Well, someone standing upright. Not an animal.
The guy’s form was indistinct, like one of those fuzzy images on TV where they don’t want you to know who the person is. But usually on TV, they just blocked out the face, and this was the whole man.
As he sprang up and took off after the guy, he heard footsteps behind him. Renata.
“Stay back,” he shouted as he ran, but she didn’t obey. Of course not.
“I have a gun,” she answered.
“Stay back,” he shouted again as he kept running after the shooter.
Even as Jacob kept charging ahead, he was thinking that the blurry image didn’t make sense. This wasn’t TV or a movie where you could manipulate a picture. It was real life—in the woods in back of his house.
He followed after the fleeing figure, feet pounding across the forest floor. These were his woods. He knew every inch of this ground because he’d prowled them as a wolf. He’d been here at night. And during the day. Yet somehow the man stayed ahead of him, ducking in and out of the shadows. And then he was gone.
Jacob rushed to the spot where he’d last seen the guy. There was nobody there. Nothing.
Renata came up beside him, her gun drawn, looking wildly around. “Where did he go?”
Jacob dropped his gaze to the scuffed pine needles. “Hell if I know.”
He’d like to change to a wolf and see what he could discover, but he couldn’t do that with Renata watching.
Unwilling to give up, he tried to sniff the guy out. When he couldn’t pick up the scent, he kept searching the woods, moving in a tight pattern through the underbrush.
She saw that Jacob was staying close to her.
“Don’t tell me to go back,” she said.
He gave her an assessing look. “I get the feeling that would be a waste of time. Do you always carry a gun?”
She lifted one shoulder. “When I’m showing a house by myself way out in the country.”
He nodded curtly. “Okay. That makes sense.”
“I wasn’t asking for your approval,” she snapped, then was sorry she had reacted so strongly. Something about Jacob brought that out in her—strong reactions. Good and bad.
She’d like to focus on the good. But the bad thoughts kept popping into her head.
He turned to face her. “You know that women real estate agents have been killed?”
She swallowed. “Yes.”
“So you know you’re putting yourself in danger by meeting clients in empty houses.”
“It’s my job,” she answered, then immediately wondered if she’d given too much away.
He sighed.
“The women who were killed probably weren’t armed. Or the man who killed them took them by surprise. That’s not going to happen to me.”
When they came out to a side road leading along his property, Jacob stopped.
He flapped his arm in frustration. “This is my turf. I should have been able to catch him.”
She nodded in agreement.
“Did you see him?” he asked.
He turned to face her. “Then you saw it, too.”
“A blur. Like an electronically distorted image, only that should have been impossible.”
She thought about his meaning. “I guess I thought the shadows distorted him. Or he was too far away to see clearly.”
An image leaped into her head. An image of a monster with green skin and a red slash for a mouth. She shoved it firmly away. This had nothing to do with that hallucination.
“Maybe he was wearing some kind of special suit. Something that distorted the light,” she murmured, scrambling for an explanation.
Jacob shrugged. “We might as well go back.”
None of this was going the way he expected.
Marshall should be dead now, and the crisis would be over. He would have been dead. But when Renata had shown up and shouted a warning, the bastard had ducked to the side and rolled to the ground. Then he’d come charging into the woods, and Questabaze’s only option had been to shield his man form from recognition and take off—until he had enough of a lead to vanish.
A good thing he had that talent, because Marshall was fast, and he knew his way around this patch of ground.
Now the bastard was taking Renata back to his house, and there was very little doubt about what they were going to do there. Not when they had wanted each other for centuries. Not when their emotions were running so high.
Someone had shot at Marshall. Renata had warned him, and she was going to reap her reward.
Heat rolled off the demon. When the pine needles next to him started to smolder, he doused it with a blast of cold air and struggled to reign in his anger.
He came from a world so different from this one that any human being who found himself there would choke to death within minutes, if he didn’t go mad first.
As far as Questabaze knew, no young demons had come into existence in thousands of years. He couldn’t even say how he had been born—or if he had somehow sprung into being by supernatural means. He rarely thought about the irony that he knew more about humanity than about his own people. Probably that was a mercy.
He had read everything he could find about demons in the literature of men. And none of the stories had made any sense to him. He didn’t even know when he had become aware of himself—or the others. He only knew that the numbers of his people were dwindling because they had hunted each other and eliminated their rivals. Many of his kind had come into this world to try and kill him. But he had always vanquished them.
Sometime soon, there would be only one demon left, and he meant to be that one. Because he would prove himself the strongest and the most cunning. No human could ever understand the urgency he felt. The wings of fear beat at his back. He had tasted human life, and he craved more. He could live forever in this world. Live in the comfort denied his kind.
But the great game of power had never presented this many problems, and he felt panic choking off his breath.
Were the Fates taking a hand because he’d tried to change the rules with those damn dogs? Tried to use them to disable Renata before she established a relationship with Jacob? Luring them to that vacant house had seemed like a good idea at the time. Now he wished he’d been more prudent. But his long life had taught him to take chances. Over the years, he had gambled everything again and again. And won.
This time it had been bad luck that Renata had spotted him and shouted a warning.
He watched Jacob tip his head toward her as they walked down the hill.
As Questabaze thought about what he might do to make trouble between them, another idea struck him. A very elegant idea. And this time it was going to work.
“Who do you think that was?” she asked.
“Who wants you dead?” she challenged.
He answered with a harsh laugh. “Damned if I know. Maybe Doug Davenport.”
“The assistant director of the shelter where I just evaluated a dog. He hates my guts.”
“You communicate with animals?” she asked.
“After a fashion. That’s why I’m good at my job.”
He’d given her the opening she’d been looking for, and she didn’t have to admit that she had been snooping. “What about the dog you evaluated?”
“He had been trained to be vicious. It wasn’t his fault. I took him where he could be cured.”
“A facility that’s not well known,” he clipped out. “And I’m afraid I have to keep the information confidential.”
“Okay. Sorry.”
They stepped out of the woods, and she glanced around, surprised that the scene hadn’t changed. It looked just the same. But she didn’t feel the same.
“The shooter could have killed you,” she whispered.
“Yeah. If you hadn’t warned me.”
They stood facing each other, and she wasn’t sure which of them made the first move.
Maybe they each took a step forward, then another, until they were so close that she could reach out and pull him into her arms. Which she did.
It felt right. And good. And natural. Like coming home to a lover after a long journey.
He looked down at her, and the expression on his face made her heart turn over.
“Yes,” she answered, meaning it in so many ways that she couldn’t even follow her own reasoning.
“We’d better go inside,” he said.
She nodded. Somebody had shot at him. Focusing on each other out here was dangerous.
But breaking the contact between them seemed impossible, and maybe he felt the same way. He slung his arm around her as they hurried toward the house, swaying slightly on their feet.
He walked to a rock near the front door and took out a key. So did that mean he was just coming home from wherever he’d gone with the dog? Or had he come back earlier, then gone out again?
She couldn’t hold on to the thought, not when he led her into the house, closed the door, and took her in his arms again.
His mouth came down on hers for a greedy kiss, and she found herself kissing him with equal lust. Too many emotions were bottled up inside her. She couldn’t hold them back, and they came pouring out, unchecked and uncensored.
He slanted his mouth one way and then the other, eating from her like a starving man who has just discovered a feast.
It was the same for her. She worked her mouth against his as her hands slid under his shirt so that she could splay her fingers against the warm skin of his back.
She didn’t know what the two of them meant to each other.
No, that was a lie. The two of them meant everything to each other. Would always mean everything.
She couldn’t work her way through that, either. She could only kiss him, and stroke her hands up and down his back, before bringing them around to his chest.
She loved the crisp hair she found there. When she encountered his flat nipples, she drew circles around them, making them hard. Making him growl into her mouth.
He followed her lead, reaching under her knit top and unhooking her bra.
He pushed it up and out of the way, taking the weight of her breasts in his hands.
They felt full and aching.
When he stroked his thumbs across her tightened nipples, the pleasure of it shot downward through her body.
He stepped back to pull his shirt over his head, then strip away her knit top and toss it on the floor, along with her bra.
“Lord, you’re lovely,” he said, his voice thick as he caught her breasts in his hands again, his fingers playing over the nipples. Then he bent his head, taking one aching tip in his mouth and sucking sharply as he used his thumb and finger on the other.
She cried out, pressing her center against him, frantically moving her hips.
Standing right there, wedged against him, she came in an explosion that took her utterly by surprise.
Her eyes blinked open, and she stared up at him, feeling a flush spread across her face.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered.
“It was very sexy.” He stroked his hand down her arm, then knit his fingers with hers, swaying her body against his, arousing her all over again.
She let him lead her down the hall to a bedroom at the back of the house. It was large and very masculine, decorated in earth tones, with a king-sized bed covered in a forest green comforter.
He pulled the comforter and the top sheet aside, before turning back to work the hook at the top of her slacks, then her zipper. Reaching inside, he discarded the pants and her panties in one quick motion.
“Yes, beautiful,” he repeated as she stood naked in front of him.
Wanting to make up for her lack of finesse a few minutes ago, she reached for the snap at the top of his jeans. After undoing it, she lowered his zipper, and reached into his shorts, curving her hand around his cock. He felt wonderful. Full and hard and totally ready for her.
He gave her a smoldering look, then covered her hand with his, pressing her more firmly against himself for long seconds. Finally, with a sigh, he lifted her hand away.
She pushed his jeans down, and his cock sprang free, as magnificent looking as it had felt. And she knew that she had to have it inside her—soon.
He took her in his arms and brought her down to the surface of the bed. They wrapped their arms around each other, rocking together, increasing the friction of body to body.
She had always been a sensual person, and she had denied that part of her for so long. Now she was finally acknowledging her true self.
When he put a little space between them, she cried out in protest. But he was only moving away so that he could cup her breasts, then bend to kiss her there, circling her nipples with his tongue before sliding downward, his tongue tracing a hot trail down her body.
He paused at her navel and then kissed his way down to her throbbing core, using his lips and tongue on her with the skill of a man who knew exactly how to please a woman.
She had come a few minutes ago, and he made her ready to do it again.
Tugging on his hair, she pleaded. “Not that way.”
He lifted his head, grinning at her. And then he covered her body with his.
She opened her legs and reached for his erection, guiding him into her.
They both cried out as he filled her. She stared up at him, wondering if her own expression mirrored the dazed look on his face.
That look meant something. Making love meant something. More than joining her body with a man’s had ever meant before.
The fulfillment of a prophecy.
“Finally,” she breathed.
He echoed the word.
Did it mean the same thing to him as it did to her? And what did it mean, exactly, to both of them?
She lost the thought—lost all thought—when he bent to press his lips to hers. As he began to move, it seemed like there was nothing else in the universe but the two of them.
Together again, after all the years of loneliness.
She knew that she was approaching climax and felt herself holding back. In the dream, the final pleasure had ended in a blinding headache.
But they had both gone too far to stop now.
His thrusts became harder, deeper. And she rose up to meet him with equal force.
This time they exploded together. Both of them crying out with the intensity of it.
This time there was no pain. Only pleasure. Glorious pleasure that rushed like a freight train through every cell of her body.
He stayed where he was, and she stroked his back, kissed his shoulder.
When he rolled to his side, he took her with him, and they snuggled together in the big bed.
The air-conditioning was on, and the house was cool. She lifted her hips so he could pull the sheet and the comforter over them.
She felt wonderful. Better than she had in years. And she wanted to tell him how much making love with him had meant to her.
Instead, to her horror, she started to sob.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
RENATA TRIED TO stifle the sobs that wracked her body. But once she had started, it was impossible to stop the wave of doubt—and guilt—from washing over her.
She had felt so good, and now reality had come slamming back to claim her.
She had been a fool. She had let her guard down. She had . . .
When she tried to roll away, Jacob pulled her close.
“Come here,” he murmured, stroking his hands over her back and shoulders.
There was pain in his voice when he said, “I thought . . .”
She struggled to speak, because she couldn’t let him believe this had something to do with him. Well, it did, but not the way he thought.
“It was . . . wonderful.” That was all she could get out before the tears overwhelmed her again.
He rocked her in his arms, kissed her cheek, spoke to her in a low, reassuring voice. And finally the storm passed.
He reached around her to pull out a wad of tissues from the box on his night table and hand them to her.
She blew her nose, but she couldn’t look at him.
“Tell me,” he said, his voice so tender that she almost started to cry again. But she managed to keep from embarrassing herself a second time.
Finally, she raised her face to his. “It’s been a long time since I made love with anyone.”
“Why? I can’t believe a lot of men haven’t tried to get close.”
“They have. But when I get mixed up with someone, he dies.”
“What do you mean?”
In a shaky voice, she told him about James and Miguel. And about her parents.
“I’m sorry.”
“So I’ve kept to myself.”
“Nobody’s going to kill me,” he said, his voice hard and sure.
She kept her gaze on his face. “I’m afraid they almost did,” she managed to say.
He laughed. “Yeah, I forgot about that. But you saved me. Maybe that’s broken the bad-luck cycle.”
She thought about that. “Maybe it was my fault.”
“What do you mean?”
She hitched a breath, then said, “Two men are angry with me. The head of the Realty Association, Maxwell Sullivan.” As soon as she’d said that, she was sorry she’d mentioned his name. “And the guy who takes care of repairs for Star Realty,” she added quickly. “Lou Deverel. What if one of them followed me here and came after you?”
“What’s their beef with you?” Jacob asked.
“Deverel was angry about the deck collapsing.”
“That’s supposed to be your fault?”
“My thought exactly. But I’ve had other run-ins with him. About repair work. And I’ve looked into his background. He was convicted of domestic violence.”
“Nice guy. What about the other one?”
She swallowed. “That’s confidential.”
“Why?”
“Realty Association business. I can’t talk about it.”
“But you think either one of them would try to kill you? Or me?”
“I don’t know. Maxwell Sullivan’s pretty respectable.”
Jacob looked like he wanted to say more, but he only nodded.
She lay back and closed her eyes, wishing that the two of them were back in San Rafael, where life was simple.
They’d be safe there. Or was anywhere safe?
Jacob stirred beside her. “Did you have a dream about me?” he asked in a gritty voice.
Her breath caught. “What do you mean?”
“A dream where you called me to an altar. And we made love. It was us. But we were other people, too. If you understand what I mean.”
She wanted to deny it, but she couldn’t. “You had that dream, too?” she asked in a small voice.
“YEAH. And when we came, the world caught on fire and my head hurt like hell,” Jacob muttered.
“Mine, too.”
“I’d like to know what it means,” he said, hearing the challenge in his voice.
“I’m not sure I do.”
“You don’t want to face it?”
“No.” The word came out much too sharply, and he wondered what she was hiding—besides her PI assignment. He already knew she was hiding that.
Well, he could ease back into it later.
“Where are you from?” he asked and saw her relax a little.
“Costa Rica.”
“Exotic.”
“Where are you from?”
“Nowhere special. I grew up in Maryland. I’ve lived here all my life,” he said.
“Your family’s here?”
“Uh-huh.” He didn’t want to talk about the Marshalls, not yet. The implications were too loaded for him. So he said, “Tell me about Costa Rica.”
“What do you want to know?”
“What’s most important?”
“The environment. We’re into biodiversity. And that attracts a lot of tourists. They’re our number one source of income.”
“I thought it was coffee.”
“That’s big, too. Also, pineapples. They’re sweeter than the ones grown in Hawaii, so they’re capturing the market. I think you’d like it. There’s lush rain forest. With incredible birds in colors you wouldn’t believe.”
Her face took on a faraway look. And he heard the pride and the wistfulness in her voice. “And monkeys. There’s a beach, Manuel Antonio. The forest comes right down to the sand. White-faced monkeys live there. If you leave your stuff on a blanket or a picnic table, they’ll riffle through it.” She laughed. “They even know how to open zippers.”
He laughed with her, imagining the scene. “Are those the monkeys you see in the ecotourism advertisements?”
“Usually, that’s mono titi. Squirrel monkeys. They’re smaller and cuter.” On a roll, she kept talking about her native country. “And in the interior, we have volcanoes.”
“They erupt?”
“Arenal had a big eruption in 1968, and a village got buried.” She sighed. “And now a huge tourist industry is growing up around the base of the volcano.”
“Isn’t that dangerous?”
“Yes, but it brings in cash. They probably won’t ban it until a resort gets wiped out.”
He nodded, thinking it was too bad that people chasing profits often ignored safety. And as that thought surfaced, a question he’d ignored popped into his head.
“What were you doing at my house?” he asked.
She moved back a little so she could look him in the face. “What—you’re annoyed that I saved your life?”
“No. I just want to know why you were here.”
She gave him a hard look. “Actually, I was wondering what you did with the dog.”
He tried to follow her logic. “Huh?”
“You took it from the shelter. And then you disappeared with it.”
“Are you saying you followed me?” he asked, suddenly remembering that he thought he had seen her in the woods. Then, somehow, he’d forgotten about it.
Her expression hardened. “What of it?”
“I don’t much like that.” He almost asked her if he was a suspect in her murder investigation, but he managed to stop himself. He wasn’t supposed to know about her private eye business.
“Sorry,” she said, getting out of bed. “I think I’ll leave now.”
“Fine with me.”
They glared at each other while she found her pants and pulled them on. Her shirt and bra were in the living room. He didn’t follow her as she flounced down the hall.
He lay in bed with his anger simmering, then heard the door slam.
As soon as she left, he wondered what the hell had happened. They had wanted each other. They had made love, and it had been wonderful. They’d been warm and cozy, talking to each other in bed.
Then everything had started going wrong.
He sat up and pressed his face into his hands.
He was sure they had bonded. Sure that she was his life mate. And while they were lying in bed, they’d started picking a fight with each other.
Jesus!
He was angry. With himself. And with . . .
Well, not with her. Strange as it seemed, he felt like he was being manipulated by some outside force that he didn’t understand—a force bent on tearing them apart.
He went very still, remembering Pamina’s warning. She’d told him an evil force was hovering around them. A demon.
And he hadn’t wanted to believe it. Was this part of it? But how?
Christ! He just wanted to be normal. Well, werewolf normal. And now he was coping with . . .
He didn’t know what the hell he was coping with. Maybe he and Renata could figure it out together. If she ever spoke to him again. Or maybe he should give her some space. If he took an out-of-town job for a few days, that would give both of them time to cool off. Or was he thinking straight? He didn’t even know.
THREE days later, Renata was still trying to put Jacob out of her mind. She wanted to forget about him—about making love with him. About the mind-blowing climax. No . . . climaxes. Don’t forget about the first one, when they were standing in the living room and he was playing with her breasts and she was pressing her clit against his hip.
She squeezed her eyes shut, struggling to banish that image. Just at that moment, her cell phone rang.
She saw it was Star Realty.
“Hello?”
Dick Trainer came on the line. “You must have made an impression on Kurt Lanagan.”
“Oh?”
“He was looking at listings online. He wants you to show him another property.”
“Okay. When?”
“Now. After you pick up the key, can you meet him at 225 Stone Creek Road?”
She was already in the car. She strapped on her holster and reached for the jacket that would cover it. Then she headed to Star Realty, where she took a quick look at the listing.
It was one of the mini-mansions that had sprung up in the county. Now someone needed to unload the six-bedroom, seven-bath monstrosity on a wooded lot. The price was just over a million.
She picked up the key and got directions from Trainer.
“It’s just after that new development. Chatsfield.”
“I know where that is.”
“Take the next right. That’s the driveway.”
“Okay.”
She took Route 144, heading for the fairgrounds, then turned off on Stone Creek. When she pulled into the driveway, Lanagan was walking around to the front of the house from the backyard.
He folded his arms across his chest while he waited for her to park.
She didn’t like the look on his face as she got out and came over.
“What took you so long?”
“I had to get the key to the lockbox.”
“This is the kind of lot I’m looking for. I like the four-car garage.”
“Yes.”
To avoid turning her back on him, she gave him the key to the lockbox while she pretended she needed to get the spec sheet out of her car.
When she came in, he was in the huge kitchen, checking it out. Then he toured the bedrooms.
She followed, offering a few comments.
Finally, he went down to the lower level, which had a finished game room and two more rooms that could be used for sleeping, although their windows were small.
“This might do,” he said.
“Really?” she asked, surprised. She had expected him to make some objection.
“If I can get it at the right price,” he said.
She looked at the spec sheet. “It’s been on the market for four months. Maybe they’re willing to come down on the price.”
“Offer them nine hundred thousand,” he said.
“Okay,” she said, not bothering to explain that she’d turn the job over to Dick Trainer.
“And if they won’t take that, we can negotiate.”
They walked back outside, and she watched him drive away. She’d been on edge the whole time they were in the house.
Still trying to settle down, she pulled out her cell phone and called Barry. “Did you do a background check on Kurt Lanagan?”
Barry chuckled. “Sorry, I should have gotten back to you on that. I think he’s looking for property to use as a gentleman’s club. As in high-class bordello.”
“So that’s why he wanted privacy and so many bedrooms. Should we tell the cops?”
“I don’t think it would make much difference, given the way he’s operated in the past.”
“Should we take him off the suspect list?”
“Let’s hold off on that.”
“Okay,” she agreed, then asked, “Did you get any more information on Jacob Marshall?”
“He’s supposed to be up in Pennsylvania, at a center where they train dogs for the blind. I haven’t confirmed that, though.”
“Okay,” she said again, then hung up.
Her heart started to pound. Jacob wasn’t home. This was her chance to do some snooping. Without giving herself time to back away from that idea, she drove to his house. Fifteen minutes later, she pulled up his long driveway.
The van was outside. But not the car. Which meant he probably wasn’t home. Still, she knocked loudly at the door and waited with her pulse pounding, wondering what she was going to say if he answered the door.
That she was sorry about starting a fight? She was sorry. Yet something compelled her to dig below the surface of his life.
When he didn’t come to the door, she found the key under the rock, then picked it up with a trembling hand.
As far as she remembered, she hadn’t seen an alarm system in the house. Still, she fought a sick feeling in her throat as she shoved the key in the lock.
She had never done anything like this in her life. She shouldn’t be doing it now. It almost felt like some outside force was compelling her to break the law.
If she were a cop, this course of action would be out of the question, but she wasn’t working for the police department. She was a PI, and if she discovered something incriminating, she’d find a way to let the cops know.
A shudder went through her. What was she expecting to discover, exactly?
Or maybe she was doing this so she could put her suspicions to rest. Yes, that was a better reason. She clung to that as she twisted the key, then stepped inside. In the front hall, she breathed in the aroma of the house. It smelled like Jacob—that blend of man and outdoors that was so unique to him.
The air-conditioning was off. So did that mean he was away for several days?
In any event, she didn’t want to stay here long. Because she was prying into his personal life. And because she didn’t want to get caught.
SHE knew how to conduct a methodical search. Starting with the floorboards and the baseboards and working her way up. But she couldn’t find any floorboards that were obviously loose.
The house was neat and tidy. Apparently, he liked order in his life.
One bedroom was set up as an office. She shuffled through the bills and junk mail on the desk and thought about booting his computer. But that would be a waste of time. If he had anything to hide, it would be password protected, wouldn’t it?
She tried to keep her hands from shaking as she checked the desk drawers, the closet, the kitchen cabinets, the refrigerator, and the pantry. His eating habits were strange. No cereal. No sweets. No fruit juices. No coffee. But he did have a big stock of herbal tea. And the side-by-side freezer was stuffed with packages of meat.
She checked her watch. Every minute she stayed made her blood pressure go up another couple of points.
Sprinting down the hall again, she stopped short when she reached the bedroom. Her gaze bounced off the bed. They’d made love here, and the feeling of betraying him was so strong that she almost turned around and left.
But she forced herself to cross the room and pull open a dresser drawer.
Tee shirts and sweaters were neatly folded. He even laid his undershorts in a flat stack. Closing the drawer, she turned to the closet and stared at the few dress shirts, jackets, and pants he possessed. Obviously, he wasn’t a guy who got dressed up very often.
A pair of hiking boots drew her eye. Hadn’t he said he was toughening his feet? So why did he need boots?
Beside the boots was a small portable file box that looked out of place among the shoes and clothing. Sitting on the floor, she lifted the top. Inside were neatly filed newspaper articles—stories about the murders she was investigating.
With trembling hands, she shuffled through the clippings. He had documented the murders, and in the last file folder was something that made her hands tingle. With numb fingers she lifted out a plastic bag. It contained hair—women’s hair.
There were three bags. One with blond hair. One with black and one that looked dyed red. As she pictured the women who had been murdered, she started to shake.
This was their hair. Jacob had their hair.
The only conclusion she could draw was that he must have murdered them. And she had slept with him.
She crammed her fist against her mouth and bit on the side of her index finger.
Oh, God. She had slept with a murderer.
Pivoting, she looked toward the bed again, remembering the two of them there. It had been so good, and it had all been a fake.
A sliver of doubt assaulted her. He’d showed up when she was alone at a house out in the country. Why hadn’t he already killed her?
Because he enjoyed the game of getting close to his victims? Had he made love with the other women, too?
She bit back a sob, then fought to keep herself from going to pieces. Jumping up, she knocked over the box, then sternly ordered herself to calm down.
Going into panic mode wouldn’t do her any good. She had to act rationally.
And what was the rational thing to do?
Call Barry.
No, call Greg Newcastle. He was her police contact. He was the one who needed to know.
She stood up and fumbled for her cell phone. Should she use it? Or the house line? Maybe that was better, because that would provide an automatic record of her location.
She looked at the box again, then walked to the phone on the bedside table and took the receiver from the cradle, but her hand was shaking, and she couldn’t remember Greg’s number.
She slammed the receiver into the cradle. Then spoke out loud to herself. “You’re okay. Don’t go to pieces. The number is programmed into your cell phone. All you have to do is go into your contact list.”
Pressing the retrieve button, she scrolled down to the Ns.
When she heard Greg’s voice, she breathed out a little sigh. In the next second she realized she was listening to his answering machine.
“This is Greg Newcastle. I’m out of the office. Leave a message and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.”
“Mierda!” She didn’t want to leave a message. But she waited for the beep, then started talking rapidly. “Greg, this is Renata Cordona. I’ve found the murderer. It’s Jacob Marshall. I’m at his house. You’ve got to get here right away.”
Before she could finish the sentence, she heard the front door open. Then footsteps were pounding down the hall.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
JACOB SPRINTED INTO his room, then stopped short. When he saw Renata standing beside the bed, he felt a surge of joy. He’d been miserable since she’d left, and he hadn’t even been able to figure out what had happened between them. He’d longed to talk to her about it; but each time he’d reached for the phone, something had stopped him.
Now she was back.
Then he saw the look on her face and the gun in her hand, and he knew she wasn’t there for the reasons he’d assumed.
“What?” he managed to say.
“Stay away from me.”
“What in the hell is wrong with you?”
Her voice was flat and dead. “You murdered them.”
He shook his head, because the words didn’t make sense. “Murdered who?”
“The women. It was you.”
“You’re crazy!”
She gestured with her gun toward a box that lay half out of the closet. Newspaper clippings spilled out. Beside them lay plastic bags of hair.
“Jesus! Where did that come from?”
“Don’t pretend it isn’t yours.” She glared at him.
“Of course it isn’t mine. Somebody put it there.”
She gave a bitter laugh. “Who would do that?”
He came up with the only answer that made sense. “The murderer. To frame me.”
“You expect me to believe that?” she challenged.
“I expect you to believe I didn’t do it.”
She shook her head. “I called the police. They’re coming.”
“Shit!”
“You killed them,” she repeated. “With a knife. And you tortured them first. With screwdrivers, pliers, and other tools. You’re sick.”
“It wasn’t me,” he said, emphasizing every word.
“You can prove that in court.”
The words and the look on her face sent blind rage coursing through him. Somebody had deliberately gone to a lot of trouble to set him up. Somebody who wanted him out of the way.
“Think,” he said. “Think about the guy who was here the other day. The guy who took a shot at me. He was trying to get me. He missed, but now he’s found another way.”
A look of doubt crossed her features, but she didn’t put down the gun, and he knew he didn’t have much time.
He’d heard her talking to the cops, and they were on their way now.
Recklessly, he played his trump card.
“If I were going to kill anybody, I wouldn’t use knives and tools. I don’t need them.”
“What do you mean?”
“This,” he answered as he pulled his tee shirt over his head.
“What . . . what are you doing?” she gasped, taking a step back. “Stop or I’ll shoot.”
“Proving it,” he spat out as he began to say the chant, his hand fumbling with his belt buckle.
“Taranis, Epona, Cerridwen.”
“Stop,” Renata cried out, backing up against the wall. Her eyes were wide with terror. From her point of view, he probably looked like he’d gone crazy.
Maybe he had.
“Stay away.”
Still chanting, he held up his hands and took a slow step back, then another. Away from her.
She might still shoot him, but at that moment, he knew it didn’t matter.
RENATA stared at Jacob, her heart pounding and her throat so tight that she could barely breathe.
She wanted to scream. Her hand tightened on the trigger.
“Stop or I’ll shoot,” she managed to say. She didn’t understand what was happening. She only knew she had to kill him.
Yet something kept her from doing it.
He was saying strange words that she didn’t understand. They raised goose bumps on her arms and made the hair at the back of her neck tingle.
Dios.
She said a prayer to the Virgin. “Ayúdeme. Por favor. Ayúdeme.” And maybe the prayer was what kept her from pulling the trigger.
JACOB kept chanting, rushing the words.
“Ga. Feart. Cleas. Duais. Aithriocht. Go gcumhdai is dtreorai na deithe thu.”
“Dios.”
He heard her exclaim in Spanish as his vision blurred. Then he heard her scream as he leaped out of his pants and came down on all fours. As he sprang at her, he knocked the gun out of her hand. It clattered to the floor.
Ignoring the terror in her eyes, he snarled at her.
His own anger surged. He was a primitive being, and he wanted to strike out with his teeth and his claws. He wanted to punish and maim.
But he had enough logic left in his brain to know that she wasn’t the one he wanted to hurt. It was the bastard who had done this to him—to them.
Because he knew that planting the evidence here wasn’t aimed only at him. The idea was to tear him and Renata apart. And it had worked.
Even as he tried to reason through what had happened, he was acting on instinct.
He knocked Renata to the ground and kicked the gun away, under the night table.
Then he said the chant in his head, speeding through the transformation again, fighting the pain that came from changing so rapidly.
But he had only minutes to get the hell out of here.
He was a man again. Naked, crouching over her.
Another woman might have been paralyzed with fear. She had the guts to raise her head and glare at him.
“It was you. The wolf. It was you.”
“Yeah. I chased the pack of dogs away. I saved your life.”
She swallowed.
“Think about that.”
Still, she lifted her chin and ordered, “Get away from me.”
“No. We’re leaving, whether you cooperate or not.”
He yanked her up and pulled her to the closet where he grabbed a tie from the rack and used it to secure her hands behind her back. Then he tied her feet and used a tee shirt to gag her.
She stared at him with wide frightened eyes, and he knew that he was making her think of murder again.
But he couldn’t leave her here.
He pulled on his pants and shoes, then his shirt. After he was dressed, he grabbed a backpack from the closet shelf and swept the clippings and the bags of hair inside before slinging the backpack over one shoulder.
“Come on.”
When she dug in her heels, he yanked her across the room so he could pick up the gun and shove it into his waistband.
Miraculously, her purse was still slung over her shoulder. Good. Because he didn’t want to leave any evidence of foul play.
Of course there would be fingerprints. But that was only evidence that she’d been in his house.
When he heard sirens in the distance, she looked up hopefully, and he knew his time was up.
“We’ve got to split.”
She shook her head.
He answered with a harsh laugh. “You think I’m going to leave you here so you can tell the cops I’m a werewolf? Think again.”
The word made her cringe. Too bad. She’d get used to it. She was his life mate.
The knowledge made his throat close. His life mate. And they were in hell together. She’d put them there.
No, that wasn’t fair. He’d just used caveman tactics to overpower her.
With clenched teeth, he untied her feet, then kept a firm hold on her as he dragged her toward the back door.
But as soon as they were outside, she sat down on the step and glared at him.
The sirens were coming closer.
“Damn you!”
He picked her up and slung her over his shoulder, then ran into the woods. It was hard to run and carry her and the backpack with the evidence. But he did it, making for the only place where he knew he’d be safe—the portal.
When they were three hundred yards from the house, he set her down and pulled the gag out of her mouth. She dragged in a huge breath.
“You have to walk.”
“What if I just sit down again?”
“You won’t. Because you’re going to give me a chance to prove that I’m innocent.”
“You have a funny way of doing it.” She glared at him.
“You changed the rules by calling the cops. I can’t save myself if I’m in jail.”
She turned her head away.
“Come on. You wanted to know where I took the dog. I’ll show you. You can meet him. He loves his new life.”
He didn’t know if he’d convinced her, but she started walking. Maybe she was waiting for him to untie her hands, so she could get away. But he wasn’t planning to do that until he knew he had her secure in Quinn’s world.
GREG Newcastle roared up the driveway and screeched to a halt. He’d been in the can, of all places. Then he’d gotten back to his desk and checked his messages.
As he climbed out of his unmarked, a couple of patrol cars pulled up in back of him.
He looked at the house. The front door was open. And when he sent one of the officers around to the back, it was open, too.
Which made it look like whoever was there had come in in a hurry—and left the same way.
Well, Renata had called for help. They could go in and look for her. He took the back door. One of the officers took the front.
After they’d quickly checked out the rooms, he called Renata’s name.
Nobody answered.
He sent the two uniforms into the woods.
Meanwhile, since he’d had a legitimate reason to come in, he’d have a look around the place. Which would give him some time alone here.
JACOB took Renata’s arm. “Come on.”
She looked behind her as he pulled her along.
“Are you trying to slow me down? So the cops can catch up with us?”
“What do you think?”
When they reached the cave, she stopped short. “You went in there, and you didn’t come out,” she whispered.
“You followed me all the way here?”
“Yes.”
“So it was true.”
“What do you mean?”
“I thought I saw you. Then I thought I was imagining it. What else have you been up to?” he asked, his voice sharp.
“Nothing.”
“Oh, yeah. Well, I know you’ve been lying to me.”
She fought to keep her voice steady. “How?”
“You’re a private eye. I know you were putting yourself in danger, investigating those murders.” He laughed harshly. “And I was trying to figure out how to protect you. Jesus!”
She focused on the first part. “How did you know what I was doing?”
He flapped his arm. “Would you believe, I followed you? After I saw you outside in your nightgown, I wondered what was going on.”
“Great,” she muttered.
QUESTABAZE felt his satisfaction growing. But also his tension.
Each time in this cycle, when he thought his mission was accomplished, something went wrong.
His vision had been blocked when Renata and Marshall had been inside the house. Now she was outside again, and he was following them perfectly well.
This was it. His plan was working out, but maybe not exactly the way he’d expected.
He had found a fault line in the fabric of the universe and exploited it.
He was sure Renata had discovered the evidence he’d planted and called the cops. Lucky he had saved the women’s hair. It would match up when the CSI guys did the lab work.
That and the clippings made Marshall the prime suspect in the murders. But when it came time, he wouldn’t go quietly. The guy was a hothead. It was a good bet that he’d end up dead.
Of course, his coming home and catching Renata in the act had changed the dynamics.
Marshall was angry. They were fighting now, and he was dragging her into the woods, where he could do whatever he wanted with her.
Good. That was excellent.
Marshall had tied Renata’s hands behind her back and marched her into a cave. Questabaze strained to see what was happening in there. But the rock walls blocked his sight.
JACOB answered Renata’s question.
“I heard you talking to Barry Prescott. He must be a real pussy, letting a woman put herself in danger while he sits in his office.”
“He’s the finest man I ever met!”
Jacob snorted. “We can debate the merits of Barry Prescott’s character later.” He turned and gave her a direct look. “Are you afraid to come with me?”
“Yes.”
“At least you’re being honest now.”
“I’m always honest.”
“I don’t think so. You think it’s honest to break into someone’s house and search his stuff?”
“I was doing my job.”
He made a frustrated sound. “This isn’t getting us anywhere.”
Jacob took her arm, leading her to the back of the cave, where he pressed his hand against the trigger spot on the rear wall.
She gasped when the rock began to thin, gasped again when she saw another place shimmering on the other side of what had been a solid wall.
Without giving her time to think about what was happening, he took her arm and pulled her forward.
THE demon strained to see into the cave. When he couldn’t do it, his emotions swung wildly between elation and fear.
Almost. He had almost won.
Or had he?
He tried to call on his connection to Renata. But the massive wall of rock blocked his sight.
He spewed out a string of curses. Were the Fates screwing with him again?
“Not fair.” He spat the words out.
He had powers beyond human imagining.
Ancient powers granted to him long ago.
He fought his own panic as he tried to forge the connection to Renata. He couldn’t see her. That was bad enough. Worse, it felt like she had vanished.
Where in hell was she?
He didn’t know, and he screamed his rage.
AS they stepped through the barrier between the worlds, Jacob dragged in a breath and let it out.
When Renata whirled around to charge back the way they had come, he grabbed her arm and held her where she was.
She might have turned into a trembling mass of fear as the doorway between the worlds vanished. Instead, she channeled the fear into anger.
The way she’d done before. Because that was the way she coped. He was learning that no matter how rational she wanted to be, she couldn’t stop her emotions from taking over.
Her eyes blazed. “Where are we? What have you done?”
“We came through a portal. Into another universe.”
Her features hardened. “You expect me to believe that?”
He shrugged. “It’s just as likely as my being a werewolf, don’t you think?”
Raising his head, he looked around, sniffing the air, trying to judge whether there were slavers in the area.
Once again, he had come here too late in the day for safety. This time Renata had forced the reckless course of action on him.
She must have sensed that he was distracted. Tearing herself away from him, she took off running.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
JACOB’S CURSE FOLLOWED Renata as she darted away, heading toward one of the crumbling structures that dotted the landscape.
Once again, she had taken him by surprise.
But her hands were still tied behind her back, unbalancing her and making her gait awkward.
Putting on a burst of speed, he caught up with her quickly and grabbed her arm again.
“Stop. This place is dangerous.”
“Thanks for bringing me here.”
“It’s your own damn fault. You turned me into a murder suspect, and this is the only place where the authorities can’t find me.”
She glared at him.
“It’s time we both faced reality.”
She snorted. “Really? Here?”
“Yeah. You’re trapped here with me, until we figure out who is trying to screw us up.”
“And what if I don’t want to talk to you?”
“I think you will,” he said, hoping it was true.
RENATA looked away, toward a half-wrecked house.
If she needed proof that they were in another universe, the landscape did the trick. This looked more like a war zone than the Maryland woods they’d been tramping through a few minutes ago.
She didn’t want to be here, but it was her own damn fault. When she’d found the box of clippings and the bags of hair, she’d jumped to the logical conclusion, panicked, and called Newcastle.
Now that she had time to think, she saw that Jacob had a point. She’d gotten into his house very easily. Someone else could have done the same thing—and planted the evidence before she arrived.
“All right,” she whispered.
“All right what?”
“Someone could have put the hair and the clippings in your closet.”
“Thank you.”
“But that doesn’t change the fact that you scared the shit out of me with that werewolf act.”
“It’s not an act. It’s who I am.”
“You made love with me!”
“What do you think I’m going to do—tell every woman about my genetic defect before I take her to bed?”
She gave him a dark look. “Is it a defect?”
“It’s a trait. We have an extra chromosome. Genetically, that usually means the person will die—or be defective. In our case, it gives us the ability to change into a wolf.”
“Who’s us?”
“My brothers and cousins.”
“What about your sisters?”
“I don’t have any. They died at birth because it’s a sex-linked trait, and they lacked the proper hormones for survival.”
She winced.
“But my cousin Ross’s wife is a geneticist. They have a little girl. The first one born in the family in a thousand years,” he said, and she caught the strong emotion in his voice.
He kept his gaze on her as he untied her hands. “But we’re getting off the track. The most important point is that someone is screwing with both of us, and we have to figure out who.”
She gave him a small nod, because she knew it was true. They had to settle this, and then she might end up walking away from him.
That thought made her throat clog.
“What?”
She shook her head and looked away. Her luck with men had been terrible, and this was part of the pattern.
Death and destruction followed her around. But Jacob was still alive.
She shuddered, imagining him lying dead and lifeless at her feet. Blood staining the front of his shirt.
“I almost shot you.”
“You didn’t.”
“But you’re supposed to die. Every man I hook up with dies.”
“James and Miguel?”
“Not just them,” she whispered.
She’d fought to hold the other images back, but they crowded in on her. Her lover with his face smashed. Or the hair torn off of his scalp. Or his body lying broken at the bottom of a cliff.
Squeezing her eyes shut, she tried to banish the terrible pictures that were playing through her head like clips from all the horror movies that had ever been made.
Her own private horror movies.
But she couldn’t make the sickening images go away. And somehow she knew they were true. It had happened again and again, down through the ages. She turned her head away.
“Tell me,” he insisted.
She didn’t want to say the words aloud, but she forced them past her lips.
“It’s happened before,” she whispered.
“What?”
“I killed you. Or you died, because of me.”
He stared at her with a kind of horrible fascination. “You think I’m crazy,” she whispered.
“No. An adept warned me. It’s not just about you. It’s about us.”
Before he could explain, a flicker of movement to her right made her head jerk up. Two men dressed like barbarians had stepped out from the shadow of a nearby ruin. When she focused on them, they started running. Not away—but toward her and Jacob.
One held an axe. The other had a long knife.
JACOB thrust Renata in back of him and whipped around to face the attackers. But she had no intention of hiding behind him. As the wild-looking men charged forward, she reached her hand into the purse that was still hanging over her shoulder.
Jacob had pulled the gun from his belt. Holding it in a two-handed grip, he shouted, “Stop, or I’ll kill you.”
The men only jeered at him and kept coming. She got the feeling they didn’t know that Jacob held a deadly weapon in his hands.
But their axe and knife would be just as deadly if they got in close enough to strike.
Her heart blocked her windpipe as she saw them leaping forward, their confidence evident.
Jacob waited, and she knew he was trying to ensure a close shot.
The men were thirty feet away when he fired. One of them looked astonished as a bullet hit him in the shoulder.
He must have had the constitution of an ox, because he kept up the charge as though the bullet had been a bee sting.
Jacob fired again, hitting the man in the chest.
He dropped to his knees, leaning on the handle of his axe as he tried to stand again.
But his buddy kept coming.
When he was almost on them, Renata held up the canister of Mace she’d pulled from her purse and pressed the trigger.
Liquid shot from the nozzle. As a cloud of burning spray hit the attacker in the face, he screamed. Dropping the knife, he started coughing and clawing at his eyes.
But he kept staggering forward.
Jacob took the opportunity to shoot him in the head. He flopped onto the ground like a dead fish on a dock.
Renata watched blood frothing from his lips. Then he went still.
Jacob took in her reaction.
“Yeah. That’s the way it works around here. The law is usually the stronger guy. Lucky for us we had your gun—and your Mace.”
She stared at the man’s ragged clothing, then at the jeans and tee shirt that Jacob was still wearing. “I guess I can see why you had different clothing in that storage box.”
“Right. We don’t fit in. We’d better find some shelter.” His gaze flicked to the Mace canister in her hand. “You had that with you all along?”
“Yes.”
“You could have used it on me a little while ago. Why didn’t you?” he asked.
“I don’t . . .” From the corner of her eye, she saw the first man Jacob had shot rise up and swing his axe at her.
“Watch out.”
Jacob pushed her out of the way, putting himself between her and the attacker. As he did, the axe hit him in the side.
It all happened in seconds. As Renata gasped and whirled around, the man flopped back onto the ground. She sprang at him. He had used up his strength attacking Jacob, and she was able to wrest the axe from his hands and chop down on his neck.
His mouth gurgled as blood spurted.
“Cabrón,” she shouted, then leaped to the other guy to make sure he was really dead and wasn’t going to attack them again.
When she turned back to Jacob, he was lying on the ground, blood spreading from a gash in his side.
Fighting her own fear, she knelt beside him. “Jacob. Dios mio. Jacob.”
He tried to raise his hand toward her, but it fell back against the ground.
Tears blurred her vision, and she fought them back. His face was so pale, and his eyes were clouded. He had taken the blow intended for her, and she was terrified that he was dying.
Because it was destined to happen, no matter what. He’d saved himself from the police only to die here.
Everything inside her fought against that fear.
“Jacob,” she said again as she rummaged in his backpack and found a shirt he’d left there. Wadding it up, she pressed it against his bloody side.
He spoke her name, but the sound was the barest whisper.
With her free hand, she stroked back the dark hair that fell across his forehead, feeling the clammy sweat on his brow.
Not so long ago, she had thought he was a killer. Now the world had turned upside down. How could he be a killer when he had leaped to save her without hesitation?
Her throat clogged as she crouched over him. And she knew that if she lost him now, her spirit would die.
No, it was more than that. It didn’t just matter for the two of them. Some important pattern in the fabric of the universe would crumble. She didn’t even understand exactly what that meant. But she understood deep inside her soul that his life and death mattered—and not just to her.
She reached for Jacob’s hand, and his fingers were even colder than his forehead.
“Jacob.”
His lips moved, but this time no words came out.
MILES away in Sun Acres, Gunner was dreaming. And in the dream, he felt a jolt of sensation. Joy leaped inside his doggy brain.
The man was back.
The knowledge came to him as a picture. And one word.
Jacob.
In some dim recess of his mind, Gunner remembered the way he had been before the man had brought him here.
Angry. Fierce. Dangerous.
He had been trained to kill, and his life had been miserable.
Pictures filled his mind. Himself outside in the heat and cold. Scratching fleas. And the terrible thirst when his water bowl was empty.
He could picture the horrible dirt pile where he had lived with his crap and piss all around. He saw himself digging a hole under the fence. Behind a bush where the bad man couldn’t find him. He saw himself wiggling out. He was free. But then he bit the little boy. And he didn’t even know why.
More memories leaped back at him. Men in uniforms dragging him away and putting him in a cage. Death had hovered over him then. Until Jacob had come to rescue him.
Now he lived with Griffin, Zarah, Marsh, and all the people of their big house.
They petted him. They kept his water bowl full. They made sure he had enough to eat. They threw a stick for him. And a ball.
He loved being here. He loved his new life. And it was all because of Jacob.
He could talk to Jacob in a way he could talk to no one else. But that was all right.
He was happy, and Jacob was coming back.
Or was he?
Gunner’s eyes blinked open, and he looked around.
He was on his comfortable bed, under the overhang at the side of the courtyard. And the man, Jacob, was coming.
No. Something was wrong.
Gunner stood and stretched, then shook himself. He looked around at the courtyard. It was his home now. The best home he could imagine.
He was a good dog. And they let him live here because he was good. Not like . . .
He shook his head, shutting himself off from the old days. This was better. He must not do anything to make them send him away.
But fear gnawed at him. Fear for Jacob.
He looked around again. The courtyard was quiet.
If he tried to leave this place, would they let him back in?
RENATA felt a surge of panic—and anger. Anger was her friend. She had always used it as a protective mechanism when the world closed in around her.
She had to do something. Not just crouch over Jacob, pressing a wadded shirt to his side, watching the life ebb out of him.
But what could she do?
Pulling up his shirt, she looked at the gash in his side. When she saw it went all the way down to his ribs, she stifled a cry.
How could he survive that? Out here in the middle of nowhere—with no medical attention.
“Stay with me,” she whispered urgently. “Stay with me.”
CHAPTER NINETEEN
DESPERATION FORCED RENATA past some barrier of time and space that chained her to the physical world.
There was a kernel of power deep inside her. A kernel that had always been walled off from her reach. Now she felt its shell cracking open.
As the barrier disintegrated, a strange warmth spread through her. She felt energy gather inside herself. Energy that she had never been able to access before.
It came from the earth and the sky. It came from a force outside herself. But at the same time, she was one with that force.
She wasn’t even sure what that meant—or what she was doing. But she knew she had to channel that newly found energy to Jacob, if she wanted to save his life.
She stared down into his face, her whole focus on this man who was meant to be her friend. Her lover. Everything that she had always wanted and always been denied. Her life mate.
She didn’t even know where the word life mate had come from.
No—she did. From Jacob. Somehow she had picked up the words from his mind. It was what he called her. And she knew it was true.
They belonged together as few men and women could belong to each other.
And she must save him.
But she still didn’t know how to do it. All she could do was throw herself on the mercy of the power around her.
“Help me,” she whispered. “Great Mother, help me.”
She knew she called to an ancient deity. She didn’t even know where she had gotten that name. Certainly not from her Catholic childhood.
Still, dim memories tapped at her mind. Memories from when she was very young, memories that had been lost to her as she’d matured.
She didn’t have time to puzzle through that now. She had to focus on the power flowing into herself—and figure out how to use it.
She felt—or was it heard—a soft fluttering around her, like someone was beating on a drum.
“Thank you,” she breathed as the force of it came pouring into her, bringing a wonderful warmth. But it didn’t just seep into her being. Energy enclosed her—and Jacob, walling them off from the world.
She felt the air around them vibrate, then take on a fiery hue. And at the same time, she caught the scent of something she couldn’t name. All she could say was that the air smelled different. Richer. Full of life-giving power.
She marveled at the unearthly phenomenon, then gasped as a wall of flame sprang up around them.
She shrank back, but the fire stayed in a ring, enclosing them. Inside the ring, small particles of light began to dance and shimmer in the air like a moving, golden fog. They hung there for long seconds, then began to rain down, not on the ground, but only on Jacob, making a delicate blanket over him.
Her heart leaped as her gaze traveled to his face. Slowly, as she watched, the horrible pale tone of his skin changed. Little by little, pink color came back to him until he looked almost normal.
He coughed and his eyes opened, then focused on her.
“Renata.”
“I’m right here. Right here with you,” she answered, her fingers tightening on his.
“What’s happening?”
“You were hurt.”
“I know . . .” He kept his gaze on her. “I think I was dying. I was up above, looking down at us. I was sad that it was happening all over again. That we failed again.”
“No.”
He lifted his hand, watching the thin coating fall off. “What’s this?
“I don’t know. But I can tell it made you better.”
“How?”
“Something happened. I can’t explain it.” She turned her free hand palm up. “I called energy to us. And the Great Mother granted me the power to . . .” She swallowed. “I guess you’d say—work a miracle.”
He nodded. “I felt it.”
“What was it like?”
“Warm. Comforting. It’s still . . . happening.”
“Yes. Lie still. Just let yourself heal.”
She saw the shadows of the flames burning around them. Leaning down, she gathered him to her, in a tender and protective embrace.
She wasn’t sure how long they stayed that way. But after a while, the fire and the energy faded away.
Jacob stirred.
“How are you?” she murmured.
“A lot better. You brought me back,” he whispered.
He tried to push himself up, and flopped back against the ground.
“Don’t move.”
“We can’t stay out here in the open.”
She nodded. They’d been attacked a little while ago. It could happen again, and if it did, they might not survive.
“We have to get to shelter,” he said, forcing his body to a sitting position. Although he wavered, he remained upright.
“Help me stand up.”
She wanted to refuse, but she knew he was right. She’d found out how dangerous it was to stay in the open, so she helped him to his feet.
Leaning heavily on her, he staggered across the ground to the nearest building.
It wasn’t a lot of protection, but it was the best they had. “Can I leave you for a minute?” she asked.
“Yes.”
She ran back to the battle scene and grabbed the axe, the knife, the gun, and the bloody shirt, which she carried to the shelter where Jacob lay.
“Good idea,” he said as he eyed the weapons.
After sitting down beside him, she looked out over the barren plain. “I could go for help,” she said.
He shuddered. “It’s too dark and dangerous.”
Gingerly, she pulled up his shirt and looked at the terrible wound that had frightened her so badly. Instead of a deep gash that bared his rib bones, she saw pink skin.
Her indrawn breath had him turning his head and trying to follow her gaze. “Bad?” he whispered.
“No. It’s getting better.”
He nodded and closed his eyes again. “The worst time in the badlands is at night,” he muttered.
“That’s what you call this place?”
“Well, the land between the cities. Where there’s no law.”
“We’ll stay very quiet. And I’ll stand guard,” she answered, hoping that would keep them safe.
She knew that he was weak, and he needed something to eat. But she was hardly equipped to go out and shoot him a rabbit—and cook it. She was fighting frustration when she remembered her purse again.
“Will you eat a candy bar?” she asked, remembering she’d seen nothing sweet in his house.
He made a face. “I can but I’d rather have chicken soup.”
“Sorry.”
She fed him the chocolate, peanut, and caramel energy bar she’d packed, in case she got stuck at a house waiting for a client.
As the sun dropped low in the sky, she lay down beside him, clasping her arm over his chest. They had been lovers, but this was different. A closeness to another human being that she had never experienced before.
Words of ancient prayers came to her. Prayers she didn’t even realize she knew.
But she asked the Great Mother to protect them. And maybe it worked.
Jacob reached for her hand.
“I’m sorry I got you into this.”
“I didn’t give you much choice,” she answered, her own emotions forcing her to brutal honesty. “You had to get away.” In the darkness, she added. “I’m glad I’m here.”
“Really?”
“Well, I’m not glad that we’re in danger. Or that you almost got killed. But I’m glad that we’re . . . closer,” she whispered, conscious that they had to keep their voices low so that they wouldn’t carry across the plain.
“Yeah.”
There was an intimacy in the darkness of this place that made her able to talk.
“I had a great childhood, gracias a Dios. Because after that, bad things started happening. I told you, people I love die. James was killed by a hit-and-run driver. After that, it took me a long time before I could reach out to anyone again. I was so closed up. But Miguel was from a Latin culture, and he knew how to work his way into my life. He died of carbon monoxide poisoning. I found his body in bed.”
He gripped her hand. “I’m so sorry. That must have been horrible.”
“It was.” She swallowed. “There’s something I realize now. I started fighting with both of them. The way I did with you. I didn’t know why. Now I think I was being . . . manipulated.”
“The way we’ve been manipulated.”
“Yes.” She forced herself to say the next part. “By the monster.”
“What monster?”
She made a low sound. “You were right. When you took the dog into the woods, I followed you. And while I was watching you get undressed . . .”
“Oh, yeah?”
She laid a hand on his shoulder. “Let me get this out before I lose my nerve. I was watching you, and suddenly, I was seeing something else. A horrible green creature, with a bloodred mouth, red eyes, and claws.”
“An animal?”
“No. He stood upright. He had two arms and two legs. He attacked me. But then . . . three beautiful women made him stop.”
“Jesus. What does it mean?”
“I’ve seen the ladies before. They used to come to me when I was a child. I think they were there to protect me.” She hitched in a breath. “Too bad they weren’t around to keep me from going crazy.”
“You’re not crazy!”
“What would you think if you kept sleepwalking—and ended up in the yard arranging flowers and rocks on a stone bench? What would you think if you saw that . . . hallucination?”
“I’d be worried. I’m sorry. No wonder you were . . .” His voice trailed off.
“What?”
“Off balance. Ready to believe I was the murderer.”
“I think that monster has been hanging around me for years. When I was a little girl, I think he took an animal shape. And now . . .” She shrugged.
“Pamina, the adept, told me evil was hovering around us. A demon. But I didn’t want to believe it.”
“A demon! What does that mean?”
“I don’t know.”
“Well, whatever it is, it’s been around me for years,” she admitted again, “and I didn’t want to believe it. So your reaction was the same as mine. I tried to cope. Maybe in the wrong way. After Miguel died, protecting myself was my main motivation.”
“I understand.”
“I didn’t want to be hurt like that again, and I didn’t want anyone else to die because of me.”
“Not because of you!”
“Well, that’s what I believed, and I needed to come up with a new way of thinking. Something where I was the aggressor, not the victim.”
“Is that why you took up PI work?”
“Yes. But partly I wanted to help other people, too. I didn’t want anyone to feel as helpless as I had.” She hitched in a breath. “It didn’t work out, did it? I thought I had changed, but I fell back into old patterns.”
“Not exactly. You kept putting yourself in danger.”
Again, she was glad of the darkness. “Maybe I had a death wish. Or maybe I knew disaster was closing in on me, and I wanted to get it over with.”
He winced and brought her hand to his lips, moving his mouth against her knuckles with a familiar sensuality. “You’re not alone anymore. We’ll solve the problem together.”
He sounded so confident, and she knew she had hooked up with a remarkable man. Maybe the man who would break the curse hovering over her. “I hope so,” she dared to answer.
He ran his tongue along the edges of her fingers, and she closed her eyes, enjoying the sensations.
He aroused her, even when she knew there was no way he was going to make love to her now. She let the feeling of connection with him make her bold.
Before she could stop herself, she whispered. “I picked up something from your mind.”
“You did? How?”
“I don’t know. Maybe because you thought it was important. You called me your life mate. What exactly does that mean?”
GUNNER crouched low, moving toward the gate that closed off the courtyard from the city outside the big wall.
Jacob needed his help. And he had to get past the wall. The gate opened when people went in and out. When it opened, he could slip out, into the city. He had been in the city a few times, always on a leash with one of the people who lived in the household. He didn’t know the place very well. But he could go along the streets. Then to Jacob. If he could keep from getting caught.
He heard voices coming from outside. Then the guard talking to the men on the other side.
Keeping low to the ground, he waited until the barrier opened, then darted through.
“Come back,” somebody shouted.
“It’s the kid’s pet.”
“Get him.”
Gunner heard footsteps running after him, but he kept charging ahead, through the city, and he was in a whole different world. Different from the courtyard.
He caught the scent of something good. Someone had dropped a piece of greasy meat on the ground. He scarfed it up. And caught a whiff of more.
Then he remembered what he was supposed to be doing—going to help Jacob.
He kept running, ignoring the smells of cats, goats, and cooking food. He was getting closer to Jacob . . . until he saw another wall—and another gate.
JACOB kept his lips against Renata’s hand as he spoke in a voice that was heavy with emotion.
“In my family, a werewolf mates for life. Once we find that woman, we’re bound together.”
“And you think that’s me?”
She heard him swallow. “I know it is. I know because of the way I feel about you.”
“Even after I turned you in to the police?”
“Yes.”
“Dios. That must have been horrible for you . . . when you knew I’d called the cops.”
“Yeah. I didn’t care if you killed me.”
“Wanting you so badly frightens me,” she whispered. “I think that’s why I was ready to believe the worst.”
He dragged in a breath and let it out. “I fought it, too. I didn’t want to be tied down. Now it feels so right.”
“I guess I should have paid attention to the numerology,” she murmured.
“Huh?”
“The morning after that dream where we made love—I used a chart to figure out the number of your name.”
He laughed. “Quite a morning after.”
She laughed with him, then said, “Well, I look for ways to feel some kind of control. Numerology was a way to try and understand you.”
“What did you find out?”
“That your number is nine. There’s a profile for you. You’re smart. Idealistic. Charming. Romantic.”
“Charming and romantic. I like that.”
“You like to travel.”
“Yeah. I brought you here. What’s the downside of being a nine?”
“Well, you can be judgmental. You crave freedom and passion—two things that are hard to balance.”
“Hum. Right.”
She swallowed. “You fall in and out of love easily.”
“No. I’ve never been in love before.”
Her breath caught.
“Only with you,” he said, but his voice was fading.
Overwhelmed with emotion, she murmured, “You need to sleep.”
“Um hum.”
To her relief, he settled down beside her and closed his eyes.
She had intended to keep watch. But she was so emotionally and physically exhausted that she finally fell asleep. And her eyes didn’t blink open until she felt Jacob stir against her.
Raising her head, she looked down at him. “I’m sorry. I was going to stay awake. Lucky for us, nobody bad showed up.” She kept her gaze on him, trying to make a critical evaluation.
He watched her assessing him. “How am I?”
She grinned. “A lot better.”
“Yeah. I feel almost human.” Sitting up, he looked around. “I want to get to Sun Acres.”
“You need to rest.”
“Later.” He used the wall to help himself up, then wavered on his feet.
She watched him with concern.
“We’d better do it, while I have the strength. There are thugs and slavers all over the place out here.”
He looked down at the backpack. “I don’t think we can carry this.”
“Maybe we can get it later.”
When he started walking, she slung her arm around his waist and they moved together.
She watched him grit his teeth as he struggled to keep going. Every moment, she expected him to fall over, but he doggedly put one foot in front of the other. From the look on his face, she didn’t know how he stayed upright, much less walked.
She kept glancing around—right and left and also in back of her, in case someone like the barbarians attacked.
To her relief, they appeared to be the only ones on the plain.
He made for the next crumbling structure. When he reached the wall and stumbled inside, he sat down heavily.
“You can’t go on,” she whispered.
“I’ll be fine.” He leaned his head back, sucking in air. She had cured the wound, but he had lost a lot of blood, and that had sapped his strength.
After a few minutes, he pushed himself to his feet and started off again.
“Stop.”
When he ignored her, she caught up with him, supporting his weight as he stumbled onward toward the next building. He hardly made it inside.
This time, after he’d rested for a few minutes, he was unable to rise again.
“Shit!”
She sat down beside him and laid her head on his shoulder. “It’s okay. We’ll stay here.”
“We can’t!”
“Then I’ll go for help.”
He gave her a dark look. “You don’t know how to find the city.”
“Give me landmarks.”
He closed his eyes, and she saw him trying to gather his thoughts.
“You look for a dead tree,” he muttered.
She’d seen a lot of dead trees, and she had no idea which one he meant.
“To the north? South? West?” she asked.
“North.”
“Okay.”
She could use the sun to guide her. But going north wasn’t exactly like having a GPS—or a road map.
“What else, after the tree?” she asked.
“A broken building. Big. It must have been four or five stories. After that, it’s only a few miles.”
“Okay.”
He made an exasperated sound. “This isn’t going to work.”
“It will! You just have to keep yourself safe until I get back.”
She was just gathering herself to stand when a flash of movement made her freeze.
“What?”
“Another guy who looks like he crawled out of a Baltimore heating grate.”
“Shit.”
She sucked in a breath. “Sorry. There are three of them out there.”
CHAPTER TWENTY
AS RENATA WATCHED, one of them looked down at the ground and pointed, then up again and gestured toward the partially standing house where they had taken cover. She realized they had probably stopped at their first shelter and were following the trail that she and Jacob had left in the dirt as she’d helped him stagger along.
It was a good bet that they’d already seen the dead men on the ground and figured that their adversaries couldn’t be in very good shape.
Did they know that bullets had killed one of the men? Or did it just look like a knife and axe fight?
Well, she still had the gun and the knife she had taken away from one of the assailants. The axe had been too heavy for her to waste the energy on it.
“YOU take the knife,” she whispered, sliding the weapon toward him. “I’ll use the gun.”
He answered with a grim nod because both of them knew that in his condition, she was better equipped to shoot.
As they waited tensely for the attack, the silence stretched.
What the hell were the men out there planning?
She’d seen three of them. When they finally made a move, only one of them came boldly forward.
So where were the other two? Probably sneaking up on them from another direction, while the boldest one provided a distraction. Luckily, he didn’t know that the gun gave her a big advantage.
She waited until the guy was twenty feet away—then fired.
Somehow she missed the first shot.
Steadying her hand, she pulled the trigger again and hit him in the chest. He went down, his face registering astonishment.
“How many shots do we have left?” Jacob asked.
She made a frustrated sound. “I’m not sure.”
Beside her, Jacob tightened his grip on the knife, ready to make a last-ditch defense, but the other two men had seen their friend fall and had taken cover.
The air around them was still and silent. Long seconds ticked by, and she wished she knew what the cabrónes out there were doing.
Finally, she saw a rush of movement as two men came running toward them, dodging and weaving to avoid the fate of their companion.
She fired, then fired again, but their technique was successful, and she missed.
When the trigger clicked, she knew the gun was empty.
HOWARD County Police Detective Greg Newcastle pulled up in front of the two-story red brick house.
He could have conducted this conversation on the phone, but he wanted to see Barry Prescott’s reaction when they talked. He’d checked up on the guy. He was in his late sixties but looked younger. He’d been in the PI business in Maryland for the past thirty years, but he was starting to slow down, and he’d taken on a younger partner who could do the legwork for him.
Greg pulled up in the driveway, climbed out of his unmarked, and walked up to the front door.
It took several moments after he rang the doorbell before he heard footsteps inside.
Prescott was probably looking out through a peephole. When he opened the door, his face was a study in surprise.
“Detective Newcastle.”
“Can I come in?”
“Of course.” The PI stepped aside.
Greg followed him into a small foyer.
“Let’s go to my office.”
“Sure.”
They walked down the hall to a wood-paneled room that looked like it had come from a Hollywood set for a detective movie. With an upscale private eye.
Prescott sat down behind his desk, giving himself the home-team advantage.
“What can I do for you?”
“I want to talk about Renata Cordona.”
“Okay.”
“Did you send her to Jacob Marshall’s house to look for evidence?”
Prescott looked surprised. “Did she go there?”
“Yeah.”
“Did she do something illegal?” the PI asked.
“Let’s get back to the original question. Did you send her there?”
“No.”
“Did you talk about Marshall being a possible suspect in the real estate murder cases?”
Prescott shifted in his seat. “We talked about several possibilities.”
“Such as?”
“That’s confidential information.”
“We’re working on this case together. No information is confidential.”
“All right. Lou Deverel. Dick Trainer. Maxwell Sullivan. Kurt Lanagan.”
Greg blew air out of his mouth. “Whooee. That’s quite a list. Who’s Lanagan?”
“He’s had Renata show him a couple of properties. She thought he was fishy.”
“You haven’t mentioned that to me.”
“Not yet.”
Greg got out his notebook. “Give me the names again.”
As Prescott recited the list, he wrote the names down. He’d been checking in with Renata every few days, but she hadn’t discussed any of these men.
They were supposed to be cooperating with each other. Now he realized he’d been out of the loop.
Before Greg could gather his thoughts, Prescott took the offensive.
“You started off by asking about Renata going to Jacob Marshall’s house. What about it?”
Greg kept his gaze fixed on the PI’s face. “Apparently, Renata broke into his house.”
Prescott winced.
“Did you send her over there?” he asked again.
“Of course not!” He lowered his voice. “I didn’t tell her to do it. But sometimes she’s impulsive.”
He sounded sincere, but that could be an act.
“She called me to say that she had evidence linking Marshall to the crimes.”
The PI sat forward. “What evidence?”
“We don’t know, but both of them are missing. I was hoping you’d have some insights into where they went.”
“Nice of you to mention that.”
“I just did.”
Prescott ran a hand through his salt-and-pepper hair, his face distressed. “You think he kidnapped her?”
“It’s possible. Or they’re working together on some kind of scheme.”
The PI’s expression turned to outrage. “Absolutely not. She’s gung ho. I can believe she’d put herself in danger. But I can’t believe she’d work with a guy she thought was a killer.”
“They might have taken off into the woods. I’m bringing tracking dogs out there now. Do you want to come along?”
“Yes.”
JACOB put his hand down beside him, hiding the knife from view. He didn’t have much strength, and he was going to have to let the guy get close enough for a surprise strike.
He could pull one of them away from Renata. Unfortunately, there were two of them.
And they both had knives, held in fighting position. Would Renata’s Mace stop the other guy?
Just as the first man was about to leap on Jacob, he heard a deep growl. In the next second, a brown and white body hurtled out of nowhere, landing on the man’s back.
It was a dog.
“Gunner!” Jacob shouted.
The guy screamed and flailed with his arms, trying to get the dog off his back. His friend dashed forward, intent on slashing the animal.
Before he reached him, another four-legged attacker leaped into the fray.
A wolf.
Caleb.
He brought the second thug down.
Renata grabbed the knife out of Jacob’s hand and sprang to defend them.
“No,” he shouted, but she ignored him, bending low so that she could slash at the leg of the man who was trying to get Gunner off his back.
He screamed and struck out at her.
ROSS Marshall pulled into the driveway leading to Jacob’s house and stopped short. He had some information about the PI, Barry Prescott. And he’d wanted to deliver it in person.
But yellow crime scene tape blocked his entrance to the property. Up ahead of him, several cop cars were pulled up like pioneer wagons drawn into a defensive circle.
His heart started to pound. He could see Jacob’s car parked up by the house. His van was also there, along with another car.
While he was jotting down that license number, a uniformed officer came trotting over.
“What’s going on?” Ross asked.
“Who are you?”
“Ross Marshall. Jacob Marshall’s cousin. What happened?”
“I’m not at liberty to say.”
“Is Jacob all right? Is he hurt?”
“You’ll have to leave.”
“I have a right to know if he’s all right.”
“We don’t know,” the cop answered, and maybe that wasn’t a lie. Something had happened here, but this flunky didn’t have any information.
Ross gritted his teeth, aware that he wasn’t going to pry anything out of the patrol officer.
He was about to turn around, when another car came up the driveway and pulled around him.
It looked like a Howard County detective was driving. And beside him in the passenger seat was none other than PI Barry Prescott.
“You’ll have to leave,” the uniform said to Ross again, “unless you want us to take you into custody.”
“On what charge?”
“Interfering with a police investigation.”
“Okay, I’ll get out of your way,” Ross said, holding his anger in check when he saw the officer’s look of satisfaction.
The guy might have pulled rank, but that wasn’t the end of it. Not by a long shot.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
RENATA DANCED BACK, out of the way of the slashing knife blade.
Gunner took advantage of the opening and went for the man’s throat.
He screamed, and the scream turned into a gurgle.
Meanwhile, Caleb was mauling the other guy, who finally went limp.
Gunner ran to Jacob, his eyes pleading, and Jacob held out his arms.
The dog leaped into them.
He heard the animal’s confused thoughts. His joy mixed with panic. Agony poured off of him.
I didn’t want to kill. I didn’t want to fight again. But I had to do it to save you.
“It’s okay. It’s all right,” Jacob crooned as he stroked the dog’s head and neck and buried his face against the short, stiff fur.
“It’s okay. You did the right thing. It’s all right to fight if . . . if it’s to save someone you love,” he finished, feeling the thickness of his voice.
The dog lifted his head, and large brown eyes searched Jacob’s.
He continued to speak to the animal in a low, reassuring voice. “You saved my life. And Renata’s.” He looked around. “How did you get here?”
Again, the answer wasn’t in words, but Jacob could follow it.
I felt you coming to me. From a long way off. I was glad you were coming. And then I felt your . . . trouble.
He kept stroking the dog, wanting to reassure Gunner that he’d done the right thing. “Lucky for us.”
“Renata, this is Gunner, the dog I brought here a few days ago.”
“He seems . . . different now.”
“The adept I told you about fixed his mind. He’s got a good life now.”
The wolf made a throat-clearing sound.
“Right, where are my manners?” Jacob answered. “The other canine is my cousin, Caleb,” he told her.
“Hi,” she said in a strained voice.
Caleb nodded, then looked from Renata to Jacob. Trotting over to one of the thugs, he tugged on the leg of his ragged pants, before looking back at Jacob again. Then he pawed the ground.
It took several repetitions for Jacob to figure it out. Turning to Renata, he said, “Caleb wants to change to human form, but he doesn’t have any pants. If it was just us guys, he’d go naked. But . . .” Jacob shrugged, acknowledging this classic werewolf problem.
Renata got up on shaky legs and went to the nearest dead man. With a grimace, she stripped off his pants and stepped back.
The wolf darted in and picked them up in his mouth. Then he disappeared behind the wall. In a few minutes, a blond-haired man stepped into view.
His nose wrinkled as he looked down at the pants he had pulled on. “These are disgusting.”
“Better than being bare-assed,” Jacob said. “Caleb was born in 1907 or thereabouts, so he’s pretty comfortable here.”
Renata goggled at him. “You don’t look old.”
“I was dead for seventy-five years.”
“Oh,” she managed.
“This isn’t the body I was born with. I got it from a dead man.”
When she tried to take that in, Jacob added, “You’ll get used to the Marshalls.”
“Uh-huh.”
He threw her another curve by saying, “Caleb, this is Renata. My life mate.”
She caught her breath, and some of the color drained from her face.
He felt the same rush of feeling. Well, maybe not the same, because he’d known he was going to make the declaration to the rest of the pack.
“Yeah, there’s no point in keeping it a secret.” Jacob swung his head toward Caleb. “But there are some complications. She ratted me out to the cops on a murder charge.”
Renata made a strangled sound.
“You’re joking,” Caleb said.
“Unfortunately not. Somebody planted some pretty convincing evidence at my house.”
“And I fell for it,” Renata added in a gritty voice.
“But we’ll get it straightened out,” he finished, hoping it was true. Then he said to his cousin, “What the hell are you doing here like this?”
“Gunner brought me. He escaped from Griffin’s house.”
The dog whined as he huddled against Jacob, who continued to stroke him.
“He had a nameplate on his collar. They caught him down by the city gate and sent one of the servants to bring him back. But he kept whining and lunging toward the gate. I came down there and saw that he was really upset, so I changed to wolf form. I couldn’t talk to him the way you do, but I knew he thought that getting out of the city was important. So I went with him.”
“Thanks.”
“I wondered if it had something to do with you. He’s pretty devoted to you.”
Renata jumped into the conversation again. “Jacob was hurt. He lost a lot of blood, and he can’t make it to the city on his own.”
She had barely finished speaking when the dog jumped up and began to bark again, then took off running, toward a spot where Renata saw dust rising from the plain.
ROSS started down the driveway, giving every impression that he was slinking off with his tail between his legs.
He drove back to the road, then through a wooded area until he could turn off onto an unused lane.
After hiding his car under the trees, he gritted his teeth in frustration. He didn’t want to waste any time, but he needed information.
So he pulled out the laptop he kept under the front passenger seat, booted up, and hacked into the Maryland Motor Vehicle Administration computer.
Then he typed in the license plate on the car he didn’t recognize.
It belonged to Renata Cordona, the PI who worked for Prescott.
Very interesting.
Something was definitely going on. So was she there? Injured? Dead? What?
He hadn’t seen any vehicles from the Medical Examiner’s office. Or an ambulance. That didn’t mean they hadn’t already been to the scene and left.
Grim-faced, he got out of his car and looked around to make sure he was alone, then started taking off his clothes, which he stuffed into a pile of nearby leaves.
Standing naked in the woods, he said the chant that turned him from man to wolf, pushing through the change because he knew that every second counted.
When he was down on all fours, he started back toward Jacob’s house.
He arrived to see the police detective talking on the phone.
“Okay. We’ll be expecting them. No, I don’t have anything from the kidnap victim, if that’s what she is. Yeah, I’ll have some of Marshall’s clothes ready.”
Clothes? Kidnap victim?
Prescott spoke to the cop. “And you have no idea what evidence she found that led her to believe Marshall was involved in the real estate murders?”
“No.”
Ross sucked in a sharp breath. Renata had found evidence linking Jacob to some murder?
He knew Jacob. The guy might be a hothead. But he was no murderer.
Ross’s mind raced. He did remember something about women real estate agents getting killed.
He tried to stay focused on the conversation, to pick up as much information as he could.
Prescott was shaking his head. “I’m worried about her. She’d check in with me if she could. We’ve got to find her.”
Ross sorted through what he’d heard and concluded that they were bringing in dogs. More than one, from what he knew of police procedures.
Shit.
They thought Jacob kidnapped Renata Cordona and murdered several others. And they were going to try and follow his trail.
Unfortunately, maybe the kidnapping part was true. If Jacob had caught Renata in his house with what must be planted evidence, he might have dragged her away while he tried to figure out his next move.
Would he hurt Renata?
Ross doubted it. He’d picked up some interesting vibrations when Jacob had talked about her. Like his cousin cared about her in the way a werewolf could only care about his life mate and his children.
As those thoughts went through his mind, he circled around the house, then went into the woods.
He could follow his cousin’s trail as well as the dogs, and he had a pretty good idea where Jacob had gone—toward the portal.
He moved his thinking several steps ahead. If Jacob had gone into the other universe, the dogs would come to a dead end, but then their handlers would start poking around in the cave. And they’d have a mystery on their hands.
In the distance, thunder rumbled. Ross cocked his head to the side. With any luck, they’d get a storm, and the handlers would have to get the dogs out of the woods where they wouldn’t get hit by lightning. Unfortunately, with good tracking dogs, rain wouldn’t put them off Jacob’s trail. But maybe a werewolf could scare them away, especially if one of the dogs was young and inexperienced.
Ross started off toward the cave, crossing and criss-crossing the trail that Jacob had made, hoping to at least confuse the issue—and make the dogs nervous.
He could tell there was another person with Jacob, and it was definitely a woman, from her scent. Probably Renata.
What he needed now were another couple of werewolves, but he didn’t have time to go and get them. Thunder rumbled again. Closer.
He was on his own, and he’d better decide what he was going to do now.
RENATA took in the men’s tension as they followed the progress of the approaching riders.
Caleb was the first to relax. “It’s Quinn,” he said. Then he explained for Renata’s benefit, “My life mate. I guess she wasn’t going to let me wander around out here alone. It looks like she brought soldiers with her.”
“Good thinking,” Jacob answered.
The woman was in the lead, and Renata saw that five men followed her. If she’d had to describe them, she would have said they were dressed like Roman legionnaires, with light body armor, bare legs, and sandals.
As soon as they reached the group, Quinn dismounted and ran to Caleb.
“Are you all right?”
“Yes.”
She looked down at his pants and made a gagging sound. “You smell like you spent the night in a garbage dump.”
“Well, I took these off a dead man.”
She grimaced, then ran back to her horse and opened a saddlebag. Moments later, she came back and handed Caleb a bundle of clothing.
He disappeared again, then reappeared wearing leather pants, with a shirt that looked like it had come from an outfitter back home.
But he’d also put on the standard footwear: sandals.
Turning to Jacob, he asked, “Can you ride?”
“I hope so.”
“We’ll go slow,” Quinn said, then looked at Renata and said, “I’m Quinn. You’re from Jacob’s world?”
“Yes.”
“I’ve been there,” she said, a note of pride in her voice. “I guess this place is kind of strange for you.”
“Yes. I’m Renata.” She cleared her throat and said, “Jacob’s life mate.”
Quinn’s face lit up. “Congratulations!”
Renata gave Jacob a quick look. “We’ve still got to work out some issues.”
The other woman nodded. “But you will.”
“I hope so.”
“We’d better get out of here,” Jacob said. “We’ve already been attacked twice.”
The others murmured in agreement.
The soldiers helped Jacob up onto one of the horses. Another got down and offered Renata his mount.
She climbed into the saddle without help. Back in Costa Rica, when they’d lived out in the country, she’d ridden bareback down the road to the neighbors to pick up baskets of eggs, which she’d carried carefully back to her mother.
She hadn’t been on a horse in years, but the skill came back to her quickly. And the exhilaration. She loved riding, and she wished she could take off and gallop across the plain, but she knew that was dangerous, so she stayed with the others as they started off toward the city.
The horses walked. Since there were now three extra riders, three of the soldiers also had to walk.
The dog trotted beside them and occasionally raised a wave of envy in her by dashing off when he spotted something interesting, then darting back.
The soldiers stayed alert for trouble, probably worried about the slow speed of the party. But she knew that Jacob couldn’t go any faster. She kept glancing over at him. His face was pale, and he tended to lean forward.
When he caught her watching him, he sat up straighter, and she knew that he didn’t want her to see him looking weak.
Finally, Quinn gestured ahead of them. “There’s Sun Acres.”
Renata squinted and made out the shape of buildings. But what she saw wasn’t like any city she’d ever seen. Not even back in Costa Rica.
Well, that wasn’t entirely correct.
It reminded her of medieval hill towns she’d seen in Europe. Walled towns of low stone buildings and narrow streets, designed so they could be easily defended. The only difference was that Sun Acres occupied a gentle rise, not a real hill.
She kept her eyes on the city as they approached. The highest buildings were only three stories tall, poking up above the massive stone wall.
They stopped at a gate, which was open but well guarded.
Apparently, the men stationed there recognized Caleb and Quinn, because there was no problem about entering.
As they rode through the streets, she looked around at the shops with signs that showed pictures of the products rather than words. The shops gave way to houses that sat shoulder to shoulder.
Leaning toward Jacob, she whispered, “It feels like I’ve dropped into a historical movie.”
“Yeah. I hadn’t thought of it that way, but now that you mention it, that’s a good description.”
The houses grew bigger, with walled land around them.
When they rode through a massive gate into a large courtyard, servants rushed forward to take their horses. And children came running toward Gunner, who greeted them with wags and licks.
Then a man dressed something like the soldiers only in richer clothing came striding out of a doorway. A young woman with long golden hair and a long gown was behind him.
She ran toward Quinn, drawing up beside her horse. “I was worried about you. You should have stayed here.”
Quinn shrugged. “You know I couldn’t hang back when Caleb might be in danger. And I had the soldiers with me. They wouldn’t have let anything happen.”
“You should have taken a bigger guard.”
“We’re fine.”
“Thank the Great Mother.”
Quinn turned to Renata. “This is Griffin, the master of the house and the leader of the city council. And Zarah, his wife.”
“Hello,” Renata answered, wondering how she was going to be received by the dignitary and his wife. When she saw Zarah give her a startled look, she caught her breath.
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
ROSS HEARD THE dogs coming closer, following Jacob’s trail toward the cave where the portal was hidden.
He could keep away from them easily, because he had several advantages. He knew this neck of the woods. And he was more intelligent than any dog.
The sky was filled with a mass of storm clouds. Thunder rumbled again, and the wind picked up.
Bring it on.
But though he could feel the storm quivering in the air, the rain held off.
Partly in frustration, and partly because it was his best strategy, Ross lifted his head and howled, then howled again.
In response, one of the dogs made a whining sound.
He couldn’t see them, but he heard a man urging them forward.
“Come on, Ranger.”
“Brando, good boy.”
Ross howled again, and he knew from the shouts of the men that the dogs had turned and run.
They might be trained trackers, but that didn’t mean they wanted to tangle with a wolf.
He could hear the men trying to control the animals and wondered what the handlers thought they had heard.
A few fat drops of rain fell, and Ross figured he was home free. If the storm broke, the men would have to take the dogs back.
Then someone came running through the woods. And he saw that it was the private detective, Barry Prescott.
He had an automatic weapon in his hand. And obviously he wasn’t going to let any forest creature interfere with this search and rescue operation.
He caught sight of Ross and squeezed off a series of shots.
Ross turned and ran.
“Hold your fire,” someone shouted. But the PI either hadn’t heard or didn’t care.
He fired again, and Ross dashed into the woods—just as rain came pouring out of the sky.
JACOB stood beside his mount, trying to keep from falling over. He wasn’t sure if he would have succeeded if Caleb hadn’t climbed down and come to his side.
Renata was on his other side.
Together they helped him into the house. It was difficult to climb the stairs, but he made himself do it. Then Caleb was leading him down the hall to the room where he slept when he stayed here. As soon as he was inside the door, he flopped onto the bed and closed his eyes.
RENATA stood looking at Jacob. She wanted to go into the bedroom with him and close the door behind her. But she knew that would be rude. She’d just met these people who were being so kind to her and Jacob.
And she had another reason, too.
She stepped back into the hall and found that Caleb and Quinn were there.
“You probably don’t feel really comfortable here,” Quinn said. “I know I had a lot of trouble adjusting to staying at Logan’s house back in your world.”
“Who is Logan?”
“Jacob’s brother,” Quinn answered. “I first went there because another council member tried to have Zarah killed, and she needed a safe place to stay.”
Renata winced. “Is it always so violent here? I mean, I guess I can understand it out on the plains. But in the city?”
“It’s a lot more stable since Griffin got the council members to see the advantages of not trying to assassinate each other,” Quinn answered. “And Caleb’s making improvements in the standard of living. That’s helping, too. When people are more comfortable, they’re more content.” Quinn looked down the hall. “Come have something to eat. I know you’ve got to be hungry, if you spent the night and half the day out in the badlands with no food.”
“Yes. Thanks.”
They stepped into an interior courtyard where Zarah and Griffin were playing with a baby.
Renata stood looking at them with envy. It was such a warm domestic scene. Then she reminded herself that they’d earned their happiness.
Zarah left her husband and the child and came over.
“What can we get you?” she asked.
“Anything’s fine.” She looked down at her feet, then up again. “You looked startled when you saw me. What did you see?”
Renata held her breath, waiting for the other woman to answer.
Zarah spread her hands. “I saw power.”
“What do you mean—power?”
“Come eat something while we talk.”
Zarah led her to a table on one side of the courtyard, where food had been set out.
As soon as she saw it, Renata’s stomach rumbled, and she looked with embarrassment at her hostess.
Zarah smiled. “Please help yourself. Our cook made an excellent quiche for you. We also have meat and cheese, and what I think you call crudités. And a bread pudding. I’m hungry all the time from nursing the baby. I’ll eat with you.”
“Good.”
They both took food and water from a pitcher, then sat at a nearby table.
After they’d eaten a few bites, Zarah began to speak.
“I lived in your world for a few weeks, and I know it’s not like ours. Here, a lot of people have psychic powers. On the other side of the portal, it’s unusual. Did Jacob explain how we’re different here?”
Renata chewed a piece of soft cheese and swallowed it before answering. “A little.”
“Until 1893, your world and ours were much more alike. But we each had a World’s Fair in Chicago that year.”
Renata nodded. She didn’t remember the year of the Chicago World’s Fair, but she’d take Zarah’s word for it.
“A man named Eric Carfoli set up a tent there. He told people he could give them psychic powers. And he did.”
“I don’t remember hearing anything about that,” Renata said.
“I think he wasn’t in your world. Or what he did didn’t work there. But it worked here. Lots of people came out of his tent with mental abilities they hadn’t possessed before. They were excited to have such strange new powers. But the people without talents were afraid of them, and the two groups started gathering together and fighting each other.”
Renata tried to imagine what a mess that would have been.
“We used to have the United States of America—the way you do,” Zarah continued. “But it didn’t survive the fighting. The best we could do was gather together into cities for protection.”
Renata nodded.
“We don’t have industry. Elders go around to households testing children for psychic abilities. The ones with the most potential are put into special schools where they develop their powers. I went to one. We find out what we’re best at. I’m certainly not one of the more talented. But I can use the flame of a lamp for communication over distances. And for healing.”
“That sounds pretty impressive to me.”
Zarah waved her hand in a dismissive gesture. “Believe me, my abilities are minor.” She shifted in her seat. “Well, they’ve increased since I had the baby. I can recognize when a person has psychic talent.” She cleared her throat. “I was surprised to see it in you—because I know it’s not common in your world.”
“I didn’t know I had it,” Renata said in a whisper. “But when Jacob was hurt, I was able to cure him. I don’t know how I did it. I felt like I was calling on some energy outside myself. Do you think it happened because I came . . . through the portal?”
“I don’t know. But I could bring someone here who could help you figure it out. A very strong adept who can sense things you can’t.”
“Yes, thanks,” Renata answered. But when Zarah started talking about life in Sun Acres, she had trouble focusing on the words.
For weeks, she’d felt like she was losing her grip—with the sleepwalking and the strange ceremonies. Jacob had made her feel better. But suddenly, a disturbing phrase kept running through her head. A danger to herself or others.
That was the criterion they used when the cops or the medics came to cart someone off to a mental hospital. Did it apply to her? And how? Was she going to hurt someone the way she’d almost hurt Jacob? Or hurt herself?
Finally, she simply couldn’t stay seated. Feeling awkward and ungrateful, she stood up. “Would you think I was rude if I went back to Jacob’s room?”
Zarah also stood, studying her with concern. “Are you all right?”
It was impossible to explain what she was feeling when she didn’t understand it herself.
“I’m a little shaky.”
“You should rest. But you might want to wash before you lie down.
“Thank you,” she answered, wondering just how grimy she looked. “Yes, I’d love that.”
“There’s hot water in the kitchen. I’ll have some sent up.”
Renata couldn’t help feeling uncomfortable. “I’m putting you to a lot of trouble.”
“Life is different here. It’s not quite the way you’re used to doing things. But let me enjoy playing hostess.”
“If you’re sure.”
“Of course.”
A maid came into the courtyard, and Zarah gave her some instructions before going off to get several gowns—similar to the one she was wearing herself.
Next she took Renata to a small bathroom and left her alone with a pitcher of water, soap, a basin, and a wash-cloth.
While she washed, she fought a sense of gathering dread. Other people had died because of her. Who was going to be the victim now?
Jacob. Dios. Not Jacob.
Quickly, she dried off and threw on the gown Zarah had given her. Then she flew down the hall to the room where Jacob was sleeping.
With a trembling hand, she reached for the door handle. As soon as her fingers connected with the wooden knob, a flash of flame erupted, enveloping her in a circle of fire.
She screamed in pain and terror, beating at the flames with her hands, but she couldn’t put them out.
Through her own panic, she heard people shouting. A woman screamed. A baby started wailing. Several sets of footsteps came thumping down the hall.
Then Jacob wrenched the door inward and leaped toward her.
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
RENATA HEARD JACOB call her name in horror.
Dashing back into the room, he tore the coverlet off the bed and wrapped it around her, trying to smother the blaze.
It should have worked. But she could still feel the flames scorching her flesh—and still see the fire licking through the covering.
Pain and fear enveloped her. “Stop! Por Dios, stop,” she cried out.
She could hear people rushing around. Several maids came with buckets, throwing water onto her and Jacob where they lay on the floor, his body partially covering hers.
The water soaked through the coverlet, but it seemed to have no effect on the flames.
It was strange to feel cold water and fire at the same time. But the pain was no longer just on her skin. It felt like she was being consumed from the inside out. Tears streamed down her cheeks. Not just from the pain. There was so much she had never done. She had to tell Jacob she loved him. She had to tell the police she’d been wrong. She had to catch the real murderer.
But she wouldn’t get to do any of that, because she would be dead. Very soon.
Someone else was crying. And she heard a man cursing. That was Jacob.
Strong hands tried to pull him away, but he shouted, “Get the hell off of me,” and clung to her.
Shouldn’t she smell smoke? And burning flesh. That thought flitted through her mind, but she didn’t have the strength to hold on to it.
She tried to move her hand, to bring it up so that she could embrace Jacob—her love—one last time.
She would lose Jacob now, the way she had lost him over and over through the centuries.
All at once, as though the conflagration had finally run its course, the burning stopped, and she lay trembling violently on the floor, unable to control the movements of her arms and legs.
When she looked up, she saw tears streaming down Jacob’s face.
“Don’t. It’s all right,” she managed to say.
“No! Oh, Christ, no.”
“It stopped,” she whispered, shocked by the strength of her own voice.
“What?”
“It stopped. And . . . and . . . the blanket isn’t even burned.”
He looked down at her as though he couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
Cautiously, tenderly, he pulled the coverlet away and looked in amazement at her clothing and her skin.
She heard his indrawn breath and followed his gaze.
There was no evidence of the blaze. When she held up her hand, she saw that her flesh wasn’t burned. Neither was her gown. Or anything else.
It had been terribly real. The pain and the terror were as tangible as anything she’d ever experienced in her life, but it had swept over her and not left a mark that she could feel or see.
A circle of people had gathered in the hallway, all of them staring at her in hushed silence.
When she tried to sit up, Jacob pressed a gentle hand to her shoulder.
“Stay there.”
Zarah knelt beside her, touching her face, her hands, her gown. “I was waiting to see if you needed anything. I saw you walk down the hall. Then I saw the flames.”
Renata answered with a small nod.
“I thought you were on fire. I thought you were going to die.”
“Yes.”
“But there was no smoke. And no . . . smell. And I started wondering if it was psychic.”
Renata swallowed. “Psychic? From where?”
“I don’t know. Do you have enemies? Could someone have attacked you?”
She thought of all the bad things that had happened in her life. They had all had real, physical causes. Or had they?
“It could be an enemy,” she whispered. “But how could an enemy follow me here?”
“If it’s not from outside, then you have to consider that it came from within your own mind.”
Renata stared at her. “From me? But why?”
“To punish yourself.”
She didn’t like that concept, but she could understand it. She’d hurt Jacob with her call to the police. She could have been punishing herself for that.
“But I never . . .” She stopped short, remembering an incident when she was little. Back in Costa Rica, in the community school where the children came from the farms and villages. The teacher was giving a prize for the best story. She and Juan Sanchez both wanted to win, and when she got up to go to the bathroom, she spilled ink on his paper. She was so sorry, she told him. He had to hurry to write his story again. And he had to cross out some words. So she had won the prize. A carved and brightly painted bird.
When she went up to the front of the room to claim it, Juan stared at her with sad, angry eyes.
She bowed her head as she accepted the prize. As soon as her fingers touched the painted surface, it burned her hand. She dropped the thing, and it had broken in half.
And Juan gave her a look that said, “Serves you right.”
Was he the one who worked some kind of magic and made the bird burn her? Or did she do it to punish herself?
The pressure of Jacob’s fingers on hers made her focus on the present again.
“Renata?”
“Um hum.”
“Where were you just now?”
“Thinking about what Zarah said. Maybe I was punishing myself. For calling the cops on you.”
“Don’t!”
She gave him a wry look. “At least I had the sense to wait until we were safe—here.”
Zarah came back into the conversation. “Don’t make assumptions about what happened.”
“We may never know,” Renata whispered.
“In your world, it might be hard to find out,” Zarah answered. “But I told you about our adepts. One of them can help you figure it out, if you want to.”
“Of course I do.”
“Then I’ll call Pamina.”
“Who is she?”
“She helped cure Gunner,” Jacob answered.
“And she helped cure me,” Caleb added. “When my body and soul separated.”
She might have focused on that strange revelation, but Jacob was speaking to her again. “Can you stand up?”
“I think so.”
He helped her to her feet, and she wobbled on unsteady legs.
“You’d better lie down.”
She couldn’t argue with that. The pain and terror of the fire had drained her.
Jacob led her to the bed where he’d been sleeping. Gratefully, she flopped down and lay with her eyes closed. She needed to know what had happened, yet fear gnawed at her.
Jacob sat on the edge of the bed beside her as she lay with her heart pounding.
“I’m afraid,” she whispered.
“I know. I am, too,” he answered. “We’re caught up in something that neither one of us understands.”
“But I think we have to figure out what’s going on, if we want to survive.”
“Yes,” he agreed, his voice gritty.
“How are you feeling?” she asked.
He laughed. “I should be asking you that question.”
“I’m pretty good, considering I expected to be dead.” She swallowed. “When I thought I was going to die, I wanted to tell you I love you. So much.”
His hand tightened on hers. “I love you. You’re the most important thing in my life.”
“Is that enough?” she asked in a shaky voice.
“I hope so.”
Still clasping his hand, she closed her eyes, wishing she could sleep. Some time later, a knock at the door startled her, and she realized she’d dozed off.
“Who is it?” Jacob asked.
“Pamina.”
Panic grabbed her by the throat. She didn’t want this woman to see her looking like an invalid.
“Just a minute,” she called out. Quickly, she climbed out of bed, ran a hand through her hair, and pulled the coverlet up. Then she sat down in the chair near the window and nodded to Jacob.
As soon as she’d told him to open the door, she realized she was barefoot. But she couldn’t do anything about that now.
A very attractive woman came in and closed the door behind her. She looked like she might have been in her late fifties, yet something about her made her seem older.
She nodded to Jacob. “I’m glad that everything worked out with Gunner.”
“Yes, thank you. And thanks for coming back,” he answered, moving to the armoire on the far wall and propping his shoulder against the corner.
Pamina looked at Renata, whose heart was pounding so hard that it felt like it was going to break through the wall of her chest.
“You’re Renata, the woman Jacob mentioned when he was here before.”
“Yes.”
“Can I examine you?” she asked.
“Yes,” Renata answered, checking to see if the woman had a medical bag with her. But she only had a small satchel.
The adept came over and looked into Renata’s eyes, then picked up her hands, examining first the backs and then the palms.
“Will fire burn me again?” she asked in a shaky voice.
“That’s up to you.”
“What should I do?”
“I can’t give you the answer. That has to come from you.”
Oh, great. So what good was this woman going to do them? Feeling at a disadvantage, she climbed to her feet, then had to grab the arm of the chair to steady herself.
Pamina gave her a critical look. “The fire was quite an ordeal. You should lie down.”
Giving in, Renata returned to the bed, where she plumped up the pillows, then eased onto the coverlet, propping her back against the pillows rather than lying flat. Jacob and the adept pulled two chairs close to her.
When Pamina gave Renata a long look, she had the uncomfortable sensation that her head was glass and the woman could see inside and read all her thoughts. She hoped it wasn’t true.
Finally, after a long moment, the adept spoke. “When I met Jacob, I knew he was in danger. He thought the danger might be coming from you.”
Renata glanced at him. “That was perceptive of him.”
“It’s okay,” he whispered.
“Okay that I ratted you out to the cops?”
“We’ll deal with it,” Jacob answered.
“Together,” Renata added.
The adept looked at her with satisfaction. “You have a strong will,” she said. “And I think you have learned to admit when you have done something wrong.”
“I hope so.”
“When Jacob was here a few days ago, I gave him some tea that helped him understand some things. I can give you something stronger. A potion that brings back lost memories.”
Renata felt a spurt of hope. “Can we do it now?”
“I must warn you. It could be dangerous. It has driven some people mad.”
She couldn’t repress a laugh that bordered on hysteria. “I’ve had a lot of practice fighting off madness recently.”
Jacob turned toward Pamina. “Let me do it. Instead of her.”
The old woman shook her head. “You have too much resistance. I found that out when I talked to you before.”
He started to protest, but the old woman waved him to silence, and he closed his mouth.
“Let’s get this over with,” Renata said.
The adept set her bag on the chest under the window and brought out a small packet. Inside was a brownish powder, which she sprinkled into a glass of water she poured from the pitcher.
After stirring it, she handed it to Renata. She looked at Jacob, seeing the worry on his face. “It will be okay,” she said, praying that it was true. Before she could lose her nerve, she lifted the glass to her lips and drank.
She had thought it might taste nasty, but it had the flavor of herbs and honey. Almost as soon as it went down her throat, she started to feel strange.
She tried to look at Jacob, but his face wouldn’t come into focus. And all at once she felt like she was falling, falling into the fury of a tornado. It caught her and spun her around, and she heard herself scream, heard Jacob curse.
“What have you done to her?”
“Pray she has the strength to see it through.”
Did she?
She knew that her hands gripped the bedcovers as she tried to hang on to herself—to hang on to sanity. Pamina had warned her, but she hadn’t been prepared for this.
She felt as if she were being torn apart. Memories leaped at her. She was a woman standing on a high, rocky bluff above the sea. She was in anguish, and when she couldn’t take the pain a second longer, she flung herself off the cliff and into the sea. Before she hit the bottom, she was another woman, her arms wrapped around a dying man. Then she was yet another woman, tied to a stake waiting for a monk with a black hood to light the wood piled around. She leaped from scene to scene. And each time it was at the last moments of her life—or of the man she loved.
She heard herself whimper. Felt the cells of her brain tearing apart. Death followed her, clawed at her, stripped the flesh from her bones.
From somewhere she heard a woman’s voice. “Go back. Go back to the beginning.”
“I . . . can’t,” she gasped.
“You must. If you want to survive.”
She screamed a protest. Then she was whirling away again, hanging on to consciousness by her fingernails.
She clawed herself into another woman’s mind. And at last, the pain and death were gone. She was someone else. A woman with power she could never have imagined.
From far away, she heard Pamina’s voice. “Tell us who you are.”
“Rocanda.”
“Ah. The earth goddess. She ruled long ago.”
“Yes.”
She sat in a beautiful white temple. In a garden of un-imagined beauty, bright with flowers. Butterflies flitted past her. And hummingbirds dipped into the flowers, sipping their nectar. The light around her was golden. From above, the sun splashed down on rocks arranged in a pattern on the ground. It was like the garden back home, only much more vibrant.
Some tiny part of her was still in the room back in Sun Acres, and she heard Jacob gasp.
“I rule over the face of the Earth,” she murmured. “The rocks, mountains, and the soil, and everything that comes from the soil. The trees of the forest. The grasses and flowers of the plains. And the crops that men planted. When people wanted a fruitful harvest, they prayed to me. But I do more than watch over their crops. I help keep peace among nations. I help the seasons keep their stability.”
A shiver traveled over Renata’s skin. She had spoken the words. But were they true?
Oh, yes!
The power was intoxicating, and at the same time it threatened to overwhelm her. Yet she knew there was more. She clenched her fists, trying to drive away the pain that was to come.
“Speak,” a woman’s voice said.
She wanted to draw into herself, to savor the good memories. She wanted to bask in the glow of her power. But the voice from outside herself kept intruding.
“Tell us, so that we will understand. Tell us in your own words what went wrong.”
She could flick the voice away with a wave of her hand. Yet a sense of duty kept her speaking.
“I fell in love with Jalerak, a man who was half god and half mortal.” She swallowed painfully. “I had never shared that joy with a man before, and . . . and I got so carried away with my love for him that I neglected my duties. Harvests failed. Floods washed away the soil. The people began to look for another god to worship.”
Renata caught her breath, struggling against the truth. She didn’t want to go on, but she knew she must.
“My father, Thaodin, was one of the old gods. He had once been powerful, but he had been foolish in his ways, and he had lost much of that power to his children. Once he had ruled the mountains and plains, and he wanted domain over the land again.”
She stopped, unable to go on.
“Finish it,” the voice urged. “You must finish it.”
It was too painful to speak in the first person. On a sob, she began again, talking about herself as though she were someone else.
“Rocanda had weakened herself, and her father looked for a way to throw her aside. Then he grew worried, because she was starting to find her footing. She was starting to figure out how to manage her duties and her personal life. So he knew he had to act quickly.”
Renata could barely breathe. She wanted to disappear into some dark place where she could hide from the terrible truth. Somehow she forced herself to go on. “Rocanda wanted the blessing of her father for her marriage, and he said he would give it if she and her lover would come to a sacred mountain temple. They were happy to receive his blessing, so they traveled to that temple—not knowing what he had planned.”
Renata felt a terrible pressure inside her chest as the old reality dragged her under like a drowning swimmer. She tried to struggle back to the surface, back to reality. But she was locked into this nightmare, and she couldn’t return to her own life until she finished.
“Thaodin had made a bargain with the dark forces. He had brought demons to the temple with him, demons who had promised to help him change his fate. And when Jalerak and Rocanda arrived he gave them food and drink. It was drugged, and it twisted their minds. They started to fight with each other.” She sobbed, overcome with horror. “No. Dios. No.”
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
FROM FAR AWAY she heard a voice cry out.
“What? What happened?”
It was Jacob, and she wanted to hide the truth from him. But she had to say it. So he would know the source of her pain.
“I stabbed Jalerak, and he fell dead at my feet.” As she said the last part, Renata’s whole body jolted. She felt shame and despair in every cell of her body.
“But that wasn’t the end of it,” she whispered. “The demons had lied to Thaodin. They had no intention of helping him. They killed him, because they wanted the Earth for themselves.”
She felt sobs rack her body. Heard Jacob calling her name, trying to bring her back.
But she was caught up in Rocanda’s tragedy.
“It wasn’t her fault,” Jacob shouted. “They drugged her.”
She had been far away. In another life, but now when she raised her eyes, she could see him again—through a shimmering mist. But she was seeing Jalerak, too. “I couldn’t cope with the truth. You were dead, and I had killed you,” she murmured. “I killed myself, and the world went haywire. Volcanoes erupted and spewed lava over the land. There were great earthquakes and great tidal waves. The people were in despair. But the Fates came down from the heavens. They couldn’t change things back the way they had been, but they could intervene because . . . because Rocanda and Jalerak were innocent victims. The Fates said the two of us must have another chance to get back together.”
Renata blinked, seeing the room more clearly now. Seeing Jacob, his face a mask of horror.
“You hate me,” she whispered.
“No. Of course not.” Reaching out, he grasped her hand. “Come back to me now,” he begged.
Ignoring him, she kept speaking, rushing through the last part. “The demons have partial power over the Earth. But they can’t have absolute rule as long as we have a chance to reunite. We have been reborn in the bodies of humans hundreds of times over the centuries. The demons must let us meet each other and start to bond. But then they sow the seeds of mistrust between us.” Her voice hitched. “They tear us apart. Jalerak dies. Then Rocanda dies, and the cycle starts all over again.”
She gasped as the room came back into focus. She sat on the bed, clasping Jacob’s hand. And Pamina sat in a chair watching them.
“Dios, no,” she breathed.
“There are lots of old myths,” Jacob argued. “Lots of different cultures. That story may just be a drug trip—from that potion she gave you. And you made up the whole thing because you want to explain what’s happening to us.”
Renata looked deep into his eyes. “I know why you don’t want to believe it,” she whispered, struggling to hold her voice steady. “But I think we have to.” She dragged in a breath and let it out. “I was telling it to you, but I felt the truth of it. In my bones and in my blood. I was her. I was Rocanda.”
Before he could speak, she went on, “All my life, even when I was little, I read stories of ancient mythology. From different cultures. I studied all kinds of strange arts. Numerology. Tarot. Astrology. And rituals were always important to me. Little things like counting my steps when I walked. And big things like doing a . . . purification ceremony when I moved into a new house. Or praying at my parents’ grave on the same day of each month. I think I was trying to understand what I was. And trying to ward off the evil forces. Of course, none of the stories or the rituals really helped.”
She saw emotions chase themselves across Jacob’s face. Jumping up, he paced to the window and stood with his whole body rigid. She waited with her breath frozen in her lungs. Would he leave her now? Or was he strong enough to stay?
She saw him straighten his shoulders. Turning, he came back to her.
“I knew something was happening to us. Not just from what Pamina told me.” He glanced at the adept, then back at Renata.
“I didn’t want to believe it.”
“Of course not,” Renata answered.
“I guess we finally know the truth,” he muttered.
Pamina gave them a long look. “I’m glad neither one of you dismisses it.”
“Too much has already happened to me—to us,” Renata answered. “I knew something bad was hovering around me. I finally understand.”
“Recognizing what’s happening means you are on the right track,” Pamina said.
“But what can we do? How can we stop it from happening again?” Renata heard her voice quaver. “How can we fight a whole legion of demons?”
“I cannot answer that question.”
“Yeah, that would be too easy,” Jacob muttered.
The adept studied him. “Each time, over the years, the bond between Rocanda and Jalerak failed. But I think you are the key. You have more strength than the men who have received this gift and borne this burden before you. I think you have a better chance than the others because you are a man and also a wolf. And you will protect your mate as no other man can.”
Renata saw Jacob’s lip firm. But she had to ask one more question, the question that had brought Pamina here in the first place. “Why did the fire burn me?”
“The fire comes from deep in the earth. It feeds your power. But you must control it—or it will destroy you.”
That wasn’t exactly what she wanted to hear.
The adept stood and crossed the room. “You had the courage to bring forth the old story. Now you must solve this problem together.”
Renata stood and reached for Jacob as Pamina swept out of the room, leaving them very much alone.
His arms tightened around her. “Jesus!” he breathed. “I don’t like it.”
All she could do was clasp him tightly, running her fingers over the strong muscles of his back.
“I feel like I don’t have control over my own life,” he muttered.
She nodded against his shoulder. “We have to take control.”
“So what do you suggest we do?”
“I was afraid you were going to ask that.”
QUESTABAZE wanted to scream in frustration. The seconds and the hours ticked by, and still he couldn’t find Renata.
Once, he had been able to pass between the worlds. But that was long ago, before the great dance of power had settled into a stable pattern. Somehow, without his knowing it, he had been locked in place.
He had assumed that Renata was locked in this world with him. Now he wondered if she had somehow gotten to another universe.
“Where is she?” he cried out. “Is it my fault? Because I set the dogs on her? Have you hidden her from me?” he railed.
He was talking to the Fates again. But they didn’t answer him.
He’d told himself he was playing by the rules, but maybe they didn’t see it from that point of view.
For a few hours, he had thought the tracking dogs would solve his problem. They would find Jacob Marshall. And when they found the bastard, they would find Renata. But it hadn’t worked out that way.
And there was one more piece to the puzzle that sent a shudder through him.
The police dogs had been following Marshall’s trail. And then a wolf had showed up in the woods and screwed up the whole operation.
A wolf?
It seemed crazy. There were no wolves in the Maryland woods.
But somehow one had appeared.
Like the animal that had saved Renata from the dogs.
Through the centuries, he had heard stories of wolves. Not true animals, but unnatural creatures.
Was this one of them? Were there more?
And why would they be aiding Renata?
He tipped his head back and howled—like the wolf. Only his cry of anguish was impossible for any man or woman to hear.
TO give herself a little time to think, Renata slipped out of Jacob’s arms and walked to the window.
Now that the adept was gone, it was hard to hold on to the feeling of certainty.
She’d just told Jacob and Pamina a fantastic story—that was supposed to apply to her. Was she really the reincarnation of a goddess? It seemed unbelievable. Yet she could remember the feeling of power. The feeling that she was more than a human being.
And the story fit with some of the memories from her childhood, when her mind hadn’t been so tied to the world around her.
Sometimes in her imagination, she’d gone away to another place. A garden more beautiful than the one surrounding her house. A place where she felt safe and powerful. Now she was pretty sure that somehow she’d gone back in time to the beginning of the story. Or at least that was what it seemed like.
Of course, there was one piece of the puzzle she kept excluding. The horrible green-faced demon. Unfortunately, that also fit the story.
Demons. Who wanted the Earth for themselves. So they had tricked a god into betraying his daughter.
She hitched in a breath and let it out.
But a goddess could fight demons.
Careful. Don’t get a swelled head. You haven’t done a great job of it so far.
Yet if it were true . . .
She shoved away the bad part and let herself feel the power of ownership. This was her land. This planet belonged to her.
The excitement of that notion was like arousal pumping through her veins.
With a low sound, she clamped down on the seductive feeling. If she was the reincarnation of the goddess Rocanda, then she was thinking from the wrong angle. Her job was to serve the planet and its people, not take possession of them.
And so far, if she was a goddess, she had killed her lover. She had let her heritage slip through her fingers. She’d been granted chance after chance to reclaim her rightful place, yet she’d messed up every time.
A shudder went through her as she thought of the past few weeks. She’d almost screwed up this time. Because of her, Jacob would be in jail, accused of murder—if he hadn’t brought her through the portal to this world.
Behind her, he cleared his throat. “What are you thinking?”
“That I was on my way to messing up again before you brought me here. Which brings up another question. Was I a goddess only in this universe? Or in the one where we came from?”
“The trouble for us started back home. I think we have to assume it’s in both places.”
She nodded. “Maybe it was ordained that we come through the portal—to fulfill our destiny.”
“It hasn’t changed our bad luck,” he muttered.
Silently, she agreed, but she wasn’t going to just give up. “Back home, when I was sleepwalking, I was doing some kind of ceremony. With natural things. Stones. Flowers. Maybe I was trying to get in touch with . . . the goddess part of myself. I was using things from nature, because that would be right for Rocanda.”
“Um hum.”
“Maybe now that I know about her, the ceremony would make more sense.” She sighed. “Except that there’s nowhere like my garden around here.”
“Why don’t I ask Quinn—or Zarah? Maybe they can suggest a place.”
He crossed the room and was out the door before she could say anything else, and she wondered if he had been looking for an excuse to put some distance between them.
JACOB strode down the hall, hoping that Renata wasn’t going to follow him.
He’d been struggling with his reaction to her past life regression, if that’s what it was. It was a hell of a lot to deal with.
Unfortunately, maybe he didn’t have a choice. The adept had said that he and Renata had met in different lives, over and over through the centuries. Each time, they had come to a horrible end.
This time they had a chance to make it come out right.
He stopped halfway down the hall, trying to make sure his facial expression didn’t give away his inner turmoil before he strode to the courtyard. As soon as he entered, heads swiveled toward him.
The people he’d come to think of as friends were there. Quinn and Caleb. Griffin and Zarah, who was holding her baby tucked in a blanket against her chest.
He realized she must be nursing the infant and looked quickly away.
Should he be here? Well, she was doing it in front of the others. She must feel comfortable with it.
Maybe she saw his expression, because she said, “Come sit with us. How is Renata?”
He pulled a chair to the table and sat. “She’s doing better.”
“Was Pamina able to help her?” Quinn asked softly.
He wanted to be honest with them, but he hadn’t totally come to grips with the idea that Renata was the reincarnation of a goddess and he was the reincarnation of her lover. So he only said, “We learned some things. I think we’re going to have to help ourselves.”
Quinn nodded. “She did that to me.”
Caleb reached for her hand, and he watched the silent communication between them. Their start had been so rocky. Now they were rock solid. He wanted to have that with Renata.
Or was that possible? With a goddess?
While he was turning over those thoughts, Zarah asked, “What can we do to help you?”
He gave her a grateful look. “Renata wants to hold a ceremony. But it has to be outside. In a natural setting like a garden. And I don’t think I’m going to find anything like that around here.
Griffin cleared his throat, and everyone turned toward him. “Maybe there is a place. A garden some women use. They keep it looking nice, as part of their worship of the Great Mother. But it’s outside the city, and I haven’t allowed them to go there in the past few weeks, because there’s been an unusual amount of trouble in the badlands. There seem to be several organized gangs of slavers operating out there.”
“Yeah, we ran into a couple of them,” Jacob muttered.
“If I send you outside the city, it will be with an armed guard, but I have to ask the women’s permission first.”
“Okay, I’ll go tell R—” He almost said “Rocanda.” But he changed it to Renata at the last moment, then excused himself to tell her the news.
In the bedroom, he found her pacing back and forth from the window to the bed, counting her steps in a low voice.
“Would you stop so I can talk to you?” The question came out more sharply than he intended.
She went still, and he told her about the garden. As soon as he finished, she started pacing again.
As he watched her march back and forth, he clenched his fists. He might have started screaming. Or changed to wolf form and started howling, but neither of those things would do him much good.
Finally, he said, “I’m going to see how Gunner’s doing.”
“Right. A dog is easier to deal with than people,” she answered, her voice low and tight.
“This is a mess. We don’t know how to treat each other,” he blurted.
“When did we ever?”
“You have a point.”
They stared at each other, tension crackling between them.
Before one of them could say the wrong thing, he turned and left the chamber again, taking the back stairs so he wouldn’t run into the group still sitting in the courtyard.
Gunner jumped up, glad to see him. He found a stick and tossed it for the dog. Then settled down beside him, his eye on the gate.
He was still sitting with Gunner when Griffin came riding back into the compound.
When he caught sight of Jacob, he dismounted and strode over.
“The women agreed,” he said.
“Thank the Fates,” Jacob answered.
“The Fates? You believe in them?” Griffin asked.
Jacob shrugged. “They were part of the story . . . from Renata’s past.”
Griffin nodded, but he didn’t ask for clarification.
“So how do we work it?” Jacob asked.
“As soon as I get a guard together, you can leave.”
“We’re putting you to a lot of trouble.”
“No. I already have the system in place. Tell Renata to be ready as soon as she can.”
“Right.” Jacob turned and hurried back up the stairs. When he reached their room, it was empty, and his heart gave a lurch inside his chest.
Had she changed her mind? Had she left him? Gone back home?
His pulse was pounding as he ran down the hall toward the family courtyard.
ROSS Marshall drove toward his cousin Logan’s house, which was almost as close to the portal as Jacob’s. And Logan had another advantage in this situation as well. His wife, Rinna, was from the universe on the other side of the portal.
Ross had waited for the “kidnapping” incident to hit the news. So far, nobody was talking about it, which meant the cops were keeping it under wraps. It reminded him of that case at Camp Lejeune, where a pregnant Marine had been murdered, and nobody had started looking for her until a week later. Down in North Carolina, the Marines had stalled the investigation. Up here, it was the Howard County PD. Maybe because that PI, Barry Prescott, had asked them for some time.
As far as Ross was concerned, the quieter they kept it, the better.
When he knocked on the door, Rinna, Logan’s life mate, answered. She was an attractive, dark-haired young woman who had started life as a slave in the other universe. Now she was happy to be living with Logan in a quiet corner of the Maryland woods.
Because she was from that other world, Rinna had a trait that he’d never encountered among women here. She was also a shape-shifter. She could transform into a white wolf—and into a white bird of prey as well.
When he took in her surprised look, he said quickly, “Is Logan here?”
“No. He’s out on a job. What’s wrong?”
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
JACOB SKIDDED TO a stop in the courtyard.
Renata was standing at the far end of the enclosure, wearing a white gown that emphasized her slim waist and full breasts and left her arms bare.
Zarah and Quinn were sticking flowers in a wreath that crowned the top of her head.
Jacob’s breath caught as his gaze traveled over her. “You look beautiful,” he murmured.
Raising her head, she searched his face. “I’m sorry I was giving you a hard time.”
“I understand. We’re both on edge. But Griffin just came back. He told me it’s all set up. You’re supposed to be ready as soon as possible.”
“We decided to get started, just in case,” Renata answered.
Zarah joined the conversation. “You should change your outfit, too.”
“To what?”
She gestured toward a pile of clothing laid out on a side table.
“I picked them,” Renata said. “I hope it’s okay with you. It seemed like the thing to do.”
He held up a short tunic, then sandals with long leather straps. He didn’t tell her he was going to feel like his ass was exposed in that outfit. He just took it back to the bedroom and put it on, glad that he was almost back to normal after his near-death experience.
When he returned to the courtyard, Renata had put a long white cape over her dress.
Since she was still weak from the fire, Griffin had provided a small, light buggy designed to go much faster than the usual wagons.
Ten guards went with them. He hoped the number was excessive, and that they weren’t going to run into any trouble. At the same time, he was glad of the escort.
They rode out of the city in a northerly direction, to an area he hadn’t visited before.
Neither he nor Renata spoke. Or touched each other. He didn’t see that as a good sign, but there was nothing he could do besides follow her lead. To his relief, it wasn’t a long ride. Soon he saw a huge ruined building in the distance. It looked like it had been a church or a cathedral.
Just to the right was a stone wall that looked to be in better repair than the building. The wooden entrance door was closed with a stout padlock. And symbols had been painted on the wood.
Jacob pointed to them. “What are those?” he asked the nearest soldier.
“Warnings that something bad will happen if you enter.”
Did that apply to him? Jacob guessed he’d find out.
As the cart stopped, Jacob climbed down and walked toward the gate. He was wondering how they were going to get inside, when Renata pulled a key out of the small white bag slung over her shoulder.
He hadn’t noticed the bag before, because it hung flat and unobtrusive against her side.
She inserted the key in the lock and pulled on the hasp.
As they stepped inside, Jacob heard her draw in a breath. They were standing at the top of a little flight of steps, looking down on a series of stone paths that wound through carefully tended beds of shrubs and flowering plants.
Scattered through the beds were statues and stone benches. And off to the side was an open area with what looked like a grassy lawn. It was hard to believe that such a place existed in this world.
“This is amazing,” Renata whispered.
“Yes.”
“The women must care about this garden.” She descended the steps and began wandering down one of the paths. As she did, she picked some of the flowers. When he saw a smooth white rock that looked like some of the ones she’d gathered in her garden back home, he picked it up.
“Yes,” she murmured.
Was she giving him permission? Or asking for his help? He couldn’t be sure, but he kept picking up rocks and small pieces of wood that appealed to him while she gathered growing things.
She turned to her right, to a place where a five-foot wall formed a sheltered niche. At the front was a stone platform that might serve as an altar.
Silently, she laid the flowers down on a bench at the side, then used her hand to sweep leaves off the altar.
When it was clean, she took off her cape and laid it on the bench, then brought the flowers to the altar and began arranging them in a pattern.
He could see that her hand wasn’t quite steady.
“Should I put the stones there?” he whispered.
“Yes.”
He came forward and set them down. “Do you want more?”
She turned, and he saw the uncertainty in her eyes. “Yes. Okay.”
He was glad to do something useful. Hurrying down a path, he found a place where lots of rounded stones were piled around the base of a statue. He scooped up as many as he could hold and carried them back, then set them on the altar.
Moving out of her way, he watched her body tremble as she arranged the stones and the little sticks and the flowers.
Then she knelt in front of the altar and clasped her hands together.
He could hear the low murmur of her voice. She was asking the Fates for help. Asking the universe to grant her the boon of wisdom.
He felt very alone. Separated from her. A shadow hovering at the edge of her life.
Somewhere birds chirped. And a little wind stirred the branches of nearby bushes. But no flash of lightning came down from the sky. No Fates appeared before them to answer the questions that had been building up in their minds.
What did the Fates look like anyway?
Renata stood up again and started rearranging the objects on the altar, moving flowers and stones and twigs into a different pattern.
Still, nothing changed.
LOGAN had brought his brother, Lance, to the family conference.
“As far as I can tell,” Ross told them, “Jacob escaped through the portal because he’s wanted in connection with the murder of the women real estate agents.”
“That’s crap,” Lance answered. “Why is he a suspect?”
Ross related that part of the story.
“This Renata woman really thinks he’s guilty?” Lance asked.
“I think she found convincing evidence. I’m hoping she wouldn’t make up some story to incriminate him.”
The others nodded.
Ross looked at Rinna. “I’d like to go through the portal and find out what’s happening over there, but I know the cops are keeping watch in the woods, hoping Jacob and Renata will come back.”
“Are you thinking of driving them off with wolves?” Logan asked.
Before he could answer, Rinna gave him a hard look and jumped into the conversation. “The cops have guns. They can shoot wolves.”
Ross sighed. “I was afraid you were going to say that.” In fact, he had almost gotten shot when he’d tried to interfere with the search. But he decided not to mention that.
“What about a diversion?” Lance asked. “I mean, like an explosion that would draw them away. We did that when Rinna was kidnapped.”
Ross shook his head. “Not a good idea. It would draw them away, but they’d probably think that Jacob was involved in some kind of conspiracy. That would make them start trying to figure out what he was up to besides murder—and who he was working with.”
They were all silent for several minutes.
Then Logan looked at his wife. “You opened a portal once. Could you move this one?”
“You can’t just move a portal. You’d have to close it and open another one.”
“Could you do it?”
She dragged in a breath and let it out. “Not by myself. I’d need other adepts to help me.”
“Like Olivia? And Sara?” Ross asked, naming his brother Sam’s and Adam’s wives.
She considered the suggestion. “They both have strong powers. Maybe we could do it together. Especially if we also had Antonia.”
She was the wife of Logan’s brother, Grant.
“Okay. Let’s make some calls,” Ross said. “We can say it’s a family emergency, and we need them here. But they may not be able to drop everything and come in time.”
JACOB’S insides clenched as he took in Renata’s stiff posture.
When she made a small sound of frustration, he couldn’t remain where he was. Stepping forward, he clasped his arms around her, and the garden disappeared as though they had never been there. The world disappeared.
Renata cried out because they were suddenly in another place. The place where they’d met a week ago in a dream.
A land that was not of the world. A land where the rules of time and space had been suspended.
He was still standing in back of her, and he felt her body sag against him as she absorbed the change.
He held her upright, when it was difficult to keep himself vertical.
Mist swirled around them, but it felt like they were standing on a hard surface. A land of rock. In front of them he could see a massive stone building, looming indistinctly in the mist.
“What happened?” As he spoke, the mist around them muffled his voice.
“It was you,” she gasped.
“Me?” he asked, not understanding what she meant.
She turned to face him, and her eyes were fierce and regretful. “I was supposed to be the goddess. I thought I had to make the connection to the Fates. And I was so focused on that mission that I was shutting you out. I guess it doesn’t work that way.”
Since the session with Pamina, he’d felt as though an invisible wall had sprung up between himself and Renata. But he hadn’t thought it was his place to object, not after the goddess story.
Would Renata have listened to him back at Griffin’s house? Or had it taken a supernatural event to change the equation?
She began speaking again. “Nothing was working. I was just moving flowers and stones around. And I didn’t know what I was doing. Then you touched me, and everything changed. For the better, I think.”
“I hope so,” he answered, when he didn’t know if she was only expressing her wishful thinking.
His wishful thinking, too. Because he wanted whatever happened to depend on the two of them working together.
Since he was feeling more confident, he gestured toward the massive building. “We should go in there.”
“What’s inside?”
He laughed, the sound turning hollow in the foggy atmosphere. “I don’t know. But I think we need to find out.”
“Okay,” she said in a small voice.
He took her hand, and they walked forward across the hard ground, until something stopped them.
He could see into the shadowy interior of the building, but the entrance seemed to be protected by an invisible barrier.
When he put his hand up the way he did when he unlocked a portal between the worlds, he felt a transparent wall, but there seemed to be no way to get through it.
Then Renata put her hand up, too, and he felt the surface give. They stepped forward together, from the misty exterior into a large entrance hall.
As soon as they were inside, a whooshing sound told him that the invisible wall had snapped back into place behind them.
So were they trapped? Or could they reverse the process and get back out again?
And go where?
Renata clung tightly to his hand, and he held on to her just as tightly.
“Look,” she whispered, as soft light began to illuminate the interior.
His gaze fell on a richly woven rug that depicted a scene of men with spears hunting lions. “I remember that.”
“Yes. This was . . .” She gulped. “My father’s temple. And that’s where he received visitors,” she said, gesturing toward a golden throne, with rich red upholstery.
Each thing in the room—the furniture, the rugs, the tapestries—looked like it had been made by skilled artisans.
A doorway loomed at the far end of the entrance hall, but the room beyond was dark. As he looked around, he felt goose bumps rise on his skin.
“Is this the place where it happened?” he asked in a low voice.
“I think so,” she answered, her tone equally hushed.
“Your father brought us to this place. I mean, the first time . . .” He let the end of the sentence dangle.
“Not this time. This time we came here with the knowledge of the past—to face whatever’s here.”
As she spoke, he heard a sound from the interior room. Then a shadow rushed at them out of the blackness. It had the vague shape of a man with a knife in his hand.
The shadow was dark, like a black hole out in space from which no light could escape. But as it enveloped them, Jacob felt the prickle of fire on his skin.
Fire. Again.
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
EVEN AS JACOB’S senses dimmed and the fire sent darts of agony to his nerve endings, he tried to fold his body and his arms around Renata to protect her, but he knew by her gasps and cries that whatever was burning him was attacking her in the same way.
Not just on his skin. It was in his brain, bursting inside his skull, making it almost impossible for him to put one thought in front of the other.
“We have to control the fire,” he gasped out.
“How?”
He looked down, his eyes locked with hers, and in that moment of understanding, he knew.
Swiftly, he lowered his mouth to hers, moving his lips with a desperate need that came from deep inside his soul. When he focused on her, his mind cleared.
The fire receded to the background as he felt passion bloom between them. The passion he had held in check since before the two of them had come through the portal.
“Renata.”
She trembled in his arms, running her hands over his back, his shoulders, her touch telling him she felt the same desperate need for connection that swamped him.
As they cleaved to each other, the laws of their own private universe shifted. Now the fire sealed them off from everything but each other, the flames mutating to an element of their arousal.
Jacob knew they had done it together, through their need for each other. Because even when they had been angry, even when he hadn’t known how to reach out to her, he had longed to make love with her.
Now, it felt as if he had been turned on for days, and no woman but Renata would satisfy his desire.
And, miracle of miracles, she was in his arms, silently telling him that she wanted the same thing he did.
Every nerve ending in his body sizzled as he drank in the heady taste of her, breathed in her scent, stroked his hands over the warm silk of her wonderful skin, touching her everywhere he could reach, letting the sensory input fuel his craving for her.
“I need you.” She was the one who spoke, and the words transmitted themselves directly from her mouth to his. He drank them in, absorbing the passion and drawing strength from her desire.
His hand slid down to her hips, pulling her more tightly against his erection, letting her see how much he needed her—as if she didn’t know already.
He stepped back long enough to drag the tunic over his head and toss it to the floor, then stooped to rid himself of the briefs he’d insisted on wearing.
When he looked up, he saw that she had pulled off the gown and sent it to join the tunic.
He grinned at her, then sobered as he took in the perfection of her body.
“You are so beautiful,” he whispered, then said it louder.
With hands he couldn’t quite keep steady, he reached out to cup her wonderful breasts, reveling in their soft weight before gliding his thumbs over the hardened tips.
The sound of pleasure he wrung from her vibrated through him.
Desperate to feel her body against his, he pulled her close, so that his cock nestled against her belly while his hands stroked over the rounded curve of her bottom, then reached downward to slip into the folds of her sex.
She cried out, pressing more tightly against him, rocking her breasts against his chest.
When she drew back, her eyes were regretful, and his insides clenched.
“What’s wrong?” he managed to ask.
She reached to touch his lips, to run her finger against the stubble on his cheek. “I shut you out. I think because I was too used to being alone,” she whispered. “And because I was afraid to embrace . . . us.”
She dropped to her knees on the rug in front of him, and when she closed her mouth around the head of his cock, he shuddered.
She ran her tongue over him, finding the places where the sensation was greatest, teasing him before taking him more fully into her mouth.
He threw his head back as she began to suck and at the same time slid him in and out of her mouth, giving him more pleasure than he thought possible.
His hands braced against her shoulders, because he didn’t know how much longer he could stand up on his own.
When he knew that the pleasure was going to make him explode, he touched her cheek.
“Stop. No more. I want to come with you, not like this.”
She raised her head, her eyes glimmering with promise.
He came down beside her on the rug, gathering her close. He had never wanted a woman more. Yet his own satisfaction was only a small part of what he craved.
Tenderly, he laid her on the rug.
“Your turn.”
Lowering his head, he caressed her breasts with his face, then turned his head so that he could take one pebble-hard nipple into his mouth, sucking on her, teasing her with his teeth and tongue, while he used his thumb and finger on the other nipple.
Then with a smile, he slid his mouth down her body, licking and kissing her as he went, traveling to the hot, slick core of her.
“This must be what they mean by the ambrosia of the gods,” he said, as he lapped up the wonderful taste of her.
She reached down, gliding her fingers through his hair while he used his mouth on her clit and dipped two fingers inside her, stroking in and out, driving her to the high peak where he waited in trembling anticipation.
When she tugged at his hair and lifted her hips in a pleading gesture, he moved up her body and plunged inside her.
They both cried out at the joining.
Her arms came around his shoulders, clasping him to her as he began to move in an age-old rhythm.
They were Jacob and Renata. But, here in this place, they were also Rocanda and Jalerak, fulfilling their destiny at last.
He went still above her. Raising his head, he looked down into her eyes.
“Yes, it’s you. And me,” she whispered, as she circled his shoulders with her arms. “Finally, after so long.”
They stared at each other, in perfect harmony now. For several heartbeats, he remained still. Then, when he could no longer help himself, he began to move within her again in a fast, hard rhythm.
She matched him stroke for stroke, her nails digging into his back, the intensity building quickly, spiraling out of control.
“Jalerak,” she cried out as he felt her inner muscles tighten around him.
The spasms were like jolts of electricity zinging through him. She took him over the edge with her, climax roaring through him like a force of nature.
And while they both vibrated with the intensity of their pleasure, it seemed as though time folded back on itself. Or went backward.
Or something that he couldn’t name.
All the centuries came flooding through his mind. All the times they had reached out toward each other—only to turn away in fear and anger because the demons had driven them away from this perfect joining, this perfect understanding.
As he clasped her to him, he sensed something he hadn’t been able to grasp before.
In his memory, he could see the demon who came to them again and again.
And a name zinged into his brain. Questabaze.
He felt her gasp, as though she’d been struck by a bullet.
“Questabaze,” she whispered. “That’s who he is. I almost remembered it before. But not quite.” She shuddered. “I saw him.”
He tightened his hold protectively around her. “Here?”
She hitched in a breath. “No, in our world. He’s the monster I told you about.”
“Does he know where we went?”
“I don’t know. Zarah told me about how the time lines changed. Maybe when that happened, Rocanda was only reincarnated in our world. So the demon was with me there, and he didn’t know how to follow us to the other side. At least I hope that’s true.”
Jacob still lay on top of her, his body joined with hers. She clung to him, her hands sliding over his hips and onto his ass, kneading and pressing him more firmly against her.
As she did, he felt his arousal building again.
And hers. He knew that from the little internal muscle contractions clasping his cock, and from the way her breathing picked up.
Lifting his head, he grinned down at her. “I think we have an advantage over him.”
“You mean this?” she asked, deliberately contracting her vagina around him.
“Oh, yeah.” He held her close and rolled to his side, shifting their positions so that they were lying facing each other.
“Let’s try to use this,” he murmured.
“It feels good.”
“Uh-huh, but it gives us deep communication.”
He saw a smile twitch at the corners of her lips, as she thrust her hips a little, then pulled back. “Deep communication? Is that what you call it?”
He grinned again, letting himself enjoy the sensation for a few moments before he said, “We should talk about fire. Sometimes it’s good. And sometimes it’s bad.”
“It’s bad when it has control over us. And good when we control it,” she whispered.
“We’d better remember that and not let it get the upper hand,” he said, his voice thick.
He closed his eyes, kissing her cheek and stroking her arm. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“How could you do that?”
“Because I’m going to ask you to do something you won’t like.”
He felt her body tense. “What?”
“I think you need to go back to one of the bad things that happened in your life.”
She sucked in a sharp breath. “Why?”
“Because we need to know if he was there. But this time, I’ll be right here with you.”
She ducked her head and stroked her lips against his shoulder, and he could hear her breath coming fast and sharp. “Okay,” she finally whispered.
He forced himself to ask, “What was the worst time you can remember?”
She answered immediately. “It was my junior year at the University of Maryland. But I had a feeling that I needed to come home and see my parents. When I turned onto our street, I could see the house was on fire. And I knew my parents were in there.”
“Fire!”
“Yes,” she breathed.
The pain on her face made his throat contract. “I’m so sorry.”
Her grip tightened on his shoulders. “You’re here with me—now.”
Her touch gave him the strength to keep asking questions. “Was there a crowd around the house?”
“Yes.”
“Can you remember the people who were there?”
“I wasn’t paying much attention to them,” she answered.
“Do it now.”
She whimpered, and he felt her squeeze her eyes closed. When she gasped, all he could do was hold her close, praying that he wasn’t making everything worse.
RENATA clung to Jacob as the terrible scene came back to her.
Fire. She knew about fire.
She saw the flames licking at the house in Baltimore where they’d lived. Not the first little row house from right after they came from Costa Rica. The big house off North Charles Street that her parents had bought when their furniture business was pumping out money.
With a feeling of doom, she sloshed through the water from the fire hoses, trying to run inside and find her parents, but somebody grabbed her and held her back.
“Let me go!” she screamed.
“You can’t go in there. You’ll be killed.”
“What does it matter?”
Her life was crumbling before her eyes, and people crowded around to witness the destruction. They were on the sidewalk and in the street, in back of the fire trucks.
She turned her head, staring at them. They were blurry images in front of her eyes, but one man stood out from the rest.
Because even if they were blurred by memory, their faces were normal. And his face was a gray blob like he was an innocent bystander in a police film, and the cops had blocked out his head.
When she gasped, she felt fingers digging into her shoulder. Her naked shoulder.
“It’s okay,” Jacob said, his voice low and urgent. “You’re with me. You’re safe with me.”
She stared into his eyes. They were clouded with pain and worry. Pain and worry for her.
“What happened?” he asked.
She couldn’t hold her voice steady as she whispered, “He was there.”
“The demon?”
“Yes.”
“You saw him?”
“He was one of the people in the crowd, watching my house burn—and watching me try to get to my parents.”
“Right there out in the open? What did he look like?”
She hitched in a breath. “Do you remember the day I came to your house—and somebody shot at you?”
“The day we first made love,” he said softly.
“Yes. And we saw the shooter. Only we couldn’t see him. His image looked like it had been digitally altered. I came up with an explanation that didn’t make a lot of sense.”
“But we both wanted to believe there was a logical reason we couldn’t identify him.”
Her skin had turned cold, and he stroked her shoulders and arms, trying to warm her.
“The man standing in the crowd was like that. In the vision just now, I could see he was there, but I couldn’t see his face.”
“Christ!”
“I felt his satisfaction. He wanted me to be in pain. It served his purpose.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Well, now I know.”
“Now we know,” he corrected.
“Yes. Both of us,” she answered.
“You are so strong,” he murmured.
“No.”
“Of course you are. He should have destroyed you. But he could never do it.”
“Almost. With all the strange stuff happening, I thought I was going crazy until you straightened me out.”
He looked startled.
“Yes. You made the difference.”
They clung to each other for a long moment. Jacob’s mind was spinning, trying to absorb everything that had happened—and reaching for something that he couldn’t quite grasp.
Finally, he began to speak again. “Each time we’ve encountered a demon—it’s been only one of them. The creature you told me about with the green skin and a red slash of a mouth. The guy in the woods. The guy watching your house burn. When you were speaking as Rocanda, you talked about demons. More than one. So we thought we were fighting a whole legion of them, but maybe only one of them is allowed to screw with us.”
Hope sparked in her eyes. “That would make it easier.”
He swallowed. “Maybe. But the one demon has a lot of power. And he doesn’t have to play fair. He can also be human. Well, not be human. Look human.”
She nodded.
“So maybe he doesn’t just show up as a bystander in the crowd watching the fire. He can be different people in your life if he wants to.”
“Dios.” She sucked in a sharp breath. “Who?”
“We have to find out.” A thought danced through his mind. “But we don’t know how he does it. I mean—make himself human. Maybe he can change his appearance. Or maybe he takes over the body of someone else.”
“Oh, great.”
“We don’t know anything for sure.”
Her fingers closed over his arms. “Back in Costa Rica, when I was little, I used to feel like the animals were watching me. I remember looking up and seeing a green iguana on the rocks sunning himself. Only I’m pretty sure now that it wasn’t a real iguana.”
He stroked his hand through her hair, thinking that the deck was stacked against them. This demon had a lot of power. And what did they have?
“Each other,” she whispered.
His eyes questioned hers. “You picked that up from my mind.”
“Yes. Because we’re so intimate.”
He nodded, touching her cheek as he asked another question that made his insides clench. “If we defeat him, does it affect more than the two of us? Will it change the world?”
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
RENATA MOVED SO that she could brush her lips against Jacob’s finger. “Let’s put it another way. The world can use all the help it can get.”
He cradled her close, wondering what that would mean for him. For them. Would she still be his life mate? Or would he lose her again? For the final time?
Desperation clawed at him. He wanted to bring back the sexual feeling that had warmed them earlier. But the mood was broken.
“I don’t think I can do this anymore. Not right now,” she whispered.
He wanted to protest. But he couldn’t find the words. So he eased away, slipping out of her. When she rolled to her back, he saw tears glistening in her eyes.
“Don’t.” Tenderly, he turned her onto her side again, this time with her back to his front. Moving up behind her, he held her close, rocking her in his arms.
“It’s been so hard for you,” he murmured.
“I tried to be strong.”
“And you were. As strong as you could be, with the deck stacked against you.”
“He probably loved watching me go to pieces.” She stiffened. “Do you think he was the one who baited that property with meat?”
He thought about it for a moment. “That would make sense. I mean, if he wanted to hurt you.”
“We don’t even know the rules. Could he have killed me?”
“Maybe not. Maybe he had to let us get close, so the situation is like it was for Rocanda and Jalerak.”
“Lucky for me you came along,” she murmured. “Lucky you’re Jacob Marshall. You’re so strong. When I held a gun on you, you didn’t let me win.”
“I was angry as hell.”
“Gracias a Dios. Maybe Pamina was right, and it took a werewolf to give Rocanda the strength she needed.”
“I hope it makes a difference.”
“We’ll do whatever it takes to find out who he is. Together. I’m so used to being alone that I have trouble thinking like part of a couple.”
“So do I. But I’m getting used to it.”
“Tell me more about your life,” she murmured.
He laughed. “I’m good at understanding dogs. At communicating with them. Like you said, I guess I felt more comfortable with dogs than with people.”
“I said it because I was on edge.”
“Yeah, but it might be true.”
“Even with your family?”
“Especially my family.” He made a low sound. “For years, the Marshalls didn’t get along, until my cousin, Ross, got us together. I was still resisting, but having you makes me understand why family is important.”
She snuggled against him. “I had a warm, loving family.”
“That’s something you can teach me.” He swallowed hard. “But first we have to make sure that Questabaze doesn’t win.”
“He won’t!”
He held her close. It was wonderful to simply lie there with her in his arms. Wonderful to fall asleep that way.
Some time later, his eyes blinked open again.
He craned his neck toward the doorway and saw that the mist outside hadn’t changed.
Renata stirred next to him, then stroked her hand along his arm and his hip.
“Our first night together,” she whispered. “Or do you think it really is night?”
She sat up, and he did the same. “How long have we been sleeping?” she asked.
“I don’t know.”
“And more importantly, how do we get out of here? Not just out of this building. Out of this world that isn’t real?”
Jacob made his voice sound steady, although a kind of cold fear clawed at his insides. “Let’s pretend we know how to get back to that garden.”
“Okay.”
They both stood and reached for the clothing they had discarded. When they were dressed again, Jacob took Renata’s hand.
“We got here like Dorothy got back to Kansas in The Wizard of Oz.”
“You mean when she closed her eyes and clicked her magic red slippers together?”
“Yeah. But I’d say she wished herself there.”
“Do you think our bodies are still back in our world? Like at the end of the movie when Dorothy is unconscious in bed?”
“No. I think we’re here now. And we’ll be there soon,” he said, again trying to sound confident. Taking her hand, he led her back the way they’d come. When they reached the barrier at the entrance to the building, they repeated the process they’d used earlier, flattening their hands against the invisible window.
Again, the surface turned malleable, and they stepped outside, into the mist. Only this time, he could see sunlight glinting in the distance.
He pointed. “Let’s go that way.”
Their hands linked together, they walked toward the sun. And suddenly, from one step to the next, they broke through the mist and into the daylight. Into the garden, where Renata had been arranging natural objects on the altar.
“Thank God,” Jacob whispered, because he hadn’t been sure there was any way to get back. But here they were.
He looked toward the gate. “They’ll be worried about us. We’d better tell them we’re okay.”
“Yes.”
They hurried toward the entrance, and Jacob threw the door open.
The soldier in charge gave them a startled look. “I thought you were going to do some kind of ceremony.”
“We did.”
“When? You were only gone a few minutes.”
Jacob and Renata stared at each other. A few minutes. No, it had been hours, but apparently, the time they’d spent in that other place hadn’t happened here.
“We did what we had to,” Renata answered. “We need to get back to the city.”
The soldier looked disgruntled, like he’d been sent out here on a fool’s mission, but he stepped back as they hurried to the carriage.
They’d brought the horse-drawn vehicle because Renata had been weakened by the psychic fire.
Now she looked like she wanted to grab one of the guards’ horses and ride full tilt back to Sun Acres.
But she didn’t try to pull rank because she was the reincarnation of a goddess.
He took that as a good sign.
When they arrived back at Griffin’s house, their friends were waiting for them in the family courtyard, which was lit by lamps and candles.
“You should eat,” Zarah said, and he was glad they could stall for a little while longer.
Everyone let them eat their meal before Zarah asked, “You weren’t gone long. Can you tell us what happened in the garden?”
Jacob looked at Renata. “You’re probably better at telling it than I am,” he said, because he wasn’t sure how much she wanted to reveal.
“I guess you need to know the goddess story,” she said in a low voice, then backed up to the meeting with Pamina. As she talked, he could see various reactions from the other people around the table. Disbelief. Awe. And a distancing that he had been afraid of.
“A goddess,” Quinn breathed.
Renata took her lower lip between her teeth. “I’m the same person I was this morning.”
“You’re . . . divine,” Quinn breathed.
“I’m human,” she answered. “The goddess died a long time ago.”
Jacob wasn’t sure it was true. If they defeated the demon, she would be different. Maybe very different. He could see the others were thinking the same thing as Renata related their experiences in the garden—skating over the parts that were too personal to talk about.
But he did see a bright side to the reaction of the group. Back in the good old U.S. of A., he and Renata might have been carted off to the loony bin. Or maybe they’d get on the cable news, like someone who’d claimed to have been picked up by a UFO. But here, the account of going into a place outside time and space was accepted for what it was.
Griffin leaned back in his seat, and Jacob could tell he was struggling to sound objective. “There are quite a few psychic elements to the story. Obviously, you both have powers. In this world, both of you would have been nurtured in your talents from an early age.”
“I never thought of myself as having powers,” Jacob said.
Quinn laughed. “You’re a werewolf! That’s a talent few people have. And don’t downplay your ability to talk to animals,” she added. “That’s very rare.”
He hadn’t considered that skill as a “psychic power.” But now he guessed that it was true. When he glanced at Renata, he saw that her gaze had turned inward.
“Actually, I think I could do more when I was a child. But it left me,” she murmured.
“Children have more freedom to use their minds,” Zarah said. “Nobody’s told them the rules of life. So they make up their own.”
At that moment, from inside the house, a baby started to cry, and he saw Zarah give a start. He’d seen that before.
She looked at him. “That’s an excellent demonstration. I just got a little, I guess you’d call it, an electrical shock when Marsh started crying. It’s his way of making sure I pick him up.”
“He hurt you?” Renata asked.
“He reached out to me,” Zarah answered.
She got up quickly and went to take care of her son. They continued discussing psychic powers for a few minutes until Zarah came rushing back into the courtyard, her eyes wide.
“You have to get back to the portal,” she gasped.
“Why?”
“I don’t know, but I know something’s going to happen.”
Jacob’s stomach knotted. He’d been thinking they had time to do some planning. No such luck. Instead, they’d be crossing the badlands at night again, and when they got back to their world, they’d be facing a demon. Too bad they had no idea how to fight him.
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
FOUR WOLVES AND their life mates moved silently through the Maryland woods, using only moonlight as their guide.
Well, one of the women wasn’t using the moonlight. She was Antonia, Grant’s life mate, and blind, so she held Olivia’s arm.
The wolves had already scoped out the area and found a sheltered place where their wives could wait to find out the situation with the police.
At that agreed-upon spot, the women stopped, and the wolves went ahead to scope out the area. When they came back, one of them disappeared into the shadows and returned a few minutes later as a man.
It was Ross, and he had pulled on a pair of sweatpants and a tee shirt.
“What’s the situation?” Rinna asked.
He made a disgusted sound. “They have guards near the mouth of the cave. Two guys who are leaving food wrappers and soda cans all over the woods. The place looks like a garbage dump. They must have shifts camped up there twenty-four hours a day hoping Jacob will come back to the cave.”
“I thought the rain washed away Jacob’s trail.”
Ross sighed. “It did. But I guess the dogs kept looking, and they eventually found the cave.”
“So if Jacob and Renata come through from the other side, they’ll run smack into the cops.”
GRIFFIN turned to Jacob. “I can send troops part of the distance with you. But they can’t go all the way to the portal, because the location has to remain secret.”
“I understand,” Jacob answered.
They returned to their room to change their clothes, then rode to the main gate and out of the city. As they headed across the moonlit plains, Renata tried to make contingency plans. They’d come here because the cops were looking for Jacob—thanks to her. That was still probably true. So were they rushing headlong into disaster?
She tightened her hands on the reins. She’d like to have a gun. And then what? Was she going to have a shoot-out with the police? That didn’t seem like a very good option.
And then there was the demon. He was walking around in human form. What if he was one of the cops? If so, she’d played right into his hands.
Another horrible thought struck her—one she should have considered before. What if the demon was the one who killed the women? To pull her into his plans?
When the lead soldier stopped beside a crumbling building, Jacob also reined in his mount. So did she.
The soldier gestured toward the house. “This is our landmark. It’s as far as we’re allowed to go.”
In this world, she figured it was better to let the men do the talking.
“I understand,” Jacob answered. “Thanks for coming this far with us. I hope you have an easy trip back to the city.”
“We will,” the man said with confidence. He dismounted and pulled a long, thin, leather-wrapped package from his saddlebag. “You should not go unarmed. These are knives—in case you run into any trouble.”
“Thanks,” Jacob said again.
When he and Renata dismounted, she moved to his side. Her hand clasped his as the soldiers turned around and rode back the way they’d come.
Jacob unwrapped the leather and examined the blades. They looked like they were meant for fighting, not cutting steak.
When he passed her one, she hefted it in her hand, wishing again that it was a gun.
They stood where they were, waiting for the horsemen to disappear. When they were alone, they started walking the quarter mile across the plain to the cave.
“It’s so quiet,” Renata whispered.
“Too quiet,” he answered. “I feel like I’ve got a target on my back.”
“All we have to do is get to the cave.”
“We hope.”
They had crossed half the distance when a sound behind them made her stop in her tracks.
They both turned. In the moonlight, she saw five rough-looking men closing rapidly in on them.
“It’s them,” the guy in the lead growled. “The ones who killed Barth and Grove.”
“Run,” Jacob shouted.
Renata sprinted toward the portal entrance, expecting that at any moment one of the pursuers would grab her from behind and throw her to the ground.
She pushed herself harder, her breath coming in gasps as she dashed into the shelter of the cave and ducked behind a place where the rock bulged out.
Jacob also made it inside, and she saw the five men stop a little distance away. They could have rushed forward, but maybe they’d seen the guns during the earlier encounter, and maybe they were afraid they’d get killed by the unfamiliar weapon.
Renata watched the men take cover behind some rubble fifty feet away.
“Go open the portal,” she said to Jacob.
“I don’t want to leave you here.”
“I can’t do it.”
He stopped arguing and ran to the back of the tunnel. Risking a glance behind her, she saw him press his palm to the rock wall.
She expected it to thin the way it had before. But nothing happened.
Maybe he had the wrong spot. She saw him move his hand to another position and try again. Then another. But nothing worked.
“Shit!”
“What’s wrong?” she asked, her heart blocking her windpipe.
“The portal’s gone.”
“What happened to it?” she gasped.
“I don’t know.”
“What are we going to do?”
“Fight.”
“There are five of them and only two of us. All they have to do is rush us.”
“Maybe we’ve got an advantage,” he said.
“What?”
“Maybe we can get into that other world like we did when you were working the ceremony.”
“How?”
“The way we did last time.”
He kept the knife in one hand as he wrapped his free arm around her.
“Think yourself back to Oz,” he whispered.
She had done it before. No, they had done it before—together. Focusing her mind, she tried to get back to the safety of that strange place outside of time. She could feel it flickering at the edge of her consciousness. But she couldn’t quite grasp it.
“Help me,” she whispered to Jacob.
He made a frustrated sound. “If I take my focus off of them, they’ll get us.”
She understood what he meant. It was hard to concentrate on anything else when she could see the barbarians fifty feet away, conferring.
She should close her eyes. But she couldn’t make herself do it, not when the men out there were getting ready to rush the cave.
She spoke low, urgent words—praying to the Fates, asking them to have favor on her and Jacob. Asking for their help.
She kept praying.
But nothing changed, except that the attackers separated from each other so that they were standing in a semicircle, all facing toward the cave, all holding knives, and she guessed that they were experts at using them.
“We’ve got you trapped,” one of them jeered.
“That’s what you think,” Jacob called out, his voice amazingly steady.
The men looked at each other. Then on a signal from the guy in the middle of the group, they started running forward.
Jacob thrust Renata behind him and raised the knife.
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
JACOB CALCULATED THE odds. Not good. Then a shout from his right had him jerking in that direction.
A man was running forward. No, not just one man. Two men and two wolves
Jacob blinked, hardly able to believe his eyes. Or his ears, as both men started firing guns.
Three of the attackers went down. The other two took off, running as fast as they could.
The man in the lead stopped at the entrance to the cave.
“Jacob?” he called.
“Ross? How the hell did you get here?”
“Long story.”
Jacob looked back at Renata. “It’s okay,” he said. “It’s my cousin Ross. And my brother Logan. And the wolves are my brother Grant and Ross’s brother, Sam Morgan. Not Marshall. He changed his name when he moved to California.”
He addressed the men and wolves. “This is my life mate, Renata.”
She swallowed. “Nice to meet you.”
“Come on,” Ross said.
“Where?”
“To the new location of the portal.”
“A new location? But why?” Jacob asked.
“Because the cops have staked out this one. So we closed it to keep you from running smack into them if you came back through. Then we opened another one.”
“I thought that was hard to do.”
“It is,” Ross conceded. “Rinna’s done it before. She had help—from the life mates with powers. Olivia, Sam’s wife. Sara, Adam’s wife, and Antonia, Grant’s wife,” he said for Renata’s benefit. “Together they were strong enough to do it.” He looked out over the plain. “This place is pretty dangerous. We should get back to the other universe.”
Renata stepped forward. “You know we’re in trouble with the law?”
“I was at Jacob’s house. I heard the cops talking. The good news is that they’ve kept it out of the papers.”
“And how did they find the location of the portal?” Jacob asked.
“They had dogs who tracked you there.”
Renata cleared her throat. When she spoke, her voice was tight. “And you know I implicated Jacob in the murders?”
“I know about that. You can explain what happened when we get back to our world,” Ross answered.
Renata stood with her hands on her hips. “You know about the cops. I don’t think you know about the demon waiting for us on the other side.”
“A demon? As in, a fiend from hell?” Ross asked.
“That’s as good a definition as any,” Jacob answered.
“So before we go through, we’d better talk about what’s going to happen when we get back there.”
“Yeah,” Ross answered, then he led the group of wolves and humans through the badlands. They ended up beside one of the dilapidated buildings that littered the landscape.
“The trigger mechanism is right here,” Ross said, pointing to a spot on a half-standing wall.
“Okay. Thanks.” Jacob looked at the men and the wolves. He’d always wanted to keep to himself. Now he understood the power of his family connections. “I appreciate your help. But if the women are waiting for you on the other side, you should go back and tell them we’re okay.”
Logan nodded.
Ross turned to the others. “You go on. I’ve been thinking of a way Jacob can clear himself of the murder charges.” He gave him a direct look. “You can reject the idea if you want.”
Jacob lowered his gaze, thinking he was within his rights to ask Ross to leave with everyone else.
Instead, he met his cousin’s eyes and said, “I’d like to hear it.”
The others left, and Ross passed out weapons to Jacob and Renata. Then they all sat down with their backs to the wall.
“I’m a private eye, like Prescott,” Ross told Renata.
“You know I work for him?”
“Jacob told me. But let’s focus on you. I’ve been checking into your background. You took criminal justice courses at the University of Maryland, then applied for a private investigator’s license, which was approved three years ago.”
“Yes.”
“Were you working with Prescott and the police to catch the guy who was murdering women real estate agents?”
“Yes.”
“Well, I hope I’ve disproved your case against Jacob. I looked up when the murders occurred. October fifteenth of last year. December twenty-fourth of last year. And February first of this year.”
“That’s right,” Renata agreed.
Ross turned to Jacob. “And I did some checking on your whereabouts on those dates. On October fifteenth and February first, you were at a dog training school in Pennsylvania.”
Jacob nodded. “I didn’t think of matching up the dates. I mean, I didn’t even know exactly when the murders had occurred.”
“I didn’t think of that, either,” Renata murmured.
“What about Christmas Eve?” Ross asked.
Jacob flicked a glance at Renata. He remembered the date very well. “That was before I met you,” he muttered.
“And . . .”
“And I was with a woman. I’m sure she’ll remember the evening.”
“The murder was in the afternoon,” Ross said.
Jacob was sorry he’d stepped into that trap. He’d just assumed Christmas Eve meant evening. But a sense of relief swept over him as he remembered what he’d been doing earlier in the day. “I was at the Central Maryland Animal Alliance most of the day. I remember because I was trying to help them get some animals ready for the people who were picking them up for Christmas presents. The staff will remember I was there.”
“So that would mean you couldn’t have been at the scenes of any of the murders.”
“Gracias a Dios.” Renata sighed.
“The cops may already know that,” Ross said. “But they still want you for kidnapping.” He turned back to Renata. “And what about the evidence somebody planted in his house? What was it?”
“A file box with newspaper clippings about the murders. And plastic bags with the victims’ hair,” Renata answered.
“I took them through the portal. They’re out in the badlands,” Jacob clarified. “We got attacked, and I was cut pretty bad, so we didn’t bring them to Griffin’s house with us. I don’t know if we can find them again. Renata healed me. Or I’d be dead.”
Ross looked at her with interest.
“We can tell you all about it later,” she said.
“Right.” Ross shrugged. “Either we find the evidence— or we don’t. But if it’s really the hair from the murder victims, then the killer put it in your house.”
“Yes,” Renata whispered. She glanced at Jacob. “And I’m thinking the perp is the demon.”
Jacob blinked. He hadn’t quite put that together yet, but it made sense, since the murders had dragged Renata into danger.
“Jesus!” Ross answered. “Can you tell me about that?”
“It’s a long story.”
“We’ve got time.”
Renata sucked in a breath, then let it out. She reached for Jacob’s hand, held on tight, and started telling the story of Rocanda and Jalerak. As she spoke, she kept glancing at Ross, but he simply let her talk.
After relating the ancient tale, she talked about the deaths in her life, then went on to tell him about breaking into Jacob’s house and finding the planted evidence.
When she finished, Ross remained silent.
“So do you think I’m a nut case?” Renata finally asked.
Ross put a hand on her shoulder. “No. It sounds like you’ve had a pretty rough time. Someone else would have cracked up.”
“I almost did. I thought I was going crazy.”
Jacob turned to her. “That’s what the demon wanted. But you’re tough. Whichever way this comes out, I want you to know how proud I am of you.”
“You don’t think we’re going to win?” she asked.
“I hope we will.”
She sat up straighter. “We will! The trouble is, right now I don’t know how we’re going to have any freedom back in Howard County until Ross proves to the police that you can’t be the killer. And until they drop the kidnapping charges.” She paused for a minute, gathering herself to say something, and the expression on her face made him tense.
“If we get married, they can’t say you kidnapped me.”
He felt his heart clunk inside his chest. “Married?”
“You don’t want to?” she asked in a small voice.
From the corner of his eye, he saw Ross get up and move away, giving them some privacy. “I do. But I was thinking that we’d wait . . . until we had the demon off our backs.”
Her voice was strong when she answered. “And if he’s going to win—and we die, then I want to accomplish what we never did before.”
His heart contracted. “He’s not going to win.”
“So let’s start by getting you out of a jam. We’ll tell the cops we went away together and tied the knot.”
It was so tempting. This proud, beautiful woman was offering him the most precious gift he could imagine. He wanted to say “yes” more than he had ever wanted anything in his life. But that wasn’t the word he spoke.
It was, “No.”
CHAPTER THIRTY
JACOB SAW THE shock on Renata’s face. And the hurt. She looked like he had slapped her, and that was how he felt.
“You don’t want to marry me?” she asked in a voice that she couldn’t quite hold steady.
He made a low sound as he took her in his arms, feeling the stiffness of her body.
“Of course I do, but we can’t,” he whispered, as everything inside himself tightened and clenched.
“Why not?”
“Because it will change everything with the demon. He has to think that we haven’t found each other. I don’t mean physically. He probably knows we’ve made love. But he doesn’t know we’ve figured out that we belong together. That working together is the only way we can defeat him.”
When she didn’t answer, his hands tightened on her arms. “Do you understand what I’m saying?”
“Yes,” she whispered.
He let out the breath he was holding, then looked toward Ross. “The cops aren’t our biggest problem. We’ve got to go back, but when we step through the portal, I have a feeling the demon is going to zero in on us.”
“Unless we put up a force field.”
The suggestion came from behind the wall.
Rinna stepped into view, and they all whirled toward her.
“How long have you been there?” Jacob demanded.
“Long enough.”
Jacob felt his jaw tighten. “Maybe we didn’t want you to hear all that.”
“You weren’t going to tell us?” Rinna demanded.
“We were.”
“Then maybe I’ve done you a favor,” she said.
THE great dance of power could not be over. Questabaze would not believe that.
If he had been defeated, he would know it.
He wouldn’t linger here in this terrible state of uncertainty. Or was that the ultimate punishment—not to know?
No matter what he tried to tell himself, despair clung to him like particles of heavy smoke hovering above the ground.
All these years he’d reveled in his life on Earth. In many different bodies. In many different cultures. He’d gotten used to the pleasures and the privileges of being here. And in his mind, he’d earned them. Through his hard work. And his determination. And his absolute willingness to do anything it took to win.
This time he was afraid he would lose it all.
After so many years of working and scheming.
He and many other demons had fought over the privilege of battling Rocanda.
And he had always been the winner.
She hadn’t come back in every generation. That had been part of the challenge. To figure out if she was on Earth—and then to go after her.
He’d always found her. Always been ready and able to fuck with her life. Until now.
For two days, he’d been searching for her. And his terrible anger had boiled over in a great volcanic eruption that had spewed lava and ash onto a small Asian country.
In his rage, he cursed the Fates—for all the good that did him. He was sure they were hiding Renata from him. They were on her side, even when they were supposed to be neutral. But he had no place to appeal the injustice. No court of last resort.
Then, just when despair threatened to overwhelm him, he felt a jolt of awareness.
Renata!
He had found her again, and his spirits leaped. He’d been worried and frightened, but he had control of the situation again.
With renewed energy, he started to send his mind out to link with her more firmly. Just as he was about to close the connection, a door slammed shut, and she was gone again.
“Fuck!”
He’d found her. And she’d gone away again.
He stopped his rant and tried to calm himself.
No, not gone. He could sense something. Not the total void when she had been completely hidden. If he kept his focus, he could reach out and find her once again.
THE portal was at the edge of another outcropping of rock, about a quarter mile from the original site. It wasn’t as good a location as the previous one, because there was no cave to shield the entrance. But it was the best Rinna and the other women had been able to do on short notice.
As they stepped through into the Maryland woods, the women and the wolves formed a circle around Jacob and Renata.
For a long moment, they all stood perfectly still, prepared for an attack, but no monsters materialized out of the trees—or out of the air.
“I think the force field is working,” Renata whispered as they started through the woods, walking quietly so as not to catch the attention of the cops.
Were they really protected from the demon? Jacob didn’t feel any magic shimmering in the air.
He gripped Renata’s hand, and she knit her fingers with his. She was holding tight to him—probably because her nerves were just as raw as his. Still, he knew he’d hurt her by not agreeing to marry her right now, even if he knew deep down that it wasn’t the right thing to do.
Nobody spoke. Maybe they were all feeling spooked. When they got near the road, he saw two vans waiting in a spot screened by trees.
The wolves disappeared, into the woods. Then three men emerged.
Ross’s brother, Adam, had stayed to guard the women. He and the other men took one of the vans. Jacob, Renata, Ross, and the four life mates climbed into the other van, and they sped off into the night.
“Where are we going?” Jacob asked as they headed down the road.
Ross laughed. “Since Renata was working for Star Realty, I got the idea of checking the real estate listings. There’s a house that’s been vacant for several months. When it didn’t sell, the owners pulled it off the market. So you should be safe there for a few days.”
“Safe from the cops or safe from the demon?” Renata asked.
“I was thinking about the cops,” Ross admitted.
“But we can work on the demon problem when we get there,” Olivia answered.
“How?”
“We have a shield around you now. We can do the same thing with the house.”
“You mean you have to be physically there?” Jacob asked.
Olivia dragged in a breath and let it out. “I think so.”
“Shit,” he answered, then immediately added, “Sorry. I don’t want to sound ungrateful.”
“But anyone who stays around us is in danger,” Renata finished and began to fill in the other women about the demon.
Jacob sat in the darkness, wishing that he was alone with Renata. He’d hurt her, and he wanted to explain his thinking—and not in front of a bunch of other people.
The house was only about ten miles from the portal, on a large, wooded lot where they’d have some privacy. To hide their presence, they pulled both vans into the three-car garage.
They had already put up blackout shades at the windows, so that the neighbors wouldn’t see the lights. And the house was partially furnished.
The group of werewolves and their life mates gathered in the family room, where Jacob and Renata flopped onto the couch.
“You look like you need to sleep,” Olivia said.
“We need to defeat the demon,” Renata answered.
“But if you’re so tired you can’t function, then you won’t be able to do it,” Antonia put in.
Jacob nodded, thinking this was his chance to be alone with Renata.
“We put beds into all of the rooms,” Rinna said. “You two take the master bedroom. It’s got its own bathroom. And there’s clothing in there for you.”
“Thanks,” Renata murmured.
Jacob was glad to disappear into the bedroom and close the door, until he saw the shuttered look on Renata’s face.
“I want to be married to you,” he said. “More than anything in the world. But I want to know we’ll be safe first.”
“Maybe we won’t be.”
“We’re going to do our damnedest to get the bastard out of our lives.”
“Okay,” she said, but her voice sounded weary.
He looked from her to the bed. “Maybe we’ll both feel better after we get some sleep. Do you want to take a shower first, or shall I?”
“Let me go first.” Her tone was brusque as she rummaged in a dresser drawer, found some panties and a tee shirt, and disappeared into the bathroom.
He sat in the chair in the corner in the dark, listening to the water run while she took a quick shower. When she came out, dressed for sleep, she walked to the other side of the bed and slipped under the covers without speaking, then lay with her eyes closed.
He stood looking at her for several heartbeats, then turned to the dresser, where he found shorts for himself.
After taking a quick shower, he closed the bathroom door partway so that some light drifted into the bedroom.
Sliding into bed beside Renata, he listened to her even breathing. He wanted to reach over and fold her into his arms. But maybe she was really awake, and maybe she would turn away from him. So he kept his arms at his sides.
He thought he wouldn’t be able to sleep. But somehow he did. And then he was dreaming.
He and Renata were back in the place outside time, the place where they had gone after the garden. At first it was quiet and peaceful, and he was so thankful that they were together again, with no misunderstandings between them. They strolled arm in arm down a garden path, neither of them speaking.
They were heading toward the temple where they’d been earlier, and the closer they got, the more his nerves jumped.
When they’d broken through the barrier and stepped inside, Renata quickly walked to the altar. Heaped all around it were rocks, seashells, and flowers.
She started poking through them, making selections which she began arranging in patterns the way she’d done before.
He wanted to help, but he didn’t know what to do, so he stepped back, out of her way. As he did, he could feel his tension growing.
Something was going to happen. Something bad.
As if to confirm his dread, lightning crackled far above them. Then the roof of the building burst open, and through the opening a terrible roar sounded. A great green lizard with wings swooped down, catching Renata in its talons, lifting her off the ground as it tore at her flesh.
It was Questabaze.
Jacob tried to jump up and catch her. But she dangled just out of his reach. He knew the creature was teasing him, gloating at its victory.
Jacob screamed in anguish and frustration, then screamed again as he felt strong hands digging into his shoulders.
“Jacob. Wake up, Jacob.”
His eyes blinked open, and he stared up into Renata’s face.
“Thank God,” he whispered. “Thank God you’re okay.”
A sharp knock sounded at the door. “Are you all right?” Ross called.
“Yeah. I was having a nightmare. I’m . . . fine.”
Ross went away, and Jacob flopped back against the pillows as he stared up at Renata. “I was dreaming about the demon.”
She nodded.
He didn’t want to tell her the rest, but he knew he had to. “I was watching him tear you apart, and I couldn’t do anything.”
She gulped. “I’m sorry.”
He wrapped his arms around her and held on tight. “Thank the Fates you’re all right.”
“I’m here. I’m fine,” she whispered.
He raised his head and looked at her, trying to put everything he felt into his voice and his expression. “Don’t go away from me again.”
She swallowed. “Oh, Jacob.”
The look she gave him melted his heart. “We’ve been drawing away from each other,” he said in a low voice. “I mean, even when we don’t intend to—we get caught in the same behavior that . . . leads to destruction.”
She nodded, then clasped him to her. “I’m sorry,” she murmured. “I let myself get upset about that marriage thing.”
“I understand why,” he answered, as he gathered her closer.
“It’s a familiar pattern. Because walling myself up is safer than being vulnerable to you. I won’t do it again. I promise.”
He kept holding her, wishing he didn’t have to tell her the next part, but he did.
Finally, because he couldn’t put it off any longer, he said, “I think the dream told me what we need to do.”
RENATA watched Jacob sit up and press his back against the headboard.
She sat up, too.
“They said this house was shielded,” he said, speaking quickly, and she had the feeling he wanted to get it over with. “I think we have to get the shield down, get everybody else out of the house, and work a ceremony. You have to do it, because you’ll be totally vulnerable to him. But it won’t end like the dream. When he swoops in here, I’ll be waiting to connect with you, and we’ll . . .” His voice trailed off.
“We’ll what?”
He swallowed. “We’ll use our joined energy to fry him.”
“Do we know how to do that?”
“No.”
“That’s taking a big chance.” She dragged in a breath and let it out in a rush.
“You have the power. I know it.”
“So do you.”
“Well, not like you. But when we join together, something happens that neither one of us can explain. Something that’s more than you or I can do alone.”
She reached for his hand. “It sounds great—in theory. Too bad we didn’t get some training when we were kids.”
“But we know how to connect with each other.” He found her mouth, and they exchanged a long, greedy kiss.
“That’s better,” she said when they finally came up for air.
“A lot better,” he agreed. “I can feel power . . . tickling at the edge of my mind.”
“Yes.”
They eased down so that they were lying together, holding each other. And her hands began to move over his back and arms and hips, drawing him closer.
As he dipped his head, pressing his face into the warmth between her breasts, she felt her arousal building.
He pulled up her tee shirt and turned his head so that he could find one nipple with his hot, wet mouth. As he teased her, he spoke, “Try to reach for my mind. Try to connect with me on more than a physical level.”
She cradled the back of his head, stroking him as she opened herself to him, trying to make the connection with him on every possible level.
It was something like being in a dark room, trying to find objects that she knew must be there. But it was even harder, because she didn’t know exactly what the objects were.
Yet as she reached for him, she felt him doing the same thing. Felt his touch not only on her body but in her mind.
“Yes,” she whispered, striving to strengthen the link between them.
They touched and kissed, and opened themselves in ways that she hadn’t dreamed possible.
And she felt the familiar flames flickering around them, the way it had out in the badlands when he’d been so horribly injured. Not the hot flames of pain that they both had feared. The warm flames of love and healing. And she knew that this time, he was doing as much of the work as she was.
“We’re controlling the blaze,” he murmured, his voice full of awe.
Once again, they were in a different time and place, the only two people in a universe they had made where they could merge together, body and soul.
Until a banging at the door yanked them back to reality.
“Jacob. Renata,” Ross called. “You’d better get out here.”
They sprang apart, and Renata wondered if the door was locked. But Ross didn’t come in.
“What’s wrong?” Jacob called.
“There have been two more women murdered,” Ross answered.
“Dios,” Renata muttered.
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
THEY BOTH CLAMBERED out of bed. Jacob had seen sweatpants in the dresser drawer. He pulled on a pair and tossed another one to Renata, who also yanked them on.
After dragging on a tee shirt, he threw the door open.
Ross’s face was grim. “I’ve been listening to the police radio, trying to keep on top of the investigation,” he said. “They got a tip from an anonymous source who said that two more women real estate agents had been killed. They went to the vacant houses where the caller said the women would be—and discovered the mutilated bodies. Not only that, another woman real estate agent has been reported missing.”
“Dios mio,” Renata moaned. “What does it mean?”
Jacob felt his jaw tighten. “It means that he’s trying to lure us into the open,” he growled. “And it also means that he’s going to torture and kill that woman unless we let him find us.”
The color had drained from Renata’s face. “Unfortunately, I think you’re right.” She turned to Ross. “Are the others up?”
“Yeah. I got everybody together in the living room.”
They hurried down the hall to confront a group of worried faces.
Before anybody else could speak, Renata started talking, “You all have to leave.” As she finished, she looked to Jacob for confirmation.
“It’s too dangerous for you to stay,” he agreed.
“When we leave, the shield will drop,” Olivia said.
“We have to let that happen,” Jacob answered. “We have to let him find us. And Lord knows what he’s going to do. So I want everyone out of here. Now.”
The others looked like they wanted to object.
“Please,” Renata added. “Those women died because of me.”
“Because of him.” Jacob corrected her. “Never blame yourself for the evil he does.”
She turned toward him. “Yes. Him. Questabaze. But he’ll keep killing until he finds me.”
“Before we clear out, I want to show you some stuff,” Ross said. “There are surveillance cameras and a recording system, so you can get this on tape.”
Jacob and Renata followed him down the hall, to a bedroom where several monitor screens showed views of the driveway, the home’s exterior, and the living room. After a quick demonstration, Ross turned back to Jacob. “Did you follow that?”
“Sort of. But I figure this is going to end one way or the other pretty quickly. So I can just leave it on.”
Ross nodded, then held out his hand. “I don’t like running out on you.”
“You’re not running out. All of you are getting out of danger because we’re asking you to do that. You and your life mates.”
“Good luck,” Ross said in a thick voice.
Jacob swallowed. “Thanks. And thanks for your help. I appreciate it.”
Ross nodded.
They hurried back to the living room, where Renata embraced the women—and also the men. Jacob shook hands all around. “It means a lot that you did this for us,” he said. “But the sooner you leave, the sooner we get this over with.”
In the control room, Jacob and Renata watched the van speed down the driveway and turn onto the two-lane road.
“I want to hold you,” Jacob whispered.
“But you can’t,” Renata said. “We have to let him think that I’m alone, until he gets here. We don’t even know what’s going to happen. Will he come in human form?”
Jacob shrugged. “Maybe if he thinks it will fool you into dropping your guard.”
“And how long will we have to wait?”
“I wish to hell I knew. But you’d better go down the hall. At least I can see you on the monitor.”
She gave him one last look, then turned with a jerky motion and walked out of the room.
Moments later, she appeared on the monitor screen and he took in her stiff posture as she began to pace back and forth on the rug, her lips moving as she counted her steps.
He kept watching the time display. Seconds dragged by at what seemed like the speed of glaciers forming. He was starting to wonder if he’d been wrong about his theory when he saw something change.
“A car’s coming,” he called to Renata.
The sedan pulled up a hundred yards from the house, and a man got out.
“Who is it?”
“I don’t recognize him.”
Renata ran down the hall, looked at the monitor, and gasped. “It’s Greg Newcastle. The police detective I’ve been working with on the murders.”
“Jesus! It’s him?”
“I never liked him. I kept feeling like he didn’t really want me to solve the case, but I thought he was just pissed that he had to deal with a woman PI.”
Jacob could see Renata struggling to rearrange her thinking as Newcastle started walking toward the house.
“How close do we have to let him get?”
“Give it a minute,” Jacob muttered as the man drew closer, a look of determination on his face . . .
Jacob had barely finished speaking when another man stepped out of the shadows under the trees and called out to the police detective.
“Newcastle.”
“What are you doing here?”
“I could ask you the same question,” the newcomer said.
Renata goggled at the screen as she stared at the other man. “It’s Barry,” she wheezed.
“There’s another woman being held captive,” Newcastle said. “I’m checking out empty houses.”
“By yourself?”
“I figure the killer’s left her somewhere. So I’ve got uniforms searching other properties.”
“Good thinking,” Barry said. Then he pulled out a gun.
Newcastle stared at him in surprise. “What the hell?”
“Stay where you are. Hands in the air.”
Greg obeyed.
“Too bad you had to be so proactive, but this isn’t where I left the other one.”
Renata stood watching, a look of horror on her face.
“Dios. No! It’s Barry. Questabaze is Barry.” Renata made a moaning sound and doubled over, holding her middle. “I can’t believe it. Not Barry. We have to stop him before he kills Greg,” she gasped.
But it was already too late.
The PI didn’t pull the trigger, but Greg clutched at his chest, a terrified look on his face as he crumpled to the ground. He writhed for a moment, then lay still.
“This ends your part of the investigation. And it will turn out that Renata is just going to be another victim of a crazed serial killer. Someone you’ll never catch.”
The PI stepped over the limp body on the ground and started toward the house.
Her face had drained of color. “All this time, he was playing with me.”
“And now we’re going to give him a big surprise,” Jacob told her. He wanted to reach for Renata, but he didn’t dare touch her. Not with the demon heading for the house. “We’re going to kill him. But we have to do it together!”
Her gaze snapped into focus. “What should I do?”
He didn’t know the answer. Not for sure. But he knew where to start. “Unlock the front door. Let him come in.”
She turned and gave him a look that wavered between determination and desperation. Then she hurried down the hall.
Jacob grabbed the gun that Ross had left and followed, not that he thought a gun was going to do him much good against a demon.
Keeping Renata in sight, he stayed far enough back so that the focus would be on her. She had barely reached the living room when the front door blew inward, the explosion knocking them both to the ground.
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
JACOB STRUGGLED TO sit up, but his head felt like a gong was ringing inside his brain.
He looked wildly around and saw that Renata lay a few feet away from him, crumpled like a broken doll on the floor. She’d been closer to the blast, and she’d gotten the worst of it.
When he called her name and she didn’t answer, cold, sharp fear clawed at his insides.
Then he heard her moan, and he said a fervent prayer to the Fates, thanking them that she was still in this world.
His focus shot to the door as the PI stepped inside, a satisfied smirk on his fake human face.
“Got ya!”
Jacob could only stare at him, trying to summon the strength to reach Renata. If he could do that, he could change the equation.
As Jacob tried to push himself to his hands and knees, he saw Questabaze staring at him as a man might stare at a bug scuttling across the floor.
The demon raised his hand, preparing for another strike. The killing strike.
Before he could follow through, four dark shapes appeared in back of the demon. A wolf leaped out of the shadows, taking him down to the floor. Then two more seized his legs in their jaws. And another one clamped onto his shoulder.
It was Ross, Sam, Logan, and Grant.
“No!” Jacob cried out. They had lied to him. Well, not with words. They had left the house all right—and taken their life mates to safety, but they’d had no intention of clearing out of the area. They had been lurking around all the time he and Renata thought they were alone. And here they were, fighting an enemy that could demolish them in an instant, the way he had demolished Greg Newcastle.
Still, Newcastle was a man, and these werewolves were something that the demon hadn’t counted on.
“Get away from me,” he shrieked, flailing at them with his arms.
As the wolves kept Prescott occupied, Jacob crawled toward Renata, but he didn’t seem to be making any headway. The living room had turned into an endless corridor. And if Jacob was moving forward at all, his progress was measured in millimeters.
As he struggled to reach Renata, he watched the fight from the corner of his eye.
Sharp teeth tore at Prescott as Jacob finally, finally reached Renata. His hand closed over her shoulder, shaking her, trying to bring her back to consciousness—with his touch and with the mind-to-mind connection they’d been trying to forge.
For long seconds, she didn’t respond.
“Renata! Por Dios, Renata!” he shouted, hoping the language of her childhood would help center her.
Her eyes blinked open, and his heart leaped into his throat. She looked totally confused, her vision unfocused and her mouth slack.
His fingers tightened on her. “Renata, please. It’s Jacob. Your life mate. You have to come back to me. It’s our only chance.”
At that moment, the demon must have realized he could fight the wolves on his terms—not theirs. The house shook again, and the werewolves were thrown back onto the porch.
“Get out of here,” Jacob shouted. “For God’s sake, get out.”
To his profound relief, the gray shapes backed away.
Maybe the demon thought Jacob was shouting at him. He grinned as he stood up. Straightening his posture, he started closing in on them. Only now his face was no longer human. It had elongated and turned to a sickening green, with a red slash of a mouth and red eyes.
The thing was the sum of all human fears. Every nightmare from the dawn of human consciousness.
And it was right here in the room with them, preparing to wipe them from the face of the Earth.
If he intended to frighten them, to give them a look at his real self before they died, the change in his appearance had the opposite effect. It hardened Jacob’s resolve as he reached for Renata with his mind.
She was still groggy.
“Renata, you’ve got to help me.”
For a moment he was afraid she couldn’t respond. Then he felt a spark leap within her.
He dug his fingers into her arm. “Renata!”
Prescott had pulled his gun.
“What? Are you going to shoot us?” Jacob jeered. “Is that the best you can do?”
To his surprise, the demon responded. “It’s going to look like I shot you. Then I’ll have my turn with Renata, like I did with the other women. They’ll find you shot and her body mutilated.” He raised the weapon and fired into the wall in back of them. Although the bullet didn’t hit them, a fountain of fire seared them.
But the demon had done more than singe them. When Renata gasped, Jacob knew that the blast had focused her attention.
“Yes. Come back to me,” Jacob whispered. He could feel her resolve strengthen, feel her trying to forge the supernatural connection that they’d felt before.
All at once, he knew what he had to do. What he couldn’t do before when they’d been under attack near the portal. With every fiber of concentration, he tried to wipe the demon out of his mind and focus all his energy on Renata.
When he did, he felt her body quiver. Then she gathered herself and leaped into his arms, holding on to him with all her strength, burying her face against his shoulder. As he folded her close, he felt something change in the air of the room.
The warming flames began to gather around them as they had before. At first the effect was so thin that he could barely see it.
But as he watched in wonder, the flames grew and thickened, enclosing them in a shimmering cloud of flickering light that created a shield around them.
Through the barrier, Jacob saw Questabaze’s terrible face contort into a mask of anger—and desperation.
“No,” he screamed as he raised his hand and sent another jet of heat toward them. But this time, instead of searing them, the blast flared up as it hit the barrier, then bounced back toward the demon.
He screamed in agony, as his own attack enveloped him in fire. Not the warm glow of the protective shield, but a searing blaze of his own creation.
Renata raised her head, staring at the monster. As she clung to Jacob, Questabaze sank to his knees, his finger pulling the trigger one more time. His face was fierce as he focused all his fury on them.
Jacob held on to Renata, feeling the protective shield around them part.
For a terrible second, he thought the demon had broken through to them. Then he realized that the opening was Renata’s choice. A dangerous choice as the demon gathered himself for another strike.
“Help me now,” she whispered as she held out her hand.
Jacob wanted to cling to their only defense against the demon, yet he knew that he must trust Renata. And he knew that trust had been the issue all along, all through the centuries when they had failed time after time to realize their destiny.
Rocanda had killed Jalerak. And he had never trusted her again—no matter how much he loved her.
But Jacob must let down every barrier to her. Or they were doomed, like all the other couples reincarnated through the centuries.
He struggled to drop every protective shield within himself. Struggled to make his own vulnerability an offering to her. As he did, he felt her reaching into his mind, merging with him in a way that he never could have imagined. In response, he opened himself to her more fully, giving himself to her—on every level of his existence. His past, his present. His future. And he knew she was doing the same thing, making herself so open to him that he could kill her with a mere thought.
At that perfect moment when they were truly one, a blast of fire shot from her fingers, creating a conflagration that blazed up around the monster in a geyser of flame.
At the same time, Jacob fired the gun in his free hand, hitting the man shape in the chest.
His screams were terrible as the fire consumed him, burning his flesh, turning it to ash and then to white powder.
But when the fire burned itself out, the white powder was gone and Barry Prescott was lying pale and still on the floor in front of them, a bullet wound in his chest oozing blood.
Renata gasped, staring at him.
Jacob leaped up and hurtled toward the creature. He felt for a pulse in his neck. And bent to check his breathing.
“He’s dead.”
Renata still stared at the monster, as though she didn’t believe what had happened.
“Is it finished?”
“I hope so,” he answered, praying that it was true.
“How can we be sure the demon is dead—and not just this body?”
“I don’t know,” he admitted.
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
SUDDENLY, THEY WERE no longer alone. Three women with gauzy dresses and long golden hair stood in the room with them. They were visible, but they weren’t entirely solid.
“The battle is over,” one of them said in a voice that rang out with authority.
“Who . . . who are you?” Renata asked.
The one in the middle took a step forward and spoke. “Don’t you know?”
“The Fates?” Renata asked.
“Yes. We have watched this drama play out through the ages.” She looked from Renata to Jacob and back again. “Well done. The two of you were finally strong enough and brave enough to defeat the evil hovering over you.”
“We’re free of the . . . curse?” Jacob asked.
“It was not a curse. It was an ancient battle between good and evil. And between Rocanda and Jalerak, too. But it is over now. You have won. You and your life mate are free to live your lives as you wish.”
Renata looked stunned. Her lips quivered as she spoke. “But what about Rocanda? What about the goddess?”
“Her time has passed; she no longer holds sway over the Earth. She belongs to the ancient past. She will only be a spark inside you. But your defeat of the dark forces will make a difference for the world.”
Jacob kept his arms around Renata. “Why couldn’t the demon find us in the other universe?”
“It is as you suspected. When the time lines diverged, there could not be two representations of Rocanda. She stayed in this world, and the demon stayed with her. He couldn’t go into the other time line.”
The woman looked at Renata. “You would never have been able to go there on your own. You only crossed the barrier because Jacob forced you there.”
Renata gave him a grateful look. “Your instincts were right.”
“I did it to get away from the cops.”
Renata grinned. “Let’s not argue about it—or anything else.”
“Right.”
She turned back to the trio. “So you weren’t helping us?”
The speaker smiled. “Only to work against the demon’s trick with the dogs. He was . . . cheating when he tried to keep you from bonding. And that required a countermeasure.”
Jacob wanted to ask more questions. But before he could form the words, the images of the women began to fade. And then, they flickered out, leaving Jacob and Renata alone with the body of Barry Prescott.
From outside, they heard a moan.
When they hurried to the door, they saw Greg Newcastle sitting up, looking dazed. Antonia, Olivia, Rinna, and Sara stood around him.
“What the hell?” he asked.
“You had some kind of attack,” Rinna said. “And you were unconscious. We were out for a run and we found you here. Olivia knows CPR. She got you breathing again.”
He looked wildly around. “Prescott, where’s Prescott? He admitted to me he was the killer.”
Jacob stepped outside. “He came here and started shooting at us. I nailed him,” he said.
Newcastle goggled at him. “Where the hell did you come from?”
“I’ve been hiding out.”
Newcastle nodded, then pressed his hand to his chest. “Prescott did something to me.”
“What?”
“I don’t know. I felt like I was having a heart attack.”
“Well, he tried to kill us, too. With his gun. He’s dead. In the house.” Jacob gestured, thinking that he was going to have to get to the damn videotape and erase it before anybody saw all the weird stuff that had happened. “Do you have a cell phone? We’d better call the paramedics.”
The detective still looked dazed. “Where are the women? And the dogs?”
“What women?” Renata asked. While they’d been talking, the four life mates had quietly left the scene.
“They said they were jogging. One of them gave me CPR,” he said. His gaze probed the woods. “But they’re gone.”
Renata glanced at Jacob, then asked a question they’d already heard Newcastle answer. “And you were checking vacant properties? Looking for the missing woman?”
“Yeah.”
“Good thinking. I’m glad you’re all right,” she said.
“We’d better pray that monster was keeping her on ice,” Newcastle muttered.
“Monster,” Renata repeated. “Yes, I guess he was.”
Newcastle’s eyes narrowed. “This is where you were hiding out?”
“Yeah,” Jacob answered. “While I figured out how to clear my name. Well, I have an alibi for the times of the other murders. I was going to have my cousin, Ross Marshall, give you that information.”
Renata looked back toward the house and shuddered. “I was working for Barry Prescott, and I didn’t know he was the killer.”
Jacob draped his arm around her and held her close, sure she was still coming to grips with what had happened.
A siren sounded in the distance, and Newcastle looked up, startled.
“Someone must have heard the shooting,” Renata said. “Or maybe those women called nine-one-one.”
“Be right back,” Jacob muttered, dashing into the house.
When he reached the room with the video equipment, he found Ross already there erasing the tapes.
“There’s going to be a malfunction,” he said.
“Thanks.”
“Prescott confessed to Newcastle.”
“And Olivia saved him,” Jacob finished.
When he saw Ross’s expression darken, he asked. “What else?”
“Something that slipped my mind in all the excitement. The day the cops were looking for you and Renata, I was coming to your house to deliver some information about Prescott. I just remembered it.” He gave Jacob a direct look. “Maybe I was using it as an excuse to check up on you. But I was coming to your place to tell you he didn’t have a daughter. That was apparently a lie.”
“To make himself more sympathetic to me,” Renata said from the doorway.
Ross nodded. “As far as I can tell, he was never married.”
“And I never checked up on him,” Renata said.
Jacob crossed to her. “Why should you? He made you trust him.”
“But . . .”
He pulled her close. “He killed everyone you ever loved. Then he put himself in a position to be a father figure to you.”
She pressed her fist against her mouth. “I got the idea of working for him because he advertised a PI lecture in my neighborhood. I went to it, and he impressed me so much.”
“Of course he did.”
“He encouraged me to take those courses at the University of Maryland—and apply for a license. He even helped me qualify with a handgun.”
She was about to say something else when Newcastle came in.
“I thought you were going to the ER,” Jacob said.
“Later.” He looked at the recording equipment. “What’s all this?”
“We were going to try and lure the murderer here,” Ross said. “I’m Jacob’s cousin, Ross Marshall. I’m a private detective, and I was helping him clear his name.”
“How were you going to get Prescott here?”
“We didn’t know it was Prescott,” Jacob said, improvising. “We were hoping to figure out who it was.”
“Amateurs,” Newcastle muttered. “What do you have on tape?”
Ross looked apologetic. “It all happened so fast we didn’t get the tape going.”
Newcastle snorted, and Jacob’s gaze shot to Renata. He could see she wanted to punch him in the jaw. He squeezed her arm, and she settled back against him.
The police detective looked at Renata. “What was the evidence you found at Jacob Marshall’s house?”
She tensed. “Newspaper articles about the murders,” she answered. “And hair from the victims. I guess Barry put them there to make me think Jacob was the killer.”
“Where are they?” Newcastle demanded.
Without missing a beat, Renata answered, “I burned them.”
“Why?”
“Because I realized Jacob wasn’t guilty.”
Newcastle gave her a long look. “And how did you realize that?”
“Because he made me listen to him, and he could account for his time when the murders were taking place.”
“Could we stop standing here getting grilled?” Jacob said. “We’re both pretty beat, and we need to get some sleep.”
“After we take your statements down at headquarters.” Jacob nodded. He’d been afraid Newcastle was going to insist on that.
“I’ll drive them over,” Ross said.
The cop looked like he was going to object, then he cut them a break and said, “Okay.”
Before he could change his mind, Ross led them out of the house. And on the way to the station, they got the details of their stories straight, so that when Newcastle put all three of them in separate rooms to write a narrative of the past few days, Jacob and Renata could start with hiding in the cave and go on to hiding in the vacant house while Ross worked on clearing Jacob’s name.
While they were at the station, a call came in from one of the patrol officers that the missing real estate agent had been found, to Renata and Jacob’s relief.
Three hours after they’d left the battle scene, they were back in Ross’s SUV. Before pulling out of his parking space, Ross looked around at Jacob.
“My guess is that the cops tossed your house.”
He groaned. “I’ll need to clean it up.”
“Later. For now let’s go to my place,” Renata said quickly.
“Good idea.”
She gave Ross directions. When they reached her driveway, they all climbed out, and the two werewolves shook hands. “Thanks,” Jacob said. “You could have left me twisting in the wind when the boys in blue were beating the bushes for me.”
“I wouldn’t do that.”
“Yeah, you have great family loyalty.”
Ross laughed. “Try not to hold that against me.”
Renata hugged him. “We don’t. We’re very grateful.”
“Then I’m expecting a wedding invitation,” he said.
Jacob glanced at Renata.
“Yes,” she answered, then looked upset.
“What?”
“I didn’t get a chance to thank everyone else. After they risked their lives for us.”
“We’re all getting together at my house tomorrow afternoon,” Ross said. “You’re welcome to come.”
“I’d like that,” Jacob said, meaning it.
“And so would I,” Renata added. “I’d like to meet the family—when we’re not in the middle of a crisis.”
Ross laughed. “We’re a pretty staid lot. We don’t drink liquor or coffee—or smoke. Stimulants play havoc with our delicate constitutions.”
She snorted. “You just prowl the woods at night as wolves.”
“Yeah.”
Ross drove away, leaving them standing in front of the house.
“I’ve been waiting to be alone with you,” Renata murmured.
“I’d say burning to be alone with you,” he said in a thick voice.
When she started toward the front door, Jacob stopped her.
“How are you going to get in?”
“Same way you did. A key under a rock,” she answered. “But the rest of my stuff, like my driver’s license, is back at Griffin’s.”
“We’ll get it later. Come around back before we go inside.” He took her hand and led her around to the stone bench.
She stared at it. “My makeshift altar. But I don’t need it anymore. I’m not a goddess.”
He dragged in a breath and let it out. “I’m glad.” Then he searched her face. “Is that okay with you?”
She turned toward him. “It’s more than okay. I was afraid I was going to have to . . .” She shrugged. “Well, I don’t know exactly what. But I don’t want to be anything besides your life mate.”
“And a private detective,” he added.
She blinked. “You wouldn’t mind?”
“I’d worry about you. But I wouldn’t try to dictate what you could do. I think you’d be restless if you didn’t have a job.”
“You’ve gotten to know me pretty well.”
He laughed. “I had more than a thousand years to do it.”
“Yes. And thank the Great Mother this time it’s worked out.”
“Or thank the Fates. Let’s not forget about them.”
One more question teased the edge of his mind.
Catching his expression, she asked, “What?”
“I was wondering if we still have . . . powers.”
“You mean, can we work magic together?”
He nodded.
“I guess we’ll find out.” She reached for him, and he clasped her tightly. Then he found her mouth with his, and they exchanged a long, hungry kiss.
“Better get that key,” he said, his voice thick when he finally broke away to drag in air. “Because I don’t want the neighbors gossiping about us.”
“Maybe they already are. Maybe they saw me in my nightgown.”
“Let’s not give them anything else to talk about.”
With that, he led her toward the house, his hand clasped in hers and his heart swelling with joy.
They made it inside the door, and he slammed it shut with his foot, then caught her in his arms, his mouth moving frantically over hers, his hands tearing at her clothing.
“You’re picking up where we left off this morning,” she gasped, her hands and mouth just as busy.
“Oh, yeah.”
He got her tee shirt over her head and her sweatpants and panties off in record time. And she did the same for him, closing her hand around his cock when she had him naked, driving him toward insanity.
Naked, they swayed together near the door, both of them having difficulty staying on their feet.
She linked her hand with his and led him to the rug in the living room, where they sank to their knees, stroking and kissing, both of them so hot that he expected to see the flames spring up around them. And maybe he did. At least the room seemed to have taken on a familiar warm glow.
Dipping his head, he pressed his face against her breasts, then took one hardened nipple into his mouth, sucking on her as he slid a hand down her body, finding her wet, swollen folds. He dipped inside her, then stroked upward to her clit and back again, until she cried out with need.
“Now. Please now.”
He tipped her to her back, then covered her body with his as she closed her fist around him again before guiding him inside her.
He had been frantic to join with her. Now he went still, looked down at her, meeting her gaze.
“Finally. After all these years,” he murmured.
She reached up to touch his face, her eyes full of wonder.
“We did it. The two of us,” she marveled. “Against all odds. No. You changed the odds. It took a werewolf to defeat the demon.”
“A werewolf and his family,” he corrected. “And a woman who didn’t give up.”
“I almost did—until I found you.”
“And now we have our reward.”
He began to move inside her, slowly at first and then with more force. He wanted it to last. But they were both too far gone to put off the ending for long.
He struggled to wait for her, but when her hands clasped his ass, he came in a great roiling climax. And he felt her exploding with him.
They hung on to each other as the storm swept them away in time and space. To that place that only the two of them could enter.
And when they floated back to earth, he raised his head and stared down at her again, a grin on his face.
“I think we still have the magic.”
“Oh, yes.”
He rolled to his side, clasping her against him, kissing her sweat-slick cheek.
They lay holding each other, breathing hard.
“My life mate,” she whispered. “It’s a miracle to be together, like this.”
“My perfect love,” he answered, nibbling at her cheek.
She snuggled against him, but he was so tuned to her that he knew she wanted to say something. Something that made her a little bit nervous.
“What?”
She raised her head and looked down at him. “Remember when I did that numerology thing, I found out you liked to travel?”
“Um hum.”
“Will you come to Costa Rica with me?” she asked, then held her breath.
“You were worried about that? Of course I want to go there with you. I want to understand where you came from. I want to see all the things you love—and find out what made you who you are. Not just from the ancient past. I want to understand the roots of Renata Cordona, because you are the most important thing in my life,” he said with conviction, his hand stroking up and down her body.
“And you are mine. I want to know you every way we can.” She laughed. “And not just through stuff like numerology. But I do like what I found out there. Freedom and passion. That’s a wonderful description for a werewolf.”
“A werewolf with his life mate.”
She lowered her mouth to his, and they kissed again, this time knowing they didn’t need to hurry.
“Um. And maybe before you show me Costa Rica, we can start with your bedroom.”
“I think that can be arranged,” she said, her hand linked with his as she stood and led him naked to the stairway.
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DRAGON MOON
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HIS NAME WAS Vandar, and he was a creature from an ancient nightmare. A creature who had lived for centuries relying on his psychic powers, his cunning.
Now he lifted his massive head and roared for the pleasure of feeling his slaves cringe.
In his present incarnation, he was a huge, scaled being with glittering red eyes, a reptilian body, and wings shaped like those of a bat—only infinitely larger. But he was just as likely to take human form.
Leaping into the air, he circled his lair, looking down with a feeling of satisfaction as he churned up the chemicals in his belly, then spewed out a blast of fire that singed the already blackened landscape below.
His huge mouth stretched into a parody of a smile as he looked down on the circle of destruction. It was a warning to any enemies who dared approach this blighted place. And a warning to the slaves who lived in the huge cave he had blasted out of a mountainside. If any tried to escape, he would turn them to ash as easily as he charred the land spread out below him.
In his long life, he had seen many changes. The world of men had climbed from primitive existence to a rich civilization. Then, in the space of a few years, everything had spun out of control when thousands of people had developed psychic powers, throwing civilization into chaos.
Governments had been wiped out as the ordinary people fought the psychics. And when the fighting was over, the people were left huddled together for protection in city-states.
He had almost lost his life during that terrible time. But he had learned to use the new order to his advantage, sending raiding parties to the cities and bringing back slaves to serve him—and supply his food.
Just as he began scheming to widen his circle of influence, his adepts told him that virgin territory existed for the taking—in a world parallel to this one. A world where the old rules still held sway, and the people who lived there would be helpless to fight a powerful being who could dig his mental claws into their minds and bend them to his will.
But he hadn’t lived for close to a thousand years by leaping unprepared into the unknown.
As he flew over his territory, he thought of the tasks that must be accomplished before the invasion. He had already started his preparations for the assault by sending spies to the other universe, men who had stayed for a few days and come back to give him a sense of the place. Now he must send someone else who would give him a more detailed report.
Who should it be?
Someone with psychic powers that would give him an advantage over the people in that other universe.
But not a man.
The spy should be an attractive woman because she would seem weak and vulnerable, yet her pretty face and sexy figure would disarm the men who ruled the place. As he thought of who it should be, the perfect candidate came to his mind.
But before he called her to him, he would feed.
Circling back, he landed in the ceremonial site fifty yards from the mouth of his cave. Lifting his head to the skies, he roared out four notes. Two long and two short. A signal to the people who did his bidding.
While he waited for them, he pictured his three hundred slaves instantly dropping what they were doing and hurrying to answer his call.
One by one and in groups, they stepped outside the cave, blinking in the morning sunshine.
He watched their stiff posture, their wary eyes as they stood in their color-coded tunics. White for adepts. Gray for house servants. Brown for those who did the dirtiest jobs like washing the floors and mucking out the toilets.
They knew what was coming, and they cringed, even as they came toward him with hesitant steps.
Standing before them, he began to change his form, his wings folding into his body. His claws retracting. The shape of his torso shrinking and transmuting to the incarnation he used when he walked among his minions.
He was vulnerable when he changed, but they didn’t know that, and they trembled as he transformed from a silver-scaled monster to a tall, dark-haired man. He stood before them naked for several moments, letting them take in his well-muscled body with its impressive male equipment.
Satisfied that they had had enough time to contemplate his magnificence, he snapped his fingers. Two blond-haired women clad in white tunics came forward and walked to the carved wooden chest where he kept a set of clothing. From its depths, one of them removed a long black tunic of fine linen edged with gold braid. As he held out his arms, one of them slipped the garment over his head and the other knelt and strapped a pair of supple leather sandals onto his feet.
When he was dressed, they stepped back into the crowd. He turned and smiled at the waiting throng, feeling the waves of tension rolling toward him.
They knew he would feed now. On one of them. He could have done that in his dragon form, of course. But this was so much more intimate, and it impressed upon them that even when he looked like a man, he was as far above them as an eagle was above an ant.
Long moments passed as he let them sweat, let them wonder which of them he would select. And why.
A man or a woman?
They didn’t know he had made that decision. In his mind, he kept a running assessment of his slaves’ deeds—of the times they pleased him and of their transgressions. One man above all the others had earned the privilege of starring in this ceremony.
Finally, he raised his voice. “Bendel, come forward.”
The man gasped. Everyone else breathed out a sigh of relief.
For long moments, nothing happened. Then Bendel broke and ran.
Vandar was ready for the man’s futile bid for freedom. His tongue flicked out, lengthening like a whip, catching the man and pulling him back.
The man’s face had turned white. His eyes were wide and pleading.
“Were you foolish enough to think you could outrun me?” Vandar murmured, his voice silky. “And foolish enough to steal food from the larder?”
The man’s jaw worked, but no words came out of his mouth.
Vandar spread his lips, baring his teeth as he sent out his fangs. His gaze never leaving the man’s terrified eyes, he grabbed Bendel’s hair and arched his neck before sinking fangs into pale flesh.
The first draft of blood sent a burst of warmth through Vandar. He felt the life-giving liquid flow into his mouth, down his throat, and into his stomach.
The nourishment brought him a satisfying glow of energy. In his childhood, he had subsisted on a human diet, and he could still eat small amounts of food and drink. He had tried wine made from grapes and other fruit, and to his taste buds, the wine had a tang that was similar to blood.
He could have spared the man’s life. He didn’t need to drain any one individual to quench his thirst. He didn’t even need to drink human blood. An animal would do. But an animal could not fear him with the intellect of a man, and that was part of the pleasure for him. He loved feeling a victim’s terror swelling as his life force slipped away.
When he had drained the last drop of sweet-tasting nectar, he cast the husk of the body onto the ground and wiped his mouth on his sleeve before raising his head to stare at the other slaves.
Searching their faces, he let the moment stretch, prolonging the little ceremony and impressing the gravity of the occasion on the group of terrified watchers. Then he selected two men to take out the garbage.
FEELING an unaccustomed restlessness, Talon Marshall exited the former hunting lodge where he lived in the woods of rural Pennsylvania and walked to a stand of pines that he’d planted years ago. In maturity, they formed a tight circle, shielding him from view. After pushing through the branches, he pulled off his clothes, stowed them in the wooden box he kept in the clearing and stood naked among the pines, enjoying the feel of the humid air on his well-muscled body.
Then, in a clear voice, he began to say the ancient words that had turned the men of the Marshall family into werewolves since the dawn of time.
“Taranis, Epona, Cerridwen,” he chanted, repeating the phrase and going on to another.
“Ga. Feart. Cleas. Duais. Aithriocht. Go gcumhdai is dtreorai na deithe thu.”
The human part of his mind screamed in protest as bones crunched, muscles jerked, and cells transformed from one shape to another.
No matter how many times he changed form, it was never easy to feel his jaw elongate, his teeth sharpen, his body contort as muscles and limbs transformed themselves.
The first time, he’d been terrified that the pain would kill him—the way it had killed his older brother.
But he’d willed himself to steadiness. And once he’d understood what to expect, he’d learned to ride above the terrifying physical sensations.
Thick gray hair formed along his flanks, covering his body in a silver-tipped pelt. The color—the very structure—of his eyes changed as he dropped to all fours.
A magnificent beast of the forest.
With animal awareness, he lifted his head and dragged in the familiar smells of the forest—leafy vegetation, rotting leaves, and the creatures that made their homes here.
Racing past a stand of oaks, he caught the scent of a fox and automatically corrected his course to follow the trail. The animal gave him a good chase, taking him to a patch of wilderness that he hadn’t visited in months.
As he stopped for a moment, breathing hard, a scent came to him. Not one of the familiar odors of the forest. Something that didn’t belong in this wilderness environment.
Slowly, he walked around the area, sniffing, until he came to a place where the forest floor had been disturbed. As he pawed the earth, he found it was soft, with leaves brushed back into place over an area of fresh dirt.
The wolf dug down several inches, sure there was something buried here that didn’t belong in the woods. A body?
He dragged in more of the scent and decided it wasn’t anything living. But that was as far as he could go in wolf form. He needed hands to get to the bottom of this mystery.
Raising his head, he looked around at the silent forest. He considered himself the guardian of this natural area, and he knew someone had been here—invading this place. The visit had been long enough ago for the man’s scent to fade, but he had left something behind him.
Turning, Talon raced back the way he’d come, to the circle of pine trees where he pushed through the change. As soon as he had transmuted from wolf to man, he pulled on his clothing, then strode to the five-door garage where he kept his outdoor equipment—some of it for his business, leading wilderness expeditions, and some of it for maintaining the property around the lodge.
Selecting a short-handled shovel, he slung it easily over his shoulder and strode back through the forest toward the place where he’d stopped in wolf form. After looking around again, he began to dig, scooping out the dirt and piling it to the right of the hole so he could easily refill it when he was finished.
When the shovel scraped against something hard, he dug around the object. Using the shovel as a lever, he pried up a metal box, which he hauled out and set on the ground beside the hole.
Obviously, the box was private property. But it was buried on public land. With the shovel blade, he whacked at the padlock securing the top of the box until the hasp broke. Then he knelt and lifted the lid.
What he saw inside made his breath catch.
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of the Sea Romance by Virginia Kantra
SEA LORD
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CONN AP LLYR had not had sex with a mortal woman in three hundred years.
And the girl grubbing in the dirt, surrounded by pumpkins and broken stalks of corn, was hardly a reward for his years of discipline and sacrifice.
Even kneeling, she was as tall as many men, long boned and rangy. Although maybe that was an illusion created by her clothes, jeans and a lumpy gray jacket. Conn thought there might be curves under the jacket. Big breasts, little breasts . . . He hardly cared. She was the one. Her hair fell thick and pale around her downturned face. Her long, pale fingers patted and pressed the earth. She had a streak of dirt beside her thumb.
Not a beauty, he thought again.
He knew her name now. Lucy Hunter. He had known her mother, the sea witch, Atargatis. This human girl had clearly inherited none of her mother’s allure or her gifts. Living proof—if Conn had required any—that the children of the sea should not breed with humankind.
But a starving dog could not sneer at a bone.
His hands curled into fists at his sides. In recent weeks, the girl’s vision had haunted him from half a world away, reflected in the water, impressed upon his brain, burning like a candle against his retinas at night.
He might not want her, but his magic insisted he needed her. His gift was as fickle as a beautiful woman. And like a woman, his power would abandon him entirely if he ignored its favors. He could not risk that.
He watched the girl drag her hand along the swollen side of a pumpkin. Brushing off dirt? Testing it for ripeness? He had only the vaguest idea what she might be doing here among the tiny plots of staked vines and fading flowers. The children of the sea did not work the earth for their sustenance.
Frustration welled in him.
What has she to do with me? he demanded silently. What am I to do with her?
The magic did not reply.
Which led him, again, to the obvious answer. But he had ruled too long to trust the obvious.
He did not expect resistance. He could make her willing, make her want him. It was, he thought bitterly, the remaining power of his kind, when other gifts had been abandoned or forgotten.
No, she would not resist. She had family, however, who might interfere. Brothers. Conn had no doubt the human, Caleb, would do what he could to shield his sister from either sex or magic.
Dylan, on the other hand, was selkie, like their mother. He had lived among the children of the sea since he was thirteen years old. Conn had always counted on Dylan’s loyalty. He did not think Dylan would have much interest in or control over his sister’s life. But Dylan was involved with a human woman now. Who knew where his loyalties lay?
Conn frowned. He could not afford a misstep. The survival of his kind depended on him.
And if, as his visions insisted, their fate involved this human girl as well . . .
He regarded her head, bent like one of her heavy gold sunflowers over the dirt of the garden, and felt a twinge of pity. Of regret.
That was unfortunate for both of them.
LUCY patted the pumpkin affectionately like a dog. Her second graders’ garden plots would be ready for harvest soon. Plants and students were rewarding like that. Put in a little time, a little effort, and you could actually see results.
Too bad the rest of her life didn’t work that way.
Not that she was complaining, she told herself firmly. She had a job she enjoyed and people who needed her. If at times she felt so frustrated and restless she could scream, well, that was her own fault for moving back home after college. Back to the cold, cramped house she grew up in, to the empty rooms haunted by her father’s shell and her mother’s ghost. Back to the island, where everyone assumed they knew everything about her.
Back to the sea she dreaded and could not live without. She wiped her hands on her jeans. She had tried to leave once, when she was fourteen and finally figured out her adored brother Cal wasn’t ever coming back to rescue her. She’d run away as fast and as far as she could go.
Which, it turned out, wasn’t very far at all.
Lucy looked over the dried stalks and hillocks of the garden, remembering. She had hitchhiked to Richmond, twenty miles from the coast, before collapsing on the stinking tile floor of a gas station restroom. Her stomach lurched at the memory. Caleb had found her, shivering and puking her guts into the toilet, and brought her back to the echoing house and the sound of the sea whispering under her window.
She had recovered before the ferry left the dock.
Flu, concluded the island doctor.
Stress, said the physician’s assistant at Dartmouth when Lucy was taken ill on her tour of the college.
Panic attack, insisted her ex-boyfriend, when their planned weekend getaway left her wheezing and heaving by the side of the road.
Whatever the reasons, Lucy had learned her limits. She got her teaching certificate at Machias, within walking distance of the bay. And she never again traveled more than twenty miles from the sea.
She climbed to her feet. Anyway, she was . . . maybe not happy, but content with her life on World’s End. Both her brothers lived on the island now, and she had a new sister-in-law. Soon, when Dylan married Regina, she’d have two. Then there would be nieces and nephews coming along.
And if her brothers’ happiness sometimes made her chafe and fidget . . .
Lucy took a deep breath, still staring at the garden, and forced herself to think about plants until the feeling went away.
Garlic, she told herself. Next week her class could plant garlic. The bulbs could winter in the soil, and next season her seven-year-old students could sell their crop to Regina’s restaurant. Her future sister-in-law was always complaining she wanted fresh herbs.
Steadied by the thought, Lucy turned from the untidy rows.
Someone was watching from the edge of the field. Her heart thumped. A man, improbably dressed in a dark, tight-fitting suit. A stranger, here on World’s End, where she knew everybody outside of tourist season. And the last tourist had left on Labor Day.
She rubbed sweaty palms on the thighs of her jeans. He must have come on the ferry, she reasoned. Or by boat. She was uncomfortably aware how quiet the school was now that all the children had gone home.
When he saw her notice him, he stepped from the shadow of the trees. She had to press her knees together so she wouldn’t run away.
Yeah, because freezing like a frightened rabbit was a much better option.
He was big, taller than Dylan, broader than Caleb, and a little younger. Or older. She squinted. It was hard to tell. Despite his impressive stillness and well-cut black hair, there was a wildness to him that charged the air like a storm. Strong, wide forehead, long, bold nose, firm, un-smiling mouth, oh, my. His eyes were the color of rain.
Something stirred in Lucy, something that had been closed off and quiet for years. Something that should stay quiet. Her throat tightened. The blood drummed in her ears like the sea.
Maybe she should have run after all.
Too late.
He strode across the field, crunching through the dry furrows, somehow avoiding the stakes and strings that tripped up most adults. Her heart beat in her throat.
She cleared it. “Can I help you?”
Her voice sounded husky, sexy, almost unrecognizable to her own ears.
The man’s cool, light gaze washed over her. She felt it ripple along her nerves and stir something deep in her belly.
“That remains to be seen,” he said.
Lucy bit her tongue. She would not take offense. She wasn’t going to take anything he offered.
“The inn’s along there. First road to the right.” She pointed. “The harbor’s back that way.”
Go away, she thought at him. Leave me alone.
The man’s strong black brows climbed. “And why should I care where this inn is, or the harbor?”
His voice was deep and oddly inflected, too deliberate for a local, too precise to be called an accent.
“Because you’re obviously not from around here. I thought you might be lost. Or looking for somebody. Something.” She felt heat crawl in her cheeks again. Why didn’t he go?
“I am,” he said, still regarding her down his long, aquiline nose.
Like he was used to women who blushed and babbled in his presence. Probably they did. He was definitely a hunk. A well-dressed hunk with chilly eyes.
Lucy hunched her shoulders, doing her best turtle impression to avoid notice. Not easy when you were six feet tall and the daughter of the town drunk, but she had practice.
“You are what?” she asked reluctantly.
He took a step closer. “Looking for someone.”
Oh. Oh, boy.
Another slow step brought him within arm’s reach. Her gaze jerked up to meet his eyes. Amazing eyes, like molten silver. Not cold at all. His heated gaze poured over her, filling her, warming her, melting her . . .
Oh, God.
Air clogged her lungs. She broke eye contact, focusing instead on the hard line of his mouth, the stubble lurking beneath his close shave, the column of his throat rising from his tight white collar.
Even with her gaze averted, she could feel his eyes on her, disturbing her shallow composure like a stick poked into a tide pool, stirring up sand. Her head was clouded. Her senses swam.
He was too near. Too big. Even his clothes seemed made for a smaller man. Fabric clung to the rounded muscle of his upper arms and smoothed over his wide shoulders like a lover’s hand. She imagined sliding her palms through his open jacket, slipping her fingers between the straining buttons of his shirt to touch rough hair and hot skin.
Wrong, insisted a small, clear corner of her brain. Wrong clothes, wrong man, wrong reaction. This was the island, where the working man’s uniform was flannel plaid over a white T-shirt. He was a stranger. He didn’t belong here.
And she could never belong anywhere else.
She dragged in air, holding her breath the way she had taught herself when she was a child, forcing everything inside her back into its proper place. She could smell him, hot male, cool cotton, and something deeper, wilder, like the briny notes of the sea. When had he come so close? She never let anyone so close.
His gaze probed her like the rays of the sun, heavy and warm, seeking out all the shadowed places, all the secret corners of her soul. She felt naked. Exposed. If she met those eyes, she was lost.
She gulped and fixed her gaze on his shirt front. Her blood thrummed. Do not look up, do not . . .
She focused on his tie, silver gray with a thin blue stripe and the luster of silk.
Lucy frowned. Just like . . .
She peered more closely. Exactly like . . .
Her head cleared. She took a step back. “That’s Dylan’s tie.”
Dylan’s suit. She recognized it from Caleb’s wedding.
“Presumably,” the stranger admitted coolly. “Since I took it from his closet.”
Lucy blinked. Dylan had left the island with their mother when she was just a baby. Four months ago, he’d returned for their brother Caleb’s wedding and stayed when he fell in love with single mom Regina Barone. But of course in his years away Dylan must have made connections, friends, a life beyond World’s End.
Lucky bastard.
“Dylan’s my brother,” she said.
“I know.”
His assurance got under her skin. “You know him well enough to help yourself to his clothes?”
A corner of that wide, firm mouth quirked. “Why not ask him?”
“Um . . .” She got lost again in his eyes. What? Crap. No. No way was she dragging this stranger home to meet her family. She pictured their faces in her mind, steady, patient Caleb, edgy, elegant Dylan, Maggie’s knowing smile, Regina’s scowl. She blinked, building the images brick by brick like a wall to hide behind. “That’s okay. You have a nice . . .”
Life?
“Visit,” she concluded and backed away.
CONN was affronted. Astonished.
She was leaving him.
She was leaving. Him. Sidling away like a crab spooked by the rush of the water. As if his magic had no power over her. As if he would pounce if she turned her back.
His lips pulled back from his teeth. Perhaps he would.
He had not exerted the full force of his allure, the potent sexual magic of his kind. Why should he? He had felt her yield, smelled her arousal. Her eyes, the soft gray-green of the sea under a cloudy sky, had grown wide and dark. For a moment, as he held her gaze, Conn had felt a twist in his belly, a click of connection like a barely audible snap in his skull.
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