FANGS ÖF THE WOLF WORLD
At one
time Race Cargill had been
the best Terran Intelligence
agent on the complex and
mysterious planet of Wolf. He had
repeatedly imperiled his life amongst
the half-human and non-human
creatures of the sullen world. And he had repeatedly
accomplished the fantastic missions until
his name was emblazoned with glory.
But that had all seemingly ended. For six long
years he'd sat behind a boring
desk inside the fenced-in Terran Headquarters, cut off there
ever since he and a rival
had scarred and ripped each
other in blood-feud.
But when THE DOOR THROUGH SPACE
swung suddenly open, the
feud was on again—and with it a plot designed
to check
and destroy the Terran Empire.
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Author's
Notes—
I've always
wanted to write. But not
until I discovered the old
pulp science-fantasy magazines,
at the
age of sixteen, did this general
desire become a specific urge to write science-fantasy adventures.
I took a
lot of
detours on the way. I
discovered s-f In its golden
age: the age of Kuttner,
C. L.
Moore, Leigh Brackett, Ed Hamilton and
Jack Vance. But while I
was still collecting rejection slips for
my early
efforts, the fashion changed. Adventures on faraway worlds and
strange dimensions went out
of fashion,
and the
new look in science-fiction—emphasis
on the
science—came in.
So my
first stories were straight science-fiction,
and I'm not trying to put
down that land of story.
It has
its place. By and large, the
kind of science-fiction which makes tomorrow's headlines as near
as this
morning's coffee, has enlarged
popular awareness of the modern,
miraculous world of science
we live
in. It
has helped
generations of young people
feel at ease with a
rapidly changing world.
But fashions change,
old loves
return, and now that Sputniks clutter up the sky
with new and unfamiliar moons, the readers of science-fiction
are willing
to wait
for tomorrow to read
tomorrow's headlines. Once again, I think,
there is a place, a
wish, a need and hunger
for the wonder and color of
the world
way out.
The world beyond the stars. The world
we wont live to see. That is why I
wrote THE DOOR THROUGH SPACE.
—Marion Zimmer Bradley
THE DOOR THROUGH SPACE
Marion Zimmer Bradley
ACE BOOKS
A Division
of Charter
Communications Inc, 1120 Avenue
of the
Americas New York, N.Y. 10036
the door through
space
Copyright ©, 1961, by Ace Books, inc. AU Rights Reserved
. . .
across half a Galaxy, the Terran Empire maintains its sovereignty with the
consent of the governed. It is a peaceful reign, held by compact and not by conquest. Again and again, when rebellion threatens the Terran Peace, the natives of the rebellious world have
turned against their own people and sided with the men of Terra; not from fear,
but from a sense of dedication.
There has never been open war. The battle for
these worlds is fought in the minds of a few men who stand between worlds;
bound to one world by interest, loyalties and allegiance; bound to the other by
love.
Such a world is Wolf. Such a man was Race Cargill
of the Terran Secret Service.
rendezvous on a
lost world
Copyright ©, 1961, by Ace Books, Inc.
CHAPTER
ONE
Beyond the spaceport gates, the men of the Kharsa
were hunting down a thief. I heard the shrill cries, the pad-padding of feet
in strides just a little too long and loping to be human, raising echoes all
down the dark and dusty streets leading up to the main square.
But
the square itself lay empty in the crimson noon of Wolf. Overhead the dim red
ember of Phi Coronis, Wolfs old and dying sun,.gave
out a pale and heatless light. The pair of Spaceforce guards at the gates,
wearing the black leathers of the Terran Empire, shockers holstered at their
belts, were drowsing under the arched gateway where
the star-and-rocket emblem proclaimed the domain of Terra. One of them, a
snub-nosed youngster only a few weeks out from Earth, cocked an inquisitive ear
at the cries and scuffling feet, then jerked his head
at me.
"Hey,
Cargill, you can talk their lingo. What's go^ng on out there?"
I stepped out past the gateway to listen.
There was still no one to be seen in the square. It lay white and windswept, a
barricade of emptiness; to one side the spaceport and the white skyscraper of
the Terran Headquarters, and at the other side, the clutter of low buildings,
the street-shrine, the little spaceport cafe smelling of coffee and jaco, and the dark opening mouths of streets that rambled down into the Kharsa
—the old town, the native quarter. But I was alone in the square with the
shrill cries—closer now, raising echoes from the
enclosing walls—and the loping of many feet down one of the dirty streets.
Then
I saw him Training, dodging, a bail of stones frying round his
head; someone or something small and cloaked and agile. Behind him the still-faceless
mob howled and threw stones. I could not yet understand the cries; but they
were out for blood, and I knew it.
I said briefly, "Trouble coming," just before the mob spilled
out
into the square. The fleeing dwarf stared about wildly for an instant, his head
jerking from side to side so rapidly that it was impossible to get even a
fleeting impression of his face—human or nonhuman, familiar or bizarre. Then,
like a pellet loosed from its sling, he made straight for the gateway and
safety.
And
behind him the loping mob yelled and howled and came pouring over half the
square. Just half. Then by that sudden intuition which
permeates even the most crazed mob with some semblance of reason, they came to
a ragged halt, heads turning from side to side.
I stepped up on the lower step of the
Headquarters building, and looked them over.
Most of them were chaks, the furred man-tall nonhumans of the Kharsa, and not the better class.
Their fur was- unkempt, their tails naked with filth and disease. Their
leather aprons hung in tatters. One or two in the crowd were humans, the dregs
of the Kharsa. But the star-and-rocket emblem blazoned across the spaceport
gates sobered even the wildest blood-lust somewhat; they milled and shifted
uneasily in their half of the square.
For
a moment I did not see where their quarry had gone. Then I saw him crouched,
not four feet from me, in a patch of shadow. Simultaneously the mob saw him,
huddled just beyond the gateway, and a howl of frustration and rage went
ringing round the square. Someone threw a stone. It zipped over my head,
narrowly missing me, and landed at the feet of the black-leathered guard. He
jerked his head up and gestured with the shocker which hid suddenly come
unholstered.
The gesture should have been enough. On Wolf,
Terran law has been written in blood and fire and exploding atoms; and the line
is drawn firm and clear. The men of Spaceforce do not interfere in the old
town, or in any of the native cities. But when violence steps over the threshold,
passing the blazon of the star and rocket, punishment is swift and terrible.
The threat should have been enough.
Instead a howl of abuse went up from the
crowd.
"Terrananr
"Son of the Ape!"
The Spaceforce guards were shoulder to
shoulder behind me now. The
snub-nosed kid, looking slightly pale,
called out "Get inside the gates,
Cargill! If I have to
shoot—"
The older man
motioned him to silence. "Wait
Cargill," he called.
I nodded
to show
that I heard.
"You talk their
lingo. Tell them to haul
offl. Damned if I want to
shoot!"
I stepped down
and walked
into the open square, across
the crumbled white stones,
toward the ragged mob. Even
with two armed Spaceforce
men at
my back,
it made
my skin crawl, but I flung
up my
empty hand in token of
peace:
"Take your mob
out of
the square,"
I shouted
in the
jargon of the Kharsa.
"This territory is held in
compact of peacel Settle your quarrels
elsewhere!"
There was a
little stirring in the crowd.
The shock
of being
addressed in their own
tongue, instead of the Terran
Standard which the Empire has
forced on Wolf, held them
silent for a minute. I had
learned that long ago: that
speaking in any of the languages
of Wolf
would, give me a minute's
advantage. '
But only a minute. Then
one of
the mob
yelled, "We'll go if you give'm
to usl
He's no right to Terran
sanctuary!"
I walked over
to the
huddled dwarf, miserably trying to
make himself
smaller against the wall. I
nudged him with my foot.
"Get up.
Who are
you?"
The hood fell
away from his face as
he twitched
to his
feet He was trembling
violently. In the shadow of
the hood
I saw a furred face, a
quivering velvety muzzle, and great
soft golden eyes which
held intelligence and terror.
"What have
you done?
Can't you talk?"
He held out
the tray
which he had shielded under
his cloak, an ordinary peddler's tray.
"Toys. Sell toys.
Children. You got'm?"
I shook my
head and pushed the creature
away, with only a glance . at the
array of delicately crafted manikins,
tiny animals, prisms and crystal whirligigs.
"You'd better get out of here.
Scram Down that street." I pointed.
A voice from the crowd shouted again,
and it
had a
very ugly sound. "He is a
spy of
Nebranl"
"Nebron—" The dwarfish
nonhuman gabbled something then doubled behind me. I saw him dodge,
feint in the direction of the gates, then, as the crowd surged that way, run
for the street-shrine across the square, slipping from recess to recess of the
wall. A hail of stones went flying in that direction. The little toy-seller
dodged into the street-shrine.
Then there was a hoarse "Ah, aaah!"
of terror, and the crowd edged away, surged backward. The next minute it had
begun to melt away, its entity dissolving into separate creatures, slipping
into the side alleys and the dark streets that disgorged into the square.
Within three minutes the square lay empty again in the pale-crimson noon.
The
kid in black leather let his breath go and swore, slipping his shocker into its
holster. He stared and demanded profanely, "Where'd the little fellow
go?"
"Who
knows?" the other shrugged. "Probably sneaked into
one of the alleys. Did you see where he went, Cargill?"
I
came slowly back to the gateway. To me, it had seemed that he ducked into the
street-shrine and vanished into thin air, but I've lived on Wolf long enough to
know you can't trust your eyes here. I said so, and the kid swore again,
gulping, more upset than he wanted to admit. "Does this kind of thing
happen often?"
"All
the time," his companion assured him soberly, with a sidewise wink at me.
I didn't return the wink.
The
kid wouldn't let it drop. "Where did you learn their lingo, Mr.
Cargill?"
"I've b^en on Wolf a long time," I
said, spun on my heel and walked toward Headquarters. I tried not to hear, but
their voices followed me anyhow, discreetly lowered, but not lowered enough.
"Kid,
don't you know who he is? That's Cargill of the Secret Service! Six years ago
he was the best man in Intelligence, before—" The voice lowered another
decibel, and then there was the kid's voice asking, shaken, "But what the
hell happened to his face?"
I
should have been used to it by now. I'd been hearing it, more or less behind my
back, for six years. Well, if my luck held, I'd never hear it again. I strode
up the white steps of the skyscraper, to finish the arrangements that would
take me away from Wolf forever. To the other end of the Empire, to the other
end of
the galaxy—anywhere,
so long
as I
need not wear my past like
a medallion
around my neck, or blazoned and branded on what
was left
of my
ruined face.
CHAPTER TWO
The Terran Empire
has set
its blazon
on four
hundred planets circling more
than three hundred suns. But
no matter
what the color of
the sun,
the number
of moons
overhead, or the geography of the
planet, once you step inside
a Headquarters
building, you are on Earth.
And Earth
would be alien to many who
called themselves Earthmen, judging by
the strangeness I always
felt when I stepped into
that marble-and-glass world inside
the skyscraper.
I heard
the sound of my steps ringing
into thin resonance along the
marble corridor, and squinted my eyes, readjusting them painfully to the cold
yellowness of the lights.
The Traffic Division
was efficiency
made insolent, in glass and chrome,
and polished
steel, mirrors and windows and
looming electronic clerical machines.
Most of one wall was
taken up by a
TV monitor
which gave a
view of the spaceport; a vast open space
lighted with blue-white mercury vapor lamps, and a chairied-down
skyscraper of a starship, littered over with swarming ants.
The process
crew was getting the big ship
ready for skylift tomorrow morning.
I gave it
a second
and then
a third
look. I'd be on it
when it lifted. -
Turning away from
the monitored
spaceport, I watched myself stride forward
in the
mirrored surfaces that were everywhere; a tall man, a
lean man, bleached out by
years under a red sun, and
deeply scarred on both cheeks
and around the mouth; Even after
six years
behind a desk, my neat business
clothes—suitable for an
Earthman with a desk job—didn't fit quite right, and
I still
rose unconsciously on the balls of
my feet,
approximating the lean stooping walk
of a Dry-towner from the Coronis
plains.
The clerk behind
the sign
marked TRANSPORTATION was a little rabbit
of a
man with
a sunlamp
tan, barricaded by a small-sized spaceport of
desk, and looking as if
lie liked
being shut up there.
He looked
up in
civil inquiry.
"Can I do something
for you?"
"My name's
Cargill. Have you a pass
for me?"
He stared. A
free pass aboard a starship
is rare
except for professional spacemen, which I
obviously wasn't. "Let me check my
records," he hedged,
and punched
scanning buttons on the
glassy surface. Shadows came and
went, and I saw myself half-reflected,
a tipsy
shadow in a flurry of
racing colors. The pattern finally
stabilized and the clerk read
off names.
"Brill, Cameron ... ah,
yes. Cargill,
Race Andrew, Department 38, transfer transportation. Is that you?"
I admitted it
and he
started punching more buttons when
the sound of the
name made connection in whatever
desk-clerks use for a brain.
He stopped
with his hand halfway to
the button.
"Are you Race
Cargill of the Secret Service,
sir? The Race Cargill?"
"It's right
there," I said, gesturing wearily
at the
projected pattern under the
glassy surface.
"Why, I thought—I
mean, everybody took it for
granted -mat is, I heard-"
"You thought
Cargill had been killed a
long time ago because his name
never turned up in news
dispatches any more?" I grinned sourly,
seeing my image dissolve in
blurring shadows, and feeling the
long-healed scar on my mouth
draw up to make
the grin
hideous. "I'm Cargill, all right.
I've been up on Floor 38
for six
years, holding down a desk
any clerk could handle. You for instance."
He gaped. He
was a
rabbit of a man who
had never
stepped out of the
safe familiar boundaries of the
Terran Trade City. "You mean you're the man who
went to Charin in disguise, and
routed out The Lisse? The
man who
scouted the Black Ridge
and ShainsaP
And you've been
working at a desk
upstairs all these years? It's—hard
to believe,
sir."
My mouth
twitched. It had been hard
for me
to believe
while I was doing
it. "The pass?"
"Bight away, sir." He punched buttons and a
printed chip of plastic extruded from
a slot
on the
desk top. "Your fingerprint, please?" He pressed my finger into the still-soft
surface of the plastic, indelibly recording the print; waited a moment for it
to harden, then laid the chip in the slot of a pneumatic tube. I heard it
whoosh away.
"They'll
check your fingerprint against that when you board the ship. Skylift isn't till
dawn, but you can go aboard as soon as the process crew finishes with
her." He glanced at the monitor screen, where the swarming crew were still doing inexplicable things to the immobile
spacecraft. "It will be another hour or two. Where are you going, Mr.
Cargfll?"
"Some planet in the Hyades Cluster. Vainwal, I think, something like that."
"What's it like there?"
"How should I know?" I'd never been
there either. I only knew that Vainwal had a red sun, and that the Terran
Legate could use a trained Intelligence officer. And not pin him down to a desk.
There
was respect, and even envy in the little man's voice. "Could I—buy you a
drink before you go aboard, Mr. Cargill?" -
"Thanks,
but I have a few loose ends to tie up." I didn't, but I was damned if I'd
spend my last hour on Wolf under the eyes of a deskbound rabbit who preferred
his adventure safely secondhand.
But
after I'd left the office and the building, I almost wished I'd taken him up on
it. It would be at least an hour before I could board the starship, with
nothing to do but hash over old memories, better forgotten.
The
sun was lower now. Phi Coronis is a dim star, a dying star, and once past the
crimson zenith of noon, its light slants into a long pale-reddish twilight.
Four of Wolfs five moons were clustered in a pale
bouquet overhead, mingling thin violet moonlight into the crimson dusk.
The
shadows were blue and purple in the empty square as I walked across the stones
and stood looking down one of the side streets.
A few steps, and I
was in an untidy slum which might have been on another world from the neat
bright Trade City which lay west of the spaceport. The Kharsa was alive and
reeking with the sounds and smells of human and half-human life. A naked child,
diminutive and golden-furred, darted between two of the chinked pebble-houses,
and disappeared, spilling fragile laughter like breaking glass.
A
little beast, half snake and half cat, crawled across a roof, spread leathery
wings, and flapped to the ground. The sour pungent reek of incense from the
open street-shrine made my nostrils twitch, and a hulked form inside, not
human, cast me a surly green glare as I passed.
I
turned, retracing my steps. There was no danger, of course, so close to the
Trade City. Even on such planets as Wolf, Terra s laws are respected within
earshot of their gates. But there had been rioting here and in Charm during the
last month. After the display of mob violence this afternoon, a lone Terran,
unarmed, might turn up as a solitary corpse flung on the steps of the HQ
building.
There had been a time when I had walked alone
from Shainsa to the Polar Colony. I had known how to melt into this kind of
night, shabby and inconspicuous, a worn shirt-cloak hunched round my shoulders,
weaponless except for the razor-sharp skean in the clasp of the cloak; walking
on the balls of my feet like a Dry-towner, not looking or sounding or smelling
like an Earthman.
That
rabbit in the Traffic office had stirred up things Yd be wiser to forget. It had been six years; six
years of slow death behind a desk, since the day when Rakhal Sensar had left me
a marked man; death-warrant written on my scarred face anywhere outside the
narrow confines of the Terran law on Wolf.
Rakhal Sensar—my fists clenched with the old
impotent hate. If I
could get my hands on html
It had been Rakhal who first led me through
the byways of the Kharsa, teaching me the jargon of a dozen tribes, the
chirping call of the Ya-men, the way of the catmen of the rain-forests, the
argot of thieves markets, the walk and step of the Dry-towners from Shainsa and
Daillon and Ardcar-ran—the parched cities of dusty, salt stone which spread out
in the bottoms of Wolfs vanished oceans. Rakhal was from Shainsa, human, tall
as an Earthman, weathered by salt and sun, and he had worked for Terran
Intelligence since we were boys. We had traveled all over our world together,
and found it good.
And then, for some reason I had never known,
it had come to an end. Even now I was not wholly sure why he had erupted, that
day, into violence and a final explosion. Then he had disappeared, leaving me a
marked man. And a lonely one: Juli had gone with him.
I
strode the streets of the slum unseeing, my thoughts running a familiar
channel. Juli, my kid sister, clinging around Bakhal's neck,
her gray eyes hating me. I had never seen her again.
That
had been six years ago. One more adventure had shown me that my usefulness to
the Secret Service was over. Rakhal had vanished, but he had left me a legacy:
my name, written on the sure scrolls of death anywhere outside the safe boundaries
of Terran law. A marked man, I had gone back to slow stagnation behind a desk.
I'd stood it as long as I could.
When it finally got too bad, Magnusson had
been sympathetic. He was the Chief of Terran Intelligence on Wolf, and I was
next in line for his job, but he understood when I quit. He'd arranged the
transfer and the pass, and I was leaving tonight.
I
was nearly back to the spaceport by now, across from the street-shrine at the
edge of the square. It was here that the little toy-seller had vanished. But it
was exactly like a thousand, a hundred thousand other such street-shrines on
Wolf, a smudge of incense reeking and stinking before the squatting image of
Nebran, the Toad God whose face and symbol are everywhere on Wolf. I stared for
a moment at the ugly idol, then slowly moved away.
The lighted curtains of the spaceport cafe
attracted' my attention and I went inside. A few spaceport personnel in storm
gear were drinking coffee at the counter, a pair of furred chaks, lounging beneath the mirrors at the far end, and a trio of Dry-towners,
rangy, weathered men in crimson and blue shirt cloaks, were standing at a wall
shelf, eating Terran food with aloof dignity.
In my business clothes I felt more
conspicuous than the chaks.
What place had a civilian
here, between the uniforms of the spacemen and the colorful brilliance of the
Dry-towners?
A
snub-nosed girl with alabaster hair came to take my order. I asked for \aco and bunlets, and carried the food to a wall shelf near the Dry-towners.
Their dialect fell soft and familiar on my ears. One of them, without altering
the expression on his face or the easy tone of his voice, began to make
elaborate comments on my entrance, my appearance, my ancestry and probably
personal habits, all defined in the colorfully obscene dialect of Shainsa.
That
had happened before. The Wolfan sense of humor is only half-human. The finest
joke is to criticize and insult a stranger, preferably an Earthman, to his very
face, in an unknown language, perfectly deadpan. In my civilian clothes I was
obviously fair game.
A look or gesture of resentment would have
lost face and dignity—what the Dry-towners call their kihar—permanently. I leaned over and remarked in their own dialect that I would, at some future and
unspecified time, appreciate the opportunity to return their compliments.
By
rights they should have laughed, made some barbed remark about my command of
language and crossed their hands in symbol of a jest decently reversed on themselves. Then we would have bought each other a drink,
and that would be that.
But
it didn't happen that way. Not this time. The tallest of the three whirled,
upsetting his drink in the process. I heard its thin shatter through the squeal
of the alabaster-haired girl, as a chair crashed over. They faced me three
abreast, and one of them fumbled in the clasp of his shirt-cloak.
I edged backward, my own hand racing up for a
skean I hadn't carried in six years, and fronted them squarely, hoping I could
face down the prospect of a roughhouse. They wouldn't kill me, this close to
the HQ, but at least I was in for an unpleasant mauling. I couldn't handle
three men; and if nerves were this taut in the Kharsa, I might get knifed. Quite by accident, of course.
The chaks moaned and gibbered. The Dry-towners glared at me and I tensed for the
moment when their steady stare would explode into violence.
Then
I became aware that they were gazing, not at me, but at something or someone
behind me. The skeans snicked back into the clasns of their c'oaks.
s
Then they broke rank, turned and ran. They ran, bhmdering into stools, leaving havoc of upset benches and broken
crockery in their wake. One man barged into the counter, swore and ran on,
limping. I let my breath go. Something had put the fear of God into those
brutes, and it wasn't my own ugly mug. I turned and saw the girl.
She
was slight, with waving hair like spun black glass, circled with faint tracery
of stars. A black glass belt bound her narrow waist like
clasped hands, and her robe, stark white, bore an ugly
embroidery across the breasts, the flat sprawl of a conventionalized Toad God,
Nebran. Her features were delicate, chiseled, pale; a
Dry-town face, all human, all woman, but set in an alien and unearthly repose.
The great eyes gleamed red. They were fixed, almost unseeing, but the crimson
lips were curved with inhuman malice.
She stood motionless, looking at me as if
wondering why I had not run with the others. In half a second, the smile
flickered off and was replaced by a startled look of—recognition?
Whoever
and whatever she was, she had saved me a mauling. I started to phrase formal
thanks, then broke off in astonishment. The cafe had
emptied and we were entirely alone. Even the chaks had leaped through an open window —I saw the whisk of a disappearing
tail.
We
stood frozen, looking at one another while the Toad
God sprawled across her breasts rose and fell for half a dozen breaths.
Then I took one step forward, and she took
one step backward, at the same instant. In one swift movement she was outside
in the dark street. It took me only an instant to get into the street after
her, but as I stepped across the door there was a little stirring in the air,
like the rising of heat waves across the salt flats at noon. Then the
street-shrine was empty, and nowhere was there any sign of the girl. She had
vanished. She simply was not there.
I gaped at the empty shrine. She had stepped
inside and vanished, like a wraith of smoke, like—
—Like the little toy-seller they had hunted
out of the Kharsa.
There
were eyes in the street again and, becoming aware of where I was, I moved away.
The shrines of Nebran are on every corner of Wolf, but this is one instance
whew familiarity does not breed contempt. The street was dark and seemed
empty, but it was packed with all the little noises of living. I was not unobserved. And meddling with a street-shrine would be just as
dangerous as the skeans of my three loudmouthed Dry-town roughnecks.
I
turned and crossed the square for the last time, turning toward the loom of the
spaceship, filing the girl away as just another riddle of Wolf I'd never solve.
How wrong I wasl
CHAPTER
THREE
Fhom the spaceport gates, exchanging brief
greetings with the guards, I took a last look at the Kharsa. For a minute I
toyed with the notion of just disappearing down one of those streets. It's not
hard to disappear on Wolf, if you know how. And I knew, or had known once. Loyalty to Terra? What had Terra given me except a taste of
color and adventure, out there in the Dry-towns, and then taken it away again?
If
an Earthman is very lucky and very careful, he lasts about ten years in
Intelligence. I had had two years more than my share. I still knew enough to
leave my Terran identity behind like a worn-out jacket. I could seek out
Rakhal, settle our blood-feud, see Juli again. . . .
How could I see Juli again? As her husband's murderer? No other way. Blood-feud on Wolf
is a terrible and elaborate ritual of the code duello. And once I stepped
outside the borders of Terran law, sooner or later Rakhal and I-would meet. And
one of us would die.
I looked back, just once, at the dark
rambling streets away from the square. Then I turned toward the blue-white
lights that hurt my eyes, and the starship that loomed, huge and hateful,
before me.
A steward in white took my fingerprint and
led me to a coffin-sized chamber. He broueht me coffee and sandwiches—> I
hadn't, after all, eaten in the spaceport cafe—then got me into the skyhook and
strapped me, deftly and firmly, into the acceleration cushions, tugging at the
Garensen belts until I ached
all over. A long needle went into my arm—the narcotic that
would keep me safely drowsy
all through
the terrible tug of interstellar acceleration.
Doors clanged, buzzers
vibrated lower down in the
ship, men tramped the
corridors calling to one another
in the
language of the spaceports.
I understood
one word
in four.
I shut my eyes, not caring.
At the
end of
the trip
there would be another star, another
world, another language. Another life.
I had spent
all my
adult life on Wolf. Juli
had been
a child under the red star.
But it
was a
pair of wide crimson eyes and black hair combed
into ringlets like spun black
glass that went down
with me into the bottomless
pit of
sleep...
Someone was
shaking me.
"Ah, come on,
Cargill. Wake up, man. Shake
your boots!" My mouth, foul-tasting and stiff, fumbled at
the shapes
of words. "Wha' happened? Wha' y' want?" My eyes throbbed. When I got them
open I saw two men
in black
leathers bending over me.
We were
still inside gravity.
"Get out
of the
skyhook. You're coming with us."
"Wha'—" Even through
the layers
of the
sedative, that got to me. Only
a criminal,
under interstellar law, can be
removed from a passage-paid
starship once he has formally
checked in on board.
I was
legally, at this moment, on
my "planet of destination."
"I haven't
been charged—"
"Did I say you
had?" snapped one man.
"Shut up, he's
doped," the other said hurriedly.
"Look," he continued, pronouncing every word loudly
and distinctly,
"get up now, and
come with us. The co-ordinator
will hold up blastoff if we
don't get off in three
minutes, and Operations will scream.
Come on, please."
Then I was stumbling
along the lighted, empty corridor,
swaying between the two
men, foggily realizing the crew
must think me a
fugitive caught trying to leave
the planet.
The locks dilated.
A uniformed
spaceman watched .us, fussily regarding a
chronometer. He fretted. "The dispatcher's
office—"
"We're doing
the best
we can,"
the Spaceforce
man said.
"Can you walk, Cargill?"
I could, though my feet were a little shaky on
the ladders. The violet moonlight had deepened to mauve, and gusty winds spun
tendrils of grit across my face. The Spaceforce men shepherded me, one on
either side, to the gateway.
"What
the hell is all this? Is something wrong with my pass?"
The guard shook his head. "How would I know? Mag-nusson put out the order, take it
up with him." "Believe me," I muttered, "I will."
They
looked at each other. "Hell," said one, "he's not under arrest, we don't have to haul him around like a convict. Can you
walk all right now, Cargill? You know where the Secret Service office is, don't
you? Floor 38. The Chief wants you, and make it
fast."
I
knew it made no sense to ask questions, they obviously knew no more than I did.
I asked anyhow.
"Are
they holding the ship for me? I'm supposed to be leaving on it."
"Not that one," the guard answered,
jerking his head toward the spaceport. I looked back just in time to see the
dust-dimmed ship leap upward, briefly whitened in the field searchlights, and
vanish into the surging clouds above.
My
head was clearing fast, and anger speeded up the process. The HQ building was
empty in the dull silence of just before dawn. I had to rout out a dozing
elevator operator, and as the lift swooped upward my anger rose with it. I
wasn't working for Magnusson any more. What right had he, or anybody, to grab
me off an outbound starship like a criminal? By the time I barged into his
office, I was spoiling for a fight.
The Secret Service office was full of
grayish-pink morning and yellow lights left on from the night before.
Magnusson, at his desk, looked as if he'd slept in his rumpled uniform. He was
a big bull of a man, and his littered desk looked, as always, like the track of
a typhoon in the salt flats.
The
clutter was weighted down, here and there, with solidopic cubes of the five
Magnusson youngsters, and as usual, Magnusson was fiddling with one of the
cubes. He said, hot looking up, "Sorry to pull this at the last minute,
Race. There was just time to put out a pull order and get you off the ship, but
no time to explain."
I glared at him. "Seems
I can't even get off the planet without trouble! You raised hell all the
time I was here, but when I try to leave—what is this, anyhow? I'm sick of
being shoved around!"
Magnusson
made a conciliating gesture. "Wait until you hear—" he began, and
broke off, looking at someone who was sitting in the chair in front of his
desk, somebody whose back was turned to me. Then the person twisted and I
stopped cold, blinking and wondering if this were a hallucination and I'd wake
up in the starship's skyhook, far out in space.
Then
the woman cried, "Race, Racel Don't you
know me?"
I
took one dazed step and another. Then she flew across the space between us, her
thin arms tangling around my neck, and I caught her up, still disbelieving.
"Mil"
"Oh,
Race, I thought I'd die when Mack told me you were leaving tonight. It's been
the only thing that's kept me alive, knowing—knowing I'd see you." She
sobbed and laughed, her face buried in my shoulder.
I
let her cry for a minute, then held my sister at arm's
length. For a moment I had forgotten the six years that lay between us. Now I
saw them, all of them, printed plain on her face. Juli had been a pretty girl.
Six years had fined her face into beauty, but there was tension in the set of
her shoulders, and her grav eyes had looked on horrors.
She
looked tiny and thin and unbearably frail under the scanty folds of her fur
robe, a Dry-town woman's robe. Her wrists were manacled, the jeweled tight
bracelets fastened together by the links of a long fine chain of silvered gilt
that clashed a little, thinly, as her hands fell to her sides.
"What's wrong, Juli?
Where's Rakhal?"
She
shivered and now I could see that she was in a state of shock.
"Gone. He's gone, that's all I know. And—oh, Race, Race, he took Rindy with
him!"
From
the tone of her voice I had thought she was sobbing. Now I realized that her
eyes were dry; she was long past tears. Gently I unclasned her clenched fingers
and put her back
In the chair. She sat
like a doll, her hands
falling to her sides with a thin clash of chains. When I picked them up and laid them in her lap she let them lie there
motionless. I stood over her and demanded, "Who's
Rindy?" She didn't move.
"My
daughter, Race. Our little girl."
Magnusson broke in, his voice harsh.
"Well, Cargill, should I have let you leave?" "Don't be a damn
fool!"
"I
was afraid you'd tell the poor kid she had to live with her own mistakes,"
growled Magnusson. "You're capable of it."
For the first time Juli showed a sign of
animation. "I was afraid to come to you, Mack. You never wanted me to
marry Rakhal, either."
"Water
under the bridge," Magnusson grunted. "And I've got lads of my own,
Miss Cargill—Mrs.—" he stopped in distress, vaguely remembering
that in the Dry-towns an improper form of address can be a deadly insult.
But she guessed his predicament.
"You used to call me
Juli, Mack. It will do now."
"You've
changed," he said quietly. "Juli, then. Tell
Race what you told me. All of it."
She turned to me. "I
shouldn't have come for myself—"
I
knew that. Juli was proud, and she had always had the courage to live with her
own mistakes. When I first saw her, I knew this wouldn't be anything so simple as the complaint of an abused wife or even an
abandoned or deserted mother. I took a chair, watching her and listening.
She
began. "You made a mistake when you turned Rakhal out of the Service,
Mack. In his way he was the most loyal man you had on Wolf."
Magnusson had evidently not expected her to
take this tack. He scowled and looked disconcerted, shifting uneasily in his
big chair, but when Juli did not continue, obviously awaiting his answer, he
said, "Juli, he left me no choice. I never knew how his mind worked. That
final deal he engineered—have you any idea how much that cost the Service?
And have you taken -a good look at your brother's face, Juli girl?"
Juli
raised her eyes slowly, and I saw her flinch. I knew how she felt For three years I had kept my mirror covered, growing an
untidy straggle of beard because
it hid
the scars
and saved me the
ordeal of facing myself to
shave.
Juli whispered,
"Rakhal's is just
as bad.
Worse."
"That's some satisfaction,"
I said,
and Mack
stared at us, baffled. "Even now I don't know
what it was all about."
"And you never
will," I said for the
hundredth time. "We've been over this
before. Nobody could understand it unless he'd lived in
the Dry-towns.
Let's not talk about it.
You talk, Juli. What
brought you here like this?
What about the lad?"
"There's no way
I can
tell you the end without
telling you the beginning,"
she said
reasonably. "At first Rakhal worked
as a trader in Shainsa."
I wasn't surprised.
The Dry-towns
were the core of Terran
trade on Wolf, and
it was
through their cooperation that Terra existed here peaceably, on a world only
half human, or less.
The men of
the Dry-towns
existed strangely poised between two
worlds. They had made dealings
with the first Terran ships, and
thus gave entrance to the
wedge of the Terran Empire. And
yet they
stood proud and apart. They
alone had never yielded
to the
Terranizing which overtakes all Empire planets
sooner or later.
There were no
Trade Cities in the Dry-towns;
an Earth-man
who went
there unprotected faced a thousand
deaths, each one worse than the
last. There were those who
said that the men of Shainsa
and Daillon
and Ardcarran
had sold
the rest of Wolf
to the
Terrans, to keep the Terrans
from their own door.
Even Rakhal,
who had
worked with Terra since boyhood,
had finally come to
a point
of decision
and gone
his own
way. And it was
not Terra's
way.
That was
what Juli was saying now.
"He didn't like
what Terra was doing on
Wolf. I'm not so sure I
like it myself—"
Magnusson interrupted her again. "Do you.
know -wntft Wolf was like when we came
here? Have you seen the
Slave Colony, the Idiot's Village? Your
own brother
went to Shainsa and routed out
The Lisse."
"And Rakhal
helped him!" Juli reminded him.
"Even after he left you, he
tried to keep out of
things. He could have told them a good deal that would hurt
you, after ten years in Intelligence, you know."
I
knew. It was, although I wasn't going to tell Juli this, one reason why, at the
end—during that terrible explosion of violence which no normal Terran mind
could comprehend— I had done my best to kill him. We had both known that after
this, the planet would not hold the two of us. We could both go on living only
by dividing it unevenly. I had been given the slow death of the Terran Zone.
And he had all the rest.
"But he never told them anything! I tell
you, he was one of the most loyal—"
Mack grunted, "Yeah,
he's an angel. Go ahead."
She
didn't, not immediately. Instead she asked what sounded like an irrelevant
question. "Is it true what he told me? That the Empire has a standing
offer of a reward for a working model of a matter transmitter?"
"That
offer's been standing for three hundred years, Terran reckoning. One million
credits cash Don't tell me he was figuring to invent
one?"
"I
don't think so. But I think he heard rumors about one. He said with that kind
of money he could bargain the Terrans right out of Shainsa. That was where it
started. He began coming and going at odd times, but he never said any more
about it. He wouldn't talk to me at aU."
"When was all
this?"
"About four months
ago."
"In other words, just about the time of
the riots in Charm."
She
nodded. "Yes. He was away in Charin when the Ghost Wind blew, and he came
back with knife cuts in his thigh. I asked if he had been mixed-up in the
anti-Terran rioting, but he wouldn't tell me. Race, I don't know anything about
politics. I don't really care. But just about that time, the Great House in
Shainsa changed hands. I'm sure Rakhal had something to do with that.
"And
then—" Juli twisted her chained hands together in her lap—"he tried
to mix Rindy up in it. It was crazy, awful! He'd brought her some sort of
nonhuman toy from one of the lowland towns, Charin I think. It was a weird
thing, scared me. But he'd sit Rindy down in the sunlight and have her look Into it, and Rindy would gabble all sorts of nonsense about
little men and birds and a toymaker."
The
chains about Juli's wrists clashed as she twisted her hands together. I stared
somberly at the fetters. The chain, which was long, did not really hamper her
movements much. Such chains were symbolic ornaments, and most Dry-town women
went all their lives with fettered hands. But even after the years I'd spent in
the Dry-towns, the sight still brought an uneasiness
to my throat, a vague discomfort
"We had a terrible fight over
that," Juli went on. "I was afraid, afraid of what it was doing to
Rindy. I threw it out, and Rindy woke up and screamed—" Juli checked
herself and caught at vanishing self-control.
"But
you don't want to hear about that. It was then I threatened to leave him ,and take Rindy. The next day—" Suddenly the
hysteria Juli had been forcing back broke free, and she rocked back and forth
in her chair, shaken and strangled with sobs. "He took Rindyl Oh, Race,
he's crazy, crazy. I think he hates Rindy, he—he, Race, he smashed her toys. He took every toy the child had and broke
them one by one, smashed,them into powder, every toy
the child had-"
"Juli, please, please," Magnusson
pleaded, shaken. "If we're dealing with a maniac—"
"I don't dare think he'd harm her! He
warned me not to come here, or I'd never see her again, but if it meant war
against Terra I had to come. But Mack, please, don't
do anything against him, please, please. He's got my baby, he's got my little
girl . . ." Her voice failed and she buried her face in her hands.
Mack picked up the solidopic cube of his
five-year-old . son, and
turned it between his pudgy fingers, saying unhappily, "Juli, well take
every precaution. But can't you see, we've got to get
him? If there's a question of a matter transmitter, or anything like that, in
the hands of Terra's enemies—"
I could see that, too, but Juli's agonized
face came between me and the picture of disaster. I clenched my fist around
the chair arm, not surprised to see the fragile plastic buckle, crack and split
under my grip. // it
had been RakhaTs neck....
"Mack, let me handle this. Juli, shall I
find Rindy for you?"
A
hope was born in her ravaged face, and died, while I looked. "Race, he'd
kill you. Or have you killed."
"He'd
try," I admitted. The moment Rakhal knew I was outside the Terran zone,
I'd walk with death. I had accepted the code during my years in Shainsa. But
now I was an Earthman and felt only contempt.
"Can't
you see? Once he knows I'm at large, that very code of his will force him to
abandon any intrigue, whatever you call it, conspiracy, and come after me
first. That way we do two things: we get him out of hiding, and we get him out
of the conspiracy, if there is one."
I
looked at the shaking Juli and something snapped. I stooped and lifted her, not gently, my hands
biting her shoulders. "And I won't kill him, do you hear? He may wish I
had; by the time I get through with him—I'll beat the living hell out of him;
I'll cram my fists down his throat. But 111 settle it with him like an
Earthman. I won't kill him. Hear me, Juli? Because
that's the worst thing I could do to him—catch him and let him live
afterward]"
Magnusson
stepped toward me and pried my crushing hands off her arms. Juli rubbed the
bruises mechanically, not knowing she was doing it Mack said, "You can't
do it, Cargill. You wouldn't get as far as Daillon. You haven't been out of the
zone in six years. Besides—"
His eyes rested full on my face. "I hate
to say this, Race, but damn it, man, go and take a
good look at yourself in a mirror. Do you think I'd ever have pulled you off
the Secret Service otherwise? How in hell can you disguise yourself now?"
"There are plenty of scared men in the
Dry-towns," I said. "Rakhal will remember my scars, but I don't think
anyone else would look twice."
Magnusson walked to the window. His huge form
bulked against the light, perceptibly darkening the office. He looked over the
faraway panorama, the neat bright Trade City below and the vast wilderness
lying outside. I could -almost hear the wheels grinding in his head. Finally he
swung around.
"Race,
I've- heard these rumors before. But you're the only man I could have sent to
track them down, and I wouldn't send you out in cold blood to be killed. I
won't now. Space-force will pick him up."
I
heard the harsh inward gasp of Juli"s breath and
said, "Damn it, no. The first move you make—" I couldn't finish.
Rindy was in his hands, and when I knew Rakhal, he hadn't been given to making
idle threats. We all three knew what Rakhal might do at the first hint of the
long arm of Terran law reaching out for him.
I
said, "For God's sake let's keep Spaceforce out of it. Let it look like a
personal matter between Rakhal and me, and let us settle it on those terms.
Remember he's got the kid."
Magnusson sighed. Again he picked up one of
the cubes and stared into the clear plastic, where the three-dimensional image
of a nine-year-old girl looked out at him, smiling and innocent. His face was
transparent as the plastic cube. Mack acts tough, but he has five kids and he
is as soft as a dish of pudding where a kid is concerned.
"I
know. Another thing, too. If we send out Spaceforce,
after all the riots—how many Terrans are on this planet? A
few thousand, no more. What chance would we have, if it turned into a
full-scale rebellion? None at all, unless we wanted to order
a massacre. Sure, we have bombs and dis-guns and all that.
But
would we dare to use them? And where would we be after that? We're here to keep
the pot from boiling over, to keep out of planetary incidents, not push them along to a point where bluff won't work.
That's why we've got to pick up Rakhal before this gets out of hand."
I said, "Give me a month. Then you can
move in, if you have to. Rakhal can't do much against Terra in that time. And I
might be able to keep Rindy out of it."
Magnusson
stared at me, hard-eyed. "If you do this against my advice, I won't be
able to step in and pull you out of a jam later on, you know. And God help you
if you start up the machines and can't stop them."
I
knew that. A month wasn't much. Wolf is forty thousand miles of diameter, at
least half unexplored; mountain- and forest swarming with nonhuman and
semi-human cities where Terrans had never been.
Finding Rakhal, or any one man, would be like
picking out one star in the Andromeda nebula. Not impossible. Not quite impossible.
Mack's
eyes wandered again to his child's face, deep in the transparent cube. He
turned it in his hands. "Okay, Car-gill," he said slowly, "so
we're all crazy. I'll be crazy too. Try it your way."
CHAPTER
FOUR
By sunset I was ready to leave. I hadn't had any loose
ends to tie up in the Trade City, since I'd already disposed of most of my gear
before boarding the starship. I'd never been in better circumstances to take
off for parts unknown.
Mack,
still disapproving, had opened the files to me, and I'd spent most of the day
in the back rooms of Floor 38, searching Intelligence files to refresh my
memory, scanning the pages of my own old reports sent years ago from Shainsa
and Daillon. He had sent out one of the nonhumans who worked for us, to buy or
acquire somewhere in the Old Town a Dry-towner's outfit and the other things I
would wear and carry.
I
would haye liked to go myself. I felt that I needed the practice. I was only
now beginning to realize how much I might have forgotten in the years behind a
desk. But until I was ready to make my presence known, no one must know that
Race Cargill had not left Wolf on the starship.
Above
all, I must not be seen in the Kharsa until I went there in the Dry-town
disguise which had become, years ago, a deep second nature, almost an alternate
personality.
About
sunset I walked through the clean little streets of the Terran Trade City
toward the Magnusson home where Juli was waiting for me.
Most of the men who go into Civil Service of
the Empire come from Earth, or from the close-in planets of Proxima and Alpha
Centaurus. They go out unmarried, and they stay that way, or marry women native
to the planets where they are sent.
But
Joanna Magnusson was one of the rare Earth women who had come out with her
husband, twenty years ago. There are two kinds of Earthwomen like that. They
make their quarterings a little bit of home, or a little bit of hell. Joanna
had made their house look like a transported corner of Earth.
I
never knew quite what to think of the Magnusson household, It
seemed to me almost madness to live under a red sun, yet come inside to yellow
light, to live on a world with the wild beauty of Wolf and yet live as they
might have lived on their home planet. Or maybe I was the one who was out of
step. I had done the reprehensible thing they called "going native."
Possibly I had done just that, and in absorbing myself into the new world, had
lost the ability to fit into the old.
Joanna,
a chubby comfortable woman in her'forties, opened the door and gave me her
hand. "Come in, Race. Juli's expecting you."
"It's
good of you." I broke off, unable to express my gratitude. Juli and I had
come from Earth—our father had been an officer on the old starship Landfall when Juli was only a child. He had died in a
wreck off Procyon, and Mack Magnusson had found me a place in Intelligence
because I spoke four of the Wolf languages and haunted the Kharsa with Rakhal
whenever I could get away.
They
had also taken Juli into their own home, like a younger sister. They hadn't said much—because
they had liked Rakhal—when the breakup came. But that terrible night when
Rakhal and I nearly killed each other, and Rakhal came
with his face bleeding and took Juli away with him, had hurt them hard. Yet it
had made them all the kinder to me.
Joanna said forthrightly, "Nonsense,
Racel What else could we do?" She drew me along
the halL "You can talk in here."
I
delayed a minute before going through the door she
indicated. "How is Juli?"
"Better,
I think. I put heT to bed in Meta's room, and she slept most of
the day. She'll be all right. I'll leave you to talk." Joanna opened the
door, and went away.
Juli was awake and dressed, and already some
of the terrible frozen horror was gone from her face. She was still tense and
devil-ridden, but not hysterical now.
The room, one of the children's bedrooms,
wasn't a big one. Even at the top of the Secret Service, a cop doesn't live too
well. Not on Terra's Civil Service pay scale. Not, with five youngsters. It
looked as if all five of the kids had taken it to pieces, one at a time.
I
sat down on a too-low chair and said, "Juli, we haven't much time, I've
got to be out of the city before dark. I want to know about Rakhal, what he does,
what he's like now. Remember, I haven't seen him for years. Tell me everything—his
friends, his amusements, everything you know."
"I
always thought you knew him better than I did." Juli had a fidgety little
way of coiling the finks of the chain around her wrists and it made me nervous.
"It's
routine, Juli. Police work. Mostly I play by ear, but I try to start out by
being methodical."
She
answered everything I asked her, but the sum total wasn't much and it wouldn't
help much. As I said, it's easy to disappear on Wolf. Juli knew he had been
friendly with the new holders of the Great House on Shainsa, but she didn't
even know their name.
I
heard one of the Magnusson children fly to the street door and return, shouting
for her mother. Joanna knocked at the door of the room and came in.
"There's a Chak outside who iwants to see you, Race."
I
nodded. "Probably my fancy dress. Can I change in
the back room, Joanna? Will you keep my clothes here till I get back?"
I
went to the door and spoke to the furred nonhuman in the sibilant jargon of the
Kharsa and he handed me what looked like a bundle of rags. There were hard
lumps inside. The chak said softly, "I hear a rumor in the
Kharsa, Rows. Perhaps it will help you. Three men from Shainsa are in the city.
They came here to seek a woman who has vanished, and a toymaker. They are
returning at sunrise. Perhaps you can arrange to travel in their caravan."
I thanked him and carried the bundle inside.
In the empty back room I stripped to the skin and unrolled the bundle. There
was a pair of baggy striped breeches, a worn and shabby shirtcloak with
capacious pockets, a looped belt with half the gilt rubbed away and the base
metal showing through, and a scuffed pair of ankle-boots tied with frayed
thongs of different colors. There was a little cluster of amulets and seals. I
chose two or three of the commonest kind, and strung them around my neck.
One
of the lumps in the bundle was a small jar, holding nothing but the ordinary
spices sold in the market, with which the average Dry-towner flavors food. I
rubbed some of the powder on my body, put a pinch in the pocket of my
shirtcloak, and chewed a few of the buds, wrinkling my nose at the
long-unfamiliar pungency.
The
second lump was a skean, and unlike the worn and shabby garments, this was
brand-new and sharp and bright, and its edge held a razor glint. I tucked it
into the clasp of my shiftcloak, a reassuring weight. It was the only weapon I
could dare to carry.
The
last of the solid objects in the bundle was a flat wooden case, about nine by
ten inches. I slid it open. It was divided carefully into sections cushioned
with sponge-absorbent plastic, and in them lay tiny
slips of glass, on Wolf as precious as jewels. They were lenses—camera lenses,
microscope lenses, even eyeglass lenses. Packed close, there were nearly a
hundred of them nested by the shock-absorbent stuff.
They were my excuse for travel to Shainsa.
Over and above the necessities of trade, a few items of Terran manufacture—vacuum
tubes, transistors, lenses for cameras and binoculars, liquors and finery
forged small tools—are literally worth their weight in platinum.
Even
in cities where Terrans have never gone, these things bring exorbitant prices,
and trading in them is a Dry-town privilege. Rakhal had been a trader, so Juli told
me, in fine wire and surgical, instruments. Wolf is not a mechanized planet,
and has never developed any indigenous industrial system;,
the psychology of the nonhuman seldom runs to technological advances.
I went down the hallway again to the room
where Juli was waiting. Catching a glimpse in a full-length mirror, I was
startled. All traces of the Terran civil servant, clumsy and uncomfortable in
his ill-fitting clothes, had dropped away. A Dry-towner, rangy and scarred,
looked out at me, and it seemed that the expression on his face was one of
amazement.
Joanna whirled as I came into the room and
visibly paled before, recovering her self-control, she gave a nervous little
giggle. "Goodness, Race, I didn't know you!"
Juli
whispered, "Yes, I—I remember you better like that. You're—you look so
much like—"
The
door flew open and Mickey Magnusson scampered into the room, a chubby little
boy browned by a Terra-type sunlamp and glowing with health. In his hand he
held some sparkling thing that gave off tiny flashes and glints of color.
I
gave the kid a grin before I realized that I was disguised anyhow and probably
a hideous sight. The little boy backed off, but Joanna put her plump hand on
his shoulder, murmuring soothing things.
Mickey
toddled toward Juli; holding up the shining thing in his hands as if to display
something very precious and beloved. Juli bent and held out her arms, then her
face contracted and she snatched at the plaything.
"Mickey, what's that?"
He thrust it protectively
behind his back. "Mine!"
"Mickey, don't be naughty," Joanna
chided.
"Please
let me see," Juli coaxed, and he brought it out, slowly, still suspicious.
It was an angled prism of crystal, star-shaped, set in a frame which could get
the star spinning like a solidopic. But it displayed a new and comical face
every time it was turned.
Mickey turned it round and round, charmed at
being the center of attention. There seemed to be dozen of faces, shifting with
each spin of the prism, human and nonhuman, all dim and slightly distorted. My
own face, Juli's, Joanna's came out of the crystal surface, not a reflection
but a caricature.
A choked sound from Juli made me turn in
dismay. She had let herself drop to the floor and was sitting there, white as
death, supporting herself with her two hands.
"Race! Find out where he pot
that—that thing!"
I
bent and shook her. "What's the matter with you?" I demanded. She had
lapsed into the dazed, sleepwalking horror of this morning. She whispered,
"It's not a toy. Rindy had one. Joanna, where did he get UP" She pointed at the shining thing with an expression
of horror which would have been laughable bad it been less teal, less filled
with terror.
Joanna cocked her head to one side and
wrinkled her forehead, reflectively. "Why, I don't know, now you come to
ask me. I thought maybe one of the chaks had given
it to Mickey. Bought it in the bazaar, maybe. He loves
it. Do get up off the floor, Julil"
Juli
scrambled to her feet. She said, "Rindy had one. It^-it terrified me. She
would sit and look at it by the hour, and— I told you about it, Race. I threw
it out once, and she woke up and screamed. She shrieked for hours and hours and
she ran out in the dark and dug for it in the trash pile, where I'd buried it.
She went out in the dark, broke all her fingernails, but she dug it out
again." She checked herself, staring at Joanna, her eyes wide in appeal.
"Well, dear," said Joanna with
mild, rebuking kindness, "you needn't be so upset. I don't think Mickey's
so attached to it as all that, and anyhow I'm not going to throw it away."
She patted Juli reassuringly on the shoulder, then gave Mickey a little shove
toward the door and turned to follow him. "You'll want to talk alone
before Race leaves. Good luck, wherever you're going, Race." She held out
her hand forthrightly.
"And
don't worry about Juli," she .added" in an undertone. "We'll
take good care of her."
When
I came back to Juli she was standing by the window, looking through the oddly
filtered glass that dimmed the red sun to orange. "Joanna thinks I'm
crazy, Race."
"She thinks you're upset."
"Rindy's an odd child, a real
Dry-towner. But
it's not my imagination, Race, it's not There's something—" Suddenly she
sobbed aloud again.
"Homesick,
Juli?"
"I was, a little, the first years. But I
was happy, believe me." She turned her face to me, shining with tears.
"You've got to believe I never regretted it for a minute."
"I'm glad," I
said dully. That
made it just fine.
"Only that toy-"
"Who knows? It might be a clue to
something." The toy had reminded me of something, too, and I tried to
remember what it was. I'd seen nonhuman toys in the Kharsa, even bought them
for Mack's lads. When a single man is invited frequently to a home with five
youngsters, it's about the only way he can repay that hospitality, by bringing
the children odd trifles and knicknacks. But I had never seen anything quite
like this one, until—
—Until
yesterday. The toy-seller they had hunted out of the Kharsa, the one who had
fled into the shrine of Nebran and vanished. He had had half a dozen of those
prism-and-star sparklers.
I
tried to call up a mental picture of the little toy-seller. I didn't have much
luck. I'd seen him only in that one swift glance from beneath his hood.
"Juli, have yob ever seen a little man, like a chak only smaller, twisted, hunchbacked? He sells toys—"
She looked blank. "I don't think so,
although there are dwarf chaks in
the Polar Cities. But I'm sure I've never seen one."
"It was fust an idea." But it was
something to think about. A toy-seller had vanished. Rakhal, before
disappearing, had smashed all Rindy's toys. And the sight of a plaything of
cunningly-cut crystal had sent Juli into hysterics.
"I'd
better go before it's too dark," I said. I buckled the final clasp of my
shirtcloak, fitted my skean another notch into it, and counted the money Mack
had advanced me for expenses. "I want to get into the Kharsa and hunt up
the caravan to Shainsa."
"You're going there
first?"
"Where else?"
Juli turned, leaning one hand against the
wall. She looked frail and ill, years older than she was. Suddenly she flung
her thin arms around me, and a link of the chain on her fettered hands struck
me hard, as she cried out, "Race, Race, he'll kill you! How can I live
with that on my conscience too?"
"You can live with a hell of a lot on
your conscience." I disengaged her arms firmly from my neck. A link of the
chain caught on the clasp of my shirtcloak, and again something snapped inside
me. I grasped the chain in my two hands and gave a jnighty heave, bracing my
foot against the wall. The links snapped asunder. A flying end struck Juli
under the eye. I ripped at the seals of the jeweled cuffs, tore them from her
arms, and threw the whole assembly Into a corner,
where it fell with a clash.
"Damn it," I roared, "that's
overl You're never going to wear those things again!" Maybe after six years in the Dry-towns, Juli was
beginning to guess what those six years behind a desk had meant to me.
"Juli,
I'll find your Rindy for you, and I'll bring Rakhal in alive. But don't ask more
than that. Just alive. And don't ask me how."
He'd be alive when I got through with him.
Sure, he'd be alive. Just
CHAPTER
FIVE
It was getting dark when I slipped through a side gate, shabby and
inconspicuous, into the spaceport square. Beyond the yellow lamps, I knew that
the old city was beginning to take on life with the falling night Out of the
chinked pebble-houses, men and woman, human and nonhuman, came forth into the
moonlit streets.
If
anyone noticed me cross the square, which I doubted, they took me for just
another Dry-town vagabond, curious about the world of the strangers from beyond
the stars, and who, curiosity satisfied, was drifting back where he belonged. I
turned down one of the dark alleys that led away, and soon was walking in the
dark.
The
Kharsa was not unfamiliar to me as a Terran, but for the last six years I had
seen only its daytime face. I doubted if there were a dozen Earthmen in the Old
Town tonight, though I saw one in the bazaar, dirty and lurching drunk; one of
those who run renegade and homeless between worlds, belonging to neither. This
was what I had nearly become.
I went further up the hill with the rising
streets. Once I turned, and saw below me the bright-lighted spaceport, the
black many-windowed loom of the skyscraper like a patch of alien shadow in the
red-violet moonlight. I turned my back on them and walked on.
At the fringe of the thieves market I paused
outside a wineshop where Dry-towners were made welcome. A gplden nonhuman child
murmured something as she pattered by me, in the street, and I stopped, gripped
by a spasm of stagefright Had the dialect of Shainsa
grown rusty on my tongue? Spies were given short shrift on Wolf, and a mile from the spaceport, I might as well have
been on one of those moons. There were no spaceport shockers at my back now.
And someone might remember the tale of an Earthman with a scarred face who had
gone to Shainsa in disguise. . . .
I
shrugged the shirtcloak around my shoulders, pushed the door and went in. I had
remembered that Rakhal was waiting for me. Not beyond this door, but at the end
of the trail, behind some other door, somewhere. And we have a byword in Shainsa: A trail without beginning has no end.
Right
there I stopped thinking about Juli, Rindy, the Ter-ran Empire, or what Rakhal,
who knew too many of Terra's secrets, might do if he had turned renegade. My
fingers went up and stroked, musingly, the ridge of scar tissue along my mouth.
At that moment I was thinking only of Rakhal, of an unsettled blood-feud, and
of my revenge.
Red lamps were burning inside the wineshop,
where men reclined on frowsy couches. I stumbled over one of them, found an
empty place and let myself sink down on it, arranging myself automatically in
the sprawl of Dry-towners indoors. In public they stood, rigid and formal, even
to eat and drink. Among themselves, anything less than a loose-limbed sprawl
betrayed insulting watchfulness; only a man who fears secret murder keeps
himself on guard.
A girl with a tangled rope of hair down her
back came toward me. Her hands were unchained, meaning she was a woman of the lowest class, not worth safeguarding. Her fur smock was
shabby and matted with filth. I sent her for wine. When it came it was
surprisingly good, the sweet and treacherous wine of Ardcarran. I sipped it
slowly, looking round.
If a caravan for Shainsa were leaving
tomorrow, it would be known here. A word dropped that I was returning there
would bring me, by ironbound custom, an invitation to travel in their company.
When
I sent the woman for wine a second
time, a man on a nearby couch got up, and walked over
to me.
He was tall even for a Dry-towner, and there was something vaguely familiar about him. He was
no riffraff of the Kharsa, either, for his shirtcloak was of rich silk
interwoven with metallic threads, and crusted with heavy embroideries. The hilt
of his skean was carved from a single green gem. He stood looking down at me
for some time before he spoke.
"I
never forget a voice, although I cannot bring your face to mind. Have I a duty
toward you?"
I
had spoken a jargon to the girl, but he addressed me in the lilting, sing-song
speech of Shainsa. I made no answer, gesturing him to be seated. On Wolf,
formal courtesy requires a series of polite non sequiturs, and while a direct question merely borders on
rudeness, a direct answer is the mark of a simpleton, drink?*'
"I joined you unasked," he
retorted, and summoned the tangle-headed girl. "Bring us better wine than
this swill!"
With
that word and gesture I recognized him and my teeth clamped hard on my lip.
This was the loudmouth who had shown fight in the spaceport cafe, and run away
before the dark girl with the sign of Nebran sprawled on her breast.
But
in this poor light he had not recognized me. I moved deliberately into the full
red glow. If he did not know me for the Terran he had challenged last night in
the spaceport cafe, it was unlikely that anyone else would. He stared at me for
some minutes, but in the end he only shrugged and poured wine from the bottle
he had ordered.
Three drinks later I knew that his name was
Kryal and that he was a trader in wire and fine steel tools through the
nonhuman towns. And I had given him the name I had chosen, Rascar.
He asked, "Are you thinking of returning
to Shainsa?"
Wary
of a trap, I hesitated, but the question seemed harmless, so I only countered,
"Have you been long in the Kharsa?"
"Several
weeks."
"Trading?"
"No." He applied himself to the
wine again. "I was searching for a member of my family." "Did
you find him?"
"Her," said Kyral, and
ceremoniously spat. "No, I didn't
find her. What is your business in Shainsa?"
I chuckled briefly. "As a matter of
fact, I am searching for a member of my family."
He
narrowed his eyelids as if he suspected me of mocking him, but personal privacy
is the most rigid convention of the Dry-towns and such mockery showed a
sensible disregard for prying questions if I did not choose to answer them. He
questioned no further.
"I
can use an extra man to handle the loads. Are you good with pack animals? If so, you are welcome to travel, under the protection of my
caravan."
I
agreed. Then, reflecting that Juli and Rakhal must, after aU, be known in Shainsa, I asked, "Do you know a trader who calls himself Sensar?"
He
started slightly; I saw his eyes move along my scars. Then reserve, like a
lowered curtain, shut itself over his face, concealing a brief satisfied
glimmer. "No," he lied, and stood up.
"We
leave at first daylight. Have your gear ready." He flipped something at
me, and I caught it in midair. It was a stone incised with Kyral's name in the
ideographs of Shainsa. "You can' sleep with the caravan if you care to.
Show that token to Cuinn."
Kyral's caravan was encamped in a barred field past the furthest gates of the Kharsa. About a dozen men
were busy loading the" pack animals—horses shipped in from Darkover,
mostly. I asked the first man I met for Cuinn. He pointed out a burly fellow in
a shiny red shirtcloak, who was busy at chewing
out one of the young men for the way he'd put a packsaddle on his beast.
Shainsa
is a good language for cursing, but Cuinn had a special talent at it. I blinked in admiration while I waited for him to
get his breath so I could hand him Kyral's token.
In
the light of the fire I saw what I'd half expected: he was the second of the
Dry-towners who'd tried to rough me up in the spaceport cafe. Cuinn barely
glanced at the cut stone and tossed it back, pointing out one of the
packhorses. "Load your personal gear on that one, then get busy and show
this mush-headed wearer of sandals"—an insult carrying particularly
filthy implications in Shainsa—"how to fasten a packsrrap."
3Ä
He drew breath
and began
to swear
at the
luckless youngster again, and I
relaxed. He evidently hadn't recognized
me, either. I took
the strap
in my
hand, guiding it through the saddle loop. "Like that," I told the
kid, and Cuinn stopped swearing long
enough to give me a
curt nod of acknowledgment and point
out a
heap of boxed and crated
objects.
"Help him load
up. We
want to get clear of
the city
by daybreak," he ordered,
and went
off to
swear at someone else.
Kyral turned up
at dawn,
and a
few minutes
later the camp had vanished into
a small
scattering of litter and we
were on our way.
Kyral's caravan, in
spite of Cuinn's cursing, was
well-managed and well-handled. The men
were Dry-towners, eleven of them, silent
and capable
and most
of them
very young. They were cheerful on
the trail,
handled the pack
animals competently,
during the day, and spent
most of the nights grouped around
the fire,
gambling silently on the fall
of the cut-crystal prisms they used
for dice.
Three days out
of the
Kharsa I began to worry
about Cuinn.
It was
of course
a spectacular
piece of bad luck to
find all three of the men
from the spaceport cafe in
Kyral's caravan. Kyral had obviously
not known
me, and
even by daylight he paid
no attention
to me
exoept to give an occasional
order. The second of the
three was a gangling kid
who probably never gave
me a
second look, let alone a
third.
But Cuinn was
another matter. He was a
man my
own age, and his fierce eyes
had a shrewdness
in them
that I did not trust. More
than once I caught him
watching me, and on the two
or three
occasions when he drew me
into conversation, I found his
questions more direct than Dry-town
good manners allowed. I
weighed the possibility that I
might have to kill
him before
we reached
Shainsa.
We crossed
the foothills
and began
to climb
upward toward the mountains. The first
few days
I found
myself short of breath as we
worked upward into thinner air,
then my acclimatization returned
and I
began to fall into the
pattern of the days
and nights
on the
trail. The Trade City was still a beacon in the night, but its
glow on the horizon grew dimmer with each day's march.
Higher
we climbed, along dangerous trails where men had to dismount and let the pack
animals pick their way, foot by foot. Here in these altitudes the sun at
noonday blazed redder and brighter, and the Dry-towners, who come from the
parched lands in the sea-bottoms, were burned and blistered by the fierce
light I had grown up under the blazing sun of Terra, and a red sun like Wolf,
even at its hottest, caused me no discomfort This alone would have made me
suspect. Once again I found Cuinn's fierce eyes watching me.
As we crossed the passes and began to descend
the long trail through the thick forests, we got into nonhuman country. Racing
against the Ghost Wind, we skirted the country around Charm, and the woods
inhabited by the terrible Ya-men, birdlike creatures who turn cannibal when the
Ghost Wind blows.
Later
the trail wound through thicker forests of indigo trees and grayish-purple
brushwood, and at night we heard the howls of the carmen
of these latitudes. At night we set guards about the caravan, and the dark
spaces and shadows were filled with noises and queer smells and rustlings.
Nevertheless,
the day's marches and the night watches passed without event until the night I
shared guard with Cuinn. I had posted myself at the edge of the camp, the fire
behind me. The men were sleeping rolls of snores; huddled close around the
fire. The animals, hobbled with double ropes, front feet to hind feet, shifted
uneasily and let out long uncanny whines.
I heard Cuinn pacing behind me. I heard a
rustle at the edge of the forest, a stir and whisper beyond the trees, and
turned to speak to him, then saw him slipping away toward the outskirts of the
clearing.
For
a moment I thought nothing of it, thinking that he was taking a few steps
toward the gap in the trees where he had disappeared. I suppose I had the idea
that he had slipped away to investigate some noise or shadow, and that I should
be at hand.
Then
I saw the flicker of lights beyond the trees—light from the lantern Cuinn had
been carrying in his hand] He was signaling!
I slipped the safety clasp from the hilt of
my skean and went after him. In the dimming glow of the fire I fancied I saw
luminous eyes watching me, and the skin on my back crawled. I crept up behind
him and leaped. We went down in a tangle of flailing legs and arms, and in less
than a second he had his skeah out and I was gripping his wrist, trying
desperately to force the blade away from my throat
I
gasped, "Don't be a fool! One yell and the whole camp will be awakel Who were you signaling?"
In
the light of the fallen lantern, lips drawn back in a snarl, he looked almost
inhuman. He strained at the knife for a moment, then
dropped it. "Let me up," he said.
I
got up and kicked the fallen skean toward him. "Put that away. What in
hell were you doing, trying to bring the carmen down
on us?"
For
a 'moment he looked taken aback, then his fierce face closed down again and he
said wrathfully, "Can't a man walk away from the camp without being half
strangled?"
I
glared at him, but realized I really had nothing to go by. He might have been
answering a call of nature, and the movement of the lantern accidental. And if
someone had jumped me from behind, I might have pulled a knife.on him myself.
So I only said, "Don't do it again. We're all too jumpy."
There
were no other incidents that night, or the next. The night after, while I lay
huddled in my shirtcloak and blanket by the fire, I saw Cuinn slip out of his
bedroll and steal away. A moment later there was a gleam in the darkness, but
before I could summon the resolve to get up and face it out with him,1 he returned, looked cautiously at the snoring
men, and crawled back into his blankets.
While we were unpacking at the next camp,
Kyral halted beside me. "Heard anything oueer lately? I've got the notion
we're being trailed. Well be out of these forests tomorrow, and after that it's clear road all the way to Shainsa. If anything's going
to happen, it will happen tonight."
I debated speaking to him about Cuinn's
signals. No, I had my own business waiting for me in Shainsa. Why mix myself
up in some other, private inrr<me?
He
said, "I'm putting you and Cuinn on watch again. The old men doze off, and
the young fellows get to daydreaming or fooling around. That's
all right
most of the time, but
I want someone who'll keep his
eyes open tonight Did you ever know
Cuinn before this?" "Never
set eyes
on him."
"Funny, I had
the notion—"
He shrugged,
turned away, then stopped.
"Don't think
twice about rousing the camp
if there's
any disturbance. Better a false alarm than an ambush that
catches us all in
our blankets.
If it
came to a fight, we
might be in a bad way.
We all
carry skeans, but 1 don't think
there's a shocker in
the whole
camp, let alone a gun. You don't have one
by any
chance?"
After the men
had turned
in, Cuinn
patrolling the camp, halted a
minute beside me and cocked
his head
toward the rustling forest.
"What's going
on in
there?"
"Who knows? Carmen
on the
prowl, probably, thinking the horses would
make a good meal, or
maybe that we would."
"Think it
will come to a fight?"
"I wouldn't know."
He surveyed me
for a
moment without speaking. "And if
it did?"
"We'd fight" Then I sucked in
my breath,
for Cuinn
had spoken Terran Standard, and I,
without thinking had answered in
the same
language. He grinned, showing white
teeth filed to a
point.
"I thought
sol"
I seized
his shoulder
and demanded
roughly, "And what are you going
to do
about it?"
"That depends on
you," he answered, "and what
you want in Shainsa. Tell me
the truth.
What were you doing in
the Terran Zone?" He gave me no
chance to answer. *^ou know who
Kyral is, don't you?"
"A trader," I said, "who pays
my wages
and minds
his own affairs." I moved backward,
hand on my skean, brace! for a sudden rush.
He made
no aggressive
motion, however.
"Kyral told me
you'd been asking questions about
Rakhal Sensar," he said.
"Clever. Now I, for one,
could have told you he'd never
set eyes on Rakhal. I—"
He broke
off, hearing a noise in
the forest,
a long eerie howL I muttered, "If you've brought
them down on us—" He shook his head urgently. "I had to take that
chance, to get word to the others. It won't work. Where's the girl?"
I
hardly heard him. I was hearing twigs snap, and silent
sneaking feet. I turned for a yell that would rouse the camp and Cuinn grabbed
me hard, saying insistendy, "Quickl Where's the girl! Go back and tell her
it won't work! If Kyral suspected—"
He
never finished the sentence. Just behind us came another of the long eerie
howls. I knocked Cuinn away, and suddenly the night was filled with crouching
forms that came down on us like a whirlwind.
I
shouted madly as the camp came alive with men struggling out of blankets,
fighting for life itself. I ran hard, still shouting, for the enclosure where
we had tied the horses. A carman, slim and
black-furred, was crouched and cutting the hobble-strings of the nearest
animal. I hurled myself on him. He exploded, clawing, raking my shoulder with
talons that ripped the rough cloth like paper. I whipped out my skean and
slashed upward. The talons contracted in my shoulder and I gasped with pain.
Then the thing howled and fell away, clawing at the air. It twitched and lay
still.
Four
shots in rapid succession cracked in the clearing. Kyral to the contrary,
someone must have had a pistol. I heard one of the cat-things wail, a hoarse dying rattle. Something dark clawed my arm
and I slashed with the knife, going down as another set of talons fastened in
my back, rolling and clutching.
I
managed to get the thing's forelimbs wedged under my elbow, ■•my knee in
its spine. I heaved, bent it backward, backward till it screamed, a high wail.
Then
I felt the spine snap and the dead thing mewled once, just air escaping from
collapsing lungs, and slid limp from my thigh. Erect it had not been over four
feet tall and in the light of the dying fire it might have been a dead lynx.
"Rascar
..." I heard a gasp, a groan. I
whirled and saw Kyral go down, struggling, drowning in half a dozen or more of
the fierce half-humans. I leaped at the smother of bodies, ripped one away with
a stranglehold, slashed at its throat They were easy
to kill.
I
heard a high, urgent scream in their mewing tongue. Then the furred black
things seemed to melt into the forest as silently as they had come. KyraL
dazed, his forehead running
blood, his arm slashed to
the bone, was sitting on the ground, still stunned.
Somebody
had to take charge. I bellowed, "Lights! Get lights. They won't come back
if we have enough light, they can only see well in the dark,"
Someone
stirred the fire. It blazed up as they piled on dead branches, and I roughly
commanded one of the kids to fill every lantern he could find, and get them
burning. Four of the dead things were lying in the clearing. The youngster I'd
helped loading horses, the first day, gazed down at one of the carmen,
half-disemboweled by somebody's skean, and suddenly bolted for the bushes,
where I heard him retching.
I
set the others with stronger stomachs to dragging the bodies away from the
clearing, and went back to see how badly Kyral was hurt. He had the rip in his
arm and his face was covered with blood from a shallow scalp wound, but he
insisted on getting up to inspect the hurts of the others.
There
was no one without a claw-wound in leg or back or shoulder, but none were
serious, and we were all feeling fairly cheerful when someone demanded,
"Where's Cuinh?"
He
didn't seem to be anywhere. Kyral, staggering slightly, insisted on searching,
but I felt we wouldn't find him. "He probably went off with his
friends," I snorted, and told about the signaling. Kyral looked grave.
"You
should have told me," he began, but shouts from the far end of the
clearing sent us racing there. We nearly stumbled over a single, solitary,
motionless form, outstretched and lifeless, blind eyes staring upward at the
moons.
It was Cuinn. And his throat had been torn
completely out.
CHAPTER
SIX
Once we were free of the forest, the road to the
Dry-towns lay straight before us, with no hidden dangers. Some of us limped for
a day or two, or favored an arm or leg clawed by the catmen, but I knew that
what Kyral said was true; it was a lucky caravan which had to fight off only
one attack.
Cuinn haunted me. A night or two of turning
over his cryptic words in my mind had convinced me that whoever, or whatever
he'd been signaling, it wasn't the catmen. And his urgent question
"Where's the girl?" swam endlessly in my brain, making no more sense
than when I had first heard it. Who had he mistaken me for? What did he think I
was mixed up in? And who, above all, were the "others" who had to be
signaled, at the risk of an attack by catmen which had meant his
own death?
With
Cuinn dead, and Kyral thinking I'd saved his life, a large part of the
responsibility for the caravan now fell on me. And strangely I enjoyed it,
making the most of this interval when I was separated from the thought of
blood-feud or revenge, the need of spying or the threat of exposure. During
those days and nights on the trail I grew back slowly into the Dry-towner I
once had been. I knew I would be sorry when the walls of Shainsa rose on the
horizon, bringing me back inescapably to my own quest.
We swung wide, leaving the straight trail to
Shainsa, and Kyral announced his intention of stopping for half a day at Canarsa, one of the walled nonhuman cities
which lay well off the traveled road. To my inadvertent show of surprise, he
returned that he had trading connections there.
"We
all need a day's rest, and the Silent Ones will buy from me, though they have
few dealings with men. Look here, I owe you something. You have lenses? You can
get a better price in Canarsa than you'd get in Ardcarran or Shainsa. Come
along with me, and 111 vouch for you."
Kyral had been most friendly since the night
I had dug him out from under the catmen, and I knew no way to refuse without exposing myself for the
sham trader I was. But I was deathly apprehensive. Even with Rakhal I had never
entered any of the nonhuman towns.
On
Wolf, human and nonhuman have lived side by side for centuries. And the human
is not always the superior being. I might pass, among the Dry-towners and the
relatively stupid bumanoid chaks, for
another Dry-towner. But Rakhal had cautioned me I could not pass among nonhumans
for native Wolfan, and warned me against trying.
Nevertheless,
I accompanied Kyral, carrying the box which had cost about a week's pay in the
Terran Zone and was worth a small fortune in the Dry-towns.
Canarsa seemed, inside the gates, like any
other town. The houses were round, beehive fashion, and the streets totally
empty. Just inside the gates a hooded figure greeted us, and gestured us by
signs to follow him. He was covered from head to foot with some coarse and shiny fiber woven into stuff
that looked like sacking.
But
under the thick hooding was horror. It slithered and it had nothing like a
recognizable human shape or walk, and I felt the primeval ape in me cowering
and gibbering in a comer of my brain. Kyral muttered, close to my ear, "No
outsider is ever allowed to look on the Silent Ones in their real form. I think
they're deaf and dumb, but be damn careful."
"You
bet," I whispered, and was glad the streets were empty. I walked along,
trying not to look at the gliding motion of that shrouded thing up ahead.
The trading
was done in' an open hut of reeds which looked as if it had been built in a
hurry, and was not square, round, hexagonal or any other recognizable
geometrical shape. It formed a pattern of its own, presumably, but my human
eyes couldn't see it. Kyral said in a breath of a whisper, "They'll tear
it down and burn it after we leave. We're supposed to have contaminated it too
greatly for any of the Silent Ones ever to enter again. My family has traded
with them for centuries, and we're almost the only ones who have ever entered
the city."
Then two of the Silent Ones of Canarsa, also
covered with that coarse shiny stuff, slithered into the hut, and Kyral choked
off his words as if he had swallowed them.
It was the
strangest trading I had ever done. Kyral laid out the small forged-steel tools and the coils of thin fine wire, and I
unpacked my lenses and laid them out in neat
rows. The Silent Ones neither spoke nor moved, but through a thin place in the
gray veiling I saw a speck
which might have been a phosphorescent
eye, moving back and forth as if scanning the tilings laid out for their inspection. '
Then I smothered a gasp, for suddenly blank spaces appeared in the rows
of merchandise. Certain small tools— wirecutters, calipers, surgical
scissors—had vanished, and all the coils of wire had disappeared. Blanks
equally had appeared in the rows of lenses; all of my tiny, powerful
miscroscope lenses had vanished. I cast a quick glance at Kyral, but he seemed unsurprised. I recalled
vague rumors of the Silent Ones, and concluded that, eerie though it seemed, this was merely their way of doing business.
Kyral
pointed at one of the tools, at an exceptionally fine pair of binocular lenses,
at the last of the coils of wire.
The shrouded ones did not move, but the lenses and the wire vanished. The small
tool remained, and after a moment
Kyral dropped his hand.
I
took my cue from Kyral and remained motionless, awaiting whatever surprise was coming. I had
halfway expected what happened next. In the blank spaces, Tittle points of light began to glimmer, and after a moment, blue and red and green gem-stones appeared there. To me
the substitution appeared roughly equitable and fair, though I am no judge of the fine points of gems.
Kyral
scowled slightly and pointed to one of the green gems, and after a moment it whisked away and
a blue one
took its place. In another
spot where a fine set of surgical instruments had lain,
Kyral pointed at the blue gem which now lay there, shook his head and held out three fingers. After a
moment, a second blue stone lay winking beside the first.
Kyral did not move, but inexorably held out
the three fingers. There was a little swirling in the air, and then both gems
vanished, and the case of surgical instruments lay in their place.
Still
Kyral did not move, but held the three fingers out for a
full minute. Finally he dropped them and bent to pick up the case instruments. Again the little
swirl in the air, and the instruments vanished. In their place lay three of the
blue gems. My mouth twitched in the first amusement I had felt since we entered
this uncanny place. Evidently bargaining with the Silent Ones was not a great
deal different than bargaining with anyone anywhere. Nevertheless, under the
eyes of those shrouded but horrible forms—if they had eyes, which I doubted—I
had no impulse to protest their offered prices.
I
gathered up the rejected lenses, repacked them neatly, and helped Kyral recrate
the tools and instruments the Silent Ones had not wanted. I noticed that in
addition to the microscope lenses and surgical instruments, they had taken all
the fine wire. I couldn't imagine, and didn't particularly want to imagine,
what they intended to do with it.
On
our way back through the streets, unshepherded this time, Kyral's tongue was
loosened as if with a great release from tension. "They're
psychokinetics," he told me. "Quite a few of the nonhuman races are.
I guess they have to be, having no eyes and no hands. But sometimes I wonder if
we of the Dry-towns ought to deal with them at all."
"What
do you mean?" I asked, not really listening. I was thinking mostly about
the way the small objects had melted away and reappeared. The sight had stirred
some uncomfortable memory, a vague sense of danger. It was not tangible
enough for me to know why I feared it, but just a subliminal uneasiness that
kept prodding at me, like a tooth that isn't quite aching yet.
Kyral
said, "We of Shainsa live between fire and flood. Terra on the one hand,
and on the other maybe something worse, who knows? We know so little about the
Silent Ones, and those like them. Who knows, maybe we're giving them the
weapons to destroy us—" He broke off, with a gasp, and stood staring down
one of the streets.
It
lay open and bare between two rows of round houses, and Kyral was staring
fixedly at a doorway which had opened there. I followed his paralyzed gaze, and
saw the girl.
Hair like spun black glass fell in hard waves
around her shoulders, and the red eyes smiled with alien malice, alien
mischief, beneath the dark crown of little stars. And the
Toad
God sprawled in hideous embroideries across the white folds of her breast.
Kyral
gulped hoarsely. His hand flew up as he clutched the charms strung about his
neck. I imitated the gesture mechanically, watching Kyral, wondering if he
would turn and run again. But'he stood frozen for a minute. Then the spell
broke and he took one step toward the girl, arms outstretched.
"Miellynl"
he cried, and there was heartbreak in his voice. And again,
the cry making ringing echoes in the strange street:
"Miellynl Miettyn!"
This
time it was the girl who whirled and fled. Her white robes fluttered and I saw
the twinkle of her flying feet as she vanished into a space between the houses
and was gone.
Kyral
took one blind step down the street, then another. But before he could burst
into a run I had him by the arm, dragging him back to sanity.
"Man, you've gone madl
Chase, in a nonhuman town?"
He
struggled for a minute, then, with a harsh sigh, he said, "It's all right,
I won't—" and shook loose from my arm.
He did not speak again until we reached the
gates of Canarsa and they closed, silently and untouched, behind us. I had
forgotten the place already. I had space only to think of the girl, whose face
I had not forgotten since the moment when she saved me and disappeared. Now she
had appeared again to Kyral. What did it all mean?
I asked, as we walked toward the camp,
"Do you know that girl?" But I knew the question was futile. Kyral's
face was closed, conceding nothing, and- his friendliness had vanished
completely.
He
said, "Now I know you. You saved me from the cat-men, and again in
Canarsa, so my hands are bound from harming you. But it is evil to have
dealings with those who have been touched by the Toad God." He
spat-noisily on the ground, looked at me with loathing, and said, "We will
reach Shainsa in three days. Stay away from me."
-CHAPTER
SEVEN
Shainsa, first in the chain of Dry-towns that lie in the bed of a long-dried
ocean, is set at the center of a great alkali plain; a dusty, parched city
bleached by a million years of sun. The houses are high, spreading buildings
with many rooms and wide windows. The poorer sort were made of sun-dried brick,
the more imposing being cut from the bleached salt stone of the cliffs that
rise behind the city.
News
travels fast in the Dry-towns. If Rakhal were in the city, he'd soon know that
I was here, and guess who I was or why I'd come. I might disguise myself so
that my own sister, or the mother who bore me, would not know me. But I had no
illusions about my ability to disguise myself from Rakhal. He had created the
disguise that was me.
When
the second sun set, red and burning, behind the salt cliffs, I knew he.was not
in Shainsa, but I stayed on, waiting for something to happen. At night I slept
in a cubbyhole behind a wineshop, paying an inordinate price for that very
dubious privilege. And every day in the sleepy silence of the blood-red noon I
paced the public square of Shainsa.
This
went on for four days. No one took the slightest notice of another nameless
man in a shabby shirtcloak, without name or identity or known business. No one
appeared to see me except the dusty children, with pale fleecy hair, who played
their patient games on the windswept curbing of the square. They surveyed my
scarred face with neither curiosity or fear, and it
occurred to me that Rindy might be such another as these.
If I
had still been thinking like an Earthman, I might have tried to question one of
the children, or win their confidence. But I had a deeper game in hand.
On the fifth day I was so much a fixture that
my pacing went unnoticed even by the children. On the gray moss of the square,
a few dried-looking old men, their faces as faded as their shirtcloaks and
bearing the knife scars of a hundred forgotten flights, drowsed on the stone
benches. And along the flagged walk at the edge of the square, as suddenly 'as
an autumn storm in the salt flats, a woman
came walking.
She
was tall, with a proud swinging walk, and a metallic clashing kept rhythm to
her swift steps. Her arms were fettered, each wrist bound with a jeweled
bracelet and the bracelets linked together by a long, silver-gilt chain passed
through a silken loop at her waist. From the loop swung a tiny golden padlock,
but in the lock stood an even tinier key, signifying that she was a higher
caste than her husband or consort, that her fettering was by choice and. not
command.
She
stopped directly before me and raised her arm in formal greeting like a man.
The chain made a tinkling sound in the hushed square as her other hand was
pulled up tight against the silken loop at her waist. She stood surveying me
for some moments, and finally I raised my head and returned her gaze.
I don't know
why I had expected her to have hair like spun black glass and eyes that burned with a red reflection of the burning star.
This woman's eyes were darker than the
poison-berries of the salt cliffs, and her mouth was a cut berry that looked
just as dangerous. She was young, the slimness of her shoulders and the narrow
steel-chained wrists told me how very young she was, but her face had seen
weather and storms, and her dark eyes had weathered worse psychic storms than
that. She did not flinch at the sight of my scars, and met my gaze without
dropping her eves.
"You are a stranger. What is vour
business in Shainsa?"
I
met the direct question with the insolence it demanded, hardly moving my lips.
"I have come to buy women for the brothels of Ardcarran. Perhaps when
washed you might be suitable. Who could arrange for vour sale?"
She took the rebuke impassivelv, though the
bitter crimson of her mouth twitched a little in mischief or rage. But she
made no sign. The battle was joined between us, and I knew already that it
would be fnutrht to the end.
From
somewhere in her drarteries, something fell to the ground with a little tinkle.
But I knew that trick too and I did not move. Finally she went awav without
bending to retrieve it and when I looked around I saw that all the
fleece-haired children' had stolen away, leaving their playthings lying on the
curbing. But one or two of the gaffers on the stone benches, who were old
enough to show curiosity without losing face, were watching me with impassive
eyes.
I could have asked the woman's name then, but I held back, knowing it could only lessen the prestige I had gained from the enoounter. I glanced
down, without seeming to do so, at the tiny mirror which had fallen from the
recesses of the fur robe. Her name might have been inscribed on the reverse.
But I left it lying there to be picked up by the children when they returned,
and went back to the wineshop. I had
accomplished my first objective; if you can't be inconspicuous, be so damned
conspicuous that nobody can miss you. And that in itself is a fair concealment.
How many people can accurately describe a street riot?
I was finishing off a bad meal with a stone bottle of worse wine when the chak came in, disregarding the proprietor, and made straight for me. He was
furred immaculately white. His velvet muzzle was contracted as if the very
smells might soil it, and he kept a dainty paw outstretched to ward off
accidental contact with greasy counters or tables or tapestries. His fur was
scented, and his throat circled with a collar of embroidered silk. This
pampered minion surveyed me with the innocent malice of an uninvolved nonhuman
for merely human intrigues.
"You
are wanted in the Great House of Shanitha, thcarred man." He spoke the
Shainsa dialect with an affected lisp. "Will it pleathe you, come wis' me?"
I came, with no more than polite protest, but was startled. I had not expected the encounter to reach the Great House so soon.
Shainsa's Great House had changed hands four times since I had last been in Shainsa. I wasn't
overly anxious to appear there.
The
white chak, as out of place in the rough Dry-town as a
jewel in the streets or a raindrop in the desert, led me along a winding
boulevard to an outlying district. He made no attempt to engage me in
conversation, and indeed I got
the distinct impression that this cockscomb of a nonhuman considered me well
beneath his notice. He seemed much more aware of the blowing dust in the
street, which ruffled and smudged his carefully combed fur.
The Great House was carved from blocks of
rough pink basalt, the entry guarded by two great caryatids enwrapped in chains
of carved metal, set somehow into the surface of the basalt. The gilt had long
ago worn away from the chains so that it alternately gleamed
gold or smudged base metal. The caryatids were patient and blind,
their jewel-eyes long vanished under a hotter sun than today's.
The
entrance hall was enormous. A Terran starship could have stood upright inside
it, was my first impression, but I dismissed
that thought quickly; any Terran thought was apt to betray me. But the main
hall was built on a scale even more huge, and it was even colder than the
legendary hell of the chaks.
It was far too big for the
people in it.
There
was a little solar heater in the ceiling, but it didn't help much. A dim glow
came from a metal brazier but that didn't help much
either. The chak
melted into the shadows,
and I went down the steps into the hall by myself, feeling carefully for each
step with my feet and trying not to seem to be doing so. My comparative
night-blindness is the only significant way in which I really differ from a native Wolfan.
There
were three men, two women and a child in the room. They were all Dry-towners
and had an obscure fami-ily likeness, and they all wore rich garments of fur
dyed in many colors. One of the men, old and stooped and withered, was doing
something to the brazier. A slim boy of fourteen was sitting cross-legged on a
pile of cushions in the comer, There was something
wrong with his legs.
A
girl of ten in a too-short smoak that showed long spider-thin legs above her
low leather boots was playing with some sort of shimmery crystals, spilling
them out into patterns and scooping them up again from the uneven stones of the
floor. One of the women was a fat, creased slattern, whose jewels and dyed furs
did not disguise her greasy slovenliness.
Her hands were unchained, and she was biting
into a fruit
which dripped red juice down the rich blue fur of her robe.
The old man gave her a look like murder as I came in,
and she straightened slightly but did not discard the fruit.
The whole room had a curious look of austere, dignified
poverty, to which the fat woman was the only discordant
note. a
But it was the remaining man and woman who
drew my ittention, so that I noticed the others only peripherally, in :heir outermost orbit. One was Kyral, standing at the
foot of :he dais and glowering at me.
The
other was the dark-eyed woman I had
rebuked today in the public square.
Kyral
said, "So it's you." And his voice held nothing. Not rebuke, not
friendliness or a lack of it, not even hatred.
Nothing.
There
was only one way to meet it. I faced
the girl—she was
sitting on a thronelike chair next to the fat woman, and looked like a doe next
to a pig—and said boldly, "I assume
this summons to mean that you informed your kinsmen of my offer."
She flushed, and that was triumph enough. I
held back the triumph, however, wary of overconfidence^ The gaffer laughed the
high cackle of age, and Kyral broke in with a sharp, angry monosyllable by
which I knew that my remark had indeed been repeated, and had lost nothing in
the telling. But only the line of his jaw betrayed the anger as he said
calmly, "Be quiet, Dallisa. Where did you pick this up?"
I said boldly, "The Great House has
changed rulers since last I smelled the salt cliffs. Newcomers do not know my
name and theirs is unknown to me."
The old gaffer said thinly to Kyral,
"Our name has lost kihar.
One daughter is lured away
by the Toymaker and another babbles with strangers in
the square, and a homeless no-good of the streets does not known our
name."
My
eyes, growing accustomed to the dark blaze of the brazier, saw that Kyral was
biting his lip and scowling. Then he gestured to a table where an array of
glassware was set, and at the gesture, the white chak came on noiseless feet and poured wine.
"If
you have no blood-feud with my family, will you drink with me?"
"I
will," I said, relaxing. Even if he had associated the trader with the
scarred Earthman of the spaceport, he seemed to have decided to drop the
matter. He seemed startled, but he waited until I had lifted the glass and
taken a sip. Then, with a movement like lightning, he
leaped from the dais and struck the glass from my lips.
I
staggered back, wiping my cut mouth, in a split-second
juggling possibilities. The insult was terrible and deadly. I could do
nothing now but fight. Men had been murdered in Shainsa for far less. I had
come to settle one feud, not involve myself in another, but even while these
lightning thoughts flickered in my mind, I had whipped out my skean and I was
surprised at the shrillness of my own voice.
"You contrive offense
beneath your own roof—"
"Spy and renegade!" Kyral thundered. He did not touch his skean.
From the table he caught a long four-thonged whip, making it whistle through
the air. The long-legged child scuttled backward. I stepped back one pace,
trying to conceal my desperate puzzlement. I could not guess what had prompted
Kyral's attack, but whatever it was, I must have made some bad mistake and
could count myself lucky to get out of there alive.
Kyral's
voice perceptibly trembled with rage. "You dare to come into my own home
after I have tracked you to the Kharsa and back, blind fool that I was! But now
you shall pay."
The whip sang through the air, hissing past
my shoulders. I dodged
to one side, retreating step by step as Kyral swung the powerful thongs. It
cracked again, and a pain like the burning of red-hot irons seared my
"upper arm. My skean rattled down from numb fingers.
The whip whacked the floor.
"Pick up your skean," said Kyral.
"Pick it up if you dare." He poised the lash again. The fat woman
screamed.
I stood rigid, gauging my chances of disarming him with a sudden leap. Suddenly the girl Dallisa leaped from her seat with a harsh
musical chiming of chains.
"Kyral, nol No,
Kyral!"
He
moved slightly, but did not take his eyes from me. "Get back,
Dallisa."
"No! Wait!" She ran to him and
caught his whip-arm, dragging it down, and spoke to him hurriedly and urgently.
Kyral's face changed as she snoke; he drew a long breath and threw the whip
down beside my skean on the floor.
"Answer straight, on your life. What are
you doing in ShainsaP"
I
could hardly take it in that for the moment I was reprieved from sudden death,
from being beaten into bloody death there at Kyral's feet. The girl went back
to her thronelike chair. Now I must either tell the truth or a convincing he, and I was lost in a game where I didn't know the rules.
The explanation I thought might get me out alive might be the very one which
would bring down instant and painful death. Suddenly, with a poignancy that was
almost pain, I wished Rakhal were standing here at my side.
But I had to bluff it out alone.
If
they had recognized me for Race Cargill, the Terran spy who had often been in
Shainsa, they might release me— it was possible, I supposed, that they were
Terran sympathizers. On the other hand, Kyral's shouts of "Spy, Tene-gadel" seemed to suggest the opposite.
I
stood trying to ignore the searing pain in my lashed arm, but I knew that blood
was running hot down my shoulder. Finally I said, "I came to settle
blood-feud."
Kyral's
lips thinned in what might have been meant for a smile. "You shall,
assuredly. But with whom, remains to be seen."
Knowing
I had nothing more to lose, I said, "With a renegade called Rakhal
Sensar."
Only
the old man echoed my words dully, "Rakhal Sensar?"
I felt heartened, seeing I wasn't dead yet.
"I have sworn to kill him." v Kyral
suddenly clapped his hands and shouted to the white chak to clean up the broken glass on the floor. He
said huskily, "You are not yourself Rakhal Sensar?"
"I told you he wasn't," said Dallisa, high and hysterically. "I told you he wasn't."
"A
scarred man, tall—what was I to think?" Kyral sounded and looked badly
shaken. He filled a glass himself and handed it to me, saying hoarsely, "I
did not believe even the renegade Rakhal would break the code so far as to
drink with me."
"He would not." I could be positive
about this. The codes of Terra had made some superficial impress on Rakhal, but down deep
his own
world held sway. If these
men were
at blood-feud with Rakhal and he
stood here where I stood,
he would have let
himself be beaten into bloody
rags before
tasting their
wine.
I took the
glass, raised it and drained
it Then,
holding it out before me, I
said, "Rakhal's life is mine.
But I
swear by the red star and
by the
unmoving mountains, by the black snow
and by
the Ghost
Wind, I have no quarrel
with any beneath this roof." I cast the glass
to the
floor, where it shattered on the
stones.
Kyral hesitated, but under the blazing
eyes of the girl he quickly
poured himself a glass of
the wine
and drank
a few sips, then flung down
the glass.
He stepped
forward and laid his hands on
my shoulders.
I winced
as he
touched the welt of the lash
and could
not raise
my own
arm to
complete the ceremonial toast.
Kyral stepped away
and shrugged.
"ShaD. I have
one of
the women see to
your hurt?" He looked at
Dallisa, but she twisted her mouth.
"Do it yourself!"
"It is nothing,"
I said,
not truthfully.
"But I demand in requital that since we are
bound by spilled blood under
your roof, that you
give me what news you
have of Rakhal, the spy and
renegade."
Kyral said fiercely,
"If I knew, would I
be under
my own roof?"
The old gaffer
on the
dais broke into shrill whining
laughter. "You have drunk
wi' him,
Kyral, now he's bound you not
to do
him harm!
I know
the story
of Rakhal!
He was spy for Terra twelve
years. Twelve years, and then
he fought and flung their filthy
money in their faces and
left 'em. But his partner was
some Dry-town halfbreed or Terran
spy and they fought wi' clawed
gloves, and near killed one
another except the Terrans,
who have
no honor,
stopped 'em. See the marks of
the kifirgh on his face!"
"By Sharra the
golden-chained." said Kvral,
gazing at me with something like
a grin.
"You are, if nothing else,
a very clever man. What are
you, spy, or half-caste of some Ardcarran slut?"
"What I am doesn't
matter to you," I said.
"You have blood-feud with Rakhal, but
mine is older than yours
and his
life is mine. As
you are
bound in honor to kill"—the
formal phrases came easily now to my tongue; the
Earthman had slipped away—"so you are bound in honor to help me kill. If
anyone beneath your roof knows anything of Rakhal—" Kyral's smile bared
his teeth.
"Rakhal
works against the Son of the Ape," he said, using the insulting Wolf term
for the Terrans. "If we help you to kill him, we remove a goad from their
flanks. I prefer to let the filthy Terranan spend
their strength trying to remove it themselves. Moreover, I believe you are
yourself an Earth-man.
"You
have no right to the courtesy I extend to we, the
People of the Sky. Yet you have drunk wine with me and I have no quarrel with
you." He raised his hand in dismissal, outfencing me. "Leave my roof
in safety and my city with honor."
I
could not protest or plead. A man's kihar, his
personal dignity, is a precious thing in Shaihsa, and he had placed me so I
could not compromise mine further in words. Yet I lost kihar equally if I left at his bidding, like an inferior dismissed.
One desperate gamble remained.
"A
word," I said, raising my hand, and while he half turned, startled,
believing I was indeed about to compromise my dignity by a further plea, I
flung it at him:
"I will bet shegri with you."
His
iron composure looked shaken. I had delivered a blow to his belief that I was
an Earthman, for it is doubtful if there are six Earthmen on Wolf who know
about shegri, the dangerous game of the Dry-towns.
It
is no ordinary gamble, for what the better stakes is his life, possibly his
reason. Rarely indeed will a man beg shegri unless
he has nothing further to lose.
It is a. cruel, possibly decadent game, which
has no parallel anywhere in the known universe.
But I had no choice. I had struck a cold
trail in Shainsa. Rakhal might be anywhere on the planet and half of
Mag-nusson's month was already up. Unless I could force Kyral to tell what he
knew, I might as well quit.
So I repeated: "I will
bet shegri with you."
And Kyral stood unmoving.
For what the shegrin wagers is his courage and endurance in
the face
of torture
and an
unknown fate. On bis side, the
stakes are clearly determined beforehand. But if he
loses, his punishment or penalty is at
the whim
of the
one who has accepted him, and
he may
be put
to whatever
doom the winner determines.
And this is the
contest:
The shegrin permits himself to be tortured
from sunrise to sunset. If he
endures he wins. It is
as simple
as that
He can stop the torture at
any moment
by a
word, but to do so is
a concession
of defeat
This is not
as dangerous
as it
might, at first, seem. The
other party to the
bet is
bound by the ironclad codes
of Wolf to inflict no permanent
physical damage (no injury that will not heal with
three suncourses). But from sunrise
to sunset, any torment
or painful
ingenuity which the half-human mentality of Wolf can
devise must be endured.
The man who
can outthink
the torture
of the
moment, the man who can hold
in his
mind the single thought of
his goal—that man can claim the
stakes he has set, as
well as other concessions made traditional.
The silence grew
in the
hall. Dallisa had straightened and was watching me intently,
her lips
parted and the tip of
a little red tongue visible between
her teeth.
The only
sound was the tiny crunching as
the fat
woman nibbled at nuts and cast
their shells into the brazier.
Even the child on the
steps had abandoned her
game with the crystal dice,
and sat looking up at me
with her mouth open. Finally
Kyral demanded, "Your stakes?"
"Tell me all
you know
of Rakhal
Sensar and keep silence about me in Shainsa."
"By the red
shadow," Kyral burst out, "you
have courage, Rascarl"
"Say only
yes or
no!" I retorted.
Rebuked, he fell
silent Dallisa leaned forward and
again, for some unknown reason, I
thought of a girl with
hair like spun black glass.
Kyral raised
his hand.
"I say no. I have
blood-feud with Rakhal and I will
not sell
his death
to another.
Further, I believe you are Terran
and I
will not deal with you.
And finally, you have twice saved
my life
and I
would find small pleasure in torturing you, I say no. Drink again with me and we part without a quarrel."
Beaten, I turned to go.
"Wait," said Dallisa.
She
stood up and came down from the dais, slowly this time, walking with dignity to
the rhythm of her musically clashing chains. "I have a quarrel with this
man."
I started to say that I did not quarrel with women, and stopped myself. The Terran concept of
chivalry has no equivalent on Wolf.
She looked at me with her dark poison-berry
eyes, icy and level and amused, and said, "I will bet shegri
with you, unless you fear
me, Rascar."
And I knew
suddenly that if I lost, I might
better have trusted myself to Kyral and his whip, or to the wild beact-things
of the mountains.
CHAPTER
EIGHT
I slept little that night.
There
is a tale told in DaiHon of a shegri where
the challenger was left in a room alone, where he was blindfolded and told to
await the beginning of the torment.
Somewhere in those dark hours of waiting,
between the unknown and the unexpected, the hours of telling over to himself
the horrors of past shegri,
the torture of anticipation
alone became the unbearable. A little past noon he collapsed in screams of
horror and died raving, unmarred, untouched,
Daybreak
came slowly, and with the first streamers of light came Dallisa and the white chdk, maliciously unin-volved, sniffing his way through the shabby poverty of
the great hall. They took me to a lower dungeon where the slant of the sunlight
was less visible. Dallisa said, "The sun has risen."
I said nothing. Any word may be interpreted as
a confession of defeat I resolved to give them no excuse. But my skin crawled
and I had that peculiar prickling sensation where the hair on my forearms was
bristling erect with tension and fear.
Dallisa
said to the chak,
"His gear was not
searched. See that he has swallowed no anesthetic drugs."
Briefly
I gave her credit for thoroughness, even while I wondered in a split second why
I had not thought of this. Drugs could blur consciousness, at least, or suspend
reality. The white nonhuman sprang forward and pinioned my arms with one
strong, spring-steel forearm. With his other hand he forced my jaws open. I
felt the furred fingers at the back of my throat, gagged, struggled briefly and
doubled up in uncontrollable retching.
Dallisa's poison-berry-eyes regarded me
levelly as I struggled upright, fighting off the dizzy
sickness of disgust. Something about her impassive face stopped me cold. I had
been, momentarily, raging with fury and humiliation. Now I realized that this
had been a calculated, careful gesture to make me lose my temper and thus sap
my resistance.
If
she could set me to fighting, if she could make me spend my strength in rage,
my own imagination would fight on her side to make me lose control before the
end. Swimming in the glare of her eyes, I realized she had never thought for a
moment that I had taken any drug. Acting on Kyral's hint that I was a Terran,
she was taking advantage of the well-known Terran revulsion for the nonhuman.
"Blindfold
him," Dallisa commanded, then instantly countermanded that: "No,
strip him first."
The chak ripped off shirtcloak, shirt, shoes, breeches, and I had my first
triumph when the wealed clawmarks on my shoulders—worse, if possible, than
those which disfigured my face—were laid bare. The chak screwed up his muzzle in fastidious horror, and Dallisa looked shaken. I
could almost read her thoughts:
If he
endured this, what hope have I to
make him cry mercy?
Briefly I remembered the months I lay
feverish and half dead, waiting for the wounds Rakhal had inflicted to heal,
those months when I had believed that nothing would ever hurt me again, that I
had known the worst of all suffering. But I had been younger then.
Dallisa had picked up two small sharp knives.
She weighed them, briefly, gesturing to the chak. Without resisting, I let myself be manhandled backward, spreadeagled
against the wail.
Dallisa
commanded, "Drive the knives through his palms to the wall!"
My
hands twitched convulsively, anticipating the slash of steel, and my throat
closed in spasmodic dread. This was breaking the compact, bound as they were
not to inflict physical damage. I opened my lips to protest this breaking of
the bond of honor and met her dark blazing stare, and suddenly the sweat broke
out on my forehead. I had placed myself wholly in their hands, and as Kyral had
said, they were in no way bound by honor to respect a pledge to a Terranl
Then, as my hands clenched into fists, I
forced myself to relax. This was a bluff, a mental trick to needle me into
breaking the pact and pleading for mercy. I set my lips, spread my palms wide
against the wall and waited impassively.
She said in her lilting voice, "Take
care not to sever the tendons, or his hands would be paralyzed and he may claim
we have broken our compact."
The points of the steel, razor-sharp, touched
my palms, and I felt blood run down my hand before the pain. With an effort
that turned my face white, 1 did not pull away from the point. The knives drove
deeper.
Dallisa
gestured to the chak.
The knives dropped. Two
pinpricks, a quarter of an inch deep, stung in my palm. I had outbluffed her.
Had I?
If I had expected her to betray
disappointment—and I had— I was disappointed. Abruptly, as if the game had
wearied her already, she gestured, and I could not hold back a gasp as my arms
were hauled up over my head, twisted violently around one another and trussed
with thin cords that bit deep into the flesh. Then the rough upward pull almost
jerked my shoulders from their sockets and I heard the giant chak grunt with effort as I was hauled upward until my feet barely, on
tiptoe, touched the floor.
"Blindfold
him," said Dallisa languidly, "so that he
cannot watch the ascent of the sun or its descent or know what is to
come."
A dark softness muffled my eyes. After a
little I heard her steps retreating. My arms, wrenched overhead and numbed with
the bite of the cords, were beginning to hurt badly now. But it wasn't too bad.
Surely she did not mean that this should be all.. .
Sternly
I controlled my imagination, taking a tight rein on my thoughts. There was
only one way to meet this—hanging blind and racked in space, my toes barely
scrabbling at the floor—and that was to take each thing as it came and not look
ahead for an instant. First of all I tried
to get my feet under me, and discovered that by arching upwards to my fullest
height I could bear my weight on tiptoe and ease, a little,, the dislocating ache
in my armpits by slackening the overhead rope.
But
after a little, a cramping pain began to flare through the arches of my feet,
and it became impossible to support my weight on tiptoe. I jarred down with violent strain on my wrists and wrenched shoulders
again, and for a moment the shooting agony was so intense that I nearly screamed. I thought
I heard a soft breath near me.
After
a little it subsided to a sharp ache, then to a dull ache, and then to the
violent cramping pain again, and once more I struggled to get my toes under me.
I realized that by allowing my toes barely to touch the floor they had doubled
and tripled the pain by the tantalizing hope of, if not momentary relief, at
least the alteration of one pain for another.
I haven't the faintest idea, even now, how long I repeated that agonizing cycle: struggle for a toehold on rough stone,
scraping my bare feet raw; arch upward with all my strength to release for a
few moments the strain on my wrenched shoulders; the momentary illusion of
relief as I found my balance and the pressure lightened
on my wrists.
Then the slow creeping, first of an ache, then of a pain, then of a
violent agony in the arches of feet and calves. And, delayed to the last endurable moment,
that final terrible anguish when the drop of my full weight pulled shoulder
and wrist and elbow joints with that bone-shattering jerk.
I started once to estimate how much time had passed, how many hours had
crawled by, then checked myself, for that was imminent
madness. But once the process had begun my brain would not abandon and 1 found
myself, with compulsive precision, counting off the seconds and the minutes in
each cycle: stretch-upward, release the pressure on the arms; the beginning of
pain in calves and arches and toes; the creeping of pain up ribs and loins and
shoulders; the sudden jarring drop on the arms again.
My
throat was intolerably dry. Under other circumstances I might have estimated the time by the growth of hunger and thirst, but
the rough treatment I had received made this impossible. There were
other, unmentionable, humiliating pains.
After a time, to bolster my flagging courage,
I found myself thinking of all the ways it might have been worse. I had heard of a shegrin exposed to the bite of poisonous—not fatal,
but painfully poisonous—insects, and to the worrying of the small gnawing
rodents which can be trained to bite and tear. Or I might have been branded. .
. .
I banished the memory with the powerful exorcism; the man in Daillon Whose anticipation, alone, of a torture which never came,
had broken his mind. There was only one way to conquer this; and that was to
act as if the present moment was the only one, and never for a moment to forget
that the strongest of compacts bound them not to harm
me, that the end of this was fixed by sunset.
Gradually, however, all such rational thoughts blurred in a semidelirium
of thirst and pain, narrowing to a red blaze of agony across my shoulder
blades. I eased up on my toes again.
White-hot
pain blazed through my feet. The rough stone on which my toes sank had been
covered with metal and I smelled scorching flesh, jerking up my feet
with a wordless snarl of rage and fury, hanging in agony by my shoulders alone.
•
And then I lost consciousness, at least for several
moments, for when I became aware again, through the nightmare of
pain, my toes were resting lightly and securely on cold stone. The smell of
burned flesh remained, and the painful stinging in my toes. Mingled with that
smell was a drift of perfume close by.
DaQisa murmured, "I do not wish to break our bargain by damaging your feet. It's only a
little touch of fire to keep
you from too much security in resting them." ,-'
I
felt the taste of blood mingle in my mouth with the sour taste of vomit. I felt
delirious, lightheaded. After another eternity I wondered if I had really heard
Dallisa's biting croon or whether it was a nightmare bom of feverish pain:
Plead
with me. A word, only a word and I will release you, strong man, scarred man.
Perhaps I shall demand only a little space in your arms. Would not such doom
be light upon you? Perhaps I shall set you free to seek Rakhal if only to
plague Kyrdl. A word, only a word from you. A word,
only a word from you... .
It
died into an endlessly echoing whisper. Swaying, blinded, I wondered why I
endured. I drew a dry tongue over lips, salty and bloody, and nightmarishly
considered yielding, winning my way somehow around Dallisa. Or knocking her
suddenly senseless and escaping—I, who need not be .bound by Wolfs codes
either. I fumbled with a stiff shape of words.
And
a breath saved me, a soft, released breath of anticipation. It was another
trick. I swayed, limp and racked. I was not Race Cargill now. I was a dead man
hanging in chains, swinging, filthy vultures pecking at my dangling feet. I
was. . . .
The sound of boots rang on the stone and
Kyral's voice, low and bitter, demanded somewhere behind me, "What have you
done with him?"
She
did not answer, but I heard her chains clash lightly and imagined her gesture.
Kyral muttered, "Women have no genius at any torture except . . ."
His voice faded out into great distances. Their words came to me over a sort of
windy ringing, like the howling of lost men, dying in the snowfast passes of
the mountains.
"Speak up, you fool, he can't hear you
now."
"If you have let him faint, you are
clumsy!"
"You
talk of clumsiness!"
Dallisa's voice, even thinned by the nightmare ringing in my head, held
concentrated scorn. "Perhaps I shall release him, to find Rakhal when you
failed! The Terrans have a price on Rakhal's head, too. And at least this man
will not confuse himself with his prey!"
"If you think I would let you bargain
with a Terronan—"
Dallisa cried passionately, "You trade
with the TerransI How would you stop me, then?"
*1
trade with them because I must. But for a matter involving the honor of the
Great House—"
"The
Great House whose steps you would never have climbed, except for Rakhall"
Dallisa sounded as if she were chewing her words in little pieces and spitting
them at Kyral. "Oh, you were clever to take us both as .your consorts! You
did not know it was Rakhal's doing, did you? Hate the Terrans, then!" She
spat an obscenity at him. "Enjoy your hate,
wallow in hating, and in the end all Shainsa will fall prey to the Toymaker,
like Miellyn."
"If
you speak that name again," said Kyral veiy low, "I will kill
you."
"Like Miellyn, Miellyn, Miellyn,"
Dallisa repeated deliberately. "You fool, Rakhal knew nothing of
Miellynl" "He was seen—"
"With
me, you fool! With mel You cannot yet tell twin from twin? Rakhal came to me to ask news of herl"
Kyral
cried out hoarsely, like a man in anguish, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"You don't really have to ask, do you,
Kyral?"
"You
bitch!" said Kyral. "You filthy bitch!"
I heard the sound of a blow. The next moment Kyral ripped the blindfold from
my eyes and I blinked in the blaze of light. My arms were wholly numb now,
twisted above my head, but the jar of his touch sent fresh pain racing through
me. Kyral's face swam out of the blaze of hell. "If that is true, then
this is a damnable farce, Dallisa. You have lost our chance of learning what he
knows of Miellyn."
"What he knows?" Dallisa lowered her hand from her face, where a bruise was
already darkening.
"Miellyn has twice appeared when I was
with him. Loose him, Dallisa, and bargain with himi What
we know of Rakhal for what he knows of Miellyn."
"If
you think I would let you bargain with Terronon," she mocked.
"Weakling, this quarrel is mine! You fool, the others in the caravan will give me news, if you
will not! Where is CuinnP"
From
a million miles away Kyral laughed. "You've slipped the wrong hawk,
Dallisa. The carmen killed him." His skean flicked loose. He climbed to a
perch near the rope at my wrists. "Bargain with me, Rascarl"
I
coughed, unable to speak, and Kyral insisted, "Will you bargain? End this damned woman's farce which makes a mock
of shegTi?"
The
slant of sun told me there was light left. I found a shred of voice, not
knowing what I was going to say until I had said it, irrevocably. "This is
between Dallisa and me."
Kyral
glared at me in mounting rage. With four strides he was out of the room,
flinging back a harsh, furious "I hope you kill each other!" and the
door slammed.
Dallisa's
face swam red, and again as before, I knew the battle which was joined between
us would be fought to a dreadful end. She touched my chest lightly, but the
touch jolted excruciating pain through my shoulders.
"Did you kill Cuinn?"
I wondered, wearily, what
this presaged.
"Did
you?" In a passion, she cried, "Answer! Did you kill him?'' She
struck me hard, and where the touch had been pain, the blow was a blaze of
white agony. I fainted.
"Answer!" She struck me again and the white blaze jolted me back to
consciousness. "Answer me! Answer!" Each cry
bought a blow until I gasped finally, "He signaled . . . set catmen on us ..."
"No!"
She stood staring at me and her white face was a death mask in which the eyes
lived. She screamed wildly and the huge chak came
running.
"Cut him down! Cut him down! Cut him
down!"
A
knife slashed the rope and I slumped, falling in a bone-breaking huddle to the
floor. My arms were still twisted over my head. The chak cut the ropes apart, pulled my arms roughly back into place, and I
gagged with the pain as the blood began flowing painfully through the chafed
and swollen hands.
And then I lost consciousness. More or less permanently, this time.
CHAPTER NINE
When I came
to again
I was
lying with my head in
Dallisa's lap, and the
reddish color of sunset was
in the
room. Her thighs were soft under
my head,
and for
an instant
I wondered
if, in
delirium, I had conceded to
her. I muttered, "Sun ... not
dawn..."
She bent
her face
to mine,
whispering, "Hush. Hush."
It was heaven,
and I
drifted off again. After a
moment I felt a cup against
my hps.
"Can you
swallow this?"
I could and
did. I couldn't taste it
yet, but it was cold
and wet and felt
heavenly trickling down my throat.
She bent and looked into my
eyes, and I felt as if I were
falling into those reddish and stormy
depths. She touched my scarred
mouth with a light
finger. Suddenly my head cleared
and I sat upright.
"Is this
a trick
to force
me into
calling my bet?"
She recoiled as
if I
had struck
her, then the trace of
a smile flitted around her red
mouth. Yes, between us it
was battle. "You are right to
be suspicious,
I suppose.
But if
I tell you what I know
of Rakhal,
will you trust me then?"
I looked
straight at her and said,
"No."
Surprisingly, she threw
back her head and laughed.
I flexed my freed wrists cautiously.
The skin
was torn
away and chafed, and my arms
ached to the bone. When
I moved
harsh lances of pain
drove through my chest
"Well, until sunset
I have
no right
to ask
you to
trust me," said Dailisa when she
had done
laughing. "And since you are bound
by my
command until the last ray
has fallen,
I command that you lay your
head upon my knees."
I blazed,
"You are making a game
of me!"
"Is that
my privilege?
Do you
refuse?"
"Refuse?" It
was not
yet sunset
This might be
a torture
more complex than any
which had yet greeted me.
From the scarlet glint in her
eyes I felt she was
playing with me, as the cat-things
of the
forest play with their helpless
victims. My mouth twitched in a
grimace of humiliation as I
lowered myself obediently until my head rested on
her fur-clad knees.
She murmured, smiling,
"Is. this so unbearable, then?"
I
said nothing. Never, never for an instant could I forget that—all human, all
woman as she seemed—Dallisa's race was worn and old when the Terran Empire had
not left their home star. The mind of Wolf, which has mingled with the nonhuman
since before the beginnings of recorded time, is unfathomable to an outsider. I
was better equipped than most Earthmen to keep pace with its surface acts, but I could never pretend to understand its deeper
motivations.
It
works on complex and irrational logic. Mischief is an integral part of it. Even
the deadly blood-feud with Rakhal had begun with an overelaborate practical
joke—which had lost the Service, incidentally, several thousand credits worth
of spaceship.
And
so I could not trust Dallisa for an instant. Yet it was wonderful to lie here
with my head resting against the perfumed softness of her body.
Then
suddenly her arms were gripping me, frantic and hungry; the subdued thing in
her voice, her eyes, flamed out hot and wild. She was pressing the whole length
of her body to mine, breasts and thighs and long legs, and her voice was
hoarse.
"Is this torture too?"
Beneath
the fur robe she was soft and white, and the subtle scent of her hair seemed a
deeper entrapment than any. Frail as she seemed, her arms had the strength of
steel, and pain blazed down my wrenched shoulders, seared through the twisted
wrists. Then I forgot the pain.
Over
her shoulder the last dropping redness of the sun vanished and plunged the room
into orchid twilight.
I caught her wrists in my hands, prizing them
backward, twisting them upward over her head. I said thickly, "The sun's
down." And then I stopped her wild mouth with mine.
And I knew that the battle between us had
reached climax and victory simultaneously, and any question about who had won
it was purely academic.
During the night sometime, while her dark
head lay motionless on my shoulder, I found myself staring into the darkness,
wakeful. The throbbing of my bruises had little to do with my
sleeplessness; I was
remembering other chained girls from the old days in
the Dry-towns,
and the
honey and poison of them distilled into DaUisa's
kisses. Her head was very light
on my
shoulders, and she felt curiously
insubstantial, like a
woman of feathers.
One of
the tiny
moons was visible through the slitted windows. I thought
of my
rooms in the Terran Trade
City, clean and bright and warm,
and all
the nights
when I had paced the floor,
hating, filled to the teeth with
bitterness, longing for the windswept stars
of the
Dry-towns, the
salt smell of the winds
and the
musical clashing of the walk of the chained women.
With a sting of
guilt, I realized that I
had half
forgotten Juli and my
pledge to her and her
misfortune which had freed me again,
for this.
Yet I had
won, and what they knew
had narrowed
my planet-wide search to
a pinpoint.
Rakhal was in Charin.
I wasn't altogether
surprised. Charin is the only
city on Wolf, except the Kharsa,
where the Terran Empire has
put down deep roots into the
planet, built a Trade City,
a smaller
spaceport. Like the Kharsa,
it lies
within the circle of Terran
law—and a million miles
outside it.
A nonhuman town,
inhabited largely by chaks, it is the core and center of
the resistance
movement, a noisy town in
a perpetual ferment. It
was the
logical place for a renegade.
I settled myself so
that the ache in my
racked shoulders was less violent, and
muttered, "Why Charin?"
Slight as the
movement was, it roused Dallisa.
She rolled
over and propped herself
on her
elbows, quoting drowsily, "The
prey walks safest at the
hunter's door."
I stared at
the square
of violet
moonlight, trying to fit together all the pieces of
the puzzle,
and asked
half aloud, "What prey and what
hunters?"
Dallisa didn't answer.
I hadn't
expected her to answer. I asked the
real question in my mind*.
"Why does Kyral hate Rakhal Sensar, when he doesn't
even know him by sight?"
"There are
reasons," she said
somberly. "One of them is
Miellyn, my twin sister.
Kyral climbed the steps of
the Great
House by claiming us
both as his consorts. He
is our
father's son by another wife."
That explained
much. Brother-and-sister marriages,
not uncommon in the Dry-towns, are based on
expediency and suspicion, and are frequently, though not always loveless. It
explained Dallisa's taunts, and it partly explained, only partly, why I found
her in my arms. It did not explain Rakhal's part in this mysterious intrigue,
nor why Kyral had taken me for Rakhal, (but only after he remembered seeing me
in Terran clothing).
I
wondered why it had never occurred to me before that I might be mistaken for
Rakhal. There was no close resemblance between us, but a casual description
would apply equally well to me or to Rakhal. My height is unusual for a
Terran—within an inch of Rakhal's own—and we had roughly the same build, the
same coloring. I had copied his walk, imitated his mannerisms, since we were
boys together.
And,
blurring minor facial characteristics, there were the scars of the kifirgh on my mouth, cheeks, and shoulders. Anyone
who did not know us by sight, anyone who had known us by reputation from the
days when we had worked together in the Dry-towns, might easily take one of us
for the other. Even Juli had blurted, "You're so much like—" before
thinking better of it.
Other
odd bits of the puzzle floated in my mind, stubbornly refusing to take on
recognizable patterns, the disappearance of a toy-seller; Juli's hysterical
babbling; the way the girl—Miellyn?—had vanished into a shrine of Nebran; and
the taunts of Dallisa and the old man about a mysterious "Toymaker." And something, some random joggling of a memory, in that eerie
trading in the city of the Silent Ones. I knew all these things fitted
together somehow, but I had no real hope that Dallisa could complete their
pattern for me.
She said, with a vehemence that startled me,
"Miellyn is only the excuse! Kyral hates Rakhal because Rakhal will compromise
and because hell fightl"
She
rolled over and pressed herself against me in the darkness. Her voice
trembled. "Race, our world is dying. We can't stand against Terra. And
there are other things, worse things."
I sat up, surprised to find myself defending
Terra to this girl. After all these years I was back in my own world. And yet I
heard myself say quietly, "The Terrans aren't exploiting Wolf.
We haven't
abolished the rule of Shainsa.
We've changed nothing."
It was true.
Terra held Wolf by compact;
not conquest
They paid, and paid
generously, for the lease of
the lands
where their Trade Cities
would rise, and stepped beyond
them only when invited
to do
so.
"We let any
city or state that wants
to keep
its independence
govern itself until
it collapses,
Dallisa. And they do collapse after a generation or so. Very few
primitive planers can hold out against
us. The
people themselves get tired of living
under feudal or theocratic systems, and they beg
to be taken into the Empire.
That*s alL"
"But that's just
it," Dallisa argued. "You give
the people
all those things we
used to give them, and
you do
it better.
Just by being here,
you are
killing the Dry-towns. They're turning to you and leaving
us, and
you let
them do it."
I shook my
head. "We've kept the Terran
Peace for centuries. What do
you expectP
Should we give
you arms,
planes, bombs, weapons to
hold your slaves down?"
"Yesl" she flared
at me.
The Dry-towns
have ruled Wolf since—since—you,
you can't
even imagine how long! And
we made compact with
you to
trade here—"
"And we have
rewarded you by leaving you
untouched," I said quietly.
"But we have not forbidden
the Dry-towns
to come into the
Empire and work with Terra."
She said bitterly,
"Men like Kyral will die
first," and pressed her face helplessly
against me. "And I will
die with
them. Miellyn broke away,
but I
cannot! Courage is what I lack.
Our world
is rotten,
Race, rotten all through, and
I'm as rotten as the core
of it.
I could
have killed you today, and
I'm here in your
arms. Our world is rotten,
but Tve
no confidence
that the new world will
be better!"
I put my
hand under her chin, and
looked down gravely into her face,
only a pale oval in
the darkness.
There was nothing I could say;
she had
said it all, and truthfully.
I had
hated and yearned and
starved for this, and when
I found
it, it turned salty and bloody
on my
hps, like Dallisa's despairing kisses. She ran her
fingers over the scars on
my face, then gripped her small thin
hands around my wrists so fiercely
that I grunted protest.
"You will
not forget
me," she said in her strangely lilting voice. "You will not forget me,
although you were victorious." She twisted and lay looking up at me, her
eyes glowing faintly luminous in darkness. I knew that she could see me as clearly as if it were day. "I think it was my victory, not yours, Race Cargill."
Gently,
on an impulse I could not explain, I picked up one delicate wrist, then the other, unclasping the heavy
jeweled bracelets. She let out a stifled cry of dismay. And then I tossed the chains into a corner before I drew her savagely into my arms again and forced her head back under my
mouth.
I said good-bye to her alone, in the reddish, windswept space before the
Great House. She pressed her head against my shoulder and whispered,
"Race, take me with you!"
For
answer I only picked up her narrow wrists and turned .them over on my palm. The
jeweled bracelets were clasped again around the thinly boned joints, and on
some self-punishing impulse she had shortened the chains so that she could not
even put her arms around me. I lifted
the punished wrists to my mouth and kissed them gently.
"You don't want to
leave, Dallisa."
I was desperately sorry for her. She would go
down with her dying world, proud and cold and with no place in the new one. She
kissed me and I tasted blood, her thin fettered body
straining wildly against me, shaken with tearing, convulsive sobs. Then she
turned and fled back into the shadow of the great dark house.
I never saw her again.
CHAPTER
TEN
A few days later I found myself nearing the end of the trail.
It was twilight in Charm, hot and reeking
with the gypsy glare of fires which burned, smoking, at the far end of the
Street of the Six Shepherds. I crouched
in the shadow of a wall, waiting.
My skin itched from the
dirty shirtcloak I hadn't changed in days. Shabbiness is wise in
nonhuman parts, and Dry-towners think too much of water to waste much of it in
superfluous washing anyhow. I scratched unobtrusively and glanced cautiously
down the street.
It
seemed empty, except for a few sodden derelicts sprawled in doorways—the Street
of the Six Shepherds is a filthy slum—but I made sure my skean was loose.
Charin is not a particularly safe town, even for Dry-towners, and especially
not for Earthmen, at any time.
Even
with what Dallisa had told me, the search had been difficult. Charin is not
Shainsa. In Charin, where human and nonhuman live closer together than
anywhere else on the planet, information about such men as Rakhal can be
bought, but the policy is to let the buyer beware. That's fair enough, because
the life of the seller has a way of not being worth much afterward, either.
A
dirty, dust-laden wind was blowing up along the street, heavy with strange
smells. The pungent reek of incense from a street-shrine was in the smells. The
heavy, acrid odor that made my skin crawl. In the
hills behind Charin, the Ghost Wind was rising.
Borne on this wind, the Ya-men would sweep
down from the mountains, and everything human or nearly human would scatter in
their path. They would range through the quarter all night, and in the morning
they would melt away, until the Ghost Wind blew again. At any other time, I
would already have taken cover. I fancied that I could hear, borne on the wind,
the faraway yelping, and envision the plumed, taloned figures which would come
leaping down the street.
In that moment, the quiet
of the street split asunder.
From
somewhere a girl's voice screamed in shrill pain or panic. Then I saw her,
dodging between two of the chinked pebble-houses. She was a child, thin and
barefoot, a long tangle of black hair flying loose as she darted and twisted to
elude the lumbering fellow at her heels. His outstretched paw jerked cruelly at
her slim wrist.
The
little girl screamed and wrenched herself free and threw herself straight on
me, wrapping herself around my neck with the violence
of a storm wind. Her hair got in my mouth and her small hands gripped at my
back like a cat's flexed claws.
"Oh,
help me," she gasped between sobs. "Don't let him get me,
don't." And even in that broken plea I took it in that the little
ragamuffin did not speak the jargon of that slum, but the pure speech of
Shainsa.
What
I did then was as automatic as if it had been Juli. I pulled the kid loose,
shoved her behind me, and scowled at the brute who
lurched toward us.
"Make
yourself scarce," I advised. "We don't chase
little girls where I come from. Haul off, now."
The
man reeled. I smelled the rankness of his rags as he thrust one grimy paw at
the girl. I never was the hero type, but I'd started something which I had to
carry through. I thrust myself between them and put my hand on the skean again.
"You—you Dry-towner." The man set up a tipsy howL and I sucked in
my breath. Now I was in for it Unless I got out of there damned fast I'd lose
what I'd come all the way to Charin to find.
I
felt like handing the girl over. For all I knew, the bully could be her father
and she was properly in line for a spanking. This wasn't any of my business.
My business lay at the end of the street, where Rakhal was waiting at the
fires. He wouldn't be there long. Already the smell of the Ghost Wind was heavy
and harsh, and little flurries of sand went racing along the street lifting the
flaps of the doorways.
But
I did nothing so sensible, The big lunk made a grab at
the girl, and I whipped out my skean and pantomimed.
"Get going!"
"Dry-towner!" He spat out the word like filth, his pig-eyes narrowing to slits. "Son of the Ape! Earthmanl"
"Terranan!" Someone took up the howL There was a stir, a
rustle, all along the street that had seemed empty, and from nowhere, it
seemed, the space in front of me was crowded with shadowy forms, human and
otherwise.
"Earthman!"
I felt the muscles across my belly knotting
into a band of ice. I didn't believe I'd given myself away as an Earth-man. The
bully was using the time-dishonored tactic of stirring up a riot in a hurry,
but just the same I looked quickly round, hunting a path of escape.
"Put your skean in his
guts, Spilkarl Grab him'"
"Hai-ail
Earthman! HaUd!"
It was the last cry that made me panic.
Through the sultry glare at the end of the street, I could see the plumed,
taloned figures of the Ya-men, gliding through the banners of smoke. The crowd
melted open.
I
didn't stop to reflect on the fact—suddenly very obvious —that Rakhal couldn't
have been at the fixes at all, and that my informant had led me into
an open trap, a nest of Ya-men already inside Charm. The crowd edged back and
muttered, and suddenly I made my choice. I whirled, snatched up the girl in my
arms and ran straight toward the advancing figures of the Ya-men.
Nobody
followed me. I even heard a choked shout that sounded like a warning. I heard
the yelping shrieks of the Ya-men grow to a wild howl, and at the last minute,
when their stiff rustling plumes loomed only a few yards away, I dived sidewise
into an alley, stumbled on some rubbish and spilled the girl down.
"Run, kid!"
She
shook herself like a puppy climbing out of water. Her small fingers closed like
a steel trap on my wrist. "This way," she urged in a hasty whisper,
and I found myself plunging out the far end of the alley and into the shelter
of a street-shrine. The sour stink of incense smarted in my nostrils, and I
could hear the yelping of the Ya-men as they leaped and rustled down the alley,
their cold and poisonous eyes searching out the recess where I crouched with
the girl.
"Here,"
she panted, "stand close to me on the stone—" I drew back, startled.
"Oh, don't stop to
argue," she whimpered. "Come hereT
"Hal-ail
Earthman! There he is!"
The
girl's arms flung round me again. I felt her slight, hard body pressing on mine
and she literally hauled me toward the pattern of stones at the center of the
shrine. I wouldn't have been human if I hadn't caught her closer yet.
The
world reeled. The street disappeared in a cone
of spmning lights, stars danced crazily, and I plunged down through a widening gulf of empty space, locked in the girl's arms.
I fell,
spun, plunged head over heels through
tilting lights and shadows
that flung us through eternities
of freefaJl. The yelping of the
Ya-men whirled away in unimaginable
distances, and for a second
I felt
the unmerciful
blackout of a power
dive, with blood breaking from
my nostrils
and filling
my mouth.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Lights flared in
my eyes.
I was standing
solidly on my feet in
the street-shrine,
but the street was gone. Coils
of incense
still smudged the air. The God
squatted toadUke in his recess.
The girl
was hanging
limp, locked in my clenched
arms. As the floor straightened
under my feet I staggered,
thrown off balance by the
sudden return of the
girl's weight, and grabbed blindly
for support.
"Give her to
me," said a voice, and
the girl's
sagging body was lifted from my
arms. A strong hand
grasped my elbow. I found a
chair beneath my knees and
sank gratefully into it.
"The transmission isn't smooth yet between
such distant terminals," the
voice remarked. "I see Miellyn
has fainted
again. A weakling, the
girl, but useful."
I spat
blood, trying to get the
room in focus. For I was
inside a room, a
room of some translucent substance, window-less,
a skylight
high above me, through which
pink daylight streamed. Daylight—and
it had
been midnight in Charinl Fd
come halfway around the
planet in a few seconds!
From somewhere I
heard the sound of hammering,
tiny, bell-like hammering, the chiming of a fairy
anvil. I looked up and saw
a man—a
man?—watching me.
On Wolf you
see all
kinds of human, half-human and non-human life, and
I consider
myself something of an expert
on all three. But I had
never seen anyone, or anything,
who so closely
resembled the human and so
obviously wasn't He, or it, was
tall and lean, man-shaped but oddly muscled, a
vague suggestion of something
less than human in the
lean hunch of his posture.
Manlike, he
wore green tight-fitting trunks and
a shirt
of green fur that revealed bulging
biceps where they shouldn't be, and angular
planes where there should have
been swelling muscles. The shoulders
were high, the neck unpleasantly
sinuous, and the face,
a little
narrower than human, was handsomely arrogant, with a kind
of wary
alert mischief that was the least
human thing about him.
He bent, tilted
the girl's
inert body on to a
divan of some sort, and turned
his back
on her,
lifting his hand in an
impatient, and unpleasantly reminiscent, gesture.
The tinkling of
the little
hammers stopped as if a
switch had been disconnected.
"Now," said
the nonhuman,
"we can talk."
Like the waif,
he spoke
Shainsan, and spoke it with
a better accent than any nonhuman
I had
even known—so well that I looked
again to be certain. I
wasn't too dazed to answer
in the
same tongue, but I couldn't
keep back a spate of
questions:
"What happened?
Who are
you? What is this place?"
The nonhuman waited,
crossing his hands—quite passable hands, if you didn't look
too closely
at what
should have been nails—and bent forward
in a
sketchy gesture.
"Do not blame
Miellyn. She acted under orders.
It was
imperative you be brought
here tonight, and we had
reason to believe you might ignore
an ordinary
summons. You were clever at evading
our surveillance,
for a
time. But there
would not be two
Dry-towners in Charm tonight who
would dare the Ghost Wind. Your reputation does you
justice, Rak-hal Sensar."
Rakhal Sensarl Once again
Rakhall
Shaken, I pulled
a rag
from my pocket and wiped
blood from my mouth. I'd figured
out, in Shainsa, why the
mistake was logical. And here in
Charin I'd been hanging around
in Rakhal's old haunts, covering his
old trails.
Once again, mistaken identity was
natural.
Natural or not,
I wasn't
going to deny it. If
these were Rakhal's enemies, my real
identity should be kept as
an ace in reserve which might—just
might—get me out alive again. If they were his
friends . . . well,
I could
only hope that no one who
knew him well by sight
would walk in on me.
"We knew,"
the nonhuman
continued, "that if you remained where you were, the Terra-nan Cargill would have made his arrest. We know
about your quarrel with Cargill, among other things, but we did not consider it
necessary that you should fall into his hands at present."
I
was puzzled. "I still don't understand. Exactly where amir
"This is the mastershrihe of
Nebran." Nebranl
The
stray pieces of the puzzle suddenly jolted into place. Kyral had warned me, not
knowing he was doing it. I hastily imitated the gesture Kyral had made,
gabbling a few words of an archaic charm.
Like
every Earthman who's lived on Wolf more than a tourist season, I'd seen faces
go blank and impassive at mention of the Toad God. Rumor made his spies
omnipresent, his priests omniscient, his anger
all-powerful. I had believed about a tenth of what I had heard, or less.
The
Terran Empire has little to say to planetary religions, and Nebran's cult is a
remarkably obscure one, despite the street-shrines on every corner. Now I was
in his master-shrine, and the device which had brought me here was beyond
doubt a working model of a matter transmitter.
A
matter transmitter, a working model—the words triggered memory. Rakhal was
after it.
"And who," I asked slowly,
"are you, Lord?"
The
green-clad creature hunched thin shoulders again in a ceremonious gesture.
"I am called Evarin. Humble servant of Nebran and yourself," he
added, but there was no humility in his manner. "I am called the
Toymaker."
Evarin. That was another name given weight by rumor.
A breath of gossip in a thieves market, A scrawled
word on smudged paper. A blank folder in Terran Intelligence.
Another puzzle-piece snapped into place— Toymaker!
The girl on the divan sat up suddenly passing
slim hands over her disheveled hair. "Did I faint, Evarin? I had to fight
to get him into the stone, and the patterns were not set straight in that
terminal. You must send one of the Little Ones to set them to rights.
Toymaker, you are not listening to me."
"Stop chattering, Miellyn," said Evarin indifferently.
"You brought him
here, and that is all
that matters. You aren't hurt?"
Miellyn pouted
and looked
ruefully at her bare bruised
feet, patted
the wrinkles
in her
ragged frock with fastidious fingers. "My poor feet," she mourned, "they are black and blue with
the cobbles
and my
hair is filled with sand
and tanglesl Toymaker, what way was
this to send me to
entice a man? Any man
would have come quickly, quicldy,
if he had seen me looking
lovely, but you—you send me
in rags!"
She stamped a
small bare foot She was not
merely as young as she had
looked in the street Though
immature and underdeveloped by Terran standards,
she had
a fair
figure for a Dry-town woman. Her
rags fell now in graceful
folds. Her hair was spun black
glass, and I—I saw what
what the rags and the confusion
in the
filthy street had kept me
from seeing before.
It was
the girl
of the
spaceport cafe, the girl who
had appeared and vanished in the
eerie streets of Canarsa.
Evarin was
regarding her with what, in
a human,
might have been rueful impatience. He said, "You know
you en-Joyed
yourself, as always, Miellyn. Run
along and make yourself beautiful again,
little nuisance."
The girl
danced out of the room,
and I
was just
as glad
to see her go. The Toymaker
motioned to me.
"This way," he directed, and led
me through
a different
door. The offstage hammering
I had
heard, tiny bell tones like a fairy xylophone, began again as the
door opened, and we passed into
a workroom
which made me remember nursery
tales from a half-forgotten childhood on Terra. For
the workers were tiny, gnarled troUst
They were chaks. Chaks from the polar
mountains, dwarfed and furred and half-human,
with witchlike faces and great
golden eyes, and I
had the
curious feeling that if I
looked hard enough I would see
the Utile
toy-seller they had hunted out of the Kharsa. I
didn't look. I figured I
was in
enough trouble already.
Tiny hammers
pattered on miniature anvils in
a tinkling,
jingling chorus of musical
clinks and taps. Golden eyes
focused like lenses over
winking jewels and gimcracks. Busy elves. Makers of toys!
Evarin jerked
his shoulders
with an imperative gesture. I followed him through a fairy workroom, but could not refrain from casting a lingering look at the worktables. A withered leprechaun set eyes into
the head of a minikin hound. Furred fingers worked precious metals into
invisible filigree for the collarpiece of a dancing doll. Metallic feathers were thrust with clockwork precision into
the wings of a skeleton
bird no longer than my fingernail. The nose of the hound wabbled and sniffed,
the bird's wings quivered, the eyes of the little
dancer followed my footsteps. Toys?
"This
way," Evarin rapped, and a door slid shut behind us. The clinks and taps
grew faint, fainter, but never ceased.
My
face must have betrayed more than conventional impassivity, for Evarin smiled.
"Now you know, Rakhal, why I am called Toymaker. Is it not strange—the
masterpriest of Nebran, a maker of Toys, and the shrine of the Toad God a
workshop for children's playthings?"
Evarin
paused suggestively. They were obviously not children's playthings and this
was my cue to say so, but I avoided the trap. Evarin opened a sliding panel,
and took out a doll.
She was perhaps the length of my longest
finger, molded to the precise proportions of a woman, and costumed after the
bizarre fashion of the Ardcarran dancing girls. Evarin touched no burton or key
that I could see, but when he set the figure on its feet, it executed a
whirling, armtossing dance in a fast, tricky tempo.
"I
am, in a sense, benevolent," Evarin murmured. He snapped his fingers and
the doll sank to her knees and poised there, silent. "Moreover, I have the
means and, let us say, the ability to indulge my small fantasies.
"The little daughter of the President of
the Federation of Trade Cities on Samarra was sent such a doll recently. What a
pity that Paolo Arimengo was so suddenly impeached and banishedl" The
Toymaker clucked his teeth commiseratingly. "Perhaps this small companion
will compensate the little Carmela for her adjustment to her new . . .
position."
He
replaced the dancer and pulled down something like a whirligig. "This
might interest you," he mused, and set it spinning. I stared at the
pattern of lights that flowed and disappeared, melting in and out of visible
shadows. Suddenly I realized what the
thing was doing. I wrested
my eyes
away with an effort. Had there
been a lapse of seconds
or minutes?
Had Evarin spoken?
Evarin arrested the
compelling motion with one finger.
"Several of these pretty
playthings are available to the
children of important men," he said absently. "An import
of value for our exploited and
impoverished world. Unfortunately
they are, perhaps, a little
... ah,
obvious. The incidence of nervous
breakdowns is, ah, interfering with their sale. The children,
of course,
are unaffected,
and love
them.''
Evarin set
the hypnotic
wheel moving again, glanced side-wise
at me,
then set it carefully back.
"Now"—Evarin's voice, hard with
the silkiness
of a
cat's snarl, clawed the silence—"we'll talk business."
I turned, composing
my face.
Evarin had something concealed in one hand, but
I didn't
think it was a weapon.
And if I'd known, I'd have
had to
ignore it anyway.
"Perhaps you wonder
how we
recognized and found you?" A panel
cleared in the wall and
became translucent. Confused flickers moved,
dropped into focus and I
realized that the panel was an
ordinary television screen and I
was looking
into the well-known interior of
the Cafe
of Three
Rainbows in the Trade City
of Charm.
By this time
I was
running low on curiosity and
didn't wonder till much, much later
how televised
pictures were transmitted around
the curve
of a
planet. Evarin sharpened the focus down
on the
long Earth-type bar where a
tall man in Terran clothes was
talking to a pale-haired girL Evarin said, "By now,
Race Cargill has decided, no
doubt, that you fell into his
trap and into the hands
of the
Ya-men. He is off-guard now."
And suddenly the
whole thing seemed so unbearably,
il-logically funny that my shoulders
shook with the effort to
keep back dangerous laughter.
Since I'd landed in Charm,
I'd taken great pains
to avoid
the Trade
City, or anyone who might have
associated me with it. And
Rakhal, somehow aware of this,
had conveniently
filled up the gap. By posing as
me.
It wasn't nearly
as difficult
as it
sounded. I had found that
out in Shalnsa. Charin
is a
long, long way from the
major Trade City near the Kharsa.
I hadn't
a single
intimate friend there, or within hundreds
of miles,
to see
through the imposture. At most,
there were half a dozen of
the staff
that I'd once met, or had
a drink
with, eight or ten years
ago.
Rakhal could speak
perfect Standard when he chose;
if he
lapsed into Dry-town idiom, that
too was
in my
known character. I had
no doubt
he was
making a great success of
it alL probably doing much better
with my identity than I
could ever have done
with his.
Evarin rasped, "Cargill
meant to leave the planet.
What stopped him? You could be
of use
to us,
Rakhal. But not
with this blood-feud unsettled.''
That needed no
elucidation. No Wolfan in his
right mind will bargain with a
Dry-towner carrying an unresolved blood-feud. By law and
custom, declared blood-feud takes precedence
over any other business, public
or private,
and is
sufficient excuse for broken promises,
neglected duties, theft, even murder.
"We want ft
settled once and for all."
Evarin's voice was low and unhurried.
"And we aren't above weighting
the scales. This Cargill can, and
has, posed as a Dry-towner,
undetected. We don't like
Earthmen who can do that.
In settling your feud, you will
be aiding
us, and
removing a danger. We would be
... grateful."
He opened his
closed hand, displaying something small,
curled, inert.
"Every living
thing emits a characteristic pattern of electrical nerve impulses. We have
ways of recording those impulses,
and we
have had you and Cargill
under observation for a long time.
We've had plenty of opportunity
to key
this Toy to Cargul's
pattern."
On his palm
the curled
thing stirred, spread wings. A
fledgling bird lay there, small
soft body throbbing slightly. Half-hidden in a
ruff of metallic feathers I
glimpsed a grimly elongated beak.
The pinions
were feathered with delicate down less than a quarter
of an
inch long. They beat with
delicate insistence against the
Toymaker's prisoning fingers.
"This is not
dangerous to you. Press here"—he
showed me—"and if Race
Cargill is within a certain
distance—and it is up to you
to be
within that distance—it will find
him, and kill him. Uneiringly, inescapably, untraceably. We will not
tell you the critical
distance. And we will give
you three
days."
He checked my
startled exclamation with a gesture. "Of course this is
a test
Within the hour
Cargill will receive a warning. We want no incompetents
who must
be helped
too much! Nor do we want
cowards! If you fail, or
release the bird at a distance
too great
or evade
the test"—the
green inhuman malice in his eyes made me
sweat—"we have made
another bird."
By now my
brain was swimming, but I
thought I understood the complex
inhuman logic involved. "The other
bird is keyed to me?*'
With slow contempt
Evarin shook his head. "You? You are used to danger
and fond
of a
gamble. Nothing so simple! We
have given you three days.
li, within
that time, the bird you carry
has not
killed, the other bird will
fly. And it will loll. Rakhal,
you have
a wife."
Yes, Rakhal had
a wife.
They could threaten Rakhal's wife. And his wife was
my sister
Juli.
Everything after that
was anticlimax.
Of course
I had
to drink with Evarin, the elaborate
formal ritual without which no bargain
on Wolf
is concluded.
He entertained
me with
gory and technical descriptions
of the-
way in
which the birds, and other of
his hellish
Toys, did their killing, and
worse tasks.
Miellyn danced into
the room
and upset
the exquisite
solemnity of the wine-ritual
by perching
on my
knee, stealing a sip from
my cup,
and pouting
prettily when I paid her less
attention than she thought she
merited. I didn't dare pay much
attention, even when she whispered,
with the deliberate and thorough
wantonness of a Dry-town woman
of high-caste who has flung aside
her fetters,
something about a rendezvous at the
Three Rainbows.
But eventually it was over and
I stepped
through a door that twisted with
a giddy
blankness, and found myself outside
a bare
windowless wall in Charin again,
the night
sky starred and cold. The acrid
smell of the Ghost Wind
was thinning in the streets, but
I had
to crouch
in a
cranny of the wall when a
final rustling horde of Ya-men,
the last
of their receding tide, rustled down
the street.
I found
my way
to my lodging in a filthy
chak hostel, and
threw myself down on the verminous
bed. Believe it
or not,
I slept
CHAPTER TWELVE
An houb before dawn there was a noise
in my
room. I roused, my hand on my
skean. Someone or something was
fumbling under the mattress
where I had thrust Evarin's
bird. I struck out,
encountered something warm and breathing,
and grappled
with it in the darkness.
A foul-smelling
something gripped over my
mouth. I tore it away
and struck
hard with the skean.
There was a high shrilling.
The gripping
filth loosened and fell away
and something
died on the floor.
I struck a
light, retching in revulsion. It hadn't been human.
There wouldn't have been that
much blood from a human. Not
that color, either.
The chak who ran the place came and
gibbered at me. Chdks have a horror of blood and
this one gave me to
understand that my lease was
up then
and there,
no arguments,
no refunds.
He wouldn't
even let me go into
his stone
outbuilding to wash the foul
stuff from my shirtcloak. I gave up and fished
under the mattress for Evarin's
Toy.
The chak got a glimpse of the embroideries
on the
silk in which it was wrapped,
and stood
back, his loose furry hps hanging
open, while I gathered my
few belongings
together and strode out of
the room.
He would
not touch
the coins I offered; I laid
them on a chest and
he let
them lie there, and as I
went into the reddening morning
they came flying after me into
the street.
I pulled
the silk
from the Toy and tried
to make
some sense from my predicament The little thing lay innocent
and silent in my
palm. It wouldn't tell me
whether it had been keyed to
me, the
real Cargill, some time in
the past,
or to Rakhal, using my name
and reputation
in the
Terran Colony here at Charin.
If I pressed
the stud
it might
play out this comedy of
errors by hunting down
Rakhal, and all my troubles
would be over. For a while, at least, until Evarin
found out what had happened. I didn't deceive myself
that I could carry the impersonation through another meeting.
On
the other hand, if I pressed the stud, the bird might turn on me. And then all
my troubles would be over for good.
If I delayed past Evarin's deadline, and did
nothing, the Other bird in his keeping would hunt down
Juli and give her a swift and not too painless death.
I
spent most of the day in a chak dive,
juggling plans. Toys, innocent and sinister. Spies, messengers. Toys which killed
horribly. Toys which could be controlled, perhaps, by the pliant mind of
a child, and every child hates its parents now and
again!
Even in the Terran colony, who was safe? In
Mack's very home, one of the Magnusson youngsters had a shiny thing which
might, or might not, be one of Evarin's hellish Toys. Or was I beginning to
think like a superstitious Dry-towner?
Damn it, Evarin couldn't be infallible; he
hadn't even recognized me as Race Cargill! Or—suddenly the sweat broke out,
again, on my forehead— or
had he? Had
the whole thing been one of those sinister, deadly and incomprehensible
nonhuman jokes?
I kept coming to the same conclusion. Juli
was in danger, but she was half a world away. Rakhal was here in Charih. There
was a child involved—Juli's child. The first step was to get inside the Terran
colony and see how the land lay.
Charin
is a city shaped like a crescent moon, encircling the small Trade City: a
miniature spaceport, a miniature skyscraper HQ, the clustered dwellings of the
Terrans who worked there, and those who lived with them and supplied them with
necessities, services and luxuries.
Entry
from one to the other is through a guarded gateway, since this is hostile
territory, and Charin lies far beyond the impress of ordinary Terran law. But
the gate stood wide-open, and the guards looked lax and bored. They had shockers,
but they didn't look as if they'd used them lately.
One raised an eyebrow at his companion as I
shambled up. I could pretty well guess the impression I made, dirty, unkempt and
stained with nonhuman blood. I
asked permission to go into
the Terran
Zone.
They asked my
name and business, and I
toyed with the notion of giving
the name
of the
man I
was inadvertently
impersonating. Then I decided
that if Rakhal had passed
himself off as Race
Cargill, he'd expect exactly that
And he
was also capable of
the masterstroke
of impudence—putting
out a pickup order, through Spaceforce,
for his
own name!
So I gave
the name
we'd used from Shainsa to
Charin, and tacked one of the
Secret Service passwords on the
end of it They looked at
each other again and one
said, "Rascar, eh? This is the
guy, all right" He took
me into
the little
booth by the gate
while the other used an
intercom device. Presently they took me
along into the HQ building,
and into
an office that said
"Legate,"
I tried not
to panic,
but it
wasn't easy! Evidently Td walked square
into another trap. One guard
asked me, "All right n°w,
what exactly is your business
in the
Trade City?"
I'd hoped to
locate Rakhal first Now I knew
I'd have
no chance and at all costs
I must
straighten out this matter of
identity before it went
any further.
"Put me straight
through to Magnusson's office, Level
38 at Central HQ, by visi,"
I demanded.
I was
trying to remember if Mack
had ever
even heard the name we
used in Shainsa. I decided I
couldn't risk it. "Name of Race
Cargill."
The guard grinned
without moving. He said to
his partner,
"That's the one, all
right'" He put a hand
on my
shoulder, spinning me around.
"Haul off,
man. Shake your boots."
There were two
of them,
and Spaceforce
guards aren't picked for their good
looks. Just the same, I
gave a pretty good account of
myself until the inner door
opened and a man came storming
out
"What the
devil is all
this racket?"
One guard
got a
hammerlock on me. "This Dry-towner bum tried to talk
us into
making a priority call to
Magnusson, the Chief at
Central. He knew a couple
of the
S.S. passwords. That's what got him
through the gate. Remember, Cargill
passed the word that
somebody would turn up trying
to impersonate him."
I remember."
The strange
man's eyes were wary and
cold.
"You damned fools," I snarled.
"Magnusson will identify me! Can't you realize you're dealing with an
impostor?"
One
of the guards said to the legate in an undertone, "Maybe we ought to hold
him as a suspicious character." But the legate shook his head. "Not
worth the trouble. Car-gill said it was a private affair. You might search him,
make sure he's not concealing contraband weapons," he added, and talked
softly to the wide-eyed clerk in the background while the guards went through
my shirtcloak and pockets.
When
they started to unwrap the silk-shrouded Toy I
yelled—if the thing got set off accidentally, there'd be trouble. The legate
turned and rebuked, "Can't you see it's embroidered with the Toad God?
It's a religious amulet of some sort, let it alone."
They grumbled, but gave it back to me, and
the legate commanded, "Don't mess him up any more. Give him back his knife
and take him to the gates. But make sure he doesn't come back."
I found myself seized and frog-marched to the
gate. One guard pushed my skean back into its clasp. The other shoved me hard,
and I stumbled, fell sprawling in the dust of the cobbled street, to the
accompaniment of a profane statement about what I could expect if I came back.
A chorus of jeers from a cluster of chak children
and veiled women broke across me.
I
picked myself up, glowered so fiercely at the giggling spectators that the
laughter drained away into silence, and clenched my fists, half inclined to
turn back and bull my way through. Then I subsided. First
round to Rakhal. He had sprung the trap on me, very neatly.
The
street was narrow and crooked, winding between doubled rows of pebble-houses,
and full of dark shadows even in the crimson noon. I walked aimlessly, favoring
the arm the guard had crushed. I was no closer to settling things with Rakhal,
and I had slammed at least one gate behind me.
Why hadn't I had sense enough to walk up and
demand to see Race Cargill? Why hadn't I insisted on a
fingerprint check? I could prove my identity, and Rakhal, using my name in my
absence, to those who didn't know me by sight, couldn't. I could at least have
made him try. But he had maneuvered it very cleverly, so I never had a chance
to insist on proofs.
I
turned into a wineshop and -ordered a dram of greenish mountainberry liquor,
sipping it slowly and fingering the few bills and coins in my pockets. I'd
better forget about warning Juli. I couldn't 'vise her from Charm, except in
the Terran zone. I had neither the money nor the time to make the trip in
person, even if I could get passage on a Terran-dominated airline after today.
Miellyn. She
had flirted with me, and like Dallisa, she might prove vulnerable. It might be
another trap, but I'd take the chance. At least I could get hints about Evarin.
And I needed information. I wasn't used to this kind of intrigue any more. The
smell of danger was foreign to me now, and I found it unpleasant.
The
small lump of the bird in my pocket tantalized me. I took it out again. It was
a temptation to press the stud and let it settle things, or at least start them
going, then and there.
After
a while I noticed the proprietors of the shop staring at the silk of the
wrappings. They backed off, apprehensive. I held out a coin and they shook
their heads. "You are welcome to the drink," one of them said.
"All we have is at your service. Only please go. Go quickly."
They
would not touch the coins I offered. I thrust the bird in my pocket, swore and
went It was my second experience with being somehow
tabu, and I didn't like it.
It was dusk when I realized I was being
followed.
At first it was a glimpse out of the comer of
my eye, a head seen too frequently for coincidence. It developed into a
too-persistent footstep in uneven rhythm.
Tap-tap-tap. Tap-tap-tap.
I
had my skean handy, but I had a hunch this wasn't anything I could settle with
a skean. I ducked into a side street and waited.
Nothing.
I went on, laughing at my imagined fears.
Then, after a time, the soft, persistent
footfall thudded behind me again.
I cut across a thieves market dodging from
stall to stall, cursed by old women selling hot fried goldfish, women in
striped veils railing at me in their chiming talk when I brushed their rolled
rugs with hasty feet. Far behind I heard the familiar uneven hurry:
tap-tap-tap, tap-tap-tap.
I
fled down a street where women sat on flower-decked balconies, their open
lanterns flowing with fountains and rivulets of gold and orange fire. I raced
through quiet streets where furred children crept to doors and watched me pass
with great golden eyes that shone in the dark.
I
dodged into an alley and lay there, breathing hard. Someone not two inches away
said, "Are you one of us, brother?"
I muttered something surly, in his dialect,
and a hand, reassuringly human, closed on my elbow. "This
way."
Out
of breath with long running, I let him lead me, meaning to break away after a
few steps, apologize for mistaken identity and vanish, when a sound at the end
of the street made me jerk stiff and listen.
Tap-tap-tap. Tap-top-tap.
I
let my arm relax in the hand that guided me, flung a fold of my shirt cloak
over my face, and went along with my unknown guide.
CHAPTER
THIRTEEN
I stumbled over steps, took a jolting stride downward,
and found myself in a dim room jammed with dark figures, human and nonhuman.
The
figures swayed in the darkness, chanting in a dialect not altogether familiar
to me, a monotonous wailing chant, with a single recurrent phrase:
"Kamainal Kama-ainal" It began on a high note, descending in weird
chromatics to the lowest tone the human ear could resolve.
The
sound made me draw back. Even the Dry-towners shunned the orgiastic rituals of
Kamaina. Earthmen have a reputation for getting rid of the more objectionable
customs— by human standards—on any planet where they live. But they don't touch
religions, and Kamaina, on the surface anyhow, was a religion.
I started to rum round and leave, as if I had
inadvertently walker] through the
wrong door, but my conductor
hauled on my arm, and I
was wedged
in too
tight by now to risk
a roughhouse. Trying to force my
way out
would only have called attention to
me, and
the first
of the
Secret Service maxims is; when in
doubt, go along, keep quiet,
and watch
the other guy.
As my eyes
adapted to the dim light,
I saw
that most of the crowd were
Charin plainsmen or chaks. One or two wore Dry-town shirtcloaks, and I even thought
I saw
an Earfhman
in the crowd, though I was
never sure and I fervently
hope not. They were squatting around
small crescent-shaped tables, and
all intently
gazing at a flickery spot
of light
at the
front of the cellar. I saw
an empty
place at one table and
dropped there, finding the
floor soft, as if cushioned.
On each table,
small smudging pastilles were burning,
and from these cones of ash-tipped
fire came the steamy, swimmy
smoke that filled the
darkness with strange colors. Beside
me an immature chak
girl was
kneeling, her fettered hands strained tightly back at her
sides, her naked breasts pierced
for jeweled rings.
Beneath the
paDid fur around her pointed
ears, the exquisite animal face
was quite
mad. She whispered to me,
but her dialect was
so thick
that I could follow only
a few
words, and would just
as soon
not have
heard those few. An older chak grunted for silence and she subsided,
swaying and crooning.
There were cups
and decanters
on all
the tables,
and a
woman tilted pale, phosphorescent
fluid into a cup and
offered it to me.
I took
one sip,
then another. It was cold
and pleasantly tart, and
not until
the second
swallow turned sweet on my tongue
did I
know what I tasted. I
pretended to swallow while the woman's
eyes were fixed on me,
then somehow contrived
to spill
the filthy
stuff down my shirt.
I was wary
even of the fumes, but
there was nothing else I could
do. The
stuff was shallavan,
outlawed on
every planet in the Terran Empire
and every
halfway decent planet outside it.
More and
more figures, men and creatures,
kept crowding mto the cellar, which
was not
very large. The place looked
like the worst nightmare
of a
drug-dreamer, ablaze with the colors of
the smoking
incense, the swaying crowd, and
their monotonous cries. Quite
suddenly there was a blaze
of purple light and someone screamed
in raving
ecstasy: "Na ki na
Nebran rihai KamainaT
"KamayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenaT shrilled
the tranced
mob.
An old man
jumped up and started haranguing
the crowd.
I could just follow
his dialect.
He was
talking about Terra. He was talking
about riots. He was jabbering
mystical gibberish which I couldn't
understand and didn't want to
understand, and rabble-rousing anti-Terran propaganda which I understood much too welL
Another blaze
of lights
and another
long scream in chorus: "KamayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenaT
Evarin stood in
the blaze
of the
many-colored light.
The Toymaker, as
I had
seen him last, cat-smooth, gracefully alien, shrouded in
a ripple
of giddy
crimsons. Behind him was a blackness. I waited
till the painful blaze of
lights abated, then, straining my eyes
to see past
him, I got my Worst shock.
A woman stood
there, naked to the waist,
her hands
ritually fettered with little
chains that stirred and clashed
musically as she moved
stiff-legged in
a frozen
dream. Hair like black grass banded
her brow
and naked
shoulders, and her eyes were crimson.
And the eyes
lived in the dead dreaming
face. They lived, and they were
mad with
terror although the hps curved
in a gently tranced smile.
Miellyn.
Evarin was speaking
in that
dialect I barely understood. His arms were flung high
and his
cloak went spilling away from them,
rippling like something alive. The
jammed humans and nonhumans swayed and
chanted and he swayed above
them like an iridescent
bug, weaving arms rippling back
and forth, back and
forth. I strained to catch
his words.
"Our world ...
an old
world."
"Kamayeeeeena," whimpered
the shrill
chorus. .. humans, humans,
all humans
would make slaves of us all, all save the Children of the Ape ..."
I lost the
thread for a moment True.
The Terran
Empire has one small blind spot
in otherwise
sane policy, ignoring that nonhuman and
human have lived placidly here
for millennia: they placidly
assumed that humans were everywhere
the dominant
race, as on Earth itself.
The Toymaker's weaving arms went on
spinning, spinning. I rubbed my eyes to
clear them of shaUaoan and incense.
I hoped that what I saw
was an
illusion of the drug—something, something huge and
dark, was hovering over the
girl. She stood placidly, hands clasped
on her
chains, but her eyes writhed in the frozen calm
of her
face.
Then something—I can only call it
a sixth
sense—bore it on me that there
was someone
outside the door. I was
perhaps the only creature there,
except for Evarin, not drugged
with shallavan,
and perhaps
that's all it was. But
during the days in the Secret
Service Td had to develop
some extra senses. Five Just weren't enough
for survival.
I knew somebody was fixing to break down
that door, and I had a
good idea why. Td been
followed, by the legate's orders, and, tracking me here,
they'd gone away and brought
back reinforcements.
Someone struck a
blow on the door and
a stentorian
voice bawled, "Open up there, in
the name
of the
Empire!"
The chanting broke
in ragged
quavers. Evarin stopped. Somewhere
a woman
screamed. The rights abruptly went
out and a stampede
started in the room. Women
struck me with chains, men kicked,
there were shrieks and howls.
I thrust my way forward, butting
with elbows and knees and shoulders.
A dusky emptiness yawned and
I got
a glimpse
of sunlight
and open
sky and
knew that Evarin had stepped
through into somewhere and was
gone. The banging on the
door sounded like a whole regiment
of Spaceforce
out there.
I dived toward the shimmer of
little stars which marked Miellyn's tiara in the darkness,
braving the black horror hovering over her, and touched
rigid girl-flesh, cold as death.
I grabbed her
and ducked
sideways. This time it wasn't
intuition—nine times out of
ten, anyway, intuition
is Just
a mental shortcut
which adds up all the
things which your subconscious
has noticed
while you were busy thinking
about something else. Every
native building on Wolf had
concealed entrances and exits and
I know
where to look for them.
This one was exactly
where I expected. I pushed
at it
and found myself in a long, dun corridor.
The head of a woman peered from an opening
door. She saw Miellyn's limp body hanging on my arm and her mouth widened in a
silent scream. Then the head popped back out of sight and a door slammed. I
heard the holt slide. I ran for the end of the hall,
the girl in my arms, thinking that this was where I came in, as far as Miellyn
was concerned, and wondering why I bothered.
The
door opened on a dark, peaceful street One lonely moon
was setting beyond the rooftops. I set Miellyn on her feet, but she moaned and
crumpled against me. I put my shirtcloak around her bare shoulders. Judging by
the noises and yells, we'd gotten out just m time. No one came out the exit
behind us. Either the Spaceforce had plugged it or, more likely, everyone else
in the cellar had been too muddled by drugs to know what was going on.
But
it was only a few minutes, I knew, before Spaceforce would check the whole
building for conoe^led escape holes. Suddenly, and irrelevantly, I found myself
thinking of a day not too long ago, when I'd stood up in front of a unrt-in-training of Spaceforce, introduced to them as an
Intelligence expert on native towns, and solemnly warned them about concealed
exits and entrances. I wondered, for half a minute, if it might not be simpler
just to wait here and let them pick me up.
Then
I hoisted Miellyn across my shoulders. She was heavier than she looked, and
after a minute, half conscious, she began to struggle and moan. There was a chak-Taa cook-shop
down the street, a place I'd once known well, with an evil reputation and worse
food, but it was quiet and stayed open all night I turned in at the door,
bending at the low lintel.
The
place was smoke-filled and foul-smelling. I dumped Miellyn on a couch and sent-
the frowsy waiter for two bowls of noodles and coffee, handed him a few extra
coins, and telling him to leave us alone. He probably drew the worst possible
inference—I saw his muzzle twitch at the smell of shaUavan—but it was that kind of place anyhow. He drew
down the shutters and went.
I
stared at the unconscious girl, then shrugged and started on the noodles. My
own head was still swimmy with the fumes, incense and drug, and I wanted it
clear. I wasn't quite sure what
I was
going to do, but I
had Evarin's
right-hand girl, and I was
going to use her.
The noodles were
greasy and had a curious
taste, but they were hot, and
I ate
all of
one bowl
before Miellyn stirred and whimpered and
put up
one hand,
with a little clinking of chains,
to her
hair. The gesture was indefinably
reminiscent of Dallisa, and
for the
first time I saw the
likeness between them. It made
me wary
and yet
curiously softened.
Finding she could
not move
freely, she rolled over, sat
up and stared around in growing
bewilderment and dismay.
"There was
a sort
of riot,"
I said.
"I got you out. Eva-rin
ditched you. And you can
quit thinking what you're thinking, I put my shirtcloak
on you
because you were bare to the
waist and it didn't look
so good."
I stopped
to think
that over, and amended:
"I mean I couldn't haul
you around
the streets that way.
It looked
good enough."
To my
surprise, she gave a shaky
little giggle, and held out her
fettered hands. "Will you?"
I broke
her links
and freed
her. She rubbed her wrists
as if they hurt her, then
drew up her draperies, pinned them so that she
was decently
covered, and tossed back my
shirt-cloak. Her eyes were wide
and soft
in the
light of the flickering stub of candle.
"O,
Rakhal," she
sighed. "When I saw you
there-" She sat up, clasping her
hands hard together, and when
she continued
her voice
was curiously
cold and controlled for anyone
so childish.
It was
almost as cold as Dallisa's.
"If you've come
from Kyral, I'm not going
back. Ill never go back, and you
may as
well know it"
"I don't come
from Kyral, and I don't
care where you go. I don't
care what you do." I
suddenly realized that the last statement
was wholly
untrue, and to cover my
confusion I shoved the remaining bowl
of noodles
at her.
"Eat."
She wrinkled her
nose in fastidious disgust "I'm
not hungry."
"Eat it anyway.
You're still half doped, and
the food
will clear your head." I picked
up one
mug of
the coffee
and drained it at a single
swallow. "What were you doing
in that disgusting den?"
Without warning she flung herself across the
table at me, throwing her arms round my neck. Startled, I let her cling a
moment, then reached up and firmly unfastened her hands.
"None of that now. I fell for it once, and it landed me in the middle of the mudpie."
But her fingers bit my shoulder.
"Rakhal,
Rakhal, I tried to get away and find you. Have you still got the bird? You
haven't set it off yet? Oh, don't, don't, don't, Rakhal, you don't know what
Evarin is, you don't know what he's doing." The words spilled out. of her like floodwaters. "He's won so many of you,
don't let him have you too, RakhaL They call you an honest man, you worked once
for Terra, the Terrans would believe you if you went to them and told them what
he—Rakhal, take me to the Terran Zone, take me there, take me there where
they'll protect me from Evarin."
At
first I tried to stop her, question her, then waited and let the torrent of
entreaty run on and on. At last, exhausted and breathless, she lay quietly
against my shoulder, her head fallen forward. The musty reek of shaUavan mingled with the flower scent of her hair.
"Kid," I said heavily at last,
"you and your Toymaker have both got me wrong. I'm not Rakhal
Sensar."
"You're
not?" She drew back, regarding me in dismay. Her eyes searched every inch
of me, from the gray streak across my forehead to the scar running down into my
collar. "Then who-"
"Race
Cargill. Terran Intelligence."
She stared, her mouth wide
like a child's.
Then
she laughed. She laughed!
At first I thought she was
hysterical. I stared at her in consternation. Then, as her wide eyes met mine,
with all the mischief of the nonhuman which has mingled into the human here,
all the circular complexities of Wolf illogic behind the woman in them, I
started to laugh too.
I threw back my head and roared, until we
were clinging together and gasping with mirth like a pair of raving fools. The chak waiter came to the door and stared at us, and I roared "Get the
hell out," between spasms of crazy laughter.
Then she was wiping her face, tears
of mirth still dripping
down her cheeks, and I was frowning bleakly into the empty bowls.
"Cargill,"
she said hesitandy, "you can take me to the Terrans where Rakhal—"
"Hell's
bells," I exploded. "I can't take you anywhere, girl. I've got to
find Rakhal—" I stopped in midsentence and looked at her clearly for the
first time.
"Child,
111 see that you're protected, if I can. But I'm afraid you've walked from the
trap to the cookpot. There isn't a house in Charin that will hold me. I've been
thrown out twice today."
She nodded. "I don't know how the word
spreads, but it happens, in nonhuman parts. I think they can see trouble
written in a human face, or smell it on the wind." She fell silent, her
face propped sleepily between her hands, her hair falling in tangles. I took
one of her hands in mine and turned it over.
It
was a fine hand, with birdlike bones and soft rose-tinted nails; but the lines
and hardened places around the knuckles reminded me that she, too, came from the
cold austerity of the salt Dry-towns. After a moment she flushed and drew her
hand from mine.
"What are you thinking, Cargill?"
she asked, and for the first time I heard her voice sobered, without the
coquetry, which must after all have been a very thin veneer.
I answered her simply and literally. "I
am thinking of Dallisa. I thought you were very different, and yet, I see that
you are very like her."
I thought she would question what I knew of
her sister, but she let it pass in silence. After a time she said, "Yes,
we were twins." Then, after a long silence, she added, "But she was
always much the older."
And that was all I ever knew of whatever
obscure pressures had shaped Dallisa into an austere and tragic Clytem-nestra,
and Miellyn into a pixie runaway.
Outside the drawn shutters, dawn was
brightening. Miellyn shivered, drawing her thin draperies around her bare
throat. I glanced at the little rim of jewels that starred her hair and said,
"You'd better take those off and hide them. They alone would be enough to
have you hauled into an alley and strangled, in this part of Charin." I
hauled the bird
Toy from my
pocket and slapped It on the
greasy table, still wrapped in its
silk. 1 don't suppose
you know
which of us this thing is
set to
HQ?"
1 know nothing
about the Toys."
'You seem
to know
plenty about the Toymaker."
1 thought so. Until
last night" I looked at
the rigid,
clamped mouth and thought
that if she were really
as soft
and delicate as she
looked, she would have wept
Then she struck her small hand
on the
tabletop and burst out, It's
not a religion. It Isn't even an
honest movement for freedom! It's
a—a front
for smuggling,
and drugs,
and—and every other filthy thing!
"Believe it or
not when
I left
Shainsa, I thought Nebran was the answer to the
way the
Terrans were strangling us! Now I
know there are worse things
on Wolf
than the Terran Empire! I've heard
of Rakhal
Sensor, and whatever you may think
of Rakhal,
he's too decent to be
mixed up in anything like
this!"
"Suppose you
tell me what's really going
on," I suggested. She couldn't add
much to what I knew
already, but the last fragments of
the pattern
were beginning to settle into
place. Rakhal, seeking the
matter transmitter and some key
to the nonhuman sciences of Wolf—I
knew now what the city of
Silent Ones had reminded me
of!—had somehow crossed the path of
the Toymaker.
Evarin's words
now made
sense: "You were clever at evading our
surveillance—for a while." Possibly, though I'd never know,
Cuinn had been keeping one
foot in each camp, working for
Kyral and for Evarin. The
Toymaker, knowing of Rakhal's
anti-Terran activities, had believed he
would make a valuable
ally and had taken steps
to secure
his help.
JuH herself had
given me the clue: "He smashed Rindys Toys." Out of
the context
it sounded
like the work of a ""Hrnwi. Now, having
encountered Evarin's workshop, it made plain
good sense.
And I think I
had known
all along
that Rakhal could not have been
playing Evarin's game. He might
have turned against Terra—though
now I
was beginning
even to doubt that—and certainly he'd
have killed me if he
found me. But he would have
done ft himself, and without
malice. Killed without malice—that doesn't make sense in any of the languages
of Terra. But
it made sense to me.
Miellyn
had finished her brief recitation and was drowsing, her head pillowed on the
table. The reddish light was growing, and I realized that I was waiting for
dawn as, days ago, I had waited for sunset in Shainsa, with every nerve
stretched to the breaking point It was dawn of the third morning, and this bird
lying on the table before me must fly or, far away in the Kharsa, another would
fly at Juli.
I
said, There's some distance limitation on this one, I
understand, since I have to be fairly near its object If I lock it in a steel
box and drop it in the desert, 1*11 guarantee it won't bother anybody. I don't
suppose you'd have a shot at stealing the other one for me?"
She
raised her head, eyes flashing. "Why should you worry about Rakhal's
wife?" she flared, and for no good reason it occurred to me that she was
jealous. "I might have known Evarin wouldn't shoot in the dark! Rakhal's wife, that Earthwoman, what do you care for her?"
It
seemed important to set her straight. I explained that Juli was my sister, and
saw a little of the tension fade from her face, but not all. Remembering the
custom of the Dry-towns, I was not wholly surprised when she added, jealously,
"When I heard of your feud, I guessed it was over that woman!"
"But not in the way you think," I
said. Juli had been part of it, certainly. Even then I had not wanted her to
turn her back on her world, but if Rakhal had remained with Terra, I would have
accepted his marriage to Juli. Accepted it. I'd have
rejoiced. God knows we had been closer than brothers, those years in the
Dry-towns. And then, before Miellyn's flashing eyes, I suddenly faced my secret
hate, my secret fear. No, the quarrel had not been all Rakhal's doing.
He had not turned his back, unexplained on Terra.
In some unrecognized fashion, I had done my best to drive him away. And when he
had gone, I had banished a part of myself as well, and thought I could end the
struggle by saying it didn't exist. And now, facing what I had done to all of
us, I knew that my revenge—so long sought, so dearly cherished—must be
abandoned.
"We still have
to deal
with the bird," I said.
"It's a gamble, with all the
cards wild." I could dismande
it, and
trust to luck that Wolf illogic
didn't include a tamper mechanism.
But that
didn't seem worth the risk.
"First IVe got
to find Rakhal. If I set the bird
free and it killed him, it
wouldn't settle anything." For I could
not kill
Rakhal. Not, now, because
I knew
life would be a worse
punishment than death. But
because—I knew it, now—if Rakhal died, Juli would die,
too. And if I killed
him I'd
be killing the best part of
myself. Somehow Rakhal and I
must strike a balance between our
two worlds,
and try
to build
a new one from them.
"And I can't
sit here
and talk
any longer.
I haven't
time to take you—" I stopped,
remembering the spaceport cafe at the
edge of the Khars a.
There was a street-shrine, or matter transmitter, right there,
across the street from the
Terran HQ. All these years. . ..
"You know
your way in the transmitters.
You can
go there
in a second or two." She could warn Juli,
tell Magnusson. But when I suggested
this, giving her a password
that would take her straight to
the top,
she turned
white. "All jumps have to be
made through the Mastershrine."
I stopped
and thought
about that.
"Where is
Evarin likely to be, right
now?"
She gave
a nervous
shudder. "He's everywhere!"
"Rubbish! He's
not omniscient!
Why, you little fool, he
didn't even recognize me.
He thought
I was
Rakhal!" I wasn't too sure, myself,
but Miellyn
needed reassurance. "Or take
me to the
Mastershrine. I can find Rakhal
in that
scanning device of Evarin's."
I saw
refusal in her face and
pushed on, "If Evarin's
there, IT1 prove he's fallible
enough with a skean in his
throat! And here"—I thrust the
Toy into
her hand—"hang on to
this, will you?"
She put it
matter-of-factly into her
draperies. "I don't mind that. But
to the
shrine—" Her voice quivered, and
I stood up and pushed at
the table.
"Let's get
going. Where's the nearest street-shrine?"
"No, no!
Oh, I
don't dare!"
"You've got to." I saw the chak who owned the place edging round the
door again and said, "There's
no use
arguing, Miellyn." When she
had readjusted
her robes
a little while ago, she had pinned them so
that the flat sprawl of the Nebran embroideries
was over her breasts. I put a finger against them, not in a sensuous gesture,
and said, *TTie minute they see these, they'll throw us out of here, too."
"If
you knew what I know of Nebran, you wouldn't want me to go near the Mastershrine again!" There was that faint
coquettishness in her sidewise smile.
And
suddenly I realized that I didn't want her to. But she was not Dallisa and she
could not sit in cold dignity while her world fell into ruin. Miellyn must
fight for the one she wanted.
And then some of that primitive male
hostility which lives in every man came to the surface, and I gripped her arm
until she whimpered. Then I said, in the Shainsan which still comes to my
tongue when moved or angry, "Damn it, you're going. Have you forgotten
that if it weren't for me you'd have been torn to pieces by that raving mob, or something worse?"
That
did it. She pulled away and I saw again, beneath the veneer of petulant coquetry,
that fierce and untamable insolence of the Dry-towner. The
more fierce and arrogant, in this girl, because she had burst her fettered
hands free and shaken off the ruin of the past.
I
was seized with a wildly inappropriate desire to seize her, crush her in my
arms, taste the red honey of that teasing mouth. The
effort of mastering the impulse made me rough.
I
shoved at her and said, "Come on. Let's get there before Evarin
does."
CHAPTER
FOURTEEN
Outside in the streets it was full day, and the color
and life of Charin had subsided into listlessness again, a dim morning
dullness and silence. Only a few men lounged wearily in the streets, as if the
sun had sapped their energy. And always the pale
fleecy-haired chüdren, human
and furred non-human, played their mysterious games on the curbs and gutters
and staring at us with neither curiosity nor malice.
Miellyn was shaking when she set her feet
into the patterned stones of the street-shrine. "Scared, Miellyn?"
"I
know Evarin. You don't. But"—her mouth twitched in a pitiful attempt at the old mischief—"when I am with a great and
valorous Earthman ..."
"Cut it out,*' I growled, and she
giggled. "You'll have to stand closer to me. The
transmitters are meant only for one person."
I stooped and put her arms round her.
"Like this?"
"Like
this," she whispered, pressing herself against me. A staggering whirl of
dizzy darkness swung round my head. The street vanished. After an instant the
floor steadied and we stepped into the terminal room in the Mastershrine, under
a skylight dim with the last red slant of sunset. Distant hammering noises rang
in my ears.
Miellyn
whispered, "Evarin's not here, but he might jump through at any
second." I wasn't listening.
"Where is this place, Miellyn? Where on the planet?"
"No
one knows but Evarin, I think. There are no doors. Anyone who
goes in or out, jumps through the transmitter." She pointed.
"The scanning device is in there, we'll have to go through the
workroom."
She
was patting her crushed robes into place, smoothing her hair with fastidious
fingers. "I don't suppose you have a comb?
I've no time to go to my own—"
I'd
known she was a vain and pampered brat, but this passed all reason, and I said
so, exploding at her. She looked at me as if I wasn't quite intelligent.
"The Little Ones, my friend, notice things. You are quite enough of a
roughneck, but if I, Nebran's priestess, walk through their workroom all blown
about and looking like the tag end of an orgy in Ardcarran ..."
Abashed,
I fished in a pocket and offered her a somewhat battered pocket comb. She
looked at it distastefully but used it to good purpose, smoothing her hair
swiftly, rearranging her loose-pinned robe so that the worst of the tears and
stains were covered, and giving me, meanwhile, an artless and rather tempting
view of some delicious curvature. She replaced the starred tiara on her
ringlets and finally opened the door of the workroom and we walked through.
Not for
years had I known that
particular sensation-thousand of eyes, boring
holes in the center of
my back
somewhere. There were eyes; the round inhuman orbs of
the dwarf chaks, the faceted stare of
the prism
eyes of the Toys. The workroom
wasn't a hundred feet long,
but it
felt longer than a good many
miles I've walked. Here and
there the dwarfs murmured an obsequious
greeting to Miellyn, and she made
some lighthearted answer.
She had warned
me to
walk as if I had
every right to be there, and
I strode
after her as if we
were simply going to an agreed-on
meeting in the next room.
But I
was drenched
with cold sweat before
the farther
door finally closed, safe and blessedly
opaque, behind us. Miellyn, too,
was shaking
with fright, and I
put a
hand on her arm.
"Steady, kid.
Where's the scanner?"
She touched the
panel Td seen. I'm not
sure I can focus it accurately.
Evarin never let me touch
it."
This was
a fine
time to tell me that
"How does it work?"
"It's an adaptation
of the
transmitter principle. It lets you
see anywhere, but without
Jumping. It uses a tracer
mechanism like the one in
the Toys.
If Rakhal's electrical-impulse
pattern were on file—just
a minute."
She fished
out the
bird Toy and unwrapped it. "Here's how we
find out which of you this
is keyed
to."
I looked
at the
fledgling bird, lying innocently in her palm, as she
pushed aside the feathers, exposing
a tiny
crystal. "If it's keyed
to you,
you'll see yourself in this,
as if the screen were a
mirror. If it's keyed to
Rakhal . . ."
She touched
the crystal
to the
surface of the screen. Little
flickers of snow wavered
and danced.
Then, abruptly, we were looking down
from a height at the
lean back of a man in
a leather
jacket. Slowly he turned. I
saw the
familiar set of his shoulders, saw the back of
his head
come into an aquiline profile, and
the profile
turn slowly into a scarred,
seared mask more hideously
claw-marked and disfigured than my own.
"Rakhal," I muttered. "Shift the focus
if you
can, Miellyn, get a look
out the
window or something. Charm's a
big city. If we could get
a look
at a
landmark—"
Rakhal was talking
soundlessly, his lips moving as
he spoke to someone out of
sight range of the scanning
device.
Abruptly
Miellyn said, "There." She had caught a window in the sight field of
the pane. I could see a high pylon and two of three uprights that looked like a
bridge, just outside. I said, "It's the Bridge of Summer Snows. I know
where he is now. Turn it off, Miellyn, we can find him—" I was turning
away when Miellyn screamed. "Look!"
Rakhal
had turned his back on the scanner and for the first time I could see who he
was talking to. A hunched, catlike shoulder twisted; a sinuous neck, a
high-held head that was not quite human.
"Evarin!" I swore. "That does it. He knows now
that I'm not Rakhal, if he didn't know it all along! Come on, girL we're
getting out of here!"
This time there was no pretense of normality
as we dashed through the workroom. Fingers dropped from half-completed Toys as
they stared after us. Toys!
I wanted to stop and smash
them alL But if we hurried, we might find Rakhal And,
with luck, we would find Evarin with him.
And
then I was going to bang their heads together. I'd reached a saturation point
on adventure. I'd had all I wanted. I realized that I'd been up all night, that
I was exhausted. I wanted to murder and smash, and wanted to fall down
somewhere and go to sleep, all at once. We banged the workroom door shut and I
took time to shove a heavy divan against it, blockading it.
Miellyn stared. "The Little Ones would
not harm me," she began. \ am sacrosanct."
I
wasn't sure. I had a notion her status had changed plenty, beginning when I saw
her chained and drugged, and standing under the hovering horror. But I didn't
say so.
"Maybe. But there's nothing sacred about me!"
She
was already inside the recess where the Toad God squatted. "There is a
street-shrine just beyond the Bridge of Summer Snows. We can jump directly
there." Abruptly she froze in my arms, with a convulsive shudder.
"Evarin! Hold me, tight—he's jumping in! Quick!"
Space reeled round us, and then ■ ..
Can you split instantaneousness into
fragments? It didn't make sense, but so help me, that's
what happened. And everything that happened,
occurred within less than a second. We landed
in the
street-shrine. I could
see the
pylon and the bridge and the
rising sun of Charm. Then
there was the giddy internal wrenching,
a blast of
icy air
whistled round us, and
we were
gazing out at the Polar
mountains, ringed in
their eternal snow.
. Miellyn clutched
at me.
"Pray! Pray to the Gods
of Terra,
if there are any!"
She clung so
violently that it felt as
if her
small body was trying to push
through me and come out
the other
side. I hung on tight Miellyn
knew what she was doing
in the
transmitter; I was just
along for the ride and
I didn't
relish the thought of being dropped
off somewhere
in that
black limbo we traversed.
We jumped again,
the sickness
of disorientation
forcing a moan from the girl, and darkness
shivered round us. I looked on
an urifamiliar
street of black night and
dust-bleared stars.
She whimpered,
"Evarin knows what I'm doing.
He's jumping us all over
the planet.
He can
work the controls with his mind.
Psychokinetics—I can do
it a little, but I never dared—oh,
hang on tightr
Then began
one of
the most
amazing duels ever fought Miellyn would make some tiny
movement and we would be
falling, blind and dizzy,
through blackness. Halfway through the giddiness, a new direction
would wrench us and we
would be thrust elsewhere, and look out into
a new
street.
One instant I
smelled hot coffee from the
spaceport cafe near the Khars a.
An instant
later it was blinding noon,
with crimson fronds waving above us
and a
dazzle of water. We flicked in and out of
the salty
air of
Shainsa, glimpsed flowers on a Daillon
street moonlight, noon, red twilight
flickered and went shot
through with the terrible giddiness
of hyperspace.
Then suddenly
I caught
a second
glimpse of the bridge and the pylon; a moment's
oversight had landed us for
an instant in Charm. The blackness
started to reel down, but
my reflexes are fast
and I
made one swift, scrabbling step forward. We lurched, sprawled,
locked together, on the stones of the Bridge of
Summer Snows. Battered, and bruised, and bloody, we were still alive, and where we wanted to be.
I
lifted Miellyn to her feet. Her eyes were dazed with pain. The ground swayed
and rocked under our feet as we fled along the bridge. At the far end, I looked
up at the pylon. Judging from its angle, we couldn't be more than a hundred
feet from the window through which I'd seen that landmark in the scanner. In
this street there was a wineshop, a silk market, and a small private house. I
walked up and banged on the door.
Silence. I knocked again and had time to wonder if
we'd find ourselves explaining things to some uninvolved stranger. Then I heard
a child's high voice, and a deep familiar voice hushing it. The door opened,
just a crack, to reveal part of a scarred face.
It drew into a hideous grin, then relaxed.
"I
thought it might be you, Cargill. You've taken at least three days longer than
I figured, getting here. Come on in," said Rakhal Sensar.
CHAPTER
FIFTEEN
He hadn't changed much in six years. His face was worse than mine; he hadn't had the plastic surgeons of Terran Intelligence
doing their best for him. His mouth, I thought fleetingly, must hurt like hell
when he drew it up into the land of grin he was grinning now. His eyebrows,
thick and fierce with gray in them, went up as he saw Miellyn; but he backed
away to let us enter, and shut the door behind us.
The
room was bare and didn't look as if it had been lived in much. The floor was
stone, rough-laid, a single fur rug laid before a
brazier. A little girl was sitting on the rug, drinking from a big
double-handled mug, but she scrambled to her feet as we came in, and backed
against the wall, looking at us with wide eyes.
She
had pale-red hair like Juli's, cut straight in a fringe across her forehead,
and she was dressed in a smock of dyed red fur that almost matched her hair. A
little smear of milk like a white moustache clung to her upper lip where she had forgotten
to wipe
her mouth.
She was
about five years old, with deep-set dark eyes Hke
Juli's, that watched me gravely without surprise or fear;
she evidently
knew who I was.
"Rindy," Rakhal said quietly,
not taking
his eyes
from me. "Go into the other
room."
Rindy didn't move,
still staring at me. Then
she moved
toward Miellyn, looking up
intently not at the woman,
but at the pattern of embroideries
across her dress. It was
very quiet, until Rakhal added, in
a gentle
and curiously
moderate voice, "Do you
still carry a skean, Racer"*
I shook my
head. "There's an ancient proverb
on Terra,
about blood being thicker
than water, Rakhal. That's Juli's
daughter. I'm not going
to kill
her father
right before her eyes." My rage
spilled over then, and I
bellowed, "To hell with your damned
Dry-town feuds and your filthy
Toad God and all the rest
of itP
Rakhal said
harsh/, "Rindy. I told you
to get
out."
"She needn't go."
I took
a step
toward the little girl, a
wary eye on Rakhal.
"I don't know quite what
you're up to, but ifs nothing
for a
child to be mixed up
in. Do
what you damn please. I can
settle with you any time.
"The first thing
is to
get Rindy
out of
here. She belongs with Juli and,
damn it, that's where she's
going." I held out my arms
to the
little girl and said, "It's
over, Rindy, whatever he's done
to you.
Your mother sent me to
find you. Don't you want to
go to
your mother?"
Rakhal made a
menacing gesture and warned, "I
wouldn't-"
Miellyn darted
swiftly between us and caught
up the
child in her arms.
Rindy began to struggle noiselessly,
lacking and whimpering, but Miellyn
took two quick steps, and
flung an inner door
open. Rakhal took a stride
toward her. She whirled on him,
fighting to control the furious
little girl, and gasped, "Settle it between you, without
the baby
watch-ing!"
Through the
open door I briefly saw
a bed,
a child's
small dresses hanging on a hook,
before Miellyn kicked the door
shut and I heard
a latch
being fastened. Behind the closed
door Rindy broke into
angry screams, but I put
my back
against the door.
"She's right. Well settle it between the
two of us. What have you done to that child?"
"If
you thought—" Rakhal stopped himself in midsen-tence and stood watching me
without moving for a minute. Then he laughed.
"You're
as stupid as ever, Race. Why, you fool, I knew
Juli would run straight to you, if she was scared enough. I knew it would bring you out of hiding. Why,
you damned fool!" He stood mocking me, but there was a strained fury,
almost a frenzy of contempt behind the laughter.
"You filthy coward, Racel Six years hiding in the Terran zone. Six years, and I gave you six months! If you'd had the guts to walk out after me, after I rigged that final deal to give you the chance, we could have gone after
the biggest thing on Wolf. And we could have brought it off together, instead
of spending years spying and dodging and hunting! And now, when I finally get
you out of hiding, all you want to do is run back where you'll be safe! I thought you had more guts!"
"Not for Evarin's dirty work!"
Rakhal
swore hideously. "EvarinI Do you really believe— I might have known he'd get to you too! That girl—and you've managed to
wreck all I did there, too!" Suddenly, so swiftly my
eyes could hardly follow, he whipped out his skean and came at me. "Get
away from that door!"
I stood my ground. "You'll have to kill me
first. And I won't
fight you, Rakhal. We'll settle this, but well do it my way for once, like
Earthmen."
"Son
of the Apel Get your skean out, you stinking
coward!"
"I won't do it, Rakhal." I stood and defied him. I had
outmaneuvered Dry-towneTS in a shegri bet.
I knew RakhaL and I knew he would not knife an unarmed man.
"We fought once with the Jdfirgh and
it didn't settle anything. This time well do it my way. I threw my skean away before I came
here. I won't fight."
He
thrust at me. Even I could see that the blow was a feint, and I
had a flashing, instantaneous memory of Dal-lisa's threat to drive the knife
through my palms. But even while I commanded myself to stand steady, sheer
reflex threw me forward, grabbing at his wrist and the knife.
Between my grappling hand
he twisted and I felt the skean drive home, rip through my
jacket with a tearing sound; felt the thin fine line of touch, not pain
yet, as it sliced flesh. Then pain burned through my ribs and I felt hot blood,
and I wanted to kill Rakhal, wanted to get my hands around his throat and kill
him with them. And at the same time I was raging because I didn't want to fight
the crazy fool, I wasn't even mad at him.
Miellyn
flung the door open, shrieking, and suddenly the Toy, released, was darting a
small whirring droning horror, straight at Rakhal's eyes. I yelled. But there
was no time even to warn him. I bent and butted him in the stomach. He
grunted, doubled up in agony and fell out of the path of the diving Toy. It
whirred in frustration, hovered.
He
writhed in agony, drawing up his knees, clawing at his shirt, while I turned on
Miellyn in immense fury—and stopped. Hers had been a move of desperation, an
instinctive act to restore the balance between a weaponless man and one who had
a knife. Rakhal gasped, in a hoarse voice with all the breath gone from it:
"Didn't want to use. Rather fight clean—" Then he opened his
closed fist and suddenly there were two of
the little whirring droning horrors in the room and this one was diving at me,
and as I threw myself headlong to the floor the last puzzle-piece fell into
place: Evarin had made the same bargain with Rakhal as with mel
I
rolled over, dodging. Behind me in the room there was a child's shrill scream:
"Daddyl Daddyl" And abruptly the birds collapsed in midair and went
limp. They fell to the floor like dropping stones and lay there quivering.
Rindy dashed across the room, her small skirts flying, and grabbed up one of
the terrible vicious things in either hand.
"Rindy!" I
bellowed. "No!"
She
stood shaking, tears pouring down her round cheeks, a Toy squeezed tight in
either hand. Dark veins stood out almost black on her fair temples. "Break
them, Daddy," she implored in a little thread of a voice. "Break
them, quick. I can't hang on . . ."
Rakhal
staggered to his feet like a drunken man and snatched one of the Toys, grinding
it under his heel. He made a grab at the second, reeled and drew an anguished
breath. He crumpled up, clutching at his belly where I'd butted bun. The bird
screamed like a living thing.
Breaking
my paralysis of horror I leaped up, ran across the room, heedless of the
searing pain along my side. I snatched the bird from Rindy and it screamed and
shrilled and died as my foot crunched the tiny feathers. I stamped the still-moving
thing into an amorphous mess and kept on stamping and smashing until it was
only a heap of powder.
Rakhal
finally managed to haul himself upright again. His face was so pale that the
scars stood out like fresh burns.
"That was a foul blow, Race, but I—I
know why you did it." He stopped and breathed for a minute. Then he
muttered, "You . . . saved my life, you know. Did you know you were doing
it, when you did it?"
Still
breathing hard, I nodded. Done knowingly, it meant an end of blood-feud. However
we had wronged each other, whatever the pledges. I spoke the words that
confirmed it and ended it, finally and forever:
"There is a life between us. Let it
stand for a death."
Miellyn
was standing in the doorway, her hands pressed to her mouth, her eyes wide. She
said shakily, "You're walking around with a knife in your ribs, you
fool!"
Rakhal
whirled and with a quick Jerk he pulled the skean loose. It has simply been
caught in my shirtcloak, in a fold of the rough cloth. He pulled it away,
glanced at the red tip, then relaxed. "Not more
than an inch deep," he said. Then, angrily, defending himself:
"You did it yourself, you ape. I was trying to get rid of the knife when
you Jumped me."
But
I knew that and he knew I knew it. He turned and scooped up Rindy, who was
sobbing noisily. She dug her head into his shoulder and I made out her strangled
words. "The other Toys hurt you when I was mad at you . . ." she
sobbed, rubbing her fists against smeared cheeks. "I— I wasn't that mad at
you. I wasn't that mad at anybody, not even ...
him."
Rakhal pressed her hand against his
daughter's fleecy hair and said, looking at me over her head, "The Toys
activate a child's subconscious resentments against his parents—I found out
that much. That also means a child can control them for a few seconds. No adult
can." A stranger would have seen no change in his expression, but I knew
him, and saw.
"Juli said you
threatened Rindy."
He
chuckled and set the child on her feet "What else could I say that would
have scared Juli enough to send her running to you? Juli's proud, almost as
proud as you are, you stiff-necked Son of the Ape." The insult did not
sting me now.
"Come
on, sit down and let's decide what to do, now we've
finished up the old business." He looked remotely at Miellyn and said,
"You must be Dallisa's sister? I don't suppose your talents include knowing
how to make coffee?"
They
didn't but with Rindy's help Miellyn managed, and while they were out of the
room Rakhal explained briefly. "Rindy has rudimentary ESP. I've never had
it myself, but I could teach her something—not much—about how to use it. I've
been on Evarin's track ever since that business of The Lisse.
"I'd have got it sooner, if you were
still working with me, but I couldn't do anything as a Terran agent and I had
to be kicked out so thoroughly that the others wouldn't be afraid I was still working
secretly for Terra. For a long time I was just chasing rumors, but when Rindy
got big enough to look in the crystals of Nebran, I started making some
progress.
"I
was afraid to tell Juli; her best safety was the fact that she didn't know
anything. She's always been a stranger in the Dry-towns." He paused, then
said with honest self-evaluation, "Since I left the Secret Service I've
been a stranger there myself."
I asked, "What about
Dallisa?"
"Twins have some ESP to each other. I
knew Miellyn had gone to the Toymaker. I tried to get Dallisa to find out where
Miellyn had gone, learn more about it. Dallisa wouldn't risk it, but Kyral saw
me with Dallisa and thought it was Miellyn. That put him on my tail, too, and I
had to leave Shainsa. "I was afraid of Kyral," he added soberly.
"Afraid of what he'd do. I couldn't do anything without Rindy and I knew
if I told Juli what I was doing, she'd take Rindy away into the Terran Zone,
and I'd be as good as dead."
As he talked, I began to realize how vast a
web Evarin
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and the
underground organization of Nebran had spread for us. "Evarin was here
today. What for?"
Rakhal
laughed mirthlessly. "He's been trying to get us to kill each other off.
That would get rid of us both. He wants to turn over Wolf to the nonhumans
entirely, I think he's sincere enough, but"—he spread his hands helplessly
—"I can't sit by and see it."
I
asked point-blank, "Are you working for Terra? Or for
the Dry-towns? Or any of the anti-Terran
movements?"
Tm
working for me," he said with a shrug.
"I don't think much of the Terran Empire, but one planet can't fight a galaxy. Race, I want Just one thing. I want the
Dry-towns and the rest of Wolf, to have a voice in their own government. Any
planet which makes a substantial contribution to galactic science, by the laws
of the Terran Empire, is automatically given the status of an independent
commonwealth.
"If
a man from the Dry-towns discovers something like a matter transmitter, Wolf
gets dominion status. But Evarin and his gang want to keep it secret, keep it
away from Terra, keep it locked up in places like
Canarsal Somebody has to get it away from them. And if I do ft, I get a nice
fat bonus, and an official position."
I
believed that, where I would have suspected too much protestation of altruism.
Rakhal tossed it aside.
"You've
got MieHyn to take you through the transmitters. Go back to the Mastershrine,
and tell Evarin that Race Cargill Is dead. In the Trade City they think I'm
Cargill, and I can get in and out as I choose—sorry if it caused you trouble,
but it was the safest thing I could think of—and m 'vise Magnusson and have him send soldiers to guard the street-shrines.
Evarin might try to escape through one of them."
I
shook my head. "Terra hasn't enough men on all Wolf to cover the
street-shrines in Charin alone. And I can't go back with MieHyn." I
explained. Rakhal pursed his lips and whistled when I described the fight in
the transmitter.
"You
have all the luck, Cargill! I've never been near enough even to be sure how
they work—and 111 bet you didn't begin to understand! Well have to do it the
hard way, then. It won't be the first time we've bulled our way through a tight
place! Well face Evarin in his own hideout! If Rindy's with us, we needn't
worry."
I was willing to let V^tti assume command, but I protested, "You'd
take a child into that—that—"
"What
else can we do? Rindy can control the Toys, and neither you nor I can do that,
if Evarin should decide to throw his whole arsenal at us." He called Rindy
and spoke softly to her. She looked from her father to me, and back again to
her father, then smiled and stetched out her hand to me.
Before
we ventured into the street, Rakhal scowled at the sprawled embroideries of
Miellyn's robe. He said, "In those things you show up like a snowfall in
Shainsa. If you go out in them, you could be mobbed. Hadn't you better get rid
of them now?"
"I
can't," she protested. "They're the keys to the transmit-terl"
Rakhal
looked at the conventionalized idols with curiosity, but said only, "Cover
them up in the street, then. Rindy, find her something to put over her
dress."
When
we reached the street-shrine, Miellyn admonished: "Stand close together on
the stones. I'm not sure we can all make the jump at once, but we'll have to
try."
Rakhal
picked up Rindy and hoisted her to his shoulder. Miellyn dropped the cloak she
had draped over the pattern of the Nebran embroideries, and we crowded close
together. The street swayed and vanished and I felt the now-familiar dip and
swirl of blackness before the world straightened out again. Rindy was
whimpering, dabbing smeary fists at her face. "Daddy, my nose is bleeding ..."
Miellyn hastily bent and wiped the blood from
the snubby nose. Rakhal gestured impatiently.
"The workroom. Wreck everything you see. Rindy, if anything
starts to come at us, you stop it. Stop it quick. And"—he bent and took
the little face between his hands— "chiya, remember
they're not toys, no matter how pretty they are."
Her grave gray eyes blinked, and she nodded.
Rakhal flung open the door of the elves' workshop with a shout The ringing of the anvils shattered into a thousand dissonances as
I kicked
over a workbench and half-finished
Toys crashed in confusion
to the
floor.
The dwarfs scattered
like rabbits before our assault
of destruction. I smashed
tools, filigree, jewels, stamping everything
with my heavy boots. I
shattered glass, caught up a
hammer and smashed crystals.
There was a wild exhilaration
to it
A tiny dolL
proportioned like a woman, dashed
toward me, shrilling in a supersonic
shriek. I pot my foot
on her
and ground the life out of
her, and she screamed like
a living
woman as she came
apart. Her blue eyes rolled
from her head and lay on
the floor
watching me. I crushed the
blue jewels under my heel
Rakhal swung a
tiny hound by the tail.
Its head
shattered into debris of
almost-invisible gears and
wheels. I caught up a chair
and wrecked
a glass
cabinet of parts with it,
swinging furiously. A berserk madness
of smashing
and breaking
had laid hold on
me.
I was drunk
with crushing and shattering and mining, when I heard
Miellyn scream a warning end
turned to see Evarin standing in
the doorway.
His green
cat-eyes blazed with rage. Then he
raised both hands in a
sudden, sardonic gesture, and with a
loping, inhuman glide, raced
for the
transmitter.
"Rindy," Rakhal
panted, "can you block the transmitter?"
Instead Rindy shrieked.
"We've got to get out!
The roof
is falling down! The
house is going to fall
down on us! The roof, look
at the
roofl"
I looked up,
transfixed by horror. I saw
a wide
rift open,
saw the skylight shatter
and break,
and daylight
pouring through the cracking
walls, Rakhal snatched Rindy up,
protecting her from the falling
debris with his head and
shoulders. I grabbed Miellyn round
the waist
and we
ran for
the rift in the buckling walL
We shoved
through just before the roof
caved in and the walls collapsed,
and we
found ourselves standing on a
bare grassy hillside, looking down in
shock and horror as below
us, section after section
of what
had been
apparently bare hill and rock caved
in and
collapsed into dusty rubble.
Miellyn screamed
hoarsely. "Run. Run,
hurry!"
I didn't
understand, but I ran. I
ran, my sides aching, blood streaming from the forgotten
flesh-wound in my side.
Miellyn raced beside me
and Rakhal
stumbled along, carry-
ing Rindy. ,
Then the shock
of a
great explosion rocked the ground,
hurling me down full
length, Miellyn falling on top
of me.
Rakhal went down on
his knees.
Rindy was crying loudly.
When I could see straight again,
I looked
down at the hill-
side.
There was nothing
left of Evarin's hideaway or
the Master-shrine
of Nebran
except a great, gaping hole,
still oozing smoke and thick black
dust Miellyn said aloud, dazed,
"So that's what he was going to do!"
It fitted the
peculiar nonhuman logic of the
Toymaker. He'd covered the
traces.
"Destroyed!" Rakhal
raged. "All destroyed! The workrooms,
the science
of the
Toys, the matter transmitter—the minute we find
it it's
destroyed!" He beat
his fists
furiously. "Our one chance
to learn—'*
"We were lucky
to get
out alive,"
said Miellyn quietly. "Where
on the
planet are we, I wonder?"
I looked down
the hillside,
and stared
in amazement.
Spread out on the
hillside below us
lay the
Kharsa, topped by the white skyscraper
of the
HQ.
•TO be damned," I said, "right here.
We're home. Rakhal,
you can go down
and make
your peace with the Terrans,
and Juli. And you,
Miellyn—" Before the
others, I could not say what
I was
thinking, but I put my
hand on her shoulder and kept it there. She
smiled, shakily, with a hint
of her
old mischief. "I can't go into
the Terran
Zone looking like this, can IP
Give me that
comb again. RakhaL give me
your shirt-cloak, my robes are
torn."
"You vain, stupid
female, worrying about a
thing like that at a time
like this!" Rakhal's look was
like murder. I put my comb
in her
hand, then suddenly saw something in
the symbols across her
breasts. Before this I had
seen only the conventionalized
and intricate
glyph of the Toad God.
But now—
I reached
out and
ripped the cloth away.
"Cargfll!" she
protested angrily, crimsoning, covering her
bare breasts with both
hands. "Is this the place?
And before
a child, tool"
I hardly heard. "Look!" I
exclaimed. "Rakhal, look at the symbols embroidered into the glyph of the
God! You can read the old nonhuman glyphs. You did it in the city of The Lisse.
Miellyn said they were the
key to the transmitters! I'll bet the formula is written out there for anyone
to read!
"Anyone,
that is, who can read itl I can't, but 111 bet the formula
equations for the transmitters are carved on every Toad God glyph on Wolf.
Rakhal, it makes sense. There are two ways of hiding something. Either keep it
locked away, or hide it right out in plain sight Whoever
bothers even to look
at a conventionalized Toad
God? There are so many billions
of them...."
He bent his head over the embroideries, and
when he looked up his face was flushed. "I believe—by the chains of
Sharra, I believe you have it, Race! It may take years to work out the glyphs,
but 111 do it, or die trying!"
His scarred and hideous face looked almost handsome in exultation, and I
grinned at him.
"If Juli leaves enough of you, once she
finds out how you maneuvered her. Look, Rindy's fallen asleep on the grass
there. Poor kid, we'd better get her down to her mother."
"Right." Rakhal thrust the precious embroidery into
his shirtcloak, then cradled his sleeping daughter in
his arms. I watched him with a curious emotion I could not identify. It seemed
to pinpoint some great change, either in Rakhal or myself. It's not difficult
to visualize one's sister with children, but there was something, some strange
incongruity in the sight of Rakhal carrying the little girl, carefully tucking
her up in a fold of his cloak to keep the sharp breeze off her face.
Miellyn
was limping in her thin sandals, and she shivered. I asked, "Cold?"
"No,
but—I don't believe Evarin is dead, I'm afraid he got away."
,
For a minute the thought dimmed the luster of the morning. Then I shrugged.
"He's probably buried in that big hole up there." But I knew I would
never be sure.
We
walked abreast, my arm around the weary, stumbling woman, and Rakhal said
softly at last, "Like old times."
It wasn't
old times,
I knew.
He would
know it too, once bis exultation
sobered. I had outgrown my
love for intrigue, and I had
the feeling
this was Rakhal's last adventure.
It was going to take
him, as he said, years to work
out the
equations for the transmitter.
And I
had a
feeling my own solid, ordinary desk
was going
to look
good to me in the
morning.
But I knew
now that
I'd never
run away
from Wolf again. It was my
own beloved
sun that
was rising.
My sister
was waiting for
me down
below, and I was bringing
back her child. My best friend
was walking
at my
side. What more could a man
want?
If the memory
of dark,
poison-berry eyes was to haunt
me in nightmares, they did not
come into the waking world.
I looked at Miellyn, took her
slender unmanacled hand in mine, and
smiled as we walked through
the gates
of the
city. Now, after all
my years
on Wolf,
I understood
the desire to keep their women
under lock and key that
was its
ancient custom. I vowed
to myself
as we
went that I should waste no time finding a fetter
shop and having forged therein
the perfect
steel chains that should bind
my love's- wrists to my key
forever.
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