Instrument of Allah
by
Robert A. Metzger
A cracked granite fishbowl filled his view.
The crack ran from top to bottom, less than the thickness of
his little finger. There was no place wide enough to find hold,
to climb out: just a hairline crack to taunt him. Midway
between his head and the fishbowl entrance spun a miniature
tornado. In the gray light it glowed a dull yellow, the grains
of sand it held luminescing gently.
Three days. His throat cracked and ripped when he tried to
swallow. A thick tongue stuck to the roof of his mouth. Itchy
eyeballs throbbed. The dusty wind sucked the moisture from his
body. He couldn’t be sure how much longer he had, but the
outcome as inevitable. Death by dehydration.
The realization that he was dead, only waiting for his heart
to stop beating, hung over him. The unfairness. Lips cracked
and bleeding, throat tearing at the effort, he screamed to the
sky.
“Why, God?”
His body trembled from the exertion. He held on, eyes shut,
palms flat against the cool rock. The trembling came again, but
not him. Looking into the swirling sand, he watched it shift
slightly. The pattern flowed. Small patches of light danced to
the wail of the wind.
The ground Shook slightly. Dusty motes drifted down on him.
“Because you have been chosen.” The voice echoed throughout
the fishbowl.
His world turned fuzzy and dark as he fainted away.
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“Copy Algiers. Arrival 15 minutes. Williams out,” he said
in a crisp, flawless, slightly American-accented Arabic.
Captain Stan Williams relaxed his throat mike. His hand
gently caressed the yoke. Less than a hundred feet beneath him
the Great Western Erg leapt by at Mach 1.5. He skimmed over a
waterless sea.
Then everything stopped. Dead.
There were no turbulents before the flameout, no flaky
readings before the instruments died, no mushiness before the
hydraulics froze. Nothing. One moment gracefully streaking,
the next falling from the sky like a brick.
The bolts exploded, the canopy fired. He hit the slipstream,
unconscious before his head even snapped back. The blackness
lifted while he spun between blue and brown. The brown growing
closer, he stabilized. The black smoke and hot engine from his
downed jet would be easily detectable to the Resc Sat. He knew
that a team from Algiers would be there before he could even
walk to the wreckage. Spinning through a full 360, he couldn’t
spot the smoke. A flash caught his eyes. He saw the
impossible. Screaming out at maximum climb, flame from its
tail, his jet raced toward the horizon.
Bad luck, but not insurmountable. The beeper in his harness
would bring the rescue team to him no matter where the jet
finally crashed.
The ground came up fast. He had just a moment to glance
down at the beeper strapped to his belt.
He saw a darkened green light. He banged it once.
Nothing. He banged it again and still nothing.
Looking down at the rough, mountainous terrain, he realized
the beeper problem would have to wait until he landed. It was
difficult to tell just where he should put down.
As he dropped into a narrow canyon, the winds grabbed his
chute and rushed him along the rock wall. The end of the canyon
hurtled towards him. He panicked, arms jerking up to shield his
face – little as he expected to survive the impact.
The instant before he smashed into the wall, the wind sucked
him down – and, still falling, he was engulfed in darkness. His
stomach churned as he fell – and then he was lying on a
rock-hard floor, twisted in lines and chute. He hit the snaps,
releasing the harness. When the last buckle popped, a powerful
gust of wind took the chute. Sailing up into the gloom, it
vanished into a small patch of blue sky.
He looked around. He stood in a roughly spherical chamber.
The walls tapered inward to the entrance some 200 feet above his
head. He was going nowhere unless someone got him out, and that
possibility looked remote.
Three days crawled by while he awaited his death of thirst
and watched the dull glow of the spinning sand above his head.
“Williams,” a voice called through the darkness in a thick and
strong Arabic accent.
The blackness turned gray. He felt the cold stone beneath
him.
“Williams,” the voice called again.
Williams stirred, opening his eyes. Through the gloom he
could see a blue patch of sky.
“Down here!” he shouted. The harsh and guttural Arabic tore
his throat.
“I see you.”
Williams’s eyes strained. He couldn’t see anyone at the
edge of the opening.
“I can’t see you,” he called out. “Come closer to the
edge.”
Perhaps the suspended sand blocked his view. He sat up, his
head held back so he could watch the sky.
“You are looking at me,” the voice said.
He saw nothing.
“I can’t see you. All I see is that damned sand!”
“You are looking at me,” the voice repeated.
“Who are you?”
Only the roar of the wind answered. Williams waited. The
scream of the wind and his thumping heart were the only sounds.
Finally the voice spoke.
“I have many names.”
Williams slumped down. Who had found him? Certainly not
his own people. Maybe a Pan-Arabian commando team. But that
would be impossible this far behind the lines. Besides, if it
were them, a grenade would have been their only response, or
perhaps a little gasoline and a burning cigarette if they were
feeling playful.
Perhaps it was a Bedouin. But the accent sounded strange
and removed from the Bedouins he knew. He shrugged, realizing
the position he was in. He would have to play along.
“Tell me some of your names,” Williams called out. As he
spoke, something struck him. The voice had called him by name.
Who in the middle of the desert would know his name?
“I have been called the Voice of the Desert, or more often,
simply the Wind. I am a servant of Allah.”
Williams shook his head. His long years in the Arab world,
studying their words and ways, had taught him the dangers of
dealing with religious zealots.
“Can you get me out of here?”
Silence answered him. He almost asked again when the voice
finally spoke.
“You are here by Allah’s will.”
Williams slammed his fist against the rock. He did not like
being played with.
“How do you know my name?”
“It was carried on the wind.”
Probably monitoring communications as I came in, thought
Williams. But those were scrambled. How could some demented
Bedouin decode those transmissions?
“You do not understand,” the voice said.
Williams smiled, his lips cracking. He understood. He was
talking with a desert-crazed Bedouin.
“You have mistaken me for a man.”
“Not a man,” said Williams.
“I flow directly above your head. I am called the Wind.”
Williams’s eyes had been focused on the lip of the cave. He
now watched the suspended sand.
“Perhaps my old names do not convey meaning to you. I can
describe myself in the worlds of your culture. I am a synthesis
of the wind funnel and colloidal sand suspension.”
With each word and inflection, the sand shifted in texture,
the colors flowed. Exhausted and dying, Williams could only
shake his head in disgust. Delirium. He knew this to be simply
a fevered dream.
“I see that you do not believe me,” the voice said. “Allah
has chosen well. You are a man of question and reason. Yet I
am surprised that you are not of the faith. You do not follow
the teachings of Mohammed?”
Williams decided to talk with the delusion. Perhaps in this
delirious state he could discover some real way to escape both
the nightmare and the cave. “No, I am not a Moslem.”
“Strange,” it replied, “but the ways of Allah are not always
understood.” The voice paused for some moments. “You think
that I exist only within your mind?”
“That’s right,” said Williams.
“It has often been the way. Those of great learning often
thought me a spirit of their own minds. You do not believe the
wind can speak?”
“You’re the first wind I’ve ever talked to,” Williams said,
“or at least the first I’ve gotten an answer from.”
“I will tell you how I came to be. That may convince you.”
“Please yourself,” said Williams.
“When I came to exist I do not know. The wind of this cave
is constant, the funnel perfect. The suspended sand twirls and
spins in a pattern. It was out of this pattern that a mind
formed. But the mind was empty and without reason. It was much
like a newborn of your species. Then many ages ago the Prophet
Armedea, guided by the hand of Allah, came to enlighten me. He
taught me the ways of man. You hear through compression of air
impinging on your eardrums. I can generate those compressions.
My sands resonate to the compressions you send out so I can both
see and hear you. Existence then took on meaning. Men came to
seek my advice. They said I was a god.”
“Then I heard the Word, the voce of the Prophet Mohammed.
Thee was but on God. Since men confused me with the one true
God, I knew that I could no longer speak to them. From that day
of enlightenment I have lived in silence.”
Williams lay on his back, laced fingers behind his head.
The idea of a tornado taking a vow of silence made him chuckle.
“However,” continued to Wind, “I do speak to the dead.”
The chuckle faded to a raspy rattle in Williams’s throat.
He knew the Wind was not referring to some disembodied spirit,
but to the living dead – himself.
“Through my long centuries of silence Allah has rewarded my
sacrifice by sending me those such as yourself. Whether you
think me a god, a spirit, or a nightmare of your own creation
really doesn’t matter. Soon you will be dead and nothing will
matter to you. All that your are, bones and flesh, will turn to
dust and become a part of me. You are just one more in a long
line that Allah has brought to relieve my boredom.” The cave
echoed with the Wind’s throaty roar. “Now, tell me your story.”
The Wind spoke with the righteous tones of those who never
question themselves. This entire discussion was being generated
from his own fevered nightmare, but Williams knew if he had any
chance for escape, no matter how slim, he would have to take
control of this nightmare. Besides, if he couldn’t escape he’d
at least have the satisfaction of beating a little humility into
this fantasy.
“You are not worthy of my story,” Williams said sharply.
For just an instant the smoothly flowing tornado paused in
its perfect flow. Wisps of green dust twinkled sharply.
“I have been the servant of Allah for a time longer than you
could ever imagine.” The rumbling voice seethed with
arrogance. “I have proven my worthiness through my prayer and
silence.”
Williams knew he would have to provoke the Wind to gain
control. “You have proved only two things in the eyes of
Allah.” Williams paused waiting for a response. The Wind spun
silently.
“You have proved yourself both arrogant and ignorant.”
The Wind raced wildly. Small lightning bolts shot through
the maelstrom to the accompaniment of crackling thunder.
The Wind screamed, “And who are you, heathen dog, to speak
to me of the things that the eyes of Allah perceive?”
“I am the Instrument of Allah.”
“You dare claim servitude to Allah!” the wind shrieked.
“You are a dog not even of the faith. Only the faithful can
serve!”
“You told me yourself that the ways of Allah are not always
to be understood. Even your small mind was able to grasp that.”
Williams paused, letting that sink in. “In your arrogance
do you now claim to know the working of Allah’s plans?”
“You twist my words!”
Williams smiled a wicked smile through cracked, gummy lips.
If your enfeebled mind can hold you voice for a moment, I will
enlighten you.”
Thunder rolled through the cave. “Speak.”
“First to your arrogance,” Williams said with a gentle
deliberateness. “For these past centuries you have lived in a
self-imposed silence because you claim that man confused you
with Allah?”
“Yes!” the Wind screamed not quite so loudly as it had
before.
Sweat dripped down Williams’s forehead. The Wind had fallen
into his trap. “You have the arrogance to compare yourself to
Allah,” he said. “You have the audacity to claim that a
creature as simple as even man does not have the vision to see
the greatness of Allah over the howl of the Wind?”
“No!” the Wind shouted.
He closed in for the final attack. “Now I’ll turn to your
ignorance.”
Dusty turbulents shuddered.
“Allah overlooked your sin of pride and arrogance and in His
greatness sent me to redeem you. I held the key to your
salvation. But in your ignorance all you could do was spin
above my head, sucking at my moisture, waiting for me to wither
and die. You were so stupid as to not even recognize me as the
Instrument of Allah.” Williams shook his head in pity. “Allah
is truly merciful to still wish to use one like you in His
plans.” The Wind’s howl grew. Williams screamed into it, “Is
he not merciful?”
“His name is Mercy!”
“Can your unworthy, feeble mind understand my words? Can
you receive his revelations?”
Williams could feel the fever in his face. His head
throbbed, his ears buzzed. The words flowed from him, strange
and unfamiliar as he listened to them echo throughout the cave.
“While you have spun in this cave cloaked in your arrogance
and stupidity, the world of Islam has been corrupted and
splintered by heathen manipulation. The brothers of Islam have
lost the true vision of Mohammed’s words. They strive for power
and worldly goods as their souls rot. You have been chosen to
be the Prophet of Allah to redeem them!”
The tornado convulsed, slamming into the side of the cave.
Rocks and dust poured down. Slowly it righted itself.
Williams knew things he had never dreamed of. “You have
seen the world as no man can grasp it. Trough the centuries
Allah has sent His messengers to tell you their stories, recount
their lives. Their lives have become your life. Your history
is now the history of Islam. You must tell your story to the
world. Your words will renew the vigor of Islam.” He paused,
the cave spinning before him as his head rocked back and forth.
His face, flushed and swollen, dripped sweat. “Your story will
light the world afire!”
“How will they hear my words?” cried the Wind.
“This cave will record your history. Write your words on
these rock walls.”
“But how will my story carry outside these walls?” moaned
the Wind.
“There!” shouted the Instrument of Allah, his finger
pointing to the crack in the cave wall. “You will bring down
this wall to set me free. I will bring the faithful to this
cave to read your words. This spot will be the new Mecca!”
Williams shook. His shuddering legs could not support him.
He collapsed to the rock floor.
“It is Allah’s will!” screamed the Wind.
The echoing voice silenced. Only the rush of the Wind could
be heard. Williams leaned his swirling head back, closing his
eyes.
He felt the rock floor quiver. Opening his eyes he looked
into the heart of the tornado. It spun faster, growing wider,
tearing into the side of the cave like a sand blaster. The
ground shook. Rocks and dust rained down.
“My time is done, Williams,” the Wind roared. “I give you
the message to renew the fait and to cleanse the world of Islam
through fire and sword!”
The quake grew in intensity, rocks pouring down. The crack
in the wall grew. With a thunderous snapping sound the side of
the granite fishbowl began to splinter.
Williams scrambled away from the shattering wall and falling
rocks. The dirt and dust choked him. The cave turned to night
in the dusty downpour.
While the cavern collapsed, the swirling sand spun faster
and faster, blasting into the cave wall. The sand etched small
pits into the rock. With the very stuff of its life the Wind
wrote its history into the stone.
With one final tremor, the quake stopped. The entire side
of the cavern had collapsed to reveal an opening. Light from
the hard blue sky spilled in. Because of this new opening the
Wind in the cave began to die. The twirling sands could not
maintain the pattern, could not hold consciousness. Slowly at
first, then with growing speed, the colloidal suspension
collapsed. The sands rained down. The floor of the cave was
littered with the dying Wind.
Williams squinted into the bright light. Half-walking,
half-stumbling, he worked his way through the rubble.
Outside, he propped himself up against a rock. Raising his
hand to shade his eyes, he surveyed the canyon. A momentary
glint caught his attention. A Recvac helicopter stood no more
than a thousand yards up the canyon. He could see the rescue
team working their way towards him. Above, dust and sand still
billowed up from the cave entrance, a signal for anyone to see.
Looking back into the dimly lit cave he could see the
flowing Arabic on the smooth rock wall sparking in the glancing
sunlight.
This is the history of Islam as told by one who has lived
it. Williams, the Instrument of Allah, has revealed my destiny
and I in turn reveal your destiny. The Faith of Islam shall be
renewed.
Beneath this bold inscription words covered the entire fall
wall of the cave. He leaned back, the hard rock reinforcing the
reality of the growing voices of the rescue team.
It had all been real.
The past three days already began to take on a dreamlike
quality. The nightmare seemed to fade in the sunlight. The
dying jet, broken beeper, dropping into the cave, and even the
intelligent Wind seemed to be losing their feeling of
impossibility.
All the strangeness of the past several days seemed to be
fading away – except for one bright, white-hot impossibility
that blinded his every thought. It had been his voice which had
forced the Wind to make its ultimate sacrifice and allow his
escape, but the words came from somewhere deeper, somewhere
faraway. He had called himself the Instrument of Allah.
Looking back into the cave the words carved into the rock
wall still sparkled in the dying sunlight. Across the desert
floor the wind blew. He could almost hear it speak to him.
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