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The very first novella I ever wrote, "Sunshine for Christmas," gave me the chance to settle a minor character from my Regency novel
The Rake (originally published as The Rake and the Reformer). Lord Randolph Lennox was a nice fellow who lost the woman he loved because of a single bit of foolishness when he was young, and I thought he deserved better than what he had. So I gave him a dash of seasonal affective disorder and packed him off to
IT was raining again. It had rained yesterday and the day before that. His hands clasped behind his back, Lord Randolph Lennox gazed out the window of his bedroom at the slick gray streets of
"No, my lord," his valet replied, glancing up from the wardrobe, where he was stacking precisely folded neckcloths.
"Thirty-four days. Rather biblical, don't you think? Perhaps it is time to order an ark."
"While the autumn has been a wet one," Burns said austerely, "it has not rained continuously day and night. Therefore, if I recall the scriptural precedent correctly, an ark should not be required."
Between amusement and depression, Lord Randolph considered the question of arks. Somewhere on
With disgust,
He would have enjoyed snow, which was clean and pure and forgiving, but snow seldom fell in southern
In a few weeks it would be Christmas, doubtless a drab, wet one, and Randolph was not sure which thought was more depressing: the rain or the holiday. As a boy growing up on the great estate of
Randolph and his older brother, Edward, more formally known as Lord Westkirk, would burrow into the
He couldn't bear the thought.
It was only midafternoon, but the light was already failing because of the rain.
He did not have to spend Christmas at
What did he want? Sunshine and anonymity. Bright skies, warm air, a place where no one knew or cared who he was.
An absurd idea. He could not just pack up and run off on impulse.
Why not?
Why not indeed? First with surprise, then excitement,
Quickly, before the impulse could dissipate, he turned from the window. "Burns, commence packing. Tomorrow we shall take ship to the
The usually imperturbable valet so far forgot himself as to gape. "Surely you jest, my lord?"
"Not in the least,"
"But. . . but it isn't possible to arrange such a journey in twenty-four hours," Burns said feebly.
WITH a lamentable lack of regard for his expensive coat, Lord Randolph crossed his arms and leaned against the brick wall, drinking in the grandeur of the scene before him. Even under damp gray skies,
Having made the decision to leave
As further proof that his journey was blessed,
The next morning he awoke to rain, and the local variety was every bit as dismal as the
Perhaps the sun would come out, perhaps not, but that morning the weather was exactly like a bad English November, which was what
He hired a guide, and for three days he dutifully viewed churches and monuments. He bought antiquities and objets d'art, and an exquisite doll in native dress for his niece.
He had also admired the handsome Neapolitan women, had even been tempted by one or two of the sloe-eyed streetwalkers. But he did not succumb to temptation, for the price might be too high. It was said that the prostitutes of
Yesterday his guide had taken him to view a religious procession. For reasons incomprehensible to a northern Protestant, a statue of the Blessed Virgin was removed from its church and paraded through the streets. Men carrying fifteen-foot-tall torches had led the way, followed by musicians playing small tambourines, castanets, and enormous Italian bagpipes. Black-clad sweepers wielded brooms to clean the street for the Madonna, a most useful activity, and another confraternity strewed the cobbles with herbs and flowers.
The street and balconies were thronged with watchers, and at first
The whole concept of flagellation was repellent to a rational Englishman, and
To his guide's mystification,
Seeking comfort among his own kind, that evening
This morning had dawned overcast but no longer raining, and the sky hinted at possible clearing later in the day. Heartened by the prospect,
In late morning his wandering brought him to a quiet residential square on one of the higher hills. Modest but respectable houses surrounded the piazza on three sides, while the fourth was bounded by a brick wall. The hill fell sharply away below the wall to reveal a splendid view of the bay. Pleased,
The air smelled different from
On the far side of the bay loomed the indigo bulk of Vesuvius. This was the first day clear enough for
The only other person visible was a bespectacled woman perched on a bench at the opposite end of the square. Oblivious to
One of the skinny Italian cats jumped up on the wall by
A scraping sound caught his attention, and
The girl was very pretty, with olive skin, raven hair tied back with a scarlet ribbon, and a pair of trim ankles visible below her full skirts.
After vigorously washing the nearest panes, the girl leaned over and began working on next window, the ladder swaying beneath her.
Ready to resume his explorations, he started across the square. Before he had taken three steps, he heard a noisy clatter of falling objects, followed by a cry of pain. Cursing himself for not having attempted to caution the girl,
"Signorina?" he said, gently touching her shoulder.
Long black lashes fluttered open to reveal melting dark eyes. The girl murmured something, probably an oath, then pushed herself to a sitting position and gave
"I'm glad to see that you have survived your fall," he said, though he was sure that she would not understand. He started to rise so that he could help her up, but suddenly she swooned forward and he found himself with an armful of nubile young womanhood. From the feel of the lush curves pressed against Rudolph's chest, it was true that the females of the
The girl tilted her head back dizzily, and this close, it was obvious that her mouth was the kind usually described as kissable. For a moment
He decided that the best plan was to lay her down on the street, then summon help from her house. Before he could do so, he heard hoarse masculine shouting behind him, followed by the sound of heavy pounding feet.
He looked up and saw two men racing across the piazza, a strikingly handsome youth and an older man. From their noisy concern, they must be family or neighbors of the injured girl. Hoping one might know some English or French,
Before he could say anything, the older man snatched the girl from his arms with an anguished howl, and the youth hurled a vicious punch at
"What the devil!" The reflexes honed in
As he doubled over, gasping for breath,
The situation was so ludicrous that
Yelling, the youth swung the knife wildly.
Then a smartly swung umbrella cracked across the young man's wrist, knocking the knife to the ground. The female tourist had entered the fray. Moving between Randolph and his assailants, she began speaking in fluent, staccato Italian. After a startled moment, the Neapolitans began addressing her, all three jabbering simultaneously.
Less clear was the young man's role, but he was equally distressed. Meanwhile, the girl, an angel of innocence, was apparently proclaiming that it was all a misunderstanding.
Since farce seemed to be prevailing over force,
By sheer volume, the young man managed to shout down the other speakers. Arms waving, he made an impassioned diatribe, which he concluded by spitting at
The tall woman hesitated, took a quick glance at
Whether it was her action or her words, the two men looked at each other, then gave mutual shrugs of acceptance. The older man took the woman's hand and kissed it lingeringly, murmuring a baritone "Bellis-sima." The handsome youth, anger vanished as if it had never been, bobbed his head to
The woman turned to
When they were out of sight of the square, he asked, "Would you care to explain what that was all about?"
The woman smiled and released his arm. "The two gentlemen are the father and betrothed of young Filomena, both of them stonemasons. They were returning home for lunch when they found Filomena in your arms. Being protective and volatile, they feared the worst.
"If it were just the father, he would probably have chastised Filomena for immodest behavior. But since her intended, Luigi, was present, her father could not admit that his daughter was a designing baggage. Hence, any fall from grace must have been your fault." She gave a gurgle of laughter. "It would not have been as serious if you were not so handsome, but I'm afraid that Luigi was expressing his regret for the fact that he will never look like Apollo."
"Very true," the woman said with an unladylike amount of approval.
"But that kind of male beauty is not uncommon here, while you have the charm of novelty." Taking pity on his blushes, she continued, "Incidentally, I am Miss Elizabeth Walker."
"I'm Randolph Lennox, and very much in your debt." He gave her a rueful smile. "I was imagining the
"That's better than 'English Tourist Assaults Innocent Italian Miss and Is Executed on the Spot.'"
"Definitely. What did you say that convinced them of my harmless-ness?"
A hint of color showed on Miss Walker's cheek. "Since they were unwilling to accept that you were motivated only by a spirit of helpfulness, I finally said that you were my husband, that we were on our honeymoon, and how could they possibly believe that a gentlemen like you would dishonor me by making improper advances to a young girl right in front of my face?" She held up her bare left hand. "Fortunate that Luigi and company were not close observers, or they might have doubted my story. I'm sorry, but strong measures were called for. Rational arguments weren't working."
"No harm done,"
"Oh, she is. I'm a governess, you see, and I'm up to all a young girl's tricks. Filomena watched you from an upstairs window for a while until she struck on a way to further her acquaintance. You should have seen her expression—like a cat watching a bird."
"Surely a girl so young would not behave in so forward a fashion!"
"You would not say that if you knew many young females," Miss Walker said feelingly. "But I doubt that she was interested in serious immorality—merely a bit of flirtation. My most recent charge was a girl much like Filomena, and let me tell you, getting Maria safely to the altar was a challenge to make
"They are, but human nature being what it is, some are modest while
others
are the most amazing flirts." She glanced at him. "Now I am shocking you. I have lived too long in
A wise woman would not casually accept a stranger's invitation, so she hesitated, studying his face as if looking for traces of dangerous derangement under his respectable appearance.
"I'm a very harmless fellow," he said reassuringly. "Besides, knowledge of local customs might save my life. Look at what almost happened."
"How can I refuse such a request? A luncheon would be very pleasant. Did you have a particular place in mind? If not, there is a trattoria near here that has good food." Her gaze flickered over
It was easy to guess her thoughts. During his first days in
The trattoria was about ten minutes' walk away, on a market square. Unlike the residential square on top of the hill, this piazza bustled with activity. The trattoria's proprietor greeted Miss Walker with enthusiastic recognition and hand-kissing, then seated them at an outdoor table.
After the proprietor had bustled off, Miss Walker said, "I trust you don't mind alfresco dining? Raffaello wants everyone to see that his establishment is frequented by discriminating foreigners. Also, while the day is rather cool by local standards, he assumes that it will seem warm to Englishfolk."
"A correct assumption,"
Miss Walker chuckled. Then the proprietor returned with two goblets and a carafe of red table wine. After pouring wine for both of them, he rattled off a spate of suggestions. Miss Walker responded in kind, with vivid hand gestures, before turning to her companion. "How adventurous are you feeling, Mr. Lennox?"
Eyes twinkling, she gave an order to the proprietor, who bowed and left. "Nothing so fearsome. What I ordered is a simple Neapolitan dish. Peasant food, really, but tasty."
For a few minutes they sipped their wine in silence. As he swallowed a mouthful,
His gaze drifted to Miss Walker, who was looking pensively across the square. Her appearance was unremarkable but pleasant, with nut-brown hair, a faint gold dusting of freckles, and spectacles that did not manage to conceal fine hazel eyes. She looked like the sort of woman who should be raising children and running a vicarage. She would counsel the villagers, help her husband with his sermons, and all would agree that the vicar was fortunate to have such a capable helpmeet. What had brought her so far from the English countryside? "I gather that you have lived in
She glanced at him. Very fine hazel eyes. "Over six years now. At first I lived in this area, but for the last two years I was entirely in
"How did you come to
"After my parents died, there was no reason to stay in
"Do you never miss
Her gaze slid away from his. "A little," she admitted softly, taking off her spectacles and polishing them, a convenient excuse for looking down. "A sad consequence of travel is that the more one sees of the world, the more impossible it is to be satisfied with any one location. Sometimes— especially in the spring and summer—I long for
It was a motive
Miss Walker replaced her spectacles and looked up, collected again. "The Italian taught in
"Not just tongue—also arms, torso, and facial expressions."
"Very true.
One cannot stand still and speak properly. Italians are so expressive, so emotional." Absently she tucked an unruly brown curl behind her ear. "I suppose that is one reason why
"Fascinates, yet repels,"
She regarded him gravely. "Is it that you could not, or would not, act in such a way?"
"Could not."
Wryly
"No, this is antipasto, a first course consisting of bits of whatever is I available. Antipasti are served throughout
The salad was lightly dressed with olive oil, herbs, and vinegar. After finishing,
"Either you have been most unfortunate, or you are new to
"I've only been here for four days," he explained. "I came on impulse looking for some sunshine for Christmas, and felt sadly betrayed to arrive in
She eyed him doubtfully. "They are not private, but neither are they very interesting."
"If they are of
"Very well." She pulled the portfolio out and handed it to him. "But remember, you have been warned."
Most striking of all, Vesuvius was drawn from the point of view of a bird looking down on drifting smoke and stark craters, one powerful wing angling across the lower part of the picture. "You have great talent. It's extraordinary how the viewpoints you choose enhance and intensify the scenes."
Her cheeks colored becomingly. "Drawing is a common accomplishment, like embroidery or music."
"That does not mean it is always well done." He turned back to the first drawing, admiring how the thin, restless cat symbolized the passionate, demanding life of the city's slums. "But you have more than skill. You have a unique artist's eye."
Miss Walker opened her mouth to speak, then closed it. After a moment she said, "I was going to make a modest self-deprecating remark, but what I really want to say is 'Thank you.' That is a fine compliment you have given me, and I shall cherish it."
"Do you do watercolors or oils?" he asked as he closed and returned the portfolio.
"Watercolors sometimes. I would like to try oils, but I have little time." She made a face. "It would be more honest to say that I'm afraid that if I started serious painting, I would lose track of the world, and lose my situation along with it."
A pity she lacked the leisure to develop her gift. With his independent income,
The waiter returned, this time placing a sizzling platter in the middle of the table. On it was a crispy circle of dough spread with herbs, sliced sausage, dried tomatoes, and hot bubbling cheese.
Miss Walker laughed. "I've never heard of anyone being assaulted by a pizza. I think you will be agreeably surprised."
And he was. The pizza was gooey, undignified, and delicious. Between the two of them, they managed to eat almost the entire platter, and he was eyeing the last slice speculatively when someone called, "Lord Randolph, what a pleasant surprise."
He looked up and saw a female detach herself from a group crossing the piazza. It was a woman whom he had met at the ambassador's dinner. As he stood, he ransacked his memory to identify her. Mrs. Bertram, that was her name. A lush blond widow with a roving eye, she lived with her wealthy merchant brother. Both were prominent in the local British community.
Ignoring Miss Walker, Mrs. Bertram cooed, "So lovely to see you again, Lord Randolph. Are you enjoying your visit?"
"Yes, particularly today. Mrs. Bertram, may I make you known td| Miss Walker, or are you already acquainted?"
The widow gave Elizabeth Walker a sharp assessing glance, then dismissed her as possible competition.
Mrs. Bertram's eyes narrowed in irritation. "I should have been delighted to perform that service. I have lived here long enough to know what—and who—is worthwhile." She looked at the last congealing section of pizza and gave a delicate shudder. "One cannot be too careful. There is a distressing lack of refinement in much of Neapolitan life."
"You are most kind," he murmured, "but you need not be concerned for my welfare. I have other plans. Pray give my regards to your brother."
It was unquestionably a dismissal, and Mrs. Bertram was unable to ignore it. After a venomous glance at
Relieved to be free of her,
He nodded. "My father is Marquess of Kinross." He wondered if she was going to be either awed or intimidated: those were the two most common reactions.
Instead, she planted one elbow on the table and rested her chin on her palm, her hazel eyes twinkling. "I presume that you did not use your title when you introduced yourself because you weary of being toad-eaten. It must be very tedious."
"It is," he said fervently. "And I have only a meaningless courtesy title. My father and brother must tolerate far worse."
"In fairness to Mrs. Bertram, I imagine that it is not only your title that interests her," Miss Walker said charitably. "By the way, am I an old friend on the basis of my advanced years, or the fact that we have known each other easily two hours?"
He pulled his watch from his pocket. "By my reckoning, it is closer to four."
"Good heavens, is it really so late?" She glanced over at the ornate clock suspended over the jewelry shop. "I must be on my way." She began to collect her belongings. "Lord Randolph, it has been an exceptional pleasure making your acquaintance. I hope you enjoy your stay in
He stared at her, disconcerted. She couldn't just disappear like this. She was the most congenial soul he had met since coming to
She laughed. "Lord Randolph, can you think of anything more likely to be injurious to a governess's reputation than having a handsome man say it is all his fault?" When he looked sheepish, she continued, "You needn't worry. My livelihood is not threatened. I am between situations, gloriously free until I take up a new position after Epiphany." She wrinkled her nose. "Twins! The prettiest little vixens you can imagine. I don't know how I shall manage."
"Very well, I'm sure." The proprietor appeared, and
She hesitated, and he felt a constriction somewhere in his middle. Probably the pizza fighting the antipasto.
Then she smiled. "That would be very nice. I am going back to my pensione, and it is not in the most elegant part of the city."
As they made their way through the piazza,
Would Mrs. Bertram have abandoned the company of a man in order to fulfill a promise to a landlady?
As they threaded their way through increasingly narrow, crowded streets, Miss Walker gave an irreverent and amusing commentary on the sights. While she did not neglect splendors like the recently rebuilt San Carlo opera house, her real talent lay in identifying Neapolitan sights like the ribbons of wheat paste drying on backyard racks, and the ancient statue of a pagan goddess, now rechristened and worshiped as a Christian saint in spite of a distinctly impious expression.
All too soon they arrived at the pensione, a shabby town house on a noisy street. Miss Walker turned to make her farewell. "Thank you for the luncheon and escort, Lord Randolph. While you are in
Impulsively
"It is not a matter of money," she said, uncertain in the face of his unusual offer. "Why do you want me for a guide?"
"Because I enjoy your company," he said simply.
For a moment her serene good humor was shadowed by vulnerability. Then she gave a smile different from her earlier expressions of amusement. This smile came from somewhere deeper, and it transformed her
plain face to fleeting loveliness. "Then I will be very glad to be your guide."
She tucked her arms under her head and reveled in the strange and wondrous chance that had brought them together. Perhaps heaven was giving her a special Christmas present as a reward for managing to keep Maria pure until her marriage?
Eager to begin the day, she swung her legs over the edge of the bed and slid her feet into the waiting slippers. Then she began the slow process of brushing out her hair, which was thick and very curly. In the morning it tumbled over her shoulders in a wild mass and at least once a week she considered cutting it, but never did. A governess had little enough femininity.
Patiently she unsnarled a knot. He had said that he was harmless, but that was only partially true. Certainly he would not threaten her virtue, for he was a gentleman and she wasn't the kind of woman to rouse a man to unbridled lust. Heavens, not even bridled lust!
But that didn't mean Lord Randolph was harmless, because of course she would fall in love with him. Any lonely spinster worth her salt would do the same if thrown into the company of a man who was charming, kind, intelligent, and handsome as sin. And he would never even notice, which was as it should be.
After a day or two he would tire of sightseeing, or go north to
She might cry a little when he was gone for good, if she wasn't too busy with the twins. But she wouldn't be sorry to have known him. Though magic must sometimes be paid for with pain, that was better than never knowing magic at all. When she was old and gray and dry, she would take his image out and dream a little. If anyone noticed, they would wonder why the old lady had such a cat-in-the-creampot smile on her withered lips.
For just a moment she let herself dream. Lord Randolph would fall in love with her beautiful soul and marry her out of hand.
Her mouth thinned and she put her spectacles on and began tugging her hair back. As the nymph vanished into the governess, she knew that he would not fall in love with her, and that even if he did, she could not marry him. Even in her wildest flights of fancy, she could not escape the knowledge that her actions had put respectable marriage forever out of reach.
But that did not mean that
In
She began by taking him to all of
When it rained they searched dark churches for neglected paintings by great masters, and smiled together at signs that offered, "Indulgences Plenary, daily and perpetual, for living and the dead, as often as wanted." As
Lord Randolph remarked, it was precisely the way a
Tactfully, Lord Randolph did not again suggest hiring her services; instead, he paid for all admissions, meals, and other expenses. On fair days he hired a carriage and driver and they went into the countryside. They visited Baia, which had been a fashionable Roman bathing resort, and speculated about the palaces that now lay beneath the sea. At
It was Lord Randolph who had suggested that
In the meantime, she utilized the governess's skill of watching unobtrusively, memorizing the angle of his eyebrows when he was amused, the way the winter sun shimmered across his dark gold hair, and a hundred other subtle details.
Alone in her pensione in the evenings, she tried to draw Lord Randolph from memory, with frustrating results. He would have been an easier subject if he were less handsome, because his regular features looked more like an idealized Greek statue than a real man. She did her best to capture the quiet humor in his eyes, the surprising hint of underlying wist-fulness, but she was never satisfied with the results.
As an escort Lord Randolph was thoughtful and impeccably polite, and
The first few days they spent together, she was able to maintain a certain wry detachment about her growing infatuation with Lord Randolph. But the day that they visited the Fields of Fire, detachment dissolved as she fell blindly, helplessly, irrevocably in love with him.
The Campi
Flegrei—Fields of Fire—lay north of
A local guide led half a dozen visitors into the crater, and as part of his tour he held a lighted brand over a boiling mud pot. Immediately the steam issuing from the mud pot flared furiously, as if about to explode. Even though
Lord Randolph touched her elbow reassuringly. "That is just an illusion, isn't it?"
She nodded. "Yes, the fumarole doesn't really burn hotter, but whenever I see that, I can't help feeling that the sleeping volcano is lashing back at impudent humans who disturb its rest."
After tossing the brand into the fumarole, the guide stamped on the ground, sending a deep, ominous echo rolling through the hollow mountain under their feet. Then he led the group away.
Having had enough demonstrations, Elizabeth and her companion wandered off in another direction.
"It's an interesting place," Lord Randolph remarked as they picked j their way through a field of steaming fumaroles. The pungent odor of sulfur hung heavy over the sterile white soil. "Rather like one of the outer circles of hell."
"Solfatara is a place every visitor to
"No," her companion said softly, his voice as bleak as the dead earth crumbling beneath their feet. "The loneliest place on earth is a bad marriage."
That was when the fragile remnants of
What
It was tragic that a man so kind and decent should be so unhappy, that loneliness had driven him so far from home.
Even more than tenderness, she felt a sense of kinship. Impulsively she said, "You mustn't surrender to it."
"Surrender to what?" he asked, turning to face her, his slate eyes shadowed.
"To loneliness," she stammered, embarrassed at her own impertinence. "To give in to it is to dance with the devil and lose your very soul."
Under his grave gaze, she felt hot blood rise in her face. She looked away, bitterly sorry that she trespassed beyond the limits of friendship by alluding to intimate, solitary sorrows.
Quietly he said, "If you have danced with the devils of loneliness, you have escaped with your soul and learned wisdom into the bargain."
THE Via Toledo had been called the gayest and most populous street in the world, but
He had enjoyed Elizabeth Walker's company from the moment they met, but he had thought her self-sufficient, completely comfortable with her life as it was. That belief had changed in an instant that afternoon at Solfatara. In a moment of weakness he had lowered his guard, and rather than ignoring or despising him for his lapse,
He kept silent, too skeptical, too wary, to propose marriage on impulse. Yet the idea had taken hold, and now he found himself wondering what kind of wife
He smiled wryly, thinking of Samuel Johnson's remark that a second marriage was the triumph of hope over experience.
Realizing that he was hungry, he stopped at a small cafe. The proprietor spoke enough French to take an order but not enough to carry on a conversation, leaving
What mattered was friendship, and in a short time they had become good friends. He knew that most people would think he was a fool to be considering marriage to a woman he had known only a week, but they had spent a great deal of time together, long enough that he felt he knew her better than either of the other women who had been important to him.
He thought the chances of her accepting him were excellent. She seemed to enjoy his company, he was presentable, and his wealth would allow her the time and money to paint. Yes, a marriage between them could work out very well. They were both old enough to know their own minds; if she were willing to marry him, there would be no reason for a long engagement.
Now he must find the courage to ask her.
THE morning air was cold but the sky was glass clear; December 24 promised to be the warmest day since
"Good morning," she said cheerfully. "Are you game for a drive in the country? My friend Sofia has a mission for us. It is the end of the olive harvest, and she has asked that we collect her year's supply of fresh oil. A respectable cook insists on knowing where her olive oil comes from, and
"Which means that it is the best in the world?" he asked with a smile.
"Exactly.
You are beginning to understand the Neapolitan temperament, Lord Randolph."
He helped her into the carriage, then he and Vanni stowed the basket of food and a large number of empty stone jugs behind the passenger seat. After a staccato exchange with
The ride through the hills was spectacularly lovely, and having someone to share the sights made them lovelier yet. After two hours of driving they reached their destination, an ancient rambling farmhouse surrounded by silvery olive trees. The two Britons were welcomed joyfully and given a tour, from the vineyards to the hand-operated olive press. As a farmer himself,
After
As
Bread and oil takes the edge from an appetite, and after they left the farm, they decided to delay their midday meal and visit Balzano, a nearby hilltop town with a famous church. The inside of the church was dim after the bright sunshine, and
"Look,"
He followed her down the aisle and discovered that the figures he had assumed to be local worshipers were wooden statues, life-size, lovingly painted, and very old. The grouping formed a Nativity scene featuring Mary, Joseph, two shepherds, the Three Kings, and a family of sheep.
Softly his companion explained, "You see how the manger is empty? That is because the Child has not yet been born. During the service tonight, a real infant will be placed in the manger. They say it was St. Francis of
"A most effective demonstration of the fact that the origin of the word 'holiday' is 'holy day,' "
After viewing the rest of the church, they decided to stroll through the narrow medieval streets before leaving the town. As they neared the bustling market square, they were intercepted by an enterprising peddler who pulled a handful of small figurines from his basket and pressed them on
"These are pastori, figures for a Nativity scene,"
He accepted it from her, seeing only a rather crudely formed Madonna. "Stone of the sun?"
"Yes, the material holds light and will glow in the dark for hours. It was invented by an alchemist who was searching for the philosopher's stone. He never found that, but lapis Solaris became very popular for rosaries and crucifixes and the like."
"Both."
Suddenly the ground moved beneath their feet, a subtle, disquieting shift that made the peddler's figurines chatter together in their basket.
As the tremor faded, the peddler spoke to
When they were done, the peddler wrapped the set in an old rag and presented it to
"Which I estimate is at least double what the things are worth,"
"Cynic."
She stopped by a stall that featured marzipan shaped into exquisite imitation fruits and flowers. Knowing that the confections would be popular with the younger Lennoxes,
Alarmed,
"Just someone pinching me," she explained. "A little harder than usual, or I would scarcely have noticed."
"Someone pinched you? Outrageous!" Indignant,
"Don't be upset, it was not meant as an insult. Quite the contrary." She smiled at him. "It's one of the things I love about
Adding the marzipan fruit to his bundles,
She gave him a startled glance. "Is that a compliment?"
He smiled down at her. "Yes, it is." She looked quite adorable in her astonishment. If they had not been surrounded by people, he would have proposed to her on the spot. What they needed was a place with a little privacy, which shouldn't be hard to arrange. "Shall we ask Vanni to find us a suitably scenic site for a late luncheon? I suspect that
They had reached the carriage, and as
"Perfect."
THE trail had been growing narrower and narrower, and finally Vanni pulled the horses to a halt and turned to speak to
to her companion, "This is as close as a carriage can go. Vanni says the temple is a ten- or fifteen-minute walk along this path."
Lord Randolph nodded agreeably and took the picnic basket in hand. The condition of the path explained why the site was seldom visited. It was narrow and irregular, not much more than a goat track, and had been washed out and repaired more than once. The mountain face rose sheer on the right, then dropped lethally away to the left.
She rounded the last bend in the trail, then stopped, enchanted. The path widened into a large ledge, with a steep wall on the right and a sheer drop on the left. Perhaps a hundred yards long and fifty wide, the site had soil rich enough to support velvety grass and delicate trees. As Vanni had promised, the view of Vesuvius was spectacular. But all that was simply a setting for the temple, which looked as if it had floated down on temporary loan from fairyland.
Behind her, Lord Randolph said admiringly, "Anyone who ever built a false ruin would give his left arm to have this instead. It's the ultimate folly."
The small round shrine was built of white marble that held a hint of rose in its translucent depths. A curving wall formed the back half of the building, with dainty Ionic columns completing the front part of the circle. The roof was long gone and vines climbed the columns for an effect that was beautiful, wistful, and altogether romantic.
"Never," Lord Randolph said firmly as he set the picnic basket down. "If Byron wrote of it, the path would become so jammed with people coming to admire and languish that someone would surely fall down the mountain to his death, and it would be our fault. Much better to let it stay Vanni's secret."
The ruins of an old fire proved that the site was not precisely a secret, but certainly it was seldom visited, for the floor of the shrine was entirely covered with drifted leaves.
"A gentle one, I think."
Glancing up, she saw an odd, assessing look on Lord Randolph's face. Inexplicably she shivered, wondering if there was really tension in the air, or just another example of her over active imagination.
Seeing her shiver, he offered his hand to help her up. "In spite of the sunshine, in the shade it is still December."
His hand was warm and strong as he lifted her effortlessly.
She moved away from him quickly, knowing that her dignity depended on her ability to remain collected. She would rather throw herself from the cliff than let her companion know of her foolish, hopeless passion. Removing the folded lap rug that protected the contents of the basket, she asked, "Shall we see what
"There's enough food for an army, or at least a platoon."
"Very likely.
The day before Christmas is meatless, and eels are a tradition,"
"That, plus the fact that she is continually trying to fatten me up.
She thinks you are too thin also." Remembering what else
The incredibly handsome, amiable, interested, courteous man at her side. Stop that! she scolded herself. She was glad to see that her hand did not tremble as she poured wine in the two stone cups provided.
The meal was a leisurely one. As they chatted amiably about the day,
After they had eaten,
Eventually the lengthening shadows caught her attention and she glanced up. "Heavens, it's getting late. You should have stopped me earlier. I lose track of time when I'm drawing." She closed her tablet and slid it and her pencils into the picnic basket. "The weather is so warm that it's hard to remember that this is one of the shortest days of the year, but it will be dark by the time we reach the city."
"Miss Walker . . .
Startled, she sat back on her heels and looked at Lord Randolph. Though he was still seated on the ground, his earlier ease was gone and his lean body was taut with tension. He looked down, fidgeting with his pipe, and she realized that he was using it as an excuse to avoid her eyes.
Taking out his penknife, he started carefully loosening the charred tobacco. "I have enjoyed this last week immensely." He gestured vaguely with his left hand, as if hunting for words, and instead spilled cinders on his fawn-colored breeches. Ruefully he brushed them away, then glanced up at her. "I'm sorry, I'm not very good at this. I had a speech memorized, but I've entirely forgotten it.
If breathing was not automatic,
A stab of pain cut through her, anguish as intense as when she had heard of William's death. Amazingly, Lord Randolph wanted her to become his mistress. It was the best offer she would ever get—and she,
Tears started in her eyes and she blinked fiercely, refusing to let them overflow. Her voice a choked whisper, she said, "I'm sorry, my lord, but I couldn't possibly accept."
The hope in his eyes flickered and died, replaced first by hurt, then withdrawal. He had never worn the mask of the cool English gentleman with her before, but he donned it now. "No, of course you couldn't. My apologies, Miss Walker, it was just a foolish fancy."
He put his pipe and penknife in his pocket and stood, then lifted the basket. "Pray forgive me if I have embarrassed you. Come, it is time we J left. The afternoon is almost over."
It wasn't just the afternoon that was over, but their friendship;
Wordlessly she led the way back to the path, waging the battle of her life with her conscience. She was sure that his offer sprang not from casual immorality but from a lonely man's yearning for companionship. If he were free to marry, he would ask a younger, prettier woman, but she guessed that he was too honorable to destroy a marriageable girl's chance for respectability.
There was no risk of that with someone like Elizabeth, who had been on the shelf for years. Yet he must care a little for her as well, for he could have his choice of a thousand more likely mistresses.
She had known that she loved him, yet had not realized how much until now, when she found herself seriously considering abandoning the training of a lifetime so that she could give him the comfort he sought. But as
Yes, she wanted to ease his loneliness, but she also wanted to ease her own. She wanted his kindness and wry humor and beautiful body. And almost as much, she wanted to resurrect the Elizabeth Walker she had been before "the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune" had worn her hope away.
Intent on her despairing thoughts, she did not feel the first warning tremor, did not take the action that might have saved her. Her first awareness that something was wrong came when she staggered, almost losing her balance. For an instant she wondered if she had drunk too much wine, or whether her thoughts were making her light-headed.
Disaster unfolded with excruciating slowness. The ground heaved and a low, terrifying rumble filled the air, the vibrations so intense her skin lingled.
The path began to crumble beneath her feet.
As she gasped for breath,
The earth tremor was an eternity of fear that must have lasted less than a minute. When the ground had steadied and the last of the rumbling died away,
Shakily she pushed herself to a sitting position and straightened her glasses, which by some miracle had not fallen off. "I think so. Thanks to you." She inhaled some dust and doubled over coughing. When she could speak again, she continued, "Thank you doesn't seem strong enough. I thought my hour had come. How are you?"
"A fairly sizable stone hit my shoulder, but nothing seems to be broken." He winced as he stood and brushed himself off, then examined a ripped sleeve ruefully. "However, my hat is gone forever and my coat seems unlikely to recover. My valet will be heartbroken—this coat is one of his favorites."
This time
"I am not permitted to have opinions about matters that fall within Burns's purview, and that definitely includes coats." He looked beyond
Still a little unsteady,
"I'm sure he is," Lord Randolph said. "He and the carriage were on solid, level ground."
Confirmation came almost immediately when the driver's voice shouted from around the corner, "Signorina, signore!"
"What if the town has been badly hit by the earthquake?"
"Let us hope he is right. Tell him that I will pay the men he brings an i exorbitant amount of money for their help, and double that if they can get | us out this evening."
Another round of shouting and answer.
She looked at the steep rock face and shuddered. "Let us hope that it doesn't come to that."
"I don't think it will, but I am happier for knowing that there are alternatives." He looked at the sky and frowned. "The sun will be down in another hour, and it is going to be very cold here without any shelter. Fortunately I brought my flint and steel, so we can light a fire, but there is precious little fuel. I imagine that previous visitors used most of what was available. Still, we should find enough wood to keep from freezing tonight."
For the next half hour, the two of them gathered wood and stacked it by a shallow depression in the rocky cliff. It wasn't even remotely a cave, but it offered the best available protection from the weather.
"No, but it should be enough." He retrieved the lap rug from the basket and handed it to her. "You had better wrap yourself in this."
She accepted the lap rug gratefully and wrapped it around her shoulders, wishing that it was twice as large and thrice as heavy. "Women's clothing is not designed for winter, just as men's clothing is usually too heavy for hot weather," she said philosophically, "but with this I will do well enough."
For lack of anything more productive to do,
Above the rugged hills, the sky was shot with gold and vermilion, while a nest of violet clouds hugged the horizon and welcomed the molten sun. Nodding toward the sunset, she said, "We may have a long, uncomfortable night ahead, but that is almost adequate compensation. How often do we take the time to enjoy a sunset?"
"Not often enough,"
But in spite of the spectacular sky,
With an appalled shock,
Hugging her knees closer, she chastised herself for being a shameless, disgusting creature. If Lord Randolph was the sort of man who would take advantage of their situation to force his attentions on her, he was not the man she had fallen in love with and she wouldn't want him. Besides, she doubted that he had any such interest in her; he had said himself that his offer was foolish fancy. By now, he was probably thanking his lucky stars that she had refused.
But if he wasn't, this temporary captivity must be even more awkward for him than for her. He was the one who had been rejected. He must be hating the sight of her.
Oblivious to her lurid thoughts,
"Yes,"
"Very true," he said, his voice dry. "So I suppose there was some value to my misbegotten proposal, since it delayed us."
"I know that being trapped here with me must be difficult for you. I'm sorry," she said in a small voice.
He shrugged his broad shoulders. "Don't apologize—the fault is mine. I should have known that one seldom gets a second chance where love and marriage are concerned. For my sins of bad judgment, I must pay the price."
His words cut too close to the bone, and she drew a shuddering breath. "You are right. For whatever reason—bad judgment, bad luck— most of us only get one chance for happiness. We think it will last an eternity, and then it vanishes like smoke in our hands."
He turned to face her, a silhouette against the bright sky. "What happened to your chance,
She sighed. "It's not a very dramatic story. William and I were childhood sweethearts. He was the younger son of the squire, I was the daughter of the vicar. Our families were not enthralled by the match, for neither of us had any prospects, but we were young, optimistic, willing to work hard. We had our whole lives planned. William's father bought him a pair of colors and off he went to the
"But that didn't happen."
"No," she whispered. "Within a year he was dead. Not even nobly, righting the French, but of a fever."
"I'm sorry," he said gently. "That was a dreadful waste of a brave young life, and a tragic loss for you."
In her fragile mood, his compassion almost broke her. She made an effort to collect herself. "I feel fortunate for what little we had, even if it was much less than we had expected." She tried a smile, without complete success. "Really, it was a great stroke of luck that even one man wanted to marry me. I'm not the sort to inspire a grand passion, and without a portion I wasn't very marriageable. If William and I hadn't grown up together, I doubt he would have looked twice at me, but as it was, we ... well, we were part of each other."
"I wish you would stop demeaning yourself,"
"As you learned to your cost?" she asked quietly.
"As I learned, to my cost." He stood abruptly. "I'd better start a fire while there is still a little light."
It was fortunate that Lord Randolph had flint and steel, and a penknife to whittle dry wood shavings from the inside of a branch. Soon a small fire was crackling away. He sat back on his heels, staying close enough to feed the blaze easily. "Having a fire brings civilization a little closer."
Lord Randolph must have felt the same lessening of civilized constraints, because he answered rather than giving her the set-down she deserved. "True, but that is not what I did. My crime was much worse. Like you, I fell in love young. Unlike you, our families were delighted. Lady Alyson was a great heiress, and I was a good match for her—of similar rank, wealthy enough so as not to be a fortune-hunter. And as a younger son, I would have ample time to devote to managing her property when she inherited."
Throwing the last shred of her manners to the winds,
The muscles of his face went taut in the flickering light. "No, she did love me. And I, in one moment of foolish cowardice, hurt her unforgivably and wrecked both our lives."
The silence that followed was so long that finally
His face eased. "Having said that much, I suppose I should tell the rest. I made the mistake of calling on Alyson with one of my more boisterous friends along. While we were waiting for her in the drawing room, my friend asked why I was marrying her. If Alyson had been a little golden nymph, he could have understood, but she wasn't at all in the common way."
"Worse than that." Carefully he laid two larger pieces of wood on the fire. "I didn't learn the whole story until quite recently. She did overhear and told her father she wouldn't marry me if I were the last man on earth, but wouldn't explain why she had changed her mind. Thinking she was just being missish, her father became very gothic and locked her in her room, swearing that he would keep her there until she agreed to go through with the marriage. Feeling betrayed by both her father and me, Alyson ran away. She stayed away for twelve long years. Just this last September she returned and reconciled with her father."
"Good heavens,"
"First she taught. Later, by chance, she became a land steward, quite a successful one. As I said, she was not in the common way. You remind me of her."
"I decided that it was easier to know for sure than to continue to live with guilty uncertainty." The corner of his mouth twisted up in wry self-mockery. "In fact, Alyson was amazingly easy on me. I wouldn't have blamed her if she had greeted me with a dueling pistol, but instead she said that the fault lay as much with her and her father as with me, and that her life had not been ruined in the least."
"Your Alyson sounds like a remarkable woman."
"She is, but she's not my Alyson anymore. A few weeks after emerging from exile, she married one of the most notorious rakes in
"Do you still love her?"
He sighed, his face empty. "The young man I was loved the young J woman she was. Neither of those people exists anymore."
It wasn't quite an answer, but at least now
Having let her hair down metaphorically, Elizabeth decided that it| was time to do so literally as well, or she would have a headache before^ morning. After removing her hairpins and tucking them in the basket so| they wouldn't get lost, she combed her tangled curls with her fingers in a;i futile attempt to restore order. When
He chuckled, his earlier melancholy broken. "You should wear your) hair down more often—it becomes you."
He hastily looked back at the fire, knowing that that was a dangerous train of thought under these circumstances, when she had made it clear! that he did not fit into her plans for the future. Apparently, having loved well and truly, she did not want to marry without love. Perhaps she was wiser than he, for he had tried that once, with disastrous consequences. Nonetheless, the more he saw of Elizabeth Walker, the more he thought that they would deal very well together, if she were willing to lower her : standards and accept him.
Perhaps speaking so openly of their pasts should have made them more awkward with each other, but the reverse was true. The evening drifted by in companionable silence, broken by occasional desultory conversation. They sat a couple of feet apart with their backs against the cliff wall, which offered some protection from the bitter December wind. Vesuvius was close enough for a faint glow to be visible against the night sky. It was a dramatic but disquieting sight. Fortunately the little fire offered cheery comfort as well as some warmth.
Eventually they made further inroads on the picnic basket and still had enough food for another meal or two. After they had eaten and drunk some of the wine,
"You don't appear to be doing well. Come, take my coat," he coaxed. "Cold has never bothered me much, while six years in
He put his coat back on. Then, before she realized what he had in mind, he leaned over and scooped her into his arms. She squeaked in surprise, as she had when she was pinched in Balzano. It was a very endearing squeak.
"You really are freezing," he commented as she shivered against him. He arranged her across his lap and settled comfortably against the cliff wall as he began rubbing her back, shoulders, and arms, trying to get her blood moving again. She had a delicious scent of rosewater and oranges.
"This is most improper," she murmured into his lapel.
"Yes, but warmer for both of us. Think of your duty, Miss Walker," he admonished. "You may prefer to solidify into a block of ice yourself, but will you condemn me to the same fate?"
She pulled her head back and gave him a darkling look. "You're teasing me."
He grinned. "Making your blood boil should keep you warm."
"Wrong pocket. I thought that one was empty, actually. Excuse me while I investigate." He removed his arm from around her and dug into the pocket, finally withdrawing an object in triumph. "Here it is."
His whole body stilled.
"I took it out of the presepio set earlier and must have slipped it into.' my pocket by accident," he murmured.
" 'For behold, I bring you tidings of great joy,' "
The only sounds were the crackle of the fire, the occasional distant bleat of a sheep, and the sighing of the wind. When the fire began to die down,
"Wonderfully so." She did not add that the heat that curled through her body was more than just temperature.
"Then it's time to make some adjustments. I don't suppose either of us will sleep much, but we might as well be as comfortable as possible."
To her regret, he removed her from his lap, so he could tend to the fire. When it was burning steadily again, he positioned the rest of the wood so that it could be easily added, a piece at a time. "If you lie down on your side between me and the fire, you should stay fairly warm, though I'll probably disturb you whenever I add wood to the fire."
She took off her spectacles and put them in the basket, then stretched out as he had suggested, the lap rug tucked around her.
"Merry Christmas,
As the sky began lightening in anticipation of dawn, he carefully lifted himself away and added the next-to-last piece of wood. The air was bitter cold, but fortunately the night had been dry and within an hour or so the temperature should start to rise.
Before he could settle back,
She gave him a smile of shimmering, wondering sweetness, as if this morning were the dawn of the world and she were Eve greeting Adam for the first time.
It seemed the most natural thing in the world to lean forward and give her a gentle kiss.
As the kiss deepened, her arms slid around his neck, and her responsiveness triggered a wave of fierce, demanding desire that brought
She stared at him, her eyes wide and stark. Then she sat up and grabbed her glasses from the basket, donning them hastily as if they were a suit of armor. Under her breath, she said, "The effect seems to be mutual."
Spectacles and propriety once more in place, she said, "Since the fire won't last much longer, shall we toast some of the cheese and spread it on the last of the bread? Hot food would be very welcome."
With difficulty, he turned his attention to practical considerations. "An excellent idea," he said, "though I think I would trade everything in the basket for a large pot of scalding hot tea."
"That is a cruel thing to say, Lord Randolph." Longing showed in her face. "Strong Italian coffee with hot milk would do equally well. And lots of sugar."
He laughed. "We shouldn't torture ourselves like this. Tomorrow morning we will be able to drink all the tea or coffee we want, and will appreciate it more for today's lack."
The melted cheese and toasted bread turned out to be an inspired
choice
for fortifying themselves for the rigors of the day. By the time the fire had flickered down to embers and the sun had risen over the horizon,
Daintily she licked the last crumbs from her fingers. "Yes, my lord?"
"Since we have spent the night together, I'm afraid that you are now officially ruined," he said baldly. "There is really only one recourse, though I know it is not agreeable to you."
"Nonsense," she retorted. "I'm only ruined if people learn about last night, and probably not even then. I'm not an English girl making her come-out, you know. As a foreign woman of mature years, I exist outside the normal structure of Italian society and won't be judged by the same rules. Therefore I won't be ruined even if what happened becomes generally known." A glint of humor showed behind her spectacles. "Indeed, most Italian women would envy me the experience of being 'ruined' by you."
Ignoring her levity, he said, "Do you think the family of the terrible (wins, who want a cold-blooded Englishwoman to govern their hot-blooded daughters, will be so tolerant? Or other potential employers?"
Uncertainty flickered across her face as his words struck home. "There could be problems if last night became generally known," she admitted, "but I still think that is unlikely. I am not really part of the Neapolitan English community. Who would bother to gossip about me?"
"You think that everyone in this part of
Her face pale, she said, "Shouldn't we wait and see before assuming the worst?"
"Perhaps my anxiety is premature, but I don't think so." His mouth twisted. "I know you don't want to marry me, Elizabeth, but if there is the least hint of scandal, I swear I will drag you off to the nearest Protestant clergyman. Even if you have no concern for your reputation, I'll be damned if I want to be known as a man who refused to do the right thing by you."
She swallowed hard. "But how can you marry me? What about your wife?"
"My wife?" he asked, startled. "Where did you get the idea that I was married?"
"When we were at Solfatara," she faltered, "you said that the loneliest place on earth was a bad marriage. You sounded so much as if you were speaking from experience that I was sure you must be married. It' seemed to explain so much about you."
He remembered the day before and frowned. "Good God, did you refuse my offer yesterday because you thought I was setting up to be a bigamist, or lying in order to seduce you?"
She was so surprised that she let go of the lap rug and it slid from her shoulders. "You were asking me to marry you?"
"Of course. What did you think I was doing, offering you a carte blanche?" He said it as a joke, and was appalled to see her nod. "I would never have offered you such an insult, and I think I should be angry that you believed me capable of it."
Her face flamed and she looked down. In a choked whisper, she said, "I didn't feel insulted, I felt flattered. I was just too cowardly to accept."
Seeing the humor in the situation,
Her cold hands clenched convulsively on his. Behind her spectacles, her eyes were huge and transparent as silent tears began welling up. "
She tried to pull away, but he kept a firm grip on her hands. Yesterday he had accepted rejection too quickly, and that was not a mistake he would make again. "Why not? Is it that you can't abide the thought of having me for a husband?"
"I can think of nothing I would like more."
He smiled; they were making progress. Patiently he asked, "Do you have a husband somewhere so you aren't free to marry?"
"Of course not!"
"Then, why won't you say yes? I warn you, I will not let you go until you either accept me or offer a good reason for refusing."
She turned her head away, her face scarlet with mortification. "Because . . . because I could not come to you as a bride should."
He thought about that for a minute. "Could you be more specific? I want to be sure I understand."
"Before William went into the army"—her breath was coming in ragged gulps, and she could not meet his eyes—"we . . . we gave ourselves to each other."
"I see." Profound tenderness welled up inside him, and another emotion too unfamiliar to name. Releasing
She pulled back and stared at him. Her glasses had steamed from her tears and she took them off so she could study his face better. "Do you really mean that,
"Yes, I mean it." He stood and drifted over to the steps of the shrine, searching for the best way to explain his feelings so that in the future she would never doubt him. "As you guessed, my marriage was not a happy one," he said haltingly. "I wasn't really in love with Chloe, but I had given up hope that Alyson would ever return and I wanted to marry. Chloe was well-bred and very beautiful, and she made it clear that she would welcome an offer from me. Everyone said what a 'good match' it was. She was very proper and reserved, but I thought that was just shyness, which would quickly pass once we were married.
"I was wrong." He turned to face Elizabeth, who stood a half-dozen feet away in grave silence. "I had thought her desire for matrimony meant that she cared for me, but soon I realized that though Chloe wanted the status of wife, she did not want a husband. Perhaps it was me in particular that she couldn't bear, but I don't think so."
He looked away, swallowing hard, thinking that it was simple justice that he must speak of something that was as painful for him as
"I don't mean just that she disliked marital relations, though she did. As soon as she had done her duty and conceived, she told me not to come near her again. Being denied her bed did not bother me half so much as her total lack of interest in giving or receiving any kind of affection. Perhaps the need for warmth and affection is deeper than physical desire. Even when she was dying, she would no7t take my hand. There was nothing she ever wanted from me except my name and fortune."
He caught
"Unfortunate Chloe, to be unable to accept any love or affection,"
Her embrace was more than passionate, it was loving. And as he crushed her to him,
"Truly?" She tilted her head back. "You hardly know me."
"Wrong." He rubbed his cheek against
"It is. You were quite right, Randolph, I am ruined, so hopelessly, madly, passionately in love with you that I shall be good for nothing unless you marry me."
"You are going to have to stop talking such nonsense about how plain and middle-aged you are. Just how old are you?"
"Thirty."
"A wonderful age. Thirty-one will be better, and fifty better yet."
He murmured, "Do you think I would want you this much if I thought you were plain?"
"Good. I can think of much better things to do than argue."
"Tell them not to rush,"
Her heart expanding with joy,