his coat closed around him as the
spring breeze swept across the parking lot. Disease had skewed his internal
thermometer to where he was always either freezing or on fire. Today he was cold
to the marrow, but his soul was burning up with purpose. If he could have been
half a step quicker, he would have been holding an arrest report in his hand. An
arrest report on Nick Fourcade, the thug who was not sitting in a jail cell this
morning, thanks to August F.
Noblier.
"I'll ruin you both," he
murmured as he watched the squad car turn onto the street. "And there's the lady
who's going to help me do it."
8
As Annie had suspected, word
of Renard's run-in with Fourcade had already hit the streets. Late-shift cops
and nurses from Our Lady had carried what pieces of the tale they had to Madame
Collette's diner, where the breakfast waitresses doled it out with announcements
of the morning blue plate special. The smell of gossip and dissatisfaction was
as thick in the air as the scent of bacon grease and
coffee.
Annie endured a hail of
barbed comments as she went to the counter for her coffee, only to be told by a
hostile waitress the restaurant was "out of coffee." The patrons of Madame
Collette's had passed judgment. The rest of Bayou Breaux would not be far
behind.
They wanted someone to be
guilty—in their minds if not in the courts, Annie thought. People felt
betrayed, cheated by a system that seemed suddenly to favor the wrong side. They
wanted to put this latest atrocity behind them and go on as if it hadn't
happened. They were afraid they never would be able to do so. Afraid that maybe
evil ran under the parish like an aquifer someone had tapped into by mistake,
and no one knew how to plug the leak and send the force back
underground.
At Po' Richard's,
the woman at the drive-up window handed Annie her coffee and wished her a nice
day, obviously out of the news loop. The brew was Po' Richard's usual: too
black, too strong, and bitter with the taste of chicory. Annie dumped it into
her spill-proof mug, added three fake creams, and headed out of
town.
The radio crackled to life,
reminding her that she was hardly the only person in the parish with
trouble.
"All units in the
vicinity: Y'all got a possible 261 out to the Country Estates trailer park.
Over."
Annie grabbed her mike as
she punched the accelerator. "One Able Charlie responding. I'm two minutes away.
Out."
When no response came back,
she tried the mike again. The radio crackled back at
her.
"10-1, One Able Charlie.
You're breaking up. Must be something wrong with your radio. You're where?
Out."
"I'm responding to that 261
in Country Estates. Out."
Nothing
came back. Annie hung up the mike, annoyed with the glitch, but more concerned
with the call: a sexual assault. She'd caught a handful of rape cases in her
career. There was always an extra emotional element to deal with at a rape call.
She wasn't just another cop. It wasn't just another call. She went in not only
as an officer, but as a woman, able to provide the victim with the kind of
support and sympathy no male officer could
offer.
The Country Estates
mobile-home park sat in exactly the middle of nowhere between Bayou Breaux and
Luck, which qualified it as country. The place bore no resemblance to an estate.
The name suggested a certain tidy gentility. Reality was a dozen rusting relic
trailer houses that had been plunked down on a two-acre weed patch back in the
early seventies.
Jennifer Nolan's
trailer was at the back of the lot, a pink and once-white model with an
OPERATION ID crime-watch sticker on the front door. Annie knocked on the storm
door and announced herself as a deputy. The inside door cracked open two inches,
then five.
If the face that
stared out at her had ever been pretty, Annie doubted it ever would be again.
Both lips were ballooning, both split open. The brown eyes were nearly swollen
shut.
"Thank God, you're a
woman," Jennifer Nolan mumbled. Her red hair hung in frizzy strings. She had
wrapped herself in a pink chenille robe that she clutched together over her
heart as she shuffled painfully away from the
door.
"Ms. Nolan, have you called
an ambulance?" Annie asked, following her into the small living
room.
The trailer reeked of
tobacco smoke and the kind of mildew that grows under old carpets. Jennifer
Nolan lowered herself with great care to a boxy plaid
sofa.
"No, no," she mumbled. "I
don't want ... Everyone will
look."
"Jennifer, you need
medical attention."
Annie
squatted down in front of her, taking in the obvious signs of psychological
shock. There was a good chance Jennifer Nolan wasn't fully aware of the extent
of her injuries. She probably felt numb, stunned. The mental self-protection
mechanisms of denial may have kicked in: How could this terrible thing have
happened to her, it couldn't be real, it was just a terrible nightmare. Already
her logic was skewed: She worried about the appearance of an ambulance, but not
the cop car.
"Jennifer, I'm going
to call an ambulance for you. Your neighbors won't know what it's coming here
for. Our main concern is your well-being. Do you understand? We want to make
sure you're taken care
of."
"Judas," Sticks Mullen
muttered, letting himself in without knocking. "Looks like somebody already
took care of her."
Annie shot him
a glare. "Go call for an ambulance. My radio's
out."
She turned back to the
victim, even though Mullen made no move to obey her. "Jennifer? How long ago did
this happen?"
The woman's gaze
drifted around the room until it hit on the wall clock. "In the night. I—I
woke up and he—he was just there. On top of me. He—he—hurt
me."
"Did he rape
you?"
Her face contorted,
squeezing tears from her swollen eyes. "I t-try to be s-so careful.
Why—why did this
happen?"
Annie skipped the
question, not wanting to tell her that carefulness didn't always make a
difference. "When did he leave,
Jennifer?"
She shook her head a
little. Whether she couldn't or didn't want to recall was
unclear.
"Was it dawn yet? Or was
it still
dark?"
"Dark."
Meaning
their rapist was long
gone.
"Great," Mullen
muttered.
Annie took in Jennifer
Nolan's appearance once again— the stringy hair, the bathrobe. "Jennifer,
did you bathe or take a shower after he
left?"
The tears came harder.
"He—made me. An—and I had—to," she said in an urgent whisper.
"I couldn't stand—the way I felt. I—felt him—all over
me!"
Mullen shook his head in
disgust at the lost evidence. Annie gently rested a hand on Jennifer Nolan's
forearm, careful to avoid touching the ligature marks that encircled the woman's
wrist, just in case some fiber remained embedded in the
skin.
"Jennifer, did you know the
man who did this to you? Can you tell us what he looks
like?"
"No. No," she whispered,
staring at Mullen's shoes. "He—he was w-wearing a
mask."
"Like a ski
mask?"
"No.
No."
She reached a trembling hand
for a pack of Eve 100s and a white Bic lighter on the end table. Annie
intercepted the cigarettes without a word and set them aside. It was probably
too much to hope that Jennifer Nolan hadn't brushed her teeth or smoked a
cigarette after the rapist had left the scene, but oral swabs would have to be
taken nonetheless. Any trace left behind by the rapist could provide a key to
identifying him.
"Horrible. Like
f-from a nightmare," the woman said, as spasms rocked her body. "Feathers. Black
feathers."
"You mean an actual
mask," Annie said. "From Mardi
Gras."
Chaz Stokes arrived
on the scene eating a breakfast burrito. He was in one of his usual getups:
baggy brown suit pants with a brown and yellow shirt that belonged in a fifties
bowling alley. A crumpled black porkpie hat rode low over the rims of wraparound
shades that were a testimony to the kind of night he'd had. The sun was nowhere
in sight.
"She took a bath,"
Mullen said, striding down off the rusty metal steps of the trailer. "At
least she didn't do the fucking laundry. We got a crime
scene."
Annie hustled after him.
"The rapist made her take a bath. Big difference, jerk. You of all people
should be able to relate to a woman wanting to bathe after
sex."
"I don't need your mouth,
Broussard," Mullen snapped. "I don't know what you're even doing in a uniform
after last night."
"Oh, pardon me
for arresting someone who was breaking the
law."
"Nicky's a brother," Stokes
said, throwing the butt end of his breakfast into a patch of dead marigolds
along the side of Jennifer Nolan's trailer. "You turned on one of our own.
What's the deal with that, Broussard? He come on to you or something? Everybody
knows you think you're too good to do a
cop."
"Yeah, well, look what I've
got to pick from," Annie sneered. "In case you're interested, there's a rape
victim sitting just inside that open door, asshole. She says the guy was wearing
a black feather Mardi Gras
mask."
Stokes winced. "Jesus H.,
now we got us some kind of
copycat."
"Maybe."
"What's
that supposed to mean? Renard didn't do her and he did Pam Bichon. Or you got
some other opinion on
Bichon?"
Annie chewed back the
temptation to point out no one had proven Renard guilty of anything. Stokes
punched her buttons. He said black, she said white. Hell, she believed Renard
was their killer.
"What are you?"
Mullen said, curling his lip. "Hot for Renard's shriveled little dick or
something? You're all of a sudden his little cheerleader. Nick and Chaz say he
did Bichon, he did Bichon."
"Go
start knocking on doors, Broussard," Stokes ordered as the ambulance rolled into
the trailer park. "Leave the detecting to a real
cop."
"I can help process the
scene," Annie said as he popped the trunk of his
Camaro.
The department wasn't
large enough or busy enough to warrant a separate crime-scene unit. The
detective who caught the call always brought the kits and supervised as officers
on the scene pitched in to dust for prints and bag
evidence.
Stokes's trunk was
crammed with junk: a rusted toolbox, a length of nylon towrope, a dirty yellow
rain slicker, two bags from McDonald's. Three bright-colored plastic bead
necklaces from a past Mardi Gras celebration had become tangled around a jack
handle. Stokes pulled out a latent fingerprints kit and a general evidence
collection kit from the neater end of the junk
pile.
Stokes cut Annie a sideways
look. "We don't need your kind of
help."
She walked away because
she didn't have a choice. Stokes outranked her. The idea of him and Mullen
processing the scene made her cringe. Stokes was a slacker, Mullen a moron. If
they missed something, if they screwed up, the case could be blown. Of course,
if Jennifer Nolan's description of events was accurate—not a guarantee
with a badly shaken victim—there would be precious little evidence to
collect.
Annie walked around the
back side of the trailer, putting off the KOD duty. The attacker had come into
Jennifer Nolan's trailer in the middle of the night, gaining entrance through
the back door, which was not visible from any other trailer in the park. The
chances of a neighbor having seen anything would be slim to none. The phone line
had been cut clean. Nolan had made her call to 911 from the home of her nearest
neighbor, an elderly woman named Vista Wallace, whom Nolan said was very
hard-of-hearing.
Annie took a
Polaroid of the torn screen door and the inside door that had been easily
jimmied and left ajar. There would be no fingerprints. Nolan said her attacker
had worn gloves. He had attacked her in her bed, tying her to the bed frame
using strips of white cloth he had brought with him. There was no evidence of
seminal fluid on the sheets, indicating that the rapist had either used a condom
or hadn't ejaculated during the
attack.
From her studies, Annie
knew that contrary to popular belief, sexual dysfunction was fairly common among
sex offenders. Rape was about power and anger, hurting and controlling a woman.
Motivation that came out of rage against a particular woman in the rapist's past
or against the entire gender, stemming from some past wrong. The attack on
Jennifer Nolan had been premeditated, organized, indicating that it was
primarily about power and control. The rapist had come prepared, wearing the
mask, bringing with him something to jimmy the door and the white cloth
ligatures to tie up his
victim.
The Bayou Strangler's
signature had been a white silk scarf around the throat of his victim. The
bindings in this case would be close enough to generate a lot of gossip if word
leaked out. Lack of semen could also be pointed out as a similarity. But in the
Bayou Strangler cases the women had been violently brutalized and their bodies
left exposed to the elements so that such evidence would most likely have broken
down.
The primary difference
between the Bayou Strangler cases and Jennifer Nolan's was that Jennifer Nolan
was still alive. She had been attacked in her home, rather than taken to another
location; raped, but not murdered or mutilated. Those were also the differences
between Jennifer Nolan's case and Pam Bichon's, and yet the press was bound to
draw correlations. The mask was going to be big as a shock
factor.
Annie wondered if either
the similarities or the differences in the cases had been intentional. If she
wondered it, so would everyone else. The level of fear in Partout Parish was
going to be pushed to heights that hadn't been seen in four years. It had been
bad enough when Pam Bichon had been killed. But at least a great many people had
focused on Renard as the killer. Marcus Renard had been in Our Lady of Mercy
when Jennifer Nolan was
attacked.
God, what a mess, Annie
thought, her gaze on the ground. The sheriff's office had come under enough
criticism for the Bichon case. Now they had a masked rapist running around
loose, and while Jennifer Nolan was being attacked, the cops had been busy
arresting each other. That was how the press would paint it. And right smack in
the middle of that painting would be Annie's own
face.
The ground around the back
side of the trailer was nothing but weedy gravel for several feet, then the
"estate" gave way to woods with a floor of soft rotted leaves. Annie worked her
way from one end of the trailer to the other, looking for anything—a
partial footprint, a cigarette butt, a discarded condom. What she found at the
north end of the trailer was a fan-shaped black feather about one inch in
length, caught in a tuft of grass and dandelions. She took a snapshot of the
feather where it lay, then tore a blank sheet of paper from her pocket notebook,
folded it around the feather, and slipped it in between the pages of the
notebook for safekeeping.
Where
had the rapist parked his vehicle? Why had he chosen this place? Why had he
chosen Jennifer Nolan? She claimed to have no men in her life. She lived alone
and worked the night shift at the True Light lamp factory in Bayou Breaux. The
factory would seem the logical starting point to nose around for
suspects.
Of course, Annie wasn't
going to get the chance to interview anyone but the neighbors. The case belonged
to Stokes now. If he wanted help, he sure as hell wouldn't come to her for it.
Then again, maybe the rapist was a neighbor. A neighbor wouldn't have to worry
about hiding his vehicle. A neighbor would be aware of Jennifer Nolan's schedule
and the fact that she lived alone. Maybe that KOD duty wouldn't be so boring
after all.
The ambulance was
driving out of the trailer park as she came around the end of the Nolan home. A
woman with a toddler on one hip and cigarette in hand stood in the doorway of a
trailer two down the row. At another trailer, a heavyset old guy in his
underwear had pulled back a curtain to stare
out.
Annie bagged the feather and
took it inside. She found Stokes in the bathroom picking pubic hairs out of the
tub with a tweezers.
"I found
this behind the trailer," she said, setting the bag on the vanity. "It looks
like the kind of feather they use in masks and costumes. Maybe our bad guy was
molting."
Stokes arched a brow.
"Our? You got nothing to do with this, Broussard. And what the hell am I
supposed to do with a
feather?"
"Send it to the lab.
Compare it to the mask left on Pam
Bichon—"
"Renard did
Bichon. That's got nothing to do with this. This is a
copycat."
"Fine, then send it to
the lab, get Jennifer Nolan to draw a sketch of the mask the rapist was wearing,
and see if you can't track down a manufacturer.
Maybe—"
"Maybe you don't
know what the hell you're talking about, Broussard," he said, straightening from
the tub. He folded the pubic hairs in a piece of paper and set it on the back of
the toilet. "I told you before, I don't want you around. Get outta here. Go
write some tickets. Practice for your new job as a meter maid. That's all you're
gonna be, sweetheart. If I'm lyin', I'm dyin'. You don't rat out a brother and
stay on the job."
"Is that a
threat?"
He reached out with a
forefinger and pressed it hard against the bruise on her cheek. His eyes looked
as flat and cold as glass. "I don't make threats,
sugar."
Annie gritted her teeth
against the pain.
"Better get
your story straight about what happened with Renard last night," he
said.
"I know exactly what
happened."
Stokes shook his head.
"You chicks just don't know shit about honor, do
you?"
She pushed his hand away.
"I know it doesn't involve committing a felony. I'll go talk to those neighbors
now."
9
Nick stood in the pirogue,
his gaze focused on a watery horizon, his mind concentrating completely on his
slow, precise movements. Balance ... grace ... calm ... breathe ... harmonize
mind, body, spirit ... sense the water beneath the boat—fluid,
yielding ... become as the
water...
Despite the cool of
the day, sweat beaded on his forehead and soaked through his sleeveless gray
sweatshirt. Biceps and triceps flexed and trembled as he moved. The strain came
not from the Tai Chi form, but from within, from the battle to remain
focused.
Move slowly ...
without force ... without
violence...
A scene from the
night broke his concentration for a heartbeat. Renard ... blood ... force ...
violence ... The sense of harmony he had been seeking pulled away from him
and was gone. The pirogue jerked beneath his feet. He dropped to the seat of the
boat and cradled his head in his
hands.
He had built the boat
himself from cypress and marine plywood, and painted it green and red like the
old swampers had done years ago to identify themselves as serious fishermen and
trappers. He had been glad to come back to the swamp. New Orleans was a
discordant place. Looking back, he had always felt spiritually fractured there.
This was where he had come from: the Atchafalaya—over a million acres of
wilderness strung along the edges with a garland of small towns like Bayou
Breaux and St. Martinville, and smaller towns like Jeanerette and Breaux Bridge,
and places that seemed too small and inconsequential to have names, though they
did.
He had passed his boyhood
some miles removed from one of those places, on a house barge tethered to the
bank of a nameless lake. He remembered his father as a swamper, fishing and
trapping, before the oil boom hit and he took a job as a welder and moved the
family to Lafayette. They had lived richer there, but not better. Armand
Fourcade had confessed more than once he had left a part of his soul in the
swamp. Only since coming back had Nick begun to realize what his father had
meant. Here he could feel whole and centered.
Sometimes.
This was not one of
those times.
Reluctantly, he
picked up his paddle and started the boat toward home. The sky was hanging low,
dulling the color of the swamp, tinting everything a clingy gray: the fragile
new lime green leaves of the tupelos that stood like sentinels in the water, the
lacy greenery of the willows and hackberry trees that covered the islands, the
few yellow-tops that had been tricked into opening by the warmth that had come
too early in the season. This day was cool, but if the weather heated up again,
the bright flowers would soon crowd the banks, and white-topped daisy fleabane
and showy black-eyed Susans would grow down to the water's edge to blend in with
the tangles of poison ivy and alligator weed and ratten
vine.
The swamp was usually
bursting with life in the spring. Today it seemed to be holding its breath.
Waiting. Watching.
Just as Nick
was waiting. He had set something in motion last night. Every action produces
reaction; every challenge, a response. The thing hadn't ended with Gus sending
him home. It had hardly begun.
He
guided the pirogue through a channel studded with deadhead cypress stumps, and
around the narrow point of an island that would double in size when the spring
waters receded. His home sat on the bank two hundred yards west, an Acadian
relic that had been poorly updated as modern conveniences became available to
the people of rural South
Louisiana.
He was remodeling the
place himself, a room at a time, restoring its charm and replacing cheap fixes
with quality. Mindless manual labor afforded an acceptable outlet for the
restlessness he once would have tried to douse with
liquor.
He spotted the city
cruiser immediately. The car sat near his 4X4. A white uniformed officer stood
beside the car with a stocky black man in a sharp suit and tie and an air of
self-importance discernible even from a distance. Johnny Earl, the chief of the
Bayou Breaux PD.
Nick guided the
pirogue in alongside the dock and tied it
off.
"Detective Fourcade," Earl
said, moving toward the dock, holding his gold shield out ahead of him. "I'm
Johnny Earl, chief of police in Bayou
Breaux."
"Chief," Nick
acknowledged. "What can I do for
you?"
"I think you know why we're
here, Detective," the chief said. "According to a complaint made this morning by
Marcus Renard, you committed a crime last night within the incorporated
municipality of Bayou Breaux. Contrary to what Sheriff Noblier seems to think,
that's a police matter. I assured DA Pritchett I would see to this myself, even
though it pains me to have cause. You're under arrest for the assault of Marcus
Renard—and this time it's for real. Cuff him,
Tarleton."
Annie took the
stairs to the second floor of the courthouse, trying to imagine how she might
escape having a private conversation with A.J. If she could slip into the
courtroom just as the case against Hypolite Grangnon was called, then skip as
soon as she had
testified...
She'd had enough
confrontations for one day. She hadn't been able to so much as fill her cruiser
with gas without getting into it with somebody. But the capper had been getting
called to the Bayou Breaux Police
Department.
The interview with
Johnny Earl had seemed like the longest hour of her life. He had personally
taken charge of the case and personally grilled her like a rack of ribs, trying
to get her to admit to having arrested Fourcade at the scene of the incident.
She stuck to the story the sheriff had force-fed her, telling herself the whole
time that it wasn't that far from the truth. She hadn't heard any radio call
about a prowler—because there hadn't been one. She hadn't really arrested
Fourcade—because no one else in the department would let
her.
Earl hadn't swallowed a word
of it. He'd been a cop too long. But busting Noblier's chops over the cover-up
was only secondary on his agenda. He had Fourcade in custody and would make as
much political hay off that as possible. He didn't need her true confession to
make the sheriff look bad, and he knew it. In fact, he might have been just as
well off without it. This way he could allege the corruption in the sheriff's
office was widespread, reaching into all echelons. He could count her as a
coconspirator.
Conspiracy,
giving a false statement. What's next? To what new low can I aspire? Annie
asked herself as she turned down the corridor that led past the old courtrooms.
Perjury.
Sooner or later
she would be coming to this courthouse to testify against
Fourcade.
The hall was clogged
with loitering lawyers and social workers and people with vested interests in
the cases being heard. The door to Judge Edmonds's courtroom swung open, nearly
bowling over a public defender. A.J. stepped into the hall. His gaze immediately
homed in on Annie.
"Deputy
Broussard, may I see you in my office?" he
said.
"B-but the Grangnon
trial—"
"Is off. He copped
a plea."
"Swell," she said
without enthusiasm. "Then I can get back on
patrol."
He leaned close. "Don't
make me drag you, Annie, and don't think I'm not mad enough to do
it."
The secretaries in the outer
office of the DA's domain sat up like show dogs as A.J. stormed through,
oblivious to their batting eyelashes. He tossed his briefcase into a chair as he
entered his own office and slammed the door shut behind
Annie.
"Why the hell didn't you
call me?" he demanded.
"How the
hell could I call you,
A.J.?"
"You get in the middle of
Fourcade trying to kill Renard, and you don't bother to mention that to me?
Jesus, Annie, you could have been
hurt!"
"I'm a cop. I could be
hurt any day of the week."
"You
weren't even on duty!" he ranted, tossing his hands up. "You told me you were
going home! How did this
happen?"
"A cruel twist of fate,"
she said bitterly. "I was in the wrong place at the wrong
time."
"That's not quite how
Richard Kudrow put it when he dropped this little bomb on Pritchett this
morning. He hailed you as a heroine, the only champion for justice in an
otherwise morbidly corrupt
department."
"The department is
not corrupt," she said, hating the lie. What was a cover-up of police brutality
if not corruption?
"Then why
wasn't Fourcade in jail this morning? You arrested him, didn't you? Kudrow
claims he saw the report, but there's no report on file at the sheriff's
department. What's up with that? Did you arrest him or
not?"
"And you wonder why I
didn't call you," Annie muttered, staring to the left of him. Better to look at
his diploma from LSU than to lie to his face. "I can do without this
third-degree bullshit, thank you very
much."
"I want to know what
happened," he said, stepping into her field of vision, wise to all her argument
strategies. "I'm concerned about you, Annie. We're friends, right? You're the
one who kept saying it last night—we're best
friends."
"Oh yeah, best
friend," she said sarcastically. "Last night we were best friends. And now
you're a DA and I'm a deputy, and you're pissed off because you looked bad in
front of your boss this morning. That's it, isn't
it?"
"Dammit, Annie, I'm
serious!"
"So am I! You tell me
that isn't true," she demanded. "You look me in the eye and tell me you're not
trying to use our friendship to get information you couldn't get any other way.
You look at me and tell me you would have accosted any other deputy in the hall
in front of two dozen people and dragged him in here like a
child."
A.J. snapped his teeth
together as he turned his face away. The disappointment that pressed down on
Annie was almost as heavy as the inescapable sense of guilt. Hands clamped on
top of her head, she walked past him to the
window.
"You don't have any idea
what I've fallen into," she murmured, staring out at the parking
lot.
"It's simple," he said. The
voice of reason, calm and charming as he came up behind her. "If you caught
Fourcade breaking the law, then he belongs in
jail."
"And I have to testify
against him. Rat out another cop —a detective, no
less."
"The law is the
law."
"Right is right. Wrong is
wrong," she said, nodding her head with each beat as she turned to face him once
more. "I'm glad life is so easy for you,
A.J."
"Don't give me that. You
believe in the law as much as I do. That's why you stopped Fourcade last night.
It's for the courts to mete out punishment, not Nick Fourcade. And you had damn
well better testify against
him!"
"Don't threaten me," Annie
said quietly. He took a step toward her, already contrite, but she held her
hands up and backed away. "Thanks for your compassion, A.J. You're a real
friend, all right. I'm so glad I turned to you in my time of need. I'll look
forward to getting your
subpoena."
"Annie, don't—"
he started, but she waved him off as she pushed past him. "Annie,
I—"
She slammed the door on
whatever he had been about to say. At the same time, the door to Smith
Pritchett's corner office flew open and a quartet of angry men bulled their way
into the hall, with Pritchett himself in the lead. The chief of police came
close on his heels, followed by Kudrow and Noblier. Annie pressed her back
against the door to let them pass, her heart tripping as Kudrow nodded to
her.
"Deputy Broussard," he said
smoothly. "Perhaps you should join us
in—"
Noblier muscled the
lawyer to the side. "Butt out, Kudrow. I need a word with my
deputy."
"I'm sure you do,"
Kudrow said with a chuckle. "Need I remind you, witness tampering is a serious
offense, Noblier?"
"You make me
want to puke, lawyer," Gus snarled. "You get a murderer off and go after the
cops. Somebody oughta turn you ass-end up and knock some decency into
you."
Kudrow shook his head,
smile in place. "You even preach brutality. How the press will prick up their
ears when they hear about
this."
"His guts aren't the only
thing that's cancerous in him," Gus grumbled as Kudrow followed the others down
the hall. "That man's soul is black with
rot.
"He pulled Pritchett's
tail," he said, seeming to talk to himself. "That's my fault. I should have
called Pritchett myself last night. Now he's got it into his head this is some
kind of pissing contest. That man has an ego bigger than my granddaddy's
dick.
"And Johnny Earl ... I
don't know who put the bug up his ass. The man is contrary. Doesn't understand
the rhythms of life around here. That's what happens when the city council hires
outsiders. They bring in Johnny Fucking Earl from Cleveland or some goddamn
place where don't nobody know jack about life in this place. The man has an
attitude. He thinks I'm some lazy, crooked, racist cracker out of a goddamn
movie. Like I don't have blacks working in my department. Like I'm not friends
with blacks. Like I didn't win thirty-three percent of the black vote in the
last election."
He turned his
attention squarely on Annie with a ferocious scowl as he backed her toward
Pritchett's empty office. "I told you not to talk to
Kudrow."
"I didn't talk to
him."
"Then what's this bullshit
he's spewing about an arrest report?" he whispered. "And how come your sergeant
told me he saw the two of you in the goddamn parking lot not twenty feet from
the building?"
"I didn't tell him
anything."
"And that's exactly
what you're gonna say at this press conference, Deputy.
Nothing."
Annie swallowed hard.
"Press conference?"
"Come on," he
ordered as he strode down the
hall.
Pritchett opened the
show with a statement about Marcus Renard's alleged attack. He announced
Detective Nick Fourcade had been taken into custody by the Bayou Breaux PD. He
promised to get to the bottom of the allegations and expressed outrage at the
idea of anyone attempting to circumvent the justice
system.
Kudrow, looking wan and
tragic, quietly reminded everyone of Fourcade's checkered past, and asked that
justice be served. "I will state again my client's innocence. He has been proven
guilty of nothing. In fact, while he lay in the hospital last night, put there
by Detective Fourcade, the real criminal was at large and may well have
committed a brutal rape."
And
then began the feeding
frenzy.
The questions and
comments of the reporters were pointed and barbed. They had been chasing the
story of Renard in one form or another for better than three months with no
solid conclusion as to his innocence or guilt. While they couldn't find sympathy
for the officers who had endured the same frustration, they didn't hesitate to
vent their own. They went after everybody, sided with no one, and homed in on
the chance for fresh
blood.
"Sheriff, is that
true—that another woman was attacked last
night?"
"No
comment."
"Deputy Broussard, is
it true you formally arrested Detective Fourcade last
night?"
Annie squinted into the
blinding light of a portable sun gun as Gus nudged her forward. "Ah—I
can't comment."
"But you are the
officer who called in the ambulance. You did return to the sheriff's department
with Detective Fourcade."
"No
comment."
"Sheriff, if Renard was
in the hospital while this other woman was being attacked, doesn't that prove
his
innocence?"
"No."
"Then
you're confirming the attack
occurred?"
"Deputy Broussard, can
you confirm taking a statement from Mr. Renard at the hospital last night? And
if so, why was Detective Fourcade not in custody this
morning?"
"Ah—I—"
Gus
leaned in front of her at the microphone. "Detective Fourcade was responding to
a report of a prowler in the area. Deputy Broussard was off duty and did not
hear the call. She came across a situation she found questionable, contained it,
and accompanied Detective Fourcade back to the sheriff's department. It's as
simple as that.
"I immediately
suspended Detective Fourcade with pay, pending further investigation. And that's
where this case stands as far as I'm concerned. My department has nothing to
hide, nothing to be ashamed of. If the district attorney wants to have the
police investigate the matter, I welcome the scrutiny. I stand behind my people
one hundred percent, and that's all I have to say on the
matter."
Pritchett stepped back
up to the microphone, determined to have the last word, while Gus herded Annie
away from the podium toward the door. Annie kept at Noblier's heels like a
faithful dog and wondered if that made her some kind of hypocrite. She expected
the sheriff to protect her but not Fourcade. I didn't try to kill
anyone. All I did was lie and file a false
report.
Disgusted with
herself, with her boss, with the vultures trying to pick at her on the fly as
she made her escape from the courthouse and went to her cruiser, she kept her
mouth shut and her eyes forward. The mob split into factions then, some of them
running back up the courthouse steps as Kudrow emerged, some trailing after
Noblier as he drove away in his Suburban. Half a dozen tailed Annie to the law
enforcement center and chased her across the parking lot to the officers'
entrance to the building.
Hooker
stood in the foyer, staring out at the show, arms crossed over his round belly.
"Where's the follow-up report on that cemetery
vandalism?"
"I turned it in two
days ago."
"The hell you
did."
"I
did!"
"Well, I don't have it,
Broussard," he stated. "Do it again.
Today."
"Yes, sir," Annie said,
biting down on the urge to call him a liar. Hooker was an asshole, but fair in
that he usually treated everyone with equal
disrespect.
"Like it's not bad
enough to have to do paperwork once," she grumbled as she came up on the
briefing room. "I get to do mine
twice."
"Who you want to do
twice, Broussard?" Mullen sneered. He and Prejean stood in the hall, drinking
coffee. "Your little pervert friend, Renard? I hear when he nails a woman, she
stays nailed—to the floor." He snickered, flashing his bad
teeth.
"Very funny, Mullen,"
Annie said. "And in such good taste. Maybe you could get a job doing stand-up
comedy down at the funeral
home."
"I'm not the one gonna be
looking for a job, Broussard," he returned. "We heard about you going over to
the townies to suck Johnny Earl's
dick."
"I hate to spoil your
sordid daydreams, but I didn't go over there because I wanted to, and the chief
wasn't exactly happy when I
left."
Mullen smirked. "Can't
even get a blow job
right?"
"You'll sure as hell
never find out."
Annie looked to
Prejean, who was usually quick with a smile and a smart remark when she bested
Mullen. He looked at her now as if he didn't know her. The snub
hurt.
"That's okay, Prejean," she
said. "It's not like I ever covered for you when your wife was working nights
and you wanted a little extra time at lunch to, shall we say, satisfy your
appetite."
Prejean looked at his
shoes. Annie shook her head and walked away. She needed ten minutes alone, just
to sit down and regroup. Ten minutes to marshal her disappointment and corral
the fear that was beginning to skitter around inside her. She had fallen into a
deep hole and no one was reaching in to help her out. Instead, the men she had
thought were her comrades stood around the rim, ready to kick dirt on
her.
She headed for her locker
room. But she knew before she even set foot inside that her sanctuary had been
breached.
The smell hit her as
she turned the doorknob—sickening, rotten. She flipped the light switch
and barely managed to clamp her hand over her mouth before the scream could
escape.
Hanging from a length of
brown twine tied to the single bulb in the ceiling, the cord knotted together
with its long, skinny tail, was a dead
muskrat.
The muskrat had been
skinned from the base of its tail to the base of its skull, the pelt left
dangling down past its head. Annie stared at it, nausea rising up her esophagus.
Air currents and the weight of its body twisted the rodent to and fro like a
grotesque mobile. One hind leg was missing, suggesting the muskrat had met its
untimely end in the steel jaws of a trap, as thousands did every year in South
Louisiana.
Aware that her
tormentor could have been watching through a fresh hole in the wall, Annie moved
toward the muskrat, then stepped around it. She took in every detail— the
knotted tail, the naked muscle, the piece of paper that had been stabbed to the
corpse with a nail.
The note
read: Turncoat bitch.
10
"Broussard ratted you out,"
Stokes said, curling his fingers through the wire mesh of the holding cell.
"Man, I can't believe she did this to you. I mean, it's one thing that she won't
sleep with me. Some women are just masochists that way. But ratting out another
cop ... man, that's low."
Stokes
shouldn't have been allowed into the city jail holding cells. At least not as a
visitor. Prisoners in holding had the right to see their attorneys, and that was
all. But, as always, Stokes had known somebody and talked his way
in.
"Goddamn, you think maybe
she's a lesbian?" he asked, as the idea struck
him.
An image of Annie Broussard
came to Nick as he prowled his cell—her eyes widening, a hint of a blush
spreading across her cheeks as he reached out and passed his hand too close to
her.
"I don't care," he
said.
"Maybe you don't, but she's
just taken on a whole new role in my fantasy life," Stokes admitted. "Damn, but
I've always had a thing for lesbians. Pretty ones," he qualified. "Not the butch
dykes. Don't you ever picture beautiful women naked together? Man, that gets my
dick twitching."
"She arrested
me," Nick stated flatly, impatient with Stokes. The man had no
focus.
"Well, yeah, she'll be a
bad lesbian in my fantasies. A black leather bitch with a whip. Man
hater."
"How'd she happen to be
there?" Nick asked.
"Damn bad
luck, that's for sure."
Nick had
mixed feelings about that. If Annie Broussard hadn't come along, he would have
killed Renard. She had, in fact, saved him from himself, and for that he was
thankful. But her motives troubled
him.
"She thinks I should be held
accountable."
Maybe it was as
simple as that. Maybe she was that idealistic. Having never been an idealist
himself, he had a hard time accepting the prospect. In his experience, people
were usually motivated by one thing: self-gain. They could couch their
intentions in a million different guises, give no end of excuses, but most
everything came down to one thought: What's in it for me? What was in it
for Annie Broussard? Why had she suddenly popped up in his
life?
"She's a pain in the ass,"
Stokes said. "Little Miss By-the-Book. I caught a rape case this morning out in
that white-trash trailer park going toward Luck. She's out there butting into
every damn thing. 'You gonna send that nose hair to the lab?' " he mocked in a
high falsetto. " 'Maybe it's rapist nose hair. Maybe this guy did Bichon. Maybe
he's the Bayou Strangler.'
"
"What made her think it was
tied to Bichon?"
Chaz rolled his
eyes. "The guy wore a mask. Like that's an original idea. Christ," he muttered.
"Whoever thought they should let broads on the
job?"
He glanced over his
shoulder, checking the door. The city jail was about a thousand years old and
had no surveillance cameras in its holding cell areas. City cops had to listen
in on conversations the old-fashioned
way.
"Well, she's damn near the
only one who thinks you should pay for this, man," he muttered. "Not even God
himself would call you on it. An eye for an eye, you know what I
mean?"
"I know what you mean. I'm
supposed to be an avenging
angel."
"Hell, you should have
been the Invisible Man. No one would have been the wiser if Broussard hadn't
stuck her nose in it. Renard would be roasting in hell, case
closed."
"That's what you
thought?" Nick said softly, stepping toward the chain-link that caged him in.
"When you called me at Laveau's—you thought I'd go over to Bowen and
Briggs and kill him?"
"Jesus!"
Stokes hissed. "Keep your voice
down!"
Nick leaned close to the
wire mesh, slipping his fingers through just above Stokes's. "Whatsa matter,
pard?" he whispered. "You worried about a conspiracy
beef?"
Stokes jerked back,
looking shocked, offended, hurt even. "Conspiracy? Shit, man, we were drunk and
talking trash. Even when I called you and told you he was over there, I never
thought you'd really do it! I'm just saying I wouldn't blame you if you had. I
mean, good riddance—am I right or am I
right?"
"You're the one wanted to
go to that particular bar."
"
'Cause no one else hangs there, man! You can't think I was setting you up!
Jesus, Nicky! We're brothers of the badge, man. I'm the closest thing to a
friend you got. I don't know how you can even think it. It wounds me, Nicky.
Truly."
"I'll wound you,
Chaz. I find out you fucked me over, you'll wish your mama and daddy never got
past first base."
Stokes stepped
away from the cell. "I don't believe what I'm hearing. Man oh man! Stop being so
fuckin' paranoid. I'm not your enemy here." He tapped his breastbone with one
long forefinger. "Hell, I called you a lawyer. The guys are gonna cover it. They
all agreed—"
"I pay my own
way."
"You didn't do anything the
rest of us hadn't had wet dreams about for the last three
months."
"What
lawyer?"
"Wily Tallant from St.
Martinville."
"That
bastard—"
"—is slick
as snot," Stokes finished. "Don't think of him as being on the other side of the
fence. Think of him as the man who's gonna open the gate so you can get back on
your own side. That ol' boy can make Lucifer look like the poor misunderstood
neglected child of a dysfunctional family. By the time he's through, you'll
probably end up with a commendation and the keys to the fucking city, which is
what you deserve."
He leaned
toward the mesh again, slipping a hand inside his jacket and pulling out a
cigarette like a magician. "That's all I want, pard," he said, passing the
cigarette through the wire. "I want everybody to get what they
deserve."
Annie stayed in
the locker room for twenty minutes fighting to compose herself. Twenty minutes
of staring at that skinned
muskrat.
There was no way of
knowing where it had come from or who had hung it, not without questioning
people, looking for witnesses, making a fuss. Mullen was a sound bet, but she
knew a half dozen deputies who did some trapping for extra income. Still,
skinning would have been Mullen's touch. Annie had always pegged him for the
sort of kid who had pulled the wings off
flies.
Turncoat
bitch.
Holding her breath
against the sweet-putrid scent of decaying rodent, she cut the thing down with
her pocketknife and grimaced as it hit the floor with a soft thud. She tore up
the note, then pilfered a cardboard box from the garbage in the office supply
room and used it for a coffin. She had no intention of taking the thing to
Noblier and making a bad situation worse. And there was no leaving it. After she
rewrote her final report on the cemetery vandalism and filed it, she grabbed the
box and her duffel bag and left. She could toss the corpse in the woods after
she got home, and Mother Nature would give it a proper
disposal.
The drive home usually
calmed her after a bad day. Today it only made her feel more alienated. Daylight
was nearly gone, casting the world in the strange gray twilight of bad dreams.
The woods looked forbidding, uninviting; the cane fields were vast, unpopulated
seas of green. Lamps burned in the windows of the houses she passed; inside
families were together, eating supper, watching
television.
Always in times like
this, she became acutely aware of her lack of a traditional family. This was
when the memories crept up from childhood: her mother sitting in a rocking chair
looking out at the swamp, a wraithlike woman, surreal, pale, detached, never
quite in the present. There had always been a distance between Marie Broussard
and the world around her. Annie had been keenly aware of it and frightened by
it, fearing that one day her mother would just slip away into another dimension
and she would be left alone. Which was exactly what had
happened.
She had had Uncle Sos
and Tante Fanchon to look after her, and she couldn't have loved them more, but
there was always, would always be, a place inside her where she felt like an
orphan, disconnected, separate from the people around her ... as her mother had
been. The door to that place was wide open
tonight.
"You're on the air with
Owen Onofrio, KJUN, all talk all the time. Home of the giant jackpot giveaway.
We're up over nine hundred dollars now. What lucky listener will pocket that
check? It could happen any time, any
day.
"On our agenda tonight:
Murder suspect Marcus Renard was allegedly attacked and beaten last night by a
Partout Parish sheriff's detective. What do you have to say about that, Kay on
line one?"
"I say there ain't no
justice, that's what I say. The world's gone crazy. They put that dead woman's
daddy in jail, too, and everyone I know says he's a hero for trying to do what
the courts wouldn't. Killers and rapists have more rights than decent people.
It's crazy!"
Annie switched the
radio off as she turned in at the Corners. There were three cars in the crushed
shell lot. Uncle Sos's pickup, the night clerk's rusty Fiesta, and off to one
side, a shiny maroon Grand Am that made her groan aloud.
A.J.
She sat for a moment just
staring at the place she had called home her whole life: a simple two-story
wood-frame building with a corrugated tin roof. The wide front window acted as a
billboard, with half a dozen various ads and messages for products and services.
A red neon sign for Bud, a placard that read ICI ON PARLE FRANCAIS, another sign
handwritten in Magic Marker HOT Boudin &
Cracklins.
The first floor of the
building housed the business Sos Doucet had run for forty years. Originally a
general store that served area swampers and their families who had come in by
boat once or twice a month, it had evolved with the times and economic necessity
into a landing for swamp tours, a cafe, and a convenience store that did its
biggest business on the weekends when fishermen and hunters— "sports,"
Uncle Sos called them—stocked up to head out into the Atchafalaya basin.
The tourists loved the rustic charm of the scarred old cypress floor and
ancient, creaking ceiling fans. The locals were happier with the commercial
refrigerators that kept their beer cold and handy, and the two-for-one movie
rentals on Monday night.
The
second-floor apartment had been home to Sos and Fanchon during the first years
of their marriage. Prosperity had allowed them to build a little ranch-style
brick house a hundred yards away, and in 1968 they had rented the apartment to
Marie Broussard, who had shown up on the porch one day, pregnant and forlorn, as
mysterious as any of the stray cats that had come to make their home at the
Corners.
" 'Bout time you got
home, chère!" Uncle Sos called, leaning out the screen
door.
Annie climbed out of the
Jeep with her duffel bag strapped over one shoulder and the muskrat box in her
other hand.
"What you got in the
box? Supper?"
"Not
exactly."
Sos came out onto the
porch, barefoot, in jeans and a white shirt with the sleeves rolled halfway up
his sinewy forearms. He wasn't a tall man, but even at sixtysomething his
shoulders suggested power. His belly was as flat as an anvil, his skin
perpetually tan, his face creased in places like fine old leather. People told
him he resembled the actor Tommy Lee Jones, which always brought a sparkle to
his eyes and the retort that, hell no, Tommy Lee Jones resembled him, the
lucky son of a bitch.
"You got
comp'ny, chère," Sos said with a sly grin that nearly made his
eyes disappear. "Andre, he's here to see you." He lowered his voice in
conspiracy as she stepped up onto the porch. His face was aglow. "Y'all had a
little lovers' spat, no?"
"We're
not lovers, Uncle
Sos."
"Bah!"
"Not
that it's any of your business, by the way, for the hundredth
time."
He jerked his chin back
and looked offended. "How is that not my
business?"
"I'm a grown-up," she
reminded him.
"Then you smart
enough to marry dat boy, mais
no?"
"Will you ever give
up?"
"Mebbe," he said, pulling
open the screen door for her. "Mebbe when you make me a
grandpapa."
A bouquet of red
roses and baby's breath sat on the corner of the checkout counter, as out of
place as a Ming vase. The night clerk, a crater-faced kid as skinny as a
licorice whip, was running Speed on the
VCR.
"Hey, Stevie," Annie
called.
"Hey, Annie," he called
back, never taking his eyes off the set. "What's in the
box?"
"Severed
hand."
"Cool."
"Aren't
you gonna say hello to Andre?" Sos said irritably. "After he come all the way
out here. After he sent you flowers and
all."
A.J. had the grace to look
sheepish. He leaned back against a display counter of varnished alligator heads
and other equally gruesome artifacts that titillated the tourists. He hadn't
changed out of his suit, but had shed his tie and opened the collar of his
shirt.
"I don't know," Annie
said. "Should I have my lawyer
present?"
"I was out of line," he
conceded.
"Try left field. On the
warning track."
"See,
chère?" Sos smiled warmly, motioning her to close the distance.
"Andre, he knows when he's licked. He come to kiss and make
up."
Annie refused to be charmed.
"Yeah? Well, he can kiss my
butt."
Sos arched a brow at him.
"Hey, that's a start."
"I'm
tired," Annie declared, turning back for the door. "Good
night."
"Annie!" A.J. called. She
could hear him coming behind her as she rounded the corner of the porch and
started up the staircase to her apartment. "You can't just keep running away
from me."
"I'm not running away.
I'm trying to ignore you, which, I promise you, is preferable to the
alternative. I'm not very happy with you at the
moment—"
"I said I was
sorry."
"No, you said you were
out of line. An admission of wrongdoing is not an
apology."
Two cats darted around
her feet and onto the landing, meowing. A calico hopped up on the railing and
leaned longingly toward the muskrat box. Annie held it out of reach as she
opened the door. She hadn't intended to bring the thing into her apartment, but
she couldn't very well dispose of it with A.J. breathing down her
neck.
She set the box and her
duffel on the small bench in the entry and proceeded past the telephone stand in
the living room, where the light on her answering machine was blinking like an
angry red eye. She could only imagine what was waiting for her on the tape.
Reporters, relatives, and disgruntled strangers calling to express their
opinions and/or try to wheedle information out of her. She walked past the
machine and went into the kitchen, flipping on the
lights.
A.J. followed, setting
the vase of roses on the chrome-legged kitchen
table.
"I'm sorry. I am,"
he said. "I shouldn't have jumped all over you about Fourcade, but I was
worried for you, honey."
"And it
had nothing to do with you being caught flat-footed with
Pritchett."
He sighed through his
nose. "All right. I admit, the news caught me off guard, and, yes, I thought you
should have told me because of our relationship. I would like to think that you
would turn to me in that kind of
situation."
"So that you could
turn to Smith Pritchett and spill it all, like a good
lieutenant."
Annie stood on the
opposite side of the table, her lower back pressing against the edge of the
counter at the sink.
"This is
just another example of why this relationship thing isn't going to work out,"
she said, her voice going a little rusty under pressure. "Here I am and there
you are and there's this—this—stuff between us." She used her
hands to illustrate her point. "My job and your job, and when is it about the
job and when is it about us. I don't want to deal with it, A.J. I'm
sorry. I don't. Not now."
Not
now, when she suddenly found herself caught up in the storm Fourcade had
created. She needed all her wits about her just to keep her head above
water.
"I don't think this is the
best time for us to have this conversation," A.J. said softly, coming toward
her, gentleness and affection on his face. "It's been a rough day. You're tired,
I'm tired. I just don't want us mad at each other. We're too good friends for
that. Kiss and make up?" he
whispered.
She let her eyes close
as he settled his mouth against hers. She didn't try to stop her own lips from
moving or her arms from sneaking around his waist. He pulled her closer, and it
seemed as natural as breathing. His body was strong, warm. His size made her
feel small and safe.
It would
have been easy to go to bed with him, to find comfort and oblivion in passion.
A.J. enjoyed the role of lover-protector. She knew exactly how good it felt to
let him take that part. And she knew she couldn't go there tonight. Sex would
solve nothing, complicate everything. Her life had gotten complicated
enough.
A.J. felt her enthusiasm
cool. He raised his head an inch or two. "You know, you can hurt a guy making
him stop like this."
"That's a
lie," Annie said, appreciating his attempt at
humor.
"Says
who?"
"Says you. You told me that
when I was a sophomore and Jason Benoit was trying to convince me I would
cripple him for life if I didn't let him go all the
way."
"Yeah, well, I
would've crippled him if he had." He touched the tip of her nose with his
forefinger. "Friends
again?"
"Always."
"Who
ever thought life could be so
complicated?"
"Not
you."
"That's a fact." He glanced
at his watch. "Well, I suppose I should go home and take a cold shower or page
through the Victoria's Secret catalog or
something."
"No work?" Annie
asked, following him to the
door.
"Tons. You don't want to
hear about it."
"Why
not?"
He turned and faced her,
serious. "Fourcade's bond hearing
tomorrow."
"Oh."
"Told
you so." He started to open the door, then hesitated. "You know, Annie, you're
gonna have to decide whose side you're on in this
thing."
"I'm either for you or
against you?"
"You know what I
mean."
"Yeah," she admitted, "but
I don't want to talk about it
tonight."
A.J. accepted that with
a nod. "If you decide you do want to talk, and you want to talk to a friend ...
we'll work around the
rest."
Annie kept her doubts to
herself. A.J. pulled the door open, and three cats darted into the entry and
pounced on the muskrat box,
growling.
"What is in that
box?"
"Dead
muskrat."
"Jeez, Broussard,
anybody ever tell you you've got a morbid sense of
humor?"
"A million times, but I'm
also in denial."
He smiled and
winked at her as he stepped out onto the landing. "I'll see you around, kiddo.
I'm glad we're friends
again."
"Me, too," Annie
murmured. "And thanks for the
flowers."
"Ah—sorry." He
pulled a face. "I didn't send them. Uncle Sos
assumed..."
Annie held a hand up.
" 'Nough said. That's okay. I wouldn't expect you
to."
"But feel free to let me
know who did, so I can go punch the guy in the
nose."
"Please. One assault a
week is my limit."
He leaned down
and brushed a kiss to her cheek. "Lock your door. There's bad guys running
around out there."
She shooed the
cats out of the entry and went back into the apartment. The bouquet sat dead
center on her kitchen table, looking almost as out of place there as it had in
the store. Her apartment was a place for wildflowers in jelly jars, not the
elegance of roses. She plucked the white envelope from its plastic stem and
extracted the card.
Dear Ms.
Broussard, I hope you don't think roses inappropriate, but you saved my life and
I want to thank you
properly.
Yours truly, Marcus
Renard
11
He wondered what she'd
thought of the flowers. She should have seen them by now. She worked the day
shift. He knew because the news reports about his beating identified her as "an
off-duty sheriff's deputy." She had been on duty at the courthouse yesterday,
and had helped save him from Davidson's attack. She had been on duty the morning
Pam's body had been found. She had been the one to find
it.
There was a thread of
continuity running through all this, Marcus reflected as he gazed out the window
of his workroom. He had been in love with Pam; Annie had discovered Pam's body.
Pam's father had tried to kill him; Annie had stopped him. The detective in
charge of Pam's case had tried to kill him; Annie had again come to his rescue.
Continuity. In his drug-numbed mind he pictured the letters of the word
unraveling and tying themselves into a perfect circle, a thin black line with no
beginning and no ending.
Continuity.
He moved his
pencil over the paper with careful, featherlight strokes. Fourcade hadn't
damaged his hands. There were bruises—defensive wounds—and his
knuckles had been skinned when he fell to the ground, but nothing worse. His
eyes were still nearly swollen shut. Cotton packing filled both nostrils,
forcing him to breathe through his mouth, the air hissing in and out between his
chipped teeth because his broken jaw had been wired shut. Stitches crisscrossed
his face like seams in a crazy quilt. He looked like a gargoyle, like a
monster.
The doctor had given him
a prescription for painkillers and sent him home late in the day. None of his
injuries were life-threatening or needed further monitoring, for which he was
glad. He had no doubt the nurses at Our Lady of Mercy would have killed him if
given ample opportunity.
The
Percodan dulled the throbbing in his head and face, and took the bite out of the
knifing pains in his side where Fourcade had cracked three of his ribs. It also
seemed to blur the edges of all sensory perception. He felt insulated, as if he
were existing inside a bubble. The volume of his mother's voice had been cut in
half. Victor's incessant muttering had been reduced to a low
hum.
They had both been right
there when Richard Kudrow brought him home. Agitated and irritated by the
interruption of their
routines.
"Marcus, you had me
worried sick," his mother said as he made his way painfully up one step and then
another onto the veranda.
Doll
stood leaning against a pillar, as if she hadn't the strength to keep herself
upright. As tall as both her sons, she still gave the impression of being a
birdlike woman, fine boned, almost frail. She had a habit of fluttering one hand
against her breastbone like a broken wing. Despite the fact that she was an
excellent seamstress, she wore dowdy five-and-dime housedresses that swallowed
her up and made her look older than her fiftysome
years.
"I didn't know what to
think when the hospital called. I was just terrified you might die. I barely
slept for worrying on it. What would I do without you? How would I cope with
Victor? I was nearly ill with
worry."
"I'm not dead, Mother,"
Marcus pointed out.
He didn't ask
why she hadn't come to the hospital to see him, because he didn't want to hear
how she hated to drive, especially at night—on account of her undiagnosed
night blindness. Never mind that she had hounded him to buy her a car years ago
so that she wouldn't have to feel dependent upon him. She rarely took the thing
out of the carriage shed they used as a garage. And he didn't want to hear how
she was afraid to leave Victor, and how she disliked hospitals and believed them
to be the breeding grounds for all fatal disease. The last would set Victor off
into his germ litany.
His brother
stood to one side of the door, his face turned away, but his eyes glancing back
at Marcus, wary. Victor had a way of holding himself that was stiff and slightly
cockeyed, as if gravity affected him differently from normal
people.
"It's me, Victor," Marcus
said, knowing it was hopeless to attempt to put Victor at
ease.
Victor had been in his
teens before he figured out that putting on a hat didn't turn one person into
another being. Voices coming from a telephone had baffled him into his twenties,
and sometimes still did. For years he would never do anything more than breathe
into the receiver because he couldn't see the person speaking to him, and,
therefore, that person did not exist. Only crazy people responded to the voices
of people who did not exist, and Victor was not crazy; therefore, he would not
speak to faceless voices.
"Mask,
no mask," he mumbled. "The mockingbird. Mimus polyglottos. Nine to eleven
inches tall. No mask. Sound and sound alike. More common than similar shrikes.
The common raven. Corvus corax. Very clever. Very shrewd. Like the crow,
but not a crow. A mask, but no
mask."
"Victor, stop it!" Doll
said, her voice scratching up toward shrillness. She sent Marcus a
long-suffering look. "He's been on his rantings all day long. I'd like to have
lost my mind worrying about you, and here was Victor droning on and on and on.
It was enough to make me see
red."
"Red, red, very red,"
Victor said, shaking his head as if a bug had crawled into his
ear.
"That lawyer of yours had
better make the sheriff's department pay for the suffering they've caused this
family," Doll harped, following Marcus into the house. "Those people are rotten
to the core, every last one of
them."
"Annie Broussard saved my
life," Marcus pointed out.
"Twice."
Doll made a sour face.
"Annie Broussard. I'm sure she's no better than any of the rest. I saw her on
the television. She didn't have a thing to say about you. You blow everything
out of proportion, Marcus. You always
have."
"I was there, Mother. I
know what she did."
"You just
think she's pretty, that's all. I know how your mind works, Marcus. You are your
father's son."
It was meant to be
an insult. Marcus didn't remember his father. Claude Renard had left them when
Marcus was hardly more than a toddler. He had never come back, had severed all
ties. There were times when Marcus envied
him.
He closed his eyes now and
let a wave of Percodan wash the memory from his battered brain. The miracles of
modern chemistry.
He had gone
straight to his bedroom and shut out his mother's incessant whining with a pill
and two hours of unconsciousness. When he came to, the house was quiet. Everyone
had settled back into their routines. His mother retreated to her room every
night at nine to watch television preachers and work her word puzzles. She would
be in bed by ten and would complain all the next morning that she had barely
slept. According to Doll, she hadn't slept through a night in her
life.
Victor went to bed at eight
and rose at midnight to study his nature books or work on elaborate mathematical
calculations. He would go to bed again at four A.M. and rise for the day
precisely at eight. Routine was sacred to him. He equated routine with normalcy.
The least deviation could set him off into a spell of upset, causing him to rock
himself and mumble, or worse. Routine made him
happy.
If only my own life
were so simple. Marcus didn't like being the center of anyone's attention.
He preferred to be left alone to do his work and to work at his
hobbies.
His workroom was located
just off his bedroom and had probably been a study or a nursery at one time in
the house's history. He had claimed the small suite as his own the first time he
had walked through the house with Pam. She had been his real estate agent when
he had come to Bayou Breaux to interview with Bowen & Briggs—another
strand in the thread of
continuity.
The suite was on the
first floor at the back of the house and you had to walk through one room to get
to the other. A worktable held his latest project, a Queen Anne dollhouse with
elaborate gingerbread and heart-shaped shingles on the roof. Houses he had
designed and built over the years were displayed on deep custom-built shelves
along one long wall. He entered them in competitions at fairs and sold all but
the most special to him.
But it
wasn't the dollhouse that claimed his attention tonight. Tonight he had risen
from bed to sit at his drawing table. He worked to bring a mental image from his
mind to the page.
Pam had been a
lovely woman—small, feminine, her dark hair cut in a sleek,
shoulder-length bob, her smile bright, her brown eyes sparkling with life. She
had her nails done every Friday. She shopped at the most exclusive stores in
Lafayette, and always looked as if she had just stepped from the pages of
Southern Living or Town and
Country.
Annie was pretty in
her own way. She was taller than Pam, but by no more than an inch; sturdier than
Pam, but still small. He pictured her, not in the slate blue sheriff's
department uniform, but in the long, flowered skirt she had worn last night. He
rid her of the sloppy denim jacket and put her instead in a white cotton
camisole. Delicate, almost sheer, teasing him with the shadows of her small
breasts.
In his mind's eye, he
combed her hair back neatly and secured it at the nape of her slender neck with
a white bow. She had a retrousse nose; a hint of a cleft gave her chin a certain
stubborn quality. Her eyes were a deep, rich brown, like Pam's, but with a
tantalizing tilt at the corners. He was fascinated with the shape of
them—slightly exotic, slightly almond-shaped, like a cat's. Her mouth was
nearly as intriguing. A very French mouth—the lower lip full, the upper
lip a delicate cupid's bow. He had never seen her smile. Until he had, he would
superimpose Pam's smile onto her
face.
He set his pencil aside and
assessed his work.
He had missed
Pam these past three months, but he could feel the ache of that loneliness
beginning to subside. In his drug-induced haze, he visualized having been
parched all that time. Now a fresh source of wine was ebbing closer, tantalizing
him. He tried to imagine the taste on his tongue. Desire stirred lazily in his
blood, and he smiled.
Annie.
His angel.
12
Bail hearings in Partout
Parish were held Monday, Wednesday, and Friday mornings, a schedule carefully
structured to produce revenue. Anyone bailed out on Friday had the weekend to
break another law or two, for which they would have to be bailed out again come
Monday. Wednesday was thrown in for good measure and civil
liberties.
The presiding judge,
as luck would have it, was old Monahan. Nick groaned inwardly as Monahan emerged
from his chambers and took his seat on the bench. Cases were called. A mixed bag
of petty offenses on this Friday morning: drunk and disorderly, shoplifting,
possession with intent to distribute, burglary. The defendants, their eyes
downcast like dogs that had been caught soiling the carpet, stood beside their
lawyers. Some of the accused looked ashamed, some embarrassed, some were just
used to playing the game.
The
gallery of the courtroom filled steadily as the cases were dealt with in short
order, one scumbag loser at a
time.
If these people going
before him were losers, Nick thought, then what did that make him? Every person
who came before the court claimed to have a good reason for what he or she had
done. None was as good as his, but he doubted getting up and telling the court
he had only done the job the court had shirked would win him any points with
Monahan.
The esteemed members of
the press filling the pews behind him were no doubt drooling for precisely that
kind of dramatic statement. They waited restlessly through the preliminary
goings-on, eager for the main event. Monahan seemed irritated by their presence,
his mood more churlish than usual. He barked at the attorneys, snapped at the
defendants, and set bail amounts at the high end of the
spectrum.
Nick had exactly three
thousand two hundred dollars in the
bank.
"Don't piss off His Honor,
Nick, my boy," Wily Tallant murmured, leaning toward Nick. "I do believe he's
got an Irish headache today. Don't meet his eyes. If you can't look contrite,
look contemplative."
Nick looked
away. Tallant was a sly, scheming bastard— good qualities in a defense
attorney, but that didn't mean he had to like the man. He only had to listen to
him.
The lawyer was nearly a head
shorter than Nick, with a lean, European elegance about him. His thin, dark hair
was slicked back neatly, accentuating the distinguished lines of his face. He
wore black suits year-round and a Rolex that cost more than Nick made in four
months. Wily's clients may have been scumbags, but they tended to be scumbags
with money.
Nick scanned the
crowd again. A number of cops had found their way into the balcony that had been
the gallery for black spectators in the days of open segregation. He spotted a
couple of sheriff's deputies, a couple of Bayou Breaux uniforms. Broussard was
not among them. He thought she might have come. This was what she wanted: him
facing the music.
In the balcony
front row, Stokes touched the brim of the ball cap he wore low over a pair of
Ray-Bans. Quinlan, another of the SO detectives, sat beside him, along with
Z-Top McGee, a detective from the city squad they had worked with a time or
two.
It struck Nick as odd that
anyone other than Stokes had come. He had spent no time cultivating friendships
here. More likely their attachment to him was through the job. The Brotherhood.
He was one of them, and here but for the grace of God ... Ultimately, their
concern was for themselves, he decided. A comforting cynical
thought.
He dropped his gaze to
the main gallery seating, skimming the faces of the reporters who had hounded
him from the outset of the Bichon case, and one who had hounded him longer than
that—a face familiar from New Orleans. New Orleanians generally cared
little what went on beyond the boundaries of the Big Easy. The Cajun parishes
were a separate world. But this one had smelled Nick's blood in the water and
had come hungry. Unexpected, but not
surprising.
The surprises sat
ahead of the New Orleans hack. Belle Davidson and, two rows in front of her, her
erstwhile son-in-law, Donnie Bichon. What were they doing here? Hunter Davidson
was not among the unfortunate waiting their turn before the judge. Pritchett
would want to downplay that bail hearing. Pressing charges against a grieving
father would be unpopular with his constituents. Pressing charges against "a
rogue cop" for the same crime was an altogether different
matter.
"State of Lou'siana
versus Nick Fourcade!"
Nick
followed Tallant through the gate to the defense table. Pritchett had remained
silent through the previous proceedings, letting ADA Doucet deal with the petty
stuff, saving himself for the feature attraction. He rose from his chair and
buttoned his suit coat, twitching his shoulders back and smoothing a hand over
his silk tie. He looked like a little gamecock preening his feathers and
scratching the dirt before a
fight.
"Your Honor," he intoned
loudly. "The charges here are extremely egregious: aggravated assault and
attempted murder perpetrated by a member of the law enforcement community. We're
dealing not only with a felony, but with a gross abuse of power and a betrayal
of the public trust. It's an absolute disgrace.
I—"
"Save your preaching
for another pulpit, Mr. Pritchett," Judge Monahan barked as he snapped the cap
off a bottle of Excedrin and dumped a pair of pills into his
hand.
The judge glared at Nick,
black eyebrows creeping down over piercing blue
eyes.
"Detective Fourcade, I
cannot begin to express my disgust at having you before my bench on this matter.
You have managed to turn an ugly situation hideous, and I am not inclined to be
forgiving. Could you possibly have anything to say for
yourself?"
Wily leaned forward,
his fingertips just resting on the defense table. "Revon Tallant for the
defense. Your Honor, my client wishes to enter a plea of not guilty at this
time." He enunciated each word as precisely as a poet. "As usual, Mr. Pritchett
has jumped to all manner of extreme conclusions without having heard the facts
of the situation. Detective Fourcade was simply going about the business of his
job—"
"Beating the snot out
of people?" Pritchett
said.
"Apprehending a suspected
burglar, who chose to resist arrest and
fight."
"Resist and fight? The
man had to be hospitalized!" Pritchett shouted. "He looks like he ran headlong
into a steel beam!"
"I never said
he was good at it."
Laughter
rippled through the gallery. Monahan banged his gavel. "This is not a humorous
matter!"
"I quite agree, Your
Honor," Pritchett said. "We had ought to take a dim view of law enforcement
officers crossing the line into vigilantism. A sheriff's deputy caught Detective
Fourcade red-handed—in the literal sense. She will
testify—"
"This isn't the
trial, Mr. Pritchett," Monahan cut in. "I am in no mood to listen to lawyers go
on and on for the benefit of the press and the sheer love of the sound of their
own voices. Get on with
it!"
"Yes, Your Honor." Pritchett
swallowed his pride, his cheeks tinting pink. "In view of the seriousness of the
charges and the brutality of the crime, the state requests bail in the amount of
one hundred thousand
dollars."
The words hit Nick like
a ball bat.
Wily tossed his head
back and rolled his big sloe eyes. "Your Honor, Mr. Pritchett's predilection for
drama aside—"
"Your client
is a law enforcement officer who stands accused of beating a man senseless, Mr.
Tallant," Monahan said sharply. "That's all the drama I need." He consulted his
clerk for his schedule, shaking the Excedrin tablets in his hand like a pair of
dice. "Preliminary hearing set for two weeks from yesterday. Bail in the amount
of one hundred thousand dollars, cash or bond. Pay the clerk if you can. Next
case!"
Nick and Tallant moved
away from the defense table as the next defendant and his attorney came in. Nick
stared at Pritchett across the room. The DA's small mouth was screwed into a
self-satisfied smirk.
"I'll have
Monahan recused from the case before the hearing," Wily murmured, moving with
Nick toward the side door, where a city cop waited to escort him back to jail.
"He's obviously too biased to hear the case. However, there's nothing I can do
about Pritchett. That man wants your head on a pike, my boy. You made him look
bad with that unfortunate evidentiary matter the other day. That's a felony in
Smith Pritchett's book. Can you make
bail?"
"Hell, Wily, I can barely
pay you. I might get ten thousand if I hock everything I own," Nick said
absently, his attention suddenly on the
gallery.
Donnie Bichon had risen
from his seat and came forward, lifting a hand tentatively, like an uncertain
schoolboy trying to attract the teacher's attention. He was a handsome
kid—thirty-six going on twenty—with a short nose and ears that stuck
out just enough to make him perpetually boyish. He had played third-string
forward at Tulane and had a tendency to walk with his shoulders slightly
hunched, as if he were ready to drive to the basket at any second. Everyone on
the business side of the bar stopped what they were doing to look at
him.
"Your Honor? May I approach
the bench?" Monahan glared at him. "Who are you, sir?" "Donnie Bichon, Your
Honor. I'd like to pay Detective Fourcade's
bail."
Construction
business must be doing better than I thought," Nick said, moving around Donnie
Bichon's office, rolling a toothpick between his
teeth.
He had allowed the drama
in the courtroom to unfold, not because he wanted Bichon's money, but because he
wanted to know the motive behind the magnanimous
gesture.
The press had gone wild.
Headline frenzy. Monahan had ordered the courtroom cleared. Smith Pritchett had
stormed from the room in a fit of temper at having his thunder stolen. After
Donnie paid the clerk, they had all run the media gauntlet out of the courthouse
and down the steps. Deja vu all over
again.
Nick had jumped into
Wily's money green Infiniti and they had driven clear to New Iberia to shake the
tail of reporters behind them. By the time they doubled back to Bayou Breaux on
country roads, the press had gone off to write their stories. Nick had Wily drop
him off at the house, where he grabbed the keys to his truck and left, skipping
the shower and change of clothes he needed badly. He needed other things more.
Answers.
The office gave the
impression that Bichon Bayou Development was a solid company—sturdy oak
furnishings, masculine colors, a small fortune in wildlife prints on the walls.
Nick's investigation had told a different tale. Donnie had built the company on
the back of Bayou Realty, Pam's business, and pissed away his opportunities to
put it on solid financial ground. According to one source, the divorce would
have cleanly severed the attachment between BBD and Pam's company, and Donnie
would have been left to get business sense or
die.
Nick traced a fingertip over
the graceful line of a hand-carved wooden mallard coming in for a landing on the
credenza. "When I checked your company out, looked to me like you were in hock
up to your ass, Donnie. You nearly went belly-up eighteen months ago. You hid
land in Pam's company to keep from losing it. How is it you can write a check
for a hundred thousand
dollars?"
Donnie laughed as he
dropped into the oxblood leather chair behind his desk. He had opened his collar
and rolled up the sleeves of his pin-striped shirt. The young businessman at
work.
"You're an ungrateful
bastard, Fourcade," he said, caught somewhere between amusement and irritation.
"I just bailed your ass out of jail and you don't like the smell of my money?
Fuck you."
"I believe I thanked
you already. You paid for my release, Donnie, you didn't buy
me."
Donnie broke eye contact and
straightened a stack of papers on his desk. "The company's worth a lot on paper.
Assets, you know. Land, equipment, houses built on spec. Bankers love assets
more than cash. I have a nice line of
credit."
"Why'd you do
it?"
"You're kidding, right?
After what Renard did to Pam? And ol' Hunter and you are sitting in jail and
he's out walking around? That's crazy. The courts are a goddamn circus nowadays.
It's time somebody did the right
thing."
"Like kill
Renard?"
"In my dreams. Perverted
little prick. He's the criminal, not you. That was my statement. That
deputy that hauled you in should have just minded her own damn business, let
nature take its own course and finish this thing. Besides, I'm told I'm not out
anything, unless you decide to skip
town."
"Why cash?" Nick asked.
"You pay a bail bondsman only ten percent for the
bond."
And get a fraction of the
publicity, he thought. Donnie crossing the bar to write out a huge check had
been a climactic moment. It hadn't been Donnie's first taste of the
spotlight.
He had been right
there soaking it up from the day Pam's body had been discovered. He had
immediately offered a fifty-thousand-dollar reward for information leading to an
arrest. He had cried like a baby at the funeral. Every newspaper in Louisiana
had printed the close-up of Donnie with his face in his
hands.
In the outer office, the
telephone was ringing off the hook. Reporters looking for comments and
interviews most likely. Every story that ran was free advertising for Bichon
Bayou Development.
Donnie glanced
away again. "I wouldn't know anything about that. I never bailed anybody out of
jail before. Christ, will you sit down? You're making me
nervous."
Nick ignored the
request. He needed to move, and having Donnie nervous wasn't an altogether bad
thing.
"Will you be able to go
back to work on the case?"
"When
hell freezes over. I'm on suspension. My involvement would taint the case
because of my obvious bias against the chief suspect. At least, that's what a
judge would say. I'm out,
officially."
"Then I'd better
hope you have something else to keep you in Partout Parish, hadn't I? I sure as
hell can't afford to lose a hundred
grand."
"Some folks would say you
can afford to lose it now more than you could have when your wife was alive,"
Nick said.
Donnie's face went
tight. "We've been down that road before, Detective, and I mightily resent you
going down it again."
"You know
it's been a two-pronged investigation all along, Donnie. That's standard op. You
bailing me outta jail won't change
that."
"You know where you can
stick your two prongs,
Fourcade."
Shrugging, Nick went
on. "Me, I've had a lotta time on my hands in the last twenty-four hours. Time
to let my mind wander, let it all turn over and over. It just seems ...
fortuitous ... that Pam was killed before the divorce went through. Once the
insurance company coughs up and you sell off Pam's half of the real estate
company, you won't need that line of
credit."
Donnie surged to his
feet. "That's it, Fourcade! Get outta my office! I did you a good turn, and you
come in here and abuse me! I should have left you to rot in jail! I didn't kill
Pam. I couldn't possibly. I loved
her."
Nick made no move to leave.
He pulled the toothpick from his mouth and held it like a cigarette. "You had a
funny way of showing it, Tulane: chasing anything in a
skirt."
"I've made mistakes,"
Donnie admitted angrily. "Maturity was never my strong suit. But I did
love Pam, and I do love my daughter. I could never do anything to
hurt Josie."
The very thought
seemed to distress him. He turned away from the school portrait of his daughter
that sat on a corner of his
desk.
"Is she living with you
yet?" Nick asked quietly.
There
had been rumors of a custody battle brewing within the divorce war. Something
that seemed more like petty meanness on Donnie's part than genuine concern for
his daughter's well-being. As in countless divorce cases, the child became a
tool, a possession to be bickered over. Donnie liked his freedom too well for
full-time fatherhood. Visitation would suit his lifestyle better than
custody.
Nick had long ago
discounted Josie as a motive for murder. It was the money angle that bothered
him, and the land Donnie had hidden in Bayou Realty's assets. Even when he swore
up and down Renard was their boy, the money issue kept tugging at him. It was a
loose thread and he couldn't simply let a loose thread dangle. He would worry at
it until it could be tied off one way or another. If it meant looking his gift
horse in the mouth, then so be it. Donnie had decided on his own to bail him
out. Nick felt no
obligation.
"She's with Belle and
Hunter," Donnie said. "Belle thought they could provide a more stable
environment for the time being. Then Hunter goes off with a gun and tries to
commit murder in broad daylight. Some stability. Of course, the press is making
him out to be a celebrity. If he doesn't go to prison, they'll probably make a
movie about him."
The fight had
run out of him. His shoulders slumped and he suddenly seemed
older.
"Why are you dredging all
this up again? You still believe Renard did it. I mean, I know some people are
saying things after that rape the other night—all that Bayou Strangler
bullshit and whatnot. But that's got nothing to do with this. You're the one
found Pam's ring in Renard's house. You're the one put him in the hospital. Why
are you dogging my ass? I'm the best friend you had
today."
"Habit," Nick replied.
"Me, I tend to be suspicious by
nature."
"No shit. Well, I'm not
guilty."
"Ever'body's guilty of
something."
Donnie shook his
head. "You need help, Fourcade. You're clinically
paranoid."
A sardonic smile
curved Nick's mouth as he tossed his toothpick in the trash and turned for the
door. "C'est vrai. That's true enough. Lucky for me, I'm one of the few
people who can make a living off
it."
Nick left Bichon Bayou
Development through the back door, made his way down two alleys, and cut across
the backyard of a house where a teenage girl in a yellow bikini was stretched
out on a shiny metallic blanket trying to absorb ultraviolet rays. With
headphones and sun goggles, she was oblivious to his
passing.
He had parked in the
weedy side lot of a closed welding shop, the truck blending in with an array of
abandoned junk. He climbed into the cab, rolled the windows down, and sat there,
smoking a cigarette and thinking as the radio mumbled to
itself.
"You're on KJUN with Dean
Monroe. Our topic this afternoon: the release on bail of Partout Parish
detective, Nick Fourcade, who stands accused of brutalizing murder suspect
Marcus Renard. Montel in Maurice, speak your
mind."
"He done this kind of
thing before and he got off. I thinks we all gots to be scared when cops can
plant evidence and beat people up and just get
off—"
Nick silenced the
radio, thinking back to New Orleans. He had paid in ways worse than prison. He
had lost his job, lost his credibility. He had crashed and burned and was still
struggling to put the pieces back together. But he had more urgent things than
the past to occupy his mind
today.
Maybe Donnie Bichon was
filled with regret for the demise of his marriage and the death of the woman he
had once loved. Or maybe his remorse was about something else altogether. Except
for the hideous brutality of the murder, Donnie had been an automatic suspect.
Husbands always were. But Donnie seemed more the sort who would have choked his
ex in a moment of blind fury, not the sort who could have planned a death like
Pam's and carried it out. It took cold hate to pull off a murder like
that.
"Renard did it," Nick
murmured. The trail, the logic led back to Renard. Renard had fixated on her,
stalked her, killed her when she rejected him. Nick believed he'd done it in
Baton Rouge shortly before moving here, but that woman's death had been ruled
accidental and never investigated as a
homicide.
Renard was their guy,
he could feel it in the marrow of his bones. Still, there was something off
about the whole damn deal.
Maybe
it was the fact that no one had ever been able to prove Renard was the one
stalking Pam. Hell, the word stalking never even appeared in the reports.
That was how doubtful the cops and the courts had been. Renard had openly sent
her flowers and small gifts. There was nothing menacing in that. Pam had thrown
the gifts back at him in the Bowen & Briggs office one day, not long before
her death.
No one had ever seen
Renard going into Pam's office or her house out on Quail Drive when she wasn't
there, and yet someone had stolen things from her desk and from her dresser.
Someone had left a dead snake in her pencil drawer. Renard had access to the
office building, but so did Donnie. No one had identified Renard as the prowler
Pam had reported several times to 911 from her home, but someone had slipped
into her garage and cut the tires on her Mustang. She had received so many
hang-up and breather calls at home, she had taken an unlisted number. But there
was not a single call listed in the phone company records from Renard's home or
business number to Pam
Bichon's.
Renard was meticulous,
compulsively neat. Careful. Intelligent. He could have pulled it off. The
flowers and candy could have been part of the game. Perhaps he had sensed all
along she would never have him. Perhaps it was resentment that drove his
fixation. Affection was the perfect cover for a deep-seated
hatred.
Then again, perhaps
Donnie had harassed Pam in a foolish and misguided attempt to get her back.
Donnie had never been in favor of the divorce. He had argued it was not in
Josie's best interest, but it was not in Donnie's best interest
—financially. Pam had asked him to move out in February— a year ago,
now. A trial separation. They went to a few counseling sessions. By the end of
July it had been plain in Pam's mind that the marriage was over, and she filed
the papers. Donnie had not taken the news
well.
The harassment began the
end of August.
Donnie could have
pulled those tricks to scare her. He had the capacity for juvenile behavior. But
again, there was no evidence. No witnesses. No phone records. A search of his
home following the murder had turned up nothing. Donnie wasn't that
smart.
"You need a break,
Fourcade," he muttered.
Like the
snap of a hypnotist's fingers, the trance was shattered. He didn't need a break.
He was off the case. He didn't want to let it go, and yet, he had thrown it away
with both hands by going after
Renard.
He had replayed that
night in his head a hundred times. In his head, he made the right choices. He
didn't accept Stokes's invitation to Laveau's. He didn't pour whiskey on his
wounded pride. He didn't listen to Stokes's eye-for-an-eye nonsense. He didn't
take that phone call, didn't go down that
street.
And Annie Broussard
didn't walk out of the blue and into his
life.
Where the hell had she come
from? And why?
He didn't believe
in coincidence, had never trusted
Fate.
The possibilities rubbed
back and forth in his mind and chafed his temper raw. He put the truck in gear,
and rolled out of the parking
lot.
The hell he was off this
case.
13
Friday. Payday. Everyone was
in a hurry to get to the bank, get to the bars, get home to start the weekend.
Friday was a big speeding-ticket day. Friday nights were good for brawls and
DUIs.
Annie preferred the
tickets. With more people packing guns every day, brawls had become a little too
unpredictable to be fun. Then there was the whole AIDS scare and the threats of
lawsuits. The only cops she knew who still liked brawls were the boneheaded type
who sweated testosterone, and short guys with big chips on their shoulders.
Little guys always wanted to fight to prove their manhood. The Napoleon
complex.
Just one more reason to
be glad she didn't have a penis. The few skirmishes she had jumped into had been
enough to win her a chipped tooth, two cracked ribs, and the respect of her
fellow deputies. Men were that way. Being able to take a punch somehow made you
a better person.
She wondered if
any of them remembered those past brawls. It seemed not. When she had reported
to the briefing room this morning, she had taken a seat at one of the long
tables, and every deputy at the table got up and moved. Not a word was spoken,
but the message was clear: They no longer considered her one of them. Because of
Fourcade, a man who had befriended none of them and yet was lionized by them all
for the mere fact that he had external genitalia.
Men.
She had wanted to hear about
the follow-up on the Jennifer Nolan rape, but the closest she was going to come
to the case was rewriting her initial report, which Hooker had "misplaced." She
had interviewed half a dozen of Nolan's neighbors yesterday, getting only one
potentially useful piece of information: Nolan's former roommate had run off
with a biker. Two of the doors she had knocked on had gone unanswered. She had
passed all the information on to Stokes and doubted she would ever hear another
word about it unless she read it in the
paper.
She thought about the rape
in fragments: the mask, the violence, the absence of seminal fluid, the
ligatures, the fact that he made her bathe afterward. The fact that he hadn't
spoken a single word during the ordeal. Verbal intimidation and degradation were
standard fare in most rapes. She wondered which would be more terrifying: an
attacker who threatened death or the ominous uncertainty of
silence.
Careful. The word
kept coming back to her. The rapist had been careful to leave no trace. He
seemed to be perfectly aware of what the cops would need to nail him. That
pointed to someone with experience and maybe a record. Someone should have been
checking personnel records at the True Light lamp factory to see if any of
Nolan's coworkers was an ex-con. But it wasn't her job, and it never would be if
Chaz Stokes had anything to say about
it.
Annie checked her watch
again. Another half hour and she could head back to Bayou Breaux. She had pulled
the cruiser off the road into the turnaround lot of a ramshackle vegetable stand
that had blown down in the last big storm. The position was shaded by a
sprawling live oak and gave her a view of two blacktop roads that converged a
quarter mile south of the small town of Luck—a hot spot on Friday nights.
Every rough character in the parish headed down to Skeeter Mouton's roadhouse on
Friday night. Bikers, roughnecks, rednecks, and criminal types, all gathered for
the popular low-society pursuits of beer, betting, and breaking
heads.
A red Chevy pickup was
coming fast out of town. Annie clocked it with the radar as it cruised past, the
driver hanging a beer can out the window. Sixty-five in a forty zone and a DUI
to boot. Jackpot. She hit the lights and siren and pulled him over half a mile
down the road. The truck had a rebel-flag sunscreen in the back window and a
bumper sticker that read USA Kicks
Ass.
Nothing like a drunken
redneck to make a day truly suck the big
one.
"One Able Charlie," she
radioed in. "I got a speeder on twelve, two miles south of Luck. Looks like he's
drinking. Lou'siana tags Tango Whiskey Echo seven-three-three. Tango Whiskey
Echo seven-three-three.
Over."
She waited a beat for the
acknowledgment that didn't come, then tried again. Still no response. The
silence was more than annoying; it was disturbing. The radio was her link to
help. If a routine stop turned into trouble, Dispatch had her location and the
tag number on the vehicle she had pulled over. If she didn't call them back in a
timely fashion, they would send other
units.
"10-1, One Able Charlie.
We didn't catch that. You're breaking up again. Say again.
Over."
It was a simple thing to
interrupt a radio transmission. All it took was one other deputy keying his mike
when he heard her calling in and she was cut off. Cut off from communication,
cut off from help.
Disgusted at
the possibility, Annie grabbed her clipboard and ticket book and got out of the
car.
"Step out of the vehicle,
please," she called as she approached the truck from the
rear.
"I wadn' speedin'," the
driver yelled, sticking his head out the open window. He had small mean eyes and
a mouth that drew into a tight knot. The dirty red ball cap he wore was stitched
with a yellow TriStar Chemical logo. "You cops ain't got nothin' better to do
than stop me?"
"Not at the
moment. I'll need to see your license and
registration."
"This is bullshit,
man."
He swung open the door of
the truck, and an empty Miller Genuine Draft can tumbled out onto the verge and
rolled under the cab. He pretended not to notice as he stepped down with the
extreme caution of a man who knows he has lost his equilibrium to booze. He
wasn't any taller than Annie, a little pit bull of a man in jeans and a Bass
Master T-shirt stretching tight over a hard beer belly. A short, drunken
redneck.
"I don't pay taxes in
this parish so y'all can harass me," he grumbled. "Goddamn gov'ment's tryin' to
run my life. This here's supposed to be a free fuckin'
country."
"So it is as long as
you're not drunk and driving sixty-five in a forty. I need your
license."
"I ain't drunk." He
pulled a big trucker's wallet on a chain out of his hip pocket and fumbled
around to extract his license, which he held out in Annie's general direction.
His fingers were stained dark with grease. A tattoo of a naked blue woman with
bright red nipples reclined on his forearm.
Classy.
Vernell Poncelet. Annie
stuck the license under the clip on her
board.
"I wadn' speedin'," he
insisted. "Them radar guns is always wrong. You can clock a goddamn tree doing
sixty."
Suddenly his squinty eyes
widened in surprise. "Hey! You're a
woman!"
"Yep. I've been aware of
that for some time now."
Poncelet
put his head on one side, studying her, until he started to tip over. He swung
an arm to point at her and righted himself in the
process.
"You're the one was on
the news! I seen you! You turned in that cop what beat up that killer
rapist!"
"Stay right here," Annie
said coolly, backing toward the squad. "I need to run your name and tags." And
call for a backup. She had the feeling Vernell wasn't going down without a
fight. Short guys.
"What kinda
cop are you?" Poncelet shouted, staggering after her. "You want killer rapists
runnin' 'round loose? An' you're giving me a ticket? That's
bullshit!"
Annie gave him the
evil eye. "Stand where you
are!"
He kept coming, thrusting a
finger at her as if he meant to run her through with it. "I ain't takin' no
fuckin' ticket from you!"
"The
hell you're not."
"You let a
rapist run around loose. Maybe you wanna get lucky, huh? You fuckin'
bitch—"
"That's it!" Annie
tossed the clipboard on the hood of the cruiser and reached for the cuffs on her
belt. "Up against the truck!
Now!"
"Fuck you!" Poncelet made a
wobbly 180-degree turn and started back for his truck. "Let a real cop stop me.
I ain't takin' no shit from a
broad."
"Up against the truck,
stubby, or this is gonna get so real it'll hurt." Annie stepped in behind him,
slapped a cuff around his right wrist, and pulled his arm up behind his back.
"Up against the goddamn
truck!"
She stepped into him,
trying to turn him with pressure on his arm. Poncelet staggered, throwing her
off balance, then swung around to take a punch at her. Their feet tangled in a
clumsy dance and they went down in a heap on the side of the road, wrestling,
grunting.
Poncelet swore in her
face, his breath hot and acetous with beer gases bubbling up from his belly. He
groped for a handhold to right himself, grabbing Annie's left breast. Annie
kicked him in the shin and caught him in the mouth with her elbow. Poncelet got
one knee under him and tried to surge to his feet, one hand swinging hard into
Annie's nose.
"Son of a bitch!"
she yelled as blood coursed down over her lips. She came to her feet and ran
Poncelet headlong into the side of the
truck.
"You picked the wrong day
to fuck with me, shorty!" she snarled, closing the other cuff tight around his
free wrist. "You're under arrest for every stinkin' crime I can think
of!"
"I want a real cop!" he
bellowed. "This is America. I got rights! I got the right to remain
silent—"
"Then why don't
you?" Annie barked, shoving him toward the
cruiser.
"I ain't no crim'nal! I
got rights!"
"You've got shit for
brains, that's what you've got. Man, you have dug yourself a hole so deep,
you're gonna need a ladder to see rock
bottom."
She pushed him into the
backseat and slammed the door. Traffic passed by on the blacktop road to
Mouton's. A kid with a goatee leaned out the window of a jacked-up GTO and gave
her the finger. Annie flipped it back at him and climbed in behind the wheel of
her car.
"You're a feminazi,
that's what you are!" Poncelet shouted, kicking the back of the seat. "You're a
goddamn feminazi!"
Annie wiped
the blood off her mouth with her shirtsleeve. "Watch your mouth, Poncelet. You
start quoting Rush Limbaugh to me, I'll take you out in the swamp and shoot
you."
She glanced at herself in
the rearview mirror and swore as she pulled the radio mike. With the black eye
from Wednesday and the bloody nose, she looked as if she'd gone five rounds with
Mike Tyson.
"One Able Charlie.
I'm bringing in a drunk. Thanks for
nothing."
Poncelet was
still screaming when Annie escorted him to Booking. She had stopped listening,
her own anger muting his words to an annoying roar in the background. What if
Poncelet had hurt her? What if he had gotten hold of her gun? Would anyone have
known the difference?
The
Deputies' Association had voted to pay Fourcade's legal bills. She wondered if
they'd also taken a vote on getting her killed. She hadn't been invited to the
meeting.
The shift was
changing—guys going in and out of the locker room, hanging around the
briefing room. Time for bullshit and bad jokes over strong coffee. The relaxed
smiles froze and vanished when Annie came down the
hall.
"What?" she challenged no
one in particular. "Disappointed to see me in one
piece?"
"Disappointed to see you
at all," Mullen muttered.
"Yeah?
Well, now you know how the whole female population feels when they see you
coming, Mullen. What did you think?" she demanded. "That keying me out on the
radio would make me
disappear?"
"I don't know what
you're talking about, Broussard. You're
hysterical."
"No, I'm pissed off.
You got a problem with me, then be a man and bring it to me instead of pulling
this adolescent
bullshit—"
"You're the
problem," he charged. "If you can't handle the job, then
leave."
"I can handle the job. I
was doing my job—"
"What
the hell's going on out here?" Hooker bellowed, stepping into the
hall.
Too angry for
circumspection, Annie turned toward the sergeant. "Someone's covering my
transmissions."
"That's
bullshit," Mullen said.
"Musta
been something wrong with your radio," Hooker said. Annie wanted to kick
him.
"Funny how I suddenly can't
get a radio that works."
"You got
bad vibes, Broussard," Mullen said. "Maybe the wire in your bra is screwing up
your reception."
Hooker glared at
him. "Shut the fuck up,
Mullen."
"It's not the radio,"
Annie said. "It's the attitude. Y'all are acting like a bunch of spoiled little
boys, like I ruined everybody's fun. Someone was breaking the law and I stopped
him. That's my job. If y'all have a problem with that, then you don't belong in
a uniform."
"We know who doesn't
belong here," Mullen
muttered.
The silence was
absolute. Annie looked from one deputy to another, a lineup of stony faces and
averted eyes. They may not all have felt as strongly as Mullen, but no one was
standing up for her,
either.
Finally, Hooker spoke.
"You got proof somebody did you wrong, Broussard, then file a grievance.
Otherwise, quit your goddamn whining and go do your paperwork on that
drunk."
No one moved until Hooker
had disappeared back into his office. Then Prejean and Savoy walked away,
breaking the standoff. Mullen started down the hall, leaning toward Annie as he
passed.
"Yeah, Broussard," he
murmured. "Quit your whining or somebody'll give you something to whine
about."
"Don't threaten me,
Mullen."
He raised his brows in
mock fear. "What you gonna do? Arrest me?" The expression turned stony. "You
can't arrest us all."
14
Late July: Pant makes it
known around the office that she means to divorce Donnie. They have been
separated since February. Renard begins to show an interest in her. Drops into
the realty office to chat, to show his concern for her,
etc.
August: Renard
clearly has a crush. He sends Pam flowers and small gifts, asks her to lunch,
asks her out for drinks. She goes with him only in a group, tells her partner
she wants to be sure Renard doesn't get the wrong idea about their friendship,
though she admits she thinks it's rather sweet the way he's trying to court her.
She tries to stress to Renard they are just
friends.
Late
August: Pam begins to receive breather and hang-up calls at
home.
September:
Small items go missing from Pam's office and from her home. A paperweight, a
small bottle of perfume, a small framed photo of herself and daughter Josie, a
hairbrush. She can't pinpoint when the items were taken. Renard is hanging
around, shows more concern than seems appropriate. Pam begins to feel
uncomfortable around him. Breather and hang-up calls
continue.
9/25: On
leaving for work, Pam discovers her tires slashed (car parked in unlocked
garage). Calls the sheriff's department. Responding deputy: Mullen. Pam
expresses her concerns about Renard, but there is no evidence he committed the
crime. Detective assigned to investigate alleged harassment:
Stokes.
10/02 1:00
A.M.: Pam reports a prowler outside her home. No suspect apprehended. Renard
interviewed regarding incident. Denies involvement. Expresses concern for
Pam.
10/03: Renard
comes to Pam's office, expresses concern for her in
person.
10/09 1:45
A.M.: Pam again reports a prowler. No suspect
apprehended.
10/10:
On leaving house for school bus, Josie Bichon discovers the mutilated remains of
a raccoon on the front
step.
10/11: Renard
comes to Pam's office again to express concern for her safety and for Josie's
safety. Unnerved, Pam tells him to leave. Clients waiting to meet with her
confirm her level of
upset.
10/14: On
arriving at her office, Pam finds a dead snake in her desk drawer. Later that
day Renard approaches her yet again to express his concern for her. Says
something to the effect that a single woman, like Pam, has much to fear, that
any number of bad things might happen to her. Pam perceives this as a
threat.
10/22: On
returning home from work, Pam finds house has been vandalized: clothing cut up,
bedding smeared with dog waste, photos of herself defaced. No suspect
fingerprints recovered from scene. No witnesses. Pam calls Acadiana Security to
have home system installed. Later realizes a spare set of house and office keys
has gone missing. Can't pinpoint when she last saw
them.
10/24: Renard
gives Pam an expensive necklace for her birthday. Pam, extremely angry,
confronts Renard in his office with her suspicions, returns all small gifts he
had given her during the months of August and September. In front of witnesses,
Renard denies all charges of
stalking.
10/24: Pam
consults attorney Thomas Watson about a restraining order against
Renard.
10/27:
Watson petitions the court on Pam's behalf for a restraining order against
Marcus Renard. Request denied for lack of sufficient cause. Judge Edwards
refuses to "blacken a man's reputation" with no more reason than "a woman's
unsubstantiated
paranoia."
10/31:
Pam sees a prowler outside her house. Tries to call sheriff's department. House
phones are dead. Calls on cellular. No suspect apprehended. Phone line had been
cut. Back door of house smeared with human
waste.
11/7: Pam
Bichon reported
missing.
Annie read
through her notes. Laid out in this linear fashion, it seemed so simple, so
obvious. A classic pattern of escalation. Attraction, attachment, pursuit,
fixation, increasing hostility at rejection. Why hadn't anyone else seen it for
what it was and stopped
it?
Because a pattern was all
they had. There was absolutely nothing to tie Renard to the stalking. His public
reaction to Pam's accusations had been confusion, hurt. How could she think he
would ever harm her? Not once in those months preceding Pam Bichon's murder had
Renard expressed to any of "his co-workers anger or hostility toward her. Quite
the contrary. Pam had complained to friends about Renard. They offered support
to her face and questioned her sanity behind her back. He seemed so
harmless.
With the divorce
looming and the settlement potentially affecting his business, Donnie Bichon had
seemed a more likely candidate for villain. But Pam had insisted Renard was her
stalker.
What a nightmare, Annie
thought. To be so certain this man was a danger, but unable to convince anyone
else.
Annie rose from her kitchen
table to prowl the apartment. Half past nine. She'd been staring at those notes
for an hour, cross-referencing newspaper articles, referring to photocopies of
magazine articles and textbook passages on stalkers. She had kept track of the
case all along—out of a sense of obligation, and to continue her
self-education toward one day making detective. She had purchased a three-ring
binder, storing all news clippings in one section, notes in another, personal
observations in another. If not for the news clippings, it would have been a
thin notebook. She had conducted no interviews. It wasn't her case. She was only
a deputy.
Fourcade probably had
two notebooks—murder books, the detectives called them. But Fourcade was
off the case. Which left Chaz Stokes in charge. Stokes had been the detective
assigned to check out the initial harassment charges. If he had been able to
come up with anything at the time, maybe Pam would still be alive
today.
Annie wandered restlessly
into the living room. Out of old habit, she fell into a slow, measured pace
along the length of her coffee table and back. The table consisted of a slab of
glass balanced on the back of a five-foot-long taxidermied alligator, a relic
Sos had once kept hung suspended from the ceiling of the store until one of the
wires broke, and the gator swung down and knocked a tourist flat. Annie had
taken the creature in like a stray dog and named it
Alphonse.
She walked back and
forth from one end of Alphonse to the other, pondering the current situation,
ignoring the occasional ringing of the phone. She let the machine pick up
—reporters and cranks. No one she wanted to deal with. No one who could
solve her need to find justice for Pam
Bichon.
She might have been able
to talk Fourcade into letting her help with the investigation if it hadn't been
for the incident with Renard. Now Stokes had the case and she would never ask
Stokes. She would have struck out with him even if she hadn't arrested Fourcade.
Stokes had never been able to get over the fact that she didn't find him
irresistible. Nor would he let it go. He had taken her simple, polite "No, thank
you" first as a challenge, then as a personal insult. In the end, he had accused
her of being a racist.
"It's
because I'm black, isn't it?" he
charged.
They were in the parking
lot at the Voodoo Lounge. A hot summer night full of bugs and bats swooping to
eat the bugs. Heat lightning sizzled across the southern sky out over the Gulf.
The humidity made the air feel like velvet against the skin. They'd gone to the
bar with others as a group, as they often did on Friday night. A bunch of cops
looking to unwind a little. Stokes had too much to drink, mouthed off enough
about her being frigid that Annie had walked out in
disgust.
She gaped at his
accusation.
"Go ahead. You might
as well admit it. You don't want to be seen with the mulatto guy. You don't want
to go to bed with a nigger. Say
it!"
"You're an idiot!" she
declared. "Why can you not accept the fact that I'm simply not attracted to you?
And why am I not attracted to you? Let me count the reasons: It could be that
you have the maturity of a high school junior. It could be that you have an ego
the size of Arkansas. Maybe it's because you have no interest in a conversation
that doesn't center on you. It's got nothing to do with what kind of people are
climbing around in your family
tree."
"Climbing? Like they're
monkeys? You're calling my people
monkeys?"
"No!"
He
came toward her, his face hard with anger. Then a car drove in the lot and some
people came out of the bar, and the tension of the moment snapped like a
twig.
The scene was so vivid in
Annie's memory that she could almost feel the heat of the night on her skin. She
opened the French doors at the end of her living room and stepped out onto the
little balcony, breathing in the cool damp air and the fecund smell of the
swamp. There was just enough moonlight to silver the water and outline the eerie
silhouettes of the cypress
trees.
Funny, she'd never really
thought about it, but she could relate in a small way to Pam Bichon's
experience. She did know what it was like to deal with men who wouldn't take no
for an answer. Stokes. A.J. Uncle Sos, for that matter. The difference between
them and Renard was the difference between sanity and
obsession.
"Men," she said aloud
to the white cat that jumped up on the balcony railing to beg for attention.
"Can't live with 'em, can't open pickle jars without
'em."
The cat offered no
opinion.
In all fairness, it
wasn't just men, Annie knew. Stalkers came in both sexes. New studies were
showing that these people were unable to shut off that focus. The impulse, the
fixation, was always there. Simple obsessionals, the shrinks called them.
Often these men and women seemed perfectly rational and normal. They were
doctors, lawyers, car mechanics. Their level of schooling or intelligence didn't
matter. But regarding the object of their fixation, their brains weren't wired
right. Some moved on to what was known as erotomania, a condition in
which the person imagined and actually believed there was an ongoing romantic
relationship with the object of the
fixation.
A simple obsessional or
an erotomaniac—she wondered which description applied to Marcus Renard.
She wondered how he could hide either so well from everyone around
him.
Somewhere out in the swamp a
bull alligator gave a hoarse roar. Then the shriek of a nutria split the air
like a woman's scream. The sound razored along Annie's nerves. She closed her
eyes and saw Pam Bichon lying on that floor, moonlight pouring in the window,
spilling across her naked corpse. And deep inside her mind, Annie thought she
could hear Pam's screams ... and the screams of Jennifer Nolan ... and the women
who had died four years ago at the hands of the Bayou Strangler. Screams of the
dead.
"It's cold there,
no?"
"Where?"
"In
Shadowland."
Goosebumps
racing over her flesh, Annie stepped back inside the apartment, closed the
doors, and locked them.
"Nice
place you got here,
'Toinette."
Heart in her throat,
she wheeled around. Fourcade stood just inside the front entry, leaning back
against the wall, ankles crossed, hands in the pockets of his old leather
jacket.
"What the hell are you
doing here?"
"Not much of a lock
you got on this door." He shook his head in reproach as he straightened from the
wall. "You'd think a cop would know better. Especially a lady cop,
no?"
He moved toward her with
deceptive laziness. Even halfway across the room Annie could sense the tension
in him. She sidestepped slowly, putting the coffee table between them. Her gun
was in her duffel bag, which she had abandoned in the entry.
Careless.
Her best hope was to
get out. And then what? The store had closed at nine. Sos and Fanchon's house
was a hundred yards away and they were out dancing just like every other Friday
night of the year. Maybe she could get to the
Jeep.
"What do you want?" she
asked, edging toward the door. Her keys hung on a peg above the light switch.
"You want to beat me up, too? You haven't committed your daily quota of sins?
You want to get rid of the witness? You should know enough to hire out that kind
of job. You'll be the obvious
suspect."
He had the nerve to
appear amused. "You think I'm the devil now, don'tcha,
Toinette?"
Annie broke for the
door, grabbed for the keys with one hand, and knocked them to the floor. With
the other hand, she grabbed the knob, twisted, pulled. The door didn't budge.
Then Fourcade was on her, trapping her, hands planted against the door on either
side of her head.
"Running out on
me, 'Toinette?"
She could feel
his breath on the back of her neck, laced with the scent of
whiskey.
"That's not very
hospitable, chère," he
murmured.
She was trembling. And
he was enjoying it, the son of a bitch. She willed herself to control the
shaking, forced herself to turn and face
him.
He stood as close as a
lover. "We have so much to talk about. For instance, who sent you to Laveau's
that night?"
Nick watched her
face like a hawk. Her reaction was spontaneous—surprise or shock, a touch
of confusion.
"What'd you think,
'Toinette? That I was too drunk to figure it
out?"
"Figure what out? I don't
know what you're talking
about."
His mouth twisted in
derision. "I'm in this department six months, you never say boo to me. All of a
sudden you show up at Laveau's in a pretty skirt, batting your eyelashes. You
want in on the Bichon
case—"
"I did want
in."
"Then there you are on that
street. Just happen to be passing
by—"
"I
was—"
"The hell you
were!" he roared, enjoying the way she flinched. He wanted her frightened of
him. She had reason to be frightened of him. "You followed
me!"
"I did
not!"
"Who sent
you?"
"No
one!"
"You been talking to
Kudrow. Did he set it up? I can't believe Renard would go for it. What if I came
at him with a gun or a knife? He'd be stupid to take the chance just to ruin me.
And he's not stupid."
"No
one—"
"On the other hand,
maybe that was Kudrow's justice, heh? He has to know Renard is guilty. So Kudrow
gets him off to save his own rep. Works it so I kill Renard. Renard is dead and
I'm caged up with the red hats in Angola, twenty-five to
life."
He's insane, she
thought. She'd seen what he was capable of. She cut a glance at the duffel bag
sitting on the bench. Two feet away. The zipper was open. If she was fast ... If
she was lucky ...
"I don't have a
clue what you're talking about," she said, keeping her mouth in motion to buy
time. "Kudrow's trying to jam me up with the department so I don't have anyone
to turn to but his side. I wouldn't work for him if he paid in gold
bullion."
Fourcade didn't seem to
hear her.
"Would he chance all
that?" he mused to himself. "That's the question. 'Course, he'd only have to pay
off the blackmail 'til he's dead, and that won't be
long..."
With all the power she
could muster, Annie brought her right knee up into his groin, then dropped to
the floor as Fourcade staggered back, doubled over,
swearing.
"Fils de putain!
Merde! Fuck! Fuck!"
Oh
please oh please oh please. She plunged her hand into the duffel bag and
groped for the Sig. Her fingertips grazed the
holster.
"Lookin' for
this?"
The Sig appeared before
her eyes in the palm of Fourcade's hand, one finger hooked through the trigger
guard. He had dropped to his knees behind her and now pulled her head back by a
handful of hair and shoved his body into hers, pinning her against the
bench.
"You fight dirty,
'Toinette," he murmured. "I like that in a
woman."
"Fuck you,
Fourcade!"
"Mmm..."he purred,
pressing against her, pressing his rough cheek against hers. "Don't give me
ideas, 'tite
belle."
Slowly, he rose, his
hand still tangled in her hair, drawing her up with
him.
"You, you're not much of a
hostess, 'Toinette," he said, directing her toward the kitchen where the light
was bright and cheery. "You haven't even offered me a
chair."
"Sorry, I flunked home
ec."
"I'm sure you have other
talents. A flair for decorating, I
see."
He took in the small
kitchen with amazement. Someone had painted a dancing alligator on the door of
the ancient refrigerator. Canisters in the likeness of stair-step doughboys
lined one counter. The wall clock was a plastic black cat whose eyes and tail
twitched back and forth with the passing
seconds.
One chair was pulled out
at the chrome-legged table. He sat her down. Snatching up the pen she had left
on the tabletop, he backed up to the
counter.
Annie stared at him.
Some of the wildness had gone out of his eyes, though his gaze was no less
intense. He stood with his arms crossed in front of him, her gun dangling from
his big hand as if it were a
toy.
"Now, where were we before
you tried to kick my balls up to my back
teeth?"
"Oh ... somewhere between
delusional and psychotic."
"Was
it Kudrow? He buy you and
Stokes?"
"Stokes?"
"What?
You thought you were getting all the pie? Stokes got me into that bar. Why go
there? Nobody ever goes there. To be away from the grunts, he tells me. And
Bowen & Briggs, that just happens to be right across the alley. How fucking
handy. Then along comes little 'Toinette to keep an eye on me while ol' Chaz
goes his merry way."
"Why would I
let Kudrow buy me?" she asked. A futile attempt at reason, she supposed. "Yours
isn't the only career taking a beating here, you know. I'll be mopping out jail
cells before this is over. Kudrow doesn't have enough money to make up for
that."
Nick tipped his head to
one side and considered. He hadn't eaten all day, but had fed on anger and
frustration and suspicion, and washed it all down with a few belts of whiskey.
And now something black and rotten surfaced in the brew and slipped out of his
mouth in a whisper.
"Duval
Marcotte."
Son of a bitch. The
pieces fit with oily ease. The similarity of the cases would appeal to
Marcotte's sense of irony. And he sure as hell knew how to buy cops. The face of
the New Orleans reporter at the courthouse came back to him. Shit. He should
have seen it coming.
He pounced
at Annie, making her bolt back in the chair. "What'd he give you? What'd he
promise you?"
"Duval Marcotte?"
she said, incredulous. "Are you out of your mind? Oh, Christ, look who I'm
asking!"
He leaned down into her
face, wagging the nose of the Sig like a finger. "He'll take your soul,
chère, or worse. You think I'm the devil? He's the
devil!"
"Duval Marcotte is the
devil," Annie repeated. "Duval Marcotte, the real estate magnate from New
Orleans? The
philanthropist?"
"That son of a
bitch," he muttered, pacing along the counter. "I shoulda killed him when I had
the chance."
"I don't know Duval
Marcotte, other than to see him on the news. Nobody bought me. I was in the
wrong place at the wrong time. Believe me, I regret
it."
"I don't believe in
coincidence."
"Well, I'm sorry,
but I don't have any other explanation!" she shouted. "So shoot me or leave me
the hell alone!"
Turning
possibilities over in his mind, Nick reached back and scratched behind his ear
with the nose of the gun.
"Jeez!
Will you be careful with that thing!" she yelled. "If you don't shoot me, I'd
rather not be left to scrape your brains off my
cupboards."
"What? This gun?" He
twirled it on his finger. "It's not loaded. I figured it might be too
tempting."
Relief surged through
Annie, and she rubbed her hands over her face. "Why
me?"
"That was my
question."
"I've told you all I
know, which is exactly nothing. I would no more be in league with Chaz Stokes
than I would be with someone like Marcotte. Stokes hates me. Besides, who sets
up a frame that completely relies on the framee actually committing the crime?
That's stupid. If someone wanted to set you up, why not just kill Renard and
make it look like you're the guy? That's a piece of cake. So why don't you just
take your elaborate conspiracy theories to Oliver Stone. Maybe he'll make a
movie about you."
Setting the
empty gun aside, Nick leaned back against the counter. "You got a mouth on you,
chère."
"Being
terrorized brings out the bitch in
me."
He almost laughed. The urge
to do so surprised him almost as much as Annie Broussard surprised him. He
pressed his lips together and stared at her. She returned his stare, indignant,
angry. If she was as innocent as she professed, then she had to think he was
insane. That was all right. Perceived psychosis carried certain
advantages.
"Tell me something,"
she said. "Did you go to Bowen and Briggs that night of your own
accord?"
He thought of the phone
call, but answered the real truth.
"Yes."
"And you made your own
decision to beat up Renard?"
He
hesitated again, knowing the answer wasn't so simple, remembering the flashbacks
that had burst in his head that night like fireworks. But in the end he could
answer only one way.
"Oui."
"Then how is this
anyone's fault but your
own?"
Annie waited for his
answer. He had never struck her as the kind of man who would shirk his
responsibilities. Then again, she hadn't believed he was crazy
either.
"Stokes didn't put you in
that alley," she said. "Nobody held a gun to your head. You did what you did,
and I was unlucky enough to catch you. Quit trying to blame everyone else. You
made your own choices and now you have to live with the
consequences."
"C'est vrai,"
he murmured. Just like that, the frenetic energy was shut off and he seemed
to go still from deep within. "Me, I did what I did. I lost control. I can't
think of many people who deserved a beating more than Renard, and I feel no
remorse for providing it—other than the impact it will have on my own
life."
"What you did was
wrong."
"In that force ultimately
defeats itself. I disappointed myself that night," he admitted. "But the
tendency is for every aspect of this existence to continue to be what it is,
mais oui? Interfere with its natural state and the thing will resist.
Fundamentally, I find it difficult to embrace a philosophy of nonaction. Therein
lies the crux of my problem."
He
had taken a hard left turn on her once again. From raving maniac to philosopher
in a span of moments.
"You pled
not guilty," she said. "But you admit that you
are."
"Nothing is simple,
chérie. I go down for a felony, I'm off the job forever. That's
not an option."
"The resistance
of a being against interference to its natural
state."
He smiled unexpectedly,
fleetingly, and for a heartbeat was extraordinarily handsome. "You're a good
student,
chère."
"Why do you
do
that?"
"What?"
"Call
me chère, like you're a hundred years
old."
The smile this time was
sad, wry. He came to her slowly and lifted her chin with his hand. "Because I
am, jeune fille, in ways that you will never
be."
He was too close, bending
down so that she could see every year, every burden in those eyes. His thumb
brushed across her lower lip. Unnerved, she turned her face
away.
"So what's your beef with
Duval Marcotte?" she asked, sliding out of the chair, walking toward the other
end of the table.
"It's
personal," he said, taking her
seat.
"You were quick enough to
throw it out a while ago."
"When
I thought you might be
involved."
"So I've been absolved
of guilt?"
"For the moment." His
attention caught on the papers spread out across the table. "What's all
this?"
"My notes on the Bichon
homicide." Slowly, she moved back toward him. "Why do you think Marcotte might
be involved? Is there some kind of connection to Bayou Real
Estate?"
"There hasn't been to
this point. It all seemed very straightforward," Nick said as he took a quick
inventory of what she had compiled. "Why are you doing
this?"
"Because I care about what
happens. I want to see her killer punished, legally. I believed he would
be—until Wednesday. As much as it pains me to admit this at the moment, I
had faith in your abilities. Now, with Stokes in charge of the investigation,
and attention being diverted elsewhere, I'm not so sure Pam will get
justice."
"You don't trust
Stokes?"
"He likes things to be
easy. I don't know if he has the talent to clear this case. I don't know if he
would apply it if he did have it. Now you're telling me you think he set you up.
Why would he do that?"
"Money.
The great motivator."
"And who
involved with the case would want to see you go down besides Renard and
Kudrow?"
He didn't answer, but
the name had taken root in his mind like a noxious weed. Duval Marcotte. The man
who had ruined him.
Annie moved
toward the counter. "I need some coffee," she said, as calmly as if this man
hadn't burst into her home and held a gun to her head. But her hands were
trembling as she turned on the faucet. Breath held deep in her lungs, she
reached for the tin coffee canister on the counter and carefully peeled the lid
off. She flinched when Fourcade spoke
again.
"So what you gonna do,
'Toinette?"
"What do you
mean?"
"You want to see justice
done, but you don't trust Stokes to do it. I go within spitting distance of
Renard, I get tossed back in the can. So what you gonna do? You gonna see 'bout
getting some justice?"
"What can
I do?" she asked. A bead of sweat trickled down her temple. "I'm just a deputy.
They don't even let me talk on the radio these
days."
"You already been working
the case on your
own."
"Following the
case."
"You wanted in on it. Bad
enough to ask me. You wanna be a detective, chère. Show some
initiative. You already got a knack for sticking your pretty nose in where it
don't belong. Be bold."
"Is this
bold enough for you?" She turned with a five-inch-long, nine-millimeter Kurz
Back-Up in hand, chambered a round with quick precision, and pointed it dead at
Fourcade's chest.
"I keep this
little sweetheart in the coffee tin. A trick I learned from The Rockford
Files. Call my bluff if you want, Fourcade. No one will be too surprised to
hear I shot you dead when you broke into my
house."
She expected anger,
annoyance at the very least. She didn't expect him to laugh out
loud.
"Way to go, 'Toinette! Good
girl! This is just the kinda thing I'm talking 'bout. Initiative. Creativity.
Nerve." He rose from his chair and moved toward her. "You got a lotta
sass."
"Yeah, and I'm about to
hit you in the chest with a load of it. Stand right
there."
For once, he listened,
assuming a casual stance two feet in front of the gun barrel, one leg cocked,
hands settled at the waist of his faded jeans. "You're pissed at
me."
"That would be an
understatement. Everybody in the department is treating me like a leper because
of you. You broke the law and I'm getting punished for it. Then you come into my
house and—and terrorize me. Pissed doesn't begin to cover
it."
"You're gonna have to get
over it if you're gonna work with me," he said
bluntly.
"Work with you? I don't
even want to be in the same room with
you!"
"Ah,
that..."
He moved quickly,
knocking her gun hand to the side and up. The Kurz spat a round into the
ceiling, and plaster dust rained down. In seconds Fourcade had the gun out of
her hand and had her drawn up hard against him with one arm pulled up behind her
back.
"... that would be untrue,"
he finished.
He let her go
abruptly and went back to the table, scanning her papers on the case. "I can
help you, 'Toinette. We want the same end, you and
I."
"Ten minutes ago you thought
I was part of a conspiracy against
you."
He still didn't know that
she wasn't, he reminded himself. But she wouldn't have gone to all the trouble
of building a casebook on Pam Bichon's murder if she wasn't truly interested in
seeing it solved.
"I want the
case cleared," he said. "Marcus Renard belongs in hell. If you want to make that
happen, if you want justice for Pam Bichon and her daughter, you'll come to me.
I've got ten times what you've got lying here on this table— statements,
complaints, photographs, lab reports, duplicates of everything that's on file at
the sheriff's department."
This
was what she had wanted, Annie thought: To work with Fourcade, to have access to
the case, to try—for Josie's sake and to silence the phantom screams in
her own mind. But Fourcade was too volatile, too wired, too unpredictable. He
was a criminal, and she was the one who had run him
in.
"Why me?" she asked. "You
should hate me more than the rest of them
do."
"Only if you sold me
out."
"I didn't,
but—"
"Then I can't hate
you," he said simply. "If you didn't sell me out, then you acted on your
principles and damned the consequences. I can't hate you for that. For that, I
would respect you."
"You're a
very strange man, Fourcade."
He
touched a hand to his chest. "Me, I'm one of a kind, 'Toinette. Ain'tcha
glad?"
Annie didn't know whether
to laugh or cry. Fourcade laid her weapon on the table and came toward her,
serious again.
"I don't wanna let
go of this case," he said. "I want Renard to go down for what he did. If I can't
trust Stokes, then I can't work through him. That leaves you. You said you felt
an obligation to Pam Bichon. You want to meet that obligation, you'll come to
me. Until then..."
He started to
lower his head. Annie's breath caught. Anticipation tightened her muscles. Her
lips parted slightly, as if she meant to tell him no. Then he touched two
fingers to his forehead in salute, turned, and walked out of her apartment and
into the night.
"Holy shit," she
whispered.
She stood there as the
minutes ticked past. Finally she went out onto the landing, but Fourcade was
gone. No tail lights, no fading purr of a truck engine. The only sounds were the
night sounds of the swamp: the occasional call of nocturnal prey and predator,
the slap of something that broke the surface of the water and dived beneath once
more.
For a long time she stared
out at the night. Thinking. Wondering. Tempted. Frightened. She thought of what
Fourcade had said to her that night in the bar. "Stay away from those
shadows, 'Toinette. ... They'll suck the life outta
you."
He was a man full of
shadows, strange shades of darkness and unexpected light. Deep stillness and
wild energy. Brutal yet principled. She didn't know what to make of him. She had
the distinct feeling that if she accepted his challenge, her life would be
altered in a permanent way. Was that what she
wanted?
She thought of Pam
Bichon, alone with her killer, her screams for mercy tearing the fabric of the
night, unheeded, unanswered. She wanted closure. She wanted justice. But at what
price?
She felt as if she were
standing on the edge of an alternate dimension, as if eyes from that other side
were watching her, waiting in expectation for her next
move.
Finally she went inside,
never imagining that the eyes were
real.
"I feel a
sense of limbo, as if I'm holding my breath. It isn't over. I don't know that it
will ever be over.
The
actions of one person trigger the actions of another and another, like
waves.
I know the wave
will come to me again and sweep me away. I can see it in my mind: a tide of
blood.
I see it in my
dreams.
I taste it in my
mouth.
I see the one it
will take next.
The tide
has already touched her."
15
The call came at 12:31.
Annie had double-checked the locks on her doors and gone to bed, but she wasn't
sleeping. She picked up on the third ring because a call in the dead of night
could have been something worse than a reporter. Sos and Fanchon could have been
in an accident. One of their many relatives might have fallen ill. She answered
with a simple hello. No one answered
back.
"Ahhh ... a breather, huh?"
she said, leaning back against her pillows, instantly picturing Mullen on the
other end of the line. "You know, I'm surprised you guys didn't start in with
calls two nights ago. We're talking simple, no-brain harassment. Right up your
alley. I have to say, I was actually expecting the 'you fucking bitch' variety.
Big bad faceless man on the other end of the line. Oooh, how
scary."
She waited for an
epithet, a curse. Nothing. She pictured the dumbfounded look on Mullen's face,
and smiled.
"I'm docking you
points for lack of imagination. But I suppose I'm not the first woman to tell
you
that."
Nothing.
"Well,
this is boring and I have to work tomorrow—but then, you already knew
that, didn't you?"
Annie rolled
her eyes as she hung up. A breather. Like that was supposed to scare her after
what she'd been through tonight. She switched off the lamp, wishing she could
turn off her brain as easily.
The
pros and cons of Fourcade's offer were still bouncing in her head at five A.M.
Exhaustion had pulled her under into sleep intermittently during the night, but
there had been no rest in it, only dreams full of anxiety. She finally gave up
and dragged herself out of bed, feeling worse than she had when she'd crawled
between the sheets at midnight. She splashed cold water on her face, rinsed her
mouth out, and pulled on her workout
clothes.
Her brain refused to
shut down as she went through her routine of stretching and warm-up. Maybe
Fourcade's offer was all part of a revenge plot. If his compadres in the
department hated her enough to get back at her, why wouldn't
he?
"If you didn't sell me
out, then you acted on your principles and damned the consequences. I can't hate
you for that. For that, I would respect
you."
Damned if she didn't
believe he meant it. Did that make her an astute judge of character or a
fool?
She hooked her feet into
the straps on the incline board and started her sit-ups. Fifty every morning.
She hated every one.
Fourcade's
ravings about Duval Marcotte, the New Orleans business magnate, should have been
enough to put her off for good. She had never heard any scandal attached to
Marcotte—which should have made her suspicious. Nearly everyone in power
in New Orleans had his good name smeared on a regular basis. Nasty politics was
a major league sport in the Big Easy. How was it Marcotte stayed so
clean?
Because he was as pure as
Pat Boone ... or as dark as the
devil?
What difference did it
make? What did she care about Duval Marcotte? He couldn't possibly have anything
to do with the Bichon case ... except there was that real estate
connection.
Annie moved from the
incline board to the chin-up bar. Twenty-five every morning. She hated them
nearly as much as the
sit-ups.
What if she went to
Fourcade? He was on suspension, charged with multiple counts of assault. What
kind of trouble could she get in with the sheriff or with Pritchett? She was a
witness for the prosecution, for God's sake. Fourcade shouldn't have come within
a mile of her and vice
versa.
Maybe that was why he had
made the offer. Maybe he thought he could win some points, get her to soften
toward him. If he was helping her with the Bichon case, letting her investigate,
maybe she wouldn't remember so clearly the events of that night outside Bowen
& Briggs.
But Fourcade didn't
seem the kind of man for subterfuge. He was blunt, tactless, straightforward. He
was more complicated than French grammar, full of rules with irregularities and
exceptions.
Annie let herself out
of the apartment, jogged down the stairs and across the parking lot. A dirt path
led up onto the levee and the restricted-use gravel levee road. She ran two
miles every morning and despised every step. Her body wasn't built for speed,
but if she listened to what her body wanted, she'd have a butt like a quarter
horse. The workout was the price she paid for her candy bar habit. More than
that, she knew that being in shape might one day save her
life.
So what was the story with
Stokes? Could someone have bought him or was Fourcade simply paranoid? If he was
paranoid, that didn't mean someone wasn't out to get him. But a setup
still didn't make sense to Annie. Stokes had taken Fourcade to Laveau's, true,
but Stokes had left. How could he be certain Fourcade would find his way to
Bowen & Briggs to confront
Renard?
The phone
call.
Fourcade had taken a
call, then split. But if Stokes had meant to set up Fourcade, wouldn't he have
had a witness lined up? Did she know he hadn't? Stokes himself could have been
watching the whole thing play out with some civilian flunky by his side waiting
to step into the role of witness for the prosecution. What sweet irony for him
that Annie had stumbled into the scene. She and Fourcade could cancel each other
out.
She dragged herself back up
to her apartment, showered, and dressed in a fresh uniform, then dashed down to
the store with a Milky Way in
hand.
"Dat's no breakfast, you!"
Tante Fanchon scolded. She straightened her slender frame from the task of
wiping off the red checkered oilcloths that covered the tables in the cafe
portion of the big room. "You come sit down. I make you some sausage and eggs,
oui?"
"No time. Sorry,
Tante." Annie filled her giant travel mug with coffee from the pot on the cafe
counter. "I'm on duty
today."
Fanchon waved her rag at
her foster daughter. "Bah! You all the time workin' so much. What kinda job for
a purty young thing is dat?"
"I
meet lots of eligible men," Annie said with a grin. "Of course, I have to throw
most of them in jail."
Fanchon
shook her head and fought a smile. "T'es trop grand pour tes
culottes!"
"I'm not too big
for my pants," Annie retorted, backing toward the door. "That's why I run every
morning."
"Running." Fanchon
snorted, as if the word gave her a bad
taste.
Annie turned the Jeep out
of the lot onto the bayou road. She had the juggling act down—coffee mug
clamped between her thighs, candy bar and steering wheel in her left hand while
she shifted and turned on the radio with her
right.
"You're on KJUN. All talk
all the time. Home of the giant jackpot giveaway. Every caller's name is
registered— including yours, Mary Margaret in Cade. What's on your
mind?"
"I think gambling is a sin
and your jackpot is
gambling."
"How's that, ma'am?
There's no fee."
"Yes, there is.
There's the price of the long-distance call if a person don't live in Bayou
Breaux. How can y'all sleep nights knowing people take the food out the mouths
of their children so they can make those calls to sign up for your
jackpot?"
Traffic picked up with
every side-road intersection. People headed into Bayou Breaux to work or do
their Saturday errands, or continued on up to Lafayette for a day in the city.
Sports headed to the basin for a day of fishing. A big old boat of a Cadillac
pulled out onto the blacktop ahead of her. Annie hit the clutch and the brake
and reached for the shift, glancing down just enough for something odd to catch
her eye. Her duffel bag, on the floor in front of the passenger seat, was
moving, the near end rising up
slightly.
She turned her head to
look, and her heart vaulted into her throat. Slithering out from under the
duffel, its body already edging past the gearshift toward her, was a mottled
brown snake as thick as a garden hose.
Copperhead.
"Jesus!"
She
bolted sideways in her seat, jerking the wheel left. The Jeep swerved into the
southbound lane, eliciting angry honks from oncoming traffic. Annie looked up
and swore again as a ton truck bore down on her, horn blaring. A white-knuckle
grip on the steering wheel, she hit the gas and gunned for the
ditch.
The Jeep was airborne for
what seemed like an eternity. Then the world was a jarred blur in every window.
The impact bounced her off the seat and bounced the snake off the floor. Its
thick, muscular body hit her across her thighs and fell back
down.
Annie was barely aware of
killing the engine. Her only thought was escape. She threw her shoulder against
the door, tumbled out of the Jeep, and slammed the door shut behind her. Her
heart was thumping like a trip-hammer. Her breath came in ragged, irregular
jerks. She hugged the front fender to steady
herself.
"Ohmygod, ohmygod,
ohmygod."
Up on the road, several
cars had pulled to the shoulder. One driver had climbed out of his
pickup.
"Please stay with your
vehicles, folks! Move it along! I'll handle
this."
Annie raised her head and
peered through the strands of hair that had fallen in her face. A deputy was
coming toward her, his cruiser parked on the shoulder with the lights
rolling.
"Miss?" he called. "Are
you all right, Miss? Should I call an
ambulance?"
Annie straightened up
so he could see her uniform. She recognized him instantly, even if he couldn't
manage the same with her. York the Dork. He walked as if he had a permanent
wedgie. A Hitler mustache perched above his prim little mouth. It twitched now
as realization dawned.
"Deputy
Broussard?"
"There's a copperhead
in my Jeep. Somebody put a copperhead in my
Jeep."
While she probably
wouldn't have died from a bite, the possibility was there. She certainly could
have been killed in the accident, and she may not have been the only casualty.
She wondered if her harasser had considered that when he'd been planting his
little reptile friend, then wondered which answer would have upset her
more.
"A copperhead!" the Dork
chirped with a sniff. He peered into the Jeep. "I don't see
anything."
"Why don't you climb
in and crawl around on the floor? When it bites your ass we'll know it's
real."
"It was probably just a
belt or something."
"I know the
difference between a snake and a
belt."
"Sure you weren't just
looking in the mirror, putting your lipstick on, and lost control of the
vehicle? You might as well tell the truth. It wouldn't be the first time I heard
that story," he said with a chortle. "You gals and your
makeup..."
Annie grabbed him by
the shirtsleeve and hauled him around to face her. "Am I wearing lipstick? Do
you see any lipstick on this mouth, you patronizing jerk? There's a snake in
that Jeep and if you 'little lady' me again, I'll wrap it around your throat and
choke you with it!"
"Hey,
Broussard! You're assaulting an
officer!"
The shout came from the
road. Mullen. He had parked on the shoulder—a piece-of-crap Chevy truck
with a bass boat dragging behind. Encased in tight jeans, his legs were skinny
as an egret's. He compensated with a puffed-up green satin baseball
jacket.
"She claims there's a
copperhead in there," York said, hooking a thumb at the
Jeep.
"Yeah, like he doesn't
already know that," Annie
snapped.
Mullen made a face at
her. "There you go again. Hysterical. Paranoid. Maybe you need to get your
hormones adjusted,
Broussard."
"Fuck
you."
"Oooh, verbal abuse,
assaulting an officer, reckless driving..." He swaggered around to the passenger
side to look in the window. "Maybe she's drunk, York. You better put her through
the paces."
"The hell you will."
Annie rounded the hood. "Keying me out on the radio was bad enough, and I can
take the crap at the station, but somebody other than me could have gotten
killed with this stunt. If I can find one scrap of evidence linking you to
this—"
"Don't threaten me,
Broussard."
"It's not a threat,
it's a promise."
He sniffed the
air. "I think I smell whiskey. You better run her in, York. The stress must be
getting to you, Broussard. Drinking in the morning on your way to work. That's a
shame."
York looked apprehensive.
"I didn't smell anything."
"Well,
Christ," Mullen snapped. "She's seeing snakes and driving off the damn road. Tag
the vehicle and take her
in!"
Annie planted her hands on
her hips. "I'm not going anywhere until you get that snake out of my
Jeep."
"Resisting," Mullen added
to her list of sins.
"I think
we'd better go in to the station to sort this out, Annie," York said, straining
to look apologetic.
He reached
for her arm and she yanked it away. There was no out. York couldn't let her get
back into her vehicle if there was a question of her sobriety, and she'd be
damned if she was going to go through the drunk drill for them like a trick
poodle.
"Uh—I think you
better sit in the back," he said as she reached for the passenger-side door on
his cruiser.
Annie bit her
tongue. At least she had driven Fourcade to the station in her own vehicle,
calling as little attention to the situation as possible. No one was going to
offer her the same courtesy.
"I
need my duffel bag," she said. "My weapon is in it. And I want that Jeep locked
up."
She watched as he went back
into the ditch and said something to Mullen. York went around to the driver's
side and pulled the keys, while Mullen opened the passenger's door, hauled her
duffel out, then bent back into the vehicle. When he emerged again, he had hold
of the writhing snake just behind its head. It looked nearly four feet in
length, big enough, though copperheads in this part of the country regularly
grew bigger. Mullen said something to York and they both laughed, then Mullen
swung the snake around in a big loop and let it fly into a field of
sugarcane.
"Just a king snake!"
he shouted up at Annie as he came toward the car with her bag. "Copperhead! You
must be drunk, Broussard. You don't know one snake from the
next."
"I wouldn't say that,"
Annie shot back. "I know what kind of snake you are,
Mullen."
And she stewed on it all
the way in to Bayou
Breaux.
Hooker was in no
mood for dealing with the aftermath of a practical joke, malicious or otherwise.
He ranted and swore from the moment York escorted her into the building,
directing his wrath at
Annie.
"Every time I turn around,
you're in the middle of a shit pile, Broussard. I've about had it up to my
gonads with you."
"Yes,
sir."
"You got some kind of brain
disorder or something? Deputies are supposed to be out arresting crooks, not
each other."
"No,
sir."
"We never had this kind of
trouble when it was just men around here. Throw a female into the mix and
suddenly everybody's got some kind of
hard-on."
Annie refrained from
pointing out that she'd been on the job here two years and had never had any
trouble to speak of until now. They stood inside Hooker's office, which a
maintenance person had painted chartreuse while Hooker was gone having
angioplasty in January. The perpetrator of that joke had yet to come forward.
The door stood wide open, allowing anyone within earshot to listen to the
diatribe. Annie held on to the hope that this would be the last of the
humiliation. She could weather the storm. Hooker would eventually run out of
insults or have a stroke, and then she could go out on
patrol.
"I've had it, Broussard.
I'm tellin' you right now." From somewhere down the hall came another raised
voice. "What do you mean, you can't find it?" Annie recognized Smith
Pritchett's nasal whine. Dispatch was down the hall. What would Pritchett want
from them? What would Pritchett want badly enough to come in on a
Saturday?
"Y'all are
telling me you keep these 911 tapes for-frigging-ever, but you don't have the
one tape from the night of Fourcade's
arrest?"
A pulsing vein zigzagged
across Pritchett's broad forehead like a lightning bolt. He stood in the hall
outside the dispatch center in a lime green Izod shirt, khakis, and golf spikes,
a nine iron in hand.
The woman on
the other side of the counter crossed her arms. "Yessir, that's what I'm tellin'
you. Are you callin' me a
liar?"
Pritchett stared at her,
then wheeled on A.J. "Where the hell is Noblier? I told you to call
him."
"He's on his way," A.J.
promised. Bad enough that Pritchett had sent him on this quest on Saturday
morning—a surprise attack, he called it—now they could all have a
knock-down-drag-out brawl besides. He bet his money on the dispatch supervisor.
Even though Pritchett was armed, she had to outweigh him by eighty
pounds.
He would have saved the
news that the tape was missing, but Pritchett was like an overeager
five-year-old at Christmas. He had called in on his cellular phone from the
third tee. While Fourcade's lawyer had yet to submit a written account of his
client's version of events, Noblier had stated the detective had been responding
to a call of a possible prowler in the vicinity of Bowen & Briggs. A
bald-faced lie, certainly. The 911 tapes would confirm it as such, and the
dispatch center in the sheriff's office handled all 911 calls in the parish. But
the 911 tape from that fateful night was suddenly nowhere to be
found.
The door to the sheriff's
office swung open, and Gus came into the hall in jeans and cowboy boots and a
denim shirt, the pungent aroma of horses hanging on him like bad cologne. "Don't
get your shorts in a knot, Smith. We'll find the damn tape. This is a busy
place. Things get
mislaid."
"Mislaid, my ass."
Pritchett shook the nine iron at the sheriff. "There's no tape because there's
no damn call on the tape referring to a prowler in the vicinity of Bowen and
Briggs."
"Are you calling me a
liar? After all the years I've backed you? You are a small, ungrateful man,
Smith Pritchett. You don't believe me, you talk to my deputies on patrol that
night. Ask them if they heard the
call."
Pritchett rolled his eyes
and started down the hall toward the sheriff, his spikes thundering on the hard
floor. "I'm sure they'd tell me they heard the archangels singing Dixieland jazz
if they thought it would get Fourcade off," he shouted above the racket. "It's a
damn shame this has to come between us, Gus. You've got a bad apple in your
barrel. Cut him out and be done with
it."
Gus squinted at him. "Maybe
the reason we don't have that tape is that Wily Tallant came and got it already.
As exculpatory evidence."
"What?"
Pritchett squealed. "You would just blithely hand something like that over to a
defense attorney?"
Gus
shrugged. "I'm not saying it happened. I'm saying it might
have."
A.J. stepped in between
them. "If Tallant has it, he'll have to disclose it, Smith. And if the tape is
gone, then they have nothing but biased hearsay that the call ever came in. It's
no big deal."
Other than the fact
that Pritchett had just been embarrassed
again.
"I don't know, Gus,"
Pritchett lamented as they stepped out into the warm spring sunshine. "Maybe
you've been at this too long. Your sense of objectivity has become warped. Just
look at Johnny Earl: He's young, smart, untainted by the corruptions of time and
familiarity. And he's black. A lot of people think it's time for a black sheriff
in this parish—it's
progressive."
Gus blew a booger
onto the sidewalk. "You think I'm afraid of Johnny Earl? Might I remind you, I
carried thirty-three percent of the black vote in the last election, and I was
running against two
blacks."
"Don't bring it up,
Gus," Pritchett said. "It just calls to mind those ugly vote-hauling allegations
made against you."
He started
toward his Lincoln, where his caddy stood, waiting to drive him back to the
country club. "Doucet!" he barked. "You come with me. We have charges to
discuss. What all do you know about the statutes on
conspiracy?"
Gus watched the
lawyers climb into the Lincoln, then stomped back into the station, muttering,
"Dickhead college-boy prick. Threaten me, you
little—"
"Sheriff?"
The
bark came from Hooker. Gus rubbed a hand against his belly. Hell of a Saturday
this was turning out to be. He stopped in front of Hooker's open door and stared
inside.
"My office, Deputy
Broussard."
"You think
someone put that snake in your
Jeep."
"Yes, sir. It couldn't
have gotten there any other
way."
"And you think another
deputy put it there?"
"Yes, sir,
I—"
"Nobody else could have
had access to the
vehicle?"
"Well—"
"You
keep it locked at home, do
you?"
"No, sir,
but—"
"You got proof
another deputy did it? You got a
witness?"
"No, sir,
but—"
"You live over a
goddamn convenience store, Deputy. You telling me no one stopped at the store
last night? You telling me folks weren't in and out of that parking lot to do
this deed or see it done?"
"The
store closes at nine."
"And after
that, damn near anybody could have put that snake in your Jeep. Isn't that
right?"
Annie blew out a breath.
Fourcade. Fourcade could have done it, had motive to do it, was disturbed
enough to do it. But she said nothing. The snake seemed an adolescent prank, and
Fourcade was no
adolescent.
"Hell, I've seen the
inside of your Jeep, girl. That snake coulda hatched there, for all I
know."
"And you think it was a
coincidence that York was patrolling that stretch of road this morning," Annie
said. "And that Mullen just happened
along."
Gus gave her a steady
look. "I'm saying you got no proof otherwise. York was on patrol. You ran off
the road. He did his job."
"And
Mullen?"
"Mullen's off duty. What
he does on his own time is no concern of
mine."
"Including interfering in
the duty of another
officer?"
"You're a fine one to
talk on that score, Deputy," he said. "York ran you in 'cause he thought you
mighta been drinking."
"I wasn't
drinking. They did it to humiliate me. And Mullen was the ringleader. York was
just his stooge."
"They found a
half-empty pint of Wild Turkey under your driver's
seat."
Dread swirled in Annie's
stomach. She could be suspended for this. "I don't drink Wild Turkey and I don't
drink in my vehicle, Sheriff. Mullen must have put it
there."
"You refused to go
through the drill."
"I'll take a
Breathalyzer." She realized she should have insisted on it at the scene. Now her
career was crumbling beneath her feet because she'd been too proud and too
stubborn. "I'll take a blood test if you
want."
Noblier shook his head.
"That was an hour ago or better, and you weren't but five miles from home when
you had the accident. If you had anything in your system, it's probably gone by
now."
"I wasn't
drinking."
Gus swiveled his big
chair back and forth. He rubbed at the stubble on his chin. He never shaved on
Saturday until his evening toilet before taking the missus out for dinner. He
did love his Saturdays. This one was going to hell on a
sled.
"You been under a lotta
strain recently, Annie," he said
carefully.
"I wasn't
drinking."
"And you was kicking
up dirt yesterday, saying someone keyed you out on the
radio?"
"Yes, sir, that's true."
She decided to keep the muskrat incident to herself. She felt too much like a
tattling child already.
A frown
creased his mouth. "This is all because of that business with Fourcade. Your
chickens are coming home to roost,
Deputy."
"But I—" Annie cut
herself off and waited, foreboding pressing down on her as the silence
stretched.
"I don't like any of
this," Gus said. "I'll give you the benefit of the doubt about the drinking.
York should have given you the Breathalyzer and he didn't. But, as for the rest
of the bullshit, I've had it. I'm pulling you off patrol,
Annie."
The pronouncement hit her
with the force of a physical blow, stunning her. "But,
Sheriff—"
"It's the best
decision I can make for all concerned. It's for your own good, Annie. You come
off patrol until this all blows over and settles down. You're out of harm's way,
out of sight of the many people you have managed to piss
off."
"But I didn't do anything
wrong!"
"Yeah, well, life's a
bitch, ain't it?" he said sharply. "I got people telling me you're trouble.
You're sitting here telling me everybody's out to get you. I ain't got time for
this bullshit. Every puffed-up muck-a-muck in the parish is on my case on
account of Renard and this rapist, and the Mardi Gras carnival isn't but a week
off. I'm telling you, I'm sick of the whole goddamn mess. I'm pulling you off
patrol until this situation blows over. End of story. Are you on
tomorrow?"
"No."
"Fine,
then take the rest of the day for yourself. Report to me Monday morning for your
new assignment."
Annie said
nothing. She stared at Gus Noblier, disappointment and betrayal humming inside
her like a power line.
"It's for
the best, Annie."
"But it's not
what's right," she answered. And before he could reply, she got up and walked
out of the room.
16
It cost $52.75 to get the
Jeep out of the impound lot. Financial insult added to ego injury. Steaming,
Annie made the lot attendant dig through all the junk on the floor and check
every inch of the interior for unpleasant surprises. He found
none.
She drove down the block to
the park and sat in the lot under the shade of a sprawling, moss-hung live oak,
staring at the bayou.
How simple
it had been for Mullen and his moron cohorts to get what they wanted—her
off the job—and she had been powerless to stop it. A thumb on a radio mike
switch, a planted pint of Wild Turkey, and she was off the street. The hypocrisy
made her mad enough to spit. Gus Noblier was well known for ordering a little
after dinner libation to go, yet he pulled her off the job on the lame and
unsubstantiated suggestion that maybe she'd had a little something to spike her
morning coffee.
Her instinctive
response was to fight back, but how? Put a bigger snake in Mullen's truck? As
tempting as that idea was, it was a stupid one. Retribution only invited an
escalation of the war. Evidence was what she needed, but there wouldn't be any.
Nobody knew better than a cop how to cover tracks. The only witnesses would be
accessories. No one would come forward. No one would rat out a brother cop to
save a cop who had turned on one of their
own.
"You're getting down and
dirty with Dean Monroe on KJUN. The hot topic this morning is still the big
decision that went down in the Partout Parish Courthouse on Wednesday. A murder
suspect walks on a technicality, and now two men sit in jail for violating his
rights. Lindsay on line one, what's on your
mind?"
"Injustice. Pam Bichon was
my friend and business partner, and it infuriates me that the focus on her case
has shifted to the rights of the man who terrorized and killed her. The court
system did nothing to protect her rights when she was alive. I mean, wake up,
South Lou'siana. This is the nineties. Women deserve better than to be
patronized and pushed aside, and to have our rights be considered below the
rights of murderers."
"Amen to
that," Annie murmured.
A wedding
party had come into the park for photographs. The bride stood in the center of
the Rotary Club gazebo looking impatient while the photographer's assistant
fussed with the train of her white satin gown. Half a dozen bridesmaids in pale
yellow organdy dotted the lawn around the gazebo like overgrown daffodils. The
groomsmen had begun a game of catch near the tomb of the unknown Confederate war
hero. Down on the bank of the bayou, two little boys in black tuxes busied
themselves throwing stones as far as they could into the
water.
Annie stared at the
ripples radiating out from each splash. Cause and effect, a chain of events, one
action the catalyst for another and another. The mess she found herself in
hadn't begun with her arrest of Fourcade, or Fourcade's attack on Renard. It
hadn't begun with Judge Monahan's dismissal of the evidence or the search that
had uncovered that evidence. It had all begun with Marcus Renard and his
obsession with Pam Bichon. Therein lay the dark heart of the matter: Marcus
Renard and what the court system had inadvertently allowed him to do.
Injustice.
Not allowing herself
to consider the consequences, Annie started the Jeep and drove away from the
park. She needed to take positive action rather than allow herself to be caught
up in the wake of the actions of
others.
She needed to do
something—for Pam, for Josie, for herself. She needed to see this case
closed, and who was going to do that, who was going to find the truth? A
department that had turned on her? Chaz Stokes, whom Fourcade accused of
betrayal? Fourcade, who had betrayed the law he was sworn to
serve?
Turning north, she headed
toward the building that housed Bayou Realty and the architectural firm of Bowen
& Briggs.
The Bayou
Realty offices were homey, catering to the tastes of women, offering an
atmosphere that stirred the feminine instinct to nest. A pair of flowered chintz
couches, plump with ruffled pillows, created a cozy L off to one side of the
front room. Framed sales sheets with color photographs of homes being offered
stood in groupings on the glass-topped wicker coffee table like family
portraits. Potted ferns basked in the deep brick window wells. The scent of
cinnamon rolls hung in the
air.
The receptionist's station
was unoccupied. A woman's voice could be heard coming from one of the offices
down the hall. Annie waited. The bell on the front door had announced her
entrance. Nerves rattled inside
her.
"Be bold," Fourcade
had told her.
Fourcade was a
lunatic.
The door to the second
office on the right opened and Lindsay Faulkner stepped into the hall. Pam
Bichon's partner looked like the kind of woman who was elected homecoming queen
in high school and college and went on to marry money and raise beautiful,
well-behaved children with perfect teeth. She came down the hall with the solid,
sunny smile of a Junior League hospitality
chairwoman.
"Good mornin'! How
are you today?" She said this with enough familiarity and warmth that Annie
nearly turned around to see if someone had come in behind her. "I'm Lindsay
Faulkner. How may I help
you?"
"Annie Broussard. I'm with
the sheriff's department." A fact no longer readily apparent. She had changed
out of her coffee-stained uniform into jeans and a polo shirt. She had tucked
her badge into her hip pocket but couldn't bring herself to pull it out. She'd
be in trouble enough as it was if Noblier caught wind of what she was up
to.
Lindsay Faulkner's enthusiasm
faded fast. Irritation flickered in the big green eyes. She stopped just behind
the receptionist's desk and crossed her arms over the front of her emerald silk
blouse.
"You know, you people
just make me see red. This has been hell on us—Pam's friends, her
family—and what have you done? Nothing. You know who the killer is and he
walks around scotfree. The incompetence astounds me. My God, if you'd done your
jobs in the first place, Pam might still be alive
today."
"I know it's been
frustrating, Ms. Faulkner. It's been frustrating for us as
well."
"You don't know what
frustration is."
"With all due
respect, yes, I do," Annie said plainly. "I was the one who found Pam. I would
like nothing better than to have this case
closed."
"Then go on upstairs and
arrest him, and leave the rest of us
alone."
She marched back down the
hall. Annie followed.
"Renard is
upstairs right now?"
"Your powers
of deduction are amazing,
Detective."
Annie didn't correct
her presumption of rank. "It must be like salt in the wound—having to work
in the same building with
him."
"I hate it," she said
flatly, going into her office. "Bayou Realty owns the building. If I could
terminate their lease tomorrow, the whole lot of them would be out in the
street, but once again the law is on his
side.
"The gall of that man!"
Her expression was a mix of horror and hatred. "To come here and work as if he's
done nothing wrong at all, while every day I have to walk past that empty
office, Pam's office—"
She
sat for a moment with a hand to her mouth, staring out the window at the parking
lot.
"I know you and Pam were
very close," Annie said quietly, slipping into a chair in front of the desk. She
extracted a small notebook and pen from her hip pocket and positioned the
notebook on her thigh.
Lindsay
Faulkner produced a small linen handkerchief seemingly from thin air and blotted
delicately at the corners of her eyes. "We were best friends from the day we met
at college. I was Pam's maid of honor. I'm Josie's godmother. Pam and I were
like sisters. Do you have a
sister?"
"No."
"Then
you can't understand. When that animal murdered Pam, he murdered a part of me, a
part that can't be buried in a tomb. I will carry that part inside me for the
rest of my life. Deadweight, black with rot; something that used to be so
bright, so full of joy. He has to be made to pay for
that."
"If we can convict him,
he'll get the death penalty."
A
little smile twisted at Faulkner's lips. "We opposed capital punishment, Pam and
I. Cruel and unusual, barbaric, we said. How naive we were. Renard doesn't
deserve compassion. No punishment could be cruel enough. I've tortured that man
to death in my imagination more times than I can count. I've lain awake nights
wishing I had the courage..."
She
stared at Annie, the light of challenge in her eyes. "Will you arrest me? The
way they arrested Pam's
father?"
"He did a sight more
than imagine Renard dead."
"Pam
was Hunter's only daughter. He loved her so, and now he carries that dead piece
inside him too."
"Did you suspect
Renard was the one harassing
Pam?"
Guilt passed over the
woman's face, and she looked down at her hands lying on the desktop. "Pam said
it was him."
"And you
thought...?"
"I've been over this
with the others," she said. "Don't you people talk to one
another?"
"I'm trying to get a
fresh perspective. Male detectives have a male point of view. I may pick up on
something they didn't." A good argument, Annie thought. She'd have to remember
it when Noblier called her on the carpet for overstepping her
bounds.
"He seemed so harmless,"
Lindsay Faulkner whispered. "You watch the movies, you think maniacs are
supposed to look a certain way, act a certain way. You think a stalker is some
lowlife with no job and a double-digit IQ. You never think, 'Oh, I bet that
architect upstairs is a psychopath.' He's been here for years. I never— He
hadn't..."
"We can't always see
trouble coming," Annie offered gently. "If he'd given you no reason to suspect
him—"
"Pam did, though. Not
all along, but last summer, after she and Donnie split up. Renard started
hanging around more, and it bothered her—the gifts he sent her, his manner
around her. And when the harassment started, she didn't want to say anything at
first, but she thought it was
him."
"Who did you
think—?"
"Donnie," she said
without hesitation. "The harassment started not long after she told him she
wanted the divorce. I thought he was trying to scare her. It seemed like the
kind of thing he would think of. Donnie's emotional development arrested at
about sixteen. I even called him on it, read him the riot
act."
"How did he
react?"
She rolled her eyes. "He
accused me of poisoning Pam against him. I told him I'd tried that years ago,
and she went and married him anyway. Pam always looked at Donnie and saw his
potential. She couldn't believe he wouldn't live up to
it."
"It must be very unpleasant
for you now—trying to resolve the business
issues."
"It's a mess. The
divorce would have cut Donnie cleanly away from the realty company. Pam would
have worded her new will so her half of the business went to Josie in a trust. I
would have had the option of buying it out with the partner insurance we were
planning to buy. We'd never gotten around to that before—the partner
insurance. We just never thought about it. I mean, we were both young and
healthy." She paused. "Anyway, none of those changes happened
before..."
Annie decided she
liked this woman, liked her strength and her anger on her friend's behalf. She
hadn't expected this kind of caring and conviction from a former debutante. She
had expected hanky-wringing passive grief. My prejudice, she
thought.
"Now what happens?" she
asked.
"Now I have to deal with
Donnie, who has the business acumen of a tick. He's being extra obnoxious
because months before the marriage split up, Donnie's company was in a financial
bind and Pam agreed to hide some land for him in the realty so the bank wouldn't
take it."
"Hide
it?"
"Bichon Bayou Development
'sold' these properties to Bayou Realty on paper. In reality, we were just
holding them out of harm's
way."
"And you still have
them?"
Her smile was slightly
feral. "Yes. But now Donnie holds Pam's half of the business, so technically the
properties are partly his. However, before he can do anything with them, he has
to have my approval. We're currently at a standoff. He wants his property back
and I want full ownership of the business. The latest wrinkle is that Donnie
suddenly thinks Pam's half of this business is worth double what it is. He's
trying to play hardball, threatening me with some nebulous other buyer from New
Orleans."
Annie's pen went still
on the paper. "New
Orleans?"
New Orleans. Real
estate. Duval
Marcotte.
Lindsay shook her
head at the ridiculousness of the idea. "What would anyone in New Orleans want
with Bayou Breaux?"
"You think
he's bluffing?"
"He thinks
he's bluffing. I think he's an
idiot."
"What would you do if he
sold his half to this buyer?"
"I
don't know. Pam and I started this business together. It's important to me for
that reason, you know, as something we built and shared as friends. And it's a
strong little business; we do well enough. I enjoy it. I will sell this building
if I get the chance," she admitted, turning to look out at the parking lot.
"There are too many bad memories now. And that bastard upstairs. I keep
picturing Detective Fourcade beating him to death.
I—"
She stopped. Annie sat
very still. Out in the front room the door opened and the bell announcing
potential clients tinkled
pleasantly.
"Broussard," Faulkner
murmured with accusation. "You're the one who stopped him. My God. I thought you
said you wanted this
resolved."
"I
do."
She rose with the poise and
grace of old Southern breeding. "Then why didn't you just walk
away?"
"Because that would have
been murder."
Lindsay Faulkner
shook her head. "No, that would have been justice. Now, you'll excuse me," she
said, moving to the door. "You will leave these offices. I have nothing further
to say to you."
Annie let
herself out the rear exit of the realty office and stood in the hall. To her
right was the door to the parking area where Fourcade had attacked Renard.
Before her rose the stairs to the second floor and the offices of Bowen &
Briggs. Renard was up there.
She
thought of going up the stairs. The cop in her wanted to study Marcus Renard,
try to pick him apart, figure him out, see how he would fit into the range of
stalkers she had studied in books. A deeper instinct held her in place. He had
called her his heroine, had sent her roses. She didn't like
it.
The decision was taken away
from her when the door at the top of the stairs swung open and Renard stepped
out. He looked grotesque, like a monster from one of the Grimms' grimmer fairy
tales. The troll under the bridge. Moderate swelling distorted features dotted
with bruises the hues of rotten fruit. For a second, he didn't see Annie, and
she thought of stepping back into the Bayou Realty office. Then the second was
lost.
"Annie!" he exclaimed as
best he could with his jaw wired shut. "This is an unexpected
pleasure!"
"It's not a social
call," Annie said
flatly.
"Following up on my
attack?"
"No. I came to see Ms.
Faulkner."
He put a hand on the
stair railing and leaned against it. Beneath the bruises he was pale. "Lindsay
is a hard, uncharitable
woman."
"Gee, and she says such
nice things about you."
"We used
to be friends," he claimed. "In fact, we went out a time or two. Did she mention
that?"
"No." Lie or not, she
wanted to hear more. The cop in her shoved the cautious woman aside. "There's
never been any mention of that
anywhere."
"I never brought it
up," he said. "It seemed both irrelevant and
indelicate."
"How
so?"
"It was years
ago."
"She's very vocal in
accusing you of murder. I'd think you'd want to discredit her. Why haven't you
said something?"
"I'm saying it
now," he said softly, his gaze beaming down on her. "To
you."
It was an offer. He would
give her things he wouldn't give anyone else. Because he thought she was his
guardian angel.
"I was about to
take my lunch break," Renard said, easing his way down the steps. "Would you
join me?"
The offer struck her as
so ... ordinary. She believed this man to be a monster of the worst sort. The
sight of Pam Bichon's body flashed in her mind. The brutality of the crime
seemed bigger, stronger, more powerful than the man standing before
her.
"I don't want to be seen
with you," she said bluntly. "My life is difficult enough at the
moment."
"I'm not going out. I
can't," he admitted. "My life is difficult, as
well."
The side door to the
parking area opened, and a delivery boy stepped in with a white deli
bag.
"Mr. Briggs?" He looked up
at Renard, his eyes widening. "Man, that musta been some car wreck you was
in."
Renard pulled out his wallet
without comment.
"I'll share my
gumbo," he offered Annie as the delivery boy
left.
"I'm not hungry," Annie
said, but she didn't turn away. Marcus Renard was at the heart of everything,
the rock in the pond that had set wave after wave rippling through life in Bayou
Breaux.
"I'm not a monster,"
Renard said. "I'd like the chance to convince you of that,
Annie."
"You shouldn't talk to me
without your lawyer."
"Why
not?"
Why not indeed? Annie
thought. She was alone. She had no wire, no tape recorder. Even if he confessed,
it wouldn't matter. Kudrow was the attorney of record; without his presence
nothing Renard said would be admissible in court. He could confess to a dozen
murders and not hang for one of
them.
She weighed her options.
They were in a place of business. She could still hear muffled voices coming
from Bayou Realty. She was a cop. He wouldn't be stupid enough to try anything
here, and he was in no condition to try. She wanted to know what drove him. What
was it about Pam Bichon that had caught hold of this otherwise seemingly
ordinary man and pulled him over the
edge?
"All
right."
The offices of Bowen
& Briggs encompassed a single, huge open space with a wood floor that had
been sanded blond and varnished to a hard gloss. Gray upholstered modular walls
set off various office and conference spaces on the west side. The east side was
studded with half a dozen drafting tables and work centers. Renard took his bag
to a table in the southeast corner, a space set aside for relaxing, drinking
coffee, having lunch. A radio on the counter played classical
music.
Annie followed him at a
distance, taking her time to assess the place and wishing she had worn her
backup weapon.
"You're in
trouble."
She jerked around
toward Renard. He was busy lifting his lunch from the deli
bag.
"You said your life is
difficult now," he prompted. "You're in trouble because of
Fourcade?"
"I'm in trouble
because of you."
"No." He
motioned her to the chair across from him and took his own seat. Fragrant steam
billowed up as he pried the lid off the cup of gumbo, dark roux and sassafras
file. "You would be in trouble because of me if I were Pam's murderer. I'm not.
I should think you'd be convinced of that after that poor Nolan woman was
attacked."
"Unrelated cases. One
thing has nothing to do with the other," Annie
said.
"Unless they're both the
work of the Bayou
Strangler."
"Stephen Danjermond
was the Bayou Strangler, and he's dead. The evidence against him was
conclusive."
"So was the evidence
Fourcade planted in my desk. That doesn't make me a
killer."
Annie stared at him.
She'd gone over the chronology of events. All the pieces fit. But he swore he
was innocent. Was he just an accomplished liar or had he convinced himself of
his innocence? She'd seen it happen. People embraced a persecution complex like
a security blanket. Nothing was ever their fault. Someone else caused them to be
selling dope. It was the fault of the rotten cops that they got busted. But she
didn't think a persecution complex fit either Renard or Pam's murder. That was
about something else entirely.
Obsession.
"I want you to
understand, Annie— May I call you Annie?" he asked politely. "Deputy
Broussard is a bit difficult for me, all things
considered."
"Yes," Annie said,
though she didn't like the idea of his using her first name. She didn't like the
idea of it in his mouth, rolling over his tongue. She didn't like the idea of
giving him anything, of acquiescing to any wish of his, no matter how
small.
"I want you to understand,
Annie," he started again. "I loved Pam
like—"
"Like a friend. I
know. We've been over this."
"Are
you working on her case now? Will you try to catch her
killer?"
"I want her killer
brought to justice," she said, evading the specifics of her involvement with the
case. "You understand what that means, don't
you?"
"Yes." He lifted a spoon of
gumbo to his stitched lip. "I wonder if you
do."
Annie ignored the ominous
import and pressed on. "You said you went out with Lindsay Faulkner. Forgive me
for saying so, but I have a hard time picturing
that."
"I don't always look this
way."
"You don't seem ...
compatible."
"We weren't, as it
happened. I believe Lindsay may have— How shall I suggest this? Other
preferences."
"You think she's a
lesbian?"
He made a little shrug
and looked down at his meal, seeming uncomfortable with the topic he had
raised.
"Because she wouldn't
sleep with you?" Annie said
bluntly.
"Heavens, no. We had
dinner. I never expected more. It was clear we wouldn't progress that far. It
was her ... her way with Pam. She was very protective. Jealous. She
didn't like Pam's husband. She didn't like any man showing an interest in
Pam."
He took another spoon of
gumbo and sipped it between his
teeth.
"Are you gonna try to tell
me you think Pam's partner killed her? In a jealous lesbian
rage?"
"No. I don't know who
killed her. I wish I did."
"Then
what's your point?"
"That Lindsay
dislikes me. She wants to blame someone for Pam's death. She's chosen
me."
"Everyone has chosen
you, Mr. Renard. You are the primary
suspect."
"Convenient
suspect," he corrected her. "Because I liked Pam. Because people think of me
as a stranger here—they forget I was born here, lived here as a boy. They
find it strange that I'm single and live with my mother and a brother who
frightens people with his
autism."
"Because Pam believed
you were stalking her," Annie countered. "Because you hung around her even after
she told you to get lost. Because you had motive, means, opportunity, and no
viable alibi for the night of the
murder."
"I was in
Lafayette—"
"Going to a
store that had already closed by the time you got to the Acadiana Mall. Bad
luck, that. If the store had been open, you might have witnesses to corroborate
your story."
He looked at her
steadily, and his voice was even when he spoke. "I went there for supplies, not
an alibi."
"You can spare me the
story," Annie said. "I've memorized the time line. At five-forty Lindsay
Faulkner left the office and noted that your car was still in the parking lot.
Pam was meeting with clients to write up an offer on a house. At eight-ten you
stopped at Hebert's Hobby Shop and purchased a number of items, among them
blades for an X-Acto knife."
"A
common tool for dollhouse
builders."
"Pam's clients left
her office at eight-twenty. They were the last people to see Pam
alive—with the exception of her killer. Meanwhile, Hebert's didn't have
everything you
needed—"
"French doors for
my current project."
"So you
drove to Acadiana Mall in Lafayette, intending to visit the hobby store there,
but it was closed," she pressed on. "And on your way back you claim you
developed car trouble—origin unknown—and sat along a back road for
two hours before you got going again with the aid of an anonymous Good Samaritan
no one has been able to track down in the three months since. You say you got
home around midnight, but you have no one to confirm that because your mother
was gone to Bogalusa to visit her sister. That's your
story."
"It's the
truth."
"Meanwhile, the medical
examiner in Lafayette puts Pam's death around midnight, give or take, just a few
miles from your home."
"I
didn't kill her."
"You
were obsessed with her."
"I was
infatuated," he admitted, rising slowly from his chair. He went to a small
refrigerator tucked into the lower cupboards and withdrew two bottles of iced
tea. "I wish she could have returned my feelings, but she didn't and I accepted
that."
He set the bottles on the
table, pushing one in Annie's
direction.
"Her husband had a far
more compelling obsession than I." He eased back into his chair, picked up a
paper napkin, and dabbed at the spittle that had collected in the corners of his
wired mouth as he struggled with speech. "He didn't want to let her go. I think
she was afraid of him. She told me she didn't dare see other men until the
divorce was final."
A convenient
story to put off a man, Annie thought, though she couldn't dismiss the
possibility it was true. It was common knowledge Donnie hadn't wanted the
divorce. Lindsay Faulkner confessed to thinking Donnie had been the one
harassing Pam. Rumors of a fight over Josie had been whispered around, though it
seemed Donnie had no ground to stand on in that arena. He had been the cheat in
the marriage. Pam had done nothing to threaten her standing as custodial
parent.
"But then," Renard
murmured, staring down into his tea, "maybe that was just an excuse. I think she
was seeing someone for a short
time."
"Why would you think
that?"
He couldn't answer her.
The only way he would know was if he had watched her, followed her. He wouldn't
admit to that, couldn't admit to it. The stalking was the basis for the whole
case against him. If he admitted to stalking Pam Bichon, and if in that
admission he revealed he had seen her with another man, that only added to his
motive to kill her. Jealousy. She had spurned him for
another.
Annie got up from the
table. "I've heard enough, thank you. Pam was tortured and murdered by her
estranged husband, her secret lesbian partner, and/or a mystery lover you can't
name or identify. Couldn't have been you that killed her. You're a victim of a
malicious conspiracy. Never mind that you had motive, means, opportunity, and a
crappy alibi. Never mind that the detectives found Pam's stolen ring in your
house."
Renard rose, too, and
limped along beside her as she moved toward the door. "There is more than one
kind of obsession," he said. "Fourcade is obsessed with this case. He planted
that ring. He's done that kind of thing before. He has a
history.
"I have no history. I've
never hurt anyone. I'd never been arrested before
this."
"Maybe that just means
you're good at it," Annie
said.
"I didn't do
it."
"Why should I believe you?
More to the point: Why are you so bent on convincing me? You're a free man. The
DA's got nothing on you."
"For
now. How long before Fourcade or Stokes manufactures something else? I'm an
innocent man. My reputation has been ruined. They won't be satisfied until they
have my life one way or another. Someone has to find the truth, Annie, and so
far, you're the only one
looking."
"I'm looking," she said
in a cool voice. "I don't guarantee you're gonna like what I
find."
Marcus held the door
for her and watched as she descended the stairs and walked out of the building.
She moved in a way that seemed unselfconscious, fresh. Freer than Pam in her
physicality, in her gestures. Pam's free-spirit soul sister. He found comfort in
the thought. Continuity.
He had
pinned his heart on Pam, but Annie would set him free. He was sure of
it.
17
The Bayou Realty office was
closed and locked when Annie went around to the front of the building. Too bad.
She wanted to see the look on Lindsay Faulkner's face when she told her Marcus
Renard had her pegged for a
lesbian.
Of course, there was the
chance that it was true. Annie knew little about her. No one had ever looked
that closely at Faulkner, as far as Annie knew. There had been no reason. With
the business set up as it was at the time of Pam's death, Faulkner had no
financial motive to kill her, and no other motive would have been considered.
Women didn't kill other women in the manner Pam Bichon had
died.
Annie crossed the street to
the Jeep and glanced up at the building as she turned the key in the ignition.
Renard was standing at a second-story window, looking out at
her.
He swore he was innocent,
that he loved Pam. He wanted Annie to find the
truth.
Find the truth or muddy
the waters? she wondered. She had just stepped into the investigation and
already there were factors to consider she hadn't seen before. Fourcade had been
down these twisted trails already. His offer hung in her mind like a seductive
promise, something she should resist. Turning away from Renard, she put the Jeep
in gear and headed across
town.
Donnie surveyed the
scene from the seat of a backhoe, a bottle of Abita beer in hand. The Mardi Gras
parade float taking shape before him was for Josie. She had talked him into it,
those big brown eyes bright with excitement. Unable to deny her anything, he had
organized a crew from the staff of Bichon Bayou Development and set them to
work. He had envisioned Josie spending hours here with him as the flatbed became
a crepe-paper, fairy-tale kingdom, but Belle Davidson had taken her to Lake
Charles for the day "to get away from the atmosphere" in Bayou
Breaux.
"To get away from me,
more like," he muttered.
He
tipped his bottle up only to find it empty. He scowled and tossed it down into
the bucket of the backhoe, where it shattered against the remains of several
other brown bottles. The sound pierced through the country music blaring from
the radio. Several heads turned in his direction from the float, but no one said
anything.
People had grown wary
of his moods since Pam's death. They walked around him on eggshells, hedging
their bets in case the cops were wrong about Marcus Renard, in case Donnie was
the resurrection of the Bayou Strangler. He was sick of it. He wanted it all
behind him. It should have been behind
him.
"Goddamn cops," he
grumbled.
"Sounds like maybe I
should come back."
Annie had let
herself in a side door of the big shed where the construction company stored
some of its heavy
equipment.
Donnie glared down at
her from his throne. "Do I know
you?"
"Annie Broussard, sheriff's
office." This time she flashed the badge. Be
bold.
"Oh, Christ, now what?
Did my check bounce? I don't care if it did. You can throw Fourcade back in the
hoosegow, the ungrateful son of a
bitch."
"Why do you say
that?"
He opened his mouth to
complain, then swallowed it back. Fourcade was on suspension, off the case. No
sense dredging up old suspicions with a new
cop.
"The man is unstable, that's
all," he said as he climbed down from the backhoe. "So, you're Fourcade's
replacement. What happened to the other guy, that black guy—
Stokes?"
"Nothing. He's still on
the case."
"Not that I care," he
said, bending to dig another bottle out of the old Coleman cooler that sat
beside the backhoe's tire. "You want my opinion: That guy is lazy. He was on the
case when Renard started hassling Pam, and all he wanted to do was make time
with her. Always looked to me like Fourcade was the brains of the pair. It's too
damn bad he's off the case, except of course that he's
nuts."
He twisted the top off the
bottle and tossed it into the backhoe bucket with the rest of the trash. "Too
damn bad he didn't get to close the case for good in that alley. You want a
beer?"
"No, thanks." Annie dipped
her head a little, letting her bangs fall into her eyes, hoping recognition
wouldn't dawn on Donnie as it had with Lindsay
Faulkner.
"On duty?" He laughed.
"That never stopped any cop I ever knew—Gus Noblier included. What are
you, new?"
"I need to ask you a
couple questions."
"I swear,
that's all you people do—ask questions. You got more answers now than you
know what to do with."
"I spoke
with Lindsay Faulkner this
morning."
His face twisted in
distaste. "Did she tell you I'm the Antichrist? The woman hates me. You would
have thought she was Pam's big sister. They were that close. As close as women
get without being lesbians."
"She
told me you're going to sell Pam's half of the
business."
"I've got my hands
full with my own business. I have no desire to have Lindsay for a partner and
she has no desire to have
me."
"She said you may have a
buyer from New Orleans. Is that
true?"
He slanted her a sly look.
"A good businessman doesn't tip his hand too
far."
"Are you telling me it's a
bluff?" She smiled back, like a friend wanting in on the secret. "Because a name
came up and I could just make a couple phone
calls..."
"What name?" She could
feel him drawing back from her, raising his
shields.
"Duval
Marcotte."
"It's a bluff," he
declared flatly. "Make all the calls you
want."
He scratched at the
stubble on the knob of his chin and gestured toward the float. "What do you
think of the masterpiece?"
Annie
looked at the work in progress: a cheap pine framework covered with chicken
wire. It could have been anything. Two women in cutoffs and tight T-shirts were
stuffing chicken-wire holes with squares of blue crepe paper, talking, laughing,
oblivious to the larger problems of the
world.
"It's a castle," Donnie
explained. "My daughter's idea. She picked a scene from Much Ado About
Nothing. Can you believe that? Nine years old and she's into
Shakespeare."
"She's a very
bright girl."
"She wanted to help
build it, but her grandmother had other ideas. Another Davidson woman conspiring
against me."
"Will Belle and
Hunter challenge you for
custody?"
He hunched his
shoulders, still staring at the float. "I don't know. Probably. I suppose it'll
depend on whether Hunter goes to prison. I've got that in my favor: I haven't
tried to kill anybody recently—or ever," he amended, glancing down at
Annie. "That was a joke."
"You
want Josie to live with you
full-time?"
"She's my daughter. I
love her."
As if it were as
simple as that. As if he had managed to totally separate Donnie the Daddy from
Donnie the Don Juan.
"Rumor had
it, you would have fought Pam for
her."
"Oh, Christ, that again?"
Impatience pulled at his features, making him look petulant. "You've got your
killer. Why don't you go hound him? I didn't do anything to Pam. I didn't kill
her for the insurance or for the business or in a rage or anything else. I
couldn't do anything to Pam. I was sure as hell in no condition that night to do
anything to anybody. I drank too much, got a ride home from a friend, and passed
out."
"I know all that," Annie
said. "I'm not looking at you as a suspect, Mr. Bichon." Though it had occurred
to her more than once that drunkenness was easily faked and Donnie had as much
motive as anyone—more than
most.
According to the news
reports, he had shown up at the Voodoo Lounge that night between nine and ten,
and had been dropped off at home by his friend around eleven-thirty. Pam had
last been seen at eight-twenty and had died around midnight. There were windows
of opportunity on both ends of Donnie's
story.
"I was just wondering what
grounds you had to challenge Pam for
custody."
"Why? Pam is dead. What
difference does it make now?"
"If
Pam was involved with
someone—"
"Renard killed
her!" he roared suddenly. The cords in his neck stood out, as taut as guy wires.
He spiked his bottle on the cement floor of the shed, shards of glass exploding
outward, beer foaming like peroxide in a raw wound. "He killed her! Now do your
fucking job and put him away for
it!"
He shoved past Annie and
strode for the door. The float crew stared, mouths agape. Mary Chapin Carpenter
shouted from the radio—"I Take My
Chances."
Annie hustled after
him. The brilliance of the afternoon nearly blinded her as she emerged from the
shed. Squinting, she shaded her eyes with her hand. Donnie stood at the
chain-link fence that corralled the possessions of his company, staring at the
train tracks that ran behind the
property.
"Look, I'm just trying
to get at the whole truth," she said, stepping up beside him. "I wouldn't be
doing my job if I didn't ask
questions."
"It's just—
It's dragged on and on." He swallowed and his Adam's apple bobbed like cork. His
eyes stayed on the tracks. "Why can't it just be over? Pam's gone. ... I'm so
tired of it...."
He wanted the
wounds to heal and disappear with no scars, no reminders. It was a good
detective's job to keep picking and picking at those wounds. The trick was
knowing when to dig and when to stand back. Annie had thought she would be able
to read Donnie Bichon, know him for a liar if he was one. But the emotions that
had caught him up were a tangled skein; she couldn't tell grief from remorse,
fear from arrogance.
"I could
have been a better husband," he murmured. "She could have been a better wife.
You can think what you want of me for saying
it."
In the distance a train
whistle blew. Donnie seemed not to have heard it. He was lost in
memories.
"I just wanted what was
mine," he whispered, blinking against the threat of tears. "I didn't want to
lose her. I didn't want to lose Josie. I thought maybe if I scared her ...
threatened custody..."
If he
scared her how? Was custody the only threat he'd made? Annie drew a breath to
ask what he meant, but held it as he turned toward
her.
"You look like her, you
know," he said, his voice strangely dreamy. "The shape of your face ... the hair
... the mouth..."
He reached out
as if to touch her cheek, but pulled back at the last instant. She wondered if
it was sanity or the fear of breaking some inner spell that stopped him. Either
way, it unnerved her. She didn't welcome comparison with a woman who had met
such a brutal end.
"I miss her,"
Donnie admitted. "Always want what I can't have. I used to think that was
ambition, but it's just ...
need."
"What about Pam? What did
she need?"
The train whistle blew
again, louder, nearer.
"To be
free of me," he said simply, his expression bleak. "And now she
is."
Annie watched him walk away,
not back to the building but to a pearl white Lexus parked near the side gate.
Behind her the Southern Pacific train whined past, wheels chattering over the
connections in the track.
She had
been working the case a matter of hours, and she felt as if she had stepped into
a maze that appeared deceptively simple from the outside but was in reality a
complex labyrinth, dark corridor full of mirrors. A small part of her wanted to
turn back. A larger part of her wanted to go deeper, learn more. The mystery
pulled at her, beckoned her. Temptation, The word came to her like a
whispered secret from a hidden
coconspirator.
Fourcade.
He was the guardian at the gate, her selfappointed guide if she would accept
his offer. He held the map of the maze and the knowledge of the players. The
trick would be deciding if he was friend or foe, if his offer was genuine or a
trap. There seemed only one way to find out.
18
Even on a bright day the
house had a sinister look. The brilliant spring sun failed to remove the shawl
of shadows that fell down from the newly leafed trees. Shrouded in murky light
and gray with neglect, it squatted amid the sprouting growth like a toothless
crone, ugly and abandoned.
Nick
stared at the house from the pirogue, fascinated by the possibility that evil
could linger in a place like a scent. The house hadn't been bad off at the time
of the murder. Recently vacated by renters at the time, and scheduled for some
renovation work, the electricity had still been turned on. Since the murder, the
place had been let go. Kids had thrown rocks through the windows. The stigma of
death clung to it like
grime.
Nick would not go inside.
Some people would have called him superstitious, but they would have been people
who had never stepped close to the boundary between good and evil; they didn't
know the power or the possibilities. Still, it was telling that on a day as fine
as this one, when other parts of Pony Bayou were thick with weekend fishermen,
there were none within a quarter mile of this
place.
He had set out in the
pirogue intending to distance himself from thoughts of the case. But this place
had drawn him like a
magnet.
Another battle lost, and
so he would give himself over to the obsession until a conclusion could be
reached.
Would it be over now,
he wondered, had I killed Renard that
night?
Pony Bayou here was
narrow, even this time of year, when the brown water was high and spilling into
the forest. The banks were crowded with hackberry saplings and tangles of
dewberry and poison ivy. The limbs of the black willow and water locust reached
out over the column of water from both sides, like bony fingers stretching to
touch one another.
The trees were
alive with the sounds of birds excited by the early arrival of spring. The songs
and shrieks and squawks blended into a cacophony that seemed to take on an
especially discordant and unnerving quality. And on every available limb, log,
and stump, water snakes had crawled out to sun themselves in an eerie ritual of
spring. The forest along the banks seemed hung with reptiles, like dark,
muscular ropes of live
bunting.
Taking up the push-pole,
Nick rose at the back of the pirogue and sent it gliding north and west. The
route was twisted, his passing witnessed by no one. Nature claimed the land here
for several miles and no man in recent history had challenged Her. Then the
channel widened slightly and the forest came to an abrupt halt on the western
bank, marking the edge of the first piece of domesticated property away from the
murder scene. Marcus Renard's
home.
The house stood a hundred
yards or so away, elegant in its simplicity. Clean lines, plain columns. The
modest home of a modest indigo planter in a past century. Tall French windows
opened onto a brick veranda where Victor Renard sat at a patio
table.
Victor was slightly bigger
than Marcus, thicker bodied. While he had the social awareness of a small child,
he had the physical strength of a thirty-seven-year-old man and had once been
turned out of a group home for destroying a bed in a fit of temper.
Emotions—his own or those of others— were difficult for him to
comprehend or process. The autistic mind seemed unable to decode feelings. For
the most part, he expressed none, though odd things would sometimes trigger
agitation and occasionally anger. At the same time, Victor was mathematically
gifted, able to easily work equations that could stump college students, and he
could name the genus and species of thousands of animals and plants and describe
each in textbook detail.
People
around Bayou Breaux didn't understand Victor Renard's condition. They were
frightened of him. They mistook him for being retarded or schizophrenic. He was
neither.
Nick had considered it
his duty to discover these things about Victor and his autism. An arsenal of
information was far more useful to a detective than any other kind of weapon.
The smallest, seemingly insignificant fact or detail could prove to be the one
piece that made the rest of the puzzle
work.
Victor Renard's mind was
itself a complex mystery. If somewhere in the labyrinth he held a clue to his
brother's guilt, Nick suspected they would never know. If they could ever bring
Marcus to trial, Smith Pritchett would never attempt to use Victor as a witness.
Aside from the familial connection, Victor's autism precluded him from appearing
reliable or even coherent in
court.
Nick leaned lightly
against the push-pole, holding the pirogue against the slow current. He stood at
the edge of his legal boundary. Kudrow had sought and been granted a temporary
restraining order for his client, specifically outlining how near Nick could
come to him. If he tested those limits too strongly or too often, he could be
brought up on stalking charges. The irony both amused and disgusted
him.
He watched as Victor became
aware of him, sitting up straighter, then reaching for a pair of binoculars on
the table. He came up out of his chair as if someone had set it on fire. He
rushed twenty yards across the lawn, his gait strange, his arms straight down at
his sides. He stopped and raised the binoculars again. Then he dropped the
binoculars on the strap around his neck and began to rock himself from side to
side in jerky, irregular movements, like a windup toy gone
wrong.
"Not now!" Victor shouted,
pointing at him. "Red, red! Very red! Enter
out!"
When Nick made no move to
leave, Victor rushed forward another ten steps, wrapped his arms tight around
his chest, and rocked himself around in a circle. Strange, piercing shrieks tore
from him.
At the house, one of
the French doors opened and Doll Renard rushed onto the veranda. Her agitation
almost equaled her son's. She started toward Victor, then turned back toward the
house. Marcus emerged, and limped across the lawn to his
brother.
"Very red!" Victor
screamed as Marcus took hold of his arm. "Enter
out!"
He screamed again as Marcus
took the binoculars from
him.
Nick expected shouting, then
remembered Renard's fractured jaw and felt not remorse, but discomfort at the
power of his own anger. Renard came toward the
bank.
"You're violating the court
order," he said, hands curled into fists at his
sides.
"I think not," Nick said.
"I'm on a public
waterway."
"You're a
criminal!"
Nick clucked his
tongue. "A matter of perspective,
that."
"We're calling the police,
Fourcade!"
"This is the
jurisdiction of the sheriff's office. You really think they'll come to your aid?
You have no friends there,
Marcus."
"You're wrong," Renard
insisted. "And you're breaking the law. You're harassing
me."
Yards behind him, Victor had
fallen to his knees to rock himself. His banshee shrieks drove the birds from
the trees.
Nick looked innocent.
"Who, me? I'm just fishing." Lazily he straightened away from the push-pole,
moving the pirogue from the bank. "Ain't no law against fishing,
no."
He let the craft drift
backward, following the curve of the land until his view of Renard's house and
his brother was gone and only Renard himself remained in his line of vision.
Focus, he thought. Focus, calm, patience. Exist within the current,
and the goal will be
reached.
Annie sat in
an old ladder-back chair with a seat woven from the rawhide of some unfortunate
long-dead cow. The view of the bayou was pretty from Fourcade's small gallery.
She wondered if Fourcade ever idled his motor long enough to appreciate it. He
didn't seem a man to care about such things, but then he had proven to be full
of surprises, hadn't he?
It
didn't surprise her that he lived in such a remote, inaccessible place. He was a
remote, inaccessible man. It surprised her that his yard was neat, that he was
obviously working on the
house.
Her stomach growled. She'd
been waiting an hour. Fourcade's truck was here, but Fourcade was not. God only
knew where he'd gone. The sun was going down and her resolve was running out in
direct proportion to her increasing need for a meal. To occupy her mind she
tried to imagine a hiding spot in the Jeep where she might have tucked away an
emergency Snickers and forgotten about it. She'd already been through the glove
compartment and looked under the seats. She concluded that Mullen had stolen the
candy, and was perfectly happy to waste another few moments hating him for
it.
A pirogue came into view,
skating through a patch of cypress deadheads. Nerves tightened in Annie's
stomach, and she rose from the chair. Fourcade guided the boat in alongside the
dock, took his time tying off the pirogue and walking up the bank. He wore a
black T-shirt that fit him like a coat of paint and fatigue pants tucked into a
pair of trooper boots. He didn't smile. He didn't
blink.
"How did you find this
place?" he asked.
"I'd be a poor
candidate for detective if I couldn't manage to dig up an address." Annie
stepped behind the chair, resting her hands on its
back.
"That you would,
chérie. But no. You got initiative. You came to take the bull by
the horns, out?"
"I
want to see what you have on the
case."
He nodded.
"Good."
"But you have to know up
front this doesn't change what happened Wednesday night. If that's what you're
really after, then say so now and I'll just go on
home."
Nick studied her for a
moment. She kept one hand close to the open flap of her faded denim jacket. She
doubtless had the Sig Sauer handy. She didn't trust him. He didn't blame
her.
He shrugged. "You saw what
you saw."
"I'll have to testify.
That doesn't make you angry? That doesn't make you want to—oh, say, plant
a live snake in my Jeep?"
He
leaned toward her and gently patted her cheek. "If I wanted to hurt you,
chère, I wouldn't leave it up to no
snake."
"Should I be relieved or
afraid for my life?"
Fourcade
said nothing.
"I don't trust
you," she admitted.
"I
know."
"If you pull any more of
that crazy shit like you did last night, I'm gone," she declared. "And if I have
to shoot you, I will."
"I'm not
your enemy, 'Toinette."
"I hope
that's true. I have enough of them right now. And I have them because of you,"
Annie pointed out.
"Who ever said
life was fair? Sure as hell wasn't
me."
He turned and walked away.
He didn't invite her in; he expected her to follow him. No social niceties for
Fourcade. They passed through the parlor, a room furnished with a toolbox and a
sledgehammer. The floor was covered with a dirty canvas drop cloth. The kitchen
was an absolute contrast —clean, bright, newly Sheetrocked, and painted
the color of buttermilk. As tidy as a ship's galley. Nothing adorned the walls.
Fresh herbs grew in a narrow tray on the windowsill above the
sink.
Fourcade went to the sink
to wash his hands.
"What changed
your mind?" he asked.
"Noblier
pulled me off patrol because the other deputies won't play nice. I gotta figure
he won't promote me into your job anytime soon. So, if I want in on this case,
you're my ticket."
He expressed
no sympathy, and asked for no details about her trouble with Mullen or the
others. It was her problem, not
his.
"Get yourself assigned to
Records and Evidence," he said, turning around, drying his hands on a plain
white towel. "You can read the files all day, study the
reports."
"I'll see what I can
do. It's up to the
sheriff."
"Don't be passive," he
snapped. "Ask for what you
want."
"And you think I'll just
get it?" Annie laughed. "You're really not from this planet, are you,
Fourcade?"
His face grew hard.
"You won't get anything you don't ask for one way or another, sugar. You better
learn that lesson fast, you want this job. People don't just give up their
secrets. You gotta ask, you gotta pry, you gotta
dig."
"I know
that."
"Then do
it."
"I will. I have,"
she insisted. "I spoke with Donnie Bichon
today."
Fourcade looked
surprised. "And?"
"And he seems
like a man with a conscience problem. But then maybe you don't wanna hear
that—the two of you being so close and
all."
"I have no ties to Donnie
Bichon."
"He bailed you out of
jail to the tune of a hundred thousand
dollars."
He rested his hands at
the waist of his fatigue pants. "As I said to Donnie, I will say to you: He
bought my freedom, he did not buy me. No one buys
me."
"A refreshing policy for a
New Orleans cop."
"I'm no longer
in New Orleans. I didn't assimilate
well."
"That's not what I've been
reading," Annie said. "I spent the better part of the afternoon at the library.
According to the Times-Picayune, you were the quintessential corrupt cop.
You got a lotta ink down there. None of it
good."
"The press is easily
manipulated by powerful
people."
Annie winced. "Oooh, you
know, it's remarks like that that lead people to draw unflattering conclusions
about your sanity."
"People think
what they want. I know the truth. I lived the
truth."
"And your version of the
truth would be what?" she
pressed.
He simply stared at her,
and she saw the bleakness of a soul who had lived a long, hard life and had seen
too much that wasn't good.
"The
truth is that I did my job too well," he said at
last.
"And I made the mistake of
caring too deeply for justice in a place that has none, existentially
speaking."
"Did you beat that
suspect?"
He said
nothing.
"Did you plant that
evidence?"
He bowed his head for
a moment, then turned his back to her and pulled a cast-iron skillet from a
lower cupboard.
She wanted to go
to him, demand the truth, but she was afraid to get that near him. Afraid
something might rub off on her—his intensity, his compulsion, the darkness
that permeated his being. She was already involving herself in this case beyond
the call of duty. She didn't want to go beyond reason, and she had a strong
feeling Fourcade could take her there in a
heartbeat.
"I need an answer,
Detective."
"It's irrelevant to
the present case."
"Prior bad
acts inadmissible on the ground they may taint the opinion of the court? Bull.
More often than not they establish a pattern of behavior," Annie argued.
"Besides, we're not in court; we're in the real world. I have to know who I'm
dealing with, Fourcade, and I already told you, I'm not long on trust at the
moment."
"Trust is of no use in
an investigation," he said, moving between stove, refrigerator, and butcher
block. He set an assortment of vegetables on the chopping block and selected a
knife of frightening
proportions.
"It is with regards
to partners," Annie insisted. "Did you plant that ring in Renard's
desk?"
He looked up at her then,
unblinking. "No."
"Why should I
believe you? How do I know Donnie Bichon didn't pay you to plant it? He could
have paid you to kill Renard the other night, for all I
know."
He sliced into a red bell
pepper as if it were made of thin paper. "Now who's
paranoid?"
"There's a difference
between healthy suspicion and
delusion."
"Why would I invite
you into the investigation if I was
dirty?"
"So you can use me like a
puppet to achieve your own
end."
He smiled. "You are far too
smart for that,
'Toinette."
"Don't waste your
flattery."
"I don't believe in
flattery. Me, I say what's
true."
"When it suits
you."
She sighed as they came
around the circle again. A conversation with Fourcade was like
shadowboxing—all effort and no
satisfaction.
"Why me?" she
asked. "Why not Quinlan or
Perez?"
"It's a small division.
We live in each other's pockets. One itches, another one scratches. You're
outside the circle —that's an advantage." He flashed the grin again,
bright with a charm he never used. "You're my secret weapon,
'Toinette."
She tried one last
time to talk herself out of this lunacy. But she didn't want to, and he knew
it.
"You feel an obligation, a
tie to Pam Bichon," he said, "and to those who've gone before her. You feel the
shadows. That's why you're here. That and you know we want the same end, you and
I: Renard in hell."
"I want the
case cleared," Annie said. "If Renard did
it—"
"He did
it."
"—then fine. I'll
dance in the street the day they send him from Angola to the next life. If he
didn't do it—"
He jabbed
the point of the knife into the butcher block. "He did
it."
Annie said nothing. She
had to be out of her mind to come here to
him.
"It's simple," he said,
calmer. He pulled the knife out of the block and began to dice an onion. "I have
what you need, 'Toinette. Facts, statements, answers to questions you have yet
to ask. All of it can be checked if need be. You have an inquisitive mind, a
free will, an appropriate skepticism. I have no power over you..." The knife
stilled. He looked at her from under his brow. "Do
I?"
"No," she said quietly,
glancing away.
"Then we can
proceed. But first, we eat."
19
They ate. Stir-fried
vegetables and brown rice. No meat. Odd that a man who chain-smoked would be a
vegetarian, but Annie knew that she would have to become desensitized to
Fourcade's contradictions. To expect the unexpected seemed a wise course, though
one not easily settled into.
"You
had two years at college. Why'd you quit?" he demanded, stabbing his fork into
his dinner. He ate the way he did everything—with vehemence and no wasted
movement.
"They wanted me to
declare a major." She felt uncomfortable with the idea that he had raided her
personnel file. "It seemed ... restrictive. I was interested in lots of
things."
"Lack of
focus."
"Curiosity," she
retorted. "I thought you liked my inquisitive
nature."
"You need
discipline."
"Look who's
talking." Annie frowned at him, pushing her rice around with her fork. "What
happened to your Taoist principles of nonresistant
existence?"
"Often incompatible
with police work. With regards to religions, I take what's useful to me and
apply it where appropriate. Why did you become a
cop?"
"I like helping people.
It's different every day. I like solving mysteries. I get to drive a hot car.
How about you?"
Words like
power and control came to mind, but those were not the words he
gave her.
"It's factual, logical,
essential. I believe in justice. I believe in the struggle for the greater good.
I believe the collective evil metastasizes with malignancies in the souls of
individuals."
"So it wasn't just
the cool uniforms?"
Fourcade
looked bemused.
"You enrolled in
the academy in August '93," he said. "Just after the whole Bayou Strangler
thing. Connection?"
"You know so
much about me—you tell
me."
He ignored the suggestion of
affront in her voice. He made no apologies for overstepping a boundary. "You
went to school with the fifth victim, Annick Delahoussaye-Gerrard. You were
friends?"
"Yeah, we were
friends," she said.
She took her
plate to the sink and stood looking out the window, seeing nothing. Night had
wrapped itself around the house. Fourcade had no yard light. Of course he
wouldn't. Fourcade would be one with the
dark.
"We were best friends when
we were little," she said. "The families called us the Two Annies. But, you
know, we grew apart, ran with different crowds. Her folks ran a bar— it's
the Voodoo Lounge now. They sold out after Annick was
killed.
"I ran into her maybe a
month before it happened. She was waitressing at the bar. She was getting
divorced. I told her she should come up to Lafayette for a weekend, that we'd
catch up and have some fun. But you know, that weekend never came. I suppose I
didn't really mean for it to. We didn't have much in common anymore. Anyway,
then came the news ... and then the
funeral."
Nick watched her
reflection in the window. "Why do you think it hit you so hard if you'd grown so
far apart?"
"I don't
know."
"Yes, you
do."
She was silent for a moment.
He waited. The answer lay within her grasp. She didn't want to reach for
it.
"We were two sides of the
same coin once," she said at last. "A flip of the coin, a twist of
fate..."
"It could have been
you."
"Sure, why not?" she said.
"You know, you read about a crime in the paper and you think how terrible for
the victims, and then you turn the page and move on. It's so different when you
know the people. The press called her by name for a week, then she became Victim
Number Five and they were on to the next big headline. I saw what that crime did
to her family, to her friends. I started thinking it would be good to try to
make a difference for people like the
Delahoussayes."
Nick got up from
the table and brought his plate to the sink to nest with hers. "That's a good
reason, 'Toinette. Honor, social
responsibility."
"Don't forget
the hot car."
"That's
unnecessary."
"The
car?"
"The mask you wear," he
said. "The effort you go to hide the truth beneath layers of insignificant
mannerisms and humor. It's a waste of
energy."
Annie shook her head.
"It's called having a personality. You oughta try it sometime. I'm betting it
would improve your social
life."
The retort was made an
instant before she realized what he had really said—that he lived with the
protective pretenses stripped away from his soul; his needs, his thoughts, his
feelings lay like raw and exposed nerve endings. She would never have thought of
him as vulnerable, knew he would never think of himself as such. How strange to
see him that way. She wasn't sure it was something she wanted to
see.
"A waste of time," he said
again, turning away. "We've got a job to do. Let's get to
it."
He had turned the
grenier, the loft that made up the second half-story of the house, into a
study. The bed tucked into the far corner seemed like an afterthought, a
grudging concession to the occasional need for sleep. A masculine place, with
heavy wood furnishings, and an almost monkish quality in its sense of order. The
bookcases were lined with tides, hundreds of books shelved by subject in
alphabetical order. Criminology, philosophy, psychology, religion. Everything
from aberrant behavior to the mysteries of
Zen.
A ten-foot-long table held
the reams of paperwork the Bichon homicide had generated. Photocopies of every
statement, every lab report. Numbered binders filled with Fourcade's notes. A
bulletin board behind the table held maps: one of a three-parish area, one of
Partout Parish, one of the immediate Bayou Breaux area including the murder
scene and Renard's home. Red pins marked significant sites. Fine red lines drawn
between sites were annotated with exact
mileage.
A second bulletin board
held copies of the crime scene photos—stark, hard reality cast in the
harsh light of a camera
flash.
"Wow," Annie murmured. "I
guess you believe in bringing your work home with
you."
"It's a duty, not a hobby."
He stood in front of one of the bookcases. "You want a time clock and no
worries, get a job at the lamp factory. You want to pass the buck on the tough
stuff, stay in uniform." He hit her with the Hard Stare. "Is that what you want,
'Toinette? You wanna stay on the surface where everything is simple and safe, or
do you want to go deeper?"
Once
again she had the feeling he was the guardian at the gate of some secret world,
that if she crossed the threshold, there would be no going back. She resented
the idea.
"I want to be a
detective," she said. "I want to help clear this case. I'm not pledging my
allegiance to the Dark Lord or becoming a Jedi knight. I want to do the job, not
be the job."
That was Fourcade,
the Zen detective. Disapproval hung on him like
mist.
"It's a job, not a
religion," Annie said. "You were born out of your time, Fourcade. You'd have
made a hell of a Zealot."
Her
gaze shifted to the table, to the bulletin board and the pictures of Pam
Bichon's grisly death. She wanted Fourcade's resources. She didn't have to
embrace his doctrine of obsessive-compulsive
behavior.
"I want this solved,"
she said. "End of story."
She
selected Donnie Bichon's file folder and opened
it.
"Why did you go to him?"
Fourcade asked. "We looked at him and cleared
him."
"Because Lindsay Faulkner
says he's fixing to sell Pam's half of the realty
business."
The news hit Nick like
a rock to the chest. He had taunted Donnie with the idea just yesterday, never
imagining the man would be fool enough to make such a move so soon after Pam's
death. "When did you hear
this?"
"This morning. I stopped
by the realty office." She hesitated, weighing the pros and cons of telling the
whole truth.
"You stopped by and
what?" he demanded. "If we're partners, we're partners, chère. No
holding back."
She took a deep
breath as she set the file aside. "She said Donnie claims he has a possible
buyer on the hook ... in New Orleans. Donnie told me it was a
bluff."
Nick had managed to
all but banish the idea of Marcotte's involvement. It seemed too far-fetched.
He couldn't imagine he had ever meant enough to Marcotte for him to inflict
vengeance after all this time. Besides, Marcotte had gotten what he wanted back
when, so what would be the point of dragging out the
game?
Unless what he wanted now
was Bayou Realty, and Nick's involvement was mere coincidence or karma. The
question was: If Marcotte was involved, was the murder a result of that
involvement or was his involvement a byproduct of the
crime?
"C'est ein affaire a
pus finir," Nick
whispered.
"I figure it's a
bluff," Annie said. "We—you've got Donnie's phone records from the
period when Pam was being harassed. If the sale of the business was a motive for
him to get rid of her, then he would have been in contact with his buyer during
that time. Not from his home, if he had any sense, but no one would think twice
about him calling New Orleans from the office. We can check it
out.
"But I say if Donnie has
this fat cat on the hook, why would he even bother to play games with Lindsay
Faulkner?" she went on. "And if he was afraid of having the sale raise a red
flag with the cops, then why do anything out in the open? It's not that hard to
hide deals. In fact, Donnie's done it before. He had Pam hiding property for him
so he wouldn't lose it to the bank. Did you know about
that?"
"Yes."
Nick
forced himself to move. Forward had become a mantra months ago. Move
forward physically, psychologically, spiritually, metaphorically. Movement
seemed to pull taut the lines upon which facts and ideas aligned themselves in
his mind. Movement maintained order. So he moved forward and tried not to be
spooked by the shadow that followed
him.
"I'll go over the records,"
he said. "But I doubt the sale of the business has anything to do with the
murder. It's more likely scavengers moving in, taking advantage of an
opportunity. A woman killed the way Pam was—that's no money murder. People
killed for money reasons—they fall down steps, they drown, they
disappear."
He stopped in front
of the table, his gaze on the photographs. "This ... this was personal. This was
hate. Contempt. Control.
Rage."
"Or made to look so after
the fact."
"No," he whispered. "I
can feel it."
"Did you know her?"
she asked quietly.
"She sold me
this place. Nice lady. Hard to believe someone could have hated her this
way."
"Renard claims he loved
her—like a friend. He insists he's being railroaded. He wants me to find
the truth for him." Her lips twisted. "Gee, I'm a popular girl
lately."
He didn't pick up on the
irony. He concentrated instead on Renard. "You spoke with him? When?
Where?"
"This morning. In his
office. He invited me up. He's laboring under the misconception that I'm
sympathetic toward him."
"He
trusts you?"
"I had the great
luck to save his sorry ass—twice in one day. He seems to think just
because I won't let individuals murder him, I won't want the state to do it,
either."
"You can get close to
him, then," Fourcade murmured. "That's something Stokes and I could never do. He
regarded us as the enemy from the first. Stokes had been riding him already for
the harassment, before the murder. You come to him from a whole other
direction."
"I don't like the way
your mind is bending," Annie said. She went to one of the bookcases and stared
at the titles. "I told him flat out I think he did
it."
"But he wants to win you
over, yes?"
"I don't know that
I'd put it quite like
that."
Fourcade turned her
around, his hands cupping her shoulders, and looked at her as if he was seeing
her for the first time. "Mais oui. Oh, yeah. The hair, the eyes, 'bout
the same size. You fit the victim
profile."
"So do half the women
in South Lou'siana."
"But you
came into his life, chère. Like it was meant to
be."
"You're creeping me out,
Fourcade." She tried to wiggle away from his touch. "You talk like he's a serial
killer."
"The potential is there.
The psychopathology is there," he said, and began pacing. "Look at him:
mid-thirties, white, single, intelligent, domineering mother, absent father,
unsuccessful in maintaining relationships with women. It's
classic."
"But he doesn't have
any criminal history. No pattern of escalating aberrant
behavior."
"Maybe, maybe not.
Before he moved here, he had a girlfriend back in Baton Rouge. She died an
untimely death."
"The papers said
she died in a car accident."
"She
was burned beyond recognition in a single-car crash on some back road not long
after she told her mother she was going to break it off with Renard. She thought
he was too possessive. 'Smothering' was the word she used with her
mother."
He had obviously gone to
the source for his information. The only thing the papers had gotten out of
Elaine Ingram's mother was that she found Marcus Renard "very pleasant and a
gentleman" and that she wished her daughter had married him. If he'd been a
monster then, no one had seen it ... except perhaps
Elaine.
"The mother doesn't think
he killed her," Annie
said.
Fourcade looked impatient.
"It doesn't matter what she thinks. It matters what he did. It matters that he
might have killed her. It matters that he might have had that kind of rage in
him before and that he might have killed out of that
rage.
"Look at this murder," he
said, gesturing to the
photos.
"Rage, power, domination,
sexual brutality. Not unlike your Bayou
Strangler."
"Are you saying you
think maybe Renard did those women four years ago?" Annie asked. "He moved back
here in '93. You think he was the Bayou
Strangler?"
Fourcade shook his
head. "No. I've been over those files. I've talked to the people who ended up
pinning it on Danjermond: Laurel Chandler and Jack Boudreaux. They live up on
the Carolina coast now. Too many bad memories 'round here, I guess, with her
losing her sister to the Strangler and all. They tell a pretty convincing tale.
The investigation backed them up."
He stopped to stare at the crime
scene photos. "Besides, there are differences in the murders. Pam Bichon wasn't
strangled to death."
He touched a
finger to one of the photos, a close-up of the bruising on the throat. "She was
choked manually— these bruises are thumbprints—and her hyoid bone
was cracked. He probably choked her unconscious at some point. We can only hope
so for her sake. But asphyxiation wasn't the cause of death. Loss of blood from
the primary stab wounds was the cause of death." He moved his finger to a shot
of the woman's savaged bare chest. "Because of the pattern of the blood
splatters, I believe she was stabbed several times in the chest while she was
standing, then fell to the floor. The choking happened sometime after she went
down but before she was dead. Otherwise you wouldn't have this kind of
bruising.
"The Strangler, he used
a white silk scarf around the throat to kill his victims—that was his
signature. And he tied them down with strips of white silk. See here? No
ligature marks on Bichon's wrists or
ankles."
"But the sexual
mutilation—"
He shook his
head. "Similar, but not the same by any means. Danjermond tortured his victims
extensively before he killed them. The mutilation of Bichon was largely
postmortem, suggesting it was about anger, hatred, disrespect, rather than any
kind of erotic sadism—which was the case with the Strangler. That boy got
off on it in a big way. Renard was
pissed.
"And then there's the
victim profile," he said. "The Strangler hunted women who were easily
accessible: women who hung out in bars, looking for men, liked to pass a good
time. That wasn't Pam
Bichon.
"No," he declared. "The
cases are unrelated. The way I see it, Renard fixated on Pam when he thought she
might become available to him—when she separated from Donnie. He probably
built a whole fantasy around her, and when she refused to cooperate in turning
the fantasy into reality, he went over the line to the dark
side."
He turned and his gaze
swept down over Annie. "And now he's lookin' at you,
chère."
"Lucky me,"
Annie muttered.
Fourcade ignored
the sarcasm. "Oh yeah," he said, moving closer. "You're being presented with a
rare opportunity, 'Toinette. You can get close to him, open him up, see what's
in his head. He lets you close enough, he'll give himself
away."
"Or kill me, if your
theory holds true. I'd rather come across a nice piece of evidence, thanks
anyway. The murder weapon. A witness who could put him at the scene. A
trophy."
"We found his
trophy—the ring. Don't expect to find another. We never even found the
gifts Pam gave back to him. We never found the other things he'd taken from her.
He's too smart to make the same mistake twice—and that's what we need,
sugar: for him to make a mistake. You could be it." He brushed her bangs with
his fingertips, caressed her cheek. The pad of his thumb skimmed the corner of
her mouth. "He could fall in love with
you."
She didn't like the way her
pulse was pounding. She didn't like the way she saw Pam Bichon's corpse from
every angle—torn, ragged, bloody; the feather mask a grotesque
contrast.
"I'm not bait for your
bear trap, Fourcade," she said. "If I can get something out of Renard, I will,
but I'm not getting close enough for him to lay a finger on me. I don't want to
get under his skin. I don't want to get inside his head—or yours, for that
matter. I want justice, that's
all."
"Then go after it,
chère," he said, too seductively. "Go after it ... every way you
can."
20
"They should be made to pay
for what they've put us through," Doll Renard declared. She moved around the
dining room like a hummingbird, flitting here, flitting there, resting
nowhere.
"You've said that ten
times," Marcus grumbled.
"Eight."
Victor corrected him automatically and without smugness. "Eight times.
Repetition, multiplication. Two times four times, eight times. Even. Equal,
equals. Equals sometime equal, sometime
odd."
He shook his head
disapprovingly at the trick of the
language.
Doll shot him a look of
disgust. "I'll say it 'til I'm blue. The Partout Parish Sheriff's Department has
ruined our lives. I can't go anywhere without people staring and whispering. And
most of the time they don't bother to whisper. 'There's that Doll Renard,' they
say. 'How can she show her face after what her boy did?' It's even worse than
after your father betrayed us. Of course, you wouldn't remember that. You were
just a little boy. People are hateful, that's
all."
"I didn't do anything
wrong," Marcus reminded her. "I'm innocent until proven guilty. Tell them
that."
She sniffed and flitted
from the sideboard to the corner china cupboard. "I wouldn't give them the
satisfaction. Besides, they would just throw up to me how everyone knows you
panted after that Bichon woman and she didn't want
you."
"Throw up," Victor said,
rocking from side to side on his
chair.
It had taken an hour to
calm him from the fit Fourcade had brought on, and he was still agitated. He was
supposed to be helping polish the silver, but had decided tarnish was bacteria
and refused to touch any of it. Bacteria, he believed, would run up his arms and
gain access to his brain through his ear canals. "Vomit. Puke. Spew. Disgorge.
Regorge. Discharge—like
excrement."
"Victor, stop it!"
Doll snapped, her bony hand fluttering over her heart. "You're making us
nauseous."
"Talk—vomit
words. Sound and sound alike," he said, his eyes glazing over as he looked at
something inside his scrambled
brain.
Marcus tuned them both
out, staring at his hands. He rubbed a jeweler's cloth up and down the stem of a
marrow spoon and contemplated the uselessness of the thing. People didn't eat
bone marrow anymore. The practice suggested a voraciousness that had gone out of
vogue. To devour a creature's flesh, then crack its bones to suck out the very
marrow of its life seemed a rapacious act. The hunger to consume a being whole
was frowned upon, repressed.
He
wondered if a need repressed deeply enough, long enough, eventually went into a
person's marrow, reachable only if the bones were broken open. He wondered what
would drain out of his own marrow. His mother's would be black as tar, he
suspected.
"He beat you," she
reiterated, as if he needed reminding of Fourcade's sins. "You could be
permanently disfigured. You could be disabled. You could lose your job. It's a
pure wonder they haven't fired you after everything that's gone
on."
"I'm a partner, Mother. They
can't fire me."
"Who will come to
you with work? Your reputation is ruined—and mine. I've lost every
single costume order I've gotten for Mardi Gras. And that man has the gall to
come here, to harass us, and the sheriff's department does nothing! Nothing! I
swear, we could all be murdered in our beds, and they would do nothing! They
should be made to pay for what they've put us
through."
"Nine," Victor
said.
He rose abruptly from his
chair as the hall clock struck eight, and hurried from the
room.
"There he goes," Doll
muttered bitterly, her features pinching tight. "He'll sleep like the dead. I
can't remember the last time I had a decent night's sleep. Every night now I
dream about my Mardi Gras masks. All the joy of them has been robbed from me.
You know what people say. They say the mask found on that dead woman was from my
collection, and, even though I know it wasn't, even though I can account for
every single one of them, even though I know people are motivated by jealousy
because my collection has won prizes year after year during Carnival, it's just
robbed the joy from me."
If his
mother had ever had a moment's joy in her life, Marcus had never heard about it
until after it had been "robbed" from her, as if she were aware of the emotion
only after the fact. He set the marrow spoon down and folded the jeweler's
cloth.
"I called Annie
Broussard," he said. "Perhaps she can do something about
Fourcade."
"What could she
possibly do?" Doll asked sourly, annoyed at having the attention shifted from
her own suffering.
"She stopped
him from killing me," he pointed out. "I need to lie down. My head is
pounding."
Doll clucked her
tongue. "It's no wonder. You could have a brain injury. A blood vessel could
burst in your head months from now, and then where would we
be?"
I would be free of you,
Marcus thought. But there were simpler ways to escape than
death.
He went into his bedroom,
pausing there only to take a Percodan from the drawer in the nightstand. Pills
couldn't be left in the medicine chest where Victor would find them. Victor
believed all pills to be both remedial and preventative. As a teenager he had
twice had his stomach pumped to empty him of aspirin, stomach aids, vitamins,
and Midol.
Marcus broke the
painkiller into pieces, worked them into his mouth, and washed them down with
Coca-Cola—a practice his mother had harped against all his life. Doll
believed Coca-Cola would react with drugs like alcohol and render a person
comatose. He took an extra swig for spite and carried the can into his
workroom.
Tension and anger kept
him from going to his drawing table. He moved around the room hunched over
because his ribs were especially sore. Everything hurt more tonight because of
Fourcade. Because of Fourcade, he had hurried across the lawn, strained muscles,
raised his blood pressure.
That
bastard damn well would pay for what he'd done. Kudrow would see to that.
Criminal charges, a civil suit. By the time the dust settled, what was left of
Fourcade's career would be in shreds. The idea pleased Marcus enormously—
using the very system his tormentors had tried to destroy him with to destroy
his tormentors. He would ruin Stokes too if he could. Donnie Bichon had already
destroyed Pam's trust and made her suspicious of all men. But Marcus would have
eventually won her if she hadn't called the sheriff's department. Stokes had
wasted no opportunity to turn Pam against him, planting doubts in her mind at
every turn.
Marcus often wondered
what might have been had Pam not misconstrued his interest and called the
sheriff's office. They could have had something nice together. He had pictured
it a thousand times: the two of them living a quiet, suburban kind of life.
Friends and lovers. Husband and
wife.
In the last few months
Marcus had developed a strong dislike and disrespect for the sheriff's office
and officers. Except Annie. Annie wasn't like the rest of them. Her heart was
pure. The politics of the system had yet to corrupt her sense of
fairness.
Annie would look for
the truth, and when she found it he would make her
his.
Victor rose at
midnight, as he always did. He hadn't slept well. Fragmented dreams had driven
into his brain like shards of stained glass. The colors disturbed him. Very red
colors. Red like blood and black too. Dark and light. Light the color of
urine.
The colors were too
intense. Intensity was painful. Intensity could be very white or very red. White
intensity came from soft and coolness; from certain feelings he couldn't name or
describe; from specific visual images— semicolons and colons, phrases in
parentheses, and horses. White intensity also came from a collection of precious
words: luminous, mystique, marble, running water. He especially had to
steel himself against the words. Luminous could produce such white
intensity he would be rendered speechless and
immobile.
And just a fine degree
to the right of white intensity was red intensity. Like a circle with Start
and Stop together. Very red intensity came from heaviness, pressure,
the smell of cheddar cheese and of animal waste—but not human waste, even
though humans were animals. Homo sapiens. Red words were sluice
and bunion and sometimes melon, but not always. Very
red words he couldn't verbalize, even in his own
mind.
He pictured them as objects
he could allow himself only glimpses of. Jagged, erect, slab,
mucus.
Very red intensity
squeezed his brain and magnified his senses a hundredfold until the smallest
sound was a piercing shriek and he could see and count each individual hair on a
person's head and body. The sensory overload caused panic. Panic caused
shutdown. Start and stop. Sound and
silence.
His senses were full
now, like water goblets lined up on a quivering, narrow ledge, the water moving,
lapping at the rims and over them. Mask, he thought. Mask equaled
change and sometimes deception, depending on red or
white.
Victor stood in his room
near the desk for a long time and listened to the fluorescent bulb in the lamp.
Sizzle, hot and cold. An almost white sound. He felt time pass, felt the earth
move in minute increments beneath his feet. His brain counted the passing
moments by fractions until the Magic Number. At that precise instant, he broke
from his stillness and let himself out of his
room.
The house was silent.
Victor preferred silence with darkness. He moved more freely without the burden
of sound or light. He went down the hall and stood at the door to his mother's
hobby room. Mother forbade him access to the room, but when Mother was asleep
her thoughts and wishes ceased to exist—like television, On and Off. He
counted by fractions in his mind to the Magic Number and let himself into the
room, where he turned on the small yellow light of the sewing
machine.
Dress forms stood here
and there like headless women garbed in the elaborate costumes Mother had made
for past Carnivals. The forms made Victor uneasy. He turned away from them,
turned to the wall where the masks were displayed. There were twenty-three, some
small, some of smooth shiny fabric, some large, some covered with sequins, some
stitched like needlepoint faces with a protruding penis where the nose should
have been.
Victor chose his
favorite and put it on. He liked the sensation it gave him inside, though he
couldn't name the feeling. Mask equaled change. Change, transformation,
transmutation. Pleased, he let himself out of the room, went down the
stairs and out into the night.
21
Kay Eisner had learned to
hate men at an early age, courtesy of an uncle who had found her too tempting as
a seven-year-old. No man she'd known in the thirty years since had caused her to
change her opinion. She scoffed at the book that claimed men were from Mars. Men
were from hell, and how every woman on the planet didn't see it was beyond her.
War was a bloody game played by men. Politics was a power game played by men.
Crime was a cancer in society, perpetrated and spread predominantly by men. The
prisons were overflowing with men. Rapists and killers prowled the
streets.
It pained her to have to
work for a man, but men ran the world, so what were her choices? Arnold Bouvier
was her foreman, but every hand doing the dirty work gutting catfish in his
plant belonged to a woman. They were working extra shifts and overtime these
days, on account of Lent coming up. Catholics all over America would be stocking
up on frozen fish.
Kay had worked
the Saturday second shift, thinking all the while that the overtime pay would
bring her that much closer to her dream of going into business for herself. She
wanted to sell collectible dolls by mail order, and deal with as few men
face-to-face as she could.
She
double-checked the locks on her doors—front and back—before going
into the bathroom. Her work clothes went immediately into a diaper bucket with
water, detergent, and bleach to combat the stink of fish. She turned the shower
as hot as she could stand it and scrubbed her skin with Yardley lavender soap.
The room was thick with steam by the time the hot water ran
out.
Kay cracked open the window
to cool things off. She dried her curly hair with a threadbare towel, never
looking at herself in the mirror above the sink. She couldn't stand looking at
the body that had betrayed her time and again throughout her life by attracting
the attention of men.
Men were
the scourge of the earth. She thought so no less than ten times a day. Thinking
it now, she pulled on a shapeless nightshirt, went out of the bathroom and down
the hall to her bedroom. She remembered the open bathroom window just as she lay
down to sleep, her body aching with fatigue. She couldn't leave it. A rapist was
prowling around the parish.
As if
Kay had conjured him up from her nightmares, he emerged from the darkness of her
closet as she started to rise. A demon in black, faceless, soundless. Terror cut
through her like a spear. She screamed once before he struck her hard across the
face and knocked her backward onto the bed. Twisting onto her stomach, she tried
to pull herself across the mattress. But even as her instincts pushed her to
escape, a fatalistic sense of inevitability filled her. The tears that came as
he grabbed her by the hair were as much from hatred as from pain. Hate for the
man about to rape her, and hate for herself. She wouldn't get away. She never
had.
22
He remembered a woman. Or he
had dreamed about a woman. Reality and its opposite floated around in his brain
like the stuff in a Lava lamp. He groaned and shifted positions, sprawling on
his belly. The rustling of the sheets was magnified to the sound of newspaper
crumpling right next to his ear. That was when he remembered the
booze—lots of it. He needed to
pee.
A hand settled low on his
back and a warm breath, stale with the smell of cigarettes, caressed his
ear.
"Rise and whine, Donnie. You
got some explaining to
do."
Fourcade.
Donnie
bolted up and turned, twisting the sheet around his hips. He cracked his skull
on the headboard and winced as pain bounced around inside his
head.
"Jesus! Fuck! What the hell
are you doing here?" he demanded. "How'd you get in my
house?"
Nick moved away from the
bed, taking in the state of Donnie's bachelor habitat. Coming through the
kitchen and living room he had surmised that Donnie had a cleaning woman, but
not a cook. The kitchen garbage was full of frozen dinner cartons. A decorator
had coordinated the town house so that it felt more like a hotel suite than a
home. This had been a model to entice prospective buyers into the Quail Court
condo development—until the unfortunate demise of Donnie's marital state.
He had commandeered the model when he separated from
Pam.
"That's nasty language for a
Sunday morning, Tulane," Nick said. "What's the matter with you? You got no
respect for the Sabbath?"
Donnie
gaped at him, bug-eyed. "You're a fucking lunatic! I'm calling the
cops."
He snatched the receiver
off the phone on the nightstand. Nick stepped over and pressed the plunger down
with his forefinger.
"Don't try
my patience, Donnie. It ain't what it used to be." He took the receiver away,
recradled it, and sat down on the edge of the bed. "Me, I wanna know what kind
of game you're playing."
"I don't
know what the hell you're talking
about."
"I'm talking about you
jerking Lindsay Faulkner's chain, telling her you gonna sell the realty. Telling
her you got some big catfish on the hook down in New Orleans. That where you got
the money to bail me out,
Donnie?"
"No."
"
'Cause that would have a very poetic irony about it: You kill your wife, collect
the insurance, sell her business, use the money to bail out the cop that tried
to kill the suspect."
Donnie
pressed the heels of his hands to his aching eyes. "Jesus, I have told you and
told you, I did not kill Pam. You know I
didn't."
"You're not wasting any
time making a buck off her. Why didn't you tell me Friday about this pending
deal?"
"Because it's none of your
business. I have to take a
piss."
He threw back the covers
and climbed out on the other side of the bed. He walked like a man who had
fallen out of a moving car and rolled to a hard stop in the gutter. Black silk
boxers hung low on his hips. He hadn't managed to take his socks off before
succumbing to unconsciousness. They drooped around his ankles. The rest of his
clothes lay where he'd dropped them as he'd peeled them off on his way to the
bed.
Nick rose lazily and still
beat him to the door of the master
bath.
"You're dragging it low to
the ground this morning, Tulane. Long
night?"
"I had a few. I'm sure
you can relate. Let me in the
bathroom."
"When we're
through."
"Fuck. Why'd I ever get
hooked up with you?"
"That's what
I wanna know," Nick said. "Who's your big money man,
Donnie?"
He looked away and blew
out a breath. He grimaced at the smell of himself as he inhaled—smoke,
sweat, and sex. He wondered vaguely where the woman was. "No one. I bed. It was
a bluff. I told that little Cajun
gal."
"Uh-huh, and she's going
over those phone records we pulled on you, Donnie," he lied. "She's gonna know
ever'body you know by the time she's
through."
"I thought you were out
of this, Fourcade. You're off the case. You're suspended. What do you care who I
called or why?"
"I got my
reasons."
"You're
insane."
"So I hear people say.
But, you know, it doesn't matter much to me, true or not. My existence is my
perception, my perception is my reality. See how that works, Tulane? So, when I
ask are you trying to swing a deal with Duval Marcotte, you need to answer me,
because you're right here in my reality right
now."
Donnie closed his eyes
again and shifted his weight from one foot to the
other.
"We're gonna stand here
'til you wet yourself, Donnie. I want an
answer."
"I need cash," he said
with resignation. "Lindsay wants to buy out Pam's share of the business. But
Lindsay's a ball buster and she'd love nothing more than to screw me out of what
she can. I want back the property Pam hid for me and I want every dime I can get
out of Lindsay. I made up a little leverage, that's
all."
"You think she's stupid?"
Nick said. "You think she won't call your
bluff?"
"I think she's a bitch
and I'm not above doing something just to aggravate
her."
"You're just gonna piss her
off, Donnie, same as you're pissing me off. You think I'm stupid? I'll find out
if what you're telling me is a
lie."
"I gotta see if I can
withdraw that bail," Donnie muttered up to the
ceiling.
Nick patted his cheek as
he stepped away from the door. "Sorry, cher. That check's been cashed and
the cat is outta the bag. Hope you don't live to regret
it."
"I already have," Donnie
said, ducking into the bathroom, penis in
hand.
Annie turned the Jeep
in at the drive to Marcus Renard's home. It was a pretty spot ... and a secluded
one. She didn't like the second part, but she had made it clear to Renard over
the phone that other people knew she was visiting him—a little insurance
in case he was toying with the idea of dismembering her. She didn't tell him the
person who knew she was coming here was
Fourcade.
While she had been with
Fourcade last night, forming their uneasy alliance, Renard had been calling her
at home, leaving the message that Fourcade had paid him a visit earlier in the
day. In calling, Renard had saved her from the job of formulating an excuse to
see him.
"I couldn't think who
else to turn to, Annie," he'd said. "The deputies wouldn't help. They'd sooner
see that brute kill me. You're the only one I feel I can turn
to."
The idea, while it might
have overjoyed Fourcade, gave Annie no comfort. She had told Fourcade she
wouldn't play the role of bait, yet here she was. Assessing the suspect in his
home environment, she told herself. She wanted to see Renard with his guard
down. She wanted to see him interact with his family. But if Renard perceived
this visit as a social call, then she was essentially bait whether she intended
to be or not. Semantics. Perception was reality, Fourcade would
say.
That son of a bitch. Why
hadn't he told her he had come here? She didn't like the idea of him having a
hidden agenda in all this.
The
driveway broke free of the trees, and a lawn the size of a polo field stretched
off to the left. The expanse was nothing fancy, just a close-cropped boundary
meant to discourage wildlife from getting too near the house. She passed an old
carriage shed that had been painted to match the house. Fifty yards farther into
the property stood the home itself, graceful and simple, painted the color of
old parchment with white trim and black shutters. She parked behind the Volvo
and started toward the front
gallery.
"Annie!"
Marcus
came out, careful not to let the screen door slap shut behind him. More of the
swelling had gone out of his face, but there was still no definition to his
features. Most people would recoil from the sight of him, despite the fact that
he was neatly dressed in crisp khakis and a green polo
shirt.
"I'm so glad you've come."
He enunciated his words more clearly today, though it took an effort. He held
his hands out toward her as if she were a dear distant cousin and might actually
take hold of them. "Of course, I was hoping you might have called me back last
night. We were all so upset."
"I
got in late," she said, noting the slight censure in his voice. "By the sound of
it, there was nothing to be done by that
point."
"I suppose not," he
conceded. "The damage was
done."
"What
damage?"
"The upset—to me,
to my mother, most especially to my brother. It took hours to calm him. But we
don't have to stand out here and discuss it. Please come in. I wish you could
have accepted the invitation to dinner. It's been so long since we've
entertained."
"This isn't a
social call, Mr. Renard," Annie reminded him, drawing the line clearly between
them. She moved into the hall, took it in at a glance—forest green walls,
a murky pastoral scene in a gilt frame, a brass umbrella stand. Victor Renard
peered down at her between the white balusters of the second-floor landing,
where he sat with his knees drawn up like a small child, as if he thought he
could make himself invisible by compacting his
frame.
Ignoring his brother,
Marcus led the way through the dining room to the brick veranda that faced the
bayou. "It's such a lovely afternoon, I thought we could sit
out."
He pulled out a chair for
her at the wrought iron table. Annie chose her own chair and settled herself,
careful to adjust her jacket so that the tape recorder in the pocket didn't
show. The recorder had been Fourcade's idea—order, actually. He wanted to
know every word that was spoken between them, wanted to hear every nuance in
Renard's voice. The tape would never be admissible in court, but if it gave them
something to go on, it was worth the
effort.
"So, you said Detective
Fourcade violated the restraining order," she began, taking out her notebook and
pen.
"Well, not
exactly."
"Exactly what,
then?"
"He was careful to stay
back from the property line. But the fact that he came that near was upsetting
to my family. We called the sheriff's office, but by the time the deputy
arrived, Fourcade was gone and the man wouldn't so much as take a statement." He
dabbed at the corner of his mouth with a neatly folded
handkerchief.
"If the detective
didn't commit a crime, then there was no statement to take," Annie said. "Did
Fourcade threaten you?"
"Not
verbally."
"Did he threaten you
physically? Did he show a
weapon?"
"No. But his presence
was a perceived threat. Isn't that a part of the stalking law—perceived
threats?"
The fact that he, of
all people, would try to make use of the statute against stalking turned her
stomach. It was all she could do to school her features into something like
neutrality.
"That particular law
leaves a great deal of room for interpretation," she said. "As you must be well
aware by now, Mr.
Renard—"
"Marcus," he
corrected her. "I'm aware that the authorities will bend any rule to suit them.
These people have no respect for what's right. Except you, Annie. I was right
about you, wasn't I? You're not like the others. You want the
truth."
"Everyone involved in the
case wants the truth."
"No. No,
they don't," he said, leaning forward. "They had their minds made up from the
first. Stokes and Fourcade came after me and no one
else."
"That's not true, Mr.
Renard. Other suspects were considered. You know they were. You were singled out
by the process of elimination. We've been over
this."
"Yes, we have," he said
quietly, sitting back again. He studied her for a moment. His eyes were more
visible today, like a pair of marbles set into dough. "And you did state you
believe in my guilt. If that's so, then why are you here, Annie? To try to trip
me up? I don't think so. I don't think you'd bother, knowing nothing I say to
you could be used against me. You have doubts. That's why you're
here."
"You claim you've been
treated unfairly," Annie said. "If that's true, if the detectives have
overlooked or ignored something that might exonerate you, why hasn't your own
investigator—Mr. Kudrow's investigator—cleared up these details for
you?"
Marcus looked away. "He's
one man. My funds are
limited."
"What is it you think
we should be looking at?"
"The
husband, for one."
"Mr. Bichon
has been thoroughly
investigated."
He changed tacks
without argument. "No real effort has been made to find the man who helped me
get my car going that
night."
Annie consulted the notes
she'd brought with her. "The man whose name you didn't
ask?"
"I wasn't
thinking."
"The man who was
driving 'some kind of dark truck' with a license plate that 'may have' included
the letters F and J?"
"It was
night. The truck was dirty. I had no reason to take note of the tags,
anyway."
"What little you gave us
to go on was liberally put forth by the media, Mr. Renard. No one came
forward."
"But did the sheriff's
office try to find him? I don't think so. Fourcade never believed anything I
told him. Can you imagine him wasting his time to check it
out?"
"Detective Fourcade is a
very thorough man," Annie said. Fourcade also had tunnel vision when it came to
Renard. He had been thorough in his efforts to prove Renard's guilt. Had he been
as thorough in trying to corroborate the man's claim of innocence? "I'll look
into it, but there isn't much to go
on."
Renard let out a sigh of
relief that seemed out of proportion with her offer. "Thank you, Annie. I can't
tell you how much it means to me to have you do
this."
"I told you, I don't
expect anything to come of
it."
"That's not the point. Tea?"
He reached for the pitcher that sat in the center of the table beside a pair of
glasses and a small vase sprouting
daffodils.
Annie accepted the
drink, taking a moment between sips to look around the yard. Pony Bayou was a
stone's throw away. Downstream it branched around a muddy island of willows and
dewberry. Somewhere to the south, beyond the dense growth of woods where the
spring birds were singing, was the house where Pam had died. Annie wondered if
the burly fisherman sitting in his boat down by the fork realized that or if he
might have come here because of it. People were strange that
way.
Panic surged through her.
Could the fisherman have been someone from the SO? What if Noblier had
reinstated the surveillance? What if Sergeant Hooker had come to this spot on
his day off in search of bass and sac-a-lait? If someone saw her with
Renard, she was going to be way up shit
creek.
"Got anything in that
boathouse?" Nodding to a small, low shed of rusting corrugated metal that jutted
out over the bayou, she shifted the position of her chair, turning her back more
squarely to the fisherman.
"An
old bass boat. My brother likes to explore the bayou. He's something of a nature
buff. Aren't you, Victor?"
Victor
stepped out from behind a swath of drapery inside the French door Marcus had
left cracked open. There was no guilt on his face, no embarrassment at having
been caught spying. He stared at Annie, turning his body sideways, as if that
might somehow fool her into thinking he wasn't looking at
her.
"Victor," Marcus said,
rising gingerly, "this is Annie Broussard. Annie saved my
life."
"I wish you wouldn't keep
saying that," Annie
muttered.
"Why? Because you're
modest or because you wish you
hadn't?"
"I was doing my
job."
Victor sidled toward the
table for a better look at her. He was dressed in pants an inch too short and a
plaid sport shirt buttoned to the throat. He resembled Marcus in his normal,
unremarkable state: plain features, fine brown hair neatly combed. Annie had
seen him around town from time to time, always in the company of either Marcus
or his mother. He held himself too carefully and stood too close to people in
lines, as if his sense of space and the physical world were
distorted.
"It's nice to meet
you, Victor."
He squinted in
suspicion. "Good day." He glanced at Marcus. "Mask, no mask. Sound and sound
alike. Mimus polyglottos. Mockingbird. No. No." He shook his head.
"Dumetella carolinensis. Suggest the songs of other
birds."
"What does that mean?"
Annie asked.
Marcus attempted a
bland smile. "Probably that you remind him of someone. Or more precisely, that
you resemble someone you
aren't."
Victor rocked himself a
little, muttering, "Red and white. Now and
then."
"Victor, why don't you go
get your binoculars?" Marcus suggested. "The woods are full of birds
today."
Victor cast a nervous
look over his shoulder at Annie. "Change, interchange, mutate. One and one. Red
and white."
He held himself still
for a moment, as if waiting for some silent signal, then hurried back into the
house.
"I expect he sees a
resemblance between you and Pam," Marcus
said.
"Did he know
her?"
"They met at the office
once or twice. Victor periodically expresses a curiosity in my work. And of
course he saw her picture in the papers after ... He reads three newspapers
every day, cover to cover, every word. Impressive until you realize he'll be
held in thrall by the sight of a semicolon while the bombing of the federal
building in Oklahoma City meant nothing whatsoever to
him."
"It must be difficult to
deal with his ... condition," Annie
said.
Marcus looked to the open
door and the empty dining room beyond. "Our cross to bear, my mother says. Of
course, she takes great satisfaction from having to shoulder the load." He
turned back toward Annie with another wan smile. "Can't pick your relatives. Do
you have family here, Annie?"
"In
a manner of speaking," she said evasively. "It's a long
story."
"Family stories always
are. Look at Pam's daughter. What a family story she'll have, poor little thing.
What will, become of her
grandfather?"
"You'd have to ask
the DA," she said, though she thought she could give an accurate guess as to
what would become of Hunter Davidson: nothing much. The outcry against his
arrest had been considerable. Pritchett would never risk the wrath of his
constituents by pressing for a trial. A deal would likely be cut quickly and
quietly—maybe already had been—and Hunter Davidson would be doing
community service for his attempted
sin.
"He tried to kill me,"
Renard said with indignation. "The media is treating him like a
celebrity."
"Yeah. There's a lot
of that going around. You're not a well-liked man, Mr.
Renard."
"Marcus," he corrected
her. "You're at least civil to me. I'd like to pretend we're friends,
Annie."
The emotion in his eyes
was soft and vulnerable. Annie tried to imagine what had been in those eyes that
black November night when he had plunged a knife into Pam
Bichon.
"Considering what
happened to your last 'friend,' I don't think that's a very good idea, Mr.
Renard."
He turned his head as
quickly as if she had slapped him, and blinked away tears, pretending to focus
on the fisherman down the
bayou.
"I would never have hurt
Pam," he said. "I've told you that, Annie. That remark was deliberately hurtful
to me. I expected better from
you."
He wanted her contrition.
He wanted her to give him another inch of control, the way he had when he had
asked to use her name. A little thing on the surface, but the psychological
sleight of hand was smooth and sinister. Or she was blowing it out of proportion
and giving this man more credit than he
deserved.
"It's just healthy
caution on my part," she said. "I don't know
you."
"I couldn't hurt you,
Annie." He looked at her once again with his watery hazel eyes. "You saved my
life. In certain Eastern cultures I would give you my life in
return."
"Yeah, well, this is
South Lou'siana. A simple thanks is
sufficient."
"Hardly. I know
you've been suffering because of what you did. I know what it is to be
persecuted, Annie. We have that in
common."
"Can we move on?" Annie
said. The intensity in his expression unnerved her, as if he had already
determined that their lives would now be intertwined into eternity. Was this how
a fixation began? As a misunderstanding of commitment? Had it been this way
between him and Pam? Between him and his now-dead girlfriend from Baton
Rouge?
"No offense," she
prefaced, "but you have to admit you have a bad track record. You wanted to be
involved with Pam, and now she's dead. You were involved with Elaine Ingram back
in Baton Rouge, and she's
dead."
"Elaine's death was a
terrible accident."
"But you can
see how it might give pause. There's a rumor that she was going to break off
your relationship."
"That's not
true," he insisted. "Elaine could never leave me. She loved
me."
Could never, not would
never. The choice of words was telling. Not: Elaine would never leave him of her
own accord. But: Elaine could never leave him if he wouldn't allow it. Marcus
Renard wouldn't have been the first man to use the "if I can't have her, no one
will" rationale. It was common thinking among simple
obsessionals.
Doll Renard chose
that moment to come onto the terrace. She wore a dotted polyester dress twenty
years out of date and an enormous kitchen apron. The ties wrapped around her
twice. She was thin in the same way Richard Kudrow was thin—as if her body
had burned away from within, leaving bone and tough sinew. She offered no smile
of welcome. Her mouth was a thin slash in her narrow
face.
Annie thought she saw
Marcus wince. She rose and extended her
hand.
"Annie Broussard, sheriff's
office. Sorry to disturb your Sunday, Mrs.
Renard."
Doll sniffed, grudgingly
offering a limp hand that collapsed in Annie's like a pouch of twigs. "Our
Sunday is the least of what you people have
disturbed."
Marcus rolled his
eyes. "Mother, please. Annie isn't like the
others."
"Well, you wouldn't
think so," Doll muttered.
"She's
going to be looking into some things that could help prove my innocence. She
saved my life, for heaven's sake.
Twice."
"I was just doing my
job," Annie pointed out. "I am just doing my
job."
Doll arched a penciled-on
brow and clucked her tongue. "You've managed to misread the situation yet again,
Marcus."
He looked away from his
mother, his color darkening, tension crackled in the air around him. Annie
watched the exchange, thinking maybe she was better off not having any blood
relatives. Her memories of her mother were soft and quiet. Better memories than
a bitter reality.
"Well," Doll
Renard went on, "it's about time the sheriff's office did something for us. Our
lawyer will be filing suit, you know, for all the pain and anguish we've been
caused."
"Mother, perhaps you
could try not to alienate the one person willing to help
us."
She looked at him as if he'd
called her a filthy name. "I have every right to state my feelings. We've been
treated worse than common trash through all of this, while that Bichon woman is
held up like some kind of saint. And now her father—all the world's
calling him a martyred hero for trying to murder you. He belongs in jail. I
certainly hope the district attorney keeps him
there."
"I really should be
going," Annie said, gathering her file and notebook. "I'll see what I can find
out on that truck."
"I'll walk
you to your car." Marcus scraped his chair back and sent his mother a venomous
look.
He waited until they were
along the end of the house before he spoke
again.
"I wish you could have
stayed longer."
"Did you have
something more to say pertinent to the
case?"
"Well—ah—I
don't know," he stammered. "I don't know what questions you might have
asked."
"The truth isn't
dependent on what questions I ask," Annie said. "The truth is what I'm after
here, Mr. Renard. I'm not out to prove your innocence, and I certainly don't
want you telling people that I am. In fact, I wish you wouldn't mention me at
all. I've got trouble enough as it
is."
He made a show of drawing a
fingertip across his mouth. "My lips are sealed. It'll be our secret." He seemed
to like that idea too well. "Thank you,
Annie."
"There's no need.
Really."
He opened the door of
the Jeep, and she climbed in. As she backed up to turn around, he leaned against
his Volvo. The successful young architect at leisure. He's a murderer,
she thought, and he wants to be my
friend.
A glint of reflected
sunlight caught her eye and she looked up at the second story of the Renard
home, where Victor stood in one window, looking down on her with
binoculars.
"Man, y'all make the
Addams family look like Ozzie and Harriet," she said under her
breath.
She thought about that as
she drove north and west through the flat sugarcane country. Behind the face of
every killer was the accumulated by-product of his upbringing, his history, his
experiences. All of those things went to shape the individual and guide him onto
a path. It wasn't a stretch to add up those factors in Renard's life and get the
psycho-pathology Fourcade had spoken about. The portrait of a serial
killer.
Marcus Renard wanted to
be her friend. A shiver ran down her
back.
She flicked on the radio
and turned it up over the static of the
scanner.
"... and I just think
all these crimes, these rapes and all, are a backlash against the women's
lib."
"Are you saying women
essentially ask to be raped by taking nontraditional
roles?"
"I'm sayin' we should
know our place. That's what I'm
sayin'."
"Okay, Ruth in
Youngsville. You're on KJUN, all talk all the time. In light of last night's
reported rape of a Luck woman, our topic is violence against
women."
Another rape. Since the
Bichon murder and the resurrected tales of the Bayou Strangler, every woman in
the parish was living in a heightened state of fear. Rich hunting grounds for a
certain kind of sexual predator. That was the rush for a rapist—his
victim's fear. He fed on it like a
narcotic.
The questions came to
Annie automatically. How old was the victim? Where and how was she attacked? Did
she have anything in common with Jennifer Nolan? Had the rapist followed the
same MO? Were they now looking at a serial rapist? Who had caught the case?
Stokes, she supposed, because of the possible tie to the Nolan rape. That was
what he needed—another hot case to distract him from the Bichon homicide
investigation.
The countryside
began to give way to small acreages interspersed with the odd dilapidated
trailer house, then the new western developments outside of town. The only L.
Faulkner listed in the phone book lived on Cheval Court in the Quail Run
development. Annie slowed the Jeep to a crawl, checking numbers on
mailboxes.
The neighborhood was
maybe four years old, but had been strategically planned to include plenty of
large trees that had stood on this land for a hundred years or more, giving the
area a sense of tradition. Pam Bichon had lived just a stone's throw from here
on Quail Drive. Faulkner's home was a neat redbrick Caribbean colonial with
ivory trim and overflowing planters on the front
step.
Annie pulled in the drive
and parked alongside a red Miata convertible with expired tags. She hadn't
called ahead, hadn't wanted to give Lindsay Faulkner the chance to say no. The
woman had put her guard up. The best plan would be to duck under
it.
No one answered the doorbell.
A section of the home's interior was visible through the sidelights that flanked
the door. The house looked open, airy, inviting. A huge fern squatted in a pot
in the foyer. A cat tiptoed along the edge of the kitchen island. Beyond the
island a sliding glass door offered access to a
terrace.
The lingering aroma of
grilled meat hooked Annie's nose before she turned the corner to the back side
of the house. Whitney Houston's testimonial about all the man she'd ever need
floated out the speakers of a boom box, punctuated by a woman's throaty
laughter.
Lindsay Faulkner sat at
a glass-topped patio table, her hair swept back in a ponytail. A striking
redhead in tortoise-shell shades came out through the patio doors with a Diet
Pepsi in each hand. The smile on Faulkner's face dropped as she caught sight of
Annie.
"I'm sorry to interrupt,
Ms. Faulkner. I had a couple more questions, if you don't mind," Annie said,
trying to resist the urge to smooth the wrinkles from her blazer. Faulkner and
her companion looked crisp and sporty, the kind of people who never
perspired.
"I do mind, Detective.
I thought I made myself clear yesterday. I'd rather not deal with
you."
"I'm sorry you feel that
way, since we both want the same
thing."
"Detective?" the redhead
said. She set the sodas on the table and settled herself in her chair with
casual grace, a wry smile pulling at one corner of a perfectly painted mouth.
"What have you done now,
Lindsay?"
"She's here about Pam,"
Faulkner said, never taking her eyes off Annie. "She's the one I was telling you
about."
"Oh." The redhead frowned
and gave Annie the onceover, a condescending glance intended to
belittle.
"If I have to deal with
you people at all," Faulkner said, "then I'd sooner deal with Detective Stokes.
He's the one I've dealt with all
along."
"We're on the same side,
Ms. Faulkner," Annie said, undaunted. "I want to see Pam's murderer
punished."
"You could have let
that happen the other
night."
"Within the system,"
Annie specified. "You can help make that
happen."
Faulkner looked away and
sighed sharply through her slim patrician
nose.
Annie helped herself to a
chair, wanting to give the impression she was comfortable and in no hurry to
leave. "How well do you know Marcus
Renard?"
"What kind of question
is that?"
"Did you
socialize?"
"Me,
personally?"
"He claims you went
out together a couple of times. Is that
true?"
She gave a humorless
laugh, obviously insulted. "I don't believe this. Are you asking if I dated that
sick worm?"
Annie blinked
innocently and waited.
"We went
out in a group from time to time—people from his office, people from
mine."
"But never
one-on-one?"
Faulkner flicked a
glance at the redhead. "He's not my type. What's the point of this,
Detective?"
"It's Deputy," Annie
clarified at last. "I just want a clear picture of y'all's
relationship."
"I didn't have a
'relationship' with Renard," she said hotly. "In his sick mind, maybe.
What—"
She stopped
suddenly. Annie could all but see the thought strike her—that Renard could
have fixed on her as easily as on Pam. Judging by the shade of guilt that passed
across her face, it wasn't the first time she had considered her good fortune at
her friend's expense. She passed a hand across her forehead as if trying to wipe
the thought away.
"Pam was too
sweet," she said softly. "She didn't know how to discourage men. She never
wanted to hurt anyone's
feelings."
"I'm curious about
something else," Annie said. "Donnie was making noise about challenging Pam for
custody of Josie, but I can't see that he had any grounds. Was there something?
Another man, maybe?"
Faulkner
looked down at her hands on the tabletop and picked at an imagined cuticle flaw.
"No."
"She wasn't seeing
anyone."
"No."
"Then
why would Donnie
think—"
"Donnie is a fool.
If you haven't figured that out by now, then you must be one, too. He thought he
could paint Pam as a bad mother because she sometimes worked nights and met with
male clients for drinks and dinner, as if the realty was just a front for a
personal dating service. The idiot. It was ridiculous. He was grasping at
straws. He would have used the stalking against her if he could
have."
"Did Pam take him
seriously?"
"We're talking about
custody of her child. Of course she took him seriously. I don't see what this
has to do with Renard."
"He says
Pam told him she didn't dare date until the divorce went through because she was
afraid of what Donnie might
do."
"Yes, well, it turned out it
wasn't Donnie she needed to be afraid of, was
it?"
"You said she had a hard
time discouraging men who were interested in her. Were there many sniffing
around?"
Faulkner pressed two
fingers against her right temple. "I've been over all this with Detective
Stokes. Pam had that girl-next-door quality. Men liked to flirt with her. It was
reflexive. My God, even Stokes did it. It didn't mean
anything."
Annie wanted to ask if
it hadn't meant anything because Pam was no longer interested in men. If Pam and
Lindsay Faulkner had become partners beyond the office and Donnie found out, he
certainly would have tried to use it in the divorce. That kind of
discovery—the ultimate insult to masculinity—could have pushed a man
on the edge over the edge. A motive that applied to Renard as easily as to
Donnie.
She wanted to ask.
Fourcade would have asked. Blunt, straight out. Were you and Pam lovers?
But Annie held her tongue. She couldn't afford to piss off Lindsay Faulkner
any more than she already had. If Faulkner complained about her to the sheriff
or to Stokes, she'd be pulling the graveyard shift in detox for the rest of her
broken career.
She pushed her
chair back and rose slowly, pulling a business card from the pocket of her
jacket. She had scratched out the phone number for the sheriff's office and
replaced it with her home phone. She slid the card across the table toward
Faulkner. "If you think of anything else that might be helpful, I'd appreciate
it if you'd call me. Thank you for your
time."
She turned to the redhead.
"I'd get those tags renewed on the Miata if I were you. It's a nasty
fine."
Out in the Jeep, Annie sat
for a moment, staring at the house and trying to glean something useful from the
conversation. More what-ifs. More maybes. Stokes and Fourcade had been over this
ground enough to wear it smooth. What did she think she was going to
find?
The truth, the key, the
missing piece that would tie everything together. It was here in the maze
somewhere, half hidden beneath some rock they hadn't quite overturned, lurking
amid the lies and dead ends. Someone had to find it, and if she worked hard
enough, looked long enough, dug a little deeper, she would be that
someone.
23
The Voodoo Lounge had come
into being as the indirect result of a gruesome murder, a fact that attracted
the local cops in a way no other bar could. For years the place had been known
as Frenchie's Landing, the hangout of farm-hands and factory workers,
blue-collars and rednecks. It was known for boiled crawfish, cold beer, loud
Cajun music, and the occasional brawl. Still known for all of those things, the
place had changed ownership in the fall of 1993, some months after the murder of
Annick Delahoussaye-Gerrard at the hands of the Bayou Strangler. Worn-out with
grief, Frenchie Delahoussaye and his wife had sold out to local musician and
sometime bartender Leonce
Comeau.
The cops had started
hanging out there immediately after the murder, a show of respect and associated
guilt that had quickly turned into routine. The habit lived
on.
The parking lot was
two-thirds full. The building stood on the bank of the bayou, raised off the
ground on a sturdy set of stilts for times when the bayou rushed nearer. A new
gallery was under construction around three sides of the building. Loud rocking
zydeco music blasted through the walls, the volume rising as the screen door
swung open and a pair of couples descended the steps,
laughing.
Nick let himself in,
walking past the framed photographs of celebrities and pseudocelebrities that
had come here over the last four years to soak up the atmosphere. He took the
place in at a glance. The house band, led by the bar's owner, belted out Zachary
Richard's "Ma Petite Fille Est Gone," Comeau contorting his face and body like a
man with a neurological disorder. The dance floor was swarming with couples
young and old bouncing and swinging to the infectious beat. Smoke hung in the
air over the bar and tables. The smell of frying fish and gumbo was like a heavy
perfume.
Stokes was in his usual
spot, standing at the corner of the bar that afforded a view of the place and
all the women in it. He wore a gray mechanic's shirt from a Texaco station with
the name lyle on a patch over the pocket. His porkpie hat perched on the back of
his head like a mutant yarmulke. He caught sight of Nick and raised his
glass.
"Hey, brothers, if it
ain't our tarnished comrade!" he called, his square smile flashing bright in the
center of his goatee. "Nicky! Hey, man, you decide to go social or
something?"
Nick wove his way
between patrons, tolerating the slaps on the back that came from two different
cops whose names he couldn't have said on pain of death. He stepped around a
waitress with a tight T-shirt and inviting smile as if she were a post set into
the floor.
Stokes shook his head
at the wasted opportunity. He kissed the cheek of the bleached blonde on the
stool next to him and gave her ass a farewell
squeeze.
"Hey, sugar, how 'bout
you go powder that pretty nose and let my man Nicky here take a load off. He's a
legend, don'tcha know."
The
blonde slid down off the stool, letting her breasts graze Nick's arm. "Hope
you're back on the job soon,
Detective."
Stokes elbowed him as
the woman walked away, her ass packed into a pair of jeans a size too small for
comfort, just right for lust. "That Valerie. Man, that girl's some piece of
poontang, let me tell you. Got a pussy like a Vise-Grip. If I'm lyin', I'm
dyin'. You ever done her?"
"I
don't even know her," Nick said with strained
patience.
"She's Noblier's
secretary, for Christ's sake. Hot for cops. Man, Nicky, sometimes I swear your
hormones have gone dormant," he declared with disgust. "You could have your pick
of the chicks in this joint, you
know."
Ignoring the vacant stool,
Nick leaned against the bar, ordered a beer, and lit a cigarette. He didn't give
a shit about Stokes's assessment of his sexual appetites. He didn't believe in
sex as a casual pastime. There needed to be meaning, significance, intensity.
But he made no effort to explain this to
Stokes.
Up on the stage, the band
had announced a break, dropping the decibel level in the bar to something
slightly more conducive to conversation. Danny Collett and the Louisiana Swamp
Cats blared out of the juke up front. Half the dancers didn't bother to leave
the floor.
"You missing the job?"
Stokes asked. He'd had a few. There was a vagueness in his pale eyes, an
artificial glow on his
cheeks.
"Some."
"Gus
say when he's bringing you
back?"
"Depends on whether or not
I take the big vacation to
Angola."
Stokes shook his head.
"That bitch Broussard. There's a chick more trouble than she's worth. I been
thinking on that lesbian thing with her, and I don't see it. I think she just
needs her pump primed, you know what I'm
saying?"
Nick looked right at
him. "Quit ragging on Broussard. She stood up and did what she had to do. That
took balls."
Stokes's eyes
popped. "What's the matter with you, man? She put your dick in the
wringer—"
"I put my dick in
the wringer. She just happened to be there at the
time."
Stokes gave a snort.
"You're singing a new tune. What's up with that?" A sly look swept across his
face. He leaned closer, stroking his goatee. "Maybe you got to looking and
decided you wanna do the honors for her, huh? Give her an attitude adjustment
with the old joystick? There's a challenge to rise to, if you know what I
mean."
"You know, Chaz, they say
a mind is a terrible thing to waste," Nick said. He pulled on his cigarette and
exhaled twin jet streams through his nose. "You been using yours at all lately
or have you turned over all the duties to that piece of meat hanging between
your legs?"
"I alternate between
the two. Christ, who put the bug up your ass
tonight?"
"Ah, this one's been
there for a few days, mon ami, and I'm still not sure where it came from.
Maybe you could help me with that,
no?"
"Maybe. If I knew what the
hell you're talking about."
Nick
leaned a little closer. "Let's go take us a little walk in the night air, Chaz.
We'll chat."
Stokes forced an
apologetic grin. "Hey, Nicky, I got an agenda here tonight, man. I'll swing by
tomorrow. We'll talk a blue streak. But
tonight—"
Nick stepped in
close and caught hold of his pride and joy in a crushing fist. "Alternate,
Chaz," he ordered, his voice a low growl. "You're getting on my
nerves."
As he let go, Stokes
fell back a step, his face slack and pale with astonishment. He sucked in a gasp
and shook himself like a wet cat, glancing around for witnesses. Life was moving
on for everyone else in the bar. Fourcade's move had been too slick to draw
notice.
"Fuckin" A!" he
exclaimed in an outraged whisper. "What the hell's wrong with you, man? You
can't do that! You just grab my willy and give it a yank? What the fuck's wrong
with you? You can't do that to a
brother!"
Nick took a swig of Jax
and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. "I just did it. Now that I got
your attention, let's go get some
air."
He headed for a side door
and Stokes moved with him, hesitant, wary, petulant. They stepped out onto the
half-finished gallery where a sawhorse and a keep out! sign blocked the way to
the bayou side of the building. Nick ignored the
warning.
The gallery facing the
bayou had no railing at this point in the construction. The drop was about
twelve feet. Enough for the average drunk to fall and break his neck. Nick
stepped to the edge of the platform and stood with his hands on his hips,
thinking calm, center. Force was a tool of surprise in dealing with
Stokes. Something to knock him off balance. A tool to be used sparingly,
carefully. His goal was
truth.
Still agitated, Stokes
paced back and forth. "Man, you are fuckin' crazy, grabbing my dick. What goes
through that head of yours, Nick?
Jesus!"
"Get over
it."
Nick lit another cigarette
and stared out at the bayou. The moon shone down on half a dozen pontoon
houseboats moored down the way, weekend retreats for people from town and from
as far away as Lafayette. There were no lights in the windows
tonight.
The music from inside
the bar came through the wall in a muddled bass vibration. If he blocked it from
his mind and focused, he could just hear the chorus of frog song and the slap
and splash of a fish breaking the water. Lightning cracked the sky to the
east—a storm sucking up along the Mississippi from the Gulf. A distant
storm.
He thought of Marcotte.
The distant storm.
"So why ain't
you bending my ear, pard?" Stokes said, calming down. He propped a shoulder
against a support post and crossed his arms over his chest. "You're the one
wanted to chat."
"I heard there
was another rape."
"Yeah.
So?"
"You catch
it?"
"Yeah, I caught it. Looks
like it's the same sicko did that Nolan woman the other night. Broke in about
one A.M., knocked her around, tied her up, raped her, made her take a shower
after. He's a smart son of a bitch, I'll give him that. We got diddly-squat to
go on."
"No
semen?"
"Nope. He's taking it
with him one way or another. Probably uses a condom. Maybe the lab'll find some
latex residue on one of the swabs, but big fuckin' deal, you know? What'll that
prove? He prefers Trojans?"
"He
wear a mask?"
"Yeah. Spooked the
shit out of these women, that mask did. Shades of the Bayou Strangler and all
that crap."
"And Pam
Bichon."
"And Bichon," he
conceded. "Confuses the issue, you know what I'm saying? The mask was Renard's
thing. So if Renard ain't this rapist, then is this rapist the one did Pam
Bichon, folks wanna know. People are so fuckin' stupid. I mean, it's all over
the news about that mask Renard left on Pam. This guy's an opportunist, that's
all."
"Who was the
woman?"
"Kay Eisner.
Mid-thirties, single, lives over near Devereaux, works at a catfish plant up in
Henderson. What's your interest in all this?" he asked, fishing a cigarette out
of the shirt pocket beneath the lyle patch. "I was you, Nicky, I'd be spending
my free time a little
better."
"Just curious," Nick
said. He dropped his cigarette butt on the floorboards, ground it out with the
toe of his boot.
Inside the bar,
the band had come back onstage. Leonce Comeau wailed the intro to "Snake Bite
Love." The drummer pounded the opening and the rest of the band jumped in at a
run.
"The past overshadows the
present foreshadows the
future."
Stokes blinked at him
like a man nodding off in church. "Nicky, man, I ain't drunk enough for
philosophy."
"We all got a past
we drag around behind us," Nick said. "Sometimes it sneaks up and bites our
ass."
The shift in the tension
between them was subtle, but there. A tightening of muscles. A heightened
awareness. Nick watched Stokes's eyes like a poker
player.
"What are you saying,
Nicky?" Stokes said softly.
Nick
let the silence hang, waited.
"I
hear teeth snapping behind me," he said. "I feel that shadow on my back." He
stepped closer. "All of a sudden a name is turning up again and again like a
damn bad penny. Me, I find myself in a bad position and I keep on hearing that
name. And I'm thinking there's no such thing as
coincidence."
"What
name?"
"Duval
Marcotte."
Stokes didn't
blink.
Anticipation tightened in
Nick's belly like a knot. What did he want? The flash of recognition? For Stokes
to be guilty? For another cop to have betrayed him? He wanted Marcotte. After
all this time, after all the work to put it behind him, he wanted
Marcotte—even at the cost of another man's honor. The realization was as
heavy as stone, hard and abrasive against his
conscience.
"Is he in this thing,
Chaz?" he asked. "It would have been a simple errand, piece a' cake. Get me to
Laveau's, fill me up with liquor and ideas, point me in the right direction, see
if I go off like a cocked pistol. Easy money, and hell, he's got plenty of
it."
The expression on Stokes's
face softened and he laughed to himself. He looked out toward the bayou and
beyond, where the storm was an eerie glow inside black
clouds.
"Man, Nicky," he
whispered, shaking his head. "You are one crazy motherfucker. Who the hell is
Duval Marcotte?"
"Truth, Chaz,"
Nick said. "Truth, or this time I walk away with your cock in my
pocket."
"Never heard of him,"
Stokes murmured. "If I'm lyin', I'm
dyin'."
Annie's eyes
crossed and her head bobbed. The autopsy report blurred and came back into
focus. She rubbed a hand over her face, swept the straggling tendrils of hair
behind her ears, and consulted her watch. Fourcade had no clocks. Fourcade was
one with time, she supposed—or he didn't believe in the concept of time,
or God knew what philosophy he embraced regarding the subject. It was after
midnight.
She had been sitting at
the big table in his study four hours. Fourcade had not made an appearance. He
had entrusted her with a key to the house and ordered her to study everything he
had on the case. She asked if there would be a quiz. He wasn't
amused.
Where he was, was
anyone's guess. Annie told herself she was grateful for his absence. And still
she kind of missed his blunt interrogation, his complex insights, and odd mystic
philosophies.
"My Lord, you must
be getting desperate for friends, girl," she muttered at the
thought.
It was probably true.
She'd been shut out at work, cut off from A.J. by necessity. People she didn't
even know were insulting her on her answering machine. She was a social
creature—by necessity, she sometimes thought. There was a small sense of
aloneness in her that dated back to childhood, a feeling she had always feared
reflected her mother's detachment, and so she sought out the company of others
in an attempt to keep the aloneness from growing and swallowing her
whole.
She wondered if maybe that
was what had happened to
Fourcade.
Needing to move, Annie
forced herself up from the chair and stretched. She made a circuit of the loft,
checking out the bookcases, looking out the dormer windows, wandering into the
small corner Fourcade had set aside for sleeping and changing clothes. There
were no personal items on the dresser, not even the cast-off miscellany from
pockets. Though the temptation was certainly there, she made no move to open a
drawer. She would never have invaded someone's privacy without a warrant.
Besides, she knew without looking that every sock, every T-shirt, would be
folded neatly and arranged in an orderly manner. The bed was made
military-style, the covers tight enough to bounce quarters
on.
She wondered what he looked
like sleeping. Did he attack sleep with the same ferocious focus as he attacked
everything else in his life? Or did unconsciousness soften the hard
edges?
"Thinking of spending the
night,
chère?"
Annie spun
around at the sound of his voice. Fourcade stood well inside the room, hands on
his hips, one leg cocked. She hadn't heard so much as the creak of a hinge or a
step on the stairs.
"Don't you
know better than to sneak up on a woman when there's a rapist out running around
loose?" she demanded. "I could have shot
you."
He discounted the
possibility without comment.
"I
was just stretching my legs," she said, walking away from the bed, not wanting
him to imagine she had been thinking about him in it. "Where've you been?
Renard's?"
"Why would I go
there?" he said, his tone
flat.
"Let's put that past
tense," Annie suggested. "Why did you go there? My God, what were you thinking?
He could have had you thrown back in
jail."
"How's that? You weren't
on duty."
Annie shook her head.
"Don't pull that attitude with me, thinking I'll back off You already know I'm
not repentant for running you in, other than that it's made my life a living
hell. You must have come here straight from his house last night and you didn't
say a word to me."
"There was
nothing to say. I was out in the boat. I ended up in the neighborhood. I didn't
cross the property line. I didn't touch him. I didn't threaten him. In fact,
he approached me."
"And
you didn't think any of this would be of interest to me,
partner?"
"The encounter
was irrelevant," he said, moving away, dismissing Annie and her argument. She
wanted to kick him.
"It's
relevant in that you didn't share it with me." She pursued him to the long table
where she had been studying. "If we're partners, we're partners. There's an
expectation of trust, and you've already managed to break
it."
He sighed heavily. "All
right. Point taken. I should have told you. Can we move
on?"
It was on the tip of Annie's
tongue to demand an apology, but she knew Fourcade would somehow make her feel
like a fool in the end.
He had
turned his attention to the papers on the table. He picked up the discarded
wrapper of a Butterfinger from among the files, frowned at it, and tossed it in
the trash. "What'd you learn tonight,
'Toinette?"
"That I probably need
reading glasses, but I'm too vain to go to the eye doctor," Annie said
dryly.
He looked at her
sideways.
"Joke," she stated. "A
wry remark intended to lighten the
moment."
He turned back to the
statements and lab reports.
She
sighed and rubbed the small of her back with both hands. "I learned that no
fewer than a dozen people swore to Donnie's level of intoxication the night of
the murder— some of them friends of his, some not. Doesn't necessarily let
him off the hook.
"I learned
there was no semen found during the autopsy. The mutilation made it difficult to
find out if she'd been raped, but then again, it just may not have been there.
That makes me nervous."
"Why is
that?"
"This jerk running around
out there now. I responded to the first call—Jennifer Nolan. No semen and
the guy was wearing a Mardi Gras mask. Pam Bichon: no semen and a Mardi Gras
mask left behind."
"Copycat,"
Fourcade said. "The mask was common
knowledge."
"And he also knew not
to come?"
"There's a certain rate
of dysfunction among rapists. Maybe he couldn't come. Maybe he used a rubber.
The cases are unrelated."
"That's
what I like about you, Nick," Annie said sarcastically. "You're so
open-minded."
"Don't become
distracted by irrelevant external
incidents."
"Irrelevant? How is a
serial rapist not
relevant?"
"From what I've heard,
there are more differences than similarities in the cases. One's a killer, one's
a rapist. The rape victims were tied up. Pam was nailed down—thank Christ
we managed to keep that out of the papers. The rape victims were attacked in
their homes, Pam was not. Pam Bichon was stalked, harassed. Were the others?
It's simple, sugar: Marcus Renard killed Pam Bichon, and someone else raped
these women. You better make up your mind 'bout which is your
focus."
"My focus is the truth,"
Annie said. "It's not my job to draw conclusions—or yours,
Detective."
"You saw Renard
today," he said, dismissing her argument and her point once
again.
Annie gritted her teeth in
frustration. "Yes. He left a message on my answering machine last night, asking
for my assistance in dealing with your little chance encounter. It seems the
deputy who answered the call yesterday was
unsympathetic."
"Where's the
tape?"
She dug the cassette
recorder out of her purse, turned the volume up, and set the machine on the
table. Fourcade stared down at the plastic rectangle as if he could see Renard
in it. He seemed to listen without breathing or blinking. When it was done, he
nodded and turned toward
her.
"Impressions?"
"He's
convinced himself he's
innocent."
"Persecution complex.
Nothing is his fault. Everybody's picking on
him."
"He's also convinced
himself I'm his friend."
"Good.
That's what we want."
"That's
what you want," she muttered behind his back. "As a family they'd make great
characters on The Twilight
Zone."
"He hates his mother,
resents his brother. Feels shackled to the both of them. This guy's head is a
psychological pressure cooker full of
snakes."
She couldn't argue with
Fourcade's diagnosis. It was his vehemence that bothered
her.
"What he said about that
truck—the guy that supposedly helped him with his car that night," she
said. "Did you check it
out?"
"Ran the partial plate
through DVM. Got a list of seventy-two dark-colored trucks. None of the owners
helped a stranded motorist that night." He gave her a sharp look. "What you
think, chère—you think I don't do my
job?"
Annie chose her words
carefully. "I think your focus was proving Renard's guilt, not verifying his
alibi."
"I do the job," he said
tightly. "I want my arrests to stand up in court. I do the job. I did it here. I
don't just think Renard is guilty. He is
guilty."
"What about New
Orleans?" The words were out before she could consider the folly of pushing him.
The necessity of trusting him and the reluctance to trust him were issues too
important to ignore, especially after his sin of omission regarding his visit to
Renard.
"What about
it?"
"You thought you knew who
did the Candi Parmantel
murder—"
"I
did."
"The charges against Allan
Zander were dismissed."
"That
doesn't make him innocent, sugar." He strode over to a neat stack of files on a
corner of the table, digging down to pull one out. "Here," he said, thrusting it
at her. "The DMV list. Call 'em yourself if you think I'm a
liar."
"I never said I thought
you were a liar," Annie mumbled, peeking inside the cover. "I just need to know
you didn't run through this case with blinders on, that's
all."
"Renard, he winning you
over, chère?" he asked sardonically. "Maybe that's what this is
all about, huh? He thinks you're pretty. He thinks you're cute. He thinks you'll
help him. Good. That's just what I want him to think. Just don't you believe
it."
She was pretty, Nick
thought, letting that simple truth penetrate his temper. Even with her hair a
mess and a cardigan two sizes too big swallowing her up. There was an earnest
quality to her that the job would eventually rub off. Not naivete, but the next
thing to it: idealism. The thing that made a good cop try harder. The thing that
could drive a good cop toward the line so that obsession could pull her over
it.
He skimmed his fingertips
down the side of her face. "I could tell you you're pretty. That's no lie. I
could tell you I need you, take you to my bed even. Would you trust me then more
than you trust a killer?" he asked, leaning
close.
The edge of the table bit
into the backs of Annie's thighs. His legs brushed against hers. His thumb
touched the corner of her mouth and everything inside her turned hot and
sensitive. She tried to catch a breath, tried to make sense of her response with
a mind that felt suddenly
numb.
"I don't trust Renard," she
said, her voice thready.
"Nor do
you trust me." His mouth was inches from hers, his eyes burning black. He traced
his thumb down her throat to the hollow at the base of it where her pulse
throbbed.
"You're the one who
said trust is of no use in an
investigation."
He arched a brow.
"You investigating me,
chère?"
"No. This
isn't about you." Even as she said it, she wondered. The case was about one
woman's death and one man's guilt, but it was also about so much
more.
"No," Nick said, though he
wasn't certain whether he was just repeating her answer or issuing a command to
himself. He took half a step back to break contact, to distance his senses from
the soft, clean scent of
her.
"Don't you help him,
'Toinette," he said, brushing back a stray lock of her hair. "Don't let him use
you. Control." He curled his hand into a fist as he pulled it from her cheek.
"Control."
I'm not the one in
danger of losing it, Annie thought, ignoring the telltale shiver that ran
through her. Fourcade dug a cigarette out of a stray pack on the table and
walked away, trailing smoke. The truth was, she didn't feel she'd ever had
control. The case had swept her up and swept her along, taking her places she
hadn't expected to go. To this man, for
instance.
"I should go," she
said, talking to his back as he stood at one of the dormer windows. "It's
late."
"I'll walk you down." His
mouth twitched as he turned around. "Check that Jeep for
snakes."
The night was soft with
humidity, cool as a root cellar and rich with the fecund scent of earth and
water. In the blackness beyond the fall of Fourcade's porch light, a pair of
horned owls called in eerie
harmony.
"Uncle Sos used to tell
all the kids the stories about the loup-garou," she said, looking off
into the darkness. "How they prowled the night looking for victims to cast their
spells on. Scared the pee out of
us."
"There's worse things out
there than werewolves,
sugar."
"Yeah. And it's our job
to catch them. Somehow that seems a more daunting prospect in the dead of
night."
"Because the darkness is
their dimension," he said. "You and I, we're supposed to walk the edge in
between and pull them from their side to the other, where everyone can see what
they are."
It sounded like a
mythic task that would require Herculean strength. Maybe this was why Fourcade
had shoulders like a bull—because of the strain, the weight of the
world.
She climbed up into the
Jeep and tossed the DMV records on the passenger's
seat.
"You watch yourself,
'Toinette," he said, closing the door. "Don't let the loup-garou get
you."
24
It wasn't a fictitious
creature she had to worry about, Annie thought as she drove the road that cut
through the dense woods. All the trouble she was facing had to do with mortal
men: Mullen, Marcus Renard, Donnie Bichon—and
Fourcade.
Fourcade.
He
was as enigmatic as the loup-garou. A mysterious past, a nature as dark
and compelling as his eyes. She told herself she didn't like that he had touched
her, but she had allowed it and her body had responded in a way that wasn't
smart. Her life was enough of a mess at the moment without getting involved with
Fourcade.
"Don't go down there,
Annie," she muttered to
herself.
She tuned in to the
scanner to let the chatter distract her. Nothing much going on Sunday night.
What bars were open at all closed early, and the usual troublemakers refrained
out of token deference to the commandments. There was no traffic. The only life
she encountered was a deer darting across the road and a stray dog eating the
carcass of a dead armadillo. The world seemed a deserted place, except for the
lonely souls who called in to the talk radio station to speculate about the
possible return of the Bayou Strangler. No one had been strangled, but people
seemed confident it was just a matter of
time.
Annie listened with a mix
of fascination and disgust. The level of fear in the population was rising, and
the level of logic was falling in direct proportion. The Bayou Strangler had
come back from the dead. The Bayou Strangler had killed Pam Bichon. Conspiracy
theories were plentiful. Most centered on the cops having planted evidence four
years ago to pin the murders on Stephen Danjermond after he was already dead,
which tied in neatly with current theories about planted evidence implicating
Renard and damning
Fourcade.
Annie wondered if
Marcus Renard was listening. She wondered if the rapist was out there somewhere
soaking up the satisfaction of his infamy, smiling to himself as he listened. Or
was he out there somewhere selecting his next
victim?
Spooked, she pulled the
Sig from her duffel bag when she turned into the lot at the Corners. She locked
the Jeep and went up to her apartment, her senses tuned to catch the slightest
noise, the slightest movement. She twisted sideways as she worked the lock with
one hand, and looked out over the parking lot and past it. There were no lights
on at Sos and Fanchon's house. There seemed to be nothing stirring, and yet she
couldn't shake the feeling of eyes on her. Nerves strung too tight, she thought
as she let herself into the
house.
She had left a light on in
the apartment and added more to it as she made a systematic check of the rooms,
gun in hand. Only after that task was finished did she put the Sig Sauer away
and let go the anxiety that had gathered in tight knots in her shoulders. She
pulled a bottle of Abita from the refrigerator, toed off her sneakers, and went
to the answering machine.
With
all the angry calls since the Fourcade incident hit the airwaves, she had
considered unplugging the thing. What was the sense of offering convenience to
people who wanted only to abuse her? But there was always the chance of a call
on the case, or so she hoped.
The
tape spilled its secrets one at a time. Two reporters wanting interviews, two
verbal-abuse calls, a breather, and three hang-ups. Each call was unnerving in
its own way, but only one ran a shiver down her
back.
"Annie? It's Marcus." His
voice was almost intimate, as if he had called from his bed. "I just wanted to
say how pleased I was that you stopped by today. You can't know what it means to
me that you're willing to help. Everyone's been against me. I haven't had an
ally except for my lawyer. Just to have you listen ... to know you care about
the truth ... You can't know how
special—"
"I don't want to
know," she said, but stopped herself from touching the reset button and pulled
the cassette out instead. Fourcade would want to hear it. If things progressed
with Renard, it could conceivably be deemed evidence. If he became infatuated
with her ... If the attraction evolved into obsession ... Already he thought she
was his friend.
"Don't you
help him, 'Toinette. ... Don't let him use
you."
"And just what do you
think you're doing, Fourcade?" she murmured, slipping the tape into her sweater
pocket.
The faint scent of smoke
clung to her sweater. She let herself out the French doors onto the balcony for
a breath of cool air.
Far out in
the swamp an eerie green glow wobbled in the darkness—gases that had been
ignited by nature and were burning off untended. Nearer, something splashed near
the shore. Probably a coon washing his midnight snack, she told herself. But the
explanation had the hollow ring of wishful thinking and the sense of a larger
presence touched her like
eyes.
Hair rising on the back of
her neck, Annie did a slow scan of the yard—what she could see of
it—from Sos and Fanchon's house, along the bank and past the dock where
the swamp tour pontoons were tied up, to the south side of the building, where a
pair of rusty Dumpsters stood. Only the finest grains of illumination from the
parking-lot security light reached back here. Nothing moved. And still the
sensation of a presence closed like a hand on her
throat.
Slowly, Annie backed into
the apartment, then dropped to her belly on the floor and crawled back onto the
balcony to peer between the balusters. She did the scan again, following the
same route, slowly, her pulse thumping in her
ears.
The movement came at the
Dumpsters. Faint, with a whisper of sound. The shape of a head. An arm reaching
out. Black—all of it. A solid shadow. Moving toward the side of the
building, toward the stairs to her
apartment.
Annie scuttled
backward into the apartment, pushed the doors shut, and scrambled to her
bedroom, where she had left the Sig. Sitting on the floor, she checked the load
in the gun as she called 911 and reported the prowler. Then she waited and
listened. And waited. And waited. Five minutes ticked
past.
She thought about the
prowler, what his intentions might be. He could have been the rapist, but he
could as easily have been a thief. A convenience store on the edge of nowhere
would seem an easy target, and had been a target several times in the past.
Uncle Sos had taken to keeping the cash box under his bed and a loaded shotgun
in the closet— all against Annie's advice. If this was a burglar and he
didn't find what he wanted in the store ... if he went to the house in search of
the money...
The potential for
disaster turned Annie's stomach. She'd seen people shotgunned for fifty bucks in
a liquor-store cash register. When she worked patrol in Lafayette, she'd seen a
sixteen-year-old with his skull caved in because another kid wanted his starter
jacket. She couldn't sit in her apartment and wait while some creep drew a bead
on the only family she'd ever
had.
She slipped her sneakers on
and padded quietly to the bathroom and to the door behind the old claw-foot tub.
The hinges groaned as she eased it open. She slipped through the door onto the
seldom-used staircase that dropped steeply down into the stockroom of the store.
Back pressed to the wall, gun in hand, raised and ready, she strained to listen
for any sound of an intruder. Nothing. Slowly she descended one step at a
time.
The light from the parking
lot fell in the store's front windows like artificial moonlight. Annie moved
down the short rows of goods like a prowling cat. Her hands were sweating
against the Sig. She quickly dried one and then the other on the leg of her
jeans.
The front door seemed the
least risky place to exit. A thief would try to break in through the stockroom
door on the south side, out of sight from the house and from the road. And if
this wasn't a thief, if he was looking to gain access to the apartment, the only
way up was the stairs on the south side of the
building.
Annie let herself out
quickly and slipped around the corner to the north side of the building. Where
the hell was the radio car? It had to have been fifteen minutes since the call.
They could have sent the cavalry from New Iberia in less
time.
She made her way along the
building, ducking beneath the gallery as soon as she could, hoping she was
putting herself between the prowler and the house. She wanted to drive him away
from it, not toward it. To scare him off toward the levee road seemed safest,
though that was a likely spot for him to have hidden his
vehicle.
The smell of dead fish
was strong as she crept down the slope, holding herself steady against the
foundation of the building with one hand and stepping with caution to keep from
skidding on the crushed rock and clamshell. At the corner post of the gallery a
cat hunched over scavenged fish entrails, growling low in its
throat.
Annie could see no
movement in the direction of the house. Adjusting her grip on the gun, she took
a deep breath and stuck her head out around the corner. Nothing. Another deep
breath and she turned the corner, leading with the Sig. The Dumpsters sat past
the south end of the gallery.
She
moved quickly toward them, still close to the building. Sweat beaded on her
forehead and she resisted the urge to wipe it away. She was close now, she could
feel it, could feel the presence of another being. Her senses sharpened,
heightened. The sound of water dripping somewhere near seemed loud in her ears.
The stench of gutted fish nearly made her gag. The scent seemed wrong somehow,
but this wasn't the time to process that
information.
She held up at the
southeastern corner of the building, listening for the scrape of a foot on the
ground or on the staircase to her apartment. She gathered herself to move around
the corner, her mind racing ahead to visualize leading with the gun, focusing on
her target, shouting out the warning to hold it. But as she drew breath to call
out, a voice boomed behind
her.
"Sheriff's deputy! Drop the
gun!"
"I'm on the job!" Annie
yelled, uncocking the Sig and tossing it to the
side.
"On the ground! Now! Down
on the ground!"
"I live here!"
she called, dropping to her knees. "The prowler's around the
side!"
The cop didn't want to
hear it. He rushed up like a charging bull and clocked her between the shoulders
with his stick. "I said, get down! Get the fuck
down!"
Annie sprawled headlong on
the ground, starbursts lighting up behind her eyes. The deputy yanked her left
hand around behind her back and slapped on the cuff, twisted her right arm back
and did the same.
"I'm Deputy
Broussard! Annie
Broussard."
"Broussard? Really?"
The surprise wasn't quite genuine. He rolled her onto her back and shone his
flashlight in her face, blinding her. "Well, what d'ya know? If it ain't our own
little turncoat in the
flesh."
"Fuck yourself, Pitre,"
Annie snapped. "And get the cuffs off while you're at it." She struggled to sit
up. "What the hell took you so long? I called this in twenty minutes
ago."
He shrugged, unconcerned,
as he unlocked the handcuffs. "You know how it is. We gotta prioritize
calls."
"And where did this rank?
Somewhere below you paging through the latest
Penthouse?"
"You really
shouldn't insult your local patrol officer, Broussard," he said, rising, dusting
off the knees of his uniform. "You never know when you might need
him."
"Yeah,
right."
Annie scooped up the Sig
and pushed to her feet, biting back a
groan.
She rolled her shoulders
to try to dissipate the burning pain. "Great job, Pitre. How many home owners do
you normally assault in the course of a
shift?"
"I thought you was a
burglar. You didn't obey my commands to get down. You oughta know
better."
"Fine. It's my fault you
whacked me. Now how about helping me look for the crook? Though I'm sure he's
long gone after all your
bellowing."
Pitre ignored the
gibe, sniffing the air as they walked up around the corner to the south side of
the building. "Jesus, what's that smell?" he said, shining the light ahead of
them. "You been killing hogs or
something?"
Annie pulled her own
flashlight from the back waistband of her jeans. Dripping. She could
still hear dripping. It hit her as she walked beneath the staircase—a
drop, and then another—falling from the stairs that led up to her
apartment. She held her hand out and shone the beam of the flashlight on her
palm as another drop hit, and another.
Blood.
"Oh my God," she breathed,
bolting out from under the grisly
shower.
"Christ Almighty," Pitre
muttered, backing up.
The crushed
shell beneath the staircase was red with it, as if someone had rolled an open
can of paint down the steps. And hanging down between the treads like ghoulish
tinsel were animal
entrails.
Annie wiped her hand on
her T-shirt and moved to the end of the staircase. Shining her light up to the
landing, she illuminated a trail of bloody carnage, intestines strung like a
garland down the steps.
"Oh my
God," she said again.
A memory
surfaced from a dark corner of her mind: Pam Bichon—stabbed and
eviscerated. Then a possibility struck her like a bolt of lightning and the
horror was magnified tenfold. Sos.
Fanchon.
"Oh, God. Oh, no.
No!" she screamed.
She wheeled
away from Pitre and ran, feet slipping and skidding on the crushed shell, down
the slope toward the dock. The beam of the flashlight waved erratically in front
of her. Sos. Fanchon. Her
family.
"Broussard!" Pitre
shouted behind her.
Annie threw
herself at the front door of the ranch house, pounding with the flashlight,
twisting the doorknob with her bloody hand. The door swung open and she fell
into Sos as a living room lamp went
on.
"Oh God! Oh God!" she
stammered, wrapping her arms around him in a frantic embrace. "Oh, thank
God!"
"It's pig innards,"
Pitre announced, poking at an intestine with his baton. "Lotta pigs getting
butchered this time of
year."
Annie was still shaking.
She paced back and forth at the base of her steps, fuming. Pitre had found the
five-gallon plastic bucket the stuff had come in and set it off to the side, in
view by the light now coming from the front window of the store. Annie wanted to
kick it. She wanted to pick it up and beat Pitre with it because he was handy
and he was a jerk. He was probably in on the joke. If it was a
joke.
"I wanna hear it from the
lab," she said.
"What?
Why?"
"Because if a human body
turns up two days from now missing its plumbing, someone's gonna want it back,
Einstein."
Pitre made a
disgruntled sound. If it was evidence, he would have to deal with it, scrape it
back into the bucket, and haul it away in his
car.
"It's pig innards," he
insisted again.
Annie glared up
into his face. "Are you so sure because you don't wanna deal with it or because
you know?"
"I don't know
nothin'," he grumbled.
"If Mullen
is behind this, you tell him I'll kick his ass all the way to
Lafayette!"
"I don't know nothing
about it!" Pitre griped. "I answered your call. That's all I
did!"
"Who's this Mullen,
chère?" Sos demanded. "Why for he'd do somethin' like dis to
you?"
Annie rubbed a hand across
her forehead. How could she possibly explain? Sos had never been happy with her
choice of profession in the first place. He'd love to hear how deputies were
trying to run her out of the department. And if it wasn't Mullen, then
who?
"A bad joke, Uncle
Sos."
"A joke?" he huffed,
incredulous. "Mais non. You didn' come laughin' to me, chérie.
Ain' nothin' funny 'bout
dis."
"No, there isn't," Annie
agreed.
Fanchon looked up the
stairs where half a dozen cats had come to feast on the entrails. "Dat's some
mess, dat's for sure."
"Deputy
Pitre and I will clean it up, Tante. It's evidence," Annie said. "You both go on
back to bed. This is my mess. I'm sorry I woke
you."
It took another five
minutes of arguing to convince them to go home and leave the mess. Annie didn't
want them touched by this act any more than they had been. As they finally
walked away, a residual wave of the panic she had felt for them washed through
her. The world had gone mad. That she could have thought someone could have
butchered Sos and Fanchon was proof of it. Deep inside, she was just as afraid
as everyone else in the parish that evil had leached up from hell to contaminate
their world and devour them
all.
She wished for more reasons
than one that she could pin this undeniably on Mullen. But the more she thought
on it, the less certain she felt. Keying her out on the radio was simple,
anonymous. The snake in her Jeep had been easily managed, but this ... Too much
chance of being caught red-handed, literally. And the correlation to Pam Bichon
was unnerving.
At Annie's
insistence, Pitre hiked up onto the levee road with her and shone his light
around. Animal eyes glowed red as the beam cut across woods and brush. If there
had ever been a car parked along here, it was long gone now. There were no
bloody footprints. Tires made no useable impression on the rock
road.
It was nearly three A.M. by
the time Annie trudged back up to her apartment via the in-store stairs. Her
muscles ached. The pain between her shoulder blades where Pitre had struck her
had a knifelike quality. At the same time, she was too wired to
sleep.
She pulled another Abita
from the fridge, washed down some Tylenol, and plopped down in a chair at the
kitchen table, where her own notes on Pam Bichon's homicide were still spread
out.
She picked up the chronology
and glanced over the
entries.
10/9 1:45
A.M.: Pam again reports a prowler. No suspect
apprehended.
10/10:
On leaving house for school bus, Josie Bichon discovers the mutilated remains of
a raccoon on the front
step.
Marcus Renard
wanted to be her friend. He had wanted to be Pam Bichon's friend, too. Pam had
rejected him. Annie had called him a killer to his face. Pam was dead. And Annie
was lining herself up to take Pam's place in his life. Because she wanted to
play detective, because she needed to find justice for a woman trapped in the
shadowland of victims.
She had
never imagined she might run the risk of ending up there
herself.
25
"I was thinking maybe I
could go into Records and Evidence," Annie said as she slid into the chair in
front of Noblier's desk. She'd had all of three hours' sleep. She looked like
hell already; lack of sleep wasn't going to alter the package
noticeably.
The sheriff had
apparently spent Sunday recuperating from the lousy past week. His cheeks and
nose were sunburned, evidence of a day in his bass boat. He looked up at her as
if she'd volunteered to clean
toilets.
"Records? You want to go
to Records?"
"No, sir. I want to
stay on patrol. But if I can't do that, I'd like to go somewhere I haven't been.
Learn something new."
Annie
struggled for visible enthusiasm. Sworn personnel were seldom wasted on jobs
like records, but he was going to waste her no matter where he put
her.
"I suppose you can't hardly
cause any trouble there," he muttered, petting his coffee
mug.
"No, sir. I'll try not to,
sir."
He mulled it over while he
took a bite out of his blueberry muffin, then nodded. "All right, Annie, Records
it is. But I've got something else I need you to do first today. Another
learning experience, you might say. Go see my secretary. She'll lay it all out
for you."
"McGruff the
Crime Dog?"
Annie stared in
horror at the costume hanging before her in the storage room: furry limbs and a
trench coat. The giant dog head sat on top of the giant dog
feet.
Valerie Comb smirked. "Tony
Antoine usually does it, but he called in
sick."
"Yeah, I bet he
did."
Noblier's secretary handed
her a schedule. "Two appearances this morning and two this afternoon. Deputy
York will do the presentation. All you have to do is stand
around."
"Dressed up like a giant
dog."
Valerie sniffed and fussed
with the chiffon scarf she had tied around her throat in a poor attempt to hide
a hickey. "You're lucky you got a job at all, you ask
me."
"I
didn't."
"You got ten minutes to
get to Wee Tots," she said, sauntering toward the door. "Better shake a leg,
Deputy. Or is that wag your
tail?"
"You'd know more about
that than I would," Annie muttered under her breath as the door closed, leaving
her with her new alter ego.
A
learning experience.
She learned
she would rather have worn the giant head out of the closet and down the halls
of the station, thereby disguising herself completely and avoiding humiliation.
But she also learned that she couldn't put the head on without help. It was as
heavy and unwieldy as a Volkswagen bug. Her one attempt to get it on threw her
off balance, and she staggered into a steel shelving unit, bounced off, and went
dog head—first into the paper recycling
bin.
She learned she couldn't
drive wearing giant dog feet. She learned there was no ventilation inside the
suit, and the thing smelled worse than any real dog she'd ever
encountered.
She learned York the
Dork took his McGruff-detail duties far too
seriously.
"Can you bark?" he
asked as he adjusted her head. They stood in the small side parking lot at the
Wee Tots Nursery School. His uniform was spotless, starched stiff. The creases
in his pants looked sharp enough to slice
cheese.
Annie glared out of the
tiny eyeholes in McGruff's partly opened mouth. "Can I what?" she asked, her
voice muffled.
"Bark. Bark like a
dog for me."
"I'm going to
pretend you didn't say that to
me."
York's little paintbrush
mustache twitched with impatience. He moved around behind her and adjusted the
brown tail that stuck out the back vent on the trench coat. "This is important,
Deputy Broussard. These children are depending on us. It's our job to teach them
safety and to teach them that law enforcement personnel are their friends. Now
say something the way McGruff
might."
"Get your hands off my
tail or I'll bite you."
"You
can't say that! You'll frighten the
children!"
"I was talking to
you."
"And your voice has to be
much deeper, more growly. Like this." He moved before her once again and
prepared himself physically for the role, hunching his shoulders and making a
face that looked like Nixon. "Hello, boys and girrrls," he said in his best
cartoon dog voice, which sounded like Nixon. "I'm McGrrruff the Crime Dog!
Together we can all take a bite out of
crrrime!"
"Yeah, you're a regular
Scooby-Doo, York. You wanna wear this
outfit?"
He straightened himself
at the affront. "No."
"Then shut
up and leave me alone. I'm in no
mood."
"You have an attitude
problem, Deputy," he declared, then turned on his heel and marched toward the
side entrance of the school in his stick-up-the-butt
gait.
Annie waddled along behind,
tripped on the steps, landed on her giant dog snout. York heaved a
long-suffering sigh, righted her, and guided her into the
building.
A learning
experience.
She learned that she
had no mobility in a dog suit and no dexterity wearing paws. She learned that
she was at a gross disadvantage being able to see only a small square of the
world through McGruff's mouth. Toddlers existed entirely beneath that field of
vision—and they knew it. They stomped on her feet and pulled her tail. One
leapt from a desktop, yodeling like Tarzan and grabbed the big pink tongue
lolling out of McGruff's mouth. Another sneaked in close and peed on her
foot.
By the time they finished
their program at Sacred Heart Elementary that afternoon, Annie felt like a
pinata that had weathered the beating of one too many birthday revelers. York
had stopped speaking to her altogether—but not before assuring her he
would be reporting her uncooperative behavior to Sergeant Hooker and possibly
even to the sheriff. According to him, she was a disgrace to crime dogs
everywhere.
Annie stood on the
sidewalk outside Sacred Heart with her McGruff head under her arm and watched
York storm off to his cruiser. School was letting out. A herd of third graders
dashed past her, barking. A bigger kid grabbed her tail and spun her around,
never breaking stride on his way to the
bus.
"This doesn't look good,"
Josie said soberly. She stood on the steps with her arms around her backpack,
her hair swept away from her face with a wide purple
band.
"Hey, Jose, where y'at?"
Annie said.
The girl shrugged,
casting her gaze at the
ground.
"You're gonna miss your
bus."
Josie shook her head. "I'm
supposed to go to the lawyer's office. Grandma and Grandpa Hunt are having a
meeting. They let him out of jail yesterday, you know. We went to get him
instead of going to church. I guess hardly anybody that breaks the law has to
stay in jail, huh?"
"They let him
out on bail?" Annie asked. Who would have thought Pritchett would move on
Sunday? No one— that was the point. The offices were officially shut down,
which made it a perfect day for clandestine maneuvers. The family didn't want
the press making hay off them. Pritchett didn't want to upset the Davidsons any
more than necessary. The Davidsons had a great many more friends among the
voting constituency than Marcus
Renard.
Josie shrugged again as
she descended the steps and headed for the playground. "I guess. I don't
understand, but nobody wanted to talk about it. Grandpa Hunt especially. When he
got home, he went fishing all alone, and when he came back he went into his
study and didn't come
out."
Instead of going to the
empty swing set, she sat down on a fat railroad tie that edged a patch of
pansies beneath the shade of a live oak. Annie dropped the McGruff head on the
asphalt and sat down beside her, rearranging her tail as best she could. On the
other side of the school, the buses were roaring
off.
"I know it's confusing for
you, Jose. This is confusing for a lot of grown-ups,
too."
"Grandma says that
detective tried to beat up the guy that killed my mom, but you stopped
him."
"He was breaking the law.
Cops are supposed to enforce the law; they shouldn't ever break it. But just
because I stopped Detective Fourcade doesn't mean I won't still try to get the
guy that killed your mom. Do you
understand?"
Josie turned
sideways and reached out to touch a lavender pansy with her fingertip. A single
tear slipped down her cheek and she whispered,
"No."
She hung her head a little
lower, her curtain of dark hair falling to hide her face. When she finally
spoke, her voice was tiny and trembling. "I ... I really miss my
mom."
Annie reached out with a
paw and gathered Josie close to her side. "I know you miss her, sweetheart," she
said against the top of Josie's head. "I know exactly how much you miss her. I'm
so sorry any of this had to happen to
you."
"I want her back," Josie
sobbed out against the trench coat. "I want her to come back and I know she's
never going to and I hate it!"
"I
know you do, honey. Life shouldn't have to hurt so
much."
"Sister Celeste says I
sh-shouldn't be mad at G-God, but I
am."
"Don't you worry about God.
He's got a lot to answer for. Who else are you mad at? Are you mad at
me?"
The little girl
nodded.
"That's okay. But I want
you to know I'm doing my best to help, Jose," she murmured. "I promised you I
would, and I am. But you have every right to be mad at whoever you want. Who
else are you mad at? Your
dad?"
She nodded
again.
"And your
grandma?"
Another
nod.
"And Grandpa
Hunt?"
"N-no."
"Who
else?"
Josie went still for a
moment. Annie waited, anticipation born of hard experience thickening in her
chest. A desultory breeze stirred the heads of the pansies. A painted bunting
flitted down from an azalea bush to pluck at a crust of bread some child had
peeled from a lunch sandwich and
abandoned.
"Who else,
Jose?"
The answer came in a small
voice brimming with pain.
"Me."
"Oh, Josie," Annie
whispered, hugging her tight. "What happened to your mom wasn't your
fault."
"I-I w-was g-gone to
Kristen's h-house. Maybe if—if I h-had been
home..."
Annie listened to the
stammered confession, feeling nine years old inside, remembering the horrible
burden of guilt no one had even suspected she carried. She had been with her
mama always, had watched over her during the bad spells and prayed for God to
make her happy. And the first time she'd gone away from home, Marie had ended
her own life. The weight of that had pressed down on her until she thought it
would crush her.
She remembered
going down the levee road, the taste of bitter tears as she had thrown her
stuffed Minnie Mouse into the water. The toy she had so cherished from her
first-ever vacation trip, the trip that had marked the end of her mother's life.
And she remembered Uncle Sos fishing the toy out of the reeds and sitting on the
bank with her on his lap, both of them crying, the soggy Minnie Mouse squished
between them.
"It wasn't your
fault, Josie," she murmured at last. "I thought that, too, when my mom died.
That maybe if I had been home I could have stopped it from happening. But we
can't know when bad things are coming to our lives. We can't control what other
people do.
"It's not your fault
your mom died, honey. That's someone else's fault, and he's going to be made to
pay. I promise. All I ask is for you to believe me when I tell you I'm your
friend. I'll always be your friend, Josie. I'll always try to be here for you
and I'll always try my hardest for
you."
Josie looked up at her. She
tried to smile. "Then how come you're dressed up like a
dog?"
Annie made a face. "A
temporary setback. It won't last. I'm told I make a crummy crime
dog."
"You were pretty bad,"
Josie admitted. She wrinkled her nose in distaste. "You smell really gross,
too."
"Hey, watch the insults,"
Annie teased. "I'll sic all my fleas on
you."
"Yuck!"
"Come
on, munchkin," she said, standing slowly. "I'll walk you downtown. You can help
me carry my head."
Lake
Pontchartrain shone metallic aqua, as flat as a coin and stretching north as far
as the eye could see, bisected by the Pontchartrain Causeway toll bridge.
Several boats skimmed the surface in the middle distance, their pilots playing
hooky from the usual Monday rigors of work. The view from this stretch of shore
was expensive. Real estate along this part of the lake was in the category of
"if you have to ask, you can't afford it." Duval Marcotte could afford
it.
His mansion was Italianate in
design, looking like something that would be more at home in Tuscany than
Louisiana. Soft white stucco and a red tile roof. Straight, elegant lines and
tall slim windows. An eight-foot-tall wall surrounded the property, but the iron
gates stood open, affording passersby a view of emerald lawn and lavish flower
gardens. A black Lincoln Town Car sat in the drive near the house. A
surveillance camera peered down from atop a
gatepost.
Nick drove past and
circled around. The service entrance stood open, as well. A florist's van sat
near the kitchen entrance of the house with its doors gaping wide. Nick parked
his truck outside the gate and walked to the house, grabbing an enormous
arrangement of spring flowers out of the
van.
The kitchen was a hive of
activity. A thin woman was overseeing two aproned assistants in the making of
canapes. Two more women were unloading trays of champagne glasses onto the
granite top of another work island. A brawny boy of twentysomething emerged from
a door with a case of champagne and carried it to a table at the direction of a
small effeminate blond man in gold-rimmed glasses, who then swung toward Nick.
"Take that to the red parlor. It goes on the round mahogany table near the
fireplace."
A maid swung the
kitchen door open for him.
He had
been in this house twice and had memorized the layout, could see in his mind's
eye every stick of antique furniture and every painting that hung on the walls.
The red parlor was on the left at the front of the house, a room that looked as
if it might have hosted Napoleon, the decor Second Empire, ornate and
ostentatious.
Nick set the
arrangement on the round mahogany table and walked quickly down the hall of the
east wing, his running shoes all but silent against the polished floor. He
bypassed the main staircase in favor of the stairs at the far end of the hall.
Marcotte's office was on the second floor of the east wing. A man of habit, he
worked from home Mondays and Fridays. Business associates Marcotte wouldn't be
seen with at his offices on Poydras Street in the central business district of
New Orleans came to his home on a regular basis. Nick thought of the Town Car in
the drive and frowned.
He would
have been better off waiting, coming in late to surprise Marcotte in his bed,
but that would have given Marcotte too good an excuse to shoot him or have him
shot as an intruder. He was here for business, not revenge, he reminded himself
as he ducked into a bathroom and shut the door behind
him.
He stared at himself in the
mirror above the pedestal sink. He wore a loose-fitting black sport coat over
his white T-shirt, the cut of the jacket hiding the shoulder rig and the Ruger
P.94 semiautomatic. His color was high along his cheekbones. His pulse was
pounding a little too hard, and anticipation coated his mouth with a taste like
copper. He hadn't seen Marcotte in more than a year, hadn't planned to see him
ever again. He had done his best to close the door on that chapter of his life,
and now he found himself sneaking back through
it.
Closing his eyes, he breathed
deeply, filled his lungs, and tried to still his mind. Calm, center, focus.
Why was he here? Nothing visible tied Marcotte to the Bichon case. He had
checked out every New Orleans number on Donnie's phone records from before the
murder, finding no direct link to Marcotte. A relief. He didn't want to
strengthen Donnie's motive for killing Pam when he knew in his gut Renard was
the murderer. If Donnie had contacted Marcotte after Pam's death, Nick had no
way of knowing. There was no cause to confiscate Bichon's phone records for that
period of time. And if Donnie had contacted Marcotte after the fact, that took
Marcotte out of the loop for the
murder.
But even after reciting
that logic, the uneasiness lingered. The spectre of Marcotte loomed in the
shadows at the periphery of the case. Donnie needed Pam's case closed before he
could move on plans to sell the realty. If Renard were taken out, the case would
likely go away. If Nick was the one to take Renard out, and if he went down for
doing the deed, he would then be removed from Marcotte's new playing
field.
He let the air escape
slowly between his lips. Calm, center, focus. He couldn't let the past
press into this. He had to isolate the present, deal with the moment, think
forward. Control. He stepped back into the hall and walked down to the
lacquered cypress double
doors.
Marcotte's young male
secretary sat at a French desk in the small outer office. "Can I help
you?"
"I'm here to see
Marcotte."
The secretary took in
Nick's appearance with suspicion and disapproval. "I'm sorry, you don't have an
appointment."
"Don't be sorry.
He'll see me."
"Mr. Marcotte is a
very busy man. He's in a
meeting."
Nick leaned across the
desk and grabbed hold of the man's necktie just below the knot, twisting it
tight around his fist. The secretary's eyes went wide and a strangled sound of
surprise leaked out of
him.
"You're being very rude,
college boy," Nick said softly. They were nearly nose to nose. "Lucky for you
I'm such a patient guy. Me, I believe in giving people a second chance. Now why
don't I unchoke you, and you can buzz Mr. Marcotte? You tell him Nick Fourcade
is here on business."
Nick let
him go and the secretary fell back in his chair, sucking in air. He reached for
the phone and pressed the intercom
button.
"I'm sorry to interrupt
you, Mr. Marcotte." He tried to clear his throat, but the raspy edge remained in
his voice. "There's a Nick Fourcade here to see you. He was adamant that I let
you know."
No reply issued from
the machine. Nick tapped his toe impatiently. A moment later the double doors to
Marcotte's inner sanctum swung open and four men stepped
out.
Nick assessed the company
quickly, stepping toward the nearest wall. First came Vic "The Plug" DiMonti, a
mob boss of middling rank in greater New Orleans. He was built like a small cube
with stubby legs and arms. In contrast, the muscle that flanked him was
oversized, a matched set of steroid-pumped knee busters with crew cuts, no
necks, and round Armani
sunglasses.
Marcotte stayed in
the open doorway as the wiseguys walked out. He looked like the most ordinary of
men in dress trousers and a pin-striped shirt with the sleeves rolled up, his
tie a neat bloodred strip. Slim, sixty, bald on top. He was famous for his
smile. His eyes were kindly. And inside his chest, his heart was a small black
atrophied lump. He was lavishly benevolent, impressively humble, secretly
vicious. He had bought and paid handsomely for a sterling image, and the few
people in New Orleans's high circles who knew that gladly looked the other
way.
"Well, if it isn't my old
friend, Nick Fourcade!" he said, chuckling, jovial, flashing the kind of
bonhomie reserved for old and dear acquaintances. "This is a
surprise!"
"Is
it?"
"Come in, Nick," he offered
with a grand gesture. "Evan, bring us coffee, will
you?"
"I won't be staying," Nick
said as he stepped past his host into the
office.
He was impressed against
his will by the view of the lake through the Palladian window that centered the
main wall. The room itself was no less impressive. The carpet was plush gray, a
shade lighter than the walls. Objets d'art were displayed at intervals along the
walls. The furnishings were museum
quality.
"You've got a long drive
back home," Marcotte said, rounding his massive desk. "I hear you've made quite
a name for yourself out there in the Cajun
nation."
Nick made no comment. He
positioned himself behind a Louis XIV armchair at one end of the desk, with the
doors in view. He rested his hands on the back of the chair. Marcotte was the
antithesis of everything he believed in: morality, justice, personal
accountability. Nick had dreamed of punishing Marcotte for it, but there was no
way of doing it without corrupting himself. The catch only fueled his
anger.
"What brings you to my
neck of the woods, Detective?" Marcotte asked. "Aside from incredible nerve,
that is."
Elbows braced on the
arms of his executive's chair, he pressed his fingertips into a pyramid and
swiveled the chair slowly back and forth. "I'd say it might be the party I'm
throwing tonight, but I'm afraid your name is not on the guest list. Can't be
official business: You are far out of your jurisdiction. Besides, I understand
you've had a little professional setback
recently."
"What do you know
about that?"
"What I read in the
papers, Nick, my boy. Now what can I do for
you?"
Marcotte's calm amazed him.
The man had ruined him and he sat here as if there could be no hard feelings, as
if it had meant nothing to
him.
"Answer me a question," he
said. "When did you first discuss the possible sale of Bayou Realty with Donnie
Bichon?"
"Who is Donnie
Bichon?"
"You're reading the
papers, you know who he is."
"You
have some reason to believe I've spoken with him? Why would I be interested in
some little backwater real estate
company?"
"Oh, let me think."
Nick touched two fingers to his temple to emphasize the effort of concentration.
"Money? Making money. Hiding money. Laundering money. Take your pick. Maybe your
friend Vic the Plug, he's looking for a little lightweight investment. Maybe you
got some senators in your pocket, ready to bring riverboat gambling to the
basin. Maybe you know something the rest of us
don't."
Marcotte's face went
flat. "You're offending me,
Detective."
"Am I? Well, hell,
what else is new?"
"Nothing. You
are as tedious as ever. I'm a well-respected businessman, Fourcade. My
reputation is above
reproach."
"What kind of money
does it take to buy a reputation like that? You pay extra depending on what
crooks you wanna consort
with?"
"Mr. DiMonti owns a
construction firm. We're developing a project
together."
"I'll bet you are. You
gonna bring him and his goons out to Bayou Breaux with
you?"
"You're mentally deranged,
Fourcade. I have no interest in some snake-infested swamp
town."
Nick lifted a finger in
warning. "Ah. Watch what you say, Marcotte. That's my snake-infested swamp
town—the one you drove me to. I don't wanna see your face there. I don't
wanna smell the stink of your
money."
Marcotte shook his head.
"You don't learn, do you, swamp rat? I've been a perfect host to you, and you
abuse me. I could have you arrested if I wanted to. How would that look in your
file? Like you've lost your marbles, I'd say. Beating up suspects, driving all
the way to New Orleans to harass a well-known businessman and philanthropist.
You annoy me, Fourcade, like a mosquito. The last time I swatted you away. Don't
pester me again."
The door swung
open, and the secretary carried in a silver tray set with a small coffee urn and
bone china demitasse cups. The dark aroma of burned chicory filled the
room.
"Never mind the coffee,
Evan," Marcotte said, never taking his eyes off Nick. "Detective Fourcade has
worn out his welcome."
Nick
winked at the secretary as he moved toward the door. "You drink mine, mon
ami. I hear it's good for a sore
throat."
He went back down the
side stairs and let himself out through the solarium to avoid the crowd in the
kitchen. The florist's van was gone. Vic DiMonti's thugs were
not.
One stepped out from behind
a potting shed to block the path to the gate. Nick pulled up ten feet from them
and assessed his options. Stand his ground or run back the way he'd come, though
he had the sinking feeling Meathead Number Two had already eliminated the second
choice. The scuff of large feet on the brick path behind him confirmed the
reality. Then DiMonti himself emerged from the potting shed with a hickory spade
handle balanced in his thick
paws.
"I got no quarrel with you,
DiMonti," Nick said. He kept his weight on the balls of his feet and his eyes on
the thug in front of him. He could see the reflection of the twin in the man's
sunglasses.
"I remember you,
Fourcade," DiMonti said. His accent was the near Brooklynese of the Irish
Channel part of town, befitting a movie mobster. "You're some kind of head case.
They threw you off the force." He barked a laugh. "That's gotta take some
doing—getting thrown off the
NOPD."
"It was nothing," Nick
said. "Ask your friend
Marcotte."
"That's a good point
you bring up, Fourcade," DiMonti said, tapping the spade handle against his
palm. "Mr. Marcotte is a close personal friend of mine and a valued business
associate. I don't want him upset. You see where I'm going with
this?"
"Absolutely. So tell Tiny
here to step aside and I'll be on my
way."
DiMonti shook his head
sadly. "I wish it were that simple, Nick. Can I call you Nick? You see, I think
you got what they call a pattern of behavior here. You maybe need a little
lesson from Bear and Brutus here to break you from that. Make you think twice
before you come back here. You see what I'm
saying?"
He saw Brutus behind him
looming larger in Bear's
sunglasses.
A spinning kick
caught Brutus in the face, broke his nose and sunglasses, and sent him down on
the brick path like a felled tree. Nick spun the other way, blocking a
roundhouse right and popping Bear hard in the diaphragm. It was like hitting
brick.
The thug caught him with a
solid jab, and blood filled Nick's mouth. He brought his right foot up and hit
Bear square in the knee, forcing the joint to bend in a way nature never
intended. Howling, clutching at the knee, the thug doubled over, and Nick hit
him with a combination that split his lip and sprayed a fountain of
blood.
All he needed was Bear to
go down and he could break for the gate. He didn't want to pull the Ruger.
DiMonti hadn't come here to kill him and he wouldn't want the complications, but
neither would he hesitate to do it. The Plug had dumped his share of bodies in
the swamp. One more punch and Bear would be gone. But before Nick could draw
back, DiMonti swung the spade handle like a baseball bat and caught him hard
across the kidneys.
DiMonti swung
again and Nick staggered forward, struggling to keep his feet under him, to keep
moving. If he could
run—
The thought was cut
short as Brutus tackled him from behind and he went down face-first on the
bricks. Then the world went black, and Nick's final thought was that it was
probably just as well.
26
Annie blew out a sigh and
dug through the stacks of paperwork, unearthing a packet of microcassette tapes
labeled RENARD in Fourcade's bold caps. Interview tapes, no doubt made in his
pocket. The official tapes would never have been allowed out of the sheriff's
department, but Fourcade lived by his own set of rules—some of which she
condoned, and others...
It made
her uneasy thinking about it. Where would she draw the line? And where would he?
She was breaking rules by involving herself in this case, but she felt it was
justified, that she owed her allegiance to a higher authority. And was that what
Fourcade had been thinking when he'd confronted Renard in that parking lot? That
justice was a higher power than the
law?
Where the hell was he? she
wondered as she dug through her purse for her tape recorder. For a man who had
been suspended and warned off the case, he certainly got
around.
"Maybe he's out planting
evidence for you to find, Annie," she muttered, then chided herself for
it.
She didn't believe he had
planted the ring just because he'd been accused of doing it before. No one had
proven the allegations made during the Parmantel murder investigation. Fourcade
had resigned from the NOPD before anyone got the chance. The hoopla had died
down and the case had gone
away.
That right there made Annie
think something was hinky about the charges. The case had gone away and no civil
suit had been filed. Anybody with half a beef against the cops these days filed
a civil suit. Allan Zander, the man Fourcade had accused of killing the hooker,
Candi Parmantel, had just faded back into
anonymity.
She told herself none
of that mattered as she loaded tape number one into the player. Fourcade wanted
to keep his past to himself, and all she wanted was to close this homicide. The
rest was just baggage.
She hit
the play button and set the machine on the
table.
Fourcade tided the
interview with Marcus Renard. He stated the date, time, and case number; his own
name, rank, and badge number. Stokes stated his name, rank, and badge number.
Chairs scraped against the floor, papers were
shuffled.
Fourcade: "What'd you
think of that murder, Mr.
Renard?"
Renard: "It's—it's
horrible. I can't believe it. Pam ... My
God..."
Stokes: "Can't believe
what? That you could butcher a woman that way? Surprised yourself, did
you?"
Renard: "What? I don't know
what—You can't think I could do that! Pam was—I would
never—"
Stokes: "Come on,
Marcus. This is your ol' buddy Chaz you're talking to. I didn't fall off the
turnip truck yesterday. You and me, we been having this same conversation now
for what—six, eight weeks? Only this time you did something more than just
look. Am I right? You got sick of looking. You got sick of her turning you
down."
Renard: "No. It
wasn't—"
Stokes: "Come on,
Marcus, get straight with
this."
Fourcade: "Let's give him
the benefit, Chaz. You tell us, Mr. Renard. Where were you last Friday
night?"
Renard: "Am I being
charged with something? Should I have a lawyer
present?"
Fourcade: "Me, I dunno,
Mr. Renard. Should you have a lawyer present? We just want you to set us
straight, that's all."
Renard:
"You have nothing to tie me to this. I'm an innocent
man."
Stokes: "You wanted her,
Marcus. I been here all along, remember? I know how you followed her around,
sent her little notes, little presents. I know that was you calling her up,
hanging around her house. I know what you did to that woman, and you might as
well confess, Marcus, 'cause you can bet your ass we're gonna prove it, Nicky
and me. If I'm lyin', I'm
dyin'."
The rumble of an engine
broke Annie's concentration. She clicked the cassette player off and listened
for a car door slamming. When the sound didn't come, she rose from her chair,
sliding the Sig out of her
purse.
The small window on the
end of the house afforded a view of nothing. The night was black as pitch.
Fourcade's retreat was stuck in the hip pocket of civilization, readily
accessible to the animals that prowled the swamp—a fair number on two
legs. Poachers and thieves and worse. Society's ragged
fringe.
Last night came back to
her in a rush. Who would be her enemy
here?
No one could have followed
her without her knowing it, which eliminated anyone from the department. A
random attack by the roving rapist seemed unlikely. That predator knew the
lifestyles and habits of his victims. He hadn't chosen them by
accident.
Something thumped hard
against the floor of the gallery. Leading with the Sig, Annie let herself out
onto the landing.
"Nick? That
you?"
She waited, debating,
knowing she had already tipped her hand. Then came a low groan, the unmistakable
sound of pain.
"Fourcade?" she
called, easing down the stairs. "Don't make me shoot you. I've got a big gun,
you know."
He lay on the gallery
floor, the light spilling out the window illuminating his battered
face.
"Oh my Lord!" Annie stuck
the gun in her waistband and dropped down beside him. "What happened? Who did
this?"
Nick cracked open an eye
and looked up at her. "Never announce yourself until you know the situation,
Broussard."
"Man, even half dead
you're bossy."
"Help me
up."
"Help you up? I should call
an ambulance! Or I suppose I could shoot you and put you out of your
misery."
He winced as he tried to
push himself up onto his hands and knees. "I'm
fine."
Annie made a rude sound.
"Oh, excuse me, I mistook you for someone who'd had the shit beat out of
him."
"Mais yeah," he
mumbled. "That'd be me. It ain't the first time,
sugar."
"Why does that not
surprise me?"
He straightened
slowly, pain rippling through his body. "Come on, Broussard, quit gawking and
help me. If we're partners, we're
partners."
Annie moved around
beside him and let him hook an arm around her shoulders. "I don't mind saying
you're more than I bargained for,
Nick."
He leaned heavily against
her as she helped him into the house. They lurched past the front parlor like a
pair of winos. Annie glanced at the blood that dyed the front of his T-shirt and
muttered an expletive.
"Who did
this?"
"Friend of a
friend."
"I think you need
somebody to redefine that term for you. Where are we
going?"
"Bathroom."
She
steered him down the hall and nearly fell into the tub as she lowered him to sit
on the closed lid of the
toilet.
"God, are you sure you're
alive?" she said, squatting down in front of
him.
"Looks worse than it
is."
"I suppose you're gonna tell
me I should see the other
guy."
"They were ugly to start
with."
"They?
Plural?"
"Nothing's broke," Nick
said, fighting off another groan as the muscles in his back seized up. "I'll be
pissing blood tomorrow, that's
all."
He leaned his forearms on
his thighs and tried to concentrate on clearing away the dizziness. His head was
banging like a ten-pound hammer on a cast-iron
pot.
"Get me a whiskey," he
grumbled.
"Don't boss me around,
Fourcade," Annie said, digging through the small medicine cabinet. "I have it on
good authority you should never piss off your medical
personnel."
"Get me a whiskey,
please, Nurse
Ratched."
She peered over her
shoulder with a look of amazement. "You must have a concussion. You just
made a joke."
"It's in the
kitchen," he ground out between his teeth, three of which felt loose. "Third
cupboard on the right."
She went
out and came back moments later with a tumbler of Jack Daniel's. She took the
first shot herself.
"I want an
explanation, Fourcade. And don't jerk me around. I've got a bottle of peroxide
and I know how to use it."
She
set the whiskey on the sink and started to help him out of his
jacket.
"I can do it," he
protested.
"Oh, God, don't be
such a man. You can hardly
move."
Nick gave in and let her
remove his jacket and his shoulder rig with the
Ruger.
He was disgusted with
himself. He should have anticipated DiMonti's attack, should have known better
than to go out the same way he'd come in. He should have been fighting off the
knuckle hangover with greater success. He shouldn't have needed someone to take
care of him, and he couldn't allow himself to get used to it. He wasn't the kind
of man who could expect that kind of comfort. His was a solitary existence by
necessity. He had pared away the need for companionship to better focus on
building the broken pieces of himself into something
whole.
But the job was far from
finished, and he was tired and battered, and Annie Broussard's touch felt too
welcome.
He started to pull the
bloodstained T-shirt off himself, until the pain cracked across his back again,
as if DiMonti were right there with that damned spade
handle.
"I thank God daily that I
don't have testicles," Annie grumbled. "They obviously impair common
sense."
She began jerking the
T-shirt up his back, but her hands stilled before she was halfway. Angry red
welts lashed across the small of his back, blood pooling beneath them in bruises
as dark as thunderheads.
"Jesus,"
she breathed. She had to have hurt him just putting her arm around him to help
him into the house, and he hadn't made a sound. Damned stubborn man, she
thought. He'd probably gotten exactly what he
deserved.
"It's nothing," he
snapped.
She didn't comment but
moved more carefully as she peeled the T-shirt up. His skin was hot, the scent
of him masculine with a feral undertone. Sweat and blood, she told herself.
There was nothing sexual in it, nothing sexual in the act of undressing
him.
Her knuckles grazed his
collarbone. He was eye level with her breasts. The room suddenly seemed as small
as a phone booth.
Fourcade leaned
back as she stepped away, as if he may have felt it, too—the strange
magnetic pull. He pulled the T-shirt off his arms and threw it on the tile
floor. His chest was wide and hard-looking, covered with a mat of dark hair that
trailed down the center of a six-pack of stomach muscles and disappeared into
the waistband of his jeans.
Annie
swallowed hard and moved to the
sink.
"I'm waiting for that
explanation," she said. She waited another few minutes while she filled the sink
with warm water and soaked a
washcloth.
"I went to see
Marcotte. A friend of his took exception to my
visit."
"Gosh, imagine that." She
dabbed gingerly at the blood that had crusted along a cut on his cheekbone. "I'm
sure you were your usual charming self—spouting paranoid delusions,
accusing him of being the devil. What were you doing there in the first place?
Did you find something in Donnie's phone
records?"
"No, but I don't like
Marcotte's smell hanging around this. I wanted to rattle his
cage."
"And you got your bell
rung, instead. Careless."
It was.
He had said so himself countless times on the endless drive home. He was rusty,
and beyond that, he didn't think straight when it came to
Marcotte.
"So who were these
'friends'?"
"A couple of knee
busters belonging to Vic
DiMonti."
"Vic DiMonti. The
wiseguy Vic DiMonti?"
"C'est
vrai. You got it in one, angel. Didn't think a fine upstanding citizen like
Marcotte would know anyone like that, did you? Well, you'll never see them on
the society page together, that's for damn
sure."
He took a sip of the
whiskey while she rinsed the blood out of the washcloth. The liquor stung the
inside of his mouth where his teeth had cut into the soft tissue. It hit his
empty stomach with an acidic hiss that was followed closely by a warm, numbing
glow. He took another
drink.
"This should have
stitches," Annie muttered, staring at the cut that sliced his left
eyebrow.
She'd thought he was
insane when he'd first brought up the subject of Marcotte. She'd thought
Marcotte was just part of the baggage of his past that he dragged around behind
him and wouldn't let anyone see inside of. But if Marcotte was Donnie's secret
buyer, and if Marcotte consorted with mob types ... maybe Fourcade wasn't so
crazy after all.
"So what did
Marcotte have to say?"
"Nothing.
I didn't like the quality of his
silence."
"But if Donnie wasn't
in contact with him before the murder, then he's not a motive. What Donnie does
with his half of the company now is his own
business."
He took hold of her
wrist and pulled her hand away from his split chin. "The devil comes knocking at
your door, 'Toinette, don'tcha turn your back on him just 'cause he's late for
the first dance."
Annie's breath
caught at the leashed strength in his grip, at the dark fire in his eyes. This
was what she had warned herself away from—his intensity, his
obsessions.
"I'm in this to close
the homicide," she said. "Marcotte is your demon, not mine. I don't even know
what he did to win that exalted place in your
heart."
She had just finished
telling herself she didn't want to know, and yet she found herself holding her
breath as she waited for the
explanation.
"If we're
partners..." she whispered.
The
silence, the moment, took on a strange density, as clear and thick as water. The
air of expectation: too heavy to breathe, charged with electricity. The weight
of it was more than he wanted, the import beyond what he would have allowed
himself to consider. He wondered if she felt it, if she could recognize it for
what it was. Then he took a deep breath and stepped off that inner
ledge.
"I went looking for
justice," he said softly. "Marcotte bent it over my head like a tire iron. He
showed me a side to the system as tangled and oily as the innards of a
snake."
"You think Marcotte
killed that hooker?"
"Oh, no." He
shook his head slightly. "Allan Zander killed Candi Parmantel. Marcotte, he made
it all go away— and my career along with
it."
"Why would he do
that?"
"Zander is married to a
cousin of Marcotte. He's nobody, no social climber, just another jerk-off
white-collar working stiff. Frustrated with his job, disappointed in his
marriage, looking to take it all out on somebody. He left that girl, that
fourteen-year-old runaway who was selling her body so she could eat, dead in a
back-alley Dumpster like she was so much refuse. And Duval Marcotte covered it
up."
"You know this?" Annie asked
carefully. "Or you think it?"
"I
know. I can't prove it. I tried, and everything I tried turned back around on
me. I wasn't the one who tampered with the evidence or lost the lab
work."
"Nobody else thought it
was strange—all this stuff going wrong on one
case?"
"Nobody cared. What's
another dead hooker besides bad press? Besides, it didn't any of it look that
big. A bad test here, a piece of evidence gone there. You know what they say:
New Orleans is a marvelous place for
coincidence."
"But you weren't
the only detective on the case. What about your
partner?"
"He had a kid with
leukemia. Big-time medical bills. Who do you think he cared more about—his
child or some dead prostitute? I was the only player in the game who gave a damn
about that girl. I didn't want Marcotte's money, I wanted Marcotte, and most of
all I wanted Zander. Marcotte snapped me like a twig, and I couldn't prove a
goddamn thing. The more noise I made, the crazier I looked. The chief wanted my
ass on a platter. The captain wanted me out on a psych charge. My lieutenant
stuck his neck out and let me resign. I hear he's working security for some oil
company in Houston now."
Wincing,
he leaned over and dug his cigarettes and lighter out of his discarded jacket.
He shook one out and lit
up.
"Duval Marcotte, he does
something like that for a little nothing/nobody turd like Zander, what you think
he'd do for someone like Vic
DiMonti?"
Annie sat down on the
edge of the tub and stared at her hands. Fourcade wasn't telling her he had
crashed and burned in a big way. The rumors that had filtered out of New Orleans
on the blue grapevine had whispered words like crazy, paranoid, drunk,
violent. She thought of what he had said that night at
Laveau's.
"You afraid of me?
... You don't listen to
gossip?"
"I take it for
what it's worth. Half-truths, if
that."
"And how do you
decide which half is
true?"
"Do you believe me,
'Toinette?" he asked.
For a
moment the only sound was the insect buzz of the fluorescent lights that flanked
the medicine chest. It had been a long time since he'd cared if anyone believed
him— not facts and evidence, him. He had put away that need, but
now he felt the strange stirrings of hope in his chest, foreign fingers touching
him in a way that was intrusive and seductive, and ultimately
disturbing.
"It doesn't matter,"
he said, stubbing his cigarette out on the rim of the
sink.
"Yes, it does," Annie
corrected him. "Of course it does." She raked a hand back through her hair and
exhaled. "It must have been hell. I can't— No, I can imagine ... a little
bit. I've been learning lately about standing on the wrong side of an
issue."
"And I put you there,
didn't I, chère?" He reached out to touch her chin. His smile was
bitter and sad. "What a helluva team we make,
huh?"
She tried a smile to match
his. "Yeah. Who'd believe
it?"
"No one. But it's right, you
know. We want the same thing ... need the same
thing..."
His voice died to a
whisper as he realized the conversation had shifted onto a new plane, that what
was between them was attraction; that what he needed, what he wanted, was Annie.
And she knew it. He could see it in her eyes— the surprise, apprehension,
anticipation.
He slid his fingers
into her hair, leaned forward, and touched his mouth to hers experimentally. A
jolt went through him, a deep current that pulled at him, pulled him closer to
her. He settled his mouth against hers and tasted her, whiskey warm and sweet
with a kind of innocence he could barely remember. His hand cradled the back of
her head and he kissed her deeply, without reserve, his tongue sliding against
hers.
Annie sat frozen, paralyzed
by the emotions and sensations unleashed by his kiss. Heat, fear, need, a
dangerous excitement. It shocked her that she allowed him this intimacy, that
she wanted it. That she wanted him. Her tongue moved against his and he groaned
low in his throat.
The sense of
power that rose within her, the passion that rose with it, terrified her.
Fourcade was a man of dragons and deep secrets. If he wanted more than sex, he
would want her soul.
She pulled
away from the kiss, turned her face away, and felt his lips graze her
cheek.
"I can't do this," she
whispered. "You scare me,
Nick."
"What scares you? You
think I'm crazy? You think I'm
dangerous?"
"I don't know what to
think."
"Yes, you do," he
murmured. "You're just afraid to admit it. I think, chère, you
scare yourself."
He touched her
chin. "Look at me. What do you see in me that scares you? You see in me what
you're afraid to feel. You think if you go that deep you might drown, lose
yourself ... like me."
A fine
chill threaded through her. She pushed herself past it, pushed to her feet,
kicked awake what wits hadn't gone entirely
numb.
"You should be in
bed—and not with me," she said, letting the plug out of the sink. Her
heart was beating too fast. She couldn't quite get her breath. She fumbled with
the stopper and dropped it on the floor. "Take some aspirin. Take a cold shower.
You probably shouldn't drink too much in case you've got
a—"
He caught hold of her
wrist as if holding her physically could stop her from prattling on. Annie
looked at him with suspicion. She had let him cross a barrier, and suddenly he
could touch her. If he could touch her, he could pull her toward him, literally
and figuratively. She told herself she didn't want that. She couldn't handle
him, didn't know if she could trust him. She'd stood on the edge of a dark
parking lot and watched him beat a suspect
senseless.
"I need to go," she
said. "After last night, God knows what might be on the agenda
tonight."
"What happened last
night?" he asked, coming slowly to his
feet.
Annie backed into the hall,
trying to pass off a casual attitude she didn't feel. She told him in the
briefest detail, the way she would write a report—without emotion. Nick
propped himself up in the bathroom doorway, the near-empty glass of whiskey in
his hand. He seemed to concentrate on every word she
said.
"What did the lab say about
the entrails?"
"Nothing yet.
They'll call tomorrow. Pitre insisted it was pig intestines. It probably was. It
was probably Mullen and his band of merry jerks just trying to rattle me,
but..."
"But what?" Fourcade
demanded. "You got a feeling, 'Toinette, let's hear it. Speak your mind. Don't
be shy."
"Someone, presumably
Renard, left a mutilated animal on Pam's doorstep back in October. Now I'm
working the case and this
happens."
"You think it could
have been Renard."
"I don't know.
Does that make sense? He didn't start harassing Pam until she'd rejected him.
She rejected him, he punished her. He thinks I'm his champion. Why would he do
something to jeopardize
that?"
"Maybe punishment wasn't
his goal with Pam," Nick suggested. "He was always quick enough to offer his
concern after she had something bad
happen."
Annie nodded,
considering. "I know what it is to be persecuted," Renard had said to her
just yesterday. "We have that in
common."
"Whoever did
it—I'd like to wring their neck," she muttered. "It scared me. I hate
being scared. It pisses me
off."
Nick almost smiled. She was
working hard to be tough, to be a cop. But she'd never found herself involved in
anything like this—not with the case, not with him. He'd seen the
uncertainty in her eyes. He had to give her points for pushing past
it.
"Call me when you get home,"
he ordered. "Partner."
Annie
looked up at his battered face and felt that strange pull toward him. It scared
her. And it pissed her off. In ten days she would have to testify against
him.
"I have to..." She moved her
hand in the direction of the
door.
He nodded slightly. "I
know."
As she walked out of his
house, she had the distinct feeling that their parting words hadn't been about
leaving at all.
All she wanted
was to do the job, to find some closure for Josie, for Pam. She had never meant
to fall into this ... this—God, what could she even call this thing with
Fourcade? Attraction. It wasn't a relationship. She didn't want a relationship.
She didn't want ... to go that
deep.
Shit.
There
was still a light on in the store when she pulled in at the Corners, though
closing had come and gone an hour ago. Sos had probably been regaling his
cronies with the tale of the past night's adventure. But if he had had company,
they'd gone home. There were no other cars in the lot. Down the way, the light
burned low in the Doucets' living room. Tante Fanchon would be settling in for
the news, soaking her bunions in the minispa foot bath Annie had given her for
Christmas two years ago.
Annie
turned the Jeep off and sat looking up at the apartment, her thoughts drifting
back in time to her mother. Lovely Marie, so unto herself, so complicated, so
mysterious ... so deep. So deep she had drowned in herself, swamped by the
intensity of her emotions.
There
was nothing wrong in not wanting that. There was nothing wrong in staying safe
on the ledge above that
abyss.
She took a cleansing
breath, feeling silly for having overreacted. She barely knew Fourcade. He'd
stolen a kiss. Big deal.
She
wanted him. Big deal.
She
locked the Jeep, slung her duffel bag over her shoulder, and started toward the
building as Sos came out onto the
porch.
"Hey, chère,
what you doin', draggin' in dis hour?" he asked, grinning. "You on a hot
date or what?"
"I could ask you
the same," Annie retorted, shuffling toward the edge of the gallery. Sos had
left, the security lights on, something he rarely did because he had a grudge
against. the electric
company.
"Mais non!" He
laughed. "T'es en erreur. Your tante Fanchon, she'd take a stick
after me, chère. You know
it."
Annie managed a
smile.
"You been out with
Andre?"
"No."
"Why
not? How you ever gonna marry dat boy, you never see
him?"
"Uncle Sos..." She couldn't
bring herself to go into the speech, partly because of fatigue and partly
because of a vague sense of guilt she had no desire to
explore.
Sos stepped down off the
porch, his boots scuffing on the rock. "Hey, 'tite chatte," he said
softly, his face creasing into lines of concern. He touched her cheek with
callused fingers. "You and Andre have another
fight?"
"You've got A.J. on the
brain," Annie muttered. "I'm just tired, that's
all."
He sniffed, indignant, and
pulled her with him to the steps. "Come on. You sit your pretty self down here
with your uncle Sos and tell all about
it."
Annie sat down beside him
and leaned her head against his shoulder, wishing she could just tell Uncle Sos
and sort it all out, the way she had done when she was small. But life had grown
so much more complicated than when she was ten and didn't have a mother to take
her to the mother-daughter tea at school. Sos and Fanchon had been there for her
then, always. She didn't want them touched by what was going on in her life now.
She would protect them any way she
could.
Sos clucked his tongue
softly and hugged her against him. "Like pullin' hen's teeth with a pliers,
gettin' a story outta you. You all the time like dat, you know, even when you
was just a tiny li'l thing. You don' wanna bother no one. How many times I gotta
tell you, chine, dat's what family is for,
huh?"
Annie closed her eyes.
"It's just the job, Uncle Sos. Things are hard for me right
now."
"Because you stop that
detective from killing that man what ever'one says is
guilty?"
"Yeah."
He
hummed a note. "Well, I'd like to see him dead, too, but that don' mean you did
wrong. Somebody wanna say different, they can come to
me.
"Dat horse's ass Noblier, he
don' deserve you for a deputy, chère. You can always come work for
your uncle Sos, you know. I'll give you a quarter you come seine the shiners out
my bait tanks."
Annie found a
chuckle for his teasing, then turned and hugged him fiercely. "I love
you."
Sos patted her back and
kissed the top of her head. "Je t'aime, chérie. You get some sleep
tonight. Leave the rascals to me. I got fresh buckshot in the
gun."
"Oh, that's a comfort,"
Annie muttered dryly.
She dragged
herself up the stairs to the apartment. A small package waited for her on the
landing, wrapped in paper sprigged with tiny violets and tied with a lavender
bow. Automatically suspicious, she picked it up with care, listened to it, shook
it a little, then carried it
inside.
The light on the
answering machine was blinking impatiently. She hit the message button and
listened as she unwrapped the
box.
"It's me," A.J. said. "Where
you been? I thought maybe we could do that movie tonight, but ... uh ... I guess
not, huh? Are you still pissed at me? Call me, will
you?"
The confusion in his voice
dragged at Annie's heart.
The
machine beeped and a reporter came on asking for a few minutes of her time. He
might as well have asked her to hit herself in the head with a
hammer.
"This is Lindsay
Faulkner."
Annie's hands stilled
on the white gift box.
"I've been
thinking about some of the questions you asked the other day. I'm sorry if I've
seemed uncooperative. That wasn't my intent. This has just dragged on, and
I— Please call me when you get a
chance."
Annie looked at the cat
clock on the kitchen wall. 10:27. Not too late. Abandoning the package on the
table, she paged through the phone book, then dialed the number. The telephone
on the other end rang four times before it picked
up.
"Hello, Ms. Faulkner, this
is—"
"This is Lindsay
Faulkner. I can't take your call right now, but if you'll leave your name,
number, and a brief message at the tone, I'll get back to you as soon as I
can."
Annie blew out a breath in
frustration, waited for the tone, and left her name and number. The expectation
that had shot upward at the sound of Lindsay Faulkner's voice dropped like a
rock, and she was left with nothing but questions that couldn't be
answered.
She had felt all along
that the woman was holding back on her. But when she'd read over the statements
from the file, they seemed very straightforward. Stokes had not included any
notes regarding concerns about Faulkner's candor or anything else. He, rather
than Fourcade, had dealt with her during the murder investigation because he had
already established a relationship with her during the stalking investigation.
Asking him for his opinion was out of the
question.
Resigning herself to
waiting for Lindsay's revelations, she hit the message button on the answering
machine again.
The next one began
to play—a snickering, sniveling stream of profanity and lewd suggestions.
Annie raised her eyes heavenward and made a mental note never to appear in front
of a television camera again.
She
turned her attention to the box, lifting the lid carefully, braced for the
possibility of unpleasant surprise. Another dead muskrat, perhaps. Another live
snake. But nothing sprang out at her. No aroma of death assaulted her senses.
Nestled in layers of tissue was a sheer silk scarf, ivory printed with tiny blue
flowers.
Frowning, she took it
out and ran it through her hands, the cool, sensuous feel of it having the
opposite of its desired effect. The card read: "Something lovely for a lovely
person. With thanks and gratitude—again.
Marcus."
Among the gifts he had
given Pam Bichon was a silk
scarf.
It appeared he had taken
the bait Annie had never intended to
dangle.
She set the scarf aside
and picked up the phone to call Fourcade.
27
"Our topic tonight: double
standards in the justice system. You're tuned to KJUN, home of the giant jackpot
giveaway. This is your Devil's Advocate, Owen Onofrio. We've learned
today that Hunter Davidson of rural Partout Parish, the father of murder victim
Pamela Bichon, was released from jail this weekend after an unprecedented
private bond hearing. Sources in the DA's office say a deal was struck late
today that will likely sentence Davidson to little more than community service
for the attempted assault of murder suspect Marcus
Renard.
"What do you think out
there? Everyone with a TV saw it on the news last week: Mr. Davidson charging
down the courthouse steps with a gun in his hand as the man accused of killing
his daughter walked away on a technicality. Curtis from St. Martinville, speak
your mind."
"Is it a double
standard? I mean, they let Renard go. Why shouldn't they let Davidson go
too?"
"But the court has yet to
prove Renard guilty of a crime. Davidson committed his crime in front of a crowd
of witnesses. Doesn't Davidson's obvious intent to kill deserve worse than a
slap on the wrist and community service? Instead, we've been touting this man as
a hero and turning him into a celebrity. He's reportedly had offers from Maury
Povich, Larry King, and Sally Jessy to appear on their
shows."
Lindsay listened with
disgust as she drove toward Bayou Breaux. She detested Owen Onofrio. The man's
sole purpose in life seemed to be irritating people to the point of outburst.
She disliked his devil's advocate game. She had no time for people without solid
convictions, and yet she listened to the program more often than not on
her drive home from the Association of Women Realtors meetings in Lafayette. The
elevation in her blood pressure kept her from falling asleep at the
wheel.
Without Pam for company,
she had come to dread the monthly trip. They had always used the drive back for
girl talk—True Confessions Time, Pam had called it—the kind of talks
best held in the dimly lit interior of a car on a dark stretch of road.
Soul-searching, souls-bared kinds of talks about life, love, motherhood,
sisterhood.
She glanced at the
empty passenger seat and felt a bottomless ache in her soul. She couldn't look
at the night out here where houses were scarce and the only laws were nature's
without thinking of Pam, alone with her killer where no one could see, no one
could hear her cries for
help.
Needing anger to fight off
the despair, she hit the speed dial button on the car phone. As much as she
hated Owen Onofrio, he had become a part of her
self-therapy.
"You're on KJUN.
All talk all the time."
"This is
Lindsay from Bayou Breaux."
"Hey,
Lindsay, it's Willy," the assistant said, his voice a little too oily and
intimate for her liking. "If you don't win that jackpot soon, it won't be for
lack of trying."
"I'll donate it
to Pam's daughter. Consider it payment for KJUN throwing her family into the
public arena like the Christians to the
lions."
"Hey, you're on the line,
aren't you?"
"Let me talk to
Owen."
"You're up next, Lindsay.
That's just because I love the sound of your
voice."
Lindsay heaved a sigh
into the receiver.
Onofrio's
voice came on the line. "Lindsay in Bayou Breaux, what's your opinion
tonight?"
"I'd like to point out
that there's a tremendous difference between a psychopath committing a brutal,
sexual murder to satisfy some depraved personal appetite and a law-abiding,
productive member of the human race being driven by the inadequacies of our
justice system to commit a desperate act."
"So you're condoning vigilante
justice?"
"Of course not. I'm
simply saying the crimes involved here are not interchangeable. It would be
ridiculous, to say nothing of cruel, to send Hunter Davidson to jail. He did
not, in fact, kill Marcus Renard. And hasn't he suffered enough? He's already
been sentenced to the memory of his daughter's hideous
death."
"A thought-provoking
point. Thank you, Lindsay."
After
confirming her address for the jackpot, Lindsay hung up and changed the station.
She'd had her say, made her daily defense for Pam. She wondered when it would
stop —the pain, the anger, the need to fight
back.
The pain wasn't as intense
as it had been at first. She couldn't maintain that level of fury and keep her
own sanity. So it had found a more manageable level. She wondered how long she
could get by calling it healthy, wondered how long she would be able to hold on
to it. Her fear was that without the pain, without the outrage, there would be
only emptiness. The prospect terrified
her.
Maybe she should sell the
business, move to New Orleans. Start fresh. Meet new people, renew old
acquaintances from college. God knew Bayou Breaux offered little in the way of
culture or a glitzy social life. What kept her there besides memories and
spite?
Memories and friends. A
simple way of life. Social obligations that meant hands-on involvement with the
community. She loved it here. And then there was Josie, her goddaughter. She
couldn't leave Josie.
The
dashboard clock glowed 12:24 as she neared the turnoff to her home. She
shouldn't have stayed so late after the meeting. She'd been in no mood for
cheery chitchat and social niceties, and yet she had lingered, putting off the
long, lonely drive home. Now it was too late to call Detective Broussard back.
There was no real hurry. She could do it tomorrow. What she had was nothing,
really. Just a thought, and one she didn't want to give credence to. Still, she
felt guilty keeping it to
herself.
She hit the garage door
opener and parked the BMW beside the new bike she'd bought to force herself into
a hobby. She dropped her briefcase on the dining room table and went straight to
her bedroom, ignoring the blinking light on the answering machine. It was too
late. She was too tired. Even the routine of washing her face and moisturizing
her skin seemed too much effort, but she forced herself because, as her mother
reminded her at regular intervals, she wasn't getting any younger. The strain of
the past few months was showing beneath her eyes and in the lines around her
mouth.
Exhausted, she climbed
into bed, turned out the lights, and lay there, eyes open, a dull throb pounding
in her temples. A weight hit the mattress beside her, curled into the crook
behind her knees, and began purring. Taffy, the cat she had adopted from the
Davidsons the year she and Pam had set up the business. The cat was asleep
instantly, snoring
softly.
Lindsay knew from too
many nights of experience she wouldn't be so lucky. The headache wouldn't just
go away, she wouldn't just go to sleep. She had tried meditation, relaxation
tapes, reading a dull book. The only thing that worked was the sleeping pill her
doctor had prescribed after Pam's murder. She was on her third refill, and he
had made it clear there would be no more. She hated to think what she would do
then.
The cat complained loudly
as she threw the covers
back.
"Yeah, well, be glad I
never taught you how to fetch," Lindsay
mumbled.
She kept all her
medications in a kitchen cupboard because she had read in Cosmo that the
humidity in the bathroom was bad for the quality of pills and capsules. She
didn't bother turning lights on as she went down the short hall to the kitchen.
She had left the light in the range hood on, and it was plenty bright enough to
see by. Bright enough, in fact, so that, as she turned the corner into the
kitchen/dining area, she clearly saw the man coming in through the patio
door.
He looked straight at her,
and she saw the feathered mask. Time held fast for an instant as they recognized
one another as predator and prey. Then the hold snapped, and the world was
suddenly a blur of sound and
motion.
Lindsay grabbed the first
thing she could put her hands on and hurled it at him. He batted the pewter
candlestick to the side and charged her, toppling a chair from its place at the
table. She turned to run. If she could make it to the front door and onto the
lawn— What? Who would look out and see her? It was after one in the
morning. Her neighbors were tucked in bed, their houses were tucked back on the
exclusive little properties she had sold them. If she screamed, would they even
hear her?
A fleeting thought of
Pam went through her mind like a lance, and she did scream for
help.
He hit her from behind,
knocking her to the floor. The Berber hall runner seared the skin of her knees
and knuckles as she scrambled, trying to stand, trying to grab hold of
something, anything to use as a weapon. Her fingers closed on the edge of the
hall table that held the telephone and an array of framed family photos. Her
attacker came down on her as she tried to pull herself up, and the table rocked
sideways, dumping its contents with a
crash.
Lindsay grabbed hold of
the body of the telephone and swung back awkwardly at her assailant. He caught
hold of her wrist and twisted her arm savagely. She surged up beneath him, her
body bucking, legs kicking, free hand clawing at him, raking at the
mask.
The word No! roared
from her throat again and again as she fought. The sound of it wasn't even
language to her own ears, but a cry of survival, of
outrage.
He leaned back, dodging
her hands, and grunted hard as her knee made contact with his groin. "Fucking
bitch!"
Lindsay shoved herself
backward on the floor as his weight momentarily lifted. The door was only a few
feet away. She twisted over onto her knees again and struggled to push to her
feet. If she could get to the
door—
Her arm stretched out
toward the knob as something hit her as hard as a brick between the shoulder
blades. She landed on her face, her chin bouncing on the hardwood. The next blow
struck the back of her head with savage force. With the third she lost
consciousness. Her last vague thought as she slipped toward the void was if she
would see Pam on the other side.
28
The scarf wound around her
wrists, the kiss of silk like cool breath against her fevered skin. It tightened
and held her. It pulled her arms above her head. She was naked. Exposed,
vulnerable. She couldn't escape, she couldn't
fight.
Fourcade lowered his head
to her breast, dragged his mouth slowly down across her belly. She groaned and
twisted her body, feeling swept away on the racing tide of her pulse. She
couldn't escape. It made no sense to
fight.
His tongue touched her
femininity, shooting heat through her veins. Then the head lifted, and Marcus
Renard smiled at her.
Choking,
Annie jerked awake. The sheets were tangled around her. The T-shirt she had
slept in was soaked through with sweat. She knocked the alarm off the
nightstand, silencing it, and sat up, fighting the urge to throw up. Dragging
herself out of bed, she stumbled into the bathroom and splashed cold water in
her face, trying to wash the images out of her memory—all of
them.
Her workout lived up to its
name. She felt every move in every muscle fiber. Live right, exercise, die
anyway. She directed a few scathing thoughts at the Higher Power as she
struggled for sit-up number forty. What was the point in following the rules,
personally or professionally, if all that would bring her was pain and
suffering? Then she thought of Fourcade, who broke the rules with impunity and
would be lucky if he could crawl out of bed today. Maybe God was an
equal-opportunity bully after
all.
The time she'd spent tending
Nick's wounds had become a surreal memory with the passing of the night. Maybe
she hadn't really touched his naked chest. Maybe she hadn't let him play tonsil
hockey. Maybe she hadn't dreamed about him. She tried to put it out of her head
as she grabbed hold of the chin-up bar and dragged her body upward, straining
every inch.
She thought instead
of the story Fourcade had told her about New Orleans and Duval Marcotte. It
didn't matter, she decided. Donnie Bichon had not contacted Marcotte before
Pam's death, therefore, Marcotte was not a motive for Donnie to have killed her.
Unless Marcotte had contacted him. Unless their conversations had taken
place over pay phones. Which made Donnie smarter than he let on. Who knew what
his potential might be? She couldn't see him doing what had been done to Pam,
but Fourcade's beating at the hands of DiMonti's men raised the unpleasant
possibility of hired help.
She
headed for the door, stopping as the scarf on the kitchen table caught the
corner of her eye. What was she doing mapping out conspiracy scenarios when she
had a suspected murderer leaving her tokens of his affection? Maybe she would
have been better off with Fourcade's tunnel vision. Maybe whatever Lindsay
Faulkner had to offer her would help put her on
track.
She hit the trail at a
slow jog. The ground fog was waist high, like something from an old horror
movie. The sun was a huge fuchsia ball rising up through it in the east. Islands
of trees seemed to float on it in the distance. Annie ran through it down the
levee road. Fifty yards ahead a squadron of five blue herons leapt from the
reeds and skimmed the top of the fog bank to a willow island, their spindly legs
trailing behind them like fine
streamers.
She ran two miles that
seemed like ten, showered and dressed, then joined Fanchon and Sos for breakfast
in the cafe.
"Someone left a
package for me yesterday," Annie said, stirring milk into her coffee. "Did
either of you happen to see
him?"
"A secret lover?" Sos
bobbed his eyebrows, mischief lighting his face. "Dat's gotta be Andre, no?
Sends you flowers, brings you presents. Dat boy's got it bad for you, 'tite
chatte. You listen to your Uncle
Sos."
Annie gave him a look. "It
wasn't A.J. I know who brought it. I was just wondering if either of you saw
him."
Sos scowled and muttered
something under his
breath.
Fanchon waved off the
possibility. "Mais non, chère. We was so busy here, me, I thought
I was chasin' myself. Two busloads of chil'run from Lafayette for the boat
tours. Dat's like turnin' a hundred li'l raccoons loose in the store. Why for
you wanna know?"
"No reason. It's
not important." Annie grabbed her coffee mug and pushed back from the table. She
kissed them each on the cheek. "I gotta
go."
"So who was he?" Sos called,
his curiosity winning out over his
pique.
Annie snatched a Snickers
from the box as she passed down the candy aisle and waved good-bye with it. "No
one special."
Just a likely
stalker and murderer.
She didn't
like the idea of Renard showing up here, trespassing on her private life, coming
into contact with Sos and Fanchon. It seemed impossible Renard could have become
fixated on her so quickly. She'd given him no encouragement, had in fact tried
to discourage him. Just as Pam had ... and Pam Bichon had never saved his
life.
She swung west at the edge
of town, hoping to catch Lindsay Faulkner before she left for the office. Annie
couldn't help but think her patience and persistence had paid off. She had
appealed to Faulkner woman to woman and now she was going to get something
Faulkner hadn't given the male detectives. She allowed herself a moment's
smugness as she turned down Cheval
Court.
Faulkner's garage door was
closed. The front drapes were drawn. Annie walked up to the house and punched
the doorbell as she leaned close to peer in the
sidelight.
Lindsay Faulkner lay
on the entry floor, her nightgown bunched up beneath her chin, her right arm
reaching toward the portable handset of a phone that lay on the floor with an
assortment of debris. Blood caked her golden hair at the roots. Her face was
covered with it. Her ginger cat lay curled beside her,
sleeping.
Swearing, Annie ran
back to the Jeep and grabbed the radio
mike.
"Partout Parish 911.
Partout Parish 911. Requesting officers and an ambulance at 17 Cheval Court.
Please hurry. And notify the detectives. This is a probable 261.
Over."
She confirmed the
information as requested, giving her name and rank. Then, grabbing her gun out
of her duffel in case the assailant was still on the premises, she ran back to
the house to see if Lindsay Faulkner was
alive.
The front door was locked,
but the assailant had obligingly left the patio door standing wide open. Annie
covered Lindsay's body with a blanket hastily dragged from the guest bedroom and
knelt beside her, monitoring her weak
pulse.
"Hang in there, Lindsay.
The ambulance is on its way," she said loudly. "We'll have you to the hospital
in no time. You've gotta hang tough. We'll need you to tell us who did this to
you so we can catch the guy and make him pay. You've gotta hang on so you can
help us with that."
There was no
response. Not a movement of eyelids or lips. Faulkner seemed to be clinging to
the finest thread of life. The only good sign was that she had not gone into a
fetal posture indicative of severe brain damage, but that didn't mean she
couldn't die.
Annie stared at the
face some animal had battered into unrecognizability. If this was the work of
their serial rapist, why had he singled out Lindsay Faulkner? For the obvious
reasons? That she was single, attractive, lived alone? She was also connected to
a murder investigation. Just yesterday she'd found something relevant to say in
regard to that murder. Had someone shut her up before she could tell it? The
possibilities made Annie's nerves
twitch.
The wail of approaching
sirens penetrated the silence of the house. The EMTs stormed the place first,
followed closely by Sticks Mullen. He scowled at Annie. She scowled at
him.
"What the hell are you doing
here, Broussard?"
"I could ask
you the same thing," Annie said, glancing at her watch. "You're usually stuffing
your face with doughnuts about this time. Lucky me, you picked today to be
diligent instead of
delinquent."
She stepped back
into the living room, out of the way of the EMTs, one eye on the paramedics as
they worked.
"It looks to me like
the attacker cracked her head with the base unit of the phone." She pointed to
where it lay bloody on the floor among scattered broken picture frames. "She put
up a fight."
"For all the good it
did her," Mullen muttered.
"Hey,
some jerk comes after me, I go down swinging," Annie said. "I'll make the guy
wish he'd never set eyes on
me."
"There's plenty of that
going around anyway."
"Don't
start with me," Annie
snapped.
She dared him with a
glare, then started for the dining area. "He came in here through the patio
door. She must have heard him, came out of her bedroom, and confronted
him."
"Should have stayed put and
called 911."
"Wouldn't have done
her any good. The phone's dead. You'll find the line cut, I imagine. Just like
the others."
The EMTs hefted up
their stretcher and rolled it out the front door with Lindsay Faulkner
motionless beneath the blanket. As they left, Stokes walked in, a gray fedora
sitting back on the crown of his head, a slip of toilet paper glued to his left
cheek with a dot of blood. His light eyes were shot through with
red.
"Man, I hate these early
calls," he grumbled.
"Yeah, how
inconsiderate of people to be attacked during your off-hours," Annie said. "At
least she waited until morning to be found raped, beaten, and
unconscious."
Stokes scowled at
her. "What're you doing here, Broussard? Somebody call for
McGruff?"
"I found
her."
He took a moment to digest
that, his gaze sharpening. "And I say again, what are you doing here? How'd you
know her? You two playing 'Bump the Doughnut' or
something?"
Mullen snickered.
Annie rolled her eyes.
"You know,
Chaz, I hate to break it to you, but just because a woman won't have sex with
you doesn't mean she's a lesbian. It just means she has
standards."
"Stop. You're
spoiling my fantasies." He nodded to Mullen. "Go see if the phone line's cut.
And see if there's any good footprints in the yard. Ground's soft. Maybe we can
get a cast."
Mullen went out the
front. Stokes hiked up his baggy brown trousers and squatted down amid the junk
that had toppled from the hall
table.
"You gonna answer my
question, Broussard?" he asked as he pulled on a pair of rubber gloves and
picked up the bloody phone
unit.
"She's my real estate
agent," Annie said automatically. "I'm thinking of buying a
house."
"Is that right?" he said
flatly. "So why come all the way out here to see her when her office
is—what?—all of four blocks from the
department?"
"She wanted to show
me something out this way."
"This
neighborhood's a little out of your price range, isn't it,
Deputy?"
"A girl can
dream."
"Uh-huh. And when did
y'all set this up?"
"Lindsay
called me last night and left a message on my machine." Her eyes went to
Faulkner's answering machine. Her own voice would be on the tape. Thank God
she'd left nothing more than her name and
number.
"I tried to call her back
about ten-thirty, but the machine answered. Why all the questions?" she asked,
turning it back around on him. "You think I raped her and beat her head
in?"
"Just doing my job,
McGruff." He narrowed his eyes as if he were visualizing Lindsay Faulkner's body
on the floor. He rubbed his goatee and hummed a note. The puddle of blood that
had leaked from her skull had dried dark on the honey-tone oak. Spatters and
smears had soaked into the off-white Berber runner. "He did her right here,
huh?"
"Looked that way. Her
nightgown was pulled up around her shoulders. There was a lot of bruising on her
body."
"So is this the work of
our friendly neighborhood serial rapist?" Stokes said more to himself than to
Annie. "He did the other two in bed, tied them
up."
"It looks to me like she
heard him coming," Annie said; "He didn't get the chance to surprise her in bed.
And he didn't have to tie her up because he knocked her out with the
phone."
She squatted down beside
the rug, her gaze zooming in on a patch of dark fibers embedded in the carpet
runner where Faulkner's body had lain. She scratched at the spot gingerly with a
fingernail and plucked at the loose end that came up, bringing it up close
before her eyes.
"Looks to me
like a piece of black feather," she said, looking at Stokes as she held it out
toward him. "That answer your question for
you?"
"Don't you bend them
papers shoving them in that way," the records clerk snapped, his voice at a
pitch that rivaled screeching chalk on a
blackboard.
Annie twitched.
"Sorry, Myron."
"That's Mr.
Myron. You on the other side of my counter, you call me Myron. You on my side of
my counter, you call me Mr. Myron. You are in my domain. You are my
assistant."
Myron jammed his
hands at his belt and nodded sharply. A slight, prim black man, he wore a
clip-on polyester tie every day and had his gray hair trimmed like a shrub every
other Friday. He had worked records and evidence for twenty years and saw the
presence of a uniform behind his counter as a direct threat to his
kingdom.
"Don't let it go to your
head," Annie muttered. To Myron she gave her earnest face and said, "I'll do my
best."
Myron gave her the skunk
eye and went back to his
desk.
Annie let his presence fade
from mind as she concentrated on the facts of Lindsay Faulkner's attack. She was
tempted to think this attacker was a copycat of their rapist, who was a copycat
of sorts of Pam Bichon's killer, someone who had taken advantage of the first
two rapes to silence Faulkner for his own reasons. Perhaps it had been his
intent to murder her. He may well have believed she was dead when he left
her.
But if that was the case,
then who was this copycat? Renard would seem to be free from suspicion.
Debilitated by the pounding Fourcade had given him, he couldn't have had the
strength or the mobility to attack a strong, healthy woman like Lindsay. If not
Renard, then who? Donnie? It was no secret he disliked Lindsay. If she was
standing in the way of a deal for the real estate
company...
Could he kill her?
Make it look like rape? If it was Donnie, then did that mean he was involved in
Pam's murder? If he had murdered Pam, killing Lindsay would have been easy by
comparison.
The fragment of black
feather was the sticking point for the copycat theory. That feather had been no
plant left to implicate someone else. It appeared to be just the opposite, in
fact. Something left behind by accident, hidden by his victim's unconscious
body. Their boy had certainly left nothing else behind to incriminate
himself.
Then again, the feather
may not have come from a mask. It could have been part of a cat toy. It could
have been tracked in by a visitor. They wouldn't know whether or not they had a
match to the feather in the Nolan case until they heard back from the lab in New
Iberia.
"Hey, Myron, what'd you
do to deserve this, man?" Stokes asked, snickering as he set the rape kit on the
counter. "Who sicced the crime dog after
you?"
Annie gladly abandoned her
filing and went to the counter. "Yeah, Chaz, we all got that joke the first ten
times you made it. Is this Faulkner's? It took you long
enough."
"Hey, it takes how long
it takes, you know what I'm sayin'. The doctors had to get her stabilized. Don't
matter nohow. We got nothing from it. There was nothing under her nails. There's
not gonna be anything on the swabs, and pubic hair all looks alike to me. This
joker's good."
"He sure seems to
know what we'll look for," Annie said. "I'll bet he's got a record. Have you
checked with the state for known offenders? Run the MO past
NCIC?"
Stokes switched his
attitude up a notch. "I don't need you to tell me how to run an investigation,
Broussard."
"I believe my remark
was in the form of a question, Detective," she said with stinging sweetness. "I
know how swamped you are dealing with these rapes and the Bichon homicide, and
what all. I might have offered to make those calls for
you."
Myron moved his head like
an outraged banty rooster. "That ain't your
job!"
Annie shrugged. "Just
trying to be helpful."
"Just
trying to stick your nose in where it don't belong," Stokes muttered. "I told
you before, Broussard, I don't need your kind of help. You stay the hell away
from my cases."
He turned to
Myron. "I need to get this stuff logged in and back out again. I'm taking it
down to New Iberia myself, personally, so they can rush it through the
lab and tell me I ain't got squat, just like I ain't got squat on those two
other rapes."
"Who's working them
besides you?" Annie asked.
He
glanced at her from under the brim of his fedora. "I don't need this shit from
you. These are my cases. Quinlan's helping with the background checks on the
other two women—who they worked with and like that. Is that acceptable to
you, Deputy?"
Annie raised
her hands in surrender.
"I mean,
I know you don't think I'm acceptable," he went on with an edge in his voice.
"But hey, who's in plain clothes here and who's going around town in a goddamn
dog suit?"
Myron looked up from
the paperwork to glare at her, clearly unhappy with her for bringing the stigma
of the dog suit into his
realm.
Coming down the hall,
Mullen let out a hound-dog howl. Annie tried not to grind her
teeth.
"I always said you should
be wearing a flea collar, Mullen," she said, moving down the counter away from
Stokes and Myron.
"You're moving
down in the world, Broussard," he said with glee as he set a plastic pee-cup on
the counter, full to the lid with some drunk's donation to forensic science.
"Take a bite outta crime lately? You can wash it down with
this."
Annie yawned as she pulled
out an evidence card and began to fill it out. "Wake me up when you have
something original to say. Does this urine belong to someone, or did you bring
me this to impress me with your
aim?"
Thwarted again, he
momentarily stuck to facts. "Ross Leighton. Another five-martini lunch at the
Wisteria Club. But you got him beat, don't you, Broussard? Nipping Wild Turkey
on the way to work."
The pen
stilled on the form. Annie raised her head. "That's a lie and you know
it."
Mullen shrugged. "I know
what I saw in that Jeep Saturday
morning."
"You know what you put
in my Jeep Saturday morning."
"I
know the sheriff pulled you off patrol and I'm still driving," he said smugly,
flashing his ugly yellow teeth. He put his hands on the counter and leaned in,
the gleam in his eye as mean as a weasel's. "Just what kind of witness are you
gonna make against Fourcade?" he whispered. "I hear you were drinking that night
too."
Annie held back her retort.
She'd had a drink before dinner at Isabeau's that night. A glass of wine with
the meal. The bartender at Laveau's could testify she had been in the bar. Maybe
he wouldn't remember whether he'd served her or not. Maybe someone would make it
worth his while to lose his memory. She had by no means been intoxicated that
night, but Fourcade's lawyer would have a field day insinuating that she may
have been. What that would do for his case would be dubious; what it would do
for her reputation would be
obvious.
She gave a humorless
half-laugh. "I gotta say, Mullen, I wouldn't have given you credit for being
that smart," she murmured. "I oughta shake your
hand."
As she reached out, she
backhanded the specimen cup, knocked the lid askew, and sent Ross Leighton's
urine spewing down the front of Mullen's
pants.
Mullen jumped back like a
scalded dog. "You fuckin'
bitch!"
"Oh, gee, look," Annie
said loudly, snatching the cup off the counter. "Mullen wet his
pants!"
Four people down the hall
turned to stare. One of the secretaries from the business office stuck her head
out the door. Mullen looked at them with horror. "She did it!" he
said.
"Well, that'd be a hell of
a trick," Annie said. "I'd need a hose attachment. They know what they're
looking at, Mullen."
Fury
contracted the muscles of his face. His thin lips tightened against his mouth,
making his teeth look as big as a horse's. "You'll pay for this,
Broussard."
"Yeah? What're you
gonna do? Spill another bucket of pig guts down my
steps?"
"What? I don't know what
you're talking about. You done pickled your brain,
Broussard."
Hooker bulled his way
through the gawkers. "Mullen, what the fuck are you doing? You pissed
yourself?"
"No!"
"Jesus
Christ, clean up the mess and go
change."
"Don't forget the
Depends!" someone called from down the
hall.
"Broussard made the mess,"
Mullen groused, bristling at the laughter. "She ought to clean it
up."
Annie shook her head.
"That's not my job. The mess is on your side of the counter, Mr. Patrol Deputy.
I'm back here on my side of the counter, Myron's lowly
assistant."
The clerk looked up
from his paperwork with the dignity of a king. "Mr.
Myron."
It became quickly
apparent to Annie that there were few advantages to working in records and
evidence. Her one perk of the day came in the form of a fax from the regional
lab in New Iberia: the preliminary results on the tests of the entrails that had
been draped down her steps Sunday night. No detective had been assigned to the
case, which meant the fax came into the machine in records and evidence to be
passed on to the case deputy. By being right there when the message rolled out
of the machine, Annie bypassed any contact with
Pitre.
She held her breath as she
read the report, as if the words had the power to bring back the smell. The
scene flashed through her mind: the blood dripping, the gory garland of
intestines, the fear for Fanchon and
Sos.
Preliminary findings
reported the internal organs to be from a hog. The news brought only a small
measure of relief. The lab couldn't tell her where the stuff had come from. Hogs
got butchered every day in South Louisiana. Butcher shops sold every part of
them to people who made their own sausage. No one kept records of such things.
Nor could the lab tell her who had dumped the viscera down her steps. If it
hadn't been Mullen, then who? Why? Did it have anything to do with her
investigation of Pam's
murder?
Did Pam's murder have
anything to do with Lindsay Faulkner's attack? The questions led one into
another, into another, with no end in
sight.
By late afternoon
Lindsay Faulkner's status was listed as critical but stable. Suffering from a
skull fracture, fractures to a number of facial bones, multiple contusions, and
shock, she had not regained consciousness. The doctors were arguing over whether
or not she should be transferred from Our Lady of Mercy to Our Lady of Lourdes
in Lafayette. Until they could decide which apparition of the Virgin would prove
more miraculous, Faulkner remained in Our Lady of Mercy's
ICU.
News of the attack had hit
the civilian airwaves. The sheriff scheduled a press conference for five.
Scuttlebutt around the department was that a task force would be set up to
appease the panicking public. With few leads to go on, there would be little for
them to concentrate on, but all the ground would be covered again and again
until they churned it to dust. If Stokes, who would head the task force, hadn't
already checked with the state for recent releases of sex offenders or with the
National Crime Information Center to cross-reference MOs of known sex offenders,
that would happen now. Acquaintances of the victims would all be questioned
again, with the aim of finding a clue, a connection between the women who had
been raped.
As Annie sat at her
temporary desk in the records room, she felt a pang of envy toward the people
who would be working on the task force. It was the kind of job she had set her
sights on, but unless she reversed her fortunes in the department, hell would
freeze over before Noblier promoted her to
detective.
Closing the Bichon
homicide would go a long way toward improving her status. But if anyone found
out she was conducting her own investigation—and with whom she was
conducting that investigation—her career would be
toast.
She thought about that as
Myron reluctantly left his post for his afternoon constitutional in the men's
room. What was she supposed to do if she came up with evidence? Who was she
supposed to tell about Renard's apparent fixation on her? If Lindsay Faulkner
had given her useful information, where would she have gone with it? Stokes
didn't want her near his case, and if she gave him anything useful, he would
doubtless claim the credit for himself. If she went to A.J., she would be
jumping the food chain in a way that wouldn't win her points with anyone outside
the DA's office. Should she go to the sheriff with any findings and risk his
wrath for overstepping her boundaries? Or would Fourcade take the opportunity to
put his own career back on track and leave her in the
dust?
Maybe that was what that
kiss had been all about. The closer he pulled her to him, the easier it would be
to shove her behind him when he had what he
needed.
She doodled on her
notepad as her brain ran the slalom of possibilities. She had taken advantage of
Myron's absence to pull some of the Bichon homicide file: Renard's initial
statement, wherein he related the improbable story of his alibi, for which he
had no corroborating witnesses. He had sent Fourcade on a wild-goose chase with
his phantom Good Samaritan motorist, and he was trying to send her on the same
pointless quest. A test of her loyalty, Annie supposed. Renard believed she was
some kind of savior sent to deliver his life from the jaws of hell—or
Angola penitentiary, not that there was a big difference between the
two.
Mr. Renard states
motorist was driving a dark-colored pickup of undetermined make. Louisiana
plates possibly bearing the
letters.
FJ-
FJ.
Annie traced the letters on her scratch pad over and over. Fourcade had run
this piddling information through the DMV, had checked the resulting list and
come up with nothing. FJ. She worked the J into a fish hook and
drew a bug-eyed fish below it with the word witness incorporated into the
scales. Renard didn't believe Fourcade had done anything with the information,
and turned a blind eye to the fact that his own attorney hadn't come up with an
alibi witness for him either. What did he think she would do that no one else
had done for him?
She exaggerated
the serifs on the F and added one at the bottom. E. E. She sat up a
little straighter. Renard had said that it was night and the truck had been
muddy.
A phone call to the DMV
was simple enough. It was a morsel she could give Renard to buy another measure
of his trust. She could put the request in Fourcade's name, have the list faxed
directly to the machine in records, and no one would be the
wiser.
She thought about the
scarf lying on her table at home and the man in the shadows Sunday night, and
reminded herself who she was playing games with. An accused and probable
murderer. Donnie Bichon may have had motive, and the three rapes may have borne
a chilling resemblance to Pam's death; the waters surrounding the case had
become muddied, but Renard's fixation on Pam Bichon was a
fact.
Marcus Renard had been
fixated on Pam, Pam had rejected him, and Pam was
dead.
She placed the call to the
DMV, hanging up just seconds before Myron returned from his porcelain pilgrimage
with the latest issue of U.S. New & World
Report.
By the end of
the shift Annie had half a dozen paper cuts and a headache from eyestrain. She
also had two flat tires on the Jeep. The valve stems had been cut clean off. No
one had seen anything. Translation: No one had seen Mullen exact his revenge.
She called Meyette's Garage and was told it would be an hour before anyone could
get away to help.
The afternoon
was warm and muggy with the breath of a storm building out over the Gulf. Annie
walked along the footpath on the bank of the bayou. The mob would be gathering
for Noblier's press conference, she knew, but she wanted no part of that. She
had to think the sheriff would omit her name from the story of the Faulkner
attack. He wouldn't want the press taking any more interest in her than they
already had. He would do what he thought was best for his department and his
people, and if that meant bending or omitting the truth, then to hell with the
truth.
And who am I to
criticize? Annie thought as she stopped across the street from Bayou Realty.
The end justified the means—as long as the end was for the good of
humankind, or yourself, or someone you loved, or some higher
principle.
She had expected to
see a closed sign in the window of the realty office, but she could see the
receptionist at her desk. The woman looked up expectantly as Annie walked in and
the bell jingled, announcing
her.
"It's not bad news, is it?"
the woman asked, her cheeks paling. "The hospital would have called. I just
spoke with— Oh, mercy."
The
last words squeezed out of her like the final breath of air leaving a balloon.
She looked fiftysomething with a matron's helmet of sprayed-hard gray-blond
hair. Well dressed, nails done, real gold jewelry. The placard on her desk said
grace irvine.
"No," Annie said,
realizing the uniform had spooked her. "I don't have any news. The last I heard,
there hadn't been any
change."
"No," Grace said with a
measure of relief. "No change. That was what they just told me. Oh, my." She
patted her chest. "You frightened
me."
"I'm sorry," Annie said as
she helped herself to the chair beside the desk. "I was surprised to see the
office open."
"Well, I didn't
find out what had happened until nearly noon. Of course, I was concerned when
Lindsay didn't show up at her usual time, but I assumed she had made an
impromptu meeting with a client. We do that, don't we? Rationalize. Even after
Pam—"
She broke off and
pressed a hand to her mouth as tears washed over her eyes. "I can't believe this
is happening," she whispered. "I tried calling her on her cellular phone. I
tried the house. Finally I went out there, and there were deputies and that
yellow tape across the door."
She
shook her head, at a loss for words. For an ordinary person, stumbling onto a
crime scene had to be like stepping into an alternate
reality.
"I kept the office open
because I didn't know what else to do. I couldn't bear the thought of sitting at
home, waiting, or sitting in that horrible waiting room at the hospital. The
phone was ringing and ringing. There were appointments to cancel, and I had to
call Lindsay's family.... I just felt I should
stay."
"You've known Lindsay a
long time?"
"I knew Pam her whole
life. Her mother is my second cousin once removed on the Chandler side. I've
known Lindsay since the girls were in college. Dear, both of them, absolutely
dear girls. They all but took me in after my husband passed away last year. They
said I needed something to do with my time besides grieve, and they were right."
She made a motion to the books spread open across her desk. "I'm studying to get
my license. I've been thinking about trying to buy Pam's share of the business
from Donnie."
She turned her face
away and took a moment to compose herself, dabbing at the corners of her eyes
with a linen hankie.
"I'm sorry,
Deputy," she apologized. "I'm rambling on. What can I do for you? Are you
working on the case?"
"In a
manner of speaking," Annie said. "I'm the one who found Lindsay this morning.
She had left a message on my machine last night saying that she had something to
tell me in relation to Pam's case. I was wondering if she might have told you
what it was."
"Oh. Oh, no, I'm
afraid not. It was hectic here yesterday. Lindsay had several appointments in
the morning. Then Donnie showed up unannounced, and they had a bit of a row over
the business dealings and all. They never did get along, you know. Then the new
listings arrived. I had an obligation in the afternoon at my grandson's school.
He's in second grade at Sacred Heart. It was law enforcement day, oddly enough.
McGruff the Crime Dog came with an officer. The grandparents were invited to
attend."
"I hear that's very
popular," Annie said flatly.
"I
found it rather strange, to be perfectly frank. Anyway, Lindsay and I never had
a chance to talk. I know she had something on her mind, but I assumed she told
the detective. You may want to ask
him."
"The—" The words
caught in Annie's throat. "Who? Which
detective?"
"Detective Stokes,"
Grace Irvine said. "She saw him over the lunch
hour."
29
Mouton's was the kind of
place few men entered without a gun or a knife. Squatting on stilts on the bank
of Bayou Noir south of Luck, it was the hangout of poachers and thieves and
others living on the ragged hem of society. People looking for trouble looked at
Mouton's, where just about anything could be had for the right price and no one
asked any questions.
It was the
latter truth that appealed to Nick on a Tuesday afternoon. He was in no mood for
the Voodoo Lounge, wanted no one patting his back or expressing their useless
sympathy for his situation. He wanted whiskey, settled for a beer, and waited
for Stokes to show.
He had
dragged himself out of bed at noon and forced himself through the Tai Chi forms,
meditating on the movement of each aching muscle, trying to force the pain out
with the power of his mind. The process had been excruciating and exhausting,
but his sense of being was clearer for
it.
His mind was sharp, his
nerves coiled tight as springs, as he nursed his beer, his back to a
corner.
A couple of bikers were
playing pool across the room with a barfly hooker hovering around them in a
short skirt and push-up bra. Nearer, a pair of swamp rats sat at a table,
trading stories and drinking Jax. John Lee Hooker was moaning on the juke, black
delta blues in a redneck bar. There was an illegal card game going on in the
back room, and horse racing on the color television mounted over the bar. The
bartender looked like Paul Prudhomme's evil twin. He watched Nick with
suspicion.
Nick took a slow pull
on his beer and wondered if the guy had made him for a cop or for trouble. He
knew he looked like the kind of trouble no one wanted on his doorstep, his face
cut and bruised, the butt of the Ruger peeking out of his open jacket. He had
left his mirrored sunglasses on, despite the gloom of the
bar.
One of the swampers scraped
his chair back and rose, scratching at the giant middle finger screened on the
front of his black T-shirt. A filthy red ball cap was stuck down on his head,
the brim bent into an inverted U to frame a pair of eyes too small for a bony
face. Nick watched him approach, sitting forward a little on his chair, ready to
move. If nothing else, the beating at the hands of DiMonti's thugs had knocked
the rust off his survival
instincts.
"My buddy and me, we
got a bet," the swamper said, weaving a little on his feet. "I say you're that
cop what beat the shit outta that killer,
Renard."
Nick said nothing,
pulled a long drag on his cigarette, and exhaled through his
nose.
"You are, ain't you? I seen
you on TV. Let me shake your hand, man." He stepped in close and popped Nick on
the arm with his fist like an old buddy, as if seeing him on the news had
somehow forged a bond between them. "You're a fuckin'
hero!"
"You're mistaken," Nick
said calmly.
"No way. You're him.
Come on, man, shake my hand. I got ten bucks on it." He cuffed Nick's arm again
and flashed a bad set of teeth. "I say they shoulda let you put that asshole's
lights out in a permanent way. Li'l bayou justice. Save the taxpayers some
money, right?"
He moved to make
another friendly punch. Nick caught his fist and came up out of the chair,
twisting the man's arm in a way that turned the swamper's face into the rough
plank wall.
"I don't like people
touching me," he said softly, his mouth inches from his erstwhile friend's ear.
"Me, I don't believe in casual intimacy between strangers, and that's what we
are—strangers. I am not your friend and I sure as hell am nobody's hero.
See the mistake you've made
here?"
The swamp rat tried to
nod, rubbing his mashed cheek against the wall. "Hey—hey, I'm sorry, all
right? No offense," he mumbled out the side of his mouth, spittle running down
his chin.
"But you see, I've
already taken offense, which is why I've always found apologies to be
ineffectual and the products of false
logic."
Out of the corner of his
eye Nick could see the bartender watching, one hand reaching down under the bar.
The screen door slammed, the sound as sharp as gunfire. The swamp rat's buddy
shot up from his chair, but he made no move to come any
closer.
"Now you have to ask
yourself," Nick murmured, "do you want your friend's ten dollars only to put it
toward your doctor bills, or would you rather walk away a poorer but wiser
man?"
"Jesus H., Nicky." Stokes's
voice came across the room, punctuated by the sound of his footfalls on the
plank floor. "I can't leave you alone ten minutes. You keep this up, you're
gonna need a license to walk around in
public."
He came up alongside
Nick, shaking his head. "What'd he do? Touch you? Did you touch him?" he asked
the swamp rat. "Man, what were you thinking? Don't cross that line. The last guy
that touched him is sucking his dinner through a
straw."
He tipped his fedora back
and scratched his head. "I'm telling you, Nicky, the inherent stupidity of
humankind is enough to make me give up hope on the world as a whole. You want a
drink? I need a drink."
Nick
stepped back from the swamper, his temper defused and dissipating,
disappointment in himself coming in on the backwash. "Sorry I lost my cool
there," he said. The corners of his mouth twitched at the joke. "See? It doesn't
mean shit."
Rubbing a hand
against his cheek, the swamp rat stumbled back to his buddy. The pair vacated
their table and moved to the far end of the
bar.
"You don't play well with
others, Nicky," Stokes complained, pulling a chair out from the table and
turning it backward to straddle it. "Where'd you learn your social skills
—a reformatory?"
Nick
ignored him. Shaking a cigarette out of the pack, he lit it on the move, needing
to pace a bit to burn off the last of the energy spike. Control. Center.
Focus. He'd had it there for a little while, and then it slipped away like
rope through a sweaty hand.
"Long
as I'm asking questions, what happened to your face? You run into the business
end of a jealous husband?"
"I
interrupted a business meeting. Mr. DiMonti took
exception."
Stokes's brows
lifted. "Vic 'The Plug' DiMonti? The
wiseguy?"
"You know him?" Nick
asked.
"I know of him. Jesus,
Nicky, you're a paranoid son of a bitch. First you think I set you up. Now you
think I'm on the pad with the mob. And here I am—the best friend you got
in this backwater. I could get a complex." He shook his head sadly. "You're the
one lived in New Orleans, man, not me. What's DiMonti's beef with
you?"
"I went to see Duval
Marcotte. Marcotte is in real estate. DiMonti owns a construction company.
Donnie Bichon is all of a sudden looking to sell his half of Bayou Realty. The
realty company owns a fair amount of property 'purchased' by Pam from Bichon
Bayou Development to keep Donnie's ass out of bankruptcy. And now I hear Lindsay
Faulkner, of Bayou Realty, was attacked last
night."
"Raped. Probably the same
guy did those other two," Stokes said, motioning to catch the bartender's
attention. "This is some hard case with his pecker in overdrive. It wasn't no
mob hit, for Christ's sake. You shoulda gone into the CIA, Nicky. They would
love the way your mind works."
"I
don't make it for a mob hit. Me, I just don't like coincidence, that's all. You
talk to Donnie?"
He nodded,
glancing at the bar again. "Christ, you scared the bartender off. I hope you're
happy," he muttered, casting a considering glance at Nick's half-empty bottle.
"You gonna drink that? I'm dying,
man."
"What'd he have to say for
himself?"
"That he wishes he'd
never heard of the Partout Parish Sheriff's Office. He tells me he was at his
office 'til eleven doing paperwork, stopped off at the Voodoo for a couple, then
went on home alone." He drained the beer in two long gulps. "I told him he
oughta get himself a steady girlfriend. That boy is forever without
corroboration. You know what I'm saying. But then he's short on brains for a
college boy. Look what he blew off so he could chase tail. Pam was a fine lady
and a meal ticket to boot, and he gave her nothing but a hard
time.
"Why you chewing his bone
anyway?" he asked, helping himself to a cigarette from the pack on the table.
"Guy bails you outta jail, the average man would show a little gratitude. You're
trying to tie him to some big boogeyman
conspiracy."
"I don't like the
connections, that's all."
"Renard
did Pam. You know it and I know it, my
friend."
"The rest is an
unpleasant by-product," Nick said, finally settling into his chair. "What else
have I got to do with my
time?"
"Go fishing. Get laid.
Take up golf. Get laid. I'd mainly get laid if I was you. You need it, pard.
Your spring's wound too damn tight, and that's a fact. That's why you're always
going off on people."
He checked
his watch and sat back. The place was filling up as day edged into evening. A
waitress materialized from the back room. Dyed blond curls and a tight white
tank top from Hooters in Miami. He flashed her the Dudley Do-Right
smile.
"A pair of Jax, darlin',
and a side order of what you
got."
With a sly smirk she leaned
down close and reached across in front of him for the empty, treating him with
the up-close and personal view of her cleavage. He gave a tiger growl as she
walked away. Across the room, the biker with junior stitched on the breast
pocket of his denim vest looked over from his pool game, scowling. Stokes kept
one eye on the waitress.
"She
wants me. If I'm lyin', I'm
dyin'."
"She wants a big
tip."
"You're a pessimist, Nicky.
That's what happens when you look for the hidden meaning in every damn thing.
You're doomed to disappointment—you know what I'm saying? Go for face
value. Life's a whole hell of a lot simpler that
way."
"Like Faulkner's rape?"
Nick said. "You think it's part of the pattern because that's simpler,
Chaz?"
Stokes scowled. "I think
it because it's a fact."
"There's
no change in the MO between this and the other
two?"
"There's some, probably
because she heard him coming. But everything else matches up. It was mean and
clean, just like the others. Guy's probably got a sheet a mile long. I got a
call in to the state to see what we might
see."
"Why her? Why
Faulkner?"
"Why not? She's a
looker, lives alone. He maybe didn't know she's a
dyke."
Nick arched a brow over
the rim of his shades. "She wouldn't sleep with you either, huh? This parish is
just crawling with
lesbians."
"Hey. I call 'em like
I see 'em."
Someone had changed
the channel on the television over the bar to a station out of Lafayette. The
graphics said the broadcast was coming live from Bayou Breaux. Noblier's meaty
face filled the screen. He stood behind a podium sprouting microphones, looking
as unhappy as the proverbial cat in a room full of rocking chairs. Press
conference. Every figurative rocker would be aiming for his
tail.
Nick nodded toward the set.
"Why aren't you there? I hear you got the task
force."
"Hell, I am the task
force," Chaz muttered. "Me and Quinlan and a few uniforms—Mullen and
Compton from days, Degas and Fortier from nights. Big fuckin' deal. Quinlan
tried to get the BBPD in on it—Z-Top and Riva. No way. Noblier and the
chief are like dueling hard-ons on account of you. The official excuse is that
the rapes have all been outside city limits. It's our turf, it's our case, it's
our task force." He shook his head and pulled on the cigarette. "It's all for
show anyway, man. We got zippo to go on. This is supposed to make the common
folk feel safe."
"So how come
you're not up there reassuring all the single ladies,
Hollywood?"
"Shit, I hate that
media stuff," he said. "Bunch of hairdos asking stupid questions. I'll pass,
thanks. I got a big enough headache as it is. Guess who called in Faulkner?" he
said with a pained expression. "Broussard. Now what do you suppose she was doing
there?"
Nick shrugged, the
picture of disinterest. His attention had caught on the bikers. The one called
Junior looked like a red-bearded upright freezer. An Aryan Brotherhood tattoo
was etched into his right biceps. He stared at Stokes with reptilian
eyes.
"Claims she's looking to
buy a house. Yeah, right, I believe that," Stokes sneered. "It was just a
coincidence. Like it was just a coincidence she came on you with Renard." He
shook his head as he helped himself to another smoke. "I'm telling you, man,
that chick is bad news. She's always where she hadn't oughta be. You want a
conspiracy, you go see what she's up to. You know, rumor has it she's screwing
the deputy DA—Doucet. There's your
conspiracy."
Junior came toward
them from the pool table, intercepting the waitress and helping himself to one
of the beers. Stokes swore under his breath and stood
up.
"Hey, man, don't fuck with my
drink."
The biker curled his lip.
"You want a drink, go stick your head in a
toilet."
Stokes's eyes widened.
"You got a problem with me being here, Junior Dickhead? You think maybe I'm a
little too brown for this
bar?"
Junior took a swig of the
Jax and belched. He glanced over his shoulder at his partner. "This is the kind
of trouble you get when niggers breed with white
women."
Stokes dropped a shoulder
and hit him running, knocking Junior into the pool table. The biker sprawled on
his back, his head banging hard on the slate. Balls bounced and scattered. The
other biker stepped away, holding his cue stick like a baseball bat, as Chaz
pulled his badge and shoved it in Junior's
face.
"This make me any lighter,
asshole?" he bellowed.
"How about
this?" He pulled a Glock nine-millimeter from his belt holster and jammed the
barrel into Junior's left nostril. "You think you're the superior race, you Nazi
cocksucker? What you thinkin'
now?"
He slapped the biker hard
on the cheek with the badge, then dropped it on the table and jammed his hand up
under the man's chin. "Don't you call me nigger! I ain't no nigger, you
motherfucking cracker piece of shit! Call me a nigger and I'll blow your fuckin'
head off and say you assaulted an
officer!"
Junior made a strangled
sound, his big face turning a shade redder than his
beard.
Nick took in the wild rage
in Stokes's eyes, knowing he was close to an edge, surprised by it, surprised to
see it in someone else. Maybe they had something more in common than the job
after all.
Nick braced his hands
on the pool table, and leaned into Junior's bug-eyed field of vision. "See what
you get for being politically incorrect these days, Junior? People just don't
take being abused like they used
to."
Stokes backed off and Junior
rolled over, choking up phlegm on the green
felt.
Stokes blew out a breath
and forced a grin, twitching the tension out of his shoulders. "Damn, Nicky, you
spoiled my fun."
Nick shook his
head and started toward the door. "And you say I'm the crazy
one."
Stokes shrugged off the
responsibility. "Hey, what can I say? He crossed my
line."
Annie sat at her
kitchen table, a fork in a carton of kung pow chicken, Jann Arden singing in the
background. The strange, voyeuristic lyrics of "Living Under June" touched off
thoughts of her own situation. The experiences of one person seeping into
another's life, that person's life touching someone
else.
Had she really believed she
could become involved in this investigation and float from point to point in a
bubble of invisibility? People talked to one another. The case was open and
ongoing. Stokes was supposed to be working it; of course he would speak to
Lindsay Faulkner. Lindsay had spoken with Annie. Why wouldn't she mention it to
Stokes? She had no reason not
to.
"Except that it could mean my
ass," Annie muttered.
If Stokes
took this to the sheriff ... It made her stomach hurt to imagine what Noblier
would have to say about it. They'd have to bury her in that damn dog
suit.
But Gus had said nothing
outright when he'd called her into his office about the Faulkner attack, which
could only mean Stokes hadn't brought it up ...
yet.
"Hooker was right," Gus had
growled, fixing her with his classic look of disgruntlement. "It seems if
there's a pile of shit around, you'll find one way or another to step in it.
Just how did you come to be at Lindsay Faulkner's home, Deputy
Broussard?"
She stuck with the
lie she'd told Stokes, wondering too late if she'd trapped herself. There would
be no paperwork at Bayou Realty to back her up. What if Stokes walked into the
realty office and requested a file that didn't
exist?
She would have to deal
with that burning bridge when she came to it, she decided, setting her dinner
aside. The question that nagged her more was this: If Stokes knew she was
sniffing around his case and he didn't want her there, why hadn't he gone to the
sheriff?
Maybe Faulkner hadn't
told him about their meetings. There was no way of knowing until either Stokes
made a move or Lindsay Faulkner regained
consciousness.
"Why can't you
just mind your own business, Annie?" she mused
aloud.
Downstairs in the store,
Stevie the night clerk was watching Speed again, deep in lust with
Sandra Bullock. The sounds of crashes and explosions came up through the floor
as if a small war were going on below. Ordinarily Annie was able to shut out the
noise. Tonight she found herself wishing for the quiet of Fourcade's study, but
she had no intention of seeking it out. She needed a night off, time to clear
her head and take a hard look at what she'd gotten herself into. For all the
good that would do her
now.
Still, in spite of herself,
she wondered how Fourcade was doing. She had called from a pay phone at noon and
left a message on his machine about Lindsay Faulkner. He hadn't called her back.
She occasionally lapsed into panicked thoughts of him lying on his floor dead
from internal bleeding, but then talked herself out of them. It wasn't the first
time he'd been on the receiving end of a pounding. He knew better than she did
the extent of his own
injuries.
He certainly hadn't
kissed like a man on the brink of
death.
No, he had kissed her like
a blind man sensing light, like a man who needed to make a connection with
another soul and wasn't quite sure
how.
"Don't be stupid," she
muttered, turning her attention to the papers she had brought home with her from
Nick's place the night before—the reports of the harassment Pam Bichon had
endured before her murder, copies of reports from the Bayou Breaux PD on
incidents that had occurred at her
office.
Pam had feared for her
safety and for Josie's. But her level of fear had seemed out of proportion to
the officers who had taken the calls. While they had drawn no conclusions in the
reports, it wasn't hard for another cop to read between the lines. They thought
she was overreacting, being unreasonable, wasting their time. Why would she be
afraid of Marcus Renard? He seemed so normal, so harmless. Why should she think
he was the one making the breather calls? What proof did she have he was
stalking the shadows of her Quail Run property? How could it possibly frighten
her to receive a silk scarf from an anonymous
admirer?
Gooseflesh swept down
Annie's arms. She knew Renard had given Pam a number of small gifts, but the
only gift ever mentioned in detail in any of the paperwork or news reports had
been a necklace with a heart-shaped pendant. He tried to give it to her on her
birthday, shortly before her
death.
Annie pulled her binder of
news clippings and paged through the pockets, hunting for the one burning in her
memory. It was a piece from the Lafayette Daily Advertiser that had run
shortly after Renard's arrest, and it spoke specifically of Pam's birthday, when
she had gone into the Bowen & Briggs office with a cardboard box containing
the gifts he had given her during the preceding weeks. She had reportedly hurled
the box at Renard, shouting angrily for him to leave her alone, that she wanted
nothing to do with him.
She had
given back to him everything he had ever given her, and among those gifts was a
silk scarf. Annie could find no detailed description of it. The detectives had
looked for the rejected gifts during a search of Renard's home but had never
found them, and didn't consider them important. How would anyone consider a
lovely silk scarf proof of
harassment?
Nausea swirled
through Annie as an idea hit. She reached across the table for the box, lifted
the scarf and ran it through her fingers, her mind
racing.
"You look like her,
you know," Donnie said, his voice strangely dreamy. "The shape of your face ...
the hair ... the
mouth..."
"You fit the
victim profile," Fourcade said. "... you came into his life,
chère. Like it was meant to be. ... He could fall in love with
you."
Had Pam Bichon held
this very scarf in her hands, feeling the same strange sense of disquiet Annie
felt right now?
The phone rang,
sending her half a foot off her chair. She tossed the scarf aside and went into
the living room.
The machine
picked up on the fourth ring and she listened to herself advise the
caller.
"If you're someone I'll
actually want to talk to, leave a message after the tone. If you're a reporter,
a salesman, a heavy breather, a crank, or someone with an opinion of me I don't
want to hear, just don't bother. I'll only erase
you."
The warning hadn't seemed
to deter anyone. The tape had been full by the time she'd gotten home. Word of
her involvement in the Faulkner case had leaked out of the department like oil
through a bad gasket. Three reporters had been lying in wait for her on the
store gallery when she got home. But it wasn't a reporter who waited for the
tone.
"Annie, this is Marcus."
His voice was tight. "Could you please call me back? Someone took a shot at me
tonight."
Annie grabbed the
receiver. "I'm here. What
happened?"
"Just what I said.
Someone took a shot at me through a
window."
"Why are you calling me?
Call 911."
"We did. The deputies
who came said it was a pity the guy was such a poor shot. They dug the bullet
out of the wall and left. I'd like someone to look around,
investigate."
"And you'd like
that someone to be me?"
"You're
the only one who cares, Annie. You're the only one in that whole damn department
who cares about justice being done. If it were up to the rest of them, I'd have
been alligator bait weeks
ago."
He was silent for a moment.
Annie waited, apprehension coiling around her stomach like a
python.
"Please, Annie, say
you'll come. I need you."
Out
over the Atchafalaya, thunder rumbled like distant cannon fire. He wanted her.
He needed her. He was probably a killer. She had immersed herself in this case
up to her chin. She took a breath and went
deeper.
"I'll be right
there."
30
"We were sitting here having
coffee like civilized people," Doll Renard said, gesturing to her dining room
table like a tour guide, "when suddenly the glass in that door shattered. I
nearly had a heart attack! We're not the kind of people who have guns or know
about guns! To think that someone would shoot into our home! What kind of world
are we living in? To think I used to believe in the good of
people!"
"Where were y'all
sitting? Which chairs?"
Doll
sniffed. "The other officers didn't even bother to ask. I was right here, in my
usual place," she said, going to the chair at the end of the
table.
"Victor was here in his
usual seat." Marcus claimed a chair that put his brother's back to the French
doors.
At the mention of his
name, Victor shook his head and slapped the palm of one hand on the table. He
now sat at the head of the table, rocking himself, muttering incessantly. "Not
now. Not now. Very red. Enter out. Enter out
now!"
"He'll be ranting
for days," Doll said
bitterly.
Marcus cut her a look.
"Mother, please. We're all upset. Victor has as much reason as the rest of us.
More than you— he could have been
killed."
Doll's jaw dropped as if
he'd struck her. "I never said he shouldn't be upset! How dare you talk to me
that way in front of a
guest!"
"I'm sorry, Mother.
Forgive my short temper. My manners aren't what they should be. Someone meant to
kill me earlier."
Annie cleared
her throat to draw his attention. "Where were you
sitting?"
He glanced toward the
shattered door. Dozens of insects had flocked in through the hole and now
swarmed around the light fixture. Gnats dotted the ceiling like flecks of black
ink. "I was out of the
room."
"You weren't sitting here
when the shot was fired?"
"No. I
had left the room several moments
prior."
"Why?"
"To
use the bathroom. We'd been sitting here drinking
coffee."
"Do you own a handgun or
a rifle?"
"Of course not," he
said, a flush creeping up his
neck.
"I wouldn't have a gun in
this house," Doll said with great affront. "I wouldn't even let Marcus have a BB
gun as a boy. They're filthy instruments of violence and nothing more. His
father had guns," she said with accusation. "I got rid of every one of them.
Temptations to violence."
"You
can't think I staged this," Marcus said, looking hard at
Annie.
"Staged it?" Doll
shrilled. "What do you mean— 'staged'
it?"
Annie turned her back on
them and went to the wall where the slug had buried itself in the thick
horsehair plaster. It looked as if the call deputies had dug the thing out with
a pickax. Plaster littered the floor in crumbled chunks and fine dust. The
bullet had struck a good foot above the heads of anyone seated at the table. One
of the things any marksman had to consider when aiming was the drop of the
bullet as it traveled away from the barrel of the gun. To hit where this shot
had hit, the triggerman had to have been aiming still
higher.
"Either he was a
piss-poor shot or he never meant to hit anyone," she
said.
"What do you mean?" Doll
asked. "Someone shot at us! We were sitting right
here!"
"Had you noticed anyone
hanging around earlier in the day?" Annie asked. "Today or any other day
recently?"
"Fishermen go past on
the bayou," she said, fluttering one bony hand in the direction of the waterway
as she clutched the bodice of her baggy housedress with the other. "And those
horrible reporters come and go, though we have nothing to say to them. They do
as they will. I've never seen such an ill-mannered lot in all my life. There was
a time in this country when etiquette meant
something—"
Marcus squeezed
his eyes shut. "Mother, could we please stick to the subject? Annie isn't
interested in a discussion of the decline of formal manners and
mores."
Doll's complexion mottled
pink and white. Her face went tight, pulling skin against bone and tendon.
"Well, excuse me if my views aren't important to you, Marcus," she said tightly.
"Pardon me if you believe Annie doesn't want to hear what I
think."
"This has been traumatic
for all of you, I'm sure," Annie said
diplomatically.
"Don't patronize
me!" Doll snapped. Her entire body was trembling with anger. "You think we're
either criminals or fools. You're no better than any of the
others."
"Mother—"
"Red!
Red! No!" Victor shrieked, rocking so hard the chair legs came up off the
floor. He slapped the tabletop over and
over.
"If you believe she cares
about us, Marcus, you are a fool." Doll turned away from him to her other son.
"Come along, Victor. You're going to bed. No one here needs our
presence."
"Not now! Not now!
Very red!" Victor's voice screeched upward like metal rending. He curled
himself into a ball as his mother clamped a white-knuckled hand on his
shoulder.
"Come along,
Victor!"
Sobbing, Victor Renard
unfolded his body from the chair and allowed his mother to tow him from the
room.
Marcus hung his head
and stared at the floor, embarrassment and anger coloring his battered face.
"Well, wasn't that lovely? Another night in the life of the happy Renard family.
I'm sorry, Annie. Sometimes I think my mother doesn't any more know what to do
with her emotions than does
Victor."
Annie made no comment.
It was more useful for her to see the Renards coming apart at the seams
than to see them wrapped tightly in control. She moved toward the French doors,
stepping around the broken glass. "I'd like to look around
outside."
"Of
course."
Out on the terrace she
filled her lungs with air that tasted of copper. Clouds appeared to sag to the
treetops, bloated with rain that had yet to
fall.
"Just to set things
straight," Marcus said, "my mother has never believed in the good in people.
She's been waiting for a lynch mob to show up on the front lawn, and never
misses the opportunity to point out that it's all my fault. I'm sure she's
secretly pleased by this in her own twisted
way."
"I didn't come here to
discuss your mother, Mr.
Renard."
"Please call me Marcus."
He turned toward her. The light that filtered out from the house softened and
shadowed his bruises and stitches. With the swelling gone he was no longer
grotesque, merely homely. He didn't look dangerous, he looked pathetic. "Please,
Annie. I need to at least pretend I have a friend in all
this."
"Your lawyer is your
friend. I'm a cop."
"But you're
here and you don't have to be. You came for
me."
She wanted to tell him
differently, had tried to set him straight, but either he didn't listen or he
twisted the truth to suit
himself.
It was the kind of
thinking that applied to stalkers and other obsessive personalities. The
unwillingness or inability to accept the truth. There was nothing overt in
Renard's attitude. Nothing that could have been deemed crazy, and yet this
subtle insistence to bend reality to his wishes was
disturbing.
She wanted to
distance herself from him. But the truth was the closer she got to him, the more
likely she was to see something the detectives had missed. He might let down his
guard, make a mistake. "He could fall in love with you..." and she'd be
there to nail him.
"All right ...
Marcus," she said, his name sticking in her mouth like a gob of peanut
butter.
He let out a breath, as
if in relief, and slid his hands into his pants pockets. "Fourcade," he said.
"You asked if anyone had come by recently. Fourcade was here on Saturday. On the
bayou."
"Do you have any reason
to believe Detective Fourcade is the one who took that shot
tonight?"
He made a choking
laugh, pulled a handkerchief out of his pocket, and dabbed at the corners of his
mouth. "He tried to kill me last week, why not this
week?"
"He wasn't himself that
night. He'd lost a tough decision in court. He'd been drinking.
He—"
"You're not going to
make excuses for him at the hearing next week, are you?" he asked, looking at
her with shock. "You were there. You saw what he was doing to me. You said it
yourself: He was trying to kill
me."
"We're not talking about
last week. We're talking about tonight. Did you see him tonight? Have you seen
him since Saturday? Has he called you? Has he threatened
you?"
"No."
"And
of course you didn't see the shooter because you happened to be in the bathroom
at the precise
moment—"
"You don't believe
me," he said flatly.
"I believe
if Detective Fourcade wanted you dead, you'd be meeting your maker right now,"
Annie said. "Nick Fourcade isn't going to mistake your brother for you or put a
shot in the wall a foot above your head. He'd blow your skull apart like a
rotten melon, and I don't doubt but that he could do it in the dark at a hundred
yards."
"He came here in a boat
Saturday. He could have been on the
bayou—"
"Everybody in this
parish owns a boat, and about ninety percent of them think you should be drawn
and quartered in public. Fourcade is hardly the only possibility here," Annie
argued. "To be perfectly frank with you, Marcus, I do think you're a more likely
candidate than Fourcade."
He
turned away from her then, staring out at the darkness. "I didn't do this. Why
would I?"
"To get attention. To
get me over here. To sic the press on
Fourcade."
"You can test my hands
for gunpowder residue, search the premises for the gun. I didn't do it." He
shook his head in disgust. "That seems to be my motto these last months: I
didn't do it. And while y'all are busy trying to prove me a liar, killers and
would-be killers are running around
loose."
He blotted at his mouth
again. Annie watched him, tried to read him, wondered how much of what he was
letting her see was an act and how much of it he bought into
himself.
"You know the worst part
of all this?" he asked, his voice so soft Annie had to step closer to hear him.
"I never got to mourn Pam. I've not been allowed to express my grief, my
outrage, my hurt, my loss. She was such a lovely person. So
pretty."
He looked down at Annie
as lightning flashed and his expression was gilded in silver—a strange,
glassy, dreamy look, as if he were looking at a memory that wasn't quite
true.
"I miss her," he whispered.
"I wish..."
What? That he hadn't
killed her? That she had returned his affection instead of his gifts? Annie held
her breath, waiting.
"I wish you
believed me," he murmured.
"It's
not my job to believe you, Marcus," she said. "It's my job to find the
truth."
"I want you to know the
truth," he whispered.
The
intimacy in his tone unnerved her, and she stepped back from him as the wind
came in a great exhalation from the heavens, rattling the trees like giant
pompons.
"I'll keep on top of
this," she said. "See if the deputies come up with anything. But mat's all I can
do. I'm in enough hot water as it is. I'd appreciate it if you didn't tell
anyone I'd been here."
He drew
his thumb and forefinger across his lips. "Our secret. That makes two." The idea
seemed to please him.
Annie
frowned. "I'm checking on that truck—your Good Samaritan the night Pam
died. I'm not making promises anything will come of it, but I want you to know
I'm looking."
He tried to smile.
"I knew you would. You wouldn't want to think you saved my life for no good
reason."
"I don't want it said
the investigation wasn't thorough on all counts," she corrected. "For the
record, Detective Fourcade looked into it, he just didn't find anything.
Probably because there's nothing to
find."
"You'll find the truth,
Annie," he murmured, reaching out to touch her shoulder. His hand lingered a
heartbeat too long. "I promise you
will."
Annie's skin crawled. She
shrugged off his touch. "I'm gonna go get my flashlight. I want to have a look
around the yard before the rain
starts."
The yard gave up
no secrets. She searched for twenty minutes. Renard watched her from the terrace
for a while, then disappeared into the house, returning some time later with his
own flashlight, to help her
look.
Annie didn't know what she
had hoped to find. A shell casing, maybe. But she found none. The shooter could
have disposed of it. It may well have been in the bayou if that was where the
shooter had been—if the shooter had been anyone other than Renard
himself.
She mulled the
possibilities over in her mind as she drove out of the Renard driveway and
headed for the main road. It wouldn't hurt to know where Hunter Davidson had
been at the time of the shooting, though he was an old sportsman and she
couldn't imagine him missing a
target.
Maybe he had drawn a bead
on the back of Victor Renard's head, having mistaken him for Marcus, and while
staring through the crosshairs of the rifle's scope had been hit with the
enormity of taking a human life, then popped the shot into the wall
instead.
It seemed more likely
that he would have looked at Renard in his sights and pulled the trigger on a
tide of emotion. Remorse, if it came at all, would come after the
revenge.
Nor did it make any
sense to consider Fourcade as a suspect, for the very reasons she had given
Marcus. Renard himself, on the other hand, had everything to gain by staging the
incident. It gave him an excuse to call her. It cast suspicion on Fourcade,
could be used to draw the media. The story could have rolled on the ten o'clock
news, creating a full-fledged furor by morning. That's certainly what Renard's
lawyer would have wanted.
Then
where were the reporters? Renard hadn't called them; he had called
her.
"You're here and you
don't have to be. You came for
me."
The bayou road was empty
and dark, a lonely trench between the dense walls of woods that ran on either
side of it. The rain had finally begun to fall, an angry spitting that would,
any second, become a deluge. Annie hit the switch for the wipers and glanced in
the rearview mirror as lightning flashed—illuminating the silhouette of a
car behind her. Big car. Too close. No
lights.
She cursed herself for
not paying attention. She had no idea how long the car had been behind her or
where it had pulled onto the
road.
As if the driver had sensed
her notice, the headlights flared on—high beams glaring into the Jeep,
blinding in their sudden intensity. At the same time, the heavens opened and the
rain came down in a gush. Annie clicked the wipers up to high and punched the
gas. The Jeep sprinted forward with the tail car right on its
bumper.
Annie nudged the gas
pedal again, the speedometer springing toward seventy. The car came with her
like a dog on the heels of a rabbit. She grabbed the radio mike, then realized
the cord had been severed cleanly from the base
unit.
Premeditation. This
was no random game. She had been chosen to play. But with
whom?
There was no time to
consider names. There was no time to do anything but act and react. She was
outrunning her visibility, flying blind through sheets of rain. The road along
here curved and bent back like a snake as it ran parallel to the bayou. Every
corner tested the Jeep's traction and presented the threat of hydroplaning.
Another mile and the road became a virtual land bridge between two areas of
dense swamp.
The tail car swung
into the left lane and roared up beside her. It was big—a Caddy,
maybe—a tank of a car. Annie could sense the heft of it beside her. Too
big for the curves, she thought, and hoped it would fall back. But it stayed
with her, and she abandoned the distraction of hope, focusing on driving as the
Jeep rocked into a turn and the wheels fought against her
will.
The car had the inside of
the curve and bore wide, hitting the Jeep, metal grinding on metal, trying to
muscle her off the pavement. Her rear outside wheel hit the shoulder, and the
Jeep jerked beneath her. Annie put her foot down and hung on, straining to hold
the vehicle on course. The view through the windshield tilted, then slammed back
hard onto a level plane.
"Son of
a bitch!" she yelled.
She floored
the accelerator as the road straightened out, and prayed there was nothing in
the way. It was raining too hard for the water to run off the pavement, and
plumes sprayed up from the wheels of the Jeep. The drag had to be pulling harder
on the low-slung car, but it hung beside her, swerving in for another hit. Her
side window shattered, chunks of it falling in on
her.
Annie jerked the Jeep back
into the car. The crash was like a burst of white noise. The car held its
ground, repelling the Jeep like a rubber ball. For a heartbeat she had no
control as the Jeep skidded toward the shoulder and the inky blackness of the
swamp beyond. The right front tire hit the shoulder and dropped. Mud spewed up
across the hood, across the windshield. The wipers smeared the mess across the
glass.
Annie cranked the wheel to
the left and prayed at the speed of sound as the Jeep bucked along, half on the
road, half off, the swamp sucking at it like a hungry monster. From the corner
of her eye, she could see the car swerving toward her again, and for a split
second she saw the driver—a black apparition with gleaming eyes and a
mouth tearing open on a scream she couldn't hear. Then the road curved hard to
the right directly in front of her and the Jeep jumped back on the pavement,
bumping noses with the car, sending a shower of sparks up into the
rain.
Options streaked through
Annie's mind like shooting stars. She couldn't out-muscle him and she couldn't
outrun him, but she had four good all-terrain tires and a machine that was
nimble for its size. If she could make the levee road, she would shake
him.
She hit the brakes and went
into a skid, downshifting. As the car shot past her, she bent the skid into a
180-degree turn and hit the gas. In the rearview, she could see the brake lights
on the car glowing like red eyes in the night. By the time he got turned around,
she would be halfway to the levee—if her luck held, if the trail out to
Clarence Gauthier's camp wasn't under a foot of
water.
Her headlights hit the
sign. Nailed to the stump of a swamp oak that had been struck by lightning
twenty years ago, the sign was a jagged piece of cypress plank, hand-lettered in
blaze orange: keep out—trespasser will be
ate.
Behind her the car was
lurching around. Annie swung the Jeep onto the dirt path and hit the brakes.
Ahead of her, water lay across the trail in a glossy black sheet dimpled by
rain. Too late, she thought she might have been wiser to sprint the miles back
to Renard's house to take refuge with one killer in order to escape another. But
the car was barreling toward her now, taking advantage of her
hesitation.
If she couldn't make
it across to higher ground, she was his, whoever the hell he was, for whatever
the hell he wanted. She'd have to go for the Sig in the duffel bag on the
passenger's seat, and hold the son of a bitch off until help came
along.
She gunned the engine as
she let out the clutch. The Jeep hit the water, engine roaring, wheels churning.
Churning and catching. Churning and
sinking.
"Come on, come on, come
on!" Annie chanted.
The back end
of the Jeep twisted to the right as the back tire slid toward the edge of the
submerged trail. The engine was screaming. Annie was screaming. In the mirror
she caught a glimpse of the car pulling up on the road behind
her.
Then the front tires caught
hold of firmer ground, and the Jeep scrambled to
safety.
"Oh, Jesus. Oh, God. Oh,
shit," Annie muttered as she sped down the twisting trail, branches slapping at
the windshield.
Someone ran out
of the shack where Clarence Gauthier kept his fighting dogs. Annie took a right
before she got to the camp, and flinched at the sound of a shotgun going off in
warning. Another half mile on the trail that was rapidly disintegrating to bog
and she was finally able to climb up onto the levee
road.
Clear of the woods, the
rain closed around her like a liquid curtain. Only the lightning allowed her
nightmare glimpses of the world beyond the beam of her headlights. Black, dead,
not a living thing in sight.
She
felt ill. She was
shaking.
Somebody had just tried
to. kill her.
The Corners'
store was closed. The light in Sos and Fanchon's living room glowed amber
through the gloom across the parking lot. Annie pulled the Jeep in close to the
staircase on the south side of the building and ran up to her landing. Her hands
were trembling as she worked the lock. She struggled to mentally talk her nerves
into calming down. She was a cop, after all. That someone tried to kill her
probably shouldn't have bothered her so much. Maybe next time she would shrug it
off entirely. Par for the course. Just another day on the job. The hell it was.
Once inside the entry, she shed her sneakers, dropped her gear bag, and went
straight to the kitchen. She pulled a chair across the floor. A dusty bottle of
Jack Daniel's sat in the cupboard over the
refrigerator.
She thought of
Mullen as she pulled the whiskey down and set it on the counter. He would have
liked this moment on videotape—evidence of her sudden alcoholism. Son of a
bitch. If she found out he'd been behind the wheel of that car tonight ... what?
The consequences would go far beyond having him charged with a
crime.
Life should have been so
much simpler, Annie thought as she unscrewed the cap from the Jack and poured a
double shot. She took a long sip, grimacing as the stuff slid
down.
"You gonna offer me some of
that?"
Heart in her throat, Annie
bolted around. The glass hit the floor and
shattered.
"I locked that door
when I left," she said.
Fourcade
shrugged. "And I told you before: It's not much of a
lock."
"Where's your
truck?"
"Out of
sight."
Nick grabbed a dish towel
and bent down to clean up the mess. "You're a mite on the edge tonight,
'Toinette."
He looked up at her
standing beside the jaunty gator on her refrigerator. Her face was pale as
death, her eyes shining like glass beads, her hair hanging in damp strings. He
could feel the tension in her like the vibrations of a tuning
fork.
"I suppose I am," she said.
"Someone just tried to kill
me."
"What?" He jerked upright
and looked her over as if he expected to see
blood.
"Someone tried to run me
off the bayou road into the swamp. And he damn near
succeeded."
Annie looked around
her kitchen, at the old cupboards and the vintage fifties table, at the
canisters on the counter and the ivy plant she had started from a sprig in
Serena Doucet's bridal bouquet five years ago. She looked at the cat clock,
watched its eyes and tail move with the passing seconds. Everything looked
somehow different, as if she hadn't seen any of it in a very long time and now
found none of it quite matched the images in her
memory.
The whiskey boiled in her
empty stomach like acid. She could still feel its path down the back of her
throat.
"Somebody tried to kill
me," she murmured again, amazed. Dizziness swept through her like a wave. With
as much cool and dignity as she could muster, she looked at Nick and said,
"Excuse me. I have to go throw up now."
31
"This is not one of my finer
moments."
Annie sat on her knees
in front of the toilet, propped up on one side by the old claw-foot bathtub. She
felt like a withering husk, too drained for anything deeper than cursory
embarrassment. "So much for my image as a
lush."
"Did you get a look at the
driver?" Fourcade asked, leaning a shoulder against the door
frame.
"Just a glimpse. I think
he was wearing a ski mask. It was dark. It was raining. Everything happened so
fast. God," she complained in disgust. "I sound like every vic I've ever rolled
my eyes
at."
"Tags?"
She
shook her head. "I was too busy trying to keep my ass out of the
swamp.
"I don't know," she
murmured. "I thought Renard staged the shooting just to get me over there, but
maybe not. Maybe whoever took that shot hung around, watched the cops, watched
me come and go."
"Why go after
you? Why not wait 'til you're gone and take another crack at
Renard?"
The answer might have
made her throw up again if she hadn't already emptied her system. If the
assailant was after Renard, it made no sense to go after
her.
"You're probably right about
the shooting," he said. "Renard, he wanted an excuse to call you. That story he
gave you is lame as a three-legged
dog."
Annie pulled herself up to
sit on the edge of the tub. "If that's true, then Cadillac Man was there for one
reason—me. He had to have followed me over
there."
She looked up at Fourcade
as he came into the room, half hoping he would tell her no just to ease her
worry. He didn't, wouldn't, wasn't that kind of man. The facts were the facts,
he would see no purpose in padding the truth to soften the
blows.
With a dubious look he
pulled the towel away from the ceramic grasping hand that stuck out from the
wall and soaked one end of it with cold tap
water.
"You manage to piss people
off, 'Toinette," he said, taking a seat on the closed
toilet.
"I don't mean
to."
"You have to realize that's
a good thing. But you're not paying attention. You act first and think
later."
"Look who's
talking."
She pressed the cold
cloth to one cheek, then the other. He looked concerned rather than contrite.
She would have been better off with the latter. She was safer thinking of him as
a mentor than pondering the meaning of these odd moments when he seemed to be
something else.
"Me, I always
think first, chère. My logic is occasionally flawed, that's all,"
he said. "How you doing? You
okay?"
He leaned forward and
pushed a strand of hair off her cheek. His knee brushed against her thigh, and
in spite of everything Annie felt a subtle charge of
electricity.
"Sure. I'm swell.
Thanks."
She pushed to her feet
and went to the sink to brush her
teeth.
"So, who wants you
dead?"
"I don't know," she
mumbled through a mouthful of
foam.
"Sure you do. You just
haven't put the pieces together
yet."
She spat in the sink and
glared at him out the corner of her eye. "God, that's
annoying."
"Who might want you
dead? Use your head."
Annie wiped
her mouth. "You know, unlike you, I don't have a past chock-full of psychopaths
and thugs."
"Your past isn't the
issue," he said, following her to the living room. "What about that
deputy—Mullen?"
"Mullen
wants me off the job. I can't believe he'd try to kill
me."
"Push any man far enough,
you don't know what he might
do."
"Is that the voice of
experience?" she said caustically, wanting to lash out at somebody. Maybe if she
took a few swipes at him she would be able to reestablish the boundaries that
had blurred last night.
She paced
the length of the alligator coffee table, nervous energy rising in a new wave.
"What about you, Nick? I got you arrested. You could go down for a felony. Maybe
you don't think you've got anything to lose getting rid of the only
witness."
"I don't own a
Cadillac," he said, his face
stony.
"I gotta figure if you'd
try to kill somebody, you probably wouldn't have any moral problem with stealing
a car."
"Stop
it."
"Why? You want me to use my
head. You want me to be
objective."
"So use your head. I
was here waiting for you."
"I
came up the levee. It's slower going. You could have ditched the Caddy and beat
it over here in your
truck."
"You're pissing me off,
Broussard."
"Yeah? Well, I guess
I do that to people. It's probably a wonder someone didn't kill me a long time
ago."
He caught hold of her arm,
and Annie jerked out of his grasp, tears stinging her
eyes.
"Don't touch me!" she
snapped. "I never said you could touch me! I don't know what you want from me. I
don't know why you dragged me into
this—"
"I didn't drag you.
We're partners."
"Oh, yeah? Well,
partner, why don't you tell me again why you went to Renard's home
Saturday? Were you scoping out a good sniper's vantage
point?"
"You think I took that
shot?" he said, incredulous. "If I wanted Renard dead, sugar, he'd be in hell by
now."
"Yeah, I know. I kind of
interrupted that send-off once
already."
"C'est assez!"
he ordered, catching hold of her by both arms this time, hauling her up
close.
"What're you gonna do,
Nick? Beat me up?"
"What the
hell's the matter with you?" he demanded. "Why are you busting my balls here? I
didn't touch Renard Saturday, I didn't take a shot at him tonight, and I sure as
hell didn't try to kill you!"
He
wanted to shake her, he wanted to kiss her, anger and sexual aggression bleeding
together in a dangerous mix. He forced himself to stand her back from him and
walk away.
"If we're partners,
we're partners," he said. "That means trust. You have to trust me, 'Toinette.
More than you trust a damn killer, for Christ's
sake."
He was amazed at the words
that had come out of his mouth. He had never wanted a partner on the job, he
didn't waste time trusting people. He wasn't even sure why he was angry with
her. Her argument was logical. Of course she should consider him a
suspect.
Annie blew out a breath.
"I don't know what to believe.
I
don't know who to believe. I never thought this would be so damn hard! I feel
like I'm lost in a house of mirrors. I feel like I'm drowning. Someone tried to
kill me! That doesn't happen to me every day. I'm sorry if I'm not reacting like
an old pro."
They stood across
the length of the room from each other. Whether it was the distance or the
moment, she looked small and fragile. Nick felt a strange stirring of
compassion, and an unwelcome twinge of guilt. He had doubted her motives from
the start, questioned the source of her interest in the Bichon case, when she
was exactly what she appeared to be: a good cop who wanted to be better, who
wanted to find justice for a victim. Simple and straightforward, no ulterior
motives, no hidden agenda.
"It
wasn't me, 'Toinette," he murmured, closing the distance between them. "I don't
think you believe that it was. You just don't wanna think more than one person
in this world might want you gone from it, out? You don't wanna dig in that
hole, do you,
chère?"
"No," she
whispered as the fight drained out of her. She shut her eyes as if she could
wish it all away. "God, the things I get myself
into."
"You're in this case for
good reason," he said. "It's your challenge, your obligation. You're in over
your head, but you know how to swim—suck in a breath and start
kicking."
"Right now, I'd rather
climb out of the water, thanks
anyway."
"No. Seek the truth,
'Toinette. In all things, seek the truth. In the case. In me. In yourself.
You're not a child and you're nobody's pawn. You proved that when you stopped me
from pounding Renard into the here-fucking-after. You're in this case because
you want to be. You'll stick it out because you know you have to. Hang on. Hang
tough."
He raised a hand and
touched her cheek, stroked his fingertips down her jaw. "You're stronger than
you know."
"I'm scared, that's
what I am," she whispered. "I hate being scared. It pisses me
off."
Annie told herself to turn
away from his touch, but she couldn't make herself do it. His show of tenderness
was too unexpected and too needed. He was too strong and too
near.
"I'm sorry," she murmured.
"I was scared I'd lose my job. That was bad enough. Now I have to be scared I'll
lose my life."
"And you're scared
of me," he said, his fingers curling beneath her
chin.
She looked up at him, at
the battered face, at the eyes bright with the intensity that burned inside him.
She had told him just last night that he frightened her, but the fear wasn't of
him.
"No," she said softly. "Not
that way. I don't believe you were in that car. I don't believe you took that
shot. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
She
murmured the words again and again as the trembling came
back.
His embrace seemed to
swallow her up. He stroked a hand over her hair and down her back. He kissed the
side of her neck, her cheek. Blindly, she turned her mouth into his, and he
kissed her with the kind of heat that flared instantly out of
control.
She opened her mouth
beneath his and felt a wild rush as his tongue touched hers. She ached and
trembled with the sensations of life, too aware she could have been dead. Heat
blushed just beneath her skin and pooled thick and liquid between her legs. She
could taste the need—his and her own. She could feel it, wanted to give in
to it and obliterate everything else from her mind. She didn't want thought or
reason or logic. She wanted
Fourcade.
His hands slipped
beneath her T-shirt and skimmed up her back. The shirt came off as they sank to
their knees on the rug. He discarded his own between kisses. They came together,
fevered skin to fevered skin, mouths and hands exploring. Annie pulled him down
with her, arched into the touch of his lips on her breast, moaned at the feel of
his tongue rasping against her
nipple.
She allowed awareness of
nothing but his touch, the strength of him, the masculine scent of his skin. She
gave herself over entirely to sensation—the texture of his chest hair, the
smooth hardness of his stomach muscles, the feel of his erection in her
hand.
He stroked his fingers down
through the dark curls between her thighs and tested her readiness. And then he
was inside her, filling her, stretching her. She dug her fingertips into his
back, wrapped her legs around his hips, let the passion and the urgency of the
act consume her. She let her orgasm blind her with a burst of intensity borne of
fear and the need to reaffirm her own
existence.
She cried out at the
strength of it. She held tight to Nick as her body gripped his. His arms were
banded around her. His voice was low and rough in her ear, a stream of hot,
erotic French. He rode her harder, faster, bringing her to climax again and
finding his own end as he drove deep within her. She felt him come, felt the
sudden rigidity in the muscles of his back, heard him groan through his teeth.
Then stillness ... the only sound their ragged breathing. Neither of them
moved.
Recriminations rose in
Annie's mind like flotsam as the rush of physical sensation ebbed. Fourcade was
the last man she should have allowed herself to want. Certainly one of the last
she should have allowed herself to have. He was too complicated, too extreme.
She had seen him commit a crime. She had questioned his motives, had questioned
his sanity more than once. And yet she could find no genuine regret for crossing
this particular line with
him.
Maybe it was the stress of
the situation. Maybe it was the inevitable eruption of the sexual tension that
had pulled between them all along. Maybe she was losing her
mind.
As she considered the last
possibility, Nick raised his head and stared at
her.
"Well, that took the edge
off, c'est vrai," he growled, his arms tightening around her. "Now, let's
go find a bed and get
serious."
Midnight had
ticked past when Annie slipped from the bed. As she belted her old flannel robe,
she studied Fourcade in the soft glow of the bedside hula-dancer lamp, surprised
that he didn't open his eyes and demand an explanation for her sudden departure
from between the sheets. He slept lightly, like a cat, but he didn't stir. His
breathing was deep and regular. He looked too good in her
bed.
"What have you gotten
yourself into now, Annie?" she muttered as she padded down the
hall.
She had no answers, didn't
have the energy to search for them. But that didn't stop the questions from
swarming in her mind. Questions about the case, about Lindsay Faulkner and
Renard and whoever had been behind the wheel of that Cadillac. Questions about
herself and her judgment and her
capabilities.
Nick said she was
stronger than she realized. He had also said she was too afraid to go deep
within herself. She supposed he was right on both
counts.
Flipping on the kitchen
light, she walked slowly around the table, looking at everything she had laid
out there. She reached for the scarf, needing to touch it, repulsed that a
killer might have held it in his hands first, sickened that it might have been a
gift to a woman who had died a horrible, brutal
death.
"Renard, he sent you that,
no?"
She jerked around at the
sound of his voice. He stood in the doorway in jeans that were zipped but not
buttoned, his chest and feet
bare.
"I didn't mean to wake
you."
"You didn't." He came
forward, reaching for the strip of pale silk. "He gave you
this?"
"Yes."
"Just
like he did with Pam."
"I have a
creepy feeling it might be the same scarf," Annie said. "Do you
know?"
He shook his head. "I
never saw the stuff. What he did with it after she gave it back to him is a
mystery. Stokes might know if that's the one, but I doubt it. He'd have no
reason to have taken note. It's not against the law to send a woman pretty
things."
"White silk," she said.
"Like the Bayou Strangler. Do you think that's
intentional?"
"If it was
important to him that way, then I think he would have killed her with
it."
Shuddering a little at the
thought, Annie hugged herself and wandered back into the living room. She hit
the power button on her small stereo system in the bookcase, conjuring up a
bluesy piano number. On the other side of the French doors the rain was still
coming down. Softer, though. The bulk of the storm had moved on to Lafayette.
Lightning ran across the northern sky in a neon
web.
"Why did you go to Renard's
Saturday, Nick?" she asked, watching his reflection in the glass. "He could have
had you arrested. Why risk
that?"
"I don't
know."
"Sure you do." She glanced
at him over her shoulder, surprised as always by the brilliance of his sudden
smile.
"You're learning, 'tite
fille," he said, wagging a finger at her as he came to stand beside
her.
He pulled open one of the
doors and breathed deeply of the cool
air.
"I went to the house where
Pam died," he said, sobering. "And then I went to see how her killer was
living.
"Outrage is a voracious
beast, you know. It needs to be fueled on a regular basis or eventually it dies
out. I don't want it to die out. I want to hold it in my fist like a beating
heart. I want to hate him. I want him
punished."
"What if he didn't do
it?"
"He did. You know he did. I
know he did."
"I know he's guilty
of something," Annie said. "I know he was obsessed with her. I believe he
stalked her. His thought process frightens me—the way he justifies,
rationalizes, turns things around. So subtle, so smooth most people would never
even notice. I believe he could have killed her. I believe he probably killed
her.
"On the other hand, someone
tried to kill Lindsay Faulkner the very night she called to tell me something
that might be pertinent to the case. And now someone's tried to kill me, and it
wasn't Renard."
"Keep the threads
separate or you end up with a knot, 'Toinette," Nick said sharply. "One: You got
a rapist running around loose. He chose Faulkner because she fit his pattern.
Two: You've got a personal enemy in Mullen. He wants to scare you, maybe hurt
you a little. Say he follows you over to Renard's and this gets him
crazy—you not only turned on one of your own, you're consorting with the
enemy. It pushed him over the
line."
"Maybe," Annie conceded.
"Or maybe I'm making somebody nervous, poking around this case. Maybe Lindsay
remembered something about Donnie and those land deals. You're the one who drew
the possible connection between Donnie and Marcotte," she reminded him. "You're
willing to look at that, but only in how it relates after the murder. Leave
yourself open to possibilities, Detective, or you might shut the door on a
killer."
"I've considered the
possibilities. I still believe Renard killed
her."
"Of course you do, because
if Renard isn't the killer, then what does that make you? An avenging angel
without motive is just a thug. Justice dispensed on an innocent man is
injustice. If Renard isn't a criminal, then you
are."
The same line of thinking
had drawn through Nick's mind as he drove back from New Orleans, aching from the
beating DiMonti's goons had given him. What if the focus he had directed at
Renard prevented him from seeing other possibilities? What did that make him,
indeed?
"Is that what you think
of me, Toinette? You think I'm a
criminal?"
Annie sighed. "I
believe what you did to Renard was wrong. I've always wanted to believe in the
rules, but I see them getting bent every day, and sometimes I think it's bad and
sometimes I think it's fine—as long as I like the outcome. So what does
that make me?"
"Human," he said,
staring out at the night. "The rain's
stopped."
He went out onto the
balcony. Annie followed, bare feet on the cool wet planks. To the north the sky
was opaque with storm clouds. To the south, starlight studded the Gulf sky like
diamonds.
"What are you gonna do
about the Cadillac Man?" Nick asked. "You didn't call it
in."
"I have a feeling I'd be
wasting my time." Annie swept water off the railing, pushed up the sleeves of
her robe, and rested her forearms on the damp wood. "No one in the department
wants to rush to my aid these days. I'm not saying they're all against me, but
I'd get apathy at best. Besides, I don't have a tag number on the car. I'm not
sure about the make. I can't describe the
driver.
"I'll file a report in
the morning and call around to the body shops myself, see if I can find a big
car with half my paint job on the side. I could probably get better odds on the
Saints winning the Super
Bowl."
"I'll check out Mullen's
alibi," Nick offered. "It's time I had a little chat with him,
anyhow."
"Thanks."
"I
saw Stokes tonight. He says the Faulkner woman is stable but still
unconscious."
Annie nodded. "She
saw him over lunch yesterday. Did he say anything about
that?"
"No."
"Did
he say anything about me?"
"That
you're a pain in the ass. Same old, same old. Do you think she might have said
something to him about you digging
around?"
"I don't see why she
wouldn't have. When I saw her Sunday, she told me she'd sooner deal with Stokes.
She wasn't happy about me saving Renard's hide. So she sees Stokes over lunch,
presumably to tell him something about Pam. Then she calls me that night:
apologetic, wants to get
together."
"Why the change of
heart?"
"I don't know. Maybe
Stokes didn't think what she had to say was important. But if she did mention
me, why didn't he call me on it?" she asked. "I don't get that. This afternoon
he told me to stay away from his cases, but why wouldn't he go to the sheriff?
He knows I'm already in trouble. He might have a chance of getting me suspended.
Why wouldn't he go for it?"
"But
if he tells Noblier, that opens a can of worms for him too, sugar," Nick said.
"If it looks like he's not working the case hard enough, maybe Gus takes it away
from him— especially now that Stokes has the rape task force. He doesn't
want to give up the Bichon homicide any more than I
did."
"Yeah ... I guess that
makes sense." She tried to shrug off her uneasiness. "Maybe Lindsay didn't say
anything. I guess I won't know 'til she comes around. If she comes around. I
hope she comes around. I wish I knew what she wanted to tell
me."
The sounds of the night
settled around them—wind in the trees, a splash in the water, the staccato
quock of a black-crowned night heron out on one of the willow islands.
The air was ripe with the smell of green growth and fish and
mud.
Odd, Annie thought as she
watched Fourcade watch the night, these brief stretches of calm quiet that
sometimes lay between them, as if they were old partners, old friends. Other
moments the air around them crackled with electricity, sexuality, temper,
suspicion. Volatile, unstable, like the atmosphere in a newly forming world. The
description fit both Fourcade and whatever was growing between
them.
"This is where you grew
up," he said.
"Yeah. Once, when I
was eight, I tied a rope to that corner post and tried to rappel down to the
ground. I kicked in a screen down below and landed smack in the middle of a
table of tourists from
France."
He chuckled. "Destined
for trouble from an early
age."
His words brought an
unexpected image of her mother, coming here alone and pregnant, never revealing
to anyone the father of her child. She had been trouble from conception,
apparently. Every once in a while she felt a pinch of guilt for that, even
though she'd had no say in the matter. The pain bloomed quick and bright, like a
drop of blood from the prick of a
thorn.
Nick watched as melancholy
came over her like a veil and wondered at its source, wondered if that source
was the reason she preferred the surface to the depths of life. He felt a
sadness at the sudden absence of her usual spark. Was it that surface light in
her that attracted him or the reserves of strength she had yet to
tap?
"Me, I grew up out that
way," he said, pointing off to the southeast. "The middle of nowhere was the
center of my world. At least until I was
twelve."
Annie was surprised that
he had offered the information. She tried to picture him as a carefree swamp
kid, but couldn't.
"How did you
go from there to here?" she
asked.
The expression in his eyes
turned remote and reflective. His voice sounded road-weary. "The long
way."
"I actually thought you
might have died last night," she admitted
belatedly.
"Disappointed?"
"No."
"Some
folks would be. Marcotte, Renard, Smith Pritchett." He thought back to the
comment Stokes had made that afternoon. "What about Mr. Doucet with the DA's
office?"
"A.J.?" she said,
looking puzzled. "What's he got to do with
you?"
"What's he got to do with
you?" Nick asked. "Rumor has it you're an item, you and Mr. Deputy
DA."
"Oh, that," Annie said,
cringing inwardly. "He'd blow a gasket if he knew you were
here."
"Because of what I did to
Renard? Or because of what I did with
you?"
"Both."
"And
on the second count: Does he have
cause?"
"He would say
yes."
"I'm asking you," Nick
said, holding his breath as he waited for her
answer.
"No," she said softly.
"I'm not sleeping with him, if that's what you're
asking."
"That's what I'm asking,
'Toinette," he said. "Me, I don't like to
share."
"That's not to say I
think this is such a great idea, Nick," Annie admitted. "I'm not saying I regret
tonight. I don't. I should." She sighed and tried again. "It's just that ...
Look at the situation we're in. It's complicated enough, and—and— I
don't just do this kind of thing, you
know—"
"I know." He stepped
closer, settling his hands on her hips, wanting to touch her, to lay claim in a
basic way. "Neither do I."
"I
sure as hell shouldn't be doing it with you.
I—"
He pressed a forefinger
to her lips, silencing her. "This isn't about the case. This has nothing to do
with what happened with Renard.
Understand?"
"But—"
"It's
about attraction, need, desire. You felt it that night at Laveau's. So did I.
Before any of the rest of this ever started. It's a separate issue. It has to
make its own sense outside the context of the situation we're in. You can accept
it or you can say no. What do you want,
'Toinette?"
Annie moved away from
him. "It must be nice to be so sure of everything," she said. "Who's guilty.
Who's innocent. What you want. What I know. Aren't you ever confused, Nick?
Aren't you ever uncertain? I am. You were right—I'm in over my head, and
if one more thing weighs me down, I'll never come up for
air."
She looked for a reaction
but his face was as impassive as
granite.
"You want me to go?" he
asked.
"I think what I want and
what's best are two different
things."
"You want me to
go."
"No," she said in
exasperation. "That's not what I
want."
He came toward her then,
serious, purposeful, predatory. "Then we'll deal with the rest later because I'm
telling you, chère, I know what I
want."
Then he kissed her, and
Annie let his certainty sweep them both away. He carried her back inside, back
to bed, leaving the balcony an empty stage with an audience of one shrouded in
shadows of
midnight.
"I saw
her with him. Touching him. Kissing him. THE
WHORE.
She has no loyalty.
Just like before. It made me wish I had killed her.
Love.
Passion.
Greed.
Anger.
Hatred.
Around
and around the feelings spin, a red blur. You know, sometimes I can't tell one
from the other. I have no power over them. They have all power over me. I wait
for their verdict.
Only
time will tell."
32
The black of the night sky
was fading to navy in the east when Nick let himself out of Annie's apartment.
He didn't want anyone finding him here come first light. Which was why he had
parked his truck on a secluded boat landing off the levee road a quarter mile
away. If word leaked of an association between the defendant and the key witness
in the brutality case, there would be hell to pay for both of
them.
He didn't wake Annie. He
had no desire to wrestle with more questions. She had needed him, he had wanted
her—it was as simple and as complex as
that.
He didn't want to wonder
where it would go from here. He didn't want to wonder why Antoinette, of all
women, when he had allowed himself no woman in longer than he could remember. He
had spent the last year trying to rebuild himself. There had been nothing left
to give beyond what he gave to the job. He wouldn't have said he had anything to
give now, when he was backed into yet another corner and in danger of losing not
only his career but his identity. And yet, he found himself drawn to this woman.
His accuser.
Antoinette, young,
fresh, unspoiled. He was none of those things. Was that it? Did he simply want
to touch something good and clean? Or was it about redemption or salvation or
coercion?
"Aren't you ever
confused, Nick? Aren't you ever
uncertain?"
"All the time,
chère," he whispered as he drove
away.
There was only one
Mullen listed in the Bayou Breaux phone book. K. Mullen Jr. lived a block north
of the cane mill in a clapboard house built in the fifties and painted once
since. Trees kept the lawn as sparse as an adolescent boy's beard. The garage
sat back from the house; a bass boat and a Chevy truck were parked on the
cracked concrete in front of
it.
Nick walked back along the
side of the building, peering into windows that hadn't been cleaned in this
decade. The space was crammed with junk—old tires, a motorcycle, three
lawn mowers, a mud-splattered all-terrain four-wheeler. No Cadillac. At the back
of the building, a pair of speckled hunting dogs had worn two crescents of yard
to dirt, pacing out to the ends of their chains to crap. The dogs lay tucked
into balls between their two small shelters. They didn't crack an eye at
Nick.
He went to the back door of
the house and let himself in with no resistance from a lock. The kitchen was a
depressing little room with dirty dishes on most of the available counter space.
Junk mail was stacked up on the small table beside half a loaf of Evangeline
Maid white bread, an opened sack of barbeque potato chips, and three empty
long-neck bottles of Miller Genuine Draft. Mullen's Sig Sauer lay in its holster
on top of the latest Field &
Stream.
Nick searched through
the cupboards and refrigerator, pulling out a cheap frying pan, eggs, butter. As
the skillet was heating, he cracked eggs into a bowl, sniffed the milk to check
it, then added a splash along with salt and pepper, and whipped it together with
a fork. The pan gave a satisfying hiss as the liquid hit the
surface.
"Hold it right
there!"
Nick glanced over his
shoulder. Mullen stood in the doorway in uniform trousers, a shotgun pressed
into the hollow of his pasty white
shoulder.
"You would hold a gun
on me after you've presumed me to be your good friend?" Nick said, scraping a
spatula through the bubbling eggs. "That's bad manners,
Deputy."
"Fourcade?" Mullen
lowered the gun and shuffled a little farther into the room, as if he didn't
trust his eyes from a distance of five feet. "What the hell are you doing
here?"
"Me, I'm making a little
breakfast," Nick said. "Your kitchen is a disgrace, Mullen. You know, the
kitchen is the soul of the house. How you keep your kitchen is how you keep your
life. Looking around here, I'd say you have no respect for
yourself."
Mullen made no
comment. He laid the shotgun down on the table and scratched at his thin, greasy
hair. "Wha—?"
"Got any
coffee?"
"Why are you in my
house? It's six o'clock in the goddamn
morning!"
"Well, I figure we're
such good friends, you won't mind. Isn't that right, Deputy?" Giving the eggs
one last stir, he slid the pan from the burner, and turned around. "Sorry, I
don't have your first name down, but you know I didn't realize we were so close
and so I forgot to ever give a shit about
it."
Mullen's expression was an
ugly knot of perplexity. He looked like a man straining on the toilet. "What are
you talking about?"
"What'd you
do last night"—Nick leaned over the table and scanned the mailing label on
an envelope boasting YOUR NEW NRA STICKER
ENCLOSED!—"Keith?"
"Why?"
"It's
called small talk. This is what buddies do, I'm told. Why you don't tell me all
about what you did last
night?"
"Went out to the gun
club. Why?"
"Shot a few rounds,
huh?" Nick said, dousing the eggs with Tabasco from the bottle sitting on the
back of the stove. "What'd you shoot? This handgun you've so carelessly left on
your kitchen
table?"
"Uh..."
"How
about rifles? You shoot some
clay?"
"Yeah."
"You
have no clean plates," Nick announced with disapproval, picking up the frying
pan by the handle. He tasted the eggs and forked up a second mouthful. "You hear
about someone taking a shot at Renard last
night?"
"Yeah." The uncertainty
was still clear in his small mean eyes, but he had decided to pretend a bit of
arrogance. They were compadres ... maybe. He crossed his arms over his
bare chest. A smirk twisted his lips, revealing crowded bad teeth. "Too bad he
missed, huh?"
"You might assume I
would think that, knowing me like you do," Nick said. "That wasn't you trying to
help justice along there, was it,
Keith?"
Mullen forced a laugh.
"Hell no."
" 'Cause that's
against the law, don'tcha know. Now, you might say that didn't stop me the other
night. Deputy Broussard stopped
me."
Mullen made a rude sound.
"That little bitch. She oughta mind her own goddamn
business."
"I hear you're trying
to help her with that, no? Giving her a hard time and
whatnot."
"She don't know nothing
about loyalty, turning on one of us. Cunt's got no business being in a
uniform."
Nick flinched at the
obscenity, but held himself. His smile was sharp as he allowed himself to
visualize swinging the frying pan like a tennis racket, Mullen's pointy head
bouncing off the door frame, blood spraying from his nose and
mouth.
"So, you've taken it upon
yourself to avenge this wrong she committed against me," Nick said. "Because
we're such good pals, you and
me?"
"She hadn't oughta fuck with
the Brotherhood."
Nick sent the
pan sailing across the kitchen like a Frisbee. It landed in the sink with a
crash of glass breaking beneath
it.
"Hey!" Mullen
yelled.
Nick hit him hard in the
chest with the heel of his hand, knocking him backward into the cupboards, and
held him there, his knuckles digging into the soft hollow just below Mullen's
sternum.
"I am not your brother,"
he growled, staring into Mullen's eyes. "The mere suggestion of a genetic tie is
an insult to my family. Nor would I count you among my friends. I don't know you
from something I would scrape off my shoe. And you've not impressed me here this
morning, Keith, I have to say. So I think you'll understand when I tell you I
take exception to you acting on my
behalf.
"I fight my own battles.
I take care of my own problems. I won't tolerate being used as an excuse by some
redneck asshole who only wants to bully a woman. You got your own problem with
Broussard—that's one thing. You drag my name into it, I'll have to hurt
you. You'd be smart to just leave her alone so that I don't misinterpret. Have I
made myself clear to you?"
Mullen
nodded with vigor. Gasping for breath, he doubled over, rubbing his hand against
his diaphragm as Nick stepped
back.
"I might have guessed a man
with no honor would keep his kitchen this way." Nick shook his head as he took
in the sorry state of the room one last time.
"Sad."
Mullen looked up at him.
"Fuck you. You're just as fuckin' nuts as everyone says,
Fourcade."
Nick flashed a
crocodile smile. "Don't sell me short, Keith. I'm way crazier than people think.
You'd do well to remember
that."
Annie had watched
his truck go down the bayou road. A hollow feeling yawned in the middle of her.
She didn't fall into bed with men she barely knew. She could count her lovers on
one hand and have most of her fingers left over. Why
Fourcade?
Because somewhere in
the dark labyrinth that was Fourcade's personality there was a man worthy of
more than what his past had dealt him. He believed in justice, a greater good, a
higher power. He had destroyed his career for a fourteen-year-old dead girl no
one else in the world cared
about.
He had beaten a suspect
bloody right before her very eyes. His hearing was little more than a week
away.
"God, Broussard," she
groaned, "the things you get into
..."
Last night might have been
about wanting and needing, but the future wasn't so simple. Fourcade could
pretend to separate the attraction from the rest of it, but what would happen
when she got up on the witness stand at his hearing and told the court she'd
seen him commit a felony? And she would take the stand. Whatever feelings she
had for him now didn't change what had happened or what would happen. She had a
duty—to burn a cop on behalf of a
killer.
Rubbing her temples,
Annie went back into the apartment, pulled on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt,
and went through her routine with the energy of a slug. She returned home from
her run to the depressing sight of her half-trashed Jeep in the lot and A.J.
sitting on the gallery.
He was
already dressed for the office in a smart pinstriped suit and a crisp white
shirt, his burgundy tie fluttering as he leaned forward with his forearms on his
thighs.
His eyes were on her, a
ghost of a hopeful smile curved his
mouth.
At that moment he'd never
been more handsome to Annie, never more dear. It broke her heart to think she
was going to hurt him.
"Glad to
see you in one piece," he said, rising as she came up the steps. "That Jeep gave
me a scare. What
happened?"
"Sideswiped. No big
deal. Looks worse than it was," she
lied.
He shook his head.
"Lou'siana drivers. We gotta stop giving away driver's licenses with Wheaties
box tops."
Annie found a smile
for him and tugged on his tie. "What are you doing out here at this
hour?"
"This is what you get for
never answering your phone
messages."
"I'm sorry. I've been
busy."
"With what? From what I
hear, you've got time on your hands these
days."
She made a face. "So you
heard about my change in job
description?"
"Heard you got
stuck with crime dog duty." He sobered just enough to make her nervous. "Why
didn't I hear it from you?"
"I
wasn't exactly proud."
"So? Since
when do you not call me to whine and complain?" he said, his confusion plain,
though he tried to smile.
Annie
bit her lip and looked to the left of his shoulder. She would have given
anything to wriggle out of this, but she couldn't and she knew it. Better to run
through the minefield now and get it over with, "A.J., we need to
talk."
He sucked in a breath.
"Yeah, I guess we do. Let's go
upstairs."
Images of her
apartment flashed through Annie's head— the kitchen table spread with
files from the Bichon case, her sheets rumpled from sex with Fourcade. She felt
cheap and mean, a scarlet woman, a kicker of
puppies.
"No," she said, catching
his hand. "I need to cool off. Let's go sit on a
boat."
She chose the pontoon at
the far end of the dock, grabbed a towel from the storage bin, and wiped the dew
from the last aqua plastic bench seat. A.J. followed reluctantly, pausing to
look at the tip box Sos had mounted near the gate—a white wooden cube with
a window in front and a foot-long gator head fixed over the top hole, mouth open
in a money-hungry pose. The hand-lettering on the side read: TIP'S (POURBOIRE)
MERCI!
"Remember the time Uncle
Sos pretended this gator bit his finger off and he had all us kids
screaming?"
Annie smiled. "
'Cause your cousin Sonny tried to sneak a dollar
out."
"Then old Benoit, he did
the trick, only he really didn't have half his fingers. Sonny about wet
himself."
He slid onto the bench
a few feet from her and reached out to touch her hand. "We got a lotta good
memories," he said quietly. "So why you shutting me out now, Annie? What's the
deal here? You still mad at me about the Fourcade
thing?"
"I'm not mad at
you."
"Then, what? We're going
along fine, then all of a sudden I'm persona non grata.
What—"
"What do you mean,
'going along fine'?"
"Well, you
know—" A.J. struggled, clueless as to what he'd said wrong. He shrugged.
"I thought—"
"Thought what?
That the last hundred times I told you we're just friends I was speaking in some
kind of code?"
"Oh, come on," he
said, scowling. "You know there's more between
us—"
Annie pushed to her
feet, gaping at him. "What part of no do you not understand? You spent seven
years in higher education and you can't grasp the meaning of a one-syllable
word?"
"Of course I can, I just
don't see that it applies to
us."
"Christ," she muttered,
shaking her head. "You're as bad as
Renard."
"What's that supposed to
mean? You're calling me a
stalker?"
"I'm saying Pam Bichon
told him no eight ways from Sunday and he just heard what he wanted to hear. How
is that different from what you're
doing?"
"Well, for starters, I'm
not an accused murderer."
"Don't
be a smart-ass. I'm serious, A.J. I keep trying to tell you, you want something
from me I can't give you! How much plainer can I make
it?"
He looked away as if she'd
slapped him, the muscles in his jaw flexing. "I guess that's as plain as it
gets."
Annie sank back down on
the bench. "I don't want to hurt you, A.J.," she said softly. "That's the last
thing I want to do. I love
you—"
He barked a
laugh.
"—just not in the
way you need me to," she
finished.
"But see," he said,
"we've been through this cycle before, and you come around or I come around, and
then—"
Annie cut him off
with a shake of her head. "I can't do this, A.J. Not now. There's too much going
on."
"Which you won't tell me
about."
"I
can't."
"You can't tell me? Why?
What's going on?"
"I can't do
this," she whispered, hating the need to keep things from him, to lie to him.
Better to push him away so that he wouldn't want to
know.
"I'm not the enemy, Annie!"
he exploded. "We're on the same side, for crying out loud! Why can't you tell
me? What can't you tell me?"
She
dropped her face into her hands. Allying herself with Fourcade, investigating on
her own, trying to get Renard to fixate on her so she could trick him into
showing the ugly truth that lay beneath his bland mask—she could no more
tell A.J. any of it than she could tell Sheriff Noblier. They may all have
wanted the same outcome, but they weren't all on the same
side.
"Oh," he said suddenly, as
if an internal lightbulb just went on in his head, bright enough to hurt. "Maybe
you didn't mean the job. Jesus." He huffed out a breath and looked at her
sideways. "Is there someone else? Is that where you've been lately—with
some other guy?"
Annie held her
breath. There was Nick, but one night did not a relationship make, and she
couldn't see much hope in it
lasting.
"Annie? Is that it? Is
there someone else?"
"Maybe," she
hedged. "But that's not it. That's not ... I'm so sorry," she said, weary of the
fight. "You can't know how much I wish I felt differently, how much I wish this
could be what you want it to be, A.J. But wishing can't make it
so."
"Do I know
him?"
"Oh, A.J., don't go
there."
He stood with his hands
on his hips, looking away from her, his pride smarting, his logical mind working
to make sense of feelings that seldom bent to the will of reason. He wasn't so
different from Fourcade that way—too analytical, too rational, confounded
by the vagaries of human nature. Annie wanted to put her arms around him, to
offer him comfort as a friend, but knew he wouldn't allow it now. The feeling of
loss was a physical pain in the center of her
chest.
"I know what you want,"
she murmured. "You want a wife. You want a family. I want you to have those
things, A.J., and I'm not ready to be the person to give them to you. I don't
know that I'll ever be."
He
rubbed a hand across his jaw, blinked hard, checked his watch. "You know—"
He stopped to clear his throat. "I don't have time for this conversation right
now. I have to be in court this morning. I'll—ah—I'll call you
later."
"A.J.—"
"Oh—ah—Pritchett
wants you in his office this afternoon. Maybe I'll see you
there."
Annie watched him walk
away, stuffing a five in the alligator's mouth as he passed the tip box, her
heart as heavy as a stone in her
chest.
An old groundskeeper
was scrubbing the toes of the Virgin Mary with a toothbrush when Annie wheeled
into Our Lady of Mercy. Across the street, a woman smoking a pipe was selling
cut flowers out of the back of a rusty Toyota pickup. Annie parked in the
visitors' lot and climbed across the passenger's seat to let herself out of the
Jeep. "The Heap" she had decided to call it, trashed as it was. The impact of
one of the collisions had jammed the driver's door
shut.
"Dat ol' woman, she steal
dem flowers," the grounds-keeper said, shaking the toothbrush at Annie as she
passed. "She steal 'em right out the garden at the Vet'rans Park. Me, I seen her
do it. Why you don't arrest
her?"
"You'll have to call the
police, sir."
His dark face
squeezed tight, making his eyes pop out like Ping-Pong balls. "You is the
police!"
"No, sir, I'm with the
sheriff's office."
"Bah! Dogs is
all dogs when you calls 'em for
supper!"
"Yes, sir. Whatever that
means," Annie muttered as the doors whooshed open in front of
her.
The ICU was quiet except for
the sound of machines. A woman with cornrows and purple-framed glasses sat
behind the desk, watching the monitors and talking on the phone. She barely
glanced up as Annie passed. There was no guard at the door to Lindsay Faulkner's
room. Good news, bad news, Annie thought. She didn't have to get past a uniform
... and neither did anyone
else.
Faulkner lay in her bed in
the ICU looking like a science experiment gone wrong. Her head and face were
swathed mummy-like in bandages. Tubes fed into her and out of her. Monitors and
machines of mysterious purpose blinked and cheeped, their display screens filled
with glowing medical hieroglyphics. The redhead with the expired license plates
rose from her chair beside the bed as Annie
approached.
"How's she doing?"
Annie asked.
"Better, actually,"
she said in a hushed tone. "She's out of the coma. She's been in and out of
consciousness. She's said a few
words."
"Does she know who did
this to her?"
"No. She doesn't
remember anything about the attack. Not yet, anyway. The other detective was
already here and asked."
Two
miracles in one morning: Lindsay Faulkner conscious and Chaz Stokes out of bed
before eight A.M. Maybe he was making an effort after all. Maybe the spotlight
of the task force would bring out some ambition in
him.
"Has she had many
visitors?"
"They only allow
family up here," the redhead said. "We haven't been able to reach her parents.
They're traveling in China. Until we can get them here, the hospital has agreed
to make exceptions to the rule. Belle Davidson has been in, Grace from the
realty, me."
"She'll need y'all
to help her through this," Annie said. "She's got a long road ahead of
her."
"Don't talk ... about me
... like I'm not ... here."
At
the sound of the weak voice, the redhead turned toward the bed, smiling. "You
weren't here a minute ago."
"Ms.
Faulkner, it's Annie Broussard," Annie said, leaning down. "I came to see how
you're doing."
"You ... found me
... after..."
"Yes, I
did."
"Thank ...
you."
"I wish I could have done
more," Annie said. "There's a whole task force looking for the guy who did this
to you."
"You ... on
it?"
"No. I've been reassigned.
Detective Stokes is in charge. I hear you had lunch with him the other day. Did
you have something to tell him about Pam? Was that why you called me
Monday?"
The silence stretched so
long Annie thought perhaps consciousness had ebbed away from her again. The
sounds of the monitors filled the cubicle. Annie started to draw back from the
bed.
"Donnie," Faulkner
whispered.
"What about
Donnie?"
"Jealous."
"Jealous
of who?" Annie asked, bending
close.
"Stupid ... It wasn't
anything."
She was slipping away.
Annie touched Faulkner's arm in an attempt to maintain her connection to the
waking world.
"Who was Donnie
jealous of, Lindsay?"
The silence
hung again, like a cold breath in the
air.
"Detective
Stokes."
33
Donnie was jealous of
Stokes. Annie let her brain chew on that while she sorted through the faxes in
the tray, pulling the one she'd requested from the DMV—a listing of trucks
with Louisiana plates containing the partial sequence
EJ.
It wasn't difficult to
envision Stokes flirting with Pam. In fact, it would have been impossible not
to. That was what Stokes did: spent his every spare moment honing his seduction
skills. He considered it his duty to flirt with women. And, according to what
Lindsay Faulkner had said Sunday, Pam brought out those qualities in men without
even trying. Men were attracted to Pam, found her charming and sweet. Chaz
Stokes would never be the exception to that
rule.
With the stalking an
ongoing thing, he would have had ample cause to see Pam on a fairly regular
basis. Had Donnie gotten the wrong idea about the two of them? And what would he
have done about it if he had? Confront Stokes? Confront
Pam?
If Stokes knew Donnie was
jealous, then he would certainly have examined that angle when Pam was murdered.
She could check the statements tonight, ask Nick about it. Renard had alleged
Pam was afraid of Donnie, was afraid to see another man socially because of what
Donnie might do. Donnie had threatened a custody fight, as though he had grounds
for challenging Pam's rights. But it wasn't as if Pam had been seeing Stokes in
a social way.
Was
it?
"Stupid," Lindsay
Faulkner had said. "It wasn't
anything."
But Donnie had
thought otherwise. Had he heard what he wanted to hear, interpreted the
situation to suit—or to rouse—his temper? Annie had seen a hundred
examples in domestic abuse cases—the imagined slights, the phantom lovers,
the contrived grounds for anger. Excuses to lash out, to hurt, to belittle, to
punish.
No one had ever accused
Donnie of abuse, but that didn't mean his mind didn't bend the same way. Pam had
bruised his ego openly, publicly, kicking him out of their house, filing for
divorce, trying to separate the companies. An imagined affair with Stokes might
have pushed him over the edge.
He
had said something derogatory about Stokes when she'd spoken with him Saturday,
hadn't he? Something about Stokes being lazy. The remark had seemed almost
racist, an attitude that would have yanked Stokes's chain, and rightly so. He
would have been on Donnie like a pit bull. But Marcus Renard was the suspect
Stokes had in his crosshairs.
She
was giving herself an unnecessary headache. Nick was probably right. If she
didn't keep the individual strands separate, she would end up with a
knot—around her own neck. She had Renard on the hook, just the way
Fourcade had predicted. If she kept her focus, she could reel him in. She
decided she would swing by the hospital again at lunch and see if Lindsay could
identify the scarf Renard had sent
Pam.
"There is no time for
dawdling, Deputy Broussard!" Myron pronounced, marching to his post with all the
starch of a palace guard. "We have our orders for the morning. Detective Stokes
needs the arrest records for every man accused of a violent sexual crime in this
parish dating back ten years. I will call up the list on the computer, you will
then pull the files. I will log them out, you will deliver them to the task
force in the detectives'
building."
"Yes, sir, Mr. Myron,"
Annie said with a plastic smile, sliding the fax from the DMV under her
blotter.
They worked quickly, but
interruptions of usual records division business dragged the task
out—calls from the courthouse, calls from insurance companies, filling out
the intake form on a newly arrested burglar, checking in evidence against the
same burglar, checking out evidence for the trial of a suspected drug
dealer.
All of it was tedious and
Annie resented it mightily. She wanted to be the one receiving the files instead
of the one digging for them through decades of filed-away crap. She wanted to be
on the task force instead of in the paper trenches. Even working with Stokes
would have been preferable to working with Myron the
Monstrous.
Lunch was ten minutes
with a Snickers bar and a telephone pressed to her ear, checking the local
garages for any big sedans with passenger-side damage. She found none. Her
adversary either had stashed the car or had taken it out of the parish for
repairs. She checked the log sheet for recently stolen vehicles and found
nothing to match. Expanding the parameters of her search, she started in on the
list of garages in St. Martin
Parish.
"Hey, Broussard," Mullen
barked, leaning over the counter. "Knock off the hen party and do your job, why
don't you."
Annie glared at him
as she thanked another mechanic for nothing and hung up the
phone.
"This task force is
priority one," Mullen said, puffing his bony chest
out.
"Yeah? Well, how'd you get
on it? You got pictures of the sheriff naked with a
goat?"
He smirked, much too
pleased with himself. "I guess on account of my work on the Nolan
rape."
"Your work," Annie said
with disdain. "I caught that
call."
"Yeah, well, you win some,
you lose some."
"You know,
Mullen," she muttered, "I'd tell you to eat shit and die, but by the smell of
your breath I guess it's already a staple of your
diet."
She expected him to snap
at the bait, but he leaned back from her instead. "Look, can I get the rest of
those files now? As for our little feud, let's just let that go. No hard
feelings."
"No hard feelings?"
Annie repeated. She leaned toward him, holding her voice low and taut. "You
terrorize me, threaten me, cost me a small fortune in damages, cost me my
patrol. I'm standing back here playing a glorified goddamn secretary while
you're making hay on a case that should have been mine, and you say no hard
feelings?
"You son of a
bitch. Hard feelings are the only kind I've got right now. You'd better believe
I find so much as a paint chip connecting you to that Cadillac or whatever the
hell it was you tried to kill me with last night, I'll have your badge and your
bony ass."
"Cadillac?" Mullen
looked confused. "I don't know what you're talking about, Broussard. I don't
know nothing about no
Cadillac!"
"Yeah,
right."
"I didn't do nothing to
you!"
"Oh, save the act," Annie
sneered. "Take your files and get out of
here."
She gave the folders a
shove and sent them over the edge of the counter, raining arrest reports all
over the floor.
"Goddammit!"
Mullen yelled, drawing Hooker out of his
office.
"Jesus H., Mullen!" he
shouted. "You got a nerve condition or something? You got something wrong with
your motor skills?"
"No, sir," he
said tightly, glaring at Annie. "It was an
accident."
"South Lou'siana
is traditionally a place of folk justice," Smith Pritchett preached, strolling
along the credenza in his office, his hands planted at his thick waist. "The
Cajuns had their own code here before organized law enforcement and judicial
agencies provided a mitigating influence. The common mind here still makes a
distinction between the law and justice. I am well aware that a great many
people in this parish feel that Detective Fourcade's attack on Marcus Renard was
an acceptable way to cure a particular social problem. However, they would be
mistaken."
Annie watched him with
barely disguised impatience. This was likely the rough draft of his opening
statement for Fourcade's trial, which would be weeks or months away if he was
bound over. She sat in Pritchett's visitor's chair. A.J. stood across the room,
arms crossed, back against the bookcase, ignoring the empty chair four feet away
from her. His expression was closed tight. He hadn't spoken a word in the ten
minutes she'd been here.
"People
can't be allowed to take the law into their own hands," Pritchett continued.
"We'd end up with chaos, anarchy,
lawlessness."
The progression and
conclusion pleased him enough that he paused to jot them down on a pad on his
desk.
"The system is in place to
mark boundaries, to draw a firm line and hold the people to it," he said. "There
is no room for exceptions. You believe that, Deputy Broussard, or you would
never have gone into law enforcement—isn't that
right?"
"Yes, sir. I believe
that's been established, and I've already given my statement
to—"
"Yes, you have, and I
have a copy right here." He tapped his pen against a file folder. "But I feel
it's important for us to get to know each other, Annie. May I call you
Annie?"
"Look, I have a
job—"
"I understand you've
been having some difficulties with other members of the department," he said
with fatherly concern as he perched a hip on a corner of his
desk.
Annie shot a glance at A.J.
"Nothing I can't
handle—"
"Is someone trying
to coerce you? Dissuade you from testifying against Detective
Fourcade?"
"Not in so many
wor—"
"While a certain
reticence on your part would be understandable here, Annie, I want to impress
upon you the necessity and the importance of your testimony in this
matter."
"Yes, sir. I'm aware of
that, sir. I—"
"Has
Detective Fourcade himself approached
you?"
"Detective Fourcade has
made no attempt to keep me from testifying.
I—"
"And Sheriff Noblier?
Has he instructed you in any
way?"
"I don't know what you
mean," Annie said, holding herself stiff against the urge to
squirm.
"He's been less than
cooperative in this matter. Which is a sad commentary on the effects of his
tenure in office, I'm afraid. Gus thinks this parish is his little kingdom and
he can make up the rules to suit himself, but that isn't so. The law is the law
and it applies to everyone—detectives, sheriff's,
deputies."
"Yes,
sir."
He stepped around behind
the desk and slid into his leather chair. Slipping on a pair of steel-rimmed
reading glasses, he pulled her statement from the folder and glanced over
it.
"Now, Annie, you were off
duty that night, but A.J. tells me your personal vehicle is equipped with a
police scanner and a radio, is that
correct?"
"Yes,
sir."
"He tells me the two of you
had a pleasant dinner at Isabeau's that evening." He glanced up at her with
another indulgent, fatherly smile. "A very romantic setting. My wife's personal
favorite."
Annie said nothing.
She thought she could feel A.J.'s stare burning into her. While it seemed he had
told Pritchett everything else about their relationship, he hadn't told him it
was over. Pritchett was trying to use it as leverage to shift her loyalties.
Slimy lawyer.
"Where'd you go
after dinner, Annie?"
She had
managed to avoid this part of the story so far. It wasn't relevant to the
incident—except that Fourcade had taken a phone call and then left the
bar, which might have suggested premeditation to say nothing of collusion with
someone. But no one else had been beating on Renard, and Fourcade couldn't be
compelled to reveal the source or the content of the call, so what was the use
of talking about it?
On the other
hand, there were witnesses who could place her at
Laveau's.
"I saw Detective
Fourcade's truck across the street at Laveau's. I went to have a few words with
him about what had happened at the
courthouse."
Pritchett looked at
A.J., clearly unhappy at being taken by
surprise.
"Why wasn't this in
your statement, Deputy?"
"Because
it preceded the incident and had no bearing on
it."
"What condition was Fourcade
in?"
"He'd been
drinking."
"Was he aggressive,
angry, antagonistic?"
"No, sir,
he was ... unhappy, morose,
philosophical."
"Did he speak
about Renard? Threaten him?"
"No.
He talked about justice and injustice." And shadows and
ghosts.
"Did he give any
indication he was going to seek Renard
out?"
"No."
Pritchett
pulled his glasses off and nibbled thoughtfully on an earpiece. "What happened
next?"
"We went our separate
ways. I decided to stop at the Quik Pik for a few things. The rest is in my
report and in the statement I gave Chief
Earl."
"Did you at any time pick
up a call on your scanner regarding a suspected prowler in the vicinity of Bowen
and Briggs?"
"No, sir, but I was
out of the vehicle for several minutes, and then I had the regular radio on for
a while and the scanner turned down. I was off duty, it was
late."
Silence hung like dust
motes in the air. Annie picked at a broken cuticle and waited. Pritchett's chair
squeaked as he rose.
"Do you
believe there was a call,
Deputy?"
If he asked her this
question in court, Fourcade's attorney would object before the whole sentence
was out of his mouth. Calls for speculation. But they weren't in court.
The only person in the room who objected was
Annie.
"I didn't hear the call,"
she said. "Other people
did."
"Other people say
they did," he corrected her. His voice rose with every syllable. He bent
over and planted his hands on the arms of Annie's chair, his face inches from
hers. "Because Gus Noblier told them to say that they did. Because they want to
protect a man who blew a major case, then took it upon himself to execute the
suspect he couldn't
out-smart!
"There was no call,"
he said softly, pushing himself back. He sat against the desk again, his eyes on
her every second. "Did you arrest Fourcade that night and take him into
custody?"
What difference did it
make when the arrest had been made? What would it change? Fourcade was up on
charges. Pritchett was simply looking for ammunition to use against Noblier, and
Annie wanted no part of that
feud.
She called up the words the
sheriff himself had put in her mouth. "I stumbled across a situation I didn't
understand. I contained it. We went to the station to sort it
out."
"Why does Richard Kudrow
claim he saw an arrest report that subsequently went
missing?"
"Because he's a
stinking weasel lawyer and he loves nothing better than to stir the pot." She
looked Pritchett in the eye. "Why would you believe him? He lives to tie you up
in knots in the courtroom. You can bet he's loving this— you and Noblier
at each other's throats with cops in the
middle."
A small measure of
satisfaction warmed her as she watched her strategy work. Pritchett pressed his
lips together and moved away from the desk. The last thing he would want in the
world would be having Richard Kudrow play him for a
fool.
"How well do you know Nick
Fourcade, Annie?" he asked, the driving force gone from his
voice.
She thought of the night
spent in Nick's arms, their bodies locked together. "Not
very."
"He doesn't deserve your
loyalty. And he sure as hell doesn't deserve a badge. You're a good officer,
Annie. I've seen your record. And you did a good thing that night. I'm gonna
trust you to do the right thing when you get up on the witness stand next
week."
"Yes, sir," she
murmured.
He checked his Rolex
and turned to A.J. "I'm needed elsewhere. A.J., would you show Annie
out?"
"Of
course."
She started to get up,
intending to leave on Pritchett's heels, but the door shut too quickly after
him.
"He's late for his tee
time," A.J. said, not moving from the bookcase. "Why are you lying to us,
Annie?"
She flinched as if he'd
spat the words in her face. "I'm
not—"
"Don't insult me," he
snapped. "On top of everything else, don't insult me. I know you, Annie. I know
everything about you. Everything. That scares you, doesn't it? That's why you're
pushing me away."
"I don't think
this is the time or place for this conversation," she
muttered.
"You don't want anyone
getting that deep in your soul, do you? 'Cause what if I leave or die like your
mother—"
"Stop it!" Annie
ordered, furious that he would use the most painful memories of her childhood
against her.
"That hurts a hell
of a lot more than losing someone who isn't a part of you," he pressed on.
"Better to keep everyone at arm's
length."
"I want more than an
arm's length away from you right now, A.J.," Annie said tightly. She felt as if
he had reached out unexpectedly and sliced her with a straight razor, cutting
through flesh and bone.
"Why
didn't you tell me you saw Fourcade earlier that night?" he
asked.
"What difference does it
make?"
"What difference does it
make? I'm supposed to be your best friend! We had a date that night. You dumped
me and went to see
Fourcade—"
"That was not a
date," she argued. "We had dinner. Period. You're my friend, not my lover. I
don't have to clear my every move with
you!"
"You don't get it, do you?"
he said, incredulous. "This is about
trust—"
"Whose
trust?" she demanded. "You're giving me the goddamn third degree! One minute
you claim to be my best friend and the next you're wondering why I didn't give
you something you can use in court. You tell me we can separate who we are from
what we do, but only when it's convenient for you. I've had it, A.J. I don't
need this bullshit and I sure as hell don't need you taking potshots at my
psyche!"
"Annie—"
He
reached for her arm as she started for the door and she jerked away from him.
The secretaries in the outer office watched with owl eyes as she stormed
past.
The outer hall was dark and
cool. Voices floated down from the third floor. The last of the day's court
skirmishes had been fought, and the last of the warriors lingered in the hall,
swapping stories and making deals. Annie headed for a side exit, letting herself
out into sunshine that hurt her eyes. She fumbled with her sunglasses, then
nearly ran into a man standing at the edge of the
sidewalk.
"Deputy Broussard. This
is serendipitous, I must
say."
Annie groaned aloud.
Kudrow. He stood leaning against a Times-Picayune vending machine,
his trench coat belted tightly around him despite the unseasonable heat and
choking humidity of the afternoon. His posture suggested pain rather than
laziness. His emaciated face was the color of a mushroom and glossed with
perspiration. He looked as if he might die on the spot, draped over a headline
heralding the approach of Mardi
Gras.
"Are you all right?" Annie
asked, torn between concern for him as a human and dislike of him as a
person.
Kudrow tried to smile as
he straightened. "No, my dear, I am dying, but I won't be doing it here if
that's what concerns you. I'm not quite ready to go just yet. There are still
injustices to be corrected. You know all about that, don't
you?"
"I'm not in the mood for
your word games, lawyer. If you have something to say to me, then say it. I've
got better things to do."
"Like
searching for Marcus's alibi witness? Marcus has told me you've taken an
interest in his plight. How fascinating. This falls outside the scope of your
duties, doesn't it?"
How much
damage could he do with that knowledge? Sweat pooled between her shoulder blades
and trickled down the valley of her spine. "I'm looking into a couple of things
out of curiosity, that's all."
"A
thirst for the truth. Too bad no one else in your department seems to share that
quality. There's no evidence anyone is so much as looking into last night's
shooting incident at the Renard
home."
"Maybe there's nothing to
find."
"Two people have openly
tried to do Marcus harm in a week's time. Numerous others have threatened him.
The list of suspects could read like the phone book, yet to my knowledge no one
has been questioned."
"The
detectives are very busy these days, Mr.
Kudrow."
"They'll have another
homicide on their hands if they let this go," he warned. "This community is
wound tighter than a watch spring. I can feel the air thickening with anger,
with fear, with hate. That kind of pressure can only be contained to a point,
then it explodes."
A tight,
rattling cough shook him and he leaned against the vending machine again, his
energy spent, his eyes growing dull; an ill spectre of
doom.
Annie walked away from him
knowing he was right, feeling that same heaviness in the air, the same sense of
anticipation. Even in the sunshine everything looked rimmed in black, like in a
bad dream. Down the side street she could see city workers hanging pretty spring
flags on the light poles, sprucing up the town for the Mardi Gras Carnival, but
the sidewalks seemed strangely empty. There was no one in the park south of the
law enforcement center.
Three
women had been attacked in a span of a week. Cops were acting like criminals,
and a suspected murderer had gone free. People were
terrified.
Annie thought back to
the summer the Bayou Strangler had hunted here, and remembered having the same
uneasy feeling, the same irrational fear, the same sense of helplessness. But
this time she was a cop, and all the other emotions were being compressed by the
weight of responsibility.
Someone
had to make it stop.
Myron
welcomed her back to the records office with a pointed stare he directed from
Annie to the clock.
"This
gentleman from Allied Insurance needs a number of accident reports," he said,
nodding to a round mound of sweating flesh in rumpled seersucker on the opposite
side of the counter. "You will get him whatever he
needs."
On that order he took up
his Wall Street Journal and marched off to the men's
room.
"That's the best dang thing
I've heard all day!" the insurance man chortled. He stuck out a hand that looked
like a small balloon animal. "Tom O'Connor. Easy to remember," he said with a
smarmy wink. "Tomcat O'round the Corner. Get
it?"
Annie passed on the
handshake. "I get it. What reports did you
need?"
He pulled a crumpled list
from his coat pocket and handed it to her. "Hey, aren't you cute in that
uniform! You look like a little lady
deputy."
"I am a
deputy."
His eyes popped and he
let loose another volley of chuckles. "Well, shoot me
dead!"
"Don't tempt me," Annie
said. "I'm armed and it's been a very bad
day."
She looked up to heaven as
she took the list to the file cabinets. "Purgatory is a clerical department,
isn't it?"
As she sent Tom
O'Connor on his way with his reports, the fax machine rang and kicked on. Annie
watched the cover sheet roll out, her interest piquing at the letterhead—
the regional crime lab in New Iberia. The transmission was addressed to Det.
Stokes, but the fax number was for records instead of for the detectives'
machine—one digit off.
She
watched the sheets roll into the tray, plucking them up one at a time.
Preliminary lab results on the meager physical evidence collected at Lindsay
Faulkner's crime scene and from Lindsay Faulkner's person. Negative. Nothing
from the rape kit—no semen, no hair, no skin from under her nails, though
they knew she'd put up a fight. Blood samples from the carpet runner appeared to
be hers. Same type, at least. More sophisticated tests for DNA would take
weeks.
Just as Stokes had
predicted, they had nothing, just as they had nothing from the Jennifer Nolan
rape or the Kay Eisner rape. Lack of evidence was the one thing tying the cases
together. And the black feather mask—if the fragment Annie had picked off
Faulkner's rug matched the one she'd found at Nolan's trailer park. Nolan and
Eisner had both seen their assailant, had both seen the mask. So far, Lindsay
Faulkner remembered nothing. If that situation didn't improve, then the feather
from the mask could be the only link to the other
attacks.
She looked back through
the transmission for mention of the feather, finding none. There should have
been a note, at least.
Annie
glanced at the clock. Myron would be another five minutes in men's room
seclusion. The world's official timekeepers could have set their watches by
Myron's bowels. She dialed the number for the lab from her desk and connected
with the person she needed, rattling off the case number and what she was
after.
She waited, scanning
through the fax pages, frustrated by the lack of evidence. They had to be
dealing with a pro, someone savvy enough and cold enough to force the women to
wash away all trace evidence or, in the case of Lindsay Faulkner, to wash it
away himself. He knew everything they would look for, down to pubic hairs and
skin under the fingernails.
She
wondered if the task force had gleaned anything from the old files, wondered if
Stokes had heard back from the state pen, wondered if the NCIC or VICAP
computers would come up with anything. She wished she was the person who would
be finding out instead of the person waiting on sweaty insurance guys in the
records department.
"Excuse me?"
the woman's voice came back on the line. "You said a black feather, didn't
you?"
"Yes. There was one with
the Nolan case, and what might have been a fragment of a black feather with the
Faulkner case."
"Not here, there
isn't."
"What do you
mean?"
"I mean, I'm looking right
at the inventories and I don't see any feathers. They were never logged in here.
Sorry."
Annie thanked the woman
and hung up.
"No feathers," she
murmured as Myron marched back into the
office.
"Deputy Broussard, what
are you mumbling about?" he
demanded.
Paying no attention to
him, Annie went to the drawer at the counter and pulled the evidence card for
the Faulkner case. She ran her finger down the inventory of items. The black
feather-like fiber was listed fourth. The last name on the chain of custody list
was Det. Chs. Stokes, who had signed out the entire list of items for the
purpose of turning them over to the lab for
examination.
She pulled the card
for Nolan and ran her finger down the lines. The feather had been listed. The
evidence had been checked out to Stokes for the purpose of turning it over to
the lab. But the lab had no record of any feathers being checked
in.
"What are you doing?" Myron
asked, snatching the card from her fingers and squinting at
it.
Annie grabbed the fax sheets
from her desk and started for the
door.
"Where do you think you're
going?" the clerk demanded.
"To
see Detective Stokes. He's got some explaining to
do."
34
The detectives had their own
building across the alley from the main facility. Known affectionately as the
Pizza Hut for the volume of pepperoni with extra cheese pies delivered there on
a regular basis, it was a low, snot green cinder-block job that had once been
office space for a road construction outfit. The sheriff's office had bought the
property, converted the parking yard for the heavy equipment into an impound
lot, and given the building to a detective division that had outgrown its
allotted space in the aging law enforcement
center.
Annie buzzed the door and
was let in by the detective named Perez, his name spelled out in Magic Marker
across the front of the Kevlar vest he wore over a T-shirt. His dark hair was
scraped back into a short rattail. The mustache that covered his upper lip was
bushy enough to hide small rodents. He gave Annie a sour
once-over.
"I need to see
Stokes."
"You got a
warrant?"
"Screw you,
Perez."
As she walked past him,
he cupped a hand around his mouth and shouted, "Hey, Chaz, you got the right to
remain silent!"
The building was
as cold as a walk-in freezer. Two window air conditioners groaned at the effort
to maintain the temperature while electric fans blew the chilled air around the
single front room. The room that had been given over to the rape task force was
at the back. It had probably been the construction foreman's office at one time.
A twelve-by-twelve cube paneled in cheap wood grain. Someone had started a soda
can pyramid on the ledge of the barred window. The files Annie and Myron had
gathered were strewn in haphazard piles over the long table that was the room's
main piece of furniture. The hard-driving Cajun-spiced rock of Sonny Landreth's
"Shootin" for the Moon" was wailing out of a boom box on top of a corner file
cabinet.
Mullen was on the phone.
Stokes pranced behind the table, playing air guitar and mouthing lyrics, his
crumpled porkpie hat tipped back on his
head.
Annie rolled her eyes. "Oh
yeah, the women of this parish will sleep better knowing you're on the job,
Stokes."
He swung toward her.
"Broussard, you are a boil on the butt of my day. You know what I'm
saying?"
"Like I care." She held
the faxes up. "Your preliminary lab results on Faulkner. Where's the
feather?"
He snatched the papers
away from her and scanned them,
frowning.
"Don't bother to
pretend you're looking for it in there," Annie said. "The lab says they've never
seen it or the one from the Nolan scene. I want to know
why."
Mullen still had the phone
receiver pressed to his head, but his eyes were on
them.
"Man, I need this like I
need root canal," Stokes muttered, turning for the back
door.
Annie followed him out. The
area behind the building was a wasteland of crushed shell, rock, and weeds with
a view of the abandoned junkers in the impound
lot.
"What'd you do with them,
Chaz?" she demanded.
"I told you
to keep your nose out of my cases," he snapped, thrusting a finger at
her.
"So you can feel free to
fuck up with impunity?"
"Shut
up!" he shouted, charging her. "Shut the fuck
up!"
Annie backpedaled into the
side of the building.
"I'm just
about half past sick of your shit, Broussard," he snarled, his face inches from
hers. His pale eyes were neon-bright with temper. The tendons in his neck stood
out like iron rods. "I know what I'm doing. How do you think I got this job? You
think I got this job 'cause I'm browner than you? You think I skated in on my
color?"
Annie glared right back
at him. "No. I think you got it because you're a man and you're full of
bullshit. You talk a big game, and when somebody calls you on it, then they're
suddenly a racist. I've had it up to my back teeth with that game. I don't hear
Quinlan calling anybody a racist. I don't hear Ossie Compton calling anybody a
racist. I don't hear anybody but you, and what you got is barely a
suntan."
She ducked under the arm
he had braced against the building, and backed away from him. "You're a jerk.
You'd be a jerk if you were snow white. You'd be a jerk if you looked like Mel
Gibson. End of topic. I want to know what you did with the evidence I collected.
You can tell me or we can take it to the
sheriff."
Stokes paced, trying to
school his temper or weigh his options or both. "Don't you threaten me,
Broussard," he muttered. "You're nothing but a little prick-teaser
troublemaker."
"Gus is still in
his office," Annie bluffed. "I could have gone straight to him, you
know."
And run the risk of not
only looking like a fool but renewing every hard feeling the men held toward
her. Stokes would say the same thing to Gus he'd just said to her. He'd call her
a troublemaker, and there wasn't a soul in the department who wouldn't believe
him on some level.
"You dumped
evidence," she prodded, not wanting to give him time to think. "What possible
excuse do you have for that?"
"I
didn't dump nothing," he growled. "The feathers went to the state
lab."
"Where's the
receipt?"
"Fuck you! I don't have
to answer to you, Broussard! Who the fuck do you think you
are?"
"Maybe I'm the only person
paying attention," Annie shot back. "Why would you send everything to New Iberia
except the feathers?"
"Because I
know a guy in the state lab and he owes me a favor. That's why. They got some
brainiac fibers expert can look at a feather and tell if it came off a duck's
ass in Outer Mongolia. So I sent him the goddamn feathers and the mask from the
Bichon homicide. For all the good that'll do
us.
"Those damn masks are a dime
a dozen. What are we gonna do? Track down every manufacturer in Bumfuck,
Thailand, and ask them what? Go to every five-and-dime and cheap-shit souvenir
shop in South Lou'siana and ask them if they sold any masks to rapists? A
hundred goddamn miles of legwork that'll get us jack
shit."
"Unless the feathers match
up," Annie said. "Then you might be able to tie the first two rapes to Faulkner,
at least. Even just by a thread would be more than you've got now. Faulkner
doesn't remember anything about the attack. She may
never."
She knew instantly she'd
made a mistake. Stokes's posture tightened, his gaze turned cold and
hard.
"How do you know that?" he
asked quietly.
Oh, shit.
Annie jumped in with both feet. "I went to see her this
morning."
"Fuck-in' A!"
Stokes shouted in disbelief. Then his voice dropped to a near whisper, and
yet it skated sharply across Annie's nerves. "You just do not listen, do you,
bitch?
"This is my case," he
said, thumping a fist to his chest. "I will make it. I don't have to answer to
you. I find out you called the state lab to check my story, I'll haul your ass
into Noblier's office—and if you think he isn't ready to cut you loose,
you better think again, Broussard. You'll be working security at a gator farm by
the time I'm through with
you.
"Faulkner is my vic,
my witness. You stay the hell away from her. You stay the hell away from
my cases," he warned, poking her sternum with a forefinger. "You stay the hell
away from me."
He went back into
the building, the barred storm door hissing shut behind him. Mullen stared out
the window at her. A moment later, a car's engine roared to life on the other
side of the building and tires squealed on pavement. She caught a glimpse of
Stokes's black Camaro as it shot past toward the
bayou.
What now? Annie couldn't
imagine Stokes being so diligent as to send the feathers to a specialist, but if
she called the state lab to check, he'd have her ass on a platter. If he had in
fact taken the feathers to Shreveport, he would have kept the receipt with the
case file, and the case file was in his possession. And if he hadn't sent the
feathers to the state lab?
He
admitted he didn't want to do the legwork, didn't want to chase down the source
of the feathers. The chance of getting anything useful out of it was too big a
long shot. He didn't want the feathers to match up with the mask from the Bichon
homicide because that might mean someone other than Marcus Renard killed Pam
Bichon. He didn't want the work. He didn't want the headache. He didn't want to
be proved wrong.
A wanderer on
the path of least resistance, that was Stokes. His problem had absolutely
nothing to do with his color or anyone's perception of his color. It had to do
with his own perception of the world and his priorities regarding it. He would
rather have spent his time playing air guitar than seeing through the tedious
business of tracking down a long-shot lead. He would rather have spent his time
flirting with Pam Bichon than doing the grunt work that could have proved her
stalking case. He hadn't perceived her to be in danger, so why follow up on
anything?
Annie wondered what
else he might have screwed up— on this case and on Pam's case. What might
he have overlooked when Pam was being stalked? Something that could have been
used against Renard when Pam filed for the restraining order? How differed might
things have turned out if someone else had caught Pam's case in the
beginning—Quinlan or Perez or
Nick?
Now Stokes had charge of a
task force that could affect the lives of any number of women. They were up
against a criminal who knew the system, knew procedure, had left them virtually
nothing at the scenes of three rapes. Only a pro would know what they
needed—
Or a
cop.
The idea swept a chill over
her. Fear scratched at the back of her neck, and she turned her eyes on the
Pizza Hut.
A cop would know
exactly what went into building a rape
case.
Stokes a rapist? It was
crazy. He had more women than he could keep track of. But then, rape wasn't
about sex. Plenty of rapists had wives or girlfriends. Rape was about anger and
power. She thought of the way Stokes had looked as he charged her moments ago;
the fury in his eyes. She thought of the way he had looked months ago when she
had argued with him in the parking lot at the Voodoo Lounge, the hot blue flame
of hate that had flared at her rejection of
him.
But it was a long jump from
anger to aggression to rape. It made more sense that Stokes was lazy than a
sexual predator. It made more sense that their rapist was a career criminal than
a career
cop.
Still...
Stokes
had control of all the evidence in three rapes that shared traits with Pam
Bichon's homicide.
Stokes had
investigated Pam's stalking
complaints.
Donnie Bichon had
been jealous of Pam's relationship with the detective. So said Lindsay Faulkner,
who had met with Stokes over lunch on Monday and had her head bashed in that
same night.
Donnie had been
jealous of Stokes.
"Stupid ...
It was nothing," Faulkner had
said.
Annie wondered who might
have broken that news to
Stokes.
She finished her
shift in clerical hell, changed clothes in her makeshift locker room, and went
in search of estimates for the damage to the Heap, one eye peeled for a Cadillac
with matching dents. The last of the three garages sat across the street from
Po' Richard's sandwich
shop.
Stomach growling, she
contemplated supper. Going home this early would almost certainly mean a
confrontation with Uncle Sos. She had avoided him and his questions this
morning, but she wouldn't be that lucky again. He would want to know why A.J.
had come and gone so quickly this morning. Going to Fourcade's place would mean
what? Would they sit down and talk about what was going on between them or would
they just end up in his bed, solving nothing, complicating
everything?
She pulled up to the
drive-through window and ordered a fried shrimp po'boy basket and a Pepsi. The
kid at the window didn't recognize her. He didn't look like the type to watch
the news. Shunning the picnic tables that sat out in front of the restaurant and
the half-dozen people taking their suppers there, she drove down the block and
parked in front of a vacant lot strewn with beer cans and broken glass. As she
munched her dinner she stared out her broken window across the street to Bichon
Bayou Development.
The office had
been closed nearly two hours, but Donnie's Lex's sat alongside the building and
a light shone in two of the windows. Why had Donnie been jealous of the time Pam
spent with Stokes? Had he expected Pam to turn to him instead of to the cops
during the stalking? Had that been his plan—to stalk Pam himself, frighten
her anonymously, get her to turn to him, and win her back? It seemed like the
kind of juvenile grand plan that would appeal to Donnie's arrested adolescent
ego. And when the plan failed, he would have wanted to blame someone other than
himself —Stokes, or Pam herself.
Annie picked the last shrimp
from the cardboard tray and chewed it slowly, thinking of Lindsay. Faulkner
disliked Donnie. Hate may not have been too strong a word. She may have
come up with her latest revelation simply to make trouble for him. According to
the receptionist at the realty, Donnie and Lindsay had argued Monday morning.
Lindsay may have thought defaming Donnie would scare off his prospective buyer
for the realty. And how would Donnie have reacted to that
plan?
If he was capable of
terrorizing the mother of his child, if he was capable of killing her, then what
would stop him from beating Lindsay Faulkner's head in with a
telephone?
She let herself out of
the Jeep, crossed the street, and walked through the open side gate to Bichon
Bayou Development. She chose a side door, near the window with the light shining
through, rang the bell twice, and waited. A moment later Donnie pulled the door
open and stared at her, a vague sheen glossing his
eyes.
"Well, if it isn't the
chick filler in my cop sandwich," he drawled. He had shed his tie and left his
shirt open at the throat, sleeves rolled up. The scent of whiskey hung on him
like a faint cologne. "I've got Fourcade on my ass, Stokes in my face, and you
... What part of me do you want, Ms.
Broussard?"
"How much have you
had to drink, Mr. Bichon?"
"Why?
Is there now some law against a man drowning his sorrows in the privacy of his
own office?"
"No, sir," Annie
said. "I'm just wondering if this conversation will be worth my while, that's
all."
He raked a hand through his
brown hair, mussing it, and propped a shoulder on the door frame. The smile he
flashed her seemed thin and forced. He looked tired, physically, spiritually.
Sad, Annie decided, though she was careful not to let the assessment taint her
feelings toward him. Donnie was the type of man a lot of women would want to
mother —the perpetual boy in a man's body, full of charm and mischief and
confusion and potential. Had it been that boyish quality that had attracted Pam?
Lindsay Faulkner had said Pam had always seen the potential in Donnie, but had
never imagined he wouldn't live up to
it.
"Are you always so
straightforward, Detective?" he asked. "Whatever happened to those coy games
women learned while under their mothers' white-gloved
tutelage?"
"It's Deputy," Annie
corrected. "My mother died when I was
nine."
Donnie winced. "God. I
can't manage to do much of anything right these days. I'm sorry," he said with
genuine contrition. He stepped back from the door and motioned her in. "I'm not
so drunk to have lost all my manners or sense, though some would say I never had
much of the latter to begin with. Come in. Have a seat. I just ordered a
pizza."
A gooseneck lamp was the
only light on in his office, glowing gold on the polished oak desk and giving
the place an intimate feel. A bottle of Glenlivet single malt scotch sat on the
blotter beside a coffee mug that declared Donnie to be #1
DAD.
"Have you seen Josie this
week?" Annie asked as she walked slowly around the office, taking in the
wildlife art on the walls, the framed aerial photos of the Quail Run
subdivision. A photo of Josie smiling like a pixie sat on the desk near the
mug.
Donnie dropped into his
chair. "Hell, no. Every night's a school night. On the weekend Belle runs off
with her. Let me tell you, the only thing worse than having an ex-wife is having
an ex-mother-in-law. She lies when I call—tells me Josie's in the bathtub,
she's gone to bed, she's doing homework." He poured two fingers of scotch into
the mug and drank half. "I admit, I have dark thoughts about Belle
Davidson."
"Careful who you say
that to, Mr. Bichon."
"That's
right. Anything I say can and will be used against me. Well, I'm past caring at
the moment. I miss my little
girl."
He sipped at the scotch,
stroked his fingertips over the printing on the mug. There was an air of
surprise about him, as if he had never expected to face any difficulty in his
life and what he was going through now was a rude and unwelcome shock. Things
had come too easily for him, Annie suspected. He was handsome. He was popular.
He was an athlete. He expected love and adoration, instant forgiveness, no
accountability. In many ways, he was as much a child as his
daughter.
"Please have a seat so
I can focus my eyes, Deputy. And please call me Donnie. I'm depressed enough
without having to think attractive women feel compelled to call me 'sir.' " He
flashed the weary smile
again.
Annie took a seat in the
burgundy wing chair across the desk from him. He wanted to be friends, to
pretend she was here for him instead of as a cop—the way Renard kept
trying to do. But she felt less anxious about it with Donnie, which could prove
to be a costly mistake, she reminded herself. He had as much reason to kill Pam
as Renard. More. But he was handsome, and popular, and charming, and no one
wanted to think he was guilty of anything other than cheating on his
wife.
If she was going to play
detective, it was her role to draw him out from behind his public facade. Get
him to relax, get him to talk, see what he might reveal. She could once again
play off the adversarial positions Stokes and Fourcade had taken with him. She
could be his friend.
"Okay,
Donnie," she said. "What's depressing
you?"
"What isn't? I'm separated
from my child. I'm being stalked by a psychopathic cop who I bailed out
of jail. Now I've got Stokes coming in here asking me did I bash in Lindsay
Faulkner's head—like I even thought anything could put a dent in it.
Business is..." He let the statement trail off on a heavy sigh. "And
Pam..."
Tears filled his eyes and
he looked away. "This isn't what I wanted," he
whispered.
"It's not working out
for the best for anyone," Annie said. "I saw Lindsay this morning. She's in
pretty rough shape."
"But that's
got nothing to do with Pam," he declared. "It was that
rapist."
Annie didn't comment. In
the brief silence she watched his expression of certainty slip. "I suppose you
heard about someone taking a shot at Renard last
night."
"It's the talk of the
town," Donnie said. "I believe if he'd been killed, the Rotarians would have
made the shooter grand marshal of the Mardi Gras parade. People are sick of
waiting around for justice to be
done."
"Are you one of those
people?"
"Hell, yes. Did I pull
the trigger? Hell, no, and for once I've got half a dozen witnesses to back me
up. I was here last night, working on the parade
float."
"And the crew is off
tonight?"
"It's finished. I'm
celebrating." He lifted the bottle and raised his eyebrows. "Want to help
me?"
"No
thanks."
"That's the second time
you've turned me down. If you're not careful, I'll get the feeling you don't
like me."
"And then
what?"
He shrugged and grinned.
"I'll have to try harder. I dislike
rejection."
"What about
competition? Lindsay told me you were jealous of Detective Stokes spending time
with Pam."
The grin flattened. He
poured a little more scotch and took the mug with him as he unfolded his lanky
body from the chair. "The guy's a jerk, that's all. He was supposed to be
investigating. All he really wanted was to get in her
pants."
"Do you think he ever
succeeded?"
"Pam didn't sleep
around."
"And how would it be any
of your business if she
had?"
"She was still my wife," he
said, his expression tightening with suppressed
anger.
"On
paper."
"It wasn't
over."
"Pam said it
was."
"She was wrong," he
insisted. "I loved her. I screwed up. I know I screwed up, but I loved her. We
would have worked things
out."
His determination amazed
and unnerved Annie. "Donnie, she had filed the
papers."
"She still had my name.
She still wore my ring, for Christ's sake." Tears welled in his eyes again and
his hand trembled a little. "And she's out with
that—"
He wasn't drunk
enough to finish the sentence. He shook his head at the temptation, turned away
from it.
"What do you
mean—out with him?" Annie prodded. "You mean like on
dates?"
"Lunch to discuss this
aspect of the case. Dinner to go over that aspect of the case. I saw the way he
looked at her. I know what he wanted. He didn't give a shit about the case. He
didn't do anything to stop what was
happening."
"How do you know
that?"
He blinked at her.
"Because I—I know. I was
there."
"Where?" Annie pressed,
rising and stepping toward him, her instincts at attention. "Did you follow him
around? Did you talk to the sheriff? How would you know what he did or didn't
do, Donnie?"
Unless you were
involved.
He didn't answer
for a moment, didn't look at her. "You ask him," he said at last. "You ask him
what he was doing. Ask him what he wanted. I can't believe he hasn't wanted the
same thing from you." His gaze moved over her face. "Then again, maybe he has.
Maybe you go for his type. What do I
know?"
"His
type?"
Sipping at his scotch, he
moved away.
"Did you ever
confront him about his interest in Pam?" Annie
asked.
"He said if I had a
problem with him, I should take it to the sheriff, but that I'd look like a
jackass 'cause Pam sure as hell wasn't
complaining."
"How did that make
you feel toward Pam?"
He didn't
answer. He picked a small framed photograph off a shelf in the bookcase and
looked at it as if he hadn't seen it in a very long time. A photograph of
himself with Pam and Josie at about five. His family,
intact.
"She was so pretty," he
whispered.
Setting the frame
aside, he turned toward Annie again. "Like you, Detective. Pretty brown eyes."
He reached up with a hesitant hand to brush her bangs to the side. "Pretty
smile." He touched the corner of her mouth. "Better watch out. I'll want to
marry you."
Annie held herself
still, wondering how much of this talk was Donnie and how much was the liquor.
Then the doorbell buzzed, and whatever had been in Donnie's head
vanished.
"Pizza man," he
announced, walking out.
She
wondered just how stable he was. His logic seemed perilously close to the
classic pattern of the obsessive stalker everyone had pegged Renard to be. She
wondered how angry he might have been seeing Pam with Stokes. She wondered how a
man who reportedly chased every skirt in town could find any moral outrage at
his estranged wife having lunch with another man. Even if Stokes had had designs
on Pam, Pam had not reciprocated. "It was nothing," Lindsay had said; she
had been reluctant even to raise the subject, it seemed so
insignificant.
And yet she had
raised the subject with Stokes the very day she had quarreled with Donnie ...
and that same night someone had tried to silence her
forever.
The pieces sifted
through her mind: Donnie, desperate, losing a wife and a safety net for his
business. Donnie, unable to cope with the idea of rejection. Donnie, in
financial straits. Donnie, angry, driven to a dangerous limit by his problems
and by the sight of his wife enjoying the company of another man—a man
whose race might have added to the outrage in Donnie's mind. Pushed to that thin
dark line, might he have crossed it in a moment of madness? Killed her in a fit
of rage and covered the crime with atrocities no one would ever attribute to
him?
The sudden ringing of the
telephone broke Annie's concentration. She expected an answering machine to pick
up, but none did. Who called a business line at this hour? A client? A
girlfriend? A legitimate associate? A not-so-legitimate
associate?
She picked up the
receiver when the phone stopped ringing. Eyes on the door, she dialed star 69
and waited while the call chased itself back
home.
On the fourth ring a man's
voice answered. "Marcotte."
35
"When will you paint that,
Marcus? I want no reminders," Doll said with drama. "My nerves are still ragged
tonight. They're worse, in fact. It's as if it's all coming back to me because
of it being evening. My evenings will never be the same. The joy of my evenings
has been robbed from me. I will never again be able to sit at this table and
enjoy a cup of coffee after dinner. Certainly not with the wall looking that
way. When will you paint
it?"
"Tomorrow,
Mother."
Marcus scraped the last
of the excess wet patching compound from the wall and into the can he had used
to mix the concoction. He was no expert at repairing walls, let alone a bullet
hole, but then no expert had been willing to do the job. Every call had been the
same: They heard his name and hung
up.
He had boarded up the broken
French door himself. When the replacement glass arrived, he would have to learn
about glazing, he supposed. Until then, the heavy drapes would be pulled across
the door. Doll had closed every shade and drape in the house to block the view
of any potential voyeur or
sniper.
"The sheriff's office
should have to pay for fixing that hole," Doll said. "It's their fault we have
people shooting at us. The way they've railroaded you when you're guilty of
nothing but making a fool of yourself over a woman. They're lazy and corrupt,
and we'll all end up murdered in our beds because of
them."
"They're not all that way,
Mother. Annie said she'd do her best to check into what happened last
night."
"Annie," she said with
disapproval. "Don't delude yourself, Marcus. You think she's some kind of angel.
She's no better than the
rest."
Tuning out his mother's
droning, Marcus knelt to clean up his work area. He imagined what it would be
like to move away from here and start fresh without the burden of his family or
his reputation. He envisioned a house of his own design, perhaps on the Gulf
Coast of Texas or Florida. Something open and bright, with a large deck facing
the water.
He thought of coming
home after work to cook dinner for Annie. She wasn't the domestic sort. He would
take pleasure in teaching her. They would work side by side in the kitchen, and
he would show her the proper way to fillet a fish. His hand would close over
hers on the knife and guide her. He could almost feel the delicate bones of her
hand beneath his, the smooth handle of the knife filling her palm. It would
remind them both of the night before, when he had closed her hand around the
shaft of his penis. Warmth flooded his
groin.
"Marcus, are you listening
to me?"
Doll's shrill tone tore
through the fabric of his fantasy, ruining it. He briefly imagined surging to
his feet with a roar, swinging the can of plaster mix, striking his mother
across the face with it, plaster and blood spraying across the wall as she
crumpled to the floor. But of course he didn't do that. It was only a moment's
madness, there and gone. He wiped his hands on the damp towel and folded it
neatly.
"What was that,
Mother?"
"Will the paint match?"
she asked with exasperation. "I have a premonition that the spot will always
stand out. That the color won't match no matter what we do, and every time I
look at that wall I'll be taken with the
fear."
Marcus rose with the
bucket in one hand and toolbox in the other. "I'm sure it will match—so
long as we allow the plaster to cure properly before we paint
it."
Doll drummed her fingertips
against her sternum, frowning sourly. "I wish you would paint it
tonight."
"If I paint it tonight,
the spot will show." He walked away as she clucked her tongue behind
him.
He wanted out of the house,
needed air, needed quiet. He wanted to see Annie. He had tried to call her, to
thank her again for coming to his rescue, to ask her if she had made any
progress on his case, but she wasn't home, which made him wonder what she was
doing. As much as he didn't want to, he couldn't help but question if she was
with a man tonight.
The thought
aroused his jealousy. Men would want her. He did. And she might take a lover,
not fully realizing yet what could be between them. He imagined tearing her from
the arms of another man, striking her, punishing her, disciplining her for
betraying him, taking her sexually with force and dominance. She would realize
her mistake then. She would see the truth of his feelings for her. And in seeing
that truth she would recognize her own
feelings.
Strange, he thought as
he washed the plaster residue from his hands, after Elaine had died, he hadn't
wanted anyone to take her place for a long time. He hadn't expected to think of
another woman after Pam's death. He still grieved for her. He still missed her.
But the sharpness of that pain had faded and was being replaced by something
else—hunger, need. Pam had ultimately rejected him. She had believed the
lies of her husband and Stokes, and failed to see the truth of his devotion to
her. He thought less and less of Pam, more and more of Annie, his
angel.
He went through his
bedroom to his sanctuary and turned on the lights and radio. A Haydn string
quartet played softly as he took the portrait from its special place in the
small secret storage cupboard hidden behind a panel of wainscoting. The
cubbyhole had been there for more than a century. No telling what the original
owners of the house had protected in it. Marcus lined the shelves with keepsakes
he would share with no one. Treasured mementos of past loves. Things he wanted
no one in his family to taint with so much as their mere knowledge of them. He
touched several pieces
now.
Closing the panel, he moved
to his drawing table and arranged things to his satisfaction. The sketch was
taking shape nicely. He stared at it for a long time, thinking, imagining. He
concentrated first on her eyes with their slightly exotic shape. Then the slim,
pert nose. Then the mouth— her incredibly sexy mouth with its full lower
lip and quirking corners. He imagined touching her mouth with his, imagined her
mouth moving over his naked body. He imagined her hands touching him. The
arousal built until he finally went back to the secret cupboard and returned
with a pair of women's black silk underpants. He opened his trousers and
masturbated with the panties, his eyes on the portrait. He thought of what it
would be like to be inside her, to press her body down beneath his and impale
his shaft between her legs again and again and again, until she screamed with
the ecstasy of it.
When it was
over, he washed himself at the utility sink in the corner, rinsed out the
panties, and put them away with his other treasures. He watched the clock and
waited, too restless to work on the drawing. When the house was quiet and he
knew his mother and Victor were likely both asleep, he let his restlessness
drive him from the house into the
night.
Nick paced his study
as Annie recounted the events of the evening to him, culminating with Marcotte's
call to Donnie. Things were starting to happen. The screws were
turning.
Marcotte was in it now,
and Nick couldn't help but wonder if that was his own doing. That Marcotte might
never have taken an interest in Bayou Breaux if he hadn't drawn the man's
attention to it didn't sit well. The possibility that Marcotte had been involved
from the start pleased him even
less.
The focus of the
investigation was broadening rather than narrowing, suggesting he hadn't done
the job right the first time around, and he didn't want to believe that. He had
worked too hard to come back from the debacle of New Orleans and the Parmantel
case.
"I feel like I'm balancing
on the head of a pin, juggling bowling balls," Annie muttered, starting to pace
as Nick slowed, as if it were essential for one of them to keep in
motion.
"If Marcotte was in
contact with Donnie before Pam's murder, then that only adds to Donnie's
motive," she said. "He was angry with Pam for leaving him. I think she was
probably holding his property hostage in order to get him to drop the custody
threat—which Lindsay Faulkner hinted might have been about Pam seeing male
clients. I know Donnie was angry over the relationship he imagined between her
and Stokes. If it was
imagined.
"What do you know about
that?" she asked. "Was he talking about her around the office? Did he say
anything to you?"
Nick shook his
head. "Not that I recall, but I don't listen to that crap, anyway. I don't care
who's screwing who unless there's a felony involved. I sure as hell didn't
listen to Stokes. He's got a new one every week, at least. I know he was
friendly with her. He was quieter after her murder. He might have wanted to be
the primary on the case, but he was tied up with the DA the morning you found
her. I caught it instead, and Noblier left it that way, even though Stokes had
worked the stalking angle. It was a matter of experience. I've worked more
murders than the rest of them put
together."
"But Stokes never said
anything personal about Pam, about the two of
them?"
"Not in a sexual way, no.
He admitted he wished he had done more for her during the harassment. He didn't
take it seriously enough."
"No
kidding," Annie said sarcastically. "I've gone over those reports. He gave her
pamphlets on domestic violence and told her to call the phone company to see if
she couldn't get them to put a tap on her line. Lazy son of a
bitch."
She marched back toward
him, her eyes bright with anger and adrenaline. She looked ready to wrestle
tigers. Her anger pleased
him.
"And what if Stokes is
something worse than lazy?" Annie asked quietly, giving voice to the thought for
the first time. She felt as if she had just let a poisonous snake loose in the
room.
Fourcade looked at her with
suspicion. "What exactly are you saying,
'Toinette?"
"I had a little
run-in with Stokes today over some of the evidence in those rapes. He claims he
sent it in to the lab in Shreveport for analysis, but he threatened me not to
check up on it. He says he'll go to Noblier and make a formal complaint about me
digging around in his cases. But what's the big deal if I call—if the
stuff is really there?"
"You
think he didn't send it?" Nick said. "Why wouldn't
he?"
"This rapist knows
everything we'll look for—hairs, fibers, fingerprints, body fluids. He
goes so far as to make the victims clean under their fingernails after he's
through with them. Who would know to be that careful? A pro ... or a
cop."
"You think Stokes is the
rapist? Mais sa c'est fou! That's crazy!" He actually laughed. Annie
didn't see the humor.
"Why is
that crazy?" she demanded. "Because he's got all the women he wants? You know as
well as I do it doesn't always work that
way."
"Come on, 'Toinette. Stokes
is suddenly a rapist? Overnight he's a rapist? No
way."
"You think he's not capable
of violence against a woman?" Annie said. "Good ol' Chaz. Everybody's buddy. I
can tell you from experience he doesn't like the word
no."
The import of her
words struck Nick hard, awakening feelings of jealousy and protectiveness he
would have said he didn't possess. "He laid a hand on
you?"
"He never got the chance,"
Annie said. "But that doesn't mean he didn't want to or that he hasn't thought
about it a hundred times since. He's got an ugly temper with a touchy
trigger."
True enough, Nick
thought. He'd seen Stokes's temper in action just
yesterday.
"You thought he turned
on you," Annie reminded him.
And
he wasn't entirely sure it wasn't true. But Nick couldn't decide if he suspected
Stokes because Stokes was deserving of it or because Nick didn't want to accept
100 percent of the culpability for beating up
Renard.
"There's a big jump from
selling me out to being a rapist," he
said.
"But look at the
connections to Stokes in all of this," Annie said. "Every time I turn around,
there he is. He's got control of the rape task force, has access to all the
evidence. Now he's checked out the feathers from the mask in two of the rapes
and the mask from Pam Bichon's homicide, and he doesn't want me calling the lab
to check on the stuff."
Nick
lifted his hands. "Oh, hold on, 'Toinette. You're not gonna try to tie him to
Bichon."
"Why not?" Annie said.
"Stokes investigated Pam's stalking complaints. Donnie was jealous of the time
Pam spent with him—so said Lindsay Faulkner, who met Stokes over lunch on
Monday and had her head bashed in that same
night."
"You're way off the beam
here," Nick said, shaking his head. "I was there, remember. Bichon was my case.
You think I wouldn't have seen
that?"
"Were you looking?" Annie
challenged. "Where did Stokes steer you? To
Renard."
"Nobody steers me. I
went to Renard because the logic took me there. Stokes turns up in all of this
because he's a cop, for God's sake. If you follow your line of thinking, you
could tie me to the murder, I could tie you to the
rapes."
"I'm not the one trying
to hide evidence," Annie shot
back.
"You don't know that he is,
either. Maybe he just wants you out of his
hair."
"And maybe I'm right and
you don't wanna hear it because it would make you look like a
fool."
"I don't wanna hear it
because it's a waste of time," he said
stubbornly.
"Because it's my
theory and not yours," Annie argued. "I told you at the start of this I wouldn't
be your puppet, Nick. Don't blow me off now because I'm not stuck in the same
tunnel with you. I think Stokes is a legitimate
suspect."
"He's a
cop."
"So are you!" she snapped.
"It didn't stop you from breaking the
law."
Her words slapped
everything to a halt. She felt a sting of guilt that aggravated her. She wasn't
the one who had something to feel guilty about. And yet, she couldn't let go of
the feeling that she'd hurt him. Fourcade, the granite cop, the pillar of cold
logic. No one else would have thought him capable of feeling
hurt.
"I'm sorry," she murmured.
"That was bitchy."
"No. It's true
enough. C'est vrai."
He
went to a dormer window and stared out at
nothing.
"I just think it's
another possibility," Annie said. "It's an angle no one's
considered."
An angle he didn't
want to consider, Nick admitted. For exactly the reason she had said. Bichon had
been his case. If he'd worked side by side with her killer and never seen it,
what kind of cop did that make
him?
He ran the possibility
through his mind, trying to see it as if he'd never had anything to do with the
case or with Stokes.
"I don't buy
it," he said. "Stokes has been here four or five years, suddenly he butchers a
woman and becomes a serial rapist? Uh-uh. That's not the way it
works."
He turned around and
walked slowly back toward Annie. "What other evidence was there in the
rapes?"
"No blood, no semen, no
skin. Nothing from the rape kits." Then a memory surfaced. "At the Nolan rape, I
saw Stokes picking pubic hairs out of Jennifer Nolan's bathtub with a
tweezers."
"Check it out.
Meanwhile, get me the case numbers on the rapes. I'll call Shreveport and tell
them I'm Quinlan. See what they have to
say."
Annie nodded. "Thanks," she
said, looking up at him. "I'm
sorry—"
"Don't be sorry,
'Toinette," he ordered. "It's a waste of energy. You had something on your mind,
you laid it out. We'll see where it takes us, but I don't want you getting
sidetracked. These rapes aren't your focus. The murder is your focus and Renard
is your number one suspect. Pam Bichon herself, she told us that. You don't
wanna listen to me, you listen to
her."
He was right. Pam had seen
Renard for a monster and no one had listened to her. In turning away from Renard
to look at other possibilities, was she also ignoring Pam's cries for
help—or was she simply doing the
job?
"Why couldn't I have been a
cocktail waitress?" she asked on a weary
sigh.
"If you weren't a cop, you
wouldn't get to drive that hot car," Nick
murmured.
The humor was
unexpected and welcome. Annie looked at his rugged face, the eyes that had seen
too much. Logic told her to stay away from him, but the temptation to feel
something other than uncertainty and apprehension was strong. He had the power
to sweep it all away for a few hours, to blind her to everything but passion and
raw need. A brief interlude of oblivion and
obsession.
Obsession didn't seem
like such a good thing to succumb to, considering where it had gotten Fourcade.
But was it obsession she was afraid of or Fourcade or
herself?
Annie forced herself to
go to the board of crime scene photos and look at what had been left of Pam
Bichon. A shudder of revulsion went through her, as sobering as a dousing of ice
water.
Could Stokes have done
this? With what motive? Lindsay Faulkner said he had flirted with Pam, that
Donnie had been jealous. She never said that Pam had objected to Stokes's
attentions. If Pam had put him off because she feared repercussions from Donnie,
he had only to bide his time until the divorce went through. But Chaz Stokes was
not a patient man, and not always a rational one. In a moment of blind fury
could he have crossed the
line?
It sounded weak to her.
Maybe she wanted to look at Stokes only because he yanked her chain or because
she knew he was a lazy cop.
Could
Donnie have done this? In her mind's eye she could see him in the intimate light
of his office, standing too close to her, that strange look of false remembrance
and regret hanging crooked on his face. In a fit of anger, jealousy pushing him
far beyond his limits, could he have butchered the mother of his
child?
He had been drinking the
night of the murder, as he had been tonight. Liquor was the key that opened the
floodgates on ugly emotions. She'd seen it happen time and again. But to this
level of brutality?
"You were in
it from the start," she said to Nick. "Did you ever think Donnie could have done
it?"
He joined her at the table.
"I've seen people driven to all manner of atrocities. I've seen parents kill
their children, children kill their parents, husbands kill their wives, wives
set their husbands on fire while they're passed out drunk. But this? I never
believed he had the stomach for it. Motive, maybe, but the rest ... no, I never
believed it.
"I talked to the
bartender who served Donnie at the Voodoo Lounge that night." He shook a
cigarette out of the pack on the table and played with it between his fingers.
"He swore Donnie had more than his
share."
"I know. I read the
statement. But it was Friday night," Annie reminded him. "They were busy. Can he
be sure Donnie drank everything he was served? And even if he drank it, how do
we know he didn't just go in the men's room and puke it all up? If he's capable
of doing this to a woman, then he's clever enough to build himself an
alibi."
"There's one big
stumbling block, chère. Il a pas d'esprit. Donnie, he's not clever
at all," he said. "He's a whiner not a doer, and a screwup to boot. There's no
way in hell Donnie Bichon commits a crime like this and he doesn't fuck up
somewhere along the way. Fingerprints, fibers, skin under her fingernails,
semen, something. There was damn near nothing at that crime
scene—on or around the body. He consented to a search of his town
house—nothing. No bloody clothes, no bloody towels, no bloody footprints
in the garage, no traces of blood anywhere in the
house."
"What about this possible
connection to Marcotte and Marcotte's connection to
DiMonti?"
"That's no mob hit," he
said. "Mob wants somebody dead, they take 'em out in the swamp and shoot 'em.
They wrap eighty pounds of chain around the body and throw it in the
Atchafalaya. Bump 'em and dump 'em. No boss would have this kind of psycho on
his payroll. Killer like this, he's too unpredictable, he's a risk. I've said it
all along and I say it again: This was
personal."
Annie turned her back
to the photos and rubbed her hands over her face. "My brain
hurts."
"Keep your eyes on the
prize, 'Toinette. Don't turn your back on Renard just because you see other
possibilities. He's calling you, sending you presents—same as he did with
Pam. Same as he did with that gal up in Baton Rouge. There's two dead women in
his wake. You leave Donnie and Marcotte to me. Renard is your focus. You got him
on the hook, 'tite fille. Reel him
in."
And then what? she
thought, but she didn't ask the question. She simply let the silence settle
between them, too hot and too tired to go any further with it tonight. The loft
was warm and stuffy, the unexpected heat of the day having risen up into the
rafters. The ceiling fans only stirred it
around.
"Had enough for one day?"
Nick asked. He brought the cigarette to his lips, then pulled it away and tossed
it on the table beside the
pack.
Annie nodded, following the
move with her eyes. She wondered if he had changed his mind or if he had set it
aside because he knew she didn't like it. Dangerous thinking. Foolish thinking.
Fourcade did what he
wanted.
"Stay the night," he
said. As if he had flipped a switch, the energy he radiated became instantly
sexual. She felt it touch her, felt her own body stir in
response.
"I can't," she said
softly. "With everything that's gone on lately, Sos and Fanchon worry. I need to
be home."
"Then stay awhile," he
said, tilting her chin up. "I want you, 'Toinette," he murmured, lowering his
head. "I want you in my bed."
"I
wish it were that simple."
"No,
you don't. Because then it would be only sex, and you'd feel cheap and cheated
and used. That's not what you
want."
"What is it, then, if it's
not just sex?" Annie asked, surprised at his allusion to something more. He
struck her as the kind of man who would want uncomplicated affairs,
straightforward sex, no gray areas, no untidy
emotions.
He stroked her
cheekbone with his thumb, his expression pensive. "It is what it is," he
whispered, touching his mouth to hers. If the answer was there, he didn't want
to see it or wasn't ready to see it any more than she was ready to put a label
on it.
"Stay and we can explore
the possibilities," he said against her
lips.
He opened her mouth with
his, touched his tongue to hers. A shiver ran through her like
quicksilver.
"I want you," he
murmured, moving his hands down her back. "You want me,
yes?"
"Yes," she
admitted.
His gaze held hers.
"Don't be afraid of it, 'Toinette. Come deeper with me,
chère."
Deeper.
Into the black water, the unknown. Sink or swim. She thought of A.J.'s
accusation that she was pushing him away because he knew her too well, and
Nick's assertion that she was afraid to know herself, afraid of what might lie
beneath the surface. She thought of the sense of expectation she'd been feeling
for weeks, the sense that she was treading water, waiting for
something.
Fourcade was reaching
out to her. The unknown was whether she would buoy him or he would pull her down
into his darkness so deep she would
drown.
He waited. Silent. Still
and as taut as a clenched
fist.
"I'll stay awhile," she
said.
He swept her off her feet
and carried her to the bed. They stood beside it and undressed each other,
fingers hurrying, fumbling at buttons. The heat of the room pressed in on them.
Skin went slick with the heat of desire. Their bodies kissed, hot and wet, flesh
to flesh, man to woman. His hands explored her: the soft fullness of a breast,
the pearled tip of a nipple, the moist lips of femininity. She touched
everything male about him: the hard-ridged muscles of his belly, the crisp dark
hair that matted his chest, the shaft of his erection, as smooth and hard as a
column of marble.
They fell
across the crisp sheets, a tangle of limbs, her dark hair spilling across the
pillow. She arched her body into the touch of his mouth as he kissed the beads
of sweat from between her breasts and followed the trail down her belly to the
point of her hip, the crease of her thigh, the back of her knee. She opened
herself to the touch of his hand. He took her to the brink of fulfillment and
left her hanging there, aching with the need to join her body with
his.
He pulled a foil packet from
the drawer of the nightstand. Annie took it from his fingers. Nick sat back
against the headboard and held himself still against the exquisite torture of
her small hands fitting the condom over his shaft. She looked up at him, her
eyes wide, her mouth swollen and cherry red from his kisses. She looked both
wanton and hesitant. He had never wanted a woman more—this woman who held
sway over the fate of his career. This woman— sweet, normal Annie, who had
never seen the dark side and probably never wanted to. He should have left her
to her nice life, but she had wandered into his realm, and his need to touch
her, to hold her to him, far outweighed his capacity for
nobility.
He held his hand out to
her. "Viens ici, chérie," he murmured, pulling her toward him.
"Come take what you want."
Hands
at her waist, he guided her astride him. She eased herself down, taking him
deep, her fingertips biting into his shoulders. They moved together. He held her
tight. Their kisses tasted dark and
salty-sweet.
Annie felt suspended
in the rhythm of it, consumed by the intensity of it. She fell back in the
support of his arms and floated while he sucked at her breast. She banded her
arms around his shoulders and held tight as the urgency
built.
"Open your eyes,
chère," he commanded. "Open your eyes and look at
me."
Her gaze locked on his as
the end came for both of them. One and then the other. Powerful. Intimate. More
than sex.
In a week she would
testify against him.
The thought
trailed through her mind like a slug as she lay beside him. She wanted to know
if his lawyer would try to cut a deal, but she didn't ask. She tried to imagine
visiting him in prison. The image turned her
stomach.
She supposed no jury in
South Louisiana would convict him, given the false testimony any number of other
officers were willing to give about the bogus 10-70 call that night, and the
fact that almost everyone in Partout Parish believed Renard should have gotten
worse than a beating. And so she was hoping that the justice system she had
sworn to serve would corrupt itself to suit her wishes, and somehow that would
be okay when Fourcade going after Renard in the first place was
not.
Shades of gray, Noblier had
told her. Like layers of soot and dirt. She felt it rubbing off on
her.
"I have to go," she said, a
mix of reluctance and urgency struggling within her. She swung her legs over the
side of the bed and sat up, reaching for her
T-shirt.
Nick said nothing. He
didn't expect her to stay—tonight or for the long haul. Why would she? A
relationship between them would be difficult, and she had a nice tame lawyer
waiting in the wings to give her a simple, normal life. Why would she not take
that? He told himself it didn't matter. He was the kind of man meant to be
alone. He was used to it. Solitude allowed him concentration for the
job.
The job that would be taken
from him forever if he was convicted of beating Marcus Renard. The hearing was a
week away. The key witness stood with her back to him, scraping her dark hair
into a messy ponytail. His accuser, his partner, his lover. He'd have been a
hell of a lot better off hating her. But he
didn't.
He climbed out of bed and
picked up his jeans. "I'll follow you home. In case Cadillac Man comes back for
an encore."
He stayed well
back on the drive to the Corners. There were times when Annie thought he must
have left off with the tail, and then she would catch a glimpse of his lights.
He wasn't following her to prevent Cadillac Man from making another run at her,
he was letting her run ahead, a rabbit to lure their predator. If her assailant
took the bait, Fourcade would be there to bust the
jerk.
Not exactly the way most
lovers topped off a romantic interlude. But then, Fourcade was by no means
typical. And they weren't exactly most lovers. Most lovers never had to face
each other across a
courtroom.
She turned in at the
Corners and parked in front of the store. Moments later, Fourcade drove past,
flashing his headlights once. He didn't
stop.
She sat in the Jeep for a
time, half listening to the radio —an argument about whether or not women
should carry handguns in these dangerous
times.
"You think a rapist is
just gonna stand back when y'all say, 'Oh, wait, let me get my gun out my
pocketbook so I can shoot you'?" the male caller said in a high falsetto.
"Marital arts—that's what women
need."
"You mean martial
arts?"
"That's what I
said."
Annie shook her head and
pulled her keys. She climbed to the passenger seat and gathered her stuff,
slinging the strap of her duffel over one shoulder and scooping the files
Fourcade had sent with her into her other arm. She added the detritus of her
dinner and a sandal that had worked its way out from under the
seat.
Overburdened, the duffel
strap slipping on her shoulder, she climbed out of the Jeep and bumped the door
shut with her hip. The load in her arm shifted precariously. As she came around
the back of the Jeep, the shoe slipped off the pile and took the dinner garbage
with it. The duffel strap fell, the weight of the bag jerking her right arm so
that the files and other junk spilled to the
ground.
"Shit," she muttered,
dropping to her knees.
The sound
of the rifle shot registered in her mind a split second before the bullet
hit.
36
The bullet ripped through
the plastic back window of the Jeep, destroyed the windshield, and shattered the
front window of the store. All in less time than it took to draw a
breath—not that Annie was
breathing.
She dropped flat on
the ground, the crushed shell biting into her bare arms as she scooted under the
Jeep, dragging her duffel bag with her. She couldn't hear a damn thing for the
pounding of her pulse in her ears. The heat from the Jeep pressed down on her.
Hands fumbling, she dug her Sig Sauer out of the bag, twitched the safety off
and waited.
She couldn't see
anything but the ground. If she crawled out from under the Jeep at the front,
she could make it up onto the gallery. Using the Jeep for cover, she could climb
through the broken front window, get to the phone, and call
911.
A screen door slapped in the
distance.
"Who's there?" Sos
called, racking the shotgun. "Me, I shoot trespassers! And survivors—I
shoot them twice!"
"Uncle Sos!"
Annie yelled. "Go back inside! Call
911!"
"I'd rather unload this
buckshot in some rascal's ass! Where y'at,
chère?"
"Go back in
the house! Call 911!"
"The hell I
will! Your tante, she already called! Cops are on the
way!"
And if they were lucky,
Annie thought, a deputy might arrive in half an hour—unless there already
was a deputy right across the road with a rifle in his hands. She thought of
Mullen. She thought of Stokes. Donnie Bichon came to mind. She considered the
possibility of Renard. She had accused him of shooting into his own home. Maybe
this was retribution.
She
adjusted her grip on the Sig and scuttled toward the front end of the Jeep. The
shot had to have come from the road or the woods beyond. She hadn't heard or
seen a car. A shooter in the woods at night would lose himself in a hurry. It
would take a dog to track him, and by the time a K-9 unit arrived, he would be
long gone.
In the distance she
could hear the radio car coming, siren wailing, giving all criminals in the
vicinity ample warning of its imminent
arrival.
Pitre was the deputy. To
Sos and Fanchon, he showed a modicum of respect. To Annie he remarked that he
hadn't realized there were so many poor shots in the parish. He made a laconic
call back to dispatch to advise everyone of the situation, which was
nothing—they had no suspect description, no vehicle description, nothing.
At Annie's insistence he called for the K-9 unit and was told the officer was
unavailable. A detective would be assigned the case in the morning—if she
wanted to pursue the matter, Pitre
said.
"Someone tried to kill me,"
she snapped. "Yeah, I think I don't wanna just drop
that."
Pitre shrugged, as if to
say, "suit yourself."
The slug
had passed through the front window of the store, shattered a display case of
jewelry made from nutria teeth, and slammed into the old steel cash register
that sat on the tour ticket counter. The cash register had sustained an
impressive wound, but still worked. The slug had been mangled beyond
recognition. Even if anyone ever went to the trouble of finding a suspect, they
would have nothing to match for
ballistics.
"Yeah, well, thanks
for nothing, again," Annie said, walking Pitre to his
car.
He feigned innocence. "Hey,
I came with lights and
siren!"
Annie scowled at him.
"Don't even get me started. Suffice it to say you're just about as big an
asshole as Mullen."
"Ooooh! You
gonna go after me now?" he said. "I heard you went after Stokes today. What is
it with you, Broussard? You think the only way you'll get up the ladder is
knocking everybody else off? What ever happened to women who slept their way to
the top?"
"I'd rather give bone
marrow. Go piss up a rope, Pitre." She flipped him off as he drove
away.
After walking Fanchon back
to the house, she used the phone in the store to call Fourcade. She chewed at a
broken fingernail as she listened to the phone ring on the other end. On the
sixth ring his machine picked up. He had asked her to stay the night, now the
night was half gone and so was Fourcade. Where was he at one-thirty in the
morning? Her mind worried at that question as she helped Sos board up the window
to keep out looting raccoons.
It
bothered her that she wanted Nick here for emotional reasons and not just as
another cop. If she was going to get through this mess with Renard and the
department and Fourcade's hearing, she had to be tougher. She needed to learn to
separate the issues. She could almost hear him in her mind: You're not dead.
Suck it up and focus on your job,
'Toinette.
And then he would
put his arms around her and hold her safe against
him.
As they worked on the
window, she answered Sos's questions as best she could without revealing too
much about the situation she had become embroiled in. But he knew she was
holding things back from him, and she knew he
knew.
He gave her a hard look as
they walked out, his temper still up and bubbling. "Look what you got yourself
in now, 'tite fille. Why you can't do things no way but the hard way? Why
you don't just marry Andre and settle? Give your tante and me some
grandbabies? Mais non, you gotta run off and do a man's job! You all the
time beatin' on a hornet's nest with a stick! And now you gonna get stung. Sa
c'est de la
couyonade!"
"It'll work out,
Uncle Sos," Annie promised, feeling like a worm for lying to him. She could have
been dead.
He made a strangled
sound in his throat, but cupped her face in his callused hands. "We worry 'bout
you, chérie, your tante and me. You're like our own, you
know dat! Why you gotta make life so
hard?"
"I don't mean to look for
trouble."
Sos heaved a sigh and
patted her cheek. "But when trouble comes lookin' for you, you ain't hard to
find, c'est vrai."
Annie
watched him walk away. She hated that this mess had touched him and Fanchon. If
her life was going to stay this complicated, maybe she would have to think about
moving away from the Corners.
"If
my life is going to stay this complicated, maybe I'll have to think about moving
into an asylum," she muttered as she stepped down off the gallery and turned the
corner to her stairs.
A small box
wrapped in flowered paper with a white bow sat on the third step from the
bottom. Renard. Annie recognized the paper. It was the same as what had been
wrapped around the box with the scarf in it. A too-familiar sense of unease
rippled through her at the idea of him coming here as if he felt entitled to
touch her private life.
She
stuffed the box into her duffel bag and went up to the
apartment.
The sense of violation
struck her immediately. The feeling that someone had invaded her home. From her
vantage point in the front entry she could see across the living room, could see
that the French doors were shut, the bolt turned. The air in the apartment was
stifling and stale from an unexpectedly hot day with closed windows. A faint
undertone of something earthy and rotten lingered. The swamp, Annie thought. Or
maybe she needed to take the garbage out. She set her duffel bag on the bench
and pulled out the Sig. With the gun raised and ready, she moved into the living
room and hit the message button on the answering machine. If there was someone
here, and he thought she was occupied listening to the machine, he might think
to take advantage and attack her from
behind.
Images of Lindsay
Faulkner flashed through her mind— lying on the floor like a broken doll;
head swathed in bandages like a
mummy.
The messages rolled out of
the machine. A Mary Kay lady who had seen her on the news and wanted to
compliment her on her complexion. A distant Doucet "cousin" who had seen her on
the news and wondered if she could help him get a job as a
deputy.
She moved out of the
living room and around the perimeter of the kitchen. Nothing seemed out of
order. The old refrigerator hummed and groaned. The alligator on the door
grinned at her. The table was clean. She had swept her notes and files together
before leaving this morning and stashed them in an old steamer trunk that sat in
her living room—just in
case.
The answering machine
continued chattering. A.J.'s psychologist sister-in-law, Serena, wanted to offer
a friendly ear if Annie needed to talk. Two
hang-ups.
Back in the living
room, Annie made the same slow, quiet circuit, looking for anything out of
place, pausing at the French doors to double-check the lock. The gator coffee
table seemed to watch her as she skirted past
it.
"What's the deal, Alphonse?"
Annie murmured.
Silence. Then
Marcus Renard's voice spoke to
her.
"Annie? This is Marcus. I
wish you were home. I wanted to thank you again for coming over last night." The
voice was too sincere, too familiar. "It means so much to know you care." More
silence, and then he said, "Goodnight, Annie. I hope you're having a pleasant
evening."
The skin crawled on the
back of her neck. She crossed the room and started down the hall as the machine
reported two more hang-up
calls.
The bathroom was clear.
Her workout room appeared undisturbed. The tension ebbed a bit. Maybe she was
still just reacting to the shooting. Maybe she was just projecting her feelings
of violation at Renard having left another gift for her. He should never have
been able to get into her home. The doors had been
locked.
Then she turned the
corner and opened the door to her
bedroom.
The stench of decay hit
her full in the face and turned her stomach inside
out.
Nailed to the wall above her
bed in a position of crucifixion, its legs broken and bent, hung a dead black
cat. Its skull had been crushed, its entrails spilled out of the body cavity
onto the pillows below. And above it one word was painted in
blood—cunt.
"People
should get what they deserve, don't you think? Good or
bad.
She deserves to be
confronted with the consequences of her sins. She deserves to be punished. Like
the others.
Betrayal is
the least of her
crimes.
Terror is the
least of mine."
37
He lay in wait like a
panther in the night, anger and anticipation contained by forced patience. The
glowing blue numbers on the VCR clicked the minutes. 1:43. 1:44. The low purr of
an engine approached, passed one end of the house, and slipped into the
garage.
The rattle of keys. The
kitchen door swung open. He
waited.
Footfalls on tile.
Footfalls muffled by carpet. He
waited.
The footsteps passed by
his hiding place.
"Quite the
night owl, aren't you,
Tulane?"
Donnie bolted at the
sound of the voice, but in a heartbeat, Fourcade materialized from the gloom of
the living room and slammed him into the
wall.
"You lied to me, Donnie,"
he growled. "That's not a wise thing to
do."
"I don't know what you're
talking about!" Donnie blubbered, spittle collecting at the corners of his
mouth. His breath reeked of scotch. The smell of sweat and fear penetrated his
clothing.
Nick gave him a shake,
banging his head back against the wall. "In case you haven't noticed, Donnie,
me, I'm not a patient man. And you, you're not too bright. This is bad
combination, no?"
Donnie
shivered. His voice took on a whine. "What do you want from me,
Fourcade?"
"Truth. You tell me
you don't know Duval Marcotte. But Marcotte, he called you on the telephone
tonight, didn't he?"
"I don't
know him. I know of him," he stressed. "What if he called me? I can't
control what other people do! Jesus, this is the perfect example—I did you
a good turn and look how you treat
me!"
"You don't like the way I
treat you, Tulane?" Nick said, easing his weight back. "The way you lie to me, I
was tempted to beat the shit out of you a long time ago. Put in the proper
perspective, my restraint has been commendable. Perspective is the key to
balance in life, c'est
vrai?"
Donnie edged away from
the wall. Fourcade blocked the route to the kitchen and garage. He glanced
across the living room. The furniture was an obstacle course of black shadows
against a dark background; the only illumination, silver streetlight leaching in
through the sheer front
curtains.
Nick smiled. "Don't you
run away from me, Donnie. You'll only piss me
off."
"I've already managed to do
that."
"Yeah, but you ain't never
seen me mad, mon ami. You don't wanna open that door, let the tiger
out."
"You know, this is it,
Fourcade," Donnie said. "I'm calling the cops this time. You can't just break
into people's homes and harass
them."
Nick leaned into the back
of a tall recliner and turned the lamp beside it on low. Donnie had traded the
Young Businessman look for Uptown Casual: jeans and a polo shirt with a small
red crawfish embroidered on the left
chest.
"Why are you wearing
sunglasses?" Donnie asked. "It's the middle of the damn
night."
Nick just smiled
slowly.
"You sure you wanna do
that, Donnie?" he said. "You wanna call the SO? Because, you know, you do that,
then we're all gonna have to have this conversation downtown— about how
you lied to me and what all about Marcotte sniffing around the realty, wanting
that land what's tied up
there.
"Me,"—he
shrugged—"I'm just a friend who dropped by to chat. But you..." He shook
his head sadly. "Tulane, you just got more and more explaining to do. You see
how this looks—you dealing with Marcotte? I'll tell you: It looks like you
had one hell of a motive to kill your
wife."
"I never talked to
Marcotte—"
"And now your
wife's partner is attacked, left for
dead—"
"I never laid a hand
on Lindsay! I told Stokes, that son of a
bitch—"
"It's just not
looking good for you, Donnie." Nick moved away from the chair, hands resting at
the waist of his jeans. "So, you gonna do something about that or
what?"
"Do what?" Donnie
said in exasperation.
"Did
Marcotte contact you or the other way
around?"
Donnie's Adam's apple
bobbed in his throat. "He called
me."
"When?"
"Yesterday."
Nick
silently cursed his own stupidity. "That's the truth?" he
demanded.
Donnie raised his right
hand like a Boy Scout and closed his eyes, flinching. "My hand to
God."
Nick grabbed his face with
one big hand and squeezed as he backed him into another wall. "Look at me," he
ordered. "Look at me! You he to God all you want,
Tulane.
God, He's not here gonna
kick your ass. You look at me and answer. Did you ever have contact with Duval
Marcotte before Pam was
killed?"
Donnie met his gaze.
"No. Never."
And if that was the
truth, then Nick had drawn Marcotte onto the scene himself. The obsession had
blinded him to the possibilities. The possibility that Marcotte's interest would
be piqued by Nick's ill-fated visit, and that Marcotte would be drawn to the
scene like a lion to the smell of
blood.
"He's the devil," he
whispered, letting Donnie go. Marcotte was the devil, and he had all but invited
the devil to play in his own backyard. "Don'tcha do business with the devil,
Donnie," he murmured. "You'll end up in hell. One way or
another."
He dropped his gaze to
the floor, reflecting on his own stupidity. There was no changing what he'd
done, nothing to do but deal with it. Slowly Donnie's muddy work boots came into
focus.
"Where you been tonight,
Tulane?"
"Around," Donnie said,
straightening his shirt with one hand and rubbing his cheek with the other. "I
went to the cemetery for a while. I go there sometimes to talk to God, you know.
And to see Pam. Then I went and checked a
site."
"In the dead of
night?"
He shrugged. "Hey, you
like to go around in sunglasses. I like to get drunk and wander around
half-finished construction sites. There's always the chance I'll fall in a hole
and kill myself. It's kind of like Russian roulette. I don't have much of a
social life since Pam was
killed."
"I suppose an unsolved
murder in your past puts the ladies
off."
"Some."
"Well
... you watch your step, cher," Nick said, backing toward the kitchen.
"We don't want you to meet an untimely end—unless you deserve
it."
He was gone as quickly and
quietly as he had appeared. Donnie didn't even hear the door shut. But then,
that may have been due to the pounding in his head. The shakes swept over him on
a wave of weakness, and he stumbled into the bathroom with a hand pressed to his
burning stomach. Bruising his knees on the tile, he dropped to the floor and
puked into the toilet, then started to
cry.
All he wanted was a simple,
cushy life. Money. Success. No worries. The adoration of his daughter. He hadn't
realized how close he had come to that ideal until he'd blown it all away. Now
all he had was trouble, and every time he turned around he screwed himself
deeper into the hole.
Hugging the
toilet, he put his head down on his arms and
sobbed.
"Pam ... Pam ... I'm so
sorry!"
Annie dreamed she
caught a bullet in her teeth. Tied to the bullet was a string. Pulling herself
hand over hand along the string, she flew through the night, through the woods,
and came to a halt with a rifle barrel pressed into the center of her forehead.
At the stock end of the gun stood a shimmering apparition with an elaborate
feather mask covering its face. With one hand the apparition removed the mask to
reveal the face of Donnie Bichon. Another hand peeled away the face of Donnie
Bichon to reveal Marcus Renard. Then Renard's face was peeled away to reveal Pam
Bichon's death mask—the eyes partially gone, skin discolored and
decomposing, tongue swollen and purple. Nailed to her chest was the dead black
cat, its intestines hanging down like a bloody
necklace.
"You are me," Pam said,
and fired the rifle. Bang! Bang!
Bang!
Annie hurled herself
upright on the sofa, gasping for breath, feeling as if her heart had leapt out
of her chest.
The banging came
again. A fist on wood. Bleary-eyed, she grabbed for the Sig on the coffee
table.
"'Toinette! It's me!"
Fourcade called.
He stood at the
French doors, scowling in at
her.
Annie went to the doors and
let him in. She didn't bother to ask the obvious question. Of course Fourcade
wouldn't come to the front door. Her tormentor might have been watching from the
woods, returning to the scene of his crimes. She asked the second—most
obvious question instead.
"Where
the hell were you?"
After
slamming the door shut on the atrocity in her bedroom, she had gone back to the
living room and sat down, trying to think what she should do. Call the SO? Bring
Pitre back here and let him soak up the gory details to spread around the
department at the shift change? What good would he do? None. She had called
Fourcade instead, cursing him silently as his machine picked up
again.
"Taking care of some
business," he said.
He stared at
her as she paced back and forth along the coffee table with her arms banded
around her. He took in everything about her—the disheveled hair, the dirty
jeans and T-shirt. Reaching out as she came toward him, he plucked the Sig from
her fingers and set it
aside.
"Are you all
right?"
"No!" she snapped.
"Someone tried to kill me. I think we've already established that I don't take
that well. Then I find out someone came into my house, wrote on my wall in
blood, and nailed a dead cat above my bed. I'm not okay with that
either!"
From the corner of her
eye she could see Fourcade watching her. He didn't seem to know what to do
except fall back on the job, the routine. She was a victim—God, but she
hated that label—and he was a
detective.
"Tell me what happened
from the time you parked the
Jeep."
She went through the story
point by point, fact by fact, the way she had been trained to testify. The
process calmed her somewhat, distanced her from the violation. In her mind, she
tried to separate the victim in her from the cop. For the first time she told
him about the skinned muskrat that had been left in her locker room, though she
didn't put the two incidents on the same plane. It was one thing to play a nasty
joke at work; breaking and entering was another matter. And what had been done
in her bedroom seemed more threatening, more vile, more personal. Then again, if
a deputy had been behind that rifle tonight, why not this
too?
Nick listened, then headed
toward the bedroom. Annie followed, reluctant to face it
again.
"Did you touch anything?"
he asked out of habit.
"No. God,
I couldn't even bring myself to go
in."
He pushed the door open and
stood there with his hands on his hips, a grimace twisting his lips. "Mon
Dieu."
He left Annie at the
door and went into the room, taking in the details with a clinical
eye.
The blood had been brushed
on the wall. No visible fingerprints. The word cunt had been chosen for
what reason? As an opinion? To shock? Out of disrespect? Out of
anger?
In his mind's eye he could
see Keith Mullen, skinny and ugly, standing in his filthy kitchen just that
morning. "She don't know nothing about loyalty, turning on one of us. Cunt's
got no business being in a
uniform."
Was the animal
symbolic? An alley cat—sexually indiscriminate. Its guts spilled down onto
the bed where Annie had made love with him just the night
before.
And the positioning of
its body, the nails through its forepaws, the evisceration—an obvious
allusion to Pam Bichon. Meant to frighten or as a
warning?
He thought of how close
she had come to being shot and he wanted to hit
something—someone—hard and
repeatedly.
He worked to contain
the rage even as he remembered Donnie Bichon's muddy boots. He set the thought
aside for the moment.
"This
cat—was she yours,
Toinette?"
"No."
"You
talked to your tante and uncle 'bout did they see anyone around
today?"
"We had that conversation
when we were talking about who might want to shoot me. They were busy today.
Tourists coming in early for Mardi Gras. They had to call in extra tour guides.
They didn't have time to notice anyone
special."
"How'd anyone get in
here? Were your doors locked when you came
up?"
"Everything was locked up
tight. You might be able to pick a lock to break in, but there's no locking
these doors from the outside without a
key."
"So how did this creep get
in?"
"There's only one other
way." She led him into the bathroom, to the door behind the old claw-foot tub.
"The stairs go down into the stockroom of the
store."
"Was it
locked?"
"I don't know. I thought
so. I usually keep it locked, but I went down this way Sunday night when the
prowler was here. Maybe I forgot to lock it
after."
Nick stood in the tub and
examined the locking mechanism in the doorknob, frowning disapproval. "Ain't
nothing but a button. Anybody could slip it with a credit card. How would anyone
but family or employees know about these
stairs?"
Annie shook her head.
"By luck. By chance. The rest rooms are across the hall at the bottom of the
stairs. Someone going to use them might look through the stockroom and
notice."
He flicked on the light
switch and descended the steep stairs, looking for any sign another person had
been there—a footprint, a thread, a stray hair. There was nothing. The
stockroom door stood open. Across the hall, he could see part of the door to the
men's room.
"I'd say someone went
out of their way to notice," he
murmured.
He went back up the
steps and followed Annie to the living room. She curled herself into one corner
of the sofa and rubbed her bare foot slowly back and forth under the jaw of her
gator table. She looked small and
forlorn.
"What d' you think,
'Toinette? You think the shooter and the cat killer are the same
person?"
"I don't know," Annie
said. "And don't try to tell me I do. Are the shooter and the cat killer one and
the same? Is Renard's shooter my shooter too, or is Renard the shooter? Who
hates me more: half the people I work with or half the people I work for? And
what do they hate me for more: trying to solve this murder or preventing you
from committing one?
"I'm so
tired I can't see straight. I'm scared. I'm sick that someone would do that to
that poor animal—"
Somehow,
that was the last straw. Bad enough to have violence directed at her, but to
have an innocent little animal killed and mutilated for the sole purpose of
frightening her was too much. She pressed her fingertips against her lips and
tried to will the moment to pass. Then Fourcade was beside her and she was in
his arms, her face against his chest. The tears she had fought so hard to choke
back soaked into his shirt.
Nick
held her close, whispering softly to her in French, brushing his lips against
her forehead. For a few moments he allowed the feelings free inside
him—the need to protect her, to comfort her, the blind rage against
whoever had terrorized her. She had been so brave, such a fighter through all of
this mess.
He pressed his cheek
against the top of her head and held her tighter. It had been too long since
he'd had anything of himself worth giving to another person. The idea that he
wanted to was terrifying.
Annie
held tight to him, knowing tenderness didn't come to him easily. This small gift
from him meant more to her than she should have let it. As the tears passed, she
wiped them from her cheeks with the back of her hand and studied his face as he
met her stare, wondering ... and afraid to
wonder.
Her gaze shifted to the
gift box she had left on her coffee table. Inside the box lay a small, finely
detailed antique cameo brooch. The note enclosed read: "To my guardian angel.
Love, Marcus."
Revulsion
shuddered down her back.
Fourcade
picked up the box and card and studied the
brooch.
"He gave Pam gifts," he
said soberly. "And he slashed her tires and left a dead snake in her pencil
drawer at work."
"Jekyll and
Hyde," Annie murmured.
If Renard
had indeed been Pam's stalker, as Pam had insisted, then he had alternated
between secretly terrifying her and giving her presents; showing his concern for
her, claiming to be her friend. The contrast in those actions had kept the cops
from taking seriously Pam's charge that Renard was the one stalking
her.
Across the room the phone
rang. Automatically, Annie looked at the clock. Half past three in the morning.
Fourcade said nothing as she let the machine pick
up.
"Annie? It's Marcus. I wish
you were there. Please call me when you can. Someone just threw a rock through
one of our windows. Mother is beside herself. And Victor— And I—I
wish you could come over, Annie. You're the only one who cares. I need
you."
38
The flower woman was setting
up at her station in the shade across the street from Our Lady, her pipe
clenched between her teeth. The groundskeeper prowled the boulevard, a growling
Weed Eater clutched in his
hands.
"Here's the police gonna
come arrest you, old witchy woman!" he screamed as Annie turned in the drive. He
charged at the Jeep. "Police girl! You gonna get her dis time or
what?"
"Not me!" Annie called,
driving past.
She parked the Jeep
and, with the scarf and brooch in her pocketbook, headed for the building. If
Pam had shown Renard's gifts to anyone, it would have been Lindsay. Annie hoped
she was improved enough to tell her whether or not the things Renard had given
her were the same tokens of affection being recycled to a new object of
fixation.
The hospital was
bustling with morning rounds for meals and medications. The strange plastic
smell of antiseptics commingled with toast and oatmeal. The clang of meal trays
and bedpans accented the hushed conversations and occasional moans as Annie
walked down the halls.
The long,
sleepless night hung heavy on her shoulders. The day stretched out in front of
her like eighty miles of bad road. She would have to face an interview with the
detective assigned to her shooting incident, and had already concocted a
worst-case scenario in which Chaz Stokes caught the case and she would have to
go to the sheriff and ask Stokes to be removed because she not only believed he
was a suspect, but she also thought he could be a rapist and a murderer. She
wouldn't have to worry about Stokes or anyone else killing her. She'd never make
it out of Gus Noblier's office
alive.
For a second or two she
tried again to imagine Stokes sneaking up to her apartment to nail a dead cat to
her wall, but she couldn't see it. He might have had the temperament for it, but
she couldn't believe he would take the risk. She couldn't imagine anyone in the
SO would.
Who then? Who could
have slipped into the store, found those stairs, made it up to her apartment and
down again unnoticed?
Renard had
been to the Corners to leave gifts for her— twice. Fanchon hadn't noticed
him either time. If he had stalked Pam, he'd done so without
detection.
Annie turned the
corner to the ICU, and stepped directly into the path of
Stokes.
His scowl was ferocious.
He descended on her like a hawk, clamping a hand on her forearm and driving her
away from the traffic flow in the
hall.
"What the fuck are you
doing here, Broussard?"
"Who put
you in charge of visitors? I came to see my real estate
agent."
"Oh, really?" he sneered.
"Is she showing you something in a nice little two-bed room on the second
floor?"
"She's an acquaintance
and she's in the hospital. Why shouldn't I see her?" Annie
challenged.
"Because I say so!"
he barked. "Because I know you ain't nothing but trouble, Broussard. I told you
to stay the hell away from my cases." His grip tightening on her arm, he pushed
her another step toward the corner. "You think I just like to hear myself talk?
You think I won't come down on you like a ton of
bricks?"
"Don't threaten me,
Stokes," Annie returned as she tried to wrench her arm free. "You're in no
position to—"
Alarms
sounded at the ICU desk.
"Oh,
shit!" someone yelled. "She's seizing! Call
Unser!"
Two nurses dashed for a
room. Lindsay Faulkner's
room.
Jerking free of Stokes,
Annie rushed to the room and stared in horror at the scene. Faulkner's arms and
legs were flailing, jerking like a marionette on the strings of a mad puppet
master. A horrible, unearthly wail tore from her, accompanied by the shrieks of
the monitors. Three nurses swarmed around her, trying to restrain her. One
grabbed a padded tongue blade from the nurse server and worked to get it in
Faulkner's mouth.
"Get an
airway!"
"Got
it!"
A doctor in blue scrubs
burst past Annie into the room, calling, "Diazepam: 10-milligram IV
push!"
"Jesus H.," Stokes
breathed, pressing in close behind Annie. "Jesus Fucking
Christ."
Annie glanced at him
over her shoulder. His expression was likely no different from hers—shock,
horror, anxious
anticipation.
Another monitor
began to bleat in warning and another round of expletives went up from the
staff.
"She's in
arrest!"
"Standard ACLS," Unser
snapped, thumping the woman on the chest. "Phenytoin: 250 IV push.
Phenobarbital: 55 IV push. I want a chem 7 and blood gases STAT! Tube and bag
her!"
"She's in fine
v-fib."
"Shit!"
"Charge
it up!"
One of the nurses spun
around, a tube of blood in her hands. "I'm sorry, we need you people out of
here." She herded Annie and Stokes from the door. "Please go to the waiting
area."
Stokes's face was chalky.
He rubbed his goatee. "Jesus H.," he said again, pulling his porkpie hat off and
crumpling it with his
fingers.
Annie hit him in the
chest with both hands. "What did you do to
her?"
He looked as if she'd
smacked him across the face with a dead carp. "What?
Nothing!"
"You come out of her
room and two minutes later this
happens!"
"Keep your voice down!"
he ordered, reaching for her
arm.
She jerked away from him.
What if Stokes was the rapist? What if he was something
worse?
"I went in to talk to
her," he said, as they entered the waiting area. "She wasn't awake. Ask the
nurse."
"I
win."
"Christ, Broussard, what's
the matter with you? You think I'm a killer?" he demanded, a flush creeping up
his neck. "Is that what you think? You think I'd walk into a hospital and kill a
woman? You're out of your fucking
mind!"
He sank down onto a chair
and hung his long hands and the smashed hat between his
knees.
"Maybe you oughta check
yourself into this place," he said. "You need your damn head examined. First you
go after Fourcade, now me. You're some kinda goddamn lunatic. You're like that
crazy broad in Fatal Attraction. Obsessed —that's what you
are."
"She was better yesterday,"
Annie insisted. "I talked to her. Why would this
happen?"
Stokes gave a helpless
shrug. "Do I look like George Fucking Clooney? I ain't no ER doc. It was some
kind of seizure, that's all I know. Jesus, somebody bashed her head in with a
telephone. What'd you
expect?"
"If she dies, it's
murder," Annie declared.
Stokes
pushed to his feet. "I told you,
Broussard—"
"It's murder,"
she repeated. "If she dies as a result of her injuries, the assault becomes a
murder rap."
"Well, yeah." He
dragged a jacket sleeve across his sweating
forehead.
Annie stepped toward
Faulkner's room again, trying to get a glimpse of her between the bodies of her
rescue crew. The electric buzz and snap of the defibrillator was followed by
another barrage of
orders.
"Epinephrine and
lidocaine! Dobutamine—run it wide open!
Labs?"
"Not
back."
"Charging!"
"Clear!"
Buzz.
Snap!
"Flat
line!"
"We're losing
her!"
They repeated the process
so many times it seemed as if time, and hope, had become snagged in a continuous
loop. Annie held herself rigid, directing her will at Lindsay Faulkner. Live.
Live. We need you. But the loop broke. Motion in the room slowed to a
stop.
"She's
gone."
"Damn."
"Call
it."
Annie looked at the wall
clock. Time of death: 7:49 A.M. Just like that, it was all over. Lindsay
Faulkner was dead. A dynamic, capable, intelligent woman was gone. The
suddenness of it stunned her. She had believed Faulkner would pull through, put
her life back together, help solve the mysteries that had marred her life and
taken her partner. But she was
gone.
The staff trailed out of
the room looking defeated, disgusted, blank. Annie wondered if any of them had
known Lindsay Faulkner outside the walls of the hospital. She might have sold
them a house or known them from the Junior League. It was a small-enough
town.
The doctor came toward the
waiting area, a frown digging deep into his long face. He looked fifty, his hair
thick and the color of gunmetal. The name on his badge was forbes unser. "Are
either of you family?"
"No,"
Annie said. "We're with the sheriff's office. I'm Deputy Broussard.
I—ah—I knew
her."
"I'm sorry. She didn't make
it," he said succinctly.
"What
happened? I thought she was doing
better."
"She was," Unser said.
"The seizure was likely brought on by the trauma to her head. It led to cardiac
arrest. These things happen. We did everything we
could."
Stokes stuck his hand
out. "Detective Stokes. I'm in charge of the Faulkner
case."
"Well, I hope you get the
animal who attacked her," Unser said. "I've got a wife and two teenage
daughters. I barely let them out of my sight these days. Madeline wants me to
keep a gun under my pillow at
night."
"We're doing everything
we can," Stokes said. "We'll want her body transported to Lafayette for an
autopsy. Standard procedure. The sheriff's office will be in touch with your
morgue."
Unser nodded, then
excused himself and went back to his normal duties for the day, the death of a
woman in his care just a glitch in the schedule. "These things
happen."
Annie ducked into
the ladies' room as Stokes started down the hall. She washed her hands and
splashed cold water on her face, trying to clear away the images of Lindsay
Faulkner seizing. How could it be a coincidence that the woman had gone into
arrest not ten minutes after Stokes had been in the room with her? But there
would be an autopsy. Stokes knew it. He was the one who had brought it
up.
Unser was just coming out of
another patient's room with a chart in his hand as Annie stepped back into the
hall.
"Are you all right,
Deputy?" he asked. "You look a little
pale."
"I'll be fine. It was just
a shock, that's all. That didn't look like a very pleasant way to
die."
"She fought it, but it was
over before we could really do anything for
her."
"Is that the way it usually
happens?"
"It's always a
possibility with a head
trauma."
"I guess what I'm asking
is: was there anything unusual about her death? Any strange readings, abnormal
levels of ... whatever?"
Unser
shook his head. "Not that I'm aware of. The blood test never came back. You can
check with the lab." He stepped up to the counter and handed the chart to the
monitor technician, "If they haven't lost it entirely, they might be able to
answer your
questions."
Annie made her
way to the lab and left the number for records with a woman who seemed as if she
had just dropped in and offered to mind the place while everyone else went for
coffee. Did she know if the Faulkner test results were in? No. Did she know when
they might be? No. Did she know the name of the President of the United States?
Probably not.
"Never get sick
here," Annie muttered as she walked
away.
Outside the heat was
already edging toward oppressive, an unwelcome joke from Mother Nature. Summer
was long enough without adding an early preview. Sweat beaded immediately
between her breasts and shoulder blades. The sun burned into her
scalp.
"You gonna arrest me
now?"
Stokes stood beside his
Camaro in the red zone, smoking a cigarette. He had shed his jacket, leaving his
lime green shirt free to blind anyone looking directly at
it.
"I'm sorry," Annie said
without sincerity. "I
overreacted."
"You accused me of
being a goddamn killer." He flung the cigarette butt down on the asphalt beside
a crumpled Snickers wrapper and crushed it out with the toe of his brown and
white spectators. "Personally, I take umbrage at that. You know what I'm
saying?"
"I said I was
sorry."
"Yeah, well, that don't
cut it by half. I've had it with you,
Broussard."
"And what are you
gonna do about it?" she asked quietly. "Shoot
me?"
"I hear I'd have to get in
line. I've got better things to
do."
"Like screw around with the
evidence on those rape
cases?"
"Don't fuck with me,
Broussard. I'll have your badge. I mean
it."
He slid behind the wheel of
the Camaro and started the engine with a roar. Annie stood on the sidewalk and
watched him drive away. He had just lost a victim and his primary concern was
getting her fired. A charming, caring individual, that
Chaz.
The groundskeeper emerged
from behind the statue of Mary and made a beeline for Annie with his hedge
clippers. "Police girl! Hey! I pays my taxes! I'm a vet'ran! You go, you arrest
dat ol' witchy woman! Stealin' dem flowers out the Vet'rans
Park!"
"I'm sorry, sir," Annie
said, her eyes on Stokes's car as it turned the corner onto Dumas. "Has she
murdered anyone?"
"What?!" he
squealed. "No, she ain't killed nobody,
but—"
"Then I can't help
you."
She walked away from him
toward the Jeep, her mind on Stokes, while Donnie Bichon's pearl white Lexus
turned out of the parking lot behind her and drove away down the
backstreet.
Donnie was
shaking like a man with DTs, though it hadn't been all that long since his last
drink. He'd been allowing himself a shot every hour since Fourcade had left him,
in an attempt to steady his nerves. All it seemed to be doing was acting as an
accelerant for the stress eating a hole in the lining of his stomach. The flecks
of blood in his vomit had confirmed that
suspicion.
After Fourcade's first
visit, he had passed out in the bathroom and dreamed of Pam. Dark hair and
shining eyes. A sunny smile. A tongue like a pit viper. Hands tipped with claws
that dug into him, closed around his balls, and choked his masculinity. He loved
her and he hated her. She had grown up and he never wanted to. Life had seemed
best when he was twenty, when he had the world by the tail and no
responsibilities. Now the world had him by the
tail.
Then suddenly Fourcade had
him by the scruff of the neck, and Donnie found himself going down face-first
into a swirling pool of vomit. Startled, he tried to grab a breath half a second
too late, filled his mouth, and came up choking and
retching.
"Yeah, you choke on
it," Fourcade growled. He bent his body over Donnie's, all but riding him into
the porcelain. "That's what your lies taste like the second time
around."
Donnie spat into the
toilet bowl. The smell of fresh urine was strong as his bladder let go. "Jesus!
God!" he gasped and spat again, trying to clear the cold chunks of vomit from
his mouth.
"Where were you
tonight?" Fourcade
demanded.
"You're
crazy!"
Nick shoved his head back
in the bowl. "Wrong answer, Tulane! Where were you tonight? Where'd you get that
mud on your boots?"
"I told
you!"
"Don't fuck with me,
Donnie. I'm in no mood. Where were
you?"
"I told you!" Donnie cried.
Tears streamed down his face through the puke on his cheeks. "I don't know what
you want from me!"
"You're gonna
give me the keys to your car, Tulane. And I'm gonna look through every inch of
it. And if I find a rifle, I'm gonna bring it back in here, stick it up your
ass, and blow your brains out. Are we clear on
this?"
Donnie dug his keys out of
his jeans pocket and tossed them on the floor. "I didn't do
anything!"
"You better pray to
God that's the truth, Donnie," Fourcade said as he bent to scrape up the keys. "
'Cause I don't think you'd know the truth if it bit your dick
off."
Terrified and sick,
disgusted with himself, Donnie forced himself to his feet and followed Fourcade
out to the garage, grabbing a kitchen towel as an afterthought to wipe the mess
from his face. He watched from the doorway as Fourcade popped the trunk on the
Lexus and dug through the junk—a bag of golf clubs, a nail gun, a filthy
Igloo cooler, gloves, crumpled receipts, a toolbox, half a dozen, baseball caps
with the Bichon Bayou Development
logo.
"You know, you're just as
rotten as everybody says, Fourcade," he declared. "You don't have a warrant. You
got no call to treat me like this. You're not a cop; you're a goddamn jackbooted
thug. I shoulda let you rot in
jail."
"You gonna wish you had,
Tulane, if I find anything in this car to hook you up with taking a shot at
Annie Broussard last night."
"I
don't know what you're talking about. And why should you care about
Broussard?"
"I got my reasons."
He closed the trunk and moved to the passenger's side doors. "You know, you're
right for once, Donnie. I'm not a cop, I'm on suspension. That makes me a
private citizen, which means I don't need a warrant to seize incriminating
evidence. Ain't that a kick in the
head?"
"You're trespassing,"
Donnie declared as Fourcade pulled open a back
door.
"Me? Trespassing in the
home of my good friend who bailed me outta jail? Who would believe
that?"
"Is there any law you
won't break?"
He shut the door
and strolled back toward Donnie, shining the light in Donnie's face. "Well, I'll
tell you, Tulane, me, I believe life is a journey of self-exploration, and
lately I'm discovering that I have a greater concern for justice than I have for
the law. Can you appreciate the
difference?"
He climbed the two
steps to the kitchen door and snatched hold of Donnie's shirtfront before he
could backpedal. "The law would dictate that I would have somebody else run you
in tonight and interview you with regards to this shooting
incident—"
"I didn't shoot
anybody—"
"While justice
would bypass the formalities and cut to the heart of the
matter."
"It's not for you to be
judge and jury."
"You left out
executioner." He arched a brow. "Was that purposeful or Freudian? Not that it
matters. I find it amusing that you bring the point up now, Donnie. You seemed
to think it would have been just fine if I'd dispatched Renard to hell the other
night. Now it's you standing on that line, and you'd just as soon I keep to the
proper side of it. I'd call you a hypocrite, but I have my own problems with the
black and white of it all."
He
uncurled his fist from Donnie's shirt and took half a step back. "I'm gonna let
you off with a warning, Tulane. I didn't find what I thought I might, but if I
so much as hear a whisper or come across a hair that might connect you to this,
I'll find you, Donnie, and I won't be in a philosophical
mood."
The crazy son of a
bitch.
Donnie had gone straight
back into the bathroom after Fourcade left and puked again, then sat on the edge
of the tub and stared at the streaks of blood in the bowl. Scotch, nerves, and
imminent financial disaster were not a good
mix.
He decided what he needed
was a little something of the pharmaceutical variety to settle him down so he
could think his way out of this mess. Old Dr. Hollier had obliged, sympathetic
to the tragedy in his life. He didn't know the half of it, Donnie
thought.
Lindsay Faulkner was
dead and Fourcade knew about
Marcotte.
With the bitch queen of
Bayou Breaux gone, the way was clear to make a deal for the realty—except
for one obstacle: Fourcade.
How
could Fourcade have possibly known about that phone call? Paranoia had driven
Donnie to an assortment of wild conclusions involving phone taps, all of which
he had subsequently dismissed in a more sober moment. Fourcade knew only about a
single call, last night's call, nothing else, and he was in no position to be in
on any phone tap. He was suspended, awaiting trial. Assault charges. He'd nearly
beaten Renard to death.
That
particular reminder had Donnie reaching for the open bottle of Mylanta he'd
wedged into his cup holder. Never should have paid that bail. He had
started hoping Fourcade would be bound over for trial next week, and would be
thrown back in jail, but Donnie's lawyer had informed him the detective's bail
would likely be continued and he would be a free man indefinitely, trial pending
or no.
Pam had always told him he
acted first and considered consequences too late. He wondered if she had ever
realized just how right she'd been.
39
"You are late
again."
Myron stood at rigid
attention in the middle of the room, his hands knotted together at the buckle of
his skinny black belt, his expression sour with
disapproval.
"I'm sorry, Myron,"
Annie said, barely sparing him a glance as she entered his domain and went to
the card drawer.
"Mr. Myron," he
intoned. "I'll have you know, I've spoken with the sheriff about your poor
performance since you were assigned to me as my assistant. You are
chronically tardy and run off at your own whim. This is a records department.
Records are synonymous with stability. I cannot allow chaos in my records
department."
"I'm sorry," she
mumbled as she flicked through the evidence
cards.
Myron's face pinched tight
as he leaned over her shoulder. "What are you doing, Deputy Broussard? Are you
listening to me?"
Annie kept her
eyes on her task. "I'm a goof-off. You're pissed off. You want Gus to take me
off this job, but I'll try to do better.
Honest."
She pulled the evidence
card from the Nolan rape and ran a fingertip down the inventory. There, listed
on the third line: HAIRS. The pubic hair Stokes had fished out of Jennifer
Nolan's bathtub drain.
She tapped
one foot impatiently. Myron moved into her field of vision again, looking a
little uncertain at her lack of response to his
tirade.
"What you looking at?" he
asked. "What you think you're
doing?"
"My job," she said
simply, sliding the evidence card back in
place.
Hairs had been logged in
and checked back out to the lab. That didn't mean the hairs belonged to the
rapist. Jennifer Nolan was a redhead. Her pubic hair would have stood out from
any darker hair in the drain. Stokes could have picked out what he wanted and
left the rest—left his own— to wash
away.
Annie's stomach churned.
She was on the verge of accusing a detective of being a serial rapist. If she
was right, Chaz Stokes was not only a rapist but a murderer—either
indirectly or directly. If she was wrong, he'd have her badge. She needed
evidence, and he was in charge of every piece of
it.
"Whatsa matter with you,
Broussard?" Myron squawked. "You sick or something? You been
drinking?"
"Yeah, you know, I'm
not feeling very well," Annie mumbled, pushing the drawer shut. "I might be
sick. Excuse me."
"I don't truck
with drinkers," Myron warned as she walked away. "There ain't no place for that
kind of thing in records. Alcohol is a tool of the
devil."
Annie wound her way
through the halls to her locker room, went in, and sat down on her folding chair
beneath the dull glow of the bare lightbulb. Someone had drilled a new hole in
the wall—breast height. She would need to break out the spackling
compound, but what she needed now was a few moments to untangle the threads in
her mind.
"Keep the threads
separate or you end up with a knot,
'Toinette."
She had a knot
all right, and she was trapped in the middle of it. Renard was sending her
gifts. Donnie Bichon was in cahoots with Marcotte, who was in cahoots with the
mob. Stokes was a bad cop at best and a killer at
worst.
"You asked for it," she
muttered. "You wanted to be a detective. You had to solve the
mystery."
One mystery at a time.
Stokes seemed the most pressing problem. If her suspicions about him were right,
then other women would be in
danger.
"I'll be in danger," she
said, a flashback of last night coming to her in jarring black and white: the
ink black of the night, the pale crushed shell of the parking lot, the white
papers scattering at her feet as she dropped the files. The sharp crack of the
rifle, the shattering of
glass.
The memory bled back into
another and another. The anger in Stokes's eyes as they had argued about the
missing evidence. The fury on his face that night months ago when he had fought
with her in the parking lot of the Voodoo Lounge because she wasn't interested
in going out with him. The aggressive way he had moved toward her, as if he
meant to strike her or grab
her.
He was a man capable of
instant, intense rage, which he covered with loose, easy charm. He was by turns
irrational and coldly logical, depending on the subject. Unpredictable. A
chameleon. These were traits that had formed over the course of his life, traits
he had brought with him when he had come here from Mississippi four years ago.
Coincidentally, not long before the Bayou Strangler had begun his reign of
terror. He may have even worked one or both of the Partout Parish murders
connected to the Strangler: Annie Delahoussaye and Savannah
Chandler.
That could be easily
checked out, though Annie didn't see the need. Despite the gossip that had run
wild since Pam's death, she didn't believe the allegations that the cops had
tampered with the evidence in the Strangler case. No, that evil had been burned
out of Partout Parish ... and a new one was taking root in the
ashes.
What had brought Stokes
here in the first place? she wondered. More important, what had he left
behind? A good service record? Had his last supervisor been sad to lose him or
glad to see the last of him? Had the city or county he worked in experienced a
sudden drop in sex crimes after Stokes had gone? Had he left any victims in his
wake?
It was rare for a man to
become a sexual predator in his thirties. That kind of behavior generally
started earlier—late teens or early twenties—and continued on
throughout his life. Despite the claims of various tax-sponsored programs, true
sexual predators were seldom if ever rehabilitated. Their heads were wired
wrong, their malevolent attitudes toward women carved forever in stone
hearts.
She needed to get into
Stokes's personnel file, get the name of the last force he had served on in
Mississippi. Personnel files were kept in the sheriff's offices under the
ever-vitriolic, blue-shadowed glare of Valerie
Comb.
A fist struck the door to
the locker room with the force of a hurled rock, making Annie
jump.
"Broussard? You in
there?"
"Who wants to
know?"
"Perez." He pulled the
door open and stuck his head in. "Shit, I figured the least I could get out of
this was to see you naked."
"Get
out of what?" she said
peevishly.
"The case. Your
shooter. I'm your detective. Lucky fucking me. Come on. I need your statement
and I ain't got all
day."
Perez was as
interested in her case as he was in the politics of Uruguay. He doodled on a
yellow legal pad as Annie related not only the shooting incident but her run-in
with the Cadillac Man the night before, since there was the possibility the two
incidents were related.
"Did you
get a tag
number?"
"No."
"Did
you see the driver?"
"He was
wearing a ski mask."
"Know
anybody with a big car like
that?"
"No."
"Why
didn't you call it in that
night?"
"Would you have done
anything?"
He gave her a flat
look.
"I wrote it up the next
day," she said. "Called around to the body shops looking for the car. Nothing.
Checked the log sheets for reports of a stolen Caddy, or something like a Caddy.
Nothing."
"And you didn't see the
shooter last
night?"
"No."
"Didn't
see his
vehicle?"
"No."
"Any
ideas who it might have
been?"
Annie looked at him for a
long moment, knowing she couldn't name any of her prime suspects without
revealing the mess she'd embroiled herself in, and certainly not without pissing
Perez off by casting aspersions on two
cops.
"I'm not very popular at
the moment."
"What a news flash."
He narrowed his eyes and stroked a finger across one side of his bushy mustache.
"I figured you'd point the finger at Fourcade. He's gotta hate you more than
anyone else. We all know how you feel about
him."
"You don't know shit about
me. It wasn't Fourcade."
"How do
you know?"
"Because Fourcade
would be man enough to show his face, and if he wanted me dead, we wouldn't be
having this conversation," she said, rising from her chair. "Are we finished,
Detective? We both know this is pointless and I've got work to
do."
Perez shrugged. "Yeah. I
know where to find you ... 'til somebody wises up and boots your tight little
ass outta here."
Annie left the
interview room, glad she hadn't bothered to tell him about the crucified cat.
Back in records, Myron seemed in danger of spontaneous
combustion.
"Look at the time!"
he ranted, scurrying around the office like a windup toy gone mad. "Look at the
time! You been gone half the
day!"
Annie rolled her eyes.
"Well, excuse me for being the victim of a crime. You know, Myron, you are an
extremely unsympathetic individual. I practically witnessed someone dying this
morning. Someone took a shot at me last night. My life is basically in the
toilet here, and all you do is rag on
me."
"Sympathy? Sympathy?" He
chirped the word as if it were a questionable noun from another language. "Why
should I show you sympathy? You are my assistant. I'm the one needs
sympathy."
"Your wife has all my
sympathy," Annie said, pulling her chair back from her desk. "You must have
about ruined all the upholstery on her furniture by now with that stick up your
ass."
Myron gave an indignant
sniff. Annie ignored him. She was past currying his favor. With everything that
was happening or about to happen, she figured she would be either dead or fired
inside a week. Where she wouldn't be was working in this clerical hell for the
rest of her life.
Two minutes
later she received the summons to Noblier's
office.
Valerie Comb was
not at her post when Annie arrived at the sheriff's office. The room was empty,
the file cabinets with the personnel records unguarded. The door to Gus's inner
office was closed. Annie went to it and pressed her ear against the blond wood.
No conversation sounds. No chair creaks.
Nothing.
She glanced longingly at
the file cabinets again. It wouldn't take more than a minute—open the S
drawer, find Stokes, one glance and she'd be done. There might not be another
chance.
Swallowing at the hard
lump of fear wedged in her throat like a chicken bone, she crossed the room to
the cabinets, reached for the handle on the S
drawer.
"May I help
you?"
Annie swung around at the
sound of the sharp voice, hastily crossing her arms over her chest. Valerie Comb
stood with one hand on the doorknob, the other holding a steaming cup of coffee.
Her overdone eyes were narrowed in suspicion, her mouth pressed into a thin
painted line.
"I'm here to see
the sheriff," Annie said, beaming
innocence.
Without comment,
Valerie went to her desk, set the coffee down, and settled her fanny in her
chair. Eyes on Annie, she pulled a pencil from her rat's nest of bleached hair
and punched the intercom button with the eraser end of the pencil so as not to
chip her slut red nails. Rumor had it she'd done half the guys in the
department. She'd probably done
Stokes.
"Sheriff, Deputy
Broussard is here to see
you."
"Send her in!" Gus
bellowed, his voice too big for the plastic box to
contain.
Heart beating three
steps too fast, Annie let herself into Noblier's inner sanctum. The shades were
drawn. He sat back in his chair rubbing his eyes as if he might just have
awakened from an afternoon
nap.
"You must be out for some
kind of record, Deputy," he said, shaking his
head.
"Sir?"
He
waved at the chair across the desk from him. "Sit down, Annie. Myron's been
bending my ear. He says you're unreliable and you might be drinking on the
job."
"That's not true,
sir."
"That's the second time in
a week I've heard your name and alcohol mentioned in the same
breath."
"I haven't been
drinking, sir. I'll gladly take any test you want me
to."
"What I want is to know why
two weeks ago I barely knew more than your name, now suddenly you're the burr up
everybody's ass." He leaned against his forearms on the desktop. To his right,
paperwork was stacked like the Leaning Tower of Pisa. To his left lay a giant
ceremonial ribbon-cutting scissors like something out of Gulliver's
Travels.
"An unfortunate
coincidence?" Annie
suggested.
"Deputy, there are
three things I do not believe in: UFOs, moderate Republicans, and coincidence.
What the hell is going on with you? Every time I turn around you're in the
middle of something you shouldn't be. You're working in records, for Christ's
sake. How the hell can you get in trouble working in
records?"
"Bad
luck."
"You're tripping over
bodies, fighting with other deputies. Stokes was in here this morning telling me
you were at the hospital when that Faulkner woman died. Why is
that?"
Annie explained her
absences from records as best she could, painting a picture of innocence that
had been misinterpreted by Myron. She managed to depict herself as an
unfortunate bystander regarding Lindsay Faulkner's attack and demise—in
the wrong place at the wrong time. Noblier listened, his skepticism plain on his
face.
"And this business about
you getting shot at last night? What was that
about?"
"I don't know,
sir."
"I sincerely doubt that,"
Gus said, rising from his chair. He rubbed at a kink in his lower back as he
walked away from the desk. "Has Detective Fourcade made any effort to contact
you since his release on
bail?"
"Sir?"
"He's
got a big ax to grind with you, Annie. As much as I respect Nick's abilities as
a detective, you and I both know he's wrapped a little too
tight."
"With all due respect,
sir, the harassment I've experienced since Detective Fourcade's arrest has come
from other sources."
"Yeah,
you've managed to bring out the worst in a lot of
people."
Annie refrained from
pointing out that blaming the victim was politically incorrect these days. The
less she drew the sheriff into this mess at this time, the better. She had no
proof of anything against anybody. He had already decided she was probably more
trouble than she was worth. If she started making accusations against Stokes, it
might just push him beyond
tolerance.
"Maybe you should take
some personal time, Annie," he suggested, coming back to the desk. He pulled a
file from the top of the stack and flipped it open. "According to your record,
you carried over all your sick days from last year. You could take yourself a
little vacation."
"I'd rather
not, sir," Annie said, holding herself stiff in her chair. "I don't think that
would send a very good message. It might look to the press like you're trying to
force me out because of the Fourcade thing. Punishing your only female patrol
officer for stopping a bad cop from killing a suspect—that's a pretty
volatile story."
Gus's head came
up and he regarded her with a piercing stare. "Are you threatening me, Deputy
Broussard?"
She did her best to
look doe-eyed. "No, sir. Never. I'm just saying how it might look to some
people."
"People after my hide,"
he muttered, talking aloud to himself. He scratched at his afternoon beard
stubble. "Smith Pritchett would love that, the ungrateful swine. He'll call me
corrupt, a racist, and a sexist. Small-minded, that's what he is. Doesn't see
the big picture. All he really wants is revenge on Fourcade for screwing that
search at Renard's. He wanted to prosecute the big slam-dunk, media-circus case.
Mr. Big Headlines."
He snatched a
folded newspaper off his blotter and snapped a big finger against a photograph
of Pritchett at the Tuesday press conference, looking stern and authoritative.
The headline read: "Task Force Named in Mardi Gras Rapist
Cases."
"Look at that," Gus
complained. "Like it was Pritchett's task force. Like he had squat to do with
trying to solve these cases. You think you know a
man..."
Annie tuned out the
lament. She took the paper from the sheriff's hands as he walked away. The task
force was page two news in the Wednesday Daily Advertiser from Lafayette.
The article gave a brief encapsulation of the news conference and details of the
three attacks that had taken place in Partout Parish over the last week's time.
But it was the small sidebar that drew Annie's attention. Just two paragraphs
with the headline "Task Force Leader
Experienced."
Heading the
Partout Parish task force in the investigation of what has come to be called the
"Mardi Gras Rapist" cases will be Detective Charles Stokes. Stokes, 32, has been
with the Partout Parish Sheriff's Office since 1993 and is described by Sheriff
August F. Noblier as "a diligent and thorough
investigator."
Prior to joining
the force in Partout Parish, Stokes served with the Hattiesburg (Mississippi)
Police Department, where he also worked as a detective, and was part of the team
credited with solving a series of sexual assaults against female students on the
campus of William Carey
College.
Chaz Stokes knew
all about rape cases. He'd been there before. The question was: Had he solved
the William Carey College rapes cases or had he committed
them?
40
The old Andrew Carnegie
Library was open until nine on Thursdays. Annie hovered behind the three
makeshift computer bays from about five-fifteen until the junior high geeks who
used the machines to surf the Net for things they were too young to see had to
go home for supper. Then she settled in at the computer farthest from prying
eyes and went to work.
The
computers had been a gift to the library from a well-known local author, Conroy
Cooper. A new library would have been a better gift. The Carnegie had been old
when Christ was in short pants. Dank and dimly lit, the place had always given
Annie the creeps. The air was musty with the smell of moldering paper. Every
wooden surface had either turned black with age or been worn pale from use. Even
the librarian, Miss Stitch, seemed slightly
mildewed.
But the computers were
new and that was all that mattered. Annie was able to access the William Carey
College Library, and once in that system, call up articles from the
Hattiesburg American that related to the college rape cases in 1991 and
1992. She read them on the screen, scrutinizing for any similarities between
those cases and the newly dubbed "Mardi Gras"
cases.
The victims—seven of
them—had all been college students or had worked at the college. Physical
characteristics of the women varied; ages hung in the late teens, early
twenties. The assaults had taken place in their bedrooms late at night. Each
woman lived in a ground-floor apartment. The attacks took place during warm
weather, the rapist gaining entry through open windows. He used cut-off lengths
of panty hose, which he brought with him, to tie his victims up. He spoke very
little throughout the course of the rapes, his voice described as "a harsh
whisper." Though none of the women had gotten a clean look at her rapist because
he had worn a ski mask, several speculated from his voice that "he may have been
black." The rapist used a condom, which he disposed of away from the scene of
the crime, and no semen or pubic hairs had been recovered for evidence. Before
leaving the last of his victims, the attacker helped himself to cash and credit
cards.
Evander Darnell Flood, the
man arrested for the crimes, had given that victim's Visa card to his
girlfriend. According to an acquaintance hauled in on unrelated drug charges,
Flood had bragged to him about the rapes. While his record was not admissible in
court, Evander had previously been a guest of the Mississippi correctional
facility in Parchman for seven years on a rape charge. Two previous charges had
been dropped due to lack of
evidence.
The prosecution built a
circumstantial case against Flood with evidence discovered by the Hattiesburg
Police Department detectives. And, while Evander swore to the last that he was
being framed, that the police had planted the evidence, the jury convicted him
and the judge sent him back to Parchman for the rest of his natural
life.
Annie sat back from the
computer screen and rubbed her eyes. There were differences in the cases and
similarities, but then the same could be said for the majority of rape cases. A
certain methodology was common to the crime. The differences tended to be
personal: One rapist was a talker, using foul sexual language to help get him
off; the next one was silent. One might prefer to cover his victim's face to
depersonalize her; another would threaten her at knifepoint to keep her eyes
open so he might see her
fear.
She found more similarities
here than differences, but it was the circumstances surrounding Flood's arrest
and conviction that made Annie uneasy. Flood swore he was innocent, like 99.9
percent of the scumbags in prison. But the case against him hadn't been that
strong. The acquaintance could easily have lied as part of a deal for leniency
in his own case. Witnesses who claimed to have seen a man matching Flood's
description in the vicinity of several of the rapes told weak, conflicting
stories. Flood claimed to have found the last victim's credit card in the
hallway of his apartment building. He claimed the cops had railroaded him
because he had a record and lived in the area where the crimes had taken
place.
He would have been an easy
target for a frame. Because of his record, the cops would have known all about
Evander early on. He lived in the area, had a part-time janitorial job at the
college. His live-in girlfriend worked nights, robbing him of an alibi
witness.
Annie closed her eyes
and saw Stokes. As a detective assigned to the cases, planting evidence would
have been a simple matter for him. He had been there in Renard's home the night
Fourcade had found Pam's ring. Everyone had jumped on Nick with the accusation
of tampering because he had been accused before. No one had looked twice at Chaz
Stokes.
She went through the
steps of instructing the computer to print the articles, then turned around in
her chair while the dot-matrix printer chattered away. At the far end of one row
of reference books, a face stared at her, then darted back into the shadows.
Victor Renard.
Annie's heart gave
a jolt. The library was nearly deserted. What action there was, was on the first
floor: a blue-haired ladies' reading group trying to find Satanic messages in
The Celestine Prophecy. The second floor, where Annie was, was quiet as a
church.
Victor peeked around the
end of another bookcase, saw that she was looking right at him, and darted
back.
"Victor?" Annie said.
Abandoning the printer to its work, she eased out of her chair and moved
carefully toward the bookcases. "Mr. Renard? You don't have to hide from
me."
She made her way slowly down
one row, muscles tensing, lungs aching against the held breath. The lighting
back here was poor. Gooseflesh crawled down the back of her
neck.
"It's Annie Broussard,
Victor. Remember me? I'm trying to help Marcus," she said, her conscience
pinching her for lying to a mentally challenged person. Would she get another
day in purgatory if her ultimate goal was good? The end justifies the
means.
She started to turn
right at the end of the human sciences row and caught a glimpse of him cowering
in the corner to her left.
"How
are you, Victor?" she asked, trying to sound pleasant, conversational. She
turned toward him slowly, not wanting to spook
him.
He didn't seem comfortable
with her proximity. She was no more than a yard from him. He made a small
uncertain keening sound in his throat and began to rock himself from side to
side.
"It's all been very hard on
you, hasn't it?" Annie said, her sympathy for him
genuine.
According to what little
she'd read about autistics in trying to understand more about Marcus
Renard's brother, routine was sacred. Yet, Victor's life had to have been an
endless series of upsets since the death of Pam Bichon. The press, the cops,
disgruntled citizens had all focused their scrutiny and their speculation on the
Renard family. Plenty of rumors had run around town that perhaps Victor himself
was dangerous. His condition baffled and frightened people. His behavior seemed
odd at best, and often
inappropriate.
"Mask, mask. No
mask," he mumbled, looking at her out the corner of his
eye.
Mask. Since Pam's
death the word had taken on a menacing connotation that had only been compounded
by the recent rapes. Coming from someone whose behavior was so strange, someone
who happened to be the brother of a murder suspect, it added to the
eeriness.
He raised the book in
his hands, a collection of Audubon's prints, to cover his face and tapped a
finger against the picture on the front, a finely detailed rendering of a
mockingbird. "Mimus polyglottos. Mimus, mimic. Mask, no
mask."
Slowly he lowered the book
to peer over it at her. His eyes had a glasslike quality, hard and clear and
unblinking. "Transformation, transmutation, alteration.
Mask."
"Do you think I
look like someone I'm not? Is that it? Do I remind you of Pam?" Annie asked
gently. How much of what had happened could be locked inside Victor Renard's
mind? What secret, what clue, might be trapped in the strange labyrinth that was
his brain?
He covered his face
again. "Red and white. Then and
now."
"I don't understand,
Victor."
"I think he's confused,"
Marcus said.
Annie swung toward
him, startled. She hadn't heard his approach at all. They were back in the
farthest, dimmest corner of the library. She had Victor on one side, Marcus on
another, a wall to her
back.
"That you resemble Pam, but
that you aren't Pam,"
Marcus
finished. "He can't decide if it's good or bad, past or
present."
Victor rocked himself
and bumped the Audubon book against his forehead over and over, muttering, "Red,
red, enter out."
"How much of his
language do you understand?" Annie
asked.
"Some." He was still
speaking through gritted teeth, his jaw being wired shut, but with less
difficulty. The swelling was gone from his face. The bruises looked yellow and
black in the poor light. "It's a code of
sorts."
"Very red," Victor
mumbled unhappily.
"Red is
a watchword for things that upset him," Marcus explained. "It's all right,
Victor. Annie is a friend."
"Very
white, very red," Victor said, peering over the book at Annie. "Very white, very
red."
"White is good, red is bad.
Why he's putting the two together that way is beyond me. He's been very upset
since the shooting the other
night."
"I can relate to that,"
Annie said, turning her attention more squarely on Marcus. "Someone took a shot
at me last night."
"My God." She
couldn't tell if his shock was genuine or not. He took a step toward her. "Were
you hurt?"
"No. I ducked, as it
happened."
"Do you know who did
it? Was it because of me?"
"I
don't know." Was it you? she
wondered.
"It's terrible someone
would want to hurt you, Annie," Marcus said, his gaze a little too intent. He
inched closer to her by just shifting his weight. "Especially when you know it
was someone wanting to punish you for doing the right thing. That's the way of
the world, I'm sad to say. Evil tries to eradicate
good.
"Were you alone?" His voice
softened. "You must have been
frightened."
"That would be a
mild understatement," she said, resisting the urge to step away from him. "I
suppose I should be getting used to that kind of thing. I seem to be a favorite
target all of a sudden."
"I can
empathize. I know exactly what you went through, Annie," he said. "Having a
stranger reach into your life and commit an act of violence. It's a violation.
It's rape. You feel so vulnerable, so powerless. So alone. Don't
you?"
A shudder vibrated just
under Annie's skin. He said nothing threatening, nothing menacing. He offered
her his understanding and concern ... in a way that was just a little too
intense. He dabbed at the corners of his mouth with his handkerchief, as if the
subject matter were making him salivate. Something about the light in his eyes
seemed almost excitement, a secret. No one would have understood —except
Pam Bichon. And possibly Elaine Ingram before
her.
"I know what it's like," he
said. "You know I do. You've been there for me so many times. I wish I could
have been there for you. I feel so selfish now—calling you about someone
throwing a rock through one of our parlor windows last night, wondering why you
didn't call me back. And all the while you were in
danger."
"You called the
sheriff's office, didn't you? About the
rock?"
"I shouldn't have
bothered," he said bitterly. "They're probably using the rock for a paperweight
today. I'm sure they threw the note
away."
"What
note?"
"The one bound to the rock
with a rubber band. It said YOU DIE NEXT,
KILLER."
Victor made his
strange squealing sound again and covered his face with his
book.
"It was terribly
upsetting," Marcus went on. "Someone is terrorizing my family, and the sheriff's
office has done nothing. I'm being stalked just as surely as Pam was stalked by
some deranged person, and the sheriff's office would be just as happy if someone
killed me. You're the only one who cares,
Annie."
"Well, I'm afraid last
night I was busy caring about not getting killed
myself."
"I'm so sorry. The last
thing I want is to see you hurt, Annie—especially on my account." He
shifted closer, tilting his head down to an angle for sharing secrets. "I care a
great deal about you, Annie," he murmured. "You know
that."
"I hope you don't mean
that in a personal way, Marcus," she said, testing him. There were people just
one floor down and his brother standing ten feet away, watching them over the
edge of his picture book. He wouldn't risk anything here. "I'm working on your
case. That's all."
He looked
stunned for a split second, then smiled in relief. "I understand. Conflict of
interest. Your saving my life—twice—was merely in the line of
duty."
"That's
right."
"And your looking into my
alibi and coming to the house the other night, even though it wasn't officially
your case—that was just because you're a good
cop."
"That's right," Annie said,
another ripple of unease ribboning through her. Once again, he was reading
something into her actions that simply wasn't true. And yet, his response was
nothing she could even have related to someone else as being
inappropriate.
"I'm just a
deputy," she said. "That's all I can be to you, Marcus. Do you understand what
I'm telling you? You shouldn't be sending me
gifts."
"A simple show of my
gratitude," he said.
"Your taxes
pay my salary. That's all the gratitude I
need."
"But you've gone above and
beyond the call. You deserve more than you're
getting."
Victor whimpered and
rocked himself. "Then and now. Enter out. Time and time now,
Marcus. Very
red."
"It's not appropriate
for you to give me gifts."
"Do
you have a boyfriend?" he asked, straightening, a fine thread of irritation
tightening his voice. "Did it make him angry—me sending you
things?"
"That would be none of
your business," Annie said. She hardly dared blink for fear she would miss some
small nuance of expression that would give him
away.
"Very red!" Victor
keened. He sounded on the verge of tears. "Enter out
now!"
Marcus glanced at
his watch and frowned. "Ah, we'd better go. It's getting on toward eight.
Victor's bedtime. Can't disrupt the schedule, can we,
Victor?"
Victor clutched his book
to his chest and hurried toward the door to the
hall.
Marcus made a stiff little
bow to Annie, trying to be dashing. "May I walk you out, Annie? Obviously, you
need to be careful."
She
refrained from pointing out that having him escort her would hardly be
considered a safe thing. He was either a killer or possibly the target of a
killer. "I'm not leaving just yet. I've got some work to
do."
He let it go as they started
down the aisle toward the front of the room and better light. "Have you made any
progress on finding that driver who helped
me?"
"No. I've been very
busy."
"But you're
trying."
The DMV list was still
under the blotter on her desk. "I'll do what I
can."
"I know you will, Annie,"
he said as they reached the vacant desk area, where Victor stood in the doorway
facing the hall, rocking himself from side to side. "I know you'll do your best
for me, Annie. You're very
special."
Before Annie could
protest again, he said, "Will you be going to the street dance with anyone
Friday?"
As if he meant to ask
her, Annie thought, amazed. She took another step away from him. "I'll be going
in uniform if they hold it at all. I'm scheduled to
work."
Marcus sighed. "Too bad.
You've been working so hard
lately."
Because of you,
Annie thought, but she wasn't going to be the one to bring on another round
of cloying gratitude.
She watched
the Renard brothers go, Victor hugging the wall of the stairwell, his bird book
raised to hide his face.
Mask.
He wanted to hide
who he was behind another facade. His brother may well have been hiding an alter
ego beneath his bland, ordinary face. Annie turned toward the printer and the
stack of articles that involved Chaz Stokes, who used his badge as a mask to
cover God knew what.
Mask.
"Yeah, Victor," she
murmured, collecting her things. "There seems to be a lot of that going
around."
"It doesn't
match," Doll harped. "I told you it wouldn't match. I had a
premonition."
"It's wet, Mother,"
Marcus said, dabbing at the paint with a sponge in hopes of better blending it
in with the rest of the wall. "Paint always appears lighter when dry than when
wet."
Doll scrutinized the dining
room wall, her thin face pinched tight with concentration. She crossed her arms
and declared, "I don't believe it's the same color. What's it called? Is it
called forest?"
"I
don't know, Mother. The can has a number, not a
name."
"Well, it had ought to say
forest. I distinctly remember choosing the color forest. If
it doesn't say forest, then how can you know it's the same
shade?"
"Because I know that it
is."
He could feel his patience
fraying like an old rope, and he resented her for it. He had come home from the
library with his head full of Annie, a pleasant warmth glowing just under his
skin. Shutting out Victor's incessant noise, he had spent the drive home
replaying the encounter in his mind, from Annie's look of surprise when she'd
first turned to face him to the subtle messages in her tone of voice. She
couldn't publicly accept his attentions until she had cleared him of Pam's
murder. He understood. He would have to be discreet. It would be like a game
between them, another secret only they
shared.
"It's not
forest," Doll muttered, moving to examine the spot from another
angle. "It's just as I saw it in my premonition. The color won't match no matter
what we do, and every time I look at that wall I'll be taken with the fear of
that night. Fear and shame—that's all my life has become. I can barely
bring myself to leave the house these
days."
Marcus bit back the words
that sprang instantly to his tongue. She had hounded him all morning to take her
into town because she needed to go to the drugstore and the supermarket. She
didn't trust him to get the brands she liked and she refused to write them down
because she didn't necessarily go by names, but by the colors and graphics on
the packages. And of course she couldn't take her own car and go herself on
account of her nerves and the mysterious undiagnosed palsy mat had been coming
on her lately— because of him and the unwanted attention he'd drawn to the
family.
"All because of your
infatuation with that woman," she said now, as if she was simply jumping back
into the conversation they'd had nine hours ago. "I don't know why you can't
content yourself,
Marcus."
Content myself with
what? With you? He looked at her out the corner of his eye as he climbed
down from the step stool and began the process of cleaning up. He envisioned
forcing her head into the paint can and drowning her in her damned forest
paint, but of course he wouldn't do that any more than he would cram the
paint-soaked sponge into her mouth and suffocate her, or stab her in the base of
her throat with the screwdriver he'd used to open the
can.
"Look what happened. Look
what it's done to our
lives."
"What happened was not my
fault, Mother," he said, tapping the lid of the can down with a rubber mallet.
If wielded with enough fury, would it do the same damage as a
hammer?
"Of course it is," Doll
insisted. "You were infatuated with that woman, and now she's dead and everyone
naturally believes you did it. You should have left her
alone."
"It was a
misunderstanding," he said, gathering up his tools and the can. The spot would
need a second application, but the paint couldn't be left out. Victor enjoyed
the texture and viscosity of paint, and would put his hands into it and spill it
out to watch it pool on the floor. "Annie will clear it up for us. She's working
on the case day and
night."
"Annie." Doll shook her
head, following him into the kitchen. "She's no better than the rest of them,
Marcus. You mark my words, she's not your
friend."
He stopped at the back
door and stared at his mother, defiant. "She saved my life. She's going out of
her way to help me. I believe that would define the word
friend."
He pushed the
door open with his elbow and went out to the small, locked shed where he kept
things like paint and power tools. A single bulb illuminated the rough cypress
walls. He put the paint and tools away and shut the light off. If he waited long
enough, he knew his mother would go to bed and he wouldn't have to speak to her
again until morning. It was nearly ten o'clock. She had to be in her room for
the start of the news, though he could never imagine why. The news never failed
to agitate and disgust her for one reason or another. Ritual. She was as bound
to it as Victor.
She couldn't
understand about Annie, he told himself as he waited for the kitchen light to go
out. What did his mother know of friends? She'd never had one that he'd ever
been aware of. He doubted even his father had been a friend to her. She would
never understand about Annie.
The
lights went out in the kitchen, then the dining room. Cutting across the
terrace, Marcus went to his workroom and let himself in through one of the
French doors with the key he kept under a flowerpot. He went first into his
bedroom for a Percodan, to calm both his pains and his nerves, then came back
into his studio and gathered his things from his private
cupboard.
The drug began to work
quickly, relaxing him, giving him a vaguely floaty feeling, insulating him from
both physical pain and emotional unpleasantness. Staring at his sketch, he drove
everything from his mind except
Annie.
Of course he was taken
with her. She was pretty. She was intelligent. She was fair-minded. She was his
angel. That was what he called her when he imagined the two of them
together—Angel. It would be his secret name for her, another little
something they would share only with each other. He drew a finger across his
lips like closing a zipper, then smiled to himself. That had already become a
pet signal between them. They had to be careful. They had to be discreet. She
was risking so much by helping
him.
He lifted the small keepsake
from the drafting table and let it swing from his fingertips, smiling at the
whimsy of it. It was a silly thing, hardly appropriate for a grown woman with a
serious profession, and yet it suited her. She was still a girl in many
respects—fresh, unspoiled, fun, uncertain. He recalled in perfect detail
the uncertainty on her face as she turned and saw him tonight in the library. It
made him want to hold her. Instead, he held the comical little plastic alligator
with the sunglasses and red beret that he had taken down from the rearview
mirror in Annie's Jeep.
She
wouldn't mind that he had taken it, he reasoned. It was just another small
secret between them. He pressed a phantom kiss to the alligator's snout and
smiled. The Percodan felt like warm wine flowing through his veins. He closed
his eyes for a moment and felt as if his body were going to drift up out of the
chair.
He had brought out several
of his treasures. Setting the alligator down on the ledge of the drawing table,
he picked up the small, ornate photo frame and ran a fingertip along the
filigreed edge, smiling sadly at the woman in the picture. Pam. Pam and her
darling daughter. The things that might have been if Stokes and Donnie Bichon
hadn't poisoned her against him
...
Regretfully, he set the
photograph aside and picked up the locket. There would be a certain symbolism in
passing it to Annie. A thread of
continuity.
Holding the locket in
one hand, he took up his pencil in the other and touched it to the
paper.
"I knew
it."
Three words could not have
held more accusation. Despite the melting effect of the drug, Marcus
straightened his spine at the sound of the voice. His mother stood directly
behind him. He hadn't heard her come in through the bedroom, he'd been so
engrossed in his
fantasies.
"Mother—"
"I
knew it," Doll said again. She stared past him at the drawing on the tilt-top
table. Tears rose in her eyes and she began to tremble. "Oh, Marcus, not
again."
"You don't understand,
Mother," he said, sliding from his chair, the locket still dangling from his
fist.
"I understand that you're
pathetic," she spat. "You think that woman wants you? She wants you in jail! Do
you belong there, Marcus?"
"No!
Mama!"
Lunging past him, she
grabbed the framed photograph from his table and held it so tightly in her hand
that the metal cut into her fingers. She stared hard at the picture of Pam, her
whole body trembling, then, sobbing, she threw the frame across the
room.
"Why?" she cried. "How
could you do this?"
"I'm not a
killer!" Marcus cried, his own tears burning his eyes. "How can you think that,
Mama?"
"Liar!" She slapped him
hard on his chest with her open palm, staining his shirt with her blood. "You're
killing me now!"
Screaming, she
turned and swept everything off the drawing table with a wild
gesture.
"Mama, no!" Marcus
cried, grabbing her arm as she reached for the
portrait.
"Oh, Marcus!" Doll
dragged her hand down her cheek, smearing her face with blood. "I don't
understand you."
"No, you don't!"
he shouted, pain tearing through his face as he strained against the wires in
his jaw. "I love Annie. You couldn't understand love. You don't know what love
is. You know possession. You know manipulation. You don't know love. Get out.
Get out of my room. I never asked you here. It's the one place I can be free of
you. Get out! Get out!"
He
screamed the words over and over while he staggered around the room, hitting
things, smashing things blindly, knocking a dollhouse to the floor, where it
splintered into kindling. Every blow he imagined landing on his mother's face,
shattering the sour mask; striking her body and snapping
bones.
Finally, he fell across
his worktable, sobbing, pounding his fists, the fury running out of him. He lay
there for a long time, his gaze blurry and unfocused, staring at nothing. After
a while he realized his mother had gone. He straightened slowly and looked
around the room. The destruction stunned him. His special things, his secrets,
lay broken all around him. This was his sanctuary, and now it had been violated
and ruined.
Without so much as
righting the fallen chair, Marcus picked up his keys and walked
out.
Victor sat among ruins
and rocked himself, mewing. The house was dark and silent, which meant everyone
else was asleep, which meant they had ceased to exist. Marcus forbade him to
come into his Own Space, but Marcus was asleep and therefore his wishes were Off
like television. Victor usually liked to come in here and sit among the small
houses. Also, he knew where Marcus kept his Secret Things, and sometimes Victor
would open the Secret Door and take them out just to touch them. It made him
feel strong to know about the Secret Door and to touch the Secret Things without
anyone else knowing. It gave him a feeling of red and white intensity,
and that was very
exciting.
Tonight all Victor felt
was very red. He hadn't been able to shut down his own mind at
all—not even during his regular time. The red colors swirled around and
around, cutting and poking at his brain. And his Controllers—the little
faces he pictured inside his mind, the arbiters of emotion and
etiquette—only watched, their expressions disapproving. The Controllers
were always angry when he couldn't stop the red colors. Red, red, red.
Dark and light. Around and around. Cutting and
cutting.
He had tried to soothe
himself with the Audubon book, but the birds had looked at him angrily, as if
they knew what was in his mind. As if they had heard the voices. Emotion filled
him up like water, drowning him in intensity. He felt he couldn't
breathe.
He had heard the voices
earlier. They had come up through the floor into his room. Very red.
Victor didn't like voices with no faces, especially red voices. He heard them
from time to time, and what they said was never white, always red. He'd
sat on his bed, keeping his feet off the floor, because he was afraid the voices
might go up his pajama legs and get into his body through his
rectum.
Victor waited for the
voices to go away. Then he waited some more. He counted to the Magic Number
three times by sixteenths before he left his room. He had come down to Marcus's
Own Space, drawn by the need to see the face, even though it upset him.
Sometimes he was like
that.
Sometimes he couldn't stop
from hitting his fist against the wall, even though he knew it hurt
him.
The disorder of the room
upset him. He couldn't abide broken things. It hurt him in his brain to see
broken glass or splintered wood. He felt he could see every torn molecule, and
feel the pain of them. And yet he stayed in the room because of the
face.
He closed his eyes and saw
the face, opened them and saw the face again—the same, the same, the same,
but different. Mask, no mask. The feeling it gave him was very red. He
closed his eyes again and counted by fractions to the Magic
Number.
Annie. She was The Other
but not The Other. Pam, but not Pam. Elaine, but not
Elaine. Mask, no mask. It was like before, and that was very
red.
Victor rocked himself
and whimpered inside his being, not outside. The intensity was
building. His senses were too acute. Every part of him was hard with tension,
even his penis. He worried that panic would strike and freeze him, trapping the
red intensity inside where it would go on and on, and no one would be able to
make it stop.
He lifted his hands
and touched his favorite mask and rocked himself, tears running down his cheeks
as he stared at his brother's pencil drawing of Annie Broussard, and the jagged,
bloody tear that ran down the center of it.
41
Kim Young was a regular at
the Voodoo Lounge. She worked three to eleven as an assistant manager at the
Quik Pik on La Rue Dumas in Bayou Breaux and figured she deserved a beer or two
after eight hours of clearing gas pumps, selling lottery tickets, and running
teenagers off before they could shoplift the place into bankruptcy. Besides
that, Icky Kebodeaux, the kid she supervised, was weird, smelled like a
locker-room laundry basket, and had acne so bad she thought his whole face would
explode one of these days and just ooze away. After eight hours of Icky's
company, a beer was the least she
deserved.
And so she always
stopped off for a nightcap at the lounge on her way home when Mike was out on
the TriStar rig in the Gulf. They lived on the outskirts of Luck in a neat
little brick house with a big yard. They had been married less than a year, and
so far Kim found married life to be good news/bad news. Mike was a catch, but
she was left alone for weeks at a time when he was on the rig. He was gone now
and not due back for another
week.
He was going to miss
Carnival in Bayou Breaux, and Kim was feeling bitchy about that. At twenty-three
she still liked to party, and she had decided she would damn well party without
Mike if he wasn't willing to take the vacation days. He was always willing to
take vacation days during hunting season, when he wanted to have some
fun.
Screw him. She wasn't going
to look good in tight jeans forever. She had already made arrangements to go to
Carnival with Jeanne-Marie and Candace. Girls' night out. There were always
plenty of guys to hook up with for fun at the street dance—if the town
fathers allowed the street dance to go on this
year.
Everyone was spooked about
this rapist. One of the victims had died today. She'd heard it on the
radio.
Kim would never have
admitted it, but she hadn't been sleeping too well herself this last week. She
had thought about moving in with her sister until Mike got home, but Becky had a
month-old baby with colic and Kim wanted no part of that. Anyway, it wasn't as
if she was helpless.
"What I want
to know is if Baptists can't go to Disney World on account of the gays, can they
go to Busch Gardens?" the caller on the radio asked. "How do they know there
ain't gays working at Busch Gardens or Six Flags? My brother-in-law's cousin
works at Six Flags, and he's so light in the loafers he floats. It's all just
silly, if you ask me. What kind of good Christian people go around trying to
figure out if perfect strangers are AC or
DC?"
"Ah, there's a can of worms.
Any Baptists out there care to comment? This is KJUN, all talk all the time.
Home of the giant jackpot giveaway. We'll be right back after these
messages."
Kim wouldn't have
minded winning that jackpot. She and Mike had been talking about putting away
money toward a new boat. God knew she called into this stupid show often enough.
She had called just tonight from the Quik Pik to give her opinion on canceling
the street dance. Stupid, that's what that idea was. Nobody was going to get
raped at the street dance. The worst that ever happened was
fistfights.
She swung her old
Caprice in under the carport beside the house as Zachary Richard sang a zydeco
jingle for a casino
downriver.
The house was safe and
sound, just the way she'd left it. A basket of laundry sat on the kitchen table,
ready for folding. She scooped it up, carried it with her to the bedroom, and
did the job while she watched a rerun of Cheers on the tiny color set
she'd bought to have on her
dresser.
She went to bed at about
one-thirty and lay awake for a long while, straining to listen for sounds in the
house. The wind had picked up outside, and she grew frustrated trying to tell
the difference between the rustle of tree branches and the scrape of footsteps
outside the window. By one-fifty she had drifted off, a scowl on her face, her
right hand jammed under Mike's
pillow.
At 2:19 she woke with a
start. He was here. She could feel his presence, dark and menacing. Her pulse
raced out of control. She lay perfectly still,
waiting.
She had left the
night-light on in the bathroom down the hall, and a faint shaft of illumination
spilled out the partly opened door into the
hallway.
She saw him coming. The
black figure of doom. No features, no face, as silent as
death.
Death.
Why
me? Kim wondered as he slipped into the bedroom. Why did he pick me? What
did I do to deserve this?
She
would know later, she thought, as he came toward the bed. She would find out
after she killed him.
In one
smooth motion, and without hesitation, Kim Young sat up, swung the gun out from
under her husband's pillow, and pulled the
trigger.
42
The dream was washed in
filtered shades of red. Soft red light as grainy as dust. Deep red shadows as
liquid as blood. She stood in front of what she thought was a mirror, but the
face staring back was not her own. Lindsay Faulkner looked through the glass at
her, her expression accusatory, scornful. Annie reached out a hand to touch the
mirror. The apparition came through the glass and passed over her, passed
through her.
She twisted around
and tried to run, but her body was bound in place by raw red muscle growing up
from the floor and reaching out of the walls. Across the room, the apparition
suddenly fell backward onto the floor, screaming. Then the floor heaved upward
and became a wall, and the apparition became Pam Bichon, blood running like wine
from her gaping wounds, her dark eyes burning blankly into
Annie's.
With a shout, Annie
clawed her way out of the dream, out of sleep. The sheet was twisted around her
body like a sarong. She struggled free of it and sat up on the couch with her
knees drawn up and her head in her hands. Her hair was wild and damp with sweat.
Her T-shirt was soaked through. The air conditioner kicked on and blew its cold
breath over her, raising gooseflesh. The disturbing quality of the dream clung
to her like body odor. Shadows and blood.
Shadowland:
"I'm doing the
best I can, Pam," she whispered. "I'm doing the best I
can."
Too edgy to lie back down,
she went into her bedroom and changed T-shirts. Fourcade had cleaned up the mess
for her, but she hadn't been able to bring herself to sleep in the bed. Maybe
after the images had some time to fade from her mind. Maybe after this was all
over and she had a chance to put a fresh coat of paint on the wall and buy some
new pillows ... Or maybe this was just one of the more obvious ways in which her
life would never be the same.
She
went to the kitchen for a drink, then pulled a Snickers bar from the freezer
instead. Nibbling at the frozen chocolate, she wandered around her living room,
using only the lights from the stereo system and the scanner to keep her from
running into anything. Nick was outside somewhere. Stakeout duty. She didn't
want to alarm him by turning on lights at two-thirty in the morning, even though
it would have been nice to have some company. She was getting to like his
company a little too much, she
feared.
She sank down on the sofa
and rubbed the taxidermized alligator's snout affectionately with her bare
foot.
"Maybe I need to get a live
pet, huh, Alphonse?" she muttered. The gator gave her his usual toothy
grin.
Across the room the scanner
scratched out a call.
"All units
in the vicinity: We've got a possible 245 and a 261 at 759 Duff Road in Luck.
Shots fired. Code 3."
A possible
assault and rape. All deputies were to come fast with lights and
sirens.
"The caller says she shot
him," the dispatcher said. "We've got an ambulance on the
way."
Luck was just down the road
and across the bayou. And, if Annie's hunch was right, Chaz Stokes may just have
been lying in a pool of blood at 759 Duff
Road.
Two units made the
scene ahead of her. The cars sat at flamboyant angles in the front yard of the
little brick house, beacons rolling. One officer sat on the concrete front
steps, either watching out for the ambulance or being sick. The latter, Annie
guessed as she crossed the
lawn.
He grabbed hold of the
wrought iron railing to steady himself as he rose to his feet. The front-porch
light gleamed off his red hair like the sun on a new copper penny and Annie
thanked heaven for small favors. This cop was a Doucet. Blood was thicker than
the Brotherhood. Blood was thicker than anything in South
Louisiana.
"Hey, Annie, that
you?"
"Hey, Tee-Rouge, where
y'at?"
"Tossing my cookies. What
you doing here,
chère?"
"Caught it
on the scanner. I thought the victim might appreciate having another woman
here," she lied.
Tee-Rouge gave a
snort and waved a hand in dismissal. "That's some victim. Somebody oughta lift
that li'l gal's nightie and see what kind of hairy balls she's hiding under
there. She shot this son of a bitch point-blank in the face with a cut-down
shotgun."
"Youch. Who is he?"
Annie asked, trying for casual, feeling anything but. In her mind's eye she
pictured Stokes creeping toward the woman's bed, the woman raising the shotgun,
Stokes's face
exploding.
Tee-Rouge shrugged.
"Chère, his mama wouldn't know him if he sat up and called her
name. He's got no ID, but he was wearing the mask. There's feathers all over the
damn scene. This is our scumbag of the season right
here."
"You call the
detectives?"
"Yeah, but Stokes,
he's who-knows-where. In bed with some chick, probably—no
offense."
Annie's heartbeat
quickened. "He's not answering his
page?"
"Not so far. Quinlan's on
his way, but he lives clear up in Devereaux. It'll take him some time to get
down here."
"Who's inside?" she
asked, starting for the
door.
"Pitre."
Groaning
to herself, Annie went on into the house as a third cruiser came screaming down
the road. Every patrol in the parish was being abandoned in favor of the
excitement of a "hot crime scene. Everybody wanted in on wrapping the Mardi Gras
case.
The living room was empty.
There was no immediate sign of the victim. The bedroom looked to be a straight
shot down the hall to the left. Pitre stood just inside the doorway, at the feet
of the fallen assailant. Annie took a deep breath and marched down the
hall.
"I'm not gonna want pizza
any time soon," Pitre muttered, then looked up at the source of the footfalls.
"Broussard, what the hell are you doing here? You're not on tonight. Hell,
you're barely on the force at
all."
Annie ignored him, turning
to look at the dead man. He wasn't her first. He wasn't even her first by
shotgun. But he was the first hit at close range, and the sight was by no means
pretty.
The rapist lay on the
floor, arms outflung. He was dressed in black, covering every inch of his body,
including his hands. He could have been black, white, Indian—there was no
telling. There was virtually nothing left of his face. The flesh-and-bone mask
that set one human being apart from the next had been obliterated. The raw meat,
shattered bone, and exposed brain matter could have belonged to anyone. The hair
was saturated with blood, its color indistinguishable. A fragment of the black
feather mask was stuck to a jagged piece of cranium. The stench of violent death
was thick in the air.
"Oh my
Lord," Annie breathed, her knees wilting a bit. The Snickers bar threatened a
return trip, and she had to steel herself against spewing it all over the crime
scene.
Scraps and chunks of the
assailant's face had been sprayed up onto the ceiling and on the pale yellow
wall. The sawed-off shotgun lay abandoned on the
bed.
"If you can't take it,
leave, Broussard. Nobody asked you here," Pitre said, moving around the bed to
check out the shotgun. "Stokes won't be amused to see
you."
"Yeah? Well, maybe the
joke's on him," Annie muttered, trying to think ahead. Should she pull Quinlan
aside when he arrived and tell him about the possibility? Or should she just
step back and let the thing unravel on its own? No one would thank her for
having suspected Stokes.
"Hey,"
Pitre said with the delighted surprise of a child finding the hidden prize in
Cracker Jack. "We know the guy had one blue
eye."
"How's
that?"
A nasty grin lit his face
as he leaned over the bed and stared at his find. " 'Cause here it is. Would you
look at that! That sucker musta popped clean out of his head when she shot him!
It's just sitting here like a little
egg!"
Stokes's turquoise blue
orbs came clearly into focus in Annie's mind as she stepped around the body. But
before she could get a look at Pitre's prize, a familiar voice sounded behind
her.
"Man Without a Face.
Anybody see that movie? This guy's uglier. If I'm lyin', I'm
dyin'."
Annie swung around,
stunned. Stokes stood looking down at the body, chewing on a stick of boudin
sausage, a Ragin' Cajuns ball cap backward on his head. He glanced over at her
and made a face.
"Man, Broussard,
you are like the goddamn clap—unwanted, unwelcome, and impossible to get
rid of."
"I'm sure you're the
voice of experience," Annie managed. She hadn't quite realized just how set she
had been on Stokes's guilt until that moment. A mix of emotions swept over her
as she watched him step around the body—disappointment, relief,
guilt.
"Who asked you to the
dance, anyway?" Stokes asked. "We don't need any secretaries here, don't need
any crime dogs."
"I thought the
victim might appreciate having another woman
here."
"Yeah, he probably would
have if he wasn't dead."
"I meant
the woman."
"Then go find her and
get the hell outta my crime scene." He looked right at her and said
straight-faced, "Can't have you messing up any
evidence."
As Annie went into the
hall, Stokes leaned over the bed and looked at the shotgun. "Man, that's what I
call birth control. You know what I
mean?"
Pitre
laughed.
The victim, Kim Young,
was in her neat little yellow kitchen, leaning back against the counter,
trembling as if she had just walked out of a freezer. The pale blue baby-doll
nightgown she wore barely cleared the tops of her thighs and was liberally
flecked with blood and tissue. The mess had sprayed across her face and into her
dishwater blond curls.
"I'm
Deputy Broussard," Annie said gently. "Would you like to sit down? Are you
feeling all right?"
She looked
up, glassy-eyed. "I—I shot that
man."
"Yes, you
did."
From where she stood, Annie
could see the open patio door in the dining room, where the assailant had gained
entry. A neat half-moon of glass had been cut out beside the
handle.
"Did you get a look at
him before you pulled the
trigger?"
She shook her head,
dislodging a bone fragment from her hair. It fell to the tile floor next to her
bare foot. "It was too dark. Something woke me up and—and—I was so
scared. And then he was right there by the bed and
I—I—"
Tears choked
her. Her face reddened. "What if it had been Mike? It could have been Mike! I
just shot—"
Ignoring the
blood and gore, Annie put an arm around Kim Young's shoulders as the realization
dawned in the woman's mind—that she might have killed a loved one by
mistake. Then, instead of being a hero, as she would certainly be touted when
the press caught up with the story, she would have been portrayed as stupid and
hysterical, a misguided vigilante forced to pay a terrible price. The difference
was the outcome, not the action. Just another one of life's little object
lessons.
The assailant's
name was Willard Roache, known affectionately by his old pals in the penal
system as "Cock" Roache. He had a long, ugly history of sexual assault charges
and two convictions. He'd done his last jolt in Angola and had been released in
June 1996. His last address listed with the state correctional system was in
Shreveport, where he had dumped his parole officer and his
identity.
Calling himself William
Dunham, he had moved to Bayou Breaux in late December and secured a job as a
technician at KJUN Radio, using a fake resume no one had bothered to check.
Working the evening shift with Owen Onofrio, Roache had answered the phones and
recorded the names and addresses of callers for the giant jackpot giveaway. It
was from this list he had chosen his
victims.
Evidence obtained at
Roache's home included photocopies of the lists with his personal notes scrawled
in the margin. Next to Lindsay Faulkner's name he had written the words "Sexy
bitch." Also found in his home was a box containing half a dozen black feather
Mardi Gras masks that had come from a novelties wholesaler in New
Orleans.
The information came in
piece by piece throughout the day, starting with the discovery of Roadie's car
parked a short distance from Kim Young's home. At the sheriff's instruction,
Roache's corpse was fingerprinted at the scene and the prints sent through the
state automated fingerprint system with a rush order—the rush being a
press conference set for four o'clock in the afternoon. Noblier wanted the case
tied up with a ribbon before the start of Carnival for maximum PR
benefit.
Annie prowled the
records office all day like a caged animal, wanting to be a part of the team of
deputies and detectives going through Roache's trailer, running evidence to the
regional lab in New Iberia, making calls to map out the rapist's background.
Myron barely allowed her to help catalog the evidence that was brought into
their own lockup for
safekeeping.
The frustration was
almost unbearable. She wanted to see the proof for herself, go through the
process of identifying the components of Roache's guilt, so that she could
exorcise the last of the theory that had taken root in her own mind: that Chaz
Stokes could have committed the crimes and that those crimes might have led them
back to Pam's murder.
A theory
was all it had been. As Fourcade had pointed out to her, she had no evidence,
nothing but hunches, conjecture, speculation. A detective's job was to find
irrefutable proof, to build the case solid and airtight—which Stokes might
have done with Willard Roache before he had the chance to attack Kay Eisner and
Lindsay Faulkner and Kim Young, had Stokes been inclined to work a little harder
after Jennifer Nolan's
attack.
Instead, Stokes did the
research on Roache after the fact and readily accepted congratulations on his
detective work. Because everyone was so happy to have the terror of this man
stalking the parish over and done with, so far people were choosing to ignore
the fact that Roache had lived in the same trailer park as Jennifer Nolan and
had not been interviewed the day of her rape. He hadn't been home the morning
the investigation had begun. Annie had knocked on his door herself and reported
to Stokes that he wasn't home. Neither Stokes nor Mullen had bothered to go
back. If they had, they might have recognized him later, when the state had
faxed in descriptions and mug shots of sex offenders released from the system in
the past year.
With all the bad
things that had happened in recent weeks, the department needed something to
celebrate. The death of Willard Roache was treated as a triumph, even though
neither the department nor the task force had had any hand in ending Roache's
crime spree. If anything, Annie thought, they should have considered it an
embarrassment. It had taken a 120-pound clerk from the Quik Pik with a sawed-off
shotgun to stop the predator. They could have as easily been mourning Kim
Young's own death if Roache had wrestled the gun from her. But no one else
seemed to see it that way.
At the
end of the day the sheriff presented the conclusion of the case to the press
like an elaborately wrapped present. Only Smith Pritchett seemed less than
overjoyed, and only because the thunder was all Noblier's and there was no
villain left to prosecute. Still, he took the opportunity to pontificate and
state that the world was a better place without Willard Roache in it. No charges
would be filed against Kim Young for protecting herself in her own
home.
Everybody's a winner,
Annie thought, standing toward the edge of the pack watching the press
conference on the break-room set. Everyone except Jennifer Nolan, and Kay
Eisner, and Lindsay Faulkner, and Kim Young—who, despite saving herself
from a worse fate, had blown a man's head off and would have to live with that
for the rest of her life.
Annie
wandered back to records feeling at loose ends. Focus, Fourcade would
say. The rape cases were closed, but the rapes were not her focus. Pam's murder
was her focus. To that end she had Marcus Renard and Donnie Bichon to hold her
attention.
"You have got no
respect for this office," Myron greeted her dourly. "There is work to be done,
and you're off watching
television."
Annie rolled her
eyes as she scooped the afternoon mail off the counter. "Oh, Jesus, Myron, go
have a bowel movement, why don't you? This is the records office. We're not
guarding the ark of the covenant, for crying out
loud."
The clerk's eyes bugged
out. His nostrils flared and his wiry frame quivered with outrage. "That is it,
Deputy Broussard! You are through in my office. I will not stand for any
more."
He stormed from the room,
slamming the door behind him, and headed in the direction of Noblier's office.
Annie leaned over the counter and shouted after him, "Hey, ask for my old job
back while you're at it!"
Guilt
nipped her as he strode out of sight. She had always appreciated Myron for who
he was—until she had to work with him. She had always had a respectful
attitude toward her elders and her superiors, with few exceptions. Maybe
Fourcade was a bad influence. Or maybe she just had more important things on her
mind than kissing Myron's skinny
ass.
She sorted through the mail,
knowing Myron would go ballistic if she opened anything he deemed important.
Most of it looked like insurance stuff: requests for accident reports and so on.
One envelope bore the Our Lady of Mercy letterhead and was addressed to
her.
Tearing the end open with
her thumb, Annie extracted what looked to be a lab report. A copy of the chem 7
blood analysis on Lindsay Faulkner that Dr. Unser had requested during
Faulkner's seizure. The test Annie had requested after Lindsay's death. The test
the Our Lady lab had apparently
lost.
She looked down the row of
indecipherable symbols and corresponding numbers, none of it meaning anything to
her. K+: 4.6 mEq/L. C1-: 101 mEq/L. Na++: 139 mEq/L. BUN: 17 mg. Glucose: 120.
It didn't matter much now. Willard Roache would likely be credited with both the
attack and the death of Faulkner, unless the autopsy Stokes had requested turned
up some anomaly.
"I have left my
message with Sheriff Noblier's secretary," Myron announced. "I expect your
position here will be terminated by the end of the
day."
Annie didn't bother to
correct him, though she figured she had at least until Monday to be reassigned
or suspended, depending on Gus's mood. Less than an hour shy of five o'clock on
Friday, with a big win under his belt, the sheriff was doubtless off toasting
himself with the town
fathers.
"Then I might as well
leave, hadn't I?" Annie said. "As my last official act as your assistant, I'll
take this report over to the detectives. Just to be kind to you,
Myron."
Annie walked into
the Pizza Hut without bothering to ring the bell. On the phone, Perez looked up
at her, dark eyes snapping impatience. She waved the report at him and gestured
back to the task force war
room.
The task force members had
all been invited to the press conference so that Noblier could show them off and
earn more praise for having the wisdom to select such a crack team. They had
left their command center looking as if it had been ransacked by thieves. The
radio on the file cabinet was blaring Wild
Tchoupitoulas.
Moving along the
table, Annie scanned file tabs until she came across the one marked faulkner,
lindsay. It seemed pitifully thin for representing a woman's violent death. Not
much would be added to it before the case was closed and it went into the
drawers in Myron's domain. The autopsy report, Stokes's final report, that would
be it.
She flipped the folder
open and pulled the lab report Stokes had already collected, scanning the
document to make certain it and the one she'd received were indeed the same
item. K+: 4.6 mEq/L. C1-: 101 mEq/L. Na++: 139 mEq/L. BUN: 17 mg. Glucose:
120.
"What the hell is with you,
Broussard?" Stokes demanded, striding into the room. "Are you stalking me? Is
that it? There's laws against that. You know what I'm
saying?"
"Yeah? Well, who'd have
thought you knew anything about it after the way you blew off Pam Bichon last
fall?"
"I did not blow off Pam
Bichon. Now why don't you tell me what you're doing in my face, then get out of
it? I was having a damn fine day without
you."
"Our Lady sent over a dupe
of the chem 7 blood test on Lindsay Faulkner. I thought it should be in the
file, not that you care. Why bother following up when you barely did any work to
begin with?"
"Fuck you,
Broussard," he said, snatching the report from her hand. "It was just a matter
of time before I woulda nailed
Roache."
"I'm sure that's a
comfort to all the women he attacked after Jennifer
Nolan."
"Don't you have some
paper clips to count?"
Mullen
stepped into the doorway, cutting a glance from Annie to Stokes. "You coming,
Chaz? They can't start the party without
us."
Stokes flashed the Dudley
Do-Right. "I'm there, man. I am there."
Annie shook her head. "A
party to celebrate the fact that a civilian closed your case for you. You ought
to be so proud."
Stokes settled
his porkpie hat back on his head and straightened his purple tie. "Yeah,
Broussard, I am. My only regret is that Roache didn't get to you
first."
He herded her from the
room and from the building.
Annie
went reluctantly on toward the law enforcement center, her eyes on Stokes and
Mullen as they climbed into their respective vehicles and tore out of the
parking lot, blasting their horns in
celebration.
A civilian had
cleared their hottest case and Pam Bichon's killer was still roaming
free. She couldn't see much to be happy
about.
"Or maybe I'm just a sore
loser," she muttered.
43
"You're listening to KJUN.
All talk all the time. Our topic: safety versus civil rights—should
prospective employees be subjected to fingerprinting? Carl in
Iota—"
Nick switched the
radio off and sat up behind the wheel of the truck as Donnie left his office and
climbed into the Lexus. He looked as pale as the car. His hunch-shouldered walk
had a little extra bend in it. The pressure was getting to him. He would make a
move soon, maybe tonight, and Nick wanted to be there when he did. He crushed
out his cigarette with the half dozen butts in the ashtray, put the truck in
gear, and waited until the Lexus had turned the corner at
Dumas.
Patience was the key word
here. Essential in surveillance. Essential in all aspects of life. A useful tool
that was difficult to master. Men like Donnie never got the hang of it. He had
moved too quickly to get rid of Pam's business. Haste attracted unwanted
attention. But then had that been Donnie's doing or Marcotte's? Or mine? Nick
wondered, the idea burning in his gut like an ulcer. He hadn't completely
mastered patience himself.
La Rue
Dumas was busy, the curbs lined with cars, the sidewalk full of people. The
Lexus was four cars ahead and waiting at the green light to make a left turn.
Friday night always drew people into town. Nick had heard Bayou Breaux's
Carnival celebration attracted folks from all over South Louisiana for the
street dance and various parties and pageants that went on from tonight through
Fat Tuesday. With the demise of the serial rapist, the atmosphere of revelry
would be cranked up an extra notch, relief adding wild euphoria to the
mix.
All day the news had been
full of "late-breaking information" on the shooting of Willard Roache, who had
been subsequently unmasked, so to speak, as the Mardi Gras rapist. So much for
Annie's theory on Stokes as a sexual predator, though Nick had to give her
grudging admiration for going after the tough angle. She had a passion for the
work she was only just beginning to tap. With the rapist out of the way, she
would be better able to focus on tripping up
Renard.
Renard was still his
number one bet. Donnie was up to no good, but it had the smell of dirty money
rather than the smell of death. It was Renard who made Nick's hackles rise.
Every time he went over the case in his mind, the trail, the logic, wound back
to Renard. Every time. The story was there. He just hadn't managed to find the
key to open the book. Until
Annie.
A mixed blessing, that, he
mused. His initial intent had been to use her as bait to draw Renard out. But
the better that plan worked, the less he liked it. In his mind's eye he could
still see the gruesome tableau in her bedroom. He had made the same connection
he knew she had, recalling the sight of Pam Bichon nailed to the floor of that
house out on Pony Bayou.
The idea
of Renard terrorizing Annie that way, the idea of Renard thinking about Annie
that way, the idea of Renard touching Annie in any way, brought a rush of
emotion Nick wasn't quite sure how to handle. He knew it wasn't wise, but it was
there and he was loath to walk away from
it.
She would testify against him
in six days.
He turned on Fifth
as the Lexus took a right to drive south along the bayou
road.
The parking lot at the
Voodoo Lounge was nearly full. Nick spotted the Lexus and parked the truck on
the berm up on the road. Zydeco music was blowing through the walls of the
joint. Colorful Chinese lanterns had been strung around the building. Costumed
party-goers were dancing on the half-finished gallery. A curvy blonde in a green
sequined mask opened her top and shook her naked breasts like a pair of water
balloons at Nick as he mounted the steps. He walked past her without
reaction.
"Man, Nicky, you got
ice water in those veins of yours! If I'm lyin', I'm dyin'," Stokes announced,
clapping him on the back.
Nick
shot him a look, taking in the incongruity of a Zorro mask and a porkpie
hat.
Stokes shrugged. "Hey, cut
me some slack, pard. It's a special
occasion!"
"So I
hear."
"Drinks are on the house
for cops. You picked the right night to come out of your cave,
Nicky."
They wound their way
through the throng toward the bar. The energy level was high, an almost palpable
electricity that magnified the scents of fried shrimp, warm bodies, and cheap
cologne. Chaz bulled his way to the bar and bellowed for shots. Nick moved
toward the nearest corner, his gaze scanning the room for Donnie, who had found
a spot midway down the long side of the bar. He didn't look like a man who had
come to party. He sipped at his whiskey as if he were using it for medicinal
purposes.
Stokes held a shot
glass out to Nick and raised his own. "To the timely end of another
scumbag."
"You can concentrate on
Renard, now," Nick said, leaning close to be heard without shouting over the
noise.
"I intend to. There's
nothing I want more than to put an end to that situation, believe me." He tossed
back his drink, grimaced at the kick in his gut, and shook himself like a wet
dog. "You ain't exactly a party animal, man. What you doing out and about on a
crazy night like this?"
"Keeping
an eye on something," Nick said vaguely. "A developing situation. Gotta do
something to occupy my
time."
Stokes snorted. "You need
a hobby, man. I suggest Valerie out there on the veranda. That girl is a regular
devil's playground for idle hands. You know what I'm
saying?"
"What's the matter? You
bored with her?"
He flashed a
smile that was a little hard around the edges. "My attentions are needed
elsewhere tonight."
"So are
mine," Nick said, as Donnie pushed himself back from the bar and headed for the
door, a solitary ambassador of gloom among the sea of smiling
faces.
Nick turned his back as
Bichon passed, setting his glass on the
bar.
"Have another," Stokes
offered, always magnanimous with the money of
others.
"One's my limit tonight.
Catch you later."
He worked his
way out onto the gallery and spotted the Lexus backing carefully out of the
lineup of pickups and beaters. He waited until it was headed toward the southern
exit of the lot, then jogged up onto the road at the north end, and jumped in
the truck.
Traffic was enough to
keep Donnie distracted as they headed out of town. Still, Nick hung well back.
Patience. He wanted to see how this would play out, give Donnie a little bit of
rope to see if he would hang himself with
it.
Twilight had surrendered to
evening. Fog hung over the water. The Lexus turned east, crossed the bayou, then
went south again, and passed down the main street of Luck. At the edge of town
it turned in at a supper club called
Landry's.
Nick cruised past the
restaurant, his eye catching on the sleek silver Lincoln that sat apart from the
other cars in the lot, the driver a hulking black shadow behind the wheel. He
turned the corner two blocks down, doubled back, and drove in the service
entrance at the back of the
property.
He entered the
restaurant through the kitchen door that stood open, letting the rich aromas of
beefsteak and good Cajun cooking roll out into the night. The kitchen help chose
to ignore him as he moved through their
domain.
Landry's dining room was
large and dimly lit. A freestanding fireplace with fake logs glowing orange for
ambiance stood in the center. Perhaps two-thirds of the white-draped tables were
taken, mostly by older middle class couples dressed up for their big night out.
The low hum of conversation was constant, the chink of flatware against china
like the sound of small bells ringing across the
room.
Donnie and Marcotte sat in
the wraparound banquette of a round corner table. To Marcotte's left, one of
DiMonti's twin thugs sat hunched over a table for two, making it look like
something from a child's tea set. DiMonti was nowhere in
sight.
Nick adjusted the
lightweight jacket he wore to show just the butt of the Ruger in its shoulder
rig, slipped his sunglasses on, and moved toward the table with casual ease.
Donnie spotted him when he was still ten feet away, and his color washed from
ashen to chalk.
"Starting the
party without me, Tulane?" Nick said, sliding onto the banquette beside
him.
Donnie bolted sideways,
nearly spilling his drink. "What the hell are you doing here, Fourcade?" he
demanded in a harsh whisper.
Nick
raised his eyebrows above the rims of his sunglasses. "Why, seeing for myself
what a lying weasel you are, Donnie. I'd say I'm disappointed in you, but it's
no less than I expected."
He
reached inside his jacket for cigarettes and Donnie's eyes widened at the sight
of the Ruger.
"This is a
no-smoking table," he said
stupidly.
Nick stared straight at
him through the mirrored lenses of the shades and lit
up.
Marcotte watched the exchange
with mild amusement, relaxed, his forearms resting on the tabletop. He didn't
look the least out of place in the setting. In a simple white shirt and
conservative tie, he couldn't have been pegged for a business tycoon. In
contrast, even the simplest bumpkin would recognize the muscle for what he was.
The loan-a-thug turned in his seat for a better view, revealing a smashed nose,
held to his face with adhesive tape. Brutus. Nick smiled at him and
nodded.
"This is a private
meeting, Nick," Marcotte said pleasantly. He glanced at Donnie. "Nick here has a
bit of a learning disability, Donnie. He needs to be taught all his lessons
twice."
Nick blew smoke out his
nostrils. "Oh, no. Me, I learned my lesson the first time. That's why I'm here
tonight as adviser to my good friend Donnie, who bailed me out of jail not long
ago."
"A poor choice," Marcotte
said.
"Well, Donnie, he's none
too bright for a college boy. Are you, Tulane? I keep telling him he doesn't
want the devil playing in his backyard, but I don't know if he's hearing me.
He's too preoccupied by the sound of money fanning in his
ear."
"I don't feel well," Donnie
muttered, starting to rise. Sweat beaded on his pasty
forehead.
Nick put a hand on his
shoulder. "Sit down, Donnie. Last time I saw you near a toilet, you had your
head in it. We don't want you to drown ... just
yet."
"Adding coercion to your
list of crimes now, Nick?" Marcotte said with an indulgent
chuckle.
"Not at all. I'm just
pointing out to my friend Donnie here the disadvantages of doing business with
you. The scrutiny a deal with you would bring to bear on him and on the untimely
death of his lovely wife."
Tears
welled in Donnie's eyes. "I didn't kill
Pam."
His denial drew stares from
two other tables.
Nick's gaze
never wavered from Marcotte. He tapped the ash off his cigarette into Donnie's
drink and took another long drag. "You don't have to be guilty of something to
have it ruin your life, Tulane. Nor do the guilty necessarily pay for their
crimes. See how well I learn my lessons,
Marcotte?
"It looks cold,
Donnie—you trying to swing this deal," he went on. "Hell, that business
ain't even yours to sell yet, technically speaking. This looks like something my
friends in the sheriff's office would want to go over with a fine-tooth comb.
They'll wanna dig through all your records and whatnot. You been wheeling and
dealing for a while now. Who knows what else they might come up
with?
"Folks catch wind of that
kind of thing, they start thinking maybe you cheated them, and then they wanna
sue. And, hey, you got all that money what Duval Marcotte paid you, so why
shouldn't they try to get themselves a piece of it? Meanwhile, the Davidsons are
talking to a lawyer about custody of your
daughter.
"You see where this is
going, Donnie?" he asked, still looking at Marcotte. "Donnie, he doesn't always
see the big picture. He fails to recognize the potential for
disaster."
"And you, Nick my boy,
see that train coming and throw yourself in front of it anyway," Marcotte said,
shaking his head. "You were born out of time, Fourcade. Chivalry went out a
while back. It's called foolhardiness
now."
"Really?" The picture of
disinterest, Nick crushed his smoke out and dropped the butt in Donnie's
whiskey. "I don't keep up with
trends."
"I have to go to the
bathroom," Donnie muttered, turning gray around the
gills.
Nick slid out of the
banquette. "Take your time, Tulane. Do some thinking while you're in
there."
Donnie shuffled away from
the table with one hand pressed to his stomach. Nick sat back down and stared at
Marcotte. Marcotte sat back against the padded seat and crossed his arms. His
dark eyes shone like polished
stones.
"I believe you may have
succeeded in ruining my chances for a deal,
Nick."
"I sincerely hope so. It's
the least I can do, all things
considered."
"Yes, I suppose it
is. And the least I can do is be gracious in defeat. For the
moment."
"You're giving up
easily."
Marcotte gave a shrug,
pursing his lips. "Que sera sera. It's been a diversion. I would never
have come out here looking if it hadn't been for you rousing my interest, Nick.
I'll draw some satisfaction from knowing you have that to dwell on. And you know
what? Coming out here has just reminded me how much I like the country. Simple
life, simple pleasures. I just may come
back."
Nick said nothing. He had
thought he'd cut Marcotte out of his life like a cancer. But just enough of the
old obsession had remained to pull him back across that line, and now Marcotte
would be drooling at the edge of his sanctuary like a wolf biding his
time.
The waitress edged toward
the table, looking at Nick with suspicion. "Can I get you a drink,
sir?"
"No, thank you," he said,
easing himself up. "I won't be staying. The company here turns my
stomach."
Donnie was bent over
the sink, crying and gagging when Nick entered the men's
room.
"You fit to drive home,
Tulane?"
"I'm ruined, you son of
a bitch!" he sobbed. "I'm fucking broke! Marcotte would have advanced me
money."
"And you'd still be
ruined—for all the reasons I just told you out there. You don't listen so
good, Donnie," Nick said, washing his hands. Every encounter with Marcotte left
him feeling as if he'd been handling snakes. "There's better ways out of trouble
than selling your soul."
"You
don't understand. Pam's life insurance isn't coming through. I've lost two big
jobs and I've got a loan coming due. I need
money."
"Quit your whining and be
a man for once," Nick snapped. "You don't have your wife here to bail your ass
out anymore. It's time to grow up,
Donnie."
He cranked a paper towel
out of the machine on the wall, dried his hands carefully. "Listen—you
don't know it, but me, I'm the best friend you've got tonight, Tulane. But I'm
telling you, cher, I find out you've turned on me in this, I find out
you're trying to get back in bed with Marcotte, I find out you took that shot at
Broussard the other night, you're sure as hell gonna wish I'd never been
born."
Donnie leaned his head
against the mirror, too weak to stand unaided. "I been wishing that for days
now, Fourcade."
Behind him, Nick
heard the men's room door swish open. He could see the reflection of Brutus in a
wedge of mirror. He shifted his weight to the balls of his feet and remained
still.
"Everything all right in
here, Mr. Bichon?" the thug
asked.
"Hardly," Donnie
moaned.
"Everything's fine,
Brutus," Nick said. "Mr. Bichon, he's just having some growing pains, that's
all."
"I didn't ask you,
coonass." Reaching inside his black jacket, Brutus pulled out a set of brass
knuckles and slipped them over the thick fingers of his right hand. Nick watched
in the mirror.
"I wouldn't go
knocking family trees, King Kong," he said. "You're about to fall out of
yours."
He spun and kicked as
Brutus stepped toward him, catching the big man on the side of the head. Brutus
hit the paper towel machine face-first with a crash that reverberated off the
tile walls. Blood gushed from his nose and mouth, and he dropped to the floor,
out cold.
Nick shook his head as
the manager rushed into the room to stare in horror, first at his broken towel
dispenser, then at the mass of bleeding humanity lying on the
tile.
"Floor's wet," Nick said,
moving casually for the door. "He slipped."
44
Big Dick Dugas and the Iota
Playboys cranked up the volume on their battle-scarred guitars and launched into
a fast and frantic rendition of "C'est Chaud." A cheer went up from the crowd
and bodies began to move—young, old, drunk, sober, black, white, poor, and
planter class.
There were easily
a thousand people in the five-block length of La Rue France cordoned off for the
annual event, all of them moving some part of their anatomy to the beat. Mouths
smiling, faces shiny with the uncommon heat of the evening and the joy of
liberation. The workweek was over, the five-day party was just starting, and the
source of a collective fear had been obliterated from the
planet.
The party atmosphere
struck Annie as grotesque, a reaction she resented mightily. She had always
loved the Mardi Gras festivities in Bayou Breaux. Unfettered pagan fun and
frivolity before the dour days of Lent. The street dance, the food stands, the
vendors selling balloons and cheap trinkets, the pageants and parade. It was a
rite of spring and a thread of continuity that had run through her life from her
earliest memories.
She remembered
coming to the dance as a child, running around with her Doucet cousins while her
mother stood off just to the side of the crowd, enjoying the music in her own
quiet way, but never a part of the mass
joy.
The memory brought an extra
pang tonight. Annie felt she was in her own way apart from the rest of the
revelers here. Not because of the uniform she was wearing, but because of the
things she had experienced in the last ten
days.
A burly bearded man tricked
out in a pink dress and pearls, a cigar jammed into the corner of his mouth,
tried to grab hold of her hand and drag her off the sidewalk into a two-step.
Annie waved him off.
"I'm not
that kind of girl!" she called,
grinning.
"Neither am I,
darlin'!" He flipped his skirt up, flashing a glimpse of baggy heart-covered
boxer shorts.
The crowd around
him roared and hooted. A woman dressed as a male construction worker gave a wolf
whistle and tried to pinch his ass. He howled, grabbed her, and they danced
off.
Annie managed a chuckle at
the scene. As she started to turn away, she was detained by another costumed
partyer, this one dressed in black with a white painted smiling mask, the
classic theatrical portrayal of comedy. He held out a single rose to her and
bowed stiffly when she accepted
it.
"Thank you." She tucked the
stem of the rose through her duty belt, next to her baton as she walked
away.
She loved the street dance
less as a cop than as a civilian. Personnel from both the Bayou Breaux PD and
the sheriff's office worked the Carnival events. A united front against
hooliganism. The standing rule was to break up the fistfights, but arrest only
the drunks stupid enough to swing at the cops. Anyone with a weapon went in the
can for the night, and the DA's office had their pick of the litter come
morning.
But even with the drunks
and knife fights, the exuberant innocence of a small-town celebration usually
outweighed the bad moments. Tonight it seemed that everyone was celebrating the
shooting of Willard Roache more than they were celebrating Carnival. The air was
crackling with the heady excitement of victorious vigilantism, and that struck
Annie as a dangerous thing.
Crime
in South Louisiana tended to be personal, confrontational. Folks here had their
own sense of justice and an abundant supply of firearms. She thought of Marcus
Renard and the incidents at his home in the past ten days. The shooting, the
rock through the window. If he hadn't staged those incidents himself, if they
had been the work of one of the many people who thought Fourcade should have
been allowed to finish him off, then there was a real possibility that
same someone might get carried away in the excitement of one criminal's demise
and try for another's. And who in the SO, besides her, would even
care?
God, maybe I am his
guardian angel, after
all.
The thought was not a
comforting one, but neither could she let it go. The deeper she went into this
case, the more complicated it became, the more options there seemed to be. It
only became clearer to Annie that justice needed to be conducted through the
proper channels, not doled out at random by the
uninformed.
How popular that
opinion would make her tonight, she thought, when everyone in the parish was
heralding Kim Young as a heroine of the common
folk.
She tried to look for a
bright side to the shooting, thinking what a powder keg this street dance would
have been if not for Kim Young and her trusty cut-down. The majority of revelers
came to the dance in full Mardi Gras regalia: costumes, makeup, masks that ran
the gamut from dead presidents to monsters to medieval fertility gods. Sequins
and feather masks were in abundance. The celebration had its roots in ancient
spring fertility rites and had retained a pervasive air of sexuality down
through the centuries. Though it wasn't nearly so bawdy out here in the Cajun
parishes as it was in the French Quarter of New Orleans, there would be plenty
of flashes of bare skin before the night was
through.
To think of a predator
like Willard Roache running loose in this atmosphere was enough to make Annie's
blood run cold. A rapist in a Mardi Gras mask amid a sea of masks ... and a
heavily armed citizenry twitching at every shadow ... They could certainly have
ended up with a morgue full of bullet-ridden corpses instead of one dead
Roache.
Annie edged her way along
between the crowd and the storefronts, keeping her eyes open for anyone taking
an undue interest in merchandise in the display windows. A knot of little boys
of nine or ten stampeded past, blasting squirt guns. She fended off a stream
with her hand, turning away and coming face-to-face again with the white painted
mask.
He stood no more than a
foot from her, near enough that she started at the sight of
him.
"Do I know you?" she
asked.
His painted face grinned
at her as he handed her the string of a heart-shaped helium balloon. He pressed
his hands to his chest dramatically then held them out to her, symbolically
giving her his heart.
Puzzled,
Annie sized up her masked admirer—his height, his build. Realization
dawned with an eerie
chill.
"Marcus?"
He
raised a finger to his painted mouth and backed away, melting into the crowd,
anonymous. But she knew who it was. It made perfect sense. The mask offered both
freedom and secrecy. He hadn't been able to walk down the street in this town
for months without drawing unwanted attention. Now he moved unnoticed past
people who would have spit on him or worse had they known he was behind the
smiling mask.
And what would the
good townsfolk of Bayou Breaux do to her if they saw her taking romantic tokens
from Marcus Renard? What would her fellow cops do? She would be further
ridiculed and punished. They already had that in common, she and
Marcus.
Annie looked at the
balloon. He had given her his heart, and she had accepted it. God only knew how
significant that would be in his mind. He wanted to believe she cared for him,
just as he had wanted to believe Pam had cared for him. He believed the job was
what kept her from him, just as he had believed Donnie had been the barrier
between himself and Pam. Juliet and
Romeo.
She handed the balloon to
a little girl with a Pocahontas T-shirt and chocolate all over her face,
and moved down the street.
A
clown in a rainbow fright wig staggered toward her on the narrow band of
sidewalk. The painted smile was lopsided beneath a rubber hog snout. Annie
stepped right. The clown moved with her. She stepped left the same time he did.
She turned to the side to motion him past. He swayed toward her instead, hitting
her shoulder and spilling his beer down the front of her
uniform.
"Hey, Bozo, watch it!"
she snapped.
"Sorry, ociffer!" he
declared, unrepentant.
From her
left side a second drunk stumbled into her, this one wearing a Reagan mask with
a vacuous idiot grin. Another eight ounces of beer cascaded down her
back.
"Shit!" she yelped. "Watch
where you're going!"
"Sorry,
ociffer!" he said with singsong insincerity. He looked at the clown and the pair
of them chuckled like Beavis and
Butthead.
Annie glared at the
rubber face, which sat atop a pair of bony shoulders. She looked down at the
skinny stick legs in tight
jeans.
"Son of a bitch!" she
swore, grabbing hold of him by the shirtfront. "Mullen, is that you inside that
empty head?"
The clown hollered,
"Shit!"
Reagan stumbled back from
her, pulling himself free. The two plunged into the gyrating crowd,
laughing.
"Dammit!" Annie said,
half under her breath, plucking at her saturated
shirtfront.
The beer trickled
down into the waistband of her pants, front and back. It ran down inside her
body armor in front and soaked through the back. Anyone getting a whiff of her
was going to think the stories about her recent sad decline into alcoholism were
more than just rumors.
"Sarge,
it's Broussard," she said into the two-way as she started up the street. "I just
got doused. I'm 10-7 at the station. Back in a few.
Out."
"Hurry the hell
up."
She made her way north along
the back side of the crowd, intending to cut east at the corner of Seventh,
where she had parked her cruiser on the side
street.
"Annie!"
A.J.'s
voice caught her ear and she pulled up. He had left three messages on her
machine at home and had tried to get her at work twice since she had been shot
at, and she had avoided calling him back. She didn't want to explain. She didn't
want to lie. She didn't want him trying to tie a knot in the connection she had
severed between them.
He came
toward her from the yellow light of a vendor's stand, a red-checked cardboard
basket of fried oysters cradled in one hand, a bottle of Abita in the other. He
was still in his suit from the day's business, though his tie was jerked
loose.
"I thought you were off
the street."
Annie shrugged. "I
go where they tell me. I'm on my way to the station now. I just got a beer
bath."
"I'll walk you to your
car."
He fell in step beside her
and she glanced up at him, trying to gauge his mood. His face was drawn and a
deep line dug in between his brows. The noise of the band and the crowd faded as
they turned the corner and walked away from the bright yellow light of the
party.
"Why'd you work late?"
Annie asked. "Friday night. Big dance and
all."
"I—ah—sorta
lost my standing date."
She
kicked herself mentally for opening that
door.
"Task force moved at the
speed of light to get the background on Roache, didn't
they?"
"Yeah," she said. "Too bad
they couldn't have found that enthusiasm earlier. Maybe they could have nailed
his ass after Jennifer
Nolan."
"You would have," he
said, setting his supper on the hood of her
cruiser.
"I would have tried, at
least. That's the thing that galls me most about Stokes—he skates over
everything and still comes out smelling like a rose. I wouldn't care how big a
jerk he was if he did the
job."
A.J. shrugged. "Some people
do the job, some people live the
job."
"I don't live the job," she
snapped, not liking the correlation to Fourcade that A.J. couldn't possibly have
known. "But I hustle when I'm on it. That should count for
something."
"It
should."
But they both knew the
thing that would count for her would be taking the witness stand on Thursday.
Annie looked away and
sighed.
"So, are you gonna tell
me what that was all about the other night?" he asked. "Someone taking a shot at
you? My God, Annie."
"Trying to
scare me, that's all," she said, still avoiding his
gaze.
"That's all? You
could have been killed!"
"It was
a scare tactic. I'm not very popular as a witness for the
prosecution."
"You think it was
Fourcade?" he demanded. "That bastard! I'll get his bail
revoked—"
"It wasn't
Fourcade."
"How do you know
that?"
"It just wasn't," she
insisted. "Leave it alone, A.J. You don't know anything about
this."
"Because you won't tell
me! Christ, somebody tries to shoot you and I have to hear about it from Uncle
Sos! You don't even bother to call me back when I try to check up on
you—"
"Look," she said,
reining back her temper. "Can we have this fight another time? I'm 10-7.
Hooker's gonna chew me out if I don't go and get
back."
"I don't want to fight,"
A.J. said wearily. He caught hold of her hand and hung on when she would have
backed away. "Just a minute, Annie.
Please."
"I'm on
duty."
"You're 10-7. Personal
time. This is personal."
She drew
in a breath to protest and he pressed a finger against her lips. His expression
was earnest in the filtered light of the
streetlamp.
"I need to say this,
Annie. I care about you. I don't want to see you hurt by anyone for any reason.
I don't want to see you taking crazy chances. I want to take care of you. I want
to protect you. I don't know who this other guy
is—"
"A.J.,
don't—"
"And I don't know
what he's got that I don't. But I love you, Annie. And I'm not gonna just walk
away from this, from us. I love
you."
His admission stunned her
silent. They hadn't been that close lately. There had been a time when she had
expected him to say it, and he never had. Now he wanted her to say it and she
couldn't—not with the meaning he wanted. The story of their lives. They
were never quite in the same place at the same time. He wanted something from
her she couldn't give, and she wanted a man she might just send on the road to
prison in a week's time.
"I know
you better than anyone, Annie," he murmured. "I won't give you up without a
fight."
He lowered his head and
kissed her, slowly, sweetly, deeply. He pulled her against him, heedless of her
beer-soaked shirt, and pressed her to him—breast to chest, belly to groin.
Longing to regret.
"God, you
think you mean it, don't you?" he whispered as he raised his head. "That it's
over."
The hurt in his eyes
brought tears to Annie's. "I'm sorry,
A.J."
He shook his head. "It's
not over," he pledged quietly. "I won't let it
be."
Just like Donnie Bichon,
Annie thought. Determined to hold on to Pam even after she'd served him with
papers. Like Renard—seeing what he wanted to see, bending reality to open
possibilities for the outcome he wanted. The difference was that she felt only
frustration with A.J.'s bullheadedness, not fear. He hadn't crossed the line
from tenacity to terror.
"Fair
warning," he said. Stepping back from her, he picked up his fried oysters and
his beer. "I'll see you
around."
Annie sat back against
the car as he walked away. "I need this like I need a hole in my
head."
She gave herself a moment
to try to clear away the thought that she had somehow managed to become part of
a romantic triangle, an idea that was too absurd for words. Instead, she tried
to focus once again on the world around her: the noise of the band, the
intermittent bang of firecrackers, the warm moist air, the silver light from the
streetlamp, and the darkness beyond its
reach.
The sensation of being
watched crawled over her. The feeling that she suddenly wasn't alone on the
deserted side street. She straightened slowly away from the car and strained to
see into the shadows at the back of the paint store she had parked beside. At
the mouth of the dark alley a white face seemed to float in the
air.
"Marcus?" Annie said,
straightening away from the cruiser, moving cautiously toward the
building.
"You kissed
him," he said. "That filthy lawyer. You kissed
him!"
Anger vibrated in his
voice. He took a step toward
her.
"Yes, he kissed me," Annie
said. Pulse racing, she tried to settle her hands casually on her hips—the
right one within reach of her baton, a can of Mace, the butt of her Sig. The tip
of her middle finger pressed against the stem of the rose Renard had given her
and a thorn bit deep into her skin, the pain sharp and
surprising.
"Does that upset you,
Marcus? That I let him kiss
me?"
"He's—he's one of
Them!" he stammered, the words slurring as he forced them through his
teeth. "He's against me. Like Pritchett. Like Fourcade. How could you do this,
Annie?"
"I'm one of 'them' too,
Marcus," she said simply. "I've told you that all
along."
He shook his head in
denial, the grinning mask a macabre contrast to the shock and fury vibrating
from him in waves. "No. You're trying to help me. The work you've done. The way
you've come to my aid. You saved my life—
twice!"
"And I keep telling you,
Marcus, I'm only doing my
job."
"I'm not your job," he
said. "You came to help me time and again when you didn't have to. You didn't
want anyone to know. I
thought..."
He trailed oft,
unable to bring himself to say the words. Annie waited, marveling at the ease
with which he had turned everything in his mind to fit his own wishes. It was
crazy, and yet he sounded perfectly rational, as if any man would have made the
same assumptions, as if he had every right to be angry with her for leading him
on.
"You thought what?" she
prodded.
"I thought you were
special."
"Like you thought Pam
was special?"
"You're just like
her after all," he muttered, reaching into the deep pocket of his baggy black
trousers.
Annie's hand moved to
the butt of the Sig and slipped the lock strap free. A thousand people were
having a party two hundred feet away, and she was standing alone with a probable
murderer. The noise of the band seemed to fade to
nothing.
"How do you mean?" she
asked while her mind raced forward. Would he pull a knife? Would she have to
take him down right here, right now? That wasn't how she thought it would go
down. She didn't know what she had expected. A taped confession? The murder
weapon surrendered without a
fight?
"She took my friendship,"
he said. "She took my heart. And then she turned on me. And you're doing the
same."
"She was afraid of you,
Marcus. That was you calling her, prowling around her house, slashing her
tires—wasn't it?"
"I would
never have hurt her," he said, and Annie wondered if the answer was denial or
guilt. "She took my gifts. I thought she enjoyed my
company."
"And when she told you
to get lost, you thought what —that maybe you could scare her anonymously
and offer her comfort in
person?"
"No. They turned her
against me. She couldn't see how much I really cared. I tried to show
her."
"Who turned her against
you?"
"Her sorry excuse for a
husband. And Stokes. They both wanted her and they turned her against me. What's
your excuse, Annie?" he asked, bitterly. "You want that lawyer? He's using you
to do his dirty work for him. Can't you see
that?"
"He's got nothing to do
with this, Marcus. I want to solve Pam's murder. I told you that from the
first."
"You'll be sorry," he
said quietly. "In the end, you'll be
sorry."
He started to pull his
hand from his pocket. Heart pounding, Annie pulled the Sig and pointed it at his
chest.
"Slowly, Marcus," she
ordered.
Slowly he drew his hand
free, balled into a fist, and held it out to the
side.
"Whatever it is, drop
it."
He opened his fingers,
letting fall something small that hit the sidewalk with a soft rattle. With her
left hand, Annie pulled her flashlight from her belt and took a step closer, the
Sig still raised. Renard moved back toward the
alley.
"Stand right
there."
She swept the beam of the
flashlight down on the concrete and it reflected back off a strand of gold
chain, a necklace lying like a length of discarded string with a heart-shaped
locket attached.
"I thought you
were special," he said
again.
Annie holstered the Sig
and picked the necklace up.
"Is
this the necklace you tried to give
Pam?"
He stared at her through
the empty eyes of the smiling mask and took another step back from her. "I don't
have to answer your questions, Deputy Broussard," he said coldly. "And I believe
I'm free to go."
With that, he
turned and went back down the
alley.
"Great," Annie said under
her breath, closing her fist on the
locket.
Her edge with him had
been her similarity to Pam, the woman he had fallen in love with. She had gained
his trust, his respect, his attraction. In a heartbeat that was gone. Now she
was more like Pam, the woman he may have
butchered.
The two-way crackled
against her hip and she jumped half a foot. "Broussard? Where the fuck are you?
Are you back on or what?"
Annie
plucked at her wet shirt and bit back a groan. "On my way, Sarge.
Out."
Sucking on the fingertip
the thorn had lacerated, she wove her way through the crowd across France to the
old Canal gas station. The place had been closed since the oil bust, and the old
pumps had been taken out long ago, leaving weeds to sprout where they had once
stood. The BUSINESS OPPORTUNITY FOR SALE sign had been propped in the front
window so long it had turned yellow. A herd of teenage boys in baggy clothes and
backward baseball caps milled around on the cracked concrete, drinking Mountain
Dew and smoking cigarettes. Eyeing Annie with suspicion, they scattered like a
pack of scruffy young dogs as she passed through their
midst.
She went to the side of
the building, where a pay phone was still in service. She dialed Fourcade and
flapped her wet shirtfront as the phone on the other end rang. His machine
clicked on with a curt "Leave a
message."
"It's Annie. I just had
a run-in with Renard. It's a long story, but the bottom line is I might have
pushed him over the edge. He said some things that make me nervous. Um—
I'm stuck working the dance, then I'm going home. I'm off tomorrow. I'll see you
when I see you."
She hung up
feeling vaguely sick. She may have pushed a killer over the line from love to
hate. Now what?
She watched the
party from the corner of the vacant station, as removed from it as if she were
standing behind a wall of glass. Inside her mind, she didn't hear the music of
the band or the sounds from the
crowd.
"I would never
have hurt her."
Not that he
hadn't hurt Pam. He had made that verbal distinction
before.
"She couldn't see how
much I really cared. I tried to show
her."
How had he tried to
show her? With his gifts or with the concern he had shown after he had scared
her half to death? The same creepy, voyeuristic concern he had shown Annie when
she'd told him about someone taking a shot at
her.
"Were you alone? You must
have been frightened. ... Having a stranger reach into your life and commit an
act of violence —it's a violation. It's rape. You feel so
vulnerable, so powerless ... so alone. ... Don't
you?"
Words of comfort that
weren't comforting at all. He had made her feel vulnerable, made her feel
violated, and he had done the same to Pam. She knew he
had.
"I thought you
were special"
"Like you
thought Pam was
special?"
"You're just
like her, after all. ... You'll be sorry ... In the end, you'll be
sorry."
In the same way Pam
must have been sorry? Sorry no one else could have seen the monster in him.
Sorry no one had listened to her pleas for help. Sorry no one had heard her
screams that night out on Pony
Bayou.
Annie dug the necklace out
of her pocket and held it up, watching the small gold locket sway back and
forth. Renard had tried to give Pam a necklace for her birthday two weeks before
she was killed.
"Officer
Broussard?"
The soft voice broke
Annie's concentration. She caught the locket in her fist and turned. Doll Renard
stood beside her in a prison gray June Cleaver shirtwaist that had been intended
for a woman with breasts and hips. In her hands she played nervously with the
stem of a delicate butterfly-shaped mask covered in iridescent sequins. The
elegant beauty of the mask seemed at odds with the woman holding it—plain,
unadorned, her mouth a bitter
knot.
"Mrs. Renard. Can I help
you?"
Doll glanced away, anxious.
"I don't know if you can. I swear, I don't know what I'm doing here. It's a
nightmare, that's what. A terrible
nightmare."
"What
is?"
Tears glazed across the
woman's eyes. One hand left the stem of her mask to pat at her heart. "I don't
know. I don't know what to do. All this time I thought we'd been wronged. All
this time. My boys are all I have, you know. Their father betrayed us, and now
they're all I have in the
world."
Annie waited. In her
previous meetings with Doll she had found the woman melodramatic and shrill, but
the stress stretched taut in Doll Renard's voice now had the ring of
genuineness. Her small, sharp nose was red at the tip, her eyes rimmed in
crimson from crying.
"I knew
motherhood would be a joy and a trial," she said, rubbing a hankie under her
nose. "But all the joy of it has been robbed from me. And now I fear it's become
a nightmare." Tears skimmed down her thin, pale cheeks. "I'm so
afraid."
"Afraid of what, Mrs.
Renard?"
"Of Marcus," she
confessed. "I'm afraid my son has done something terribly
wrong."
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"Could we go somewhere and
talk?" Doll asked, glancing anxiously around at the masked revelers that moved
up and down the street. She raised her own mask to partially hide her face.
"Marcus is here somewhere. I don't want him to see me speaking to you. We had a
terrible quarrel last night. It was horrible. I never left my bed today, I was
so distraught. I don't know what to do. You've been so kind, so fair to us, I
thought..."
She paused, fighting
the need to cry. Annie put a hand on her shoulder, torn between a woman's
sympathy and a cop's
excitement.
"I'm afraid I'm on
duty—" she began.
"I
wouldn't ask— I didn't want to— Oh, dear..." Doll raised a hand to
her mouth and closed her eyes for a moment, working to compose herself. "He's my
son," she said in a tortured whisper. "I can't bear the thought that he might
have—" Breaking off again, she shook her head. "I shouldn't have come
here. I'm sorry."
She turned to
go, shoulders hunched.
"Wait,"
Annie said.
If Marcus Renard's
mother had something, anything, that could connect him to the murder, she
couldn't put off getting it. It was clear Doll's conscience had won the internal
battle to bring her to this point, and just as clear that in a heartbeat she
could back away in order to save her
son.
"Where are you
parked?"
"Down the street. Near
Po' Richard's."
"I'll meet you
down there in five minutes. How's
that?"
She shook her head a
little. Her whole body seemed to be trembling. "I don't know. I think this is a
mistake. I shouldn't
have—"
"Mrs. Renard," Annie
said, touching her arm. "Please don't back down now. If Marcus has done
something bad, he needs to be stopped. It can't go on. You can't let
it."
She held her breath as Doll
closed her eyes again, looking within herself for an answer that had to be
tearing her mother's heart in
two.
"No," she whispered to
herself. "It can't go on. I can't let it go
on."
"I'll meet you at your car,"
Annie said. "We can have a cup of coffee. Talk. We'll sort it all out. What kind
of car do you drive?"
Doll
sniffed into her handkerchief. "It's gray," she said, sounding resigned. "A
Cadillac."
Annie couldn't
find Hooker in the sea of people, which was just as well. She didn't want him to
see her going off in the opposite direction of the station. Ducking into a door
well on the side street, she called him on the two-way to tell him she'd been
stricken ill.
"What the hell's
wrong with you, Broussard? You been
drinking?"
"No, sir. Must be that
stomach flu going around." She paused to groan for effect. "It's awful, Sarge.
Out."
Hooker swore his usual blue
streak, but let her off. Deputies vomiting in public were bad for the image of
the department. "If I hear you been drinking, I'll suspend your ass!
Out."
Banishing the threat from
her mind, she went to the cruiser and dumped the radio, afraid the chatter might
frighten or distract Doll. Grabbing her minicassette recorder, she shoved it in
a pants pocket and hustled down the dark side street toward Po'
Richard's.
Doll Renard drove a
gray Cadillac. If the passenger's side was damaged, then Marcus was the one who
had terrorized her on the road that night. That would confirm Annie's Jekyll and
Hyde theory. The adrenaline rush of finally catching a break was incredible. She
felt almost light-headed with it. Renard's own mother was going to give him up.
To her. Because of the work she had done on the case. Losing Marcus's
trust wouldn't matter.
As she
hurried down the sidewalk between closed businesses and parked cars, she tensed
at every shadow, bolted past the openings to alleys. Marcus was lurking
somewhere, hurt and angry over what he saw as her
betrayal.
God only knew what he
might do if he saw her with his mother. The relationship there was too twisted
to fathom. The mother relying on the support of a son whom she never ceased to
criticize and belittle; the grown man staying out of obligation to a woman he
resented to the marrow of his bones. The line between their love and hate had to
be a hairbreadth. What would it trigger in him to know his mother was about to
commit the ultimate betrayal? The rage, the pain, would be
incredible.
Annie had seen what
his rage had done to Pam
Bichon.
The car was parked at the
curb, just east of Po' Richard's. Doll Renard paced beside it, one arm banded
across her waist as if her stomach hurt, the other hand rubbing her sternum.
Even in the poor light that reached over from the restaurant Annie could see the
scars along the side of the
Cadillac.
"Did you have an
accident, Mrs. Renard?"
Doll
looked blank, then glanced at the car. "Oh, that," she said, moving again.
"Marcus must have done that. I rarely drive. It's such a big car. I can't
imagine why he bought me such a big car. So conspicuous. It's vulgar,
really. And difficult to park. It preys on my nerves to drive
it.
"I've developed a slight
palsy from my nerves, you know. You can't imagine the strain it's been.
Wondering, wanting to believe ... Then last night ... I can't stand it
anymore."
"Why don't we sit down
and talk about it?" Annie
suggested.
"Yes. Yes," Doll
repeated almost to herself, as if to reinforce the decision she had made. "I
took the liberty of getting coffee. It's just over here on this
table."
The cheap picnic tables
that sat out in front of the restaurant were deserted and poorly lit. A
hand-lettered sign in the front window announced: CLOSED for CARNIVAL. Take Out
ORDER'S ONLY.
Doll settled on the
bench, fussing with her skirt like a debutante at a cotillion. Annie took her
seat, stirred her coffee, and tested it. Dark and bitter, as always; hot but
drinkable. She took a long sip, wanting the caffeine to burn off the fatigue of
too many late nights. She needed to be sharp now, though it wouldn't do to
appear overeager. She left her notebook in her shirt pocket. Under the table,
she pressed the record button on the minicassette
recorder.
"I'm not proud of
this," Doll began. She rested one hand on the table, her handkerchief clutched
at the ready. "He's my son. My loyalty should be to my
family."
"Letting this go on
won't be in the interest of your family, Mrs. Renard. You're doing what's
best."
"That's what I keep
telling myself. I have to do what's best." She paused to sip at her coffee and
compose herself.
Annie took a
drink and waited, rubbing absently at the cut on her fingertip. She sat with her
back to the restaurant and a view of the surrounding area. Without turning her
head, she scanned the street, the sidewalk, the vacant lot beyond Po' Richard's
property, trying to make out every shadow. No sign of Marcus, but then he was
very good at staying just out of reach, just out of sight. She imagined him
watching them now, his anger building toward the boiling
point.
"It's been very difficult
for me," Doll said, "raising the two boys on my own. Especially with Victor's
difficulties. The state tried to take him away from me once and put him in a
home. I wouldn't have it. He'll be with me 'til I die. He's my child, my burden
to bear. I brought him into this world the way he is. I blamed myself for his
condition, even though the doctors say it's no one's fault. How can we truly
know what gets passed along from one generation to the
next?"
Annie made no comment, but
thought fleetingly of her own mother and the father she'd never known. "What
ever became of Mr.
Renard?"
Doll's face hardened.
"Claude betrayed us. Years ago. And now here I sit, about to betray my
son."
"You shouldn't think of it
that way, Mrs. Renard. Why don't you tell me what it is you think Marcus has
done wrong."
"I don't know where
to begin," she said, looking down at her crumpled
handkerchief.
"You said you had a
fight with Marcus last night. What was that
about?"
"You, I'm
afraid."
"Me?"
"I'm
sure you realize Marcus has become quite taken with you. He does that, you see.
He—he gets something in his head and there's no changing it. I can see it
happening all over again with you. He's convinced there could be something ...
personal between the two of
you."
"I've told him that's not
possible."
"It won't matter. It
never has."
"This has happened
before?"
"Yes. With the Bichon
woman. And before her—when we lived in Baton
Rouge—"
"Elaine
Ingram?"
"Yes. Love at first
sight, he called it. Within a week of meeting her, he was completely
preoccupied. He followed her everywhere. Called her day and night. Lavished her
with gifts. It was
embarrassing."
"I thought she
returned his feelings."
"For a
time, but it became too much for her. He did the same with that Bichon woman. He
suddenly decided he had to have her, even though she wanted no part of him. And
I can see it starting again, with you. I confronted him about
it."
"What did he
say?"
"He became irate and went
into his workroom. No one is supposed to disturb him there, but I followed him,"
she confessed. "I never wanted to believe it was anything more than infatuation,
what he felt for that woman, but I confess, I'd had a premonition. I'm very
sensitive that way. I'd had these feelings, but I just wouldn't believe
them.
"I watched Marcus from the
door without him knowing. He went to a cupboard and got some things out of it,
and I knew. I just
knew."
"What
things?"
Doll bowed her head over
the pocketbook in her lap. She reached into the bag and closed her hand around
something, hesitating, withdrawing it
slowly.
As she held the small
picture frame out, Annie felt a strange rush shoot up her arms and into her
head. She gripped one arm of the chair as the rush became a wave of dizziness.
The picture frame that had gone missing from Pam Bichon's office. One of the
items the detectives had searched for in order to at least tie Renard to the
stalking charges. None of the items had ever been
found.
Annie took it now and
looked at it in the artificial light draining out the restaurant's front window.
The frame was a delicate antique silver filigree, the glass inside it cracked.
The photo was no more than two inches by three inches, but portrayed in that
small space was a wealth of emotion—the love between a mother and child.
Josie couldn't have been more than five, sitting on her mother's lap, gazing up
at her with an angelic smile. Pam, her arms wrapped around her baby, smiling
down at her with absolute
adoration.
Marcus Renard had
stolen this photograph and destroyed the relationship portrayed within it. He
had taken a mother from her child. He had extinguished the spirit of a woman who
had loved and had been loved by so many
people.
The dizziness swooped
through her again. A reaction to the photograph, Annie supposed. Or to the
caffeine. She felt vaguely ill ... at the sure knowledge that the man who had
become infatuated with her was in fact the man who had committed unspeakable
acts against the woman in this photograph. Fourcade had been right all along:
the trail, the logic, led back to
Renard.
"Marcus stole that,
didn't he?" Doll
said.
"Yes."
"There
were other things too, but I was afraid to take them. I believe he's stolen
things from me," she admitted. "A cameo that was in my mother's family. A locket
I'd had for years—since Victor was born. God only knows what he did with
them."
God and me, Annie
thought, shuddering inwardly. And Pam Bichon. And probably Elaine Ingram before
her. A clammy chill ran across her skin. She worked to pull in a deep breath of
the humid night air, and stared down at the photograph that blurred a little
before her eyes as the dizziness tipped through her
again.
"I didn't want to believe
he would do it again," Doll said. "The preoccupation and
all."
"Do you think he killed
those women, Mrs. Renard?" Annie asked, the words sticking on her tongue. She
took another drink of her coffee to clear the taste of the question. How awful
for a mother to think her son was a
murderer.
Doll pressed her hand
over her face and began to weep, her body quivering. "He's my son! He's all I
have. I don't want to lose
him!"
And yet she'd brought
forward the evidence.
"I'm
sorry," Annie murmured. "But we'll have to take this to the
sheriff."
She pushed her chair
back and stood, swaying unsteadily on her feet, the dizziness swarming around
her head like a cloud of bees. She felt as if she might just float off the
ground, and had no control over whether she would or would not. As she stepped
away from the table the ground seemed to dip beneath her feet, and she
staggered.
"Oh, my goodness!"
Doll Renard's voice sounded far away. "Are you all right, Deputy
Broussard?"
"Uh, I'm a little
dizzy," Annie mumbled.
"Perhaps
you should sit back down?"
"No,
I'll be fine. Too much caffeine, that's all. We need to get to the
sheriff."
She attempted another
step and went down hard on one knee. The picture frame fell from her
hand.
"Oh, dear!" Doll gasped.
"Let me help you!"
"This is
embarrassing," Annie said, steadying herself against the older woman as she
rose. "I'm so sorry."
Doll
sniffed and wrinkled her nose. "Have you been drinking,
Deputy?"
"No, no, that was an
assident." Alarm jumped through her at the sound of her own voice, the words
slurred and indistinct. Her body felt heavy, as if she were moving through a vat
of Jell-O. "I'm just not feeling well. We'll go to the station. I'll be
fine."
They moved slowly toward
the Cadillac, Doll Renard on Annie's right, supporting her. The woman was so
much stronger than she looked, Annie thought. Or maybe it was just that she
suddenly had no strength at all. An electric buzzing vibrated in her arms and
legs. The fingertip she had pricked on the rose stem throbbed like a beating
heart.
The rose thorn. The rose
Marcus had given
her.
Poisoned. God, she'd
never expected that. But it was certainly poetic—that a token of love
would become an instrument of death when the love was spurned. He would think
that way, the twisted, sick son of a
bitch.
"Mizzuz Renard?" she said
as she collapsed into the passenger's seat of the car. "I think maybe we
shhhould go to the hossspital. I think I might be
dying."
He wanted to kill
her. He wanted to put his hands around Annie Broussard's throat and watch her
face as he choked her. She had played him for a fool. The last joke would be on
her. The violent fantasy splashed in vivid color through Marcus's mind as he
pushed his way through the
crowd.
The noise of the party was
a discordant cacophony in his ears. The lights and colors were too bright, too
garish against the black of night and the black of his mood. Faces loomed in at
him, laughing mouths and hideous masks. He stumbled into a Ronald Reagan
pretender, spilling the man's beer in a geyser onto the
sidewalk.
"Fucking drunk!" Reagan
shouted. "Watch where you're
going!"
In retaliation, the man
shoved him hard, and Marcus careened into another reveler in a Zorro mask and a
porkpie hat. Stokes.
Stokes
stumbled backward, feet scrambling. Marcus fell with him, fell on him
amid the forest of legs. He wished he had a knife. He imagined himself stabbing
Stokes as they fell, then getting up and walking away before anyone
realized.
"Stupid motherfucker!"
Stokes yelled, getting up.
Before
Marcus could right himself, Stokes booted him in the ribs. Holding himself,
Marcus struggled to his feet and kept going, half doubled over, laughter ringing
behind him. He pressed on through the crowd, then turned the corner and hurried
down the side street toward Bowen &
Briggs.
The thick, humid air
burned in his lungs. His chest felt banded with steel, the pressure crushing
against his cracked ribs. Small, sharp pains burst through him with every
breath. His face was on fire. He tore off the painted mask and threw it in the
gutter. It was no disguise compared to the mask Annie had worn. Betrayal with
the lawyer was the least of her crimes. The slut. He had overlooked and
rationalized and made excuses for her, sure that she would see in the end how
right it could be between them. She deserved to be punished for what she'd put
him through. He punished her in his mind as the emotions tore through him. Love,
rage, hate. She would be sorry. In the end, she would be
sorry.
He felt as if he'd been
eviscerated. Why did this have to happen to him time and again? Why couldn't the
women he loved love him in return? Why did his feelings grab hold so hard and
refuse to let go? Love, passion, need, need, need. He was an otherwise
normal man. He was intelligent. He had talents. He had a good job. Why did his
need have to overwhelm him again and
again?
As he let himself into the
Volvo, tears rolled down his face, scalding with both pain and shame. His body
was rigid and trembling with anger, the tension magnifying his various injuries,
the physical pain further humiliating him. What kind of man was he? The kind
other men kicked and scorned, the kind women sneered at, the kind women sought
restraining orders against. He didn't think he could endure it any longer. The
emotions were too much, too big, too painful. And in the back of his head he
could hear his mother's mocking voice, telling him he was
pathetic.
He was pathetic. That
truth nearly crushed him with its
weight.
He was sobbing as he
passed the drive to the house where Pam had died. Her death would hang over him
like a shadow for the rest of his
life.
What kind of life was this
to lead? A suspected murderer, a pathetic wretch living with his mother, spurned
again and again by the women he loved. How many times had he wished himself away
from here, envisioned a better life—with Elaine, with Pam, with Annie? But
he would never go, and that better life would never happen. He would never live
on the Gulf in a beach house and spend his evenings with Annie or any other
woman. He would only become more pathetic, more isolated, be more loathed. What
was the point?
He turned the
Volvo down his driveway and gunned the engine. A sense of urgency had joined the
other emotions writhing inside him like snakes. He slammed the car into park
alongside the house and went
inside.
Victor sat on the landing
of the front stairs, wearing one of their mother's feather masks and rocking
himself. He sprang to his feet and thundered down the steps, rushing to within
inches of Marcus, shrieking, "Red! Red! Red!
Red!"
"Stop it!" Marcus
snapped, shoving him back. "You'll wake
Mother."
"Not now. Enter out,
Mother. Red! Very
red!"
"What are you talking
about?" Marcus demanded, cutting through the dining room. Against his will, he
glanced at the wall. Of course the paint didn't match. "It's after midnight.
Mother is in bed."
Victor shook
his head vigorously. "Then and now. Enter out, Mother.
Red!"
"I don't know
what you mean," Marcus said impatiently. "Where would she have gone? You know
Mother doesn't drive at night. You're being
ridiculous."
Frustration grabbed
hold of Victor as they reached the door to Marcus's rooms, and he stopped beside
the wall and banged his head against it, keening in his
throat.
Marcus grabbed hold of
him by the shoulders. "Victor, stop it! Go to your room and calm down. Go look
at one of your books."
"Then
and now. Then and now. Then and now!" he
chanted.
Marcus heaved a sigh,
feeling a deep sadness for his brother. Poor Victor, locked inside his own mind.
Then again, maybe Victor was the lucky
one.
"Come along," he said,
quietly.
Taking Victor by the
hand, he led him upstairs to his room, shushing him the whole
way.
"Red! Red!" Victor
harped in a whisper, like a bird with
laryngitis.
"Nothing is red,
Victor," Marcus said, turning on the
lamp.
Victor sat down on the edge
of the bed and rocked himself from side to side. The peacock plumes that arched
up from the corners of his mask bobbed like antennae. He looked
absurd.
"I want you to count to
five thousand by sixteenths," Marcus said. "And when you're done, you let me
know. Can you do that?"
Victor
stared past him, his eyes glassy. Chances were good that by the time he reached
five thousand he would have forgotten the source of his
distress.
Marcus left the room
and paused, looking at the door to his mother's room farther down the hall. Of
course she would be in there, the spider in her nest. She would always be
there—physically, psychologically, metaphorically. There was only one
escape for any of
them.
Purposeful, he went down to
his bedroom, locked the door behind him, and went to the drawer where he kept
his Percodan. The doctor had written the prescription for seventy-five pills,
probably hoping he would take them all at once. He'd taken a number of them in
the days and nights since his beating, but there were plenty left. More than
enough. If he could find the bottle. It was gone from the
drawer.
Victor? No. If Victor had
taken an overdose of Percodan, agitation would not be the result. He would be
lethargic or dead—and better off, either
way.
Marcus turned away from the
bed and continued on into his workroom. He had cleaned up the mess his rage had
created the night before. Everything was in its place once again, neat and tidy.
The pencil portrait of Annie was on the drawing table. How fitting that it was
torn, he thought, running his finger over the ragged edge of the paper. He
imagined that the blood smeared across it was
hers.
He turned to his worktable
and the tools aligned with the precision of surgical instruments, contemplating
the sharp razor's edge of the utility knife. Picking it up, he ran his thumb
down the blade and watched his blood bloom along the cut, bright crimson. Tears
came again, not at the physical pain, but at the enormous emotional burden of
what he was about to do. He set the utility knife aside, disregarding it for his
task. A butcher knife would serve the purpose, symbolically and literally. But
first, he wanted the pills.
Going
to the hidden panel in the wainscoting, he opened the cupboard, confronting his
past and his perversion. That was what other people would call his love for
women who didn't want him—perversion, obsession. They didn't know what
obsession was.
The small tokens
he had taken from Elaine and Pam and Annie sat in clusters on a shelf. Memories
of things that might have been. A wave of bittersweet nostalgia washed over him
as he chose a beautiful glass paperweight that had belonged to Pam. He held it
in his hands and touched it to his face. It was cool against his
tears.
"Drop it, you slimy, sick
bastard." The voice was low and thick with hate. "That belonged to my
daughter."
The paperweight rolled
from Marcus's hands and fell to the floor as he looked up into the face of
Hunter Davidson.
"I hope you're
ready to go to hell," the old man said, cocking the hammer on the .45 he held.
"Because I've come to send you off."
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He'd been right from the
start. The trail, the logic, led back to Renard. And if he had maintained his
focus, if he hadn't allowed his past to leach into his present, Marcotte would
have remained a bad distant
memory.
Nick lit a cigarette and
drew hard on it, trying to burn the bitter taste of the truth from his mouth.
The damage was done. He would deal with the repercussions if and when they
arose. His focus now had to be on the matter at hand:
Renard.
Annie had apparently
yanked his chain a little too hard. She needed backup, which was what Nick now
felt he should have been doing all along instead of running off half-cocked at
shadows. Focus. Control. He had let himself become distracted when he
should have stayed true to his gut. The trail, the logic, led back to
Renard.
He parked on a side
street and entered the Carnival crowd, eyes scanning the mob for Broussard. If
she had pushed Renard over the edge, then she could be in trouble, and he had no
intention of waiting until morning or even waiting until she was off duty to
find out. Whatever confrontation had taken place had been while she was working.
That meant Renard was here, watching
her.
The crowd was rowdy and
drunk, the music loud. The street was filled with costumes and color and
movement. Nick looked only for the slate blue uniforms of the SO deputies. He
worked systematically down one side of La Rue France and up the other, barely
pausing to accept the inane well wishes of his colleagues for the upcoming
hearing. He saw no sign of
Annie.
She could have been at the
jail, booking in some drunk. He could have missed her in the crowd, she was so
little. Or she could be in trouble. In the past ten days, she'd spent more time
in trouble than out of it. And tonight she'd called to tell him she might have
pushed a killer too far.
He could
see Hooker loitering near a vendor selling fried shrimp, the fat sergeant
scowling but tapping his toe to the music. Hooker would know where Annie was,
but Nick doubted Hooker would give the information to him. He'd see too much
potential for disaster.
"Nicky!
My brother, my man. Where
y'at?"
Stokes swayed toward him,
his porkpie hat tipped rakishly over one masked eye. Each arm was occupied
around a woman in a cut-to-the-ass miniskirt—a bottle blonde in leather
and a brunette in denim. They appeared to be holding one another
upright.
"This is my man, Nick,"
Stokes said to the women. "He don't no more know what to do with a party than
he'd know what to do with a two-headed goat. You want one of these fine ladies
to be your spirit guide into the party world, Nicky? We can go somewhere and
have us a party of our own. You know what I
mean?"
Nick scowled at him. "You
seen Broussard?"
"Broussard? What
the hell you want with
her?"
"Have you seen
her?"
"No, and thank God for it.
That chick ain't nothin' but grief, man. You oughta know. She— Oooohhh!"
he cooed, as the possibilities dawned in his booze bumbled mind. "Turnabout is
fair play, huh? You wanna give her a little scare or
somethin'?"
"Or
something."
"That's cool. I'm
cool with that. Yeah. The bitch has it coming to
her."
"So go over there and ask
Hooker where she's at. Make up a good
excuse."
The Dudley Do-Right
flashed bright across Stokes's face. "Mind my lady friends, Nicky. Girls, you be
nice to Nicky. He's a monk."
The
blonde looked up at Nick as Stokes walked away. "You're not really a monk, are
you?"
Nick slipped his shades on,
shutting the bimbo out, and said nothing, watching as Stokes approached the
sergeant. The two exchanged words, then Stokes bought himself an order of shrimp
and came back chewing.
"You're
outta luck, friend. She done packed up her tight little ass and gone
home."
"What?"
"Hooker
says she called in sick a while ago. He thinks maybe she was
drinking."
"Why would he think
that?"
Stokes shrugged. "I don't
know, man. These rumors get around. You know what I mean? Anyhow, she ain't
here."
The anxiety in Nick's gut
wound tighter. "What's her unit
number?"
"What's the difference?
She's not in it."
"I came past
the station. Her Jeep's in the lot. What the hell is her unit number?" Nick
demanded.
Stokes's confusion gave
way to concern. He stopped chewing and swallowed. "What're you planning,
man?"
Nick's patience snapped. He
grabbed Stokes by both shoulders and shook him, sending fried shrimp scattering
on the sidewalk. "What the hell is her unit
number!"
"One Able
Charlie!"
He wheeled and bolted
through the crowd, Stokes's voice carrying after
him.
"Hey! Don't do nothin' I
wouldn't do!"
Nick barreled
through the partyers, bouncing people out of his way with a lowered shoulder and
a stiff forearm. Masks flashed by in his peripheral vision, giving the scene a
surreal quality. When he finally reached his truck, his breath was sawing hot in
and out of his lungs. The muscles in his ribs and back, still sore from
DiMonti's beating, grabbed at him like
talons.
He pulled the radio mike
free of its holder, called dispatch, and, identifying himself as Stokes, asked
to be patched through to One Able Charlie. The seconds ticked past, each one
seeming longer than the
last.
"Detective?" the dispatcher
came back. "One Able Charlie is not responding. According to the log that unit
is off duty."
Nick hung up the
mike and started the truck. If Annie was off duty and her Jeep was still in the
lot at the station, then where the hell was
she?
And where the hell was
Renard?
Leaning her head
against the side window, Annie tried to fight off a wave of nausea as Doll put
the Cadillac in gear and it lurched forward. As they passed the vacant lot
adjacent to Po' Richard's, Annie thought she caught a glimpse of Marcus's
smiling white mask in the darkness, laughing at
her.
They crossed France a block
above the party. The color and lights glared in the distance, then vanished.
Annie groaned a little as the car turned right, the change of direction
exacerbating her dizziness. She wondered what the poison was, wondered if there
was an antidote, wondered if the blundering morons in the Our Lady lab would be
able to figure any of it out before she died a horrible, agonizing
death.
She told herself not to
panic. Marcus couldn't have foreseen the events of the evening. He wouldn't have
planned for her absolute rejection of him. If he followed his own pattern, he
had probably intended only to make her ill so that he could then later offer her
comfort. That was his
pattern.
The business district
gave way to residences. Blocks of small, neat ranch-style houses, many with a
homemade shrine to the Virgin Mary in the front yard. Old claw-foot bathtubs had
been cut in half and planted on end in the ground to form grottos for totems of
Mary. The totems were mass-produced in a town not far from Bayou Breaux, and lay
stacked like cordwood in the manufacturing yard beside the railroad tracks.
Having seen that took away some of the mystique, Annie thought, her brain waves
fracturing.
They should be at the
hospital soon. The old grounds-keeper would be scrubbing the toes of the giant
Virgin Mary statue with a
toothbrush.
"I appreciate this,
Mizzuz Renard," she said. "I'll call the sheriff from the hospital. He'll come
and pick yyyou up. Youuu did the right thing co-ming to
mmme."
"I know. I had to. I
couldn't let it go on," Doll said. "I could see it happening all over again.
Marcus becoming infatuated with you. You—a woman who would never have him.
A woman who wants only to take my son from me and put him into prison—or
worse. I can't let that happen. My boys are all I
have."
She turned and looked
straight at Annie as they passed the turnoff for Our Lady of Mercy. The hate in
her eyes seemed to glow red in the light of the
dashboard.
"No one takes my boys
away from me."
47
I'm on my way to
hell.
Civilization passed
behind them. The bayou country, ink black, vast and unwelcoming, stretched
before them, a wilderness where violent death was the harsh reality of the day.
Predator claimed prey here in an endless, bloody cycle, and no survivor mourned
the demise of the less fortunate. Only the strong
survived.
Annie had never felt
weaker in her life. The nausea came in waves. The dizziness wouldn't abate. Her
perceptions were beginning to distort. Sound seemed to come to her down a long
tunnel. The world around her looked liquid and animated. Had to have been
something in the coffee, she decided, something
strong.
She tried to focus her
eyes on the woman across the width of the big car. Doll Renard appeared
elongated and so thin she could have been made of sticks. She didn't look as if
she could have possessed the physical strength for violent rage. But Annie
reminded herself that Doll Renard was younger than she looked, stronger than she
looked. She was also a murderer. The frail, frumpy facade was as much a mask as
the sequined domino that lay on the seat between
them.
"Yyyou killed Pam?
You diiid those things to Pam?" Annie said in disbelief, the gruesome images of
the crime scene photos flashing through her mind, bright and bloody. She had
dismissed the possibility of a woman perpetrator almost out of hand. Women
didn't kill that way—with brutality, with cruelty, with hatred for their
own gender.
"She got what she
deserved, the whore," Doll said bitterly. "Men panting after her like dogs after
a bitch in heat."
"My God," Annie
breathed. "But yyyou had to know Mmmarcus would be a
sssuspect."
"But Marcus didn't
kill her," Doll reasoned. "He's innocent—of murder, at least. I watched
him become obsessed with her," she said with disgust. "Just like with that
Ingram woman. It didn't matter to him that she didn't want him. He gets these
things in his head, and there's no getting them out. I tried. I tried to make
her stop him, but he couldn't believe she would try to have him arrested.
Her fear only seemed to draw him toward
her."
"Yyyou were the one ...
behiind the stalking?"
"She would
have taken him away from me—one way or the
other."
And so Doll had stabbed
to death, crucified, and mutilated Pam Bichon. To end the obsession that had
taken her son's attention away from
her.
"I knew the police would
question him, of course," she went on. "That was his punishment for trying to
betray me. I thought it would teach him a
lesson."
Annie tried to swallow.
Her reflexes had gone dull. Slowly she inched her right hand along the armrest,
fingertips feeling for the butt of the Sig. The gun was gone. Doll had to have
lifted it when she had been "helping" Annie into the car, buckling her safely
into the passenger's seat.
She
glanced in the rearview, hoping against hope to see lights on their tail, but
the night closed in behind them, and the swamp stretched out in front of them.
Plenty of places to dump a body in the
swamp.
The drug pulled at her,
dragging her toward
unconsciousness.
"Hhhow did yyou
get Pam ... to the house?" she asked, forcing her brain to stay engaged. She
couldn't save herself if she wasn't conscious, and no one else was going to do
it for her. Shifting her weight, she brought her right arm across her stomach
and groaned, surreptitiously moving her fingertips onto the release button of
her seat belt.
"It was
pathetically easy. I called her under a false name and asked her to show the
property to me," Doll said, smiling at her own cleverness. "Greedy little bitch.
She wanted everything—money, beauty, men. She would have taken my son away
from me, and she didn't even want
him."
It had been as simple as a
phone call. Pam wouldn't have thought twice about meeting an older woman to show
a rural property, even at night. Her problems had all been with men—or so
she had thought. So they all had thought. Fourcade had been right all along: The
trail, the logic, led back to Renard. He just hadn't realized which Renard. No
one had given a second thought to Marcus Renard's flighty, strident
mother.
And now that woman is
going to kill me. The thought swept around inside Annie's mind like a
cyclone. She thought she could see the letters of the sentence floating in the
air. She had to do something. Soon. Before the drug pulled her all the way
under.
"You're no better," Doll
said. "Marcus wants you. He can't see you're an enemy. His desire for you takes
him away from me. I tried to make you stop him from wanting you. Just like I did
with that Bichon woman."
"Youuu
were in the carrr that night. You came tooo my house," Annie said, the puzzle
pieces floating up to the surface of her brain. She envisioned them rising up
through the goo, sticky and wet with blood. "How did youuu ... get in? Hooow did
you know ... about the
ssstairs?"
A smirk tugged at
Renard's thin lips. "I knew your mother. She did some piecework for me one
season, sewing on my costumes. That was before Claude betrayed me, before I had
to take the boys away from here. Everyone wanted my costumes
then."
Doll Renard had known her
mother. The admission brought another wave of dizziness crashing through Annie.
Doll Renard had been in her home when she was a child. She tried to search
through her mind for some memory of her and Marcus coming face-to-face as
children. Could that have been possible? Could either of them have had any
inkling that their paths would cross this way in adulthood? That an acquaintance
begun with an innocent encounter so long ago, then forgotten, would end in
murder?
"She was a whore, just
like you," Doll said. "Blood will
tell."
Blood will tell.
Annie saw the phrase flow from Doll's mouth in the form of a thick red
snake.
She swallowed hard as the
nausea came again, then pitched forward toward the dash and vomited on the
floor. Doll made a sound of disgust. Annie hung there, free now of the seat
belt, trying to get her breath, one hand braced against the dash. She had to do
something. The drug was pulling her deeper into its embrace, the velvet
blackness of unconsciousness seducing
her.
Gathering what strength she
could, she lunged across the width of the car, grabbing for the steering wheel.
The Cadillac swerved hard to the right, tires screeching. Annie used the wheel
to pull herself across the seat, one hand lying hard on the
horn.
Doll screamed in outrage,
slapping at Annie's face with one hand while she attempted to wrestle the wheel
back to the left. The car dropped one front wheel off the shoulder of the road
and bounced back, careening across the center line. The headlights shone on the
glossy surface of black
water.
Annie ducked her head to
avoid the blows and clawed at the wheel again. She used her body to crowd Doll
against the door, reaching across blindly with her left hand for the door
handle. If she could get the door open, maybe she could push Doll out. She could
see it happen in her mind's eye: Doll's brittle body hitting the asphalt like a
crash-test dummy, bouncing, her head breaking open, her brain spilling out. She
snagged the handle with the tips of two
fingers.
The car went into a
sudden, screeching skid as Doll jammed on the brakes. Annie flew into the dash,
her head bouncing off the windshield, her shoulder slamming into the dashboard.
The noise, the motion, the pain, the vertigo tumbled through her in an
avalanche. She tried to push herself up from the floor as the car jolted onto
the shoulder and stopped. She tried to get hold of something for support and
orientation, tried to focus her eyes on something out in front of her—the
barrel of a gun.
Her gun.
In Doll Renard's hand. Three inches from her
face.
Swinging wildly, she
knocked the gun sideways, and the Sig went off with a deafening pop!,
shattering a window somewhere in the
car.
"Bitch!" Doll
shrieked.
She grabbed Annie by
the hair with her left hand and brought the gun down hard, slamming it against
her temple and cheekbone once,
twice.
Starbursts of color shot
through Annie's head like a meteor shower. Surrendering for the moment, she
dropped to the floor, crumpled and limp, blood trickling in thin fingers down
across her cheek. She could feel consciousness sliding away. She thought she
could feel the world sliding beneath her, but it was only the car. They were
moving again, off the main road. She could hear the soft swish of grass brushing
against the sides of the Cadillac, the popping sound of tires crunching over
rock.
She lay still on the floor,
energy spent, knowing she had to find more, had to scrape together another burst
or die. Weapons. The thought was a dim light in her mind. Doll has the
Sig. Doll has the Sig. Doll has the Sig. She knew there had to be something
more, another answer, stupid simple, but she couldn't
think.
So
tired.
Her limbs were as
heavy as the branches of a live oak. Her hands felt the size of catcher's mitts.
She tried to swallow around a tongue as thick as a copperhead. Maybe the red
snake she had seen come out of Doll's mouth had gone into her own to choke her.
A taste as bitter as acid filled her
mouth.
Acid. That would be a
weapon, she thought. She imagined throwing it in Doll Renard's face, imagined
the face burning down to the skull bones while the rest of her body danced a mad
jig of
death.
Add.
The
car rolled to a stop. Doll popped the lock on the trunk, got out of the car, and
slammed the door. Annie reached slowly down her right side to her duty belt,
feeling back from her empty holster to the slim nylon case just behind it. She
pried up the Velcro tab and slipped the small cylinder free with clumsy
fingers.
Behind her, the car door
opened. Annie's head snapped back as Doll grabbed her by the hair and pulled her
backward.
"Get up! Get
up!"
Annie fell onto the ground,
wincing as Doll kicked her in the back and cursed her. Curling into a ball, she
tried to protect her head. The fingers of her right hand wrapped tightly around
the cylinder in her palm.
The
door of the Cadillac swung shut, just missing Annie's head, then Doll had her by
the hair again, dragging her into a sitting position. Annie opened her eyes,
reaching out to steady herself against the side of the car as the dizziness spun
her brain around and around. The car's headlights provided the only
illumination, but it was enough. Tipping and spinning in front of her vision was
a house, run-down, with broken windows gaping like toothless spots in an old
crone's smile.
They were on Pony
Bayou. This was the house where Pam Bichon had had her life cut out of
her.
"I didn't kill Pam,"
Marcus said softly.
Hunter
Davidson's broad face twisted with disgust. "Don't stand there and lie to me.
There's no judge here but God. There's no technicalities, no loopholes for you
and your damn lawyer to jump
through."
"I loved her," Marcus
whispered, tears coming again to stream down his
cheeks.
"Loved her?"
Davidson's big body quivered with rage. Sweat ringed the underarms of his
shirt. His thin hair was dark and shiny-wet. "You don't know what love is.
I made her! My wife bore her! She was our child! You don't know a
damn thing about that kind of love. She was our baby, and you took her away from
us!"
The irony, Marcus thought,
was that he knew all about that kind of love. He had been caught in a sick
mutation of it his whole life. Tonight he would have ended it. Now Pam's father
would end it for him.
"You can't
know how many times I've killed you," Davidson said softly, moving forward. His
eyes were glassy with the fever of hate. "I dreamed of nailing you down and
putting you through the hell my baby went
through."
"No," Marcus whispered,
crying harder now with fear. Spittle bubbled between his lips and dribbled down
his chin. Against his will, his gaze darted to the big wooden table where his
utility and X-Acto knives were laid out like surgical instruments. He shook his
head. "Please, no."
"I wanted to
hear you beg me for your life, the way Pam must have begged. Did she call for me
when she was dying?" Davidson asked in a tortured voice. Tears as big as
raindrops spilled down his ruddy cheeks. "Did she call for her
mama?"
"I don't know," Marcus
murmured.
"I hear her. Every
night. I hear her calling for us, calling for me to save her, and there's
not a damn thing I can do! She's gone. She's gone
forever!"
He stood no more than
two feet away now. The hand that held the gun was as big as a bear's paw,
white-knuckled, trembling.
"You
should die like that," he whispered bitterly. "But I didn't come here for
revenge. I came for justice."
The
gun barked twice. Marcus's eyes widened in surprise as the force of the bullets
knocked him backward. He felt nothing. Even as he fell into his drawing table,
then to the floor, the back of his head bouncing off the hardwood, he felt
nothing. His body jumped again and again as Davidson fired into him. Marcus felt
as if he were watching the scene on a movie
screen.
He was dying. Another
irony. He would have taken his own life tonight. He would have ended his
mother's quiet, twisted tyranny. He would have spared Victor a future without
protection. Instead, he would die here on the floor, killed for a crime he
didn't commit, a failure even in
death.
"They'll think
Mmmmarrcus did it," Annie
said.
"No, they won't," Doll
corrected her. "They'll know exactly who did it: you. Get
up."
Bracing herself against the
Cadillac, Annie rose slowly,
awkwardly.
Think. Try to
think. Need a plan.
Thinking
was as tiring and difficult as swimming upstream against a strong current.
Thinking and walking simultaneously was nearly impossible. The ground rose and
fell erratically beneath her feet. The house shimmered like a mirage in the
glare of the headlights. Her breathing was becoming labored. She could feel her
heartbeat slowing like the ticking of a clock winding down to a stop. It would
be only a matter of time before the drugs pulled her under entirely, then Doll
would stick the Sig in her mouth and pull the trigger.
Suicide.
Her career had
been in trouble. She'd been having difficulties with her co-workers. A number of
people had reported she had recently developed a drinking problem. Would it be a
stretch to believe she'd gone out to the house where she had found Pam Bichon's
mutilated remains, taken a handful of downers, and blown her brains out with her
service weapon?
"But hooow did I
... get here?" she asked, pausing at the foot of the porch
steps.
"Shut up!" Doll snapped,
jabbing her in the back with the Sig. "Get
inside."
The vehicle was just a
minor snag, Annie supposed, as she staggered up the steps onto the porch. Doll
Renard was an old hand at murder. She'd gotten away with it twice
already.
The door stood open, as
if someone had been expecting them. Annie stepped into the entry, her footfalls
echoing in the empty hall. The beam of a portable lantern cut through the gloom,
lighting the way to her death. The floor was thick with dust. Cobwebs festooned
the doorways. The nose of the Sig jabbed into her back. Annie moved down the
hall, her left hand against the wall, feeling her way like a blind
person.
"How many ... will youuu
kill?" she mumbled. "Hoow long before Marcus ... knows? He'll hate
you."
"He's my son. My sons love
me. My sons need me. No one will ever take them from me." The vehemence
in Doll's tone sounded practiced, as if she'd chanted those words over and over
and over for years and years and
years.
"Who tried to take them?"
Annie asked. Her legs felt like rubber. Her body wanted to sink to the floor and
succumb.
She stepped through a
doorway and found herself in the dining room. The beam of the lantern swept
across the floor as Doll set it down, illuminating the hasty retreat of a long
black indigo snake across the dirty old cypress planks. For an instant she saw
Pam lying there, arms outstretched, her body savaged. The head lifted and the
decaying face turned toward her, mouth
moving.
"You are me. Help me.
Help me. Help me!" The words turned to a shriek that pierced through Annie's
brain from ear to ear.
Help
me, she thought, knowing no one would, knowing help was too much to hope
for. Time was running out.
She
bent over at the waist, leaning her right shoulder against the wall, trying to
marshal what strength she had left. Doll stood two feet in front of her. The
doorway to the hall was immediately to the right of Doll, with the stairs to the
second floor right there, leading up into darkness. She needed a plan. She
needed a weapon.
Doll has the
Sig. Doll has the Sig.
Her
baton was gone. Her fingers tightened on the slim canister in her palm. She
tried to breathe, tried to think, stared at her black cop
shoes.
Stupid
simple.
"Claude would have,"
Doll said. "He betrayed us. He would have taken my boys away from me, I couldn't
let that happen."
"Your ...
husband?"
"He forced me to it. He
betrayed us. He got what he deserved. I told him so," she said. "Right before. I
killed him."
Doll came forward a
step. "It's time for you to lie down,
Deputy."
"Why the ... mask on
Pam?" Annie asked, ignoring the dictate. "It led strraight ... to
youuu."
"I don't know anything
about that mask," she said impatiently, gesturing with the gun for Annie to
move. "Over there, Deputy. Where that other cunt
died."
"I don't think I ... can
move," Annie said, watching Doll's feet as the sensible matron shoes came
another step closer.
"I told you
to move," she said with authority.
"Move!"
Annie took the command as
her signal, calling on the last of her reserves. With her left hand, she batted
the Sig to one side. The gun barked, spitting a shot into the ceiling. At the
same time, Annie brought up her right hand with the can of Mace and
sprayed.
Doll screamed as the
pepper spray caught her in the right eye. She stumbled back, clawing at her face
with her free hand, swinging the gun back into position with the other. The Sig
cracked off another round, the bullet hitting Annie low in the chest, knocking
her into the wall. The impact of the slug against her ballistic vest knocked the
breath from her lungs, but there was no time to recover. She had to move.
Now.
Doubled over, she rushed for
the stairs and threw herself up into the darkness as the gun fired again. Arms
and legs flailing clumsily, she scrambled for the second floor, slipping,
falling, hitting her knee, cracking her elbow. The drug had destroyed her sense
of equilibrium. She couldn't tell up from down from flat. When she hit the
landing on the second floor, she sprawled on her face. The sound of her chin
hitting the wood was almost as sharp as the sound of the shot Doll fired at her
from below—but not nearly as sharp as the searing pain of the bullet
tearing through the front of her left thigh and exiting through the
back.
Scuttling on her belly like
a gator, Annie propelled herself through the nearest doorway. Coughing at the
dust she'd raised, fighting the sobs of pain, she tipped herself upright with
her back against the wall behind the door. She felt for the entrance and exit
wounds, her hand coming away wet with blood, but there was no arterial
bleeding—a small favor. It would take her longer to die. The dizziness
wobbled her like a top. The blackness added to the sense of vertigo. The only
light in the room came through a single window, faint and
gray.
Time was running out. She
tore at the cuff of her uniform trousers. Her fingers felt as huge and unwieldy
as sausages. She thought she could hear Doll coming up the steps, the sound of
footfalls alternating with the pounding of her puke in her
ears.
She pushed herself to her
feet with her back against the wall for balance and waited. Her left leg was
deadweight, unable to support her at all. The rush of adrenaline and the drag of
narcotics fought a tug-of-war within her. Her chest felt as if someone had hit
her with a forty-pound hammer. She wondered if the force of the first bullet had
cracked a rib and knew it wouldn't matter if she were
dead.
The Sig reported a fraction
of a second before the shot splintered through the door, six inches in front of
Annie's face. Biting back the cry of surprise, she flattened herself against the
wall and held her breath. Her hands were sweating, her grip unsure. She said a
quick prayer and promised to go to confession more often. The inevitable bargain
with God. But if God hadn't listened to Pam Bichon's cries while Doll Renard had
tortured and killed her, then why would He listen
now?
Somewhere across the hall
she could hear the scratching of rats or coons or some other animal squatters.
The Sig cracked off another round in that direction, away from the room where
Annie stood. She held her position, hidden by the partially opened door, the
window across the room giving her enough light to make out shapes, at
least.
She would have one solid
chance. She could hold herself together long enough for one chance. And if she
didn't make good on it, she'd be
dead.
Nick put his foot to
the floor and ran the truck wide open down the straight sections of road. Woods
and swamp flashed past in a blur. He was outrunning the reach of his headlights
but not of his imagination.
Annie
wasn't in her unit. Her Jeep sat in the parking lot behind the station. Her
stuff was in her locker. She'd called in sick, Hooker had said. What the hell
did that mean? Had Renard grabbed her and forced her to call in with a gun to
her head? Had she wanted to get free of duty to check something out? Nick had no
way of knowing. He knew only that he had a fist of apprehension in his gut and
another one had him by the
throat.
He hit the brakes and
skidded past Renard's driveway, slammed the transmission into reverse and roared
backward. Without a thought to the restraining order against him, he turned in
the Renard drive and gunned
it.
Lights glowed on the first
floor toward the back of the house. Only one upstairs window was lit. Renard's
Volvo sat at a cockeyed angle near the front veranda, the dome light on. It
struck Nick as odd. Renard was as anal retentive as they came. To leave anything
crooked or ajar was out of
character.
He killed the truck's
lights and engine, and climbed out. He had thought finding Renard at home would
lessen his fears for Annie. Surely Renard would never bring her here. But the
night air hung thick and heavy with tension around the old house. The quiet was
the unnatural quiet of a world holding its
breath.
And then came the
shots.
The footsteps came
nearer. Annie gulped a breath and wiped the sweat from her forehead with the
back of her wrist. Dizzy. Sick. Weaker and weaker. Her vision was blurring. Time
was running out.
"You'll die
tonight one way or another." Doll's voice sounded in the
hall.
She was crying, cursing.
The Mace had to be burning like a hot poker in her
eye.
"You'll die, you'll die,"
she promised over and over.
The
footsteps shuffled nearer.
Annie
could feel her on the other side of the door. And before her Pam suddenly
appeared, her rotting corpse standing upright, glowing like a holy vision. Her
mouth fell open and a single word spilled out on a tide of
blood—justice.
Doll
passed the door and turned, stepping into the vision. In that moment it seemed
to Annie as if she had a spotlight turned on her. Doll's eyes bugged wide. Her
mouth tore open. She raised the gun in slow
motion.
And Annie pulled the
trigger.
The nine-millimeter Kurz
Back-Up bucked in her hands and Doll Renard's face shattered like glass. The
force knocked her backward across the room. She was dead before she hit the
floor.
Annie went limp against
the wall, her head swimming, her vision fuzzing out. She blinked hard and
watched as the apparition of Pam shot straight up through the ceiling and was
gone.
Justice. She'd come
into this looking for justice—for Pam, for
Josie.
Let justice be
done.
Too weak to return the
Kurz to her ankle holster, she stuck the gun in the waistband of her pants, then
tried to find within herself the strength to keep from
dying.
48
"He killed my baby girl,"
Hunter Davidson mumbled. "He killed my
baby."
He sat on his knees on the
floor of Marcus Renard's studio, drenched in sweat, pale and trembling. He
looked up at Nick, the pain in his eyes as wretched as anything Nick had ever
seen.
"You understand, don't
you?" Davidson said. "I had to. He killed my
girl."
Nick kept his gun at his
side, approaching the man cautious step by cautious step. A .45 hung limp in the
big man's left hand, resting on his thigh. Marcus Renard lay on the floor, arms
flung wide, his eyes half-open and
sightless.
"Why you don't set
that gun on the floor and slide it toward me, Mr. Davidson?" Nick
said.
Hunter Davidson just sat
there, his gaze on the man he had killed. Slowly, Nick bent down, took the .45
away from him, and stuck it in the back waistband of his jeans. He holstered his
own weapon, then gently coaxed Davidson up from the floor and moved him away
from the body.
"You have the
right to remain silent, Mr. Davidson," he
began.
"I had to do it," Davidson
murmured more to himself than to Nick. "He had to pay. We deserved
justice."
The system hadn't given
it to him quickly enough. And now the justice meted out would be against him.
The tragedy of Pam's death had just extended out another ring in the
pond.
Nick looked from Renard's
lifeless body to Pam's father and felt nothing but deep and profound
sadness.
Victor held
himself perfectly still outside the door to Marcus's Own Space. Marcus had given
him a job to do. He tried always to please Marcus, even though Victor didn't
fully understand what it meant to be pleased. Pleased was a white
feeling—he knew that. But the sounds had driven him from his room before
he could complete his counting task. The voices had come up through the
floor—very red.
The
house was quiet now, but the silence didn't give him a white feeling as it
usually did. The Controllers in his head were frowning. Red seeped around
the edges of his brain like bacteria. Then and now. Like before. Victor
knew this feeling. He raised his hands to touch his special mask. The feel of
the feathers against his fingertips was soft, white, like running
water. And yet, he could feel the heavy redness all around. He could
taste it in the air, feel it against his skin, pressing in on him, touching each
individual hair on his body, reaching into his ears—a sound that was not a
sound. Tension. Sound and
silence.
Mother was not
asleep, as Marcus thought. Then and now. Like before. She was gone. Enter
out. Very red. She was their mother, but not their mother
sometimes. Mask, no mask. Mask equaled change, and sometimes
deception. Victor had tried to tell, but Marcus didn't hear him. Marcus
saw only one of Mother's faces, and he never heard The Voice. Sound and
silence.
Victor stood just
outside the door, staring in. He felt time pass, felt the earth move in minute
increments beneath his feet. Marcus lay on the floor near the Secret Door.
Asleep, but not asleep. Marcus had ceased to exist. His eyes were open, but he
didn't see Victor. His shirt was red with blood. Very
red.
Hesitant, Victor moved
into the room, not looking at the other people. He kneeled down beside Marcus
and touched the blood, though he didn't touch the holes. Holes were always bad.
Bacteria and germs. Red holes were very
bad.
"Not now, Marcus," he
said softly. "Not now enter
out."
Marcus didn't move. Victor
had tried to tell him about Mother and the Face Women—Elaine and Pam and
Annie —but Marcus didn't hear him. He had tried to tell him about the
Waiting Man tonight, but Marcus didn't hear him. Very, very
red.
Victor touched his
brother's forehead with his bloody fingers and began to rock himself. He knew he
wouldn't like for Marcus to not exist forever. He knew he didn't like the way
his brother's face had changed. The Controllers frowned in his
mind.
"Not now, Marcus," he
whispered. "Not now enter
out."
Slowly he reached up and
slipped the feather mask from his own face and placed it over his
brother's.
Nick watched the
strange, sad little ritual with a heavy heart. He wondered for the first time
where Renard's mother was, why she hadn't come running at the sound of trouble.
Then the roar of a big car engine cut into his thoughts, and he started for the
front of the house, breaking into a run at the sound of metal hitting
metal.
At the side of the house a
Cadillac had broadsided Renard's Volvo. As Nick stepped out onto the veranda,
the car's door opened and the driver fell out onto the lawn. Nick jumped down to
the ground and jogged closer, that old hand of dread grabbing hold of him hard
as he saw the uniform and the mop of dark
hair.
"'Toinette!" he shouted,
sprinting the last few yards.
He
dropped to the ground beside her, his trembling hands framing her face. He slid
two fingers down the side of her throat to search for a pulse, praying,
pleading.
Annie opened her eyes
and looked up at him. Nick. It was nice to see him one last time, whether his
image was real or not.
"Doll,"
she murmured dreamily, a shudder quaking through her body. "Doll killed Pam. And
she killed me too."
49
The edge of death was a
place of darkness and light, sound and silence. She hovered there, slipping from
one world into the next and back
again.
The ambulance, the urgency
of the EMTs, the lights, the
sirens.
Utter stillness, a sense
of calm and resignation.
The
noise and motion of the ER.
The
eerie peace of
nonexistence.
Annie saw the
landscape as bleak and still, a battlefield in the aftermath, bodies scattered
across the ground, the sky hanging heavy and leaden, everything cast in the
twilight colors of nightmares. Pam was there. And Doll Renard. And Marcus. Their
souls rose from them like smoke from a dying fire and drifted just above the
bloody ground. She stood on the sidelines and
watched.
"It's cold here, no?"
Fourcade
whispered.
"Where?"
He
raised his left hand, fingers spread, and reached out, not quite touching her.
Slowly he passed his hand before her eyes, skimmed it around the side of her
head, just brushing his fingertips against her
hair.
"In
Shadowland."
He spoke as if
he lived in this place. And yet, Annie felt herself being pulled away from him,
deeper into the
blackness.
"Don't leave me
here, 'Toinette," he murmured, his dark eyes filled with sadness. "Me,
I've been alone too
long."
She stretched out her
hand toward his, but couldn't quite reach. Then panic seized her as she felt
herself being drawn backward, across the line between life and death. She didn't
think she had the strength to break free. She was so tired, so weak. But she
didn't want to die. She wasn't ready to
die.
The darkness, as thick and
liquid as oil, began to suck her under. Tapping into a reserve of strength she
didn't know she possessed, Annie focused on the surface and tried to kick
free.
The first thing she
saw when she opened her eyes was Fourcade. He sat beside the bed, staring at her
as if looking away would break her tenuous tie to the living world. She was
aware of monitors beside her bed and the night beyond her
window.
"Hi," she
whispered.
He leaned closer,
still staring. "I thought I lost you there, chère," he said
softly.
"Where?"
"In
Shadowland."
His eyes never
leaving hers, he raised her hand to his lips and kissed the back of it. "You
scared me, 'Toinette. Me, I don't like to be scared. It pisses me off." The
corners of his mouth turned up a fraction of an
inch.
Annie smiled dreamily.
"Well, we've got that in
common."
He leaned closer and
touched his lips to hers, and Annie drifted off to sleep with a sigh of deep
relief. When she woke again he was
gone.
"You're tuned to
KJUN. All talk all the time. Our top story at the top of the hour: Local planter
Hunter Davidson, father of murder victim Pamela Bichon will be arraigned this
afternoon in the Partout Parish Courthouse for the murder of Bayou Breaux
architect Marcus
Renard.
"Davidson's new attorney,
Revon Tallant, has suggested an insanity defense will be employed, and expects
that an alleged confession made by Davidson early Sunday morning will be ruled
inadmissible by the
court.
"Davidson had recently
been released from Partout Parish Jail following a plea agreement on charges of
attempted assault against Marcus Renard. District Attorney Smith Pritchett has
been unavailable for comment. A formal statement is expected later this
morning."
Annie turned the radio
off. During the two days she lay in the hospital bed, her senses had been
bombarded with the story. On television, on the radio, in the newspapers.
Accurate, inaccurate, twisted, and sensationalized—she'd heard every
version of Hunter Davidson's drama and her own. She had been besieged with
requests for interviews, all of which she had declined. It was over. Time for
everyone to try to repair the damage that had been done and move
on.
Dr. Van Allen had reluctantly
agreed to let her go home. The drug Doll Renard had dosed her with had been
effectively counteracted. The blood she had lost had been replaced. The pain in
her thigh was constant, but tolerable. The bullet had passed through and
through, missing both the bone and the vital femoral artery. She would limp for
a while, but all things considered, she was damn
lucky.
Lucky to be alive. Whether
or not she would be lucky enough to have a job to go back to remained to be
seen.
Gus had come to her bedside
on Sunday to personally take her statement regarding Doll Renard. He listened
without comment while Annie related the events of the last ten days, his face
lined with a tense emotion she was afraid to
name.
She thought about it now as
she sat down on the edge of the bed to rest a moment from the effort of
getting dressed. What had been gained and what had been lost in all of this? A
murderer had been unmasked and stopped. Annie had gained insights into her own
strengths and abilities. But the losses seemed disproportionately heavy. She'd
seen an ugly side to men she had to work with and rely upon. Lives had been
altered, some damaged beyond
repair.
She limped out of the
hospital into a day that was cool and gray with the promise of rain, and eased
herself awkwardly into the shotgun seat of the cruiser Noblier had sent for her.
The deputy was Phil Prejean. He squirmed in the driver's seat like a
five-year-old with a full
bladder.
"I—ah—I'm
sorry for what all that happened, Annie," he said. "I hope you can accept my
apology."
"Yeah, sure," she said
without conviction, and fixed her gaze out the
window.
They drove out of the lot
with an itchy silence thick in the air between
them.
News vans from television
stations all over Louisiana crowded the curbs out in front of the courthouse,
even though the arraignment was still more than an hour away. The parking lot
was clogged with cars. Annie wondered what those same reporters who had called
Hunter Davidson a folk hero ten days ago would call him now that he'd killed an
innocent man.
The story of a
crime went so much deeper than what people read in the papers or saw on the
nightly news. No reporter could cram into a column inch or a sixty-second sound
bite how the repercussions rolled outward from a single violent epicenter to
shake the lives of so many people— the victim's family and the
perpetrator's, the cops and the
community.
Josie Bichon had been
left without a mother. Her grandfather would go to trial for murder. Belle
Davidson had lost a daughter and stood to lose a husband. Victor Renard had lost
the only people who could understand any part of the workings of his damaged
mind. The people of Bayou Breaux had suffered irreparable damage to their sense
of trust and safety.
Prejean
pulled into a visitor's slot near the back entrance to the law enforcement
center. Annie hoped it wasn't prophetic. Hooker scowled at her with suspicion as
she limped past his desk, as if she had been revealed as an undercover spy on
his shift. She received a variation on that same look from Myron as she passed
the records counter. Valerie Comb in Noblier's outer office still looked at her
as if she were a bad piece of
meat.
The sheriff had put on his
funeral suit for the day's media attentions, a charcoal pinstripe that didn't
hang quite right on his big-boned frame. He'd already jerked his tie loose at
the throat. He looked older than Annie remembered him a week
ago.
"How you doing, Annie? You
okay for this?"
Alarm struck a
low, vibrating note in her gut. "That depends on what this is,
sir."
"Have a seat," he offered,
pointing to one of his visitor's chairs. "The doctor released
you?"
"Yes,
sir."
"He signed a release?
You'll forgive my skepticism, but you've developed a bad habit of defying orders
recently."
"They didn't give me a
copy of it," Annie said, sucking a breath in through clenched teeth as she
settled herself down on the edge of the chair. "They gave me a
bill."
His point about her
insubordination made, Noblier didn't press for the documentation. He settled
into his own chair and looked at her hard for a moment. Annie returned his stare
evenly.
"We executed a search
warrant on the Renard home over the weekend," he began at last, opening the
pencil drawer of his desk. "Among possessions found in Marcus Renard's workroom
were items known to belong to Pam Bichon. We also found
this."
He tossed the plastic
dancing alligator across the desk. Annie picked it up, feeling a vague
embarrassment at the silliness of the thing with its leering grin and red beret.
Then feeling a creepy sense of violation. Renard had taken this innocent trinket
from her as a token. He'd fondled it, held it, and thinking of her, tainted
it.
"Deputy Prejean recognized
it. Thought you might want it
back."
"Thank you, sir." She
slipped it into her jacket pocket, knowing she would throw it away the minute
she left the room.
"Found in Doll
Renard's bedroom was a nine-inch boning knife. Found it between her mattress and
box spring," he went on. "Never found it before because the warrants never
extended to Mrs. Renard's bedroom. The knife's been sent to the
lab."
"Was it
clean?"
Noblier weighed his
answer for a moment, then decided she'd earned it. "No. It
wasn't."
The idea turned Annie's
stomach. Doll Renard had kept a bloody knife beneath her mattress so that she
could take it out and remind herself of the atrocities she had committed in the
name of motherhood. But she appreciated the evidence for what it would provide.
Closure—for Pam, for her family, for the cops who had worked the case.
"They'll be able to match blood and
tissue."
"I expect
so."
"Good."
The
sheriff went silent again, watching her, frowning. A bad sign, she
thought.
"I been giving a lot of
thought to this over the last couple of days, Annie," he began. "I can't condone
my deputies going off on their own, investigating cases they ain't assigned
to."
"No, sir," Annie
murmured.
"You always have been
one to stick your nose in where it don't
belong."
"Yes,
sir."
"Nothing but trouble.
Creates dissension. Undermines
command."
Annie said nothing. She
had a perverse need to relish the feel of her career slipping
away.
"On the other hand, it
shows initiative, guts, ambition," he said, taking the pendulum back to the high
side. "Tell me this, Annie: Why'd you go after Fourcade that
night?"
"Because it was the right
thing to do."
"And why'd you go
after Renard on your own?"
It was
Annie's turn to weigh her answer. She could have said she hadn't trusted Stokes
to do the job, but that wasn't it, not really. Not on a gut level. Not in her
soul, where it counted
most.
"Because I felt I owed it
to Pam. I was the first person to see what her killer had done to her. There was
something very ... personal about that. I felt like I owed her. I found her
body, I wanted to find her justice
too."
Gus nodded his head,
pursing his lips. "You haven't talked to the
press."
"No,
sir."
"At the press conference
this afternoon I'll be telling them how you were working undercover to help
crack this case. Your next paycheck will reflect your
overtime."
Annie's eyes widened
at what sounded for all intents and purposes to be a
bribe.
Noblier read her face like
a clock and narrowed his small eyes. "I won't have my authority undermined,
Annie. My deputies work for me, not around me. The OT is a bonus— consider
it hazard pay. Understood?"
"Yes,
sir."
"You got a hell of a lot to
learn about how the world works, Broussard." He had already begun his dismissal
of her, his attention going to the notes he had scribbled for the press
conference. "Report back to me when you come in off sick leave. We'll do the
paperwork on your reassignment ...
Detective."
Detective
Broussard. Annie tried the sound of it in her mind as she hobbled back down
the hall. It sounded good. She pulled the plastic alligator from her pocket and
tossed it in the trash as she passed the sergeant's
desk.
Fourcade was waiting for
her outside the door. He stood leaning against the building, his ankles crossed,
his hands in the pockets of his jacket, concern in his
eyes.
"Noblier made me a
detective," she announced, hearing the ring of disbelief in her own
voice.
"I know. I recommended
you."
"Oh."
"It's
where you belong, 'Toinette," he said. "You do good work. You dig hard. You
believe in the job. You seek the truth, fight for justice—that's what it
oughta be about."
Annie made a
little shrug and glanced away, uncomfortable with his praise. "Yeah, well, I
lose the cool uniform and the hot
car."
He didn't smile. Big
surprise. He straightened away from the wall and touched her cheek with a gentle
hand. "How you doing, 'Toinette? You
okay?"
The weight of it all
pressed a sigh from her. "Not
exactly."
She wanted to say she
wasn't the same person she had been ten days ago, but she had the distinct
feeling Nick would disagree with her. He would tell her she simply hadn't looked
that deep inside before. She wondered what he saw when he looked that deeply
within himself.
"Walk with me,"
she said. "Down to the
bayou?"
Frowning, he looked
across the parking lot to the strip of green boulevard fifty yards away. "You
sure?"
"I've been in bed for two
days. I need to move. Slowly, but I need to
move."
She started without him.
He fell in step beside her. Neither of them spoke as they crossed the distance.
When they reached the bank, a small group of mallards started, then settled back
onto the chocolate brown water, bobbing at the edge of the reeds like corks.
Across the bayou, an old man was walking a
dachshund.
Annie sat down
gingerly on one end of a park bench, stretching her left leg carefully in front
of her. Fourcade took the other end of the bench. The space between them was
occupied by Marcus Renard.
"He
was innocent, Nick," she said
softly.
He could have argued.
Marcus Renard's obsession with Pam had acted as the catalyst for his mother's
violence. But that wasn't the point here, and he knew it. He had followed the
trail back to Marcus, stopped there, and meted out his own
punishment.
"Would it have made a
difference if he'd been
guilty?"
Annie thought about it
for a moment. "It would have made it easier to rationalize, at
least."
"C'est vrai," he
murmured. "True enough. But he wasn't guilty. I screwed up. I lost perspective.
I lost control. Wrong is wrong, and a man is dead because of it. Because of me.
I'll have to carry that the rest of my
life."
"You didn't pull the
trigger."
"But me, I loaded the
gun, didn't I? Davidson believed so strongly that Marcus Renard killed his
daughter in part because I believed so strongly that Marcus Renard killed
his daughter. My focus became his focus. You should know how that works—I
tried to force it on you
too."
"Only because it made
sense. No one can fault your logic,
Nick."
He flashed the sudden
smile, the edges of it hard with an inner bitterness. "Mais no. My faults
lie deeper. I believe it's better to err on the side of passion rather than
apathy."
He cared too much, tried
too hard. The job was his life, his mission. Everything else was secondary.
Submerged in that obsession, he found it too easy to lose his perspective and
his humanity. He needed an anchor, an alter ego, a voice to question his
motives, a counterbalance to his
singlemindedness.
He needed
Annie.
"I hear Pritchett will
drop the charges against you," she
said.
He leaned his forearms
against his thighs and watched the dachshund man. "Oui. So, I not only
indirectly caused Renard's death, I benefited from
it."
"So did I. I'm off the hook
for testifying. That's no small relief," she said, willing him to meet her eyes.
He turned his head and looked at her. "I didn't want to, Nick, but I would
have."
"I know. You're a woman of
convictions, 'Toinette," he said, offering her a smile that was softer, fond,
almost sad. "So where does that leave
me?"
"I don't
know."
"Sure you
do."
Annie didn't bother to
argue. He was right. He was a complex and difficult man. He would push her. He
would test her. It would have been so much easier for her to turn to A.J., take
what he wanted to give her, live a simple life. A nice simple life, just short
of fulfillment. Maybe in time the restlessness would fade into contentment. Or
maybe it was better to err on the side of
passion.
"You're not an easy man,
Nick."
"No, I'm not," he
admitted, never taking his eyes off hers. "So, you gonna help me with that,
chère, or what? You gonna take a chance? Be
bold?"
He held his breath and
waited, stared at her and willed her to take the
challenge.
"I don't know what I
have in me to offer you, 'Toinette," he confessed softly. "But I'd like the
chance to find out."
Annie looked
past his determination to his need. She looked at the hard face, the dark eyes
burning on hers. He was too intense, too driven, too alone. But she had the
distinct feeling he was what she had been waiting for. Her strongest instinct
was to reach out to him.
"Me
too," she murmured, reaching across the space between them to lay her hand on
his. "If we're partners..."
He
turned his hand over and twined his fingers with hers, the contact warm and
right. "...we're partners."
EPILOGUE
Victor sat at the small
table in his room, cutting paper with a blunt-nosed scissors. The house was not
his family house. Riverview was a group home for autistic adults. It was a
strange place full of people he did not know. Some were kind to him. Some were
not.
There was a large lawn with
a tall brick wall around it and many trees around the perimeter, and a very nice
garden. A good place for watching birds, though not nearly as many species as
there had been at Victor's own house. And here he couldn't take a boat out on
the bayou to search for more. Nor was he allowed to go outside in the night to
listen for the night birds or observe the other creatures that preferred
darkness to light. There were many that did. Some were predators. Some were
not.
For the most part, Victor's
life in this new place was quiet and calm. Somewhere between red and
white. Gray, he had decided. Most days he felt very gray. Like sleeping,
but awake. He often thought of Marcus and wished that he had not ceased to
exist. He often thought of
Mother.
Setting the scissors
aside, he took up the small bottle of glue and set about putting the finishing
touches on his creation. Mother had ceased to exist, Richard Kudrow had told
him, though Victor had not seen her and did not know for a fact that this was
true. Sometimes he dreamed that she came to him in the night, as she often had,
and sat beside him on his bed and stroked his hair while she talked in the Night
Voice.
A low hum of tension
vibrated through him as he remembered the Night Voice. The Night Voice spoke of
red things. The Night Voice spoke of feelings. Better not to have them.
Love.
Passion.
Greed.
Anger.
Hatred.
Their
power was very red. The people they touched ceased to exist. Like Father.
Like Mother. Like Marcus. Like
Pam.
Sometimes Victor dreamed of
the Dark Night and the things he had seen. Very red. Mother, but not
Mother, doing things the Night Voice talked about. Even just remembering
brought on a red intensity that paralyzed him, as it had that night. He had
stood frozen outside the house for hours afterward, hidden in the darkness,
unable to move or speak. Finally he had gone inside to
see.
Pam, but not Pam. She
had ceased to exist. Her cries remained locked inside Victor's mind, echoing and
echoing. He didn't like the way her face had changed. Slowly, he took off his
mask and laid it across her eyes.
Love.
Passion.
Greed.
Anger.
Hatred.
Emotions.
Better not to have them. Better to wear a mask, he thought as he put his new one
on and went to his small window to stare out at a world cast in the intense
colors and soft shadows of twilight.
Hatred.
Anger.
Greed.
Passion.
Love.
The line between them is thin and dark.
GLOSSARY OF CAJUN
FRENCH
allons ----let's go
arrete----stop
c'est assez----that's
enough
c'est
chaud----that's hot
c'est ein affaire a pus
finir----it's a thing that has no end
c'est vrai----that's true
chère 'tite
bete----poor little dear
chérie, chère,
cher----cherished, beloved coonass a sometimes derogatory slang term for
Cajun
espesces de tite
dure----you hard-headed thing
fils de putain----son of
a bitch
foute ton quant
did----get away
grenier----attic,
loft
id on park
francais----French spoken here
il a pas d'esprit----he
doesn't have any sense
je
t'aime----I love you
jeune fille----young girl
le grand
derangement----when the Cajuns were exiled from Canada
loup-garou----Cajun myth:
werewolf
ma 'tite
fille----my little girl
mais----but: often used
for emphasis with yes or no
mais non----but no
mais sa c'est fou----but
that's crazy
merde----shit
mon ami----my friend
mon Dieu----my God
pou----louse
pur
Cajun----pure Cajun
que sera sera----what
will be will be
sa c'est de
la couyonade----that's foolishness
si vous plait----please
t'es trop grand pour
tes----you're too big for your
cullottes----britches
t'es en erreur----you're
mistaken
tcheue
poule----chicken ass
'tite chatte----little
cat
'tite
belle----little sweetheart
Tor Tee----preceding a
name is short for petite or 'tite, and denotes a nickname
viens id----come here
ABOUT THE
AUTHOR
TAMI HOAG'S novels have appeared
regularly on national bestseller lists since the publication of her first book
in 1988. She lives in Virginia with her husband and a menagerie of
pets.