SANCTUARY BY WILLIAM FAULKNER Other SIGNET Books by William Faulkner Intruder in the Dust (#131848-50~) Knight's Gambit(#S1315-35~) Pylon (#S1485-35~) Sartoris (#131614-50~) Soldiers' Pay(#I)1629-50~) The Unvanquished(#CD9-500) The Wild Palms and The Old Man (#D1643-500) The Long (Hot) Summer (Book III of "The Hamlet") (#S1501-350) The Sound and the Fury (#D1628-500) To OUR READERS: We welcome your request for our free catalog Of SIGNET and MENTOR Books. If your dealer does not have the books you want, you may order them by mail enclosing the list price plus 50 a copy to cover mailing. The New American Library of World Literature, Inc., P.O. Box 2310, Grand Central Station, New York 17, N. Y. WILLIAM FAULKNER Sanctuary and Requiem for a Nun A SIGNET BOOK Published by THE NEW AMERICAN LIBRARY CoPYRIGHT, 1931, BY WILLIAM FAULKNER COPYRIGHT, 1950, 1951, BY WILLIAM FAULKNER Published as a SIGNET BOOK By Arrangement with Random House, Inc. FIRST JOINT PRINTING, MARCH, 1954 SECOND PRINTING, DECEMBER, 1957 THIRD PRINTING, AUGUST, 1958 FOURTH PRINTING, JANUARY, 1961 Sanctuary, as a separate SIGNET book, has had thirteen printings. SIGNET BOOKS are published by The New American Library of World Literature, Inc. 501 Madison Avenue, New York 22, New York PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA SANCTUARY FROM BEYOND THE SCREEN OF BUSHES WHICH SURROUNDED the spring, Popeye watched the man drinking. A faint path led from the road to the spring. Popeye watched the mana tall, thin man, hatless, in worn gray flannel trousers and carrying a tweed coat over his arm--emerge from the path and kneel to drink from the spring. The spring welled up at the root of a beech tree and flowed away upon a bottom of whorled and waved sand. It was surrounded by a thick growth of cane and brier, of cypress and gum in which broken sunlight lay sourceless. Somewhere, hidden and secret yet nearby, a bird sang three notes and ceased. In the spring the drinking man leaned his face to the broken and myriad reflection of his own drinking. When he rose up he saw among them the scattered reflection of Popeye's straw hat, though he had heard no sound. He saw, facing him across the spring, a man of under size, his hands in his coat pockets, a cigarette slanted from his chin. His suit was black, with a tight, high-waisted coat. His trousers were rolled once and caked with mud above mud-caked shoes. His face had a queer, bloodless color, as though seen by electric light; against the sunny silence, in his slanted straw hat and his slightly akimbo arms, he had that vicious depthless quality of stamped tin. Behind him the bird sang again, three bars in monotonous repetition: a sound meaningless and profound out of a suspirant and peaceful following silence which seemed to isolate the spot, and out of which a moment later tame the sound of an automobile passing along a road and dying away. The drinking man knelt beside the spring. "You've got a pistol in that pocket, I suppose," he said. Across the spring Popeye appeared to contemplate him with two knobs of soft black rubber. "I'm asking you," Popeye said. "What's that in your pocket?" The other man's coat wasstill across his arm. He lifted 5 6 WILLIAM FAULKNER his other hand toward the coat, out of one pocket of which protruded a crushed felt hat, from the other a book. "Which pocket?" he said. "Dont show me," Popeye said. "Tell me." The other man stopped his hand. "It's a book." "What book?" Popeye said. "Just a book. The kind that people read. Some people do." "Do you read books?" Popeye said. The other man's hand was frozen above the coat. Across the spring they looked at one another. The cigarette wreathed its faint plume across Popeye's face, one side of his face squinted against the smoke like a mask carved into two simultaneous expressions. From his hip pocket Popeye took a soiled handkerchief and spread it upon his heels. Then he squatted, facing the man across the spring. That was about four o'clock on an afternoon in May. They squatted so, facing one another across the spring, for two hours. Now and then the bird sang back in the swamp, as though it were worked by a clock; twice more invisible automobiles passed along the highroad and died away. Again the bird sang. "And of course you dont know the name of it," the man across the spring said. "I dont suppose you'd know a bird at all, without it was singing in a cage in a hotel lounge, or cost four dollars on a plate." Popeye said nothing. He squatted in his tight black suit, his right-hand coat pocket sagging compactly against his flank, twisting and pinching cigarettes in his little, doll-like hands, spitting into the spring. His skin had a dead, dark pallor. His nose was faintly acquiline, and he had no chin at all. His face just went away, like the face of a wax doll set too near a hot fire and forgotten. Across his vest ran a platinum chain like a spider web. "Look here," the other man said. "My name is Horace Benbow. I'm a lawyer in Kinston. I used to live in Jefferson yonder; I'm on my way there now. Anybody in this country can tell you I am harmless. If it's whiskey, I dont care how much you all make or sell or buy. I just stopped here for a drink of water. All I want to do is to get to town, to Jefferson." Popeye's eyes looked like rubber knobs, like they'd give to the touch and ithen recover with the whorled smudge of the thumb on them. "I want to reach Jefferson before dark," Benbow said. "You cant keep me here like this." Without removing the cigarette Popeye spat past it into the spring. "You cant stop me like this," Benbow said. "Suppose I break and run." SANCTUARY 7 Popeye put his eyes on Benbow, like rubber. "Do you want to run?" "No," Benbow said. Popeye removed his eyes. "Well, dont, then." Benbow heard the bird again, trying to recall the local name for it. On the invisible highroad another car passed, died away. Between them and the sound of it the sun was almost gone. From his trousers pocket Popeye took a dollar watch and looked at it and put it back in his pocket, loose like a coin. Where the path from the spring joined the sandy byroad a tree had been recently felled, blocking the road. They climbed over the tree and went on, the highroad now behind them. In the sand were two shallow parallel depressions, but no mark of hoof. Where the branch from the spring seeped across it Benbow saw the prints of automobile tires. Ahead of him Popeye walked, his tight suit and stiff hat all angles, like a modernistic lampstand. The sand ceased. The road rose, curving, out of the jungle. It was almost dark. Popeye looked briefly over his shoulder. "Step out, Jack," he said. "Why didn't we cut straight across up the hill?" Benbow said. "Through all them trees?" Popeye said. His hat jerked in a dull, vicious gleam in the twilight as he looked down the hill where the jungle already lay like a lake of ink, "Jesus Christ." It was almost dark. Popeye's gait had slowed. He walked now beside Benbow, and Benbow could see the continuous jerking of the hat from side to side as Popeye looked about with a sort of vicious cringing. The hat just reached Benbow's chin. Then something, a shadow shaped with speed, stooped at them and on, leaving a rush of air upon their very faces, on a soundless feathering of taut wings, and Benbow felt Popeye's whole body spring against him and his hand clawing at his coat. "It's just an owl," Benbow said. "It's nothing but an owl." Then he said: "They call that Carolina wren a fishingbird. That's what it is. What I couldn't think of back there," with Popeye crouching against him, clawing at his pocket and hissing through his teeth like a cat. He smells black, Benbow thought; he smells like that black stuff that ran out of Bovary's mouth and down upon her bridal veil when they raised her head. A moment later, above a black, jagged mass of trees, the house lifted its stark square bulk against the failing sky. 8 WILLIAM FAULKNER The house was a gutted ruin rising gaunt and stark out of a grove of unpruned cedar trees. It was a landmark, known as the Old Frenchman place, built before the Civil War; a plantation house set in the middle of a tract of land; of cotton fields and gardens and lawns long since gone back to jungle, which the people of the neighborhood had been pull- ing down piecemeal for firewood for fifty years or digging with secret and sporadic optimism for the gold which the builder was reputed to have buried somewhere about the place when Grant came through the county on his Vicksburg campaign. Three men were sitting in chairs on one end of the porch. In the depths of the open hall a faint light showed. The hall went straight back through the house. Popeye mounted the steps, the three men looking at him and his companion. "Here's the professor," he said, without stopping. He entered the house, the hall. He went on and crossed the back porch and turned and entered the room where the light was. It was the kitchen. A woman stood at the stove. She wore a faded calico dress. About her naked ankles a worn pair of man's brogans, unlaced, flapped when she moved. She looked back at Popeye, then to the stove again, where a pan of meat hissed. Popeye stood in the door. His hat was slanted across his face. He took a cigarette from his pocket, without producing the pack, and pinched and fretted it and put it into his mouth and snapped a match on his thumbnail. "There's a bird out front," he said. The woman did not look around. She turned the meat. "Why tell me?" she said. "I dont serve Lee's customers." "It's a professor," Popeye said. The woman turned, an iron fork suspended in her hand. Behind the stove, in shadow, was a wooden box. "A what?" "Professor," Popeye said. "He's got a book with him." "What's he doing here?" "I dont know. I never thought to ask. Maybe to read the book." "He came here?" "I found him at the spring." "Was he trying to find this house?" "I dont know," Popeye said. "I never thought to ask." The woman was still looking at him. "I'll send him on to Jefferson on the truck," Popeye said. "He said he wants to go there." "Why tell me about it?" the woman said. "You cook. He'll want to eat." "Yes," the woman said. She turned back to the stove. "I cook. I cook for crimps and spungs and feebs. Yes. I cook." SANCTUARY 9 In the door Popeye watched her, the cigarette curling across his face. His hands were in his pockets. "You can quit. I'll take you back to Memphis Sunday. You can go to hustling again." He watched her back. "You're getting fat here. Laying off in the country. I wont tell them on Manuel Street." The woman turned, the fork in her hand. "You bastard," she said. "Sure," Popeye said. "I won't tell them that Ruby Lamar is down in the country, wearing a pair of Lee Goodwin's throwed-away shoes, chopping her own firewood. No. I'll tell them Lee Goodwin is big rich." "You bastard," the woman said. "You bastard." "Sure," Popeye said. Then he turned his head. There was a shuffling sound across the porch, then a man entered. He was stooped, in overalls. He was barefoot; it was his bare feet which they had heard. He had a sunburned thatch of hair, matted and foul. He had pale furious eyes, a short soft beard like dirty gold in color. "I be dawg if he aint a case, now," he said. "What do you want?" the woman said. The man in overalls didn't answer. In passing, he looked at Popeye with a glance at once secret and alert, as though he were ready to laugh at a joke, waiting for the time to laugh. He crossed the kitchen with a shambling, bear-like gait, and still with that air of alert and gleeful secrecy, though in plain sight of them, he removed a loose board in the floor and took out a gallon jug. Popeye watched him, his forefingers in his vest, the cigarette (he had smoked it down without once touching it with his hand) curling across his face. His expression was savage, perhaps baleful; contemplative, watching the man in overalls recross the floor with a kind of alert diffidence, the jug clumsily con- cealed below his flank; he was watching Popeye, with that expression alert and ready for mirth, until he left the room. Again they heard his bare feet on the porch. "Sure," Popeye said. "I wont tell them on Manuel Street that Ruby Lamar is cooking for a dummy and a feeb too." "You bastard," the woman said. "You bastard." III WHEN THE WOMAN ENTERED THE DINING-ROOM, CARRYING a platter of meat, Popeye and the man who had fetched the jug from the kitchen and the stranger were already at a table made by nailing three rough planks to two trestles. Coming into the light of the lamp which sat on the table, her face was sullen, not old; her eyes were cold. Watching her, Benbow WILLIAM FAULKNER did not see her look once at him as she set the platter on the table and stood for a moment with that veiled look with which women make a final survey of a table, and went and stooped above an open packing case in a corner of the room and took from it another plate and knife and fork, which she brought to the table and set before Benbow with a kind of abrupt yet unhurried finality, her sleeve brushing his shoulder. As she was doing that, Goodwin entered. He wore muddy overalls. He had a lean, weathered face, the jaws covered by a black stubble; his hair was gray at the temples. He was leading by the arm an old man with a long white beard stained about the mouth. Benbow watched Goodwin seat the old man in a chair, where he sat obediently with that tentative and abject eagerness of a man who has but one pleasure left and whom the world can reach only through one sense, for he was both blind and deaf: a short man with a bald skull and a round, full-fleshed, rosy face in which his cataracted eyes looked like two clots of phlegm. Benbow watched him take a filthy rag from his pocket and regurgitate into the rag an almost colorless wad of what had once been chewing tobacco, and fold the rag up and put it into his pocket. The woman served his plate from the dish. The others were already eating, silently and steadily, but the old man sat there, his head bent over his plate, his beard working faintly. He fumbled at the plate with a diffident, shaking hand and found a small piece of meat and began to suck at it until the woman returned and rapped his knuckles. He put the meat back on the plate then and Benbow watched her cut up the food on the plate, meat, bread and all, and then pour sorghum over it. Then Benbow quit looking. When the meal was over, Goodwin led the old man out again. Benbow watched the two of them pass out the door and heard them go up the hall. The men returned to the porch. The women cleared the table and carried the dishes to the kitchen. She set them on the table and she went to the box behind the stove and she stood over it for a time. Then she returned and put her own supper on a plate and sat down to the table and ate and lit a cigarette from the lamp and washed the dishes and put them away. Then she went back up the hall. She did not go out onto the porch. She stood just inside the door, listening to them talking, listening to the stranger talking and to the thick, soft sound of the jug as they passed it among themselves. "That fool," the woman said. "What does he want. . . ." She listened to the stranger's voice; a quick, faintly outlandish voice, the voice of a man given to much talk and not much else. "Not to drinking, anyway," the woman said, quiet inside the door. "He better get SANCTUARY 11 on to where he's going, where his women folks can take care of him." She listened to him. "From my window I could see the grape arbor, and in the winter I could see the hammock too. That's why we know nature is a she; because of that conspiracy between female flesh and female season. So each spring I could watch the reaffirmation of the old ferment hiding the hammock; the green-snared promise of unease. What blossoms grapes have, this is. It's not much: a wild and waxlike bleeding less of bloom than leaf, hiding and hiding the hammock, until along in late May, in the twilight, her-Little Belle's-voice would be like the murmur of the wild grape itself. She never would say, 'Horace, this is Louis or Paul or Whoever' but 'It's just Horace.' Just, you see; in a little white dress in the twilight, the two of them all demure and quite alert and a little impatient. And I couldn't have felt any more foreign to her flesh if I had begot it myself. "So this morning-no; that was four days ago; it was Thursday she got home from school and this is Tuesday-1 said, 'Honey, if you found him on the train, he probably belongs to the railroad company. You cant take him from the railroad company; that's against the law, like the insulators on the poles.' 'He's as good as you are. He goes to Tulane.' 'But on a train, honey,' I said. 'I've found them in worse places than on the train.' 'I know,' I said. 'So have 1. But you don't bring them home, you know. You just step over them and go on. You don't soil your slippers, you know.' "We were in the living-room then; it was just before dinner; just the two of us in the house then. Belle had gone down town. " 'What business is it of yours who comes to see me? You're not my father. You're just-just-' :6 'WhatT I said. 'Just whatT "Tell Mother, thenl Tell her. That's what you're going to do. Tell herl' "'But on the train, honey,' I said. 'If he'd walked into your room in a hotel, I'd just kill him. But on the train, I'm disgusted. Let's send him along and start all over again.' " 'You're a fine one to talk about finding things on the train! You're a fine onel Shrimp! Shrimp!'" "He's crazy," the woman said, motionless inside the door. The stranger's voice went on tumbling over itself rapid and diffuse. "Then she was saying 'Nol No!' and me holding her and she clinging to me. 'I didn't mean thatl Horacel Horacel' And 12 WILLIAM FAULKNER I was smelling the slain flowers, the delicate dead flowers and tears, and then I saw her face in the mirror. There was a mirror behind her and another behind me, and she was watching herself in the one behind me forgetting about the other one in which I could see her face, see her watching the back of my head with pure dissimulation. That's why nature is 'she' and Progres~i is 'he'; nature made the grape arbor, but Progress invented the mirror." "He's crazy," the woman said inside the door listening. "But that wasn't quite it. I thought that maybe the spring, or maybe being forty-three years old, had upset me. I thought that maybe I would be all right if I just had a hill to lie on for a while- It was that country. Flat and rich and foul, so that the very winds seem to engender money out of it. Like you wouldn't be surprised to find that you could turn in the leaves off the trees, into the banks for cash. That Delta. Five thousand square miles, without any hill save the bumps of dirt the Indians made to stand on when the River overflowed. "So I thought it was just a hill I wanted; it wasn't Little Belle that set me off. Do you know what it was?" "He is," the woman said inside the door. "Lee ought not to let-" Benbow had not waited for any answer. "It was a rag with rouge on it. I knew I would find it before I went into Belle's room. And there it was, stuffed behind the mirror; a handkerchief where she had wiped off the surplus paint when she dressed and stuck it behind the mantel. I put it into the clothesbag and took my hat and walked out. I had got a lift on a truck before I found that I had no money with me. That was part of it too, you see; I couldn't cash a check. I couldn't get off the truck and go back to town and get some money. I couldn't do that. So I have been walking and bumming rides ever since. I slept one night in a sawdust pile at a mill, one night at a negro cabin, one night in a freight car on a siding. I just wanted a hill to lie on, you see. Then I would be all right. When you marry your own wife, you start off from scratch . . . maybe scratching. When you marry somebody else's wife, you start off maybe ten years behind, from somebody else's scratch and scratching. I just wanted a hill to lie on for a while." "The fool," the woman said. "The poor fool." She stood inside the door. Popeye came through the hall from the back. He passed her without a word and went onto the porch. "Come on," he said. "Let's get it loaded." She heard the three of them go away. She stood there. Then she heard the stranger get unsteadily out of his chair and cross the porch. Then she saw him, in faint silhouette against the sky, the SANCTUARY 13 lesser darkness: a thin man in shapeless clothes; a head of thinning and ill-kempt hair; and quite drunk. "They don't make him eat right," the woman said. She was motionless, leaning lightly against the wall, he facing her. "Do you like living like this?" he said. "Why do you do it? You are young yet; you could go back to the cities and better yourself without lifting more than an eyelid." She didn't move, leaning lightly against the wall, her arms folded. "The poor, scared fool," she said. "You see," he said, "I lack courage: that was left out of me. The machinery is all here, but it wont run." His hand fumbled across her cheek. "You are young yet." She didn't move, feeling his hand upon her face, touching her flesh as though he were trying to learn the shape and position of her bones and the texture of the flesh. "You have your whole life before you, practically. How old are you? You're not past thirty yet." His voice was not loud, almost a whisper. When she spoke she did not lower her voice at all. She had not moved, her arms still folded across her breast. "Why did you leave your wife?" she said. "Because she ate shrimp," he said. "I couldn't-You see, it was Friday, and I thought how at noon I'd go to the station and get the box of shrimp off the train and walk home with it, counting a hundred steps and changing hands with it, and it-" "Did you do that every day?" the woman said. "No. Just Friday. But I have done it for ten years, since we were married. And I still don't like to smell shrimp. But I wouldn't mind the carrying it home so much. I could stand that. It's because the package drips. All the way home it drips and drips, until after a while I follow myself to the station and stand aside and watch Horace Benbow take that box off the train and start home with it, changing hands every hundred steps, and I following him, thinking Here lies Horace Benbow in a fading series of small stinking spots on a Mississippi sidewalk." "Oh," the woman said. She breathed quietly, her arms folded. She moved; he gave back and followed her down the hall. They entered the kitchen where a lamp burned. "You'll have to excuse the way I look," the woman said. She went to the box behind the stove and drew it out and stood above it, her hands hidden in the front of her garment. Benbow stood in the middle of the room. "I have to keep him in the box so the rats cant get to him," she said. "What?" Benbow said. "What is it?" He approached, where he could see into the box. It contained a sleeping child, not a year old. He looked down at the pinched face quietly. 14 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Oh," he said. "You have a son." They looked down at the pinched, sleeping face of the child. There came a noise outside; feet came onto the back porch. The woman shoved the box back into the corner with her knee as Goodwin entered. "All right," Goodwin said. "Tommy'll show you the way to the truck." He went away, on into the house. Benbow looked at the woman. Her hands were still wrapped into her dress. "Thank you for the supper," he said. "Some day, maybe . . ." He looked at her; she was watching him, her face not sullen so much, as cold, still. "Maybe I can do something for you in Jefferson. Send you something you need . . ." She removed her hands from the fold of the dress in a turning, flicking motion; jerked them hidden again. "With all this dishwater and washing . . . You might send me an orange stick," she said. Walking in single file, Tommy and Benbow descended the hill from the house, following the abandoned road. Benbow looked back. The gaunt ruin of the house rose against the sky, above the massed and matted cedars, lightless, desolate, and profound. The road was an eroded scar too deep to be a road and too straight to be a ditch, gutted by winter freshets and choked with fern and rotted leaves and branches. Following Tommy, Benbow walked in a faint path where feet had wom the rotting vegetation down to the clay. Overhead an arching hedgerow of trees thinned against the sky. The descent increased, curving. "It was about here that we saw the owl," Benbow said. Ahead of him Tommy guffawed. "It skeered him too, I'll be bound," he said. "Yes," Benbow said. He followed Tommy's vague shape, trying to walk carefully, to talk carefully, with that tedious concern of drunkenness. "I be a dog if he aint the skeeriest durn white man I ever seen," Tommy said. "Here he was comin' up the path to the porch and that ere dog come out from under the house and went up and sniffed his heels, like ere a dog will, and I be dog if he didn't flinch off like it was a moccasin and him barefoot, and whipped out that little artermatic pistol and shot it dead as a door-nail. I be burn if he didn't." "Whose dog was it?" Horace said. "Hit was mine," Tommy said. He chortled. "A old dog that wouldn't hurt a flea if hit could." The road descended and flattened; Benbow's feet whispered into sand, walking carefully. Against the pale sand he could now see Tommy, moving at a shuffling shamble like a mule walks in sand, without seeming effort, his bare feet hissing, SANCTUARY 15 flicking the sand back in faint spouting gusts from each inward flick of his toes. The bulky shadow of the felled tree blobbed across the road. Tommy climbed over it and Benbow followed, still carefully, gingerly, hauling himself through a mass of foliage not yet withered, smelling still green. "Some more of----" Tommy said. He turned. "Can you make it?" "I'm all right," Horace said. He got his balance again. Tommy went on. "Some more of Popeye's doin's," Tommy said. "'Twarn't no use, blocking this road like this. Just fixed it so we'd have to walk a mile to the trucks. I told him folks been coming out here to buy from Lee for four years now, and aint nobody bothered Lee yet. Besides gettin' that car of his'n outen here again, big as it is. But 'twarn't no stoppin' him. I be dog if he ain't skeered of his own shadow." "I'd be scared of it too," Benbow said. "If his shadow was mine." Tommy guffawed, in undertone. The road was now a black tunnel floored with the impalpable defunctive glare of the sand. "It was about here that the path turned off to the spring," Benbow thought, trying to discern where the path notched into the jungle wall. They went on. "Who drives the truck?" Benbow said. "Some more Memphis fellows?" "Sho," Tommy said. "Hit's Popeye's truck." "Why can't those Memphis folks stay in Memphis and let you all make your liquor in peace?" "That's where the money is," Tommy said. "Aint no money in these here piddlin' little quarts and half-a-gallons. Lee just does that for a-commodation, to pick up a extry dollar or two. It's in making a run and getting shut of it quick, where the money is." "Oh," Benbow said. "Well, I think I'd rather starve than have that man around me." Tommy guffawed. "Popeye's all right. He's just a little curious." He walked on, shapeless against the bushed glare of the road, the sandy road. "I be dog if he aint a case, now. Aint he?" "Yes," Benbow said. "He's all of that." The truck was waiting where the road, clay again, began to mount toward the gravel highway. Two men sat on the fender, smoking cigarettes; overhead the trees thinned against the stars of more than midnight. "You took your time," one of the men said. "Didn't you? I aimed to be halfway to town by now. I got a woman waiting for me." 16 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Sure," the other man said. "Waiting on her back." The first man cursed him. "We come as fast as we could," Tommy said. "Whyn't you fellows hang out a lantern? If me and him had a been the Law, we'd had you, sho." "Ah, go climb a tree, you mat-faced bastard," the first man said. They snapped their cigarettes away and got into the truck. Tommy guffawed, in undertone. Benbow turned and extended his hand. "Goodbye," he said. "And much obliged, Mister--" "My name's Tawmmy," the other said. His limp, calloused hand fumbled into Benbow's and pumped it solemnly once and fumbled away. He stood there, a squat, shapeless figure against the faint glare of the road, while Benbow lifted his foot for the step. He stumbled, catching himself. "Watch yourself, Doc," a voice from the cab of the truck said. Benbow got in. The second man was laying a shotgun along the back of the seat. The truck got into motion and ground terrifically up the gutted slope and into the gravelled highroad and turned toward Jefferson and Memphis. III ON THE NEXT AFTERNOON BENBOW WAS AT HIS SISTER'S home. It was in the country, four miles from Jefferson; the home of her husband's people. She was a widow, with a boy ten years old, living in a big house with her son and the great aunt of her husband: a woman of ninety, who lived in a wheel chair, who was known as Miss Jenny. She and Benbow were at the window, watching his sister and a young man walking in the garden. His sister had been a widow for ten years. "Why hasn't she ever married again?" Benbow said. "I ask you," Miss Jenny said. "A young woman needs a man." "But not that one," Benbow said. He looked at the two people. The man wore flannels and a blue coat; a broad, plumpish young man with a swaggering air, vaguely collegiate. "She seems to like children. Maybe because she has one of her own now. Which one is that? Is that the same one she had last fall?" "Gowan Stevens," Miss Jenny said. "You ought to remember Gowan." "Yes," Benbow said. "I do now. I remember last October." At that time he had passed through Jefferson on his way home, and he had stopped overnight at his sister's. Through the same window he and Miss Jenny had watched the same two people walking in the same garden, where at that time SANCTUARY 17 the late, bright, dusty-odored flowers of October bloomed. At that time Stevens wore brown, and at that time he was new to Horace. "He's only been coming out since he got home from Virginia last spring," Miss Jenny said. "The one then was that Jones boy; Herschell. Yes. Herschell." "Ah," Benbow said. "An F.F.V., or just an unfortunate sojourner there?" "At the school, the University. He went there. You dont remember him because he was still in diapers when you left Jefferson." "Dont let Belle hear you say that," Benbow said. He watched the two people. They approached the house and disappeared beyond it. A moment later they came up the stairs and into the room. Stevens came in, with his sleek head, his plump, assured face. Miss Jenny gave him her hand and he bent fatly and kissed it. "Getting younger and prettier every day," he said. "I was just telling Narcissa that if you'd just get up out of that chair and be my girl, she wouldn't have a chance." "I'm going to tomorrow," Miss Jenny said. "Narcissa-" Narcissa was a big woman, with dark hair, a broad, stupid, serene face. She was in her customary white dress. "Horace this is Gowan Stevens," she said. "My brother, Gowan." "How do you do, sir," Gowan said. He gave Benbow's hand a quick, hard, high, close grip. At that moment the boy, Benbow Sartoris, Benbow's nephew, came in. "I've heard of you," Stevens said. "Gowan went to Virginia," the boy said. "Ah," Benbow said. "I've heard of it." "Thanks," Stevens said. "But everybody cant go to Harvard." "Thank you," Benbow said. "It was Oxford." "Horace is always telling folks he went to Oxford so they'll think he means the state university, and he can tell them different," Miss Jenny said. "Gowan goes to Oxford a lot," the boy said. "He's got a jelly there. He takes her to the dances. Don't you, Gowan?" "Right, bud," Stevens said. "A red-headed one." "Hush, Bory," Narcissa said. She looked at her brother. "How are Belle and Little Belle?" She almost said something else, then she ceased. Yet she looked at her brother, her gaze grave and intent. "If you keep on expecting him to run off from Belle, he will do it," Miss Jenny said. "He'll do it someday. But Narcissa wouldn't be satisfied, even then," she said. "Some women 18 WILLIAM FAULKNER wont want a man to marry a certain woman. But all the women will be mad if he ups and leaves her." "You bush, now," Narcissa said. "Yes, Sir," Miss Jenny said. "Horace has been bucking at the halter for some time now. But you better not run against it too hard, Horace; it might not be fastened at the other end." Across the hall a small bell rang. Stevens and Benbow both moved toward the handle of Miss Jenny's chair. "Will you forbear, Sir?" Benbow said. "Since I seem to be the guest." "Why, Horace," Miss Jenny said. "Narcissa will you send up to the chest in the attic and get the duelling pistols?" She turned to the boy. "And you go on ahead and tell them to strike up the music, and to have two roses ready." "Strike up what music?" the boy said. "There are roses on the table," Narcissa said. "Gowan sent them. Come on to supper." Through the window Benbow and Miss Jenny watched the two people, Narcissa still in white, Stevens in flannels and a blue coat, walking in the garden. "The Virginia gentleman one, who told us at supper that night about how they had taught him to drink like a gentleman. Put a beetle in alcohol, and you have a scarab; put a Mississippian in alcohol, and you have a gentleman-" "Gowan Stevens," Miss Jenny said. They watched the two people disappear beyond the house. It was some time before he heard the two people come down the hall. When they entered, it was the boy instead of Stevens. "He wouldn't stay," Narcissa said. "He's going to Oxford. There is to be a dance at the University Friday night. He has an engagement with a young lady." "He should find ample field for gentlemanly drinking there," Horace said. "Gentlemanly anything else. I suppose that's why he is going down ahead of time." I "Taking an old girl to a dance," the boy said. "He's going to Starkville Saturday to the baseball game. He said he'd take me, but you won't let me go." IV TOWNSPEOPLE TAKING AFTER-SUPPER DRIVES THROUGH THE college grounds or an oblivious and bemused faculty-member or a candidate for a master's degree on his way to the library would see Temple, a snatched coat under her arm and her long legs blonde with running, in speeding silhouette against the lighted windows of the Coop, as the women's dormitory was known, vanishing into the shadow beside the library wall, SANCTUARY 19 and perhaps a final squatting swirl of knickers or whatnot as she sprang into the car waiting there with engine running on that particular night. The cars belonged to town boys. Students in the University were not permitted to keep cars, and the men -hatless in knickers and bright pull-overs-looked down upon the town boys who wore hats cupped rigidly upon pomaded heads, and coats a little too tight and trousers a little too full, with superiority and rage. This was on week nights. On alternate Saturday evenings, at the Letter Club dances, or on the occasion of the three formal yearly balls, the town boys, lounging in attitudes of belligerent casualness with their identical hats and upturned collars watched her enter the gymnasium upon black collegiate arms and vanish in a swirling blitter upon a glittering swirl of music with her high delicate head and her bold painted mouth and soft chin, her eyes blankly right and left looking, cool, predatory and discreet. Later, the music wailing beyond the glass, they would watch her through the windows as she passed in swift rotation from one pair of black sleeves to the next, her waist shaped slender and urgent in the interval, her feet filling the rhythmic gap with music. Stooping they would drink from flasks and light cigarettes, then erect again, motionless against the light, the upturned collars, the hatted heads, would be like a row of hatted and muffled busts cut from black tin and nailed to the window-sills. There would always be three or four of them there when the band played Home, Sweet Home, lounging near the exit, their faces cold, bellicose, a little drawn with sleeplessness, watching the couples emerge in a wan aftermath of motion and noise. Three of them watched Temple and Gowan Stevens come out, into the chill presage of spring dawn. Her face was quite pale, dusted over with recent powder, her hair in spent red curls. Her eyes, all pupils now, rested upon them for a blank moment. Then she lifted her hand in a wan gesture, whether at them or not, none could have said. They did not respond, no flicker in their cold eyes. They watched Gowan slip his arm into hers, and the fleet revelation of flank and thigh as she got into his car. It was a long, low roadster, with a jacklight. "Who's that son bitch?" one said. "My father's a judge," the second said in a bitter, lilting falsetto. "Hell. Let's go to town." They went on. Once they yelled at a car, but it did not stop. On the bridge across the railroad cutting they stopped and 20 WILLIAM FAULKNER drank from a bottle. The last made to fling it over the railing. The second caught his arm. "Let me have it," he said. He broke the bottle carefully and spread the fragments across the road. They watched him. "You're not good enough to go to a college dance," the first said. "You poor bastard." "My father's a judge," the other said propping the jagged shards upright in the road. "Here comes a car," the third said. It had three headlights. They leaned against the railing, slanting their hats against the light, and watched Temple and Gowan pass. Temple's head was low and close. The car moved slowly. "You poor bastard," the first said. "Am IT' the second said. He took something from his pocket and flipped it out, whipping the sheer, faintly scented web across their faces. "Am IT' "That's what you say." "Doc got that step-in in Memphis," the third said. "Off a damn whore." "You're a lying bastard," Doc said. They watched the fan of light, the diminishing ruby taillamp, come to a stop at the Coop. The lights went off. After a while the car door slammed. The lights came on; the car moved away. It approached again. They leaned against the rail in a row, their hats slanted against the glare. The broken glass glinted in random sparks. The car drew up and stopped opposite them. "You gentlemen going to town?" Gowan said, opening the door. They leaned against the rail, then the first said, "Much obliged," gruffly and they got in, the two others in the rumble seat, the first beside Gowan. "Pull over this way," he said. "Somebody broke a bottle there." "Thanks," Gowan said. The car moved on. "You gentlemen going to Starkville tomorrow to the game?" The ones in the rumble seat said nothing. "I dont know," the first said. "I dont reckon so." "I'm a stranger here," Gowan said. "I ran out of liquor tonight, and I've got a date early in the morning. Can you gentlemen tell me where I could get a quart?" "It's mighty late," the first said. He turned to the others. "You know anybody he can find this time of night, Doc?" "Luke might," the third said. "Where does he live?" Gowan said. "Go on," the first said. "I'll show you." They crossed the square and drove out of town about a half mile. SANCTUARY 21 "This is the road to Taylor, isn't it?" Gowan said. " yes, " the first said. "I've got to drive down there early in the morning," Gowan said. "Got to get there before the special does. You gentlemen not going to the game, you say." "I reckon not," the first said. "Stop here." A steep slope rose, crested by stunted blackjacks. "You wait here," the first said. Gowan switched off the lights. They could hear the other scrambling the slope. "Does Luke have good liquor?" Gowan said. "Pretty good. Good as any, I reckon," the third said. "If you dont like it, you dont have to drink it," Doc said. Gowan turned fatly and looked at him. "It's as good as that you had tonight," the third said. "You didn"t have to drink that, neither," Doc said. "They cant seem to make good liquor down here like they do up at school," Gowan said. "Where you from?" the third said. 6'Virgin-oh, -Jefferson. I went to school at Virginia. Teach you how to drink, there." The other two said nothing. The first returned, preceded by a minute shaling of earth down the slope. He had a fruit jar. Gowan lifted it against the sky. It was pale, innocent looking. He removed the cap and extended it. "Drink." The first took it and extended it to them in the rumble. "Drink." The third drank, but Doc refused. Gowaii drank. "Good God," he said, "how do you fellows drink this stuff?" "We dont drink rotgut at Virginia," Doc said. Gowan turned in the seat and looked at him. "Shut up, Doc," the third said. "Dont mind him," he said. "He's had a bellyache all night." :'Son bitch," Doc said. 'Did you call me that?" Gowan said. "' Course he didn't," the third said. "Doc's all right. Come on Doc. Take a drink." "I dont give a damn," Doc said. "Hand it here." They returned to town. "The shack'll be open," the first said. "At the depot." It was a confectionery-lunchroom. It was empty save for a man in a soiled apron. They went to the rear and entered an alcove with a table and four chairs. The man brought four glasses and coca-colas. "Can I have some sugar and water and a lemon, Cap?" Gowan said. The man brought them. The others watched Gowan make a whisky sour. "They taught 22 WILLIAM FAULKNER me to drink it this way," he said. They watched him drink. "Hasn't got much kick, to me," he said, filling his glass from the jar. He drank that. "You sure do drink it," the third said. I learned in a good school." There was a high window. Beyond it the sky was paler, fresher. "Have another, gentlemen," he said, filling his glass again. The others helped themselves moderately. "Up at school they consider it better to go down than to hedge," he said. They watched him drink that one. They saw his nostrils bead suddenly with sweat. "That's all for him, too," Doc said. "Who says so?" Gowan said. He poured an inch into the glass. "If we just had some decent liquor. I know a man in my county named Goodwin that makes-" "That's what they call a drink up at school," Doc said. Gowan looked at him. "Do you think so? Watch this." He poured into the glass. They watched the liquor rise. "Look out fellow," the third said. Gowan filled the glass level full and lifted it and emptied it steadily. He remembered setting the glass down carefully, then be became aware simultaneously of open air, of a chill gray freshness and an engine panting on a siding at the head of a dark string of cars, and that he was trying to tell someone that he had learned to drink like a gentleman. He was still trying to tell them, in a cramped dark place smelling of ammonia and cresote, vomiting into a receptacle, trying to tell them that he must be at Taylor at six-thirty, when the special arrived. The paroxysm passed; he felt extreme lassitude, weakness, a desire to lie down which was forcibly restrained, and in the flare of a match he leaned against the wall, his eyes focusing slowly upon a name written there in pencil. He shut one eye, propped against the wall, swaying and drooling, and read the name. Then he looked at them, wagging his head. "Girl name ... Name girl I know. Good girl. Good sport. Got date take her to Stark . . . Starkville. No chap'rone, see?" Leaning there, drooling, mumbling, he went to sleep. At once he began to fight himself out of sleep. It seemed to him that it was immediately, yet he was aware of time passing all the while, and that time was a factor in his need to wake; that otherwise he would be sorry. For a long while he knew that his eyes were open, waiting for vision to return. Then he was seeing again, without knowing at once that he was awake. He lay quite still. It seemed to him that, by breaking out of sleep, he had accomplished the purpose that he had waked himself for. He was lying in a cramped position under a low canopy, looking at the front of an unfamiliar building above SANCTUARY 23 which small clouds rosy with sunlight drove, quite empty of any sense. Then his abdominal muscles completed the retch upon which he had lost consciousness and he heaved himself up and sprawled into the foot of the car, banging his head on the door. The blow fetched him completely to and he opened the door and half fell to the ground and dragged himself up and turned toward the station at a stumbling run. He fell. On hands and knees he looked at the empty siding and up at the sunfilled sky with unbelief and despair. He rose and ran on, in his stained dinner jacket, his burst collar and broken hair. I passed out, he thought in a kind of rage, I passed out. I passed out. The platform was deserted save for a negro with a broom. "Gret Gawd, white folks," he said. "The train," Gowan said, "the special. The one that was on that track." "Hit done lef. But five minutes ago." With the broom still in the arrested gesture of sweeping he watched Gowan turn and run back to the car and tumble into it. The jar lay on the floor. He kicked it aside and started the engine. He knew that he needed something on his stomach, but there wasn't time. He looked down at the jar. His inside coiled coldly, but he raised the jar and drank, guzzling, choking the stuff down, clapping a cigarette into his mouth to restrain the paroxysm. Almost at once he felt better. He crossed the square at forty miles an hour. It was sixfifteen. He took the Taylor road, increasing speed. He drank again from the jar without slowing down. When he reached Taylor the train was just pulling out of the station. He slammed in between two wagons as the last car passed. The vestibule opened; Temple sprang down and ran for a few steps beside the car while an official leaned down and shook his fist at her. Gowan had got out. She turned and came toward him, walking swiftly. Then she paused, stopped, came on again, staring at his wild face and hair, at his ruined collar and shirt. "You're drunk," she said. "You pig. You filthy pig." "Had a big night. You dont know the half of it." She looked about, at the bleak yellow station, the overalled men chewing slowly and watching her, down the track at the diminishing train, at the four puffs of vapor that had almost died away when the sound of the whistle came back. "You filthy pig," she said. "You cant go anywhere like this. You haven't even changed clothes." At the car she stopped again. "What's that behind you?" "My canteen," Gowan said. "Get in." She looked at him, her mouth boldly scarlet, her eyes watch- 24 WILLIAM FAULKNER ful and cold beneath her brimless hat, a curled spill of red hair. She looked back at the station again, stark and ugly in the fresh morning. "Let's get away from here." He started the car and turned it. "You'd better take me back to Oxford," she said. She looked back at the station. It now lay in shadow, in the shadow of a high scudding cloud. "You'd better," she said. At two o'clock that afternoon, running at good speed through a high murmurous desolation of pines, Gowan swung the car from the gravel into a narrow road between eroded banks descending toward a bottom of cypress and gum. He wore a cheap blue workshirt beneath his dinner jacket. His eyes were bloodshot, puffed, his jowls covered by blue stubble, and looking at him, braced and clinging as the car leaped and bounced in the worn ruts, Temple thought His whiskers have grown since we left Dumfries. It was hair-oil he drank. He bought a bottle of hair-oil at Dumfries and drank it. He looked at her, feeling her eyes. "Dont get your back up, now. It wont take a minute to run up to Goodwin's and get a bottle. It wont take ten minutes. I said I'd get you to Starkville before the train does, and I will. Dont you believe me?" She said nothing, thinking of the pennant-draped train already in Starkville; of the colorful stands; the band, the yawning glitter of the bass horn; the green diamond dotted with players, crouching, uttering short, yelping cries like marshfowl disturbed by an alligator, not certain of where the danger is, motionless, poised, encouraging one another with short meaningless cries, plaintive, wary and forlorn. "Trying to come over me with your innocent ways. Dont think I spent last night with a couple of your barber-shop jellies for nothing. Dont think I fed them my liquor just because I'm big-hearted. You're pretty good, aren't you? Think you can play around all week with any badger-trimmed hick that owns a Ford and fool me on Saturday, dont you? Dont think I didn't see your name where it's written on that lavatory wall. Dont you believe me?" She said nothing, bracing herself as the car lurched from one bank to the other of the cut, going too fast. He was still watching her, making no effort to steer it. "By God, I want to see the woman that can-" The road flattened into sand, arched completely over, walled completely by a jungle of cane and brier. The car lurched from side to side in the loose ruts. She saw the tree blocking the road, but she only braced herself anew. It seemed to her to be the logical and disastrous end to the train of circumstance in which she had become involved. She sat and watched rigidly and quietly as Gowan, apparently looking straight ahead, drove into the tree at twen- SANCTUARY 25 ty miles an hour. The car struck, bounded back, then drove into the tree again and turned onto its side. She felt herself flying through the air, carrying a numbing shock upon her shoulder and a picture of two men peering from the fringe of cane at the roadside. She scrambled to her feet, her head reverted, and saw them step into the road, the one in a suit of tight black and a straw hat, smoking a cigarette, the other bareheaded, in overalls, carrying a shotgun, his bearded face gaped in slow astonishment. Still running her bones turned to water and she fell flat on her face, still running. Without stopping she whirled and sat up, her mouth open upon a soundless wail behind her lost breath. The man in overalls was still looking at her, his mouth open in innocent astonishment within a short soft beard. The other man was leaning over the upturned car, his tight coat ridged across his shoulders. Then the engine ceased, though the lifted front wbeel continued to spin idly, slowing. V TliE MAN IN OVERALLS WAS BAREFOOT ALSO. HE WALKED ahead of Temple and Gowan, the shotgun swinging in his hand, his splay feet apparently effortless in the sand into which Temple sank almost to the ankle at each step. From time to time he looked over his shoulder at them, at Gowan's bloody face and splotched clothes, at Temple struggling and lurching on her high heels. "Putty hard walkin', aint it?" he said. "Ef she'll take off them high heel shoes, she'll git along better." "Will IT' Temple said. She stopped and stood on alternate legs, holding to Gowan, and removed her slippers. The man watched her, looking at the slippers. "Durn ef I could git ere two of my fingers into one of them things," he said. "Kin I look at em?" She gave him one. He turned it slowly in his hand. "Durn my hide," he said. He looked at Temple again with his pale, empty gaze. His hair grew innocent and straw-like, bleached on the crown, darkening about his ears and neck in untidy curls. "She's a right tall gal, too," he said. "With them skinny legs of hern. How much she weigh?" Temple extended her hand. He returned the slipper slowly, looking at her, at her belly and loins. "He aint laid no crop by yit, has he?" "Come on," Gowan said, "let's get going. We've got to get a car and get back to Jefferson by night." When the sand ceased Temple sat down and put her slippers on. She found the man watching her lifted thigh and she 26 WILLTAM FAULKNER jerked her skirt down and sprang up. "Well," she said, "go on. Dont you know the way?" The house came into sight, above the cedar grove beyond whose black interstices an apple orchard flaunted in the sunny afternoon. It was set in a ruined lawn, surrounded by abandoned grounds and fallen outbuildings. But nowhere was any sign of husbandry-plow or tool; in no direction was a planted field in sight-only a gaunt weather-stained ruin in a sombre grove through which the breeze drew with a sad, murmurous sound. Temple stopped. "I dont want to go there," she said. "You go on and get the car," she told the man. "We'll wait here." "He said fer y'all to come on to the house," the man said. "Who did?" Temple said. "Does that black man think he can tell me what to do?" "Ah, come on," Gowan said. "Let's see Goodwin and get a car. It's getting late. Mrs. Goodwin's here, isn't she?" "Hit's likely," the man said. "Come on," Gowan said. They went on to the house. The man mounted to the porch and set the shotgun just inside the door. "She's around somewher," he said. He looked at Temple again. "Hit aint no cause fer yo wife to fret," he said. "Lee'll git you to town, I reckon." Temple looked at him. They looked at one another soberly, like two children or two dogs. "What's your name?" "My name's Tawmmy," he said. "Hit aint no need to fret." The hall was open through the house. She entered. "Where you going?" Gowan said. "Why dont you wait out here?" She didn't answer. She went on down the hall. Behind her she could hear Gowan's and the man's voices. The back porch lay in sunlight, a segment of sunlight framed by the door. Beyond, she could see a weed-choked slope and a huge barn, broken-backed, tranquil in sunny desolation. To the right of the door she could see the corner either of a detached building or of a wing of the house. But she could hear no sound save the voices from the front. She went on, slowly. Then she stopped. On the square of sunlight framed by the door lay the shadow of a man's head, and she half spun, poised with running. But the shadow wore no hat, so she turned and on tiptoe she went to the door and peered around it. A man sat in a splint-bottom chair, in the sunlight, the back of his bald, white-fringed head toward her, his hands crossed on the head of a rough stick. She emerged onto the back porch. "Good afternoon," she said. The man did not move. She advanced again, then she glanced quickly over her shoulder. SANCTUARY 27 With the tail of her eye she thought she had seen a thread of smoke drift out of the door in the detached room where the porch made an L, but it was gone. From a line between two posts in front of this door, three square cloths hung damp and limp, as though recently washed, and a woman's undergarment of faded pink silk. It had been washed until the lace resembled a ragged, fibre-like fraying of the cloth itself. It bore a patch of pale calico, neatly sewn. Temple looked at the old man again. For an instant she thought that his eyes were closed, then she believed that he had no eyes at all, for between the lids two objects like dirty yellowish clay marbles were fixed. "Gowan," she whispered, then she wailed "Gowan," and turned running, her head reverted, just as a voice spoke beyond the door where she had thought to have seen smoke: "He cant hear you. What do you want?" She whirled again and without a break in her stride and still watching the old man, she ran right off the porch and fetched up on hands and knees in a litter of ashes and tin cans and bleached bones, and saw Popeye watching her from the corner of the house, his hands in his pockets and a slanted cigarette curling across his face. Still without stopping she scrambled onto the porch and sprang into the kitchen, where a woman sat at a table, a burning cigarette in her hand, watching the door. V1 POPEYE WENT ON AROUND THE HOUSE. GOWAN WAS LEANING over the edge of the porch, dabbing gingerly at his bloody nose. The barefooted man squatted on his heels against the wall. "For Christ's sake," Popeye said, "why cant you take him out back and wash him off? Do you want him sitting around here all day looking like a damn hog with its throat cut?" He snapped the cigarette into the weeds and sat on the top step and began to scrape his muddy shoes with a platinum penknife on the end of his watch chain. The barefoot man rose. "You said something about-" Gowan said. "Pssstl" the other said. He began to wink and frown at Gowan, jerking his head at Popeye's back. "And then you get on back down that road," Popeye said. "You hear?" "I thought you was fixin' to watch down ther," the man said. "Dont think," Popeye said, scraping at his trouser-cuffs. "You've got along forty years without it. You do what I told you. 28 WILLIAM FAULKNER When they reached the back porch the barefoot man said: "He jest caint stand fer nobody-Aint he a cur'us feller, now? I be dawg ef he aint better'n a circus to-He wont stand fer nobody drinkin' hyer cep Lee. Wont drink none hisself, and jest let me take one sup and I be dawg ef hit dont look like he'll have a catfit." "He said you were forty years old," Gowan said. "'Taint that much," the other said. "How old are you? Thirty?" "I dont know. 'Taint as much as he said, though." The old man sat in the chair, in the sun. "Hit's jest Pap," the man said. The azure shadow of the cedars had reached the old man's feet. It was almost up to his knees. His hand came out and fumbled about his knees, dabbling into the shadow, and became still, wrist-deep in shadow. Then he rose and grasped the chair and, tapping ahead with the stick, he bore directly down upon them in a shuffling rush, so that they had to step quickly aside. He dragged the chair into the full sunlight and sat down again, his face lifted into the sun, his hands crossed on the head of the stick. "That's Pap," the man said. "Blind and deef both. I be dawg ef I wouldn't hate to be in a fix wher I couldn't tell and wouldn't even keer whut I was eatin'." On a plank fixed between two posts sat a galvanized pail, a tin basin, a cracked dish containing a lump of yellow soap. "To hell with water," Gowan said. "How about that drink?" "Seems to me like you done already had too much. I be dawg ef you didn't drive that ere car straight into that tree." "Come on. Haven't you got some hid out somewhere?" "Mought be a little in the barn. But dont let him hyear us, er he'll find hit and po hit out." He went back to the door and peered up the hall. Then they left the porch and went toward the barn, crossing what had once been a kitchen garden choked now with cedar and blackjack saplings. Twice the man looked back over his shoulder. The second time he said: "Yon's yo wife wantin' somethin'." Temple stood in the kitchen door. "Gowan," she called. "Wave yo hand er somethin'," the man said. "Ef she don't hush, he's goin' to hyear us." Gowan flapped his hand. They went on and entered the barn. Beside the entrance a crude ladder mounted. "Better wait twell I git up," the man said. "Hit's putty rotten; mought not hold us both." "Why dont you fix it, then? Dont you use it every day?" "Hit's helt all right, so fur," the other said. He mounted. Then Gowan followed, through the trap, into yellow-barred gloom where the level sun fell through the broken walls and roof. "Walk wher I do," the man said. "You'll tromp on a loose boa'd and find yoself downstairs befo you know hit." He SANCTUARY 29 picked his way across the floor and dug an earthenware jug from a pile of rotting hay in the corner. "One place he wont look fer hit," he said. "Skeered of sp'ilin them gal's hands of hisn." They drank. "I've see you out hyer befo," the man said. "Caint call yo name, though." "MY name's Stevens. I've been buying liquor from Lee for three years. When'll he be back? We've got to get on to town." "He'll he hyer soon. I've seen you befo. Nother feller furn Jefferson out hyer three-fo nights ago. I cant call his name neither. He sho was a talker, now. Kep on tellin' how he up and quit his wife. Have some mo," he said; then he ceased and squatted slowly, the jug in his lifted hands, his head bent with listening. After a moment the voice spoke again, from the hallway beneath. "Jack.,, The man looked at Gowan. His jaw dropped into an expression of imbecile glee. What teeth he had were stained and ragged within his soft, tawny beard. "You. Jack, up there," the voice said. "Hyear him?" the man whispered, shaking with silent glee. "Callin' me Jack. My name's Tawmmy." "Come on," the voice said. "I know you're there." "I reckon we better," Tommy said. "He jes lief take a shot up through the flo as not." "For Christ's sake," Gowan said, "Why didn't you-Here," he shouted, "here we come!" Popeye stood in the door, his forefingers in his vest. The sun had set. When they descended and appeared in the door Temple stepped from the back porch. She paused, watching them, then she came down the hill. She began to run. "Didn't I tell you get down on that road?" Popeye said. "Me and him jest stepped down hyer a minute," Tommy said. "Did I tell you to get on down that road, or didn't IT' "Yeuh," Tommy said. "You told me." Popeye turned without so much as a glance at Gowan. Tommy followed. His back still shook with secret glee. Temple met Popeye halfway to the house. Without ceasing to run she appeared to pause. Even her flapping coat did not overtake her, yet for an ap- preciable instant she faced Popeye with a grimace of taut, toothed coquetry. He did not stop; the finicking swagger of his narrow back did not falter. Temple ran again. She passed Tommy and clutched Gowan's arm. "Gowan, I'm scared. She said for me not to-You've been drinking again; you haven't even washed the blood-She says for us to go away from here . . ." Her eyes were quite black, 30 WILLIAM FAULKNER her face small and wan in the dusk. She looked toward the house. Popeye was just turning the corner. "She has to walk all the way to a spring for water; she- They've got the cutest little baby in a box behind the stove. Gowan, she said for me not to be here after dark. She said to ask him. He's got a car. She said she didn't think he-" "Ask who?" Gowan said. Tommy was looking back at them. Then he went on. "That black man. She said she didn't think he would, but he might. Come on." They went toward the house. A path led around it to the front. The car was parked between the path and the house, in the tall weeds. Temple faced Gowan again, her hand lying upon the door of the car. "It wont take him any time, in this. I know a boy at home has one. It will run eighty. All he would have to do is just drive us to a town, because she said if we were married and I had to say we were. Just to a railroad. Maybe there's one closer than Jefferson," she whispered, staring at him, stroking her hand along the edge of the door. "Oh," Gowan said, "I'm to do the asking. Is that it? You're all nuts. Do you think that ape will? I'd rather stay here a week than go anywhere with him." "She said to. She said for me not to stay here." "You're crazy as a loon. Come on here." "You wont ask him? You wont do it?" "No. Wait till Lee comes, I tell you. He'll get us a car." They went on in the path. Popeye was leaning against a post, fighting a cigarette. Temple ran on up the broken steps. "Say," she said, "dont you want to drive us to town?" He turned his head, the cigarette in his mouth, the match cupped between his hands. Temple's mouth was fixed in that cringing grimace. Popeye leaned the cigarette to the match. "No," he said. "Come on," Temple said. "Be a sport. It wont take you any time in that Packard. How about it? We'll pay you." Popeye inhaled. He snapped the match into the weeds. He said, in his soft, cold voice: "Make your whore lay off of me, Jack." Gowan moved thickly, like a clumsy, good-tempered horse goaded suddenly. "Look here, now," he said. Popeye exhaled, the smoke jetting downward in two thin spurts. "I don't like that," Gowan said. "Do you know who you're talking to?" He continued that thick movement, like he could neither stop it nor complete it. "I dont like that." Popeye turned his head and looked at Gowan. Then he quit looking at him and Temple said suddenly: "What river did you fall in and with that suit on? Do you SANCTUARY 31 have to shave it off at night?" Then she was moving toward the door with Gowan's hand in the small of her back, her head reverted, her heels clattering. Popeye leaned motionless against the post, his head turned over his shoulder in profile. "Do you want-" Gowan hissed. "You mean old thing!" Temple cried. "You mean old thing!" Gowan shoved her into the house. "Do you want him to slam your damn head off?" he said. "You're scared of him!" Temple said. "You're scared!" "Shut your mouth!" Gowan said. He began to shake her. Their feet scraped on the bare floor as though they were performing a clumsy dance, and clinging together they lurched into the wall. "Look out," he said, "you're getting all that stuff stirred up in me again." She broke free, running. He leaned against the wall and watched her in silhouette run out the back door. She ran into the kitchen. It was dark save for a crack of light about the fire-door of the stove. She whirled and ran out the door and saw Gowan going down the hill toward the barn. He's going to drink some more, she thought; he's getting drunk again. That makes three times today. Still more dusk had grown in the hall. She stood on tiptoe, listening, thinking I'm hungry. I haven't eaten all day; thinking of the school, the lighted windows, the slow couples strolling toward the sound of the supper bell, and of her father sitting on the porch at home, his feet on the rail, watching a negro mow the lawn. She moved quietly on tiptoe. In the corner beside the door the shotgun leaned and she crowded into the corner beside it and began to cry. Immediately she stopped and ceased breathing. Something was moving beyond the wall against which she leaned. It crossed the room with minute, blundering sounds, preceded by a dry tapping. It emerged into the hall and she screamed, feeling her lungs emptying long after all the air was expelled, and her diaphragm laboring long after her chest was empty, and watched the old man go down the hall at a wide-legged shuffling trot, the stick in one hand and the other elbow cocked at an acute angle from his middle. Running, she passed hima dim spraddled figure standing at the edge of the porch-and ran on into the kitchen and darted into the corner behind the stove. Crouching, she drew the box out and drew it before her. Her hand touched the child's face, then she flung her arms around the box, clutching it, staring across it at the pale door and trying to pray. But she could not think of a single designation for the heavenly father, so she began to say "My father's a judge; my father's a judge" over and over until Goodwin 32 WILLIAM FAULKNER ran lightly into the room. He struck a match and held it overhead ana looked down at her until the flame reached his fingers. "Hah," he said. She heard his light, swift feet twice, then his hand touched her cheek and he lifted her from behind the box by the scruff of the neck, like a kitten. "What are you doing in my house?" he said. Vii FROM SOMEWHERE BEYOND THE LAMPLIT HALL SHE COULD hear the voices-a word; now and then a laugh: the harsh, derisive laugh of a man easily brought to mirth by youth or by age, cutting across the spluttering of frying meat on the stove where the woman stood. Once she heard two of them come down the hall in their heavy shoes, and a moment later the clatter of the dipper in the galvanized pail and the voice that had laughed, cursing. Holding her coat close she peered around the door with the wide, abashed curiosity of a child, and saw Gowan and a second man in khaki breeches. He's getting drunk again, she thought. He's got drunk four times since we left Taylor. "Is he your brother?" she said. "Who?" the woman said. "My what?" she turned the meat on the hissing skillet. "I thought maybe your young brother was here." "God," the woman said. She turned the meat with a wire fork. "I hope not." "Where is your brother?" Temple said, peering around the door. "I've got four brothers. Two are lawyers and one's a newspaper man. The other's still in school. At Yale. My father's a judge. Judge Drake of Jackson." She thought of her father sitting on the veranda, in a linen suit, a palm leaf fan in his hand, watching the negro mow the lawn. The woman opened the oven and looked in. "Nobody asked you to come out here. I didn't ask you to stay. I told you to go while it was daylight." "How could I? I asked him. Gowan wouldn't, so I had to ask him." The woman closed the oven and turned and looked at Temple, her back to the light. "How could you? Do you know how I get my water? I walk after it. A mile. Six times a day. Add that up. Not because I am somewhere I am afraid to stay." She went to the table and took up a pack of cigarettes and shook one out. "May I have one?" Temple said. The woman flipped the pack along the table. She removed the chimney from the SANCTUARY 33 lamp and lit hers at the wick. Temple took up the pack and stood listening to Gowan and the other man go back into the house. "There are so many of them," she said in a wailing tone, watching the cigarette crush slowly in her fingers. "But maybe, with so many of them . . ." The woman had gone back to the stove. She turned the meat. "Gowan kept on getting drunk again. He got drunk three times today. He was drunk when I got off the train at Taylor and I am on probation and I told him what would happen and I tried to get him to throw the jar away and when we stopped at that little country store to buy a shirt he got drunk again. And so we hadn't eaten and we stopped at Dumfries and he went into the restaurant but I was too worried to eat and I couldn't find him and then he came up another street and I felt the bottle in his pocket before he knocked my hand away. He kept on saying I had his lighter and then when he lost it and I told him he had, he swore he never owned one in his life." The meat hissed and spluttered in the skillet. "He got drunk three separate time," Temple said. "Three separate times in one day. Buddy-that's Hubert, my youngest brother -said that if he ever caught me with a drunk man, he'd beat hell out of me. And now I'm with one that gets drunk three times in one day." Leaning her hip against the table, her hand crushing the cigarette, she began to laugh. "Dont you think that's funny?" she said. Then she quit laughing by holding her breath, and she could hear the faint guttering the lamp made, and the meat in the skillet and the hissing of the kettle on the stove, and the voices, the harsh, abrupt, meaningless masculine sounds from the house. "And you have to cook for all of them every night. All those men eating here, the house full of them at night, in the dark . . ." She dropped the crushed cigarette. "May I hold the baby? I know how; I'll hold him good." She ran to the box, stooping, and lifted the sleeping child. It opened its eyes, whimpering. "Now, now; Temple's got it." She rocked it, held high and awkward in her thin arms. "Listen," she said, looking at the woman's back, "will you ask him? your husband, I mean. He can get a car and take me somewhere. Will you? Will you ask him?" The child had stopped whimpering. Its lead-colored eyelids showed a thin line of eyeball. "I'm not afraid," Temple said. "Things like that dont happen. Do they? They're just like other people. You're just like other people. With a little baby. And besides, my father's a ju-judge. The gu-governor comes to our house to e-eat-What a cute little bu-ba-a-by," she wailed, lifting the child to her face; "if bad mans hurts Temple, us'll tell the governor's soldiers, won't us?" "Like what people?" the woman said, turning the meat. 34 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Do you think Lee hasn't anything better to do than chase after every one of you cheap little-" She opened the fire door and threw her cigarette in and slammed the door. In nuzzling at the child Temple had pushed her hat onto the back of her head at a precarious dissolute angle above her clotted curls. "Why did you come here?" "It was Gowan. I begged him. We had already missed the ball game, but I begged him if he'd just get me to Starkville before the special started back, they wouldn't know I wasn't on it, because the ones that saw me get off wouldn't tell. But he wouldn't. He said we'd stop here just a minute and get some more whisky and he was already drunk then. He had gotten drunk again since we left Taylor and I'm on probation and Daddy would just die. But he wouldn't do it. He got drunk again while I was begging him to take me to a town anywhere and let me out." "On probation?" the woman said. "For slipping out at night. Because only town boys can have cars, and when you had a date with a town boy on Friday or Saturday or Sunday, the boys in school wouldn't have a date with you, because they cant have cars. So I had to slip out. And a girl that didn't like me told the Dean, because I had a date with a boy she liked and he never asked her for another date. So I had to." "If you didn't slip out, you wouldn't get to go riding," the woman said. "Is that it? And now when you slipped out once too often, you're squealing." "Gowan's not a town boy. He's from Jefferson. He went to Virginia. He kept on saying how they had taught him to drink like a gentleman, and I begged him just to let me out anywhere and lend me enough money for a ticket because I only had two dollars, but he-" "Oh, I know your sort," the woman said. "Honest women. Too good to have anything to do with common people. You'll slip out at night with the kids, but just let a man come along." She turned the meat. "Take all you can get, and give nothing. 'I'm a pure girl; I dont do that.' You'll slip out with the kids and bum their gasoline and eat their food, but just let a man so much as look at you and you faint away because your father's the judge and your four brothers might not like it. But just let you get into a jam, then who do you come crying to? to us, the ones that are not good enough to lace the judge's almighty shoes." Across the child Temple gazed at the woman's back, her face like a small pale mask beneath the pre- carious hat. "My brother said he would kill Frank. He didn't say he would give me a whipping if he caught me with him; he said SANCTUARY 35 he would kill the goddam son of a bitch in his yellow buggy and my father cursed my brother and said he could run his family a while longer and he drove me into the house and locked me in and went down to the bridge to wait for Frank. But I wasn't a coward. I climbed down the gutter and headed Frank off and told him. I begged him to go away, but he said we'd both go. When we got back in the buggy I knew it had been the last time. I knew it, and I begged him again to go away, but he said he'd drive me home to get my suitcase and we'd tell father. He wasn't a coward either. My father was sitting on the porch. He said 'Get out of that buggy' and I got out and I bekged Frank to go on, but he got out too and we came up the path and father reached around inside the door and got the shotgun. I got in front of Frank and father said 'Do you want it tooT and I tried to stay in front but Frank shoved me behind him and held me and father shot him and said 'Get down there and sup your dirt, you whore.' "I have been called that," Temple whispered, holding the sleeping child in her high thin arms, gazing at the woman's back. "But you good women. Cheap sports. Giving nothing, then when you're caught . . . Do you know what you've got into now?" she looked across her shoulder, the fork in her hand. "Do you think you're meeting kids now? kids that give a d n whether you like it or not? Let me tell you whose house you've come into without being asked or wanted; who you're expect- ing to drop everything and carry you back where you had no business ever leaving. When he was a soldier in the Philippines he killed another soldier over one of those nigger women and they sent him to Leavenworth. Then the war came and they let him out to go to it. He got two medals, and when it was over they put him back in Leavenworth until the lawyer got a congressman to get him out. Then I could quit jazzing again---~' "Jazzing?" Temple whispered, holding the child, looking herself no more than an elongated and leggy infant in her scant dress and uptilted hat. "Yes, putty face!" the woman said. "How do you suppose I paid that lawyer? And that's the sort of man you think will care that much-" with the fork in her hand she came and snapped her fingers softly and viciously in Temple's face "-what happens to you. And you, you little doll-faced slut, that think you cant come into a room where a man is without him . . ." Beneath the faded garment her breast moved deep and full. With her hands on her hips she looked at Temple with cold, blazing eyes. "Man? You've never seen a real man. You dont know what it is to be wanted by a real man. 36 WILLIAM FAULKNER And thank your stars you haven't and never will, for then you'd find just what that little putty face is worth, and all the rest of it you think you are jealous of when you're just scared of it. And if he is just man enough to call you whore, you'll say Yes Yes and you'll crawl naked in the dirt and the mire for him to call you that. . . . Give me that baby." Temple held the child, gazing at the woman, her mouth moving as if she were saying Yes Yes Yes. The woman threw the fork onto the table. "Turn loose," she said, lifting the child. It opened its eyes and wailed. The woman drew a chair out and sat down, the child upon her lap. "Will you hand me one of those diapers on the line yonder?" she said. Temple stood on the floor, her lips still moving. "You're scared to go out there, aren't you?" the woman said. She rose. "No," Temple said; "I'll get-" "I'll get it." The unlaced brogans scuffed across the kitchen. She returned and drew another chair up to the stove and spread the two remaining cloths and the undergarments on it, and sat again and laid the child across her lap. It wailed. "Hush," she said, "hush, now," her face in the lamplight taking a serene, brooding quality. She changed the child and laid it in the box. Then she took a platter down from a cupboard curtained by a split towsack and took up the fork and came and looked into Temple's face again. "Listen. If I get a car for you, will you get out of here?" she said. Staring at her Temple moved her mouth as though she were experimenting with words, tasting them. "Will you go out the back and get into it and go away and never come back here?" "Yes," Temple whispered, "anywhere. Anything." Without seeming to move her cold eyes at all the woman looked Temple up and down. Temple could feel all her muscles shrinking like severed vines in the noon sun. "You poor little gutless fool," the woman said in her cold undertone. "Playing at it." "I didn't. I didn't." "You'll have something to tell them now, when you get back. Wont you?" Face to face, their voices were like shadows upon too close blank walls. "Playing at it." "Anything. Just so I get away. Anywhere." "It's not Lee I'm afraid of. Do you think he plays the dog after every hot little bitch that comes along? It's you." "Yes, I'll go anywhere." "I know your sort. I've seen them. All running, but not too fast. Not so fast you cant tell a real man when you see him. Do you think you've got the only one in the world?" "Gowan," Temple whispered, "Gowan." SANCTUARY 37 "I have slaved for that man," the woman whispered, her lips scarce moving, in her still, dispassionate voice. It was as though she were reciting a formula for bread. "I worked night shift as a waitress so I could see him Sundays at the prison. I lived two years in a single room, cooking over a gas-jet, because I promised him. I lied to him and made money to get him out of prison, and when I told him how I made it, he beat me. And now you must come here where you're not wanted. Nobody asked you to come here. Nobody cares whether you are afraid or not. Afraid? You haven't the guts to be really afraid, anymore than you have to be in love." "I'll pay you," Temple whispered. "Anything you say. My father will give it to me." The woman watched her, her face motionless, as rigid as when she had been speaking. "I'll send you clothes. I have a new fur coat. I just wore it since Christmas. It's as good as new." The woman laughed. Her mouth laughed, with no sound, no movement of her face. "Clothes? I had three fur coats once. I gave one of them to a woman in an alley by a saloon. Clothes? God." She turned suddenly. "I'll get a car. You get away from here and dont you ever come back. Do you hear?" "Yes," Temple whispered. Motionless, pale, like a sleepwalker she watched the woman transfer the meat to the platter and pour the gravy over it. From the oven she took a pan of biscuits and put them on a plate. "Can I help you?" Temple whispered. The woman said nothing. She took up the two plates and went out. Temple went to the table and took a cigarette from the pack and stood staring stupidly at the lamp. One side of the chimney was blackened. Across it a crack ran in a thin silver curve. She lit hers at the lamp, someway, Temple thought, holding the cigarette in her hand, staring at the uneven flame. The woman returned. She caught up the corner of her skirt and lifted the smutty coffee-pot from the stove. "Can I take that?" Temple said. "No. Come on and get your supper." She went out. Temple stood at the table, the cigarette in her hand. The shadow of the stove fell upon the box where the child lay. Upon the lumpy wad of bedding it could be distinguished only by a series of pale shadows in soft small curves, and she went and stood over the box and looked down at its putty-colored face and bluish eyelids. A thin whisper of shadow cupped its head and lay moist upon its brow; one thin arm, upflung, lay curl-palmed beside its cheek. Temple stooped above the box. "He's going to die," Temple whispered. Bending, her shadow loomed high upon the wall, her coat shapeless, her hat tilted monstrously above a monstrous escaping of hair. "Poor little baby," she whispered, "poor little baby." The men's 38 WILLIAM FAULKNER voices grew louder. She heard a trampling of feet in the hall, a rasping of chairs, the voice of the man who had laughed above them, laughing again. She turned, motionless again, watching the door. The woman entered. "Go and eat your supper," she said. "The car," Temple said. "I could go now, while they're eating." "What car?" the woman said. "Go on and eat. Nobody's going to hurt you." "I'm not hungry. I haven't eaten today. I'm not hungry at all." "Go and eat your supper," she said. "I'll wait and eat when you do." "Go on and eat your supper. I've got to get done here some time tonight." Vill TEMPLE ENTERED THE DINING-ROOM FROM THE KITCHEN, HER face fixed in a cringing, placative expression; she was quite blind when she entered, holding her coat about her, her hat thrust upward and back at that dissolute angle. After a moment she saw Tommy. She went straight toward him, as if she had been looking for him all the while. Something intervened: a hard forearm; she attempted to evade it, looking at Tommy. "Here," Gowan said across the table, his chair rasping back, you come around here." "Outside, brother," the one who had stopped her said, whom she recognised then as the one who had laughed so often; "you're drunk. Come here, kid." His hard forearm came across her middle. She thrust against it, grinning rigidly at Tommy. "Move down, Tommy," the man said. "Ain't you got no manners, you mat-faced bastard?" Tommy guffawed, scraping his chair along the floor. The man drew her toward him by the wrist. Across the table Gowan stood up, propping himself on the table. She began to resist, grinning at Tommy, picking at the man's fingers. "Quit that, Van," Goodwin said. "Right on my lap here," Van said. "Let her go," Goodwin said. "Who'll make me?" Van said. "Who's big enough?" "Let her go," Goodwin said. Then she was free. She began to back slowly away. Behind her the woman, entering with a dish, stepped aside. Still smiling her aching, rigid grimace, Temple backed from the room. In the hall she whirled and ran. She ran right off the porch, into the weeds and sped on. She ran to the road and down it for fifty yards in the darkness, SANCTUARY 39 then without a break she whirled and ran back to the house and sprang onto the porch and crouched against the door just as someone came up the hall. It was Tommy. "Oh, hyer you are," he said. He thrust something awkwardly at her. "Hyer," he said. "What is it?" she whispered. "Little bite of victuals. I bet you aint et since mawnin'." "No. Not then, even," she whispered. "You eat a little mite and you'll feel better," he said, poking the plate at her. "You set down hyer and eat a little bite wher wont nobody bother you. Durn them fellers." Temple leaned around the door, past his dim shape, her face wan as a small ghost in the refracted light from the dining-room. "Mrs.-Mrs. . . ." she whispered. "She's in the kitchen. Want me to go back there with you?" In the dining-room a chair scraped. Between blinks Tommy saw Temple in the path, her body slender and motionless for a moment as though waiting for some laggard part to catch up. Then she was gone like a shadow around the corner of the house. He stood in the door, the plate of food in his hand. Then he turned his head and looked down the hall just in time to see her flit across the darkness toward the kitchen. "Durn them fellers." He was standing there when the others returned to the porch. "He's got a plate of grub," Van said. "He's trying to get his with a plate full of ham." "Git my whut?" Tommy said. "Look here," Gowan said. Van struck the plate from Tommy's hand. He turned to Gowan. "Dont you like it?" "No," Gowan said, "I dont." "What are you going to do about it?" Van said. "Van," Goodwin said. "Do you think you're big enough to not like it?" Van said. "I am," Goodwin said. When Van went back to the kitchen Tommy followed him. He stopped at the door and heard Van in the kitchen. "Come for a walk, little bit," Van said. "Get out of here, Van," the woman said. "Come for a little walk," Van said. "I'm a good guy. Ruby'll tell you." "Get out of here, now," the woman said. "Do you want me to call Lee?" Van stood against the light, in a khaki shirt and breeches, a cigarette behind his ear against the smooth sweep of his blond hair. Beyond him Temple stood behind the chair 40 WILLIAM FAULKNER in which the woman sat at the table, her mouth open a little, her eyes quite black. When Tommy went back to the porch with the jug he said to Goodwin~ "Why don't them tellers quit pesterin' that gal?" "Who's pestering her?" "Van is. She's skeered. Whyn't they leave her be?" "It's none of your business. You keep out of it. You hear?" "Them fellers ought to quit pesterin' her," Tommy said. He squatted against the wall. They were drinking, passing the jug back and forth, talking. With the top of his mind he listened to them, to Van's gross and stupid tales of city life with rapt interest, guffawing now and then, drinking in his turn. Van and Gowan were doing the talking, and Tommy listened to them. "Them two's fixin' to have hit out with one another," he whispered to Goodwin in a chair beside him. "Hyear 'em?" They were talking quite loud; Goodwin moved swiftly and lightly from his chair, his feet striking the floor with light thuds; Tommy saw Van standing and Gowan holding himself erect by the back of his chair. "I never meant-" Van said. "Dont say it then," Goodwin said. Gowan said something. That durn feller, Tommy thought. Cant even talk no more. "Shut up, you," Goodwin said. "Think talk 'bout my-" Gowan said. He moved, swayed against the chair. It fell over. Gowan blundered into the wall. "By God, I'll-" Van said. 11-ginia gentleman; I don't give a-" Gowan said. Goodwin flung him aside with a backhanded blow of his arm, and grasped Van. Gowan fell against the wall. I . I When I say sit down, I mean it," Goodwin said. After that they were quiet for a while. Goodwin returned to his chair. They began to talk again, passing the jug, and Tommy listened. But soon he began to think about Temple again. He could feel his feet scouring on the floor and his whole body writhing in an acute discomfort. "They ought to let that gal alone," he whispered to Goodwin. "They ought to quit pesterin' her." "It's none of your business," Goodwin said. "Let every damned one of them . . ." "They ought to quit pesterin' her." Popeye came out the door. He lit a cigarette. Tommy watched his face flare out between his hands, his cheeks sucking; he followed with his eyes the small comet of the match into the weeds. Him too, he said. Two of 'em; his body writhing slowly. Pore little crittur. I be dawg ef I aint a mind to go down to the barn and stay there, I be dawg ef I aint. He SANCTUARY 41 rose, his feet making no sound on the porch. He stepped down into the path and went around the house. There was a light in the window there. Dont nobody never use in there, he said, stopping, then he said, That's where she'll be stayin', and he went to the window and looked in. The sash was down. Across a missing pane a sheet of rusted tin was nailed. Temple was sitting on the bed, her legs tucked under her, erect, her hands lying in her lap, her hat tilted on the back of her head. She looked quite small, her very attitude an outrage to muscle and tissue of more than seventeen and more compatible with eight or ten, her elbows close to her sides, her face turned toward the door against which a chair was wedged. There was nothing in the room save the bed, with its faded patchwork quilt, and the chair. The walls had been plastered once, but the plaster had cracked and fallen in places, exposing the lathing and molded shreds of cloth. On the wall hung a raincoat and a khaki-covered canteen. Temple's head began to move. It turned slowly, as if she were following the passage of someone beyond the wall. It turned on to an excruciating degree, though no other muscle moved, like one of those papier-mfich6 Easter toys filled with candy, and became motionless in that reverted position. Then it turned back, slowly, as though pacing invisible feet beyond the wall, back to the chair against the door and became motionless there for a moment. Then she faced forward and Tommy watched her take a tiny watch from the top of her stocking and look at it. With the watch in her hand she lifted her head and looked directly at him, her eyes calm and empty as two holes. After a while she looked down at the watch again and returned it to her stocking. She rose from the bed and removed her coat and stood motionless, arrowlike in her scant dress, her head bent, her hands clasped before her. She sat on the bed again. She sat with her legs close together, her head bent. She raised her head and looked about the room. Tommy could hear the voices from the dark porch. They rose again, then sank to the steady murmur. Temple sprang to her feet. She unfastened her dress, her arms arched thin and high, her shadow anticking her movements. In a single motion she was out of it, crouching a little, match-thin in her scant undergarments. Her head emerged facing the chair against the door. She hurled the dress away, her hand reaching for the coat. She scrabbled it up and swept it about her, pawing at the sleeves. Then, the coat clutched to her breast, she whirled and looked straight into Tommy's eyes and whirled and ran and flung herself upon the chair. "Durn them fellers," Tommy whispered, "durn them fellers." 42 WILLIAM FAULKNER He could hear them on the front porch and his body began to writhe slowly in an acute unhappiness. "Durn them fellers." When he looked into the room again Temple was moving toward him, holding the coat about her. She took the raincoat from the nail and put it on over her own coat and fastened it. She lifted the canteen down and returned to the bed. She laid the canteen on the bed and picked her dress up from the floor and brushed it with her hand and folded it carefully and laid it on the bed. Then she turned back the quilt, exposing the mattress. There was no linen, no pillow, and when she touched the mattress it gave forth a faint dry whisper of shucks. She removed her slippers and set them on the bed and got in beneath the quilt. Tommy could hear the mattress crackle. She didn't lie down at once. She sat upright, quite still, the hat tilted rakishly upon the back of her head. Then she moved the canteen, the dress and the slippers beside her head and drew the raincoat about her legs and lay down, drawing the quilt up, then she sat up and removed the hat and shook her hair out and laid the hat with the other garments and prepared to lie down again. Again she paused. She opened the raincoat and produced a compact from somewhere and, watching her motions in the tiny mirror, she spread and fluffed her hair with her fingers and powdered her face and replaced the compact and looked at the watch again and fastened the raincoat. She moved the garments one by one under the quilt and lay down and drew the quilt to her chin. The voices had got quiet for a moment and in the silence Tommy could hear a faint, steady chatter of the shucks inside the mattress where Temple lay, her hands crossed on her breast and her legs straight and close and decorous, like an effigy on an ancient tomb. The voices were still; he had completely forgot them until he heard Goodwin say "Stop it. Stop that!" A chair crashed over; he heard Goodwin's light thudding feet; the chair clattered along the porch as though it had been kicked aside, and crouching, his elbows out a little in squat, bear-Ue alertness, Tommy heard dry, light sounds like billiard balls. "Tommy," Goodwin said. When necessary he could move with that thick, lightninglike celerity of badgers or coons. He was around the house and on the porch in time to see Gowan slam into the wall and slump along it and plunge full length off the porch into the weeds, and Popeye in the door, his head thrust forward. "Grab him there!" Goodwin said. Tommy sprang upon Popeye in a sidling rush. SANCTUARY ' 43 "I got-hah!" he said as Popeye slashed savagely at his face; "you would, would you? Hole up hyer." Popeye ceased. "Jesus Christ. You let them sit around here all night, swilling that goddarn stuff; I told you. Jesus Christ." Goodwin and Van were a single shadow, locked and hushed and furious. "Let go!" Van shouted. "I'll kill . . ." Tommy sprang to them. They jammed Van against the wall and held him motionless. "Got him?" Goodwin said. "Yeuh. I got him. Hole up hyer. You done whupped him." "By God, I'll-" "Now, now; whut you want to kill him fer? You caint eat him, kin you? You want Mr. Popeye to start guttin' us all with that ere artermatic?" Then it was over, gone like a furious gust of black wind, leaving a peaceful vacuum in which they moved quietly about, lifting Gowan out of the weeds with low-spoken, amicable directions to one another. They carried him into the hall, where the woman stood, and to the door of the room where Temple was. "She's locked it," Van said. He struck the door, high. "Open the door," he shouted. "We're bringing you a customer." "Hush," Goodwin said. "There's no lock on it. Push it." "Sure," Van said; "I'll push it." He kicked it. The chair buckled and sprang into the room. Van banged the door open and they entered, carrying Gowan's legs. Van kicked the chair across the room. Then he saw Temple standing in the corner behind the bed. His hair was broken about his face, long as a girl's. He flung it back with a toss of his head. His chin was bloody and he deliberately spat blood onto the floor. "Go on," Goodwin said, carrying Gowan's shoulders, "put him on the bed." They swung Gowan onto the bed. His bloody head lolled over the edge. Van jerked him over and slammed him onto the mattress. He groaned, lifting his hand. Van struck him across the face with his palm. "Lie still, you-" "Let be," Goodwin said. He caught Van's hand. For an instant they glared at one another. "I said, Let be," Goodwin said. "Get out of here." "Got proteck . . ." Gowan mutteredgirl. 'Ginia gem . . . gernman got proteck . - ." "Get out of here, now," Goodwin said. The woman stood in the door beside Tommy, her back 44 WILLIAM FAULKNER against the door frame. Beneath a cheap coat her night-dress dropped to her feet. Van lifted Temple's dress from the bed. "Van," Goodwin said. "I said get out." "I heard you," Van said. He shook the dress out. Then he looked at Temple in the corner, her arms crossed, her hands clutching her shoulders. Goodwin moved toward Van. He dropped the dress and went around the bed. Popeye came in the door, a cigarette in his fingers. Beside the woman Tommy drew his breath hissing through his ragged teeth. He saw Van take hold of the raincoat upon Temple's breast and rip it open. Then Goodwin sprang between them; he saw Van duck, whirling, and Temple fumbling at the torn raincoat. Van and Goodwin were now in the middle of the floor, swinging at one another, then he was watching Popeye walking toward Temple. With the corner of his eye he saw Van lying on the floor and Goodwin standing over him, stooped a little, watching Popeye's back. "Popeye," Goodwin said. Popeye went on, the cigarette trailing back over his shoulder, his head turned a little as though he were not looking where he was going, the cigarette slanted as though his mouth were somewhere under the turn of his jaw. "Don't touch her," Goodwin said. Popeye stopped before Temple, his face turned a little aside. His right hand lay in his coat pocket. Beneath the raincoat on Temple's breast Tommy could see the movement of the other hand, communicating a shadow of movement to the coat. "Take your hand away," Goodwin said. "Move it." Popeye moved his hand. He turned, his hands in his coat pockets, looking at Goodwin. He crossed the room, watching Goodwin. Then he turned his back on him and went out the door. "Here, Tommy," Goodwin said quietly, "grab hold of this." They lifted Van and carried him out. The woman stepped aside. She leaned against the wall, holding her coat together. Across the room Temple stood crouched into the comer, fumbling at the torn raincoat. Gowan began to snore. Goodwin returned. "You'd better go back to bed," he said. The woman didn't move. He put his hand on her shoulder. "Ruby. 11 "While you finish the trick Van started and you wouldn't let him finish? You poor fool. You poor fool." "Come on, now," he said, his hand on her shoulder. "Go back to bed." "But dont come back. Dont bother to come back. I wont be there. You owe me nothing. Dont think you do." Goodwin took her wrists and drew them steadily apart. SANCTUARY 45 Slowly and steadily he carried her hands around behind her and held them in one of his. With the other hand he opened the coat. The nightdress was of faded pink crepe, lacetrimmed, laundered and laundered until, like the garment on the wire, the lace was a fibrous mass. "Hah," he said. "Dressed for company." "Whose fault is it if this is the only one I have? Whose fault is it? Not mine. I've given them away to nigger maids after one night. But do you think any nigger would take this and not laugh in my face?" He let the coat fall to. He released her hands and she drew the coat together. With his hand on her shoulder he began to push her toward the door. "Go on," he said. Her shoulder gave. It alone moved, her body turning on her hips, her face reverted, watching him. "Go on," he said. But her torso alone turned, her hips and head still touching the wall. He turned and crossed the room and went swiftly around the bed and caught Temple by the front of the raincoat with one hand. He began to shake her. Holding her up by the gathered wad of coat he shook her, her small body clattering soundlessly inside the loose garment, her shoulders and thighs thumping against the wall. "You little fool!" he said. "You little fool!" Her eyes were quite wide, almost black, the lamplight on her face and two tiny reflections of his face in her pupils like peas in two inkwells. He released her. She began to sink to the floor, the raincoat rustling about her. He caught her up and began to shake her again, looking over his shoulder at the woman. "Get the lamp," he said. The woman did not move. Her head was bent a little; she appeared to muse upon them. Goodwin swept his other arm under Temple's knees. She felt herself swooping, then she was lying on the bed beside Gowan, on her back, jouncing to the dying chatter of the shucks. She watched him cross the room and lift the lamp from the mantel. The woman had turned her head, following him also, her face sharpening out of the approaching lamp in profile. "Go on," he said. She turned, her face turning into shadow, the lamp now on her back and on his hand on her shoulder. His shadow blotted the room completely; his arm in silhouette back-reaching, drew to the door. Gowan snored, each respiration choking to a huddle fall, as though he would never breathe again. Tommy was outside the door, in the hall. "They gone down to the truck yet?" Goodwin said. "Not yit," Tommy said. "Better go and see about it," Goodwin said. They went on. Tommy watched them enter another door. Then he went to the kitchen, silent on his bare feet, his neck craned a little 46 WILLIAM FAULKNER with listening. In the kitchen Popeye sat, straddling a chair, smoking. Van stood at the table, before a fragment of mirror, combing his hair with a pocket comb. Upon the table lay a damp, blood-stained cloth and a burning cigarette. Tommy squatted outside the door, in the darkness. He was there when Goodwin came out with the raincoat. Goodwin critered the kitchen without seeing him. "Where's Tommy?" he said. Tommy heard Popeye say something, then Goodwin emerged with Van following him, the raincoat on his arm now. "Come on, now," Goodwin said. "Let's get that stuff out of here." Tommy's pale eyes began to glow faintly, like those of a cat. The woman could see them in the darkness when he crept into the room after Popeye, and while Popeye stood over the bed where Temple lay. They glowed suddenly out of the darkness at her, then they went away and she could hear him breathing beside her; again they glowed up at her with a quality furious and questioning and sad and went away again and he crept behind Popeye from the room. He saw Popeye return to the kitchen, but he did not follow at once. He stopped at the hall door and squatted there. His body began to writhe again in shocked indecision, his bare feet whispering on the floor with a faint, rocking movement as he swayed from side to side, his hands wringing slowly against his flanks. And Lee too, he said. And Lee too. Durn them fellers. Durn them fellers. Twice he stole along the porch until he could see the shadow of Popeye's hat on the kitchen floor, then returned to the hall and the door beyond which Temple lay and where Gowan snored. The third time he smelled Popeye's cigarette. Ef he'll jest keep that up, he said. And Lee too, he said, rocking from side to side in a dull, excruciating agony, And Lee too. When Goodwin came up the slope and onto the back porch Tommy was squatting just outside the door again. "What in hell . . ." Goodwin said. "Why didn't you come on? I've been looking for you for ten minutes." He glared at Tommy, then he looked into the kitchen. "You ready?" he said. Popeye came to the door. Goodwin looked at Tommy again. "What have you been doing?" Popeye looked at Tommy. Tommy stood now, rubbing his instep with the other foot, looking at Popeye. "What're you doing here?" Popeye said. "Aint doin nothin," Tommy said. "Are you following me around?" "I aint trailin nobody," Tommy said sullenly. "Well, dont, then," Popeye said. "Come on," Goodwin said. "Van's waiting." They went on. SANCTUARY 47 Tommy followed them. Once he looked back at the house, then he shambled on behind them. From time to time he would feel that acute surge go over him, like his blood was too hot all of a sudden, dying away into that warm unhappy feeling that fiddle music gave them. Durn them fellers, he whispered, Durn them fellers. ix THE ROOM WAS DARK. THE WOMAN STOOD INSIDE THE DOOR, against the wall, in the cheap coat, the lace-trimmed crepe nightgown, just inside the lockless door. She could hear Gowan snoring in the bed, and the other men moving about, on the porch and in the hall and in the kitchen, talking, their voices indistinguishable through the door. After a while they got quiet. Then she could hear nothing at all save Gowan as he choked and snored and moaned through his battered nose and face. She heard the door open. The man came in, without trying to be silent. He entered, passing within a foot of her. She knew it was Goodwin before he spoke. He went to the bed. "I want the raincoat," he said. "Sit up and take it off." The woman could hear the shucks in the mattress as Temple sat up and Goodwin took the raincoat off of her. He returned across the floor and went out. She stood just inside the door. She could tell all of them by the way they breathed. Then, without having heard, felt, the door open, she began to smell something: the brilliantine which Popeye used on his hair. She did not see Popeye at all when he entered and passed her; she did not know he had entered yet; she was waiting for him; until Tommy entered, following Popeye. Tommy crept into the room, also soundless; she would have been no more aware of his entrance than of Popeye's, if it hadn't been for his eyes. They glowed, breast-high, with a profound interrogation, then they disappeared and the woman could then feel him, squatting beside her; she knew that he too was looking toward the bed over which Popeye stood in the darkness, upon which Temple and Gowan lay, with Gowan snoring and choking and snoring. The woman stood just inside the door. She could hear no sound from the shucks, so she remained motionless beside the door, with Tommy squatting beside her, his face toward the invisible bed. Then she smelled the brilliantine again. Or rather, she felt Tommy move from beside her, without a sound, as though the stealthy evacuation of his position blew soft and cold upon her in the black silence; without seeing or hearing him, she knew that he had crept 48 WILLIAM FAULKNER again from the room, following Popeye. She heard them go down the hall; the last sound died out of the house. She went to the bed. Temple did not move until the woman touched her. Then she began to struggle. The woman found Temple's mouth and put her hand over it, though Temple had not attempted to scream. She lay on the shuck mattress, turning and thrashing her body from side to side, rolling her head, holding the coat together across her breast but making no sound. "You fool!" the woman said in a thin, fierce whisper. "It's me. It's just me." Temple ceased to roll her head, but she still thrashed from side to side beneath the woman's hand. "I'll tell my fatherl" she said. "I'll tell my father!" The woman held her. "Get up," she said. Temple ceased to struggle. She lay still, rigid. The woman could hear her wild breathing. "Will you get up and walk quiet?" the woman said. "Yes!" Temple said. "Will you get me out of here? Will you? Will you?" "Yes," the woman said. "Get up." Temple got up, the shucks whispering. In the further darkness Gowan snored, savage and profound. At first Temple couldn't stand alone. The woman held her up. "Stop it," the woman said. "You've got to stop it. You've got to be quiet." "I want my clothes," Temple whispered. "I haven't got anything on but . . ." "Do you want your clothes," the woman said, "or do you want to get out of here?" "Yes," Temple said. "Anything. If you'll just get me out of here." On their bare feet they moved like ghosts. They left the house and crossed the porch and went on toward the barn. When they were about fifty yards from the house the woman stopped and turned and jerked Temple up to her, and gripping her by the shoulders, their faces close together, she cursed Temple in a whisper, a sound no louder than a sigh and filled with fury. Then she flung her away and they went on. They entered the hallway. It was pitch black. Temple heard the woman fumbling at the wall. A door creaked open; the woman took her arm and guided her up a single step into a floored room where she could feel walls and smell a faint, dusty odor of grain, and closed the door behind them. As she did so something rushed invisibly nearby in a scurrying scrabble, a dying whisper of fairy feet. Temple whirled, treading on something that rolled under her foot, and sprang toward the woman. "It's just a rat," the woman said, but Temple hurled herself SANCTUARY 49 upon the other, Ilinging her arms about her, trying to snatch both feet from the floor. "A rat?" she wailed, "a rat? Open the door! Quick!" "Stop it! Stop it!" the woman hissed. She held Temple until she ceased. They they knelt side by side against the wall. After a while the woman whispered: "There's some cottonseed-hulls over there. You can lie down." Temple didn't answer. She crouched against the woman, shaking slowly, and they squatted there in the black darkness, against the wall. X WHILE THE WOMAN WAS COOKING BREAKFAST, THE CHILD still-or already-asleep in the box behind the stove, she heard a blundering sound approaching across the porch and stop at the door. When she looked around she saw the wild and battered and bloody apparition which she recognized as Gowan. His face, beneath a two days' stubble, was marked, his lip cut. One eye was closed and the front of his shirt and coat were blood-stained to the waist. Through his swollen and stiffened lips he was trying to say something. At first the woman could not understand a word. "Go and bathe your face," she said. "Wait. Come in here and sit down. I'll get the basin." He looked at her, trying to talk. "Oh," the woman said. "She's all right. She's down there in the crib, asleep." She had to repeat it three or four times, patiently. "In the crib, Asleep. I stayed with her until daylight. Go wash your face, now!" Gowan got a little calmer then. He began to talk about getting a car. "The nearest one is at Tull's, two miles away," the woman said. "Wash your face and eat some breakfast." Gowan entered the kitchen, talking about getting the car. "I'll get it and take her on back to school. One of the other girls will slip her in. It'll be all right then. Dent you think it'll be all right then?" He came to the table and took a cigarette from the pack and tried to light it with his shaking hands. He had trouble putting it into his mouth, and he could not light it at all until the woman came and held the match. But he took but one draw, then he stood, holding the cigarette in his hand, looking at it with his one good eye in a kind of dull amazement, lie threw the cigarette away and turned toward the door, staggering and catching himself. "Go get car," he said. "Get something to eat first," the woman said. "Maybe a cup of coffee will help you." 50 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Go get car," Gowan said. When he crossed the porch he paused long enough to splash some water upon his face, without helping his appearance much. When he left the house he was still groggy and he thought that he was still drunk. He could remember only vaguely what had happened. He had got Van and the wreck confused and he did not know that he had been knocked out twice. He only remembered that he had passed out some time early in the night, and he thought that he was still drunk. But when he reached the wrecked car and saw the path and followed it to the spring and drank of the cold water, he found that it was a drink he wanted, and he knelt there, bathing his face in the cold water and trying to examine his reflection in the broken surface, whispering Jesus Christ to himself in a kind of despair. He thought about returning to the house for a drink, then he thought of having to face Temple, the men; of Temple there among them. When he reached the highroad the sun was well up, warm. I'll get cleaned up some, he said. And coming back with a car. I'll decide what to say to her on the way to town; thinking of Temple returning among people who knew him, who might know him. I passed out twice, he said. I passed out twice. Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ he whispered, his body writhing inside his disreputable and bloody clothes in an agony of rage and shame. His head began to clear with air and motion, but as he began to feel better physically the blackness of the future increased. Town, the world, began to appear as a black cul-desac; a place in which he must walk forever more, his whole body cringing and flinching from whispering eyes when he had passed, and when in midmorning he reached the house he sought, the prospect of facing Temple again was more than he could bear. So he engaged the car and directed the man and paid him and went on. A little later a car going in the opposite direction stopped and picked him up. X1 TEmPLE WAKED LYING IN A TIGHT BALL, WITH NARROW BARS of sunlight falling across her face like the tines of a golden fork, and while the stiffened blood trickled and tingled through her cramped muscles she lay gazing quietly up at the ceiling. Like the walls, it was of rough planks crudely laid, each plank separated from the next by a thin line of blackness; in the corner a square opening above a ladder gave into a gloomy loft shot with thin pencils of sun also. From nails in the walls broken bits 'of desiccated harness hung, and she lay plucking SANCTUARY 51 tentatively at the substance in which she lay. She gathered a handful of it and lifted her head, and saw within her fallen coat naked flesh between brassiere and knickers and knickers and stockings. Then she remembered the rat and scrambled up and sprang to the door, clawing at it, still clutching the fist full of cottonseed-hulls, her face puffed with the hard slumber of seventeen. She had expected the door to be locked and for a time she could not pull it open, her numb hands scoring at the undressed planks until she could hear her finger nails. It swung back and she sprang out. At once she sprang back into the crib and banged the door to. The blind man was coming down the slope at a scuffling trot, tapping ahead with the stick, the other hand at his waist, clutching a wad of his trousers. He passed the crib with his braces dangling about his hips, his gymnasium shoes scuffing in the dry chaff of the hallway, and passed from view, the stick rattling lightly along the rank of empty stalls. Temple crouched against the door, clutching her coat about her. She could hear him back there in one of the stalls. She opened the door and peered out, at the house in the bright May sunshine, the sabbath peace, and she thought about the girls and men leaving the dormitories in their new Spring clothes, strolling along the shaded streets toward the cool, unhurried sound of bells. She lifted her foot and examined the soiled sole of her stocking, brushing at it with her palm, then at the other one. The blind man's stick clattered again. She jerked her head back and closed the door to a crack and watched him pass, slower now, hunching his braces onto his shoulders. He mounted the slope and entered the house. Then she opened the door and stepped gingerly down. She walked swiftly to the house, her stockinged feet flinching and cringing from the rough earth, watching the house. She mounted to the porch and entered the kitchen and stopped, listening into the silence. The stove was cold. Upon it the blackened coffee-pot sat, and a soiled skillet; upon the table soiled dishes were piled at random. I haven't eaten since . . . since . . . Yesterday was one day, she thought, but I didn't eat then. I haven't eaten since . . . and that night was the dance, and I didn't eat any supper. I haven't eaten since dinner Friday, she thought. And now it's Sunday, thinking about the bells in cool steeples against the blue, and pigeons crooning about the belfries like echoes of the organ's bass. She returned to the door and peered out. Then she emerged, clutching the coat about her. She entered the house and sped up the hall. The sun lay 52 WILLIAM FAULKNER now on the front porch and she ran with a craning motion of her head, watching the patch of sun framed in the door. It was empty. She reached the door to the right of the entrance and opened it and sprang into the room and shut the door and leaned her back against it. The bed was empty. A faded patchwork quilt was wadded across it. A khaki-covered canteen and one slipper lay on the bed. On the floor her dress and hat lay. She picked up the dress and hat and tried to brush them with her hand and with the corner of her coat. Then she sought the other slipper, moving the quilt, stooping to look under the bed. At last she found it in the fireplace, in a litter of wood ashes between an iron fire-dog and an overturned stack of bricks, lying on its side, half full of ashes, as though it had been flung or kicked there. She emptied it and wiped it on her coat and laid it on the bed and took the canteen and hung it on a nail in the wall. It bore the letters U S and a blurred number in black stencil. Then she removed the coat and dressed. Long legged, thin armed, with high small buttocks-a small childish figure no longer quite a child, not yet quite a woman -she moved swiftly, smoothing her stockings and writhing into her scant, narrow dress. Now I can stand anything, she thought quietly, with a kind of dull, spent astonishment; I can stand just anything. From the top of one stocking she removed a watch on a broken black ribbon. Nine o'clock. With her fingers she combed her matted curls, combing out three or four cottonseed-hulls. She took up the coat and hat and listened again at the door. She returned to the back porch. In the basin was a residue of dirty water. She rinsed it and filled it and bathed her face. A soiled towel hung from a nail. She used it gingerly, then she took a compact from her coat and was using it when she found the woman watching her in the kitchen door. "Good morning," Temple said. The woman held the child on her hip. It was asleep. "Hello, baby," Temple said, stooping; "you wan s'eep all day? Look at Temple." They entered the kitchen. The woman poured coffee into a cup. "It's cold, I expect," she said. "Unless you want to make up a fire." From the oven she took a pan of bread. "No," Temple said, sipping the lukewarm coffee, feeling her insides move in small, tickling clots, like loose shot. "I'm not hungry. I haven't eaten in two days, but I'm not hungry. Isn't that funny? I haven't eaten in . . ." She looked at the woman's back with a fixed placative grimace. "You haven't got a bathroom, have you?" "What?" the woman said. She looked at Temple across SANCTUARY 53 her shoulder while Temple stared at her with that grimace of cringing and placative assurance. From a shelf the woman took a mail-order catalogue and tore out a few leaves and handed them to Temple. "You'll have to go to the barn, like we do." "Will IT' Temple said, holding the paper. "The barn." "They're all gone," the woman said. "They wont be back this morning." "Yes," Temple said. "The barn." "Yes; the barn," the woman said. "Unless you're too pure to have to." "Yes," Temple said. She looked out the door, across the weed-choked clearing. Between the sombre spacing of the cedars the orchard lay bright in the sunlight. She donned the coat and hat and went toward the barn, the torn leaves in her hand, splotched over with small cuts of clothes-pins and patent wringers and washing-powder, and entered the hallway. She stopped, folding and folding the sheets, then she went on, with swift, cringing glances at the empty stalls. She walked right through the barn. It was open at the back, upon a mass of jimson weed in savage white-and-lavender bloom. She walked on into the sunlight again, into the weeds. Then she began to run, snatching her feet up almost before they touched the earth, the weeds slashing at her with huge, moist, malodorous blossoms. She stooped and twisted through a fence of sagging rusty wire and ran downhill among trees. At the bottom of the hill a narrow scar of sand divided the two slopes of a small valley, winding in a series of dazzling splotches where the sun found it. Temple stood in the sand, listening to the birds among the sunshot leaves, listening, looking about. She followed the dry runlet to where a jutting shoulder formed a nook matted with bricrs. Among the new green last year's dead leaves from the branches overhead clung, not yet fallen to earth. She stood here for a while, folding and folding the sheets in her fingers, in a kind of despair. When she rose she saw, upon the glittering mass of leaves along the crest of the ditch, the squatting outline of a man. For an instant she stood and watched herself run out of her body, out of one slipper. She watched her legs twinkle against the sand, through the flecks of sunlight, for several yards, then whirl and run back and snatch up the slipper and whirl and run again. When she caught a glimpse of the house she was opposite the front porch. The blind man sat in a chair, his face lifted into the sun. At the edge of the woods she stopped and put on the slipper. She crossed the ruined lawn and sprang onto the porch and ran down the hall. When she reached the back 54 WILLIAM FAULKNER porch she saw a man in the door of the barn, looking toward the house. She crossed the porch in two strides and entered the kitchen, where the woman sat at the table, smoking, the child on her lap. "He was watching me!" Temple said. "He was watching me all the time!" She leaned beside the door, peering out, then she came to the woman, her face small and pale, her eyes like holes burned with a cigar, and laid her hand on the cold stove. "Who was?" the woman said. "Yes," Temple said. "He was there in the bushes, watching me all the time." She looked toward the door, then back at the woman, and saw her hand lying on the stove. She snatched it up with a wailing shriek, clapping it against her mouth, and turned and ran toward the door. The woman caught her arm, still carrying the child on the other, and Temple sprang back into the kitchen. Goodwin was coming toward the house. He looked once at them and went on into the hall. Temple began to struggle. "Let go," she whispered, "let go! Let go!" She surged and plunged, grinding the woman's hand against the door jamb until she was free. She sprang from the porch and ran toward the barn and into the hallway and climbed the ladder and scrambled through the trap and to her feet again, running toward the pile of rotting hay. Then suddenly she ran upside down in a rushing interval; she could see her legs still running in space, and she struck lightly and solidly on her back and lay still, staring up at an oblong yawn that closed with a clattering vibration of loose planks. Faint dust sifted down across the bars of sunlight. Her hand moved in the substance in which she lay, then she remembered the rat a second time. Her whole body surged in an involuted spurning movement that brought her to her feet in the loose hulls, so that she flung her hands out and caught herself upright, a hand on either angle of the corner, her face not twelve inches from the cross beam on which the rat crouched. For an instant they stared eye to eye, then its eyes glowed suddenly like two tiny electric bulbs and it leaped at her head just as she sprang backward, treading again on something that rolled under her foot. She fell toward the opposite corner, on her face in the hulls and a few scattered corn-cobs gnawed bone-clean. Something thudded against the wall and struck her hand in ricochet. The rat was in that corner now, on the floor. Again their faces were not twelve inches apart, the rat's eyes glowing and fading as though worked by lungs. Then it stood erect, its back to the corner, its forepaws curled against its chest, and began to .%aueak at her in tiny plaintive gasps. She backed away on SANCTUARY 55 hands and knees, watching it. Then she got to her feet and sprang at the door, hammering at it, watching the rat over her shoulder, her body arched against the door, rasping at the planks with her bare hands. XH DIE WOMAN STOOD IN THE KITCHEN DOOR, HOLDING THE child, until Goodwin emerged from the house. The lobes of his nostrils were quite white against his brown face, and she said: "God, are you drunk too?" He came along the porch. "She's not here," the woman said. "You can't find her." He brushed past her, trailing a reek of whiskv. She turned, watching him. He looked swiftly about the kitchen, then he turned and looked at her standing in the door, blocking it. "You wont find her," she said. "She's gone." He came toward her, lifting his arm. "Dont put your hand on me," she said. He gripped her arm, slowly. His eyes were a little bloodshot. The lobes of his nostrils looked like wax. "Take your hand off me," she said. "Take it off." Slowly he drew her out of the door. She began to curse him. "Do you think you can? Do you think I'll let you? Or any other little slut?" Motionless, facing one another like the first position of a dance, they stood in a mounting terrific muscular hiatus. With scarce any movement at all he flung her aside in a complete revolution that fetched her up against the table, her arm flung back for balance, her body bent and her hand fumbling behind her among the soiled dishes, watching him across the inert body of the child. He walked toward her. "Stand back," she said, lifting her hand slightly, bringing the butcher knife into view. "Stand back." He came steadily toward her, then she struck at him with the knife. He caught her wrist. She began to struggle. He plucked the child from her and laid it on the table and caught her other hand as it flicked at his face, and holding both wrists in one hand, he slapped her. It made a dry, flat sound. He slapped her again, first on one cheek, then the other, rocking her head from side to side. "That's what I do to them," he said, slapping her. "See?" He released her. She stumbled backward against the table and caught up the child and half crouched between the table and the wall, watching him as he turned and left the room. She knelt in the comer, holding the child. It had not stirred. She laid her palm first on one cheek, then on the other. She rose and laid the child in the box and took a sunbonnet from a nail and put it on. From another nail she took a coat trimmed 56 WILLIAM FAULKNER with what had once been white fur, and took up the child and left the room. Tommy was standing in the barn, beside the crib, looking toward the house. The old man sat on the front porch, in the sun. She went down the steps and followed the path to the road and went on without looking back. When she came to the tree and the wrecked car she turned from the road, into a path. After a hundred yards or so she reached the spring and sat down beside it, the child on her lap and the hem of her skirt turned back over its sleeping face. Popeye came out of the bushes, walking gingerly in his muddy shoes, and stood looking down at her across the spring. His hand flicked to his coat and be fretted and twisted a cigarette and put it into his mouth and snapped a match with his thumb. "Jesus Christ," he said, "I told him about letting them sit around all night, swilling that goddarn stuff. There ought to be a law." He looked away in the direction in which the house lay. Then he looked at the woman, at the top of her sunbonnet, "Goofy house," he said. "That's what it is. It's not four days ago I find a bastard squatting here, asking me if I read books. Like he would jump me with a book or something. Take me for a ride with the telephone directory." Again he looked off toward the house, jerking his neck forth as if his collar were too tight. He looked down at the top of her sun- bonnet. "I'm going to town, see?" he said. "I'm clearing out. I've got enough of this." She did not look up. She adjusted the hem of the skirt above the child's face. Popeye went on, with light, finicking sounds in the underbrush. Then they ceased. Somewhere in the swamp a bird sang. Before he reached the house Popeye left the road and followed a wooded slope. When he emerged he saw Goodwin standing behind a tree in the orchard, looking toward the barn. Popeye stopped at the edge of the wood and looked at Goodwin's back. He put another cigarette into his mouth and thrust his fingers into his vest. He went on across the orchard, walking gingerly. Goodwin heard him and looked over his shoulder. Popeye took a match from his vest, flicked it into flame and lit the cigarette. Goodwin looked toward the barn again; Popeye stood at his shoulder, looking toward the barn. "Who's down there?" he said. Goodwin said nothing. Popeye jetted smoke from his nostrils. "I'm clearing out," he said. Goodwin said nothing, watching the barn. "I said I'm getting out of here," Popeye said. Without turning his head Goodwin cursed him. Popeye smoked quietly, the cigarette wreathing across his still, soft, black gaze. Then he turned and went toward the house. The old man sat in the sun. Popeye did not SANCTUARY 57 enter the house. Instead he went on across the lawn and into the cedars until he was hidden from the house. Then he turned and crossed the garden and the weed-choked lot and entered the barn from the rear. Tommy squatted on his heels beside the crib door, looking toward the house. Popeye looked at him a while, smoking. Then he snapped the cigarette away and entered a stall quietly. Above the manger was a wooden rack for hay, just under an opening in the loft floor. Popeye climbed the rack and drew himself silently into the loft, his tight coat strained into thin ridges across his narrow shoulders and back. x1n Tommy WAS STANDING IN THE HALLWAY OF THE BARN WHEN Temple at last got the door of the crib open. When she recognised him she was half spun, leaping back, then she whirled and ran toward him and sprang down, clutching his arm. Then she saw Goodwin standing in the back door of the house and she whirled and leaped back into the crib and leaned her head around the door, her voice making a thin eeeeeeeeeeeee sound like bubbles in a bottle. She leaned there, scrabbling her hands on the door, trying to pull it to, hearing Tommy's voice. . . . Lee says hit wont hurt you none. All you got to do is lay down . . ." It was a dry sort of sound, not in her consciousness at all, nor his pale eyes beneath the shaggy thatch. She leaned in the door, wailing, trying to shut it. Then she felt his hand clumsily on her thigh . ... . . says hit wont hurt you none. All you got to do is . . ." She looked at him, his diffident, hard hand on her hip. "Yes," she said, "all right. Dont you let him in here." "You mean fer me not to let none of them in hyer?" "All right. I'm not scared of rats. You stay there and dont let him in." "All right. I'll fix hit so caint nobody git to you. I'll be right hyer." "All right. Shut the door. Dont let him in here." "All right." He shut the door. She leaned in it, looking toward the house. He pushed her back so he could close the door. 'Hit aint goin' to hurt you none, Lee says. All you got to do is lay down." "All right. I will. Dont you let him in here." The door closed. She heard him drive the hasp to. Then he shook the door. "Hit's fastened," he said. "Caint nobody git to you now. I'll be right hyer." 58 WILLIAM FAULKNER He squatted on his heels in the chaff, looking at the house. After a while he saw Goodwin come to the back door and look toward him, and squatting, clasping his knees, Tommy's eyes glowed again, the pale irises appearing for an instant to spin on the pupils like tiny wheels. He squatted there, his lip lifted a little, until Goodwin went back into the house. Then he sighed, expelling his breath, and he looked at the blank door of the crib and again his eyes glowed with a diffident, groping, hungry fire and he began to rub his hands slowly on his shanks, rocking a little from side to side. Then he ceased, became rigid, and watched Goodwin move swiftly across the corner of the house and into the cedars. He squatted rigid, his lip lifted a little upon his ragged teeth. Sitting in the cottonseed-hulls, in the litter of gnawed corncobs, Temple lifted her head suddenly toward the trap at the top of the ladder. She heard Popeye cross the floor of the loft, then his foot appeared, groping gingerly for the step. He descended, watching her over his shoulder. She sat quite motionless, her mouth open a little. He stood looking at her. He began to thrust his chin out in a series of jerks, as though his collar were too tight. He lifted his elbows and brushed them with his palm, and the skirt of his coat, then he crossed her field of vision, moving without a sound, his hand in his coat pocket. He tried the door. Then he shook it. "Open the door," he said. There was no sound. Then Tommy whispered: "Who's that?" "Open the door," Popeye said. The door opened. Tommy looked at Popeye. He blinked. "I didn't know you was in hyer," he said. He made to look past Popeye, into the crib. Popeye laid his hand flat on Tommy's face and thrust him back and leaned past him and looked up at the house. Then he looked at Tommy. "Didn't I tell you about following me?" "I wasn't following you," Tommy said. "I was watching him," jerking his head toward the house. "Watch him, then," Popeye said. Tommy turned his head and looked toward the house and Popeye drew his hand from his coat pocket. To Temple, sitting in the cottonseed-hulls and the corncobs, the sound was no louder than the striking of a match: a short, minor sound shutting down upon thp scene, the instant, with a profound finality, completely isolating it, and she sat there, her legs straight before her, her hands limp and palm-up on her lap, looking at Popeye's tight back and the ridges of his coat across the shoulders as he leaned out the SANCTUARY 59 door, the pistol behind him, against his flank, wisping thinly along his leg. He turned and looked at her. He waggled the pistol slightly and put it back in his coat, then he walked toward her. Moving, he made no sound at all; the released door yawned and clapped against the jamb, but it made no sound either; it was as though sound and silence had become inverted. She could bear silence in a thick rustling as he moved toward her through it, thrusting it aside, and she began to say Something is going to happen to me. She was saying it to the old man with the yellow clots for eyes. "Something is happening to me!" she screamed at him, sitting in his chair in the sunlight, his hands crossed on the top of the stick. "I told you it was!" she screamed, voiding the words like hot silent bubbles into the bright silence about them until he turned his head and the two phlegm-clots above her where she lay tossing and thrashing on the rough, sunny boards. "I told you! I told you all the time!" x1v WHILE SHE WAS SITTING BESIDE THE SPRING, WITH THE SLEEPing child upon her knees, the woman discovered that she had forgot its bottle. She sat there for about an hour after Popeye left her. Then she returned to the road and turned back toward the house. When she was about halfway back to the house, carrying the child in her arms, Popeye's car passed her. She heard it coming and she got out of the road and stood there and watched it come dropping down the hill. Temple and Popeye were in it. Popeye did not make any sign, though Temple looked full at the woman. From beneath her hat Temple looked the woman full in the face, without any sign of recognition whatever. The face did not turn, the eyes did not wake; to the woman beside the road it was like a small, dead-colored mask drawn past her on a string and then away. The car went on, lurching and jolting in the ruts. The woman went on to the house. The blind man was sitting on the front porch, in the sun. When she entered the hall, she was walking fast. She was not aware of the child's thin weight. She found Goodwin in their bedroom. He was in the act of putting on a frayed tie; looking at him, she saw that he had just shaved. "Yes," she said. "What is it? What is it?" "I've got to walk up to Tull's and telephone for the sheriff," he said. "The sheriff," she said. "Yes. All right." She came to the 60 WILLIAM FAULKNER bed and laid the child carefully down. "To Tull's," she said. "Yes. He's got a phone." "You'll have to cook," Goodwin said. "There's Pap." "You can give him some cold bread. He wont mind. There's some left in the stove. He wont mind." "I'll go," Goodwin said. "You stay here." "To Tull's," she said. "All right." Tull was the man at whose house Gowan had found a car. It was two miles away. Tull's family was at dinner. They asked her to stop. "I just want to use the telephone," she said. The telephone was in the dining-room, where they were eating. She called, with them sitting about the table. She didn't know the number. "The Sheriff," she said patiently into the mouthpiece. Then she got the sheriff, with Tull's family sitting about the table, about the Sunday dinner. "A dead man. You pass Mr. Tull's about a mile and turn off to the right. . . . Yes, the Old Frenchman place. Yes. This is Mrs. Goodwin talking. . . . Goodwin. Yes." xv BENBOW REACHED HIS SISTER'S HOME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE afternoon. It was four miles from town, Jefferson. He and his sister were born in Jefferson, seven years apart, in a house which they still owned, though his sister had wanted to sell the house when Benbow married the divorced wife of a man named Mitchell and moved to Kinston. Benbow would not agree to sell, though he had built a new bunaglow in Kinston on borrowed money upon which he was still paying interest. When he arrived, there was no one about. He entered the house and he was sitting in the dim parlor behind the closed blinds, when he heard his sister come down the stairs, still unaware of his arrival. He made no sound. She had almost crossed the parlor door and vanished when she paused and looked full at him, without outward surprise, with that serene and stupid impregnability of heroic statuary; she was in white. "Oh, Horace," she said. He did not rise. He sat with something of the air of a guilty small boy. "How did you-" he said. "Did Belle-" "Of course. She wired me Saturday. That you had left, and if you came here, to tell you that she had gone back home to Kentucky and had sent for Little Belle." "Ah, damnation," Benbow said. "Why?" his sister said. "You want to leave home yourself, but you dont want her to leave." He stayed at his sister's two days. She had never been given to talking, living a life of serene vegetation like perpetual corn SANCTUARY 61 or wheat in a sheltered garden instead of a field, and during those two days she came and went about the house with an air of tranquil and faintly ludicrous tragic disapproval. After supper they sat in Miss Jenny's room, where Narcissa would read the Memphis paper before taking the boy off to bed. When she went out of the room, Miss Jenny looked at Benbow. "Go back home, Horace," she said. "Not to Kinston," Benbow said. "I hadn't intended to stay here, anyway. It wasn't Narcissa I was running to. I haven't quit one woman to run to the skirts of another." "If you keep on telling yourself that you may believe it, someday," Miss Jenny said. "Then what'll you do?" "You're right," Benbow said. "Then I'd have to stay at home." His sister returned. She entered the room with a definite air. "Now for it," Benbow said. His sister had not spoken directly to him all day. "What are you going to do, Horace?" she said. "You must have business of some sort there in Kinston that should be attended to." "Even Horace must have," Miss Jenny said. "What I want to know is, why he left. Did you find a man under the bed, Horace?" "No such luck," Benbow said. "It was Friday, and all of a sudden I knew that I could not go to the station and get that box of shrimp and-" "But you have been doing that for ten years," his sister said. "I know. That's how I know that I will never learn to like smelling shrimp." "Was that why you left Belle?" Miss Jenny said. She looked at him. "It took you a long time to learn that, if a woman dont make a very good wife for one man, she aint like to for another, didn't it?" "But to walk out just like a nigger," Narcissa said. "And to mix yourself up with moonshiners and street-walkers." "Well, he's gone and left the street-walker too," Miss Jenny said. "Unless you're going to walk the streets with that orangestick in your pocket until she comes to town." "Yes," Benbow said. He told again about the three of them, himself and Goodwin and Tommy sitting on the porch, drinking from the jug and talking, and Popeye lurking about the house, coming out from time to time to ask Tommy to light a lantern and go down to the barn with him and Tommy wouldn't do it and Popeye would curse him, and Tommy sitting on the floor, scouring his bare feet on the boards with a faint, hissing noise, chortling: "Aint he a sight, now?" 62 WILLIAM FAULKNER "You could feel the pistol on him just like you knew he had a navel," Benbow said. "He wouldn't drink, because he said it made him sick to his stomach like a dog; he wouldn't stay and talk with us; he wouldn't do anything: just lurking about, smoking his cigarettes, like a sullen and sick child. "Goodwin and I were both talking. He had been a cavalry sergeant in the Philippines and on the Border, and in an infantry regiment in France; he never told me why he changed, transferred to infantry and lost his rank. He might have killed someone, might have deserted. He was talking about Manila and Mexican girls, and that halfwit chortling and glugging at the jug and shoving it at me: 'Take some mo'; and then I knew that the woman was just behind the door, listening to us. They are not married. I know that just like I know that that little black man had that flat little pistol in his coat pocket. But she's out there, doing a nigger's work, that's owned diamonds and automobiles too in her day, and bought them with a harder currency than cash. And that blind man, that old man sitting there at the table, waiting for somebody to feed him, with that immobility of blind people, like it was the backs of their eyeballs you looked at while they were hearing music you couldn't hear; that Goodwin led out of the room and completely off the earth, as far as I know. I never saw him again. I never knew who he was, who he was kin to. Maybe not to anybody. Maybe that old Frenchman that built the house a hundred years ago didn't want him either and just left him there when he died or moved away." The next morning Benbow got the key to the house from his sister, and went into town. The house was on a side street, unoccupied now for ten years. He opened the house, drawing the nails from the windows. The furniture had not been moved. In a pair of new overalls, with mops and pails, he scoured the floors. At noon he went down town and bought bedding and some tinned food. He was still at work at six o'clock when his sister drove up in her car. "Come on home, Horace," she said. "Don't you see you cant do this?" "I found that out right after I started," Benbow said. "Until this morning I thought that anybody with one arm and a pail of water could wash a floor." "Horace," she said. "I'm the older, remember," he said. "I'm going to stay here. I have some covers." He went to the hotel for supper. When he returned, his sister's car was again in the drive. The negro driver had brought a bundle of bedclothing. "Miss Narcissa say for you to use them," the negro said. SANCTUARY 63 Benbow put the bundle into a closet and made a bed with the ones which he had bought. Next day at noon, eating his cold food at the kitchen table, he saw through the window a wagon stop in the street, three women got down and standing on the curb they made unabashed toilets, smoothing skirts and stockings, brushing one another's back, opening parcels and donning various finery. The wagon had gone on. They followed, on foot, and he re- membered that it was Saturday. He removed the overalls and dressed and left the house. The street opened into a broader one. To the left it went on to the square, the opening between two buildings black with a slow, continuous throng, like two streams of ants, above which the cupola of the courthouse rose from a clump of oaks and locusts covered with ragged snow. He went on toward the square. Empty wagons still passed him and he passed still more women on foot, black and white, unmistakable by the unease of their garments as well as by their method of walking, believing that town dwellers would take them for town dwellers too, not even fooling one another. The adjacent alleys were choked with tethered wagons, the teams reversed and nuzzling gnawed corn-ears over the tail-boards. The square was lined two-deep with ranked cars, while the owners of them and of the wagons thronged in slow overalls and khaki, in mail-order scarves and parasols, in and out of the stores, soiling the pavement with fruit- and peanut-hulls. Slow as sheep they moved, tranquil, impassable, filling the passages, contemplating the fretful hurrying of those in urban shirts and collars with the large, mild inscrutability of cattle or of gods, functioning outside of time, having left time lying upon the slow and imponderable land green with corn and cotton in the yellow afternoon. Horace moved among them, swept here and there by the deliberate current, without impatience. Some of them he knew; most of the merchants and professional men remembered him as a boy, a youth, a brother lawyer-beyond a foamy screen of locust branches he could see the dingy secondstory windows where he and his father had practised, the glass still innocent of water and soap as then-and he stopped now and then and talked with them in unhurried backwaters. The sunny air was filled with competitive radios and phonographs in the doors of drug- and music-stores. Before these doors a throng stood all day, listening. The pieces which moved them were ballads simple in melody and theme, of bereavement and retribution and repentance metallically sung, blurred, emphasized by static or needle-disembodied voices blaring from imitation wood cabinets or pebble-grain horn- 64 WILLIAM FAULKNER mouths above the rapt faces, the gnarled slow hands long shaped to the imperious earth, lugubrious, harsh, sad. That was Saturday, in May: no time to leave the land. Yet on Monday they were back again, most of them, in clumps about the courthouse and the square, and trading a little in the stores since they were here, in their khaki and overalls and collarless shirts. All day long a knot of them stood about the door to the undertaker's parlor, and boys and youths with and without schoolbooks leaned with flattened noses against the glass, and the bolder ones and the younger men of the town entered in twos and threes to look at the man called Tommy. He lay on a wooden table, barefoot, in overalls, the sunbleached curls on the back of his head matted with dried blood and singed with powder, while the coroner sat over him, trying to ascertain his last name. But none knew it, not even those who had known him for fifteen years about the countryside, nor the merchants who on infrequent Saturdays had seen him in town, barefoot, hatless, with his rapt, empty gaze and his cheek bulged innocently by a peppermint jawbreaker. For all general knowledge, he had none. XVI ON THE DAY WHEN THE SHERIFF BROUGHT GOODWIN TO TOWN, there was a negro murderer in the jail, who had killed his wife; slashed her throat with a razor so that, her whole head tossing further and further backward from the bloody regurgitation of her bubbling throat, she ra-n out the cabin door and for six or seven steps up the quiet moonlit lane. He would lean in the window in the evening and sing. After supper a few negroes gathered along the fence below-natty, shoddy suits and sweat-stained overalls shoulder to shoulder-and in chorus with the murderer, they sang spirituals while white people slowed and stopped in the leafed darkness that was almost summer, to listen to those who were sure to die and him who was already dead singing about heaven and being tired; or perhaps in the interval between songs a rich, sourceless voice coming out of the high darkness where the ragged shadow of the heaven-tree which snooded the street lamp at the corner fretted and mourned: "Fo days mo! Den dey ghy stroy de bes ba'ytone singer in nawth Mississippi!" Sometimes during the day he would lean there, singing alone then, though after a while one or two ragamuffin boys or negroes with delivery baskets like as not, would halt at the fence, and the white men sitting in tilted chairs along the oil-foul wall of the garage across the street would listen above their steady jaws. "One day mo! Den Ise a gawn po sonnen SANCTUARY 65 bitch. Say, Aint no place fer you in heavum! Say, Aint no place fer you in hell! Say, Aint no place fer you in jail!" "Damn that fellow," Goodwin said, jerking up his black head, his gaunt, brown, faintly harried face. "I aint in any position to wish any man that sort of luck, but I'll be damned . . . ... He wouldn't talk. "I didn't do it. You know that, yourself. You know I wouldn't have. I aint going say what I think. I didn't do it. They've got to hang it on me first. Let them do that. I'm clear. But if I talk, if I say what I think or believe, I won't be clear." He was sitting on the cot in his cell. He looked up at the windows: two orifices not much larger than sabre slashes. "Is he that good a shot?" Benbow said. "To hit a man through one of those windows?" Goodwin looked at him. "Who?" "Popeye," Benbow said. "Did Popeye do it?" Goodwin said. "Didn't he?" Benbow said. "I've told all I'm going to tell. I don't have to clear myself; it's up to them to hang it on me." "Then what do you want with a lawyer?" Benbow said. "What do you want me to do?" Goodwin was not looking at him. "If you'll just promise to get the kid a good newspaper grift when he's big enough to make change," he said. "Ruby'll be all right. Wont you, old gal?" He put his hand on the woman's head, scouring her hair with his hand. She sat on the cot beside him, holding the child on her lap. It lay in a sort of drugged immobility, like the children which beggars on Paris streets carry, its pinched face slick with faint moisture, its hair a damp whisper of shadow across its gaunt, veined skull, a thin crescent of white showing beneath its lead-colored eyelids. The woman wore a dress of gray crepe, neatly brushed and skilfully darned by hand. Parallel with each seam was that faint, narrow, glazed imprint which another woman would recognise at a hundred yards with one glance. On the shoulder was a purple ornament of the sort that may be bought in ten cent stores or by mail order; on the cot beside her lay a gray hat with a neatly darned veil; looking at it, Benbow could not remember when he had seen one before, when women ceased to wear veils. He took the woman to his house. They walked, she carrying the child while Benbow carried a bottle of milk, a few groceries, food in tin cans. The child still slept. "Maybe you hold it too much," he said. "Suppose we get a nurse for it." He left her at the house and returned to town, to a telephone, and he telephoned out to his sister's, for the car. The 66 WILLIAM FAULKNER car came for him. He told his sister and Miss Jenny about the case over the supper table. "You're just meddling!" his sister said, her serene face, her voice, furious. "When you took another rn~m's wife and child away from him I thought it was dreadful, but I said At least he will not have the face to ever come back here again. And when you just walked out of the house like a nigger and left her I thought that was dreadful too, but I would not let myself believe you meant to leave her for good. And then when you insisted without any reason at all on leaving here and opening the house, scrubbing it yourself and all the town looking on and living there like a tramp, refusing to stay here where everybody would expect you to stay and think it funny when you wouldn't; and now to deliberately mix yourself up with a woman you said yourself was a streetwalker, a murderer's woman." "I cant help it. She has nothing, no one. In a made-over dress all neatly about five years out of mode, and that child that never has been more than half alive, wrapped in a piece of blanket scrubbed almost cotton-white. Asking nothing of anyone except to be let alone, trying to make something out of her life when all you sheltered chaste women-" "Do you mean to say ~. moonshiner hasn't got the money to hire the best lawyer in the country?" Miss Jenny said. "It's not that," Horace said. "I'm sure he could get a better lawyer. It's that-" "Horace," his sister said. She had been watching him. "Where is that woman?" Miss Jenny was watching him too, sitting a little forward in the wheel chair. "Did you take that woman into my house?" "It's my house too, honey." She did not know that for ten years he had been lying to his wife in order to pay interest on a mortgage on the stucco house he had built for her in Kinston, so that his sister might not rent to strangers that other house in Jefferson which his wife did not know he still owned any share in. "As long as it's vacant, and with that child-" "The house where my father and mother and your father and mother, the house where 1-1 won't have it. I won't have it." "Just for one night, then. I'll take her to the hotel in the morning. Think of her, alone, with that baby. . . . Sup lose it were you and Bory, and your husband accused of a murder you knew he didn't-" "I dont want to think about her. I wish I had never heard of the whole thing. To think that my brother- Dont you see that you are always having to Cle~ln U,) i4ter yoursi~lf? It's not that there's a litter left; it's that you-that- But to bring SANCTUARY 67 a streetwalker, a murderess, into the house where I was born." "Fiddlesticks," Miss Jenny said. "But, Horace, aint that what the lawyers call collusion? connivance?" Horace looked at her. "It seems to me you've already had a little more to do with these folks than the lawyer in the case should have. You were out there where it happened yourself not long ago. Folks might begin to think you know more than you've told." "That's so," Horace said, "Mrs Blackstone. And sometimes I have wondered why I haven't got rich at the law. Maybe I will, when I get old enough to attend the same law school you did." "If I were you," Miss Jenny said, "I'd drive back to town now and take her to the hotel and get her settled. It's not late." "And go on back to Kinston until the whole thing is over," Narcissa said. "These people are not your people. Why must you do such things?" "I cannot stand idly by and see injustice-" "You wont ever catch up with injustice, Horace," Miss Jenny said. "Well, that irony which lurks in events, then." "Hmmph," Miss Jenny said. "It must be because she is one woman you know that dont know anything about that shrimp." "Anyway, I've talked too much, as usual," Horace said. "So I'll have to trust you all-" "Fiddlesticks," Miss Jenny said. "Do you think Narcissa'd want anybody to know that any of her folks could know people that would do anything as natural as make love or rob or steal?" There was that quality about his sister. During all the four days between Kinston and Jefferson he had counted on that imperviousness. He hadn't expected her-any woman -to bother very much over a man she had neither married nor borne when she had one she did bear to cherish and fret over. But he had expected that imperviousness, since she had had it thirty-six years. When he reached the house in town a light burned in one room. He entered, crossing the floors which he had scrubbed himself, revealing at the time no more skill with a mop than he had expected, than he had with the lost hammer with which he nailed the windows down and the shutters to ten years ago, who could not even learn to drive a motor car. But that was ten years ago, the hammer replaced by the new one with which he had drawn the clumsy nails, the windows open upon scrubbed floor spaces still as dead pools within the ghostly embrace of hooded furniture. The woman was still up, dressed save for the hat. It lay on the bed where the child slept. Lying together there, they lent to the room a quality of transience more unmistakable than 68 WILLIAM FAULKNER the makeshift light, the smug paradox of the made bed in a room otherwise redolent of long unoccupation. It was as though femininity were a current running through a wire along which a certain number of identical bulbs were hung. "I've got some things in the kitchen," she said. "I wont be but a minute." The child lay on the bed, beneath the unshaded light, and he wondered why women, in quitting a house, will remove all the lamp shades even though they touch nothing else; looking down at the child, at its bluish eyelids showing a faint crescent of bluish white against its lead-colored cheeks, the moist shadow of hair capping its skull, its hands uplifted, curl- palmed, sweating too, thinking Good God. Good God. He was thinking of the first time he had seen it, lying in a wooden box behind the stove in that ruined house twelve miles from town; of Popeye's black presence lying upon the house like the shadow of something no larger than a match failing monstrous and portentous upon something else otherwise familiar and everyday and twenty times its size; of the two of them-himself and the woman-in the kitchen lighted by a cracked and smutty lamp on a table of clean, spartan dishes and Goodwin and Popeye somewhere in the outer darkness peaceful with insects and frogs yet filled too with Popeye's presence in black and nameless threat. The woman drew the box out from behind the stove and stood above it, her hands still hidden in her shapeless garment. "I have to keep him in this so the rats cant get to him," she said. "Oh," Horace said, "you have a son." Then she showed him her hands, flung them out in a gesture at once spontaneous and diffident and self-conscious and proud, and told him he might bring her an orange-stick. She returned, with something wrapped discreetly in a piece of newspaper. He knew that it was a diaper, freshly washed, even before she said: "I made a fire in the stove. I guess I overstepped." "Of course not," he said. "It's merely a matter of legal precaution, you see," he said. "Better to put everybody to a little temporary discomfort than to jeopardize our case." She did not appear to be listening. She spread the blanket on the bed and lifted the child onto it. "You understand how it is," Horace said. "If the judge suspected that I knew more about it than the facts would warrant-I mean, we must try to give everybody the idea that holding Lee for that killing is just-" "Do you live in Jefferson?" she said, wrapping the blanket about the child. "No. I live in Kinston. I used to-1 have practised here, though." SANCTUARY 69 "You have kinfolks here, though. Women. That used to live n this house." She lifted the child, tucking the blanket about t. Then she looked at him. "It's all right. I know how it is. Y'ou've been kind." "Damn it," he said, "do you think- Come on. Let's go on ,o the hotel. You get a good night's rest, and I'll be in early in :he morning. Let me take it." "I've got him," she said. She started to say something else, .ooking at him quietly for a moment, but she went on. He :urned out the light and followed and locked the door. She was already in the car. He got in. "Hotel, Isom," he said. "I never did learn to drive one," he ;aid. "Sometimes, when I think of all the time I have spent aot learning to do things . . ." The street was narrow, quiet. It was paved now, though he -ould remember when, after a rain, it had been a canal of blackish substance half earth, half water, with murmuring gutters in which he and Narcissa paddled and splashed with tucked-up garments and muddy bottoms, after the crudest of whittled boats, or made lob-lollies by treading and treading in one spot with the intense oblivion of alchemists. He could remember when, innocent of concrete, the street was bordered on either side by paths of red brick tediously and unevenly laid and worn in rich, random maroon mosaic into the black earth which the noon sun never reached; at that moment pressed into the concrete near the entrance of the drive, were the prints of his and his sister's naked feet in the artificial stone. The infrequent lamps mounted to crescendo beneath the arcade of a filling-station at the comer. The woman leaned suddenly forward. "Stop here, please, boy," she said. Isom put on the brakes. "I'll get out here and walk," she said. "You'll do nothing of the kind," Horace said. "Go on, Isom." "No; wait," the woman said. "We'll be passing people that know you. And then on the square." "Nonsense," Horace said. "Go on, Isom." "You get out and wait, then," she said. "He can come straight back." "You'll do no such thing," Horace said. "By heaven, IDrive on, Isoml" "You'd better," the woman said. She sat back in the seat. Then she leaned forward again. "Listen. You've been kind. You mean all right, but-" "You don't think I am lawyer enough, you mean?" "I guess I've got just what was coming to me. There's no use fighting it." 70 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Certainly not, if you feel that way about it. But you don't. Or you'd have told Isom to drive you to the railroad station. Wouldn't you?" She was looking down at the child, fretting the blanket about its face. "You get a good night's rest and I'll be in early tomorrow." They passed the jail-a square building slashed harshly by pale slits of light. Only the central window was wide enough to be called a window, criss-crossed by slender bars. In it the negro murderer leaned; below along the fence a row of heads hatted and bare above work-thickened shoulders, and the blended voices swelled rich and sad into the soft, depthless evening, singing of heaven and being tired. "Dont you worry at all, now. Everybody knows Lee didn't do it." They drew up to the hotel, where the drummers sat in chairs along the curb, listening to the singing. "I must-" the woman said. Horace got down and held the door open. She didn't move. "Listen. I've got to tell-" "Yes," Horace said, extending his hand. "I know. I'll be in early tomorrow." He helped her down. They entered the hotel, the drummers turning to watch her legs, and went to the desk. The singing followed them, dimmed by the walls, the lights. The woman stood quietly nearby, holding the child, until Horace had done. "Listen," she said. The porter went on with the key, toward the stairs. Horace touched her arm, turning her that way. "I've got to tell you," she said. "In the morning," he said. "I'll be in early," he said, guiding her toward the stairs. Still she hung back, looking at him; then she freed her arm by turning to face him. "All right, then," she said. She said, in a low, level tone, her face bent a little toward the child: "We haven't got any money. rll tell you now. That last batch Popeye didn't-" "Yes, yes," Horace said; "first thing in the morning. I'll be in by the time you finish breakfast. Goodnight." He returned to the car, into the sound of the singing. "Home, Isom," he said. They turned and passed the jail again and the leaning shape beyond the bars and the heads along the fence. Upon the barred and slitted wall the splotched shadow of the heaven tree shuddered and pulsed monstrously in scarce any wind; rich and sad, the singing fell behind. The car went on, smooth and swift, passing the narrow street. "Here," Horace said, " where are you-" Isom clapped on the brakes. "Miss Narcissa say to bring you back out home," he said. "Oh, she did?" Horace said. "That was kind of her. You can tell her I changed her mind." Isom backed and turned into the narrow street and then into the cedar drive, the lights lifting and boring ahead into SANCTUARY 71 the unpruned tunnel as though into the most profound blackness of the sea, as though among straying rigid shapes to which not even light could give color. The car stopped at the door and Horace got out. "You might tell her it was not to her I ran," he said. "Can you remember that?" XVII THE LAST TRUMPET-SHAPED BLOOM HAD FALLEN FROM THE heaven tree at the corner of the jail yard. They lay thick, viscid underfoot, sweet and oversweet in the nostrils with a sweetness surfeitive and moribund, and at night now the ragged shadow of full-fledged leaves pulsed upon the barred window in shabby rise and fall. The window was in the general room, the white-washed walls of which were stained with dirty hands, scribbled and scratched over with names and dates and blasphemous and obscene doggerel in pencil or nail or knife-blade. Nightly the negro murderer leaned there, his face checkered by the shadow of the grating in the restless interstices of leaves, singing in chorus with those along the fence below. Sometimes during the day he sang also, alone then save for the slowing passerby and ragamuffin boys and the garage men across the way. "One day mo! Aint not place fer you in heavum! Aint no place fer you in hell! Aint not place fer you in whitefolks' jail! Nigger, whar you gwine to? Whar you gwine to, nigger?" Each morning Isom fetched in a bottle of milk, which Horace delivered to the woman at the hotel, for the child. On Sunday afternoon he went out to his sister's. He left the woman sitting on the cot in Goodwin's cell, the child on her lap. Heretofore it had lain in that drugged apathy, its eyelids closed to thin crescents, but today it moved now and then in frail, galvanic jerks, whimpering. Horace went up to Miss Jenny's room. His sister had not appeared. "He won't talk," Horace said. "He just says they will have to prove he did it. He said they had nothing on him, no more than on the child. He wouldn't even consider bond, if he could have got it. He says he is better off in the jail. And I suppose he is. His business out there is finished now, even if the sheriff hadn't found his kettles and destroyed-" :'Kettles?" 'His still. After he surrendered, they hunted around until they found the still. They knew what he was doing, but they waited until he was down. Then they all jumped on him. The good customers, that had been buying whiskey from him and drinking all that he would give them free and maybe trying 72 WILLIAM FAULKNER to make love to his wife behind his back. You should hear them down town. This morning the Baptist minister took him for a text. Not only as a murderer, but as an adulterer; a polluter of the free Democratic-Protestant atmosphere of Yoknapatawpha county. I gathered that his idea was that Goodwin and the woman should both be burned as a sole example to that child; the child to be reared and taught the English language for the sole end of being taught that it was begot in sin by two people who suffered by fire for having begot it. Good God, can a man, a civilised man, seriously . . ." "They're just Baptists," Miss Jenny said. "What about the money?" "He had a little, almost a hundred and sixty dollars. It was buried in a can in the barn. They let him dig that up. 'That'll keep her' he says 'until it's over. Then we'll clear out. We've been intending to for a good while. If I'd listened to her, we'd have gone already. You've been a good girl' he says. She was sitting on the cot beside him, holding the baby, and he took her chin in his hands and shook her head a little." "It's a good thing Narcissa aint going to be on that jury," Miss Jenny said. "Yes. But the fool wont even let me mention that that gorilla was ever on the place. He said 'They can't prove anything on me. I've been in a jam before. Everybody that knows anything about me knows that I wouldn't hurt a feeb.' But that wasn't the reason he doesn't want it told about that thug. And he knew I knew it wasn't, because he kept on talking, sitting there in his overalls, rolling his cigarettes with the sack hanging in his teeth. 'I'll just stay here until it blows over. I'll be better off here; can't do anything outside, anyway. And this will keep her, with maybe something for you until you're better paid.' "But I knew what he was thinking. 'I didn't know you were a coward' I said. " 'You do like I say' he said. 'I'll be all right here.' But he doesn't . . ." He sat forward, rubbing his hands slowly. "He doesn't realize. . . . Dammit, say what you want to, but there's a corruption about even looking upon evil, even by accident; you cannot haggle, traffic, with putrefactionYou've seen how Narcissa, just hearing about it, how it's made her restless and suspicious. I thought I had come back here of my own accord, but now I see that- Do you suppose she thought I was bringing that woman into the house at night, or something like that?" "I did too, at first," Miss Jenny said. "But I reckon now she's learned that you'll work harder for whatever reason you SANCTUARY 73 think you have, than for anything anybody could offer you or give you." "You mean she'd let me think they never had any moneywhen she-" "Why not? Aint you doing all right without it?" Narcissa entered. "We were just talking about murder and crime," Miss Jenny said. "I hope you're through, then," Narcissa said. She did not sit down. "Narcissa has her sorrows too," Miss Jenny said. "Dont you, Narcissa?" "What now?" Horace said. "She hasn't caught Bory with alcohol on his breath, has she?" "She's been jilted. Her beau's gone and left her." "You're such a fool," Narcissa said. "Yes, sir," Miss Jenny said, "Gowan Stevens has thrown her down. He didn't even come back from that Oxford dance to say goodbye. He just wrote her a letter." She began to search about her in the chair. "And now I flinch everytime the doorbell rings, thinking that his mother-" "Miss Jenny," Narcissa said, "you give me my letter." "Wait," Miss Jenny said, "here it is. Now, what do you think of that for a delicate operation on the human heart without anaesthetics? I'm beginning to believe all this I hear, about how young folks learn all the things in order to get married, that we had to get married in order to learn." Horace took the single sheet. Narcissa my dear This has no heading. I wish it could have no date. But if my heart were as blank as this page, this would not be necessary at all. I will not see you again. I cannot write it, for I have gone through with an experience which I cannot -face. I have but one rift in the darkness, that is that I have injured no one save myself by my folly, and that the extent of that folly you will never learn. I need not say that the hope that you never learn it is the sole reason why I will not see you again. Think as well of me as you can. I wish I had the right to say, if you learn of my folly think not the less of me. G. Horace read the note, the single sheet. He held it between his hand. He did not say anything for a while. "Good Lord," Horace said. "Someone mistook him for a Mississippi man on the dance floor." "I think, if I were you-" Narcissa said. After a moment she said: "How much longer is this going to last, Horace?" 74 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Not any longer than I can help. If you know of any way in which I can get him out of that jail by tomorrow." "There's only one way," she said. She looked at him for a moment. Then she turned toward the door. "Which way did Bory go? Dinner'll be ready soon." She went out. "And you know what that way is," Miss Jenny said. "If you aint got any backbone." "I'll know whether or not I have any backbone when you tell me what the other way is." "Go back to Belle," Miss Jenny said. "Go back home." The negro murderer was to be hung on a Saturday without pomp, buried without circumstance: one night he would be singing at the barred window and yelling down out of the soft myriad darkness of a May night; the next night he would be gone, leaving the window for Goodwin. Goodwin had been bound over for the June term of court, without bail. But still he would not agree to let Horace divulge Popeye's presence at the scene of the murder. "I'll tell you, they've got nothing on me," Goodwin said. "How do you know they haven't?" Horace said. "Well, no matter what they think they have on me, I stand a chance in court. But just let it get to Memphis that I said he was anywhere around there, what chance do you think I'd have to get back to this cell after I testified?" "You've got the law, justice, civilization." "Sure, if I spend the rest of my life squatting in that corner yonder. Come here." He led Horace to the window. "There are five windows in that hotel yonder that look into this one. And I've seen him light matches with a pistol at twenty feet. Why, damn it all, I'd never get back here from the courtroom the day I testified that." "But there's such a thing as obstruct-" "Obstructing damnation. Let him prove I did it. Tommy was found in the barn, shot from behind. Let them find the pistol. I was there, waiting..1 didn't try to run. I could have, but I didn't. It was me notified the sheriff. Of course my being there alone except for her and Pap looked bad. If it was a stall, don't common sense tell you I'd have invented a better one?" "You're not being tried by common sense," Horace said. "You're being tried by a jury." "Then let them make the best of it. That's all they'll get. The dead man is in the barn, hadn't been touched; me and my wife and child and Pap in the house; nothing in the house touched; me the one that sent for the sheriff. No, no; I know I run a chance this way, but let me just open my head SANCTUARY 75 about that fellow, and there's no chance to it. I know what I'll get." "But you heard the shot," Horace said. "You have already told that." "No," he said, "I didn't. I didn't bear anything. I don't know anything about it. . . . Do you mind waiting outside a minute while I talk to Ruby?" It was five minutes before she joined him. He said: "There's something about this that I don't know yet; that you and Lee haven't told me. Something he just warned you not to tell me. Isn't there?" She walked beside him, carrying the child. It was still whimpering now and then, tossing its thin body in sudden jerks. She tried to soothe it, crooning to it, rocking it in her arms. "Maybe you carry it too much," Horace said; "maybe if you could leave it at the hotel . "I guess Lee knows what to do," she said. "But the Lawyer should know all the facts, everything. He is the one to decide what to tell and what not to tell. Else, why have one? That's like paying a dentist to fix your teeth and then refusing to let him look into your mouth, don't you see? You wouldn't treat a dentist or a doctor this way." She said nothing, her head bent over the child. It wailed. "Hush," she said, "hush, now." "And worse than that, there's such a thing called obstructing justice. Suppose he swears there was nobody else there, suppose he is about to be cleared-which is not likely-and somebody turns up who saw Popeye about the place, or saw his car leaving. Then they'll say, if Lee didn't tell the truth about an unimportant thing, why should we believe him when his neck's in danger?" They reached the hotel. He opened the door for her. She did not look at him. "I guess Lee knows best," she said, going in. The child wailed, a thin, whimpering, distressful cry. "Hush," she said. "Shhhhhhhh." Isom had been to fetch Narcissa from a party; it was late when the car stopped at the corner and picked him up. A few of the lights were beginning to come on, and men were already drifting back toward the square after supper, but it was still too early for the negro murderer to begin to sing. "And he'd better sing fast, too." Horace said. "He's only got two days more." But he was not there yet. The jail faced west; a last faint copper-colored light lay upon the dingy grating and upon the small, pale blob of a hand, and in scarce any wind a blue wisp of tobacco floated out and dissolved raggedly away. "If it wasn't bad enough to have her husband there, without that poor brute counting his remaining breaths at the top of his voice. . . ." 76 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Maybe they'll wait and hang them both together," Narcissa said. "They do that sometimes, don't they?" That night Horace built a small fire in the grate. It was not cool. He was using only one room now, taking his meals at the hotel; the rest of the house was locked again. He tried to read, then he gave up and undressed and went to bed, watching the fire die in the grate. He heard the town clock strike twelve. "When this is over, I think I'll go to Europe," he said. "I need a change. Either 1, or Mississippi, one." Maybe a few of them would still be gathered along the fence, since this would be his last night; the thick, smallheaded shape of him would be clinging to the bars, gorillalike, singing, while upon his shadow, upon the checkered orifice of the window, the ragged grief of the heaven tree would pulse and change, the last bloom fallen now in viscid smears upon the sidewalk. Horace turned again in the bed. "They ought to clean that damn mess off the sidewalk," he said. "Damn. Damn. Damn." He was sleeping late the next morning; he had seen daylight. He was wakened by someone knocking at the door. It was half-past six. He went to the door. The negro porter of the hotel stood there. "What?" Horace said. "Is it Mrs. Goodwin?" "She say for you to come when you up," the negro said. "Tell her I'll be there in ten minutes." As he entered the hotel he passed a young man with a small black bag, such as doctors carry. Horace went on up. The woman was standing in the half-open door, looking down the hall. "I finally got the doctor," she said. "But I wanted anyway. 11 The child lay on the bed, its eyes shut, flushed and sweating, its curled hands above its head in the attitude of one crucified, breathing in short, whistling gasps. "He was sick all last night. I went and got some medicine and I tried to keep him quiet until daylight. At last I got the doctor." She stood beside the bed, looking down at the child. "There was a woman there," she said. "A young girl." "A-" Horace said. "Oh," he said. "Yes. You'd better tell me about it." XV111 POPEYE DROVE SWIFTLY BUT WITHOUT ANY QUALITY OF haste or of flight, down the clay road and into the sand. Temple was beside him. Her hat was jammed onto the back of her head, her hair escaping beneath the crumpled brim in matted SANCTUARY 77 clots. Her face looked like a sleepwalker's as she swayed limply to the lurching of the car. She lurched against Popeye, lifting her hand in limp reflex. Without releasing the wheel he thrust her back with his elbow. "Brace yourself," he said. "Come on, now." Before they came to the tree they passed the woman. She stood beside the road, carrying the child, the hem of her dress folded back over its face, and she looked at them quietly from beneath the faded sunbonnet, flicking swiftly in and out of Temple's vision without any motion, any sign. When they reached the tree Popeye swung the car out of the road and drove it crashing into the undergrowth and through the prone tree-top and back into the road again in a running popping of cane-stalks like musketry along a trench, without any diminution of speed. Beside the tree Gowan's car lay on its side. Temple looked vaguely and stupidly at it as it too shot behind. Popeye swung back into the sandy ruts. Yet there was -no flight in the action: he performed it with a certain vicious petulance, that was all. It was a powerful car. Even in the sand it held forty miles an hour, and up the narrow gulch to the highroad, where he turned north. Sitting beside him, braced against jolts that had already given way to a smooth increasing hiss of gravel, Temple gazed dully forward as the road she had traversed yesterday began to flee backward under the wheels as onto a spool, feeling her blood seeping slowly inside her loins. She sat limp in the corner of the seat, watching the steady backward rush of the land-pines in opening vistas splashed with fading dogwood; sedge; fields green with new cotton and empty of any movement, peaceful, as though Sunday were a quality of atmosphere, of light and shade-sitting with her legs close together, listening to the hot minute seeping of her blood, saying dully to herself, I'm still bleeding. I'm still bleeding. It was a bright, soft day, a wanton morning filled with that unbelievable soft radiance of May, rife with a promise of noon and of heat, with high fat clouds like gobs of whipped cream floating lightly as reflections in a mirror, their shadows scudding sedately across the road. It had been a lavender spring. The fruit trees, the white ones, had been in small leaf when the blooms matured; they had never attained that brilliant whiteness of last spring, and the dogwood had come into full bloom after the leaf also, in green retrograde before crescendo. But lilac and wistaria and redbud, even the shabby heaven trees, had never been finer, fulgent, with a burning scent blowing for a hundred yards along the vagrant air of April and May. The bougainvillea against the veranda would 78 WILLIAM FAULKNER be large as basketballs and lightly poised as balloons, and looking vacantly and stupidly at the rushing roadside Temple began to scream. It started as a wail, raising, cut suddenly off by Popeye's hand. With her hands lying on her lap, sitting erect, she screamed, tasting the gritty acridity of his fingers while the car slewed squealing in the gravel, feeling her secret blood. Then he gripped her by the back of the neck and she sat motionless, her mouth round and open like a small empty cave. He shook her head. "Shut it," he said, "shut it;" gripping her silent. "Look at yourself. Here." With the other hand he swung the mirror on the windshield around and she looked at her image, at the uptilted hat and her matted hair and her round mouth. She began to fumble at her coat pockets, looking at her reflection. He released her and she produced the compact and opened it and peered into the mirror, whimpering a little. She powdered her face and rouged her mouth and straightened her hat, whimpering into the tiny mirror on her lap while Popeye watched her. He lit a cigarette. "Aint you ashamed of yourself?" he said. "It's stiH running," she whimpered. "I can feel it." With the lipstick poised she looked at him and opened her mouth again. He gripped her by the back of the neck. "Stop it, now. You going to shut it?" "Yes," she whimpered. "See you do, then. Come on. Get yourself fixed." She put the compact away. He started the car again. The road began to thicken with pleasure cars Sunday-bent --small, clay-crusted Fords and Chevrolets; an occasional larger car moving swiftly, with swathed women, and dustcovered hampers; trucks loaded with wooden-faced country people in garments like a colored wood meticulously carved; now and then a wagon or a buggy. Before a weathered frame church on a hill the grove was full of tethered teams and battered cars and trucks. The woods gave way to fields; houses became more frequent. Low above the skyline, above roofs and a spire or two, smoke hung. The gravel became asphalt and they entered Dumfries. Temple began to look about, like one waking from sleep. "Not herel" she said. " I can't-" "Hush it, now," Popeye said. "I cant-I might-" she whimpered. "I'm hungry," she said. "I haven't eaten since . . ." "Ah, you aint hungry. Wait till we get to town." She looked about with dazed, glassy eyes. "There might be people here . . ." He swung in toward a filling station. "I SANCTUARY 79 cant get out," she whimpered. "It's still running, I tell you!" "Who told you to get out?" He descended and looked at her across the wheel. "Dont you move." She watched him go up the street and enter a door. It was a dingy confectionery. He bought a pack of cigarettes and put one in his mouth. "Gimme a couple of bars of candy," he said. "What kind?" "Candy," he said. Under a glass bell on the counter a plate of sandwiches sat. He took one and flipped a dollar on the counter and turned toward the door. "Here's your change," the clerk said. "Keep it," he said. 'You'll get rich faster." When he saw the car it was empty. He stopped ten feet away and changed the sandwich to his left hand, the unlighted cigarette slanted beneath his chin. The mechanic hanging the hose up, saw him and jerked his thumb toward the corner of the building. Beyond the comer the wall made an offset. In the niche was a greasy barrel half full of scraps of metal and rubber. Between the barrel and the wall Temple crouched. "He nearly saw me!" she whispered. "He was almost looking right at me!" "Who?" Popeye said. He looked back up the street. "Who saw you?" "He was coming right toward mel A boy. At school. He was looking right toward-" "Come on. Come out of it." "He was look-" Popeye took her by the arm. She crouched in the corner, jerking at the arm he held, her wan face craned around the corner. "Come on, now." Then his hand was at the back of her neck, gripping it. "Oh," she wailed in a choked voice. It was as though he were lifting her slowly erect by that one hand. Excepting that, there was no movement between them. Side by side, almost of a height, they appeared as decorous as two acquaintances stopped to pass the time of day before entering church. "Are you coming?" he said. "Are you?" "I cant. It's down to my stocking now. Look." She lifted her skirt away in a shrinking gesture, then she dropped the skirt and rose again, her torso arching backward, her soundless mouth open as he gripped her. He released her. "Will you come now?" She came out from behind the barrel. He took her arm. "It's all over the back of my coat," she whimpered. "Look." "You're all right. I'll get you another coat tomorrow. Come on.,, They returned to the car. At the comer she hung back 80 WILLIAM FAULKNER again. "You want some more of it, do you?" he whispered not touching her. "Do you?" She went on and got into the car quietly. Be took the wheel. "Here, I got you a sandwich." He took it from his pocket and put it in her hand. "Come on, now. Eat it." She took a bite obediently. He started the car and took the Memphis road. Again, the bitten sandwich in her hand, she ceased chewing and opened her mouth in that round, hopeless expression of a child; again his hand left the wheel and gripped the back of her neck and she sat motionless, gazing straight at him, her mouth open and the half chewed mass of bread and meat lying upon her tongue. They reached Memphis in midafternoon. At the foot of the bluff below Main Street Popeye turned into a narrow street of smoke-grimed frame houses with tiers of wooden galleries set a little back in grassless plots, and now and then a forlorn and hardy tree of some shabby species-gaunt, lopbranched magnolias, a stunted elm or a locust in grayish, cadaverous bloom -interspersed by rear ends of garages; a scrap-heap in a vacant lot; a low doored cavern of an equivocal appearance where an oilcloth-covered counter and a row of backless stools, a metal coffee-urn and a fat man in a dirty apron with a toothpick in his mouth, stood for an instant out of the gloom with an effect as of a sinister and meaningless photograph poorly made. From the bluff, beyond a line of office buildings terraced sharply against the sunfilled sky, came a sound of traffic-motor horns, trolleys-passing high overhead on the river breeze; at the end of the street a trolley materialised in the narrow gap with an effect as of magic and vanished with a stupendous clatter. On a second storey gallery a young negress in her underclothes smoked a cigarette sullenly, her arms on the balustrade. Popeye drew up before one of the dingy three-storey houses, the entrance of which was hidden by a dingy lattice cubicle leaning a little awry. In the grimy grassplot before it two of those small, woolly, white, worm-like dogs, one with a pink, the other a blue, ribbon about its neck, moved about with an air of sluggish and obscene paradox. In the sunlight their coats looked as though they had been cleaned with gasoline. Later Temple could hear them outside her door, whimpering and scuffing, or, rushing thickly in when the negro maid opened the door, climbing and sprawling onto the bed and into Miss Reba's lap with wheezy, flatulent sounds, billowing into the rich pneumasis of her breast and tonguing along the metal tankard which she waved in one ringed hand as she talked. "Anybody in Memphis can tell you who Reba Rivers is. Ask SANCTUARY 81 any man on the street, cop or not. I've had some of the biggest men in Memphis right here in this house, bankers, lawyers, doctors-all of them. I've had two police captains drinking beer in my dining-room and the commissioner himself upstairs with one of my girls. They got drunk and crashed the door in on him and found him buck-nekkid, dancing the highland fling. A man fifty years old, seven foot tall, with a head like a peanut. He was a fine fellow. He knew me. They all know Reba Rivers. Spent their money here like water, they have. They know me. I aint never double-crossed nobody, honey." She drank beer, breathing thickly into the tankard, the other hand, ringed with yellow diamonds as large as gravel, lost among the lush billows of her breast. Her slightest movement appeared to be accomplished by an expenditure of breath out of all proportion to any pleasure the movement could afford her. Almost as soon as they entered the house she began to tell Temple about her asthma, toiling up the stairs in front of them, planting her feet heavily in worsted bedroom slippers, a wooden rosary in one hand and the tankard in the other. She had just returned from church, in a black silk gown and a hat savagely flowered; the lower half of the tankard was still frosted with inner chill. She moved heavily from big thigh to thigh, the two dogs moiling underfoot, talking steadily back across her shoulder in a harsh, expiring, maternal voice. "Popeye knew better than to bring you anywhere else but to my house. I been after him for, how many years I been after you to get you a girl, honey? What I say, a young fellow can't no more live without a girl than . . ." Panting, she fell to cursing the dogs under her feet, stopping to shove them aside. "Get back down there," she said, shaking the rosary at them. They snarled at her in vicious falsetto, baring their teeth, and she leaned against the wall in a thin aroma of beer, her hand to her breast, her mouth open, her eyes fixed in a glare of sad terror of all breathing as she sought breath, the tankard a squat soft gleam like dull silver lifted in the gloom. The narrow stair-well turned back upon itself in a succession of niggard reaches. The light, falling through a thicklycurtained door at the front and through a shuttered window at the rear of each stage, had a weary quality. A spent quality: defunctive, exhausted-a protracted weariness like a vitiated backwater beyond sunlight and the vivid noises of sun- light and day. There was a defunctive odor of irregular food, vaguely alcoholic, and Temple even in her ignorance seemed to be surrounded by a ghostly promiscuity of intimate garments, of discreet whispers of flesh stale and oft-assailed and impregnable beyond each silent door which they passed. Be- 82 WILLIAM FAULKNER hind her, about hers and Miss Reba's feet the two dogs scrabblc,l 'n nappy gleams, their claws clicking on the metal strips which bound the carpet to the stairs. Later, lying in bed, a towel wrapped about her naked loins, she could hear them sniffin. and whining outside the door. Her coat and hat hung on nails on the door, her dress and stockings lay upon a chair, and it seemed to her that she COU d Ilear the rhythmic splush-splush of the washing-board somewhere and she flung herself again in an agony for con- cealment as she had when they took her knickers off. "Now, now," Miss Reba s-!id. "I bled for four days, myself. It aint nothing. Doctor Quinn'll stop it in two minutes, and Minnie'll have them all washed and pressed and you won't never know it. That blood'11 be worth a thousand dollars to you honey." She lifted the tankard, the flowers on her hat rigidly moribund, nodding in macabre wassail. "Us poor girls," she said. The drawn shades, cracked into a myriad pattern like old skin, bl--w faintly on the bright air, breathing into the room on w~,ning surges the sound of Sabbath traffic, festive, steady, evanescent. Temple lay motionless in the bed, her legs straight and close, in covers to her chin and her face sm~dl and wan, framed in the rich sprawl of her hair. Miss Reba lowered the tankard, gasping for breath. In her hoarse, fainting voice she beg;~n to tell Temple how lucky she was. "Every girt in the district has been trying to get him, honey. There's one, a little married woman slips down here sometimes, she offered Minnie twenty-five dollars just to get him into the room, that's all. But do you think he'd so much as look at one of them'? Girls that have took a hundred dollars a night. No, sir. Spend his money like water, but do you think he'd look at one of them except to dance with her? I always knowed it wasn't going to be none of these here common whores he'd take. I'd tell them, I'd say, the one of yez that gets him'll wear diamonds, I says, but it aint going to be none of you common whores, and now Minnie'll have them washed and pressed until you wont know it." "I cant wear it again," Temple whispered. "I cant." "No more you'll have to, if you don't want, You can give them to Minnie, though I don't know what she'll do with them except maybe-" At the door the dogs began to whimper louder. Feet approached. The door opened. A negro maid entered, carrying a tray bearing a quart bottle of beer and a glass of gin, the dogs surging in around her feet. "And tomorrow the stores'll be open and me and you'll go shopping, like he said for us to. Like I said, the girl that gets him'll wear diamonds: you just see if I wasn't-" she turned, mountainous, the tankard lifted, as the two dogs scrambled onto the SANCTUARY 83 bed and then onto her lap, snapping viciously at one another. From their curled shapeless faces bead-like eyes glared with choleric ferocity, their mouths gaped pinkly upon needle-like teeth. "Reba!" Miss Reba said, "get down! You, Mr. Binford!" Hinging them down, their teeth clicking about her hands. "You just bite me, you- Did you get Miss- What's your name, honey? I didn't quite catch it." "Temple," Temple whispered. "I mean, your first name, honey. We don't stand on no ceremony here." "That's it. Temple. Temple Drake." "You got a boy's name, aint you?-Miss Temple's things washed, Minnie?" "Yessum," the maid said. "Hit's dryin' now hind the stove." She came with the tray, shoving the dogs gingerly aside while they clicked their teeth at her ankles. "You wash it out good?" "I had a time with it," Minnie,said. "Seem like that the most hardest blood of all to get-" With a convulsive movement Temple flopped over, ducking her head beneath the covers. She felt Miss Reba's hand. "Now, now. Now, now. Here, take your drink. This one's on me. I aint going to let no girl of Popeye's-" "I dont want anymore," Temple said. "Now, now," Miss Reba said. "Drink it and you'll feel better." She lifted Temple's head. Temple clutched the covers to her throat. Miss Reba held the glass to her lips. She gulped it, writhed down again, clutching the covers about her, her eyes wide and black above the covers. "I bet you got that towel disarranged," Miss Reba said, putting her hand on the covers. "No," Temple whispered. "It's all right. It's still there." She shrank, cringing: they could see the cringing of her legs beneath the covers. "Did you get Dr. Quinn, Minnie?" Miss Reba said. "Yessum." Minnie was filling the tankard from the bottle, a dull frosting pacing the rise of liquor within the metal. I 'He say he dont make no Sunday afternoon calls." "Did you tell him who wanted him? Did you tell him Miss Reba wanted him?" "Yessum. He say he dont-" "You go back and tell that suh- You tell him I'll- No; wait." She rose heavily. "Sending a message like that back to me, that can put him in jail three times over." She waddled toward the door, the dogs crowding about the felt slippers. The maid followed and closed the door. Temple could hear Miss Reba cursing the dogs as she descended the stairs with terrific slowness. The sounds died away. 84 WILLIAM FAULKNER The shades blew steadily in the windows with faint rasping sounds. Temple began to hear a clock. It sat on the mantle above a grate filled with fluted green paper. The clock was of flowered china, supported by four china nymphs. It had only one hand, scrolled and gilded, halfway between ten and eleven, lending to the otherwise blank face a quality of unequivocal assertion, as though it had nothing whatever to do with time. Temple rose from the bed. Holding the towel about her she stole toward the door, her ears acute, her eyes a little bl;nd with the strain of listening. It was twilight; in a dim mirror, a pellucid oblong of dusk set on end, she had a .1i:-npse of herself like a thin ghost, a pale shadow moving in the uttermost profundity of shadow. She reached the door. At once she began to hear a hundred conflicting sounds in a single converging threat and she clawed furiously at the door until she found the bolt, dropping the towel to drive it home. Then she caught up the towel, her face averted-ran back and sprang into the bed and clawed the covers to her chin and lay there, listening t6 the secret whisper of her blood. They knocked at the door for some time before she made any sound. "It's the doctor, honey," Miss Reba panted harshly. "Come on, now. Be a good girl." "I cant." Temple said, her voice faint and small. "I'm in bed." "Come on, now. He wants to fix you up." She panted harshly. "My God, if I could just get one full breath again. I aint had a full breath since . . ." Low down beyond the door Temple could hear the dogs. "Honey." She rose from the bed, holding the towel about her. She went to the door, silently. "Honey," Miss Reba said. "Wait," Temple said, "Let me get back to the bed." "There's a good girl," Miss Reba said. "I knowed she was going to be good." "Count ten, now," Temple said. "Will you count ten, now?" she said against the wood. She slipped the bolt soundlessly, then she turned and sped back to the bed, her naked feet in pattering diminuendo. The doctor was a fattish man with thin, curly hair. He wore horn-rimmed glasses which lent to his eyes no distortion at all, as though they were of clear glass and worn for decorum's sake. Temple watched him across the covers, holding them to her throat. "Make them go out," she whispered; "if they'll just go out." "Now, now," Miss Reba said, "he's going to fix you up." Temple clung to t.,.e covers. "If the little lady will just letthe doctor said. His SANCTUARY 85 hair evaporated finely from his brow. His mouth nipped in at the corners, his lips full and wet and red. Behind the glasses his eyes looked like little bicycle wheels at dizzy speed; a metallic hazel. He put out a thick, white hand bearing a masonic ring, haired over with fine reddish fuzz to the second knuckle-joints. Cold air slipped down her body, below her thighs; her eyes were closed. Lying on her back, her legs close together, she began to cry, hopelessly and passively, like a child in a dentist's waiting room. "Now, now," Miss Reba said, "take another sup of gin, honey. It'll make you feel better." In the window the cracked shade, yawning now and then with a faint rasp against the frame, let twilight into the room in fainting surges. From beneath the shade the smoke-colored twilight emerged in slow puffs like signal smoke from a blanket, thickening in the room. The china figures which supported the clock gleamed in hushed smooth flexions: knee, elbow, flank, arm and breast in attitudes of voluptuous lassitude. The glass face, become mirror-like, appeared to hold all reluctant light, holding in its tranquil depths a quiet gesture of moribund time, one-armed like a veteran from the wars. Half past ten o'clock. Temple lay in the bed, looking at the clock, thinking about half-past-ten-o'clock. She wore a too-large gown of cerise crepe, black against the linen. Her hair was a black sprawl, combed out now; her face, throat and arms outside the covers were gray. After the others left the room. she lay for a time, head and all beneath the covers. She lay so until she heard the door shut and the descending feet, the doctor's light, unceasing voice and Miss Reba's labored breath grow twilight-colored in the dingy hall and die away. Then she sprang from the bed and ran to the door and shot the bolt and ran back and hurled the covers over her head again, lying in a tight knot until the air was exhausted. A final saffron-colored light lay upon the ceiling and the upper walls, tinged already with purple by the serrated palisade of Main Street high against the western sky. She watched it fade as the successive yawns of the shade consumed it. She watched the final light condense into the clock face, and the dial change from a round orifice in the darkness to a disc suspended in nothingness, the original chaos, and change in turn to a crystal ball holding in its still and cryptic depths the ordered chaos of the intricate and shadowy world upon whose scarred flanks the old wounds whirl onward at dizzy speed into darkness lurking with new disasters. She was thinking about half-past-ten-o'clock. The hour for 86 WILLIAM FAULKNER dressing for a dance, if you were popular enough not to have to be on time. The air would be steamy with recent baths, and perhaps powder in the light like chaff in barn-lofts, and they looking at one another, comparing, talking whether you could do more damage if you could just walk out on the floor like you were now. Some wouldn't, mostly ones with short legs. Some of them were all right, but they just wouldn't. They wouldn't say why. The worst one of all said boys thought all girls were ugly except when they were dressed. She said the Snake had been seeing Eve for several days and never noticed her until Adam made her put on a fig leaf. How do you know? they said, and she said because the Snake was there before Adam, because he was the first one thrown out of heaven; he was there all the time. But that wasn't what they meant and they said, How do you know? and Temple thought of her kind of backed up against the dressing table and the rest of them in a circle around her with their combed hair and their shoulders smelling of scented soap and the light powder in the air and their eyes like knives until you could almost watch her flesh where the eyes were touching it, and her eyes in her ugly face courageous and frightened and daring, and they all saying, How do you know? until she told them and held up her hand and swore she had. That was when the youngest one turned and ran out of the room. She locked herself in the bath and they could hear her being sick. She thought about half-past-ten-o'clock in the morning. Sunday morning, and the couples strolling toward church. She remembered it was still Sunday, the same Sunday, looking at the fading peaceful gesture of the clock. Maybe it was halfpast-ten this morning, that half-past-ten-o'clock. Then I'm not here, she thought. This is not me. Then I'm at school. I have a date tonight with . . . thinking of the student with whom she had th6 date. But she couldn't remember who it would be. She kept the dates written down in her Latin 'pony,' so she didn't have to bother about who it was. She'd just dress, and after a while somebody would call for her. So I better get up and dress, she said, looking at the clock. She rose and crossed the room quietly, She watched the clock face, but although she could see a warped turmoil of faint light and shadow of geometric miniature swinging across it, she could not see herself. It's this nightie, she thought, looking at her arms, her breast rising out of a dissolving pall beneath which her toes peeped in pale, fleet intervals as she walked. She drew the bolt quietly and returned to the bed and lay with her head cradled in her arms. There was still a little light in the room. She found that she was hearing her watch; had been hearing it for some time. SANCTUARY 87 She discovered that the house was full of noises, seeping into the room muffled and indistinguishable, as though from a distance. A bell rang faintly and shrilly somewhere; someone mounted the stairs in a swishing garment. The feet went on past the door and mounted another stair and ceased. She listened to the watch. A car started beneath the window with a grind of gears; again the faint bell rang, shrill and prolonged. She found that the faint light yet in the room was from a street lamp. Then she realised that it was night and the darkness beyond was full of the sound of the city. She heard the two dogs come up the stairs in a furious scrabble. The noise passed the door and stopped, became utterly still; so still that she could almost see them crouching there in the dark against the wall, watching the stairs. One of them was named Mister something, Temple thought, waiting to hear Miss Reba's feet on the stairs. But it was not Miss Reba; they came too steadily and too lightly. The door opened; the dogs surged in in two shapeless blurs and scuttled under the bed and crouched, whimpering. "You dawgs!" Minnie's voice said. "You make me spill this." The light came on. Minnie carried a tray. "I got you some supper," she said. "Where them dawgs gone to?" "Under the bed," Temple said. "I don't want any." Minnie came and set the tray on the bed and looked down at Temple, her pleasant face knowing and placid. "You want me to-" she said, extending her hand. Temple turned her face quickly away. She heard Minnie kneel, cajoling the dogs, the dogs snarling back at her with whimpering, asthmatic snarls and clicking teeth. "Come outen there, now," Minnie said. "They know fo Miss Reeba do when she fixing to get drunk. You, Mr. Binfordi" Temple raised her head. "Mr. Binford?" "He the one with the blue ribbon," Minnie said. Stooping, she flapped her arm at the dogs. They were backed against the wall at the head of the bed, snapping and snarling at her in mad terror. "Mr. Binford was Miss Reba's man. Was landlord here eleven years until he die about two years ago. Next day Miss Reba get these dawgs, name one Mr. Binford and other Miss Reba. Whenever she go to the cemetery she start drinking like this evening, then they both got to run. But Mr. Binford ketch it sho nough. Last time she throw him outen upstair window and go down and empty Mr. Binford's clothes closet and throw everything out in the street except what he buried in." "Oh," Temple said. "No wonder they're scared. Let them stay under there. They won't bother me." "Reckon I have to. Mr. Binford ain't going to leave this 88 WILLIAM FAULKNER room, not if he know it." She stood again, looking at Temple. "Eat that supper," she said. "You feel better. I done slip you a drink of gin, too." "I don't want any," Temple said, turning her face away. She heard Minnie leave the room. The door closed quietly. Under the bed the dogs crouched against the wall in that rigid and furious terror. The light hung from the center of the ceiling, beneath a fluted shade of rose-colored paper browned where the bulb bulged it. The floor was covered by a figured maroon-tinted carpet tacked down in strips; the olive-tinted walls bore two framed lithographs. From the two windows curtains of machine lace hung, dust-colored, like strips of lightly congealed dust set on end. The whole room had an air of musty stoginess, decorum; in the wavy mirror of a cheap varnished dresser, as in a stagnant pool, there seemed to linger spent ghosts of voluptuous gestures and dead lusts. In the corner, upon a faded scarred strip of oilcloth tacked over the carpet, sat a washstand bearing a flowered bowl and pitcher and a row of towels; in the corner behind it sat a slop jar dressed also in fluted rose-colored paper. Beneath the bed the dogs made no sound. Temple moved slightly; the dry complaint of mattress and springs died into the terrific silence in which they crouched. She thought of them, woolly, shapeless; savage, petulant, spoiled, the flatulent monotony of their sheltered lives snatched up without warning by an incomprehensible moment of terror and fear of bodily annihilation at the very hands which symbolised by ordinary the licensed tranquillity of their lives. The house was full of sounds. Indistinguishable, remote, they came to her with a quality of awakening, resurgence, as though the house itself had been asleep, rousing itself with dark; she heard something which might have been a burst of laughter in a shrill woman voice. Steamy odors from the tray drifted across her face. She turned her head and looked at it, at the covered and uncovered dishes of thick china. In the midst of them sat the glass of pale gin, a pack of cigarettes and a box of matches. She rose on her elbow, catching up the slipping gown. She lifted the covers upon a thick steak, potatoes, green peas; rolls; an anonymous pinkish mass which some sense-elimination, perhaps-identified as a sweet. She drew the slipping gown up again, thinking about them eating down at school in a bright uproar of voices and clattering forks; of her father and brothers at the supper table at home; thinking about the borrowed gown and Miss Reba saying that they would go shopping tomorrow. And I've just got two dollars, she thought. SANCTUARY 89 When she looked at the food she found that she was not hungry at all, didn't even want to look at it. She lifted the glass and gulped it empty, her face wry, and set it down and turned her face hurriedly from the tray, fumbling for the cigarettes. When she went to strike the match she looked at the tray again and took up a strip of potato gingerly in her fingers and ate it. She ate another, the unlighted cigarette in her other hand. Then she put the cigarette down and took up the knife and fork and began to eat, pausing from time to time to draw the gown up onto her shoulder. When she finished eating she lit the cigarette. She heard the bell again, then another in a slightly different key. Across a shrill rush of a woman's voice a door banged. Two people mounted the stairs and passed the door; she heard Miss Reba's voice booming from somewhere and listened to her toiling slowly up the stairs. Temple watched the door until it opened and Miss Reba stood in it, the tankard in her hand. She now wore a bulging house dress and a widow's bonnet with a veil. She entered on the flowered felt slippers. Beneath the bed the two dogs made a stifled concerted sound of utter despair. The dress, unfastened in the back, hung lumpily about Miss Reba's shoulders. One ringed hand lay on her breast, the other held the tankard high. Her open mouth, studded with goldfillings gaped upon the harsh labor of her breathing. "Oh God oh God," she said. The dogs surged out from beneath the bed and hurled themselves toward the door in a mad scrabble. As they rushed past her she turned and flung the tankard at them. It struck the door jamb, splashing up the wall, and rebounded with a forlorn clatter. She drew her breath whistling, clutching her breast. She came to the bed and looked down at Temple through the veil. "We was happy as two doves," she wailed, choking, her rings smoldering in hot glints within her billowing breast. "Then he had to go and die on me." She drew her breath whistling, her mouth gaped, shaping the hidden agony of her thwarted lungs, her eyes pale and round with striken bafflement, protuberant. "As two doves," she roared in a harsh, choking voice. Again time had overtaken the dead gesture behind the clock crystal: Temple's watch on the table beside the bed said half-past-ten. For two hours she had lain undisturbed, listening. She could distinguish voices now from below stairs. She had been hearing them for some time, lying in the room's musty isolation. Later a mechanical piano began to play. Now and then she heard automobile brakes in the street beneath the window; once two voices quarreling bitterly came up and beneath the shade. 90 WILLIAM FAULKNER She heard two people-a man and a woman-mount the stairs and enter the room next hers. Then she heard Miss Reba toil up the stairs and pass her door, and lying in the bed, her eyes wide and still, she heard Miss Reba hammering at the next door with the metal tankard and shouting into the wood. Beyond the door the man and woman were utterly quiet, so quiet that Temple thought of the dogs again, thought of them crouching against the wall under the bed in that rigid fury of terror and despair. She listened to Miss Reba's voice shouting hoarsely into the blank wood. It died away into terrific gasping, then it rose again in the gross and virile cursing of a man. Beyond the wall the man and woman made no sound. Temple lay staring at the wall beyond which Miss Reba's voice rose again as she hammered at the door with the tankard. Temple neither saw nor heard her door when it opened. She just happened to look toward it after how long she did not know, and saw Popeye standing there, his hat slanted across his face. Still without making any sound he entered and shut the door and shot the bolt and came toward the bed. As slowly she began to shrink into the bed, drawing the covers up to her chin, watching him across the covers. He came and looked down at her. She writhed slowly in a cringing movement, cringing upon herself in as complete an isolation as though she were bound to a church steeple. She grinned at him, her mouth warped over the rigid, placative porcelain of her grimace. When he put his hand on her she began to whimper. "No, no," she whispered, "he said I cant now he said . . ." He jerked the covers back and flung them aside. She lay motionless, her palms lifted, her flesh beneath the envelope of her loins cringing rearward in furious disintegration like frightened people in a crowd. When he advanced his hand again she thought he was going to strike her. Watching his face, she saw it beginning to twitch and jerk like that of a child about to cry, and she heard him begin to make a whimpering sound. He gripped the top of the gown. She caught his wrists and began to toss from side to side, opening her mouth to scream. His hand clapped over her mouth, and gripping his wrist, the saliva drooling between his fingers, her body thrashing furiously from thigh to thigh, she saw him crouching beside the bed, his face wrung above his absent chin, his bluish lips protruding as though he were blowing upon hot soup, making a high whinnying sound like a horse. Beyond the wall Miss Reba filled the hall, the house, with a harsh choking uproar of obscene cursing. x1x "BUT THAT GIRL," HORACE SAID. "SHE WAS ALL RIGHT. YOU know she was all right when you left the house. When you saw her in the car with him. He was just giving her a lift to town. She was all right. You know she was all right." The woman sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at the child. It lay beneath the faded, clean blanket, its hands upflung beside its head, as though it had died in the presence of an unbearable agony which had not had time to touch it. Its eyes were half open, the balls rolled back into the skull so that only the white showed, in color like weak milk. Its face was still damp with perspiration, but its breathing was easier. It no longer breathed in those weak, whistling gasps as it had when Horace entered the room. On a chair beside the bed sat a tumbler half full of faintly discolored water, with a spoon in it. Through the open window came the myriad noises of the square-cars, wagons, footsteps on the pavement beneathand through it Horace could see the courthouse, with men pitching dollars back and forth between holes in the earth beneath the locust and water Oaks. The woman brooded above the child. "Nobody wanted her out there. Lee has told them and told them they must not bring women out there, and I told her before it got dark they were not her kind of people and to get away from there. It was that fellow that brought her. He was out there on the porch with them, still drinking, because when he came in to supper he couldn't hardly walk, even. He hadn't even tried to wash the blood off of his face. Little shirt-tail boys that think because Lee breaks the law, they can come out there and treat our house like a . . . Grown people are bad, but at least they take buying whiskey like buying anything else; it's the ones like him, the ones that are too young to realise that people don't break the law just for a holiday." Horace could see her clenched hands writhing in h-er lap. "God, if I had my way, I'd hang every man that makes it or buys it or drinks it, every one of them. "But why must it have been me, us? What had I ever done to her, to her kind? I told her to get away from there. I told her not to stay there until dark. But that fellow that brought her was getting drunk again, and him and Van picking at each other. If she'd just stopped running around where they had to look at her. She wouldn't stay anywhere. She'd just dash out one door, and in a minute she'd come running in from the other direction. And if he'd just let Van alone, because Van had to go back on the truck at midnight, and so Popeye would have made him behave. And Saturday night too, and them 91 92 WILLIAM FAULKNER sitting up all night drinking anyway, and I had gone through it and gone through it and I'd tell Lee to let's get away, that he was getting nowhere, and he would have these spells like last night, and no doctor, no telephone. And then she had to come out there, after I had slaved for him, slaved for him." Motionless, her head bent and her hands still in her lap, she had that spent immobility of a chimney rising above the ruin of a house in the aftermath of a cyclone. "Standing there in the corner behind the bed, with that raincoat on. She was that scared, when they brought the fellow in, all bloody again. They laid him on the bed and Van hit him again and Lee caught Van's arm, and her standing there with her eyes like the holes in one of these masks. The raincoat was hanging on the wall, and she had it on, over her coat. Her dress was all folded up on the bed. They threw the fellow right on top of it, blood and all, and I said 'God, are you drunk too?' But Lee just looked at me and I saw that his nose was white already, like it gets when he's drunk. "There wasn't any lock on the door, but I thought that pretty soon they'd have to go and see about the truck and then I could do something. Then Lee made me go out too, and he took the lamp out, so I had to wait until they went back to the porch before I could go back. I stood just inside the door. The fellow was snoring, in the bed there, breathing hard, with his nose and mouth all battered up again, and I could hear them on the porch. Then they would be outdoors, around the house and at the back too I could hear them. Then they got quiet. "I stood there, against the wall. He would snore and choke and catch his breath and moan, sort of, and I would think about that girt lying there in the dark, with her eyes open, listening to them, and me having to stand there, waiting for them to go away so I could do something. I told her to go away. I said 'What fault is it of mine if you're not married? I don't want you here a bit more than you want to be here.' I said 'I've lived my life without any help from people of your sort; what right have you got to look to me for help?' Because I've done everything for him. I've been in the dirt for him. I've put everything behind me and all I asked was to be let alone. "Then I heard the door open. I could tell Lee by the way he breathes. He went to the bed and said 'I want the raincoat. Sit up and take it off' and I could hear the shucks rattling while he took it off her, then he went out. He just got the raincoat and went out. It was Van's coat. "And I have walked around that house so much at night, SANCTUARY 93 with those men there, men living off of Lee's risk, men that wouldn't lift a finger for him if he got caught, until I could tell any of them by the way they breathed, and I could tell Popeye by the smell of that stuff on his hair. Tommy was following him. He came in the door behind Popeye and looked at me and I could see his eyes, like a cat. Then his eyes went away and I could feel him sort of squatting against me, and we could hear Popeye over where the bed was and that fellow snoring and snoring. "I could just hear little faint sounds, from the shucks. so I knew it was all right yet, and in a minute Popeye carne on back, and Tommy followed him out, creeping along behind him, and I stood there until I heard them go down to the truck. Then I went to bed. When I touched her she be-an to fight. I was trying to put my hand over her mouth so she couldn't make a noise, but she didn*t, anyway. She just lay there, thrashing about, rolling her head from one side to the other, holding to the coat. "'You foolF I says 'It's me-the woman."' "But that ,irl," Horace said. "She was all right. When you were coming back to the house the next morning after the baby's bottle, you saw her and knew she was all right " The room gave onto the square. Through the window he Could see the young men pitching dollars in the courthouse yard, and the wagons passing or tethered about the hitching chains, and he could hear the footsteps and voices of people on the slow and unhurried pavement below the window. The peo;-,Ie buying comfortable things to take home and eat at quiet tables. "You know she was all right." That night Horace went out to his sister's, in a hired car; he did not telephone. He found Miss Jenny in her room. "Well," she said. "Narcissa will-,, "I don't want to see her," Horace said. "Her nice, wellbred young man. Her Virginia gentleman. I know why he didn't come back." "Who? Gowan?" 'Yes; Gowan. And, by the Lord, he'd better not come back. By God, when I think that I had the opportunity-" "What? What did he do?" "He carried a little fool girl out there with him that day and got drunk and ran off and left her. That's what he did. If it hadn't been for that woman-And when I think of `-, c o -ple like that walking the earth with impunity just bec-iuse he had a balloon-tailed suit and went through the astoni-jong experiencc of having attended Virginia . . . On any train or in any hotel, on the street, anywhere, mind you-" 94 WILLIAM FAULKNER "Oh," Miss Jenny said. "I didn't understand at first who you meant. Well," she said. "You remember that last time he was here, just after you came? the day he wouldn't stay for supper and went to Oxford?" "Yes. And when I think I could have-" "He asked Narcissa to marry him. She told him that one child was enough for her." "I said she has no heart. She cannot be satisfied with less than insult." "So he got mad and said he would go to Oxford, where there was a woman he was reasonably confident he would not appear ridiculous to: something like that. Well." She looked at him, her neck bowed to see across her spectacles. "I'll declare, a male parent is a funny thing, but just let a man have a hand in the affairs of a female that's no kin to him . . . What is it that makes a man think that the female flesh he marries or begets might misbehave, but all he didn't marry or get is bound to?" "Yes," Horace said, "and thank God she isn't my flesh and blood. I can reconcile myself to her having to be exposed to a scoundrel now and then, but to think that at any moment she may become involved with a fool." "Well, what are you going to do about it? Start some kind of roach campaign?" "I'm going to do what she said; I'm going to have a law passed making it obligatory upon everyone to shoot any man less than fifty years old that makes, buys, sells or thinks whiskey . . . scoundrel I can face, but to think of her being exposed to any fool . . . ... He returned to town. The night was warm, the darkness filled with the sound of new-fledged cicadas. He was using a bed, one chair, a bureau on which he had spread a towel and upon which lay his brushes, his watch, his pipe and tobacco pouch, and, propped against a book, a photograph of his step-daughter, Little Belle. Upon the glazed surface a highlight lay. He shifted the photograph until the face came clear. He stood before it, looking at the sweet, inscrutable face which looked in turn at something just beyond his shoulder, out of the dead cardboard. He was thinking of the grape arbor in Kinston, of summer twilight and the murmur of voices darkening into silence as he approached, who meant them, her, no harm; who meant her less than harm, good God; darkening into the pale whisper of her white dress, of the delicate and urgent mammalian whisper of that curious small flesh which he had not begot and in which appeared to be vatted delicately some seething sympathy with the blossoming grape. He moved, suddenly. As of its own accord the photograph SANCTUARY 95 had shifted, slipping a little from its precarious balancing ag,-inst the book. The image blurred into the highlight, like something familiar seen beneath disturbed though clear water; he looked at the familiar image with a kind of quiet horror and despair, at a face suddenly older in sin than he would ever be, a face more blurred than sweet, at eyes more secret than soft. In reaching for it, he knocked it flat; whereupon once more the face mused tenderly behind the rigid travesty of the painted mouth, contemplating something beyond his shoulder. He lay in bed, dressed, with the light burning, until he heard the court-house clock strike three. Then he left the house, putting his watch and his tobacco pouch into his pocket. The railroad station was three quarters of a mile away. The waiting roonli was lit by a single weak bulb. It was empty save for a man in overalls asleep on a bench, his head on his folded coat, snoring, and a woman in a calico dress, in a dingy shawl and a new hat trimmed with rigid and moribund flowers set square and awkward on her head. Her head was bent; she may have been asleep; her hands crossed on a paper-wrapped parcel upon :ier lap, a straw suit case at her feet. It was then that HoL,.ce found he had forgot his pipe. The train came, finding him tramping back and forth along the cinder-packed right-of-way. The man and woman got on, the rnan carrying his rumpled co~!t, the woman the parcel and the suit case. He followed thern into the day coach filled with snorna, wit'.-i bodies sprawled h~df into the aisle as though in the aftermath of a sudden and violent destruction, with dropPed lie ds. open-mOLIL:ied, their throats turned profoundly u-)w,-i-,d as t'iough waiting the stroke of knives. He dozed. The train clicked on, stopped, jolted. He waked and do ied again. Someone shook h'm out of sleep into a Primros,~ d:.iwn, zwnon- uns'iaven puffy faces washed lightly over as thouo'l with the paling ultimate stain of a holocaust, blinking at one another with dead eyes into which personality retu,ned in sec-rct opaque waves. He got off, had breakfast, and took anot'ier accommodation, entering a car where a c.,fld wailed hol~c lessly, crunching peanut-siells under his feet as he moved up t ie car in a stale ammoniac odor until he found a seat beside a man. A moment later the man leaned forward and s at tob~cco juice between iis knees. Horace rose qu*~ckly and wcnt forward into vhc s oking car. It was ful, too, the d.)or betw-en it and the jim crow swinging ol)cn. S::,ndino ~,i the aisle he Could !ook forward in.o a di CC 'or of ,!-een ~Ius'i se~it b -k:!