GREEN MAN'S BURDEN
Anthony Taylor sat watching the wealthy
Borden Harper on his multi-vision screen.
"Is
there any more news about the—the Greenies?" the interviewer was asking.
"None at at all." Harper dropped his voice to a deep sober
sincerity. "We keep on trying. But I'm afraid we are just going to have to
face the unpleasant fact that the Greenies are nothing more than human-looking
animals. ..."
Anthony could contain his detestation no
longer. Snatching the cushion, he rammed it violently into the speaker-grill,
wishing he could ram it down Harper's throat. Harper and the other humans on
Venus, milking it of its miraculous beans, using the green-skinned natives to
cultivate the crop, because that's all they could be trained to do. They had no
language, no human-style intelligence, no cultural potential, nothing.
Anthony
grabbed up a dummy piano-keyboard savagely. He struck out a crisp-edged series
of chords, double handed, up the keyboard. The notes were sharp, precise
sounds.
"Not bad___ "he said, aloud."For an animal!"
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CAST OF CHARACTERS
ANTHONY
TAYLOR
When he found himself running out of pills,
he knew he could no longer pass for human.
MARTHA
MERRILL
She
seemed to be a beautiful woman, but how long could she keep up the deception?
DR.
M'GRATH
A psychiatrist of questionable sanity, he
held thousands of Venusians under his sway.
THE
OLD MAN
He had the power to wipe out all the human
settlements on Venus.
LOVELY
That was the only name she had, for what use
did Greenies have for names?
BORDEN
HARPER
Though he was the richest man on Venus, he
really knew very little about the source of his wealth.
WE THE VENUSIANS
by
JOHN RACKHAM
ACE
BOOKS, INC. 1120 Avenue of the Americas New York, N.Y. 10036
we, the
venusians
Copyright ©, 1965, by Ace Books, Inc. AH
Rights Reserved
the water of thought
Copyright ©, 1965, by Ace
Books, Inc.
Printed in U.S.A.
PART ONE
The multi-vision screen, a standard installation in all rented
rooms, dominated the eye. It was meant to. Anthony Taylor sat
watching the slowly changing mosaic of colors, but without seeing them in any
real sense. He had just finished a synthetic and tasteless meal in the
cafeteria downstairs, and was letting his digestion take care of it, without
being consciously aware of that process, either. He had long since learned to
ignore insults to his stomach, and suggestions to his eyes, but he couldn't
quite ignore appeals to his hearing. Therefore, because the multi-vision set
constantly churned out meaningless music and could not be switched off, he had
stuffed a foam-filled cushion into the speaker-grills. That served to damp down
the offensive noise to the point where he could overlook it.
In
his mind he listened to the mighty striding sonorousness of the second
movement of Schubert's Eighth
Symphony, the
great "Unfinished." So far as he could discover, no-one had ever
produced an adequate transcription of it, for piano. He, Anthony Taylor, was
determined to do just that.
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As
the strong, marching, down-striding counter-point beat in his mind, he laid
over it, note by careful note, the nearest equivalent he could think of,
within the limits imposed by a keyboard and ten agile fingers. It would be a
small miracle if he ever developed this exercise to the point where he could
write it out and feel satisfied with it. It would be a miracle of much greater dimensions if the work was ever published. It
was extremely unlikely that there were more than ten people in the whole of
this modem world who would be able to play it, or would even try.
None
of these considerations troubled him, at all. This universe of joyous and
beauteous sound was his world, the only place where he was completely
happy and at home. The noise out there, oozing past the cushion, meant not a thing; was as devoid of inspiration as was the sliding, shifting web of
color on the screen. Warmed by his inner music, he felt like someone in a snug room, looking out on a chill
and miserable winter.
The
mosaic faded, giving way to the careful face of a news-reader, and past the muffling cushion came the announcement:
"News of the World, to the World, every hour, on the hour, through the
magic of multi-vision . . ." The voice was a whisper, a
distantly-sensational catalogue of faraway places, strange sins, crimes and
pseudo-crises, to be followed by a rapid-fire succession of advertisements in
larger-than-life color, with super-impossible claims, and mind-snaring jingles.
Anthony let the stream wash over him, completely absorbed in the
near-impossible task of conveying the fugal majesty of a full orchestra within
the gamut of a keyboard. Again the news-reader, with a quick explosion of color: "I now hand you over to your local
station announcer for your own, more intimate iook at
the news . . ." he said, and the music all ran together in Anthony's head,
and collapsed with a squeal. He sat forward, kicked away the
cushion, and paid attention.
"Arriving
at London Airport this afternoon, his last port-of-call on a round-the-world
shopping spree, Mr. Borden Harper, from the fabulous far-off Venus Colony, was
interviewed by our man-on-the-spot. . The picture
gave way to yet another color-explosion, with engine noises and sounds of gale winds, then became a distant
view of passengers streaming across an open plain of concrete. Shift, more
color,
6 then a comfortable close-up of a face,
tanned and glowing, a strong, smooth, somehow remote face, like that of a patient
adult attending to children.
"Nothing
special in mind," he said. "Just looking. If
I see something I fancy, I'll buy it."
"It must be nice to have so deep a
purse."
"It's
pleasant, yes. But it's not for myself alone, you understand.
I'm shopping for two hundred and fifty other people, my friends, back
there."
"Of course. I imagine, Mr. Harper, that millions watching us will envy you and your
friends the great wealth, the fabulous luxury, that
you enjoy. But it has its dark side, too, doesn't it?"
"That
is true. We like it, mind you. Let me not give the impression that we are
nostalgic castaways, pining for Mother Earth and the sight of blue sky and
stars . . ." Harper shrugged and smiled, tightly, managing to convey just
that. "We regard Venus as Tiome.' But we are
strictly confined to the limits of the domes. A circle one mile across is a
world, to us. We do what we can to make it pleasant, but it gets tedious at
times. We nibble away at the planet, constantly, but it's slow, uphill work.
Venus yields her secrets grudgingly. So we need relaxation, something to keep
us occupied. That's what I'm shopping for, something new, a diversion."
"What about the rumors, Mr. Harper,
about bean-crop failure?"
"Just rumors. We have our problems, yes, but well keep the bean-crop coming
just as long as there's a need for it. After all"—his smile grew and
became candid—"we depend on it, too. Without the bean-crop, we would be
flat broke!"
"How
unlikely that
is," the interviewer
permitted himself a chuckle along with the great man, then changed his tone,
rapidly. "Is there any more news about the—the Greenies?"
"None at all." Harper dropped his voice to a deep sober sincerity. "We are doing
all we can, constantly. We keep on trying. But I'm afraid we are just going to
have to face the unpleasant fact that the Greenies are nothing more than
human-looking animals."
"It's sad news. They
are—completely human-like?"
"Fantastically so. The biologists, anthropologists, and all the other people who study
such things consider the Green-
7
ies one of the biggest problems science has
discovered so far. They've had to revise whole areas of their sciences. It was
astonishing enough just to discover a race of beings exacdy
like us, apart from being green, on another planet. That was fifty years ago,
and it's history, now. But the greater shock has come
since, as we learn that this seemingly-human creature has no measurable I.Q.,
has no language, no society, no culture, no artifacts, nothing. It's difficult
to accept. As I said, we keep trying to 'reach' them, to understand them in
some way, but we haven't much hope. They are the way they are, and we just have
to accept it . . ."
Anthony could contain his detestation no
longer. Snatching the cushion, he rammed it violently into the speaker-grill,
wishing he could ram it down Harper's throat as easily. It was all lies,
deliberate and vicious lies. It had to be. It was a conspiracy, with Harper and
people like him, and money, and gullible "superior" humans, all
involved in maintaining it, and he hated them all with
a senseless violence that twisted his stomach and brought bitter bile into his
throat. He shut his eyes tight, stuffed fingers in his ears, and fought to
regain some measure of calm. Music came to his aid, from the recesses of his
mind, and he reached for the Barcarolle from Hoffmann as a thirsty man grasps a
glass of cool water.
When
he could bear to look again, speakers and voices had gone and the screen
shimmered with the everlasting swirl of meaningless color-shapes. In the lower
right-hand corner a small square glowed" into being, enclosing a black
space bearing the words, "You are being called." Anthony pulled in a
deep breath, steadying himself, then twitched away the muffling cushion once
more, pressed the "Accept" switch, and sat back, tightening his eyes
as the strip-lights flared in his face. The screen showed to him, now, a long,
lean, knowing face, with dark eyes bright under heavy eyebrows and a black
lock of curl draped modishly over its forehead. Gregory Hartford was nothing if
not "modish." His sideburns were so long and black that he gave the
impression of a man peering between the bars of a cage. Switching on a bright
smile, he said, "Hi, Tone. Be at the Cellar, tonight, eh?"
"Don't I always, on
Fridays?"
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"Just making sure, boy. Got a treat for you, tonight. A
thrush."
"Not
another singer," Anthony protested, helplessly. "You know I don't
like vamping to that kind of stuff, Greg. I'm a soloist!"
"The
bestl" Hartford nodded, with false heartiness.
"But this one is genuine, man. Real pipes, and
songs from way back before pops. Your kind of stuff.
Classical, you'll see. She's Australian."
Anthony,
never very fluent, was completely confused now. "Classical," in
Gregory Hartford's lexicon, was anything that called for more than three
chords. And, since multi-vision covered the whole civilized world, what did it
matter that this "thrush" came from Australia? Or maybe she had a
pouch? He rescued his mind from such insane byways, manufactured a resigned
smile,
"All right, Greg. I
suppose I'll manage, somehow."
"That's my boy. It's
all bread, isn't it? Be seeing you."
Hartford's
face went away, the strip-lights died, and the idiot-color patterns and senseless
music came back. Anthony replaced the cushion, put fingers back in his ears,
shut his eyes tight, and dismissed Hartford, his agent and manager, the Cellar,
the mystery "thrush" and everything connected with that aspect of his
life. He thought, instead, about Borden Harper, and Venus, and the Greenies,
and the thoughts were personal pangs.
Fifty
years ago very few people had known anything about Greenies,
and even fewer cared much. They were obscure, and somehow obscene, parodies of
humans, green-skinned animals running silent and naked in the steamy hot
forest-jungles of an inhospitable planet. Of scientific
interest only, until the advent of the "miracle bean."
Nobody
knew, now, who had first found the things, which grew in pods, on stunted
bushes, out of the slushy swamp. Venus was rich in new and strange flora, and
the beans would have had to wait their turn, had it not been for one or two
enterprising field-parties reporting back that they had seen the Greenies
eating them. The chemists perked up their ears. What was good for Greenies
might be good for humans, and a local food supply would save some of the
fabulous cost of shipping supplies all the way from Earth. So they investigated
the beans, carefully. Now, almost
9 fifty years later, they were still trying to
explain their findings. They could explain, they could measure and show what
the bean did, but they couldn't explain how. Once their reports became public,
nobody cared much about the "how." The "what" was quite
enough to set the public mind afire.
The
bean, so the chemists said, supplied two exciting substances. One had the power
to mobilize fat. In effect, it made the body withdraw fat from various storage
places and move it to the liver, where it was expended as fuel. In short, you
ate bean-meal regularly, and you grew. slim. Generations
of hopeful, wishful and gullible "fatties" had spent millions in
chasing many "diets" which had claimed to do just this, and had been
defrauded, deluded and disappointed. Now it was hard fact. The second substance
out of the bean was a benign antivirus. You ate bean-meal, and you were insured
against virus infection of almost any kind. Those were the two substances, and
after nearly five decades of hard work, the chemists were no nearer being able
to isolate or synthesize either of them than when they began. Only the genuine,
Venus-grown beans would work.
Practically
overnight, the bean became The Beauty Bean, and
passed into the loving care of big business. And the Greenies, suddenly, became
important. Venus, the whole of Venus outside the shield and armor of a
scientifically maintained "dome," was a vicious, strength-sapping,
uninviting place, a humid infemo. But that was where
the beans grew, and nowhere else. Business wanted beans gathered in large quantities.
Business wanted more. It wanted to be able to plant, and grow to order, and
harvest, the beans. It wanted a work-force. What more natural than that they
should see the Greenies as the obvious answer? Teach them, train them, put them to work, why not?
Anthony shivered as he listed the reasons why
not. Much money and effort had gone into the study, and the results were hard.
Greenies, for all they looked exacdy like humans,
were animals, about as intelligent as a dog, perhaps, or a horse, but no more than
that. They could be trained to help in cultivating and caring for the
bean-bushes, which was something. But it was the absolute limit. Greenies had
nothing else, no language, no human-style intelligence, no
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cultural potential, nothing. They were just
green-skinned animals which looked like men.
Anthony
got to his feet, moved to a mirror which hung on the wall, and looked at himself. He saw a face that would have been counted as
strong and handsome, by any standards, had it not been for the subtly
secretive expression. His jet black hair was glossy with health, his skin clear
and warmly tanned. A smile, had he been able to force one, would have shown
regular and perfect teeth. The white of his shirt clung to and moulded big shoulders and a deep chest. He looked down at
his hands—lean, powerful, competent hands, and then back in the mirror he
stared into his own eyes. Steady, gray-blue eyes. Only a close examination
would have shown that he was wearing corneal contacts, and no one would have
had any reason to guess that those contact-pieces were tinted, deliberately, to
produce that gray-blue color. That they were designed to hide the real color
beneath ... a blue so
dark and vivid as to be almost purple.
Hide your eyes, he thought, bitterly. Hide.
Evade questions, avoid too much publicity. Be sure that no one wonders how it
is that you're so nicely sun-tanned, although you seldom see the sun and can't
bear it on your skin. Never let anyone suspect that you take . . . that you
have to take ... a tablet of anti-tan
every twenty-four hours. Be grateful that millions of other people do, for a
reason other than yours, and that chemists are, by profession, discreet people.
Hide also the fact that you dare not take so much as a taste of sugar in any
form, or even a dash of alcohol in a drink, because it will knock you silly.
Hide your true self, Anthony Taylor, so that no one will ever know what you
really are.
He
turned away from the mirror, stooped and caught up from the floor a long box.
Laid on the table and opened, it became a dummy piano-keyboard, with tuned and
muted metal pieces under the keys. A poor substitute for the real thing, but
better than nothing at all. He sat, spread his hands, and struck out a crisp-edged
series of chords, double handed, up the keyboard, let
his fingers chase themselves down again in staccato runs and trips. The notes
were sharp, precise sounds in the little room.
"Not bad . . ."
he said, aloud. "For an animal!"
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To reach the Cellar, Anthony had to run,
through sleeting rain, from the nearest Underground station, and arrived with
his shabby jacket wet through. Only six of the ten tables were occupied, and
the figures sitting there were dim shadows in the half-light that was all the place offered. He spared no more than a quick glance
at the nearest as he made his way to the far end, by the rostrum, and found a seat. Strip-lights from the stage cut back the gloom a litde, here, showing the chips and scratches in the plastic
and gilt decor. A smell of coffee and hot cooking-oil drifted from a side-door
as the proprietor bellied his way through carrying a tray.
"Hello, Anthony,"
he hailed, going by. "A coffee, eh?"
"Please!"
said Anthony, but his mind was elsewhere. On stage a thin youth with a blur of
black beard and a startling mop of hair was trying to coax a lilt from a lute.
The Cellar was hung, about the walls, with ancient instruments of many kinds.
Anthony had seen them, had believed them to be ornamental, of curiosity value only.
This was the first time he had ever seen anyone try to play one of them, and
the result was distressing. Not only was the performer unskilled, he was
trying to play something utterly unsuited to his instrument.
In a
moment the stout proprietor was back, laying a cup before Anthony and putting
one down for himself. Then he slumped heavily into a chair.
"Staff!"
he growled. "Because it rains, they are late. Because it rains, I have
customers more than usual, and early. Did they think of that? No, I tell you.
Does anybody think, nowadays? Same answer. Just like that clown up there,"
he jerked a huge shoulder at the lute-player. " 'Let
me try a tune or two on your lute, Luigi?" he
says. A tune! Men had forgotten how to play a lute before he was born. Before I was bom, even. Does it
worry him? No. 'This is just a different
kind of guitar,' he says."
"But that's true,
after all, isn't it?"
"Sure it's true," Luigi Gabrielli shrugged. "But he can't play music on a
guitar, either. Nobody plays music, any more. They make just background noises,
to go with whatever they want to do."
Anthony
did not smile, the way other people did when Luigi Gabrielli
poured his ridicule on modern tastes. He
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listened,
and sympathized. Gabrielli had been, long long ago, a genuine musician, in a real orchestra. Out of
his memories, when he could be persuaded to dip into them, Anthony had had many
a clue to old masterworks he would never, otherwise, have heard of.
"Was
there every any music written for lute?" he wondered, and Luigi shrugged
again, gestured with his cup.
"Who
knows? It was the only
popular instrument, up
until sixteen fifty. Then it went out, and our kind of musical notation came
in, so if there ever was any lute music written down, who could read it, now,
eh? Never mind. You let me take your jacket and dry it. That clown up there
will give up, soon. Then you play something for me, eh?"
"All right,"
Anthony shed his wet garment, held it out.
"Listen!" Luigi took the jacket,
but his eyes were on the stage. "You hear?" The lute-player had found
a melodic line, and was trying to follow it. "That. Go and show that dolt
what he is murdering, would you?"
Anthony
mounted the two steps to the rostrum, all his cringing nerves gone, now. This
was the one territory in which he was master. He tapped the lute-player on a
shoulder, and winced at the resultant jangle.
"Come,"
he said, simply, and led the way back and round a ply-board flat to where a
grand piano crouched in the gloom. It was a genuine Steinway that Gabrielli had rescued from a junk room, years before. Now
it was in perfect tune and condition, glossy with the loving care Anthony had
lavished on it. He sat, settling himself comfortably. The lute-player stared,
curiously, and came near enough to touch the glowing woodwork.
"One of the old cabinet jobs," he
said. "Pretty good shape, too. I wonder old Luigi doesn't flog it to a
museum, and get a portable. Must be worth a bit, to a
dealer."
"It's worth more, as a piano.
Listen." He laid his right hand on the keyboard. "This is what you
were trying to play," and he sketched the melodic line. The lute-player
cocked his head.
"You ain't got the beat, chum."
"There is no beat!" Anthony said,
sharply. "Beat is for savages, for the unconscious mind. That music you
were beating to death was originally created by Verdi, in eigh-
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teen
fifty, as part of an opera, a story to music. Properly, it calls for a full
orchestra."
Tou got one of those, too?" the lute-player
demanded, scornfully. "What are you, mister, some
kind of nut?"
"At
least I'm not so crazy as to try to play an instrument four hundred years old
that I don't know anything about. I know
there are no more orchestras in the world. But there are pianos, and one of the
greatest piano-players who ever lived wrote a transcription of that opera
piece. The opera was called Rigoletto, the pianist was Franz Liszt, and this is the way he wrote it."
Anthony put his hands on the keyboard again, sparing a moment to think himself
into the mood, to assume the identity of that fabulous, eccentric, flamboyant
and cynical old Hungarian genius.
Then
he began, meticulously trapping the lilting sounds, the interwoven voices, the
competing harmonies, filtering them through his flying fingers. He felt, as
Liszt must have felt, an utter absorption in sound, the power to build, mould
and control a structure that was at once delicate yet strong, with all the
parts fitting together. He built up, he broke a-part and scattered recklessly, he caught again and reassembled with dexterous skill, then
brought the whole thing to a crashing climax. The following silence seemed
thick, saturated with remembered sound.
"Magnificent,
Anthonyl Just magnificent!" Luigi had come to
stand a few feet away and behind, his fat old face aglow with memories.
"Clever
stuff," the lute-player shrugged, "but it'll never catch on. It's muddly. Half a dozen tunes all mixed up together. Who
wants that?"
"Nobody,
now," Luigi sighed. "Put my lute back where you got it, mister. You
can't do any good with it." He turned to Anthony, hunching his shoulders
in an apologetic gesture. Beyond him, across the empty stage, came Gregory
Hartford, leading a girl by the elbow.
"Hi, Luigi! Hi, Tone. Reckoned I'd find you here. Can't leave it alone, can you?
This is Martha Merrill. Martha, meet Luigi, who owns this joint. And Tony Taylor. He plays."
Anthony
mumbled something, half-rose and sat again, all his defenses in full strength,
at once. The girl was medium tall, her hair dark bronze, with metallic glints,
her eyes shrouded behind tinted glasses, her teeth brilliandy
white
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against
swarthy skin. Her dress, in white elasto-sparkle, daz-r zled his eyes as it hugged
her generous curves. By any standards, this girl was beautiful.
"I
hope you can play my kind of music, Mr. Taylor," she said, and her voice
was strong, too, with just the suspicion of vowel flattening. From Australia,
Hartford had said.
"I
can try," he muttered, and Hartford laughed, snapped his fingers in
emphasis.
"You name it, sweetie,
and he'll play it. I guarantee you."
Anthony
wanted to hit him. Casting a sullen look sideways, he saw Luigi, who creased
his fat face in wry sympathy, shrugged and went away. Miss Merrill laid down
her bag on an empty carton nearby, put on an uncertain smile, and said,
"Do you know this?"
Anthony
listened to what she hummed, and his eyes opened wide. His fingers felt for the
right pitch, sounded a chord or two, and she stopped. Her smile blazed,
suddenly.
"You do know it!"
"Yes.
By Schubert ... To Music' Wait. I'll
start it properly for you." He thought a moment, then
nodded to himself, touched out the simple but arresting introduction. She came
in right on cue,
"Du
holde Kunst, in tvieviel grauen Stunden . . ." she sang, with not a trace of effort, but the whole room was
suddenly full of sound. Anthony felt a glow. He had read about and heard of
voices like "bells," and had always thought the term an exaggeration.
Now he knew it was less than the truth. This was magic, a rich full sound that
Wagner would have loved. He kept his contribution tender, delicate, well under
hers, appreciating that she was playing her voice like an instrument. As it
came to an end, he was too moved to comment at all. Hartford filled the gap.
"What'd I tell you,
Tone? Is she a nightingale, or not?"
"Miss
Merrill . . ." he fumbled for words, looking up at her, "I never knew
singing could be like that. So much ...
1"
"Such a voice!" Luigi had come back, and the glow on his fat
face gave Anthony a sudden twinge of jealousy. He'd been the only one to bring
that kind of fire, before. Now this strange girl with the bell-voice had done
it. But the unworthy thought was gone almost as quickly as it had come. Luigi
was almost in tears. "Such a voice," he said, again. "Such a waste. Who wants it, now?"
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"But I don't understand," Miss
Merrill's smile wavered. "What's wrong, if you like my singing so
much?" Luigi shrugged, a great upheaval of his
heavy shoulders.
"I
cannot pay you, not what you are worth. And nobody else will pay you anything
at all. And you must eat. We all must eat."
"You
pay Tony ten," Hartford challenged, suspiciously, "and one for me.
What's to stop you paying Martha here the same, eh?" He put a hand on her
arm, possessively. "Ten for her, one for me, or I take her away,
Luigi."
"Take her away then. But where? Tell me, where?"
"There are other
dives. Better ones than this."
"And they pay, for
real music? Do they?"
"Well
. . ." Hartford hesitated, "Not yet, they don't. But they will, when
they hear Martha. Man, she's the greatest, if you like that kind of thing. And
plenty do!" Anthony, his gaze shuttling from one to the other, caught an
odd note in Hartford's voice.
"You
mean you didn't like it?" he demanded of his agent, wide-eyed.
"Oh,
it's good. Just like your stuff, Tone. Anybody can tell there's class, there.
But it's cold, you know what I mean. No zing to it. Still, I can try somewhere
else. Come on, Martha honey. I'm sorry, I thought for
sure this would be a good place."
"Just
a minute," Luigi spread his hands, and smiled. "Let's
not to rush too fast, eh? Be my guests, all of you. We eat, and I talk a
bit, and you will see why it's no good trying to sell that kind of a voice, not any more. Ay me, that I should say such a thing, but it is
true. Come, what will you have, so long as it comes from a plastican?"
At
the table, forking a mass of tomato-flavoured strings
of paste, Anthony was puzzled, and said so.
"You
know your own business best, Luigi," he said, "but I still can't see
why you won't hire Miss Merrill."
She
sat opposite him, enigmatic in her dark glasses, paying attention to her
plate. She had taken off the cape of her dress, and he saw that her arms, her
shoulders and neck, and upper swells of her bosom, all were silky-smooth and
glowingly tanned. Made in Australia, and very nice, but it wouldn't last long
in the coming London winter.
"You were stupid at school, I
think." Luigi said, kindly.
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"All
right, I can't tell you about a piano, either. It's fair. But listen. You too, Greg. We are all friends, why should I lie? This
place"—he cast a hand around the dimness—"you think I like it dark,
this way? No. But more light costs more money. And I have no more."
"Oh
no I" Hartford sneered. "Don't try that story.
This place is a small mint. You can't tell me different, either. There's a million little eateries like this, in London, and
they all coin the stuff. Don't I know? Don't I sell them gimmicks?"
Luigi
smiled, wryly, gestured with a fork. "Look around. Do you see a
multi-vision screen? Do you see glow-ads? Do you hear music?"
"That's
up to you, isn't it? You could have 'em, if you
wanted."
"I
have ten tables. I have two staff, one cook, one waitress.
And no license. Why? Because, if I put in just two
more tables, the law says I must have a license. Then I must have two more
staff. I must have multi-vision. It's the law."
"But
you get a commission!" Hartford argued, excitedly. "They pay you for
that!"
"Sure!
And than I get glow-ads, with
music, and they pay me for that, too. And I'm rich, like you said. But
then I can't have my kind of music any more. Tony, here, couldn't play my piano
for me, not in such a noise. You see? So I have only ten tables. I am private.
I don't have to have multi-vision and glow-ads. And I don't make much money,
either. But I like it this way. I make just enough to be able to afford to pay
Tony ten solars to come and play my piano for me
three times a week."
"I
didn't know," Anthony was distressed as understanding came to him.
"You should have said, Luigi. I would have come for nothing, just to play.
It's the only piano . .
"My ten percent!" Hartford interrupted. "And what would you live on, Tone? National
Income hardly pays for rent and grub."
"Mr.
Luigi!" Miss Merrill cut into the dispute abruptly. "Why doesn't
anybody want real music, any more? It was just like
this in Australia, too. Multi-vision everywhere. Pops
and commers, jingles and jives, but nobody had any
time for the kind of stuff I like. Why not? What's wrong with it?"
"That's a big question, my dear, much bigger than you
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know,
and I don't know all the answer. But I do know most of it. You would like some
coffee?" She nodded and smiled and he made signals. "There is a part
of it, the coffee," he said. "They can't make instant tea. To make a good cup of tea you must do several things just so, and then wait. Who
wants to wait, any more? Who can be bothered to leam how to do a thing right, even to making tea in a pot?"
"No
sugar for me," she waved her hand to stop him as he reached for a bowl of
plastic-wrapped lumps.
"You and Tony both. That makes you alike, and different. Everybody else likes sugar, likes
sweet stuff. Nothing bitter, or difficult ... or clever, either." He
pulled out a packet to offer to her and she smiled again.
"No
cigarettes, either," she said. "I don't smoke, don't drink, and don't
touch sugar." Anthony felt a strange chill. He pushed it away at once,
knowing it to be ridiculous, but it came back. Surely there were millions of
people who didn't smoke, or drink, or take sugar. And many of
them with that superb bronze tan. And her eyes were probably green,
under the glasses.
"We
can go back a long time," Luigi sipped at his cup, made a face and put it
down. "To the middle of the last century, if you like.
Nineteen-fifty, nineteen-sixty, about then. Talent had
begun to die. Nobody knew. It was not a spectacular
disease, but a creeping thing, like old age. I have gone to the books, just
because I am curious. Music, because I know it best, I can give you details.
But it was the same for all creative talent. Sculpture, maybe? Polluted by cheap plastic copies of everything good. The creative sculptors? They struggled, tortured themselves
and their materials, wire, glass, paper, anything, to find some new way, some
new technique. It was precisely the same with painting. Cheap and perfect
copies, so who wants originals? Make them different, new, spectacular, but how?
Who will pay, when movies and television saturate the mind with rubbish?"
"Rubbish?" Hartford objected. Luigi
shrugged again.
"How
would you know any different? For a hundred years, now, it has been like this.
With music, as I know. Recordings and broadcasts . . . and
poverty-stricken orchestras. La Scala, Milan;
The Metropolitan, in America; the
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Festival
Hall, here in London; in Germany ...
all over Europe, it was the same. Not one major orchestra could live without
subsidy from a government, and when a government is the patron of the arts,
the arts die. That always happens. And it died, this time, for good. Because
there came Telstar, and then total planetary hook-ups, and all the
communications ran together into one lump, for efficiency. Efficiency! Pah!" He picked up his cup again, to rinse a bad taste
from his mouth.
"Efficiency
means 'I want it now, without having to wait.' Who wants to spend years
working, to leam the rules, the discipline? Who wants
discipline, anyway? I tell you"—he leaned across to stare at Miss
Merrill—"the great ones, like Beethoven, Schubert, Mozart, Wagner . . .
they were just channels for music that was real, bigger than them, alive. That
is what the discipline is for, to get the 'me' out of the way. I know. I was
once a pianist, not so good as Tony, here, but good. Then a
violinist. Then a conductor with fine orchestra.
But I was too late in my life. The minds are all closed, now. There are no
channels left. Now it is all 'me' ...
it is all gimmicks and expressing one's feelings, and release. It
stinks!"
"I
don't think I quite understand all that," Miss Merrill said, hesitantly.
"I know people today don't seem to take the trouble the old ones used to
do, but, if you study the old ones, they had a tough time, didn't they?"
"When
you sing . . . what is it, you or the music?" Luigi demanded, and she
hesitated again. "Which is more important?" he insisted.
"The
music, of course."
"Of
course!" he threw up his hands. "There you are! Who else, if not
Tony, here, would say that, today? Ask Greg. No, let me ask him. What is more
important than you, Greg ... to
you?"
"That's
a nit question," Hartford snapped, his synthetic grin failing him for the
moment. "How can anything be more important than me, to me, hey? You never
could talk sense, Luigi."
"Not
your kind of sense, no." Luigi smiled, suddenly, dismissing the whole
argument. "Never mind. Miss Merrill, I cannot pay
you. I wish I could. I'm sorry. Will you do me a big favor, and sing for me,
just once more?"
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"Ill sing for
my supper," she said, smiling, "if he can play it. Or maybe something
you have in mind, if I know it?"
"Something,
yes I" the old man sat back in his chair, eyes half-shut. "You know,
when the Soviets came out into the Western world, became partners with
everybody else, they talked a lot about quality, and culture. But who can argue
with the masses? Offer them the good and the difficult, and they will take the
cheap and the easy. There is something wrong with Man. He can talk about good,
but it is always too difficult for him to do, even when it seems easy. You said
you didn't understand me, Miss Merrill. I think you will understand this,
though. I would like you to sing, for me, The Last Rose of Summer.'
You know it? Good. And then you come back here and sit by me and listen, while
Anthony plays something so different. Both good . . . one
good-by-itself, the other good-for-showing-off. Anthony, you know what I
mean? From the Transcendental Studies of Liszt . . . Mazeppa. . . ?"
Anthony
understood perfectly what the old man was getting at, but his attention was
caught by Miss Merrill's odd actions. She had taken a sugar-lump from the bowl
and peeled it of its wrapper. Now, delicately, she raised it to her tongue for
a brief touch, shuddered, put it down, and took a quick mouthful of coffee.
"Shall
we go over to the piano, now?" he asked, getting up. She sat a moment,
shuddered again, and then got to her feet.
"I'm
ready. One extra-special performance, coming up," she said, and he was
struck by the new vibrancy in her voice and manner. He could "feel"
her by his side as they mounted the two shallow steps and crossed the empty rostrum,
through a cone of smoke-filled light, to the ply-board flat which hid the
piano.
"Are
you all right?" he asked, as she reached for and leaned on the upright
batten.
"I'm
just fine!" she beamed, clutching the panel. "Give me a note, and
I'll show you." He shook his head, won-deringly,
went to the piano, touched a soft chord, ran through the introduction, and,
from his right shoulder, back there, he heard her begin. With her first strong
sweet note, he forgot any problems he had ever had. Almost in awe, he nursed
out the harmonies to underlie and augment the
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throbbing
sounds she made, hearing her voice filling the whole room, flooding it with
beauty. He knew, too, without looking round, that she was
singing with everything, not just her throat, but every nerve and muscle
in her whole body. Dimly, in some gestalt of understanding, he knew that this
was why she seemed so alive, so vivid. Because she was all of
a piece, a completeness. And this, too, was the way he felt when he was
playing something especially demanding.
In
the hushed silence after she had finished there came a single pop-pop or
applause, and then a storm of clapping. Up from his stool in haste, he went to
her. "That was magnificent. I've never heard anything like it in all my
life," he said. "Just listen to that applause!"
She
swayed, unsteadily. He caught her arm, felt a tingle at the touch of her smooth
skin. She was shivering like a plucked string.
"Hold
on to me. Ill take you back to the table. Can I get you anything? A drink?"
"Just water. Ill be all
right." She managed to get down the two steps and to her seat, where she
sank down, gratefully. Anthony poured water for her, anxiously, watched her
fumble in her hand-bag. She produced a box, popped the lid off, shook out a
white tablet, reached for the glass and her hand shook so that she couldn't
grasp it properly. In weaving irritation she fumbled off her dark glasses, laid
them on the table-top, and reached again. The tablet went on her tongue, the
glass came up, she swallowed greedily and shuddered
again.
"Hah!" she sighed, and put the
glass down. "That's better!" Anthony cast a baffled glance at Luigi,
and Greg Hartford, who were just as baffled as he was.
Then Miss Merrill became aware of their stares, and laughed. It was a rich
gurgling sound, deep in her throat.
"Sorry if I scared you all," she
said. "It's not what you're probably thinking. Just
sugar. A touch of sugar gets me higher than a late, and I can sing like
crazy when I'm high."
"And
this?"
Anthony took up the little box.
"Just plain aspirin, mister. See for yourself. Don't ask me why it
flattens me out again, it just does." She looked up at him, challengingly,
and her eyes were the deepest, dark-
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est blue he had ever seen. Almost
violet. Almost glowing, in the dimness.
He
mumbled something incoherent. He had no memory whatever of stumbling back to
the piano. That was lost in the roaring maelstrom of unbelief in his mind. The
grinning teeth of the piano keys, staring at him, broke him out of his daze,
made him suck in great chestfuls of air.
Martha
Merrill was a Greenie. The thought echoed insistently, almost shouted itself
inside his head. A Greenie! He put out his hand, blindly, and the resulting
discord made him wince. He shoved the ridiculous thought away, stamped it down
into silence. It couldn't be true. It was just a fantastic coincidence. It had to be. In the meantime he was supposed to
be going to play something. What had Luigi said? Anthony groped for his
disorganized memories, painfully. The Transcendental Studies.
Mazeppa.
By Liszt. That was it.
For
a moment, and for the very first time in his life, the music eluded him, seemed
unimportant. Then the discipline of a life-time exerted its power. The hours,
months, years, of soaking himself in everything that went with a piano, took
charge. He sat up, memories flooding back, firing his fingers. He began to
play, and in the first few seconds, everything else had faded from his mind.
He became Franz Liszt, at his best and worst. A brilliant,
effective showman, a genius deliberately playing
down to the common level. Obvious, vulgar and shallow, flashy stuff, but
knowing there wasn't one in the audience listening to him who wouldn't have
given an arm to be able to play like that, he conspired with the instrument to
insult them all on a level that they hadn't the wit to understand.
Then
it was done, and the cafe crowd rewarded him with a spatter of hand-claps as he
went back to the table. The place was a little more crowded, now, and Luigi had
gone, to lend a hand in the kitchen. His place was taken by a stranger, in a sweeping silver-gray cloak with a high collar. Anthony
dropped into his seat, too emotionally exhausted to give more than a glance that way. He looked to Miss Merrill, and something about her
expression jolted him out of his numbness.
"Can you really play piano that well,
son ... or is that your show-off
piece?" The voice was crisp, coldly confident,
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familiar.
Anthony swung his head round, and recognized Borden Harper, the man from Venus.
"You
know who this is, Tone?" Hartford's voice was an unbelieving squeak.
"Yes.
I know." Anthony hardly recognized his own voice. All his insides shrunk
to mouse-size, had crept away into a hole.
"You
haven't answered my question, Mr.—Taylor, isn't it?
Are you really a pianist, as good as that last piece you played?"
"I
can play," Anthony mumbled. "It's the only thing I can do. It's all
my life."
"Didn't
I just say that, Mr. Harper? Didn't I? Tone is the best. You name it, hell play it." Harper ignored the squeak, kept his
steady eyes on Anthony for a long moment. Then he shifted his gaze to Miss
Merrill.
"I
heard you sing, too. I ask you the same question. Was it just a show-piece, or
are you really a singer?"
"I
asked her to sing that last piece, mister." Luigi had come back once more, was standing between Anthony and Miss Merrill. "I
don't know you, but I tell you this. You won't find a better pianist than
Anthony anywhere in London. I know. I, Luigi Gabrielli,
tell you, having heard the best, from fifty years. And the
lady? I can just remember old recording of Sutherland, and Callas, and
they were no better."
"I'm not speaking of native talent. A
voice, a few pieces, that's not important. I'm after repertoire.
Suppose"—he shifted to Anthony again—"you're standing up in front of
an audience of music-lovers, who are likely to ask for piano works by
Beethoven, say, or Chopin, Mozart, Brahms, Scarlatti, could you play them, as
well as you just played that Liszt? And you"—he swung back to Miss
Merrill—"could you deliver arias from Aida, or the Magic
Flute, or Lakhme?"
"Why?
What do you want?" Anthony found his voice, suddenly, harshly. "What
are you after, mister?"
"If
you two are as good as I think you are, I want you.
Call it my whim, if you like. But I can pay for what I want."
"Now
you're talking." Hartford became suddenly fluent. "This is where I
come in, Mr. Harper. I own these two. Gregory Hartford, agent
and business manager. Let's talk money, eh?"
Harper smiled, a
chill, hard-eyed smile. He reached into the pocket of his cloak, withdrew a
gold-stamped wallet. Then, frowning, he looked up to where Luigi was still
standing, belligerently protective. "Signor Gabrielli,
I'm taking away your entertainers," he said, evenly. "Will that
compensate for it?" and he thrust out a crackling note. Anthony saw the color. It was unfamiliar. The he heard
Luigi gasp, and whisper, "A thousand solars! It
is too much. I do not pay them . . ."
"Keep
it. Mr. Hartford, 111 deal
with you this way. See?" He took a second
note, tore it across, offered one half. "Take it.
You get the other half when you deliver these two, free of conditions, to my
hotel. Here's my card, and the address. Have them there within the hour and
there'll be one more like that for you. Give me any talk about contracts and
percentages, and you'll get nothing. Fail to deliver them, and I'll break
you!"
Hartford
gulped, and was silent, staring at the engraving in his hand. Miss Merrill
found her voice.
"What are you offering
us?" she asked, unsteadily.
"Luxury,
fame, publicity, the chance to perform before a discriminating audience, and
enough in hard cash to keep you comfortable for the rest of your lives,
afterwards. A concert tour, I believe they used to call it."
"You
mean . . . you want us to go to Venus, with you, when you go back? To perform for your friends?"
Harper nodded.
"Precisely that," he said.
Anthony
got to his feet, stood on legs that had gone suddenly
rubbery. The cafe was a dim blur, just beyond the edge of vision. His stomach
heaved and knotted itself. Bile pushed at the base of his throat, threatening
to spew up and out. He was walking, blundering into tables, aiming somehow for
the door out to freedom, and escape. Someone clutched at his arm, a shrill
voice yammered, and he turned, savagely, and shoved. He saw Hartford's
wide-open face recede into blur, stumbling backwards. Then he was out,
stumbling up concrete steps into the street, and the rain. Wind-driven
ice-spray hit his face, saturated his shirt, ran into his eyes, but he tramped
on, unheeding, uncaring that sparse pedestrians abroad in that weather stared
at him in wonder and gave him room.
In his mind there was a swirling chaos of
dark blue-pur-
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pie
eyes, and a lean, hard, smiling face, and scattered words. Fame . . . publicity
. . . Venus I Touching that word was like thinking of evil. Every time it burst in his mind his
stomach heaved again, threatening to come up past his tight lips. Then, somehow,
he was in darkness, blundering painfully against a rough wall, wrenching his ankle painfully on an unseen curb, stumbling
into a road, and staring around. Blurrily, dashing rain from his face, he saw a
distant lonely street lamp and weaved toward it, becoming aware that he was
chilled, wet to the skin, and lost. How long had he been walking?
Slowly,
rational thoughts came back. He put a hand on the rough cold of the lamp
standard and stared about. At this time of night, dark side-streets were
dangerous. A quick patter of feet made him whirl, fearfully, and then he
wrenched to sudden anger as he recognized the shrill voice.
"Tone! What-the-hell Tone! Wait for me, can't
you?"
"You!"
he shoved away from the lamp and reached for Greg Hartford as he came stumbling
and breathless out of the gloom. "You!" and he took the smaller man
by the throat. Hartford squeaked like a rabbit and flailed his arms, clawing at
that grip.
"Whatsamatter with you, Tone? You gone crazy, or
what?"
"You're
not taking me back, to him. You're not going to buy and sell me, like an
animal."
"Ease
down, will you?" Hartford got his fingers under Anthony's and pried them
loose enough to be able to talk. "Who's buying and selling? I'm your
agent, ain't I? This is a big deal, Tone. The biggest you'll ever see. What d'you
want to run away for? Don't you want to be rich?"
"I
don't want to be rich, famous or anything. I just want to be left alone to play
piano, my way, and mind my own business. And I don't . . . want . . . to go ... to . . . Venus!" He shook Hartford like a wet bundle of rags
with each emphasis, almost screaming himself with the urgent need to get the
idea through. "Just go away. Leave me alone. Tell him you couldn't find
me."
"Wait!" Hartford pleaded. "Leggo a minute. Let's talk
sense, Tone. Let go of me, will you?" He got his throat and jacket free,
shook himself, swiped the rain from his face. "Look," he said.
"Do me a favor, boy. I done plenty for you, in
the past. I've treated you right, ain't I? Well then,
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just for
me, Tone. He gave me a thousand solars, remember?
That's more loot than I ever had before in all my life. But I haven't got it
yet. I get the rest of it when I produce you, at his hotel. Is that bad? Is
that selling you? Is it?"
"I won't go. I don't
want to hear about it."
"What's
the matter with you? Look, all you have to do is come with me, let me deliver
you. That's all. That gets me clear, and the loot in
my hand. That's what I want. After that, you can do what you like. You can
always say no, can't you? It's up to you, isn't it?"
"I
don't want it. I'm not going. I don't want to be famous, a big public figure. I
don't want to be rich. I just want to be left alone I"
"Publicity,
that's what you're scared of, isn't it?" Hartford's keen senses had not
entirely deserted him. "And you think this is the way to do it? You're crazy. If Harper
doesn't get you, just the way he wants, you'll be the most famous wanted man
there ever was, don't you see that?"
The
new idea shocked Anthony into acute misery. It was so obvious as to be unarguable.
He dropped his grasping hands, and stood, feeling the chill rain seeping
through his cheap clothes. Hartford's rat-bright eyes watched, calculatingly;
"It's right, Tone, isn't it?" he said, shrewdly.
"You don't use a man like Harper that way, and get off. He's rich, Tone.
He could buy London and sell it again, and only use his small change."
"What
can I do, Greg?" Anthony's rage had dissolved along with the soaking rain.
"What can I do?"
"I
think you must be raving mad, anyway, boy, but if you really want to sneak out
of this deal, the only way is to stop Harper from wanting you. There's a man
who's used to getting what he wants. And he wants you, and the thrush . . .
Hold it!" His attitude changed, suddenly, and his lean face tightened as
he flashed urgent glances through the gloom. Now Anthony could hear them, too. Shuffling steps, grunts, and the spine-twitching aura of menace.
Just out of visibility, figures and approached, perhaps six or seven,
threatening shadows.
"Yobs!" Hartford jerked. "Get by the lamp-post,
quick!" He moved a hand, and Anthony gasped as a long glittering thing
appeared. A knife!
"All right!" Hartford shrilled, into the gloom.
"Who's to be first, and slip his guts on the pavement, eh? Come on, come on!"
he waved the blade in a slow, professional semicircle. Over his shoulder he
said, breathlessly, "Get close to the lamp, and scream!"
Anthony
stumbled backwards until the concrete upright nudged between his
shoulder-blades, but he couldn't scream, couldn't even imagine what Hartford
meant. He'd heard of yobs, those faceless,
light-shunning back-street runners who came out only at night, to rob for
enough to live on until the next night. The unusable,
under-equipped misfits that any society will throw up, no matter how carefully
it may be designed. But why scream? He stared into the gloom, past
Hartford, and felt that the menace had halted at sight of that cold blade.
"Scream,
dammit!" Hartford whispered. "Oh, never
mind, 111 do it myself!" and he put his head back, lean face staring wetly
up into the harsh light, and screamed, a high ululation that split the quiet
like an obscenity. Drawing breath, he let go again, and Anthony could hear
scuffling feet, knew that the creeping shadows had turned tail, were running
away.
"Microphone in the lamp, Tone. There's one in every lamp, down the
side-streets. Come on, run for it. The cops will be here inside five minutes,
and they won't know us from any other yob. Come
on."
Back
in lighted streets, with the comforting buzz of traffic and the scurrying
pedestrians to dodge, Hartford dropped into a fast stroll.
"Was a yob
myself, once, Tone. I know the tricks, and the hiding places. You're only a
spit and a jump from that life, yourself, you know that? Living on National
Income, just enough to buy food and pay rent, and a bit over, from Luigi. You
got no tolerance, boy. No leeway. Nothing to fall back on, if
you're sick."
Anthony
heard him only dimly. He was still grappling with the fact that Hartford had
had that knife handy, all the while he was being throttled, but had not drawn
it to defend himself. Why not? And where had that murderous impulse come from?
Anthony had not raised a hand in anger, nor even thought an aggressive thought,
against any one person since leaving school. It had been his nature to retreat,
to evade, to go away.
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"Know what happens to a yob, if they catch him, Tone? Goes to a
clinic, that's what. There's something wrong with him, see? So they
shove juice through his skull, scramble his brains, shoot him full of drugs,
and then teach him to be good and useful, get rid of all his daft ideas and
give him to the Human Employment Office. Of course, he's stupid from then on,
but there's plenty of jobs for stupids, like waiting
on at table, baby-minding, washroom attendants, barbers, valets, maids . . .
personal service stuff. You fancy that kind of life, Tone?"
The
barbed hook on the end of the sentence speared through Anthony's mental fog, brought him to a shocked halt.
"Me? What d'you mean? I'm not a yob!"
"You
will be, boy. If you get across Harper. He's putting
fame and fortune right in your lap, and you're tossing
it back in his face. That is going to make him mad, and it makes you—odd.
Queer, get me? So the clinic comes next. Where they make queer people into good
people, and take out all those nutty ideas about playing pianos from morning
till night for nothing. You, Tone. Think about it. And me.
What do you think he'll do to me, if I don't deliver?"
"No! Greg, no!"
"But
yes, Tone. Harper can do that. Or society will do it for him, if he makes it
big enough."
"What
can I do, Greg? What? Tell me. You're smart, you know the tricks. What can I
do?" Anthony was hardly coherent. Words never came to him easily.
Pictures were much more vivid. Pictures and sounds. One vague horror tugged one
way. That was the clinic, undefined, and the death of his music. On the other
side lay Venus, equally vague and undefined, equally unthinkable. "What
can I do?"
"Hang
on. Get in there and keep still." Hartford motioned to the shiny-wet
blackness of an auto-cab crouching by the curb. "Costing me a fortune, you
are." They had come back to the Cellar, now. "Had
that cab waiting ever since you ran away. Now stay there,
and I'll get the lady, if she hasn't run off too. That would be just my
luck."
Anthony
fumbled the door open, climbed in the back and settled, wetly, against the
cushions. His little unhappy world of uneasy quiet on the fringe of life had
fallen to pieces and he felt naked. What could he do? The door
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opened
again, and Miss Merrill came in, head down and knees showing, brushing rain
from her bronze hair. Anthony saw that the bronze gave way to jet black where
the rain had struck.
"Where
did you go?" she asked. "What did you want to run off like that for. Mr. Harper was furious."
"Do you actually want
to go to Venus?"
"Are
you kidding? I'd go anywhere, twice, for the land of money Harper's got. And for singing!"
"Is that why you sing,
for money?"
"Why
not.
Isn't that what you play a piano for, then?"
He
shook himself away from her, turned his nose to the window. The cab bounced as
Hartford got in and slammed the door.
"Your jacket, Tone," he said, tossing the warm dry garment
across, "and good luck, from Luigi." Then he fed coins into the slot, dialed the
destination from Harper's card, and sat back as the cab growled into smooth
motion. "This is a crazy night, all right," he said. "Who said
'easy money'? Been thinking about you, Tone. There's only one way to handle it,
so far as I can see. Harper wants you. Why, that's his business. But so long as
he wants, he's going to get. So the only thing you can do is make him stop
wanting, stop fancying you. Like making a fumble or two on the old keys, eh,
boy? Hit a few sour notes. Make like an amateur, you know?"
That
just had not occurred to Anthony. It couldn't get into his mind now, even
though it was plain enough, and obvious. All he had to do was make discordant
hash of a piece, where Harper could hear. But the mere thought of it was a
pain, was a kind of death. Take away music, his ability to play . . . and there
was nothing left. He was still thrusting away the suicidal thought as the cab
stopped, and Hartford was scrambling out. Anthony went into a hazy shadow
world, divorced from reality, where his body moved and did as it was told
without reference to the shriveled thing that his ego had become. Bright lights
and warmth, thick sponge underfoot, obsequious attendants and imperious voices
impinged on him through a fog.
Someone
took his arm, gently but firmly, directing him to an aseptic whiteness with hot
scented steam. Deferent hands tugged at his sodden clothes, tearing them
despite the
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care.
Paper-disposals were meant to last a day, or two days, at most. He had been
making his last a week. The rain had finished them completely. The shower was
good, luxury and clean smells. The towel and the hot-air blast were good, too.
Then new, clean, dry clothing, and he returned to reality
with sudden urgency, stared into the dull eyes of a uniformed servant. "My wallet? What have you . . ."
"Your
personal effects are on the dressing-table, sir. There was no money. Mr. Harper
desired me to inform you that you may have anything you need. A meaL perhaps, and something to
drink?"
The
servant was male, of indeterminate age, wooden-faced, a nothing. A life, in a uniform, an automaton. Anthony stared, and
remembered what Hartford had said. A "Stupid."
Cross Harper the wrong way, and that was what they could do to you. Then he
thought of something else.
"What time is
it?"
"Twenty-two
fifteen, sir. Is
there anything you want?"
Anthony
went across to the dressing table, caught up his wallet, and checked. Identity
card; National Income card; one fifty-credit note . . . and, secreted in a
pouch in the lining, one foil-wrapped tablet of anti-tan, and an unbroken
strip, tight-coiled, holding a dozen. Hiding the torn foil in his palm, he
approached the servant again.
"I'd
like a drink of something. Fruit-juice, no alcohol. Without sugar. And—" he struggled with
embarrassment—"can you get me a packet of anti-tan?"
"I'm
sorry, sir. Nothing like that, not in this hotel!" The faint emphasis was not
lost. Anthony stifled a twinge of terror. Of course they wouldn't, not here. In
theory, in open speech, there was no color-bar any more. It would have been
impossible, when a tablet of anti-tan a day would bleach the blackest skin to a
golden tan. But the bar was still there, on a deeper layer. You could rationalize,
on the surface, just as you could buy, from any chemist, the stuff to give you
that "pale and interesting look" ...
on the surface. But, deep down inside, no one was deceived. And there could be
no anti-tan in this hotel. Naturally.
"Just the drink, then," he said,
passing it off. "No sugar, mind." The servant turned away,
obediently, and, as he
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opened the
door, noise flooded through. An irate voice, kept coldly in check. Harper's voice.
"I
said a piano. A grand piano, a Steinway. I don't care
if you have to go to China for it. I want it, here in my suite, quickly."
Anthony
shut the door, turned and put his back to it. Harper
was insane, perhaps, but he was getting his own way. And Hartford had suggested
a way of escape. The thought, as it came back, hurt just as
much as it had the first time. Discords, errors, wrong notes. . . . His
eyes fell on a slim bright thing, on the dressing-table . . . stirred memories.
He went across, put out his hand to touch the bright chrome-steel "key."
It must have puzzled the servant, he thought. A box-spanner is hardly the sort
of thing one is likely to carry about. There came a peremptory rap on the door
and the click as it opened. Anthony swung to see Harper standing there, head
up and alert in his silver-gray cloak.
"Ah, our pianist, clean and wholesome again. What's that?"
Anthony tried to hide the spanner but Harper
was much too quick in crossing the floor. "It's a Tcey.'
For tuning . . . a piano."
"Indeed!
You know, Taylor, I had doubts about you. To me, you and Miss Merrill, and one
other, represent a hell of a gamble, the longest and slimmest chance any man
ever took. So, I had doubts. But this"—he gave back the key—"almost
convinces me. Ill have a piano for you, in no time at
all. If you can play it as well as I think you can,
111 give it to you, as a present when I'm done with you. Now why do you look
like that, eh?" The steel-gray eyes narrowed, bored into Anthony's own as
he went back a step. "What are you afraid of, Taylor? That 111 expose you
as a fake, a show-off?"
"No!" Anthony
threw that back at him, instantly.
"All
right, then. All I want from you is that you come with me to Venus. You, the little lady next door, and one more person, who will be
here by morning. I want you to come, and perform, for my friends on
Venus. You will be treated like royalty. You will be paid more money than you
have ever dreamed of. I guarantee you absolutely safe conduct there and back.
Put it down in writing and I'll sign it.
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I
can't speak more fair than that. You think about it." He spun, abruptly,
as there came a rumble of noise beyond the door, a
discreet knock, and then an mquiring, harassed face.
"Mr. Harper, the piano
is here."
"Good!
Come on, Taylor, this is your moment. Either you can play the thing, and you're the man I want ... or you can't, you're a fake, and I will see to it that you
never touch an instrument of any kind, in public, ever again!" The voice
was gentle, but crisp, and deadly serious.
Anthony
almost cried out at sight of the piano. It was old. It had been frantically
dusted, but the finger-marks of age were not to be so simply disguised. It
stood, forlornly, in the middle of a room that was glitteringly modem,
functional and soulless. It looked as lost as he felt at that moment. The top
groaned as he lifted it, propped it up. Ancient smells of varnish and dust came
to his nostrils. He slapped the dusty stool, sat, and felt out a chord . . .
and his teeth stood on edge. Harper had moved round to where he could watch
Anthony's face.
Now he asked, "Out of
kilter, is it?"
"You
wanted a piano!" the starch-fronted manager protested. "This is the
very best we could get. From an antique dealer.
Genuine!"
Harper
brushed his interruption away. "Can it be fixed, Taylor?"
"Oh
yes. It's just out of tune. Hasn't been touched in years . . ." He ran his
fingers delicately up the keyboard, came down again in a cascade of double
octaves, listening. "Lovely tone ...
a better one than Luigi's."
"That's
all I wanted to know." He waved a dismissing hand at the manager.
"Fix it up, Taylor. It's yours."
"Don't you want to
hear me play?"
"Oh
yes, certainly. But I'm convinced already. I was watching your face. You want
to understand a man, you don't listen to what he says, you
watch what he does. I'm no musician, Taylor. I know a little. That sounds fine to me, but I could tell it didn't, to
you. That's good enough. But you square it up. I'll go and see how Miss
Merrill's getting along."
The
servant came back with a tall glass, wheeled a table to Anthony's elbow, hovered until Anthony sent him away. Then, gulping the
tablet and drowning it with the drink,
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which
tasted shockingly different from any Juice Anthony had previously had, he
carried on with the loving detail of adjusting the sounds of strings, matching
them to that "standard" which was built into his whole personality.
It was a wonderful instrument, solid and strong, with a depth of tone that was
a chest-shaking growl in the lower register, and a shrill, pure yelp in the
upper strings, with never a chatter or a jangle in the
whole range. By the time he had balanced the whole into harmony, all thought of
betraying his love had vanished as if it had never been suggested.
Slipping
the key back into his pocket, he began sounding chords and trills at random,
caught the tail end of an old favorite as it welled up in his mind, and settled
down to play it properly. Liszt again—the man who had gained the whispered
reputation of being "diabolic" in his own life-time; who had composed
deliberately for complexity, so that even Busoni, contemplating some of the
works, had said, "The maestro himself would have to rehearse these
carefully." This, 'La Campanella,' began with an
innocently simple tinkling theme for the right hand, and a steady striding
left hand accompaniment. It was meticulous, precise, but pleasing, at first.
Then, as the theme ran out, and started all over again, that leaping right hand
motif was knotted over on itself and doubled, but just as clean and crisp ... a swashbuckling conceit. And then,
incredibly, the third time doubled in complexity and speed everything that had
gone before, while preserving the innocently simple underlying theme, and one
wondered how it was possible. It was sheer technical virtuosity for the sake
of it, Anthony thought, as if from a distance, watching his hammering,
leaping, jumping fingers . . . but good, tool
The great stamping, finishing chords echoed
through the room, faded into echoing silence, and he realized he had an
audience. Harper stood by a door, smiling like a man who has just won a bet
with himself. By him, Martha Merrill stood breathless and agape, her violet
eyes huge.
"That
was wonderful . . . but nasty, too," she said. "A
sort of clever sneer at everyone. Like a genius bragging."
"He
was a genius," Anthony mumbled, "and he was showing off. And he was
sneering, because people didn't understand him, I suppose."
"Never
mind explaining it," Harper came forward. "You
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play
like that, where we're going, and 111 be
satisfied. More than satisfied. Now, my dear, I'd like
to hear you sing something..."
Anthony
slept very little that night, for all the fine room and the comfortable bed.
What sleep he did get was torn and smeared with screaming nightmares of staring
faces and pointing fingers, and running, frantically, with his hands over his
face. Morning found him sore-eyed, with a thick tongue and a foul mouth, and
more than ever determined that he would not go
to Venus.
"Why not?" Harper demanded, across the breakfast table. "Taylor, I don't
understand you. There isn't time to have you psycho-ed
out of whatever it is that's gnawing at your subconscious, so I'm going to
pressure you, one way or another. I get what I want, and I want you. You can
face that, and make it easy for yourself, or fight it, and me, and lose. It
will be rough on you, but I'm going to have my way."
"Are
you afraid of space-flight?" Martha asked. "Is that it? I am, too,
but they have tranquils and stuff, for that, don't they, Mr. Harper?"
"They
certainly do," Harper nodded, then snapped his
head round as an attendant approached him. "What?"
"A
Mr. Austin Willers for you, sir."
"Oh,
yes, good. Bring him right up here." The attendant went away and Harper
swung his steely gaze on Anthony. "Here comes a man," he said,
"who has been flying all night to get here, on my say-so. A tenor, your style, Miss Merrill. I heard him in the United
States. He has a trick memory and a freak voice. That's the way he has been
handling it. And scraping a living in hole-and-comer clubs.
Like you, Taylor. Hell be
here in a moment. You have that long to make up your mind. I want all three of
you, with me, for Venus. All three, or none. It's up
to you, Taylor. Throw me down on this and I wash my hands of all of you . . . and I leave it to you to explain, to the other two, how
they lost the chance-in-a-lifetime, because of you. Here he comes, now, Taylor.
The next word is yours. Do you come to Venus with me ... or not?"
Anthony stared at the stark tragedy of
Martha's face, dragged his eyes away and looked to the door, to the tall,
gangling, anxious-faced man who stood there, bare-headed
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and wondering. And something inside of him
shrank to a needle-point ache, then found a hole and hid itself. "All
right," he mumbled. "Ill come."
He sat, alone, in the view-room, looking at
nothing. The screens were dead, here. Venus was to be seen from the ventral
view-room. That's where the others were. Anthony knew that nemesis was creeping
up on him, and the knowledge was enough. He didn't
want to sit and look at it. The seat fell away beneath him, momentarily, and he
clutched an arm-rest. Someone juggling With the anti-gravs, getting ready to come alongside the
satellite-platform. Any minute now the alarms would sound. Venus
was out there, somewhere, and getting closer by the minute. The idea
hung over him like a weight.
Clang
. . . the gong snapped him into a leap of fright. Clang . . .
that pitch was chosen to catch the nerves. Clang ... he scrambled up from his chair, sweating . . . clang . . .
into the passage and chrome-railed companionway.
"One
minute to course-correction and rendezvous," an impersonal voice warned
him. "Passengers will secure to cabins, at once."
At
the end of the companionway he almost collided with Martha, and Willers,
and that infernal gong began again . . . clang.
"Let me help you," she said, and
put a hand . . . clang ... on his
arm. He threw it off, savagely, hardly sane in his . . . clang . . . terror,
and the pounding in his skull . . . clang . . .
"Let me alone!" he choked.
"Let me alonel If it
hadn't been for you . . . clang ... I
wouldn't be here. Damn you!" He was almost speechless with . . . clang . . . with the effort of holding in his fear. There was . . . clang . . . shock on her face. He fended himself away . .
. clang . . . from the bulkhead, and Willers
grabbed at his arm. CLANG.
"Just
a minute!" he growled. "You can't . . . CLANG . . . talk to a lady
like that!" Without thinking about it . . . CLANG . . . Anthony balled his
fist and flung it . . . CLANG . . . against Willers'
jaw, saw him reel. Then he tore loose . . . CLANG . . .
and went retching down the passage to his own . . . CLANG . . . cabin. There, sobbing for breath . . . CLANG ... he slammed the door shut and threw
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himself on
his . . . CLANG
. . . bunk. The automatic
mechanism sighed and clicked, the side-wall folded down in a comforting grip of sponge-plastic, holding him safely. The steady
clanging was far away, now. After a while it stopped. Strange forces and
strains tugged him, physically and mentally. He broke through something
inside, and went down into a hot darkness of shame and degradation. He wallowed
in fear and humiliation until there was no more left of it, until it had all
been boiled out of his system, leaving him dully indifferent.
Everything
had gone, his interests and curiosities along with his
fears and resentment, leaving him curiously lightheaded and uncaring. He was
distantly aware that the ship had come alongside the orbital satellite,
that various items of value were being unloaded, and that he was one of
the items. In a far-off-way, that bit of information was almost amusing. If it
had mattered, he would have laughed at it, as they waited for the
shuttle-rocket to come fire-tailing up from the planet below and get them. He
was still microscopically intrigued by the thought as he sat where Harper told
him to, and watched, through a port, the surface of the planet reaching up to
engulf him.
Willers had an angry red bruise along his left
cheek-bone. That planet down there wasn't fleecy white clouds, after all, but a
seething, mottled greenish-gray, like some gross glob of yeast. Harper was
looking at him oddly. Willers was whispering, but Anthony could hear every word, as if
his hearing had been tuned up to maximum response.
"I
tell you, he's a hop. Nobody acts that way, normal. And you can see the glassy glitter
in his eyes. Doped to the ear-lobes, I'll bet . . ."
Willers was obviously much taken with Martha. And why not? She was very attractive, even if she was . . .
Anthony's thought-stream dried up, there. Harper was talking, now, like a
tourist-guide, and by some freak of the mind, Anthony heard his "now"
words laid over all the mixed-up snippets of information Harper had passed on,
in odd moments, during the trip . . . the "then" words. Two streams
of ideas, related and intertwined, yet distinct, just as brass, woodwind and
strings combine to make one "sound" yet each is distinct.
Down there, under that
writhing scum were three domes,
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each a
mile in diameter, fifteen miles apart from each other at the comers of an
equilateral triangle. Each had capacity for one hundred "residents,"
in sybaritic comfort. And such was the freakish atmosphere and surface that,
apart from arduous physical journeying from one to the other, there was no
contact. Each dome was an island universe in itself. That was "Harper-strings,"
all sweet hormony. "Harper-brass" had
sounded a somber note. The domes were under-com-plement.
You could "buy in," if you had enough real money to purchase one threehundredth share of Bu-Bean. But you had to be the
right "type," or you'd be wasting your money, and the right "types" were rare. Harper had not been able
to define "type" as he used it, but he had mentioned a motto ... a code ... in Latin. Sic utere tuo ut non alienum laedas—"Be as free as you wish, just so long as you stop
short of interference with others, or endangering the genera] safety." It
sounded rational enough.
"Harper-now"
was all bright woodwind information. "That atmosphere . . . astronomers
wrangled about it . . . probes gave contradictory answers ... it remained a mystery until manned
explorations were able to make physical checks. And then they discovered that
it is not, in the usual sense, an atmosphere at all. It's alivel"
Willers, and Martha, gave the appropriate gasps of
wonder. Anthony listened.
"Yes,
it is alive, in constant turbulence, apparendy boiling.
It's an ever-shifting sea of microscopic fungal spores. Mushroom soup, you
might say. The fine spores ride up on thermals, reach sunlight. They grow,
clump, multiply, become too heavy to go on floating. They sink down to the
surface, just as endless masses of plankton sink into the sea, providing food
for fish life, on Earth. A steady, fine rain of food.
And light, too. As you will see, it is not gloomy dark, down there, but glowing
with light . . . bio-lumines-cense. And you will
find, too, that it is hot, and damp, but quite breathable. In its own way, it's
beautiful, what little we know . . ."
"Surely a lot is known, by now?" Willers interrupted.
"Hardly
anything," Harper insisted. "In fifty years—a planet almost as big as
Earth, and with those conditions— hardly anything is
known. One small comer, only. Visibility is nil,
except where there are trees. For some not-understood reason, the spore-mist
avoids tree masses. Radio is useless,
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except for
a crude unmodulated beacon-signal effect, which we
use for markers only. Any kind of mobility is arduous. The surface is
treacherous. Flying is out of the question. Venus is not hospitable, Mr. Willers. She yields her secrets grudgingly."
The
view-ports darkened, now, increasing Anthony's sense of unreality. Harper's
flow of information had come like pebbles tossed one at a time into a still
pool, only where there should have been splashes, each pebble had melted and
been absorbed without so much as a ripple. Now the interior of the
shuttle-rocket was lit with a brassy glare like the prologue to a thunderstorm
as the craft dipped into the swirling mist. An arabesque of golden yellow
whipped past, shifting into pearly-blue, then angry red and pearly-blue again.
"Weird
stuff," Harper muttered, over the whine of friction. "It's as if
there were distinct colonies of various strains, clumping together . . . hence
the shifting colors. That's just speculation, though. We don't really know.
That's my point, Mr. Willers. It would take
generations of biochemists just to study this atmosphere thoroughly."
It
was like diving into an insane artist's palette, Anthony mused, presuming the
artist had stirred all his pigments together with a fine frenzy, and then set
fire to them. And it wasn't real, any of it. It was just a dodge, a trick to
stir him out of his very comfortable disengagement, to get him interested,
involved . . . and hurt. But he wasn't to be caught like that again.
Then
there came the sudden giant squeeze of braking, the tug at the pit of his
stomach, and a shudder through the fabric of the shuttle-ship. And then silence, and a leaden-white glare outside.
"Stay
where you are," Harper commanded. "It will take a few moments to get
the freight-cans clear. You will know when they open the passenger-hatch,
because it will become very hot. Don't let it upset you too much; it won't be
for long. When I give the word, be ready to follow me down and out, and stick
close, in single file. Taylor, you'll follow me. Then Miss Merrill, and then
you, Willers . . ."
The
lid came off a giant seething cauldron, gushing odorous steam up through the
hatch-way. Anthony felt his clothing sag and stick to him, in the space of one
gasping
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breath.
Then he was following Harper, feeling the spurt and drip of sweat from every
pore, down a ladder, through an oblong hold in the mist, down a steep ramp, and
on to a solid ground. First foot on Venus. It should
have been a momentous thing, but all he could think of was the unbelievable
heat, and the desperate need to keep Harper's blurred form within sight.
Suddenly, darkness loomed up out of the steam . . . another hole in the gray ... a glare of light, muffled noises,
machinery, voices, Martha Merrill jostling him from behind . . . and then a
heavy boom of power, and the first breath of comparative coolness.
"The
worst is over," Harper said. "We are now within the double-wall of
the dome. This is where we keep our outside transporters, and the machinery
which maintains our internal atmosphere."
"These walls go all
the way up?" Willers asked.
"No.
This space is an anchor for the skin of the dome proper."
"Must be thick stuff,
to cover a mile circle?"
Most
of the mist had cleared, and there was a respectably cool breeze. Anthony saw
Harper smiling, heard the satisfaction in his explaining voice.
"No,
it's really quite thin. T>ome' is a misleading
term. Think of it as a huge bubble."
"Then what keeps it
up?" Willers demanded.
"Just air-pressure." The words came from a squat, muscular man
who had approached them out of the gloom. A hard, competent face, Anthony
thought, with some of Harper's arrogance, plus a quick impatience. A hard, arrogant body, too, and red hair. This man wore only
brief black shorts and soft sandals, and seemed to think that sufficient.
"Air-pressure?" Willers echoed. "But you'd want a hell
of a pressure to hold up a bubble half a mile high. How do you breathe?"
"Think
again," the stranger advised, with a grin that moved only his mouth.
"One tenth of a pound per square inch is all. One tenth
of a pound greater than the atmosphere outside. Doesn't
sound much, but there are a lot of square inches on the underside of a
hemisphere half a mile radius. Total effective pressure adds up to just
under three hundred thousand tons. Bord, who are
these people? Tourists?"
"Don't ask questions, Barney, not
yet." Harper was terse.
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He
mentioned their names, introduced the stranger as Bernard Lyons, left it at
that. To his guests, he said, "In a moment, we shall enter the dome. We
call it Prime Base. For many years I have called it home. I want you to feel
welcome. I hope your brief stay will be a pleasant one. But I want to wam you: We are not ordinary people, here, and our ways are
not ordinary ways. Try to be patient; observe without comment, and save your
questions for a later moment. Right now, the first person we want to see is M'Grath. You any idea where he is,
Barney?"
"Central Assembly Hall, waiting for you. Where else? Ready to go,
now?" Lyons moved across to a great oval door,
put his hand on a lever.
"Yes,
I think so. Just one more warning," Harper smiled. "It's cold, on the
other side. We maintain the internal temperature at a steady twenty-five
degrees. Centigrade, that is. Just under eight-five,
Fahrenheit?"
'That's
not exactly cold," Anthony said, critically, and was amazed at the
indifference in his own voice. Harper smiled again.
"Compared
with this," he said, "you'll think it chilly, at first." The
door-mechanism thrummed, and Harper was right. Anthony shivered as the
air-stream leached away the sweat from his body. Then he was shocked out of his
indifference as bright sunlight streamed through the doorway. Sunlight, here? He moved forward, lifting his foot high over
the lip of the door, and gawked at the sight. Behind him, and to right and
left, a great wall of light swept up and away overhead into the
"sky." But that was a soft glow, and the "sunlight" was
higher still, ahead, and so bright that his eye held back from it. Before him,
laid out serenely under the great canopy of light, was a scene that caught at
his throat for just a moment.
It was a dream made real. Broad streets,
spacious vistas, the gray and white dignity of Greek temples, Roman villas and
gingerbread castles ... all looking
exactly as if they had just this minute been soaped, scrubbed and sprayed with
perfume and pastel tints. For just one moment, he accepted it all at face
value. Then a hard realism he had never before suspected within himself
punctured the illusion, and he saw what was really there. Foamed concrete,
tinted plastic, chrome and titanium and cunning design . . .
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all run
together into a magnificent fraud, an escape from the overpowering reality
"outside."
"It
must have cost a fortune," Martha breathed, and Harper shrugged, not
displeased at the comment.
"We
like it. We don't count cost, here. What we want, we get, even if we have to
have it specially made and imported. The flowers, for instance, all come from
Earth. Venus has no flowers."
"And the colored air?" Willers demanded.
"You import that, too?"
"No.
That's local. Residual traces of spore-mist that gets by the
filters. We could get rid of it, but why bother? It does no
harm and it's pretty. Barney, get a car."
Prompted
by some instinct, Anthony looked over his shoulder, to the door they had just
left. And he saw his first Greenies. A dozen of them, in threes, were bowed
under the weight of a series of alloy cans, flat disc-shaped containers three
feet across and a foot thick. Bare feet slapping the concrete, they labored to
haul the cans to a waiting flat-car and stack them on it. In charge was a
tall, tow-haired man in a brief kilt, with a bored expression, and carrying a
coiled whip. Anthony felt suddenly giddy, as he watched.
They
were caricatures of men. Naked as animals, so emaciated that their bones
threatened to rip the blotchy green skin, their sunken eyes were almost black,
and glazed, without life. Wispy black hair patched their skulls, making them
seem the more bony and bald. Their efforts to cooperate were clumsy and
pitiful, but every time one stumbled, Anthony saw that hanging whip-arm twitch.
As they completed their labor, and shambled away, he was able to let out the
breath he had been holding. One of those . . . I'm one like that . . . the
thought was a scream in his mind. He jerked away, bumped into Martha. Her face
showed that she had seen.
"Weren't
they awful?" she breathed. "I should be terrified for my life if I
ran into one."
"I
couldn't help overhearing," Harper put in. "Your fears are quite
unnecessary, my dear. They're absolutely harmless. A problem,
to us, but nothing for you to worry about." Another flat-car came
sliding up, Lyons in control, and Harper waved them all aboard.
"Yes," he sighed, settling into a
seat. "They're a problem. We can't keep them alive long enough to be able
to train them to anything worthwhile. They won't eat anything we offer them,
won't touch anything except sugar, and they go crazy for that. But they don't
live long."
"Surely,"
Anthony was surprised again at his own voice, "surely they eat the famous
beans, don't they. Why not feed them those?"
"Are
you kidding?" Lyons demanded. "Talk about pearls before swine! We're
here to collect and market the beans, not waste them as cattle-food."
"You
might as well learn about our cars," Harper interrupted smoothly.
"They are all like this, inside the domes. Our floor is aluminium-titanium alloy layered, underneath. The car is
powered so that it rides on electro-magnetic fields. Barney, show them how to
operate the controls."
The
city opened out as they glided nearer. Anthony saw without seeing, his mind's
eye full of shambling green monsters. The car sped on, came to a silent halt
at the foot of a magnificent flight of white steps outside what was an
idealized copy of a Greek temple. Anthony was struck, all at
once, by the fact that there was no one about. Was it some special hour,
for everyone to be indoors? What was the time, anyway . . . did they have time
at all, here?
"We
most certainly do," Harper turned, pointed upwards. "Look there. We
are now directly under the centerpoint of the dome.
Don't look directly at the 'sun,' but just a shade to one side." Up there,
suspended in the void, was a ring of numerals around the central light. They
glowed in golden fire, and a dark red arrow-head of flame pointed. "It's a
projection, from the roof of the Central Hall, and can be seen from any point
within the dome. We keep a twenty-four hour cycle, just like Earth. As you can
see, it is just on nineteen forty-five."
"Is it always like
this?" Martha asked. "No nighttime?"
"Sunset
at eight-thirty," Lyons explained. "Pretty spectacular, it is. We
have stars, and a moon, too. You'll see. Come on," he led them up the
steps and on to a mighty pillared portico fit for a Caesar.
"Where is everybody?" Willers demanded. Harper smiled grimly.
"They will all be sitting beside their
visor-screens, eager
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to see
just what I've brought them from Earth. They are due for a surprise."
"Not
just them I" Lyons said, pointedly, and Anthony felt the
first small itch of wonder. Harper's single-minded self-assurance was now
giving way to nervous tension. The moments ahead were obviously going to be
crucial to his scheme, whatever it was. Wondering, Anthony let himself be led
along mighty corridors, where all the walls were frescoed, or hung with
tapestry and pictures, where there was not a nook or comer but what had a
carving of some kind to enhance it. Some of the more famous items he was able
to recognize, but most were strange to him. He "guessed" that they
were all valuable, and was mildly shaken as Harper halted long enough to
explain.
"Reproductions
only," he said, waving one hand in an embracing gesture. "We are not
squirrels, here. We have them for their intrinsic beauty, not their rarity
value, whatever that may be."
They
came to the central chamber, a great amphitheatre where tiered seats ran down
to a circular space of a hundred feet across. It would have been a fit setting
for an empire-shaking debate, or a circus, but was almost vacant now. A great
glass-topped table took up only a fraction of the area. A man sat there, quite
still, waiting.
"There's
M'Grath, now," Harper made for a gangway, was
almost running. Anthony felt that sense of urgency grow as he trod down the incline, saw the waiting man put his hand on an
instrument-console. Lights glowed, and there were cameras, all pointing into
that area. Harper had said "they" would be watching.
The
man at the table stood up, impressively. In every sense of the word, he was
huge. The top of his completely bald head was six foot three from the ground,
and massive, merging without appreciable neck into broad shoulders. From there
a loose toga-like garment hung, in capacious folds swelling out over a bulging
belly.
"Welcome
home, Borden," he said, in a carefully level voice. "You, and your guests."
"Dr.
M'Grath . . ." Harper gestured, "Miss Martha
Merrill, Austin Willers, Anthony
Taylor."
"I'm fat!" M'Grath
said, forthrightly. "I say it to save you the embarrassment. I am fat, by
choice. It is my way of
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emphasizing the fact that I am an individual. I ask you, now, to sit, so that I may
sit also."
"Dr.
M'Grath is our father-confessor, spiritual guide and
general wailing-wall," Harper supplied. "More
accurately, our resident psychiatrist."
M'Grath shifted his eyes only. "That explains
me to them," he said. "I'm waiting to hear you explain them to
me."
"You're
the psychiatrist," Harper retorted. "You deal in explanations. I'd
rather show, by actions. That way, there can't be any argument."
"Get
to the point, Borden. Why have you brought these people here?"
"Let
me do it my way, M'Grath. I've had a shock. I'm going
to pass it on to you, but I want to prepare you, first. Listen, I've been back
to Earth. Nothing's changed, except for the worse. I'm glad to be home again.
Get that clear. But . . ." Harper paused, and Anthony wondered just what
he was struggling with. "It came by accident. In a cheap smoke-and-spit
dive in New York, I heard this man, Willers, doing an impression ...
he was imitating an Italian-type singer, for a gag-routine. In his own words,
he has a trick voice and a trick memory. I put him on provisional notice . . .
for me . . . because he had given me a hell of a turn. Later, in London, it
happened all over again. I heard this girl, a hopeful from the Australian
outback, trying to sell herself as a singer, a soprano. I couldn't get her alone at that time, so I followed her, and
she led me direct to this man . . . and I heard him playing a piano. And that was enough. I knew what I had to do. I rounded up the
three of them, and here they are."
"That
much is evident," M'Grath sighed. He leveled his
eyes on the guests. Anthony thought he looked like a man carrying a world on
his back. "I should explain," he said,
carefully, "that Borden Harper is not musical.
Most of us are, here."
"They
heard Ricco singing, and Milly
Ko playing, as we came by," Lyons offered. M'Grath sighed again.
"We
have a plentitude of singers, of both sexes, and all the pianists we need,
already. Borden . . . why did you bring these people?"
"Let's start with you," Harper said
deliberately. "You're a pianist, aren't you? As good as any, wouldn't you
say?"
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"I appreciate your respect for my
modesty. Yes, I play. I make no claim to entertain. I play for my pleasure, the
land of music your man here will scarcely have heard of . . . nor would respect
if he heard it. I fear you've made a gross error, Borden, if you think I am
about to change my tastes."
"You're
going to change your mind, though. M'Grath, your
piano-playing stinks! Now tell me again that I'm not musical, and I don't know
what I'm talking about . . . and then 111 have Mr. Taylor, here, show you!"
M'Grath sat quite still, breathing slowly. Then he
stirred and one finger beat a slow tap-tap-tap on the table top. "There
must be some reason for this personal animus, this attack without
provocation."
"Medicine
isn't supposed to be pleasant," Harper snapped. "But if it's any
good, it should work on everybody. If you're scared to try it, say so, but
don't twist it into my problem. It's yours. I'm not attacking you, as a person.
I'm challenging your standards. At least, Taylor will do it for me. You
understand, Taylor?"
"Yes,"
Anthony nodded, beginning to catch something of what Harper was trying to do.
"I think so . . . but where's the piano? I'm not playing that one we
heard, just now."
"Why not?" M'Grath asked, with ponderous gentleness.
"Isn't it the kind of piano you're familiar with?" Anthony looked him
full in the eye, with a strange belligerence.
"You may like playing
a piano out of tune. I don't."
"Out
of tune? Oh,
fiddle-faddle! An excuse . . ."
"Out
of tune!"
Anthony said flatly, and M'Grath
stared.
"Indeed!"
he said, with an edge to his voice. "This nonsense has gone far enough.
Cornel" He got to his feet with surprising speed, and swept off in an
imperious flutter of trailing robes. This gangway led down and aside, into an
ante-chamber, a broad room lined with shelves stacked with tape-spools. In one
comer was a visor-screen, looking out into the room. Anthony's eye went to the
opposite comer, at once.
"I call this my study," M'Grath said. "And this is my piano. Now . ..
sir, tell me that is
out of rune!"
Anthony eyed it with respect. Another Steinway, and a thing of rare beauty, in his eyes. But when
he spread a
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hand,
struck a chord, his teeth clicked. He tried another, and shook his head,
ruefully.
"Can't
you hear it?" he demanded. "Listen . . ." and he struck a single
key. "There are three strings, there, all sing-ging
together. And arguing . . . can't you hear that?" M'Grath
pulled heavy eyebrows down, suspiciously.
"No, I can't. You'll
have to be more objective than that."
"That's
a start," Harper said. "Go ahead, Taylor. Tune the thing."
Anthony groped in the pocket of the fine suit Harper's money had bought for him
on Earth, produced the key and damping probe, sat himself at the keyboard. Half
of him was keen to minister to the abused instrument, but the other half was
confused. Whatever design Harper had in mind was between him and this huge man,
and he, Anthony Taylor, was involved merely as an instrument, an extension of
the piano itself. That felt wrong. Anthony put the feeling aside, reluctandy, set to work on the strings. Soon engrossed, he
could not have said how long it was before he finally looked up in
satisfaction, to see an idiot-eye watching him. Cringing from it, he saw
another. Cameras had been silently wheeled in, and were now aimed on him, and
they were alive. All his habitual hiding reactions stirred him to scramble to his
feet and back away.
"All
set?" Harper asked, making Anthony whirl, defensively, and then nod,
unwilling to trust his voice.
"You are quite satisfied that the
instrument is in tune?" M'Grath strode forward,
ponderously. "You won't mind if I try it? After all, it is my piano!" His open sarcasm was underlined as he rounded the seat and
lowered himself without waiting for comment. Anthony watched, fascinated, as
he threw back the folds of his robe from his massive forearms, advanced his
fingers to the keyboard, and began to play. The room filled with a wild and
furious clamor, out of which a melody was barely discernible. Anthony could
hardly credit his ears. The fat man was working hard, was intent, his jowly
face set in stem concentration. Either he was a consummate actor, or he was
under the illusion that he was performing magnificently. Anthony's sense of
wrongness grew to an ache as M'Grath brought the
piece to its crashing conclusion, sat for a still moment, then looked up.
"Well ...
I won't embarrass you by asking for an opin-
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ion,
Mr. Taylor, on a piece that you could hardly be expected to know . . ."
"I
recognized it," Anthony interrupted, confusion making his voice louder
than intended. "You were trying to play a Chopin Etude, one that used to
be called the 'Revolutionary Study,' but. . ."
"Trying to play I"
"Look,
there's something wrong, here. You don't understand . . ."
"I
understand this much," M'Grath thrust out his
huge head, angrily. 'Tou have gone beyond the point
of excuse. Trying' to play, indeed! I yield the instrument to you, sir. Perform
1"
"In front of these?" Anthony indicated the goggling cameras. "With all your friends watching. You don't know . .
."
"Perform!"
M'Grath thundered. "I cannot imagine what insane
scheme Borden had in mind when he brought you here, but it stops, right now,
until you have done your worst. And then . . ." he bent a cold eye on
Harper. That worthy was grim-faced.
"You
go ahead, Taylor," he ordered. "This is why you're here. Go on, play,
and leave the rest to me."
Anthony
sat, put his fingers silently on the keys, and made a conscious effort to
discharge the confusions and chaos in his mind, to replace them with the
"mood" of the impassioned exiled patriot, angrily lamenting the
sufferings of his homeland . . . and the parallel struck him, all at once.
Here he was, a Greenie masquerading as a human, among humans . . . here on his
native planet, his home, yet barriered off from it
far more savagely than Chopin had even been from Poland. The complex chemistry
of frustration, fear and fury flowed from his brain, infusing the music-pattems with new fire. He began to play, savagely, with
needle-pointed precision, every note a blow of defiance, every thundering
harmonic a blast of anger, the strains and shocks of the past days bursting out
of their confinement and shaking him with the fury of their release. So
thoroughly did he lose himself in his outburst that he was wet and breathless
by the time he reached the end, and it was several seconds before he could
establish a clear contact with his surroundings. Then,
deflatedly, he looked up, at M'Grath.
The
big man stood absolutely still, like an idol. So com-
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plete was the blank shock on his face that Anthony
half-expected to see him totter and fall. Then a great shudder shook that giant
frame, and tears came into those flint-gray eyes. M'Grath
sighed, a painful sobbing sigh, put up a hand to his face, shuddered again, and
looked down to where Anthony sat.
"My
Godl" he breathed. Then he swung on Harper.
"You damned amateur," he said, harshly, "that wasn't therapy. It
was surgery. Brutal!"
"But effective, you
have to admit that."
"Not
if the patient dies, you fool! I'm not thinking of myself, now. I'm thinking of . . ." He
made a sudden dart, moving surprisingly fast for one of his bulk, to shut off
the cameras. "The damage is probably done, by this time, but we can, at
least, spare them the discussion . . ."
Anthony
had risen by this time, driven by something which clamored for expression.
"It's all right for you two," he said, stumbling over his words in
his efforts to express his humiliation. "You know what this is all about.
It's some sort of experiment, for you. But what about me?
What about us?" He thought, belatedly, of Martha, and Willers,
who were standing by, agape and lost. "We're not just animals, you know,
to do tricks for your amusement," M'Grath
twisted his head sideways, sneering.
"You! I
can't be bothered with you just now. Later, perhaps, you shall have your
explanation. And your chance to perform. Harper, am I
to understand you right? Have our internal faculties become so deformed, so
ingrown, that we can't see our poverty? Is that . . . ?" He broke off and
swung his heavy head at Lyons, impatiently.
"Bamey, make yourself useful, can't you? Get them out of
here. Take them away. Entertain them, anything so long as you get them out of my sight."
Mr. Lyons shoved himself away from a wall
where he had been leaning, and nodded, cheerfully. "You know," he
said, "I'm no music-lover. It's all just a pleasant noise, to me. But I've
heard you play that piece a dozen times, and that's the first time I ever knew
it had a tune to it!"
"That
point has already been
made, effectively," M'Grath said, in chill
tones. "I am still suffering from the demonstration. I must ask that you
take that as an excuse for my
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poor
manners," he swept the guests with an inclusive eye. "Please leave
us. Go with Mr. Lyons."
"Did
something go wrong?" Willers demanded, as Lyons
escorted them back into the amphitheatre-space. "What's this all about,
anyway?"
"Don't
ask me. Musically, I'm a moron. Me, Bord
Harper, and one or two more. Just about everybody else either plays a
piano, or sings, or both, but I will say this. I never heard a piano talk like
that, before."
"You
say everyone plays, or sings?" Anthony caught at that. He had grasped,
vaguely, that Harper was exposing M'Grath's conceit,
letting the fat man leam, the hard way,
that his talent was shoddy. There was, also, the implication that this
exposure was taking place before an involved and critical audience. Hence the brutality. But if that whole audience was in the
same state of fog as M'Grath, the brutality and the
shock would be multiplied. He began to sweat. M'Grath
was a psychologist. He was tough. Yet the shock had squeezed tears from him.
What might it have done to the others, that unseen audience? What had Harper
done?
"I'm
scared!" Martha said. "There's something weird about this place. Why
is everybody hiding from us? Do we have a plague
or something?"
As
if it had been a cue, they heard the rapid clatter of feet and a petite,
black-haired girl came running down a ramp
from the outside upper level. She wore black loose trousers and a brief,
unfastened bolero which fluttered in the wind of her hurrying enough to show
that there was nothing else underneath. The black stuff was heavily ornamented
in gold thread, and her box-cut black hair was held with a single gold band. There was just the suspicion of a slant to her
jet-black eyes as she stared at Anthony.
"I'm Milly Ko," she said,
breathlessly, "and I want you!"
"I
don't understand," Anthony hesitated, looking from her to Lyons. "I
haven't fixed up anywhere to stay, yet. I don't know what arrangements Mr.
Harper has in mind."
"It's
all right," Lyons assured, with a grin. "Milly
won't eat you. We keep pretty much open house, here. We can always find you, if
we want you for something special."
"My
hospitality," Milly said, briskly, "is all
yours. You can have anything you want. Just ask. But I want you to
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come and fix my piano the way you did M'Grath's, and then . . . then I want you to play that
Etude again, for me. Will you?" "I suppose so."
"All right. Come on!" She took his arm and he had to step out to keep pace
with her hurry. "You have bags, luggage?"
"Nothing at all,"
he confessed.
"You
won't go back empty-handed, anyway," she told him. "That much is
certain. I can see what Borden meant by medicine. As soon as the rest of them
have swallowed it they won't be able to do enough for you." She steered him
almost at a trot along the corridors and out on the steps. "The other two ... do they play?"
"Singers," he
mumbled. "She's a soprano, he's a tenor."
"That Harper! If they are up to your standard, mister, this little dead-and-alive
dome is due to erupt."
At
the foot of the steps she hustled him aboard a smaller car and sat beside him,
seizing the control-bar. At once the car shot away and spun round, narrowly
avoiding two more which were converging on the steps.
"Vultures!"
she muttered, putting on a broad smile and sending a mocking wave to a blonde
girl in one of the cars. "That's Hilda Craven. A soprano, really, but she
likes to fancy herself as a pianist. Ill bet she is
livid at missing you."
"Is that right you're
all musical amateurs?"
"Amateurs! Yes, I suppose we deserve that, now that you're here. Yes, just about
everybody plays, and-or sings. My God, what else is there? We've painted all
the pictures, carved all the statues, read and written all the books, played
all the games. We swim, we exercise, we compete, we argue, but we know all the
answers. We know each other, inside out. There's very little point in anything,
any more." The furious rush of the car whipped her bolero out behind her.
Her skin was silky smooth, her body lithe, her breasts pointed and as
forthright as her manner. Anthony shrank from her, just an inch or two, and she
noticed it.
"There's sex, too," she said.
"Even that gets stale, especially here. We have no taboos about dress, or
chastity, or who sleeps with whom. But it doesn't seem to work.
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When you can have everything you want, you
don't want anything bad enough to bother." "Everything?"
"Anything
and everything," she said, wryly. "It sounds like Heaven . . . but it
works out more like the other place. There's no thrill of achievement, any
more, when you can have anything you want, just by wanting. That's why we all
turn to music. Not listening to it, but doing it . . . because it needs effort
to make your own, and it's never done, never stale."
"That's
because you have to put something of yourself into it," he said, and she
gave him a quick side-glance. Her expression baffled him, and he suddenly
realized it was getting dark. Overhead, the "sunlight" had almost
gone, giving way to a silver glow that conveyed a sense of coolness. The red
time-arrow stood at twenty-one. Nine p.m.
"We're
here," she said, bringing the car to a stop outside a house that was as subdy Japanese as herself in its slant lines and planes. He
followed her indoors. "Plenty of rooms," she made sweeping gestures.
"Take whatever one you fancy. There's a shower-room at the end of this
passage. There'll be a meal ready in about half an hour. Any
food fads?"
"Hardly
. . . except that I don't take sugar, or alcohol. Please don't go to a lot of
trouble."
"It's
no trouble." She twisted out of her bolero, threw it aside, then stepped
out of her trousers and threw them after the bolero. Then she stepped to a
wall, picked a kimono from a hook, slung it over her arm, turned to him, and
then noticed his strained expression. "That's something else you'll have
to get used to," she said easily. "We don't bother much with clothes,
here. They're a damned nuisance, mosdy, and what's
the point of covering up, when there's no weather, or indulging in
status-symbols, when everybody is on the same level?"
She
led him into a side-passage. "I'm going to shower, and then make a call or
two, to see how the others are taking it. The piano, my piano, is this way." They came to a bigger room. "There it is,
and I'm ashamed of it, now. To think that M'Grath has
the only in-tune piano on VenusI"
"I
don't understand that bit." He touched a key or two, winced at the jangle,
and turned to her. "Surely you have
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pitch-pipes, tuning-forks or any one of a dozen other ways of getting a standard to
go by?"
"You
don't understand, do you?" She shook her head.
There was an odd, almost insane glitter in her eyes and anger in the set of her
slim body as she stared at him. "We are the Venus Colony." There were
capitals in her tone. "We are the richest, the bestest, the most exclusive club there ever has
been. Such things as tuning forks, and adjustments are
for slobs, for people with humility, people who can conceive of being wrong.
Not usl" The savagery in her voice made him
shiver. She was baring herself before him in more than body, masochistically
exposing the flaws in her values, rending the whole synthetic fabric of the
community before his eyes.
He
was still uneasy about it as he stood under the shower, with cool, clean water
cascading over him, and tried to imagine what it was like for a person to
believe himself a skillful, talented musician, and suddenly to find that he is
a fumbling ignorant amateur. He saw again the shock it had been for M'Grath, multiplied that by a potential hundred, expanded
it into the basis of a whole ethic, for an entire closed colony of people,
imagined it suddenly shattered . . . and his mind boggled at the result. He
was so engrossed in the size of the problem that he had been rubbing and
scratching at a persistent itch for about five minutes before it penetrated
his awareness. Then, with a start of sick horror, he realized he was itching
all over. He froze, under the stinging spray. The time! How had he missed that?
The time, here, was purely arbitrary. How
long since he had taken his anti-tan tablet? No way of knowing, at all. He shut
the shower off, roughly, seized a towel, went slopping
out in search of the room where he had left his clothes.
The
itch was painful, now, but it didn't show. He stared at his arms, legs,
shoulders, as far as he could see, just to make sure. It didn't show, yet. But
he had to have anti-tan, and soon. Martha Merrill! The idea came like deliverance,
until he thought it further. If she would admit to having any. If she had any to spare. And she would run short, too, eventually.
He got to his feet, dried himself, slid into
his jacket and
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pants and
shoes, feeling that dreadful mental fuzziness creeping up on him again. The
smell of food touched his nostrils. He followed it, along a corridor and into a
big quiet room, austere in Oriental simplicity. Three steps inside the door, he
stopped. Milly Ko
was there, wrapped in a loose green robe and squatting at a low table. Opposite
her sat a little man in a black formal suit, with a white collar and string
tie. But what caught Anthony's breath was the slim green girl who stood by Milly's side, as still as a graven image in emerald. Naked
as a statue, and as beautiful . . . and as empty of life, her eyes like purple
jewels, staring at nothing. On his entry, Milly put
out a hand, touched the green girl on the thigh with a dismissing gesture. She
moved, silent on bare feet, went away.
"You're in time,"
Milly said, waving. "Sit and eat."
"That
green girl," he said, sinking to his knees where she pointed, "you have her as a servant?"
"Hardly. No, I just like having them around, like ornaments. They're pretty,
when they're fresh-caught."
"How long—how long do
they last?"
"Oh, about a week. You can't feed them, you see. Our food doesn't attract them. Just water, and a little sugar once a day, and they stay."
She took a bowl, of wafer-thin china, ladled green steaming stuff into it,
passing it across, and he stared at it, suspiciously.
^Is this
"Bean
soup? That's right. This must be the one place in the Universe where bean-soup
is a prize delicacy. It is, too. That bowlful, back on Earth, would cost you a mint.
Try it, you'll never have the chance again, once you
leave here."
He
tasted, swallowed, and was disappointed. It was indistinguishable from thick
bean-soup anywhere. He took a second mouthful, and warmth seemed to explode in
his stomach, in a glow that burned all the way out to the tips of his fingers
and toes. Then, like a convulsion, sweat burst out on him from every pore.
"There!" she laughed. "That's
the way it hits everybody, the first time. We don't often have guests, but I've
watched that happen to them over and over. It just shows what an awful state
your metabolism is in."
She
took up her own bowl and began spooning. He watched her, and hot bitterness
swelled up to his tongue.
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"For this, you hold the whole of Earth
to ransom ... so that your metabolism
can benefit?"
"That
is naive saying." The retort came in a flat snap from Mr. Ko, who did not bother to turn his
head. "Beans, like diamonds, have scarcity value only. Too many would
destroy market."
"But
they are not diamonds, they're food, and medicine. If they were
plentiful, and cheap, that would benefit everybody."
"Fallacious argument. Please think. Large production not possible, without
large expense. But even child can see it is not economic to spend much
money in order to make product cheap. Also, bean diet increases life
expectancy. On large scale, would destroy Earth economy in many ways. So,
shortage is maintained, not by us, but by orders from Earth. We obey, they
leave us alone."
"You mean Earth
dictates your policy?"
"That's
right," Milly put in. "Hari
is our economic expert, and I can't explain things the way he could, but it's
simple enough. We produce. Earth is the market. God, what would we do with beans, if we couldn't sell the things?"
It
was one more element to add to his confusion, his sense of utter helplessness,
of being in the grip of forces he couldn't control. An
animal. A pawn in some game. A
nobody. Until Milly led him back to her piano
and sat him there.
"Poor
man," she said, wryly. "You're lost, aren't you, with all this
business? But this is where you shine. This you can do."
He
ran his fingers over the keys, detecting the dissonances, feeling for his
tuning-key, setting to work to correct the jangles. On a different level, there
was quite a lot in his own mind which needed
remedying. His fingers found and began to play, softly, an intricately
delicate piece, the while he seemed to stand a long way off and look at
himself, curiously. He had been shocked, shaken, terrified . . . purged. What
was left? The fear was almost gone, and most of the anger with it. He had
gained a kind of numbness. Was there anything else, under that apathy? He
thought there was. There was a smouldering
resistance, a stubborn conviction that he was not to be broken. Somehow, he
didn't know how,
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he was
going to hit back, he was going to be something
more than just a freak talent, a hired performer.
"What's
that you're playing?" Milly asked, and he came
back to the presently real with a rush. "Bach, isn't it?"
"That's right. A partita, in B flat major. You know it?"
"Never
like that. Bach, to me, has always been a perversely difficult and complicated
exercise-maker . . . but that, like that, is music. It sings." A distant
chime caught her ear, and she clicked her tongue in irritation, went away. In
moments she was back, and he hushed his playing at sight of her face. She was
angry, and looked all Japanese.
"Harper
is going to throw you to the wolves," she said. "He has laid on a
snap concert, in half an hour, in the Central. All three of
you."
"So?" Anthony
failed to see her reason for anger, yet.
"Don't
you see? The others have been getting at him. They won't have it that they are
inferior, that their standards have slipped. I know how they feel. I didn't
like it, either, but I'm a bit more of a realist than most. I know that we have
become a sick, perverted in-group, living in a sugary illusion. I didn't know
just how bad we were until I heard you, III admit that. But the rest of them
aren't going to admit it at all. They want to put you three on a platform, and
ask you to perform. They'll toss requests at you, at random . . . and God help
you if you fail to identify the pieces, and perform them perfecdy."
"Violence?" he
asked, and she snorted.
"Nothing so crude. But they'll call you out on stuff you've never even heard of, and then
laugh you off the platform."
"I
don't know whether you're pleased or sorry," he said, studying her. It was
hard to tell. She was bubbling with excitement of some kind, but he had no
idea just what. For a moment he had the clear conviction that any drastic, dramatic
event would attract these strangely out-of-touch people. "Anyway,"
he got up, towering over her, "I doubt they'll be able to trip me, and if
the others have had experiences like mine, the same goes for them." Behind
his statement lay miserable years of playing old broken-down pianos in all
kinds of hole-and-comer dives, where there were always two or three bleary-eyed
individuals who could recall happier days. "I've been asked for some
pretty rare pieces, at times. I'm ready, when you like."
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"You're a strange man, Anthony,"
she stared up into his face. 'Tou seem dazed and
lost, most of the time, as if you were afraid, almost, but as soon as it's
music, you change."
"It's the one thing I
know. Are you ready?"
The
sense of desperate confidence remained with him all the way to the Central
Assembly Palace, not wavering even when he saw the incredibly motley throng
which was rapidly gathering. The one thing they had in common, apart from lean
health, was the urge to be different. Less than half of them had troubled to
wear any clothing at all, and those who had were only half-clothed, or less.
His eyes saw, but did not believe. A top-hat, there . . . and
another. Scarf and sandals. A
fez. A loincloth. Sweatshirt
and slacks. An embroidered cloak and high boots
alongside bare feet. A nun's habit in shrieking scarlet nodded to a
high-school tunic in paper-white transparent veiling. A
baby-faced blonde in long black gloves and lorgnette, and nothing else,
alongside a man in a violently checked shirt and bowler.
"It
could be that Harper's therapy is more effective than mine." He whirled as
M'Grath boomed in his ear. "It is sometimes
better to cut the knot than to save the string by carefully unraveling it. The
cup which cheers is not for you I believe, Mr. Taylor?"
Anthony
caught the blast of his breath and shook his head. "No ... I don't need it," he said. M'Grath took a hearty pull at the pot he held.
"Quite
right," he said. "I do. I know what can happen, very soon. It is my
duty to bear the slings and arrows of the outraged less-fortunate, but never
before have I gone in actual fear. We have anarchy here, Taylor, and there is
but a hair-line between that and insanity. Man needs the prop and comfort of
others of like mind. You are about to kick that prop away."
"The
trouble with this lot," Harper had come up from the other side and was
leaning across the piano, "is that they started in at the top, and never
had anywhere to go but down."
"I
knew it!" M'Grath growled. "You're a
saboteur, Borden. You're a self-made man. You hate those who have always had
what you had to work for. So you want to smash it all, and just before Harvest,
too."
"How close?"
Harper demanded. "I've lost track."
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"You'll be lucky to last out the hour
with your concert."
"Harvest?" Anthony asked, and M'Grath swung on him,
waving the pot.
"The gathering of the bean-crop. The time when we justify
our existence, Mr. Taylor. A form of catharsis on
which we have been relying to preserve our sanity, so far. It has been
all the medicine we ever needed."
"You're
a kind of doctor, aren't you?" Anthony asked, as his itch nudged him.
"You would know . . ." but he had lost M'Grath,
now. The big man was waving to Willers and Martha as
they made their way down to the central arena. Aside, he said, "Those in
brown coveralls, out to the edges, are the off-duty technioians.
I had hoped we would be spared humiliation before them. Ah well, we might as
well begin." He put up a massive palm for quiet.
"There
is no prepared programme. You call it,
our guests will try to deliver. What do I hear?"
Anthony
sat himself, and Willers came close, to bend over,
calling Martha with a jerk of his head. "This is a snap," he
whispered. "I've done this a million times. You get a lot of shouting, and
you pick out the ones you know. Nothing to it. All right?"
Anthony
looked up at him, saw that his anxious look was
completely gone, now. For the first time, he felt a kinship with this gangling
American. Martha, too, looked ready for anything. The mood was catching. He
smiled back at them. "Ill start, then," he
said, and stood up to move and stand beside M'Grath.
Out of the crowd came a shout of "Scriabin," and he pin-pointed the
source, fingered the man who had called, asked him to specify. A tall man in a wild red robe.
"Flammes Sombre ... if you've ever heard of it!"
Anthony
nodded, bowed cordially, moved back to the keyboard. It was good start. Tension
came into the audience, and utter silence, as he used a moment to think
himself into the mood for this darkly exciting piece of complex polymetric polyrhythm . . . allegretto, with the treble in
six-eight, against the bass in two-four . . . and he began, carefully,
confidently and with jewel-like precision. His conclusion brought an explosive
"Bravo!" from the rapt audience. M'Grath
was wrong, Anthony thought. It is primitive rhythm which drives men mad.
Music, real music, has
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charms
above the primitive. He wondered if it was an original thought. Martha stepped
forward, managed to catch a request for something from Lucia di Lammermoor, and he nodded, gave her the introduction. She had absorbed the magic of
the moment, too. All her life went into her creation of the woman driven mad
by the knowledge that she was expected to marry a man she didn't love . . . and
that she had just come from stabbing him to death rather than agree.
Moved
as he was by her performance, Anthony couldn't help noticing the sheen of sweat
on her face and arms, the more than fervor she put into the music, and a
horrible suspicion sneaked into his mind. It festered while Willers
felt for and got a demand to produce ...
it would be Ricco Milano, of course . . . the famous
lament from Pagliacci. Then, as the lanky American was tearing at
their heart-strings, a strange rustle spread through the throng, a whisper, and
then a mass exodus, on shuffling feet.
"Well I'm damned!" Willers gasped, as he finished. "I never had an
audience do that to me before." M'Grath surged
forward, heavily unsteady.
"No
criticism of you, sir," he mumbled. "The Harvest came sooner than
expected. This is the time when we sally forth and gamer the products of our
industry. This is the one moment not one of us would miss."
"I
see. You collect the beans, eh? I'd like to witness that. It will be something
to brag about. Can I?"
"Of course, but be
quick. Join up with anyone."
"Aren't
you going?" Anthony demanded, reaching for Martha's arm, but his question
was for M'Grath. "Do you, too, need this
catharsis?"
"More than any. Yes, I shall go, as soon as I can shake off this bleariness. I have
methods. Excuse me . . ."
"Just
a minute," Anthony still held Martha's wrist. "You're the doctor, the
medicine man. Can you do something for me?" M'Grath
looked a heavy-eyed question at him, and he gathered
his courage. "I have an itch . . . very bad ... all over." He felt the sudden twitch in Martha's arm,
and knew he had guessed right. "It's nothing to worry about. I know what
will fix it, if you can get it for me."
"I have a fairly well stocked medicine chest," M'Grath
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nodded,
heavily. "I may be able, if it's not too unusual. You know the cause, you
say?"
"No,
I didn't say that. I know what will fix it. Anti-tan.
Can you get me some?" Again Martha's wrist jerked, and she pulled loose.
Anthony did not dare look her in the face. He kept his eyes on M'Grath, who was dully silent for a long moment. Alcohol
warred with his intelligence.
"Anti-tan?
You want me to supply you with anti-tan? I'm afraid that's
one drug we neither keep nor have any use for, here. It is all we can do
to maintain pinkness, with artificial ultraviolet. We don't need it, you see .
. ." His thick voice faded away into mumbling as his wits began to churn.
He stared at Anthony, and the light of comprehension grew. With it came an
unpleasant hardness. "You—you need anti-tan?
You're—"
"Never mind what I am.
You won't give us any, then?"
"Both of you? Indeed!" M'Grath drew himself up,
unsteadily, to his full height. "We have none, and that is the truth. I'm
sorry . . . sorry for the pair of you. You hear me? I say I'm sorry!" Try
as he might, he couldn't make his voice sound sorry, and, as he swung around
and lurched away, his shoulders shook . . . but not with regret. An enemy, Anthony
thought, in sinking despair. This will give him payment for humiliation. But
what do we do, now? He turned to Martha, met her blazing eyes.
"You
have your nerve!" she hissed. "How dare you tell him ... let him think that, about me? Now he
thinks I'm —I'm a Negro, and so do you!"
"No
I don't" he said, grimly. "I don't think anything of the kind. But
you itch, just as I do. And you take . . . and need . . . anti-tan. How long
since you had any? How long? Look, there's no point, any more, in trying to pretend.
How long since you last took a tablet!"
"I
don't know," she wailed. "I've lost track of the time, in this mad
place. I've lost mine, or mislaid it somewhere. I'm always losing it, or
running short and having to make a mad dash to the nearest drugstore. And I
couldn't ask anybody, could I? Now
everybody will know!"
"How
long since you first started to itch?" he pressed her, as they made their
way restlessly out of the great hall.
"I
don't know. It started, I think, when we were getting off the ship, but I
thought it was just the heat . . . and then
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it kept on. What am I going to do?" Her
voice was ragged, now, as full realization crept over her. "What am I
going to do?"
"What
are we going to do?" he rephrased it, and she
looked at him, her violet eyes wide and unseeing. She would have to be told, he
thought. The truth, which was a thousand times worse than the fears she had
now . . . but how to tell her? He caught her arm, suddenly, drew her aside into
a room lined with glass cases.
"Tell
me," he said, urgently, "just who do you think your parents were? Do
you know?" As she hesitated, he pushed the question a bit closer to home.
"Did either of them have anything to do with . . . Venus?"
"With
Venus?" she was startled out of her shakes, for a moment. "What on Earth are you talking about?"
"You
believe either your father or your mother was colored —was dark-skinned, don't
you?"
"Must
we discuss it? All right, if you must have it, yes. It was my father. I don't
know anything about him. Mummy would never talk, she just wouldn't tell me. Therel Satisfied? Not but what everybody will know,
soon." He had turned away from her, combing his mind for some set of words
that would break the truth to her gendy. He had read
a line on a metal plate three times before it clicked. He looked around, at the
others, in dawning comprehension. This was a Hall of Records, of a land. The
metal plates were dated, carried lists of names. He caught her wrist again.
"There ought to be something here,"
he muttered, reasoning out the sequence, doing simple arithmetic in his mind.
Names, honorable degrees in any science you cared to name . . . and so many of
them bore the final notice, "L P D"— "Lost, Presumed Dead." A history of Man's struggle to
win Venus, all here in memoriam.
"What are you up to,
now?" she demanded, angrily.
"You're
not colored," he said, abruptly. "No more than I am. At least, not
the way you think. Not any color you'd ever imagine."
"Have you gone stark
raving mad?"
"I think notl"
He was peering at the cases, quickly, until he found the one he wanted, that he
knew had to be. Then he halted, turned to look at her,
and caught his breath.
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For
the concert, she had chosen a scarlet cape, and the briefest possible skirt in
the same color. Against the vivid flame, there could be no mistake. He looked
away, at the wall, saw a great mirror.
"I'm
not crazy," he said. "Come and see for yourself. Come on!"
He
took her by the shoulder, more roughly than he intended, thrust her face to
face with the mirror and stood behind her. "See for yourself . . . you're
green!"
He
watched her, saw her face go blank with shock. Her hand went to her face,
shakily, and then to the soft curves of her shoulder and throat.
"Oh
no! It
can't be. There must be some mistake!"
"No
mistake. You're a Greenie, a half-breed Greenie, just as I am."
"It's
not true. It's a joke of some kind, something we've eaten," she stared at
herself frantically. "It can't be. I don't want to be a Greenie ... an animal . . . I'm not ... I won't!" She fought him as he
took her arm and led her back to the case where the all-important record was
kept.
"Look
there," he commanded, harshly, "and then argue." His finger led
her eye to a line of graven script that read, laconically: Dr. T.O. Merrill. Following that there ran a string of degree
credits and then the stark phrase: Lost in jungle on study-tour; wife and baby daughter returned to Earth.
"Baby daughter . . . you," Anthony
said. "The date is about right, too, isn't it? Isn't it?" She stared,
speechlessly, her lips moving as she read the cruel words over again. "You
were bom right here on Venus. And so was I.
Look!" His finger moved, skipped lines, came to rest. Dr. Eleanor Taylor . . . died in childbirth,
in jungle. Dr. R.S. Taylor, husband, returned to Earth with infant son.
"Infant son . . . me. Dr. Sherwood Taylor was my father. I've known, all the time, that I was
a Greenie. That's why I didn't want to come."
She broke and whirled away from him, but he
caught her in two steps. "Where will you run to?" he asked, harshly.
"You're green, and getting greener every minute. You ran out of drugs a
bit sooner than me, but 111 be right
there with you in a short while. Greenies . . . both of
us."
Her lips were purpling as he looked at her.
So were
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her nails. In an odd way, the green tint
flooding to her skin made her more beautiful than she had ever been. But Green.
"Oh Godl"
she said, dully, "what are we going to do?"
PART TWO
"If we
stay," he said, suddenly ice-calm,
"they'll come back, and find us ...
as Greenies. And you can guess what that will mean. The only other thing is to
run for
"But where?" She gave back his own
question. "Where can we go?"
"Out
. . . out there in the jungle. It's our home, after all. This is our native
land. If the other Greenies can live out there, we can!"
"But
it's jungle I It's
hot, and misty, and dangerous. We don't know anything about it. We'll get
lost!"
"And well be torn to pieces if we stay,
Martha. Already we have hit these people in the talent. What do you imagine
they will do when they find out what we really are?"
He could feel her sagging, as he gripped her arm.
"It's
hopeless. We can't just run off into the jungle."
"All right!" He let her go with a quick twist of his hand, so that she almost fell.
"You stay, and face them. I'm going. ..."
"No!
Anthony, don't leave me. Don't!" "Make your choice, and be quick.
Stay ... or run with me.
She
turned, her eyes sweeping the quiet room, seeking some solution to a thing that
had none. He saw her catch a glimpse of herself in the mirror, and blanch at
what she saw there. Her hands went to her breasts, and then she held them out,
fingers spread, and stared at them as if they were new. But they were her own,
and green.
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"We don't seem to have any choice, do
we?" she whispered, coming towards him. "We can't do anything
else."
"None that I can see. All right, come on. Quick!" He led her out of the hall, and the
temple. The city, so far as they could see, was deserted. "A
car . . . there!" He pointed and ran, had it humming by the time
she scrambled up by him. "Cover yourself as much as you can, with that
cape, just in case we meet anyone." He set the car skimming, and after a
false start, got himself pointed to one of the exit-gates. It was open, he saw,
as they swooped close.
"All
right, so far." He shut off the power and they got down. "But from
here, we're afoot." He led her into the great open door, and the glare-lit
compartment inside, made for the outer door, looking hastily for the controls.
"Nobody about," he muttered, pressing a button, and jumping as the
quick zoom of power came from behind him. Then he saw that the inner door was
swinging shut, and cursed his nerves. Got to keep calm, he urged himself. No
point in panic, not now. There's a whole world out there. Then he gasped, and
heaved for breath, as the outer door cracked and the heat washed in. Martha
gripped his arm, frantically.
"We can't go out there," she
wailed. "It's dark . . . and hot. . . I"
"We haven't any choice!" he
snarled, and put his foot over the coaming. She hung
on to him. He turned, savagely. "Come on ...
or let go. . . !" He could see her eyes widen in
panic, but she came, stepping high. Three paces from the door they might as
well have been in a steam room. He went ahead, putting
on a boldness he didn't feel, but as helpless as a blind man, sweat clogging bis breath. Then, faintly through the dull white glare, he
caught a hint of brightness.
"Searchlights!" he said,
remembering the Harvest. "Over that way," and they began to tramp,
cautiously, seeing the brightness grow. Then, litde
by httle, it broke apart into several sources, into
great milky shafts of light, hanging in mid-air. A great lemon-yellow pillar of
fire grew out of the mist. A tree. Then there was
another, rose-red glowing. The searchlight glares grew plainer, and they could
hear yells, and laughter, and screams. He took her hand.
"We'd better be careful, now," he
warned. "Take it very
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easy."
They edged forward, and came across the bulk of a car, then another, and
circled past them. Now he was able to pick out ghostly figures, in the thinning
mist, and he could see that they were ranged in orderly fashion, some six or
seven feet apart, in between the glare-colums, but on
the shaded side of the light. Gripping her hand tight, he moved closer, close
enough to see what was going on. "We had better watch this," he
muttered, "we might learn a trick or two."
Over to the right there was a burst of laughter, the snap of a whip, and a
hoarse scream.
Then
he caught his breath as a trio of shambling green figures blundered out around
the bole of a bright blue giant tree and into the glaring light. Each had
cradled in skinny arms a treasure of bean pods. Faces contorted into blindness
because of the light, they shambled forward, and a shadow went to meet them,
became a white man, in black shorts, with a yellow plastic bag over one
shoulder. He put out a rough hand to grab the nearest Greenie by a skinny
shoulder, and used his other hand to snatch the pods and stuff them into his
bag. The Greenie whimpered, went to pull away, but the man aimed a casual kick
at those spindly legs, the Greenie howled and hopped, and the man went on with
his plunder.
Anthony
shifted his gaze to where a second shadow had moved out, intercepting another
of the helpless trio. A female, this time, with a pod in her
mouth, as well as full-armed. The man, naked as Adam, slashed the edge
of his hand across her throat, so that she gagged and disgorged. Then he, too,
began to grab and stuff, while the dazed female stood, trying to swallow, and
retching.
The third Greenie had taken fright, had
turned to run back into the dark. Anthony groaned as he saw a third shadow
step into the harsh glare. With only a twist of cloth about her loins, and a
whip twirling in her hand, this was a blonde woman he had never seen before.
Setting her feet apart, she brought her arm over, the lash licked out, and the
Greenie screamed. Another lashing stroke caught its foot, and the blonde walked
up the taut line, reversed the whip-handle, brought
the stump-end down with a crack on that patchy-haired skull. Then, calmly, she
collected the pods, for her bag.
"Get a good look," Anthony advised,
savagely. "See how
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they
treat the Greenies . . . how they would treat us." He could feel Martha
shivering, but he was steady. Indignation could wait. He fixed his attention on
the bags. He meant to get one. They were valuable, even to the Greenies.
"Wait here," he hissed, "until there's a full bag. Then we take itl"
"Why? They aren't
worth anything, to us. Not now."
"The
Greenies value them. We're going to have to live with Greenies, and like
it." More shambling green figures broke from cover, and the Harvest went
on. Anthony saw, with sick hate, that the blonde woman seemed fond of her whip,
using it at every opportunity. Soon her bag was fulL
"Nowl" he said, giving Martha a shove. "Here she
comes, loaded." His eyes followed her into the gloom. Then he was up to
her, seeing her surprise, her quick gasp and attempt to shout, which died as he
hit her, a smash on the jaw that jarred his hand and arm right up to the elbow.
Ruin my fingering, he thought, crazily, if I were a
piano-player any more. He stooped to grab her bag, heard a scuffle at his back
and wheeled round. The man in black shorts had trapped Martha, was holding her
close and peering. Anthony took two long steps, swung his
arm, and lashed out again, enjoying the vicious pain of the blow, as the man
sank down without a sound.
"You
all right?" he demanded, flexing his fingers. She nodded, stupidly,
looking down at the prostrate man. "All right, then. Grab his bag,
quick!" He went back to the blonde woman shoved her over with his foot,
got her bag, slung it over a shoulder, went to Martha, helped her to shoulder
hers. "Now, come on . .. let's get away from here."
"But
where?" she wailed, as he plunged off, turning his back on the glare.
"Anthony. . . 1" He slid, stumbled to one
knee, got up again, waited, and she came up, out of the gloom. "I couldn't
see you. . . ." she gasped. "Where are we going?"
"How
do I know?" he snapped. "Who cares, anyway? We have a whole planet We just go, and keep on going, that's all."
He
took her hand, and they went forward together, slipping and staggering, into
the slimy, greasy-wet inferno, into a multicolored nowhere.
Going nowhere. Nowhere to go. The words went round
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and
round in his mind. Just keep going. Keep going. Until you drop. And then, what? The glowing mist swirled, lazily, round him,
ever changing, ever the same. Shreds of shifting color came and went, glowed
and passed by, tempting the mind to build figures and phantoms, peopling the silence
with a myriad things.
And
it was a silence, such as only cloying, sound-swallowing mist can make. His
feet made no sound on the spongy slippery moss. Nothing seemed to live or
move, out there . . . nothing . . . until he became aware of fugitive touches,
now and then, against his ankles. Litde things,
scurrying away into the safety, making no sound. All he heard was the
drum-pounding of the blood in his ears, the rasp of breathing, and the click
and chuckle as he swallowed. He moved in a bubble a yard in diameter, and
everything else was a dream. He had the softness of Martha's hand in his, and
he could see her as a blur, by him, in the haze, as they blundered along
together. But all else was insane nightmare. The ground under his feet, spongy
and wet, was even, like a table. Now and again he caught his foot in a stunted
tangle of something, a bush, possibly, but that was all. No break in the
monotony. Nothing. Just walk, and keep walking.
He
felt for the bean bag, seeking the fastening, and his fingers skidded on the
slimy surface as he tried to get it open. Then, when he had succeeded, he took
out a pod, sealed the bag again. A black and yellow thing, about three inches
long, banana-shaped. On Earth, this would have kept him in luxury for years.
Right now, he had to open it, eat the contents, and be nourished, or it was
worthless. He gripped it, squeezed, and it burst open at one end, like a
three-cornered mouth. There were four black-and-red beans inside. He shook one
into his palm, took a deep breath, and put it into his mouth. He bit on it.
The
texture was fibrous and woody, like a nut. The taste was acid-sour, flooding
his mouth with saliva. He chewed, cautiously, then
swallowed the juice. It stung his throat, sending quick tingles along his arms
and legs. He chewed more, reducing the fiber to a pulp, and gulped it. Then he
waited. In a moment, his stomach roared at him, making him shudder. But he
could feel the dragging weariness and lassitude drop away.
"Here!" he said to Martha, roughly.
"Get one of these between your teeth."
"Ugh!
It's bitter," she complained, but chewed, obediently. They shared the
remaining two, finding them not quite so bitter on the second taste.
"We
shan't starve for a bit, anyway," she sniffed, more cheerfully. And they
resumed their journey with a lighter step.
"God in Heaven!" he suddenly
gasped, as the featureless mist right behind them was rent by a monstrous,
gargling scream.
Martha's hand clamped on his like a vice. They swung round, peering into the swirling
gray. The hideous noise came again, like the blast of an angry steam-whisde, magnified by a hundred times.
"There,"
she said, and he could see it, too, a great dark mass, looming up . . . black .
. . no, it was green, a dark, glossy, olive green ... a huge, blunt-snouted thing, weaving
and questing, as big and round as a man's waist ... and stretching back enormously, into the mist
"It's a snake, or a worm, or something of the kind," he muttered.
"Can it see us?"
"Lord knows. I can't
see anything that looks like an eye.
The
blunt-pointed snout swung, and came to an uneasy rest, pointing right where
they stood. In some awful way, it knew they were there. Then Martha screamed,
uncontrollably, as a cluster of lamp-like eyes, glowing purple, opened in a
circle about the great head, and stared at them. She flung herself round, and
Anthony felt his knees turn to water as he stared over her shoulder into that
ring of eyes. Then, from the center, yellowly, a
great gaping mouth opened, peeling back, and that gargling scream came again,
deaf-eningly, borne on a hot stench of breath.
The
next thing Anthony knew, he was running, senselessly and terrified, from that
gaping mouth, and the ring of razor-edged teeth he had seen within it. His
breath bumed in his throat, and the bean-bag bumped
awkwardly across his back, hammering him, as he ran, and slipped, and slithered,
skidding down to his knees and scrambling up again, forgetting all else in his
blind need to escape the honor. His imagination felt the hot breath of it on
his neck, the
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shudder of
the soggy ground under its ponderous body, and he fled, gasping, sobbing,
squandering every last ounce of energy he could find, to get away. Something
caught his foot, so that he went sprawling in a heap. Cursing, he fought up to
his fee and ran again . . . and the dark ground fell away under him. He fell
and slid, scrabbling at the slimy moss, over an edge, into gray nothingness . .
. into a smashing blow at his middle, a bursting flame in his head ... and then, nothing.
He
lay in glorious, cool comfort, deliciously at ease, in the quiet of a shady
grove, close by a tinkling fountain. At his side knelt a lovely maiden, smiling
on him, and every now and then dipping her fingers in the crystal water, to
sprinkle the cool drops on his forehead. He was only
pretending to sleep, and she, knowing it, was teasing him.
"Come,
beloved, open your eyes," she called, but he would not. Somewhere, in the
distance, an orchestra was playing the ballet music from Faust . . . and he
knew that if he did wake up, something dreadful would happen.
"Awakel" she cried, impatiently, flicking water in his
face. He rolled his head aside. "Wake up!" she insisted, in a
different kind of voice altogether, and the splash of water was vigorous.
Anthony
opened his eyes, and groaned as ache sliced through his daze.
"My
head!" he moaned, and tried to sit up, cringing from another knife-slash
of pain across his middle. "What the hell . . . P" Martha sat back on
her heels and watched him, anxiously. Fighting the wrench in his stomach, he
sat all the way up, looked round. It wasn't a grove at all, but a dark, dim-lit
hollow. He saw the distant standing-flame of trees. There was no mist. And no snake-worm.
"What
happened?" he mumbled, not daring to open his mouth too wide, in case his
stomach revolted. "Where's the thing . . . the snake?"
"Up there, somewhere," she pointed
round and up, vaguely. "You went right over a cliff. I thought you were
dead."
"Yes,
I remember that." He nodded, and then groaned, wishing he had kept his
head still. "I was running like hell, thinking it was after me, and then
down I went." He frowned, looked at her, searchingly. "How did you get here? How did you find me?"
"The snake . . ." She shuddered.
"I saw it coming, and you yelled, and I was rooted. I couldn't move, at
all. It just came—all mouth and eyes—and I waited, gave up . . . and then it went straight past. Knocked me
over. There must have been a mile of itl"
"It certainly was big.
What then . . . ?"
"It
just went past me. Never saw me at all. And then, when I saw it going by, I
knew it was chasing you. So I ran after it."
"And
what would you have done, if you'd caught it? My God, do you realize what
you're saying?" He stared at her. "Suppose it had caught me, and then
waited for you?"
"I
never thought of that," she said, blankly. "All I knew was, if I kept
after it, I was keeping after you . . . and I daren't lose you. So I ran after
it. Then it sort of stopped. And I got scared, then. I thought it must have . .
. caught you. So I stood as still as I could. And it coiled back, and went
away. And I went along—it leaves a groove, you know —and I fell over the edge.
But I landed in Some bushes, so it wasn't too bad. Then I found
you, all in a tangle, around a little tree-stump. I thought you were dead, at
first. Then I saw the water—"
"Water? It wasn't all a dream, then. Where?"
"Over
there, look!" He twisted round, painfully, and, in the half-light, he saw
the oily-rippling edge of a sheet of water that stretched away, a long way,
into the gloom.
"I
managed to drag you down as far as this. And then I got some water, with my
cape, and threw it over you. I'm so glad you're not dead I"
"So
am I, for the moment," he said, wryly. "I owe you my life, for what
it's worth. I wouldn't have given a snap for it, back there. Let's hope there
aren't too many of those about. I fancy we'd be just a couple of bites, for
him." He shifted, painfully. "Still, water's something to be glad of.
I could do with a big drink." He gathered himself, made the effort, and
got to his feet, swaying but managing to keep his balance. He felt her hand on
his leg.
"I
don't think we'll be able to drink it," she said, unhappily. "It's cramful of little fish-things. Millions
of them. And they bite. Look!" She put out her arm for him to see.
It was covered, up to the elbow, in red splotches.
"Hell!" he growled- "You
shouldn't have done that, not
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just to get water to throw over me. I'm going to
take a look."
He
set off, weavingly, for the water-edge. In the last
yard, he sank to his knees and crawled, until he could peer down into it. Then
he saw that the oily blackness was illusory. The water was clear, enough so
that he could see the bottom, and the masses of hair-like, waving weeds. But,
even as he put his head down, there was a sudden flurry, and a shower of
darting neon-lights, spearing through the dark. Shifting his weight on to one
arm, he dabbled his fingers, and winced as he felt the
instant sting of needle-sharp teeth. The water was alive, now, with sparkling
flames.
He
tried to imagine gulping a mouthful of that, and groaned. A bead of sweat ran
from his chin and splashed into the water. Wringing wet with sweat . . . and
parched with thirst... it didn't seem
right, somehow.
"What
are we going to do?" she whispered, as he sat back, to think. The pain in
his head was abating a little. He rubbed it, feeling the greasiness and slime
in his hair. To get clean, cool, and inwardly moist ... it was a crying urge. There had to be some way.
"You were splashing
me," he said. "How?"
"I
dropped the edge of my cape in the water, then shook
it, to get the fish out. And then I wrung it out, over your face."
"Let
me seel" he held out his hand for the cape, to
feel it. Plastic, still a vivid red, crimped to give a fleecy feel, and
wet. He shook it out, to find that it was an almost perfect square, a yard a side. A cord threaded through it, one third of the way from one edge,
made it possible to wear it as a coat, or a cloak with a hood . . . but he saw it only as a spread-out sponge.
Setting himself on his knees, he swung the cape out, let it flap into the water,
drew it out, shook it, and stood up, to wrap the soaked materia]
around his head. It felt good. He did it again, and had rinsed the worst of the
slime from his head and face. Once more, but this time he held the cape high,
balled it, and squeezed, sucking greedily at the drops as they fell on his
face.
"Best we can do, for the moment."
He passed the cloth back to her. "You have a go. It's worth it, just to
feel cool and partly clean." She took the cape, did what she had seen him
do, and he left her to it. Looking round, he saw
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them to the edge of the water. The effort tied his abused stomach in knots, but he felt better for it,
after the twinges had subsided. Next thing, he thought, were his clothes. He
was still cumbered by jacket and pants. A quick glance showed him that Martha
was busy, still, with her shower-bath. He stripped off the garments, dipped
them in the water, shook them vigorously, and they came out much cleaner. Then,
as he wrung out most of the water, he argued with himself.
Habit
said he should cover himself again, but the tremendous improvement in freedom
and comfort made him hesitate. Who was to care, here? Except
Martha, of course. He squinted across at her, again, to see that she had
peeled off her clothes, too, and was luxuriating in the dribble of water over
her nakedness.
"Don't look round," he called,
gently. "But I'm having an argument with myself. I don't want to swelter
in these silly clothes. Do you mind?" She held still for a moment, with
the dripping cape over her head, then brought it down, and turned, facing him.
"I certainly feel better, this
way," she said, frankly, "and it can't make any difference to anyone
but us."
"All
right, then." He rolled his clothes up small compressing them as hard as
he could, so that the water squirted out. "I'm going to pack mine,"
and he unfastened a bean-bag, got out another pod, and made a space to stuff in
his bundle.
"Come and eat"—he waved the
pod—"and if you'll rinse out your things, 111 pack them with mine."
She
came to sit by him, stretching out her legs. He burst the pod, handed her a
bean, took one himself.
"Nice
color, green I" he said, stretching his own leg alongside hers.
"Oh don'tl"
She shuddered. "I think it's awful. Every time I look at it, I just can't
believe it's me. I hope they come for us, soon I"
"Who?"
he asked, blankly.
"Why . . . somebody from the dome, of course. They're bound to miss us, and send out
search parties."
Until
she said it, that aspect of the business had not occurred to him. He sat
silent, chewing, and thought about
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it. It
was difficult. All at once, the colonists, and people in general, seemed remote
and unreal, as if they belonged to another world. In a way, they did. But there
was no getting away from the facts. He and Martha would be missed. But would
they send out search-parties? Could they? He thought back to what Harper had
said, about the meager amount of exploration that had been done, and how
difficult it was. Where would they begin?
"I
don't think they'll bother. . . ." The words were on his tongue, but he
held them back. "They" would have to bother, wouldn't they? It was
that, or provoke a devil of a fuss . . . and that wouldn't suit them, at
all. He chewed it over, along with bean-pulp, until he grew tired of it.
"Come on." He got up, feeling the
refreshing tingle of the bean-stimulus working against his weariness. "We
might as
well move on. Can't just sit here."
"Why
not?"
"Because . . ." He hesitated, then,
"Because we need food. Solid food. The beans are only a stimulant. We
can't live on them, alone."
"Oh, very well." She got to her feet, and stood while he
helped her get her pack comfortable. Then she slung the red cape over one
shoulder. "It can't make much difference, one way or the other, can
it?"
He
caught up the other bag and flung it into place. Step by heavy step, he tramped
on through the half-light, with Martha's hand in his. He lifted his feet, one
after the other, stubbornly, slithering and stumbling along, skirting always
the uneven edge of the dark water, making wide circles round the more soggy
parts, and passing, all the time, the endless series of great fire-trees, of
every imaginable color.
He
wondered about them, about the rare branches he could see, high up, as they
looped away into the overhanging mist. If you could climb one, you'd get up
into another world altogether, he mused, a world of branches, leaves, and a gray cloud of light. Possibly fruit, of
some kind.
Food!
The thought made him look up, and shake his head. If there was food up there,
then they would surely starve, for no one could climb those giants without some
sort of help. The lowest branches he had seen, so far, were all of twenty feet
overhead.
Then Martha fell heavily to her knees, and on
her face,
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with the
heavy pack pinning her down. He bent to help her, and almost fell on his face
by her side, in his weariness.
"We're
a couple ... of fools," he
gasped, shoving her pack aside, so that she rolled over and began to suck in
air, hungrily. "No idea how long . . . this damned twilight ... no time-sense, at all. . . . Must have
been going for hours and hours. . . .We need to sleep, that's the troubleP He got her arms free of the straps, and she sat
up, wiping the ooze from her face.
"Sleep? But where?" she breathed.
"Anywhere." He waved a tired arm. "Help
yourself."
"But"—she
looked round, fearfully—"one of us will have to keep a look out."
"For
what? And to do what?"
"I
couldn't just lie down, here, and go to sleep." She shuddered. "I
just couldn't, that's all!" Too weary to argue, he shuffled out of his
pack, took the red cape, and plodded down to the water to wash. She was close
behind him, as it unwilling to let him get more than a yard or two away. He
said nothing, giving all his attention to as thorough a wash as possible. Then
he gave her the cape, shambled back to the bags, thumped one into the semblance
of a pillow, and stretched out, letting the weariness have its way. His last
conscious thought was of a pain in his inside ...
an emptiness.
He woke, suddenly and all at one, with the fleeting impression of a hard thump of some
kind, quite near. Something falling ... a footstep . . . what? He kept quite still, becoming
aware of cramps and stiffness, a filthy taste in his mouth, and a deadness in his right arm. But no repetition of the
thumping noise. He opened his eyes, cautiously, and the first thing he saw was
the top of Martha's head, where she had snuggled close, her cheek resting on
the crook of his arm. He extricated himself, delicately, sat up, creak-ingly, and looked around.
Then
he saw it. Less than a yard away from his head. A great ovoid, an oversized egg-shape, bigger than his head.
It sat there, quite still, and glowed with a red light. He stared at it,
waiting for it to move. Or had it fallen? It kept quite still. He gathered his
legs beneath him, carefully, and stood up. Still it didn't move. He took a step, then another . . . and put his foot to it, rolled it
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over.
Now he could see a dimpled base, like a navel of an orange. Greatly daring, he
stooped, got the weight of it, and lifted. It was heavy, with a rubbery feel.
It was a fruit of some land, surely? His grumbling stomach overrode his caution.
He dug his nails into it, and the rubbery surface broke and peeled back, like
an orange, and with a similarly acid-sour smell. He sat down in a squat, began
ripping off the thick peel. Inside, the thing was full of needle-pyramid shaped
segments . . . yellow . . . with the texture of water-logged sponge. He freed
one, looked at it, took a breath, and bit into it. The juice overflowed,
dribbling down his chin and on to his chest.
It
was good. Squashy banana-lemon . . . that was the nearest he could come to
naming flavor. He swallowed, and then woke Martha.
"Don't ask," he
said. "Just eat, and be thankful."
They
ate, greedily and with gusto, until they could eat no more, and there was still
almost a third of it left. He put the almost empty husk aside, and they got up
and went on.
The
water-edge had suddenly taken a long bend, and the trees were well back,
leaving a broad patch of level shoreline, studded with bushes of a kind they
had not seen before. It was habit, and caution, which made them
steer clear, but Martha did not keep quite clear enough. The swinging end of
her cape brushed against the pointed tip of one spiking leaf, and she screeched
in sudden terror as the whole leaf sliced down to the ground like a chopping
blade, dragging the cape with it. For a moment, she teetered, off-balance, and
he grabbed her, frantically. Then she was free of the cape and staggering
against him, gasping.
He stared, over her shoulder, at the bush. A
little way off he could see another, just like it. A stout center stem, and a mass of outstretched blade-like leaves, like the
spokes of a sun-shade. But this one, here, had been triggered by the touch of
the cape, and all the blades were down, slicing into the ground.
He pushed her aside, gently, and went as
close as he dared, to study it. Those leaves were all
about a yard long, slim like swords, and stiff, and they had all snapped down,
edge-on, so that the needle-sharp tips were buried in the
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soft
moss. He tried to imagine what the effect would be, should some small animal
blunder into this thing. A touch . . . and down would come the blades . . . and
the prey would be sliced like mince-meat. Then, presumably, to decay and form
food for the roots. He shivered a little at the thought, and took hold of the
edge of the cape, to try to free it. Then something else occurred to him. The
plant, if it was a plant, was developed in one direction only, to strike down.
Logically, it would resume its outstretched state in a while, provided there
was no further stimulus. So he had only to wait, and the blade-leaves would
lift up again.
But, suppose he could hold one of those
blades—the one which had caught the cape—and hold it down? He got down on his
knees, then on his face, and put out both hands, wrapped in the folds of
fleece, and pressed firmly on the tip of the leaf. And
prepared to wait.
"What
are you doing?" she asked. "Come away from there. It's dangerous.
You'll be hurt."
"It's
all right," he said. "Get back, and stay quiet." He could feel
the tip begin to lift, under his fingers, and he pressed down. The real danger
was, now, in two things. First, the leaf-blades were like razors, and might cut
through the plastic fleece, and second, the vicious plant might just have
another trick up its sleeve. That thought made him grin to himself. A plant, with sleeves? Then he was amazed at his own ability
to laugh. I've never really lived, before,
he thought. Not like this. All these years, I've been shut up inside myself,
looking out, afraid.
Now
. . . and the leaf-tip began to lift more strongly. He could see the rest of
the leaves twitch and lift out of the moss, and the sturdy main stem beginning
to bow, stiffly, under the unaccustomed load. He hung on, feeling the cords in
his wrists and arms aching as he applied all the pressure he could, at this
awkward angle. The whole plant twitched and stirred, strongly, and the leaf he
was holding began to bend, like a spring, and quiver. Then there was a
splitting crack, and he bumped his face on his arms as the leaf fell limp. The
next moment, he had shifted his grip, muffling the cape to give him more
purchase, and set to work, tugging and twisting, until he flopped back,
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holding the
broken thing in his hand, a trailing strip of tendon-like membrane dangling
from the inward end.
"Got
you I" he said, reversing it, and seizing the thick
end. It was sticky with sap, but he didn't mind that. Getting to his feet, he
hefted it, swung it, and it felt fine. Now he had a weapon, a three-foot
razor-edged blade. Primitive, no doubt, and clumsy, but he felt like ten men
with it
"I'll
bet you ripped that cape all to ribbons," she grumbled, retrieving it from
the ground and shaking it out. But she was wrong. The tough plastic was
unharmed.
"I've
got a real weapon, now," he said. "I don't feel helpless any more."
"How
can that thing make any difference?" she asked. "Suppose we should
meet another of those great worm-snake things? What good would your sticker be,
then? And you can't cut anything with it, because there isn't anything to cut. And it's just something to carry."
"I
shall be carrying it, not youl" he retorted,
stung by her lack of enthusiasm. "Come on, we might as well push on,"
and he led off ahead, not holding her hand, this time.
His
mind was looking ahead, now, wondering what the next thing would be. A little
whispering refrain grew in his mind, repeating itself, although he felt
sheepish every time he stopped to analyze it Anthony Taylor . . . King of the Greenies! He could hear her squishy footsteps at his
back, and her breathing, but he kept on, steadily, peering around, almost in
the hope that something, anything, would rum up that he could meet with his new
sword . . . just to test it. Then he heard her grunt, and stop, and the slap as
her pack hit the ground. He halted, went back.
"What's
the use?" she demanded, angrily. "Where's the sense in it? We aren't
getting anywhere. For all we know, we may be walking round and round the edge
of a pond. I'm fed up, dragging myself along, on and on, and I'm tired. I'm
hot. I'm hungry . . ." and she began to cry, standing there, looking into
nowhere, her shoulders drooping and the tears creasing through the grime on her
face.
"Have
a bean ..." he said, helplessly,
and she brushed his hand aside.
"You and your filthy beans!" Her voice cracked with weariness and rage.
"You—I believe you are a Greenie, after all. You seem to like it,
here. I want to go home . . ." and she
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crumpled
into a sobbing heap by her pack. He stood looking down at her for a
moment, then shrugged out of his pack, let it fall by
her side. Of course she was tired, and hot, and hungry, and afraid . . . and he
couldn't do anything about it at all, except leave her alone for a bit, in the
hope that she might get over it. He stuck the sword leaf into the moss, firmly,
took up the cape, and went down to the water, selecting an overhanging edge.
He
knelt for a moment, watching the seething mass of darting flames under the
surface, then he shook out the cape, let it fall into the water, jerked it out,
shook it, and wrapped it round his head, feeling the coolness trickle down.
Swinging it free again, he paused a moment, to watch. All at once the swarm of
tiny fire fish flew apart like splinters in front of an axe-blade as a long
blue flame whipped past. Life is a feast, and every one of us is guest, and dish. He'd read that, somewhere, long ago. It
certainly seemed to be true, here. He swung the cape, holding on to a comer . .
. and something flared and leaped, in an arc of blue fire. There was a violent
tug at his fingers, almost dragging him in . . . and the cape was gone! He
caught just a glimpse of it, disappearing into the dark depths.
"Hell!"
he mumbled, staring stupidly at his empty hand. Then, as the full magnitude of
the loss came to him, he stood up, feeling sick. He would have to tell Martha,
on top of the way she was feeling now. He turned, shrinking from the task, but
knowing it had to be done. He took one careful step, to go back to where she
was still slumped by the bags . . . and froze in sudden unbelief. She lay
still, in the glare of a giant flame-orange tree, and from behind it came a
slithering, silent hideousness that made his heart stop and his blood run icy.
It made his stomach heave, just to see and be unable
to believe. A mass of ropy snakelike things, each as thick as his wrist, each
with a gaping, three-cornered mouth at the tip, each seemingly stemming out
from a bloated central bladder-like body—all the fifteen-foot members writhing
and crawling, so that the eye was baffled as to which way "it" was
moving, as a whole. And it was gray-white, like the underbelly of a snail.
Breaking
from his sweating horror, he stumbled forward, into a ran
to get to his
sword-leaf. "Martha!" he yelled. "Martha! This way! This way!" Her head lifted at his calk
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but the
many-snake heard him, too, and its sluggish writhing quickened. Then it made
sound, a multi-toned whistling scream. He saw her look
back, over her shoulder and up, at the gaping mouths that were so close. And
she screamed— a full-lunged, senseless, wrenching scream—and
again, her whole body shaken by the absolute surrender to blind terror. Then
he was skidding and slithering to a breathless
halt, to snatch at the sword-leaf, and on again, madly, leaping over her where
she had fallen back, to stand and slash at the hydra-headed nightmare.
He
felt the blade bite deep, and the whistling grew to a scream. He slashed again and again, with all the strength he could find
. . . and again . . . and spat, blindly, as yellow-green ichor
squirted and spouted all over him, his stomach heaving and knotting at the
stench, and he went on chopping and slashing until his arms ached and the
breath roared bumingly in his throat . . . long after
the thing was ruptured beyond harm . . . until it was nothing more than a
dismembered shambles of feebly twitching yellow-green meat, all around his
feet. Then he threw the blade aside, and was sick. Painfully, disgustingly and
helplessly retching, the tears burning his eyes, the Httle
refrain came back to mock him in his helplessness. Anthony Taylor . . . King of the Greenies!
At
last his stomach could throw no more. Shakingly, he
straightened up, spat the acid from his mouth, took a shaky breath, and went to where Martha lay still. As best he could, he
examined her, and as far as he could tell, she was unmarked. Just
a faint. She would come round, in a while. He stood up, and choked on
the smell that came from the smears on his own skin. He looked about, found the
blade again, staggered down to the water, crouched, and swished it until it was
clean, watching the shooting arrows of flame, under the surface.
Water—millions
of gallons of it—and he couldn't get any. The King of the Greenies was due to
die of thirst, because he couldn't figure out a way. What would
a Green-ie do, now, he wondered, dully,
watching the ceaseless dart and sparkle of the fish. A feast
. . . and a dish. An idea struggled to make itself known. He fumbled
with it, got to his feet again, went back to where she was still unconscious. Biting back his revulsion, he speared up a
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few
lumps of the chopped body of the snake-thing on to his blade, went back to the
water. Crouching, he gripped a piece, tossed it in . . . waited. Within seconds
the dark surface was boiling with activity where the meat had splashed.
"That's
me, if I fell in," he muttered, and made haste to splash his hands and
face in the deserted water close by the edge, daring to duck his head right under,
for a breathless moment. A careful wait, another dripping slice of meat, and
he slid his feet in, scooping handfuls of water as far as he could go. He felt
better. Not good, but better.
If only there was some way, now, of taking some to where she lay. But, he shrugged, she could come here. He
got up again, went back to her. She lay as if asleep, so peacefully that it
seemed a pity to disturb her, but the smell was overpowering, now that he had
got himself clean, and the moss was alive with little wriggling worms, of all
shades of yellow and gold, converging on the minced carcass. Maybe they did
eat only dead meat, he thought, and then again, maybe they didn't. She had to
be moved. He knelt, took her hand.
"Martha,
Martha, wake upl" he called, urgently, and she
stirred. "Come on. Wake up!" He patted her cheek, and she smiled,
opened her eyes, and sat up.
"I've
been asleep!" she said. "I had such a funny dream, Tony. Such a funny dream. Can we go home, now?" She looked
at him, expectantly, and her look, her voice, her whole impression, was that
of a child of six or seven. He sat on his heels, holding her hand, and gaped,
the wheels of his mind grinding to a halt at this shocking change in her.
"Are
you all right?" he asked, stupidly, and she smiled again.
"Of course I am, but I'm hot and tired,
and I want to go home, now!" Then he knew, saggingly,
that this was not Martha Merrill, at all. Something in there had snapped, had
failed under the shock, leaving an amiable, half-witted child, blank-faced and
docile. His wits circled, aimlessly, like a flight of birds at a gunshot. What
to do, now? He realized he was still holding her hand. He squeezed it,
reassuringly.
"Can you get up?" he asked, and she
laughed, and scrambled to her feet.
"Are we going home,
now? Is it far?"
"Not much further," he said, as
cheerfully as he could manage. "But I think you should have a wash, and a
drink, first. Yes?"
"That'll
be nice," she nodded, gravely. "I'm ever so hot and sticky." He
took up one pack, indicating the other. She hoisted it, willingly, and followed
him to the water-edge. The dismay in his mind was subsiding, now. The damage,
whatever it was, was done, and there was no help for it . . . but it might be a
blessing in disguise. At least, she didn't seem to be frightened any more.
"You
stand just there," he instructed, indicating a spot close to the shallows,
"and when I say 'Now,' you step in and splash yourself, very quickly. All right?" She nodded, wide-eyed, got herself ready,
and he lobbed another stinking piece of meat into the water. "Now!"
he said, and leaned over to help shower her with water as she stood knee-deep.
It was grotesque, and yet it was a moment that would live with him as long as
he lived—the sight of her kicking and splashing the water over herself, and
laughing, delightedly, like a child. "Right. That's enough. Out you come, quick!"
he ordered, helping her on to the bank. "Now, we'll have a bean-feast, and
then we'll push on."
As
they sat and chewed, in silence, he tried to peer out over the water, wondering
how far it stretched. It might be just a pond, it
might be a lake, or even a sea. Anthony sighed, inwardly, as it was bome in on him just how much he didn't know about his home
planet. And no way of ever finding out, now. Unless
and until they met up with some natives. . ..
Why
hadn't they met any Greenies yet? Surely this would be the sort of place to
find them?
"All finished?" he asked.
"Let's get back to the trees."
They
made their way clear of the edge, and set off again, at a steady tramp, on and
on, keeping the water always on their left.
On they went, steadily, through an endless
monotony of slithering wetness underfoot, pillars of fire on the right, the
dark stretch of the water on the left, on and on, into the heat, the clammy
dampness, into what? Where are we going, he wondered, and why?
The questions went round and round in his
head like an
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idiot
chant. With a sudden jerk, he caught himself upright and realized he had been
nodding . . . tramping in a doze. He shook his head,
angrily, dashing the sweat from his face with the back of his hand. And then
Martha was down, on her knees and her head bowed, heavily.
"I'm
tired, Tony!" she whimpered, in that little girl voice. "I can't go
any more!"
"All
right," he said, and felt an enormous wave of weariness sweep over him.
"AH right. You just settle down, there. I'll get some water, and we will
have some more beans . . ." But he was talking to himself. She had fallen
asleep.
He
dropped his sword-leaf, sank down on his knees, and then slid down flat,
turning over to look up into the glowing gray mist, up there. For the very
first time, he let the idea of defeat, failure and
death become a reality . . . and faced it. This is the way it ends, he thought.
Face it. Stop trying to dodge it. Barring a miracle, this was the end. And he
still had a choice, either to go on struggling, stupidly, to the very last
quiver, or to lie down and accept it, sanely, with what dignity he had left.
Anthony Taylor, King of the Greenies ...
A joke, that's what that was. He could see the funny
side of it, now.
A
small, strange sound had been tapping gently on his ear for some time, trying
to make itself known. Now, in the half-world between
sleep and waking, he heard it. The chuckle and plash of
water. What was so strange about that? There was a damn great lake of
it, only a few yards away. And then a splinter of curiosity nagged him,
restlessly. He heaved himself to his knees, then to his feet, and went
staggering and shambling in the direction of the sound.
Up a
gentle rise, so that he had to fall on his knees and crawl to get to the top,
and then he looked, blinked his eyes tight to drive away the blurring of
fatigue, and looked again.
The
splashing was quite loud, now. It came from a tree, at
least, it looked something like a tree. But, although it flamed just like all
the rest, this one was a mass of rippling, changing color, the waves of glowing
light rising and spreading up from its squat hole. And it stood squarely in
the middle of a fountain. A veil of falling spray and drops ringed it round
like a sparkling curtain. He got to his feet, and went slithering down the
slope towards it, nervously because
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of the
weirdness of it . . . yet eagerly because of the craving in his mouth and
throat. Coming close, he put out his hand, into the falling spray . . . and
shivered. It was cooll With
great daring, he stepped bodily into the downpour, and shivered again,
luxuriously, wriggling as the water coursed down over his face, his chest, down
the hollow of his back, trickled down his legs. He put his head back, shut his
eyes, opened his mouth. The spray was clean, cool,
and, to him, like wine. Weariness fell away from him along with the sticky
grime and sweat.
Martha,
he thought, I must get Martha herel Shaking the wet
from his face, he went up the slope at a heavy run, and back to where he had
left her. She was still asleep, like a lovely
child. He got her arm around his shoulder, and half-carrying her, went back, up
that slope and down the other side, scrambling and stumbling, until they were
under the cool shower. Holding her by the shoulders, he watched, and waited,
saw her shudder, and open her great violet eyes wide.
"It's
raining!" she said. Then, as he
laughed, she laughed, too, and put up her face to the spray.
He
stepped back into the cool water, wondering. This spray, now ... it had to serve some sort of purpose.
There was no sign of it lessening, so the tree must be getting water as fast as it was throwing it away. He moved round the circle until he
found the lake, only a few yards away. He stepped clear of the spray enough to
see that the downfall-ing water had cut little
pathways in the moss, and was running back into the main body of the lake. It
would seem, then, that this tree was drawing water up, from the lake, by its
roots, and then just squirting it out, up at the crest, somewhere. But why? And then he remembered the swarming fish-life, and
could see, in imagination, the little fire-darting things being sucked in, and
digested, in some way.
But
what did it matter, anyway? Call it a fountain-tree, and be glad of it. He put
his head back and drank. Then he took Martha by the hand, led her clear of the
waterfall, to where he had dropped the packs, and made her sit, while he got
out another bean-pod. Plenty more of those, he thought, popping it open and
handing her a bean. She took and chewed, obediently, and he had a sudden twinge
of worry at the utter blankness of her face and eyes. He was
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reminded of
those other Greenies, back in the dome ...
so long ago, it seemed . . . and they had been dead-eyed, too. Staringly
vacant. Was this a part of some inevitable process, part of becoming a
Greenie? Would he go like that, in due course, and then be condemned to wander,
aimless and pointless, and uncaring in this everlasting twilight?
He pushed the awful thought away, shivering.
Not that! Then, as he chewed and pondered, he became aware of something else:
the feeling that he was not alone. Thinking back, curiously, he realized that
he had not felt "alone," at all arty of the time since they had found
this lake. Always, there had been that unspoken conviction that he was
"among friends." The idea made him smile, sourly, even as he brought
it to the front of his mind and examined it. Among friends?
For all he knew to the contrary, there wasn't a friendly heart within hundreds of miles.
And
yet, the thought would not go away. It was exactly as if, at any moment,
someone might step out from behind one of those trees—that one over there, for
instance . . . And he froze, quite still, on the instant, staring.
She
was not quite as tall as Martha, and a shade slimmer, perhaps. Her glossy
black hair was long, down to her shoulders. But where Martha was pretty, this
girl was a poem, a glorious completeness of design and
form, curves and lines ... of sheer,
vibrant healthy life. She stood quite still, but it was the breathless
stillness of arrested motion, with the promise of darting life in every inch
of her stance. Smooth-sldnned, quite naked, yet he
had never seen anyone look less undressed. Her eyes were wide, the same deep
violet as Martha's, and steady on his. Her blush-purple lips were parted in a
faint smile, which faded to a frown
as she stood, silent. He had the feeling that there was something she had
expected him to understand, and was disappointed because he didn't. He moved,
cautiously, got to his feet. Martha had not seen. Her head was turned the wrong
way, watching the sparkling water.
He
stood up, went slowly, step by step, towards this strange vision, as if afraid
that some sudden action would startle her away. She stood quite still. Her
frown had faded, and the little smile came back, showing white teeth. Then, as
if a choir had chanted all at once, he knew she was not alone . . . that there
were others with her, many others.
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He
stopped, and looked round, but he could see no one. Then she moved, for the
first time since she had appeared to him. All in one sinuous movement, she
twisted, turned and stooped, then swung back and up, facing him, and in her
hands was another of the flame-red fruit with the banana-acid pulp. Thrusting
it out at arm's length, she let it fall, with the very same thud that had woken
him, the first time. He knew, then, that the first one had been put out for him
. . . and it was obvious, when he thought of it. If it had fallen from a high
tree, it would have burst like a bomb.
So
she, and her companions, must have been watching, and trailing, all the time I
He looked up from the red fruit, and she was gone. The place was as seemingly
deserted as it had always been. The impulse to run, to call out, came and went
in two successive heartbeats. He went forward, picked up the fruit, and carried
it back to where Martha was sitting. What possible chance did he have of trying
to catch her, in this gloom? And what would he do with her, anyway? He sat, and
began ripping off the peel, methodically. The natives are friendly, he
thought, with a wry grin. So far, at any rate. And if
that was a blank-eyed, non-intelligent animal, then he, Anthony Taylor, was a
one-legged centipede!
But
what was the next move? He fed Martha with segments of the fruit, took some
himself, and settled down to think very carefully. A lot would depend on his
getting the right answers, here. Assume, first, that "they" had been
watching, all along. Yet they had not shown themselves. Why not? Caution,
possibly. But they had helped, with food, twice. Friendly?
It seemed like it. And wasn't it just possible that this "feeling"
he'd had, about going the "right" way was due to them, also? A sort of herd instinct? And they hadn't tried to steal the
beans, as they could easily have done.
But, he took the other side. They hadn't
helped at all with the spider-snake, or the blade-bush, or any other hazards.
Their help, if you could call it that, had been negative, except for the
fruit.
"Maybe
we've had to prove ourselves," he mumbled. "If we'd been chopped by
the bush, caught by the snake-thing, or chewed up by fish, they'd have just
written us off as stupid. Maybe we've qualified, now."
"What did you say?" Martha asked,
sleepily, and he grunted, settling his shoulders against his pack.
"Nothing. Just talking to myself.
You had enough."
"Mmmmml" she wriggled close to him, her eyes already
closed again. He could feel sleep tugging at his own eyes, and this time there
was no need to fight it, or feel afraid. The natives were friendly. Just as he
was slipping away into comfort, it came to him that he was taking this very
much for granted, as if he had "known," all along, that it would be
like this.
All
at once, out of nothing into full alertness, he was awake, and a tug of urgency
made him sit up. Time to be moving ... as plain as if someone had shouted it. In the same
instant he saw a dozen figures, possibly more, moving through the hissing
spray from the water-tree. Just a glimpse, and then they were gone, leaving
that insistent urge to be moving. He got to his feet, and then he saw the green
girl, standing, watching. She turned, moved a step or two, looked
back. It couldn't be more plain. He stooped, shook
Martha, got her to her feet, took her hand, and started to follow. Around the spraying tree, and then down a shallow gully, to the
water-edge. The girl stood, waiting. There, beside her, bobbing on the
dark water, was a huge flat shape—a leaf, dark purple and the shape of a
spearhead. The main rib, where it had been hacked from its parent tree, was as
thick as his wrist, and curled up. From there to the pointed tip, the thing
measured some twenty feet, and little more than six
feet wide at its broadest. He went close, leading Martha, and the green girl,
light-footed, stepped out, on to the thick rib, and crouched, to look up at
him.
He
saw the whole thing sag, slightly, and curl up. And sweat broke out all over
him as he realized what was intended. This . . . was a boat? This flat, frail thing? On that seething
water? But the girl kept quite still, one hand holding on to a
stump-root. He went along, until he stood about the middle, got out of his
pack, stiff-armed the bundle, lowered it, carefully, and the green girl edged
back, to balance the weight. He put Martha's pack alongside his, up towards the
point, and the leaf sank a little more, the edges curling up. His hand was
clammy as he took Martha, led her, obediently, to the edge.
"Step lightly," he muttered,
"and squat, by the bags." She
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did as
he said, without question, settling herself to face the green girl, who was now
holding the upsprung edges at the stern end. Taking a
deep breath, he stepped in and went down into a crouch,
facing the green girl, clutching the edges, watching for her next move. The
leaf-edge, in his fingers, had a rim, a thickening, and was flexible, but firm.
Now
what, he wondered? There was no sign of an oar, or paddle, and sails would have
been ridiculous, in this constant calm. He was miserably aware of the water,
no more than three inches away from his fingers, at the edges. The thick end of
the rib had curled, now, until it was almost upright. The green girl set her
back against it. Then she leaned and reached, her hands apart, grasping the
edges, and shoved out against the water. In quick time she pulled herself back,
gripped and shoved again, pulled back and shoved, and then did it all over
again ... a three-stroke movement
that made a bulge and sent it rippling along towards herself. She kept on doing
it: reaching forward and rocking back in three quick shoves, and he saw that the effect was to "squeeze" the frail craft through
the water.
They
were moving. Already the dark shoreline was out of sight, and only the fading
glow of fire-trees remained to tell him where they had been. Squinting round,
gingerly, he could make out faint shapes, and the spread of fiery ripples, to
show that there were other boats, ahead. Then he brought his attention back to
her, noting the rhythm of her movements, and the lift and spring of the flat
sheaths of healthy muscle across her shoulders, chest and stomach as she
worked. Then he saw, too, the full sheen of sweat on her skin, and roused
himself. This was all wrong, that he should crouch, nervously, while she slaved
to carry him. He gripped the edges anew, watching her. If he could start that
bulge, from where he was, in time to pass it along to her . . . He counted, in
his head, her reach and press, and pressed out . . . shifted his grip, pressed,
shifted and pressed . . . and his face was close to hers as she reached and
took the thrust from him.
She
gave him a fleeting smile. He rocked back, falling easily into the swing of it
. . . and now he could see the' spreading vee of their wake, in lines of liquid fire. Not
bad, he told himself, for an animal. And he had a wry moment as he wondered
what the colonists would think, if they
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could see
him, now. It gave him a mild shock to realize just how long ago it seemed since
he had thought about "people," at all, and how remote the past had
become, like a dream from some other life. But it wasn't long before those idle
thoughts were scraped away by the ache. It began in his forearms and fingers,
and he concentrated, as he had been taught, at the piano, long ago, on
relaxing, on not seizing hold too hard, on using only such muscles as were
absolutely necessary. The ache spread to his shoulders, to his chest, and then
his stomach, and the great thigh-muscles, more and more insistent as the repeated
effort became harder and harder to make. And he was working for breath, too,
pulling great gasps down into his lungs over a throat that felt raw and sandy.
Shaking the sweat out of his eyes, he could see that the girl was rocking and
thrusting steadily, still, her calm face expressionless and withdrawn, her
eyes half-closed. She was glossy with sweat, but to all outward appearances she
seemed good for hours of this, yet He set his jaw, grimly, determined not to
be outdone by a girl.
Then
the stupidity of the thought struck him like a kick in the face. Pride? What the hell was he doing with pride, here? On the
instant, he gave one last weary shove, put up his palms and tried to pantomime
his fatigue. The girl stopped as he did, gave a small, weary smile, and sagged
back against the stern-post, letting herself go absolutely limp. Now he could
see that she was breathing just as heavily as he was, and he was glad he hadn't
driven himself too far. Slumping into the bottom, he let his head fall on his
knees, and his stomach growled at him, reminding him of the bean-bags. They
were believed to be precious to the Greenies, weren't they? Now was a time to
find out He squirmed round, gingerly, wincing against the protest of his
muscles. Martha was fast asleep, curled up like a kitten. He tugged at a bag,
carefully, managed to get a pod free, and wriggled back.
He held it out, touching her gently on a
knee. She opened her eyes, and looked at him, but made no other move. Again
there was that wondering, puzzled look, as if he was failing to understand. He
scratched his head. Then, on an impulse, he popped the pod open, shook out two
of the
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beans,
put one in his mouth and held out the other to her with his finger-tips.
"For
you," he said, foolishly. Her eyes widened. That faint twist of a smile
crossed her face as she craned forward, bared gleaming white teeth, and took
the bean from his fingers with a neat bite. Then she sat back, and chewed,
thoughtfully. And then, in a soft, almost hushed voice, she said, distinctly,
"Thank youl"
The
pod fell from his fingers and the frail boat rocked perilously, at his shocked
surprise. "You spoke! You can talk, and English, too."
"Yes,"
she said, with careful, odd intonation. "I understand this talk. You, also?"
"But
of course!" he said, and then caught himself, for there was no "of
course" about it. He was as green as she, with nothing to show that he was
anything else. How could she be expected to guess?
This
is incredible." He choked and coughed on bean-fragments, gulped them out
of the way hurriedly. "How . . . where did you learn?
Who taught you?"
"We
go on, now," she said, swallowing and putting her hands to the edges.
He
shrugged, pushed aside the questions that surged to his mind, and set himself to join her. But there was one thing.
"You have a name? What
do I call you?"
"I
am called Lov-lee," she said, shaking the long
hair back from her face and smiling.
"Lov-lee." He copied her pronunciation, and grinned.
I'm with Greenies, he thought, continuing to row. I'm a Greenie . . . I'm
accepted. That much is obvious. And, if the rest are like her, then they are
intelligent . . . human! Where are we going? How do they find their way? So
many questions kept him busy that she had stopped her rowing before he
noticed. Then a quick glance over his shoulder showed him that they were
gliding into the black mouth of a tunnel at the water-edge. A tangle of vinelike fronds brushed across his back as he bent. He heard
Martha mutter, felt her sit up . . . and they were in blackness as tangible as
velvet. He could see the twin violet lamps of eyes . . . Lovely's, and then
Martha's, as she sat up.
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"Keep very still," he warned.
"We're in a tunnel. It's all right."
"We're nearly home,
now," she whispered, as if she knew.
"I
hope you're right," he said, but so softly that she couldn't hear. A few
more moments of the blackness, and then there was the growing light of a pearly
glow, and they slid out into thick mist, so that he couldn't see anything, not
even Lovely, who was no more than a foot away from his face. The boat jarred,
gently, and was still. He felt Lovely scramble out,
and her touch on his arm. He crouched, gave his hand to Martha, helped her out,
warned her to stand still, then passed her a bag, took one himself, and got
out, on to wet warm moss. Blurredly, he saw Lovely seize the leaf-boat, to drag
it up high out of the water and turn it over. The mist was patchy, tempting the
sight one moment, blanketing it the next. Still, if they were to be afoot, they
might as well get into harness. He helped Martha into her pack, shrugged into
his own, stuck the sword-leaf into a strap fold, and waited. Lovely loomed up,
her hand out
"Come ...
1" she said, simply, and was gone again, into the gray glow.
"Hold
on!" he called, keeping his voice as calm as he could. "I've lost
you. I can't see a thing." In a moment, she was back, her face close to
his in the mist, that puzzled expression in her eyes
again.
"You cannot see?"
"Not
in this stuff, I can't." And she was gone again, with just the echo of a
word. "Stay ... I" And he
peered vainly to try to see where she was. Was this his failure? Was he
supposed to be able to see, through this stuff? She could, pretty obviously, but
how? Did she have a built-in radar, or X-ray eyes, or what? And, as the moments
crept by, he wondered if she had gone off and left them? Just as he was
beginning to consider this as a possibility, she was back, a dark shape in the
gray.
"Hold,"
she said, and pushed something into his hand. He seized it, a slim, flexible, cord-like something, and gave it a turn round his knuckles.
Off she went again, and the cord came taut, pulling him. He took a better grip
on Martha's hand.
"Come on," he
said. "We start walking, now." The un-
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feel of it, led slightly up hill. He had the feeling of a slope on either side,
as if they were climbing the valley of a little stream. And it seemed hotter
than ever, or was that just an illusion, because of the thick soupy mist? He
plodded on, heavily, with Martha a gende drag on his
left hand, and that enigmatic cord dangling in front, coming up taut every time
he slowed down the least bit. He imagined the slim, lithe green girl striding
on ahead, setting this cracking pace, and marveled. She must be every bit as
worn as he was, yet she didn't let up. And she was quick in the wit, too. He
knew, as positively as if she had shouted it, that she had been surprised by
his inability to see in this soupy stuff. It must have been a completely new
problem to her. Yet she had met and solved it in a matter of moments.
He
felt the thing in his hand, investigating it with his finger-tips. It was a
root, or a creeper of some kind. Not a "made" thing, anyway. And that
gave him something to think about in real earnest. Intelligent people,
anywhere, made things. Tools, weapons, ornaments, clothing, artifacts of some
kind . . . didn't they? Or was that just one land of intelligence? And could you call that boat a "made" thing . . . or not?
And, come to think of it, what had he ever
made?
Onward, still uphill, and steeper now, but no let up in the pace. He urged his weary limbs to keep going, one
step after another, feeling Martha as a growing drag, but the girl on the
forward end of that cord had sinews like wire and leather, and no idea of the
word "rest."
"I'm
tired," Martha whimpered. "Can't we stop, now?" But the dangling
cord showed no inclination to stop.
"Damn
this place," he mumbled. "We've been on the move every blasted minute
since we landed . . . going, going, all the time, and never getting anywhere. .
. . No sense in it . . ." And he was just in time to check himself from
blundering into Lovely, who had stopped, ahead of them. "What now?"
he demanded, blearily, as she turned and touched him.
"Now we go down," she said, pantingly. "The path is small, and I cannot be with
you. But I will wait, at the bottom." Then she stooped into a crouch, and
seemed to vanish into the mist at his feet. The cord in his hand was limp.
"Can we rest, now?" Martha
whispered, sagging where she stood. "I'm tired, Tony. I want to
rest!"
"All right," he said, backing off a
bit. "You squat here and rest, while I investigate."
He
slipped out of his pack, holding on to the cord and looping it. It was about
nine feet long. Casting it out in front, he followed, cautiously, and went on
his knees when it seemed to tug at him. Then his groping hand found an edge,
and a blank. He felt down, getting down on his chest. A rough
wall-face. A cliff! But where was the path? He swung the cord, felt it
touch something. The swirling mist-veil parted a moment, and he saw it, no
more than four feet down, and no more than eighteen inches wide, either. He lay
still, visualizing it long after the vapor had closed
in, and liking it less every minute.
But,
he told himself, grimly, the more I think about it, the less I'm going to like
it . . . and there isn't any other way but down there. So we might as well get
on with it. He coiled up the creeper again, wriggled back to where Martha sat.
"There's
a path," he told her. "And it will be all right, if we're very
careful. I'll fasten our packs together."
He
freed the straps, made a belt of one, buckled it about her waist, made another
for himself, linked the remaining two, hauled them tight around the two bags,
and took up the creeper. Threading it through the bag-straps, he knotted one
end to her belt and the other to his own.
"Now,"
he said, "we'd better start. Come on." He urged her to her feet, led
her cautiously until she reached the edge, made her kneel, and then wriggle
backwards, while he held her wrists. To his immense relief, she found firm
footing while still breast-high to the edge.
"All
right, now. Stay still." He moved along, lowered himself over and got his
feet set. The path dipped sharply, as he scrambled along, dragging the bags.
"Follow the rope!" he called, and waited until she was close to him.
"Now, hang on and keep still again, until I've moved and got set."
And so they went, alternately, groping and fumbling, down into the mist. To
his relief, what had seemed nightmarish in prospect,
became monotony in effect after the first few minutes. In that mist, they lost
all sense of height. Their world shrank to a small thing, a bubble in
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space,
bounded by a rough wall and a jagged path. He shuffled on, half-turned, and his
shoulder met solid rock. A dead end. He waited for
her, until there was a loop of cord, and gently lowered the bags over the edge,
crouching down. They rested on something. He turned, let himself over,
groping, and found another ledge, zig-zagging back
from the first. Helping her down, he went on again, meeting and parting from
her in the mist.
Then,
dully, he noticed that they were not parting any more. He could still see her,
right out to the full stretch of the cord. The mist was thinning. Again the
path broke and doubled back on itself, giving him a moment to look down. There,
below and out, was a haze of colors, of blurred glowing lines and patches. Down
they went, yard by yard, to see that these were trees, and then there was no
mist at all, but a clear, faintiy-tinted glow, a
haze. The tree-tops came near, until they seemed close enough, almost, to
touch, and the down-dropping track, angling to and fro, brought them into a
different kind of world from any they had seen, so far. They stood and looked
across into a network of fiery beams and struts, branches and great flat
leaves . . . and life, running and leaping, crawling and chattering.
They
began the trail once more, weary despite the brief rest. They had descended,
below the level of the lower branches. The scene had opened out into haze-color
distance, and Anthony could see a huge valley, with standing fire-trees, the
distant glint of waves on a lake-shore, a dark mossy slope . . . and people.
Green people, a great host of them down there.
Straight
down, as much as he dared to look over, the foot of the cliff gave on to a gende slope, about thirty feet or so below, and there were
people here, too, a dozen of them, stretched out, resting. He could discern
great bundles, net-like, containing various-colored fruits and berries— at least, they looked like berries—all in a pile. He straightened
up, thoughtfully. That might be the party they had come with, those mysterious
ones in the other boats. Lovely ought to be there, but it was impossible to
identify her, at this distance. All at once, he was impatient to be down, but
he fought the impulse. This would be a damn silly time to slip, to make a mess
of things. He waited for Martha to inch her way close.
"Hang on," he said. "Don't look now, but we have an audience. Keep still a minute
while I unfasten this line. I think it will be safe to let the bags drop the rest of the way." He
took the two ends of the creeper, slid the bean-bags over the side, let them
hang steady, then released them, watching them go down
with a slap on the dark green turf. One bounce, and
they were still.
"Now"—he
gave her a grin—"let's go, with a bit of style!"
"There must be nearly a hundred of
them" she gasped. "All watching us!" He
went ahead of her, as steadily as he could manage, until the track was no more
than a small jump down to the turf. That jump cost him the last bit of starch
in his legs and he swayed as he turned to help her down. Then in a silence that
he could feel, he led her to where their packs had fallen. He saw the dark
hollow of a cave-mouth, and an old man squatting before it. An old green man,
his skin still glossy, but his face lined and grooved with the toll-marks of
much living, his hair faded until it was the color of antique silver, his great
purple eyes broodingly calm.
A
girl crouched by his side. Anthony recognized her at once, and was grateful for
her smile, but his gaze came back to the old man, and was held there in
fascination. Those eyes held nothing of a smile, or welcome, or anything except
deep curiosity. And power. Anthony stared, and the ground under his feet
suddenly began to tilt and reel. Feeling control slipping away, he tried to
speak, but his mouth refused to work, his throat was dry, and the ground came
up and hit him in the face.
He was stretched out in the dark, flat on his
back. Voices grunted close by. As he came more awake he felt a headache unlike
any he had ever known. Just for a moment he had the image of probing fingers
that had reached inside his skull, seeking for what they might find. The vision
went as quickly as it had come. He stirred, got to his knees, and saw the
dimness of the cave-mouth, began crawling towards it over a mossy surface. His
hand brushed and fell on a soft bundle, like a plastic sack of some kind, with
odd angular objects inside. He groped awhile, then
abandoned the thing, whatever it was, and crawled on, out into
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the
glowing light. The scene outside was changed only in that the gathering of
green people had dispersed. The old man sat where he had been, as if he had
become part of the picture. And Lovely sat by the old
man's knee. Anthony paused in the cave-mouth to listen, but he could make
nothing of what they said, and he added this mystery to the growing total of
disjointed information about his own people.
For
he was more than ever convinced, now, that they were a people. In the past
hours he had seen too much to believe otherwise. Now, obviously, he was
listening to them speaking their own language. But that girl had spoken English
every bit as good as his own, if oddly accented. He moved, crept out of the cave-mouth
and stood. The girl turned, smiled, and waved him to come close. The old man's
eyes shifted, following him as he went the few steps, and settled down on a
knee. Anthony made a bold but natural assumption, and put it into one word.
"Chief?"
For
one breathless moment there was no response, then the
old face broke into a stare of utter amazement, transforming it entirely from
its age-old calm. Those deep eyes blinked and grew wide.
"You, also, speak this
tongue?"
"It's the only one I
know."
"As
I told you," the girl said. "And they were wandering, not knowing,
when we found them. Are they not a great wonder?"
"Indeed!"
the old man nodded. "The woman also speaks thus? But her eyes are as ours.
Yours are not." He looked at Anthony. "Never have I heard of, nor
seen, one of our people with eyes of that strange
tint. What are you?"
"I
wish I knew," Anthony sighed. "There's such a lot I don't know. I
feel that I am one of you, and yet I can't be sure. My father was an Earthman.
At least, that's what I've always been led to believe. And I don't know how
much you understand of what I'm saying, anyway. You know what an Earthman is—a
human?"
The
girl smiled and said, "Earth is a planet of the Solar System very similar
to this one, which the humans call Venus. The humans came here with much
difficulty in strange boats to be friendly with us and to teach us, also learn
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from us.
But this atmosphere"—she pronounced the word with great care, and made a
sweeping gesture around and above—"is not good for them. They call it hot,
and it makes them quickly tired. Many of them die. We think they will go away
when they are all tired."
She
said it very simply, like a child reciting a lesson, but her words were enough
to chum Anthony's wits into hopeless confusion. The
implications, alone, made him reek
"Who told you all
that?"
"It is a true
saying?"
"Some
of it is, yes. But the rest of it is utterly false. Who told you? Who taught
you to talk like this?" He half-knew the answer before the old man spoke,
and yet the words were like blows.
"There
was a human here. He lived with us. He was a friend, and he taught us to speak his tongue because he could not learn
ours. He died."
"Died? When? How long ago?"
"What is long?" the old man asked, his old face calm again now. "This was a great
mystery to us, when Doctor spoke of it. Of days and weeks and
time. This we do not understand. Before this one was a child, Doctor
came." He indicated Lovely with a grave nod. "With him, also, came a
woman. His woman. Both were very tired always, but
they talked much, and taught us to talk to them. Then the woman began to swell
with child, as our women do, and it was a bad thing for her, just as it is with
our women. Doctor said we should hunt the bean for her, and we did, because she
was good. Always, before that, we had given the bean only to men and women,
never to young ones, or any who fall sick, or are with child, because it would
be waste, and beans are few. But Doctor told us to crush beans and make juice
of them, for the sick and weak. And it was a good thing. Now we do it always.
You have brought many beans, in the two bags."
"Oh those!" Anthony had almost forgotten his treasure. "You can have them.
Share them out among the rest of the people."
"That
is good." Lovely smiled. Anthony returned her smile, but was impatient to
hear the rest.
"The
human woman had her child, but it was dead," the old man went on.
"This happens also with us, many
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times.
Doctor was angry. Other humans came in a machine, with special things to eat,
but the woman was sick in her head, I think.
Two of our women were with child. This was one of them—" he nodded to
Lovely again. "The other one would have died, because the woman died as
she delivered. But Doctor was there, and took the baby and gave it to his
woman to care for. Then he gave the child some of the special things to eat,
and became pink, like a human. This was a great wonder to us."
"Wait!
Wait!" Anthony implored, trying desperately to fill in the gaps in the laconic narrative. "The human woman took a
green baby and gave it something to eat that made it white, you say? A boy baby?"
"No. It was a female,
like this one."
Anthony was dashed for a moment, but only a moment. Memories flooded back, enough to tell him
the rest of it. "The white woman became well enough to be able to leave,
to return to the other humans, didn't she?"
"That
is right." The old man nodded. "But Doctor stayed with us. He was
very sick, and there was not enough space in the machine for him. He stayed.
The machine was to come again for him, later. But it did not come. Then, when
this one was become a woman, ready for mating, he died."
The
picture was so clear, now, that Anthony could have put a name to the shadowy figure
of the "Doctor." But the clarity had brought a new confusion. The
mention of machines argued some kind of communication with the Domes. But those
people back there had insisted that they knew nothing of educated Greenies, had
made it quite clear that they knew the green people as animals, nothing more.
He struggled for an answer of some land. Could it be that there were two
factions? One the scientific, seeking for reason, and the
other the superstitious, shrinking away from these caricature humans? Could that be why the machine had never come back to rescue the
lone man? Anthony imagined him stuck here, enduring the heat, waiting
and waiting, never knowing what had happened to his wife, and her substitute
child, the baby that she had dosed with chemicals to make it white. That would
be some variation of anti-tan, of course. A girl-baby, taken back to Earth by a
half-demented mother, and allowed to grow up believing
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herself
colored. As she was, but not the way she had believed.
"What
happened to Doctor?" he asked. "To his body, I mean?"
"Scavenger worms I"
"And
there nothing left, then? Nothing at all to show that a man lived and died here?"
"Oh
yes!" Lovely broke in. "Doctor had a writing. A book. I will get it for you." She scrambled up and
stooped to plunge into the cave, returning in just a moment or two with a slimy
plastic pouch, smaller than those which held the beans, and clear. As he took
it, Anthony could see, dimly, the outline of a black-backed notebook. On
opening it he saw, also, that there was a battered
briar-wood pipe, gray with fungus, and a plastic lighter. He touched a fiberglas stylus from which the
ink had long since departed, and then a very
small glassite envelope. It held two spare flints for
the lighter, and a coiled lock of golden hair. Anthony touched them all gently.
Strange things for a man to
treasure and keep in his last moments. He took the notebook and opened It. Only the cover would move, and even it peeled back reluctandy. The rest, the pages of script, were rotted into
a solid soggy mass. But the cover was enough. Just inside, the inscription was
still legible: T.O.
Merrill. Anthony closed the book again.
"The girl who was with
me?" he asked. "Where is she?"
"She
is with our women. She sleeps." The old man frowned very slightly.
"There is something wrong with her, in her head. Also
with you, but not the same. These are mysteries. You can explain?"
"I
can explain this much. This man"—he indicated the pitiful remains—"sent
his woman away with a baby of this people. A female baby, as you have said. The
girL she who came with me, is that baby, grown up.
Her name, and this name, are the same."
The
old man's face was as expressionless as mossy wood. "This is good. She has
come home. But you?"
Anthony
was puzzled. Surely this old man had the wit to put two and two together and
find the answer for himself. Then he recalled his colored contact lenses, and
smiled wryly. There was no possible point in keeping them in place any longer.
He reached for that small envelope, which would
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serve as
well as anything for a place to secure the fragile things. Then he touched a
finger-tip to his tongue, and then, delicately, to his eyes. For a few moments
he had to sit with his eyes shut until the involuntary tears ceased. Then he
was able to lift his head . . . and gasp in astonishment.
What
had been a dim half-light was now pearly radiance, and all colors were
startlingly vivid, seemingly imbued with their own flame. It was as if he had
been colorblind before, but could now see with new eyes. Then he caught
wide-eyed amazement on the faces of the other two. The expression on Lovely's
face, in particular, was a glow that made him suddenly warm and uncomfortable.
Then, just as before, it gave way to that fleeting look of disappointment, of
something he ought to be, but wasn't.
"Now
you are one of us," the old man said. "It is good. You will stay, be
with us. This one shall be your woman. She found you."
"Oh
now, wait a bit!" Anthony drew back in instant
rejection. He saw the glow on her cheek, a gentle flush of purple, and knew it
for what it was, but the swiftness of the decision was too much. "Hold on
a bit," he repeated. "There's a lot to be sorted out, first."
The
old face was bleakly calm, and Anthony wondered how he could ever have believed
that expression to be one of understanding. He saw it now as absolutely
autocratic, a power that expected no argument, nor would bow to any.
"You
are asleep in your head. So, also, is the woman who came with you. This is
because you have lived all your life with the humans. This, I know. Doctor,
also, was like this. But he was human, an Earth-man. You, and the woman, are of
us and like us. We will wake you up."
There
was no menace in the tone or the words, but Anthony cringed, inside, from the
implications. Whatever it was the old man meant, he
didn't like the sound of it one little bit. He got up from his kneel, took a
step back, and then something made him look round. Where the scene had been
deserted and quite quiet, the mossy slope down to the water and the distant
groves of standing trees barren of people, he now saw a host. They were all at
a distance, all merely standing and watching, but they were there. And he had
seen nothing in the way of a sign or command, but
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he
knew beyond any doubt that the old man had summoned them. He turned his head
back to look at Lovely, and saw her smile, a smile of reassurance.
"Come
and sit again," she said. "There is nothing to be afraid of. We wish
to help you. I think you are like a small child which has not yet learned how
to live properly."
"I
suppose that's true," he admitted, "but I don't like the sound of
that 'wake up' business. I'm not asleep. There's nothing wrong with mel" He squatted, fighting his nervousness.
"I'll admit Martha isn't quite right in her head. I can tell you how that
happened, because I was there—"
He
broke off, catching his breath as a sudden chill struck him. In the same split-second
the old man reached out a long arm to touch him. The peacefully glowing scene
dissolved from before his eyes as if a curtain had fallen. He knew that he was
under water, several feet down, drowning, gasping for breath, panic-frantic at
the knowledge that a myriad needle-toothed carnivorous fishes were within seconds
of ripping his flesh to streaming ribbons. He cringed before the first
agonizing wave of bites. Strong arms groped and seized him, held firm, lifted.
He came up out of the living water, snorting for breath, feeling the scrape
and burn of swallowed water, gasping deep and thankful breaths . . . and then,
as inexplicably as it had come, the vivid nightmare vanished . . . and he was
once again in the tranquility of the little grove, with Lovely on one side,
and the old chief on the other.
Even
if that had been no more than an illusion, it had been real enough to leave him
gasping for breath now. "What was that?" he panted. "What
happened?"
"You know quite well.
You snared and experienced it."
"But
I don't know, damn itl You keep assuming things that just are not true!" He
fought to overcome his growing sense of helpless frustration, to make himself calm. "I had the illusion of falling into deep
water, of not being able to swim, and then being pulled out. It was a trick of
some land. Because I am here. I did not fall into water. I can swim!" He glared at the old man, striving to break that brooding
know-all calm. "It was a trick. You did it. I want to know why!"
"I
do not know what you mean by 'trick.' One fell into the water and was in
danger. We helped him. You also."
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"But
how? And
who was it?"
"You
want a name, I think," Lovely murmured. "This is the way of Earth
talk, to have names. We do not have such words. The man who was in danger,
which you knew about, if you met him you would know
him, I think."
Anthony
caught back the rejection which came to his lips, and frowned. It was true,
what she said, now that he thought back. He would know that man beyond all
doubt, because, for a brief moment, he had been that man. Again, the implications were enough to spin his mind into
stumbling confusion.
"You understand now," the chief
murmured, "that it is true, as I told you. You have the strength and power
of a man, but you are asleep inside your head. You have learned too much of
talking with the mouth, and nothing of touching with the inside."
"That's
enough," he muttered, getting to his feet. "Enough. I want to be
alone for a bit, to think. You're going too fast for me."
"You are afraid?"
"No,
not the way I was before. I'm just all mixed up. I need time to sort things out
in my mind." He turned away to walk down the slope and Lovely appeared by
his side.
"I will come with you.
I am your woman, now."
"That's
another thing that goes a bit too fast for me," he protested. "Don't
think I'm objecting to you as a person, mind. It's just the idea."
"It is not like this,
on Earth?"
"What
do you know about Earth? How much did the Doctor tell you? And more than that,
how much did you understand?"
They
began walking slowly, and she tilted her head on one side in thought before she
replied, "Doctor told us much, but only in words. Earth people have only
words, like this? Nothing else?"
"What
else is there?" His mind refused to make the step that he could see
looming ahead. He wanted her to say it for him. "You use words, don't
you?"
"Not
like this. Words are not true. Listen, this is a word-water." She pointed
to the glossy ripples just ahead. "Water —it is just a noise."
They went the last few steps over blue sand.
She stepped
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ankle-deep
into the small surf and kicked a rainbow splash. "This," she said,
"is water!"
He
had caught her arm, urgently, without thinking. "Careful, youll be bitten!"
"Not
here." She put her hand on his, where it was gripping her arm, and
glanced a few yards along, where several small children were splashing in the
tiny wavelets. "This water is safe."
He
felt foolish, and then acutely aware of the silky skin of her arm, the warm
grasp of her hand, and her nearness.
"Water
is a something, a feeling, a touching. Not a word. You feel, inside. Just then,
you were afraid for me, and now ashamed, and excited. How do you speak that in
words?"
He
eased his hand out from under hers, struggling with his embarrassement.
"How do I say what I'm feeling, you mean?"
"No!"
she strode away from him abrupdy, straight into the
water, and turned again when she was waist-deep. "Now!" she called.
"This is how I feel," and in that instant he had the conviction that
he was waist deep in cool water. It was no illusion, but a perfectly valid
sensation, complete to the gentle swirl of currents past his ankles and toes.
And then it was gone, so abruptly that he almost fell. His face must have
betrayed his astonishment, for she laughed. Her teeth were like a white flame
against the purple of her lips and the glowing green of her face, and he knew,
in that moment, that she was the loveliest, the most desirable woman he had
ever seen. My woman, he thought, and the thought was like a fire in his veins,
magnifying all his fears and confusions a hundred-fold.
On
the impulse he waded into the water after her and she laughed again, and bobbed
down, right under for a moment, then came up and shook the water from herself
like a dog.
As
he came near she challenged him gaily, "How do you speak this, in
words?"
"I
don't know. Lovely, you shared your feelings with me, then."
"Yes." She
nodded, smiling.
"Can you also share in
my feelings?"
"Sometimes. Just a little bit. When they are very strong, or
simple. Mostly I feel just a mix-up, as if you are not
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now it is not like that. You are feeling good, strong for me, that I am your
woman. It is very pleasant. I am glad. . . . She paused, and he forgot her as
he saw a small company of green people, men and women, marching steadily by
the foot of the rock-wall, going in the general direction of the original
cave, and, presumably, the old man, the Chief.
In
their midst was Martha. Catching sight of him she smiled and waved her hand.
"Tonyl We're going to play
a game. Are you coming with us?"
"I'm
coming," he called back, and turned a hard eye on his companion.
"What's this game she's talking about? Do you know?"
"I
think we will go ahead and talk to the old one, that one you call Chief. He
will explain."
She
led the way with long rippling strides that took them ahead of the placid
marchers. The old man sat exactly as he had been before, as if he was an
unchangeable part of the scene.
"We
are going to wake her up," he said, as Anthony threw the question at him.
"She is all shut up in her head. You, also, but you have started to open.
With the woman, it is different. She has known a great fear."
Anthony
stared at him, and then guessed. "This woman told you?"
"She
let me see. It is almost the same. When you killed the
many-snake. There was great fear, and she fled and hid inside her head.
Now we will help her to find out that there is no danger any
more and she will come out again." If the words were crude and
simple, the diagnosis was profound and accurate. Anthony wanted to know how,
but the old man shook his head.
"We
spoke much of this with Doctor. It is not possible to speak words for
feeling-thinking. Doctor said like this—" The old man stretched out his
hand and splayed his fingers. "One person is like a finger, but many
fingers together make a hand. Hand joins to arm, to brain. Brain is the focus
for all, unites all. I am like such a brain. Many people think, one and one and
one. Through me, many can think together. This is what I am for. Every tribe has
one person like me. A focus. When I am dead, it will
be her," and he nodded to Lovely.
"Every tribe? There are many tribes like this?"
Anthony asked.
"Very many. Doctor spoke much to us of numbers, and how to
count. A tree has many branches, many leaves. All trees spring from the ground
and are joined. I am like a tree. I am joined to other trees.
But enough, all is ready for the awakening. You will help." He looked
round and saw now that Martha stood all alone in the center of a great circle
of silent and impassive green people.
"What do you want me
to do?"
"Speak
to her. Help her to remember that part that she has chosen to forget. We will
do the rest." He felt a moment of rebellion.
"You
don't know what you're doing. If you wake her up, make her normal again, she'll
be worse off than before."
"What
do you want?" the old man asked woodenly. "If she remains like this, who will care for and protect her, find food for her? You?" Again the words were simple and profoundly
significant. In that moment Anthony knew that he was in the jaws of a trap from
which there was no escape. He could barely hope to survive in this alien
environment. It was out of the question for him to support anyone else, let
alone someone as helpless as Martha was in her state. But—and it was a great
"but" in his mind— if she were restored to normal awareness, and
found herself in the midst of a horde of Creenies .
. . He shivered at the thought. The old man's stare was as flat as a brick
wall. Unwillingly, Anthony made his way into the center of the circle, and took
Martha by the hand.
"Let's
sit down, shall wer^ he said.
"And let's talk. I want to see how much you can remember. Will you?
It's a kind of game." She nodded and squatted on the turf, tucking up her
long legs. It was a shocking experience to see her like this, a beautiful
mature woman, but with the wide-eyed stare of a child. He mentioned names. Austin Willers. Borden
Harper. There was no nicker of recognition at
all. Nothing. He shifted in time, tried another
approach. Yes, she recalled coming down the cliff-walk, the mist, and a vague
something about a boat, a water-tree.
"That was ever so nice!" she laughed. "I liked that. It was cool!" Over
her shoulder Anthony caught the old man's eye, his grave nod. On the instant he
could "feel"
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again the
pleasant sensation of the cool shower. He sensed that all the
silent crowd were joined with him and Martha. It was an odd feeling. He
approached the next effort cautiously.
"What
happened just before that, before we found the water-tree?"
"I
don't know." She wrinkled her pretty brow. "I was asleep, I
think."
"Feel
sleepy now. Remember the little frog-lizard? And then when I went to wash, with
the red cape? And then . . ." In his own mind the hideous memory of that
foul crawling thing was very vivid. She seemed to catch it. She jerked upright,
like a doll on strings, and screamed mindlessly, senselessly, pointing. Again
and again the crazed screams erupted from her throat and the scalding strength
of her fear washed over him, hurting, wrenching at his stomach. Much as he
ached to reject the pictures which came to his mind, they came nevertheless—the
hissing, the crazy slashing and chopping, the evil stench. He seized her hand,
felt it clenching and shivering in his, and she went on screaming, over and
over, like a mechanical thing. Sweat sprang out all over her body until she
glistened. And then the tide began to ebb. The screams weakened, died away, became gasping silence. She sat, staring at nothing,
shivering.
"It's all right,"
he soothed. "All right. All
over. Finished."
"It was a nightmare. Wasn't it?"
"No,
Martha. It was real. But it's done and finished with. I killed the thing.
You're all right now, all safe."
"Where is it?" She still stared at
vacancy, still shivering.
"All gone. Some of it I threw in the water. The rest, why we
just left it. That was a long way back and a long time ago."
"I can still smell it."
"No
you can't. That's just imagination." Her hand slipped out of his suddenly
and she swung to stare at him. Then her stare licked round the circle of silent
watchers, and he "felt" her mind snap shut so violently that it was a
blow.
"Greenies!" She came up to her knees and then a crouch. "Greenies!
Hundreds of them!" She started to run, so abruptly
that he barely managed to catch her arm. She flung off his clutch instantly but
staggered into a sprawl and he dived, catching her by the ankle to bring her
flat on her face.
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"Hold still! There's nothing to be
afraid of. These are friends!"
"Let
me go!" She kicked her leg and scrabbled at the moss.
"Don't be a fool! You've been here a
long while, perfectly safe. I tell you, these people are our friends!"
"Let me go ... 1"
"You've
been cared for, fed, looked after and restored to sanity by these people. Don't
ruin it all, now."
All
at once she went quite still, face down. He relaxed his clutch, and on the
instant she was free and away, up on her feet and running like a deer, straight
between two stolid green men and down the slope.
"Martha!"
he yelled. "Stop!" And then some of his rage
spilled over on the mute audience. "Why the hell don't you help? Do
something!" He bit off the rest as he saw no response, and started running
after her down to the water-edge. She had plunged in up to her waist and was
wading. He skirted the shore to keep abreast of her.
"Be
sensible!" he called pleadingly. "There's no danger, nothing to run
away from. At least give me a chance to explain."
He
saw her turn and come wading out again. He waited for her. She came direcdy towards him and he
extended his hand in reassurance. Her face was blank until she was close.
"Greenie!" She spat it at him, bringing her hand across
and down, her fingers splayed like talons. Half-blinded, tears flooding his
eyes, he reeled back and felt her brush past. By the time he could see again
she was well away up the slope, making for distant bushes. A snatched glance
showed him he was still not getting any help from the silent crowd. He ran. He
didn't want to. He had no idea what he would do if and when he caught her. He
wished vainly for the moral courage to stand, to just let her run, let her decide
her own fate. But he ran, just the same.
Freakishly,
the mist-veil that covered the land, lifted aside long enough to let him see
her and, looming up out of the swirl to her left, a truck, a great
headlamp-eyed monster, hopeless-wheels churning at the moss. She ran forward,
arms waving, shouting, but the truck snorted past within feet of her, totally
indifferent. She spun to pursue
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it. He saw it duck sidewall-deep into swampy ooze, the wheels completely disappearing, and then it righted itself and surged competently on. The glowing mist swept down just as he saw her plunge after, and lurch to a stop, hip-deep in ooze.
"Martha!" he yelled, running crazily, Tie down flat and swim it!"
"Keep away from mel" she screeched instantly. Mud sucked at his feet. In two more steps he was up to his knees and sinking.
"Lie down!" he shouted again.
"Keep away, you Greeniel" she screamed. "Keep off!"
He heard her thrashing about. Taking his own advice he threw himself forward and began a desperate swimming action, ploughing through the sucking ooze, spitting it out of his mouth and straining always to keep in touch with her. By perverse instinct she had thrown a wall around her thoughts and he could no longer "feel" her. But he heard her laugh. Or screech. He couldn't be sure which. He had no breath to spare for calling out. He squirmed on by painful inches, spreading his arms to feel, to grope, trying to touch her. He kept on, even after she had stopped thrashing about, after she had fallen dreadfully silent.
Then he "felt" the keen wrench of her agony as she breathed water instead of air, as she choked . . . and died, not all at once as he had imagined it would be, but little by little, the way a crowd breaks up and disperses, as the multitude of complex interdependent processes which go to make up living faltered one by one and became still.
Then, when all was still and silent, and there was only a great hollow echo in his mind, he floundered round and dragged himself to where he could feel solid resistence under his elbows. Then he heaved himself up out of the slime, crawled out on to the wet warmth of moss, and lay there, empty.
At last, like an automaton he lurched to his feet and began to walk back. Because he could think of nothing else to do. Ten steps and he fell heavily to his knees. Brainless effort got him up to his feet again. Two more steps, and he fell once more, flat on his face, numbly surprised that he had felt no bump, had felt nothing, could feel noth-
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big now
except stupid comfort. Why not just leave it at that? Why bother with more?
He
let go his last finger-nail of effort and slumped mindlessly. Then the
darkness of his thoughts flooded with a vision of the quiet valley, the bright
glow and color, the placidly moving green people. And Lovely,
who seemed to be looking at him, holding out her arms. A
pleasant dream. He let himself slip into it.
He woke in the dark, muzzily
aware of pleasure only a breath away, of a gentle
caressing warmth that was more than just a physical touch. Half-remembered
thoughts rippled and spun, not quite in focus. Vague
memories of a long and staggering walk through mist, with the strength of many
to uphold him, and security wrapping him round . . . the security which held
him now, at this moment. Security and contentment.
The thought suddenly snagged like a hang-nail, hurting. He stirred, and a warm
thought soothed him at once. He knew instandy who it
was and rejected her so violently that she squirmed away from him in the dark
and sat up, the violet moons of her eyes glowing reproachfully at him.
Tou were happy then," she said. "Now
you are angry again. Is it better to be angry, or sad, always?"
"I
will not"—he said it very distinctly, convincing himself—lie
an animal. I will not relapse into blind and stupid contentment, uncaring. I
will not/" Which was fine to say, and she gave no argument, but it left
him facing a blank against which all his righteous resentment seethed in vain.
He felt the weight of unrighted wrongs bearing down,
the burn of unjustice, the
nagging urge to do something. But what?
She kept a discreet distance, patiently, and
began to hum a snatch of melody.
"Where did you hear that music?" he
demanded, dreading her answer.
"What is 'music'? Doctor
did not tell us that word."
"You
mean . . . you have
no music? No singing? You
were singing, just then. That, what you were doing, making sounds without
speech with your voice, that is music. Where did you
hear it?"
"When the other woman died, and you were very
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sad,
many voices shouted in your mind, all together. And many other sounds, too. I heard, because I was listening for you,
because I am your woman. I heard. No other person on Venus has ever heard such
things, this which you call music."
"No
one? Ever?"
"None," she said, and where he
would have doubted anyone else, he knew that she spoke true. That was a secondary
implication, that with a people who exchanged
"thought-feelings" as freely as this, what one of them knew, all
would know. So they had no music, his people. It was a mind-staggering thought. And a
valuable one, too.
"You liked it?"
"It
was very wonderful. More than anything I have ever known. A
great mystery. You can do that many-sound again, in your mind?"
"As often as I like. And others."
He danced a dainty Mozart minuet for her, and sensed her instant rapture. It
gave him a feeling of power, and he knew it to be reaL
Music hath charms, he thought, and a small spark of jubilation began to glow
in him, walled with caution, but alight
"It
was wonderful," she whispered. "I have never known anything like such
feelings. Colors and sounds and patterns, so beautiful. I am so glad I am your
woman." He seized on that, too, with instant ruthlessness.
"What does that mean,
that you will do things for me?"
"For you, anything. What you want, I want."
"Good!"
The fire began to bum in him now, threatening his caution. "Tell me, what
the old man does . . . you can do it? You can reach out and be in touch with
others, other chiefs of other tribes?"
"What
he does, I can do. When he dies, that will be my function."
"All right!" He stirred, got to his knees, pointed his head to the glow that was the mouth of the cave.
"Come on. You and I are going to see the old man. I want to tell him
a thing or two, and I need your help."
The old green man was still sitting where he
had been, as impassive as a sun-dial. Anthony squatted before him, ordering his
thoughts.
"I've got some very important
information for you," he
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said.
"I want you to listen carefully, and then pass it on to all the people.
Understand?"
"I will hear, first. How
important?"
"This much. The humans have told you false. One did, at least. They come here to
take over your planet. They destroy you, slowly at first, but more and more. In
the end, all green people will die. They must be stopped. We must fight them,
now!"
The
old face twisted into a ghost of a grin. "You say this like a child afraid
of shadows, using strange words. What is 'take over'?
And how, if it was true that humans are dangerous, do we stop them? What is
'fight'?"
"Humans
are friends," Lovely murmured, at his elbow. "Doctor said so. Also,
when you went away to earth, they cared well for you. How can you say they are
false?"
Anthony
had expected something like this. To the old man he gave a thin smile. "Friends? Doctor told you, I'm sure, how friends
behave, among humans. How they shake hands?" And he offered his right
hand. The old man kept his faindy derisive smile, and
put out his own hand in response. It felt leathery but firm in Anthony's grip.
He took a good secure hold, and put on just a bit of pressure. The old man's
grin faded. He tried to pull his hand away, but Anthony held on, increasing the
pressure very slowly.
"You are hurting my
hand."
"Yes."
Anthony nodded, meeting the old eyes quite openly. "My hand is strong. It
has done much work, much training. I can crush your hand to a pulp, old one.
What can you do about it?" And he increased his grip-pressure, very
slowly. He had no real desire to hurt this impassive old man, but it was the
only immediate way he could devise to make his point, so he proceeded slowly,
giving the chief time to reason his way through what was an entirely novel
situation to him.
"Why do you seek to injure me?"
"That's my business. What are you going
to do about
itr
The old face twitched, eyes shifting, seeking
some answer. The grip went on increasing. Lovely stirred,
hesitating but unable to hold herself.
"You must not do this
thing!"
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"You keep quiet. Ill
ask when I want you. Let him handle it."
The
grip went on increasing. Anthony knew the old man must be in very real distress
now, although his face showed little of it. He would have given much to be able
to see into that old mind, but he dared not even try. Instead he squeezed
harder. And harder. And then, all at once, it was as
if an enormous yet invisible vice closed in on him. In three dimensions it shut
in on his arms and legs, his body, his heart, lungs and throat, a great and
strangling pressure. Instant panic bloomed in him, but he fought it off. To
move his head a fraction was a labor,
but he made it, to mumble to Lovely, "Now! Now I need your help. What he
does, you can do. Help me!" For a drawn-out
moment the peaceful scene blurred in his vision and the black night of death
was close as she hesitated in bewilderment. Then he felt the constricting
pressure ease off, and saw the old man's face stiffen, saw sweat break out on
him. Around the three, all in utter silence, there grew a tension that was
unseen yet palpable enough to lean on. Even though he had been hoping for and
expecting something like this, Anthony was awed by the sheer power that
crackled round him. He relaxed his crushing grip.
"That
will do," he gasped. "It's enough. Stop!"
The tension disappeared like a burst
bubble. He was drenched with sweat and laboring for breath. The old man stared
at him, nostrils flaring.
"You play with things you do not
understand. That is dangerous."
"On the contrary, I understand very
well. You were threatened. You took action. That is what I meant by fighting.
You can fight. You can do this to animals. She did
it, when we came over the water in the boat."
"No,"
she contradicted. "It was not the same. All I did was to make our
sea-brother take a different path, away from us."
"You could do that to humans, too. Or
crush them, as he would have crushed me. That's what I want."
Now
the old man's eyes shifted to Lovely. "Why did you do what you did, for him. This power, the gathering, is not for that! If you try
it again, others will shut themselves off from you and you will have
nothing."
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Before she could reply Anthony staked his all
on a gamble. Reaching out, he took her wrist. "Give him this. Give it also
to all the people of this tribe," and in his mind he built up the blaring
fanfare of trumpets from the Prelude to the second act of Lohengrin, the most arrogant burst of music he could think of at short notice,
Wagner at his defiant best. He saw the old man's eyes open very wide, and all
the rest of him freeze utterly still.
"That
is why," he murmured, when it was done. "I, too, have power. Try
this, for contrast." And he "played" the sugary-sweet Barcarolle from Hoffmann, giving it overtones of
sybaritic delight that Offenbach might have envied. He saw that Lovely's eyes
were closed in rapture, that way out on the fringes of the glade the green
people were standing as if hypnotized. Then, when his mind was silent again, he
met the old man's eyes.
"Because
of that," he said, "she will do as I wish. For that, so will all the
people do what I wish. It is a great power."
Instantly,
with no need for words, he knew the old man was against him. He knew that
countless centuries of traditional and unquestioning belief refused to be
overthrown. He knew that the fight was only just begun, that he had yet to win
this old man to his cause. A house divided must fall, he thought. It was
something, just to have shown this old man that force existed and could be
used. It was something to have shaken him with a new kind of persuasion. But
Anthony felt, instinctively, that he was doomed to failure unless he could
bring this old man—and all the other old men—over to his side. And that
prompted a question, something he needed to know.
"Doctor taught you many things, human
things. Did he teach you to count?" He held up a hand to illustrate.
"I have five fingers. Do you know what that means?"
The
chief sneered and stirred. "We learned this thing, and the words. Ten of
ten is a hundred. Ten of hundreds is a thousand. And so on. Hundred of thousands. Millions. Because Doctor wished to know how many people we
were. This was important to him, although he never said what it was good for.
Earth people have many curious ways. But they are not a danger."
"I'll get to that in a minute, I hope.
Wanted to estimate
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able to count and tell him? How many?"
Anthony
expected a large fingure, a meaningless figure, but
he reeled as the old man said, "Three hundreds of millions!" It was poindess to argue the figure. Even if the old man was out
by a factor of ten, it was still a number to bewilder the mind.
"You mean adults, like
us?"
"We do not count children," the
chief said scornfully. "And you're in touch with all of them?" "Of course!"
Of course. It
was devastatingly simple for the old man, but enough to fill Anthony's mind
with fog. A fraction of a percentage of that vast horde would be more than
enough to wipe out the human colony, to tramp the domes flat and to stamp into
oblivion all their works. Just a fraction, if he could get them, appeal to
them, stir them up, set them marching. But could he, up against the old men?
"With
so many, and the humans are few hundreds, why do you permit them to
remain?"
"They do no harm."
"But
this is your planet. They're interlopers. They have a world of their own!"
"They
do no harm! Three small enclosures is nothing!" The old man began to show
signs of boredom. Anthony felt the flame of his resolve flicker and dwindle
among so many immense concepts.
"What
about your people?" he demanded. "Your brothers?
The humans make slaves of them, treat them as animals, beating, flogging,
poisoning, making them work, lolling them. Don't you
care about that?"
"This is false!"
"You mean you don't know? You don't know
that your own people, my people, are being exploited and killed, like
brainless animals?" Lovely put a gentle hand on his arm. He turned angrily
to her.
"A tree bears much fruit," she
said. "Some of it, not much, may be bad. It rots, withers, and falls from
the tree. Do you expect the tree to stoop and pick it up again?" It took
several seconds for the ruthless commonsense of what she had said to sink in.
Those green people who fell prey to the human population of the domes . . . were
defectives?
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The
urge to deny it died on his tongue. This people knew far more about mental
deficiency than he would ever know. He had to accept their statement, sour as
it was. The flame flickered lower as he searched desperately for a lever to
move their indifference.
"The
humans take away great quantities of your beans," he said. And in that
instant, with that simple statement, he knew he had won. The battle was by no
means over, but he had his lever. Their stiff masks of outrage told him all he
needed, even if he had not been able to "feel" the horror in them.
"You
know this?" The old man's face was as bleak as weathered copper ore.
"You know it, for sure?"
"I
know this. Long ago the first humans discovered the bean and took some back to
Earth. There it was found to have many wonderful properties, and now they prize
it gready. To them it gives youth, health and new
life. In their need for it they made the domes, put the people there." He
whirled on Lovely. "You were watching as I ran after the woman Martha. You
saw, through me, the strange machine which passed? In that were humans. They
were looking for the bean plants. Those they find, they take up by the roots
and transport to the area near the domes, and plant them. There they have much
space, full of bean-plants. Because they do not know properly how to care for and
protect the plants, they capture those of our people that you call 'rotten,'
but who are still clever enough to do this work."
"But
even the spoiled-brain ones will pick and eat," the old man argued.
"Even a brainless animal will do this."
"Oh
yes, they do. At least, they get all ready to do it, when the time of ripening
comes. But then the humans leave their domes, come out into this atmosphere,
which they hate and which is too hot for them—as Doctor must have told you—and
they snatch the ripe beans from the hands of those who gather. They whip and
flog and beat, to make them yield. And then they collect vast quantities of
beans, in bags, and—you saw the bags which we brought." He waited for that
to sink in. "You sawl Martha and myself took a
bag each away from the humans who had, in turn, taken the beans away from your
brainless ones.
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That
was why we had to run away, because we were only two against many."
"You say they make the
bean grow in great quantities?"
"Oh
yes. They gather the young plants and make them grow to yield a crop. Then the
plants die, but they go out and collect more, in their machines. And they will
go on doing this, because the beans are greatly prized by the other humans, on
Earth. On Earth there are five thousands of millions of humans . . ." He
let the words drift into silence.
The
old man made an utterly indescribable sound, but there was no need to translate
it. The meaning was clear.
"We
must stop them. You are right. It must stop. But how?
You will tell me how."
They squatted silently on the surf, wrapped
in a halo of pearly mist. Just we two, Anthony
thought, but
behind us a thousand, or a million if necessary. It was a strangely comforting thought. In
rare moments of stillness like this, he was able to dwell on the rapid transformation
that had come in his fortunes. From all points within a grand circle roughly
one hundred miles in radius and centered on the domes, green people were on the
march. A slowly plodding, steady swarm of them, continually in touch,
occasionally inspired by melodies, they moved in on the unsuspecting human colony.
Anthony had found a common factor between his own people and humans on the
level of emotional reaction to music. March melodies, whether from Tannhauser, Aida, or Schubert's Marche Militaire, or even the fiercely nationalistic Marseillaise, all evoked a similar response. He couldn't be
sure whether the charm was in the non-verbal reaction to rhythm, or, as he
suspected, due to the fact that he was transmitting, all unwittingly, his own
sentiments along with the music. Whichever it was, it worked, and the sense of
masterful power was intoxicating. But now he was more intent on something
quite different.
Lovely squatted by his side, as silent as he,
but her attention was cast away to a distant point. On his instruction she had
spun a web of close espionage, searching with a thousand eyes and ears, and now
they had netted the fish they sought. She stirred.
"It comes nearer, coming this way. Soon
we will be able to hear it for ourselves. Shall I try, now?"
"All right," he agreed. "I'm
sorry I can't help. Wish I could."
She
hushed him with a gende touch, understanding quite well. This was a
moment to make him realize his ignorance. He knew that she was reaching out,
trying to sense the humans who were within the swamp-car which was rolling
their way. Although the very act itself was meaninglessly foreign to him, he
could see readily that there had to be a difference
between this, and her ability to contact and influence the sub-intelligent
responses of some animal. Animals she had known all her life. A roaring thing
of metal and power-drives, with glaring lights, porthole eyes, churning wheels
and possible weapons was so totally alien to her as to make it a nightmare to
visualize. How much more difficult then to reach through that to the minds of
the men inside? She snorted a quick
breath, and gripped his arm again.
"It is no good. I can feel nothing but
confusion. Two men, I think. Or perhaps three. I
cannot even be sure of that. It is useless."
"Never mind. We expected snags, remember. Well just have
to try our second-string trick. Call up the worm."
She
nodded, a wavering jade figure in the mist, and he sharpened his ears, getting
ready to run. This tactic could be dangerous. Far away over there—he could
manage that much by himself—a quick-footed knot of green
men were coaxing and taunting a giant worm, like the one that had scared the
life out of him before, on the plain. Into its vegetable-mind they were
insinuating the suggestion that there was a large and delicious source of food
somewhere quite near. Tantalizingly near. Now, under the direction of their
"chief," that intuition would become strong, and the worm would
plunge off, seeking to fill its great maw.
He
heard the distant gargling bellow, and the growing boom of the swamp-car's
engines, simultaneously, from different sides. Beneath him, the damp moss
trembled to the heaving approach of a gigantic body. He kept quite still, trying
to sense the thing coming. He got a blurred feeling of hunger, of great
urgency, and eagerness. Then, out of the mist the huge head loomed up, ringed
with violet lamp-eyes. He knew a madly
irrelevant moment of wonder,
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that
with eyes all round its mouth, this thing would never know whether it was the
right way up or not. If it had a "right"
way up. But it certainly knew which way it was going. Eighty feet of it rustled
by him, almost in touching distance, the massive leather-plated barrel of its
body all of nine feet thick. And then he saw the swamp-car, dark and roaring,
its goggle-eyes spearing twin beams of light.
Caught
by the hard tension of the moment he forgot entirely the dizzy confusion of
seeing with his own eyes, and sensing through the little band of people with
him, both together, the fractionated feeling of being in several places at
once. Leaping up, he plunged after that voracious great thing, saw its blunt
head rear and strike massively, at the car, and heard the dull thump of the impact.
The worm-head bounced, drew back. A hideous scream blasted the mist as it swung
round for another try, the slow curves of its body rippling round into a
trapping circle. There came sharp dagger-flames and the spit-crack of a
turret-weapon. Anthony fell flat, shouting a warning, knowing that the others
had hit the moss as fast as his own reflexes had taken him. Head up, he
watched, saw the weapon stammer again and saw large chunks of meat exploding
from the worm's carcass.
Some
kind of fragmentation projectiles, he guessed, but there was no need to guess
about something much more immediate. One of the drawbacks of empathy was its
two-way effect. He could "feel" those great tearing wounds, even as
the worm felt them . . . dimly, because its sensory capacity was slight, but he
felt them, and groaned at the pain of them, just the same. The huge head lifted
and flailed down again, flat on the top of the car, hammering it into the soft
surface. Then the gouged body flowed massively over the car, beating it deeper
down, the blunt tail adding a final
hammer-blow as it went over. Back around came the head, insensate now with pain
and all-important hunger, and arrowed down, gouging into the soft earth, burrowing
under the car, heaving it into the air. Anthony spared a shivering thought for the humans inside as the vehicle lifted and
slammed back, upside down, crashing into the soggy surface. The weapon was
silent.
Somehow,
Lovely was at his side, touching his arm. "Inside,"
she said, "they are dead, now." And he snatched at
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his
instant anger, remembering that for her, unconsciousness equalled
death. He wanted live specimens. If they were only unconscious, that would do.
"Have
them call off the worm," he said. "And six or seven will have to help
upturn that car and get them out of there."
The
combined strength of many arms rocked the hapless vehicle, got it swaying, heaved it over. Irrelevancies touched him again. Without training,
these people could work in perfect co-ordination instantly, every man knowing
exactly what to do, and what all the others were doing. Such potential was
breath-taking. He thrust the thought away as he saw the armored access-doors.
How could he open those, with bare hands? His violent urgency abated in the
need for rational thought. There must be some way to open them from outside.
I'm
beginning to think like a savage animal, he thought, and the thought chilled him. In a moment he had the trick of
it, found levers and handles and heaved them. The car lay on its side. Through
the opening door he could look in and down. Glaring light made him squint.
Seat-cushions, shiny with plastic, made a tumbled confusion. Scratch-pads,
scribbled sheets, a package of cigarettes, a flask of something, all in a
dismal heap against the far wall. In the driving cock-pit was one man,
and strapped in the control-seat of the turret-weapon was another. No more. Only two, hanging from their straps, but breathing. And bleeding. He saw it all in one frantically urgent study.
Then he flung the door wide and dropped down inside. Lovely was right after
him, catlike and wide-eyed.
"They're
not dead, only stunned when the car went right over. Help me undo these straps
. . . No, have the gang tip this thing further, all
the way upright. Yes?" She nodded gravely, and he felt the vehicle lurch.
It
was still a trifle alien to him to have orders passed without so much as a
sound, but his rapport was growing with every effort. The man at the gun was
bleeding from a simple skull-wound, but the driver was in worse case. By
appearance, he had tried to push his face through his console-panel, despite
his safety-harness.
Two black eyes and a broken nose, and associated bruises and strains, Anthony thought, and then wondered how he
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could be
so instantly sure. The car came down on its hopeless wheels with a thump.
"They're
coming round. Now's your chance to work on them."
"I
am trying," she murmured. "It is difficult, like speaking words that
have no meaning. A confusion." He stepped clear,
as far as the small confines of the car would allow, and watched. Both men wore
the minimum of shorts, and sandals. One was sandy-haired, the other dark, both
about thirty. He knew them to be the technician grade, and wondered, for the
first time, just what they
thought about this
fairy-land of their wealthy employers. Where did they stand in the question of
exploitation? He noted, belatedly, that each man wore a gun-belt, and was wryly
amused at the thinking behind that. Imagine plunging out into the mist to
tackle a worm, with that thing!
Then
the man in the weapon-chair snorted, groaned, and lifted his head, shook the
black hair out of his eyes, stared round. Even as he saw the two green figures
his hand went back, down and up, all in one fast movement, and Anthony reached
for the wrist holding that gun. He did it without thought, by sheer reflex,
knowing that death stared him right in the eye, only a finger-pressure away.
Without bothering to know how, he wrenched that wrist up and a-way.
The
weapon went off, in that metal confinement, sounding like a bomb, but the
bullet flattened itself vainly on the ceiling. Deafened, frightened, and
suddenly savage in his new-found power, Anthony applied a "squeeze"
and the black-haired man stiffened, his face purpling, eyes bulging, locked in
an invisible grip. Then, staggeringly, Anthony felt the power wane and weaken.
It was a distinct sensation of ebbing strength.
"No!" Lovely said
distinctly. "You must not kill!"
"You
saw what he was going to do to me! And then you, after that, you may be sure.
Why shouldn't he be killed?"
"I do not know any why. I only know it
is wrong to kill like this."
For
a futile second he raged against her sudden awkwardness.
"What I want, you want. Remember, you said this?"
"I said it. But not
now." Her jaw was stubborn. "It is wrong to kill."
Frustration
boiled in him, then it went as suddenly as it had
come. This was no time to argue with her naive moral sense, or to wonder
whether empathy had anything to do with her stubborn refusal to lend him power.
His wits, hardened by many trials, found the way to turn this impasse to his
own wishes. He eyed the black-haired Man grimly.
"You
heard what the lady said? And she is a lady, even if she's green, and naked,
don't forget that. She just saved your life. For the moment, that is. Drop the
weapon. You tool" He spun on the sandy-haired man, who was beginning to
stir in his seat. "You might as well know what you're up against. There's only two of us here, but there are as many thousands
as you care to name outside and all round, so don't try anything stupid."
The
man in the driver's seat groaned, put hands to his face to feel, very
delicately, of his wounds.
"I've
got 'em," he mumbled. "A
couple of Greenies talking English."
"It's
no illusion I We're real. She objects to having you
killed, but she couldn't stop me from tossing the pair of you outside, and
letting you try to walk back to base. And that would be the same thing,
wouldn't it?"
"What
d'you want?" the black-haired one asked.
"Who the hell are you, anyway? No, shut up, Hoby,
this is real I've seen this one before somewhere. Look, my name's Shaw. Mike
Shaw. That wreck there is Hoby Wilson. Now who the
hell are you? And can we have that door shut, because this heat is cooking us.
No tricks, this is straight." Anthony smiled without mirth, and pushed the
armored door closed. He heard the air-conditioning plant humming, felt the
temperature begin to fall immediately. Lovely shivered, but it was with
pleasure rather than trepidation.
"No
tricks," he echoed. "Metal walls make no difference to us. I am
Anthony Taylor ..." He hesitated
and then, without any uncertainty at all, he added, "King of the Greenies
1"
Shaw
started, and stared. "Taylor? Not the missing piano-player? That Taylor? But you were—you are . . . Weren't you a white
man, a human?"
"Was I? Does the color of the skin make
so much difference? Yes, I was as white and human as you. Now I'm a Greenie.
That ought to make you think a bit. And while you're thinking, there's this to
add. Where do you stand? What's your attitude?"
"What
d'you mean? How do I feel about Greenies?" Shaw
rubbed his sore head and frowned. "I've no hard feelings one way or the
other. They look like people to me, but the biologists reckon they're not. Me,
I'm an electronics technician. Who ever asks my opinions on that kind of thing?"
"You
must be nuts," Wilson snarled. "This is just a trick, a glorified
talking parrot. Everybody knows Greenies are just dumb animals! You've seen
plenty of 'em! What's the matter with you, gone soft
in the head?"
Anthony
had swiveled his gaze to Wilson and so missed Lovely's gesture, her pointing
finger, her blazing scorn.
"I
can touch your mind," she said. "It is a crawling thing, sick with
ills and fears, a smell! We have people like this, too, but we do not accept
them as whole. We judge them defective. You too, I think."
Wilson
twisted his blood-stained face into a bare-teeth menace, dragging at his gun
exactly as Shaw had done. Anthony felt her pressure strike him as if he shared
in the fringe of it. Wilson got the whole of it, the full impact of her wrath,
and his struggling figure seemed to wilt and sag in the driver's seat.
"Hey!
Hold up!" Shaw cried. "You said it was wrong to kill, remember?"
And Lovely's accusative finger drooped. She took in a deep breath.
"You are right. I can feel you, too, but
you are not as he is. And this has troubled me. Anthony . . ." She shifted
her worried violet eyes to him. "This I have been thinking ever since you
said we must strike, and drive out the humans from our planet. Just as we are
not all the strong, so it must be with humans. Not all are bad."
Anthony
sighed. "There is no time now to explain this to you properly. There is
truth in what you say, but it is not as simple as you think."
"Just a minute," Shaw interrupted.
"You have to be kidding! Drive us out, away from Venus? How the blazes do
you reckon to do that? No offense intended, believe
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me,
but you're naked, and defenseless. You're just sitting up and begging for
trouble if the big boys in the domes as much as suspect any such move. Like I
said, I'm not taking sides in this, but if you started wiping out humans, then
I would have to object, like it or not."
"What's
more," Wilson sneered, getting over his moment of fear. "Even if you
did knock out the domes, and all the people in them, how long d'you think it would be before Earth struck back, eh? And
then where would you be, mister?"
Anthony
stared at him, at Shaw, and then swung his gaze round to Lovely. He could see
and feel her bewilderment. He sighed. "It's true. If we struck at the
colony, if we inflicted damage, even the few who do not believe that green
people are animals would be swung over to the desire for revenge." As he
said it, he sensed that she didn't know the meaning of the word. "Revenge
means, quite simply, if you hit me I will hit you afterwards, only harder.
Don't try to undenstand, just accept that."
"You
mean they don't know about revenge?" Shaw was frankly incredulous.
"Do
you think they'd have stood by and let their own people be abused like animals,
otherwise? They—I mean 'we'—believe that any adult person should bear his own
responsibilities, that co-operation is the right way.
. . . Oh, what's the use?"
"Is
it true that you collect our bean-plants and take them away, to grow, and then
take the beans away to Earth?" Lovely's voice was stern.
"I'd
be a fool to deny it." Shaw jerked his thumb to the rear of the car,
indicating a sizeable pile of immature plants, each sealed in a plastic sack.
She stared at them, feelings churning. Her evident distress triggered a desperate
idea in Anthony's mind. To Wilson in the driving-seat he said, "Start up.
Head for Dome One. Prime Base, as you call it."
"Drop dead,
Greenie!"
"You're
a fool. More guts than brains. Once more, start up, or I'll toss you out and
let you walk home. And she won't object to that, because to her it would be no
hardship at all. It wouldn't be killing, in her terms."
"Go ahead and toss me out," Wilson
snarled. "Where
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would
that get you? He can't handle this thing. You'd be stuck just the same."
Anthony
smiled, with no humor at all. "Now you're taking me for a fool. If Shaw
can't drive this thing he's more stupid than I take him for. I can drive it
myself, come to that. You're still being deceived by the color of my skin, but
that's your problem. Make up your mind, quickl"
"Don't
be a damn fooL or a hero, Hoby.
Get going. What's to lose?" Shaw swung round in his seat and got up, oddly
awkward. "You can have my seat," he offered, and Lovely
smiled at the gesture, making him turn delicate pink. She accepted, settling
herself on the resilient cushions and savoring the new sensation. Motors
coughed and hummed into life as Wilson settled down to his job with a bad
grace. Anthony, balancing himself against the pitching of the floor, went to
look over his shoulder.
"I
can also read a marker-beacon," he murmured. "Just
in case you had any more crazy notions. That thing . . ." and he
jabbed his finger at it as it pulsed and died on the panel. "See you
follow itl" He went back to sit by Shaw on the
padded side-seat.
"I
hope you know what you're doing," Shaw caressed his bruised head and
scowled in sympathy. "Like I said, I don't want to take sides, but it's no
more than fair to warn you that you're heading into a bomb, going back to the
domes. If you are Taylor, you've been missing a hell of a long time, and there's been seventeen different kinds of panic-call about
you, and the dame. The top committee is fit to do murder, and not fussy about
whom they pick."
Anthony
hid his chagrin. This was an aspect he had overlooked in his nebulous plans. He
had so long been accustomed to think of himself as a nonentity that it had
never occurred to him he would be missed, or that the missing would be an
occasion for uproar. The germ of a notion tried to get rooted in his mind but
was swamped by the thought that this was just one more complication to the
deadlock.
"Deadlock!" He said it aloud. Shaw eyed him curiously, and
Anthony smiled a sour smile. "My people have been abused, exploited,
treated as animals and worse. And yet, if we try to take action to correct the
mistaken impression
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it." "What do you want, anyway?"
"Immediately? That the present state of affairs should stop, that the green people be accepted as equals. Different in many
ways, but equal. This is out planet!"
"I
wish you luck." Shaw sounded sincere but troubled. "I can't see how
you're going to do it. You're bothering me, even, just sitting there and
talking like a white man, when I can see you're not. Maybe if I shut my eyes it
would be different. I could be wrong, but my guess is the only way you will do
it is by force. That's something we humans understand."
"And the result? You know what would be the outcome of that, only too well."
"Dead
right," Shaw muttered, his eyes going appreciatively to Lovely, and
nicking away again every time she rewarded him with a smile. "One thing
we humans are very good at, and that's force. Look, I'd better move up front
with Hoby, keep an eye on him. I don't want to know
what scheme you're planning. It's better that way, I
reckon."
As
he staggered away, Anthony leaned across to her to murmur, "The others are
still in touch?"
"Yes. They follow.
What are you thinking?"
"It
would be better if you didn't know until I've worked it out more. In the
meantime there's something that can be done." And he put his head close to
hers to explain exactly what he wanted. Lurching along in the powerful car, surrounded
by the sophistication of human technology, it was eerie to realize that as fast
as he could formulate the designs, hundreds of thousands of distant green
people were responding, moving, preparing to carry out his wishes.
Her eyes widened as she absorbed what he was
saying. "It is so huge?" she wondered. "And yet so easily
destroyed as you say? That no more than a breath holds it
up?"
"Like
a bubble on the surface of water." he nodded. "Natural forces like
this are understood by humans, and used by them. This car,
the cool feeling, the lights, all are natural things which the humans
have taken and used for their own wishes."
"They are wonderful beings. I am glad we
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against
them. This is 'cool,' this feeling of being in water, but dry?"
"Right. You like it?" He watched her face, and could share her pleasure in
this utterly foreign but exciting sensation. "Inside the domes it is like
this all the time. On Earth, most of the places on Earth, it is like this,
also. That is one of the reasons why Earth people wear clothing, and why they
dislike our climate."
"Cool.
Dry. Clothing. So many new and exciting things the
humans have. And we have so little."
He
frowned at that, his memory telling him of the sad fate of the primitive savage
who leams to yeam for the
superficial sparkle of civilized life. But, he corrected himself quickly, these people were not primitive, not mentally. And
they did have something, something very valuable to certain other people.
The
car roared on, dipping and plunging, tearing blindly through the pearly mist,
warned of obstructions by its sonar, and led as if on a string by the
beacon-marker. Anthony schooled himself to be patient, to avoid worrying about
troubles before they came. From time to time he set himself to "play"
selected pieces of music for the unseen and ant-like throng out there. They
liked marching melodies and dancing rhythms, and no performer was ever so
eagerly listened to, or so keenly aware of audience reaction.
After
a while Shaw took over at the controls to let Wilson come back and sit and
light a smoke for himself. His face was a gruesome sight, what with the puffing
around his eyes from the blow, dried streaks of blood, and the gobs of
antiseptic and soothing jelly Shaw had smeared on him as temporary medication.
He was in pain, too, as Anthony could tell without having to make the effort to
"contact" him.
"Should be sighting the dome in about an
hour," he growled. "You'll get yours then, Greenie. That's what I'm
waiting for. You'll get yours."
"Why do you hate us so much?"
Lovely asked, and the simple question seemed to infuriate the injured man.
"Damned uppity animals trying to act like humans. You've got the edge right now, all right,
but just wait till we get in I" His
senseless anger was an ugly thing, but it prompted Anthony to reflect again on
his tentative plans.
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He went to sit by Shaw. "You've probably
guessed that I'm planning to get into the dome," he murmured. "And
I'm going to. But where will that leave you? Will you raise the alarm? I can't
expect you to try to pass us in."
Shaw
frowned at his instrument board, struggling with a decision. "You want a hell of a lot of trust from me, Taylor. I
don't know. You could fasten us up with something,
give us an alibi in case you flop. I reckon you will. Flop, I mean. But suppose
you do rope us, and then go ahead and slaughter a couple hundred humans? How am
I going to feel, afterwards?"
"I'm
sorry for you. I can't help, except to say that it is not my intention to kill
anyone unless I am compelled to."
"Doesn't every
revolutionary say that?"
"I
suppose so," Anthony sighed. It was true. This was a revolution. But if he
had any say in the matter, it was going to be different from all the others
that had ever been known.
He
left Shaw and went to the rear of the vehicle, searching among the equipment
for enough stout plastic line to serve. Then he nodded to Lovely, who had been
watching him. By this time the need for detailed explanation between them was
slight. Wilson never had chance to make a sound.
Only his eyes betrayed his rage, and fear, as the invisible bonds held him long
enough for Anthony to rope him securely. Then the car was run to a halt long
enough to make Shaw similarly helpless, and Anthony took over the controls. The
marker pulse was very strong now, flooding the whole of the indicator quadrant
with each beat, and the sonar picture was plain. In a little while the milky headlights gave back a reflection that could
only be an artificial surface, a huge plane of smoothness, rearing up.
"This
is it," Anthony breathed, and Lovely crouched by
his side to peer through the viewfinder screen. She was shivering, and for the
first time in his experiences with her, the rapport was broken. She had shut
herself off from him. Intuition told him why. She was afraid. It was one thing
to contemplate this alien environment from a distance, but something quite
other to be confronted by the reality of it. She was afraid!
He wasted no time in reproach, or anger.
Instead, with pressing urgency, he asked her, "When you hunt, out in
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the mist among dangers, do you ever try to make
yourself unseen, to make suggestions in the mind of the animal threatening you
such that it cannot see you?"
The
question caught her attention away from the picture of out there, made her
pretty brow wrinkle in thought. "What does this mean? How can it not see
what is there?"
"You
made the worm think it was pursuing food. You made it see what was not there.
Can you not do the same now? We will be going inside, to pass among many humans.
You know how to touch them, now. Can you make them not see us?"
She
rejected the idea at once, as he could tell by her face. Snatching a glance
ahead, and at the panel, he knew there was an entrance-lock quite close now.
Once again desperation drove him to inspirations he would never have
contemplated in saner moments.
"Never
mind," he said. "Leave it to me. Just give me the power, as I need
it, and let me channel it."
He
cut the motor to a crawl, and then to a stop as he saw the entrance-port begin
to cycle open in response to the built-in signal from the car.
"Come
on, out," he said, "and follow me. Do as I do. You are a white human
woman, returning from a short journey. Think that. Believe it. Believe it
strongly!"
He
scrambled out into the suddenly oppressive heat and headed for the
slowly-opening door, knowing that she was at his heels. In his mind, as
strongly assured as he could make it, was a personal image of himself as he had
been the last time he had gone in by such a door. White,
human, clothed, and with a white woman. Believe it! he
ordered himself. Believe it, project it, assume that
everyone within eye-shot accepts it! He strode into the space between the
walls, into the harsh glare and the grumble of busy machinery. A small knot of
technicians some distance away gave him an indifferendy
curious glance and returned to their work. He bit down on a sudden elation. It
worked, but it had to be kept working. He took her hand, halting her for a
moment.
"See
this," he urged. "See it well, and pass it to the others." In
brief gestures, augmented with mental pictures, still struggling to maintain
the illusion of human appearance, he explained to her the double-wall
arrangement and the
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purpose of
the machines, gave her a clear mental image of the great ballooning wall of
plastic which rose from this space. Not so far away now a horde of green
people, each armed with a razor-edged sword-leaf, absorbed the information as
fast as it was passed, and began to arrange themselves
in a certain order. Smothering his doubts, Anthony led her now to the inner
door.
"Do
not be distracted by anything that you see. Just follow. Do
as I do, and do not break the flow of power, whatever happens."
She
seized his hand. "Anthony ... I am afraid. It is so huge!"
"I
know. Be afraid all you want, there's no shame in that. But believe in me;
believe that you have every right to be here; believe that everything is going
to be fine; believe! Remember that three hundred million of your people are
depending on you, and through you and me, at this moment."
The
door hummed open and he stepped over the sill, leading her in. He felt again
that sudden shiver as the cool dry atmosphere leached away the thin film of
moisture from his skin. Then he heard her gasp, and felt sympathy. The first
look at this fairyland had shaken him. How much more would it stagger her, who
had never known anything remotely resembling it?
"It
is so beautiful," she breathed. "So beautiful.
And real? It is not a sleeping-picture?"
"A
dream, you mean?" It had never occurred to him to think that she dreamed,
and the small astonishment threatened his mental control for a moment. Then he
put it aside for some other time. "This is another thing Earth people do.
They take dreams and try to make them real. But they seldom succeed so well as
this." He left it at that, not wishing to point up the fact that this
sweet-cake-and-icing picture was more illusion than anything else. He led her
to a nearby floater and was handing her aboard when a startled roar made him
swing round, stomach knotting in sudden panic.
"Hey!
Taylor! Where the hell have you been?" It was the forthright and
red-headed Barney Lyons, staring-eyed and indignant. Anthony met his eye, torn
between elation at this confirmation of the effectiveness of his illusion, and
sinking
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chagrin that of all the many people in this dome
they had to run right into someone who knew them. Them?
Lyons came close, nodded to Lovely.
"Am
I glad to see you two safe! And is there going to be one hell of a stink about
this! No, never mind the explanations right now. Just hang on." He
climbed up on the floater beside Anthony. "I'm taking you to Bord Harper, right away. And M'Grath. This, I want to seel"
He spun the car and sent it skimming along a wide lane, a route Anthony
recognized only too well.
He
felt Lovely's clutch on his arm and put his hand on hers in reassurance.
"He believes me to be as I was," he whispered. "And
is taking you for the woman who was with me before. Don't bother about
it now. I had not meant it this way, but it is all to the good. Is the other
operation all ready?"
"Not yet," she
breathed, "but very soon now."
"Good!
Just be confident. All is going to come out fine. You'll see."
He
heard Lyons mumbling into a communicator, but he was much more engrossed in
trying to guess just what awaited them as they slid to a halt before the great
central assembly building. As they reached the top of the great flight of
stairs he cast a quick glance backward and saw the first wave of scurrying
float-cars in hot pursuit.
M'Grath was as massive, and as thunderously
impassive, as ever. By his side Borden Harper stood angrily, containing
himself with an obvious effort. He repeated the question Lyons had asked, as
the trio hurried down the ramp-stairs to the central ampitheater.
"Where
the hell have you two been? You'll have to bear with my language, Miss MerrilL but I feel it's justified. Talk,
Taylor. Four weeks ago, in the middle of Harvest, you vanished. We turned
the entire colony inside out to look for you. We've had cars out combing the
local area, even though we knew it was pretty futile. We've had the damnedest
communications from home. Your colleague, Willers,
shipped out three days ago, and what hell say when he
reaches Earth I shudder to think. So, by God, you're going to talk, and it had
better be good, or you'll regret the day you ever were born. That
I can promise you."
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"I've done that a few times
already," Anthony said, feeling a sudden wave of savage elation, a surge
of confidence. "Your threat doesn't scare me one bit, Harper. Nor anything
else you can do. Not anythingl"
"One
momentl" M'Grath put a
massive hand on Harper's arm to still his angry retort. "I sense something
different about our errant piano-player, a new arrogance. What did you find,
out there, Taylor?"
"What
have I found? Myself. And three hundred million green people. Not animals,
Harper. People I People who know why you're here, what you're doing and why.
Work it out for yourself how they feel about it. I'm saying no more now. I see
you've sent out a call, and that the crowd is gathering. When I do talk, it
will be to all of them, not just you."
"You're out of your mind," Harper
snarled. "You couldn't have lasted a day out there, not on your own.
Somebody put you up to this. Somebody's using you as a tooll"
He swiveled his gaze to Lovely. "Are you in on this too, Miss
Merrill?"
"She
is with me in everything," Anthony said, taking her hand.
"Call
it my conceit," M'Grath rumbled, "but I
pride myself I can detect the sound of sincerity, and that, while no guarantee
of accuracy, should give us reason to pause and be cautious. The figure
intrigues me, too. Three hundred million! Taylor, are you saying that you have
succeeded where our best scientists have failed, that you can communicate with
these sub-human—"
"Your best
scientists?" Anthony interrupted, raising his voice over
the growing hubbub of the gathering crowd as they settled around the tiered
seats of the great hall. "Biologists, perhaps?
But you're a psychologist. You should be aware that even the cleverest
scientist cannot communicate with an imbecile, an idiot, or a mental
defective. How would an alien judge human beings, if
all he ever met were the inmates of an institution for the sub-normal?"
M'Grath's jowly face grew a sudden perplexity and he
would have spoken, but Harper was too impatient to wait. "Whoever's using
you to drive a wedge in between us is due for a big shock," he said.
"I know only too well just how the majority of people back home hate our
guts—
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how
they'd like to see us broken. And this little stunt hasn't helped any. But
we've got a card to play, the sensible ones among us. We'll find out just who
cooked up this notion, and smash him. And Earth will have to lump it. Because
without us—no beans!"
Anthony
felt Lovely's hand twitch in his. All unwittingly, Harper had said the one
thing needed to make her determination assert itself
again. He turned to see that the auditorium was almost full, that there were
more here than there had been for his music recital, so long ago it seemed.
This time none of them wanted to view by device. They wanted to see this in
person. Even the sober-clad technical staff had come in droves.
Harper stepped to the fore, raising his
hands. "You've all heard, that's obvious. Here are the precious couple all the fuss was about. Safe and sound. Unharmed. I assume
that, like me, you are all glad nothing has happened to them. But, getting that
out of the way, you'll want to know just what did happen? I think I know. I
think this was a put-up job by somebody, or some group, right here in our
midst. Somebody with funny ideas about shaking up the present
arrangements. That's what I think. If that turns out to be true, we'll
know what to do, I reckon." He paused to smile savagely at the many-voiced
growl of anger that grew out of the crowd. Anthony pressed the trembling fingers
that lay in his own.
"Now,
as never before," he whispered, "I need your belief, your trust, your power. Just give it, all of it, and let me channel it
as I decide."
'There will be no killing?"
"No.
That I promise. Some may die of fright or folly. For them, I cannot be
responsible. But there will be no killing."
"All right!" Harper waved a hand. "Let's hear what
they have to say, first of all. Let's play this thing fair. Taylor, you have
the floor."
Anthony went forward two paces, leading
Lovely with him. To Harper, he said quiedy, "I
presume the other domes are watching this? By land-lines of
some kind?"
"You can bet on it. You've got your
audience. It had better be good!" Harper said, stepping away to one side.
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Anthony turned to face the eager throng.
"I am Anthony Taylor," he said, "King of the Greenies."
And
this time he knew it to be true, sincere, and it made him feel curiously
humble. The words fell into a silence, then exploded into a great shout of
derisive laughter, underneath which was a distinct note of savagery. He waited
for quiet.
"The
green people have no concept of "kingship,' or of any other kind of ruler,
in your sense," he said, sweeping them with a curious gaze. "But they do have
co-operation. And they do have, at last, a supreme spokesman—myself.
I think they will overlook my use of the word Icing.' I speak for them!"
"You're
as green as they are," some wag shouted, "if you believe that!"
"Quite
true. I
am as green as they are. As you can see!"
And
he cast off the illusion that had wrapped him and Lovely with false
appearances. It was surprisingly difficult to do, to strip himself, physically,
mentally, figuratively—and irrevocably—before that hostile throng of eyes. He
was surprised and ashamed to find that, far away at the back of his mind, he
had clung to a fragment of insane hope that he would one day be white again. To
pull that out and throw it away was like losing a tooth. But he did it.
In the stunned silence he turned to look at
the girl by his side, and was struck by the change in her. The transformation
was as delightful as it was unexpected. In this dry and cool atmosphere her
skin had lost its sheen, its oily sleekness. Now it had a peach-bloom glow of
radiance like velvet and silk in delicate combination. There was an added lift,
a buoyancy in her shape, too, and her long black hair
that had been heavy and clinging was now a dark lustrous cloud about her
glowing face. Where she had been lovely before, she was ten
times more so now.
It
was just a glance, but it helped to bear in on him the difference that could
come to his people, the transformation that could happen to all of them, given
the right circumstances. The knowledge stiffened him against the sullen roar
of the frightened mob, for that's what it was, now. He put up a hand.
"I am green. I speak for all the other
green people. You will do well to listen, before it is too late." The
implied
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threat got
him silence. "I am here to tell you that your time on Venus is almost done."
He
saw Harper start forward furiously, and raised a hand, pointed a finger. Harper
stopped as if he had run into a wall. His face purpled as he fought to move.
The audience hushed in astonishment. M'Grath tramped
forward—and was frozen in exactly the same fashion. Barney Lyons, quick to leam, kept still of his own accord. The death hush in the
audience held for ten seconds then snapped into a roar of outrage.
Anthony
turned and spread his hands—and there was stillness and silence, immediately.
"I'm not going to explain. There's no need. I hold you all helpless. Just me, because I speak with the voice, and the power, of three
hundred million green people like myself. Now you will listen, and those
who are watching within the other domes will do well to listen, too, because
what I have to say includes them.
"I
am green. I was bom on this planet. All my life I
have known I was green. Never have I believed myself an animal. I knew different. Now I know that this is also true of my brothers, out there.
The green people you have met, the only ones you know anything about, have been
defectives, the cas toffs and failures, the only ones stupid enough to be
caught by your drugs and temptations. The rest have kept away, have ignored
you, have not wanted to know anything about you.
"What does it matter to them that you
have taken up a small area of their planet? That you have built yourselves a phoney fairy-land to hide in? What do they care about
Earth? Or Earth-people? Why should they? They were
quite happy to ignore your puny miracles, your tawdry empire, until I told them
of something else that you do. I told
them. Hold me responsible. I told them that you have been,
that you are, and that you will go on, stealing away their bean-plants. You
uproot them, wherever you find them. You force-grow and strip them, and then
uproot more. You ship the beans back to Earth. As of this moment your depra-dations have taken but a tiny fraction of the whole,
but you will go on, like a creeping disease, a blight.
And know this, that the bean is not just a fancy food to my people. It is life
and death to them. When they learned, from me, that you were stealing away
their life-needs, it was then
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they
decided the time had come to remove you. That time is now!"
He
could feel their combined resentment, their anger. This clutch that he held on
them was his own making, for the first time. Lovely supplied the raw force, the
gathered energy of thousands, but he was channeling it, and he felt what his
victims felt. He knew, beyond all doubt, that he could not kill by this method,
that he couldn't even hurt without being hurt himself.
That was the hidden snag in this gamble.
"It
would be poindess if you all spoke," he
declared. "I will release one to speak for you."
He
glanced at Harper and shook his head. He chose M'Grath.
"You can talk," he said. "Don't waste it in argument."
"Admirable
advice," M'Grath grunted. "I'd give a lot
to know how you spread the invisible glue I seem to be steeped in. But, man,
you must be insane! You can't hope to get away with this. Naked savages,
regardless of how many or how intelligent, can't hope to win against
technology!"
"I
expected that argument. I've arranged a display that might convince you
otherwise."
He
made a tiny gesture to Lovely, who nodded in return. In another place a
silent, waiting line of green people, perched high on an anchor wall, spaced a
meticulous arm's-reach apart, moved as one. Razor-edged sword-leaves bit into
tough plastic, through one layer and then the second. Blades moved from left to
right, slits joined up with each other. The precious cool dry air gushed out in
a gasping gale. The green figures dropped silendy
down over the pyramided ranks of their brethren and vanished into the mist.
Anthony faced M'Grath, quite steadily.
"I
have just destroyed Dome Two," he said. "The plastic balloon has
been slit completely around, at wall level. I've pulled your house down about
your ears, M'Grath. One of them, at
any rate. Ring up and find out!"
Confirmation
was obvious on the fat man's gray face as he came back to the platform. The
audience knew without need of speech, and writhed in their prisoned
silence. Anthony felt their instinctive fear giving way to equally instinctive
rage and resistance. "It will take some hours for the envelope to collapse
all
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the
way. Enough time for the inmates to protect themselves. No one need be hurt.
In- fact, given time, the whole thing can be put up again. But that is just a
small sample, M'Grath, of what we can do."
"You
caught us unawares, that time. Next time—" "What
next time? What can you do against a silent enemy who can do
this—" and Anthony put a throttiing squeeze on
the fat man's throat without lifting so much as a finger himself.
"Must I say it again? Three hundred million. And
this is out planet. What I am doing, they can do also,
any and all of them, at any time. Men in atmosphere suits, with guns, can fight
this?" He let M'Grath choke awhile, and then
released him, to watch him heave for breath and massage his throat.
"You
preach an effective sermon. Ill take
your word for it. Ill even agree that you have made a
point. But I'm not all men, Taylor. If you know anything at all, you must know
that mankind has never been ruled by cold reason, or commonsense, that there is
no such thing as a hopeless cause, to the average man. Throw us off this
planet—as I admit you can do, and have every right to do—but whatever
the ethic, there will be the bloodiest outcry ever, from Earth. Mankind will
come back in force. Perhaps to fail, to die by the millions, but no reasoning I
know will stop them. Tell a man he can't, and he'll die trying to prove you
wrong!"
"I know," Anthony sighed. "I
was a man, once." He reached for Lovely's hand, drew her near to him.
"You have her to thank that I saw this a long time ago. This is one of
your primitive savages, M'Grath, one of the people I
can speak for. She will do anything I ask, except kill."
He turned to the crowd again, raised his voice. "I grew
up on Earth. I wanted to wipe out the lot of you, when I
realized just what you were doing. That's the way I was
taught to think, as a man. Hit back! But my people taught
me something else. It is better to work together, to co-oper-
i
ate—as brothers." i
"How can we co-operate with you?" M'Grath demanded. •
"What have we to exchange? On what level can we possi-
bly meet?" j
"I've
been thinking about that, but perhaps Lovely can j tell you." He smiled to her and she
blushed.
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For the first time since entering the dome
she ventured to speak aloud. "This is cool, and dry, and a bright light.
These things I have never know before. They are good things."
M'Grath regarded her thoughtfully. "Succinctiy put, my dear. But you are only one. How do you
know the rest of your people would approve such strange things?"
"What I feel, all
feel, all know. And it is goodl"
"Good
God I" M'Grath swung his wide eyes on Anthony. "Does
she know what she's saying? That you have some form of total telempathy?"
"It's
quite true. Complete community of emotion-feeling-experience. It shook me when
I found out. It's not on a verbal level, of course."
"No?
No, of course. That's education, personal-trained
response. Obvious! Good heavens! Do you realize what this will do to all our
accepted theories of mental processes?" M'Grath
caught himself suddenly. "But it is out of the question. We cannot
possibly provide controlled environment such as this over the whole planet. If
that's the kind of co-operation you want, we're stopped before we start."
Anthony
felt an urgent prickling at the fringe of his attention, a struggling for
notice, out there. "Who?" he asked, lifting the blanket of restraint,
and an eager-eyed man broke forward from the ranks of the technicians.
"Never
mind who I am," he said urgently. "There are others who will back what
I say. We can modify this climate. This is something we've thought about for a
long while among ourselves. It wouldn't be too tough. The plans have all been
worked over a dozen times. Humidity is the main thing, and there are a dozen
ways to lick that, to reduce evaporation from open water surfaces. And there
are just as many ways to lick the fungus dust, too. Enzymes,
clotting-agents, précipitants, all
sorts of things. It would take time, sure! And money.
But it could be done."
"Why hasn't it been
done, then?"
"Don't ask me. The ideas have been
submitted several times, but they got shelved, passed-over. I guess somebody
didn't want to know, wanted things to stay the way they are. You can
guess."
"Thank you." Anthony turned his
stare on Harper, lifting the restraint. "Let's hear you on this. Is it
true?"
"Why
should we waste time and money making the
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whole
damn planet fit for any snot-nose to live on?" Harper snarled. "If your damned Greenies want it so much, why don't they do it
for themselves? And don't think you're on top, Taylor. You might fool M'Grath with a bit of jargon, but not me. You daren't lay a
finger on us, and you know it!"
M'Grath sucked in a breath, but Anthony halted him
before he could speak. He turned to Barney Lyons, who had kept a discreet
silence so far.
"I
believe you have ways of seeing, from here, what is happening outside, outside
the hall, I mean. Have you?"
"Yeah, sure. We can scan any part of the interior from here, and throw it on that
screen there. That what you want?" He stepped to a console at one side of
the central area. "Where d'you want to
look?"
"A
main entrance. Any
one, or all, just as you like."
Lyons
touched a switch that dimmed the lights a trifle, and
the screen glowed into life. And the aghast humans
moaned with one collective voice as they saw what the cameras revealed. Green
people, no matter which view Lyons shifted to, there were green people,
thronging in silent march. Thousands of them, filling the
broad avenues, casting appreciative glances up and around, but moving steadily
forward.
"And
those are but a very tiny fraction," Anthony said. "Just
a few. At a thought from me they would cut down this dome, too. With no
effort at all they could stamp this fairy-land of yours into oblivion. And what
would they lose, Harper? They were happy and contented before you came. If I
gave the word they would obliterate all sign of you. It wouldn't take long. And
then they would vanish back into the mist where they have been all this time,
where you never knew they were, and where you'd never find them again. As for
your punitive expedition"—he eyed M'Grath—"you
have your point, but how would Earth people exact vengeance on an enemy they
couldn't find? It's a big planet. And would they?
Would they arise in wrath to avenge the elimination of a group of parasitic and
selfish exploiters? After all, you have exploited humanity just as much as you
have my people."
"Hey! Not all of us!" came a cry from the audience, to be joined by others, into a
clamor.
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"There's your answer, Harper. Do you
want me to take a vote on it?" He turned back to the restive audience.
"You're all free to speak, just as you feel. What do you want to do —stay
here and fight that?" He gestured to the marching hordes, and then to the
first flow of green people emerging into the hall where they were. "Or
run home back to Earth and tell them that you were kicked out? Or do you want
to stay, and help, and co-operate with us?"
"How
can we co-operate?" M'Grath demanded, through a
swelling hubbub of argument. "It will take years to transform the
climate, and a fantastic amount of money, men and material. That's not
co-operation. That's bleeding us of our resources. Altruism can go only so far.
What do we get out of it? What's in it for us?"
The
sentiment found many echoes. Even Harper regained calm enough to agree with it.
"A
deal is a deal, Taylor. I'm damned if you'll twist my arm, but I might do a
deal with you. Honorable terms of some kind."
"What
could be easier?" Anthony met him with a level stare. "You can bring
us medicine, physical knowledge. We can give you knowledge about the mind. But
there's one thing above all that we can do together. Show us how to make two
beans grow where only one grew before. It's that simple. Give us the
agricultural know-how, the science, and we'll do the growing. And we share the
crop. That way nobody loses."
Harper's
face betrayed, without any call for mental powers, that he gagged on the
thought of losing his comfortable monopoly. In the audience there were a handful who shared his resentment. But by far the
majority let it be known in no uncertain terms that they liked the proposition.
Harper had to yield.
"Have
it your way," he growled. "You've called the tune. On your head comes
the responsibility for passing on the tricks, the know-how, the training of all
these—" and he flung his arm in a sweep to encompass the pressing crowd of
green people. "We can deliver. How do we know you can keep up your end,
and pass the skills along in a proper manner?"
"Nothing simpler." Anthony smiled, a great sense of relief
flooding him. He took Lovely's hand again, saw her eyes
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glow
with understanding. "You said I called the tune. Let me show you how
appropriate that was."
He
raised an arm, and got silence in a moment. It was an intently expectant
silence, as something of the immense power he wielded communicated itself even
to the awed humans. This was a treasured fancy, something he had dreamed of for
a long time. And he knew that all over the planet, far and wide, breaths were
being held now.
To M'Grath he murmured, "This is the most expressive
piece I could think of, for a moment such as this. Listen!" And he brought
his hand down in a gesture.
With
a unanimity no human choir could hope to copy, the assembled green people
raised their voices in a great shouting sound, the electrifying
"Hallelujah Chorus" from Handel's Messiah. Hardly had they roared into the third bar
when there was a rustle, and Anthony saw the human audience scrambling to its
feet, and joining in lustily. Now his dream was complete, and he, too, sang
"Hallelujah" along with the rest.
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