Waves
COPYRIGHT ©, 1980, BY M. A. FOSTER.
1
Fraesch had been dozing through planetfall. He woke up now,
suddenly. Gravity, real gravity, was different, he thought. Our bodies betray
us—they still sense one G and nothing else feels quite right. Ship gravity, being
generatedfrom an arbitrary plane surface, lacks the mass centerednessof real
gravity. Now they were beginning to return to real-body referents. The windows:
Fraesch tried his cabin window, and the safety catch released and he slid the
visor up.
An outside! By God, there was an outside, instead of a hyperspace nothing, an absence, a furry
emptiness that lookedlike a hangover felt, or the static of an empty wave band
sounded. An outside: a black sky full of stars, piercing nakedsunlight, and
then below, where his eye fell, brown-golden earth, writhing courses where
water had been, or was, all dimmed and made subtle and mysterious by the haze
layer;patches of rust, pale blue, purple. Imbedded in the haze layer, to the
shrinking horizon were cumulonimbus clouds,still small and faraway, but the
scale of how much of the planet he was seeing told him how large they really
were; enormous, by any measure. Over water and land, so it seemed, about
equally.
There were about ten of them in view, scattered without
plan or system, so it seemed;
blinding white in body, but also stippled, freckled,
delicately laced with a tracery of colors
There was a faint whistling sound
from outside, and the ship began to enter the atmosphere proper. The storms
werestill below, but now not so far. How high were they in theair? He wondered
how they looked from the ground. They looked unreal: swelling bulbs of what
unknown flower, sprung from the leaf mold and moss of the forest floor. Twenty
kilometers? He couldn't tell. But as he watched, hecould sense that there was
activity in them, subtle movementsjust barely too slow to be seen directly.
Flashes inside. . . . There! A fretwork of golden electricity crawled
groundwardsover the surface of one, like raw nerves, like . . . what? The
current fell cascading out of the filmy hailstone top, extendedto the spread
skirts buried in the ground haze layer and heldfor an impossible moment,
writhing; then faded out, lastalong the lower parts, indescribably beautiful
and bizarre.
The Severo-Pelengator began to bump and sway a little. The G warning fight illuminated and a
soft, unemotional voice whispered, directly in his mind, so it seemed (though
heknew very well that it was direct stimulation of the aural nerves), "For
our descent, deceleration is imminent. With your safety in mind, we ask that
you now attempt no suddenmovements, as you are being restrained by protective
fields."
Fraesch's eyes felt heavy, leaden, and along the edges ofhis field
of vision he saw fire. . . . The ship gave a sudden,solid bump, and then felt
floaty, disconnected. He felt thefield relax and looked out again, up at the hailstone veil topsof the
nearer storms. The sky around the storm tops was apeculiar neon-aqua color,
deep and electric in its intensity;blue, yes, it was blue, but also with a
green overtone.
Now they were a part of the
planet, disengaged from thefree flight of space. The remainder of the grounding
of thehuge mass of the Severo-Pelengator would take considerable time, perhaps an hour, perhaps more,
towed to the ground bytugs. Fraesch decided to review the handout they had
givenhim about Mulcahen once more, to pass the time well.
Fraesch retrieved his briefcase
and withdrew a packagefrom it. He glanced out the window, looking for evidence
ofcontinued descent; yes, they were well within the atmospherenow. The storms
seemed farther away, their tops reddened bydistance into dirty orange. Only the
nearer ones showed. There was more ground detail visible, though. He could
makeout highlands, drainage basins, broad flats. . . . The land looked dry, but
not desert. It was mostly gold and brown, with scattered spots of blue and
purple, and a very dark greenish black, which he presumed to mark vegetation.
Heturned his attention to the papers in the package.
The first was a letter from an old
colleague, Ramo Per-gales. It was on company letterhead, the logo displaying a
stylized image of a pleasant, competent man of no discernibleage rising from
behind a simple desk in greeting. The addressread: INTERCORD, S.A., Contractual
Administrative Services, 440 Yeni Harman Caddesi, 18 Erzerum 1485, Turan, on
Yagmur. The letter ran:
To: Fraesch, Joachim, L9a/44-l4643343-3152947-F
Re: Your Reassignment
Fm: Pergales
Dear Jake:
1
Was
informed of this transfer so I send you best wishes and good luck. This is a
routine Tempo-Replacement, of course, until later, as youknow. Should be about
a year or so, judging fromthe contract parameters.
2
There's
been some loose talk about concerningthis one, all unconfirmed and unsupported.
But there well may be some curious circumstances there; or perhaps not. At any
rate, I should advise some alertness and use of the skill. We'd like to have
you back here in the "schoolhouse."
3
Atch
is a report on the planet. A bit raw for my taste, a recently opened developing
world and all that; but you field men always did seem fond ofroughing it.
Advise.
Regards,
R.
Fraesch had just glanced at the letter before he left, and hehad
not perused it intently during the trip. But one phrasecaught his attention,
out of context: ". . . curious circumstances . . . like to have you back.
. . ." Were circumstances such that he might not come back? There had been
no mention of danger, or indeed, of any but the most routine sort ofhazards in
this situation.
Fraesch reviewed what he knew: that Mulcahen was a world owned by
KOSTORG, which was an acronym for Kosmicheskaya Torgovlya, Ltd—typical frontier
exploitation outfit. They had bought it on a speculation from Yildizlar
Maddesi, who in turn bought out its discoverer, one Pa-trice Mulcahen. He had
retired, and well he could afford to.
A research and development company, Speculations, Inc.,
had leased a
small landholding on the coast for the purposeof doing long-term data
collection research, using ocean waves as the presumed data source. Fraesch did
not know what they were looking for, nor was he especially interested.
It seemed that the station
director needed replacing, and soSpeculations, Inc. had contracted with
Intercord for a temporary station administrator until a qualified
replacementcould be recruited for the original director, one Leonid Moricle.
Fraesch did not know what had happened to Moricle. Hehoped, with some general
charity, that it had been nothingbad. Still, people were replaced and pulled out
of operationsfor cause; otherwise, how would Fraesch have had a profession all
these years? And, apparently, Moricle had been fairlyhighly specialized for
whatever they were doing at the station,which Fraesch recalled had been named
with some flair— "Halcyon." A place on the northwest coast
Mulcahen had been discovered by Patrice Mulcahen almost fifty
standard years ago; he had sold it to Yildizlar Maddesi, who had promptly sent
an exploration team in. ButYM was oriented toward agricultural products and natural
organics, and the reports on Mulcahen had not been encouraging. They had kept a
claim party there, but done almostnothing with it. Some of the party had
wandered off into thewilds and apparently gone native. There were no
intelligentlife forms.
YM was a small company, and they
had more promising planets to develop, so Mulcahen had languished, almost
forgotten—except by YM's comptroller, who had still been sending royalties to
Patrice Mulcahen for discoverer's rights. Theyhad put it up for sale, and
KOSTORG had picked it up witha minimum of haggling. The reason was that KOSTORG
was a metals specialist, and Mulcahen was apparently rich in metals. They
occupied the planet immediately, paying fantastic bonuses to those who would go
there and rough it andwho would become the founders of a world in the future.
Mulcahen was a small world with a single continent whichoccupied
22 percent of the planetary surface. The continent,named Pangaea by the YM
explorers, was roughly pear-shaped, with the stem of the pear aligned over the
north pole.This region was also mountainous, and was permanently glaciated. The
single continent was elevated and flattish in theinterior, slightly mountainous
along the west coast, and rathernondescript along the east. Along the foot of
the great glacier of the north
a belt of tundra separated the icelands from more .temperate lands; a zone of
humid continental which gave way to Mediterranean in the west and subtropical
in theeast. Below that was a desert area north of the equator, opento the west,
and tropical rain forest along the equator itself.South of the equator, below
the forest zone, where the continent ended in the southern ocean, forest gave
way to savanna, which in turn became desert, which through oxidation of iron
compounds had taken on a ruddy hue. Out in thevast ocean, which the YM
explorers had named the Empyrean Sea, orbital imaging systems had spotted
several small islands and atolls, but these had never been explored.
Mulcahen had a 30 degree axial
tilt; accordingly, seasons were notable and the seasonal changes were abrupt to
a ground observer. The native vegetation, although somewhatdeciduous in the
north temperate latitudes, was apparentlyexclusively gymnospermous, the entire
planet being coveredwith conifer analogues and fernlike low plants. The
predominant colors of the vegetation were blue and purple, with somereddish
types. A very few were dark green.
KOSTORG had built their administrative center near the center of
the continent, and with singular lack of imaginationnamed it Gorod.1 A complex in the northeastern
hill countryhad been set aside for heavy industry and metallurgy and hadbeen
called, with equal candor, Promysel.2 This latter was popularly
called Zavody3, meaning the general area, or
virtually a province, although the term had no official sanction.
The KOSTORG operation had been in
effect long enoughto show some results: some mines were in operation, some
mills were producing; basic heavy industries making heavycapital goods were
beginning to make some inroads on the imported goods, and in the settled areas,
chiefly around Go-rod, and in Zavody, there was an air of raffish
self-sufficiency,despite the fact that almost all consumer articles were still
being imported, at enormous cost, from most finished worldscloser to the
center.4
Fraesch surmised as he read. At a
point, he put the reportback in the envelope, and that back in the case. That
it saidlittle was plain enough; what it hadn't said was worth volumes more;
there had been nothing in the report—an ordinary commercial intelligence
report—about transportation,entertainment, tourist amenities, sights to see,
notable accomplishments. Nothing! And the reason was simple—there werenone! He
favored the mottled landscape outside the window asuspicious glance and
imagined the surface of Mulcahen: dust, insects and tent cities with ditch
sanitary systems. Theyprobably ran convoys of crawlers between settlements,
whenthere was travel at all. A raw, untamed world full of miningengineers,
eating spam from a tin and using a packing casefor a table. And where he was
going was considered remote,for this planet! He sighed once, deeply, and
thought wrylythat at least he wouldn't be squandering his bonuses.
Fraesch keyed the call switch, and
when the amber light illuminated, asked the ship's computer for a
ground-weathersummary. There was a slight pause while the data center deep in
the ship extracted information, and vocoded it in a voice it judged would be
pleasantly neutral and reassuring toFraesch.
It said, in a soft alto that was
unmistakably female, "Current time, Mulcahen Standard for this longitude,
is 1630 hours. Sunset will occur in less than two hours. Bear in mind that due
to the day here being shorter than the standard day,because of more rapid rotation,
it will seem even shorter. Inwords, it is late afternoon, evolving to dusk.
"The temperature is 18
degrees centigrade, and surfacewinds in the Gorod vicinity are calm to light
and variable,which is unusual for the season. The season is autumn. The
provisional Mulcahen calendar consists of a year of 372 days,divided into
twelve months of 31 days each, with provisionfor an adjustment year every ten
years. The date is day nine,month ten."
Fraesch substituted in
his mind. October ninth!
It continued, "Conditions
are expected to remain stable over central Pangaea for at
least four more days, with a slight warming trend being
in effect. During this period noprecipitation is anticipated, although haze conditions will be more noticeable, and ground
condensation will be heavy in
low
elevations. Frost cannot be ruled out."
Again the voice paused, and then said, with
slightly moreauthority, "PPZ wishes to appreciate your patronage, and to
remind you that we offer monthly service to and from Mulcahen with suitable
accommodations for all classes, as well as a complete schedule of both chordic
and radial connections. We trust your visit will be an enjoyable
experience."
Fraesch chuckled to himself. ". . .
complete schedule . . . PPZ wishes" . . . Putesheshtviya Po Zvezdam1 was a jackleg tramp freighter outfit
specializing in near-monopoly service to obscure worlds. As soon as other lines
started landingon those worlds, PPZ found reasons to terminate that service.
They were well to do so, for almost any line was better. However, the company
had remained solvent for a remarkable span of time and showed new vigor with
each new year.It was, after all, Fraesch thought, just the kind of thing
he'dexpect. Or should have expected.
And now he was on Mulcahen. The port had been
flungopen, and there had been a confusion of late-afternoon slanting sunlight
lying across amber-gold tawny plains and sweeping rises, not quite hills. There
had also been a babble of voices, odd fragments of obscure languages,
unfamiliar signals and opaque idioms from the ground crewmen, voices from those
tossing his scanty baggage out of the hold, othersdirecting him to a surface
transporter which would conveythem to Gorod, which was some distance over the
hill to the east. He had time for nothing more than impressions.
These impressions: open country, rather level
but not especially flat, for there were sweeps and rises all about, somepeaking
in stony outcrops of a brown, flaky rock. In the distances there were higher
ridges, none quite the height of realhills. Open distances, and nowhere could
he see any sign ofhabitation. The spaceport was nothing more than an unoccupied
tract of land marred by the pad marks of the landingfeet of the spaceships.
Around the edges rested hastily erectedshantylike buildings, made apparently of
native woods—
machine shops,
warehouses, a communications hut It was desolation and crudity.
The transporter, a hovercraft of trashy
appearance and noisy operation, obviously a local product, had waited forthem,
motors idling, Fraesch thought it looked like an omnibus built by small boys to
model a streamlined battle cruiser. It had six fans; four large ones about a
third of theway from the stern, protected by decorative fenders whichwere much
dented and abused. Two smaller fans at the front protruding in chinlike
housings, steered the craft. Squatting inthe dirt on its landing brace bars,
the fan skirts crumpled, ithad the appearance of a bored dog.
Now they were underway. The shuttle slewed and
lurchedalong a wide dirt trail winding eastward into the growingdarkness. The
seats were wooden benches with low backs, and all the visible metalwork showed
the marks of hasty andill conceived assembly: dents and overlaps where pieces
hadbeen hammered to fit, bolts too small for the hole, fitted in with assorted
washers from the junk box, suspicious-lookingwelds that looked burned in with
coat hangers melted by landing flares. The fans, housings, bearings and motors
all emitted a catalog of the sounds of mechanical distress. Theskirts, dirty
canvas, lead-weighted along the hems, rolled andflapped as clouds of yellow
dust billowed about the careeningshuttle. Fraesch could catch a glimpse of the
pilot from timeto time, as the lurching, alarming motions presented him a short
view across the other passengers; he saw a man strivingmightily with the
steering bars and lift levers. It seemed thecontrols were direct mechanical
linkages, a thing Fraesch could not recall seeing outside museums.
Through
breaks in the curtain of dust thrown up by thefans, Fraesch could make out an
occasional passing transporter or lorry, skidding on hoverfanS, or pounding
madly on oversize pneumatic tires and ruberoid bladders, the drivers allmaking
ferocious gestures at the lunging shuttle. Some ofthem bore heraldic badges and
legends; others, personal designs and logos. Still others had only plain paint
over dented and scarred surfaces. One he saw particularly well hadcarried a
load of sand, and had been emblazoned by an enormous drawing of a grimacing
insect holding a tool in each ofits six claws as it flew, and whose rear end
glowed and emitted stylized lightning bolts. A flowery script below it said
"Lightning bug," but Fraesch couldn't determine if the namepertained
to some company or to the driver, or perhaps the
vehicle.
It vanished into the dust, westbound, engine protesting.
Their
own laboring engines shifted tone to a deeper throbbing, indicating a greater
strain; they were climbing a gendegrade now.
Half
fearing a probable collision, Fraesch had paid littleattention to the rest of
the passengers; they had all come withthe liner Severo-Pelengator, save a handful of what appeared to be locals,
probably sneak thieves and barroom bums hoping to cadge some off-world currency
in return for a guidance to the pleasure spots of Gorod. He thought,
half-hoping, that Gorod wasn't as rough as Magnitogorsk-Mars,where the whores
plied their trade in the access alleys between the iron extractors. Veritable
thruppenny uprights!Aheu! Magnitogorsk-Mars had been ghastly, sure enough.
Seeing
that the driver seemed to have the shuttle well inhand, Fraesch looked about.
All of those he saw bore expressions of apprehension, or numbness. The voyage
was over, and now the reality of a rude world intruded. There would be dust,
inconvenience, a line to the public baths.Beside him sat a woman whom Fraesch
recalled seeing onceor twice aboard the ship, in the lounge, but she had been
asunremarkable then as she was now. Except.. . . She was notattractive in the
popular sense. She used no skin toning, nordid she draw accents on the contours
of her face. A professional type, obviously—medic, perhaps a metallurgist or
computer technician. Clipboards and hard hats! But she was alsoone of a rare
type who revealed an extraordinary beauty . . . on a second look. There was
nothing about her face whichFraesch would have written in his journal to key a
memorywith the subde alchemy of words. Except that she had verypale, clear
skin, luminous dark eyes of a brown so dark it seemed black in the failing
evening light, black, short hair cutshort and severely, which highlighted her
face rather thandiminishing it, and the delicate structure of one born and
trained to the intense study of the arts. The hands, tighdyclenching her
attache case in her lap, echoed the face: pale,slender, aesthetic and delicate.
He could see her painting, orplaying a musical instrument (a violin rather than
some grunting saxophone, which had recently come back into favor) or doing
something which required fine touch. Fraeschfelt a little sorry for her,
whoever she was; Mulcahen was byno means an art colony!
Noting
his regard, the woman leaned over so as to be heard above the clangor of the
roaring shuttle, and said, "Excuse me. I quite forgot to ask what the
season was as we were landing. It seems cold."
She
was wearing a blue blazer, a rather chestless loose blouse, tan culottes which
fell well below the knee and dark boots. She looked like a cross between a
storm trooper and a gypsy, with her true sympathies at odds with both
appearances. The clothing was light and airy.
He
answered, "It's autumn, so I believe. It said that it had been a bit warm
for the season. Mulcahen has strong axialtilt, so I expect a hard, sharp
winter. I hope you brought adequate clothing."
She
looked off at the violet landscape. They were still laboring up the low rise,
hovercraft performance falling off oninclines. She said, "I had little
enough time to pack; one always thinks it won't be so different from where you
were."
"You were on a pleasant world?"
"Aegaea."
"Indeed? I heard that is
where the discoverer of Mulcahen retired. One of those islands."1 "The
whole planet is islands." Fraesch said, politely, "I've never been
there. Always
wanted to go, but
somehow...."
"Most
people think they added the islands to what was already there, but it's more
than that. Before the islands were dropped, there was nothing but water. A
shallow sea covers the whole world."
Fraesch
commented, "I would have imagined that a native of Aegaea would have been
more . . . something more of a suntanned amazon."
"I was working on one of the northern
islands, and besides I don't tan well." She waved one hand in a delicate
gesture of
1
Aegaea had originally been covered with water. A land salescompany, irritated
with such insipid waste of potentially valuablereal estate, had combed the
local stellar system for stony asteroids, and then, with clusters of rocket
motors braking their fall,had dropped thousands onto the surface, to invent
rocky islandsin the shallow seas. These they had sold off at enormous
profit,despite the fact that there was no fresh water on the whole planetexcept
that which fell as rain, and no soil, and no vegetation. Today, Aegaea is a
noted tourist world whose permanent inhabitants and paid workers are noted for
their thrift and reclusiveness.
self-deprecation.
"Nothing seems to work." But she smiled as
she said it.
Fraesch
inquired, "May I ask your name?"
She
paused a fractional bit of time and answered, as if slighdy reluctant,
"Techist Vicinczin." She retained some formality, giving tide and
surname only, not a personal nameor lineage name. But Fraesch's first
impression had been correct: she was a technician. He wondered, of what?
He
introduced himself, "Clericist Joachim Fraesch. I work for
Intercord." That alone would tell her a lot, for Intercord was well known.
It
was now almost dark outside. She looked away, shyly,and then said, softly,
"My first name is Tula. Are you . . ." And then she stopped, for two
things happened in close succession.
The
first was that they topped the rise separating Gorodfrom the landing field.
Gorod, it seemed, had been situated inthe center of a vast depression, an
enlarged rift valley. Theycould not see much of the road, but out there on the
openplains spread a large city of glistening lights. There was stillthe softest
hint of deep violet in the sky, and the brighteststars were visible, but Gorod
dimmed them. There seemed to be no tall buildings, at least not tall enough to
stand out ofthe background. It was a magic carpet of multicolored, rippling
pastels, with points of harder light among them. It wasboth beautiful and
incongruous.
As
they gaped like tourists, the second thing happened. Someone abruptly sat on
the bench on the other side of Fraesch. When Fraesch turned to see who it was,
the personbegan talking to him.
He
said, "Sir, your pardon. I look for a passenger from thegreat ship. I hold
a commission for the finding of such a person as would be known as J.
Fraesch."
Fraesch
looked at the man critically. He was of indeterminable age, but whatever it
might have been, it was his own;from his appearance it was obvious that this
man had neverhad access to the drugs that lengthened life and retained, ifnot
the suppleness of youth, at least the hard competence ofmaturity. This one was
bearded and ragged, dressed, despitethe chill in the air, in a cast-off jacket,
torn trousers tied withrope at the waist and sandals made from a section of
trucktire. His skin was weathered and tanned and around the watery eyes were
deep squint lines.
Fraesch
said, coolly, "I know of Fraesch. Who is it that wants him?"
"The guide, the fixer, the arranger of
deals by nighty Alsoorphan of the streets and the serf of none, a freeman,
myself,Malo Pomalu," the man declaimed, striking a dramatic pose.He said,
"See yonder city gleaming in the autumn dusk? Beautiful, is it not? There
the strivers strive in constant strife. Held on the old but,made on the new, as
they say of moneyand the planets. And truly advantage is to be had here on poor
empty Mulcahen, Mulcahen whose people are immigrants, starfish on the beach,
stranded far from home, whichis not a place but a way to do things and biscuits
that tastecorrect." He had accented his last name on the penultimate,which
gave the name an odd rhythmic canter.
His
speech made little senSe, Fraesch thought. Here, indeed, was a fool, one of the
derelicts from the underside of the city, come out to try a cheap little
swindle, a little confidence game. Fraesch thought that with chilly contempt,
buthe also noted that the man was shivering from the cold, orinfection, and
recalled that on a planet like Mulcahen, therewould be little protection from
foot pads and highwaymen.
He said, "You are
Pomalu?" "Yes. Malo Pomalu. And you are Fraesch. Who else wouldbe so
careful."
Fraesch sat back. Indeed. A fool, but a shrewd
one. And one whose name was not a name but a phrase in Old Russian, that meant,
"little by little." Fraesch felt a momentarypanic. Had they spotted
him so fast? And how had it gottento Mulcahen, to the street, that he was doing
a little contractintelligence gathering on the side for a rival of KOSTORG.He
couldn't test him, either, here on the shuttle. And even then, he couldn't be
sure of the answers he'd get He said, reluctantly, "I am Fraesch. What
do you need of me?"
The hooligan answered, "Blyadu Budu!1 Luck on the first
try! I ask to serve as your guide through the
maze you are about
to enter."
"How do you know of J. Fraesch? Is he so
renowned?"
'Tsk. Ehrundah and Ehrenburg]2
Is it such a mystery?
Passenger lists may be seen at the port
Communications flow
across
the void to facilitate exits and entries. Buyurun\a My patron
is an ordinary sort, a person of mostiy local concerns,
"Be
that as it may, how does he know of me?
"On
another ship, the passengers leave the newspapers they
"A
simple, plausible reason."
He
agreed. Pomalu said, "Simple people, most of us."
"You
will take me to your man for an honorarium?"
Pomalu
raised a callused hand. "A moment! Not in the least!
Not a crust, not a grosh, not a den'ga! I have already been
paid."
"What's
grosh and den'ga?"
"Den'gi are monies here—that's what they
call it. Money is
'money,'
after the motherland. And 72 grosh make one den'ga; no decimal abstractions for
us! Here, now, I've donemy job."
"You've done nothing! Who am I looking
for?"
"You'll find him, he'll find you; where
two look so hard, they can't fail. As a fact, he's come to town to take
youthere, and the others will take you to him. But don't believewhat they
say."
"What
do they say?""That which you must ignore, a distraction. Noise."
HerePomalu paused, to give emphasis to the word noise. Fraesch asked, "Why
is this important . . .?" He let the end trail off ambiguously.
Pomalu gestured at the city lights, now much
closer. He said, "Do you think they would shut that off like throwingtrash
in a bin? But men came here and found an Eden, a Cretaceous Eden, and they'll
clean it out like a slug works anapple. But now, and now it's still costing
them to set it up,
8 Turkish, "If you please . . ." Used to one
entering a house or business.
and
if they were to lose it, a lot of den'gi would float away.Make no mistake about
that, they'll kill to keep it. And now... good evening!"
And with that, he stood up, slipped
acrobatically to a hatchjust behind one of the aft fan housings and defdy
stepped outof the hovercraft, rolling as he landed to soften his contactwith
the ground. Fraesch looked for him behind them, but hewas lost in the dusty
darkness.
Now
Fraesch sat still for a time, as much as he could, allowing for the motions of
the shuttle. He tried to sort out what he had heard from a ragged derelict who
very obviouslyknew much, much more than he was telling. Fraesch felt as ifhe
had been subjected to a bombardment of ideas, if he couldonly sort them out.
And Pomalu—whatever his real name was—was neither retarded nor shy, but might
have been abnormally sensitive to . . . what? A listener who didn't have some
key piece that he would have given away by speakingtoo direcdy. Now. What was
it? Someone was looking forhim. . . . No. Someone was waiting for him. A person
who . . . had no conspirator's part, but was acting on his/herown; and who . .
. was tampering with a puzzle which mightbe extremely dangerous to try to open.
Another thought occurred to him as well; was there any connection between
thewarning implicit in Pergales' letter, and this
"littie-by-little"?Fraesch sighed. Things were not going to be simple
here, notat all. But—and he brightened at this a little—he had, as Pomalu had
known, run them to earth on Bedistiisle. And that
had been a murky environment, indeed. Tula
Vicinczin interrupted his musings: "Who was that man? Do you know
him?"Fraesch started to answer, but stopped. He substituted, "Hewas a
panhandler, a tout, a . . . a factotum of sorts.""A maquereaui Here? Already?" She looked at the
ceiling briefly. "I had hoped they would not have appeared
untillater." There was not so much condemnation in her tone as there was a
flavor of distaste. And there was also the flavor of an accent Fraesch had not
heard for many a year, in the word
"maquereau,"
in the "r" of it, a gargling, rolling uvular "r" one heard
in few places . . . one of those placeswas Paris, on Earth. Perhaps he was
abnormally sensitized after Pomalu, but he thought that discretion might be the
better course for now where Techist Vicinczin was concerned. A pity Fraesch
commented, "Man seems to transport his ancient
vices as well as his
ancient virtues. Even though I do not associate with such men, I can understand
that the pressures ofsociety sometimes push uncommon types to the fringes. . ..
I passed him a small gratuity and advised him to seek elsewhere, which he
apparently decided to do. . . . And. what are you to do on Mulcahen?"
"Lab
work," she said shortly. "Nothing exciting. Or at theleast, so I
hope." And she said no more.
"I trust you have made arrangements for a
place to live."
"My
sponsor has me traveling to the place where I am towork tomorrow. For tonight,
I have a reservation at The Export House."
Fraesch
did not recognize the name. It was probably a smaller hotel, often used by
traveling representatives and professional people. Small, neat, off the main
thoroughfares anddiscreet. He said, "Fortunate. Intercord tells me I have
a small apartment, which they lease for such purposes, off Cavafy Alley, number
three. I have no idea how to locate it. I don't have a map of Gorod. As a fact,
I don't think one exists."
"Perhaps the shuttle driver would know
and let you off near there. That would be useful."
"An
excellent idea, for which I thank you, Techist Vicinczin. I'll just go and ask
him before he gets any closer tothe city."
It
had been a good place to break it off, he thought. Ashe left the bench and made
his way forward to the driver, hecould see that now they were very close to the
city, and he could make out die words of the signs that illuminated the night
darkness.
In
the pastel light of the advertising signs he could see thatGorod was not at all
a mining camp of shanties, but a contemporary city with well-planned streets
and modern buildings, most plain, but apparently well-built. Tasteful
plantingsof native evergreens ornamented the courtyards of office buildings and
apartment towers, none particularly high. Heread some of the signs, looking for
familiar brands and logos.He saw Horbert Hever Engineering. Mine engineering
consultants. Reliable Mingo. That was a new one. One sign is soft,deep indigo,
said, Puteshestviya. As if they had any competition to advertise against. Osman
Gul Elektrik. Another local.Memoroid. Computer outfit Empyrean Import in dustyorange.
Gastogne Beer. Underneath that one, a smaller section repeatedly spelled out
"No Artificial Bubbles," in a darting, swooping script that
skillfully suggested bubbles. All ofthe illuminated signs were done on soft,
even colors. Nothinggarish or feverish. Amazing! KOSTORG had brought goodtaste
with them. And now they were quite in the city.
Fraesch
had now gotten close enough to the driver to speak to him. He said, in a
relative lull in the driver's wrestling with the control bars, "Do you
know Cavafy Alley and can you drop me there?"
For
a time, it seemed that the man had not heard him. He continued to mind his
machine, now with exaggerated care inthe clean streets of the city, as if he
were carrying a load ofeggs in cement cartons. Fraesch was about to repeat his
questions when the driver answered, over his shoulder, not looking back,
"A tenner."
Fraesch
hesitated a moment, not sure he had heard correctly. Then he said, tentatively,
"I didn't change my money.All I have are Interworld Credits."
The
driver said tersely, "Twenty of those."
Fraesch
thought it too much, but he agreed. "Done."
The driver freed his right hand and opened it.
Fraeschwithdrew a twenty and placed it. The driver retrieved the bill,glanced
at it contemptuously, and said, "Last stop, after theswells. Go back and
sit down."
The disreputable shuttle stopped often to let
the passengersoff, a time-consuming project. It seemed to follow a roundabout
course, through the built up central section of Gorod,pausing at all the major
hotels, and there were a considerablenumber of them. Oddly enough, none of the
well-known chains was represented; these circumstances suggested
severalexplanations, but the most plausible one was that there was ashortage of
other residence housing. Naturally enough—all the leftover capital was going
immediately back into the formation of more of the same. KOSTORG was
apparentlygoing to make Mulcahen a paying proposition as fast as humanly
possible. Come to think of it, he could not recall seeing even one private
residence, although they had passedthrough several areas which were obviously
residential. Ha!Luxury on Mulcahen, in Gorod, consisted of a block of flatswith
only ten units!
The
Export House was rather large, but somewhat plain.There had been no dramatic
entry concourse, and the lobbyhad resembled a back-country library—back-issue
periodicalsfrom settled planets and company flyers from the local area.
He had offered to help
Tula Vicinczin with her baggage, butshe had politely refused, saying that she
could manage. Andshe had, carrying it all in with slight struggle and no loss
ofcomposure. Fraesch had caught himself admiring the effortWhat he had found
somewhat out of phase with the generalflow of events as suggested by Tula's
remarks were the shipping tags on the valises, which naturally listed the
beginningand ending of her journey. The terminal point was of
courseMulcahen—coded MU/GS VIA PPZ. It was the beginningthat didn't fit. It was
coded ER/PL VIA REX. Which meantthat she had begun her trip to Mulcahen from
Earth, out ofthe Plesetsk Launch complex in the northwest of the Russiansector,
and traveled on Radial Express most of the way. If herecalled his spatial
orientation correcdy, Aegaea was almost180 degrees the other way, and at that,
a long way off
toward Galactic South.
He thought that there was a reasonable
explanation for thediscrepancy . . . but the most obvious explanation was
thatshe had not been completely candid. Now he was curious asto why. A pity
that he would never know the answer, as Fraesch imagined that he would not see
the woman again. Heto his assignment, she to hers, whatever it was. An
interestingproblem, but not an obsessive one.
Much later, with Fraesch the only passenger
aboard theshuttle, they followed a roundabout course diagonally acrossthe
north-south and east-west street patterns to a quiet, tasteful neighborhood a
walk away from one of the major boulevards. The buildings here were quite
small, some of them suggesting only four dwellings. By the glow of amber
streetlights Fraesch could see that considerable effort had been expended to
plant lanes of one of the native conifers, these narrowly columnar, suggesting
cypresses.
The
shutde stopped, and the driver, without lookingaround; announced, "This
street is Cavafy Alley, to yourright. I can't go into it in this thing. Number
three is the second place on your left. Ask at unit one of the building—they'll
have a palm-print insert and any messages, if you'reexpected."
Fraesch
thanked the driver, collected his scanty baggageand left the shuttle. He
smelled the night air, trying to feelsome of the strangeness he knew had to be
here, on a newworld. There was nothing distinctive; only the odors he
wasfamiliar with: city odors and a pungency from the conifers not sufficiently
alien to excite him. There
was somethingthere, but it
was too subtle for him to sense enough to identify. A tingle, an ozonish
sharpness? And out of the corner ofhis eye, he caught the flickering of a
distant thunderstorm.He couldn't see
that directly, either.
Fraesch
retrieved the palm-lock for his unit from the super, whom he had interrupted
smoking a narcotic herb andlistening to tapes of subtle, complex music at low
volume. The super had not seemed disoriented by the drug or the music, but had
proceeded with efficiency and courtesy. He had identified the music as jazz of
the forgotten 'Third Stream Music" type, played, of course, by computers
programmed to reproduce the exact flavor of the original. Theoriginals would
have been priceless, even had they existed,which both the super and Fraesch
doubted. He even invitedFraesch down some evening to listen to some of his
prize tapes.
There
was no mail of any consequence, save a note fromthe local forwarding office for
him to arrange to meet with acertain Shartason Aalet at the KOSTORG Building
upon hisarrival. That was all.
Fraesch
slept late, according to the rapid dawn of Mulcahen, but when he arose, he felt
as if he'd gotten up too soon.The change was just enough to irritate, but not
quite largeenough to ignore so that one could live on arbitrary time.
His place had been on the east; the slats of
louvered, narrow, double doors, in place of windows, were brighdy illuminated
in dappled patches from behind, but the flat was cooland dim. He opened the
doors and looked out. A tiny courtyard separating his block of flats from the
next seemed to beentirely filled by an enormous evergreen something like a
hemlock, except that it was more delicate, stirring with everyvagrant breeze,
and was colored an astonishing dark blue, almost the color of blued steel, and
the tiny, almost invisibleneedles of the foliage reflected infinitesimal
sparklets of sunlight from glossy surfaces. The patterns of cool, dense
shadeand bright sunlight, combined with an almost alpine clarity tothe air,
made him feel good; fresh and confident, despite hismisgivings of the evening
and night before.
Breakfasting
with the super, Fraesch was surprised to learnthat he was not especially
distant from the center of Gorod,and expressed surprise that it could be so
quiet in the midstof the city.
"Not at all," commented the super
from the back of thepantry. "They didn't want a real center to it in the
first place,and so it got built that way. Not so difficult to find a placenear
work. And also, a lot of the people are out in the fieldsomewhere. The only
time it's noisy is when they're buildingsomething nearby."
Another cause for Gorod's quiet was that there
were veryfew private vehicles which were powered, and the majority ofpublic
vehicles were electric, rolling on soft rubber tires andconnected by catenaries
to overhead
DC lines. The electricity
came from a breeder reactor located out of town to the south. They had been
driven to this system because of the
unique distribution of energy sources on the
planet—there
was an overabundance of coal, but virtually no
petroleum.
Vehicles
which needed to be free of the electrical connection
burned
acetylene.
The
super seemed knowledgeable enough, but Fraesch felt
that they could talk another time. At the least,
he wanted to
go and speak with this Shartason Aalet, and
find out what, if
any, arrangements had been made. At the least,
of these the
super knew nothing. He was a paroled convict
and had been
set to a job of limited responsibilities. He
maintained the
company apartments for Intercord. Folk would
have to fend
for
themselves beyond number three Cavafy Alley.
He
did, however, provide excellent directions for Fraesch to get to the KOSTORG
building, and also to change hiscurrency from ICs to Mulcahen den'gi, for the
sake of convenience and economy. Unlike the inside worlds, Mulcahen,like most
of the outer Worlds, insisted on its own currency,printed and backed by one of
the major local banks, in thiscase, the Yapi ve Kredi Bankasi, the Turkish
title harkingback to the old days when Yildizlar Maddesi SA1 had
owned the planet. The name meant "Building and Loan Bank," a
singularly inconspicuous title.
The
KOSTORG building was remarkably close to CavafyAlley, close enough so that
Fraesch hardly had enough timeto collect his thoughts, which were confused by
the discrepancy between what he had expected and the reality of Gorod,an airy,
clean, modern city. On the trolley, he said as much to a fellow passenger, a
young man wearing one of the ubiquitous coveralls which seemed to be the most
populartype of clothing.
The fellow answered, pleasantly enough,
"That's true, ofcourse, here in Gorod; we don't notice it so much—I was
born here, by the way—but outside the city it's probablymore like you expect.
All the settled areas are either here inthe central highlands, or over eastward
in Zavody. Elsewhereit's the camps, where there are people at all."
"Mulcahen's a pleasant world with no
great dangers I'veheard of . . . they could easily accommodate tourists as
well.What about the coastal country?"
"The way I heard it, they want to do the
major miningfirst, so they don't get tangled up with people who want tolock up
private preserves. . . . There's den'gi in that, of
1
Yildizlar Maddesi: Star stuff, Turkish.
course, but much more in
getting some production out of the same tract of land. . . . The coasts?
There's litde enoughthere. With only one continent, there are no ports, because
there's nobody on the other side to ship to. A few depots,scattered fishing
villages. You haven't seen the local animalsaround here, of course. Some are
quite dangerous. Althoughthey may look familiar to you, Mulcahen has some odd
twiststo the way its life forms filled the available spaces. You'veseen things
flying around?"
Fraesch
said, "Yes. I assumed they were birds; I didn't paymuch attention."
"Right.
Things are so familiar you fit it right in. Somethingflew, so it's a bird. But
there are no birds on Mulcahen. They never happened. The flying niche has been
preempted by bats."
"Bats?"
"Bats."
The local term is
kryloruki. They do everythingbirds
do, or things like birds, except sing. If ours sing, we can't hear them. . . .
They avoid the brightest part of the day, but you'll see them everywhere. Some
of the larger predatory kinds are fearless and vicious, and dangerous
antagonists, despite their general fragility. I mention this as an example,
because if you're going <5ut in the field, you're going to see some
wildlife; you have some new patterns to learn.... Here's my stop. Enjoy your visit."
A block or two later, Fraesch came to a large
plaza centered on a park landscaped with more of the local evergreens,these all
in shades of red. Around the borders of the plaza,small import shops alternated
with low office buildings. Atone end was the KOSTORG building, which was a
concretecube fifty meters on a side, a delicate pastel-brick color, itsstark
plainness broken by randomly placed small windows inset into small protruding
pyramidal turrets, and an inlaid company logo in the upper left corner of every
face, a redstar with gold letters inside, BKT in Old Cyrillic—Buro Kosmicheskoi
Torgovli. Underneath the logo, in modern letterswas a small word: KOSTORG. The
understatement of it suggested both great confidence and immense
sophistication.
The trolley stopped of its own—apparently this
was one ofits major junctions—and Fraesch debarked, cutting across thecool
shaded patterns of the plaza and going directly to theKOSTORG building. As he
passed under the trees he felt alingering coolness from the night before,
although in directsunlight it was distinctly warm. The sun was well up, late
morning by the altitude of it, but it hardly
seemed time
enough.
Fraesch
paused before entering the building, and looked
back, across the plaza. One of the trolleys
was approaching
the stop he had just left; it was plain and
functional, a rec
tangular box with four large, soft tires and
an articulated
pantograph on the roof to connect it to the
power lines.
Nothing at all like the disreputable
hovercraft, it was finished
and well-made, but also carrying with it an
air of the far past
reiterated. It seemed an excellent emblem for
the city, as the
hovercraft had been for the countryside;
Mulcahen would
have
a planet full of these odd recapitulations.
Inside the building, he began negotiating a
slow and frustrating course through a series of referrals, coordinations
andreceptionist flunkies, although they all behaved with extremecourtesy, so
much so that his aggravation at the delays faded.At the last, as he was beginning
to get the rhythm of it, hewas conveyed to a cubicle walled off from a working
areafilled with people and presented to a youngish man who wasworking madly at
a drawing table covered with architecturaldrawings, booklets, advertising
flyers, blueprints and even abadly done scale model of some unknown industry.
After
a moment, he looked up. "You're Fraesch? They saidyou were coming,
although I didn't expect you so soon. Sorryabout the delays in the building, if
you're not used to thatsort of thing. We reinvented red tape here because we
are allfrom so many places. . . . No culture seems to dominate, and as a
result, we live in a stressed environment, so we have to make time work for
us."
Fraesch said he understood.
"Good!
I'm Aalet, by the way. I'm what passes for a governor here when I can find the
time. Actually, I'm a low-management flunky from the Engineering Department
Theyelected me to come out here and pay my own dues."
Fraesch said, "Of all the things I could
have said aboutMulcahen, the last one would have been that it's high
stress."
Aalet was not offended. "Oh, but it is,
it is. You see, we are all together down here, but we don't know how to act,
orinterpret how others act. A gesture of greeting I know of on Artemus 4, is a
gesture of deadly insult on Hegira. All thethings we've learned somewhere else
don't translate whenwe're all thrown together. So, even if we accomplish
nothing, we create stress just by existing. And so we try to make things
pleasant and time-consuming, and generally non
threatening, so some of us can concentrate on
the real
stress—getting it together out here at the end
of the line."
"You've
accomplished something. Gorod might be the envy
of many a planet."
Aalet
made a gesture of disclaimer. "Not at all! When youonly have one city to
worry over, you can concentrate on doing it right. But we have to use so many
things from thepast—because they are relatively easy, at first... I suppose, in
the end it'll be all the same—criminals in the streets, slums, urban decay,
budgets that won't and can't balance, taxes to support marginal achievers and
safety-firsters and outright losers .. . But all the same you'd feel like an
idiot ifyou didn't try at the first."
"An
excellent sentiment, Governor Aalet. May I wish yousuccess in your
efforts!"
.. Efforts. Fraesch, you
don't know the half of it Why. . . yes, I suppose I could tell you. Mulcahen's
been openfifty years, and under development for the last twenty-odd,and we're
now rated by the KOSTORG Examiners at Level20/4 overall—we've attained the 20th
century, fourth decade."
Fraesch observed, "Only twenty more to
go."
"The
first one's the hardest when you have to live here andbe self-sufficient and
catch up by your own efforts with theabsolute minimum of outside capital. These
things don't happen overnight. The lack of sapient natives makes it easy
andmakes it hard—we don't have to pacify them or accommodate them, but by the
same token we can't use them as anexcuse, either."
Fraesch had the feeling that Aalet would go on
indefinitely, and that he was used to doing so; part of the adaptation of the
planet to a world full of strangers, he supposed.He gently reminded the
governor of why he was here. "When I arrived last night, there was a note
for me to comesee you; I didn't know the name, of course, but it is odd thata
planetary governor would want to see a journeyman administrator on tempassign
to a leased project."
Aalet leaned back in his chair, which was
plain and functional. He placed his hands together, fingers extended and touching
only at the tips, as if thinking. After a moment hesaid, "Well, yes, I did
have one of the girls drop a note off toIntercord to that effect. I know they
never tell you what youare going into—it's supposed to keep you from forming
prejudgments. I had a friend who went into Intercord after college. But Halcyon
has been strange, a strange case. . . . I was hoping that you could . . . ah,
look into things there, say, for me."
"For
KOSTORG."
Aalet fiddled with his
fingers. "Yes, of course; it'd have tobe that way . . . the usual informer
retainer?" Fraesch felt a sudden urge of charity, something he rarelygot.
"I'll do it for half if youH tell me why."
"No—all
or nothing. The accountants will suspect me ofsquirreling the other half away
somewhere and will ransackthe files and be general pains in the arse to do so.
And I wasgoing to tell you anyway."
Aalet
paused and called to one of the workers outside tobring him the Halcyon file.
Presently a matronly woman appeared with an old-fashioned paper file, and an
envelope ofmicrofiche. Aalet opened the file and inserted a flche in a
minireader console built into the desk. These he looked at intently for another
moment, as if he wanted to refresh himself,or find some particular point.
Then
he leaned back forward and looked at Fraesch directly. "At the beginning
of summer, there was an accidentat Halcyon. An explosion and fire. The project
director andhis chief technician were killed in it"
Fraesch expressed surprise. On a leased
project, everythingwould be modern, complete with the latest in safeguards.
"In what sort of installation?"
"The
Computer Room."
"An
odd circumstance."
"Indeed,
odd. Odd enough that the safety reports on it caught their attention at
KOSTORG. Not to mention mine.We sent a team of accident investigators out
there—the best,so I hear."
"What
did they conclude?"
"Cause
unknown. Machine malfunction probable."
"Still
odd."
Aalet
said, "Yes . . . The computer was a Memoroid Model 3000."
Fraesch
whistled in surprise. "What were they doing thatthey needed a 3000?"
Aalet handed Fraesch an inforsheet from
Speculations, Inc."What they say here . . . is that they were trying to
determine the information content of ocean waves. It doesn't sayto what
purpose. I found out through another source, ah, that it's part of a
feasibility study for the electors of Klatzana; an
ultrasensitive
target-tracking system."
"Klatzana
is a planet of xenophobes. . . ."
"Who
have not been permitted to possess weapons. Anytracking system has highly
visible artifacts."
"If
they could do it, then all they'd need would be a computer strong enough to get
information out of the noise . . . tidal perturbations...."
"My
source said that Speculations had refined a systemgood enough in die past to
detect bodies 1000 kilometers indiameter at a distance of a tenth-light"
Fraesch
said, "A spaceship is considerably smaller."
"It
goes without saying. . . . But we also found out that the Mulcahen system is
dynamically equivalent to the Klatzana system, and that the position of land
and water issimilar."
"So
they brought it here to refine it"
"We
think so."
"How
did they deal with Klatzanans? They hate all off-world traders."
"One
needs to buy, another needs to sell. . . . I suppose away can be found to
overcome the ideological difficulties. Italso goes without saying that
Speculations would charge themsomething for the service."
"Enough
so that Speculations could work for fun and liveon the interest."
Fraesch
asked, "So much?"
Aalet
shrugged. "They are supposed to have it . . . youknow that's where all the
Longlife comes from. The wholefamily of those drugs. And they can't be
synthesized—onlyfermented in those jungles by a gang of ill-smelling
natives,nonhumans to boot."
Fraesch
laughed and said, "Bloody Wogs," with an elaborate British accent.
Aalet
said, "Well, there it is, nonetheless. The supremeirony of the universe
has got to be that a planet of ravingmaniacs, hidebound traditionalists of the
worst sort, haters— no, despisers of all non-klatzanans, is able to ferment the
onething the rest of us need absolutely. To our credit, they havenever been
subjugated, but we don't permit them modernweapons, either. They have
tried—give them credit for thatand they're damn inventive, and since they have
to endureus, they don't object to making a profit at it."
Fraesch
politely interrupted, "If they could track and target ships without a
visible artifact at those distances, then thedrug supply would be cut off • . .
surely Speculations knows this."
"Well,
yes. The whole idea is insane. If it worked, Speculations would sell them the
means to keep spacefaring races outof the Klatzan system, therefore no drugs,
therefore "
Fraesch
said, "Reduction
ad absurdam. There's something
else."
"Yes."
"That...
does Speculations have a project on Longlife?"
"I understand they're within reach of a
product that compares to the natural drug. They are deep into it—in fact,
theyare in considerable debt over the project. . . . It kept staying just out
of reach, just a little more . . . Apparently, they'remaking the final push on
it They bought a planet—I don'tknow where—and have units in production. I have
been ableto find out little about this, except that instead of a gang ofsweaty
natives, a clearing in the jungle and a longhouse fullof stone crocks, they have
a chemical factory whose area isgreater than the arable land in hectares of
Pangaea, here.Needless to say, they're on the edge of going broke. That's abig
gamble in the biggest game of all. I think the situationwould suggest itself to
them—for if they allowed the Klatzanans to continue to export Longlife, they'd
be ruined by pricewars, even if they managed to synthesize it; the
Klatzananswould halve any price Speculations could make."
"And
the end result of the whole project is that Speculations would have the corner
on Longlife, they'd allow theKlatzanans to shut themselves off, and...."
Aalet
finished it, ". . . And they'd have the best target tracking system in the
known universe, and could protecttheir own place. The possibilities are
frightening."
Fraesch
sat back, his head swimming. Longlife! "What youare saying is that they
are going to reach for a government"
"Such
are the predictions."
"Who
knows about this? How did you find it out?"
"Well,
I have good people here . . . and I also have a Memoroid Model 3000 in the
basement, and Mulcahen attracts people from all over—you know how a new
planetis—you can't keep them off it I had some informers paid.... Trouble is,
with something like this the profit potential is so great that others may be
subverted into getting intoit. . . . A Speculations, Inc. directorship is
powerful motivation; even to become a major stockholder would be interesting,
so there's a problem with knowing whom you can trust This issue, you see, has
the potential to cross any loyalty line anyone could set up. I have reason to
believe that there may be some KOSTORG people in it so since then Ihave been
careful. There have been some bad slips here; thatis how I got into it in the
first place."
"How
do you know you can trust me?"
"I
have an informer at Intercord. Never mind who. I found out the reason you were
picked . . . You're relativelystraightaway, honest and all that, and you have
had no previous connection with anything that could touch on any ofthese
things. They have to have an administrator—it's in thelease agreement, so they
picked what they thought was a double-blind. You'd come in, hold the thing
together, replace theequipment and by then they'd have their own man back
inhere—you can guess they wouldn't have just anybody working on this thing out
in the field—they'd have one of theirkey people here to ram it through."
Aalet
paused, and glanced at his hard hat, hanging conveniendy nearby on the wall.
"I know I can trust you becauseSpeculations cleared you as knowing nothing
about them.The problem is now that my informer is no longer informingme... and
the only input I have is through Halcyon, here."
Fraesch
said, "You've been candid with me, Governor. I will be candid in return.
I'm on informer contract...."
Aalet
was not surprised. He said, "Most of the new arrivalsare. Everyone likes
to keep an eye on the competition. Whatcompany?"
"Novaya
Ekonomicheskaya Politika."
An
oath escaped Aalet,
"Vo istinye Khristos Voskresen! NEP,
Incorporated. I thougTit that outfit had gone under longago. ..." A
troubled expression passed across Aalet's dark,handsome face.
Fraesch
had imagined Aalet young until he saw that expression. It was the visible sign
of someone who had been exposed to a lot, a long life. . . . Aalet must have
started on Longlife at an early age.
Aalet
said, "As a fact, I know they went under." He rummaged about
absentmindedly and finally produced a communicator. On this device he punched
several numbers, talkedwith some intermediate party, punched some more
numbers,and finally reached someone. Or their office. Aside, to Fraesch, he
said, "Gorod Stock Exchange. I have a friend over there...." Now he
turned back to the commset.
"Hello, Delmo? This
is Aalet"
"Fine, fine, buried in
work, as the usual. Say, can you giveme a quote on NEP?""Why? I heard
they'd been picked up by someone, andwere back in business... Fine, yes, IH
wait."
He
nodded to Fraesch, who had been hearing only one sideof the conversation. He
said, "Delmo Arbridge. Broker. Goodsort. He may be able to tell us a few
things. . . ." He returned his attention to the unit.
"27VS . . . ? Who bought them out?"
Aalet wrote rapidly on a pad on his desk.
"Thafs
good news, Del, yes, very good news. Yes, I maybe calling you in a few days. .
.. I'm waiting for some newsto break, and I may be seeing you on this one,
looks like a real sleeper. . . . Right. Yes, I'll call you first, I promise.
Seeyou."
Aalet
turned back to Fraesch, and said, consulting the notes he had written, "A
consortium headed by one Tyrone Ractol purchased all assets, sold off a bunch
of stuff and is putting the company back on its feet, at a reduced scale
ofoperations. Ractal is known to be a major stockholder of Speculations, Inc.
although he is not listed anywhere as an official of the company. . . . It would
seem that they've built acontrol on you, Fraesch."
"They
hired me to run the place, and then had another outfit contract me in an
infotrieve targeted against KOSTORG so they'd know if I spotted anything? They
must takeme for a complete goose!"
"I wouldn't say that they had it done . .
. but that they didit themselves. Ractal will be deep in this operation. By
theway, I hope you will furnish them with detailed reports onthe goings on
here."
"The Karachkitiil1 IH send them reports!"
Aalet held up a hand, broadly smiling.
"No, no, not sofast, not so hasty! Fm quite serious; I want you to send
themreports, regularly, as if you were an idiot on your first commercial
espionage mission. Send them everything! I will arrange for you to have a
contact in the Bureau of Statistics who will send you stuff. It will be
certified Capable of puttinga methamphetamine addict soundly to sleep in the
midst of aboiler factory. Who knows? You may even get a bonus for
1 Russian vulgarism: One who goes on ail fours;
passive beastialist
zeal. And in case you're
tempted by the corner they mighthave. . . ." Here the humor left his voice
entirely, Althoughthe smile remained. "KOSTORG will pay ten times what
they have you on at the conclusion of this."
Fraesch
said, "There's nothing personal in it; I agree withyou entirely that they
must not succeed in this. It will be asyou suggest."
"Good. I'm glad you understand. We simply
cannot permitthis to occur." Fraesch asked, "What is being done to
delay, obstruct, orstop this?"
"You are doubtiess thinking of lawsuits,
boycotts, catastrophic depricing. . . . All these things are moving along,
butthey are slow to set in motion and slow to act. KOSTORG,for example, does
not have any kind of operation in the think-tank free-research business, so
direct competition is outof the question. And as I said . . . I'm not entirely
certain Iwant to involve KOSTORG until we can verify that the company is free
of sleepers. There are clever tests for this kind ofthing, you know; their
disadvantage is that they take time.No! Their worst enemy appears to be their
own motivation."
"How
so?"
"They
have promised to deliver goods they didn't have atthe time of the offer. . . .
That they don't have now . . . and that they seem to be having trouble
getting."
"You've
lost me."
"The
whole plan depends upon delivery of the detectionsystem. They already had a
crude model in operation, to demonstrate. But increasing the capability as they
promised,as they
contracted to do within time
limits; it's proven more difficult than they imagined. In fact, I know from
interceptedreports that about a year ago they came to a complete standstill on
further refinement of the detection system."
Aalet
paused to let that sink it, then continued, "Moreover,the station up there
got deeply involved with some kind ofside effect that is not discussed on any
medium we can monitor. All we know is that the director of Halcyon turned
thewhole power of a Model 3000 onto it and ignored orders.That's why they had
to have someone like you—the rightperson for that station is critical to the
execution of the entireplan."
"Why
didn't they replace the director, then?"
"He
told them they had stumbled onto something they could not ignore, something
they had to pursue for the success of the operation. He never said what it was.
Apparently there was an inner circle only at Halcyon who werein on it—I should
imagine people who were in the heart ofthe research end of it."
"They
must have let him have a long tether to accept excuses for a year, where
something like this is involved."
"It
had to be thus: the director, Leonid Moricle, had been the originator of the
whole plan. If he told them he hadfound something they couldn't pass, then
they'd have to takehis word for it. He was their expert in that area. Him,
andhis assistant, a woman named Jenserico Nachitose."
"They
were the ones who died in the fire.""Yes. Presumably; no bodies were
found. It was, I hear,bad." "I suppose it's occurred to you,
Governor, that Speculations decided to take drastic action."
"That
was my thought also, as well as, for other reasons,those of the local constable
who has done most of the investigating in the field. But those kinds of things
leave traces. Sofar, we've found none. Also, we could expect certain patternsof
behavior on the part of Speculations, and we don't see them. Quite to the
contrary: they are extremely agitated overthis. Losing Moricle and Nachitose
was a profound loss tothem—imagine, two of the best users of the Model 3000
inthe inhabited universe, and they allow it to malfunction andthen through a
series of coincidences, explode and burn—atleast, that is what it looks
like."
Aalet
added, "We know requisitions and invoices we'veseen or had mention of,
that whatever they were doing
was giving them something.
Moricle had the sensor array rebuilt,doubling it from its original size, and
added another duplicate sensor array. They added a wing to the lab to house
recordings they had made of something. The mag tape requisitions alone for the
past year would strain KOSTORG's patience. Moricle was
on to something, make no mistake."
"What's
on the tapes?"
"There
are none. The fire destroyed everything—memoryunits, tapes, files, journals,
logs. Not so long before the fire,Moricle had moved everything to do with the
work into thedata wing of the lab—said it was more secure, that he suspected an
attempted burglary, and so forth."
Fraesch asked, "So
there's no operation now, as such?""On, no. Speculations immediately
ordered the whole thingrebuilt and bought another five years' worth of lease.
In fact,
it has been rebuilt. They
hired a fastruct team from Red Ball,Limited, and they came in here and rebuilt
it. Just like that!Complete with a brand-new Memoroid Model 3000. You won't be
operating the thing, of course—Moricle and Nachitose did all that themselves,
and the new stuff will be run by the permanent director that Speculations sends
in. Allindications are that they are going to keep after it"
Fraesch
said, "Red Ball fastruct teams don't come cheap;and they only work for
cash, in advance, 100 percent Speculations must be strained to bursting over
this."
Aalet's
face took on a perfectly villainous expression. "That is so, exactiy the
case. Now we don't have the exactfigures from which to predict, but . . . I
believe the expression is, The wolf is at the door.' If you can stall
them,somehow, while finding outhowclosethey reallyare...."
"How
much power do you have as governor?"
"As
governor, virtually none. This is the Edge, Fraesch,out here. We don't have
governments—everything is done ona cost competitive basis—police, courts,
currency, prisons, themails. What I am is simply the company rep for
KOSTORG,who is the owner and seller. . . . I can get things done because of who
I represent and the financial resources I control, but I'm on a short
tether—everything has to stand up tothe accountants K. brings in. Mind, I'm not
asking you totake any risks—just keep me informed as to what you canfind out.
And slow things down if you can."
Fraesch
saw Aalet's point even though the goveramentiessness which was practiced in the
worlds of the Edge of settiedspace was difficult to live with. Mulcahen would
be an extreme example of this, and it would require some adjustments. Back in
the center, everything people did was filteredthrough an idea that they had to
have a government—politics. Here, and along the Edge, it was that they had to
havean economic base. Fraesch himself accepted without too deepa questioning
that some level of government was necessary.He would, he knew, perceive Aalet
and indeed the whole planet as things they were not This trip was in fact the
firsttime he had been so far out.
Fraesch said, "I've told you where I
stand on this. Fll dowhat I can." "Fine. I wouldn't ask more. Are you
ready to leave for Halcyon?"
"I
hadn't made any plans to the contrary."
'Then
you won't object to some arrangements I've taken the liberty of making; you
don't have to worry about travelexpenses—Speculations pays that. But I made
some reservations, and there is a man I would like you to meet."
Fraesch
thought, and now comes the things
I must do. He said, "Please
continue."
"The
Constable, Anselm Urbifrage. He's come to town toride back with you."
"What's
he like?"
"Well
. . . a lot of things. He's a native; born here, and
not on Longlife—there's a
streak of that in the native-born.Still, for all the shortness of the natural
life, he's managed todo and be a lot of things—I haven't exhausted his
repertoireof tales and adventures yet. He's been a sailor, a machinistover in
Zavody, a welder, a farmer; also a wandering hobo,and the Storm Cult holds him
to be what their religion calls aMagus, although I've not yet determined what a
Magus does. He seems to ignore them."
"You
have a native religion here?"
"Well, you know how Yildizlar Maddesi is;
most of the people they brought in here to establish their claim just wandered
around. Most of them were here when we came, still wandering. YM had forgotten
about them and let diem fendfor themselves. Some of them had some odd
adventures—youknow how the imagination goes wild on a wild planet, however
familiar it seems—chemical fractions in the air, the water. There was no
resistance to us at all—in fact, theyseemed to be grateful for it—they wouldn't
have to pretendanymore, they could do what they really wanted, which wasto go
off in the wild. We ignore them, they ignore us. Sometimes they work for us,
more often not. Urbifrage is intelligent, capable and very adaptable—but he is
also very uneducated, and I don't pretend to understand his motivations at all.
At any rate, he is completely trustworthy—he'lltell you exactly what his
loyalties are."
"What
does he do?"
"There
is a loose community in the area surrounding thesite Halcyon leased. Some are
squatters—people from the YM days and their descendants, and some are
landholders who bought tracts from KOSTORG Mulcahen. They are notcompletely
dissimilar, in fact. They asked Urbifrage to serve,at a modest stipend, as the
local constable—that's what theycall it—who setties disputes, chases strays,
pursues criminals.Someday far away people like him will be making the decisions
here . . . but when the fire happened, we had some problem dealing with the
local security companies. They justdidn't want to work that far in the field.
So I hired Urbifrageto conduct an investigation."
"And...?"
"Well,
he did a hell of a job. Thorough. The only problemis that he's convinced the
fire wasn't accidental, only he can'tfind any trail of evidence to substantiate
that. He'll drive youcrazy, because everyone in the general neighborhood is a
suspect But endure that—he knows the area and he knows Mulcahen, and I know
he's definitely not working with Speculations—in fact although he won't say so
directiy, I think he objected to them."
"Being
there ?"
"No.
The natives are completely passive there. They don'tcare who comes, or what
they do. . . . I have noticed that though, about Urbifrage—he suspected
something."
"Does
he know about Speculations?"
"If
he does, it's not because I've told him."
"You
think he knows?"
"I
tried to tell him. It wouldn't take. The whole concept islike something he
can't focus on, as if it has no meaning tohim. Perhaps I tried to be too
simple; Urbifrage is a complexperson, as are most of the native-born."
"I
know. I've met one."
Aalet
grew attentive. "Who? Where?"
"On the shuttle from the 'port. A wild
man, called himself
'Malo Pomalu'; babbled
incoherendy, more or less. Who is Pomalu?"
Aalet relaxed. "Pomalu! Is he still
alive? Now there's a story. The way I hear it Pomalu is not his real name—I
think he's forgotten it. But it seems that he was a mad poetsomewhere, I don't
know where, and he decided to go findsome wild world and go live on it, be an
explorer. Signed onwith YM in the Initial Survey Team, and acted responsiblyfor
awhile. When the YM thing started drifting, he held it together for awhile . .
. then he wandered off into the bush with a couple of women, and since then, he
appears fromtime to time. A wild man. Nobody listens to him, of course,but did
they ever? He must be ancient now—he was a mature man when he came here—hell,
he was here when theywent around wearing spacesuits and carrying combat
arms,when they didnt know anything."
Fraesch
decided that he would say no more about Pomalu,
at
least for the time. Aalet said, "Where was I...? Yes, Urbifrage. Well,
meet him, if you will, with your baggage, at aplace called Sherst Sobaki. It's
a bar and restaurant, a placeUrbifrage frequents when he's in town. The name
means...."
Fraesch
said, "I know. Hair of the dog."
"Very
good! About sundown. Go there and ask for him.They know him well enough. And at
least until you get toHalcyon, he'll be your guide. And now...."
"I
understand. You have been kind to spend the time." Fraesch arose, and left
the informal office of Shartason Aalet.
Fraesch threaded his way back through the rows
of cubicles, of functionary rooms, of deskside conferences, halls, stairwells;
he walked out of the plain KOSTORG buildingand back to the park. There he
stopped, slightly dazed, although he was not sure it was from what he had heard,
orthe distinct afternoon—late afternoon—slant to the sunlight.Afternoon? It
seemed hardly lunchtime. Fraesch looked about, trying to orient himself to the
fast time of Mulcahen.Over the tops of the low buildings around the plaza he
couldmake out the bulging top of one of the thunderstorms, lit from the side by
the sun, blinding white, soaring, drifting tothe east, muttering with distant
thunder.
Fraesch sat on a nearby bench. From his
pocket, he removed a small notebook, and his pen. In it, he thoughtfullyand
methodically wrote three names:
Leonid
Moricle (D)Jenserico Nachitose (D)Anselm Urbifrage
Something was still bothering him. He looked
about again,as if the soft shaded streets might give him some clue. Thenit
occurred to him, a process similar to the turning of an intricate geometrical
prism: Aalet had smoothly avoided hisquestion about the Storm Cult. He shook
his head and addedthat title to his list of names.
Storm Cult (cf A. U. and
M. P. if available)
3
Fraesch uncovered directions to the night-spot
Sherst' Sofa aki without great difficulty, finding out several things about
itat the same time. It was, so it seemed, beer hall and restaurant both, and
was highly esteemed in both capacities; but it wasmore yet, and the limits of
that "more" seemed a little vague.In fact, all the bars and
restaurants of Gorod seemed to be, in varying degree, a sort of floating town
meeting. People satin their offices or stood in their shops and gave the
officialreasons by day; but at night they drifted to places they
feltappropriate in and discussed real reasons. All of these placesseemed to
possess odd, incongruous, or vulgar names: othershe heard mentioned were Glavny
Shtab (which name meant,General Headquarters, this on a planet with virtually
no military nor any tradition of one); there was a Zadny Khvostik(Hindmost
tail-stub), and a Steel Breeze.
He also found out that Sherst' Sobaki was used
extensivelyby travelers, and maintained a locker room for baggage. Withthat in
mind, he went back to Cavafy Alley and retrieved hisbaggage before going there.
Along die way, he noticed thatnobody seemed to mind, or even take notice of it
He had timed it right; he arrived just after sundown, when the lightwas still
in the west
Fraesch
had expected either a dive or a palace; what hesaw was neither. The Hair of the
Dog was a large establishment of modest decor, whose customers seemed to be
tryingto outdo one another solely in informality. Inside, it was divided up
into several areas according to activity—eating,drinking, serious drinking or
socializing. There was also a section given over to gambling, although KOSTORG
hadprohibited house-run games of chance. By asking severalpeople he encountered
as he progressed farther into die place,he was at last able to find a section where
Urbifrage wasmost likely to be found, a subsection of the socializing area.
This room had a fireplace, rustic tables,
homely hookedrugs. It was not filled but there were several groups
alreadythere—couples beginning a night on the town, small groups.Fraesch looked
about and found the clientele to be mostlyyoung and nostalgic. One man alone
immediately suggestedhimself as either being Urbifrage or someone who would
knowhim. The man was seated, but even so, Fraesch could see he would be
described as short and stocky. Fraesch estimatedhis age at around fifty
standard, unaltered. He had iron-grayhair, cut unfashionably short, and a
heavy, broad face. Theman wore a workman's coverall and a light jacket, but
theclothes were clean and neat.
Fraesch
approached the man and asked if he knew of a man named Urbifrage.
The
man turned an uncomfortable direct look to Fraesch and regarded him momentarily
from small, watery blue eyes.He said, "I am Urbifrage." The voice was
gruff and precise.
Fraesch
introduced himself, to which Urbifrage replied,somewhat more warmly,
"Please sit. A waiter will be alongpresently." After Fraesch had
gotten settled, Urbifrage added,"Pleased to meet you, of course. I heard
you were about, andheaded here. I've taken a passage for us tonight, but
we'vegot some time."
•Tonight?"
"Did you have
anything else in mind?"
"No, but...."
.
"Gorod's a fine place, but it misleads one into believingthat the action's
here because they know about it. Actually,it's all happening out there. I took
the liberty to assume " He let his words trail off.
Fraesch
said, "You were right to do so; I was just a littlesurprised by the
swiftness of things. You see, in most placesthey want to drag you all over the
place first."
Urbifrage
said, "I know."
"I
imagine there's a lot to be done there, at Halcyon."
Urbifrage grunted, and said, 'Too much, and
too little. Most city people get bored out there . . . even native-borns think
the northwest coast is remote. YouH have some work to do, at first, I'm sure.
There's nobody there except technicians—all of them off-world, of course, and
little's been done outside the necessities since the killing. . . . They've
patchedup a committee to sign for things and issue the payroll, butit's clear
they're waiting to turn it over to you."
A
waiter appeared and handed Fraesch a hand-printed menu. Urbifrage looked up and
said, "The usual for me." Fraesch looked over the list, which was
short and plain. Heasked Urbifrage, "What's 'Plainsman Goulash'?"
"A
stew . . . made of a local animal native to the greatplains west and north of
the central highlands, the bol'shoy;youH probably see one tomorrow. It's quite
good...."
Fraesch ordered, along with some local beer
which Urbifrage recommended, and after a short wait, was served a steaming bowl
of stew, that from the aroma of it was highlyseasoned. Fraesch had taken his
anti-upset injections beforedebarking, but nevertheless he started on the stew
with misgivings. Urbifrage glanced his way, to insure he was enjoyinghimself,
and dug into a platter of what looked like a verytough broiled steak, garnished
by something that looked like aboiled pinecone.
During
supper, Urbifrage said nothing, save an occasionalcomment on the quality of
food and drink in several placesin and around Gorod. Fraesch politely refrained
from mentioning some of the more refined diets he had enjoyed on more civilized
worlds for fear Urbifrage would think that hewas trying to impress him.
Fraesch felt a littie ill at ease in the
presence of the redoubtable Anselm Urbifrage. "Native-born and not on
Long-life." That was what Aalet had said. That would mean that he, Joachim
Fraesch, was chronologically older than the mansharing the table with him; that
he had been working on assignments for Intercord before this Urbifrage had been
born .. . that Urbifrage would have returned to the wide earth ofMulcahen
before Fraesch showed a clearly visible sign of aging. Those tilings Fraesch
knew. But he still felt odd—somehow inexperienced, somehow subordinate. Not
inferior, but.... He couldn't put hisfinger on it.
Urbifrage
interrupted Fraesch's musing on the fire. "Youmet with toe Dunyamuduru today?"
The
term caught Fraesch by surprise. He had to reflect on it. It was Turkish, of
course . . . "world" . . . "its-ruler." Something like
that. The old word for a planetary governor.He replied, "Yes. This
morning."
"I
suppose he told you what they know of events at Halcyon?""As much as
he knew. . . . He says 'accident,' but you said 'killed.'" Urbifrage
looked unperturbed. "Aalet's a good sort, but he
must
needs conduct his affairs through reports and the conclusions of others,
whereas I've had to deal with the hot wreckage, the bodies, or what was left of
them. I also have spent a great deal of time with some local technical repsfrom
Memoroid, as well as Kay Electronics, the supplier ofthe rest of the equipment;
it's as if . . . someone told you a bicycle blew up. The only reasonable
conclusion would bethat someone stuffed the frame with blasting caps. The
stuffin that lab would have had to have been rigged to burn andall the
failsafes disconnected. My conclusion is that it wasdone."
Fraesch
said, "We have weapon and method. Now we needsuspects and a motive."
Urbifrage
said, in a reduced voice, "Judging from the typesthat were assigned there,
I should say sexual jealousy was themotive; we've got no shortage of suspects.
The trouble withHalcyon . . . was that most of the time, no one seemed to know
who was doing what, with which, and to whom."
Fraesch
was amused at this mild prudery. He said, "Offworld manners surprise
you?"Urbifrage favored Fraesch with another of those pointedstares.
"Only when they are inconsistent"
"Inconsistent?"
"Promiscuity
neither surprises nor shocks me; we have a form of it practiced locally . . .
but free-love cults have toaccept non-possessiveness, or the members shortly
proceed tomurder one another."
An
idea struck Fraesch. He asked, "Are all the projectpeople from the same
place?"
"No."
"Do
you know the planets and the locations?"
"Not
that I recall . . . we can look that up, if you want
It's all
in the files." "I think of a way it could be as you suspect... a
circumstance. Were Moricle and Nachitose involved with others?"
"In
the past yes, to varying degrees. Of late, they werenot This was a change in
the pattern I detected through examination of the people's testimonies at the
accident board."
"I
want to pursue another angle. . . . Aalet is satisfied to let things remain as
they are; why... ?"
"Why
do I pursue it?" Urbifrage shrugged his heavy shoulders. "Call it a sense
of justice derived from personal values.Things are unfinished."
"Aalet
told me some things, some disturbing things about them. It is possible. . .
." Fraesch looked around to see if anyone were within earshot.
Urbifrage
said, "He spoke of the off-world plot to me. Certainly the owners are
suspect. But that seems like a long shotto me; the time element is all wrong!
Besides, the accident orkilling occurred after a prolonged period of isolation
due to atransport breakdown. All people were accounted for. Nobodycame or left,
nor did they afterward until after the investigation."
Fraesch
said, "On some worlds, they have vehicles whichcan land relatively
silentiy direct from space; a commando party could land on the ocean, rig
explosives and depart It'sbeen done before; and from what Aalet told me, there
are people who would accept the expense of transporting such vehicles in
secret, for none of them could fly here unaided fromany other inhabited
planet."
Urbifrage
looked bland and self-assured. He said, "Nobodylanded from
off-world."
Fraesch
objected, "The planetary detection system couldhave faked records. If it
were official, this plot they wouldn'ttell you the truth anyway."
Urbifrage
was not moved. "I know that. I also know that our local detection system,
operated by KOSTORG, is a farce—it's only aimed one way. But I know that there
was not a landing. . . . It's difficult to explain exacdy how I know...."
"I'm
a good listener."
"Listening's
not the point, but perception. . . ." There he stopped, as if he had said
too much. "After a time there, you'll begin to see a little; then "
He let it drop.
"So
however it is, you know there was no landing and noinfiltrators."
"Yes."
"Very
well . . . how about planted people—who were brought in to be activated at a
later time?"
Urbifrage
brightened. He leaned forward, confidentially, asif he had just then made up
his mind about Fraesch. "Excellent! You are as they said, even though not
a detective . . . Sleepers would have been a good bet, but Aalet found outwhat
he knew and put it together only recentiy. He hadn'thad time to set a planted
person."
"Someone else could
have. A lot was at stake, I understand. It needn't be KOSTORG " "That
does suggest possibilities. But I have been told by
Speculations
that they used a randomizing system for recruit
ing
that had reduced that practice to the vanishing point
Also
that they conducted a strenuous search, which, inciden
tally,
turned up seven or eight such people .. . none of them
here,
or on any planet they were recruited from."
"Forgive
me for rudeness, but I must ask—is Speculations
retaining
you as an investigator?"
Urbifrage
answered candidly, "They have offered a rewardfor the murderer, and I can
use the den'gi as well as the next . . . I hold no such commission. They are
undoubtedly curious as to the circumstances. I understand Moricle was a person
of some importance in his company, and that this projectwas of great interest
to them. Still, they hired you and I hear a permanent replacement is
forthcoming, so they are not waiting for the answer before moving on. . . .
Practical people."
"Did you know Moricle personally?"
"I
had met him once or twice . . . and the ladyNachitose." x
"What kind of person did he seem to
you?"
"When
they first came to the northwest coast, he was anunpleasant person . . . driven
by some inner knowledge ofwhich he would not speak. The lady Nachitose was
similar.They were demanding of the other employees. Later on, theybecame
secretive and withdrawn, and then bemused. That was when they locked everything
up. At the end, he ignoredthe station entirely, as much as he could, and either
spent histime in the lab with Nachitose or writing excuses for lack ofprogress
back to Speculations. He came here with the weightof great responsibility upon
him, demanding expectations; butwhen his end came into its time, he had
something differenton his mind. When I saw him last, he was frightened and
uncertain."
"And Nachitose?"
"An opaque woman no one fathomed; suka vshla, suka vyshla."
Fraesch mentally translated, from the Russian,
"A bitch she came, a bitch she left." He said, to Urbifrage,
"Aalet sayshis spies told him they were getting unexpected results
fromtheir experiment."
"I have heard the same. The technicians
profess to knownothing. They were there to maintain the equipment and make
technical changes as directed. To my knowledge, noneof them ever worked in the
lab when the samples were being run. There has been some talk of overhearing
voices speakingan unknown language, but mostly by drunkards or by notorious
fantasists. The lab was inside a secured compound, andwas soundproofed."
"Had you seen the equipment?"
"Only
when it was being installed—carried in. I never sawit assembled, or operating.
A lot of electronic gear . . . Moricle was, they say, quite specific about
repairs or modifications."
"Then
there were just two of them actually working oa whatever they were working
on."
"Never otherwise, so far as I know."
"And they kept it secured when they were
out of it?"
"When
in as well. It had a robotect guard system, whicKwas said to be set in the
'kill* mode at all times. Moricle and Nachitose had the only known
descramblers.
The
robotect had gone beserk after the explosion and hadbeen firing into the lab
building—explosives, laser, microwave—it made a mess of what littie was left.
We disarmed it with great difficulty."
Fraesch
said, after a minute's reflection, "It sounds like an accident to me as
well. It sounds difficult to have been arranged, if it was arranged . . . more
than passion would account for. That kind of motive would seek a dramatic
confrontation, some public violence."
Urbifrage said, "Perhaps . . . but by and
large, the lotthere are sullen and secretive. Consider that Halcyon is a remote
site, and that they are all working under severe pressure; yet there were no
fistfights, and few open arguments, although the place seethes with repressed
differences,and incidents of directed vandalism have been commonplace.Not
enough to warrant accusations, but also not light enoughto ignore."
Fraesch shuddered. "It must be a gruesome
place to produce that. Where is it? In a gravel pit?"
"To the contrary, it's at the mouth of a
river. Low mountains covered with trees, some cliffs along the ocean. A
pleasant site, done, if I may say, in considerable good taste, ifa bit plain. I
attributed the behavior of the workers to circumstances off-world, not
conditions on Mulcahen, or the North Coast Country. To myself, it's very
desirable country,although the climate can be rough in winter. The
growingseason's short, and it's far from everything else. I wanderedover that
way from Zavody a long time ago. . . . " Urbifrage stopped and retrieved a
large pocket watch from a breast
pocket on his coveralls. It looked cheap and
crude. Urbifrage
consulted
it, and announced, "It's a Mulcahen-made watch. A
fellow made it for me over in Zavody. It
doesn't keep accu
rate
time, but it's time is our own; and it's time we were on
our
way."
Fraesch
arose from the table with relief, anxious for ac
tion. He felt that he'd heard enough
inconclusive talk, and
wanted to get on with it, to arrive at the
scene, and see what
he
could see.
Urbifrage
paid for his meal with the money of Mulcahen,
thin bills which looked like paper but
weren't, and which the
cashier passed through a narrow slot in the
counter before ac
cepting them. Urbifrage said, aside to
Fraesch, "There's a
passive computer sandwiched inside the bills,
a verification
circuit
Puts a curb on counterfeiters." _
When
Fraesch paid his, he told the cashier, as he had beentold, that he was on an
expense account to be tallied to Speculations, Inc., and handed him a
Speculations ID slip, which was also passed through the same slot The cashier
manipulated his register without comment. Fraesch knew howthat system worked;
the register was probably connected tothe nearest branch of whatever bank
Speculations had chosento set up its account with.
They exited through the homey foyer into the
night streetsof Gorod, now lit by the lights of stores, streetlights,
passingvehicles. Fraesch had collected his baggage, and Urbifragehad offered to
carry one of the cases. Now they set off downthe sidewalk. Fraesch asked,
"How far is it?"
"Not so far.... We'll go to the next
trolley stop and ridea bit."
The trolley stop was only, a block away. As
they were onthe way to it, Fraesch looked in the windows they were passing.
Much as he expected, in a section of the city devoted tosales as this part was,
there was considerable stuff offered forsale. What was characteristic of a
frontier world such as Mulcahen was that in these windows there was little
displayed offashion or pleasure, but severely practical goods. Hardware stores
and equipment dealers were dominant, with clothingstores coming in a modest
third. Fraesch also noted the terminology—clothing stores called themselves
"outfitters," or "personal environments."
After they had set the bags down at the stop,
Fraesch looked at the establishment behind them, a showroom for what seemed to
be exotic construction equipment Apparentlymost of the shop was shut down, but
inside, a solitary salesman could be seen engaged in a strenuous conversation
witha potential buyer of one of the devices. Like all strange, unfamiliar
machinery, at first glance it would not define its purpose or function. Fraesch
could not recall seeing anythingquite like it, although its component parts
seemed recognizable enough: hydraulic cylinders and lines, heavy gauge
sheetmetal, steel legs which the thing stood on. There was an operator's cab.
The legs ended in bulbous, flexible, cleated pads.
Fraesch
asked Urbifrage, "What is that? I've seen heavyequipment, but nothing like
that."
Urbifrage
looked around, glanced into the showroom, Midsaid, "That's a strider . . .
some folk call them spider-cars.You won't see many in the city or around the
spaceport, although there are some larger ones there. They are commonoutside
settied areas."
"What do they do?"
"Just
vehicles, transportation. Instead of rolling on wheelsor tracks, they walk.
Don't need roads, or trails, or anything.Go anywhere—even climb. They don't
tear up the ground somuch. Anybody out in the country either walks or gets
oneof those. They have half a dozen on the project. Some of them have different
kinds of manipulators for certain jobs—prospecting and assay, farming, exploring,
what have you.Construction. A strider is the first powered vehicle on a
site."
"Made here?"
"Not
yet though they tell me it won't be long. All import.That one, for example, a
Pendrier Meretrix 11. Made on Lustrude, which is another outer world not so far
away; ageneral-purpose lightweight For this kind you have to buyspecific
manipulators at extra cost, but there are a lot of different types, and it's
thought versatile and rugged. Notice ithas litde room for passengers."
Fraesch now looked closely. Now he saw a
machine thatdid resemble a spider in some ways; there were six legs, eachone
consisting of a vertical sliding post mounted in a heavy"foreleg"
canted up at a slight angle, free to move only horizontally, back and forth.
The body was a truncated wedge, narrow end to the rear, where a short exhaust
pipe stood plainly erect. The wedge shape of it was oriented horizontally, and
it was not thick. Fraesch imagined one could sit upright within it but no more
than that. The cab was placedin die very front asymmetrically to one side, and
was a simple box with large glass windows. It overhung the frontslightly, and
there was a window there, too, so the operatorcould look down at the ground. In
the bare space beside thecab was a single large searchlight, and in the center
of the body in the front was what looked like a door. The bottomwas about a
meter and a half off the floor. There were some small windows, seemingly placed
at random, at odd places inthe body, and there were several louvered intake screens.
Inside the cab was a single plain seat, and a pedestal supporting a small
instrument panel and a rack of hand-levers, apparently used to guide it. It
looked intricate, formidable and expensive.
Fraesch
said, "They have six of those at Halcyon?"
"Not Meretrix lis. Those are utility
models. Speculationsbrought their own in. They tell me the ones there are
oldermodels, but they seem to be very nice pieces. As acting director, of
course, youH have your own, a Fluxman Hunter." Here Urbifrage allowed a slow,
lazy smile to creep across hisface; a knowing semi-grin. "Ever drive one
before? No, of course not I suppose they don't have them on the more civilized
worlds."
"And
I suppose Ffl have to learn to drive it?"
"Yes.
It's not difficult and I advise it—you'll want to getaround in the country.
Without it, you won't be immobilized,but your range will be shortened a lot.
Take it—you've worked for it"
Fraesch
could not tell if there was mockery in the voice orexpression or not. He said,
"Do you have one of these machines?"
"A
strider? Yes. An older version of the one in the window. I visit some fairly
remote places on my rounds. I have totinker with it now and again, but it still
gets me there andback, although not a lot faster than I could run when I was abuck.
Hah, I've had to walk plenty of times, too!"
Fraesch
ruminated, "I wonder how I missed this...?"
Urbifrage
commented, "You would only have seen themon worlds that were poor in
roads; once you get a road netthe striders disappear. On a paved surface,
almost anything isfaster—and easier to operate and maintain. Most of the
control system is hydraulic, and there's a lot of high-pressurepipe inside that
thing. But they are uncommonly useful to anew world. ..." He looked
around. "Here it comes, now, our trolley."
As
the trolley pulled to a slow stop in front of them, Fraesch looked back into the showroom, just
once, before thetrolley took all their attention. He saw that the salesman
andhis customer had now retired to a small booth at the back of the building.
The salesman was speaking into a commset, while the customer gazed out the
window of the booth with a bland, glassy look to his face. Fraesch smiled to
himself; herewas a case where someone was just parting with a large sumof
money....
They
boarded, and Urbifrage paid the fares. Fraesch settled himself by a window and
looked back once more atthe odd machine, which seemed more than ever an
impossiblecombination of nightmare and farm implement, completely,absolutely
immiscible, oil and water. He looked to Urbifrageand said, "Seeing that
thing made me realize something aboutmodern civilization."
"Yes?"
"That
as we gain the eases that technology brings, we losesomething; one person can
no longer do it all, and we become a component population of specialists, and
the whole man recedes further from us. I don't regret it, but there's a
loss "
Urbifrage
leaned back in his seat, glancing around once atthe city scene passing them
outside the windows of the silenttrolley; he folded his hands in his lap and said,
"That's why, I think, some of us walked away from it here a little ways:
so we could be whole men again."
"Has
any of you succeeded?"
Urbifrage shifted his position slighdy,
somehow changinghis entire personality, chameleon-like, instantly. One minutehe
was Urbifrage the knowledgeable guide; the next, with novisible rate of change,
he was Urbifrage the taciturn mechanic. "Who knows what people succeed at?
You'd haveto find someone who had done it, and then I don't know what they'd
say."
The
trolley glided along the street, and left behind the partof the city devoted to
stores and shops, passing into an areaof blocks of apartments and flats. The
bars and beer halls grew smaller and more numerous, as well as more shabbily
comfortable. People could be seen lounging on porches, indoorways, outlined by
the brighter lights from within.
The trolley glided on, and the apartments
became rundown. The bars ended entirely, and the strees were empty.Now there
were establishments of a more functional sort— wholesalers and warehouses, supply stations
and depots.Loading docks fronted on the streets, which were now empty,save for
a rare passer-by, or a watchman swinging a lantern.There were few bright signs:
the places simply painted theirnames across the building-fronts: Nufuzlu
Supply, GuvenlikTransport, Sokolsky Brothers, City Pipe and Tube. The trolley
glided into a wide plaza, where it was to turn around andreturn to the city
center, and stopped.
Urbifrage
announced, "Here we are."
They
gathered the baggage and left the trolley, crossing theplaza to a building not
greatly different from those of the neighborhood. This one had a large
entryway, and was well-lit inside. A plain sign across the front said
"Transportation." Fraesch found himself wondering what passed for
public transport on Mulcahen, but he refrained from asking.
Urbifrage
led the way. Apparently he already had boughtthe tickets, or made what
arrangements were to be made, forhe passed the ticket windows without so much
as a glance. Arow of windows, some closed, ran along one side of the
largeinterior. Opposite was a waiting room full of hard benches.In the middle
was a stairway leading down, which they followed.
Urbifrage
knew where he was going; Fraesch didn't. Theywent down the stairs and through a
series of short tunnels and gateways, each lettered with incomprehensible
abbreviations. After several of these, they passed along a long, dampgallery.
Ahead, Fraesch began to hear noises, and he could
smell
odors of machinery—oil, tar, others he could not identify. They went through
one last gate and emerged on a concrete platform inside a large tunnel. Before
them was a line ofmetal cars, attached together at the ends, partly recessedin
a large slot in the platform. Urbifrage paused briefly, selected one of the
cars, and went aboard. Inside they found that thecar consisted of a number of
compartments on one side, and acorridor on the other. They selected an empty
compartment,went in, and began stowing the baggage under the seats. Therewas a
washstand in one corner, and a large window. It waswell-made, but there was an
archaic flavor to it Fraesch could not place.
He asked, stowing the last of the bags and
settling into one
of
the seats, "Where's the operator?"
Urbifrage
looked surprised. "The operator?"
"Yes.
You know. The pilot, the driver. Where does he go?"
Urbifrage
nodded. "I understand. There's not one to each car. They're connected, and
the engine goes at the front. It'sa train."
"A
train?"
"A
railroad. Zheleznaya Doroga.
Demiryolu. In a while you'll feel a
bump—that's when they couple the engine; thenwe'll start. Make yourself
comfortable; we'll be on this fortwo days. It's a nice trip—youH get to see
some fine country,in my mind, the best of Mulcahen.
4
There was nothing to do but be comfortable,
and wait. Atleast this was close enough to civilization—one had to waitfor a
machine. Fraesch sat back in the cushions and allowed himself the luxury of
apprehensions. He had not been one towallow in introspection, but all the same
he kept having a dizzy, giddy, vertiginous feeling that came and went, and
thatsaid, "everything's coming apart; everything you know is becoming
progressively more worthless as you allow yourself tobe drawn deeper into this
mess on a colonial planet." Fraeschhad just begun to have this intuition;
it was easy to repress it.He rationalized it as a cultural disorienation.
It
was like traveling backwards in time, except that at random intervals
determined solely by fortune, chance, or the roll of random numbers, something
from die future he hadleft, some artifact, came tumbling out of the air to
surprisehim. Electric trolleys! Railroads! Generating electricity, and that
with a breeder reactor! Were they going to travel to aland where men fought
with swords and lived in casdes? No,not that far; Urbifrage had said they rode
in powered surrealist contraptions called "striders," which were
walking vehicles.
He
focused on Urbifrage, who was sitting complacently inthe opposite seat, looking
aimlessly out the window at thedim platform. He said, "Urbifrage, why
trains, of all things?"
Urbifrage
scowled, as if Fraesch had interrupted some particular thought that had been
entertaining him. "Why? Hm. . . I hadn't really thought too much about it,
but I supposeit's because it's the easiest way to start."
"Why
didn't they bring Maglines in here? Tubes? I couldalmost imagine KOSTORG was
populated by a corps of Archaicists."
"... I think that they had to start
simple, because we are so far out. You can't bring much in here because of the
transport cost. Inertia still costs den'gi to overcome. So you have to use
something you can build here—fast. The steel culture transplants easy. They had
a mill going within two yearsafter KOSTORG bought it out But you can't make
spacecraft out of steel, or airplanes. And consider this—there'splenty of coal
on Mulcahen, but hardly any petroleum, anynyeff. So we start with the steel culture—it's strong
and easyenough to learn to work. And since we are going to be moving things
around, ores to one place, basic products to another, finished stuff for export
to get some money back, andthe shortest way's overland, and there are no large
rivers we can use . . . trains become die ideal solution. And let the people
ride them as well. The most tonnage for the least investment Or so I've
heard."
"Electric,
I suppose."
"No.
Coal-fired steam power. It goes with the steel. Andthere's a lot of them, too.
We've no roads, no draft animals. Later on. they'll replace it all with more
modern stuff, moreexotic stuff, stuff that only wizards would feel
comfortablewith, alloys that need a lot more care than we can supply .. . but
for now what we have works well enough. There's arail net all over
Pangaea."
Fraesch
sighed. "What sort of mechanical monster is goingto pull this train?"
Urbifrage
said, "No monster, I am sure, but this line is the Northwest Coast Line.
They're known not to be fond of a lotof earthworks."
"They
don't like spending money on straightening curvesand leveling hills. They
follow the terrain. That calls for agileengines. . . . Theirs were made here,
but the original designwas, I believe, intended for use in logging operations.
Agile itis, if not very fast. Have no fears! NCL does not stint on engines.
They make them good enough to sell to other lines onMulcahen, and they tell me
KOSTORG is going to buy some—disassembled of course—to ship to other developing
worlds. The beauty is that they'll run on anything flammable—coal, oil, wood,
trash, natural gas, sewer fumes, alcohol,acetylene, hydrogen . . . the list is
long. KOSTORG claimsthat such primitive systems, timed up to modern
standards,cost far less than importing and maintaining modern systems."
At
that moment, there was a bump from the front, whichFraesch assumed was behind
him. It was not particularly alarge bump; in fact it was barely noticeable.
Urbifrage said,"That's the engine now. We'll be moving in a minute or so.
Get
some sleep, that's my advice; there'll be plenty to see tomorrow." And
suiting advice to action, Urbifrage rearrangedhis position, propped his head
back on a corner and closedhis eyes.
Fraesch,
too, settled back, but he did not sleep. He lookedout onto the platform, where
a few last-minute passengerswere hurrying to get aboard. Amazing, it was; they
were theonly people he'd seen hurrying since he'd been here. Something caught
his eye, and he looked again—a woman, herbaggage being carried by a ragged
figure. It was the same onehe had seen on the hovercraft, he was sure, and the
baggagecarrier, the wild man, Pomalu. What had she said her name was? Sule? No.
Tule—Tula. On this train? An astounding coincidence. He also noted that she had
been wearing something more appropriate to the season and the planet—a
plainpantsuit, with a cape of matching material. Still, he smiled tohimself,
she had managed to infuse the plain workaday clothing of Mulcahen with a
certain style, a verve. And a lab technician, at that. Well, it wasn't
impossible, he thought.
. . And he also thought about what she had
seen today, whatfacts she had gathered, about the place she was going, wherever
it was. Was she as apprehensive as he was? She had vanished, passing out of
sight, but she hadn't seemed dismayedor worried.
Fraesch heard a sound. He looked from the
window to Urbifrage. Urbifrage was snoring, a delicate little snore, a
teapotburble, not in the least a full-throated bullroar such as some he had
heard. When he looked at the platform again, he sawthat the platform was
sliding backwards almost imperceptibly;there was a motion to the train,
something shorter than a surge, longer than a jerk, and the motion became
sensible,direct. They were underway. Fraesch watched intently, savoring the
experience; the forms of travel he was used to had nosuch motion clues, nor did
they have such an open view tothe outside.
For a time, the bare platform slid past the
window, accelerating in bursts, rather than smoothly; then they were in
thetunnel, in which nothing could be seen except the bare wallsmoving by, lit
by the lights from the compartment. It wentlike this for some long moments, until
he felt their car making a motion underneath, as if traversing something
uneven.There were some odd side shifts, a roll or two, and a sensation of
curving, and the tunnel ended, and outside the window he saw the city sliding
past, quiet places covered withdarkness and illuminated by puddles of light.
There seemedto be nothing near the train, and he could not pick out
anylandmarks he knew. Below, he caught glimpses of the glint oflights shining
on steel rails. There was no perceptible acceleration, but the train was
picking up speed.
Fraesch
leaned forward to look out the window. The stars were bright in the sky, but he
did not know their patterns;there was no moon. And it was late enough so that
there wasno skyglow whatsoever. Northwest, they had said. Very welLThe train
was moving; Fraesch hoped it was northwest theywound up.
A thought crossed his mind here, like the
constant flickering of distant lightning, that there was no way he could
verifythat what had occurred to him was in fact the real trip hewas supposed to
make. He had staked everything on the wordof Aalet, done exactly as requested.
In fact, he did not actually know if this snoring man across the compartment
was actually Urbifrage or not, or whether the train was goingnorthwest. . . .
They could have sent him off to some desolate wilderness halt to waylay him.
Enough was at stake. Hedismissed it, with the counterthought: it would be
simpler toeliminate him by almost any other means. Then how did Aalet know so
much? Nobody expects his secrets to be undone by others . . . and there was
something else as well; that Speculations seemed to be genuinely concerned
about thefailure of their project. . . that in part they probably wantedhim to
uncover why their best man had not only failed butturned an impressive array of
sophisticated equipment to something he thought more important... and they
could always keep him in place under open contract until it was timefor them to
move, and he couldn't release anything he learned there because he was under contract
to them. One could take a chance, but with two already dead, he wanted tosee
more before leaping over a cliff of chance.
Fraesch looked long at Urbifrage, now snoring
in greatseriousness. No, he thought. That's the right man, and we aregoing in
the right direction. That's my decision. And withthat thought, he went to a
dreamless sleep almost instantly.
What
woke Fraesch up was sunlight directly in his face.He tried to cover his eyes,
but his position was all wrong, andthere was nowhere to prop his arm. The light
slipped out ofsight as they went into a sharp curve—he could feel it; but in a
momept the track curved back, and with the motion, the sunwas back, shining
painfully bright in the window. Fraesch sat up. Urbifrage was already up,
toweling his face off by the washbasin.
He
looked outside. They were traversing a high, cold wasteland, from what he could
see of it. Bare, tan-colored ground, dotted with low, sprawling blue bushes and
a thin cover of something that looked like grass, but which Fraeschknew
couldn't be, for true flowering plants hadn't yet appeared on Mulcahen. They
were on the west side of a broadvalley, moving north. He leaned forward, to
look to the frontof the train. The engine was hidden by the curves and the bulk
of the cars between, and all he could see was a lightsmudge of smoke, which
dissipated rapidly.
Urbifrage said, "Good day! A good eight
hours out of Go-rod, and no problems, so it seems—a light load, goodweather and
no unannounced stops. We'll be up on the plateau in an hour or two, and then
we'll be heading west"
Fraesch
said, "Looks cold out there."
Urbifrage nodded agreement. "Might be a
little fresh at that but itH warm up."
Fraesch got up and walked, a bit unsteadily
against the rolling motion of the train, to the washbasin. He had no beard to
shave, having had it permanendy depilated, but hethought a good scrub might
clear his head. Urbifrage was putting away a primitive shaving kit—a bar of
yellowishsoap, a much-worn brush and a straight razor. He asked, "Do they
have food on the train?"
"Up
front. A restaurant car."
"What
do they serve?"
Urbifrage laughed. "What else? All native
stuff. Why worry—you havent died yet; you won't now."
The restaurant car was like the rest, native
woods and frosted glass inside, but it was different in that the dining room
was elevated and the ceiling was a series of skylightsthat joined the windows.
The view was incredible, and theyseemed to be rushing along at a bewildering
speed, althoughFraesch knew on more serious inspection that their speed
wasprobably no greater than about fifty or sixty kilometers perhour.
The service was pleasant, if a little slow,
but the food waswell worth waiting for; thin slivers of meat, a crisp, thin
bread, enormous pine-nuts and a resinous, aromatic tea thathad litde color but
which woke him up quickly.
Fraesch
was mentally listing some of the questions he
wanted
to ask Urbifrage, when he happened to glance for
ward
along the length of the train. They were now at the top
of
the western ridge of the great rift valley, and the restau
rant
car was just now following the curve of the tracks, to
the
left and west. His eyes automatically followed the dimin
ishing
lines of the cars to the front of the train, some twenty
cars
ahead, and across a great curve he saw the engine: it
was
like no machine he'd seen before. Long and heavy in
comparison
to the cars it was pulling, it seemed to be an
enormous
boiler bolted onto an assembly of wheels, rods,
valves
and levers, all in furious motion. The wheels were
driven
by rods, and the motion of the assembly was remark
ably
like that of the legs of some animal. It had a small set of
guide
wheels in the front, actually in front of the boiler, two
sets
of large driving wheels in the middle, and a trailing set
behind.
It looked naked and as mechanical as the interior of
a
geared timepiece, but in the bright yellow sunlight of morn
ing
and the neon-blue skylight from above, it also had a
beautiful
life to it that he had never seen before in the arti
facts of civilized humankind.
Urbifrage,
following Fraesch's gaze, said, "Nice, isn't it?"
"I
wonder why we stopped using them."
"In most circumstances, they were less
efficient, or so I've
heard.
Even on rails, linear induction's said to be better . . . but you couldn't have
that in the wilderness areas we have tocross—L. I. needs constant cleaning.
Barges will carry more,but they are slow and need a supporting fluid. They'll
go outhere, too, in tnne. That one is a lightweight, articulated engine—the
frame is hinged in the middle and there's a set ofvalves for each set of
driving wheels, so it will carry theweight but still go around curves. A
sixteen-wheeler, arranged2-6-6-2. The little wheels in the front and back only
guide itand carry some of the weight."
For a time, the conversation continued on the
subject of trains, about which Urbifrage seemed to be especiallyknowledgeable.
Fraesch learned about the continent-wide two-meter gauge rail network, and
about the various sizes and kinds of engines, and where they were made. Most,
it seemed, came from two companies located somewhere in theconfusion of Zavody:
Workhorse Prime Mover and The Locomotive Trust. Others were assembled by hand
in the maintenance shops of the lines that used them, and these were
held to be the best, although their production
rate was slow
compared
to the others.
This conversation might have continued
indefinitely, because Fraesch found himself enjoying his excursion into a
forgotten technology. But once he looked down the length ofthe car and saw that
the woman he had met on the shuttle, Tula, had just entered and was now picking
out an emptytable. At a break in Urbifrage's exposition, he asked to be
excused, that he might renew the acquaintance of someone hehad met on the way
to Mulcahen. The odd thing was that Urbifrage seemed to know, without turning
and looking.Even odder was what he said, as they parted, simply, "Be
careful."
She
was looking at the menu with a slight puzzled expression when Fraesch arrived
beside her table. He said, evenly, "On a strange world, it is a rare
pleasure to see someone twice. May I join you. Miss Vicinczin?"
She
looked up, as if startled, regained her composure andsaid, "Oh, yes, you
are the fellow I met on that awful shuttlefrom the port. Forgive me, I am
terrible with names, although I never forget faces . . . You are . . . Flask?
Trask?"
"Fraesch.
It rhymes with trash.' Joachim, although hardlyanyone calls me that, except my
father. Most people call meJake."
She
said, reflectively, 'Tula • is short for nothing. . . . Joachim is a fine old
name, rich in tradition; I was named for a place on Earth, where my mother came
from, a city in Russia, south of Moskva." She pronounced it as a native
would have, two syllables, stressing the last strongly: Mohskvah. However, she was not speaking in Old Russian,
but inInterstellar Basic, and she had no discernible accent outside of
occasional place names or borrowed phrases.
She
motioned to Fraesch to sit, shyly, as if she did not quite wish to say it. He
did, and said, "I would imagine youconsider yourself fortunate that she
was not from Verkhoyansk."
Tula's
mouth curved in the slightest of smiles. "Indeed so! Or some other place
equally dreary! But yes, please join meand tell me what is safe to eat. I am
told they have no off-world foodstuff on this Mulcahen, that it costs too much,
and so we must take our chances with a suppressed immune system. Come now! You
seem well-fed; what is fit to eat? I am famished."
Fraesch
suggested a breakfast simfliar to what he had had,and summoned the waiter, also
ordering an additional pot oftea for himself. When this had been accomplished,
and theywere assured that steaming trays would be delivered immediately, he
asked, "It is odd to run into you again, on the Northwest Coat Line, of
all the modes of travel I could have chosen.... To what place are you
headed?"
She
said, casually, 'To an obscure research project sited by the endlessness of the
Empyrean. They call it Halcyon Station. I am told, although I know little
enough about it, beyond that one rides this train to get there; another odd
coincidence for us."
"Coincidence?"
"Yes,
just so. You told me that was where you were going,did you not? Halcyon
Station. You are to be the temporaryadministrator."
"Yes,
I am to be that. . . . I have been able to find out very little about what sort
of an operation it is, although Iunderstand that they were originally doing
research on oceanwaves with some very advanced computers. And you? Youare a lab
technician, but what kind? There are technicians and there are
technicians."
"Actually
. . ." Here she paused, for the waiter had returned with her breakfast and
Fraesch's pot of tea. "Actually,I have had some question as to my utility.
You see, I am ananalytical linguist. The past director requisitioned a person ofmy
sort, on emergency qualifications, but for the life of me Ihave been unable to
fathom what use he might have had forone. I mean, on Mulcahen, one might run
into scattered pockets of
russkovo yazyka
or toorkcheh, but those hardlyqualify as unknown tongues;
and there are no natives."
Fraesch made a noncommittal reply, but
thought, They sent for her
presumably because of whatever it was that Moricle had uncovered. Most curious!
Why would he ask for a linguist?"
"I
take it that you are not a translator,
oer seT'
"Hardly. I am no more multilingual than
anyone else, andI have never been able to do simultaneous translation, even
with the languages I speak." She made a soft smile, as if apologizing for
something she wished she could have been able to accomplish. "But no, I am
the one who makes recordings, examines them, dissects them every possible
way,and some ways that are not supposed to be possible. It's like mining, so I
think—you have to feel a metric ton to recovera single nugget."
"You work with the spoken forms,
then."
"Yes.
I ignore the native scripts as a matter of course. I use my own system to
notate written transcriptions. . . . I have to be careful in using it on stuff
I send out; I occasionally forget in the throes of work that the universe does
notuse Tula's system."
"I
would imagine that this line of work leads you into some difficult areas, at
times."
"Is
none of it easy. . . . Not all languages are done withwords; some are
whistled—there are some famous examplesfrom Earth, but we have met others. Then
there are the gesture languages, and the mixed forms."
"Are you expert in the analysis of all
these forms?"
"No. I am a specialist
of primarily spoken—if I may usethe word loosely—forms.""Did Moricle
know that when he asked for you?"She raised her eyebrows the slightest
fraction. "What? Ah,yes, Moricle asked for a specialist of my type."
"Then we might conjecture that he wanted
something spoken investigated.""Yes, spoken. Or heard
somehow."Fraesch noticed that she was becoming unaccountably
tense,
and so he steered the conversation away from the station. It was as if there
were something bothering her aboutthe assignment. Again, he avoided pressing
her. There would,after all, be some time, and he did not wish to antagonize her
at the start She was a woman of subtle, but undeniable charm, but something
nagged him there, too; he couldn't place her in any physical type he knew. The
porcelain-whiteskin, delicate bone structure, were not particularly Russian,
although the type was not unknown; but it normally wentwith light hair and
eyes, and Tula's eyes were a startling deepchocolate brown, and her hair was
flat black and very fine intexture. She had a suggestion of prominent
cheekbones, butthere was no epicanthic fold to her large eyes whatsoever.
There was something else he noted as well: her
behavior.She moved confidently, without hesitation, however small andeveryday
the task, and used manners of refinement that spokeof a long life among people
of similar behavior. Here was noordinary lab technician. They were, by and
large, a plain, direct lot of no great background. Her mannerisms would
indicate either a high-class origin, or a long and successful life under
Longlife, which no lab technician Fraesch knew of couldafford. . . . There were
curious circumstances, indeed. Although perhaps all things would fit into place
harmlessly. Hecaught a shred of her scent—perfumed—as she reached forthe
teapot: it was very faint, almost unnoticeable. One of anherbal fragrance, tart
and aromatic, slightly smokey, althoughhe did not recognize it. It seemed to
suit her well enough.
The
train had increased its speed and was now poundingacross the flat plains at a
brisk rate. Fraesch could see no more of the engine, as the track was straight
in this section,arrowing off into perspective across the empty plains. Looking
that way, his attention was drawn by the sky in the west.The neon-blue depths
were gone. A deck of high, thin butsolid clouds was moving in, lending a touch
of pearl to thelight. Weather coming? He looked around, and found two ofthe
ever-present thunderheads, both far to the west, seemingnowhere near the course
of the train, and far ahead, on the western horizon, there was an irregularity,
a wavering darkline—hills or mountains.
Tula
finished her breakfast and called for another pot oftea. In the meantime, they
passed the time trading anecdotes.The subjects were neutral, commonplaces, such
as any manand woman might speak of before going on to a more immediate
business. . . . Fraesch found himself hoping that she would continue that for a
time; he enjoyed die game, regardless of the results in the end. They became so
absorbedin this that they quite forgot the passage of time, and the sunof
Mulcahen drifted across the sky with its usual rapidity.
Along
the track ahead, Fraesch could see something, a huddle of buildings, perhaps,
although certainly not a townout in this wasteland. The clouds moving in from
the westhad caught them and gone far to the east, and the light wasnow nacreous
and sourceless, casting no shadows. The headlong pace of the train began to
slacken, and Fraesch could see the wavering plume of smoke from the engine
darken andthicken slighdy. They were going to stop at this desolate location,
for whatever purpose.
He said as much to Tula, who looked about for
the first time. She agreed that it seemed a stop was likely. They wereclose
enough now to make out the nature of the buildings.There was a cylindrical
structure, elevated high up on sturdylegs, several sheds and a simple ramp. Out
farther on the plains, an array of towers supported small windmills,
eachturning. Everything was made of wood, except the blades of the windmills
and some projections on the tower. It was definitely not a town.
The
train had now slowed noticeably and was coasting, emitting a trickle of gray
smoke. The steward emerged from hiscubby, which communicated with the kitchen
below. As theywere near the front, in fact the only passengers so close to the
end of the restaurant car, he leaned over and spoketo them confidentially.
"Excuse
me, esteemed customers, but ahead lies Battleground Waterstop. We advise that
you go below, for your safety."
Tula turned to him.
"Safety? Why? Are these bandits?" The steward stroked his chin, as if
explaining to a child. "They are not unknown in the empty places of
Mulcahen."Fraesch asked, "Then why do we slow, presumably to
stop?"
The
steward said, "The engine needs water—for the steam.We can't run without
it. Battleground Waterstop is necessary.Have no fear, we are safe from most of
the common sorts, and there have been no reports of stromads."
"What
are stromads?"
"Wild
men, mounted on war-striders they call Demons. They war with one another, and
infest the open country.Have no fears! We have two gun cars, front and rear,
andcan shoot back. Still, the plastic is not unbreakable."
Fraesch
and Tula both looked about the empty plains toeither side of the train; there
was no sign of movement oranything save the empty land covered with strands of
something silvery, now that the light had changed. The windmillsturned.
The
steward suggested, "Perhaps not this time; after all,they don't raid every
train that passes through."
The
train slowed, drifted slowly to a stop with the engineopposite the windowless
structure on legs. Fraesch could see movement; someone was climbing atop the
engine, pullingdown something from the building. An arm swung out of it,and
water began flowing out. Several people, carrying whatappeared to be weapons,
moved nervously about near the engine. Fraesch looked at the dreary landscape
again. On second glance, it was not totally featureless—although it certainly
gave that impression. There were dry watercourses,some rockpiles, which looked
haphazard and out of place. Heasked the steward, who was also looking nervously
about,"Those rocks, there. Left over from construction?"
"Yes,
yes, of course, they've. ..." He stopped and lookedat the rockpiles
intently as if something weren't quite rightabout them. Then he nodded and
picked up an intercom handset, into which he said, excitedly, 'The rocks,
they'vebeen moved, aim for the rocks. . . ." Then he stopped, because
those at the other end could see for themselves what was wrong with the piles,
they were moving; something wascoming out of them.
There were two of them, striders of a distinctly
warlike nature; bulbous-bodied, the legs attached to an operatingmechanism
along the upper surfaces. The fronts showed a two-piece windshield, swept
sharply back, below which was aslit inside which something squat and menacing
moved backand forth. Small guns or projectors overlooked the windshields,
rather like antennae. The whole thing was suggestiveof a cross between a bat
and a spider, and they moved with sure deliberation, clearing their hideaways
they had madeunder the rocks. Fraesch estimated that they might containhalf a
dozen men, if the power plant was small. One of themlaunched a blue flare,
which arched high, bright enough tocast shadows. Fraesch did not look at it
directly.
He
asked the steward. "Why don't they shoot?"
The
striders stalked closer to the train with chilling deliberation. Fraesch saw
that one, from the first, had covered the passenger section, while the other
menaced the gun on thetrain.
The steward said, "They'd only shoot up
the train. Besides,this is Mehmet Karajaoglan, who only robs, neither does
hemolest, nor take slaves, from the train. I hear his relations with his fellow
plainsmen are not so cordial."
"So
we can be sure of being robbed."
"Oh, for sure, sir and madam. Remain
quiet, and all willbe well. Sometimes he's been known to take nothing, in which
case we'll all have to go outside and listen to one ofhis vainglorious
speeches."
"A
speech?"
"In which Mehmet will describe his
incomparable virtuesand generosity, and urge degenerate city dwellers to join
hisband. I advise you to ignore such talk."
Fraesch said, "That I will." He
turned to Tula. "Unreal! Molested by bandits, in the light of day!"
She said, with forced composure, "I can
only set forth thewish that the steward is correct in his assessment of the
character of Mehmet."
One of the striders crawled to a point from
which it couldconveniently oversee both train and the other strider. The
second, changing its gait, broke into an odd motion rather like a canter,
moving its eight legs in peculiarly, as if the fullmotion were being arrested.
It quickly moved to make an inspection of the train, cantering from one end to
the other, and then back again. It stopped opposite the dining car, andset its
legs. Fraesch could sense movement within, although itseemed to lose none of
its watchful air. A hatch opened onthe underside, and several humans tumbled
out, all men from their gestures and walks, carrying an odd assortment of
weapons: one had an ancient laser, complete with a hugebackpack housing the
power supply, while another carried adouble-barreled shotgun. Others had rifles
of various sorts.These quickly fanned out, taking up strategic positions, while
one other assisted a portly individual down out of the machine. Fraesch assumed
this would be Mehmet. Mehmet and his assistant approached the dining car with
gravity andcircumspection. Fraesch continued to watch the rest of the party,
for they seemed to retain an odd nervousness whose source he could not see.
They had the train under control;what could they fear? There was nothing in
sight.
Mehmet moved under the curve of the car and
could not be seen. Presentiy, they could hear a door opening, and softfootfalls
on the stairs, followed by the appearance of Mehmethimself. Fraesch saw nothing
distinctive in the man, other than an erratic look to his eyes, as if he were
keeping himselfunder strong control. Mehmet was portly, with brown-beigeskin, a
rather broad, flat face, a coarse, weathered complexion. For a long moment, he
stood in the doorway, surveyingthe dining car, a frown flitting indistinctly
around his browsand eyes, as if the population of the car had not been enough.
He seemed like a man thwarted from making a speech which he had carefully
rehearsed.
Suitable
numbers or not, Mehmet drew in a deep breath,stepping farther into the car.
Fraesch was close enough tohim to smell him—an odor of onions and a light
machine-oil.
There
was a flurry at the door, and an excited subordinateclambered clumsily up the
stairs. The assistant would not lethim pass, so the subordinate hurriedly
whispered something to the assistant, who immediately contacted Mehmet, who
turned around impatiently. Another whispered conversation took place, of which
Fraesch could catch nothing—it was ina tongue he did not know and was fast.
Mehmet's reaction
was immediate: He looked back
over the car once, lingeringonce on Tula, and went back down the stairs
hastily.Fraesch looked at Tula incomprehendingly, a look she returned.
They both looked outside. Mehmet and his
advisers werehaving an animated conversation, illustrated with elaborate
gestures, between the dining car and Mehmet's strider. Some,those who had
formed the original skirmishing party, were pointing excitedly at the ground,
although Fraesch could notmake out the source of their concern. Mehmet signaled
his strider, or someone still within it, and from the vehicle an orange flare
arced upwards and across the train. The train crew answered by causing the
train to emit two piercinghoots from a whisde, and Mehmet's men began
hurriedlypiling back into their machines with what seemed to Fraeschto be
evident fright and haste.
He
asked the steward, "Why are they leaving?"
"They
saw some sign, someone's been here; I couldn't catch much of it. They kept
saying, 'Tuzun, Tuzun.' I don'tknow who or what it is. Never heard it
before."
Down on the ground, the striders of Mehmet had
almostcompleted their reloading, and were making preliminarymoves to leave,
nervous little jerks. The power-plants emitteda thin, bluish smoke and a
high-pitched whine, and Mehmet'sstrider began to crawl off cautiously to the
north, while theother strider covered his retreat. A puff of smoke from
theengine and a jerk told Fraesch that the train was not waiting,but was
getting underway.
Mehmet's
machine crawled a respectable distance, and then the object in the slot below
the windshields spit out aquick dazzle of purple radiance—short, random beams
thatcaused a flickering of fire in whatever they touched. Theother machine
began firing as well—seemingly at random—here at the corner of a shed, there at
a rock or juniper-likebush.
Without
warning, one of the larger sheds, a depot-building,seemed to collapse and
crumple from within, and from the wreakage crawled forth an even more
astounding machine, somewhat larger than the oval, underslung machines of
Mehmet's. This one was boxy and angular, and had four legswhich terminated in
mechanisms that looked like grippers.This device shook itself free of the
wreckage of the buildingin which it had been hiding and began to stalk toward
Mehmet, moving one leg at a time, methodically and chillingly.
Both Mehmet's machines turned their plasma
guns on thenew machine, spraying it with purple dazzle, which had littleeffect
that they could see, other than scorching some of thepaint, which was flat
black. From the new machine, from aconcealed orifice, a ball of burning
material was ejected, tocatch one of the legs of Mehmet's personal machine. The
legprompdy melted and collapsed, whereupon Mehmet wheeledthe machine about and
began a hasty retreat, lurching wherethe missing leg fell due its turn. Then
the black machine turned on the other strider, and fired several accurate shots
which silenced the plasma gun. The orifice, or slot in which the plasma gun had
been housed now emitted a thin trickle ofgreasy smoke, but the machine spun
about, ordinary gunsstill firing.
The black machine gave cautious chase,
stalking after thesecond strider. Cautiously an indistinct figure appeared on
theroof of the black machine who manipulated a large, heavygun which had been
stowed in a concealed position. This thefigure guided into place, where it made
some adjustments,and then the gun emitted a bright white-yellow stream of
fireand the sound of a prolonged scream, clearly audible, even offensively
loud, inside the car. Where this beam touched theother vehicle, parts simply
vanished, flew off, or melted. Theother vehicle collapsed in a heap, legs
moving disconnectedly,and presendy burned. No one emerged from it. The black
machine turned to give a last look at the fleeing Mehmet, andthen stalked back
to the train, which had prudendy stopped.
The figure on the roof of the machine remained
there, apparentiy guiding the machine through hand signals or telephone line.
As it approached, they could see that it wore a helmet like a bucket, with
stylized metal horns attached tothe sides. The helmet completely covered the
head, down tothe shoulders, so they could make out nothing about it. The black
machine, in its walking mode, was as tall as the highestpart of the train, so
they had to look upwards a bit to see thefigure, gauntleted hands resting on
the forward rail of the machine.
The
machine stopped, and the figure restowed the gun, locking it into place, and
then apparently reentered the interior. Shortly afterwards, a hatch opened in
the forward partof the belly, and what appeared to be a child dropped
withagility out of it, landing on booted feet effordessly, like a cat.A child,
or an adolescent Probably a messenger, Fraesch thought.
The figure on the ground appeared to be a
young girl,judging by the hair, proportions of hip and shoulder, motionsas she
moved. She cleared the underside of the black machine towering over her, stood
and faced it, and made hand signalsto someone within. The machine responded,
turning aroundand setting out at an unhurried trot in the direction Mehmetand
his surviving machine had gone. The girl ignored the machine and walked
purposefully to the dining car, whichshe boarded without looking either left or
right. Then camethe familiar tug which signified that the train was
underwayagain.
There were soft footsteps, a swishing of
clothing and thegirl appeared in the entryway. Fraesch looked closely. At
firstglance she was small and compact, the true contours of herfigure hidden by
the clothing, which seemed designed forboth freedom of movement as well as
warmth. She wore soft leather boots with the surface unsmoothed, something
almostlike moccasins. Loose black pantaloons were stuffed into theirtops. For
an overgarment, she wore a tunic-like, shirtiike wraparound reaching to the
knees, which was made of somewoven material and colored a most marvelously rich
walnutcolor. It was trimmed with yellow along the borders, and wastied in place
with a red sash of the same material. An ornamented slit on the side opposite
the side to which it wrapped,outlined in the same yellow, and an erect but soft
collar completed the garment. The effect was arresting and barbaric.
The
girl herself was as attention-bound as her clothing: shehad delicate, smooth
skin of a pale beige tone, a round, rather childish face, small mouth, tiny
nose which was slightly flattened and rounded, small eyes marked by pronounced
epicanthic folds, which seemed all pupil beneath thelids. Her hair was dull
black, the most of it tied into a singlepigtail in the back, while straggling
strands of it in front ofher ears suggested sideburns.
Fraesch
thought she had a strong look of Chinese ancestry,but her darker color and the
sharpness with which her features had been drawn suggested something more northern,
more hardy, perhaps Korean . . . no—she wasn't quitemoon-faced enough. Her chin
was small and delicate, and thenose had a subtle, but visible hook to it,
giving her a slightlypredatory look. Mongol? There were still pockets of pure
types scattered about, who yet went by the names of old Earth, even though
those place names were mostly meaningless now.
Fraesch
found himself admiring her immediately. Here, hethought, was a creature who had
taken Mulcahen in its ownterms, who survived on the bare plains without benefit
of theculture of the city; someone who would choose to be in themachine that
defeated Mehmet in his own terms—incredible violence—and then step on the train
as if she belonged thereas well.
The
girl glanced about the long compartment with some ofthe same impatience as had
the unregretted Mehmet, as if shewould have preferred an audience, However, she
adjustedfaster. Th» steward appeared, and without hesitation, she ordered a
sumptuous meal for herself; and as an afterthought,ordered rounds of the same
for Fraesch and Tula, who were currently the only inhabitants of the car. For
payment, she retrieved a small ingot of something heavy and dull-silveryfrom a
leather bag hidden under the folds of her wraparoundtunic coat, which the
steward took with bulging eyes. Silver?It never excited those kinds of looks,
especially since the planet was full of it, and besides, it was too bright to
matchthis. Platinum? Fraesch gestured to the table at which he andTula were
sitting, and the girl responded, settling herself witha graceful, whirling
motion next to Tula, who had moved fastidiously over to give the barbarian girl
room.
Fraesch
took it upon himself to venture, "I am Jake Fraesch, and the lady is Tula
Vicinczin. Tell us who you are."
"I
am Tuzun," she said, as if it were the sole thing in theuniverse worth
knowing, and looked at them blandly as if they were fixtures attached to the
train.
Fraesch
asked, politely, "You are a messenger from thosewho rebuked Mehmet and his
friends?"
The
girl broke into a broad smile, which revealed perfectteeth, and said, "Oh,
no! I am the leader; that is my strider,and my friends will harry Mehmet
now—that is a task theydo not need a master of revenge for."
"Mehmet
wronged you, then?"
She
nodded, crisply, as if everyone knew the tale. "Just so.He visited a
gathering of my people in the mountains, wherehe killed some, left some to
starve, and took others for his slaves. When the Khan remonstrated with him, he
caused slings to hurl severed heads back at us. This was judged a matter
requiring redress, to which duty I addressed myself. . . . The results are
plain enough."
"What
will happen to Mehmet? Will they use the light beam on him when they catch
him?"
"Light? Oh, you mean the gun. That is a.
. . ." Here she stumbled, apparendy at a loss for words. "That is a
kind ofrifle, except there are many barrels—the whole thingrevolves. It shoots
ten thousand rounds per minute, and everyfifth shell is a tracer. A most holy
weapon, and only I ampermitted to use it As Mehmet does not know I am no longer
aboard, he will run forever. We will herd him into the northern wastes and
mount vigil until his men elect to roasthim over a spit, using the fuel of his
own machine." She shrugged. "The matter is finished."
Tula
commented, "The punishment seems excessive."
The
girl, Tuzun, looked sidelong at Tula and said, "Only ifyou have not seen
the vast miseries such a villain has caused.Indeed, there were some who wished
to have him broughtback alive, so that he could declaim to us of his innermost
visions, that we might understand such evil; but I prevailed,for would not such
words tempt us as well. To understandevil is to become party to it and so we
gave him the 'Scavenger's trap.'"
Fraesch
said, "You mean some wanted to torture him."
"Yes.
And his machines have the advantage of speed overours, though ours are more
agile and durable. So we waitedfor him, here, knowing how fond he was of
teasing the civvies.... He will tease no more."
"Why
did you get on the train? Did you wish to go somewhere else?"
Tuzun looked at Fraesch coyly, turning her
head slightly tothe side. He saw the soft, thick eyelashes and eyebrows,
theloose dense hair falling over her ear. She said, shyly, "Oh, no,Ser
Fraesch, off-worlder. . . . I came at the request of myfather to guide you in
some of the mysteries of our worldwhich you must needs know."
Tula
looked out the window and raised her eyebrows in agesture of sardonic
amusement. Befriended by a murderous barbarian!
Fraesch
smiled politely, and asked, "Who is your father,that he should be so
concerned of my welfare?"
"By
now you should have met and spoken with him. Weknow him as the Mentor, and he
interprets the word of theGod to his people. You civvies would know him by his
man-name: Anselm Urbifrage."
Fraesch
stuttered, "You don't resemble him much."
"We
are not a race, but comrades who call ourselves the Rainbow people. That you
understand why is one of my tasks."
5
The
train labored onward. Presendy shadows on the western horizon expanded and
enlarged to become mountains, and the dismal high plain came to an end. They
began to see streams of clear running water and stands of native trees. The
types with needlelike leaves were uniformly blue incolor, while the broadleaved
types were reddish or purple.These last kinds dropped their leaves, but without
changingcolor, so that there was no brightness to autumn on Mulcahen.1
Settled
places began to appear with increasing frequency,and the train stopped at most
of them, save only the most isolated and wretched of them. The signboards along
thetrack displayed their names, which were whimsical or franklyadventitious.
They passed, in succession, Hope in the Wilderness, Without Thought, Men Wise
Without Study, Three Thieves, My Illusions, this last being a major junction
with anorth-south line. Day had become night
Another day passed without incident, or indeed
anythingfor Fraesch to fix his mind on; he was growing bored withextended
travel on a primitive world: all this trouble for a couple of thousand
kilometers. At the evening, they passedthrough a wide land of flat valley
bottoms, almost as if theyhad been graded that way, and harsh, blocky
mountains, of no great height. Vast herds of nondescript large
herbivoresgrazed, watched guardedly by men in the distances ridingstriders with
long legs and small bodies. One moment theywould be negotiating some tortuous
passage, and the next, crossing an open area with a seemingly limitiess vista
to thedark north. Tuzun, who had borrowed another compartment,
1 Trees on Mulcahen could be needle-leaved or
broadleaved, evergreen or deciduous, of all four possibilities, and in turn,
any ofthose could be predominantly colored blue (the majority), reddishor
rarely, green. All were, without exception, gymnospermous, or,what could loosely
be called conifers.
only referred to it as
The Broken Land, and said that it appeared they would arrive sometime in the
morning.
There was yet another mystery: Tuzun. After
she had introduced herself, she had said littie of consequence; indeed,littfe of
anything, and after some short conversations withUrbifrage about people and
events Fraesch knew nothingabout, had retired to her own borrowed quarters.
Urbifragehad also said littie about her, and Fraesch had thought betterof
asking, at this point. What he had said had been terse andstraightforward: that
her mother had been one of a party ofsettlers who had come during the YM
period, and that theyhad all been like her, and were from the same
planet—whichthey only referred to with a phrase in Chinese he never couldquite
get the sense of—and that Tuzun strongly resembledher mother.
Something else was bothering Fraesch as well.
Tula said she knew that he was to be temporary station administrator;that he
had told her. But he hadn't. He had expected to arrive and have difficulties
finding the place: instead, the firstfive people of six he had met seemed to be
uncommonlywell-informed. Well, he could explain Aalet easily enough,and through
him, Urbifrage, and through him in turn, Tuzunand Pomalu. But not Tula. And
bearing what Aalet had toldhim in mind, these anticipations did not reassure
him. He feltstrongly the presence of a trap. But what kind of trap? Hecould not
imagine one that would benefit anyone, as long asit was focused on him; he
certainly could not operate thedata-recording system that had been reinstalled
at Halcyon.Nor, he thought painfully, make any sense of what it recorded, even
if he could operate it. He ate alone in die dining car and retired early.
It
felt like all mornings on Mulcahen—as if he had justgone to bed. A soft,
blurred outline was bending over him,Tuzun. She whispered, "Wake. Come
with me. I will show you something." Urbifrage slept on, snoring lightly
as was hishabit. Tuzun slipped out of the compartment silently.
Fraesch
dressed and stumbled to the corridor, where the girl was waiting. As soon as
she saw him, she started off. Fraesch followed, hesitating only when he
realized that she was going to the end of the train. Still, he followed her
through several silent, dark cars, until he caught up with herat the last
platform, out in the air.
The
air was bone-chilling cold, but there was a cleanness to it he could not deny,
and a tang as well, something he knewhe should know, but couldn't quite place.
It was dawn, andthere was a cold blue light over everything. The train was
lazily traversing some lovely country—broad, open, rollingswales covered with
some grasslike plant that had long stemsand waved gracefully as they passed,
interspersed with patches of dense forest. There was a quiet, the silence of
alldawns, and an expectancy in the air. He said, shivering, "What is
it?"
"Watch on this side." She indicated
the side opposite theone he had been sitting on. Fraesch moved to that side
andwatched. He only saw more rolling swale, more low hills, more patches of
dark forest, alternating endlessly across theface of Mulcahen. But there was
something odd about the scene. There seemed to be too short a horizon; there
was nothing behind the first rank of low hills. They passedthrough a narrow
cut, and he felt the train coasting, as if ona hill, and he looked out, and
out, and down seeminglyendless leagues to the silent blue emptiness of the
ocean, theEmpyrean Sea. He stood entranced, frozen in place,
staring,unblinking. Another cut blocked his view for a moment, andthen he could
see it again—all the way to the horizon, a bluefloor beneath an
electric-ultramarine sky, streaked and whorled with the faintest tracery of
cirrus.
Tuzun
said, "It is worth it, is it not, the way it comes onyou suddenly like
that?"
Fraesch
nodded, still struck by the empty grandeur of itHe said, "Perhaps now I
understand a little of why they cameand stayed. I see Mulcahen is not all high
plateaus and drywastelands.... Do you call this place we are going home?"
"Not
Halcyon, of course, but the village back from the coast was the place where I
was a child . . . more or less, although I have been with him much on his
travels."
"Why
did you come to meet me?"
"I
told you."
"I
still don't know."
"It's
hard to say. . . . This looks like an easy world, butit's not, and it doesn't
like being looked at closely. You canonly endure it with a proper guide,
someone to help you through the subtle parts; nothing is as it seems
here."
Fraesch
thought, She hasn't seen some of
the places Fve been, neither she nor her father has been off-world, off this
primitive backwater planet populated by disoriented immi
grants cut off from their
proper roots, not knowing how to act.
She
said, musing, but as if she were reading his mind,"You think I am a
primitive barbarian girl, but that Moriclelooked too clBsely at the face of
Mulcahen, and his woman,too, and now they are not."
Fraesch's
mind raced, unaccustomed to exercise so early inthe morning. Is she telling me Moricle trespassed on some
native cult and was killed by them? All
he said was, "But why me?"
"You
are from the old worlds, so you will have yourvices—still, we know of you and
know you are one we wouldspare. We hear of those worlds, but they do not know
ofus—words travel outwards easily. You have a repute for honesty and lack of
plots. Still, one needs a proper guide to traverse difficult terrain."
"Well,
what is it I must watch for? Aalet told me something "
"Aalet
knows of one plot, and has spoken according to hisstation. Well enough—so much
is true, as I understand truth.But of what is here, I will not speak openly.
Believe me whenI say that it is my intent to bring you through, whole and your
own man. Afterwards, you may do as you will—or can."
"What
about Tula?"
"If
she can find the way, she will be welcome. I have nocharge to guide her. She
will find it difficult, for she sharesmuch with Moricle and that one's
woman."
"Do
you know of her?"
"No.
Only what I can see with my own eyes."
"I
still don't understand why all of you would go to suchtrouble for me—say, in
particular. What is it?"
"To
say it now, which is forbidden, will preclude your passage later. You have not
been set upon and murdered so farby us, so trust me in this. I will not follow
you around, butonly visit now and then, so that I understand your
perception."
"And
if I fail?"
"You
will be like the rest; you will come and go and haveseen nothing, or you will
see too much, and be caught withina thing you cannot imagine."
Cryptic and mysterious, like a child playing a
part she didnot truly understand, Tuzun slipped in the door, back intothe train
silently. Fraesch remained on the bare platform, still shivering with the cold
of morning, although he could sensethat it had none of the bitter bite of the
interior in it, but rather a tart freshness, as of the sea. He could smell it.
Salt water, waves, a seacoast He watched the morning erupt outof the east with
the planet's disturbing swiftness and felt anodd, intangible joy rising,
something he hadn't felt yet aboutthis trip. It was a feeling he always looked
for. Yes. This onewould go right, somehow.
Tuzun
reappeared, bearing mugs of steaming tea, whichfilled the blustering air of the
platform with a resinous bloom.She handed him the taug and waited for him to
taste it before she spoke. "I am going to leave at the junction. I
havesome things to take care of in the old town...."
"Are we going to be there so soon?"
"Yes.
Your trip by train is over. So I say: do now whatyou must do there. All will be
well for a time. I only warnyou about the woman who also came to Halcyon:
Vicinczin.She i3 not what she seems, or suggests that she is."
"I
hardly need a tribal hetwoman to tell me that. So whatis she?"
Tuzun
shook her head slowly. "I have tried to see, but it'ssomething beyond my
vision. I have only been able to seewhat she is not. But she did not come with
malice to you, sotherein is one less worry. Actually, I could almost say
shedoesn't really see you, properly, as if she were looking beyondyou... at
something."
"I
should beware of night visitors in transparent nightgowns, no doubt"
Tuzun
laughed out loud, saying, "Ha, ha, nightgownsindeed! At Halcyon, among the
off-worlders, you will no doubt see things more plainly stated than nightgowns
in thedark. They are a randy lot. They say it comes of the drugthat prolongs
life that you take." This last she said with anarch leer which Fraesch
found most disquieting, as if she were seeing completely through him.
"I
have undergone the treatment once and noticed nothingamiss. I do not accost
strange women to excess; in fact hardly at all."
"Perhaps
we are wrong, then. After all, they are the onlysample we've had to look
at."
"There's
always the setders and the runaways."
"They
act differently. The setders are rigorous, as the runaways are loose, as you
will see if you stroll along the shore.Perhaps these people at Halcyon suffer a
tedium, being not of
this
world, but cut off from their own as well. However odd it seems, we need an
engagement, a plunging in, to work properly."
"Well said, I will
remember it." "Apply it to yourself, and weigh carefully, for we
becomewhat we pretend to be.""Tell me . , . before you leave, where
did you learn your wisdom?"
"By being me, here and now, and doing
what had to bedone, without thoughts of might-have-beens." She said
thiswith a shy smile playing around the corners of her small mouth. She added,
"Make your identifications carefully,Joachim Fraesch. You are trying to
see me as an unusual child, whereas in my own view I am an ordinary woman; Iam
not innocent, nor a fool, but sly and cautious. Be you soas well." And
this time, when she slipped through the door,back into the train, Fraesch knew
that she wouldn't be back. As he stood on the platform, he realized with a
shock that hehad been guided with exquisite care exactly to this conversation
with Tuzun, all the time being prepared to hear what shehad to say, and
oriented so as to react to it with just the rightamount of caution: neither
skepticism, nor panicked acceptance—something between. Fraesch found himself
hoping henegotiated the next set of exercises in the same manner, forsomebody
was going to a lot of trouble to see that he was . . . the only thing he could
think of was "oriented in the correct direction." Or something close
to that It was the whythat eluded him.
The
northwest coast country was one of parallel coast ranges, none especially high
or rugged, but in many placesthe mountain ridges would run out to the very edge
of the ocean. There were many rivers and creeks, mostly small; one,of respectable
size, came tumbling out of the soft, tree-covered hills, hit the more level
valley bottom and made a winding drowned slough connecting its mountain section
with theocean. At the place where the river changed to slough, theyhad built a
village, called, with the popular tradition of naming places with an odd
phrase, On the Waves. It looked to Fraesch's civilized eyes like a living
diorama out of a museum, or an old photograph suddenly brought to light.
Everything was made out of locally cut wood,
and left unpainted. The newer buildings, and newly repaired sections ofold
ones, were a silvery-gray color. As the wood aged, it first developed tiny
splinters along the grain, then became smooth,darkening in color to a streaked
gray-brown, and finally, thecolor of burnt coffee.
Despite
its antique air, it seemed a substantial place. Therewere docks of fishing
boats and adjacent processing sheds. There were sawmills and piles of the same
silvery timber.Along the railroad there were platforms and warehouses. Thearchitecture
of the town followed simple lines, and the majority of buildings were square or
rectangular, with slightlysloping flat roofs, the owners living in lofts above
their shops.Windows were narrow, with glass that had a distinct wavering to it.
The odors of slough, ocean, sawmill and cannery mingled and complemented the
shapes and colors; On the Waves was an elemental, earthy town. Surrounded by
theblue forested hills on three sides, it was open to the west andthe ocean
along the slough, and illuminated from the openwest with a marvelous, mutable
light of the sea.
Fraesch had not found Urbifrage in the
compartment, andimagined that he probably had debarked with Tuzun at a
tinyvillage a bit back in the hills, called Laughter and Tears. Itdidn't completely
dawn on him that he was on his own untilhe found himself standing on a rather
muddy platform, withhis baggage, listening to the echoes of the train puffing
awayup the river valley to the north. He looked about blankly, asif awakening,
and noticed that Tula Vicinczin was standing,apparendy in the same predicament,
not too far away. She,too, looked slightly bewildered. Fraesch joined her.
Tula spoke first, and said, "I see that
our guides have left
us
to our own devices."
"So
it seems, for all the fine talk."
"Do
you know where Halcyon is—or how to get there?"
"I
know it's close to the ocean, in a secluded place not far
away.
There has to be a way there—they'd have to haul
materials
from the railroad."
"The
natives seem most uninterested."
Fraesch
looked carefully for some sort of suitable transpor
tation;
there wasn't much to be seen. Along the road which
angled
off from the railroad depot and ran along the docks
there
were a few vehicles in sight, but nothing that might be
usable.
There were a half-dozen of various kinds of striders,
not
in the best of repair, and none large enough to carry, ap
parently,
more than one extra person. There were also two
tracked vehicles, which
Fraesch was later to learn were called "crawlers," but they, too,
were small and seemed to have no extra room,
Fraesch
said, sighing, "It seems nothing suggests itself. Oneof us could go about
and see, while the other watched thebaggage."
"Neither
task appeals to me, but I especially do not wish tobe touring door-to-door. I
will volunteer to watch the baggage."
Fraesch
answered, gallandy, "and I will start asking the idiotic questions of the
stranger . . . "where may I hire a convenience?' I will push if I can find
a wheelbarrow."
"You
will get muddy, I am sure."
"There
may be no cure for it."
Fraesch
moved his baggage beside Tula's, and started off
the
platform onto the street, which was paved with baulks ofwood sunk into the soft
ground with their butt ends exposed.It was pavement of a sort, but it was also
slighdy spongy tothe step, wet and muddy. He managed to get across the
firstintersection without undue difficulty, when he stopped and motioned to
Tula. Approaching them, quite silentiy, along thedock street, was a large
strider in excellent repair, trotting briskly.
The
machine proceeded along the docks smartly; bypasserslooked at it carefully as
it passed, and went on. It trotted upto the station platform and halted with a
littie flourish. It wasonly when it was right at them that they could hear
thewhine of the powerplant1 Fraesch returned from across the street,
certain that this machine was one of Halcyon's, sent topick them up.
This
was an eight-legged machine, rather long in body,with a broad, buslike cab in
front and a narrower section back of that. The leg mechanisms were attached to
a deepkeel beneath the body proper and was by far the most sophisticated
strider Fraesch had seen yet
A section of the front at the chinline,
detached and swungdown: an extending stair. Down this stair stepped a slender
young man wearing a leather variation of the local costume—sashed wraparound
tunic, loose pantaloons and boots.The young man observed Tula critically for a
moment andthen introduced himself.
1 Strider powerplants were commonly small
turbines burning a volatile hydrocarbon liquid fuel derived by distillation
from coal.The turbines turned a generator and provided input power to
thehydraulic pump system. Older units have diesels.
"Aha!
You will be, I believe, the Techist Vicinczin; yes—you will be a welcome
addition to our staff." He observed Fraesch. "You, ser, will be the
Administrator Fraesch. You will doubtless be welcome as well. I am Nirod
Pelletier, Mechanical Engineering Section; I repair striders and drivethem, as
bored with the tedium of Halcyon as the rest, andequally as adept at the
exercises that banish ennui—at leastuntil rotation, when I shall have to learn
all over again to behave."
Fraesch
observed the facile young man carefully. Here atlast was a person from the
station itself. This was not, to hismind, an especially good introduction. He
was flippant andirrelevant, and much more interested in Tula than the situation
would seem to warrant. Fraesch felt no jealousy, but hefound Pelletier's ogling
of Tula to be slightly disorderly. Sheseemed to be a littie uncomfortable, as
well.
Both
Fraesch and Tula began picking up their bags.Fraesch said, "We were
expected, then."
Pelletier
answered, "Exactly so, although my timing was alittle off. The Governor
sent a 'gram ahead. . . . It's a bit of a walk, and few try it, although there
are some who will doanything on break. Still, what's there to do when you get
here. . . . Here, let me assist with that bag. . . ." He loaded Tula's
bags into the strider. Afterwards, he helped her up thestairs into the cab.
After that, he hastily lent Fraesch a hand.
There
was a passenger compartment—back through themain section of the strider, but
Pelletier would have none of their using it, insisting they sit up front with
him, in the cabproper. The driver's seat was on the right, as one would sit
init, with the stair in the middle. On the left side was another seat, broader,
and without operator's controls. The angularcab had a slightly sweptback
windshield, and large windowson all sides, and large rear-view mirrors canted
out on elaborate suspensions. Fraesch and Tula seated themselves, and sunk deep
into soft cushions. Tula's face was brightenedsomewhat.
Pelletier arranged himself at the operator's
console, seatinghimself with exaggerated care, and engaged levers and control
rods. The machine responded smoothly and powerfully,pivoting about and starting
off back the way it had come. Fraesch looked about in frank amazement. Except
for a barley felt rippling vibration, there was little feel of the motions of
the legs. The strider rippled along, with approximately the motion and speed of
a beetle traversing a sand pit, the body moving slightly as it adjusted to
different groundcontours and power applications. The damp littie town underthe
shifting light of the seacoast rapidly passed before them,thinned to shacks and
junkyards and faded out. They had leftOn the Waves and were on the way to
Halcyon.
The time was late morning; the sky was deep
blue, washedclean by the pre-dawn shower which had made everythingmuddy, not
clear but streaked by a delicate tracery of high,pearl-colored clouds. As they
proceeded along a track running beside the slough, the vegetation changed, and
the soil aswell. It became sandy, and die low ground cover became amixture of
something that looked like dull-purple clumps oflong needles, and a low,
feathery, creeping evergreen of a pale blue that was almost gray. Instead of
the forest of tallconifers, the trees were shrubby and stunted and grew indense
clumps, in which they could catch glimpses of contorted and histrionic
branches.
Over the brackish waters of the slough they
could see theflitting, darting shapes of the kryloruki, gliding and plunging,combining some of the
qualities of the flight of sea birds, andthe erratic lunacy of bats. These,
from what Fraesch couldsee of them, did not look much like bats, but more like
ferrets with slender wings, with streamlined, smoothly taperingmuzzles; they
flew slowly and methodically in the upper partsof their flight paths, but when
they came down to the water'ssurface, they allowed their speed to increase to
an incrediblerate, and followed zany, dashing zigs and zags. Sometimes itseemed
their muzzles would tap the surface, but they causedno turbulence, so it was
difficult to be sure. Fraesch imaginedthat they were feeding on something that
lived on or near thesurface. He wanted to ask about them, but when he looked
across the cab of the strider at Pelletier, he saw that their driver was
looking out the other side of the cab with boreddisdain, and so he kept his
question to himself.
The ground became sandier, but dunes hid the
ocear. fromsight. They could sense that it was there—a presence—by thelight,
and an emptiness behind the hills. To the south werehills covered with trees,
and to the north, long ridgelines thatangled into the ocean from southeast to
northwest, some ofthem fairly lofty. The track, marked by the footprints of
thestriders and strips where the crawlers had passed. Pelletierguided the
machine along this track as it turned to the north.
He said, aside to Fraesch and Tula, "Had
to hold the speed down while we're on sand; up ahead the ground's firmer",
andwe'll let it pace out a bit."
The track became more uneven, pitching up and
down, butthe strider followed the terrain without noticeable change.They began
to feel subtie changes in the motions it made,and it did seem to be moving
faster. Then the gait changed,and the hum of the turbine dropped, but the speed
increased,and the motion inside assumed a floating, balancing quality.
Pelletier said, "We're in 'run' locomode
now. All I have to do is steer it and mind the power settings."
Fraesch sat back and stared through the
enormous windshield as they raced along, following a curved and rough track
through a forest of the gnarled, twisted trees. Theywere going much too fast
now for details. Through gaps inthe dark forest they could see in tantalizing
hints and flashesthe heaving emptiness of the Empyrean Sea.
The track turned sharply back inland, and
began to climbup the ridge. It became very rough. Here, the soil seemedrocky,
and tree roots crawled over the ground, the roots ofthe gnarled trees being as
wildly contorted as the branches.Fraesch began to see why they favored striders
and crawlers,at least in country like this—the sand of the lowlands wouldmire
wheels, and the rough ground of the hills would requiremassive engineering to
make a passable road, but they simplycut a path through the forest and let the
crawlers and striderswiden it as they pleased.
They topped the ridge and began a precipitous
descent, thenorth face being steeper than the south. Pelletier did not retard
the speed of the strider, and it fairly fell down the slope,plunging through a
tunnel formed by the overarchingbranches. In a moment, they were at the bottom:
a sharpturn, across a clear, gravelly creek with little water in it, andthen he
slowed the machine to a crawl. Fraesch was certain he had done so for effect,
although they did have to traverse adifficult open slope, covered with die
feathery evergreenvines. However it was, it was striking; they were there.
Whatever the motivations of Speculations had
originallybeen, they had spared nothing in creating an environment fortheir
people when they had contracted to have Halcyon Station built; this was no rude
camp in the wilderness, but asmall community that had the flavor of a resort,
an academic retreat and an experimental commune for architects, all in one. At
first glance, Fraesch could not see a single straight line in the entire site,
and with all the visible structures beingpainted or constructed of some
insect's-eye view of a gardenof mushrooms. After he had looked at it, as they
were climbing the hill to the site proper, he could begin to
distinguishdifferent types of structures: there were the obligatory geodesic
domes, but none were based on the sphere as the surfaceof generation, but
rather ellipsoids of various orientation. Thelargest of these was apparently
the computer lab. Shops andstorage buildings were tensile hyperboloids,
saddle-shaped,and held together by tension, not compression. There' wereseveral
sizes of these, some standing alone, some in small diagonal groups of odd
numbers. Far up the ridge back of thesite, was a small white sphere with a
hyperboloid structure attached to it: presumably a mobile power plant. But
whatcaught his eye most of all was what seemed to be the livingquarters. This
was the largest building of all, and stood somewhat off by itself, if indeed
"building" was the proper wordfor it.
Fraesch could not quite categorize it as it
rose into view asthey climbed higher; crystalline? Fungoid? It was apparentlya
series of elliptical or ovoidal bubbles, placed together, inthe most random and
unpredictable fashion. It looked
grown,not built. An irregular
mass, the individual units always hadat least a major portion exposed to the
outside, however massed, although some were almost buried. The units had one,
two or three windows of distinctive shape: an equilateraltriangle with the
corners softly rounded, slanted so that theapex at the top leaned out. The
whole window was recessedwithin a molding which was part of the walls, and
which leaned outward even more—the effect was uncommonly eyelike, despite the
odd triangular shape. These units—rooms orapartments—were connected by a
fantastic network of balconies, catwalks, curved stairs, tubes, all curving,
rising, falling in apparent total entropic disorder. Porches and covered
entries abounded, and some were dead ends. Many of the connecting ramps
included littie pockets offset to the side. Of course, he could not see inside
the structure, but he had a distinct feeling that it was equally complex inside
as well as out;that it was probably a labyrinth inside.
Pelletier commented, "And now you see we
are approaching what we Halcyonites fondly call The Barracks,' although it does
have its good points. There is an excess of room,so no one need feel crowded.
Most flats are suites of varyingnumbers of cells. Ser Fraesch, we took the
liberty of reserving the old director's suite for you, so you need not tramp up
and
down
the ramps like Hamlet's ghost. And Techist Vicinczin
can
have her choice of, I believe, about six different suites,
each
with its own ambience."
Tula
asked, "Nachitose... has anyone taken her suite?"
Pelletier
looked around, a little surprised. ". . . No, al
though it does have perhaps one of the better
views. Why do
you
ask?"
"When they were telling me about the
assignment, theysaid she had the most isolated suite. If they are open, I
wouldlike to have it."
"Certainly
. . . I see you are not a believer in bad luck, oromens, or tragic
destinies."
"Or
similar poof and piffle. If I have to live in a dormitory, at least I want a
room where I can be removed fromthe tumult. My work, once I get into it, is
demanding ofconcentration and I will need a place in which I can relax."
Fraesch listened carefully to Tula's request,
for it displayedan uncharacteristic degree of force and confidence, for a
labtechnician.
Pelletier
assented without a moment's hesitation. "Easyenough to arrange! The suite
is open; you shall have it. I maywarn you that it is a bit remote in the
structure and not alittle difficult to get to—you will need some assistance
withyour baggage, and finding it."
"You
know your way?"
"Assuredly. We old-timers are all like
native grubs burrowed into an old log: never fear, I will show you the shortest
way. It is a fine unit, by the way—there are two sleepers,two baths, a fine
kitchen and eatery so you need not visitthe taverna, a study, a company room,
and a listening tower.And a fine view of both sea and mountains. A superb
choice,although none of us would feel quite right taking it, after
all...."
"Understandable,
Pelletier. But what is a listening tower?"
"Some suites have them. They are special
companyrooms in which clever acoustic chambers amplify the soundsof the
outside—wind, rain, the waves on the beach, and the like—without interface. The
sounds are not reproduced, butcollected and carefully conducted through
chambers. There isalso a fire pit in the floor. They are places for . . . ha,
ha, romantic musings and adventures."
Tula turned a warm smile on Pelletier, and
also favored Fraesch with it A secret, knowing smile. "Romance, is it? I
will be coy and shy, here;
yet I would enjoy such a room, ifbut for myself, alone."Pelletier said,
"Those that have them enjoy them greatly,so it is said."
Pelletier
concentrated on his maneuvering, now, frowningslightly. They moved slowly now,
circumspectly crawling between the buildings. Fraesch could see, close at hand,
that they were not the white he thought he had seen from a distance, but the
subtlest off-white pastels, each structure different. It was so subtle that it
took conscious effort to see the difference. In the case of the dormitory, the
sides and walkswere a wonderful soft matte oyster, while the rooflike partswere
a gray only slightiy darker.
The strider halted before an arched entrance
not greatlydifferent from any other of three or four more he could
see.Pelletier let the stairs down and helped them unload their baggage.
Pelletier disappeared into the structure for a moment to get someone to assist
Fraesch. While they were waiting, Fraesch looked up at the structure before
him, in whichhe was going to be living for at least the next year, perhapsmore.
Close, it was larger than it seemed from a distance, theprojecting bubbles and
cupolas overhanging the entry court.It was exquisitely beautiful, there was no
doubt about it. There was also no doubt whatsoever that it was intricate and
cryptic, to the point of self-indulgence and beyond. The oddtriangular windows
looked more than ever like eyes . . . or better put, like the eye-sockets of
the skull of some odd creature. Fraesch knew he would be impressed by it,
inside, buthe felt uncomfortable with it, none the less.
Presently
Pelletier reappeared, with a thin, intense girl intow, whom he introduced as
Ciare Dekadice. She wore her brown hair in a mass of curls; the girl's face was
thin and intense, with crisp features which were slightly blurred by
someinternal state Fraesch could not describe. There was the faintest possible
trace on her thin mouth of a pout; boredom orlack of interest. But she helped
Fraesch willingly enough, carrying some of his parcels, and found her way to
his suite without detours. She didn't say much, which at that moment,Fraesch
rather liked. She showed him where the key-plate was, and left. Fraesch found
himself in a small sphericalfoyer. He saw that it led to a set of short stairs
going downabruptly. He sighed deeply, and said to himself, in the silentroom,
"Now, it begins."
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Fraesch
knew what to do: find what passed for an officeand start to work. He was
certain, after meeting the oily Pelletier and the diffident Ciare Dekadice, if
they were valid samples, that there would be plenty to do. To the two of them
there had been an air of intense self-indulgence whichFraesch had found
slightiy disturbing, rather like being in thecompany of people who shared a
very specific perversion, which was kept an absolute secret.
But
first would come settling himself in these odd quarters,a process, he thought
as he stood in the foyer, which wouldtake the rest of the day.
The suite was dark. The foyer was illuminated
by a translucent pane in the upper part, set in at what appeared to be arandom
and off-center manner until he recalled the erratic shape of the building, and
remembered that because of its shape, the pane was probably in the only place
it could be.He looked for, and found, touch-plates for the internal lighting
system. One for the foyer he located and turned it backoff. No need for that.
Another turned on the lights in theroom below. Fraesch peered into the room,
located not quitedirectly ahead and down about a meter or slightly more,
entered by an open stairs supported in the middle along its axisby a
gracefully-curved beam, of the same off-white materialas the rest of the
building. It looked airy and insubstantial,but when he tentatively put his
weight on it, it neither flexednor vibrated, but felt solid and reassuring. He
left the baggage in the foyer and went down.
The room was an arched ovoid in shape,
deviating from a true ellipse at the top. Small panels at eye height cast a
soft,shadowless illumination. The floor was carpeted, and aroundthe perimeter
were built-in platforms and cushions. Projections from the walls terminated in flattened,
palmaite fixtures—places to set drinks or ashtrays; at irregular intervalssmall
bays were set into the wall. At first he could not divine a purpose for the
room, but it slowly occurred to him that thiswas a room used solely for
greeting and entertaining visitors,more or less officially. It was private,
reserved, almost austere, but it was not a place where one would remain if
onewere an inhabitant or a close associate. There was a slightstaleness in the
air. It had been unused for half a year, unvisited, except perhaps for cleaning
robots, which he assumed would be in such a hypermodern structure.
A
passageway, off-center now to the right, led elsewhere.Fraesch followed it,
looking carefully along the walls for thelight switch. The passage curved to
the right, as if followingthe curve of the company room, and upward,
terminating ina small circular chamber whose ceiling was very high up, thewalls
curving up to it. A small chandelier hung from a skylight of stained glass.
Into this chamber opened several passages, some at floor level, some slightly
higher and reachedby short flights of steps. A junction, a nexus. Fraesch
realizedat this point that he had absolutely no reference system
toconceptualize such a structure as seen from the inside; he hadno idea where
the passages, some reached only by ladders, might lead.
Proceeding with what he thought might be a
system, hestarted with the first passage to the right of the entrance. This was
a steep, narrow stair-tunnel down that curved left as well. The angle of
descent was uncomfortably sharp. Fraeschguessed this would put him somewhat
under the company room. The passage terminated in a landing facing a closedoval
doorway. A small illuminated panel controlled it. Hepushed a touch-plate
labeled "open," and the door slid downinto a recess. Inside was an
area divided into two parts; theportion nearest die entry was a broad crescent,
about three meters across its shortest dimension. Here, at least, some of the
walls were vertical: cabinets and closets, a small built-in desk, several seats
along the walls, counter space. A shortslanted passage down broke the curve of
the wall to his leftProbably a bathroom. Directly opposite the door was an
elevated opening, rather like the windows, connected by an ornamental ladder.
This resembled a bubble which had intruded into the space of the larger
room-bubble. The opening wascovered with a cloth drapery. Fraesch pushed aside
the curtain, peered inside.
"ITiis space was much smaller than the
room proper, and was the bedchamber. The bed was the floor of the. chamber, and
was an irregular oval shape. There were various vents, positionable lights, the
usual small alcoves in the walls, a skylight, a speaker grille. Cozy.
Fraesch
looked about. It was clear that this was a guestbedroom. It had a specific air
of tenandessness to it, althoughit was spodessly clean. Satisfied, and a little
amazed, Fraeschreturned to the nexus, feeling some satisfaction that it had
remained at the top of the narrow stairs where he had left it:he had half
expected it to move.
So far, he felt some confidence with his
explorations. Hetried the remaining passages in turn, feeling his way aboutthe
rest of the suite. He located, in turn, a homey kitchen, although small, a
pantry and adjoining snack cubby, which henamed the buttery; a dining room,
which managed to be bothfrostily formal and tensely intimate, all in the same
reference.An odd, ambiguous room. He also found a sitting room orparlor, with a
window view of the land falling down to theocean, and the water beyond; a
study, a master bedroom, a gymnasium, a balconied living room of large
dimensions, andat the very top of the suite, what they had called a
listeningtower, which had its own eerie ambience.
This
was an ordinary, if somewhat lofty-ceilinged, sittingroom; except for the fact
that vents and grilles apparendyconnected it with the outside, but aurally and
visually only.Fraesch paused, listening—it was like being outside, onlymore
intensely so; every slightest sound was magnified, andhe felt at the focus of
elemental forces. He left, and beganplacing his things in the cabinets of the
master bedroom andthe study.
There
were also innumerable short-cut passages, walks, ramps, balconies, connectives
to other parts of the structurewhich he did not explore; time enough for that
later, he supposed. At least, he found no secret passages in the walls; itwould
seem that there was hardly any room for them.
Fraesch
was impressed with the suite, and thought that itwas probably the most
extensive of the living quarters. Stillthe rest were probably only slightiy
less intricate, judging bythe apparent exterior size of the rambling, erratic
structure.One thing bothered him: there were no decorations of anykind hanging
on the walls. He laughed at himself at this. Ofcourse not, when hardly any wall
was vertical. Still, it was alack. However, after he had gotten things somewhat
arranged, he noted that the study, which contained extensivebookshelves with
the previous tenant's books, possessed one odd fixture. He bad seen it, but not
really observed it, whenhe had first come in the room.
This was a panel, hanging on the wall, on a
section whichhad the look of having been made especially for it.
Rectangular-vertical, it was not a picture, but a framed blank, filled with some
silvery-gray substance. The material in the framehad settled from long disuse,
the heavy grains at the bottom,the finer ones at the top, which lent it a
subtle layered look.But it was not a picture, not even an abstract one.
Fraeschstared at it, puzzled. In a house with no pictures there wasone frame
hanging on a vertical wall made for it, and insidethe frame was nothing—an
entropy gradient. He looked more closely. On one side of the panel was what was
obviously anoff-on switch, and from its underside a cable led into a hole in
the wall. Fraesch got down on his knees and looked at the Wall.
Sure
enough, there was a sliding panel below the frame.He slid it open; inside was
an electronic instrument in an absolutely plain metal case. A small legend
said: "S-5 Conceptualizer." A small red indicator glowed. The unit
was active.There was no switch to it; apparently it was on all the time.
Fraesch
straightened up and reclosed the panel. The instrument had been excessively
large for a modern electronic device; accordingly, it must be extremely
complex. It was aslarge as two large suitcases, and must weigh a substantial
amount . . . and its only link seemed to be to the panel. Fraesch reached, and
touched the on switch without hesitating.
He
stood back and waited, for at first nothing happened.Then, when he was about to
turn away, he noticed that a softwhispering came from the concealed master
unit, the "conceptualizer." Like the passage of air . . . a cooling
unit?Fraesch looked around, felt the air. There was no movement. Presumably it
had its own vent to the outside. He looked atthe frame again. It was now
illuminated from behind and from the sides of the frame, a soft light that was
both pleasant and reassuring . . . but the material inside the frameremained as
before, layered in the exact sequence in which ithad precipitated out of the
solution in which it was suspended. He looked again more closely. Had there
been a motion in the grainy layers? He saw nothing, shrugged and finished
arranging things, leaving the enigmatic frame alone.Probably had developed a
fault, and Moricle hadn't botheredto have it fixed. Probably there was no one
on the planet who could repair it He marked it down as mildly curious and
promptly forgot about it.
Somewhat later, as he was preparing to go out,
he thought of it again, but in an odd reference. He had not yetsucceeded in
uncovering any trace of Moricle—it was as if hehad never been. Yet the
mysterious frame and its master unitin the panel had not come with the room, or
the suite, which was odd, considering that everything one could want was built
in. The panel had been added later. Therefore, the frame was Moricle's, and not
standard equipment. He made amental note to ask someone about it.
The next few days went much more busily than
Fraeschhad imagined; it was simply incredible the amount of detailwork which
had to be done. Most of it was uncomplicatedand straightforward—after all was
said and done. Halcyonwas a small site and despite its odd purpose, operated on
adirect basis. Still, no one seemed to have made any decisionssince the death
of Moricle and Nachitose, save the rumppayroll committee. Fraesch found out, to
his surprise, thatUrbifrage had been spending considerable time on the site,
making suggestions here, hinting there, somehow holdingthe place together by
indirection. The more he thought of it, the more it bothered him. It was as if
everyone assignedto the site had simply lost any sense of initiative
whatsoever.
It bothered him so much that he spent a whole
day in thepersonnel office reading employee files to see if by
chanceSpeculations had by mistake hired an entire busload of idlers.But there
was no answer there, for to a person, their recordsall indicated high levels of
competence and proficiency.Indeed, many had been cited for accomplishments, and
in fact, he learned that the project had been manned with precisely that in
mind. Nor was the answer money or creaturecomforts: they were all extremely
well-paid, and the site wassimply about the best that could be had.
As for the actual purpose of the site, Fraesch
looked in onit—the lab, which was still operating under strict security,
although not as severe as the regime set up by Moricle. It wasimpressive, even
in its untried and rebuilt state. Basically, itstarted simple: the sensor
arrays, located out in the water ina mouth of a bay to the north, received and
transmitted themotions of the waves, to microscopic accuracy, back to thelab,
where the fun started. The resultant signal was recordedand subjected to an extreme
degree of in-depth analytical techniques, which Fraesch had not seen carried to
such an extent outside of pure electronics, or perhaps astrophysics.There was
nothing lacking that he could see. Bearing in mindwhat the real purpose of the
project had been, he was notsurprised. They were looking for a clear signal in
the midstof what he imagined to be totally random noise, and not onlythat, but
a signal with which they could track objects inspace. It seemed a shame that
the fine and expensive equipment would be essentially idle until Speculations
could replace him with someone knowledgeable enough to use it forits intended
purpose. He remembered the things Aslet hadsaid, too. And he saw that things
were at a standstill; perhapshe could keep them that way.
Several days passed in this manner. Fraesch
set up a smalloffice in the lab building. Apparently Moricle had run the place
from his apartment. He concentrated on starting thingsmoving again, and nudging
the people back into line. Theyresponded readily enough, as if relieved to have
someone totell them what to do, but it was also clear that without that
someone, they would cheerfully revert to their old ways without much thought
about it. This took long days, and Fraesch spent most of the first days working
and sleeping, trying vainly to get accustomed to the short day of Mulcahen,
which was growing shorter with the approach of winter. Hegot up in the dark,
and it was dark when he got back. Heacted as if he were just another employee,
which was true ina sense, and pressured none; in turn, all he met were
reasonably pleasant, but again, it was clear that their interests
wereelsewhere, although not obsessively so.
He
had not explored the Barracks at all, but had limitedhimself to puzzling his
own way in and out of the labyrinthine structure. He did learn that there were
several common rooms somewhere on the far side of it—one, called the Taverna
which was more or less a bar. There was another, called the Cabaret, in which
there was dancing and socializing. He reminded himself to see if he could get
someone tohelp him find them, as their location was not apparent to thecasual
visitor. There was hardly any real need for either, as thesuites were
completely self-contained, with well-stocked kitchens and pantries and all the
equipment necessary toprepare so amazingly varied fare. And there hardly seemed
tobe a real need for a place to meet, for people visited one another as they
felt the need, as he learned. A relaxed sort ofcasual promiscuity seemed to
reign, although Fraesch suspected that they had long since exhausted any new
combinations, which might explain why Pelletier had leered at Tula—she was an
unknown face, a new, strange body.
Whatever went on at night, it made no noise;
the suiteswere as silent as if each one had been buried individually within the
heart of a mountain. There was no noise from the passageways whatsoever, nor
could anything be heard throughthe walls, although he knew that at least some
of the roomsmust lie in close proximity to someone else's. He was thankful of
that, but it induced a peculiar state of mind in him: itmade for a sense of
isolation, of increased selfness. So far, the effects of this had caused
nothing more alarming than amild restlessness, which he ignored.
Aside from some passing encounters, mosdy in
the lab building, Fraesch had actually had litde contact with Tulasince they
had arrived. It was not that he didn't see her, butrather that both of them had
plunged directly into their work,and that their paths coincided rarely. While
Fraesch wandered all over the site, visiting the various support sections
andworking with them, Tula spent her time inside the lab, evaluating, testing
components, tracing switching networks. Fraesch's "office" was little
more than a place to have messages left, and he visited once or twice daily.
Tula intrigued him, but at the same time he
felt a certainreserve about her; he did not wish to force things at such
anearly date. As for her, there seemed to be an interest, but forthe present,
it was being ignored in favor of other things. . . . Fraesch felt comfortable
with this situation, which was common to those who had taken Longlife; theyhad
time to let things ripen, knowing that the bodies whichhoused such emotions
would not wither while they waited forthe right moment. As a fact, Fraesch felt
slightly uncomfortable among the station personnel, who seemed to live as if
there would be no tomorrow.
Therefore
it was a surprise to him when Tula approachedhim on a day just before a long
four-day holiday, and suggested, shyly, that they might meet after work, to
discuss insome detail a proposal she had to make about the lab. Whenhe had
asked her why not then, she had said that she wastired and wanted to rest
before returning to the subject overwhich she had spent so much time. And that
she was, frankly, a little tired of the lab and wished to get out of it,and
"act like ordinary people."
Fraesch
could appreciate that, and said as much. But whenhe suggested that they share
dinner together, again she shylydemurred, claiming that would put too much
involvement into what was, after all, to be a relaxing time.
Fraesch
had said, "But it sounds so serious!"
And
Tula had said, "Serious, yes, that it is, but I want tounwind some
too—surely you have been pressing at it hard,too. And I do not feel at ease
among the others, at least notyet; they are not like you and I."
Fraesch had agreed to that. They had played at
a mock-argument over whose place would be used, but it was finallyagreed upon
that it should be Fraesch's, primarily becauseTula knew how to get there, but
Fraesch did not know howto find her suite.
Fraesch had returned to his suite, eaten,
bathed and dressed, and had gone to the study to await Tula's arrival. Itwas
the first time he had spent any time in the room since hisfirst exploration,
and to defuse an anticipation he felt, he went directiy to the bookshelves to
see in what detail Moriclehad collected things. There were many tapes and
cassettes, tobe used in conjunction with a readerscreen also located in the
room. There were also extensive collections of graphic art, which had seemed to
be a hobby with Moricle; these Fraeschpromised to examine in greater detail.
There was a large section devoted to scientific periodicals, and extracts from
them,which apparently Moricle had shipped to him, as some of theissues were
fairly recent. And there was a well-stocked section of music tapes. Moricle
gave all the evidence of being acultured, intense personality.
One
topic seemed to stand out somewhat more than others: sailing ships. Moricle
seemed to have had an extensive library on vessels powered by sails,
illustrated by highlydetailed drawings and technical diagrams, as well as
photographs and paintings, some of them haunting and beautifulaccording to any
aesthetic. All types seemed to be represented,from the largest all the way down
to small one-man sporttypes, hardly more than surfboards, but the majority of
thematerial seemed to be concerned with rather smallish workingsailboats—pilot
boats, cutters, mail packets, cargo lightersand the like. Along with this,
there was also a section of technical tables dealing with various physical and
dynamic characteristics of wood, artificial materials, fibers and other
engineering data. What was surprising was that there was a compilation on
materials native to Mulcahen. Where he hadgotten it would be anyone's guess.
As
he browsed through the racks, Fraesch caught himselfthinking that this was the
only room in the suite which retained any flavor of a presence of someone having
lived there, and that here, it seemed particularly strong. Fraeschfelt this so
intensely that he thought for a minute that he wasbeing observed.
Yes,
he thought. It was extremely odd; something he hadn'tnoticed before during his
only previous visit to this room. Hewas sure of it: that the feeling of being
observed had nothingto do with the diminishing sense of presence in the room.
Itwas eerie, ghosdike. Fraesch was unaware that spy devices existed, but he had
not imagined himself the target of them. Norwas he sensitive to them, any more
than, he supposed, was anaverage person. But the feeling had come and gone.
Something he perceived, but was not aware of. He replaced a bookon its shelf.
There it was again. . . . it was as if someone
was actuallyin the room with him. He felt a heat at the back of his neck, a
tingling in his scalp. But there was no one in the suite except him, and he
knew there were no such entities as ghosts,and even if there had been, they
were not of the material universe and could make no overt acts. He laughed at
himself for even going through the rationalization. It was while he was
laughing nervously that he happened to glance at the frame hanging in its place
on that section of the wall builtfor it. And in the silvery, slightly illuminated
material insidethe frame, he saw the face of a young girl of subtle, evanescent
beauty.
Fraesch went to stand directly in front of the
frame. It hadchanged. No longer were the grains in the device arrangedaccording
to a density gradient; the entire interior was now ahomogenous surface, upon
which, like a face emerging out offog, a girl's face had formed by some
incredible arrangementof the grains, and the interplay of light and shadow. As
hewatched, the face itself changed, with a mobility that suggested the fleeting
expressions of life. When he had first seen it,the face had expressed intense
curiosity, but that changed, ashe watched, to a look of concentration. It also
shifted its position slightly, so that he saw a different angle.
The changes were gradual and subtle; the face
would takeone aspect, hold it for a moment, and then shift to another.Even as
he watched, he saw it turn to a profile of pensive watchfulness. Here was the
source of the feeling that he hadbeen watched. The representation was so
realistic, so alive, that something about it made his skin crawl. But it was a
flat picture! Whoever had designed this thing had not onlyhad a profound
knowledge of computers, optics, physics, butalso of art, and human perceptions:
the frame blended thesein proportions with which Fraesch could find no flaw. As
exact as a photograph, as suggestive as a Chinese watercolor. . , . Now the
lovely young girl was fading out, as if retreating into a silvery-gray fog.
"Die process was slow, butsteady, and in another moment, the frame was
blank. Fraeschwhistled a low tone to himself.
Out
of the nothingness, another face was forming, this onea face of a more mature
woman, round and pleasant, with ananimation and a lively sparkle to the eyes
that completely litup the whole face, which was rather plain and regular;
theface had such a warm, engaging expression, as if of greeting,that Fraesch
found himself smiling back at it. Then the faceretreated slighdy, not fading,
for the picture was only increasing its field of view, to include the head and
upper torso,which was nude. The body suggested a rounded contour thatwas not
fat nor plumpness; the breasts were not large, but they were well-shaped; the
woman looked off to her left, turning her shoulders slighdy. . . . The image
faded, becamedifficult to see; was gone.
Fraesch stood as if his feet had been nailed
to the floor. Another face began forming in the material, another woman'sface,
this one rather harsh and determined. The view was as if one would see someone
at a desk bending over some work;harsh and determined, yes, but also with a
strong, demandingbeauty as well. . . . The angle of view shifted a bit to
theside, and the face turned, blurring slightly to look directly athim, a
direct and interrogative expression which then shifted to a warmer aspect, as
if she had been pleased by an interruption. This image continued for some time,
passing throughseveral more changes, until Fraesch felt as if he would knowthe
woman instantly if he met her. Her hair was short and loosely curly; the face
was long and slim, with a clear brow,very definite eyebrows, a thin but
strongly drawn nose, a precise straight mouth with a rather full lower lip, a
small, pointed chin. In many of the views of her she wore old-fashioned, large
eyeglasses that lent her a slightly owlish look.The features were all very
crisp, and all the expressions weredirect and forceful. Her age was impossible
to guess—it could have been anything from an unaltered eighteen standard to
perhaps thirty-five; but whatever age the owner of theface had, straight or
Longlife, it was a face that covered apersonality tuned to achievement and
accomplishment, and acomplete lack of frivolity. The face changed once more,
shifting so radically that Fraesch thought he was looking at a different woman.
He couldn't identify the emotional content ofthe image at first. The head was
tilted back, the teeth werebared and clenched tightly, the eyes were shut
tighdy, thenostrils, delicate and perfect, were flared as with some
greatphysical exertion. Even as he watched, it began to fade out,but this one
changed as it did so, the tense, straining expression shifting subtiy to one of
intense pleasure. Fraesch realized what he had been seeing and looked away,
slighdyembarrassed. He felt like a peeping torn.
Fraesch forced himself to walk away from the
frame, whichwas now beginning to show yet another face. It was intimate toa
degree that disturbed him. The faces were beautiful, each inits own way, and so
lifelike it was hard to maintain the knowledge that it was just a picture—one
reacted to the faces! They were alive! Presumably they were generated bythe
device in the case behind the wall, but to what purpose?What was their source?
And why would Moricle have hadsuch a device? Fraesch knew a lot about
pleasures—somesimple and direct and instinctive, and others of Byzantine
intricacy and austere abstraction, but in all his travels and experiences he
had never heard of such a machine, nor of theuses to which such a thing might
be put.
The intimacy of the faces reminded him of some
of his own appetites, now long unsatisfied by the press of events,thoughts he
lighdy repressed for the sake of the moment. Achime sounded from a concealed
speaker far overhead in theceiling. Someone was at the front door.
Fraesch had dressed for an informal,
possibly-intimate encounter: an ankle-length caftan with low-contrast
verticalstripes, rather broad. The color was a pale sand tint. It had ahood,
which was usually worn casually thrown back. As henegotiated the passageways to
the front door, he reflected onthis meeting. Tula had something she wanted to
discuss— away from work. Curious, but neither improbable nor impossible. He
thought that there very well could be several delicate questions she might
have: one might be her continued presence at Halcyon, for she had been
requested by Moricle. But now, there was neither material for her to work on,
nor a Moricle to tell her what he was looking for. He couldunderstand that that
would be a discussion she wouldn't care to have casual clerks drop in on. Would
he let her leave? It would be a shame to let her go so easily—she was so far
hisonly link with the more settled, civilized worlds; yet Fraeschfelt himself
no dictator, no tyrant. It was just a job, after all. Were she to move onwards,
who was he to say no.
Fraesch
stopped at the foot of the stairs, releasing the frontdoor by operating a
remote control panel. He had earlier setthe lights to a bright, shadowless
diffuse illumination, to properly set impressions: indeed, he was no
pillar-saint, no Simon Stylites, but at the same time, he was not roaming
thecorridors searching for the gratification of blind urges.
The
door slid aside, and Tula stepped into the foyer, as always, with a positive,
determined motion, not ungraceful. She wore a two-piece garment of soft white,
with pearl overtones—a tunic top and plain, loosely-fitting pants of the
samematerial. The only concession to style to the garment was that it flared at
the sleeves and bottoms of the pants. Otherwise, there was neither seam nor
line. With her height andslender, graceful figure, it was extremely flattering.
She woreno jewelry.
She
looked carefully about her, at the foyer, at Fraesch,waiting at the foot of the
stairs, a single motion, and exclaimed, with sincere admiration, "Oh, it
is beautiful, reallynice—I can see that from here."
Fraesch
said, "Are the others that different? Yours?"
"None
are the same. Nachitose had her place done to suither—it's all burlap and
weathered wood, knots and all. An awful great mass of photographs of her from
every conceivable angle and in every conceivable pose. . .. She must have been
a terrible egotist...."
"Or
unsure of herself?"
"Of
course! Isn't that the way with all egotists? Actually, itIs not a little
disturbing to be in there, so I am taking themdown, one by one, folding them
carefully away—perhapssomewhere there is someone who would want them."
"You
are lucky. You have seen Nachitose in photographs. Ihave not yet found any
image of Moricle—not even in his file, which was understandably sketchy—I
shouldn't think he'd need to have much for the people here."
"Moricle
was . . . rather like a professor. Bushy hair, a large nose, heavy in the face
and shoulders, very hairy. There
is
a picture of him with her, and the background is here,
Halcyon.""Well, enough of shadows and past people. We are
presentpeople. Please come in. It will be as if it were your own."
Tula descended the stairs, hesitating
slightiy. The stair didnot look stable. But Fraesch had learned to trust it, and,
after the first steps, so did Tula. She joined, standing close to him,easily
within reach, close enough for the scent she used to beapparent, something tart
and smokey. Her eyes were bright,animated. "This really is more to my
liking. Will you tradewith me? I think we have the same number of interior
rooms. . . . But no, you wouldn't, nor could I blame you.Well... is it to be
here?"
"I
had hoped not. There are more comfortable areas, which I thought we might
use—this is a bit bare for an earnest conversation."
"Oh,
yes. Please let me see the rest of i t . . . no, not all at once. Lead
on!"
"I
thought to suggest the listening room . . . I have taken up calling it the
house of the winds. There is a charcoal firein a pit, and some
refreshment."
"You
went to no trouble, please.""None to amount. There is sthisk1
and aurindt2, if you are an enjoyer of such things."
"You have spied," she scolded
Fraesch with mock seriousness. "Or you have good taste. Yes, both, if you
please,indeed! Our conversation need not be pressing our noses tothe
grindstone." Her enthusiasm seemed direct and genuine,almost
schoolgirl-like, although Fraesch certainly knew Tulawas no schoolgirl, by any
means. Fraesch motioned, a beckoning wave of the hand, and set out through the
labyrinthinecorridors. Tula followed, alternating between an exaggerated
1 Sthisk: A mild alcoholic beverage, somewhat
bitter and aromatic, which is habitually drunk in tiny, thimblelike cups,
normally metal—silver or gold or platinum. It is extremely expensive.2
Aurindt: The shredded leaves of a mildly hallucinogenic plant,whose main effect
is to heighten perception. The plant, a nativeof the single habitable plant of
Bernard's Star, exhibits a remarkable similarity to the infamous Datura
Stramonium of OldEarth, but the active principle, trans-methyl-daturinol-72, is
notconsidered either dangerous or habit-forming, although l i e anything else,
it has the potential for abuse. Heavy aurindt userstend to be excessively
sensual, which is treated as a matter of abuse of custom or bad taste, rather
than a problem.
conspiratorial sneaking
and an infectious enthusiasm which lightened Fraesch's mind.
Along
the way, Fraesch touched light panels, briefly illuminating rooms,
compartments, other ways within the suite. Therest of the way they followed
tiny step-lights set into a sill along the floor, or the stairs. And at the
last, at the veryhighest point of the suite which was his, they came, by
meansof a narrow ladder, and then an angled tube filled with soundproofing material,
to the listening room, or tower of thewinds, as Fraesch called it.
Now a smoke collector with a wire firescreen
extended down from the peak of the ceiling to hang over the firepit, inwhich
there was a glowing charcoal fire. There were artificiallights, but tonight
Fraesch had substituted candles, placed onsimple brackets, sconces and flat
places. The light was red atthe center, and golden at the edges of the room.
The ceiling was in shadow, far away. To one side, the far side of the room from
the entry-tubeway, was a low, flat projection fromthe substance of the wall. On
this was a self-powered chiller,in which sat ice and a small metal flask of
sthisk. Beside it was an old-fashioned water pipe of green glass, with
something lazily smoking in the bowl.
Fraesch
stood aside to let Tula enter, gestured. "Is this far enough removed from
the cares of the world?"
She
looked about the room, slowly, reflectively, as if committing every aspect of
it to memory. She was very quiet,now, very still, and she answered in a small
voice, "Here, Icould almost believe it didn't exist . . . Whereever did
you find candles? It's perfect."
"Moricle
had a large store of them in a locker I found. . . none of them had been
used."
"That
would be just like him."
"How
so?"
"He
looks like he would not use a room such as this . . . this is a very intimate
place."
Fraesch
said, "Many of die suites have places like this. . . . You have one; there
are others somewhere in the complex."
Tula
shook her head, slowly, emphatically. "No. Others have them, but this one
has come to life . . . hsh." She placed a finger over her lips, listening,
her head tilted slightly."Can we hear the outside?"
Fraesch
listened, too. Yes. There was wind, echoing softlysomewhere up in the vents in
the ceiling. But the candle
flames were steady. Wind, and
an irregular spatter of rain.He said, "There is a storm growing, I
think.""I could see by the last light of day that there would beone;
the sea was not blue, but gray-green."
Fraesch
said, "I have depolarized the windows. If there islightning, we shall have
that as well." He indicated that sheshould go first.
Tula
went ahead, walking delicately around the firepit,slowly, seeing each candle,
each flicker, each detail, savoring.Fraesch watched her and wondered how he
could have ever thought her plain, or too wrapped up in her work; here,
bysubtle shifts, by a process of change in stages which had happened before his
eyes, she had mutated into something more than a woman. He saw that the upper
part of the garmentshe wore was only fastened by a clip at the back of her
neck;between the overlapping sides of the tunic he could see in itsshadows the
smooth, pale curve of her bare back; if he hadgone to some effort to make this
a meaningful encounter, sohad she.
Tula made her way to the cushioned platforms
on each side of the table-like projection, picked one, and settled herself.
Fraesch followed, took the one opposite, and poured twosmall thimbles of
sthisk. She took one; they raised their thimbles and sipped. Tula found the
mouthpiece of the waterpipe, drew on it, inhaled deeply, and exhaled slowly.
Fraeschdid the same. As he expected, at first he felt nothing, save theslightiy
acrid bite of the aurindt; the active factor in it wouldtake some time to make
itself felt. As they each drew on thepipe in turn, it burbled softly, check
valves preventing back-draw when the other was drawing on the other end. Tula
tilted her head back, exposing the muscles and tendons of herthroat, listening
to the rising wind and the rain, the soundssoftly filtering into the room.
She turned a direct gaze on Fraesch, across
the pipe andthe ice bucket. She began, "This is the best of all
possibleplaces to speak of things; there is a thing of which I must askyour
leave, for you have the responsibility."
"You
may speak if it, Tula."
"I have tried to discover what it was
that caused Moricle to ask for a specialist of my type. As you know, all the
records we might search were kept in the lab building, and sothey were consumed
with fire, and there is nothing. Yet Ithought to go through Nachitose's effects
within her house, tosee if perchance there might have been some clue—after all,
no one could have gone through everything. So thus I have
done,
night after night, and litde have I found; but I have
found
something . . . I know that it was something they ob
served in die data they
were processing."
"How did you find this?"
"Jenserico
Nachitose kept a journal; she recorded everything. The problem is deciphering
it, for it was a referencesystem, of use only to her. Without her, it is mostly
useless:dates, initials, short litde squibs. But this I read, and she said'I
doubted, but L. showed it to me today, and now there canbe no doubt. We will
have to see to it. To be more tests.' That is all. After that, the entries grow
shorter, and die out.Toward the end, there were none at all. But from that I
know that something they saw was . . . somehow, in the data theywere receiving
from the wave-motion sensor set. We need to operate that equipment, I believe,
so that we may find what itwas, and thus spare the next director similar
embarrassment."
"You
are certain that she was referring to the lab? Andyou must have run across the
suspicion that someone killedthem."
"The
entry was coded so that it was a reference to the work they were doing in the
lab; I have discerned that much.As to the rumors. . .. The talk I have heard
cannot fix upona perpetrator. I do not know what connection there may befrom
their problem to their termination or the destruction ofthe lab. . . . But I
believe that we have a certain obligationto run the equipment. There was
something there they sawthat stopped their work, what they came to do."
"Do
you know what they were doing?"
"I
know they were looking for something in the waves. They sent for me to help
them with what they found. I wasnot in the original makeup of the station
personnel, so it wassomething unexpected. And an analytical linguist? I do
notunderstand it: yet I would look into it, otherwise this will bea vacation. I
enjoy leisure . . ." and here, she leaned back and let her body relax into
a more supple posture. "Yet alsodo I enjoy my own work, else I would not
do it."
"I
must ask, can you run it without damage?"
"That I can. I have worked with similar
equipment often,and have made myself familiar with the components here.Have no
fears—I can operate it probably as well as Moricleor Nachitose . . . and we can
also be building a data base for the director who will eventually replace you
and restartthe work in earnest."
Fraesch looked away from her for a moment,
taking in thecounsel of the winds, of the rain, of fire, of candlelight. Andof
the mingled scents of sthisk, aurindt, Tula's perfume. Hesaid, "Of course.
You have it. Go ahead and run it." Even as he said it, he knew that he had
done the wrong thing, according to what Aalet had told him, that this would not
slowthe project down at all. Yet Tula's, logic seemed clear, and itwas useless
to pay for sending her here across half the knownuniverse, only to ship her
back; he found himself as well wishing not to see her depart on her way, at
least for a time.
Tula sighed, and said, "It's a shame,
after all."
"What
is a shame? I don't understand. I agreed. Is that sohard? It could only have
been yes or no, and you are right—Icould not think of a real reason to refuse
you."
She smiled, and drew another long draw on the
aurindt pipe, causing it to make its mellow burble. Again she listened to the
sounds of the wind. " . . . A shame; of course it was. I had thought you
would be difficult, and so for that I came prepared to seduce you if necessary;
a pity it isn't . . ." She reached across the low table between them and
intimately stroked Fraesch's hand, as if they now sharedsomething between them.
Already.
Fraesch
said, "Your work need not have been for nothing;I might yet require
convincing."
Tula
said, "You are thoughtful and sensitive to have donethis for me, and sly
as well; for what reason might you havethought it necessary to seduce me?"
"For
the its own sake. We have a likeness "
"So
we do." She slid out of the platform, to setde again onher knees before
the low table, bringing the pipe mouthpiecewith her, and a thimbleful of
sthisk. Fraesch joined her,kneeling. Together they drained their thimbles. Tula
handedhim her pipe, and he passed his to her, intertwining the tubes.They drew
deep draughts of the smoke, which now had notaste whatsoever. Fraesch thought
the room was very brightand the sounds of the outside very strong. And he could
hearTula's breathing. She touched his hands, and he leaned forward to lightly
brush her lips. She slid her hands into hissleeves, and he felt her slender
forearms. The skin was cool. Fraesch opened his arms, and she slid into them,
burying herhead in his shoulder, where he felt a wet nibbling at his throat. He
withdrew his arms from her sleeves, and reached for the single clasp at the
back of her slender neck.
7
There were homespun blankets with geometric
designsstored in lockers cleverly concealed beneath the seats of thelistening
room; these they found and took out and wrappedaround themselves and so clothed
spent the rest of the nightthere. Fraesch, ever civilized, had offered Tula a
proper bedroom in which to spend what of the night remained to them,but she had
shaken her head, emphatic as a child. She hadsaid, "No, and no
again!" She wrapped her lean, pale bodycompletely in the folds of her
blanket, except her toes, whichshe presented to the firepit. "No. We
change, we mutate, according to the place in which we act. You know that what
wehave just done is a simple exercise—it can be performed anywhere, but all the
same you would say 'unthinkable' were I tosuggest that it happen in the lab,
yes? It could not be! We aredifferent people, there. It is so wherever we might
go. And soI will not budge, not tonight, not even to one of the comfortable
beds of which there are so many in this place."
Fraesch
said, "I had not thought of it so much, but I thinkI understand." But
as he said it, he marveled at the change hehad seen in Tula. Or was it his
perception of her which hadchanged? He did not know. At the moment, he did not
particularly care.
There was no more talk. They discovered that
the pipe hadgone out and Fraesch refilled and relighted it. They thensmoked in
a soft, reflective silence, while the fire in the pitreddened, dimmed, began
settling into itself. Their eyes became heavy, Tula curled into a ball and put
her head in Fraesch's lap, and he leaned over and pillowed his head onher hip,
and they faded away into a sleep of dreamlessness.
When
they awoke, it was well into a gray morning, judgingby the dull light that came
into the room through the highwindows. The sounds transmitted by the pipes and
chamberswere cold and austere. The fire had gone out, leaving a faint scent of
an old charcoal fire, and from sleeping as they haddone, they were a littie
stiff. The room had cooled. They satup, stretching and yawning and rubbing
their faces. Tula'spaleness looked bloodless in the gray light, which did not
favor her. Yet Fraesch smiled at her, and said, "I know what you said last
night—we were magicians as well as lovers "
She corrected, still half-asleep, "More
magicians, if the truth be known."
"But
it did not entirely leave us, either."
"A bad time for reflections, but even so,
I would add to it—because of the way we moved with the wave instead
oftrying to impose upon it, it will never entirely leave us, andthat is as it
should be." She added, "Another thing that shouldbe is that Tula
requires a long steam in a hot shower, andsomething to eat." She stood, a
littie unsteadily, and rearranged the blanket about her.
Fraesch
said, "I will arrange for something, and do the same. Will you stay for
awhile?"
"You
are moving with it; just so will I. Yes, for a time. . . . I will wish to
change clothes, and would also liketo walk outside. Will you come with
me?"
"Where
outside?" "On the shore. Then we rest, apart, and tonight you
willcome to the place where I live.""You can't use the firepit and
the listening room: I havealready done that."
Tula
laughed in spite of herself. "No, not this. But Nachitose had some
features of her suite which may serve aswell. . . ." She looked at him
meaningfully. "I should like to have you help me explore them."
"I
will do so willingly.""Good. Now let us go. We must make the most of
the timethat we have."
After they had showered and breakfasted and
dressed, Tula insisting that Fraesch dress warmly and bring a heavywinter coat,
they prepared to leave. First they would navigatethe corridors to her place,
where she could change, for whatshe had worn the night before was not suitable
for an excursion. Fraesch asked her on the way, "I take you to be a
civilized, reasonably sophisticated person—who may have had experiences
different from mine."
Tula nodded.
Fraesch
continued, "Have you ever heard of a device which consists of a
picture-frame and a computer, and showsfaces?"
For
a second, a series of rapid expressions flickered acrossher face, none of which
Fraesch could identify with certainty,so fast did they happen. After a moment,
she said, with somedifficulty, "... Yes. Have you not seen one
before?"
"Never.
I thought I was decently sophisticated, but this wasnew to me." Odd, but
it was almost as if he had caught herat something. Still she proceeded
directly, not evading an answer.
"It
is a device developed not so very long ago. They areprobably the most expensive
entertainment artifact one couldcare to purchase, and so they are not
widespread. Additionally, there are problems with their use. .. . Where did you
see one?"
"Here."
He gestured to the study. "Apparentiy Moricle hadone. It was turned off,
at least the frame part of it; I didn'tknow what it was, and turned it back on.
I thought it wasbroken, but later I started seeing faces in it, faces that
lookvery real, not at all like something a computer would generate. . .. There
seems no way to turn the computer part of it
off."
"Did
you watch it?" Tula was tense as a drawn string.
"For
a time . . . before you came, last night Frankly, Istopped because I felt
uneasy about it. I saw the faces of women in it and the realism was
incredible—it was as if theywere real people. How does it generate the
faces?"
"It
doesn't generate them; it records them. Did you see anyone you knew?" She
laughed, a littie uneasily.
"The
three faces I saw were strangers."
"It
requires the implantation of a pickup unit in the visualcenter of the brain;
they are preset to pick up certain images,or images of a certain intensity.
These the pickup relays tothe computer, where it processes the images,
stabilizes diem,and adds what it knows of human anatomy and various points of
view, and then stores the images in memory. Thepart that directs the frame
selects at random, and presents images. . . . You say it was here, turned off,
but that it started playing when you turned it on?"
"Yes.
I have assumed it belonged to Moricle. But he is dead. How does it continue to
play?""It requires no pickup now. It probably picked up an image of
every woman Moricle ever saw. They search out the
memory, actively. They
are diabolical machines—an absolutevice. With the changes of position and
aspect it would apply,it could probably play a century without repeating
itself. Theonly thing Moricle's death did for it was shut off the input . . .
Joachim, if you are ever wealthy, I ask that you neverbuy one. Never."
"I'm
not sure I'd want one. This one strikes me as . . . well, it's too private, in
a way. I, too, am fond of women,and enjoy faces of beauty and animation, but I
think I wouldfeel a bit . . . well, uneasy, seeing those images from the
past."
"Then I am reassured." She seemed to
relax.
"Do
you wish to see it?"
"No.
I do not like them."
"Why?"
"They
fixate one on the past. I should say they take one
from
the wave. Their use promotes a disturbing mental statein their users. On some
planets where they have government,they have been outlawed. . . . Luckily, the
cost of owningone will preclude their spread any further."
Fraesch laughed. "A vice. By God, a new
vice! Rest assured, whatever vices come with the times, the leaders of the
governments will have them!"
Tula was not amused. "Joachim, you must
turn it off! I saythis because of my concern for you. It is deadly to use
one.Destroying it would not be a bad idea."
Fraesch said, a litde mulishly, "If it
was Moricle's, I would hate to destroy such an intimate record of his thoughts.
Perhaps somewhere in it there is some clue as to what happenedhere, what it was
he discovered...."
"I doubt it would be in there, in a
Conceptualizer. You sayit displays the faces of women; then that was the way it
wasset—it would pick up nothing else, unless it fell within thetarget
tolerances. Our knowledge of the brain is still inexact,and so the
Conceptualizer is never exact, but they are close . . . I worry that if you
spend too much time with it, youwill change; that is a problem with them. You
will see whatMoricle saw, and included in that is why he remembered them. In
time, you would fade, and something of Moriclewould come to you. I enjoy you as
you are."
"Warts
and all?"
"You have no warts that I could
discover." She looked coy,now, hinting, suggesting.
Fraesch said, "I will promise not to use
it." But then they left Fraesch's suite for Tula's, to get her warmer
clothes, andin their preparations to leave to walk along the beach, he quite
forgot to turn it off. In fact, just after their conversationabout the
Conceptualizer, he rather let it slip from his mind.But not for long.
Tula now led Fraesch through corridors, which,
while thepublic ways of the Halcyon dormitory complex, were not much larger
than the access corridors inside of the suites. Theycurved, descended,
ascended, passed through nodes and junctions, went up, and down short stairs
which were also curved.The walls were irregularly curved in cross section as
well. Small foodights illuminated their way, and an occasional skylight. At
random intervals, they passed landings whichgave way to suite entrances, or
exits to outside catwalks andbalconies and overlooks, or to simple blind
pockets furnishedwith seats and brighter lighting. They met no one, and
heardnothing, a fact which Tula supposed was due to the day beingearly and also
the first day of a long break.
Eventually,
they arrived at a landing not greatly differentfrom any of the rest. Tula
presented her hand to the latch sensor, and the door slid aside for her.
Inside, the foyer wasnot greatly different from his—a small, bare chamber,
generally spherical in shape. But when Tula turned on the lightingof the
parlor, as Fraesch had come to think of it, he couldsee immediately that things
were quite different. Also in hismind a concern was clamoring for attention:
how was he tofind this place tonight? Or any other night? But that questionwas
overshadowed and silenced by the suite Tula inhabited.
The
parlor was large, rather larger than the one in his suite, and was conical in
die upper parts, very high. The lightcame from a chandelier suspended from the
center, and thechandelier itself drew the eye—a dandelion-puff of thousandsof
crystal rods, each one terminating in a tiny starburst-light.Looked at with
eyes out of focus, it strongly resembled a globular cluster of stars. The rest
of the room was as Tula had described it—burlap and wood, although in this room
thewood showed only as exposed, severe ribs which grew out ofthe material of the
floor, passed up the vertical walls, joinedthe conical ceiling, and met at the
peak, forming with a reverse curve a deep spike from which hung the chandelier.
Around the walls were an astonishing variety of photographs,which he presumed
to have been the artifacts of a hobby ofNachitose's. Monochromatic prints in
black and white, others in color, still others in metal engravings which looked
likephotographs in lights. The only problem Fraesch had was determining what
Nachitose's hobby had been; had it been photography, or herself? The
photographs were all of the sameperson, a woman. The same woman he had seen in
the thirdface of the Conceptualizer, the intense, severe face. They were all
here, in an astonishing variety of poses and expressions, some as commonplace
as the crudest of family mementoes, others the result of a sure and highly
sophisticated aesthetic.
Fraesch
looked around for a long time. At last he askedTula, "Are all these
Nachitose?"
"Jenserico
Nachitose is the woman you see here displayed.I have taken them down from the
other parts of the suite, butthis room has been quite beyond me."
"I
agree—she seems to have been an intimidating woman.It's as if she's still here,
in a way, and would disapprove ofbeing taken down."
Tula
looked at Fraesch curiously. "You sound as if you almost think she's still
alive."
Fraesch
said, after a moment, very thoughtfully, "In a way, in a way. . . .
Something lasts of us, the remains of theinfluences we had on the world. I am
sure there is somethingleft behind, fading, but real, nonetheless. I agree with
you,Tula—you should take them down. He did not tell her he had seen this face
in the Conceptualizer. But he thought longon it, and did not forget it.
Tula
disappeared into the far parts of her suite, and reappeared in a few moments,
dressed in very substantial clothing, and carrying a fur-trimmed parka. Fraesch
thought thatafter the night she had spent, she looked remarkably vital
andfresh.
She
led him through the complex by another route, whichshortly emerged outside at a
plain entrance which did notseem much used; there was no landscaped path
leading tip toit, and the arch about it seemed hastily erected, as if the verve
of the builders had begun to die out at this part. Tulasaid, "They tell me
this entry sees more use in the summer,when it is warm, but at this latitude,
even summer is cool, and the water is always cold, so few come this way then,
andnone now. This will be our secret, yes?"
And
Fraesch remembered how surely and easily she hadpassed through the corridors,
tubes, junctions, without anyhesitation whatsoever, and he thought that she had
been very busy; Tula was beginning to show sides of herself he wouldn'thave
imagined. The trouble was that it was as if she didn'tcare that he saw them—she
had shed her image of lab technician casually, as if it didn't make any
difference anymore, almost before it had ceased to matter, an odd sense of
timingindeed. He knew she wasn't what she claimed to be; and he found himself
not caring. She was fascinating, and he feltcompletely at ease with her. Not
quite enough to reveal whathe knew; but he doubted if it made any difference to
her. Shewas directly engaged with him, and something beyond him,and—here, an
odd echo of the words of Tuzun—of no malice toward him. Strange and exotic she
was, and he was sureshe would become even more so.
It
was midday, and they walked along the beach, sayinglittle, watching the endless
play of light over the Empyreansea, the changing cloudscapes, the wheel and
turn and swoopsof the
Kryloruki, who were out, scavenging
and hunting inthe wake of the storm. They watched them, followed individuals,
picked out ones who flew with particular style and grace.
They
listened to the churning of the waves, the hiss andrumbles, and watched the
endless play of light; Fraesch observed that despite all the tumult of the sky,
it did not seem to be clearing, to which Tula agreed, adding that anotherstorm
was supposed to follow, this one a snowstorm. Fraeschbreathed the cold, windy
air, and nodded.
They
returned back along the shore of the muttering seathe way they had come; except
that when they reached a spotnear where they had arrived from the site, now
clearly visible, Tula led them farther on southward, passing the livingcomplex
and making their way down almost to the stream.Here they turned back.
They stopped in the shelter of some windblown
trees. Tula's cheeks were rosy, and her breath was streaming wispsof fog away
in the wind; but cold as it was—and it was notbecoming bitter as only a cold
wind off the ocean can be—she seemed to be reveling in the discomfort.
She
said, "You wonder that I come to you in thin, fashionable garments in the
night, and in the day strive against thewind. I have only one word for it:
engagement. Everythingis rare, precious, a jewel I I admit to being a savorer
of theseexperiences, for it is sad to know that they will never be again, no
matter that we should come back. We are as fragile and evanescent as the light,
as the waves. Do you find thatsurprising?"
"Indeed
I do, but your approach is one I admire, that Iwish to share."
"That
is why I wished you for my lover, for as long as thiswave may last; I saw this!
Not for me the glassy-eyed lust ofreptiles, the mindless gratification of
organs and glands, thefevered desire, the satiety, and then the disgust—stale
bodiesworn out and discarded. We must not become casual."
Fraesch
felt surprise and amazement. Tula was an incredible romantic, but it was not a
romance of youthful visions,but something ripe and ancient, and a litde mysterious.
He said, "You are rare and a wonder. . . . Were you referring to the site
personnel?"
"Yes.
I have seen them, as I explored, talked with them.They are not like us, do you
see that?"
"I
saw it at the first; Pelletier and Dekadice, and then others. They all seem to
have an odd fixation, but I hadn't placed it."
"We
are the only civilized people on the entire planet, youand I; we must ally, we
must share for a time, that we arehere, that we do not lose what is ours."
She sounded both passionately concerned and completely sincere.
Fraesch
said, "I feel as if you were . . . what's the word? Leading me, but that's
not it. . . . That's odd—I should be leading you."
"You
have unrealized potentials; if I may make you awareof them, that is a rare
gift, is it not?"
Fraesch
nodded, and looked along the coast hills to thesouth of them. Something caught
his eye. He stood up, intothe wind, and looked closer. Tula followed him.
Together,they returned a littie way toward the beach. Braving thewind, they
looked—and saw, a bit farther on, near the top ofthe hill, facing the ocean, a
shanty or shack fashioned of scraps and pieces, apparently left over from the
constructiondays. It looked fragile, as if a puff of wind would blow itaway,
but the weathering of its irregular shape showed it hadalready survived several
winters. From a crude chimney fashioned of beach rocks a thin trickle of smoke
was drawn into the wind.
Fraesch said, "Someone lives there!
Someone from the site?" She said, "I think not. I have heard talk of
a primitivistsect; perhaps it is one of theirs." And after another moment,
"Now I am truly
chilled. Let us return. Remember, you willcome to me tonight; now you know the
way. Come early, Iwill fix something light and nourishing for us—I am something
of a gourmet cook."
Fraesch
smiled, "And afterwards?" Tula smiled back, warmly, despite the
chill. "And afterwards, something special, if you like."They returned
to the complex, walking up the hill holdinghands like schoolchildren..
To say that Fraesch was completely enthralled,
captivatedand fascinated (all words whose roots have to do with capture,
bonding, tying into bundles, and in general, bondage)would have been an
understatement. He sighed to himself,once alone; in love like a schoolboy!
Utterly ridiculous! Yetat least one part of him was enjoying the sensation, the
littlewarm places of the beginnings which all had the potential ofturning into
dull and exquisitely painful dull aches later. Equally true, it could be said
that another part of him wasawake and wary and coldly aware of the undeniable
fact thatwhile he could discern no trace whatsoever that Tula was lying to him,
it was also clear enough that she was not tellingeverything—not all the truth.
The most obvious facet of thiswas that she was palpably too finished to be a lab technician of any sort; and that
her expressed tastes were much too finely tuned to belong to a person of her
apparent age—unmodified. Therefore, therefore. . . . There was a conclusion
there, but what was it? That Tula Vicinczin was on Long-life? So? Many were.
What of it? Good manners precludedhim asking her directly, or indirecdy so that
an answer couldbe reasonably inferred. This was one social taboo which
hadsurvived everything. You did not ask, nor did you say, ifasked. The stricture
even had a name, so titled in honor of an ancient company of Old Earth, long
since gone, and its employer, who forbade members of his company from askingone
another what their salaries were: "to perrot" was not toask
embarrassing questions.
Fraesch
concluded that Tula was correct in at least one thing: it was proper to take a
nap. Last night had been demanding, especially so in light of the unbearable
day of Mulcahen, and morning had come early; and tonight promisedmore of the
same. But first he had something to attend to.
He went to the study, glancing at the frame,
the Conceptualize^ still presenting faces, some beautiful, some plain, some
even mildly homely, to an empty room, fragments of a disintegrated, vanished
personality—the property of a man now dead. It had been cut off from its input:
no matter—it now had enough data to extrapolate, to improvise, the
project.Eerie and disturbing, those faces. No two were alike, it seemed.
Moricle had not preferred blondes, nor brunettes, nor any particular shapes.
Fat, thin, healthy, sallow, lazy, intense. Something had made him remember them
all as remarkable in some way. Fraesch was certain that the unifyingkey was
meaningless, as much as anyone's would be. The clue to what had happened to
Moricle was not to be found ina gallery of what he considered were pretty
faces.
Fraesch sat at the desk and removed from a
drawer a padof paper, on which he carefully composed a short message ina cipher
of considerable complexity which he knew Pergaleswould recognize, and which he
also knew would be reasonably secure from hobbyists and casual security
officers. It involved first converting the alphabet into a binary code
of"words" of five bites each, using strict binary standard
progression to match against his standard alphabet. The resultantbinary stream
he carefully wrote out so that it would be encompassed in exactly five streams,
one below the other, bitesof all lines being aligned exactly. He then read back
a ciphertext by listing down the columns, across the lines, and transcribing a
letter from the binary code. They had used the system before, and so far it had
resisted, to their knowledge,attack from even professional security
cryptanalysts; the reason was that they were looking too hard, in the wrong
place.
In
plaintext, the message said: "P fm F. Qy allpertfactconc one each Tula
Vicinczin claimed resident Aegaea butalso of Earth, Russian area also France.
Addit urg req confidential resume Speculations, Inc. non-public data Rush
rush.End text."
This
Fraesch folded up, placed in an envelope marked Mulcahen Public Message Center,
and filled in the address space, "Ramo Pergales, Intercord, S. A., 440
Yeni Harman Caddesi, 18 Erzerum 1485, Turan, on Yagmur." He includedhis
own address as a return. It would be sent transdata, and with luck, he would
hear something back within a week.
As
he was sealing the letter up, once again he felt the strange sensation of
someone being in the study with him,which he resisted with determination; he
knew no one was there, that it was that damned Conceptualizer again. He refused
to look at it, in an exercise of will power. Fraesch put the letter on the
desk, and left the room, turning the lightsout and totally avoiding the
Conceptualizer, even to the pointof turning his head away from it so he could
not see it Andhe left.
And in the now empty room, the frame continued
displaying the image of a woman's face, just another of its repertoireof
thousands, except for two pertinent aspects of the face. The first was that the
image of the person remained on forseveral moments, displaying various views
and expressions,somewhat longer than the average display period. The secondwas
that the face in the frame was without question the faceof Tula Vicinczin.
Fraesch awoke from his nap, observed that it
was somewhat later than he had expected, and rather hurriedly bathedand
dressed. He wore more formal clothes, since Tula had mentioned a light dinner:
dark pants of plain cut, and a shirt-jacket of a lighter shade with a roman
collar and a buttoned front which attached on die right side. Feeling that
allwas as best as could be expected, he turned out the lights andleft, and he
was a good ways up the corridor outside his suitebefore he realized that he
hadn't the foggiest idea how to getthere, even after Tula had taken him there.
He was at a junction. He stopped, ruefully considering, trying to remember how
they had gone earlier in the day.
Damn this labyrinth, anyway.
Fraesch was sure that they had gone straight
at this junction, and that Tula's suite seemed to be higher than his, so that
they went up more than down. Here, they had gone mostly up. . . . He followed
the passage, which indeed wentupward at a steep angle, shifting to stairs,
which Fraesch didnot remember, and then it curved and descended, which was not
as he remembered it at all. He retraced his steps carefully, returning to the
junction. Here was posed a problem.(A problem, he recalled from his student
days irrelevantly,was not a problem but an opportunity to exhibit
outstandingperformance.) It seemed that this junction did not have
fourcorridors, but five, two of which were opposite him Which had he come from?
That would determine which way hetried. Had they made a turn? Or had it been a
sharp turn?He decided to go back to his place and start from scratch. Hewalked
resolutely into the corridor he thought he had come from, and found his steps
not gradually descending, but fol
v lowing a hard, ascending curve to the right,
which ended at another junction. Fraesch
returned to the first junction, and found that a peculiar sense of
disorientation had set in, andhe couldn't recall which tunnel he had come from;
they wereidentical. No, not quite. But he had neglected to memorize the subtle
differences in shape of the mouth of the tunnelsand the lighting within them.
He was not sure that it was thejunction he had come from at all.
Now he was really perplexed, and a little
embarrassed as well; he would certainly be late. He decided that some actionwas
preferable to standing there, chewing his lip, so he set out along what seemed
to be a reasonable choice, hoping thateventually he would arrive somewhere
where he could at leastask directions, if not to the house of Tula, to
Jenserico Nachitose's old place. After a time, Fraesch reconsidered, because he
had become completely lost. He had passed severalsuite doors, but he had no
idea whom they belonged to; therewere no blazons or name tags, and the doors
were also identical. He began to understand something of the psychology ofthe
designers of this insane dormitory: they had known thatin such a small,
isolated site, unbearable tensions would accumulate, so they had built a maze
house and deliberatelydesigned in perfect anonymity. Inside, Fraesch suspected
thatthe suites were all radically different. Outside, they were blank. The
off-white material and the dim lighting gave noclues whatsoever. How the hell had Tula navigated in this
insane place?
That thought rebounded like an echo. How could
she have? She said she had been investigating, talking to people—the ease with
which she had found his place, and ledhim back to hers, that could have been a
clever memorization; or she could possibly know more about this place than
shehad told him. Fraesch suddenly felt a hot wash of paranoia,which receded
quickly. After all, his problem was to find some way, now.
Fraesch thought he heard voices from somewhat
fartheralong the section he was in, and decided that it was better toadmit
ignorance than remain in place. He set out along thecorridor. But for a time,
he did not catch up with the voices,which seemed to be engaged in a low
conversation which hecould not catch the sense of. If the suites were
soundproof, the corridors transmitted sound in erratic and confusingways. But
Fraesch was beginning to feel a little desperation,and so he alternately walked
fast, and stopped to listen, trying to follow the shifting, drifting bits of
conversation.
He crossed several more junctions, and at last
the voices seemed to be growing in volume and numbers. He was nearing
something. They were not moving, were not recedingfrom him. He ascended a tight
spiral stairwell , . . and emerged into a broad, open area, roofed by a %
triacontahedronal geodesic made of crystal. This room was occupied by about ten
or twelve people in what he imagined couldonly be dress for a costume party
whose theme might havebeen 'The Whores of Babylon," or "Sodom and
Gormorrah."The dome was ink-dark. It was night, and over it snow
wasblowing fitfully, lit by the soft light from the room, whichwas a bit dim,
and flickers of lightning from somewhere faroff, outside.
There
were no chairs, as such, but there were a lot of cushions strewn about. A soft
rug was underfoot; and to oneside there was a small, self-service refreshment
center. The people stood, or reclined casually among the cushions. A pungent
odor was in the air, a scent he did not recognize, something apparentiy coming
from an iron censer opposite the bar.
The
people. . . . These are my employees, he thought, ordinary people whose only apparent -vice is
that they seem a bit distracted at work. Mechanics, bookkeepers, clerks,
managers. But these were not his,
in this place; they were figures out of a delirium induced by pernicious drugs.
Faces weremade up and painted in extreme designs, so as to obscure thelines of
the plain face. Bodies were exposed, teased, highlighted, concealed,
exaggerated. Sexuality was the most obvious characteristic, plainly stated. A
girl wore nothing butshreds of animal skins (he was to learn later they were
skinsof kryloruki), like some jungle amazon, and had arrangedher
hair into a crown of evenly spaced tiny braids, each woven with white feathers.
Her breasts were covered, but her genitals were bared, shaved, and surrounded
with an abstracttechnicolor starburst that spread randomly along her thighsand
belly. She was blonde, young in appearance, virtuallyadolescent, and
exquisitely beautiful. A man passed, eyes heavily streaked with kohl like an
Egyptian high priest, headshaven, wearing nothing but golden chains and
bearing, forthe edification of the party-goers, a colossal erection. Therewas a
woman whose entire body was covered in black paint,except for luminous pale
outlines about her bodily orifice. Helooked again: yes, each. And he reflected
that perhaps thesethree were actually among the more sober examples. Every
one seemed to be
possessed of a nervous energy that madethem pace like tigers, and which in turn
lent a giddy, end-ofthe-world atmosphere to the gathering.
The
odd thing about it was that no one seemed to botherwith him; they all knew he
was there—each, in turn, turnedand observed that someone had entered the room.
Yet as theydid, each one seemed to dismiss him from their minds, instantly.
Fraesch felt like a ghost; he felt invisible—he did nothave the proper . . .
attire, if that was indeed the correct word for the bodily adornment and
avertisement he saw before him. At least nudity, he thought, would permit me to
talk with one of these bizarre people.
Fraesch
stood, uncertain. He was suddenly thirsty, but hewas unsure of the bar and what
was being served; he did notwish to arrive at Tula's in some outlandish costume
with his mind blown to the winds. Fraesch watched two satyrs, complete with
hooves and goat horns, drag a maiden across thefloor, while she struggled with
music-hall theatricality.
A
dark figure loomed before him, wearing a garment ofdark strips of cloth, and
whose body was painted with heat-sensitive paint; colors rippled over skin,
broken up by the vertical strips. The eyes blinked rapidly, glassily. Fraesch thought
the disguised face familiar. Pelletier?
A girl joined them, who distracted his
attention: gold-bronze hair cascaded past her face in tight curls that
gleamedoilily in the half-light. He had not seen her before. She worethe
costume of a belly dancer, and moved, as if dancing tosome unheard music, slow
and sensuous. Her face was heavily lined and streaked with glittery colors, and
her wide mouth was expanded with an even larger one painted on inbright
blood-red. Her eyes were open and staring glassily; hereyelids moved abruptly,
and Fraesch saw that she had approached them with her eyes closed; a pair of
staring eyeballshad been painted on them, exactly the same color as her own.She
half-circled about Fraesch, marveling at him, alternatelyopening and closing
her eyes, which lent a lunatic quality toher face. She stared intently, either
way. At last she came close, and presented her palms to Fraesch; each of these
alsohad an eye painted on it
As
the girl marveled, the man said, "It's Fraesch, come to our party."
Fraesch
tried to be rational, and asked, "Are you Pelletier? I'm trying to find
Tula... ."
But
Pelletier said, "I was Pelletier, tonight I am Lightning,the Lord, who
will not strike twice in the same place."
Fraesch
started to say, "I'm sure you will, but. . . ." But Pelletier had
turned and flowed away, gliding like a dancer.The girl with the painted extra
eyeballs remained, walking ina slow circle about Fraesch, opening and closing
her remarkable eyes iand presenting her palms to him with fingers fluttering
exactiy like eyelashes. She said nothing. Fraesch foundthe intense, lunatic
scrutiny disturbing. He turned to followher erratic motions, bobbing and
weaving with her . . . he reached to touch her, and found that her skin was
feverishlywarm, and slippery. Fraesch touched her hair, and it was oilyas well.
Her body emitted a maddening fragrance of exotic spices.
At
his touch, she stiffened, and then relaxed, smiling expectandy. She turned up
her face and opened her mouth; there was a sharp, aromatic odor on her breath,
pungent and metallic. Fraesch said, "Will you help me? I am lost."
The
girl said, "We are all lost, but now we are found; I have found you and
that is all I need to know."
"No,
no, I have lost my way in this place, and I need tofind the house of Tula
Vicinczin. Please help me."
"Tula?
Tula? I know no Tula. At any rate, she has not come to join us."
"Nachitose?"
"Ah,
now, Jenserico, yes, but she is not here, either; she
went away, I think,
somehow . . . hm. She hasn't come at alllately, as I recall, no, not at all. It
must have been because we were too timid for her—she was exacting, Jenserico, a
stern teacher who always strode up the pinnacles we couldonly glimpse and urged
us ever onwards, so much did Jenserico. And you to her place, and dressed as a
minister of religion. Ah, now, a rare one. Will she accept more? Please
takeme!"
Fraesch
seemed to catch some of the flavor of it He said, "It is impossible, out
of the question! I must now Say no, for Iwas commanded to exactitude. But I
have lost the way in thecorridors, and must go onward as well. I am
driven!"
"Oh,
tragic destiny!" The girl leaned close, to whisper asecret "She will
use whips!"
"Nevertheless,
still must I go to my certain fate."
She
said, more logically, "You realize I will have to antidote to find my own
way?"
"Yes,
yes, how else could it be? How could I hope to arrive myself antidoted. It was
specific!"
The girl rummaged through a pouch at her side,
found a capsule, and abruptly took it, without anything to wash itdown. She
grimaced at its taste, but swallowed bravely. ToFraesch's amazement, her
expression cleared, like smoke blowing away. In another minute she was sober
and rational,if a little shaky. She said, "Now I know you; the new
director, at least for a while." Her new behavior was wildlymismatched
with her appearance, a fact which caused Fraesch to feel an odd compassion for
her; after all, she was returning to sobriety, all to conduct him to a partyshe
was not invited to. In the space of less than a minute, shehad turned from a
bizarre vision of the underside of the world to a child in party clothes, the
meaning of which shehadn't the foggiest idea.
She
turned and indicated he should follow her. As she turned, Fraesch noticed that
her nose was large and strong,that it added character to her face. He decided
that she mighthave looked better dressed normally; no matter. She had chosen
her way.
She conducted Fraesch back down to the
corridors, and along them unerringly, never hesitating at turns and junctionsof
the ways. And in a short time, hardly worth asking directions for, she led him
to a plain door which looked likeTula's; and the corridor seemed familiar as
well, the curve, the lighting. The girl said, in a low voice, dispiritedly,
"So we are at the sanctum of the renown Nachitose; you may go within to
whatever awaits you." Then she added, thoughtfully, not looking directly
at Fraesch, "But Jenserico is dead,isn't she, and a stranger lives here .
. . that is too bad—she would have put you through your paces. But—yes,
but!" Shebrightened, and then she whispered, "But you would haveloved
it! You would have been enlightened! You would haveknown unimaginable things.
She . . . I suppose all the would-bes must be consigned to the
methanizer."
Fraesch
thought something was tugging at her, that the antidote had not been strong
enough to pull her completelyback, to the here and now. He said, "You have
done much to bring me here; will you return to the party?"
'No
. . . it is too late now. I am very tired, and shall return to my suite and
sleep alone for a change. . . . If I goback, what we have there to edify the
senses will no longerwork against the antidote. I will become spectacularly
sick,
and no one will love me.
Better that I try again another time." "You are gracious to have
ruined your evening to show methe way; I am grateful—what I can do, I will, if
you ask."
The
girl straightened to go, and said, enigmatically, "It has been a service
worth performing, almost as good as stayingwhere I was; and now you will know
our way, and soon wewill meet you at the gatherings in your secret soul; what
will you be, our hired administrator? What are you in the darkness of your
soul? Hsh! But tell me not, only ask for mein Sodom." She turned and
trudged back along the corridorthe way they had come.
Fraesch
called after her, "Whom shall I ask for?"
She
turned him a weak smile over a now-drooping shoulder, and she called back,
"Lot's daughter!" and turned a corner and was lost from sight.
8
Fraesch
rang, and the door slid back to reveal Tula, dressed in a manner he thought at
first conservative. All black. Tula wore a long, loose skirt, a buttonless
sheer blouse,and a velvet short jacket. It was at his second look that henoted
that the skirt was a wraparound which opened at everystep, the blouse
transparent, and that she was barefooted.
She exclaimed, "Where have you been? Were
you lost?"
"Yes,
lost my way, I did, and also walked into a very strange party; one of them
helped me." And he related a brief description of some of what he had
seen.
Tula
said, "I have seen them; that is why I said I thoughtthat we were not of
their kind. Practically the entire staff indulges themselves . . . I am no
puritan, yet I find such mass-gropes to lack taste, style and meaning, not to mention
emotion. I am sure they are not completely aware of the identity of their
partners."
"The
girl who brought me here spoke of 'secret souls.'"
"Yes, that is how they call it . . . they
are young and sofar have only one life, and they see it passing swiftiy."
Sheturned the full blaze of her attention on Fraesch, intense, now. "It
was long ago that we thought those thoughts; andwe have chosen rarity and that
which is made valuable byscarcity, have we not? So now, to dinner. Come."
Dinner
was light and subtie—a thin but delicious soup, wafers of a thin, dark bread,
stalks of a reedy vegetable; Fraesch found himself enjoying it despite himself;
it left no aftertaste and no sense of stuffing oneself at all, yet he felt
alive, vigorous, full of energy for an unusual adventure.
Tula brought her own water pipe to the table
after theyhad cleared the table settings, and over cups of a bitter chocolate
liquor, and between draws on the pipe, which containeda flavor of aurindt
Fraesch had never known, he said as much.
Tula
nodded, and said, "I, too . , . are you of a mind for
an
adventure?"
Fraesch
did not hesitate. "Yes."
She
said, from under her eyelashes, "This is different." But
she
had the expression on her face of complete trust. A
secret
Fraesch
asked, "What is it?"
"In
this suite, there is a hidden room. When they were
building this place, I have heard they let
some of the key
people design in what they wanted, for after
all, it was to be
an isolated place, and the work intense. You
have seen what
Moricle
had built in for himself. Now I would like to show
you
Nachitose's specialty."
Fraesch
allowed his eyebrows to rise. He said, "Nachitose
seems to have had an unusual repute here; they
spoke of her
at
the party with awe, at least the girl did."
"I
have listened well to the tales, but I have not heard of
this; I found it by accident, but when I did,
I thought of
you." She stood up, tossed down the
remainder of the drink,
and moved away from the table, extending her
slender white
hand
to Fraesch. "Will you follow?"
Fraesch
joined her, and she took his hand. "Then come with me." And she
started out, back into the interior of the suite. Fraesch had not seen the far
interior of Tula's suite, but while he had been there, he had had the strong
impression that the bedrooms were "up" in relation to the partnear
the level on which one entered. The way her voice hadcarried. They started out
along a bypass around the kitchen,and turned into a tiny alcove hardly big
enough for both ofthem, which ended in a door with a conspicuous
mechanicallock, which Tula manipulated, finally swinging it open.
It opened to a tiny landing which was the top
of a tight, steep spiral which went down. Tula closed and locked thedoor.
Fraesch asked, "Tula, what is it down here?"
She only smiled mischievously and placed a
finger over herlips. Then she pointed down. Fraesch listened, and heard
nothing. He looked. The light was not appreciably differentfrom the rest of the
house, save that it was fainter, and it seemed that there was a bluish tone to
it welling up from thebottom. He sniffed the air. It was fresh, but there was a
subtle scent on it, something musky, sexual.
He began descending. The spiral was longer
than he thought, having seen it from the top—some trick of perspective. The stairs
were narrow, so that only one could pass at a
time.
He went ahead, and Tula followed.
She
whispered, "This place is not even on the site architec
tural plans: it was completely secret I have
found no one
who will admit to having been down here—perhaps
no one
was."
They
reached the bottom, which was a junction with cor
ridors leading off into curtained alcoves. The
light was defi
nitely blue, now. All blue, and rather dim.
Tula prompted,
"Straight ahead. The rooms are
interconnected. Go straight
first."
Fraesch
did as he had been asked, and entered the first
room
straight ahead.
What
he saw and felt seemed to be a heated swimming
pool with a domed roof, lit solely by
underwater lighting. The
room was dark and mysterious as a cave, and
felt warm; al
most uncomfortably warm. The pool must be
quite warm.
There was nothing but the pool, and cushions
around it, and
the entrance. And to one side, a tube that led
elsewhere.
Fraesch asked, turning to Tula, "This is
speciall Can we
swim, tonight?" He saw Tula's eyes were
wide with expecta
tion.
She said, "It is what I brought you here
to do . . . but I must tell you some things . . . that is not water."
"What is it?"
"A
light, scented oil, heated and constandy filtered. It has
also
a large reserve tank, which has not been used. There is a steam room and shower
through that tube, and the other room is a bedroom." Tula unfastened her
skirt and let it fall away from her hips, holding it with one hand. "I do
not know what kind of oil it is, except that is has a marvelous effect on you,
and that it is lighter than water, so that you willnot float, and it is
shallow."
Fraesch removed his clothes as Tula finished
with hers, and, they stored them in a small closet which she showed him. They
clasped each other's hands, and she said, "It is body temperature. It will
seem warm at first." They steppedin together.
Tula left him then and let her body setde into
the pool,slowly. Fraesch did the same, slowly at first; it was warm, butthe
sensation soon faded. It was about waist-deep. Fraeschmoved experimentally,
feeling the slickness of it. The slightscent, the warmth, the slippery fluid
all began to work powerfully on him. Tula let herself slide beneath the
surface, a slender pale mermaid. Fraesch found a shelf built in, sat onit,
feeling the warmth rise to his shoulders. He ducked his head under as she had
done, and when his eyes cleared,slighdy blurred from the oil, he saw Tula
moving to the otherside, where she stretched, reached for a portion of the
wall, a switch it seemed, and the lights went out. It was totally dark.
Fraesch
felt nothing, then waves in the pool, a current nearhim along his legs, and
suddenly Tula slid around him like aneel, clasping him with her arms, her mouth
searching for his,her legs sliding around him. He felt a rush of lust so
intensehe thought he was going insane, and in total darkness theyfound each
other and slid together effortlessly. There were noconcepts in his mind to
measure it by. Time had stopped,marked only by their breathing and the light
murmur of thewaves they made. It was coming too fast, almost instantly,and Tula
slid away from him gliding out of his grasp as easily as she had helped join
herself to him. Fraesch groped forher. He felt neither frustration nor anger,
but a swellingdesire so intense it blocked everything else from his mind.
Hefelt a light current and grasped at it, clutching madly, and hisfingertips
slid along a smooth thigh, and lost it. He moved toward where he thought she
was, and felt current flow again.He leaped for her, caught a warm and slippery
body, whichsquirmed away again, and she slipped out, onto die shelf which
encircled the pool. Fraesch followed.
She was waiting for him, and let him catch
her; half-sitting, they slid together again, their motions magnified,
theirminds blank. Again Tula slipped away from him, strugglingand squirming.
Fraesch felt as if he were being touched all over. He caught her again and
pressed her roughly to the cushion, taking her violendy, he thought rape, and
as he did,he felt her grasp him with all her limbs with a strength hewould not
have imagined she had, and she began laughingand babbling madly in his ear, and
then Fraesch felt his owndesire suddenly peak up, up, into regions known only
to themad, and he also babbled nonsense, secret things he had never dreamed of
saying before. It did not seem to stop, butseemed to continue for an
unendurable time, and the intense lust only faded gradually, it did not subside
rapidly after theirshared orgasm. They continued moving slightly for a long
time, as if they could keep it
Now
Tula let him gently disengage from her, although hedid not leave her, but drew
her back into the pool, where they sat on a ledge, together, moving their hands
along thelines of each other.
Fraesch
whispered, 'Tula... this is insane."
"I know. You want the impossible here.
You think that inthis place it will never end; but we must let our bodies
resetfor a little. There is some property to this fluid, that we willwant to do
it again, soon . . . I know. And when we are exhausted, we must go and take hot
and very soapy showers,steam ourselves, and we will sleep together." She
slid off theledge and half-swam out into the center of the pool, as if
shewanted to be alone, briefly.
They did not stay apart very long. At the end
of it, Fraesch could not truly remember precisely what they haddone or how many
times; it seemed to blur in his recollection. But a time came when they knew
that their endurancewas finally at its end, whatever die chemical message was
inthe fluid, and they climbed weakly out of the pool, and wentto the showers
for a long and soapy bath together, washingevery trace of the oil from them,
scrubbing each other wearily. Tula cautioned him, "You have to wash it all
off, or theeffects linger . . . you can't sleep, or anything." They
wenttogether to a tiny chamber where rushing hot air dried them,and then they
went to the bedroom, a space not gready different from the standard models in
the suites above them.
Save that this one had a tiny night-light by
the curtaineddoor, and the ceiling, doming above them, was speckled
withthousands of tiny points of light, like stars. The floor of thechamber, the
bed, was soft, and there were soft blankets, which they pulled over them; Tula
curled into his arms, andwas breathing deeply almost before she had stopped
moving,and Fraesch embraced her protectively, inhaling the wonderful clean
scent of her hair, and fell into the dreamless sleepof total exhaustion. He had
no reflective thoughts, no thoughts of any kind. There was in the universe only
thisfragrant, graceful woman and the bed they slept in.
Fraesch
awoke, and had no idea what time it was, or even, for that matter, what day it
was. The bed-cupola had no changes in lighting to signal the passage of time.
Tula wasgone; that he realized immediately.
He wondered, idly, how long he had slept. He
felt cleaned,purged. His head was clear. Fraesch climbed out of the bedchamber
and retrieved his clothes from the locker by the lip of the pool. For a time,
he dressed in the entryway, lookingat the pool, seeing the slight current on
the surface caused bythe filtration unit, the soft play of lights along the
domed ceiling, the blue lights deep under the surface. There lingered ahint of
die scent of the oil, something vaguely attractive, although it had lost some
of its potency after the time they hadspent in it. Fraesch marveled at it. High
technology, indeed. How had Tula referred to it, before he had known of it?
"Something special, if you like." Indeed it was special, an utter luxury.
Fraesch climbed the spiral back to the kitchen
level, and rather regretfully closed and dogged down the doorway to thechamber
of subterranean delights. But why, in a place obviously designed for such
pleasures and the fulfillments of everyone's most basic longings, was such a
place kept secret? Itseemed to him that the party goers should have had it,
notNachitose, necessarily, although he suspected that Nachitosemight well have
been able to afford it. He was glad it was notpublic, however; Fraesch imagined
that such an extreme ofintimacy would probably not cope so well with ten or
twentysquirming bodies, as it had with only two. And Tula! Whowould have
imagined it? Yet her pale, lean body seemed to fitthe environment especially
well, indeed, as if she fit it perfectly. Fraesch reflected that Nachitose must
have been ofsimilar build, slender, muscular, wiry.
Tula
had left a package of buns on the warmer, and over it a folded note, which was
very neat and precise. It said, "Joachim—I awoke early and decided to go
to the lab and start the data collection, at least warm it up and do some
testruns, so that we can start looking into it in earnest come theworkdays. Do
not wait for me, but proceed as you will; I willcome to you again—we have only
just started. Love, Tula."
Fraesch heated the buns, made himself some
coffee, and afterwards, thoughtfully breakfasted in a tiny alcove off
thekitchen unit. He felt still bemused by the events of . . . how long? Fraesch
suddenly felt the need to return to the rhythms of the world. He abruptly got
up from the small table and began looking about for a chronometer, or some
trace of time. The kitchen had no windows. Fraesch followed another short
corridor, and found himself in a dining room.The entire room was paneled in a
dark, waxy wood withelaborate swirls and streaming patterns of grain in colors
ofburnt umber, brown, gray-gold. Apparently the dining roomprojected outward
from the structure—in the ceiling was a large elliptical skylight. At the far
end, across a long, elliptical table sculptured out of the floor, were two of
the triangular windows, leaning out at the apexes. The view was of theocean and
a small strip of beach, and as he looked across thelength of the room, he
looked into the setting sun of Mulcahen. A warm glow filled the room and evoked
sympathetic highlights from the polished and curved and sculpturedwooden
surfaces. It was evening. He had slept through an entire day.
Fraesch
did not rummage about through the suite, but tidied up the kitchen and left,
pausing only to look over theimages of Nachitose that filled the parlor. Yes,
he was sure.This woman was the same one he had seen in the Conceptualizer of
Leonid Moricle.
Through the pictures of Nachitose, Fraesch was
able to identify Moricle, although he was not the only man displayedin the
collection of pictures. He was the only one who wasshown with Nachitose where
the background was obviouslythis site, Halcyon. Moricle appeared to have been
somewhatheavy-set in build, with a strong, Semitic face; he looked competent
and heavy-handed, and not at all a match for thetense, vibrant Nachitose, who
seemed . . . brittle, yes, thatwas the word, beside him. But again, Moricle did
not seemthe type to indulge in aesthetic vices, either. Many of the pictures
had sailboat or yacht club backgrounds.
Fraesch left the suite, this time determined
to find his own way, however long it took; he knew he had to be nowhere ontime,
so he proceeded with caution and deliberate throughtfulness. Shortly he found
himself at the party room, and hefelt as if he had now accomplished something.
The room wasempty, and cleared of all traces of the bizarre events he hadseen
in the room the night before. They had evaporated intothe air. Fraesch left,
and carefully found his way back to thespot where he had first heard the
voices, and after a few falsestarts, found himself back on familiar ground,
near his ownplace, and so returned home. As he entered, and closed thepanel
behind him, he took a deep breath. The quiet and senseof emptiness in his own
suite was relaxing and secure after theevents of the last few days. He felt as
if he had completed asingle revolution, and was now at a point in the wheel
fromwhich he would embark upon a new phase.
Concerning Tula. . . . There as well, he felt
secure, and a warm glow began circulating as he thought of her. No doubt there
was much to be explained, but he felt certain that Tulawas probably harmless.
Her account of things seemed plausible enough, even if what she had told was
not the whole of it.Everything fit together. An odd thought intruded, which
hedismissed. It hadn't seemed important at the time, nor couldhe imagine why it
had occurred to him, now. It was simplythis: that the access door to the
underground pool had beenmechanical in operation, and the door had borne the
mark ofa bare patch, where something had been removed—perhapsan information
plate, or sign. He tried to dismiss the thought,but it would not go away.
Fraesch went to the study, where he stood,
uncertain, watching the Conceptualizer go through its endless changes,its
endless variations on a single theme. The frame was a paradigm for what was
happening to him: it was beautiful inits own way, and to Fraesch's mind,
completely empty of Moricle in any sense that could affect him. It was
distractionfrom the reality of what had been going on here, was going on now.
He felt a sudden wavering of reality, a trembling. He felt a need to get away
from Halcyon, and its enclosed environment, pleasurable though it was.
Something was nagging at him, just below the level of consciousness.
Fraeschcould not dispell the feeling. He sat at the study desk, and removed pen
and paper from the drawer, whereupon he beganto write.
a. Tula knew what I was doing at Halcyon, but I had not told
her.
b. I have been carefully seduced by the aforementioned Tula,
however much I have enjoyed itShe has done the things I would respond to
mostpositively, which implies significant knowledge. Thismay match with (a).
c. Urbifrage advised me, in an oracular manner to "be careful,"
on the train. Tuzun also made observations. But how would they know? They
hadnever seen her before. One of two conditions pertains: either Urbifrage and
daughter are paranormally perceptive, or they have seen Tula before. But how
could they—Urbifrage has never been off-planet, and Tula has ostensibly never
been here before, although she has not said so—only implied it.The reasonable
conclusion is that she's been here before.
d. Tula made her way through the corridors without help.
Fraesch looked at the sheet of paper and shook
his head.Then he wrote:
The conclusion is that Tula has been here
before. None of the station personnel seems to know her,so she was here before
they came. Here on Mulcahen, here, in the northwest, and here, at Halcyon.
She knew who I was and why I was here. Shehas
kept careful watch on me, and has gone to considerable trouble to
"capture" my loyalty.
She has attained access to the lab and
permissionto operate the equipment.
Fraesch
looked away from the paper and sighed deeply.This would go far to explain why
she seemed to relax a litde,and no longer insisted on her background as
technician, butbecame more herself. It didn't matter any more. But an answer
only provokes more questions, and for Fraesch, these were now obvious: why? For
a moment, he started to say,"She's working for Speculations," but
there was somethingabout that which didn't quite feel correct If for another
group, who? And there was another thing, too; that it appeared she was working
alone, without contacts, although hecouldn't be so sure of that. He could be
reasonably sure shehad no close contact with anyone off-planet—she was prey
tothe same isolation as the rest of them. And if truly operatingalone, she
would have to be, by inference, either enormouslyself-confident or
professionally experienced, or both. Preferably. He suspected it would be
without contacts, then. Thatwould fit. Then . . . whoever had sent her would
dependupon her to get results, which would occur. Suddenly, he felta sense of
oppression. He was an amateur, not a practiced oneat that, suddenly realizing
that he was facing a seasoned pro.Yet the feeling persisted that it was just as
Tuzun had said,that there "was no malice," that Tula was protecting
him aswell as getting him carefully out of the way. In some mannerhe was
necessary to her. Fraesch had a cold chill, just then.He did not have the
faintest idea how far he could push her,until he became unnecessary to Tula. He
was not at all certain that he wanted to determine those limits without help.
He
got up and began pacing around the study. Should hego now to the lab, look in
on her, see if he could catch her atsomething? How would he know? Fraesch was
no technician,but an administrator. No, he thought. That's the wrong way.He
felt an odd and irrational burst of confidence. No, not that way at all. He
smiled to himself. And thought: she'll tellme, I think; she doesn't lie—just
doesn't tell the whole truth.And he added, as an afterthought, in a perverse
sense, all thishas made her more desirable than she was before, worth engaging,
worth capturing, if only for a time.
He
went to the frame and looked at it. As he stood before it, a face was fading
from it, and the screen was assuming itssilvery blankness of the
between-pictures state. Yes. Anotherimage was forming, now, out of the
nothingness. But as thelines solidified they did not resolve into a face.
Fraesch cocked his head and looked curiously at the frame. The linescame in
clear, now, but they made no sense whatsoever. What the frame was displaying
did not look like anything hecould recognize—it seemed to be nothing but curved
lines.These seemed to come in bunches, running more or less horizontally—six to
ten or twelve lines would curve together fora bit, and then end, coming
together in an odd, abrupt junction. There were some other lines, and also
smudgelikemarks, but these disconnected lines and marks occurred in places
where the sets were not. The image began to fade.
Fraesch stood for a long time before the
frame, puzzled. It was something utterly abstract, although it seemed to
havedefinite order to it, in a device that had only shown faces,and rarely,
upper bodies and faces together—busts, as it were. A malfunction? The machine's
way of indicatingmechanical/electronic distress? It seemed not to have
malfunctioned, for it was displaying another face now as easily as ithad the
rest. Or it was something Moricle had seen whichhad somehow been picked up by
the sensor unit, slippedthrough the gaps in its program. Something, then,
significantto Moricle.
Fraesch
returned to the desk, and set up his cryptogram for another message, which
said:
"Urg req data on folw Vers Leonid Moricle
and JensericoNachitose both emp Speculations. Also data on device
Conceptualizer. Stop."
Fraesch fixed himself something to eat, and
afterwards took a short walk to drop his two letters in the message-center
drop. He came straight back, found a thick volume of artprints and commentary
from a planet he'd never heard of,and went to bed, reading and studying until
he fell asleep. Heturned out the light feeling irrationally pleased with
himself.
9
For the first time, Fraesch woke up without
prompting,early. His mind clear, he realized immediately that there wasstill a
day left of break, and there was something he could dowith the time. He
breakfasted hurriedly and dressed in heavyclothing, insulated coveralls and an
electric jacket with a winter hood, taking note of the light outside, which
seemed watery and diffused, the tones of everything gray-blue.
Outside, it was the kind of weather he had
learned to call bitter, on a humid planet on which he had once worked. They had
known little snow, no glaciers except on the highestmountains; yet they had
suffered under one of the worst typesof winters imaginable; month after month
of icy drizzle andfreezing rain. This weather felt like that. There was a
dampwind off the water which cut like a knife. Fraesch paused,halfway down the
hill from the dormitory to the litde creek.The woods covering the far ridge
were dark and sighingmournfully in the cold wind, tossing their twisted
branchescovered with tiny scales. He thought of the distance to town,and the
short daylight, and the worsening weather. He took afew uncertain steps,
indecisively hesitating, and then changedhis direction; not back to the living
complex, but up into thesite proper. Perhaps he could find someone about; the
site did, after all, own its own fleet of striders.
As he might have expected, however, the work
buildings seemed to be deserted. It was still break. Here and there, there was
evidence of some activity, but none of it seemed tobe useful—routine errands by
clerks and checkers. Fraesch began to suspect that he would probably find the
striders alllocked up, and no one sober enough to drive one.
At the large hyperboloid in which the striders
were housed,however, one of the bay doors was open a crack, and therewas light
inside. As he drew near, he could hear voices, and
low mechanical sounds, as of hand tools on metal. Someone was
working.
He
pulled the door open a bit farther, peered inside. Therewas a red strider
there, under light repairs, judging from thefact that it seemed yet to be
assembled, with two parts of people protruding from its rear section; one was
standing,with head and upper torso inside the machine, while a pair ofboots
protruded ungracefully out into bare space from a horizontal access panel.
A
voice issued from the interior of the machine, distorted and muffled, and
reresonated by the metal. "Close the door,will you! You're letting a draft
blow up my arse." And another voice, somewhat shrill, added, "Born in
a barn?"
Fraesch,
somewhat chastened, turned and slid the door closed. One of the voices said,
"Have you got that connector B-2torqued?"
"Right;
just to specs. It's tight."
"Does
it test?"
"Right."
"It's
a wonder; damn replacement parts never fit right—this end or the other, one
will be out of tolerance. I'll say it,it's a damn good thing we thought to
check it before we triedto install it. I hate to think what it would look like
in here if I hadn't remachined that male hookup on this end. . . ." There
was a rattle, as of something small and metallic beingdropped, followed by some
interesting, if low volume, methodical swearing. Finally, the boots began
waving about andemerging from the bowels of the machine, attached to the legs,
and a body, clothed in winter coveralls. The other, whohad been standing,
ducked out of the underside of the machine, gathered the tools he had used in
one hand, and closed a hinged panel with the other, tightening it down withhis
free hand. This was a smallish man of no great strength,seeming slight in
build, with a balding head and a fringe ofbrown hair. He had a long nose, red
with cold, and wateryblue eyes. Young, but homely enough for only a mother
tolove.
The
other one was more robust, and wriggled out of thecompartment without attempt
at grace, landing squarely on the floor. The mechanic dragged a small stool
over, totallyoblivious to Fraesch, and stood on it to close the access panelit
had been in. This one wore a protective leather cap, ratherlike that of some
aviator from the most primitive of times.
Stepping down, the larger said to the smaller,
who was put
ting tools back into a large, upright chest,
"Blester, I guess
you can go on back, now. We're done and HI
take it out and
test
it... IH call you if I need you when I get back."
Elester
finished putting the tools up, and sauntered off
towards the door. He replied, "Good
enough. See you tomor
row."
"Be
early if you can—we have to start on the winterization
of
all the units tomorrow—starting with number four."
Elester
paused in the door. "The hangar queen? Why don't
you just give in and start cannibalizing it
for spares? You
can't keep the damn thing in service more than
a week at a
time."
"See you tomorrow,
Elester.""See you, Chim'." Elester slithered through the crack
inthe door, and pushed it shut behind him.
The
mechanic now put his own tools up in the chest, andcame back around the corner
of the strider, ducking under itsrear part, when he saw Fraesch.
Fraesch
thought the face under the cap was familiar, buthe couldn't place it precisely.
Someone he had seen before:deep-set large eyes, large nose, broad mouth. The
mechanicflipped the helmet off, to reveal a tightly curled cascade
ofgold-bronze curls. The face slid into perspective. It was theface of the girl
who had been Fraesch's guide in the corridors.
The
mechanic smiled at Fraesch. "Well! Our replacementdirector. Welcome to the
motor pool!"
"You
were a harem girl, Lot's Daughter, I believe?"
"There, I was. Here I am Tschimedie
Pendru, Master Mechanic of striders." She accented both names on the last
syllables.Fraesch began, "Well, Mechanic Pendru, it would seem that I have
a problem...."She corrected him, "You can call me Tschimedie, or
Chim'. After all, we've met socially.""Why were you working when you
have days off, you andyour partner? Associate?"
"Elester Cude is no associate, but
apprentice, although Ifear he'll never make it; he has hands of thumbs. I had
us out so we could replace the crawl sequencer on this number one.The
replacement part came in the last delivery, and the repair is overdue. We have
to start on the winterization schedule tomorrow, so I did not want to be
bothered with this pesky part; and besides, I was bored. I wanted to fix this
flaming
machine so I could have an excuse to drive to
town—you know—a test
run."
"I
approve! You have earned it. That was part of my prob
lem: I need to go to town."
"Why
didn't you say so? There are four other machines in
service."
"The
other part of my problem is that I don't know how to
operate them, and hesitated, lest I embarrass
us all by back
ing
one through the wall of the hangar."
"Well
said, Director Fraesch! Are you perhaps in a hurry?"
"No,
not particularly."
"Direct
me, then! Shall I drive, or shall I instruct?"
"Since
we are, as you say, acquainted socially, I am
Joachim,
or Jake. Can you show me how?"
"Indeed.
They are easy to drive. Too easy, in fact, and so
the
mechanisms suffer from handling by idiots. At last I can
show someone how to do it
right."
"I
will be grateful for a second favor. I shall wind up
owing
you much, I think."
"Poof!
The other night was what any right-minded personwould do. You were on your way
to a tryst, were you not?Who would not assist a fellow-romantic? We who have
been here have long since exhausted the possibilities, and so explore
novelties, more or less bizarre . . . and as for today,why, that is my job.
Fear not! I will not dun you, nor houndyour path with creditors. . . . You
could arrange for a shipment of new men to replace these old ones here."
"They would probably ask for more women,
and therebywould occur a complete turnover of people, who would alsodoubtless
become bored with one another. . . . The problem possibly has no rational
solution."
Tschimedie rubbed her chin thoughtfully.
"Possibly you are right; there are things we could have done, but we
seemed to have brought all our bad habits with us. We wereused to a planetfull
of people—they would never run out. But here, in this closed-in litde place. .
. . Who would have ever thought it would have gone on so long? Well, at
anyrate, follow me, up into it, and we will begin." She gesturedup at the
cab of the machine.
Tschimedie opened a panel and actuated a small
hand lever, which caused a ladder to extend out of the machine and then pivot
to the concrete floor. She went first, withoutlooking back. Fraesch watched her
ascend the ladder from behind and below and noted that she did not look
especiallyfeminine from that view, in the heavy coveralls. She was slim-hipped
and fairly heavy-shouldered. When she had entered thecab, she turned around and
caught Fraesch staring, and flashedhim back a wicked, knowing grin. "Come
on."
"Sorry. I was daydreaming." He
started up the ladder, facereddening slightly."You have paid off some of
your debt; I appreciate the attention."
Fraesch
joined her in the cab, which was a little tight withboth of them in it.
Tschimedie continued, "When one works as something, one soon becomes
accepted as being that. Everyone here knows me as a mechanic, and so no one
even tries to look down the front of my coveralls; I have to dressup like a
Babylonian whore to get more than cursory attention. . . . I succeed as a
person, but fail as a woman."
Fraesch said thoughtfully, "You are
candid. I will be as well: men have the same problem—it is a human equation,
atension between conflicting drives. If we develop the one, theother suffers.
You lead me again to a solution of irrational numbers. I' cannot tell you which
is best, for we must give upsomething to gain anything. I, too, would wish to
be desiredby beautiful women."
"You seem to have succeeded at least
once."
Fraesch
said, with a mixture of truth, and a certain coyness born of the moment.
"Who can say what our motivesare, or how long they will last? Come now.
The other nightwe were mysterious strangers groping in the corridor; perhaps we
shall be again. But now, however it happened, we are different people. I am
your student. Teach me."
Tschimedia
nodded. "Just so, now. . . ." She moved aside so that Fraesch could
move past her into the driver's seat, posting herself at the back of the cab so
she could observe him, and yet give him room. "Now, the starting procedure
isas follows. . . ." So began Fraesch's instruction in the careand
handling of striders.
She did not waste words, nor elaborate on
theories to
excess, but she was exacting and demanding,
showing Fraesch
each procedure, making dry runs through each
sequence with
him. Fraesch estimated that, all in all, it
lasted no more than
perhaps half an hour. But it seemed longer,
and he was some
what relieved to hear Tschimedie say at last,
"You seem to
have the basics straight. Now start it; for
real, this time. Af
ter you get it idled down, I will open the
doors and you can back out. Set it on crawl and move to the fuel pumps, wewill
need some to get to town." She left the cab, climbeddown the ladder, and
went to the doors, pushing each one open in turn. Fraesch nervously followed
the procedure hehad just learned, and was much relieved to hear the enginewhine
into life somewhere behind him, and see the instruments begin coming to life.
After the engine had warmed abit, he managed to get the strider turned around,
a little slowly, perhaps, but he did no one any discredit, and as he engaged
the drive selector to "crawl" and depressed the throtde gingerly, he
was quite pleased to guide the machinesuccessfully through the opening between
the bay doors, andout into the open, where Tschimedie stood waiting, a
broadgrin on her wide mouth, her eyes flashing.
Fraesch directed the machine to town along the
road theway he remembered, displaying, if anything, an overactive sense of
caution which Tschimedie approved for the beginner.She observed, 'Too many
succeed in getting it pointed downthe hill, and then engage 'dead run' gait,
neither anticipating nor contemplating what the road might bring. Full
speedahead! No, you are doing it right; there will be plenty of timeto master
the gait changes, the evasive maneuvers." Like Pelletier, whom he
recalled, Fraesch also slowed for the sandyroad on the riverbank, and let the
strider find its own way.
The
weather did not improve as the day progressed; the skies remained a stark
iron-gray, and the wind increased, coming off the sea and ruffling the estuary
into small whitecaps.
Tschimedie
watched the way pass in silence for awhile, andthen asked, "What might you
be looking for in the metropolisof On the Waves?"
Fraesch
saw no need to dissemble. "I search for enlightenment concerning certain
matters. . . . I was hoping to find Urbifrage. You know of him?"
"Urbifrage?
Indeed so; he has been most useful to us in themaintenance division."
"Where
does one find him?"
"He
usually finds you. I am surprised that you require him
and
he's not appeared on his own. No, I am quite serious, that is the way it
seems.""He came here with me on the train. But he got off backup in
the hills, at a junction.""Urbifrage has a small place here in town,
which serves as
well as any. Just
dropping in, I'd say we have as good a chance as not at finding him in—even
odds."
"What kind of place?"
"A
small shop—machine shop, with a flat over it, very much in the local style. He
does repairs, some fabrication, tinkers with inventions involving motion
machinery, thingslike that. He also owns an ancient strider which needs
constant repairs; that's how he gets around, back in the back country. Also
they have meetings in there, which I don't know anything about. Apparently he
is associated with somelocal religious thing—you are likely to meet anyone
there, asboth beachies and townies frequent the place."
"I know townies. What are beachies?"
"Beach
people. Haven't you seen them? They live in shanties along the coast. . . .
It's said they circle the continent,except in the worst of the north. They are
from the old days—people who just ran away. They live by fishing, hunting, a
little gardening, scavenging. They are as loose as thetownies are rigorous. Oh,
they all come to Urbifrage. I suppose that is what makes him so uncommonly
useful—heknows everybody along the northwest coast, and they know him, which
means that they have a common point through him."
"And
the site as well?" "Not so much so. . . . I had the idea more than
once that he didn't like us at all, but I could never pin it down."
"Probably
because when the work is done, the people atthe site can pick up and leave,
while the rest, whatever theirmotives, will stay here, on Mulcahen."
Tschimedie
agreed readily. "You are probably close to it. . . . Well, here we are,
crossing the suburbs. Soon we willbe downtown. Slow to a crawl, so we don't
miss it."
She gave Fraesch directions, following winding
lanes calledstreets, back of the main street paralleling the waterfront, andhe
followed them, guiding the machine along progressivelynarrower ways until they
came to a place with large slidingwooden doors to one side of its plain front.
There was no sign. There were windows, tall and narrow, after the local style,
and through them they could see the yellow glow oflamplight, mixed incongruously
with a sporadic blue arcing.A thin smoke trailed in the bitter wind from a
ramshackle chimney.
Tschimedie
observed, "He's in. Go ahead and just walk in, no need to knock. Well
leave the strider here—as good as any other place, and the locals don't steal."
"Where are you going?"
"Oh, around. I need to buy some things .
. . and I think you don't need me."Fraesch said, "I never said
so." "Never mind. You came looking for Urbifrage, so it's a
matter of some
importance, not a social call. You can tell melater, if you wish. I'm
discreet."
"I'm
sure you are. Fine, then—you will come back here?"
"Yes.
After a bit."
"Are
there places to eat in town?"
"Yes,
very good, for the food; poor, for atmosphere."
"We
could visit one you know, if you will."
"Yes
. . . I know of a good place, we can go there."
"I
will be looking for you."
They
shut the strider down, and climbed out of it. Tschimedie left without a
backward glance, setting out forthe waterfront, or at the least so Fraesch
surmised. Fraesch went to the door to Urbifrage's establishment, and, as he
hadbeen told, went in without knocking.
Inside it was somewhat like Fraesch had
expected, and again, something unlike. The inside of the building was a single
large room, very dark, illuminated only by a couple ofbadly placed oil lamps. A
small iron stove provided heat, andnot much of that. Fraesch could recognize
many basic shoptools—a lathe, grinding machines, saws. There was a
methane-powered generator, a rack of gases in pressurebottles, welding torches,
and a sophisticated device whichFraesch did not immediately recognize, with
heavy electricalconnections as well as gas lines. It looked cluttered, but
Fraesch knew this was only an impression by someone whodid not know. Actually,
he could sense an order to it all.
Urbifrage was indeed there, but he took no
notice of Fraesch. His attention was occupied with the leg of a strider,which
he was welding with short strokes of an electrode, from time to time, replacing
the old one with a new one. From somewhere out in the back of the building,
Fraeschcould hear a generator running, which was apparently his power source.
No mystery here.
Fraesch waited until Urbifrage was finished
with the taskat hand, finding a box to sit on. And after a time, the
figurestopped, removed his face shield, went outside, and the generator
stopped. Urbifrage came back in.
Fraesch
stood. "You remember me?"
Urbifrage
said, without looking directly at the visitor,
"Yes,
of course. . .. Figured you'd be along sooner or later;
told you to be careful,
didn't I?"
"You
mean the lady on the train."
"Who
else?"
"She's
been here before."
Urbifrage
now stopped puttering around and looked
directly at Fraesch. "You figured that
out on your own?
Good!
You may survive that place yet."
"I
put it together from observations of her. She doesn't
seem to care that I figure it out, although
she was at no pains
to
tell me that she'd been here.... Who is she?"
Urbifrage
filled a pot from a hand-pump tap, and set thepot on the stove. "Tea, for
us. . . . Her. Actually, I do notknow who she is. She came with a party when
they were finishing construction of the site. . . . Off-worlders, you
know,they're all one. I thought at the time, just another inspector,or
insurance rep, or something else. I am sure she didn't takeany notice of me. .
. . I couldn't say so in so many words onthe train, since you seemed hell-bent
on arranging something."
"Well,
I arranged it, as you say. I only wonder if I didn'tlet myself get suckered
into something."
"What's she doing out there?"
"Working
with the lab equipment, with the computer."
Urbifrage
looked blank for a moment, staring off into space. Then he said, "Odd . .
. I believe that was the area she was interested in before. She came down to
town a couple of times to check in component arrivals from the
train—personally. She seemed to know exacdy what she was lookingfor, so I am
told."
"Do
you know who was in the party she was with?"
"No. Actually, I didn't pay much
attention to them at thetime; I was preoccupied with other affairs. . . . I was
out there, but I only saw her at a distance—we did not meet."
"Were there any others with her,
something that might giveme a clue?"
Urbifrage hesitated a moment. "Well,
there was something. . . . You know of Moricle and Nachitose? They came,then,
with that group, not with the workers who came later.And when this woman left,
Moricle and Nachitose accompanied her to the depot, as it were, to see her off.
I saw that.And also...."
"Yes?"
"That
they seemed to treat her with a great deal of . . . regard; almost fear,
although their attitudes spoke clearly ofrespect. I thought at the time that
she might have been somekind of inspector, from the company . . . is she giving
youproblems?"
"Not
exactly . . . except that I am curious why she shouldreturn, claiming by
inference to be one thing, while she ismost certainly something else, which I
do not know."
"Her
records are in order?"
"Of
course. But they can be bought."
"What
does she claim to be?"
"An
analytical linguist whom Moricle sent for."
"Hm. If he had, and of course that's
possible, there was norecord of the request. After the fire, we reviewed the
messagetraffic." "She seems competent enough. However, that doesn't
explain her presence earlier." Urbifrage agreed. "No, it doesn't What
are your suspicions?"
Fraesch
pondered, and then said, "I thought a commercial spy, at first, from a
competitor of the company. But now,that doesn't fit so well. She could easily
be a company inspector, but if so, why not just say so?"
"She's
not here, if that's the case, to judge you, so she might not want you making
decisions with her in mind. She'snot here for you, but for something else . . .
perhaps whatevercame after Moricle."
"She
. . . ah, seems to have agreed to an arrangementwillingly. As a fact, it seems
she has gone to some trouble toinvolve herself with me."
Urbifrage
nodded. "I understand . . . I do see a pattern,there. It is obvious she
has another motive for being here. Byinvolving you with her in an arrangement,
she captures yourattention on her body and personality, her personal
characteristics, while she pursues something else; and you are neutralized—put
off at a remove. She
knows you did not kill Moricle,
so she must keep you segregated from the remaininggroup, any one of which might
have."
"She does not appear to
be interested in that issue, but inthe lab, in the process.""Maybe
Moricle reported something that caught her attention." "Did you see
any of that?"
"No.
All his operational reports back to the company werein the fire. Even so, if
she is an inspector, then I would beeven more wary of her. And if she is
not..."
Fraesch
sat in silence. "Then you do not know what sheis." It was more a
statement than a question.
"No.
. . . I am considered a good judge of identity inthese parts, but she escapes
me entirely. She has a mutablequality beyond my experience; but then again, all
you offworlders on Longlife seem to have that, more than normalpeople. No
offense."
Fraesch
said, "None intended, none taken. Please explainthat last."
"Identity?
Simple. It's a matter of knowing people—just a sense you pick up, knowing what
people think of themselves.A person with a single life to live eventually picks
an identityand develops it, it shines through all concealments; but
manyoff-worlders have a shimmering, mutable quality to their identity-sense; I
have imagined that it comes from living solong; you may oudive us but you still
develop at the same oldrates, so you overlay the old."
"You
see this in me?"
"Barely,
but it is there. You are now an administrator, butyou will become something
else."
"And
her? Tell me again."
"Completely
obscured . . . she knows computers and thinking machines, that for sure, but
there is much, much more. I do not doubt she is a linguist as she implies she
is, orsays so, however it goes."
Fraesch thought on that. He would not tell
Urbifrage howmany Longlife treatments he had had: one. And what had Urbifrage
said, about his own identity? ". . . Barelyconcealed . . ." And of
Tula? ".. . completely obscured. . . ."The implications were not to
his liking; by Urbifrage's perceptions, Tula had been the recipient of many
Longlife treatments . . . and the cost went up geometrically, so that she had
to be extremely wealthy, at the least, and at worst, in a rare class, indeed.
Fraesch felt duel emotions: one, fearingthe unknown that he might be up
against. And the other, thatsuch an individual should choose to have an affair
with him, whatever the motives. Some things he knew to be difficult toconceal,
and certain of Tula's reactions had had the ring oftruth. It posed a problem,
however it went.
Urbifrage
interrupted Fraesch's musings, "Pardon me, butI have been slack in my
duties as host. Let me introduce my other visitor, the Venerable Salud
Hoja." Urbifrage gesturedto a dark corner.
At
last motion separated a human figure from the clutteredbackground. Fraesch felt
a chill. He hadn't even suspectedthat this person had been there all along. Not
deliberatelyhiding, it had sat so still as to have become invisible. The figure
now revealed was tall and gaunt, dressed in plain blackgarments, and wearing a
tall, narrow hat, cone-shaped, with a drooping wide brim. The figure nodded
politely towards Fraesch, but did not speak.
Urbifrage
introduced Fraesch, and then added, to Fraesch,"The Hoja and I were having
a demonological discourse when you arrived. . . . Perhaps you would care to
join us—you have doubtless observed manifestations on other worlds."
Fraesch
suddenly felt way out of depth. He said, neutrally,"This is a matter in
which I am not knowledgable. I have heard many things, and reserve judgment,
but have no general knowledge to report from personal experience."
The
Hoja now spoke, a deep, cavernous voice: "The common sort seem to perceive
the demons as creatures of surpassing ugliness, this is a matter testified to
by history andart."
Fraesch
said, "Yes, I would suppose this to be the case.Demons would be creatines
of fearsome aspect." There was adistinct air of unreality, which Urbifrage
had obviously deliberately created. The elder man accepted his remark
equitably.
Then
he said, "We setders of the towns have known differentiy, which is why we
seem somewhat grim to you . . . we have found that the truth is that the demons
are invariablypleasant, familiar; they take on the lineaments of reasonable,personable
men and women; above all, they are persuasiveand do not threaten. It requires
stern discipline to avoid theirblandishments."
Fraesch
said, "Your view is a new one to me, I admit I would have thought of a
demon as having repulsive features,such as scaly wings, claws . . . perhaps a
face where faces should not be found." He added the last cautiously, not
knowing how far to go with this stern fanatic.
"Correct,"
said the Hoja. "A bowlegged runt with his arsebetween his eyes! Would that
it were so! We could use moredemons with their arses between their eyes—those
ones youcould avoid with an honest sense of accomplishment Suchare our hopes.
But it is not to be so. They come to us likeone's best friend, a brother, a
parent. Then they entice us off the One Path, each off his own. . . . You
should come to us more often; we can grant you great help. It is our life's
taskto enlighten others of their risks, if they will ask of us." The
interview seemed to be over, as if the elder had said what he wished to, and no
more need be said.
Fraesch
said, politely, "The traveler meets with manyviews in his course, and
scoffs at none. I hope to becomemore familiar with your perceptions during my
stay here."
The
Hoja turned to go and added, "He can show you theway." Then he left,
with a gesture to Urbifrage.
Fraesch
said, "What was that about?"
"The
townsfolk are a stern people, tempered by hardshipshere; I listen to the
theology of a native religion, for there iswisdom in all well-considered things
. . . Mulcahen has not revealed all its sides to us, rationally."
"Why
should that worry us? It is a pleasant enough world, save for the weather,
which is not severe enough to hide from."
Urbifrage
said, "There is much here to learn. They
see it one way; others, another. Who is correct? We cannot say. Butwe know that
this world seems to have had odd effects on people coming here. Not enough to
examine with the tools ofrationality, but something, none the less. They think
a demonmurdered Moricle . . . and that it served Moricle right, forcalling to
it with his machine."
Fraesch
said, "But I thought Moricle's machine was onlyto record and analyze
wave-motions, not talk back to them.How could he call it?"
Urbifrage
said, as if choosing his words carefully, "Youand I exist in different
perceptual universes; they are fartheryet. But that is what they think . . . it
may be a useful concept, at least to begin something."
Fraesch
said, "I am not certain I would wish to meet Moricle's demon, even if I
believed in such a thing."
"I
know you feel that way—which is why I offer you thislitde assistance, without
obligation, that you may avoid it.Moricle became obsessed with his lab and his
machine, and now you have this woman working with it again; take care,and have
a care for her—she is tampering with part of theproblem out there."
"I
have detected no animosity or bad attitude out there; novandalism."
Urbifrage
agreed. "That is true. It stopped after the fire."
"What
are your real suspicions?"
"My
real suspicions? Someone murders another; here wehave a victim, and here an
assailant. We may deliver justiceto the latter without improving the lot of the
former, who isnow dead, in any event. But that only goes to one level; andthere
are more, never doubt it! Why does one feel such pressure—murder is no ordinary
act. No. There are subterranean rivers of causality. As constable, I wish to
find theworldly answer. Who did it? Why? But as an inhabitant, I wish to
understand why such a thing would come to be, whatevents surround it. In many
cases the surround is more interesting than the poor exemplars it selects to do
its dirty work.I cannot tell you what they did out there; only that
somethingwasn't going right And I suggest that you proceed with caution now;
watch her closely. And then we might uncover amurderer, or better, comprehend
the forces that would shapesuch a thing, for it is in controlling the forces
under thecrime that we control crime itself."
Fraesch
said, "You mean that you think some sort of forceis operating out there,
to create, say, certain attitudes, in thepeople?"
"You
could describe it that way.""A force outside of them, hence, alien,
or integral to thesociety and thus native?"
"We live in times very different from
those times in whichour sort of creature was shaped, times and environment
aswell. We travel to new planets, live there, create new polities,new pools;
the new environment may have drastic effects orsubde ones—who can tell. We
observe odd reactions and we say something caused it. But we may not know the
source immediately. Then there are the different kinds of life— natural and
prolonged. The realities of life for humans has not changed, the basic
realities: one becomes adult, one participates in procreation—which is only
part sex—one is confronted with death, and all the things in between. There
seemto be as many ways to dance the life dance as there are dancers; yet you
lifters seem to elude something, and in escaping it lose something. You have
the length of days, but tous who take only our own portion you are as ephemeral
asmist, ghosts. I know that. I wonder that having a lot of suchghosts
concentrated in one place might not cause something.And listening to the sea!
Can you imagine! Hoja would put itwell: he would say—what should they expect to
hear but thethoughts of demons, the malevolences of the great ocean."
Fraesch
knew very well Urbifrage was trying to tell him
something, but it was fading even as he said
it, for he could
not follow the stream of his thought He felt
an urge to leave,
sure that the answer he was seeking was not
here. He said,
"Then we may have brought something into
being that only
we
who made it may understand, is that it?"
"Have
you thought long on the question you would ask to
this place? There will be such a question, you
know, for each
place
you pass through."
Fraesch
stopped then. He almost said something, but then
he realized that he did not know; yet at any
rate. He said, "I
came here to ask you to confirm one of my
suspicions; you
confirmed it, but I really did not need the
answer. As to the
rest I have not yet formed it It now has . . .
too many
parts,
I should say."
"Yes.
It needs a simplifying. I see that you are not prepared to ask it."
Fraesch
added, getting to his feet "And not exacdy certainI'm ready for die answer,
either, simple or complex. Why didyou go to the trouble you did, to find me, to
guide me here,to this place?"
Urbifrage
also rose, half-turning away, as if to return to his generator. He looked back
at Fraesch, and said, "When you have asked your question and understood,
then you willunderstand that as well." There was a finality in his tone
thattold Fraesch, better than any words, that the interview wasover. For now.
Fraesch
returned to the strider outside, feeling again thebite of the bitter winter
wind, whistiing around the sharp corners of the town. Tschimedie was waiting
inside it, with herpurchases already stowed in the baggage compartment. Hesaid
little to her about what he had learned of Urbifrage, andshe asked less.
They did take supper at the place Tschimedie
knew of, andIt was indeed as she had described it—very good food, and ableak
atmosphere which thoroughly chilled any intimacywhich either might have wanted.
When they finished, the girlmechanic offered to operate the machine back to the
site, andFraesch did not object; they rode back in silence, decliningeven small
talk, hearing only the hum and mechanical noisesof the strider and the wind
outside.
She returned the strider to the hangar, and
they parted,pleasandy enough, but without commitment. Fraesch foundhis own way
back to his place, across the darkened yard.
Inside the dormitory building once again,
insulated from the cold and the wind and the dampness, Fraesch felt oddlyat
home, alien as it was to him. He thought, As strange as this house is, it is less
strange than those who have made this world their home. He saw that a small note had been tapedto his
door, and he was not surprised to see.it there. Nor washe surprised at who had
written it. It said:
"At work tomorrow, please see
me. There is something in the lab I need to show you. —T."
10
Fraesch went directly to his desk in the
computer buildingand paused, waiting to see if anything turned up after thelong
break. Nothing did. Everything remained quiet, whichled Fraesch to reflect that
one of his instructors, long ago,had said, "The perfection of management
is the self-elimination of managers." That was to say that one worked to
eliminate one's own job, that the end of organization was not a complex layered
structure of disconnected executives, but rather a line force of prime workers
perfectly in tune. It was never achieved, of course; yet now and again, one
could catch glimpses of that which could nearly be. He felt reassured, left his
desk, and walked down the hall to the lab proper.
This
was an area which was nearly as mysterious to him asUrbifrage's shop had been.
Here were complex machines,more complex tasks. There was a shadowless white
illumination, low noises, mostly of cooling air fans, muttering to themselves.
And there was Tula, wearing one of the pale,plain tunic-and-pants outfits which
seemed to come alive when she wore them. When Fraesch had come in, she had been
sitting at a console at the far end of the room, but whenshe heard him, she got
up and came to him.
"You
got my note, then?"
"Yes.
Something here I need to see?"
"Yes. Come with me, if you will . . . do
you know what they are trying to do, here?"She had turned to lead him
toward the back of the lab, but she turned back to see as well as hear his
answer. Fraesch hesitated a moment, which he realized told her
everything."I know the stock answer, and I also know the real
answer." Tula turned to face Fraesch squarely. "So do I, one and the
other; I have worked for these people before. That is why
I
marveled at the request of Moricle. But all that aside, you
and
I both know that this is an experimental tracking system,
and for now neither one
needs say how we know."
"Agreed."
"You
are not a computer man."
"No."
"The
sensor arrays pick up wave motions, a transducer
converts them to an electronic signal, and we
analyze them
here. The analysis is the chief part. Against
electronics, where
we search higher and higher bands, here, in
this system, the
signal we seek lies on the lower ranges . . .
we may talk in
electronics of so many cycles per second; in
this we may talk
of cycles per day, or per hour, or per minute.
Our computer
is programmed to search for those very low
frequency waves.
We pick them all up as a matter of course, but
the tracking
system
uses the lower ranges."
"I
think I understand the basics; a wave generated by the
solar
tides would have a frequency of two cycles per day."
"Correct.
And there are resonances and harmonics, reflections as well to consider. This
is a blend of acoustics, electronics and astrophysics, and interferometry,
since we have two sensor arrays. That I wondered long about, since theoriginal
specifications only required one sensor—for what weare doing, the planet itself
can give us position. But nevermind. We can pick any band and study it in great
detail. Inpractice, it's done only at the lower levels, but the capabilityis
there for any frequency band. We can also tune out someof the noise, to
increase the clarity of the bands we are looking in... ."
"You
haven't had it on long enough to get any meaningfulsignal from the lower bands,
have you?""No. It will take some time to collect that. You catch on
fast."
"I
understand the basics."
"Well, in what I've been able to read,
since I started it upday before yesterday, I'm getting patterns here utterly
unlikewhat I would expect."
Fraesch looked at Tula squarely. "You
told me much there, didn't you? I mean, you know what you are looking for, so
you are not merely an analytical linguist, if indeed you are that."
Tula looked away for a moment, and then turned
to faceFraesch. She said, carefully, "I am as much as I've said. I've not
deceived you."
"But you are more.""So are we
all."
"That's not really
an answer, or anything..."
"I do not wish to
fight with you. I will tell you that I know
this equipment, that I
have used it in other circumstances, in
tests, on other worlds. I
helped design it. Therefore I know
what I should see during
the first part of a run: so much
have I seen in every
other circumstance. Do you know that
on oceanic worlds, worlds
with very large open bodies of
water, primitive people
navigate by learning star patterns for
a directional reference,
and then overlay knowledge of ocean
wave frequencies and
directions. They use fairly low-fre
quency wavebands, using
the balance system of the body as
the receiver. They can
feel an island they are approaching
long before it can be
seen by any visual system, because of
the way
the waves refract around it, or reflect from it. The
concept
goes back to ancient man on Old Earth."
"Goon."
"We know this well;
we know what we should be seeing
during the initial stages
of intercept There are significant dif
ferences here, but I
can't yet say what the difference is going
to be. . . . The problem
is that I don't know how to explain
it to you."
'Try."
"Very
well. At this stage, the bands we can see should befilled with random noise, a
great deal of it. Or there would benarrow clear signals, narrow in bandwidth;
these are causedby storm systems, movements of the atmosphere. What I amseeing
here, after two days, is that the random noise is thinand weak, and that the
storm source signals seem to be suppressed into even narrower band widths,
almost pure tones, to use an acoustic analogue. Resonance with air causes the
signal to be narrow. But here it is narrower than I expect itto be. The fluid
of Mulcahen is fairly ordinary seawater, of no particular difference from the
seawater of other water-planets; and the atmosphere is not greatly different,
althoughit runs a bit high in noble gases, argon, neon, krypton,xenon. Those do
not change significantly the properties of the
fluid interface between the
two." "In other words, it has more clarity... ?""Yes, yes.
It's very quiet. You can hear very well in it. I am picking up clear signals from
storms I should not be receiving. I have not tried to track them, but I think
they arevery far away."
"Was
Moricle as knowledgeable about these concepts as
you?"
"About
the purpose of the system, yes. In other ways, no.
That was why he asked for help. Nachitose was
the
same
"
"And
you were sent out here to find out why they diverted
from their assignment and began studying
something else
they
heard, so to speak?"
"So
to speak, yes."
"Why
do you need me? I am off-center to these events in
more ways than one. I am essentially just an
administrator,
just to bring some continuity and order to
this place until I
can get a replacement from the company in
here; moreover, I
am no technician—I have no knowledge to share
with you
about
signal analysis."
Tula reflected for a time, and then said,
"This is a discipline of vanishingly small and subtle studies. We may say
that the previous technicians who were working here were both knowledgeable and
completely trustworthy; yet underthe influence of something they discovered in
their reception,they changed the course of their studies here, became obsessed
with something, and then died, under suspicious circumstances. Their decline
was not sudden, but steady and continuous. During that period, social
conditions here at thesite deteriorated as well. You are practical and not
given tointense disciplines. I want you, frankly, as an anchor."
"You think you are going to see something
in this signal?"
"The differences I have seen so far
indicate that we are going to see something. There was no reason for what
happenedto have happened to Moricle; yet it did. You must preventthat from
happening to me."
"By
being your lover?"
"Joachim, to speak truth, that is the
icing, not the cake.We will have to be comrades and associates as well. . . .
You must also act as head of site and tell me what to do to solve this."
"You
fear what's in there that much?"
"The decline of Moricle is inexplicable;
my instructions areto find out what is in those signals. The refinement of
thetracking data is secondary."
"You will understand that I do not
entirely trust you, now."
"I am sorry for that. . . . Believe me
when I say that I
mean that nothing bad will come to you, and
that in the end
I
will tell you everything."
Fraesch
looked at the woman, at the contours of her clas
sic face, the finely modeled features, the
pale skin, the dark
eyes. Everything in her face shouted
sincerity, truth, even if it
was just a portion of it. He breathed deeply,
and said slowly,
"All right. Let it be so, then. Solve it,
Tula. And I will want
to
be informed of your progress, constantly."
She
relaxed visibly. "Good, good. I will do so. And youwill help me, as you
come to know more, too." She laid herhand on his arm softly. It was not
calculated, but direct, affectionate. "And the rest to continue as well.
Yes, I want that. For no reasons but the simplest ones."
Fraesch
was touched, despite his suspicions. Whatever shewas, she apparently meant what
she said. He recalled a pale,slender body, kisses which were driven by strong
inner forces.He said, "Yes. That, too, Tula. . . . But we must continue to
live apart."
"Then
you are wise there, too . . . now you must go makeyour rounds and see to these
people. I must get back to work.What would the boss say?" She stepped
forward and kissedhim lightly. Fraesch touched her face, then she stepped
back,a slow flush in her pale cheeks.
Fraesch left the lab, and visited other work
centers. But he could not erase the image from his mind that she had lefthim
with. He thought to himself that there was a certain riskin what he was now
doing, but that in the end, it might just bewell worth it. When he thought
that, he shook his head in disbelief, continuing just the same.
Fraesch now busied himself in his daily work,
thinking itbest that Tula be left to her own devices for a time. At anyrate,
there was nothing they could do until they had intercepted some appreciable
amount of signal from the waves towork with. He understood that with very low
frequencywaves, moving at the speeds ocean waves propagated, it wouldrequire
time for any data at all to build up. He thought onthat, and what she had said
of cycles per hour, rather thanper second . . . that involved an expansion
factor of 3600.Actually, he did not know what kind of expansion factor
wasinvolved, to make things equivalent, in a cps reference, so asto understand.
Then he thought—that's not right; we're notgoing to listen to it. We'd most
likely look at parts of it, or see something displayed which was based on a
part of the
data extracted. . . . He also thought that
knowing what was
being done did not always mean there was a
clear picture of
how
it might be done.
Several days passed in this fashion, but in
such a small site,sooner or later the really necessary work would begin to
thinout, and Fraesch began to have more and more time on hishands. He saw Tula
infrequently during the day, somewhatintermittently at night Their relations
now encompassed a wariness, a distance, but in some manner related to
generalhuman emotional perversity, he found that this quality addedsomething;
she seemed to respond similarly, and so it becamea sort of game between them,
while they waited.
One
thing Fraesch did notice was that Tula was starting toshow some signs of
strain. There was nothing he could quiteput his finger on; just the general
symptoms of overwork, although she did not talk at all about what she was
doing.Fraesch imagined that her work probably involved a lot ofwaiting.
They rationed their intimacies now; neither a
gold rush nora retreat from Moscow was to their liking, yet they seemed totake
something from each other's company that would havebeen absent otherwise.
Neither of them found the exhibitionist parties and gatherings to their liking,
so they avoided them.
It
was while this indefinite situation was continuing, without apparent change in
defiance of all reason, that Fraeschone day happened upon Pelletier again.
Nirod Pelletier had once described himself as
a repairer ofstriders. The truth was rather more than that, for Fraesch had
shortly found out that Pelletier was actually chief of sitemaintenance. Of all
the sections, his seemed to have fallen down the least, and so Fraesch had
accordingly spent litde time with it.
Pelletier had a small cubbyhole off one of the
shops, andthere spent his days. Fraesch stumbled on the place quite byaccident,
and equally accidentally, found Pelletier in, surrounded by an untidy litter of
rumpled blueprints, parts catalogs, and volumes of equipment specifications.
Pelletier cleared a space for Fraesch and invited him in.
They spent a certain time passing commonplace
pleasantries, and a little more time on the subjects of programs ineffect, and
the concurrent difficulties of getting proper supplies at the end of all supply
lines. Finally, Pelletier intro
duced
a subject that bore neither on maintenance nor on supply. He said, rather
casually, "Scuttlebutt has it that you've activated the computer again,
and that the lab's running."Fraesch saw no reason to conceal this, and
admitted that it was so.
Pelletier
reflected on this without change of expression fora long moment, then said,
"Suppose we'll start hearing thingsagain, then. I'll order some
soundproofing now, so we'll haveit to install when the voices start."
Fraesch
hadn't the faintest idea of what he was talkingabout, and said so.
Pelletier
answered, "I know this sounds crazy . . . but there were some very strange
sounds leaking out of that lab.Enough people talked about it until Moricle
ordered me tosoundproof the place—more so than it was already."
"There
were sounds coming from the lab? What kind ofsounds?"
"Well,
at first, I heard the talk—you know, this place runson rumors, and paid no
attention to them. They talked abouthearing odd music, and odd sounds, and then
voices, comingfrom the lab. I says, 'hah, that's just Moricle and Nachitosein
there, jugging away, couple of weird ducks what wants todo it in the lab
instead of groping with the rest of us—so they chant while it's on—who
knows?" And they all said, no,it's not that kind of talk, it's like
discussions and argumentsand chants, and sometimes a funny kind of singing, and
there's more speakers than old Moricle and Nachitose themselves could account
for, and it's not in any language anyoneknows...."
"Go
on."
"Well,
I went and listened myself, and it was just like theysaid."
"Voices?"
"Voices. Sounded like a radio program
from a planet faraway. It faded in and out, was broken by static bursts, but
Iheard several speakers. More than two. What I heard was likean animated
discussion, or argument. Got pretty heated, although I couldn't understand a
word of it. Then it got quiet,and there was something like music, you know,
like this abstract electronic music, and then there was something like a
chorus."
"Men
or women?"
"Well,
neither, for my money. It was voices, all right, but
they didn't sound like people, exactly. You
know, you can
tell a woman's voice by pitch—it's higher than
a man's.
These were all mixed up, and they shifted all
the time, sort of
like singing, but not that, either. I went to
Moricle and asked
him about it, and he told me to mind my own
business and
soundproof
the place. Never said a word about what it was."
"How long ago was
that?" _ "Last year, about this time, although the rumors had
beengoing on for awhile before that. I did as he said, and we heard no
more."
Fraesch said, considering. "What made you
associate it
with the computer?"
"The
first Mod 3000 they had here—I think it had been
handled roughly in shipping—they were always
having trou
ble with it. When it was down, there were no
voices.
Whenever we brought it on line again, right
away people
started
hearing things."
"What could they have been doing in
there?"
"Well, we suspected they were just
playing with the equipment, you know, experimenting around, making tapes of
eachother and then replaying them with selected distortions. Theynever allowed
anyone to see what they were doing there, so Ijust don't know. If you are
interested, you could talk to Ciare, who did most of the repair work on the computer."
'Techist Dekedice?"
"The same, although she sometimes goes by
quite another name during our little gatherings . . . you should try
her,sometime. Or just come to them, and participate. We wouldlike to show you
some things ..."
Fraesch politely demurred, then told Pelletier
he would askDekadice about the repairs. Pelletier asked, in return, "Do
you expect to hear them as well?"
Now Fraesch was guarded. "Well, not
exactly. I don't know what I expect to come out of there. Vicinczin is doingthe
work, and all I know is that she isn't getting the kinds ofresponse she
expects. Frankly, I don't see any connection, butI also don't understand what
they could have been doingplaying with the equipment when they both knew what
theywere here for, and were working under time pressure. DidMoricle and
Nachitose attend the parties?"
"Not
at first. We could tell they were old associates."
"Not
lovers?"
"No. That kind of thing shows . . ."
This he added, with a stage leer for Fraesch's benefit, as if he viewed
Fraesch's behavior as not yet up to the standard they expected of him.
"Maybe
I'd better tell you more of it."
"I
hope so. Nobody's told me much of anything."
"Well, I suppose you could say that they
invented the par
ties. There was a time
when people just sort of wanderedabout; most disorderly. But after a time, they
showed us theway, and we all fell into it, and have continued. I mean, atthe
dark gatherings we are not so aware of who we are in theworkaday world; only
what we desire to become, althoughthat's a pallid transcript of a most rosy
reality, may I wax poetic. I can't recall being conscious of actually ever
meeting Moricle or Nachitose, although I always felt that they wereeither
there, or nearby, just offstage, so to speak."
Fraesch
thought a moment, then commented, "That's oddyou'd put it that way; it
suggests a reference Pendru made toNachitose on the night I stumbled onto one
of your partiesby mistake; you know, I talked to you there."
"You did? I did?"
"You
said you were 'Lightning'. Pendru was dressed as abelly dancer, and there was a
fellow dressed up in chains ..." He let his words trail off when it became
apparent thatPelletier had no recollection of the events at all. Blank
incomprehension met his explanation. "At any rate," Fraeschcontinued,
"Pendru spoke of Nachitose as if she were still there; but offstage
somewhere, a figure of inspiration, or something like that."
For some reason, Pelletier seemed anxious to
leave the subject. He fidgeted, and then got up and began rearranging
theassortments of odds and ends which characterized his office. "Well, I
think it was something like that. . . . Dekadice can doubtless tell you more
about the malfunctions, and the voices as well; she was the one who told me
about it. Although, if I may say so, I should tread carefully on the subject
with her; she's an arty type, and the whole thing had hera bit unstrung, as the
saying goes; she's . . . ah, suggestable,that's the word."
"IH be discreet and polite. I shouldn't
want our computerrepairman down. How do I find her?"
"She's an on-call type. When we want her,
we call her. Shedoesn't have to do anything except stay on the site, unless
specific arrangements are made."
"What
a job! How do I sign up for it?"Pelletier laughed. "You wouldn't have
it on a bet! I mean, she doesn't have regular hours, but when we call her up,
she
works
until whatever we needed her for is done—however long it takes."
"She's repairman for all the control systems... ?" ^ "All of it
Mind, she's very good. Completely thorough. Imean, things do malfunction here.
Not often, and there's not
hat many of them, because
this is, after all, a simple station.
But there's a lot of
sophisticated controls here that you don't
see. And if it takes 72
hours to get a crucial component on
line, well, she gets it
on line . . . so I don't bother her unless
there's
a need."
"I
understand. I'll not bother her but for a moment. Where
does she live?"
"Easy
for you to find! Next to you. Up the corridor from
your place, next one up the hall."
Fraesch
excused himself, conscious that Pelletier seemed to
want to be rid of him,
without saying so in so many words. It
was
time to go home anyway, so he thought he'd stop in
along the way. It shouldn't take but a moment.
When
Fraesch rang at her door, Ciare Dekadice was a
long time coming; in
fact, he was about to give up and try
again,
when the door opened a crack and a pert face peered
into
the dim hallway.
"Yes?
Yes? What is it?" The tone of her voice had an ag
gravated, bratty
undertone, as if whoever it was, whatever
they wanted, could not
possibly have been more important
than what she had been
doing at the moment. Fraesch had
already turned to go, and
when he heard her, he almost kept
on going. But he was
here, so. . . . He said, "Sorry to inter
rupt,
but I was on my way back, and there was a thing I
needed
to ask you about. Pelletier referred me to you."
"That's
all?"
"No
more than that."
"Very well. Come
along." She opened the door for him.
Then she vanished into
the interior, apparently expecting
Fraesch to find his own way.
Fraesch did, although he
did not know exactly what to ex
pect. As in, apparendy,
the case of every apartment, there
was a foyer landing, a
small space, which led to other parts
of the quarters. In this
case, the way was up; a narrow, steep
stairwell started
opposite the door and curved sharply to the
left. There was no other
way to go, so he closed the front
door and climbed the
stairs.
In his own case, as well
as in Tula's, their apartments still
had something of the
character of the former inhabitants. Buthere, the original inhabitant was still
in place, so Fraesch wasattentive to the messages the place would give him
about theidentity of the occupant.
The stairwell emerged into a large room, round
in plan,with the canted triangular windows completely encircling itAnother
stairwell, opposite, led down. In the center, a largeviewscreen occupied a low
pedestal; around the perimeter, low couches alternating with racks of either
tape reels or electronic controls finished the room. There was no skylight,no
ceiling illumination. The only light, other than what came in from outside,
came from small, translucent globes spottedabout the room, or small spotiights.
Ciare Dekadice waitedfor him, facing the viewscreen, dressed in a shapeless whitecoverall.
She
was much as Fraesch recalled from their brief meetingwhen he had first arrived;
thin, underdeveloped, with a childish face that featured a mouth long set in a
permanentsulk. Fraesch suspected she would be difficult, except perhapswhen she
was doing her own job.
He
said, "It looks like a spaceship control room."
She
had been standing, but now she settled awkwardly intoone of the cushions.
"I can't leave the site, as this is where I entertain myself."
"There's always the
parties and, ah, gatherings...."She looked even more sullen. "That's
going somewhere else, just as if you rode away.""I can understand
that; they seem, well, a litde disoriented." "Disoriented!" She
gave a short, harsh laugh without humor. "They don't even know what planet
they're on." "It seemed to me there's more there than simply
liberatedpsyches would account for. A local drug?"
"The
beachies. They gave something to Moricle."
"For
sale? I hear they scrounge, a sort of hand-to-mouthexistence." "No.
They gave it. He went to them for enlightenment, soI hear."
Fraesch
felt the first twinges of alarm. Drug use didn't offend his sense of
proprieties; it was that they were takingsomething completely unknown. Here
indeed could be a problem, for he possessed litde power to forbid something
taking place on so wide a scale. He said, "The gatheringsdidn't appeal to
me; they seemed bizarre, an excess."
Ciare
shrugged. "They all do at first—say that—but sooneror later, they dress up
and go to their first one, and what theydid and with whom is a little dim when
they think about it."
"You
don't?"
"I
can't. I mean, at first, I went with the rest, but I soon discovered that I
couldn't function as I am."
"Pendru
took an antidote...."
Ciare
laughed again. "And how sober was she, really?"
"Well
. . . she could act more or less normally; she knewher way around, and was
rational."
"But
she wasn't sober, now?"
"No...."
"So
that is what happened to me. I went, I became. Whatdo you know but that when
things were getting good—I wasdoing something delicious, I don't recall exactly
what—theycall me up to the reactor, an everyday electronic problem Icould do in
my sleep, and I get there, and I can't do it. That's all I can say about it. I
couldn't perform. I didn't care,sober or not."
"Did
you?"
"Eventually,
that night. Somehow. It's a blur. But I weighed things and said no to those
pleasures, those becomings ..."
"I
can't see how...."
"You haven't become yet. You don't know what it's like tolet your
dark side emerge. It doesn't want to go back to itskennel. Then it's the
workaday world that becomes dim. Unreal."
"How
many are there like you?"
"Nachitose
was reputed not to go to them. But I have thefeeling that she was already
there, so to speak, somewhere beyond that, as a fact. .. No, I think I'm the
last holdout. At least, until you and Vicinczin came."
"So
you are alone, here ..."
"More
or less, although . . . never mind. I spend a lot oftime, here, alone. And so I
have my sensors, my traps." Shegestured at the viewscreen mechanism
squatting in the middleof the floor, and then at the controls set into the
panels between the seat-backs. "When I can get away for the tiniestbit, or
when I can bribe someone, I have them implant a remote somewhere... so I wait,
and watch, and listen."
"For
what are you listening?"
Her
expression softened. "I don't know. I've felt as if there was something I
should be watching for. Come around here and see one of my traps."
Fraesch
circled around the viewer and stood beside the girl. On the screen was a view
of an ocean, from some highplace, looking to the horizons. The picture was
impossible forFraesch to distinguish from a simple window, it was so clear.
Itwas just a sea. The waves tossed and heaved and marched inranks, undulating
forever. It was, he realized, both empty,and a picture of a scene of infinite
detail.
Ciare
said, "There's a frequency-shift converter circuit designed into it. Now
it's on plain daylight, and the converteris inactive. At night, I can switch to
IR, for example, so I canstill see something. If I wish."
Fraesch
thought of the reason he had come, and for a moment, almost canceled his
question. She was disturbed, profoundly, either by some quality in her
individual makeup, orby factors from the environment. Nevertheless, he felt
alongthe subject, gentiy.
"I
came to see you because I heard a very strange tale, andthe person who told me
suggested you might be a better source than he."
He
sat in one of the cushions, looking at her. Her face hadkept its soft,
childlike cast, and there had been something expectant, released on it. Now,
that faded a litde. Ciare said,looking at the image of the waves, "Go
ahead."
"I
hear stories of Voices' coming from the lab ..."
Ciare
Dekadice shuddered, a deep, shivering that passedover her entire body. She
looked off into space for a time,and when she spoke, she did not turn to
Fraesch, but spokesoftiy, into space. "Yes . . . I heard voices coming
from the lab, voices which were not Moricle, were not Nachitose, which could
not be them, voices, music I have never heard before, sounds of
singing...."
"What
did they say?"
"It
was not in speech I knew. None of it. But they spoke,you could sense it, of
dire things, secrets, those things whichare not to be named, nor known, nor
spoken of, and they listened, night after night. It would be late, when
there wouldbe no one about, that they listened. I heard, because I have
noschedule, and sleep as I will. . . . I felt as if I could almost understand
what they were saying, if I went just a litde more. . . . But I didn't want to.
I feared what the voices promised, even though I could not know what it was. I
feared. I still hear them in my dreams, orating, booming,
\
thundering their awful
message. I spoke of it to Pelletier, andhe soundproofed the place, so that you
could hear no more,by the lab."
"When
was this?"
"We
were here a time before I heard them. Moricle had already started to change.
After that, he became worse. He had some tapes in his apartment, and sometimes
I could hear them, deep in the night, the awful voices."
"He
played tapes, you think, in his room?"
"Absolutely.
And it was always the same tape, too. I knowit well. I can hear it now . . .
die evil voices. TTiey crackled with evil knowledge, with . . . I can't say
anymore." Sheturned now to Fraesch, abruptly, and grasped his hands.
Herthin hands were pale, and die finger-nails were gnawed offshort. They were
also very cold. She said, "You are not goingto bring them back! Please do
not! We cannot survive another Moricle obsession."
Fraesch
said, "I would avoid it, if I knew what to avoid. I don't know how he
received whatever it was he and Nachitose were listening to. You are a
technician; do you know how they did it?"
"They
did not permit me to work in the lab, at all. Moricleforbade it from die first.
Access only to him and Jenserico.He became more emphatic later on, and was,
after I heard thevoices, violent about it. I feared him, then; many did.
Believeme, what happened here was terrible. Also it was a great relief, because
it released us, somehow. I feel the pressure again. . . what are you people
doing in there?"
"You've
not been told?"
"That
we are here to study the ocean."
"Let
it be that, then," he said. Yes, it was that, but somehow they had done
something more. "You said Moricle played tapes in his place. Could they
still be there?"
"I don't know. After the accident, people
went through andlooked around a lot, in everybody's places, and especially
inthose apartments, but I think they found litde enough. Moricle was very
secretive about what they were doing in the lab,so I doubt he would have left
anything in his apartment. Youhaven't found anything?"
"I didn't know until now that there was
anything worth looking for." "I didn't tell them about the voices. No
one would admit hearing them except me, and I didn't want to get shipped
back. Have I said too
much to you? Do you think I imaginedit?"
Fraesch
reassured her, clasping her cold hands firmly. "No,I don't. And what you
told me fits with something else I know, which gives it a certain validity. Now.
How did he getthe voices?" At the last, he was thinking aloud.
11
The
winter solstice came, and at the bottom of the year, this latitude of Mulcahen
was dark and dreary. The sun—what could be seen of it through the overcast and
storms—rose late and set early. As far as Fraesch was concerned, nothing
happened to mark the event, save that he noticed thenext day that few people
were at work, and the ones that were seemed disconnected from reality; they
went about theirtasks like zombies.
Tula
was still showing some strain, and so Fraesch took her down to the pool, where
they spent a long, unknowntime, unthinking. Between episodes of mindless
lovemaking,he gently but firmly massaged some of the tenseness out ofher. They
did not speak of the work in the lab, nor of anyother work. They, too, took a
day off, and such was the measured pace of work at the site that they were not
missed.
Except by the small communications center,
which had lefta note for Fraesch, taped to his door. The note said:
"There is a long message, in cipher, for
you atthe Comm Center. Please pick it up at your earliestconvenience."
Fraesch
read the note, and set off for the Comm Center as fast as he could, without
advertising the fact that he was in ahurry. A message, in cipher! It could only
be from Pergales;he had read Fraesch's request and answered in the same way.Of
course, it would take time to decipher it, hut then he hadplenty of time.
The
message was long. In the private system Fraesch andPergales used, there was a
general correspondence betweenletters in the original message and characters in
the final cipher, so Fraesch could tell, even before he read it out, thatthere
was considerable meat in it He signed a receipt for the
161
message
and took it to his apartment, where he could deci
pher it at leisure.Later, much later, his eyes
swimming from making toomany diagrams on graph paper, Fraesch began to
appreciatePergales* wry joke on him. Pergales despised cipher, and always
replied in full standard language—no abbreviations. Butit was worth the work.
"To J from R. Why we
need cipher is a mysteryto me, but 111 go along with it, for now. Will answer
your questions according to the order they came, as much as we have been able
to find out, which isn't very much, after all.
"1. Tula Vicinczin. I didn't relish going
throughthe census listings of either Earth or Aegaea, evenin alphabetical
order, so we tried to backtrack, assuming that this person was at the site. She
beganher journey from Earth, making only one change,from Radial Express to
Puteshestvia, at Pshenst Thereby begins the fun: she lists residence as Aegaea,
but on Aegaea there's no record of her as resident, and all residents are
rigidly registered,complete with stereogram. We checked Earth listings, and
there are no rpt no 'Vicinczins' listed anywhere. Russia has a number of
'Vishenskys,' butthen, so do Paris and New York, and Tokyo carried four. There
was also one in Ulan Bator. None of these matches the photo from passenger
records.We have no idea who she is. Can you give me anymore to go on?
"2. Speculations. I assume you want to
know the stuff that isn't public. There is very littie of thatThey list certain
persons as officers of the corporation, but for all we know, those names may be
justthat—names. We could not make a reliable match of any real person with the
names listed in their reports. Similarly, they engage in a double-blind system
of supervision which insures that no employeecan jump over his supervisor—for
the reason thatin most cases, the next one up isn't known; orwhere known is
unavailable. All public contact—Irepeat all—is either through media reps or
spokesmen who very obviously are not key people withinthe organization. As for
the organizations which have done business with them, all they have seen ofSpeculations
have been its commercial representatives, or factors associated with them. No
one I talked with had thought deeply on this matter, but itis a facet of them
as far back as we can go. Oh, yes—by the way—everything is strictiy legal and
aboveboard. The supposed reason for die secrecy is that,of course, they deal in
ideas, which by their nature,are not patentable. One of the fellows on the
investigative staff, though, thinks that this facade of strict legality, plus
the anonymity, probably equatesto something extremely shady and disreputable,
as asystematic part of their operations, which also goesback to the beginnings.
All we can say is what everyone else does—that they pay their bills on time,and
they honor contacts to the letter. There is morewe found out, but it is
associated with the three remaining topics.
"3. Moricle. Apparently he is a real
person, although his original name was Moricand. We have traced him all the way
back. He claimed French citizenship, but was born in Beirut, on Earth. Whatlittle
traces he has left are always associated withSpeculations. We were unable to
uncover any evidence he was ever associated with anyone else. Byeducation, he
had a hard science background heavily weighted toward electronics and related
systems,although he was not a professional engineer, and shows no evidence of
advanced degrees. We havenot been able to find out much of what he did for
Speculations, although he is known to have been associated with advisorship
contracts under the military branch. In short, he was a mercenary, althougha
rather modern-day one. All of this information came from the losers in those
differences of opinion. They rate him as quote effective and ruthless unquote.
Evidence suggests he had one Longlife treatment cycle, and the available dates
on his movements agree. We cannot determine why he was posted there, unless the
task underway demanded his known ability to get the job done, whatever it was.
"4. Nachitose. Another one of
Speculations' vanishing employees. We drew a blank, except that she claims to
have originated on New Hokkaido, which was settled by a group which was
predominantlyJapanese from Earth. We have retained the S'su Min Chen Kang.1
Security Agency to conduct a level-one search for traces of her activities.
Sorry wecant afford more.
"5.
Conceptualizer. This was news to me, but wedid find this one. It is marketed by
Unicorn Sales,which incidentally is wholly owned by Speculations.It was
originally intended for the psyche wards as adiagnostic tool, and in that capacity,
has been around for some time. The new version, however, is completely oriented
to consumers. They are frightfully expensive, and the major surgery to
implantone of the sensors is added to that. As we understand it, they can be
set to pick up various subjects,which presumably would reflect the deep
interestsof the buyer, whatever they are. They are not marketed strongly, the
prevailing opinion on them being that they are a vice, which they certainlyhave
the potential for being. There's just one thing:they include a stimulation
circuit, so that there is aconstant level of activity for them to record, and
for this reason, rapidly become addictive, althoughtheir effects have not been
publicly brought to light.The rep for Unicorn was rather cool about the whole
thing, but he did mention a choice of severalmodels, and a lot of ancillary
terminal equipmentwhich apparently goes with their use. You can evenget a
holotheater for one, which includes a sequencing computer that uses known human
behavioral parameters and constants to flesh out dramas. Thereis an apocryphal
story about to the effect that Speculations once wired up a homicidal maniac
with one of these and made transcripts, which werethen sold off as purported
products of avant-gardetheater, of course, by imaginary playwrights. They were
reputedly not particularly popular, but they attracted considerable attention.
This is an un
1 Chinese, Mandarin: Lewd Blue Spirit of the
Thunderbolt, originally the title for one of the innumerable Taoist demons.
proven
allegation. Why do you ask? Do you wantone? I know you can't afford it"
And that was all there was. All in all, it was
disappointing.But he knew two things for certain that he did not know before:
that not one, but two people, Tula and Nachitose, hadapparently appeared out of
thin air—materialized out of nothing, with no past—and came to Mulcahen. And
that Speculations was secretive about its key people, and whileMoricle, or
Moricand, may have been important, he was notprotected with the level of anonymity
provided for Nachitose,Or , . . Tula. There was more he needed to learn, and he
could apparendy do so only through her—she was the onlysurviving link with
Speculations. But there was a questionin that as well: what exactly, was her
link with the shadowythink-tank company? Another thought crossed Fraesch's
mind,as he reflected on some of the things alluded to in
Pergales'communication. There was more than a suggestion that Speculations was
engaged in . . . what could he call it? Manipulatingart media? Was that so
criminal, at any rate, any more thanthe real participants were doing? He
chuckled to himself; hewould have to inquire into the name of the supposed
madplaywright—when he got back to civilization, he might eventake one in, if he
could find some troupe producing it Ha!Might be better than some he had seen.
Fraesch
had been so absorbed in the message that he had completely ignored the passage
of time. He was in the study, which had no windows, no access to the outside.
He got up, a little unsteadily, and made his way to the kitchen, where he
dialed himself a meal. That done, he looked for a window; it was dark. Night.
He found the chromometer, and it agreed. Indeed, it was night—and late, at that
A bell on the cooker sounded, and Fraesch retrieved his supper, returning to
the study.
When
he had heard about Moricle having a tape outside the lab, he had returned and
made a search of the suite, paying attention to all the littie nooks and
crannies in which someone might have hidden something no larger than a tape, or
a cassette; but he found nothing; indeed, save in the study, everything small
and portable in the suite was his.
The study posed problems of a different
sort—for here, everything was Moricle's; and yet there was nothing
obviouslyhidden, unless one went through the racks one item at a time.Even so,
he knew Urbifrage had not mentioned a tape; and acursory search had not turned
up anything for Fraesch. Hethought some more. Dekadice had said she heard it
more than once. The same tape . . . Fraesch thought it unlikelyMoricle would
carry it back and forth, when he could presumably get more. No, it was here. It
was knowing what tolook for, that was it It was a tape, but it might not be so
housed, or lettered. What would Moricle have called it? Strange Voices—Part
One? Ridiculous.
Fraesch stood up and stretched. Then he went
to a wall panel, at which he turned on more lights. He had been goingthrough
the books in the shelves, out of sheer curiosity as much as anything else.
There were a lot of reference worksdealing with electronics and related topics;
propagation studiesof all sorts of waves in every conceivable medium;
antennasand related reception and emission devices, primitive and
sophisticated. There were also folders of abstracts on the samesubjects—apparently,
Moricle had subscribed to an academicextract service. Many of these were dated,
and filed in roughchronological order—and some were quite old, and were
tattered from much handling. Whatever kind of mercenarywork Moricle had done,
he had been in the field of wave propagation for a long time. Electronic
eavesdropping? Signalintelligence? All Fraesch knew of the field was hearsay,
an esoteric and demanding art.
Moricle also had seemingly considered himself
somethingof a connoisseur—at least a collector—of several forms of art. There
were extensive works on several types of painting,some of which Fraesch had
enjoyed looking through. One setdealt solely with the art of revolutionary
movements frommany places and times and was vivid and realistic throughout.
Another bound set of volumes contained photographs ofwell-known tyrants,
dictators, demagogues and conquerors,again, from many places and times. Fraesch
had also foundthis set interesting. There was a collection of
pornography,generally of a mild type, but exquisitely produced.
One
entire section of the shelving had been devoted to acollection of music. This
was all tapes, and there was a playback unit in the shelves, with controls
which would allow the music to be sent to any part of the suite. Fraesch had
not yetsampled extensively from this section, although he had put anoccasional
tape on. For the most part, the selections were not works or styles with which
he was familiar. Many lacked anytide except a numerical reference, which
identified them asneoclassical works of more or less formal
compositionalmethods. For example, the many woodwind concertos of a Wolf
Mantergeistmann were well-represented, as were the symphonies of Ektor
Dabora-Oliest. There were others.
And
here was the section he had taken some tapes from—contemporary singing, which
of course had not changed forthousands of years, except in minor matters of
styles. Belowthat section were what appeared to be live recordings Moriclehad
made at a number of places and times—festivals, nightclubs, concerts, the whole
range was here.
The last tape was labeled, simply, "Other
Voices," and hadno other reference. Fraesch hesitated a moment, then
pulledthe tape case from its place. Inside, there was no program,
noexplanation, which he knew to be at variance with Moricle'spreferred system.
Fraesch started to put the tape back, buthalted, thinking; an eerie prickling
crawled around the backof his scalp, and he instinctively glanced over to the
conceptualizer, which continued to display its infinite program of thefaces of
woman. He could not quite make the face out fromhis angle and distance, so he
stepped closer. The face was familiar, of course. It was Tula, beyond a doubt.
It beganfading as he approached it. Fraesch at first did not feel anything,
seeing Tula's face in the conceptualizer which had beenattuned to Moricle; it
only confirmed what he already knew:that she had been here before, in the
company of Moricle.He also knew that it was no surprise Moricle's program
picked her up, for she was singularly attractive. What didgive him a certain
pause, and a deep stillness inside in whichhe could hear himself breathing, was
that the expression onthe face was one which a viewer would only see during
avery specific set of circumstances. Fraesch sighed, and turnedaway from the
frame, as the image died out, fading into thesilvery blankness. It shouldn't
make any difference.
He glanced back at the frame as he started
back to the re-player; another image was coming in . . . and this one
wasanother one of the abstract patterns of generally horizontal,gentiy curving
sets of lines, broken by odd places where thelines would curve together, or
just fade out, and the randomlitde fuzzy patches. Odd. He could only imagine
that the filtering program had been set too broad, and had picked upsomething
from Moricle which was not really part of the selections it had been set
for—faces whose aspect pleased orstimulated him.
The
weight of the tape he was still holding reminded himthat he had taken a tape
from the shelves. Fraesch looked atthe tape and half wondered how it had gotten
there. OtherVoices. Fraesch went to the player, set the tape in the receptacle,
and waited as the machine threaded the tape into itself.There was no sound or
any indication that anything was happening within the machine, but after a
moment, the green"ready" light illuminated. Fraesch depressed the
"play" button without hesitation.
There
was a moment of silence, and then an ordinary human voice began speaking. The
voice was not that of a professional speaker or entertainer, but that of an
everydayperson, full of all the blurs and slips and accents of ordinaryspeech.
The voice was slightiy gravelly, throaty in a slightiyunpleasant, menacing
sense—rather suggestive of an antagonist of the adventure dramas. The language
was Standard, but there was a gargling accent to it which suggested that itwas
not the tongue of the speaker's birth. It said:
"Attention!
This reproduction has been calibrated and synchronized in accordance with
protocol C. This is Run Five,source numbers 114332 through 114573 inclusive.
Run begins: five, four, three. .. ." The voice stopped, but at the exact
time when it would have reached zero, a short tone beeped, and the recording
proper began.
Immediately,
it was disappointing: there was no sound atall, and Fraesch caught himself
thinking that the tape had been erased. Then some sounds began to be heard, as
if theperson recording the tape had adjusted the volume controls toa better
setting.
It
sounded like .. . something maddeningly familiar. Whatwas it? It came to him:
like a live recording made outside, inthe open. There were no particular sounds
that he could identify, but there was a certain quality. It was quiet, but not
empty. There was a moment of this, and then this qualityfaded, not as if the
volume were going down, but as if thescene were becoming very still, very
quiet. Fraesch thought:now comes the singing, or the playing, or both. Or
perhapserotica—mumbles and groans, other less describable sounds.
The
quality of the . . . environment continued to change,although it was clear the
recording apparatus was not beingmoved. Now the background took on still
another quality, asif it were shifting into an immense cavernous space. There
was a swishy, flowing sound, something large moving (?), and then, from far
away, but very clear, came a call: "OURSHKH SSH?" It had a rising
inflection on the end which made it sound exactly like a question. The
swishingsound seemed to come closer, and the same voice added, in a drawn-out
wail, "AUUWAAUUU" rising slowly in pitch andthen leveling off as it
faded. Wherever it had been, there wereechoes. The hair on the back of
Fraesch's neck and along thecenterline of his back began a crawling motion he
had notfelt since he had been a very young child. This voice wasdeep and
musical, and it was unmistakably vocal speech, butit did not sound particularly
human, although what couldhave made it was impossible to determine.
There was a reply. The echoes died out, and a
rustling, stealthy movement was made, very close. Another voice, higher in
pitch, and with an unpleasant nasal twang to it,spoke: "ARREH IN.
SFTHRAKAK. MREKESH." The rustling became even more stealthy. This voice
was close by, andit spoke quietly, as if to itself.
The first heard, and answered,
"HHOLAT!" The distant swishing, now yet closer, could be heard
moreclearly. Now it seemed to have a rhythmic component.
Second voice: "HH OURAG'N KHNA MREKESH
KSHTI, ELLEE . . . (pause) MU, EHHH." It
ended its dec
lamation with an evil hissing. It reminded
Fraesch somewhat
of trying to say "H" with the front
of the mouth, although
that comparison did not convey the mouthy,
slobbery quality
of
whoever had said it
First:
"NUR! 'M -A-GHLOBAT IM." This, with a sugges
tion of great solemnity, deepening in tone,
like some high
priest
in nameless rites in forgotten underground places.
Second:
"OURAGN!"
First:
"NEIGHN!" Pause. "HHNEIGN KK." Emphatic.
Other,
less identifiable sounds could be heard on the
recording, concurrent with the voices, if that
was what they
were. Fraesch was not entirely certain that he
was hearing ex
actly what had been recorded, but thought it
was possible
that his brain was substituting something
familiar in form for
sounds that were entirely incomprehensible.
These sounds he
heard; they were like voices, but yet unlike
any voices he had
ever heard. They had a curious mutability, in
that while each
one so far retained a certain identity, a
certain similarity,
they
varied in a manner hard to perceive accurately, a
changefulness that
reminded him of badly controlled robotsynthesizers attempting to reproduce
human voice patterns.Fraesch stopped the tape, and ran it through on high
speedto the end, where he returned to normal recording speed.
When he turned the tape back on, he heard the
fadingechoes of a mighty chorus, a kind of singing, or chant, although the
singers kept sliding in and out of phase with oneanother. The choral singing
faded, as if moving away, behindsomething which blocked their sound. Moving
offstage . . . ?The recording level was still high: he could sense other sounds
from farther off, none particularly pleasant; one was avery distant rhythmic
pounding, as of many feet, but it washard to tell. There was also a distant
flapping sound, verypattery, nervous, but also suggestive of something strong
andheavy. The tape stopped. There was no explanation given atthe end by whoever
had recorded it, although Fraesch felt certain that he had been hearing, at the
beginning of the tape, the voice of Leonid Moricle.
Fraesch rewound the tape, removed it from the
machine and placed it carefully back in its case. He now felt veryuneasy, as he
set the tape back in the shelf from which it hadcome. "Other Voices."
Before this, he had been prepared towrite off some of the strange tales he had
been hearing as a sort of mass-funk, a by-product of whatever it was
theyingested in conjunction with the odd parties they all seemedto attend: a
drug which broke down some inhibitive program, some reluctance, and whose
aftereffects might be hallucinations . . . yes. He had thought that. But he
could not, anymore, because he was certain that he had the very tape ofwhich
Dekadice had spoken. He thought of calling her downto positively identify it,
except that she had seemed too unstable when she had spoken of it—after all,
she had heard thewhole tape several times. He thought better of the idea
anddecided to proceed. He needed no more proof. This was thetape. It was from
the same source; this, and what she had heard outside the lab: they were the same
kind of thing.
It
had come from the lab . . . that was the inescapableconclusion. But what had
they been doing in there, to recordvoices? Had this whole thing been some
accidental discoveryof Moricle's, something which caused him to close off the
labto access by anyone except himself and Nachitose, even barring his best
repair technician from equipment she knew well,and ignoring the study he had
been sent here to do? All right.
Moricle ignored his
wave-motion collector, and recorded weird voices instead. But in what medium?
Where had his pickups been located? This was definitely a subject he wouldneed
to take up with Tula, first thing in the morning. And ashe turned out the
lights in the study, he caught himself thinking that it was probably a very good
thing that he and Tulahad made their working arrangement, for he felt that she
was, no matter what else, extraordinarily capable, and he could use her help.
Fraesch thought: she said she needed me,but that was just tact and good
manners: actually, I need herexpertise far more, and we need to be allies,
whatever gluewe use to cement it with. And with that thought, he negotiated the
tightly curved passages and ladders of his suite to thebedroom he had taken as
his own.
12
The next morning, Fraesch awoke after his
usual manner,breakfasted, showered, dressed, without much thought to thematter,
or what was going on outside the apartment, out inthe air. He had ceased to
think about it, the weather had been so dreary in the winter of Mulcahen. He
had once imagined how things must be back in Gorod: with a continentalclimate
to contend with, it would be clearly awful: bone-chilling cold, constant wind,
dry-cold snow which would whiparound the corners of the buildings and sting
one's face. Bythe site of Halcyon, the prospects were not a lot better—inplace
of the hard cold of the interior, they had the damp,numbing cold of the
seacoast in winter, a lot of drizzly raindriven by erratic storm winds, and
rarely, some wet, stickysnow which seemed good for nothing except making slushy
messes. The prevailing mood among the inhabitants of the site was, ignore it,
and eventually it will go away. We haveour comforts. Fraesch found it easy to
fall into that thinking,even though he still, along with Tula, seemed to retain
something they had given up.
He
has having a last cup of tea when he noticed an oddlight coming from his dining
room, something bright and completely out of the ordinary; mornings in this
season hadbeen, as a rule, overcast, or at best, watery and pale. Thislight was
bright and open, almost painfully so. Fraesch gotup and went into the room,
which he rarely visited.
This
room was similar to the one in Tula's suite, that is, it was a formal dining
room, intended specifically for entertaining. But there were more differences
past that point than there were similarities; where Tula's (formerly
Nachitose's)was rich and warm, this one was cool and distant, severelyelegant
The table occupying the center of the room was of the famous oval-square shape
and made of some syntheticmaterial whose crystallization patterns left a
delicate traceryof a hexagonal grid of fine silver lines all over it. Its base
color was a pale gray, rather like the tone of bleached driftwood. The
sideboards were of the same material. There was no skylight: illumination from
the ceiling was provided by arow of geodesic hemispheres distorted into the
shape of ellipses and flattened. Only the windows retained the shape ofthe
structure. Fraesch avoided the room entirely, as he neverfelt at ease in it.
Now,
however, he went in and made his way around thetable to the windows, three of
the outward-leaning, base-down triangular orifices, and stood in die shallow
alcove theyformed with their outward curve, looking at the outside inopen
wonder.
The
view was to the southwest. From here, Fraesch could look down the slope of the
hill, to the mouth of the little creek. There was a sandbar there. Beyond, the
ridge and itscontorted evergreens dove sharply into the ocean in a tumbleof wet
rocks. Gray and stormy, or lit at best by weak sunlight, it was now brightly
lit, full of movement. The sun shone out of the mountains to the east, and the
sky was clearand intensely blue. The ocean was indigo, almost black, andthe
waves splashed and played among the rocks. Far off, onthe horizon, there were
clouds, but he could not tell if theywere advancing or retreating.
On the point, the waves were breaking, but
beyond, theyseemed to be regular and perfectly shaped, although he couldnot see
the beach proper from the angle of the room. Judgingby the spray, there was a
light wind from the southeast, but itdid not seem strong. And it looked warm,
or at least comfortable. He knew it had to be but a temporary freak of
theweather, but all the same he wanted very much to get out,out of the enclosed
habitat. Fraesch turned away from thewindows with reluctance, and looking back
into the suite andthe severe dining room, he saw that it was both dark and
dull. He wanted to be out of it even more.
On his way out, an idea crossed his mind: Tula.
Perfect; he would go up to the lab and get her. He was sure that shewould be
there—she was spending considerable time there, more and more. He would get her
at once, and at least for abrief time, as much as they could steal from the
iron-grayskies of winter, they would walk along the beach and do nothing more
significant than gather . . . whatever was castup on the beaches of Mulcahen.
He realized with a start thathe did not know. He had thought there would be
seashells,
but he did not know. No matter. There would be
driftwood,
and
pebbles, at the least.
When he opened the door to the outside, it was
as the lighthad intimidated: the air was slightly cool, warm in direct sunlight
and dry. There was an odor of resinous evergreensand deep forests, a fresh,
living scent in direct contrast to thebitter airs off the sea. Fraesch went up
the hill to the lab building in great strides.
He
found Tula, as he had expected, in the lab proper, intently studying an
enormous strip of paper; there were irregular markings all along its length,
but he did not pause to tryto see what they were; they were not writing, or
symbols, atany rate. She did not look up when he came in, she was sodeep into
concentration.
She
was not dressed in her usual working clothes, but in a tan sweater and brown,
loosely flowing pants. When Fraeschapproached her, she looked up at him, but
she did not breakher concentration on what was on the paper. A quick
flickerwhich did not reveal any particular recognition. Her eyeswere slightly
bloodshot and there were faint strain lines at theouter corners. Fraesch took
her arm gently.
At
last he interrupted her concentration on the paper, whichstretched along the
central worktables from one end of thelab to the other.
Fraesch
asked, "How long have you been here—all night?"
Tula said, "Not all night But I did come
early. Couldn'tsleep. And so I came up here and programmed this run."
Shestopped, as if she were waiting for a certain set of words."Joachim,
there is something in this intercept; I wasn't sureuntil I had it run out in
this form, but now I'm sure of it...."
He said, "Never mind. Come on. You need
to get out ofhere for awhile. The weather's broken. Get out for awhile— it's
warm outside."
"No,
listen, I have to work on this, I've got to tell youwhat I think is...."
"Forget it for awhile. It will wait. That will be here whenyou get back,
we can go over it then."
She shook her head, and glanced back at the
roll of paper.Then back at Fraesch. "No, no, you don't understand, let
metell you, this is . . . if this is what I think it is, then I know why
Moricle...."
"Tula.
Now listen to me. Please."
Fraesch
did not let her finish. "No. Not now. Let it wait. It will wait for us,
Tula. You know that You have been at this much too hard, and for once you have
got to stop, at leastfor the morning. It's beautiful outside, and it can't
last, socome with me—we're going to walk along the beach, and forget this for
an hour or two."
"But I need to tell you "
"Come
with me and forget it for an hour or two, and 111listen all day and all night.
Tula—I am worried about you—you are pushing it too hard."
"Fraesch,
you are impossible, I must tell you."
"Afterward.
Not a word before then."
"Dammit,
I know my own abilities, and this, this...."
"You
said you wanted me to take charge and direct you. Ido so. Employee Vicinczin,
you need to relax. You will makebad judgments if you are overstressed, which
will be to no one's benefit."
"Well,
that's true, but just the same...."
She
was wavering. "Not a word."
"But
it's vital, I need to . . . I need your help, we have to...."
"What
you see in that, what you suspect, Tula, has waitedthe whole time we've been
here. Can an hour make any difference?"
"No.
But "
Fraesch
took both her arms, held them firmly. There was asuggestion of resignation in
her face, and a great tiredness hehad never seen before. "Tula—please. For
your own sake. When I came here, I was to ask you for my sake, but seeingyou, I
know you need a walk outside far more than me. Right now—you're on the edge...."
"You
can say that!"
"...
And rushing into it is the worst thing you can do."
Now
Tula said nothing, and glanced back at the paper, as
if she wondered if it
were still there; then around the lab, the tape banks, the console which
operated the Mod 3000, whosemain frame was located deep underground, beneath
them.Then at Fraesch. After a long time, she said, "All right. I'lldo as
you say. There is truth in what you have suggested."She hugged Fraesch
quickly, touching her cheek to his, andthen stood back. "Very well. I
promise. Not until after wehave walked."
"No shop talk on the beach!" Fraesch
glowered at her, mock-stern.
"None?"
"Absolutely none!" He ventured a Russianism; "Nichevo ob
rabote."
She
answered, instantiy, "Vo
istinye tak."
A weak smile fied over her face, and she gestured at the lab door,
behindFraesch. 'Take me there, before the winter closes in again."
Fraesch
did as she asked, and turned from her to start for the door. He did not see,
turning away from her, the slowflush that added to her pale skin, for a moment,
a rosy color,and faded slowly away, leaving her normal pallid ivory. Shewas
glad that he did not see it.
And it was true that he had not. But he had
heard her answer him. Instinctively, without the hesitation of
translation,however short. Fraesch had spoken student Russian to her;and she
had answered him not only as a native, but as a native who had been deeply
steeped in culture and tradition. Only a native would use instina for "truth" instead of pravda,which was not so much truth as it was
correctness. And so Fraesch glimpsed another datum about Tula. It was no
answer, but another question.
Not every year, and not in precisely every
place, but oftenenough, deep in the bowels of the coldest part of the
year,there will come short breaks in the grasp of the iron jaws ofwinter, and
for a day, for an hour, for a littie space, a warmth steals in from an odd
quarter of the compass. Mennoted this phenomenon on every planet they
discovered which had seasons at all to speak of, and for all their knowledge,
could not completely explain it; but they responded to it well enough.
Walking
down the hill to the beach, a light and playfulwind ruffling their hair,
Fraesch and Tula alike felt, it seemed, years peeling off them, years of
difficult and steadywork, although it had been nowhere near that long. The
sunremained low, floating across the south as it should in the season, but it
was clear and bright and golden.
At
first, Tula had gone somewhat reluctantly, as if someone else had averred this
was good for her. But by the timethey had reached the sand bars where the creek
flowed intothe ocean, much of this reluctance had vanished as if it had never
been, and she was moving more loosely, more relaxedly.Fraesch could see the
lines around her eyes fading, and herface becoming less set, less tense.
They
were blocked from going farther south by the creek and its clear water, washing
innocently over brown pebbles.Fraesch said, "Seems this is as far as we
can go, this way. But there's always the north. I don't know what the next
creek, there, is."
Tula
looked around for a moment, and then began removing her shoes, low, soft boots.
"We've already been up thatway."
"You're not going wading, you
goose!"
"How
else? We came for an adventure, so let us have one!" And without a
backward glance, she skipped across thebar, across the shallow creek mouth.
Fraesch hesitated, but only for a moment, and then he removed his shoes as
well,rolled up his pants and followed her. The water was icy.
Fraesch
reached Tula. She was sitting on a rock, diggingher feet into a sunlit patch of
warm sand. Fraesch sat besideher and did likewise. He winked at her, and said,
"Cold?"
"Glacial,
for sure. I've never felt anything so cold."
"No
glacier. Water's too clear."
"You're
no consolation."
"You're
the one who went wading."
They
smiled slyly at one another, and then looked out
ward, from where they
were. It was, in a way, as if they hadentered another world. Behind them, now
partially blocked by a screen of native growth, was the site, and the even
beach it fell down to in a smooth slope. But here, this wasjust the world as it
had been since its creation—rocks, spray,the indigo sea, the resinous fragrance
of the conifers behindthem up the hill.
Fraesch
looked out to sea, farther, past the rows of incoming perfect waves, each one
coving underneath as it rose togreet the shore in long, immaculate rolls,
trailing feathers ofsilver as the light easterly breeze would catch the spill
of thebreaking waves and lift it back in a smooth veil. Theymarched in ranks to
the horizon. There, at the edge of theworld, massed banks of thunderclouds hung
motionless, frozen, so it seemed at a single focus. But if he looked away,and
then back, he could see change. They were a mighty willaround the world, ever so
slighdy yellowish, their topsdomed, and the steamers of hail, rain and snow
moved slowlyabout them like the filmy veils of the dancer. But more slowly;
much more slowly. Fraesch looked at the cloud wall for along time; it was, no
mistaking it, violent weather. But he could not tell if it were approaching or
not, or even being
blown back by whatever change
in the weather patterns ofMulcahen had provoked this unseasonable warm spell.He
caught Tula's glance, and indicated the cloud bank. "That out there says
this won't last"
Tula
nodded, reluctantly. "I know. It's not spring. Behindthose it's just the
same as it's been . . . maybe worse. How far off do you think that bank
is?"
Fraesch
squinted at the distant clouds through the clear atmosphere again. He said,
"25-30 kilometers, easily, maybe more."
"So even if the pattern
changes, we still have a little time.""Probably the greater part of
the day . . . but I don't trust it."
She
stood up, brushed the sand off her feet and put hershoes back on. "Come
on, then! If we're going to do any exploring down this way, we should get on
with it."
Fraesch put his shoes back on as well, and
followed her.
Soon, almost immediately, they reached a part
of the ridgewhere die rocks seemed to run straight out of the slope andinto the
ocean. But among the rocks, there was a way—whether path or accidental
arrangement of sand and rocks, they could not tell, but Tula, in the lead,
followed it as thetrail, or open way, climbed upward as it curved around
thepoint. Soon they were out of sight of Halcyon Station entirely, and the only
sounds they could hear were the wavesbelow them, which met the point with
prolonged blows theycould feel in the ground. Tula reached a point where,
apparently, the way turned abruptiy downward, for she sank from view. And when
Fraesch caught up with her, she waswaiting for him, motioning him to stop and
be still.
Around
the corner, there was a steep little secluded cove,all rocky, cut sharply into
the ridge rocks almost like somerude amphitheater or some ancient race. Fraesch
saw whyTula had stopped: a human, or something human in appearance, was
climbing up the rocks from the sea. After a moment Fraesch thought, from
motions the person made negotiating the rocks, that it was most likely a woman,
or girl.
She had an untidy mop of gold-brown hair, and
wore a shapeless garment that looked rather like a large poncho, andlittle
else. Fraesch could see her legs and feet under the poncho as she climbed. From
this distance, he could not make out any details of her features, but some cues
suggested thatshe was shorter than Tula, broad at shoulder and hip, agile and
strong as an animal. Fraesch had a momentary surge ofalarm: was it dangerous?
He looked around, upward, over thecove. Where did she live? In a cave? He noticed
an odor in the air, very faint, almost undetectable. Woodsmoke. He leaned
forward, almost touching Tula, and asked, "Did she see us?"
"I don't know; she seems alert
enough."
The girl continued climbing the rocks, moving
surefootedly, without using her hands for holds or her arms forbalance. Fraesch
had spent an extended lifetime amongpeople who only shared one constant—that
they were all unsure of themselves. The only difference had been in
degree.Everything in the human universe occurred within the confines of a
metalanguage which possessed only one mood; thesubjunctive—as if it were. He
watched the girl, and he
saw this, concurrently,
because of what he realized she was—a creature who had moved into an indicative
universe. Not necessarily retreating back to the eternal present of animal
models. No. Her motions were too sure, too right, too correct Too true. She
looked up at them, from under the mop of hair, intelligent, aware, almost
totally unconcerned. It wasnot to see them that she looked, but to communicate
to them that she knew they were there. You
cannot surprise me, therefore fear not. Yes. He understood. He also understood that
very probably everything she did would surprise them,on the other side of it.
Fraesch stood up in plain sight.
Tula, feeling the motion, looked across her
shoulder, withsome alarm. "Joachim.... ?"
"No matter. Come on. We'll go meet her.
This is one ofthe beach people I've heard about. This will distract you
fromyour work for sure."
Below, the girl continued her unhurried pace
up the slope.Fraesch helped Tula to her feet and motioned to her that they
should proceed, more or less across the slope so as tomeet the girl coming up.
Tula went ahead, but slowly and uncertainly.
They met on a level spot, the girl having reached
the spotmarginally ahead of them. She paused, with the perfect timing of a
musician, to wait for them, an arrested motion, not astopped one. She said,
quietiy, "I am Collot; you may come with me, if you wish." The voice
was throaty and deep, andit carried clearly over the noisy splashings of the
waves onthe rocks.
Tula told her name, and Fraesch spoke
his—first names only. The girl nodded, and continued her way upward, without a
backward glance to see if they were coming. Fraeschand Tula tinned and followed.
The place where Collot lived was neither a
cave nor a rudelean-to of faggots and roots, but a substantial low cabin
builtof adzed logs and caulked with a gray-blue clay; this was thecabin they
had once seen from the beach. There were few windows, and those were small and
high up on the walls, just under the eaves. By contrast, the single door facing
the oceanwas large, taking up easily a third of that wall, and mountedso that
it slid to the side to open. Presumably in fine weatherit would be opened all
the way. Inside the large door was a smaller one, barely large enough to crawl
through, and it wasthrough this one that the girl entered, holding it open for
them after she had gone through it
The
inside was a single room, with shelves around the walls. The floor was covered
with heavy rugs, and felt slightlyspringy underfoot The south wall held a stone
fireplace, inwhich there was a small fire. The air was warm and dry, andsmelled
only of wood-smoke.
Collot apparently ignoring Fraesch and Tula,
brightened thefire with some small, oily roots, and then added another kindof
wood from neat piles close by the fireplace. She took aniron pot full of water,
and added things from crocks—driedleaves, wrinkled berries—and set the pot in
the fireplace closeto the fire. Only then did she turn to her visitors,
settling onthe floor in one integrated motion, all the time looking atthem
without the slightest expectation. She said, "Sit join me.While you are
here, it is yours."
Tula
and Fraesch sat, Fraesch easily, Tula with a nervouslittle flutter. Collot
said, "Now, we three. Three is not so good, do you know? It should be two,
or four. There is a lackwith odd numbers, there is no flow. Perhaps Umparo will
behere, or Twilo, and then the circuit may be completed. Canyou dance?"
Fraesch
said carefully, "I can, but I am much out of practice . . . Also, we have
no music." He glanced around the room.
Collot
said, matter-of-factly, "No matter. We can make that, if we need i t . . .
Why are you here?"
Fraesch
answered, "We were walking and saw you."
"Then you do not know . . . so. Yes, I
see; I do not know you, so you must be the new ones, who came to fill the
places of the two who left. They told me, but I knew that it would
be
so, anyway."
"Who
told you?"
The girl answered, "The rest, who come
and visit, and . . .
trade
things. Glass, pots, metal for the slots the door rides in,the litde
wheels." Fraesch said, "Trade is an equivalence: something
changeshands. What do they take from you?"
"Myself,
and others like me." She corrected Fraesch, but not reprovingly. Or was it
an answer? Hallucinating ambiguity. '
Fraesch,
following an impulse, said, "You knew Moricle and Nachitose, then? They
came here?"
"Moricle?
Ah . . . yes, that one. He came, bursting with waking dreams of stride, a head
full of all that you hold worthy; but he came again and asked me to teach him,
andso I did. The woman, the slender One, she came, but she did not stay. Most
of them from your station, for although we onthe shore have given away almost
everything, still we havesomething that the people of your universe want."
Fraesch
said, "I see that. I do not know if I want what youhave bad enough to cut
myself off from the worlds I left behind."
Collot
shrugged, gently. "All you have to do is let go of;there is nothing so
much to take, although for those who cansee no other way, there is a thing we
can do for them."
"What is that?" Fraesch asked
gently.
She shrugged. "We say that the first ones
of us came here,away, seeking wholeness and peace; this is, in its way, a
beautiful world. Or, at least, so I am told, so I hear. I have not been more
than a day's walk from this place in my life.But with lessening amounts of
those things they brought withthem—what they could carry—it grew hard, because
this isnot really our world, a human world. We are invaders. Theydid not know
what they could eat, and there are some thingsthat do not sit well. Tlemcen
found the Doors. . . . We call them that, because they can be opened, in you,
and closed...."
Fraesch said quiedy, "A drug—more
properly, a set of drugs."
"Perhaps. For us it has become a way to
understand something of the strangeness and glory of the world; through
theDoors we hear and understand. . . . Moricle was bad in his heart, but he
knew this, and desired to be made whole, so I thought to help him, but it
didn't work right with him, Ithink. It didn't help, that I know. But he knew
how to get it,and so illuminated the rest, who seemed to share his
visions."
Fraesch
said, "I see. How do you make it?"
"No
way—it is found. A sea creature makes within itself aseries of stones connected
by strands. We call the creature 'the sock.' It has little shape of its own.
The stone opens, anda flake of the dried hide of the creatures closes. You can
find them along the water line."
Tula
said, "We know the effect this has on our people.What does it do to
you?"
"I
lie in my house, and the sun dances across the sky, andthe ocean speaks of
secrets, and*I listen and know, but I cannot tell you these things, because we
have not the words between us."
Fraesch
asked, "Is this why your people always live near the ocean?"
"I
don't know . . . we all live on the sea coast, that is true. Back inland, there
were people just like us, but they are notso now. They are different. They are
neither of your worlds,nor of this one, and so they are harsh and stern."
"And
yours?"
"They
never left your worlds, and so in time they will return to them . . . or become
them again, for they still carryits promises in their hearts. But we have
escaped, and the years pass, and we will always be here and hear the voices
ofthe world."
"You
hear voices?"
She
looked sly, like a child. "Sometimes."
"Could
I hear them?"
Collot
thought a moment. "I thought Moricle might; yet hedid not, nor does anyone
else there, so I understand. So I donot know if you would . . . it takes a lot
of understanding,much work. But of this we know peace and freedom
fromstrife."
The
pot Collot had placed by the fire was now bubbling; this she removed, and with
the aid of a shell of curious shape, she dipped portions of it into simple
bowls, which sheprofferred.
Tula
looked at Fraesch. "Is it safe?"
Collot
answered, "Only an herbal infusion."
Fraesch
nodded, and took his, and after blowing on it fora bit, sipped some; it was
aromatic and had a pleasant tartbite to it. For the moment, he saw nothing
alarming about it.
Tula, hesitating, sipped
at hers as well, seeing that Fraesch had taken his without ill effects.
Collot leaned back against the hearthstone and
stretched her legs out. They were covered with fine gold hairs. Underneath,
smooth skin tanned a tawny golden color by exposure.Her poncho was nothing more
than a blanket with a hole inthe middle of it. Fraesch found himself being
attracted to thegirl, despite the fact—undeniable—that she had none of
theattributes he thought he looked for. But she did have a lazy,unassuming
grace and a blazing animal vitality.
He
said, "Tell me about your people, how they live. Whatare their rites,
their ceremonies?"
Collot
said, after a moment, "We are casual people wholive things out in their
turn; life is short—too much so to waste on mannerism. We take the joys and
pains as they come."
"You
live alone. Will you always?"
"Probably
. . . most of the time. For now, there is Twilo, and Umparo . . . I am not
alone; I have a boy-child, Damerand, who has left to learn mansway with Umparo,
and ayounger girl, Irie, whom I instruct as I was instructed by mymother. We
live alone, and come together as the need is."
Tula asked, "Do the men wander, or live
in houses like this?"
"We
are mostly all the same. We go to one another according to the way we feel,
what we need. But we do notstay; each has its place."
Fraesch began to understand something of the
beach people, listening to the girl. Hidden in her words was a story,a highly
structured one. On the surface, it sounded like Polynesian free love, live for
the moment and raise the consequences. But there was much more to it than
that—he couldglimpse the order. Each one had a place, and natural attritionprobably
kept their numbers low, so that they did not crowdeach other. Everyone had a
place. A territory. Their societydid not have families as such because the
whole thing was afamily. He asked, "Is Damerand the child of Umparo
also?"
She said, "Umparo had no boy; Damerand
sought a guide.That is all that need be."
Fraesch, for a moment, found himself envying
these peopleas he had done seldom in his life. After all, it was haunting,
adream of freedom as old as man: to live by the sea and becasual. But he also saw
the thorns in it—eventually, this idyllic life, with its intermittent hardships
and hazards, would be crowded more and more by the more organized,
committedpeople of the interior—company types, the stern villagers, thenomads.
He was sure that the people of the beach would outlast the site; but what else,
however much one longed for thelife they led. It was sad.
He
said, "You are not, after all, so different from us; a generation or so
back, you -were us."
Collot
looked back expressionlessly. She answered, "So I have heard; and after
the new owners came—owners, hah— they sent emissaries all up and down the
coast, offering totake us all as guides. Now we had become the natives,
youknow. But none of us went. We came for escape, the ones who heard and harkened
to the voices of this world."
"Voices?"
"There
is a voice, there are voices within every world ifyou will but listen to them. They will tell you what to do, more reliably than
those who pay you. What are they, and what can you buy?"
Tula
said, "We can prolong our living. Surely that is worth something."
"Thus
spoke both Moricle and Nachitose. Yet they cameto me; I did not go to them.
Would you return as well—forin giving up everything, we have gained something
you havelost"
Fraesch
asked softly, "What is this?"
"We
are talking of ultimates and unanswerable questions.You avoid them; we live in
them. It is difficult to cross gulf.We, now; if we come back, what are we but
the lowest of the low, menials? Yet here, I am wise, a survivor, one whose
counsel is sought. And what do I counsel? That there is nothing more than
love."
Tula
shook her head, and started to protest, but Collot heldup her hand. "No.
Do not deny it. Especially since you andhe, who came here strangers, protect
each other from the unknowns you face with that very thing. But would you give
upeverything for it?"
Tula
said, "Everything encompasses a lot of alternatives.""There is
much to protect against and most of that is inside yourselves." Fraesch
said, "And you thought you were helping Moricle... ?"
She
nodded slowly. "And Nachitose. I did not know that there is something
inside you that must fade before you canuse the Doors. It was my error, and for
it I must atone."
Fraesch
said, "They take something . . . then they gatherin the most bizarre
costumes, and do strange deeds of whichthey remember little. No one seems to
get hurt, or damagedin any way, but I have seen them and do not trust them
entirely in that state. Something dark is stirring in them; I knowthere are
other darknesses in us besides the far side of sex."
Collot
answered, "Our holy man, Tlemcen, told us that long ago, on the origin
world, long lives back, men secretlyworshipped a god who dealt with all those
matters. Dionysus was his name, although they called him other names, too:
Zagreus, Iacchos. I have heard Tlemcen call to them in hisodes. They feared
him, and forgot him for a god of the light. . . . The Doors for us open to the
light, but for youthey open to the darkness. You see that it is nothing but
amatter of which way you face yourself."
"And what of Tlemcen? What does he face?
And does he still walk on this world?" "He often goes among the men
of the old way, but he
brings few to us now.
Still he searches."
"What
is his name?"
"To
us, he is Tlemcen. He was one of the first. Then he had another name, a last
name. Kapicioglu. When he is among you now he calls himself Malo Pomalu. Have
you met him?"
Fraesch
felt the stillness and the quiet of the room becoming a tangible thing, a
crystalline rigidity; the mood faded. He said, ". . . Yes. He sought me
out when I arrived. But Idid not know what he wanted; I do not know, entirely,
now."
"He
came for you? Then all is known! You will be of us,live here by the sea.
Perhaps you will father children with awoman of the people, and instruct other
boys."
Fraesch
shook his head. "No children. When you passthrough the treatments that
prolong life, that is one price youmust pay. It is a side effect of the
process. No children."
Collot
was not dissuaded. She said, "No matter. You will be taught, and then you
will teach; it is all one. And you canuse the Doors to help you."
Fraesch
said, "No."
"Do
you hold on so hard?"
"It is that I do not wish to know whether
I face the lightor the darkness."
Collot
smiled. "Spoken like one of the people, truly. Whoelse would wish
unknowing. All the better. You are halfwaythere."
Tula
now said, "All to the good is this, but Ser Fraeschcame here to do a job,
until replaced by the people who hiredhis services. He cannot just run off in
the wild...."
Fraesch
interrupted, "But I have no mind to go wanderingoff. Of course I have
things to do at the station. So do we all.And I will do them."
The
first he said to Collot, but it was for Tula's benefit. Now he spoke for
Collot: "But when all is done, I do not reject your interpretation of
things. It is that it isn't the time,and as you say, I haven't let go. I don't
know if I want to."
Collot
nodded. "Well said; you are straight with me. I could wish no more.
Promise me nothing! And now." Sheglanced at the high windows, where the
light had undergone a subde change of which Fraesch and Tula had been unaware,
"I do not take back my hospitality, but I do advise youthat unless you
wish to spend the night, it is time for you toreturn. Winter returns."
Fraesch
got up from the crosslegged position in which hehad been sitting and found that
his legs were a little stiff. Buthe went to the door, opened it, and looked
outside. Then, after a moment, he stepped through the door and stood,
overlooking the sea. After a moment, Tula joined him on the rocks.
The
waves were still coming in with the regularity and perfection they had seen
earlier, but now everything else was changed. The sky was filmed over with a
veil of high cirrus,which diffused and yellowed the light of the sun. The sea
was no longer ultramarine dark blue, but a greenish-black, and farther out
there were whitecaps. The cloud bank was muchcloser; Fraesch found himself
looking up at an angle to seethe soaring tops of the thunderheads.
Collot
joined them, and for a time she stood still, not saying anything. Then:
"Notice the air is still. Soon the windsfrom them will come, and the
sandbar will be gone; there isno need for haste, yet you must decide and act
now."
Fraesch
felt the stillness of the air; it was unnatural, after months of wind. Surely
the girl was right. He nodded to Col-lot, took Tula's hand. "We will go.
Thank you."
They
started back down the rocks. Collot said, "Come when you will: you are
always welcome—both of you, if itbe so."
They waved in return, and then turned to the
rocks, and tothe way they picked out back down around the corner of thehill, to
the sandbar, which they crossed after removing their shoes. This time, though,
the water was higher, and there wasan undercurrent. After they had scuffed the
sand off their feetas best they could, and put their shoes back on, starting
backup the hill to the station, they looked back, and saw wavesbeginning to
break over the bar. When they looked up, theysaw that the cloud tops were now
almost overhead, and thelight of day was darkening rapidly, although it was, by
anyreasonable estimation, still day for hours yet.
Still,
they did not speak along the way back, for there wasmuch that had happened that
had troubled them both—orbetter said, unsettled them, and so they did not speak
of itThen, when they had reentered the building, Fraesch startedfor his
apartments, but Tula laid a hand on his arm, and said,"Now. Come with me.
I have something to show you, in thelab. This you did promise, and now I hold
you to it"
aaa13
When
they entered the lab, Tula waited until Fraesch hadentered, and then locked the
door behind them. Fraesch asked, "Why did you do that?"
"It
is now late in the day, but I want no chances with whatI am going to show you.
No overhearing, no eavesdropping,no chances. You must keep it to yourself as
well."
Fraesch
said, a litde uneasily, "Have no fears on that score. I am discreet by
nature, and furthermore, am paid tobe so."
Tula
nodded, grimly. "Good. Because what I suspect ishere contradicts
everything I know to be reasonable and proper about the nature of things, and I
do not wish to be thought deranged. I have worked too long for what I have
tohave to risk that. Come over here." She walked to the central table and
indicated the long chart Fraesch had seen spread out earlier. She said,
peremptorily, "Do you know what this is?"
Fraesch
said, "No."
"I
will explain; basically, it is simple. Here we have our intercept collated and
displayed. Since we turned the equipment on. The horizontal dimension
represents time, the vertical,frequency. Everything was stored on a master set,
so we could get this run. This is the record of all the waves whichhave passed
the collection sensors."
Fraesch
picked a point on the chart at random and lookedat it. What he saw was a
tracing of tiny dots, which assembled themselves into patterns . . . he could
see there was order, some kind of order, but it made no sense to him,
althoughsomething in the back of his mind kept flickering on the edgeof
consciousness, almost like the sensation of dejk vu.
She
said, "What do you see?"
"Patterns
of dots on heat-sensitive paper, which seem to beorganized in irregular
groups—sometimes in very irregular areas, sometimes in groups of streaks."
Tula
approached the table, searched the chart from side toside for a moment, as if
searching for something. She found a grouping which seemed to satisfy her
requirements, and thisshe marked off with a pen, bordering the area to the left
andright. "See that? Now I want to show you this." She left thetable
and retrieved, from a filing cabinet, a large textbook, illustrated with many
diagrams. She thumbed through the book, until she found a particular page. This
she placed onthe work table to the side of the area she had marked off.
Obviously,
she wanted him to compare the two; and to Fraesch's untrained eye, the two were
almost identical. Almost. There were some differences, but the basic pattern
wasthe same. In both, there was a generally horizontal pattern ofparallel lines
running from left to right, starting somewhatupward, but leveling off. The
lines toward the bottom seemedto droop a little below the horizontal, opening
up a small,eye-shaped area which was free of marks entirely. At the top,there
was a similar, smaller opening, created by a divergenceof the upper lines. At
the end, all the lines seemed to tend together in a kind of pinching, above
which, higher up, therewas a smudge which faded to the right. The main
differenceFraesch could see was that on the unrolled chart, there were more of
the lines, and they seemed to be better-defined. Morecrisp, as it were. The
areas around the pattern were completely clear of tracings, where in the book,
there were lightstreaks and small spots. He looked at Tula.
"These are, more or less, the same, or so
they seem to me.What are they?"
Tula indicated the book. "This is a basic
text about phonetics. Those pictures are sound spectrograms of human
speech,pronouncing various sounds and combinations. Voiceprintanalysis. The
lines are harmonies, and their pattern is distinctive; you can identify a sound
with this, a person's linguisticgroup, and in addition, in most cases, you can
identify individuals. It is difficult, but not impossible. In the book are
words, spoken. On the chart is a pattern created by oceanwaves. Yet they seem
identical."
Fraesch said, "If anything, the
wave-chart recordings seemmore clear, and slightly more complex."
"Exactiy my thought. In the book, the
speaker displays somany harmonic bands; on the chart, there are a third more,approximately
within the same frequency band. I see some other differentiations, but they are
relatively unimportant What you see in the area I marked on the chart is the
sound
'-ar,'
with a soft, untrilled 'r.'"
"Is the whole thing like that?"
"Most
of it. There are other patterns on it I don't know,but almost all we have seems
to be like that. I haven't goneinto it deeply enough yet, only so much as to
verify a suspicionI had about what it might look like."
"Then this is
speech?""Impossible as it may sound, that is exactly what this
lookslike."
Fraesch sighed. "All the while I had been
thinking I'd seenthis before, but I couldn't remember where . . . now I do. It
was on Moricle's conceptualizer; interspersed among the women's faces, there
were pictures that looked like thesepatterns. Moricle saw the same thing we are
seeing here."Fraesch felt shivery as he said this. A premonition? Or
perhaps just coincidence. He added, "At least we know Moricle saw this;
that was his motivation for calling for you." He almost mentioned the
tape, but for the moment, thought betterof it. Why, he could not say. Something
about this was running also to a pattern, and he did not like the exactitude
withwhich he and Tula were following the track laid down byNachitose and Moricle.
Next would come tapes, he was sure.It seemed the only thing to do. Tula would
want to hear thespeakers as well as see their patterns of speech....
"Tula,
this is absurd. Waves don't talk! There must be some malfunction, some wire
crossed somewhere, some interference. ..."
She
shook her head. "I don't think so. The wave-sensor array records physical
motions, and then converts that into anelectronic signal. The line is shielded,
and its laser guidelineall the way into the computer—land line." She shrugged.
"It'sthe waves, all right."
"But
there's nothing out there!"
"Nothing
we've seen, or know we've seen."
"I
wouldn't think that this would be a good band for communicating; after all,
ocean waves travel slowly, and there's bound to be a lot of interference, a lot
of random noise."
"There is some noise in this . . . I have
it filtered out in this program that you see. Still, there is less than I
expectMuch less. But you have to think rates of time as well. I onceread a
theory which postulated that every kind of creatureperceived subjectively the
same amount of time along its lifeline—that to a fly, the fly lived as long a
life as a man's, and that men were terribly slow creatures, ponderous and
gross.Birds, too, the same. Perhaps we are dealing with somethingthat lives at
a slower rate than us, to whom the waves of the sea are fast...."
"Then
they would live longer and be larger."
"Exactly."
"But
there's nothing like that on this world"
She
corrected him. "Nothing we've
seen."
Fraesch
left that unanswered area, for the time. Speakersthey had, he thought; they
could figure out where they werelater. He sat, looking blankly at the chart for
a long time.Then he spoke, and he thought his voice sounded too loud inthe
quiet of the lab. "Can you break it?"
"Break
it?T>h, as in decrypt?"
"Yes.
Can you make sense of it?"
"I'm
not one-hundred percent certain that it's speech, orbetter said, language. It
may just be natural sounds. I find thewhole thing a little .. .
improbable."
Fraesch
said, carefully, "It's equally improbable that we'dgo out into space, and
the first extraterres we meet turn out to be primate humanoids—upright posture,
two arms, two legs, two sexes, live birth. Klatzanans even look roughly human.
But their planet has DNA that uses one amino acid wedon't have, and so the two
of us turn out to be protein-incompatible—poisonous in various subtle ways to
each other.Methane-breathers might have been more interesting."
Tula's
face did not change at his mention of Klatzana, buther soft brown chocolate eyes
did manage to look slightlymore flinty, or opaque. She said, after a moment,
'True. As afact, despite all the claptrap about natural sequences of events,
the universe itself is of low probability."
Fraesch
said, "Besides being a school game, what that illustrates is not that we
understand probability, but rather thatwe don't."
Tula
agreed. "Just so: surprises are everywhere. It is goodthere is something
left to discover."
"You
will go ahead with it, then?"
"Yes.
I am obligated, of course; second, I am personallycurious. Third, if we need
it, there is the fact that there is so much of this . . . speech cluttering up
the band we workwith that the tracking data does not seem to get through it.
Ina sense I have to find out what is causing this effect beforewe can proceed
further."
Fraesch
said, "Then I should not expect replacementsoon."
Tula
said, quite animatedly, "By no means. As a fact, youhave become essential
to the success of the project. I see youdo litde or nothing, you expect few, if
any privileges..."
"You are one of
them." "Just so; you deserve it, do you not? But whatever you do,the
site runs without crisis."
Fraesch
said modestiy, "Administration should be invisible.Leader-cults have no
place in serious affairs—they are counterproductive. The ego prevents
accomplishment, and they provoke responses. I get paid to be invisible."
Tula
said, "Yours is an exacting and subtie art; few seemto have mastered
it"
"That
is why they pay us, instead of their own people, inmost cases. But to the
present instead of the universal—comehave supper with me?"
Tula
shook her head reluctantly. "No. My mind is full ofthis. I have too many
questions now. Let me at it in my way."
"m
have something sent up."
"That would be nice, Joachim. You are
thoughtful . . . please do that""Good night Tula.""Ill take
care."
He left the lab and went outside, where a
furious snowstorm was in progress and the air was full of spinning snowflakes
as big as thumbprints, all being stirred and whirled byhigh, gusty winds, and
lit not only by the lights of the station,but by high-altitude lightning that
was almost continuous. Odd as it seemed to Fraesch, and although the snow
waspiling up in the windshadows of buildings, the air was not especially cold,
although now and then he'd get hit by a trulyfrigid gust He knew that he was
not dressed for this; yet hedid not hurry. He felt a kind of elation, an
energy, a wakefulalertness.
At
the door of his own place, shaking off the fast-meltingsnow, Fraesch found
another note taped to his door—anothermessage had arrived at the communications
center, from an
R. Pergales. Of course,
in cipher. Putting off dinner for a while, Fraesch hurried back outside and
went to collect his message; while he was on the way, ordered some supper
forTula.
Fraesch absentmindedly fixed
something simple for himself, and retired to the study, to run Pergales*
messagethrough many sheets of square-grid graph paper, alternatingnibbling at
supper, and also half-listening to some of Moricle's music tapes, which seemed
to help his concentration. It
. was a long message, and the night was well
advanced whenhe finally had a complete copy, but it was worth the effort
"Dear Fraesch: The
SMCKSA has run to groundsome most interesting things about the issues youasked
about earlier, so I thought I'd forward whatwe know as it gets developed.
Coordination has enough questions about this that had we known thisat the
beginning we probably would not have takenthe contract. So, attend.
"1. Speculations: This company uses a
curious practice, curious because of the degree to which itis carried. The
classic management problem is whether to build it yourself, or have it done
outside.They contract everything, including employees.Tracing back through
shipping and passengerrecords, as well as through several cooperativeclearing
houses, we found that as far as individualprojects are concerned, virtually all
the workers onthe project are contract temporaries. We were ableto trace
Halcyon: all the support types came froma company called The Body Shop, Ltd.
More significantly, they seem to own no property, but leaseor rent. Not even
through front subsidiaries do theyhold tide to anything we have yet been able
to uncover. Their scale is large and their operatingcosts great, therefore they
have to be making enormous incomes in order to continue to operate.SMCKSA has
found the project so interesting thatthey are donating some time to it, along
with a computer and a very good accountant—they thinkthey will uncover enough
to sue Speculations oversome offense, or negotiate with them over an
ethical-practices litigation. This, at the least! They nowestimate "'that
the Company itself may consist of fewer than a dozen people, all on multiple
Longlifeand highly protected by anonymity.
"More: Speculations produces certain
goods andservices, and of course must have suppliers and vendors of the more
basic components of these things. They have a practice of letting supply
contracts out to relatively small outfits, preferably limited and local in
scope, using more or less standardparameters. The catch is, of course, that the
smallcompanies are more eager for the business, and through a very smooth and
practiced sequence ofevents, they become 'captured' by Speculations, totally
dependent on their orders for continued existence. When they have served their
purpose,Speculations buys them out and liquidates them. Ifyou can believe this,
a certain class of operations ofthis type is managed by a—correct—contract
factoring service, which was captured by Speculationsearly in its history. Our
source is a junior partnerwho was bought out. This practice alone is estimated
by the source to account for as much as forty percent of total income.
"2.
They have a well-known address, which is apost box in Times Square Station, New
York. Themail is picked up daily, the rent is paid without fail,the forms are
impeccable: but there's nothing thereexcept the post box. The corporation is
properlyregistered everywhere, and its original incorporationis—are you
ready?—in Vatican City. Again, a mailaddress.
"3. To summarize, they are well-known,
but when you probe, there is almost nothing there. Small amounts of the stock
are traded publicly, butthat may be a dodge. Considering the scope of
itsoperations, and the soundness of its finances judgedby performance, the
personal fortunes available toits few real members must be planetary in scale,
and although unknowable, unseen, and invisible, theymust possess abilities to
influence events on a scalewhich even conventionally wealthy people could
notbegin to imagine. We are now quite concernedabout this, and at the least
will terminate relations with them upon conclusion of your contract.
"4.
Moricle, alias Moricand. Confirm that he was not a member of S., although he
has had a lifelongassociation with them. He incorporated himself asCrataegus,
SA, and worked for them under contract. He has the easiest trail to follow, and
has a history of trying repeatedly to get into S. Considering that it is
suspected that the members are probably the original founders, or the majority
of them,this would seem difficult, at the least.
"5. Nachitose. I will not explain the
details, butSMCKSA has derived information linking Nachitose with Speculations.
Inner circle—has to be. Always innocent and obscure tides and position, where
listed at all. Most recent history shows no traces whatsoever—the concept is
that she was a relatively junior member, and didn't attain the fullprivacy
treatment until (relatively) recently.
"6. According to the report of a
contractor, theyhave the nasty habit of putting a spy in the heart ofone's
contract operations, and the spy is always oneof the most senior members, with
full powers to doas they wish. This is not confirmed, but in eventswhere we can
see this at all, the sequences of eventsare undeniable. This has direct bearing
on you andus: SMCKSA assigns a probability of your having aplant in Halcyon at
89.6 percent, which we consider virtual certainty. Do not expect the usual
industrial espionage types—this one will not have toreport to anybody, and
probably won't have any outside contacts. Be careful and correct.
"7.
Tula Vicinczin. No trace. For all we know, she materialized at Plesetsk out of
thin air. The implications, in view of the foregoing, are obvious andneed not
be reiterated to the person of common sense that I know you to be.
"Conclusion: We are exploring the
possiblity ofvoiding the contract and getting you out of there assoon as
practicable. The 'Fun-and-Games' option hasnot been ruled out. We are not
concerned with anymoral or ethical issue so much as we are with questions of
survival. Economic—ours—and personal—yours. SMCKSA already has one
investigatornot reporting, a condition they rarely encounter. Yours—RP."
Fraesch read what he had decrypted through
once. And then again. And a third time. He put the worksheet down,and stared up
into the darkened ceiling, not even bothering toask who the probable plant
might be. He knew, without > asking. He felt lightheaded. Still, he thought,
although Tulahad to be the one, he felt certain that her primary problem,as he
saw it, was not him, nor was it manipulating Intercordinto a captive
relationship, but was getting to the root of whatever Moricle had seen. Think
of it: Speculations had puta plant here before—Nachitose—and had hired their mostdependable
tough, by all standards an alert and sophisticatedelectronic mercenary, to
complete his part of an elaborate scheme. And not only had the whole thing gone
to hell in a pushcart, but their two best people had gotten themselveskilled by
persons unknown in the process. So now, they sendTula. She must be under a
terrific strain. Judging from whatAalet had told him, they must be pressing for
results hard.Yet now Tula had also seen certain patterns and was goingafter
them, to determine what they were—assuming that shehad told him the truth, more
or less, and somehow, he thoughtthat she had. Certainly not all of it, but as
much as she hadsaid—that was true.
The question was, now that some of his
suspicions wereconfirmed, what action would he take, as ostensible director.
Fraesch did not console himself with illusions. He didn't know what Tula was
within Speculations, but whatever shewas, he had no doubts that she could
counter anything he might attempt; and what change would he make? He was
convinced that Speculations did not kill Moricle and Nachitose. He was no
Investigator, nor an Enforcer, yet hecould see no reason; doubtless
Speculations had much moresophisticated methods of pressing for results, and
punishingfailures. No—that whole idea rang wrongly. No. He was in no danger
from Tula; to her, he was a side issue. Presumably,as an administrator, he was
doing his job well. As her lover . . . the relationship was casual, after the
manners of the times, and she seemed pleased enough with things as they were.He
caught himself thinking wryly that he would suppose thathe could feel a certain
sense of accomplishment there, as well.
No.
Not that; it wasn't true. There was something there—her reactions had been too
genuine. Still, even if genuine,then what would come of it? Whatever Tula was,
he and she were from vastly different universes, and he could see no reason for
them to remain associated, after Halcyon. It wouldend, and they'd part, and the
words would be sad farewells,but farewells they would be. And as for himself?
Fraesch would admit with regrets that his reactions were genuine as well. So
what? The results were the same, whether real or posed fake.
He threw up both hands in frustration, and got
up, to gather the papers and turn the tape player off. But as he leftthe room,
an idea occurred to him, something to suggest toTula the very next day.
Something which would concealwhere he got the idea. Who could tell—it might
answer somequestions. Yes. That would be the way it shoxdd go. He hadnever
doubted that Tula was at least what she claimed to be, however much more she
was. By stressing that, that admittedtrue part, perhaps even more would
surface. Yes, Fraesch went to bed and slept easily.
At these latitudes, Winter was not so cold
because Halcyonwas disposed on a seacoast with a western exposure, but it was
seemingly endless, a succession of gray, windy days;Fraesch wished to escape
them as ferventiy as did the rest ofthe inhabitants of Halcyon. He looked for
Tula, but she seemed to be either working or sleeping, and before he couldlook
further into it, his attention was diverted by the requirement to send off the
annual reports, if "annual" was the proper term. They did not fall at
the same time in the Mulcahen year, but at shorter intervals, which suggested
that the"annual" was probably the period of revolution on a planetof
a small star, something very close in, perhaps even an artificial world.
So
it was that Fraesch became preoccupied for an extended period lasting over a
week, and saw littie or nothing of Tula during that time.
The
annual reports were an event of the site which occupied everyone, more or less,
and at the conclusion of the process there seemed to be an extended holiday
unofficiallypracticed, which Fraesch did not disturb, although he plannedto
stay close to his place, as rumor had it that most of thetime would be devoted
to an expanded version of the partyhe had inadvertently walked into while
searching for Tula'ssuite. Fraesch still recalled the scenes he had seen with
astonishment, and refused to imagine what an expanded versionmight look like,
to the sober. Fraesch dutifully reviewed themedical logs of the dispensary for
the previous similar period,as well as some duty logs, and to his relief, at
the last suchoccurrence, no one had turned up missing, and no one hadhad to be
treated for injuries more serious than psychic ones,and those recovered
quickly. Except that, of course, the incident which had made such a permanent
change in the stateof Nachitose and Moricle had occurred just after
everythinghad returned to normal.
Was there any connection? Fraesch knew
something of myth and symbol—the subject was required in his
trainingsyllabus—and he knew enough about die dark gods of the past to be
fearful of indulging in a drug which released thoseatavistic urges. As he had
told Collot, he didn't know whetherhe faced the light or the darkness, and did
not wish to findout. All he had seen of the action of the Doors had in fact
been nothing more alarming than sex—bizarre and exhibitionistic—but when all
was said and done, sex was still sex. It was that he thought that it
represented not itself, but the tipof something deeper that disturbed him. And
there was, of course, much that went deeper in the still-unpenetratedshadows of
the heart.
Tula was still another problem. She was now
working almost constantly in the lab, performing extremely detailedhand work on
segments which she had the computer presentin various forms and serve up to
her. When he saw her, she was totally absorbed in her work and distracted; at
the timeswhen he could expect to see her outside the lab, she simplywasn't. He
estimated she was probably spending two-thirds ofthe Mulcahen day-cycle on the
problem, and die other thirdin rest which could not be doing very much for her exceptsome
form of minimal recharging. He had stopped by herplace several times, and each
time had found her not in. Atfirst, he had then gone by the lab, but she was so
deeply engrossed in the work that the encounters had had litde savorof
anything.
Fraesch
at first would have said—had he been asked—that he was mildly curious about
Tula; as things had developed,he had become more interested. Now, even more so.
Exceptthrough the tenuous link he had with Pergales and throughhim, and S'su
Men Chien Kang Security Agency, he seemedto have litde ability to satisfy his
curiosity. There was Tulaherself, but it seemed that she would only confirm as
much ashe could unravel by himself, and since she'd seen those patterns, they
had had, effectively, no real communication.
It occurred to Fraesch that perhaps he could
put this to advantage. Privacy was highly valued, of course, and
uninvitedintrusions were not welcomed. But being acting station director did
have some powers . . . one was that he could manually override, with a small
printed-circuit card, the locking system of any door in die complex. The device
was kept secured in a safe, and Fraesch had never done anything with it,except
verify that it was there. He could only use it once onany given door; the
second time would cause the door to dump its settings and lock in the open
position. Consideringthese items, Fraesch wondered if there could possibly be
anything in her suite which would clarify Tula's position.
After
making sure that Tula was indeed in the lab and absorbed in her work, Fraesch
removed the opener-circuit fromthe safe, and made his way unobstrusively to
Tula's suite.Feeling like a burglar, he opened an access panel beside thedoor,
inserted the card and depressed a red button. There wasno indication anything
had happened, but when he touchedthe door, it opened. Fraesch removed the card
and closed thepanel, and then entered Tula's suite.
Fraesch
felt even more like a burglar, a profession forwhich he had neither aptitude
nor luck. He let the door close,listening tautly. The apartment was empty and
silent. Therewas no presence, no living thing there.
The
entry room was as he remembered it; the parlor beyond, at the foot of the
stair, the same as well. . . . No. There was a difference: the walls were bare.
The photographs were gone.
Fraesch
looked about the parlor, now seeing it only by aweak daylight which filtered in
through a star-shaped skylight. The light was gray, and the burlap and dark
woods ofthe room did not reflect much of what light came in. But he could see
that the parlor had no storage areas built in. Everything looked solid.
Evidently
this was not a room Tula used much, if at all.That was not unusual, he didn't
use his, either. Fraesch left the parlor, and began exploring the suite. Here, he
was somewhat at sea, for he did not know die labyrinthine ways ofTula's
apartment well. He found the kitchen and dining roomeasily enough, as well as
the entry to the underground pool.But after that, he was more on his own. These
were rooms she used; he could tell by an undefinable sense of subtie disorder,
a faint scent in the air of the perfume she used.
Tula's own bedroom was plain and simple, and
containednothing except a small tray of cosmetics, hardly anything, and her
clothes. Fraesch did not ransack the place, but looked carefully and as quickly
as he could. There was nothing here.
The other bedrooms were empty, both of Tula's
presence,and of traces of any inhabitants or visitors. If she did anywork here
at all, she did not perform it in the bedrooms orkitchen. He continued. He
found a library study, similar infunction to his, but much lighter in tone: the
entire west wall,if he had his directions correct, was a mural in stained
glassof a bucolic country scene, complete with vines, wheat fields,shepherds
and milkmaids, all done in an elaborate art-nouveau style. Fraesch privately
thought it a little too much forhis tastes, but did admit that it was different
and somewhat refreshing, after the almost academic austerity of his own
quarters. The walls were lined with shelves, filled with books,tape spools,
recording tapes. This all had a well-used look toit, and he imagined that most
of it was probably Nachitose's.He picked out a couple of things at random and
confirmedhis suspicion.
There
were drawers and closed cabinets below the shelves, and a large desk in the
center of the room. These would bearthe most scrutiny. Fraesch first looked in
the cabinets. There,in neat stacks, were the pictures from all over the
apartment.There were a fair number of them. Fraesch went throughthem quickly,
and soon enough found something of what hethought he was looking for: a
photograph of Nachitose andTula together, this one apparently having been taken
in thefoyer of some building. It looked like some kind of presentation; Tula
was handing something to Nachitose, and graspingher hand. There was another,
showing them sitting at theirease at a sidewalk cafe, sipping drinks, and
dressed in an oddstyle: long light-colored dresses of severe cut, the
broad-brimmed hats whose brims drooped languidly. In the background were plants
which resembled palms. This picture seemed candid, and in addition showed that
it had been greatiy enlarged from a picture of a much larger area;
nevertheless, the two women were Tula and Jenserico. There was another
picture—a posed group photograph of eight womenand seven men, all looking
either very self-conscious or somewhat drunk, he could not be sure which it
was. Fifteen people . . . this was Speculations, he felt certain. They
wereessentially unremarkable people, although all appeared to besomewhat more .
. . finished (was that the word?), more fitand more attentive. There was no
clue as to who was senior to whom, if indeed such relationships existed.
Fraesch carefully put the pictures back. This was not the great leap forward he
had hoped to find, but merely the simple
confirmation
of what he already had almost as a certainty.So, then—Tula and Nachitose were
both high-level Speculations people. Confirmed.
Fraesch left the cabinets and began going
through the desk.In the side and lower drawers he found nothing of interest,but
in the center compartment, he found a small leather folder, limp and soft,
small enough to fit easily in a purse, a pouch, a pocket. Inside the folder was
a small white card ofsome unknown material, unmarked on one side. On the
reverse side was a simple legend:
"MASTER
AUTHENTICATOR. THIS INSTRUMENT IS KEYED TO THE ENCEPHALOGRAPHIC PATTERNS OF ITS
PROPER OWNER. USE BY UNAUTHORIZED PERSONS, ORGANISMS OR MACHINES WILL RESULT IN
ACTIVATION OF DESTRUCTION SEQUENCE. THIS IS NOT A CREDIT CARD."
Fraesch read the legend, and finished. As he
looked at thecard, faint blue letters appeared slowly below the black
ones.These said, in the same typeface as the rest, "WARNING,
IF YOU
HAVE READ THIS FAR, YOU ARE NOT THE OWNER. REPLACE THIS CARD IN ITS CASE AND
WITHDRAW ONE HUNDRED METERS IMMEDIATELY. WARNING. CONTINUED UNAUTHORIZED
POSSESSION WILL RESULT IN BODILY INJURY."
Fraesch
complied, inserting the card back in its case, andreplacing it in the desk. For
a moment, he debated staying, tolook for something else, but upon second
thought, decided hereally did not wish to serve as a test subject, and so left
Tula's suite as fast as he could without disturbing anything.He wasn't sure
about the hundred-meter warning, but he thought that somewhere near his place
would be far enough.He left, without thinking overmuch about it.
It was after he had reached his own place,
gone inside, andsecured the door, that he suddenly realized that he was veryfrightened,
and that he had just done something he would not care to repeat.
What was the card? Master Authenticator? Not a
credit card? Whatever it was, it was certain to have a computer init—or perhaps
it was itself a computer, fantastically miniaturized, complex enough to scan
the brain-wave pattern of a person holding it, recognize that the holder was
not the owner, which was presumably Tula, and issue a warning.Reading it had
probably activated it, as that was an activity of the conscious mind and would create
recognizable
encephalic
patterns. What could it have done? It looked too
small
to have contained any dangerous amounts of any sub
stance
with which he was familiar, but then again, he did not
know
what it could do, or what "destruction" referred to, the
card itself, or the surroundings, or the
holder. Whatever it
was,
it was technology far beyond anything he had seen, and
he would hereby grant that Tula undoubtedly
had means by
which to protect not only herself, but as well
the keys which
would allow her access . . . to what? As with
everything he
had done concerning Tula, the answer raised
more questions
than it answered. But it had answered one
question, at least
in part
Fraesch
was not uncomfortable around computers that
talked back—they were common enough to be as
ignorable
as
a brand of furniture. It was the size of it and its reaction,
which were the keys to it Such an instrument
represented
two things: power and money. Here was proof
indeed that
Tula was definitely high in the councils of Speculations,
al
though as he thought it he was certain that he
had missed
something, but he couldn't quite recall it
Well—no matter.
He
knew something.
And
again, he asked himself—what did he know? Fraesch
decided that tonight or better, now, might be
the best time to
speak directly with Tula. He was not impressed
with the
results he had gotten from sneaking and
investigating, but
dealing direcdy had at the least gained him
working solutions
and arrangements.
He went to the lab to find Tula, more or less expecting
herto make her usual excuses, but when he asked her to at least take the night
off and relax, she agreed, brightening visibly,and after cursorily
straightening some papers absentmindedly,suggested that they leave immediately.
She suited word to action and began turning equipment off, turning lights out.
Fraesch asked, "Aren't you coming back?"
"Absolutely not!" She continued
shutting the lab down. "Imay not come back for several days. I have been
up to myears in it and I'm tired of it. Besides, I'm not getting anywhere; the
problem is that I don't believe what I'm seeing!"
He said, "I will be sorry to tell you
what I arranged to;you will doubtiess come running back here as soon as you
hear it"
"To
here? Not on a bet! I mean it! Speak as you will—I
will
not work for a day or so . . . or maybe more."
Fraesch
extended his hand to Tula, and she took it, turning
off the last of the switches, and together
they left. At "the
door, she paused, and locked up. The lab was
dark and
empty. Tula smiled and said, "Why are we
waiting? Come
along."
Fraesch had known Tula to be one who was
careful of the art of properly setting moods, but this time, by contrast,
shehad become abandoned and spontaneous; this time, there was no careful
dressing, no artful arranging of the lights. Hestarted off toward his suite,
and Tula came along. He thoughtit a bit out of character, knowing how
meticulous she wasabout her appearance, however subtle were the changes
shecycled through; for now she came just as he had found her,wearing a loose,
baggy sweater and a most nondescript pairof well-worn pants. He thought he
could see lines in her facehe had not noticed before; the ethereal perfection
was gone.Yet he felt at ease with this Tula. Something had changed,and he
caught an irrational thought—that he liked this Tulamuch better.
Their talk along the way was inconsequential
and neutralin content: idle chatter, about the weather, which hadn't visibly
improved, and about the happenings of the site, that therewas to be a marathon
party.
Fraesch programmed the kitchen and served up a
light dinner, hardly more than a snack, while Tula busied herself around the
kitchen,' rummaging in the cabinets for just theright ingredients for some
special drink she wanted to mix.Fraesch was happy with this state of affairs,
but also slightlyill at ease. His earlier resolve, to tell what he knew and get
tothe bottom of things, seemed shaky now. They obviously fittogether well; why
upset the arrangement? Or had she anticipated this, and shifted a behavioral
pattern, exactly so as todisarm him? He did not doubt that she probably would
beable to do so, should she wish.
After supper, Fraesch suggested that they
retire to the study, and they went, darkening the lights. When they cameto the
study, of course the conceptualizer was still on, and it was still shifting
through its endless cycle of faces, some hardened by experience, others soft
and blurred and innocent,some animated by the coquetry of young children
experimenting, others driven by the most astonishing lusts and furious desires,
cupidity naked in every line, shadow and plane. Tulastopped by the frame, and
as if the machine had read hermind, instead of remembering Moricle's, the
conceptualizerfaded out of the face it had been displaying, and evolved to yet
another presentation of Tula herself. She looked at it curiously, and then at
Fraesch, with engaging, pleasant expression. She said, "I know you have
seen my face before inthat; if not, you should have, for I am there. This much
I know."
Fraesch
did not answer. Now, her candor had indeed disarmed him.
Tula looked at the face, herself, for a
lingering moment,and then turned to go, a graceful maneuver almost like
dancing. She stopped and leaned on an overstuffed settee. "Yes. Iknew
Moricle. I knew Moricle for a long time. And so myface is in there. It means
nothing, and something, all in one.Nothing, because there are the faces of
absolute strangers inthere—people Moricle saw for an instant And something,
because Moricle fancied himself my lover, even though he wasnot my type, nor
could he be made that way." She turnedand pinioned Fraesch with a direct
hard look which Fraesch met "But not the less to him for that. Moricle was
ferocious, tenacious, asking no quarter, giving none. He was of an original
type. And yet he failed, here, in what he was sent to do,and failed to capture
me, which was his major work, in life.And then was killed—a wary, animal man
who never tookchances, who was always ready, who literally could not becaught
by surprise. He was admirable and fearsome, and younow say that with those
choices why should I . . . come to you?"
"My
thought. Unfair. It was to be my line."
"You
have something to tell me now, about myself. If it'strue, I already know it. I
have seen it coming. So tell me."
"You're
in Speculations...."
"Correct."
. . They sent you here to
finish Moricle's undone work,and to keep an eye on me. You're high in the
company, higher than Moricle . . . what are you—a kind of troubleshooter?"
"Nobody
sent me, Joachim. And Moricle wasn't in the Company. I wouldn't let him in. I
decide. The rest work forme."
Fraesch
said, slowly, "Then you are...."
"We
don't use tides any more; we all know who we are.
We
knew long ago, and we only deal through those we know.
But
through so many dodges, only a computer can follow, I
am
the owner, or chairman, or president, or chief. Titles
don't
matter when you own two-thirds of it, or the circulating
funds that compose it.
Does that clear the air between us?"
"Why do you tell me now?"
"Why
do you think I would tell an outsider anything? Youknow more about me right now
than Moricle did, and he spent untold sums trying to uncover who I really was.
And hefailed at that, too. But I have told you something I have toldno one as
long as I have been in it."
"Why me?"
"You would like to think, 'Here is the
richest woman in the universe, who could have a planet of athletes to serve
herslightest whim.' But can you imagine, just for a moment, howboring and empty
such a life would be? How destructive? Do you understand that wealth is only a
means to get things done, a facilitator, and when you try to take it, it
engulfsyou? Think of it? I could not ever share it, never admit anything, lest
I create a toady. It is the measure of faith I havein .. . what we are, that I
dare to tell you this. And becauseit may not make much difference. No doubt you
have heardof the tale of the princess and her suitor, who swore undyinglove
even if the princess was an urchin of the streets; and theprincess lost
everything, and became an urchin, and her suitorleft her. I was no more born a
princess than I was born TulaVicinczin, but like the name, it is an identity I
have grown to.And the loss of everything is possible."
"How
much was true?"
"Some.
I was born on Old Earth, in Russia, but I know little more than what
chemanalysis tells me: I am not Slavicby genes or internal chemistry. At any
rate, I was a beggar inSyzran beside a vast river. It is a dreary story I will
notwillingly retell; suffice it to say that one fine day I decided Iwas tired
of hunger and fear, and that there would be no more of it. I have had many
adventures, but this was the biggest gamble of all, and I am losing it."
"Your
project is not entirely secret. Aalet told me of theessentials of it... how far
you were stretched out."
"It
is much worse that Aalet's sources know. I came here to see if there was
anything we could salvage, and your place was exactly as advertised—to run
things so that routine would not get in my way. We are liquidating assets to
stayafloat at a rate which will devour everything within a year.
And as we were anonymous, so
when we fall, we vanish without a trace." "Then the gamble on the
accuracy of the tracking systemand Klatzana was true?" "Yes. That is
what we were after. If you heard it from
Aalet,
then there are no surprises for you there.""Why did you
stay?"Only now did Tula allow herself to settie into the sofa. She
stretched
out along its length, looking up at the darkened ceiling. She reflected,
"When you involve yourself in risk adventures, timing becomes important,
and a kind of abandon . . . atits realities, despite the rationalist trappings
we put on it, it's asirrational as anything in the universe: loyalty, honor,
love.That is how we went so far: Longlife and the art that we sawit was
irrational. We knew wecouldpull it off . . . andwe sent our best
soldier to polish off the last decimal place forus. After which we would at
last let him in."
Fraesch interrupted her,
"What was Nachitose's place?"
"She was his monitor. But Moricle was not
supposed to beaware that this was the condition. Then there were delays,and
some odd behavior, and then we started getting these requests from Moricle. . .
. I was already on my way herewhen the accident happened. We lost time during
Moricle'send-game; we knew then the rhythm had been broken, that itwould no
longer be smooth, even if it worked. Every moment past a certain point we were
decapitalizing ourselves. Youknow that only a very small part of our total
operations wasinvolved in the think-tank business; in fact, we used the rest to
subsidize it from the beginning. That was how we came tohave all these things
going. R and D is the best work in theworld, hut it's expensive, and it doesn't
yield return most ofthe time. We figured out a way to pay for it, and then we
discovered that we liked the other paying end even more as a game, and it went
from there. During all that time we werecareful, so careful, so guarded. After
a certain point, therecould be no slips, no mistakes, no time off, no romance,
if Imay use the word loosely. And so I came here and met you.Do not ask me for
reasons; I neither know them nor want to find them."
"You could perhaps have gone off
somewhere and made yourself an empress."
Tula laughed aloud, the first time Fraesch had
heard herlaugh. "Yes, that, too. The last shame: politics. When all
therest of our vices are under control, that is the one that masters us. Yes.
And with Longlife, I wouldn't have to worryabout a successor, but could live
forever. Forever!" Again sheturned her penetrating stare upon Fraesch, who
had come around to sit on the edge of the sofa. "How many extensionshave
you gone through?"
"One."
"Not
pleasant, was it? You say, worth it, once, perhapstwice. But it gets steadily
worse, longer and more drastic eachtime." She sighed, deeply. "You
know I've gone through itmany times; why confuse the issue. But if I were an
empress,I'd lose the thing I value most: my freedom and my privacy."
"What
are you going to do here? Just fold it up and letthem go home?"
"They
are contracted for a period of time. It's already paidfor. We'll let it run
until that runs out" She was almost casual about it
"I
had more to tell you than what I suspected you were. . . . Moricle made a tape,
and I found it. I've also done some digging around in some of his reference
works,and you gave me the last clue. There was something I wantedyou to do with
the stuff you've recorded so far."
Tula
sat up, attentive. 'Tell me."
"Moricle had a tape of what sounded like
voices, speaking an outlandish language. For a long time I couldn't understand
the connection. Then I found a place he'd studied a lotThere is an entire
section in the bookcase, all new material, about wave-propagated sensory
systems, information-exchangesystems, such as exist in wild creatures. You are
from Earth.Do you know of whales?"
"Yes,
yes, whales. What have whales to do with it?"
"Whales
have sound communication. Through the water."
"Yes,
I know that. They are famous for it."
"If
you speed whale sound up fifteen times, it sounds like
birdsong. Exactly. And if
you slow down birdsong, it soundslike whales."
Tula
looked thoughtful. "Go on."
"You
showed me that the time-frequency displays of thesignals you were receiving
through the surface-wave sensor array looked like the formants of speech. I
believe that Moricle discovered that, and made recordings of the signal,
vastlyspeeded up. I have that tape."
"You
have heard it?"
"Yes."
"What
does it sound like?"
"I
will play it for you. But it sounds a bit like speech, al
though
I suspect that I'm interpreting it that way. Neverthe
less
it does sound like language. And if you are what you
claim to be...."
"Do you know what you are suggesting—no,
proving to me?" Fraesch chuckled. "Yes, yes. That something on this
planetspeaks through surface waves.""Do you have any idea how slow
such a system might be,what its carrying rate would be?"
"I believe that all creatures live the
same amount of sub
jective time in their natural lives; all these
things have to do
is have lives which are slower than the waves,
and by all in
tents
they seem to."
Tula
said, 'To speak, not just cry out, or bray, or hoot, implies a calculating mind
at work: intelligence. To them, wemust race about like mad insects, buzzing
down the summerof our days."
"Looking
at it is one thing, but I thought you might wantto manipulate the system in the
lab to . . . see if you could get anything meaningful out of it."
"Yes.
. . . We could do that. But difficult, difficult. Worst possible case."
"How
so?"
"So
there are things, and they speak. Of what do they speak? If we have an alien
folk, we observe carefully, we make visual and aural recordings, and we watch
for referential objects. Rituals we can recognize. We work inward fromthe
specific and concrete to the abstract Recordings of commerce are the best,
because we can get the number systemout of it. It is a cryptanalytic process.
But in this case . . . totally alien. We can't see them, and we don't know what
they do.... There's no bridge."
"I
thought you might know of some way into it"
"There's
no easy way."
"Perhaps Moricle got into it somehow. The
tape I havewas not made at the end, but early on, judging by the talesI've
heard about others hearing him play it in the suite, loud,so that even the
soundproofing was defeated. He had longenough to think on it."
"He had Nachitose's help, too; if he got
as far as a tape,then she would have attacked it making the assumption
thathowever absurd it might be, it could be treated as speech
dth ?"
"And
then we don't know. . . . I'm almost afraid to have us go into this, this
way.""You think that the tape has something to do with their
accident?" "I don't know: it's ludicrous. But I do know that no one
has found a killer, and Aalet doesn't believe in accidents."
"Neither
do I." She stopped a moment and suddenlysmiled. "And once more you
have made me glad I have actedtoward you as I have."
Fraesch
smiled shyly. "Why?"
Tula
answered, "You guided me to act in the area I knowbest, and have added
considerable spark to the time we haveremaining to us; you. . . . Never mind,
Joachim. Play thetape, and then you and I, we will plot some. The game is
notover!"
"Nor
for us, either?"
"Have
I spoken of endings?"
"No;
and it seems that I have forgotten to."
"It
is a slip, but I will forgive you for it And now we mustbe partners, allies,
work together, we have little time left tosolve this. Will you?"
It
was plain enough, but Fraesch thought that she had another meaning to the
question, something asked shyly. Hesaid, "Yes. Let us get on to it"
14
Fraesch played Moricle's tape for Tula, during
the play-through. Tula listened, but made no gestures, indeed, did notshow any
expression on her face whatsoever. When the tapeended, she only said,
"Play it again, please." The second timeproduced no more reaction
from her than the first. Before itwas finished, Fraesch had retreated to the
kitchen to brew some tea. When he returned, the tape was over, and Tula
wasslouched back into the sofa, staring blankly at the ceiling.
Fraesch
handed her a steaming cup and said, "What do you think of it?"
Tula replied, "The suggestion is very
strong, of course, thatwhat is on that tape is, indeed, speech, much as we know
itThere are clues, however, that there was a lot of processingdone, and that
quite a bit has been edited out of it to reinforce that impression. It is by no
means as simple and directas I believe you think it is." Tula held up her
graceful handand counted on her fingers. "First, the truly random noise
elements must be suppressed; this, alone, is a great difficulty,especially in
such a case as this, in which we do not reallyknow what elements are truly
operative. Secondly, how muchof the bandwidth do we include? Human speech, for
example, as speech alone, generally operates within a bandwidthof, say, 6,000
hertz, oriented to the lower end of the scale . . . but singing expands the
range greatly, and—more significantiy, speech can still be intelligible even
within a compressed band of 3,000 hertz, although some people havedifficulty
following such communication. Third, there is thetime parameter, the constant
of transformation which changes the actual data, as it was received, into
somethingthat we think sounds like speech. Those are the first of themajor
questions; there are minor ones to go with them."
She
continued, "This tape has value only in that it suggests. . . . It is
worthless as far as something to attack, because so much has been suppressed
out of it, and the original is lost We will have to attack what we have at
hand, and be very careful about it It may sound very different from thiswhen I
am done with it"
Fraesch
said, "It is relatively easy for us—we had our suspicions, and the example
you just heard—predecessors, as itwere. But how would Moricle have thought to
try this?"
Tula shrugged. "Without going into the
details, many ofwhich I do not know, I can assure you that Moricle was anexpert
on cryptography, cryptophonology, and scramble systems. This would not have
required great thought but wouldhave occurred to him immediately. He was famous
for seeingand hearing meaningful patterns in collections of data whichyou or I
would regard as mere noise. That as a fact, was oneof the reasons why we held
off on letting him join us. He wasnot a balanced, whole person; his interests
approached obsession at times, and it was difficult to extricate him from
his assigned jobs when his role was completed. I understand thatthat behavior
is a hazard of the trade."
"What
exacdy, was Moricle's job?"
Tula
replied matter-of-factiy, "Electronic espionage, bothpolitical and
commercial, intercept and penetration of anyand all types of communications
systems and networks, insertion of bogus information in same, disruption of
infrastructures, creation of breakdowns in systems. . . ." She made a
gesture as if pulling something from a pocket, offering an imaginary sheaf of
things to Fraesch. She added, candidly,"Mind, he was good at it I mean, good. In part, we gainedcontrol of him early to
prevent his use against us. He was a dangerous tool, indeed. We had been giving
him somewhatbroader assignments, so as to move him out of that area—hewas
well-known for the ability to get a job done."
She continued, "And so the anticipation
was that thingswould proceed with the usual dispatch we were accustomedto from
Moricle. Nachitose was, of course, a check on him. That Moricle turned from his
assignment was not what brought me, by the way; it was that Nachitose ceased
reporting. She was my own candidate, and was reporting directly to me. I
expected problems with Moricle, and had ways ofdealing with those; but
Nachitose's silence was truly alarming."
Fraesch said, "It doesn't take genius to
see through thatthat Jenserico had the means to control Moricle, and that when
you lost contact with her, you had no control over Moricle."
Tula
nodded briskly. "Correct. On my way here, I stopped by Earth and heard
that there had been an accident here. Icould hardly go any faster than the way
I was already coming. The rest I made up. Moricle had no need of an analytical
linguist—he was one, and in addition had Nachitose, whowas an expert on the use
of a Mod 3000."
Fraesch
said, "But you saw patterns like speech-formants yourself."
"True,
I saw them, but they can be seen, somewhat likethat, in many contexts, if the
discrimination of the process isfinely tuned enough. Those patterns are just
something youhave to work through, dig below, so to speak. When we didthe basic
research work on this kind of analysis, we found similar patterns in every
case; we ignored the data, becausewe were looking for something below that
level...."
"You
mean that you see those harmonic patterns whereveryou do this kind of thing
with ocean waves?"
"Yes.
Perhaps we should have investigated those. . . . Well, it's always the things
you decide to overlook that sneakup on you and bite down hard. You and I, we
will attackthis."
"I
know nothing about it"
"I
will show you. There is much you can do, and I also wish to have the benefit of
your perceptions; there has occurred something here which I do not feel right
about."
Fraesch chuckled, and said, "Aye, that,
Tula. Much, indeed. I can only hope that I am not the one who gets assigned to
reorient these people back to whatever place theycame from."
Tula glanced sharply at him. There was
good-natured banter in her tone, but beneath it there was also firmness.
"Theyused to say, 'never laugh at a woman's intuition.' I might
add,especially not at the intuition of one who has been through asmany Longlife
treatments as I have. Something here is veryfalse, very wrong, deliberately so;
I sense it. I know it. But I do not know where this sensation is
coming from."
"Danger?"
"No
. . . not so much danger. Odd, that, but it doesn't feelthat way. Just
something not right." She stood up, stretching."But whatever it is.
..." She let the remark trail off. An arch look passed across her face.
"Feel like a dip?"
"Pleasure
before work?" "What else do we work for but an occasional respite
fromstriving?"
"All
else aside, you are candid. I accept Shall we slink, orstride proudly?"
"We
shall go plainly, perhaps holding hands, as if it werethe most normal thing in
the world, which of course it is."
"You
do not worry that I might be intimidated?"
"How
could you be? Shortly, we will be the same."
Fraesch
shook his head, smiling. "Whatever you have lostas a result of this
gamble, whatever changes your income hasgone through, there is nothing ordinary
about you."
Tula
took Fraesch's hand. "On worlds where a game calledpoker is played, there
is a saying: To the good player, thereare no bad cards.' . . . I have no regrets,
and I do not lookback. I will play again; it is the game that is all . . . and
some permanent things which we who play extract from itfrom rare time to rare
time."
"Perhaps
we can take the long view, now."
"As it is; follow the wave. Come."
And they left, withoutpreparation, or ceremony, for none seemed called for.
Leaving the study, they had to pass by the conceptualizer, and Tula stopped to
look at it before they left Fraesch lookedtoo. It was still, of course,
presenting its endless array of faces within the silvery substance held within
the frame, butnow it seemed as if the changes were coming faster; an imagewould
form, or start to form, and then it would abruptly shift to another, or perhaps
a formless, shifting inchoate nothingness which Fraesch could not identify. It
was almost as ifsomething were interfering with the sequencer, interrupting it.
Fraesch
asked, "A malfunction?"
Tula
looked thoughtfully at the frame. "Shouldn't be. Theyare designed to be
nearly error-free, free of maintenance difficulties. This particular model is a
very advanced one; the circuits are sealed. It's possible, I suppose—nothing is
perfect.This just started?"
"I think so. I hadn't noticed it before
tonight." Theylooked again. The images were again forming in their
usualfashion, one after another, in measured, relaxed progression.Tula said,
"Perhaps a transient fault." She turned away fromit, and they left
Fraesch's suite.
The night was advanced as they walked together
up thecorridor toward Tula's suite, and they expected to see no oneat this late
hour; the parties should already be well underway,and all who were prepared to
attend and behave more or lessbizarrely should have been in place, posturing
and projecting whatever internal demons
had elected to issue forth this night. There were no sounds of people in the
corridors: butthen, there never were. Fraesch often reflected on this, the
oddity of the habitat of Halcyon: a self-contained urban totality set down in
the midst of essentially untamed country.Moreover, it was a perfected urbanism of soundproofedsuites, silent,
labyrinthine walkways in which there was littledisturbance or the noise of
people. He supposed that the parties which most of the inhabitants periodically
attended served as some sort of counterweight, psychically, to the extreme
sense of selfness which such an environment seemed to enhance. For people who
were self-motivated, with plenty tooccupy them, it seemed to have litde effect;
Tula didn't seemto notice it at all. As for himself, he had noted an occasional
passing resdessness, but that was nothing.
It therefore surprised him when he heard,
faintly, the sounds of voices behind them, somewhere in the interconnecting
corridors. Voices, speaking quietly among themselves,indistinguishable and incomprehensible.
A sense of urgency?He looked around, but in the dim lighting and curving
distances, could see nothing.
Tula said, "What's
wrong?""Nothing. I heard people, behind us. I've never heard anyone
in the corridors before, that's all." "Nothing now." Tula had
stopped, listening. "Nobody's there."
Fraesch
listened, now standing still. There was nothing, except a slight sound of wind
from the outside, muffled and distorted by vents and ducts. "No, I did
hear some people, but not now."
"Perhaps they turned off, or you heard
the ventilators. They make a random kind of noise, which we who study such
things call 1 If noise1 . . . it has a powerful
effect on the mind, sometimes, suggesting many things. You mighthave heard that
and . . . Joachim, you look a litde wild! Areyou reverting to a primitive
before my very eyes?"
11/f noise: systemic
variations between the extremes of totallydisorganized random (white noise),
and brownian variation, whichis recursive in function, that is, what is has
been determined bywhat has gone before. Most variations in nature are 1/f, and certain forms
of music and speech approach it closely. For a moretechnical and factual
presentation of this phenomenon, please refer to Fractals: Form, Chance and Dimension,
Benoit Mandelbrot, Freeman and Co., 1977.
Fraesch
listened again, and then turned to Tula. "And if Iwere? Would you then cry
out, 'Oh, crush me, I'm a grape'?"
Tula's
face flickered with several responses, ranging the fullspan from open humor to
surprise and even indignation. Shebreathed deeply, and answered, "It is
uncharacteristic of youto be so attentive to a mere background."
"I
once worked on a planet on which the cities were so wild with street gangs that
the offices and plants were armedfortresses and strongpoints, and one traveled
with a bodyguard, and one's apartments were cells of steel with airlockdoors. I
grew accustomed to it, and have never felt ill at easein any place since. I
have never thought of danger, here, ofany kind. We were immune to everything.
But there was something in what I heard which I distinctly do not like. Letus
go, now."
They
continued along the corridor, now listening carefully;they heard nothing except
the faint rushing sounds of the ventilators. After several moments of this,
they relaxed a little, and resumed their normal pace.
Disembodied voices floated through the
emptiness of thecorridors, at the threshold of audibility. They seemed to
startup from somewhere behind them, but this time, Fraesch wasnot sure; they
had a mutable quality, a mobile aspect that madethem seem to come from the
side, from behind. At first justsnatches and spatters, fragments, they began to
assemble intoan eerie mosaic of whispers, incomplete chants, sudden hurried,
stifled exclamations, purposeless, tuneless singing or moaning. Fraesch looked
sharply at Tula, and saw her nowlistening intently, trying to suppress the
sympathetic motionsof her eyes, but nonetheless looking about wildly.
Fraesch
stopped. "You hear it now?"
She
whispered shakily, "Yes."
"What
is this?"
"I don't know. I have never heard
anything like it. And Ido not like it at all."
Fraesch
whispered, "In front of us, too."
"Suggestive
"
During their whispered conversation the sounds
had seemed to come from all around them, ahead as well as behind, still low in
tone, dynamically almost nonexistent. Fraesch was still unable to identify the
source of the sounds,although certain qualities they had seemed to bring to
mindsome of the sounds which had been in the taped section Moricle had made.
The connection was weak, though.
And
then the sounds stopped.
Fraesch
and Tula stood in a five-way junction, lookingnow this way, now that. Motion
caught their sensitized attentions: a light was bobbing in one of the
corridors, comingtoward them, a light surrounded by a moving darkness. . . .
The apparition materialized into a silent figure, clothed fromhead to toe in a
long robe with a heavy cowl, like a medievalmonk's, walking with a curious gait
that was measured carefully, but also paused at each step, an unsettiing
hiatus.Stride, hesitate. The figure was carrying a candle whose lightwas almost
completely blotted out by the black garments ofits bearer.
They
watched the approaching figure, trying to see who itmight be; Tula stood close
by Fraesch. Fraesch, watching,felt as if he were in the midst of a multitude, a
queasyfeeling. When he thought to look around him, he saw that similarly
clothed figures were all around them, standingsilentiy, their hands folded
within voluminous sleeves.
Their
faces were deeply shadowed under the heavy, overhanging cowls, and neither
identity nor expression was revealed. All he could see were the reflections in
their eyes ofdie light of the single candle. The people carried no weapons,made
no remarks or gestures—they might well have been statues which had been wheeled
in for some stage set dramatizing a ghost story; yet this was the stuff of
primalfear, the essence of nightmare. Here, undoubtedly, were thevoices they
heard.
Fraesch
spoke with an artificial firmness in his tone he didnot truly feel. "What
do you want?"
The one holding the candle spoke in a low,
throbbing tone,a husky half-whisper, half-sung incantatory style which
madeidentification impossible. "This is the occasion of the
greatgathering; all come, and release themselves to revel. We allknow one
another, but we do not know you, and you. YouFraesch-man and Vicinczin-woman
have not joined with us;we wish to invite you, that we all may be of one mind.
Comeand know the incomparable joy of release, that which maynot be spoken
of."
Fraesch
had seen part of one of their gatherings; he knewby the words that this was,
despite its odd delivery, apparently an invitation to an orgy . . . or perhaps
something more. He waited, uncertain.
A
voice from the rear said, ritually, "The Moricle brought us the gift from
the mother ocean, but he would not be ofus."
Another voice said, "And Nachitose
brooded, secret and alone, within her castle at the top of the house of the
people,and betimes their daysouls would enter, and emerge enlightened, but
their revelation was of the things of the light."
Still another, "But we have unchained the
eternal darkness."
Another,
"From the gulfs of night to the deeps of space."
Another, "You have done much, but it is
daystuff, and your current does not flow in the corpora; come with us."
Fraesch now felt an acute fear. What was it?
"Moricle would not be of us." Had these inhabitants, concerted
somehow by the action of a drug of unknown effects, killed Moricle and
Nachitose? His skin prickled. Now there was real danger. There was a living
unity here—an irrational mob.They had followed them to this place, to speak of
these things.
He said, "I respect and honor the things
you do; may Ionly ask that you grant me the same privilege. Harsh words Ihave
had with none of you."
The light bearer, so Fraesch identified
him/her, thinking ofthe ancient name
Lucifer, the light bearer,
intoned, "That iswhy we come now to this place. Honor! And to do is to
be."
The congregation responded,
'To be is to do."Fraesch said, "Allow us to pass our way, and perhaps
intime we will come to your way."The light bearer said to Tula, "Not
to be, is this your willas well?" Tula said, a little shakily, "We
have worked to have the pleasure of each other's warmth."
The bearer then said, "Then let be what
will be, o my
brothers!"
And without sound or apparent effort, Fraesch felt
himself
grasped firmly, by hands that seemed to possess im
mense
strength beyond human norms; they held them lightly,
without
straining, but he could not break the hold. He saw
Tula
similarly held. She moved a littie, but subsided, coming
to
the same realization as Fraesch had. He smelled a hot pun
gency
in someone's breath, a scent he had smelled before
. . . Tschimedie, the
night he had seen her as Lot's Daughter.
The
bearer then said, "Bring forth the other exile."
From
a side corridor, two more came, escorting a third,
dressed
in a soft, loose robe, whom Fraesch recognized as
Ciare Dekadice, the
technician who had been overly sensitive.
She had a look in her eyes
like that of a trapped animal, arabbit captured, yet unhurt, in the embrace of
a leopard, a lizard in the maw of the serpent.
The bearer now intoned, "We wish you to
be with us inour release, and that this is kindness and fellowship that
webring, not pain or terror. But there is something we must doand we ask that
you not be difficult; these restraints will soonbe unnecessary, in any
event."
Despite the reassuring words, Fraesch knew
what was shortly forthcoming: the Doors. He tried not to give his intent away,
but he jerked free of his holders, and shouted, 'Tula! Ciare! Run!"
At this moment, then, action. The
uncertainties dissolved and fell away and there was a ringing in his ears, as
of theaftersound of the crash of mighty cymbals: the silence after.Everyone
seemed to be moving in slow motion, but he didnote that they were all moving,
reaching. Tula slumped, as ifrelaxing, going passive, and made a shivering
motion, and was also free, moving with a curious set of movements thatseemed
half-swimming, half-dance. Whatever discipline she was using, she seemed
untouchable, uncatchable. Hands reached, grasped, touched, she shrugged or
flowed, and thehands were elsewhere, clutching at empty air. Ciare
remainedwhere she was, mouth slighdy open, as if in a trance.
Fraesch did not attempt to attack any of them,
but onlytried to break free of the group, which he thought was abouttwenty or
so. Tula seemed to occupy their attention most; she was so close, and yet so
untouchable. Within the flowingmovements of her dance, he saw her lightly touch
someone,caressingly, along the side of the neck, and that cowled would-be
captor fell to the corridor floor as if he or she hadbeen poleaxed. Another
clasped her from behind, and she made a casual motion with one arm, as a swimmer
lazilymaking a backstroke, and that person fell away from behindTula, now
tightly grasping its stomach and retching, spinningaway into one of the side
oorridors.
He also saw, as he made his own efforts, that
Tula was making no real attempt to get away, but was trying to workher way to
the group holding Dekadice. They sensed this, anddrew closer together, and
moved fractionally away from Tula.
Fraesch's efforts were in finding the
openings, and following them, turning those who came at him into each other;
hewas almost out of it, now, as the robes swirled around them.
He
called out, "Tula! Leave her! Get yourself out!" He felthimself
jarred by the impact of a body, a kind of body-blockwhich deflected his course,
and, he saw, made his escapesomewhat less probable. He whirled and ducked,
trying to recapture his former momentum, but someone bumped himagain, a heavy,
solid, mass that deflected him further into theseemingly uncoordinated motions
of the group. The bumps came more frequentiy, now, and he thought he was
losingsome advantage. There was a series of collisions, none particularly
painful, but he was hemmed in, and the group linkedarms with each other and
bote him down with their lurchingmass alone, a confused tangle of torsos and
limbs. Fraesch was spun impossibly and ended up on the floor, on his back,and
someone straddled his chest, expertly pried his mouth open before he realized
what was happening, and thrust something hard and smooth and slick deep into
Ids throat; heswallowed, reflex, and stopped fighting his captors. Through
anarrow opening in the mass of bodies around him, he caught a last glimpse of
Tula; someone had caught hold of herpants. She moved in a manner Fraesch did
not entirely comprehend, and tumbled out of the pants. She was free, and hesaw
her slender legs flashing in the soft, flat light of the corridor as she
sprinted away.
Fraesch had two thoughts simultaneously. The
first was that he was very sorry that Tula had not tried to get himfree; the
second was that he would not wish to be one of the revelers when she came back,
as she most certainly would.And could. She probably knew her way around this
mazebetter than anyone else, and it was virtual certainty that shehad either
designed the place herself or had been aware ofthe plans during construction.
This thought cheered him somewhat, even though he felt apprehensive at what was
even now rushing through his digestive system, into the bloodstream, to the
brain.
His
captors seemed to realize that this struggle; was ovef.This quarry was no
longer resisting, and they relaxed their holds upon him a little. What matter
that he escape them again? They had done their work. The person who had
straddled him leaned closer, over him, so that Fraesch could see the brown-gold
ringlets fall out of the cowl that overshadowed her face, tightly curled:
Tschimedie.
She
leaned closer, and said softly, "The roughness we regret, used on you;
great regrets. But required, that you become us. Relax and let it happen to
you. Perhaps now in the flux which will ensue you and I will perform some
amazingrite."
Fraesch
tried to say something, but somehow his voicewouldn't work properly. He made
the effort, but some connection was.broken, somewhere. The mode of speech
wouldnot operate. Tschimedie nodded, as if she understood. She said, a husky
whisper, "Don't try to talk, just now; that is oneof die transient first
effects. Yes, it's already working—it'svery quick, so you can't get rid of it
by throwing it up, either."
By
supreme effort (he was astounded how much effort ittook), he managed to mumble
out, "Let me up. I know it's too late to run."
Tschimedie
smiled, looked up, throwing her head back with a motion which tensed her lower
body against Fraesch's.She laughed, a low chuckle, throaty and ripe, and said,
"I could, just so, but perhaps I would prefer to remain where Iam."
She made a suggestive motion with her hips. "Howmuch would you struggle
then?"
Fraesch
rolled his eyes, again deserted by speech. But itcrossed his mind that in more
normal circumstances it would not be totally unpleasurable to have a tussle
with this strong-featured, sturdy woman. Of course, there would be no ancillary
emotion attached to such an adventure. . . . It was something else that was
missing. Odd, that. He would haveknown it in a minute, but it seemed to slip
away from himeffortlessly, like wisps of fog.
Tschimedie
looked over her shoulder, then back. "Little Ciare, she of the boyish
figure, has also been given somethinggood for her, and will soon come around.
And you? What isit you will become? A high priest of some temple of darkness? A
barbarian, who will take his women by forceand crush them panting in violent
embrace? A silken courtierof some ancient court, clad in silks, mind burning
with realizations of desire unknown to the common ruck? A romantic poet? A
revolutionary? It does not always emerge as we might imagine, or hope, but
something comes forth, full ofthe vigor of the uttermost psyche...."
Fraesch
forced out, "Did the group kill Moricle? Nachitose? Because they would not
participate?"
"Life? Death? These are somewhat
imprecise terms, whichsuspend upon much else to give diem their own truth. To
killsomeone, now there's a thought; but a limited one, no doubt,for there's no
more of them then. No, and no, those are the answers. Besides, I have always
wished to think of them as. . . somewhere else. Gone visiting, as it were. But
they werenot unattractive, however they had their secrets from us. Hah! We had
some, too! But Moricle—he had the air of a wild bull of the empty places about
him, dark and stormyand full of the dark power which all might know, the men
bycontesting and the women by . . . what's the word? Sex and combat, they're
die same, down at the root of it that we plumb. But all we are trying to do is
tear a rent in a curtainthat separates us all. Here, we can arrange that it be
withdrawn for a littie. And Jenserico! There is much about that one which the
pale woman you took up with shares. I see now that Nachitose was_a younger
version of Tula, a less perfected form, something like, there."
One
by one, now, they were releasing their holds on himand drawing away silentiy,
although in a way he did not entirely understand; Fraesch could sense that they
were relaxedand pleased with their work. Tschimedie remained where shewas, but
Fraesch did not try to shake her off. He felt odd anddisconnected, as if his
physical body had somehow becomelarger, a roomier house, as it were, and it
didn't matter anymore what happened to that house. But at the same time hefelt
that, he also felt an enlargement of spirit, of soul, of psyche. Something was
changing.
Tschimedie
leaned over, lifting her weight from his torso,and asked, "You are feeling
it now?"
Fraesch
shook his head, as if trying to clear his vision. Henodded weakly, then said,
"Yes . . . large and small, all atonce."
She
got to her feet and extended her hand to help him up."Come on, then. Now
you'll need some time . . . you haveto feel your way into it There are also
some time effects toit"
Fraesch
stood, a little unsteady. He saw that two of the figures were still standing
with Dekadice, although they werenot holding or restraining her in any way. He
said, "Tell mesomething; why do you wear the costumes, or die
decorations?"
Tschimedie
tossed her head, letting the hood fall awayfrom her hair, so that her face was
completely exposed. Sheblinked, a long, slow delayed motion, and Fraesch saw
thatshe had painted eyes, exactiy like her own, on her eyelids, sothat blinking
seemed to have no effect—something flickeredover the eyes, all of which stared
glassily. Fraesch looked, but he could not determine which were real, although
he knewvery well that her real eyes would move and track objects,and the
painted ones wouldn't. . . . It didn't seem to make any difference. When she
looked at him, it seemed as if shecould see him either way.
She said, "Fdr the reflection you get
back from others .. . you can pretend any time you wish, but no one will
believeyou; but now they believe . . . choose carefully the picture,for you
will become it, it will become you. With this, we nowunderstand all that we
send to one another, where without we receive, but we do not understand. I am
not so good with thewords."
He was consicous of many things now, but each
one stayedin its proper place, neither confounding nor swamping anyother. He
heard the sounds of wind in the ventilators, the rain on the roof, the overall
flowness of the living ocean of air; hefelt the waves as they came up on the
beach, or engaged therocks of the point, or spattered over the shingled
shallows, there, in die darkness, a hundred meters or so
distant He knew Tschimedie, and her projection was becoming less absurd and
self-gratifying with every moment of time, and moreright and more truly her. He
understood that where before hehad seen as an outsider a preposterous sexual
masquerade, hewas now seeing that the masque was like a door itself into a
wider world, and that without moving he had already passed jthrough it. He was
different yet die same; and on the other side. And they, the others, too were
receding, drawing awayfrom the girl Ciare Dekadice, who was terrified. Fraesch
felta great compassion for her, a great sadness because she fearedthis
experience, which made any view she could take a badone. She stood where they had
left her, and he wanted to goto her and help, but he knew that die motions he
would make to communicate with her would be filtered, abstracted, changed. Yes.
That was why they dressed up—to projectthrough it like a positive image made
through the projectionof die tonereversed negative. He thought one thing: it
wasexecuted differendy—and somehow, the same.
Fraesch went to the girl, touched her arm. He
said, "Thereis no need to fear it. I will get them to help. Why do you
fear?"
Ciare responded in a monotone, very low in
dynamics, butnot a whisper, "These things we become, in this . . .
theyshould be hard to reach, diffuse, symbolized in gestures andwords and
things we might buy with much money, and only then glimpse them. Here, now, we
become just by wishing,and we do not want to return to the shells of illusion,
pulledthis way and that by die compromises that the world makeson us. I see and
understand, now: in the old days this wascontrolled by the visions of the
tribe, and by the shaman whominded those visions, that the higher world match
the lower.You have not been here before—I have: I can see many things in this
state I know, but can see no way to fit them tothe world we
must perforce inhabit. So then, was it of old—perhaps savages saw things like
our present, but only piecesof it, and so it was of no use to them, and so it
is of no use to us, save to devil us with ideas we cannot attain! The whole is
so damned slow! But ouj thoughts move faster than lightAnd we have only one
common dream, and so it is throughthese bodies that we must act..."
Fraesch
said, "Each sees according to what they are, whattheir interests and
passions are." He stopped, head cocked, asif listening to something just
beyond identification. "Does onehear music?"
Ciare
focused on his face for the first time. "Yes, but I've never had the
opportunity to pursue it..."
Fraesch
said, "I thought I heard ..." He looked around,and the nexus of the
five corridors had a familiar air of duality: near and very small, far and
enormous. He had no ideaof scale whatsoever, and even though his selfness
seemed tomatch whatever view he arbitrarily chose, die idea of mutablescale
still terrified him. They were alone, and they were notalone; they were within
reach of the others, even though nonewere in sight
Fraesch
looked at Ciare again. He saw the same, plain girlhe had seen before, once when
he arrived, and in a short conversation in her suite. Her face was not
attractive, as a female face, in the sense of Tula's smooth delicacy, or in
Tschimedie's harsh, earthy strength; it was a face which couldbelong to girl or
boy without effort; thin, tense, a little angular and troubled by hidden knots
of muscles gathered belowthe skin. An urchin's face. And a thin, flatchested
body to gowith it She moved, uncertainly, and Fraesch felt in a manner
analogous to die scale shift he was experiencing, a changein the way he
perceived Ciare—she became, instantly, an object of intense desire. The shift
once made, was unbalanced,and accelerated itself. His whole field shifted, to
accommodate this view.
He
said, shakily, "How do you know what you will be?How do you . . . find
what to put on?"
"I already know mine . . . you will have
to look a little for yours, and then find something suitable to express it.
Ican help. Indeed I must, for that is my unchangeable nature:to help, to guide.
Come." She set out before Fraesch with a resolute motion which caused the
random and unarrangedcurls of her colorless hair to shake. Fraesch followed. He
did not see, but he was certain that others followed them, too, just out of
sight
They traversed the corridors to Ciare's suite,
entered andclimbed the stairs to her aerie, her spaceship, her
watchfulenvironment. It was night and die windows were dark, nowbeing pelted
with cold, fat raindrops, assaulted by gusts ofwind or flecked with momentary
bursts of wet sticky snowwhich would cling for a moment and then slide down.
Shecommanded Fraesch to wait, and then hurried down the other stairwell, off to
another part of the suite. Her sounds onthe stairs faded, and the suite was
silent, save for the wind fretting at the windows, and a distant barely audible
humfrom the equipment with which she had filled the room. Fraesch selected a
seat and sank into it gratefully.
He
wanted to set his thoughts straight but they whirledaround madly, uncatchable;
even as he saw that he had themat all, in any configuration, they vanished.
There was nothing stable, nothing fixed. There was only motion, flux, change.
Something was coming of the pattern of chaos, buthe could not understand or act
on it yet Only that somethingwas there.
Where he sat faced the vision screens Ciare
had set up,and the one he was most directly facing was the one whichshowed the
high view of the sea. Now it was dark outside,but something interpolated in the
circuits continued to makevisible the waves as they traversed their medium; if
any change was apparent it was perhaps that the image was clearer, more
distinct sharper. Fraesch found himself watching the image, fascinated. It
helped focus his mind, clarify his perceptions. He could almost sense meaning
inthose tossing, restless motions, never still, patterns for whichhe was still
too fast, try as he would to slow down for them.What made the waves? Wind, the
flow and flux of two fluids, air and water, and the interface between them.
Winds . . . and there was nothing there, yet Ciare had thought something was,
and had planted sensors to watch for it . . . Fraesch had an idea that, absurd
as it was, something was indeed outthere, something so alien they could never
understand it, andthat they would never see it or them as such, until it was
much too late to do anything about it. It was not malevolent,and it did not
wish to rule die universe, but it did not care very much, either, for if those
who spoke on the waves wereslow, then what were men to them but the flitting of
mayflies,summer gnats, alive for the day peihaps, and with the nightthey'd go .
. . wherever those temporary little striving liveswent Was that it? He looked
at the waves some more.
Fraesch tried to reason it out, for he felt as
if he were on the very edge of it but it failed him and his thoughts
spiraledinto nothingness. Waves. He had heard them, speeded upgready, filtered,
their frequencies and wavelengths translatedinto sound patterns, and what he
heard sounded like speech,and now he was seeing the waves, as they rolled and
tossedtheir foaming heads to the black, howling sky. What was itthat made waves
in the sea? What was it shaped them, refracted them, enhanced some frequencies
and suppressed others?Was this just not another media problem? And of what
wouldsuch sonorous, long voices speak? Of firefly lives? He was trying, but now
all he could do was question, for that part ofhim was sinking, and another was
rising from some black depth, something he had to do, something he had to be.
A host of personages, personae, roles, ritual
identities, symbols began to be real to him, things he had known frombooks,
from histories, from entertainments, stories, fictions, speculations, investigations,
evolutions, revolutions; they wereall together, a multicellular crowd, an
organism, and theywould shimmer into one, whose aspect was strange and
wondrous, desirable to
be, he could be that, he was
that He remembered (that was not really what was happening to him,but it seemed
that way, and so it was so) kings and emporers, conquerors and concubines:
shadows that flickered for an instant and were gone. Now he saw truth. He saw
behind die apparent reality of the great—that few indeed had been
great in truth, but were animated dummies propped upby those who reaped their
rewards offstage, but bore none ofthe crushing weight. Tales as old as man
itself, perhaps older,something rooted in the chaos that was the mother of
creation. He was Bagoas the eunuch in ancient AchaemenidPersia, poisoning
emperor after emperor until at last caughtat his deeds by Darius ID, and
terminated after the same manner. He was Iago, whispering to the Moor. He was
Lavrenty Beria, and a host more on the side of Ahriman theDark God. Equally
detailed, he was also a host of offstage manipulators who pursued light after
the manner of Ahuramazda. He was Machiavelli, Disraeli, Henry
Kissinger,Metternich. He was the unseen power behind the visible powers, the
one who really had what control there was to have.He was invisible, and his
subde acts changed lives withouttheir knowing. He was also a thousand more, who
had neverbeen seen; now he could see them through the shadows of those who had
carried the banners, and whom no record had ever known, good and evil alike. He
saw it with everythingthat had been, everything he had done. He had been
choosingthem all his life, and they had been waiting for him. It was a relief
to admit it, and to feel their collective identity settie onhis shoulders, fade
into him, become him, and he, them. Now he knew what he had to do: to
orchestrate this unruly, random, searching, disorganized crowd into something
heyondthemselves, something greater than they could imagine, couldknow, even
after they had done it . . . and even then, theywould not realize it was he who
led them to it, but would imagine they thought of it themselves. Yes. Let it be
so.
Fraesch stood up suddenly. There was no time
to lose, now. Ciare. . . . Where was Ciare the Technician? She would have to
provide some things for him, for he wouldhave to dress the part—yes, those
seemed to be the rules. And even though it would be obvious, it would be
hidden. Heliked that: double deception. He went to the stairs, down which the
girl had gone, and looked down: a spiral went down out of sight: there was
darkness at the root of the spiral, broken only by the hint of a watchlight
somewhere downthere. He knew he did not know the way, but it did not matter. He
stepped forward and followed die spiral down. Down.It was a long way, and when
he reached the bottom at last, hefound himself in a tiny, cramped foyer.
Constricted tunnelsled off to left and right, both equally dark in themselves,
bothilluminated somewhere distant, indirectly, as from the side. While he hesitated,
he sensed motion in one, motion which suggested a sinuous, slender figure
coming toward him, walking with measured pace, steadily. . . . It resolved
itself into a person he knew, and yet did not know.
Ciare appeared and stood, a litde abstracted,
by the tunnelmouth. The curious ambosexual air she had once had now was gone
entirely, along with the hoydenish clothing she habitually wore—mechanic's
coveralls. Now she wore a paletranslucent clinging gown made of something
delicate and woven, so that it both clung to her and flowed around
her,accenting, suggesting, enhancing, concealing. Through it, theshadows
played, contours and outlines shifted, appearing andvanishing with every
motion. The body beneath the gown wasas slim and boyish as it ever had been,
but now the accentwas different, and with it the message. Completing the
costume was a conical cap with a shirt behind and a veil before, so that only
the eyes showed clearly. She had become a princess of the house of unendurable
pleasure indefinitelyprolonged, something unattainable and unspeakable at the
same time: forbidden fruit, and all the sweeter for it, the more so: poisonous
and pernicious. Time was shifting, mutating, and she did something, and
something slipped entirely,was lost
Time, skipping and looping, returned to show
an image inthe confines of a mirror, which resembled no person Fraeschcould be
said to know, to have known, to wish to know, to know enough to know. No, no,
no. Unlike many of the party-goers, this one was dressed from head to toe; a
softcap, something like an overgrown beret. A shirt-jacket something like a
bush jacket and also something like a collarlessmilitary tunic, in which the
front opening was not a simpleslit, to be closed by joining edges, but a flap
which buttonedacross the throat and down both sides of the chest. It ended in a
littie decorative ruffle which reminded Fraesch of a character in an opera
about Renaissance princes. The bottom wasa set of tights, and there was a
leather codpiece which lookedpeculiar, no doubt but which felt even more
peculiar. Dark,dark, but not black. Black would call attention; this was
shadows, unnoticing, not-seeing. Elegant, but fog, nothing, anafterimage. Ciare
bowed formally to the figure, in the mirror, said softly, "My lord, you
have remained in the shadowsoverlong; will you attend?"
"I
will come there, but what I must do, I could do from here."
"You
could, aye, but you must not."
"Perhaps
you are right; so I will attend."
"Follow
me by the ways I know; let a princess guide thehunter to the fields of night I
will be the staked goat thoughI carry my chain with me, and therefrom you must
prey upon us."
"It
will be as you say; do you claim precedence?"
"Nay!
Strike as you will! My eyes are not green, and I wear no horns."
"Take
you no offense, then, that in what I orchestrate itmay not come to pass between
me and thee."
She
said, "It will not matter; now we live forever, and in time all must know
all, even unto the last man and the last woman. Now!"
And she then guided Fraesch into a corridor
and through aset of passages whose existence he had not suspected, eventually
into a passage which looked like one of the public passages of the building,
and then to a large room, decorated solely with cushions and sideboards, in
which others were gathering. As they entered, no one noticed them, and yet
hesensed that unconsciously the group aligned itself to them. Something
changed, shifted, lines of forces altered themselves.
He saw no one he could assign to a person of
the workaday world whose identity he knew. Here were jongleurs,mountebanks,
dwarves and thieves; courtesans, muscle dancers, their flesh crawling and
rippling, mimes and acrobats, hoodwinked sybils. Slaves and overseers, carrying
whipsand electric prods, enigmatic, heraldic figures of an unknown patent of
nobility, bizarre sexual athletes. It looked as if someone had taken the
Waite/Pamela Smith Tarot as a starting point, and then extrapolated a maniacal
Hugoesque-Tolstoyan multiplanetary universe out of that seed material, transforming
and multiplying and variating the mix accordingto a canon which might be laid
to Aleister Crowley. A harlotwith eyes tattooed on her eyelids approached and
glared.
Fraesch
exclaimed, "Lot's Daughter!"
The
woman answered, "No! Kethuzalem, the harlot of Jerusalem!"
"Workman, ply thy trade!" "I hear!" She cried, and turned
away, favoring Fraesch
with a lewd leer as she
turned, moving her hips in an exaggerated manner.
Fraesch
breathed deeply and sighed, "Buns!"
He
turned his head, to make a remark to Ciare, but the princess was gone. Nearby,
a satyr embraced a chaste balletdancer dressed in a pale tutu, while a troupe
of mimes created changing reflections of their gestures in a kaleidoscopic
panorama within which all possibilities were examined dispassionately. He
gestured suavely to them all, and the diorama began to drift apart, each one
still acting out the motions it had been performing, but broken and
disconnected, asif seeking a new anchor, a new referend.
He
wandered on. He met a cossack leading a muzzled she-bear by a leash of flowers,
the cossack doing an odd little half-mincing dance, the bear lumbering and
growling. (It was not a real bear, something told him, but a costume.) Hecalled
to the cossack, "Hark! What will you with the bear?"
"Lord,
I am held too homely and too shy for real womento pleasure, and so I go to bed
my she-bear, who is in heatand will not object to my lack of beauty."
He
said, "What? This is a wild animal, dangerous of toothand claw! Shall we
not clip her claws, muzzle her ferociousmouth? You might be injured!"
"Nay,
neither! The claws are blunt and moreover, I willsurely wish to kiss the beast;
let her be unmuzzled!""You are a son of truth. Do as thy wilt shall
be the wholeof the law." The pair passed on, orbiting wihin the confines
of the crowd.
He
met another animal act, this one being, apparently, asacred cow, two people
sharing a costume, one being thefront legs, head and shoulders, while the other
occupied thehind quarters. He looked into sad brown glass eyes and
said,solemnly, "You are a cow, is this so?"
Two
voices replied, distandy, muffled, "This is so. We seek peace and bucolic
vision, identification with the mother spiritof the world."
Fraesch favored the cow with a squint.
"All of this is commendable, and your identity is exact. This is indeed
something bovine that I see before me, the udder toward my hand.Exactly so! You
are to be commended for your effort But—here I ask a question which is frankly
speculative in nature—what would you assay to do should you meet—a
realbull?"
There was a hurried consultation from within
the cow, conducted in whispers and murmurs. At last came the answer, "We
are, in a word, at a loss. This is a contingencywe had not considered. Will you
advise us?"
Fraesch answered, "Indeed I will do so:
for the front quarters, you must maintain your dignity in case my
contingencybecomes real. Stir not! And for the hindquarters person—you must
brace yourself!" He turned away before they had decided upon a reply.
As
he circulated among the guests, he spoke now to one,now to another, here
engaging in ribald repartee, there offering advice of a dubious nature, and yet
there making seriouscomments when pressed as if the weight of the entire
universe were waiting upon every word. Yes, they wore outrageouscostumes, yes,
they suggested a nightmare beyond all conceiving, but he saw them with the
vision he had cultivated for untold years in the field, he saw into them as if
they were glass,and even with the aid if the drug they took, he saw mostclearly
that they did littie, however much they showed, or gestured, or implied. It was
all a potential situation, but whatactually happened was ordinary enough.
Tonight, however,things would be different; he would see to that. Skillfully,
justas he managed an operation in the dayworld by subtlety andunseen direction
and egolessness, so here, he prodded, suggested, implied, nudged, and in the
end, slowly, recursivelyserved as a catalyst, which edged the group, as a
whole, onemillimeter past the balance point. He erased the distinction inthem
between dreams and possibilities, and thus unhinged andoverbalanced, they began
to drift now into a new awareness.He could feel it growing, under his feet, in
the murmur in theair, in the solar plexus, in the seat of his pants, and all
around him, slowly at first, but the rate would soon increase.He would be at
the center of it all when it came, the unutterable culmination of all their
unleashed fantasies, yet theywould not know he was there, nor, only dimly if at
all, wouldthey know he had initiated this. A small voice reminded himthat real
bodies in the real world might perceive events differ
endy, that they might regard this whole
sequence as dangerous at the least, but he did not consider it much, for now he
did not trouble himself about those matters. This was the reality. He heard,
and he knew. No more need be said.
He could not say how, by what means, this
happened. Itwas not a process he understood; but however it formed itself, by
what transition rules it transexisted, he sensed that one by one they were
tuning themselves to him, although there was nothing he could identify as
proving this. Just aterrible certainty, and an equally terrible sense of
purposewhose end product he could not have said in words; they hadleft that
behind. By the sideboard, now, Fraesch paused to feel the yearnings of the
demoniac orchestra. Now he raisedan arm casually, and through the crowd there
rippled a motion which in each was insignificant, but which in the wholetold
all. It was time. He raised it again, and now they turnednow openly, waiting.
He
paused in the middle of the gesture: what was it theywere to do? Even at the
moment of initiation, the answer was unfathomable, unknowable. As he waited,
just that moment, some approached him, to urge him onward, in ordinarywords
whose tones carried the accents of something utterlyunspeakable.
Tschimedie
came, Lofs Daughter, Kethuzalem, whatevershe was, with palms turned outward,
showing the staringophidian eyes painted on them. She hissed, "Speak in
the loud voice, o messenger! Pour out the vial on the surface ofthe sun."
A
princess of the ancient days, of slight figure, came near,and whispered,
throatily, "And now the last mystery; bring usto it!"
Another figure, apparently a woman, dressed as
a ghost,whom he had not seen before, glided across to him, purposeful and
filled with will and power. For a moment, he felt hesitation; what if this one
should challenge his right to lead . . . ? Now he could perceive litde else
about this figure,save the force of her. She wore a white hooded garment
thatcovered her from head to toe, and within the hood, concealed her face with
a veil. Only the eyes showed, dark empty openings into infinity. He said,
"And your last request?"
She was immediately before him: he could feel
the warmthof her body. She stopped and said calmly, absolutely neutrally,
"Take this, o seer of visions and guide across the sillbetween the known
and the unknown." With no preparation, or anticipatory motions, she deftly
thrust something in hismouth, another quick, practiced motion, and he swallowed
involuntarily.
He stuttered,
"You...." She stepped beside him, whispered harshly in his ear,
"Don't fight it, you fool! It's the antidote!"
She stood beside him, as if co-presiding,
smiling and the faces which were now turned to them, avid and waiting.Fraesch
struggled with the conflict of two colliding chemicalmessages in him, the one
still trying to drive him onward, theother striving to extract the first and
counter its effects. Heswayed, giddily, and involuntarily made a gesture which
could have indicated denial, abdication. The faces lost some of their unholy
unison and began to move randomly, againobeying self-generated impulses. In
another moment, their attention was withdrawn, and drifting, and still another,
and they were beginning to move, no longer interested in the focusthey had
created. There was a sense of deflation, of disappointment, which could be
assuaged by methods basic andwell-known. Cossack reached for bear, satyr for
ballerina, and Fraesch, head spinning, sank down on one knee, bracinghimself
with one arm to keep from falling. The ghost sankdown on her knees beside him,
and said, "Do you know me now?"
A state of perception faded away and he lost
it, the exultation, the power, the will. He was just Joachim Fraesch
again.There was a sadness and a weariness the like of which he had never known.
He stared at the visage of the ghost, and now saw what he could not see before.
Tula. He had only thestrength to nod agreement.
She
said, "Come with me, now. I will lead you. They are now too far into it to
put up any organized resistance, although only a moment ago you could have
commanded themto give it to me."
He
said, slowly, "That would not have been the end of it,you know. You took a
great chance. . . ." He had a lucidmoment, and then conflicting chemistry
blanked his ability tospeak or feel or move, and he stopped. Tula helped him
tohis feet, and together they began to drift out of the hall, intothe empty
corridor, whose silence was now a blessing, andwhose coolness helped. He was
still dazed, however, and onlybarely noticed that Tula led him back to his own
place,rather than hers.
15
Fraesch
and Tula were back in his study, and Tula was handing him a cup of hot tea. By
the time they had madetheir way there, he had regained control of himself,
strippedoff the costume he had been wearing and was now wrappedup in an old
bathrobe. Tula had taken his new one, being nofonder of what she had worn than
Fraesch had been of his costume.
He mused, "How did you know it would go
that way?"
"Actually, I didn't; but I suspected that
what that drug does is to enhance a basic component of identity which is
normally carefully concealed. In the case of most of these people, what comes
out is rampant sexuality, more or less bizarre, because they are content to be
followers, let someoneelse make the decisions—that type. In such an assemblage,
aleader figure is necessary. They always lacked one, and so were thwarted, as
from what I understand, neither Moricle nor Nachitose would participate.
Moricle was by nature heavy handed, but that was compensatory behavior: he
wasactually a weak leader. On the other hand, you . . . I knew they would try
for us sooner or later. . . . By the way, I hada time picking you out; I had no
idea exactly what you'd appear as."
"What
do you imagine I would have had them do?"
"I
think kill Dekadice. She's a sacrificial type, no? No doubt about it—as a fact,
they may patch up a procedure and kill her anyway."
"Are we safe? I thought there were extra
passages connecting with her suite, because we went to the gathering another
way."
"No problem there; certain sections of
this complex can besealed, if you know how to activate the mechanisms. That was
the first thing I did when I got you out of there. Have noapprehensions: we are
secure. Remember, I designed this place."
"Could
you have done anything for her?"
"Dekadice?"
Here she stopped, looking at the darkened
ceiling.
"Probably not. You are not one to sit still for much
control,
whereas she required it For certainty, she would
have
resisted me, and that was a situation in which grace and
style
was everything. . . . Besides, what would I have gained
by that?"
"You
weighed it..."
"Hearts
or currencies, indeed do I weigh it all to a micro
gram.
If I could return for one, who would it be? For once in
my
life, there wasn't much choice, although I am saddened
that
we were not able to do much for her. After all, what we
should
have done should have been done long ago. But
Ciare?
She would identify me as a strong woman, and make
herself
a pet, when what I wished to do is run with the
wolves
and fly with the eagles. No, there really wasn't much
choosing
to do."
"What
shall we do with these people now? I ask your ad
vice, as
you have an interest in the proceedings here."
"I took the action. I
used my authenticator, the one yousaw when you investigated my
apartment...""... You know that?" "Yes. There's a larger
unit which is part of that remoted
from it No matter. . . .
I am only surprised you waited as long as you did. But what I did was issue
orders that thisplace be terminated—in an orderly manner. Some of them will get
their notices next week, and of course they revertback to The Body Shop, Ltd.
to finish out their contracts.There's a penalty for closing the lease early, of
course. I specified that they are to be posted to the four winds, and paid for
that, too, out of our dwindling treasury...."
"What
are you going to do, yourself?"
"I hadn't thought much about it... I
thought it would beforever."
"You
mean it's really over? Speculations is finished?"
"Just that," she said quietiy, very
subdued. "Over. Donewith. We reached . . . and we didn't make it. They
don't tellmany stories about those kinds of adventures, do they, eventhough that
is the most of our lives, all of us?"
"What
about you yourself?"
"Naturally, I've got my own, put away for
a rainy day . . . don't you?"
"Well,
yes. It's not much, though...."
"Mine isn't either, proportionately . . .
but it will do. I live modestly, you know . . . I've done a lot, but I came
back.
Money's
only good for so much, and some problems it can't
touch,
and as I never lost any sleep over it—let the fools
spend
it on luxuries. I mean, what could I do with, say, a
personal
spacecraft, except draw attention, thieves, parasites
and
terrorists to myself? I think I'll be very modest for
awhile."
"I
know you well enough to know that won't last long."
"Well said! Come do it with me."
'Tula, you are a madwoman! How long do you
think thatwould last?"
She
smiled, softly warming the space that separated them.There was no doubt
whatsoever that it was sincere. "Does time matter to you and me any
more?" As he heard it, heknew it to be the most multiplex question he had
ever heard.She knew there could be no answer, and followed this with, "You
are good enough at what you do to free-lance at it. Youcan, hence, go where you
will."
"I've a contract to finish, as do most of
us."
"They
run out, don't they? And . . . what matter that? I can go anywhere I want for
awhile, if you will . . . take the leap, damn it, and use the wings you've
grown."
"Decisions
are discounted today . . . they are four to theden'ga, I believe, in the
currency of Mulcahen. A twenty-fivegrosh-worth says yes, easily enough."
She
leaned forward and squeezed his hand. "Good! That'ssettled at least for
awhile."
Fraesch said, "Shall we continue to work
on the content of the waves? I would think you would wish to attack it, out
ofcuriosity, if nothing else."
Tula
leaned back, and said, "Yes. Tomorrow we begin. Wewon't be interrupted for
awhile—this present orgy will takeseveral days to unwind, and they'll leave us
alone. . . . Of course, we could spend the time in bed, if you like. Theywon't
bother us there, either." At the last, she had a mischievous smile and had
setded back in her chair into a languorous posture which was extremely elegant
and sensual and inviting.
Fraesch screwed up his face into what he
imagined a harridan might resemble, and said, in a cracked voice, "Not
tonight, dearie, I've got a headache and me hair's up in thecurlers!"
"I can well imagine . . . well, come to
bed with me anyway. I am going to sleep here tonight and since I'm here, and
since I came and got you, at the least I insist on having you near me. It's
been nice, you know, just that much, sometimes."
Fraesch
got up, still a little unsteady, and took Tula's slender hand. They paused to
glance at the conceptualizer, out ofhabit more than anything else. It was now
failing entirely toshow faces; and apparendy what it was displaying was a
typeof visual image for which its imaging systems were not wellsuited. This
image was a series of intersecting lines and bandsof varying widths, more or
less vertical and horizontal, although the bands seemed to vary somewhat from
that, together, as if the view were moving rhythmically. The conceptualizer was
not suited to conveying the sense of motion within time, so that the image
seemed to be blurred byits motions, sliding from one state to another. And they
noticed that this scene stayed on longer than the faces had, anddespite its
incomprehensibility and motion in time (which thefaces had lacked utterly—they
were static images), it seemedto possess an internal sense of correctness, of
tightness. Whatever it was, it was less a dream than the faces had been.
Fraesch
said so, and Tula answered, "Yes. That is what bothers me the most about
this interference. But when youfirst came here, you did not see this kind of
thing..."
"No.
There were only the faces: more rarely, busts. Andthey changed with a regular
rhythm. This is erratic, but it isstrong, definite."
"Yes,
as if something is overriding the program that cyclesthrough the patterns
stored in the memory and forcing it. Allthis time, we have worked on Signal and
Noise, there in thelab, yet here in an ordinary machine we seem to be
seeingwhat must be signal, not noise, and I know of no way, absolutely no way,
such a thing could happen."
Fraesch
nodded. "According to what I know about artifacts such as this, a
malfunction would tend to increase the random noise factor."
Tula
said, "Depends on which section it occurred in. Whatyou are talking about
would be true for the projection section, but you could have a breakdown in
prememory or structure, and the images would still arrive whole . . . a littie
inappropriate, but whole. Then instead of pretty women, youcould get ugly ones,
or grotesques, or even nonhuman configurations."
"Those
devices are preset to search out a special type ofimage, so I
understand...."
"Yes, but it's not exactly like flipping
through an album ofpictures at random and selecting images at random
becausethey meet visual criteria. I mean, how do you teach a dumbmachine to
select women? You or I would know instantly,but the procedure by which we know
is not limited to the visual, even if it is only presented that way; there are
otherclues, and an enormous body of comparison data stored in the human memory,
all of which is used in a very short time.No, the collection sensor is not
wholly visual, so one has tobe very careful when one programs the search
patterns, so that the input will be limited, if we intend to produce patterns
&f a specific type, as here. The only explanation I canthink of—if the
machine is operating properly—is that somewhere Moricle stored these images in
his mind, and the othercriteria were so strong that they override visual
presentations . . . whatever this is, it represents something which was
extremely meaningful to him, even more so than the faces ofwomen, and Moricle
was known to be a great lecher."
"Just
so—but why now?"
"Perhaps they've been there all
along—remember, it's never turned off."
"Ignore
it, and it'll go away?"
"Only
if you whistle to show that you don't care!"
Fraesch
whisded a lame litde time, part of a bawdy songhe had overheard in a tavern,
and said, "Very well! We'll whistle whenever we pass the damn thing, from
now onwards. Deadly things! I would no more have one of those things fitted to
me than I would volunteer for a cancer transplant"
Tula
was unperturbed. "They have been useful in psychiatry, and intense
luxuries only the egotistical could know thefull pleasure of; still, they are
valuable, no matter how set;they are not reserved for lechers."
Fraesch did not answer her, and they made
their way tohis bedchamber, turning out lights as they went. Now the events of
the last few hours began to tell on him, and his eyesbecame heavy, and his
steps slow; Tula understood, and guided him to his place, pulling the covers
over him after hehad stretched out and settling beside him herself—she, too,had
been overextended. Dark sleep called to him, but just before everything faded
out into that furry all-embracingdarkness, he had one clear thought that shone
like the sun,and then yet another! The two thoughts flowed together andbecame
one: that Tula knew her own machine device well enough, but all the easy
explanations concealed the undeniable fact that she didn't know what was
causing the problemwith the conceptualizer. And Fraesch did. It was so simple
itwas stupid. And having solved that riddle, and many more besides that were
connected with it, he slept, and forgot. Butit would come to him again.
Sometime
they awoke, breakfasted, and went to the lab. Itwas late in die day, but it did
not seem to matter; time now was losing its meaning. Everything was unfolding,
lyingdown, coming unfastened. What matter hours? Sleep untilyou wake, and work
until you're tired. The rest might notknow it yet, but they no longer needed
Fraesch. Events hadbeen set in motion . . . No. They had been in motion all
along.
Tula
first set up a series of tests on the material they hadcollected, were still
collecting. These were of the nature of rechecks on assumptions she had made
earlier. And while thecomputer was running these tests, they began organizing
thesounds they heard into phonetic groupings, so as to isolate them. Tula
showed him how to do part of this from a visualdisplay on a screen, arranging
the signals from the waves byfrequency and time, vertical and horizontal,
respectively.Fraesch's task was to isolate the broad, harmonic sections and
identify them by type, using Tula's reference material as a guide. These would
be the "vowels." The remainder of thestream was left to Tula, to
isolate "consonants," inflections and other possible signals. At first,
Fraesch had a lot of questions, but he was soon proceeding on his own, and
ignored Tula and die computer entirely.
After
a time, Tula stopped her work, examined the printout which the computer had
provided, and came to where Fraesch was still working.
"How
many have you found so far?"
Fraesch looked up. 'Twenty-nine, so far . . .
The last groups I've looked at are not producing new sounds at all.There may be
more in there, but they will be rare ones. Wemay be able to reduce this list a
bit; some of the sounds seemto be repeating multiple units."
"Diphthongs?"
'Twos,
maybe threes. I'm not sure."
"Have
you been able to assign values to them?"
"Some.
'Ah' was fairly easy to spot, but there are variations I don't understand very
well—you may be able to makemore sense of them...."
"I
have had the same problem with the part I worked on; Ithink part of the problem
here is that we are imagining'speakers' for this, complete with a lung-powered
oscillator.Of course, it isn't so. We apparently edit what we have heardof this
so that it sounds like speech, but in reality, there aresounds in this stream
which cannot be formed by any vocalapparatus I know of. You can classify
consonants accordingto which part of the mouth they occur in, and how they
areformed, but these sounds...."
"What
does the Mod 3000 say?"
"It
says that this is coherent language, according to everytest I have directed it
to run. It's not an accident, or random noise we manipulate, or random, or even
the signaling of animals, but directed speech. I should say, it is
conversationalspeech, between a varying number of participants."
"Varying?"
"Yes. And they change, so that assigning
identity is difficult. No 'speaker,' if I may call it that, seems to last
verylong. One goes, and another takes its place. Also it seems thatthere is
some sort of internal change going on in the speaker,as well, and that the
apparent sources of the emissions are mobile. All this needs looking into. So
far what we have is a simple precis, a summary from the computer, based on
certain assumptions I gave it. . . ." She shrugged, as if she didn't
believe what her own computer was telling her. "It sayswe are intercepting
conversations of a passing crowd."
Fraesch pondered a moment, staring at the
screen. Then hesaid, "Then it's not 'a speaker' that we heard, even in
Moricle's tape?"
"Apparendy
not."
"Does
it bother you what might be making these sounds?"
"Yes, and no . . . In that we seem to
have no manifestation of any sort of creature or being, then the sounds are
just a puzzle . . . We have equipment which now hears voices in the night, from
the waves, may I add, and yet we see and feel nothing."
"It worries me that we have no idea what
we are dealingwith. . . . Can you have the computer identify the speakers?I
mean, assign them an arbitrary identity as they becomeheard, and track them, in
reference to the physical world, tothe surface of the planet?"
"Yes.
The equipment, as added on by Moricle, is easilysuited to that"
"Let's
do that then. . . . Feed it what we've got here andsee if we can't have it
print up some kind of transcript; arewe to that stage yet?"
"...
Yes. Perhaps we need to classify things a litde more,but we can do that"
"Let's go now with what we have. . . . the sections that won't resolve we
can treat separately."
"Oh,
now I see what you're getting atl"
"I want to find out what they are; we
can't see them orsense them, apparendy, but speakers they are, and at least
Iwant to know what they are doing, and where they were, relative to us. It may
tell us something . . . and you need this, too."
Tula
looked surprised. "How so?"
"We've
got an intercept apparently of language, by a number of changing different
speakers who are mobile . . . Howcan you break into this language totally
without referencepoints? We have no Rosetta Stone here, you know. We can'teven
see them, so we can't know what they're talking about. Idon't see how you are
going to translate any of it, even with a computer, unless we can make some
assumptions aboutwhat the speakers might be. It is a shame you issued the order
to commence shutdown of the site, for there might beenough here to occupy you
for years."
"Yes. You are right. I missed that
looking too hard forsomething else. It is a notable problem. I will set it up
and have a presentation run for us now."
The
first thing Fraesch suggested was that Tula instruct the computer to assign
numerical identities to such individual speakers as could be identified by
positional continuity, and then prepare a map, showing the paths taken by the
speakers,and the points along the paths at which speechlike emissionshad
occurred. This would be the product of the whole sectionthey had recorded, and
would give them an idea of how many there were, and where the most activities
were. Fraeschreferred to it from the beginning, as a "ghost-map."
The
program was entered, registered and commenced. Forone standard minute, nothing
outwardly happened. This waswhen the Mod 3000 actually ran the program. Then it
set theTracking Register, a large automated mapping table, into operation,
carrying out the program. Completing the map took almost an hour. Fraesch and
Tula stood over the Tracking Register, whose original purpose was to record the
testtracks received by the experimental tracking system, theirfaces illuminated
by the light from the table's surface. First were drawn in lines of latitude
and longitude, carefullydrawn by a fussy little car which roamed freely over
the surface, guided by lines of magnetic flux set up in the table'stop. Then
came an irregular, random, wandering line whichpassed from, more or less, north
to south. Fraesch assumedthat the line represented the west coast of Pangaea.
"Why
wouldn't it put the station in the center of the map?It's drawing the coastline
too far to the right"
"I
instructed it to center according to the tracks it had;this would be right. The
system, operated this way, can't follow things over land for any
distance."
The
printer car finished its coastline, and then hurried northwest across the map
diagonally. In the far upper corner,it began drawing another north-south line,
another coastline,or drawn the same.
"What's
that? There's nothing out there..."
Tula
bent closer, looking sharply. "Perhaps islands . . . there are a few . . .
no, the line's continuous." She stoppedand followed the line. "Wait I
see . . . that's the east coast of Pangaea it's drawing now; this map is going
to show theentire Empyrean... at least the northern hemisphere."
Fraesch said nothing. The littie car finished
the east coast,and wandered around the map, putting in small islands hereand
there. Then it selected a point at random, and began printing a small legend,
identifying the track as "ObjectOne," and adding a date/time group.
Then it began printingin the path taken by the object changing the character of
theline at places in which emission was taking place, adding timehacks at
selected places.
Tula
said, "This emitter would be the one which was active when I turned the
equipment on. Since this is a gross overview of the whole intercept period. It
will finish the track outbefore going to the next one. This will take some
time—let'sgo get a bite to eat."
"Think well find anybody up and
around?"
"Should
be some stragglers about; perhaps enough that the
cafeteria might even be open."
"I've
lost track of time."
"It's
night now. No matter, that. Are you feeling any better?"
"Mostly
. . . I still get some twinges now and then. Shouldn't we start looking for
Dekadice?"
"Not
yet. Quite a few will still be deep in it and I don'twant to chance them, just yet
. . . things should be settledenough in the morning, although I fear what we
may find. I want to cut them off from this drug, but I can't see any better way
than removing them from the source of it."
'True
. . . we don't have large-scale police, here, only Urbifrage and whoever he
rounds up as deputies, if any."
"This
was a problem we didn't anticipate. / didn't anticipate. There! So much for
blame! Now if we opt for force, weget sued by The Body Shop, and have to pay
rental honorariums to whoever has troops on the planet...."
Fraesch
contributed, "Aalet probably has some troopsavailable."
Tula
shrugged, "He'd charge us double the going rate. . . . It's funny, that:
before we started this project, wecould have bought KOSTORG outright, and
posted Aalet offto a cesium mine at the edge of the universe. Too late for
regrets, now!"
"You
mean you can't afford force any more."
"Speculations
will do well to pay off what debts it alreadyhas; I doubt there's a grosh left
for anything else . . . well!Come on!"
The cafeteria was open, although it was barely
populated,and had something of an end-of-the-world atmosphere.Fraesch and Tula
ate a sandwich and left without ceremonies. No one there seemed to take any
notice of them, but satdown to their orders cheerlessly and mechanically, like
peoplewith massive hangovers and no firm recollections where theyhad been the
night before.
When they returned to the lab, the Tracking
Register hadjust completed its mapping of the emission tracks, and wasstowing
die printer-car away in its compartment. Even acrossthe room, they could see
that something had been printed onthe map, for its surface was covered with a
network of lines;they hurried to the table to see what was there.
Neither
Fraesch nor Tula had a clear idea of what theywould see. Fraesch expected
something more random. Whatwas actually on the map was a massive overlay of
lines whichcurved and swept across the surface from west to east. Far to the
west, they tended to a northerly bias, only gradually leav
ing
the east coast of Pangaea; near the west coast of the continent, they tended to
move southerly, curving back to adead-east course as they neared the shore. At
the northernborder of the chart, there were many beginnings, while toward the
southern edge there was some eddying and backmotion, and some of the lines
apparently followed theequator back to the west. Far from being disorderly, the
pattern thus revealed suggested a deep and strong order.
Fraesch
stared at the chart for a time, and then turned away from it. He spoke, as if
to the air, "I thought this wouldtell us something; it asks more questions
than it answers."
Tula
still studied the map, saying over her shoulder, "It is not what I
expected, either. This . . . this is too orderly. It looks like weather tracks."
"Computer
error?"
"I
don't think so; I was careful, and everything seems tobe in order. And look
here! The movement is always fromwest to east—the date/time groups of speech
emissions follow the lines...."
Fraesch
interrupted her, "Do any of the lines come near us?" "Yes! Many
of them. They seem to curve over this way alittie." "Then whatever
these emitters are, many of them have passed within sight of us?"
"I should think so. . . . Also, they are
particularly activenear here, say, within a thousand kilometers. Yes. And
according to the coding printed on this, there is more repetitionof individual
sounds close to us; farther away, repetition occurs, but at a lower rate."
"I
want to know what these things are, almost more than Iwant to know what they
are saying. Can you turn that computer to real-time working, instead of using
the recorded intercept?"
Tula
looked at Fraesch. ". .. Yes. Yes, I can. Now that it has the basic
patterns, it should be no difficulty."
"How
does it follow them when they are not emitting?"
"There
is some noise associated with die emitter whose content carries no
language-coded information; that has beenedited out of the tapes you have
heard, and I imagine Moricle found that, too—his tape was clear of that"
"Tula, I have another idea, too: ask it
to describe the emitter."
"Describe?"
"Whatever
it can determine about the nature of the source; how big is it, how does it
emit, that kind of thing."
Tula
nodded, and went to the operator's console, where shetouched fingerprints on a
surface, which from Fraesch's pointof view showed no markings whatsoever. She
did this for along moment, and stepped back. "You embarrass me; I should
have thought of it months ago. A moment, there willbe a printout on the
screen." She watched the screen a moment, and then said, "The sources
do not exhibit hard surfaces and radiate omnidirectionally, although they seem
ableto move the direction of the major part of the signal. That ishow the
tracking system is able to associate multiple emittersinto coordinating groups.
The source is vague in exact dimensions, but will typically be between one and
three kilometersin diameter. Mind, that's on the ocean surface. If the source
declines in size below that point, it stops emitting and laterdissipates. If it
gets larger than four kilometers, it breaks upinto a major and several minor
parts, which may emit later.Another tiling is that in distant groups,
coordinated emissionsoccur: they 'say* the same things together, I mean the
soundsare die same patterns, but each one seems to maintain a different basic
tone level."
"A natural resonance
effect?" "No. One seems to elicit responses, but once set up,
theyemit before the wavefronts from the others reach them." "There is
something like singing, like a chorus, on Moricle's tape."
"Yes,
and what you call 'singing' is in this, too."
"Set
it to real-time and ask it if an emitter is near us, or will approach us within
the next few days."
"Done." Again, Tula's pale fingers
traced a pattern overthe smooth surface. She said, after she finished, "It
will have to search out recent tracks. . . . Wait a moment." She stopped,
and waited for the screen to reply. Then she readaloud, "A medium-sized
emitter is approaching, course now 085 degrees, speed 30 Kilometers an hour,
which will crossthe coast in a few hours, say, around sunrise."
"Very
good! Is it doing anything? I mean, emitting?"
"Not
at the moment."
"Have
the sound it makes that's not the stuff that sounds like speech piped in here
over the speakers. I want to hearthat, too." Tula again manipulated the
touch keyboard to the com
puter.
"You will hear it—this is a recording of this emitter'slast day prior to
its present position."
It was a moment before Fraesch was conscious
that he was hearing anything, the sound was so natural. In fact, itwas only
because it was so out of place within the lab that heheard it at all. It was a
rhythmic, surging, lapping sound, somewhat like something very large moving
through tall grass, steadily, without effort. Part of it sounded a littie likebreathing,
although he wasn't so sure of that. The suggestionsthe sounds brought to mind
were eerie and contradictory. Hisears told him he heard a large, bulky animal
moving through grass,
toward him, with an onrushing pace
that did not vary. His instincts shouted, "Run!" Very high up in frequency,there was, barely
audible, a static-like crackling.
"That
static... is it part of the emitter?"
Tula
answered, "Yes. Unlike the passage sound and the speech, that crackling
varies a great deal, and appears to carry no information."
"Is the passage-body larger than the
emission body?"
"Yes,
again. . . . The passage sound is emitted by an areaabout twice as large as the
one which makes die speechlikesounds."
"Three choices, Tula: They are
underwater, in die air, orare two-dimensional surface bodies."
"No. And no. Not underwater—they don't
detour around
islands,
and they continue to emit after crossing the coast—
the
signal fades out rapidly, but not because they stop there.
And
the same arguments for flatiand creatures. Whatever it
is, it's in the
air." ,
Fraesch
nodded, and smiled to himself. Then, to Tula.
"Come on—shut the place down and let's go
for a walk."
"Joachim—are
you still feeling that awful drug they gave
you? We have to stay at it...."
"If
what I think is true, it won't matter much; you'll not be
able to get into that 'speech' before time
runs out for the site.
Come
on—I want to show you something... I think."
"You
think you can see one, now, when they've passed
right
through us for six months and we haven't seen a thing?"
Fraesch
said, enigmatically, "Seeing . . . is knowing what
to look for—otherwise, the visual field is a
lot of uncoordi
nated noise. We select what we sense. To
answer your ques
tion.
. . . Yes, I think we can see one. You'll understand
why you'll not be able to break the speech;
it's more alien than anything you can imagine, and therefore, you can't
make the key assumptions
that would allow you to break it."
Fraesch
paused a minute. "And Tula?"
"Yes?"
"I'd
almost rather that you left, as soon as you can. I canclose things up
here."
"Danger?
How gallant to send me away. I mean it both ways, dear, true and sarcastic.
Send me away? When this ismy site? Absolyut'no
Nyet! Ni v kakom-nibud' sluchaye!"
Fraesch
chuckled at her exasperation which had caused anoutburst in Russian. He
translated to himself, "No way!"
Tula
added, shaking her head, "Fraesch, we must meet thistogether." And
she added, "Besides, were there danger, it should be I who sends you
away—I know where to find you."
"Come
on. See."
Tula,
without notable enthusiasm, did as he asked, turningthings off or switching
them to a standby condition; and theyleft the lab building.
Fraesch
took Tula's hand and led her toward the livingstructure, but instead of
entering it by the near entrance, hedetoured around it below the place where he
lived, and led them out toward the beach. Some distance from the beach proper,
he stopped.
After
a moment, they could sense the state of time aroundthem. The air was still, and
they could smell wet sand, drygrass, the odor of the sea. To the west, the surf
muttered onthe shore. The air was chill, predawn, prespiring. Overhead,the sky
was crystalline, and the strange stars glitteredbrightly, points in the heavens
which had no names save numbers in a catalogue somewhere.
Fraesch
said, "Course, 085. The reciprocal of that course istwo-sixty-five
degrees. West-southwest, to the left. Look thatway, now."
Tula
turned to the west and looked, with Fraesch; at first, they saw nothing: stars
speckled the velvet night sky almostto the horizon. But as their eyes adjusted
to the darkness, andthey averted their vision a little, soon they could see,
fromtime to time, a distant flicker beyond the horizon. It wasn'tmuch, because
the clear air gave it nothing to reflect against.But it was there,
nevertheless, and unmistakable. Lightning.Weak, and far away, but that was what
it was.
Tula said, "Lightning, there."
Fraesch
nodded. "Exactly. We'll see more in the morning."
And he turned to go back.
Tula
remained where she was, staring at the west. WhenFraesch stopped to wait for
her to catch up, she turned to him, but did not come. He said, "It's cool,
you know."
She
said, sofdy, so softly he could barely hear her, "I know. Warm me, here.
And wait with me. I understand, now. We will meet it together."
And
when Fraesch went back to her, and touched her, she clasped herself to him with
a fierceness he had never known,and by the time their senses had cleared again,
the first stir-rings of pale predawn light were shading the eastern
horizon.They sat on a sand dune in a huddle, and faced the west, waiting. And
the lightning on the horizon grew.
16
"You
think they are alive? But what about the reports,what about Urbifrage the
constable? What about all those oversexed maniacs?"
Fraesch
laughed, "You took me skinny-dipping in a poolof warm oil and call them
oversexed? We are no innocents!"
Tula
shook her head in exasperation. "No, no, no! It's not what you do, but
what you think you do! We became lovers,they became . . . what? Monsters,
bizarre caricatures? I admit that we have probably had more of the real thing
thanthey—it's a possibility. And why alive? How do you know?What have you seen
that I didn't?"
Fraesch
paused, and said, "The conceptualizer, Tula. Theinterference we saw in
it."
"What
about it?"
"Moricle had a pickup implanted in him,
and presumablyit's electronic, and the transmitter has limited range. It
wasturned off, but I turned it back on. And he was out of range.Now he's back
in range. I know Moricle's alive. I kept tryingto figure out what that pattern
was we kept seeing, the linesand the motion. It was familiar, somehow, but I
couldn't place it—it kept eluding me. But it just came to me the othernight,
just as I went to ^leep. Ask yourself, where could theygo on this planet where
no one would know of them?"
"There
isn't any place. Urbifrage would hear it from someone, wherever they went; or
if not him, than Aalet. I knowthe planet's half wild, but all the same, they
would be reported somewhere, except unless they... Fraesch! The ocean!"
"The
one part of the planet that's ignored. And now answer me one last part, that
only you would know: What didMoricle do for recreation? What was his hobby? I
know whatit has to be...."
"He
sailed boats on the oceans during his leaves."
"Sail-powered,
not internal power?"
"Yes, yes, he was a
fanatic on the subject Only sail. Jenserico was also fond of it..."
"How well do you know Jenserico?"She answered him directly, without
hesitating, "As well as one could know one's own daughter."
Fraesch
asked, "How so, that? You are on Longlife ..
"I
was not always. She was the child of my youth. That isa story I will tell you
someday, for it is a long one and one I have never shared. That is your
measure. But I wanted her tohave the things I had gained, but also to attain
them herself.It was a long and painful process."
"That was why we could not find out
anything about her."
"Exacdy.
I left no tracks for any investigator to follow, forI wanted her to come into
Speculations on her own merit. She did, finally.... Why has Moricle come back,
now?"
"Perhaps
to pick us up—or at least you. They don't knowme." Tula looked back at the
ocean, and turned back to Fraesch, rapidly. "There's a ship, there, behind
the point, to the left!"
Fraesch
stood up and moved to the right, so as to see better around the point; he said,
after peering through the greydawn light touched with rose and violet along the
edges,"Sure enough, a ship!"
Tula asked, "And why did they come
back?"
"Perhaps to see what happened . . .
perhaps to collect us.I know some of the old ships, too—that one there is a
typecalled Sacoleva, I believe."
"It's
so small!"
They could now make out the outlines of a
curious littlesailing ship, two masted, wooden, broad through the beam,from
whose prow bow protruded a long sprit. The foremastwas square-rigged, but with
a large gaff sail added to it. Thesprit also carried a yard for a small
spritsail. The aftermast,the same height as the foremast, carried only a large
lateensail, truncated at the forward point, and served, apparently,as a support
for a series of staysails supported by rigging between die two of them. It
seemed to be no more than thirty,thirty-five, meters in length, but the masts
were tall: the foremast carried yards for mainsail, topsail, and top-gallant
courses.
Fraesch said, "The type is roomy, and
good in variablewinds, although no great shakes for speed . . . They probably
trade between opposite coasts, coasting up and down along the coasts until they
have enough for the ocean crossing. They wouldn't leave any emission tracks,
and the beach people wouldn't have to worry about power sources, either—they
could make them up out of what they knew, forsail power needs only native
materials—wood, vegetable fiberto weave into sails and cordage."
"Why?"
"My guess is that in operating die
equipment, he and Nachitose saw the first indications, just as we did, and
pursued them just about the way we did, until they also heardthe voices on the
medium of the waves . . . and as we arrived at the conclusion that not only
could we not make that last-decimal-point' leap to perfect the tracking system
youpeople 'had designed, so equally they saw, as we did, that theycouldn't get
into the voices, either. Moricle simply could notfail Speculations! So they
arranged this way out. So much I imagine is the way it has gone. But they could
not accept thefailure, as you did, nor could they make the decision and execute
it."
"We reached so far, here."
"Not
far enough. And yet perhaps their answer is not entirely a bad one, either. The
images which were interferingwith the memory being displayed in the
conceptualizer surelyrepresented something powerful and moving to Moricle,
something that could even, in real life, override his imaginedlusts. And though
we never saw Nachitose, I would imaginethat there was enough for her to go
along with it. It would beeasy to pull it off—all they had to do was wait until
the people at the site were either blown to the winds, or recovering, and
arrange a mechanical accident. And no one wouldthink to look out to the ocean,
for a wooden ship fading overthe horizon."
"Why
wouldn't Urbifrage suspect it?"
"He
didn't have good contact with the beach people; he was oriented to the land,
and to our civilization, however much a wild man he might have become.
Urbifrage was anexile, forever looking back; but the beach people, poor
andprimitive, were looking forward. I know that KOSTORG willrun their operation
here and eventually pull out and go on toanother world, and all these miners
and settlers and others will follow them after a time—that's the way our
universe is,yours and mine and Aalet's and Urbifrage's, too. But not those
people who showed Moricle how to escape the roundhe was on."
Now Fraesch stood up, absentmindedly brushing
sand offhimself. He extended his hand to Tula. She took it, getting to her
feet, and saying, "Where are wegoing?""Down there; let's go talk
to them. Perhaps they'll invite usalong."
"You
wouldn't go?"
"Why
not?"
Tula
looked away, and then back. "I don't want to."
"Wait for me, here, then. IH be but a
minute." And as Fraesch began trudging down the sandy slopes of the
dunestoward the left, to the little creek that flowed into the sea, now
greenish-purple under the eaves of the storm. Overheadthe thunder muttered to
itself, sounding farther away thanever, but the overhang of the cloud covered
most of the sky,and even the east was beginning to film over.
Fraesch
negotiated the sandbar and climbed over the rocksto the cove, above which the
house of Collot still sat quietiy,facing the sea—from which the voices came.
The house wasdark and still; he sensed that she was not there. Perhaps onthe
ship. And at last he reached the bottom of the cove andstood on the wet rocks
opposite the ship while lazy waves sloshed onto them without energy, lazily.
Here, die ship looked larger and more seaworthy than it had from thebeach,
although its size had not changed. At anchor, the sailscarefully furled, it did
not lose its sense of belonging to thingswhich flowed and moved in time.
There
was motion, activity on the ship; people were moving about, and sounds drifted
across the water. The activityseemed purposeful and directed, as if they were
gettingready to do something. Were they preparing to leave?
A small boat, tied to the stern, was untied
and brought along the side, where it was held while someone climbed down to it;
a figure seemingly dressed in a brown blanket,Collot, surely. She settled into
the tiny rowboat and set outfor the rocks alone. As she rowed across the small
distance that separated the ship from the shore, Fraesch saw that aboard the
ship, several people were cranking the anchor upwith a windlass, which began to
turn the ship toward theopen sea Another climbed out on the bowsprit and began
untying the spritsail. Still turning slowly, the ship began to feela weak
breeze drifting down from the rocks. Two of the indistinct figures came to
stand by the rail, to watch the progress of the rower. They seemed aware that
he was there,but took no special notice of him.
One was slender, a woman, he thought, with
sharp features, wearing a complicated turban, while the other was aheavyset man
whose black, curly hair hung loosely from under a headband. Moricle and
Nachitose? Another figurejoined them at the rail, this one slender and slight,
boyish offigure. The distance was frustrating, for it was close enoughto make
out some features, but not close enough to be sure.Dekadice?
The
rowboat slid up to the rocks, and Collot climbed out,and pulled the boat up
onto the shore. It was light, just a shell of some marine creature turned
upside down. When she hadsecured the shell, she came to stand beside Fraesch.
He
said, "Moricle and Nachitose."
"Yes. And the girl, too.
We were there, and took her without anyone being the wiser.""They
came back for her?""For anyone who would leave . . . they came here
more
or less in the course of
their travels."
The
figures standing by the rail of the ship raised theirhands in greeting—or
farewell. Fraesch waved back. Collotsaid, "There is still time, if you
would adventure with them...."
Fraesch
looked back up the shore to the site, then to theship, which was now almost
stern to them. He said, "I couldn'tget Tula in time."
Collot
said, "She wouldn't go anyway. It was you that theyinvited, if you
wish."
Fraesch looked at the ship, at the dark sky,
at the sea. Andonce more at Collot, standing barefoot in the wash of the
coldwaves. There were no words he could say. But after a moment, he began
climbing back up the rocks, never lookingback. As he climbed, he felt a chill
wind start up, erratic, butgenerally out of the northeast. And when he had
crossed thebar at the mouth of the creek and returned to the spot wherehe and
Tula had sat, and found Tula waiting for him, thenhe looked back at the ocean,
at die Empyrean Sea, where asailing ship was moving out from the shore,
gathering waywith every moment as more and more sails were unfurled and sheeted
into position. Lightning descended from the upper reaches of the cloud and
played all around them, and they felt waves of prickling pass over them.
Tula
said, "Was it so?"
"Yes.
Just as I imagined. Dekadice was with them. Theycame into the party in
disguise, and carried her off."
"And
us?"
"Collot
said I could go... and that you wouldn't."
"Both
are true . . . I see you remained behind, for somereason. May it be that you
not regret your choice."
Fraesch
laid a gentie hand on her shoulder and turned herback toward the site. He said,
sofdy, "There are adventures,and there are . . . other adventures. I will
make no judgments, but be true to what I have been. Come along, now—we have
much to do, and schemes to plot."
Tula
added, "and other seas to sad on, I think. But I will take as much as I
can of the records we made. I intend to getto the bottom of this and someday,
come back here."
"You're
not serious."
"I want to know what those things were
saying—perhapsthey were speaking to us.""And," he chuckled,
"perhaps they were not"
During the next few weeks, as the warm season
returned tothe North Coast one by one, the people who had been assigned to
Halcyon station drifted off as their reassignmentscame in. Some found immediate
placement with another job,others were returned to a holding area maintained by
The Body Shop. A few were released, with payoffs, and theydrifted off to find
their own way. Tula arranged with Aaletfor Urbifrage to act as her agent in
disposing of everythingportable, and last of all, she and Fraesch also left.
All thatremained of the massive effort they had mounted here wascontained in a
small package, which contained transcripts and tapes.
The train approached them as they waited for
it in the village. Smoke pouring out the stack, steam blowing off at thefour
cylinders driving its articulated underframe, the boilerswinging far to left
and right as the front part negotiatedcurves before the main frame had entered
them, it was an antique terror out of the far past of man's machines,
hissing,puffing and emitting a piercing high whisde that made Fraesch's teeth
vibrate. Now they saw details of it they couldnot have seen before: three
headlights illuminated by tungsten arcs which cast a blinding bluish light, and
on the frontpilot beam, enormous hydraulic buffers used to help set tension
between locomotive and cars. The boiler itself was sheathed in brass plate, and
polished to a high shine. Theyfelt the heat on their faces as it passed them.
Tula
looked at the machine and sighed, shaking her head."If I had seen that at
the beginning, I might not have come."
Fraesch
nodded agreement. 'True; but if we knew, wouldwe do anything?"
And
Tula said, "This is the way back . . . I hope the bandits have been
pacified, at least for this trip."
Fraesch
helped her lift her bags to the floor of the car they picked, and together,
they climbed aboard and found a compartment. And after a moment for On The
Waves was but a small stop, the train jerked, and moved, and began laboring up
die grade into die hills. The air was limpid and transparent, and the conifers
were streaming clouds of yellowpollen in the afternoon light, and far out to
the west over thewater, a thunderstorm lay in massed banks on the horizon, and
grew ice flowers into die aqua skies of Mulcahen.