Dreamweaver's Dilemma
(1995)*
Lois McMaster Bujold

	Anias Ruey, the feelie-dream composer, floundered up out of sleep feeling like a sea-creature being hauled out of deep water by a harpoon. She had the blurry thought that if the waking had been a transition in one of her own works, she would edit it out in the very next take. Her consciousness coming into sharper focus, she correctly identified the harpoon sensation as the musical chime of the 'vone. She rolled over in a tangle of covers and regarded its small blinking light malignantly. She knew only one man with the moral strength to ignore the 'vone; at the moment it seemed his most admirable trait. As it continued to ding inanely, she regretfully gave up the desire to emulate him and, in spite of the certainty in her hear that curiosity was more likely to be punished than rewarded, croaked "Answer," and pulled the screen to face her. The machine, finicky, refused to obey until hse cleared her throat and repeated it in a more normal tone.

	The unwelcome features of Helmut Gonzales, Rio de Janeiro's most successful feelie-dream distributor, snapped into focus on the screen. He was a large, booming man whom 
Anias generally did not care to face before her first cup of coffee.

	"Yeah, what is it?" Anias said, with all the ungraciousness she could muster.

	"It's the first of the month, Anias," replied Gonzales, frowning right back. "Where is it?"

	"Are you going into one of your impresario phases again?" she inquired, attacking the flank.

	"It's not finished yet, is it?" he asked rhetorically, interpreting her reply with depressing correctness. "Does signing a contract mean anything to you, or is it just a social pastime, like sex?"

	"Ooh, nasty," said Ania appreciatively. She sighed. "How I long for the olden days, when people could say, 'It's in the mail! It's in the mail!' We live in an uncivilized age, Helmut."

	He almost smiled, but remembered his purpose and controlled himself. "Is it even started yet?"

	She shrugged. "Well, yes. But I erased it. It just wasn't working."

	The look on his face suggested a mind at work on baroque ways of squeezing blood from stones. "If I could have it this week, we could still make maximum capital out of the success of Triad. If I'd had it last month like I was supposed to, I could have done even better. This delay is costing you as well as me, you know."

	"I hate sequels. I'm tired of the subject," Anias evaded.

	"Garbage. How can you get tired of romance?" he objected forthrightly. "Besides, you're the one who makes so much noise about being a professional. So go to work like one. You don't find me in the sack at ten in the morning when there's work to be done. My creditors don't put up with excuses instead of payments."

	"Well, you have got Triad," she pointed out.

	"And you have the advance on its sequel," he said, with a firm grasp on the main point. "The work is now two months overdue and you are in violation of contract. Starting today, I am diverting all royalties from Triad to the repayment of that advance, and unless and until you come through, that's the way it's going to stay."

	"Capitalist swine."

	"You'll thank me for it someday, when you're rich. Some people," he sniffed. simply need more discipline than others." Sensing himself to be at least temporarily in possession of the last word, he prudently rang off.

	Anias twitched the covers back up to her chin with a glum frown. In her heart she felt Gonzales to be justified, especially in light of the promises she had made about the new dream. His business was marketing, and she herself profited from the fact that he did his job well. Soulless, inartistic Philistines could be very useful people to have around. Also, the reproduction his company did was unquestionably of outstanding quality. Nevertheless, she indulged herself for a few minutes in a slanderous reverie upon his manners, morals, and genes.

	Giving up on sleep, she swung out of bed and padded off to wash. Her bathroom mirror, which the ignored as usual, revealed her as a young woman of slight build, with a strong-boned facial structure of the sort called "interesting" by the kindly. Her complexion was as soft and pale and innocent of the touch of sunlight as a new mushroom. Lank black hair made an unflattering frame for it, but intensely alive dark eyes did much to cancel the unfortunate effect.

	She dressed carelessly, dialed herself a large mug of coffee, and seated herself at her worktable. Beyond, through the window, she could rest her yes in distance among the jumbled geometries of the cityscape, backed by a glittering glimpse of the sea. The view reminded her that the position of her apartment was something for which she paid a premium, so she took a moment to call up a statement of her current financial status on the 'vone screen. She moved some of the figures around a bit, but it didn't help the depressing summations. Solvency was definitely dead and gone.

	"Bah," she murmured, by way of incantation, and exorcised the ghost with a wave of her hand. "Time to go to work."

	She settled more comfortably in her chair, and unwound the pair of leads to her very expensive dream synthesizer, a neat black box about the size of an antique paperback book. After five years of slowly growing success in the creation of feelie-dreams, she had just finished paying for it, entirely with the proceeds from her works. This was a point of pride bordering on passion for her, which she looked forward to bringing up in her next one-upsmanship contest with her ex-fiancé, her ex-guardian aunt, or any other unbeliever from her past. She put a fresh master cartridge in it, and attached the leads to the small silvery metal circles set flush with her skin on each temple. Closing her eyes, she prepared to concentrate. 

	Her breathing gradually slowed and became very even. She might have appeared to be asleep in her chair but for the very intensity of her stillness, which breathed an air of trances, spells, or ecstatic visions.

	Interiorly, she began to construct a scene, viewed from within the body of her female protagonist. She carefully marshaled her emotions; devotion, delight, and fear at the sight of her hero. Her male protagonist entered the room of the dream. In riding dress, he was tall and bronzed, muscular and handsome, with even white teeth and in irresistible masculine aroma of sweat, scented soap, leather, and horses. His presence held an overpowering sexual aura, like an electric charge, boosted by the fact that he was obviously in a towering rage.

	"So," he ground out, in a vibrant, penetrating bass voice. "This is how you repay my trust!"

	"I ... I don't know what you mean," she faltered, her heart clamoring with guilt and confusion. She could hear the blood beating in her ears, and was intensely aware of waves, as of heat, radiating outward from the center of her body. The stays of her heavy brocade dress constricted her breathing.

	"You're a half-ass and he's a half-ass," the voice in Anias's mind broke the scene to fragments, like the last judgment come upon mankind. "Give up. You were obviously made for each other." The hero, startled, was swept away in a flood of smelly ordure.

	Anias sighed, sat up, and rubbed her eyes. "Tiresome prig," she murmured. "I don't know why I ever invented you." She erased the master cartridge and reset it to the beginning. "Take two. Let's try a different dialogue." She settled herself again with a firmer determination.

	The 'vone chimed. Reprieved, she answered it. A man she did not know with oily black hair and an inadequate chin, appeared on the screen.

	"Miss Ruey?" he began politely. "My name is Rudolph Kinsey. I wonder if I may make an appointment to speak with you, on a matter of business."

	"You're speaking now," Anias pointed out. She added suspiciously, "You're not selling insurance, are you?"

	"Oh, no, no." He waved the suggestion away with a smile that reminded her of a shark. Perhaps it was because it did not reach his eyes. Perhaps it was merely the effect of the chin. "I mean, an appointment to speak with you in person. Um ... it's a delicate matter."

	Anias meditated upon him for a moment. He did not have the look of a fan or journalist. There was something sly about him, as though he ought to be a professional blackmailer, or an upper-class pimp. A quick review of her conscience turned up no unpublishable sins; the most lurid thing in her list was her imagination, something she not only did not hide, but actually displayed for sale in the dilute and disciplined forms of her creations. She put down this rather romantic turn or speculation with a pang (she would have like to meet a real blackmailer, by way of research) and decided, reasonably that he probably wished to commission a private feelie-dream, most likely of the rank variety.

	"Well, all right," she allowed. "Do you know where I live?"

	He nodded.

	"Come up, oh ..." conscience calculated a time for her neglected work. "four this afternoon?"

	"Very good." He faded, as a spirit in a magic mirror.

	Work did not go well that afternoon. Her characters, each commissioned to carry its own little burden of ego and feeling, persisted in sliding off into inappropriate speech and behavior. Her own irritation and boredom with her assignment kept erupting into puckish outbreaks of character torture, necessitating several erasures. And whenever action did begin to flow, the 'vone was sure to chime.

	Thus by four, she had forgotten her appointment, and the buzz from the door came as yet another interruption. She was yanked from the dream to a disoriented awareness of her true surroundings, thoroughly scrambling an intricately choreographed sequence of action that she had been weaving for the last several minutes. She shut down her machine with a snarl.

	Recalling that her visitor might be bringing offers of money, and some work other than her current nemesis, she took off her leads and composed herself. "Enter," she called.

	Rudolph Kinsey was even less attractive in person than on the 'vone. He shook hands with a clammy softness, like a slug with bones. In her current mood, however, she took him as a preferable alternative to her intractable dream hero.

	After being seated he came directly to the point. She mentally blessed him for it. Embarrassed clients with bizarre requests could be tediously round-about, and worse, vague.

	"I am given to understand that you occasionally do custom free-lance dreams, for a fee, in addition to the work you do under contract to the Sweet Dreams Distributing Company," he began precisely. Anias nodded. "I am also given to understand that you maintain a degree of, as it were, professional discretion with respect to private commissions?"

	Anias cleared her throat. "Well, naturally, when one is asked to handle someone's inmost, um, thoughts, to make them come alive, as it were, any public broadcast of the private feelings, confided in one would be the greatest discourtesy," she said encouragingly, echoing his style. She wondered if Mr. Kinsey's requests would be of the sort too obscene to be admitted to, or too silly to be admitted to. She rather enjoyed doing the second sort, entering into the spirit of the thing, but by the look of him she bet it would be the first. Oh, well, it was bound to be educational.

	"I have here," he said, surprising her by taking a sheaf of papers from a carrying case, "a precise scenario for the dream I wish to commission. I would wish it to be followed exactly. Please look it over. If you feel you would be able to do it, I have two requirements. First, that this commission not be discussed with anyone under any circumstances whatsoever. Second, that the sole copy and all rights to its use be delivered over to me absolutely. For a first-class interpretation, with those criteria met, I am prepared to pay twenty-thousand S.A.H. pesodoros."

	Anias's eyes widened, but the carefully repressed other reactions, such as jumping up and down and shrieking with joyous greed. "A handsome sum," she managed in a neutral tone. This guy must be a real sewer, she thought; a moment's internal editing, and she spoke it as "Is the subject quite difficult?"

	"As you see," he said, handing her the sheaf of paper.

	"Why on paper?" she asked, taking it curiously.

	"No questions asked, please." He tapped his lips playfully, and smiled. Anias wished he wouldn't.

	She began to read, turning the pages carefully. "It's certainly quite explicit. That's a help." A moment's silence. "It's structured very oddly. More light a night dream than a day dream." Another page. "More like a nightmare." She read on. "You really want to experience this?" She remembered the fee mentioned, and added prudently, "Well, there's no accounting for taste." Upon reflection, that didn't seem quite tactful either, but Kinsey seemed to let it pass. "There are some technical problems. This scene where the children playing turn into a school of sharks and the dreamer slides down one's throat, that twists into the fellatio scene, that dissolves into a gun going off and blowing out the back of her head ... Do you want zoom transitions or melts? How much pain? What odors?" She fell silent, already resolving possible solutions in her mind.

	"That would be up to your, er, artistic discretion."

	She finished the last page. "It doesn't exactly resolve too well, does it? Very ... existential."

	"If it is too difficult for you I can of course find another—" began Kinsey.

	"No, no," Anias temporized. "It's quite a challenge, I admit. I've never done much horror before.

	The strange unpleasant dream sequence was beginning to stir her artist's imagination. Whatever else it was, it wasn't trivial. The muse might smell of brimstone, but in the end it was the muse and not the money that tripped her decision.

	"All right," she said. "I'll give it a try. Do I keep these to work from?" She rattled the papers.

	"Ah, very good," said Kinsey, smiling again. "Yes, I hardly need mention, I hope, that they are not to be copied, or, er, lost? When do you think you might have it ready?"

	"Well," she rubbed her nose, "it's complex, but not really very long. Two weeks, maybe, if I drop everything else to work on it. Maybe a bit more," she added, to be safe. "Should I call you?"

	"Oh, no. Perhaps I can drop by, say, this time two weeks from today?" He rose.

	"Sure."

	He shook her hand formally and departed. She saw him out the door, and rubbed her hand absently on her pants leg, frowning at the peculiar scenario.

	The 'vone chimed. Anias sighed. "If I'm going to do the job on you," she said to the papers. "I'm going to have to tear that damned thing out of the wall." She started toward it thinking of her friend and sometimes lover who almost never answered his. "Now, there's a thought," she murmured, stopping abruptly. "I'll go plant myself on Chalmys for a couple of weeks. Practically nobody will guess I'm up there, and if anyone does, they'll get his blasted answering program. Great food, no harassment—perfect!" Immediately cheered by her brilliant plan, she stepped smartly to the 'vone and said, "Answer!"

	Helmut Gonzales appeared. Before he could open his mouth, Anias spoke. "This is a recording. I've gone out. If you wish to leave a message, I have set the 'vone to record for fifteen seconds."

	Anias remained smiling and blinking vaguely into the screen for a deliberate count of five seconds as Helmut obediently began to fumble some words together, and then shut him off in mid-sentence.

=<O>=

	Chalmys DuBauer once called himself an exile in time. Being in early training and temperament more an engineer than a poet, he spoke precisely and not metaphorically. He'd spent some twenty-five subjective years serving aboard the early atomic ram ships travelling near the speed of light to and from Earth's only successful pre-wormhole colony. This translated into almost one-hundred-sixty objective years on Earth and Beta Colony, and left him permanently out of synchronization with the history of either planet. The most intense technical training was thrice made wholly obsolete by the slip and flow of time between his destination. He had left wife and children behind on Beta Colony when he was drafted to help officer the hurried, fearful return expedition to America upon the news, twenty-four light years old, of the great war. His family was swallowed up by time before his much-delayed-return, captaining a ship of a government that had not even existed when he had first left Earth. The Beta Colony to which he returned was as successful as his early dreams had pictured, but not in ways that he had ever imagined. It was not a success that he had helped to build. He had had a pleasant enough stay with his sole surviving child, a girl not yet conceived when he had left; she was an ancient, frail, content great-grandmother who seemed to find him as inexplicable as a leprechaun. She made him dizzy with dislocation. And in the time it took for his last return to Earth, the discovery and rapid development of the new wormhole technology, with its instantaneous jumps through the gulfs of space, drained his sacrifices of the last of their meaning.

	So he retired. He build an old-fashioned house, like the best from the days of his childhood, set in enormous grounds in the geographical location of his birth, and retreated into it like a hermit crab into its shell. Journalists and historians made him an object of persecution for a while, but he defended his privacy with caustic efficiency and continued the existence of an inverted Robinson Crusoe.

	To this refuge Anias journeyed on the day following her peculiar commission. She found no one about at the gat in the force screen, not an unusual state, so she blandly let herself in and went hunting for her unapprised host. It was a fine, hot day, so she concentrated her search on the grounds. Chalmys always claimed that his years spent shut up in metal boxes hurtling through space had given him claustrophobia. Anias noticed that this condition came and went with good weather; his mild passion for the outdoors never extended to enduring discomfort. After about fifteen minutes of systematic strolling, Anias ran him down in a section given over to growing elegant antique flowers.

	Chalmys's garden drowned in the light of the summer afternoon like a coral reef, exotic with form and color. Insect songs, permeating an atmosphere soft and warm as the breath of some overheated animal, made a quiet more palpable than silence, like the soundless roar in the ears of a diver who pushes through the pressure of depth. A walk of marble chips, painfully white, wound through billows of tall midsummer flowers toward a group of old oak trees which towered at the far end and made an island of cool darkness. Chalmys rested on a bench in their shade, as indolent as a manatee, and watched his visitor scuff amiably through the chips toward him. He was a heavy man of middle height and middle age. Sandy hair, greying at the temples, was brushed straight back from a broad forehead. The rather round contours of his face were saved from softness by a pair of uncomfortably penetrating grey eyes, now half-closed.

	Anias looked out of place in the brilliant garden, like a creature of subterranean night thrust abruptly into noon. The effect was heightened by the affectation of unrelieved black in her clothing, for she wore a tight-fitting jumpsuit with long sleeves and a silky shimmer, and soft black ankle-high boots. They had been appropriate for the air-conditioned interiors she had come from that morning.

	"Well," said Chalmys, not bothering to rise as she approached, "where did you come from and how did you get in?"

	"Rio, this morning," she replied, unrepressed by this quelling opening. "I gather you haven't erased my voiceprint from your front gate since I was here last. Good thing, or I'd probably still be sitting out there ringing the bell and swearing, waiting for that cook of yours to answer—if he noticed." She seated herself beside him, and he belied the tone of his greeting with a kiss. "I left a message on your 'vone recorder I was coming. Might as well have saved my breath. Anyway, I took the shuttle into Toronto this morning, and rented a lightflier to come down here."

	"You had good weather for it," he observed, rousing himself just enough to encourage her to go on.

	"It was a pretty trip. Say, I noticed a lot of new farming in that radioactive strip by the big lake north of you—"

	"Cleveland," he interposed with private dryness. "They're doing a lot of oilseed production up there with the new radiation-resistant hybrids. Sunflowers that really shine." He blinked as blandly as a crocodile, and waited for his visitor to justify her existence.

	Anias let her gaze travel over the opulent garden. "Your flowers look all right," she envied. There was a blurred whirr, and a grasshopper alighted on her leg. "Awk!" she recoiled, and shook it off.

	Chalmys smiled. "They don't bite."

	"They look like they should. Why do you let so many bugs in your garden? You have to keep the force field up for the killer mosquitoes anyway."

	"You sound like my gardener." He paused thoughtfully. "Nostalgia, I suppose. When I grew up in this area, bugs were an integral part of summer. Post-war bugs are a different proposition, I admit."

	Silence lay undisturbed between them for a few minutes. Chalmys relented first, and gave her an opening.

	"How's the feelie-dream business? Are you fleeing your creditors?"

	She grinned. "Yes and no. Actually, business is not bad. Triad is selling well. The Peruvian Moral League condemned it, which gave a big boost to sales. My Rio distributor was pretty smug about it—I wouldn't be surprised to find he'd bribed someone to put it on their list. He wants me to do a sequel to it. In fact, he has a contract for one."

	"I thought all feelie-dreams were pornographic," Chalmys observed, amused.

	"No, there are some composers who do juveniles," she replied seriously, really diverted to her favorite hobbyhorse. "But so few children have sets, it's a limited market. I've been thinking about doing one myself, about Beta Colony, if I can pump you for background."

	"A curious idea. Can you make accurately detailed dreams about a place you've never been, nor are ever likely to go?"

	She shrugged. "My dreamers haven't been there either, so who's going to quibble over details? You're the only one who could criticize it, and you don't do dreams. How can I lose? Anyway, it actually takes more control to keep the body out of the dream. And it works both ways. That's why those cheap porno feelies are so awful. No craft, no control. You're in the middle of some torrid sex fantasy, supposedly, and find yourself thinking about the composer's bank account, or the state of his bowels, or his upcoming tax audit—whatever's really on what passes for his mind. It's indescribable. You'd have to try it to believe it."

	"No, thanks," he said placidly. "I have an unconquerable aversion to having my brain's hot-wired." He waved a heavy hand at the two silver circles on Anias's temples. "My ancient American upbringing, no doubt."

	"I suppose you can't help being an antique," she returned, unoffended. "Still, it takes a lot less surgery for a dreamer implant than a composer implant. Quite painless. And then you could buy my work."

	"I beg to remain untempted. It's not the pain I object to, it's the principle."

	"Suit yourself. Anyway, I didn't fly all the way up here to sell feelies dream sets. I was thinking of some research—"

	"For a pornographic feelie-dream? But my dear, how delightful! I should be happy to assist you." He took her hand and kissed it ostentatiously.

	She grinned and repossessed it. "Lunatic. Though we may do that, too. But I was really wondering if I could hide out here for a week or two to get some work done. I'm getting pestered to distraction at home."

	"Aha. I thought it was creditors. Are you very late in filling your contract?"

	"Some. A bit. Well, several months, really. In fact, my distributor's threatening to serve process." She attempted a look of maligned innocence.

	"And you have, of course, spent the advance—"

	"In advance. Of course." She studied the toes of her boots. "But that's not the point. I just don't want to do the same dream now, or anything like it. It was pretty light stuff. I want a whole new departure. I have some new ideas I want to work out." She decided the terms of her peculiar contract probably forbade anything more explicit. A shame; there was no one she would rather have discussed it with than Chalmys. Of all her acquaintances she valued his opinions as being the most unaffected by special interest, fashion, or bias. It was the positive side of the coin to his sometimes maddening indifference to current culture.

	"Of course, my dear. Play hookey as long as you like," Chalmys obligingly endorsed her self-invitation. "You can have the same room you used on your last visit, if it pleases you; it hasn't been used since. See Charles about sheets, and meals, and all those domestic arrangements. And sometime when it's mutually convenient, I'll show you my latest museum pieces."

	Chalmys's hobby, aside from gardens and epicurean living, was reconditioning old technical equipment for museums. He possessed an elaborate workshop in which he would tinker away happily for hours on the microscopic filigree of their circuits. Some of his projects dated back beyond his own youth and early training; in effect his expertise took in anything manufactured in the old gross way from inorganic materials. He was totally lost with modern bacterial electronics, where computers were grown, not made. His work was greatly valued by a few historians of science, and virtually unknown to everyone else.

	Anias understood his work, if anything, even less than he understood hers, but the shared an equally passionate hatred of interruption. Each gave the other the same respect for working time that they wished to receive. Mutual non-botheration was a great bond between them. In the days that followed, Anias could skip meals, in the heat of composition, with the perfectly tranquil assurance that no one would come looking for her. Chalmys in turn was unaffected by any obligation to play host, provide entertainment, or disturb his own routine. When occasionally their orbits did cross, it was in a relaxed glow of mutual gratitude for the other's previous absence.

	It was such at time, after dinner about a week after Anias's arrival, that found them stretched out on lawn chairs, soft as sofas, near the house. They lay side by side, stargazing. In the west the sky glowed magenta and lemon, clear green shading into ultramarine. Venus sparked above the sunset, and a few of the brightest stars were beginning to shine. The trees and grass about them breathed the warm immemorial hay-scent of the midwest summer. Anias lay idly counting the sputter and glow, like shooting stars, of the mosquitoes flying into the automatic force screen some hundred feet above them.

	"... seven, eight ... Hey, Chalmys, is it true those things can drain the blood from a man in fifteen minutes?"

	"Doubt it," he responded lazily. "I suppose if you were attacked by a swarm, you could get significant blood loss. But for all that they're five inches long, they're mostly legs and wings. I don't suppose they can load on more than ten cc's a bite. The real problem is the venom." He took a swallow of his tall iced lemonade. "Even then, two or three bites wouldn't kill you, unless you were one of those people who are violently allergic. It might make you pretty sick, though, especially if they'd been breeding in the high radiation areas—they can give a nasty burn."

	"Beware of the ones that glow blue in the dark, eh? Twelve, thirteen—ohh, there went a pretty one."

	They maintained a companionable silence for a time, sipping their lemonade. "How's the new dream coming?" Chalmys finally asked. "Are you getting as much done as you hoped?"

	She hesitated. "Year, the actualization part is going really smoothly."

	"And yet you damn with faint praise. What's disturbing you? If I'm not out of line," he added, by way of offering to shut up.

	"No, no ... Do I seem disturbed?" she asked anxiously.

	"You're not completely transparent," Chalmys reassured her mendaciously. "But to someone who observes you fairly closely ... un ... what you're working on does seem to affect your behavior. Libido, for instance."

	Anias grimaced wryly. "Yeah, well ... You're right, of course." She reached out and touched him briefly, for reassurance, but for himself or him she was not sure. "This thing has been rather ... anti-aphrodisiac."

	"That's a departure. What's the theme?"

	Anias teetered on the edge of temptation, then, rather deliberately, gave in. "Death, mostly. It's a commission. A pretty weird one, too. Look, I'm really not supposed to talk about it, but ..."

	"But?" Chalmys repeated ironically, drawling the word out. "I think I know that 'but'. You mean to extract a promise of confidentiality, and then tell all."

	"If you say, 'That's just like a woman', I shall hit you," Anias promised. "But ... Chalmys, this thing is really weird, and in more ways than just its imagery. And the more I work on it, the weirder it gets. That's partly an effect of getting it into dream form. Things do tend to take on a life of their own, just normally. It's an extraordinary commission. I suppose that's why I took it." She described the visit of Rudolph Kinsey, and ended by bringing Chalmys the complete scenario and a globe light.

	She watched him anxiously as he read through its pages. He finished it, turned it over, and read it through again. She braced herself inwardly for criticism of her acceptance of it, but Chalmys's first comment, as he turned the pages over a third time, took her entirely by surprise.

	"Did you notice," he said, "that this thing is designed to be played as an endless loop?"

	"What? I can't imagine wanting to," she replied. "Of course, it does go in kind of a circle, now that you mention it. I figured it's a sort of artistic affectation. Maybe the guy's been reading too many twentieth-century novels.

	"It's just an impression," Chalmys conceded. "Still ... what do you know about your patron?"

	"Just what I've told you. He comes on like a crooked lawyer. Who am I to make judgments, though?"

	"Oh, you can be very perceptive, when you get your head out of the clouds long enough. It doesn't seem to be altogether a conscious process, though.

	Anias wondered if that was a compliment.

	"So you can't contact him if you wanted to," Chalmys went on thoughtfully. "No address, no 'vone number, contract not recorded—how do you know he can pay you, by the way?"

	That hideous thought had not previously occurred to Anias.

	"In short, you don't even know if that's his real name. The trouble with you, my dear, is that you have too honest a mind. I've no idea how you came by it. It can't have been your upbringing."

	Anias sat up. "What an insult! And what are you, the criminal mastermind, sitting at the center of his web of intrigue?"

	Chalmys grinned. "Would you prefer me to say, too distracted a mind? But to return to the point. Yes, I agree, it's a most disturbing commission, but the things that bother me most about it don't even seem to have occurred to you. Yet you were there, I wasn't. One mustn't get carried away by speculation."

	"Chalmys," said Anias seriously, "do you think I should be doing this?"

	"Heavens, what a question to ask me! This is your business. I don't have to work for a living, how should I tell someone who does how to go on? But ..."

	"But?" Anias drawled wickedly.

	"Is it possible to harm someone with a feelie-dream? I am rather at a disadvantage, never having experienced one."

	"Well, there are addicts," Anias allowed. "People who spend way too much time on them, and get carried away by their favorites. But I don't see that feelie-dreams are different from any other pleasure in that respect, in spite of what the Church says. Other than that, I think even the nasty ones do more good than harm. You can be as unpleasant as you like in a feelie, and no one is hurt."

	"Except for whatever soul-curdling effects habits of thought may have."

	"How would you measure that? No, I think feelies are just a new way for people to go on doing the same old things."

	"You answer your own question, then."

	"I might have known you wouldn't."

	He handed her back the papers, then asked curiously, "Does your Mr. Kinsey strike you as someone for whom that---" he pointed at the papers "—would be his fondest fancy?"

	"No," answered Anias slowly. "Not but what I think his'd be pretty rank. If anything, I got the impression he might be an agent for someone."

	"I think so too. It's a curious puzzle. I shall be interested to hear how it ends. Do keep me posted, when you get back to Rio."

	"What, will you answer the 'vone?" laughed Anias.

	"Only for you, my dear, only for you."

=<O>=

	Anias finally succeeded in talking herself out of her doubts, and finished the dream within the next week. It was a relief to be done with it. Usually there was great satisfaction in completing a work. This one she felt more drained than content, like someone coming up for air after too long under water. The cessation of pain was not the same thing as pleasure. Yet she was proud of the mastery of her craft the dream displayed. Anias's imagination was vivid, visceral, full of poetic power. And she had poured that power into the dream. And then there was the money. Perhaps caveat emptor was the best approach after all.

	With the master cartridge in her breast pocket, she said good-bye to Chalmys, shamelessly borrowing money to pay for her flier rental, and began the trip back to civilization. The journey was marred by petty annoyances; bad weather in Toronto, and lost luggage when the shuttle arrived in Rio. It was only after an hour of persistent badgering that a search turned it up in an out-of-the-way corner of the loading area. Anias arrived back at her apartment late and hungry, and feeling that the life of a recluse had more and more appeal,

	After a hasty unpacking and a robot-prepared meal that tasted unusually insipid after two weeks at Chalmys's table, she discovered the greatest annoyance of all. Her dream synthesizer, or rather the half of it she carried outside her head, was missing. She went through her things three times, then grouchily decided she must have left it at Chalmys's. Her 'vone call going, what else, unanswered, she left a message asking him to search for it. After a while she gave up dwelling on her discomforts as non-productive, and distracted herself with video until time for bed.

	The next day was Kinsey's appointment. It passed slowly, except that Helmut Gonzales discovered she was back in town, and attempted to pester her once more into finishing his work. Her absence had raised false hopes as to its progress. But she was feeling a bit more mellow toward the costume romance, so she did not disillusion him.

	With Gonzales fobbed off again, she batted aimlessly around her tiny apartment poking at half-forgotten craft projects and abortive hobbies until, promptly at four, the door buzzed.

	It was Kinsey, oily as ever, but with a suppressed excitement about him that led Anias to think the dream might be for his own consumption after all. He sat on her couch with much juggling of his big carrying case.

	"I brought my own dream player," he remarked unnecessarily, hauling it out of his bag. "You understand, of course, I naturally wish to, um, examine the product before payment."

	"Naturally." Anias produced the master cartridge, and watched critically as he slipped it into his player and attached the single reader lead to the small metal disc behind his left ear. He switched on the player and closed his eyes.

	After a few minutes he switched it off again, rather hastily it seemed to her. He sat up and regarded her with something like a reptilian version of respect.

	"That is certainly ... remarkable," he said at last. Anias preened mentally, but kept her face straight.

	"Go ahead and do the whole thing," she invited generously.

	"Oh, no, that's quite satisfactory," Kinsey assured her. "I really must be leaving. My time is limited. I need only collect the scenario and arrange for your payment."

	Anias became alert. "You can use my 'vone to transfer funds," she offered.

	"Oh. I brought a bonded check. Is that all right?" he asked anxiously. "A bit old-fashioned, but perfectly sound, I assure you. You have only to present it in person at the bank, and endorse it with your voiceprint. There's been such a rash of fraud lately with electronic transfers, I thought it would be safer." He produced the rectangle of paper and magnetic tape.

	"You're really big on paper, aren't you," Anias remarked, taking the check and examining it more closely than she usually did such things. It seemed perfectly all right to her. It was drawn on the State bank, prepaid and presumably unstoppable. That consideration had crossed her mind, as tomorrow was a bank holiday and she would be unable to present it until the day after. She returned Kinsey his sheaf of papers, somewhat crumpled. He examined them with all the attention she had given his check.

	"Oh, yes, very satisfactory." He rose to go, but stopped at the door, looking at her almost shyly. "I say—could I ask a small favor of you?—for a fee, of course."

	Anias shrugged. "You can always ask. Shoot."

	"Tomorrow is my aunt's birthday. She is rather a fan of yours. I wonder if it would be possible to compose a very short piece for her—a sort of dream birthday card, as it were. She is very fond of t he poem, 'Doreen's Gift.' If you could put it in a setting, or something, I'm sure she would be thrilled."

	Anias's mind boggled at the thought of Kinsey with an aunt. He seemed more like something hatched out of an egg, and a leathery egg at that. "Doreen's Gift' was a saccharine poem of great current popularity. Translated into versions for all the media, it had been saturating the commercial culture since well before Christmas. Anias regarded it as a cultural pimple, brought on by too much sugar and grease in the mental diet.

	Kinsey evidently read the dubious look on her face, for he urged more strongly. "I will make it worth your time, really."

	"Well," said Anias, not wishing to appear churlish with the check that would free her for a year still in her hand, "it wouldn't be that hard. But I think I left my synthesizer at a friend's home. I don't think I can get it back by tomorrow."

	"Oh. Well, perhaps it will turn up. If it does—suppose I stop by tomorrow afternoon. I shall be seeing her in t he evening. If you can do it, fine—if not, perhaps I can find something else."

	Once again he shook her hand formally. He smiled, "Good-bye, Miss Ruey," and glided away.

	Anias pulled the door shut, and returned to the room she usually regarded as her nest, but which today seemed more like a cage. She considered a walk to the beach by the way of entertainment—she couldn't go out and spend money wildly until day after tomorrow anyway—but compromised by directing her excess energy to some long overdue picking up. In the process she came upon her lost synthesizer, kicked under the couch.

	"Yes, hooray, hallelujah," she chirped joyously, clutching it to her breast. "I thought I'd left you in the howling wilderness. Good, good, good." She happily set it back in its accustomed spot on her worktable.

	"Now I can do something really fun." She wondered which to tackle first, Gonzales's romance, Kinsey's "birthday card," or some new ideas for a juvenile adventure that had been wandering homelessly in the back of her mind for the last few weeks. As she hesitated over this banquet of choices, a little uneasiness crept over her.

	"Now how the devil did you get under the couch?" she soliloquized. "If I'd lost you unpacking, it'd have to have been in the bedroom." Anias did not trust her own memory for small details. She had occasionally been known to forget whether she'd taken her morning vitamin before she even had the cap back on the bottle, or have to check her toothbrush for wetness to know if she'd brushed her teeth. At the same time, she could carry reams of complex dialogue between her dream characters in her head for days, when she was doing her pre-recording organization, so she did not think it was a case of incipient mental retardation, but merely the effect of concentrating on essentials. Her synthesizer was not normally in the toothbrush-and-vitamins category of her consciousness.

	For a time yesterday she had been having paranoid fancies that it was stolen, before reason insisted it must have been left behind. But synthesizers were not interchangeable without custom adjustments, and she could not imagine what anyone else would take it for, except ransom, a rather exotic notion. She reached again for the leads, then was stopped again by a new thought.

	"What a stupid idea. You're letting Chalmys's attitude get to you, my dear," she murmured. He had always been bothered by the wires in her head, having archaic visions of short circuits, though his unease usually took the form of jokes about walking around in thunderstorms. In fact, the viral connections of the synthesizer were incapable of building up enough charge to hurt her; they would cook themselves first. Just the same, she did own a diagnostic test kit, put away somewhere. She'd never had trouble with her set, and had never had occasion to use it. Really it was a redundant item, for the machine would have to go back to the manufacturer for any repairs anyway. Mostly it represented an object lesson in sales resistance. But for the sake of peace among her argumentative selves, she got up and went to look for it.

	Her test kit proved almost as hard to find as her synthesizer had been, but after some search she finally unearthed it at the back of a drawer beneath a collection of stray oddments and half pairs of this and that. She was ruffled by her quest, which she had almost given up, but now that she had found it she dutifully set it beside her dream machine and prepared to plug it in. She pulled out the leads, placed them in their assigned slots, and switched it on.

	Instantly there was a loud crack, a brilliant flash of bluish light, and a horrible smell as little orange flames danced over the slagged plastic for a moment. Anias was knocked over backward, her hand tingling from the nimbus of the shock. She scrambled shaking to her feet, gulping for breath, heart pounding.

	"My God," she breathed, as astonished as if she had been shot by a lover. She had been telling herself for ten minutes that her fears were silly, and this was not the confirmation she had been expecting. She stared at the little heap of smoking ruins on the table. "My synthesizer," she wailed aloud. She sat down abruptly and stretched her hand towards the mess, then drew it back, adrenaline-induced tears starting to her eyes.

	Presently she got better control of herself. Whistling tunelessly, she first got up and locked her door, then made a 'vone call to the police. That completed, she made another. To her surprise it was answered after only a few moments.

	"This must be my day," she greeted Chalmys's image in the screen.

	"I happened to be passing by the study," he excused his aberration. "Are you all right?" he added, as he took in the expression on her face.

	"My synthesizer just blew up. It scared the pee out of me," she said. "Chalmys, it can't have done that!"

	"You weren't wearing it?" he asked anxiously.

	"No, I was testing it. Take a look." She swiveled the 'vone screen for a view of the chaos. "If I had been, my head would look like that." Anias's imagination, true to form, was distracting her. In it she seemed to feel now every spider-web connection of her dreamer implant, minute root hairs running through her brain tissue, all afire. Like slow-motion film she saw how she might have died as cells boiled, scorched, and burst as electric shock seared along the threads.

	"Anias, why?" asked Chalmys. He was shaken, his face, like Anias's showing those peculiar lines of tension usually described as "looking rather pale."

	"The first thought that comes to my mind," she said grimly, "is that dead people can't voiceprint check endorsements." She held up the check for him to see. "My greasy patron just dropped this by. I have to wait till day after tomorrow to cash it." A dozen discarded disquietudes about the odd little man boiled up inside her. "My synthesizer turned up just after he left."

	She detailed the fiasco with her luggage yesterday, topped by the disappearance of her beloved dream machine.

	"Do you think he stole your synthesizer and wired it to kill you just to get his money back?" asked Chalmys.

	"I don't know. It doesn't make sense. I'd have done his dream for ever so much less. He didn't' even try to bargain. It seems so unnecessary." Her mind leapfrogged among the events of the afternoon, and the suppressed a last frightened smile. "There there was that story about his aunt."

	"His aunt?" asked Chalmys, a bit confused.

	"I bet he doesn't have an aunt. I bet he doesn't even have a mother," Anias added savagely.

	Chalmys abstractedly rubbed a thick finger across his lower lip. "Have you called the police?"

	"First thing, after I locked the door."

	"Do you think he'll try again?"

	"Maybe." Actually, her imagination had been generating novel murder methods at an appalling rate for the last several minutes. She tore herself away from mentally dying a thousand deaths. "I'm a bit nervous about staying her by myself."

	"I can understand that. But surely you don't need to go all twitchy yet. For all he knows he succeeded, or is about to. No reason for him to do anything else till he finds out he's been discovered, hopefully when the police arrest him. But look, after you're done with the police, shy don't you pack your things and come up here on the next shuttle? This place is half fortress anyway. I could even have Charles meet you at the shuttleport."

	"I thought you'd never ask," she joked. "Yes, I would like that very much. Uh ..."

	"Uh. Do you have enough money?"

	"How do you read my mind like that? No."

	"Give me your code and I'll transfer some into your account."

	Anias smiled gratefully.

	"In the meantime I will do what I can through contacts to encourage the police to exert themselves in your cause. Give me another call when you're ready to leave. I'll wait for it."

	"Right."

=<O>=

	The police arrived promptly after Anias's call, although the wait seemed long to her. There was a detective officer and an explosives technician, and they seemed to fill her little apartment with that extra measure of reality, like a blast of outdoor air come through the door of a stuffy room, that their authority lends policemen, doctors, and the famous. They attended to her complaint with serious and professional courtesy. Lt. Mendez, the detective officer, a middle-aged man with the competence of practical routine, asked her a series of questions that reminded her very much of the ones Chalmys had asked a week ago. They opened up uncomfortable vistas of her own carelessness.

	The technician encoffined the corpse of her dream synthesizer in a plastic case and carried it off for autopsy. Her check, alas, was also carried off as evidence, since it was the one material lead in the affair. Anias now realized fully how very careful her patron had been to leave no recoverable physical or electronic traces of himself. But the detective seemed fairly optimistic.

	She arranged for the police to reach her at Chalmys's if necessary, and made her shuttle connection without event. The flight to Toronto gave her time to meditate upon her narrow escape. The more she thought about it, the more her conviction grew that money alone was not sufficient motivation for her murder. She had the unhappy suspicion that she had been used, willingly if unconsciously, as a tool in a very much nastier scheme. By the time she reached Chalmys's, her own most intimate knowledge of her recent work, reviewed with sickening clarity, had suggested to her another reason for the crime.

	"I'm sure it was for the dream," she said to Chalmys. "I believe it is to be used as a weapon."

	They were seated, in the small hours of the morning, in Chalmys's well-appointed library. Anias was dead tired, but far too nerved up to sleep, or even sit still. Chalmys was thoughtfully plying her with soothing words and a tray of elegant snacks in an effort to calm her enough for bed.

	"I sensed it, you even sensed it. But I was so wound up in admiring my own abilities—I wanted to do that dream. I've got to get that cartridge back, the sooner the better."

	"Slow down, slow down. Now begin at the beginning. Just how do you think it can be used as a weapon? I can imagine, I suppose, it being played over and over to someone by force, but I don't quite see what effect it would be expected to have."

	"Not by force. In their sleep. In their sleep. Like hypnotic suggestion, only much stronger. The thing was tailor-made, designed, to fit the cracks of a particular personality. I think—I think—that if it were played even a few nights, say four or five, to that person, they could really be induced to commit suicide. Only it would really be the perfect murder, because the suicide would be genuine. The murderer would never have to go near the victim. Destroy the cartridge, and it could never, ever, be proved."

	"That is a very interesting idea. What did the police think of it?"

	Anias frowned. "They didn't' seem as interested as I thought they should be. The detective kept emphasizing the physical facts."

	"Well, they've got to present their case in court you know. The idea is a bit ethereal. I've always thought feelie-dreams were a sort of super video. A better illusion, but still, just pretend."

	"They can be. Most of the story sorts are. But then there are the reveries , and the pure abstractions. They convey their power in a more direct way. You don't have to bury the psychic symbolism in the characters or the plot, it's all right out front." Anias paced in front of him, troubled. "But you see, as a composer, if I have a fear, or some other terrible thing in my mind, I can in a sense bundle it into the dream and export it. It's very therapeutic—for me. I get power over the problem in the process of handling it. But it doesn't always work that way for the fellow on the import end, the dreamer. It arrives, bang, in his mind, and he had to find his own way to handle it—or not, as the case may be."

	"All right, let's grant your theory as a working hypothesis. By the way, I notice you refer to 'the murderer' in the abstract, not 'Kinsey.' Why?"

	Anias shook her head. "I'm not sure. Kinsey was as slimy as worm as I've ever met, and I didn't really see that much of him, but he just didn't strike me as a man with the depth of insight to come up with that scenario. Call him Mr. Big."

	"Mr. Big?" Chalmys repeated wryly. He gave her a look of amused reproach.

	"I can't help it, it's the way I think. But Chalmys, that thing was good. I mean, powerful. It had a power of its own. It got some of the best work out of me I've ever done. Kinsey might have thought up the attack on me, but not that dreamscape. I still see him as a go-between."

	"All right. We'll put that down in the 'facts' column."

	"Do we have any facts? It all feels like shooting in the dark to me."

	"Oh, you know quite a bit more than you realize. If your theory is right, you know so much that someone has gone to a great deal of trouble and risk to try to kill you for it. If, ah, Mr. Big thinks so highly of you, who are we to contradict him? Let's begin with the dream itself. What does it tell you about the intended victim? Man or woman?"

	"Woman," replied Anias positively. "You don't know about body images in feelie-dreams, but if they'd wanted a really good one for a man, they'd have to get a man to make it."

	"Old or young?"

	"Not very old, certainly not a child—middle aged."

	"Married?"

	"I'm not sure about that. Not a virgin, anyway."

	"Children?"

	"Almost certainly. It would give some of the most horrible images in the dream loads more power."

	"Strong or weak personality?"

	"Weak, brittle—but stubborn." Anias began to get into the spirit. "That's a deduction. If she were weak and pliable, the murderer could get what he wants without killing her."

	"Mm. Maybe. So the victim is a middle-aged woman, married, with one or more children, and a history of mental illness. We also know she has a dreamer implant, therefore she is well-to-do. I have a gut feeling money plays a part in this. The murderer at least assumes money is a powerful motivation, hence the price he offered you for the dream, also the trouble he's gone to not to pay it. We also know the murderer's on intimate enough terms with the victim to have access to her in her sleep—though there is a possibility he may merely have suborned such a person. Also, by your hypothesis, we know his fatal flaw." Chalmys was getting carried away with the role of amateur detective and forgetting his original purpose of soothing Anias to sleep.

	"What flaw? The damn thing looks perfect to me."

	"He can't leave well enough alone. He can't leave an end loose. If he hadn't tried to kill you, you would probably have gone on, forgetting your suspicions, never making any connections. Admittedly, if his attempt on you had succeeded, that would not be the case. Except for me."

	"Yes, I don't think he anticipated you."

	"I'm fairly certain of that. Aside from your undoubted talents, you are an unmarried woman known to be living alone. No one to confide in. No one to pursue your mysterious death with the passion of a close relative."

	"Yeah." She chewed nervously on a little green plastic spear that had held a bite-sized salmon puff in the shape of a rose. "I don't want to wait for the police. If I'm right—God, I hope I'm not right—my dream may be poisoning that woman's unconscious right now. There's no time. I want to go trolling for that little bastard, Kinsey, draw him out of his lair, wherever it is, and make him cough up its destination. But I don't know how to go about it, or what to use for bait."

	"Well, you yourself are bait," Chalmys pointed out.

	"How so?"

	"If the police don't catch up with him soon through the physical evidence, the absence of your death in the news has got to start preying on his mind. He'll wonder if his trap malfunctioned, or failed to go off. It's my belief that sooner or later he will be unable to resist coming back to check" (Chalmys thoughtfully did not add "and finish the job"), and then he can be trapped."

	"How can I make it sooner?"

	"About the only tangible thread you have to him is the check, and the police are working the official channels on that. You want a separate line. You can't reach him privately. How about publicly?"

	"That's an idea. Maybe I could put an ad on all the Rio news service personal channels, like, 'Mr. Rudolph Kinsey, the bank refused payment on your check. Please contact me to straighten this out,' and give him your number. If I can just get him on the 'vone, chances are I can lure him up here. But it seems so thin, I'm not sure it'll fetch him. What if he doesn't view the personals?"

	"I was thinking about that ex-boyfriend of yours, the one who came to interview me when I first met you who answered all his own questions. Anything you can do with him?"

	Anias made a face. "I suppose I could get him to give me a blurb on is video magazine. ' 'Vone interview with composer of Triad, now vacationing in Ohio.' It ought to be good for a five-minute spot. I can appear all cheerful and healthy, and talk about how I'm taking a long break from composing. I can drop some line about how the machine is on the shelf, or back to the factory or something, with maybe a disturbingly vague reference to resting from private commissions just completed. I only hope Helmut doesn't see it, he'd pop an artery. But will Kinsey?" The end of the little green stick was being mashed into a flattened blob.

	"He'll be watching for news of you, I should think. I'd say the chances were very good."

	"Let's try both, then. Ah ... what if it works? What if he comes armed? Do you have any guns?"

	"No, no, no guns. I suppose I can't blame you for ot having the engineering point of view. There are weapons all around us, much better than guns. If you can get him up here, I think you'd better leave that part of it to me."

	"Gladly."

=<O>=

	The days that followed were dreadful for Anias. Having no other work to do, her hyperthyroid imagination occupied itself building towering cities and intricate labyrinths of further speculation on the narrow foundation of their facts, which she could not help inflicting on Chalmys. It was a strain on their relationship, fortunately balanced by his sense of proportion and dry humor. In self-defense he ordered and paid for a new synthesizer for her, but as it could not be delivered for a week, he had to endure. He finally accused her of being as bad as a kid waiting for Christmas, which restrained her somewhat.

	They kept in touch with the police in Rio. The leads from the physical evidence proved disappointing. The dream set had been wired with a common commercial electret simply set to discharge when contact was made. Anyone with the most primitive grasp of electronics could have done it. There were no fingerprints, hairs, or fibers. The check had been prepaid at a busy branch of the State bank b a man answering Kinsey's description but giving a different name a week before. The cash with which he had paid was long since scattered through the system, although attempts were being made to trace it. The name and address proved fictitious, and the voiceprint by which positive identification could be made in case the check was not cashed within ninety days and its writer turned up to demand a refund, did not check against any known felons. Searches of older files or voiceprints were tediously in progress. A Rudolph Kinsey was discovered in La Plata, and another in Manaos, one a retired bakery technician and the other a young student. Neither appeared to be any relation to their man.

	Chalmys also made some private arrangements with a near neighbor, who happened to be the local sheriff. The situation was complicated by the probability that their anticipated visitor had committed no crimes in Greater South America. Arresting him on sight might protect Anias, but could not result in any sort of charge or conviction likely to stick. Even if arrested in Rio, if he kept his head and denied all steadfastly, his chances of brazening it out against the scanty evidence were excellent. Chalmys devoted much thought to this practical point.

	Thursday evening Anias was passing the study when she heard the bell from the front gate. Her heart jumping, she went to the screen and keyed it in. Rudolph Kinsey appeared, smiling toothily.

	"Oh," Anias managed. "Fancy seeing you here." She mentally kicked at her paralyzed reason, hoping it would produce something less fatuous.

	"Good evening, Miss Ruey, I'm so glad to find you here," said Kinsey, with perfect composure. "I wonder if I might have a few moments of your time."

	"I'll ... I'll have to ask Captain DuBauer. He's very peculiar about visitiors."

	"So I've heard," smiled Kinsey.

	"It it's about the birthday card," Anias put in evilly, "I'm very sorry. I had a little trouble with my synthesizer. I've sent it away for repairs. Perhaps I can make it up to you somehow."

	That unsettled him slightly. "Ah, no problems, I certainly hope you may. You need not bother your host, if you prefer. I don't wish to inconvenience so famous a man. If you will come down to the gate, I can finish my business in a moment."

	I'll be you can, thought Anias. She smiled brightly, "Just a moment, please," and put him on hold.

	"Chalmys!" she wailed, on a dead run. A fifty-yard dash brought her to the kitchen, where Chalmys was annoying his cook by his nightly habit of kibitzing.

	"He's here! At the front gate. Kinsey himself. Wants to see me."

	"Yes, I know," said Chalmys, dipping his finger into a sauce. "He's been skulking around the perimeter of the force screen for about an hour now. Guess he's given up on sneaking in and has decided to risk a frontal assault."

	Anias glared at him. "You knew! And didn't tell me!"

	"It wasn't the right time of day yet," he said mildly.

	"What'll we do?"

	"Well, you may go to the 'vone and call Sheriff Yoder. Ask him to stop by in about an hour. Then wait in the study. Charles, hold dinner for one hour. That should be sufficient."

	"Ooh!" Anias danced around him like a small impatient moon about a Jovian planet. "What are you going to do?"

	"I'm going to take our visitor for a walk."

	"All right, be like that," complained Anias bitterly. "But ... be careful."

	"I'm always careful. You agreed to leave this part to me, remember?" He walked out of the house toward the main gate in the failing light.

	The "main gate" was a spidery structure, screened from the house by distance and landscaping. It was one of the few spots where the fence screen generating equipment appeared above ground. The intercom was recessed in a panel on the outer face of one upright. Kinsey was waiting by it, leaning against the pylon, scuffling a little pile of dirt about with the toe of one pointed shoe. He came to attention when he saw Chalmys, then relaxed slightly when his searching eyes discovered him to be alone.

	"Mr. Kinsey?" inquired Chalmys politely.

	"Uh, Captain DuBaur?" returned Kinsey. "So sorry to trouble you, sir. I had an urgent piece of business with your, er, guest, Miss Ruey."

	"Yes, so I heard." Chalmys keyed the gate open. "Just bring your flier through the gate and park it over there on that grassy knoll, and I'll take you to her." Kinsey, nervous but hopeful, did as instructed. Chalmys keyed the gate shut, and wandered toward a wooded area of his property. Kinsey caught up with him shortly.

	"It's rather a personal matter," Kinsey hinted. "She may prefer to speak to me alone." His tone imputed secret, swampy motivations to Anias. Chalmys appreciated the artistry of the phrasing. It inspired him.

	"Quite so," he said heartily. "She's in the summer house, just on the other side of these woods. You can be quite private there. Just the two of you for as long as you like."

	"The business may take some time," Kinsey grabbed the lead with alacrity, obviously planning ahead.

	They entered the woods. It was darker there, full of cool, moist hollows and springy underfoot with years of fallen leaves. They crackled on top but softened to a slippery blackness beneath that deadened the sound of their steps. Undergrowth stretched tendrils, twiggy switches, and hidden hooks across the path.

	"Go on ahead of me, the path gets a bit narrow," said Chalmys. He paused and bent to brush some detritus from his shoe, then removed a control device and a recorder from his pocket. He advanced a few more steps, then seated himself comfortably on a fallen tree, and made a few adjustments.

	"That's probably far enough, Mr. Kinsey. I wouldn't want you to get lost." Chalmys arranged his equipment neatly to hand beside him on the log.

	Kinsey whirled, suspicion flaring in his face. "What is this?" His eyes flicked over Chalmys and, discovering nothing that looked like a weapon, started back toward him. He ran abruptly into the tingling, invisible wall of the force screen, and fell back, but kept his head. He cleared his throat. "What's the trouble, Captain?"

	"No trouble," said Chalmys genially. "I just thought you might like to talk to me." He tapped the recorder suggestively.

	"What about?" asked Kinsey, feeling uncertainly for some solid orientation.

	"I thought I'd leave that up to you," said Chalmys. "I'm sure you'll think of something to interest me, after a time."

	A long silence fell between them.

	"Just to jog your invention, I might point out a few salient features of your situation." Chalmys said helpfully. "I should think you were quite careful to let no one know where you were going. You are now alone, without transportation, afoot in a strange country with night falling. It is at least eight kilometers to the nearest neighbor—forgive me if I neglect to mention in which direction—through some rather uneven terrain, underbrush, swampy areas, and so on; very confusing in the dark. You strike me as a city man—I wonder how long it's been since you hiked eight kilometers?"

	Kinsey glared malignantly, but said nothing. Down the line, the first mosquito of the evening sparked to its death in the screen.

	"Ah, and then there are the mosquitoes," Chalmys went on smoothly. "You who live in the civilized south have no conception of the voracity of the insect life here in the wild, irradiated north. Although it isn't true that they can drain a man of blood in fifteen minutes. It would take quite a lot longer. Not as long as it takes a man to walk eight kilometers, though."

	"You're insane!" cried Kinsey, and drew an ugly little needle ray pistol from his jacket. "Let me in," he demanded.

	"Oh, dear, I hope you know your physics," said Chalmys, unmoved.

	The expression on Kinsey's face indicated he did. Lips compressed, he returned the needler to his pocket.

	"Thank you," said Chalmys. "Magnetic resonance is a powerful force. It would make an impressive crater about where you're standing. I suppose I could turn it into a goldfish pond. Still, you do well not to throw it away. You might need it later if you decide to take that hike. Woodchucks, you know."

	"What are woodchucks?" asked Kinsey, drawn in spite of himself.

	"Well, they used to be rather clumsy little furry animals, when I was a boy, before the war. The war changed so many things. Mosquitoes, woodchucks ..." Chalmys paused, watching a few more sparkles through the leaves, down the border of the force screen through the woods. Kinsey began to swear at him, viciously. He moved away into the woods, but then moved back.

	"The mosquitoes," Chalmys went on didactically, "locate their prey by detecting the CO2 in mammalian exhalations. I suppose you could try holding your breath."

	There was a nasty buzzing noise by Kinsey's head. With a cry, he whirled and batted the great insect against the screen, where the detector program identified and annihilated it. He leaned against the force screen, which generated a golden aura around him, like the vision of a saint.

	"What do you want?" he snarled. "A confession? No confession under threats is accepted as evidence in court."

	"Not if extracted by the police," Chalmys allowed. "Between two private citizens, it's more of a grey area. Now, I'm glad you perceive that I'm interested in justice. I merely point out that one need not go through the tedious machinery of the courts to obtain it."

	"You're talking about murder!" shrieked Kinsey.

	A curious angry light appeared in Chalmys's grey eyes for just a moment, so that in spite of the mosquitoes Kinsey fell back from the force screen, as if aware for the first time of just what a large man his host seemed. Then Chalmys drooped his lids, and the mask of ironical good humor returned. "I was hoping we'd come to that subject. I feel I've been monopolizing the conversation."

	"You couldn't carry it off," cried Kinsey.

	"What, an ignorant city man gets lost in the woods in the dark, and meets a predictable fate? Not only predictable, it happens, regularly. They've had two deaths in the Toledo marshes this year alone—it's been a wet summer."

	There was an ugly deep whining, and Kinsey turned to defend himself again. While he batted two into the screen, a third mosquito attached itself to the back of his leg. He screamed as its venom penetrated, danced around, and tore it off.

	Chalmys waited patiently.

	Kinsey, shocked into action, began to babble a story about Anias, full of sexual innuendo and plausible lies about their imaginary relationship.

	"Fiction bores me," Chalmys interrupted him, "and I am late for dinner. Perhaps I shall go."

	"You're bluffing."

	"Mr. Kinsey, I realize that to you the universe seems to turn on your continued existence. Solipsism seems to be a common feature of the criminal mind. But believe me, it is nothing to me."

	Chalmys rose. The mosquitoes sang in the undergrowth. Kinsey broke.

	"My name is Carlos Diaz," he cried, leaning against the screen. "I was a private inquiry agent in Rio. Lost my license last year. It was a damn frame. Then this big executive in the Portobello Pharmaceutical Company, Dr. Bianca's his name, runs their development section. He offered me a thousands pesodoros to go to Miss Ruey and get that dream made. Not to be traced to him. He gave me this laundered cash for her. Ow! Ow! Get it off me!" He whirled around, hands clutching frantically at the little nightmare embedded in his back.

	"Back against the screen," Chalmys advised. Kinsey/Diaz did so, and continued talking even faster.

	"I saw a way to make a bundle," he panted. "Put it inot a bonded check—wire up her synthesizer—make sure she used it before she could cash it. No reason to connect the check with her accident. Wait three months, go in and pick it up. I had a friend at the shuttleport, from the old days—he thought I was on a case. Got her luggage, took the machine. I wired it up that night and planted it back in her apartment. It was easy."

	"So you weren't commissioned to kill her," remarked Chalmys, intensely interested. "It was just a case of great minds thinking alike."

	Diaz paused, confused, apparently realizing that he had just lost an opportunity to cover himself, but not quite seeing what it was.

	"And did you deliver the dream?" prodded Chalmys. "What did he want it for? What else do you know about him?"

	"I never heard of him before this. He's a rich man, lives in one of those old coffee-fortune mansions overlooking the sea. It was nothing to me that he wanted a perverted dreamie. I supposed he wanted to protect his social reputation. I didn't think his secret vices were my business. He shouldn't have offered her so much money," he justified himself. "For God's sake let me in!"

	Chalmys, his face shadowed by the darkness, studied Diaz in the faint glow of the screen and decided he was finally speaking the truth. For one thing, this story was not sufficiently self-serving to be made up. For another, the mosquito venom was starting to make his victim dizzy and ill, surely a bar to any very intricate fictionalizing. Diaz had given him the lead that Anias, at least, most desired. Chalmys, relieved, put from himself the whispering lascivious temptation to revenge that had so mixed itself with the urgent need for information from the little creep before him. Self-righteous violence, however satisfying, was a luxury too rich for a servant of reality.

	"Put your needler down by the screen," ordered Chalmys, "and stand over by that tree."

	He made some adjustments to his control box and reached through a small glowing window in the screen to scoop up the needler. He then enlarged the circle and motioned Diaz through. He limped and stumbled ahead of Chalmys through the woods to the house.

	The found Anias waiting anxiously with Sheriff Yoder and Deputy Schriml in the study. "Good Lord," said Anias, when she saw the strained and already puffing face of her late stalker, then clamped her lips on further comment. Chalmys was as bland and genial as ever. Diaz maintained a hunched and recalcitrant silence.

	"Good evening, Bill," Chalmys greeted his neighbor. "Here's that little problem I was telling you about. I think, for the moment, I shall leave the complications of international law out of this," he gave Anias a nod, "and request that you arrest this man for trespassing. That should be well within the scope of county jurisdiction. Oh, and you might check and see about this jug." He handed the needler to the Sheriff. "I rather think it was illegal for him to have it."

	Sheriff Yoder began to run through the formalities of arrest. Diaz, stung, stirred himself to the defense of attack.

	"This man invited me in," he began. "He threatened me—tried to kill me—it's all on that disc ..."

	"Now, now, Mr. Diaz," interposed Chalmys. "Don't start anything you can't finish. Remember what else is on that disc. I never put so much as a finger on you. You were armed with a deadly weapon, and I had no weapons at all. Besides, you spent over an hour on my property before you announced yourself. I own several hundred acres around the screened core, you know."

	"Captain DeBauer is a very highly respected in the county," put in the Sheriff with the innocent air of a tour guide pointing out the sights. "In case you were thinking about the problem of one man's word against another."

	"There are advantages to being tried for a minor misdemeanor, considering the alternatives," added Chalmys.

	Diaz abruptly awoke to the fact that he wasn't being charged with attempted murder, at least not yet. He shut his mouth with a snap.

	"They have a good supply of mosquito antivenin at the county jail, too," Chalmys added thoughtfully as Diaz was led out. "I don't think you'll have any trouble with him, Bill."

=<O>=

	"Chalmys!" Anias fairly crooned with admiration as they were left alone. "You genius! What did you do? Did you find out about my dream?"

	Chalmys blew out his breath and sat down. "What an ugly business. I think I'll have a shower before supper." He turned to his 'vone screen and began to tap in instructions. "As to what happened in the woods, I'd rather not discuss it. As to your dreams, yes, I think I know where you can get it. It turns out that Mr. Big didn't try to engineer your assassination after all. No fatal flaw. It was all Kinsey's—Diaz's—idea. As a go-between, he was a washout. He managed to betray both ends of his commission at once, by trying to steal the money his employer meant for you."

	Access to the public records in the Rio de Janeiro library system appeared on Chalmys's 'vone screen. "Let's see what we can find out for ourselves, before we involve the police."

	"Who's Dr. Bianca?" Anias asked, watching the screen over his shoulder.

	"I'm casting him for the role of Mr. Big. Depending on what else about him fits. Hm. Degrees in chemistry and psychology. An interesting combination."

	"He's married," noted Anias.

	"Yes, let's find out about her. Social register, I should think."

	"Look," Anias pointed. "She was married before. One child. Nothing about mental problems."

	"That would be in medical records, which we can't tap. Not legally, anyway. Now, what about money?" he keyed rapidly. "Aha! Jackpot!"

	The records revealed that Dr. Bianca's wife owned some sixty percent of the famous company that employed him. A little further searching showed why; she was the granddaughter of the deceased founder.

	"Married the boss's daughter, did he? Now there's a motivation for murder," Anias commented. "That fortune is a proper monster."

	"And a motivation for taking the greatest care that there should be no questions aroused about her death, its greatest benefactor being the first suspect. But why murder? It seems to me he's got it all already." Chalmys stared at the screen as though it were a crystal ball, but it revealed no more.

	"You realize," he said after a moment, "that pegging him for a killer depended on thinking he ordered the attack on you. We now know he did not. We may be way off base."

	Anias considered the problem from a new angle. "My reason agrees," she admitted, "but ..."

	"The famous 'but'," murmured Chalmys.

	"But I'd be a lot happier if I had my dream back," she finished. "And I don't want to hear any cracks about women's intuition, either."

	"My dear, I regard your intuition as a force of nature, like the tides. King Canute I'm not. Whatever your other failings—"

	"Thanks loads."

	"—you know your own business, at least as far as I can judge."

	"Do you suppose we can burgle it back?" Anias asked.

	Chalmys looked offended at this suggestion. "Control yourself, Sherlock. It's not necessary. Whether we are right or wrong in our speculations, I see no harm in your demanding the return of your work. However, we have no basis for any accusation against Dr. Bianca. Even if the worst you think is true, he's actually done nothing illegal."

	"Even if he's used it on his wife?"

	"It would be damnably hard to prove in court. Now, if I know you, you are more interested in preventing the crime than punishing it."

	"Certainly."

	"Good. I believe it will be quite possible for you to, um, vaccinate the good doctor against his temptations without ever bringing up the delicate problem of proof. You are, in your way, extraordinarily acute about people when you can be induced to pay attention to them at all. You'll have to do the dialogue by ear, when you get there—"

	"When I get where? You think I should just walk up to this guy and say, 'Hi, I don't want you to murder your wife. Give me my feelie-dream back.' Chalmys, he's probably got tanks of sharks and alligators in the cellar just for people like me."

	Chalmys grinned. "You'd give them indigestion. But I offer this guess. Looking at his education and position, I suspect this may be his first foray into violent crime. It's so personal. If you can give him to understand he's been discovered, without actually stampeding him into panic, I'll bet you can scare him worse than he can scare you. But, allowing that frightened men do do stupid things, we'll arrange for some pretext for you to have a police escort when you see him. It will improve the effect anyway. Just don't get sued for slander.

	Anias looked less than thrilled at the project before her, but she thought about her evil dream, and said, "All right. I hope you're right. Let's get going. The sooner this is over, the better."

=<O>=

	Anias caught the first shuttle bound for Rio the following morning. She was beginning to feel the shuttle was her second home. Chalmys excused himself from accompanying her, and she restrained herself from urging him out of his habitat knowing something of the twists of his experice that made him such a recluse. Besides, she felt he had done enough. It was time she took a hand in cleaning up her own mess.

	By pre-arrangement, Lt. Mendez met her and provided her with transportation to her destination. He had been quite pleased to hear of Diaz under lock and key in Ohio, though perhaps disappointed that his own week of painstaking scut work had contributed little to the result. Now that the principal suspect had been captured, it was his task to assemble the evidence against Diaz, by independent and more clearly legal means, into a form that could be taken to court, presuming that Anias still wanted to press charges when he was released for return to Rio. On the whole she thought she would, as the thought of him running around loose made her nervous.

	That left them facing the problem of Dr. Bianca. Anias had the idea that perhaps he could be arrested immediately and the dream impounded as evidence. Lt. Mendez was personally intrigued by her theory of the use intended for her feelie-dream, although he did not have a dreamer implant himself, so his feel for its probability had to be imaginative rather than intuitive. Officially, he was more cautious.

	"Intent," he said, "is a slippery thing to prove when the crime has not yet been committed. Now, a rich murderer is no better than a poor one in my book, but a rich one can afford better lawyers. Unless he chooses to oblige you by a spontaneous confession, a good lawyer would make mincemeat of your charge, and probably slap you with a countersuit for defamation of character as well. It's the old problem of new technologies creating new crimes. It's clearly against the law to try to kill someone by sticking a knife into them, but to my knowledge there's no law against trying to kill them by sticking an idea into them. Yet, Nasty idea—believe me, I'm going to take it up in the department. What one person has thought of, another can, too."

	"So how can I make him give the dream back, if he doesn't want to?" asked Anias. "It's his property now, I guess, since I accepted payment."

	"Yes, it is." Mendez thought it over. "I have to question him about Diaz anyway, and although Diaz himself clears him of complicity, there is that interesting angle of the laundered cash. So all in all would have no objection to helping you make the doctor ... let us say, uncomfortable? But I can't go beyond that, yet."

	"Hope it'll be enough. I guess the rest is up to my powers of persuasion."

=<O>=

	Dr. Bianca had not been easy to reach to make an appointment. Anias had had to penetrate several layers of secretaries and assistants. But when he'd heard her name, he became most pliable to her suggestion that she call on him at his office at home. She gave him no hint of her intentions, let him stew a bit.

	The doctor's home was in the most beautiful, and wealthiest, residential section of the city. The old homes with their lovely gardens that lined its streets had gone through a period of decline, but in the last generation had undergone restoration in one of the periodic swings of fashion for the past. Anias thought Chalmys might feel at home there.

	The door was opened by a real human servant. He led them up a wide staircase; on the landing they met a woman passing down.

	She was in her late thirties, thin and tense. Anias considered herself to be a sophisticated dresser, but this woman's clothes were of an elegance, fit, and style that made Anias suddenly feel that her own wardrobe had been chosen in a basement in the dark. Her arrogant, scornful dark eyes raked over Anias and her plainclothes companion, not quite able to place them in her world. As she turned her head, piled high with shining dark hair, Anias's eye caught the silver flash of a dreamer connection behind her jeweled left ear. Anias deliberately caught the flashing glance as it passed over her, returning a courteous nod and a smile. She paused, hoping to manufacture a moment of further observation.

	"What's this, Juan?" The woman addressed the servant as though Anias and the officer were not there.

	"An appointment to see the doctor, Ma'am," the servant replied apologetically.

	"Is this another part of his development scheme?" She faced Anias, nostrils flaring with ill-concealed anger. "You may tell my so-called husband from me that I shall not support him in the boardroom. That Daccuto scam was the limit. We didn't handle products like that in my father's day; we shall not handle them in mine."

	"I think we are at cross-purposes—Mrs. Bianca? My business has nothing to do with your company," replied Anias, prolonging the moment.

	"Oh," she said tonelessly, losing interest. "How unusual. Juan, do remind the doctor that we must leave for the Henderson's dinner in an hour." She passed on, leaving a wake of delicate perfume. Anias pursed her lips thoughtfully, watching her straight retreating back, then turned to follow the servant to the executive's office.

	Dr. Bianca rose when she entered, and shook her hand with archaic courtesy. He was a man of about forty, hair only slightly greying, tanned and fit. He betrayed no special sign of nervousness, but his eyes flicked to her companion, whom she had not mentioned when making the appointment.

	"How do you do, Miss Ruey." It seemed to Anias that he studied her face with as much interest as she studied his. "To what do I owe the privilege of your call?"

	He was going to be cool and give nothing away. "I met your wife in the hall," Anias began the attack obliquely. "She's a very elegant woman. Quite a businesswoman, too, I hear."

	Dr. Bianca smiled tightly. "So she fancies. Actually her talents are more on the social side. The competiveness of today's markets is rather a strain for her understanding. A company is hundreds of people, not just one. But you are an artist, don't let me bore you with shop talk. Ah—" he nodded to the lieutenant, by way of asking for an introduction.

	"Allow me to introduce Lt. Mendez, of the city homicide bureau. He's with me." She paused for the shaft to sink. "I've had a little problem with an employee of yours," she went on. "Carlos Diaz."

	"Ah. Not exactly an employee," Dr. Bianca distanced himself rapidly. "He's a bit of a down and outer. I wanted to help him get back on his feet a bit. I don't believe in direct charity, but a little commission in the right place can often do a world of good.

	"Yes, well, Dr. Diaz evidently believes that charity is for those who help themselves," Anias said dryly. "He tried to help himself to my little commission by murdering me."

	"Good God!" His shock, as nearly as Anias could tell, was quite genuine. "I had no idea?" He righted himself abruptly, like a weighted punching doll. "Ah ... what commission was that?"

	Anias met his eyes and held them steadily, smiling falsely. "The feelie-dream for your wife. Her birthday, wasn't it?"

	Dr. Bianca glanced uneasily at the lieutenant, who waited phlegmatically , face as bland and devoid of cues as a pudding. Anias saw his denial coming, and moved to head it off at the pass. She took Diaz's check from her bag and laid it on the polished surface of the real wood desk with a suppressed twinge of regret.

	"I'm returning the money you paid me. It's been endorsed, and you redeem it at any branch of the State bank. I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask for the dream back. There was an error in its execution."

	She waited breathlessly as he hung on the edge. If he denied all knowledge of the dream in front of the lieutenant, it might kill all chances of making him fork it over. Off balance, not knowing what Diaz might have said, he made the wrong move.

	"I checked the dream myself," he said. "You are perhaps being over-sensitive of the dream in some little artistic problem. I assure you, I found it flawless." He pushed the check back towards her. Gotcha, she thought. She did not move.

	"On the contrary, the flaw was quite fundamental." Anias glanced deliberately at Mendez, who, well coached, seemed to be finding something of great interest through the window onto the back garden.

	Dr. Bianca was becoming as bothered as a toymaker whose tools had come suddenly alive by a witch's spell. Thus it was that his first tacit acknowledgment of the real issue slipped out. "Why should it matter to you, if your customer is satisfied? I was quite pleased with your work, so much so that I would be willing to double your fee."

	Anias smiled and shook her head at this subtly worded bribe, quite certain now of her command of the offensive. "If I were a machine, and produced things like a machine, I might not care. But my livelihood is images, words, ideas; things that have no existence except in a mind. They are taken internally, so to speak, like a drug. That's why I must take such care that my stock not be poisonously contaminated, like a spoiled medicine—an analogy I'm sure you can appreciate." Anias drove that barb in with great satisfaction. She wondered how a man could seem to squirm while sitting so very still.

	"That's not what I've heard about feelie-dreams," Dr. Bianca struck back acidly.

	Anias thought guiltily about some of her own past work but decided, in view of the stakes, that a little hypocrisy might be excusable. "Different composers may have different standards," she murmured to the ceiling, "according to their stature."

	"You know, artists who acquire a reputation for not completing their commissions can lose their livelihoods, when word gets around," he glowered, feeling desperately for a threat he might safely make in front of a homicide detective. "I could scarcely recommend you to my friends, or their friends. One might even sure for breach of contract."

	Lt. Mendez sat up in his chair and regarded the doctor alertly, smiling slightly. Bianca cast him an unloving look from the corner of his eye.

	"That could get quite interesting," allowed Anias. "The dream, of course, would have to be presented in court as evidence. The judge would have to view it, maybe some expert witnesses, too. It would be examined quite closely. And then the publicity—I rather like publicity, myself. It gets your name before the public, and people remember it, should they see it again, in another context, say. They make connections."

	He regarded her dourly, as a man might a blot that had spoiled an almost finished illuminated manuscript. Anias was in that moment reminded of the sharks and alligators, sure that he was wishing he had some ready to hand. She was doubly glad for the presence of Lt. Mendez, waiting patiently to conduct his official business.

	Slowly, reluctantly, the perfect murderer released his hold on the hopes for his carefully contrived shortcut to peace, freedom, and power. "As you wish," he surrendered. "I'll get it for you." He busied himself with the palm-lock of a safe concealed behind a genuine oil painting on the wall of his office. Anias shot a quick look of triumph to Mendez, who acknowledged it with a smile and the tiniest of nods, then went bland again as Bianca produced the master cartridge and laid it on the desk beside the check.

	Anias dug her old dream player from her bag. "Naturally, I would wish to examine the product," she quoted reminiscently. She spot-checked it rapidly. It was indeed the original, complete. She put it in her bag, and rose.

	"Dr. Bianca, I thank you for your time and cooperation." She searched her mind for a way of putting a last nail in the coffin of his plans. "Do give my regards to your wife. An impressive lady. Now that I've met her, both inside and out, so to speak, I shall follow the society news more closely for word of her. It will give it a lot more personal interest."

	Anias decided that if she stayed longer she might overdo it. She felt she was definitely pushing the limit now. "Allow me to leave you gentlemen to the real business. I'm rather behind on my, um unworldly fantasies."

	Dr. Bianca did not offer to shake her hand on the way out.

=<O>=

	Anias breathed a sigh of relief as she emerged into the soft winter sunlight of the afternoon. She felt as though she was coming up out of a cave where time had stood still, unmarked by change, for centuries, or escaping the ball of the evil elven king. She place a firm hand on the bag containing the cartridge and marched off in search of the nearest public transportation back to her own less rarefied section of town.

	Her apartment, abandoned for a week, seemed chill and stale when she entered. It was cluttered and messy from her hasty departure. She found a coffee cup with mold growing over a layer of black slime in the bottom, and a pile of dirty clothes with a most peculiar odor. Not normally housewifely, Anias drew the line at smells, so turned her body and mind over to an hour of vigorous cleaning. Even the most advanced robotic household aids do not work if they are not turned on, programmed, and service. As a final act of restitution, she place Dr. Bianca's dream cartridge ceremoniously in the disposer and electronically cremated it. She could not quite decide if she was sending it to dream heaven or dream hell, but knew its ghost would be with her for a long time.

	Her virtue was rewarded. After her meager supper, the parcel service delivered her new dream synthesizer, which Chalmys had thoughtfully rerouted to her. She pounced on it in unabashed greed.

	She set it reverently on her worktable, and looked out for a moment at the city's lights arranged like a jeweler's window before her. She then sat down and considered what work to eat first. She felt just a twinge of residual unease as she place the leads in their familiar position, but it was forgotten as the inner world formed, living, before her mind's eye.

	The girl watched through the bubble of glass as the sands of Beta Colony sang endlessly by outside, now ochre, now rust, never still, never silent. She watched them longingly, fingers pressed to the cool smoothness of her protection and her prison, subliminally aware of the hum of technology all around her like a blanket, permitting her to wear simple clothes and breathe without a mask. The air in her nostrils was dry and cool, the exhalation of a machine rather than something living and green. She turned to her brother beside her ...

	Anias was home.