TO THEM THE MUSIC OF THE STARS WAS A DANSE
MACABREl
They starect at the body. The man was dead— every symptom indicated this. Yet the body moved,
quivered, twitched—and gave a hint of the secret
horror that awaited man in the outer reaches of space.
All signs pointed to the fact that no human could come back alive from Barnard's Star. Something elusive, beyond comprehension, existed out there; something that was a perpetual bait, a perpetual trap.
But Comyn knew he had to join that second fated mission. For somewhere beyond the veil of the Tran-suranae lav the answer to the question that was more
important than life to him.
A novel of great imaginative force by the author
of THE SWORD OF RHIANNON and THE COMING OF THE TERRANS.
CAST OF CHARACTERS
COMYN
He followed a will o' the wisp to the very brink of
his own extinction.
BALLANTYNE His quivering hand drew a path to an unknown star.
WILLIAM STANLEY
The key he held might possibly open the treasure-house of the universe.
PETER COCHRANE
He powered a starship with his own personal drive
for profit.
VICKREY
Though born on Earth, he had become a native of an
unearthly planet.
PAUL ROGERS
He was both the object of an interplanetary search
and the means of an interstellar discovery.
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by
LEIGH BRACKETT
ACE
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the big jump
Copyright, 1955, by Ace Books, Inc.
Magazine version, copyright, 1953, by
Standard Magazines, Inc.
All Rights Reserved
Printed in U.S.A.
I
cross
the gulfs between the
worlds, from end to end of a Solar System poised taut and trembling on the
verge of history, the rumors flew. Somebody's made it, the Big Jump. Somebody
came back.
Spacemen
talking, in the bars around a thousand ports. People talking, in the streets of
countless cities. Somebody's
done it—the Big Jump—done it and come back. That last bunch, they—Ballantyne's
outfit. They say . ..
They
said a lot of things, conflicting, fantastic, impossible, grim. But behind the
words there was only rumor, and behind the rumors—silence. A silence that was
sphinx-like as the soundless wastes of night that roll forever around the
island Sun. Too much silence. That was what Arch Comyn listened to, after he
had heard the words. The rumors themselves seemed to have come most strongly
along a line that ran from Pluto's orbit in to Mais, and it was around Mars
that the silence was deepest.
Comyn went to Mars.
The guard at the main gate said, "Sorry.
You got to have a pass."
"Since
when?" asked Comyn. "Since a couple of weeks."
"Yeah? What's so different about the
Cochrane Company all of a sudden, now?"
"It
ain't only us, it's every spaceship line on Mars. Too many creeps wanting
answers to silly questions. You got business here, you get a pass through the
regular channels. Otherwise blow."
Comyn
glanced briefly at the height and size of the locked main gate, and then at the
steel-and-glassite box that housed the guard and the controls.
"Okay," he said.
"You don't need to get tough about it."
He
turned and walked away to where his rented car was waiting, and got in. He
drove slowly back along the strip of concrete road that led to the new,
prosaic, and completely earthly city four miles away. Out here on the open
desert the cold Martian wind blew thin and dry and edged with dust, and there
was no comfort in the far red line of the horizon, naked under a dark blue sky.
Presently
there was another road veering off from the one he was on, and he turned into
it. It went round to the truck gate of the spaceport, which showed now as a low
sprawling monster on his left, with clusters of buildings and a couple of
miles of sheds grouped around the docking area. The nine-globed insigne of the
Cochranes showed even at this distance on the tall control tower.
Halfway
between the main road and the truck gate, and out of sight of both, Comyn
slewed his car into the ditch. He climbed out, leaving the door open, and sat
down in the dust. Nothing used this road but company equipment. All he had to
do was wait.
The wind blew, laggard, wandering, sad, like
an old man searching in the wilderness for the cities of his youth, the bright
cities that had been and now were not. The red dust formed tiny riffles around
Comyn's feet. He sat, not stirring, waiting with a timeless patience, thinking
. . .
Two days and nights I spent in the lousy bars
hare, with my ears spread to the breeze. And it was all for the birds, except
for that one drunken kid. If he
wasn't telling the truth . . .
There was a sound on the road. A truck coming
out from the city, bearing the Cochrane name. Comyn lay down quietly in the
dust.
The
truck roared up, raced past, screeched to a stop, and then backed up. The
driver got out. He was a young man, big and burly, bumed dark by the Martian
wind. He leaned over the body beside the road.
Comyn came up off the
ground and hit him.
The
trucker didn't want to stay down. He was mad, and Comyn didn't blame him for
it. It took another hard blow to put him out. Comyn dragged him around behind
the car and searched his pockets. He had a pass, all right. Comyn took his
coverall and the cap with the broad peak and green visor that cut down desert
glare. Then he fixed the trucker up inside the car so he'd keep safe until he
got loose or somebody found him. On an impulse, Comyn dug out a couple of
crumpled bills, hesitated, then shoved one of them into the trucker's pocket.
"Buy
yourself a drink,"
he said to the unhealing ears. "On me."
Dressed
in the company coverall, wearing the company cap with the face-shielding visor,
and driving the company truck, Comyn rolled up to the gate and showed his pass.
The guard opened up and waved him in.
One
of the great sleek Cochrane ships was on the field, loading passengers for
somewhere. Around the docks and the sheds and the machine shops there was a clangorous turmoil where the work of servicing and refueling went on,
with the huge mobile cargo cranes stalking mightily through the confusion.
Comyn glanced at it without interest, got his bearings, and turned the truck
toward the administration area.
Warehouses.
Office blocks. Enough buildings for a small city. Comyn drove slowly, squinting
at signs, not seeing the one he wanted. The palms of his hands sweated on the
wheel and he wiped them one after the other on his coverall. His belly was tied
up in knots inside.
That
kid had better be right, he thought. I better be right. I'm in trouble all the way
now, and it better be for something.
He leaned out of the cab and hailed a passing
clerk. "Which way to the hospital? I'm new around here."
The clerk gave him directions and he drove
on, around two or three corners and down a narrow street. He found the
hospital, a shiny white building designed for the care of Cochrane employees,
not very big and tucked away in a quiet place. There was an alley behind it and
a door that said Delivery Entrance.
Comyn
pulled the truck in, cut the motor, and got out. The door was only a step or
two away, but before he could reach it the door had opened and closed again,
and there was a man standing in front of it.
Comyn
smiled. The knots in his middle went away. "Hello," he said
cheerfully, and added in his mind, I love you, little man toiih the hard look and the gun under your
jacket. Seeing you means I'm right.
"What you got there, buddy?" asked
the man in the doorway.
What Comyn had was a load of baggage destined
for some ship. But he said, "Stuff for the hospital commissary.
Perishable." He let the words drift him a little closer. "I've got
the bills." He put his hand in his pocket, still smiling, a man without a
care in the world.
With
the beginning of suspicion, the man in the doorway said, "How come you're
so early? The usual time for delivery—"
"What
I've got," said Comyn softly, "can be delivered any time. No, keep
your hands right where they are. I've got something here in my pocket, and if
it goes off you'll know what it is. But you won't like it."
The
man stood taut against the door, frozen in mid-motion, his eyes focused on
Comyn's right hand that was hidden in his pocket. He was thinking hard,
thinking of all the small, nasty, illegal weapons that ingenious people on nine
different worlds had created and successfully used. He was not pleased with his
thoughts.
Comyn said, "Let's go
inside."
The
man hesitated. His eyes met Comyn's, searched
them, probed them. Then he made a small snarling sound and turned to open the
door.
"Quietly," said Comyn. "And if
there's anyone around, you vouch for me."
There was no one in this back corridor lined
with storerooms. Comyn shoved the guard into the nearest one and kicked the
door shut. "I'll take that gun," he said, and took it. A nice neat
shocker, the latest model. Comyn shifted it to his right hand and stepped back.
"That's
better," he said. "For a minute
I thought you were going to call me out there."
The
man's face became vicious. "You mean you didn't have—"
"I
have now." Comyn's thumb flicked the stud up to lethal voltage. "Save
your mad till later. Where's Ballan-tyne?"
"Ballantyne?"
"Who
is it, then? Strang? Kessel? Vickrey?" He paused. "Paul Rogers?"
His voice hardened. "Who have the Coch-ranes got in here?"
"I don't know."
"What
do you mean, you don't know? You're guarding somebody. You have to know who it
is."
Beads
of sweat had begun to glisten on the man's face. He was watching Comyn, and he
had forgotten to be angry.
"Look.
They brought somebody in here, sure. They're keeping him under guard, sure.
It's supposed to be one of our own guys, with something contagious. Maybe I
believe that, maybe I don't. But all I know is that I sit on that back door
eight hours a day. The Cochranes don't tell me their business. They don't tell
anybody."
"Yeah," said Comyn. "You know
where the room is."
"It's guarded
too."
"That's
where you come in." He spoke briefly and the man listened, staring
unhappily at his own weapon in Comyn's hard
sunburned fist.
"I guess," he said, "I've got
to do it."
He
did it. He took Comyn without a hitch
through the main corridors and upstairs into a small wing of private rooms that
were all vacant except for one at the end. In front of that one sat a large man, half asleep.
That's
what the kid in the bar had been mad about. They had thrown him out of one of
these rooms and put him into a ward. He had been the only patient in the
wing—and why had they thrown him out, suddenly, in the middle of the night?
The large man came out of
his doze and sprang up.
"It's
all right, Joe," said the man who walked so close to Comyn. "This
guy's a friend of mine."
His
voice carried no note of conviction. The large man started forward. "Are
you crazy, bringing a stranger— Hey ..
. hey, what goes on?"
His
reflexes were good, very good. But Comyn was already set and in range. The
shocker made a gentle buzzing sound and the large man hit the floor. The
smaller one followed him, a short second behind. Both men were out, but nothing
worse. Comyn had had the shocker back on low power long before he used it.
When
the young doctor looked out of the end room a moment later, disturbed by the
faint sounds that had reached him, there was nothing to see but the empty hall
with the empty rooms along it.
He said, "Joe?" on a tentative
note, but there was no answer. Frowning, he went down to the intersecting corridor
to have a look. While his back was turned Comyn slipped into the end room and
shut the door. There was a lock on it, brand new and shiny, non-regulation
equipment for a hospital room. He snapped it and then he turned toward the bed,
toward the man who lay there. His heart was hammering now because after all it
might be somebody else . . .
And
the rumors were all true. Ballantyne had done it. He had made the Big Jump and
come back, back from the outer darkness beyond the sun. The first of all men,
come back from the stars.
Comyn bent over the bed. His hands were
gentle now, uncertain, touching the skeletal shoulder with a kind of awe.
"Ballantyne," he whispered.
"Ballantyne, wake up. Where is Paul?"
He felt bones under his fingers, skin and
bones and a tracery of fragile veins. There was movement, a faint pulsation of
it, a twitching and quivering of the flesh that never stopped, as though some
dreadful memory still drove the ravaged body toward escape. A face . . .
It
was a face that was only a ghostly echo, pitiful, terrible, marked by something
frightening, worse than death or the fear of dying. It was something, Comyn
thought, that had never before oppressed the children of Sol. A queer terror
came over him as he looked at it. Suddenly he wanted to run, to get away out of
the room, far away from whatever evil shadow it was that this man had brought
back with him from another star.
But he stayed. The doctor came and tried the
door, battered on it, yelled, and finally ran away. And still Comyn bent over
the bed and whispered, growing colder, growing sicker, flinching from the touch
of damp skin twitching under his fingers. And still the terrible face rebuked
him and would not speak.
More
men came and shouted outside the door. This time they brought an electric drill
to cut away the lock.
"Ballantyne!
What happened to Paul? Paul
... do you hear? Where is he?"
The drill began to bite on the plastic door.
"Paul," said Comyn patiently.
"Where is Paul Rogers?"
The
harsh whining of the drill crept around the little room, filling the comers,
filling the silence. Ballantyne moved his head.
Comyn
bent over, so that his ear was almost touching the blue transparent lips. A
voice came out of them, no louder than the beating of a moth's wing . . .
". . . listened too long. Too long, too
far . .
"Where is Paul?"
".
. . too far, too lonely. We weren't meant for this. Desolation . . . darkness .
. . stars . .
Again, almost fiercely, "Where is
Paul?" "Paul . . ."
The
drill hit metal. The whining changed to a thin-edged screech.
The breathing skeleton that was Ballantyne
went rigid. Its lips moved under Comyn's ear, laboring with a dreadful urgency.
"Don't listen, Paull I can't go back
alone, I can'tl Don't listen to them calling . . . Oh, God, why did it have to be
transuranic. why did it?"
The
drill screeched thinner, higher. And the painful whisper rose.
"The Transuranael Paul, nol Paul, Paul,
Paul. . Suddenly Ballantyne screamed.
Comyn
sprang back from the bed, blundering into the wall and staying there, pressed
against it, bathed in an icy sweat. Ballantyne screamed, not saying anything,
not opening his eyes, just screaming, out of an abysmal agony of soul.
Comyn stretched out his hand to the door and
tore it open. The drill-shaft snapped. Men poured into the room and he told
them, "For God's sake, make him stop!"
And then, between two heartbeats, Ballantyne
was dead.
Time
had lost itself
-somewhere in the haze. He was not even sure where he was any more. There was a
taste in his mouth, a.red and salty
taste that he remembered from getting hit in fights. Only there didn't seem to
be any fight going on. And when he tried to see, all he could get was a blurred
confusion of light and shadow in which things vaguely moved.
The
questions still came. They were part of the universe, part of existence. He
could not remember a time when there had not been questions. He hated them. He
was tired and his jaws hurt, and it was hard to answer. But he had to, because
when he didn't somebody hit him again, somebody he couldn't quite manage to get
at and kill, and he didn't like that.
"Who paid you to do this, Comyn? Who
sent you after Ballantyne?" "Nobody." "What's your
job?"
"Construction
boss." The words came out thick and slow and painful. They had worn
grooves in his tongue from being said so often.
"Who are you working
for?"
Double
question. Tricky. But the answer was the same. "Nobody."
"Who did you work
for?"
"Inter-World Engineering . * . bridges .
. , dams , « » spaceports. I quit." "Why?"
"To find
Ballantyne."
"Who told you it was
Ballantyne?"
"Nobody. Rumor. Could have been any of
'em. Could have been . . . Paul." "Who's Paul?" "Paul
Rogers. Friend."
"He was the flight engineer on
Ballantyne's ship, wasn't her
"No.
Astrophys—" He couldn't handle that one. "Something to do with
stars."
"How
much did United Tradelines pay you to get to Ballantyne?"
"Nothing. On my
own."
"And you found out Paul Rogers is
dead."
"No."
"Ballantyne
told you he was alive?" "No."
This
was the hard part. This was the worst of it. At first reason had told him: keep
your jaw shut. As long as they aren't sure, you'll have a chance: they won't
kill you. Now it was only deaf, blind instinct. Comyn weaved his head from side
to side, trying to get up, to get away. But he couldn't, he was tied.
"What did Ballantyne
tell you, Comyn?"
"Nothing."
The flat palm gently jarred
his brain.
"You were locked up with him for nearly
twenty minutes. We heard his voice. What did he say, Comyn?" "He
screamed. That's all."
The cupped palm, bursting his eardrum,
cracked his skull down the middle. "What did he tell you, Comyn?"
"Nothing!"
The gentle approach. "Listen, Comyn,
we're all tired. Let's quit fooling around. Just tell us what Ballantyne said
and we can all go home and sleep. You'd like that, Comyn —a nice soft bed and
nobody to bother you. Just tell us."
"Didn't talk. Just. .
. screamed."
The
other approach. "Okay, Comyn. You're a big guy. You got scars on your
knuckles. You think you're tough, and you are—oh, yes, a very big muscular
iron-headed character. But they dojg't come so tough they can't be
softened."
Fists
this time, or whatever they were using. The slow dribble of blood down the side
of his face, into his mouth, into his eyes. Pain in his belly.
"What did Ballantyne say?"
"Nothing ..." A
faint whisper, trailing off.
Voices,
jumbled, distant. Let
him rest, he's nearly out. , . . Rest, hell, give me the ammonia. The biting fumes, the gasp, the partial
return of light. And it began again. Who told you we had Ballantyne? Who are you working for? What did Ballantyne say?
There
came a time when Comyn thought he heard the opening of a door and then a new
voice, angry, authoritative. He sensed a sudden change going on, things or
people moving quickly in the reddish half-blind obscurity. Somebody was doing
something with his hands. Instinct told him when they were free. He rose and
struck out, hit something that yelled, caught it and held on with a
single-hearted desire to tear it in pieces. Then it slipped away, everything
slipped away, and there was only darkness and a great peace. .. .
He woke up gradually, as out of a long sleep.
He was in a very comfortable bedroom, and a stranger was standing over him with
a certain air of impatience. He was a youngish, well-fed, sandy-haired man who
looked as though he carried the weight of the world on his shoulders and
considered Comyn an unwelcome addition to the burden, one he wanted to be done
with as soon as possible.
Comyn
let him stand, until he had dredged up what memories he possessed and got them
in order. Then he sat up, very slowly and carefully, and the stranger spoke.
"No
internal injuries and no broken bones, Mr. Comyn. We've done all we could for
the bruises. You've been here two days."
Comyn grunted. He felt his face, touching it
lightly.
"Our doctors did their best there, too.
They assure me there won't be a scar."
"That's fine. Thanks very much,"
Comyn said sourly, and looked up. "Who are you?"
"My name is Stanley, William Stanley.
I'm business manager for the Cochrane enterprises here on Mars. Look here, Mr.
Comyn." Stanley bent over him, frowning. "I want you to understand
that this was done to you absolutely without the knowledge or sanction of the
management. I was
away on business, or it would never have happened."
"Ill
bet," said Comyn. "Since when have the Cochranes objected to a little
blood?"
Stanley
sighed. "The old reputation is hard to live down, even though it was made
two generations ago. We employ a lot of men, Mr. Comyn. Sometimes some of them
make mistakes. This was one of them. The Cochranes apologize." He paused,
and then added, making sure that Comyn got every word quite clearly, "We
felt that the best apology lay in not pressing charges against you for some
rather serious offenses."
"I guess that makes us
even," Comyn said.
"Good.
Your papers, passport, and wallet are on the table there beside you. In those
boxes on the chair you'll find clothing to replace your own, which was beyond
repair. Passage home to Earth has been arranged for you on the next Cochrane
liner. .And I think that's all."
"Not
quite," said Comyn, and got stiffly out of bed. The room went round him
twice, and then steadied. He looked at Stanley from under sullen brows and
laughed.
"Next
step in the game, huh? You couldn't beat anything out of me, so now you'll try
sweetness and light. Who are you trying to kid?"
Stanley's mouth tightened.
"I don't understand you."
Comyn's
gesture was sweepingly contemptuous. "You're not going to let me run loose
with what I know."
"Exactly
what do you know, Mr. Comyn?" asked Stanley with a curious politeness.
"Ballantyne.
You had him here, hidden, in secret, when the whole System was waiting to
welcome him back. You, the Cochranes, trying to grab away from him whatever
he'd found! Dirty pool and dirty hands playing it. Where's his ship? Where are
the men who went with him? Where have you got them hidden?"
Anger was in Comyn's voice, a dark flush of
anger in bis cheeks. His hands moved in short, hungry circles.
"Ballantyne made the Big Jump, he and
the men with him. They did the biggest thing men have ever done. They reached
out and touched the stars. And you tried to hide it, to cover up, to rob them
even of the glory they had coming! So now you're going to turn me loose to tell
the System what you've done? The hell you are."
Stanley
looked at him for a long moment: a big
furious man standing naked and incongruous in the handsome bedroom, the
half-healed marks and bruises on him, still looking for something to hit. When
he spoke it was almost with pity.^
"I'm
sorry to take the wind out of your sails so cruelly, but I broke the news two
days ago, as soon as Ballantyne was dead. Far from trying to rob him, we were
making every effort to save his life—without benefit of sensation-hungry mobs,
invading newsmen, and people like you. Everybody seems to feel quite grateful
toward us."
Comyn
sat down slowly on the bed. He said something, but the words were not audible.
"As
to the other men . . ." Stanley shook his head. "Bal-antyne was alone
in the ship. The controls were almost completely automatic, and it was possible
for one man to operate them. He was ...
as you saw him. He never knew he had made it back."
"A hell of a thing," said Comyn
quietly. "A real hell of a thing. What about the ship itself—and the log? Ballantyne's log. What
did it say about Paul Rogers?"
"That's
all public knowledge. You can read it in any paper."
"I want to know. What happened to Paul
Rogers?"
Stanley
studied him curiously. "He must have meant a lot to you to make you go to such
lengths."
"He saved my neck once," said Comyn
briefly. "We were friends."
Stanley shrugged. "I can't help you. The
log and the various scientific data gathered on the outward trip were all
clear up to the time they approached the worlds of Barnard's Star. After
that—nothing."
"Nothing at all?" Comyn's blood
began to stir with a deep
and almost unpleasant excitement. If that was true, the score or so of words he
had heard from Ballantyne's lips were worth—what? Kingships, empires—a damn
sight more, for sure, than the life of one Arch Comyn.
Stanley answered, "No. There's no hint
of what happened afterward. The log simply broke off."
Comyn's
eyes, very cold and catlike, examined Stanley's face minutely. "I think
you're lying."
Stanley
began to get an ugly look around the mouth. "Look here, Comyn, all things
considered I think you've been treated pretty decently. And if I were you I'd
go away quietly without trying everybody's patience too far."
"Yes,"
said Comyn reflectively. "I guess so." He went over to the boxes on
the chair and began to open them. "It would strain your patience pretty
hard, wouldn't it, if I asked about the Ballantyne drive? The star-drive he
developed, the first and only one that worked. Did you happen to take a look at
it?"
"We
did. And we did more." Suddenly Stanley was facing him across the chair,
his words coming sharp, and rapid, every line of him altered by a startling
intensity. "You annoy me, Comyn. You make me sick, battering your way in
where you haven't any business and making trouble for everybody. So 111 explain to you, speaking as a Cochrane, because I married into the
family and consider myself part of it, and I'm tired of all the two-bit ciphers
in the System taking cracks at it.
"We
saved Ballantyne's ship from smashing head-on into Pluto. We'd had patrols out
looking for it for weeks, of course, and we beat some others to it. We took the
ship to our emergency field on Cochrane Beta in the asteroid belt, and we
dismantled the Ballantyne drive. Then we flew it to the Cochrane estate on
Luna, where nobody else can get at it. And I'll tell you why.
"Every one of these attempts to make the
Big Jump has been backed by us or another corporation, or a government that
could put up the capital. No private individual could do it. Ballantyne
developed that drive with Cochrane money. He built bis ship with it, made his
flight with it. It's bought and paid for. Now are there any more questions you
want to ask?"
"No," said Comyn slowly. "No,
I think that's enough for one day."
He began pulling the
clothes out of the box. Stanley swung around and started for the door. His eyes
still glittered. Just before he reached it Comyn said: "You think I'm
lying, too."
Stanley
shrugged. "I expect you'd have talked if you'd had anything to say. And I
doubt very much that you could have brought Ballantyne back to consciousness
when all the doctors had failed."
He
went out, smacking the door shut hard behind him. And there it is, thought Comyn bleakly. A door slammed right in my face. The Cochranes are all fine, law-abiding people; Ballantyne's dead; the log book has nothing in it— and where do I go from here?
Home,
probably. Home to Earth, with Ballantyne's ghostly voice whispering transuranic in his ears, with Ballantyne's awful screaming ringing in his soul. What
had they found out there, those five who had reached the stars? What can a man
see under this sun or another to put the look on his face that Ballantyne had
had?
He
thought about those few disjointed words and what they might mean. Ballantyne
had landed, somewhere on the worlds of Barnard's Star. And he had left Paul
Rogers there, with Strang and Kessel and Vickrey and something called the
Transuranae.
Comyn
shuddered. There was a tingling on his skin and a taste of something evil in
his mouth. All of a sudden he was sorry he had ever come to seek out Ballantyne
and got himself entangled in the trailing edges of a shadow cast by an alien
sun. If only Ballantyne hadn't screamed ...
And
now the Cochranes were going to let him run a while. They didn't really believe
that Ballantyne had remained quiet. They couldn't afford to risk believing it.
There were too many others as hungry as they were for the stars, and Comyn—if
he liked—could make himself rich by offering what he knew to the highest
bidder. A corollary thought evolved itself, and Comyn turned it over in his
mind. It seemed to make sense. The Cochranes, on the other hand, didn't know
what Comyn knew, and they would let him live as long as possible on the chance
that they could get it out of him. That was the reason for the beating and the
reason for this so-called freedom he now had.
It dawned on Comyn that he was in trouble,
way in, over his head. He had expected trouble with the Cochranes. He had, in
fact, come looking for it. But things had got fouled up, and here he was in the
middle of something so big he couldn't even guess the end of it. It was a game
for stars, and he, Arch Comyn, held just one little hole card . . .
But,
whatever the Cochranes did to him, he was going to find out about Paul Rogers.
Earth
was one long howling shriek
of excitement. Comyn had been back in New York for four days, and the frenzy
had shown' no signs of calming down. If anything, it was worse.
Nobody
slept. Nobody seemed to work. Nobody even went home any more. They lived in the
bars, in the streets, in the video houses. They swarmed around the public communications
outlets and swirled in thick purposeless torrents up and down the canyon
streets. It was like New Year's Eve a thousand times enlarged.
The
Big Jump had been made. Man had finally reached the stars, and every clerk and
shopgirl, every housewife, businessman and bum felt a personal hysteria of
pride and achievement. They swayed in dense masses across Times Square feeling
big with a sense of history, sensing the opening drumbeats of an epoch in what
they saw and heard from the huge news-service screens.
They
talked. They drank and wept and laughed, and a surprising number of them,
thinking of the vastness of galactic space and the many stars that there were
in it, went Into the churches and prayed. Suddenly it seemed as though some
very doubtful doors had been opened upon them.
Comyn
had spent most of the four days since he landed prowling the streets. Like
everybody else, he was too restless to stay in his room. But he had a
different reason. He let the crowds drift him where they would, shouldering his
way at intervals into one bar or another, drinking steadily but not too
much—and thinking.
He
had a lot to think about: life and death, the few last words of a man, the
Cochranes, and a game of chess that was being played with stars for pawns.
Stars,
thought Comyn, and me. There I am, right up in front and all ready to get knocked
over, unless I can figure the right way to jump.
It took some figuring. And the problem was
made tougher by the fact that he was no longer alone, even when he brushed his
teeth. Out of doors, wherever he went, a shadow went with him. Indoors, in his
furnished room, the privacy was only a hollow sham. Listening and scanning
devices had been installed almost as soon as he rented a place. He knew it, but hadn't bothered to try
to find them all and tear them out. The longer he kept the Cochranes guessing,
the better.
They're
waiting, he
thought. Waiting
for me to make my play.
And
what was his play going to be? The Cochranes, who had made nine planets their
back yard, were in this for wealth and power as wide as the stars. He had homed
in for only one thing: to find out what had become of Paul Rogers.
It
hadn't been a very bright thing to do. But then Rogers hadn't been very bright
either, to stick his own irreproachable neck out for a not-so-irreproachable
mugg named Comyn who had got himself into very bad trouble. And Rogers had
done that for no better reason than that they had lived on the same street and
stolen apples together a long time ago.
But
bright or not, it was done, and he couldn't get out of it. The only thing left
was to buck the Cochranes.
He
had studied the published reports of the finding of Ballantyne's ship and what
was in it. Every account agreed that Ballantyne's logbooks broke off short with
the approach to the system of Barnard's Star. That meant either that the
Cochranes were lying and had secreted one or more of the most vital books for
their own uses, or that the Cochranes were not lying and knew no more than
anyone else whether Ballantyne had landed or what he had found.
If
that was true, he, Comyn, was the only man alive who did know. He might, just
possibly, have a weapon big enough, with which to tackle the Cochranes. Or he
might, just as possibly, have nothing but his own death warrant.
In
either case, it seemed a good idea to find out a little more about the meaning
of a certain word. And that, at least, would be easy. Inter-World Engineering
had research labs in the same building that housed their home offices. Nobody
could get suspicious if he went to the main office under cover of trying to get
his job back.
He
went there, and the now-familiar unobtrusive form in the nondescript clothes
went with him, as far as it could. Comyn left it outside the building. But
while he was waiting for the lift, a combination of polished marble, light,
and reflection from the doors revealed to him a thing that sent a quick cold
chill streaking up his back.
He had not one shadow, but
two.
He
rode up to Inter-World's floor filled with an unpleasant sense of wonder. The
Cochranes on his tail he could understand. But who else? And—why?
From
the main office he went up a flight of private stairs to the labs and asked for
Dubman, a physicist he had got to know briefly during a sloppy Venusian
spaceport project.
Dubman
was a brilliant little man who had turned waspish on the world because his
liver wouldn't let him drink any more. He stared when Comyn asked him,
"Can you tell me
something about transuranic elements?"
Tm
not busy enough, I've got to teach high-school physics to workbosses,"
Dubman siad. "Look, there's a library with textbooks of physics in it.
Good-bye."
"I
only want a fast breakdown," Comyn protested. "And it's
important."
"Don't
tell me work-gang slavedrivers have to know nuclear physics now!"
Comyn
decided to tell the truth—at least, part of it. "It isn't that. There's
somebody I've got to impress, and I've got to know enough about this to make a
stall."
Dubman
jeered. "Are you going in for intellectual girls now? That's new. I
remember hearing about your exploits and I never—"
Patiently, Comyn steered
him back to the subject.
Dubman
said, "Transuranic elements are elements that by our natural laws
shouldn't be—and aren't."
He paused, proud of his
epigram.
Comyn said, "Yeah.
Meaning?"
"Meaning,"
said Dubman, irritated by the lack of appreciation, "that there are
ninety-two chemical elements that make up everything in our solar system. They
run from hydrogen, number one, the lightest, to uranium, number ninety-two, the
heaviest, and most complex."
"I got that far in school," Comyn
told him.
"Did
you? I wouldn't have guessed it, Comyn. Well, back in 1945 they added
something. They built up artificial elements heavier than uranium, neptunium,
number ninety-three, and plutonium, number ninety-four. Transuranic elements,
that didn't exist naturally on Earth or our other planets at all, but could be
made to exist artificially. That was only the start. They kept building more
and more complex transuranic elements, and finally Petersen proved . . ."
He
was off into technicalities, until Comyn pulled him out of them rudely.
"Listen,
that's enough to go on. What I want to know most is: would transuranic elements
have any financial importance, and how?"
Dubman
looked at him more closely. "So this isn't a wench, after all? What kind of a game, are you up to, Comyn?"
"I told you. I just
want to run a bluff on someone."
"Well,
anyone with two-bits' worth of education will call your bluff. But in answer to
your question: we get our atomic power from the heaviest elements, uranium,
radium, thorium, and so on. Transuranic elements are heavier. Some of them
can't be handled. Others are packed with power but prohibitively expensive and
obtainable only in small quantities. Does that answer you?"
"Yeah,"
said Comyn. "That's answer enough." He walked out, brooding.
Answer
enough. Even with his limited knowledge of science, it was brilliantly obvious
to him what the discovery of natural transuranic elements, in probably as
plentiful supply as the high-number elements on Earth, would mean to the man
or men who could control them. Here would be new sources of power greater than
uranium, new properties as yet unknown to be explored and exploited from
elements that had up to now been only the expensive toys of laboratory
researchers. Perhaps, even, elements that hadn't been discovered or even
guessed at yet...
By the time Comyn stepped out of the lift his
brain was whirling with wild visions of atoms, electrons, and blazing bursts of
power that paled the Sun. They were vague, but immensely impressive. They
frightened him.
He
picked up his customary shadow outside the building, and, under cover of
lighting a cigarette, looked around for the other one. This second watcher was
more careful and expert than the first, who did not seem to care much whether
Comyn saw him or not. If it hadn't been for that accident of reflection, Comyn
would probably never have noticed him.
As
it was, he had to let three matches blow out before he sported the man again, a
tall slightly stooping figure in a gray suit. Comyn couldn't see his face, but
something about the set and stance of him sent that cold flash up his spine
again. Comyn didn't know nuclear physics, but he knew men. This one meant
business.
Was
he the stand-by, the hatchet-man sent along by the Cochranes in case things got
beyond the capabilities of the mild-faced individual who seemed only to be
doing a not-too-interesting job? Or had somebody else dealt himself a hand in
the game?
Transuranic,
whispered Ballantyne's
ghosdy voice in his ear. Transuranic—the
echo of a scream.
There was a bar on the
corner and Comyn made for it.
A
couple of stiff ones stopped his insides from shaking. He switched to beer
because he thought better on it, and went back to his brooding. He had found a
place in the corner where nobody could get behind him. The bar was crowded, but
even so he could see his twin satellites. They were behaving like casual
customers, apparently unaware of him and of each other.
As
he watched them through the haze of smoke, the din of voices and the yeasty
stirring of the crowd, he grew certain of one thing. The mild-faced man was unaware of the other one. If the Cochranes had sent him along for the
dirty work, they hadn't told their other boy anything about it.
The afternoon wore away. The big videoscreen
at the end of the bar poured out a steady stream of speeches, special
bulletins, rehashes and fresh opinions about the Big
Jump. The crowd picked them up, chewed them
over, argued and chattered and had another drink. Comyn stared gloomily at the
bubbles rising in his glass.
It
became evening . . . and then night. The crowd changed constantly, but Comyn
was still there, and so were the two men: the mild-faced gent in the rumpled
jacket, and the other one who was not mild. Comyn had drunk a lot of beer by
now and done a lot of thinking. He was watching the men and there was a
curiously bright glint in his eye.
The
name of Cochrane sounded over and over from the screen, as often as the name of
Ballantyne. It began to prick a nerve in Comyn, a nerve connected with whatever
center it was inside him that made hate.
"Mr.
Jonas Cochrane, president of the
Cochrane Corporation, today announced that his company would consider the
Ballantyne star-drive as something to be held in trust for the good of all peoples ..
Comyn
laughed into his beer. He could just imagine the old bandit sitting up in that
fantastic castle on the Moon, thinking of the common good.
"The
Cochrane Corporation has voted one hundred thousand dollars to the survivors of each of
the five heroes of the first
star-flight. . ."
Well, that was a nice gesture. Good publicity
and deductible from income tax.
"Miss
Sydna Cochrane has consented to say a few words about this historic achievement
which her family helped to make possible. We
switch you now to our on-the-spot reporter at the famous Rocket Room .
.."
The picture dissolved to the interior of a
night club, furnished up in the style of such a ship as never sailed the seas
of space. The camera focused in on a woman who was part of a group of
expensively dressed young people being very gay at one of the tables. Comyn
stared and forgot his beer.
She
wore something white and severely plain that showed her off in exactly the
right places, and it was all worth showing. Her skin was very brown, with the
magnificent kind of tan you can only get from a lunar solarium. And her
hair-probably bleached, Comyn thought, but damned effective
—was
almost as light as her dress and was drawn straight to the back of her head,
where it hung down in a thick hank as uncurled as combed flax. She had features
that were bold and handsome and verging on the angular. Her mouth was wide, and
her eyes were positively lambent. She was well geared, but held it like a man.
The
voice of the announcer came over, trying to make his introduction heard above
the noise. Miss Sydna Cochrane closed her strong brown hands around her
champagne glass and leaned her brown and splendid shoulders almost into the
lens. She smiled.
"Money,"
she said in a beautiful
throaty voice, "is
only money. Without the courage and the genius of men like Ballantyne it accomplishes nothing. But I'm not going
to talk about him. Millions of others
are doing that. I'm going to talk about some other people that seem to have
been more or less forgotten."
Her
eyes had an odd intensity, almost as though she were trying to see through the
camera lens, through the screen, and find somebody. For some reason not
associated with her low-cut gown, Comyn's pulses began to hammer strangely.
Her
voice rolled out again. "I'm
going to talk about the four men who went with Ballantyne across the Big Jump,
and died doing it. Not our money nor Ballantyne himself could have done
anything without these four men."
She
lifted her champagne glass, in a gesture that could have been corny but was
not.
"I'm
going to drink to those four men: to Strang, Kessel, Vickery and—"
Was
the pause deliberate, or was she just trying to remember the name? Her eyes
were brilliant with some obscure deviltry.
"—and
Paul Rogers. And I know at least one man who'll be glad to drink with me, if he's listening."
The
mild-faced man started and glanced at Comyn in the bar mirror. The other one
kept his eyes fastened on nothing, but his body moved on the stool with a slow
snakelike undulation, and he smiled. Comyn's heart jolted and then ran on
again with a fast steady beat. From that moment he knew exactly what he was going
to do.
He didn't hurry. He didn't give any outward
sign that he had heard Miss Sydna Cochrane or got her meaning. After a while he
rose and went unsteadily into the washroom.
There
was nobody in it. His unsteadiness disappeared. He flattened himself against
the wall beside the door and waited. The one low window in the place was barred
and there was no way out of it, but if he waited long enough the boys out there
would get uneasy . . .
Footsteps
came from outside, going slow. Then there was the absence of sound that meant
somebody listening. Comyn held his breath. The door opened.
It
was the harmless-looking gent in the rumpled jacket. Without malice, Comyn
stepped forward and planted one on his jaw so swiftly that the man hardly had
time to look surprised. Then Comyn tucked him away in a place ideally adapted
for concealment. He risked a fast, run-through of his pockets before he left
him. The man's identification said his name was Lawrence Hannay and his
occupation: operative for a well-known private detective agency. He carried no
weapon.
Comyn went back and stood
again beside the door.
This
time he had a little longer to wait. A stranger came in and Comyn sweated blood
until he left. Then there was silence again.
There
was no sound of footsteps. The tall man walked silently. Comyn could feel him
listening outside the door. Then it opened softly and slowly and the man came
inside a step at a time, his left hand swinging free, his right hand in his
pocket, his head hunched forward between his stooping shoulders.
Comyn slugged him hard
behind the ear.
He
twisted, as though the movement of air in front of Comyn's fist had been enough
to warn him. The blow didn't hit square. He fell, still twisting, and Comyn
threw himself aside. Something made a tiny shrilling sound like an insect
going past him and snicked against the tiled wall. Comyn sprang.
The man was only half stunned. His body
whipped and writhed under Comyn's knees and his breath hissed. He had a narrow
face and a bristle of rusty hair, and the teeth he sank into Comyn's wrist were
brown and bad. He wanted hard to get his right hand up so he could shoot his
little toy into Comyn without any danger of hitting himself. But Comyn was
kneeling on it, crushing it down into the man's own belly, and both of them
knew better than to let go. Comyn grunted and his fist went up and down two or
three times. The narrow skull cracked audibly on the tile floor. After the
third time the man relaxed.
Comyn-
sat him against the wall with his head bent over his knees, in the attitude of
a drunk who has passed out. With great care he took the small ugly weapon out
of his pocket. It was one of the kind Comyn had threatened the guard with on
Mars, and he thought how glad that guard would be to know that he had been shot
at with it. He dropped it in the wastebasket under a drift of paper towels.
Then he searched the man.
There
was nothing on him: not a card, not a name. He was a careful man.
Comyn
filled his cupped hands with cold water and threw it in the man's face. Then he
slapped him. Eyes opened, narrow and colorless under rusty brows, and looked
into Comyn's face.
"You're no private op.
Who are you?"
Three short unhelpful
words.
Comyn
hit him again. He had been on the receiving end himself for the Cochranes, and
it gave him a certain pleasure to be handing it back to someone.
"Come on, buster. Who
hired you to kill me?"
Comyn
lifted his hand again, and the man showed his brown and broken teeth.
"Go ahead," he
said. "See if you can make me."
Comyn considered him. "It would be a lot
of fun, but the lady won't wait all night. And this isn't exactly the place for
that kind of a talk, either." He showed his own teeth. "Anyway,
you'll have a nice time explaining to your boss just why you didn't earn his
money."
"I'll be back. I got a
reason now."
"Aw," said Comyn, "I've made
you real mad—just because I wouldn't stand still! Isn't that too bad." He
hauled back his fist and let it go with deliberate and vicious intent.
The man folded up quietly against the wall.
Comyn went out, paid his check in the bar and left. This time he was not
followed by anybody.
He
found a cab and headed for the Rocket Room. He wondered about two things as he
rode. The first was whether Miss Sydna Cochrane had chosen a rather peculiar
way of giving the signal to have him finished off. The second was whether her
legs would measure up to the rest of her. He rather thought they would.
rv
Thebe
were nine pretty little
worlds that moved slowly around the softly glowing orb of their Sun. They moved
quite silently in the ceiling, but you couldn't have heard them anyway, so loud
was the buzz in the Rocket Room.
And
the buzz of voices had the one name all through it, the same as everywhere.
Comyn got it all the way, from the men and women at the shimmering bar that had
real pilot-seats and a phony space-window instead of a mirror, and from the
crowded tables he passed.
He
thought of a screaming man, and wondered bitterly, Are you happy, Ballantyne? You made the Big Jump and you died, but you're a hero to all
these people. Wasn't it worth it?
The
waiter who happened into Comyn's path asked deferentially, "Did you want
to see someone at Miss Cochrane's table, sir?"
But
it wasn't a waiter, not a real one. When Comyn looked closer, he knew this man
hadn't just happened.
Comyn
said wearily, "Yes, I do.
Can you take that to the Crown Princess yourself, or does it have to go through
the captain of the guard?"
The
waiter examined him, without seeming to. "It would depend . . ."
"Yeah.
Well, ask her if she still wants to drink to Paul Rogers."
The
waiter glanced at him sharply. "Your name is . . . ?"
"Comyn."
"You're expected, Mr. Comyn."
He
turned and led the way to the big table that was apparently in the best
position in the place. It was the one Comyn had been making for when he was
stopped. Miss Sydna Cochrane watched them come.
The
man who was pretending to be a waiter spoke to her, received a nod and went
back to his post. She leaned back in her chair, showing the fine strong lines
of her throat and breast, and smiled up at Comyn. She had had a few more
champagnes since he saw her on the videocast, but she was still holding them
well.
"Sol"
she said. "You look like the type that could do it, all right. Would it
please you to know that you've still got 'em spinning?"
"Who?"
"The Cochranes. Round and round."
She described circles with her forefinger. "All except me, of course. Sit
down. Make yourself at home."
Chair,
glass, champagne and genuine waiter had appeared like magic. Comyn sat. The
dozen or so others at the table were chattering like magpies, demanding to be
told who Comyn was and what the mystery was all about. Sydna ignored them. The
tall willowy boy who sat on her left peered across her shoulder and glowered.
She ignored him, too.
"Pretty
clever of me, I thought. That spur-of-the-minute speech, I mean."
"Real
cute, Miss Cochrane. So cute it nearly got me killed." "What?"
"Five
minutes after you made that crack about Paul Rogers somebody took a shot at
me."
She
frowned and a shadow of some dark thought he couldn't read came into her eyes.
"Was that your idea?" he asked her
softly.
"My
friend," she said, "they shoved a camera in my face, and I spoke.
Even in this modern age there are thousands of places that don't have videos.
You might have been in any one of them." She began to get her temper up.
"And furthermore, if you think—"
"Whoa!" he said, and grinned.
"Okay. I take it back. What about that drink?"
She continued to stare at him, her red mouth
set and sulky, her brows drawn down. The clamor had now become deafening around
the table. Comyn leaned back, rolling the stemmed glass slowly between his
hands, not thinking about it, looking at the white dress and what it covered,
and what it didn't cover, letting her take her time. He was in no hurry. He
could look at that all night.
The
anger went out of her eyes, leaving them lazy and full of sparks. "I'm not
sure I'm going to like you," she said, "but I'm willing to find out.
Come on."
She
uncoiled out of the chair, and Comyn rose with her. In her high heels she stood
as tall as he did. "Where are we going?" he asked.
"Who
knows? Maybe the Moon." She laughed and waved to her guests, who were
protesting violently. "You're lovely people, but you make too much noise.
'Bye."
The
willowy lad sprang up. "Now see here, Sydna," he said angrily,
"I'm your escort and I won't have—"
"Johnny."
"You
can't just go off with this—this character in the middle of the nightl It
isn't—"
"Johnny,"
said Sydna, "you're a nice boy, but Comyn can lick you. And if you don't
stop minding my business 111 have
him do it." She touched Comyn's arm and swept on ahead of him, walking
with a long arrogant stride that even the high heels couldn't ruin. Comyn
followed her, anxious to get away from the red-faced Johnny before he had to
make good on Sydna's promise whether he wanted to or not.
Her
back, bare to the waist, was brown as a copper penny and the hank of flaxen
hair swung against it. Comyn watched the smooth play of muscles up and down
that back as she walked. He thought that she could probably have licked the kid
herself, without help. Quite a dame.
He
settled down beside her on the cushions of a limousine that arrived at the
door almost as soon as they did. He turned a little sideways so he could see
her.
"Well," he said,
"what now?"
She
crossed her knees, burrowed her head back into the cushions and yawned like a
cat. "I haven't decided yet."
The
chauffeur, apparently accustomed to such vagaries, began to drive slowly along,
going nowhere in particular. Sydna lay back in her comer and watched Comyn from
under half-closed Ms. The flicker of passing lights gleamed on her white dress,
touched her hair, her mouth, the angle of a cheekbone.
"I'm sleepy," she
said.
"Too sleepy to tell me
what you wanted with me?"
"Curiosity.
Wanted to see the man the Cochranes couldn't keep out." She smiled with
sudden malice. "I wanted to see the man that got Willy in dutch."
"Who's Willy?"
"My
little cousin's beloved husband. Stanley." She leaned forward. "Do
you like Stanley?"
"I can't say I'm
bursting over with affection for him."
"He's a louse," said Sydna, and
relaxed again into the upholstery, brooding. Then she clicked open the
communicator. "I've decided," she said. "Take us to the
spaceport."
"Yes,
Miss Cochrane," said the chauffeur, stifling a yawn, and the communicator
snapped shut again.
"Us?" said Comyn.
"I
told you maybe we'd go to the Moon." "Don't I have a choice in the
matter?"
"Don't
kid me, Comyn. Right in the middle of the Cochrane stronghold? You're crazy to
get there."
He
leaned over her, putting his hand on the smooth ridge of muscles where her neck
curved into her shoulder. It quivered slightly, and he tightened his fingers.
"I
don't like having my mind made up for me," he said. "Not too
fast."
"Neither
do I," said Sydna, and put her hands up alongside his head. Her nails bit
suddenly into the flesh behind his ears, pulling his head down. She was
laughing.
After
a while he straightened up and said, "You play rough."
"I grew up with three brothers. I had to play rough or not play."
They looked at each other in the half dark;
they were hot-eyed, bristling, between anger and excitement. Then she said
slowly, almost viciously:
"You'll
come because there's something up there you'll want to see."
"What?"
She didn't answer. Quite suddenly, she had
begun to shiver, her hands clasped tight together in her lap. "Buy me a
drink, Comyn."
"Haven't
you had enough?" "There isn't enough in New York."
"What
have you people got now, up there on the Moon?"
"Progress.
Expansion. Glory. The stars." She swore, still quivering. "Why did
Ballantyne have to make his damned trip, Comyn? Weren't nine worlds enough room
to make trouble in? Trouble. That's what we've got up there. That's why I came
to Earth."
She lifted those wide brown shoulders and let
them fall. "I'm a Cochrane and I'm stuck with it." She paused,
looking at Comyn. "So are you—stuck with it, I mean. Would you rather be
on the outside, getting shot at—or on the inside?"
"Getting
shot at?"
"I
can't guarantee you anything."
"Hm."
"Oh,
run away if you want to, Comyn." She had got over her shakes, and he
wondered if the champagne might not have been responsible for them. It seemed
to be coming over her in a wave now. Or else she was taking that way to duck
any more questions. "I'm sleepy. I don't care what you do."
And she went to sleep, or seemed to, with her
head against him and his arm around her. She was no lightweight, but the long
lithe curves of her body were pleasant to follow. He held them, thinking of all
the many ways in which this might be a trap. Or was Miss Sydna Cochrane just a
little crazy? They said all the Cochranes were a little crazy; they'd been
saying that ever since old Jonas had built the ridiculous lunar palace toward
which he was now heading.
The car was bearing them on toward the
spaceport. He could still back out, but he'd have to do it fast.
No. I cant back out, thought Comyn. Not now.
He had only one chance to find out about Paul
Rogers, and that was to bluff information out of the Cochranes—if he could. He
also only had one chance to maybe get himself on a little solider ground, and
that was by the same method. He would never get a better crack at trying.
A hard-boiled little lamb going to talk a lot
of lions out of their dinner, Comyh told himself grimly. Oh, well, if I'm stepping into
it, it's in nice company.
He
settled back, patting Miss Cochrane into a more comfortable position, and
wished he knew two things: who had paid the boy with the bad teeth to kill him,
and whether this ace in the hole he was going to bluff the Cochranes with might
not turn out to be just a low spade after all— a spade suitable for grave
digging.
They went through the spaceport and into the
glittering Cochrane yacht, as though through a well-oiled machine. When the
yacht had cleared, Sydna went sleepily away to change and left Comyn staring
with increasing distaste at the blank, enlarging lunar face ahead.
Why
the devil would anyone want to build a showplace out on this skull's head? They
said old Jonas had done it so that the Cochrane wealth and power would be
forever in the eyes of all Earth, and that he rarely left it. The old pirate
must have a screw loose.
The
yacht swept in toward the Lunar Appenines, showing a magnificent view of the sharp and towering peaks in the full blaze of
day. Luna, he thought, could still beat anything in the Solar System for sheer
scenery, if your nerves could stand it. The great ringed plain Archimedes
showed its encircling fangs far off to the left, and ahead, on a plateau halfway up that naked mountain wall,
he caught a flash of reflected sunlight.
"That's the
dome," said Sydna. "We're almost there."
She
didn't sound happy about it. Comyn glanced at her. She had finally come back,
wearing white slacks and a silk shirt. She was still fixing her make-up.
"If
you don'j: like the place, why do you ever go there?" he asked.
She
shrugged. "Jonas won't leave it. And we have to show up every so often.
He's still head of the family."
Comyn
looked at her more closely. "You're scared," he said. "Scared of
something up here."
She laughed. "I don't
scare easy."
"I believe that," he said.
"But you're afraid now. Of what?
Why
did you run away from here to New York to get tight?"
She
looked at him somberly. "Maybe you're about to find out. Or maybe I'm just
leading you to the slaughter."
He
put his hands up on either side of her neck, not tenderly.
"Are you?"
"Could be,
Comyn."
"I've
got a'feeling," he said, "that one of these days 111 be sorry I didn't break this for you
right here."
"We
may both be," she said, and then surprised him when he kissed her, for
there was panic in the way she pressed against him.
He
didn't like it at all, and he liked the whole thing less and less as the yacht
swooped smoothly down to that high plateau above the Mare Imbrium. He saw the
curve of the enormous pressure dome rising up like a smooth glass mountain
flashing in the sun, and then a magnetic tug had hooked onto their ship and
they were being handled smoothly into an airlock. Massive doors closed behind
them, and Comyn thought, Well, here I am—and it's up to
the Cochranes whether I ever leave or not.
A
few minutes later he was driving with Sydna through rioting gardens that
covered several acres, toward a pile of masonry he had seen pictured many times
before: an old man's arrogant monument to himself, insanely set upon a dead
world. The stark structure of native lunar rock had been designed by a master
architect to match the lunar landscape. The result was striking, weird—and, he
had to admit, beautiful. The lines of the buildings lifted and swept and curved
as boldly as the peaks that loomed above them.
He
followed Sydna out and went up some broad and shallow steps to a portico of
tremendous simplicity. Sydna pushed open the great doors that were made of a
dully-gleaming alloy.
The hall inside was high and austere, flooded
with filtered lunar sunlight, and softened with hangings, rugs and a few
priceless oddments from all over the Solar System. The vault of white stone
flung back a whispering echo as they moved. Sydna walked halfway along its
length, going slower and slower. Then she turned suddenly around as though she
wanted to run back. Comyn took her by the shoulder and asked again:
"What are you afraid
of? I want to knowl"
The
echoes of his voice whispered back and forth between the walls. She shrugged,
not looking at him, trying to keep her voice light.
"Don't
you know every castle has a Thing living in its cellar? Well, we've got one
here too, now, and it's a beaut."
"What kind of a
thing?" demanded Comyn.
"I think," said
Sydna, "I think . . . it's Ballantyne."
The
high vault muttered Ballantyne in a thousand tiny voices, and Comyn's grip had become a painful thing
on Sydna's shoulders.
"What
do you mean, it's Ballantyne? He's dead; I saw him die!"
Sydna's
eyes met his now, steadily, for a long minute, nnd it seemed to Comyn that a
cold wind blew in that closed place, cold as the spaces between the stars.
"They
haven't let me go down there," she said, "and they won't talk to me
about it, but you can't keep any secrets here. The echoes are too good. And I
can tell you another thing. I'm not the only one that's scared."
Something
caught hold of Comyn's heart and began to shake it. Sydna's face turned
indistinct and distant and he was back again in a little room on Mars, looking
at the shadow of a fear that was new under the familiar Sun . . .
"Surprise," said Sydna, in a cool
light voice with barbs on it. "I've brought a friend of yours."
Comyn
started and turned. William Stanley was standing in the doorway at the far end
of the hall, a smile of welcome turning dark and ugly on his face. Comyn took
his hands away from Sydna.
Stanley
shot him one blazing look and then turned on Sydna. "Of all the
hen-brained female tricks! What does it take to make you grow up, Sydna? The
end of the world?"
"Why,
Willy!" She looked at him in innocent amazement. "Did I do
wrong?"
Stanley's face was now absolutely white.
"No," he said, answering his own question and not hers, "not
even the end of the world would do it. You'd still be busy impressing everyone
with how devastatingly cute you are. But I don't Ihink that anybody is going to
find this one the least bit funny." He jerked his head at Comyn.
"Turn around. You're going back to Earth."
Sydna was smiling, but her eyes had that
lambency that Comyn remembered. She seemed to be much interested in Stanley.
"Say that over again. That last bit."
Stanley
repeated slowly. "I said, this man is going back to Earth."
Sydna nodded. "You're getting better at
it, Willy, but you're still not good enough." "Good enough at whatF
"Giving
orders like a Cochrane." She turned her back on him, not insultingly but
as though he just wasn't there.
In a
voice that had trouble getting out, Stanley said, "We'll see about this."
He
strode away. Sydna did not look after him. Neither did Comyn. He had forgotten
Stanley after the first minute. / think—I think it's Ballantyne. How long could a thing go on, how ugly could it get?
He
demanded harshly, "Just what are you trying to give me?"
"It's
hard to take, isn't it?
Maybe you know now why I went down to New York."
"Listen,"
said Comyn. "I was with Ballantyne. His heart had stopped. They tried to
get it going again, but it was no use. I saw him. He was dead."
"Yes,"
said Sydna, "I know. That's what makes it so sticky. His heart's still
stopped. He's dead, but not quite."
Comyn
swore at her with a savagery born of fear. "How can a man be dead, and—
How do you know? You said you hadn't been let down to see him. How—"
"She
listens at keyholes," said a new voice. A man was coming down the hall
toward them, his heels clicking angrily on the stone floor.
"Listens," he said, "and then talks. Can't you ever leam to keep
your mouth shut? Can't you ever stop making trouble?"
His
face was Sydna's face all over again but it was without the beauty, high-boned
and dark. His eyes had the same brightness, but it was a cruel thing now, and
the lines around his mouth were deep. He looked as though he wanted to take
Sydna in his two hands and break her.
She
didn't give any ground. "Throwing a tantrum isn't going to change things,
Pete, so you might as well not."
Her
own eyes had fired up, and her mouth was stubborn, "Comyn, this is Peter
Cochrane, my brother. Pete, this is . . ."
The bitter dark eyes flicked briefly over
Comyn. "I know, I've seen him before." He returned his attention to
Sydna. Somewhere from the background Stanley spoke, reiterating his demand that
Comyn be sent away. Nobody noticed him. Comyn said:
"Where?"
"On
Mars. You wouldn't remember. You weren't feeling well at the time."
A
vague memory of a voice speaking beyond a thick red haze returned to Comyn.
"So it was you who broke up the party."
"The
boys were enjoying their work too much. You were liable to be ruined before you
talked." He swung around on Comyn. "Are you ready to talk now?"
Comyn stepped closer to
him. "Is Ballantyne dead?"
Peter
Cochrane hesitated. The wire-drawn look deepened, and a muscle began to twitch
under his cheekbone. "You and your big mouth," he muttered to Sydna.
"You—"
"All
right," she answered furiously, "so you're mad. The hell with you.
You and the whole Cochrane tribe aren't getting anywhere on this, and you know
it. I thought Comyn might have the answer.
Comyn repeated, "Is
Ballantyne dead?"
Peter said, after a moment,
"I don't know."
Comyn
closed his fists hard and took a deep breath. "Let's put it another way,
then. Dead or alive, I want to see him."
"No.
No, you don't—but you won't know it till afterward." He studied Comyn with
a hard penetrating look. "What are you after, Comyn? A chance to cut
in?"
Comyn gestured toward Stanley. "I told
him, already. I told your boys on Mars. I want to find out what happened to
Paul Rogers."
"Just a noble sentiment of friendship?
It's too thin, Comyn."
"More
than just friendship," Comyn said. "Paul Rogers saved my neck, once.
He went to bat for me out on Ganymede when he didn't have to. I'll tell you
about it sometime. The point is, I like to pay my debts. I'm going to find out
about him if I have to blow the Cochranes wide open."
"You don't, I take it,
like the Cochranes?"
Comyn
said savagely, "Who does? And you're running true to form now, kicking
Ballantyne around like a football, snatching his ship, holding out the log
books, trying to sew up the Big Jump—the biggest thing men ever did—like any
cheap swindling business deal."
"Let's
get things straight," interrupted Peter harshly. "That ship and its
star-drive belong to us. And the log broke off just where we said. And we
brought Ballantyne here to try to do something for him, about him—" He
broke off, his face quivering slightly as though in involuntary recoil from
some shocking memory.
Comyn
felt the chill shadow of the other's emotion, but he said again, "Are you
going to let me see him?"
"Why
should I? Why shouldn't I just send you back to Earth?"
"Because,"
Comyn said grimly, "you know I know something, and you want to know
what."
"He
doesn't know anything!" Stanley exclaimed to Peter. "How could he?
Ballantyne was in terminal coma and couldn't talk. He's bluffing, trying to
chisel in."
"Maybe,"
said Peter Cochrane. "Well find out. All right, Comyn. You convince me you
know something, and you can see Ballantyne. But I'm making no deals with you
beyond that. I'm only one Cochrane, and this concerns all of us. The others
won't be here until this evening, Earth time, and we can fight it out then.
Fair enough?"
Comyn nodded. "Fair
enough."
"Then, what do you know?"
"Not a lot," said Comyn. It was
time for his one little card, and he had to play it as casually as though he
had a fistful behind it. "Not a lot. But I do know there'd be quite a bit
of excitement if people thought there was a transuranic world out there."
There was a moment of silence. Peter Cochrane
did not change expression, but the color drained slowly out of Stanley's face,
leaving it gray. Then Sydna spoke into the silence.
"He
did know. And that's why somebody tried to kill him."
Peter Cochrane looked at her sharply.
"That's ridiculous. He wouldn't be worth a nickel to anybody dead."
"Do I get to see
Ballantyne now?" Comyn demanded.
Cochrane
turned abruptly. "Yes. You've asked for it. Sydna, you stay here. You've
made enough trouble for one day."
"I
have every intention of staying here, and I need a drink!" she said.
Comyn
followed Peter Cochrane down the corridor. Stanley went with them. There was a
sliding metal door at the end of the corridor, and behind it there was a lift
that sank downward into the lunar rock, whining softly. Comyn had begun to
sweat, and his shirt stuck to him, coldly damp across his back. His heart was
pounding, not steadily, but in irregular bursts that made it hard to breathe.
The lines in Peter Cochrane's face were deep. He looked as though he hadn't
slept for some time. Stanley stood apart from them, withdrawn into his own
thoughts. His eyes moved constantly from Comyn to Peter Cochrane and back
again. A ridge of muscle showed along his jaw.
The
lift stopped and they got out. There was nothing mysterious about these cellars
under the Cochrane castle. They held the pumping plants for air and water, the
generators, the mountainous quantities of supplies necessary for maintaining
life and luxury in this artificial blister on the face of Luna. The rock floor
they walked on quivered to the rhythmic throbbing of the pumps.
Cochrane moved like a man who was being
forced to witness an execution. Comyn thought the man had probably been this
way before too often, and he caught the subtle contagion of dread from the dark
strained face. Stanley lagged behind them both, his feet scuffing on the smooth
rock.
Peter Cochrane paused before a door. He didn't look at anyone.
He said, "Why don't you stay out here, Bill?" Stanley said,
"No."
Comyn's mouth was dry. There was an acrid
taste in it, and his nerve ends hurt.
Peter Cochrane still hesitated, scowling at
his hand as he put it up against the door.
Comyn said, "Come on,
come onl" His voice came out rough and no louder than a whisper. Cochrane
pushed the door open.
There
was a room cut out of the rock. It had been hastily cleared of most of the
stores that had been in it, and just as hastily fitted up with things that made
it partly a laboratory, partly a hospital, and partly a cell. Strong lights
filled it with a naked and pitiless glare. There were two men in it—and
something else.
Comyn
recognized the young doctor from the hospital on Mars. He had lost much of his
youth. The other man he didn't know, but the same look of strain and dread was
on him. They turned around with the violence that came of overtaxed nerves.
They had been startled by the opening of the door. The young doctor looked at
Comyn, and his eyes got wide.
"You again," he
said. "How did you—"
"Never
mind that," said Cochrane swiftly. He kept his gaze on the doctor, on the
floor, anywhere but on the white bed with the siderails up on it. "Is
there any change?"
Things
were fading out for Comyn. He had taken a few steps forward, drawn by that
white barred oblong beyond the two men, beyond the apparatus and the
laboratory benches. The light was very brilliant, very clear. It was focused
now upon the bed, and around it things seemed to be fading out: the men, the
voices, the emotions.
Far
off on another world the doctor was saying, "No change. Roth and I have
completed . . ."
No. It was bad enough on Mars. I heard him
scream and I saw him die, and that was bad
enough. Nobody ought to have to look at this.
A voice, another one. "I told you before
what my findings were. I've verified them, as far as anybody can. I can't go
beyond the limits of my equipment. This has got to wait for a whole new
science." Excitement in the voice, stronger than dread, stronger than
anything. "I know that, Roth. I know it."
Voices, men, tension, fear—going round, going
faster, dissolving in a darkening mist around that single intense point of
light. Comyn put out his hands, not knowing that he did it, and took hold of
the cold top bar of the bed. He hung on while the warmth and the strength
drained out of him and left him empty of everything but a sickening horror.
The
thing that lay in the bed between the barred sides was Ballantyne. It was
Ballantyne, and it was dead, quite dead. There was no covering on it to hide
its deadness; no breathing lifted the flattened ribs; no pulse beat anywhere
beneath the pale transparent skin, and the tracery of veins was dark, and-the
face was . . .
Dead. And yet—it moved.
The
faint unceasing twitchings and drawings of the flesh that Comyn remembered when
Ballantyne was still alive had increased and taken over now that he was dead.
It was as though some new and dreadful form of life had claimed the wasted
shell when Ballantyne had left it: a brainless, blind, insensate life that only
knew to move, to stir and pluck the strings of muscles that lifted the skeletal
limbs and put them down again, that made the fingers grasp and close and the
head turn slowly from side to side.
It
was motion without reason, without sound except for the rustling of the sheet.
Motion that laid a blasphemous hand even on the face that had no longer any
thought or being behind it, and made it. . .
Comyn
heard a hoarse and distant sound. It was himself trying to speak and not making
it. He let go of the bed. After that he didn't hear or see anything until he
fetched up against some solid object with a crash that knocked some sense back
into him. He stood where he was, shaking all over, the breath coming raw and
rasping into his throat. Gradually the room stopped swinging and he was able to
think again.
Peter Cochrane said,
"You wanted to come."
Comyn
didn't answer. He moved away from the bed, as fast as he could get, and kept
his back to it. He could still hear the dry vague rustling that never stopped.
Cochrane turned to the doctor. "What I
want to know for sure," he said, "is this: could Ballantyne ever—ever
live again? As Ballantyne, I mean. As a human
being."
The
doctor made a decisive gesture. "No. Ballantyne died, from heart failure
due to exhaustion. He is dead, by every normal physiologic standard. His brain
is already deteriorating. But his body has in it a residue of some weird new
physiological activity—I can hardly call it life."
"What kind of activity? We're not
scientists, doctor."
The other hesitated. "The ordinary
processes of metabolism ceased in Ballantyne's body cells when he died. But
there's a residual process that keeps going on. And it's something brand new.
It's a low-level flow of energy in the cells, not generated by the usual
biochemical metabolic process, but by the slow degeneration of certain
transuranic elements."
Comyn looked up sharply.
"You
mean," Cochrane was saying slowly, "he has suffered a kind of
radioactive poisoning?"
The
doctor shook his head, and Roth said firmly, "No, this is definitely not
toxic radioactivity. The elements that Ballantyne's body cells absorbed are
beyond the range of our chemistry, even of the transuranic chemistry our labs
have been dabbling with. They don't emit injurious radiation, but do release
energy."
They
glanced briefly and against their will at the bed, and Cochrane said somberly,
"Then his . . . movements . . . are merely a mechanical reflex?"
The
doctor nodded. "Yes. The cytoplasm of the contractile-tissue cells, such
as the muscle fibres, is constantly activated by the flow of energy."
"But he's really
dead?"
"Yes. He's dead."
Stanley
broke into the brooding moment of silence that followed. "What are we
going to do with him? We can't let people see him. There'd be an uproar, an
examination, and it would all be out!"
"No, we can't let people see him,"
Cochrane agreed slowly. He said, after a moment, to Stanley. "You get the
Earth news-services on the phone. Tell them that we're going to give
Ballantyne the hero's funeral he deserves—and one that all Earth can see."
"All Earth? Peter,
you're crazy—"
"Am I? Maybe. Anyway, Ballantyne had no
close family so nobody can stop us. Tell them to watch the northwest corner of
Mare Imbrium in an hour."
Comyn
got it, then. He exhaled a long breath. Cochrane glanced at him briefly, and
then once more at the barred unquiet bed.
"I
know how you feel," he said. "Besides, he's come a long way. He
deserves to rest."
They
went out then, back up into the light, into the cooled and freshened, air, and
the scent of flowers that came in from the rioting gardens. And in Comyn's mind
that faint remembered voice was whispering, Oh God, why did it have to be transuranic . .
. And he was sick, with a
sickness that he thought would never leave him while he lived.
Sydna
was waiting. Cochrane and Stanley were busy now with this thing they were about
to do. They hardly noticed when she took Comyn by the arm and led him off, out to
a terrace above the gardens where the filtered sunlight poured down fiercely
and took some of the coldness out of his bones. She put a drink in his hands
and waited, looking at his face, until he noticed her and began to speak.
"Don't tell me about it," she said
sharply. "No."
After
a moment she drew closer to him and murmured, "Don't look startled or
surprised. They can see us from the windows. Comyn, will you leave here now? I
can still get you away."
He looked down at her. "What's the
matter?" "You were down there a long time. The family has started to
arrive. Comyn—" "You've had a few."
"And I wish I'd had morel Listen, I got
you into this. I blew my top about Ballantyne and brought you up here. I'm
trying to get you out while I can still do it."
His eyes were bleak. "Afraid I am trying to cut in on the profits?"
"You bloody fooll You don't know us
Cochranes. This thing is big, and that means people are going to get hurt. Will
you go?"
Comyn shook his head. "I can't."
She looked at him, narrow-eyed, and then she
said mercilessly, "Are you sure now you want to find your friend Paul Rogers?"
Comyn
was glad he did not have to answer that question, right now. For at the moment,
from the terrace they saw the sleek, purring, airtight truck heading away from
the mansion and going toward the lock.
They
watched it in silence as it went out of the dome and down the ledges, back and
forth, onto the great lunar plain. It went so far out on the plain that it was
but a dot. It stayed there a while and then came back.
Then,
for them and for all watching Earth to see, upon the Mare Imbrium flared a
dazzling flower of atomic flame-blazing, soaring, and then dying away. A hero's
funeral pyre, with a world for witness. Comyn unclenched his hands. And Sydna
slipped something into one of them.
It
was a shocker, still warm from her body. She said, "All right, come on and
meet my family."
It was the most ridiculous room he had ever seen. It was
comparatively small, and it was furnished in the overstuffed fashion of three,
generations before. It had a long, shabby sofa, lumpish chairs and drifts of
small tables. One wall was filter-glass, but the other walls were covered with
incongruous flowered wallpaper. And there was a fireplace with a mantel above
it—a fireplace here in this super-modem castle on the Moon!
Six
or seven people sat about the room, but when Comyn came in with Sydna they
stopped talking and stared at him. He felt as if he were walking into an ambush
of hostile eyes. Stanley was sitting in a comer beside one of those
muffin-faced girls that, sooner or later, happened to every family. Beyond him,
by the fireplace, was a shabby Morris chair. The figure seated in it was the
focus of the whole room.
"This
is the man, Grandfather," said Peter Cochrane. The burst of atomic fire
out on the Mare Imbrium seemed to have burned something out of him. He had the
look of one exhausted by grappling with the impossible.
A
voice spoke out of the old Morris chair. "You," it said. "Come
here."
Comyn
went and looked down at the old, old man who sat in the chair watching him with
eyes like two dark glowing embers.
He said, "You're Jonas
Cochrane."
The old face, seamed and shrivelled and
shrunken tight over the characteristic jutting bones, was stamped with a long
lifetime of acquired wisdom, none of it saintly. Only that face made it
possible to identify this ancient man-wrapped in a shabby woolen robe and
dusted with cigarette ash—with the crafty, ruthless schemer of the old days who
had clawed top place for his family in the great game of ships and planets.
Over his head on the mantel, amid a grotesque
ruck of mementos—of baby shoes preserved in bronze, models of the first
Cochrane flagships, faded photographs of prosaic Middle-Western houses and
people—Jonas Cochrane's face was startlingly repeated in a well-done miniature
of a Sioux Indian chief.
"That's
Old-Man-Afraid-Of-His-Horses," said Jonas, with pride. "On the
mother's side, I'm a direct descendant." He went on, without any change of
tone, "I don't like interference, especially from amateurs. They're
unpredictable. You've made us a lot of trouble, Comyn."
"Enough
trouble," asked Comyn softly, "that you decided to have me
killed?"
Jonas
Cochrane's eyes grew narrow and very bright. "Murder is for fools,"
he said. "I've never indulged in it. What are you talking about?"
Comyn told him.
Jonas
leaned forward, looking past Comyn. "Are any of you responsible for this?
Peter?"
Peter snapped, "Of
course not. I'll get hold of Hannay."
He
went out. A couple more people had come in by now, and Comyn thought he could
place them: Sydna's other two brothers, one strongly resembling Peter but
without the iron in him, the other fairer and more round-faced, with a merry,
self-indulgent look. There was a gray-haired man with a mouth like a steel trap
and a chronically ill-tempered expression, and Comyn knew he was the survivor
of Jonas' two sons. He could guess the reason for the sour disposition. Old
Jonas had lived too long.
There were some other third-generation
Cochranes, male and female, including the girl who was sitting with Stanley,
looking from him to the others with vague alarm, and sneaking glances at Comyn
as though he might suddenly go off like a bomb. That would be Sydna's cousin.
Stanley did not seem much relieved by the disposal of Ballantyne. He sat
staring at his feet, snarling occasionally in a genteel way when his wife
whispered to him.
Beside
them was a middle-aged-to-elderly woman who looked more like
Old-Man-Afraid-Of-His-Horses than Jonas did, except that the Sioux chief had a
far kindlier face.
She looked impatient, and said sharply,
"Father, why are we wasting time on this person? I've come all the way up
here to discuss business, and I don't see any reason—"
"Of
course you don't," said Jonas tartly. "You're a fool. You always were
a fool, Sally. Just sit there and don't bother me."
Somebody
snickered. Jonas' daughter sprang up. "Father or no father, I don't have
to take that kind of talkl And I won't. I . . ."
Jonas,
ignoring her splutter, lighted a cigarette with large hands that were so weak
they trembled with the effort. Everyone else seemed amused, except Muffin-face,
who looked distressed.
"Don't you mind,
Mother," she whispered timidly.
Jonas
regarded them both with a great weariness, "Women," he said.
Peter
Cochrane came back. "Well, Comyn, Hannay says you slugged him and parked
him in the washroom, and that's all he knows. He didn't see anyone else
following you, nor did he see any attack."
Comyn
shrugged. "He wouldn't. He was out cold. And the other guy was much better
at tailing than Hannay."
Stanley
said, "We've only Comyn's word that he ever was attacked."
"And,
Comyn," said Peter, "you hadn't tried to negotiate with anyone, so
who would want to silence you? You could have some personal enemies—"
"Sure,"
said Comyn. "But this wasn't one of them. And they don't hate me that bad."
Stanley
shrugged. "How do you know? Anyway, I can't see that it's very important,
except to you."
"Oh, but it is," said old Jonas
softly. "You're a fool too, Stanley, or you'd see it. If he's telling the
truth, it means that somebody didn't want him to talk to the Cochranes.
Somebody preferred to lose Comyn's possible knowledge rather than risk letting
us have it. And that means—" He broke off, looking shrewdly at Comyn.
"You have courage, but that's a cheap virtue. It's no good without brains.
Have you got brains, too? Can you finish my line of reasoning?"
"Easy," Comyn answered. "You
have been, or are about to be, double-crossed by somebody
in your own camp."
There
was an uproar of voices. Jonas' gray-haired son came to his feet and thrust his
face close to Comyn's and shouted, "That statement alone brands you as a
liar! No Cochrane would ever sell outl"
At that, Comyn laughed.
Peter's
face had taken on a dark, savage look. "I'm afraid I agree with Uncle George. What Comyn implies would presuppose special
knowledge on the traitor's part—something he knows that we don't know, that he
was afraid Comyn might tell us. But there isn't any special knowledge. I
examined Ballantyne's ship, the log, everything. And Stanley was with me, and
Uncle George and Simon came almost at once."
"That's
right," said the cheerful young man who was Peter's brother, and who was
now more cheerful than he had any business to be. "We were all there
together. And nobody else got aboard until we were through. No special
knowledge for anybody. Wasn't any. Vouch for old Pete any time. Besides, it's
silly. All Cochranes share and share alike."
He
gave Comyn a slow, gliding look, and Comyn saw that underneath young Simon Cochrane
was about as jovial as a cottonmouth.
"Personally,"
he said, "I don't
give a damn one way or the other. I'm only interested in finding out
whether Paul Rogers is alive or not,
and bringing him back safe if he is." He faced old Jonas squarely.
"There's going to be a second Big Jump. I want to go along."
And
that was it. It was funny, he thought, how you kept a crazy idea in your mind,
how you told yourself it was crazy and not a thing you'd ever do, and then
sudddenly you said, "I want to go along," and you knew that all the
time you'd been planning to do it.
Peter
Cochrane said angrily, "You
go? What are you, Comyn—the
White Knight? If Rogers or any of the other three are alive, we'll bring them
back."
Comyn
shook his head. "No dice. The Cochranes have always liked a clear field,
and this one is too easy to sweep clean. To put it crudely, I don't trust
you."
An uproar of voices began, with Sally
Cochrane's shrill indignant trumpeting rising above the rest. Old Jonas held up
his hand.
"Quiet,"
he said. "All of you!" He looked up into Comyn's face with eyes very
bright, very hard, as ruthless as an old eagle's. "You'll have to pay for
what you want, Comyn. Pay high."
"Yeah."
The
room had become quite still. The light clinking of bracelets was clearly
audible as Sally Cochrane leaned forward. They all leaned forward, intent on
Comyn and the old man, intent on every word.
Jonas said,
"Ballantyne talked before he . . . died."
"He talked."
"But
how much, Comyn? How much? Transuranic isn't enough." Jonas hitched
himself upward in the chair. He was a gaunt rack of bones with the hot pleasure
of combat still burning in it. "And don't try to blackmail me, Comyn.
Don't threaten me with United Tradelines or anyone else. You're here under a
glass bubble on the Moon and you can't get out. Understand that? You're here
for as long as it suits me, and you can't talk to anyone. This place has come
in handy that way before. Now, go on."
There
was silence in the room—a silence of held breath, and hostile faces flushed and
watching. The palms of Comyn's hands were wet. He was walking a thin wire, and
one wrong step would be enough.
"No,"
said Comyn slowly, "transuranic isn't enough now. You got that much from
Ballantyne's own body cells. But there was more."
Silence.
A ring of eyes around him, hot and hungry, eager and cruel.
"Paul
Rogers was alive when Ballantyne parted with him. I think the others may have
been, too. He pleaded with Paul not to leave him—said he couldn't go back
alone."
A
pale tongue flickered over pale old lips. "He made a landing, then. We
knew he must have when we found the transuranic elements in his body. Go on, go
on!"
"The
sound of the drill they were using on the door was what roused Ballantyne, I
think. It made him remember other sounds. He spoke about the voyage out—it must
have been hell. And then . . ."
Comyn's
flesh began to quiver as he remembered Ballan-tyne's voice, his face and the
look that had been on it.
"Something
or someone was calling to Paul, and Ballan-tyne was begging him not to
listen."
Jonas asked harshly,
"Who? What?"
"Something he called the Transuranae. He
was afraid of them. I think the others had gone to them, and now Paul was going
too. He was afraid of them. He screamed."
"And
that was all," said Jonas. His eyes were curiously filmed now, like
windows curtained lest too much show through. "He was screaming when he
died."
Comyn's
voice was quite natural when he said, "Oh, no. That wasn't all."
Silence. He waited. Jonas waited. Too much
silence. Comyn thought his own heart was pounding as loud as a kettledrum. He
was sure all those straining Cochrane ears heard it and knew he was lying.
Suddenly he hated them with a personal hatred. They were too big, too strong,
too sure of themselves. They wanted too much. Even if knowledge had come to
him at that moment that Paul Rogers and all the others were dead and beyond
help, he would have gone on fighting the Cochranes, just to mess up their
plans. They were too good at using other men for pushballs.
And
one of them, he was very sure, had tried to kill him.
Still Jonas waited.
Comyn
smiled. "I'll tell the rest of it," he said, "when I'm out by
Barnard's Star."
Stanley
exploded. "Bluff. Just brazen, stupid bluff. Tell him to go to hell."
Uncle George was talking angrily, and Peter
tried to get a word in, but the old man in the chair quieted them with three
words.
"Wait a minute." His eyes hadn't
left Comyn's. "Wait a minute. There's this to think of. If he isn't
bluffing, he could be valuable out there. If he is—even so, it might be best to
take him along."
They thought that over.
They seemed to like it, all but
Stanley.
Comyn hadn't had to think; he'd got the meaning of it first.
He
looked at Jonas and he said softly, "You are a tough old so-and-so, aren't you?"
Jonas
chuckled. "Do you want to go to Barnard's Star or don't you?"
Comyn said, between his
teeth, "All right, I'll buy it."
"You
won't," said Jonas, "be going back to Earth." He looked around
at the faces. "That goes for all of you but George. Everything's got to be
done right here at Luna, and I'll have no babbling it out till we have a second
ship on the way."
Stanley protested, "But what about the
courts? United nnd Trans-World are already entering anti-monopoly suits to get
rights to the drive. If they get us tied up—"
"They
won't," said Jonas. "George and our legal staff can hold them off.
Peter, you get things started here. You're in charge." The old man closed
his eyes wearily. "Now get out of here, all of you. I'm tired."
Comyn
found himself with the others out in the big hall. They were dismissed, he
thought savagely, like a lot of school children.
But the others paid him no attention. They
were talking in high voices, Stanley still protesting, Aunt Sally complaining
shrilly, until Peter Cochrane's authoritative voice cut across the gabble.
"We'd better get started. Since the work
has to be done here, we'll need complete machine-shop facilities and technical
staffs. Nielsen and Felder can handle that. You get them here, Bill."
"But to put Ballantyne's drive into a
new ship just can't he done here—" Stanley started.
Peter cut him off. "It has to be. One of
our new Pallas
class, I'd say. The locks
here will take it. Come on, we'll f.;ot things rolling."
Comyn turned and walked away from the noisy,
argumentative group. He didn't turn when he heard Sydna calling after him.
Right now he'd had enough of the Cochranes. Mixing with the Cochranes had got
him into something dandy, something so big that it scared him right down to his
boots. And he was in it now, all the way.
The
corridor was high and empty, and his footsteps mocked him as he walked. He
could walk as far as he pleased-through the rooms and halls, across the
terraces, around the gardens blooming in the windless air—but he'd still be
under this glass bubble on the Moon. And death was under it with him. Whoever
had tried before would try again now, with effort doubled and redoubled, to
make sure that one Arch Comyn with his big mouth never lived to peer at
Barnard's Star.
And
if he did live to get there, and they asked him, Where did Ballantyne
land?—what was he going to answer?
That, he didn't know.
Comyn had about reached the limit of his endurance
by the time the lid finally blew off everything.
He
was in the gardens with Sydna, under a flowering tree that shadowed them from
the green Earthlight, when the discreet cough of a servant interrupted.
"Mr. Peter would like to see you at
once, miss."
"Is he angry?" asked Sydna.
"I'm afraid so, miss. A message came
from the yacht . . ."
"I
thought so," she said. And when the servant was gone she added,
"Well, let him be mad. It was getting too dull here, all these
weeks."
"A nice compliment for me," Comyn
remarked.
"Oh, Comyn, I didn't mean us. That's
been wonderful."
"Yeah,"
he said. "And especially wonderful, the way you've let Stanley see us. I
appreciate your using me to needle him."
He thought she would hit him, but instead,
after a moment, she laughed.
"He is crazy about you, isn't he?"
he demanded. "He's a louse."
"Because he's crazy about you?"
"Because he says so. At least, he did
once—just once. Cousin Claudia is a mess, but she is my cousin and she thinks
he's wonderful." She straightened down her white dress. "Look at
that, you big ape, you've torn the zipperl And anyway, he's one of those
earnest asses that bore me stiff. So I have let
him catch us necking a few times." She spoke suddenly with a bitter
undertone. "And anyway, Comyn, between us it's just today. There may not
be any tomorrow. When that ship takes off with you inside it—that's it. Shall
we go face Peter?"
"What have you done now?"
"You'll
find out. I told you, it was getting too dull here." That, Comyn thought
grimly as he followed her, was a
misstatement.
It hadn't been dull here under the dome all these weeks, at least not for him.
But it had been wearing-very wearing indeed.
The
devil of it was that he had had no part whatever in all the feverish, sweating
activity that had been going on here. All that work had taken place in the
segment of the dome that was completely hidden from the big house by the lines
of trees that delimited the gardens.
There
were the huge locks where freighters came with loads of fuel for the greedy
pumps and furnaces, with chemicals for the air-purifiers and refrigerants for
the daytime cooling system, with water for the vast rock cisterns and tanks of
oxygen, with food and liquor and supplies. There were the machine shops that
had suddenly and swiftly enlarged so that now a small army of expert mechanics
labored in them.
There was where the Ballantyne drive was, and
the new ship in which it had been installed. It was a larger, stronger and
better ship than Ballantyne's—not a pioneer ship but the follow-up to a
pioneer, the consolidator. The guts had been stripped out of it and had been
put back in a different pattern. The shops rang with a deafening clangor. Men
worked in them right up to the limit of efficiency and then were replaced by
another shift. Nobody complained. Wages were astronomical. The men were
prisoners here until after take-off, but they didn't complain of that, either.
But they, and Peter Cochrane and Simon and
Stanley, were part of something, doing something. Even Uncle George, back on
Earth using high-priced legal talent to stave off the anti-monopoly suits, was
doing something. Only he, Comyn, was barred out.
The armed guards who were stationed beyond
the gardens had their orders. A lot of people were posted out, and Comyn was
one of them. He could stand and watch the distant silver sides of the ship, and
the cranes and the atomic welders flaring, could listen to the booming and
screeching and hissing—but that was all.
"Listen," he told Peter Cochrane,
"I'm a work-boss and a damned good one. And after all, I'm going in that
ship."
"Yes," said
Peter, "and you get in it when we go. Not before then. We've had proof of
your capacities for making
trouble,
Comyn."
"But
I could do something outside the ship. I could—" "No, Comyn. You stay
out, and that's final. Grandfather's
orders."
Comyn
had stayed out, savagely cursing the old man who remained huddled and unseen in
his ridiculous room, plotting to steal a star before he died.
He
had watched from outside when the ship went out on its first test, slipping
silently up into the stark lunar sky. He felt a cold qualm in the belly when he
realized that presently he would be inside that same ship, inside a tiny, tiny
capsule that held all the light and air and life there was out in the black
immensities between the suns.
He
had had to wait and watch and sweat, until the ship slipped back and Peter
Cochrane came out of it. His face was beaded with sweat and drawn with
impatience and something else. Stanley walked jerkily behind him.
".
. . whole robot-shift for the drive had bugs in it. The relays won't take the
load. Rip it out and rebuild it . . ."
That
was all Comyn could find out, just what he overheard. And he was supposed to
sit and wait and play games with Sydna and be patient, and he was about ready
to blow his fuses one way or another.
Only
it seemed that Sydna had blown hers first. He followed her up to the house,
and he was sure from the stubborn set of her chin that she was heading into a
storm.
Peter
was waiting for her on the terrace. He wore the blackest look Comyn had ever seen
on a man's face. Stanley and Claudia were there too, as well as a brace of
young cousins who looked brightly expectant.
Peter said flatly, "The yacht's due to
land in twenty minutes. Captain Moore radioed for clearance, because he's
worried. It seems, Sydna, that there are some twenty-odd of your friends
aboard."
She said brightly, "Oh, I forgot to tell
you about that. I thought a party would liven things up around this detention
home."
Peter let go. "You know what we're trying to do herel
You
know how much a lot of people would give to know what we're doingl Yet
you—"
"Don't
be so stuffy, Pete! None of my friends are spies— they don't have brains
enough. And anyway they don't care."
"Sure,
laugh it off," he said furiously. "Listen, what do you think would
happen if word got out that we have a second star-ship almost ready to go?
They'd slap an injunction on us in an hour! The only thing that's saved us so
far is the fact, they don't suspect how fast we're moving. Damn it,
Sydna—"
"Stop
swearing at me and cool down. Your guards will keep them out of the work-locks.
Nobody'll go there anyway if the liquor's here at the house."
"A
party would be nice," said Claudia timidly. Then she looked at Stanley and
shut up.
Stanley
said, "Tell the yacht to go back to Earth." He had aged a good bit
since Comyn had first seen him. He had lost that pink, well-fed look, and there
was a taut intensity about him that almost matched Peter's. He, too, was going
on the second Big Jump. He had insisted on it, and Sally Cochrane had backed
him, averring that somebody had to look after her and Claudia's interests. But
he didn't seem to enjoy the prospect.
"It can't go back," Sydna said.
"People would know
something was up here if
you sent them all back now."
She
had them licked, and they knew it. Peter snarled, "All right, Sydna. But
if anything goes wrong, I swear I'll break your neck."
Nothing
went wrong—not at first. The yacht landed, and from a distance Comyn saw a
crowd of gay, squealing young fools pour out of it and make for the house and
Sydna and the liquor. And it seemed that almost at once the Earthlit gardens
and terraces were full of laughter and dance music and white-jacketed men
oarrying trays of drinks.
Comyn
sat on a terrace and had a few, and a few more, and listened to people having
fun. He wasn't having any, not at all. He wasn't sober, but he couldn't let go
any more. He knew why too. It was because he wasn't quite one of normal
humankind any more, because the shadow of the coming Big Jump was on him,
because presently he was going away from it all, out where only five men had
ever been before, toward something that could rob you even of a decent death .
. .
He
wondered, for the thousandth time, what Ballantyne had meant by the Transuranae. How could you guess what a thing was when
there wasn't any frame of reference at all to go on? They had talked about the
Transuranae, but nobody had reaHy had anything to say that could help. The
Transuranae—whoever, whatever they were—was it they who had done the thing to
Ballantyne that. . .?
Comyn
shivered and poured down a little more of the Cochranes' good whisky to drown
out the sight and sound of Ballantyne, dead and stirring in his high-barred
bed. All of a sudden a pretty girl with dark fluffy hair was standing in front
of him, asking: "Who are you?"
She
was cute as a button. She made him feel old, and suddenly there was an
uncrossable gulf between them because of the thing he was going to do and that
she was not going to do and didn't even know about. But she was cute.
"I
don't know," he said. "I'm a stranger here, myself. Who are
you?"
"You'll never
guess."
"Then I won't
try."
"I'm
Bridget," she said, and made a face. "Awful name, isn't it?" All
at once she brightened, looking over Comyn's head. "Oh, there's Simon
I" She called his name and waved, and Simon came over and put his arm
around her and she sort of melted in against him, smiling, but still interested
in Comyn.
"Simon, he's unhappy.
Why is he unhappy?"
"He thinks people are trying to kill
him. Has anybody tried it lately, Comyn?"
"I haven't turned my back on
anybody," Comyn said.
"You're
joking," said Bridget. "Nobody would want to kill him—he's
cute."
"Well," said Simon, "that's a
word I wouldn't have thought of to describe him, but maybe you're right. Come
on, Bridgie. So long, Comyn, and don't take any poisoned Martinis."
Comyn watched them go. His lack of affection
for Simon
Cochrane was reaching gigantic proportions.
He was thinking how nice it was going to be for all of them, cooped up
together in a ship all the way out to Barnard's Star.
He
saw Peter come out on the terrace and stand scowling at the festivities. He was
stone-cold sober. Stanley joined him, and he wasn't having any fun either. They
talked a minute or two, and then Peter went down into the garden and vanished
into the darkness. Going to check on his cordon of guards, Comyn thought.
Sydna ought to get a good licking for this. But then, it was just such a trick
of Sydna's that had got him here, so he ought to be grateful—or ought he?
Where was Sydna, anyway?
Stanley
went down the steps and into the garden, after Peter. Comyn got up. He was
tired of sitting and brooding. He searched around for a sight of Sydna's blonde
head, spotted it and went toward it. The terrace felt a bit unsteady under his
feet, and there seemed to be two or three hundred people on it instead of only
some twenty-odd. Sydna was with the long drink of water she called Johnny, the
one Comyn had met before. There were several others around them. Somebody had
just said something very funny, and they were all laughing.
Comyn came up beside Sydna
and said, "Hello."
She
looked up at him. Her eyes were very bright, very gay. "Hello,
Comyn." On the other side of her, Johnny stood up.
Comyn said, "How about
entertaining a visiting fireman?"
She
shook her head. "You look glum. I don't feel like being glum." She
turned away.
Comyn put his hand on her
shoulder. "Sydna . . ."
"Oh,
go away, Comyn. I'm enjoying myself. Let me alone."
Johnny stepped between them. He was feeling
good. He was feeling strong and twice his normal size. He thrust his face into
Comyn's and said, "You heard her. Go away."
Comyn's temper, none too long at the best,
ran out with a snap. He picked Johnny up and set him aside. "Listen,
Sydna, I want to talk to you . . ."
Johnny's fist hit him on the cheekbone, hard
enough to make his head ring.
"Now
will you go?" asked Johnny. His breath was coming hard and excited, and
he was all ready to let go again. Sydna sprang to her feet, slamming her glass
down on the low table in front of her.
"Oh,
the devil with both of you!" she snapped, and strode away, taking the
others with her. Comyn glowered after her, thinking that some day he would beat
that arrogance out of her if he kept his health.
Johnny said, "I think
we better go out in the garden."
Comyn looked at him.
"Oh, no!"
Johnny's
face was pale, except for two red bars along his cheekbones. He had worked
himself up to a fine pitch, and he wasn't going to let it go. "You've been
trying to take Sydna away from me," he said.
Comyn laughed.
The
red bars widened on Johnny's face until they reached from his collar to the
roots of his hair.
"You
come into the garden," he said, "or 111 do it right here."
He would too. Comyn sighed. "Okay,
Junior, come on. Maybe I can talk some sense into you out there."
They
went down the steps, close together. There was a rustling and cooing as of
pigeons in the dark fringe of shrubbery, and Comyn led on. Johnny tramped
beside him, his breath whistling in his nose. Comyn grinned. Johnny sounded
like a very young and angry bull at courting time.
The
lights of the terrace dimmed and passed away behind them, and the stars grew
very bright, burning against the dome. The voices were only a distant murmur.
Johnny said, "This is
far enough."
"Okay."
Comyn stopped. "Hold on a minute, kid, and listen—"
He ducked, and Johnny's arm swung violently
past his head. Then the kid was all over him. Comyn smacked him open-handed a
couple of times, impatiently, but the kid was full of himself. He was strong
enough, and some of his blows hurt. Comyn began to get mad.
"Lay off," he
said, "or 111 give it to you, kid or no kid."
He pushed him away. Johnny muttered something
about Comyn being scared to fight. Suddenly he rushed him. Comyn sidestepped.
From
out of the dense shadows of a stand of tall white-flowering bushes came a
narrow bolt of lightning. It struck, with a crack and a flare, on the spot
which Comyn had just left and which Johnny was just now passing. The kid went
down without a whimper.
Comyn
stood for one dazed instant looking from the dead boy to the dark mass of
bushes. Then he moved, faster than he had ever moved before. A second bolt from
a shocker turned up to lethal voltage hit the ground behind him. It knocked him
over, half stunned, but that was all, and he never stopped going, rolling in
among a clump of trees. He got his own weapon into his hand. He pushed the stud
all the way up and fired into the bushes, but a little high. He wanted to flush
the killer out, alive.
Sounds
began to come from the direction of the house. They had seen the man-made
lightning playing. Some woman screamed, and men were shouting. Comyn fired
twice more into the bushes, changing his position fast each time. The killer
didn't answer, and then beyond the bushes he heard somebody running. Comyn went
after him.
People
were pouring out into the gardens from the house now. The killer couldn't turn
that way. He could try to double back toward the passenger lock, but Comyn
would be in his way and Comyn was armed. Maybe the killer hadn't counted on
this. He went the only way there was left open, toward the freight locks. Comyn
ran, turning down the power on his shocker. It didn't carry far that way, but
if he could get close enough he might bring down the guy alive and still able
to talk.
He saw him, running fast across an open
glade. He shouted to him to stop, but he was outranged. The only answer he got
was a snap bolt that hit a tree too close for comfort. There were shouts and
thrashings in the gardens all around now, and the emergency lights were coming
on. The guards were moving in from the freight locks. The killer ran, but there
was no place to run to. And then there were men on all sides of him in the
bright glare of the lights, and the blue bolts flashed and struck . . . and
that was it.
Comyn
came up. There was a milling around of people. Guards were shoving the workmen
back into the lock and there was a lot of talking. Peter Cochrane and Stanley
were both there, both with shockers in their hands, looking at the body. Comyn
looked too.
"Do you know him?" he asked.
Peter
nodded, and Stanley said, "Name's Washburn. He used to be a Cochrane
employee—oh, two, three years ago. He was fired. Undesirable, a
trouble-maker." Stanley shook his head. "How did he get here? What
was he doing?"
Comyn
said, "Trying to kill me. He tried it once before, on Earth."
Peter looked at him sharply. "You're
sure of that?" Comyn nodded.
People
were coming from the party nowl Sydna, Simon, guests looking excited,
frightened, upset, or curious, according to their natures.
"Keep
them back," said Peter savagely. "Keep them away from here."
Comyn
said, "It doesn't matter now. You might as well let them see the ship. It
doesn't matter."
Peter
stared at him. Simon moved between them, looking down. "Hey," he
said. "Hey, he came aboard the yacht. I saw him."
Peter's eyes blazed. "And you didn't
stop him? You let a character like that come in here and didn't even tell
me?"
Simon
said angrily, "Are you kidding? He had a pass from you.
Without.a
word, Comyn turned and took Peter Cochrane by the neck and bore him down.
Hands
pulled at him. There was a confusion of voices. Finally somebody hit him across
the back of the head with the flat of a shocker. He let go and they dragged him
away off of Peter. Peter got up unsteadily. Stanley was down on his knees
beside the dead man, going through his pockets. He held up a piece of paper.
"Here it is, Peter. It has your
signature."
Peter shook his head. He took the paper and
studied it.
"Forgery,"
he said. "He worked for us. He could
have got hold of a signature very easily. Probably on his
termination-of-contract papers. I've signed
a lot of 'em. I never gave him a
pass."
Comyn
said, "I hope you can prove that." Men were still holding his arms,
and his head hurt. Peter Cochrane came up to him.
"Why?
And what did you mean by, 'Let them see the ship. It doesn't matter now'?"
Comyn
said slowly, "Your friend was in too much of a hurry. He thought he had a clear shot at me,
but he didn't. Johnny got in the way."
A
silence fell. It spread outward from Comyn, stunned and heavy, and in it
Sydna's voice was harsh and very loud.
"You mean Johnny's
dead."
"Dead.
You can bury Washburn and you could have buried me, but you can't bury Johnny.
And I'm glad. He was a fool kid, but this wasn't any of his fight. There was no
reason he should die for it."
He
looked around at them, at Peter and Simon and Bill Stanley and at Sydna with
her shocked white face—particularly at Sydna.
"Well,
you had your party," he said bitterly. "And it's blown the lid right
off your private country on the Moon. You'll have Earth policemen tramping all
over it, and you can't keep them out. They'll want to know all about how Johnny
got killed, and why, and what you're doing here that's worth a murder, and
there won't be any secret about it anywhere. That's why I say you might as well
let them know about the ship."
Again
there was a long, cold silence. The dead man lay on his side where Stanley had
rolled him. One arm flung carelessly across his face. His mouth seemed to be smiling,
as if he were dreaming. Stanley looked gTay and
sick, and Simon's eyes roved uneasily, not looking at anything. Behind the
people the freight locks towered upward, and out from them came the muffled
clang and roar that had not stopped even for death.
Peter Cochrane spoke.
"I will notify the
Earth authorities myself. Meanwhile, no one is to leave the dome or communicate
with anyone until the investigation is complete and the police allow you to go.
There was a loud cry of
protest. Peter silenced it.
"I'm
sorry, it's necessary. You are welcome as our guests, and I'm sure Sydna will
make your visit as pleasant as possible."
They
began to straggle away slowly, back toward the house. Some men went to hunt for
Johnny. Peter turned again to Comyn.
"I
haven't tried to kill you. As Jonas told you, murder is for fools. And if I had
wanted to kill you I'd have done it myself and it wouldn't have been bungled.
All right, boys, let him go."
Then
Peter Cochrane went off, walking fast, toward the freight locks. Simon watched
him go uneasily.
"You know what he'll
do," he said to Stanley.
Stanley
was still staring at the body. It seemed to have a strange fascination for him.
He ran his tongue constantly over his lips as though they were dry, and his
hands shook.
"I
don't know," he answered absently. "I haven't had time to
think."
"He'll
hold off notifying Earth as long as he can. He'll get the bloody ship ready for
take-off and go, .without any further tests. By the time the cops get here,
we'll be clear out of the System—if the drive works."
His
voice lingered over the brief word, if. Comyn
heard him and shivered, wondering where they would be if it didn't.
His name
was Arch Comyn, and once
he had had a home on Earth, and once he had had a girl with strong brown
shoulders. And what was he doing out here in the abyss between the stars?
From
across the main cabin, from the table where some of the others were playing
cards, a voice said:
"Give me three."
Comyn
thought it was funny. It was very funny, indeed, that men making the second Big
Jump in history, that men going faster and farther than any men but five had
ever gone before, separated only by metal walls from the awful-ness of
infinity, should sit and play games with little plastic cards and pretend that
they were not where they were.
He
knew now what Ballantyne had felt. This was not the going between worlds that
men had grown used to. This was an adventure into madness. The ports were
shielded tight because there was nothing beyond them but an awful blankness,
tinged with eerie fiickerings of energy that was their own mass discharging
itself through the neutronic converters into a tight propulsion field, hurling
them through a space that was not normal and might not even exist in their own
universe. Theoretically, the astrogators knew where they were. Actually, no one
knew.
The
nastiest thing about it was that there was no sense of motion. The interior of
the ship was gripped in a stasis that was' the reactionless core of the
mass-propulsion field itself, the dead quiet eye of the hurricane. They might
as well have been in a tightly shuttered room on Earth, going nowhere. And yet
the stars—the stars that Ballantyne had learned to hate—showed on the screens
as crawling tracks, distorted and spectral and mfinitely strange, as the
unthink-ably speeding ship overtook and passed their light rays.
Only
one screen, fitted with a complicated electronic damper-field, showed space
ahead in relatively true perspective. Centered in the cross-hairs and kept centered
by automatic compensators was the dull red eye of Barnard's Star. At first, the
men had stared often at the screen and the brooding eye in it. Then they had
looked at it less and less, and finally avoided it altogether.
Comyn couldn't avoid it. He'd gone back to
stare at it again and again. He couldn't stop thinking about it. He asked Peter
Cochrane now, "Why Barnard's Star, anyway? What made Ballantyne pick it
instead of Centauri?"
"We
know Barnard's Star has planets," said Peter. He looked worn, drawn to the
breaking point, full of a feverish triumph that would not let him rest.
"It has a low luminosity, and the astronomers were able to separate its
planets visually some years ago, with the Keble telescope. Alpha and Proxima
Centauri they're still not sure of, so Barnard was chosen. Of course, it's only
a start. The Weiszacker theory is pretty well proved by now, and it postulates
that most stars have planets, so you can see this is only a start—"
He
broke off suddenly, as though he realized he was talking too rapidly, too
intensely. The young doctor who had cared for Ballantyne and who was going to
take care of them now because he was the only expert there was on transuranic
medicine, said:
"Better
take a sedative and knock off for a while, Mr. Cochrane."
Peter
said, "No, I want to go over these log books again." "There's
plenty of time for log books."
"There's
nothing in them we haven't already found out, anyway," Simon said. His
gaze, cold and glowering, was fixed on Comyn. "Our friend here is the only
one who knows where we're going. Or does he?"
"You'll find out," said Comyn,
"when we get there."
French, the doctor, and Roth, the physicist
who had examined Ballantyne, and the other men from the Cochrane labs who were
playing cards, bent studiously over their game to keep out of Cochrane
quarrels.
Comyn
said harshly to Peter, Simon and Bill Stanley, "And before you find out,
I'm going to know which of you hired Washburn to do me in."
"Which one of us?"
"Yes. It was one of you three. One of
you has the missing books of Ballantyne's log. You all had the
opportunity."
Comyn's
eyes were very bright, very hard. He was, like the rest of them, suffering from
long tension. Things had been bad before they left Luna: Johnny's sheeted
corpse lying in one of the great rooms; Sydna's guests hysterically demanding
to know why the police didn't come, why they were being kept prisoner—and Sydna
herself, with a face like a stone image, not speaking to anyone. Old Jonas had
talked to her. What he had said, Comyn didn't know, but Sydna had no spirit
left in her.
It hadn't really gone on long. No more than
two days, Earth time. Peter had done exactly as Simon predicted. The activity
around the freight locks had reached an insane pitch, with workmen dropping in
their tracks and being revived or replaced. And then, incredibly, the ship was
ready, Peter called the authorities, and there was not even time to say
good-bye.
"One
of you," Comyn said, "hired that killer who got the wrong man. I'm
not sure yet which one of you it was. But I will be."
Peter said furiously,
"You still think I gave Washburn that pass?" "He had it."
Simon came and stood in front of Comyn.
"I didn't like you the first time I saw you," he said. "I like
you less and less as time goes by. You talk too much. It might be a good idea
if someone did kill you."
"Yeah,"
said Comyn. "And you saw Washburn get off the yacht. You could have
stopped him and checked that forged pass, but you didn't."
Bill Stanley caught Simon's arm and said,
"Wait a minute. We can't afford any brawls now. We . . ."
Doctor French cleared his throat nervously.
"Listen, we're under a psychological strain that can crack us wide open if
we're not careful. Knock it off. Take a sedative, calm down. Especially you,
Mr. Cochrane."
"You sound," said Peter dryly,
"as though you could use a sedative yourself." He glanced at Simon.
"However, I think you're Tight. Let
it go, Simon."
"You'd better let it go, too. But I
won't argue it now. I'm going to try to sleep."
He
went off to his cabin. Simon had disappeared. Bill Stanley sat down by himself
and stared blankly at a bulkhead. The card players talked in low monotones,
not as though their minds were on the game.
Comyn lit a cigarette and moved restlessly
back and forth in the confined space. Air whirred in the ventilators. The dome
lights burned, and they were bright enough, but there was something vaguely
unnatural about the fight itself, as though it had shifted somewhere along the
spectrum. Comyn's flesh quivered deep in its individual cells, torturing him
like a persistent itch. It tortured everybody. Roth had said it was some
obscure effect of the stasis and its surrounding field of energy. Static
electricity, he thought, generated by their own bodies under the abnormal
conditions. One of the hazards of star-flight. It could be a hazard. Little
things could grow so big. Little things like an itch or a sound you couldn't
quite hear.
Comyn
thought: Ballantyne heard it at the last. All the way out to Barnard's Star and back he listened to it, but he couldn't hear it. And then they fetched the damned electric drill and that was it—the sound ...
Just
over the threshold of hearing lay the nerve-aching screech and whine, the
incessant, maddening, unbearable sound—the sound of the drive.
Comyn
swore abruptly, and said, "It wouldn't be so bad if we were moving."
Roth
grunted, scowling at the cards he held. "You're moving," he said.
"You're covering six light-years a lot of times faster than light
itself." He threw down his hand. "A lousy pair of tens. I'm out. Yes,
Comyn, you're moving."
"But how do we know we are? We can't
feel it, we can't see it, we can't even hear it."
"We take it on faith," said Roth.
"Our instruments assure us that we're approaching Barnard's Star at high
velocity. Or it's approaching us. Who knows? Motion is only relative. Anyway,
relative to our known universe we're going at a speed that's so fast it's
impossible—theoretically. Relarive to some other universe or state of matter,
we could easily be standing still."
"When
you scientists start dreaming it up, you give me a pain," said Comyn.
"It all sounds cockeyed."
"Not
at all. Groom's theory, on which Ballantyne built his drive, was that the
so-called light-speed barrier was real, and that matter achieving
faster-than-light velocities would shift into another plane of atomic
vibration, or matter-state, creating a closed vacuum in the continuum in which
energy could be neither gained nor lost. Hence, the mass-propulsion field, the
ship feeding on itself, as it were, using the kinetic energy stored up in the
original acceleration. The drive works, but whether or not that proves the
theory, we don't know. There's a very interesting distortion of time ..."
Comyn,
listening and only half understanding, felt that nightmare sense of unreality
closer upon him. He fought against it; he had to keep his mind on the very real
and nasty problem that faced Arch Comyn.
".
. . and Vickrey was much concerned with time in his notes on the outward
voyage," Roth was saying. "The chronometers functioned, but were they
still accurate as to Earth chronology? There was no way to check. We say they
took so-and-so many months for the first Big Jump. Vickrey's word was
'eternity'—a fairly-vague term. How long has it been since we went into star-drive? My idea is that the time-sense . . ."
Comyn
stamped out his cigarette irritably and left the main cabin. All this
scientific double-talk was upsetting. He had a literal mind. A chair was a
chair, a table was a table and an hour was sixty minutes long. As long as he
could hang onto these realities, he could make out.
He
dug a bottle out of a locker—not the sedative Doctor French would have
prescribed, but ninety-proof and good enough. He sat drinking it and thinking
of Sydna, wondering if she really meant what she had said about there not being
any tomorrow for them. Probably. He wished she was here, but he was glad she
wasn't. After a while he began to listen to the drive: the sound he could hear
with the edges of his teeth and the raw ends of his nerves, but not quite with
his ears. He swore, poured another drink and then went to sleep. It seemed a devil
of a way to spend your time on this, man's second traverse between the stars,
but there wasn't much else to do. Even the scientists had little to do but
check their instruments. The flight engineers were useful only when shifting in
or out of drive, and the pilots were purely ornamental except when the ship was
operating on normal velocity. The functioning of the ship on star-drive was
nutomatic. No crew of human beings could have controlled it manually. All they
did was sit and watch a million gadgets and hope they worked.
Comyn
snored, twitched and dreamed. His dreams were not good. He started up, gagging
on a lungful of stale afrit seemed to him that he hadn't breathed real air
since he went to Luna—and became aware of the bell that announced mealtime.
Comyn
came out of his cabin warily, as he always did. He was not afraid of guns. The
ship's arsenal was locked, and no one was allowed anything more lethal than a
pocket-knife. Peter Cochrane was taking no chances with hysteria, space fever
or simple mutiny. But a man bent on murder can be very ingenious in devising
weapons. Comyn was cautious.
There
was no one.in the corridor. Comyn yawned and started along it toward the main
cabin. His head was still heavy, and there was a strong taste of whisky in his
mouth.
On
the starboard side of the corridor was a compartment used for the keeping of
certain stores for the cabin section. The door was not quite shut, but that was
not unusual since people went in and out of it fairly often. Comyn passed it.
There
was a swift, sharp suction of air behind him, a door being pulled open silently
but very fast, and then a hurried step and one harsh indrawn breath. Comyn
threw himself forward and as much to the left as he could manage on
split-second notice. The steel bar that had been meant for the back of his
skull came whistling down onto his right shoulder instead. It made a very ugly
noise.
Pain
became a huge inescapable fact. He was falling and he couldn't help that, but
his left hand went instinctively lo the focal point of that agony as though to
hold it back, and found instead the collared end of the steel bar and gripped
it and pulled it along.
He
hit the deck. Bands of light were flickering in front of his eyes, and there
was darkness close behind. But the fear of death was on him and he thrashed
around, still holding the steel bar. There was a man there, a cautious man, a
man expecting failure, because he had hidden his face and head so that his
victim could not recognize him— all this care despite the fact that there
should have been no possibility of recognition.
Rage
came up in Comyn so strongly that it almost cleared away that gathering dark.
He made an animal sound, with no words in it, and tried to get up. The man with
the hidden face turned suddenly and ran away. His legs and his polished shoes
ran and ran down the length of the passage, and Comyn watched them, and he knew
whose shoes they were, and he recognized those dark-trousered legs. A man's
face is only part of what you know him by. He started to say the name that went
with them, but he didn't have time. He passed out.
He
was still lying in the corridor. His right arm was numb to the finger ends, and
he felt pain when he moved. It took him a long time to get up, and a longer
time to make the several miles down the passage and into the main cabin. He had
not been out too long. They were still at dinner, around the collapsible
tables. The men looked at him when he came in. There were all there, Peter and
Simon and Bill Stanley, the scientists, all of them. They stopped eating and
Doctor French got up suddenly.
Comyn
sat down heavily. He looked at Peter Cochrane. "I'm ready now," he
said, "to tell you where Ballantyne landed."
Many
voices spoke at once. French
was bending over him, asking where he was hurt. Peter Cochrane stood up, demanding
silence. Simon was leaning forward, his eyes intent. Bill Stanley put down his
knife and fork. His hands were seized with an uncontrollable trembling. There
was a pallor on him and a sweating. Comyn laughed.
"You
should have made it good," he said to William Stanley. "Peter would
have. Simon would have. But not you. You haven't that kind of guts."
Stanley said, "I
don't—"
"Oh,
yes, you do. Hiding your face didn't hide the rest of you. I know your shoes,
your clothes, the way you move. I know you, now."
Stanley
pushed his chair back a little, as though he would like to get away from Comyn,
from all of them. He spoke again, but his words were not clear.
"It's
different when you have to do it yourself, isn't it?" Comyn said.
"Not nice and tidy like just writing a check. You have to figure on maybe
missing the first time. You have to be able to go on hitting a man until he
stays down. You have to have a strong stomach and no nerves, like Washbum.
Maybe with a gun you could have done it, but not with your hands—not ever with
your hands."
French
was trying to peel his shirt back, and Comyn pushed him away. Simon had risen.
His eyes met Peter's. Peter's face got white around the hps. Suddenly he took
hold of Stanley's jacket.
"Did you do this,
Bill?"
Stanley
sat perfectly still, looking up at Peter. His eyes began to get a slow hot
gleam in them that grew brighter and uglier, and then all at once he struck
Peter's hand away and sprang up. It seemed as though that rough touch on him
had acted as a key to turn loose everything that had been bottled up in him
under pressure for a long time.
It came out quietly, very quietly, as though
his throat was pulled too tight to make much noise in it.
"Yes, I did. And keep
your hands off me."
He
moved back a step or two, away from them. Nobody spoke around the tables. They
were all watching, with their foiks halfway to their mouths. Simon started
forward, but Peter caught him.
"That
won't do any good right now," he said. And then to Stanley: "You have
the log books."
"I had them. I burned them." He
looked from Peter to Simon and back again. "Getting them was easy. You
were all so excited, thinking what you might be going to get. There were only
two of them—thin little books. I saw them first and stuck them inside my shirt,
as easy as that."
"You
burned them," Peter said, and Stanley jerked his head.
"I
memorized them. I have a good memory." He turned on Comyn. "All
right, go ahead. Tell them. You've made trouble for me from the beginning. I'd
have had you killed on Mars, only Peter stopped it."
Comyn said, "Doesn't Johnny weigh a
little heavy on your soul?"
"No.
That was Washburn's doing. I didn't even know he was there until I saw him
dead. I fired him after he failed the first time. You cost him a lot of money,
Comyn, and he was mad. I guess he thought he could still collect. Probably
blackmail me too. No, Johnny wasn't my fault."
"I
don't understand, Bill," said Peter. He was staring at Stanley in a
puzzled way, shaking his head slowly from side to side. "Why? We always
treated you right. You were one of the family, you had an important job, plenty
of money—we trusted you. I don't understand."
Stanley
laughed. It was not a nice sound. "One of the family," he repeated.
"An appendage. A wailing wall for Claudia, and a football for her mother.
A convenience. Good old dependable Bill. But not a Cochrane, never for a minute.
No real voice in anything, no real interest in the corporation. That was all
Claudia's." His mouth twisted. "Claudia!"
Simon
said angrily, "What did you marry her for, then? You were anxious enough
at the time."
"What would anybody marry Claudia
for?" asked Stanley. "Her money. I thought I could stick it out, but
between her and her old bat of a mother—" He broke off. "All right. I
saw a chance to get hold of something worth having and I took it. What's wrong
with that? Ask old Jonas how many times he did it, to get his palace on the
Moon."
Comyn
repeated his original statement about himself. "You should have made it
good."
"I
should have. Unfortunately, I don't have the capacity for violence. Few
civilized men do." His control was beginning to crack a little. He had
started to shake again, and his eyes blazed. Comyn thought how unfamiliar a man
looked with all his emotions showing. It was like seeing him with his clothes
off.
Stanley
turned again to Peter and the smouldering Simon. His voice had risen just a
little, a notch higher, a notch louder. "Comyn says he can tell you where
Ballantyne landed. All right. But I read the log, remember. I know the
coordinates, not just the world but the exact location on it. I know where the
transuranic ores are, the exact location. I know—"
Peter said, "I think
we could find them if we had to."
"Perhaps
you could. But there's more than just finding them. There's the—the
Transuranae. I know about them too." He strode toward Comyn, four or five
jerky steps. "Do you know all that, Comyn? Can you tell them?"
Comyn
didn't answer for a long moment. Then he said slowly, "Stanley, you're a
scared little man, a greedy little man, and you're hoping against hope. But
you're safe. You win." He glanced at Peter. "I thought maybe I could
jar it out of him, but it didn't work. I can't tell you where Ballantyne
landed. I never knew."
Peter
let out a long breath. "I hoped," he said, "but I never counted
on it. So that settles that." He looked at Stanley. "Well?"
Stanley
was trying hard to hang onto himself. The sudden uncontested victory had almost
unmanned him. He tried three times before he could get the words out.
"Let's not be polite about this. For
once, I've got the upper hand and there's nothing you can do about it. You
can't even kill me, because all the knowledge is in my head and because you're
going to need me every step of the way, before we land and after. Especially
after."
"Suppose,"
said Peter softly, "that we decide we don't need you at all. Suppose we just
lock you up and let you stay there."
"You
could. It would be dangerous and tremendously expensive to search eight unknown
planets—there are satellites too, you know. Our fuel and supplies aren't
unlimited. The voyage alone was Ballantyne's whole objective, and the landing
was only by the way. But we're here to consolidate, and we can't waste too much
potential running around. You could try, and you might even succeed. But
without the information I can give you, you'd never get the ores. You probably
would not even survive the attempt. There are . . . obstacles."
The
shadow of dread that passed over Stanley's face was more impressive than any
threat, because it was personal and unpremeditated. And Comyn was remembering
Ballantyne's final scream.
"What's your
price?" asked Peter Cochrane.
"High,"
said Stanley, "but not too high. I want a controlling interest in
Cochrane Transuranic and all that goes with it. Fifty-one percent. You
Cochranes have enough, Peter. There's no reason why you should have this
too."
For a while nobody spoke. There were deep
lines between Peter's eyes and around his mouth. Simon watched Stanley with the
cold eagerness of a leopard. Finally Peter said:
"What do you think,
Simon?"
"Tell him where to go. The Cochranes
have never needed help from little swine like him."
Again no one spoke. Peter scowled and
thought. Sweat gathered in drops on Stanley's forehead and ran slowly down his
temples, over pulses that were beating visibly.
Peter
said thoughtfully, "We might beat it out of him." His gaze slid to
Comyn. "What do you think?"
"I'd enjoy it," Comyn said.
"But it's risky business. None of us are experts, and you can kill a man
without meaning to. Besides, in this case it wouldn't work. All Stanley has to
do is break down and tell us a bunch of lies, and we wouldn't know the
difference. We couldn't check it." He paused, and added, "I think
he's got you."
Simon started a bitter
protest, and Peter silenced him.
"It
comes down to this," he said. "A hundred percent or forty-nine. It
won't make any difference if we come back the way Ballantyne did. Very well,
Bill, you win."
"I want it on
paper," Stanley said. "And signed."
"You'll
get it. And now I'm going to tell you what I think of you." He told him,
and Stanley listened. When he was all through, Stanley said:
"You
were entitled to that, but I don't want any more of it, from either of you. Do
you understand?"
He
seemed to have grown several inches taller, and his face had acquired a
superficial calm that was almost dignified. He started to leave the cabin, a
proud man, a successful man, and then Comyn said quietly:
"Do you think this is going to make
Sydna fall at your feet?"
Stanley turned around. He said, "I don't
know why I didn't beat your head in when I had the chance. You keep your dirty
mouth shut."
"What is this,"
demanded Peter, "about Sydna?"
Comyn said, "He'd
rather have her than Claudia."
Simon
laughed. He seemed to find that idea so genuinely funny that he couldn't help
laughing. Stanley rounded on him in a white fury.
"Sydna's
standards aren't so high. Ask Comyn. And you're going to learn something, all
of you. You're going to learn to respect me. Sydna too. She has nothing to be
haughty about except her money. None of you have. You can all think what you
like about me, but by God you'll respect me!"
He
gave Simon a crack across the mouth that stopped his laughter, and then he went
away so swiftly and furiously that he was gone before Simon could get at him.
Peter hauled his brother away toward his own cabin.
"Keep
your temper," he said. "We've got enough on our necks. Come on, we
have work to do."
They
left. The men around the table began slowly to eat again, not as though they
cared about it. They didn't talk. They were too embarrassed by what had
happened and now waited till they could get off by themselves in small groups
to let loose the excited chatter that was in them. French said to Comyn:
"Better let me take
care of that shoulder."
He took care of it, and it was not as bad as
it might have been because Comyn's muscles were thick and had saved the bone.
But he was pretty well laid up with it for a while. By the time he could use
his arm again he was ready to lose his mind from inaction, from the subliminal
screech of the drive, from the not-moving and not-seeing—the uncanny drawing
out of time.
He
looked at his watch, and it meant nothing. The chronometers were only a
mockery. Earth was years, centuries behind them, and Barnard's Star had grown
no bigger on the screen, no brighter. The feeling had begun to grow on the
ship's company that they were lost somewhere out of space and time and would
never find their way back. There were outbreaks of hysteria, and French was
busy with his needle. One man cracked completely and was confined to his cabin,
strapped down.
"We'll all be there," muttered
French, "if we don't get out of this pretty soon."
"We're almost ready to shift
drive," Peter said. His face was pared down to the bone now, and he looked
more like Jonas and more like an Indian than ever. "We'll be back in
normal space—tomorrow."
He hesitated before he said that word that
was only an arbitrary symbol for something that didn't exist.
"If
we make it," Comyn thought. The fear was in him too. It was the
strangeness that got you, the not knowing. You had to sit and wait and wonder
if the trap would let you go.
Stanley kept saying, "Don't worry.
Ballantyne and the others felt the way we do, but they came out of it all
right. They made it."
He had his paper, signed and sealed. He knew
more about what was going to happen than any of them. But even he was afraid.
It showed on him like a gray dust, and his cheering words were only words and
nothing more. Nobody answered him. People rarely spoke to him any more. Comyn
thought that it wasn't their concern over the Cochrane fortunes, but simply
that the men hated to have their lives depending on Stanley.
They
didn't trust him, not because of his business ethics but because they felt he
was not a man, except by courtesy of sex. He was no longer pink and prosperous,
but he was still the executive errand-boy, the carrier-out of other men's
orders. They had seen the way he had won his victory. It did not inspire
confidence in them.
"As
soon as we're out of drive," Stanley told Peter, "I'll give you the
coordinates on our destination."
The
flight engineers were glued to their instruments now. Time passed, or the
arbitrary illusion of it, measured off by the chronometers. Men moved about,
doing nothing in particular with great intensity, or simply sat and sweated.
They had been through this once, and it had been bad enough. This time it was
worse. The interior of the ship felt to Comyn like the inside of a bomb getting
ready to explode. The red eye of Barnard's Star watched them from the screen
and did not change.
The
dome lights began to flash off and on. Alarm bells rang through the passageways
and in the cabins. The first warning. French finished giving the last man his
shot.
"All
right," said Peter. "Everybody to your quarters." His voice was
rasping, like an old man's. Up in the control room the pilots were strapping
in, ready to take over. Indicators quivered and crawled, and a sonic-relay
beam was squeaking higher and higher up the scale. Lights flickered on the
board like little stars. The engineers were as robots, eyes fixed, faces glazed
with sweat, calling off in voices that were not human. The astrogators were
standing by.
Somebody
said, "What if they miscalculated? What if we ram right into Barnard's
Star?"
Comyn went back to his cabin and lay down. He
felt sick. He wanted a drink worse than he ever had in his life, but there
wasn't any more. He rolled the coppery taste of fear over his tongue and braced
himself. The dome lights were still flashing: Off, on; off, on.
The bells rang—second
warning.
Comyn waited. The shot was supposed to dull
the nerves, make the shock easier on them. His did not feel dulled. He was
afraid of what was coming and more afraid of its not coming. Suppose the drive
failed to shift? Suppose they couldn't come out of it?
The
dome lights flashed, off, on. It was hard on the eyes, hard on the nerves. The
squall and screech of the drive was almost audible now. He waited, and it was a
long time, too long.
Something
had gone wrong; the drive had failed and they couldn't come out of it. They
were going to go on and on forever in this not-space until they went crazy and
died, and even that wouldn't stop them . . .
The
lights stopped flashing. They stayed a hard bright steady glare, and then the
third warning sounded, not bells this time but a siren, so there would be no
mistake about it. The wild banshee howling raised the hair on Comyn's head and
brought out the cold sweat on his skin, and then the lights went out and there
was no more sound.
Darkness.
The black silence of the tomb. He strained his ears, but even the supersonic
torture of the drive was slipping away, receding beyond reach. Blue
witch-lights flared from every metal surface in the ship, and then it began:
the subtle slide and wrench and twist that took each separate atom in a man's
body and moved it in a new direction with the most horrible effect of vertigo
that had ever been devised. Comyn tried to scream, but whether he made it or
not he never knew. For one timeless ghastly interval he thought he saw the
fabric of the ship itself dissolving with him into a mist of discrete
particles, and he knew that he wasn't human any more and that nothing was real.
And then he plunged headlong into nothingness.
The
first thing that came to
him was the familiar thud and throb of the auxiliaries. It dragged him back to
the point where he could remember what his name was, and then he opened his
eyes and sat up. There were solid bulkheads around him, and a solid bunk under
him. He felt himself all over, and he was still there. The feel of the ship was
different. It was the normal feel of a spaceship, under way and braking.
He
got up and went out into the passageway. The lights were on again. Men were
coming out of their cabins. He wondered if he looked like them, like something
dug up and resurrected. His legs didn't work right and he staggered, trying to
run. But they were all staggering and nobody noticed. There was a rising
babble of voices. The ship sounded like an aviary at dawn.
He came into the main cabin. He saw faces
with tears running down them, but he didn't know whose they were and he didn't
care. The ports were open. For the first time in a million years the blank
walls were opened up, and Comyn flung himself toward the nearest port. Men
crowded on his heels and there was much noise, but he neither felt nor heard.
He clung to the thick quartzite and stared at the beautiful deep darkness of
space outside. He saw the stars that were no longer eerie crawling worms of
light but bright suns, blazing blue and red and gold and green. They hung in
clusters, in ropes and chains and burning clouds against the primal night.
Somebody
said, in one long tumbling breath: "We made it oh God we made it we
shifted backl"
Comyn
made himself stop shaking. He looked around the cabin, but the people he wanted
were not there and he went forward to the bridge. The brake bursts shook the
deck plates under his feet, and it was a good feeling. They were back. They
were moving. Everything was all right.
Peter and Simon and Stanley were in the
bridge. The
ports were open here too, and dead ahead in space was a
far-off sun the color of rusty iron—a somber fire burning
in the dark. Comyn's feeling of elation drained away. They
had made the second Big Jump, and now it was waiting for
them under the light of that mad and wildly fleeing star—
the world and the fate that had waited for Ballantyne at the
end of that first long trail. '
Stanley
had a sheet of paper, a large one, covered with many figures. He held it out to
the navigator.
"Here's your
destination,'' he said.
The
navigator spread out the paper on his workboard and scowled at it. Presently he
said, "You've given me too much, mister. The planetary coordinates look
okay, and the orbital velocity and grav-constant equations and the landing
speeds. But all this mess here—these calculations of the relative motions of
Ballantyne's ship and Barnard II ...
1"
Comyn
reached over and snatched the paper out of the startled man's hands. He backed
away, looking at it, ignoring the sudden angry words that were being said.
He said to Stanley,
"You memorized all this?"
"Of
course," said Stanley. He made a grab for the paper. "Damn you,
Comyn."
"Yes, you did,"
said Comyn, and tore the sheet apart.
An
enraged and startled cry burst out from several different throats, and Comyn
thrust the torn scraps into his pockets. He smiled at Stanley.
"You can write it out
again."
Peter swore, a bitter vitriolic stream.
"What are you trying to do, Comyn? Aren't things tough enough
without—"
"He memorized it all," said Comyn.
"He's good. He can remember stuff in three dimensions, orbital velocities,
landing speeds, the works. Give him a pencil
and paper. He can write it out again."
A glint of understanding came all at once
into Peter's eyes. "Sure," he said. "Get him some paper, Simon.
I'm sorry this happened, Bill, but there's nothing lost except a little work."
"A little work,"
said Stanley. He looked at Comyn the way a cobra looks at something it can't
get at to strike. He said things, very ugly things, but Comyn didn't pay attention
to them. He was noticing some sudden changes in Stanley.
"What's the matter?" he asked.
"A minute ago you were lordly as a hog on ice, and now you don't look so
good. Has your memory gone back on you?"
Simon
came back with pencil and paper and shoved them impatiently at Stanley.
"Here. Get busy. We haven't all the time in creation."
"Time," said
Stanley. "If Comyn hadn't interfered—"
"A
very odd thing has happened," said Peter slowly. "I'm beginning to
like Comyn. We have much in common."
Stanley
threw the pencil on the floor. "I can't do it here," he said.
"Nobody could. I'm going to my cabin and it may take me a little while.
Don't disturb me. If there's any more trouble made for me, you'll all pay for
it."
He
stamped out. Nobody spoke until he was gone, and then Comyn said:
"Don't blow a fuse. If anything goes
wrong, this paper can be pieced together again. I was careful how I tore
it."
Simon
said, "He couldn't have got the log books aboard. I examined every piece
of baggage myself."
"Not
the books themselves," said Comyn. "But a couple of micro-photostats
could slide by in a pack of cigarettes or a roll of socks.
"Well," said
Simon, "let's go."
"Give
him a while," said Peter. "Let him get set. I'll need the master key.
Those metal doors don't break open very easy."
They waited a little, and then the three of
them went very quietly through the main cabin, where there were still clusters
of men by the ports, and down the passageway to Stanley's cabin. Peter nodded
and put the key into the lock.
The
door swung in. It had taken only a few seconds to open it, but Stanley must
have been sitting inside with his reflexes on hair-triggers, listening,
fearing, hoping, not knowing whether to delay or to hurry, and not daring to
do either. There was a large ash tray on his table with a tiny fire burning in
it, and Comyn saw the finish of an action that must have started with the first
touch of the key to the lock. A roll
of microfilm dropped into the fire, flared, and was gone, and Stanley was already
scrabbling for the other one, the one he had been copying from. But he couldn't
pick it up so easily because it was pinned under a small but very powerful
lens.
Comyn
sprang forward. Peter and Simon were right with him. They hit Stanley almost
together, bore him over and fell in a sprawling undignified tangle, six hands
clawing for the tiny thing that Stanley had tight in his clenched fist. Comyn
got his hands around Stanley's wrist and squeezed. Peter was saying. "Look
out, don't tear it I" and Stanley was trying to fend them all off with one
hand and his feet. He was sobbing like a woman and cursing them. Finally Simon
hit him in the face. He went limp for a moment and his fingers relaxed and
Peter got the film.
They
rolled off each other and got up, leaving Stanley sitting on the floor with one
hand to the side of his face where Simon had struck him. There was a smear of
blood at the corner of his mouth. Peter looked down at him. He was breathing
hard and his eyes were ugly. He said to Simon:
"Get that paper off him.''
Simon
began to search him, roughly. Stanley said, "No!" on a high rising
note, and floundered up. He swung at Simon's head and missed, and Simon hit him
again, open-handed this time, contemptuously, but hard. "Stop it," he
said, "or I'll break your jaw." Peter stepped up and held Stanley's
arms from behind. Simon found the paper.
"Give
it here," said Peter. He let go of Stanley and took the paper. The fire
was still smoldering in the big ash tray. He put Stanley's guarantee of empire
into it and watched it bum.
Stanley said, "You can't do that. It
isn't that easy." His voice was high. He wiped with the back of his hand
at the blood on his mouth. "The other roll is gone—the last book, the one
about the Transuranae. I still know what's in it. You can't get along without
me."
The ashes crumbled and turned gray. Peter
Cochrane said slowly, "We'll get along, Bill. You're not a big enough man
to bull us out, and you know it. It's time you stopped being a fool."
"What do you expect me to do?" asked
Stanley savagely. "Agree with you?"
"I'm
going to make you a proposition," Peter said. "I will give you, in
your own name, a fair share of Cochrane Trans-uranic—and no more than a fair
share, no more than any of the others who volunteered for this trip will get.
Furthermore, Simon and I will agree to forget your recent behavior."
Stanley
laughed. "That's big of you. Listen, in a little while you'll be landing
on Barnard II. Unless I tell you what was in that book, the same thing will
happen to you that happened to Rogers and Vickrey and Strang and Kessel— and
Ballantyne. You don't dare take that chance."
Comyn
had started forward at the mention of Rogers' name, but Peter stopped him.
"Let
me do this ... All right, Bill, so it
happens to us, and it doesn't happen to you. Where will you be? Can you pick up
the pieces of the expedition and take the survivors home—or if there aren't
any, go back by yourself? There's more to a bluff than words. There's got to be
a man to back it up."
Stanley
said between his teeth, "You're not doing so well with your bluff. The fact you're willing to make concessions at all shows
that—"
Peter's hand shot out and gripped the front
of Stanley's shirt.
"Get
one thing through your head," said Peter in a very soft voice. "I'm
making no concessions to you. I'm thinking of Claudia. Be thankful you're
married to a Cochrane, for if you weren't I'd throw you to the hogs."
He
flung him off with such fierce contempt that Stanley stumbled and half fell
onto the edge of his bunk.
"Now,
you cheap little chiseler," said' Peter, "do you want your job back
or don't you?"
Stanley
was still sitting on the edge of his bunk. He looked at Peter fixedly, and then
answered him in four vicious words.
He
added, "I've still got you in a cleft stick. You've got to know about the
Trans uranae and what else is on that world. You'll pay for that knowledge, or
you'll get what Ballantyne got."
Peter
said harshly, "I've known you a long time, Bill. You're a tough man behind
a desk, but not anywhere else. You'll take the share I offered you and be glad
of it."
He turned away. Comyn's fists itched, but he
followed. Stanley shouted furiously after them:
"A
share in Cochrane Transuranic you'll give mel That's funny, that's very funny.
You don't know what the hell you're giving out shares in but you will, you
will—"
Comyn slammed the door. Peter scowled down at
the roll of microfilm in his hand. "That's what old Jonas meant by amateurs
who bungle unpredictably. But one thing sure, he's scared. He's plenty scared,
and not of us."
Three
days later they were in an orbit around Barnard II, and going down.
Comyn
slept, a light, uneasy,
restless sleep. His dreams were full of voices,
full of words and pictures: the landing; the grassy plain, with the strange
slim golden trees; the mountains to the south, the tall cliffs and rocky
spires, tortured by wind and water into shapes that leaned and crouched and
made to spring; the gorge that cleft them.
There
had been the land and the day of waiting, penned inside the ship, while the
endless tests were made. Finally it was determined: "No contamination of
the air." Stanley's face set like marble, Stanley's mouth unspeaking.
"You'll have to pay me, Peter. You'll have to pay."
Men
going out, wearing armor, carrying Geigers. No radiation, no contamination,
not here on the plain. Men could come out and breathe again. It was safe.
Peter staring off toward
the mountains. "Is it there?"
Stanley saying, "I'll
tell you, but you'll have to pay."
"Tomorrow . .."
"If you pay."
Dreams, oppressive, somber, filled with
beauty, tinged with fear. Beauty of wild tree and sweeping plain, beauty of
sound and color—all alien, new and strange. Comyn tossed in the narrow bunk and
saw again the mountains and the gorge as he had seen them at the going-down of
Barnard's Star, a rust-red giant heavy in the west. Red fight poured down on
the world, the screaming spires dripping blood from off their flanks. They were
beautiful even then, beautiful \as battle, as armed knights clashing above the
shadowed gorge.
And
then in the dream was sunset, and the coming on of night. Dusk and darkness,
and underneath them horror. Horror that sped through the golden trees, faster
and faster on noiseless feet, calling, crying, toward the ship, "1 am Paul. I am dead, but I cannot diet"
Comyn woke with a leap and
a yell. He was shaking, drenched with sweat. The cabin was filled with
moonlight that came in through the port, but the room was small and close and
he had seen too much of its walls. It felt like a coffin, and nightmares clung
in its comers. He went out of it and down the passage.
The
lock was open. A man sat inside of it, with a high-powered shock-rifle on his
lap.
"I'm going out,"
said Comyn.
The
man looked at him doubtfully. "I have my orders," he said. "But
the old man's out there. You ask him."
Comyn
stepped through the round thick walled opening and climbed down the ladder. Two
copper moons burned in the sky, and a third was rising huge and tawny from the
horizon. There was no darkness except where the groves of slender trees trailed
it from their boughs. A little to the left, still plain under the returning
grass, were the scar and the hollow where Ballantyne's ship had lain.
Peter
Cochrane was walking back and forth by the foot of the ladder. He stopped and
spoke:
"I'm
glad you came. It isn't good to be alone on a strange world." He took
Comyn's arm and pulled him away a little, out of the glow from the ship's
ports. "Look off there, straight down the gorge. Is that just
moonlight?"
"Hard
to say. . . ." The three moons wove a tapestry of light that glanced and gleamed in a bewildering way, shifting constandy
and very bright. But Comyn thought he saw, down among the cliffs where Peter
was pointing, a pale white fire not made by any moon. It was a fragile,
glittering aurora that set his nerves to leaping with an awareness of the unknown . . . and then vanished from his dazzled eyes, lost in the
overwhelming moonlight.
"I don't know,"
said Comyn. "I can't be sure."
"That's
the devil of it," Peter said. "We're not sure of anything."
He started to walk back toward the ship.
Comyn followed him. From somewhere in the night behind them came a soft fluting
call, very clear and sweet, with a sound in it like laughter. Peter jerked his
head toward it.
"Take that, for instance. What is it—bird,
beast, something with no name at all? Who knows?"
"Stanley might. What
are you going to do about Stanley?"
"Cornyn,
there are times when only a damn fool won't give in. This may be one of them. I
don't know." He shook his head somberly. "If it were just myself and
Simon, I'd see him in blazes first. But I can't take that chance with the
others."
He glanced around the moon-washed plain.
"I look at this place, and I think there can't be any danger here. Regular
Garden of Eden, isn't it? And then I remember Ballantyne, and I'm willing to
give Stanley the whole Cochrane Corporation if he can give us only a -hint of
how to save ourselves from what happened to him."
"But you don't really
think he can."
"I
don't know, Comyn. But I do know nobody else can." "So you'll come to
terms with him."
"Probably,"
said Peter, as though the word tasted bitter in his mouth.
Again
the bird-like call came, very soft this time, but sounding much closer. There
was a grove of trees perhaps sixty yards away. The two men turned toward it,
curious to see if possible what sort of creature was there, singing in the
night. The shadows underneath the boughs were dark, but the coppery moonlight
shafted down in the open spaces. Comyn saw a flicker of movement. .
Peter's hand closed hard upon his arm.
"MenI Do you see them, Comyn? Human—"
The
words choked in his throat. Suddenly night and distance were not, and Comyn
saw clearly the ivory bodies stealing between the trees. His dream was still
strong in him. He tore away from Peter's grasp and began to run out across the
plain, shouting, "Paull Paul Rogers!" And it was like the nightmare
in reverse. The long grass plucked at his feet and the trees\ seemed far away,
and the faces of the men beneath them were obscured. Men, four men, Ballantyne's
crew— No, there were more than four. The grove was full of slim pale bodies,
naked, light of foot, and some of them were not men at all. He could see even
at that distance that they were women, with long hair blowing as they ran. And
they were running now. They were frightened by his shouting, and the grove
rang with fluting calls, a kind of speech, but very simple, like the speech of
birds.
He cried, "Paul, don't
ran away. It's me, Arch Comyn!"
But
the white bodies vanished between the shadows and the trees, back into the
deeper woods beyond, and Paul was not there. And the clear full-throated
calling died away and was gone.
Peter
caught him just on the edge of the grove. "Don't go in there, Comyn
I"
Comyn
shook his head. "Gone now. I scared them off. It wasn't Paul. It wasn't
any of them." A long sliding shiver racked him, and his breath came hard.
"Peter, do you think those people are the . . . Transuranae?"
Men
were coming out from the ship now, roused by the shouting and the calls. Peter
turned abruptly. "Stanley," he said. "Now is the time to talk to
Stanley."
Comyn
followed him, still half dazed, oppressed with a sense of loss and a desire not to be near
that grove of slender trees. The wind blew warm, laden with nameless scents,
and in the sky were foreign constellations made pallid by the moons. The voices
of the men rose loud and harsh, spreading outward from the ship.
He
saw Peter call four men and give them rapid orders, pointing to the grove. The
men had rifles. They moved past Comyn, and one of them, a big fellow named
Fisher, said:
"Are they armed? Are
they going to attack?"
"I don't think so.
They seemed to be . . . just looking."
Fisher's
face had sweat on it, and his shirt was dark under the arms. He wiped his
sleeve across his mouth and glanced without love at the shadows under the
boughs.
"This
trip had better pay off," he said. "I haven't liked it so far."
He started on, and Comyn said, "Don't
take any chances."
Fisher said profanely that he would not.
By
the time Comyn reached the ship the four had vanished into the edge of the
grove. He did not envy the men their posts as sentinels.
There was a small group around the foot of
the ladder. Peter and Stanley were the core of it. The others watched and
listened, nervous men, unhappy men, not liking the night.
Peter was saying, "Let's get this
straight now. I want everybody to understand. You refuse to tell us what you
know about these . . . people, whether they're dangerous or not?"
Stanley
slid the end of his tongue across his lips, which were pale and dry. "Not
for nothing, Peter. If anything happens it'll be your fault, not mine, because
you wouldn't make a fair deal."
"He
refuses," Peter said to the men who were listening. "You all heard
that."
There
was a mutter of assent. It had an ugly tone beneath it, and Stanley turned, as
though he would go back inside the ship.
The
men closed in, barring his way. Peter said, "All right, let's take him out
there."
Several
of them took hold of Stanley. Simon Cochrane, one of the pilots, an
astrophysicist, French the doctor, others. They had stopped being scientists or
experts, men with important jobs. They were just men now, afraid and angry.
Stanley cried out.
Peter
slapped him across the mouth, not hard. "You wouldn't believe this, Bill,
but it's the principle of the thing. The stuff about the landing was for money.
This is for lives. There's a difference. I don't
like being blackmailed for peoples' lives." He started out across the
plain. "Bring him along."
They brought him. Comyn went with them. He
knew what Peter was going to do, and so did Stanley, but Stanley asked.
"Nothing,"
said Peter. "Just tie you to a tree
in the grove and then drop back a way
and see what happens. If you have all this knowledge you claim to have you know
whether there's any danger or not.
If there isn't you won't be afraid, and nothing will happen to you. If there
is—well, we'll find that out too." \
Stanley's feet dragged in the long grass. But
they took him into the edge of the grove, under the first fringe of golden
boughs that were tarnished copper now in the moonlight. There was silence
between the trees and patches of gliding light and a little wind that
whispered.
"Not here," said
Peter. "Further in."
Deeper
in were more of the slender trunks and beyond them was the forest, the dark
forest that lay between them and the mountains. The forest where the unknown
ones had gone.
They
treaded softly, shock-guns ready, their eyes searching every shadow with
caution and alarm. Five steps, ten, twenty—and Stanley broke.
"Don't
do it, Peterl Don't leave me herel I don't know ... I don't knowl"
Peter
stopped. He pulled Stanley into a drift
of moonlight and studied his face.
"I
don't know," Stanley said miserably. "Ballantyne described
these—these people. He met them, all right. But that's all he said about them
in the log."
Comyn asked, "Are they
the Transuranae?"
"I
suppose so. He didn't name them. He just said they were here."
"Was he afraid of
them?"
"He didn't say
so."
"What did he
say?"
"That was all. He told what the place
was like, all the tests they ran, then about the people and then the log ended.
He never made any more entries. Except one."
"Go on."
"It was only one word and it wasn't
finished. It was in ink, all over the page: TRANSURAN-" Stanley shut his
teeth tight on the beginning of unhealthy laughter. "It was that one
unfinished word that made me take the logbooks. I thought I had the"
Cochrane fortune right there. And then Ballantyne himself gave that part of it
away. Let's get out of here, Peter. Let's get back to the ship."
"Then you were lying," said Peter
mercilessly, "when you said you knew the location of the ores."
Stanley nodded.
Peter studied him a moment longer. Then he
turned and walked back through the grove. The others followed. Peter spoke
briefly to the sentinels. They passed out onto the plain again, onto the path
of trampled grass. Stanley walked a little
apart. They were not holding him now.
Some of the men were already back inside the
ship when lightning began to flash and crack among the trees. A man yelled,
high and shrill with fright, and there was a sudden bursting-forth of the
bird-like calls. This time a single note repeated, receding away into the
forest. It was a note of lamentation. The bolts of lightning flared and flared,
the wild discharge of panic.
Presently
all quieted. The single mourning note had faded to a distant wail that lost
itself against the mountains. Fisher and another man came out of the grove,
dragging a limp white form between them.
"They
tried to rush us," Fisher yelled. "They were coming, but we drove
'em off." His face shone with clammy moisture and his voice was ragged.
"We got one still alive."
Once
more Comyn crossed the stretch of plain toward the woods. He walked beside
Peter, bis eyes fixed on the naked body that dragged from the sweaty hands of
Fisher and his mate. The head hung forward, hidden by a fall of dark hair. He
could not see the face.
They
met in the center of the open space. Fisher grunted and the body rolled onto
the grass. Comyn drew his hand across his face and looked down.
Peter
drew a long, unsteady breath. "I know that man," he said in an oddly
stilted way. "It's Vickrey."
The ship's small hospital was a cubicle of brilliant
light, sterile, white, barbed with glints of chromium and surgical steel.
Vickrey lay on the table. He had caught the edge of a shock-beam, and he had
not yet returned to consciousness. French was working over him, his
rubber-gloved hands touching Vickrey with a curious reluctance! his mouth drawn
down to a narrow line. On Vickrey's arm was a patch of tape, covering the place
whence a tissue sample had been taken.
Comyn
stood out of the way, with his back against the wall, and watched. Time and
countless millions of miles and many events rolled back, and he was in another
hospital room on another world, and another man lay before him unconscious.
Again he saw the subtle rippling and motion of the flesh, as though the body
cells had an unnatural life of their own. And he was sick.
Peter Cochrane whispered,
"Ballantyne was like that."
Comyn
answered, "When I first saw him. Before he was . . . dead."
Peter
stood beside Comyn. Their shoulders touched in the cramped space. It seemed
very hot and close under the glaring lights, and yet they felt cold. Vickrey
breathed. His face was closed and secret, and his body stirred: the muscles,
the tendons, the thin covering flesh. He was not wasted and worn as Ballantyne
had been; there was a health to his leanness.
Peter whispered, "He's changed. He looks
younger. I don't understand that."
Roth
came back into the hospital from his laboratory and laid a written report on
French's desk. "I tested the tissue sample," he said. "It's the
same as Ballantyne's, except that the concentration of transuranic elements is
greater. Much greater."
"Quiet," French
said. "He's coming round."
Silence. The man on the table turned his head
and sighed. After a minute he opened his eyes. They looked first, with a vague
curiosity, at the low white ceiling, and then at the white walls and the cases
of bright instruments, and then at the men who stood near. The vague curiosity
sharpened into alarm, into terror, into the look of a stunned wild thing that
wakes to find a cage around it. Vickrey sat up on the table and cried out—a
shrill-edged fluting call, infinitely strange to come from the throat of an
Earthman.
Peter said, "Vickrey.
Vickrey, it's all right, we're friends."
Again
the desperate call, the unhuman cry for help. It set Comyn's nerves on edge,
but it was not as bad as Vick-rey's face—an ordinary face, an Earthman's face,
but altered and made alien, the mouth distorted in the forming of that wild
cry, the eyes ...
The
eyes. Comyn was not an especially imaginative man, and he could not have said
what it was about Vickrey's eyes that made them abnormal and frightening in a
man's face. There was no menace in them and no madness; it was not any overt
quality. It was something else, something lacking. He caught their direct
stare and it jarred him in a queer way that set the hairs to prickling on the
back of his neck.
Peter
said again, "Vickrey! You remember me, Peter Cochrane. You're safe now,
Vickrey. You're all right. Don't be afraid."
For
a third time the bird-like calling came incongruously from the hps of a
mathematician who had once had a wife and children and a position in the world
of science.
Abruptly, Peter swore. "Come off it,
Vickrey. You're not one of those creatures. You're an Earthman, and you know
who I am. Stop pretending."
Vickrey moaned.
Comyn
asked the question he had asked before, of another man, in another room.
"Where is Paul Rogers?"
Vickrey turned his head and looked at Comyn
with those fey eyes, and after a long time he spoke, in words so difficult and
slurred that they were hardly English.
He said, "It was
Strang you killed."
Peter Cochrane started.
"Strang! Was he—"
"In the grove. Men with guns. Strang
fell. We picked him up and started away. Then I—" He shook his head. His
hair had grown long and there were bits of leaf and grass in it from where he
had been rolled on the ground.
Peter said slowly,
"The men said you attacked them."
Vickrey
made a sound that might have been a laugh or a sob. "No," he said.
"No. We didn't even see them."
There
was a hot and sudden light in Peter's eyes. "Those bloody fools," he
said. "Panic. Sheer panic. I shouldn't have sent them out there."
Comyn
said to Vickrey, "We came here partly to find you. Were you trying to come
back?"
"No!"
Vickrey put his elbows on his knees, raised his hands and laid his head between
them. "We stayed behind. We thought that men might try to take us back.
But the People wanted to see the ship. We waited, and then someone shouted,
shouted Rogers' name and another, and Rogers heard. And he wanted to look at
the man who shouted. So after a while we four crept back into the grove. I
didn't have to. I guess I was—" Once more he stopped in mid-sentence.
Presently he said, with infinite sadness, "Strang is dead."
"I'm sorry," Peter said. "The
men didn't mean to. They were scared by all the talk about the
Transuranae."
Vickrey
straightened up, as sharply as though someone had touched him with a knife.
"What do you know about the Transuranae?"
"Nothing, except what Ballantyne wrote in his
log."
"But
he didn't keep the log after—" Vickrey stood up. His strength seemed to
have come back to him with amazing swiftness. "Ballantyne! He got back to
Earth, then."
Peter nodded.
"And,"
said Vickrey, "he died." "Yes. Did you know he would?"
"Of course. We all knew. But he was too
crazy, too inhibited, too afraid to take what the Transuranae had given him.
He would not stay."
"What had they given him, Vickrey?"
"Life," said Vickrey. "Life or
death, and he made up his own mind. He didn't think it was decent to
live."
"I don't understand
you."
"If
you did, you'd be like me, Eke Ballantyne. You'd have the choice to make, too.
Listen, take your ship and your men and go very fast. Forget that Rogers and
Kessel and I ever existed on Earth. Find another star, space is full of them.
Otherwise, it'll be as it was with us. Most of you will stay, but some will go
back and—yes, I can see in your faces. It was a very ugly death."
For the first time French spoke. He had been
reading Roth's report, looking from it to Vickrey, and thinking hard.
"It's
a change, isn't it?" he said. "It wasn't complete in
Ballantyne."
"A
change," said Vickrey. "Yes. Ballantyne left too soon. He—it
horrified him, somehow. Too much the puritan, I guess, at heart. And yet if he had waited .. ."
French said, "It's
complete in you."
Vickrey didn't answer that. Instead he looked
at Peter Cochrane and said, "You'll let me go? You're not going to take me
back to Earth?"
Peter
put out his hand in what was almost a gesture of pleading. "You can't stay
here forever with these primitives. You're an Earthman, Vickrey. You have a
career, a wife and children. I know you've been under some strange influence
here, but you'll come out of it. And whatever your, well, your illness may be,
medical attention—"
Vickrey
cut him short with a cry. "Illness! No, you don't understand! I'm not ill,
I can never be ill. I can be injured, I can be killed. But those are accidents,
and barring them I can live—not forever, but close enough to it that the human
mind is not conscious of the difference."
He came up to Peter Cochrane, and there was
fear in him, a desperate fear. "I belong here now. You can't force me to
go back."
"Listen,"
said Peter, trying hard to be gentle. "When you first came to, you
couldn't remember how to talk. Now your speech is as clear as mine. It'll all
come back to you just as easily, the old ways, your own ways. And your wife . .
."
Vickrey
smiled. "She was good to me. I'm not sure I ever loved her. But we'd have
no use for each other now." Then the fear came back and he cried out,
"Let me go!"
Peter sighed. "I think you'd better stay
here and rest a while. You'll feel differendy in a day or two. Besides, we need
your help."
"I'll
help you," Vickrey said. "I'll tell you anything you want—but you
must let me go I"
Peter
shook his head. "You'd bolt off into the forest and be gone with the
Transuranae again, and we'd never find you."
Vickrey
was still for a long minute and then he began to laugh. And the laughter
slipped off shockingly into one of those eerie calls, a double note that
trailed away in a throbbing minor wail. Peter reached out and shook him.
"Stop it," he
said. "Stop acting like a fool."
Vickrey
caught his breath. "You think my people—you think they are the Transuranae?"
"Aren't they?"
"No."
Vickrey shook off Peter's grasp and turned away, his hands clenched now into
fists, his naked body quivering with tension. "I know what you want. We
wanted them too. The transuranic ores. But you can't get them. It isn't
possible! They already belong."
"To what?"
"To the Transuranae. And I tell you to
leave them alone. But you won't."
"No.
We're better equipped than you were. We can handle anything, if we just know
what to expect. What are the Transuranae like? Are they people, beasts,
what?"
Vickrey
looked at him, almost in pity. "They are nothing you ever dreamed
of," he said softly. "And they're nothing I can describe or explain. Let me go now. I can't stand being shut up like
this. I'll point out the way for you to their place, where the ores are. Let me
go."
"You know I can't do that," Peter
said. "For your own sake, and for the others too, Rogers and Kessel."
"You
can't understand," whispered Vickrey. "You won't understand that we can't go back among men. We don't want to go
back!"
His voice, on those last words, had risen to
a kind of scream, and French said worriedly, "Be careful, Peter."
Comyn said, "I think
Vickrey's telling the truth." He stepped forward casually, so that he
stood between Peter Cochrane and the door. "And I think you're handing him
a lot of crumbs for the birds. I don't think you care about his sake or Rogers'
or Kessel's, one way or the other. All you want is the ores, and you're afraid
to turn him loose to lead you there—he might just disappear. So you're going
to—"
Behind him, so suddenly that the edge of it
hit him before he couldget out of the way, the door opened. Simon Cochrane had
been outside the ship in command of the guard detail, and now he stood in the
opening, his rifle still in his hand, his face intent and nervous.
"Peter,"
he said, "you'd better come—and bring him along too." He nodded to Vickrey and then pointed off in the
direction of the mountains. "There's something going on out there."
One
of the moons had set,
and the shadows were deeper in the distant gorge. The breeze had quieted, and
the night was warm and very still. Simon held up his hand. "Listen,"
he said.
They
listened, and in the stillness Comyn heard the sound of many voices, sweet and
far off among the dark feet of the mountains, calling, answering, drawing
together from the groves and the forests and the moon-washed plains.
"They're
gathering," Simon said. "Ask him what it means."
The
sweet unhuman voices called. And now from a point about the mouth of the gorge,
more and more of them began to join together, and a cold quiver shot down
Comyn's spine. He had heard that before, that double note that died away in a
minor wailing.
Vickrey's
face was a mask of anguished longing, lifting up in the moonlight. He said,
"They are taking Strang to his burial." He tried desperately to break
away, but he was between Peter and Simon, and they held him.
"Where?"
said Peter. "To the place of the Transuranae?" Deep in the shadowed
throat of the gorge the pale white fire showed brighter now, bright enough to
be seen and recognized as something separate from the moonlight. The voices
were moving slowly toward it.
Vickrey
said, "You've killed once, you'll kill again. You'll take the others
prisoner as you took me. Let me go!"
He fought
and strained like a mad thing, but they held him and others came to help. And
Vickrey's voice rose in a shrill wild cry. Comyn moved away to one side.
Simon said disgustedly, "He's no good to
us. Lock him up until he comes to his senses. Anyway, we don't dare go now
while the whole lot of them are there. They'll want to make us pay for Strang,
and there's too many of them."
The
sentinels had been called in from the grove. Fisher stood looking uneasily from
the mountains to the turmoil
around Vickrey. Comyn walked up behind him,
making no sound on the grass. He hit Fisher on the side of the jaw and took the
rifle out of his hand as he went down. The stud was pushed up to full power.
Comyn eased it back and then he turned to the group of men who were struggling
with Vickrey.
"All right," he
said. "Let him go."
They
didn't let him go, not at once. It was a minute before they understood why they
had to. Vickrey was on his knees, and Simon had hold of him. Peter Cochrane
straightened up.
"Are you crazy,
Comyn?"
"Maybe."
Someone went for the rifle he had dropped in the scuffle, and Comyn pressed the
firing stud. There was a sharp flash and the man went down. After that nobody
made trouble. Getting knocked cold might not be fatal, but it was no fun. Simon
still held onto Vickrey. He was so close to him that Comyn couldn't knock him
out without hitting Vickrey too. Simon Cochrane's jaw was stubborn and his eyes
were mean.
Comyn said, "Let him
go."
Peter came forward a step or two. He started
to speak, and Comyn cut him short. "Listen," he said, "I don't
give a curse about the ores or whether you get them or not. I came out here to
find Paul Rogers, and that's all I care about. Do you understand that, Vickrey?
I'm Paul's friend. I want to talk to him, and that's all. If he doesn't want to
go back, I won't try to make him. Will you take me to him?"
Vickrey
nodded. He tried to pull away from Simon, and Simon struck him. "Stay
put," Simon said, and then he shouted to the men who were standing around,
"What's the matter with you? Somebody take care of that—"
Peter's hand caught his collar, choked off
his words and his wind with them. "Get up," Peter snarled. He dragged
Simon away from Vickrey and thrust him aside, viciously. "You never know
when to quit, do you? You're the kind of Cochrane that's given the whole family
a bad name. This is no place for rough stuff, not with him."
Simon swore. "You told
me not to let him get away."
"I didn't tell you to
beat him up." He swung around.
"You
can put the gun down, Comyn. Vickrey's free to do what he wants. I guess he was
telling the truth, and it is too late to help him. There's no use killing a man
trying to save his life."
Comyn
smiled and shook his head. He did not put the gun down. "I can't make you
out," he said to Peter. "Sometimes I think you're a decent guy, and
sometimes I think you're a heel with a genius for covering up." He moved
the barrel of the rifle up and down gently, just to remind Peter that it was
still there. "I need armor."
"You must be crazy!
Comyn, you can't—"
"You
know me well enough to know I'm going, whether I have the armor or not. And I
know you well enough to know you'll get it for me. So let's not waste any more
time."
Peter
shrugged and turned away to the ship. Simon started to follow him, and Comyn
said, "No. You stay here, where I can watch you."
He waited. Vickrey had risen to his feet.
There was a new look about him now. He was free and he wasn't afraid any
longer. His body quivered, but it was with eagerness, and his gaze was on the
mountains, on the shadowed gorge where the voices called. His eyes shone, and
again Comyn wondered when he saw them why they were so unhuman, so changed from
the eyes of man.
Peter
came back, carrying a suit of the flexible radiation armor done up in a bulky
pack, with the helmet on top. There was a hard set to his mouth, and his glance
probed angrily around at the men's faces.
"One
of these is missing," he said. "Somebody's beat you to it,
Comyn."
"Put it down," said Comyn. "Right
there." Peter laid the pack on the ground and stepped back, and Comyn
picked it up. Simon was still sulking. He did not speak, but Peter asked:
"Has anybody seen Bill
Stanley?"
No one had.
Peter said some hot and angry words.
"Amateurs! That goes for you too, Comyn. Things aren't hard enough, you
all have to foul things up for everybody grinding your own little axes.
All-right, get the hell on with it, and I hope you both fall into a chasm and
break your necks 1"
"Then
don't follow too close behind me," Comyn said. "Come on,
Vickrey."
Vickrey
spoke, suddenly, clearly. He was speaking to Peter Cochrane, and there was in
him all the dignity of a free man, a man of science. There was something else,
too, that made them feel small and a little unclean before him, an inexplicable
and irritating sensation to come from a naked creature who had gone native in
some weird way.
"I
know that you will follow," he said. "The light is there in the
gorge, and there will be many on the trails. What will happen to you afterward
is partly in your hands. I only warn you not to make the mistake that
Ballantyne did —and not to use your rifles on my people. Strang is dead, and
they will moum him for a short while. But there is no vengeance in them. They
have forgotten vengeance, along with many other things that they once knew. Do
not harm them. They are harmless."
Without
looking at any of them again, Vickrey set off across the plain. Comyn went
after him, and presently the shadows of the grove wrapped around them. Vickrey
sped on, and the voices called in the distance, and Comyn threw the gun away.
Vickrey smiled.
"You're wiser than the
Cochranes."
Comyn grunted. "There are times when a
gun doesn't help. I just got a feeling this was one of them." "Are
you afraid?"
"Yes,"
said Comyn. "There used to be a dirty saying for just how scared I
am." They were through the grove now and in among the forest trees, great
trees with blackness around their feet. The tangled boughs above Comyn's head
were not like any he had seen before except in dreams, and the leaves on them
hung in strange curling shapes, copper and gold and pallid silver under the
moons. The moist sod gave off strange scents where he crushed it under his
boots, and there were vines with huge dark flowers. Vickrey moved swiftly and
without sound, a slim white blur in the gloom, and it was like running with a
ghost.
As they went, Comyn asked, "What about
your people? You said they used to be men, like—"
He
caught himself, but Vickrey smiled and finished it for him. "Like me. Yes.
Barnard's Star has eight worlds. They came from the fifth one, originally,
moving closer in toward their sun as it waned. In the course of ages they
reached this planet and found the Transuranae. They will not travel any more."
Thinking
of the shapes that had run faun-like through the grove, naked and lacking even
speech except for those simple calls, Comyn asked incredulously, "You mean
those— you mean they
had spaceships?"
"Oh,
yes. Spaceships and great cities and war and medicine and
politics—civilization. There are ruins beyond the mountains of the cities they
built when they first came to Barnard II. Fine ones too. I've seen them. Their
culture was on approximately the same level as our own." He shook his
head. "It's becoming difficult for me to think of such things. The mind
adjusts so easily to altered ideas of importance."
After
a moment he added, "I wish your ship hadn't come. It's unhappy to try
being Vickrey again."
Comyn
noted the odd choice of words, but he didn't mention it. Instead he said,
breathing hard, "Don't you ever get tired?"
Vickrey
made a gesture of impatience, but he slowed down to a walk. Comyn plodded
gratefully for a while until his heart quit hammering and the sweat rolled less
violently down his back, where the armor-pack weighed heavily. They were closer
to the gorge now, and the voices sounded clearer, like the voices of great
birds. They seemed to hold no menace, and yet the very feyness of them was
terrifying—perhaps because it should have been insane and wasn't.
"How did they lose it all?" he
asked. "The spaceships and the cities. Civilization."
"I
told you. They found the Transuranae." "War?" said Comyn.
Vickrey looked at him as
though he had said a child-
ish thing. "Not war. No. It was only a
question of need." "Of need?"
"Yes.
Everything man has ever done has been done out of need—for food, for shelter, for mutual protection. Civilization developed
to supply those necessities easily. But if they're no longer necessary to you,
you have developed beyond
civilization and can slough
it off."
"You
mean that those things are no longer necessary to you, Vickrey? Because of their weird transuranic poisoning?"
"It's
not poisoning, it's transmutation. A complete physiological change, where ordinary metabolism ceases to be and is
replaced by energy, a constant flow of it through the living cells
from the transuranic elements those cells have ingested. The body has a new self-sufficient life. It has no hunger and no fear. So the brain
that is in it has no longer
any use for cities, for
finance and intricate social structures, for work and gain, for war and
greed—not even for complicated speech. They sound ridiculous here, don't they,
all those pompous words?"
There was a curious sickness in Comyn, a
shivering recoil from
an unimaginable kind of
living thus unfolded.
"But radioactive
matter kills," he said.
"The
elements we knew on Earth, yes. But they're the end-products, the embers, still
burning and with a long way yet to the ultimate lead, but with their vital
energy gone. Neptunium and plutonium are hybrids, man-made and unnatural. The
true transuranicS, far and far beyond our periodic table, are
the forces that were in the beginning, the life seeds, the fountainhead.
Perhaps we're all children of the Transuranae in a way, many times removed and
with all our vital powers gone too."
"I don't
understand."
"You will," said Vickrey. "Can
you run now? There is still a way to go."
Even while he spoke he was forgetting Comyn
and the things that he had talked about, straining toward the gorge. Comyn ran.
And as he ran, the fear in him deepened—the
fear of a tough-minded man who felt all his hard, matter-of-fact certitudes
suddenly threatened, his familiar world quaking around him.
"But
if the Transuranae worked that change in you, who are they?" he cried.
Vickrey
did not answer. The ground was sloping upward and they had come into a broad
path between the trees, trodden by many feet over countless years, so that it
was worn deep below the level of the sod and packed as hard as iron. Vickrey
was speeding faster along it, and Comyn labored after him. He could see the
gorge now through the thinning forest, dark, dark under the slanting moons. The
voices rang.
There were others on the
path.
Vickrey
called, a gentle, joyous note, and they answered him—the slender people, the
child-eyed people who looked at Comyn and were puzzled, but only a little afraid. He went up with them toward the mouth of the gorge. He
kept close to Vickrey because he knew if he lost him he would bolt and run. He
could not have stood to be alone among these creatures who looked like men and
women and were not.
The
last trees dropped behind them. They streamed up between the stony pinnacles
that were the pillars of the gate, and the gorge lay open before them. It was
full of voices and dim moving shapes, and forward in its deep cleft the white
fire bumed, as snow burns under a brilliant sun. Vickrey paused and said one
dreaming word. Human speech was slipping from him now.
Comyn
put on the clumsy armor and set the helmet over his head. And he was afraid.
It
was worse now, with the ray-proof metal fabric hampering his limbs and the
face-plate of leaded glass cutting down his field of vision. Sweat soaked his
clothing, and the canned, flat air from the shielded tank between his shoulders
was difficult to breathe.
He stumbled after Vickrey along a path worn smooth and broad across the rock. There were bodies all around
hinri now, naked bodies. Many of them were women with white thighs and pointed
breasts, but they roused in him no lust, and the men gave him no sense of
shame. It seemed as natural that they should go unclothed as it was for the
winds to blow.
They
were hurrying and their faces were bright. The sound of voices was dying away
as fewer and fewer were left on the open path. The wild tortured shapes of rock
sprang up on either side, with heads and shoulders bathed in ruddy moonlight.
But that was high above. Where Comyn was the darkness clustered thick, and
there was no light except that strange white fire that drew and beckoned. Some
infection began to enter into him from Vickrey and the others, so that he too
was eager to reach it. But with every step he took toward the fire, the fear in
him grew greater.
The
floor of the gorge dipped downward steeply and the path went with it, and a
great ragged grotto opened in the rock. The white fire came out of it, but
Comyn saw now that the radiance he had been watching was only a fragment of
what lay inside. The path split and curved away to left and right, in along the
sides of the grotto, and the last of the people streamed along the two paths.
Comyn stopped.
"Vickrey I"
he cried out. "Vickrey
I"
But
Vickrey was gone. Comyn took hold of the rock wall beside him with his two
hands and clung to it for a while. He stood just at the edge of the grotto,
neither in nor out, until he decided whether he was going to run away or not.
And he saw the reason why the path split.
The
floor of the grotto was cracked wide open in a rough-edged chasm. Through this
crack the white light poured upward: an aurora of blinding purity, with a
rippling in it. The lips of the chasm and the grotto roof above, where the
light struck most strongly, burned with their own dimmer fires. And Comyn
thought that ages of intense bombardment by transuranic radiation had
transmuted the common rock into something else, so that the whole grotto was
filled with radiance.
He
could not see in the chasm; he was too far from it and the angle was wrong. But
he could see the ledges on either side, the lower ones wide, the upper ones
climbing the grotto walls in rough steps. They were crowded now with the people
whose eyes were so disturbing, and they had the happy faces of children at a
festival. At one place a part of the lower ledge thrust out a little over the crack, and here there was a long litter made of rude poles and heaped high with
flowers. The flowers moved and stirred
with the motion of the thing they covered, and beside the litter stood two men. Between the distance and the dazzle, Comyn could
not make out their faces. But he knew one of
them.
He took his hands away from the rock, set his teeth hard and
went into the grotto.
The people were stiD in motion, and he moved with them,
an incongruous, lumbering shape among the lithe bare bodies. The wide lower
ledges were filled. But on the others that rose like rough steps above them,
winding and tilting along the sides of the grotto, the people were streaming
up, a shifting fresco of white forms, silent-footed, eager. There was a
stillness in the place and a sense of some unknown power crouched and waiting
to leap forth. They were waiting for it; they had known it before, and Comyn
ran heavily along the crowded ledge toward Paul Rogers. He did not wish to see
the leaping forth, and time was pressing on him like a spur. The white fires
rushed upward from the chasm, a glory
and a fear.
He
shouted Paul's name, but his voice was muffled by the helmet. And the men on
the jutting lip of rock were lost in some far distance of their own. They stooped
and lifted up the bier that held Strang's body, and a cascade of brilliant
flowers fell from it to the ground.
The
streaming of the people onto the upper ledges quickened. Comyn's armored boots
struck heavy on the rock.
Slowly,
very solemnly, the men lowered the foot of Strang's rude bier and let the body
slip, still stirring, into the abyss.
The
motion of the people ceased. There was a sighing, sharp and swift, around the
ledges, and then silence, in which nothing moved or breathed—only Comyn, running
out upon the lip of rock, calling Rogers' name.
Even
through the deadening helmet, his voice rang loud and harsh upon the
stillness—and the men turned slowly toward it. They had gone very far into
whatever strange life they were living now, and they were being called back
against their will, and it was a hurt to them. The sheets of fire purled up and
over the burning rim, curling above their heads like waves, crested with a
bursting foam of light.
Their
faces were rapt and dreaming, touched now with pain from the hammering of
Comyn's voice.
He
reached out his gloved hands and set them on Paul's bare shoulders and cried
his name again. And the face that looked into his through the leaded glass was
the face of Paul Rogers as Comyn had known it all his life, and yet it was not.
Paul Rogers was gone from it and someone else was there in his stead, someone
beyond his understanding. And Comyn took his hands away and was afraid.
The
swift white fires leaped toward the glowing roof, and the people waited on the
ledges, and the eyes that had forgotten knowledge and all the ways of men
looked into Comyn's and were troubled. Then, as through the opening of a door
long closed, recognition came and after it, alarm.
"Not
now!" The words were stiff and awkward on Rogers* tongue, but he said them
urgently, putting up his hands as though to thrust Comyn back. "No time, not now!"
Vickrey
and Kessel—Kessel who had been stout and old beyond his years with study, and
who was now lean and timeless and altogether changed—had forgotten Comyn, whose
business was not with them. They had turned again to the wonderful bright fire
that gave no heat and were looking down into the depths from which it came. The
people on the ledges stood unmoving, white shadows painted on the rock, and all
their eyes were shining, shining in the light. Comyn cried out. He had not
meant to; he had promised Vickrey he would not. But now that Paul was before
him in this place the words came whether he would or not.
"Paul, come with me! Come
back!"
Paul
shook his head. He seemed upset for Comyn's sake, and yet impatient with him
too, as though he had committed an unforgivable intrusion.
"Not
now, Arch. No time for you to think, no time to talk." His hands pressed
hard on Comyn's chest, forcing him back. "I know you. You can't fight them
off. Some men, but not you. And you should have time to tliink first. Go now,
hurry!"
Comyn braced his feet. The fire swirl leaped
and rushed and quivered all about the jut of rock and in the air above his head.
It was hypnotic, beautiful, inviting him as water invites the swimmer. He tried not to look at it. He kept his eyes on Paul, and it was sickening that Paul
should be here, wild and naked like the others, his mind and heart both lost in
the same quiet madness. It made him angry, and he shouted:
"I've
come all the way from Earth to find
you. I won't leave you here!"
"Do you want to kill
me, Arch?"
That
made Comyn stop. He said, "You'd die . . . like Ballantyne? I thought
Vickrey said—"
Paul
glanced into the abyss and spoke, so rapidly now that Comyn could hardly
understand through the helmet audio.
"Not
that way. Ballantyne left too soon. I am whole now. But another way, a worse
way—Arch, I can't explain now, just go before you're caught, as we were."
"Will you come with
me?"
"No."
"Then I'll stay." Perhaps he's still human enough to remember, Comyn
thought, perhaps
1 can make him come that way.
Paul said, "Look."
He
pointed down into the abyss, drawing Comyn closer to the brink. The noiseless white fires whirled .and rushed about him, and
he stared into them, into a white and blinding glory. And suddenly the world
dropped out from under him, and his head reeled with an awful vertigo.
The
ledges he had thought were solid rock were only thin curved shells that arched
out over a space below, a space that underlay the grotto as the mass of an
iceberg underlies its visible small peak, spreading away in a mist of light
into secret, unseen reaches. A vault of transuranic fires, burning as though
some unknown sun had been caught there, held and treasured by the shielding
rock to flame eternally for its own joy, its own wonder, lavishing itself in
streams and bursts and torrents of white radiance. Something deep inside of
Comyn stirred and woke. He leaned forward and the fear drained out of him,
along with many other things that were in his mind. The fire soared and flowed
and shifted in the depths of its private world. He could not follow all its
motions, but it was beautiful and happy, and good to watch.
And
then he yelled and sprang back, and there was no more beauty.
"Something
moved!"
"Life,"
said Paul softly. "Life without need and almost without end. Do you
remember the old tale they taught us when we were children—about the people who
once lived in a garden of innocence?"
Revulsion
was swift and ugly. Comyn shrank back farther from the edge and said, "I'm
way beyond that, Paul, and so are you. I think I get it now. This transuranic
poisoning —you are poisoned, drugged, rotting away inside.
You're sinking to the level of these others, and pretty soon there won't be any
hope for you. I don't know what the Trans-uranae do to you, exactly, but the
end result is slavery."
He looked up, where the
eager ranks were waiting.
"You're
worshipping. That's what you're doing. I've seen it before on other worlds, but
never quite like this. You're worshipping some stinking nature-force that
wrecks your minds while it pleasures your bodies."
He
turned, Paul was watching him with a kind of distant pity, his attention
already slipping back to the bourne of visions from which Comyn had forced it,
and Comyn saw him with disgust, almost with loathing.
"You gave them Strang's body," he
said. "And now you're waiting to be paid back."
Paul Rogers sighed. "There is no time at
all now, unless you're very swift. Go on, Arch. Run."
Those
last commonplace words Were inexpressibly shocking. Comyn could remember
a thousand times they had been said before, in other places, a measureless time
ago. He caught Paul roughly by the arm, this unfamiliar Paul who was lost out
of humanity, the Paul of alien flesh and alien worship who could never possibly
have been a child with him, and he said:
"You're coming whether
you want to or not."
Paul answered quietly,
"It's too late."
Strangely, he did not try to fight when Comyn
drew him bodily off the jut of rock, away from Vickrey and Kessel.
They
came together onto the main ledge and took three steps down the long way to the
entrance of the grotto. Then suddenly in that entrance there were men in
radiation armor, men with loud voices and heavy boots, coming in along the
path—Peter Cochrane and the others from the ship, all armed.
Comyn
blundered on, dragging Paul Rogers along the crowded ledge. He only wanted to
get out and away from there. He was not sure yet what he was trying to escape
from, only that the people were waiting for something and that the thing they
waited for was evil and unnatural, and that his whole flesh recoiled from
meeting it. The close-ranked bodies stood before him like a wall, between him
and the clean outside. He flung himself against that wall and it broke, but it
was like a wall of quicksand, flowing tight around him again, holding him fast.
He began to sob inside his helmet, caught between the fruitiess labor and the
fear.
The
voices of the men ahead rose up and echoed in the vault. And then there began
to be other voices, the voices of the people who had no longer any need of
speech to express the simplicity of their emotions. They surged forward a
little on the ledges and cried out joyously, and the human sounds were drowned
and washed away..
Comyn
struggled to break through, but it was too late. It had been too late from the
beginning, and he was caught now, caught as Paul had been. He let go of Paul's
unresisting arm and turned toward the chasm, bracing himself by sheer instinct
to fight whatever came up out of it. And then, for a moment, he forgot even to
be afraid.
For suddenly, the place was filled with
stars.
There had been light before, enough to blind
a man, but not like this. There had been motion before, in the rushing fires,
but not like this. The eager pressing of the people bore him on almost to the
edge, but he was beyond caring. The breath and the wits together were gone out
of him, and he could only stare and wonder like a child.
In a
cloud they came, whirling upward through the white aurora. And they were
whiter; they were pure with primal radiance, and their raying arms were like
the misty nebulae.
Soaring
they came, carried up on the waves of fire, and they paled it. Laughing they
came, and their laughter was the laughter of young things fresh and new from
the hand of God, not knowing any darkness.
These
were strange thoughts for Comyn to be thinking, who had left all such
imaginings behind with the first sprouting of his beard. But for some reason he
thought them now. The laughter was soundless, but it was there. It was in the
way they moved and shone and gave forth light.
White
stars bursting through a sky of flame, and one last pealing cry of welcome from
the ledges. And Paul Rogers spoke and said:
"These are the
Transuranae."
The
forces that were in the beginning, the life seed, the fountainhead. Perhaps all
men were their children, long removed. Comyn struggled to regain himself, but
his head was full of scraps of forgotten things and tatters of old emotions.
And he did not know why this should be, except for the shining of the
Transuranae and the happy way they danced.
The
cloud of stars rushed upward, spread and widened, and their misty arms reached
out to touch and twine. They wheeled about each other, spun and parted and
rejoined, not with any reason or design except that they lived and it was
pleasure. And the brightness was such that Comyn bowed beneath it, drugged also
with a strange new pleasure.
Peter
Cochrane moved slowly in toward the chasm, and with him came the other men in
armor. Their eyes were on the Transuranae. Vaguely Comyn saw them, and he knew
that they could not go away now, even though the path was clear. He knew that
he could not have gone himself.
Paul's
hand was on him and his voice was in his ears. "You'll understand now. In
a minute you will understand."
There
was another surging forward of the people, a final motion that bore Comyn to
the extreme edge. And now, upon the farther ledge, beyond the chasm, he saw an
armored shape revealed by the shifting of the crowd. It was pressed back,
against the rock wall, and Comyn knew who it must be: Stanley, who had come
there before all of them to find the place of the Transuranae; Stanley, who had
found it, and whose rifle now trailed forgotten from his hands.
Paul's
hand tightened briefly on Comyn's arm. Comyn looked at him. Paul was smiling
and in his face was something of the shining of the Transuranae. He said,
"I'm sorry you had no chance to decide. But Arch, I'm glad you came."
That was the last he said. There was no more time for speech. Comyn looked up,
dizzy with the wheeling of great stars. And then the stars fell, out of the
burning vault.
Down
they plunged in a rain of living fire, a galaxy dropping down the sky,
rushing, leaping as meteors leap in curving flight, crashing down in glory upon
the place below: on Comyn, stunned beneath that flaming fall; on the people
standing naked, with their arms uplifted to receive delight.
And
the Transuranae spread wide their own arms that were like the arms of nebulae
and wrapped them round, and the people faded and were indistinct, lost each one
in the heart of a star. Comyn was among them, cloaked in apocalyptic fire.
He
stood transfixed for as long as his heart might beat three times. In him was
something crying to break free, to welcome the magnificence that had so
suddenly blotted out the world. And then the strong coarse part of Comyn that
had been dazed a little while shook off its dreaming, and he voiced a strangled
cry of horror. He struck out at the thing that held him, wrenching away in a
perfect madness of revulsion.
He did not want to be like Ballantyne. He did
not want to be like Paul, with the soul and the mind sapped out of him. He did
not want to be Strang, cast still moving into the abyss to be an offering to
stars.
He
clawed and tore at the supernal brilliance that covered him. And it was
brilliance and nothing more, and his hands passed through it as through smoke.
He tried again to run, and the closed-packed bodies barred him in, locked him
in some awful union with the Transuranae. There was no way out.
He
screamed to Paul for help, but Paul was gone behind a veil of light, and there
was no help.
Trapped, beyond hope, Comyn waited. His armor
was heavy, and it was strong, but these were transuranic forces that no one
understood and their radiations were unknown. Already, faint and filtered
through the ray-proof fabric, he could sense a power . . .
It
grew. Comyn steeled himself, staring through the leaded helmet plate into a
blinding nexus of beauty such as he had never dreamed, and the tremendous
energies that poured out from that beauty began to touch and stir him.
It
was a warming touch, like the first bright sun breaking through the chill of
winter. He could feel it stealing through his body, into the fear-taut places
of his mind, and where it went there was no more room for tension or for fear.
The fire that held him in its misty arms flooded him with a white radiance, and
gradually a very strange truth was revealed to Comyn. There was no evil in the
Transuranae.
The
tide of warmth, of life, surged through him—only the faint far edges of it,
dammed back by the armor, but enough. The white glory beat upon him through the
helmet plate, and he began to understand. He knew why Paul could never go back.
He knew why the eyes of the people disturbed him, why Vickrey's eyes had been
so strange. He knew why these people no longer needed the ways of cities and of
men. The forces that were in the beginning, the life seed, the fountainhead . .
.
His
body lifted and strained toward the fight. His flesh desired the fiery clean
brilliance that was there, the power that changed, that entered into every cell
and drove out hunger and sickness and all need, and put life in its place. He
wanted the full force of that power to surge through him, as it surged through
the bodies of the people. He wanted to be free as Paul was free.
The forests are there and the plains, a world
open and unfettered, unstained by blood or tortured by many harvests. No more
hunger, no more lust, no more hard necessity. Only the sun by day and the
copper moons by night, and time without end, without sorrow, and only the
faintest shadow of a forgotten thing called death.
Some hard resistant core of mind that could
still remember through all the vision of a new existence gave back his own
words to him: You're
way beyond that. Innocence was too long ago and too well lost. This isn't a
man's life. It may be better, but it isn't for
man. It's alien. Don't touch it.
But
Comyn understood now that what he had called degeneracy was something far
different, that what he had called worship was the welcoming of friends, that
what he had thought of as an offering was only a giving back of life to the
scouring fires whence it came. The world of the Trans-uranae was beckoning to
him, and he would not listen to that one dissenting voice.
The
star blaze that entered through his helmet plate was burning now within his
brain, and all doubt was drowned in whiteness. He knew that he was not being
tempted, but that he was being offered a gift unknown since Eden. He lifted his
hands and laid them on the fastenings of his armor.
Someone caught his hands. Someone shouted,
and he was dragged away, out of the misty arms that wrapped him, and the star
blaze dimmed. He struggled, crying out, and Peter Cochrane's face came close to
his. He saw it distorted and wild behind the helmet glass. Peter Cochrane's
voice screamed at him. Wheeling stars were lifting all about him, and on either
side the people gave back, some still folded in the bright arms. Behind him
others lay stunned on the ledge, and there were armored men with rifles.
He
fought to tear his armor off. In their blindness they were afraid. Cochrane was
afraid, as Ballantyne had been afraid. They feared, and they wanted to force
him back to humanity and death.
"Comyn! Don't you know
what you're doing? Look there!"
He looked across the chasm. Stanley was no
longer pressed against the rock. He stood with the people and he had taken off
his armor.
"He's
lost! Others too before we realized." Sweat ran down on Peter's face, and
it was gray with some inner anguish. He was dragging at Comyn, trying to force
him back, talking disjointedly about saving him. He had saved others with the
rifles.
Across
the abyss, Stanley raised his arms to a soaring star. It rushed down and
Stanley was like the others, a white form half hidden in living fire.
"Lost-"
"Look
at his face!" cried Comyn. "He's not lost, but you are. You are I Let me go!"
"Crazy.
I know. I can feel it myself." Peter thrust him farther back, desperately,
as one would thrust another from the pit. "Don't fight me, Comyn. The
others are beyond help, but—" He struck hard with his hand on Comyn's
helmet. "It isn't life they offer. It's negation, a pointless
wandering—"
Comyn looked up at the Transuranae. There was
a time before, in the far beginning, a time before labor and pain and fear . .
.
They did not understand because they had too
much fear in them. But he could not stay for them. He flung himself away from
the restraining hands. He went out toward the chasm, wrenching at the stubborn
closures of his armor. Behind him a rifle rose and flashed.
The
armor was proof against radiation, but not proof at all against the different
violence of the shock-guns. The fires of the grotto faded, and Comyn went out
into the darkness, agonizing for the stars that he had touched and lost
forever.
Comyn awoke to pain. It was not only the sharp stinging
of his whole body but also the persistent gnawing in his ears and brain of a
sound that was not quite sound.
He
knew what it was. He didn't want to know. He wanted to deny it and make it not,
but he knew. The sound of the star-drive. The star-drive, the ship . . .
He
had to open his eyes. He didn't want to do that either, but he did. The metal
ceiling of his cabin was above him, and against it was French's face looking
down.
"Well, Comyn."
He
was trying to be commonplace, casual, but he wasn't a good actor and there was something in his expression.
"Well,
Comyn, I think you're clean. Roth and I have had to work. But luckily for you,
you only got a touch of it, and I think we've sweated and purged the last
poison out of you . .."
Comyn said, "Get the
hell out of here."
"Now
listen I You've had a shock, and it stands to reason—"
"Get out."
French's face went away, and there was a murmuring of voices and a door closing . . . and then nothing but the
insidious, inaudible screech of the drive.
Comyn
lay still and tried not to think about it, not to remember. But he had to
remember. He couldn't forget that rain of stars out of a sky of flame, that
clean ecstasy, the shining around him and the joy . . .
He
was nuts. He was lucky to get away; he might have become like Ballantyne. He
told himself that. But he couldn't help thinking of Paul, of the others on that
world that was falling farther back with every second. Paul and the others were
freed, living in a way nobody else could ever live, under a sky of copper
moons.
He wanted to break down, to sob like a dame, but he couldn't. He wanted to sleep, but he couldn't do that
either. After a time, Peter Cochrane came. Peter was not one to gentle people.
He came and stood, looking down with no kindness in his dark, Indian face, and said:
"So
you feel bad. You feel bad because you're Arch Comyn, a very tough guy, and you
fell apart like a kid when you really came up against it."
Comyn
looked at him and didn't say anything. He didn't have to, it seemed. There must
have been something in his eyes. For Peter's face changed.
"Look,
Comyn, I can make you feel better about that. French says that the ones of us
who fell apart were the ones who didn't have enough fear—not enough caution, enough inhibitions, to keep us scared of
it."
Comyn asked,
"Stanley?"
Peter
said, "Yes. We left him there." And then his voice got raw-edged.
"What else could we do? He'd had it, full force, and if we took him he'd
be Ballantyne all over again. Better to let him stay, as he wanted. As it was,
we barely got you away in time."
Comyn
said, "And you came in here now to get thanked for saving me?"
Peter's face grew angry, but Comyn went on, all his blind passion gathering.
"You reached inside the gates and snatched a man out of a kind of life no
man ever dreamed before of having, and you want him to thank you?"
He
was sitting up now, and he rushed on before Peter could interrupt. "You
know what? You were scared, too scared to quit being a mucky little person
named Peter Cochrane, too scared to walk out of the grubby little life you
knew. And because you were, you dream it up now that it was poison, it was
evil, it mustn't be touched, no one must touch it."
Peter did not answer. He stood looking down
at Comyn. and then his face grew haunted, haggard, and his shoulders sagged a
little.
"I
think," he whispered after a moment, "I think you may be right. But,
Comyn . . ."
Peter had been fighting his own battle. Comyn
saw that now. His dark face was gaunt from strain and something more than
strain.
". . . but Comyn, should a man be
more—or less—than a man? Even if the Transuranae were the shining good they
seemed, even if they could make men like angels, it seems wrong, wrong, for men
to step so suddenly out of what the cosmos has made them. Maybe, ages from now,
we could be like that. But now, it seems wrong."
"In
Adam's fall, we sinned all," quoted Comyn harshly. "Sure. Stick to
it. It's the only life we know, so it's the best one. The people of Barnard II
won't build any star-ships or any castles on the moon. So that makes us better.
Or does it?"
Peter
nodded heavily. "It's a question. But when I had to answer it, there was
only one way I could decide. I think in time you'll agree." He paused and
added, "Ballantyne did. Either his armor failed, or he took it off,
because he'd had the first full dose. But he couldn't stay inside the gates of
paradise. Maybe it wasn't so good when he took another look at it."
"Maybe,"
said Comyn, without conviction. He remembered Stanley's face at the last
minute: a wretched little man with a lot of hounding passions he couldn't
satisfy, inadequate and eaten up with envy, and yet there at the end he had
found something better than a share in Cochrane Transuranic or anything else he
had wanted. He had simply stopped being Stanley. And now he was there and Comyn
was here, and Comyn hated Stanley in a curious new way.
Peter
turned. "French says you're all right to move around. Don't stay in here
and sulk. It only makes it worse."
Comyn
cursed him with all his heart, and Peter smiled faintly. "I don't think
you'd have made a really satisfactory angel," he said, and left.
Comyn
sat on the bunk and put his face between his hands, and in the darkness behind
his eyes he saw again the swift white fires leaping and the fierce and splendid
burning of the stars. Something shook him like a great hand and left him empty.
He didn't want to move around. He didn't want
to go back to doing the things he'd done before, and he didn't want to see
anybody. But he did want a drink. He wanted a drink very badly, and there
wasn't any where he was, so he got up and went outside.
Whatever French and Roth had done to him had
left him weak as a baby. Everything seemed dim around him, touched with
unreality. In the main cabin, he found a bunch of the.others sitting around,
looking like men who had been sick. They looked at him and then looked away
again, as though he reminded them of something they didn't want to remember.
There was a bottle on the table. It had
already been punished hard. Comyn put down most of what was left in it. It
didn't make him feel any better, but it numbed him so he didn't care how he
felt. He glanced around, but nobody looked at him or said anything to him.
Comyn said, "Knock it
off, will you. I won't explode."
There
were a couple of feeble grins and a pretense of greeting, and then they went
back to their thinking again. Comyn began to realize that they weren't thinking
about him as much as they were about themselves.
One
of them spoke up. "I want to know—I want to know what we saw. Those things
. . ."
French sighed. "We all want to know. And
we never will, not completely. But . . ." He paused, then said, "They
weren't things. They were life, a form of life inconceivable except among the
alien elements of a transuranic world. Life, I think, seated in linkages of
energy between atoms infinitely more complex than uranium. Life,
self-sufficient, perhaps coeval with our universe, and able to impregnate our
cruder, simpler tissues with its own transuranic chemistry
Comyn thought again of what Vickrey had said:
the foun-tainhead, the beginning.
Someone
said grimly, "I know one thing: no one's getting me back there, for
anything."
Peter
Cochrane said, "Relax. Nobody's going back to Barnard II."
But, when Comyn was again alone with Peter,
he said, "You're wrong. In the end, I'll go back."
Peter shook his head. "You think you
will. You're still under its touch. But that will fade."
"No."
But it did. It faded; as the timeless hours
went by, it faded ... as he ate and
slept and went through all the motions of being human. Not the memory of it;
that did not dim. But the fierce, aching pull of a life beyond life couldn't
hold a man every minute, not when he was shaving, not when he was taking off
his shoes, not when he was drunk.
There
came an end at last to the timelessness and the waiting. They suffered again
through the eerie wrenchings and vertiginous shifts and came out of drive into
normal space. And presently Lima shone like a silver shield beyond the forward
ports, and the second Big Jump was finished.
After
the long confinement of the ship the eruption of new voices and unfamiliar
faces was confusing. The gardens hadn't changed in the million years Comyn had
been away, nor the bulk of the great house in the blaze of the lunar day. Comyn
walked through it all like a stranger, and yet everything was the same except
himself.
He
was not the only one who felt that way. It was a joyless business. They had
brought back with them from a foreign sun the same chill shadow that had
covered Ballan-tyne, and Claudia was wailing loud over the death of Stanley.
They had told her he was dead, and in a sense it was quite true. They had not
conquered any stars. A star had conquered them.
Comyn
searched among the faces for one he did not see, and somebody told him,
"She wouldn't stay here after the ship took off. She said the place was
haunted, and that she couldn't stand it. She went back to New York."
Comyn said, "I know
exactly what she meant."
The halls of the great house were cool and
dim, and Comyn would have waited in them alone, but Peter said:
"I
may need you, Comyn. You were closer to it than any of us, and Jonas won't be
easy to convince."
Reluctantly,
Comyn stood once more in the crowded, old-fashioned room that looked out over
the Mare Imbrium, and Jonas was as he had been before: an ancient dusty man
huddled in a chair, more frail, more wrinkled, slipping farther over that
ultimate dark edge. But still he raked with his claw-like hands at life, still
he burned with ambition.
"You got it, eh?" he said to Peter,
leaning his cage of bones forward in the chair. "Cochrane Transuranic! Has
a good sound, doesn't it? How much, Peter? Tell me how much!"
Peter said slowly, "We didn't get it,
Grandfather. The world is . . . poisoned. Ballantyne's crew and three of our
own men—" He paused, and then muttered the fictional word. "There
won't be any Cochrane Transuranic, now or ever."
For a long moment Jonas was utterly still,
and the color surged up into his face until it threatened to burst the parchment
skin. Comyn felt a distant pang of pity for him. He was such an old man, and he
wanted so much to steal a star before he died.
"You
let it go," said Jonas, and he cursed Peter with all the breath he had.
Coward was the kindest word. "All right, I'll find a man who's not afraid.
I'll send out another ship—"
"No," said Peter. "I'm going
down to talk to the Government men. There'll be other voyages to other stars,
but Barnard's must be let alone. The radioactive contamination there is a kind
nobody can fight."
Jonas'
withered hps still moved, but no sound came out of them, and his body jerked in
a perfect paroxysm of rage. Peter said wearily:
"I'm
sorry, but it's so."
"Sorry," whispered Jonas. "If
I were young again, if I could
only stand, I'd find a way ..."
"You
wouldn't," said Comyn sharply. Suddenly a passion came over him. He
remembered many things and he bent over Jonas fiercely and said, "There
are some things even the Cochranes aren't big enough to handle. You wouldn't
understand if I explained to you, but that world is safe for all time, from
everybody. And Peter's right."
He
turned and left the room, and Peter came after him. Comyn made a gesture of
distaste, and said, "Let's go."
When
they landed in New York, when they finally got clear of the .mob scene that
went on for a time around the spaceport, Comyn told Peter:
"You go on to your Government men. I got
better things to do."
"But if they want you
too—"
"I'll be in the Rocket
Room's bar."
Later,
sitting in the bar, Comyn kept his back to the video, but he couldn't shut out
the breathless voice that tumbled out the news to all the gaping, excited
listeners.
".
. . and this magnificent second voyage, while it explored only a
radioactive-poisoned world that cannot be exploited or visited again, is still
another great trail blazed to the stars. Other ships will soon be going out
there, other men.. ."
Comyn thought that sure, they'd go, all full
of neat little schemes. But they'd find out that it wasn't the same as their
little planets. They'd find they were out in the big league and that human
games were not played out there.
He
didn't turn, not right away, when a throaty voice at his shoulder interrupted.
"Buy me a drink,
Comyn?"
When
he did turn he saw it was Sydna. She looked just the same. She wore a white
dress that revealed her brown shoulders, and her improbable hair was the color
of flax, and she had that cool, lazy smile.
"Ill buy you a
drink," he said. "Sure. Sit down."
She did and lit a cigarette, and then looked
at him through the drifting smoke.
"You don't look quite so good,
Comyn."
"Don't I?"
"Peter said that you found something
pretty bad out there."
"Yeah. So bad that we didn't dare to
stay, so bad we had to run right back to Earth." "But you found Paul
Rogers?" "I found him."
"But
you didn't bring him back?" "No."
She picked up her drink. "All right.
Tactful Sydna, who knows when to keep her mouth shut. Here's to you."
After a moment, she said, "I found out
something too, Comyn. You're a rather ugly roughneck—"
"I thought you knew that."
"I did. But what I found out was that in
spite of it, I missed you." "So?"
"Oh,
hell, I can't keep being coy," she said. "I'm leading up to the idea
of getting married. I've thought about it. It'd be so much more
convenient."
"Have
you got enough money that I wouldn't
have to work?" he asked.
"Plenty, Comyn."
"Well,
that's something," he said. "Though I'd probably get tired of
spending it and go back to work anyway. There's only one thing..."
"Yes?"
"You
ought to know something, Sydna. I'm not the same guy you got acquainted with. I
got rearranged a little inside."
"It doesn't show
much."
"It
will. You didn't like it up in your lunar castle because it was haunted. How
will you like living with a haunted man?"
"I'll
unhaunt you, Comyn." "Can you?"
"It'll he fun trying.
Let's have another."
He
turned and signaled the waiter and turned back to her, and the strange pain
took him by the throat again: the pain of loss, of exile, of a fading longing.
I'm slipping back, back all the way to Arch
Comyn, and I don't want to! I'm forgetting what it was like, what U could have been like, and all my life
I'll think of
it and want to go back, and be afraid to ...
Let
it go, he thought, let it go and slip back. It might be second-rate to be just
human but it's comfortable, it's comfortable...
He
looked across the table at Sydna. "Shall we drink on it?"
She
nodded and reached out her free hand. And when he took it, it quivered inside
his grasp. She said:
"All
of a sudden, I don't want another drink. I want to cry."
She did.
'A good story, with very good characterization a>!id flashes of an
almost Merrittescjuo poetry.»«
this system to
another sun-Barnard's Star. The first expedition returned: one man alive, the
others missing, and that one man dying of some ghastly sort of radiation
sickness.
"Comyn, tough
space-hum, sets out to find what happened to Paul Stagers, close friend of his... eventually
making the second Big Jump himself. What he finds at the end is not only a
brilliant science fiction gimmick, but good, solid writing."
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