RECALL
HORRORS!
She
thought her name was Sally Ercott. But if there were
any other Ercotts related to her, she couldn't
remember them. Nor could she remember where she had lived before, or where she
had gone to school. She couldn't remember . . .
But then the image came. She was in the
mountain cave of a horrible unearthly monster. She was pleading
with the creature, begging it to take her life instead of Iwys'.
The creature was waving its tentacles, coming closer. She could feel her flesh
crawl at its touch . . .
Screaming with pain, the girl called Sally Ercott snapped back to reality. But the room in which she
found herself was not as real as the cave in which she had just died. This
memory, this frightening, painful experience, was not a dream—it was a warning! She had to find someone who would believe her
story — and find him quick — or all the people in the world would become
victims of THE ECHO IN THE SKULL!
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CAST
OF CHARACTERS
Sally Ercott
Her trouble wasn't so much losing her memory
— as finding a memory that wasn't hers.
Nick Jenkins
He was an inventor, but he never invented
anything as amazing as the things that happened to him.
Arthur Rowall
He had plans for Sally Ercott
— when she got desperate enough to fall in with them.
Bella Rowall
She belonged to what thev
sav is the oldest profession of all, but she wasn't
in it for the money.
Clyde West
At first afraid to be accused of interfering,
he was later ashamed of not interfering earlier.
Inspector Dougherty
It took something that exploded in his hands
to convince him of the truth.
ECHO Of THE SKULL
by
JOHN BRUNNER
ACE BOOKS, INC. 23 West 47th Street, New York
36, N. Y.
echo
in the skull
Copyright ©, 1959, by Ace
Books, Inc. All Rights Reserved
ROCKET
TO LIMBO
Cop\Tight ©,
1957, by Alan E. Nourse
Printed in U.S.A.
CHAPTER I
By-products of the solar phoenix reaction, deprived of
the majority of their ultraviolet components by the ozone layer in the upper
atmosphere, punched yellow through the gaps at the edge of the curtain. The
highest of them was six inches below the patch of damp on the peeling wall.
Overhead, there was clattering as Mrs. Ramsey limped and tottered to get her
garbage pail out of her kitchen.
Hunched in the flimsy cover of her one
remaining coat, Sallv Ercott
woke up.
Her first reaction was to look at her watch.
It wasn't on her wrist, of course; it had been pawned six weeks ago.
She looked at the irregular pattern of
sunlight on the wall, and the knowledge of the solar phoenix reaction flashed
through her mind. It was chased away by the recognition that from the angle at
which the rays slanted it must be noon. Oh, God ...
It was always like this on waking; the drop
from the warm—or at least tolerable—comfort of sleep into the harsh reality of
day was as terrifving and unnerving as an actual
physical fall from a precipice.
For
a minute or two she struggled to escape back into the darkness of not knowing;
then Mrs. Ramsey started to drag ? her
pail down the stairs, crash, crash, crash, on every step, • and it was
impossible to flee from it. Angrily, hating herself, Sally got up.
She staggered a little in a fit of dizziness,
and put one hand on the mantel to steady herself. Her
shoulder-length blonde hair was tousled and got in her eyes; she made an
ineffectual attempt to brush it back with her hand. The hand was filthy.
She
took hold of the mantel with both hands now, willing herself, forcing herself,
to look into the mirror propped there. For a long moment her blue eyes remained
shut, refusing to face the facts. A line from one of
Kipling's poem drifted into her mind from somewhere in the far past of three
months ago. She opened her eyes.
First
she looked at herself, deliberately, with loathing. Her hair, rat-tailed,
knotted, tangled; her eyes, red at the edges and bleared with sleep; her wide
mouth, chapped with cold and bearing a mustache of the soup she had had last
night. She didn't need to look further than that; she had worn the same dress
for three weeks, her stockings were in shreds, and her shoes had lost both
their high heels. Not that she had her shoes on at the moment. She rubbed at
the trace of soup on her lips and saw the brownish mark replaced by a grayish
one. During the night she must have beaten on the floor with her hands to make
them so dirty.
Then
she looked, still in the mirror, past her own shoulder. There were the four
ripped cushions oozing their sour flock stuffing. There was her coat. The magazine. Her shoes. That was
all, except for the dust.
Oh, yes—and the testimony to last night.
She turned round and picked up the coat; half a
peg survived on the back of the door, and she put the coat on it. There between
the cushions, where she had hugged it to her like a beloved doll, was the empty bottle of gin.
She could have paid off part of the back rent
with the cost of it; she could have eaten regular meals for a week: she could
have bought a blanket or two to keep her at night. Instead—
"Dear God!" whispered Sally.
"But I needed it so badly!"
She
had stubbed out a half-smoked cigarette directly on the floor beside the pile
of cushions; now she picked it up and straightened it out carefully before
fumbling the box of matches from the pocket of her coat. She had lain on the
box during the night; it was crushed and broken open.
She
forced herself to make sure there were no loose matches going to waste in the
pocket before striking one and lighting the cigarette butt. Her hands shook
frighteningly as she tried to bring flame and tobacco together.
So
long as the cigarette lasted, she managed not to think of anything at all.
When
it finally burned down to her fingers, she was forced to drop it and put on her
shoes to trample it out. Then she pulled her coat on—it showed the ravages of
long wear less than her dress did — and cautiously looked out through the door
to see if anyone was on the stairs. From street level came the sound of Mrs.
Ramsey clanging her pail down the last few steps.
The
bathroom was up half a flight of stairs; when she had climbed them she felt as
exhausted as if she had climbed Everest. Shuddering with delayed nausea from
the gin, she slammed the door and went to the grease-coated wash-basin. She had
nothing to put in the gas meter for hot water; in her present state, she told
herself, it would probably do her good to use cold.
Someone
had left a thin sliver of soap on the edge of the bath; gratefully she took it
and rubbed it over her hands and face.
For
a moment she considered stripping completely and making some effort to get rid
of the sweaty smell from her whole body, but the dirt permeated her
underclothes and by now probably even her dress, so what was the good? Sighing,
she compromised by pulling her dress over her head an
rinsing her neck and arms. Then she managed to wash one foot before the tiny
bit of soap slipped from her grasp and fell down the drainpipe.
Outside,
Mrs. Ramsey was heaving herself upstairs again; every few steps the now empty
garbage pail rang resoundingly as she set it down to rest.
Sally
waited till she heard the bucket slammed back into its home beneath its owner's
sink, which was always the loudest noise of all; then she peeped out, having
put her coat and dress back on, to see that the stairs were clear. Out on the
street she couldn't help people noticing her degradation, but they were
strangers and their looks of amazement and pity could be borne. Here in the
house she knew she would meet the same looks from the same people, so she hid,
scurrying like a rat from cover to cover.
No one in sight; no sound of footsteps. She took a chance and hurried down the
stairs.
Once
back in her own room, she threw herself full-length on the floor and began to
cry, dry, racking sobs that rasped her throat and brought no tears.
How had it come to this?
Now,
remembering the bathroom and the bath, she tried to calculate how long it had
been since she washed all over in luxurious warm water. Weeks?
Months, maybe. There was the gap between then and now;
then was made up of
adequate money, pretty clothes, boy friends,
theaters, books, music; now consisted of a squalid unfurnished room in a dirtv Paddington backstreet, and she owed rent even on
that.
But how?
Sally
sat up abruptly and crossed her legs in a squatting posture. Yes, how? Now that she came to think of it, she could not even recall the
nightmare of yesterday; she could not bring back to mind the horror which had
driven her to seek escape in that empty bottle of gin. How? Why?
For
a moment it seemed to her that this was the nightmare; that she could pinch
herself to wakefulness and find a soft bed beneath her,.a wardrobe of clothes awaiting her choice, a
good-looking young man coming to take her to a concert.
The
illusion passed, and she stood up with her mouth set in a line of grim
determination. Now, this very moment, she was going to start on the way back to
the past.
And
then she remembered she had said that yesterday, and the day before, and
probably the day before that, and each time she had run up against the horrible
facts: she did not even have enough money to put in the gas meter and kill
herself, and she had no way of raising any. Except—
She
thought of obliging Mr. Rowall, the landlord; she
recalled how friendly he had been when she had to confess to him yet again that
she could not pay the rent this week. She recalled what she had seen in his
eyes, heard glossing his placid voice. No, not that. No!
But
despite her revulsion she could hear a cynical little voice saying inside her
head; Not that. Not yet,
anyway . . .
She
had not quite believed in the way Rowall supplemented
the income he wrung from his shabby tenants. When she first arrived here (she
could not even remember clearly how long ago that had been, nor what had
dragged her down to this slum), she had still been presentable, and blonde,
loud-mouthed Mrs. Rowall had been cheery and friendly
enough—too much so, Sally had thought, to be what she was. It was not until she
had curiously watched by the window one evening, and seen the succession of men
accompany Mrs. Rowall to the door, that she stopped
blinding herself to the obvious.
Rowall
would greatly appreciate the chance of adding her to his list; he thought he
had only to wait to be obliging about the rent, and sooner or later . . .
Yes,
sooner or later. Sally felt a stir of sickness turn her guts over; if there had
been a square meal inside her, she would have thrown up.
No, please God, today, somehow, somewhere,
she would find the key to unlock her from this prison of circumstances.
The
shafts of sunlight crawling over the wall had gone; a cloud had blown up across
the sky. Sally ordered herself to hurry, in case the cloud brought rain. She
looked hopelessly around the room.
She
had still had a few belongings when she came here, but hunger and the need to
drown the nightmares had deprived her of them one by one. Last night someone
had given her a pound for the pawn—ticket on her watch; search as she might,
she could find nothing to show for it except the empty bottle of gin. There had
probably been ten cigarettes, and there had also been the soup that had still
smeared her mouth when she woke. That was all.
There
was nothing back on the gin bottle; she hid it after a fashion among the
cushions. She had her coat, but she must keep that, surely! It was good quality
material; for a moment she toyed with idea of trying to exchange it for a
cheaper one at a second-hand clothing store, and get a * few shillings allowed
on the trade. But that was for desperation, and she was trying to convince
herself she wasn't desperate yet.
And there was the magazine. Puzzled, she
picked it up, and looked at the garish cover with a frown. Science
fiction. That was why she had had those phrases about the solar phoenix
reaction running through her head when she awoke—there was an article here
about it.
What
on earth had driven her to spend money on it? Two whole shillings! Almost enough for a meal; plenty for a snack. Her stomach
cried out in protest against her own mad extravagance. Now it came back to her,
that she had sat here last night, reading by the light of a street lamp through
the window and sipping at the gin till she could not see the print any longer.
Why?
The
magazine was scarcely marked, and it was probablv a
current issue. April, it said—it must be April by now, or mavbe
it was still March, from the cold and the sharp, warmth-lacking sun. There was
the magazine dealer's next door — mavbe she could get
nine pence back on it, enough for a cup of tea and some bread and butter.
She
thrust it in the pocket of her coat and looked for the pocket-comb she had
managed to keep by her until lately. It was not to be found; last night had probably
accounted for that, too.
Timidly,
hoping no one would see, her, Sally Ercott slipped
from the room and tiptoed quietly downstairs.
CHAPTER
II
The
tolling began in her head when she was only halfway down the first flight. A
moment before it started, Sally could not have said how it was she knew one of
the attacks was coming; the instant it came, however, she knew with a
terrifying certainty that this was the herald of a fresh visit from the horrors
she tried to run from.
"Tolling,"
she called it to herself. She could time it by her heartbeats; every four beats
and the sound rang out again. It was not like a bell, but rather like a
bass-voiced scream issuing hollow and monstrous out of an infinitely deep well.
There were echoes following each sound, not quite dying away before the next
one came, so that in a moment there were clanging reverberations shaking the
very bones of her skull in an insane resonance.
She clung to the banister-rail, breathing
hard, keeping her eves wide open and staring; closing
them would help to break her hold on reality. Fight it! she ordered herself. You've got to fight it!
Another
step down the stairs, carefully deliberately; she emphasized to herself the
messages from her muscles which told her she was placing one foot after the
other on the step below. Mist came up before her eyes, so that the dingy
stairwell swam and distorted itself.
She
reached the hallway with the tolling thunderous in her head; she almost
expected to see the walls shiver and crumble under the impact of the tremendous
noise. The dark-painted, stained walls seemed to arch together over her head,
like the roof of a cavem. There was the handle of the
door, tarnished yellow brass, waiting for her to reach out and turn it, waiting
for her to go out on to the street beyond.
Because
she was in the cavern, the tolling redoubled in fierceness; the hard rock walls
threw it back at her from all sides, so that now the echoes ran together and
united in a wild cacophony. Why, this was like the time when—
And
her resistance broke. She knew what it was she remembered,
a scene so like the one she was living through that the two episodes had become
merged in her mind. This reminded her of the time when she had gone down into
the heart of the mountain, down the irregular twisting pathways of the caves,
looking for the man Iwys.
She
stopped, irresolute, within a jew
paces of her goal. The vague light was so poor, this far from the surface, that
she could barely distinguish the walls of the tunnel.
Now
that moment was here, she could feel the desire to turn hack, give up, follow the advice her well-meaning friends had given her
when they had said:
"It
is no use to yearn for Iwys now. We have seen others
taken from among us—we have seen thousands acquire that blind purpose in their
eyes. All of them have gone into the mountain, and none of them have returned.
True, it is a shame that Iwys was
taken when he means so much to you. But it is known that the creature in the
mountain cares nothing for our human emotions."
"Then,"
she had said with wild grief, "if it cares nothing for human emotions, it
can care little which human being it takes. Let it take me instead of Iwys!"
They
had tried to hold her back at that, but she had broken free and fled up the mountain,
hunting one of the caverns by which the creature dwelling at its heart reached
the air outside. Now she had found one, now she had penetrated its depths; now
she was surrounded by the noise of the beast's life-processes, that terrible
echoing sound which made her flesh crawl on her bones. Now there was nothing between
her and the creature itself but a few yards of rocky tunnel and one of its chitinous closures.
No,
she could not go back. Whether it was her love for Iwys
that had driven her so far, or her own pride, she could no longer tell. In this
ghastly place the choice between being taken by the creature for its own
purposes and going back to face the pity of her friends was no choice.
In
reality, Sally Ercott fumbled for the handle of the door, turned it, and stepped through blindly.
As she reached the chitinous
flap closing off the end of the tunnel, she reached out her hand to touch it.
Before she actually touched it, however, it fluttered around the edges where it
was rubbery to ensure a tight seal to the rock, and then folded and drew back.
Beyond
was a place glowing very slightly green: like a pouch or bag, laid on its side. In the greenness, things like ferns,
tendrils of the creature's substances, waved and gestured. The air was warm
and fetid.
Horror-struck,
she threw out her hands and braced them against the walls of the tunnel.
Now
a voice spoke whisperingly, susurrantly, seeming to
come from everywhere at once. Oddly, though it was so quiet, it was distinct
enough to penetrate the roaming noise which still echoed up the tunnel. The
voice said, "Come forward!'
Somewhere
she found the resolution to comply. When she stepped past the entrance, her
feet sank very slightly into softness, exactly as though she were walking on
the skinned flesh of a dead animal. Where her sandals were worn into holes by
the rocks she had passed, she could feel the surface underfoot, warm and alive.
She said, "I—I
come—" And choked on the words.
The
creature's voice came again. "You come," it said affirmatively.
"You were not sent for."
"I
come to ask you to take me in place of the man you took yesterday. Iwys."
She threw back her shoulders and stared defiantly at the waving fronds around
her. What a place of nightmare! As though she were standing in the guts of a
gigantic man, able to see the villi on the walls of
his intestines move, as they went about their business of digestion.
"It
is all one which of you I take," said the creature. "As
long as you are strong and in good health. But you are too late. I do
not know which of the ones I took yesterday was called Iwys.
It may be this one I show you now."
She
put her hands to her mouth; she wished she could put them over her eyes, but
something forced her to watch what happened. A sphincter at the far side of the
pouch opened, and the greenish light grew brighter. Beyond the sphincter she
could see—
A human form. And yet not altogether human. It could have
been man or woman. It had two arms, two legs. But all over its upper torso, and
shrouding its head, was alien flesh, clinging, growing. Only in the place where
the human eyes should have been were there still two recognizable features,
they were eyes, yes, hut not human eyes. Flat, wide, lidless, with enormous
pupils like pools of the night sky.
They were dull and unaware.
"Almost
ready," said the creature. "When the sun comes tomorrow I shall send
them out."
"What—what
do you take our people for?" she gasped through a throat dry and
constricted with terror.
"To
spread my kind," said the creature flatly. "Each year I send out a
few like these. Your people give me strong limbs to carry my children far and
fast, and to dig them a burrow before they are old enough to grow by
themselves."
The
sphincter oozed shut with a sucking noise. "I have no use for you,"
said the creature. "I will kill you if you wish, or let you go. Next year
perhaps you would be useful to carry one of my children. But tell me
something—why has one of your kind never come
willingly to me before?"
Sally
screamed; two worlds whirled about her, and she fell. The tolling vanished from
her ears, and instead there was the screeching of car brakes, and the high,
alarmed shouting of human voices.
Bella
Rowall let the gauze curtain drop back into place
over the window and turned to her husband with a self-satisfied air.
"Well?"
she said challengingly. "Looks as if I was right, doesn't it? The little fool nearly got herself run down by a
car that time. Next time it may be a bus, and buses don't stop so easily."
Arthur
Rowall scowled at his bleached-blond, sleazy wife.
"You're only making excuses for your own softness," he said harshly.
"You know as well as I do
that so long as this Ercott girl is walking the
streets in a body like that, she's liable to meet someone intelligent enough to
listen to what she has to say and figure out the truth."
Bella gave a scornful snort of laughter. "Who?" she demanded. "More likely they'd stick her in a
mental hospital and 'cure' her of her delusions by force. No, I stick by what I
said — it's better, and safer for you and me, to let her drink and worry
herself into a genuine breakdown. That'll fix things tidily."
"Meatime we worry
ourselves the same way every time she leaves the house," snapped her
husband. "If you'd let me rig the gas meter the way I wanted to the first
night she came here—"
"There'd
have been hell to pay. Not everybody hides a mind as dumb as yours, Arthur.
Suppose she had gone out the way you wanted, in full possession of her
faculties and quite aware of the fact that she didn't gas herself—"
"It would have looked
like an accidentl"
"I
don't know about looking like an accident," said Bella; she twitched the
curtain aside again to see what was going on in the street now. "It would
certainly have been a mistake. There—what did I tell you? Someone picked her
up, and she's walked off on her own again. I don't think you appreciate how
ashamed that girl is of what she thinks must have happened to her. She's so ashamed, she'll keep it to herself until it breaks her to
bits."
"You'd
better be right," said Rowall. "You'd better be. Maybe I should follow her and make sure."
"Come
off it!" Bella roared. "There's no risk of anybody putting two and
two together. Have you ever met anyone who'd accept such a fantastic
idea without trying to explain it away? Of course you haven't. People like that
don't live around here."
"It's
not the average person I'm worried about," Rowall
said. "It's the open-minded idiot who'll swallow anything— the
eccentric."
"Can
you imagine Sally Ercott putting her trust in a screwball?
Nuts! She'll be back, more frightened and confused
than ever."
She gave her husband a mirthless grin, and
finished, "I do have to congratulate you on the beautifully sinister way
you imply what you hope to make her do eventually. That by itself would
probably be enough to drive her crazy sooner or later."
CHAPTER
III
Someone was helping her to her feet, inquiring in
anxious tones whether she was all right. Her vision was blurred; she staggered
a little, and when she reached out for support her hand rested on the hood of a
shabby old sports car which had come to a halt literally inches from where she
had fallen on the hard street. Half a dozen curious people had stopped to see
what was going on; now that they could see she was recovering, they were moving
away again. Another car honked as it wormed past the stationary sports car, and
the driver gave them a casual glance as he went by.
She managed to quiet the raging tumult in her
mind, and remembered that she had been asked a question. "Yes—yes, I'm all
right, thank you," she said, and forced a smile. "What
happened?"
"Apparently you had a dizzy spell. You
were standing at the curb, and then you stumbled and fell into the
street," said the young man who had helped her up. He was young:
brown-haired, longed-faced, with horn-rimmed glasses, wearing a raincoat.
"You gave me quite a scare—I damn near smashed into you."
By
now she was beginning to see more clearly. At first the startlement
of the near disaster would have blinded him to her appearance, Sally thought.
Now, though, she could almost read what was in his mind as he tried to
reconcile her husky, pleasant voice and educated accent with her shabby,
slept-in, much-stained clothing, her chapped hps, her
bare legs and broken-heeled shoes.
"You—you ought to see
a doctor," the young man ventured.
"Yes,
I know. I—I am going to see one," Sally improvised.
God, this man's questioning eyesl She
felt as if he was looking straight through her, seeing her visibly crusted with
the scabs of some loathsome disease. "I'll be all right now. I'm sorry I
gave you such a fright."
She
stepped away from him determinedly, taking the greatest possible care about
negotiating the curb, and began to walk quickly. She didn't look back, but she
could feel the young man's puzzled gaze on the back of her neck.
What can be happening to me?
That
vision which had begun in the hallway of RowaU's
house had been like a memory of her own. As a chance similarity of environment,
a remark, an event, reminds one of like occurrences in the past, so she had
been reminded by the dark hallway of that wild, unearthly episode. The action
of being reminded was so natural, so automatic, she felt sure it was normal and
commonplace. If it had merely been the case that walking down the hallway
reminded her of walking down another dark place towards another, not very
different door, she would not have given the matter a second thought.
But
to be reminded of walking into the heart of a mountain to save her lover from
an alien monster! And to feel, deep
inside, that she was remembering, as other people might recall
things that happened to them as children!
"Please," said
Sally under her breath, making it almost a
prayer, "don't let me be going mad."
Quite
unaware of what she was doing, she had come to a halt on the pavement. Now a
voice penetrated the fog of misery shrouding her: the voice of the young man
who had nearly run her down.
"Hey therel"
She turned and saw that his beat-up car had
drawn alongside her. He had reached over to open the passenger's door.
"Look, if you won't let me do anything
else for you," he was saying, "at least allow me the ordinary
privilege of taking a pretty girl to lunch."
She
thought he was being sarcastic. The picture of herself seen in the mirror that
morning rose up before her. And all of a sudden now (tenement room, cold, dirt) and then (boy friends, warmth, pretty clothes) telescoped in her
mind. Men had done this for her often; true, the car was more likely to be a new
Jaguar or Daimler than a twenty-year-old MG in need of a wash-down like this one ...
The
hopelessness of her situation overwhelmed her. She saw the street swim around
her as her eyes filled with tears. Loathing herself, feeling that this was the
crown of her degradation, she got into the car.
She
sat staring through the windshield as he reached past her and slammed the door
before moving back into the stream of traffic.
"My
name's Nick Jenkins," he said conversationally. "I don't care whether
you tell me yours or not. All that worries me is the fact that you're obviously
in a mess, and if I can't help fish you out of it, maybe somebody I know can.
You are pretty, damn it, and you've got a lovely
voice. What the hell has happened to you?"
"I don't know," whispered
Sally.
Jenkins
shrugged. "All right, so it's none of my business." With an
impressive growl belying its elderly looks, the car raced through an exiguous
gap in the traffic and swung into a broad, tree-lined avenue. Sally gasped.
They were even now only five or ten minutes' walk from the place where she had
been living; how, in the months since she had found herself stranded in this
quarter of London, had she avoided wandering out of those squalid alleys and
into this handsome road? Had she perhaps been glorving
in her downfall, deliberately magnifying it to herself? The idea horrified her.
She felt a sudden urge to convince Jenkins of the truth of what she had just
said.
"I
don't know!" she insisted, surprising herself
with her own vehemence. "I can never remember! I can't remember anything
about myself before a few weeks ago—"
That
wasn't the whole of the truth, of course. But how to explain that she did remember, perfectly clearly—only what she recalled was all wrong?
"You
do need a doctor, then," Jenkins said flatly. He signaled other traffic to
pass him and pulled in at the side of the road. "You mean you have
amnesia?"
"It's
worse than just that," Sally said, and shrivered.
"Well, no one can help you till you give them a chance. You strike me as
being the calm type — bottling your troubles up inside you till they burst you
wide open." He got out and opened her door for her. "You might get
into practice by telling me, but you'd better get some food inside you first.
When did you last have a square meal?"
"God
knows," she said bitterly. "Last week, maybe."
"Better make this a small one, then." He took her into the restaurant
and ordered soup and dry bread. The smell of good cooking was so pleasant to
Sally that she barely noticed the disapproval in the eyes of the waitress who
brought her food. While she was eating, Jenkins sipped slowly at a cup of
coffee and let a cigarette burn to ash in front of him.
"Good," he said when she had
finished the soup. "Like a
smoke?"
She
took the cigarette and had to steady it with her hand to keep it in the flame
of his lighter. Then she sat back and tried to relax. She failed. Jenkins had
removed his glasses, and without them he looked so ridiculously youthful that
Sally almost laughed at herself for thinking even momentarily, that he might
be able to help her. He had called her pretty—rat-tailed hair, filthy coat,
shoes without heels and all! Lord, what nonsense!
"You're
broke and you've lost your memory," he was saying thoughtfully. "But
that can't be the whole story, because you must have taken quite a long time to
get to your present state. Do you remember your name?"
"Yes,"
said Sally wearily. "Sally Ercott. I know I'm
aged twenty-five. But that's about all. I can't remember my family, or where I
used to live, or any of my friends if I had any, or where my job was."
"Still,
if you know your name—how about National Assistance? It's kept me from
starving more than once."
"I
didn't have my insurance card, and I don't know my number, and I never
collected it before so I didn't know what to do, and—"
"And you didn't like to ask
anybody," Jenkins finished for her. "I might have guessed. That
accounts for the fact that you haven't seen a doctor, nor called the Missing
Persons Department at Scotland Yard to find out if they were looking for you.
Have you done that?"
Sally shook her head dumbly. "I—I was
afraid to. I didn't know how I could face anybody, especially people who knew
me before this happened . . ." Her voice trailed away.
"Look," said Jenkins, stubbing his
cigarette, "there's one thing you'd better get straight right away. You
aren't unique. You've probably been pretending to yourself that you've suffered
such an unparalled catastrophe you have to hide the
fact. Bunk. There are thousands of people who are sick
and down-and-out, damn it.
Sally
felt the need to drive home to this assured and irritating young man that her
downfall was unique, her degradation was unparalleled. She said bitterly, "All right. I live around the
comer in a filthy room in a house owned by a man who sends his wife out on the
streets and who's hoping that when I get desperate enough I'll go the same way.
I owe him rent, but he's been co-operative about it because he thinks I'll give
in eventually. I have to sleep in my clothes on a pile of cushions because I
have nothing else to keep me warm. I can't afford gas for the fire. The light
bulb has blown and I can't buy another. Last night someone gave me a pound for
the pawn ticket on my watch, and I bought half a bottle of gin and drank myself
stupid because I couldn't stand it any longer."
Her
voice grew shrill as she finished, "How do you think I could explain that to people who used to know me?"
Jenkins
slammed his palm on the table. "God, what a selfish, vain remarkl What about the worry you've caused your
family? Doesn't it matter to you that somewhere people are driving themselves
insane wondering what's happened to you? No, it seems it doesn't All you're
bothered about is saving yourself a well-deserved punch in the ego! Is it your
fault you've had a breakdown? Why are you carrying such a load of guilt—do you think you've committed a murder or something? You're sick, and
you've got to face the fact that you need curing like any other invalid."
Her
face went scarlet, and she pushed back her chair as if to get to her feet. That
was more than she could bear-to be told she ought to be ashamed of her shame,
not of her degradation. Jenkins glared at her. "Wait a minute!"
For no reason that she could think of, she
waited.
"I'm going to give you a choice that is
no choice. Either you let me take away this excuse you've given for skulking in
a Paddington backstreet—get you a bath and a shampoo and some clean
clothes—"
Sally
fancied she could see in Jenkin's eyes something like
the expression she had so often detected in Rowall's.
A small voice in her head said: You only have to wait till they get desperate . . .
"Or?" she said
coldly.
"Or
I'll give your name and description to the first policeman I meet, tell him
you're missing from home and have lost your memory, and get the authorities to
rescue you by force. It's up to you. I think you!d rather go back to your friends in a presentable condition
and on you own feet than in the company of a
policeman."
You only have to wait till they get desperate . .
.
Suddenly
Sally found she didn't care any longer; her pride, her insistence on standing
by herself, melted away, and she gave a slow nod. What the hell? I am desperate, and it's no
good lying to myself any longer. If I try to make out
on my own after this, there's only one way I can go. Down.
Jenkins
called for the bill and paid it. Sally felt that the coins tinkling in the
saucer on the table were like the bell of a cash register ringing up the sale
of her soul.
CHAPTER IV
He
took her onlv a
short distance, into a small square off the long tree-lined avenue down which
they had driven earlier. He parked the car outside a row of handsome old houses
which had been converted into apartments, and took her indoors. She barely
noticed what was going on until she found herself in a large, high-ceilinged
room, aggressively contemporary in its decor and furnishings, and blessedly,
wonderfully warm.
Once more now and then telescoped
in her mind.
This was the sort of environment she had known before . . . She didn't let the
thought go further than that. But how wonderful to own so many things! There were shelves and shelves of books,
stacks of records, a record player, a tape recorder, pictures— so many
individual items she grew dizzy in a ridiculous attempt to count them one by
one.
Jenkins
had shut the door behind her. Now he had gone into an adjacent room and was
doing something that sounded busy. Sally listened, wondering if she ought to
turn around and run out of the house; before she could make up her mind to do
so, he was back.
"All
right," he said, and there was determination in his voice. He had put his
glasses back on when they left the restaurant, and was still wearing them, so
he no longer looked too ridiculously youthful. "I think you had better
start with a bath and shampoo. If you go into the bedroom you'll find a
dressing gown and a couple of towels set out. I'll run your bath while you're
undressing. There's a bottle of shampoo in the bathroom—I'll show you where.
And I want you to give me your clothes.
"What?"
said Sally wonderingly. Jenkins looked uncomfortable,
even embarrassed, but he went on firmly.
"I
don't want to run the risk of you deciding to walk out while I'm gone. I can't
see you running off wearing nothing but a dressing gown. I'm sorry, but—"
He spread his hands. Then he turned to a table close at hand, on which stood
his telephone; he took up the pad and the pencil which lay there for
note-taking, and scribbled something down. "Now," he said, and drew a
deep breath, "what sizes do you take in clothes?"
"I—I—do you mean you want to go out and buy me new things? You must be crazy! I couldn't let you do that!"
"Look
at yourself," said Jenkins pitilessly. "Oh, don't worry—I'll send you
the bill for what I buy. I'm not that well off."
"But-"
"Wrap them up in your coat and give me
the bundle, if you prefer it that way," said Jenkins, uncannily divining
the excuse she was making to herself. She was slightly shocked at the wordly wisdom implicit in the remark. Then she forgot it,
and went silently into the bedroom with her head downcast.
She
was desperate, she told herself. And desperate does as desperate is.
Slowly,
behind the closed door, she took off her clothes and put on the dressing gown.
It was thick and masculine and comfortable. The mere touch of a different
fabric on her skin was in itself a reward, and she felt suddenly lighter of
heart. Maybe Jenkins wasn't so bad . . .
She
bundled up her clothes as she had been directed, and when there was a tentative
knock at the door she said, "Come
■ n
in.
Jenkins
entered, took up the bundle of clothes with a nod and tossed them into a
closet. He locked the closet door and pocketed the key.
"I
suppose you might break it open," he said. "But you'd need to want to
get away pretty badly. Now, tell me your clothing sizes."
"Everything?"
"Everything,"
said Jenkins shortly.
She
told him; he noted the details carefully, including stockings and shoes.
"I'll get you a pair of flat-heeled slippers," he said musingly.
"I don't think you'd better have proper shoes without trying them on. How
about a dress? What colors do you like?"
"Oh, anything." She made an impaient gesture. "What do you like?"
"Red," he said promptly. "Onlv I never met a blonde who really enjoyed wearing bright
colors. I'll get you a pastel-light blue or something like that." He put
down the pencil and tore the sheet from the scratch pad. Quite unexpectedly, he
gave a short nervous laugh.
"You
know, this is really going to embarrass me," he said. "I've never in mv life walked into the ladies' underwear department. Oh
well, there has to be a first time for everything."
Suddenly,
in that moment, Sally found she didn't dislike Jenkins after all. She smiled,
and the smile woke light in her eyes that hadn't been there for weeks.
Jenkins
pocketed his notes and picked up the towels from the bed. "Okay, I'll show
you the bathroom and then get going. I shouldn't have to spend long on this. By
the way though—how did you remember your sizes so quickly?"
"I
didn't give it a thought," said Sallv, staring. "How odd."
Jenkins
shrugged. "Well, you remembered vour name and
other things—I believe it's usually only events which go when you get
amnesia."
Later,
soaking in the wonderful luxury of a hot bath, Sallv
thought of that remark. Only events. It fitted. The .trouble was, though, that she did have memories of
events. Fantastic, unearthly
events, that didn't belong
to her own life.
She
knew that much. Now, trving to recapture exactly what
it was that she had remembered in the hallwav of Rowall's house, she found she could not. It was alwavs the same. An event, an outside stimulus, reminded
her, and she called to mind a casual reference to something which had happened
to her. Only when the memory itself was presented to her consciousness, it was
invariably so tervifvinglv torong that she fled into the depths of her mind, hunting the recollection of
the real world in which she must have grown up.
Somewhere in this brain, she thought, there must be memories of childhood, of parents, of school. Instead, when she tried
to think back, she found only utter and complete strangeness.
She
felt verv frightened again for a moment, and then the
comforting embrace of the water reassured her. Everything might turn out all
right after all. Jenkins had said she needed a doctor; that was perfectly true.
Really, she must need a psychiatrist—why had she shrunk from seeking medical
help? Mavbe she had unconsciously inherited a belief
that mental illness was somehow more shameful than physical.
And
yet she didn't feel mentally ill at all. Most of the time—aside from the
emptiness she was aware of when she sought for memories of her earlier life—she
thought clearly and logically enough.
Frowning,
she tried to dismiss the whole train of ideas, and dunked her head backward in
the bath prior to reaching for the bottle of shampoo. This was the lazy way of
washing her hair, but she was enjoying the bath so much that she could not
summon the energy to get out and dry herself and wash
her hair in the sink.
The
sucking feel of the water behind her head was the trigger this time. At first
she was only aware of a vague sensation of disquiet; she shampooed her hair and
rinsed it and shampooed it again. It was only by degrees that she realized she
was again fighting to retain her hold on reality.
I
must get out of the bath and rinse my hair properly at the sink, she told herself firmly, or it will be all dull With
soap film.
She
splashed lather away from her eyes, and again, almost without conscious
intention, bent her head back and submerged her scalp a third time. And—
Laughing
among the other girls in the shallow pooh left between the rocks by the
retreating tide, she raised her head around her. In
this sun it would dry soon enough. She climbed out of the pool in which she had
been bathing herself and stretched happily. The air and the water were both
warm; the sky was a brilliant, wonderful blue, and the red rocks and the
reddish-brown sand stretched away to the deep green sea.
Two
of the other girls had brought a ball; noiv, seeing
that she had risen from her bath, one of them called to her, inviting her to
join them in a game with it. Without bothering to wrap the single length of
cloth about her that served as clothing for men and women alike in the pleasant
climate of this region, she delightedly agreed, and ran down onto the sand to
catch the ball and send it bouncing back.
Soon
the rest of the girls had finished bathing in the rock-pools; some of them
joined the game with the ball, others chose to stretch out lazily and sleep or
talk about their boy friends. Much time had passed
when one of their number, who had been staring out to sea gave a frightened cry
and threw up her arm, pointing.
On
the edge of the ocean were four ominous black shapes; they were ships. Large ships. They had cast anchor where the water was as
deep as a man's waist, and now men were pouring from them, clashing over the
side and clambering onto the beach. Even at a distance it could be seen that
they were big and strangely clad, and that each of them brandished a
double-bitted ax or a mace.
She
was standing on a rock in the center of a ring of her companions; the ball was
in her hands and she was just about to throw it. Now, startled, and as
horrified by the intrusion of the strangers as were all the other girls, she
dropped the ball in astonishment and took an automatic step backwards.
Losing
her footing on the slippery rock, she fell. The sucking sensation of water on
the back of her head was the last thing she remembered before her head struck
something terribly hard, and there was darkness, and
water in her lungs.
Choking, terrified, Sally scrambled back to
reality with a spluttering cry. She had let her head fall back so far in the
tub that water rose into her mouth and nostrils; she blew it out with a gasp,
and spat the foul soapy taste away.
Again. It had happened again.
There
were footsteps outside, which barely penetrated her numbed consciousness; then
someone tried the handle of the bathroom door and found it would not give.
"Are
you all right?" said the familiar voice of Nick Jenkins. "Sally, are
you all right?"
It
was the first time she had heard him use her name. An overwhelming relief
streamed through her body, making her shake and tremble like
a leaf.
Coming
back from a very long way away, she found her voice and spoke. "Yes, I'm
all right. I'll be out in a moment."
She
got up noisily and pulled the plug; then she dried herself and wrapped one of
the two towels she had been given around her head. She took a deep breath and
opened the door. Jenkins was standing there in the foyer. She made certain
the~"dressing gown was pulled closely round her body and went out to him.
"Good
God!" he said. He had taken off his glasses again. "Good God! You're as white as a sheet, and you're
shaking fit to fall apart! Here, I'd better help you."
She
leaned on his arm gratefully, and as he helped her into the living room, she
whispered to herself, "Thank heavens somebody helped me after all."
She
was ashamed of herself for having refused to recognize that she needed help
for so long.
CHAPTER V
"Bella!" Rowall shouted at
the top of his lungs, and his wife came hurrying through from the kitchen
without even taking the time to set down the saucepan she was holding. The look
in Rowall's eyes warned her before she spoke that
something disastrous had occurred.
"What is it?" she
asked in a small voice.
"What
is it? Only that your brilliant idea of giving
the Ercott girl enough rope to drink herself crazy
has paid off. And it's likely to ruin everything. It's damned lucky I got to
hear about it as soon as I did."
"Calm down a bit, Arthur," Bella suggested. "Maybe it's not as bad as you think it
is." She couldn't resist adding, "It usually isn't."
"Shut
up and listen. I went around the corner to get a paper, and I heard the old man
in the shop talking about the girl who nearly got run over outside here. That's
her, isn't it? You're not going to tell me there've been two of them in one
day." His tone was bitterly sarcastic.
"Well, what about
her?"
"The old fool was making a great joke
about how the young man driving the car picked her up a few minutes afterwards
and drove off with her."
Bella's
face went slowly white. She had to turn and set down the pan she was holding
before she could trust herself to speak; Rowall went
on at exactly the moment she managed to shape the first word.
"Fortunately
it turns out the old man knows who the driver is — he lives just around the
corner and buys his papers in the same shop. His name's Jenkins, and he drives
a
pre-war MG,
a dark green one. Sports model. Get a coat on and come
out and help me look for it. The old man thinks he lives in one of the squares
behind Sussex Gardens."
"Well,
good Lord! What was all the panic about if you know who he is and where he's taken
her?" snapped Bella. "If you ask me, she's decided to take up your
suggestion and get herself some money."
"Idiot!" snarled Rowall. "Suppose she tells him the truth about
herself? Suppose he's not as thick-brained as you hope he may be? Where do we find ourselves then?"
"Oh,
he won't." Bella spoke with weary disdain. "I wish you wouldn't be so
scared of your own shadow —"
"Shadow
be damned!" roared Rowall.
He was trembling in an ecstasy of fear and rage, and his voice rose to a shout.
"You can't recognize danger when it comes up and pokes you in the belly!
Get your coat on and come with me! I only hope we can pry this Jenkins off her
before it's too late. You and your soft-minded imbecility! We'll wind up having
to make her look for another body — and I said we
ought to do that in the first place, remember?"
"Keep
your voice down!" his wife said urgently. "All
right, all right. If it'll give you any satisfaction, I'll come and look
for her with you. But I'm damned sure you've been panicking over nothing, as
usual."
In
the room overhead, Clyde West straightened up and
brushed off the knees of his trousers. His full-lipped face was set in a
puzzled frown.
He
had only caught part of what Rowall and his wife were
saying, but the fabric of the house was thin enough for him to have heard Rowall's last explosion with perfect clarity. He didn't
understand a bit of it, but the violence behind it worried him.
The Ercott girl had worried him since she first came here; he
remembered how she had been crying in the hall on that rainy night, how he had
seen her thrust money into Rowall's hand to let her
save the empty room on the floor above. He had heard the sound of her hopeless
weeping as he went up to the bathroom later on, and imagined her alone in the
totally bare room. He had hesitated with his hand stretched out to knock at the
wooden panels of the door; he had looked at the hand poised before him,
considered it for a moment, and drew it back. Probably she would tell him to
mind his own business.
That
was not the only time he had listened to her choking sobs, either from his room
below or from the landing. He had seen her as she went about the house,
cowering, not wishing to be seen, and wondered endlessly who she was, why she
was here where she didn't belong.
He
had wondered, too, about the attitude of the Rowalls
towards their new tenant. He hated the house and its owners both; however, he
had little choice as to where he could live, for he was trying to make out as
an actor, and there were few parts available, so most of the time he had to get
along on his carefully husbanded savings. This place he had was cheap, and he
had made it fairly comfortable. He had seen worse back home in Australia.
But
this Ercott girl — she had seen better, that was for
sure.
Down
below he heard the front door open, stay open long enough for two people to
pass through, and shut again. He glanced from the window; yes, there were the Rowalls striding along, he with a face like thunder, she
half a step behind him with an expression of resigned annoyance.
Resolution
hardened in him. He didn't know what it was the Rowalls
had in mind for Sally Ercott, but he was sure it was
evil. Somehow he must try to get a step ahead of them, warn her, get this Jenkins to keep her away. If she came back to this
house, he thought, she was done for.
Jenkins sat her in a comfortable armchair and
hurried to fetch a blanket to put around her shoulders. He dropped to his knees
beside her and took her hand comfortingly.
"Can you tell me what happened?" he
asked.
She
knew. She could remember. That was strange; usually the memories vanished — but
then that was hardly surprising, for she usually fled from them, with or
without the help of alcohol. If she could remember, she could speak.
"Nick,"
she said pleadingly, "please listen carefully to
what I say, and don't jump to the conclusion that I'm crazy."
He
nodded assuringly. "I promise faithfully that I
won't jump to any conclusions at all," he said. "I'll tell you what I think, that's all."
It
was a candid remark; she accepted it. She sat back in the chair and crossed her
legs, staring into vacancy. "Well, to start with, what would you expect me
to tell you about my past? My childhood, I mean, and my
background."
Jenkins
considered. "I would guess that you had a pretty good education, because
of your voice. You probably went to an exclusive school. Maybe you were trained
as a model or for the stage, because you walk very gracefully."
"I
feel that way, too. That's the sort of thing I ought to remember. Only — you
know how something you see, or something someone says to you, can remind you of
other things that took place years ago? Well, that happens to me.
"Only
the things I remember having had happen to me can't possibly have happened to me."
"Such
as?"
She
told him about playing naked on the red beach with the other girls from the
village, and how the warriors came from the black ships; how she had fallen
backwards into the pool and struck her head. Jenkins listened with attention,
not betraying the cynical disbelief she had half expected.
"So
you would probably have drowned in the pool," he suggested. "The
water would have covered your face."
She nodded. "Do you
remember any other things like that?" he went on. "For instance, had
you had a — a vision like this when I nearly ran you down?"
She
knit her brows. Why, of course. The hallway had become a sort of cave, and —
Jenldns read the mounting horror in her eyes before
she gave it utterance, and said quickly, "If it's very dreadful, maybe you
shouldn't —"
She
shook her head. "It isn't so dreadful in its own context," she said.
"I'll tell you about it."
When
she had done, Jenkins shuddered. He had got up from the floor and taken a chair
facing her while she was talking. Now he said, "I'm sorry, but I disagree.
I think the idea of some monster using human beings to spread its young is
absolutely disgusting."
"To
me, as I'm sitting here," she hastened to agree, "it does seem
horrible. But to the person I was at the time, it — it was just something I'd
grown up with, gotten used to."
"Do
you remember anj'thing else about the creature? For
example, how come it spoke Eng—how come it spoke a human language?"
Her
eyes widened in surprise. "That's something I hadn't thought of, but
you're quite right. Oh, I don't mean how could I understand it — after all, it
was intelligent and could compel human beings to serve it, so I never gave that
question a thought. But now that you mention it, I don't think the language it
used was English, although I understood it."
"Logical.
There isn't such a creature anywhere in the world, and hasn't been during the
time that English has been spoken. Ergo, English wasn't spoken. How did this
thing get its power over human beings, anyway?"
"Why,
every year or so a few people in the city felt an uncontrollable urge to walk
into the tunnels in the side of the mountain, down to where the thing lived
underground. I don't know how the creature actually called them to come."
"You
just mentioned a city. When you told me about playing on the beach with other
girls, you said they came from a village. What was this city like, do you
remember?"
She
closed her eyes. The effort of recollection plowed shallow parallel furrows
across her forehead. "It was quite big. It had wide roads, but the
buildings were only one story high. There were carts and hand-trucks, but no
cars. In the middle there was a big temple which nobody ever visited any more.
When people first came to the place, they used to offer sacrifices there to try
and stop the creature in the mountain from taking away any more of the young
men and women. Eventually they realized it wasn't doing any good, so they
stopped going there." She opened her eyes. "I'm afraid I'm talking
hopeless nonsense, but you asked for it."
Jenkins
shook his head. "You seem to me to be talking sense. It all hangs
together. How about the village — the one all the girls came from?"
"Very small — only a few hundred people. No roads or anything. People grew vegetables
and went fishing. There was a lot of fish. Young girls like me didn't have to
work until they were betrothed, when they were taught to cook and weave and
keep house. We were supposed to play on one side of the island and the boys on
the other — they mostly learned to make nets and harpoons and get fish. Only of
course sometimes we managed to creep across the island, especially at night,
and meet our boy friends halfway."
It
was amazing the richness and fullness of detail that crowded these out-of-place
memories now that she was thinking about them without the beclouding terror
that had blurred her mind before.
There
was a brief pause while Jenldns reflected on what she
had said. Then he got up.
"I
better not keep you sitting here with that dressing gown on," he said.
"I put the things I bought you in the bedroom — I hope they'll do. While
you're dressing, suppose I go through the phone book and see if anybody has
lost a beautiful girl called Sally?"
She
flushed. But she couldn't think of a sound reason why he shouldn't. He accepted
her silence as consent, and went over to the phone. He was shuffling through
the directory S to Z as she passed towards the bedroom.
"Not
Urquhart, U - r - q," she said. "Ercott — E - r -c - o - double - t."
"Sorrv,"
he said absently, and reached for E to K.
"Nick."
He looked up with a smile.
"Yes?"
"Nick,
you seem perfectly ready to accept these wild illusions of mine as if they
really were memories. Whv?"
"You said that's what
they seem like to you, didn't you?"
"Yes,"
agreed Sally, and went on into the bedroom. Somehow, the possibility that the
memories might
be real troubled her more
than the possibility that they were pure imagination.
CHAPTER VI
The trouble melted in the sensuous delight of
clean new clothes on her body. Even when she heard the ratching
of the telephone dial, she made no attempt to eavesdrop on what Jenkins was
saying.
He
had remembered everything. Carefully she unwrapped
each item; then she hung the dressing gown over a chair and hurried into the underthings. Standing before the long mirror in her slip,
she undid the towel round her head and finished drying her hair. Then she
borrowed a brush Iving on the bedside table and
stroked it into a shining glory it had not known for months. At last she put on
the dress — light blue, as he had said it would be — and looked at her reflection.
She wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.
It was a miracle. It was purely and simply a miracle.
The
vague sound of Jenkins talking on the phone outside had stopped. She tore
herself away from contemplation of the vision she had become, wishing only that
she had some means of disguising her chapped lips and the tired circles of
darkness beneath her eyes, and opened the bedroom door.
Jenkins was sitting in a chair chewing his
lower lip. He looked up, and his astonishment was obvious.
"Damnation!" he exclaimed. "I was right, wasn't I, when I said I
was taking a pretty girl to lunch?"
Delighted, Sally danced a .few steps forward
across the floor, spinning round so that her skirt swung out around her thighs.
She felt as if she had made an entrance on stage, in a fabulous period costume
which made a whole auditorium hold its collective breath. It was like being a
bride . . .
The splendor of her clothes was dazzling.
Around her hips was a skirt of thinly beaten gold leaf appliqued
on heavy silk. Over her shoulders and crossing on her bosom were two
magnificent panels of brocade, with fertility symbols and good-luck charms
embroidered on them in red. Her waist was girdled with a belt of red and yellow
hide; on her head was a crown of feathers and shells that towered almost her
own height above her, and was so heavy her neck ached. Green paint outlined her
eyes; red, her lips; blue, the fine veins on the backs of her hands. There was
a ring with a stone set in it weighing down each finger, and every stone
differed from its neighbor. Around each of her toes was a tiny leather strap
with a bell attached, jingling as she moved. A necklace of solid metal plates
an inch square clung to her throat. It was the most gorgeous bridal array that
had been seen in a hundred years.
It
passed. A few hours before it would have shaken her mind to
its foundations; now Jenkins' contagious matter-of-factness steadied her and
caused her to reflect that she could be, was being, helped. She did not
have to bear her burden all alone.
He
had not noticed her moment of shock. His face had relapsed into a deep-etched
frown, and he was letting a cigarette burn towards his fingers with half an
inch of ash balanced on it. He said, "Come and sit down. I'm afraid my
bright idea wasn't so bright. I can't find anyone named
Ercott in the directorv
at all."
j
Sally
came forward and sat obediently. She didn't know whether to feel disappointed
or relieved. "But I thought I heard you phoning," she said.
"Were you calling information or something?"
"I
did that, too." Jenkins answered. "But — well, I'm afraid I cheated a
little. I called a friend of mine, Doctor Tom Gospell.
I hope you don't mind."
Sally
felt a quiver of apprehension. "A — a doctor?" she emphasized. "Not —
"Not
a psychiatrist, no. I'm sure you'll like him, by the way. His office isn't far
from here; he's just got a few house calls to make and then he'll be over. I
thought it would be wise, just in case — you know, in case you'd hurt your head or something."
Sally nodded.
"Well,
all we can do just now is hang on till he comes. How
are the clothes, by the wav?"
"They're
absolutely perfect, Nicky. It's so wonderful to have nice things to put on
again."
As
Sally spoke, the memory of herself in that fantastic
barbarian bridal costume came back, "But it doesn't fitif with any of the other memories I've had! I
don't know^ho
I
was marrying, or whether I liked him or was being sold to him — all I know is
that I was loving every moment of being a bride and
having such gorgeous clothes. Although I really think they were hideous."
Jenkins said astutely,
"How old were you?"
"Why
— why, I —" She stopped trying to pretend, and gaped openmouthed at him in
undignified awe. "Nick, are you a mindreader or
something?"
"No, of course not. I just make a habit of guessing wildly. I take it this particular shot
in the dark was on target, and you were a mere child, too young to know what
marriage was really about."
She nodded speechlessly.
"Hmph!"
he said, and put his chin in his palm.
The
accuracy of his "shot in the dark" had shaken Sally. She felt a
sudden need to know something about this imperturbable stranger, and leaned
forward. "Nick, what do you
do? Tell me about yourself."
He
looked slightly uncomfortable. "Well, as a matter of fact — I'm afraid
people always find this rather ridiculous, but it's the absolute truth — I'm an
inventor. When I was at Oxford, I thought up two or three gadgets and patented
them. A friend of mine sold them to a big commercial company, and they caught
on so well that I got quite a lot of money. So, being as lazy a sort of guy as
you're likely to meet, I decided not to bother about working for a
living." He spread his hands vaguely. "When my bank balance runs low,
I just think up a new gadget."
"Sounds fascinating." Sally stared at him. "And you really
get enough out of these things to live on?"
"Well,
not exactly. The firm that took my first three ideas was so pleased with them
they sort of put me on a regular salary. They pay me five hundred a year on
condition that I produce one new gadget a year in their particular line, which
is household plastics, and give them first refusal on anything which doesn't
fall into that field. They must make at least five thousand out of the things they have of mine, so it
doesn't reallv cost them much,"
He
dismissed his personal achievements with a wave. "Look, while you were
getting dressed I had an idea. Can you draw?"
Sally
blinked. "I think I can — a little. I'm not sure, though, because I don't
think I've tried since before —"
"Well, here's a pencil and a pad.
Suppose you try and draw some of the things you remember. I've got a perfectly
sensible reason for asking this. You seem to be able to visualize these
memories of yours very clearly, but it's hard for you to put them into words,
isn't it? You can't get across the sort of little differences you want to
describe. Mavbe vou can
draw them. Let's trv, eh?
Suppose we start with this outfit vou were wearing as
a child-bride."
Obediently,
Sally took the pencil and poised it over the paper. After a moment she started
to sketch awkwardly, putting the tip of her tongue between her lips as she
worked, like a small girl having trouble with her homework.
After a while she tore the sheet of paper off
the pad and crumpled it up. "It's no good," she said resignedly.
"I sort of remember it from the inside, if you follow me. I mean, I was
actually wearing this outfit, so I didn't get a chance to see myself in it.
Maybe there wasn't a mirror, or it was supposed to be unlucky or
something."
"Very possible," agreed Jenkins.
"Yes, I see what you mean about remembering it from inside. How about something
you saw from a distance? Remember the black ships that came to shore when you
were playing ball with the girls? You saw them, and the men that came from
them."
"That's right," Sally agreed. She
took up the pencil again; this time the sketch went ahead rapidly, and she gave
a nod of satisfaction as she filled in each of the details.
"There!"
she said when she had finished. "That's one of the men from the ships,
battle-ax and all."
Jenkins
took the pad from her. The figure was drawn in bold, definite strokes;
obviously the picture had been very clear in Sally's mind as she worked. He
felt a cold shiver crawl down his spine as he studied it.
"Sally,"
he said gently, "there's something odd about this drawing. Are you sure
it's exactly as you remember it?"
"Why, yes."
"Then
I think you — no, I'll let you say it. Sally, the man you've drawn here has four arms."
CHAPTER
VII
The sky over London had clouded up; a chilly
breeze kicked at the young leaves on the trees. Clyde West
wished to God he had stopped to put on an extra sweater as well as his coat
when he left the house to follow the Rowalls.
He wasn't good at this detective work;
however, he didn't think they had noticed his presence, because he rather selfconsciously made use of the chance to alter his
bearing, his manner of walking and the other little clues that give away
identity at a distance. He reminded himself to walk like a tired man, a lively
man, a lazy man, in turn. Now, though, he was getting to the stage at which he
could only walk like a cold man. Which he was.
The Rowalls didn't seem to have a very clear idea of where they
were going, to begin with. They had gone through all the squares in the
neighborhood, looking at cars.
It
seemed to be green MG's that interested them; presumably that was the type of
car this man Jenkins drove. West had not heard that particular part of the
argument beween the Rowalls;
the couple's actions, however, were filling in the
gaps for him.
When they found a green MG parked in one of
the squares, they went all along the nearby porches looking at the names on the
doorbells. They drew blank fairly consistently. When they had covered a
considerable distance from home, they halted and had a somewhat heated
discussion. West contrived to look at them and appear to be going nowhere in a
hurry at the same time. When he saw that they were starting back the way they
had come, he dodged into a bookshop on the corner.
The Rowalls went past on the other side of the street,
apparently having given up and decided to head for home. West followed them again,
wondering what the hell he could have done anyway if they had found their prey.
They were passing the entrance to one of the squares which they had previously
searched, when Rowall caught at his wife's arm and
pointed excitedly to a shabby, dark green car which had not been there when
they came this way the first time.
West
felt his heart sink and his throat grow dry. Rowall
went back to his old game of checking names on doorbells, and this time he must
have struck lucky, for he made a note on a slip of paper and then walked across
the road into the middle of the square to look up at the windows of a
first-floor apartment.
What
were they going to do if this was the place they were looking for?
The
couple talked in low tones for a moment, and then Rowall
glanced around conspiratorially. He saw no one in sight likely to take anv notice; West was in the shadow of a convenient doorway
and couldn't be seen.
Going up to the sports car, Rowall reached rapidly inside and put his hand up beside
the steering wheel. He seemed to give a sharp tug. With another glance around,
he stepped back, dusting his hands, and returned to his wife with a satisfied air.
He must have pulled loose the wires running
to the ignition, West diagnosed. A convenient, if temporary,
method of immobilizing the vehicle. The reason for the action escaped
him—but then, he was unclear about the reason for
anything the Rowalls were doing at the moment.
Once again they seemed to be disputing
between themselves, with Rowall getting the better
of it. At length he turned and began to walk away, while his wife, with a
mutinous expression, took up a leaning position against a tree from which she
could survey the entrance to Jenkin's apartment, and
his car. When he had gone a short distance, Rowall turned
and called something indistinguishable; his wife made an insulting gesture, and
he went on his way with even greater energy and irritation.
Obviously there was a purpose in all this.
West began to wish he hadn't felt compelled to try and help Sally Ercott; now he could do nothing but stand here watching the
watcher.
Twenty
minutes had passed, and he was tempted to leave and go somewhere to get warm,
when Bella Rowall began to shift from foot to foot.
She appeared to be suffering some kind of discomfort. West realized after a
second's puzzlement what the trouble must be, and had to put his hand to his
mouth to stifle a laugh. Praise be for the human
metabolism.
Bella
Rowall stuck it out for another fifteen minutes;
then, as there was still no sign of her husband returning, she flounced off
from her post with a hurt expression and disappeared down a side street. West
seized his chance; he ran across the road and up the steps to the door which
she I had been watching. He pressed the bell marked
Nicholas Jenkins and waited anxiously for a reply.
There was no mistake. Sally stared at the
drawing she had executed, hoping that some miracle would transform the two
brawny left arms clutching the raised ax into one left arm and one right. But
he had two right arms already.
Sally's
face paled. "Nick, I must be
crazy. There never was a man with four arms like that!"
"You
told me earlier not to jump to conclusions," Jenkins remarked mildly.
"You seem to be jumping to conclusions yourself now. Your mind seems to be
relaxing a bit already —you've told me about three of these memories so far. Any more?"
"There've
been dozens," said Sally. "Oh, all right—111
see if I can tell you about
some of them. Last night, for example . . ."
At
first the recollection of the horror that the memory had brought was more vivid
than the memory itself. It was like trying to call back a dream dreamt last
year, and the alcoholic fog in which she had tried to lose herself muddled her.
Bit
by bit an icy wind seemed to drive the fog away, and she spoke of the way the
people grew hungry in a bad season, when game was scarce and ice lay thick on
the rivers and the winter seemed as though it would never end. That time she
had been old and toothless, and she had huddled shivering in the corner with
nothing to keep her warm but one stiff old piece of hide. The young people
crowded her away when she tried to get near the little fire, and piece by piece
they had also stolen her clothes for themselves, no matter how much she raved
and threatened to haunt them when she died. There had been no meat in the pot
for davs now, not even the carcass of a small animal
frozen to death in the snow. The children had cried ceaselessly at first, but
now most of them were too weak even to cry.
Yesterday
her grandson, now the head of the family, had started to cast meaningful
glances at her. Now he uttered what was in his mind, saying that the old woman
was useless, she had borne her children, now she was only a gaping mouth
depriving the youngsters of precious food. His wife, the fat one from over the
hill who had always hated the old woman, chimed in with the suggestion that
there was even so a little meat on her scrawny frame . . .
The
picture of the man advancing menacingly towards her with his hunting knife in
his hand was again so vivid that it brought sweat to Sally's forehead, and she
had to grip the sides of the chair to control herself.
"I
suppose that one was triggered off by the fact that I was lying on the floor
trying to keep warm with only my coat to cover me," she said.
"Could \>e. Could you draw the man who was going to kill
you?"
Sally felt half afraid to say yes, although the man was so clear in her mind she knew she
could depict him easily. She studied him mentally; no, there was nothing
incongruous or inhuman about this one. She decided to risk it, drew with swift,
certain strokes, and waited while Jenkins looked at the result.
When
he said nothing, she asked shrilly, "Is there anything wrong this
time?"
Jenkins
put the drawing aside. "You haven't given him any hair or ears," he
said reluctantly. "His head is as round as a cannon ball."
Well,
of course it was . . . Sally stifled the tart reply and put her hand
to her shoulder-length blonde hair. In the memory, she knew beyond doubt, none
of the participants had hair or external ears.
She
said faintly, "He has ears like a snake's—just a slit in the skull and a
hole leading to an eardrum inside."
"He would have,"
Jenkins agreed.
"Is that all you can
find to say?"
"Do you want to be
congratulated on the vividness of your imagination or the precision of your
memory?" Jenkins asked acidly. "I mean just what I say—"
The
doorbell interrupted his sentence, and he glanced at his watch.
"Funny—that can't be Tom Gospell already, I'm
certain. Wonder who—Oh well, I'd better go see."
While
he hurried downstairs, Sally took back her two drawings and studied them
uncomprehendingly. She was still seeking an answer to the riddle when Jenkins
came back, looking completely mystified.
"Sally, do you know
any Australians?" he demanded.
"I—I don't think so,
unless maybe from before."
"That
doesn't fit at all. That was an Australian who rang the bell. He asked if I was
Nicholas Jenkins, and I said I was, and then asked if I had a Miss Ercott here. Of course I said I hadn't, but I suppose I was
so surprised I gave myself away, because he didn't believe me. He said, 'Well,
tell her for God's sake to keep away from the Rowans. They know she's here. I
don't know what they're fixing to do to her, but it's something horrible.' What
did he mean by that?"
"Mr.
and Mrs. Rowall are the landlords of the place where
I've been living," said Sally in a faint voice. "How did he know? How
did this man know I was here? It—maybe it was the man who lived on the floor
below me in the house."
"Yes,
I decided it wasn't much good pretending you weren't here if he was out to help
you. I asked how he'd found me, and he said he'd followed Rowall
and his wife when they came to look for you. He said he had to go, because Mrs.
Rowall was watching the house and would come back any
moment, and she would recognize him. That fits, doesn't it? And then he said
something which really shook me."
Sally looked at him dumbly,
like a frightened doe.
"He
said, 'It doesn't mean anything to me, but maybe it will to Miss Ercott. They said they were going to have to make her look
for another body.' And then he ran off."
"It
sounds horrible!" Sally exclaimed. "But it doesn't mean anything to
me. What shook you about it—the way he said it?"
"No,
not the way he said it," Jenkins replied absently, going over to the
window. It was not dark yet by a long way, and he hesitated in the act of
drawing the curtains.
"No,
we don't need to be that obvious," he said. "Sally, come over here in
the corner, without letting yourself be seen in the
window. Look out behind the curtain—don't move it more than you can help.
There's a woman down below. Do you recognize her?"
Sally
complied quickly, and nodded. "That's Mrs. Rowall
all right," she said in a low voice. "Nick, what on earth am I to
do?"
"I don't think you have a lot to be
afraid of," Jenkins said.
"But
I have! A nervous breakdown, and now this foul man Rowall
and his wife after me. I'm damned sure it's not just his back rent he's after
me for—" She broke off. "Damn it, why don't you tell me? Do you know
what's wrong with me, can you even guess? If I'm not already crazy, worrying's going to make me that way!"
"I
can guess," said Jenkins levelly. "It's a wild guess, like the one
about the child-bride, and though I was right on that point I won't necessarily
be right this time. But it was this guess that made me sit up and take notice
of what that Australian said just now about making you look for another
body"
"I
don't think you're insane. I think when you get these memories you really are
remembering, or visualizing at any rate. And what you're seeing is life on
other worlds."
"What?"
said Sally faintly in a very small voice. All her
worries about what Rowall and his wife might do faded
from her mind.
Taking a final look at Bella Rowall, as though to fix her appearance in his mind,
Jenkins said, "Come away from here and sit down. You don't have to worry
about this Rowall couple while you're in this
apartment. I did a little tinkering a while ago, and I imagine it's about as
thoroughly burglar-proofed as any place could be. Sold a couple of the ideas I
worked out for the job—
"Yes,
I meant what I said. It seems perfectly logical to me. Obviously there has
never been on Earth a race of bald men with snakes' ears, or marauding
barbarians with four arms, or mountain creatures which steal away human beings
to plant their young. If not here, then elsewhere.
After all, there are millions upon millions of stars in the sky, and we know
that some of them have planets. The laws of chance insist that there must be
thousands of planets on which people like us could exist."
"But
how could memories of these others planets be
here-inside my head?"
"Well
... I say again that this is all
guesswork of the wildest sort, but something strikes me as significant about the
various episodes you've described to me. Each of them dealt with a moment in
which you were on the point of death —in the tunnel with the mountain creature,
on the beach where you probably drowned in a pool, among these starving
tribesmen who proposed to eat you. Even the memory of yourself as a child-bride
might well qualify as the most vivid recollection of a whole life, especially
if you weren't really going to be married to a man, but to a deity of some
land, and accordingly sacrificed—but damn it, there I go guessing again.
"Nonetheless,
my thesis stands. Each of these memories could well be the one which was
uppermost when the consciousness, whatever that may be, carried it over into
death."
"Oh, no, Nick! There
must be a more rational explanation."
Jenkins
shrugged. "Okay, let's try and figure one out. But before we go on, do you
think in any of these visions you saw the night sky clearly enough to be able
to draw the patterns of the stars?" She shook her head.
"Well,
how about this world on which you were starving and freezing to death? Were the
winters always long?"
Sally screwed up her
forehead. "I—I think they were."
"What was it like when
the spring came?"
"Why,
like the end of any other winter. I can picture it
now, actually—the ice flaking off the eaves of the huts, the jams breaking in the rivers, the suns going up the sky—"
"What did you
say?"
"The
suns—no, the sun, I mean. No, that's not right."
Sally gave him a hurt look. "Nick, that's idiotic. But
I did mean suns.
Two of them. Small ones."
"That fits. The people with snakes' ears live on a planet turning around a double
star. No wonder the winters are always long—the orbit must be incredibly far out for the planet to be stable."
A
great light seemed
to be dawning on Sally. She
said, "I think I knew. Nick, where's my coat? I'll show you!"
Jenkins
hurried with
her to open the closet in
which he had locked Sally's old
clothes; she fumbled in the pocket of the coat and produced the magazine she
had sat reading (was it only last night?) as she sobbed in terror in her empty
room. "That's
right," she
said. "I did know. I think I'd instictively decided the things I was remembering could never have
happened on Earth."
"So
you turned to the imagination of science-fiction writers to see if you Could find a clue to them. It's not exactly conscious logic, but it's logic."
He
had a solemn, chastened expression which would have suited him better if he had
been wearing his glasses. He said, "It's like walking into the middle of
that magazine you have there, isn't it?"
Sally fought hard to keep her teeth from
chattering; her stomach felt as if it was being stirred with an egg-beater. She
said, "You take it all so calmly that I can't really think you believe
it."
The doorbell rang, and Jenkins looked out the
window again as he spoke. "I need some time to get used to the idea. So do
you, I imagine. That's Tom Gospell now—I can see his
car outside. I'll go let him in."
Troubledly, Sally awaited his return with the doctor,
who proved to be a huge man with an untidy red beard. He seemed unable to speak
in a tone quieter than a bellow, so that from a distance his most friendly
remarks sounded as if he was insulting a life-long enemy. He wore unpressed gray flannels and a tweed jacket, the pockets bulging
with reams of scribbled notes. Sally took to him, not exactly on sight, but
when he spoke to her.
"Nick tells me you're one up on the
astronomers, young woman," he boomed. "Good for you. Nick, get in the
bedroom and close the door. You, young lady, take off your dress and your
slip, if you've got one on, and he down on that couch. This is not an
invitation, it's an order, and all I want to do is look. Nick!"
Jenkins disappeared, chuckling, and Gospell fished out his stethoscope. Briskly he checked Sally's
heart, her lungs, her reflexes, the dilation of her pupils; made her stand on
one leg with her eyes closed and noted how long she lasted without falling.
When the examination was over, and she was getting dressed again, he gave her
some simple problems in mental arithmetic.
"Young woman," he growled when she
had solved them, "aside from the fact that you don't seem to have been
eating or sleeping properly lately, you're in damned good health. Let's have a
look at your scalp."
With surprising gentleness the blunt fingers
probed among the roots of her hair. "No—no sign of a blow or injury of any
sort," Gospell told her. He returned his
instruments to their leather case and called for Nick to come back.
"Let's
sit down and talk this over. I'd like to hear what you've got to say," he
suggested, pulling a large, much-used pipe from one of his overloaded pockets
and tamping tobacco into it as he spoke. "Sorry to have gone for you so
promptly, young woman—what is your name, anyway?"
"Sally."
"Suits you. What was I saying? Oh, yes. I wanted to take you by surprise, so to
speak. Sometimes psychological oddballs show up better that way. What Nick had
been telling me struck me as so improbable I wanted to make sure you weren't
off your rocker. Sorry to have doubted you, Nick."
Jenkins
was conscious of Sally's puzzled eyes on him. He explained quickly,
"Tom—uh—thinks I'm wasting myself on gadgets."
"You
are, damn it! If you weren't so congenitally lazy you'd be where you belong, in
a mental hospital. On the staff, damn
it," he added to Sally as he saw a mischievous glint in Jenkins's eye.
"However—"
He broke a match trying to strike it for his pipe, cursed, and lit a second
one. "All right, Nick. Go over it again, slowly, from the beginning, and
forgive me in advance if I tell you the whole idea's bunkum." He sat back
in his chair with a resigned expression.
Jenkins
went over the whole story in detail, showing Sally's drawings when he came to
them, and finishing with the mysterious message from the Australian who had
come to warn Sally of what the Rowalls were up to.
"Make
her look for another body?" said Gospell incredulously.
"Who do they think she is? Burke and Hare?"
"But
it fits, doesn't it? If I make anv sense out of
what's happened, it only adds up to the certainty that you, Sally"— he
turned and looked directly at her— "remember existence on some other
planet or planets; that the Rowalls know; and that
somehow the fact that you remember is dangerous to them. They want to make you
look for another body—not kill you. Think it over."
"I have," Sally said tremulously.
"And it terrifies me."
Gospell was combing his beard with his fingers.
"And you say that's the Rowall woman out there
watching this place. All right, granted it has a kind of lunatic consistency,
this theory of yours. Who are these Rowalls supposed
to be?"
"I
don't know," said Jenkins. "But it looks as if somehow it can't just
have been chance that when Sally first had these visions of hers, and
discovered she couldn't remember her home and so on, she found herself in
Rowan's place and couldn't get away."
"Are
they doing anything except keep an eye on the house?"
"Not a thing."
Jenkins
looked around and judged that it was now dark enough to draw the curtains. He
got up and did so,, and stiffened on looking down into
the square.
"Well,
that must be Rowall himself out there now. His wife
seems to have gone. I hope he didn't notice me looking at him."
"Well,
whoever or whatever the Rowalls may be, the boobytraps you've rigged up around this flat ought to keep
them out," Gospell grunted. "Uh—couldn't
you immobilize him by calling Scotland Yard and telling them about his living
on immoral earnings, or something?"
"I
suppose we could," said Jenkins doubtfully, but Sally shook her head.
"Please
... I don't want to have to try and
explain what's happened to me to the police or anyone else."
"You
might have trouble, at that," Gospell agreed.
"I don't know exactly what I can do for you, young woman. I could
recommend you to a psychiatrist I know,
but he'd probably try and beat these memories of yours into Freudian analogies
with real life. I think the best I can possibly do is to write you a
prescription for some tranquilizers, just in case it gets too much for you to
bear again.
"In all probability, whatever the true
nature of your peculiar memories, they've been precipitated by a shock. It
would be my guess that when you've had a chance to get used to an ordinary life
again, you'll find your own memories coming back bit by bit. I don't know of
anyone I could better commend you to the care of than Nick here, who's one of
the most level-headed people I know. You're taking on a load of trouble, Nick,
but if you think it's better that way than a hospital . . ."
Sally realized this must refer to something
they had discussed before Gospell came up to the
flat. She said, "Oh, no! I couldn't impose on you, Nick. You've spent
pounds on me already today, and I can't let you—"
"You want to go back to Rowall's?" put in Nick glacially. "Of
course not. You're broke. I'd cheerfully make you a sizable loan if I
thought you just wanted to get the hell out of here, but what would you do? I'm
not proposing to imprison you, damn it! Even if Rowall
knows you're here, you're perfectly safe for the time being, and as soon as I
can track down anyone who used to know you, or your family or whoever, I'll be
rather relieved to unload the worry on to them.
"Meantime—and it should only be a few
days—that bedroom's yours; I often turn it over to visitors and sleep in here
on the couch. Ask Tom's opinion, why don't you? The only real alternative, I'm
afraid, is a hospital—and maybe you wouldn't find such sympathetic listeners
there."
Sally hesitated, but she knew his argument
made sense.
"Settled," said Jenkins, and got to
his feet. "Come on, Tom—I'll go downstairs with you. I have to go out and
do some shopping for supper. And I forgot to get Sally a toothbrush."
CHAPTER VII
Sally
was alarmed at the idea of being left alone; Jenkins patiently showed her all
the devices he had installed to burglar-proof the apartment. "And if worse
comes to worse call the police," he finished. "We don't even know for
sure if Rowall means to do anything, remember."
His
voice sounded hollow and unconvincing even to himself, but Sally nodded a
reluctant acquiescence, and he gave her a bright smile as he turned to go
downstairs with Gospell.
They
separated on the doorstep, Gospell promising to call
later in the evening to find out whether Sally had had any more attacks of
inhuman memory. Then, looking in his bulky overcoat like a vast and amiable
bear, the doctor went back to his own car and roared into the gathering dark.
Jenkins
climbed into his MG and thrust the key in the ignition. When he pressed the
starter, nothing happened.
This
was not an unknown phenomenon with a twenty-year-old car, even one which had
been doctored by an owner with a knack for fiddling with motors. Jenkins swore,
and glanced round at the vague shape of Rowall
standing across the road watching his apartment—probably, now, watching him.
Trying to assume a nonchalant air, he got
out, lifted the hood and checked half a dozen obvious possible faults. It was
not until he had been through the list that it occurred to him the damage might
be deliberate.
He
got back in the driver's seat and felt behind the dash; dangling ends of wire
met his probing fingers. If that was all, he could fix it in no time. Getting
out his penknife and a roll of insulating tape from the glove compartment, he
squirmed under the dash so that he could see what he was doing.
Still
contorted into an uncomfortable position, he put his hand around to the
starter, pressed it, and discovered that he had successfully settled the
problem. Dusting his hands and muttering curses, he wriggled back into driving
position.
"All
right, Mr. Jenkins," said a quiet voice. "Don't move till I tell you
to."
Jenkins
felt his heart stand still. The man must have opened the passenger's door very
quietly while he was working under the dash. He stood there with his face
shadowed by the brim of a soft hat, and in his right hand there was something
which looked very much like a gun.
"Who the devil are you?" Jenkins
said harshly, trying to decide whether it was dark enough inside the car for
him to engage first gear and accelerate out of the way before the other could
react.
"You
probably wouldn't know me, Mr. Jenkins," said the man. "However, you
doubtless recognize this weapon in my hand. I think I'm rather good with
it."
"You're
out of your mind," said Jenkins, and let his hand fall to the brake lever,
releasing it.
A noise no louder than a paper bag bursting,
and he felt and saw the spurt of hot smoke as Rowall
casually fired the gun in front of his face. "You take a lot of convincing
for a person afraid of death," he said. "Leave the brake alone till I
tell you you can use it."
He got into the passenger's seat, contriving
to keep the gun aimed at Jenkins, and slammed the door. "All
right. I want you to take me to number five Mamble
Row."
"Where
on earth is that?" Jenkins snapped. "And what the hell do you think
you're doing, ordering me about as if I was a taxi driver?"
"If you don't do as I tell you, I shall
shoot you."
"Murder happens to be a crime."
Jenkins felt the sweat crawling down his face now.
"Not fatally. Enough
to cause you considerable pain. Now start moving! You know very well
where Mamble Row is— you nearly ran over a girl there
this morning. The one you picked up so neatly afterwards."
"So? Has something happened to her
since?"
"No, but it will." Rowall—it must be Rowall—grinned unpleasantly. "You tripped over
something very important, Mr. Jenkins, and it's for your own good that I'm
trying to keep you out of the way for a, while, just long enough to get the
girl out of your flat."
"So
you're a burglar too?" Somehow Jenkins managed to match and even surpass Rowall's grin. "Well, I wish you luck if you try and
break into my place. I spent two weeks working on the alarms and booby
traps."
Rowall shrugged. "That doesn't matter. Sooner
or later, if we can't get in, the girl will have to come out, or she will walk
in front of a window and we can shoot her. I'd prefer it a different way
myself. But now start driving!"
The sudden menace in his tone, combined with
the menace of his previous remarks, made Jenkins shiver. Obediently he engaged
the gears and moved away.
Drive the wrong way? Look for a policeman and
pull up with Rowall on the policeman's side? Try and
crash the car into a lamppost? Possibilities flitted through his mind; he
dismissed them one by one. It would probably suit Rowall's purpose just as well to have him, Jenkins,
laid up in the hospital after a crash, or with a serious but not fatal
bullet-wound, as to have him captive in his own house. Better to stay in
possession of his faculties and hunt desperately for an opportunity of escape.
They had not yet turned into Mamble Row when Rowall said
abruptly, "Stop the car here."
Jenkins
obeyed. Obviously, he wouldn't want Jenkins's car parked conspicuously within a
short distance of his own house if anyone did discover what had happened. He
hoped for an opportunity to accelerate away if Rowall
got out first; Rowall had thought of that one, too,
and told him to switch the engine oft immediately.
With
Rowall at his elbow, he was forced to walk briskly
towards the house. Anyone passing them would have failed to see the gun, for it
was shrugged into Rowall's coat sleeve.
Not
for a moment did his captor's vigilance relax. Even when they reached the
doorstep of the house, the man did not distract himself by trying to use a key;
he merely reached for the bell and rang sharply twice. After a moment his wife
came to the door and opened it. Her plump face was pale; her eyes widened in
wonder.
"So
you managed it!" she said. "Didn't think you were
capable of it."
"Shut up and let us
in," Rowall growled.
They
took him into a shabby living room, typical of its kind, with a tattered
three-piece suite, a dispirited fire burning, many
knickknacks and ornaments. The dust was thick on everything except the chairs.
The carpet looked as-if it hadn't been cleaned in twenty years. One yellow bulb
illumined the stained ceiling and the dingy brown wallpaper.
They
made Jenkins sit down in one of the armchairs; that was ingenious, for the
spring sagged so much he sank deep into it, eliminating the possibility of his
jumping suddenly to his feet. He composed himself and tried to look as if he didn't understand, as if he thought he was
in the hands of maniacs.
Maybe he was.
Rowall locked the door carefully and dropped the
key in his pocket. Now he turned and looked at Jenkins.
"Afraid
enough to keep your mouth shut now, aren't you?"
he said with a sneer. "Well, now I'll tell you the answer to your
questions. I brought you here to give you a choice: turn the girl loose and let
her come back here where she belongs—or know that you've been the cause of her
meeting an unpleasant death."
Bella
Rowall leaned forward. "That bothers you,
doesn't it? Well, it doesn't bother usl You'd have a
lovely time answering questions about what you've been doing with her, wouldn't
you? Picking up a crazy girl and taking advantage of he-"
Jenkins
was suddenly boiling with uncontrollable rage. "You bitch!" he said.
"I'd like to spit in your eye! Standing back and watching the poor girl
drink herself crazy—I suppose you get some kind of satisfaction out of that,
knowing you can't kill her—"
"What?"
said Rowall. The silence was like
a fog in the room. Jenkins sat very still, wondering if Rowall
had believed his own ears.
He
had. And now he turned on his wife, his face scarlet with rage. "Now look
what this filthy softness of yours has brought us to!" he veiled. "I
told you, I told
you if we let her loose
she'd run into someone with enough intelligence to listen to her!"
He
swung back to Jenkins, while his wife babbled, "We had to do it that way!
We had to drive her crazy before she died, in case she remembered—you said so
yourself, you agreed when we started—"
It was suddenly very clear
to Jenldns what had happened.
Rowall was bending over him, his eyes screwed up in
insane fury. "What did the girl tell you?" he demanded. "Why did
you listen to her? How do you know what has happened to her?"
Jenkins
shook his head. Somehow he managed to smile contemptuously.
"You swine! You bastard." Rowall's
voice was climaxing towards incoherence. He swung back to face his wife.
"Don't just stand there, you blubbering fool! We've got to fix the Ercott girl! If she found one person who believed her,
she'll go looking for others. There's no knowing how many she may manage to
convince before she's done."
Jenkins
tried to heave himself out of the chair; Rowall saw
the motion and punched him back in his seat. Head reeling, Jenkins barely saw
him leave the room.
As
the time ticked away, Sally wondered anxiously what had happened to Jenkins.
She tried to relax and tell herself not to worry; she tried to read a book,
tried to think about the strange memories she had. No good, she could not concentrate.
An hour had passed. She dropped into a chair
and looked around the empty apartment. It was lonely by herself— almost as
lonely as that unfurnished room in Rowall's house. It
reminded her of . . .
It
was not altogether lonely, to be by herself on this
isolated planetoid, to look into the frozen vastness of the sky. She could look
at the blue sun yonder and think of the Chidnim who
lived by its warmth, at the orange-yellow one and picture the Tansules under it, at the pure white one overhead and
remind herself that that one shone on the lark.
But in spite of her best efforts, she had
sometimes to remember that those suns were all distant, and that the nearer
orbs were prey to the hordes of the Yem. That between
her and her own people stretched light-year on empty light-year of interstellar
space, as implacably hostile as the hostile Yem
themselves. That there was nothing sheltering her from the hostility of either
but the shell of the observation station.
Whenever the situation began to threaten her
mental defenses, she lost herself in her fob; she did so now, moving to her
instrument panels as gracefully as ever, cocking her head to survey the dials
in a way that had attracted the attention of many a masculine eye.
Now, as she looked over the readings, she
felt a sudden intense cold, as if her mind had frozen. Surely not me, she
pleaded with the fates. Surely not me, not here!
For
life seemed suddenly very sweet for its own sake, and too precious to be wasted
on the deserts of space.
And
yet that was what the instruments told her. They spoke mutely of a swarm of the
mindless spawn of the Yem passing onwards and
outwards in another gigantic seeding; they spoke of the many which had passed
close enough to this lonely planetoid to tell that she was here. The Yem spawn did not have conscious logic to tell them that
there was only one of her, and that their second generation would die on the
sterile rocks.
Her slender, agile arms reached for controls;
her long, green-scaled hand glinted iridescently in the light. There was only
one service she could perform for her people in the few moments left to her: to
tell them that the swarm was on its way, and that they had lost one of their
most valuable forward observation posts.
She spoke swiftly, and received the answering
condolence of a speaker who knew as well as she that her position was hopeless.
Then she went to the transparent door of the airlock and looked up achingly one last time at the stars.
The Tansules' sun
blurred and wavered. There were the spawn. Clawing their way along the
distortions of space in a manner too subtle for the minds of her people to
define, they knew only that somewhere nearby was an instrument for their future
reproduction.
She
waited till the swarm had grounded, knowing that once it had grounded it was
helpless to return to the space-ways, and then blew the air from the lock.
Her
last thought was of the baffled less-than-consciousness of the Yem spawn stopping—not dying, for they were not yet fully
alive. Stopping. The thought stopped too.
Sally
was crying when she returned to reality. That creature had been so beautiful,
so graceful, even if she had not been human as she herself defined the term. To
think of such loveliness being wasted on the lonely dark filled her with a
boundless misery.
And yet that loveliness was not altogether
gone, she realized suddenly. For she, Sally Ercott,
remembered it.
She
got to her feet and paced around the room. Somehow that point seemed immensely
important.
Fumbling,
Sally groped towards the knowledge of a tremendous truth, while the enemy
fumed and fought and struggled to prevent her.
CHAPTER
IX
The
door slammed, but did not lock. Bella Rowall veiled
after her husband, "What the hell do you want me to do?" "Shut
that Jenkins up and come back to his place!" Rowall
snapped in answer; then the outside door crashed
shut.
Jenkins's
head was still ringing from the cruel blow he had received, and before he could
recover himself sufficiently to rise from the slack-springed
chair, Bella had fumbled in her handbag and brought out a gun, a twin of the
one Rowall had been carrying. She looked at him as
she raised it.
"Too
bad you know as much as you do," she said steadily. "You'd make a
fine subject for me."
Jenkins
licked his Hps, his head clearing at last. He said
with false bravado, "Going to make me look for another body?"
Bella's
eyes widened, and the gun shifted for a moment from
its aim. "How the hell could you know about that?"
"I keep my ears
open," said Jenkins bluntly.
"So . . . that settles it, my friend. I
might have given you a comparatively quick and merciful death if you hadn't
said that. As it is, I shall have to treat you slowly. I wonder what would be
the best way of driving you insane."
Jenkins shuddered at the calm, considering
tone she used. He said, "That's what you were trying to do to Sally Ercott, wasn't it? You didn't succeed. Why? What's the
object?"
"I should haye
thought it was simple enough. Unless you die insane, you might remember what
happened to you and who did it. I think I shall shoot you in the legs and arms
and then knock you unconscious. That'll mean you stay alive till we get back. I
hope that fool of a husband of mine doesn't kill the Ercott
girl without giving me another chance to try and fuddle her brain—she's too
dangerous to be allowed to take her memories with her."
The
gun came up, and Jenkins braced himself for his last chance, wondering with odd
detachment how he managed to feel so calm.
The door creaked. 1
Bella glanced towards it,
and Jenkins leaped to his feet. In that same moment the door swung wide, and there in the opening stood Clyde West. Startled,
Bella Rowall began to turn the gun towards the
newcomer—and Jenkins kicked with all his strength at the arm carrying the
weapon.
The
woman cried out with the pain, and her grip relaxed convulsively; then she
struck open-handed at Jenkins's face, and three sharp nails clawed flesh from
his left cheek, barely missing his eye. He had to step back to recover his
balance.
In the doorway, Clyde West
followed the fall of the gun with his eye, made a decision, and took three
steps forward with his fists bunched. Before Bella Rowall
could poise her bulky body to attack him, he had driven a punch—aimed for the
point of her chin, but slightly off course—into her soggy jowls.
She shook her head and appeared to ignore the
impact, going for West and pummeling him, head down. Jenkins put one bloody
hand on her shoulder, set his right leg behind her legs, and heaved with all
his strength; she tried to step backwards, tripped over his outstretched foot,
and fell with a cry of despair.
Jenkins had not let go of her shoulder when
she lost her balance; with her fall, the material of her dress ripped to bare
her greasy-skinned nape and back. And there was something-She heaved herself to
her knees, panting, and glared at the two men. She opened her mouth as if to sav something, and then launched herself unexpectedly at
Jenkins's legs, wrapping her arms round his knees and hurling him to the floor.
Clyde West swung one
leg over her back and bent so that his right arm went around her throat. He
braced himself and straightened; she tried to roll on one side, to kick at him,
to get her chin down and bite him. She failed, and he lifted inexorably. The
woman's face purpled as she was raised bodily by the arm around her throat.
Jenkins
wriggled his legs free and staggered to his feet. He whipped off his tie.
"Can you hold her?" he demanded of the Australian, who nodded,
panting.
"For a while, I
guess," he bit out.
Jenkins
stepped around behind him, knocked off Bella's shoes, and looped his tie around
her ankles. She realized what he was doing and gave a spasmodic kick; Jenkins
put his foot down cruelly on hers to make her hold still, and knotted quickly.
What for her hands? He plunged in his pocket
and found the roll of insulating tape with which he had fixed the ignition of
his car—tough enough to hold anything, he judged. Her hands were harder to tie
than her feet, but in a short while it was done, and between them the two men
managed to get Bella Rowall into the deep-sagging
chair where Jenkins had previously sat.
Panting, they watched her recover from her
near strangulation.
"What happened?" West demanded.
"I heard all that shrieking of RowaU's from
upstairs, and when I heard your name, I knew they must have got at you. I
thought they'd both gone out and left you here—I never reckoned on finding her
with a gun!"
"I'm damn glad you turned up, believe
me," said Jenkins. "What can we use to immobilize her altogether? Got
any rope? Electric light cord? Something like
that?"
"Get you some," nodded West, and
hurried from the room.
Jenkins watched Bella carefully, to make sure
she was not pretending to be exhausted. She lolled sideways in the chair mouth
open, eyes closed, her torn dress exposing her gross bosom packed into her
brassiere. West's return, bringing a hank of coarse rope, made her open her
eyes, and try to heave herself up on her hobbled legs. Jenkins moved to stop
her; in dodging him, she fell forward, and her dress ripped still further.
"My God!" said West. "What's that on her back?"
For
the flesh that had been exposed now was not exactly flesh.
Furiously
the woman kicked and struggled to release herself from her bonds, while
Jenkins bent to inspect the patch on her back. It began at the level of her
shoulder blades, the normal skin uniting with something smooth and apparently a
little wet, for it shone like slippery leather. It was greenish under the light
from the ceiling, and it pulsed a little.
Bella
Rowall abruptly stopped trying to work loose and
began to curse them in a stream of obscenity. They paid no attention. Unable to
bring themselves to touch it directly, they prodded it with a pencil Jenkins
took from his pocket, and found it was soft and yielding like a bladder filled with half-melted grease.
"Some men like that sort of thing, I
guess," was West's bitter comment. "Myself, I couldn't touch a woman with a growth
like that."
Jenkins took his penknife and slit Bella's
dress all the way down to the hem, cutting away her slip and then sawing
through the strap of her brassiere. He said softly, "Maybe this isn't just
a growth—it's not a cancer, or a rodent ulcer, or anything of that land. God,
it's enormous!"
Bella's shrill-voiced obscenities pounded at
their ears as they pulled away the fabric to reveal the
green patch's full extent. It ran to her waist, spreading in a rough triangle
fifteen inches from apex to base, livid-green in the middle, paler at the edges.
It followed roughly the same surface contour as normal skin would have adopted,
not bulging enough to be visible through clothing.
Jenkins hesitated, then brought up his
penknife and poised it to cut across the surface of the green area. "Man,
what are you doing?" West burst out.
"I
don't know. I think I'm solving a lot of problems," said Jenkins softly,
and brought the razor-sharp blade down to the shiny wet-leather-like skin.
The
skin writhed away from the metal, hollowing itself
adopting different contours to try and escape.
"Jesus,
it's like it was alive by itselfl" West
muttered, and Jenkins nodded.
"I
think it is." He stabbed down sharply with the point of the knife, and
this time the growth did not have a chance to surge out of the way. Tautly the
skin ripped back, and foul, putrescent-smelling ichor
oozed from the gash.
"That's no natural growth," said
Jenkins. He looked as if he wanted to be sick. "That's a parasite of some
kind—and I don't think you'll find it in any medical books."
"Look
at her!" West exclaimed. "She's passed out completely."
"I don't think it's been correct to call
Bella Rowall 'she' for a long time," said
Jenkins. "That thing on her back probably has outgrowths along the spinal
canal—I believe that's what's been driving her."
"You mean that thing has taken over her
mind? Jenkins, you're crazy! That's impossible!"
"Impossible?
I've believed more impossible things than that already today." Jenkins
took the knife again and made another deep slashing cut across the green area
at right angles to the previous one. The flow of ichor
stank so much it nauseated them.
"Help me make this poor bitch
comfortable in the chair," he invited, wiping the knife and folding it
shut. "I guess we've given that parasite too much to think about for the
time being. I'll get a doctor around to remove it later on—if it hasn't
permanently ruined her ability to think for herself."
West, on the point of making an objection,
thought better of it and helped Jenkins to pack cushions around Bella's
unconscious body before roping her securely in the chair.
"How about Miss Ercott?"
he asked as he tugged at the knots. "Did Rowall
go after her?"
"Yes,
but I burglar-proofed the flat myself, and one man on his own would sound so
many alarms—Holy Moses!" Jenkins's expression suddenly changed to one of
dismayed horror. "God, am I an idiot! The flat's
burglar-proofed, but the house isn't! All Rowall has
to do is get into the hallway, knock on the apartment door, and tell Sally he
has a message from me. If he disguises his voice a little . . .Quick! We've got to get over to my place right away!"
"How about the gun?" West called as Jenkins made for the door.
"Never used one!" the other flung
back.
"I have. I'll bring it." West bent
to pick it up, put the safety catch on and dropped it
in his pocket as he followed Jenkins. Behind him, Bella Rowall
forced one eyelid up a short distance; the effort of holding it there proved
too much, and she lolled again in the chair, her mouth half open, her breath coming
in ugly snorts from her bruished throat.
The car was still where Jenkins had been
forced to leave it; West barely managed to catch up
and fall into the passenger's seat before Jenkins roared away. Almost at once
a red light halted them again, and Jenkins cursed.
"Have you a cigarette?" he asked.
"Yeah, sure." West produced one, lit it, and passed it
over as the light changed.
"Thanks. I haven't thanked you for
getting me out of that room alive, by the way. It's damned good of you to get
yourself involved in this mess."
West lighted his own cigarette. "I
didn't like what the
Rowalls were doing to Sally. Matter of fact, I'm
sort of ashamed I didn't get mixed up in it earlier."
The
car squealed around a sharp corner. As soon as he had recovered from nearly
being thrown out, West finished, "And you got yourself involved, didn't
you? As I read it, you only ran into Sally today."
"Ran
into is right," Jenkins answered. He pulled up oppoisite
his flat and scrambled from the car. "Light's still on," he
commented. "Hope she's all right . . ."
Followed
by West, he dashed into the house and up the stairs. On the landing he fumbled
the key into the lock of his door. He could hear the phone ringing insistently;
the fact disturbed him, but he told himself that Sally might have been afraid
to answer in case it was Rowall calling.
As
he turned the key, he called out, "Sally! It's Nick! Are you okay?"
There was no reply. The
phone continued to ring.
And when the door swung wide, the room it
revealed was empty.
"Oh, God," said Jenkins hopelessly. "How did the
bastard do it? How did he do it?"
"Maybe she ran off by herself,"
West suggested. "She was pretty shaken up, wasn't she?"
The phone stopped ringing, unnoticed.
"I suppose she might have, but I would
think she'd at least leave a note. Maybe if she was looking down and saw Rowall pull the gun on me and make me drive him away— or if
she didn't see the gun, maybe she thought I was on Rowall's
side after all . . . There hasn't been a fight or anvthing,"
he added. "Everything looks to be the way I left it."
The
phone started to complain again; almost absently he picked up the receiver, and
his face lightened momentarily as he heard Tom Gospell's
booming voice.
"I've been calling for hours! Where the
hell have you been?"
"Tom,
she's gone, and I think Rowall got at her. That's her
landlord—the one who seems to have been trying to drive her insane, remember?
Listen carefully and I'll tell you everything that's happened."
He
launched into a rapid survey of his capture, his rescue by Clyde West, and the mysterious green parasite they had discovered
on Bella Rowall's back. Gospell
punctuated the story with incredulous grunts, but otherwise made no comment.
"So I suppose he must have been taking
her away almost as we came to find her," Jenkins finished. "I don't
know where else he might have taken her except to his own place. So I want you
to go right over to number five Mamble Row —that's
his house. As fast as you can, for heaven's sake. Even
if Rowall hasn't taken Sally there, we might be able
to find out from his wife where he could have gone with her—and I want you to
see this crazy parasite for yourself."
"Number five Mamble Row—that near you?"
"Yes, a few minutes from here."
"Right,
I'll find it. See you then. God, cloak-and-dagger stuff! Kidnaping
and all—" The phone went dead on a final snort of disgust.
Jenkins turned to West. "Let's just look
around and make absolutely sure she didn't leave a note," he said.
"Then we must get back to Rowall's and see if
she's there. You have a key for his door?"
"Of course." West was shifting cushions, lifting books
and magazines and shaking them. "I don't see anything, do you?"
Jenkins
hunted briefly, running into the bedroom and the kitchen. "Not a
sign," he said at length. "Okay—back to Rowall's.
And this time we may need that gun you brought."
"It's in my pocket.
Let's go."
As they swung into Mamble Row, West touched his companion lightly on the arm.
Look!" he said in a low voice. "What's going on there at Rowall's? That's old Mrs. Ramsey on the step, and a
policeman—"
"And Mrs. Rowall!"
snapped Jenkins. "What the devil's happened?"
As he halted the car, Bella Rowall raised a dramatic arm. She was wearing a dressing
gown to hide the ruin of her clothes, and her face was ugly. "There they are, ofHcerl" she shouted.
Together, West and Jenkins got out of the car
and approached the steps on which the reception committee stood. Mrs. Ramsey,
a large woman whose legs were swollen with edema and who appeared to walk with
difficulty, cried out that it as a shame and a scandal. "You should've seen the way I found poor Mrs. Rowall!" she
added to the police officer. "Half-naked, all tied up in the chair—and if
it was those two there that did it to her, they oughta
be in prison!"
The
officer surveyed Jenkins and West searchingly. He glanced at Mrs. Rowall. "Are these the men you say tied you up,
ma'am?" he asked. Bella nodded triumphantly.
Jenkins gave the policeman a hard glare.
"Officer, what is this all about?" he said. "Do I gather that
this woman is accusing me of an assault of some sort? Or is it my friend here
she means? Or both of us?"
The policeman, impressed by Jenkins's obvious
self-assurance, hesitated. At length he said reluctantly, "Well, sir,
this lady here"— indicating Mrs. Ramsey—"tells me she heard shouts
for help from her landlady's sitting room, and when she managed to come
downstairs she says she found her tied up in a chair with her clothes half off
her. And she savs"—he gestured to Mrs. Rowall— "that it was you and your friend that did
it."
"Yes!" put in Bella. "Him with
his fancy ways, an' that stupid Aussie he's got with him—"
West's face froze into a scowl,
and he almost raised a fist. Jenkins trod hard on his toe, hoping the policeman
would not notice, and smiled sunnily at the latter.
"What an extraordinary story!" he said. "The woman must be
deranged, don't you agree?"
He
wished he could see past Bella into the hallway of the house, but from the
level of the road it was impossible. The policeman made an entry in his open
notebook, and then clapped it shut. "I'm afraid I must ask you all to come
along with me," he said. "Best thing for you, ma'am," he said to
Bella, "is to make a statement to the sergeant."
"I
don't think I could go all that way after the shock I've had," said Bella
with a convincing stagger, and Mrs. Ramsey chimed in in
her defense. The wrangle was still going on when there was the sound of a car
drawing up, and Jenkins glanced round.
"Praise
be," he murmured to West. "It's Tom—the
doctor I was talking to on the phone just now."
Gospell had a remarkably quick mind buried beneath
his mat of red hair; he declared his acquaintance with Jenkins, and heard the
policeman briefly describe the situation.
"Well,
I'm a doctor," Gospell declared, hefting his
black bag in support of his statement. "Of course this woman's not fit
enough to walk all the way to the police station after a shock like that. And
it's stupid to keep her here on the doorstep in a dressing gown on an evening
as chilly as this." He went up the steps and took Bella's arm. "Come
along, my dear," he said. "Let's get you in where it's warm and have
a look at you."
Bella,
sudden fright appearing in her eyes, tried to shake herself free, but this time
Mrs. Ramsey chimed in on the other side. "Don't be
silly, dearie!" she said. "If the
kind gentleman's a doctor, you ought to be grateful to him!"
Jenkins
breathed a sigh of quiet relief. After a moment's hesitation, the policeman
nodded for him and West to go inside after Gospell.
"If the doctor says she can't go to the station, I'll take her statement
here," he said. "And get you to come along after."
Mrs.
Ramsey, waddling indoors first, went to open the door of the sitting room where
Jenkins had been imprisoned. "Not there, pleasel"
said Bella in sudden alarm, and a bell rang in Jenkins's mind. "It'd
remind me of my horrible experience," Bella was explaining, and Mrs.
Ramsey, beaming understand-ingly, led the way to the
kitchen at the back of the house instead.
Sally was probably in the sitting room,
Jenkins reasoned; he tried to hang back so that he could open the door, but the
officer nodded him firmly into the kitchen.
And
then, as he entered the room with Bella's arm still tightly gripped, Gospell made his play. With one quick motion, he ripped
open the belt of Bella's dressing gown and flung the skirt of it up to expose
her back.
There—crossed by two black-edged scars where
Jenkins had slashed it with his pocket-knife—was the foul green growth.
Mrs.
Ramsey" collapsed backwards against the kitchen table, her mouth working
as if she was going to vomit. Bella snatched the hem of the dressing gown out
of Gospell's hands and tried to hit him across the
mouth, but the doctor swayed his head back and she only brushed his beard. He
was visibly shaken, but his presence of mind was unimpaired.
Turning
to the policeman, he said, "Sorry, officer—but did you see that green
thing on this lady's back? I had to take her by surprise to show it. It's what
I suspected might be the case. She has a very serious carcinomatous
affliction of the nervous system, a rare condition but one that I happen to be
familiar with. I'm afraid she's probably subject to serious delusion."
"You mean she imagined she'd been tied up?" said the policeman
in amazement. "You mean—"
"That she didn'tl" exclaimed Mrs. Ramsey, sitting up abruptly.
"I saw her! I let her loose!"
"Ah!" said Gospell.
"But in this condition the lesions often lead to the most elaborate
fantasy-building. Mrs. Rowall may well be completely
convinced that she was tied up by the gentlemen here. In actual fact she tied
herself up, I don't doubt, and tore her own dress."
The
officer turned to Bella. "Well, ma'am?" he said. "You heard what
the doctor said—is what you told me true?"
"No, of course it's
not true," Jenkins put in.
"How about your tie, then?" Bella challenged, and put her hand to her
mouth as if to thrust the words back.
"That's
right" said Mrs. Ramsey. "The gentleman hasn't got a tie, and a tie
was used to fasten Mrs. Rowall's legs! It'll be in
the front room," she added, and started to get heavily to her feet as if
to fetch it. But Bella, remembering what was in the front room, lost control
for a moment and pushed her sharply to prevent her from rising.
"Hold
her!" snapped Gospell with extreme presence of
mind. "She's liable to get violent. I'll give her a shot to calm
her." *
He
dug in his bag, while the policeman, Jenkins and West between them managed to
hold Bella still. Gospell came over with a filled
syringe in his hand.
"Novocain,"
he said briefly, and lifted the dressing gown aside
to sink the needle directly into the green parasite.
After
a moment, Bella's eyes grew glassy and vacant, and she went limp. They lowered
her into a chair, and wiped the sweat from their faces.
CHAPTER
X
"Well, I must apologize to you two
gentlemen," said the police officer reluctantly. "Though I find it
pretty hard to swallow that a woman could tie herself up and then claim it was
two innocent men who did it."
"It's
not "uncommon," said Gospell with an air of
magisterial authority. "I've come across it more
than once in my practice as a doctor."
"Crazy,
isn't it?" the policeman said. "It's just as well for these two
gentlemen that you came along when you did, I reckon. Well, is it safe to leave
the lady?"
"I'll
get Mrs. Ramsey here to help me put her to bed," Gospell
said. "She'll probably have forgotten the whole thing when she wakes up.
That shot I gave her will make her sleep like a log."
Jenkins
meanwhile was questioning his own conclusions. If Mrs. Ramsey had released
Bella from her bonds, and stood on the doorstep while calling for the policeman
and then while talking to him, how could Rowall have
put
Sally
in the sitting room without her noticing and commenting? And if it wasn't
Sally in the sitting room, what was it?
He
turned abruptly and went along the passage; the policeman made a move to stop
him and changed his mind. "Toml" he called.
"Come here, will you?"
Gospell had bent to examine the green growth; now he
hurried to join Jenkins. In a tone too low to be overheard, he said,
"Nick, you're quite right about that thing on her back. It's nothing like
any cancer or parasite I ever sawl Where does it come
from?"
"I suspect Sally could tell us,"
said Jenkins. "And I think that's why Rowall was
so scared of her telling people what she knew—even though she didn't yet know
how much she knew." He rattled the door. "Locked," he said.
"We'll have to break it down."
"Let me," said Gospell,
stepping back. To the accompaniment of a cry from the officer, demanding to
know what they were up to, he charged the door with his broad shoulder and sent
the flimsy wood crashing aside.
For an instant the horror of the scene
brought them to a dead stop, as though time itself had frozen.
On the couch across the room was Sally. Her
dress and slip had been taken from her, so that her back was bare. She lay as
if unconscious, her knees folded, facing the back of the couch. And squatting
on the floor, with his back turned to Sally's, was Rowall,
stripped to the waist. The apex of a green
triangular parasite could be seen between his shoulder-blades. And from the
parasite a pseudopod was extending tentacle-wise,
gnawing and eroding Sally's smooth, fair skin.
Gospell was still thunderstruck by the sight when
Jenkins recovered and dashed forward. He struck Rowall
on the back of the head, so that he slumped forward, and the extended pseudopod was torn free, leaving a reddish, inflamed patch
where it had rested, but nothing more.
Then,
ignoring the feebly moaning man, Jenkins picked Sally up bodily and called her
by name, terrified at what might already have happened to her. After a moment
he saw her eyelids flicker.
"Nick! Oh, thank
heaven you came!"
The
policeman, watching from the doorway, demanded to know what the hell was
happening, and Gospell turned on him. "Call the
station house and tell them to send over every man they can spare," he
ordered crisply. "You can start by saying we're
preferring charges of kidnaping against Mr.
and Mrs. Rowall, if you like—but take it from me,
there's bigger things involved."
The
officer's eyes bugged out, and Gospell saw he was
very young. On an inspiration, he added, "White slave trading!" And
the officer, awestruck, ran promptly from the house.
Seeing
that Sally was in capable hand, Gospell bent to
examine the thing on RowaU's back. The pseudopod was still waving vaguely in the air, hunting the
flesh with which it had been in contact.
Setting
Sally down in a chair, Jenkins found her dress and put it over her cold body.
She seemed fully awakened, but staring into space rather than focusing on anything, and he spoke to her urgently.
"Sally!
Sally, dear, are you all right? Please! Do you know
why all this was done to you?"
She
nodded, and licked her hps. Her eyes fell on the
green foulness on RowaU's back, and strangely,
instead of revulsion for the parasite, her face revealed compassion for its
victim. "Poor man," she said. "Poor weak
man."
"Sally,
what was he going to do? How did he get you away from mv
place? How did he get you in here without Mrs. Ramsey seeing you?"
"He
got me away quite easily. I was worried to death because you'd been gone so
long; then he knocked and said he had a message from Mr. Jenkins, and I was so
relieved that I didn't even stop to think—I just opened the door. Rowall was standing there in the hall with a gun in his
hand. I could have let him kill me then; it might not have mattered—"
"Not
have mattered?" The
incredulous outburst was from Gospell. Sally gave him
a wry smile.
"I'll make it clear in a moment. It
would have wasted a chance, though, and I didn't want to risk it. Anyway, he
put his hand on my arm, and I felt a sort of little prick, and after that I
felt quite helpless. But there wasn't anything in his hand—no
syringe or anything.
"I had to come here. I just had to. That was all there was to it. I had to come
into this room—Bella was on the doorstep, and she didn't say anything to me.
Mrs. Ramsey was hobbling off to the corner calling for a policeman,
and I don't think she noticed me come in. Then I came in here and Bella locked
the door. Later, after you'd arrived, Rowall came in
and took my dress off and laid me down on the couch. That's all I remember till
you woke me up just now."
She got to her feet, a little unsteadily, and
shook out her dress so that she could pull it over her head. As she wriggled it
down over her hips un-self-consciously, Gospell
demanded, "Look, do you know what these green things
are?"
Sally
nodded. "That's why Rowall was so scared of what
I might say. Or not Rowall, really—it was the green
thing that was scared. Do you remember mv telling you
about the time I went into the mountain to offer myself in exchange for Iwys?"
"Why—" A fantastic possibility
clicked together in Jenkins' mind. "Why, that was why you came here,
wasn't it? Where is the creature? Is there a basement under the house?"
"There must be. Rowall
was down there, I think, getting his parasite fertilized so that he could
infect me." She spoke with the most amazing self-control and composure,
and Jenkins exclaimed at it.
"Damn
it, womanl How can you take
all this so—so frozenly"
"I
was terrified at first, wasn't I?" Sally smiled at him. "That was
because I didn't know what I know now. I can remember a very great deal. Before
this happened to me, I know one of my greatest ambitions was to go round the
world; I used to sit turning the leaves of an atlas and dreaming of the places
I wanted to visit—Hawaii, Fujiyama, Katmandu, Crete . . . But now I've got
something infinitely better, something marvelous and wonderful, which maybe no
one else has ever had."
"What
are you, then—do you
know?" Jenkins had involuntarily taken a step back.
"Not
for certain. But I can guess. What I do know for certain is that I'm
human."
Gospell listened to this interchange with
astonishment. "Nick, blast you and your crossword-puzzle mind! Tell me
what this is all about!"
"I
think we'd better go look in the cellar first," Jenkins countered.
"There's a flashlight in my car—I'll go get it."
He
was half out of the room when he glanced back. "What happened to our
Australian friend?" he said.
"In
the kitchen stifling Mrs. Ramsey's embryo hysterics and keeping an eye on Mrs. Rowall," said Gospell.
"Why?"
"You
go and look after them—
you're the doctor. I want him to be on hand at the finish. He deserves to
be."
Gospell scowled, sighed, and gave in. When Jenldns came back from fetching his flashlight and other
pieces of equipment he thought might be valuable, West and Sally were on the
porch looking down into the narrow pit in front of the house.
"There's a basement all right,"
West was saving. "But it was boarded up good and solid before I moved in
here. I never noticed it much."
Jenkin's flashlight swept the boarded-up windows.
"Let's go down anyway," he said. "Damn gates chained and padlocked—we'll
have to scramble over." He suited the action to the word, and West hoisted
Sally over after him, her legs swinging high in the air. She dropped lightly on
the slippery downward steps. The the Australian's
lanky stature followed.
"Hold
the light, Sally, will you?" Jenkins said,
setting down the tools he had brought. He selected a claw-hammer and went for
the nails holding the boards in place.
Three or four nails torn out sufficed to
release the first board. Sally started to bring the flashlight closer and shine it into the
basement, but an exclamation from West startled her into hesitation.
"Jesus! What's that—that green shining
in there?"
"That's
an invader from another planet," said Jenkins in as matter-of-fact a tone
as he could manage. "It's the adult of the thing on Rowall's
back. I hope
it's the only one on Earth
so far."
It was too much for West; all he could do was
shake his head and make comprehending noises. Jenkins went for the nails again, and soon had the entire window clear. The green
luminescence was unmistakable now; it was like the light of a green-burning
fire.
He took the flashlight from Sally and played
it into the basement. As if startled, things that waver like a forest of crazy
ferns folded back from the light. A putrid smell, like the smell of the ichor oozing from Bella Rowall's
back, assailed their noses.
Jenkins
selected a screw-driver now, shoved it under the window-frame and heaved with
all his strength; the rusted latch creaked and yielded, and he thrust the
window up.
A
pane of glass, previously cracked, shattered and fell in shards.
"My
God, the thing goes all the way through!" he said. "Look, it's grown
over the walls, and through into the rooms beyond. Sally, is this big, or is it
still small?"
"A
full-grown one is as big as a house and weighs hundreds of tons," she
answered, not explaining how she knew.
Inside
the basement, the green-glowing alien flesh coated the floor, swelled up around
the walls, branched into the frond-like excrescences, bulged into sac-like
bladders and knotted, writhing hyphae. Jenkins felt
his skin crawl as he stared at it.
"What's
going on down there?" snapped an official voice from street level. A
flashlight much more powerful than the one Jenkins held jutted its beam down
towards them and transfixed them with its fight like pinned butterflies.
"Is that the
police?" Jenkins called up.
"Yes! Inspector Dougherty. What's going on?"
"I
think you'd better come down and see for yourself—it takes quite a lot of
believing. Mind the steps, they're rather slippery."
Grunting
and puffing, a large man descended to them. "I never heard of such a
thing," he complained. "White slaving, a woman tying herself up and
accusing innocent men of assaulting her—" He caught sight of the thing in
the basement.
"What the hell is that?" he
exploded.
"Did
you ever see anything like it before?" Jenkins demanded.
"No!
Good God, no! It's—it's revolting. Like a giant fungus, or something!"
"Not
quite," said Jenkins levelly. "But now that you've seen it, come
upstairs and we'll show its offspring, and then I want a chance to tell you the
whole story without interuption. Tell your men to surround the house and not
to let anyone come too close to this thing. It's dangerous. It can infect
people, like a disease. All right, let's go back up."
The
inspector studied the thing on RowaU's back
carefully. He also saw the one on Bella's back. They had carried her into the
sitting room and laid her on the couch beside her husband, not allowing them to
be too close in case the parasites might be able to communicate without their
hosts speaking.
Inspector Dougherty turned to Gospell. "And you're prepared to swear they aren't
natural?" he said.
"That's
not what I said," Gospell contradicted. "Of
course they're natural. But I've seen the stuff they use for blood and I've cut
some cells from them and looked at them under the pocket microscope I carry
around, and I am prepared to swear that neither the cells nor the *blood' ever
evolved on Earth. They just aren't like ordinary protoplasm."
Dougherty
gave a helpless shrug. "It's beyond me," he grunted. "But I'll
have to take your word for it—that foul thing in the basement doesn't look
natural to me. So you maintain that this thing came to Earth from some other
world, planted itself, grew in the
cellar, planted bits of itself on these people's backs—"
"And
on the backs of the customers Mrs. Rowall picked up
on the street," put in Jenkins. "Lord knows how many of them are
spread through London nowl"
"But
why didn't the Rowalls infect Sally right away?"
demanded Gospell. "It would have been so much
simpler than trying to drive her insane with worry and drinkl"
"I
suspect because the thing in the cellar only reproduces at certain times of the
year." Jenkins nodded at Sally. "I think that's another of the things
on which Sally can enlighten us. Still, we'll leave her story for a moment—it's
at least twice as fantastic as all of the rest put together."
"But how about the men who didn't get
infected—the ones
Mrs.
Rowall brought here for other purposes? How could
they face a woman with a thing like that on her back?" Dougherty asked.
Gospell coughed. "Inspector, it's a regrettable
fact, but there are quite a lot of men who are actually attracted to deformity
and disease. Stekel records a case of a person who
could only obtain pleasure from a kiss which tasted of puss and blood."
The
inspector shuddered. "Thank God I'm reasonably normal," he said.
"All right, I suppose I have to take a doctor's word on a point like that.
I wish these two with the things on their backs could speak for themselves,
though. You think you can wake them?"
"I
shot Mrs. RowaU's parasite full on novocain," said Gospell. "I guessed that if it could survive on a
human body it would probably also be subject to an anesthetic which affects
human nerve tissue. Seems I was right. That suggests a method of dealing with
the one in the cellar, too; stab a sharpened length of one-inch piping into it
and pump it full of formalin or something of that sort. Or maybe we'd have to
burn it out with sulphuric acid. I don't know—"
He
remembered that he had started out to answer a request from the inspector, and
interrupted himself. "Maybe we can learn something from Rowall, though. Let's try and wake him."
But
slapping Rowall's face produced no result, and Gospell tipped his body forward with a frown. "Good
God!" he said. "Look—the thing's dying!"
Shriveling,
twisting away from the host flesh around the edges, the green parasite seemed
to be decaying before it was dead.
"Amazing!" Gospell muttered. "Must
be because it was fertilized and couldn't reproduce itself after all.
The surface is going all granular, as if the cells were multiplying too fast
for the available nourishment."
He swung round. "Help me lay him face
down on the floor and we'll see if we can save his life," he snapped at
West and Jenkins.
But when they had laid him down, it became
clear that nothing could save Arthur Rowall. As the
parasite shrank away from his body, it could be seen that it had eroded its way
into his spinal column, laying bare tiny holes through which its pseudopods had directly affected his nervous tissue. The
pit left by the parasite's withdrawal was fully an inch deep, and raw, as if it
had been flayed.
The thing was rounding into a ball, and Sally
suddenly gave a warning cry. "Put it in something—something very strong!"
she ordered. "It's going to sporulate, and when
it does it'll explode and throw its spawn all over the place!"
"What the devil can we put it in?" Jenkins snapped, looking helplessly around the room.
"How
long before it explodes?" Dougherty demanded of Sally.
"Ten minutes, maybe—perhaps less."
Dougherty
turned to one of his men who was standing with a
bemused expression at the side of the room. "Is there a foam fhe-extinguisher on the van you came in?"
"No, sir—only a CTC
one, the sort you pump."
"Would an ash can be strong enough, if
the lid was weighted down?" Dougherty asked Sally.
She gave a hesitant nod. "This is a very
small one—it might be."
"Right." Dougherty peeled off his coat and flung it
over the parasite, which had now detached itself from the dying Rowall completely, and was assuming a spherical shape.
"Out of the way!" he snapped, and charged from the room with the
thing wrapped in his coat.
"There's a brave
man," said West appreciatively.
There was clanging among the ashcans outside the house, and then a tense silence,
lasting a minute or two. More
clanging; something was being tied around the ash can
to keep the lid down. And a sudden thudding report, followed by a smashing
noise.
They
rushed to see what had happened, and met Dougherty, coatless, his face slightly
dirty, coming back up the steps.
"Damned
thing went off before I had the lid fastened," he grunted. "But the
ash can acted like a gun-barrel, and whatever it was that came out went slap
through the window into the basement, along with the lid, which knocked the
window out. As far as I can see, the basement is already crawling with the
stuff, so no harm's done, is it?" He looked at Sally.
"No,"
she said with obvious relief. "Thank goodness for that, Inspector. It was
very brave of you."
"Nothing
of the kind," snapped Dougherty. "To tell the truth, I didn't believe
anything was going to happen at all. I want to know now, this moment, how you
knew that thing was going to go bang like that. I want to know how you know so
much, in fact."
Sally
hesitated. She looked very youthful and attractive, her hair a little untidy
but honey-colored and shining around her head, her eyes ringed with tiredness
but blue and clear, her dress rumpled but emphasizing the young, shapely body.
She looked all wrong to be the person who held a secret on which the fate of
more than one race might depend.
"All
right," she said. "Come back in the sitting room and I'll tell you
the whole story."
They
found Gospell laying Sally's discarded slip, for want
of any other covering, over Rowall's prostrate body.
In answer to an inquiring glance from Dougherty, the doctor nodded.
"Pretty
well the moment you took that thing off him," he said. "Air got into
his spinal column, the fluid drained off, and his brain stopped working. That's
what it amounts to.
i
!
If
the thing on his wife's back survives the novocain,
though, I expect we can remove it under hospital conditions and at least give
her a short lease on life."
Dougherty
gave a comprehending nod, and turned to Sally. "Right," he said
crisply. "Let's have it."
"Well,
it begins a long time ago, and a very long way from Earth," said Sally,
and as she spoke she seemed to be looking through space, through time, and
seeing the events she was describing . . .
They
grew, first of all, on a world where the people were very much like human
beings. Very much indeed. They were vast, plant-like
organisms, and because they were so huge and there was only one planet, they
competed fiercely with each other for living space. Perhaps by chance, perhaps
as a weapon in the struggle for survival, they became intelligent.
They
reproduced in two ways, essentially similar but not identical. First there was
the normal way; when the need to propagate the species moved them, they put
forth tendrils and snared small animals at random, by planting a tiny
thorn-like spike in their flesh. As soon as the spike entered their bodies, the
animals felt an irresistible urge to go to the place where the creature
grew—usually in the heart of a mountain, or in a network of burrows and tunnels
under a forest or plain. There the creature placed on them a bud from itself;
the bud, not truly intelligent but parasitic on the brain of the victim, was
taken by the limbs of the host to a new home, where it made its adopted body
dig it a fresh tunnel. When the tunnel was dug, the creature used the animal's
body as its first food.
When
they became intelligent, they saw that the best hosts for their young were
human beings; therefore they sent their creeping tendrils often many miles to a
human village or town and selected healthy, strong young people as carriers for
the new-budded organisms.
There was also the second, emergency method
of reproduction. When one of the creatures could not find suitable host
animals for the fertilized buds, reflex caused the buds to develop differently
from the normal pattern; the cells multiplied wildly, generating gases and
building up vast pressures which at last burst forth, destroying the parent but
hurling millions on millions of spawn-cells into the sky.
Possessed of a radimentary instinct towards
finding a host, armed with an evolution-born miracle which allowed them to
sense a suitable animal over huge distances, the spawn drifted with the winds,
hunting, seeking.
Over
millennia, watching the human beings which now formed their sole source of host
animals, the creatures learned much which they would not have discovered for
themselves. On the planet where the creatures first grew, it was crowded; no
matter how carefully they chose hosts for their offspring, it was hard to find
a place where a previously-established growth was not already bleeding the
earth of the essential minerals and organic residues on which the newly-planted
buds would otherwise have fed. So most of the new plants starved to death, and
the depredation of the human beings fell to a level at which it could be
tolerated, and civilization grew.
Being
essentially unlike the things which preyed on them, the human race inquired
about the nature' of the universe. Watching them, always watching them,
listening to them, the predators learned of other worlds in space, learned of
the possibility of other planets suitable to them.
Being,
as has been said, essentially unlike human beings, the predators could pass at
least some of their acquired knowledge to their descendants. They had earlier
deliberately developed their offspring so as to make them ideally suited to use
human hosts; now they likewise developed their offspring to adapt to any
species similar to the one on their home-world.
Then,
calculatingly, deliberately, they deprived certain of their number of the
opportunity to find hosts. Reflex took over and controlled the deprived
organisms, held them back for as long as possible. Until—explosion, an
explosion which rocked the planet, gave rise to ..blasting,
boiling winds that laid waste whole forests and many human cities.
"And,"
said Sally very softly, "that was how the Yem
set off to conquer the universe. For they had not merely
taught their offsprings to use races of other worlds
as hosts. Subtly, no one quite understands how, they had used their
human-gained knowledge of the nature of the universe to teach then-spawn how to
drift from star to star on radiation-pressure. The journeys took millennia, at
first, until evolution fined down unsuitable characteristics. When it had done
its work, the spawn of the Yem was perfectly adapted
to spread throughout the cosmos."
CHAPTER
XI
"But I still want to know how you know
all this!" blazed Dougherty. "All right, you fit all the facts
together very neatly. I presume that when these Yem,
as you call them, got to Earth, they found human beings like us suitable, and
one of them planted itself in the cellar here and used the Rowalls
to provide it with hosts for its—its buds. But how do you know?" His voice
was almost pleading. "Or is it all wild guessing?"
Sally
shook her head. "Not at all. You- see, the Yem had another reason for wishing to conquer the universe,
besides simply the need to propagate their kind. They were afraid of revenge.
"They
must have made the discovery when they began to use human beings as hosts for
their buds—after all, the parasites directly contact their hosts' nervous
systems. Probably it was then that they discovered something the human beings
themselves didn't know. Sealed off from consciousness by the terrifying,
mind-shaking experience of being born after
having died, there were memories. The wrong memories." Again Sally seemed to be looking
through time, through space, and seeing the events she was describing . . .
Without
the knowledge that these memories existed in human minds, the Yem would not have undertaken their incredible task of spreading
across the light-years. They knew that the people they used as hosts recalled
lives on other planets than their own; what the Yem
feared was that on some other world, a human might remember how his own kind"had been preyed upon, and determine to set his
alien cousins free.
If the Yem had not
spread, leaving their own world, it would never have
happened. Yet the certain knowledge that there were other races like their
victims drove them to their fate.
They had already been hurling their spawn
between the stars for thousands on thousands of years
when they were, for the first time, discovered by a race that came to meet
them— a race very far advanced in all the sciences, mcluding
those of the mind. Visiting a Yem-infected world when
they started to explore space, this race—green-scaled, graceful, too far
different from their cousins to become a prey to the Yem
themselves, but like enough to them to sympathize and wish to set them
free—determined that somehow it must halt the onward surge of the parasitical
monsters.
Their
study of possible tactics led them first to the discovery of the hidden
memories locked in their subconscious—for they shared in this fantastic pool of
inter-racial memory too —and then to the ironical fact that the danger the Yem feared, the possibility of one of their victims
recalling what had been done to him on an alien planet, was negligible. The
experience brought madness before death, and madness so distorted the hidden
memories that even if they were made available to consciousness, consciousness
could not comprehend them.
But then they investigated the nature of the
thing which conveyed the memories from mind to mind, and found that it was not an entity but a sort of resonance. They could not define or isolate it; all they could say was that it was a frame or reference set up by certain brain-reactions—and those reactions included
the things that set aside humanity in all its multiplicity of bodily forms: the
capacity for love, the appreciation of beauty, the need to inquire into the
nature of the universe.
And, though they could not isolate this thing
that passed from personality to personality, they could direct it. So they did.
They taught each of their own kind by skilled psychological instruction how to
bring his or her own memories to light; then, how to bring them to light in the mind of the inheritor of them, if the planet
on which the inheritor lived was a victim to the hordes of the Yem. In this way, the green-scaled and graceful race could
multiply its own efforts a millionfold; it was not
numerous enough to undo the millennia-long work of the Yem
alone, but it could give its cousins the knowledge needed to save them.
So the lovely girl who had died on a lonely
outpost in space had not truly died; she lived in Sally's memory, and through
Sally she would save Earthborn humanity from the Yem.
"I've
remembered everything," Sally said quietly. "I was walking to
Paddington Station to go and spend the night with a friend in the country—that
was why I had an overnight bag with me, and quite a lot of money. I was passing
near this house and somehow I sensed the presence of the Yem
in the basement! That triggered the memories. And I must have been half out of
my mind with revulsion and fear. All I knew was that I had to get close to it, find out what it was.
"Rowall must have known—or rather, the thing controlling
him—that the danger the Yem had so long feared
threatened their tenuous beachhead on Earth. I think Rowall
was probably a much less intelligent person than his wife, who saw that the
only way to put a stop to me was to drive me, or rather simply let me drive
myself, insane. RowaU's choice was to kill me
immediately; as he said, make me look for another body. His wife, though,
wanted to make sure I couldn't repeat the feat of remembering on some other
planet. And driving me mad was the only way to insure that."
She looked at Dougherty. "Well?"
she said. "I have to admit that I never thought anyone would believe
me—till I met Nick here, who not only believed me but I think saw the whole
truth before I told him. Didn't you, Nick?"
Jenkins
took off his glasses and rubbed them with his handkerchief. "I wouldn't
say that," he answered cautiously. "But I have an odd sort of
mind—Tom says it's a crossword-puzzle mind. I sort of have the knack of putting
two and one-and-a-half together . . . Yes, nothing you've said contradicts
what I'd guessed."
"But
good Lord!" said Dougherty, staring. "If this is true, even if we poison the thing in the cellar, how the hell do we
track down all of Mrs. Rowan's customers who've been infected?"
West, who had been listening in silence from
near the door, spoke up. "I think I can tell you Inspector," he
ventured. "I've been living here for quite a while, and I've often been
worried about whether I ought to tell the police that Rowall
—poor bastard!—was living off what his wife brought in. Anyway, one time I did
some prowling when they were out, and if you go into the bedroom next door to
here, you'll find a tin box with some names and addresses on bits of paper. I
thought they might maybe regular customers' names; now I'm pretty sure they're
the people the Rowalls managed to plant their
parasites on."
"Go and look and bring 'em in here!"
snapped Dougherty, and the policeman who stood beside West obeyed smartly. In a
moment he came back, with the tin box. "Found it in plain sight," he
said.
Dougherty
riffled through the contents. "All right, well investigate some of these
people. If I get this straight we can assume that they've probably died a
filthy death in some burrow dug for the benefit of the thing on their
back—right?" Sally nodded. "I'll tell Missing Persons at the Yard to
see if the names here match their files; if they do, and if the scientists that
I'm sending over agree with Dr. Gospell that this
thing in the cellar isn't from Earth, then we'll start digging for the others
and burn or poison them."
He
turned to go out, head bent over the list of names in the box. As he was on the
point of departure, he glanced back. "I still don't really believe it," he said in an aggrieved tone, and
vanished.
Clyde West shook his
head. "It's weird," he said with a deep sigh. "But it hangs
together for me. I don't know about you, but my belly's getting acquainted with
my backbone, and if they bring in scientists and so forth we're going to have a
damned busy time answering questions. I got some food in my room—eggs, bread
and butter, and coffee. Can I interest anvone?"
"Not me, thanks," Gospell answered. "I'm going to get the body out of
here, and then get Mrs. Rowall to the hospital and
see if the surgeons can cut that thing off her back."
"Nick? Sally?" West looked inquiringly at them.
"Why," said Jenkins, almost
surprised, "yes, please! I'd clean forgotten that
I originally went out to buy something for supper. I'm starved."
"Right," said West
cheerfully, and thev heard him clatter up the stairs.
Halfway to the top he halted and looked back at them.
"Man, was I ever a lucky s-o-b-! Suppose
they'd been short of customers to put these things on—they might have stuck
one' on me!" But he seemed more relieved at the escape than upset by the
possibility, and even began to hum as he went on upstairs.
The
ambulance men came and removed first Bella Rowall,
then Rowall's dead body, covering the corpse with one
of their blankets. They closed the front door behind them, leaving Jenkins and
Sally alone in the sitting room.
"Nick,"
she said, as soon as the men were gone, "I'd just like to tell you
something. I don't know if it's your peculiar crossword-puzzle sort of mind, or
what, but you've been wonderful to me. If you hadn't believed me when I told
you a crazy-sounding story, I think I really would have gone out of my mind. It
still seems pretty fantastic to me, even though I got the whole thing straight
in my head before Rowall came and caught me at your
place."
Jenkins felt slightly embarrassed and tried a
modest laugh which didn't come off.
"So—well,
I'd like to remind you of what I said before. I said there was one thing I was
absolutely sure of—do you remember what it was?"
"That
you were completely human," Jenkins quoted correctly.
"That's right. Would you like me to
prove it? Don't say no, because I'm going to."
And
she walked up to him and kissed him firmly and very pleasantly on the mouth.
After a moment, he put his arms around her, and proceeded to establish that she
was not only entirely human, but entirely feminine as well.
"If
you did that purely out of gratitude," Jenkins said in a slightly
breathless tone, "you ought to do it to Tom as well, for being open-minded
enough to accept this fantastic story, and to Clyde West for saving my life
when Mrs.
Rowall had a gun pointed at me, and Inspector
Dougherty for risking being blown up by that thing in the ashcan, and—"
"Food's
ready!" said West cheerfully from the top of the
stairs. "I'm going to put it on a tray and bring it down." He paused,
and finished with a chuckle, "I guess you'd rather be alone for a
while."
"Aren't
people nice?" said Sally with a contented sigh,
and turned towards the middle of the room.
"Jenkins!
You there?" Dougherty's voice called from the
front door. "Could you come down to the basement right away? And bring
Miss Ercott with you. We've got a biologist here who
wants to—"
"And
considerate," said
Jenkins in mock disgust. "What do we do—tell him to bring the food
outside?"
Sally
pulled a face, the moue
turned into" a smile,
and arm-in-arm they went out to explain how to save mankind.