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FOOTFALL
LUCIFER'S
HAMMER
LUCIFER'S
HAMMER
Larry Niven and Jerry Pournelle
FAWCETT CREST • NEW YORK
A Fawcett Crest Book
Published
by Ballantine Books Copyright 1977 by Larry Niven and Jerry Pournelle
To Neil Armstrong and Buzz Aldrin, the
first men to walk on another world; to Michael Collins, who waited; and to
those who died trying, Gus Grissom, Roger Chaffee, Ed White, Georgi
Dobrovolsky, Viktor Patsayev, Nikolai Volkov, and all the others.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Excerpts from GIFFORD LECTURES, 1948 by
Emil Brunner. Excerpt from a private speech by Robert Heinlein. Reprinted by
permission.
Prom "Pure, Sweet, Culture" by
Frank Garparik. Copyright @ 1977 by Frank Garparik. Used with permission of the
author.
From How The World Will End by Daniel
Cohen. Copyright 1973, McGraw‑Hill. Used with permission of McGraw‑Hill
Book Co.
From The Naked Ape by Desmond Morris.
Copyright McGraw‑Hill 1967. Used with permission of McGraw‑Hill
Book Company.
Excerpt from The Cosmic Connection by
Carl Sagan. Copyright 1973 by Carl Sagan and Jerome Agel. Reprinted by
permission of Doubleday & Company, Inc.
Excerpts from The Coming Dark Age by
Roberto Vacca, translated from the Italian by Dr. J. S. Whale. Translation
Copyright 1973 by Doubleday & Company, Inc. Reprinted by permission of
Doubleday & Company, Inc.
From Moons and Planets: An Introduction
to Planetary Science by William Hartman. Copyright 1972, Wadsworth Publishing
Co., Inc. Used with permission of Wadsworth Publishing Co., Inc.
Excerpts from Sovereignty by Bertrand de
Jouvenal. Copyright 1957 by University of Chicago Press. Used with permission
of University of Chicago Press.
From The Elements Rage by Frank W. Lane.
Copyright 1965 by Chilton Book Co. Used with permission of Chilton Book Co.
Song "The Friggin Falcon" 1966
by Theodore R. Cogswell. All rights reserved, including the right of public
performance for profit. Used by permission of the author‑ and the
author's agent, Kirby McCauley.
DRAMATIS PERSONAE
TIMOTHY HAMNER, amateur astronomer
ARTHUR CLAY JELLISON, United States
Senator from California
MAUREEN JEEETSON, his daughter
HARVEY RANDALL, Producer‑Director
for NBS Television
MRS. LORETTA STEWART RANDALL
BARRY PRICE, Supervising Engineer, San
Joaquin Nuclear Project
DOLORES MUNSON, Executive Secretary to
Barry Price
EILEEN SUSAN HANCOCK, Assistant Manager
for Corrigan's Plumbing Supplies of Burbank
LEONILLA ALEXANDROVNA MALIK, M.D.,
physician and kosmonaut
MARK CZESCU, biker
GORDON VANCE, Bank President and neighbor
to Harvey Randall
ANDY RANDALL, Harvey Randall's son
CHARLIE BASCOMB, cameraman
MANUEL ARGUILEZ, sound technician
DR. CHARLES SHARPS, Planetary Scientist
and Project Director, California Institute of Technology's Jet Propulsion
Laboratories
PENELOPE JOYCE WILSON, fashion designer
FRED LAUREN, convicted sex offender
COL. JOHN BAKER, USAF, astronaut
HARRY NEWCOMBE, letter carrier, US Postal
Service
THE REVEREND HENRY ARMITAGE
DR. DAN FORRESTER, Member of technical
staff, JPL
LT. COL. RICK DELANTY, USAF, astronaut
MRS. GLORIA DELANTY
BRIGADIER PIETER JAKOV, kosmonaut
FRANK STONER, biker
JOANNA MACPHERSON, Mark Czescu's roommate
COLLEEN DARCY, bank teller
GENERAL THOMAS BAMBRIDGE, USAF, Commander
in Chief, Strategic Air Command
JOHN KIM, Press Secretary to the Mayor Of
Los Angeles
THE HONORABLE BENTLEY ALLEN, Mayor of Los
Angeles
ERIC LARSEN, Patrolman, Burbank PD
JOE HARRIS, Investigator, Burbank PD
COMET WARDENS, a Southern California
religious group
MAJOR BENNET ROSTEN, USAF, Minuteman
Squadron Commander
MRS. MARIE VANCE, wife of Gordon Vance
HARRY STIMMS, automobile dealer in
Tujunga, California
CORPORAL ROGER GILLINGS, Army
SERGEANT THOMAS HOOKER, Army
MARTY ROBBINS, Tim Hamner's assistant and
caretaker
JASON GILLCUDDY, writer
HUGO BECK, owner of a commune in the
foothills of the High Sierra
Prologue
Before the sun burned, before the planets
formed, there were chaos and the comets.
Chaos was a local thickening in the
interstellar medium. Its mass was great enough to attract itself, to hold
itself, and it thickened further. Eddies formed. Particles of dust and frozen
gas drifted together, and touched, and clung. Flakes formed, and then loose
snowballs of frozen gases. Over the ages a whirlpool pattern developed, a fifth
of a light‑year across. The center contracted further. Local eddies,
whirling frantically near the center of the storm, collapsed to form planets.
It formed as a cloud of snow, far from
the whirlpool's axis. Ices joined the swarm, but slowly, slowly, a few
molecules at a time. Methane, ammonia, carbon dioxide; and sometimes denser
objects struck it and embedded themselves, so that it held rocks, and iron. Now
it was a single stable mass. Other ices formed, chemicals that could only be
stable in the interstellar cold.
It was four miles across when the
disaster came.
The end was sudden. In no more than fifty
years, the wink of an eye in its lifetime, the whirlpool's center collapsed. A
new sun burned fearfully bright.
Myriads of comets flashed to vapor in
that hellish flame Planets lost their atmospheres. A great wind of light
pressure stripped an the loose gas and dust from the inner system and hurled it
at the stars.
It hardly noticed. It was two hundred
times as far from the sun as the newly formed planet Neptune. The new sun was
no more than an uncommonly bright star, gradually dimming now.
Down in the maelstrom there was frantic
activity. Gases boiled out of the rocks of the inner system. Complex chemicals
developed in the seas of the third planet. Endless hurricanes boded across and
within the gas‑giant worlds. The inner worlds would never know calm.
The only real calm was at the edge of interstellar space, in the halo,
where millions of thinly spread comets, each as far from its nearest brother as
Earth is from Mars, cruise forever through the cold black vacuum. Here its
endless quiet sleep could last for billions of years . . . but not forever.
Nothing lasts forever.
1
THE ANVIL
Against boredom, even the gods themselves
struggle in vain.
Nietzsche
January: The Portent
The bay‑trees in our country are
all wither'd
And
meteors fright the fixed stars of heaven;
The
pale‑faced moon looks bloody on the earth
And
lean‑look'd prophets whisper fearful change.
These
signs forerun the death or fall of kings.
William Shakespeare, Richard II
The blue Mercedes turned into the big
circular drive of the Beverly Hills mansion at precisely five after six. Julia
Sutter was understandably startled. "Good God, George, it's Tim! And dead
on time."
George Sutter joined her at the window.
That was Tim's car, yup. He grunted and turned back to the bar. His wife's
parties were always important events, so why, after weeks of careful
engineering and orchestration, was she terrified that no one would show up? The
psychosis was so common there ought to be a name for it.
Tim Hamner, though, and on time. That was
strange. Tim's money was third‑generation. Old money, by Los Angeles
standards, and Tim had a lot of it. He only came to parties when he wanted to.
The Sutters' architect had been in love with
concrete. There were square walls and square angles for the house, and softly
curving free‑form pools in the gardens outside; not unusual for Beverly
Hills, but startling to easterners. To their right was a traditional Monterey
villa of white stucco and red tile roofs, to the left a Norman chateau
magically transplanted to California. The Sutter place was set well back from
the street so that it seemed divorced from the tall palms the city fathers had
decreed for this part of Beverly Hills. A great loop of drive ran up to the
house itself. On the porch stood eight parking attendants, agile young men in
red jackets.
Hamner left the motor running and got out
of the car. The "key left" reminder screamed at him. Ordinarily Tim
would have snarled a powerful curse upon Ralph Nader's hemorrhoids, but tonight
he never noticed. His eyes were dreamy; his hand patted at his coat pocket,
then stole inside. The parking attendant hesitated. People didn't usually tip
until they were leaving. Hamner kept walking, dreamy‑eyed, and the
attendant drove away.
Hamner glanced back at the red‑coated
young men, wondering if one or another might be interested in astronomy. They
were almost always from UCLA or Loyola University. Could be . . . Reluctantly
he decided against it and went inside, his hand straying from time to time to
feel the telegram crackle under his fingers.
The big double doors opened onto an
enormous area that extended right through the house. Large arches, rimmed by
red brick, separated the entry from the living areas: a mere suggestion of
walls between rooms. The floor was continuous throughout: brown tile laid with
bright mosaic patterns. Of the two hundred and more guests expected, fewer than
a dozen were clustered near the bar. Their talk was bright and cheery, louder
than necessary. They looked isolated in all that empty space, all that expanse
of tables with candles and patterned tablecloths. There were nearly as many
uniformed attendants as guests. Hamner noticed none of this. He'd grown up with
it.
Julia Sutter broke from the tiny group of
guests and hurried to meet him. There was a tight look around her eyes: Her
face had been lifted, and was younger than her hands. She made a kissing motion
a fraction of an inch from Tim's cheek and said, "Timmy, I'm glad to see
you!" Then she noticed his radiant smile.
She drew back a little and her eyes
narrowed. The note of mock concern in her voice covered real worry. "My
God, Timmy! What have you been smoking?"
Tim Hamner was tall and bony, with just a
touch of paunch to break the smooth lines. His long face was built for
melancholy. His mother's family had owned a highly successful cemetery‑mortuary,
and it showed. Tonight, though, his face was cracked wide apart in a blazing
smile, and there was a strange light in his eyes. He said, "The Hamner‑Brown
Comet!"
"Oh!" Julia stared.
"What?" That didn't make sense. You don't smoke a comet. She tried to
puzzle it out while her eyes roved to her husband—was he having a second drink
already?—to the door—when were the others coming? The invitations had been
explicit. The important guests were coming early—weren't they?—and couldn't
stay late, and—
She heard the low purr of a big car
outside, and through the narrow windows framing the door saw half a dozen
people spilling out of a dark limousine. Tim would have to take care of
himself. She patted his arm and said, "That's nice, Timmy. Excuse me,
please?" A hasty intimate smile and she was gone.
If it bothered Hamner it didn't show. He
ambled toward the bar. Behind him Julia went to welcome her most important
guest, Senator Jellison, with his entourage. He always brought everyone,
administrative assistants as well as family. Tim Hamner's smile was blazing
when he reached the bar.
"Good evening, Mr. Hamner."
"Good it is. Tonight I'm walking on
pink clouds. Congratulate me, Rodrigo, they're going to name a comet after
me!"
Michael Rodriguez, laying out glasses
behind the bar, missed a beat. "A comet?"
"Right. Hamner‑Brown Comet.
It's coming, Rodrigo, you can see it, oh, around June, give or take a few
weeks." Hamner took out the telegram and opened it with a snap.
"We will not see it from Los
Angeles," Rodriguez laughed. "What may I serve you tonight?"
"Scotch rocks. You could see it. It
could be as big as Halley's Comet." Hamner took the drink and looked
about. There was a group around George Sutter. The knot of people drew Tim like
a magnet. He clutched the telegram in one hand and his drink in another, as
Julia brought the new guests over and introduced them.
Senator Arthur Clay Jellison was built
something like a brick, muscular rather than overweight. He was bulky, jovial
and blessed with thick white hair. He was photogenic as hell, and half the
people in the country would have recognized him. His voice sounded exactly as
it did on TV: resonant, enveloping, so that everything he said took on a
mysterious importance.
Maureen Jellison, the Senator's daughter,
had long, dark red hair and pale clear skin and a beauty that would have made
Tim Hamner shy on any other night; but when Julia Sutter turned to him and
(finally!) said, "What was that about a—"
"Hamner‑Brown Comet" Tim
waved the telegram. "Kitt Peak Observatory had confirmed my sighting! It's
a real comet, it's my comet, they're naming it after me!"
Maureen Jellison's eyebrows went up
slightly. George Sutter drained his glass before asking the obvious question.
"Who's Brown?"
Hamner shrugged; his untasted drink
slopped a little onto the carpet, and Julia frowned. "Nobody's ever heard
of him," Tim said. "But the International Astronomical Union says it
was a simultaneous sighting."
"So what you own is half a
comet," said George Sutter.
Tim laughed, quite genuinely. "The day
you own half a comet, George, I'll buy all those bonds you keep trying to sell
me. And buy your drinks all night." He downed his scotch rocks in two
swallows.
When he looked up he'd lost his audience.
George was headed back to the bar. Julia had Senator Jellison's arm and was
steering him toward new arrivals. The Senator's administrative assistants
followed in her wake.
"Half a comet is quite a lot,"
Maureen said. Tim Hamner turned to find her still there. "Tell me, how do
you see anything through the smog?"
She sounded interested. She looked
interested. And she could have gone with her father. The scotch was a warm
trace in his throat and stomach. Tim began telling her about his mountain
observatory, not too many miles past Mount Wilson but far enough into the
Angeles Mountains that the lights from Pasadena didn't ruin the seeing. He kept
food supplies there, and an assistant, and he'd spent months of nights watching
the sky, tracking known asteroids and the outer moons, letting his eye and
brain learn the territory, and forever watching for the dot of light that
shouldn't be there, the anomaly that would . . .
Maureen Jellison had a familiar glazed
look in her eyes. He asked, "Hey, am I boring you?"
She was instantly apologetic. "No,
I'm sorry, it was just a stray thought."
"I know I sometimes get carried
away."
She smiled and shook her head; a wealth
of deep red hair rippled and danced. "No, really. Dad's on the Finance
Subcommittee for Science and Astronautics. He loves pure science, and I caught
the bug from him. I was just. . . You're a man who knows what he wants, and
you've found it. Not many can say that." She was suddenly very serious.
Tim laughed, embarrassed; he was only
just getting used to the fact. "What can I do for an encore?"
"Yes, exactly. What do you do when
you've walked on the moon, and then they cancel the space program?"
"Why . . . I don't know. I've heard
they sometimes have troubles. . . ."
"Don't worry about it," Maureen
said. "You're on the moon now. Enjoy it."
The hot dry wind known as the Santa Ana
blew across the Los Angeles hills, clearing the city of smog. Lights glittered
and danced in the early darkness. Harvey Randall, his wife, Loretta, beside
him, drove his green Toronado with the windows open, relishing the summer
weather in January. When they arrived at the Sutter place he turned the car
over to the red‑jacketed attendant, and paused while Loretta adjusted her
smile before moving through the big front doors.
They found the usual mob scene for a Beverly Hills party. A
hundred people were scattered among the little tables, and another hundred in
clumps; a mariachi group in one corner played gay background music and the singer,
deprived of his microphone, was still doing pretty well telling everyone about
the state of his corazon. They greeted their hostess and parted: Loretta found
a conversation, and Harvey located the bar by searching out the thickest
cluster of people. He collected two gin and tonics.
Bits of conversation ricocheted around
him. "We didn't let him on the white rug, you see. So the dog had the cat
'treed' in the middle of the rug and was pacing sentry duty around the
perimeter...."
". . . was this beautiful young
chick one seat ahead of me on the plane. A real knockout, even if all I could
see was her hair and the back of her head. I was thinking of a way to meet her
when she looked back and said, 'Uncle Pete! What are you doing here?'"
". . . man, it's helped a lot! When
I call and say it's Commissioner Robbins, I get right through. Haven't had a
customer miss a good option since the Mayor appointed me."
They stuck in his mind, these bits and
pieces of story. For Harvey Randall it was an occupational hazard of the TV
documentary business; he couldn't help listening. He didn't want to, really.
People fascinated him. He would have liked to follow up some of these glimpses
into other minds.
He looked around for Loretta, but she was
too short to stand out in this crowd. Instead he picked out high‑piled
hair of unconvincing orange‑red: Brenda Tey, who'd been talking to
Loretta before Harvey went to the bar. He made for that point, easing past
shoals of elbows attached to drinks.
"Twenty billion bucks, and all we
got was rocks! Those damn big rockets, billions of dollars dropped into the
drink. Why spend all that money out there when we could be—"
"Bullshit," said Harvey.
George Sutter turned in surprise.
"Oh. Hello, Harv.... It'll be the same with the Shuttte. Just the same.
It's all money thrown down the drain—"
"That turns out not to be the
case." The voice was clear, sweet and penetrating. It cut right through
George's manifesto, and it couldn't be ignored. George stopped in midsentence.
Harvey found a spectacular redhead in a
green one‑shoulder party gown. Her eyes met his when he looked at her,
and he looked away first. He smiled and said, "Is that the same as
bullshit?"
"Yes. But more tactful." She
grinned at him, and Harvey let his own smile stay in place instead of fading
away. She turned to the attack. "Mr. Sutter, NASA didn't spend the Apollo
money on hardware. We bought research on how to build the hardware, and we've
still got it. Knowledge can't go into the drink. As for the Shuttle, that's the
price to get out there where we can really learn things, and not much of a
price at that...."
A woman's breast and shoulder rubbed
playfully against Harvey's arm. That had to be Loretta, and it was. He handed
her her drink. His own was half gone. When Loretta started to speak he gestured
her silent, a little more rudely than he usually did, and ignored her look of
protest.
The redhead knew her stuff. If careful
reason and logic could win arguments, she won. But she had a lot more: She had
every male's eye, and a slow southern drawl that made every word count, and a
voice so pure and musical that any interruption seemed stuttered or mumbled.
The unequal contest ended when George
discovered that his drink was empty and, with visible relief, broke for the
bar.
Smiling triumph, the girl turned toward
Harvey, and he nodded his congratulations.
"I'm Harvey Randall. My wife,
Loretta."
"Maureen Jellison. Most
pleased." She frowned for half a second. "I remember now. You were the
last U.S. newsman in Cambodia." She shook hands, formally, with Harvey and
Loretta. "And wasn't your newscopter shot down over there?"
"Twice," Loretta said proudly.
"Harvey brought his Air Force pilot out. Fifty miles of enemy lines."
Maureen nodded gravely. She was fifteen
years younger than the Randalls, and seemed very self‑possessed. "So
now you're here. Are you natives?"
"I am," Harvey said.
"Loretta's from Detroit—"
"Grosse Pointe," Loretta said
automatically.
"—but I was born in L.A."
Harvey could never quite bring himself to tell Loretta's half‑truth for
her. "We're scarce, we natives."
"And what do they have you doing
now?" Maureen asked.
"Documentaries. News features,
mostly," Harvey said.
"I know who you are," Loretta
said in some awe. "I just met your father. Senator Jellison."
"That's right." Maureen looked
thoughtful, then grinned broadly. "Say, if you do news features there's
somebody you ought to meet. Tim Hamner."
Harvey frowned. The name seemed familiar,
but he couldn't place it. "Why?"
Loretta said, "Hamner? A young man
with a frightening grin?" She giggled. "He's a teensy bit drunk. He
wouldn't let anyone else talk. At all. He owns half a comet."
"That's him," Maureen said. Her
smile made Loretta feel part of a conspiracy.
"He also owns a lot of soap,"
Harvey said.
It was Maureen's turn to look blank.
"I just remembered," Harvey
said. "He inherited the Kalva Soap Company."
"May be, but he's prouder of the comet,"
Maureen said. "I don't blame him. Dear old Dad could have been President
once, but he's never come close to discovering a comet." She scanned the
room until she spotted her target. "The tall man in the suit with white
and maroon in it. You'll know him by his smile. Get anywhere near him and he'll
tell you all about it."
Harvey felt Loretta tugging at his arm,
and reluctantly looked away from Maureen. When he looked back someone else had
snared her. He went to fetch another pair of drinks.
As always, Harvey Randall drank too much
and wondered why he came to these parties. But he knew; Loretta saw them as a
way to participate in his life. She didn't enjoy his field trips. The one
attempt to take her on a hike with their son had been a disaster. When she went
with him on location she wanted to stay in the best hotels, and if she
dutifully came to the small bars and gathering places Harvey preferred, it was
obvious that she was working hard to hide her unhappiness.
But she was very much at home at parties
like this one, and tonight's had been especially good. She even managed a
private conversation with Senator Jellison. Harvey left her with the Senator
and went to find more drinks. "Light on the gin, Rodriguez. Please."
The bartender smiled and mixed the drink
without comment. Harvey stood with it. Tim Hamner was alone at one of the
little tables. He was looking at Harvey, but the eyes were dreamy; they saw
nothing. And that smile. Harvey made his way across the room and dropped into
the other chair at the table. "Mr. Hamner? Harvey Randall. Maureen
Jellison said I should say 'Comet.'"
Hamner's face came alight. The grin
broadened, if that were possible. He took a telegram out of his pocket and
waved it. "Right! The sighting was confirmed this afternoon. Hamner‑Brown
Comet."
"You skipped a step."
"She didn't tell you anything? Well!
I'm Tim Hamner. Astronomer. Well, not professional, but my equipment's
professional. And I work at it—anyway. I'm an amateur astronomer. A week ago I
found a smear of light not far from Neptune. A dim smear. It didn't belong
there. I kept looking at it, and it moved. I studied it long enough to be sure,
and then I reported it. It's a new comet. Kitt Peak just confirmed it. The IAU
is naming it after me—and Brown."
For just that moment, envy flashed
through Harvey Randall like a lightning strike. It was gone as quickly; he made
it go, shoving it into the bottom of his mind where he could pull it up and
look at it later. He was ashamed of it. But without that flash he would have
asked a more tactful first question. "Who's Brown?"
Hamner's face didn't change. "Gavin
Brown is a kid in Centerville, Iowa. Ground his own mirror to build his
telescope. He reported the comet at the same time I did. The IAU rules it a
simultaneous sighting. If I hadn't waited to be certain . . ." Hamner
shrugged and continued, "I called Brown this afternoon. Sent him a plane
ticket, because I want to meet him. He didn't even want to come until I
promised to show him around the solar observatory at Mount Wilson. That's all
he really cares about! Sunspots! He found the comet by accident!"
"When will we see this comet? That
is," Harvey backtracked, "will it be visible at all?"
"Much too early to ask. Wait a month.
Watch the news."
"I'm not supposed to watch the news.
I'm supposed to report the news," said Harvey. "And this could be
news. Tell me more."
Hamner was eager to do that. He rattled
on, while Harvey nodded with a broadening grin. Beautiful! You didn't have to
know what all the words meant to know the equipment was expensive, and probably
photogenic to boot. Expensive and elaborate equipment, and the kid with a bent
pin for a hook and a willow stick for a rod had caught just as big a fish as the
millionaire!
Millionaire. "Mr. Hamner, if this
comet turns out to be worth a documentary—"
"Well, it might. And the discovery
would be. How amateur astronomers can be important . . ."
Hooked, by God! "What I was going to
ask was, if we can make a documentary on the comet, would Kalva Soap be
interested in sponsoring it?"
The change in Hamner was subtle, but it
was there. Harvey instantly revised his opinion of the man. Hamner had a lot of
experience with people after his money. He was an enthusiast, but hardly a
fool.
"Tell me, Mr. Randall, didn't you do
that thing on the Alaskan glacier?"
"Harvey. Yes."
"It stunk."
"Sure did," Harvey agreed.
"The sponsor insisted on control. And got it. And used it. I didn't inherit
control of a big company." And to hell with you, too, Mr. Timothy Comet
Hamner.
"But I did. And this would be worth
doing. You did the Hell's Gate Dam story too, didn't you?"
"Yes."
"I liked that one."
"So did I."
"Good." Hamner nodded several
times. "Look, this could be worth sponsoring. Even if the comet never
becomes visible, and I think it will. Lord knows they spend enough of the
advertising budget sponsoring crap that nobody wants to watch. Might as well
tell a story worth telling. Harvey, you need a refill."
They went to the bar. The party was
thinning out fast. The Jellisons were just leaving, but Loretta had found
another conversation. Harvey recognized a city councilman who'd been after
Harvey's station to do a show on a park that was his current goal. He probably
thought Loretta would influence Harvey—which was correct—and that Harvey had
influence over what the network and its Los Angeles station did— which was a
laugh.
Rodriguez was busy for the moment and they
stood at the bar. "There's all kinds of excellent new equipment for
studying comets," Hamner said. "Including a big orbital telescope
only used once, for Kahoutek. Scientists all over the world will want to know
how comets differ, how Kahoutek was different from Hamner‑Brown. Lot of
scientists right here. Cal Tech, and the planetary astronomers at JPL. They'll
all want to know more about Hamner‑Brown."
Hamner‑Brown resonated in his
mouth, and Tim Hamner obviously loved the taste. "You see, comets aren't
just something pretty up in the sky. They're left over from the big gas cloud
that formed the solar system. If we could really learn something about
comets—maybe send up a space probe— we'd know more about what the original
cloud of gas and dust was like before it fell in on itself and made the Sun and
the planets and moons and things like that."
"You're sober," Harvey said in
wonder.
Hamner was startled. Then he laughed.
"I meant to get drunk just to celebrate, but I guess I've been talking instead
of drinking." Rodriguez came over and put drinks in front of them. Hamner
lifted his scotch rocks in a salute.
"The way your eyes glow,"
Harvey said, "I thought you must be drunk. But what you say makes a lot of
sense. I doubt we could get a space probe launched, but what the hell, we could
try. Only you're talking about more than a single documentary for something
like that. Listen, is there a chance? I mean, could we send a probe into the
comet? Because I know some people in the aerospace industry, and . . ."
And, thought Harvey, that would be a
story. Who can I get for editor? he wondered. And Charlie Bascomb's available
to do camera....
"Jellison, too," Hamner said.
"He'd be for it. But look, Harv, I know a lot about comets, but not that
much. It's all guesswork right now. Be a few months before Hamner‑Brown
gets to perihelion." He added quickly, "Closest point to the Sun.
Which isn't the same as the closest point to the Earth. . . ."
"How close will that be?"
Harvey asked.
Hamner shrugged. "Haven't analyzed the orbit yet. Maybe
close. Anyway, Hamner‑Brown will be moving fast when it rounds the Sun.
It will have fallen all the way from the halo, out there beyond Pluto, a long
way. You understand, I won't really be computing the orbit. I'll have to wait
for the professionals, just like you."
Harvey nodded. They lifted their glasses
and drank.
"But I like the idea," Hamner
said. "There's going to be a lot of scientific pressure for studies of
Hamner‑Brown, and it wouldn't hurt to push the idea with the general
public. I like it."
"Of course," Harvey said
carefully, "I'd have to have a firm commitment on sponsorship before I
could do much work on this. Are you sure Kalva Soap would be interested? The
show might pull a good audience—but it might not."
Hamner nodded. "Kahoutek," he
said. "They were burned on that one before. Nobody wants to be
disappointed again."
"Yeah."
"So you can count on Kalva Soap. Let's
get across why it's important to study comets even if you can't see them.
Because I can promise the sponsorship, but I can't promise the comet will
deliver. It might not be visible at all. Don't tell people anything more than
that."
"I have a reputation for getting my
facts straight."
"When your sponsor doesn't
interfere," Hamner said.
"Even then, I have my facts
straight."
"Good. But right now there aren't
any facts. Hamner-Brown is pretty big. It has to be, or I couldn't have seen it
out that far. And it looks to get pretty close to the Sun. It has a chance of
being spectacular, but really, it's impossible to tell. The tail could stretch
way‑y‑y out, or it could just blow away. It depends on the
comet."
"Yeah. Look," Harvey said,
"can you name one newsman who lost his reputation because of
Kahoutek?" He nodded at the puzzled look that got. "Right. None. No
chance. The public blamed the astronomers for blowing it all out of proportion.
Nobody blamed the news people."
"Why should they? You were quoting
the astronomers."
"Half the time," Harvey agreed.
"But we quoted the ones who said exciting things. Two interviews. One man
says Kahoutek is going to be the Big Christmas Comet. Another says, well, it's
going to be a comet, but you might not see it without field glasses. Guess
which tape gets shown on the six o'clock news?"
Hamner laughed. He was draining his glass
when Julia Sutter came over.
"Busy, Tim?" she asked, but
didn't wait for an answer. "Your cousin Barry is making a fool of himself
out in the kitchen. Can you get him to go home?" She spoke low and
urgently.
Harvey hated her. Was Hamner sober? Would
he remember any of this in the morning? Damn.
"Be right with you, Julia,"
Hamner said. He broke free and made his way back to Harvey. "Just
remember, our series on Hamner‑Brown is going to be honest. Even if it
costs ratings. Kalva Soap can afford it. When do you want to start?"
Maybe there was some justice in the world
after all. "Right away, Tim. I want some footage of you and Gavin Brown up
at Mount Wilson. And his comments when you show him your setup."
Hamner grinned. He liked that.
"Right. Call you tomorrow."
Loretta
slept quietly in the other bed.
Harvey had been staring at the ceiling
long enough. He knew this feeling. He would have to get up.
He got up. He made cocoa in a big mug and
carried it into his study. Kipling greeted him with tail‑thumping joy,
and he rubbed the German shepherd's ears absently as he opened the drapes. Los
Angeles was semidark below. The Santa Ana had blown away the smog. Freeways
were rivers of moving light even at this late hour. Other major streets were
marked by a grid of lights whose yellow‑orange brilliance Harvey noticed
for the first time. Hamner had said they played hell with the seeing at Mount
Wilson Observatory.
The city stretched away endlessly. High‑rise
apartments in shadowed darkness. Blue squares of still‑lit swimming
pools. Cars. Bright flashing light winking at intervals, the police helicopter
on patrol. He left the window and went to the desk, picked up a book, set it
down; scratched the dog's ears once more; and very gently, because he didn't
trust himself to move rapidly, put the cocoa on the desk.
He'd never had any trouble getting to
sleep in the mountains on camping trips. He'd get into his sleeping bag just
after dark and sleep all night. It was only in the city that he had insomnia.
For years he'd tried to fight it by lying rigid on his back. These nights he
got up and stayed up until he was sleepy. Only he didn't usually have trouble
on Wednesdays.
Wednesdays, he and Loretta made love.
He'd tried to fight that habit once, but
that was years ago; and yes, Loretta would come to his bed on a Monday night;
but not always, and never in the afternoon when it was light; and it was never
as good on a Tuesday or a Saturday because on Wednesdays they knew it was
coming, they were ready. By now the habit had set like concrete.
He shook away those thoughts and
concentrated on his good fortune. Hamner had meant it. The documentary would be
made. He thought about problems. They'd need an expert on low‑light
photography; probably time‑lapse for the comet itself. This would be fun.
Have to thank Maureen Jellison for putting me onto Hamner, he thought. Nice
girl. Vivid. More real than most of the women I meet. Too bad Loretta was
standing right there....
He submerged that thought so quickly that
he was barely aware of it. It was a habit he'd developed long ago. He knew too
many men who talked themselves into hating their wives when they didn't really
dislike them at all. The grass wasn't always greener on the other side of the
fence; a lesson that he'd learned from his father and never forgotten. His father
had been an architect and builder, always close to the Hollywood set but never
quite catching the big contracts that would make him rich; but he'd gone to
plenty of Hollywood parties.
He'd also had time to take Harvey up into
the mountains, and on those long camping hikes he would tell Harvey about
producers and stars and writers who spent more than they earned and built
themselves images that could never be satisfied. "Can't be happy,"
Bert Randall would say. "Keep thinking somebody else's wife is better in
bed, or just prettier at parties, and talk to themselves enough that they
believe it. This whole damn town's got itself believing its own press agents,
and nobody can live up to those dreams."
And it was all true. Dreams could be
dangerous. Better to concentrate on what you had. And, Harvey thought, I have a
lot. A good job, a big house, a swimming
pool . . .
None of it paid for, and you can't do
what you want on the job, a malicious voice said inside his head.
Harvey ignored it.
The
comets were not alone in the halo.
Local eddies near the center of the
maelstrom—that whirling pool of gas which finally collapsed to form the Sun—had
condensed into planets. The furious heat of the newly formed star had stripped
the gas envelopes from the nearest, leaving nuggets of molten rock and iron.
Worlds further out had remained as great balls of gas which men would, in a
billion years, name for their gods. There had also been eddies very distant
from the whirlpool's axis.
One had formed a planet the size of
Saturn, and it was still gathering mass. Its rings were broad and beautiful in
starlight. Its surface churned with storms, for its center was furiously hot
with the energy of its collapse. Its enormous orbit was tilted almost
vertically to the plane of the inner system, and its stately path through the
cometary halo took hundreds of thousands of years to complete.
Sometimes a comet would stray too near
the black giant and be swept into its ring, or into the thousands of miles of
atmosphere. Sometimes that tremendous mass would pluck a comet from its orbit
and swing it out into interstellar space, to be lost forever. And sometimes the
black planet would send a comet plunging into the maelstrom and hellfire of the
inner system.
They moved in slow, stable orbits, these
myriads of comets that had survived the ignition of the Sun. But when the black
giant passed, orbits became chaos. Comets that fell into the maelstrom might
return partially vaporized, and fall back, again and again, until nothing was
left but a cloud of stones. But many never returned at all.
January: Interlude
Be the First in Your Block to Help Blow
Out the Electric Power Network of the Northeast
East
Village Other is proud to announce the first annual blackout of the Werewolves
which is fixed for 3 P.M. on Wednesday, August 19, 1970. Once more let me put
the system to the test. Switch on all the electric equipment you can lay hands
on. Help the companies producing and distributing electric power to improve
their balance sheets by consuming as much as you can; and even then find some
way of using a bit more. In particular, switch on electric heaters, toasters,
air conditioning, and any other apparatus with a high consumption.
Refrigerator' turned up to the maximum, with their doors left open, can cool
down a large apartment in an amusing way. After an afternoon's consumption‑spree
we will meet in Central Park to bay at the moon.
TUNE
IN! PLUG IN! BLOW OUT'
Hospitals and other emergency services
are hereby warned, and invited to take necessary precautions.
The
East Village Other (an underground paper) July 1970
On a clear day the view stretched out
forever. From his vantage point on the top floor of the San Joaquin Nuclear
Project, Site Supervisor Barry Price had an excellent view of the vast lozenge‑shaped
saucer that had once been an inland sea, and was now the center of California's
agricultural industry. The San Joaquin Valley ran two hundred miles to his
north, fifty to the south. The uncompleted nuclear‑power complex stood on
a low ridge twenty feet above the totally flat valley—the highest hill in
sight.
Even at this early hour there was a
bustle of industrial activity. His construction crews worked a full three
shifts, through the night, on Saturdays and Sundays, and if Barry Price had had
his way they'd have worked Christmas and New Year's too. In their latest flurry
of activity they'd finished Number One reactor and had a good start on Number
Two; others had begun excavation for Three and Four, and none of it did any
good. Number One was finished, but the courts and lawyers wouldn't let him turn
it on.
His desk was buried in paper. His hair
was cut very short, his mustache was neatly trimmed and thin as a razor's edge.
He wore what his ex‑wife had called his engineering uniform: khaki
trousers, khaki shirt with epaulets, khaki bush jacket with more epaulets;
pocket calculator swinging from his belt (when his hair was all brown it had
been a slide rule), pencils in his breast pockets, notebook in its own pocket
sewed to the jacket. When forced to—as he increasingly was by court
appearances, command performances before the Mayor of Los Angeles and its
Commissioners of Water and Power, testimony before Congress and the Nuclear
Regulatory Commission or the State Legislature—he reluctantly put on a gray
flannel suit and tie; but on his home turf he gratefully changed back to field
clothing, and he was damned if he'd dress up for visitors.
His coffee cup was empty, dead empty, and
there went his last excuse. He keyed the intercom. "Dolores, I'm ready for
our visiting firemen."
"Not here yet," she said.
Reprieved. For a little while. He went
back to his papers, hating what he was doing. As he worked he muttered to
himself. "I'm an engineer, dammit. If I'd wanted to spend all my time with
legal briefs or sitting in a courtroom, I'd have been a lawyer. Or a mass
murderer."
Increasingly he regretted taking the job.
He was a powersystems man, and a damned good one; he'd proved that by becoming
Pennsylvania Edison's youngest plant supervisor and keeping the Milford nuclear
plant operating with the highest efficiency factor and best safety record in
the country. And he'd wanted this position, to be in charge of San Joaquin and
get the plant on line, four thousand megawatts of clean electric power when the
project was completed. But his job was to build, to operate, not to explain. He
was at home with machinery; more than that, with construction people, power
operators, linemen and switchyard workers, his enthusiasm for nuclear power was
infectious and spread through all those who worked for him—and so what? he
thought sourly. Nowadays he spent all his time on paper work.
Dolores came in with more urgent memos
that had to be answered. Every one of them was a job for a public‑relations
type, and every one of them came from people important enough to demand the
time of the supervising engineer. He hefted the stack of memoranda and documents
she dropped into his IN basket. "Look at this crap," he said.
"And every bit of it from politicians."
She winked. "Illegitimi non
carborundum," she said.
Barry winked back. "It ain't easy.
Dinner?"
"Sure."
He felt the anticipation from the bright
promise in her quick smile. Barry Price sleeps with his secretary! I suppose,
he thought, I suppose the Department would get upset if they knew. And to hell
with them.
He felt the quiet: The building should be
humming with the faint vibrations of turbines, the feel and sound of megawatts
pouring into the grid, feeding Los Angeles and its industries; but there was
nothing. Below him was the rectangular building that contained the turbines,
beautiful machines, a paean to man's ingenuity, weighing hundreds of tons and
balanced to micrograms, able to spin at fantastic speeds and not vibrate at
all.... Why couldn't people understand? Why didn't everyone appreciate the
beauty of fine machinery, the magnificence?
"Cheer up," Dolores said, reading
his thoughts. "The crews are working. Maybe this time they'll let us
finish."
"Wouldn't that make the news?"
Barry asked. "Actually, I'd rather it didn't. The less publicity we have,
the better off we are. And that's crazy."
Dolores nodded and went to the windows.
She stared across the San Joaquin Valley toward the Temblor Range thirty miles
away. "Haze out there," she said. "One of these days . . ."
"Yes." That was a cheerful
thought. Southern California had to have power, and with natural‑gas
shortages the only ways were coal and nuclear—and there was no way at all to
burn coal and not get some haze and smog. "We've got the only clean way to
go," Barry said. "And we've won every time the public got to vote.
You'd think even lawyers and politicians would get the message." He knew
he was preaching to the converted, but it helped to talk to someone, anyone,
who would be sympathetic, who understood.
A light went on at his desk and Dolores
flashed a parting smile before hastening out to greet the visiting delegation
from the State Assembly. Barry prepared for another long day.
Morning rush hour in Los Angeles: streams
of cars, all moving, thin smell of smog and exhaust fumes despite last night's
Santa Ana wind; patches of morning mist from the coast dying as warmer winds
from inland swept them away. There was this about the morning rush hour: The
freeways were jammed, but not necessarily with idiots. Most drove the same
route at the same time every morning. They knew the ropes. You could see it at
the off ramps, where nobody had to swerve across lanes; and at the on ramps,
where the cars seemed to take turns.
Eileen had noticed it‑ more than
once. Despite the stand‑up comics who had made California drivers the
joke of the world, they were much better on freeways than any people she had
seen anywhere else—which meant that she could drive with half her attention.
She knew the ropes, too.
Her routine seldom varied now. Five
minutes to finish a last cup of coffee before she got to the freeway. Stow the
cup in the little rack she'd got from J. C. Whitney, and use the hairbrush for
another five minutes. By then she was awake enough to do some real work. It
would take another half‑hour to get to Corrigan's Plumbing Supplies in
Burbank, and she could get a lot done with the dictaphone in that time. It
improved her driving, too. Without the dictaphone she would be tense and
nervous, pounding the dash in helpless frustration at every minor traffic jam.
"Tuesday. Get on Corrigan's back
about the water filters," her voice said back to her. "We've had two
customers install the damned things without knowing there were parts
missing." Eileen nodded. She'd taken care of that already, and smoothed
out the rage of a guy who'd looked like a barge tender and turned out to be
related to one of the biggest developers in the valley. It just went to show,
you could never kiss off a deal just because it looked like a one‑item
sale. She hit the rewind, then recorded: "Thursday. Have the warehouse
people check every one of those filters in stock. Look for missing Leed nuts.
And send a letter to the manufacturer." She returned to PLAYBACK.
Eileen Susan Hancock was thirty‑four
years old. She was on the thin side of very pretty, and the reason showed in
her hands, which were always in motion, and in her smile, which was nice, but
which flashed always too suddenly, as if she'd turned on a light bulb, and in
her walk. She had a tendency to leave people behind.
Somebody had once told her that was
symbolic: She left people behind both physically and emotionally. He hadn't
said "intellectually," and if he had she wouldn't have believed him,
but it was largely true. She'd been determined to be something more than a
secretary long before there was anything like a women's rights movement; and
she'd managed that despite the responsibilities of a younger brother to raise.
If she ever talked about it, she laughed
at how trite the situation was: Older sister puts younger brother through college
but can't go herself; helps younger brother get married, but never marries
herself; and none of it was really true. She'd hated college. Maybe, she
sometimes thought (but never said to anyone), a very good college, a place
where they make you think, maybe that would have worked out. But to sit in a
classroom while a timeserver lectured from a book that she'd already read, to
teach her nothing she didn't already know— it had been sheer hell, and when she
dropped out the reasons weren't financial.
And as to marriage, there wasn't anybody
she could live with. She'd tried that once, with a police lieutenant ( and
watched how nervous he was to have her living there without benefit of City
Hall license), and what had been a good relationship came apart inside a month.
There had been another man, but he had a wife he wasn't going to leave, and a
third, who'd gone east for a three‑month assignment that hadn't ended
after four years; and . . .
And I'm doing all right, she told herself
when she thought about such things.
Men called her "hyperthyroid"
or "the nervous type," depending on education and vocabulary, and
most didn't try to keep up with her. She had an acid wit that she used too
much. She hated dull talk. She talked much too fast, otherwise her voice was
pleasant with a touch of throatiness derived from too many cigarettes.
She'd been driving this route for eight
years. She took the curve of the four‑level interchange without noticing;
but once, years before, she had swept her car down that curve, then pulled off
at the next ramp and parked her car and strolled back to stare at that maze of
concrete spaghetti.
She'd been laughing at her own picture of
herself as a gawking tourist, but she'd stared anyway.
"Wednesday," the recorder told
her. "Robin's going to come through on the Marina deal. If he does, I
stand to be Assistant General Manager. If he doesn't, no chance. Problem . .
."
Eileen's ears and throat were red in
advance, and her hands shifted too often on the steering wheel. But she heard
it through. Her Wednesday voice said, "He wants to sleep with me, it's
clear it wasn't just repartee and games. If I cool him, do I blow the sale? Do
I go to the mat with him to clinch the deal? Or am I missing something good because
of the implications?"
"Shit‑oh‑dear,"
Eileen said under her breath. She ran the tape back and recorded over that
segment. "I still haven't decided whether to accept Robin Geston's dinner
invitation. Memo: I should keep this tape cleaner. If anyone ever stole the
recorder, I wouldn't want to burn his ears off. Anyone remember Nixon?"
She switched the recorder off, hard.
But she still had the problem, and she
still felt burning resentment at living in a world where she had that kind of
problem. She thought of how she'd word the letter to the goddamn manufacturer
who'd sent out the filters without checking to see that all the parts were
enclosed, and that made her feel a little better.
It
was late evening in Siberia. Dr. Leonilla Alexandrovna Malik was finished for
the day. Her last patient had been a four‑year‑old girl, child of
one of the engineers at the space development center here in the Soviet
northern wastes.
It was midwinter, and the wind blew cold
from the north. There was snow piled outside the infirmary, and even inside she
could feel the cold. Leonilla hated it. She had been born in Leningrad, so she
was no stranger to severe winters; but she kept hoping for a transfer to
Baikunyar, or even Kapustin Yar on the Black Sea. She resented being required
to treat dependents, although of course there was little she could do about it;
there weren't many with pediatric training up here. Still, it was a waste. She
had also been trained as a kosmonaut, and she kept hoping she'd get an
assignment in space.
Perhaps soon. The Americans were said to
be training women astronauts. If the Americans looked likely to send a woman
into space, the Soviet Union would do it also, and quickly. The last Soviet
experiment with a woman kosmonaut had been a disaster. (Was it really her
fault? Leonilla wondered. She knew both Valentina Tereskovna and the kosmonaut
she'd married, and they never talked about why her spacecraft had tumbled,
ruining the chance for the Soviet Union to make the first space docking in
history.) Of course, Valentina was much older, Leonilla thought. That had been
in primitive times. Things were different now. The kosmonauts had little to do
anyway; ground control made all the important decisions. A silly design
philosophy, Leonilla thought, and her kosmonaut colleagues (all male, of
course) shared this view, but not loudly.
She put the last of her used instruments
into the autoclave and packed her bag. Kosmonaut or not, she was also a
physician, and she carried the tools of the trade most places she went, just in
case she might be needed. She put on the fur cap and heavy leather coat,
shuddering a little at the sound of the wind outside. A radio in the next
office had a news program, and Leonilla paused to listen when she heard a key
word.
Comet. A new comet.
She wondered if there would be plans to
explore it. Then she sighed. If there was a space mission to study the comet,
it wouldn't include her. She had no skills for that. Pilot, physician, life‑support‑systems
engineer; those she could do. But not astronomy. That would be for Pieter or
Basil or Sergei.
Too bad, really. But it was interesting.
A new comet.
On
Earth there was plague. Three billion years after the planet's formation there came
a virulent mutation, a form of life that used sunlight directly. The more
efficient energy source gave the green mutant a hyperactive, murderous vigor;
and as it spread forth to conquer the world, it poured out a flood of oxygen to
poison the air. Raw oxygen seared the tissues of Earth's dominant life and left
it as fertilizer for the mutant.
That was a time of disaster for the
comet, too. The black giant crossed its path for the first time.
Enormous heat had been trapped in the
planet's formation; it would be pouring out to the stars for a billion years to
come.
A flood of infrared light boiled hydrogen
and helium from the comet's tissues. Then the intruder passed, and calm
returned. The comet cruised on through the cold black silence, a little lighter
now, moving in a slightly changed orbit.
February: One
On the other hand, it is necessary to
shape the social structure of the worker's world in such a way as to take away
his fear of being a mere cog in an impersonal machine. A true solution can come
only through the conception that work, whatever it must be, is the service of
God and of the community and therefore the expression of man's dignity.
Emil Brurmer, Gifford Lectures, 1948
Westwood Boulevard was not even remotely
on the way between the offices of the National Broadcasting System and the
Randall home near Beverly Glen, which was the main reason Harvey Randall liked
the bars there. He wasn't likely to run into any of the network officials and
he wasn't likely to find any of Loretta's friends.
Students wandered along the wide street.
They came in assortments: bearded and wearing jeans; clean‑cut with
expensive jeans; deliberately weird, and young‑fogey conservative, and
everything between. Harvey strolled with them. He passed specialty bookstores.
One was devoted to gay lib. Another called itself the Macho Adult Bookstore and
meant it. And another catered to the science‑fiction crowd. Harvey made a
mental note to go in there. They'd probably have a lot of stuff about comets
and astronomy geared to a general readership; after he read that he could go to
the UCLA campus store and get the really technical material.
Past the sisterhood place was a plate‑glass
window. Letters in Gothic script said SECURITY FIRST FEDERAL BAR Inside were
stools, three small tables, four booths, a pinball machine and a jukebox. The
walls were decorated with whatever the customers preferred, a supply of marking
pens lay on the bar, and the walls were whitewashed at intervals. Paint peeled
away in places to reveal comments made years before, a kind of pop‑culture
archeology.
Harvey moved into the dimness like a
tired old man. As his eyes adjusted he spotted Mark Czescu on a stool. He
pulled himself up next to Czescu and propped elbows on bar.
Czescu was thirty‑odd, almost
ageless, a perpetual young man about to launch himself on his career. Harvey
knew Mark had been in the Navy for four years, and had tried several colleges,
starting at UCLA and working down through community junior colleges. He
sometimes called himself a student even yet, but no one believed he'd ever
finish. He wore biker's boots, old jeans, a T‑shirt and a crumpled Aussie
digger hat. He wore his black hair long and his black beard full. There was
ground‑in dirt under his nails and fresh streaks of grease on the jeans,
but his hands and clothes had been freshly washed for all of that; he just
didn't have any pathological need to be scrubbed pink.
When Mark wasn't smiling he had a
dangerous look, despite the respectable beer belly. He smiled at lot; but he
could take some things very seriously, and he sometimes moved with a tough
crowd. They were part of his image: Mark Czescu could run with the real bikers
if he wanted to, but he didn't want to. Just now he looked concerned. "You
don't look good," he said.
"I feel like killing somebody,"
said Harvey.
"You feel that way, I could maybe
find somebody," Mark said. He let it trail off.
"No. They're my bosses. They're all
of them my bosses, damn their innumerable souls." Harvey ordered a pitcher
and two glasses, and ignored Mark's suggestion. He knew Mark couldn't arrange a
real murder. It was part of the Czescu image, to know more than you did about
whatever subject came up. It usually amused Harvey, but just now he wasn't in
the mood for games.
"I want something from them,"
Harvey said. "And they know they're going to give it to me. How the hell
can they not know? I've even got the sponsor wired! But the sons of bitches
have to play games. If one of them fell off a balcony tomorrow, I'd be in for
an extra month breaking in a new one, and I can't afford the time." It
didn't hurt to humor Czescu; the guy could be useful, and a lot of fun—and
maybe he could arrange a murder. You never really knew.
"So what are they going to give
you?" Mark asked.
"A comet. I'm going to make a whole
series of documentaries about a new comet. The guy who discovered it chances to
own seventy percent of the company that will sponsor the documentaries."
Czescu chortled. Harvey nodded agreement.
"It's a beautiful setup. Chance to make the kind of films I really want to
do. And to learn a lot. Not like that last shit, interviewing doomsters,
everybody with his own private vision of the end of the world. I wanted to cut
my throat and get it over with before that one was finished."
"So what's wrong?"
Harvey sighed, and drank more beer, and
said, "Look. There are about four guys who could really tell me to go take
a flying frig and make it stick. But that'd be a mistake, right? The New York
people won't put up with blowing a sponsored series. They're going to buy the
show. But how will anyone know they've got the power to say no if they don't
hesitate and demand I write up treatments and do budget estimates and all that
crap? None of that shit gets used, but they've got to have a sound basis for
decisions.' Four fucking prima donnas who actually have the power.
"Okay, I could live with them. But
then there are a couple of dozen who couldn't stop a Time for Beany revival,
but they want to show how important they are, too. So to show each other they
could really stop the show if they wanted to, they raise as many objections as
they can. Got the best interests of the sponsors in mind, right? Don't want to
get Kalva Soap mad, right? Bullshit. But I've got to put up with it."
Harvey was suddenly aware of what he sounded like, "Look, let's change the
subject."
"Right. You've noticed the name of
this place?"
"Security First Federal Bar. Cute.
Stolen from George Carlin. About time, too."
"Right! Now maybe some others will
pick up the idea. Can you see Crazy Eddie's Insurance?"
"Why not? They bought cars from
Madman Muntz. How about Fat Jack's Cancer Clinic?"
"Fat Jack's Cancer Clinic and
Mortuary," Czescu said.
The tightness in Harvey's neck and
shoulders was going away. He drank more beer, then went to a booth where he
could lean against something. Mark followed and took the opposite seat.
"Hey, Harv, when we making another run?
Your bike still work?"
"Yeah." A year ago—no, dammit,
two years and more— he'd said the hell with it and let Mark Czescu lead him on
a ride up the coast, drinking in little bars, talking to other drifters,
camping where they felt like it. Czescu took care of the bikes, and Harvey paid
the bills, not that they amounted to much. It had been a time of no worries.
"The bike works, but I won't get a chance to use it. When this series gets
going it'll take full time."
"Anything I can get in on?" Mark
asked.
Harvey shrugged. "Why not?"
Mark often worked on Harvey's shows. He carried cameras or clipboards and did
maintenance or just plain acted as gofer. "If you'll shut up once in
awhile."
"I'm hip."
The bar was filling up. The jukebox ran
out of sound, and Mark got up. "Something just for you," he said. He
retrieved his twelve‑string guitar from behind the bar and took a chair
at the end of the room. This, too, was part of his routine: Czescu sang for
drinks and meals in bars. On their run up the coast Mark had got them free
steaks in half the places between L.A. and Carmel. He was good enough to be
professional, but he wouldn't discipline himself; whenever he got a regular gig
it didn't last a week. To Mark, those who made steady money were magicians with
a secret that he couldn't quite learn.
Mark strummed an experimental chord, then
began a prologue. The tune was the old cowboy number, "Cool Clear
Water."
All
day I face the TV waste, without a trace of culture,
Pure
culture.
With
soapbox operas all day long, and giveaway shows that run too long, And lead you
on,
From
culture.
Pure
. . . sweet . . . culture.
Harvey laughed approval. A fat man at the
bar sent over a pitcher of beer and Mark acknowledged with a toss of his head.
The
sun goes down, and through the town you hear the cry for culture,
Sweet
culture.
While
lawyers grin, and cops will win, to stop the sin of culture.
Culture.
Pure . . . culture.
There was a short break as Mark picked at
the guitar. The chords jangled, obviously wrong, but obviously right too, as if
Mark were searching for something he could never find.
Keep
a tunin', friend, it'll set you in a trend, And your mind it's goin' to bend,
And
hook you in the end, With culture. Culture. Pure culture.
Friend,
can't you see, for you and me, and a mind that's free,
It's
pay TV for you and me,
And
culture. Culture. Pure . . . sweet . . . culture.
The guitar stopped and Mark said in a
plonking voice, "Almost as much as you get from an old Bogart movie."
PURE,
SWEET, CULTURE.
"Leonard Bernstein conducts the
London Symphony Orchestra and the Rolling Stones in a dazzling display of
"CULTURE.
Pure, sweet, culture.
"Folks, tonight we have a debate
between the president of the United Farm Workers versus twenty‑two hunger
maddened housewives armed with butcher knives. It's
CULTURE.
P*U*R*E, S*W*E*E*T, C*U*L*T*U*R*E."
Jesus, thought Harvey. Jesus, I'd like to
play a recording of that in a goddamn executive council meeting at the network.
Harvey leaned back to enjoy his moment. It wouldn't be long before he had to go
home to dinner, and Loretta, and Andy, and Kipling, and the home he loved but
whose price was just so damned high.
The Santa Ana still blew, hot and dry
across the Los Angeles basin. Harvey drove with open windows, his coat thrown
onto the seat beside him, tie atop the pile. Headlights picked up green hillsides
among bare trees, palm trees at intervals. He drove in the full summery
darkness of a California February and he noticed nothing unusual about it.
He hummed Mark's song as he drove. One
day, he thought. One day I'll slip a tape of that onto the Muzak system so
three‑quarters of the business people in Los Angeles and Beverly Hills
will have to listen to it. Half concentrating, he daydreamed in fragments that
shattered when some car ahead slowed and the flare of brake lights surged like
a wave.
At
the top of the hill he turned right onto Mulholland, right again onto Benedict
Canyon, downhill slightly, then right onto Fox. Fox Lane was one of a cluster
of short curved streets lined with fifteen‑year‑old houses. One of
them belonged to Harvey, courtesy of Pasadena Savings and Loan. Further down
Benedict Canyon was the turn onto Cielo Drive, where Charlie Manson had proved
to the world that civilization was neither eternal nor safe. After that Sunday
morning of horror in 1969 there was not a gun or a guard dog to be had in
Beverly Hills. Back orders for shotguns stretched delivery time to weeks. And
ever since, despite Harvey's pistol and shotgun and dog, Loretta wanted to
move. She was searching for safety.
Home. A big white house with green roof,
trimmed front lawn, a big tree and small porch. It had a good resale value,
because it was the least expensive house on the block; but least expensive is a
relative thing, as Harvey well knew.
His house had a conventional driveway,
not a big circular entry like the house across the street. He took the corner
at a good clip, slowed in the drive, and zapped the garage door with the radio‑beam
widget. The door swung up before he could reach it; perfect timing, and Harvey
scored a mental point with himself. The garage door closed behind him and he
sat for a moment in darkness. Harvey didn't like driving in rush hours, and he
drove the rush hour twice nearly every day of his life. Time for a shower, he
thought. He got out of the car and walked back down the drive toward the
kitchen door.
"Hey, Harv?" a baritone voice
bellowed.
"Yo," Harvey answered. Gordie
Vance, Randall's neighbor on the left, was coming across his lawn with a rake
trailing behind him. He leaned on the fence, and Harvey did the same, thinking
as he did of cartoons of housewives chatting this way; only Loretta didn't like
Marie Vance, and would never be seen leaning on a back fence anyway. "So,
Gordie. How are things at the bank?"
Gordie's smile wavered. "They'll
keep. Anyway you're not ready for a lecture on inflation. Listen, can you get
away on the weekend? Thought we'd take the scouts up for a snow hike."
"Boy, that sounds good." Clean
snow. It was hard to believe that no more than an hour away, in the Angeles Forest
Mountains, was deep snow and wild, whistling wind in the evergreens, while they
stood here in their shirt sleeves in the dark. "Probably not, Gordie.
There's a job coming up." Christ, I hope there's a job coming up.
"You better not count on me."
"What about Andy? Thought I'd use
him as patrol leader this trip."
"He's a little young for that."
"Not really. And he's got
experience. I'm taking some new kids on a first hike. Could use Andy."
"Sure, he's up on his schoolwork.
Where are you going?"
"Cloudburst Summit."
Harvey laughed. Tim Hamner's observatory
wasn't far from there, although Harvey had never seen it. He must have hiked
past it a dozen times.
They discussed details. With the Santa
Ana blowing there'd be melt‑off on all but the top elevations, but there
would certainly be snow on the north slopes. A dozen scouts and Gordie. It
sounded like fun. It was fun. Harvey shook his head ruefully. "You know,
Gordo, when I was a kid it was a good week's hike to Cloudburst. No road. Now
we drive it in an hour. Progress."
"Yeah. But it is progress, isn't it?
I mean, now we can get there and still keep a job."
"Sure. Damn, I wish I could
go." By the time they'd driven up—an hour—and hiked in and got the gear
out of their backpacks and set up camp, and got damp wood burning and their
backpack stoves going, the freeze‑dried mountain food always tasted like
ambrosia. And coffee, at midnight, standing in a shelter out of the wind and
listening to it whistle above . . . But it wasn't worth a comet.
"Sorry."
"Right. Okay, I'll check with Andy.
Go over his gear for me, will you?"
"Sure." What Gordie meant was,
"Don't let Loretta pack for your son. It's hard enough hiking at that
altitude without all the crap she'd make him carry. Hot‑water bottles.
Extra blankets. Once even an alarm clock."
Harvey had to go back for his jacket and
tie. When he came out of the garage he went another way, into the backyard.
He'd thought of asking Gordie, "How do you feel about calling it 'Gordo's
Bank and Kaffeeklatsch'?" From the look on Gordie's face when the bank was
mentioned, it wouldn't go over. Some kind of trouble there. Private trouble.
Andy was in the backyard, across the
pool, playing basketball solitaire. Randall stood quietly watching him. In zero
time, in what must have been a year but felt like a week, Andy had changed from
a boy into a . . . into a stick figure, all arms and legs and hands, long bones
poised behind a basketball. He launched it with exquisite care, danced to catch
the rebound, dribbled, and fired again for a perfect score. Andy didn't smile;
he nodded in somber satisfaction.
Kid's not bad, Harvey thought.
His pants were new, but they didn't reach
his ankles. He'd be fifteen next September, ready for high school; and there
was nothing for it but to send him to Harvard School for Boys, certainly the
best in Los Angeles; only the school wanted a fortune just to hold a place, and
the orthodontist wanted thousands now and more later. And there was the funny
noise from the pool pump, and the electronics club Andy was involved in, it
wouldn't be long before the boy wanted a micro‑computer for himself and
who could blame him? . . . And . . . Randall went inside, quietly, glad that
Andy hadn't noticed him.
A teen‑age boy used to be an asset.
He could work in the fields—drive a team, or even a tractor. The pressure could
be shared, shifted to younger shoulders. A man could ease off.
There was wrapping paper in the kitchen
wastebasket. Loretta had been shopping again. Christmas had been on charge
accounts, and those bills would be coming to roost on his desk. He'd already
heard the stock‑market report on the radio. The market was down.
Loretta was nowhere around. Harvey went
into the big dressing room off the bathroom and stripped, got into the shower.
Hot water beat down on his neck, draining away tension. His mind was turned
off; he imagined himself as meat being massaged by hydraulic pressure. Only. If
only his mind would really turn off.
Andy has a conscience. God knows I never
tried to make him feel guilty. Discipline, sure. Punishment, standing in a
corner, even a formal spanking, but when it's over it's over, no lingering guilt
. . . but he knows guilt anyway. If Andy knew what he's costing me in dollars
and cents—and in the years of my life. If he ever knew what it does to the way
l have to live, the shit I put up with to keep that goddamn job and win the
bonuses that keep us afloat . . . What would Andy do if he knew? Run away? Get
a job as a street sweeper in San Francisco to try to pay me back? He damned
well is not going to know.
A voice in the roar of water. Huh?
Randall came out of the internal world and found Loretta smiling through the
glass shower door. She mouthed, "Hi. How'd it go?"
He waved. Loretta took it as an
invitation. Randall watched her undress slowly, lasciviously, and slide through
the glass door quick so the water wouldn't splash out . . . and it wasn't
Wednesday. Harvey folded her in his arms. The water beat down on them, and they
kissed. And it wasn't Wednesday.
She asked, "How'd it go?"
He had read her lips the first time, but
she couldn't guess that. Now he had to answer. "I think they'll do
it."
"I don't see why not. It doesn't
make sense. If they wait, CBS will take it."
"Right." The magic went out of
the shower/orgy scene, poof.
"Isn't there any way to tell them
how silly they're being?"
"No." Harvey fiddled with the
shower head. The water expanded to a fine spray.
"Why not?"
"Because they know. Because they're
not playing the same game we are."
"It all depends on you. If you
insist on doing it your way, just once...." Loretta's hair darkened and
dampened under the shower. She held him in her arms and looked up into his
face, looked for the strengthening of purpose that would mean she'd convinced
him: that he would stand by his principles and force his superiors to face the
consequences of their mistakes.
"Yeah. It all depends on me. Which
makes me the obvious target if anything goes wrong. Turn around and I'll do
your back."
She turned her back. Harvey reached for
the soap. His will loosed its hold on the muscles of his face. His soapy hands
made patterns in the slippery contours of Loretta's back . . . slowly, every
move a caress . . . but he was thinking, Don't you know what they'd do to me?
They'd never fire me, but one day my office is an inside broom closet, the next
day the rug is gone. Then my phone doesn't work. By the time I quit, everyone
in the industry has forgotten I exist. And we're still spending every cent I
make.
He had always loved Loretta's back. He
searched his mind for growing lust . . . but he felt nothing.
She was in on this from the beginning. It's her life too. Not
fair to lock her out. But she just won't understand. I can get Mark off a
subject! He'll drink my beer and talk about something else, if I make it plain
enough. But I can't talk to Loretta like that.... What I need is a drink.
Loretta washed his back for him, and then
they dried each other with the big towels. She was still trying to tell him how
to handle the situation at the studio. She knew something was wrong, and as
usual she probed at it, trying to understand, trying to help.
Myriads
of orbits later, when true humans were spreading through a world held fast in
the grip of an ice age, the black planet came again.
The comet was larger now. It had grown,
snowflake by isolated snowflake, over a thousand million years, until it was
four and a half miles across. But now its surface warmed in a bath of infrared
heat. Within the comet's tissues, pockets of hydrogen and helium vaporized and
seeped through the crust. The tiny sun was eclipsed. The ringed black disk
covered a third of the sky, leaking the heat of its birth.
Then it had passed, and calm returned.
The comet had healed from a previous
pass. Centuries, millennia, what are they in the cometary halo? But time had come
at last to this comet. The black giant's passing had stopped it cold in its
orbit.
Slowly, urged by the faint tugging of the
Sun's gravity, it began to drop toward the maelstrom.
February:
Two
It appears that the inner planets have
ceaselessly been bombarded since their formation. Mars, Mercury, and Earth's
Moon have undergone repeated strikes by objects ranging in size from
micrometeorites to whatever cracked the Moon and created the large lava basin
called Oceanus Procellarum.
Although it was originally thought that
Mars, because it was at the edge of the asteroid belt, experienced a higher
rate of meteoric bombardment, examination of Mercury indicates that Mars is not
exceptional, and the inner planets have approximately equal probabilities of
being struck....
Mariner Preliminary Report
The TravelAII was crammed with equipment:
cameras, tape recorders, lights and reflectors, battery belts; the myriad
paraphernalia of the roving TV interview. Charlie Bascomb, cameraman, was in
the back with the sound man, Manuel Arguilez; everything normal, except that
Mark Czescu was in the front seat when Harvey came out of the NBS offices.
Harvey beckoned to Mark. They walked across
the studio lot toward Mercedes Row, where the executives parked.
"Look," Harvey said, "your job title is Production Assistant.
That theoretically makes you management. It has to be that way because of union
rules."
"Yeah—" Mark said.
"But you aren't management. You're a
gofer."
"I'm hip." Mark sounded hurt.
"Don't get upset and don't get
huffy. Just understand. My crew has been with me a long time. They know the
game. You don't."
"I know that, too."
"Fine. You can be a big help. Just
remember, what we don't need is—"
"Is me telling everybody how to do
their job." He flashed a big grin. "I like working for you. I won't
blow it."
"Good." Harvey detected no
signs of irony in Mark's voice It made him feel better. He had been worried
about this interview—it had to be said, but that didn't make it easier. One of
his associates had once remarked that Mark was like a jungle, all right but you
had to chop him back every now and then or he'd grow all over you.
The TravelAII started instantly. It had
been through a lot with Harvey Randall: from the Alaska pipeline to the lower
tip of Baja, even into Central America. They were old friends, the TravelAII
and Harvey: a big three‑seat International Harvester four‑wheel
drive, truck motor, ugly as sin, and utterly reliable. He drove in silence to
the Ventura Freeway and turned toward Pasadena. Traffic was light.
"You know," Harvey said,
"we're always complaining how nothing works, but here we are going fifty
miles for this interview, and we count on being there in less than an hour.
When I was a kid a fifty‑mile trip was something you packed lunches for
and hoped you'd make it by dark."
"What'd you have, a horse?"
Charlie asked.
"No, just L.A. without the freeways."
"Yuk."
They drove through Glendale and turned
north on Linda Vista to go past the Rose Bowl. Charlie and Manuel talked about
bets they'd lost a few weeks before.
"I thought Cal Tech owned JPL,"
Charlie said.
"They do," Mark told him.
"Sure put it way the hell far from
Pasadena."
"Used to test jet engines
there," Mark said. "JPL. Jet Propulsion Laboratories, right?
Everybody thought they'd blow up, so they made Cal Tech put the labs out in the
Arroyo." He waved to indicate the houses outside. "Then they built
the most expensive suburb in this end of L.A. just around it."
The guard was expecting them. He waved
them into a lot near one of the large buildings. JPL nestled into its arroyo
and filled it with office buildings. A big central steel and glass tower looked
strangely out of place among the older Air‑Force standard
"temporary" structures erected twenty years before.
There was a PR flack waiting for them.
She led them through the routine: Sign in, wear badges. Inside, it looked like
any other office building, but not quite: There were stacks of IBM cards in the
corridors, and almost no one wore coats or ties. They passed a ten‑foot
color globe of Mars gathering dust in a corner. No one paid any attention to
Harvey and his people; it wasn't unusual to see TV crews.
JPL had built the Pioneer and Mariner
space probes, had set Viking down on Mars.
"Here we are," the PR flack
said.
The office looked good. Books on the
wall. Incomprehensible equations on the blackboards. Books on every flat
surface in view, IBM print‑outs all over the expensive teak desk.
"Dr. Sharps, Harvey Randall,"
the flack said. She hovered near the door.
Charles Sharps wore glasses that curved
around to cover his whole field of view; very modernistic, vaguely insectile
against his long pale face. His hair was black and straight, worn short. His
fingers played with a felt‑tip pen, or fished into his pockets, always
moving. He looked to be about thirty, but might have been older, and he wore a
sport jacket and tie.
"Now let's get this straight,"
Sharps said. "You want a lecture on comets. For yourself or for the
public?"
"Both. Simple for me camera, as much
as I can understand for me. If it's not too much trouble."
"Too much trouble?" Sharps laughed. "How could it
be too much trouble? Your network tells NASA you want to do a documentary on
space, and NASA sends up red rockets. Right, Charlene?"
The PR flack nodded. "They asked us
to cooperate—"
"Cooperate." Sharps laughed
again. "I'd jump through hoops if I thought it would help get a budget.
When do we start?"
"Now, please," Harvey said.
"The crew will set up while we chat. Just ignore them. I take it you're
the resident expert on comets."
"I suppose so," Sharps said. "Actually I like asteroids,
but somebody has to study comets. I gather you're interested mainly in Hamner‑Brown."
"Right."
Charlie caught Harvey's eye. They were
ready. Harvey gave them the nod. Manuel listened and watched the indicator, and
said, "Speed."
Mark stepped in front of the camera.
"Sharps interview, take one." The chalkboard came together with a
loud clack! Sharps jumped. They always did, first time. Charlie busied himself
with the camera. He kept it aimed at Sharps; they'd film Harvey asking the
questions later, when Sharps wasn't around.
"Tell me, Dr. Sharps, will Hamner‑Brown
be visible to the naked eye?"
"Don't know," Sharps said. He
sketched something unlikely on the IBM print‑out in front of him. The
sketch might have been of a pair of mating Loch Ness monsters. "A month
from now we'll know much better. We already know it's going to get as close to
the Sun as Venus, but—" He broke off and looked at the camera "What
level do you want this at?"
"Anything you like," Harvey
said. "Make me understand, then we can decide how to tell the
public."
Sharps shrugged. "All right. So
there's the solar system out there." He waved toward one wall. A big chart
of the planets and their orbits hung next to the blackboard. "Planets and
moons, always where they should be. They do a great complicated dance around
each other. Every planet, every moon, every little rock in the asteroid belt,
all dancing to Newton's song of gravity. Mercury got a little out of step and
we had to revise the universe to make it fit."
"How's that?" Harvey asked. And
I'd have preferred to do the poetry myself, but what the hell . . .
"Mercury. Orbit changes just a
little every year. Not much, but more than Newton says it should. So a man
named Einstein found a good explanation, and incidentally managed to make the
universe a stranger place than it was before."
"Oh. I hope we don't need relativity
to understand comets—"
"No, no. But there's more than gravity
to a comet's orbit. That's surprising, isn't it?"
"Yes. Are we going to have to revise
the universe again?"
"What? No, it's simpler than that.
Look . . ." Sharps jumped to his feet and was at the blackboard. He looked
for chalk and muttered
"Here you go." Mark took chalk
from his pocket and handed it.
"Thanks." Sharps sketched a
white blob, then a parabolic curve. "That's the comet. Now let's put in
planets." He drew two circles. "Earth and Venus."
"I thought planets moved in elliptical
orbits," Harvey said.
"So they do, but on any scale you
could draw you can't see the difference. Now look at the comet's orbit. Both
arms of the curve look just the same, coming in and going out. Textbook
parabola, right?"
"Right."
"But here's what the comet really looks like when it falls
away from the Sun. A dense nucleus, a coma of fine dust and gas"—he was
drawing again—"and a plume of dusty gas streaming away from the Sun. Ahead
of the comet, going out. The tail. A big tail, a hundred million miles long,
sometimes. But it's nearly a vacuum. It has to be—if it were thick, there
wouldn't be enough matter in the comet to fill that much space."
"Sure."
"Okay, and again like the textbooks.
Material boils out of the head of the comet into the coma. It's a thin gas,
tiny particles, so tiny that sunlight can push them around. Light pressure from
the Sun makes them stream away, so the tail always faces away from the Sun.
Okay? Tail follows the comet going in, leads it coming out. But—
"The stuff boils out unevenly. When
the comet first falls into the system, it's a solid mass. We think. Nobody
really knows. We have several models that fit the observations. Me, I like the
dirty‑snowball model. The comet's made of rocks and dust, the dirt,
balled up with ices and frozen gases. Some water ice. Methane. Carbon
dioxide—dry ice. Cyanogen and nitrogen, all kinds of stuff. Pockets of these
gases thaw and blast out to one side or the other. Like jet propulsion, and it
changes the orbit." Sharps was at work with the chalk, holding it
sideways. When he finished, the incoming arm had jogs and jiggle in it, and the
outgoing arm was blurred into a wide sweep not unlike the comet's tail.
"So we don't know how close to Earth it's coming."
"I see. And you don't know how big the tail will be."
"Right. But this seems to be a new
comet. Maybe it's never made the trip down close to the Sun before. Not like
Halley's Comet, which comes every seventy years and gets smaller each time.
Comets die a little every time they pass near the Sun. They lose all that tail
material forever. So each time the tail's smaller, until eventually there's
nothing left but the nucleus, and that comes as a handful of rocks. Meteor
showers. Some of our best shooting stars are pieces of old comets falling onto
Earth."
"But this one's new—"
"That's right. So it ought to have a
spectacular tail."
"I seem to remember people said that
about Kahoutek."
"And I seem to remember they were wrong.
Wasn't there an outfit selling commemorative medals that would show Kahoutek
exactly as it appeared? You see there's no way to know. But my guess is that
Hamner‑Brown will be quite a sight. And it ought to pass fairly close to
Earth."
Sharps drew a dot within the blur of the
comet's outgoing course. "There's where we'll be. Of course we won't see a
lot until the comet passes the Earth, because until it gets by we'll be looking
straight into the Sun to see it. Hard to observe then. But when it's passed us,
it should be quite a sight. There have been comets with tails across half the
sky. See them in daytime. We're overdue for a big comet this century."
"Hey, doc," Mark said.
"You've got Earth right in that thing's path. Could it hit us?"
Harvey turned to look daggers at Mark.
Sharps was laughing. "Chances are
zillions to one against it. You see the Earth as a dot on the blackboard.
Actually, if I drew this to scale you wouldn't be able to see the Earth in the
drawing. Or the comet nucleus either. So what's the chance that a couple of
pinpoints will come together?" He frowned at the board. "Of course,
the tail is likely to go where we do. We might be in it for weeks."
"What does that do?" Harvey
asked.
"We went through the tail of
Halley's Comet," Mark said. "Didn't hurt a thing. Pretty lights,
and—"
This time Harvey's look was enough.
"Your friend's right," Sharps
said.
I knew that. "Dr. Sharps, why do all
the astronomers get so excited about Hamner‑Brown?" Harvey asked.
"Man, we can learn a lot from
comets. Things like the origins of the solar system. They're older than Earth.
Made out of primordial matter. This comet may have been out there way past
Pluto for billions of years. Present theory says the solar system condensed
from a cloud of dust and gas, an eddy in the interstellar medium. Most of that
blew away when the Sun started to burn, but some is still in the comet. We can
analyze the tail. The way we did with Kahoutek. Kahoutek was no disappointment
to astronomers. We used tools we'd never had before. Skylab. Lots of
things."
"And that was useful?" Harvey
prompted.
"Useful? It was magnificent! We
should do it again!" Sharps's hands waved around in dramatic gestures.
Harvey glanced quickly at his crew. The camera was rolling, and Manuel had that
contented look a sound man has when things are going well in his phones.
"Could we get something like Skylab
up there in time?" Harvey asked.
"Skylab? No. But Rockwell's got an
Apollo capsule we could use. And we've got the equipment here at the labs.
There are big military boosters around, things the Pentagon doesn't need
anymore. We could do it, if we started now, and we weren't chicken about
it." Sharps's face fell. "But we won't. Too damn bad, too. We could
really learn something from Hamner‑Brown that way."
The cameras and sound equipment were
packed away and the crew went out with the PR lady. Harvey was saying his
farewells to Sharps.
"Want some coffee, Harvey? You're in
no hurry, are you?" Sharps asked.
"Guess not."
Sharps punched a button on the phone
console. "Larry. Get us some coffee, please." He turned back to
Harvey. "Damnedest thing," he said. "Whole nation depends on
technology. Stop the wheels for two days and you'd have riots. No place is more
than two meals from a revolution. Think of Los Angeles or New York with no
electricity. Or a longer view, fertilizer plants stop. Or a longer view yet, no
new technology for ten years. What happens to our standard of living?"
"Sure, we're a high‑technology
civiliz—"
"Yet . . ." Sharps said. His
voice was firm. He intended to finish. "Yet the damned fools won't pay ten
minutes' attention a day to science and technology. How many people know what
they're doing? Where do these carpets come from? The clothes you're wearing?
What do carburetors do? Where do sesame seeds come from? Do you know? Does one
voter out of thirty? They won't spend ten minutes a day thinking about the
technology that keeps them alive. No wonder the research budget has been cut to
nothing. We'll pay for that. One day we'll need something that could have been
developed years before but wasn't—" He stopped himself. "Tell me,
Harv, will this TV thing of yours be big or will it get usual billing for a
science program?"
"Prime time," Harvey said.
"A series, on the value of Hamner‑Brown, and incidentally on the
value of science. Of course, I can't guarantee people won't turn to reruns of
'I Love Lucy.' "
"Yeah. Oh—thank you, Larry. Put the coffee
right here."
Harvey had expected styrofoam cups and
machine coffee. Instead, Sharps's assistant brought in a gleaming Thermos
pitcher, silver spoons and sugar‑and‑cream service on an inlaid
teak tray.
"Help yourself, Harvey. It's good
coffee. Mocha‑Java?"
"Right," the assistant said.
"Good." He waved dismissal.
"Harv, why this sudden change of heart by the networks?"
Harvey shrugged. "Sponsor insists on
it. The sponsor happens to be Kalva Soap. Which happens to be controlled by
Timothy Hamner. Who happens—"
Harvey was cut off by shrieks of
laughter. Sharps's thin face contorted in glee. "Beautiful!" Then he
looked thoughtful. "A series. Tell me, Harv, if a politician helped us
with the study—helped a lot—could he be worked into the series? Get some
favorable publicity?"
"Sure. Hamner would insist on it.
Not that I'd object—"
"Marvelous." Sharps lifted his
coffee cup. "Cheers. Thanks, Harv. Thanks a lot. I think we'll be seeing
more of each other."
Sharps waited until Harvey Randall had
left the building. He sat very still, something unusual for him, and he felt
excitement in the pit of his stomach. It might work. It just might. Finally he
punched the intercom. "Larry, get me Senator Arthur Jellison in
Washington. Thanks."
Then he waited impatiently until the
phone buzzed. "He'll talk to you," his assistant said.
Sharps lifted the phone. "Sharps
here." Another wait while the secretary got the Senator.
"Charlie?"
"Right," Sharps said.
"Art, I've got a proposition for you. Know about the comet?"
"Comet? Oh. Comet. Funny you mention
that. I met the guy who discovered it. Turns out he was a heavy contributor,
but I never met him before."
"Well, it's important," Sharps
said. "Opportunity of the century—"
"That's what they said about
Kahoutek—"
"God damn Kahoutek! Look, Art,
what's the chance we could get funding for a probe?"
"How much?"
"Well, take two cases. Second best
is anything we can get. The lab can cobble up an unmanned black box, something
that goes on a Thor‑Delta—"
"No problem. I can get you
that," Jellison said.
"But that's second best. What we
need is a manned probe. Say two men in an Apollo with some equipment instead of
the third man. Art, that comet's going to
be close. From up there we could get good pictures, not just the tail, not just
the coma, there's a fair chance we could get pix of the head! Know what that
means?"
"Not really, but you just told me
it's important." Jellison was silent for a moment. "Sorry. I really
am, but there's no chance. Not one chance. Anyway, we couldn't put up an Apollo
if we had the budget—"
"Yes we can. I just checked with Rockwell.
Higher‑risk mission than NASA likes, but we could do it. We've got the
hardware—"
"Doesn't matter. I can't get you a
budget for that."
Sharps frowned at the phone. The sick
excitement rose in his stomach. Arthur Jellison was an old friend, and Charlie
Sharps did not like blackmail. But . . . "Not even if the Russkis are
putting up a Soyuz?"
"What? But they're not—"
"Oh, yes, they are," Sharps
said. And it's not a lie, not really. Just an anticipation—
"You can prove that?"
"In a few days. Rely on it, they're going up to look at
Hamner‑Brown."
"I will be dipped in shit."
"I beg your pardon, Senator?"
"I will be dipped in shit."
"Oh."
"You're playing games with me,
aren't you, Charlie?" Jellison demanded.
"Not really. Look, Art, it's
important. And we need another manned mission anyway, just to keep up interest
in space. You've been after a manned flight—"
"Yeah, but I had no chance of
getting one." There was more silence. Then Jellison said, more to himself
than Sharps, "So the Russkis are going. And no doubt they'll make a big
deal of it."
"I'm sure they will."
Another silence. Charlie Sharps almost
held his breath "Okay," Jellison said. "I'll nose around the
Hill and see what kind of reactions I get. But you better be giving it to me
straight."
"Senator, in a week you'll have
unmistakable evidence."
"All right. I'll give it a try.
Anything else?"
"Not just now."
"Okay. Thanks for the tip,
Charlie." The phone went dead.
Abrupt he is, Sharps thought. He smiled
thinly to himself, then punched the intercom button again. "Larry, I want
Dr. Sergei Fadayev in Moscow, and yes, I know what time it is over there. Just
get him on for me."
The
legend of Gilgamesh was a handful of unconnected tales spreading through the
Earth's Fertile Crescent in Asia . . . and the comet was nearly unchanged. It
was still far outside the maelstrom. The orbit of the runaway moon called Pluto
would have looked like a quarter held nearly on edge, at arm's length. The Sun,
an uncomfortably bright pin point, still poured far less heat across the
comet's crust than had the black giant at its worst. The crust was mostly water
ice now; it reflected most of the heat back to the stars.
Yet time passed.
Mars swallowed its water in another turn
of its long, vicious weather cycle. Men spread across the Earth, laughing and
scratching. And the comet continued to fall. A breath of the solar wind, high‑velocity
protons, flayed its crust. Much of the hydrogen and helium in its tissues had
seeped away. The maelstrom came near.
March:
One
And the Lord hung a rainbow as a sign,
Won't
be water but fire next time.
Traditional
spiritual
Mark Czescu looked up at the house and
whistled. It was California Tudor, off‑white stucco with massive wood
beams inset at angles. They'd be real wood. Some places, like Glendale, had the
same style of house with plywood strips to fake it, but not Bel Air.
The house was large on a large lot. Mark
rang the front door bell. Presently it was opened by a young man with long hair
and pencil‑thin mustache. He looked at Mark's Roughrider trousers and
boots and at the large brown cases Mark had set on the porch. "We don't
need any," he said.
"I'm not selling any. I'm Mark
Czescu, from NBS."
"Oh. Sorry. You'd be surprised how
many peddlers we get. Come on in. My name's George, I'm the houseboy." He
lifted one of the cases. "Heavy."
"Yeah." Mark was busy looking around.
Paintings. A telescope. Globes of Earth,' Mars and the Moon. Glass statuary.
Steuben crystal. Trip toys. The front room had been set up as for a theater
party, couches facing the TV. "Must have been a bitch moving that
stuff," Mark said.
"Sure was. Here, put that in here.
Anything tricky about it?"
"Not if you know video
recorders."
"I ought to," George said.
"I'm a drama student. UCLA. But we haven't had that course yet. You better
show me."
"Will you be running it
tonight?"
"Nah. I've got a rehearsal. Wild Duck. Good part. Mr. Hamner
will do it."
"Then I'll show him."
"You'll have to wait, then. He's not
home yet. Want a beer?"
"That'd go nice." Mark followed
George to the kitchen. A big room, gleaming chrome and Formica everywhere; two
double sinks, two gas ovens, two ranges. A large counter held trays of canapes
covered with Saran Wrap. There was a desk and bookshelves which held cookbooks,
the latest Travis McGee thrillers and Stanislavski's An Actor Prepares. Only
the thrillers and Stanislavski showed any signs of use. "I'd have thought
Hamner would find himself an astronomy student—"
"Last guy here was," George
said. He got out beer. "They fought a lot."
"So Hamner fired him."
"No, he sent him up to his place in
the mountains. Hamner likes to fight, but not when he's at home. He's easy to
work for. And there's color TV in my room, and I get to use the pool and
sauna."
"Hard to take." Mark sipped at
the beer. "This must be one swinging party pad."
George laughed. "Like hell. The only
parties are when I bring in a show cast. Or like tonight, relatives."
Mark eyed George carefully. Pencil
mustache. Actor's fine features. What the hell, he thought. "Hamner gay or
something?"
"Christ, no," George said.
"No, he just doesn't go out much. I fixed him up with the second lead in
our last show Nice girl, from Seattle. Hamner took her out a couple of times,
then nothing. Irene said he was polite and a perfect gentleman until they were
alone, then he leaped at her."
"She should have leaped back."
"That's what I said, but she
didn't." George cocked his head to one side. "That's Mr. Hamner
coming now. I recognize the engine."
Tim
Hamner went to the side door and into the small suite that he thought of as his
home. It was the part of the house he felt most comfortable in although he used
the whole place. Hamner didn't like his house. It had been chosen by the family
money managers for resale value, and it had that; it gave him plenty of space
to display the things he'd collected; but it didn't seem like a home.
He poured himself a short scotch and sank
into an Eames chair. He put his feet up on the matching footstool. It felt
good. He'd done his duty. He'd gone to a directors' meeting and listened to all
the reports and congratulated the company president on the quarterly earnings.
Tim's natural inclination was to let those who liked playing with money do it,
but he'd had a cousin who lost everything that way; it never hurt to let money
managers know you were looking over their shoulders.
Thinking of the meeting reminded him of
the secretary at the office. She'd chatted pleasantly with Tim before the
meeting, but she'd pleaded a date when he asked her for dinner for tomorrow.
Maybe she did have a date. She was polite enough. But she'd turned him down.
Maybe, he thought, maybe I should have asked her for next Friday. Or next week.
But then if she said no there'd have been no doubt about why.
He heard George talking with someone out
in the living room and wondered idly who it might be. George wouldn't disturb
him until he came out; that was one nice thing about this house, he could have
this suite to himself. But then Tim remembered. That would be the man from NBS!
With the cut scenes, the ones Tim had liked but hadn't got into the
documentary. He got up in enthusiasm and began changing clothes.
Penelope
Wilson arrived about six. She had never answered to Penny, her mother had
insisted. Tim Hamner, looking at her through the spy‑eye in the door,
suddenly remembered that she had given up Penelope too. She'd taken to using
her middle name, and Tim couldn't remember it.
Be brave. He threw the door wide and,
letting his agony show, cried, "Quick! What's your middle name?"
"Joyce. Hello, Tim. Am I the
first?"
"Yes. You look elegant." He
took her coat. He had known her forever: since grade school, anyway. Penelope
Joyce had gone to the same girls' prep school as Tim's sister and half a dozen
girl cousins. She had been the homely one, with her wide mouth and too‑square
jaw and a figure best described as sturdy. In college she had begun to bloom.
She was indeed elegant tonight. Her hair
was long and wavy and complexly arranged. Her dress was clean of line and of a
color and texture soft to the eye. Tim wanted to touch it. He'd lived with his
sister long enough to know how long it must have taken to get that effect, even
if he had no hint as to how it was done.
Wanting her approval was automatic. He
waited as she inspected his living room, wondering to himself why he'd never
invited her before. Finally she looked up with an expression Tim hadn't seen
her use since high school, when she'd decided she was judge of all morals.
"Nice room," she said approvingly. Then she giggled, ruining the
pose.
"Glad you like it. Damned glad, in
fact."
"Really? Is my opinion so
important?" She was still teasing him with facial expressions from their
childhood.
"Yes. In a few minutes the whole
damned family's going to be here, and most of them haven't seen this place. You
think like they do, so if you like it, they will."
"Hmm. I guess I deserted that."
"Hey, I didn't mean . . ." She
was laughing at him again. He got her a drink and they sat.
"I've been wondering," she
mused. "We haven't seen each other for two years at least. Why did you ask
me here tonight?"
Tim was partly prepared for that. She had
always been direct. He decided to be truthful. "I was thinking about who I
wanted here tonight. A big ego thing, right? The show about my comet. And I
thought of Gil Waters, the top of my class at Cate, and my family, and you.
Then I realized I was thinking of all the people I wanted to impress
most."
"Me?"
"Right. We used to talk, remember?
And I never could tell you what I wanted to do with my life. The rest of my
family, everyone we grew up with, they make money, or collect art, or race
cars, or do something. Me, I only wanted to watch the sky."
She smiled. "I'm really flattered,
Tim."
"You really do look elegant. Your
own creation?"
"Yes. Thank you."
She was still easy to talk to. Tim was
finding that a pleasant rediscovery when the doorbell rang. The others had
come.
It was a pleasant evening. The caterers had
done their job well, so there was no trouble with the food, even without George
to help. Tim relaxed and found he was having fun.
They listened.
They never had before. They listened as
Tim told them how it had been: the cold, dark hours of watching, of studying
star patterns, of keeping the log; of endless hours poring over photographs;
all with no result except the joy of knowing the universe. And they listened.
Even Greg, who usually made no secret of how he felt about rich men who didn't pay
proper attention to their money.
It was only a family gathering in Tim's
living room, but he was elated, and nervous, and quiveringly alert. He saw
Barry's smile and headshake and read Barry's mind from that: What a way to
spend a life! He's actually envying me, Tim thought, and it was delicious. Tim
glanced up to catch his sister watching with wry amusement. Jill had always
been able to tell what Tim was thinking. He'd been closer to her than either
had been to their brother Pat.
But it was Pat who trapped him behind the
bar and wanted to talk.
"Like your place," Pat said.
"Mom doesn't know what to make of it." He tilted his head to indicate
where their mother was wandering around the room, looking at gadgets. At the
moment she was fascinated by the Kalliroscope's random and strange patterns.
"Bet I know what she's thinking. Do you?"
"Do I what?"
"Bring girls here. Have wild
parties."
"None of your goddamn
business."
Pat shrugged. "Too bad. Man, there
are times when I wish I . . . to hell with it. But you really ought to take
advantage. You won't have forever. Mom will have her way."
"Sure," Tim said. Why the hell
did Pat have to bring that up? His mother would, before the night was over.
Timmy, why aren't you married yet?
One day I'll answer, Tim told himself.
One day I'll say it. "Because every time I find a girl I think I could
live with, you scare her spitless and she runs away, that's why."
"I'm still hungry," Penelope
Joyce announced.
"Good Lord." Jill patted her
stomach. "Where do you put it? I want your secret. Only don't tell me it's
your clothes. Greg says we can't afford your creations."
Penelope took Tim's hand. "Come on,
show me where the popcorn is. I'll shake. You get the bowls."
"But—"
"They'll find their own
drinks." She led him to the kitchen. "Let them talk about you while
you're out here. They'll admire you even more. After all, you're the star
tonight."
"Think so?" He looked into her
eyes. "I can never tell when you're putting me on."
"There's luck. Where's the
butter?"
The show was great. Tim knew that when he
saw his family watching it, watching him on television.
Randall had gone all over the world,
showing amateur astronomers staring at the sky. "Most comets are
discovered by amateurs," Randall said. "The public rarely appreciates
how much these skywatchers aid the big observatories. Of course, some amateurs
aren't amateur at all." The scene cut to Tim Hamner showing off his mountain
observatory, and his assistant, Marty, demonstrating equipment. Tim had thought
the sequence would be too short, but when he watched his family watching him
and it ended with them eager for more he realized that Harv Randall had been
right. Always leave them wanting a little more....
"And," Randall's voice said,
"some are more amateur than others." The camera zoomed in on a
smiling teen‑age boy with a telescope. The instrument looked competent,
but it was obviously home‑built. "Gavin Brown, of Centerville, Iowa.
Gavin, how did you happen to be looking for comets at the right time and
place?"
"I wasn't." Brown's voice was
not pleasant. He was young, and shy, and he talked too loud. "I made some
adjustments to the setting circles because I wanted to look at Mercury in the
daytime, only you have to have everything adjusted right to find Mercury
because it's so close to the Sun, and—"
"So you found Hamner‑Brown by
accident," Harvey Randall said.
Greg McCleve laughed. Jill gave her
husband a sharp look.
"Tell me, Gavin," Randall said. "Since you didn't
see the comet until well after Mr. Hamner did, but you reported it almost at
the same instant—how did you know it was a new comet?"
"It was something that didn't belong
there."
"You mean you know everything that
does belong there?" Randall said. The screen showed a photograph of the
sky around Hamner‑Brown. It was full of stars.
"Sure. Doesn't everybody?"
"He does, too," Tim said.
"He stayed here a week, and I swear, he can draw star maps from
memory."
"He stayed here?" Tim's mother
asked.
"Sure. In the spare room."
"Oh." Tim's mother stared very
hard at the set.
"Where's George tonight?" Jill
asked. "Another date? Mother, did you know that Tim's houseboy has been
dating Linda Gillray?"
"Pass the popcorn," Penelope
Joyce said. "Where is Brown now, Tim?"
"Back in Iowa."
"Those commercials sell much
soap?" Greg asked. He pointed at the set.
"Kalva does all right," Tim
said. "Twenty‑six point four percent of the market last year—"
"Jeez, they must be better than I
thought," Greg said. "Who's your advertising man?"
Then the program was on again. There
wasn't much more about Tim Hamner. Once discovered, Hamner‑Brown Comet
was the world's. Now the star was Charles Sharps, who talked about comets and
the importance of knowing the Sun and planets and stars. Tim wasn't
disappointed, but he thought the others were. Except for Pat, who watched
Sharps and kept nodding. Once, Pat looked up and said, "If I'd had a
science professor like him in my freshman year, I might have discovered a comet
myself. Do you know him very well?"
"Sharps? Never met him. But I've got
more of him on the video recordings," Tim said. "There's more of me,
too."
Greg pointedly glanced at his watch.
"Got to be in the office at five A.M.," he said. "The market's
going crazy. And after that show, it will be worse."
"Huh?" Tim frowned.
"Why?"
"Comets," Greg said.
"Signs in the sky. Portents of evil change. You'd be surprised how many
investors take things like that seriously. Not to mention that diagram the
professor drew. The one that showed the comet hitting Earth."
"But it didn't," Pat protested.
'Tim! Could it?" his mother
demanded.
"Of course not! Didn't you listen?
Sharps said it was billions to one," Tim said.
"I saw it," Greg said.
"And he said comets did hit the Earth, sometimes. And this one will be
close."
"But he didn't mean it that
way," Tim protested.
Greg shrugged. "I know the market.
I'm going to be in the office when the big board opens—"
The phone rang. Tim looked puzzled.
Before he could get up, Jill answered it. She listened for a moment, then
looked puzzled as well. "It's your answering service. They want to know
whether they should put through a call from New York."
"Eh?" Tim got up to take the
phone. He listened. On me TV a NASA official was explaining how they might,
just might, be able to get up a probe to study the comet. Tim put the phone
down.
"You look dazed," Penelope Joyce said.
"I am dazed. That was one of the
producers. They want me to be a guest on the 'Tonight Show.' With Dr. Sharps,
Pat, so I'll meet him after all."
"I watch Johnny every night,"
Tim's mother said. She said it admiringly. People who got on the "Tonight
Show" were important.
Randall's documentary ended in a blaze of
glory, with photographs of the Sun and stars taken by Skylab, and a strong plea
for a manned probe to explore Hamner‑Brown Comet. Then came the last
commercial, and Tim's audience was leaving. Tim realized, not for the first
time, just how far apart they'd grown. He really didn't have much to say to the
head of a stockbroker firm, or to a man who built town houses, even if they
were his brother‑in‑law and his brother. He found himself mixing
drinks for himself and Penelope (Joyce!) alone.
"It felt like opening night in a bad
play," Tim said.
"In Boston with an allegory and the
Shriners are in town," Joyce teased.
He laughed. "Hah. Haven't seen Light
Up the Sky since . . . by golly, since you were in that summer drama thing. And
you're right. That's what it was like."
`'Poo."
"Poo?"
"Poo. You always did think like
that, and there never was any reason to, and there isn't one now. You can be
proud Tim. What's next? Another comet?"
"No, I don't think so." He
squeezed lime into her gin and tonic and handed it to her. "I don't know.
I'm not strong enough on theory to do what I really want."
"So learn the theory."
"Maybe." He came around and sat next to her. "But anyway,
I made the history books. Skoal."
She lifted her drink in salute. She
wasn't mocking him. "Skoal."
He sipped at his drink. "I'll follow
it as far as it goes, whatever else I do. Randall wants another documentary,
and we'll do it, if the ratings aren't too bad."
"Ratings? You worry about
ratings?"
"You're teasing me again."
"Not this time."
"Hmm. All right. I'll back another
documentary. Because I want it. We'll go heavy on the space probe. With enough
publicity we might get the probe up, and somebody like Sharps really will
understand comets. Thanks."
She put a hand on his arm. "You're
welcome. Run with it, Tim. Nobody else here tonight has done half of what they
want to do. You've already got three‑quarters, and a shot at the
rest."
He looked at her and thought, If I
married her, Mom would heave a great sigh of relief. She was in that limited
class of women. They all seemed to know his sister Jill; they'd gone east to
college, and to New York during vacations; they'd broken the same rules; they
were not afraid of their mothers; they were beautiful and frightening. The sex
urge in a teen‑age boy was too powerful, too easily twisted and
repressed. It made the beauty of a young woman into a flame, and when that
flame was coupled to total self‑confidence . . . a girl like any of
Jill's friends could be a fearsome thing, to a boy who had never believed in
himself.
Joyce wasn't fearsome. She wasn't pretty
enough.
She frowned. "What are you
thinking?"
God, no! He couldn't answer that one!
"I was remembering a lot." Had he been deliberately left alone with
Joyce? Certainly she had stayed after the others had left. If he made a pass
now . . .
But he didn't have the courage. Or, he
told himself, the kindness. She was elegant, yes, but you don't go to bed with
a Steuben crystal vase. He got up and went to the video recorder. "Want to
watch some of the other clips?"
For a moment she hesitated. She looked at
him carefully, then just as carefully drained her glass and set it on the
coffee table. "Thanks, Tim, but I'd better get some sleep. There's a buyer
coming in tomorrow."
She was still smiling when she left. Tim
thought it a bit forced. Or, he wondered, am I just flattering myself?
The
maelstrom was intolerably crowded. Masses of all sizes whirled past each other,
warping space into a complex topology that changed endlessly. The inner moons
and planets were all scar tissue, worn craters beneath the atmospheres of Earth
and Venus, naked ring walls and frozen lakes of magma spread across the faces
of Mars, Mercury, Earth's Moon.
Here was even the chance of escape. The
gravity fields around Saturn and Jupiter could fling a comet hack out into the
cold and the dark. But Saturn and Jupiter were wrongly placed, and the comet
continued to fall, accelerating, boiling.
Boiling! Pockets of volatile chemicals
burst and spurted away in puffs of dust and ice crystals. Now the comet moved
in a cloud of glowing fog that might have shielded it from the heat, but
didn't. Instead the fog caught the sunlight across thousands of cubic miles and
reflected it back to the comet head from every direction.
Heat at the surface of the nucleus seeped
inward. More pockets of gas ruptured and fired like attitude jets on a
spacecraft, tossing the comet head this way and that. Masses tugged at it as it
passed. Lost and blind and falling. The dying comet dropped past Mars, invisible
within a cloud of dust and ice crystals the size of Mars itself.
A telescope on Earth found it as a
blurred point near Neptune.
March:
Interludes
None of the astronauts ever walked on
solid lunar rock, because everywhere they have gone there was "soil"
underfoot. This powdery layer is present because the Moon has been bombarded by
meteorites throughout geologic time. The unceasing barrage has so pulverized
the surface that it has created a residual layer of rocky debris several meters
thick.
Dr.
John A. Wood, Smithsonian Institution
Fred Lauren made delicate adjustments to
the telescope. It was a big instrument, a four‑inch refractor on a heavy
tripod. The apartment cost him too much money, but he had to have it for the
location. His only furniture was a cheap couch, a few cushions on the floor,
and the big telescope.
Fred watched a darkened window a quarter‑mile
away. She had to come home soon. She always did. What could she be doing? She'd
left alone. No one had come for her. The thought frightened him, then made him
sick. Suppose she had met a man somewhere? Had they gone for dinner, and then
to his apartment? Even now he might be putting his filthy hands on her breasts.
He would have hairy hands, rough, like a mechanic's, and they would be sliding
downward, caressingly down across the flat curve of her belly.
No! She wasn't that kind. She wouldn't
let anyone do that to her. She wouldn't.
But all women did. Even his mother. Fred
Lauren shuddered. Unwanted, the memory came back, when he was just nine, when
he'd gone in to ask his mother to say his prayers, and she'd been lying on the
bed with the man he called Uncle Jack on top of her. She was moaning and
writhing, and Uncle Jack had leaped from the bed.
"You little bastard, I'll cut your goddamn balls off! You
want to watch? You'll sure to God watch? Stand there and if you say one word,
I'll cut your prick off!"
He'd watched. And his mother had let that
man—
The window came alight. She was home!
Fred held his breath. Was she alone? Was she?
She was carrying a big bag of groceries,
which she took to the kitchen. Now she'll have her drink, Fred thought. I wish
she wouldn't drink so much. She looks tired. He watched as the girl mixed a
martini. She carried the pitcher with her to the kitchen. Fred didn't follow
with the telescope, although he could have. Instead he teased himself, waiting.
Her face was triangular, with high
cheekbones and a small mouth and big dark eyes. Her long, flowing blond hair
was tinted; her pubic hair was very dark. Fred had forgiven her that small
deception, but he'd been shocked.
She came back with the pitcher and a
glass spoon. There was a silver‑handled martini spoon in the gift shop
down the street, and Fred had often stared at it, trying to get up the nerve to
buy it for her. Maybe she'd invite him to her apartment. Only she wouldn't
until he'd given her gifts, and he couldn't do that because he knew what she
liked and she'd want to know how he knew that. Fred Lauren reached out to touch
her through the magic mirror of his telescope . . . but only in his mind, only
in his hopeless yearning.
Now. Now she'd do it. She didn't have
many dresses good enough to wear to work. She worked in a bank, and although
the banks let the girls wear trousers and all the ugly things girls were
wearing lately, she didn't. Not Colleen. He knew her name. He wanted to keep
his money in her bank, but he didn't dare. She dressed well to win promotions,
and she'd been promoted to New Accounts, and Fred couldn't talk to her there.
He was proud of her promotion, but he wished she'd stayed a teller, because
then he could come in and go to her window and . . .
She took off the blue frock and carefully
hung it in the only closet. Her apartment was very small, only one room with a
bathroom and kitchen alcove. She slept on the couch.
Her slip was frayed. He'd watched her
mending the straps at night. Under the slip she wore lacy black underpants. He
could see the color through the slip. Sometimes she wore pink ones with black
stripes.
Soon she'd be taking her bath. Colleen
took long baths; Fred could be knocking at her door before she finished. She'd
open the door. She trusted people. Once she'd opened the door wearing nothing
but a towel, and the man outside had been a telephone man, and another time it
was the building superintendent, and Fred knew he could imitate the super's
voice. He'd followed the super to a bar and listened to him. She would open the
door....
But he couldn't do it. He knew what he'd
do if she opened her door to him. He knew what would happen afterward. This
would be his third time. Third sex offense. They'd lock him up with those men,
those animals. Fred remembered what the caged men had called him and how they
had used him; he whimpered, throttling the sound as if she might hear.
She put on her robe. Her dinner was in
the oven, and she sat in the robe and turned on the TV set. Fred scurried
across the room to turn on his own set and tune it to the same channel, then
moved quickly back to the telescope. Now he could watch over her shoulder,
watch her own TV, and hear the sound, and it was as if Fred and his girl were
watching TV together.
It was a program about a comet.
The
stocky man's hands were large and smooth, slender, stronger than they looked.
They moved over Maureen, knowingly, cunningly. "Purr," said Maureen.
She pulled him suddenly against her, and arched sideways, wrapping him in her
long legs.
He gently pushed her away and continued
to stroke her, playing her like . . . the attitude jets on a Lunar Lander. The
bizarre image stuck in her mind, jarring. His lips moved against her breast,
his tongue darting. Then it was time, and she could lose herself in him. She
had no thought of technique now. But he had; he was always in control. He
wouldn't be finished until she was, and she could depend on it, and now there
was no time for thought, only the waves of shuddering feeling.
She came home from a long way away.
They lay together, breathing each other's
breath. Finally he stirred against her. She caught a handful of curly hair and
tilted his face up. Standing, he was just her height; astronauts are generally
short. Lying above her, his head reached her throat. She lifted herself to kiss
him, and sighed contentment.
But now her mind was turned on again. I
wish I loved him, she said to herself. Why don't I? Because he's too
invulnerable? "Johnny? Does your mind ever turn off?"
He thought it through before answering.
"There's a story they tell about John Glenn . . ." He rolled onto an
elbow. "The space medicine boys were trying to find out what we could go
through and still function. They had John Glenn wired with widgets so they
could watch his heartbeat and perspiration while he went through a program on
the Gemini flight simulator. Right in the middle of it they dropped a shitload
of scrap iron onto a tilted iron plate, right behind him. The whole room rang
with it, and it went on and on. Glenn's heartbeat went blip!" Johnny's
finger sketched a tepee shape. "He never even twitched. He went through
the whole sequence, and then he said, 'You sons of bitches...."
He watched her laugh, and then he said a
bit sadly, "We can't get distracted." He sat up. "If we're going
to watch your program we ought to be getting up."
"Yes. I suppose. You first."
"Right." He bent to kiss her
again, then left the bed. She heard the shower running and thought of joining
him. But he wouldn't be interested now. She'd said the wrong thing, and now
he'd be remembering his ruined career; ruined not by any mistake of his, but by
America's retreat from space.
She found his robe where he'd left it for
her. Forethought. We can't get distracted. One thing at a time, and do that
perfectly. Whether it was crawling along a ruined Skylab and repairing it in
orbit, or conducting a love affair, he did it right. And he was never in a
hurry.
When they met, Baker had been in the
Astronaut Office in Houston and was assigned as liaison to Senator Jellison and
party. Johnny Baker had a wife and two teen‑age kids, and had been a
perfect gentleman, taking Maureen to dinner when the Senator was called away,
keeping her company for the week the Senator was in Washington, taking her to
the launch in Florida....
A perfect gentleman up to the time they'd
had to go back to her motel room for her purse—and she still wasn't sure who
had seduced whom. She didn't sleep with married men. She didn't like sleeping
with men she didn't love, for that matter. But, love aside, he had something,
and Maureen had no defense against it. He had a single goal and the ability to
go after it no matter what.
And she was young and had been married
once and had taken no vow of chastity and the hell with what you're thinking,
girl! Maureen rolled off the bed fast and switched on the TV with a vicious
click. Just to break the chain of thought.
But I am not a tramp.
His divorce is final next week, and I had
nothing to do with that. Ann never knew. Ann doesn't know now. But maybe he
wouldn't have let her go? If that's my fault, all right, but Ann never knew.
We're still good friends.
"He's not the same anymore,"
Ann had told her. "Not since he flew the mission. Before that it was
always tough here, he was on training missions all the time, and I had only a
little part of him—but I had something. And then he got his chance, and
everything worked fine, and my husband's a hero—and I don't have a husband
anymore."
Ann couldn't understand it. I can,
Maureen thought. It wasn't flying the mission, it was that there aren't any
more missions, and if you're Johnny Baker and all your life you've worked and
trained to do one thing, and nobody's ever going to do that again . . .
One goal in life. Tim Hamner had a touch
of that. Johnny had it, and maybe she had tried to borrow a piece of it. And
now look: Johnny had used up his one goal, and the most important thing in
Maureen Jellison's life was a fight with a silly Washington hostess.
It still bothered her every time she
thought of it.
Annabelle Cole was liberated. Six months
ago it had been the threatened extinction of the snail skimmer; in six months
more it might be the decline of artistic tradition among Australian
blackfellahs. At the moment there was nothing for it but to blame men for
everything bad that had ever happened. Nobody really minded. They didn't dare.
No mean amount of the world's business was conducted at Annabelle's parties.
Maureen must have been edgy the night
Annabelle braced her for her father's support. Annabelle wanted Congress to
fund studies on artificial wombs, to free women from months of slavery to their
suddenly altered bodies.
And I told her, Maureen thought. I told
her that having babies was part of the sex act, and if she was willing to give
up being pregnant she could give up fucking too. I said that! And I never had a
baby in my life!
Dad might miss some important contacts
through his daughter's exercise in tact, but Maureen could handle that. In six
months, when Annabelle found a new cause, Maureen would host a party and invite
someone Annabelle had to meet. She had it all worked out. That was the problem:
As if a fight with Annabelle Cole was the most important event in her life!
"I'll fix some drinks," Johnny
called. "Best get your shower, the program's on in a minute."
"Yo," she answered, and she
thought: Him? Marry the man. Promote him a new career. Get him to run for
office, or write his memoirs. He'd be good at anything he tried . . . but why
couldn't she find goals of her own?
The room was definitely a man's room,
with books, and models of the fighter planes Johnny Baker had flown, and a
Skylab, with broken wings; and a large framed picture of a bulky‑suited
man crawling in space along one of those wings, a faceless, alien shape,
disconnected from the spacecraft, risking the loneliest death ever if he let go
for even an instant. The NASA medal hung below the picture.
Mementos of times past. But only the
past. There were no pictures of the Shuttle, delayed once more; no reminders of
the Pentagon, Johnny's present assignment. Two pictures of the children, one
with Ann in the background, short, browned, competent Ann, who already had a
look of puzzled unhappiness in the photo.
His hand was wrapped around the glass,
but he had forgotten glass and hand. Maureen could watch his face without his
knowing it. Johnny Baker saw only the screen.
Parabolic orbits diagrammed against the concentric
circular paths of the planets. Old photos of Halley's Comet and Brooks's Comet
and Cunningham's Comet and others, culminating in a blurred pinpoint that was
Hamner‑Brown. A man with large insectile glasses lectured with fierce
intensity:
"Oh, we'll get hit someday. It
probably won't be an asteroid, either. The orbits are too nearly fixed. There
must have been asteroids whose orbits intersected Earth's, but those have had
four billion years to hit us, and most of them eventually did," said the
lecturer. "They hit so long ago that even the craters are gone, weathered
away, except for the biggest and the newest. But look at the Moon!
"The comets are different."
The lecturer's pointer traced a parabola
drawn in chalk. "Some mass way out there beyond Pluto, maybe an
undiscovered planet . . . we even have a name for it. Persephone.
Some mass disturbs the orbits of these
great snowballs, and they come down on our heads in a wake of boiling
chemicals. None of them have ever had a chance to hit the Earth until they get
thrown down into the inner system. One day we'll be hit. We'd have about a
year's warning. Maybe more, if we can learn enough about Hamner‑Brown."
Then an antiseptic young woman proclaimed
that she wasn't married to her house, and was told that was why Kalva Soap had
invented a new disinfectant for her toilet bowl . . . and Johnny Baker came
smiling back into the world. "He really makes his points, doesn't
he?"
"It is well done. Did I tell you I
met the man who put it together? I met Tim Hamner, too. At the same party with
Harvey Randall. Hamner's a case. Manic. He'd just discovered his comet, and he
couldn't wait to tell everyone."
Johnny Baker sipped his drink. Then,
after a long pause, he said, "Some funny rumors in the Pentagon."
"Oh?"
"Gus called. From Downey. Seems
Rockwell's refurbishing an Apollo. And there's some mutters about diverting one
of the Titan boosters from a Big Bird to something else. Know anything?"
She sipped her drink and felt a wave of
sadness. Now she knew why Johnny Baker had called yesterday. After six weeks in
the Pentagon, six weeks in Washington with no attempt to see her, and then . .
.
And I was going to surprise him. Some
surprise.
"Dad's trying to get Congress to
fund a comet‑study mission," Maureen said.
"This for real?" Johnny
demanded.
"It's for real."
"But . . ." His hands were
shaking. His hands never shook. John Baker had flown fighters over Hanoi, and
his maneuvers were always perfect. The MIGs never had a chance. And once he'd
taken splinters out of his crew chief when there wasn't time to get the medics.
There was a splinter in the chief's chest and Baker had removed it and sliced
deftly to expose the artery, clamped it together with steady fingers while the
chief screamed and the Cong mortars thudded onto the field, and his hands had
never shaken.
But they were shaking now. "Congress
won't put up the money."
"They might. The Russians are
planning a mission. Can't let them outdo us," Maureen said. "Peace
depends on showing them we're still willing to compete if that's the way they
want it. And if we compete, we win."
"I don't care if it's Martians we're
competing with. I've got to go. I've got to." He drained his scotch His
hands were suddenly steady.
Maureen watched in fascination. He's
stopped shaking because he's got a mission. And I know what it is. Me. To get
me to get him on that ship. A minute ago he might really have been in love with
me. Not now.
"I'm sorry," he said abruptly.
"We don't have all that much time together, and I'm laying this on you.
But . . . you had me dead to rights. My mind doesn't turn off." He drank
deeply of his ice‑diluted scotch. His attention went back to the screen,
and left Maureen wondering if she'd been imagining things. Just how clever was
John Baker?
The commercial mercifully ended and the
cameras zoomed in on the Jet Propulsion Laboratories.
Harry
Newcombe hastily chewed the last of his sandwich while he drove the mail truck
with one hand. The regulations gave him time off for lunch, but Harry never
took it. He used the time for better purposes.
It was long past noon when he got to
Silver Valley Ranch. As usual he stopped at the gate. There was a spot where he
could look through a pass in the foothills to the majesty of the High Sierra to
the east. Snow gleamed off their tops. To the west were more foothills, the sun
not too far above them. Finally he got out to open the gate, drove through, and
carefully closed the gate behind him. He ignored the large mailbox on its post
beside the gate.
He stopped along the drive to pick a
pomegranate from the grove that had started as one tree and was still,
untended, propagating itself downhill toward the stream. Harry had seen it grow
in the half‑year he'd been on the route, and was guessing when the
pomegranates would roll all the way downhill into the cocklebur patch. Would
they choke out the burrs? He had no idea, really. Harry was a city boy.
Harry was an ex‑city boy. Hah! And
if he never saw a city again he'd be happy.
He was grinning as he shouldered his load
and walked lopsided to the door. Rang. Set the bag down.
The dimly heard hurricane of a vacuum cleaner
calmed. Mrs. Cox opened the door and smiled at the bulging bag beside Harry.
"That day again? Hello, Harry."
"Hi. Happy Trash Day, Mrs.
Cox!"
"And a Happy Trash Day to you too,
Harry. Coffee?"
"Don't stay me. It's against
guv'mint regulations."
"Fresh coffee. And new‑baked
rolls."
"Well . . . I can't resist
that." He reached into the smaller pouch that still hung at his side.
"Letter from your sister in Idaho. And something from the Senator."
He handed her the letters, then shouldered the bag and wobbled in.
"Anyplace special?"
"The dining table's big
enough."
Harry spilled the contents of the larger
bag across a polished table of lovely grain. It seemed to have been carved out
of a slice of a single tree, and must have been fifty years old. They didn't
make tables like that anymore. If there was furniture like that in the
caretaker's home, what must it be like in the big house up the hill?
The wood grain was hidden under a deluge:
begging letters from charities, from several political parties, from colleges.
Offers to join lotteries by buying records, clothing, books, subscriptions to
magazines. "YOU MAY ALREADY HAVE WON $100 A WEEK FOR LIFE!" Religious
tracts. Political lessons. Single‑tax literature. Free samples of soap,
mouthwash, detergent, deodorant.
Alice Cox brought in the coffee. She was
only eleven, but she was already beautiful. Long blonde hair. Blue eyes. A
trusting girl, as Harry knew from seeing her when he was off duty. But she
could be trusting here; nobody was going to bother her. Most of the men in
Silver Valley kept rifles slung on racks in their pickups, and they damned well
knew what to do with anybody who'd bother an eleven‑year‑old girl.
It was one of the things Harry liked
about the valley. Not the threat of violence, because Harry hated violence; but
that it was only a threat. The rifles came off their racks only for deer (in
season or out, if the ranchers were hungry or the deer got into the crops).
Mrs. Cox brought in rolls. Half the
people on Harry's route offered him coffee and eats, on days when he ignored
regulations and brought the mail up to their houses. Mrs. Cox didn't make the
best coffee on the route, but the cup was definitely the finest in the valley:
thin bone china, much too good for a half‑hippie mailman. The first time
Harry had been to the house he'd drunk water from a tin cup and stood at the
door. Now he sat at the fine table and drank coffee from bone china Another
reason to stay out of cities.
He sipped hurriedly. There was another
blonde girl, this one over eighteen and legal, and it would be Trash Day for
her house, too. She'd be home. Donna Adams was always home for Harry. "Lot
here for the Senator," Harry said.
"Yes. He's back in Washington,"
Mrs. Cox answered.
"But he's coming soon," Alice
piped.
"Wish he'd hurry," Mrs. Cox
said. "It's nice here when the Senator's in residence. People coming and
going. Important people. The President stayed at the big house one night.
Secret Service made a big fuss. Men wandering all over the ranch." She
laughed, and Alice giggled. Harry looked puzzled. "As if anybody in this
valley would harm the President of the United States," Mrs. Cox said.
"I still think your Senator
Jellison's a myth," Harry said. "I've been on this route eight
months, and I haven't seen him yet."
Mrs. Cox looked him up and down. He
seemed a nice enough boy, although Mrs. Adams said her daughter paid him
entirely too much attention. Harry's long, flowing, curly brown hair would have
looked good on a girl. His beard was beautiful. The real masterpiece was the
mustache. It came to long points which, on formal occasions, Harry could curl
and wax into circles like small spectacles.
He can grow hair, Mrs. Cox thought, but
he's little and skinny, not as big as I am. She wondered again what Donna Adams
saw in him. Car, maybe. Harry had a sports car, and all the local boys drove
pickups like their fathers.
"You'll likely meet the Senator soon
enough," Mrs. Cox said. It was a sign of ultimate approval, although Harry
didn't know that. Mrs. Cox was very careful about who the Senator met.
Alice had been sifting through the mound
of multicolored paper on the table. "Lot of it this time. How much is
this?"
"Two weeks," Harry said.
"Well, we do thank you, Harry,"
Mrs. Cox said.
"So do I," Alice added.
"If you didn't bring it up to the house, I'd have to carry all of
it."
Back in the truck, and down the long
drive, with another stop to look at the High Sierra. Then on to the next ranch,
a good half‑mile away. The Senator kept a big spread, although a lot of
it was dry pasture, shot through with ground‑squirrel holes. It was good
land, but there wasn't enough water to irrigate it.
At the next gate George Christopher was
doing something incomprehensible in the orange groves. Probably setting up to
smudge, Harry decided. Christopher came plodding up as Harry opened the gate.
He was a bull of a man, Harry's height and two or three times Harry's width, with
a thick neck. His head was bald and tanned, but Christopher couldn't be a lot
over thirty. He wore a checkered flannel shirt and dark trousers, muddy boots.
Harry set the bag down and got out beside
it. Christopher frowned. "Trash Day again, Harry?" He studied the
long hair and extravagantly trimmed beard and the frown deepened.
Harry grinned in return. "Yup, Happy
Trash Day, every two weeks, like clockwork. I'll take it up to the house for
you."
"You don't have to."
"I like to." There wasn't a
Mrs. Christopher, but George had a sister about Alice Cox's age, and she liked
to talk to Harry. A very bright little girl, pleasant to talk to and full of
news about Harry's valley.
"All right. Mind the dog."
"Sure will." Harry never
worried about dogs.
"Ever wonder what the advertising
industry would give for your head?" Christopher asked.
"I'll trade 'em question for
question," Harry said. "Why does the government give them a lower
rate so they can waste more of our time? And your taxes?"
Christopher's frown faded and he almost
smiled. "Have at 'em, Harry. Lost causes are the only ones worth fighting
for. And the taxpayer's cause is about as lost as they come. I'll close the
gate behind you."
Day's end. Clockout time. Harry went into
the sorting rooms behind the Post Office. There was a note pinned to his
station.
"Hairy the Wolf wants to see you.
Gina XXX"
Gina—tall, black, erect of posture and
large of bone, the only black in the valley as far as Harry knew—was at the
counter. Harry winked at her, then knocked at the supervisor's door.
When he entered, Mr. Wolfe regarded him
coldly. "Harry. Happy Trash Day," Wolfe said.
Oops! But Harry smiled. "Thank you,
and a Happy Trash Day to you, sir."
"Not funny, Harry. Why do you do it?
Why do you separate out the commercial mail and reserve it for one day every
two weeks?"
Harry shrugged. He could have explained:
Sorting junk mail took so much of his time that he didn't have a chance to chat
with his customers, so he'd started letting it pile up. It had begun that way,
but it had become popular with his people. "Everybody's happy with
it," Harry said defensively. "People can go through the stuff or just
drop it in the fireplace."
"It is illegal to withhold a
citizen's mail," Wolfe said.
"If someone has complained, I'll
take him off the list," Harry said. "I like to keep my customers
happy."
"Mrs. Adams," Wolfe said.
"Oh." Too bad. Without Trash
Day he wouldn't have an excuse to go up to the Adams house and talk to Donna.
"You will deliver the commercial
mail according to regulations," Wolfe was saying. "As it comes in.
Not in batches Trash Day will cease."
"Yes, sir. Any other way I can be
obliging?"
"Shave your beard. Cut your
hair."
Harry shook his head. That part of the
regulations he knew.
Wolfe sighed. "Harry, you just don't
have the right attitude to be a mailman."
Eileen
Susan Hancock's office was small and cramped, but it was an office; she had
worked for years to get an office of her own, away from the area behind the
counter. It proved that she was more than a secretary.
She was poking at the buttons on her
calculator, frowning, when a sudden thought made her burst into rippling laughter.
A moment later she realized that Joe Corrigan was standing in her doorway.
Corrigan came into the office. He had
unbuttoned the top button of his trousers again, and it showed. His wife
wouldn't let him buy larger sizes. She hadn't given up hope that he would
reduce. He put his thumbs into the waistband and regarded her quizzically.
Eileen's laughter cut off. She went back
to the calculator, and now she wasn't even smiling.
"Okay," Corrigan said.
"What's the punch line?"
Eileen looked up with wide eyes.
"What? Oh, no. I couldn't possibly tell you."
"If you drive me nuts, you think you
can gain control of the company, right? Because it won't work. I've covered
that." Corrigan liked to see her like this. Eileen was all‑or‑nothing:
very serious and hard at work, or enjoying herself to the full.
"Okay," Corrigan sighed. "I'll give away my secret for yours.
I've had the decorators in. You see, Robin Geston signed up for the Marina
deal."
"Oh? That's good."
"Yup. Means we'll need more help. As
of the first, you're Assistant General Manager, if you want the job."
"Oh, I want it. Thank you." She
smiled flickeringly (like a flashbulb, on and off almost before you saw it) and
turned back to the desk calculator.
"I knew you would. That's why I had
the decorators in. They're turning that room next to mine into a new office for
you. I've told them to consult you after they do the preliminaries."
Corrigan lowered his weight onto the corner of her desk. "There. I was keeping
it for a surprise. Now what's your secret?"
"I've forgotten," Eileen said.
"And I do have to get these estimates done so you can take them to
Bakersfield with you."
"Okay," Corrigan said. He went
back to his office, defeated.
If he knew, Eileen thought. She had an
urge to giggle, but she held it back. She wasn't really trying to tease
Corrigan. She had been thinking: Well, I did it. And Robin was nice. Not the
world's greatest lover, but he didn't pretend to be either. The way he'd suggested
a rematch: "Lovers need practice," he'd said. "The second time
is always better than the first."
They'd left it vague. Maybe, just maybe,
she'd take him up on it sometime; but probably not. He'd also told her
definitely that he was married; she'd only suspected it before.
Never had there been any suggestion that
business had anything to do with their private lives. But he'd signed up with
Corrigan's Plumbing Supplies for a very large deal—and she felt funny about
that, and wondered if she'd have been as careless about finding out Robin's
marital status if the deal hadn't been pending. But he'd signed up.
So here she was, adding up numbers,
pushing papers around, and suddenly she'd asked herself: What does this have to
do with plumbing? I don't make pipe. I don't lay pipe. I don't ream it out, or
tell people where to put it. What I do is push paper around.
It was an important job. Measure it by
the chaos she could create with one random mistake or one malicious error:
Thousands of tons of supplies might be sent to the ends of the Earth by a slip
of her pen. But what she did had no more to do with creation, with making the
things that held a civilization together, than income tax, or being the fireman
on a diesel train.
Mr. Corrigan would probably spend the
whole day wondering why she'd suddenly burst into sparkling laughter, and there
was no way she could tell him. It had just come to her, unexpected and
irresistible: What she had done with Robin Geston on the night before last was
the closest she had ever come to any activity actually connected with plumbing.
The
car wouldn't be reported stolen for hours. Alim Nassor was pretty sure of that,
sure enough that he would sit in it for another ten minutes. Alim Nassor had
been a great man. When he had made himself great again, he would have to hide
what he was doing now.
Before he was great he had been George
Washington Carver Davis. His mother had been proud of that name. She'd said the
family was named for Jefferson Davis. That honky had been a tough dude, but it
was a loser's name, no power in it. He'd had a lot of street names since. His
mother hadn't liked those. When she threw him out he took his own.
Alim Nassor meant wise conqueror in both
Arabic and Swahili. Not many knew what it meant, and so what? The name had
power. Alim Nassor had a hell of a lot more power than George Washington Carver
ever did. You could read about Alim Nassor in the newspapers. And he could
still walk into City Hall and get in to see people. He'd been able to do that
ever since he broke up a riot with his switchblade and the razor blades in his
shoes and the chain he carried around his waist. There was all that Federal
money around for a tough dude. The honkies shoveled out money. Anything for
quiet in the black ghetto. It had been a damn good game, and too bad it was
over.
He cursed quietly. Mayor Bentley Allen.
Los Angeles had itself another black mayor and this goddam Tom had cut off the
pipeline. New people in city council. And that stupid son of a bitch of a black
congressman who couldn't be satisfied with the take, no, that asshole had to
put all his relatives on the community payroll and the fucking TV reporters
found out. A black man in politics needed a snow‑white rep these
days...
Well, the game was over, and he'd started
another. Eleven jobs, each one worked fine. They'd taken . . . what? A quarter
of a million dollars in loot in four years? Less than a hundred thousand after
the fences went through it. Twenty thousand each for four men in four years.
That wasn't even wages! Easy to say, now, that some of it should have been
stashed for lawyers' fees, but at five thousand a year?
This would be the thirteenth. It wouldn't
be long now. The store did a lot of business. Alim waited, always aware of the
time. Two customers left, and nobody was coming down the street.
He wasn't happy about this job. He didn't
like ripping off blood. Honkies were fair game, but you ought to leave brothers
alone. He'd hammered that into his followers' heads, and what were they
thinking of him now? But he was boxed in, he had to act fast.
The place was ripe, and he'd been saving
it for an emergency, and this was one shitpot motherfucker of an emergency. His
honky lawyer would probably beat this for him, but lawyers and bondsmen wanted
bread, and now. It was crazy, robbing a store to pay a lawyer to get him off
for robbing a store, Someday things would be different. Alim Nassor would make
them different.
Almost time. Two minutes ago one of his
brothers had got himself stopped for a traffic violation fourteen blocks away
and that took one pigmobile off patrol. Twenty minutes ago another brother had
a "family argument" and the sister called the station house, and
there went the other fuzzwagon. There'd be only the two. Black areas didn't get
patrolled the way honky business districts did. Blacks didn't have big
insurance policies, or know how to kiss ass down at City Hall.
Sometimes he used as many as four
diversions, with traffic jams thrown in; they only took spreading some bread
among the kids to get them playing in the streets. Alim Nassor was a natural
leader. He hadn't been busted since juvenile days, except for that last one
where an off‑duty cop had come out of a laundromat. Who'd have thought
that brother was a pig? He still wondered if he should have shot it out.
Anyway, he hadn't. He'd run into an alley and ditched the gun and the mask and
the bag. Lawyers could take care of those. The only other evidence was the honky
storekeeper's identification, and there were ways to talk him out of
testifying....
Time. Alim got out of the car. The mask
looked like a face from ten feet away you wouldn't know it was a mask at all.
The gun was under his windbreaker. Windbreaker and mask would be gone five
minutes after the job. Alim's mind closed down, shutting out past and future.
He walked across at an intersection. No jaywalking, nothing to attract
attention. The store was empty.
It went down nice. No problems. He had
the money and was on the way out when the brother came in.
A man Alim had known for years. What was
that bastard doing over in this part of town? Nobody from Boyle Heights ought
to be here below Watts! Aw, shit. But that brother knew. Maybe from his walk, maybe
anything, shit, he knew.
It took him a second to make up his mind.
Then Alim turned, aimed and fired. A second shot to be certain. The man went
down, and the old storekeeper's eyes were big with horror, and Alim fired three
times more. One more robbery wouldn't have upset anyone, but the pigs worked
hard on murder. Best leave no witnesses. Too bad, though.
He came out fast, and didn't go to the
stolen car across the street. Instead he walked a fast half‑block, went through
an alleyway and came out on another street. His arm still tingled with that
unique, atavistic thrill. Man was made to use a club. and a gun is the ultimate
in clubs. Point and make a fist, and if the enemy is close enough to see his
face, one blow will knock him over dead. Power! Alim knew people who had got
hooked on that sensation.
His brother (mother's son, not just
blood) waited for him in a car that wasn't hot. They drove off just at the
speed limit, fast enough not to attract attention, slow enough not to get
busted.
"Had to waste two," Alim said.
Harold winced, but his voice was cool.
"Too bad. Who were they?"
"Nobody. Nobody important."
March:
Two
Most astronomers envisage comets as
forming a vast cloud surrounding the solar system and stretching perhaps
halfway to the nearest star; the Dutch astronomer 1. H. Oort, after whom the
cloud is usually named, has estimated that the cloud contains perhaps 100
billion comets.
Brian
Marsden, Smithsonian Institution
They
loaded them up well in the Green Room. Two ushers and an astonishingly pretty
hostess poured their glasses full as soon as they were half empty, so that Tim
Hamner had drunk more than he liked. At that, he thought, I'm well off compared
to Arnold. Arnold was a best‑selling writer, and Arnold never talked
about anything that wasn't in his books. When Tim told him Hamner‑Brown
was now visible to the naked eye, Arnold didn't know what Tim was talking
about; when Tim told him, Arnold wanted to meet Brown.
One of the ushers signaled and Tim got
unsteadily to his feet. The stairs hadn't seemed so steep when he came down
them. He arrived onstage to hear the last of Johnny's smoothly professional
monologue and to bask in the audience applause.
Johnny was in full form, joking with the
other guests. Tim remembered from the monitor downstairs that Sharps of JPL had
been giving a lecture on comets, and that Johnny seemed to know a great deal
about astronomy. The other guest, a dowager whose breast equipment had, twenty
years ago, given a new word to the English language, kept interrupting with off‑color
jokes. The dowager was quite drunk. Tim remembered that her name was Mary Jane,
and that no one ever called her by her stage name anymore. At her age and
weight it would have been ridiculous.
The opening chatter got Tim through a
terrible moment of stage fright. Then Johnny turned to him and asked, "How
do you discover a comet? I wish I'd done that." He seemed quite serious.
"You wouldn't have time," Tim
said. "It takes years. Decades sometimes, and no guarantees, ever. You
pick a telescope and you memorize the sky through it, and then you spend every
night looking at nothing and freezing your can off. It gets cold in that mountain
observatory."
Mary Jane said something. Johnny was
alarmed but didn't show it. The sound man with his earphones gave Johnny a high
sign. "Do you like owning a comet?" Johnny asked.
"Half a comet," Tim said
automatically. "I love it."
"He won't own it long," Dr.
Sharps said.
"Eh? How's that?" Tim demanded.
"It'll be the Russians who own
it," Sharps said. "They're sending up a Soyuz to have a close look
from space. When they get through, it will be their comet."
That was appalling. Tim asked, "But
can't we do something?"
"Sure. We can put up an Apollo or
something bigger. We've got the equipment sitting around getting rusty. We even
did the preliminary work. But the money has run out."
"But you could put something
up," Johnny asked, "if you had the money?"
"We could be up there watching Earth
go through the tail. It's a shame the American people don't care more about
technology. Nobody cares a hang as long as their electric carving knives work.
You ever stop to think just how dependent we are on things that none of us
understand?" Sharps gestured dramatically around the TV studio.
Johnny started to say something—about the
housewife who ran a home computer as a hobby—and changed his mind. The studio
audience was listening. There was a careful silence that Johnny had long since
learned to respect. They wanted to hear Sharps. Maybe this would be one of the
good nights, one of the shows that ran over and over, Sundays, anniversaries. .
. .
"Not just the TV," Sharps was
saying. "Your desk. Formica top. What is Formica? Anyone know how it's
made? Or how to make a pencil? Much less penicillin. Our lives depend on these
things, and none of us knows much about them. Not even me."
"I always wondered what makes bra
straps snappy," Mary Jane said.
Johnny jumped in to give the show back to
Sharps. "But tell me, Charlie, what good will it do to study that comet?
How will that change our lives?"
Sharps shrugged. "It may not. You're
asking what good new research does. And all I can answer is that it always has
paid off. Not the way you thought it would, maybe. Who'd have thought we'd get
a whole new medical technology out of the space program? But we did. Thousands
are alive right now because the human‑factors boys had to develop new
instruments for the astronauts. Johnny, did you ever hear of the Club of
Rome?"
Johnny had, but the audience would need
reminding. "They were the people who did computer simulations to find out
how long we could get along on our natural resources. Even with zero population
growth—"
"They tell us we're finished,"
Sharps broke in. "And that's stupid. We're only finished because they
won't let us really use technology. They say we're running out of metals.
There's more metal in one little asteroid than was mined all over the world in
the last five years! And there are hundreds of thousands of asteroids. All we
have to do is go get 'em."
"Can we?"
"You bet! Even with the technology
we already have, we could do it. Johnny, out there in space it's raining soup,
and we don't even know about soup bowls."
The studio audience applauded. They
hadn't been cued by the production assistants, but they applauded. Johnny gave
Sharps an approving smile and decided how the program would go for the rest of
the night. But first there was a frantic signal: time for a Kalva Soap
commercial.
There was more after the commercial. When
Sharps got going he was really dynamic. His thin, bony hands waved around like
windmills. He talked about windmills, too, and about how much power the Sun put
out every day. About the solar flare Skylab's crew had observed. "Johnny,
there was enough power in that one little flare to run our whole civilization
for hundreds of years! And those idiots talk about doom!"
But they were neglecting Tim Hamner, and
Johnny had to bring him into the conversation. Hamner was sitting there
nodding, obviously enjoying Sharps. Johnny carefully maneuvered the scientist
back onto the comet, then saw his chance. "Charlie, you said the Russians
would get a close look at Hamner‑Brown. How close?"
"Pretty close. We'll definitely pass
through the tail of the comet. I showed you why we can't tell how close the
head will come—but it's going to be very close. If we're lucky, maybe as close
as the Moon."
"I wouldn't call that luck,"
Mary Jane said.
"Tim, it's your comet," Johnny
said. "Could Hammer-Brown actually hit us?"
"That's Hamner‑Brown,"
Tim said.
"Oh." Johnny laughed.
"What did I say? Hammer? It would be a hammer if it hit, wouldn't
it?"
"You know it," Charlie Sharps
said.
"Just what would it do?" Johnny
asked.
"Well, we've got some pretty big
holes left from meteor strikes," Tim said. "Meteor Crater in Arizona
is nearly a mile wide. Vreedevort in South Africa is so big you can't see it
except from the air."
"And those were the little
ones," Sharps said. They all turned to look at him. Sharps grinned.
"Ever notice how circular Hudson's Bay looks? Or the Sea of Japan?"
"Were those meteors?" Johnny
asked. The thought was horrifying.
"A lot of us think so. And something
pretty big cracked the Moon wide open—a quarter of its surface is covered by
that so‑called ocean, which was once a sea of lava welling up from where
a big asteroid hit."
"Of course, we don't know what
Hamner‑Brown is made of," Tim said.
"Maybe it's time we found these
things out," Mary Jane said. "Before one of them does hit us. Like
this one."
"It's only a matter of time,"
Sharps said. "Give it long enough and the probability of a comet hitting
us approaches certainty. But I don't think we have to worry about
HamnerBrown."
Henry
Armitage was a TV preacher. He'd been a radio preacher until one of his converts
left him ten million dollars; now he had his own slick‑paper magazine, TV
shows in a hundred cities, and an elaborate complex of buildings in Pasadena,
complete with editorial staff.
For all that, Henry wrote much of the
magazine himself, and he always did the editorials. There were too few hours in
the day for Henry. He gloried in the troubles of the world. He knew what they
meant. They were the signs of a greater joy to come.
For the disciples had asked the Master,
"'Tell us, when shall these things be? And what shall be the sign of thy
coming, and of the end of the world?'
"And Jesus answered and said unto
them, 'Take heed that no man shall deceive you. For many shall come in my name
saying "I am Christ"; and shall deceive many.'" Henry had seen
the entry on the Inyo County, California, police blotter: "Charles Manson,
also known as Jesus Christ, God."
"And you shall hear of wars and
rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to
pass, but the end is not yet. For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom
against kingdom; and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes,
in divers places."
Matthew was Henry's favorite Gospel; and of
all the Bible, that was his favorite text. Were these not the times Christ
spoke of? The signs were all present in the world.
He sat at his expensive desk. The TV was
concealed behind a panel that opened when Henry touched a button. It was a long
way from the wood‑frame, whitewashed one‑room church in Idaho where
Henry had started in the Thirties. The ostentatious wealth sometimes disturbed
Henry, but his supporters insisted on it, even if Henry and his wife would have
been as happy in plainer surroundings.
Henry toyed with his editorial, but he
didn't feel inspired. As a lesson in humility he had the TV turned to an
interview show; the lesson was to watch that shallow frivolity without hating
those who took part in it; and that was hard, hard....
Something caught his attention. A thin
tall man in a herringbone sport jacket, arms waving about. Henry admired his
technique. The man would make an impressive preacher. He focused all attention
on himself, and his words washed across the listener.
The man was talking about a comet. A
comet. A sign in the heavens? Henry knew what comets were, but because comets
were natural did not mean that their timing was not miraculous. Henry had seen
many healed by prayer and the doctors later "explain" the miracle.
A comet. And it would pass very close to
Earth. Could this be the final sign of all? He drew a yellow lined tablet
toward him and began writing in sloppy block print, using a dozen pencils. He
was through three sheets before he knew his headline, and he turned back to the
first page.
In two weeks his magazine would be in
half a million homes around the world; and across the cover in blazing red
twenty point type would be his headline:
THE HAMMER OF GOD
It would make a good text for his TV
shows, too. Henry began writing frantically, feeling the way he had felt nearly
forty years before, when he'd really begun to understand Matthew 24 and had
carried the message to a world that didn't care.
The Hammer of God was coming to punish
the decadent and the willful. Henry wrote eagerly.
April:
One
From the fury of the Norsemen, Spare us,
good Lord. From the great comet,
Good
Lord deliver us.
Medieval
litany
Tim
Hamner arrived in a taxi just as Harvey's TravelAII reached JPL. As Tim handed
the driver a twenty and waved him away, Harvey swore; then he put on his best
face as Tim came over to join him.
Hamner looked sheepish. "Look,
Harvey, I said I wouldn't interfere—and I won't. But I met Sharps on that
interview show."
"Yeah, I saw that," Harvey
said. "Sharps was great."
"He sure was," Hamner said.
"I want to meet him again. I called JPL and they said you were coming here
for an interview. Harvey, I want to come along."
Inwardly Harvey felt anger, but it was a
reasonable request from a sponsor. "Sure."
Charlene, the PR lady, was waiting, and
she didn't make any fuss about Tim Hamner's unexpected appearance with the
crew. Sharps's office hadn't changed. There were different books scattered
across the expensive desk, and instead of an IBM print‑out there was a
large diagram. The cast changes, Harvey thought, but the play's the same.
"What ho," Sharps said. He
lifted a brow at Hamner. "Sponsor coming along to check on you? Harvey, I
hope this won't take long. I'm due in the labs shortly."
Harvey waved to the crew. Charlie was
already setting up, and Mark moved around with the light meter. Mark had become
pretty good at this job, and he'd stayed around longer then Harvey could
remember him keeping a job before. If he left, Harvey would miss him.
"We're interested in the
probe," Harvey said. "Does it look as if it will really go?"
Sharps smiled broadly. "Looks good,
looks good. Thanks to Senator Arthur Jellison. Remember our conversation about
that?"
"Right."
"Well, he's the man. I'd appreciate
any good publicity you can give him."
Harvey nodded. He signaled to the crew.
"Let's run it."
"Speed," Manuel said. Charlie was
behind the camera. Mark stepped out with the board. "Sharps interview,
take one." Clack.
"Dr. Sharps," Harvey said,
"there's been some criticism of the proposed Apollo mission to study the
comet. It's said it will be too dangerous."
Sharps made a gesture of dismissal.
"Dangerous? We've done it all before. A tried‑and‑true booster
and a proven capsule. Not so many months of planning as NASA likes, but ask the
men who'll fly it. Ask the astronauts if they think it's too dangerous."
"Has the crew been chosen yet?"
"No—but there are forty
volunteers!" Sharps grinned at the camera.
Harvey went on with his questions. They
talked about the instruments the Apollo would carry. Many of them were being
put together at JPL, and at Cal Tech. "Students and technicians working
overtime without pay," Sharps said. "Just to help out."
"Without pay?" Harvey asked.
"Right. They get their regular work
done, the things we have contracts for, and then put in overtime on comet
packages. Without pay."
That ought to go well, Harvey thought. He
made a note to interview some of the technicians. Maybe he could find a janitor
who worked overtime to help.
"It sounds like you can't carry
enough gear," Harvey said.
"Well, we really can't," Sharps
agreed. "Not all we'd like to carry. But what's enough? We can take up
enough to learn a lot."
"Right. Dr. Sharps, I understand
you've done a new plot of Hamner‑Brown's orbit. And you've got new photos
of it."
"Hale Observatories has the photos.
We did the orbit. We're safe in saying it will be a big comet. It's got the
largest coma ever recorded for this distance from the Sun. That means there's a
lot of ice left in the snowball. And it's going to come quite close. First it
will pass at a reasonable distance, and we'll see a spectacular tail. Then it
goes inside the orbit of Venus and most of it will vanish, although some of the
tail may be visible for a while. Naked‑eye visible, I might add. After
that it will be too close to the Sun for us to see from here, but of course the
Apollo crew will be able to get good observations from space. We won't see it
again until it gets very near Earth on its way back out. By then the sky should
be filled with the tail. I'm willing to bet that tail will be visible in
daytime."
Mark Czescu whistled. Manuel didn't
glitch so Harvey knew it hadn't got onto the tape. Harvey felt like whistling
himself.
The office door opened. In came a short,
rounded, vague man, about thirty years old. He had a trimmed dark beard and
thick glasses. He wore a green Pendleton wool shirt, and both pockets bristled
with pens and pencils of every imaginable color and nib. A pocket computer hung
at his belt. "Oh— sorry, I thought you were alone." His voice was apologetic.
He began to back out.
"No, no, stay and hear this,"
Sharps said. "Let me introduce Dr. Dan Forrester. His job title is
computer programmer. His degrees say Ph.D. in astronomy; around here we usually
call him our sane genius."
Mark was muttering behind Harvey.
"If they call him a genius in this outfit . . ."
Harvey nodded. He'd thought of that too.
"Dan's been doing more recasts of
Hamner‑Brown's orbit. He's also working on the optimum launch date for
our Apollo, given the limited amount of equipment we can take, and the limited
amount of consumables—"
"Consumables?" Harvey asked.
"Food. Water. Air. They take mass.
We can only put up so much mass, and so we trade consumables for instruments.
But consumables mean time in orbit. So Dan's working on the problem: Is it
better to launch earlier, with less equipment, so they can stay longer but get
less information—"
"Not information," Forrester
said. His voice was apologetic. "Sorry to interrupt—"
"No, tell us what you mean," Harvey
said.
"We're trying to maximize
information," Forester said. "So the problem is, do we get more
information by having more data about a shorter time, or less data about a
longer time."
"Oh." Harvey nodded. "So
what have you got on Hamner‑Brown? How far away at its closest
point?"
"Zero," Forrester said. He
didn't crack a smile.
"Uh—you mean it's coming down our
throats?"
"I doubt it." Now he smiled.
"Zero within the limits of prediction. Which is a good half‑million miles
error."
Harvey relaxed. So, he noticed, did
everyone in the room, including Charlene. They took Forrester seriously here.
He turned to Sharps. "Tell us, what would happen if the comet did hit us?
Suppose we got unlucky."
"You mean the head? The nucleus?
Because it looks as if we might actually pass through the outer coma. Which is
nothing more than gas."
"No, I mean the head. What happens?
The end of the world?"
"Oh, no. Nothing like that. Probably
the end of civilization."
There was silence in the room for a
moment. Then for another. "But," Harvey said, his voice puzzled,
"Dr. Sharps, you told me that a comet, even the head, is largely foamy ice
with rocks in it. And even the ice is frozen gases. That doesn't sound
dangerous." In fact, Harvey thought, I asked to get it on the record.
"Several heads," Dan Forrester
said. "At least it looks that way. I think it's beginning to calve
already. And if it does it now, it will do it later. Probably. Maybe."
"So it's even less dangerous,"
Harvey said.
Sharps wasn't listening to Harvey. He
rolled his eyes toward the ceiling. "Calving already?"
Forrester's grin widened. "Ook
ook."
Then he noticed Harvey Randall again.
"You asked about danger," he said. "Let's look at it. We have
several masses, largely the same material that boils off to form the coma and
the tail: fine dust, foamy frozen gases, with pockets where the really volatile
stuff has been long gone, and maybe a few rocks embedded in there. Hey—"
Randall looked up at Forrester.
Forrester was grinning his cherubic
smile. "That's probably why it's so bright already. Some of the gases are
interacting. Think what we'll see when they really get to boiling near the Sun!
Ook ook."
Sharps was getting that thoughtful, lost
look again. Harvey said quickly, "Dr. Sharps—"
"Oh. Yes, certainly. What happens if
it hits? Which it won't.
Well, what makes the nucleus dangerous is
that it's big, and it's coming fast. Enormous energies."
"Because of the rocks?" Harvey
asked. Rocks he could understand. "How big are those rocks?"
"Not very," Forrester said.
"But that's theory—"
"Right." Sharps was aware of
the camera again. "That's why we need the probe. We don't know. But I'd
guess the rocks are small, from the size of a baseball to the size of a small
hill."
Harvey felt relief. That couldn't be
dangerous. A small hill?
"But of course that doesn't
matter," Sharps said. "They'll be embedded in the frozen gases and
water ice. It would all hit as several solid masses. Not as a lot of little
chunks."
Harvey paused to think that over. This
film would take careful editing. "It still doesn't sound dangerous. Even
nickel‑iron meteors usually burn out long before they hit the ground. In
fact, in all history there's only been one recorded case of anyone being harmed
by a meteor."
"Sure, that lady in Alabama,"
Forrester said. "It got her picture in Life. Wow, that was the biggest
bruise I ever saw. Wasn't there a lawsuit? Her landlady said it was her meteor
because it ended up in her basement."
Harvey said, "Look. Hamner‑Brown
will hit atmosphere a lot harder than any normal meteorite, and it's mostly
ice. The masses will burn faster, won't they?"
He saw two shaking heads: a thin face
wearing insectile glasses, and a thick bushy beard above thick glasses. And
over against the wall Mark was shaking his head too. Sharps said, "They'd
bore through quicker. When the mass is above a certain size, it stops being
important whether Earth has an atmosphere or not."
"Except to us," Forrester said,
deadpan.
Sharps paused a second, then laughed.
Politely, Harvey thought, but it was done carefully. Sharps took pains to avoid
offending Forrester. "What we need is a good analogy. Um . . ."
Sharps's brow furrowed.
"Hot fudge sundae," said
Forrester.
"Hah?"
Forrester's grin was wide through his
beard. "A cubic mile of hot fudge sundae. Cometary speeds."
Sharps's eyes lit up. "I like it! Let's
hit Earth with a cubic mile of hot fudge sundae."
Lord God, they've gone bonkers, Harvey
thought. The two men raced each other to the blackboard. Sharps began to draw.
"Okay. Hot fudge sundae. Let's see: We'll put the vanilla ice cream in the
center with a layer of fudge over it...."
He ignored the strangled sound behind
him. Tim Hamner hadn't said a word during the whole interview. Now he was
doubled over, holding himself, trying to hold in the laughter. He looked up,
choked, got his face straight, said, "I can't stand it!" and brayed
like a jackass. "My comet! A cubic mile of hot . . . fudge . . . sun . . .
dae . . ."
"With the fudge as the outer
shell," Forrester amplified, "so the fudge will heat up when the
Hammer rounds the Sun."
"That's Hamner‑Brown," Tim said, straight‑faced.
"No, my child, that's a cubic mile
of hot fudge sundae. And the ice cream will still be frozen inside the
shell," said Sharps.
Harvey said, "But you forgot
the—"
"We put the cherry at one pole and
say that pole was in shadow at perihelion." Sharps sketched to show that
when the comet rounded the Sun, the cherry at the oblate spheroid's axis would
be on the side away from Sol. "We don't want it scorched. And we'll put
crushed nuts all through it, to represent rocks. Say a two‑hundred‑foot
cherry?"
"Carried by the Royal Canadian Air
Force," Mark said.
"Stan Freberg! Right!"
Forrester whooped. "Shhhh . . . plop! Let's see you do that on
television!"
"And now, as the comet rounds the
Sun, trailing a luminous froth of fake whipped cream, and aims itself down our
throats . . . Dan, what's the density of vanilla ice cream?"
Forrester shrugged. "It floats. Say
two‑thirds."
"Right. Point six six six it
is." Sharps seized a pocket calculator from the desk and punched
frantically. "I love these things. Used to use slide rules. Never could
figure out where the decimal point went.
"A cubic mile to play with. Five
thousand two hundred and eighty feet, times twelve for inches, times two point
five four for centimeters, cube that . . . We have two point seven seven six
times ten to the fifteenth cubic centimeters of vanilla ice cream. It would
take a while to eat it all. Times the density, and lo, we have about two times
ten to the fifteenth grams. Couple of billion tons. Now for the fudge . .
." Sharps punched away.
Happy as a clam, Harvey thought. A very
voluble clam equipped with Texas Instruments' latest pocket marvel.
"What do you like for the density of
hot fudge?" Sharps asked.
"Call it point nine," Forrester
said.
"Haven't any of you made
fudge?" Charlene demanded. "It doesn't float. You test it by dripping
it into a cup of cold water. Or at least my mother did."
"Say one point two, then,"
Forrester said.
"Another billion and a half tons of
hot fudge," Sharps said. Behind him Hamner made more strangled noises.
"I think we can ignore the
rocks," Sharps said. "Do you see why, now?"
"Lord God, yes," Harvey said.
He looked at the camera with a start. "Uh, yes, Dr. Sharps, it certainly
makes sense to ignore the rocks."
"You're not going to show this, are
you?" Tim Hamner sounded indignant.
"You're saying no?" Harvey
asked.
"No . . . no . . ." Hamner
doubled over and giggled.
'Now, she's coming at cometary speeds. Fast. Let's see,
parabolic speed at Earth orbit is what, Dan?"
"Twenty‑nine point seven
kilometers per second. Times square root of two."
"Forty‑two kilometers a
second," Sharps announced. "And we've got Earth's orbital velocity to
add. Depends on the geometry of the strike. Shall we say fifty kilometers a
second as a reasonable closing velocity?"
"Sounds good," Forrester said.
"Meteors go from twenty to maybe seventy. It's reasonable."
"Right. Call it fifty. Square that,
times a half. Times mass in grams. Bit over two times ten to the twenty‑eight
ergs. That's for the vanilla ice cream. Now we can figure that most of the hot
fudge boiled away, but understand, Harvey, at those speeds we're just not in
the atmosphere very long. If we come in straight it's two seconds flat! Anyway,
whatever mass you burn up, a lot of the energy just gets transferred to the
earth's heat balance. That's a spectacular explosion all by itself. We'll
figure twenty percent of the hot‑fudge energy transfers to Earth,
and"—more buttons pressed, and dramatic rise in voice—"our grand
total is two point seven times ten to the twenty‑eighth ergs. Okay,
that's your strike."
"Doesn't mean much to me,"
Harvey said. "It sounds like a big number...."
"One followed by twenty‑eight
zeros," Mark muttered.
"Six hundred and forty thousand
megatons, near enough ' Dan Forrester said gently. "It is a big
number."
"Good God, pasteurized planet,"
Mark said.
"Not quite." Forrester had his
own calculator out of the belt case. "About three thousand Krakatoas. Or
three hundred Thera explosions, if they're right about Thera."
"Thera?" Harvey asked.
"Volcano in the Mediterranean,"
Mark said. "Bronze Age. Where the Atlantis legend comes from."
"Your friend's right," Sharps
said. "I'm not sure about the energy, though. Look at it this way. All of
mankind uses about ten to the twenty‑ninth ergs in a year. That's
everything: electric power, coal, nuclear energy, burning buffalo chips,
cars—you name it. So our hot fudge sundae pops in with about thirty percent of
the world's annual energy budget."
"Um. Not so bad, then," Harvey
said.
"Not so bad. Not so bad as what? A
year's energy in one minute," Sharps said. "It probably hits water.
If it hits land, it's tough for anyone under it, but most of the energy
radiates back out to space fairly quickly. But if it hits water, it vaporizes
it. Let's see, ergs to calories . . . damn. I don't have that on my gadget."
"I do," Forrester said.
"The strike would vaporize about sixty million cubic kilometers of water.
Or fifty billion acrefeet, if you like that. Enough to cover the entire U.S.A.
with two hundred and twelve feet of water."
"All right," Sharps said.
"So sixty million cubic kilometers of water go into the atmosphere.
Harvey, it's going to rain. A lot of that water is moving across polar areas.
It freezes, falls as snow. Glaciers form fast . . . slide south . . . yeah.
Harvey, the historians believe the Thera explosion changed the world's climate.
We know that Tamboura, about as powerful as Krakatoa, caused what historians of
the last century called 'the year without a summer. Famine. Crop failure. Our
hot fudge sundae will probably trigger an ice age. All those clouds. Clouds
reflect heat. Less sunlight gets to Earth. Snow reflects heat too. Still less
sunlight. It gets colder. More snow falls. Glaciers move south because they
don't melt as fast. Positive feedback."
It had all turned dead serious. Harvey
asked, "But what stops ice ages?"
Forrester and Sharps shrugged in unison.
"So," Hamner said, "my
comet's going to bring about an ice age?" Now you could see the long
lugubrious face of his grandfather, who could look bereaved at a $60,000
funeral.
Forrester said, "No, that was hot
fudge sundae we were talking about. Um—the Hammer is bigger."
"Hamner‑Brown. How much
bigger?"
Forrester made an uncertain gesture.
"Ten times?"
"Yes," said Harvey. There were
pictures in his mind. Glaciers marched south across fields and forests, across
vegetation already killed by snow. Down across North America into California,
across Europe to the Alps and Pyrenees. Winter after winter, each colder, each
colder than the Great Freeze of '76‑'77. And hell, they hadn't even
mentioned the tidal waves. "But a comet won't be as dense as a cubic mile
of h‑h‑h—"
It was just one of those things. Harvey
leaned back in his chair and belly‑laughed, because there was just no way
he could say it.
Later he made his own tape, alone, in a
studio approximation of an office—fake books on the shelves, worn carpet on the
floor. Here he could talk.
"Sorry about that." (This would
run just after one of Harvey's breakups. He'd done that several times in the
Sharps interview.) "The points to remember are these. First, the odds
against any solid part of Hamner‑Brown hitting us are literally
astronomical. Over these distances even the Devil himself couldn't hit a target
as small as Earth. Second, if it did hit, it would probably be as several large
masses. Some of those would hit ocean. Others would hit land, where the damage
would be local. But if Hamner‑Brown did strike the Earth, it would he as
if the Devil had struck with an enormous hammer, repeatedly."
April:
Interludes
Fifty thousand years ago in Arizona:
Friction with the air makes the surface
incandescent as the oxygen in the atmosphere blowtorches the iron. From this
great flying mass, sputtering chunks as large as houses fly of' as the
meteoroid, travelling at a low angle, nears the ground. A huge cylinder of
superheated air is forced along by the meteoroid and, as it strikes, this air
is forced across the surrounding countryside in a fiery blast that
instantaneously scorches every living thing for a hundred miles in every
direction.
Frank
W. Lane, The Elements Rage (Chilton, 1965)
Leonilla Malik scribbled a prescription
and handed it to her patient. He was the last for the morning, and when the man
had left her examining room, Leonilla took the bottle of Grand Marnier from her
lower desk drawer and poured a small, precious glass. The expensive liqueur was
a present from one of her fellow kosmonauts, and drinking it gave her a
delicious feeling of decadence. Her friend also brought her silk hose and a
slip from Paris.
And I've never been outside Russia, she
thought. She let the sweet fluid roll over her tongue. No matter how I try,
they will never let me go.
She wondered what her status was. Her
father had been a physician with a fairly good reputation among the Kremlin
elite. Then had come the "Doctors' Plot," an insane Stalinist
delusion that the Kremlin physicians were trying to poison The Revolutionary
Leader of Our Times, Hero of the People, Teacher and Inspired Leader of the
World Proletariat, Comrade Josef Vissarionovich Stalin. Her father and forty
other doctors had vanished into the Lubianka.
One of her father's legacies was a 1950
copy of Pravda. He had carefully underlined every mention of Stalin's name:
ninety‑one times on the front page alone, ten times as Great Leader, and
six as Great Stalin.
He should have poisoned the bastard,
Leonilla thought. It wasn't a pleasant concept; there was a long tradition
about that. The Oath of Hippocrates wasn't taught in Soviet medical schools,
but she had read it.
As the daughter of an enemy of the
people, Leonilla's future hadn't seemed very bright; but then had come a new
era, and Dr. Malik was rehabilitated. By way of reparations, Leonilla had been
rescued from secretarial work in an obscure Ukrainian town and sent to the
university. A liaison with an Air Force colonel had resulted in her learning to
fly, and from that, weirdly, to her ambiguous status in the kosmonaut corps. The
colonel was now a general and long since married, but he continued to help her.
She had never been in space. She had been
trained for it, but she had never been chosen. Instead, she treated flyers and
their dependents, and got in flying time when she could, and hoped for a lucky
break.
There was a tap at the door. Sergeant
Breslov, a young man of no more than nineteen years, proud to be a sergeant in
the Red Army; only, of course, it wasn't the Red Army anymore and hadn't been
since Stalin had been forced to rename it during what he had to call The Great
Patriotic War. Breslov would have preferred the Red Army. He often talked of
carrying freedom across the world on the point of his bayonet.
"There is a long message for you,
Comrade Captain. You have been transferred to Baikunyar." He frowned at
the bottle which Leonilla had forgotten to put away.
"Back to work," Leonilla said.
"That is worth celebration. Will you join me?" She poured a glass for
Breslov.
He drank standing at stiff attention. It
was one way of showing disapproval of officers who drank before lunch. Of
course, many of them did, which to Breslov was another indication of how things
had gone downhill since the Red Army days his father boasted of.
In three hours she was flying toward the
spaceport. She could hardly believe it: urgency orders, authorizing her to fly
a jet trainer, her belongings to be sent after her. What could be so important?
She pushed the question from her mind and reveled in the joy of flying. Alone,
in the clear skies, no one looking over her shoulder, no other pilots eager for
their chance at the stick: ecstasy. Only one thing could be better.
Could that be why they'd sent for her?
She knew of no space missions. But perhaps. I've been lucky for a long time.
Why not more luck? She imagined being in a real Soyuz waiting for the big
boosters to roar and fling the spacecraft up into clean space, and for the hell
of it she flipped the jet trainer into a series of aerobatics that would have
got her grounded if anyone had been watching.
A
sudden gust across the San Joaquin Valley shook the trailer slightly, bringing
Barry Price to instant wakefulness. He lay still, listening for the reassuring
sound of the bulldozers, his crews were still at work on the nuclear power
plant. There was light outside. He sat up carefully to avoid waking Dolores,
but she stirred and opened one eye. "What time is it?" she asked, her
voice heavy with sleep.
"About six."
"Oh, my God. Come back to bed."
She reached for him. The covers fell away, revealing her tanned breasts.
He moved away, avoiding her, then caught
her hands in one of his and held them while he bent to kiss her. "Woman,
you're insatiable."
"I haven't had any complaints yet.
Are you really getting up?"
"Yes. I've got engineering work to
do, and we've got visitors later, and I've got to read that memo McCleve sent
over yesterday. Should have got to it last night."
She grinned muzzily. "Bet what we
did was more fun. Sure you won't come back to bed?"
"No." He went to the sink and
ran water until it was hot.
"You wake up faster than any man
I've ever known," Dolores said. "I'm not getting up at the crack of
dawn." She pulled the pillow over her head, but she continued to move
slightly under the covers, letting him know she was awake.
Still available, Barry thought. Yo ho!
Then why am I putting on my pants?
When he was dressed he pretended to think
she was asleep and quickly left the trailer. Outside he stretched in the
morning sunshine, breathing deeply. His trailer was at the edge of the camp
that housed much of the San Joaquin Nuclear Project work force. Dolores had one
far away, but she didn't use it often these days. Barry walked toward the plant
with a grin that faded as he thought about Dolores.
She was wonderful. And what they did in
their copious free time hadn't affected their work at all. She was more
administrative assistant than secretary, and he knew damned well he couldn't
get along without her; she was at least as important to his work as the
operations manager, and that terrified Barry Price. He kept waiting for the
possessiveness, the not unreasonable demands for his time and attention that
had made life with Grace so unpleasant. He couldn't believe that Dolores would
remain satisfied simply to be his . . . what? he wondered. Mistress wasn't
right. He didn't support her. The idea was funny: Dolores wasn't about to let
any man have that kind of control over her fife. Make it lover, he thought. And
enjoy it and be glad.
He stopped to get coffee from the big urn
at the construction supervisor's shack. They always had excellent coffee. He
carried a cup up to his office and took out McCleve's memo.
A minute later he was screaming in anger.
He hadn't calmed down when Dolores
arrived about eight‑thirty. She came in with more coffee to find him
pacing the office. "What's the matter?" she asked.
Another thing I love about her, Barry thought.
She never demands anything personal at the office. "This." He lifted
the memo. "Do you know what those idiots want?"
"Obviously not."
"They want me to hide the plant!
They want us to bulldoze up a fifty‑foot earth embankment around the whole
complex!"
"Would that make the plant
safer?" Dolores asked.
"No! Cosmetics, that's all. Not even
cosmetics. Dammit, San Joaquin is pretty. It's a beautiful plant. We should be
proud of it, not try to hide it behind a lot of dirt."
She put the coffee down and smiled
uncertainly. "You have to do it?"
"I hope not, but McCleve says the
Commissioners like the idea. So does the Mayor. I'll probably have to, and
dammit, it messes hell out of the schedule! We'll have to pull men off the excavations
for Number Four, and—"
"And meanwhile, your PTA ladies are
due in fifteen minutes."
"Lord God. Thanks, Dee. I'll compose
myself."
"Yes, you'd better do that. You
sound like a bear. Be nice, these ladies are on our side."
"I'm glad somebody is." Barry
went back to his desk and his coffee and looked at the piles of work he still
had to do, and hoped the ladies wouldn't take long. Maybe he'd get a chance to
call the Mayor, and just maybe the Mayor would be reasonable, and then he could
get to work again....
The plant yard buzzed with activity.
Bulldozers, forklifts, concrete trucks moved in an intricate, seemingly random
pattern. Workmen carried materials for concrete forms. Barry Price led the
group through this maelstrom almost without noticing it.
The ladies had seen the PR films, and
they'd dressed sensibly in slacks and low shoes. They hadn't made any fuss
about wearing the hard hats Dolores got for them. So far they hadn't had many
questions, either.
Barry took them to the site of Number
Three. It was a maze of steel girders and plywood forms, the dome‑shaped
containment only partially finished; it would be a good place to show them the
safety features. Barry hoped they'd listen. Dolores said they'd seemed very reasonable
to her, and he was hopeful, but past experience kept him on his guard. They
reached a quieter area where there weren't any construction workers at the
moment; there was still noise from the bulldozers and the carpenters putting up
forms, boilermakers welding pipes . . .
"I know we're taking a lot of your
time," Mrs. Gunderson said. "But we do think it's important. A lot of
parents ask about the plant. The school's only a few miles away...."
Barry smiled agreement and tried to show
her that it was all right, that he knew their visit was important. His heart
wasn't in it. He was still thinking about McCleve's memo.
"Do all those people really work for
you?" one of the other ladies asked.
"Well, they're employed by
Bechtel," Barry said. "Bechtel Engineering builds the plants. The
Department of Water and Power can't keep all those construction crews on
permanent payroll."
Mrs. Gunderson wasn't interested in
administrative details. She reminded Barry of himself: She wanted to get to the
point, and quickly. An ample woman, well dressed. Her husband owned a big farm
somewhere nearby. "You were going to show us the safety equipment,"
she said.
"Right." Barry pointed to the
rising dome. "First there's the containment itself. Several feet of
concrete. So that if anything does happen inside, the problem stays inside. But
this is what I wanted you to see." He indicated a large pipe that ran into
the uncompleted dome "That's our primary cooling line," he said.
"Stainless steel. Two feet in diameter. The wall thickness of this pipe is
one inch. There's a cut piece over there and I'll bet you can't pick it
up."
Mrs. Gunderson went over to try. She
hefted at the four foot piece of pipe but was unable to move it.
"Now, for us to lose coolant, that
would have to break completely," Barry said. "I'm not sure how that
could happen, but suppose it did. Inside the containment the men are putting in
the emergency cooling tanks now. Yes, those big things. If the water pressure from
the primary cooling lines ever falls, those dump water at high pressure
directly into the reactor core."
He led them through the structure, making
them look at everything. He showed them the pumps which would keep the reactor
vessel filled with water, and the 30,000‑gallon tank that would contain
makeup water for the turbines. "All of that is available for emergency
cooling," Barry said.
"How much does it take?" Mrs.
Gunderson asked.
"One hundred gallons a minute. About
what six garden hoses can put out."
"That doesn't seem like very much.
And it's all you need?"
"All we need. Believe me, Mrs.
Gunderson, there's nobody more concerned about your children's safety than we
are. Most of these so‑called accidents we prepare for have never happened.
We have people whose job it is to think up strange accidents, silly things that
we're sure will never happen, just so that we can prepare for them." He
let them wander through, knowing they'd be impressed by the massive size of
everything. So was he. He loved these power plants; he'd spent most of his life
preparing for this job.
Finally they had seen everything, and he
led them back to the visitors' center, where the PR people could take over.
Hope I did it right, he thought. They can help us a lot, if they want to. They
can hurt us, too....
"One thing still concerns me,"
Mrs. Gunderson said. "Sabotage. I know you've done all you can to prevent
accidents, but suppose somebody deliberately tried to . . . to make it blow up.
After all, you won't have that many guards here, and there are a lot of crazy
people in this world."
"Yeah. Well, we've thought of ways
people can try," Barry said. He smiled. "You'll excuse me if I don't
tell you about them."
They smiled back, uncertainly. Finally
Mrs. Gunderson said, "Then you're satisfied that some bunch of nuts can't
harm the plant?"
Barry shook his head. "No, ma'am.
We're satisfied that they can't harm you by anything they can do to us. But
nobody can protect the plant itself. Look at the turbines. They turn thirty‑six
hundred revolutions a minute. Those blades are spinning so fast that if drops
of water got in the steam lines, the turbines would break apart. The switchyard
is vulnerable to any idiot with dynamite. No, we can't stop them from wrecking
the plant, but then we can't stop them from setting fire to the oil tanks at a
fossil plant. What we can do is see that nobody outside the power plant site
gets hurt."
"And your own people?"
Barry shrugged. "You know, nobody
thinks it's remarkable that police and firemen are dedicated to their
work," he said. "They don't hear so much about power workers. They'd
think different if they ever saw one of our apprentices standing up to his
waist in oil to turn a valve, or a lineman up on a pole in the middle of an
electrical storm. We'll be on the job, Mrs. Gunderson. If they'll just let
us."
The
wind was warm and the skies clear in the Houston suburb of El Lago. The rainy
season had ended, and a hundred families had come out into their backyards. The
local Safeway was almost sold out of Coors beer.
Busy, hungry, and happy to be home for a
whole weekend, Rick Delanty scooped hamburgers off the grill and slid them
between buns. His fenced backyard was warm and smoky and noisy with a dozen
friends and their wives. From the distance they could hear the children
shouting as they played some new game. Children get used to glory, even if they
don't see it very often, Rick thought. Having Daddy home wasn't such a big deal
to them.
". . . nothing new about the
idea," his wife was saying. "Science fiction writers have been
talking about big space colonies for decades." She was tall and very
black, and she wore her hair in the tiny braids called corn rolls. Delanty could
remember when she straightened her hair.
"For that matter, Heinlein wrote
about them," Gloria Delanty said. She looked to Rick for confirmation, but
he was busy at the grill, and remembering his wife when they were both students
in Chicago.
"It is new," said a member of a
very exclusive club. Evan had been to the Moon—almost. He'd been the man who
stayed in the Apollo capsule. "O'Neill has worked out the economics of
building these giant space colonies. He's proved we can do it, not just tell stories."
"I like it," Gloria said.
"A family astronaut project. How do we sign up?"
"You already did," Jane Ritchie
said. "When you married the test pilot there."
"Oh, are we married?" Gloria
asked. "I wonder. Evan, can't you people in the training office ever
manage to keep a schedule?"
John Baker came out of the house.
"Hey, Rickie! I thought I had the wrong house. There wasn't any sign of
action from out front."
There was a chorus of greetings, warm
from the men who hadn't seen Colonel John Baker since he went off to
Washington, not so warm from the women. Baker had done it: got divorced after
his mission. It happened to a lot of the astronauts, and having him back in
Houston set the others to wondering.
Baker gave them all a wave, then sniffed.
"Do I get one of those?"
"I'll take your order, sir, but
unless there's a cancellation . . ,,
"Why is it you never serve fried
chicken?"
"I'm afraid of being stereotyped.
Because I'm—
"Black," Johnny Baker said
helpfully.
"Eh?" Rick looked at his hands
in apparent dismay. "No, that's just hamburger grease."
"So who are they picking for the big
comet‑watching flight?" Evan demanded.
"Damned if I know," Baker said.
"Nobody in Washington's talking."
"Hell, they're sending me,"
Rick Delanty said. "I have it on good authority."
Baker froze with his beer half opened.
Three other men nearby stopped talking, and the wives held their breath.
"I went to a fortune‑teller in
Texarkana, and she—"
"Jesus, give me her name and
address, quick!" said Johnny. The others smiled as if hurt and went back
to talking. Johnny whispered, "That was a terrible thing to do," and
giggled.
"Yeah," Rick said without shame.
He began turning the hamburgers with a long‑handled spatula. "Why
won't they tell us earlier? They've had a dozen of us training for weeks, and
still no word. And this'll be the last flight for anyone until they finish the
Shuttle. Six years I've been on the list, and never been up. Sometimes I wonder
if it's worth it."
He set the spatula down. "I wonder,
and then I remember Deke Slayton."
Baker nodded. Deke Slayton was one of the
original Seven, one of the first astronauts to be chosen, and he never went up
until the Apollo‑Soyuz handshake in space. Thirteen years before a space
mission. He was as good an astronaut as anyone, but he was better in ground
jobs. Training, mission control; too good on the ground. "I wonder how he
stood it," Johnny Baker said.
Rick nodded. "Me too. But I am the
world's only black astronaut. I keep thinking that's got to be worth
something."
Gloria came over to the grill. "Hi,
Johnny. What are you two talking about?"
"What," Jane shouted from near
the beer cooler, "do astronauts always talk about when there's a mission
planned?"
"Maybe they're waiting for the right
moment," Johnny Baker said. "Race riots. Then they can send up a
black man to prove we're all equal."
"Not funny," Gloria said.
"But as good a theory as any,"
Rick told her. "If I knew how NASA picks one man over another, I'd be on
every mission. What the hell brings you back from the five‑sided funny
farm, anyway?"
"Orders. Start training again. I'm
in the pool for Hammerwatch."
"Hmm." Rick poked at one of the
burgers. Almost done. "And wouldn't that do it," he said. "Two
in a row. You'd have a first."
Baker shrugged. "I don't know how it
works either. Never have understood how I got on the Skylab—"
"You'd be a good one," Rick
said. "Experience in space repair work. And this thing's being cobbled up
fast, no time for all the tests. It makes sense."
Gloria nodded, and so did the others, who
weren't quite listening to them. Then they went back to their conversations.
Johnny Baker hid his expression of relief by draining the Coors. If it made
sense to them, it probably made sense to the Astronaut Office at Houston.
"I do bring some word from Washington, though. Not official, but the
straight stuff. The Russians are sending up a woman."
Odd, how the silence spread in a growing
circle.
"Leonilla Malik. An M.D., so we
don't have to take a doc." Johnny Baker raised his voice for a wider
audience. "It's definite, the Russians are sending her up, and we'll dock
with their Soyuz. My source is confidential, but reliable as hell."
"Maybe," said Drew Wellen, and
he was the only one talking, "maybe they think they have something to
prove."
"Maybe we do too," someone
said.
Rick felt it like a soft explosion in his
belly. Nobody had promised him anything at all, but he knew. He said, "Why
is everybody suddenly staring at me?"
"You're burning the
hamburgers," said Johnny.
Rick looked down at the smoking meat.
"Burn, baby. Burn," he said.
At
three in the morning Loretta Randall followed strange sounds into the kitchen.
Yesterday's newspaper was spread across
the middle of the kitchen floor. Her largest rectangular cake pan was in the
middle, and was filled with a layer of flour. Flour had sprayed across the
newspaper and beyond its edges. Harvey was throwing things into the cake pan.
He looked tired, and sad.
Loretta said, "My God, Harvey! What
are you doing?"
"Hi. The maid's coming tomorrow,
isn't she?"
"Yes, of course, it's Friday, but
what will she think?"
"Dr. Sharps says that all craters
are circular." Harvey posed above the cake pan with a lug nut in his
fingers; he let it drop. Flour sprayed. "Whatever the velocity or the mass
or the angle of flight of a meteor, it leaves a circle. I think he's
right."
The flour was scattered with shelled peas
and bits of gravel. A paperweight had left a dinner‑plate‑size
circle now nearly obliterated by smaller craters. Harvey backed away, crouched,
and hurled a bottle cap at a low angle. Flour sprayed across the paper. The new
crater was a circle.
Loretta sighed with the knowledge that
her husband was mad. "But, Harvey, why this? Do you know what time it
is?"
"But if he's right, then . . ."
Harvey glanced at the globe he had brought from his office. He had outlined
circles in Magic Marker the Sea of Japan, the Bay of Bengal, the arc of islands
that mark the Indies Sea, a double circle within the Gulf of Mexico. If an
asteroid strike had made any one of those, the oceans would have boiled, all
life would have been cremated. How often had life begun on Earth, and been
scalded from its face, and formed again?
If he could explain succinctly enough,
Loretta would lie awake in terror until dawn. "Never mind," he said.
"It's for the documentary."
"Come to bed. We'll clean this up in
the morning, before Maria gets here."
"No, don't touch it. Don't let her
move it. I want photographs ... from a lot of angles...." He leaned
groggily against her, their hips bumping as they returned to bed.
April: Two
No
one knows how many objects ranging in size from a few miles in diameter
downward may pass near the Earth each year without being noticed.
Dr.
Robert S. Richardson, Hale Observatory, Mount Wilson
Tim Hamner was waiting by the TravelAII
when Harvey came out of the studio building. Harvey frowned. "Hello, Tim.
What are you doing out here?"
"If I go inside, it's a sponsor
calling, and that's a big deal, right? I don't want a big deal. I want a
favor."
"Favor?"
"Buy me a drink and I'll tell you
about it."
Harvey eyed Tim's expensive suit and tie.
Not really appropriate for the Security First. He drove to the Brown Derby. The
parking attendant recognized Tim Hamner, and so did the hostess; she led them
in immediately.
"Okay, what's it about?" Harvey
asked when they had a booth.
"I liked being out at JPL with
you," Hamner said. "I've sort of lost control of my comet. Nothing I
can do the experts can't do better, and the same with the TV series. And it is
your series. But . . ." Tim paused to sip his drink. He wasn't used to
asking for favors, especially from people who worked for him. "Harvey, I'd
like to come along on more interviews. Unpaid, of course."
Oh, shit. What happens if I tell him it
can't be done? Will he talk to his agency? I sure as hell don't need a test of
strength just now. "It's not always so exciting, you know. Right now we're
doing man‑in‑the‑street interviews."
"Aren't those pretty dull?"
"They can be. But sometimes you get
pure gold. And it doesn't hurt to check in with the viewers now and then."
And I work my way, goddammit!
"What are you looking for? Can you
use much of it?"
Harvey shrugged. "I won't throw away
good film—but that's not the point. I want attitudes. I want the unexpected. If
I knew what I was after, I could have someone else do it. And . . ."
"Yeah?" Tim's eyes narrowed in
the dim light. He'd seen a funny expression on Randall's face.
"Well, there are strange reactions I
don't understand. They started after Johnny called it the Hammer—"
"Damn him!"
"And they'll probably get stronger
after we air the Great Hot Fudge Sundae strike. Tim, it's almost as if a lot of
people wanted the end of the world."
"But that's ridiculous."
"Maybe. But we're getting it."
Ridiculous to you, Harvey thought. Not so ridiculous to a man trapped in a job he
hates, or a woman forced to sleep with a slob of a boss to keep her job....
"Look, you're the sponsor. I can't stop you, but I insist on making the
rules. Also, we start early in the mornings—"
"Yeah." Tim drained his glass.
"I'll get used to it. They say you can get used to hanging if you hang
long enough."
The
TravelAII was crammed full of gear and people. Cameras, tape equipment, a
portable field desk for paper work. Mark Czescu had trouble finding a place to
sit. Now there were three in back, since Hamner claimed the front seat. Mark
was reminded of trips out to the desert with the dedicated bike racers:
motorcycles and mechanic's equipment braced with care, riders shoved in as
afterthought. As he waited for the others to come out of the studio building,
Mark turned on the radio.
An authoritative voice spoke with the
compelling quality of the professional orator. "And this Gospel of the
kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and
then shall the end come. When ye therefore see the abomination of desolation
spoken of by Daniel the prophet stand in the holy place: then let them which be
in Judea flee into the mountains." The voice quality changed, from reader
to preacher. "My people, have you not seen what is now done in the
churches? Is this not that abomination? 'Whoso readeth, let him understand.'
And the Hammer approaches! It comes to punish the wicked.
"'For then shall be great
tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world unto this time,
no, nor ever shall be. And except those days be shortened, there should be no
flesh saved.'"
"Really lays it on," a voice
said behind Mark. Charlie Bascomb got into the TravelAII.
"The Gospel has been brought to you
by the Reverend Henry Armitage," the radio announcer said. "The Voice
of God is broadcast in every language throughout the world in obedience to the
commandment. Your contributions make these broadcasts possible."
"Sure hear him a lot nowadays,"
Mark said. "He must have a lot of new contributors."
They drove out into Burbank and parked
near the Warner Brothers Studios. It was a good street: lots of shops, from
hole‑in‑the‑wall camera stores to expensive restaurants.
People flowed along the wide avenue. Starlets and production people from the
studios mingled with straight business types from insurance offices. Middle‑class
housewives parked station wagons and took to the streets. A famous TV
personality who lived in nearby Toluca Lake strolled past. Mark recognized the
ski‑shaped nose.
While the crew set up camera and sound
equipment, Harvey took Tim Hamner into a restaurant for coffee. When everything
was ready, Mark went inside. As he neared the booth he heard Randall speaking.
Harvey's voice had an edge that Mark recognized.
". . . whole purpose is to find out
what they think. What I think, I hide in neutral questions and a neutral voice.
What you think, you hide in silence. Clear?"
"Absolutely," Hamner drawled.
He looked more awake than he had on the drive out. "So what do I do?"
"You can look useful. You can help
Mark with the release forms. And you can stay out of the way."
"I've got a good tape machine,"
Hamner said. "I could—"
"We couldn't use anything you've
got," Randall said. "You're not in the union." He looked up and
saw Mark, got the nod and left.
Mark walked out with Hamner. "He
gave me that same routine," Mark said. "Really ate me out."
"I believe you. I think if I blew an
interview for him he'd abandon me on the spot. And cabs home from here cost a
lot."
"You know," Mark said,
"somehow I got the idea you were the sponsor."
"Yup. That Harv Randall is one tough
mother," Hamner said. "Have you been in this business very
long?"
Mark shook his head. "Just temporary,
just working for Harv. Maybe one day I'll do it permanently, but you know how
the TV business is. It'd cut into my freedom."
There was smog in Burbank. "I see
Hertz has reclaimed the mountains," Hamner said.
Mark looked up in surprise. "How's
that?"
Hamner pointed northward where the San
Fernando Valley horizon faded into a brown smear. "Sometimes we keep
mountains up there. I even have an observatory on one of them. But I guess
Hertz Rent‑A‑Mountain has taken them back today." They reached
the TravelAII. The cameras were set up, ready to zoom in for close‑ups or
pan out for a wide view. Harvey Randall had already stopped a muscular man in
hard hat and work clothes; he looked out of place among the shoppers and
business types.
". . . Rich Gollantz. We're putting
up the Avery Building over there."
Harvey Randall's voice and manner were
intended to get the subjects talking; his questions could be filmed again if
they were needed on camera. "Have you heard much about the Hamner‑Brown
Comet?"
Gollantz laughed. "I don't spend as
much time thinking about comets as you might expect." Harvey smiled.
"But I did see the 'Tonight Show' where they said it could hit the
Earth."
"And what did you think about
that?" Harvey asked.
"Buncha . . . crap." Gollantz eyed the camera.
"Same kind of thing peopIe are always saying. Ozone's gone, we'll all die.
And remember 'sixty‑eight, when all the fortune‑tellers said
California was going to slide off into the sea, and the crazies took to the
hills?"
"Yes, but the astronomers say that
if the head of the comet hit. it would cause—"
"Ice age," Gollantz
interrupted. "I know about it. I saw that thing in Astronomy
magazine." He grinned and scratched under the yellow metal helmet. "Now
that'd really be something. Think about all the new construction projects we'd
need. And the Welfare boys could pass out polar bear furs instead of checks.
Only, somebody'd have to shoot bears for them. Maybe I could get that
job." Gollantz grinned widely. "Yep, it might be fun. I wouldn't mind
trying life as a mighty hunter."
Harvey dug for more. The interview wasn't
likely to produce usable film, but that wasn't its purpose. Harvey was fishing,
with the camera as bait. The network didn't approve of this method of research.
Too expensive, too crude, and unreliable, they said. They got that opinion
straight from the motivational‑research outfits that wanted NBS to hire
them
A few more questions. Science and
technology. Gollantz was enjoying being on camera. Had he heard about the
Apollo shot to study the comet, and what did he think of that?
"Love it. Be a good show. Lots of
good pictures, and it'll cost me less than I paid for Rose Bowl tickets, I
guarantee you that. Hey, I hope they let Johnny Baker go up again."
"Do you know Colonel Baker?"
"No. Wish I did. Love to meet him.
But I saw the pictures of him fixing Skylab. Now that was construction work.
And when he got back down, he sure gave those NASA bastards hell, didn't he? Hey,
I got to be moving. We got work to do." He waved and moved off. Mark
chased him with a release form.
"Sir? Moment of your time?"
The young man walked with his head down,
lost in thought. He was not bad‑looking, but his face was curiously wooden.
He showed a flash of anger when Randall interrupted his thoughts.
"Yes?"
"We're talking with people about
Hamner‑Brown Comet. May I have your name?"
"Fred Lauren."
"Have you any thoughts on the
comet?"
"No." Almost reluctantly he added,
"I watched your program." Muscles knotted at Fred Lauren's jaws, in a
manner that Harvey recognized. Some men go through life perpetually angry. The
muscles that clamp their jaws and grind their teeth are very prominent.
Harvey wondered if he had found a mental
patient. Still . . . "Have you heard there's a chance the head of the
comet might hit the Earth?"
"Hit the Earth?" The man seemed
stunned. Abruptly he turned and walked away striding rapidly, much faster than
he'd approached.
"What was that all about?" Tim
Hamner asked.
"Don't know," Harvey said. Man
on his way to do murder? The violently insane are constantly released back to
the public. Not enough hospitals. Was Lauren one of those, or just a man who'd
had a nonfight with his boss? "We'll never know. If you can't stand not
knowing, you're in the wrong game."
Fred
had not been watching Randall's previous program. He had been watching Colleen
watch a program about a comet . . . but some of what he had heard began to surface.
The Earth was in the comet's path. If the comet hit, civilization would end in
fire.
The end of the world. I'll be dead. We'll
all be dead. He gave up all thought of going back to work. There was a magazine
stand down the street and he walked rapidly toward it.
There were other interviews. Housewives
who'd never heard of the comet. A starlet who recognized Tim Hamner from the
"Tonight Show" and wanted to be filmed kissing him. Housewives who
knew as much about the comet as Harvey Randall did. A Boy Scout taking a merit
badge in astronomy.
There were few trends that Harvey could
spot. One wasn't surprising: There was a lot of space industry in Burbank, and
people there overwhelmingly approved of the coming Apollo shot. Still, the near
unanimity was unusual, even for this area. People, Harvey suspected, wanted
another manned shot and more looks at their heroes, the astronauts, and the
comet was a good excuse. There were mutters about costs, but, like Rich
Gollantz, most thought they paid more for worse entertainment every month.
They were about to pack it in when Harvey
spotted a remarkably pretty girl. Never hurts to have a few feet of beauty,
Harvey thought. She seemed preoccupied, and scurried along the sidewalk, her face
abstracted with weighty matters and lean with efficiency.
Her smile was sudden and very nice.
"I don't watch much television," she said. "And I'm afraid I
never heard of your comet. Things have been hectic at the office—"
"It will be a very big comet,"
Harvey said. "Look for it this summer. There's also a space mission to
study it. Would you approve?"
She didn't answer immediately. "Will
we learn a lot from it?" When Harvey nodded, she said, "Then I'm for
it. If it doesn't cost too much. And if the government can pay for it. Which
seems doubtful."
Harvey said something about the comet
study costing less than football tickets.
"Sure. But the government doesn't have
the money. And they won't cut back on anything. So they'll have to print the
money. Bigger deficit. More inflation. Of course we'll get more inflation no
matter what, so we might as well learn about comets for our money."
Harvey made encouraging noises. The girl
had turned very serious. Her smile faded into a pensive look that turned to
anger. "What difference does it make what I think, anyway? Nobody in
government listens. Nobody cares. Sure, I hope they do send up an Apollo. At
least something happens. It's not just pushing papers from one basket to
another."
Then that smile was back again, a
sunburst on her face. "And why am I telling you about the political
sorrows of the world? I've got to go." She scurried off before Harvey
could ask her name.
There was a conservatively dressed black
man standing patiently, obviously waiting to get on camera. Muslim? Harvey
wondered. They dressed that way. But he turned out to be a member of the
Mayor's staff who wanted to tell everyone that the Mayor did care, and if the
voters would approve the Mayor's new smog‑control bond issue, people
would be able to see the stars from the San Fernando Valley.
"You might be on for all of five
seconds. A flash of that lovely smile," Tim Hamner was saying. "And
'HamnerBrown? What's that?' Then cut to someone who's sure it's going to blast
Culver City to smithereens."
She laughed. "All right. I'll sign
your form."
"Good. Name?"
"Eileen Susan Hancock."
Hamner wrote it carefully. "Address?
Phone number?"
She frowned. She looked at the TravelAll,
and all the camera gear. She looked at Hamner's expensive leisure suit, and the
thin Pulsar watch. "I don't see—"
"We like to check with people before
we use them on camera " Tim said. "Blast. I didn't mean it that way.
I'm not really a professional at this. Just unpaid labor. Also the sponsor. And
the man who discovered the comet."
Eileen made a face: mock astonishment.
"How . . . incestuous!" They both laughed. "How did you get to
be all that?"
"Picked the right grandfather.
Inherited a lot of money and a company called Kalva Soap. Spent some of the
money on an observatory. Found a comet. Got the company to sponsor a
documentary on the comet so I could brag about it. See, it all makes perfect
sense."
"Of course, it's all so simple now
that you've explained it."
"Listen, if you don't want to give
me your address—"
"Oh, I do." She lived in a high‑rise
in West Los Angeles. She gave him her phone number, too. She shook his hand
briskly, and said, "I have to run, but I'm really glad I met you. You've
made my day." And she was gone, leaving Hamner with a dazed and happy
smile.
"Ragnarok," the man said.
"Armageddon." His voice was strong, persuasive. He had a great beard,
a full black beard with two tufts of pure white at the chin, and mild, kindly
eyes. "The prophets of all lands saw this day coming. The Day of Judgment.
The war of fire and ice is foretold by the ancients. The Hammer is ice, and it
will come in fire."
"And what do you advise?" Harvey Randall asked.
The man hesitated; he may have feared
that Randall was mocking him. "Join a church. Join any church you can
believe in. 'In my father's house are many mansions.' The truly religious will
not be turned away."
"What would you do if Hamner‑Brown
happens to miss?"
"It won't."
Harvey turned him over to Mark and the
release form, and gave Charlie the signal to pack it in. It had not been a bad
day; they had a few minutes he could use, and Harvey had learned something
about the mood of his viewers.
Mark came up with the form. "Went
well, didn't it. You will notice that I kept my mouth shut."
"So you did. Nice going."
Hamner came grinning at some private
pleasure. He stowed his recording equipment in the truck and climbed aboard.
"Did I miss anything?"
"Ragnarok is coming. Earth will die
in fire and ice. He had the best beard I've ever seen. Where the hell were
you?"
"Getting a release form," said
Tim. He wore that sappy smile all the way back to the lot.
From the NBS lot Tim Hamner drove to
Bullocks. He knew what he was after. From there to a florist, and then to a
drugstore. At the drugstore he bought sleeping pills. He was going to be
keeping strange hours.
He flopped on the bed, fully dressed. He
was deeply asleep when the phone rang around six‑thirty. He rolled over
and felt around for the receiver. "Hello?"
"Hello, I'd like to speak to Mr.
Hamner, please."
"This is me. Eileen? Sorry, I was
asleep. I was going to call you."
"Well, I beat you to it. Tim, you
really know how to get a girl's attention. The flowers are beautiful, but the
vase—I mean, we'd only just met!"
He laughed. "I take it you're a
Steuben crystal fan, then. I've got a nice collection myself."
"Oh?"
"I go ape over the animals."
Tim shifted to a sitting position. "I've got . . . Let's see, a blue
whale, a unicorn, a giraffe I got from my grandmother, it's in an older style.
And the Frog Prince. Have you seen the Frog Prince?"
"I've seen pictures of His Majesty.
Hey, Tim, let me take you to dinner. There's an unusual place called Dar
Magrib."
A man would usually pause when Eileen
asked him to dinner. With Tim the pause was barely noticeable. "Mr. Hamner
accepts, with thanks. Dar Magrib's unusual, all right. Have you been
there?"
"Yes. It's very good."
"And you were going to let me go
without warning? Without telling me I'd be eating with my fingers?"
Eileen laughed. "Test your
flexibility."
"Uh‑huh. Why don't you come over here for cocktails first?
I'll introduce you to His Majesty and the other crystal" Tim told her how
to get there.
Fred Lauren came home with a stack of
magazines. He dropped them beside the easy chair, sank into the sagging springs
and began reading the National Enquirer.
The article confirmed his worst fears.
The comet was certain to hit, and nobody had any idea where. But it was going
to hit in summer, and therefore (the sketch made clear) it would hit in the
Northern Hemisphere. Nobody knew how massive the comet head would be, but the
Enquirer said it might mean the end of the world.
And he had heard that radio preacher,
that fool who was on all the stations. The end of the world was coming. His jaw
tightened, and he picked up the copy of Astronomy. According to Astronomy it
was a hundred thousand to one against any part of the head striking the Earth,
but Fred barely noticed that. What drew him were the artist's conceptions,
infinitely vivid, of an asteroid strike sending up jets of molten magma; of an
"average" asteroid poised above Los Angeles for comparison; of a
comet head striking ocean, the sea bed laid bare.
The pages had grown too dark to see, but
Fred didn't think of turning on the light. Many men never believe they are
going to die, but Fred believed, now. He sat in the dark until it occurred to
him that Colleen must have come home, and then he went to the telescope.
The girl wasn't in view, but the lights
were on. An empty room. Fred's eye suddenly painted it with flame. The stucco
wall around the window flashed blinding light, which died slowly to reveal
curtains flaming, bedclothes, couch, tablecloth and table, everything afire.
Windows shattered, splinters flying. Bathroom door—opened.
The girl came out struggling into a robe.
She was naked. To Fred she glowed like a saint, with a beauty almost impossible
to see directly. An eternity passed before she closed the robe . . . and in
that eternity Fred saw her bathed in the light of Hammerfall. Colleen glowed
like a star, eyelids clenched futilely shut, face speckled with glass
splinters, robe charring, long blonde hair crisping, blackening, flaming . . .
and she was gone before they had met. Fred turned away from the telescope.
We can't meet, the voice of reason told
him. I know what I'd do. I can't face prison again.
Prison? When the comet was coming to end
the world? Trials took time. He'd never reach prison. He'd be dead first. Fred
Lauren smiled very strangely; the muscles at the corners of his jaw were
knotted tight. He'd be dead first!
May
By the 1790's, philosophers and
scientists were aware of many allegations that stones had fallen from the sky,
but the most eminent scientists were skeptical. The first great advance came in
1794, when a German lawyer, E.F.F. Chladni, published a study of some alleged
meteorites, one of which had been found after a fireball had been sighted.
Chladni accepted the evidence that these meteorites had fallen from the sky and
correctly inferred that they were extraterrestrial objects that were heated
from falling through the earth's atmosphere. Chladni even postulated that they
might be fragments of a broken planet—an idea that set the stage for early
theories about asteroids, the first of which was discovered seven years later.
Chladni's ideas were widely rejected, not because they were ill conceived, for
he had been able to collect good evidence, but because his contemporaries
simply were loath to accept the idea that extraterrestrial stones could f all
from the sky.
William
K. Hartmann, Moons and Planets: An Introduction to Planetary Science
The young man walked with a decided limp.
He almost tripped on the thick rug in the big office, and Carrie, Senator
Jellison's receptionist, took his arm for a moment. He shrugged her angrily
away. "Mr. Colin Saunders," Carrie announced.
"What can I do for you?"
Senator Jellison asked.
"I need a new leg."
Jellison tried not to look surprised, but
he wasn't successful. And I thought I'd heard 'em all, he thought. "Have a
seat." Jellison glanced at his watch. "It's after six...."
"I know I'm taking up your valuable
time." Saunders's voice was belligerent.
"Wasn't thinking about my
time," Arthur Jellison said. "Being it's after six, we can have a
drink. Want something?"
"Well . . . yes, please, sir."
"Fine." Jellison got up from
the ornate wooden desk and went to the ancient cabinet on the wall. The
building wasn't that old, but the cabinets looked as if they might have been
used by Daniel Webster, who was reputed not to wait until six. Senator Jellison
opened the cabinets to reveal a huge stock of liquor. Nearly every bottle had
the same label.
"Old Fedcal?" the visitor
asked.
"Sure. Don't let the labels fool
you. That's Jack Daniels bourbon in the black bottle. The rest of 'em are top
brands, too. Why pay brand prices when I can get it from home a lot cheaper?
What'll you have?"
"Scotch."
"Right here. I'm a bourbon man
myself." Jellison poured two drinks. "Now tell me what this is all
about."
"It's the VA." Saunders poured
out his story. This would be his fourth artificial leg. The first one the
Veterans Administration gave him had fit fine, but it had been stolen, and the
next three didn't fit at all, they hurt, and now the VA wasn't going to do
anything about it.
"Sounds like a problem for your
representative," Jellison said gently.
"I tried to see the Honorable Jim
Braden." The young man's voice was bitter again. "I couldn't even get
an appointment."
"Yeah," Jellison said.
"Excuse me a second." He took a small bound book from a desk drawer.
"HAVE AL LOOK INTO PRIMARY OPPOSITION FOR THAT SON OF A BITCH," he
wrote. "THE PARTY DON'T NEED CREEPS LIKE THAT, AND THIS AIN'T THE FIRST
TIME." Then he drew a memo pad toward him. "Better give me the names
of the doctors you've been dealing with," he said.
"You mean you'll really help?"
"I'll have somebody look into
it." Jellison wrote the details on the memo pad. "Where'd you get
hit?"
"Khe Sanh."
"Medals? It helps to know."
The visitor shrugged. "Silver
Star."
"And Purple Heart, of course,"
Jellison said. "Want another drink?"
The visitor smiled and shook his head. He
looked around the big room. The walls were decorated with photographs: Senator
Jellison at an Indian reservation; Jellison at the controls of an Air Force
bomber; Jellison's children, and staff, and friends. "I don't want to take
any more of your time. You must be busy." He got up carefully.
Jellison saw the visitor to the door.
Carrie had to unlock it. "That's the last," she said.
"Fine. I'll stick around awhile.
Send Alvin in, and you can go home—oh, one thing. See if you can get me Dr.
Sharps at JPL first, will you? And call Maureen to tell her I'll be a little
late."
"Sure." Carrie grinned to
herself as the Senator went back into his office. Before she finally left he'd
have nine other last‑minute items. She was used to it. She looked into the
staff rooms on the other side of her office. Everyone was gone except Alvin
Hardy. He always waited, just in case. "He wants you," Carrie said.
"So what else is new?" Al went
into the big office. Jellison was sprawled out in his judge's chair, his jacket
and narrow striped tie laid across the desk, his shirt unbuttoned halfway down.
A big glass of bourbon sat next to the bottle. "Yes, sir?" Al said.
"Couple of things." He handed
Al the memo. "Check this story out. If it's true, I want a medium‑size
fire built under those people. Let 'em save money on their goddamn salaries,
not cheating a Silver Star vet out of a leg that fits."
"Yes, sir."
"And then you can take a look at
Braden's district. Seems to me the Party ought to have a bright young chap in
there. I mind a city councilman—"
"Ben Tyson," Al said helpfully.
"That's his name. Tyson. Think he
could beat Braden?"
"He might. With your help."
"Look into it. I've about had it with
Mr. Braden being so goddam busy saving the world he hasn't got time to look
after his constituents." Senator Jellison wasn't smiling at all.
Al nodded. Braden, he thought, you're
dead. When the boss gets in that mood—
The intercom buzzed. "Dr.
Sharps," Carrie said.
"Right. Don't go, Al. I want you to
hear this. Charlie?"
"Yes, Senator?" Dr. Sharps
said.
"How's the launch going?"
Jellison asked.
"Everything's fine. It would be even
better if I didn't have every VIP in Washington calling me to ask about
it."
"Goddammit, Charlie, I went out on a
long limb for you. If anybody's got a right to know, it's me."
"Yes. Sorry," Sharps said.
"Actually, things are better than we expected. The Russians are helping a
lot. They've got a big booster, and they're taking up a lot of consumables
they'll share with our team. Lets us take up more science packages. For once
we've got a division of labor that makes sense."
"Good. You won't ever know how many
favors I used up getting that launch for you. Now tell me again how valuable
all this is."
"Senator, it's about as valuable as
we can get—given what we're doing. It's not going to cure cancer, but we'll
sure learn a lot about planets and asteroids and comets. Also, that TV fellow,
Harvey Randall, wants you in his next documentary. He seems to think the
network ought to thank you for getting this launch."
Jellison looked up at Al Hardy. Hardy
grinned and nodded vigorously. "They'll love us in L.A.," Al said.
"Tell him I like it," Jellison
said. "Any time. Have him check with my assistant. Al Hardy. You got
that?"
"Right. Is that all, Art?"
Sharps asked.
"Nooo." Jellison drained the
whiskey glass. "Charlie, I keep getting people in here who think that
comet's going to hit us. Not crazies. Good people. Some of 'em with as many
degrees as you have."
"I know most of them," Sharps
admitted.
"Well?"
"What can I say, Art?" Sharps
was quiet for a moment. "Our best projected orbit puts that comet right on
top of us—"
"Jesus," Senator Jellison said.
"But there's several thousand miles'
error in those projections. And a miss by a thousand miles is still a miss. It
can't reach out and grab us."
"But it could hit."
"Well . . . this isn't for
publication, Art."
"Didn't ask for it for
publication."
"All right. Yes. It could hit us.
But the odds are against it."
"What kind of odds?"
"Thousands to one."
"I recall you said billions to
one—"
"So the odds have narrowed,"
Sharps said.
"Enough so we ought to be doing
something about it?"
"How could you? I've spoken with the
President," Sharps said.
"So have I."
"And he doesn't want to panic anybody.
I agree. It's still thousands to one against anything happening at all,"
Sharps insisted. "And a complete certainty that a lot of people will get
killed if we start making preparations. We're already getting crazy things.
Rape artists. Nut groups. People who see the end of the world as an
opportunity—"
"Tell me about it," Jellison
said dryly. "I told you, I saw the President too, and he's got your
opinion. Or you've got his. I'm not talking about warning the public, Charlie,
I'm talking about me. Where will this thing hit, if it does?"
There was another pause.
"You've studied it, haven't
you?" Jellison demanded. "Or that crazy genius you keep around, uh,
Forrester, he's studied it. Right?"
"Yes." The reluctance was plain
in Sharps's voice. "The Hammer has calved. If it does hit, it's likely to
be in a series of strikes. Unless the central head whams us. If that happens,
don't worry about preparations. There aren't any."
"Wow."
"Yeah," Sharps said. "That
bad."
"But if only part hits—"
"Atlantic Ocean, for sure,"
Sharps said.
"Which means Washington...."
Jellison let his voice trail off.
"Washington will be under water. The
entire East Coast up to the mountains," Sharps said. "Tidal waves.
But it's long odds, Art. Very long. Best guess is still that we get a
spectacular light show and nothing more."
"Sure. Sure. Okay, Charlie, I'll let
you get back to work. By the way, where'll you be on That Day?"
"At JPL."
"Elevation?"
"About a thousand feet, Senator.
About a thousand feet. Goodbye."
The connection went before Jellison could
switch off the phone. Jellison and Hardy looked at the dead instrument for a
moment. "Al, I think we want to be at the ranch. Good place to watch
comets from," Jellison said.
"Yes, sir—"
"But we want to be careful. No
panic. If this gets a big play the whole country could go up in flames. I
expect Congress will find a good reason for a recess that week, we won't have
to do anything about that, but I want my family out at the ranch, too. I'll
take care of Maureen. You see that Jack and Charlotte get there."
Al Hardy winced. Senator Jellison had no
use for his son‑in‑law. Neither did Al. It wouldn't be pleasant,
persuading Jack Turner to take his wife and children out to the Jellison ranch
in California.
"May as well be hung for a
sheep," Jellison said. "You're coming out with us, of course. We'll
need equipment. End‑of‑the‑world equipment. Couple of four‑wheel‑drive
vehicles—"
"Land Rovers," Al said.
"Hell no, not Land Rovers,"
Jellison said. He poured another two‑finger drink. "Buy American,
dammit. That comet probably won't hit, and we sure as hell don't want to be
owning foreign cars after it goes by. Jeeps, maybe, or something from
GMC."
"I'll look into it," Al said.
"And the rest of it. Camping gear.
Batteries. Razor blades. Pocket computers. Rifles. Sleeping bags. All the crap
you can't buy if—"
"It's going to be expensive,
Senator."
"So what? I'm not broke. Get it
wholesale, but be quiet about it. Anybody asks, you're . . . what? You're going
along on a junket to Africa. There must be some National Science Foundation
project in Africa—"
"Yes, sir—"
"Good. That's what all this is for, if
anybody asks. You can let Rasmussen in on the plot. Nobody else on the staff.
Got a girl you want to take along?"
He really doesn't know, Al thought. He
really doesn't know how I feel about Maureen. "No, sir."
"Okay. I'll leave it to you, then.
You realize this is damn foolishness and we're goin' to feel awful silly when
that thing has passed by."
"Yes, sir." I hope we are.
Sharps called it the Hammer!
"There
is absolutely no danger. The asteroid Apollo came within two million miles,
very close as cosmic distances go, back in 1932. No damage. Adonis passed
within a million miles in 1936. So what? Remember the panic in 1968? People,
especially in California, took to the hills. Everyone forgot about it a day
later—that is, everyone who hadn't gone broke buying survival equipment that
wasn't needed.
"Hamner‑Brown Comet is a
marvelous opportunity to study a new kind of extraterrestrial body at
comparatively—and I emphasize comparatively—close range, and that's all it
is."
"Thank you, Dr. Treece. You have
heard an interview with Dr. Henry Treece of the United States Geological
Survey. Now back to our regularly scheduled program."
The
road ran north through groves of oranges and almond trees, skirting the eastern
edge of the San Joaquin Valley. Sometimes it climbed over low hills or wound
among them, but for most of the way the view to the left was of a vast
flatland, dotted with farm buildings and croplands, crossed by canals, and
stretching all the way to the horizon. The only large buildings visible were
the uncompleted San Joaquin Nuclear Plant.
Harvey Randall turned right at
Porterville and wound eastward up into the foothills. Once the road turned
sharply and for a moment he had a view of the magnificent High Sierra to the
east, the mountaintops still covered with snow. Eventually he found the turnoff
onto the side road, and further down that was the unmarked gate. A U.S. Mail
truck had already gone through, and the driver was coming back to close the
gate. He was long‑haired and elegantly bearded.
"Lost?" the mailman asked.
"Don't think so. This Senator
Jellison's ranch?" Harvey asked.
The mailman shrugged. "They say so.
I've never seen him. You'll close the gate?"
"Sure."
"See you." The mailman went
back to his truck. Harvey drove through the gate, got out and closed it, then
followed the truck up the dusty path to the top of the hill. There was a white
frame house there. The drive forked, the right‑hand branch leading down
toward a barn and a chain of connected small lakes. Granite cliffs reared high
above the lakes. There were several orange groves, and lots of empty
pastureland. Pieces of the cliff, weathered boulders larger than a California
suburban house, had tumbled down into the pastures.
An ample woman came out of the house. She
waved to the mailman. "Coffee's hot, Harry!"
"Thanks. Happy Trash Day."
"Oh, that again? So soon? All right,
you know where to put it." She advanced on the TravelAII. "Can I help
you?"
"I'm looking for Senator Jellison.
Harvey Randall, NBS."
Mrs. Cox nodded. "They're expecting
you, up to the big house." She pointed down the left‑hand branch of
the drive. "Mind where you park, and look out for the cats."
"What's Trash Day?" Harvey
asked.
Mrs. Cox's face already wore a suspicious
look. Now it changed to deadpan. "Nothing important," she said. She
went back onto the porch. The mailman had already vanished inside the house.
Harvey shrugged and started the
TravelAII. The drive ran between barbed‑wire fences, orange groves to the
right, more pasture to the left. He rounded a bend and saw the house. It was
large, stone walls and slate roof, a rambling, massive place that didn't look
very appropriate for this remote area It was framed against more cliffs, and
had a view through a canyon to the High Sierra miles beyond.
He parked near the back door. As he
started around to the big front porch, the kitchen door opened. "Hi,"
Maureen Jellison called. "Save some walking and come in this way."
"Right. Thanks." She was as
lovely as Harvey had remembered her. She wore tan slacks, not very highly
tailored, and high‑top shoes, not real trail shoes but good for walking.
"Waffle‑stompers," Mark Czescu would have called them. Her red
hair looked recently brushed. It hung down just to her shoulders, in waves with
slight curls at the ends. The sun glinted off in pleasing highlights.
"Did you have an easy drive?"
she asked.
"Pleasant enough—"
"I always like the drive up here
from L.A.," Maureen said. "But I expect you can use a drink right
about now. What'll you have?"
"Scotch. And thanks."
"Sure." She led him through a
service porch into a very modern kitchen. There was a cabinet full of liquor,
and she took out a bottle of Old Fedcal scotch, then fought with the ice tray.
"It's always all over frost when we first come up," she said.
"This is a working ranch, and the Coxes don't have time to come up and
fuss with the place much. Here, it will be nicer in the other room."
Again she led the way, going through a
hall to the front room of the house. The wide verandah was just beyond it. A
pleasant room, Harvey decided. It was paneled in light‑colored wood, with
ranch‑style furniture, not really very appropriate for such a massive
house as this. There were photographs of dogs and horses on most of the walls,
and a case of ribbons
and trophies. mostly for horses, but some
for cattle. "Where is everybody?" Harvey asked.
"I'm the only one here just
now," Maureen said.
Harvey pushed the thought firmly down
into his unconscious, and tried to laugh at himself.
"The Senator got caught by a
vote," Maureen was saying. "He'll catch the red‑eye out of
Washington tonight and get here in the morning. Dad says I'm to show you
around. Want another drink?"
"No, thank you. One's enough."
He put the glass down, then picked it up again when he realized he'd set it on
a highly polished wood lamp‑table. He wiped the water ring off with his
hand. "Good thing the crew didn't come up with me. Actually they've got
some work to finish up, and I'd hoped we could get the footage on Senator
Jellison tomorrow morning, but if he couldn't be available tomorrow I've got
the gear in the car. I used to be a fair cameraman. They'll be here in the
morning, and I thought I would use the evening to get acquainted with the
Senator, find out what he'd like to talk about for the camera...." And I'm
chattering, Harvey thought. Which is stupid.
"Care for the grand tour?"
Maureen asked. She glanced at Harvey's Roughrider trousers and walking shoes.
"You won't need to change. If you're up to a tough walk, I'll show you the
best view in the valley."
"Sure. Let's go."
They went out through the kitchen and cut
across the orange groves. A stream bubbled off to their left.
"That's good swimming down
there," Maureen said. "Maybe we'll have a dip if we get back early
enough."
They went through a fence. She parted the
barbed wire and climbed through effortlessly, then turned to watch Harvey. She
grinned when he came through just behind her, obviously pleased at his
competence.
The other side of the fence was weeds and
shrubs, never plowed or grazed. The way was steep here. There were small trails,
made by rabbits or goats. They weren't really suited for humans at all. They
climbed several hundred feet until they got to the base of a great granite
cliff. It rose sheer at least two hundred feet above them. "We have to go
around to the left here," Maureen said. "It gets tough from here
on."
Much tougher and I won't make it, Harvey
thought. But I will be damned if I'll have a Washington socialite show me up.
I'm supposed to be an outdoorsman.
He hadn't been hiking with a girl since
Maggie Thompkins blew herself up on a land mine in Vietnam. Maggie had been a
go‑get‑'em reporter, always out looking for a story. She had no
interest in sitting around in the Caravelle Bar and getting her material third‑
or fourth‑hand. Harvey had gone with her to the front, and once they'd
had to walk out from behind Cong lines together. If she hadn't been killed . .
. Harvey put that thought away, too. It was a long time ago.
They scrambled up through a cleft in the
rocks. "Do you come up here often?" Harvey asked. He tried to keep
the strain out of his voice.
"Only once before," Maureen
said. "Dad told me not to do it alone."
Eventually they reached the top. They
were not, Harvey saw, on a peak at all. They were at one end of a ridge that
stretched southeastward into the High Sierra. A narrow path led up into the
rock cliff itself; they'd come all the way behind it, so that when they got to
its top they faced the ranch.
"You're right," Harvey said.
"The view's worth it." He stood on a monolith several stories high,
feeling the pleasant breeze blowing across the valley. Everywhere he looked
there were more of the huge white rocks. A glacier must have passed through
here and scattered the land with these monoliths.
The Senator's ranch was laid out below.
The small valley carved by the stream ran for several miles to the west; then
there were more hills, still dotted with bungalow‑size white stones. Far
beyond the hills, and far below the level of the ranch, was the broad expanse
of the San Joaquin. It was hazy out there, but Harvey thought he could make out
the dark shape of the Temblor Range on the western edge of California's central
valley.
"Silver Valley," Maureen
announced. "That's our place there, and beyond is George Christopher's
ranch. I almost married him, once—" She broke off, laughing.
Now why do I feel a twinge of jealousy?
Harvey wondered. "Why is it so funny?"
"We were all of fourteen at the time
he proposed," Maureen said. "Almost sixteen years ago. Dad had just been
elected, and we were going to Washington, and George and I schemed to find a
way so I could stay."
"But you didn't."
"No. Sometimes I wish I had,"
she said. "Especially when I'm standing here." She waved
expressively.
Harvey turned, and there were more hills,
rising higher and higher until they blended into the Sierra Nevada range. The
big mountains looked untouched, never climbed by human. Harvey knew that was an
illusion. If you stooped to tie your bootlaces on the John Muir Trail, you were
likely to be trampled by backpackers.
The great rock they stood on was cloven
toward the edge of the cliff. The cleft was no more than a yard wide, but deep,
so deep that Harvey couldn't see the bottom. The top of the rock slanted toward
the cleft, and toward the edge beyond it, so that Harvey wasn't even tempted to
go near it.
Maureen strolled over there, and without
a thought stepped across the cleft. She stood on a narrow strip of rock two
feet wide, a three‑hundred‑foot drop in front of her, the unknown
depth of the cleft behind. She looked out in satisfaction, then turned.
She saw Harvey Randall standing grimly,
trying to move forward and not able to do it. She gave him a puzzled look; then
her face showed concern. She stepped back onto the main rock. "I'm sorry.
Do heights bother you?"
"Some," Harvey admitted.
"I should never have done that ‑what
were you thinking of, anyway?"
"How I could get out there if
something happened. If I could make myself crawl across that crack—"
"That wasn't nice of me at
all," she said. "Anyway, let me show you the ranch. You can see most
of it from here."
Afterward, Harvey couldn't remember what
they'd talked about. It was nothing important, but it had been a pleasant hour.
He couldn't remember a nicer one.
"We ought to be getting back
down," Maureen said.
"Yeah. Is there an easier way than
the one we came up?"
"Don't know. We can look," she
said. She led the way off to their left, around the opposite side of the rock
face. They picked their way through scrub brush and along narrow goat trails.
There were piles of goat and sheep droppings. Deer too, Harvey thought,
although he couldn't be sure. The ground was too hard for tracks.
"It's like nobody was ever here
before," Harvey said, but he said it under his breath, and Maureen didn't
hear. They were in a narrow gully, nothing more than a gash in the side of the
steep hill, and the ranch had vanished.
There was a sound behind them. Harvey
turned, startled. A horse was coming down the draw.
Not just a horse. The rider was a little
blonde girl, a child not more than twelve. She rode without a saddle, and she
looked like a part of the huge animal, fitted so well onto him that it might
have been an undergrown centaur. "Hi," she called.
"Hi yourself," Maureen said.
"Harvey, this is Alice Cox. The Coxes work the ranch. Alice, what are you
doing up here?"
"Saw you going up," she said.
Her voice was small and high‑pitched, but well modulated, not shrill.
Maureen caught up to Harvey and winked.
He nodded, pleased. "And we thought we were the intrepid explorers,"
Maureen said.
"Yeah. I had enough trouble getting
up by myself, without taking a damn big horse." He looked ahead. The way
was steep, and it was absolutely impossible for a horse to get down there. He
turned to say so.
Alice had dismounted and was calmly
leading the horse down the draw. It slipped and scrambled, and she pointed out
places for it to step. The horse seemed to understand her perfectly.
"Senator coming soon?" she asked.
"Yes, tomorrow morning,"
Maureen said.
"I sure like talkie' to him,"
Alice said. "All the kids at school want to meet him. He's on TV a
lot."
"Harvey—Mr. Randall makes television
programs," Maureen said.
Alice looked to Harvey with new respect.
She didn't say anything for a moment. Then, "Do you like 'Star
Trek'?"
"Yes, but I didn't have anything to
do with that one." Harvey scrambled down another steep place. Surely that
horse couldn't get down that?
"It's my favorite program,"
Alice said. "Whoa, Tommy. Come on, it's all right, right here—I wrote a
story for television. It's about a flying saucer, and how we ran from it and
hid in a cave. It's pretty good, too."
"I'll bet it is," Harvey said.
He glanced at Maureen, and saw she was grinning again. "I'll bet there's
nothing she can't do," Harvey muttered. Maureen nodded. They scrambled up
the sides of their dry wash when it ended in a thicket of chaparral. The ranch
was visible again, still a long way down, and the hillside was steep enough
that if you fell, you'd roll a long way and probably break something. Harvey
looked back and watched Alice for a second, then stopped worrying about her and
the horse. He concentrated on getting himself down.
"You ride alone up here a lot?"
Maureen asked.
"Sure," Alice said.
"Doesn't anybody worry about
you?" Harvey asked.
"Oh, I know the way pretty
good," Alice told him. "Got lost a couple of times, but Tommy knows
how to get home."
"Pretty good horse," Maureen
said.
"Sure. He's mine."
Harvey looked to be sure. A stallion, not
a gelding. He waited for Maureen to catch up to him. Masculine pride had kept
him trying to lead the way, although it was obvious that they ought to leave
that to Alice. "Must be nice to live where the only thing to worry about
is getting lost—and the horse takes care of that," he told Maureen.
"She doesn't even know what I'm talking about. And last week a girl her
age, about eleven, was raped in the Hollywood Hills not more than half a mile
from my house."
"One of Dad's secretaries was raped
in the Capitol last year," Maureen said. "Isn't civilization
wonderful?"
"I wish my boy could grow up out
here," Harvey said. "Only, what would I do? Farm?" He laughed at
himself. Then the way was too steep for talking.
There was a dirt road at the bottom of
the steep hillside. They were still a long way from the ranch, but it was easier
now. Alice somehow got onto the horse; Harvey was watching the whole time, but
he didn't see how she managed it. One second she was standing next to the
animal, her head lower than its back, and the next moment she was astride. She
clucked and they galloped off. The illusion that she was somehow a part of the
beast was even stronger: She moved in perfect rhythm with it, her long blonde
hair flowing behind.
"She's going to be one real beauty
when she grows up," Harvey said. "Is it the air here? This whole
valley's magic."
"I feel that way sometimes
too," Maureen told him.
The sun was low when they got back to the
stone ranch house. "Little late, but want to catch a swim?" Maureen
asked.
"Sure. Why not? Only I didn't bring
a suit."
"Oh, there's something around."
Maureen vanished into the house and came back with trunks. "You can change
in there." She pointed to a bathroom.
Harvey got into the trunks. When he came
out, she was already changed. Her one‑piece suit was a shiny white
material. She had a robe over one arm. She winked at him and dashed off,
leaving Harvey to follow. The path led by a pomegranate grove and down to a
sandy beach by a bubbling stream. Maureen grinned at him, then plunged quickly
into the water. Harvey followed.
"Ye gods!" he shouted.
"That's ice water"
She splashed water onto his dry chest and
hair. "Come on, it won't hurt you."
He waded grimly out into the stream. The
water was swift, out away from the banks, and the bottom was rocky. He had
trouble keeping his feet, but he followed her upstream to a narrow gap between
two boulders. The water plunged out swiftly there, threatening to dump both of
them. It was just chest‑deep for Harvey. "That cools you off
fast," he said.
They paddled around in the pool, watching
small trout dart near the surface. Harvey looked for larger fish, but they were
keeping out of sight. The stream looked perfect for trout, deep pools below
small rushing falls. The banks were overhung with trees except for two places
where they'd been cleared, obviously by someone who liked fly fishing and had
opened the banks out for his back cast.
"I think I'm turning blue,"
Maureen shouted finally. "You finished?"
"Tell the truth, I was done ten
minutes ago."
They climbed out onto another of the
enormous white boulders, the contours smoothed by floodwaters. The sun, low as
it was, felt good on Harvey's chilled body, and the rock was still hot from old
sunlight. "I've been needing this," he said.
Maureen turned over on belly and elbows
to look at him. "Which? The freezing water, or the acrophobia, or the
climbing your legs off?"
"All of the above. And not
interviewing anyone today, I needed that, too. I'm glad your father didn't make
it. Tomorrow—shazam! I'm Harvey Randall again."
She had changed back into the tan slacks.
Harvey came out to find she'd also made drinks.
"Stay for dinner?" she asked.
"Well . . . Sure, but can I take you
out somewhere?"
She grinned. "You haven't sampled
the wild night life of Springfield and Porterville. You'll do better here.
Besides, I like to cook. If you want, you can help clean up."
"Sure—"
"Not that there's much cooking
involved," Maureen said. She took steaks out of the freezer.
"Microwave ovens and frozen food. The civilized way to gourmet
meals."
"That thing's got more controls than
an Apollo."
"Not really. I've been in an Apollo.
Hey, you have too, haven't you?"
"I saw the mock‑up,"
Harvey said, "not the real thing. Lord, I'd like to do that. Watch the
comet from orbit. No atmosphere to block it out."
Maureen didn't answer. Randall sipped at
his scotch. There was an edge on his hunger. He searched the freezer and found
frozen Chinese vegetables to add to the meal.
After dinner they sipped coffee on the
porch, in wide chairs with wide, flat arms to hold the mugs. It was chilly;
they needed jackets. They talked slowly, dreamily: of the astronauts Maureen
knew; of the mathematics in Lewis Carroll; of social politics in Washington.
Presently Maureen went into the house, turned off all the lights and came back
out feeling her way.
It was incredibly dark. Randall asked,
"Why did you do that?"
A disembodied voice answered,
"You'll see in a few minutes." He heard her take her chair.
There was no moon, and the stars lit only
themselves. But gradually he saw what she meant. When the Pleiades came over
the mountains he didn't recognize them; the cluster was fiercely bright. The
Milky Way blazed, yet he couldn't see his own coffee cup,
"There are city people who never see
this," Maureen said.
"Yeah. Thanks."
She laughed. "It could have been
clouded over. My powers are limited."
"If we could . . . No, I'm wrong. I
was thinking, if we could show them all what it looks like—all the voters. But
you see star scenes on the newsstands all the time, paintings of star clusters
and black holes and multiple systems and anything you could find out there.
You'd have to take the voters up here, a dozen at a time, and show them. Then
they'd know. It's all out there. Real. All we have to do is reach out."
She reached out (her night vision had
improved that much) and took his hand. He was a bit startled. She said
"Won't work. Otherwise the main support for NASA would come from the
farming community."
"But if you'd never seen it like
this . . . Ahh, you're probably right." He was very aware that they were
still holding hands. But it would stop there. "Hey, do you like
interstellar empires?" Harmless subject.
"I don't know. Tell me about
interstellar empires."
Harv pointed, and leaned close so she
could sight down his arm. Where the Milky Way thickened and brightened, in
Sagittarius, that was the galactic axis. "That's where the action is, in
most of the older empires. The stars are a lot closer together. You find
Trantor in there, and the Hub worlds. It's risky building in there, though.
Sometimes you find that the core suns have all exploded. The radiation wave
hasn't reached us yet."
"Isn't Earth ever in control?"
"Sure, but mostly you find Earth had
one big atomic war."
"Oh. Maybe I shouldn't ask, but just
where are you getting your information?"
"I used to read the science fiction
magazines. Then around age twenty I got too busy. Let's see, the Earthcentered
empires tend to be small, but . . . a small fraction of a hundred billion suns.
You get enormous empires without even covering one galactic arm." He
stopped. The sky was so incredibly vivid! He could almost see the Mule's
warships sweeping out from Sagittarius. "Maureen, it looks so real."
She laughed. He could see her face now,
pale, without detail.
He slid onto the broad arm of her chair
and kissed her. She moved aside, and he slid in beside her. The chair held two,
barely.
There is no harmless subject.
There was a point at which he might have
disengaged. The thought that stopped him was: tomorrow, shazam! I'm Harvey
Randall again.
Inside the house it was utterly black. She
led him by the hand, by touch and memory, to one of the bedrooms. They
undressed each other. Their clothes, falling, might as well have fallen out of
the universe. Her skin was warm, almost hot. For a moment he wished he could
see her face, but only for a moment.
There was gray light when he woke. His
back was cold. They lay tangled together on a made bed. Maureen slept calmly,
deeply, wearing a slight smile.
He was freezing. She must be too. Should
he wake her up? His slow brain found a better answer. He disentangled himself,
gently. She didn't wake. He went to the other of the twin beds, pulled off the
bedclothes, took them back and spread them over her. Then—with the full
conviction that he was about to climb under the covers with her—he stood
without moving for almost a minute.
She wasn't his wife.
"Shazam," Harvey said softly.
He scooped up an armload of his clothes, careful to miss nothing. He padded out
into the living room. He was starting to shiver. The first door he tried was another
bedroom. He dumped the clothes on a chair and went to bed.
Not
dead, but transmuted! The comet is glorious in its agony. The streamer of its
torn flesh reaches millions of miles, a wake of strange chemicals blowing back toward
the cometary halo on a wind of reflected light. Perhaps a few molecules will
plate themselves across the icy surfaces of other comets.
Earth's telescopes find the comet blocked
by the blazing sun itself. Its exact orbit is still uncertain.
The glory of the tail is reflected sunlight, but more than
sunlight glows in the coma. Some chemicals can lie intimately mixed at near
absolute zero, but heat them and they burn. The coma seethes in change.
The head grows smaller every day. Here,
ammonia boils from the surface of an ice‑and‑dust mixture; the
hydrogen has long since boiled out. The mass contracts, and its density
increases. Soon there will be little but rock dust cemented together by water
ice. There, a stone monolith the size of a hill blocks the path of a gas pocket
that grows hourly warmer, until something gives. Gas blasts away into the coma.
The stony mass pulls slowly away, tumbling. The orbit of Hamner‑Brown has
been changed minutely.
June: One
The
lord Himself will descend from heaven with a cry of command, with the
archangeal's call, and with the sound of the trumpet of God. The dead in Christ
will rise first; then we who remain alive shall be caught up together with them
in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air; and so we shall always be with the
Lord.
Paul
of Tarsus, First Thessalonians
There at the top of the great
disintegrating totem pole, there in that tiny space at the tip, Rick Delanty
lay on his back with his smile blinking on and off. His carefully enunciated
voice gave no hint of that. It sounded just like Johnny's; and Johnny Baker
wore the slight frown of a man doing delicate work.
"Switch to internal power."
"Internal power check. In the
green."
"T minus fifteen minutes, and
counting."
Whenever he glanced over at Rick, at that
wavering smile, then Johnny's lips twitched at the corners. But Johnny Baker
had been up before; he could afford to be supercilious. Fifteen minutes, and no
glitches. It would take a man his whole life to write down all the glitches
that could stop an Apollo launch.
Delanty kept smiling. They'd picked him!
He'd gone through the training, and the simulators, and then off to Florida.
Two days ago he's been doing barrel rolls and loops and Immelmanns and dives
above Florida and the Bahamas. That final loosening‑up flight two days
before a launch was just too firm a tradition to get rid of. It worked the
tension out of the chosen astronauts and laid it on the ground crew, who could
go nuts wondering if their crew would smear themselves in a jet trainer, after
all that careful planning....
"T minus one minute, and
counting."
Those final, hurried, crammed hours ended
when Wally Hoskins led him up the elevator and arranged him, clumsy in his
pressure suit, within the Apollo capsule. After that he could lie on his back
with his knees above his head, waiting for the glitch. But the glitch hadn't
come yet, and it looked like they were going, it really—
"Five. Four. Three. Two. One.
Ignition. First motion . . ."
Going!
"We have lift‑off...."
The Saturn rose in thunder and hellfire.
A hundred thousand official visitors and more, newsmen, science fiction writers
with scrounged press passes, dependents of astronauts, VIPs and friends . . .
"There he goes," Maureen
Jellison said.
Her father looked at her curiously.
"We mostly call those ships 'she.'"
"Yes. I suppose so," Maureen
said. Why do I think I'll never see him again?
Behind her the Vice‑President was
muttering, just loud enough to hear. "Go, go, you bird—" He looked up
with a start, realized others were listening, and shrugged. "GO,
BABY!" he shouted.
It did something to the watchers. The
power of the thundering rocket, the knowledge that had gone into it; to the
older watchers it was something impossible, a comicbook incident from their
childhood. To the younger ones it was inevitable and to be expected, and they
couldn't understand why the older people were so excited. Space ships were real
and of course they worked....
Inside the Apollo the astronauts smiled
the rictus smile of a cadaver, as several gravities pulled their facial muscles
back onto their cheeks. Eventually the first stage shut down and fell away, and
the second stage did the same, and the third stage gave them a final push . . .
and Rick Delanty, in free fall, was still smiling.
"Apollo, this is Houston. You're
looking good," the voice said.
"Roger, Houston." Delanty
turned to Baker. "Now what, General?"
Baker grinned self‑consciously.
He'd been promoted, just before the launch, so that he'd be the same rank as
the Soviet kosmonaut.
"On one condition," the
President had said when he handed Baker his stars.
"Yes, sir?" Baker asked.
"You don't tease your Russian
counterpart about his name. Resist the temptation."
"Yes, Mr. President."
But it was going to be hard. Pieter Jakov
didn't have a double meaning in Russian—but Comrade General Jakov spoke very
good English, as Baker knew from their orientation meeting at Houston. He'd
also met the other one, a dish—but only in Russia. She'd been officially too
busy to come to the U S.
"Now we find that bloody garbage
can, Lieutenant Colonel Delanty," Baker said. "Great up here, isn't
it?"
"You know it." Delanty peered
out, eyes wide in wonder. They had showed it all to him, many times, in
simulators. There were movies, and the other astronauts talked incessantly of
space: they put him in wet suits underwater to simulate no‑gravity. But
none of that mattered. This was real.
There was the absolute black of space
ahead, stars shining brightly, although the Sun lit the Earth below. There were
Atlantic islands, and coming up ahead was the coastline of Africa, looking just
like a map with bits of cotton stuck on it for clouds. Later, to the north, was
Spain, and the Mediterranean Sea, and after a while the dark green slash across
the wastelands of Egypt, the Nile with all its bends and crooks.
And then they were in sunset, and the lights
of the fabled cities of India lay below.
They were above the darkness covering
Sumatra when Delanty got the blip on his radar screen. "There it is,"
he said. "Hammerlab."
"Rojj," Baker acknowledged. He
looked at the Doppler; they were slowly drawing up to the capsule. They'd catch
up to it in dawn over the Pacific, just as Houston's computer had predicted.
They waited. Finally Baker said, "Unlimber the cage. We've got to catch
our house." He thumbed the downlink set on. "Goldstone, this is Apollo.
Hammerlab is in visual range, we are beginning final rendezvous maneuver."
"Apollo, this is Houston, what did
you say was in visual range, interrogative?"
"Hammerlab," Baker said. He
looked over at Delanty and grinned. Officially it was Spacelab Two; but who
called it that?
They approached rapidly: slowly to the
astronauts, who were themselves moving at 25,000 feet each second. Then it was
time. Delanty flew the Apollo. Jets edged their craft closer to their target: a
big steel garbage can, forty feet long and ten in diameter, with viewports
along the sides, one airlock, and docking hatches at each end.
"The economy‑price
spacelab," Baker muttered. "It's tumbling. I make that one rotation
in four minutes, eight seconds."
First to match completely with Hammerlab:
Fire the Apollo's attitude jets in just the precise pattern, so that it would
tumble with the target. Then move closer to the thing, waiting for the chance,
until the big docking probe on Apollo could enter the matching hole in the end
of Hammerlab . . . and they were in darkness again. Rick was amazed at how long
it had taken him to fly what looked like far less than a mile. Of course they'd
also come 14,000 miles in the same fifty minutes....
When dawn came Rick was ready, and made
one pass, and a second, and cursed, and eased forward and felt the slight
contact of the two ships, and the instruments showed contact at center, and
Rick drove forward, hard . . .
"Virgin no more!" he shouted.
"Houston, this is Apollo. We have
docking. I say again, we have docking." Baker said.
"We know," a dry voice said
from below. "Colonel Delanty's mike was live."
"Whoops," Rick said.
"Apollo, this is Houston, your
partners are approaching, SOYUZ has you in visual. I say again, Soyuz has
visual contact."
"Roger Houston." Baker turned
to Rick. "So now you stabilize this mother while I talk to friendly Asian
brother— and sister. SOYUZ. SOYUZ, this is Apollo. Over."
"Apollo. this is SOYUZ." a male
voice said. Jakov's English was grammatically perfect, and almost without
accent. He'd studied with American‑speaking teachers, not Britishers.
"Apollo, we copy you five by five. Is your docking maneuver completed,
interrogative? Over."
"We are docked with Hammerlab. It is
safe to approach. Over."
"Apollo, this is Sovuz. By
'Hammerlab' do you mean Spacelab Two, interrogative? Over."
Baker said. "Affirmative."
Delanty was aware that he was using too much
fuel. No one but a perfectionist would have noticed that; the maneuver was well
within the error program devised by Houston. But Rick Delanty cared.
Eventually they were stable: Apollo, its
nose buried in the docking port in one end of the garbage can that was
Hammerlab, both now stable in space, not wobbling and not tumbling. The Apollo
led, at 25,000 feet per second: Baker and Delanty, ass‑backward around
the Earth each ninety minutes.
"Done," Rick said. "Now
let's watch them try."
"Rojj," Baker said. He
activated a camera system. There was a cable connector in the docking
mechanism, and the picture came through perfectly: a view of Soyuz, massive and
closer than they'd expected, approaching Hammerlab from the far side. The Soyuz
grew, nose on. It wobbled slightly in its orbit, showing its massive bulk:
Soyuz was considerably larger than the Apollo. The Soviets had always had their
big military boosters to assist their space program, while NASA designed and
built special equipment.
"That big mother better not have
forgotten the lunch," Delanty said. "Or it will get hungry up
here."
"Yep." Baker continued to
watch.
The Soyuz was vital to the Hammerlab
mission. It had brought up most of the consumables. Hammerlab was packed with
instruments and film and experiments; but there was food and water and air for
only a few days. They needed SOYUZ to stay for Hamner‑Brown's approach.
"Maybe it will anyway," Johnny
Baker said. He looked grimly at the screen, and at the maneuvering Soviet
vehicle.
Watching was painful.
SOYUZ floundered like a dead whale in the
tide. It nosed violently toward the camera and shied as violently back. It
edged sideways, stopped—almost; tried again and drifted away.
"And that's their best pilot,"
Baker muttered.
"I didn't look too good
myself—"
"Bullshit. You had a tumbling
target. We're as stable as a streetcar." Baker watched a few moments more
and shook his head. "Not their fault, of course. Control systems. We've
got the onboard computers. They don't. But it's a bloody damned shame."
Rick Delanty's mahogany face wrinkled.
"Don't know I can take much more of this, Johnny."
It was excruciating for both of them. It
made the fingers flex, itching to take over. Back‑seat drivers are formed
by such tensions.
"And he's got the lunch," Baker
said. "When's he going to give up?"
They entered darkness. Communications
with Soyuz were limited to official messages. When they came into the light
again, the Soviet craft approached once more.
"It's going to get hungry up
here," Delanty said.
"Shut up."
"Yes, sir."
"Fuck you."
"Not possible in a full pressure
suit."
They watched again. Eventually Jakov
called: "We are wasting needed fuel. Request Plan B."
"Soyuz, roger, stand by to implement
Plan B," Baker said with visible relief. He winked at Delanty. "Now
show the commies what a real American can do."
Plan B was officially an emergency
measure, but all the American mission planners had predicted privately that it
would be needed. In the U.S. they'd trained as if Plan B would be the normal
mode of operation. Across the Atlantic it was hoped it wouldn't be needed—but
they'd planned on it too. Plan B was simple: The Soyuz stabilized itself, and
the Apollo‑Hammerlab monstrosity maneuvered to it.
Delanty was flying a spacecraft and a
big, clumsy, massive tin can. (Now picture an aircraft carrier trying to
maneuver under a descending airplane.) But he also had the world's most
sophisticated computer system, attitude controls painstakingly turned out by
master machinists with thousands of hours' experience, instruments developed in
a dozen laboratories accustomed to making precision instruments.
"Houston, Houston, Plan B under
way," Baker reported.
And now the whole damned world's watching
me. Or listening, Rick Delanty thought. And if I blow it . . .
That was unthinkable.
"Relax," Baker said.
He didn't offer to do it himself, Delanty
thought. Well. Here goes. Just like on the simulator.
It was. One straight thrust; check just
before contact, and a tiny pulse of the jets to move the two crafts together.
Again the mechanical feel of contact, and simultaneously the flare of green lights
on the board.
"Latch it," Rick said.
"Soyuz, we are docked, latch the
docking probe," Baker called.
"Apollo, affirmative. We are locked
on."
"Last one inside's a rotten
egg," Baker said.
They shook hands, formally, all around, as
they floated inside the big tin can. A historic occasion, the commentators were
saying below; but Baker couldn't think of any historic words to say.
There was just too damned much to do.
This wasn't a spectacular, a handshake in space like Apollo‑Soyuz. This
was a working mission, with a hairy schedule that they probably couldn't keep
up with, even with luck.
And yet . . . Baker had the urge to
laugh. He might have if it wouldn't have needed so many explanations. He would
have laughed at how good they all looked.
God bless us, there's none like us.
Leonilla Alexandrovna ‑ Malik was darkly beautiful. With her imperious
self-confidence she could have played a czarina, but her smooth, hard muscles
would better have fitted her for the prima ballerina's role. A cold and lovely
woman.
Heartbreaker, Johnny Baker thought. But
secretly vulnerable, like Moira Shearer in The Red Shoes. I wonder if she's as
coldly polite with everyone as she is with Brigadier Jakov?
Brigadier Pieter Ivanovitch Jakov, Hero
of the People (which class? Baker wondered), the perfect man to illustrate an
enlistment poster. Handsome, well muscled, cold eyes: He looked a lot like
Johnny Baker himself, and this wasn't really more surprising than Rick
Delanty's superficial resemblance to Muhammad Ali.
Pour of us, fully mature specimens in the
prime of athletic good health—and photogenic as hell to boot. Pity that Randall
fellow from NBS isn't here to take a group picture. But he'll get one.
Eventually.
They floated at strange angles to each
other, and shifted as in vagrant breezes, smiling at nothing. Even for Baker
and Jakov it was exhilarating, and they'd been up before. For Rick and Leonilla
it was sheer heaven. They tended to drift toward the viewports and stare at the
stars and Earth.
"Did you bring the lunch?"
Delanty asked.
Leonilla smiled. The smile was cold.
"Of course. I think you will enjoy it. But I will not harm Comrade Jakov's
surprise."
"First we have to find a place to
eat it," Baker said. He looked around the crowded capsule.
It was crammed with gear. Electronics
bolted to the bulkheads. Styrofoam packing around amorphous lumps suspended on
yellow nylon strapping. Plastic boxes, racks of equipment, canisters of film,
microscopes, a disassembled telescope, tool kits and soldering irons. There
were multiple copies of diagrams that showed where everything was stowed, and
Baker and Delanty had drilled until they could literally lay their hands on any
item in total darkness; but it made for crowding and gave no sense of order.
"We can eat in the Soyuz,"
Leonilla suggested. "It is packed, but . . ." She waved helplessly.
"It is not what we have been given
to expect," Jakov said. "I have spoken to Baikunyar, and we are now
on our own for a few hours until we can deploy the solar wings. But I suggest
we eat first."
"What's not what you've been given
to expect?" Delanty asked.
"This." Jakov waved
expressively.
John Baker laughed. "There wasn't
time to do any real planning. Just pile the stuff aboard. Otherwise, everything
here would have been designed especially for comet watching, at half the
weight—"
"And nine times the cost,"
Delanty said.
"And then there would have been no
need of us," Leonilla Malik said.
Jakov looked at her coldly. He started to
say something, but decided not to. It was true enough, and they all knew it.
"Jesus, they sure packed it
in," Delanty said. "Let's eat."
"You feel no effect? From the free
fall?" Leonilla asked.
"Him? Old Iron Ear?" John Baker
laughed. "Hell, he eats lunch on roller coasters. Now me, I feel it a bit,
and I've been here before. It goes away."
"We should eat now. We are entering
darkness, and we will want to deploy the solar wings in light," Jakov
said. "I, too, suggest the Soyuz, where there is more room. And we have a
surprise. Caviar. It should be eaten in bowls, but doubtless we can make do
from tubes."
"Caviar?" Baker said.
"It is high in food value,"
Leonilla said. "And soon the new canal will be finished and there will be
plenty of water in the Caspian and the Volga for our sturgeon. I hope you like
caviar—"
"Sure," Baker said.
"Shall we get to it?" Jakov led
the way into the Soyuz.
No one noticed that Rick Delanty held
back, as if reluctant to begin lunch after all.
Delanty and Baker were outside. Thin
lines connected them to Hammerlab; around them was the vacuum of space,
brightly lit in sunshine, dark as the darkest cave in shadow.
Skylab had wings covered with solar
cells. They were supposed to deploy automatically, but they hadn't.
Hammerlab had a different design. The
wings were folded against the body, and were designed to be deployed by human
muscle power. Baker and Delanty supplied that.
The solar‑cell power was all
needed. Without it they couldn't operate the laboratory—or even keep it cool
enough to live in. Space is not cold. It has no temperature at all: There is no
air to give it a temperature. Objects in sunlight absorb heat, which must be
pumped out. Human beings generate even more heat No man can live long in an
insulated environment, whether a pressure suit or a space capsule. A man
generates more heat inside each cubic inch of his body than the Sun does in
each cubic inch of its surface. Of course, there are a great many cubic inches
of Sun....
So they needed the solar cells, and that
took work. They moved large masses—in space there is no weight, but the mass
remains—against friction. Their pressure suits resisted every motion, but
eventually it was done. Nothing was broken, nothing was jammed. The system had
been designed for simplicity—and to use the talents of intelligent men in
orbit.
"At last," Johnny Baker said.
"And we've got a few minutes' oxygen left. Rick, take a moment to enjoy
the view."
"Good," Rick huffed into his
mike.
Baker didn't like the way he said it.
Delanty was breathing too hard, and too irregularly. But he said nothing.
"I thought that last one would never
come loose," Delanty puffed.
"But it did come loose. And if it
hadn't, we'd have fixed it," Baker said. "Those goddam bastards with
their perfect black boxes. Well, this time they gave me the tools for the job.
There's nothing a man can't do with the right tools."
"Sure, it's all a piece of cake
now."
"Right. No worries. Barring a few
international tensions, a possible Cuban hijacker, and several masses of dirty
ice moving at fifty miles a second—our way."
"That's a relief." Huff!
"Hey, John, I see South Africa. Only—you can't tell where the
international boundaries leave off. No national borders. Johnny, I'm on the
verge of a philosophical breakthrough."
"You can't see the lines of latitude
and longitude, either, but that doesn't make them unimportant."
"Um."
"So you can't see international
borders from space, and everyone tries to make a big point of it. If we keep
that up, you know what'll happen?"
Rick laughed. "Yeah. Everybody's
gonna start painting their borders in neon orange a mile wide. Then all the
college kids will scream about damage to the environment—"
"And blame you for starting it.
Let's go in."
June:
Interludes
But
what about a direct head‑on collision with a comet? How trig and massive are
the heads of comets? The head of a comet consists of two parts. The solid
nucleus and the glowing coma. We only have to worry about the nucleus. of
course, comets vary a good deal in size. One estimate is that the nucleus of an
average comet is 1.2 miles in diameter. But a really huge comet may have a
nucleus thousands of miles in diameter. Any comet that hits the earth directly
is going to pack quite a wallop.
Daniel
Cohen, How the World Will End
"Woe to you, my people! For have you
not raised the abomination of desolation across the earth? Have you not seen
the wickedness of the cities, and smelt the very stench of the air itself? Have
you not defiled the earth, which is the very temple of the Lord?
"Hear the words of the Prophet Malachi:
'For, behold, the day cometh, that shall burn as an oven; and all the proud,
yea, and all that do wickedly, shall be stubble; and the day that cometh shall
burn them up, saith the Lord of Hosts, that it shall leave them neither root
nor branch.
"'But unto you that fear my name
shall the Son of righteousness arise with healing in his wings.'
"My people, the Hammer of God comes
to smite the wicked and the proud; but the humble shall be exalted. Repent,
while there is yet time; for no man can escape the mighty Hammer that even now
blots out the stars. Repent, before it is too late. There is yet time."
"Thank you, Reverend Armitage. You
have heard the Reverend Henry Armitage and 'The Coming Hour.' "
Mark Czescu had the saki heating in a reagent
bottle with a ground‑glass stopper. He poured refills into tiny cups,
then poured more saki into the bottle and set it back in water simmering on the
stove.
"I had two plants sitting on my
desk," he said. "One was a rubber marijuana plant, with 'cannabis
sativa' stamped under the leaves. The other was an Aralia elegantissima. If you
don't know, it looks a lot like marijuana." He handed a cup to Joanna,
another to Lilith. "One day my boss came in with a bigwig from the central
office. They didn't say anything that day, but the next day my boss was saying,
'Get rid of it.' " He handed Frank Stoner the third cup, and settled in
the armchair with his own. "I said, 'What?' He said, 'I'm not completely
ignorant, you know. I know what that is.' Carol Miller went into hysterics. She
called the other guys in and we made him repeat it. They all knew what it
was."
Frank Stoner sprawled in sinful comfort
on the couch, with Joanna MacPherson under one arm and the other around Lilith
Hathaway's waist. Lilith was his own height, five nine, but tiny Joanna's
shoulders just fit beneath Frank's thick arm. He asked, "How long ago was
that?"
"Couple of years. They had to lay me
off two months later."
Frank grinned. "By one of those
interesting statistical flukes?"
"Huh? No, it had nothing to do with
the rubber marijuana. They just had to lay off some people. Since then . . .
Well, the steadiest work has been with Harv Randall." Mark leaned forward,
eyes sparkling. "Those man‑in‑the‑street gigs are fun.
We met this army colonel who was afraid to open his mouth, afraid something
would get out. There was a guy at a wrestling match who couldn't wait for
Hammerfall. That's when the real he‑men will rule the world, right?"
He smiled at Lilith, who was a pale blonde with a lovely heart‑shaped
face and big boobs. He'd met Lilith at the Interchange, the topless bar where
she danced.
Frank Stoner was sipping just enough saki
to be polite. Mark hadn't noticed. He emptied his cup in one swallow— you had
to drink it fast or it would get cold—and said, "We even interviewed some
bikers. The Unholy Rollers were in that night. I don't think they took it
seriously, though."
Joanna laughed. "End of the world.
No cars on the road. No fuzz. Your biker friends would think that was fat
city."
"But they couldn't say that."
"It's maybe true," said Frank
Stoner. He and Mark had met on the dirt tracks, fighting it out for prize money
across the country. "We can go places cars can't. We don't use as much
gas. We stick together. We don't mind a fight. If we had some gas cached
somewhere . . . Hey. What are the chances?"
Mark waved a hand and almost hit his cup.
"Almost zilch, unless you believe the astrology columns. Sharps says we
might go through the tail, though. Man, won't that be a kick!"
Joanna explained, "Sharps is one of
the astronomers they interviewed." She got up to refill saki cups.
"Yeah, and he was stranger than any
of them! You'll see it on TV. Hey, did you know that Hot Fudge Sundae falls on
a Tuesdae this month?" He gave it a good dramatic pause —during which
Joanna got the giggles—before he went on.
An hour later, and Lilith had had to go
to work. The saki was dwindling fast. Mark was feeling good. Joanna was feather‑light
in his lap, while he and Frank talked around her.
Mark had been living with Joanna for
almost two years now. Sometimes it struck him as strange, that he had gotten
himself involved with a total monogamist. It had changed his life‑style,
sure—and he liked it. Granted he didn't dare sleep with anyone else; but he
didn't get into as many fights either. And he still met interesting people.
He'd been afraid that would end....
"You'd have a hell of a time getting
back in shape," said Frank.
"Huh?" Mark tried to remember
what they'd been talking about. Oh, yeah: the duels they'd fought on the racing
circuit years ago. For Mark the dirt tracks were a spectator sport these days.
He still had the muscles, but he had grown a great soft pillow of a beer belly.
He glanced down and said, "Right. Well, Joanna's making me have the
baby."
"Fair's fair," Joanna said.
"You lost the toss."
"I'm gettin' too old for fooling
around. I should sign up permanently with Randall." He picked up Joanna
and set her on her feet (yes, the muscles were still there) and went to the
kitchen for the last of the saki. He called, "What do we do if the Hammer
hits?"
"Don't be there," Stoner
answered. A few seconds later "Don't be at the beach either. Don't be near
a coastline Three out of four it'd be an ocean strike. Bring me a beer."
"Yeah."
"You got a map of the fault lines in
California, don't you?"
Mark was sure he did. He began hunting
for it.
Frank said, "I think I'd want the same
bike I took to Mexico. The big single, the Honda four‑stroke. Not so much
problem getting spare parts." Frank let his mind track possibilities,
taking its time. He and Joanna and Mark, they'd known each other a long time.
They didn't have to talk just to fill in silences, though Mark did have a touch
of that. "You'd have to think about riots and rip‑offs. The rain and
the tidal waves and earthquakes, they'd wipe out all the services, cops
included. I guess I'd want gas and bike parts hidden outside the city, some
place where nobody could steal them."
"Guns?"
"I brought a souvenir back from
'Nam. Registered lost."
"So did I." Mark gave up on the
map. "We'd want a siphon. For awhile you'd find abandoned cars—"
"I always carry a siphon."
"Hey. Why don't we get together
about the time the head's supposed to pass?"
Frank didn't answer immediately. Joanna
said, "Even if nothing happens, it'd be a great comet‑watching
party. Maybe we could get Lilith in."
Frank Stoner thought it over for a few
seconds longer than was tactful. He did not make promises lightly, and the
comet was becoming real to him. Mark was a good man in a fight, but he couldn't
always do what he said he could do, and he tended to drop things, and there was
that brand‑new beer belly. To Frank, that belly was a piece of personal
sloppiness. Still . . . "Yeah. Okay. Not here, though. Say we take some
sleeping bags up onto Mulholland the night before."
Mark raised his saki cup in salute.
"Good. It'd take a bitch of a tsunami to reach that high. And we could go
off the road if we had to." He would have been displeased if he could have
followed Frank's reasoning.
Frank was concerned for Joanna. He didn't
think Mark could protect her. And Joanna, with her kung fu training and Women's
Lib self‑confidence, probably thought she could protect herself.
It
took Eileen almost half a minute to realize that Mr. Corrigan was sitting on
the edge of her desk, studying her. Bolt upright at her desk, she sat with her
fingers motionless on the keyboard. Her eyes seemed to study a blank wall . . .
and then, somehow, they found Corrigan in the foreground. She said,
"Yah!"
"Hi. It's me," said Corrigan.
"Care to talk about it?"
"I don't know, Boss."
"About a month ago I would have sworn you were in love.
You'd come in with that sappy look, and sometimes you'd be dead tired and
grinning all over. I thought your efficiency would go down, but it didn't."
"It was love," she said, and
smiled. "His name's Tim Hamner. He's indecently rich. He wants me to marry
him. He said so last night."
"Um," said Corrigan, not liking
that. "The crucial question, of course, is whether the business will
collapse without you."
"Naturally that was the first thing
I thought of," said Eileen, but with a pensive look that Corrigan didn't
quite know how to take.
"Occupational hazard," he said
briskly. "Do you love him?"
"Oh . . . yes. But . . . nuts. I've
already made up my mind," she said, "but I don't have to like
it." And she attacked her typewriter with a ferocity that drove Corrigan
back to his own desk.
She called Tim three times before she
found him home. Her first words were, "Tim? I'm sorry, but the answer's
no."
Long pause. Then, "Okay. Can you
tell me why?"
"I'll try. It's . . . it'd make what
I've been doing look silly."
"I don't see that."
"Just before we met I made Assistant
General Manager at Corrigan Plumbing Supplies."
"You told me. Listen, if you're afraid
of losing your independence, I'll settle, say, a hundred thousand dollars on
your cringing head and you'll be as independent as anyone."
"I don't know how I knew you'd say
that, but . . . that isn't it. It's me. I'd change more than I'd like. I made
myself what I am, and I want to stay proud of the result."
"You want to keep your job?"
Tim had trouble getting the word out; he must have thought the idea was silly.
But— "Okay."
Eileen pictured herself arriving at
Corrigan's every morning in a chauffeured limousine—and she laughed. After
that, things went all to hell.
Colleen was reading a paperback novel.
Her hair was in curlers. She'd switched on the stereo, and sometimes her
fingers tapped in rhythm on the table beside her easy chair.
Fred wondered wistfully what she was
hearing. He knew what she was reading; he couldn't see the title, but the cover
bore a woman in long, flowing garments in the foreground and a castle in the
background, with one lighted window. Gothics were all alike, outside and in.
And he didn't mind the curlers. She
looked cute in them.
Half the joy was in the anticipation.
Soon, soon, they would meet.
Sometimes the guilt was overwhelming.
Then the mad temptation would come on Fred Lauren: to destroy his telescope, to
destroy himself, before he could hurt Colleen. But that really was insane. A
month and a week from now he would be dead anyway, and so would she. Any hurt
he did her would be a passing thing, and done for love.
For love. Fred yearned for the girl in
his telescope. His hands were tender on the little wheels that controlled the
image, and the fingers trembled. It was too soon, much too soon.
June:
Two
General, you don't have a war plan! All
you have is a kind of horrible spasm!
Secretary of Defense Robert S.
McNamara, 1961
The policy of the United States remains
unchanged. Upon confirmation of actual nuclear attack on this nation, our
strategic forces will inflict unacceptable damage on the enemy.
Pentagon spokesman, 1975
Sergeant Mason Jefferson Lawton was SAC
and proud of it. He was proud of the sharply creased coveralls, and the blue
scarf at his throat, and the white gloves. He was proud of the .38 on his hip.
It was late afternoon in Omaha. The day
had been hot. Mason glanced at his watch again, and just as he did, the KC‑135
swept out of the sky and down the runway. It taxied over to the unloading area
where Mason waited. The first man out was a colonel permanently stationed at Offutt.
Mason recognized him. The next man fit the photograph Security had furnished.
They came over to the jeep.
"ID, please?" Mason asked.
The colonel took his out without a word.
Senator Jellison frowned. "I just came in on the General's plane, with
your own colonel—"
"Yes, sir," Mason said.
"But I need to see your ID."
Jellison nodded, amused. He took a
leather folder from an inside pocket, then grinned as the sergeant came to an
even more rigid position of attention. The card was Jellison's Air Force
Reserve Officer ID, and showed him to be a lieutenant general. And that,
Jellison thought, ought to shake the kid up.
If it did, Mason showed no other signs.
He waited while another officer brought Jellison's bag and put it in the jeep.
They drove down the runway past the specially equipped Looking Glass ship.
There were three of those ships, and one was in the air at all times. They
carried a Strategic Air Command general officer and staff.
Back at the end of World War II, SAC Headquarters
was put in Omaha, at the center of the U.S. The command center itself was built
four stories below ground, and reinforced with concrete and steel. The Hole was
supposed to withstand anything—but that was before ICBMs and H‑bombs. Now
there were no illusions. If the Big One came off, the Hole was doomed. That
wouldn't keep SAC from controlling its forces, because Looking Glass couldn't
be brought down. No one except its pilots ever knew where it was.
Mason ushered the Senator into the big brick
building and up the stairs to General Bambridge's office. The office had an old‑fashioned
air about it. The wooden furniture, most with leather upholstery, was ancient.
So was the huge desk. The walls were lined with shelves, each holding USAF
models: WWII fighters, a huge B‑36 with its improbable pusher props and
jet pods, a B‑52, missiles of every description. These were the only
modern features except the telephones.
There were three on the desk: black, red
and gold. A portable unit containing a red and a gold phone stood on a table
near the desk. Those phones went with General Bambridge: in his car, to his
home, in his bedroom, in the latrines; he was never more than four rings from
the gold phone and never would be during his tour of duty as Commander in
Chief, Strategic Air Command. The gold phone reached the President. The red one
went downhill, from Bambridge to SAC, and it could launch more firepower than
all the armies in history had ever employed.
General Thomas Bambridge waved Senator
Jellison to a seat, and joined him in the conversation group near the big
window overlooking the runway. Bambridge didn't sit behind his desk to talk to
people unless there was something wrong. It was said that a major once fainted
dead away after five minutes standing in front of Bambridge's desk.
"What the hell brings you out here
like this?" Bambridge asked. "What couldn't we settle on the
phones?"
"How secure are your phones?"
Jellison asked.
Bambridge shrugged. "As good as we
can make them."
"Maybe yours are all right,"
Jellison said. "You've got your own people to check them. I'm damned sure
mine aren't safe. Officially, it's what I told you, I need some help
understanding budget requests."
"Sure. You want a drink?"
"Whiskey, if you've got it
here."
"Sure." Bambridge took a bottle
and glasses from the cabinet behind his desk. "Cigar? Here, you'll like
'em."
"Havana?" Jellison said.
Bambridge shrugged. "The boys get
'em in Canada. Never have got used to U.S. cigars. Cubans may be bastards, but
they sure can roll cigars." He brought the whiskey to the coffee table and
poured. "Okay, just what is this all about?"
"The Hammer," Arthur Jellison
said.
General Bambridge's face went blank.
"What about it?"
"It's coming pretty close."
Bambridge nodded. "We've got some
fair mathematicians and computers ourselves, you know."
"So what are you doing about
it?"
"Nothing. By order of the
President." He pointed to the .gold phone. "Nothing is going to
happen, and we mustn't alarm the Russians." Bambridge grimaced.
"Mustn't alarm the bastards. They're killing our friends in Africa, but we
shouldn't upset them because it might mess up our friendship."
"It's a hard world," Jellison
said.
"Sure it is. Now what is it you
want?"
"Tom, that thing's coming close.
Really close. I don't think the President understands what that means."
Bambridge took the cigar out of his mouth
and inspected the chewed end. "The President doesn't take much interest in
us," he said. "That's good, because he leaves SAC pretty much to run
itself. But good or bad, he's President, which makes him my Commander in Chief,
and I've got funny notions. Like I ought to obey orders."
"Your oath's to the
Constitution," Jellison said. "And weren't you a Pointer? Duty,
Honor, Country. In that order."
"So?"
"Tom, that comet's coming really
close. Really. They tell me it'll knock out all your early‑warning
radars—"
"They tell me that, too,"
Bambridge said. "Art, I don't want to be a smart‑ass, but aren't you
trying to teach your grandmother to suck eggs?" He went to the desk and
brought back a red‑covered report. "We'll see what looks like an
attack that isn't really there, and we won't be able to see a real one—if there
is one. Sure, the day they think they can win clean, they'll hit us, but Air
Intelligence tells me things are pretty quiet over there right now."
Bambridge thumbed through the document again, and his voice fell. "Of
course, if we can't see them coming, they couldn't see us—"
"Get that look off your face!"
"Well, I can't be court‑martialed
just for thinking."
"This is serious, Tom. I don't think
the Russians will start anything—so long as it's only a near miss. But . .
."
Bambridge cocked his head to one side.
"Jesus! My people didn't tell me it would hit us!"
"Nor did mine," Jellison said.
"But the odds are now hundreds to one against. Used to be billions. Then
thousands. Now it's only hundreds. That's a little scary."
"It is that. So what am I supposed
to do? The President ordered me not to go on alert—"
"He can't give you that order. Your
charter says you have authority to take any measure needed to protect your forces.
Anything short of launching."
"Christ." Bambridge looked out
the window. The Looking Glass KC‑135 was taking off, which meant that the
airborne ship would be coming in after its replacement was safely airborne and
lost. "You're asking me to defy a Presidential direct order."
"I'm telling you that if you do,
you've got friends in Congress. You might lose your job, but that'll be the
worst." Jellison's voice was very low and urgent. "Tom, do you think
I like this? I doubt that goddam comet will hit Earth, but if it does and we're
not ready . . . God knows what will happen."
"That's for sure." Bambridge
tried to imagine it. An asteroid strike in some remote part of the Soviet
Union— would they believe it wasn't a U.S. sneak attack? Or why remote? Moscow!
"But if we've gone to alert status, they'll know it, and it'll give 'em
that much more reason to think we did it," Bambridge said.
"Sure. And if we haven't gone to
alert, and they see this as a golden opportunity? If the Hammer hits, Washington
may be gone, Tom. Washington, New York, most of the eastern seacoast."
"Shit. All we'd need would be a war
on top of that," Bambridge said. "If the Hammer really does hit, the
world is going to be in a big enough mess without starting the Big One to go
with it. But if it hits us and not them, they'll want to finish the job. It's
what I'd do, if I was them."
"But you wouldn't—"
"Not from this office,"
Bambridge said. "Not even if I got orders that I'll never, thank God,
get." The General stared at the missile models on the far wall.
"Look, what I can do is see that my best people are on duty. Put my top
men in the holes, and I'll be up in Looking Glass myself. But how do I tell a
meteor hit from a missile attack?"
"I think you'll know," Jellison
said.
Outside
was night and glory. In the Apollo capsule Rick Delanty was moored to his
couch. His eyes were tightly closed and he lay rigid, fists clenched. "All
right, dammit. I've been sick ever since we came up. But don't tell Houston.
There's nothing they could do anyway."
"You damn fool, you'll starve,"
Baker told him. "Hell, it's no disgrace. Everybody gets space
sickness."
"Not for a whole week."
"You know better. MacAlliard was
sick the whole mission. Not as bad as you, but he had help. And I'm getting Dr.
Malik."
"No!"
"Yes. We haven't got time for macho
pride."
"That's not it and you know
it." Delanty's voice was pinched. "She'll report it. And—"
"And nothing," Baker said.
"We're not going to scrub this mission just because you keep puking up
your guts."
"You're sure of that?"
"Yeah. They can't abort unless I say
so. And I won't. Unless—"
"Unless nothing," Delanty said.
"That's the whole point. Good God, Johnny, if this flops because of me . .
. Hell, I wish they'd picked somebody else. Then it wouldn't matter so much.
But I've got to keep going."
"Why?" Baker demanded.
"Because I'm—"
"A gentleman of color?"
"Black. Try to remember." He
tried to grin. "All right, get the lady doc. Something's got to help.
Mothersills, maybe?"
"Best thing is to keep your eyes
closed."
"Which I'm doing, and a fat lot of
help I am," Delanty said. His voice was bitter. "Me, old Iron Ear,
space‑sick. It's insane." He realized Baker had left, and nervously
began buttoning up his fly.
The official name was "sustained
duty clothing." Everyone else would have called them long johns. Or a
union suit. What the well‑dressed spaceman will wear. It's a very
practical costume, but Rick Delanty couldn't quite hide his nervousness: He
wasn't used to having women see him in his underwear. Especially not white
women.
"Man, will the old boys in the back
towns in Texas go nuts over this," he muttered. ..
"What is this you have not
reported?" Her voice was sharp, totally professional, and blew away any
residual thoughts Rick Delanty might have had. She came into the capsule and
unclipped a lead from Rick's union suit. She plugged it into a thermometer
readout. The other end of the lead went inside the long johns and up inside
Rick Delanty. All astronauts became gun‑shy about their anuses—not that
it did them any good.
Leonilla said, "Have you eaten
anything at all?" She read the thermometer and made a note.
"Nothing that stays down."
"So you are dehydrated. We will try
these, first. Chew this capsule. No—do not swallow it whole. Chew it."
Rick chewed. "Jesus Christ, what is
this stuff? That's the nastiest—"
"Swallow, please. In two minutes we
will try a nutrient drink. You need hydration and nourishment. Do you often
fail to report illnesses?"
"No. I thought I could make
it."
"In every space mission
approximately one‑third of the personnel involved have experienced from
mild to extreme forms of space sickness. The probability that one of us would
have the difficulty was very high. Now drink this. Slowly."
He drank. It was thick and tasted of
oranges. "Not bad."
"It is based on American Tang,"
Leonilla said. "I have added fruit sugars and a vitamin solution. How do
you feel? No, do not look at me. It is important that this stay down. Keep your
eyes closed."
"It's not too bad, this way."
"Good."
"But I'm no damned use with my eyes
closed! And I've got to—"
"You've got to rehydrate and stay
alive so the rest of us can stay here," Leonilla said.
Delanty felt something cold on his
forearm. "What—"
"A sleeping injection. Relax. There.
You will sleep for several hours. During that time I will give you an
intravenous. Then when you are awake we can try other drugs. Good‑night."
She went back into the main Hammerlab
compartment. There was room in the center of it now; the equipment had been
stowed in proper places, and much of the styrofoam packing had been ejected out
into space.
"Well?" John Baker demanded.
Pieter Jakov asked the same thing, in Russian.
"Bad," she said. "I think
he has not kept water in his system for at least twenty‑four hours.
Possibly longer. His temperature is thirty‑eight point eight. Badly
dehydrated."
"So what do we do?" Baker
asked.
"I think the drugs I have given him
will keep the drink down. I gave him nearly a liter, and he showed no signs of
distress. Why did he not tell us before?"
"Hell, he's the first black man in
space. He doesn't want to be the last one," Baker said.
"Does he think he is the only one
under pressure to succeed?" Leonilla demanded. "He is the first black
man in space, but the physiological differences between races are small
compared to those between sexes. I am the second woman in space, and the first
failed. . ."
"It is time for more observations,';
Pieter Jakov said. Leonilla, assist me. Or must you attend to your
patient?"
With the gear properly stowed, there was
still very little room to spare in Hammerlab. They had found ways to achieve
some privacy: Delanty in the Apollo, Leonilla Malik m the Soyuz. Baker and
Jakov traded off watchkeeping and slept in Hammerlab when they slept at all.
With three to cover the work of four, there wasn't a lot of time for sleep.
And Hamner‑Brown was approaching.
Tail‑first it came, directly toward them, the tenuous gas that streamed
from it already engulfing Earth and Moon and Hammerlab. They took hourly
observations, visual, and daily went outside to gather samples of nothing: the
thin vacuum of space, bottled to take back to Earth, where sensitive
instruments could find a few molecules of a comet's tail.
At first there was little to see. Only in
the direction of the comet was it obvious that the tail was streaming across
space to cover hundreds of millions of miles; but later, as it came closer,
they could see it in any direction they looked.
When they weren't watching the comet they
could take observations of the Sun. There were another dozen experiments, in
crystallography, in thin‑film research, to occupy any spare time left
from that.
It made for a busy day.
They hadn't much privacy, but they had some.
By mutual agreement and ship design, the personal facilities were in the
spacecraft, not the lab capsule. For Baker and Delanty the system was simple
enough: a tube to fit over their male members, with a tank to pee in. It
flushed.
This time when Baker used the system he
felt Delanty's eyes on him.
"You're supposed to be asleep. Not
watching me piss."
"You I'm not interested in. Johnny .
. . how does Leonilla manage it? In space"
"Yeah. I managed to forget I don't
know. I'D ask her, huh?"
"Sure. Do that. It's a cinch I'm not
gonna."
"Me neither." Johnny opened a
valve. Urine jetted from the Apollo into space. Frozen droplets formed a cloud
around the craft, like a new constellation of stars, and gradually dissipated.
"Why the hell did you get me worrying about that again?"
"I should be the only one with
trouble?"
"How're you getting along?"
"Pretty good."
Two days later, Delanty was much
better—but Baker didn't have an answer.
He had just returned from taking a vacuum
sample, and was alone with Jakov when Baker said, "I can't stand it."
"I beg your pardon?" the
Russian said.
"Something bothering me. How does
Leonilla take a leak in free fall?"
"This concerns you?"
"Sure. It's not even idle curiosity.
One reason we never sent women into space, the design boys couldn't come up
with proper sanitary facilities. Somebody suggested a catheter, but that
hurts." Jakov said nothing. "So how does she do it?" Johnny
demanded.
"That is a state secret. I'm
sorry," Pieter Jakov said. Could he be joking? It didn't show. "It is
time for a new series of solar observations. Will you help me with the
telescope, please."
"Sure." I'll ask Leonilla,
Johnny thought. Before we get
down, anyway. He glanced sideways at the
Russian. Maybe Jakov didn't know either.
"How you doing?" Baker asked.
"Fine," Delanty said.
"Does Houston know?"
"Not from me," Baker said.
"Maybe from Baikunyar. I don't guess Jakov keeps much from his people. But
why should they tell Houston?"
"I hate it," Rick said.
"Sure you do. So what? You've proved
whatever you needed to. You're here, and we got the wings opened out. Christ,
man, if you can do that kind of work while you're sick, they ought to call you
Ironman. You'll be working tomorrow."
"Yeah. You solve that problem that
was bothering you?"
Baker shrugged. "No. I asked Pieter.
'State secret,' he said State secret my ass."
"Well, maybe we can find out. We've
sure got enough cameras...."
"Sure. That'll look good in the
report. Two U.S. Air Force officers sneaking into the lady's powder room with
cameras. Well, I've got the watch. I'll go wake up Comrade Brigadier. See
you." Johnny Baker floated out of the Apollo capsule and across Hammerlab.
It was quiet out there; Leonilla was asleep in Soyuz, Delanty strapped down in
Apollo, and Jakov supposedly catching a nap before going on watch.
Baker swam toward the Russian's bunk. In the
maze of telescopes and cameras and growing crystals and x‑ray detectors
Jakov floated, lightly strapped to a nylon web. He was grinning at the
bulkhead. When Johnny reached him, the grin blinked out.
Like he just gave somebody a hotfoot,
Johnny Baker thought. And was caught in the act.
State secret my ass.
June:
Three
Then let them which be in Judaea flee
into the mountains.
Matthew
24
The
outer receptionist was new, and she didn't send Harvey Randall on into the big
executive suite on the third floor of Los Angeles City Hall. Harvey didn't
mind. There were others waiting out there, and his crew wouldn't be up with the
cameras for a few minutes anyway. He was early for his appointment.
Harvey took a seat and indulged in his
favorite game: people‑watching. Most of the visitors were obvious.
Vendors, political types, all there to see one of the deputy mayors or an
executive assistant. One was different. She was in her twenties, and Harvey
couldn't tell if early or late twenties. She wore jeans and a flowered blouse,
but they'd come from an expensive shop, not from The Gap. She stared frankly,
and when Harvey looked at her she didn't let her eyes drop in embarrassment.
Harvey shrugged and crossed the room to sit next to her. "What's so
interesting about me?" he asked.
"I recognized you. You do TV
documentaries. I'll remember your name in a minute."
"Fine," Harvey said.
That did make her look away; but she
turned back to him with half a smile. "All right. What is it?"
"You first."
"Mabe Bishop." Her accent was
definitely native.
Harvey fished into his memories.
"Aha. People's Lobby." "Right." She didn't change
expressions, which was curious; most people would be pleased to have a national
documentary reporter recognize their name. Harvey was still finding that
surprising when she said, "You still haven't told me."
"Harvey Randall."
"Now it's my turn to say 'aha.'
You're doing the comet shows."
"Right. How did you like them?"
"Terrible. Dangerous. Stupid."
"You don't mince words. Mind telling
me why?" Harvey asked.
"Not at all. First, you've scared
the wits out of fifty million halfwits—"
"I did not—"
"And they should be scared, but not
of a damned comet! Comets! Signs in the heavens! Evil portents! Medieval crap,
when there's plenty to worry about right here on Earth" Her tones were
full and bitter.
"And what should they be scared
of?" Harvey prompted. He didn't really want to know, and cursed himself
the instant he said it. It was a reporter's automatic question, but the trouble
was, she'd sure as hell tell him.
She did. "Spray cans ruining the
atmosphere, destroying ozone, causing cancer. A new atomic power plant in the
San Joaquin Valley making radioactive wastes that will be around for half a
million years! The big Cadillacs and Lincolns are burning m‑megatons of
gasoline. All these things that we've got to do something about, things we
should be scared of, and instead everyone's hiding in the root cellar afraid of
a comet!"
"You've got a point," Randall
said. "Even if I don't think all of those are good causes—"
"Oh, don't you? And which ones
aren't?" she demanded. Her voice was full of hate, and readiness for
attack.
My, my, Harvey thought. There were times
when he wanted to take his reportorial objectivity, roll it tightly and stuff
it in an anatomically uncomfortable place about the person of a pompous
professor of journalism.
"I'll tell you," he said.
"The reason people are still burning gas in those big comfortable cars is
that they can't get enough electricity to run electric cars. They can't get
electricity because the air's already full of crap from fossil fuel plants and
we're running out of fossil fuels, and damned fools keep delaying the nuclear
plants that might get us out of that particular box." Harvey stood up.
"And if I ever hear the words 'spray can' and 'ozone' again, I'll track
you down wherever you hide and throw up in your lap."
"Huh?"
Harvey went back to the receptionist.
"Tell Johnny Kim that Harvey Randall is out here, please," he said.
His voice was commanding. The new receptionist looked at him in alarm, then
turned to her intercom.
Behind him Harvey could hear Mabe Bishop
spluttering. It gave Harvey great satisfaction. He went over to the door that
led into the executive suite and waited. In a second it buzzed. "Go right
in, Mr. Randall," the receptionist said. "I'm sorry I kept you
waiting—"
"'Sall right," Harvey mumbled.
The door let him into a long hall. There were offices on both sides of it. An
Oriental of indeterminate age, over thirty and under fifty, came out of one of
them.
"Ho, Harv. How long did that quim
keep you waiting?"
"Not long. How are you, Johnny?"
"Pretty good. The Mayor's got a
conference running overtime. Community‑development thing. Mind waiting a
see?"
"Not really—the crew should be up
pretty soon."
"They're coming up now," John
Kim said. He was Mayor Bentley Allen's press secretary, speechwriter and
sometimes political manager, and Harvey knew that Kim could be in Sacramento or
Washington if he wanted to be; probably would be anyway, if he stayed on with
Bentley Allen. "I sent down to have them come up the private elevator."
"Thanks," Harvey said. "They'll appreciate that—"
"Hah. The conference is breaking up.
Let's go in and see Hizzoner until the crew gets up." Kim led Harvey down
the hall.
There were two offices. One was large,
with expensive furniture and thick rugs. Flags hung on the walls, and there
were trophies and plaques and framed certificates everywhere. Past the ornate
formal outer office was a much smaller room, with an even larger desk. This
desk was piled high with papers, reports, books, IBM print‑outs, and
memos. Some of the memos held large red stars. A few held two red stars, and
one had three. The Mayor was just picking that one up when Kim and Harvey
Randall came in.
He looks good, Randall thought as the
Mayor read the memo. Los Angeles' second black mayor. He'd kept to a winning
game: He was tall and fit and dressed like a wealthy professional man, which
he'd been before getting into politics.
His mixed blood showed, and his education
showed because he let it. Bentley Allen was not going to talk down to people.
He didn't need the political jobs; he was technically on leave from a tenure
appointment on the faculty of a wealthy private university.
"Documentary, Mr. Randall?"
Bentley Allen asked. He initialed the memo and put it in an OUT tray.
"No, sir," Johnny Kim answered.
"Evening news this time."
"So what's newsworthy about me
tonight?" the Mayor asked.
"Fallout from the
documentaries," Harvey Randall said. "Network news, all networks.
What are public officials doing on the day Hamner‑Brown doesn't hit
Earth."
"All networks?" Johnny Kim
asked.
"Yes."
"Wouldn't have been a bit of
pressure on that, would there?" Kim asked. "Like from an off‑white
house on Pennsylvania Avenue?"
"Might have been," Harvey
admitted.
"And what The Man wants is good
vibes," the mayor said. "Keep calm, cool and collected on Hot Fudge
Sundae."
"Which falls on a Tuesdae next
week," Harvey responded automatically. "Yes, sir—"
"So what if I screamed panic?"
Mayor Allen asked. There was a gleam of amusement in his eye. "Or said,
'Here's your chance, brothers! Burn whitey out! Get yours, you'll never get a
better time'?"
"Aw, bullshit," Harvey said.
"I thought everybody wanted to be on the evening national news."
"You ever get impulses like
that?" Bentley Allen asked. "You know. Irresistible impulses to do
the one thing that would put you in a new line of work? Such as spilling a
martini down the dean's wife's dress? Which, I may add, I did once. Purely accidental,
I assure you, but look where it got me."
Now Harvey really did look worried, and
Mayor Allen let the grin play across his face. "Needn't worry, Mr.
Randall. I like this job. Or another one, in a somewhat larger office back
east...." He let his voice trail off. It was no secret that Bentley Allen
would like to be the first black President; there were serious political
managers who thought he could do it in another dozen years or so.
"I'll be a good boy," Mayor
Allen said. "I'll tell the people how we expect full attendance in all
city offices, and I'll be right here—well, literally here, but I'll tell them
there," he added, pointing to the ornate office. "And I expect all my
top people to set the same example. I may or may not say that I'll have a color
TV going, because I'm damned if I'm going to miss a show like that."
"Business as usual with time off for
a light show," Harvey said.
The Mayor nodded. "Of course."
His face took on a serious look. "Privately, I'm a bit worried. Too many
people taking off. Do you know that almost every U‑Haul trailer in the
city has been rented? By the week. And we've even had a big surge of requests
for time off from my police and firefighters. Not granted, of course. All
leaves canceled on Hot Fudge Sundae."
"Worried about looting?" Harvey
asked.
"Not enough to say so in public. But
yes," Mayor Allen said. "Looting and burglaries with all the homes
that have been or will be abandoned. But we'll handle it. If your crew is set
up out there, we'd better get to it. I've a meeting with the director of Civil
Defense in half an hour."
They stood and went into the outer
office.
The traffic on Beverly Glen was nice.
Very light for a Thursday evening. Harvey drove with a wide grin. I've got a
hell of a story, he thought. Even if I never get another foot in the can, I've
got a story. Not only do millions think the world's going to end, but millions
more hope so. It shows in their attitudes. They hate what they're doing, and
keep looking nostalgically at the "simple" life. Of course they won't
voluntarily choose to be farmers or live in communes, but if everybody has to .
. .
It didn't really make sense, but people's
attitudes often didn't. That didn't bother Harvey Randall at all.
And there'd be another great story in follow‑up. The day
after the world didn't end. That's a good title for a book Harvey thought. Of
course there'll be a thousand novelists scrambling to beat each other into
print. Books with titles like Chicken Little, and The Day the World Didn't End
(not as good as his title) and Rock, Won't You Hide Me? Come to that, some of
the radio stations were playing disaster‑religious songs twenty‑four
hours a day, and end‑of‑the‑world preachers were doing a land‑office
business.
There were also the Comet Wardens, a
Southern California sect who were putting on white robes and praying the comet
away. They'd staged a couple of stunts to get publicity, and about half their
leaders were out on bail for blocking traffic or getting into the outfield
during televised baseball games. That had stopped; a judge had ordered that no
more be released on bail until next Wednesday....
Hell, I could write a book, Harvey
thought. I ought to. I never wanted to before, but I'm literate, and I've done
the research. I'm way ahead of the flock. The Day After the World Didn't End.
No. No good. Too long, for one thing. I can call mine Hammer Fever. And of
course there'll be plenty of publicity, we'll have a show on the air just
afterward.
I
could even make some money on this. A lot of money. Enough to pay off the bills
and take care of the tuition at Harvard School for Boys and . . .
Hammer Fever. I like it.
Only one problem. It's real. Like a war
scare.
He'd found that everywhere. Coffee, tea,
flour, sugar, any staple capable of being hoarded, was in short supply.
Freezedried foods were gone. Clothing stores reported runs on rain gear (in
southern California, with the next rains due in November!). You couldn't find
outdoorsman's clothing anywhere, no surplus hiking boots in the stores. And
nobody was buying suits, white shirts, or neckties.
They were buying guns, though. There
wasn't a firearm to be bought in Beverly Hills or the San Fernando Valley.
There wasn't any ammunition, either.
Backpacking stores were sold out of
everything from hiking boots to trail food to fishing equipment (more hooks
than flies; you could still get dry flies, but only the expensive American‑made
ones, not the cheap ones from India). There weren't any tents to be had, nor
sleeping bags. There was even a run on life jackets! Harvey grinned when he
heard that one. He'd never seen a tsunami himself, but he'd read about them.
After Krakatoa a great wave had deposited a Dutch gunboat miles inland at an
elevation of two hundred feet.
Then there were the mail‑order
"survival packages" that had been sold for the past few weeks. They'd
not be getting any more orders, of course, not this close to Hammerfall.
Maybe—just maybe—they weren't intending to deliver? Have to look into that.
There were four companies selling them. For from fifty to sixteen thousand
dollars you could get anything from just a food supply to the whole thing in
one lump. The foods were nonperishable and constituted a more or‑less‑balanced
diet. (Which religious sect was it that required all its members to keep a
year's supply of food? They'd been doing that since the Sixties, too. Harvey
made another mental note. They'd be worth interviewing, after That Day had
passed.)
The cheap outfits were food only. There
was progressively more, up to the sixteen‑grand package, which included a
Land Cruiser, clothing from thermal underwear out, machete, sleeping bag,
butane stove and tank, inflatable raft, almost anything you could name. One
included membership in a survival club: You were guaranteed a place if you
could get there, somewhere in the Rockies. The different companies didn't sell
identical items, and none of the four included guns (courtesy of Lee Harvey
Oswald; and how many people has the ban on mail‑order guns saved or
killed, depending on whether or not the Hammer falls?).
But all four companies sold you the same
outfit whether you lived on a mountain or a seashore or the High Plains. Harvey
grinned. Caveat emptor. The stuff was all overpriced, too. Lord, what fools
these mortals be. .
The traffic was very light. He'd reached
Mulholland already. The San Fernando Valley spread out below him. The wind had
been strong today and there was no smog.
The valley stretched on for miles. Row
after row of California suburban houses, rich areas and poor areas, stucco
subdevelopments and old wooden frame homes, here and there a magnificent
Monterey style, ancient, the only remnants of the time when the valley had been
orange groves— and every one of them built in a flood basin. The neat squares
of the valley were cut through by freeways—and there weren't many cars out
there.
All over the basin, on four successive
midmornings, the outbound freeways were more crowded than the inbound. Cars,
trucks and rented trailers loaded with a lifetime of clutter, all moving out of
the basin toward the hills beyond, or over the passes into the San Joaquin. All
over the L.A. basin, stores had closed for the week, or for the month, or forever;
and the remaining businesses were suffering badly from absenteeism. Hammer
Fever.
There was almost no traffic on Benedict
Canyon. Harvey chuckled. Here were the people coming home from work . . . but
the ones with Hammer Fever were elsewhere. Hammer Fever had sent the mountain
resort business to an all‑time high, all across the country. The Treasury
Department was worried: Consumer credit levels had broken all records; people
were buying survival gear on credit cards. Employment up, economy up, inflation
up, all because of the comet.
It's going to make one hell of a story.
Unless the damned thing does fall. It hit
him, just then: If the Hammer fell, nobody was going to give a damn about the
story. There'd be no programs. No TV. Nothing.
Harvey shook his head. His smile faded as
he glanced at the package in the passenger seat. His ‑compromise with
Hammer Fever: an Olympic target pistol, .22 caliber, with a sculpted wooden
grip that wrapped fully around the hand, steadying and bracing the wrist. It
would be inhumanly accurate, but it was nothing anyone could point to while
bellowing, "Look, Old Harv's got Hammer Fever!"
Only maybe I wasn't so damned smart after
all, Harvey thought. He began to take inventory in his head.
He had a shotgun. Backpacking gear too,
but only for himself. The idea of Loretta carrying a backpack was ludicrous. He
had taken her on a hike, just once. Did she still have the shoes? Probably not.
She couldn't exist at distances greater than five miles from a beauty shop.
And I love her, he reminded himself
firmly. I can play rugged outdoorsman whenever I want to, and have elegance to
come back to. Unwanted there came to him the memory of Maureen Jellison
standing high on a split rock, her long red hair blowing in the wind. He pushed
the memory very firmly back down into his mind and left it there.
So what can I do to prepare? Harvey
wondered. Not a lot of time left. Supplies. Well, I can compromise. Canned
goods. Good hedge against inflation anyway. They'll get us through a disaster,
if any, and we can still eat them when the damned thing's gone past. And
bottled water . . . No. Neither one. There's been a run on both. I'd be lucky
to find much this week, and I'll pay a premium.
He turned into the driveway and braked
sharply. Loretta had stopped the station wagon in the drive and was carrying
packages into the house. He got out and started helping her, automatically, and
only gradually realized that he was carrying bag after bag of frozen food. He
asked, "What is this?"
Puffing slightly, Loretta set her load on
the kitchen table. "Don't be angry, Harv. I couldn't help it. Everyone
says— well, says that comet may hit us. So I got some food, just in case."
"Frozen food."
"Yes. They were nearly out of cans.
I hope we can get it all in the freezer." She surveyed the bags
doubtfully. "I don't know. We may have to eat Stouffer stuff for a couple
of days."
"Uh‑huh." Frozen food.
Good God. Did she expect power lines to survive Hammerfall? But of course she
did. He said nothing. She meant well; and while Loretta had been out getting
useless supplies, Harvey Randall had been dithering and doing nothing; it came
down to the same thing, except for the money, and she'd probably saved them
money if the Hammer didn't fall. Which it wouldn't. And if it did— why, money
wouldn't be important anyway. "You done good," Harvey said. He kissed
her and went out for another load.
"Hey, Harvey."
"Yo, Gordie," Harvey said. He
went over to the fence.
Gordie Vance held out a beer.
"Brought you one," he said. "Saw you drive up."
"Thanks. You want to talk about
something?" He hoped Gordie did. Vance hadn't been himself the last few
weeks. There was something bothering him. Harvey could sense it without knowing
what it was, and without Gordie knowing that Harvey knew.
"Where you going to be next
Tuesday?" Gordie asked.
Harvey shrugged. "L.A. somewhere, I
guess. I've got crews for the national stuff."
"But working," Gordie said.
"Sure you don't want to come hiking? Good weather in the mountains. I get
some time off next week."
"Good Lord," Harvey said.
"I can't—"
"Why not? You really want to stick
here for the end of the world?"
"It won't be the end of the world,"
Harvey said automatically. He caught the gleam in Vance's eye. "And
anyway, if that Hammer doesn't fall and I haven't been busy covering it, it's
the end of my world. No can do, Gordie. God. I'd like to get away, but
no."
"Figures," Vance said. "Loan
me your kid."
"What?"
"Makes sense, doesn't it?"
Vance said. "Suppose that thing does hit. Andy'd have a much better chance
up in the hills with me. And if it doesn't—well, you wouldn't want him to miss
a good hike just to hang around in the L.A. smog, would you?"
"You make plenty of sense,"
Harvey said. "But . . . where'll you be? I mean, in case something does
happen, how do I find you and Andy."
Vance's face took on a serious look.
"You know damned well what your chances of living through it are if it
does hit and you're in L.A...."
"Yeah. Slim and none," Harvey
said.
". . . and besides, I'll be just
about where you'd want to go. Out of Quaking Aspen. The old Silver Knapsack
area. Low enough to get out of in bad weather, high enough to be safe no matter
what happens. Unless we're under it, and that's a random chance, isn't
it?"
"Sure. You ask Andy about
this?"
"Yeah. He said he'd like to go, if
it's okay with you."
"Who all's going?"
"Just me and seven boys,"
Gordie said. "Marie's got charity work to do, so she can't come...."
Harvey envied Gordie Vance just one
thing: Marie Vance went on hikes. On the other hand, she wasn't very easy to
live with in town.
". . . which means under scout rules
the girls can't come," Gordie was saying. "And some of the
others—well, they're just not available. Hell, Harvey, you know the area. We'll
be fine."
Harvey nodded. It was safe trail and a
good area. "Right," he said. He drank most of the beer. "You all
right, Gordie?" he asked suddenly.
Vance's face changed, subtly, and he was
trying to hide the change. "Sure. Why wouldn't I be?"
"You just don't seem yourself
lately."
"Work," Vance said. "Too
much work lately. This hike will fix everything."
"Good," Harvey said.
The shower felt good. He let hot water
pound on his neck and he thought: Too late. The sensible, phlegmatic ones would
stick it out, with the odds still hundreds, maybe thousands, to one in their
favor. The panicky ones had already bought supplies and struck for the hills.
There were also the sensible, cautious ones like Gordie Vance, who'd planned
his hike months before, and who could say he wasn't letting a comet spoil his
vacation—but who'd be in the hills anyway.
Then there were the ones in between.
There must be tens of millions, and Harv Randall was one of them, and look at
him now: scared too late, and nothing to do but wait it out. In five days the
nucleus of Hamner‑Brown would be past, on its way to that strange, cold
region beyond the planets. . ..
Or it wouldn't be.
"There must be something."
Harvey said, talking to himself in the privacy of a roaring shower.
"Something I can do. What do I want out of this? If that damned dirty snowball
ends the blessings of civilization and the advertising industry . . . okay,
back to the basics. Eat, sleep, fight, drink and run. Not necessarily in that
order. Right?"
Right.
Harvey Randall took Friday off. He called
in sick, and by sheer bad luck Mark Czescu was in and took the call.
Mark got obvious pleasure out of asking
it. "Hammer Fever, Harv?"
"Knock it off."
"Okay. Making a few plans myself.
Meeting a couple of friends, getting to a nice safe place. Forgot to tell you.
I won't be around on Hot Fudge Sundae, which falls on a Tuesdae next week. Want
we should swing by your place after—if, as and when?"
He got no answer, because Harvey Randall
had already hung up.
Randall went to a shopping center. He
made his purchases carefully, and all on credit cards, or with checks.
At a supermarket he bought six big round
roasts weighing twenty‑eight pounds, and half their stock of vitamins,
and half their stock of spices and considerable baking soda.
At a health‑food store two doors
down he bought more vitamins and more bottled spices. He bought a respectable
amount of salt and pepper, and three pepper grinders.
Next door, a set of good carving knives.
They'd needed new kitchen knives for a year. He also bought a sharpening stone
and a hand‑operated knife sharpener.
There was a tool kit he'd been wanting
for years, and this was the time, he decided. While he was in the hardware
store he picked up other odds and ends. Plastic plumbing parts, cheap stuff, that
would thread onto iron pipe. There might be a use for it one day, if; and it
would be handy around the house if not. There wasn't a camp stove to be had,
but the clerk knew Harvey and obligingly fetched out four hand‑pumped
flashlights and two Coleman lanterns that had just come in, along with four
gallons of Coleman fuel. He also gave Harvey a knowing look that Randall was
coming to recognize.
At the liquor store he bought a hundred
and ninety‑three dollars' worth of everything in sight: gallons of vodka
and bourbon and scotch; fifths of Grand Marnier, Drambuie and other esoteric
and expensive liqueurs. He loaded everything into the wagon and then went back
for bottles of Perrier water. He paid by credit card—and got another knowing
look from the clerk.
"I'm ready to throw one hell of a
party," he told Kipling. The dog thumped his tail on the seat. He liked to
go places with Harvey, although he didn't get the chance as often as he wanted.
He watched as his master went from store to store; to drugstores for sleeping
pills and more vitamins, iodine, first‑aid cream, the last box of
bandages; back to the grocery for dog food; back to the drugstore for soap,
shampoo, toothpaste, new toothbrushes, skin cream, calamine lotion, suntan
lotion . . .
"Where do we stop?" Harvey
asked. The dog licked his face. "We have to stop somewhere. Good Lord, I
never thought much about the blessings of civilization before, but there are
just a lot of things I wouldn't want to live without."
Harvey took his purchases home, then went
back down the hill to collect the TravelAII from the mechanic who usually
worked on it. If Harvey hadn't been a very old and valued customer, he'd never
have got squeezed in for tuneup, oil change, grease job, and general before‑trip
checkup; the garage wasn't taking on new jobs for a week, and there were dozens
of cars waiting for rush jobs.
But he got the TravelAII, and filled both
tanks with gas. He filled the strap‑on tanks for good measure, but he had
to go to three service stations to do it; there was unofficial gas rationing in
the L.A. basin.
After lunch it was bloody work. Twenty‑eight
pounds of beef had to be sliced into thin strips—thin! The new knives helped,
but his arms were cramped by dinner time, and the job still wasn't done.
"I'll need the bottom oven for the next three days," he told Loretta.
"It is going to hit us,"
Loretta said firmly. "I knew it."
"No. Odds are hundreds, thousands,
to one against it."
"Then why that?" she asked. It was
a good question. "My kitchen is just covered with little slices of raw
meat."
"Just in case," Harvey said.
"And it keeps. Andy can use it for hikes, if we don't." He got back
to work.
The easy way to make beef jerky is not
the way the Indians used. They employed a slow fire, or a summer sun, and their
quality control was poor. Far better to set a modern oven at 100¡ to 120¡ and
leave the thin strips of beef in for twenty‑four hours. The meat isn't
supposed to cook; it's supposed to dry. A good strip of beef jerky is bone‑dry,
and hard enough to kill you if you file the end to a point. It will also keep
practically forever.
Beef jerky is too limited a diet to keep
a human being alive forever. The time can be greatly extended with vitamin supplements,
but it's still dull. So? If the Hammer fell, boredom would not be the major
cause of death....
For bulk and carbohydrates, Harvey had
grits. Nobody else in Beverly Hills, it seemed, had thought of them, and yet
several of the stores carried them. He'd also found a sack of cornmeal,
although there'd been no wheat or rye flour.
The fat from the beef he pounded into
pemmican, mixing it with the little sugar they had around the house, with salt,
with pepper, and some Worcestershire sauce for a bit of flavor. That he'd
partly cook, keeping the fat that melted out for more pemmican, and to store
bacon in. Bacon covered with fat and kept protected from air will keep a long
time before going rancid.
So much for food, he decided. Now for water.
He went out to the swimming pool. He'd started emptying it last night. It had
almost drained, and he began filling it again. This time it wouldn't get
chlorine. When it was filling well he put the cover over it to keep leaves and
dirt out.
Take a long time to drink all that, he
thought. And there's the contents of the hot‑water heater at any given
time. And.... He rooted around in the garage until he found a number of old
plastic bottles. Several had held bleach and still smelled of it. Perfect. He
filled them without rinsing. The others he washed out carefully. Now, even if
the pool went, there'd be some water.
Eat, drink. What's next? Sleep. That one
was easy. Harvey Randall never threw anything away, and he had, in addition to
his regular backpacking bag, a U.S. Army Arctic sleeping bag, a summer‑weight
bag, bag liners, Andy's discarded bag, and even the one he'd bought that only
time Loretta had tried a hike. He took them all out and hung them on the back
clothesline. Solar heat. The simplest and most efficient solar power system
known to man: Hang your clothes out to dry, rather than use an electric or gas
dryer. Of course not many "conservationists" did it; they were too
busy preaching conservation. And I'm being unfair, and why?
Because I've got Hammer Fever, and my
wife knows it. Loretta thinks I've gone crazy—and I'm scaring her, too. She's
convinced I think it's going to hit.
And the more he did to prepare for
Hammerfall, the more real it became. I'm even scaring myself, he thought. Have
to remember that for the book. Hammer Fever. "Hey, hon . . ."
"Yes, darling?"
"Don't look so worried. I'm doing
research."
"On what?" She brought him a
beer.
"Hammer Fever. I'm going to write a
book on it, once the comet's gone past. I've done all the work. It might even
be a best seller."
"Oh. I'd love it if you had a book.
People look up to an author."
Which, Harv thought, they do. Sometimes.
Okay. Now we can eat, drink and sleep. That leaves fight and run.
Fight. Not so good. He had no faith in
his skill with guns; either the shotgun or the target pistol. No gun would have
given him real confidence. There was no limit to how good a weapon the other
guy might have, or how skillful he might be with it, and Harvey Randall had
spent the war as a correspondent, not as a soldier.
But there's also bribe. The liquor and
spices might buy my way out of trouble. And if I can hang on to them, in a few
years they'll be literally priceless, providing there's any surplus food left
for luxuries, and there usually is, for someone. For centuries the price of
black pepper was fixed, all across Europe, at its own weight in gold, ounce for
ounce, and not everybody's going to have thought of hoarding pepper.
Harvey was proud of that idea.
So. That leaves running, and the
TravelAll's in as good a shape as I can get it. Bicycles will fit on top, if,
as and when. And there's Sunday to go for things I haven't thought of.
Harvey went in, exhausted, but with a
feeling of satisfaction. He wasn't exactly ready, but at least he could pretend
to be prepared. And a lot better than most. Loretta had waited up for him, and
she had the Ben‑Gay out. She didn't bug him with a lot of questions; she
just rubbed him down good, decided he wasn't interested in anything more
intimate and let him get to sleep.
As he dropped off he thought about how
much he loved her.
June:
Four
.
The Earth is just too small and fragile a
basket for the human race to keep all its eggs in.
Robert A. Heinlein
It
was night below on Earth. Every ninety minutes Hammerlab passed through day and
night; time aboard was kept by a clock, not by light and dark outside.
Cities glowed across Europe at the
world's edge, but the black face of the Atlantic covered half the sky, hiding
nucleus and coma of Hamner‑Brown. In the other direction stars blazed
through thin mist. The comet's tail streamed up from the horizon on all sides,
doming the black Earth with luminous blues and oranges and greens streaming
upward to the dome's star‑pierced dark apex. Far off to the side the half‑moon
floated in a matrix of shock waves, like diamond patterns in a still photograph
of rocket flame. It was a sight that no one could tire of.
They had broken off work for dinner. Rick
Delanty ate steadily, his attention on the glory beyond the windows. They had
all lost weight—they always did—but Rick was already nine pounds light, and was
trying to make up for it. (Considerable ingenuity had gone into devising a
gadget to find a human's weight in null‑gravity.)
"So long as you've got your
health," Rick said, "you've got everything. Wow, it's good not to
vomit."
He got puzzled looks from the kosmonauts,
who had never watched American TV commercials. Baker ignored him. The Sun
exploded over the world's edge. Rick closed his eyes for a few moments, then
opened them to watch dawn's blue‑and‑white arc roll toward them.
Yesterday's hurricane pattern still squatted on the Indian Ocean like a sea
monster on an ancient map. Typhoon Hilda. Far to the left was Everest and the
Himalaya massif. "That's a sight I'm never going to get tired of."
"Yes." Leonilla joined him at
the viewport. "But it seems so very fragile. As if I could reach out and .
. . run my thumb across the land, leaving a path of destruction hundreds of
kilometers wide. That is an uneasy feeling."
Johnny Baker said, "Hold that
thought. The Earth is fragile."
"You are worried about the
comet?" Her expression was hard to read. Russian face and body language is
not quite the same as American.
"Forget the comet. The more you
know, the more fragile we are," said Johnny. "A nearby nova could
sterilize everything on Earth except the bacteria. Or the Sun might flare up.
Or cool off a lot. Our galaxy could become a Seyfert galaxy, exploding and
killing everything."
Leonilla was amused. "We need not
worry for thirty‑three thousand years. Speed of light, you know."
Johnny shrugged. "So it happened
thirty‑two thousand, nine hundred years ago. Or we could do it to
ourselves. Chemical garbage killing the ocean, or heat pollution—"
Rick said, "Not so fast. Heat
pollution could be the only thing saving us from the glaciers. Some people
think the next Ice Age started a few centuries back. And we're running out of
coal and oil."
"Sheesh! You can't win."
"Atomic wars. Giant meteor impacts.
Supersonic aircraft destroying the ozone layers," said Pieter Jakov.
"Why are we doing this?"
"Because we aren't safe down
there," Baker said.
"The Earth is large, and probably
not as delicate as it looks,' Leonilla said. "'But man's ingenuity . . .
sometimes that is what I fear."
"Only one answer," Baker said.
He was very serious now. "We've got to get off. Colonize the planets. Not
just here, planets in other systems. Build really big spacecraft, more mobile
than planets. Get our eggs into a lot of baskets, and it's less likely that
some damn fool accident—or fanatic— will wipe us out just as the human race is
becoming something we can admire."
"What is admirable?" Jakov
said. "I think you and I would not agree. But if you are running for
President of the United States, you have my support. I will make speeches for
you, but they will not let me vote."
"That's a pity," said Johnny
Baker, and thought for a moment of John Glenn, who had run for office, and won.
"Back to the salt mines. Who's going out for samples this morning?"
The nucleus of Hamner‑Brown was
thirty hours away. In the telescopes it showed as a swarm of particles, with a
lot of space in between. The scientists at JPL were excited at the discovery,
but for Baker and the others it was a pain in the ass. It wasn't easy to get
Doppler shift on the solid masses, because everything was immersed in the tail,
and the gas and dust was streaming away at horrendous speeds, riding the
pressure of raw sunlight. The masses were approaching Earth at around fifty
miles per second. Finding a sideways drift was even more difficult.
"Still coming straight at us,"
Baker reported.
"Surely there is some lateral
motion," Dan Forrester's voice said.
"Yeah, but it's not
measurable," Rick Delanty told him. "Look, Doc, we're giving you the
best we've got. It'll have to do."
Forrester was instantly apologetic.
"I'm sorry. I know you're doing all you can. It's just that it's hard to
make the projection without better data."
And then they had to spend five minutes
soothing Forrester's ruffled feathers and assuring him they weren't mad at him.
"There are times when geniuses drive
me crazy," Johnny Baker said.
"Easy way to fix that," Delanty
said. "Just give him what he wants. You don't hear no complaints about my
observations."
"Shove it," Baker said.
Delanty rolled his eyes.
"Where?" He drifted over to Baker. "Here, I'll punch in the
numbers. Just read 'em off."
When they finished the morning
observations and had a few moments to relax, Pieter Jakov coughed
apologetically. "There is a question," he said. "I have wanted
to ask it for a long time. Please do not take it wrong."
It struck Johnny that Pieter had waited
until Leonilla had gone into the Soyuz and closed the hatchway. "Go
ahead."
Pieter's eyes tracked back and forth
between the two Americans. "Our newspapers tell us that in America the
blacks serve the whites, the whites rule the blacks. Yet you seem to work
together very well. So, bluntly: Are you equal?"
Rick snorted. "Hell no. He outranks
me."
"But otherwise?" Pieter
suggested.
Rick's face would have looked serious
enough, except to another American. "General Baker, can I be your
equal?"
"Eh? Oh, sure, Rick, you can be my
equal. Why didn't you say something before?"
"Well, you know, it's a delicate
subject."
Pieter Jakov's expression wasn't cryptic
at all. Before he could explode, Johnny asked, "Do you really want a
serious lecture on race relations?"
"Please yourself."
"How does Leonilla pee in free
fall?"
"Hm. I . . . see."
"See what?" Leonilla came
wriggling back through the double hatch.
"A minor discussion," Johnny
said. "No state secrets involved."
Leonilla clung to a handhold and studied
the three men. John Baker was tapping numbers into a programmable hand
computer, Pieter Jakov grinned broadly, watching in apparent admiration . . .
but they all wore that broad, irritating, I've got‑a‑secret grin.
"They give you good equipment," said the kosmonaut. "There are
not many things that we do better in space than you do."
Delanty seemed to have trouble with his
breathing. Baker said quickly, "Oh, this pocket computer isn't NASA issue.
It's mine."
"Ah. Are they expensive?"
"Couple of hundred bucks,"
Baker said. "Um, that's a lot in rubles, not so much in terms of what
people make. Maybe a week's pay for the average guy. Less for somebody who'd
actually have a use for it."
"If I had the money, how long would
it take to get one?" Leonilla asked.
"About five minutes," Baker
said. "Down there, in a store. Up here it might be a while."
She giggled. "I meant down there.
They have . . . those . . . in stores, to buy?"
"If you've got the money. Or good
credit. Or even not‑so good credit," Baker said. "Why? You want
one? Hell, we'll find a way to get you one. You too, Pieter?"
"Could that be arranged?"
"Sure. No problem," Baker said.
"I'll call the PR man at Texas Instruments. They'll give you a pair of
them for the publicity. Help 'em sell more. Or would you rather have a Hewlett‑Packard?
Those use a different kind of notation, but they're fast—"
"That is what is confusing,"
Pieter said. "Two companies, two different rivals making such fine
equipment. Wasteful."
"Maybe wasteful," Rick Delanty
said, "but I can take you into any damn electronics store in the country
and buy one."
"No politics," Johnny Baker
warned.
"This ain't politics."
There was an awkward silence. Pieter
Jakov drifted over to the UV camera with its digital readouts. He ran a hand
lovingly over it. "So precise. So intricately machined, and the complex
electronics. It is a real pleasure to work with your American machinery."
He gestured around Hammerlab, at the containers of growing crystal, at the
cameras and radars and recorders. "It is amazing how much we have learned
on this short mission, thanks to your excellent equipment. As much, I think, as
on any of our previous Soyuz flights."
"As much?" Leonilla Malik's
voice was sarcastic. "More." Her voice held a bitterness that snapped
three heads around in surprise. "Our kosmonauts go along for the ride. As
passengers, to prove that we can send men into space and sometimes bring them
down alive. For this mission we had nothing to contribute but food and water
and oxygen—and one launch to your two."
"Somebody had to bring the
lunch," Rick Delanty said. "Pretty good, too."
"Yes, but it is all we brought. Once
we had a space program—"
Jakov interrupted in rapid‑fire
Russian. He spoke too rapidly for Johnny or Rick to follow, but what he was
saying was obvious.
She answered with a short, sharp syllable
and then continued. "The basis of Marxism is objectivity, is it not? It is
time to be objective. We had a space program once. Sergei Korolev was as great
a genius as anyone who ever lived! He could have made our space arm the
greatest instrument for knowledge in the world, but those madmen in the Kremlin
wanted spectaculars! Khrushchev ordered circuses to shame the Americans, and
instead of developing our capabilities we gave the world stunts! The first to
have three men in orbit— by taking out all the scientific instruments and
jamming a third man, a very small man, into a capsule built for two, for one
orbit! Circuses! We might have been the first to the Moon, but now we have yet
to go there."
"Comrade Malik!"
She shrugged. "Is any of this news?
No. I thought not. So we had our spectaculars, and we used up our opportunities
to gain headlines, and today the best pilot in the Soviet Union cannot dock his
spacecraft with a target the size of a comfortable dascha! And you offer to
give us, give us as a promotion, something that the best engineers in the
Soviet Union cannot build or buy for themselves."
"Hey, didn't mean to get you
upset," Johnny Baker said.
Jakov made a final remark in Russian and
turned away in disgust. Rick Delanty shook his head in sympathy. What had got
into her?
They were quiet and formally polite until
she went into the Soyuz. Baker and Delanty exchanged looks. They didn't need to
say more. Johnny Baker went to the corner where Jakov had busied himself.
"Need to get something straight," Johnny said.
"Yes?"
"You're not going to get her in
trouble, are you? I mean, there's no need to report everything that gets said
up here."
"Of course not," Jakov agreed.
He shrugged. "We are all men of the world. We know that every twenty‑eight
days women become irrational. What married man does not know?"
"Yeah, that must be it," Johnny
Baker said, and exchanged another glance with Delanty.
"And of course the State has been
her parent," Jakov said. "Her father and mother died when she was
young. It is not surprising that she would like to see our country more
advanced than it is."
''Sure.'' Sure, Rick Delanty thought.
Bullshit. If she had problems with her period she'd have told the Russian
groundcontrol people and somebody else would have been sent up. Wouldn't she?
I'd have told them about space sickness if I'd known I was going to get it. I'm
sure I would have....
Whatever her problem, it would be wise to
treat Leonilla Malik diffidently during the next day or so. Hell. And Hamner‑Brown
was so close!
Barry Price laid down the telephone and
looked up with excitement. Dolores had just come in with coffee. "Guess
what happens next Tuesday!" he shouted in glee.
"A comet hits the Earth."
"Huh? NO, no, this is serious. We go
on line! I've got all the permissions, the last court suit was dismissed—San
Joaquin Nuclear Plant becomes a fully operational facility."
She didn't look as happy as he'd thought
she would. "I suppose there'll be some kind of ceremony?" she asked.
"No, we keep a low
profile—why?"
"Because I won't be here. Not unless
you absolutely need me."
He frowned. "I always absolutely
need you—"
"Better get used to it," she
said. She patted her stomach. There was no sign of a bulge, but he knew.
"Anyway, I'm going to see Dr. Stone in Los Angeles. Thought I'd stay over
and visit Mother, and come back Tuesday night."
"Sure. Dee?"
"Yes?"
"You want to keep this baby, don't
you?"
"Yes. I'm going to."
"Then marry me."
"No, thanks. We've both tried that
before."
"Not with each other," he said.
He tried to sound convincing, but secretly was relieved. And yet . . . "Is
it fair to the kid? Not having a father . . ."
She giggled. "Not being
parthenogenetic, I'm relatively certain he has one. And I've a good idea who he
is."
"Oh, dammit, you know what I
mean."
"Sure." She put his coffee down
on the desk and opened his calendar. "You have lunch with the Lieutenant
Governor. Don't forget."
"That moron. If there was anything
that would get me out of my euphoric mood, you've just said it. But I'll be
nice. You can't believe how nice I'll be."
"Good." She turned to leave.
"Hey," he called, stopping her.
"Look, let's talk about it. When you get back from Los Angeles. I mean,
it's my kid too. . . ."
"Sure." Then she was gone.
"Hey,
baby, that Hammer's gonna waste this town."
"Bull‑fucking‑shit,"
Alim Nassor said, and he smiled. "We're gonna do the wasting." He'd
heard all the talk about what the comet was going to do. The preachers in their
storefronts were getting big crowds, pulling in lots of bread. End of the world
coming, make your peace with Sweet Jesus, and give money....
More power to them. One thing that comet
was‑ doing— it was sucking the honkies right out of their houses. Alim's
cruises through Brentwood and Bel Air turned up lots of houses with milk
bottles and old newspapers on the porches. He went through in an old pickup
truck, lawn mowers and garden tools piled in back. Who'd look twice at black
gardeners? So when they stopped to collect the papers and milk cartons nobody noticed.
And now he had the addresses, and they'd cleaned up so nobody else would come
try a ripoff. . . .
They'd go through Bel Air and Brentwood
like a mowing machine. Alim Nassor had set it up with half a dozen burglary
outfits, with men who weren't so good at taking orders, but knew a good thing
when they saw it. A Hammer of God didn't come twice in a man's lifetime.
Some of these places had to be setups.
Pigs on stakeout. There were ways to take care of that little problem, too. It
only took planning. They even mowed some yards. Did good work and that way they
could watch the whole block, see people piling stuff into trailers and taking
off. Bel Air was half deserted. It was going to be easy pickings tonight! And
afterward . . . maybe the political game could be played again. A lot of
brothers would have bread, for awhile.
Still . . . there were so many honkies
moving out. Rich honkies, people who knew things. Down at City Hall everybody
was nervous, too. Maybe that thing could really hit?
Alim had gone through the newspapers and
magazines. He could read pretty well. A little slow, but he could puzzle it
out, and some of the drawings made it all clear. You didn't want to be on low
ground. Waves a thousand feet high! The cat who drew them had some imagination.
He showed the L.A. City Hall part underwater, the tower rising out of the
flood, and the County Administration and the Courthouse with their roofs just
sticking up. All them pigs dead, wouldn't that be something? But he sure didn't
want to be here when that happened.
Maybe it wouldn't, and all the honkies
would come home. "Won't they be surprised," Alim murmured.
"Huh?"
"The honkies. Won't they be
surprised when they get home?"
"Yeah. Why just these places? If we hit
just the richest houses in a lot bigger territory, we—"
"Shut up."
"Sure."
"I want us close to each other. If
one of these places turns out to be full of pigs, we can call for help on the
CB."
"Okay, sure."
Hammer of God. What if it was real? Where
could they go? Not south, that was for sure. Politicians could talk about black‑brown
unity, but that was jive. Chicanos didn't like blacks, blacks hated chicanos.
There were clubs where you had to kill a black to join down there in chicano
turf, and they were tough mothers, and the further south you went the more
there were.
"We take guns tonight," he
said. "We take all the guns."
Harold flinched, and the truck swerved a
little. "You think we'll get trouble?"
"I just want to be ready," Alim
said. And if that fucking comet . . . Better to have guns and bullets, tonight
and tomorrow. And take some food. He'd stash it himself, so as not to upset the
brothers.
At least they'd be high up, if it came.
Patrolman
Eric Larsen had come to Los Angeles from Topeka with a university degree in
English and an urgent impulse to write for television and the movies. The need
to support himself and a chance opportunity led him to the Burbank Police
Department. He told himself it would be valuable experience. Look what Joseph
Wambaugh had managed from a police career! And Eric could write; at least, he
had a degree that said he could.
Three years later he still hadn't sold a
script, but he had confidence, strange tales to tell and a considerably better
understanding of both human nature and the entertainment industry. He'd also
done a lot of growing up. He'd lived with a woman, been engaged twice and got
over his inability to have casual friendships with girls, even though he hadn't
lost a strong tendency to idealize women. It hurt Eric to see young runaways
exploited by the street people. He kept thinking of what they might have
become.
He'd also learned the police view of the
world: All humanity is divided into three parts—cops, scumbags and civilians.
He hadn't yet adopted an attitude of contempt toward civilians. They were the
people he was supposed to protect, and perhaps because he was not a career
policeman (although Burbank didn't know that) he could take his job seriously.
The civilians paid him. One day he would be one of them.
He'd learned to curse the judicial
system, while keeping enough literary objectivity to admit that he didn't know
what to replace it with. There were people who could be
"rehabilitated." Not many. Most scumbags were just that, and the best
thing to do with them would be to take them out to San Nicholas Island and put
them ashore. Let them victimize each other. The trouble was, you couldn't
always tell which ones should be put away forever and which could fit back into
the real world. He often got into arguments with his partners over that. His
buddies on the force called him "Professor" and kidded his literary
ambitions, and the diary he kept; but Eric got along with nearly everyone, and
his sergeant had recommended him for promotion to Investigator.
The comet fascinated Eric, and he'd read
all he could about it. Now it dominated the skies above. Tomorrow it would be
past. Eric drove with his partner through strangely active Burbank streets.
People were moving about, piling goods into trailers, doing things inside their
houses. There was a lot of traffic.
"Be glad when that thing's
past," his partner said. Investigator Harris was all cop. The brilliant
light show in the skies above was only another problem to him. If it was a
pretty show, he'd look at films of it after it was past. Right now it was a
pain in the arse.
"Car forty‑six. See the woman
at eight‑nine‑seven‑six Alamont. Reports screaming in the apartment
above her. Handle Code Three."
"Ten‑four," Eric told the
microphone. Harris had already sent the cruiser around a tight curve.
"That's not a family‑fight
house," Harris said. "Singles apartments. Probably some guy can't
take no for an answer."
The cruiser pulled up in front of the
apartment building. It was a large, fancy place, swimming pool and sauna.
Rubber trees grew on both sides of the entrance. The girl standing behind the
glass lobby doors wore a thin robe over a blue silk nightgown. She seemed
scared. "It's in three‑fourteen," she said. "It was
horrible! She was screaming for help...."
Investigator Harris stopped just long
enough to look on the mailbox for 314. "Colleen Darcy." He led the
way up the stairs, his nightstick drawn.
The even‑numbered apartments on the
third floor faced onto an interior hallway. Eric thought he remembered seeing
the building from the other side. It had little private balconies, screened
from the street. Probably good places for girls to sunbathe. The hall was
freshly painted, and the impression was of a nice building, a good place to
live for young singles. Of course the best apartments would be on the other
side, overlooking the pool.
The hall was quiet. They couldn't hear
anything through the door of 314. "Now what?" Eric asked.
Harris shrugged, then knocked loudly on
the door. There was no answer. He knocked again. "Police," he said.
"Miz Darcy?"
There was no answer. The lady who'd
called them was coming up the stairs behind them. "You sure she's in
there?" Eric asked.
"Yes! She was screaming."
"Where's the manager?"
"Not here. I called him, but there
wasn't anyone there."
Eric and his partner exchanged glances.
"She was screaming for help!"
the lady said indignantly.
"We'll probably catch hell for
this," Harris muttered. He stood to one side and gestured to Eric. Then he
drew his service revolver.
Eric stepped back, raised his foot and smashed
it at the locked door. Once. Then again. The door burst open and Eric darted
inside, moving quickly to one side the way he'd been taught.
There was only one room. There was
something on the bed. Later Eric remembered thinking just that: "Something."
It looked so little like a girl in her twenties....
There was blood on the bed and on the
floor beside it. The room smelled of bright copper and expensive perfume.
The girl was nude. Eric saw long blonde
hair, arranged carefully on the pillow. The hair was spattered with blood. One
of her teats was gone. Blood oozed from punctures below the missing breast.
Someone had drawn figures in the blood, tracing an arrow down to point to her
dark pubic hair. There was more blood there.
Eric doubled over, struggling with
himself, holding his breath. His partner came in.
Harris took one look at the bed, then
looked away. He sent his eyes searching the room, saw no one, then looked for
doors. There was a door across the room, and Harris moved toward it. As he did,
the closet door opened behind him and a man darted out, breaking for the
opening to the hallway. He was past Joe Harris, running toward the screaming
lady who'd called the police.
Eric breathed deeply, got control of
himself and moved to intercept the man. The man had a knife. A bloody knife. He
raised it high, point toward Eric. Eric brought up his pistol and leveled it at
the man's chest. His finger tightened on the trigger.
The man threw up his arms. The knife
dropped from his hand. Then he fell to his knees. He still said nothing.
Eric's pistol followed the man. His
finger tightened again. A half‑ounce more . . . No! I am a police
officer, not a judge and jury.
The man held his hands in supplication,
almost as if in prayer. When Eric moved closer, he saw the man's eyes. They did
not hold terror, or even hatred. The man had a curious expression, of troth
resignation and satisfaction. It did not change when he looked past Eric Larsen
at the dead girl.
Later, after the detectives and the
coroner had come, Eric Larsen and Joe Harris took their prisoner to the Burbank
City Jail.
"You'll get him there alive."
The voice was a whine. It belonged to a lawyer who lived in the apartment
building. He'd come while they were still questioning the suspect, and shouted
that the police had no right to keep after the man. He advised the man to keep
silent. The man had laughed.
Eric and Harris took their prisoner to
the patrol car and put him inside. He would be turned over to the L.A. County
Jail the next day.
During the whole time the man had said
nothing. They knew his name from his wallet: Fred Lauren. They'd also heard his
record from R & I. Three previous sex offenses, two with violence.
Probation, probation, then parole after psychiatric treatment.
When they reached the station, Eric
hauled Lauren roughly out of the car.
"That hurts," the man said.
"That hurts. You son of a
bitch!" Harris moved close to Lauren. His arm jerked, sending his elbow into
the pit of the prisoner's stomach. He did it again. "Nothing that ever
happens to you will hurt the way you . . ." Harris couldn't say anything
else.
"Joe." Eric moved between his
partner and the prisoner. "He's not worth it."
"I'll report you!" Lauren
screamed. Then he giggled. "No. What's the point? No."
"Now he's scared," Eric said.
"Not when he was arrested." And not now, Eric saw: As soon as Harris
moved away and they began walking Lauren into the station, the fear vanished,
replaced by the look of resignation. "Okay, tell me," Eric said.
"You think the judge will give you probation again? You'll be on the
street in a week?"
The man giggled. "There won't be any
streets in a week. There won't be anything!"
"Hammer Fever," Eric muttered.
He'd seen it before: Why not commit a crime? The end of the world was coming.
The papers had a lot of stories about that. But none like this, and none in
Burbank before.
"I'll be glad when that goddam
thing's past," Harris said. He didn't mention the body on the bed. You
lived with that, or you quit; but you worked it out on your own.
"It's going to be a long
night," Eric said.
"Yeah, and we've got morning watch
tomorrow." Harris looked up at the glowing sky. "Be damned glad when
that thing's past."
They
camped at Soda Springs. It was a good campground, surprisingly uncrowded;
Gordie Vance had expected a dozen other scout troops to be there. Instead,
there was only Gordie and the six scouts he'd brought with him. Hammer Fever,
Gordie thought. Nobody wants to be this far from roads and civilization.
They dropped their packs with relief. The
boys went dashing off to the spring. There were two springs: One bubbled with
clear mountain water, pure and cold; the other was rusty in color, and tasted
awful, although the boys pretended they liked it. The water was naturally
carbonated, and they made Wyler's root beer in their canteens. Gordie didn't
bother telling them not to drink too much. Nobody ever did.
They cooked supper over the Svea gasoline
backpacker stoves. Gordie let Andy Randall choose the dinner; Andy would have
to get used to leading the group. It wouldn't be long before . . .
"But my teacher said it might,"
one of the younger boys was saying.
"Nuts," Andy Randall told him.
"Dad's been out to JPL dozens of times, and their computer says it won't.
Besides, Mr. Hamner told me—"
"You know him?" the younger
scout asked.
"Sure."
"But he invented the Hammer."
Involuntarily they looked upward, to the huge glowing smear in the evening sky.
"It sure looks close," the younger scout said.
The long mountain twilight ended, and the
stars came out. The Hammer glowed fiercely in the night sky before it sank
behind the Sierra. Gordie got the boys into their sleeping bags. They wanted to
stay up and watch; there were bright aurora displays across the sky, with the
stars showing through jagged lines of green and red.
Gordie climbed into his own sack. As
usual he dropped straight off to sleep, programmed to wake in a couple of hours
so that he could walk around and see that the boys were all right. I'm a
conscientious bastard, he thought, just before he dozed off. It was funny, but
Gordie wasn't laughing.
He woke at midnight—and that was all the
sleep he got that night.
The sky was frantic. It streamed overhead
like luminescent milk in black water. Stars winked in Hamner‑Brown's
tail, then sank into the background as blazes of color flashed across from
horizon to horizon. Somewhere in the far distance there were brighter flashes,
and after a long time, thunder. Gordie made his rounds in a trance.
Andy Randall was awake. He hadn't
bothered to set up a tube tent, although it often rains in the Sierra in June.
Andy lay in the open, his head propped on his pack, his long arms under his
neck. "Quite a show," he whispered.
"That it is," Gordie said. He
was careful to keep his voice cheerful and under control. When they asked
later, Andy would have to say that Gordon Vance had shown no signs of
depression. "Get some sleep," Gordie said. "We don't have far to
go tomorrow, but the trail's tricky in places."
"I know."
"Right," Gordie said. He walked
a little way uphill, to be alone, and sank down in the long grass.
Tomorrow it won't matter, he thought. I don't need any sleep.
He had the cliff all picked out. A fatal
fall . . . it would have to be fatal. A mistake would leave him injured but
alive the kids frantic, while a rescue team moved in to get him to a hospital.
He'd be in a hospital bed when the bank examiners found the shortages.
Crippled, maybe. Not even able to run.
Not that he would run. He'd had that
chance, and it was no good, no good at all. Where would he go? The money was
gone, and there was nothing for an American exile without money. Besides,
children ought to grow up in their own country. Gordie glanced over to where
his own son, age twelve, lay huddled in his sleeping bag. It was going to be
rough on Bert, but there wasn't any help for it.
Funny about that cliff. Gordie could
remember it perfectly. The trail wasn't all that narrow there, but the edge was
crumbly, and if you stood too close . . . he'd seen that two years ago, when
they passed by it. He'd had different thoughts then.
I sure wish Bert wasn't along.
A red velvet curtain rippled across the
sky. Magnificent show for my last night, Gordie thought. He tried to watch the
sky, but he kept seeing the cliff.
One moment. One carefully careless moment
and he'd be at the bottom with a broken neck, and worse. There was a path down,
easy enough for the kids. Andy would see that they went down properly. Then
Andy Randall would be in charge, and that would be okay. Gordie had been
training Andy for two years. Not for this—well, yes, for this, just in case of
a genuine accident. Funny how things work out.
The crescent moon rose over the hills,
washing out some of the stars and blending its own eerie colors into the light
show. Gordie imagined he could see shock waves in the comet tail— but that was
probably imagination. The astronauts up there would be seeing it, though, with
instruments if not with their eyes. Wonder what it's like to be up there?
Gordie had been a flyer, for a short time, until he'd been low scorer in his
class and washed out of flight school to become a navigator for the Air Force.
Should have stayed in, he thought. But I had to be a banker....
Too damn bad to ruin the boys' trip. No
choice. None at all, and an accident solves all problems. Half a million in
insurance, enough to cover all the bank shortages and leave Marie and Bert in
pretty good shape. Call it three hundred thousand left, at seven percent. It's
not magnificent wealth, but it's sure as hell better than having your father in
prison and nothing to live on....
Toward dawn the frantic sky became even
more frantic. There was a bright spot in there. If it was the head, it was hard
to see, looking down through the luminous tunnel of the tail. Cold light and
shifting shadows, faint color splashes of aurora even in daytime. Then the land
was afire with dawn, but the light was still funny. Elfin. Gordie shivered.
He went back to his sleeping bag and slid
in. No point in catching a nap. It won't be long....
The Svea was laid out with the fuel
bottle, pan of water next to it. Gordie reached out with one arm and primed the
tiny stove. His sleeping‑bag breakfasts were a standard joke with
everyone who'd been camping with him. He didn't really feel like eating, but it
would be dangerous to change the routine. He brought a pan of water to a boil
and made hot chocolate. It was surprisingly good, and then he was ready for
oatmeal, and a big cup of Sherpa tea, strong tea with brown sugar and a lump of
butter....
One by one the boys woke. Gordie chortled
to hear Andy Randall tell Bert, "You mean you slept through it? All
night?"
No campfire. Not enough wood. Every year
there were fewer and fewer places you could build a real fire. Not very many of
the kids knew how to cook over a wood fire. Be bad if they really had to be out
on their own, but that didn't happen anymore. Nowadays, if you get lost, you
clear an area fifty feet in diameter and light a match in the middle of it.
Pretty soon a fire patrol will be out to give you a citation. There aren't any
deep woods anymore, not like when I was a kid. . ..
I should have got some sleep, Gordie
thought. My mind's wandering. It doesn't matter, though. It's not very far now.
I think I'll have one more cup of chocolate.
He put the water on. "Let's get it
together," he called. "Time to be finishing up. Stuff your bags and
lace your boots. 1 want us on the trail in five minutes."
The
comet's nucleus is bathed in light. The tail and coma trap sunlight throughout
a tremendous volume and reflect it, some to Earth, some to space, some to the
nucleus itself.
The comet has suffered. Explosions in the
head have torn it into mountainous chunks. Megatons of volatile chemicals have
boiled away. The large masses in the head are crusted with icy mud from which
most of the water ice has boiled out.
Yet the crusts retard further
evaporation. Other comets have survived many such passages through the
maelstrom. Much mass has been lost, poured into the tail; but much of the coma
could freeze again, and the rocky chunks could merge; and crystals of strange
ices could plate themselves across a growing comet, out there in the dark and
the cold, over the millions of years . . . if only Hamner‑Brown could
return to the cometary halo.
But there appears to be something in its
path.
THE
HAMMER
And
I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and lo, there was a great
earthquake; and the sun became black as a sackcloth of hair, and the moon
became as blood; and the stars of heaven fell unto the earth.
The
Revelation of Saint John the Divine
Hammerfall
Morning
There is a place with four suns in the
sky—red, white, blue, and yellow; two of them are so close together that they
touch, and star‑stuff flows between them.
I know of a world with a million moons.
I know of a sun the size of the Earth—and
made of diamond.
Carl Sagan, The Cosmic Connection: An
Extraterrestrial Perspective
Rick Delanty woke on a wonderful morning,
with a rectangle of hot sunlight crawling across his arm. The wonderful
mornings came every hour and a half aboard Hammerlab, and he hadn't tired of
them yet. He used the tube and crawled out of the Apollo.
The larger windows in Hammerlab were
filled with telescopes and cameras and other instruments. You had to crane
around them, holding on to handholds on the bulkheads, swimming across open
spaces.
Baker and Leonilla Malik were feeding
data into the onboard computer. She looked up and said quickly, "Hello,
Rick," but turned back to work too quickly to see his quick grin.
It was time for work, but Rick Delanty
was still partly tourist, and his eagerness was for the dawning of the comet.
He found an observation scope unused at the moment, it had a big sun shield
built into the optics, so that he could look at the comet without going blind.
The view was something like a stylized
sunburst done in Day‑Glo, and something like falling down a deep well
while high on LSD. The gay streamers of the tail flowed outward as sluggishly
as a lunar eclipse. There at the heart of the beast was a hint of graininess.
"Roger, Houston. We do have sideways
motion relative to us. It should be coming onto your telemetry right now,"
Baker was saying. "And there's still activity, although that's been dying
out ever since the Hammer rounded the Sun. We got only one explosive event last
watch, nothing big, not like the monster we observed yesterday."
"Hammerlab, there appears to be
something wrong with the Doppler data. JPL requests you get optical tracking on
the largest piece you can find. Can do?"
"Can try, Houston."
"I'll get it, Johnny," Rick
said. He cranked up the resolution on the telescope and peered into the murk.
"Leonilla, can you lend a hand? Slave the output onto the telemetry—"
"Right," she said.
"Mark, mark, I'm off, mark, mark . .
."
Baker continued his report.
"Houston, that nucleus is pretty well spread out, and the coma is huge. I
fed the angular diameter into the computer and I get a hundred and forty
thousand kilometers. As big as Jupiter. It could envelope the Earth without
noticing."
"Don't be silly," a familiar
voice crackled. "Gravity . . . rip it to pieces . . ." Charlie
Sharps's voice began to fade.
"Houston, we're losing you,"
Baker said.
"That's not Houston, that's Sharps
at JPL," Rick said without looking up from the scope. "Mark, mark . .
."
"It comes through Houston. Damn. The
comet stuff is playing pure hell with the ionosphere. We're going to have
communications problems until that thing's past. Better record every
observation we can get, just in case they're not going through."
"Rojj," Delanty said. He
continued to stare into the telescope. Hamner‑Brown's nucleus was spread
out before him. He was having trouble keeping the cross hairs exactly centered
on the mass he'd picked. There wasn't enough contrast to use an automatic
tracking system; it had to be done by eye. Delanty smiled. Another blow for man‑in‑space.
"Mark, mark . . .~'
He saw thick, glowing dust in sluggish
motion, and a handful of flying mountains, and many more smaller particles, all
jumbled, without order, parts moving in random patterns as they responded to
light pressure and continuing chemical activity. It was the primal stuff of
chaos. His mouth watered with the need to take a spacecraft into that, land on
one of the mountains and walk out for a look around. The fifty‑mile per‑second
velocity of those mountains was not evident. But it would be decades before
NASA could build manned ships that good. If anyone built them at all. And when
it was done, Rick Delanty would be a tired old man.
But this won't be my last mission. We've
got the Shuttle coming up, if those goddam congresscritters don't turn it into
pork for their own districts....
Pieter Jakov had been working with a
spectroscope. He finished his observations and said, "They have set us a
hectic schedule for this morning. I see that extravehicular activity for final
check of external instruments is optional. Should we? There are two hours
left."
"Crazy Russian. No, we're not going
to EVA into that. A snowflake at that speed can't hole the Hammerlab, but it
can sure as hell leave a hole in your suit the size of your fist." Baker
frowned at the computer readouts. "Rick, that last optical. What did you
pick?"
"A big mountain," Rick said.
"About the center of the nucleus, just as they asked. Why?"
"Nothing." Baker thumbed the
microphone. "Houston, Houston, did you get the optical readings?"
". . . squeal . . . negative,
Hammerlab, send again . . ."
"What the hell is it, Johnny?"
Rick demanded.
"Houston and JPL get a miss distance
of nine thousand kilometers," Johnny said thoughtfully. "I don't.
Feeding your data into the onboard I come up with about a quarter of that.
They've got more computing power down there, but we've got better data."
‑ "Hell, two thousand
kilometers is two thousand kilometers," Delanty said. He didn't sound
confident.
"I wish we didn't have a glitch in
the main Doppler antenna," Baker said.
"I will go out and work on it,"
Jakov said.
"No." Baker's answer was
abrupt; the commander speaking. "We haven't lost anyone in space yet, and
why start now?"
"Shouldn't we ask ground
control?" Leonilla asked.
"They put me in charge," Johnny
Baker said. "And I've said no."
Pieter Jakov said nothing. Rick Delanty
remembered that the Soviets had lost men in space: the three Soyuz pilots on
reentry that the world knew about, and a number of others, known only by rumors
and tales told at night over vodka. He wondered (not for the first time) if
NASA had been too cautious. With fewer safety precautions the United States
could have reached the Moon a little sooner, done a good deal more exploring,
learned more—and, yes, created a martyr or two. The Moon had been too expensive
in money, but too cheap in lives to gain the popularity it needed. By the time
Apollo XI reached it, it was dull. Routine.
Maybe that's what we ought to do. The
picture of Johnny Baker crawling out on the broken Spacelab wing, of a man out
in that hostile environment risking the loneliest death ever—that had given the
space program almost as big a boost as Neil Armstrong's giant leap.
There was a ping. Then another, and red
warning lights flared on the monitor board.
Rick Delanty didn't think. He leaped for
the nearest redpainted box. A square box, duplicate of others that were put at various
places in Hammerlab. He opened it and took out several flat metal plates with
goop on one side, then some larger, rubberlike patches. He looked to Baker for
instructions.
"Not holed," Johnny was saying.
"Sand. We're being sandblasted." He frowned at the status board.
"And we're losing efficiency in the solar cells. Pieter, cap all the
optical instruments! We'll have to save 'em for closest approach."
"Rojj," Jakov said. He moved to
the instruments.
Delanty stood by with the meteor patches.
Just in case.
"It depends on just how large that
nucleus is," Pieter Jakov called from the far end of the space capsule.
"And we have yet to get firm estimates of how widely the solid matter
extends. I think it highly likely that the Earth—and we—will be hit by high‑velocity
gravel if nothing worse."
"Yeah. That's what I was
thinking," Johnny Baker said. "We've been looking for sideways drift.
Well, we found it, but is it enough? Maybe we ought to terminate this
mission."
There was a moment of silence.
"Please, no," Leonilla said.
"I second that," Rick added.
"You don't want to either. Who does?"
"Not me," Jakov said.
"Unanimous. But it's hardly a
democracy," Baker said. "We've lost a lot of power. It's going to get
warm in here."
"You stood it in Spacelab until you
got the wing fixed," Delanty said. "If you could take it before, you
can take it now. And so can we."
"Right," Baker said. "But
you will stand by those meteor patches."
"Yes, sir."
Minutes later Hamner‑Brown's
nucleus dropped behind the Earth. The Moon rose in its ghostly net of shock
waves. Leonilla passed out breakfast.
Dawn
found Harvey Randall in an easy chair on the lawn, with a table to hold his
cigarettes and coffee and another to hold the portable television. Dawn washed
out the once‑in‑a-lifetime sky show and left him a little
depressed, a little drunk, and not really ready to start a working day. Loretta
found him in the same state two hours later.
"I've gone to work in worse
shape," he told her. "It was worth it."
"I'm glad. Are you sure you can
drive?"
"Of course I can." That was an
old argument.
"Where are you going to be
today?"
He didn't notice the worry in her voice.
"I had a hell of a time deciding that. I really want to be everywhere at
once. But hell, the regular network science team will be at JPL, and they've
got a good crew in Houston. I think I'll start at City Hall. Bentley Allen and
staff calmly taking care of the city while half the populace runs for the
hills."
"But that's all the way
downtown."
Now he heard it. "So?"
"But what if it hits? You'll be
miles away. How can you get back?"
"Loretta, it's not going to hit us.
Listen—"
"You've got the swimming pool filled
with fresh water and I couldn't use it yesterday and you covered it up!"
Her voice rose. "You made a couple of hundred dollars' worth of dried beef
and you sent our boy into the mountains and you filled the garage with
expensive liquor and—"
"Loretta—"
"—and we don't drink that kind of
thing, and nobody could eat that meat unless they were starving to death. So
you think we'll be starving. Don't you?"
"No. Honey, it's hundreds to one
against—"
"Harvey, please. Stay home today. Just
this once. I never make a fuss about you being off somewhere all the time. I
didn't complain when you volunteered for another tour in Vietnam. I didn't
complain when you went to Peru. I didn't complain when you took three weeks
extra in Alaska. I've never said anything about having to raise your boy, who's
smarter than I am only he's seen less of his father than Ralph Harris ever saw
of his. I know your job means more to you than I do, but please, Harvey, don't
I mean something to you?"
"Of course you do." He grabbed
her and pulled her to him. "Lord, is that how you feel? The job doesn't
mean more than you do." It's just the money, he thought. And I can't say
that. I can't say that I don't need the money, you do.
"Then you'll stay?"
"I can't. Really can't. Loretta,
these documentaries have been good. Really good. Maybe I'll get an offer from
ABC. They'll need a new science feature editor pretty soon, and that's real
folding money. And there's a real chance of a book. . . ."
"You've been up all night, Harvey,
you're in no shape to go anywhere. And I'm scared."
"Hey." He hugged her tightly
and kissed her hard. And it's all my fault, he told himself. How could she not
be scared, after all the stuff I bought? But I can't miss Hammer Day....
"Look. I'll send somebody else down to City Hall."
"Good!"
"And I'll have Charlie and Manuel
meet me at UCLA."
"But why can't you stay here?"
"Got to do something, Loretta. Manly
pride if nothing else. How can T tell people I sat at home in the root cellar
after telling everybody else there wasn't any danger? Look, I'll get some
interviews, and the Governor's in town for a charity thing at Los Angeles
Country Club, I'll go over there just after the thing has gone by. And I won't
ever be more than ten or fifteen minutes from here. If anything happens, I'll
come home fast."
"All right. But you still haven't
eaten your breakfast. It's getting cold. And I filled your Thermos, and put a
beer in the TravelAII."
He ate quickly. She sat and watched him
the whole time, not eating anything at all. She laughed when he made jokes, and
she told him to be careful when he drove down the hill.
Communications
were still bad. Mostly they spoke into recorders. It would be important to get
their observations because the instruments weren't going to be much use. Too
much sandblasting. They had preserved the big telescope that could be attached
to the color TV, though, and they'd record the video as well as try to send it
back to Earth.
"Solar power's down to about twenty‑five
percent," Rick Delanty reported.
"Save the batteries," Baker
said.
"Rojj."
It was getting warm in the spacecraft,
but they needed the power for the recorders and other instruments.
Leonilla Malik spoke rapid‑fire
Russian into a mike. Jakov played with the transmitter controls, trying to get
some response from Baikunyar. No luck. Leonilla continued to record. She had
moored herself oddly, twisting to watch the observation port and still see the instrument
board. Rick tried to follow what she was saying, but she was using too many
unfamiliar words. Waxing lyrical, Rick thought. Letting her poetic streak have
its way. Why not? How else could you describe being inside a comet?
They now knew less about Hamner‑Brown's
path than Houston did. The last report from Houston was a miss by one thousand
kilometers, but Rick wondered. Was that based on his visual observation?
Because if it was, it meant only that that particular mountain would be that
far off, and the cloud of solid gup was large. Not that large, though. Surely
not that large.
"We are effectively inside the
coma," Leonilla was saying. "This is not especially evident. The
chemical activity is long past. But we see the shadow of the Earth like a long
tunnel leading through the tail."
Rick caught that last phrase. Nice, he
thought. If I get a chance to broadcast live to Earth, I'll use it.
They all had work, which they did while
they chattered into recorders. Rick had a hand‑held camera, a Canon,
which he worked like a madman, changing lenses and film as rapidly as he could.
He hoped the automatic features were in good order, and forced himself to take
a few frames with widely different speeds and apertures, just in case.
The status board inexorably ticked off
seconds.
The long lens gave a good view through
the observation port. Rick saw: half a dozen large masses, many more small ones
and a myriad of tiny glinting points, all enmeshed in pearly fog. He heard
Baker's voice behind him. "Duck's‑eye view of a shotgun blast."
"Good phrasing," Rick said.
"Yeah. Hope it's not too good."
"I have lost all signal from the
radar," Pieter Jakov said.
"Roger. Give it up and make
visuals," Baker said. "Houston, Houston, are you getting anything
from the inside TV?"
". . . roger, Hammerlab . . . JPL .
. . Sharps is in love, send more . . . higher‑power transmission . .
."
"I'll put on higher power when the
Hammer's closer," Baker said. He didn't know if they heard. "We're
saving the batteries." He looked up at the status board. Ten minutes
before the solid objects got to closest approach. Twenty minutes maybe for it
all to pass. A half‑hour. "I'll increase transmitter power in five
minutes; say again, increase to full power transmission in five minutes."
CLANG!
"What the fuck was that?" Baker
demanded.
"Pressure remains unchanged,"
Jakov said. "Pressure holding in all three capsules."
"Good," Rick muttered. They'd
closed the airlocks to Apollo and Soyuz; it seemed a reasonable precaution.
Rick stood by with the meteor patches anyway. Hammerlab was by far the largest
target.
And just how did the engineers estimate
the size that a meteor patch ought to be? Rick wondered. From their size— about
the maximum‑size hole it would be worth repairing? Anything bigger would
finish them anyway? To hell with it. He went back to his photographs. Through
the Canon lens he looked into a galaxy of foamy ice, a tremendous, slow shotgun
blast that was visibly coming toward them, spreading around Hammerlab rather
than sliding sideways. "Jesus, Johnny, it's coming close."
"Rojj. Pieter, get the main
telescope uncovered. I'm going to full power. We'll send transmissions from
here on in. Houston, Houston, visual indicates Earth is in the path of outer
edges of nucleus; I say again, Earth is in the path of outer nucleus.
Impossible to estimate size of objects that may strike Earth."
"Make certain that message gets
through," Leonilla Malik said. "Pieter, see that Moscow knows as
well." There was urgency and fear in her voice.
"Eh?" Rick Delanty said.
"It is passing east of the
Earth," Leonilla said. "The United States will be more exposed, but
there will be more objects close to the Soviet Union. The opportunities for
deliberate misinterpretation are too great. Some fanatic—"
"Why do you say this?" Jakov
demanded.
"You know it is true," she
shouted. "Fanatics. Like the madmen who had my father killed because Great
Stalin was not immortal! Do not pretend they do not exist."
"Ridiculous," Jakov snorted,
but he went to the communications console, and Rick Delanty thought he spoke
urgently.
Hammerfall:
One
In
1968 the close approach of an asteroid called Icarus set off a small but very
definite end‑of‑the-world scare. There had already been rumors that
a series of world‑wide cataclysms was going to begin in 1968. When news
that Icarus was heading toward earth and was going to make its closest approach
on June 15, 1968, got around, it somehow became combined with the other end‑of‑the‑world
rumors. In California groups of hippies headed for the mountains of Colorado
saying that they wanted to be safe on high ground before the asteroid hit and
caused California to sink into the sea.
Daniel
Cohen, How the World Will End
"O my people! Hear the words of
Matthew! Does he not say that the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not
give off her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven? And does this not
come to pass even in this very hour?
"Repent, my people! Repent, and
watch, for the Lord cometh, the Hammer will fall upon this wicked Earth. Hear
the words of the Prophet Micah: 'For behold, the Lord cometh forth out of his
place, and will come down, and tread upon the high places of the Earth. And the
mountains shall be molten under him, and the valleys shall be cleft, as wax
before the fire, and as the waters that are poured down a steep place.'
"For He cometh! For he cometh to
judge the Earth, and with righteousness to judge the world, and the peoples
with his truth!"
"You have heard the Reverend Henry
Armitage on 'The Coming Hour.' This and all broadcasts of 'The Coming Hour'
have been made possible by your donations, and we ask the Lord to bless those
who have given so generously.
"No further donations will be
needed. The hour comes and is now at hand."
It was a bright, cloudless summer day. A
brisk wind blew in from the sea, and the Los Angeles basin was clear and
lovely.
Bloody good thing, Tim Hamner thought.
He'd been faced with a terrible problem.
The spectacular night skies could best be seen from the mountains, and Tim had
stayed at his Angeles Forest observatory for most of the week before; but the best
view of Hamner‑Brown's closest approach would be from space. Since he
couldn't be in space, Tim wanted the next best thing: to watch all of it on
color television. It hadn't been hard to persuade Charlie Sharps to invite him
out to JPL.
But he was supposed to be there by nine‑thirty,
and the clear skies with their bright velvet ribbons of light had kept him up
until dawn. He'd stretched out on the couch, careful not to go to bed, but a
few minutes' rest wouldn't hurt....
Of course he'd overslept. Now, muzzy‑headed
and wateryeyed, Tim aimed rather than drove his Grand Prix down the Ventura
Freeway toward Pasadena. Despite his late start he expected to be on time.
There wasn't much traffic.
"Fools," Tim muttered. Hammer
Fever. Thousands of Angelenos taking to the hills. Harvey Randall had told him
that freeway traffic would be light all week, and he'd been right. Light
traffic for—in Mark Czescu's brilliant phrasing—Hot Fudge Sundae (which fell on
a Tuesdae this week).
There was a flare of red ahead, a ripple
of red lights. Traffic slowed. Tim cursed. There was a truck just ahead of him,
so he couldn't see what was fouling things up. Automatically he cut over into
the right‑hand lane, acing out a sweet little old lady in a green Ford.
She cursed horribly as Tim cut in front of her.
"Probably wears her tennis shoes to
bed," Tim muttered. Just what was happening ahead? The traffic seemed to
have stopped entirely. He saw a parking lot that stretched away before him as
far as he could see. All the way to the Golden State interchange, Tim thought.
"Damn." He glanced over his shoulder. No highway patrolmen in sight.
He cut onto the shoulder and drove forward, passing stopped cars, until he came
to an off‑ramp.
To his right was Forest Lawn Cemetery.
Not the original one, fabled in song and story, but the Hollywood Hills colony.
The streets were thick with traffic too. Tim turned left and went under the
freeway. His face was a grim mask of worry and hate. Bad enough not to be in
his observatory on Hot Fudge Sundae Tuesdae, but this! He was in beautiful
downtown Burbank, and his comet was approaching perigee. "It's not
fair!" Tim shouted. Pedestrians glanced at him, then looked away, but Tim
didn't care. "Not fair!"
The
air was electric with storm and disaster. Eileen Hancock felt it as ghostly
fingers brushing her neck hairs. She saw it in more concrete form while driving
to work. Despite the light traffic, people drove badly. They fought for
dominance at the wrong times, and they reacted late, then overreacted. There
were many U‑Haul trailers piled high with household possessions,
reminding Eileen of newsclips from the war: refugees, only no refugees in Asia
or Africa ever carried birdcages, Beautyrest mattresses, and stereo sets.
One of the trailers had overturned on the eastbound Ventura,
blocking all three lanes. A few cars squeezed past on the shoulder, but the
others were immobile behind a tumbled mass of furniture. The light pickup that
had pulled the trailer was angled across the fast lane with a VW embedded in
its side.
Thank God I came up the Golden State,
Eileen thought. She felt a moment of pity for anyone trying to get to Pasadena
this morning, and she cursed the trailer and its owner. People on her side of
the freeway slowed to gawk at it, and it took five minutes to get the hundred
yards to her off‑ramp into Burbank. She drove viciously on the surface
streets and pulled into her parking space—with her name on it, Corrigan kept
his word about that—with a feeling of relief that the Burbank police seemed to
be elsewhere.
Corrigan's was a storefront office near a
supermarket, deceptively small because the warehouses were across an alley
behind. The entry room was finished in blue nylon, brown Naugahyde, and chrome,
and the chrome needed polishing. It always did; Eileen believed that wholesale
customers ought to get the impression of a sound business able to keep its
commitments, but not of opulence which might tempt them to dicker too hard on
prices. The front door was already unlocked. "What ho?" Eileen
called.
"Me." Corrigan stumped out of
his office. A smell of coffee followed him; Eileen had long ago installed an
automatic Silex system with a timer, and she set it up last thing before she
left in the evenings. It had improved Corrigan's morning disposition
wonderfully; but not this morning. "What kept you?" he demanded.
"Traffic. Wreck on the eastbound
Ventura."
"Umph."
"You feel it too, huh?" Eileen
said.
Corrigan frowned, then grinned sheepishly.
"Yeah. I guess so. I was afraid you wouldn't show up. There's nobody in
the front office, and only three back in the warehouse. Radio says half the
shops in the city are missing half their people."
"And the rest of us are
scared." She went past Corrigan to her own office. The clean glass surface
of her desk shone like a mirror. She put her tape recorder down on it and took
out her keys, but she didn't open the desk yet. Instead she went back out into
the reception area. "I'll take the front office," she said.
Corrigan shrugged. He was looking out
through the big plate‑glass window. "Nobody's coming in today."
"Sabrini's due at ten," Eileen
said. "Forty bathrooms and kitchens, if we can get the decor he wants at
the right price."
Corrigan nodded. He didn't seem to be listening. "What the
hell's that?" He pointed out the window.
There was a line of people, all dressed
in white robes, all singing hymns. They seemed to be marching in step. Eileen
looked closer and saw why. They were chained together. She shrugged. The Disney
Studios were a few blocks away, and NBC not much further; they often used
Burbank for city location shots. "Probably contestants for 'Let's Make a
Deal.' Group effort."
"Too early," Corrigan said.
"Then it's Disney. Silly way to make
a living."
"Don't see any camera trucks,"
Corrigan said. He didn't sound very interested. He watched for a few moments
longer. "Heard from that rich boy friend of yours? This is his big
day."
For just a moment Eileen felt terribly
lonely. "Not for awhile." Then she began pulling out folders of color
pictures and arranged them to show attractive combinations of accessories: the
bathroom your clients dream of.
Alameda was fairly speedy. Tim Hamner
tried to remember the connections to the arroyo north of Pasadena. There were
high hills just in front of him, the Verdugo Hills that cut through the San
Fernando Valley and divided the foothill cities from Burbank. He knew there was
a new freeway in there somewhere, but he didn't know how to find it.
"Goddammit!" he shouted. Months
to prepare, months waiting for his comet, and now it was approaching at fifty
miles a second and he was driving past the Walt Disney Studios. Part of his
mind told him that was funny, but Tim didn't appreciate the humor in the
situation.
Take Alameda to the Golden State, Tim
thought. If that's moving, I'll get on it and back onto the Ventura. If it isn't,
I'll just go on surface streets all the way and the hell with tickets . . . and
what was that ahead?
Not just cars jammed across an
intersection, motionless under a string of green lights. This was more, cars
jockeying for room, cars pulling into driveways and through them to the alley
beyond. More cars, stopped, and people on foot moving among the swarm. There
was just time to get over into the right‑hand lane. Tim turned hard into
a parking lot, hoping to follow the moving cars into an alley.
Dead end! He was in a large parking lot,
and the way was completely blocked by a delivery truck. Tim braked viciously
and slammed the shift lever into PARK. Carefully he turned the key off. Then he
pounded the dash and swore, using words he hadn't remembered for years. There
was no place to go; more cars had come in behind him. The lot was jammed.
I'm in trouble, Tim thought. He abandoned
the car to walk toward Alameda. TV store, he thought. If they don't have the
comet on, I'll buy a set on the spot.
Alameda was jammed with cars. Bumper‑to‑bumper,
and none of them moving at all. And they were screaming up ahead, at the
intersection where the focus of action seemed to be. Robbery? A sniper? Tim
wanted no part of that. But no, those were screams of rage, not fear. And the
intersection swarmed with blue‑uniformed policemen. There was something
else, too. White robes? Someone in a white robe was coming toward him now.
Hamner tried to avoid him, but the man planted himself in Tim's path.
It wasn't much of a costume, that robe;
probably a bedsheet, and there was certainly conventional clothing under it.
The fuzzy‑bearded young man was smiling, but insistent. "Sir! Pray!
Pray for the safe passage of Lucifer's Hammer! There is so little time!"
"I know that," Tim said. He tried to dodge past, but
the man moved with him.
"Pray! The Wrath of God is upon us.
Yea, the hour is approaching and is now here, but God will spare the city for
ten just men. Repent and be saved, and save our city."
"How many of you are there?" Tim demanded.
"There are a hundred Wardens,"
the man said.
"That's more than ten. Now let me
go."
"But you don't understand—we will
save the city, we Wardens. We have been praying for months. We have promised God
the repentance of thousands." The intense brown eyes stared into Hamner's.
Then recognition came. "You're him! You're Timothy Hamner! I saw you on
TV. Pray, brother. Join us in prayer, and the world will know!"
"It sure will. NBC is just down the
road." Tim frowned. There were two Burbank policemen coming up behind the
Comet Warden, and they weren't smiling at all.
"Is this man annoying you,
sir?" the larger cop asked.
"Yes," Tim said.
The policeman smiled. "Gotcha!"
He took the robed man by the arm. "You have the right to remain silent. If
you give up—"
"I know all that crap," the
Warden said. "Look at him! He's the man who invented the comet!"
"Nobody invents a comet, you
idiot," Tim said. "Officer, do you know where there's a TV store? I
want to see the comet pictures from space."
"Down that way. Could we have your
name and address—"
Tim took out a card and thrust it at the
policeman. Then he scurried toward the intersection beyond.
Eileen
had an excellent view through the storefront window. She sat with Joe Corrigan
and sipped coffee; it was obvious that their architect wasn't going to get
through that traffic jam. They brought over big chrome chairs and the glass
coffee table, making a picnic out of watching a lot of angry people.
The cause of it all was diagonally across
from them. Twenty or thirty men and women in white robes—not all of them
bedsheets—had chained themselves across Alameda from lamppost to telephone
pole. They sang hymns. The quality of singing had been pretty good for awhile,
but the police soon led away their white‑bearded leader, and now they
were discordant.
On either side of the human chain an
infinite variety of cars were packed like sardines. Old Ford station wagons,
for grocery shopping; chauffeured Mercedeses—stars or studio executives;
campers, pickup trucks, new Japanese imports, Chevies and Plymouth Dusters, all
packed together, and all immobile. A few drivers were still trying to get out,
but most had given up. A horde of robed preachers moved through the matrix of
cars. They stopped to speak with each driver, and they preached. Some of the
drivers were screaming at them. A few listened. One or two even got out and
knelt in prayer.
"Some show, eh?" Corrigan said.
"Why the hell didn't they pick some place else?"
"With NBC practically next door? If
the comet goes past without smashing anything, they'll take credit for saving
the world. Haven't we seen a few of those nuts on TV for years?"
Corrigan nodded. "Looks like they
hit the big time with this one. Here come the TV cameras."
The preachers redoubled their efforts
when they saw the cameramen. The hymn stopped for a moment, then began again:
"Nearer My God to Thee." The preachers had to talk fast, and sometimes
they broke off in midspeech to avoid the police. Blue uniforms chased white
robes through the honking cars and screaming drivers.
"A day to remember," Corrigan
said.
"They may just have to pave the
whole thing over."
"Yep." For a fact that traffic
jam was going to be there a long time. Too many cars had been abandoned. He
could see more civilians darting among the cars, flowered sports shirts and
gray flannel suits among the white robes and blue uniforms. And coveralled drivers.
Many were bent on murder. More had locked their cars and gone looking for a
coffee shop. The supermarket next door was doing a land‑office business
in Coors beer. Even so, a fair number were clustered oh the sidewalks, praying.
Two policemen came into the store. Eileen
and Corrigan greeted them. Both had regular beats in the neighborhood, and the
younger, Eric Larsen, often joined Eileen for coffee at the local Orange
Julius. He reminded Eileen of her younger brother.
"Got any bolt cutters?" Investigator
Harris was all business. "Big heavy jobs."
"Think so," Corrigan said. He
lifted a phone and pushed a button. He waited. Nothing happened. "Goddam
warehouse crew's out watching the show. I'll get them." He went back
through the office.
"No keys?" Eileen asked.
"No." Larsen smiled at her.
"They chucked them before they came here." Then he shook his head
sadly. "If we don't get those crazies out of here pretty soon, there'll be
a riot. No way to protect them."
The other cop snorted. "You can tell
Joe to take his time for all I care," he said. "They're stupid.
Sometimes I think the stupid will inherit the Earth."
"Sure." Eric Larsen stood at
the window watching the Wardens. Idly he whistled "Onward Christian
Soldiers" through his teeth.
Eileen giggled. "What are you
thinking about, Eric?"
"Huh?" He looked sheepish.
"The Professor's writing a movie
script," Harris said.
Eric shrugged. "TV. Imagine James
Garner marooned out there. He's looking for a killer. One of the drivers is out
to commit murder. He does it, pulls out a sheet and a chain, and we come take
him away before Garner can find him...."
"Jesus," Harris said.
"I thought it was pretty good,"
Eileen said. "Who does he kill?"
"Uh, actually, you."
"Oh."
"I saw enough pretty girls killed
last night to last me twenty years," Harris muttered. For a moment Eric
looked like he'd been rabbit‑punched.
Joe Corrigan came back with four pairs of
long‑handled bolt cutters. The policemen thanked him. Harris scribbled
his name and badge number on a receipt, and handed two pairs to Eric Larsen.
They carried them out to distribute to the other policemen, and blue uniforms
moved along the chain, cutting the white robes free, then chaining them again
with handcuffs. They jostled the Wardens toward the sidewalk. Few of the robed
ones fought, but a good many went limp.
Corrigan looked up in surprise.
"What was . . . ?"
"Huh?" Eileen looked vaguely
around the office.
"I don't know." He frowned,
trying to remember, but it had been too vague. As if clouds had parted to
reveal the sun for a few moments, then closed again. But there were no clouds.
It was a bright, cloudless summer day.
It was a nice house, well laid out, with
bedrooms sprawling out like an arm, away from the huge central living room.
Alim Nassor had always wanted a fireplace. He could imagine parties here,
brothers and sisters splashing in the swimming pool, roar of conversation,
smell of pot thick enough to get you high all by itself, a van delivering a
great cartwheel of a pizza . . . Someday he would own such a house. He was
robbing this one.
Harold and Hannibal were scooping
silverware into a sheet. Gay was searching for the safe, in his own peculiar
fashion: Stand in the middle of a room, look slowly around . . . then look
behind paintings, or pull up rug . . . move to another room, stand in the
middle and look around, and open closets . . . until he found the safe sunk in
concrete beneath the rug in a hall closet. He pulled the drill out of his case
and said, "Plug this in."
Alim did it. Even he followed orders when
the need came. "If we don't find nothing this time, no more safes,"
he ordered.
Gay nodded. They'd opened four safes in
four houses and found nothing. It looked like everyone in Bel Air had stashed
their jewels in banks or taken them along.
Alim returned to the living room to look
through the gauze curtains. It was a bright, cloudless summer day, and dead
quiet, with nobody in sight. Half the families had fled to the hills, and the
rest of the men were doing whatever they did to have houses like this, and
anyone who stayed home must be inside watching TV to see if they'd made a
mistake. It was people like this who were afraid of the comet. People like
Alim, or Alim's mother with her job scrubbing floors and her ruined knees, or
even the storekeeper he'd shot—people with something real to be afraid of
didn't worry about no damn light in the sky.
So: The street was empty. No sweat, and
the pickings were good. Fuck the jewels. There was silver, paintings, TV sets
from tiny to tremendous, two or three or four to a house. Under the tarps in
the truck bed they had a home computer and a big telescope—strange things, hard
to fence—and a dozen typewriters. Generally they'd pick up some guns, too, but
not this trip. The guns had gone with the running honkies.
"Shit! Hey, brothers—"
Alim went, fast. He and Hannibal almost
jammed in the doorway. Gay had the safe open and was hauling out plastic
sandwich bags. It was stuff that couldn't be stashed in no bank vault. Three
bags of good golden weed; oh, Mr. White, do your neighbors know about this?
Smaller amounts of heavier stuff: coke, and dark hashish, and a small bottle of
what might be hash oil, but you'd be crazy to try it without seeing a label.
Gay and Harold and Hannibal whooped and hollered. Gay fished around and found
papers; he started to roll a joint.
"Fuck that!" Alim slapped at
Gay's hands, scattering paper and weed. "You crazy? In the middle of a job
and four houses to go? Give me that! All of it! You want a party, fine, we'll
have a fine party when we're home free!"
They didn't like it, but they passed the
bags to Alim and he stashed them in the pockets of his baggy combat jacket. He
slapped their butts and they went, carrying heavy bedsheet sacks.
He hadn't gotten it all. It didn't
matter. At least they wouldn't be blowing the tops of their heads off till this
was over.
Alim picked up a radio and a Toast‑it‑Oven
and followed them out. He blinked in the daylight. Gay was in the back,
adjusting tarpaulins. Harold started the motor. Good. Alim stopped with the
truck door open to look down the driveway.
He saw a tall tree on the lawn casting
two sharp shadows.
And that smaller tree: two shadows. He
looked down and saw his own two shadows, one moving. Alim looked up and saw it,
a second sun dropping down the sky, dropping below the hill. He blinked; he
squeezed his eyes shut, hard. The violet afterimage blocked everything.
He climbed in. "Get going," he
said. While the truck rolled down the drive he started the CB. "Come in,
Jackie. Come in, Jackie. Jackie, you motherfucker, answer me!"
"Who's that? Alim Nassor?"
"Yeah. Did you see it?"
"See what?"
"The comet, the Hammer of God! I saw
it fall! I watched it burn its way down the sky till it hit! Jackie, listen
good, 'cause these CB things ain't gonna be any good in a minute. We've been
hit. It's all gonna come true, and we got to link up."
"slim, you must've found something
real special. Coke, maybe?"
"Jackie, it's real, the whole world
been hit. There's gonna be earthquakes and tidal waves. You call everyone you
can and tell them we meet at . . . the cabin up near Grapevine.
We got to stick together. We won't drown
because we're too high, but we got to meet."
"slim, this is crazy. I got two
houses to go, we got lots of stuff, and you come on like the end of the
world?"
"Just call someone, Jackie!
Someone's got to have seen it! Look, I got to call the others while we still
got the CB." Alim switched off.
They were still in the driveway. Harold
was the color of wet ashes. He said, "I saw it too. George . . . Alim, do
you think we're too high to drown? I don't want to drown."
"We're about as high as we can get.
We got to go down before we get to Grapevine. Get movie', Harold. We want to be
across the low spots before it rains too much."
Harold took off, fast. Alim reached for
the CB. Were they really too high to drown? Was anybody, anywhere?
Hot
Fudge Tuesdae: One
I
ran to the rock to hide my face,
but
the rock cried out, NO HIDING PLACE!
No
hiding place down here....
The
crest of the Santa Monica Mountains was a thoroughly inconvenient place to
live. Shopping centers were far away. Roads were an adventure. Driveways tended
to be nearly vertical in spots. Yet there were many houses up here, and it was
only indirectly due to population pressure.
Population pressure produced the cities.
The view from the crest on Monday night
was incredible; unique. Downslope on one side was Los Angeles; downslope on the
other, the San Fernando Valley. At night the cities became carpets of
multicolored light stretching away forever. Freeways were rivers of light
moving through seas of light. It looked like the whole world had turned to
city, and loved it!
Yet there were vacant patches on the
crest. Mark and [Frank and Joanna left Mulholland Drive at sunset, took their
motorcycles up the side of a hill. They camped in a rocky area out of sight of
wandering fuzzmobiles, a couple of blocks distant from the houses on both
sides.
Frank Stoner walked around the crest of
the hill, looked at the slopes on both sides, then nodded to himself.
Undevelopable. Too much danger of mudslides. Not that it mattered a damn why no
one had built a house here, but Frank Stoner didn't like unanswered questions.
He came back to where Joanna and Mark were setting up the Svea backpacker
stove.
"We may have nervous
neighbors," Frank said. "Let's get dinner over while there's light.
After dark, no flashlights and no fires."
"I don't see—" Mark began.
Joanna broke in impatiently. "Look,
these houses are a long way from the nearest police station. People wandering
up here would tend to make them nervous. We do not need to spend the night
before Hot Fudge Sundae at Malibu Sheriff Station." She went back to
reading the directions on the freeze‑dried dinner they'd brought. She was
not a good cook; but if she left it to Mark, he'd do it however he felt, which
might turn onto well and might not. Following the directions was sure to
produce something edible, and she was hungry.
She looked at the two men. Frank Stoner
towered over Mark. A big man, strong, physically attractive. Joanna had felt
that before. He'd be damned good in bed.
She'd felt that before, but she hadn't
found herself thinking she was teamed up with the wrong man before. The thought
puzzled her. Living with Mark was a lot of fun. She didn't know if she was in
love with Mark, because she wasn't sure what love was, but they were compatible
in bed, and they didn't often get on each other's nerves. So why this sudden
pash for Frank Stoner?
She emptied the beef Stroganoff into a
cooking pot and grinned down at it so the others couldn't see. They'd want to
know why she was grinning, and it wasn't something she wanted to explain. If
she wondered why she was getting the hots for Frank Stoner . . .
But it bothered her. Joanna had a very
good education, courtesy of her upper‑middle‑class parents. She
didn't make much use of it, but it had left her with considerable curiosity,
particularly about people—which included herself.
"This is just about perfect," Mark said.
Frank grunted disapproval.
"No? Why not? Where else?" Mark
demanded. He'd picked this spot and was proud of it.
"Mojave is better," Frank said
absently. He laid out his sleeping bag and sat on it. "But that's a long
way to go for nothing. Still . . . we're on the wrong plate."
"Plate?" Joanna said.
"It's plate tectonics," Mark
said. "You know, the continents float around on top of the melted rock
inside the Earth."
Frank listened absently. No point in
correcting Mark. But the Mojave was certainly a better place. It was on the
North American plate. Los Angeles and Baja California were on another. The
plates joined at the San Andreas Fault, and if the Hammer fell the San Andreas
would sure as hell let go. It would shake both plates, but the North American
would get it less.
It was just an exercise anyway. Frank had
checked with JPL; the odds of the Hammer hitting Earth were low. You were in
more danger on the freeway. This business of camping out was for drill, but it
was Stoner's nature that if he did anything, he did it right. He'd made Joanna
bring her own bike, although she preferred riding behind Mark on his. Take all
three; we might lose one.
"All for drill," Frank said.
"But maybe the drill's worth the effort."
"Eh?" Joanna had the stove
going now. It roared in the late afternoon.
"Nothing silly about being ready for
the collapse of civilization," Frank said. "Next time it won't be the
Hammer, it'll be something else. But it'll be something. Read your
newspapers."
That's it, Joanna thought. He's got me
thinking that way. And that's why . . . it sure made more sense to be teamed up
with Frank Stoner than Mark Czescu if civilization was coming to an end.
And Frank had wanted to go to the Mojave.
Only Mark talked him out of it. Mark couldn't quite admit to Hammer Fever. It
would look silly.
They ate earlier than they usually did.
Frank insisted. When they finished, there was just enough light to boil out the
cooking pots. Then they lay down on their sleeping bags in near darkness,
watching the glow die out over the Pacific, until the night grew cool and they
climbed in. Joanna had brought her own bag and hadn't zipped it together with
Mark's, although they usually did on camp‑outs.
The light died in the west. One by one
the stars came out. At first there were only stars. Then the turning sky
brought a luminous film up from the east. It blended with the glowing lights
over Los Angeles, grew brighter, until by midnight it was brighter than L.A.,
as bright as a good northern aurora. Still it thickened and brightened until
only a few stars showed through the Earth‑enveloping tail of Hamner‑Brown
Comet.
To keep themselves awake, they talked.
Crickets talked around them. They had slept that afternoon, though neither
Frank nor Mark would tell that to the others. It would have been an admission
that each was in his thirties and feeling it. Frank told stories about the ways
the world might end. Mark kept interrupting to make points of his own, adding
details, or anticipating what Frank would say and saying it first.
Joanna listened with increasing
impatience. She fell silent, brooding. Mark always did that. It never bothered
her before. Why was she getting pissed off at him now? Part of the same
pattern. Wow, Joanna thought. Female instincts? Glom on to the strongest guy
around? That didn't make sense. It certainly wasn't part of her philosophy. She
was Joanna, fully liberated, her own person, in control of her life....
The conflict made her think of other
things. She wasn't yet thirty, but she was getting there, and what had she
done? What was she doing? She couldn't just go on, making a few bucks when Mark
was out of work, bopping around the country on a motorcycle. That was a lot of
fun, but dammit, she ought to do something serious, one permanent thing....
"I bet I can get the packs set so
nobody can see the stove," Mark was saying. "Jo, want to make coffee?
Jo?"
Full dawn found Frank and Joanna asleep.
Mark smiled as if he'd won a contest. He enjoyed watching dawn break. It didn't
happen often enough these days. Today's dawn still carried an elfin light,
sunlight faintly thinned and transmuted by gases and dust brought inward from
interstellar space.
It occurred to Mark that if he started
breakfast now, he could reach a telephone while Harv Randall could be expected
to be still at home. Randall had invited him to join the news team on Hot Fudge
Tuesdae, but Mark had dithered. He dithered now. He set up the stove and pans
for breakfast, debated waking the others; then crawled back into his own bag.
Frying bacon woke him.
"Didn't call Harv, huh?" Joanna
said.
Mark stretched elaborately. "Decided
I'd rather be watching the news than making it. Know where the best view in the
world is right now? Right in front of a television set."
Frank looked at him curiously. He turned
his head to indicate the height of the Sun. When Mark didn't get it, he said,
"Look at your watch."
It was nearly ten! Joanna laughed at
Mark's expression.
"Hell, we'll miss it," Mark
complained.
"No point in racing anywhere
now," Frank chortled. "Don't worry, they'll be showing instant
replays all day."
"We could knock at one of the
houses," Mark suggested. But the others laughed at him! and Mark admitted
he didn't have the guts. They ate quickly, and Mark broke out a bottle of
Strawberry Hill wine and passed it around. It tasted perfect, fruity flavor
like morning juice, but with some authority.
"Best pack up and—" Frank
stopped in midsentence.
There was a bright light over the
Pacific. Far away, and very high, and moving downward fast. A very bright
light.
The men didn't speak. They just stared.
Joanna looked up in alarm when Frank fell silent. She had never seen him
startled by anything, and she whirled around quickly, expecting to see Charles
Manson running at them with a chain saw. She followed their stare.
A tiny blue‑white dwarf sun sank
rapidly in the South, setting far beyond the flat blue Pacific horizon. It left
a burning trail behind it. In the moment after it was gone, something like a
searchlight beam probed back along its path, rose higher, above the cloudless sky.
Then nothing for one, two, three
heartbeats.
Mark said, "Hot—"
A white fireball peeked over the edge of
the world.
"Fudge Tuesdae. It's real. It's all
real." The edge of a giggle was in Mark's voice. "We've got to get
moving—"
"Bullshit." Frank used just enough volume to get their
attention. "We don't want to be moving when the quakes hit. Lie down. Get
your sleeping bag around you. Stay out in the open. Joanna, lie down here. I'll
tie you in. Mark, get over there. Further."
Then Frank ran to the bikes. He carefully laid the first one on
its side, then rolled the next away from it and laid it down too. He moved
quickly and decisively. He came back for the third bike and moved it away.
Three white points glared at them, then
winked out, one, two . . . The third and brightest must have touched down, far
to the southeast. Frank glanced at his watch, counting the ticking seconds.
Joanna was safe. Mark was safe. Frank brought his own bag and lay near them. He
took out dark glasses. So did the others. The bulky sleeping bag made Frank
look very fat. The dark glasses made his face unreadable. He lay stretched out
on his back with his thick forearms behind his head. "Great view."
"Yeah. The Comet Wardens will love
this," Mark said. "I wonder where Harv went? I'm glad I decided not
to get up and go join him. We ought to be safe here. If the mountains hold
up."
"Shut up," Joanna said.
"Shut up, shut up." But she didn't say it loud enough to hear. She
whispered, and her whisper was drowned out by rumbling that rolled toward them,
and then the mountains began to dance.
The
communications center at JPL was jammed with people: newsmen with special
passes; friends of the Director; and even some people, like Charles Sharps and
Dan Forrester, who belonged there.
The TV screens were bright with pictures.
Reception wasn't as good as they'd have liked; the ionized tail of the comet
roiled the upper atmosphere, and live TV pictures were apt to dissolve into wavy
lines. No matter, Sharps thought. They'll make onboard recordings in the
Apollo, and we'll recover them later. And there'll be all those film pictures,
taken through the telescope. We'll learn more about comets in the next hour
than we have learned in the last hundred thousand years.
That was a sobering thought, but Sharps
was used to it. It was the same for the planets, for the whole solar system.
Until men went—or sent probes—into space, they were guessing about their
universe. Now they knew. And no other generation could ever discover so much,
because the next generation would read it from textbooks, not from the universe
itself. They would grow up knowing. Not like when I was growing up and we
didn't know anything, Sharps thought. God, what exciting times. I love it.
A digital clock ticked off the seconds. A
glass panel with a world map showed the current position of the Apollo capsule.
Apollo‑Soyuz, Sharps reminded
himself, and he grinned, because if the one hadn't gone, the other wouldn't
have either. U.S.‑Soviet rivalry was still good for something. Sometimes.
To force U.S.‑Soviet cooperation, if nothing else.
Pity we're having communications
problems. Power losses on Hammerlab. Didn't anticipate that. Should have. But
we didn't think it would be this close when we threw Hammerlab together.
"How close?" Sharps said.
Forrester looked up from his computer
console. "Hard to say." He played his fingers across the keys like E.
Power Biggs at the Milan Cathedral organ. "If that last input hadn't been
garbled, I'd know. Best estimate is still around a thousand kilometers. If. If
that garbled reading was right. And if the one I threw out because it didn't
fit the others is wrong. There are a lot of ifs."
"Yeah."
"Taking shots . . . number thirty‑one
filter . . . handheld . . ." They could barely recognize Rick Delanty's
voice.
"One of your accomplishments,"
Dan Forrester said.
"Mine? Which one is this?"
"Getting the first black astronaut a
mission," Forrester said, but he said it absently, because he was studying
squiggles on the oscilloscope above his console. He did something, and one of
the TV pictures improved enormously.
Charlie Sharps looked at the approaching
cloud. He saw it only as a batch of not very sharply focused grays, but one
thing was evident—it wasn't moving sideways at all. The seconds ticked on
relentlessly.
"Where the devil is Hamner?"
Sharps asked suddenly.
Forrester, if he heard, didn't answer.
". . . path of outer edges of
nucleus; say again, Earth . . . Outer . . . impossible . . . may strike . .
." The voice faded.
"Hammerlab, this is Houston, we do
not copy, use full power and say again; I say again, we do not copy."
More seconds ticked off. Then, suddenly,
the TV pictures on the screens swam, blurred and became clearer, in color, as
Apollo used the main telescope and full transmission power.
"Jesus, it's coming closer"
Johnny Baker's voice shouted. "Like it's going to hit . . ."
The TV screens changed rapidly as Rick
Delanty kept the main telescope trained on the comet head. The comet grew and
grew, shapes appearing in the maelstrom of fog, larger shapes, details, lumps
of rock, jets of streaming gas, all happening even as they watched. The picture
swung on down, until the Earth itself was in view....
And flaming spots appeared on the Earth.
For just one long moment, a moment that seemed to stretch out forever, the
pictures stayed there on the TV screen: Earth, with bright flashes, light so
bright that the TV couldn't show it as more than bright smears and lapses of
detail.
The picture stayed in Charlie Sharps's
mind. Flashes in the Atlantic. Europe dotted with bright smears, all over, with
a big one in the Mediterranean. A bright flash in the Gulf of Mexico. Any west
of that wouldn't be visible to the Apollo, but Dan Forrester was playing with
the computer. All the data they had, from any source, was supposed to go into
it. Speakers were screaming. Several of them, on different channels, different
sources, riding over the sudden static.
"FIREBALL OVERHEAD!" someone's
voice shouted.
"Where was that?" Forrester
called. His voice was just loud enough to go over the babble in the room.
"Apollo recovery fleet," came
the answer. "And we've lost communications with them. Last words we got
were: 'Fireball southeast.' Then 'Fireball overhead.' Then nothing."
"Thank you," Forrester said.
"Houston, HOUSTON, THERE IS A LARGE
STRIKE IN THE GULF OF MEXICO; I SAY AGAIN, LARGE STRIKE THREE HUNDRED MILES
SOUTHEAST OF YOU. REQUEST YOU SEND A HELICOPTER FOR OUR FAMILIES."
"Jesus, how can Baker be so calm
about it?" someone demanded.
What damn fool is that? Sharps wondered.
New man. Never heard the astronauts when there's a real problem. He glanced
over to Forrester.
Dan Forrester nodded. "The Hammer
has fallen," he said.
Then all the TV screens went blank, and
the loudspeakers hissed with static.
Two
thousand miles northeast of Pasadena, in a concretelined hole fifty feet below
ground, Major Bennet Rosten idly fingered the .38 on his hip. He caught himself
and put his hands on the Minuteman missile‑launch‑control console.
They strayed restlessly for a moment, then one went to the key on its chain
around his neck. Bloody hell, Rosten thought. The Old Man's got me nervous.
He had justification. The night before,
he'd got a call direct from General Thomas Bambridge, and the SAC Commander in
Chief didn't often speak personally to missile squadron commanders. Bambridge's
message had been short. "I want you in the hole tomorrow," he'd said.
"And for your information, I'll be up in Looking Glass myself."
"Goddam," Major Rosten had
answered. "Sir . . . is this the Big One?"
"Probably not," Bambridge had
answered, and then he'd gone on to explain.
Which wasn't, Rosten thought, very
reassuring. If the Russkis really thought the U.S. was blind and crippled . . .
He glanced to his left. His deputy,
Captain Harold Luce was at another console just like Rosten's. The consoles
were deep underground, surrounded by concrete and steel, built to withstand a
near miss by an atomic bomb. It took both men to launch their birds: Both had
to turn keys and punch buttons, and the timing sequence was set so that one man
couldn't do it alone.
Captain Luce was relaxed at his console.
Books were spread out in front of him: a correspondence course in Oriental art
history. Collecting correspondence degrees was the usual pastime for men on
duty in the holes, but how could Luce do it, today, when they were unofficially
on alert?
"Hey, Hal . . ." Rosten called.
"Yo, Skipper."
"You're supposed to be alert."
"I am alert. Nothing's going to
happen. You watch."
"Christ, I hope not." Rosten
thought about his wife and four children in Missoula. They'd hated the idea of
moving to Montana, but now they loved it. Big country, open skies, no big‑city
problems. "I wish—"
He was interrupted by the impersonal
voice from the wiregrill‑covered speaker above him. "EWO, EWO,"
the voice said. "EMERGENCY WAR ORDERS, EMERGENCY WAR ORDERS. THIS IS NO
DRILL. AUTHENTICATION 78‑43‑76854‑87902‑1735 ZULU. RED
ALERT. RED ALERT. YOUR CONDITION IS RED."
Sirens screamed through the concrete
bunker. Major Rosten hardly noticed as a sergeant came down the steel ladder to
the entrance and slammed shut the big Mosler Safe Company bank‑vault
door. The sergeant closed it from the outside and twirled the combination dial.
No one would get into the hole without blasting.
Then, as regulations required, the
sergeant cocked his submachine gun and stood with his back to the big safe
door. His face was hard, and he stood rigidly, swallowing the sharp knot of
fear.
Inside, Rosten punched the authentication
numbers into his console, and opened the seals on an envelope from his order
book. Luce was doing the same thing at his console. "I certify that the
authentication is genuine," Luce said.
"Right. Insert," Rosten
ordered.
Simultaneously they took the keys from
around their necks and put them into the red‑painted locked switches on
their consoles. Once inserted and turned to the first click, the keys couldn't
be withdrawn without other keys neither Luce nor Rosten had. SAC procedure . .
.
"On my count," said Rosten.
"One. Two." They turned the keys two clicks. Then they waited. They
did not turn them further. Yet.
It was mid‑morning in California;
it was evening in the Greek isles. The last of the sun's disk had vanished as
two men reached the top of the granite knob. In the east a first star showed.
Far below them, Greek peasants were driving overloaded donkeys through a maze
of low stone walls and vineyards.
The town of Akrotira lay in twilight.
Incongruities: white mudwalled houses that might have been created ten thousand
years ago; the Venetian fortress at the top of its hill; the modern school near
the ancient Byzantine church; and below that, the camp where Willis and
MacDonald were uncovering Atlantis. The site was almost invisible from the
hilltop. In the west a star switched on and instantly off, blink. Then another.
"It's started," MacDonald said.
Wheezing, Alexander Willis settled
himself on the rock. He was mildly irritated. The hour's climb had left him
breathless, though he was twenty‑four years old and considered himself in
good shape. But MacDonald had led him all the way and helped him over the top,
and MacDonald, whose dark red hair had receded to expose most of his darkly tanned
scalp, was not even breathing hard. MacDonald had earned his strength;
archeologists work harder than ditchdiggers.
The two sat crosslegged, looking west,
watching the meteors,
They were twenty‑eight hundred feet
above sea level on the highest point of the strange island of Thera. The
granite knob had been called many things by a dozen civilizations, and it had
endured much. Now it was known as Mount Prophet Elias.
Dusk faded on the waters of the bay far
below. The bay was circular, surrounded by cliffs a thousand feet high, the
caldera of a volcanic explosion that destroyed two thirds of the island,
destroyed the Minoan Empire, created the legends of Atlantis. Now a new black
island, evil in appearance and barren, rose in the center of the bay. The
Greeks called it the New Burnt Land, and the islanders knew that some day it
too would explode, as Thera had exploded so many times before.
Fiery streaks reflected in the bay.
Something burned blue‑white overhead. In the west the golden glow faded,
not to black, but to a strange curdled green‑and‑orange glow, a
back drop for the meteors. Once again Phaethon drove the chariot of the sun....
The meteors came every few seconds! Ice chips
struck atmosphere and burned in a flash. Snowballs streaked down, burning
greenish‑white. Earth was deep in the coma of Hamner‑Brown.
"Funny hobby, for us," said
Willis.
"Sky watching? I've always loved the
sky," MacDonald said. "You don't see me digging in New York, do you?
The desert places, where the air's clear, where men have watched the stars for
ten thousand years, that's where you find old civilizations. But I've never
seen the sky like this."
"I wonder what it looked like after
you‑know‑what."
MacDonald shrugged in the near‑dark.
"Plato didn't describe it. But the Hittites said a stone god rose from the
sea to challenge the sky. Maybe they saw the cloud. Or there are things in the
Bible, you could take them as eyewitness accounts, but from a long way away.
You wouldn't have wanted to be near when Thera went off."
Willis didn't answer, and small wonder. A
great greenish light drew fire across the sky, moving up, lasting for seconds
before it burst and died. Willis found himself looking east. His lips pursed in
a soundless Oh. Then, "Mac! Turn around!"
MacDonald turned.
The curdled sky was rising like a
curtain; you could see beneath the edge. The edge was perfectly straight, a few
degrees above the horizon. Above was the green‑and‑orange glow of
the comet's coma. Below, blackness in which stars glowed.
"The Earth's shadow," MacDonald
said. "A shadow cast through the coma. I wish my wife had lived to see
this. Just another year . . ."
A great light glared behind them. Willis
turned. It sank slowly—too bright to see, blinding, drowning the background
.—Willis stared into it. God, what was it? Sinking . . . faded.
"I hope you hid your eyes,"
MacDonald said.
Willis saw only agony. He blinked; it made
no difference. He said, "I think I'm blind." He reached out, patted
rock, seeking the reassurance of a human hand.
Softly MacDonald said, "I don't
think it matters."
Rage flared and died. That quickly,
Willis knew what he meant. MacDonald's hands took his wrists and moved them
around a rock. "Hug that tight. I'll tell you what I see."
"Right."
MacDonald's speech seemed hurried.
"When the light went out I opened my eyes. For a moment I think I saw
something like a violet searchlight beam going up, then it was gone. But it
came from behind the horizon. We'll have some time."
"Thera's a bad luck island,"
Willis said. He could see nothing, not even darkness.
"Did you ever wonder why they still
build here? Some of the houses are hundreds of years old. Eruptions every few
centuries. But they always come back. For that matter, whattre we doing—Alex, I
can see the tidal wave. It gets taller every second. I don't know if it'll
reach this high or not. Brace yourself for the air shock wave, though."
"Ground shock first. I guess this is
the end of Greek civilization."
"I suppose so. And a new Atlantis
legend, if anyone lives to tell it. The curtain's still rising. Streamlines
from the nucleus in the west, Earth's black shadow in the east, meteors
everywhere. . ." MacDonald's voice trailed off.
"What?"
"I closed my eyes. But it was
northeast! and huge!"
"Greg, who named Mount Prophet
Elias? It's too bloody appropriate."
The ground shock ripped through and
beneath Thera, through the magma channel that the sea bed had covered thirty‑five
hundred years before. Willis felt the rock wrench at his arms. Then Thera
exploded. A shock wave of live steam laced with lava tore him away and killed
him instantly. Seconds later the tsunami rolled across the raw orange wound.
Nobody would live to tell of the second
Thera explosion.
Mabel
Hawker fanned her cards and smiled inwardly. Twenty points: Her hand was a good
one. Her partner, unfortunately, wasn't. The way Bea Anderson was bidding,
they'd be out a hundred dollars by the time the plane landed at JFK.
The 747 was high above New Jersey in its
descent into New York. Mabel and Chet and the Andersons were seated around a
table in the first‑class section, too far from the windows to see
anything. Mabel regretted the bridge game. She'd never seen New York from the
air; but she didn't want the Andersons to know that.
The windows flashed again.
"Your bid, May," Chet said.
People in the window seats were craning
out. First class buzzed with voices, and Mabel heard the fear that lies buried
in every passenger's mind. She said, "Sorry. Two diamonds."
"Four hearts," Bea Anderson
said, and Mabel cringed.
There was a soft ping. The sign lit:
"FASTEN SEAT BELTS."
"This is Captain Ferrar," said
a friendly voice. "We don't know what that flash was, but we'll ask you to
fasten your seat belts, just in case. Whatever it was, it was a long way behind
us." The pilot's voice was very calm and reassuring.
Did Bea have a jump bid? Oh, Lord, did
she even know what an opening "two diamonds" meant? Have to bull it
through. ...
There was a sound: like something very
large being slowly torn in two. Suddenly the 747 was laboring, surging forward.
She'd read that experienced travelers
kept their seats belts fastened loosely, so she had done that. Now Mabel
deliberately unfastened the belt, laid her cards face‑down, and lurched
toward a pair of empty window seats.
"Mother, should you do that?"
Chet asked.
Mabel winced. She hated being called
"Mother." It sounded country hick. She sprawled across the seats and
looked out.
The big plane nosed down, diving, as the
pilots tried to compensate for a sudden tail wind moving nearly with the speed
of the plane. The wings lost all lift. The 747 fell like a leaf, yawing,
lurching, as the pilots fought to hold her.
Mabel saw New York City ahead in the
distance. There was the Empire State Building, there the Statue of Liberty,
there the World Trade Center, looking just as she'd imagined them, but poking
out of a landscape tilted at forty‑five degrees. Somewhere out there her
daughter would be going to JFK to meet her parents and introduce the boy she
was going to marry. .. .
Flaps were sliding from the wing's
trailing edge. The plane lurched and shuddered, and Mabel's cards flew like
startled butterflies. She felt the plane surging upward, pulling out of its
dive.
Far above, black clouds ran like a
curtain across the sky, faster than the plane, sparking with lightning as they
moved. Lightning everywhere. An enormous bolt struck the Statue of Liberty and
played along the grande dame's upraised torch Then lightning struck the plane.
Beyond
Ocean Boulevard there was a bluff. At the bottom of the bluff, the Pacific
Coast Highway, and then the sea. At the edge of the bluff the bearded man
watched the horizon with a look of surpassing joy.
The light had flashed only for a second
or two, but blindingly. Its afterimage was a blue balloon in the bearded man's
field of view. A red glow . . . strange lighting effects outlining a vertical
pillar . . . He turned with a happy smile. "Pray!" he called.
"The Day of Judgment is here!"
A dozen passersby had stopped to stare.
Mostly they ignored him, though he was a most impressive figure, with his eyes
glowing with happiness and his thick black beard marked with two snow‑white
tufts at the chin. But one turned and answered. "It's your Day of Judgment
if you don't step back. Earthquake."
The bearded man turned away.
The black man in the expensive business
suit called more urgently. "If you're on the cliff when it falls, you'll
miss most of Judgment Day. Come on now!"
The bearded man nodded as if to himself.
He turned and strolled back to join the other on the sidewalk. "Thank you,
brother."
The earth shuddered and groaned.
The bearded man kept his feet. He saw
that the man in the brown suit was kneeling, and now he knelt too. The earth shook,
and parts of the bluff fell away. It would have carried the bearded man with it
if he hadn't moved.
"For He cometh," the bearded
man shouted. "For He cometh to judge the Earth . . ."
The businessman joined in the psalm
". . . and with righteousness to judge the world, and the peoples with His
truth."
Others joined. The heaving earth buckled
and rolled. "Glory be to the Father and—"
A sharp sudden shock threw them to the
ground. They scrambled back to their knees. The shaking stopped, and some of
the group hurried away, looking for cars, running inland.
"Oh, ye Heavens, bless ye the
Lord," the bearded man cried. Those who had stayed joined in the canticle.
The responses were easy to learn, and the bearded man knew all the versicles.
There were surfers out in the water. They
had floated through the violent upheavals. Now they were invisible in a
blinding curtain of salt rain. Many of the bearded man's group ran away into the
wet darkening. Still he prayed, and others from the apartments across the
street joined him.
"Oh, ye Seas and Floods, bless ye
the Lord: praise Him and magnify Him forever."
The rains came hard, but just in front of
the bearded man and his flock a trick combination of winds drove a clear path
that let them see down the bluff to the deserted beach. The waters were
receding, boiling away to leave small things flopping on the rainy wet sands.
"Oh, ye Whales, and all that move in
the waters, bless ye the Lord...."
The canticle ended. They knelt in the
driving rain and flashing lightning. The bearded man thought he saw, far away,
through the rain and beyond the receding waters, beyond that to the horizon,
the ocean was rising in a hump, a straight wall across the world. "Save
us, Oh God: for the waters are come in, even unto my soul," the bearded
man cried. The others did not know the psalm, but they listened quietly. An
ominous rumble came from the ocean. "I stick fast in the deep mire, where
no ground is; I am come into deep waters, so that the floods run over me."
But no, the bearded man thought. The rest
of that psalm is not appropriate. Not at all. He began again. "The Lord is
my shepherd. I shall not want."
The water rushed forward. They finished
the psalm. One of the women stood.
"Pray now," the bearded man
said.
The noise from the sea drowned out all
other words, and a curtain of rain swept over them, warm rain to hide the sea
and waves. It came in a rush, a towering wall of water higher than the highest
buildings, an onrushing juggernaut of water foaming gray and white at the base,
rising as a green curtain. The bearded man saw a tiny object moving across the
face of the water. Then the wall swept over him and his flock.
Gil rested face‑down on the board,
thinking slow thoughts, waiting with the others for the one big wave. Water
sloshed under his belly. Hot sunlight broiled his back. Other surfboards bobbed
in a line on either side of him.
Jeanine caught his eye and smiled a lazy
smile full of promises and memories. Her husband would be out of town for three
more days. Gil's answering grin said nothing. He was waiting for a wave. There
wouldn't be very good waves here at Santa Monica's Muscle Beach, but Jeanine's
apartment was near, and there'd be other waves on other days.
The houses and apartments on the bluff
above bobbed up and down. They looked bright and new, not like the houses on
Malibu Beach where the buildings always looked older than they were. Yet even
here there were signs of age. Entropy ran fast at the line between sea and
land. Gil was young, like all the young men bobbing on the water this fine
morning. He was seventeen, burned brown, his longish hair bleached nearly
white, belly muscles like the discrete plates of an armadillo. He was glad to
look older than he was. He hadn't needed to pay for a place to stay or food to
eat since his father threw him out of the house. There were always older women.
If he thought about Jeanine's husband, it
was with friendly amusement. He was no threat to the man. He wanted nothing
permanent. She could be making out with some guy who'd want her money on a
permanent basis....
He squinted against the brilliance. It
flared and he closed his eyes. That was a reflex; wave reflections were a
common thing out here. The flare died against his closed eyelids, and he looked
out to sea. Wave coming?
He saw a fiery cloud lift beyond the
horizon. He studied it, squinting, making himself believe . . .
"Big wave coming," he called, and rose to his knees.
Corey called, "Where?"
"You'll see it," Gil called
confidently. He turned his board and paddled out to sea, bending almost until
his cheek touched the board, using long, deep sweeps of his long arms. He was
scared shitless, but nobody would ever know it.
"Wait for me!" Jeanine called.
Gil continued paddling. Others followed,
but only the strongest could keep up. Corey pulled abreast of him.
"I saw the fireball!" he
shouted. He panted with effort. "It's Lucifer's Hammer! Tidal wave!"
Gil said nothing. Talk was discouraged
out here, but the others jabbered among themselves, and Gil paddled even
faster, leaving them. A man ought to be alone during a thing like this. He was
beginning to grasp the fact of death.
Rain came, and he paddled on. He glanced
back to see the houses and bluff receding, going uphill, leaving an enormous
stretch of new beach, gleaming wet. Lightning flared along the hills above
Malibu.
The hills had changed. The orderly
buildings of Santa Monica had tumbled into heaps.
The horizon went up.
Death. Inevitable. If death was
inevitable, what was left? Style, only style. Gil went on paddling, riding the
receding waters until motion was gone. He was a long way out now. He turned his
board, and waited.
Others caught up and turned, spread
across hundreds of yards in the rainy waters. If they spoke, Gil couldn't hear
them. There was a terrifying rumble behind him. Gil waited a moment longer, then
paddled like mad, sure deep strokes, doing it well and truly.
He was sliding downhill, down the big
green wall, and the water was lifting hard beneath him, so that he rested on
knees and elbows with the blood pouring into his face, bugging his eyes,
starting a nosebleed. The pressure was enormous, unhearable, then it eased.
With the speed he'd gained he turned the board, scooting down and sideways
along the nearly vertical wall, balancing on knees . . .
He stood up. He needed more angle, more.
If he could reach the peak of the wave he'd be out of it, he could actually
live through this! Ride it out, ride it out, and do it well....
Other boards had turned too. He saw them ahead
of him above and below on the green wall. Corey had turned the wrong way. He
shot beneath Gil's feet, moving faster than hell and looking terrified.
They swept toward the bluff. They were
higher than the bluff. The beach house and the Santa Monica pier with its
carousel and all the yachts anchored nearby slid beneath the waters. Then they
were looking down on streets and cars. Gil had a momentary glimpse of a bearded
man kneeling with others; then the waters swept on past. The base of the wall was
churning chaos, white foam and swirling debris and thrashing bodies and
tumbling cars.
Below him now was Santa Monica Boulevard.
The wave swept over the Mall, adding the wreckage of shops and shoppers and
potted trees and bicycles to the crashing foam below. As the wave engulfed each
low building he braced himself for the shock, squatting low. The board slammed
against his feet and he nearly lost it; he saw Tommy Schumacher engulfed, gone,
his board bounding high and whirling crazily. Only two boards left now.
The wave's frothing peak was far, far
above him; the churning base was much too close. His legs shrieked in the agony
of exhaustion. One board left ahead of him, ahead and below. Who? It didn't
matter; he saw it dip into chaos, gone. Gil risked a quick look back: nobody
there. He was alone on the ultimate wave.
Oh, God, if he lived to tell this tale,
what a movie it would make! Bigger than The Endless Summer, bigger than The
Towering Inferno: a stirring movie with ten million in special effects! If only
his legs would hold! He already had a world record, he must be at least a mile
inland, no one had ever ridden a wave for a mile! But the frothing, purling
peak was miles overhead and the Barrington Apartments, thirty stories tall, was
coming at him like a flyswatter.
What
was once a comet is a pitiful remnant, a double handful of flying hills and
boulders of dirty ice. Earth's gravitational field has spread them across the
sky. They may still reach the halo, but they can never rejoin.
Craters glow across the face of the
Earth. The sea strikes glow as brightly as the land strikes; but the sea
strikes are growing smaller. Walls of water hover around them, edging inward.
The water hovers two miles high around
the Pacific strike. Its edges boil frantically. The pressure of expanding live
steam holds back the walls of water.
And the hot vapor goes up in a column
clear as glass, carrying salt from vaporized seawater, and silt from the sea
bottom, and recondensed rock from the strike itself. At the limits of Earth's
atmosphere it begins to spread in an expanding whirlpool.
Megatons of live steam begin to cool.
Water condenses first around dust and larger particles. What falls out of the
pattern are the heavier globules of mud. Some join as they fall. They are still
hot. In the drier air below, some water evaporates.
Hammerfall:
Two
O! Sinner man, where you going to run to?
O,
sinner man, where you going to run to?
O,
sinner man, where you going to run to?
All
on that day.
The TV store was closed. It wouldn't open
for an hour. Tim Hamner searched frantically—a bar, a barbershop, anyplace that
might have TV—but he saw nothing.
He thought fleetingly of taxis, but that
was silly. Los Angeles taxis didn't cruise. They'd come if you called them, but
it might be forever. No. He wasn't going to get to JPL— and Hamner‑Brown's
nucleus must be passing right now! The astronauts would see it all, and send
their films down to Earth, and Tim Hamner wouldn't see any of it.
The police had removed some of the
Wardens, but that had no effect on the traffic jam. Too many abandoned cars.
And now what? Tim thought. Maybe I can . . .
It was as if a flashbulb had gone off
behind him: blink and gone. Tim blinked. What exactly had he seen? There was
nothing to the south but the green‑brown hills of Griffith Park, with two
horseback riders trotting along the trail.
Tim frowned, then thoughtfully walked
back toward his car. There was a telephone in it, and he might as well summon a
taxi.
Two white‑robed Wardens, one with
red trim on a tailormade robe, came toward him. Tim avoided them. They stopped
another pedestrian. "Pray, ye people! It is even now the hour, but it is
not yet too late ..."
The horns and shouts of anger had reached a crescendo when he got
to his car—
The earth moved. A sudden, sharp motion,
then something more gentle. Buildings shook. A plate‑glass window crashed
somewhere nearby. There were more sounds of falling glass. Tim could hear them
because the car horns were suddenly quiet. It was as if everyone were frozen in
place. A few people came out of the supermarket. Others stood in doorways,
ready to get outside if it continued.
Then nothing. The horns began. People
were yelling and screaming. Tim unlocked the car and reached inside for the
radiophone—
The earth moved again. There were more
sounds of falling glass, and someone screamed. Then, once again, silence. A flight
of crows came winging out of the wooded patch at the corner of the Disney lot.
They screamed at the people below, but no one paid any attention. The seconds
stretched on, and the horns were once again beginning to sound when Tim was
thrown violently to the asphalt parking lot.
This time it didn't stop. The ground
shook and rolled and shook again, and whenever Tim tried to get up he was
thrown down again, and it seemed that it would never stop.
The chair was on its back under a pile of
catalogs, and Eileen was in it. Her head hurt. Her skirt was around her hips.
She rolled out of the chair very slowly
and carefully, because there was shattered glass all the hell over the place,
and pulled her skirt down. Her nylons were in ruins. There was a long, thin
smear of blood along her left calf, and she watched afraid to touch the spot,
until she was certain there was no more blood coming out of her leg.
The front office was a chaos of catalogs,
broken glass coffee table, tumbled shelving and the remains of the big plate‑glass
window. She shook her head dizzily. Silly thoughts boiled in her head. How
could one window have had so much glass? Then, as her head cleared, she
realized that each of those heavy shelves and their books had missed her head
as it fell. She sagged against the receptionist's desk, dizzy.
She saw Joe Corrigan.
The plate‑glass window had fallen
inward, and Corrigan had been sitting next to it. Pieces of glass lay all about
him. Eileen staggered to him and knelt, cutting her knee on a glass sliver. A‑dagger‑size
glass lance had gouged his cheek and bitten deep into his throat. Blood pooled
beneath the wound but there was no more flowing out. His eyes and mouth were
wide open.
Eileen pulled the glass splinter free.
She covered the wound with her palm, surprised that it wasn't bleeding more.
What do you do about a throat wound? There were police outside, one of them
would know. She took a deep breath, made ready to scream. Then she listened.
There were plenty of people screaming.
Others were shouting. The noises from outside were chaotic. People, and
rumbling sounds, as if buildings were still falling. Automobile horns, at least
two, jammed on, not quite steady, wavering in mechanical agony. Nobody was
going to hear Eileen call for help.
She looked down at Corrigan. She couldn't
feel a pulse. She probed at the other side of his neck. No pulse there. She
found a tuft of fuzz from the rug and put it on his nostrils. It didn't even
quiver. But that's crazy, she thought. The neck wound couldn't have killed him,
not yet! He was dead, though. Heart attack?
She got up slowly. Salt tears rolled down
her cheek. They had the taste of dust. Automatically she brushed at her hair
and her skirt before going outside, and she felt an impulse to laugh. She
choked it down. If she started that, she wouldn't stop.
There were more sounds from out there.
Ugly sounds, but she had to get outside. There were police outside, and one was
Eric Larsen. She started to call to him, then she saw what was happening and
she stood quietly in the ruined doorway.
Patrolman Eric Larsen was from Kansas. To
him the earthquake was completely disorienting, completely terrifying. His urge
was to run in circles, flapping his arms and squawking. He couldn't even get to
his feet. He tried, and was thrown down each time, and presently decided to
stay there. He put his head in his arms and closed his eyes. He tried to think
of the TV script he could write when this was over, but he couldn't
concentrate.
There was noise. The Earth groaned like
an angry bull. That's a poetic image, where did I hear it? But there was more,
cars crashing, buildings crashing, concrete falling, and everywhere people
screaming, some in fear, some in rage, some just screaming. Eventually the
ground stopped moving. Eric Larsen opened his eyes.
His world had come apart. Buildings were
broken or tilted, cars wrecked, the street itself buckled and crumpled. The
parking lot was a jigsaw of asphalt at crazy angles. The supermarket across the
street had fallen in on itself, walls collapsing, roof tumbled. People dragged
themselves out of it. Still Eric waited, willing to take his lead from the
natives. Tornadoes in Kansas, earthquakes in California: The natives would know
what to do.
But they didn't. They stood, those few
remaining, blinking in the bright, cloudless summer day, or they lay on the
ground in bloody heaps, or they screamed and ran in circles.
Eric looked for his partner. Regulation blue
trousers and black shoes protruded from under a load of plumbing supplies
fallen from a truck. A crate labeled "Silent Plush" stood where the
head should have been. The crate was very flat on the ground. Eric shuddered
and got to his feet. He couldn't go near that crate. Not just yet. He started
toward the supermarket, wondering when the ambulances would come, looking for a
senior officer to tell him what to do.
Three burly men in flannel shirts stood
near a station wagon. One walked completely around it, inspecting for damage.
The wagon was heavily loaded. A porch with a railing of ornamental iron
scrollwork had dropped through the back end. The men cursed loudly. One dug
into the back of the wagon. He took out shotguns and handed them to his friends.
"We won't get out of here because of those motherfuckers." The man's
voice was quiet and strangely calm. Eric could barely hear him.
The others nodded and began thrusting
shells into their guns. They didn't look back at Eric Larsen. When the guns
were loaded, the three raised them to their shoulders and aimed at a dozen
Wardens. The white‑robed preachers screamed and pulled at their chains.
Then the shotguns went off in volley.
Eric put his hand to his pistol, then
drew it away quickly. Hell! He walked toward the men, his knees unsteady. They
were reloading.
"Don't do that," Eric said.
The men jumped at the voice. They turned
to see police blue. They frowned, their eyes wide, their expressions uncertain.
Eric stared back. He had already noticed the "SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL
POLICE" bumper sticker on the station wagon.
The oldest of the three men snorted.
"It's over! That was the end of civilization you just saw, don't you
understand?"
And suddenly Eric did understand. There
weren't going to be any ambulances to take the injured to hospitals. Startled,
Eric looked back down Alameda, toward the place where St. Joseph's was. He saw
nothing but buckled streets and collapsed houses. Had St. Joseph's been visible
from here? Eric couldn't remember.
The spokesman for the men was still
shouting. "Those motherfuckers kept us from getting up into the hills!
What use are they?" He looked down at his empty shotgun. It lay open in
his hand. His other hand held two shells, and kept straying toward the breech
of the gun, not quite inserting them.
"I don't know," Eric said.
"Are you going to be the first man to start shooting policemen?" He
let his eyes go to the bumper sticker. The burly man's followed, then looked
down at the street. "Are you?" Eric repeater
"No."
"Good. Now give me the
shotgun."
"I need it—"
"So do I," Eric said.
"Your friends have others."
"Am I under arrest?"
"Where would I take you? I need your
shotgun. That's all."
The man nodded. "Okay."
"The shells, too," Eric said.
His voice took on a note of urgency.
"All right."
"Now get out of here," Eric
said. He held the shotgun without loading it. The Wardens, the few that
survived, watched in silent horror. "Thank you," Eric said. He turned
away, not caring where the burly men went.
I've just watched Murder One and done
nothing about it, he told himself. He walked briskly away from the traffic jam.
It was as if his mind were no longer connected to his body, and his body knew
where it was going.
The sky to the southwest was strange.
Clouds flew overhead, formed and vanished as in a speeded‑up film. It was
all familiar to Eric Larsen, as familiar as the way the air felt in his
sinuses. Anyone from Topeka would know. Tornado weather. When the air feels
like this, and the sky looks that way, you head for the nearest basement,
taking a radio and a canteen of water.
It's a good mile to the Burbank City
Jail, Eric thought. He studied the sky judiciously. I can make it. He walked
briskly toward the jail. Eric Larsen was still a civilized man.
Eileen watched the incident in horror.
She hadn't heard the conversation, but what happened was plain enough. The
police . . . weren't police any longer.
Two of the Wardens were messily dead,
five more writhed in the agony of mortal wounds, and the rest were writhing to
free themselves from the chains. One of the Wardens had a pair of bolt cutters.
Eileen recognized them. Joe Corrigan had given them to the police only minutes,
or lifetimes, before.
The scene outside was incomprehensible.
People lay in heaps, or dragged themselves from ruined shops. One man had
climbed on top of a wrecked truck. He sat on the cab, feet dangling over the
windshield, and drank deeply from a bottle of whiskey. Every now and again he
looked up and laughed.
Anyone wearing a white robe was in
danger. For the Wardens in chains it was a nightmare. Hundreds of enraged
drivers, more hundreds of passengers, many fleeing the city, not really expecting
Hammerfall but heading out just in case —and the Wardens had stopped them. Most
of the people in the street were still lying flat on their backs, or wandering
aimlessly, but there were enough men and women converging on the robed and
chained Wardens, and each carrying something heavy—tire irons, tire chains,
jack handles, a baseball bat . . .
Eileen stood in the doorway. She glanced
back at Corrigan's body. Two vertical lines deepened between her eyes as she
watched Patrolman Larsen's retreating back. A riot was starting out there, and
the only cop was walking away, fast, after calmly watching murder. It wasn't a
world Eileen understood.
World. What had happened to the world?
Gingerly she picked her way back through the broken glass toward her office.
Thank God for medium heels, she thought. Glass crunched underfoot. She moved as
quickly as she could, without a glance at the smashed goods and broken shelves
and sagging walls.
A length of pipe, torn loose from the
ceiling, had half crushed her desk, smashing the glass top. The pipe was
heavier than anything she had ever lifted before, and she grunted with the
effort, but it moved. She pulled her purse from underneath, then scrambled
about looking for the portable radio. It seemed undamaged.
Nothing but static. She thought she heard
a few words in the static. Someone shouting "Hammerfall!" over and
over again, or was that in her head? No matter. There was no useful
information.
Or, rather, there was, in that fact
itself. This wasn't a local disaster. The San Andreas had let go. Okay, but
there were plenty of radio stations in southern California, and not all of them
were near the fault. One or more should still be broadcasting, and Eileen knew
of nothing an earthquake could do that would cause so much static.
Static. She went on through the back of
the store. She found another body there, one of the warehousemen. She knew from
the coveralls; there wouldn't have been any point in looking for a face. Or for
an upper torso, either, not under that.... The door to the alley was jammed.
She pulled and it moved, slightly, and she pulled again, bracing her cut knee
against the wall and straining as hard as she could. It opened just far enough
to let her squeeze through, and she went out and looked up at the sky.
Black clouds, roiling, and rain beginning
to fall. Salt rain. Lightning flashed overhead.
The alley was blocked with rubble. Her
car couldn't possibly get through. She stopped and used the mirror from her
purse, found a Kleenex and wiped away the dirty tear streaks and blood; not
that it mattered a damn how she looked, but it made her feel better.
More rain fell. Darkness and lightning
overhead, and salt rain. What did that mean? A big ocean strike? Tim had tried
to tell her, but she hadn't listened; it had so little to do with real life.
She thought about Tim as she hurried down the alley, back toward Alameda
because it was the only way she could go, and when she got to the street she
couldn't believe what she was seeing. Tim was there, in the middle of a riot.
The
earthquake rolled Tim Hamner under his car. He stayed there, waiting for the
next shock, until he smelled gasoline. Then he came out, fast, crawling across
the buckled pavement, staying on hands and knees.
He heard screams of terror and agony, and
new sounds: concrete smashing on street pavement, concrete punching through
metal car bodies, an endless tinkle of falling glass. And still he couldn't
believe. He got up, trembling.
People in white robes, blue uniforms,
street clothes, lay sprawled on shattered street and sidewalks. Some moved.
Some did not. Some were obviously dead, twisted or crushed. Cars had been
overturned or smashed together or crushed by falling masonry. No building stood
intact. The smell of gasoline was strong in his nostrils. He reached for a
cigarette, jerked his hand violently away, then thoughtfully put his lighter in
a back pocket, where he'd have to think before finding it.
A three‑story building had lost its
east face; the glass and brick had disintegrated, spilling outward across the
parking lot and side street almost as far as where Tim Hamner had been lying. A
chunk with part of a bay window in it had dropped through the passenger section
of Hamner's car. Gasoline ran from it in a spreading pool.
From somewhere he heard screams. He tried
to shut them out. He couldn't think of anything to do. Then the riot spilled
around the corner.
It was led by three men in white robes.
They were not screaming; they were panting, and saving all their breath for it.
The screaming came from those behind them, and not from those in the lead.
One of the robed ones screamed at last.
"Help! Please!" he screamed at Tim Hamner and ran toward him.
The mob pursued. They were looking at Tim
Hamner, all those eyes at once, and he thought, They'll believe I'm with them!
Then a worse thought: I could be recognized. As the man who invented the
Hammer....
Time was too short to consider the idea.
Tim reached into the trunk and brought out the portable tape unit. The robed
youth running toward him had a wispy blond beard and a lean face set in classic
lines of terror. Tim shoved his microphone toward the Warden and said loudly,
"One moment, please, sir. Just how—"
Insulted and betrayed, the man swiped at
the microphone and ran past him. The other two fugitives, and most of the mob,
had continued on down the street—toward the dead end, and of course that was a
pity. Some burly types ran past Tim, chasing the robed man into the broken
building. One stopped, panting, and looked at Tim.
Hamner lifted the microphone again.
"Sir? Have you any idea how all this happened?"
"Hell, yes . . . buddy. Those sons
of bitches . . . those Wardens blocked us off just as we . . . were taking off
for Big Bear. They were . . . going to stop the comet by praying. Didn't . . .
work, and they . . . trapped us here, and we've . . . already killed about . .
. half of the motherfuckers."
It was working! Somehow nobody ever
thinks of killing a newsman. Too vividly public, maybe: The whole world is
watching. Other rioters had stopped, were crowding around, but not as if they
were waiting their turn to kill Tim Hamner. They were waiting for a chance to
speak.
"Who you with?" one demanded
"KNBS," Tim said. He fumbled in
his pockets for the press‑card Harvey Randall had given him. There it
was. Tim flashed it, but kept his thumb over the name.
"Can you get a message out?"
the man demanded. "Send for—"
Tim shook his head. "This is a
recorder, not a remote unit. The rest of the crew will be here soon. I
hope." He turned back to the first man. "How are you planning to get
out now?"
"Don't know. Walk out, I
guess." He seemed to have lost interest in the fleeing Wardens.
"Thank you, sir. Would you mind
signing . . ." Tim brought out a stack of NBS release forms. The big man
stepped back as if they'd been scorpions. He looked thoughtful for a second.
"Forget it, buddy." He turned
and walked away. Others followed, and the whole crowd melted away, leaving Tim
alone by the ruins of his car.
Hamner put the press card into his shirt
pocket, adjusting it so that the big lettering, PRESS, was visible, but his
name wasn't. Then he put the recorder's strap over his shoulder. He also
carried the microphone and a stack of release forms. It was all heavy and
awkward, but it was worth it. He did not laugh.
Alameda was filled with horrors. A woman
dressed in an expensive pant‑quit was jumping up and down on a lumpy white
robe. Tim looked away. When he looked back, there were more people swarming
around him. They carried bloody tire irons. A man swung toward him, swung an
enormous handgun toward Tim's navel. Tim pointed the microphone at him.
"Excuse me, sir. How did you manage to get trapped in this mess?" The
man cried as he told his tale....
There was someone at Tim's elbow. Hamner
hesitated, not wanting to look away; the man with the gun was still talking,
tears of rage running down his face, and his gun still pointed at Tim's navel.
He looked earnestly into Hamner's eyes. Whatever he saw, he hadn't fired
yet....
Who the devil was that? Someone reaching
for the release forms—
Eileen! Eileen Hancock? Tim held the
microphone motionless as Eileen stepped briskly to his side. He let her take
the release forms.
"Okay, Chief, I'm here," she
said. "Bit of trouble back there. . . ."
Tim almost fainted. She wasn't going to
blow his cover, thank God she had brains for that. Tim nodded, his eyes still fixed
on his interview subject. "Glad you got here," Tim said from the
corner of his mouth, speaking low as if worried about ruining the interview. He
did not smile.
". . . and if I see another of the
sons of bitches I'll kill him too!"
"Thank you, sir," Tim said
gravely. "I don't suppose you'd care to sign—"
"Sign? Sign what?"
"A release form."
The gun swung up to point at Tim's face.
"You bastard!" the man screamed.
"Anonymous subject," Eileen
said. "Sir—you do know there's a newspersons' shield law in California,
don't you?"
"What—"
"We can't be forced to reveal our
sources," Eileen said. "You don't need to worry. It's the law."
"Oh." The man looked around.
The other rioters had gone, somewhere, and it was raining. He looked at Tim,
and at Eileen, and at the gun in his hand. There were more tears. Then he
turned and walked away. After a few steps he ran.
Somewhere a woman screamed, short and
sharp. The background noise was screams and moans and thunder, thunder always,
and very near. A brisk wind had risen. Two men were atop an intact car with a
shoulder‑carried television camera. No way to tell how long they'd been
there, but they were all alone on an island of privacy. And so were Tim and
Eileen.
"Rioters are publicity‑shy,"
Tim said. "Glad to see you. I'd forgotten you work around here."
"Worked," Eileen said. She
pointed toward the ruins of Corrigan's. "I don't suppose anyone will be
selling plumbing supplies . . ."
"Not from Burbank," Tim said. "I am glad to see
you. You know that, don't you? What do we do now?"
"You're the expert."
Lightning crackled nearby. The hills of
Griffith Park were aflame with blue flashes.
"High ground," Tim said.
"And fast."
Eileen looked puzzled. She pointed at the
lightning.
"That might hit us," he agreed.
"But we've a better chance out of this river valley. Feel the rain? And
there may be . . ."
"Yes?"
"Tidal wave," Tim said.
"Jesus. It's real, isn't it? This
way, then. Up into the Verdugo Hills. We can hike across. How much time do we
have?"
"I don't know. Depends on where it
hit. They hit, probably," Tim was surprised at how calm his voice was.
Eileen began walking. East on Alameda.
The route led toward the head of the traffic jam, where the huddled bodies of
the Wardens lay. As they got near, a car roared off through the intersection,
into a filling station beyond, then onto the sidewalk. It squeezed through
between a wall and a telephone pole, scraping paint off the right side.
The car that had been behind it was now
clear, and it was unlocked. Keys dangled in the ignition. Eileen waved Tim
toward it. "How good a driver are you?" she demanded.
"Okay."
"I'll drive," she said firmly.
"I'm damned good at it." She got into the driver's seat and started
the car. It was an elderly Chrysler, once a luxury car. Now the rugs were worn
and it had ugly stains on the seat covers. When the motor turned over with a
steady purr, Tim thought it the most beautiful car he'd ever seen.
Eileen took the route of the previous
car. They drove over a white robe, bump; she didn't slow. The space between the
telephone pole and the wall was narrow, but she went through it at speed,
twenty miles an hour anyway, without worrying about it. Tim held his breath
until they were through.
The street curved gently ahead of them.
There were cars jammed in both lanes of traffic, and Eileen kept on the
sidewalk, veering off into yards when she had to to avoid more utility poles.
She drove through rose beds and manicured lawns until they were past the
traffic jam.
"Lord God, you are a good
driver," Tim said.
Eileen didn't look up. She was busy
avoiding obstructions. Some of the obstructions were people. "Should we
warn them?" she asked.
"Would it do any good? But
yes," Tim said. He opened the window on his side. The rain was coming down
hard now, and the salt stung his eyes. "Get to high ground," he
shouted. "Tidal waves. Flood! Get to high ground," he shouted into
the rising wind. People stared at him as they went by. A few looked around
wildly, and once Tim saw a man grab a woman and dash for a car in sudden
decision.
They turned a corner, and there were red
flames. A whole block of houses was burning out of control, burning despite the
rain. The wind blew flaming chips into the air.
Another time they slowed to avoid rubble
in the street. A woman ran toward them carrying a bundled blanket. Before
Eileen could accelerate, the woman had reached the car. She thrust the blanket
in the window. "His name is John!" she shouted. "Take care of
him!"
"But—don't you want—"
Tim couldn't finish. The woman had turned
away. "Two more back there!" she screamed. "John. John Mason. Remember
his name!"
Eileen speeded up again. Tim opened the
bundle. There was a baby in it. It didn't move. Tim felt for a heartbeat, and
his hand came out covered with blood. It was bright red, copper blood, and the
smell filled the car despite the warm salt smell of the rain.
"Dead," Tim said.
"Throw him out," Eileen said.
"But—"
"We aren't going to eat him. We
won't be that hungry."
It shocked Tim, so much that he thrust
the baby out the window and let go. "I—it felt like I was letting some of
my life drop onto that pavement," he said.
"Do you think I like it?"
Eileen's voice was pinched. Tim looked at her in alarm; there were tears
streaming down her cheeks. "That woman thinks she saved her child. At
least she thinks that. It's all we could have done for her."
"Yes," Tim said gently.
"If . . . When. When we've got to
high ground, when we know what's happening, we can start thinking civilization
again," Eileen said. "Until then, we survive."
"If we can."
"We will." She drove on, grimly. The rain was coming
down so hard that she couldn't see, despite the windshield wipers speeding
away, smearing grime and salt water across the windshield.
The Golden State Freeway had cracked. The
underpass was blocked with wreckage. A tangle of cars and a large gasoline tank
truck lay in the midst of a spreading pool of fire.
"Jesus," Tim said. "That's
. . . shouldn't we stop?"
"What for?" Eileen turned left
and drove parallel to the freeway. "Anyone who's going to survive that has
got out already."
They were driving through a residential
area. The houses had mostly survived intact. They both felt relief; for a few
moments there was no one hurt, broken or dying. They found another underpass,
and Eileen drove toward it.
The way had been blocked by a traffic
barrier. Someone had torn down the barrier. Eileen drove through it. As she
did, another car came out of the rain ahead. It dashed past, horn screaming.
"Why would anyone be going into the
valley?" Tim demanded.
"Wives. Sweethearts. Children,"
Eileen said. They were climbing now. When the way was blocked by twisted
remains of buildings and cars, Eileen turned left, bearing north and east
always. They passed the ruins of a hospital. Police in blue, nurses in rain‑soaked
white poked at the wreckage. One of the policemen stopped and looked at them.
Tim leaned out the window and screamed at him. "Get to high ground! Flood!
Tidal wave! High ground!"
The policeman waved, then turned back to
the wreckage of the hospital.
Tim stared moodily at the swirling smears
on the windshield. He blinked back tears of his own.
Eileen had a moment to glance at him. Her
hand touched his before returning to the wheel. "We couldn't have helped.
They've got cars, and enough people...."
"I guess." He wondered if he
meant it. The nightmare ride went on, as the car climbed toward the Verdugo
Hills, past wrecked stucco houses, a fallen school, burning houses and intact
houses. Whenever they saw anyone, Tim screamed warning. It made him feel a
little better for not stopping.
He glanced at his watch. Incredibly, less
than forty minutes had passed since he'd seen the bright flash. He muttered it:
"Forty minutes. H plus forty minutes, and counting."
The
wave rushes outward from the center of the Gulf of Mexico, moving at 760 miles
an hour. When it reaches the shallows along the coast of Texas and Louisiana,
the foot of the wave stumbles. More and more water rushes up behind, piling
higher and higher until a towering monster half a kilometer high falls forward
and flows up onto the land.
Galveston and Texas City vanish under the
pounding waves. The water that flows westward through the swamps into El Lago,
further west into Houston itself, is now filled with debris. The wave strikes
all along the arc from Brownsville, Texas, to Pensacola, Florida, seeking
lowlands, rivers, any path inland and away from the burning hell at the bottom
of the Gulf of Mexico.
The waters pile high along the Florida
west coast; then they break across, carrying with them the sandy soil. They
leave behind channels scoured clean, a myriad of passages from the Gulf to the
Atlantic Ocean. The Gulf Stream will be cooler and much smaller for centuries
to come.
The waters crossing Florida are
capricious. Here a reflected wave joins the main body of rushing water to build
even higher; there a reflection cancels, leaving parts of the Okefenokee Swamp
untouched. Havana and the Florida Keys vanish instantly. Miami en joys an
hour's respite until the waves from the Atlantic strikes rush down, meet the
outrushing waves from the Gulf, overpower them, and crash into Florida's
eastern cities.
Atlantic waters pour into the Gulf of
Mexico through the newly formed cross‑Florida channels. The saucer bowl
of the Gulf cannot hold it all, and the waters once again flow west and north,
across the already drowned lands. One wave rushes up the Mississippi. It is
forty feet above flood level when it passes Memphis, Tennessee.
Fred
Lauren had been at the window all night. The bars didn't hide the sky at all.
They'd put him alone in a cell after they photographed and fingerprinted him,
and they left him. At noon he'd be taken to the Los Angeles Jail.
Fred laughed. At noon there wouldn't be a
Los Angeles Jail. There'd be no Los Angeles. They'd never get a chance to put
him in with those other men. Memories of another prison came, and he swept them
away with better thoughts.
He remembered Colleen. He'd gone to her
door with presents. He only wanted to talk. She'd been afraid of him, hut he
was inside before she could bolt the door, and he'd brought very nice presents
for her, nice enough that she'd let him stand by the door while she stood on
the other side of the room and looked at the jewelry and the gloves and red
shoes, and then she'd wondered how he knew her sizes, and he told her.
He'd talked and talked, and after awhile
she was friendly and let him sit down. She'd offered him a drink and they'd talked
some more, and she had two drinks for herself, and then another. She'd been
pleased that he knew so much about her. He didn't tell her about the telescope,
of course, but he'd told her how he knew where she worked, and where she
shopped, and how beautiful she was....
Fred didn't want to remember the rest of
it. How she'd had one drink too many, and told him that even though they'd just
met she felt she'd known him a long time and of course he really had known her
even if she didn't know it, and she'd asked if he wanted to stay....
Tramp. Like all of them. A tramp. No, she
couldn't have been, she really loved him, he knew she did, but why had she
laughed, and then screamed and told him to get out when—
NO!
Fred always stopped remembering then. He
looked up at the sky. The comet was there. Its tail blazed across the sky just
as he'd seen in the paintings in the astronomy magazines, and when the sky was
blue with hidden dawn, brightening in that tiny patch of western sky that Fred
could see, there were still the wisps of comet among the clouds, and people
moved on the streets below, the fools, didn't they know?
They brought him breakfast in his cell.
The jailers didn't want to talk to him. Even the trustees looked at him that
way. . . .
They knew. They knew. The police doctors
must have examined her, and they knew she hadn't been, that he couldn't, that
he'd tried but he couldn't and she laughed and he knew how he could do it, but
he didn't want to, and she laughed again, and he bit her until she screamed and
then he'd be able to only she kept on screaming!
He had to stop thinking. He had to,
before he remembered the shape on the bed. The cops had made him look at her.
One had held his hand in a certain way and bent his fingers until he opened his
eyes and looked and he didn't want to, didn't they understand that he loved her
and he didn't want...?
The sky glowed strangely through the
cracks of the buildings across the street. Somewhere to the left, far south and
west. The glow died before he'd seen anything at all, but Fred smiled. It had
happened. It wouldn't be long now.
"Hey, Charlie," the drunk
across the block called. "Charlie!"
"Yeah?" the trustee answered.
"What the fuck was that? They making
movies out there?"
"Don't know what you're talking
about. Ask the sex maniac, he's got western exposure."
"Hey, Sex Maniac—"
The walls and floor jerked suddenly,
savagely. He was flying.... He threw out his arms to ward the wall from his
head. The stone wave broke against his arms, and Fred howled. Agony screamed in
his left elbow.
The floor seemed to stabilize. The jail
was solidly built. There'd been nothing damaged. Fred moved his left arm and
moaned. Other prisoners were shouting now. One screamed in agony. He must have
fallen from an upper bunk. Fred ignored them all and moved again to the window.
He felt real fear. Was that all?
One ordinary day, with . . . clouds.
Jesus, they were moving fast! Churning, forming and vanishing, streaming north
and west. A lower cloud bank, calmer and more stable, began moving south and
west. This wasn't what Fred had expected. One wave of fire, that was what he
had prepared for. Doomsday was taking its own sweet time.
The sky darkened. Now it was all black
clouds, swirling, churning, flashing with continuous lightning. The wind and
the thunder howled louder than the prisoners.
The end of the world came in blinding
light and simultaneous thunderclap.
Fred's mind recondensed to find him on the
floor. His elbow was shrieking agony. Lightning . . . lightning must have
struck the jail itself. There were no lights in the corridor, and outside was
dark, so that he could see only in surrealistic flashes like a strobe‑lit
go‑go bar.
Charlie was moving along the cellblock.
He carried keys. He was letting the prisoners out. One by one. He opened the
cells and they came out and moved down the corridor—and he had already passed
Fred's cell. The cells on either side were open. His was locked.
Fred screamed. Charlie didn't turn. He
went on until he reached the end of the cellblock, then he went out and down
the stairs.
Fred was alone.
Eric Larsen looked to neither the right nor
the left. He walked in long strides. He stepped around the dead and the
injured, and ignored pleas for help. He could have helped them, but he was
driven by a terrible urgency. His cold eyes and the carelessly carried shotgun
discouraged anyone from getting in his way.
He saw no other policemen. He barely
noticed the people around him, that some were helping the injured, some were
disconsolately staring at the ruins of their homes and shops and stores, some
were running aimlessly. None of it mattered now. They were all doomed, as Eric
Larsen was doomed.
He might have taken a car and driven away
into the hills. He saw cars race past him. He saw Eileen Hancock in an old
Chrysler. If she'd stopped he might have gone with her, but she didn't, and Eric
was glad, because it was tough enough to keep his resolve.
But suppose he wasn't needed? Suppose it
was a fool's errand? There was no way to know.
But I should have taken a car, he
thought. I could have finished it and had a chance. Too late now. There was the
station house, City Hall, and the jail. They seemed deserted. He went into the
jail. There was a dead policewoman under the wreckage of a huge cabinet that
had stood against the wall. He saw no one else, living or dead. He went through,
behind the booking cage and up the stairs. The cellblocks were quiet.
It was a fool's errand. He was not
needed. He was about to go back down the stairs, but he stopped himself. No
point in coming this far without being sure.
There'd been talk of a tidal wave
following Hammerfall. There were people in the Burbank Jail, people that Eric
Larsen had put there. Drunks, petty thieves, young vagrants who said they were
eighteen but looked much younger. They couldn't be left to drown like rats in
forgotten jail cells. They didn't deserve that. And Eric had put them there—it
was his responsibility.
The barred door at the top of the stairs
stood open. Eric went through and used his big flash in the near darkness. The
cell doors stood open. All but one.
All but one. Eric went to the cell. Fred
Lauren stood with his back to the corridor. His left arm was cradled in his
right. Lauren stared out the window, and he didn't turn when Eric flashed the
light on him. Eric stood watching him for a moment. No one deserved to drown
like a rat in a cage. No human did. The thieves and drunks and runaways and . .
.
"Turn around," Eric said.
Lauren didn't move. "Turn around or I'll shoot your kneecaps out. That
hurts a lot."
Fred whimpered and turned. He saw the
shotgun leveled at him. The policeman was holding the light off to one side,
almost behind himself, so that Fred could see.
"Do you know who I am?" the
policeman asked.
"Yes. You kept the other policeman
from beating me last night." Fred moved closer. He stared at the shotgun.
"Is that for me?"
"I brought it for you," Eric
said. "I came to turn the others loose. I couldn't let you loose. So I
brought the shotgun."
"It's the end of the world,"
Fred Lauren said. "All of it. Nothing will be left. But . . ." Fred
whimpered deep in his throat. "But when? Would . . . please, you've got to
tell me. Wouldn't she be dead now? Already? She couldn't live through the end
of the world. She'd have died and I'd never have talked to her—"
"Talked to her!" Eric brought
the shotgun up in rage. He saw Fred Lauren standing calmly, waiting, and he saw
the bed and the ruins of a young girl, and the closet with the pathetically
small wardrobe. There was a smell of copper blood in his nostrils. His finger
tightened on the trigger, then relaxed. He lowered the shotgun.
"Please," Fred Lauren said.
"Please—"
The shotgun came up quickly. Eric hadn't
known it would kick so hard.
Hot Fudge Tuesdae: Two
Oh,
I run to the hills and the hills were a‑fallin
Run
to the sea and the sea was a‑boilin',
Run
to the sky and the sky was a‑burnin'
ALL
ON THAT DAY.
Static
roared in the crowded room. Random blobs and colors filled the large TV, but twenty
men and women stared at the screen where they had watched lights blaze and die
above the Atlantic, above Europe, Northwest Africa, the Gulf of Mexico. Only
Dan Forrester continued to work. The screen above his console held a computer‑drawn
world map, and Forrester laboriously called up all the data received at JPL,
plotting the strikes and using their locations as input for more calculations.
Charles Sharps felt that he ought to be
interested in Forrester's calculations, but he wasn't. Instead he watched the
others. Open mouths, bulging eyes, feet thrusting them back into their chairs.
They cringed back from their blinded consoles and screens, as if these were the
danger. And still Forrester typed instructions, made precise movements, studied
results and typed again....
"Hammerfall," Sharps said to
himself. And what the hell do we do about it? He couldn't think of anything,
and the room depressed him. He left his station and went to the long table
against one wall. There were coffee and Danish there, and Sharps poured himself
a cup. He stared into it, then lifted it in a mock salute. "Doom," he
said. He kept his voice low. The others began to rise from their stations.
"Doom," Sharps repeated.
Ragnarok. And what use now was man's proud civilization? Ice Age, Fire Age, Ax
Age, Wolf Age . . . he turned to see that Forrester had left his station and
was moving toward the door. "What now?" Sharps asked.
"Earthquake." Forrester
continued to walk rapidly toward the exit. "Earthquake." He said it
loudly, so that everyone could hear, and there was a rush toward the door.
Dr. Charles Sharps poured his cup almost
full. He took it to the tap and ran a splash of cold water into it. It was
Mocha‑Java made less than an hour ago with a Melitta filter and kept in a
clean Thermos. A pity to water it; but now it was just cool enough to drink.
How long would it be before ships crossed major oceans again? Years, decades,
forever? He might never taste coffee again. Sharps drained the cup in four
swallows and dropped it onto the floor. The heavy china bounced and rolled
against a console. Sharps went outside at a run.
The others had passed Forrester in the
hall; the glass doors at the entrance were just closing behind him. That urgent
waddle: Dan Forrester had never been athletic, but surely he could move faster
than that? Did they have time to spare, then? Sharps jogged to catch up.
"Parking lot," Dan puffed.
"Watch it—"
Sharps stumbled, recovered. Dan was
dancing on one leg. The ground had jerked, emphatically, once. Sharps thought:
Why, that wasn't bad. The buildings aren't even harmed—
"Now," Forrester said. He
continued toward the parking lot. It was at the top of a long flight of
concrete stairs. Dan stopped near the top, blowing hard, and Sharps got a
shoulder under his armpit and managed to half‑carry him the rest of the
way to the top. There Dan lay down and rolled over. Sharps watched him with
concern.
Forrester puffed, tried to say something
and failed. He was too winded. He lifted one arm and gestured with palm down.
Sit.
Too late. The ground danced under his
feet, and Sharps sat down too hard, then found himself rolling toward the
stairs. This time there was the sound of breaking glass, but when Sharps looked
over the JPL complex he didn't see any obvious damage. Down below, the
reporters were beginning to stream out of the Von Karman Center, but many
paused after the mild quake, and some went back inside.
"Tell them . . ." puff puff.
"Tell them to get out," Forrester said. "The worst one is
coming—"
Charles Sharps called to the reporters.
"Big shock coming! Get everyone outside!" He recognized the New York
Times man. "Get them out!" Sharps called.
He turned to see that Forrester was on
his feet and moving rapidly toward the back of the parking lot, away from the
cars. He was walking as fast as Sharps had ever seen him move.
"Hurry!" Sharps called to the others.
Men and women were spilling out of all
the JPL buildings. Some came toward Sharps and the parking lot. Others milled
about in areas between buildings, wondering where to go. Sharps gestured
viciously, then looked at Forrester. Dan had reached a clear area, and was
sitting down....
Sharps turned and ran toward Forrester.
He reached him and sprawled onto the asphalt. Nothing happened for a moment.
"First shock . . . was the ground
wave . . . from the Death Valley strike," Forrester huffed. "Then . .
. the Pacific strike. Don't know how long until it triggers—"
The earth groaned. Birds flew into the
air, and there was an electric feeling of impending doom. Down at the end of
the parking lot a group had just come to the top of the stairs and were moving
toward Forrester and Sharps.
The earth groaned again. Then it roared.
"San Andreas," Forrester said.
"It will let go completely. Way overdue. Hundred megatons of energy. Maybe
more."
Half a dozen people had cleared the
stairwell. Two came toward Sharps and Forrester. The rest sought their own
cars. "Get them out of there," Forrester huffed.
"Get into the clear!" Sharps
screamed. "And clear off that stairwell! Get off!"
A TV camera appeared at the top of the
stairs. A man was carrying it, followed by a woman. There was a knot of people
behind them. The TV crew started across the parking lot—
And the earth moved. There was time for
them to curl up hugging their knees in the two or three seconds it took the
quake to build strength. The earth roared again, and again, and there were
other sounds, of people screaming, of falling glass and crashing concrete, and
then the sound lost all form and became the shapeless chaos of nightmare.
Sharps tried to sit erect and look back toward JPL, but nothing was solid. The
asphalt rippled and ripped. The hot pavement slid gratingly away, throwing
Sharps into a double somersault, then heaved and bucked once more, and the
world was filled with sound and roaring and screams.
Finally it was over. Sharps sat and tried
to focus his eyes. The world had changed. He looked up toward the towering
Angeles mountains, and their skyline was different, subtly, but different. He
had no time to see more. There was sound behind him, and he turned to see that
part of the parking lot was gone, the rest tilted at strange angles. Many of
the cars were gone, tumbled over the precipice that had developed between him
and the stairs—only there weren't any stairs. They, too, had tumbled onto the
lower parking lot. The remaining cars butted each other like battling beasts.
Everywhere was sound: cars, buildings, rocks, all grinding together.
A Volkswagen rolled ponderously toward
Sharps, like a steel tumbleweed, growing huge. Sharps screamed and tried to
run. His legs wouldn't hold him. He fell, crawled, and saw the VW tumble past
his heels, a mountain of painted metal. It smashed itself half flat against a
Lincoln . . . and now it was only Volkswagen‑sized again.
Another small car was on its back, and
someone was under it, thrashing. Oh, God, it was Charlene, and there wasn't a
hope of anyone getting to her. Abruptly she stopped moving. The ground
continued to tremble and groan, then thrashed. More of the parking lot
separated, dipped, slid slowly downhill, carrying Charlene and her killer car.
Now Sharps no longer heard the roar. He was deaf. He lay flat on the shuddering
ground, waiting for it to end.
The tower, the large central building of
JPL, was gone. In its place there was a crumpled mass of glass, concrete,
twisted metal, broken computers. The Von Karman Center was similarly in ruins.
One wall had fallen, and through it Sharps saw the first unmanned lunar, the
metal spider that had gone to the Moon to scoop up its surface. The spacecraft
was helpless under the falling roof. Then the walls collapsed as well, burying
the spacecraft, and burying the science press corps.
"End! When will it end?"
someone was screaming. Sharps could barely hear the words.
Finally the quake began to die. Sharps
stayed down. He would not tempt the fates. What remained of the parking lot was
tilted downslope and bulged in the middle. Now Sharps had time to wonder who
had been on the stairway behind the cameramen. Not that it mattered; they were
gone, the camera people were gone; everyone who had been within fifty feet of
the stairwell had vanished into the mass below, covered by the hillside and the
mangled remains of cars.
The day was darkening. Visibly darkening.
Sharps looked up to see why.
A black curtain was rolling across the
sky. Within churning black clouds the lightning flared as dozens, scores,
hundreds of flashbulbs.
Lightning
flared and split a tree to their right. The instantaneous thunder was
deafening, and the air smelled of ozone. More lightning crashed in the hills
ahead.
"Do you know where you're going?"
Tim Hamner demanded.
"No." Eileen drove on, speeding
through empty, rainwashed streets. "There's a road up into the hills here
somewhere. I've been up it a couple of times."
To their left and behind them were more
houses, mostly intact. To the right were the Verdugo Hills, with small side
streets penetrating a couple of blocks into them, each street with its
"Dead End" sign. Except for the rain and lightning, everything seemed
normal here. The rain hid everything not close to them, and the houses, mostly
older, stucco, Spanishstyle, stood without visible damage.
"Aha!" Eileen cried. She turned
hard right, onto a blacktop road that twisted its way along the base of a high
bluff, a protruding spur of the lightning‑washed mountains ahead. The
road twisted ahead, and soon they saw nothing but the hill to the right, the
brooding mountains looming above and a golf course to their left. There were
neither cars nor people.
They turned, turned again, and Eileen
jammed on the brakes. The car skidded to a halt. It stood face‑to‑face
with a landslide. Ten feet and more of flint and mud blocked their way.
"Walk," Tim said. He looked out
at the lightning ahead and shuddered.
"The road goes a lot further,"
Eileen said. "Over the top of the hills, I think." She pointed to her
left, at the golf course protected by its chain link fence. "Tear a hole
in the fence."
"With what?" Tim demanded, but
he got out. Rain soaked him almost instantly. He stood helplessly. Eileen got
out on the other side and brought the trunk keys.
There was a jack, and a few flares, and
an old raincoat, oil‑soaked as if it had been used to wipe the engine.
Eileen took out the jack handle. "Use that. Tim, we don't have much
time—"
"I know." Hamner took the thin
metal rod and went over to the fence. He stood helplessly, pounding the jack
handle into his right hand. The task looked hopeless. He heard the trunk lid
slam, then the car door. The starter whirred.
Tim looked around, startled, but the car
wasn't moving. He couldn't see Eileen's face through the driving rain and wet
glass. Would she leave him here?
Experimentally he put the jack handle
between the wire and a fence post and twisted. Nothing happened. He strained,
throwing his weight onto the handle, and something gave. He slipped and fell
against the fence, and felt his wet clothing tear as a jagged point snagged
him. It cut him, and the salt on his clothes was in the wound. He hunched his
shoulders against the pain and hopelessness, and stood, helpless again.
"Tim! How are you doing?"
He wanted to turn and call to her. He
wanted to tell her it was no use, and that he was miserable, and he'd torn his
clothes, and . . .
Instead, he crouched and inserted the
jack handle again, twisting and prying at the wire, until it broke free of the
post. Then again, and again, and suddenly the whole length of fence was loose
there. He went to the next post and began his work.
Eileen gunned the car. The horn sounded,
and she called, "Stand aside!" The car left the road and came at the
fence rammed it, tore it loose from another post and flattened it onto the
grass, and the car drove over it. The car motor raced. "Get in," she
called.
Tim ran for it. She hadn't stopped
completely, and now it seemed she wasn't going to stop at all. He ran to catch
up and tugged open the door, threw himself onto the seat. She gunned the car
across the fairway, leaving deep ruts, then came to a green. She drove across
it. The car tore at the carefully manicured surface.
Tim laughed. There was a note of hysteria
in it.
"What?" Eileen asked. She
didn't take her eyes off the grassy fairway ahead.
"I remember when some lady stepped
on the Los Angeles Country Club green with spiked heels," Tim said.
"The steward nearly died! I thought I understood Hammerfall, and what it
meant, but I didn't, not until you drove across the greens. . .."
She didn't say anything, and Tim stared
moodily ahead again. How many man‑hours had gone to produce that perfect
grassy surface? Would anyone ever again bother? Tim had another wild impulse to
laughter. If there were golf clubs in the car, he could get out and tee off on
a green....
Eileen went completely across the golf
course and back to the blacktop road up into the hills. Now they were in
wilderness, high hills on either side of them. They passed a picnic ground.
There were Boy Scouts there. They had a tent set up, and they seemed to be
arguing with the scoutmaster. Tim opened the car window. "Stay on high
ground," he shouted.
"What's happened below?" the
scoutmaster asked.
Eileen slowed to a stop.
"Fires. Floods. Traffic jams,"
Tim said. "Nothing you'll want to go into. Not for awhile." He
motioned the adult closer. "Stay up here, at least for the night."
"Our families . . ." the man
said.
"Where?"
"Studio City."
"You can't get there now," Tim
said. "Traffic's not moving in the valley. Roads closed, freeways down,
lot of fires. The best thing you can do for your families is to stay up here
where you're safe."
The man nodded. He had big brown eyes in
a square, honest face. There was a stubble of red beard on his chin. "I've
been telling the kids that. Julie‑Ann, you hear that? Your mother knows where
we are. If things were really bad down there, they'd send the cops after us.
Best we stay here." He lowered his voice. "Lot of rebuilding to do
after that quake, I guess. Many hurt?"
"Yeah," Tim said. He turned
away. He couldn't look into the scoutmaster's eyes.
"We'll stay another day, then,"
the scoutmaster said. "They ought to have things moving again by tomorrow.
Kids aren't really prepared for this rain, though. Nobody expects rain in June.
Maybe we ought to go down into Burbank and stay in a house. Or a church. They'd
put us up—"
"Don't," Tim said. His voice
was urgent. "Not yet. Does this road go on over the top?"
"Yes." The man brought his face
close to Tim's. "Why do you want to go up into that?" He waved toward
the lightning that flashed on the peaks above. "Why?"
"Have to," Tim said. "You
stay here. For the night, anyway. Let's go, Eileen."
She drove off without saying anything.
They rounded a bend, leaving the scoutmaster standing in the road. "I
couldn't tell him either," Eileen said. "Are they safe there?"
"I think so. We seem to be pretty
high."
"The top is about three thousand
feet," Eileen said.
"And we're no more than a thousand
below it. We're safe," Tim said. "Maybe it would be better to wait
here, until the lightning stops. If it ever does stop. Then we can go on or go
back. Where do we get if we go over?"
"Tujunga," Eileen said.
"It's a good eighteen hundred, two thousand feet elevation. If we're safe,
Tujunga should be." She continued to drive, winding further into the
hills.
Tim frowned. He had never had a good
sense of direction, and there were no maps in the car. "My observatory is
up Big Tujunga Canyon—at least, you can get to it by going up that road. I've
done it. And the observatory has food, and emergency equipment and
supplies."
"Hammer Fever?" Eileen teased.
"You?"
"No. It's remote up there. I've been
snowbound more than once, a week at a time, more. So I keep plenty of supplies.
Where are we going? Why don't you stop?"
"I'm—I don't know." She drove
on, more slowly, almost crawling along. The rain had slackened off. It was
still pouring down, hard for Los Angeles, unheard of for summer, but just then
it was only rain, not bathtubs of water pouring out of the sky. In compensation
the wind rose, howling up the canyon, screaming at them so that they were
shouting at each other, but the wind was such a constant companion that by now
they didn't notice.
They came around another bend, and they
were on a high shelf looking south and westward. Eileen stopped the car,
despite the danger of slides from above them. She turned off the motor. The
wind howled, and lightning played above and ahead. The rain beat down so that
the San Fernando Valley was obscured, but sometimes the wind whipped the rain
in a thinner pattern and they could see blurred shapes out there. There were
bright orange flares down on the valley floor. Dozens of them.
"What are those?" Eileen
wondered aloud.
"Houses. Filling stations. Power‑plant
oil storage. Cars, homes, overturned tank trucks—anything that can burn."
"Rain and fire." She shivered,
despite the warmth inside the car. The wind howled again.
Tim reached for her. She held back a
moment, then came to him, her head against his chest. They sat that way,
listening to the wind, watching orange flames blur through driving rain.
"We'll make it," Tim said.
"The observatory. We'll get there. We may have to walk, but it's not that
far. Twenty, thirty miles, no more. Couple of days if we walk. Then we'll be
safe."
"No," she said. "No one
will ever be safe. Not again."
"Sure we will." He was silent a
moment. "I'm . . . I'm really glad you found me," he said. "I'm
not much of a hero, but—"
"You're doing fine."
They were quiet again. The wind continued to whistle, but
gradually they became aware of another sound—low, rumbling, building in volume,
like a jet plane, ten jets, a thousand jets roaring for takeoff. It came from
the south; and as they watched, some of the orange flares ahead of them went
out. They didn't flicker and die; they went out suddenly, snuffed from view in
an instant. The noise grew, rushing closer.
"Tsunami," Tim said. His voice
was low, wondering. "It really did come. A tidal wave, hundreds, maybe
thousands of feet high—"
''Thousands?" Eileen said nervously.
"We'll be all right. The waves can't
move far across land. It takes a lot of energy to move across land. A lot.
Listen. It's coming up the old Los Angeles River bed. Not across the Hollywood
Hills. Anyone up there is probably safe. God help the people in the
valley...."
And they sat, holding each other, while
lightning played around and above them, and they heard the rolling thunder of
lightning and above the thunder the roar of the tsunami, as one by one the
bright orange fires went out in the San Fernando Valley.
Between
Baja California and the west coast of Mexico is a narrow body of water whose
shoreline is like the two prongs of a tuning fork. The Sea of Cortez is as warm
as bathwater and as calm as a lake, a playground for swimmers and sailors.
But now the pieces of Hamner‑Brown's
nucleus sink through Earth's atmosphere like tiny blue‑white stars. One
drops toward the mouth of the Sea of Cortez until it touches water between the
prongs. Then water explodes away from a raw orange‑white crater. The
tsunami moves south in an expanding crescent;. but, confined between two
shorelines, the wave moves north like the wave front down a shotgun barrel.
Some water spills east into Mexico; some west across Baja to the Pacific. Most
of the water leaves the northern end of the Sea of Cortez as a moving white‑peaked
mountain range.
The Imperial Valley, California's second
largest agricultural region, might as well have been located in the mouth of a
shotgun.
The
survivors crawled toward each other across the broken JPL parking lot. A dozen
men, five women, all dazed, crawling together. There were more people below, in
the wreckage of the buildings. They were screaming. Other survivors went to
them. Sharps stood dazed. He wanted to go below and help, but his legs wouldn't
respond.
The sky was boiling with clouds. They
raced in strange patterns, and if there was daylight coming through the
swirling ink, it was much dimmer than the continual flash of lightning
everywhere.
Wonderingly, Sharps heard children
crying. Then a voice calling his name.
"Dr. Sharps! Help!"
It was Al Masterson. The janitor in
Sharps's building. He had gathered two other survivors. They stood beside a
station wagon that rested against a big green Lincoln. The station wagon was
tilted at a forty‑five‑degree angle, two wheels on the blacktop,
two above it. The crying children were inside it. "Hurry, please,
sir," Masterson called.
That broke the spell. Charlie Sharps ran
across the parking lot to help. He and Masterson and two other men strained at
the heavily loaded station wagon until it tilted back to vertical. Masterson
threw open the door. There were two young faces, tearstained, and an older one,
June Masterson. She wasn't crying.
"They're all right," she was
saying. "I told you they were all right...."
The station wagon was packed to the roof
and beyond. Food, water, cans of gas lashed to its tailgate; clothing, shotgun
and ammunition; the stuff of survival, with the children and their blankets
fitted in somehow. Masterson was telling everyone who would listen, "I
heard you say it, the Hammer might hit us, I heard . . ."
A corner of Sharps's mind giggled quietly
to itself. Masterson the janitor. He'd heard just enough from the engineers,
and of course he hadn't understood the odds against. So: He'd been ready.
Geared to survive, with his family waiting in the parking lot, just in case.
The rest of us knew too much. . . .
Family.
"What do we do, Dr. Sharps?"
Masterson asked.
"I don't know." Sharps turned
to Forrester. The pudgy astrophysicist hadn't been able to help right the car.
He seemed to be lost in thought, and Sharps turned away again. "I guess we
do what we can for survivors—only I've got to get home!"
"Me too." There was a chorus of
voices.
"But we should stay together,"
Sharps said. "There won't be many people you can trust—"
"Caravan," Masterson said.
"We take some cars, and we all go get our families. Where do you all
live?"
It turned out there was too much variety.
Sharps lived nearby, in La Canada. So did two others. The rest had homes
scattered as far as Burbank and Canoga Park in the San Fernando Valley. The
valley people had haunted eyes.
"I wouldn't," Forrester said.
"Wait. A couple of hours . . ."
They nodded. They all knew. "Four
hundred miles an hour," Hal Crayne said. A few minutes ago he'd been a
geologist.
"More," Forrester said.
"The tsunami will arrive about fifty minutes after Hammerfall." He
glanced at his watch. "Less than half an hour."
"We can't just stand here!"
Crayne shouted. He was screaming. They all were. They couldn't hear their own
voices.
Then the rain came. Rain? Mud! Sharps was
startled to see pellets of mud splatter onto the blacktop. Pellets of mud hard
and dry on the outside, with soft centers! They hit the cars with loud
clatters. A hail of mud. The survivors scrambled for shelter: inside cars,
under cars, in the wrecks of cars.
"Mud?" Sharps screamed.
"Yes. Should have thought of
it," Forrester said. "Salt mud. From the sea bottom, thrown up into
space, and . . ."
The strange hail eased, and they left
their shelters. Sharps felt better now. "All of you who live too far to
get to your homes, go down and help the survivors in the building area. The
rest of us will go get our families. In caravan. We'll come back here if we
can. Dan, what's our best final destination?"
Forrester looked unhappy. "North.
Not low ground. The rain . . . could last for months. All the old river valleys
may be filled with water. There's no place in the Los Angeles basin that's
safe. And there will be aftershocks from the earthquake...."
"So where?" Sharps demanded.
"The Mojave, eventually,"
Forrester said. He wouldn't be hurried. "But not at first, because there's
nothing growing there now. Eventually—"
"Yes, but now!" Sharps
demanded.
"Foothills of the Sierras,"
Forrester said. "Above the San Joaquin Valley."
"Porterville area?" Sharps
asked.
"I don't know where that
is...."
Masterson reached into his station wagon
and fished in the glove compartment. The rain was falling heavily now, and he
kept the map inside the car. They stood outside, looking in at June Masterson
and her children. The children were quiet. They watched the adults with awed
eyes.
"Right here," Masterson said.
Forrester studied the map. He'd never
been there before, but it was easy to memorize the location. "Yes. I'd say
that's a good place."
"Jellison's ranch," Sharps
said. "It's there! He knows me, he'll take us in. We'll go there. If we
get separated, we'll meet there." He pointed on the map. "Ask for
Senator Jellison's placer Now, those that aren't coming with us immediately,
get down and help survivors. Al, can you get any of these other cars
started?"
"Yes, sir." Masterson looked
relieved. So did the others. They'd been used to taking orders from Sharps for
years; and it felt right to have him in command again. They wouldn't obey him
like soldiers, but they needed to be told to do what they wanted to do anyway.
"Dan, you'll come on the caravan
with us," Sharps said. "You wouldn't be much use down below—"
"No," Forrester said.
"What?" Sharps was certain he'd
misunderstood. The thunder was continuous, and now there was the sound of
rising wind.
"Can't," Forrester said.
"Need insulin."
It was then that Sharps remembered that
Dan Forrester was a diabetic. "We can come by your place—"
"No," Forrester screamed.
"I've got other things to do. I'd delay you."
"You've got—"
"I'll be all right," Forrester
said. He turned to walk off into the rain.
"The hell you will!" Sharps
screamed at Dan's retreating back. "You can't even get your car started
when the battery's dead!"
Forrester didn't turn. Sharps watched his
friend, knowing he'd never see him again. The others pressed around. They all wanted
advice, orders, some sense of purpose, and they expected Charles Sharps to
provide it. "We'll see you at the ranch!" Sharps called.
Forrester turned slightly and waved.
"Let's move out," Sharps said.
"Station wagon in the middle." He looked at his tiny command.
"Preston, you'll be with me in the lead car. Get that shotgun and keep it
loaded." They piled into their cars and started across the broken lot,
moving carefully to avoid the huge cracks and holes.
Forrester's car had survived. He'd parked
it at the very top of the lot, well away from any others, well away from trees
and the edge of the bluff—and he'd parked it sideways to the tilt of the hill.
Sharps could just make out Forrester's lights following them down to the
street. He hoped Dan had changed his mind and was following them, but when they
got to the highway, he saw that Dan Forrester had turned off toward Tujunga.
The
fire road narrowed to a pair of ruts tilted at an extreme angle, with a sloping
drop of fifty feet or more to their right. Eileen fought for control of the
car, then brought it to a stop. "We walk from here." She made no move
to get out. The rain wasn't quite so bad now, but it was colder, and there was
still continuous lightning visible all around them. The smell of ozone was
strong and sharp.
"Let's go, then," Tim said.
"What's the hurry?"
"I don't know, but let's do
it." Tim couldn't have explained. He wasn't sure he understood it himself.
To Hamner, life was civilized, and relatively simple. You stayed out of the
parts of town where money and social position weren't important, and everywhere
they were, you hired people to do things, or bought the tools to do them with.
Intellectually he knew that all this was
ending as he sat. Emotionally . . . well, this couldn't be Ragnarok. Ragnarok
was supposed to kill you! The world was still here, and Tim wanted help. He
wanted courteous police, briskly polite shopkeepers, civil civil servants; in
short, civilization.
A
towering wall of water sweeps eastward through the South Atlantic Ocean. Its
left‑hand edge passes the Cape of Good Ho pe, scouring lands which have
been owned in turn by Hottentots, Dutch, British and Afrikaaners, sweeping up
to curl at the base of Table Mountain, foaming up the wide valley to Paarl and
Stellenbosch.
The right‑hand edge of the wave
impacts against Antarctica, breaking of] glaciers ten miles long and five wide.
The wave hursts through between Africa and Antarctica. When it reaches the
wider expanse of the Indian Ocean the wave has lost half its force: Now it is
only four hundred feet high. At four hundred and fifty miles an hour it moves
toward India, Australia and the Indonesian islands.
It sweeps across the lowlands of southern
India, then, focused by the narrowing Bay of Bengal, regains much of its
strength and height a' it breaks into the swamplands of Bangladesh. It smashes
northward through Calcutta and Dacca. The waters finally come to halt at the
base of the Himalayas, where they are met by the floods pouring out of the
Ganges Valley. As the waters recede, the Sacred Ganges is choked with bodies.
They
trudged through the mud, climbing steadily. The fire road went over the top of
the hill in a saddle, not far below the peaks, but far enough; the lightning
stayed above them.
Their shoes picked up huge gobs of mud,
and soon weighed three or four times what they should. They fell in the mud and
got up again, helped each other when they could, and staggered up over the top
and down the other side. The world condensed into a series of steps, one step
at a time, no place to stop. Tim imagined the town ahead: undamaged, with
motels and hot water and electric lights and a bar that sold Chivas Regal and
Michelob . . .
They reached blacktop pavement, and the
going was easier.
"What time is it?" Eileen
asked.
Tim pressed the button on his digital
watch. "Just about noon."
"It's so dark—" She slipped on
wet leaves and tumbled onto the blacktop. She didn't get up.
"Eileen . . ." Tim went over to
help her.
She was sitting on the pavement, and she
didn't seem hurt, but she wasn't trying to get up. She was crying, quietly.
"You've got to get up."
"Why?"
"Because I can't carry you very
far."
Almost she laughed; but then her face sank into her hands and
she sat huddled in the rain.
"Come on," said Tim. "It's
not that bad. Maybe everything's all right up here. The National Guard will be
out. Red Cross. Emergency tents." He felt it evaporating as he named it:
the stuff of dreams; but he went on, desperately. "And we'll buy a car.
There are car lots ahead, we'll buy a four‑wheel drive and take it to the
observatory, with a big bucket from Colonel Chicken sitting between us. You
buying all this?"
She shook her head and laughed in a funny
way and didn't get up. He bent and took her shoulders. She didn't resist, but
she didn't help. Tim lifted her, got his arms under her legs and began
staggering down the blacktop road.
"This is silly," Eileen said.
"Damn betcha"
"I can walk."
"Good." He let her legs drop.
She stood, but she clung to him, her head against his shoulder.
Finally she let go. "I'm glad I
found you. Let's get moving."
"Count
off," Gordie called.
"One," Andy Randall answered. The others sang out in
turn: "Two." "Three." "Four." "Five,"
Bert Vance said. He was a little late, and glanced up nervously, but his father
didn't seem to have noticed. "Six."
"And me," Gordie said.
"Okay, Andy, lead off. I'll play tail‑end Charlie."
They started down the trail. The cliff
was less than a mile away. Twenty minutes, no more. They rounded a bend and had
a magnificent view stretching eastward across the tops of the pine trees. The
morning air was crystal clear; the light was . . . funny.
Gordie glanced at his watch. They'd been
hiking ten minutes. He was tempted to skip his compulsory halt for bootlace
adjustments. What difference would it make? Nobody would have blisters, not in
another half‑mile, and walking along, trying to be natural, was harder
than the decision had been.
There was a bright flash to the east.
Brilliant, but small. Much too bright to be lightning, and out of a clear sky?
It left an afterimage that blinking couldn't get rid of.
"What was that, Dad?" Bert
asked.
"Don't know. Meteor? Hold up, up in
front. Time for boot adjustments."
They dropped their packs and found rocks
to sit on. The bright afterimage was still there, although it was fading.
Gordie couldn't look directly at his bootlaces. Then he noticed that the wind
had died. The forest was deathly still.
Bright flash. Sudden stillness. Like—
The shock wave rumbled across them with a
thunder of sound. A dead tree crashed somewhere above them, thrashing in final
agony among its brothers. The rumbling went on a long time, with rising wind.
Atom bomb at Frenchman's Flats? Gordie
wondered. Couldn't be. They'd never test anything that big. So what was it?
The boys were chattering. Then the ground
rumbled and heaved beneath them. More trees fell.
Gordie fell onto his pack. The other boys
had been shaken off their rocks. One, Herbie Robinett, seemed to be hurt.
Gordie crawled toward him. The boy wasn't bleeding, and nothing was broken.
Just shaken up. "Stay down!" Gordie shouted. "And watch for
falling limbs and trees!"
The wind continued to rise, but it was
shifting, moving around to the south, no longer coming from the east, where
they'd seen the bright flash. The earth shook again.
And out there, far beyond the horizon, rising high into the
stratosphere, was an ugly cloud, mushroom‑shaped. It climbed on and on,
roiling horribly. It was just where the bright flash had been.
One of the boys had a radio. He had it to
his ear. "Nothing but static, Mr. Vance. I keep thinking I hear something
else, but I can't make out what."
"Not surprising. We almost never get
anything in the mountains in daytime," Gordie said.
But I don't like that wind. And what was
that thing? A piece of the comet? Probably. Gordie laughed bitterly. All that
fuss about the end of the world, and it was nothing. A bright flash out there
in Death Valley—or maybe it wasn't the comet at all. Frenchman's Flat was that
way, a hundred and fifty miles or so....
The ground had stopped shaking.
"Let's move on," Gordie said. "On your feet."
He pulled on his pack. Now what? he asked
himself. Can I . . . will the boys be all right without me? What's happening
out there?
Nothing. Nothing but a goddam meteor.
Maybe a big one. Maybe as big as that thing in Arizona, the one that made a
half‑mile crater. An impressive thing, and the boys saw it fall. They'll
talk about it for years.
But it doesn't solve my problem. The bank
examiners will still be around next Friday, and—
"Funny clouds up there," Andy
Randall said. There was worry in his voice.
"Yeah, sure," Gordie said
absently. Then he noticed where Andy was pointing.
Southwest. Almost due south. It was as if
a pool of black ink had been poured across the sky. Huge, towering black
clouds, rising higher and higher, blotting out everything . . .
And the wind was howling through the
trees. More clouds, and more, seeming to form from nothing, and racing toward
them at terrific velocity, faster than jet planes . . .
Gordie looked frantically along the
trail. No good place to hide. "Ponchos," he shouted.
They scrabbled their rain gear out. As
Gordie flipped his poncho open, the rain came like a torrent of warm bathwater.
Gordie tasted salt.
Salt!
"Hammerfall," he whispered.
And the end of civilization. The paper
shortages at the bank: gone, washed away. They weren't important now.
Marie? The clouds were building above Los
Angeles— and it was a long way to the nearest car. Nothing he could do for her.
No way to help Marie. Maybe Harvey Randall would look out for her. Right now,
Gordie's problem was the boys.
"Back to Soda Springs," he
shouted. It was the best place, until they found out just what was going to
happen. It was sheltered, and there was a clearing and a flat.
"I want to go home!" Herbie
Robinett screamed.
"Get 'em moving, Andy," Gordie
called. He waved them ahead of him, ready to shove them if he had to, but he
didn't. They followed Andy. Bert went past. Gordie thought he saw tears in his
son's eyes. Tears through the dirty rainwater that hammered at them.
The trails will all be flooded in no
time. Washed out, Gordie thought. And this warm crap will melt all the snow.
The Kern's going to be up over its banks, and all the roads will be gone.
Gordie Vance suddenly threw back his head
and yelled in triumph. He was going to live.
Hot Fudge Tuesdae: Three
When Adam farmed and Eve span,
Kyrie Eleison,
Who
was then the gentleman?
Kyrie Eleison.
Marching
song of the Black Company during the Peasant Revolt, Germany, 1525
Harvey
Randall had been fifteen minutes from home . . . until Hammerfall.
It was day turned night, and the night
was alive with pyrotechnics. If daylight still leaked through the black cloud
cover, the lightning was far brighter. Hills flashed in bluewhite light and
vanished, now a white sky over jagged black skyline, now a look into the canyon
on his left, now blackness lit only by the headlamps of cars, now a nearby
blast that clenched Randall's eyelids in pain. The wipers were going like
crazy, but the rain fell faster; it all came through in a blur. Randall had
rolled down both side windows. Wet was better than blind.
To drive in such conditions was madness,
yet the traffic was still heavy. Perhaps they were all mad. Through the thunder
and the drum of rain on metal came the bleat of myriad horns. Cars shifted lanes
without warning; they drove in the oncoming lanes, and butted their way back
into line when oncoming lights faced them down
Randall's TravelAII was too big to
challenge. Where a landslide had blocked half the road and a coward had stopped
to let oncoming traffic through, Randall drove the TravelAII over the slide—it
tilted badly, but held—and in front of the coward and straight at the traffic,
and butted the lead car until it backed up.
He didn't see the people who blocked his
way. He saw only barriers: mudslides, breaks in the road, cars. He kept
wondering if the house had collapsed, with Loretta inside. Or if Loretta, in
blind panic, was about to come looking for him in the car. She'd never survive
alone, and they'd never link up. Hell, it was almost an hour since Hammerfall!
The looters would come sooner or later.
Loretta knew where to find his gun, but would she use it? Randall turned onto
Fox Lane in floodwater that was hubcap‑deep, drove to the end, used the
remote. All the houses were dark.
The garage door didn't open.
But the front door was wide open.
The looting couldn't have started this
soon, Randall thought, and he made himself believe it. Just for drill, then, he
took the flashlight and handgun with him, and he left the TravelAII in a roll
and immediately rolled back under the car, and studied the situation from
there.
The house looked dead. And rain was
blowing in the door.
He rolled out and sprinted and pulled up
alongside the door. He still hadn't used the flash. First person he saw, he'd
flick the beam in her face. It would be Loretta, coming to close the door, and
if she had his gun he was going to do a swan dive off the steps, because the
way he was behaving she'd be scared enough to shoot.
He poked head and flash around the
doorjamb. Lightning only made confusing shadows. Thunder drowned out other
sounds.
He flicked on the flashlight.
It jumped at him; it hit him straight in
the face. Loretta was lying on the floor, face‑up. Her face and chest
were a shapeless wet ruin, the kind left by a shotgun blast. Kipling, headless,
was a mess of blood and fur beside her.
He walked inside, and he couldn't feel
his legs. Walking on pillows, they call it, the last stage of exhaustion before
collapse. He knelt, set the gun down—it never occurred to him that someone
might be here—and reached for Loretta's throat. He drew his hand back, with a
rippling shudder, and reached for her wrist instead. There was no pulse. Thank
God. What would he have done?
They hadn't raped her. As if it mattered
now. But they hadn't taken the jewelry off her wrists either. And though the
drawers from the buffet had been pulled out and dumped, the good silver was
still lying there.
Why? What could they have wanted?
Randall's thoughts were slow and
confused; they took strange paths. A part of him believed none of this: not the
body of his wife, flickering in lightning, in and out of existence; not the
weird weather, nor the earthquakes, nor the translation of a great light show
into the end of the world. When he got up and went into the bedroom for
something to cover Loretta, it was because he had been staring at her until he
couldn't stand it anymore.
The dresser drawers were all pulled out.
Randall saw cuff links and a gold ring and Loretta's amethyst brooch and
matching earrings in the wreckage. The closets had been rifled too. Where were
. . . ? Yes, they'd taken both of his overcoats. He waded through the wreckage.
The bed was piled high with senseless
things: panty hose, bottles of cosmetics, lipsticks. He swept it to the floor,
pulled the bedclothes off the bed and dragged them behind him into the hall.
Something echoed in his mind . . . but he shied from it. He covered Loretta. He
sat down again.
At no time had he wondered if
"they" were still here. But he tried to picture the people who had
done this. He? She? All men, all women, a mixed group? What could they have
wanted? They'd left silver and jewelry, but taken . .. overcoats.
Randall shambled into the kitchen.
They'd found and taken the beef jerky,
and his stock of vitamins, and all of his canned soup. Now he saw it, and he
kept looking. They'd taken his canned gasoline from the garage. They'd taken
his guns. They'd been ready, they'd planned this! At the moment of Hammerfall
they had already known what they would do. Had they picked his house at random?
Or his street? They could have raided every house on the block.
He was back in the entrance hall, with
Loretta. "You wanted me to stay," he told her. More words clogged in
his throat; he shook his head and went into the bedroom.
He was tired to death. He stood beside
the bed, staring at what had been on the bed. This was what didn't make sense.
Panty hose still in the packages. Shampoo, hair conditioner, skin conditioner,
nail polish, a couple of dozen large bottles. Lipsticks, eyebrow pencils, Chap
Sticks, emery boards, new boxes of curlers . . . scores of items. If he could
figure this out, maybe he'd know who. He could go after them. He still had the
handgun.
Even in his stupor he didn't really
believe it. They were gone, and he was here with Loretta. He sat down on the
bed and stared at Loretta's hairbrush and dark glasses.
. . . Oh.
Of course. The Hammer had fallen, and
Loretta had started packing her survival kit. The things she couldn't live
without. Then the killers had come. And killed her. And left behind as garbage
the lipsticks and eyebrow pencils and panty hose Loretta couldn't face life without.
But they'd taken the suitcase.
Harvey rolled over on his belly and hid
his face in his arms. Thunder and rain roared in his ears, drowning thoughts he
wanted drowned.
He was aware that there was someone
looking at him. The thunder went on and on; he couldn't have heard a noise. But
there were eyes on him, and he remembered not to move, and then he remembered
why. When he moved, it would have to be suddenly, and—he'd left the gun sitting
beside Loretta. Oh, the hell with it. He rolled over.
"Harv?"
He didn't answer.
"Harv, it's Mark. My God, man, what
happened!"
"Don't know. Raiders."
He had almost dozed off when Mark spoke
again. "You all right, Harv?"
"I wasn't here. I was interviewing a
goddam professor at UCLA and I was in a traffic jam and I was . . . I wasn't
here. Leave me alone."
Mark shifted from one foot to the other.
He wandered around the bedroom, looking into closets. "Harv, we've got to
get out of here. You and your damn hot fudge sundae. The whole L.A. basin is
under the ocean, you know that?"
"She wanted me to stay. She was
scared," said Harvey. He tried to think of some way to make Mark go away.
"Get out and leave me alone."
"Can't, Harv. We have to bury your old
lady. Got a shovel?"
"Oh." Harvey opened his eyes.
The room was still lit by surrealistic strobe lighting. Funny he didn't notice
the thunder anymore. He got up. "There's one out in the garage, I think.
Thanks."
They
dug in the backyard. Harvey wanted to do it all, but he ran out of energy
quickly, and Mark took over. The shovel made squishing sounds; the hard adobe
was soaking faster than Mark could dig. Squish. Plop. Squish. Plop. And rolling
thunder.
"Time?" Mark called. He was
standing in a waist‑deep hole, his boots nearly underwater.
"Noon."
Harvey looked around, startled at the
voice from behind him. Joanna was perched above them on the slope, rain running
down her face. She held a shotgun, and she looked very alert.
"Deep enough," Mark said.
"Stay here, Harv. Jo, let's go inside. Give Harv the shotgun."
"Right." She came down from the
slope, a tiny figure with a big shotgun. She handed it to Harvey without a
word.
He stood in the rain, standing guard by
looking down into an empty grave. If someone had come up behind him, he
wouldn't have noticed. Or cared. Except that he did notice Mark and Joanna.
Big Mark and tiny Joanna, carrying a
blanketed bundle. Harvey went over to help her carry, but he was too late. They
lowered her into the grave. Water flowed up and around the blanket. It was an
electric blanket, Harvey saw. Loretta's electric blanket. She could never stay
warm enough at night.
Mark took the shovel. Joanna took the
shotgun. Mark shoveled steadily. Squish. Plop. Harvey tried to think of
something to say, but there weren't any words. Finally, "Thanks."
"Yeah. You want to read any
words?"
"I ought to," Harvey said. He
started toward the house, but he couldn't go in.
"Here. This was in the
bedroom," Joanna said. She took a small book out of her pocket.
It was Andy's confirmation prayer book;
Loretta must have included that in her survival kit. She would have. Harvey
opened it to the prayers for the dead. Rain soaked the page before he could
read it, but he found a line, half read and half remembered. "Eternal rest
grant her, O Lord, and let light perpetual shine upon her." He couldn't
see any more. After a long time Mark and Joanna led Harvey into the house.
They sat at the kitchen table. "We
don't have long," Mark said. "I think we saw your raiders."
"They killed Frank Stoner,"
Joanna added.
"Who?" Harvey demanded.
"What did they look like? Can we track the bastards?"
"Tell you later," Mark said.
"First we get packed up and moving."
"You'll tell me now."
"No."
Joanna had rested the shotgun against the
table. Harvey picked it up, calmly, and checked the loads. He pulled one outside
hammer back. His firearms training was excellent: He didn't point it at anyone.
"I want to know," Harvey Randall said.
"They were bikers," Joanna said
quickly. "Half a dozen of them riding escort with a big blue van. We saw
them turn out of Fox Lane."
"Those bastards," Harvey said.
"I know where they live. Short side street, half a mile from here. The
street's half a block long. They repainted the sign to read 'Snow
Mountain.'" He stood.
"They won't be there now," Mark
said. "They went north, toward Mulholland."
"Frank and Mark and I," Joanna
said. "We had our bikes."
"They were coming out of your
street," Mark said. "I wanted to know what was happening in there. I
stopped and held up my hand, you know, the way bikers stop each other for a
friendly talk. And one of the sons of bitches blasted at me with a
shotgun!"
"And they missed Mark and hit
Frank," Joanna said. "Frank went right over the edge. If the shotgun
didn't kill him, the fall did. The bikers kept on going. We didn't know what to
do, so we came here as fast as we could."
"Jesus," Harvey said. "I
got here half an hour before you. They were here, somewhere. Right near here,
while I was . . . while . . ."
"Yeah," Joanna said.
"We'll know them if we see them again. Big bikes. Chopped, but not much.
And murals on the van. We'll know them."
"Never saw that gang before,"
Mark added. "No way we can catch up with them just now. Harv, we can't
stay here. The L.A. basin's flooded, everybody down there is dead from the
tsunami, but there must be a million people in the hills around here, and there
sure ain't enough for a million people to eat. There's got to be a better place
to go."
"Frank wanted to head for the
Mojave," Joanna said. "But Mark thought we ought to look in on
you...."
Harvey said nothing. He put the shotgun
down and stared at the wall. They were right. He couldn't catch the bike crew,
not now, and he was very tired.
"They leave anything at all?"
Mark demanded.
Harvey didn't answer.
"We'll do a search anyway,"
Mark said. "Jo, you take the house. I'll go the rounds outside, garage,
everything. Only, we can't leave the TravelAII by itself. Come on, Harv."
He took Harvey's arm and pulled him to his feet. Mark was surprisingly strong.
Harvey made no resistance. Mark led him to the TravelAII and put him in the
passenger seat. He put the Olympic target pistol in Harvey's lap. Then he
locked all the doors, leaving Harvey sitting inside, still staring at the rain.
"He going to be all right?"
Joanna asked.
"Don't know. But he's ours,"
Mark said. "Come on, let's see what we can find."
Mark found Harvey's Chlorox bottles of
water in the garage. There were other things. Sleeping bags, wet, but
serviceable; evidently the bikers had their own and didn't bother. Stupid, Mark
thought. Harv's Army Arctic was better than any the bikers would have.
After awhile he brought his salvage to
the TravelAII and opened the back. Then he got the small dirt bikes he and
Joanna had ridden and brought them around. He started to ask Harvey to help,
but instead found a heavy two‑by‑eight and used it as a ramp. With
Joanna's help he wrestled one of the bikes into the back, and piled stuff in on
top of it.
"Harv, where's Andy?" Mark said
finally.
"Safe. Up in the mountains. With
Gordie Vance.... Marie!" Harvey shouted. He jumped out of the car and ran
toward Gordie's house. Then he stopped. The front door was open. Harvey stood
there, afraid to go in. What if . . . what if they'd been in Gordie's place
while Harvey was mooning over Loretta? Jesus, what a goddam useless bastard I
am....
Mark went into the Vance house. He came
out a few minutes later. "Looted. But nobody home. No blood.
Nothing." He went to the garage and tried to open the door. It came open
easily; the lock was broken. When it swung up, the garage was empty.
"Harv, what kind of car did your buddy have?"
"Caddy," Harvey said.
"Then she left, 'cause there's no
car here and no Caddy with the bikers. You get back and watch the TravelAll.
There's more of your stuff we'll need. Or come help carry."
"In a minute." Harvey went back
to the car and stood, thinking. Where would Marie Vance go? She was his
responsibility; Gordie was taking care of Harvey's boy, Gordie's wife would be
Harvey's lookout. Only Harvey didn't have a clue as to where Marie might be—
Yes he did. Los Angeles Country Club.
Governor's fundraising thingy. Crippled children. Marie was on the board. She'd
have been there for Hammerfall.
And if she hadn't got back here by now, she wasn't coming back.
Marie wasn't Harvey's responsibility anymore.
Mark came out of the house, and Harvey
was finally startled. Mark was carrying something . . . OhmyGod. Carrying five thousand
dollars' worth of Steuben crystal whale, Loretta's wedding present from her
family. A couple of years ago Loretta had thrown Mark out of the house for
picking it up.
Mark got the whale to the van without
dropping it. He wrapped it in sheets and pillowcases and spare blankets.
"What's all that for?" Harvey
asked. He pointed to the whale, and the skin cream, and Kleenex, and the
remains of Loretta's survival kit. And other things.
"Trade goods," Mark said.
"Your paintings. Some luxury items. If we find something better, we dump
the lot, but we might as well be carrying something. Jesus, Harv, I'm glad your
head's working again. We're about loaded up. Want to get in, or do you want to
take another look through the house?"
"I can't go back in there—"
"Right. Okay." He raised his
voice. "Jo, let's move it."
"Right." She appeared from out
of a hedge, soaking wet, still holding the shotgun.
"You up to driving, Harv?" Mark
demanded. "It's a big car for Joanna to handle."
"I can drive."
"Fine. I'll be outrider with the
bike. Give me the pistol, and Jo keeps the shotgun. One thing, Harv. Where are
we going?"
"I don't know," Harvey said.
"North. I'll think of something once we get started."
"Right."
The motorcycle could hardly be heard over
the roar of the thunder. They drove out, north toward Mulholland, along the
same route the bikers had taken, and Harvey kept hoping....
It
rained. Dan Forrester saw his path in split‑second flashes when the
frenetic wipers disturbed the flood of water across his windshield. The rain
ate the light of his headlamps before the light could reach the road.
Continuous lightning gave more light, but the rain scattered it into flashing
white murk.
Rivers ran across the twisting mountain
road. The car plowed through them.
In the valleys it must be . . . well, he
would learn soon enough. There were preparations he must make first.
Charlie Sharps would know sooner.
Dan worried for Charlie. Charlie's
chances weren't poor, but he should not have been traveling with that loaded
station wagon. It was too obviously worth stealing. But Masterson might have
packed guns, too.
Even if they reached the ranch, would
Senator Jellison let them in? Ranch country, high above the floods. If they
accepted everyone who came, their food would be gone in a day, their livestock
the next. They might let Charlie Sharps in, alone. They probably would not
require the services of Dan Forrester, Ph.D., ax‑astrophysicist. Who
would?
Dan was surprised to find that he'd
driven home. He zapped the garage door and it opened. Huh! He still had
electricity. That wouldn't last. He left the door open. Inside, he turned on
some lights, then set out a great many candles. He lit two.
The house was small. There was one big
room, and the walls of that room were bookshelves, floor to ceiling. Dan's
dining table was piled high with his equipment. He had bought his fair share of
freeze‑dried foods while they existed, but Dan had thought further than
that. He had carried home far more than his share of Ziploc Bags and salad‑size
Baggies, insect spray and mothballs. The table was full. He set to work on the
floor.
He whistled as he worked. Spray a book
with insect spray, drop it in a bag, add some mothballs and seal it. Put it in
another bag and seal it. Another. The packages piled up on the floor, each a
book sealed in four plastic envelopes. Presently he got up to put on some
gloves. He came back with a fan and set it blowing past his ears from behind.
That ought to keep the insecticide off his hands and out of his lungs.
When the pile on the floor got too big,
he moved. And when the second pile was as high as the first, he stood up
carefully. His joints were stiff. His feet hurt. He moved his legs to build
circulation. He started coffee in the kitchen. The radio gave him nothing but
static, so he started a stack of records going. There was now room at the
kitchen table. He resumed work there.
The two piles merged into one.
The lights went out, the Beatles' voices
deepened and slowed and stopped. Dan was suddenly immersed in darkness and
sounds he'd been ignoring: rolling thunder, the scream of wind and the roar of
rain attacking the house. Water had begun to drip from a corner of the ceiling.
He got coffee in the kitchen, then moved
around the library lighting candles. Hours had passed. The forgotten coffee had
already been heated too long. Four‑fifths of the shelves were still full,
but most of the right books were in bags.
Dan walked along the bookshelves.
Weariness reinforced his deep melancholy. He had lived in this house for twelve
years, but it was twice that long since he'd read Alice in Wonderland and The
Water Babies and Gulliver's Travels. These books would rot in an abandoned
house: Dune; Nova; Double Star; The Corridors of Time; Cat's Cradle; Half Past
Human; Murder in Retrospect; Gideon's Day; The Red Right Hand, The Trojan
Hearse; A Deadly Shade of Gold; Conjure Wife, Rosemary's Baby; Silverlock; King
Conan. He'd packed books not to entertain, nor even to illustrate philosophies
of life, but to rebuild civilization. Even Dole's Habitable Planets for Man . .
.
Dammit, no! Dan tossed Habitable Planets for
Man on the table. Fat chance that the next incarnation of NASA would need it
before it turned to dust, but so what? He added more: Future Shock; Cults of
Unreason; Dante's Inferno; Tau Zero . . . stop. Fifteen minutes later he had
finished. There were no more bags.
He drank coffee that was still warm, and
forced himself to rest before he tackled the heavy work. His watch said it was
ten at night. He couldn't tell.
He wheeled a wheelbarrow in from the
garage. It was brand‑new, the labels still on it. He resisted the
temptation to overload it. He donned raincoat, boots, hat. He wheeled the books
out through the garage.
Tujunga's modern sewage system was
relatively new. The territory was dotted with abandoned septic tanks, and one
of these was behind Dan Forrester's house. It was uphill. You can't have
everything.
The wind screamed. The rain tasted both
salty and gritty. The lightning guided him, but badly. Dan wrestled the
wheelbarrow uphill, looking for the septic tank. He finally found it, full of
rain because he'd removed the lid yesterday evening.
The books went in in handfuls. He pushed
them into the aged sewage with a plumber's helper, gently. Before he left he
broke open an emergency flare and left it on the upended lid.
He made his second trip in a bathing
suit. The warm lashing rain was less unpleasant than soaked and sticky clothes.
The third trip he wore the hat. He almost fainted coming back. That wouldn't
do. He'd better have a rest. He took off the wet suit and stretched out on the
couch, pulled a blanket over himself . . . and fell deeply asleep.
He woke in a pandemonium of thunder and
wind and rain. He was horribly stiff. He got to his feet an inch at a time, and
kept moving toward the kitchen, talking encouragement to himself. Breakfast
first, then back to work. His watch had stopped. He didn't know if it was day
or night.
Fill the wheelbarrow half full, no more.
Wheel it through slippery mud, uphill. Next trip, remember to take another
flare. Dump the books by armfuls, then push them down into the old sewage.
Unlikely that anyone, moron or genius, would look for such a treasure here,
even if he knew it existed. The smell hardly bothered him; but these hurricane
winds couldn't last forever, and then the trove would be doubly safe. Back for
another load . . .
Once he slipped, and slid a fair distance
downhill through the mud with the empty wheelbarrow tugging him along. He
crossed just enough sharp rocks to dissuade him from trying it again.
Then: last load. Finished. He wrestled
with the lid, rested, tried again. He'd had a hell of a time getting it off,
and he had a hell of a time getting it back on. Then downhill with the empty
barrow. In a day his tracks would be flooded away. He thought of burying the
last evidence of his project —the wheelbarrow—but just the thought of all that
work made him hurt all over.
He dried himself with all the towels in
the bathroom. Why not? He used the same towels to dry the rain gear. He got
more from the linen closet. He stuffed hand towels into the boots before he put
them in the car, with the raincoat and the hat and more dry towels. The old
house leaked now; he wondered if the old car would too. Ultimately it wouldn't
matter. Ultimately he would have to abandon the car and set out on foot, in the
rain, carrying a backpack for the first time in his life. He'd be safe, or
dead, long before this rain began to think about stopping.
Into the car went the new backpack he'd
packed day before yesterday, including a hypo and some insulin. There were two
more such medical packages elsewhere in the car, because someone might steal
the whole backpack. Or someone might steal the hypos . . . but surely they
would leave him one.
The car was an ancient heap, and nothing
in it would attract thieves. He'd included a few items to buy his life, if and
when it could be bought. There was one really valuable item; it would look like
trash to the average looter, but it might get him to safety.
Daniel Forrester, Ph.D., was a middle‑aged
man with no useful profession. His doctorate would never again be worth as much
as a cup of coffee. His hands were soft, he weighed too much, he was a
diabetic. Friends had told him that he often underestimated his own worth;
well, that was bad too, because it restricted his bargaining ability. He knew
how to make insulin. It took a laboratory and the killing of one sheep per
month.
Yesterday Dan Forrester had become an
expensive luxury.
What was in his backpack was something
else again. It was a book, wrapped like the others: Volume Two of The Way
Things Work. Volume One was in the septic tank.
Harvey Randall saw the white Cadillac
coming toward him. For a moment it didn't register. Then he jammed on the
brakes so hard that Joanna was thrown forward against the restraining belts.
The shotgun clattered hard against the dash. "You gone crazy?" she
yelled, but Harvey had already opened the door and was running out into the
street.
He waved his arms frantically. God! She
had to see him! "Marie!" he shouted.
The Cadillac slowed, halted. Harvey ran
up to it.
Incredibly, Marie Vance was unruffled.
She wore a Gernreich original, a simple low‑cut summer dress of white
linen with a golden thread woven into it. Gold earrings and a small diamond
pendant on a gold chain set it off perfectly. Her dark hair was coming out of
place from the damp, but it wasn't long hair and had never been fully curled;
even now she looked as if she'd merely been at the Country Club all day and was
going home to change into evening clothes.
Harvey looked at her in astonishment. She
eyed him calmly. His dislike of her boiled up inside him. He wanted to scream
at her, to ruffle her. Didn't she realize . . . ?
"How did you get here?" he
demanded.
When she answered, he was ashamed of
himself. Marie Vance spoke calmly; too calmly. There was an undertone of
unnatural effort in her voice. "I came up the ridge. There were cars in
the way, but some men moved them. I went— Why do you want to know how I got
here, Harvey?"
He laughed, at himself, at the world, and
she was frightened at his laughter. He could see the fear come into her eyes.
Mark drove up on the motorcycle. He
looked at the Cadillac, then at Marie. He didn't whistle. "Your
neighbor?" he asked.
"Yes. Marie, you'll have to come
with us. You can't stay at your place—"
"I've no intention of staying at my
place," she said. "I'm going to find my son. And Gordie," she added,
after a tiny pause. She looked down at her gold‑colored sandals.
"When I get some clothes . . . Harvey, where is . . . ?" Before she
could finish she saw the pain, then the numbness in Harvey's eyes.
"Loretta?" she said, her voice low and wondering.
Harvey said nothing. Mark, behind him,
shook his head slowly. His eyes met Marie's. She nodded.
Harvey Randall turned away. He stood in
the rain, saying nothing, looking at nothing.
"Leave the Caddy and get in the
TravelAII," Mark said.
"No." Marie tried to smile. "Please, can't you
wait until I get some clothes? Harvey—"
"He's not making decisions just
now," Mark said. "Look, there'll be clothes. Not much food, but
plenty of clothes."
"I have perfectly good outdoor
equipment at home." Marie was firm. She knew how to talk to employees,
Gordie's or Harvey's. "And boots that fit. I am very hard to fit. You
can't tell me that ten minutes will make that much difference."
"It'll take longer than ten minutes,
and we don't have any time at all," Mark said.
"It certainly will take longer if we
stand here talking about it." Marie started the car. She began moving
forward, slowly. "Please wait for me," she said, and drove away,
south.
"Jesus," Mark said. "Harv?
What...?" He let his question stay unfinished. Harvey Randall wasn't
making decisions just now. "Get in the goddam car, Harv!" Mark
ordered.
The bark in Mark's voice moved Harvey
toward the TravelAII. He started to get into the driver's seat. Mark growled,
"Joanna, take the bike. I'll drive."
"Where . . . ?"
"Back to Harvey's place. I guess.
Hell, I don't know what we ought to do. Maybe we ought to just go on."
"We can't leave her," Joanna
said firmly. She got out and took the bike. Mark shrugged and climbed into the
TravelAII. He managed to turn in a drive and started back the way they'd come,
cursing all the way.
When they reached the cul‑de‑sac,
Marie Vance was sitting on her front porch. She wore trousers of an expensive
artificial fabric. They were cut in a rugged square pattern and looked very
durable. She wore a cotton blouse and a wool Pendleton shirt over it. She was
lacing medium‑height hiking boots over wool socks. A blanket lay beside
her. The blanket was lumpy.
Joanna braked the motorcycle on the lawn.
Mark got out and joined her. He stared at Marie, then back at Joanna.
"Goddam, that's the quickest change I've ever seen. She could be
useful."
"Depends on for what," Marie
said evenly. "Who are you two, and what's wrong with Harvey?" She
went on lacing her boots.
"His wife was killed. Same outfit
that broke into your place," Mark said. "Listen, where were you going
in that Caddy? Is your husband with Andy Randall?"'
"Yes, of course," Marie said.
"Andy and Burt are up there. With Gordie." She tied the boot and
stood. "Poor Loretta. She—oh, damn it. Will you tell me your names?"
"Mark. This is Joanna. I worked for
Harv—"
"Yes," Marie said. She'd heard
about Mark. "Hello. You're staying with Harvey, then?"
"Sure—"
"Then let's go. Please put this
bundle in the car. I'll be right out."
Hard as fucking nails, Mark thought.
Coldest bitch I ever saw. He took the blanket. It was lumpy with clothing and
other objects. Marie came out with a plastic travel bag, the kind used to hang
clothes when carried on board an airplane. There wasn't a lot of room in the
back of the TravelAII, but she was careful about how she laid it, smoothing out
wrinkles.
"What's all that?" Mark
demanded.
"Things I'll need. I'm ready
now."
"Can you drive Harv's buggy?"
"On roads," Marie said.
"I've never tried to drive except on roads. But I can handle a stick
shift."
"Good. You drive. It's too big for
Joanna."
"I can manage."
"Sure, Jo, but you don't have
to," Mark said. "Let Miz‑"
"Marie."
"Let Miz Marie‑"
She laughed. Hard. "It's just Marie.
And I'll drive. Do you have maps? I don't have a good map. I know the boys are
up near the southern edge of Sequoia National Park, but I'm not sure how to get
there." Dressed in trousers and wool shirt, thin nylon jacket she'd
brought from the house, hiking boots, she looked smaller than Mark remembered,
and somehow less competent. Mark had no time to wonder why.
She'll have to do, Mark thought.
"I'll lead on the bike. Joanna will ride shotgun in the car. I think we
ought to put Harv in the back seat. Maybe if he gets some sleep his brain will
turn on again. Christ, I never saw a guy go to pieces like that before. It's like
he killed her himself." Mark saw Marie's eyes widen slightly. To hell with
that, he thought. He went to the bike and kicked it into life.
They went back out, turned north again.
The road was deserted. Mark wondered where to go now. He could ask Harv, but
would he get the right answer, and how would he know if he did? Why the hell is
he so broke up about it, Mark wondered. She wasn't much wife anyway. Never went
anywhere with Harv. Good‑looker, but not much of a companion. Why get so
broke up? If Mark had to bury Joanna he'd hate it, but it wouldn't break him
apart. He'd still function, and he'd turn a glass over for her next time he had
a drink—and Harv had always been tough.
Mark glanced at his watch. Getting late.
Time to move fast, through what was left of Burbank and the San Fernando
Valley. How? If the freeways weren't down they'd be packed with cars. No good.
He thought of routes, and wished Harvey's head was working again, but it wasn't
and it was up to Mark to lead. When he reached Mulholland he turned left.
The horn sounded behind him. Marie had
stopped at the intersection. "This isn't the way!" she shouted.
"Sure it is. Come on!"
"No."
God damn it. Mark drove back to the
TravelAII. Marie and Joanna sat tensely in the front seat. The shotgun was
poised in Joanna's hands, pointing upward; Marie sat with one arm carelessly
near the gun. She was a lot bigger than Joanna.
"What is this?" Mark demanded.
"The boys. We are going to find our
boys," Marie said. "And they are east of us, not west."
"Hell, I know that," Mark
shouted. "This is the best way. Stay on high ground. We get across the
valley on Topanga, stay along the Santa Susanna hills and go up through the
canyons. That keeps us off the freeways and out of the passes where everybody
else will be."
Marie frowned, trying to imagine a map of
the L.A. basin. Then she nodded. That route would take them to Sequoia She
started the car moving again.
Mark roared on ahead. As he drove he
muttered to himself. Frank Stoner had said the Mojave was the place to be.
Stoner knew everything. It was good enough for Mark. It was a place to go, and
once there they could figure out what to do next. It was a destination.
But Harv would want to get his kid out.
And that Vance woman wanted hers. Funny she barely mentioned her husband. Maybe
they didn't get along. Mark remembered Marie as he'd first seen her. Class.
Lots of it. That might be interesting stuff.
They drove on through the rain, across
the backbone of Los Angeles, and the rain kept them from seeing the destruction
in the valleys to either side. The roads were clear of traffic, and the
TravelAII got over the rapidly building piles of mud wherever the road dipped
below the ridgeline. They were making miles, and Mark was pleased.
Randall dozed and woke, dozed and woke.
The car seat jolted and tilted and jerked. Thunder and rain roared in his ears.
His own ghastly memories kept pulling him almost awake. When lightning flashed
he saw it again, his strobelit living room, crystal and silver intact, dog and
wife dead on the Kashdan rug.... When voices came he thought he was hearing his
own thoughts:
"Yes, they were very close . . . she
was completely dependent on him...."
The voices faded in and out. Once he was
aware that the car had stopped, and there were three voices speaking in a
tangle, but they might have been inside his head too.
"Wife is dead . . . wasn't there . .
. yes, she said she was going to ask him to stay home . . . lost his house and
his job and everything he owned . . . not just his job, but whole profession.
There won't be any more television documentaries for a thousand years. Jesus,
Mark, you'd be a basket case too."
"I know, but . . . didn't expect . .
. curl up and die."
Curl up and die, Randall thought. Yeah.
He curled tighter in the car seat. The car began moving again and it jolted
him. He whimpered.
Tuesday
Afternoon
Unhappily where matters as basic as
territorial defense are concerned, our higher brain centers are all too
susceptible to the urgings of our lower ones. Intellectual control can help us
just so far, but no further. In the last resort it is unreliable, and a single,
unreasoned, emotional act can undo all the good it has achieved.
Desmond
Morris, The Naked Ape
For
two hours the Earth had turned, while Hammerlab made one circle and a fraction
more. Europe and West Africa had moved from sunset to night.
Perhaps they were all afraid to speak. Rick
knew he was. If he spoke, what would come out? Johnny's ex‑wife and
children had not been in Texas. Rick hated him for it: a shameful secret. He
watched the turning Earth in silence.
It was hot in Hammerlab. Sweat didn't run
in free fall; it stayed where it formed. When Rick remembered he mopped it away
with the soggy cloth clutched in his left hand. When tears formed they covered
the eyes like thickening lenses. Blinking only distorted the lenses. They had
to be mopped away; and then he saw.
Orange holes glowed on the dark Earth, like cigarettes poked
through the back of a map. Hard to tell where each glowing spot was. City
lights had disappeared across Europe, covered by clouds, or simply gone. Sea looked
like land. Rick had watched land become sea in places: down the American East
Coast, and across Florida, and deep into Texas. Texas. Could an Army helicopter
move faster than a wall of water? But the winds! No, she was dead....
But he'd seen the strikes in daylight,
and Rick remembered. The glow in the Mediterranean had died away. The smaller
Baltic strike had been quenched almost immediately.
Much bigger strikes in the mid‑Atlantic
still showed. You saw only a diffuse pearly glow until Hammerlab was right
above one. Then you looked down into' the clear center of the tremendous
hurricane: down through a clear pillar of live steam, into an orange‑white
glare. Three of these, and they were much smaller now. The sea was returning.
Four small bright craters scattered
across the Sudan, and three in Europe, and a much larger one near Moscow, still
shed their orange‑white light back to space.
Johnny Baker sighed and thrust himself
back from the window. He cleared his throat and said, "All right. We have
things to discuss."
They looked at him as if he had
interrupted a eulogy. Johnny went doggedly on. "We can't use the Apollo.
That big Pacific strike was practically on our recovery fleet. The Apollo's
built for sea landings, and the sea . . . all the oceans . . . hell . . ."
"You must beg a ride home," Pieter Jakov said, nodding.
"Yes. We have room. Accept our hospitality."
Leonilla Malik said, "We have no
home. Where shall we go?"
"Moskva is not all of the Soviet
Union," Pieter said gently, reprovingly.
"Isn't it?"
Rick was giving him no help. He was
framed in the window, and Johnny saw only his back. "Glaciers,"
Johnny said. Yes, he had their attention. "There was a strike above
Russia, in the . . . ?"
"Ikara Sea. We did not see it. It
would have been too far north. We only infer it from the way the clouds swept
down."
"The clouds swept down, right. That
had to be an ocean strike. The clouds will keep coming down across Russia till
the crater on the seabed is quenched. They'll dump tens of millions of tons of
snow all across the continent. White clouds and white snow. Any sunlight that
falls will be reflected back to space for the next couple of hundred years. I .
. ." Johnny's face twisted. "God knows I hate to ruin your day, but
those glaciers are going to sweep right down to China. I really think we ought
to head for some place warm."
Pieter Jakov's face was cold. He said,
"Perhaps Texas?"
Rick's back flinched. Johnny said,
"Thanks a whole lot."
"My family was in Moskva. They die
by fire and the blast. Your family dies by water. You see, I know how you feel.
But the Soviet Union has survived disasters before, and glaciers move
slowly."
"Revolution moves quickly,"
Leonilla said.
"Eh?"
Leonilla spoke in rapid Russian. Pieter
answered in kind.
Johnny spoke low‑voiced to Rick.
"Let them talk it over. Hell, it's their rocket ship. Listen, Rick, they
could have got a helicopter there in time. Rick?" Rick wasn't listening.
Finally Johnny looked where Rick was looking, down toward the dark mass of
Asia....
Presently Leonilla switched to English.
Almost briskly almost cheerfully, she said, "Glaciers move slowly, but
revolutions move quickly. Most Party members, and everyone in the government,
were Great Russians like me, like Pieter. Well, too much of Great Russia was
under the strike. What will be happening now, as the Ukrainians, the Georgians,
all the subject people, realize that Moscow no longer holds their lives? I have
tried to convince Comrade General Jakov . . . What are you staring at?"
Rick Delanty turned to her, and she shied
back. Facial expressions differ among races and cultures, but she knew
murderous hate when she saw it. A moment later Rick moved; but only to give her
room at the viewport.
There were dozens of tiny sparks above
the black cloud cover of Hammerfall. More were coming through. A field of tiny
rising sparks, fireflies in formation . . .
Leonilla lost her handhold. She drifted back
across the width of Hammerlab, held by the hate in Rick's eyes, unable to look
away. Pieter saw that look and braced himself, one hand gripping hard to moor
himself, the other fist clenched and ready, braced himself to defend the woman
from a threat he didn't understand.
And Johnny Baker dived in a clean arc
across to the communications panel. He turned frequency dials in carefully
controlled haste, pushed buttons, and spoke. "LOOKING GLASS, THIS IS WHITE
BIRD; LOOKING GLASS LOOKING GLASS, THIS IS WHITE BIRD. SOVIET UNION HAS
LAUNCHED MASSIVE ICBM FORCE, I SAY AGAIN, SOVIET ROCKETS ARE RISING. CONFIRMED
OBSERVATION. Goddammit, the bastards are launching everything they've got! Five
hundred birds, maybe more!"
Pieter Jakov reached the console. He
pulled frantically at circuit breakers. The indicator lights on the panel went
out. Baker and Jakov faced each other.
"Delanty!"
"Sir." Rick launched himself
toward Jakov. Even as his body moved across the capsule, Leonilla was shouting
in Russian. Then Rick had Jakov—but the Russian had gone passive. His face was
a mask of hatred to match Rick's.
"Send your warning," he said.
"You will tell them nothing they do not know."
"What the hell do you mean?"
Rick Delanty shouted.
"Look," Pieter said.
Leonilla's voice was strangely flat.
"There is another flare above Moscow. A new one."
"Eh?" Johnny Baker looked from
the Russian general to the woman, finally let himself drift toward the
viewport. He knew already. He knew what it would look like, and he saw it at
once. At the edge of the red‑orange glare that marked Moscow, a tiny
vivid mushroom bloomed in red and violet‑white.
"Late strike." The lie was
thick on his tongue, for HamnerBrown was two hours past and his eyes were
already searching for the others. He found two small mushroom‑shaped
clouds and a tiny sun that blossomed as he watched. "Jesus," he said,
"the whole world's gone crazy."
"Gilding the lily," Rick
Delanty said. "Not enough to get hit by a comet. Some son of a bitch
pushed the button. Aw, shit."
All four now watched the scene below: the
rising fireflies of Soviet rockets, and the sudden blue‑white glares
across what had been European Russia. Whatever industry might have survived the
comet was . . .
Madness, Johnny Baker thought. Why, why,
WHY?
"I don't think we'll be welcome down
there," Rick Delanty said. His voice was strangely calm, and Johnny
wondered if Rick had gone crazy too. He couldn't look at Leonilla.
Finally Rick snarled deep in his throat.
Just a sound. It had no meaning and was directed at no one. Then he turned and
kicked himself away from them all, down the length of Hammerlab. Jakov was at
the other end, near the airlock to the Soyuz, and Johnny Baker had the insane thought
that the Russian was going for a concealed weapon.
That's what we need. A pistol fight in
orbit. Why not?
Madness and revenge were fine old
traditions where Jakov came from.
"That's that," Johnny said
quietly. "It would have been nice to stick together. The last of the
astronauts. But I guess not. Rick?"
Rick was down at the Apollo airlock, and
he was cursing, quietly, but loud enough that they could hear.
Johnny turned back to watch Jakov. The
Russian made no move to open the airlock to the Soyuz. He hung in space, poised
as if ready to do something, but he didn't move at all. He was staring down at
the stricken Earth below.
Rick's bellow echoed the length of the
cabin. "Shit!" Then, "Sir. The Apollo's in vacuum. Shall I close
up my hat and go see if the heat shield's damaged?"
"Don't bother. Shit!" A hole
anywhere in the Apollo would kill them during reentry. They were back to one
spacecraft. Johnny turned back to Pieter Jakov, who was still watching through
the viewport.
A blow to the back of General Jakov's
neck, right now, before he expects it. Or go back to Russia. As prisoners of
war? Hardly. Johnny Baker remembered scenes from the Gulag Archipelago. His
hand arched to strike. Rick could handle Leonilla, and they'd have . . .
He thought it, but he did nothing. And
Pieter Jakov turned toward them all and said, carefully, "They're moving
east. East."
They stared at each other, Baker and
Jakov, for a moment that stretched endlessly, then both dived frantically
toward the communication panel
"Roger, Looking Glass, White Bird
out," Johnny Baker said.
"You got through?" Rick
demanded.
"Yeah. At least somebody
acknowledged." Johnny Baker looked down at the roiling mess below. "I
think God hears us pretty well up here. I don't see any other way we could have
got a message through that."
"Skip distances. Random ionization
patterns," Jakov said.
Johnny Baker shrugged. He wasn't interested
in arguing theology. The capsule fell silent as they watched the flight of the
missiles. The sparks were going out now as they reached their trajectories.
They would light again, but far more brightly....
But before the flames died, it had been
easy to see that the missiles were not rising to curve over the North Pole. A
slim crescent of Earth showed, more than enough to let them orient themselves,
and the missiles were plainly moving east, toward China.
And there had been the nuclear explosions
over Russia. The Chinese had attacked first, and what the Hammer had spared was
now radioactive hell.
Pieter's family was down there, Johnny
Baker thought. And Leonilla's, if she has any. I don't think she does. Jesus,
I'm lucky. Ann left Houston weeks ago.
Johnny laughed quietly to himself. Ann
Baker had no reason to stay in Texas. She'd taken the kids to Las Vegas for a
divorce that had probably saved her life. As for Maureen . . . Yeah. Maureen.
If any woman could have survived Hammerfall on brains and determination, it was
Maureen. She'd said she was going to California with her father.
"There is much to be done."
Pieter Jakov was a study in professional detachment, except for the quiet edge
in his voice. "We cannot survive here more than a few weeks at most.
General, we have no onboard computer. You must use your equipment to compute
our reentry."
"Sure," Johnny said.
"We will need both of you."
Jakov tilted his head toward the other end of the capsule, where Rick Delanty
seemed huddled in on himself.
"He'll help when we need him,"
Baker said. "He's got to take this pretty hard. Even if his wife and kids
are still alive, even if they got them out, he'll never know it."
"Not knowing is better," said
Pieter. "Much better."
Johnny remembered Moscow, doubly
destroyed, and nodded.
"Perhaps Dr. Malik should administer
a tranquilizer," Jakov was saying.
"I told you, Colonel Delanty will be
all right," Johnny Baker said. "Rick, we need a conference."
"Sure."
"Why?" Jakov demanded.
"Why did they do it?"
The sudden question did not surprise
Baker. He'd been wondering when Jakov would say something.
"You know why," Leonilla Malik
said. She left her place at the viewport. "Our government had already
coveted China. With the threat of glaciers coming, Russians have only one place
to go. Europe has been destroyed, and there is very little to the south. If we
can reach that conclusion, the Chinese can also."
"And so they attacked," Jakov
said. "But not in time. We were able to launch our own strike."
"So where will we land?"
Leonilla asked.
"You are very calm about this,"
Jakov said. "Do you not care that your country has been destroyed?"
"I care both less and more than you
think," she said. "It was my homeland, but it was not my country.
Stalin killed my country. In any event we cannot go there now. We would land in
the middle of a war, if we could find a place to land at all."
"We are officers of the Soviet
Union, and this war is not over," Jakov said.
"Balls." They all turned toward
Rick Delanty. "Balls," he said again. "You know damn well
there's nothing you can do down there. Where would you go? Into China to wait
for the Red Army? Or down into the fallout to wait for glaciers? For Christ's
sake, Pieter, that war's not your war, even if you're crazy enough to believe
it's still going on. It's over for you."
"So where do we go?" Jakov
demanded.
"Southern Hemisphere," Leonilla
said. "Weather patterns do not usually cross the equator, and most of the
strikes were in the Northern Hemisphere. I believe we will find that Australia
and South Africa are undamaged industrial societies. Australia would be
difficult to achieve from this orbit. We would have little control over where
we landed, and we would starve if we came down in the outback. South
Africa—"
Johnny's laugh was bitter. Rick said,
"If it's all the same to you, I'd rather stay here."
They all laughed. Baker felt the tension
easing slightly. "Look," he said, "we could probably manage
South America, and we wouldn't find much damage there, but why bother? We'd be
four strangers, and none of us speaks the language. I suggest we go home. Our
home. We can set down pretty close to where we aim for, and you'll be two
strangers with native guides. And you know English."
"Things are pretty bad,"
Delanty said.
"Sure."
"So where?"
"California. High farming country in
California. There won't be glaciers there for a long time."
Leonilla said nothing. Pieter said,
"Earthquakes."
"You know it, but they'll be over
before we can land. The shock waves must have triggered every fault there is.
There won't be another earthquake in California for a hundred years."
"Whatever we do, it must be
quickly," Pieter said. He pointed to the status board. "We are losing
air and we are losing power. If we do not act quickly we will be unable to act
at all. You say California. Will two Communists be welcome there?"
Leonilla looked at him strangely, as if
she were about to say something, but she didn't.
"Better there than other
places," Baker said. "We wouldn't want the South or the
Midwest—"
"Johnny, there's going to be people
down there who think this was all a Russki plot," Rick Delanty said.
"Yes. Again, more in the Midwest and
South than in California. And the East is gone. What else is left? Besides,
look, we're heroes, all of us. The last men in space." If he was trying to
convince himself, it wasn't working.
Leonilla and Pieter exchanged glances.
They spoke softly in Russian. "Can you imagine what the KGB would do if we
came down in an American space capsule?" Leonilla asked. "Are the
Americans such fools as well?"
Rick Delanty's reply was a soft, sad
chuckle. "We're not in quite the same boat," he said. "I
wouldn't worry about the FBI. It's the righteous patriotic citizens . . ."
Leonilla frowned the question.
"Well," Rick said, "what's
to worry? We're coming down in a Soviet spacecraft plainly marked with a hammer
and sickle and that big CCCP...."
"Better that than a Mars
symbol," Johnny Baker said.
No one laughed.
"Hell," Rick said. "If we
had any choice, that wouldn't be the world we'd land on. You'd think people
would get together after this. But I doubt they will."
"Some will," Baker said.
"Sure. Look, Johnny, half the people
are dead, and the rest will be fighting over what's left of the food. Strange
weather ruins crops. You know that. A lot of the survivors won't get through
another winter."
Leonilla shivered. She had known people
who lived— barely—through the great famine in the Ukraine that followed
Stalin's ascension to the throne of the czars.
"But if there's any civilization
left down there, anybody who cares about what we've done, it'll be in
California," Rick Delanty said. "We've got the records from
HamnerBrown. Last space mission for—"
"For a long time," Pieter said.
"Yeah. And we've got to save the
records. So it will mean something."
Pieter Jakov seemed relieved, now that there were no more
difficult choices. "Very well. There are atomic power plants in
California? Yes. Perhaps they will survive. Civilization will form around
electrical power. That is where we should go."
SAC communications are designed to
survive. They are intended to operate even after an atomic attack. They were
not designed for planetwide disaster, but they contain so much redundancy and
so many parallel systems that even under the impact of the Hammer, messages got
through.
Major Bennet Rosten listened to the
chatter on his speaker. Most of it was not intended for him, but he got it
anyway, if communications ever stopped, Major Rosten would own his missiles,
and, after the timers ran out, could launch them. It was better that he knew
too much than too little.
"EWO EWO, EMERGENCY WAR ORDERS. ALL
SAC COMMANDERS, THIS IS CINC SAC."
General Bambridge's voice came through
heavy static. Rosten could barely understand him.
"THE PRESIDENT IS DEAD. HELICOPTER
ACCIDENT; I SAY AGAIN, THE PRESIDENT IS DEAD IN A HELICOPTER ACCIDENT. WE HAVE
NO EVIDENCE OF HOSTILE ATTACK ON THE UNITED STATES. WE HAVE NO COMMUNICATION
WITH HIGHER AUTHORITY."
"Christ on a crutch," Captain
Luce muttered. "Now what do we do?"
"What we're paid for," Rosten
said.
Static overlay the speaker's voice.
". . . NO REPORT FROM B‑MEWS . . . HURRICANE WINDS OVER . . . SAY
AGAIN . . . TORNADOES . . ."
"Jesus," Luce muttered. He
wondered about his family up at ground level. There were shelters at the base.
Millie would have sense enough to get to them. Wouldn't she? She was an Air
Force wife, but she was young, too young and—
". . . CONDITION REMAINS RED; SAY
AGAIN, CONDITION REMAINS RED. SAC OUT."
"We will unlock the target
cards," Rosten said.
Harold Luce nodded. "Guess that's
best, Skipper." Then, as he'd been trained to do, Luce noted the time in
the log: "On orders of the CO the targeting cards and interpretations were
removed at 1841 ZULU." Luce used his keys, then turned the combination
panel. He took out a deck of IBM cards and laid them on the console. They gave
no indication of what they were, but there was a code book that could interpret
them. Under normal circumstances neither Luce nor Rosten knew where their
missiles were aimed. Now, though, with good prospects that they'd own the
birds, it seemed better to know.
Time went by. The speaker blared again.
"APOLLO REPORTS SOVIET MISSILE LAUNCH . . . SAY AGAIN . . . MASSIVE . . .
FIVE HUNDRED . . . TYARA TAM . . ."
"The bastards"" Rosten
shouted. "Lousy red sons of bitches!"
"Calm, Skipper." Captain Luce
fingered the cards and code book. He looked up at his status board. Their
missiles were still sealed; they couldn't launch anything if they wanted to,
not without orders from Looking Glass.
"LOOKING GLASS, THIS IS DROPKICK.
LOOKING GLASS, THIS IS DROPKICK. WE HAVE MESSAGES FROM SOVIET PREMIER. SOVIETS
CLAIM CHINESE ATTACK ON SOVIET UNION HAS BEEN MET BY MISSILE LAUNCHES. SOVIETS
REQUEST U.S. ASSISTANCE AGAINST CHINESE UNPROVOKED ATTACK."
"ALL UNITS, THIS IS SAC. APOLLO
REPORTS SOVIET MISSILES HEADED EAST; REPEAT . . . NO . . . AS FAR AS WE KNOW .
. ."
"SQUADRON COMMANDERS, THIS IS
LOOKING GLASS. NO SOVIET ATTACK ON UNITED STATES; I SAY AGAIN, SOVIET ATTACK ON
CHINA ONLY, NOT ON UNITED STATES...."
The speakers went dead. Luce and Rosten
looked at each other. Then they looked at their target cards.
Red flags dropped over lights on their
status board, and a new digital timer began ticking off seconds.
In four hours they would own their birds.
A handful of glowing coals scattered
across Mexico and the eastern United States: the land strikes of the Hammer.
Columns of superheated air stream up into the stratosphere, carrying millions
of tons of dust and vaporized soil. Winds rush inward toward the rising air; as
they cross the turning world their paths are deflected into half a dozen
counterclockwise spirals. Eddies form in the spirals and are thrown off as
hurricanes.
A mother hurricane forms over Mexico and
moves eastward across the Gulf, gaining heat energy from the boiling seawater
that covers the Gulf Strike. The hurricane moves north, from sea to land, and
spawns tornadoes as it goes. Hurricane winds drive floodwaters further up the
Mississippi valley.
As heated wet air rises above the oceans,
cold winds pour down from the Arctic. An enormous front forms along the Ohio
valley. Tornadoes bud and break free and scatter. When the front moves past,
another forms, and another behind it, spewing out a hundred, then a thousand
tornadoes to dance out their fury on the graves of the ruined cities. The
fronts move east. More form in the Atlantic, above Europe, across Africa. Rain
clouds cover the Earth.
3
THE QUICK AND THE DEAD
Day of wrath, and doom impending,
David's word with Sibyl's blending:
Heaven and earth in ashes ending.
What
shall I, frail man, be pleading?
Who for me be interceding,
When the just are mercy needing
Dies
Irae
Rich
Man. Poor Man
The value of a thing is what that thing
will bring.
Legal
maxim
Tim
led Eileen over the slippery crest. They stopped to gape down at Tujunga.
Tujunga still lived! There was
electricity: yellow lights shining from houses that still stood; bright bluish‑white
fluorescent light from stores with unbroken glass in their windows.
Cars moved down Foothill Boulevard. They
drove with their lights on in the afternoon gloom, through the windy, rainswept
streets, across foot‑thick mud that ran in rivulets across the road. Not
many, but they were cars, and they moved. There were police cars in the
supermarket parking lot across from Tim and Eileen.
There were also armed men, in uniform.
When Tim and Eileen got closer they saw that the uniforms were of all styles
and ages, and many didn't fit any longer. It was as if everyone who had a
uniform had gone home and put it on. The weapons were random: pistols,
shotguns, .22 rifles, Mauser hunting pieces, a few military rifles carried by
men in National Guard fatigues.
"Food!" Tim shouted. He took
Eileen's hand and they ran toward the shopping center with a new spring in
their walk. "I told you," Tim cried. "Civilization!"
Two men in outdated Army uniforms blocked
the supermarket door. They didn't stand aside as Tim and Eileen tried to go in.
One of the men had sergeant's stripes. He said, "Yeah?"
"We need to buy something to
eat," said Tim.
"Sorry," the sergeant said. "All
confiscated."
"But we're hungry." Eileen
sounded plaintive, even to herself. "We haven't eaten all day."
The other uniformed man spoke. He didn't
talk like a soldier. He sounded like an insurance salesman. "There'll be
ration cards issued at the old City Hall. You'll have to go there to register.
I understand they'll be setting up a soup line too."
"But who's inside the store?"
Eileen pointed an accusing finger at aisles bathed in electric light, where
people were piling goods into shopping carts. Some wore uniforms, some didn't.
"Our officers. The supply
crew," the sergeant said. He had been a clerk in a hardware store until
that morning. "They'll tell you all about it at City Hall." He looked
at their muddy clothes, and something dawned on him. "You come from over
the hills?"
Tim said, "Yes."
"Jesus," the sergeant said.
"Many more make it out?" the
other man asked.
"I don't know." Tim took
Eileen's hand again, holding it as if she might vanish into smoke the way his
dream of normal civilization had vanished. "We're about dead on our
feet," he said. "Where can . . . what should we do?"
"Beats me," the sergeant said.
"You want my advice, you figure on getting out of here. We're not turning
out strangers. Not yet. But it stands to reason there's only so much to go
around. At least until we can get back over the hills and see what's out in the
valley. They tell me . . ." His voice trailed off.
"Did you see it happen?" the
private asked.
"No. The water came pretty high, I
guess," Tim said. "But we couldn't see. We just heard it."
"I'll hear it the rest of my
life," Eileen said. "It.... There must be a lot of people alive,
though. In Burbank, maybe. And the Hollywood Hills."
"Yeah," the private growled.
"Too many for us to take care
of." The sergeant peered out into the rain as if trying to see through the
Verdugo Hills beyond the parking lot. "Way too many. You better register
at City Hall while they're still taking in strangers. Maybe we won't be, if too
many come. Over that way." He pointed.
"Thanks." Tim turned away. They
started across the parking lot.
"Hey." The sergeant came toward
them. He held the rifle carelessly. Tim kept watching it. The sergeant reached
into his pocket. "I guess I can spare this. You look like you can use
it." He held out a cellophane‑wrapped packet, very small, and turned
away before Tim could thank him. As if he didn't want to be thanked.
"What did we get?" Eileen
asked.
"Cheese and crackers. About one bite
each." He opened the package and used the little plastic stick to dig out
cheese from the plastic container. He spread half of it onto crackers. "Here's
your share."
They munched on the way. "Never
thought this stuff would taste so good," Eileen said. "And it's only
been a few hours. Tim, I don't think we ought to stay here. We should get to
your observatory if we can." She remembered what she had seen Patrolman
Eric Larsen do. And she'd known him. She didn't know these men in their too‑small
uniforms. "But I don't think I can walk that far."
"Why walk?" Tim pointed to a
lighted building. "We'll buy a car."
The lot held used pickup trucks. Inside
the showroom there were three GMC Blazers, four‑wheel‑drive station
wagons. They went in, and saw no one. Tim went over to one of the cars.
"Perfect," he said. "Just what we want."
"Tim—"
He turned at the alarm in her voice.
There was a man in the doorway to the shop area. He held a large shotgun. At
first Tim Hamner saw only the gun, barrels pointed toward his head, each as
large as a cave. Then he noticed the fat man behind it. Large, not really
fat—yes he was. Fat. Also beefy, with red face. Expensive clothes. Western
string tie with a silver device on it. And a big shotgun.
"You want one of those, do
you?" the man said.
"I want to buy one," Tim said.
"We're not robbers. I can pay." Tim's voice was filled with angry
indignation.
The man stared for a moment. Then he
lowered the shotgun. His head tilted back. Peal after peal of laughter came
from his mouth. "Pay with what?" he demanded. He could hardly speak
for laughing. "With what?"
Tim swallowed the automatic answer. He
looked at Eileen, and fear came to him. Money wasn't any good—and he didn't
have any money to begin with. He had checks, and plastic credit cards, and what
were they? "I don't know," Tim said finally. "Yes I do. Maybe. I
have a place up in the hills. Stocked with food and supplies. Big enough for a
lot of people. I'll take you and your family, and let you stay there. . .
."
The man stopped laughing. "Nice
offer. Don't need it, but nice. I'm Harry Stimms. I own this place."
"My name is—"
"Timothy Hamner," Stimms said.
"I watch TV."
"And you're not interested in my
offer?"
"No," Stimms said.
"Actually, I don't suppose these cars belong to me anymore. Expect the
National Guard johnnies will take them over pretty quick now. And I've got a
place to go." He looked thoughtful. "You know, Mr. Hamner, maybe
things aren't as bad as they say. You want one of these?"
"Yes."
"Fine. I'll sell you one. The price
is two hundred and fifty thousand dollars."
Eileen's jaw dropped. Tim's eyes narrowed
a second. Talk about being rolled . .. "Done. How do I pay?"
"You sign a note for it,"
Stimms said. "Doubt it'll be any good, ever. But just in case . . ."
He picked up the shotgun and kept it cradled in his arms. "Come on into
the office. I've got the note forms. Never made one out for quite that much
before...."
"I can write small."
They drove through inches‑deep
water on side streets. The wind howled. On either side the old houses, built long
before the Long Beach quake and still standing, were islands of light in the
drizzle. Tim's watch said 4 P.M., but outside it was dark, with only a dingy
gray except in the headlights. There were no sidewalks, and mud as well as
water flowed across the blacktop road. Eileen drove carefully, eyes ahead on
the road. The radio gave nothing but static.
"Nice car," Eileen said.
"Glad it has power steering."
"For a quarter of a million bucks it
ought to have," Tim said. "Damn, that frosts me—"
Eileen giggled. "Best deal you ever made in your life."
Or ever will make, she thought.
"It isn't the car." Tim's voice
held hurt indignation. "It was the extra fifty thousand bucks he charged
for gas and oil and a jack!" Then he laughed. "And the rope. Mustn't
forget the rope. I'm glad he had extra. I wonder where he's going?"
Eileen didn't answer. They crested a hill
and started down, around a bend. There were no more houses. Thick mud covered
the road and she shifted into four‑wheel drive. "I've never been in
a car like this before."
"Me neither. Want me to drive?"
"No."
There was water at the bottom of the
hill. It came up to the hubcaps, then up to the doors, and Eileen backed away.
She drove carefully off the road and onto the embankment beside it. The car
tilted dangerously toward the swirling dark water to their left. They went on,
carefully and slowly. On their right were the ruins of new houses and
condominiums, just far enough away so that they couldn't see any details. A few
lights, flashlights and lanterns, moved among the wreckage. Tim wished he'd got
a flashlight from the car dealer. They had a spotlight, but it needed to be
mounted on the car, and wouldn't be any good until it was.
They went around the valley, staying just
above the water, and eventually found the road again where it rose out of the
flood. Eileen gratefully shifted gears.
The road twisted up into the mountains.
They passed stopped cars. Someone darted out in front of the Blazer and
gestured them to halt. He wasn't wearing a shirt, but he held a pistol in his
hand. Eileen gunned the car toward him, making him dive off to the side, then
she accelerated.
There were gunshots, and a crash of
glass. Tim looked back in amazement at the neat round hole through the rear
window, then above at the exit hole angling up through the roof. Rainwater ran
in through the hole and dripped between them. Eileen floorboarded the car,
roaring around the curve without braking, and the car had the feathery feeling of
an imminent skid. She got around, braked for the next curve, then accelerated
again.
Tim tried to laugh. "My new
car."
"Shut up." She was leaning
forward against the wheel. "You all right?',
"No."
"Eileen!"
"I'm not hit. I'm scared. I've got
the shakes."
"Me too," he said, but he felt
waves of relief wash over him. There had been that tiny moment, only an instant
really, when he thought she'd been hit. It had been the most terrifying moment
of his life. Now that struck him as strange; because he hadn't seen her since
she turned down his proposal. Of course not. He had his pride—
"Tim, there are bridges ahead, and
we're getting closer to the Fault! The road may be gone!" She was
shouting.
"Not much we can do about it."
"No, we can't go back." She
slowed for another curve, then accelerated again. She was still strangling the
wheel. She was going to wreck them if she didn't calm down, and he couldn't
think of a thing to do about it.
The road was often blocked by mudslides,
and Eileen, finally, had slowed to a crawl. Once they took half an hour to get
fifty feet. Now, whenever they came to a clear section of road, Tim wished that
she would drive faster. But she didn't; she kept the car in first or second
gear, and never drove faster than twenty miles an hour, even when the
headlights showed long clear stretches.
They drove on interminably. Eventually
Tim stuffed his handkerchief into the hole in the roof.
Tim's
watch showed 8 P.M., twilight time for Los Angeles June, but it was as black as
ink outside. Rain fell intermittently. The windshield wipers in the Blazer were
very good, and Stimms had showed them how to fill the washers. Eileen used them
often.
As they rounded a sharp curve, the headlights
showed empty space in front of them. Eileen braked, hard, and brought the car
to a stop. The headlights bored small holes in the rainy dark, but there was
enough light to show a jagged end to the road.
Tim got out in the rain and went toward
the edge. When he saw where he stood he gulped, hard, and went back to the
driver's side. "Back up, slow," he commanded.
She started to ask why, but the urgent
fear in his voice stopped her. Carefully she put the car into reverse and
crawled back. "Get back there and guide me, damn you!" she shouted.
"Sorry." Tim walked back behind
the car and guided her with gestures. Finally he made chopping motions.
She switched off the ignition and got out
to see where they'd been. The bridge had been a slender concrete arch spanning
a deep gorge. The bridge had fallen in the center, and they'd been well onto it
before she stopped. Now they were back on solid ground.
They could see nothing. To the left they
felt the loom of a flint‑and‑granite cliff rising high above them.
On the right, beyond a broad earth hump, was a steep drop into nothing. Ahead
was the ruined bridge.
There were no lights anywhere, and no
sounds except howling wind driving the rain, and far below, sounds of rushing
water.
"End of the line?" Eileen said.
"I don't know. It's a cinch we can't
do anything about it tonight. I guess we stay here until daylight."
"If there's ever any daylight
again," she said. She frowned, and began walking up the road. Tim didn't
follow. He stood, exhausted, wanting to get back into the car, but reluctant to
do it until she came back. Somehow it would have been cowardly to sit in the
car out of the rain while she tramped up the road, looking for . . . for what?
Tim wondered. Finally she came back and got in. Tim went around and joined her.
She began backing up, slowly, this time
without his help. She went on and on, and Tim wanted to ask what she was doing,
but he was too tired. She had made a decision, and that was good, because he
didn't have to. Eventually she came to a wide gravel patch to the left side of
the road and carefully backed into it so that the car was off the pavement
entirely. "I don't like it," she said. "There might be a
mudslide. But I'd rather be here than on the road. Suppose someone else
comes."
"No one will."
"Probably. Anyway, we're here."
"Beer?" Tim asked.
"Sure."
He took two cans from the six‑pack
the car salesman had thrown in. He opened one and started to throw the pull tab
away.
"Save that."
"Huh? Why?"
"Save everything," Eileen said.
"We don't have much. I don't know what we can use those for, but we'll
never get more of them. Save it. Cans, too. Don't crush them."
"Okay. Here."
The beer was lukewarm, like the rain
outside. They had nothing else. Nothing to eat, and the rain outside was mildly
salty. Tim wondered if they could drink it safely. Pretty soon they'd have to.
"At least it's warm," Tim said.
"We won't freeze, even at this altitude." His clothes were damp, and
it wasn't really very warm. He wished they'd saved the old raincoat from the
first car. For a moment Tim thought about the Chrysler's owner. Had they killed
him by taking his car? That wasn't something to think about. What was?
"Do we save this or drink it up and
be done with it?" Tim asked.
"Better save at least two,"
Eileen said. Her voice was wooden and emotionless, and Tim wondered if he
sounded that way to her. Wordlessly he opened another pair of cans and they
drank that.
Two cans of beer, on an empty stomach,
after the day's excitement: Tim found that it had more effect than he could
have believed. He almost felt human again. He knew it wouldn't last, but for
the moment there was a warm feeling in his stomach and a lightness in his head.
He looked toward Eileen. He couldn't see her in the dark. She was only a shape
on the seat beside him. He listened to the rain for a few moments longer, then
reached for her.
She sat stiffly, not moving, neither
pushing him away nor responding. Tim moved against her on the seat. His hand
went to her shoulder, then down to her breast. Her blouse was damp, but her
flesh was warm when he put his hand under the blouse. She still hadn't moved.
He moved closer, putting his head to her breasts.
"Is this appropriate?" Her
voice might have been a stranger's. It was Eileen, but detached, from a long
way away.
"What is?" Tim said. He felt
vaguely ashamed of himself. "I'm sorry." The glow from the beer was
gone now.
"Don't be. I'll sleep with you, if
that's what you want. I'd rather not. Not now . . ."
"Yeah, there have to be better
times."
"Not if that's what you really
want," she said. "I've been thinking. Were we ever really in
love?"
"I asked you to marry me...."
"And I wanted to, only I didn't want
to marry anybody. Well, we're married now."
Tim was silent in the darkness. He felt an
insane urge to giggle. Mother will be pleased, he thought. Little Timmy's
married now. He wondered where his mother was, and the rest of his family.
Could I have done anything? Should I have tried? I didn't try. I didn't do
anything but run for my life.
"Sure you want me?" he asked.
"Tim, when I came out of Corrigan's
and saw you I was never so glad to see anyone in my life. Yes."
Was she putting him on? And what was the
point of worrying about it?
"We'll learn to love each
other," she was saying. "We've been learning it all day. So
if"—she patted his hand that still lay passively on her breast—"this
is what you want, I'm willing."
He sat up and moved away from her.
"Tim, please don't be angry."
"No, that's okay. You're right, it
feels wrong. The whole car is wet, and our clothes stick to us, and if you're
not tired half to death, I am. Jesus, we came close to driving off that
bridge!"
She reached to squeeze his hand.
"Wrong time, wrong place. Hey, how
about the Savoy Hotel?"
"Huh?"
"Savoy Hotel in London. Elegance.
Incredible room service. Huge bathtubs. If this is the wrong place for a love
affair, the right place is the Savoy Hotel. Only, it's probably
underwater." He was babbling. "Sure, there's a right place somewhere,
but what if we never reach it? Eileen, I damned near didn't get that fence
down, and it had to be done. You don't need me, you need Conan the Barbarian!
Him for brawn and you for brains."
"Will you stop that?"
"I can't. You're the one who kept us
going. If you want manly strength, I don't think I have it. I don't have the
skills either. I used to know how to hire skills."
"You carried me down the hill,"
she said, exaggerating for effect. "You knew where to go. You've done all
right."
He couldn't see her in the dark. But he
knew she wasn't laughing at him, because she had a death grip on his hand. He
moved toward her again, and she came to him, holding him desperately. He had no
sexual urge now, only a feeling of innate protectiveness. Part of his mind knew
this was silly; knew that Tim Hamner, however much he might share the ages‑old
instincts of male Homo sapiens, had neither the training nor the muscles to
give them reality. But it was very pleasant to hold Eileen and have her go
quietly to sleep with her head in his lap, and after a while he slept too.
The
sea is withdrawing from England.
Sluggish with debris, the water that has
conquered London flows back toward the Channel. Glutted with human bodies and
the lighter cars, and the wooden walls of older buildings and the sea‑bottom
debris that came inland in three monstrous tidal waves, the water must force
its way between and around and through mountainous chunks that were tall
buildings yesterday. Windows that survived the wave break now to let the water
through. It sifts the interiors as it goes, and carries away furniture,
bedding, whole department stores full of clothing.
Buildings along the Thames have been
smashed to their foundations, and even those are being torn loose. Tremendous
pressures pry the concrete away in pieces and send them, with megatons of mud
from the banks, down into the river bed.
Tomorrow and forever after, there will be
no way to tell where the Savoy Hotel once stood.
They
woke with cramps, tingling limbs and the shivers.
"What time is it?" Eileen
asked.
Tim pushed the button on his watch.
"One‑fifty." He shifted uncomfortably. "The stuff we read
in Lit classes made it sound romantic, this business of sleeping in each
other's arms, but it's damned uncomfortable."
She laughed in the dark. Lovely, Tim
thought. It was Eileen again, her laugh, and he could imagine her sunburst
smile although he couldn't see it. "Do these seats do anything?" she
asked.
"Dunno."
The car had a divided bench seat. Tim
reached down, feeling for controls. He found a lever and pulled. The seat back
collapsed against the seat behind, not quite horizontal but a great deal more
comfortable than it had been. He told her what he'd done and she flopped hers
back as well. Now they were not quite lying side by side. She moved against
him. "I'm freezing."
"Me too."
They huddled together, seeking each other's
warmth. They were not very comfortable. Arms got in the way. She put her arm
over him, and they lay still for a moment. Then she drew him tightly against
her body, pushing her legs against his. She felt warm along her whole length.
Suddenly her mouth found his and she kissed him. That went on for a moment and
she drew away, and laughed, very softly. "Still in the mood?" she
asked.
"Back in the mood," Tim said,
and he gave up on speaking.
They kept most of their clothes on,
peeling back shirt and blouse and skirt and pants, giggling, reaching under
cloth that was needed for warmth; and they coupled suddenly, with a fervor that
left no room for laughter. It felt right, now. Even the flavor of insanity
matched what was happening to the world around them. Afterward they rested in
each other's arms, and Eileen said, "Shoes."
So they curled around each other,
maintaining contact, to wrestle their shoes off; they caressed each other with
their toes; they coupled again. Tim felt the wiry strength of Eileen's legs and
arms, caging him. She relaxed slowly, and sighed, and was out like a light.
He pulled her skirt down as far as it
would go. She slept soundly, stirring only slightly when he moved. Tim lay
awake in the dark, wishing for dawn, wishing for sleep.
Why did we do that? he wondered. The
night the world ended, and we screw like mad minks, here at the end of nowhere
on the Big Tujunga Canyon Road, with a dead bridge in front of us and ten
million dead behind.... In a car seat, yet, like a couple of teen‑agers.
She moved slightly, and he put his arm
across her, protectively, without volition. He realized he had done that.
Reflex. Protective reflex, he thought.
Suddenly Tim Hamner grinned in the dark.
"Why the hell not?" he said aloud, and went to sleep.
There was a gray tinge to the sky when
they both woke. They sat up together, wrapped in thoughts and memories,
wondering what had wakened them. Then they heard it over the drumming of rain
on metal a motor, a car or truck coming very fast up the highway. Presently
there were lights behind them.
Tim felt a terrible sense of urgency. He
ought to be doing something. Warning. He ought to warn that car. He shook his
head violently, trying to shake himself awake. It must have worked. He reached
past Eileen for the steering wheel. The horn shrieked in mechanical terror.
The car went past them like a bat out of
hell, followed by the terror‑sound. Tim released the horn and heard real
mechanical terror: a long scream of brakes, and then nothing, no sound at all
for crawling eons. Then metal smashed rock, and light flared ahead of them.
They got out and ran toward half of a
bridge. Below the bridge's twisted end was fire. Fire crawled away from the
greater blaze, stopped, convulsed, then fell still. The car burned, casting its
bonfire light on the canyon and the stream at its bottom.
Tim felt Eileen's hand seeking his. He
took her hand and held it tightly.
"Poor bastards," she muttered.
She shivered in the dawn cold. The rain had eased, but the wind was cold. It
blew the fire. They could feel warmth from the blazing car fighting the wind's
chill.
Eileen let go of Tim's hand and moved out
onto the ruined bridge. She looked back at the walls of the gorge on the side
where Tim still stood. Then she pointed. "We can get across, I
think," she said. "Come look." Her voice was calm and detached
now.
Tim went out to her, walking gingerly,
afraid the rest of the bridge would collapse. He looked where she was pointing.
There was a gravel road, barely a car's width wide, carved out of the side of
the gorge and switchbacking down into the canyon. "Must be the old
road," Eileen said. "I thought there might be one."
It didn't look adequate at all. Not even
to walk on, but Eileen went back and started the engine.
"Shouldn't we wait for more
light?" Tim asked.
"Probably, but I don't want
to," she said.
"Okay. But let me drive. You get out
and walk."
There was just light enough to see her
face. She leaned over and kissed him, lightly, on the cheek. "You're
sweet. But I'm a better driver than you. And you'll walk, because somebody has
to go ahead and be sure I can drive down the trail."
"No. We'll do it together." He
knew he wasn't making much sense, and he wondered if he would have said that if
he hadn't known she would make him get out and walk.
"We both have a better chance if you
scout," she said. ''Now get to it."
The old road was a nightmare. Sometimes
it tilted horribly toward the canyon below. At least, Tim thought, we're out of
sight of the burning car. He could still see some light from the dying blaze.
At the switchbacks she had to go around
in short segments, backing up and turning, again and again, with the wheels
only inches from the edge. Tim felt terror at every turn. She had only to make
one mistake: The wrong gear, or too much pressure on the accelerator, and she
would be down there, burning alive, and Tim would be alone. He was barely able
to walk when they reached the bottom.
"How deep is it?" Eileen asked.
"I . . ." Tim came back to the
car and got in. "I'll find out in a minute." He reached for her,
desperately.
She pushed him away. "Sweetheart,
look." She pointed to her left.
There was just enough light to see.
Beyond the ruins of the burned car rose a massive concrete wall, rising high
above them. A dam. Tim shuddered. Then he got out and waded into the stream,
fighting the current. It was only up to his knees, and he staggered across,
then beckoned for her to follow.
The Landlord
Ownership is not only a right, if is a
duty. Ownership obligates. Use your property as if it had been entrusted to you
by the people.
Oswald
Spengler, Thoughts
At noon Tim and Eileen reached the top of
the gorge. When they were a third of the way up, another car had come to the
other side and begun working its way down. It was an ordinary car without four‑wheel
drive, and Tim did not understand how they had got that far up the canyon. The
other car held two men, a woman and many children. It was still clinging to the
side of the gorge when Tim and Eileen reached the top on the other side. They
drove away, leaving the others perched on the side of the cliff, wondering if
they should have spoken to them, but not knowing what they could have done to
help.
Tim felt more helpless than ever. He was
prepared for the end of civilization: to be nearly alone, to find human beings
few and far between. He was not prepared to watch it die, and he wondered what
he should do about that, but he could think of nothing.
The next bridge was mercifully intact,
and the one after that. They were only a few miles from the observatory.
They rounded a bend, to find four cars in
the road. There were a lot of people standing there. These were the first
people Tim and Eileen had seen since they left the gorge.
The road ran through a tunnel here, and
the tunnel had collapsed. The cars were parked while men with shovels worked to
prepare a way over the top of the rocky spur the tunnel had pierced. They had
dug out part of a road, and were taking turns, since there were more men than
shovels.
Six women and many children were gathered
around the cars. Eileen looked hesitantly at the group, then drove up to them.
The children stared with big eyes. One of
the women came over to the car. She seemed ancient, although she couldn't have
been more than forty. She looked at the Blazer, noting the starred bullet hole
in the rear windshield. She didn't say anything.
"Hello," Tim said.
"Hi."
"Have you been here long?"
"Got here just after dawn," the
woman said.
"Did you come from town?"
Eileen asked.
"No. We were camped up here. Tried
to get back to Glendale, but the road's blocked. How'd you get up here? Could
we go back the way you came?" Once she had found her voice, the woman
talked rapidly.
"We came up Big Tujunga," Tim
said.
The woman looked surprised, and turned to
the hill. "Hey, Freddie. They came up Big Tujunga."
"It's blocked," the man called.
He handed the shovel to another man and started down the hill toward them. Tim
saw that he wore a pistol on his belt.
Their cars were not very new. A battered
pickup truck, loaded with camping goods; a station wagon on sagging springs; an
ancient Dodge Dart.
"We tried to get out Big
Tujunga," the man was saying as he came closer. He wore typical camping
clothing, wool shirt and twill trousers. A Sierra cup dangled from one side of
his belt. The pistol hung in its holster on the other. He didn't seem to be
aware of the gun. "I'm Fred Haskins. Reckon you came across the gorge by
the old switchbacks?"
"Yes," Eileen said.
"What's it like back in L.A.?"
Haskins asked.
"Bad," Tim said.
"Yeah. Earthquake shook the place
pretty good, huh?" Haskins looked at Tim carefully. He looked at the
bullet hole too. "How'd you get that?"
"Someone tried to stop us‑"
"Where?"
"Just as we started up into the
mountains," Tim said.
"Sheriff's honor farm," Haskins
muttered. "All them prisoners loose, then?"
"What did you mean, 'bad'?" the
woman asked. "What did you mean?"
Suddenly Tim couldn't stand it any
longer. "It's all gone. The San Fernando Valley, everything south of the
Hollywood Hills, drowned in a tidal wave. What wasn't drowned is burned.
Tujunga looked pretty good, but the rest of the L.A. basin is finished."
Fred Haskins stared uncomprehendingly.
"Finished? All those people dead? All of them?"
"Just about," Tim said.
"There are probably a lot of people
still alive in the hills," Eileen said. "But—if the road's blocked,
then they can't come up here."
"Jeez," Haskins said.
"That comet hit us, right? I knew it was going to hit. Martha, I told you
we'd be better up here. How long . . . ? I guess they'll send the Army to get
us, but we may as well dig our way over," Haskins said. "Road on the
other side looks in good shape. Far as we can see, anyway. Martha, you got anything
on the radio yet?"
"Nothing. Static. Sometimes I think
I hear a few words, but they don't make sense."
"Yeah."
"You folks had anything to
eat?" Martha Haskins asked.
"No."
"You look starved. Here, I'll get
you something, Mister—"
"Tim."
"Tim. And you're—"
"Eileen. Thank you."
"Yeah. Tim, you go with Fred there
and help dig while I get lunch together."
As they climbed up the steep trail, Fred
said, "Glad you came along. Not sure we could have got all the cars over.
With that rig you can pull 'em over for sure. Then we'll go look for the Army
people."
The road heaved and shifted and moved out
from under the lead truck.
Corporal Gillings, dozing in his seat,
was jarred nastily awake. Swearing, he looked out through the canvas. The
convoy was trapped. The earth heaved like a sea—
"Hammerfall," he said.
The troops were muttering. Johnson asked,
"What's that?"
"The end of the fucking world, you dumb
motherfucker. Don't you read anything?" Gillings had read it all: the
National Enquirer, articles in Time, the interviews with Sharps and others. He
had planned it all a thousand times, daydreaming in his bunk, adding loving
details to the scenario. Gillings knew what would happen when Lucifer's Hammer
fell. End of civilization. And the end of the goddam Army, too. It would be
every man for himself, and the right man could be a fucking king if he played
his cards right.
Johnson was staring, bewildered and lost,
waiting to hear more. Gillings felt light‑headed, disoriented. He was not
used to seeing his daydreams turn real.
Captain Hora called, "Out of the
trucks. Everybody out!"
Gillings's head cleared. Right, it was
all falling into place, and that was the first problem: Fucking officers! Hora
wasn't bad, as officers went, and the men liked him. Something had to be done
about that, and quick. Otherwise the RA son of a bitch would have them out
working like slaves, trying to save the civilians' arses until fire and tidal
waves took them all.
"We're trapped good, Captain,"
Sergeant Hooker shouted. "Landslides in front and behind. Don't think we
can get the trucks out of here."
"Saddle 'em up, Sarge," Captain
Hora called. "We'll hike it. Plenty of people up in these hills. We'll go
see what we can do."
"Sir," Hooker said. His voice
lacked enthusiasm. "What do we eat, Captain?"
"Time enough to worry about that
when we get hungry," Hora said. "Go have a look up ahead. Maybe we
can get through the mud."
"Sir."
"Rest of you, out of the
trucks," Hora called.
Gillings grinned. Damned lucky we didn't
get back to camp before Hammerfall. He smiled again and fingered the hard
objects in his pocket. The troops hadn't been given ammunition, but it wasn't
hard to come by, and he had a dozen rounds. There was plenty more ammo in the
trucks.
Would the men follow him? Maybe not. Not
at first. Maybe it would be better to let Hooker live. The troops would follow
Hooker, and Hooker wasn't smart, but he was smart enough to know there wasn't
any point in arresting Gillings after the Captain bought it. No more courts‑martial.
No more courts. Sure, Hooker was that smart.
Gillings slipped three rounds into his
rifle.
It
took most of the day. Tim had never worked so hard in his life. He'd paid for
his lunch. They dug out the steep parts, then used the Blazer to break trail,
used it again to pull the other cars up the muddy road they'd built. The rain
continued, although it was now not much more than a heavy drizzle.
Every muscle in Tim's body ached before
they were over the ridge. The temporary road didn't have to climb more than a
hundred feet, but the road they built switchbacked five times that in length.
When they reached the pavement on the other side of the ruined
tunnel, they went in caravan. Four miles beyond the ruined tunnel they came to
a ranger station. There were hundreds of people there. A church group, with
ninety children and a few college students as counselors and one elderly
preacher. Campers and fishing parties had come out of the fire trails and
backwoods areas. A bicycling party of French coeds, only one with any English
at all, and nobody else spoke French. One large camper which held a writer, his
wife and an unbelievable number of children.
The rangers had set up a temporary camp.
When Tim's party drove up, they were directed off to one side. Tim wanted to go
on, but a green Forest Service truck blocked the way. Eileen stopped and they
got out. A uniformed ranger had been talking with Fred Haskins. Now he came
over to Tim and Eileen.
The ranger was in his middle twenties, a
lanky well‑muscled man. His uniform gave him a look of authority, but he
didn't seem very confident. "They say you came up the Big Tujunga
Road," he said. He stared at Tim. "You're Hamner."
"I'm not advertising it," Tim
said.
"No. I don't suppose you are,"
the ranger said. "Can we get down the Big Tujunga Road?"
"Don't you know?" Tim asked.
"Look, mister, there are four of us here, and no more.
We're trying to take care of these kids, we've got parties out getting people
in from dangerous campsites, there are mudslides all over, and most of the
bridges are out. We didn't try to get beyond the tunnel when we saw it was
down."
"And there's nothing on the
radio?" Eileen asked.
"Nothing from the Big Tujunga
station," the ranger admitted. "Don't know why. We did get something
on CB from some people over at Trail Canyon. They say the big bridge is out and
some people are trapped in the canyon."
"The bridge is out," Eileen
said. "We got across on the old road. There were some people behind us
trying to do the same thing when we left."
"You didn't stay to help?" the
ranger demanded.
"There were more of them than
us," Tim said. "And what good could we do? You can't pull cars on
that road. Too many turns. It's not really a road anyway."
"Yeah, I know. We keep it as a foot
trail," the ranger said absently. "Look, you're an expert on comets.
Just what has happened? What should we do with these people?"
Tim was ready to laugh at the question,
but the ranger's face stopped him. The young man looked too strained, too close
to panic, and much too glad to see Tim Hamner. He wanted an expert to give him
instructions.
Some expert.
"You can't go back to Los
Angeles," Tim said. "There's nothing there. Tidal waves took out most
of the city—"
"Jesus, we got something from Mount
Wilson on that, but I didn't believe it—"
"And a lot of the rest of it was on
fire. Tujunga's got some kind of vigilante group organized. I don't know if
they'd be glad to see you or not. The road back to Tujunga's not too bad, but I
don't think ordinary cars can get over parts of it even if you get past the
gorge."
"Yeah, but where's the Army?"
the ranger demanded. "The National Guard. Somebody! You say we shouldn't
go back to Tujunga, but what do we do with these kids? We'll run out of food in
another day, and we've got a couple of hundred kids to take care of!"
Hell, Tim thought, I am the expert. The
knowledge produced elation and depression, oddly mixed. "Okay. I didn't
get out to JPL, so I don't know, but . . . I know the comet calved a number of
times. It—"
"Calved?"
"Broke up. Came on like a swarm of
flying mountains, you understand? It must have hit us in pieces. No telling how
many, but . . . it was morning in California, and the comet came out of the
sun, so the main target area was the Atlantic.
Probably. If the East Coast got tidal waves as big as the one we got,
they wiped out everything east of the Catskills, and most of the Mississippi
Valley. No more national government. Maybe no more Army."
"Jesus Christ! You mean the whole
country's gone?"
"Maybe the whole world," Tim
said.
It was too much. The ranger sat down on
the ground next to Tim's car. He stared into space. "My girl lives in Long
Beach. .. ."
Tim didn't say anything.
"And my mother. She was in Brooklyn.
Visiting my sister. You say that's all gone."
"Probably," Tim said. "I
wish I knew more. But probably."
"So what do I do with all the kids,
and all the campers? With all these people? How do I feed them?"
You don't, Tim thought, but he didn't say
that. "Food warehouses. Cattle ranches. Anyplace there's food, until you
can plant more crops. It's June. Some of the crops should have survived."
"North," the ranger said to
himself. "There are ranches in the hills above Grapevine. North." He
looked up at Tim. "Where are you going?"
"I don't know. North, I guess."
"Can you take some of the
kids?"
"I suppose so, but we don't have
anything to eat—"
"Who does?" the ranger
demanded. "Maybe you ought to stay with us. We can all move out
together."
"There's probably a better chance
for small groups than large ones. And we don't want to stay with you," Tim
said. He didn't want to be bothered with kids, either, but there was no way to
refuse.
Besides, it was the right thing to do.
He'd read it somewhere: In any ethical situation, the thing you want least to
do is probably the right action. Or something like that.
The ranger went off and came back a few
minutes later with four young children, ages six and under. They were clean and
well dressed, and very frightened. Eileen packed them into the back of the
Blazer, then got in the back seat, where she'd be close to them.
The ranger gave Tim a page torn from his
notebook. There were names and addresses on it. "This is who the kids
are." His voice fell. "If you can find their parents . . ."
"Yeah," Tim said. He started
the Blazer. It was the first time he'd ever driven it. The clutch was very
stiff.
"My name's Eileen," she was
saying in the back. "And that's Tim."
"Where are we going?" the girl
asked. She seemed very small and helpless, but she wasn't crying. The boys
were. "Are you taking us to my mommy?"
Tim glanced at the paper. Laurie Malcolm,
sent to a church camp by her mother. No father mentioned. Mother's address:
Long Beach. Lord, what could they tell her?
"Can we go home?" one of the
boys asked before Eileen could say anything.
How do you tell a six‑year‑old
that his home has been washed away? Or a little girl that her mommy is—
"We're going up that hill,"
Eileen said. She pointed toward the mountain nearby. "When we get there,
we'll wait for your mommy—"
"But what happened?" the boy
asked. "Everybody was so scared. Reverend Tilly didn't want us to know it,
but he was."
"It was the comet," Laurie told
him solemnly. "Did it hit Long Beach, Eileen? Can I call you Eileen?
Reverend Tilly says you aren't supposed to call grown people by their first
names. Ever."
Tim turned off onto the side road leading
up to the observatory. Long ago he'd had the old dirt road improved with logs
and gravel and concrete in the worst places. The mud was thick, but the Blazer
had no trouble. It wouldn't be long now. Then they'd have food, and they could
stop running. For a while, anyway. The food wouldn't last forever, but it would
be time enough to worry about that when they got there. Just now the
observatory was home, a haven, a familiar place, with heat and dry clothes and
a shower. A safe place to hide while the world ended.
The Blazer was no longer new and shiny.
It was scratched along the sides from rockslides, and there was mud everywhere.
It took the muddy road like a freeway, climbing over fallen rock, wading
through deep pools. Tim had never had a car like this. It made him feel he
could go anywhere.
And it had taken them home. Around one
more bend. One more bend and they'd be safe....
The concrete building stood unharmed. So
did the wooden garage outside it. The shed roof of the garage sagged, leaning
at an angle, but not so much that anyone but Tim would notice. The telescope
dome was closed, and the shutters were in place on all the windows of the main
building.
"We're here!" Tim shouted. He
had to shout. Eileen had the children singing in the back seat. "There's a
hair on the wart on the . . ."
"There it is! Safe! At least for a
while."
The song cut off raggedly. "It looks
all right," Eileen said. There was wonder in her voice. She hadn't
expected to see the place intact. Somewhere after Tujunga she'd given up hoping
for anything at all.
"Sure, Marty's competent," Tim
said. "He's got the shutters up, and the . . ." His voice trailed
off.
Eileen followed Tim's look. There were
two men coming out of the observatory. Older men, about fifty. They carried
rifles. They watched as Tim brought the Blazer to a halt in front of the big
concrete porch. The rifles were held cradled in their arms, not quite pointing
at the Blazer, not pointed away either.
"Sorry, chum, no room," one of
the men called. "Best move on. Sorry."
Tim stared at the strangers, letting his
rage gather strength. He let them have it between the eyes. "I'm Tim
Hamner. I own this place. Now who're you?"
They didn't react at all.
A younger man came out onto the porch.
"Marty!" Tim screamed. "Marty, tell them who I
am!" And when I learn what these strangers are doing here (he didn't say)
I'll have words with you, Marty.
Marty smiled broadly. "Larry, Fritz,
this is Mr. Timothy Gardner Allington Hamner, playboy, millionaire—oh, yes, and
amateur astronomer. He owns this place."
"Think of that," Fritz said.
The rifle didn't waver.
One of the boys began to cry. Eileen
pulled him toward herself and hugged him. The other children watched with big
eyes.
Tim opened the door of the Blazer. The
rifles moved fractionally. Tim ignored them and got out. He stood in the dusky
twilight. Rain soaked his clothing and ran down the back of his neck. He walked
toward the porch.
"Better not," one of the
riflemen, the one called Larry, said.
"The hell with you," Tim said.
He climbed the steps onto the porch. "I am not going to shout at you and
scare the children."
The men did nothing, and for a moment Tim
felt courage. Maybe . . . was it all a joke? He looked at Marty Robbins.
"What's happening here?"
"Not here," Marty said.
"Everywhere."
"I know about Hammerfall. What are
these people doing at my place?" A mistake, Tim realized instantly. Too
late.
"It's not your place," Marty
Robbins said.
"You can't get away with this! There are rangers down there.
They'll be here as soon as they can get—"
"No they won't," Robbins said.
"No rangers, no Army, no National Guard, no police. You've got good radio
equipment here, Mr. Hamner." He said the "Mister"
contemptuously. "I heard the last Apollo messages, and the rest of it,
too. I heard what the rangers told each other. You don't own this place,
because nobody owns anything anymore. And we don't need you."
"But . . ." Tim examined the
other two men. They didn't look like criminals. How the hell do you know what a
criminal looks like? Tim wondered. But they didn't. Their hands were clean,
rough, like workmen's hands, not like Marty Robbins's hands. Or Tim's. One of
the men had broken a nail off close and it was just growing back.
They wore gray trousers, work clothes.
There was a label on Fritz's pants. "Big Smith." "Why are you
doing this?" Tim asked them. He ignored Robbins now.
"What else can we do?" Larry
asked. There was pleading in his voice, but the rifle was held steady, pointing
somewhere between Tim and the Blazer. "There's not a lot of food here, but
some. Enough for awhile. We have families here, Mr. Hamner. What can we
do?"
"You can stay. Just let us—"
"But don't you see, we can't let you
stay," Larry said. "What can you do here, Mr. Hamner? What are you
good for now?"
"How the hell do you know what I
can—"
"We discussed this before,"
Fritz growled. "Didn't think you'd get here, but we talked about what to
do if you did. And this is it. Get out. You're not needed."
Marty Robbins couldn't meet Tim's eye.
Tim nodded bleakly. He understood. There wasn't a lot more to say, either. Any
equipment—radios, even astronomical and meteorological gear—Robbins knew how to
work as well as Tim did. Better. And Robbins had lived here for over a year. If
there was anything special to know about these mountains, he'd know more of it
than Tim.
"Who's the chick?" Robbins
demanded. He took a large flashlight from his pocket and shined it toward the
Blazer. It didn't help the visibility much. It showed raindrops falling, and
the muddy car, and a glint of Eileen's hair. "One of your relatives? Rich
bitch?"
You little bastard. Tim tried to remember
his assistant as he'd known him. They'd quarreled when Marty lived in Bel Air
with Tim, but it hadn't been serious, and Robbins was excellent at the
observatory. Not a month ago, three weeks ago, Tim had written a letter
recommending Robbins to the Lowell Observatory in Flagstaff. I guess I really
never knew . . .
"She can stay," Robbins was
saying. "We're a woman short. She can stay. Not you. I'll go tell
her—"
"You'll ask her," Larry said.
"Ask. She can stay if she wants to."
"And me?"
"We're going to watch you drive
away," Larry said. "Don't come back."
"There are some rangers out
there," Marty Robbins said. "Maybe it's not such a good idea. Maybe
we shouldn't let him have the car. That's a good car. Better than anything we
have here—"
"Don't talk like that." Larry's
voice dropped and he glanced behind at the door into the observatory
Tim frowned. Something was happening
here, and he didn't understand it.
Eileen got out of the Blazer and came up
onto the porch Her voice was wooden, exhausted. "What's wrong, Tim?"
"They say this isn't my place
anymore. They're sending us away."
"You can stay," Marty said.
"You can't do this!" Eileen
screamed.
"Shut up!" Larry shouted.
An ample woman came out of the
observatory. She looked at Larry with a frown. "What is this?"
"Keep out of this," Larry said.
"Larry Kelly, what are you
doing?" the woman demanded. "Who are these people? I know him! He was
on the 'Tonight Show.' Timothy Hamner. This was your place, wasn't it?"
"It is my place."
"No," Fritz said. "We
agreed. No."
"Thieves. Thieves and
murderers," Eileen said. "Why don't you just shoot us and be done
with it?"
Tim wanted to shout to her, to tell her
to shut up. Suppose they did it? Robbins would.
"There's no call to say things like
that," the woman said. "It's simple. There's not enough here for all
of us. Not for long. More people there are, the less there is, and we don't
need Mr. Hamner giving orders, and I don't reckon he's good for a lot else. Not
anymore. You go find another place, Mr. Hamner. There's other places to
go." She looked to Larry for confirmation. "We'll have to move on
pretty soon ourselves. You'll just have a head start."
She sounded thoroughly sane and
reasonable. It was a nightmare for Tim: She sounded calm and reasonable, and
her tone indicated that she was sure Tim would agree.
"But the girl can stay,"
Robbins said again.
"Do you want to?" Tim asked.
Eileen laughed. It was a bitter laugh,
full of contempt. She looked at Marty Robbins and laughed again.
"There are children in that
car," the woman said.
"Mary Sue, they're no business of
ours," Fritz said.
She ignored him. She looked to Larry.
"Who are those children?"
"From the camp," Eileen said.
"They lived in Los Angeles. The rangers didn't have anything to feed them.
We brought them. We thought—"
The woman left the porch and went down to
the Blazer
"You tell her no," Fritz said.
"You make her—"
"I haven't been able to make her do
anything for fifteen years," Larry said. "You know that."
"Yeah."
"We don't need kids here!"
Marty Robbins shouted.
"Don't reckon they'll eat as much
between them as this lady would," Larry said. He turned to Tim and Eileen.
"Look Mr. Hamner, you see how it is? We got nothing against you, but‑"
"But you're leaving," Marty
Robbins said. There was satisfaction in his voice. He let it drop so that the
woman couldn't hear. She had gotten into the car and was sitting in the back
seat talking with the children. "I still say there are rangers out there.
Hamner might find one. Tell you what, I'll go along with him when he
leaves—"
"No." Larry was clearly disgusted.
"Maybe he should," Fritz said.
"Way he thinks, I'm not sure we ever want to have him behind us. Maybe he
should go and not come back. We could tough it out without him."
"We made a deal!" Marty cried.
"When you came here! I let you in! We made a deal—"
"Sure we did," Fritz said.
"But you better shut up about murder or we may forget that deal. I see
Mary Sue's bringing the kids. You want us to keep 'em, Mr. Hamner?"
So damned calm, Tim thought. Fritz and
Larry. Two . . . two what? Carpenters? Landscape gardeners? Survivors now,
convincing themselves they were still civilized people. "Since there's no
gas left in the car, and Eileen and I aren't likely to get out of the mountains
alive, it would be a good idea. Eileen, staying here might be your—"
"Not with that." She was
looking at Robbins.
Fritz looked at Larry. They stared at
each other for a moment. "I guess we've got a little gas," Fritz
said. "Ten‑gallon can, anyway. You can have that. Ten gallons of gas
and a couple cans of soup. Now get back in that car before we change our minds
about the gas."
Tim got back in the car, pulling Eileen
along before she could make any more suggestions. The children were clustered
around Mary Sue, but they were looking toward the car, and that scared look was
going to be on their faces a lot from now on. Tim dredged up a reassuring smile
and a wave. His fingers twitched with the need to get going, get away from
those guns! But he waited.
Larry filled their tank.
Tim backed out of the drive and drove off
into the rain.
The
Mailman: One
Everything that is called duty, the
prerequisite for all genuine law and the substance of every noble custom, can
be traced back to honor. If one has to think about it, one is already without
honor.
Oswald
Spengler, Thoughts
Harry
Newcombe saw nothing of Hammerfall, and it was Jason Gillcuddy's fault.
Gillcuddy had imprisoned himself in the wilderness (he said) to diet and to
write a novel. He had dropped twelve pounds in six months, but he could afford
more. As for his isolation, it was certain that he would rather talk to a
passing postman than write.
As the best coffee cup was to be found at
the Silver Valley Ranch, so Gillcuddy, on the other side of the valley, made
the best coffee. "But," Harry told him, smiling, "I'd slosh if I
let everyone feed me two cups. I'm popular, I am."
"Kid, you'd better take it. My lease
is up come Thursday, and Ballad's finished. Next Trash Day I'll be gone."
"Finished. Hey, beautiful! Am I in
it?"
"No, I'm sorry, Harry, but the damn
thing was getting too big. You know how it is; what you like best is usually
what has to go. But the coffee's Jamaica Blue Mountain. When I celebrate—"
"Yeah. Pour."
"Shot of brandy?"
"Have some respect for the uniform,
if you . . . Well, hell, I can't pour it out, can I."
"To my publisher." Gillcuddy
raised his cup, carefully. "He said if I didn't fulfill his contract he'd
put out a contract on me."
"Tough business."
"Well, but the money's good."
A distant thunderclap registered at the
back of Harry's mind. Summer storm coming? He sipped at his coffee. It really
was something special.
But there were no thunderclouds when he
walked outside. Harry had been up before dawn; the valley farmers kept strange
hours, and so did postmen. He had seen the pearly glow of the comet's tail
wrapping the Earth. Some of that glory still clung, softening the direct
sunlight and whiting the blue of the sky. Like smog, but clean. There was a
strange stillness, as if the day were waiting for something.
So it was back to Chicago for Jason
Gillcuddy, until the next time he had to imprison himself to diet and write a
novel. Harry would miss him. Jason was the most literate man in the valley,
possibly excepting the Senator—who was real. Harry had seen him from a distance
yesterday, arriving in a vehicle the size of a bus. Maybe they'd meet today.
He was driving briskly along toward the
Adams place when the truck began to shake. He braked. Flat tire? Damage to a
wheel? The road shuddered and seemed to twist, the truck was trying to shake
his brains out. He got it stopped. It was still shaking! He turned off the
ignition. Still shaking?
"I should have looked at that brandy
bottle. Huh. Earthquake?" The tremors died away. "There aren't any
fault lines around here. I thought."
He drove on, more slowly. The Adams farm
was a long jog on the new route he'd planned to get him there early. He didn't
dare go up to the house . . . and that would save him a couple of minutes.
There had been no new complaints from Mrs. Adams. But he hadn't seen Donna in
weeks.
Harry took off his sunglasses. The day
had darkened without his noticing. It was still darkening: clouds streaming
across the sky like a speeded-up movie, lightning flashing in their dark
bellies. Harry had never seen anything like it. Summer storm, right; it was
going to rain.
The wind howled like demons breaking
through from Hell. The sky had gone from ugly to hideous. Harry had never seen
anything like these roiling black clouds sputtering with lightning. It would
have served Mrs. Adams right, he thought vindictively, if he had left her mail
in the box outside the gate.
But it might be Donna who would have to
make the soggy trip. Harry drove up and parked under the porch overhang. As he
got out the rain came, and the overhang was almost no protection; the wind
whipped rain in all directions.
And it might have been Donna who answered
the door, but it wasn't. Mrs. Adams showed no sign of pleasure at seeing him.
Harry raised his voice above the storm—"Your mail, Mrs. Adams"—his
voice as cold as her face.
"Thank you," she said, and
closed the door firmly.
The rain poured from the sky like a
thousand bathtubs emptying, and washed from the truck in filthy brown streams.
It shamed Harry. He hadn't guessed that the truck was that dirty. He climbed
in, half soaked already, and drove off.
Was weather like this common in the
valley? Harry had been here just over a year, and he'd seen nothing remotely
like this. Noah's Flood! He badly wanted to ask someone about it.
Anyone but Mrs. Adams.
This had been the dry season in the
valley. Carper Creek had been way down, a mere ripple of water wetting the
bottoms of the smooth white boulders that formed its bed, as late as this
morning. But when Harry Newcombe drove across the wooden bridge, the creek was
beating against the bottom and washing over the upstream edge. The rain still
fell with frantic urgency.
Harry pulled way over to put two
envelopes in Gentry's mailbox. The only time he had ever seen Gentry, the
farmer had been pointing a shotgun at him. Gentry was a hermit, and his need
for up-to-the-minute mail was not urgent, and Harry didn't like him.
His wheels spun disconcertingly before
they caught and pulled him back on the road. Sooner or later he would get
stuck. He had given up hope of finishing his route today. Maybe he could beg a
meal and a couch from the Millers.
Now the road led steeply uphill. Harry
drove in low gear, half blind in the rain and the lightning and the blackness
between. Presently there was empty space on his left, a hillside on his right,
trees covering both. Harry hugged the hillside. The cab was thoroughly wet, the
air warm and 110 percent humid.
Harry braked sharply.
The hillside had slipped. It ran right
across the road and on down, studded with broken and unbroken trees.
Briefly Harry considered going back. But
it was back toward Gentry's and then the Adamses', and the hell with it: The
rain had already washed part of the mudslide away; what was left wasn't all
that steep. Harry drove up the mud lip. First gear and keep it moving. If he
bogged down, it would be a wet walk home.
The truck lurched. Harry used wheel and
accelerator, biting his lower lip. No use; the mud itself was sliding, he had
to get off! He floored the accelerator. The wheels spun futilely, the truck
tilted. Harry turned off the ignition and dove for the floorboards and covered
his face with his arms.
The truck gently rocked and swung like a
small boat at anchor; swung too far and turned on its side. Then it smashed
into something massive, wheeled around and struck something else, and stopped
moving.
Harry lifted his head.
A tree trunk had smashed the windshield.
The frosted safety glass bowed inward before it. That tree and another now
wedged the truck in place. It lay on the passenger side, and it wasn't coming
out without a lot of help, at least a tow truck and men with chain saws.
Harry was hanging from the seat belt.
Gingerly he unfastened it, decided he wasn't hurt.
And now what? He wasn't supposed to leave
the mail unguarded, but he couldn't sit here all day! "How am I going to
finish the route?" he asked himself, and giggled, because it was pretty
obvious that he wasn't going to get that done today. He would have to let the
mail pile up until tomorrow. The Wolf would be furious . . . and Harry couldn't
help that.
He took the registered letter for Senator
Jellison and slipped it into his pocket. There were a couple of small packets
that Harry thought might be valuable, and he put them in another pocket. The
big stuff, books, and the rest of the mail would just have to take care of
itself.
He started out into the rain.
It drove into his face, blinding him,
soaking him in an instant. The mud slipped beneath his feet, and in seconds he
was clutching wildly at a small tree to keep from falling into the rapidly
rising creek far below. He stood there a long moment.
No. He wasn't going to get to a
telephone. Not through that. Better to wait it out. Luckily he was back on his
charted route again; the Wolf would know where to look for him—only Harry
couldn't think of any vehicle that could reach him, not through that.
Lightning flared above him, a double
flash, blinkblink. Thunder exploded instantly. He felt a distinct tingle in his
wet feet. Close!
Painfully he made his way back to the truck
and got inside. It wasn't insulated from the ground, but it seemed the safest
place to wait out the lightning storm . . . and at least he hadn't left the
mail unguarded. That had worried him. Better to deliver it late than let it be
stolen.
Definitely better, he decided, and tried
to make himself comfortable. The hours wore on and there was no sign of the
storm letting up.
Harry slept badly. He made a nest back in
the cargo compartment, sacrificing some shopping circulars and his morning newspaper.
He woke often, always hearing the endless drumming of rain on metal. When earth
and sky turned from lightning‑lit black to dull gray with less lightning,
Harry squirmed around and searched out yesterday's carton of milk. A
premonition of need had made him leave it until now. It wasn't enough; he was
famished. And he missed his morning coffee.
"Next place," he told himself,
and imagined a big mug of hot steaming coffee, perhaps with a bit of brandy in
it (although no one but Gillcuddy was going to offer him that).
The rain had slackened off a bit, and so
had the howling wind. "Or else I'm going deaf," he said. "GOING
DEAF! Well, maybe not." Cheerful by nature, he was quick to find the one
bright point in a gloomy situation. "Good thing it isn't Trash Day,"
he told himself.
He took his feet out of the leather
mailbag, where they'd stayed near‑dry during the long night, and put his
boots back on. Then he looked at the mail. There was barely enough light.
"First class only," he told himself.
"Leave the books." He wondered about Senator Jellison's Congressional
Record, and the magazines. He decided to take them. Eventually he had stuffed
his bag with everything except the largest packages. He stood and wrestled the
driver's door open, trapdoor fashion, and pushed the mailbag out onto the
side—now the top— of the truck. Then he climbed out after it. The rain was
still falling, and he spread a piece of plastic over the top of the mailbag.
The truck shifted uneasily.
Mud had piled along the high side of the
truck, level with the wheels. Harry shouldered the bag and started uphill. He
felt his footing shift, and he sprinted uphill.
Behind him the trees bowed before the
weight of truck and shifting mud. Their roots pulled free, and the truck
rolled, gathering speed.
Harry shook his head. This was probably
his last circuit; Wolfe wouldn't like losing a truck. Harry started up the
uneasy mud slope, looking about him as he went. He needed a walking stick.
Presently he found a tilted sapling, five feet long and supple, that came out
of the mud by its loosened roots.
Marching was easier after he reached the
road. He was going downhill, back from the long detour to the Adamses'. The
heavy mud washed off his boots and his feet grew lighter. The rain fell
steadily. He kept looking upslope, alert for more mudslides.
"Five pounds of water in my hair
alone," he groused. "Keeps my neck warm, though." The pack was
heavy. A hip belt would have made carrying it easier.
Presently he began to sing.
I went out to take a friggin' walk by the
friggin' reservoir, a‑wishin' for a friggin' quid to pay my friggin'
score, my head it was a‑achin' and my throat was parched and dry, and so
I sent a little prayer, a‑wingin' to the sky
He topped the slight rise and saw a
blasted transmission tower. High‑tension wires lay across the road. The
steel tower had been struck by lightning, perhaps several times, and seemed
twisted at the top.
How long ago? And why weren't the Edison
people out to fix it? Harry shrugged. Then he noticed the telephone lines. They
were down too. He wouldn't be calling in from his next stop.
And there came a friggin' falcon and he
walked upon the waves, and I said, "A friggin' miracle!" and sang a
couple staves, of a friggin' churchy ballad I learned when I was young.
The friggin' bird took to the air, and
spattered me with dung.
I fell upon my friggin' knees and bowed
my friggin' head, and said three friggin' Aves for all my friggin' dead, and then
I got upon my feet and said another ten. The friggin' bird burst into flame—and
spattered me again.
There was the Millers' gate. He couldn't
see anyone. There were no fresh ruts in their drive. Harry wondered if they'd
gone out last night. They certainly hadn't made it out today. He sank into deep
mud as he went up the long drive toward the house. They wouldn't have a phone,
but maybe he could bum a cup of coffee, even a ride into town.
The burnin' bird hung in the sky just
like a friggin' sun. It seared my friggin' eyelids shut, and when the job was
done, the friggin' bird flashed cross the sky just like a shootin' star. I ran
to tell the friggin' priest—he bummed my last cigar.
I told him of the miracle, he told me of
the Rose, I showed him bird crap in my hair, the bastard held his nose. I went
to see the bishop but the friggin' bishop said, "Go home and sleep it off,
you sod—and wash your friggin' head!"
No one answered his knock at the Millers'
front door. The door stood slightly ajar. Harry called in, loudly, and there
was still no answer. He smelled coffee.
He stood a moment, then fished out two
letters and a copy of Ellery Queen's Mystery Magazine, pushed the door open and
went inside, mail held like an ambassador's passport. He sang loudly:
Then I came upon a friggin' wake for a
friggin' rotten swine, by the name of Jock O'Leary and I touched his head with
mine, and old Jock sat up in his box and raised his friggin' head.
His wife took out a forty‑four,
and shot the bastard dead.
Again I touched his head with mine and
brought him back to life.
His smiling face rolled on the floor,
this time she used a knife.
And then she fell upon her knees, and
started in to pray,
"It's forty years, O Lord," she
said, "I've waited for this day."
He left the mail on the front‑room
table where he usually piled stuff on Trash Day, then wandered toward the
kitchen, led by the smell of coffee. He continued to sing loudly, lest he be
shot as an intruder.
So I walked the friggin' city 'mongst the
friggin' halt and lame, and every time I raised 'em up, they got knocked down
again, 'cause the love of God comes down to man in a friggin' curious way, but
when a man is marked for love, that love is here to stay.
There was coffee! The gas stove was
working, and there was a big pot of coffee on it, and three cups set out. Harry
poured one full. He sang in triumph:
And this I know because I've got a friggin'
curious sign; for every time I wash my head, the water turns to wine! And I
gives it free to workin' blokes to brighten up their lives, so they don't kick
no dogs around, nor beat up on their wives.
He found a bowl of oranges, resisted
temptation for a full ten seconds, then took one. He peeled it as he walked on
through the kitchen to the back door, out into the orange groves behind. The
Millers were natives. They'd know what was happening. And they had to be around
somewhere.
'Cause there ain't no use to miracles
like walkin' on the sea; They crucified the Son of God, but they don't muck
with me! 'Cause I leave the friggin' blind alone, the dyin' and the dead, but
every day at four o'clock, I wash my friggin' head!
"Ho, Harry!" a voice called.
Somewhere to his right. Harry went through heavy mud and orange trees.
Jack Miller and his son Roy and daughter‑in‑law
Cicelia were harvesting tomatoes in full panic. They'd spread a large tarp on
the ground and were covering it with everything they could pick, ripe and half
green. "They'll rot on the ground," Roy puffed. "Got to get them
inside. Quick. Could sure use help."
Harry looked at his muddy boots, mailbag,
sodden uniform. "You're not supposed to stay me," he said. "It's
against government regulations...."
"Yeah. Say, Harry, what's going on
out there?" Roy demanded.
"You don't know?" Harry was
appalled.
"How could we? Phone's been out
since yesterday afternoon. Power out. No TV. Can't get a damned thing—sorry, Cissy.
Get nothing but static on the transistor radio. What's it like in town?"
"Haven't been to town," Harry
confessed. "Truck's dead, couple miles toward the Gentry place. Since
yesterday. Spent the night in the truck."
"Hmm." Roy stopped his frantic
picking for a moment. "sissy, better get in and get to canning. Just the
ripe ones. Harry, I'll make you a deal. Breakfast, lunch, a ride into town, and
I don't tell nobody about what you were singing inside my house. You help us
the rest of the day."
"Well . . ."
"I'll drive you and put in a good
word," Cissy said.
The Millers carried some weight in the
valley. The Wolf might not fire him for losing the truck if he had a good word.
"I can't get in any quicker by walking," Harry said. "It's a
deal." He set to work.
They didn't talk much, they needed their
breath. Presently Cissy brought out sandwiches. The Millers hardly stopped long
enough to eat. Then they went back to it.
When they did talk, it was about the
weather. Jack Miller had seen nothing like it in his fifty‑two years in
the valley.
"Comet," Cissy said. "It
did this."
"Nonsense," Roy said. "You
heard the TV. It missed us by thousands of miles."
"It did? Good," Harry said.
"We didn't hear that it missed.
Heard it was going to miss," Jack Miller said. He went back to harvesting
tomatoes. When they got those picked, there were beans and squashes.
Harry had never worked so hard in his
life. He realized suddenly it was getting late afternoon. "Hey, I have got
to get to town!" he insisted.
"Yeah. Okay, Cissy," Jack
Miller called. "Take the pickup. Get by the feedstore, we're going to need
lots of cattle and hog feed. Damned rain's battered down most of the fodder.
Better get feed before everybody else thinks of it. Price'll be sky‑high
in a week."
"If there's anyplace to buy it in a
week," Cissy said.
"What do you mean by that?" her
husband demanded
"Nothing." She went off to the
barn, tight jeans bulging, water dripping from her hat. She came out with the
Dodge pickup. Harry squeezed into the seat, mailbag on his lap to protect it
from the rain. He'd left it in the barn while he worked.
The truck had no trouble with the muddy
drive. When they got to the gate, Cissy got out; Harry couldn't move with the
big mailbag. She laughed at him when she got back in.
They hadn't gone half a mile when the
road ended in a gigantic crack. The road had pulled apart, and the hillside
with it, and tons of sloppy mud had come off the hillside to cover the road
beyond the crack.
Harry studied it carefully. Cicelia
backed and twisted to turn the truck around. Harry started toward the ruined
road.
"You're not going to walk!" she
said.
"Mail must go through," Harry muttered.
He laughed. "Didn't finish the route yesterday—"
"Harry, don't be silly! There will
be a road crew out today, tomorrow for sure. Wait for that! You won't get to
town before dark, maybe not at all in this rain. Come back to the house."
He thought about that. What she said made
sense. Power lines down, roads out, telephone lines out; somebody would come
through here. The mailbag seemed terribly heavy. "All right."
They put him back to work, of course.
He'd expected that. They didn't eat until after dark, but it was an enormous
meal, suitable for farmhand appetites. Harry couldn't stay awake, and collapsed
on the couch. He didn't even notice when Jack and Roy took his uniform off him
and covered him with a blanket.
Harry woke to find the house empty. His
uniform, hung to dry, was still soggy. Rain pounded relentlessly at the farm
house. He dressed and found coffee. While
he was drinking it, the others came in.
Cicelia made a breakfast of ham and
pancakes and more coffee. She was strong and tall, but she looked tired now.
Roy kept eying her anxiously.
"I'm all right," she said.
"Not used to doing men's work and my own too."
"We got most of it in," Jack
Miller said. "Never saw rain like this, though." There was a softness,
a wondering in Jack Miller's voice that might have been superstitious fear.
"Those bastards at the Weather Bureau never gave us a minute's warning.
What are they doing with all those shiny weather satellites ?"
"Maybe the comet knocked them out,"
Harry said.
Jack Miller glared. "Comet. Humph.
Comets are things in the sky! Live in the twentieth century, Harry!"
"I tried it once. I like it better
here."
He got a soft smile from Cissy. He liked
it. "I'd best be on my way," he said.
"In this?" Roy Miller was
incredulous. "You can't be serious."
Harry shrugged. "Got my route to
finish."
The others looked guilty. "Reckon we
can run you down to where the road's out," Jack Miller said. "Maybe a
work crew got in already."
"Thanks."
There wasn't any work crew. More mud had
slid off the hillside during the night.
"Wish you'd stay," Jack said.
"Can use the help."
"Thanks. I'll let people in town
know how it is with you."
"Right. Thanks. Good luck."
"Yeah."
It was just possible to pick his way
across the crack, over the mudslide. The heavy mailbag dragged at his shoulder.
It was leather, waterproof, with the plastic over the top. Just as well, Harry
thought. All that paper could soak up twenty or thirty pounds of water. It
would make it much harder. "Make it hard to read the mail, too,"
Harry said aloud.
He trudged on down the road, slipping and
sliding, until he found another sapling to replace the one he'd left at the
Millers' place. It had too many roots at the bottom, but it kept him upright.
"This is the pits," Harry
shouted into the rain‑laden wind Then he laughed and added, "But
it's got to beat farm work."
The rain had stopped Harry's watch. He
thought it was just past eleven when he reached the gate of the Shire. It was
almost two.
He was back in flat country now, out of
the hills. There had been no more breaks in the road. But there was always the
water and the mud. He couldn't see the road anywhere he had to infer it from
the shape of the glistening mud‑covered landscape. Soggy everywhere,
dimly aware of the chafe spots developing beneath his clinging uniform, moving
against the resistance of his uniform and the mud that clung to his boots,
Harry thought he had made good time, considering.
He still hoped to finish his route in
somebody's car. It wasn't likely he'd find a ride at the Shire, though.
He had seen nobody while he walked along
the Shire's splitlog fence. Nobody in the fields, nobody trying to save whatever
crops the Shire was growing. Were they growing anything? Nothing Harry
recognized; but Harry wasn't a farmer.
The gate was sturdy. The padlock on it
was new and shiny and big. Harry found the mailbox bent back at forty‑five
degrees, as if a car had hit it. The box was full of water.
Harry was annoyed. He carried eight
letters for the Shire and a thick, lumpy manila envelope. He threw back his
head and hollered, "Hey in there! Mail call!"
The house was dark. Power out here, too?
Or had Hugo Beck and his score of strange guests all tired of country life and
gone away?
The Shire was a commune. Everyone in the
valley knew that, and few knew more. The Shire let the valley people alone.
Harry, in his privileged occupation, had met Hugo Beck and a few of the others.
Hugo had inherited the spread from his
aunt and uncle three years ago, when they racked up their car on a Mexico
vacation. It had been called something else then: Inverted Fork Ranch, some
such name, probably named after a branding iron. Hugo Beck had arrived for the
funeral. a pudgy boy of eighteen who wore his straight black hair at shoulder
length and a kind of beard with the chin bared. He'd looked the place over, and
stayed to sell the cattle and most of the horses, and left. A month later he'd
returned, followed by (the number varied according to who was talking) a score
of hippies. There was enough money, somehow, to keep them alive and fairly
comfortable. Certainly the Shire was not a successful business. It exported
nothing. But they must be growing some food; they didn't import enough from
town.
Harry hollered again. The front door
opened and a human shape strolled down to the gate.
It was Tony. Harry knew him. Scrawny and
sun‑darkened, grinning to show teeth that had been straightened in youth,
Tony was dressed as usual: jeans, wool vest, no shirt, digger hat, sandals. He
looked at Harry through the gate. "Hey, man, what's happenin'?" The
rain affected him not at all.
"The picnic's been called off. I
came to tell you."
Tony looked blank, then laughed.
"The picnic! Hey, that's funny. I'll tell them. They're all huddling in
the house. Maybe they think they'll melt."
"I'm half melted already. Here's
your mail." Harry handed it over. "Your mailbox is wrecked."
"It won't matter." Tony seemed
to be grinning at some private joke.
Harry skipped it. "Can you spare
someone to run me into town? I wrecked my truck."
"Sorry. We want to save the gas for
emergencies."
What did he think this was? Harry held
his temper. "Such is life. Can you spare me a sandwich?"
"Nope. Famine coming. We got to
think of ourselves."
"I don't get you." Harry was
beginning to dislike Tony's grin.
"The Hammer has fallen," said
Tony. "The Establishment is dead. No more draft. No more taxes. No more
wars. No more going to jail for smoking pot. No more having to pick between a
crook and an idiot for President." Tony grinned beneath the shapeless,
soggy hat. "No more Trash Day either. I thought I'd flipped when I saw a
mailman at the gate!"
Tony really had flipped, Harry realized.
He tried to sidestep the issue. "Can you get Hugo Beck down here?"
"Maybe.''
Harry watched Tony reenter the farmhouse.
Was there anyone alive in there? Tony had never struck him as dangerous, but .
. . if he stepped out with anything remotely like a rifle, Harry was going to
run like a deer.
Half a dozen of them came out. One girl
was in rain gear; the rest seemed to be dressed for swimming. Maybe that made a
kind of sense. You couldn't hope to stay dry in this weather. Harry recognized
Tony, and Hugo Beck, and the broad‑shouldered, broad‑hipped girl
who called herself Galadriel, and a silent giant whose name he'd never learned.
They clustered at the gate, hugely amused.
Harry asked, "What's it all
about?"
Much of Hugo Beck's fat had turned to
muscle in the past three years, but he still didn't look like a farmer. Maybe
it was the expensive sandals and worn swim trunks; or maybe it was the way he lounged
against the gate, exactly as Jason Gillcuddy the writer would lounge against
his bar, leaving one hand free to gesture.
"Hammerfall," said Hugo.
"You could be the last mailman we ever see. Consider the implications. No
more ads to buy things you can't afford. No more friendly reminders from the
collection agency. You should throw away that uniform, Harry. The
Establishment's dead."
"The comet hit us?"
"Right."
"Huh." Harry didn't know
whether to believe it or not. There had been talk . . . but a comet was
nothing. Dirty vacuum, lit by unfiltered sunlight, very pretty when seen from a
hilltop with the right girl beside you. This rain, though What about the rain?
"Huh. So I'm a member of the
Establishment?"
"That's a uniform, isn't it?"
said Beck, and the others laughed.
Harry looked down. "Somebody should
have told me. All right, you can't feed me and you can't transport me—"
"No more gas, maybe forever. The
rain is going to wipe out most of the crops. You can see that, Harry."
"Yeah. Can you loan me a hatchet for
fifteen minutes?"
"Tony, get the hatchet."
Tony jogged up to the farmhouse. Hugo
asked, "What are you going to do with it?"
"Trim the roots off my walking
stick."
"What then?"
He didn't have to answer, because Tony
was back with the hatchet. Harry went to work. The Shire people watched.
Presently Hugo asked again. "What do you do now?"
"Deliver the mail," said Harry.
"Why?" A frail and pretty
blonde girl cried, "It's all over, man. No more letters to your
congressman. No more PLAYBOY, No more tax forms or . . . or voting
instructions. You're free! Take off the uniform and dance!"
"I'm already cold. My feet
hurt."
"Have a hit." The silent giant
was handing a generously fat homemade cigarette through the gate, shielding it
with Tony's digger hat. Harry saw the others' disapproval, but they said
nothing, so he took the toke. He held his own hat over it while he lit it and
drew.
Were they growing the weed here? Harry
didn't ask. But . . . "You'll have trouble getting papers."
They looked at each other. That hadn't
occurred to them.
"Better save that last batch of
letters. No more Trash Day." Harry passed the hatchet back through the bars.
"Thanks. Thanks for the toke, too." He picked up the trimmed sapling.
It felt lighter, better balanced. He got his arm through the mailbag strap.
"Anyway, it's the mail. 'Neither
rain, nor sleet, nor heat of day, nor gloom of night,' et cetera."
"What does it say," Hugo Beck
asked, "about the end of the world?"
"I think it's optional. I'm going to
deliver the mail."
The Mailman: Two
Among
the deficiencies common to the Italian and
the U.S. postal systems are:
• inefficiency, and delays in deliveries,
• old‑fashioned organization
• Iow efficiency and low salaries of
personnel
• high frequency of strikes
• very high operational deficit
Roberto
Vacca, The Coming Dark Age
Carrie Roman was a middle‑aged
widow with two big sons who were Harry's age and twice Harry's size. Carrie was
almost as big as they were. Three jovial giants, they formed one of Harry's
coffee stops. Once before, they had given Harry a lift to town to report a
breakdown of the mail truck.
Harry reached their gate in a mood of
bright optimism.
The gate was padlocked, of course, but
Jack Roman had rigged a buzzer to the house. Harry pushed it and waited.
The rain poured over him, gentle,
inexorable. If it had started raining up from the ground, Harry doubted he
would notice. It was all of his environment, the rain.
Where were the Romans? Hell, of course
they had no electricity. Harry pushed the buzzer again, experimentally.
From the corner of his eye he saw someone crouched low, sprinting
from behind a tree. The figure was only visible for an instant; then bushes hid
it. But it carried something the shape of a shovel, or a rifle, and it was too
small to be one of the Romans.
"Mail call!" Harry cried
cheerily. What the hell was going on here?
The sound of a gunshot matched the gentle
tugging at the edge of his mailbag. Harry threw himself flat. The bag was
higher than he was as he crawled for cover, and it jerked once, coinciding with
another gunshot. A .22, he thought. Not much rifle. Certainly not much for the
valley. He pulled himself behind a tree, his breath raspy and very loud in his
own ears.
He wriggled the bag off his shoulder and
set it down. He squatted and selected four envelopes tied with a rubber band.
Crouched. Then, all in an instant, he sprinted for the Roman mailbox, slid the
packet into it, and was running for cover again when the first shot came. He
lay panting beside his mailbag, trying to think.
Harry wasn't a policeman, he wasn't
armed, and there wasn't anything he could do to help the Romans. No way!
And he couldn't use the road. No cover.
The gully on the other side? It would be
full of water, but it was the best he could do. Sprint across the road, then
crawl on hands and knees . .
But he'd have to leave the mailbag.
Why not? Who am I kidding? Hammerfall has
come, and there's no need for mail carriers. None. What does that make me?
He didn't care much for the question.
"It makes me," he said aloud,
"a turkey who got good grades in high school by working his arse off,
flunked out of college, got fired from every job he ever had...."
It makes me a mailman, goddammit! He
lifted the heavy bag and crouched again. Things were quiet up there. Maybe
they'd been shooting to keep him away? But what for?
He took in a deep breath. Do it now, he
told himself. Before you're too scared to do it at all. He dashed into the
road, across, and dived toward the gulley. There was another shot, but he
didn't think the bullet had come anywhere close. Harry scuttled down the
gulley, half crawling, half swimming mailbag shoved around onto his back to
keep it out of the water.
There were no more shots. Thank God! The
Many Names Ranch was only half a mile down the road. Maybe they had guns, or a
telephone that worked . . . Did any telephones work? The Shire wasn't precisely
an official information source, but they'd been so sure.
"Never find a cop when you need
one," Harry muttered.
He'd have to be careful showing himself
at Many Names. The owners might be a bit nervous. And if they weren't, they
damned well should be!
It was dusk when Harry reached Muchos
Nombres Ranch. The rain had increased and was falling slantwise, and lightning
played across the nearly black sky.
Muchos Nombres was thirty acres of hilly
pastureland dotted with the usual great white boulders. Of the four families
who jointly owned it, two would sometimes invite Harry in for coffee. The
result was diffidence on Harry's part. He never knew whose turn it was. The
families each owned one week in four, and they treated the ranch as a vacation
spot. Sometimes they traded off; sometimes they brought guests. The oversupply
of owners had been unable to agree on a name, and had finally settled for
Muchos Nombres. The Spanish fooled nobody.
Today Harry was fresh out of diffidence.
He yelled his "Mail call!" and waited, expecting no answer. Presently
he opened the gate and went on in.
He reached the front door like something
dragged from an old grave. He knocked.
The door opened.
"Mail," said Harry.
"Hullo, Mr. Freehafer. Sorry to be so late, but there are some emergencies
going."
Freehafer had an automatic pistol. He looked
Harry over with some care. Behind him the living room danced with candlelight,
and it looked crowded with wary people. Doris Lilly said, "Why, it's
Harry! It's all right, Bill. It's Harry the mailman."
Freehafer lowered the gun. "All
right, pleased to meet you, Harry. Come on in. What emergencies?"
Harry stepped inside, out of the rain.
Now he saw the third man, stepping around a doorjamb, laying a shotgun aside.
"Mail," said Harry, and he set down two magazines, the usual haul for
Many Names. "Somebody shot at me from Carrie Roman's place. It wasn't
anyone I know. I think the Romans are in trouble. Is your phone working?"
"No," said Freehafer. "We
can't go out there tonight."
"Okay. And my mail truck went off a
hill, and I don't know what the roads are like. Can you let me have a couch, or
a stretch of rug, and something to eat?"
The hesitation was marked. "It's the
rug, I'm afraid," Freehafer said. "Soup and a sandwich do you? We're
a little short."
"I'd eat your old shoes," said
Harry.
It was canned tomato soup and a grilled
cheese sandwich, and it tasted like heaven. Between bites he got the story: how
the Freehafers had started to leave on Tuesday, and seen the sky going crazy,
and turned back. How the Lillys had arrived (it being their turn now) with the
Rodenberries as guests, and their own two children. The end of the world had
come and gone, the Rodenberries were on the couches, and nobody had yet tried
to reach the supermarket in town.
"What is this with the end of the
world?" Harry asked.
They told him. They showed him, in the
magazines he'd brought. The magazines were damp but still readable. Harry read
interviews with Sagan and Asimov and Sharps. He stared at artists' conceptions
of major meteor impacts. "They all think it'll miss," he said.
"It didn't," said Norman Lilly.
He was a football player turned insurance executive, a broad‑shouldered
wall of a man who should have kept up his exercises. "Now what? We brought
some seeds and farm stuff, just in case, but we didn't bring any books. Do you
know anything about farming, Harry?"
"No. People, I've had a rough
day—"
"Right. No sense wasting
candles," said Norman.
All of the beds, blankets and couches
were in use. Harry spent the night on a thick rug, swathed in three of Norman
Lilly's enormous bathrobes, his head on a chair pillow. He was comfortable
enough, but he kept twitching himself awake.
Lucifer's Hammer? End of the world?
Crawling through mud while bullets punched into his mailbag and the letters
inside. He kept waking with the memory of a nightmare, and always the nightmare
was real.
Harry woke and counted days. First night
he slept in the truck. Second with the Millers. Last night was the third. Three
days since he'd reported in.
It was definitely the end of the world.
The Wolf should have come looking for him with blood in his eye. He hadn't. The
power lines were still down. The phones weren't working. No county road crews.
Ergo, Hammerfall. The end of the world. It had really happened.
"Rise and shine!" Doris Lilly's
cheer was artificial. She tried to keep it up anyway. "Rise and shine!
Come and get it or we throw it out."
Breakfast wasn't much. They shared with
Harry, which was pretty damned generous of them. The Lilly children, eight and
ten, stared at the adults. One of them complained that the TV wasn't working.
No one paid any attention.
"Now what?" Freehafer asked.
"We get food," Doris Lilly
said. "We have to find something to eat."
"Where do you suggest we look?" Bill Freehafer asked.
He wasn't being sarcastic.
Doris shrugged. "In town? Maybe
things aren't as bad as . . . maybe they're not so bad."
"I want to watch TV," Phil
Lilly said.
"Not working," Doris said absently.
"I vote we go to town and see how things are. We can give Harry a
ride—"
"TV now!" Phil screamed.
"Shut up," his father said.
"Now!" the boy repeated.
Smack! Norman Lilly's huge hand swept
against the boy's face.
"Norm!" his wife cried. The
child screamed, more in surprise than pain. "You never hit the children
before—"
"Phil," Lilly said. His voice
was calm and determined. "It's all different now. You better understand
that. When we tell you to be quiet, you'll be quiet. You and your sister both,
you've got a lot of learning to do, and quick. Now go in the other room."
The children hesitated for a moment.
Norman raised his hand. They looked at him, startled, then ran.
"Little drastic," Bill
Freehafer said.
"Yeah," Norm said absently. "Bill, don't you think we
better look in on our neighbors?"
"Let the police—" Bill
Freehafer stopped himself. "Well there might still be police."
"Yeah. Who'll they take orders from,
now?" Lilly asked. He looked at Harry.
Harry shrugged. There was a local mayor.
The Sheriff was out in the San Joaquin, and with this rain that could be under
water. "Maybe the Senator?" Harry said.
"Hey, yeah, Jellison lives over the
hill there," Freehafer said. "Maybe we should . . . Jesus, I don't
know, Norm. What can we do?"
Lilly shrugged. "We can look,
anyway. Harry, you know those people?"
"Yes . . ."
"We have two cars. Bill, you take
everybody else into town. Harry and I'll have a look. Right?"
Harry looked dubious. "I've already
left their mail—"
"Jesus," Bill Freehafer said.
Norman Lilly held up an immense hand.
"He's right, you know. But look at it this way, Harry. You're a
mailman."
"Yes‑"
"Which can be damned valuable. Only
there won't be any mail. Not letters and magazines, anyway. But there's still a
need for message carriers. Somebody to keep communications going. Right?"
"Something like that," Harry
agreed.
"Good. You'll be needed. More than
ever. But here's your first post‑comet message. To the Romans, from us.
We're willing to help, if we can. They're our neighbors. But we don't know
them, and they don't know us. If they've had trouble they'll be watching for
strangers. Somebody's got to introduce us. That's a worthwhile message, isn't
it?"
Harry thought it over. It made sense.
"You'll give me a ride after—"
"Sure. Let's go." Norm Lilly
went out. He came back with a deer rifle, and the automatic pistol. "Ever
use one of these, Harry?"
"No. And I don't want one. Wrong
image."
Lilly nodded and laid the pistol on the
table.
Bill Freehafer started to say something,
but Lilly's look cut it off. "Okay, Harry, let's go," Norm said. He
didn't comment when Harry carried his mailbag to the car.
They got in. They'd gone halfway when
Harry patted his bag and, half laughing himself, said, "You're not
laughing at me."
"How can I laugh at a man who's got
a purpose in life?"
They pulled up at the gate. The letters were
gone from the mailbox. The padlock was still in place. "Now what?"
Harry asked.
"Good questi—"
The shotgun caught Norm Lilly full in the
chest. Lilly kicked once and died. Harry stood in shock, then dashed across the
road for the ditch. He sprawled into it, headfirst into the muddy water,
careless of the mailbag, of getting wet, of anything. He began to run toward
Many Names again.
There were sounds ahead of him. Right
around that bend— and there was someone coming behind, too. They weren't going
to let him get away this time. In desperation he crawled up the bank, away from
the road, and began scrambling up the steep hillside. The mailbag dragged at
him. His boots dug into mud, slipping and sliding. He clawed at the ground and
pulled himself upward.
SPANG! The shot sounded very loud. Much
louder than the .22 yesterday. Maybe the shotgun? Harry kept on. He reached the
top of the first rise and began to run.
He couldn't tell if they were still
behind him. He didn't care. He wasn't going back down there. He kept
remembering the look of surprise on Norman Lilly's face. The big man folding
up, dying before he hit the ground. Who were these people who shot without
warning?
The hill became steeper again, but the
ground was harder, more rock than mud. The mailbag seemed heavy. Water in it?
Probably. So why carry it?
Because it's the mail, you stupid SOB,
Harry told himself.
The Chicken Ranch was owned by an elderly
couple, retired L.A. business people. It was fully automated. The chickens
stood in small pens not much bigger than an individual chicken. Eggs rolled out
of the cage onto a conveyor belt. Food came around on another belt. Water was
continuously supplied. It was not a ranch but a factory.
And it might have been heaven, for
chickens. All problems were solved, all struggling ended. Chickens weren't very
bright, and they got all they could eat, were protected from coyotes, had clean
cages—another automated system—
But it had to be a damned dull existence.
The Chicken Ranch was over the next hill. Before Harry got there
he saw chickens. Through the rain and the wet weeds they wandered, bewildered,
pecking at the ground and the limbs of bushes and Harry's boots, squawking
plaintively at Harry, demanding instructions.
Harry stopped walking. Something must be
terribly wrong. The Sinanians would never have let the chickens run loose.
Here too? Those bastards, had they come
here too? Harry stood on the hillside and dithered, and the chickens huddled around
him.
He had to know what had happened. It was
part of the job. Reporter, mailman, town crier, message carrier; if he wasn't
that, he wasn't anything. He stood among the chickens, nerving himself, and
eventually he went down.
All the chicken feed had been spilled out
onto the floor of the barn. There was little left. Every cage was open. This
was no accident. Harry waded through squawking chickens the full length of the
building. Nothing there. He went out and down the path to the house.
The farmhouse door stood open. He called. No one answered. Finally
he went inside. It was dimly lit; the shades and curtains were drawn and there
was no artificial light. His way led him to the living room.
The Sinanians were there. They sat in big
overstuffed chairs. Their eyes were open. They did not move.
Amos Sinanian had a bullet hole in his
temple. His eyes bulged. There was a small pistol in his hand.
Mrs. Sinanian had not a mark on her.
Heart attack? Whatever it was, it had been peaceful; her features were not
contorted, and her clothing was carefully arranged. She stared at a blank TV
screen. She looked to have been dead two days, possibly more. The blood on
Amos's head was not quite dry. This morning at the latest.
There wasn't any note, no sign of
explanation. There hadn't been anyone Amos had cared to explain it to. He'd
released the chickens and shot himself.
It took Harry a long time to make up his
mind. Finally he took the pistol from Amos's hand. It wasn't as hard to do as
he'd thought it would be. He put the pistol in his pocket and searched until he
found a box of bullets for it. He pocketed those, too.
"The mail goes through,
dammit," he said. Then he found a cold roast in the refrigerator. It
wouldn't keep anyway, so Harry ate it. The oven was working. Harry had no idea
how much propane there might be in the tank, but it didn't matter. The
Sinanians weren't going to be using it.
He took the mail out of his bag and put
it carefully into the oven to dry. Circulars and shopping newspapers were a
problem. Their information wasn't any use, but might people want them for
paper? Harry compromised, throwing out the ones that were thin and flimsy and
soaked, keeping the others.
He found a supply of Baggies in the
kitchen and carefully enclosed each packet of mail in one. Last Baggies on
Earth, a small voice told him. "Right," he said, and went on
stuffing. "Have to keep the Baggies. You can have your mail, but the
Baggies belong to the Service."
After that was done he thought about his
next move. This house might be useful. It was a good house, stone and concrete,
not wood. The barn was concrete too. The land wasn't much good—at least Amos
had said it wasn't—but somebody might make use of the buildings. "Even
me," Harry said to himself. He had to have some place to stay between
rounds.
Which meant something had to be done
about the bodies. Harry wasn't up to digging two graves. He sure as hell wasn't
going to drag them out for the coyotes and buzzards. There wasn't enough dry
wood to cremate a mouse.
Finally he went out again. He found an
old pickup truck. The keys were in the ignition, and it started instantly. It
sounded smooth, in good tune. There was a drum of gasoline in the shed, and
Harry thoughtfully filled the tank of the truck, filled two gas cans, then
stacked junk against the drum to hide it.
He went back into the house and got old
bedclothes to wrap the bodies, then drove the truck around to the front of the
house. The chickens swarmed around his feet, demanding attention, while he
wrestled the corpses onto the truck bed. Finished, Harry stooped and quickly
wrung six chickens' necks before the rest of the chickens got the idea. He
tossed the birds into the truck with the Sinanians.
He
went around carefully locking doors and windows, put Amos's keys in his pockets
and drove away.
He still had his route to finish. But
there were things he must do first, not the least of which was burying the
Sinanians.
The Stronghold: One
It
is certain that free societies would have no easy time in a future dark age.
The rapid return to universal penury will be accomplished by violence and
cruelties of a kind now forgotten. The force of law will be scant or nil,
either because of the collapse or disappearance of the machinery of state, or
because of difficulties of communication and transport. It will be possible
only to delegate authority to local powers who will maintain it by force
alone....
Roberto
Vacca, The Coming Dark Age
Senator Arthur Jellison was in a foul
mood on Hammerfall Morning. The only people he could get at JPL were PR flacks
who didn't know anything that wasn't being reported on radio and TV. There was
no way to reach Charlie Sharps. It made sense, but Senator Jellison wasn't used
to having people too busy to talk to him. Finally he settled for a phone patch
into the space communications network, so he could hear what the astronauts
were saying.
That didn't help much because of the
static. The live TV shots were bad, too. Was the damned thing going to hit or
not?
If it did hit, there were a lot of moves
Jellison should have made but hadn't, because he couldn't afford to look like a
fool to his constituents, not even here in the valley, where he routinely got
eighty percent of the vote. He'd brought his family and a couple of assistants
and as much gear as he could buy without attracting a lot of attention, and
that was about all he could do. Now they were all gathered in the house, most
of them sitting with him in the big living room.
The phone speaker squawked. Johnny
Baker's voice, and Maureen came unnaturally alert. Jellison had known about
that for a long time, but he didn't think Maureen knew he was aware. Now Baker
had his divorce, and his Hammerlab mission. Maybe, when he got down . . . That
would be a good thing. Maureen needed somebody.
So did Charlotte, but she thought she had
him. Jellison didn't care for Jack Turner. His son‑in‑law was too
handsome, too quick to talk about his tennis medals, and not quick at all to
pay back the sizable "loans" he asked for when his investments didn't
turn out so well—as they almost never did. But Charlotte seemed happy enough
with him, and the kids were being well brought up, and Maureen was getting old
enough that maybe Charlotte's would be the only grandchildren he'd ever have.
Jellison rather hoped not.
"Crummy pictures," Jack Turner
said.
"Grandpa will get us good
ones," Jennifer Turner, nine, told her father. She'd found that her
grandfather could get photographs and pins and things that made a big hit in
her school classes, and she'd read all about comets.
"Hammerlab, this is Houston, we do
not copy," the telephone speaker said.
"Grandpa—"
"Hush, Jenny," Maureen said.
The tension in her voice quieted the room. The TV picture became a crazy
pattern of blurs, then sharpened to show a myriad of rocks enveloped in vapor
and fog rushing toward them out of the screen.
"Jesus, it's coming closer"
"That's Johnny—"
"Like it's going to hit—"
The TV image vanished. The phone line
continued to chatter. "FIREBALL OVERHEAD!" "HOUSTON, HOUSTON,
THERE IS A LARGE STRIKE IN THE GULF OF MEXICO. . . ."
"Good Lord!"
"Shut up, Jack," Jellison said
quietly.
". . . REQUEST YOU SEND A HELICOPTER
FOR OUR FAMILIES.... THE HAMMER HAS FALLEN."
"You shouldn't talk to Jack that
way—"
Jellison ignored Charlotte.
"Al!" he shouted.
"Yes, sir," Hardy answered from
the next room. He came in quickly.
"Round up all the ranch‑hands.
Quick. Any that have trucks should bring them. And rifles. Get moving."
"Right." Hardy vanished.
The others seemed stunned. Jennifer
asked, plaintively, "What happened, Grandpa?"
"Don't know," Jellison said.
"Don't know how bad it was. Damned phone's dead. Maureen, see if you can
get anything, anybody, at JPL on that phone. Move."
"Right."
Then he looked at Jack Turner. Turner
wasn't known in the valley. No one would take orders from him. And what use was
he? "Jack, get one of the Scouts started. You'll drive me into town. I
want to see the Chief of Police. And the Mayor."
Turner almost said something, but the
look on Jellison's face stopped that.
"Can't get through to L.A. at all,
Dad," Maureen said. "The phone's working but—"
She was interrupted by the earthquake. It
wasn't very strong, this far from California's major faults, but it was enough
to shake the house. The children looked afraid, and Charlotte gathered them to
her and took them to a bedroom.
"I can get the local phone
numbers," Maureen finished.
"Good. Get the local police and tell
them I'm coming to town to talk to their Chief, and the Mayor. It's important,
and tell them I'm already on the way. Let's go, Jack. Maureen, when Al gets the
ranch‑hands together, you and Al talk to them. What we'll need is every
friend they've got, all their trucks, rifles, everything. There's a lot to do.
Send about half the troops into town to find me, and have the rest secure for
rainstorms, mudslides . . ." He thought for a moment. "And snow, if
Charlie Sharps knows what he's talking about. Snow within a week."
"Snow? That's stupid," Jack
Turner protested.
"Right," Maureen said.
"Anything else, Dad?"
The City Hall doubled as library, jail
and police station. The local Chief commanded two full‑time patrolmen and
several unpaid volunteer auxiliaries. The Mayor owned the local feedstore.
Government in Silver Valley was not a large or important activity.
The rain started before Jellison arrived at City Hall. Sheet
lightning played over the High Sierra to the east. Rain fell like the
outpouring of a warm bathtub, filling the streets and running over the low
bridges over the creeks. Mayor Gil Seitz looked worried. He seemed very glad to
see Senator Jellison.
There were a dozen others in the large
library room. Chief of Police Randy Hartman, a retired cop from one of the
large eastern cities; three city councilmen; a couple of local store owners.
Jellison recognized the bullnecked man sitting toward the rear of the group,
and waved. He didn't see his neighbor George Christopher very often.
Jellison introduced his son‑in‑law
and shook hands around. The room fell silent.
"What's happened, Senator?" the
Mayor asked. "Did . . . that thing really did hit us, didn't it?"
"Yes."
"I saw magazine articles about
it," Mayor Seitz mused. "Glaciers. East Coast wiped out." There
was a crash of thunder and Gil Seitz waved toward the windows. "Didn't believe
it before. Now I guess I have to. How long does that rain go on?"
"Weeks," Jellison said.
That sobered them all. They were all
farmers, or lived in a community where farming—and farming weather—was the most
important topic of conversation. They all knew what weeks of pounding rain
would do.
"Animals will starve," Seitz
said. There was a momentary smile as he thought of the prices his feedstore
inventory would bring; then a frown as he thought it through. "Just how
much damage did that do? Will there be trucks left? Trains? Feed
deliveries?"
Jellison didn't say anything for a
moment. "The science people tell me it'll be raining like this all across
the country," he said slowly.
"Jesus Christ," the Mayor said.
"Nobody gets in a crop this year. Nobody. What's in the elevators and
granaries is it."
"And I don't reckon anybody's going
to send much to us," George Christopher observed. Everyone nodded
agreement. "If it's that bad.... Is it?"
"Don't know," Jellison said.
"Good chance it's worse."
Seitz turned to study the big contour map
of Tulare and adjacent counties that hung on the library wall. "Jesus,
Senator, what do we do? The San Joaquin's going to fill up, rain like this.
Fill right up. And there's a lot of people out there. A lot."
"And they'll all head this way,
looking for high ground," George Christopher added. "Where'll we put
'em? How can we feed them all? We can't."
Jellison sat on the edge of a library
table. "Gil, George, I've always suspected you both had more sense than
you let on. That's the problem, no doubt about it. Half a million, maybe more
people in the San Joaquin, and they'll all be looking for high ground. More
people up in the Sierra, went up to get away from the comet, and they'll be
coming down here now. People from as far as L.A. will come here. What do we do
with them all?"
"Let's get this straight," one
of the councilmen said. "It's a disaster, but you're saying . . ." He
broke down, unable to finish for a moment. "You're saying that the Army,
the President, Sacramento, everybody's knocked out? We're on our own
forever?"
"We may be," Jellison said.
"Maybe not, too."
"It makes a difference," George
Christopher said. "We can take care of all those people for a week. Maybe
two. Not longer. Longer than that, somebody's got to starve. Who'll it be? All
of us because we tried to keep a hundred times too many alive for a couple of
weeks?"
"That's the problem, all
right," Mayor Seitz agreed.
"I'm not feeding any of them,"
George Christopher said. His voice was like granite. "I have my own to
take care of."
"You can't . . . you can't just
abandon all your responsibilities," Jack Turner said.
"Don't think I have any to
outsiders," Christopher said. "Not if they're going to die
anyway."
"Some of them won't make it,"
Chief Hartman said. He pointed to the big map. "Porterville and Visalia
are both in old river bottoms. Flood basins. Rain like this, I doubt those
flood‑control dams will hold very long."
They all looked at the maps. It was true.
Lake Success hung over Porterville, billions of gallons of water poised to
plunge down on the city. Visalia to the north was no better off.
"Not just the rain," Mayor
Seitz said thoughtfully. "Warm rain, while there's still some snow in the
high country. Expect that's all melted by now, sure by this afternoon—"
"We have to warn those people!"
Jack Turner said.
"Do we?" asked a councilman.
"Sure we do," Chief Hartman
said. "And then what do we feed them with when they all come here? The
stock out of Granny Mason's store?"
There was a babble of talk in the room.
"How long will those dams
last?" Jellison asked. "All day?"
No one knew for sure. The telephone
wasn't working, so they couldn't call the county engineers.
"What did you have in mind,
Senator?" Chief Hartman asked.
"Is there time to get trucks down in
that area? Strip the supermarkets, feedstores, hardware stores, whatever,
before the dams go?"
There was a long silence. Then one of the
councilmen got up. "I reckon that dam will hold the day out. If the water
don't come too fast it can't stop my truck anyway. I got a big ten‑wheeler.
I'll go."
"Not alone," Jellison warned.
"And not unarmed."
"I'll send my constables down with
him," Hartman said.
"What happens to the stuff?"
George Christopher demanded.
"We share," Jellison said.
"Share. If you share with me, it
means you expect me to share with you," Christopher said. "Not sure I
like that."
"Dammit, George, we're in this
together," Mayor Seitz said.
"Are we? Who's we?" Christopher
demanded.
"Us. Your neighbors. Your
friends," one of the councilmen said.
"That I'll go along with,"
Christopher told them. "My neighbors. My friends. But I won't put myself
out for a lot of flatlanders. Not if they're finished anyway." The big man
seemed to have trouble expressing himself. "Look, I got as much Christian
charity as anybody here, but I won't starve my own people to help them."
He started to leave.
"Where are you going, George?"
Chief Hartman demanded.
"Senator's got a good idea. I'm
getting my brother and heading for the flats with my truck. Lots of stuff down there
we're going to need. No sense in letting the dam break on it." He went out
before anyone could say more to him.
"You're going to have trouble with
him," Mayor Seitz said.
"I am?" Jellison said.
"Sure, who else? I'm a feedstore
owner, Senator. I can call myself Mayor, but I'm not ready for this. I expect
you're in charge here. Right?"
There was a chorus of agreement from the
others. It surprised no one.
George Christopher and his brother Ray
drove down the highway toward Porterville. Lake Success lay on their right high
banks rose to the top of the ridgeline on their left. Rain fell steadily.
Already the lake had risen nearly to the bridge where the highway crossed.
Chunks of mud washed down from the ridge above and covered the road. The big
farm truck went through the mud patches without slowing.
"Not much traffic," Ray said.
"Not yet." George drove grimly,
his mouth a set line, his bull neck arched toward the steering wheel. "But
it won't be long. All those people. They'll come up the road looking for high
ground—"
"Most'll stop in Porterville,"
Ray said. "It's a couple of hundred feet higher than the San
Joaquin."
"Was," George said. "With
those quakes you can't tell. Land shifts, raises up and down. Anyway, when the
dam goes, Porterville goes. They won't stay there."
Ray didn't say anything. He never argued
with George. George was the only one in the family who'd gone to college. GI
Bill. He hadn't finished, but he'd learned something while he was there.
"Ray, what do they eat?" George
asked suddenly.
"I don't know—"
"You ready to see your kids
starve?" George demanded.
"It won't come to that."
"Won't it? People all over the
place. Salt rain running out in the San Joaquin. Lower San Joaquin fills up.
Porterville washes out when the dam goes. People headed for high ground, and
that's us. We'll have 'em everywhere, camped on the roads, stuffed into the
schoolhouse, in barns, everywhere. All hungry. Plenty of food at first. Enough
for everybody for awhile. Ray, you can't look at a hungry kid and not feed
him."
Ray didn't say anything.
"Think about it. While there's food,
we'll feed people. Would you turn people away while you've still got livestock?
Ready to stew your dogs to feed a bunch of Porterville hippies?"
"There aren't any hippies in
Porterville."
"You know what I mean."
Ray thought it through. They would come
through Porterville. To the north and south were cities of ten million each,
and if only one in ten thousand of them lived long enough to reach Porterville
and turn east . . .
Now Ray's mouth formed a grim line like
his brother's. Muscles stood out of his neck like thick cords. They were both
big; the whole family ran big. When they were younger, George and Ray sometimes
went to the tough bars looking for fights. The only time they'd ever been
beaten, they'd gone home and come back with their two younger brothers. After
that it was almost impossible to find a fight.
And they thought alike, though Ray
thought more slowly. Now he saw it: thousands of strangers spread across the
land like a locust plague, in all sizes and shapes and ages—college professors,
social workers, television actors and game‑show moderators and writers,
brain surgeons, architects of condominiums, fashion designers, and the teeming
hordes of the forever unemployed . . . all landless people without jobs or
skills or tools or homes. Like locusts, and locusts could be fought. But what
about the children? Strangers could be turned away, but children?
"So what do we do?" Ray asked
finally.
"If they don't get here, they can't
cause problems," George said. He eyed the hills above the road. "If
about a hundred tons of rock and mud came down on the road just up ahead,
nobody'd get into the valley. Not easy, anyway."
"Maybe we should pray for a hard
rain," Ray said. He looked out at the driving rain pouring from the sky.
George gripped the wheel tightly. He
believed in prayer and he didn't like hearing his brother's mocking tone. Not
that Ray meant anything. Ray went to church too, sometimes. About as often as
George did. But you couldn't pray for something like that.
All those people. And they'd all die, and
dying they'd take George's people with them. He pictured his little sister,
thin, belly protruding, last stages of starvation, the way those kids had
looked in 'Nam. A whole village of kids trapped in the combat zone, nobody to
look out for them, no place to go until the ranger patrol came looking for Cong
and found the kids. Suddenly he knew he couldn't see that again. He couldn't
think about it.
"How long you reckon that dam will
last?" Ray asked. "Uh—why are you stopping?"
"I brought a couple of sticks of
forty percent," George said. "Right up there." He pointed to a
steep slope above the road. "Two sticks there, and nobody'll use this road
for awhile."
Ray thought about it. There was another
road up from the San Joaquin, but it didn't show on gas station maps. A lot of
people wouldn't know about it. With the main highway out, maybe they'd go
somewhere else.
The truck came to a complete stop and
George opened the door. "Coming?"
"Yeah, I guess," Ray said. He
usually went along with George. He had since their father had died. The other
two brothers, and their cousins and nephews, usually did too. George had made a
big success out of his ranch. He'd brought in a lot of new ideas and equipment
from that agricultural college. George usually knew what he was doing.
Only I don't like this, Ray thought.
Don't like it at all. Don't guess George does much either, but what can we do?
Wait until we have to look 'em in the eye and turn them away?
They climbed the steep bank behind the truck.
Rain poured onto them, finding its way inside their slickers, under the brims
of their hats and down their necks. It was warm rain. It drove hard, and Ray
thought about the hay crop. That timothy was ruined already. What the hell
would they feed the stock, come winter?
"About here, I think," George
said. He scrabbled at the base of a medium‑size rock. "Bring this
down, it ought to drop a lot of the mud above it onto the road."
"What about Chief Hartman? And Dink
Latham's already gone down to Porterville...."
"So they find the road's out when
they come back," George said. "They know the other way." He
reached into his pocket and took out a bulky styrofoam case. It held five
detonators, each in its own fitted compartment. George took one out, put it
onto the end of a fuse, crimped it with his teeth and used his penknife to poke
a hole in a dynamite stick. He pushed the detonator into the stick and shoved
it into the hole. "No primacord," he said. "Have to put both
sticks in the same hole. I think this'll do it." He tamped wet mud down
into the hole he'd scooped, covering the dynamite. Only the fuse end protruded.
Ray turned his back to the wind and
hunched low over a cigarette. He flicked the wheel of his Zippo until it caught
and got the cigarette burning. Then, carefully, shielding the burning tobacco
with his hat brim, he brought it down to the fuse end. The fuse sputtered once,
then caught. It hissed softly in the rain.
"Let's go," Ray said. He
scrambled down the bank, George behind him. They had many minutes before the
fuse burned down, but they ran as if pursued by furies.
They were around the bend when they heard
the explosion. It wasn't very loud. The rain dulled all sounds. George
carefully backed the truck around until they could see.
The road was covered with four feet of
mud and boulders. More had tumbled across the road and down into the river
valley below
"Man might get over that with a four‑wheel,"
George said. "Nothing else."
"What the hell are you sitting here
for? Let's go!" Ray's enraged bellow was too loud for the truck cab, but
he knew his brother wouldn't say anything about it.
There was water standing in the streets
when they reached Porterville. It wasn't more than hubcap deep. The dam still
held.
The City Hall meeting room smelled of
kerosene lamps and damp bodies. There was also the faint odor of books and
library paste. There weren't many books in the library, and they took up space
around the walls but not in the center of the room.
Senator Jellison looked at his electric
watch and grimaced. It was good for another year, but then . . . Why the hell
didn't he have an old‑fashioned windup? The watch told him it was 10:38
and 35 seconds, and it wouldn't be off by more than a second until the battery
ran out.
The room was nearly full. All the library
tables had been moved to make room for more folding chairs. A few women, mostly
men, mostly in farm clothes and rain gear, mostly unarmed. They smelled of
sweat and they were soaked and tired. Three whiskey bottles moved rhythmically
from hand to hand, and there were a lot of cans of beer. There wasn't much talk
as they waited for the meeting to start.
There were three distinct groups in the
room. Senator Jellison dominated one of them. He sat with Mayor Seitz, Chief
Hartman and the constables. Maureen Jellison was part of the group, and in the
front rows, right up front, were their close friends. A solid bloc of support
for the Jellison party.
Beyond them was the largest group,
neutrals waiting for the Senator and the Mayor to tell them what to do. They
wouldn't have put it that way, and the Senator would never have dreamed of
saying it flat out. They were farmers and merchants who needed help, and they
weren't used to asking for advice. Jellison knew them all Not well, but well
enough to know that he could count on them, up to a point. Some of them had
brought their wives.
At the back, off in one corner, were
George Christopher and his clan. "Clan" is the right word, Arthur
Jellison thought. A dozen. All men, all armed. You'd know they were relatives
just to look at them (although, Jellison knew, it wasn't strictly true: Two
were brothers‑in‑law. But they looked like Christophers—heavyset,
red of face and strong enough to lift jeeps in their spare time). The
Christophers didn't precisely sit apart from everyone else; but they sat
together, and they talked together, and they had few words for their neighbors.
Steve Cox came in with two of Jellison's
ranch‑hands. "Dam's still holding," he shouted above rain and
thunder and muted conversation. "Don't know what's keeping it together.
There's water higher than the spillway behind it. It's eating out the banks at
the sides."
"Won't be long now," one of the
farmers said. "Did we warn the people down in Porterville?"
"Yes," Chief Hartman said.
"Constable Mosey told the Porterville police. They'll get people out of
the flood area."
"What's the flood area?" Steve
Cox asked. "Whole damn valley's filling up. And the highway's out, they
can't come up here—"
"Some have," Mayor Seitz said.
"Three hundred, more or less. Up the county road. Expect there'll be more
tomorrow."
"Too damn many," Ray
Christopher said.
There was a babble of voices, some
agreeing, some arguing. Mayor Seitz pounded for order. "Let's find out
what we're facing," Seitz said. "Senator, what have you
learned?"
"Enough." Jellison got up from
his seat at the table and went around in front of it. He perched his buttocks
on the table in an informal pose that he knew was effective. "I've got
pretty good shortwave radio gear. I know there are amateurs trying to
communicate. And I get nothing but static. Not just on amateur bands, on CB,
commercial, even military. That tells me the atmosphere is all fouled up.
Electrical storms. I don't need to guess about those," he said with a
grin. He waved expressively toward the windows, and as if on cue lightning
flared. There wasn't quite so much thunder and lightning as there'd been
earlier in the day, but there was so much that no one noticed unless they were
thinking about it.
"And salt rain," Jellison said.
"And the earthquake. The last words I heard out of JPL were 'The Hammer
has fallen.' I'd like to talk to somebody who was in the hills above L.A. when
it happened, but what I've got adds up. The Hammer hit us, and bad. We can be
sure of it."
No one said anything. They'd all known
it. They'd hoped to find out something different, but they knew better. They
were farmers and businessmen, tied closely to the land and the weather, and
they lived in the foothills of the High Sierra. They'd known disaster before,
and they'd done their crying and cursing at home. Now they were worried about
what to do next.
"We got five truckloads of feed and
hardware and two of groceries out of Porterville today," Jellison said.
"And there's the stock in our local stores. And what you have in your
barns. I doubt there'll be much else that we don't make or grow ourselves."
There were murmurs. One of the farmers
said, "Not ever, Senator?"
"Might as well be never,"
Jellison said. "Years, I think. We're on our own."
He paused to let that sink in. Most of
these people prided themselves on being on their own. Of course that wasn't
true, hadn't been true for generations, and they were smart enough to know it,
but it would take them time to realize just how dependent they'd been on
civilization.
Fertilizers. Breeding stock. Vitamins.
Gasoline and propane. Electricity. Water—well, that wouldn't be much of a
problem for awhile. Medicines, drugs, razor blades, weather forecasts, seeds,
animal feed, clothes, ammunition . . . the list was endless. Even needles and
pins and thread.
"We won't grow much this year,"
Stretch Tallifsen said. "My crops are in bad shape already."
Jellison nodded. Tallifsen had gone down
the road to help his neighbors harvest tomatoes, and his wife was working to
can as many as she could. Tallifsen grew barley, and it wouldn't last the
summer.
"Question is, do we pull
together?" Jellison said.
"What do you mean, 'pull
together'?" Ray Christopher asked.
"Share. Pool what we've got,"
Jellison answered.
"You mean communism," Ray
Christopher said. This time the hostility showed through in his voice.
"No, I mean cooperation. Charity, if
you like. More than that. Intelligent management of what little we have, so we
avoid waste."
"Sounds like communism—"
"Shut up, Ray." George
Christopher stood. "Senator, I can see how that makes sense. No point in
using the last of the gasoline to plant something that won't grow. Or feeding
the last of the soybeans to cattle that won't last the winter anyway. Question
is, who decides? You?"
"Somebody has to," Tallifsen
said.
"Not alone," Jellison said.
"We elect a council. I will point out that I'm probably in better shape
than anybody else here, and I'm willing to share—"
"Sure," Christopher said.
"But share with who, Senator? That's the big question. How far do we go?
We try to feed Los Angeles?"
"That's absurd," Jack Turner
said.
"Why? They'll all be here, all that
can get here," Christopher shouted. "Los Angeles, and the San
Joaquin, and what's left of San Francisco . . . not all of 'em, maybe, but
plenty. Three hundred last night, and that's just for starters. How long can we
keep it up, lettin' those people come here?"
"Be niggers too," someone
shouted from the floor. He looked self‑consciously at two black faces at
the end of the room. "Okay, sorry—no. I'm not sorry. Lucius, you own land.
You work it. But city niggers, whining about equality— you don't want 'em
either!"
The black man said nothing. He seemed to
shrink away from the group, and he sat very quietly with his son.
"Lucius Carter's all right,"
George Christopher said. "But Frank's right about the others. City people.
Tourists. Hippies. Be here in droves pretty soon. We have to stop them."
I'm losing it, Jellison thought. Too much
fear here, and Christopher's put his finger on it. He shuddered. A lot of
people were going to die in the next months. A lot. How do you select the ones
to live, the ones to die? How do you be the Chooser of the Slain? God knows I
don't want the job.
"George, what do you suggest?"
Jellison asked.
"Roadblock on the county road. We
don't want to close it, we may need it. So we put up a roadblock and we turn
people away."
"Not everyone," Mayor Seitz
said. "Women and children—"
"Everybody," Christopher
shouted. "Women? We have women. And kids. Plenty of our own to worry
about. We start takin' in other people's kids and women, where do we stop? When
our own are starving come winter?"
"Just who is going to man this
roadblock?" Chief Hartman asked. "Who's tough enough to look at a car
full of people and tell a man he can't even leave his kids with us? You're not,
George. None of us are."
"The hell I'm not."
"And there are special skills,"
Senator Jellison said. "Engineers. We could use several good engineers.
Doctors, veterinarians. Brewers. A good blacksmith, if there is any such thing
in this modern world—"
"Used to be a fair hand at
that," Ray Christopher said. "Shod horses for the county fair."
"All right," Jellison said.
"But there are plenty of skills we don't have, and don't think we won't
need them."
"Okay, okay," George
Christopher said. "But dammit, we can't take in everybody—"
"And yet we must." The voice
was very low, not really loud enough to carry through the babble and the
thunder, but everyone heard it anyway. A professionally trained voice. "I
was a stranger, and ye took me not in. I was hungry, and ye fed me not. Is that
what you want to hear at Judgment?"
The room was still for a moment. Everyone
turned to look at the Reverend Thomas Varley. Most of them attended his
community church, had called him to their homes to sit with them when relatives
died, sent their children with him on picnics and camping trips. Tom Varley was
one of them, bred in the valley and lived there all his life except for the
years at college in San Francisco. He stood tall, a bit thinner since his
sixtieth birthday a year before, but strong enough to help get a neighbor's cow
out of a ditch.
George Christopher faced him defiantly.
"Brother Varley, we just can't do it! Some of us are likely to starve this
winter. There's just not enough here."
"Then why don't you send some
away?" Reverend Varley asked.
"It might come to that," George
muttered. His voice rose. "I've seen it, I tell you. People with not
enough to eat, not even enough strength to come get chow when it's offered.
Brother Varley, you want us to wait until we got no more choices than the
Donner party had? If we send people away now, they might find someplace they
can make it. If we take them in, we'll all be looking next winter. It's that
simple."
"Tell 'em, George," someone
shouted from the far end of the meeting room.
George looked around at the sea of faces.
They were not hostile. Most were filled with shame—fear and shame. George
thought that would be the way he'd look to them, too. He went on doggedly.
"We do something, and we do it right now, or I'll be damned if I'm going
to cooperate! I'll take everything I have, all the stuff I brought up from
Porterville today, too, and go home, and I can damned well shoot anybody who
comes onto my place."
There were more murmurs. Reverend Varley
tried to speak, but he was shouted down. "Damned right!" "We're
with you, George."
Jellison's voice cut through. "I
didn't say we shouldn't try to put up a roadblock. We were discussing practical
difficulties." Arthur Jellison couldn't look the clergyman in the face.
"Good. Then we do it," George
Christopher said. "Ray, you stay here and tell me what happens in this
meeting. Carl, Jake, rest of you, come with me. There'll be another thousand
people here by morning if we don't stop them."
And besides, Jellison thought, it will be
easier at night when you can't see their faces. Maybe by morning you'll be used
to it.
And if you truly get used to sending
people off to die, will anyone want to know you?
The worst of it was, George Christopher
was right; but that didn't make it any easier. "I'll have some of my
people come with you, George. And we'll have a relief crew out in the
morning."
"Good." Christopher went to the
door. On the way he stopped for a moment to smile at Maureen. "Good‑night,
Melisande," he said.
One kerosene lamp burned in the living
room of the Jellison house. Arthur Jellison sprawled in an easy chair, shoes
off, shirt partly unbuttoned. "Al, leave those lists until tomorrow."
"Yes, sir. Can I get you
anything?" Al Hardy glanced at his watch: 2 A.M.
"No. Maureen can take care of me. Good‑night."
Hardy pointedly looked at his watch
again. "Getting late, Senator. And you're supposed to be up in the
morning...."
"I'll turn in shortly. Good‑night."
This time the dismissal was pointed. Jellison watched his assistant leave,
noted Hardy's determined look. It confirmed a guess Arthur Jellison had made
earlier. That damned doctor at Bethesda Naval Hospital had told Hardy about the
abnormal electrocardiograms, and Hardy was making like a mother hen. Had Al
told Maureen? It didn't matter.
"Want a drink, Dad?" Maureen
asked.
"Water. We ought to save the
bourbon," Jellison said. "Sit down, please." The tone was
polite, but it wasn't exactly a request. Not really an order, either. A worried
man.
"Yes?" she said. She took a chair
near his.
"What did George Christopher mean?
Who's 'Melisande' or whatever he said?"
"It's a long story—"
"I want to hear it. Anything about
the Christophers I want to hear," Jellison said.
"Why?"
"Because they're the other power in
this valley and we've got to work together and not against each other. I need
to know just who's giving in to what," Jellison said. "Now tell
me."
"Well, you know George and I
practically grew up together," Maureen said. "We're the same
age—"
"Sure."
"And before you went to Washington,
when you were a state senator, George and I were in love. Well, we were only
fourteen, but it felt like love." And, she didn't say, I haven't really
felt like that about anybody since. "He wanted me to stay here. With him.
I would have, too, if there'd been any way to do it. I didn't want to go to
Washington."
Jellison looked older in the yellow
kerosene light. "I didn't know that. I was busy just then—"
"It's all right, Dad," Maureen
said.
"All right or not, it's done,"
Jellison said. "What's with Melisande?"
"Remember the play The Rainmaker?
The confidence man plays up to the old‑maid farm girl. Tells her to stop
calling herself 'Lizzie,' to come with him and she'll be Melisande and they'll
live a glamorous life.... Well, George and I saw it that summer, and it was a
switch, that's all. Instead of going off to the glamorous life in Washington, I
should stay here with him. I'd forgotten all about it."
"You had, huh? You remember it now,
though."
"Dad . . ."
"What did he mean, calling you
that?" Jellison asked.
"Well, I—" She stopped herself
and didn't say anything else.
"Yeah. I figure it that way
too," Jellison said. "He's telling you something, isn't he? How much
have you seen of him since we went to Washington?"
"Not much."
"Have you slept with him?"
"That's none of your business,"
Maureen flared.
"The hell it's not. Anything and
everything around this valley is my business just now. Especially if it's got
Christophers mixed up in it. Did you?"
"No."
"Did he try?"
"Nothing serious," she said.
"I think he's too religious. And we didn't really have many opportunities,
not after I'd moved to Washington."
"And he's never married,"
Jellison said.
"Dad, that's silly! He hasn't been
pining away for me for sixteen years!"
"No, I don't suppose so. But that
was a pretty definite message tonight. Okay, let's get to bed—"
"Dad."
"Yes?"
"Can we talk? I'm scared." She
took the chair next to his. He thought she looked much younger just then, and
remembered her when she was a little girl, when her mother was still alive.
"It's bad, isn't it?" she asked.
"About as bad as it gets,"
Jellison said. He reached for the whiskey and poured himself two fingers.
"May as well. We know how to make whiskey. If there's grain, we'll have
booze. If there's grain."
"What's going to happen?"
Maureen asked.
"I don't know. I can make some
guesses." He stared at the empty fireplace. It was damp from rain coming
down the chimney. "Hammerfall. By now the tidal waves have swept around
the world. Seacoast cities are all gone. Washington's gone. I hope the Capitol
survived—I like that old granite pile." He fell silent for a moment, and
they listened to the steady pounding rain and rolling thunder.
"I forgot who said it,"
Jellison said. "It's true enough. No country is more than three meals away
from a revolution. Hear that rain? It's all over the country. Lowlands, river
bottoms, little creeks, any low places in the roads, they'll be underwater,
just like the whole San Joaquin Valley's going to be underwater. Highways,
railroads, river travel, it's all gone. There's no transportation and not much
communication. Which means the United States has ceased to exist. So have most
other countries."
"But . . ." She shivered,
although it wasn't cold in the room. "There have to be places that aren't
damaged. Cities not on the coast. Mountain areas that don't have earthquake
faults. They'll still be organized—"
"Will they? How many places can you
think of that have food enough to last for weeks?"
"I never thought about it—"
"Right. And it isn't weeks, it's
months," Jellison said. "Kitten, what do people eat? The United
States has about thirty days' food at any given time. That's
everything—warehouses, supermarkets, grain elevators, ships in harbor. A lot of
it was lost. A lot more is perishable. And there isn't going to be diddly for a
crop this fall. Do you expect anybody who's got barely enough to eat to come
out and help anybody else?"
"Oh—"
"And it's worse than that." His
voice was brutal now, almost as if he were trying to frighten her.
"Refugees everywhere. Anyplace there's enough to eat, there'll be people
after food. Don't blame them. We could have a million refugees on the way here
right now! Maybe here and there the police and local governments try to
survive. How do they manage when the locusts come? Only they're not locusts,
they're people."
"But . . . what do we do?"
Maureen cried.
"We survive. We live through it. And
we build a new civilization. Somebody's got to." His voice rose. "We
can do it. How soon depends on how far we get knocked down. All the way to
savagery? Bows and arrows and stone clubs? I'll be damned if we can't do better
than that!"
"Yes, of course—"
"No 'of course' about it,
Kitten." Jellison sounded very old, but his voice held determination and
strength. "It depends on what we can keep. Keep right here. We don't know
what's left anywhere else, but here we're in pretty good shape if we can just
hang on. Here we've got a chance, and by God we're going to take it."
"You'll do it," Maureen said.
"It's your job."
"Think of anybody else who
can?"
"I wasn't asking a question,
Dad."
"Then remember that, when I've got
to do something I don't much like." He set his jaw hard. "We're going
to make it, Kitten. I promise you, the people of this valley are going to live
through this and come out civilized." Then he laughed. "I do go on.
It's time for bed. Lot of work to do tomorrow."
"All right."
"You don't need to wait for me. I'll
be along. Git."
She kissed him and left. Arthur Jellison
drained the whiskey glass and set it down with a long look at the bottle. He
sat staring into the empty fireplace.
He could see how a civilization could be
built from the wreckage Lucifer's Hammer had left. Salvage work. Plenty to
salvage in the old seacoast cities. The water hadn't destroyed everything. New
oil wells could be drilled. The railroads could be repaired. These rains
wouldn't last forever.
We can rebuild it, and this time we'll do
it right. We'll spread beyond this one damned little ball, get human civilization
out all through the solar system, to other stars even, so no one thing can
knock us out again.
Sure we can. But how do we live long
enough to start rebuilding? First things first, and right now the problem is
getting this valley organized. Nobody's going to help. We have to do it
ourselves. The only law and order will be what we can make, and the only safety
Maureen and Charlotte and Jennifer will have is what we can put together. I
used to be responsible to the people of the United States, and particularly to
the people of California. Not anymore. Now it's my family, and how can I
protect them?
That boils down to how do I keep this
ranch? and maybe I can't do that, not without help. Whose help? George
Christopher for one. George has a lot of friends. Between us we can do all
right.
Arthur Jellison got wearily to his feet
and blew out the kerosene lamp. In the sudden dark the pounding rain and
crashing thunder sounded even louder. He could see his way to the bedroom
through lightning flashes.
There was a light under Al Hardy's door;
It went out after Hardy heard the Senator get into bed.
Sanctuary
God gives all men all earth to love,
But, since man's heart is small,
Ordains
for each one spot shall prove,
Beloved over all.
Rudyard Kipling
Harvey Randall woke to strident sounds.
Someone was screaming at him.
"Harvey! Help!"
Loretta? He sat up suddenly, and banged
his head on something. He'd been asleep in the TravelAII, and the voice wasn't
Loretta's. For a moment he was bewildered. What was nightmare, what was real?
"Harvey!" The shouting voice
was real. And, oh, God, Loretta was dead.
It was raining, but there was no rain
around the TravelAII. He opened the door and blinked in the dim light. His
watch said 6:00. Morning or evening?
The TravelAII was parked under a rickety
shed, no more than a roof with posts to hold it up. Marie Vance stood at the
far end. Joanna was holding the shotgun on her. Mark was shouting and Marie was
screaming for Harvey.
None of it made sense. Half‑light,
driving rain and howling wind, lightning and thunder, the screaming woman and
Mark shouting and Joanna with the shotgun—dream or real? He made himself move
toward the others. "What is this, Mark?"
Mark turned and saw him. His face lighted
with a smile. That faded too, like Harvey's dream that it was a dream, like—
"Harvey! Tell him!" Marie
shouted.
He shook the cobwebs from his head. They
wouldn't go. "Mark?" he said.
Marie jerked like a puppet. Harvey stared
in astonishment as she did it again. She seemed to be fighting an invisible
enemy. Then, suddenly, she relaxed and her voice was calm, or nearly so.
"Harvey Randall, it's time you woke up," she said. "Or don't you
care about your son? You've buried Loretta, now think about Andy."
He heard himself speak. "What is all
this?"
They both talked at once. The need for
understanding, rather than any other emotion, made Harvey speak sharply.
"One at a time! Mark, please. Let her talk."
"This—man wants to abandon our
boys," Marie said.
"I don't. I'm trying to tell
you—"
She cut Mark off. "The boys are in
Sequoia. I told him that. Sequoia. But he keeps taking us west, and that's not the
right way."
"All of you shut up!" Joanna
shouted. There was an edge of hysteria in her voice, and it stopped Mark before
he could say anything else. He'd never heard Joanna shout before. Not like
that.
And she had the shotgun.
"Where are we going, Mark?"
Harvey asked.
"To Sequoia," Mark said.
"That's a big place, and she doesn't know where—"
"I do," Harvey said.
"Where are we?"
"Simi Valley," Mark said.
"Will you listen to me?"
"Yes. Talk."
"Harvey, he's—"
"Shut up, Marie! Harvey made his
voice deliberately brutal. It stopped her.
"Harv, there's people all
over," Mark said. "Roads were gettin' jammed. So I cut off onto a
fire trail I know about. Bikers use it. It'll lead us through the condor
reservation. Sure, it goes west awhile, but we stay off the goddam freeways!
You stop to think how many people are trying to get out of L.A. right now? Not
many know about this road. And it stays on high ground. It wasn't much of a
road to begin with, less to go wrong with it." He turned to Marie.
"That's what I was trying to tell you. We have to get over the mountains,
all the way over. Then we get to the San Joaquin and we're on level ground, and
we can cut over to Sequoia—"
"Let's get a map," Harvey
suggested.
"It doesn't show on a map,"
Mark protested. "If it did, everybody—"
"I believe your road," Harvey
said. "I want to see what happens after that. I've got maps in the
TravelAII." He started to turn, but Joanna went to the motorcycle. She
reached into a saddlebag.
"Frank Stoner made us take three
copies. One for each bike," she said. She held up a big aeronautical
chart. It showed terrain features in colors. "There are Auto Club maps,
too."
It was too dark to read the map properly.
Mark went to the TravelAII and came back with a flashlight. Marie was standing
stiffly aloof, silent, her eyes still accusing
"See?" Mark said. "Right
across here. The highway goes past lakes. With dams. That sit on top of the San
Andreas. You really think the big highway's still usable?"
Harvey shook his head. It wouldn't
matter. If the highway could be used, a million people would be trying to use
it. If not . . . "So we come out through Frazier Park."
"Right! Then down in the valley and
it's a straight shot north," Mark said. "I was thinking of getting to
the Mojave 'cause that's where Frank said we should be, but it's no good. Can't
get to Sequoia that way." He pointed. "All the eastside routes lead
past Lake Isabella. Follow the Kern River. Harv, with all this rain, how many
bridges will there be over the Kern?"
"None. Marie, he's right. If we went
the direct route we'd never get there."
Mark looked pleased. Joanna leaned the
shotgun against the bike and collapsed onto the seat, sidesaddle.
"If you had explained before . .
." Marie began
"Jesus, I tried!" Mark shouted.
"Not you."
She meant me, Harvey thought. And she's
right. I can't curl up and die, I've got a boy up in those hills and I've got
to go get him, and thank God for Marie. "How's our gas?" Harvey
asked.
"Pretty good. We've made about fifty
miles—"
"No more than that," Harvey
muttered. Of course it was true, he could see it on the map. It seemed like
much further. They couldn't have been going very fast. "Mark, how sure are
you of this fire trail? Won't it wash out?' '
"Probably," Mark said. He
pointed silently to the dams poised above Interstate 5. "Rather risk
that?"
"No. If we're going, we'd better do
it. I'll drive," Harvey said.
"And I'll scout ahead. Joanna can
ride shotgun with you." Mark didn't mention Marie. He wasn't speaking to
her.
It felt good to be doing something.
Anything. He had a throbbing headache, the beginning of a migraine, and his
shoulders and neck were so tense he could feel knots in them, but it was better
than curling up in the seat.
"Let's go," Harvey said.
The road ran along ridgelines, curled
around hills, boring north and west. It stayed on high ground. Rock and
mudslides spilled across it, but being high, the debris wasn't deep; and being
almost untraveled, the road wasn't cut away at the edges.
The mountains had shifted. The road might
have ended anywhere. Like Mark Czescu's judgment, it was nothing you could
count on absolutely; but neither had failed them this time. Eventually they
came to paved road, and Harvey could increase his speed.
He liked driving. He drove with single‑minded
determination, with no room for other thoughts. Watch for rocks. Ease around
curves. Keep going, rack up the miles, on and on and never look back and never
think about what's behind you.
Down and down now, into the San Joaquin.
Water standing everywhere. That was frightening. Harvey stopped and looked at
the map. Their way ran directly to a dry lake bed. It wouldn't be dry now. So
cross the Kern River on the freeway, then get off and cut northeast....
Would their gas hold? They had plenty so
far. Harvey thought of the extra gas he'd stored, and of thieves and killers in
a blue van. Wherever they hid, someday he would track them down. But they
hadn't taken this road. He'd have noticed. So far they'd had the road almost to
themselves.
Dawn found them north and east of
Bakersfield. They'd made effective progress. Thirty miles an hour, and now they
were on high ground, skirting the eastern edge of the San Joaquin, with nothing
to stop them.
Harvey realized where they were heading.
Their route would take them right past the Jellison ranch.
The Tule River was too deep, way too
deep. Nobody had dared to use the road that ran alongside. By the time Harvey
realized this, it was too late. He could see the dam ahead.
Water streamed around one side and all
along the top. He could just tell where the spillway was: a surging current in
the river that poured over the face of the dam. He sounded the horn and waved
Mark ahead. He clenched his fist and moved it vigorously up and down, the Army
signal for double time. He pointed at the dam.
Mark got the message; he gunned the bike.
Harvey slammed down the accelerator and roared after him. They were almost to
the dam, then—
A river of mud submerged the road. A
dozen people and half that many cars were mired in the mud. They'd tried to get
past the slide and got stuck.
Harvey levered the TravelAII into four‑wheel
drive and went on without stopping. One man stepped forth to bar their way with
spread arms. Harvey came close enough to see wide eyes and bared teeth, a
rictus of terror and determination . . . and he saw Harvey's face. The TravelAll's
headlight ticked his heel as he leaped away.
The mud was sliding and the TravelAII
slid with it. Harvey turned hard, gunned the engine and fought a frantic race
between his traction on the mud and the mud's adherence to the road. Rocks in
the road tipped the TravelAII sickeningly. Then there was road under them
again. Harvey heard Marie's gasp of relief.
There was a bridge ahead. It crossed an
arm of the lake . . . and it was under water. Harvey couldn't tell how deep. He
slowed.
Suddenly there were other sounds embedded
in the sounds of river and rain and thunder. Screams. Joanna looked back.
"Jesus!" she shouted.
Harvey stopped the TravelAII.
The dam was going. One whole side of it
crumbled, all in a moment, and the lake went forth in a wall of water. The
screams were drowned in its thunder.
"Our timing was s‑superb,"
Joanna said.
"All those people," Harvey
muttered. All the travelers in cars not as good as the TravelAII. All the
farmers who thought they'd wait it out. People on foot, people already marooned
on roofs and high points in the new shallow lakes, would look up to see the
wall of water marching toward them.
It would be worse when the other dams
went. The whole valley would be flooded. No dam would hold against this
relentless rain. Harvey took a deep breath.
"Okay, it's over. We made it.
Quaking Aspen is only thirty miles from here. Gordie'll bring them out
there." He summoned up a mental picture of the road north of Springville.
It crossed many streams, and the map showed small power stations and dams on
some of them. Dams above the road.
Had they failed? Would they fail? It
would be foolish, even insane, to charge up the road just in time to be washed
down again.
"Let's go," Marie said.
Harvey drove on. There was no water above
the bridge now. That water was on its way into the San Joaquin Valley. He drove
across the bridge, and was surprised to see a big truck coming toward him. It
stopped just at the far end of the bridge. Two big men got out. They stared as
Harvey drove past them. One started to shout something, then shrugged.
Up ahead there was another bridge out.
That decided it: Harvey had to detour past the entrance to Senator Jellison's
place.
And where better to learn what was
happening in the mountains? For that matter, where would they go once they
found the boys? Marie hadn't thought past the moment of finding Bert and Andy.
Neither had Harvey until now, but . . .
But this was perfect. The scout troop
would have to come past the Jellison place.
And Maureen would be there.
Harvey despised himself for thinking of
her. Loretta's face swam in front of him, and the vision of a body wrapped in
an electric blanket. He slowed to a stop.
"Why are we—" Before Marie
could finish there was an explosion behind them, then another.
"What the hell" Harvey started
the car again. Remorse was replaced by fear. Explosions? Had they wandered into
a range war or something? He drove ahead, while Joanna and Marie craned to look
back.
Mark whipped the bike into a U‑turn
and drove back the way they'd come. He waved as he went past.
"Damn fool curiosity will kill him
yet," Joanna said.
Harvey shrugged. He could stand not
knowing, but it would be nice to find out. Up ahead, a couple of miles, not far
at all, was the turnoff. Then safety, refuge, rest.
He drove slowly, and he'd just reached
the Senator's drive when he saw Mark coming up behind him. He pulled to a stop.
"That bridge," Mark said.
"Yeah?"
"The one we came over," Mark
said. "Those two dudes just blew it. Dynamite, I think. They dropped it at
both ends. Harvey, a half‑hour later and we'd be stranded back
there."
"Two minutes later," Joanna
said, "and we'd have been looking up at a million tons of water. We—Harv,
we can't keep lucking out like this."
"It takes luck," Harvey said.
"In combat, here, luck's as important as brains. But we won't need any
more for awhile. I'm going in there." He waved toward the Senator's drive.
"Why?" Marie demanded, ready
for war.
"Road conditions. Information."
Harvey drove on to the gate. It was only just coming to him—it had never
occurred to him, not for an instant—that a master of television documentaries
might not be welcome at a politician's home.
He got out to open the gate.
There was a car parked inside. A young
man got out and wearily came to the TravelAII. "Your business?" he
inquired. He eyed Joanna and the shotgun, showed his empty hands. "Me, I'm
not armed. But my partner's where you can't see him, and he's got a scope‑sighted
rifle."
"We'll be no trouble," Harvey
said. The man had seen the NBS markings on the TravelAII—and he hadn't been
impressed. "Can you get a message up to the big house?"
"Depends on the message.
Might."
Harvey had thought it through. "Tell
Maureen Jellison that Harvey Randall is here with three dependents."
The man looked thoughtful. "Well,
you got the names right. She expecting you?"
Harvey laughed. It struck him as insanely
funny. He leaned against the fender and chortled, he put a hand on the man's
arm and got control of his voice and said, "From Los Angeles?" and
lost it again.
The man withdrew a little. His large red
face blanked out. There were things he didn't want to know. But—the Senator had
told the meeting he'd like to talk to someone who'd seen what happened to L.A.
And this city man did know the Senator's name, and Maureen's as well.
As suddenly as it had been funny, suddenly
it wasn't. Harvey stopped laughing. "Maureen must think I'm dead. She'll
be glad to know different." Or will she? Shazam! "I know she'll want
to talk to me. Tell her I want to . . . never mind." He'd been about to
say he wanted to talk about galactic empires, and that wasn't the right thing
to say at all.
The man looked thoughtful. Finally he
nodded. "Okay, I guess I can do that. But you wait right here. I mean
right here, understand? And don't get gay with that shotgun."
"We don't want to shoot anybody. I
just want to talk to Maureen."
"Okay. Right there. I'll be a
while." He went to the car, locked it and walked up the driveway.
Walked. Saving gasoline already. Yes, the
Senator had his place organized. Harvey went back to the TravelAII. Marie tried
to say something; he cut through her voice with practiced ease. "Spread
the map."
She thought it over, then did it. Harvey
let his forefinger do the talking. "The scouts are in this area. The only
route out is right past here. They don't have to worry about these dams—here,
and here—because they don't have to stay on the road. We do, or else we walk.
We're not equipped to walk it."
Marie thought that over. She glanced at
her boots and fingered her jacket. She was ready to walk, and so was Harvey,
but it made sense. Certainly if they had to walk, a few hours wouldn't make any
difference.
"So we wait here?" Joanna
asked.
Mark stuck his head in at the window.
"Sure, this is Senator Jellison's place. Thought I recognized it. Harv,
that was smart, sending a message to the Senator's daughter instead of
him."
"Wait," Marie said. "How
long?"
"Christ, how the hell do I
know?" Harvey exploded. "As long as they'll let us. This ranch is
organized, have you noticed? And they've got food; that guard wasn't hungry.
We'd like to feed the boys when they get here. Not to mention ourselves."
Marie nodded in submission.
"The trouble is," Harvey
continued, "how do we get them to let us in? Blowing up that bridge might
have been a subtle hint that they aren't welcoming refugees in this valley. We
have to be useful, which means we promise to do whatever they want us to do,
and no goddam arguments about it. Marie, don't blow this for us. We're beggars
here."
He waited for that to sink in before
turning to Joanna. "That applies to your shotgun. I don't know if you
noticed the subtle hand motions of that guy who stopped us, but he was doing
strange things with his hand. His left hand. I expect sticking him up wouldn't
be a good idea."
"I knew that," Joanna said.
"Yes." Harvey turned to Mark.
"Let me do the talking." Mark looked hurt. Who'd got Harvey out of
his bedroom and across the state, all the way up here? But he stood in the
rain, water running off his jacket and into his boots, and waited in silence.
"Company coming," Mark said
finally. He pointed up the drive.
Three men on horseback, wearing yellow
slickers and rain hats. One didn't ride very well. He clung grimly to the
horse. When he came closer, Harvey recognized Al Hardy, Jellison's
administrative assistant and political hatchet man.
Hatchet man, Harvey thought. That might
be more literally true here than it had been in Washington.
Hardy dismounted and handed the reins to
one of the mounted men. He came over to the TravelAII and peered inside.
"Hello, Mr. Randall," he said.
"Hello." Harvey waited tensely.
"Who are these people?" He
looked closely at Marie, but didn't say anything.
Hardy had met Loretta only once, months
ago, Harvey thought. When? A long time, anyway. And Marie Vance never, but he
knew she wasn't Loretta. A good memory for names and faces goes with the job of
political adviser....
"A neighbor," Harvey said.
"And two employees."
"I see. And you came from Los
Angeles. Do you know conditions in L.A.?"
"They do," Harvey said. He
indicated Mark and Joanna. "They saw the tidal wave come in."
"I can let two of you come up,"
Hardy said. "No more."
"Then it's none," Harvey said.
He said it quickly, before he could say something else. "Thanks, and we'll
be on our way—"
"Wait." Hardy looked
thoughtful. "Okay. Hand me the shotgun. Slow, and don't point it at
me." He took the weapon and handed it to the original guard, who'd also
dismounted. "Any more firearms?"
"This pistol." Harvey showed
the Olympic target gun.
"My, but that's pretty. Give it to
me, too. You'll get them back if you're not staying." Hardy took the
weapon and thrust it into his belt. "Now make room for me in the back
seat."
He climbed into the back seat, leaned out
to speak so the others could hear. "You follow on that bike," he told
Mark. "Stay close. I'm taking them up, Gil. It's all right."
"If you say so," the original
guard said.
"Let's go," Hardy told Randall.
"Drive carefully."
The gate swung open and Harvey drove
through, followed by Mark, then, further behind, by the third man on horseback
leading the other two horses.
"Why not leave a horse for the
guard?" Harvey asked.
"We have more cars than horses.
Rather lose a car if some damn fool tries anything," Hardy explained.
Harvey nodded. And the car was there, if
anything urgent had to get up the hill. Obviously his message hadn't been
thought urgent enough to waste gasoline on.
The TravelAII walked through the thick
mud, and Harvey wondered just how long this drive would last. He went past the
foreman's home and toward the big house at the top of the hill. The orange
groves looked pitiful, many of the trees down from the high winds—but there was
no fruit on the ground. Harvey approved.
Maureen wasn't in the big front room.
Senator Jellison was. He had maps spread across the big dining table, and lists
and other papers covered card tables nearby. A bottle of bourbon stood on the
table. It was nearly full.
They left their boots out on the porch
and came into the big stone house. The Senator stood. He didn't offer his hand.
"I'll give you a drink if you'll recognize in advance that it's not
permanent," Jellison said. "Long time ago, if you offered a man food
and drink, that said you'd keep him as a guest. That's not decided yet."
"I understand," Harvey said.
"I could use a drink."
"Right. Al, take the women back to
the kitchen stove. They'll appreciate a chance to dry off. Excuse my manners,
ladies, I'm a bit rushed just now." He waited until the girls were gone,
then waved Harvey into a seat. Mark stood uncertainly at the door. "You too,"
Jellison said. "Drink?"
"You know it," Mark said. When
the bottle was given to him, he poured an enormous drink into his glass. Harvey
grimaced and examined the Senator's face. There was no change of expression.
"Is Maureen all right?" Harvey
asked.
"She's here," Jellison said. "Where's your
wife?"
Harvey felt himself flushing. "Dead.
Murdered. She was in the house when some people decided to rob it. If you get
word of a blue van escorted by chopped motorcycles . . ."
"Not on my list of priorities. Sorry
about Mrs. Randall, though. So who've you got with you?"
"The tall woman is Marie Vance, my
neighbor. Gordie Vance is at Quaking Aspen with a scout troop. He's got my son,
I've got his wife."
"Uh‑huh. She's elegant. Can
she hike, or are those boots for show?"
"She can hike. She can also cook.
And I can't leave her."
"Cooks I have. The others?"
"They saved my ass. I was ready to
lie down and die after I found Loretta." The whiskey warmed him, and
Harvey felt the intensity of the Senator's questioning. The man was judge and
jury, and he wasn't going to take long to make his decision. "Mark and
Joanna found me and carried me along till I came back to life. They brought
Marie, too. They're with me."
"Sure. Okay, what are you
trading?"
Harvey shrugged. "A TravelAII I know
how to use. Some . . . hell, a lot of experience surviving—backpacking, war
correspondent, helicopter pilot . . ."
"You were in L.A. You saw it?"
"Mark and Joanna did. We have
information, if that's useful."
"Information is worth a meal and a
drink. You're telling me if I let you in, the others stay too."
"Yes. I'm afraid that's it. We'll do
our share, assuming you can feed us."
Jellison looked thoughtful. "You've
got one vote," he said. "Maureen's. But it's mine that counts."
"I figured that. I gather you aren't
exactly welcoming refugees. The bridge and all—"
"Bridge?"
'The big one over an arm of the lake.
Just after the dam went—"
"Dam's gone?" Jellison frowned.
"Al!" he shouted
"Yes, sir?" Hardy came in
quickly. His hand was in his raincoat pocket. It bulged. He relaxed at the
sight of the three men seated in chairs, drinking calmly.
"He says the dam's gone,"
Jellison said. "Any word brought in on that?"
"Not yet."
"Yeah." Jellison nodded
significantly. Hardy seemed to understand what he meant. "Now tell me
about the bridge," Jellison said.
"Two men blew it up, just after the
dam went. Dynamite, both ends."
"I will be dipped in shit. Describe
the men." Jellison listened, then nodded. "Right. Christophers. We
may have trouble with them." He turned toward Mark. "Army?" he
asked.
"Navy," Mark said.
"Basic? Can you shoot?"
"Yes, sir." Mark began one of
his tales about 'Nam. It might or might not have been true, but Jellison wasn't
listening.
"Can he?" he asked Randall.
"Yes. I've seen him," Harvey
said. He began to relax, to feel the knots unwind in his neck. It looked good,
it looked as if the Senator might want him....
"If you stay here, you're on my
team," Jellison said. "Nobody else's. Your loyalty is to me."
"Understood," Harvey said.
Jellison nodded. "We'll give it a
try."
As
the Mediterranean waters recede from the drowned cities of Tel Aviv and Haifa,
rainstorms lash the highlands of the Sudan and Ethiopia. Floodwaters cascade
down the Nile to smash against the High Aswan Dam, already weakened by the
earthquakes following Hammerfall. The dam bursts, joining 130 million acre‑feet
of water to the flooded river. The waters smash across the Nile Delta, through
the ancient cities, across Cairo. The Great Pyramid is undermined and falls
beneath the torrent.
Ten thousand years of civilization are
scooped up and carried with the water. From the First Cataract to the
Mediterranean Sea, nothing lives in the Delta of the Nile.
Beggar Man
O hear us when we cry to thee
for
those in peril on the sea.
Mariner's Hymn
Eileen slept with her seat tilted back to
horizontal, her seat belt loose about her. She rolled with the motion of the
car. Once Tim heard the beginnings of a snore. He reached over and tightened
her belt when they started on the long downgrade. Then he switched the motor
off.
He remembered his driver had done that in
Greece. Everyone coasted down hills in Greece. Even down the twisted narrow
road from Delphi across Parnassus to Thermopylae. That had been terrifying, but
the driver insisted. Greece had the most expensive gasoline in the world.
Where was Thermopylae now? Had the waters
washed away the grave of the Three Hundred? The waves wouldn't have reached
Delphi, or been as high as the Acropolis. Greece had lived through disasters
before.
The road twisted and tilted and Tim eased
the Blazer around the turn, using the brakes warily. A long straight stretch
was ahead, down all the way, then more downhill on a wet and broken and
twisting road, and riding with Eileen had made him realize just how good a
driver he wasn't.
The mountains had shifted.
Here the road ended in space. Tim braked
sharply and came to a stop. He walked forward through the soft rain. It tasted
sweet. No more salt rain, anyway. The road, and the steep bank of cut rock, and
this part of the mountain itself had sheared and dropped twenty feet or more.
Mud had piled up below, so that there were places where the drop was no more
than four or five feet.
Cars went over longer drops than that in
TV commercials. One pickup ad had shown clips from a movie with that truck
jumping over ditches, flying over banks, and the announcer had said the truck
wasn't even especially modified....
Would the Blazer take it?
Was there any choice? The drop looked as
if it ran for miles. Tim got back in and backed up fifty yards. He thought
through the physics of the situation. If the car fell over the edge it would
land on its nose, and they'd be dead. It had to go over horizontally, and that
meant speed. Easing it over would kill them.
He set the brake and walked back to the
edge again. Wake Eileen? She was dead out of it. Headlights behind him, dim in
the rain, decided it for him. He didn't know who that would be and he didn't
want to know. He walked back toward the Blazer. His mind worked the equation:
Call the Blazer fifteen feet long; it would fall at one G. He got in and
started the car. If the front end shouldn't fall more than two feet before the
rear left the pavement and also began to fall, then the whole car should be
over in about a third of a second, which meant fifteen feet in a third of a
second or forty‑five feet per second, and forty‑four feet per
second was thirty miles per hour, so about thirty miles per hour ought to do it
and here we GO . . .
The car fell about six feet all told. His
instinct was to hit the brake but he didn't.
They hit hard, landing on the mud,
rolling down the‑mud ramp onto the road itself. Amazingly that was all.
They were rolling down the road as if nothing had ever happened.
Eileen bounced and rolled hard against
the seat belt. She shook herself, sat partly upright and looked out. The wet
countryside flowed past. She blinked, and then, satisfied, went back to sleep.
Slept right through the best driving I'll
ever do, Tim thought. He grinned at the rain and mud, then switched off the
engine to coast downhill.
An
hour later she was still asleep. He envied her. He'd heard of people who slept
most of the time: shell‑shocked, or bitterly disappointed in their waking
lives. He could understand the temptation. But of course that wasn't Eileen.
She needed sleep. She'd be all the more alert when she was needed.
Here the road had shattered to discrete
plates. Tim switched on the engine and kept the speed up, moving as if from
island to concrete island. He remembered a TV program about the Baja race. One
driver said the way to take a bad road was fast—that way you didn't touch the
bumps but flew over them. It hadn't seemed like a very good idea when he heard
it, but now there didn't seem to be much else to do. The plates lurched under
the car's weight and impact. Tim's knuckles were white on the wheel, but Eileen
smiled in her sleep, as if rocked in a cradle.
Tim felt very lonely.
She had not deserted him. At the risk of
her life she had stayed with him. But she was sleeping and he was driving, and
the rain pounded constantly on metal an inch over his head, and the road kept
doing strange things. Here it lifted in a graceful arc, like a futuristic
bridge, and a new stream ran beneath it. The concrete ribbon hadn't shattered
under its own weight, not yet, but it for damn sure wouldn't hold a car. Tim
drove around it, through the flood. The wheels kept moving and the motor didn't
die, and he pulled back onto the road where he could.
He had been deserted by everything and
everyone but Eileen. He could understand that money and credit cards were
worthless; sure. A bullet through the windshield was something else. Driving
across the green of a country club felt like vandalism! The observatory . . .
but Tim didn't want to think about that. He'd been thrown off his own land, and
his ears burned with the memory. Cowardice. It felt like cowardice.
The road curled out of the mountains, widened
and became a smooth straight line leading away. Where? No compass. Nothing to
do but drive on. And the rain became a furious lashing attack. Tim started the
motor and dared to increase speed to twenty mph.
Eileen asked, "How are we
doing?"
"Out of the mountains. It's a straightaway, no breaks
visible. Go back to sleep."
"Good."
When he looked she was asleep again.
He saw a freeway ahead. A sign told him
HIGHWAY 99, NORTH, He went up the ramp. Now he could go forty. He passed cars
stalled in the rain, both on and off the highway. People, too. Tim hunched low
whenever he saw anything that could be a gun. Once it was real: Two men stepped
out from either side of the highway and raised a pair of shotguns. They
gestured: Stop. Tim hunched low, stamped on the accelerator, aimed for one of
the men. The man leaped unhesitatingly into the muddy darkness. Tim listened
for the guns with every nerve, but they did not speak. Presently he
straightened up.
Now, what was that about? Were they
afraid to waste ammunition? Or were the guns too wet to fire? He said to
himself, softly, "If you can't stand not knowing . . ." Harv
Randall's words.
They still had gas, they were still
moving. The highway was awash with water; it must have stopped lesser cars than
this one. Tim grinned in the dark. Two hundred and fifty thou for a car? Well,
it pays to buy the best.
The rain hurled a sea of water across the
land in one ferocious blast, then stopped just as suddenly.
For a long moment Tim had an unbroken
view ahead. He hit the brakes as the rain slashed down again. The car achieved
a marvelous floating sensation before it coasted to a stop.
They had come to the end.
Eileen sat up. She pulled the seat back up
behind her and smoothed her skirt with automatic gestures.
"We've hit an ocean," said Tim.
She rubbed her eyes. "Where are
we?"
Tim turned on the roof light. He spread
the map across their laps. "I kept working north and west and downhill,"
he said. "Until we got out of the mountains. There were a lot of them.
After a while I couldn't tell directions anymore, so I just went downhill.
Eventually I came to Highway Ninetynine." Tim spoke proudly: With his
lousy sense of direction they might have ended up anywhere. "Ninety‑nine's
been good. No more breaks. You missed a couple of guys with shotguns, and a lot
of cars that weren't running anymore, but no real trouble. Of course there was
a lot of water on the road, but . . ."
She had raked the map with her eyes,
once. Now she was peering ahead through the rain, along the beam of the
headlamps, piecing out the view from subliminal cues and imagination. For as
far as they both could see in the gray twilight there was nothing but a silver‑gray
expanse of rain‑spattered water. No lights anywhere. Nothing.
"See if you can back up," she
said. She fell to studying the map. Tim inched backward, out of the water,
until it was only hubcap‑deep.
"We're in trouble," Eileen
said. "Have we passed Bakersfield?"
"Yes." There had been freeway
signs, and the ghosts of dark buildings, a mountain range done all in right
angles. "Not long ago."
She frowned and squinted at tiny print.
"It says Bakersfield is four hundred feet above sea level."
Tim remembered the fallen mountains. "I wouldn't rely on
elevations any longer. I seem to remember the entire San Fernando Valley
dropped thirty feet during the Sylmar quake. And that was a little one."
"Well, everything gets lower and
lower from here on. We're in the lowlands." And we're sinking in the
lowlands, lowlands, low . . . "Tim, no tidal wave could have gotten this
far. Could it?"
"No. But it's raining."
"Raining. Ye gods, how it must have
rained, and it's still coming! This wasn't all in the comet head, was it?"
She shushed him when he started to explain. "Skip it. Let's rethink from
scratch. Where do we want to go?"
Back to high ground. "Well,"
Tim said, "that's a problem too. I know where we want to be. The high
farming country, say around Sequoia National Forest. What I don't know is why
anyone would want us there." He didn't dare say anything else.
She didn't say anything at all. She was
waiting.
Tim worked on his nerve. "I did have
one idea . . ."
She waited.
Damn, it was evaporating even as he tried
to speak it! Like the restaurants and good hotels that waited in Tujunga: Speak
your wish and they were gone. He said it anyway, a little desperately.
"Senator Jellison's ranch. I contributed a lot of money to his campaign.
And I've been to his ranch. It's perfect. If he's there, he'll let us in. And
he'll be there. He's that smart."
"And you contributed money to his
campaign." She chuckled.
"Money was worth good money then.
And, honey, it's all I've got."
"Okay. I can't think of a single
farmer who owes me anything. And the farmers own it all now, don't they? Just
like Thomas Jefferson wanted it. Where is this ranch?"
Tim tapped the map between Springville
and Lake Success, just below the mountainous Sequoia National Park. "Here.
We go underwater for a way, then we turn right and resume breathing."
"Maybe there's a better way. Look to
your left. Do you see a railroad embankment?"
He turned off the roof light, then the
headlights. A little time for his eyes to adjust, and . . . "No."
"Well, it's there." She was
looking at the map. "Southern Pacific Railroad. Swing us around and point
the headlights that way."
Tim maneuvered the car around. "What
are you thinking of? Catching a train?"
"Not exactly."
The headlights didn't reach far through
the rain. They showed nothing but rain‑stippled sea in all directions.
"We'll have to take the embankment
on faith," Eileen said. "Slide over." She climbed over him to reach
the steering wheel. He couldn't guess what she had in mind, but he strapped
down while she started the motor. Eileen turned south, back the way they had
come.
"There are people back there,"
he said. "Two of them have shotguns. Also, I don't think we've got a
siphon, so we shouldn't use up too much gas."
"Good news from all over."
"I'm just telling you," said
Tim. He noticed that the water was no longer hubcap‑deep. Off to the
west, higher ground made black humps in the shallow sea. Here was a grove of
almond trees, there a farmhouse; and Eileen turned sharp right where there was
no road. The car settled as it left 99, then shouldered forward through water
and mud.
Tim was afraid to speak, almost afraid to
breathe. Eileen wove a path that crossed one and another of the black humps of
rising ground, but they weren't continuous. It was an ocean with islands, and
they drove through it in an endless rainstorm. Tim waited, with both hands
braced on the dashboard, for the car to plunge into some two‑foot dip and
die.
"There," Eileen muttered.
"There."
Was the horizon slightly higher ahead?
Moments later Tim was sure: The land humped ahead of them. Five minutes later
they were at the base of the railroad embankment.
The car wouldn't climb it.
Tim was sent out into the rain with the
tow rope. He looped it under a rail and pulled back on it, leaning his weight
above the embankment, while Eileen tried to drive up sloping mud. The car kept
sliding back. Tim looped the rope again around the other rail. He took in
slack, inches at a time. The car would surge upward and start to fall back, and
Tim would take up the slack and heave. One wrong move would cost him one
finger. He had stopped thinking. It was easier that way, in the dull misery of
rain and exhaustion and the impossible task. His earlier triumphs were
forgotten, useless....
It came to him, slowly, that the car was
up on the embankment, almost level, and Eileen was leaning on the horn. He
detached the rope and coiled it and trudged back to the car.
"Well done," Eileen said. He
nodded. And waited.
If Tim's energy and determination were
burned out, she still had hers. "A lot of cops know this trick. Eric
Larsen told me about it. I never tried it myself...." The car lurched up
onto a rail; backed and turned, tilting on the embankment; lurched forward
again, and was suddenly doing a balancing act on both rails. "Of course it
takes the right car," said Eileen, with less tension and more confidence
now. "Off we go...."
Off they went, balanced on the rails. The
wheels were just the right width. A new sea gleamed silver on both sides. The
car moved slowly, tottering and recovering, balancing like a dancer, the
steering wheel moving constantly, minutely. Eileen was wire‑tense.
"If you had told me, I wouldn't have
believed it," Tim said.
"I didn't think you'd get us
up."
Tim didn't answer. He saw very clearly
that the tracks were dipping gradually toward the water; but whatever it was
that he didn't believe now, he kept it to himself.
Gliding, gliding over the sea. Eileen had
been driving for hours over the water. Her slight frown, wide eyes, rigidly
upright posture made her a closed universe. Tim dared not speak to her.
There was nobody to call on them for help
now, and nobody to point guns. The headlights and an occasional lightning bolt
showed them only water and the rails. In places the rails actually dipped below
the water, and then Eileen slowed to a crawl and drove by feel. Once the lightning
illuminated the roof of a large house, and six human forms on the peaked roof,
all glistening in rain gear; twelve glinting eyes watching a phantom car drive
across the water. And again there was a house, but it floated on its side, and
nobody was near it. Once they drove for miles past a rectangular array of
bushes, a drowned orchard with only the tops of the trees showing.
"I'm afraid to stop," Eileen
said.
"I gathered that. I'm afraid to
distract you."
"No, talk to me. Don't let me get
drowsy. Make me real, Tim. This is nightmarish."
"God, yes. I'd know the surface of
Mars at a glance, but this isn't anyplace in the universe. Did you see those
people watching us?"
"Where?"
Of course, she dared not take her eyes
off the rails. He told her about the six people on the roof. "If they
live," he said, "they'll start a legend about us. If anyone believes
them."
"I'd like that."
"I don't know. A Flying Dutchman
legend?" But that was tactless. "We won't be here forever, though.
These tracks'll take us as far as Porterville, and there won't be anyone trying
to stop us."
"You think Senator Jellison will let
you in, do you?"
"Sure." Even if that hope
failed them, they'd be in a safe area. What counted now was a magic trick:
driving to Porterville on railroad tracks. He had to keep her mind on that.
He was not expecting her next remark.
"Will he let me in?"
"Are you crazy? You're a lot more
valuable than I am. Remember the observatory?"
"Sure. After all, I'm such a damn
good accountant."
"If they're as organized around
Springville as they were in Tujunga, they'll need an accountant to take care of
distributing goods. They may even have a barter system. That could get
complicated, with money obsolete."
"Now you're the crazy one,"
Eileen said. "Anyone who does his own income tax can keep accounts. That's
everyone but you, Tim. The accountants and the lawyers run this country, and
they want everyone to be like them, and they've damn near succeeded."
"Not anymore."
"That's my point. Accountants are a
drug on the market now."
"I don't go in without you,"
said Tim.
"Sure, I know that. The question is
whether we go in or not. Are you hungry?"
"But of course I'm hungry, my
child." Tim reached into the back seat. "Fritz gave us tomato bisque
and chicken with rice. Both concentrated. I could put them in front of the
heater. Can you drive with one hand?"
"I guess not, not on this."
"Oh, never mind. We don't have a can
opener."
Our thanks God for small miracles;
they're easier to grasp.
One small miracle was a road humping out
of the sea to cross the tracks. Suddenly the tracks were sunk in blacktop and
Eileen stamped on the brake pedal almost hard enough to send Tim through the
windshield.
They flopped their seats back, rolled
into each other's arms and slept.
Eileen's sleep wasn't calm. She jerked,
she kicked, she cried out. Tim found that if he ran the palm of his hand down
her spine, she would relax and fall back to sleep, and then he could sleep too,
until next time.
He woke in black night to the scream of
wind and the panicky pressure of Eileen's fingernails and the perilous rocking
of the car. Eileen's eyes were wide, her mouth too firmly set.
"Hurricanes," he said. "The big ocean strikes'll keep spinning
them off. Be glad we found a safe place first." She didn't react.
"We're safe here," he repeated. "We can sleep through it."
She laughed then. "I dare you. What
happens if one of these hits us while we're on the tracks?"
"Then you'd better be as good as you
think you are."
"Oh, Jesus," she said,
and—incredibly—went back to sleep.
Tim lay beside her in the howling and the
rocking. Did hurricanes overturn cars? You bet they did. When he tired of
thinking about that, he thought about how hungry he was. Maybe he could use the
bumper to pry open a soup can. After the hurricane passed.
He dozed . . . and woke in total silence.
There wasn't even rain. He located a soup can and stepped outside. He managed
to bend the bumper a little, but he also tore the soup can open. He swallowed
some of the condensed tomato bisque, and that was how he happened to look up
He looked up into a wide patch of clear
stars.
"Beautiful," he said. But he
entered the car in some haste.
Eileen was sitting up. He gave her the
soup can. "I think we're in the eye of the hurricane. If you want to see
the stars, look quick and come back."
"No, thanks."
The soup was cold and gluey. It left them
both thirsty. Eileen set the can on the roof to collect rainwater, and they lay
down again to wait for morning.
The rain came again, in frantic violence.
Tim reached through the window for the can, and found it gone. He found the abandoned
beer can on the floor, pried it open, filled it twice in the rainwater
streaming from the car roof.
Hours later, the rain settled down to a
gentle drumming. By then it was full daylight: just enough dirty gray light to
see that the sea around them was thick with floating things. There were corpses
of dogs and rabbits and cattle, far outnumbered by the bodies of human beings.
There was wood in all its forms, trees and furniture and the walls of houses.
Tim got out and fielded some driftwood and set it in front of the car heater.
"If we ever find shelter, we've still got that other can of soup," he
said.
"Good," said Eileen. She sat
bolt upright at the steering wheel, and the motor was going. Tim didn't urge her.
He knew better than to volunteer for the job, and he knew what it would cost
her.
She shifted into gear.
"Hold it," Tim said, and he put
a hand on her shoulder and pointed. She nodded and put the car back in neutral.
A wave came toward them in a long thread
of silver‑gray. It wasn't high. When it reached the car it was no more
than two feet tall. But the sea had risen in the night until it stood around
the tires. The wave slapped against the car and lifted them and carried them
and set them down almost immediately with the motor still going.
Eileen sounded exhausted. "What was
that, another earthquake?"
"I'd say a dam collapsed
somewhere."
"I see. Only that." She tried
to laugh. "The dam has broken! Run for your lives!"
"The Cherokees is escaped from Fort Mudge!"
"What?"
"Pogo. Skip it," Tim said.
"All that water out there . . . this won't be the first dam that went. All
of them, probably. Maybe here and there the engineers got spillways open in
time. Maybe. But most of the dams are gone." Which, he thought, means most
of the electric power everywhere. Not even local pockets of electricity. He
wondered if the power houses and generators had survived. Dams could be built
again.
Eileen put the Blazer into gear and
started forward, slowly.
The Southern Pacific tracks took them
most of the way to Porterville. The tracks and embankment rose gradually until
what surrounded them was no longer sea, but land that looked as if it had
recently risen from the depths: Atlantis returned. Still Eileen kept to the
tracks, though her shoulders were shivering with the strain.
"No people on the tracks, and no
stalled cars," she said. "We're avoiding those, aren't we?" They
hadn't, completely; sometimes forlorn groups of refugees, usually in families,
trudged along the right‑of‑way.
"I hate to leave them," Eileen
said. "But—which ones should we take? The first ones we see? Be selective?
No matter what we do, we'd have the car filled and people on top and there'd still
be more—"
"It's all right," Tim said.
"We don't have anyplace to go either." But he sat brooding, feeling
her mood. What right did they have to expect anyone to help them? They weren't
helping anyone themselves....
South and east of Porterville they rolled
down a wet embankment to resume their trek on 190. Tim took over the driving,
and Eileen lay in the reclined passenger seat, exhausted but unable to sleep.
The land looked recently drowned.
Studying the broken buildings and fences and uprooted trees, Tim became certain
that a flood had come from the direction they were traveling. There was mud
everywhere, and Tim had many occasions to feel proud of his judgment. He didn't
think any other car in the world could have got them over some places they
passed.
"Lake Success," Eileen said.
"There was a big lake up there, and the dam must have gone. The road goes
right past it...."
"Yeah?"
"I'm wondering if there's any road
there," she said. They went on, until they reached the junction that
should have taken them up into the hills.
The land was mud everywhere, studded with
cars in every possible attitude. There were bodies, but no living human beings.
They were glad for the rain. It kept them from seeing very far into the muddy
ditch to their left. The road became worse, washed out in places, covered with
mud in others.
Eileen took over driving again, guessing
where the road had been and hoping it was still there under the mud. The Blazer
kept moving, but more slowly....
Then they saw the campfire. A half‑dozen cars, some as good as the
Blazer. Here were people of all sexes and ages, a gathering of the hopeless.
Somehow they'd started a fire, and there was a pile of wood under a plastic
shelter. The people stayed in the rain; wood was kept near the fire to dry.
Tim brought in the dry wood from the
Blazer. No one spoke to him. The children stared at him with hopeless eyes.
Finally one of the men said, "You won't make it."
Tim wordlessly eyed the mudslide ahead.
There were tracks in it. If any car could get through...
"This isn't the problem," the
man said. "We got past that. But up ahead there's a bridge out."
"So walk—"
"And a man with a rifle. They don't
talk. First shot was between my wife and myself. I got the impression the
second would finish the job. Never even saw the rifleman."
So that was it. End of the line. Tim sat
beside the fire and began to laugh, softly at first, then in rising hysteria.
Two days. Two? Yes. This was Friday, Drowned Muddy Fridae after Hot Fudge
Tuesdae and the roads to high ground were gone and you couldn't get to the
Senator's place. More men with guns. The world belonged to men with guns. Maybe
the Senator was shooting. The image was funny, Senator Jellison in full
formals, striped trousers and morning coat and rifle, what the successful
leader will wear....
"It works" Tim said. "Tell
your dream and kill it. It works!" He laughed again.
"Here." Another man, big, with thick
hairy forearms, used a handkerchief to snatch a tin can from the fire. He
poured into a styrofoam cup, then looked regretful and took a flat pint bottle
from his jacket pocket. He splashed in rum, then handed Tim the cup.
"Drink that, and don't lose the cup. And stop it. You're scaring the
kids."
So what? But it was natural for Tim to
feel ashamed. "Don't make a scene." How often had his mother told him
that? And told his father that, and told everyone else...?
The laced coffee tasted good and warmed
him. It didn't help much, though. Eileen brought their remaining can of soup
and offered it. They sat in silence, sharing what there was: the soup, instant
coffee, and a bit of drowned rabbit broiled on a stick.
There was very little talking. Finally
the others got up. "We'll strike for north," one man said. He
gathered his family. "Anybody with me?"
"Sure." Others joined. Tim felt
relieved. They were going away, leaving him with Eileen. Should he go with
them? For what? They hadn't anyplace to go either.
The others got up and went to their cars,
all but the big man who'd offered the coffee. He sat with his wife and two
children. "You too, Brad?" the new leader asked.
"Car's not working." He waved
toward a Lincoln parked near the mudslide. "Broken axle, I think."
"Any gas in it?" the leader
asked.
"Not much."
"We'll try anyway. If you don't
mind."
The big man shrugged. The others siphoned
no more than a pint of gasoline out of the Lincoln. Their cars were already
crowded. There was absolutely no room for anyone else. The expedition leader
paused. He looked at them as one looks at the dead. "That's your plastic
tarp. And your instant coffee," he said. He said it wistfully, but when he
got no answer, turned away. They drove off, downhill into the rain.
Now there were six by the fire. Tim and
Eileen, and— "Name's Brad Wagoner," the big man said. "That's
Rosa and Eric, and Concepcion. Named the boy for my side of the family, girl
for Rosa's. Thought we'd keep that up if we had any more." He seemed glad
of someone to talk with.
"I'm Eileen, and that's Tim.
We're—" She stopped herself. "Of course we're not really pleased to
meet you. But I guess I should say it anyway. And we're very grateful for the
coffee."
The children were very quiet. Rosa
Wagoner hugged them and spoke to them in soft Spanish. They were very young,
five or six, not more, and they clung to her. They had on yellow nylon
windbreakers and tennis shoes.
"You're stranded," Tim said.
Wagoner nodded. He still didn't say anything.
He'd make two of me, Tim thought. And
he's got a wife and two kids. We better get out of here before he breaks my
neck and takes the Blazer. Tim felt afraid, and was ashamed because the
Wagoners hadn't said or done anything to deserve suspicion. Just that they were
here . . .
"No place to go anyway," Brad
Wagoner said. "We're from Bakersfield. Not much left of Bakersfield. I
guess we should have struck up into the hills right off, but we thought we'd
try to find some supplies in town. We just missed getting washed away when the
dam went." He eyed the steep hill above him. "If this rain would
stop, maybe we could see some place to walk to. You got any plans?" He
couldn't disguise the plea in his voice.
"Not really." Tim stared into
the dying fire. "I thought I knew somebody up there. Politician I gave a
lot of money to. Senator Jellison." There. That finished it for sure. And
now what would they do?
"Jellison," Wagoner mused.
"I voted for him. Think that would count? Are you still going to try to
get up there?"
"It's all I can think of."
Tim's voice held no hope at all.
"What will you do?" Eileen
asked. Her eyes kept straying to the children.
Wagoner shrugged. "Find some place and
start over, I guess." He laughed. "I built high‑rise
apartments. Made a lot of money at it, but—I didn't get as good a car as
yours."
"You'd be surprised what that one
cost me," Tim said.
The fire died away. It was time. Eileen
went to the Blazer. Tim followed. Brad Wagoner sat with his wife and children.
"I can't stand it," Tim said.
"Me either." Eileen took his
hand and squeezed. "Mr. Wagoner. Brad . . ."
"Yeah?"
"Come on. Pile in." Eileen waited
until the Wagoners had got into the Blazer, adults in the back seat, children
on the floor behind that. She turned and drove down the hill. "I wish we
had a good map."
"Maps I have," Wagoner said. He
took out a soggy paper from an inner pocket. "Careful, it tears easy when
it's wet." It was an Auto Club map of Tulare County. Much better than the
Chevron map they'd been using.
Eileen eased the Blazer to a stop and
examined the map. "That bridge there, is that the one that's out?"
"Yeah."
"Look, Tim, if we backtrack and go
south, there's a road up into the hills—"
"Which beats hell out of spending
more time on the Southern Pacific," Tim said.
"Southern Pacific?" Rosa
Wagoner asked.
Tim didn't explain. They drove south until
they found a sheltered place on the road, partway up a hill, and they pulled
off to sleep. They took turns letting the Wagoners use the seats while they
huddled under the plastic tarp.
"High ground," Tim said.
"It goes north. And east. And that road's not on the map." He
pointed. The road was gravel, but it looked in good condition—and it looked
traveled. It ran in the right direction.
Eileen was running out of hope, and the
Blazer was running out of gas, but she took the road. It wound upward into the
hills. It was luck that they'd found it, and more luck that the rain and mud
and hurricanes hadn't ruined it. But no luck could protect them from the
roadblock.
There were four big men, big like
football stars or TV mafia goons. Guns and size made them look unfriendly, and
they weren't smiling. Tim got out alone, wonderingly. One of the men came down
to meet him. The others stood aloof. One of the men looked elusively familiar.
Someone he'd seen on the Senator's ranch? That wouldn't help, and it was
another of the armed men who had come to the barrier.
Tim told them, crisply (while very aware
of how like a wandering tramp he looked ), "We're on our way to visit
Senator Jellison." The imperious voice cost Tim most of his reserves of
self‑control.
It hadn't impressed. "Name?"
"Tim Hamner."
The man nodded. "Spelled how?"
Tim spelled it, and was somehow glad that
the name was not known. The man called behind him, "Chuck, see if Hamner's
on the Senator's list. H‑A‑M‑N‑E‑R."
One of the guards reacted to that. He
came down toward the barricade. Tim was sure he'd seen him before.
"We've got a list of people to let
through," the first guard said. "And, buddy, it's a short list. We've
got another list of professions. Are you a doctor?"
"No—"
"Blacksmith? Machinist? Mechanic?
Tool‑and‑die maker?"
"What have you got for playboy,
retired? Or astronomer?" Tim remembered Brad Wagoner. "Or building
contractor?" He had a thought as he said it, but he was interrupted.
A voice came from a parked truck.
"No Hamner."
"Sorry," the guard said.
"We don't want you blocking the road, so we'd be obliged if you'd move
that car to where we can't see it. And don't come back."
If you tell your dreams, they won't come
true. Tim started to turn away. But—
But you don't go off to die without even
trying. He saw Eileen and Rosa Wagoner staring out at him from the car. Their
faces said it all. They knew.
Other roads in? Nuts. The car was almost
out of gas, and suppose they found one? These people knew the country. If there
was a good way in, they had it covered.
Walk? Senator Jellison's ranch ended at a
great white monolith the size of an apartment building, and maybe they could
get that far—and get shot—
And anyway, Tim thought, if I'm good for
anything, it's talking. No use at all creeping around in the bushes.... He
turned back to the barricade. The guard looked disappointed. His rifle wasn't
quite pointed at Tim. "Your car works fine, and you're not hurt," the
man said. "I'd leave it at that—"
"Chescu," Tim shouted.
"Mark Chescu!"
"That's Czescu," one of the men
answered. "Hello, Mr. Hamner."
"You were going to let me leave?
Without even talking to me?"
Mark shrugged. "I'm not really in
charge here."
"Fucking‑A you're not,"
one of the big men said.
"But . . . Mark, can we talk?"
Tim demanded. "I have an idea—" He thought fast. There was something
Wagoner had said. He built apartments. But . . .
"We can talk," Mark told him.
"It won't do a lot of good." He handed his rifle to one of the others
and came around the barrier. "What's to talk about?"
Tim led him to the Blazer. "Brad,
you said you built apartments. Contractor or architect?"
"Both."
"I thought so," Tim said. He
spoke quickly, words in a rush. "So you know concrete. And construction
work. You could build a dam!"
Wagoner frowned. "I suppose—"
"See!" Tim was triumphant.
"Dams." He pointed to the Auto Club map. "See, there are powerhouses,
dams, all along the road up from here, all the way up into the Sierra, and
those dams will be gone, but some of the little powerhouses will still be
there, and I know enough about electricity to get them running if somebody can
build the dam. You have here a complete electrical contracting team. That ought
to be worth something." Tim was Lying through his teeth, but he didn't
think any of these people would know enough about electricity to trip him in an
exam.
And he did know the theory, even if he
was a bit hazy about the practical aspects of polyphase alternators.
Mark looked thoughtful.
"Goddammit," Tim shouted.
"I gave Jellison fifty thousand dollars back when that was real money! You
can at least tell him I'm here!"
"Yeah. Let me think about it,"
Mark said. The story made sense. And Tim Hamner had been a friend of Harvey
Randall's. If Hamner had gone off without recognizing him Mark could have
forgotten that, but not now. Harv would find out, and Harv might not like it.
And fifty big ones. Mark hadn't spent much time with the Senator, but Jellison
had this old‑fashioned air and he might think that was important. And
besides, that bit about dams and powerhouses— it added up. Mark would have let
them in. Only he couldn't. The Christophers wouldn't let him. But they still
listened to Jellison.
Mark eyed the other man in the car. A big
man. "Army?" he asked.
"Marine Corps," Wagoner said.
"Can you shoot?"
"All Marines are riflemen first.
Yes."
"Okay. I'll give it a try."
Mark went back to the roadblock. "This guy seems to be an old friend of
the Senator's," Mark said. "I'll go tell him."
The big guard looked thoughtful. Tim held
his breath. "He can wait," the man said finally. He raised his voice.
"Pull off to the side. And stay in the car."
"Right." Tim got into the
Blazer. They jockeyed it until it was almost in the ditch. "If somebody
comes here in a fighting mood, we don't want to get hit by stray bullets,"
he said. He watched Mark kick a motorcycle to life and drive away.
"Is fighting likely?" Rosa
Wagoner asked.
"I don't know," Tim said. He
huddled in the seat. "Now we wait. And see."
Eileen laughed. She pictured Tim trying
to rewind a huge generator. "Cross your fingers," she said.
"You
knew him, I didn't," Senator Jellison said. "Any use?"
Harvey Randall looked thoughtful. "I
honestly don't know. He got here. That's a lot in his favor. He's a
survivor."
"Or lucky," Jellison said.
"Hamner, as in Hamner‑Brown. He wasn't lucky for the world. Yeah, I
know, discovery isn't invention. Mark, you say the other guy's an ax‑Marine?"
"Says he is. Looks it, Senator.
That's all I know."
"Six more people. Two women and two
kids." Jellison looked thoughtful. "Harvey, you put any stock in this
scheme to get the power plants working again?"
"The idea sounds useful—"
"Sure, but can Hamner do it?"
Harvey shrugged. "I honestly don't
know, Senator. He's a college man. He must know something besides astronomy."
"And I owe him," Jellison said.
"Question is, do I owe him enough? It can get hungry here this
winter." He looked thoughtful again. "The guy who discovered the
comet. That tells me one thing. He's probably got patience. And we could sure
as hell use a lookout up on top of the crag, somebody who'd really watch. Let
Alice move around a bit instead of sticking in one place.
"And a Marine who may or may not be
able to build dams. Officer or enlisted, Mark?"
"Don't know, Senator. I'd guess
officer, but I just don't know."
"Yeah. Well, I always did like the
Marines. Mark, go tell Mr. Hamner this is his lucky day."
Mark's face said it all. Tim knew when
Mark came to the car.
They were safe. After all of it, they
were safe. Sometimes dreams do come true, even if you tell them.
The Stronghold: Two
The importance of information is directly
proportional to its improbability.
Fundamental theorem of information theory
Al Hardy didn't like guard duty. It
didn't do him much good to dislike it. Somebody had to pull guard, and the
ranchhands were more useful elsewhere. Besides, Hardy could make decisions for
the Senator.
He looked forward to giving up the whole
thing. Not too long, he thought. Not too long until we won't need guards at the
Senator's gate. The roadblock stopped most intruders now; but it didn't get
them all. A few walked up from the flooded San Joaquin. Others came down from
the High Sierra, and a lot of strangers had got into the valley before the
Christophers began sealing it off. Most would be sent on their way, and they'd
heard the Senator could let them stay on. It meant a lot, to be able to talk to
the Senator.
And the Old Man didn't like sending
people away, which was why Al didn't let many get up to see him. It was part of
his job, and always had been: The Senator said yes to people, and Al Hardy said
no.
There'd be a flood of them every hour if
they weren't stopped, and the Senator had important work to do. And Maureen and
Charlotte would stand guard if Al didn't, and to hell with that. The only good
thing about Hammerfall, women's lib was dead milliseconds after
Hammerstrike....
Al had paper work to do He made lists of
items they needed, jobs for people to do, worked out details of schemes the
Senator thought up. He worked steadily at the clipboard in the car, pausing
when anyone came to the drive.
You couldn't tell. You just couldn't
tell. The refugees all looked alike: half‑drowned and half‑starved,
and worse every day. Now it was Saturday, and they looked just awful. When he'd
been Senator Jellison's aide, Al Hardy had judged himself a good judge of men.
But now there was nothing to judge. He had to fall back on routine.
These wandering scarecrows who came on
foot, leading two children and carrying a third; but the man and woman both
claimed to be doctors and knew the lingo . . . specialists, but even the woman
psychiatrist had had GP training; they all did. And that surly giant was a CBS
executive; he had to be turned back to the road, and he didn't stop swearing
until Hardy's partner wasted a round through the side window of his car.
And the man in the remains of a good
suit, polite and speaking good English, who'd been a city councilman out in the
valley there, and who'd got out of his car, got close to Al and showed the
pistol hidden in his raincoat pocket.
"Put your hands up."
"Sure you want it this way?" Al
had asked.
"Yes. You're taking me inside."
"Okay." Al raised his hands.
And the shot went through the city councilman's head, neat and clean, because
of course the signal was Al raising his right hand. Pity the councilman had
never read his Kipling:
Twas only by favour of mine, quoth he, ye
rode so long alive,
There
was not a rock for twenty mile, there was not a clump of tree,
But
covered a man of my own men with his rifle cocked on his knee.
If
I had raised my bridle‑hand, as I have held it low,
The
little jackals that flee so fast were feasting all in a row.
If
I had bowed my head on my breast, as I have held it high,
The
Kite that whistles above us now were gorged till she could not fly....
A truck came up to the drive. Small
truck, thin hairy man with mustache drooping. Probably a local, Al thought.
Everyone around here drove a small truck. By the same token he might have
stolen it, but why drive to the Senator's home with it? Al got out of the car
and splashed through muddy water to the gate.
To all of them Alvin Hardy was the same:
"Show your hands. I'm not armed. But there's a man with a scopesighted
rifle and you can't see him."
"Can he drive a truck?"
Al Hardy stared at the bearded man.
"What?"
"First things first." The
bearded man reached into the bag on the seat beside him. "Mail. Only I've
got a registered letter. Senator will have to sign for it. And there's a dead
bear—"
"What?" Al's routine wasn't
working so well. "What?"
"A dead bear. I killed him early
this morning. I didn't have much choice. I was sleeping in the truck and this
enormous black hairy arm smashed the window and reached inside. He was huge. I
backed up as far as I could, but he kept coming in, so I took this Beretta I
found at the Chicken Ranch and shot the bear through the eye. He dropped like
so much meat. So—"
"Who are you?" Al asked.
"I'm the goddam mailman! Will you
try to keep your mind on one thing at a time? There's five hundred to a
thousand pounds of bear meat, not to mention the fur, just waiting for four big
men with a truck, and it's starting to spoil right now! I couldn't move him
myself, but if you get a team out there you can maybe stop some people from
starving. And now I've got to get the Senator's signature for this registered
letter, only you better send somebody for the bear right away."
It was too much for Al Hardy. Far too
much. The one thing he knew was the Beretta. "You'll have to let me hold
that weapon for you. And you drive me up the hill," Al said.
"Hold my gun? Why the hell should
you hold my gun?" Harry demanded. "Oh, hell, all right if it makes
you happy. Here."
He handed the pistol out. Al took it
gingerly. Then he opened the gate.
"Good Lord, Senator, it's
Harry!" Mrs. Cox shouted.
"Harry? Who's Harry?" Senator
Jellison got up from the table with its maps and lists and diagrams and went to
the windows. Sure enough, there was Al with somebody in a truck. A very bearded
and mustachioed somebody, in gray clothes.
"Mail call!" Harry shouted as
he came up onto the porch.
Mrs. Cox rushed to the door. "Harry,
we never expected to see you again!"
"Hi," Harry said.
"Registered letter for Senator Jellison."
Registered letter. Political secrets
about a world dead and burying itself. Arthur Jellison went to the door. The
mail carrier—yes, that was the remains of a Postal Service uniform—looked a bit
worn. "Come in," Jellison said. What the devil was this guy doing—
"Senator, Harry shot a bear this
morning. I better get some ranch‑hands out to get it before the buzzards
do," Al Hardy said.
"You don't go off with my
pistol," Harry said indignantly.
"Oh." Hardy produced the weapon
from a pocket. He looked at it uncertainly. "Senator, this is his,"
he said. Then he fled, leaving Jellison holding the weapon in still more
confusion.
"I think you're the first chap to
fluster Hardy," Jellison said. "Come in. Do you call on all the
ranches?"
"Right," Harry said.
"And who do you expect to pay you,
now that—"
"People I bring messages to,"
Harry said. "My customers."
That hint couldn't be ignored. "Mrs.
Cox, see what you can find—"
"Coming up," she called from
the kitchen. She came in with a cup of coffee. A very nice cup, Jellison saw.
One of his best. And some of the last coffee in the world. Mrs. Cox thought
well of Harry.
That at least told him one thing. He
handed over the pistol. "Sorry. Hardy's got instructions—"
"Sure." The mailman pocketed
the weapon. He sipped the coffee and sighed.
"Have a seat," Jellison said.
"You've been all over the valley?"
"Most places."
"So tell me what things are
like—"
"I thought you'd never ask."
Harry had been nearly everywhere. He told
his story simply, no embellishments. He'd decided on that style. Just the
facts. Mail truck overturned. Power lines down. Telephone lines gone. Breaks in
the road, here, and here, and ways around on driveways through here and across
there. Millers okay, Shire still operating. Muchos Nombres deserted when he'd
gone back with the truck, and the bodies—oops, getting ahead of himself.
He told of the murder at the Roman place.
Jellison frowned, and Harry went to the table to show him on the big county
engineer's map.
"No sign of the owners, but somebody
shot at you, and killed this other chap?" Jellison asked.
"Right."
Jellison nodded. Have to do something
there. But—first tell the Christophers. Let them share the risks of a police
action.
"And the people at Muchos Nombres
were coming to find you," Harry said. "That was yesterday, before
noon."
"Never got here," Jellison
said. "Maybe they're in town. Good land there? Anything planted?"
"Not much. Weeds, mostly,"
Harry said. "But I have chickens. Got any chicken feed?"
"Chickens?" This guy was a gold
mine of information!
Harry told him about the Sinanians and
the Chicken Ranch. "Lots of chickens left there, and I guess they'll
starve or the coyotes will get them, so you might as well help yourself,"
Harry said. "I want to keep a few. There was one rooster, and I hope he
lives. If not, maybe I'll have to borrow one...."
"You're taking up farming?"
Jellison asked.
Harry shuddered. "Good God, no! But
I thought it'd be nice to have a few chickens running around the place."
"So you'll go back there—"
"When I finish my route," Harry
said. "I'll stop at other places on the way back."
"And then what?" Jellison
asked, but he already knew.
"I'll start over again, of course.
What else?"
That figures. "Mrs. Cox, who's
available as a runner?"
"Mark," she said. Her voice was
disapproving; she hadn't made up her mind about Mark.
"Send him to town to find out about
these tourists from Muchos Nombres. They were supposed to have come looking for
me."
"All right," she said. She went
off muttering. They needed the telephones working again. Her daughter was
talking about a telegraph line last night. There were plans in one of her
books, and of course the wires were still around, the old telephone lines.
After she sent Mark off she made lunch.
There was plenty of food just now: scraps from what they were canning,
gleanings from the garden patches. It wouldn't test long, though....
Harry had even been out of the valley. He
traced the road on the map. "Deke Wilson's on my route," Harry said.
"He's organized about the way you are. About thirty miles southwest."
"So how did you get back in?"
Jellison demanded.
"County road—"
"That's blocked."
"Oh, sure. Mr. Christopher was
there."
"So how in hell did you get past
him?" Jellison asked. Nothing would surprise him now.
"I waved at him, and he waved at
me," Harry said. "Shouldn't he have let me by?"
"Of course he should have." But
I didn't think he had that much sense. "Did you tell him all this?"
"Not yet," Harry said.
"There were some other people trying to talk to him. And he had his rifle,
and four other big guys with him. It didn't seem the proper time for a friendly
chat."
There was more. The flood. Harry's story
confirmed what Jellison already knew, the San Joaquin was a big inland sea, a
hundred and more feet deep in places, water lapping to the edges of the hills.
Almond groves torn to shreds by hurricanes People dead and dying everywhere.
There would be a typhoid epidemic for damned sure if something wasn't done, but
what?
Mark Czescu came in. "Yes, sir, the
people from Muchos Nombres came into town yesterday," he said. "Tried
to buy food. Didn't get much. I guess they went back to their own place."
"Where they'll starve," Harry
said.
"Invite them to the town
meeting," Jellison said. "They've got land—"
"But they don't know anything about
farming," Harry said. "I thought I'd mention that. Willing to work,
but don't know what they're doing."
Arthur Jellison made another note.
Harry's tales filled in a lot of missing information. "And you say Deke
Wilson has things organized," he said. That was news, too, about an area
outside the valley itself. Jellison decided to send Al Hardy down to see
Wilson. Best to stay on good terms with neighbors. Hardy, and . . . well, Mark
could take him on the motorcycle.
And there were four million other things
to do; and deep down inside, Arthur Jellison was tired in a way that Washington
had never tired him. Have to take it easier, he thought.
Cubic miles of water have been vaporized,
and the rain clouds encircle the Earth. Cold fronts form along the base of the
Himalaya massif, and rainstorms sweep through northeastern India, northern
Burma, and China's Yunan and Szechwan provinces. The great rivers of eastern
Asia, the Brahmaputra, Irrawaddy, Salween, Mekong, Yang‑tze and Yellow
rivers, all begin along the Himalaya foothills. Floods pour down across the
fertile valleys of Asia, and still the rains fall in the highlands. Dams burst
and the waters move on until finally they meet the storm‑lashed salt
water driven inland by waves and typhoons.
As the rains fall across the Earth, more
steam rises from the hot seas near Hammerstrikes; with the water go salt, soil,
rock dust, vaporized elements of the Earth's crust. Volcanoes send more
billions of tons of smoke and dust rising into the stratosphere.
As Hamner‑Brown Comet retreats into
deep space, Earth resembles a brilliant pearl with shimmering highlights. The
Earth's albedo has changed. More of the Sun's heat and light are reflected back
to space, away from the Earth. Hamner‑Brown has passed, but the effects
remain, some temporary like the tsunamis which still surge through the ocean
basins, some on their third journey; hurricanes and typhoons that lash land and
sea, the planetwide rainstorms that engulf the Earth.
Some effects are more permanent. In the
Arctic the water falls as snow that will not melt for hundreds of years.
4
AFTER DOOMSDAY
Behold
a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto
him; and he went forth conquering, and to conquer.
And there went out another horse that was
red: and power was given to him that sat thereon to take peace from the earth,
and that they should kill one another: and there was given unto him a great
sword.
The Revelation of Saint John the
Divine
First
Week: The Princess
To doubt everything or to believe
everything are two equally convenient solutions; both dispense with the
necessity of reflection.
H. Poincare
Maureen
Jellison stood at the top of the ridge. Warm rain poured over her. Lightning
flared in the mountains above. She stepped closer to the deep cleft in the
granite knob. The surface was slippery. She smiled slightly, thinking of how
her father had told her not to come up here alone even before . . .
It was difficult to finish that thought.
She could not put a name to what had happened. The End of the World sounded
trite, and for a little while it wasn't even true. Not yet. The world hadn't
ended here at the ranch they now called the Stronghold. She couldn't see into
the valley below because of the rain, but she knew what was there. A bustle of
activity; inventory of everything—gasoline, cartridges, needles and pins,
plastic bags, cooking oil, aspirin, firearms, baby bottles, pots and pans,
cement—anything that might help keep them alive through the winter. Al Hardy
was going about it systematically, using Maureen and Eileen Hamner and Marie
Vance as agents to call on every house in the valley.
"Snoopers. That's what we are,"
Maureen shouted to the wind and the rain. Her voice fell. "And it's all so
damned useless."
The snooping didn't bother her. If
anything was necessary, if anything could save them, it would be Al Hardy's
careful work. It wasn't the snooping, or those who tried to hide their
possessions. They were fools, but that was a folly that did not disturb her. It
was the others; the ones who welcomed her. They believed. They were utterly
certain that Senator Jellison would keep them alive, and they were pathetically
happy to see his daughter. They didn't care that she had come to pry and snoop
and perhaps take their possessions. They were only too glad to offer everything
they had, freely, in exchange for a protection that did not exist.
Some farmers and ranchers had pride and
independence. They understood the need for organization, but they weren't
servile about it. But the others—the pathetic refugees who had somehow got past
the roadblocks; the city people who owned houses in the valley, who had fled
here to avoid Hammerfall, who had no idea what to do next; even rural people
whose life‑styles depended on feed trucks and refrigerated railroad cars
and California weather—for them the Jellisons were "the government"
which would care for them, as it always had.
Maureen couldn't bear the responsibility.
She told them lies. She told them they would live, and she knew better. There
would be no crops this year, here or anywhere. How long could the loot from
flooded stores keep them alive? How many more refugees were there in the San
Joaquin basin, and what right did she have to live when the world was dying?
Lightning flared nearby. She did not
move. She stood on the bare granite, near the edge. I wanted goals. Now I have
them. And it's too much. Her life didn't revolve around Washington parties and
who was speaking to whom. You couldn't say that surviving the end of the world
was trivial. But it is. If there's not more to life than just existing, how is
it different? It was more comfortable in Washington. It was easier to hide the
suffering. That's the only difference.
She heard footsteps behind her. Someone
was coming along the ridgetop. She had no weapons, and she was afraid. She
could laugh at that. She stood at the edge of a cliff, on a bare granite knob
as lightning flashed, and she was afraid; but it was the first time she had
felt fear of an approaching stranger in this valley, and that made it more
terrifying. The Hammer had destroyed everything. It had taken her place of
refuge. She looked toward the edge and slightly shifted her weight. It would be
so easy.
The man came closer. He wore a poncho and
a widebrimmed hat, and carried a rifle under the poncho. "Maureen?"
he called.
Relief washed over her in waves. There
was an edge of hysterical laughter in her voice as she said, "Harvey? What
are you doing up here?"
Harvey Randall came to the edge of the
rock. He stood uncertainly. She remembered that he was afraid of heights, and
she stepped carefully toward him, away from the cleft.
"I'm supposed to be up here,"
he said. "What the devil are you doing here?"
"I don't know." She summoned up
a reserve of strength she hadn't known she had. "Getting wet, I
suppose." Now that she'd said it she realized it was true. Despite the
raincoat, she was soaked. Her low boots were filled with water. The rain was
just cool enough to feel clammy on her back where it had come down inside her
jacket. "Why are you supposed to be here?"
"Guard duty. I have a shelter over
there. Come on, let's get in out of the wet."
"All right." She followed him
along the ridge. He didn't turn back to look at her, and she followed
passively.
Fifty yards away were boulders leaning
against each other. A crude framework of wood and polyethylene garbage bags had
been built under their partial shelter. There was no source of light inside
except the afternoon gloom. The furniture was an air mattress and sleeping bag
on the floor and a wooden box to sit on. A post had been driven into the ground
and pegs stuck into it; from them hung a bugle, a plastic bag of paperback
books, binoculars, a canteen and lunch.
"Welcome to the palace," Harvey
said. "Here, get that jacket off and let yourself dry out a bit." He
spoke calmly and naturally, as if there were nothing strange about finding her alone
on a bare rock knob in a lightning storm.
The shelter was large; there was room to
stand. Harvey shrugged himself out of the rainhat and poncho, then helped her
with the jacket. He hung the wet clothes on pegs near the open entrance.
"What are you guarding?"
Maureen asked.
"The back way in." He shrugged.
"In this rain it's not likely that anyone will come or that I'd see them
if they did, but we have to get the shelter built."
"Do you live here?"
"No. We take turns. Me, Tim Hamner,
Brad Wagoner and Mark. Sometimes Joanna. We all live down below here. Didn't
you know?"
"Yes."
"I haven't seen you since we got
here," Harvey said. "I came looking a couple of times, but I got the
impression you wouldn't ever be at home for me. And I wasn't all that welcome
around the big house. Thanks for voting for me, anyway."
"Voting?"
"The Senator said you'd asked to
have me let in."
"You're welcome." That had been
easy enough to decide. I don't sleep with every man I meet. Even if you got
terminal guilt and went off to another room, it was nice, and I don't really
regret it. There's an honest thought. If I thought enough of you to sleep with
you, I sure as hell had to save your life, didn't I?
"Have a seat." He waved toward
the wooden box. "Eventually there'll be furniture. Nothing else to do up
here but work on the place."
"I don't see what good you're doing
here," Maureen said.
"Nor I. But try to explain that to
Hardy. The maps show this as a good place for a guard post. When the visibility
is more than fifty yards it will be, too, but right now it's a waste of
manpower."
"We've got plenty of manpower,"
Maureen said. She sat gingerly on the box and leaned back against the hard
boulder. The plastic liner between her back and the boulder was damp from water
condensing on its inside surface. "You're going to have to insulate
this," she said. She ran a finger along the wet plastic.
"All in good time." He stood
nervously in the center of the shelter, finally went over to the air mattress
and sat on top of his sleeping bag.
"You think Al's a fool," she
said.
"No. No, I didn't say that."
Harvey's voice was serious. "I suppose I could do some good up here. Even
if a raiding party got past me, I'd be an armed man behind them. And any
warning I could give would be worth something down there. No, I don't think
Hardy's a fool. As you say, we've got plenty of manpower."
"Too much," Maureen said.
"Too many people, not enough food." She didn't recognize this matter‑of‑fact
man who sat on his sleeping bag and never smiled; who didn't talk about
galactic empires, and didn't ask why she was up here. This wasn't the man she'd
slept with. She didn't know who he was. Almost he reminded her of George. He
seemed confident. The rifle he'd brought in was leaning against the post, ready
to his hand. There were cartridges sewn in loops on his jacket pocket.
In all this world there are two people
I've slept with, and they're both strangers. And George doesn't really count.
What you do at fifteen doesn't count. A hurried, frantic coupling on this hill,
not very far from here, and both of us so afraid of what we'd done that we
never talked about it again. Afterward we acted as if it had never happened.
That doesn't count.
George, and this man, this stranger. Two
strangers. The rest are dead. Johnny Baker must be dead. My ex‑husband
too. And . . . There weren't many more to inventory. People she'd cared for,
for a year, for a week, for one night even. They were few, and they had been in
Washington. All dead.
Some people are strong in a crisis.
Harvey Randall is. I thought I was. Now I know better. "Harvey, I'm
scared." Now why did I say that?
She'd expected him to say something
comforting. To be reassuring, as George would be. It would be a lie, but—
She hadn't expected hysterical laughter.
She stared as Harvey Randall giggled, bubbled, laughed insanely. "You're
scared," he gasped. "Lord God above, you haven't seen anything to be
scared of!" He was shouting at her. "Do you know what it's like out
there? You can't know. You haven't been outside this valley." Visibly he
fought for control of himself. She watched fascinated, as he slowly won the
struggle for calm. The laughter died away. Then, amazingly, the stranger was
sitting there again, as if he hadn't moved. "Sorry about that," he
said. The phrase was flippantly conventional, but it didn't come out that way.
It came out as a genuine apology.
She stared in horror. "You too? It's
only a big act? All this masculine calm, this—"
"What do you expect?" Harvey
asked. "What else can I do? And I really am sorry. Didn't mean to crack
like that...."
"It's all right."
"No, it isn't all right,"
Harvey said. "The only damned chance we've got, any of us has got, is to
go on trying to act rationally. And when one of us cracks, it makes it that
much harder for the rest. That's what I'm sorry about. Not that it gets to me,
out of the blue sometimes, wham! I'm learning to live with that. But I shouldn't
have let you see it. It can't make things easier for you—"
"But it does," she said.
"Sometimes you've got to . . . to say confession." They sat silently
for a moment, listening to the wind and rain, the crackle of thunder in the
mountains. "We'll swap," Maureen said. "You tell me, I'll tell
you."
"Is that wise?" he asked.
"Look, I haven't forgotten the last time we met up here on this
ridge."
"I haven't either." Her voice was
small and thin. She thought he was about to move, to get up, and she spoke
quickly. "I don't know what to do about that. Not yet."
He sat, unmoving, so that she wasn't sure
that he'd been about to get up after all. "Tell me," he said.
"No." She couldn't quite make
out his face. There was a stubble of beard, and the light was very bad in the
shelter. Sometimes lightning struck near enough to throw a brilliant flash,
eerily green from the color of the plastic bags, but that only blinded her for an
instant and she still could not see his expression. "I can't," she
said. "It's horrible to me, but it would sound trivial—"
"And what if it does?"
"They hope," she said.
"They come to the house, or I go to theirs, and they believe we can save them.
That I can save them. Some of them are crazy. There's a boy in town, Mayor
Seitz's youngest boy. He's fifteen, and he wanders around naked in the rain
unless his mother brings him in. There are five women whose husbands never came
back from a hunting trip. There are old people and children and city people and
they all expect us to come up with a miracle —and, Harvey, I just don't have
any miracles, but I have to go on pretending that I do."
Almost she told him the rest: of her
sister Charlotte, sitting alone in her room and staring at the walls with
vacant eyes, but then she'd come alive and scream if she couldn't see the
children; of Gina, the black woman from the post office, who'd broken a leg and
lay in a ditch until somebody found her and then she died of gas gangrene and
nobody could help her; of the three children with typhus that nobody could
save; of the others who'd gone mad. They wouldn't sound trivial. But they were.
She could face horror. "I can't go on giving people false hopes," she
said at last.
"You have to," Harvey said.
"It's the most important thing in the world."
"Why?"
He spread his hands in astonishment.
"Because it is. Because there are so few of us left."
"If life wasn't important before,
why should it be now?"
"It is."
"No. What's the difference between
meaningless survival in Washington and meaningless survival here? None of that
means anything."
"It means something to the others.
To the ones who want your miracles."
"Miracles I don't have. Why is it
important that other people depend on you? Why does that make my life worth
living?"
"Sometimes it's all that does mean
anything," Harvey said. He was very serious. "And then you find
there's more. A lot more. But first you do a job, one that you didn't really
take on, looking out for others. Then after awhile you see that it's important
to live." He laughed, not with humor but sadness. "I know,
Maureen."
"Tell me."
"Do you really want to hear
it?"
"I don't know. Yes. Yes, I do."
"All right." He told her. She
listened to his story: of the preparations before Hammerfall, of his quarrel
with Loretta; of his self‑doubts and guilt about his brief affair with
her, not so much that he had slept with her, but that he had thought about her
afterward and compared her with his wife, and how that had made it harder to
take Loretta seriously.
He went on, and she heard, but she didn't
really comprehend. "And then finally we were here," he said.
"Safe. Maureen, you can't know that feeling: to know, really know, that
you'll live another hour; that there may be a whole hour when you won't see
someone you love torn apart like a used rag doll. I wouldn't want you to
understand, not really, but you have to know that much: What your father is
building here in this valley is the most important thing in the world. It's
priceless, and it's worth anything to keep it, to know . . . to know that
somebody, somewhere, has hope. Can feel safe."
"No! That's the real horror. It's
all false hope! The end of the world, Harvey! The whole goddam world's come
apart, and we're promising something that doesn't exist, won't happen."
"Sure," he said.
"Sometimes I think that too. Eileen is down there in the big house, you
know. We hear what's going on."
"Then what's the point if we won't
live through the winter?"
He got up and came toward her. She sat
very still, and he stood next to her, not touching her, but she knew he was
there. "One," he said. "It's not hopeless. You must know that.
Hardy and your father have done some damned good planning. It takes some luck,
but we've got a chance. Come on, admit it."
"Maybe. If we're lucky. But what if
our luck has all run out?"
"Two " he went on relentlessly.
"Suppose it's all a scam. We'll all starve this winter. Suppose that.
Maureen, it's still worth it. If we can put off for an hour, if for a lousy
hour we can spare somebody feeling the way I did curled up in the back of my
car . . . Maureen, it's worth dying just to keep one human being from feeling
that way. It is. And you can do that. If it takes an act, put on an act. But do
it."
He meant it. Maybe he was acting too,
doing what he had told her to do; but he meant it too, or why would he bother?
Maybe he was right. Oh, God. Let him be right. Only You aren't there, are You?
How much do you believe all this, Harvey
Randall? How strong is this resolve of yours? Please don't lose it, because you
make me feel it too. I can share it. She looked up at him and said, very
gently, "Do you want to make love to me?"
"Yes." He didn't move.
"Why?"
"Because I've thought about you for
months. Because I won't feel guilt. Because I want someone to be in love
with."
"Those are good reasons." She stood,
and reached for him. She felt his arms go to her shoulders. He held her, not
tightly, looking at her. The wet spot on her back was cold now. Almost she drew
away, this wasn't something casual, not like the last time. This would mean
something. It had to.
His hands were warm on her back, and he
smelled like sweat and work; an honest smell, not something from a spray can.
When he bent to kiss her, it was like an electric shock, and she grasped him
and held him, burrowing into him, hoping to lose herself.
Presently they lay on the air mattress,
on the open sleeping bag. Gently he held her, and she knew it would be good,
and after a long time it was.
Later she lay against him and watched the
lightning make strange patterns through the green plastic; and she thought of
what she'd done.
Do your job. That's what life is all
about, doing one's job. Harvey hadn't really said that, that was Albert Camus,
The Plague, but it was what Harvey meant. And doing my job includes a lot of
things, but I'm not sure it includes Harvey Randall. There's a paradox. He
tells me what I should be living for, and I know damned well I can't hold onto
it by myself, but what would George do if he knew where I was now?
He'd put Harvey on the road.
"What's the matter?" Harvey
asked. His voice came from a long way off.
She turned to him and tried to smile.
"Nothing. Everything. I was just thinking."
"You shivered. Are you cold?"
"No. Harvey . . . what about your
boy? And Marie's son?"
"They're up there, somewhere. And I
have to go look for them. I've been trying to get Hardy to let me, but he's
been too busy to talk to me. I'll go without permission if I have to, but I'll
ask once more. I'll try again tomorrow. No. Not tomorrow. There's something
else tomorrow."
"The Roman place."
"Yes."
"You're in that?"
"Mark and I seem to have drawn the
lucky numbers. With Mr. Christopher and his brother. And Al Hardy. And a few
others, I guess."
"Will there be shooting?" Are
you going to be killed?
"Maybe. They shot at Harry. They
killed that other man, the one from the dude ranch."
"Aren't you afraid?" she asked.
"Terrified. But it's got to be done.
And when it is, I'll ask Hardy to let me take Mark up to the mountains."
She didn't ask him if he had to go. She
knew better than that. "Will you come back?"
"Yes. Do you want me to?"
"Yes. But . . . but I'm not in love
with you."
"That's all right," he said. He
chuckled. "After all, we hardly know each other. Will you ever be in love
with me?"
"I don't know." I don't dare
let myself be. "I don't think I'll ever love anyone." There's no
future in it. There's no future at all.
"You will," he said.
"Let's not talk about it."
There is rain in the Sahara. Lake Chad fills to overflowing, and engulfs
the city of Nguigmi. The Niger and the Volta are in flood, drowning millions
who have survived the tsunami. In eastern Nigeria the Ibo tribe rises in
rebellion against the central government.
Further to the east the Palestinians and
Israelis suddenly realize there are no great powers capable of intervening;
this time the war will go to a conclusion. The remants of Israel, Jordan, Syria
and Saudi Arabia are on the march. There are no jet planes, and little fuel for
tanks. There will be no ammunition resupply, and the war will not end until it
is fought with knives.
Second
Week: Mountain Men
Time, like an ever‑rolling stream,
Bears all its sons away;
They fly, forgotten, as a dream Dies at
the opening day.
Isaac Watts, 1719; Anglican Hymnal
#289
Water
poured from the sky. Harvey Randall was almost past noticing, as he hardly
noticed the places where the road was gone. It was automatic to avoid the
deepest holes, to walk carefully across the mud that flowed in rivers across
the blacktop. It felt good to be moving, to stride up the steep winding road
into the High Sierra. There were no cars and no people; only the road. He had
food, and a knife, and the target pistol. Not much food, and not much
ammunition, but he was lucky to have anything at all.
"Hey, Harv, how about we take a
break?" Mark called from behind him.
Harvey kept on walking. Mark shrugged and
muttered something under his breath, and shifted the shotgun from his right
shoulder to his left. He carried the weapon barrel down under his poncho. The
weapon was kept dry, but Mark didn't believe he was dry anywhere. He'd sweated
enough that he might as well not have the poncho. It felt like a steam bath
inside the rain gear.
Harvey picked his way across a rivulet of
water. So far he hadn't found anyplace that he couldn't have taken the
TravelAll, and he cursed the Senator and his hardnosed assistant; but he did
that silently. If he said anything, Mark would agree, and Mark was in enough
trouble with Al Hardy. One of these days Mark would get himself shot, or thrown
out of the Senator's Stronghold, and Harvey Randall would have a decision to
make.
Meanwhile he could put all his effort
into walking uphill. Step. Pause for a tiny fraction of a second, rear knee
locked to catch an instant of rest; weight on the forward foot, swing on
another step, another instant of rest . . . Absently Harvey reached into a belt
pouch and took out a chunk of dried meat. Bear. Harvey had never eaten bear
before. Now he wondered if he'd ever eat anything else. Well, by evening they'd
be a good nine miles from the Stronghold, and anything they shot they could
keep and eat for themselves. The Senator's rules again: no hunting within five
miles of his ranch.
It made sense. The game would be needed,
later, and no point in scaring it away. All of the Senator's rules made sense,
but they were rules, laid down without discussion, orders issued from the big
house with nobody to say no except the Christophers, and they weren't arguing.
Not yet, anyway.
It was George Christopher who'd let
Harvey go; Hardy hadn't wanted to risk it. Not that he cared about Harvey, but
the weapons and the food Harvey carried were valuable. But Maureen had talked
to Hardy, and then George Christopher had come out and given Harvey the
supplies and told him about road conditions.
Not a coincidence. Harvey was sure of
that. Christopher had no reason at all to help Harvey Randall—and he'd got into
the act the day Maureen talked to Al Hardy and her father about it; the day
she'd shown any open friendship with Harvey Randall. That made too much sense
to ignore.
It was easy to see what Maureen meant to
George Christopher. What did he mean to her? For that matter, what does Harvey
Randall mean to Maureen Jellison?
I think I'm falling in love, Harvey
whistled to himself. Only . . . I don't know what it's like. Being a faithful—
well, very nearly faithful—married man for eighteen years is not much
preparation for romance.
Or maybe it is. He had always thought
that any two people sufficiently determined to make a go of it would be able
to. Now he wondered. What is this love business? He'd have been willing to die
for Loretta—but he hadn't been willing to stay home because she was afraid. He
could face that now, but he wasn't sure what it meant.
Finally it was afternoon, time to start
making camp. He let his eyes search the woods around him as he hiked. He felt
very alone and vulnerable. Time was, when you went far from trailhead you could
count on meeting good people; but that was before Hammerfall. Some would‑be
robbers had come down from these hills not two days before, and they or others
like them could be waiting in ambush anywhere. So far, though, he hadn't seen
anyone, and that was fine with Harvey.
The road led through pine forest, steep
hillsides, and there was standing water anyplace level. It wouldn't be easy to
find a good campsite in this rain. A boulder cave, like the one they'd made the
sentry shelter out of, would be best. He'd have to be damned careful, though;
something or somebody would be making use of any dry spot he could find. Bears,
snakes, anything.
There was a skunk in the first place they
looked. Harvey passed it by with regret. It would have been a good campsite,
two boulders tilted against each other, actually dry ground in there; but the
beady eyes and unmistakable odor were invincible. Skunks could carry rabies,
too. A skunk bite could be the most dangerous thing up here. There weren't
going to be any Pasteur treatments for rabies, not for a long time...
The next cave held a fox, or perhaps a
feral dog. They chased it away. The area under the boulders wasn't dry, and
wasn't really large enough, but they were able to rig up their ponchos on cut
branches so that at least they didn't have water pouring on their heads.
Now for a fire. Harvey spent the rest of
the daylight gathering wood. There was standing deadwood, soaked, but if he
split it there was some dry wood at the core. There wasn't enough for more than
an hour of fire, maybe longer if they were careful. When it was completely dark
Harvey used some of his precious lighter fluid.
"Wish I had a railroad flare,"
Harvey said. He poured lighter fluid carefully onto the base of his tiny stack
of dry wood. "You can start a fire in a blizzard with a flare."
"Fucking Hardy wouldn't give you
one," Mark said.
"You'd better be careful around
him," Harvey said. He lit a match. The lighter fluid caught, and the fire
blinded them for a moment. The wood caught, and even that tiny bit of heat was
welcome. "He doesn't like you."
"I don't think he likes
anybody," Mark said. He began to arrange larger pieces of wood near the
fire so they'd dry out. "Always smiling, but he doesn't mean it."
Harvey nodded. Hardy's smile hadn't change from before Hammerfall. He was still
the politician's assistant, the man who was friendly with everyone, but now his
smile was a threat, not something warm and friendly.
"Jesus," Mark said.
"Eh?"
"Just thinking about those poor
bastards," Mark said. "Harv, it gave me the willies."
"Don't think about it."
"I had to pull on the rope,"
Mark said. "I won't forget it."
"Yeah." There had been four
frightened kids in the Roman place. Two boys and two girls, none of them more
than twenty. Two were wounded in the fight, when Hardy and Christopher captured
them. Then there'd been a shouting match between Hardy and Christopher. George
Christopher wanted to shoot all four of them on the spot. Al Hardy argued they
ought to be taken back to town. Harvey and Mark had sided with Hardy, and
eventually Christopher gave in.
Only, when they got them to town, the Senator
and the Mayor held a trial the same afternoon, and by evening all four were
hanging in front of the City Hall. George Christopher's way would have been
kinder.
"They killed the Romans and that
other chap, the guy from Muchos Nombres," Harvey said. "What else
could we have done with them?"
"Hell, they got what was
coming," Mark said. "It was just all so fucking quick. And the way
those girls screamed and cried . . ." Mark fed the fire again, brooding.
The executions had shocked a number of
the townspeople, Harvey thought. But nobody said anything. The Romans had been
their friends. Besides, it could be dangerous to argue. Behind Al Hardy's
smiles and perpetual calm and easy manners was the ultimate threat. The road.
There was always the road, for those who wouldn't cooperate, for those who
caused too much trouble. The road.
They
were almost at the top, the highest point the road would reach, when it was
time to make camp on their third day. The rain hadn't let up, and the higher
they climbed, the colder it got. They'd need a fire tonight, which meant that
they'd have to take turns tending it.
Harvey was carefully laying out his
sticks, and hadn't yet
reached into his pockets for the lighter
fluid, when they smelled it.
"Smoke," Mark said. "A
campfire."
"Yes. Well hidden," Harvey
said.
"It's got to be close. We'd never
smell it from far, not in this rain."
They probably wouldn't see it, either.
Harvey sat absolutely still, motioning Mark for silence. There was a strong
wind blowing from higher up. It had to be carrying the campfire smells. The
rain was like a wet curtain, and in the dying light they couldn't see more than
a few yards.
"Let's go look," Mark said.
"Yeah. We'll leave the ponchos. We
can't get any wetter than we are already."
They moved cautiously uphill, up the
road, peering into the gloom.
"Over there," Mark whispered.
"I heard something. A voice."
Harvey thought he'd heard it too, but it
was very faint. They moved in that direction. There wasn't any point in trying
to be quiet. The wind and rain covered most sounds, and their feet squished in
the wet leaves and mud of the forest floor.
"Just hold it."
They stopped dead still. The voice had
been a girl's. Not very old, Harvey thought. She was very close, probably
hidden in a thicket just ahead.
"Andy," she called. "Two
visitors."
"Coming."
Harvey stood rigid for a moment. It was .
. . "Andy!" he shouted. "Andy, is that you?"
"Yes, sir." His son came down
the trail.
Harvey rushed forward to greet him.
"Andy, thank God, you're all right—"
"Yes, sir. I'm fine. Is Mother . . .
?"
Harvey felt it clutch him, the memory
lying across his soul, the pathetic bundle in the electric blanket.
"Raiders," Harvey said. "Looters killed your mother."
"Oh." Andy moved away from his
father. A girl came out of the thicket. She held a shotgun. Andy went to her
and they stood together. Together.
The boy's grown up in two weeks, Harvey thought.
He saw the way he stood with the girl. Protectively, and very naturally, and it
reminded him of the words in the marriage ceremony: "One flesh." They
stood that way, two halves of one person, but so very young. There were wisps
of thin hair on Andy's chin. Not a real beard, just the stubble that Loretta
had made him shave because it looked bad, although it was nearly invisible....
"Is Mr. Vance here?" Harvey
asked.
"Sure. Come on this way," Andy
said. He turned, and the girl went back to her thicket. She hadn't said a word.
Harvey wondered who she was. His son's . . . woman. And he didn't even know her
name, and the boy hadn't told him. And there was something terribly wrong, but
Harvey didn't know what to do about it.
Gordie Vance was glad to see him. Harvey
was even happier to see Gordie. Gordie had built a large shelter, logs and
thatched roof that shed rain, and he had dry wood, and there were fish and
birds hanging under the shelter. A pot of stew bubbled on the fire.
"Harv! I knew you'd get here. Been
waiting," Gordie said.
Harvey looked puzzled. "How did you
expect me to find you?"
"Hell, this is the jump‑off
place, isn't it? Where we always parked."
There wasn't enough light to be sure, but
the place didn't look any different from any other clearing near the road, and
Harvey knew he'd never have recognized it. "I'd have gone right
past—"
"You'd have come back when you got
to the lodge," Gordie said. "What's left of the lodge."
There were a dozen under the shelter.
They were mostly in pairs, sleeping bags zipped together.
Boys and girls. One of each, in pairs.
Boy Scouts and . . .
"Girl Scouts?" Harvey asked.
Gordie nodded. "I'll tell you about
it later. We had some trouble up here last week. It's okay now. You . . . you
met Janie, didn't you?"
"The girl with Andy?" Harvey
looked around. Andy wasn't there any longer. He'd led Harvey and Mark to the
shelter, and he'd left without saying a word.
"Sure. Janie Somers. She and Andy .
. ." Gordie shrugged.
"I see," Harvey said, but he
didn't see. Andy was a boy, a child....
At fourteen a Roman boy was given a sword
and shield and enrolled in a legion, and could legally become head of a
household, a property owner. But that was Rome and this is...
This is the world after Hammerfall. And
Andy has a family and he's an adult.
The other children—weren't children. They
were watching Harvey very closely. Not the way children watch an adult.
Suspicion, maybe. But neither anger nor respect nor . .. They were children
who'd grown up a lot.
And there was a girl in Gordie's sleeping
bag. She couldn't have been more than sixteen.
It was dry and warm. Harvey's clothes
hung near the fire, and he sat in Gordie's sleeping bag, the bag's luxurious
dryness wrapped around him, his feet and legs dry for the first time in days.
The tea was bark, not real tea, but it
tasted good, and so had the bowl of stew Gordie served earlier. Mark slept, a smile
on his face, very near to the campfire. The others were asleep too, or acted as
if they were. Andy and Janie, clinging to each other in their sleeping bag,
nestled together; others, Gordie's boy Bert with another girl. And Stacey, the
girl Gordie slept with, was curled against Gordie's knees, dozing a little.
Old home week in the deep woods.
"Yeah, it got rough at first,"
Gordie was saying. "I took the crew back to Soda Springs after we saw the
Hammer fall. We rode out the rain and the hurricanes there. Fourth day we
started back this way. Hiked four days. When we got here, there were some
bikers. They'd found the girls camping up here. Took over."
"Took over. You mean—"
"Christ, Harvey, you know what I
mean. They'd raped one of the kids to death, and the lady who'd brought the
kids up got herself killed trying to fight them."
"Jesus," Harvey said.
"Gordie, you didn't have any guns—"
"Had a twenty‑two
pistol," Gordie said. "Just in case. But it didn't figure in what
happened."
This was a new Gordie. Harvey wasn't sure
how, because he made the same jokes, and in some ways he was a lot like the
Gordie Vance Harvey had known, but he wasn't, not really. He wasn't a man you
could imagine as a banker, to begin with. He seemed to belong up here, with a
two‑week beard, and no gut but not hungry. Comfortable and dry and very
much in charge and at ease . . .
"They were stupid," Gordie was
saying. "Didn't want to be wet. They'd rigged some tents up, store‑bought
tents, along with their camper. We've still got their gear. Used some of it
putting this shelter together." He waved to indicate the logs‑and‑boulder
structure, a shed roof with walls and fire pit. "They were all inside,
even the ones they thought were on guard. So we knocked them in the head."
"Just like that?"
"Just like that," Gordie said.
"Then we cut their throats. Andy killed two."
Gordie let that sink in for awhile.
Harvey sat, motionless, then deliberately looked across the fire to where his
son lay sleeping with his . . . his woman. A woman he'd won by conquest,
rescued . . .
"And after that the girls just
hopped into bed with you?" Harvey demanded.
"Ask them. You see how it is,"
Gordie said. "We didn't rape anybody, if that's what you mean."
"Only technically," Harvey
said. He wished he hadn't said it, but the words were out.
Gordie wasn't angry. He laughed.
"Statutory rape. Who's to enforce that? Who cares, Harvey?"
"I don't know. The Senator might.
Gordie, Marie came with me. She's at the Senator's ranch—"
"Marie? I figured she'd be
dead," Gordie said. "She really came looking for Bert, of course. She
wouldn't have cared about me."
Harvey didn't say anything. It was true
enough.
"She doesn't really care about Bert
either," Gordie was saying.
"Bullshit. She's like a tigress. It
was all we could do to keep her from coming up with Mark and me."
"Yeah? Maybe. When she knows he's
safe, she won't care." Gordie stared into the fire. "So what happens
now?"
"We take you back with us—"
"So the Senator can look at me funny
and maybe try enforcing statutory rape laws? So he can split Andy away from his
girl?"
"It won't be that way."
"Yeah? Get some sleep, Harv. I'll go
change the guard. My turn on watch."
"I'll take—"
"No."
"But—"
"Don't make me say it, Harvey. Just
get some sleep." Harvey nodded and stretched out in the sleeping bag.
Don't make him say it. Don't make him say I'm not one of them, they wouldn't trust
me to be on guard for them...
Breakfast
was fried fish and several vegetables that Harvey didn't recognize. It was
good. Harvey was just finishin' when Gordie came over and sat next to him.
"We've talked it over, Harv. We're
not going back with you."
"None of you?" Harvey demanded.
"That's right. We're staying
together."
"Gordie, you're crazy. It's going to
get cold up here. It'll be snowing in a couple of weeks—"
"We'll make out," Gordie said.
"Andy!" Harvey called.
"Yes, sir?"
"You're coming with me."
"No, sir." Andy wasn't arguing.
He wasn't demanding. He was just saying what would happen. He got up and walked
out into the rain. Janie followed closely. She had still not spoken a word to
Harvey Randall since she had challenged him on the trail.
"You could stay with us,"
Gordie said.
"I'd like that. I'd like it better
if Andy asked me," Harvey said.
"What do you expect?" Gordie
asked. "Look, you made your choice. You stayed in the city. You had a job,
and you stayed for it and sent Andy up into the hills—"
"Where he'd be safer"
"And alone."
"He wasn't alone," Harvey
insisted. "He—"
"Don't tell me," Gordie said.
"Argue with Andy. Look, we put it to a vote this morning. Nobody objected.
You can stay with us."
"That's silly. What's up here?"
"What's down there?"
"Safety."
Gordie shrugged. "What's that worth?
Look, man." Gordie wasn't quite pleading, because he had nothing to plead.
He was straining to make Harvey understand, knowing that Harvey never would.
And Gordie didn't really care, except that he owed this much to his friend.
"Look, Harv. If he goes with you, he's a kid again. Up here he's second in
command—"
"Of what?"
"Of whatever we are. He's a man up
here, Harv. He wouldn't be, down there. I saw the way you looked at him and
Janie. They're still children to you. Down there you'd make them into children
again. You'd make them feel like kids, useless. Well, up here Andy knows he's not
useless. We all depend on him. Up here he's doing something important, he's not
just a cog in a survival machine."
"Survival machine." Yeah,
Harvey thought. That's what we've got at the Senator's Stronghold. A survival
machine and a damned good one. "At least it's a pretty good chance at
survival."
"Sure," Gordie said.
"Think about it, Harvey. The world ends. Hammerfall. Shouldn't things be
different after that?"
"Things are different. Lord God, how
different do you want? We just took four kids and strung them up in front of
City Hall. We're busting our balls to stay alive through winter, and it's a
chancy thing, but we'll make it—"
"And what would we do down
there?" Gordie asked.
Harvey thought that one over. He wasn't sure.
He didn't know if Hardy would let that many into the Stronghold. A troop of Boy
Scouts, yes; but this warrior band? Maybe they belonged up here: a new breed of
mountain dwellers. "Dammit, that's my son, and he's coming with me."
"No, he's not, Harv. He's not your
anything. He's his own man, and you haven't got any way to make him come with
you. We're not going back, Harv. None of us. But you can stay."
"Stay and be what?"
"Whatever you like."
The offer wasn't even tempting. What would
he do up here? And who would he be? Harvey got up and lifted his pack.
"No. Mark?"
"Yeah, Boss."
"You coming or staying?"
Mark had been unnaturally quiet since
they arrived. "Going back, Harv. Joanna's down there, and I don't think
she'd care much for this. Me neither. It can get pretty old, camping out all
the time. You?"
"Let's go," Harvey said. He
looked around sadly. There wasn't anything up here that belonged to Harvey
Randall.
The
tsunamis have done their work. Around the shores of the Atlantic there is no
trace of the works of man. The very shorelines have been changed. The Gulf of
Mexico is a third larger than before; Florida is a chain of islands, Chesapeake
Bay has become a gulf. Deep bays indent the western coast of Africa.
On land the craters no longer glow
visibly but they continue to change the weather. Volcanoes pour out lava and
smoke. Hurricanes lash the seas.
Rain falls everywhere. The work of the
Hammer is not yet completed.
Fourth
Week: The Wanderers
There is one fact that will bring notable
relief to many survivors: the grim problems facing them will at least be
completely different from those that have been tormenting them in past years.
The problems of an advanced civilization will be replaced by those proper to a
primitive civilization, and it is probable that a majority of survivors may be
made up of people particularly adapted to passing quickly from a sophisticated
to a primitive type of existence....
Roberto Vacca, The Coming Dark Age
The
woods were lovely, dark and deep, but they dripped. Dan Forrester sighed for a
warm, dry world now lost, and he kept moving. His five layers of clothing ran
water in pulses as he moved. It was no drier under the trees. It was no wetter,
either, and not much darker; and here the infrequent snow flurries never got
through. Dan did not really expect to live long enough to see the Sun again.
As he walked he munched on a bit of not‑quite‑spoiled
fish. One of his books had told how to tease fish from deep holes in streams,
and to Dan's surprise it had worked. So had the snares he painstakingly set for
rabbits. He had never had enough to eat since leaving Tujunga, but he hadn't
starved, and that, he reflected, was something to set him apart from a lot of
others.
Four weeks since Hammerfall. Four weeks
of moving steadily northward. He had lost his car hours after leaving his home.
Two men and their women and children had simply taken it away from him. They
had left him his backpack and much of his equipment, because in the first days
after Hammerfall people hadn't known just how bad things were going to be, or
maybe they were just decent people whose need was greater than his. They'd said
that, anyway. It hardly mattered.
Now, leaner and—he had to admit to himself—healthier than he'd ever been
(except for his feet, which had blisters that wouldn't heal; diabetes
interferes with circulation, which was why he could only make a few miles a
day), Dan Forrester, Ph.D., astronomer without sight of stars or employer or
possibility of employment, hiked on because there wasn't anything else to do.
The winds were no longer ferocious,
except during hurricanes, and those were less frequent. The rain had settled to
a steady pattering, or a drizzle, or, sometimes, blessedly, no rain at all. The
rain had also turned cool, and sometimes there were snow flurries. Snow in July
at four thousand feet elevation. That was much sooner than Dan had expected.
The cloud cover over Earth was reflecting back a lot of sunlight, and Earth was
cooling. Dan could imagine the beginnings of glaciers in the north. Now they
were no more than mountainsides and high valleys covered lightly with snow; but
it was snow that would never melt in his lifetime.
After awhile he rested, leaning against a
tree, backpack caught on the rough bark so that he was not quite sitting. It
took weight off his feet, and it was easier than taking off his pack and
lifting it onto his back again. Four weeks, and the beginnings of snow. It
would be a very hard winter....
"Don't move."
"Right," said Dan. Where had
the voice come from? He moved only his eyes. Dan was used to thinking of
himself as harmless, in appearance and in reality, but he was thinner now, and his
beard was scraggly, and no one looked harmless in this world of fear. A man in
an Army uniform stepped from behind a tree. The rifle in his hands looked
light; the hole in the end looked as big as Death.
The man's eyes flickered left and right.
"You alone? You armed? Got any food?"
"Yes, and no, and not much."
"Don't smart‑mouth me. Spill
your pack." Behind that gun was a very nervous fellow, a man who kept
trying to see through the back of his head. His skin was very pale.
Surprisingly, the man had almost no beard, only stubble. He had shaved in the
past week. Why? Dan wondered.
Dan opened his hip belt and shrugged out
of the pack. He upended it. The Army man watched as he opened zippered pockets.
"Insulin," he said, laying out the medical packet. "I'm a
diabetic. I carry two," and he set out the other, and the wrapped book
beside them.
"Open it," the man said,
meaning the book. Dan did.
"Where is your food?"
Dan opened a Ziploc plastic bag. The
smell was terrible. He handed the fish to the man. "Nothing to preserve it
with," Dan said. "I'm sorry. But I think it's edible, if you don't
wait too long."
The man wolfed down the handful of
stinking raw fish as if he hadn't eaten in a week. "What else?" he
demanded.
"Chocolate," Dan said. His
voice was full of resignation. It was the last chocolate in the world, and Dan
had saved it for days, waiting for something to celebrate. He watched the
uniformed man eat it—no ceremony, not savoring it, just eating.
"Open those." The man pointed
to the cooking pots. Dan took the lid off the largest; there was another pot
inside it, and a small stove inside that. "No gasoline for the
stove," Dan said. "Don't know why I go on carrying it, but I do. The
pots aren't much use without something to cook." Dan tried not to look at
the pieces of thin copper wire that had spilled from the pack. Snare wire.
Without it Dan Forrester would probably starve.
"I'll have one of your pots,"
the man said.
"Sure. Big or little?"
"Big."
"Here."
"Thanks." The man seemed more
relaxed now, although his eyes still darted about and he jumped at slight
noises. "Where were you when it all . . . ?" The man gestured
vaguely.
"Jet Propulsion Laboratories.
Pasadena. I saw it all. We had live TV pictures from the Hammerlab
satellite."
"All. What does that mean?"
"There were a lot of strikes. Mostly
east of here, Europe the Atlantic, but some close, some south of us. So I drove
north until I lost my car. Do you know if the San Joaquin Nuclear Plant is
working?"
"No. There's an ocean where the San
Joaquin Valley used to be."
"What about Sacramento?"
"Don't know." The man seemed
indecisive, but his rifle still looked Dan steadily in the eye. An ounce of
pressure and Dan Forrester would not exist. Dan was surprised to learn just how
much he cared, just how much he wanted to live, even though he knew he had no
real chance, if he lived until winter he'd die then. He estimated that many
more than half those who lived until winter would not see the spring.
"We were on a training run,"
the man said. "Army. When the trucks went into a ditch, some of us shot
the officer and went into business for ourselves. Way Gillings told it, that
would be a good idea. I went along. I mean, it was all dead anyway, you
know?" The man poured out words in a rush. He needed to justify himself
before he killed Dan Forrester. "But then we had to walk and walk and walk
and we couldn't find any food, and—" The words cut off, suddenly, with a
dark shadow of hate that crossed the soldier's face. Then, "I wish you had
more food. I'm taking your jacket."
"Just like that?"
"Take it off. We didn't have rain
gear."
"You're too big. It won't fit,"
Dan said.
"I'll tough it out somehow."
The bandit was shivering, and of course he was as wet as Dan himself. He wasn't
carrying much fat for insulation, either.
"It's just a windbreaker. Not
waterproof."
"A windbreaker is fine. I can take
it off you, you know."
Sure, with a hole in it. Or maybe not. A
head shot doesn't put holes in jackets. Dan took off the jacket. He was about
to throw it to the bandit when he thought of something. "Watch," he
said. He stuffed the hood into the narrow pocket in the collar and zipped it
up. Then he turned the big pocket inside out and stuffed the entire jacket into
it. The package was now the size of two fists. Dan zipped it closed and tossed
it.
"Huh," said the bandit.
"Do you know what you're
stealing?" Dan's bitter sense of loss went deeper than his common sense.
"They can't make the materials anymore. They can't make the machines to
shape it. There was a company in New Jersey, and it made that jacket in five
sizes and sold it so cheap you could toss one in your car trunk and forget it
for ten years. You didn't even have to go looking for it. The company hunted
you down and sent you thick packets of advertisements. How long will it be
before anyone can do that again?"
The man nodded. He began backing into the
trees, but stopped. "Don't go west," he said. "We killed a man
and a woman and ate them. We. I didn't want anyone else to see how I felt. Next
chance I got, I went off on my own. So don't cry real tears over this jacket.
Just be glad there ain't no dry wood around." The bandit laughed a funny,
painful laugh, turned, and ran.
Dan shook his head. Cannibalism, so soon?
But he still had the net undershirt and the T‑shirt and a long‑sleeved
flannel shirt and the sweater. He'd been lucky, and he knew it. Presently he
began putting the pack back together. He still had his snare wire, more
precious than the jacket. A few feet of thin, strong wire, a spool of strong
monofilament —life itself, for a little while. He put on his pack.
Don't go west. The San Joaquin Nuclear
Project was west, but the San Joaquin was filled with water. The plant couldn't
have survived that, and besides, it wasn't finished. That left Sacramento. Dan
called up a mental picture of California. He was in the hills that formed the
eastern boundary of the flooded central valley. He'd intended to work his way
down to lower ground, where the going wouldn't be so rough.
But the low ground was to the west. The
cannibals were between him and the spreading lake that the San Joaquin had
become. Best to go north and stay in the foothills. Dan didn't expect to live,
but he had a violent antipathy to helping the cannibals.
Sergeant
Hooker watched the sky as he marched.
The wind acted like a horde of catnip‑maddened
kittens. It slashed playfully under helmet rims, plucked at sleeves and pant
legs, died for an instant, then whipped dust in the eye from a wholly different
direction. The clouds, black and pregnant in the underbelly, shifted uneasily,
promising violence. It hadn't rained in hours. Even by post‑Hammerfall
standards, this weather could do anything.
The doctor marched in sullen silence,
pushing himself to keep up. He didn't have strength left over to run. At least
Hooker didn't have that worry. But he worried about the grumbling behind him.
No words reached him, only the flavor of complaint and anger.
He thought: We wouldn't eat each other,
of course. There are limits. We don't even eat our dead. Yet. Should I have
pushed that? There were complaints. I may have to shoot Gillings.
He probably would have shot Gillings
there at first, when he came back and found Captain Hora dead and Gillings in
charge, but he hadn't had any ammunition then, and the way Gillings told it
they'd set up in business for themselves, they'd be fucking kings now that the
Hammer had finished civilization.
That was funny, but Sergeant Hooker
wasn't laughing. In random anger he told the doctor, "If we have to stop
again, they'll eat you." His own belly rumbled.
"I know. I told you why you get
sick," said the doctor. He was short and harmless‑looking, half
chipmunk, the resemblance accented by a brush of mustache under his forward‑thrusting
nose. He was sticking close to Hooker, which was sensible.
"You eat steak rare," he said.
"There aren't too many diseases you can catch from a steer. You eat pork
well done, because pigs carry some diseases men catch too. Parasites and
such." He paused for breath, and to see if Hooker would backhand him to
shut up, but Hooker didn't. "But you can catch anything from a man, except
maybe sickle‑cell anemia. You've lost fifteen men since you turned
cannibal—"
"Eight got shot. You saw it."
"They were too sick to run."
"Hell, they were the recruits.
Didn't know what they were doing."
The doctor didn't say anything for awhile. They trudged on, no
sound but panting as they climbed the damp hillside. Eight men shot, four of
them recruits. But seven of the Army men had died too, and not from bullets.
"We've all been sick," the doctor said. "We're sick now."
His thoughts made him gag. "God, I wish I hadn't—"
"You was just as hungry as us. What
if you was too weak to walk?" Hooker wondered why he bothered; the
doctor's feelings were nothing to him. Vindictively he hugged his secret to
him: When they found a place to settle, then they could lame the doctor, like
the cavemen lamed their blacksmiths to keep them from running away. But the
need hadn't come yet.
Somewhere. Somewhere there had to be a
place, small enough to defend, big enough to support Hooker's company. A farm
community, with enough people in it to work the land, and enough land to feed
everybody. The company could set up there. Good troops had to be worth
something. That goddam Gillings! The way he told it they could just walk in and
take over. It hadn't worked out that way.
Too hungry. Too damn many miles coming
out of the hills and all the stores looted, all the people run off or
barricaded up so even the bazookas and the recoilless wouldn't make it sure....
Hooker wanted to think about something else. If they'd fought
earlier it would have been all right; but no, he let himself get talked out of
that, talked into moving on to look for a better place, and by the time they
got to it...
"If you've got to eat human meat . .
." The doctor couldn't leave it alone. He had to talk about it. His face
wrinkled and he fought nausea. Hooker hoped it was just in the doctor's head.
"If you've got to eat human meat,
the ones you want are the healthy ones, the ones who run the fastest and shoot
back the best. The ones you can catch are the sick ones. The meat makes you
sick, too. Better you eat diseased cattle than sick men—"
"Shut up, pussy doctor. You know why
they died. They died because you're not a real doctor at all, you're only a
pussy doctor."
"Sure. First time you catch a real
doctor, I'm for the pot."
"Stick close to me if you want to
live that long."
Cowles had been a gynecologist before
Hammerfall. He had left a commercial hunting lodge and driven downslope in the
endless rain, and stopped at the border of the new sea that covered the San
Joaquin Valley. Hooker's band had found him there, sitting on the fender of his
car in the pouring rain, slack‑jawed and fresh out of ideas. If Cowles
had not had just enough sense to name his profession, he would have joined the
stewpot then.
He had protested at being conscripted
into the army, until Hooker told him the true situation.
He was docile enough now. There had been
no more mumbling about the rights of the citizen. Hooker didn't doubt that he
did the best he could to save lives. And he marched as fast as the slowest of
them—with the stewpot following behind, carried by three men who were still healthy.
Gillings was one of them. It gave Hooker an extra measure of safety: Gillings
would have to drop the stewpot before he shot Hooker in the back.
Hooker didn't want to shoot anyone.
They'd already lost too many men, to disease, to desertion, to the guns in the
valley behind them. Who'd have thought those farmers could put up such a good
fight? Against a military outfit with modern weapons?
Only it wasn't a very good military
outfit, and they didn't have much ammunition, and they hadn't been very smart
about anything. No time to train the recruits. No real discipline among the
troops. Everybody edgy, wondering if a real Army patrol was out looking for
them, or even a bunch of civilian cops.
There wasn't any turning back, though,
not now. And they couldn't march faster than the news. What they needed was
more recruits, only they couldn't do much recruiting until they had plenty to
eat. Economics could be a terrible enemy. To kill a man for the pot, and gather
the fuel and water to make him meat, required a given amount of effort. If the
company's numbers dropped too low, the meat would spoil before it could be
eaten. Waste of effort, waste of . . . murder.
It was small wonder that Hooker felt he
was pursued by furies. Nothing had worked right since Hammerfall Day, and that
was weeks ago. He'd forgotten exactly how many days, but two troopers kept an
independent record, crossing off days on pocket calendar cards; if Sergeant
Hooker needed to know precisely he could find out.
He'd learned to delegate other
responsibilities too. He had to. As a sergeant he'd done the detail work; now
that he was effectively the commanding officer he couldn't. He didn't think too
much about how good an officer he was. There wasn't anybody else to do it.
Left. Right. Away from that valley, back south again, where they
might find some place to stop, new recruits, something to eat besides . . .
He studied the clouds and wondered if
they were really moving in a counterclockwise whirlpool. The only cover in
sight was a house ahead and downslope. He ought to send scouts now. Shelter
might be needed. He hoped it was abandoned. And maybe there'd be some canned
goods inside. Not bloody likely. "Bascomb! Flash! Cover that farmhouse.
See if anybody's home. If there is, get 'em talking, not shooting."
"Right, Sarge." Two troopers,
two of the healthy ones, broke from the formation and ran down the hill.
"Talk them to death?" the
doctor asked.
"I need recruits, pussy doctor. And
we have some stewed meat left, enough to last another day...." Hooker
spoke absently. He was still watching Bascomb and Flash as they moved toward
the farmhouse, and that weather worried him. It was only just past noon, but
the clouds did seem to be moving in a bathtub whirlpool pattern....
Something bright showed in the clouds. It
couldn't be sunlight breaking through. It was only a ruddy pinpoint, moving
very fast, almost parallel to the clouds, dipping in and out of their dark
underbellies. Hooker cried, "Noooo . . ."
Doctor Cowles edged away, suspecting
madness.
"No," Hooker said softly,
"no, no, no. We can't take it. Enough is enough, don't you understand? It
has to stop now," Hooker explained, his eyes on the falling bright point.
He couldn't take it, nobody could take it, if the Hammer should fall again.
His prayer was answered, weirdly, as a
parachute bloomed behind the meteorite. Hooker stared, not understanding.
"It's a spacecraft," Cowles
said. "I'll be damned. Hooker, it's a spacecraft. Must be from Hammerlab.
Hooker, are you all right?"
"Shut up." Hooker watched the
descending parachute.
Gillings bellowed from behind him.
"Hey, Sergeant, what does an astronaut taste like? Like turkey?"
"We'll never know," Hooker
called, and it was good that his voice was under control; good that only Cowles
had seen his face. Cowles wouldn't talk. "They're coming down in the
valley. Right where those farmers shot the shit out of us yesterday."
Falling
east, blind. Clouds shone fiercely bright beneath the meteorite Soyuz. Here and
there were whirlpool patterns, hurricane patterns. North of their path there
had been a towering spike of cloud, a mother of hurricanes spinning off little
ones, above the hot water that must still cover the Pacific strike. The small
window shook with the Soyuz's vibration, and Johnny Baker's eyes vibrated in a
different pattern. The Soyuz dipped low, dipped in and out of the cloud deck,
and in, and the view went from gray‑white gradually to gray‑dark.
"Could be anything down there,"
he reported.
Falling more steeply now. Out of the
clouds, but it was still dark below. Land, sea, swamp? It didn't matter. They
were committed. The Soyuz had no fuel, no power, no way to maneuver. They'd
stayed up as long as they could, until they were down to their last few pounds
of oxygen, the last of their rations; until Hammerlab, with its low electrical
power because of the sandblasted solar cells, was almost intolerably hot; until
they couldn't stay in orbit any longer, and had to return to a blasted Earth.
It had seemed appropriate to make
mankind's last space flight last as long as possible. Maybe they'd done some
good. They'd been able to pinpoint the strikes and broadcast their locations.
They'd seen the rockets rise and fall and the atomic blasts, and that was all
over now. The Sino‑Russian war went on and on and might last forever, but
it wasn't fought with atomic weapons any longer. They'd seen it all and
broadcast what they saw, and somebody heard them. There'd been an
acknowledgment from Pretoria, and another from New Zealand, and almost five
minutes of conversation with NORAD and Colorado Springs. Not a lot to show for
four weeks in orbit past Hammerfall, but they'd have stayed if there'd been
nothing. The last of the space travelers.
"Parachute opening," Pieter
said from behind him. Innocuous words, but something in the tone made Johnny
brace himself. It was just as well.
"Rough ride," Rick said from
behind his other ear. "Maybe because we're overloaded."
"No, it's always like this,"
Leonilla said. "Are your Apollos more comfortable?"
"I never came down in one,"
Rick answered. "It must be easier on the nerves. We wear pressure
suits."
"Here there is no room," Pieter
said. "I have told you, we made the design different after that trouble
that killed three kosmonauts. We have had no leaks, da?"
"Da."
The view was clearing, and coming up
fast. "I think we are too far south," Pieter said. "The winds
were not predictable."
"So long as we get down,"
Johnny Baker said. He looked down at the solid sheet of water below. "Can
we all swim?"
Leonilla chuckled. "Can we all wade?
The water doesn't look deep. In fact . . ." She stared down at the scene
below while the others waited. She was in the chair beside Johnny; Pieter and
Rick were in the cramped space behind them. "In fact, we are moving
inland. East. I see three—no, four people running from a house."
"Two hundred meters," Johnny
Baker said. "Get set. We're coming in. One hundred . . . fifty . . .
twenty‑five . . ."
Splot! The overburdened Soyuz landed
hard. That felt like land. Johnny sighed and let muscles go limp one by one. No
more vibration, scream of air, fear of explosive decompression or death by
drowning. They were down.
They were all soaked in sweat. It had
been a hot ride. "Everybody okay?" Johnny asked.
"Rojj."
"Yes, thank you."
"Let's get the hell out," Rick
said.
Johnny didn't see the hurry; but Rick and
Pieter must be hellishly cramped back there. Rick had suggested the arrangement
himself, but that wouldn't make it more comfortable. Johnny fumbled with the
unfamiliar locks. They wouldn't work until he cursed them; then the latch
popped open.
"Oops."
"What is it?" Rick asked.
Leonilla craned to look past him.
"Curtain time," said Johnny. He
stood in the hatch and smiled brilliantly into a crowd that bristled with
shotguns and rifles. More than a dozen men faced him, and no women. He wasn't counting,
but he saw half a dozen shotguns and a lot of rifles and revolvers, and
Jesus!—two Army submachine guns.
He raised his hands. It wasn't easy to
keep them high and still scramble out of the capsule. What were they all so
damned nervous about? He moved, rotated, so they could see the U.S. flag on his
shoulder. "Don't shoot, I'm a hero."
They were not a prepossessing lot. They
were half‑drowned rats in farm clothes much the worse for total disaster,
and their faces were as grim as their guns. There were a couple of bloody
bandages in evidence, too. Johnny had a sudden wild impulse to speak in pidgin
talk: Me‑fella big astronaut, come from same country belong you‑fella.
He controlled it.
One spoke from the semicircle. He was
white‑haired and stout—though not as stout as his coveralls; they had all
shrunk within their clothes. But his arms were as thick as a wrestler's. The
lightweight machine gun looked fragile in his big hands. "Tell us, Hero,
how you come to be in a commie airplane."
"Spaceship. We're from Hammerlab. You know about
Hammerlab?" (Head belong you‑fella him savvy big rocket go up up up
in sky long‑time not come down?) "Hammerlab was the joint Apollo‑Soyuz
mission in space. We went up to study the comet."
"We know."
"Okay, the Apollo got a hole poked
through it. We think it got hit by a snowflake moving at God's own speed. We
had to beg a ride home with the Soviets. In their spaceship. I'm—"
"Johnny Baker! I know him, that's
Johnny Baker." The voice belonged to a man: thin, limp black hair, slender
fingers wrapped around an enormous shotgun. "Hey!"
"Pleased to meet you," said
Johnny, and he was. "Would it hurt if I put my hands down?"
"Go ahead," said the white‑haired
spokesman. He was obviously the man in charge, partly by tradition, partly
because of bull strength. The submachine gun didn't hurt his leadership
credentials. It hadn't moved, aimed not quite at Johnny. "Who else is in
there?"
"The other astronauts. Two Soviets
and another American. It's crowded in there. They'd like to come out, if . . .
well, if you people can stay calm about it."
"Nobody excited here," the
spokesman said. "Bring out your friends. I got some questions for them.
Like why did the commies come down here?"
"Where could we go? Only one spaceship for the four of us.
Leonilla?"
She stepped out, smiling, her hands
slightly raised. Johnny announced, "Leonilla Malik. The first woman in
space." It wasn't strictly true, but it sounded good.
The hard stares softened. The white‑haired
man lowered his weapon. "I'm Deke Wilson," he said. "Come on
out, miss. Or is it comrade?"
"Whatever you choose," she
said. She scrambled down from the open hatchway and stood blinking at the
reflected light off the sheet of water two hundred yards to the west. "My
first visit to America. Or outside the Soviet Union. They wouldn't let me out
before."
"Others coming," Johnny said.
"Pieter . . ."
Brigadier General Jakov was not smiling.
His hands were high and his back was straight, the hammer‑and‑sickle
and CCCP prominent on his shoulder. The farmers were looking wary again.
"General Pieter Jakov," Johnny announced, making the pronunciation
very Russian in the hope that nobody would get smart‑mouthed about the
name. "There's one more. Rick . . ."
A couple of the farmers were giving their
friends knowing looks.
Rick emerged, also smiling, making
certain that the U.S. flag showed.
"Colonel Rick Delanty, U.S. Air
Force," Johnny said.
The farmers were relaxing. A little.
"First black man in space,"
Rick said. "And the last, for about a thousand years." He paused.
"We're all the last."
"For awhile. Maybe not that
long," Deke Wilson said. He slipped the submachine gun back on its
shoulder strap so that it pointed to the sky There was a subtle change in the
way the others held their weapons. Now they were a group of farmers who
happened to be carrying guns.
One of the men flashed a mischievous
grin. "They made you ride in back?"
"Well, it was the only bus out
there," Rick said.
There were laughs. "Derek, take your
boys and get back to the roadblock," Wilson said. He turned back to Baker.
"We're a little nervous here," he said. "Some Army mutineers
running around the area. Killed an Armenian chap down the road and ate him. Ate
him. One of the kids got to us, we had some warning. Ambushed the sons of . . .
we ambushed them. But there's still a lot of them left. And others, city
people, people with rabies . . ."
"It is that bad?" Leonilla
said. "That bad so quickly?"
"Maybe we shouldn't have come
down," Rick said.
"There are vital records in the
spacecraft." Pieter Jakov laid a hand possessively on the Soyuz.
"They must be preserved. Is there anyplace they can be studied? Any
scientists or universities near here?"
The farmers laughed. "Universities?
General Baker, look around you. Take a good look," Deke Wilson said.
John Baker stared at the desolation
surrounding him. To the east were rain‑drenched hills, some green, most
barren. All the low areas were filled with water. The highway that ran north
and east looked more like a series of concrete islands than a road.
To the west was a vast inland sea, lapped
with waves a foot high, dotted with small brown hills that had become islands.
Treetops rose from the water in regular arrays where an orchard was not quite
submerged. A few boats moved across this sea. The water was muddy, dark and
dangerous, and it stank with dead things. Cattle, and . . .
The remains of a rag doll bobbed gently
with the waves. It floated about thirty yards offshore. Not far from it,
perhaps somehow attached to it, were wisps of blonde hair and checkered cloth,
not recognizable as the remains of anything human. Deke Wilson followed Baker's
look, then turned away toward the farmhouse standing on the hill above the sea.
"Nothing we can do," he said. His voice was bitter. "We could
spend all our time burying them. All of it. And we'd still not get it
done."
It was then that the full horror of
Hammerfall struck Johnny Baker. "It doesn't go clean," he said.
Wilson frowned a question.
"It isn't just Bang! and it's over,
civilization's fallen and we have to rebuild it. There's the aftermath, and
that's worse than the comet—"
"Damn right," Wilson said.
"You're goddam lucky, Baker. You missed the worst of it."
"There is no central
government?" Pieter Jakov asked.
"You're looking at it," Wilson
said. "Bill Appleby there's a deputy sheriff, but it's nothing special. We
haven't heard from Sacramento since Hammerfall."
"But surely someone is organizing,
is trying," Leonilla said.
"Yeah. There's the Senator's
people," Wilson said.
"Senator?" John Baker kept his face
from showing emotion. He turned away from the terrible inland sea, toward the
hills to the east.
"Senator Arthur Jellison," Deke
Wilson said.
"You sound like you don't like him
much," Rick Delanty said.
"Not exactly. Can't blame him, but I
don't have to like him."
"What's he done?" Baker asked.
"He's organized," Wilson said.
"That valley of his"— Wilson pointed north and east, toward the
foothills of the High Sierra—"is ringed with hills. They've got patrols,
border guards, and they don't let anybody in without their say‑so. You
want help, they'll send it, but the price is damned high. Feed their troops,
and send back more food, oil, ammunition, fertilizer, all the things you can't
get now."
"If you have oil, I'd think you'd be
in good shape," Rick Delanty said.
Wilson waved expansively. "How do we
hold onto this place? No borders. No rock piles to make into fortresses. No
time to build. No way to keep refugees from coming in and looting what we
haven't got to yet. You want to lock that thing up? I'd rather not have this
many people standing around. There's work to do. Always work to do."
"Yes. The records should be
safe." Pieter climbed onto the Soyuz and closed the hatch.
"No electricity," Johnny Baker
said. "What about nuclear plants? The one near Sacramento?"
Wilson shrugged. "Sacto used to be
about twenty‑five feet above sea level. Things got shifted in the quakes.
That plant could be underwater. Maybe not. I just don't know. There's better
than two hundred and fifty miles of swamp and lake between here and there, and
most of the valley's under deep water. Got that locked up? Let's go."
They walked up the hill toward the
farmhouse. When they got closer, Baker saw the sandbags and foxholes dug in around
the buildings. Women and children worked to add to the fortifications.
Wilson looked thoughtful. "General,
you ought to be doing something better than digging foxholes, but I don't know
what it would be."
Johnny Baker didn't say anything. He was
overwhelmed by what he'd seen and learned. There was no civilization here at
all, only desperate farmers trying to hold a few acres of ground.
"We can work," Rick Delanty
said.
"You'll have to," Wilson said.
"Look, in a few weeks we'll hear from the Senator. I'll give word that
you're here. Maybe he'll want you. Maybe he'll want you bad enough to think he
owes us for sending you. I could use him owing us."
Fourth Week: The Prophet
Of all states that is the worst whose rulers
no longer enjoy an authority sufficiently extensive for everyone to obey them
with good grace, but in which their authority over a part of their subjects is
sufficiently large to enable them to constrain others.
Bertrand de Jouvenal, Sovereignty
There
had been a crazy world. It was vivid in Alim Nassor's memory. Once the honkies
had poured bread into the ghettos, bribes to stop riots, and Alim had taken his
share. Not just money; there was power, and Alim was known in City Hall, was
headed for something bigger.
Then a black Tom was Mayor, and the money
stopped, the power vanished. Alim couldn't stand that. Without money and the
symbols you could buy with it, you were nothing, less than the pimps and the
pushers and the other garbage that made their living out of the ghettos. He'd
lost his power and had to have it back, but then he was caught ripping off a
store, and the only way to get off was to pay a bondsman and a lawyer, both
honkies. They got him out on bail, and then to pay them he had to rip off
another store. Crazy!
Then hundreds of the richest honkies had
run for the hills. Doom was coming from the sky! Alim and his brothers had been
set to make themselves rich forever. They'd been rich, they'd had truckloads of
what the fences paid money for, and then . . .
Crazy, crazy. Alim Nassor remembered, but
it was like a dope dream, the time before the Hammer. He'd done his best to
protect the brothers who would listen to him. Four of the six burglary teams
had made it through the rain and the quakes and the refugees, all those people!
But they'd made it to the cabin near Grapevine. The engine in one of the trucks
had a death rattle. They'd stripped it and siphoned off the gas and ditched it.
They'd dumped all that electrical stuff, too: TVs, hi‑fi's, radios, the
small computer. But they'd kept the telescope and binoculars.
And they'd been all right for awhile.
There was a ranch not far from the cabin, and there'd been cattle and some
other food, enough to last two dozen brothers a long time. They hadn't even had
to fight for it. The rancher was dead under his collapsed roof, leg broken, and
he'd starved or bled to death. But then a lot of honkies with guns came and
took it away, and eighteen brothers in three trucks had to take off into a
howling rain.
Then things really went to hell. Nothing
to eat, no place to go. Nobody wanted blacks. What were they supposed to do,
starve?
Alim Nassor sat cross‑legged in the
rain, half dozing, remembering. There had been a crazy world, with laws drawn
up by gibbering idiots, and unbelievable luxuries: hot coffee, steak dinners,
dry towels. Alim wore a coat that fit him perfectly: a woman's mink coat, as
wet as any sponge. None of the brothers had anything to say about that. Once
again, Alim Nassor had power.
There were feet in his field of view:
stolen boots burst at the seams, the soles worn thin by walking. Alim looked
up.
Swan was a lightweight who carried all
manner of sharp things on his person. He'd looked lean as a dancer, cool and
dangerous, when Alim went to him with the burglary proposition. Now he looked
half starved and diffident. He said, "Jackie been messing with Cassie
again. Cassie don't like it. I think she told Chick."
"Shit." Alim stood up.
"We should kill that Chick,"
Swan said.
"Now you listen good." Alim was
dismayed at the lack of force in his voice. He was tired, tired. He leaned
close to Swan and spoke low, letting the threat show. "We need Chick. I'd
kill Jackie before I killed Chick. And I'd kill you."
Swan backed up. "Okay, Alim."
Alim savored that. Swan hadn't gone for a
blade. He'd backed off. Alim still had power. "Chick's the biggest,
strongest brother we got, but that isn't the reason," Alim said.
"Chick's a farmer. A farmer, you got that? You want to do this the rest of
your life? Man, we were on foot for ten days, did you like that? There's gotta
be a place for us somewhere, but it don't matter if we can't farm—"
"Let somebody else do the fucking
work," Swan said.
"And how do you know if they do it
right?" Alim demanded. "We . . ." He was on the verge of letting
desperation show. "Where's Chick?"
"By the fire. And Jackie
isn't."
"Cassie?"
"With Chick."
"Good." Alim walked down toward
the fire. It felt good, to know he could turn his back on Swan and nothing was
going to happen. Swan needed him. They all needed him. None of the rest could
have got them this far, and they all knew it.
The first week after Hammerfall it rained all the time. Then it
dwindled off to a drizzle, and that went on and on until nobody could stand it
and still it went on. Now, four weeks after the Hammer of God, it drizzled more
often than not, and it always rained, hard, at least once every day.
Today it had rained three times, and the
drizzle kept on. The rain was hard on everybody. It rasped nerves. It rotted
feet in their boots. Everything was hopelessly wet, and people could be killed
for a dry place. The drizzle stopped, almost, at midnight. Now everyone was
huddled around the fire under a sheet‑plastic lean‑to. Tomorrow
Alim might regret letting them use gas for a fire, but shit, they'd probably
run out of road before the truck they'd ripped off in Oil City ran out of gas.
Most roads ended at a low spot, underwater, and you had to backtrack for miles
to find a way around a stretch only a few dozen yards across. Crazy.
Where the roads did get across low spots
there was often a roadblock, farmers with guns.
And they needed a fire. The gasoline had
dried out enough wood to make it burn, but it smoked horribly; twenty brothers
and five sisters were all crouched in a crescent, upwind they hoped, under a
billowing plastic sheet, while the smoke curled around and sometimes sought
them out. Alim heard laughter and was glad.
It was bad to have women in a gang like
this. Worse to have no women. Alim wondered if he'd made a mistake, but it was
too late now. Shit. Alim Nassor's mistakes could kill them all, and that, if
you liked, was power.
They'd come down into the valley with
eighteen brothers, no women. The people they'd met had been mostly white,
mostly starving, mostly unable to fight. Alim's band had looted for food and
dry places, and killed where they had to. When they met blacks, they recruited.
There were damn few blacks this far north, and most were farmers, and some
didn't want to join. That was good for Alim—fewer mouths to feed—and bad for
them. Blacks would not be popular where Alim's band had passed. And as always
they moved on. They had found no place they could hold and defend. There were
never enough brothers, and always behind them were farmers with guns, the
remnants of police forces, survivors with nothing left to live for except
killing Alim Nassor's people. . .
And now there were five women and twenty
men. Four men had died fighting over women. Three had been the husbands; one of
the widows had killed herself that same day. Alim was grateful. It had cooled
things for awhile.
But not for long. Mabe's husband had been
knifed in his sleep, and now Mabe was sleeping around, but in a strange
fashion. Where she went, there were fights. Maybe she was taking revenge. But
what could Alim do about it? If he killed her it would have to look like an
accident. You can't kill the only pussy the brothers were getting. Maybe at the
right time? If there was another big fight and everybody knew she caused it?
Chick and Cassie were a different
problem. They were farmers. Their farm was part of an ocean now, the ocean that
had been the San Joaquin Valley. They talked like redneck honkies; they didn't
understand the speech of the city blood. Cassie was willowy, dignified, strong
and lovely. Chick was a burly giant who could lift the back end of a car, or
pick up a brother like Swan by one ankle and throw him pinwheeling a dozen feet
through the air, and he'd done that.
They'd lost two kids under the water.
If the kids had been saved . . . Alim
shook his head. Kids were the last thing this gang needed now! But in another
sense . . . If Cassie had come on as a mother with two kids, maybe the brothers
would think more about protecting her, less about getting into her.
They looked up as Alim strode into their
midst, and Alim saw smiles. Yeah, the fire had been a good idea. Chick and
Cassie were sitting with their arms around one another, staring broodingly into
the fire. Alim squatted down before them and said, "Do we want to talk
about somethin'?"
Chick shook his big head. Cassie didn't
move.
"You sure?"
Chick said, "Keep your thieves away
from my woman."
"I'm tryin'. It's nobody's fault,
it's just the way things are. Anyone special?"
"Jackie. You know that son of a
bitch pulled a knife on her?"
"He just showed it to me," Cassie said, "but it
scared me." "You're not scared of guns," Alim said. She had a
tremendous revolver, and half a dozen kinds of hand loads, from birdshot to a
slug that would stop a bear. Alim had never dreamed a revolver could do so many
things at once. "Why knives?"
She just shook her head, and Chick
glared.
Alim stood up. "I'll try to fix it.
Where is he?"
"Hiding out."
Alim nodded and went.
Now, should he just hang around, or try
to track Jackie? Hang around. He moved among the brothers and sisters, making
himself visible in the firelight. Tomorrow they'd remember.
But time wore on, and the brothers and
sisters spilled into the truck in twos and threes. The drizzle was winning out
over the fire, and Jackie still hadn't come in. Alim had already decided where
he must be.
To one side was the shoreline they'd been
following for a week. Alim had wondered if they ought to strike off into the
hills . . . but for what? The world the honkies built was dead, and somehow
they would have to start over. A patch of farm, and a few like Chick and Cassie
to show them how to work it, that was what they needed. The farmland was all
there, under the water. If the water ever withdrew.... But the drizzle went on
and on, the fire was almost out, and the freshwater ocean was still there, too
dark to see, but still there, with its floating garbage and drowned corpses of
cattle and men.
And behind was a single hill, the only
place from which Jackie could watch the fire. Alim went up the hill. He moved
like a blind man, feeling for branches and pushing them aside, shuffling so as
not to break an ankle. Presently he said, "Jackie?"
The voice was close. "Yeah,
Alim."
Alim climbed the rest of the way. Jackie
was right at the peak, a man of average size in a coat three sizes too big,
with his back turned. Alim said, "Why can't you leave Cassie alone?"
"I tried."
"You tryin' to get me killed?"
"I tried, Alim. I even went to that
Mabel She's got nothin' but a cunt, that woman, but I went to her, thinkin' I
could ease my mind. She turned me down. Set Swan on me. Said it was his turn.
She sleeps with three a night, any prick that asks, but she pushes me off.
Me!"
"She wants your head fucked up."
Alim began to see the right way to go. "She likes fights. She don't know
who stuck that knife in James, so she's gonna get us all to kill each other.
She fucks with Elliot and tells Rob she was raped. She don't spread her legs
for you so you'll fight Chick. If I say so, she's got six men want my blood.
Jackie, what do I do?" Get him to think with his brain now, instead of his
click.
"What we need," Jackie said,
"is somethin' to take the brothers' minds off women." He said that as
if he thought it was funny and sad at the same time.
"That'd take some doin'."
"Alim, where we going? What happens
to us?"
"Hard to say." He could talk
with Jackie, but he couldn't tell anybody that he didn't know what they'd do,
where they'd go. And Jackie was smart. Jackie had been big in the Panthers
once, political like Alim. They'd worked together, Jackie to stir up the ghetto
until Alim got what he wanted from City Hall, then quiet things so it looked
like Alim's doing. Get Jackie thinking, but don't tell him, don't tell anybody,
that Alim Nassor was scared and wet and miserable and all fucked up and just
about out of control....
"Black power's finished,"
Jackie was saying. "Not enough blacks, not enough power."
"Yeah, I'd got that figured
out," Alim said.
"And there ain't enough of us,"
Jackie continued. "Not enough to hold on anywhere. Chick says it'll take a
couple of acres each to live on. A hundred acres could keep us alive, but it
won't. Not enough of us know farming. Need people to do some of the work. Two
acres for each one of them, too. Takes a big spread, and we can't hold a big
spread—"
"We can't hold a little one,"
Alim said.
"Right on. So what we have to do is
link up, find a honky outfit we can work with. Politics, not blood."
Jackie was staring off into the night, his voice quiet, but Alim could feel it,
Jackie had been brooding about this a long time. "Damn system's been
smashed," Jackie said. "What we always wanted, system's gone, got rid
of the pigs and City Hall and the rich bastards . . . and it don't do us any
good at all, 'cause there ain't enough of us."
"Shit. I brought out all I
could," Alim said. "You sayin' I didn't?"
"New, you did all you could,"
Jackie said. "Not your fault it wasn't enough. Alim, step up here and look
down."
Through the drizzle there was a blur of
light. It had to be a campfire, somebody's campfire, glowing beside the
shoreline to the north.
"I see better than you," Jackie
said, "so maybe you don't see that it's two fires. Two. How many people
does it take before it's worth making two fires?"
"A lot. Think they saw ours?"
"New. Nobody's come up this way. And
they don't give a shit whether somebody sees them or not. Think about
that."
Power. That group didn't have to hide. It
had power. "A posse? After us? Naw, we haven't gone north of here, nobody
up that way has any reason to be after us."
"Maybe this'll take Chick's mind off
killin' me," Jackie said.
"How you gonna distract me? You saw
those fires and didn't come tell me."
"I had to keep watch. And nobody's
come up here. I watched."
He'd been scared of Chick. "All
right You stay here. You watch. I'll send Gay back with the binoculars."
In
gray morning light Jackie came down the south side of the hill. Alim already
had his people up and their gear stowed, and the brothers stood around waiting
with guns uncomfortable in their hands.
Jackie went first to Chick and Cassie.
Alim didn't hear what they said, but Chick had a shotgun in his hand, and he
didn't use it. Then Jackie turned aside and came to report.
"They're up. And they're organized.
Fifty, sixty, maybe more. Maybe a lot more, they don't all get to one place at
once. There's women, and a honky that's half rabbit and he's wearing what's
left of a business suit and a tie. The rest is Army."
Jackie waited for that to sink in.
"Army? Aw, shit," Alim Nassor
said.
"Funny thing about them
mothers," Jackie said. "They got Army uniforms and little mean‑looking
rifles, but they don't act Army. And there's others in civvies."
Alim frowned. Jackie went on: "They
got more than the rifles, Alim. They got machine guns, and things like
stovepipes—"
"Bazookas," Alim said.
"Yeah. And a thing about as big as a
cannon except two men carry it. They can blow a house apart with those things,
I think. I saw 'em on TV once. And I think they're headin' north."
Alim digested that. It meant this group
had to have come from the east, since they'd never seen them before. They
certainly hadn't come from the west, out of the lake that covered the San
Joaquin.
"Maybe we better follow them,"
Swan said. He'd been listening. "They sound like tough mothers."
"And everything's picked clean
before we get to it," Alim said. He didn't want to say much. He didn't
know what to do; it would be better to hear what the others thought before he
said anything at all. "I best go up there and have a look."
He left Swan in charge, with instructions
on where to run if the Army outfit moved toward them, and let Jackie lead him
up the hill. Shit, he thought he'd had troubles before! Just what he always
wanted, to go up against Army guns with a dozen Saturday‑night specials
and some shotguns. "Now we know," he said. Jackie looked at him.
"Why everybody been hidin'," Alim said.
No food anywhere. Two days ago they'd
taken a raft out to a half‑sunken supermarket, and it was already looted.
All they could find was weird stuff like canned salmon and anchovies, and not
much of that. That Army outfit must have picked it clean.
It was getting lighter when he reached
the top of the hill. Jackie motioned and Alim went to his belly and crawled
forward through the bushes until he found Gay. Alim's fur coat was covered with
mud from crawling, but those Army guys had to have binoculars too, and they had
to be keeping watch or they wouldn't have lived this long.
The stranger camp was more than a mile
away, right down by the shore. There were foxholes and low fortifications
around it. Organized. It looked organized. And there were a lot of people, and
they sat around fires they didn't bother to hide, and they had food. Alim
counted seven women.
"The women do most of the
work," Gay said. "Them and the rabbit stud in the blue suit. And a
lot of them are white, but I counted ten blood, and one's the sergeant."
"The sergeant." Alim digested
this, too. "And they do what he tells 'em?"
"They jump when he waves his
arms," Gay said.
"Officers?"
"None I saw. I think the sergeant's
in charge."
"They done it. Alim, they made
it," Jackie said. "Shit. They really did."
Alim didn't say anything. Jackie would
explain. After a moment he did. "What we were talking about last
night," Jackie said. His voice was full of excitement. "Not black
power, just power. And there's a lot of 'em, Alim."
"Not all that many."
"Maybe they want recruits,"
Jackie said.
"You crazy?" Gay snorted.
"Join the fuckin' Army?"
"Shut up." Alim continued to
study the camp through the binoculars. There was orderly activity down there.
Garbage carried outside the camp and dumped into holes. Sentries and outposts.
Tubs of water over the fire, and everybody washed out their mess kits in hot
water. That camp was run like an army, but there was something wrong. It wasn't
all the same, something just wasn't the way it ought to be.
"Alim, they got what we want,"
Jackie said. "Power. Enough guns to do whatever they want. We could join
up with them, we could hold anyplace we wanted. Shit, we could do better. That
many people, we could take over this whole goddam valley, shit, keep growing,
keep recruitin', we could own the whole fucking state."
"You been sniffing?" Gay asked.
"Shut up," Alim said again, and
he said it so they knew he meant it. The quick silence was gratifying. Power.
And that was the problem: How could Alim Nassor have power if they joined up
with that army? "They don't have no wheels at all?"
"A bike. Big Honda. It went scouting
north with two on it. One blood, one honky."
"In uniform?"
"The honky had on overalls,"
Gay said. His tone made it clear he didn't know what was going on, and didn't
know why Alim wanted to know, either.
"No wheels. We got a truck, and we
know where there's some wheels," Alim muttered. A farmhouse back down the
road. Three trucks, guarded by ten to fifteen men with rifles. Alim had no
chance to take it, but this outfit—he shushed the others as the sergeant came
into view. Blood all right, a big mother, not all black. Light brown, with a
beard. Beard? In the Army? The sergeant wore chevrons, though, and a big pistol
on his belt, and he was pointing to people and when he did they got up and did
things, brought wood for the fires, washed cooking pots. He wasn't shouting and
he didn't have to wave his arms and scream. Power. That man had power, and he
knew how to use it. Alim studied him closely. Then he looked up and grinned.
"That's the Hook."
Gay said, "Huh?" Jackie began
to grin.
"It's the Hook." Alim treated
himself to a whistling sigh of relief. "I know him. We can deal."
It would take setting up. Alim had to
talk to the Hook as an equal, as a commander of men. They had to talk as two
men with power. He couldn't let Hooker know just how bad things were. Alim left
Jackie on the hill and went back down to camp. Time to do some shouting and
screaming. Time to get those bastards to work.
By noon his camp was organized. It looked
good, and it looked like there were more of them than they were. He took Jackie
and his brother Harold and went toward the Army camp.
"Shit, I'm scared," Harold said
as they walked toward the shoreline.
"Scared of the Hook?"
"He beat the shit out of me
once," Harold said. "Back in ninth grade."
"Yeah, and you had it comin',"
Alim said. "Okay, they've seen us. Harold, you go in. Leave the rifle
here. Go in, hands up, and tell Sergeant Hooker I want to talk to him. And be
nice to him, you know? Respectful."
"You can bet your ass on that," Harold said. He
straightened and walked tall, hands out where they could see they were empty.
He tried to whistle.
Alim was aware that there were movements
to his right. Hooker had sent men out to flank him. Alim turned and shouted to
purely imaginary followers. "Hold it up there, you bastards! This is a
peace talk, dig? I'll skin the first dude that shoots, and you know I'll do
it." Too much, Alim thought. Like I'm worried they won't do what I say.
But the Army dudes heard me, and it stopped them. And Harold's in the camp and
nobody's done any shootin' yet....
And he's done it, Alim shouted to
himself. He's talking to Hooker, and by God he's done it. Hook's comin' out to
meet me. We're all right, all‑fucking‑right.
For the first time since Hammerfall, Alim
Nassor felt hope and pride.
Two
heavy farm trucks ground across the mud flats, taking a tortuous path to the
new island in the San Joaquin Sea. They stopped at a supermarket, still half flooded,
glass windows scraped of mud by laborious effort. Armed men jumped out and took
up positions nearby.
"Let's go," Cal White said. He
carried Deke Wilson's submachine gun. White led the way into the drowned
building, wading waist‑deep in filthy water. The others followed.
Rick Delanty coughed and tried to breathe
through his mouth. The smell of death was overpowering. He looked for someone
to talk to, Pieter or Johnny Baker, but they were at the far end of the column.
Although it was their second day at the store, none of the astronauts had got
used to the smells.
"If it was up to me, I'd wait
another week," Kevin Murray said. Murray was a short, burly man with long
arms. He'd been a feedstore clerk, and was lucky enough to have married a
farmer's sister.
"Wait a week and those Army bastards
may be here," Cal White called from inside. "Hold up a second."
White went on with another man and their only working flashlight, handpumped,
and Deke's submachine gun.
The gun seemed an irrelevant obscenity to
Rick. There was too much death all around them. He wasn't going to say that.
Last night Deke had taken in a refugee, a man from southwards with information
to trade for a meal: a gang of blacks had been terrorizing the south valley, and
now they were linked up with the Army cannibals. It might not be long before
they came to Deke Wilson's turf again.
Poor bastards, Rick thought. He could
sympathize: blacks in this shattered world, no status, no place to go, wanted
nowhere. Of course they'd join the cannibals. And of course the local survivors
were looking strangely at Rick Delanty again. . . .
"Clear. Let's get at it," White
called from inside. They waded in, a dozen men, three astronauts and nine
survivors. A driver brought one of the trucks around so that the headlights
shone into the wrecked store. Rick wished they hadn't. Bodies bobbed in the
filthy water. He choked hard and brought the cloth to his face, White had
sprinkled a dozen drops of gasoline on it. The sweet sickening smell of
gasoline was better than...
Kevin Murray went to a shelf of cans. He
lifted a can of corn. It was eaten through with rust. "Gone," he
said. "Damn."
"Sure wish we had a
flashlight," another farmer said.
A flashlight would help, Rick knew, but
some things are better done in gloomy darkness. He pushed rotten remains away
from a shelf. Glass jars. Pickles. He called to the others, and they began
carrying the pickles out.
"What's this stuff, Rick?"
Kevin Murray asked. He brought another jar.
"Mushrooms."
Murray shrugged. "Better'n nothing.
Thanks. Sure wish I had my glasses back. You ever wonder why I don't pack a
gun? Can't see as far as the sights."
Rick tried to concentrate on glasses, but
he didn't know anything about how you might grind lenses. He moved through the
aisles, carrying things the others had discovered, searching for more, pushing
aside the corpses until even that became routine, but you had to talk about
something else.... "Cans don't last long, do they?" Rick said. He
stared at rotten canned stew.
"Sardine cans last fine. God knows
why. I think somebody's already been here, there ain't so much as the last
store. We got most of what was here yesterday, anyway." He looked
thoughtfully at old corpses bobbing about him. "Maybe they ate it all.
Trapped here . . ."
Rick didn't answer. His toes had brushed
glass.
They were all working in open‑toed
sandals taken from the shoe store up the road. They couldn't work barefoot for
fear of broken glass, and why ruin good boots? Now his toes had brushed a cool,
smooth curve of glass bottle.
Rick held his breath and submerged. Near
floor level he found rows of bottles, lots of them, different shapes.
Fiftyfifty it was bottled water, barely worth room aboard the truck; but he
picked one up and surfaced.
"Apple juice, by God! Hey, gang, we
need hands here!"
They waded down the aisles, Pieter and
Johnny and the farmers, all dog‑tired and dirty and wet, moving like
zombies. Some had strength to smile. Rick and Kevin Murray dipped for the
bottles and handed them up, because they were the ones who didn't carry guns.
White, the man in charge, turned slowly
away with two bottles; turned back. "Good, Rick. You did good," he
said, and smiled, and turned slowly away and waded toward the doorway. Rick
followed.
Someone yelled.
Rick set his bottles on an empty shelf to
give himself speed. That had to be Sohl on sentry duty. But Rick didn't have a
gun!
Sohl yelled again. "No danger; I
repeat, no danger, but you guys gotta see this!"
Go back for the bottles? Hell with it.
Rick pushed past something he wouldn't look at (but the floating mass had the
feel, the weight of a small dead man or a large dead woman) and waded out into
the light.
The parking lot was almost half full of
cars, forty or fifty cars abandoned when the rains came. The hot rain must have
fallen so fast that car motors were drowned before the customers in the
shopping center could decide to move. So the cars had stayed, and many of the
customers. The water washed around and in and out of the cars.
Sohl was still at his post on the roof of
the supermarket. It would have done him no good to come closer; he was farsighted,
and his glasses had been smashed, like Murray's. He pointed down at what was
washing against the side of a Volkswagen bus and called, "Will someone
tell me what that is? It ain't no cow!"
They formed a semicircle around it, their
feet braced against the water's gentle westward current, this same flow that
held the strange body against the bus.
It was smaller than a man. It was all the
colors of decay; the big, drastically bent legs were almost falling off. What
was it? It had arms. For a mad moment Rick pictured Hammerfall as the first
step in an interstellar invasion, or as part of a program for tourists from
other worlds. Those tiny arms the long mouth gaping in death, the Chianti‑bottle
torso . .
"I'll be damned," he said.
"It's a kangaroo."
"Well, I never saw a kangaroo like
that," White said with fine contempt.
"It's a kangaroo."
"But—"
Rick snapped, "Does your newspaper
run pictures of animals two weeks dead? Mine never did. It's a dead kangaroo,
that's why it looks funny."
Jacob Vinge had crowded close to the
beast. "No pouch," he said. "Kangaroos have pouches."
The breeze shifted; the crescent of men
opened at one end. "Maybe it's a male," Deke Wilson said. "I
don't see balls either. Did kangaroos have . . . ah, overt genitalia? Oh, this
is stupid. Where would it come from? There ain't any zoo closer than . . .
where?"
Johnny Baker nodded. "Griffith Park
Zoo. The quake must have ripped some of the cages apart. No telling how the
poor beast got this far north before he drowned or starved. Look close,
gentlemen, you'll never see another . . ."
Rick stopped listening. He backed out of
the arc and looked around him. He wanted to scream.
They had come at dawn yesterday. They had
worked all of yesterday and today, and it must be near sunset. None of them had
even discussed what must have happened here, yet it was obvious enough. Scores
of customers must have been trapped here when the first flash rain drowned
their cars. They had waited in the supermarket for the rain to stop, they had
waited for rescue; they had waited while the water rose and rose. At the end
the electric doors hadn't worked. Some must have left through the back, to
drown in the open.
In the supermarket there were half‑empty
shelves, and the water floated with corncobs and empty bottles and orange rinds
and half‑used loaves of bagged bread. They had not died hungry . . . but
they had died, for their corpses floated everywhere in the supermarket and in
the flooded parking lot. Scores of bodies. Most were women, but there were men
and children, too, bobbing gently among the submerged cars.
"Are you . . ." Rick whispered.
He bowed his head and cleared his throat and shrieked, "Are you all
crazy?" They turned, shocked and angry. "If you want to see corpses,
look around you! Here," his hand brushed a stained and rotting flowered
dress, "and there," pointing to a child close enough for Deke to
touch, "and there," to a slack face behind the windshield of the
yolks bus itself. "Can you look anywhere without seeing somebody dead? Why
are you crowding like jackals around a dead kangaroo?"
"You shut up! Shut up!" Kevin
Murray's fists were balled at his sides, the knuckles white; but he didn't
move, and presently he looked away, and so did the others.
All but Jacob Vinge. His voice held a
tremor. "We got used to it. We just got used to it. We had to, goddamm
it!"
The current shifted slightly. The
kangaroo, if that was what it was, washed around the edge of the bus and began
to move away.
The
Jeep Wagoneer had once been bright orange with white trim, a luxury station
wagon that only incidentally had fourwheel drive and off‑road tires. Now
it was splashed with brown and green paint in a camouflage pattern. Two men in
Army uniform sat in the front seat, rifles held erect between their knees.
Alim Nassor and Sergeant Hooker sat in
back. There was little conversation as the car wound through muddy fields and
ruined almond groves. When it reached the encampment, sentries saluted, and as
the Wagoneer came to a stop the driver and guards jumped out to open the rear
doors. Alim nodded thanks to the driver. Hooker did not seem to notice the men.
Nassor and Hooker went to a tent at one side of the camp. It was a new tent
from a sporting‑goods store, green nylon stretched over aluminum poles,
and it did not leak. A charcoal hibachi inside kept it warm and dry. A kettle
bubbled over the charcoal, and a white girl waited inside to pour hot tea as
the two men sat on folding chairs. Hooker nodded dismissal when the tea was
poured. The girl left, and the guards took up posts outside well out of
earshot.
When the girl was gone, Sergeant Hooker
grinned broadly. "Pretty good life, Peanut."
Nassor's grin faded at the name.
"For God's sake don't call me that, man!"
Hooker grinned again. "Okay. Nobody
to hear us in here."
"Yeah, but you might forget."
Alim shuddered. He hadn't been called "Peanut" since eighth grade,
when they studied the life of George Washington Carver, and inevitably the name
was settled on George Washington Carver Davis until he obliterated it with
fists and a razor blade embedded in a cake of soap....
"Not much out there," Hooker
said. He sipped tea, grateful for the warmth.
"No." Their scouting expedition
had told them nothing they hadn't expected, except that once there was a break
in the rain and they saw snow on the tops of the High Sierra. Snow in August!
It had frightened Nassor, although Hooker said it had sometimes snowed in the
Sierra before That Day.
They sat uncomfortably despite the hot
tea and the warmth of the tent, despite the luxury of being dry, because they
had too much to talk about, and neither wanted to begin. They both knew they
would have to make choices soon enough. Their camp was too close to the ruins
that had been Bakersfield. In the ashes and wreckage of the city there were a
lot of people who might get it together, more than enough to come out and
finish Nassor and Hooker. They hadn't got their shit together yet. The
survivors lived in small groups, distrustful of each other, fighting over the
scraps of food left in supermarkets and warehouses—the scraps that Hooker and
Nassor had left.
It came down to this: In combination, Alim
and Hooker had enough men and ammunition to fight one good battle. If they won
it, they'd have enough for another. If they lost, they were finished. And
they'd stripped the country around them. They had to move. But where?
"Goddam rain," Hooker muttered.
Alim sipped tea and nodded. If only the
rain would stop. If Bakersfield dried out there'd be no problem. Wait for a
good day with strong winds—there were always strong winds—and burn out the
whole goddam city. A hundred fires started a block apart would do it. Fire
storm. It would sweep across and leave nothing behind. Bakersfield would no
longer be a threat.
And the rains were wearing down. There
had been an hour of sunshine the day before. Today the sun was almost breaking
through and it wasn't noon yet, and there was only misty rain.
"We got six days," Hooker said.
"Then we start gettin' hungry. We get hungry enough, we'll find somethin'
to eat, but . . ."
He didn't finish the sentence. He didn't
have to. Alim shuddered. Sergeant Hooker saw Alim's expression, and his mouth
twisted into a curl of evil contempt. "You'll join in," Hooker said.
"I know." He shuddered again at
the memory. Of the farmer Hooker had shot, and the smells of the stew, and the
sharing out of portions of the man, everyone in the camp taking a bowl and
Hooker damned well seeing that they ate it. The ghastly ritual was what held
the group together. Alim had to shoot one of the brothers who wouldn't eat. And
Mabel At least it did that. Their ritual feast let him shoot Mabe and get rid
of that troublemakin' cunt. She wouldn't eat.
"Funny you never did before,"
Hooker said.
Nassor said nothing, his expression not
changing. The truth was they'd never even thought of eating people. Not one of
them. It was a source of secret pride for Alim. His people weren't cannibals.
Only, of course, they were, because that was the only way Hooker would let them
join up . . .
"Lucky you had that beef
jerky." Hooker couldn't let it alone, not now, not ever. "You never
got hungry enough. Lucky."
"Lucky? Lucky?" Alim's
explosion startled Hooker. "Lucky my ass!" Alim shouted. "There
was a ton of the stuff in that van, and we got maybe two pounds because of that
motherfucker!" He looked out through the open doorway of the tent, toward
a slim black who stood guard near the fire. "That one. That motherfuckin'
Hannibal."
Hooker frowned. "That why you make
him do all the work? He lose you some food?"
Alim was wild with remembered rage and
pain. "Food. And liquor. Listen, we could smell it, it just about drove us
crazy. You see the burns on Gay? We thought he was gonna die, and all of us got
burned trying to-"
"What the fuck are you talkin'
about?"
"Yeah, you don't know." Alim
reached behind him to a footlocker and took out a bottle. Cheap whiskey from a
drugstore. Thank God California had everything in drugstores. "We got
together," Alim said. "Me and my people and some others. Back then,
back when we didn't think . . ." He couldn't finish that sentence.
"Before. All the honkies—"
Sergeant Hooker calmly leaned across the
table and slapped Alim's face. Hard. Alim's hand went to his holster, but
stopped. "Thanks," he said.
Hooker nodded. "Tell the
story."
"The white people, the rich ones in
Bel Air, about half of 'em took off. Left their places. Left 'em empty. We took
in trucks, and we went through those houses...." He paused, a delighted
smile playing on his lips as he thought of it. "And we were rich. That
watch I gave you. And this ring." He held the cat's‑eye to catch the
light. "TVs, hi‑fi, Persian rugs, real Persian, the kind the fences
pay twenty big ones for. All kinds of fuckin' shit, Hook. We were rich."
Hooker nodded. Okay, he'd done worse. It
still made him uncomfortable. Hooker had been a soldier. He could have been
sent to Bel Air to shoot motherfucking looters. Crazy world.
"And we found a stash," Alim
said. "Coke, hash oil, weed, nothing but the best. I took it away before
my dudes could start lighting up right there."
Hooker drank whiskey. "Get it
all?"
"Don't be so fuckin' smart. No, I
did not get it all. I wasn't even tryin', Hook, I just wanted to make the
point, if they used on the spot I'd take it off them. Hell, that was then, you
know, there were cops on patrol all over—"
"Yeah."
"So it happened. The goddam Hammer.
We got out, fire trails, roads, anything, we got out, headin' for Grapevine,
and the truck starts wheezin'. We were out on one of the trails, tryin' to stay
off the freeways, you know? So we come up on top of a rise and see this van
coming behind us. Bright blue van, with four bikes, everybody with shotguns and
rifles, like a stagecoach in the movies with the army ridin' escort—"
"Sure," Hooker said. He poured
more whiskey. In a few minutes they'd have to talk for real, but it was nice to
be dry, have a drink, not think about where they'd have to go now.
"We set it up real good," Alim
said. "Got ahead of the van far enough, used a chain saw to drop a tree
just as the van comes through a narrow place, and man, you should have seen it!
Those bikes stopped and my studs wasn't more than five feet from 'em. Come out
from the trees shootin'. Used a lot of bullets, but shit, with those pistols we
had . . . Anyway, it was perfect. Knocked the bikes over, never touched one of
the bikes at all. There's the van stopped, and the driver's got his hands on
the wheel where we can see, nice and easy, and the van's not even touched,
Hook, not even a scratch on that pretty blue paint.
"And did I get all that coke we found in Bel Air? No I did
not. That motherfuckin' Hannibal was sniffing all along, and it was good stuff,
you know, real, not the shit he used to get, but he sniffs two, three lines at
a time. And those dudes are just openin' up that van, comin' out nice and easy,
and Hannibal decides he's the last of the Mau Mau! He comes whooping up to the
van with a Molotov cocktail! Shit, he threw that gasoline bomb right in the
van, right inside."
"Aw, shit." Hooker shook his
head, thinking about it. "Good stuff in the van?"
"Good? Good? Hook, you won't believe
what was in that fuckin' van! That motherfucker went up like . . . Iike . .
."
"Gasoline."
"Yeah, a lot like that." Alim
tried to laugh, but he couldn't. "The guys inside the van caught on fire
and come out screamin', and a couple of the bastards have guns. I got to give
'em credit, clothes all burnin' up they're still shootin' at us, and we shoot
back, and by the time that was over the whole van's on fire, can't get near it.
"Bottles start exploding in the
truck. Oh, man, Hook, the smells were enough to drive you out of your gourd!
Here we're starvin', nothin' to eat, and out comes cookin' meat smells. And
more. Scotch, brandy, fruity smells like those lick‑kewers that nobody
ever has the bread for, chocolate, raisins, apples—shit, Hook, that van was
just stuffed with food and liquor! Food. Meat, not somebody in the truck,
beef—"
Alim stopped suddenly. He looked sideways
at Hooker. Hooker didn't have to say anything.
"Yeah. Anyway, something blew then,
and out comes this package of beef jerky, still wrapped up in tinfoil and
plastic bags, not burned, no gasoline on it, couple of pounds of beef jerky.
Gay runs into the truck and comes out with two bottles, only we had to let him
drink one of 'em to kill the pain, and when he really started feelin' it we'd
drunk the other. Shit.
"But a couple of the studs on the
bikes were still alive and they told us what they had in that truck. Everything
Guns. food, every kind of liquor ever made, European stuff, can you imagine
what it must be worth now? Europe can be on the fuckin' Moon for all we'll ever
see from there again. There was a ton of beef jerky, and fatty stuff that
tasted even worse only who cares when you're starving? And soup, and potatoes,
and freeze‑dried mountain food—shit, those dudes had waited until the
Hammer came and looted all the places where they'd seen people gettin'
ready."
"Smarter than you were," Hooker
said.
Alim shrugged. "Maybe. I didn't
think that fuckin' comet would hit. Did you?"
"No." If I had, Hooker thought.
If I had, I'd never have been out in that truck, we'd have had a lot more ammo
. . . shit, why did I go off and leave the captain alone back there?
". . . and bottles of gasoline," Alim was saying. "Big
help, right? We could smell it, all of it, food burnin~, gasoline exploding,
clothes burning, those motherfuckers must have really thought the glaciers were
coming, and if they were right," Nassor screamed, "then that
motherfuckin' Hannibal is goin' across them bare‑ass, because I'll be
wearing his clothes over mine!"
"What happened to the bikes?"
Hooker asked. He didn't bother asking about their riders.
"Got burned up. Fuckin' truck kept blowin',
more gasoline in there. Spread all over. Shit, Hooker, that fire was so fuckin'
hot that it got the trees burnin'! In the middle of that rain, water comin'
down like a bathtub of warm shit and even the trees get to burning! We saved
their shotguns, though."
"That's good. Too bad about the
other stuff."
"Yeah."
They were safe, for a while, and just
about everybody, even the slaves, was dry and warm and had almost enough to
eat. They didn't want to think about leaving, or where they'd go, and they'd
put off talking about it before, and they put it off now, but they wouldn't be
able to put it off much longer.
"AIim! Sergeant!"
It was Jackie. There were others yelling
too. Alim and Hooker ran out of the tent. "What is it?"
"Corporal of the guard, post number
four!" someone yelled.
"Let's go!" Hooker waved troops
to their perimeter positions, then went off toward the yelling sentry.
"Be not afraid, my brothers!"
someone called from out in the misty rain. "I bring you peace and
blessing."
"Shit fire," Sergeant Hooker
said. He peered out into the mist.
An apparition materialized. A man with
long white hair and long white beard, and a raincoat that looked something like
a gown or a ghost's winding sheet. There were other figures in the gloom behind
the man.
"Hold it right there or we
shoot!" Hooker yelled.
"Peace be with you, brothers,"
the man called. He turned back toward those who were following him. "Be
not afraid. Stay here, and I will talk with these angels of the Lord."
"A crazy," Hooker said.
"Lot of crazies!" He'd seen plenty of them before. He cocked the
submachine gun. No point in letting the old goon get too close.
But the man walked in steadily, not
afraid at all, facing Hooker's gun and not afraid of it, and certainly there
wasn't any threat in his eyes. "You need not fear me," the man said.
"What do you want?" Hooker
demanded.
"To talk with you. To bring you the
message of the Lord God of Hosts."
"Aw, fuck that shit," Hooker
said. His finger tightened on the trigger, but now the old man was too close.
Two of Hooker's own people were near enough to the line of fire that Hooker
didn't want to risk it. And the man looked harmless enough. Maybe there'd be
some fun in this. And what could it hurt to let him come in? "The rest of
you stay out there," Hooker yelled. "Gillings, get a squad and check
them out."
"Right," Gillings called.
The white‑haired man strode to the campfire
as if he owned it. He looked into the stewpot and at the others around the
fire. "Rejoice," he said. "Your sins are forgiven."
"Now just what do you want?"
Hooker demanded. "And don't give me crap about angels and the Lord.
Angels." Hooker snorted.
"But you can be angels," the
man said. "You were saved from the holocaust. The Hammer of God has fallen
upon this wicked world, and you have been spared. Don't you want to know
why?"
"Who are you?" Alim Nassor
demanded.
"I am the Reverend Henry
Armitage," the man said. "A prophet. I know, I know. At the moment I
do not look much like a prophet of God. But I am, just the same."
Alim thought Armitage looked very much
like a prophet, with his beard and white hair, and that long flowing raincoat,
and glittering eyes.
"I know who you are, my
brothers," Armitage said. "I know what you have done, and I know it
is not easy in your hearts. You have done all manner of sins. You have eaten
forbidden foods. But the Lord of Hosts will forgive you, for He has spared you
to work His will. You are to be His angels, and to you nothing shall be
forbidden!"
"You're crazy," Hooker said.
"Am I?" Armitage chuckled.
"Am I? Then you can listen for amusement. Surely a madman cannot harm you,
and perhaps I will say something funny."
Alim felt Jackie come up alongside him.
"He's good that one," Jackie said. "Notice how he's got the
sisters listening? And us, too."
Alim shrugged. There was a compelling
quality about the man's voice, and the way he kept shifting, from that preachy
jive to just talk, that was good. Just when you thought he was nuts, he'd talk
like anybody else.
"What is this mission God has for
us?" Jackie called.
"The Hammer of God has fallen to
destroy an evil world," Armitage said. "An evil world. God gave us
this Earth, and the fruits thereof, and we filled it with corruption. We
divided mankind into nations, and within nations we divided men into rich and
poor, black and white, and created ghettos for our brothers. 'And if any man
has this world's goods and sees his brother in want, and shares not with his
brother, that man hath no life.' The Lord gave this world's goods and those who
had them knew Him not. They piled bricks upon bricks, they built their fancy
houses and palaces, they covered the Earth with the belch and stink of their
factories, until the Earth itself was a stench in the nostrils of God!"
"Amen," someone shouted.
"And so His Hammer came to punish
the wicked," Armitage said. "It fell, and the wicked died."
"We're not dead," Alim Nassor
said.
"And yet you were wicked,"
Armitage answered. "But we were all wicked, all of us! The Lord God
Jehovah held us in the hollow of His hand. He judged us and found us wanting.
And yet we live. Why? Why has He spared us?"
Alim was silent now. He wanted to laugh,
but he couldn't. This crazy old bastard! Nuts, truly cracked, but yet—
"He has spared us to do His
work," Armitage said. "To complete His work. I did not understand! In
my pride I believed that I knew. In my pride I believed that I saw the Day of
Judgment coming in the morning of the Hammer. And so it was, but not as I
believed. The scripture says no man knoweth the day and the hour of Judgment!
And yet we have been judged. I thought upon this, after the Hammer fell. I had
thought to see the angels of the Lord come to this Earth, to see the King
himself come in glory. Vain! Vain pride! But now I know the truth. He has
spared me, He has spared you, to work His will, to complete His work, and only
when that work is done shall He come in glory.
"Join me! Become angels of the Lord
and do His work! For the pride of man knoweth no end. Even now, my brothers,
even now there are those who would bring back the evils the Lord God has
destroyed. There are those who will build those stinking factories again, yea,
who will restore Babylon. But it shall not be, for the Lord has His angels, and
you shall be among them! Join me."
Alim
poured whiskey into Hooker's cup. "You believe any of that jive?" he
asked. Outside the tent Henry Armitage was still preaching.
"He sure do have a voice,"
Hooker said. "Two hours, and he ain't slowin' yet."
"You believe?" Alim asked
again.
Hooker shrugged. "Look, if I was a
religious man—which I ain't—I'd say he talkin' sense. He do know his
Bible."
"Yeah." Alim sipped whiskey.
Angels of the Lord! He was no goddam angel, and he knew it. But the old son of
a bitch kept twitching memories. Of storefront churches and prayer meetings,
phrases that Alim heard when he was a kid. And it bothered him. Why the hell
were they still alive? He leaned out the tent flap. "Jackie," he
called.
"Right." Jackie came in and
took a seat.
Jackie was all right. Jackie hadn't had any
problems with Chick for a long time. He'd found a white girl, and she seemed to
like Jackie a lot, and Jackie was pretty sharp now.
"What about that preacher man?"
Alim asked.
Jackie waved both hands. "He makin'
more sense than you think."
"How's that?" Hooker asked.
"Well, some ways he's right,"
Jackie said. "Cities. Rich people. Way they treated us. He's not sayin'
anything the Panthers didn't say. And dammit, that Hammer did end all that
shit. We got the revolution, handed right to us, and what are we doin'? We
sittin' around doin' nothin', goin' nowhere."
"Shee‑it, Jackie," Alim
said. "You lettin' that hon—" He bit the word off before Sergeant
Hooker could react. "—that white preacher get to you?"
"He is white," Jackie said.
"And I wouldn't be the onliest one. You remember Jerry Owen?"
Alim frowned. "Yeah."
"He out there. With the others that
come with the preacher man."
Sergeant Hooker grunted. "You mean
that SLA cat?"
"Wasn't SLA," Jackie said.
"Another outfit."
"New Brotherhood Liberation
Army," Alim Nassor said.
"Yeah, all right," Hooker said.
"Called hisself a general.. Hooker snorted contempt. He didn't like people
who gave themselves military titles they hadn't earned. He was, by God, Sergeant
Hooker, and he'd been a real sergeant in a real army.
"Where the hell he been?" Alim
demanded. "FBI, every pig outfit in the country wanted him."
Jackie shrugged. "Hidin' out, not
far from here, valley up near Porterville. Hid out with a hippie commune."
"And now he's with the preacher
man?" Hooker demanded. "He believe that stuff?"
Jackie shrugged again. "He say he
do. Course, he always was into environmentalism. Maybe he just thinks he's
found a good thing, 'cause the Reverend Henry Armitage has got hisself a big
followin' that do believe. A big followin'. And— he's a white man, and he
preaches that blood don't matter, and those believers of his, they believe that
too. You think about that, Sergeant Hooker. You think about that real good. I
don't know if Henry Armitage is the prophet of God or crazy as a hoot owl, but
I tell you this, there ain't going to be many big outfits left that'll let us
be leaders."
"And Armitage—"
"Says you are the chief angel of the
Lord," Jackie said. "He say your sins are forgiven, you and all of
us, we're forgiven and we got to do God's work, with you as Chief Angel."
Sergeant Hooker stared at them, wondering
if they were falling under the spell of that ranting preacher, wondering if the
preacher meant what he was saying. Hooker had never been a superstitious man,
but he knew Captain Hora used to take the chaplains seriously. So did some of
the other officers, ones that Hooker had admired. And . . . dammit, Hooker
thought, dammit, I don't know where we're going, and I don't know what we ought
to do, and I do wonder if there's any reason for anything, if there's a reason
we stayed alive.
He thought of the people they'd killed
and eaten, and thought there had to be a purpose to it all. There had to be a
reason. Armitage said there was a reason, that it was all right, all the things
they'd done to stay alive....
That was attractive. To think there'd
been a purpose to it all.
"And he say I'm his chief
angel?" Hooker demanded.
"Yeah, Sarge," Jackie said. "Didn't you listen to
him?"
"Not really." Hooker stood.
"But I'm sure as hell going to listen to him now."
Sixth
Week: The High Justice
No proposition is likelier to scandalise our
contemporaries than this one: it is impossible to establish a just social
order.
Bertrand de Jouvenal, Sovereignty
Alvin
Hardy made a final check. Everything was ready. The library, the great book‑lined
room where the Senator held court, had been arranged and everything was in its
place. Al went to tell the Senator.
Jellison was in the front room. He didn't
look well. There was nothing Al could put his finger on, but the boss looked
tired, overworked. Of course he was. Everyone worked too hard. But the Senator
had kept long hours in Washington, and he'd never looked this bad.
"All set," Hardy said.
"Right. Start," Jellison
ordered.
Al went outside. It wasn't raining. There
was bright sunshine. Sometimes there were two hours of sunshine a day. The air
was clear, and Hardy could see the snow on the peaks of the High Sierra. Snow
in August. It seemed to be down to the six‑thousand‑foot level
yesterday; today it was lower, after last night's storm. The snow was inexorably
creeping toward the Stronghold.
But we're getting ready for it, Hardy
thought. From the porch of the big house he could see a dozen greenhouses, wood
frames covered with plastic drop cloths found in a hardware store, each
greenhouse covered with a web of nylon cord to keep the thin plastic from
billowing in the wind. They wouldn't last more than one season, Al thought, but
it's one season we're worried about.
The area around the house was a beehive
of activity. Men pushed wheelbarrows of manure which was shoveled into pits in
the greenhouses. As it rotted it would give off heat, keeping the greenhouses
warm in winter—they hoped. People would sleep in them, too, adding their own
body heat to the rotting manure and grass clippings, anything to keep the
growing plants warm enough, which seemed silly today, in bright August
sunshine—except that already there was a tinge of cold to the air, as breezes
came down from the mountains.
And a lot of it was going to be wasted
effort. They weren't used to hurricanes and tornadoes here in the valley, and
no matter how hard they tried to place the greenhouses where they'd be
sheltered from high winds, yet get enough sunshine, some of them would be blown
down. "We're doing all we can," Hardy muttered. There was always more
to do, and there were always things they hadn't thought of until too late, but
it might be enough. It would be close, but they were going to live.
"That's the good news," Hardy
said to himself. "Now for the bad."
A ragged group stood near the porch.
Farmers with petitions. Refugees who'd managed to get inside the Stronghold and
wanted to plead for permanent status and had managed to talk Al—or Maureen, or
Charlotte—into getting them an appointment with the Senator. Another group
stood well apart from the petitioners. Armed farmhands, guarding prisoners.
Only two prisoners today.
Al Hardy waved them all inside. They took
their places in chairs set well away from the Senator's desk. They left their
weapons outside the room, all but Al Hardy and the ranchers Al knew were
trustworthy. Al would have liked to search everyone who came to see the
Senator, and one day he'd do that. It would cause too much trouble just now.
Which meant that two men with rifles, men Al completely trusted, stood in the
next room and stared through small holes hidden among the bookshelves, rifles
ready. Waste of good manpower, Al thought. And for what? Who cared what the
others thought? Anybody in his right mind would know it was important to
protect the Senator.
When they were all seated, Al went back
to the living room. "Okay," he said. Then he went quickly to the
kitchen.
It was George Christopher himself today.
One of the Christopher clan always attended. The others would go in and take
the seat reserved for the Christopher representative, and stand when the
Senator came into the room, but not George. George went in with the Senator.
Not quite as an equal, but not as someone who'd stand up when the Senator came
in. . ..
Al Hardy didn't speak to George. He
didn't have to. The ritual was well established now. George followed Al out
into the hall, his bull neck flaming red . . . well, not really, Al admitted,
but it ought to have been. George fell in with the Senator and they walked in
together, just after Al. Everyone stood; Al didn't have to say anything, which
pleased him. He liked things to run the way they ought to, precisely, smoothly,
without it seeming that Al Hardy had to do anything at all.
Al went to his own desk. The papers were
spread there. Across from Al's desk was an empty seat. It was reserved for the
Mayor, but he never came anymore. Got tired of the farce, Al thought. Hardy
couldn't blame the man. At first these trials were held in City Hall, which
lent credibility to the pretense that the Mayor and the Chief of Police were
important, but now that the Senator had given up wasting time going into town .
. .
"You may begin," Jellison said.
The first part was easy. Rewards first.
Two of Stretch Tallifsen's kids had devised a new kind of rat trap and caught
three dozen of the little marauders, as well as a dozen ground squirrels. There
were weekly prizes for the best rat catchers: some of the last candy bars in
the world.
Hardy looked at his papers. Then he grimaced.
The next case was going to be tougher. "Peter Bonar. Hoarding," Al
said.
Bonar stood. He was about thirty, maybe a
little older. Thin blond beard. Bonar's eyes were dulled. Hunger, probably.
"Hoarding, eh?" Senator
Jellison said. "Hoarding what?"
"All kinds of stuff, Senator. Four
hundred pounds of chicken feed. Twenty bushels of seed corn. Batteries. Two
cases of rifle cartridges. Probably other stuff that I don't know about."
Jellison looked grim. "You do
it?" he demanded.
Bonar didn't answer.
"Did he?" Jellison asked Hardy.
"Yes, sir."
"Any point in a trial?"
Jellison asked. He looked directly at Bonar. "Well?"
"Hell, he's got no call to come out
and search my place! He had no warrant!"
Jellison laughed.
"What beats me is how the hell they
found out."
Al Hardy knew that. He had agents
everywhere. Hardy spent a lot of time talking to people, and it wasn't hard.
You catch someone and don't turn him in, send him out looking, and pretty soon
you get more information.
"That all you're worried
about?" Jellison demanded. "How we found out?"
"It's my feed," Bonar said.
"All that stuff is mine. We found it, my wife and I. Found it and carried
it in, in my truck, and what the hell right do you have to it? My stuff on my
land."
"Got any chickens?" Jellison
asked.
"Yeah."
"How many?" When Bonar didn't
answer, Jellison looked to the others in the room. "Well?"
"Maybe a few, Senator," one of
those waiting said. She was a forty‑year‑old woman who looked
sixty. "Four or five hens and a rooster."
"You don't need any four hundred
pounds of feed," Jellison said reasonably.
"It's my feed," Bonar insisted.
"And seed corn. Here we'll have
people starve so we can keep enough seed corn to get in a crop next year, and
you've got twenty bushels hidden away. That's murder, Bonar. Murder."
"Hey—"
"You know the rules. You make a
find, you report it. Hell, we won't take it all. We don't discourage enterprise.
But you sure as hell report it so we can plan."
"And you grab half. Or more."
"Sure. Hell, there's no point in
talk," Jellison said. "Anybody want to speak for him?" There was
silence. "Al?"
Hardy shrugged. "He's got a wife and
two kids, ages eleven and thirteen."
"That complicates things,"
Jellison said' "Anybody want to speak up for them? . . . No?" There
was an edge to his voice now.
"Hey, you can't . . . what the hell,
Betty don't figure in this!"
"She knew it was there,"
Jellison said.
"Well, the kids—"
"Yeah. The kids."
"Second offense, Senator,"
Hardy said. "Gasoline last time." "My gasoline on my land—"
"You talk a lot," Jellison
said. "Too damned much. Hoarding. Last time we let you off easy. Goddammit,
there's only one way to convince people I mean what I say! George, you got
anything to say?"
"No," Christopher said.
"The road," Jellison said.
"By noon today. I'll leave it to Hardy to decide what you can take with you.
Peter Bonar, you're for the road."
"Jesus, you got no right to throw me
off my own land!" Bonar shouted. "You leave me alone, we'll leave you
alone! We don't need anything from you—"
"The hell you say," George
Christopher shouted. "You already took our help! Food, greenhouses, we
even gave you gasoline while you were holding out on us. The gasoline we gave
you ran the truck that got that stuff for you!"
"I think Brother Varley will look
after the kids," one of the women said. "Mrs. Bonar too, if she can
stay."
"She'll come with me!" Bonar
shouted. "And the kids tool You got no right to take my kids away from
me!"
Jellison sighed. Bonar was trying for
sympathy, gambling that they wouldn't send his wife and kids out on the road, and
since they couldn't take the kids away from Bonar . . . Could he? Jellison
wondered. And leave a festering sore inside the Stronghold? The kids would hate
everyone here. And besides, family responsibility was important. "As you
will," Jellison said. "Let them go with him, Al."
"Jesus, have mercy," Bonar
yelled. "Please! For God's sake—"
Jellison sounded very tired when he said,
"See to it, Al. Please. And we'll discuss who can be settled on that
farm."
"Yes, sir." The boss hates
this, Hardy thought. But what can he do? We can't jail people. We can't even
feed what we have.
"You rotten bastard!" Peter
Bonar shouted. "You fat son of a bitch, I'll see you in hell!"
"Take him out," Al Hardy
ordered. Two of the armed ranch‑hands pushed Bonar out. The farmer was
still cursing when he left. Hardy thought he heard blows when they got to the
hall. He wasn't sure, but the curses stopped abruptly. "I'll see to the
sentence, sir," Hardy said.
"Thank you. Next?"
"Mrs. Darden. Her son arrived. From
Los Angeles. Wants to stay."
Senator Jellison saw the tight line that
formed where George Christopher's mouth had been. The Senator sat straight in
his high‑backed chair and he looked alert. Inside he felt tired, and
defeated, but he couldn't give up. Not until next fall, he thought. Next fall I
can rest. There'll be a good harvest next fall. There has to be. One more year,
it's all I ask. Please, Lord.
At least this next one is simple. Old
lady, no one to look after her, relative arrives. Her son is one of us, and
George can't say different. That's in the rules.
I wonder if we can feed him through the
winter?
The Senator looked at the old lady, and
he knew that whatever happened to her son, she would not survive until spring,
and Arthur Jellison hated her for what she would eat before she died.
Ninth Week: The Organization Man
One must point out, however, that many
who now deplore the oppression, injustice, and intrinsic ugliness of life in a
technically advanced and congested society will decide that things were better
when they were worse; and they will discover that to do without the functions
proper to the great systems—without telephone, electric light, car, letters,
telegrams—is all very well for a week or so, but that it is not amusing as a
way of life.
Roberto Vacca, The Coming Dark Age
Harvey
Randall had never worked so hard in his life. The field was filled with rocks,
and they had to be moved. Some could be picked up and carried by one, or two,
or a dozen men. Others had to be split apart with sledges. Then the pieces were
carried away to be built into low stone walls.
The crisscross pattern of low walls in
New England and Southern Europe had always seemed charming and handsome. Until
now Harvey Randall hadn't realized just how much human misery each of those
walls represented. They weren't built to be pretty, or to mark boundaries, or
even to keep cattle and swine out of the fields. They were there because it was
too much work to haul those stones completely out of the fields, and the fields
had to be cleared.
Most of the pastureland would be plowed
for crops. Any crops, anything they had to plant. Barley, onions, wild grains
that grew in ditches along the sides of the roads, anything at all. Seeds were
scarce—and worse, there was the decision to be made: plant for later, or eat it
now?
"Like a goddam prison," Mark
grumbled.
Harvey swung the sledge. It rang against
the steel wedge, and the rock split nicely. That felt good, and Harvey almost
forgot the rumbling in his stomach. Heavy work, and not enough to eat; how long
could they keep it up? The Senator's people had worked out diet schedules, so
many calories for so many hours of heavy work, and all the books said they had
figured correctly, but Harvey's stomach didn't think so.
"Making little ones out of big
ones," Mark said. "A hell of a job for an associate producer."
He grabbed an end of the piece they'd split off the rock as Harvey lifted the other
end. They worked well together, no need for talk. They carried the rock to the
wall. Harvey ran a practiced eye along the wall and pointed. The rock fit
perfectly into the place he'd selected. Then they went for another.
They stood idle for a few seconds, and
Harvey looked across the field where a dozen others were splitting and carrying
rocks to the low wall. It could have been a scene from hundreds of years
before. "John Adams," Harvey said.
"Eh?" Mark made encouraging
noises. Stories made the work go easier.
"Our second President of the United
States." Harvey forced the wedge into a tiny crack in the rock. "He
went to Harvard. His father sold a field they called 'The Stony Acres' to get
up the tuition. Adams would rather be a lawyer than clear the stones out."
"Smart man," Mark said. He held
the wedge in place as Harvey lifted the sledge. "Not much left of Harvard
now."
"No." Harvard was gone, and
Braintree, Massachusetts, was gone, and the United States of America was gone, along
with most of England. Would kids learn history now? But they have to, Harvey
thought. One day we'll dig out of this and there'll be a time when it's
important whether we have a king or a president, and we'll have to do it right
this time so we can get off this goddam planet before another Hammer falls.
Someday we'll be able to afford history. Until then we'll think of England the
way they used to think of Atlantis. . ..
"Hey," Mark said. "Look at
that."
Harvey turned in time to see Alice Cox
jump the big stallion over one of the low walls. She moved with the horse as a
part of him, and again the impression of a centaur was very strong. It reminded
Harvey of the first time he'd come to this ranch, a lifetime ago, a time when
he could stand at the top of the big snailhead rock and at night talk about
interstellar empires.
That had been a long time ago in another
world. But this one wasn't so bad. They were clearing the fields, and they
controlled their boundaries. No one was raped or murdered here, and if there
wasn't as much to eat as Harvey would have liked, there was enough. Breaking
rocks and building walls was hard work, but it was honest work. There weren't
endless conferences on unimportant matters. There weren't deliberate frustrations,
traffic jams, newspapers full of crime stories. This new and simpler world had
its compensations.
Alice Cox trotted up to them.
"Senator wants to see you up at the big house, Mr. Randall."
"Good." Harvey gratefully
carried the sledge over to the wall and left it for someone else to use. He
squinted up at the sun to estimate how much daylight was left, then called to
Mark. "You may as well go on back," he said. "You can put in the
rest of the day on the cabin."
"Right." Mark waved cheerfully
and started up the hill toward the small house where Harvey, the Hamners, Mark
and Joanna, and all four Wagoners lived. It was crowded, and they were building
on extra rooms, but it was shelter, and there was enough to eat. It was
survival.
Harvey went the other way, downhill
toward the Senator's stone ranch house. It had additions built onto it, too. In
one of them Jellison kept the Stronghold's armory: spare rifles, cartridges,
two field‑artillery pieces (but no ammunition) that had been part of a
National Guard training center before it was flooded out, hand‑loading
equipment to reload shotgun shells and rifle cartridges, loot recovered from a
gunsmith's shop in Porterville. The dies had been underwater and were rusty,
but they still worked. Powder and primers had been sealed in tins that hadn't
yet rusted through when they were recovered, although that had been a near
thing too.
In another annex the Senator's son‑in‑law
sat with a telegraph and radio. The telegraph at present ran only to the roadblock
on the county road, and there was nothing coming in on the radio, but they had
hopes of extending the telegraph lines. Besides, it gave Jack Turner something
to do. He wasn't good for a lot else, and he did know Morse code. He might as
well be a telephone orderly, Harvey thought. Turner's only attempt to supervise
a ranch project had been a disaster, with the men finally going to the Senator
and demanding Turner's replacement....
Turner hailed him as he went past.
"Hey, Randalll"
"Hello, Jack. What's new?"
"We've got another President. A
Hector Shorey of Colorado Springs. He proclaims martial law."
Jack Turner seemed to think that was
funny, and so did Harvey. He said, "Everybody always proclaims martial
law."
"Littman didn't."
"Yeah, I liked Emperor Pro Tem
Charles Avery Littman. Even if he was getting most of his material out of
'Monty Python's Plying Circus.' The others were too damn serious."
"Shorey's group sounds serious
enough. I got some good recordings through the static."
"Hold the fort, Jack," Harvey
said, and he went on. Four Presidents now, he thought. Littman was just a ham
radio operator, and half mad. But Colorado Springs . . . that was near Denver,
a mile above sea level. That could be for real.
The big front room was crowded. This was
no ordinary meeting. The Senator sat near the fireplace in the big leather
armchair that reminded Harvey of a throne—and was probably meant to. Maureen
sat on one side, and Al Hardy on the other, heiress and chief of staff.
Mayor Seitz and the police chief were
there; and Steve Cox, Jellison's ranch foreman, the man now responsible for
most of the agriculture in the valley; and half a dozen others who spoke for
the valley people. And of course George Christopher, alone in one corner, with
only one vote, though it counted for as much as the rest together except for
Maureen's.
Harvey smiled at Maureen. He got a quick
impersonal smile and nod, nobody home, and he pulled his eyes away fast.
Bloody hell! She wore two faces, and so
did he. Maureen had been up to see him in the hut at the top of the ridge
several times when Harvey had night guard duty. She'd met him at other times
and places, too, but always very privately. It was always the same. They talked
of the future, but never of their future, because she wouldn't. They made love
with care and tenderness, as if they might never meet again; they made love,
but never promises. She seemed to draw strength from him, as he knew he did
from her; but never in public. It was as if Maureen had an armed, jealous,
invisible husband. In public she barely knew him.
But in public she treated George
Christopher no differently. She was a bit more friendly, but still cold. He
wasn't her invisible husband . . . was he? Was she different with him when they
were alone? Harvey couldn't know.
These thoughts ran through his head
before an old reflex pushed them down below conscious thought. He didn't have
time for them. Harvey Randall wanted something, and these were the men who
could refuse him. It was a familiar situation.
"Come in, Harvey." Senator
Jellison had not lost the warm smile that had won him elections. "We can
start now. Thank you all for coming. I thought it might be wise to get a full
report on how things are here."
"Any reason for doing it now?"
George Christopher asked.
Jellison's smile didn't falter.
"Yes, George. Several. We have word from the telegraph that Deke Wilson's
coming in for a visit. Brought some visitors, too."
"There's news from Outside?"
Mayor Seitz asked.
"Some," Jellison said.
"Al, would you begin, please?"
Hardy took papers from his briefcase and
began to read. How many acres cleared of rocks, and how much they'd be able to
plant in winter wheat. Livestock inventory. Weapons, and equipment. Most of the
people in the room looked bored before Hardy finished. "The upshot
is," Hardy said, "that we'll make it through the winter. With
luck."
That got their interest.
"It'll be close," Hardy warned.
"We'll get damned hungry before spring. But we've got a chance. We've even
got medical supplies—not enough, but some—and Doc Valdemar's clinic is set up
and running." Hardy paused for a moment. "Now for the bad news.
Harvey Randall's people have been looking over the dams and powerhouses above
here. They can't get them working again. Too much washed out. And out of the
lists of stuff the engineering people have asked for, we don't have a quarter
of the supplies. It'll be a while before we rebuild much of a civilization
here."
"Hell, we're civilized," Police
Chief Hartman said. "Almost no crime, and we'll have enough to eat, and
we've got a doctor and a clinic and most of us have plumbing. What more do we
need?"
"Electricity would be nice,"
Harvey Randall said.
"Sure, but we can live without
it," Chief Hartman said. "Goddam. We can live till spring."
And Harvey felt his joy. The journey to
the Stronghold had been a terrible time: the end of the world passing in
endless agony . . . and goddam! Listen to us now, talking like it isn't enough
just to be alive! I could have been turned away, sent down the road....
"I think I would express thanks in a
more positive way," Reverend Varley said. "We should be singing
hosannas." The minister's expression was grim, in contrast to his words.
"Of course the cost has been high. Perhaps, Chief, you have said it
correctly after all—"
Senator Jellison cleared his throat to
get their attention. The room fell silent.
"There's a bit more news," Jellison
said. "We have a new claimant to the office of President of the United
States. Hector Shorey."
"Who the devil is Hector
Shorey?" George Christopher demanded.
"Speaker of the House. Newly
selected by the party caucus. I don't even remember the House taking a formal
vote. Still, his claim is the best we've heard, and the Colorado Springs
government at least talks like it's still in charge of the country."
"I could do that myself,"
Christopher said.
The Senator laughed. "No, George,
you couldn't. I could."
"Who cares?" George Christopher
was belligerent. "They can't help us and they can't jail us. They'd have
to fight their way through all the other United States Governments, and even
then they can't get to us. Why do we give a damn what they say?"
Al Hardy said, "I point out that
Colorado Springs probably has the largest military detachment surviving in this
part of the world. The cadets at the Academy. The NORAD—North American Air
Defense—command under Cheyenne Mountain. Ent Air Force Base. And at least a
regiment of mountain troops."
"They still can't get to us,"
Christopher insisted. "Understand, I've nothing against getting the United
States going again. But I want to know the cost. Will they tell us to pay
taxes?"
Jellison nodded. "Good
question." He looked around him. "Whatever happens, it can wait till
spring, can't it? Either we'll be out of the woods by then, or we'll be dead.
Al says we won't be dead."
There were nods and murmurs of agreement.
"Now," Jellison said. "I
asked Harvey to come to this meeting because he has a proposal. Harvey has
asked for another expedition Outside, to get more equipment that we'll need for
next spring." He held up a paper that Harvey recognized as a list he and
Brad Wagoner and Tim Hamner had prepared. "Mostly things we won't need
before spring."
"But perishable, Senator,"
Harvey said. "Electrical tools, transistors, components, electric motors .
. . a lot of things that might still be useful even though they've been
underwater. By spring they won't be."
"We lost four good men the last time
we went Outside," George Christopher said. "It's bad out there."
"Because we didn't take enough
men," Harvey answered.
"We need to go in force. A big
column won't be attacked." He was proud of his control: He didn't think
anyone would guess from his voice how the thought of going out of this valley
terrified him. He glanced at Maureen. She knew. She wasn't looking at him, but
she knew.
"And will use a lot of
gasoline," AI Hardy said. "As well as throw work schedules off. And
you still might have to fight."
"Well, we take enough men, it might
not be so bad," George Christopher said. "But I'm not going out with just
a couple of trucks anymore. Harvey's right. If we go, we go with a lot of
people. Ten trucks, fifty to a hundred men."
"I suppose we have to think of these
things," Reverend Varley said. His voice was wistful and sad.
"Yes, sir." Christopher was
determined. "Reverend, I want peace as much as you do, but I don't know
how to get it. Don't forget Deke's neighbors. The ones that got eaten."
Reverend Varley shuddered. "I
hadn't," he said.
There was a pause, and Harvey jumped in.
"Tim's worked with the phone book and maps," he said. "We've
located a scuba shop. It shouldn't be under more than ten feet of water. We
could dive in there and get the scuba gear—"
"What are you going to use for
air?" Steve Cox demanded.
"We can build a compressor,"
Harvey said. "That's not hard to design."
"Might not be hard to design, but
without electricity it's going to be hard to build," Joe Henderson said.
He had owned the filling station in town, and was now helping Ray Christopher
set up a blacksmith and mechanic shop.
"Let me name some other things we
need," Harvey said. "Machine tools. Lathes, drill presses, all kinds
of tools, and we've located most of them—on the map, that is. And we'll need
them, one day."
Henderson smiled wistfully. "I could
sure use some good tools," he said.
"Generator wire," Harvey
continued. "Bearings. Spare parts for our transport vehicles. Electrical
wire."
"Stop," Henderson said. "I
give up. Let's go out."
"Al, could we spare fifty men for a
week?" Jellison asked.
Hardy looked unhappy. "Eileen?"
he called. She came in from another room. "Get me those manpower trade‑offs,
please."
"Right." She flashed Harvey one
of her sunburst smiles before she left. Eileen Hancock Hamner had been wrong:
Good administrators were needed even after Hammerfall. Al Hardy often told the
Senator that she was the most useful person in the Stronghold. Strong backs,
farmers, riflemen, even mechanics and engineers weren't so hard to find; but
someone who could coordinate all that effort was worth her weight in gold.
Or in black pepper. Hardy scowled. He
didn't like this expedition; it was an unnecessary risk. If Randall had his way
. . . Was Randall still chasing the blue van and the men who had murdered his
wife? At least he'd stopped talking about it....
"While she's getting that,"
Chief Hartman said, "let me put in a nickel's worth. We can spare fifty
men for a week if nobody comes after us while they're gone. Fifty men and
rifles is a big part of our strength, Senator. I'd like to be sure nobody's
going to attack us before I go along with sending that many out at once."
"I can go along with that,"
Mayor Seitz said. "And maybe we send a patrol out through Trouble Pass
before we go. Just to see if anybody's coming that way."
"Harry's due back from a sweep in a
day or so," Senator Jellison said. "And Deke's coming within the
hour. We'll find out what things are like Outside before we make any final
decisions. George, you got anything to say about this?"
Christopher shook his head. "Either
way suits me. If things aren't too bad out there, if there's nobody just
waiting for us to send out a big party so they can jump us, then sure, we can
go." He fell silent and stared at the wall, and they all knew what he was
thinking. George Christopher didn't want to know what went on Outside. No one
else did either. It just made things harder, to know of the chaos and death and
starvation a few miles away while they were safe in their valley.
Eileen came back with papers. Hardy
studied them for awhile. "It all depends on what you find," he said.
"We need more fields cleared. We haven't got enough land cleared to plant
all the winter seed. On the other hand, if you can find more materials to make
greenhouses out of, we won't need so much land planted for the winter. Same for
fertilizer and animal feed, if you can get those. Then there's the gasoline. ..
."
It was gasoline and man‑hours
against a return that could only be guessed at. So they guessed, and they
talked it around, and presently Senator Jellison said, "Harvey, you're
proposing that we take a risk. Granted it's a risk with a high payoff, and we
don't lose much, but it's still a risk—and at the moment we don't need risks to
stay alive."
"Yes, that's about the size of
it," Harvey said. "I think it's worth it, but I can't guarantee
it." He stopped for a moment and looked around the room. He liked these
people. Even George Christopher was an honest man and a good one to have on
your side if there was trouble. "Look, if it was left to me I'd stay here
forever. You can't imagine how good it felt to get into this valley, to feel
safe after what we saw in Los Angeles. If I had my druthers I'd never leave
this valley again. But—we do have to look ahead. Hardy says we'll get through
the winter, and if he says so, we will. But after winter there's spring, and
the winter after that, and more years—years and years—and maybe it's worth some
effort right now to make those future years easier."
"Sure, provided it don't cost so
much there aren't any more years," Mayor Seitz said. He laughed. "You
know, I was talking to that lady head doctor. Doc Ruth says it's a 'survivor
syndrome.' Everybody who lives through Hammerfall gets changed by it. Some go
completely nuts, and life isn't worth a damn to them, they'll do anything. But
most get like us, so cautious we jump at our shadows. I know I'm that way. I
don't want to take any chances at all. Still, Harvey's got a point. There is a
lot of stuff out there we could use. Maybe we'll even find Harv's—"
"Blue van!" cried at least four
men, and Hardy winced. Randall might have stopped talking about the blue van,
but nobody else had. Black pepper, spices, beef jerky, pemmican, canned soup
and canned ham, coffee, liquor and liqueurs and a partridge in a pear tree,
everything you could dream of and all measured in ton lots. Machine tools, hah!
If Hardy could read the minds of fifty men as they set out on this fool
expedition, he knew what he would find: fifty images of a blue van, just behind
their eyes.
Presently Senator Jellison ended the
meeting. "It's obvious we can't decide anything until Deke gets here to
tell us what things are like out there. Let's wait for him."
"I'll see if Mrs. Cox has the
tea," Al Hardy said. "Harvey, would you help me a minute,
please?"
"Sure." Harvey went out to the
kitchen. Al Hardy was waiting for him.
"Actually," Hardy said,
"Mrs. Cox knows what to do. I wanted a word with you. In the library,
please." He turned and led the way.
Now what? Harvey wondered. It was obvious
Hardy didn't care for the salvage expedition, but wasn't this something more?
When Al Hardy ushered him into the big room and then closed the door, Harvey
felt a familiar fear.
Al Hardy liked things neat.
There was an admiral Harvey had
interviewed, years ago. Harvey had been struck by the man's desk. It was
absolutely symmetrical: the blotter precisely centered, the identical IN and
OUT baskets on either side, inkwell in the middle with a pen on either side . .
. everything but the pencil the admiral was using to gesture. Harvey looked it
over; and then he aimed the camera exactly down the middle of the desk, and he
put the pencil right in front of him, in line with his tie tack.
And the admiral loved it!
"Sit down, please," Hardy said.
The assistant reached into a drawer of the Senator's big desk and took out a
bottle of bourbon. "Drink?"
"Thanks." Now Harvey was
definitely worried. Al Hardy held almost as much power as the Senator; he
executed the Senator's commands. And Hardy liked things neat. He precisely
matched the network executives who would order Randall to cut the man‑in‑the‑street
crap and use motivational research; who would have found their jobs much easier
if all men had been created not just equal but identical.
Could it be a problem with Mark? And if
so, could Harvey save him again? Mark had almost got himself thrown out of the
Stronghold: Hardy hadn't appreciated Mark's sign proclaiming the Stronghold
"Senator Jellison's Trading Post and Provisional Government"; neither
had George Christopher. They hadn't cared for the wasted paint, either.
Maybe it wasn't Mark. If Al Hardy decided
that Harvey Randall was upsetting his neat patterns . . . the Stronghold
couldn't survive without Hardy's mania for organization. The road was always
there, and nobody ever forgot it. Harvey shifted nervously in the hard chair.
Al Hardy sat across from him, pointedly
not taking the big chair behind the desk. No one but the Senator would ever sit
there if Al Hardy had any choice in the matter. He waved toward the big desk
with its litter of paper. Maps, with penciled lines showing the current shore
of the San Joaquin Sea; manpower assignments; inventories of food and
equipment, anything they could locate, and another list of needed items they
didn't have; planting schedules; work details; all the paper work associated
with keeping too many people alive in a world suddenly turned hostile.
"Think all that's worth anything?" Al asked.
"It's worth a lot," Harvey
said. "Organization. That's all that keeps us alive."
"Glad you think so." Hardy
raised his glass. "What shall we drink to?"
Harvey waved toward the empty chair
behind the desk. "To the duke of Silver Valley."
Al Hardy nodded. "I'll drink to
that. Skoal."
"Prosit."
"He is a duke, you know," Hardy
said. "With the high, middle and low justice."
That knot of fear in Harvey's stomach
began to grow.
"Tell me, Harvey, if he dies
tomorrow, what becomes of us?" Hardy asked.
"Jesus. I don't even want to think
about it." The question had startled Harvey Randall. "But there's not
much chance of that—"
"There's every chance," Hardy
said. "I'm telling you a secret, of course. If you let it get out, or let
him know I've told you, it won't be pleasant."
"So why tell me? And what's wrong
with him?"
"Heart," Al said.
"Bethesda people told him to take it easy. He was going to retire after
this term, if he lived that long."
"That bad?"
"Bad enough. He could last two
years, or he could die in an hour. More likely a year than an hour, but there's
a chance of either."
"Jesus . . . but why tell me?"
Hardy didn't answer, not directly.
"You said it yourself, organization is the key to survival. Without the
Senator there'd have been no organization. Can you think of anyone who could
govern here if he died tomorrow?"
"No. Not now...."
"How about Colorado?" Hardy
asked.
Harvey Randall laughed. "You heard
them in there. Colorado can't keep us alive. But I know who would take
over."
"Who?"
"You."
Hardy shook his head. "It wouldn't
work. Two reasons. One, I'm not a local. They don't know me, and they take my orders
only because they're his orders. Okay, in time I could get around that. But
there's a better reason. I'm not the right man."
"You seem to do all right."
"No. I wanted his seat in the
Senate, and he'd have arranged that for me when he retired. I would have been a
good Senator, I think. But not a good President. Harvey, a couple of weeks ago
I had to go up to the Bonar place and evict his wife and two children. They
cried and screamed and told me I was as much as killing them, and they were right,
but I did it. Was that the right thing to do? I don't know, and yet I do know.
I know because he ordered it, and what he orders is right."
"That's a strange—"
"Character deficiency," Hardy
said. "I could go into my childhood in the Catholic orphanage, but you
don't want to hear my life story. Take it from me. I do best when I've got
someone else to lean on, somebody else to be the final authority. The Old Man
knows that. There's not a chance in the world that he'd designate me as his
successor."
"So what will you do, when . .
."
"I'll be chief of staff to whomever
Senator Jellison designates. If he hasn't designated anyone, then to whoever I
think will be able to carry on his work. This valley is his life work, you
know. He's saved us all. Without him it would be like Outside here."
Harvey nodded. "I expect you're
right." And I like it here, he thought. It's safe, and I want to be safe.
"What has all this got to do with me?"
"You're ruining things," Hardy
said. "You know how."
Harvey Randall's teeth clenched.
"If he dies tomorrow . . ."
Hardy said. "If he does, the only person who could take over would be
George Christopher. No, before you ask. I will not like being his chief of
staff. But I'll do it, because nobody else could hold this valley. And I'll see
that everyone knows that George is the Senator's chosen heir. The wedding won't
trail the funeral by more than a day."
"She wouldn't marry George
Christopher!"
"Yes, she will. If it means the
difference between success and ruining everything the Senator has tried to
build, she'll do it."
"You're saying that whoever marries
Maureen ends up in charge of the Stronghold . . . ?"
"No," Hardy said. He shook his
head sadly. "Not anybody. You couldn't, for example. You aren't local.
Nobody would take orders from you. Oh, some would, if you were the Senator's
heir. But not enough. You haven't been here long enough." A1 paused for a
moment. "It wouldn't work for me, either."
Harvey turned to stare at the younger
man. "You're in love with her," he said musingly.
Hardy shrugged. "I think enough of
her that I don't want to kill her. Which is what I would be doing if I married
her. Anything that disorganizes this valley, that splits it into factions, will
kill everyone here. We'll be a pushover for the first group that wants to come
in—and, Harvey, there are enemies Outside. Worse ones than you think."
"You've heard something that wasn't
told at the meeting?"
"You'll find out from Deke when he
comes," Al said. He reached for the bottle and poured more bourbon into
both their glasses. "Stay away from her, Harvey. I know she's lonely, and
I know how you feel about her, but stay away from her. All you can do is kill
her, and ruin everything her father has built."
"Now damn you, I—"
"It does no good to shout at me or
be angry with me." Hardy's voice was calm and determined. "You know
I'm right. She must marry whoever will be the new duke. Otherwise, Jack Turner
will try to assert his rights, and I will have to kill him. Otherwise, there
will be factions who will try to take power because they will believe they have
as much right as anyone does. The only possible chance for a peaceful transfer
of power is to appeal to loyalty to the Senator's memory. Maureen can do that.
No one else can. But she cannot control everyone. Together, Maureen and George
will be able to."
Finally Hardy's icy calm broke, just
slightly. His hand trembled. "Do you think you are making things any
easier for her? She knows what she must do. Why do you think she will see you
secretly, but will not marry you?" Hardy got up. "We've been long
enough. We should join the others."
Harvey drained his glass, but did not get
up yet.
"I have tried to be friendly," Hardy
said. "The Senator thinks highly of you. He likes the work you have done,
and he likes your ideas. I think if he had a free choice he might . . . That
doesn't matter. He does not have a free choice, and now I've told you."
Hardy went out before Randall could say anything.
Harvey sat staring at the empty glass.
Finally he stood and threw it to the carpet. "Shill" he said.
"Goddammit to hell."
When the meeting adjourned, Maureen went
outside. There was a fine mist, so fine that she hardly noticed. No one
bothered with mist. Visibility was good, several miles, and she could see the
snow in the High Sierra, and lower. There was snow on Cow Mountain to the
south, and that wasn't quite five thousand feet high. There would be snow in
the valley soon.
She shivered slightly in the cold wind,
but she wasn't tempted to go inside and get warmer clothing. Inside she'd have
to see Harvey Randall again, and look away. She didn't want to see anyone or
speak to anyone, but she smiled pleasantly as Alice Cox rode by on her big
stallion. Then she felt, rather than heard, someone come up behind her. She
turned, slowly. afraid of whom she'd see.
"Cold," Reverend Varley said.
"You should get a jacket."
"I'm all right." She turned to walk
away from him, and saw the Sierra again. Harvey's boy was up in those
mountains. Travelers said the scouts were doing well there. She turned back
again. "They tell me you can be trusted," she said.
"I hope so." When she didn't
say anything else, he added, "Listening to people's troubles is my main
business here."
"I thought you were in the praying
business." She said it cynically, not knowing why she wanted to hurt him.
"I am, but it's not a
business."
"No." It wasn't. Tom Varley pulled
his own weight. He could claim a larger share than what he took from his own
dairy herd; and many of the valley people gave him part of their own rations,
which he distributed. He never said how. George thought he was feeding
outsiders, but George wouldn't say anything to Tom Varley. George was afraid of
him. Priests and magicians are feared in primitive societies.... "I wish
this were really the Day of Judgment," she blurted.
"Why?"
"Because then it would mean
something. There's no meaning to any of this. And don't tell me about God's
will and His unfathomable reasons."
"I won't if you say you don't want
to hear it. But are you sure?"
"Yes. I tried that. It doesn't work.
I can't believe in a God who did this! And there's just no purpose, no reason
for anything." She pointed to the snow in the mountains. "Winter will
be here. Soon. And we'll live through it, some of us. And another after that.
And another. Why bother?" She couldn't stand looking at him. His collie‑dog
eyes were filled with concern and sympathy, and she knew that was
what she had wanted from him, but now it
was unbearable. She turned and walked away quickly.
He followed. "Maureen." She
went on, toward the driveway, but he kept pace with her. "Please."
"What?" She turned to face him.
"What can you say? What can I say? It's all true."
"Most of us want to live," he
said.
"Yes. I wish I knew why."
"You do know. You want to live
too."
"Not like this."
"Things aren't so bad—"
"You don't understand. I thought I'd
found something. Life consists of doing one's job. I could believe that. I
really could. But I don't have a job. I am thoroughly and utterly
useless."
"That's not true."
"It is true. It always was true.
Even before . . . before. I was just existing. Sometimes I could be happy being
a part of someone else's life. I could fool myself, but that wasn't any good
either, not really. I was just drifting along, and I didn't see much point in
it, but it wasn't too bad. Not then. But the Hammer came and took even that
way. It took everything away."
"But you're needed here,"
Varley said. "Many of these people depend on you. They need you—"
She laughed. "For what? Al Hardy and
Eileen do the work. Dad makes the decisions. And Maureen?" She laughed
again. "Maureen makes people unhappy, Maureen has fits of black depression
that spread like the plague. Maureen sneaks around to see her lover and then
destroys the poor son of a bitch by not speaking to him in public because she's
afraid she'll get him killed, but Maureen doesn't even have the guts to stop
fucking. How's that for worse than useless?"
There was no reaction to her language,
and she was ashamed of herself for trying to . . . to what? It didn't matter.
"Isn't it true that you do care for
something?" Varley asked. "This lover. He is someone whose life you
want to share."
Her smile was bitter. "Don't you
understand? I don't know! And I'm afraid to find out. I want to be in love, but
I don't think I can be, and I'm afraid even that's gone. And I can't find out
because my job is to be the crown princess. Maybe I ought to marry George and
be done with it."
This time he did react. He seemed
surprised. "George Christopher is your lover?"
"Good God, no! He's the one who'll
do the killing."
"I doubt that. George is a pretty
good man."
"I wish . . . I'd like to be sure of
that. Then I could find out. I could find out if I can still love anyone. And I
want to know, I want to know if the Hammer took that, too. I'm sorry. I
shouldn't have spoken to you. There's nothing you can do."
"I can listen. And I can tell you
that I see a purpose to life. This vast universe wasn't created for nothing.
And it was created. It didn't just happen."
"Did the Hammer just happen?"
"I don't believe so."
"Then why?"
Varley shook his head. "I don't
know. Perhaps to shock a Washington socialite enough to make her take a strong
look at her life. Maybe only that. For you."
"That's crazy. You don't believe
that."
"I believe it has a purpose, but
that purpose will be different for each of us."
"We'd better go in. I'm
freezing." She turned and walked rapidly past him to the stone ranch
house. I'll see Harvey tonight, she thought. And I'll tell him. Everything. I
have to. I can't stand this any longer.
Journey's End
In
the imminent dark age people will endure hardship, and for the greater part of
their time they will be laboring to satisfy primitive needs. A few will have
positions of privilege, and their work will not consist in . . . cultivating
the soil or in building shelters with their own hands. It will consist in
schemes and intrigues, grimmer and more violent than anything we know today, in
order to maintain their personal privileges....
Roberto Vacca, The Coming Dark Age
Ding!
The kitchen timer went off, and Tim
Hamner put down his book and picked up the binoculars. He had two sets of
binoculars in the guard shack: the very powerful day glasses he now carried,
and a much larger night glass that didn't magnify so much, but gathered a lot
of light. They'd have been perfect field‑viewing astronomical glasses,
except that there were always clouds and Tim rarely saw the stars.
The hut had been vastly improved. Now
there was insulation, and more wood frame; it could even be heated. It
contained a bed, a chair, a table and some bookshelves— and a rifle rack at the
door. Tim slung the Winchester 30/06 over his shoulder on the way out, and only
momentarily felt amusement at the thought: Tim Hamner, playboy and amateur
astronomer, armed to the teeth as he ventured forth to search out the ungodly!
He climbed up onto the boulder. A tree
grew next to it. From any distance away he'd be invisible in the foliage. When
he reached the top he braced himself against the tree and began his careful
scan of the terrain below him.
Trouble Pass appeared on no maps. It was
Harvey Randall's name for the low spot in the ridges surrounding the Stronghold.
Trouble Pass was the most likely route for any one invading on foot, and Tim
scanned it first. He'd looked into it no more than fifteen minutes before; the
timer was set for fifteen‑minute intervals on the theory that nobody, on
foot or horseback, could get over the pass and out of sight in less than
fifteen minutes.
There was nobody there. There never was,
these days. In the first weeks, walkers had tried to come in that way, and
they'd be spotted, and Tim would use the bugle to sound an alarm; ranchers on
horseback would go out to meet the intruders and turn them away. Now the pass
was always clear. Still, it had to be watched.
Tim spotted two deer and a coyote, five
jackrabbits and a lot of birds. Meat, if hunters could be spared. Nothing else
in the pass. He swept the glasses on around, over the tops of the skylines and
along the barren hillsides. It wasn't too different from looking for comets:
You remember what things ought to look like, and search for anything different.
Tim knew every rock on the hillsides by now. There was one shaped like a
miniature Easter Island statue, and another that looked like a Cadillac.
Nothing was on the hillsides that shouldn't be there.
He turned and looked down into the valley
behind, and grinned again at his good fortune: better to be a guard on top of
the ridge than down there breaking up rocks. "I expect the guards at San
Quentin thought that, too," Tim said aloud. He'd taken to talking to
himself lately.
The Stronghold looked good. Secure, safe,
with greenhouses, and grazing herds and flocks; and there was going to be
enough to eat. "I am one lucky son of a bitch," Tim said.
It came to him, as it often did, that he
was far luckier than he deserved. He had Eileen, and he had friends. He had a
secure place to sleep, and enough to eat. He had work to do, although his first
scheme, to rebuild the dams above the Stronghold, hadn't worked out—no fault of
his. He and Brad Wagoner had worked out new ways to generate electricity—always
assuming they could get Outside and find the wire and bearings and other tools
and equipment they'd need.
And books. Tim had a whole list of books
that he wished for. He'd owned nearly all of them, back in a time that he
barely remembered, a time when all he had to do if he wanted anything was to
let someone know it, and let money do the rest. When he thought about books and
how easy it had been to get them, his thoughts sometimes strayed further, to
hot towels and the sauna and swimming pool, Tanqueray gin and Irish coffee and
clean clothes whenever he wanted them.... But those times were hard to
remember. They were times before Eileen, and she was worth a lot. If it took
the end of the world to bring them together, then maybe it was worth it.
Tim was sad only when he thought of life
Outside, when he remembered the dead baby and the police and nurses working at
the Burbank hospital. Those memories of driving past helpless people sometimes
rose to haunt him, and he couldn't help wondering why he'd survived—more than
survived; lived to find security and a lot more happiness than he'd ever
expected....
Movement caught his eye. A truck was
coming up the road. It was full of men, and Tim almost leaped down into the hut
to call a warning. The air was clear of lightning except for the constant
flashes up in the High Sierra; the little CB radio would work, but he wasn't
supposed to use it more than necessary. It was damned tough hauling batteries
up and down this hill, and it took precious gasoline to recharge them. He let
the impulse pass. The truck had a way to go, there was time to examine it
through the binoculars.
He didn't doubt that it was Deke Wilson's
truck. He looked anyway. A single truck could carry considerable firepower, and
a single such mistake could cost a score of lives and put the poor stuttering
sentry back on the road without his balls.
It looked like Deke's truck, more crowded
than usual; the truck bed was jammed with standing men. You wouldn't crowd an
attack force together like that. One was a woman. .. .
Those four: Why did they leap to the eye
like that? One was a woman, and one was black, and two were white men. But the
four seemed clumped together as if . . . as if in mutual distaste for the
mortals around them. No, they didn't look like mortals. Tim shifted his elbows
on the rock and studied elusively familiar faces through the binoculars....
But the truck was coming too close. Tim
sprinted for the hut. He was picking up the microphone when he remembered.
"Yeah?"
"Deke Wilson's here, three
minutes," said Tim, "and he's got the astronauts with him, the
astronauts from Hammerlab! All four! Chet, you won't believe them. They look
like gods. They look like they never went through the end of the world at
all."
Faces. Dozens of faces, all white, all
staring up at them in the truck. They were all talking at once, and Rick
Delanty heard only snatches of conversation. "Russians."
"Astronauts, it's really them." When he got down from the truck they
crowded around, hanging back a bit to avoid crushing the men from space,
staring, smiling. Men and women, and they weren't starving. Their eyes did not
have the haunted look that Rick had got used to at Deke Wilson's place. These
people had seen only a part of Hell.
They were mostly middle‑aged, and
their clothes showed signs of hard work and not much washing. The men tended to
be large, the women plain, or was it only that they were dressed for work? At
Deke Wilson's farm the women had dressed like men and worked like men. Here
there was a difference. In this valley women were different from men. It wasn't
like the world before Hammerfall. It wasn't that obvious, and if Rick hadn't
been weeks with Deke Wilson he would have reflected on how things had changed
since the Hammer; now, he noticed the similarities. This valley was as
different from Wilson's fortified camp as . . .
Rick had no more time to reflect on it.
There were introductions, and they were ushered up onto the big porch of the
stone ranch house. Rick would have known who was in charge even if he hadn't
recognized Senator Jellison: The Senator was not as large as the big, burly
men, but everyone made room for him, waited for him to speak first; and his
smile made them all feel welcome, even Pieter and Leonilla, who had been
dreading this meeting.
More people were coming, some downhill
from the fields, others up the drive. The word must have spread fast. Rick
looked for Johnny Baker, and saw him, but Baker wasn't noticing Rick Delanty or
anyone else. He was standing in front of a slim girl, tall, red hair, flannel
shirt and work trousers. He gripped both her hands, and they devoured each
other with their eyes.
"I was sure you were dead,"
Baker said. "I just . . . I never even asked Deke. I was afraid to. I'm
glad you lived."
"I'm glad you lived, too," she
said. Odd, Rick thought: From the sorrow on their faces, you would have thought
they were attending each other's funeral. It was obvious to Rick, and to
everyone else: They had been lovers.
And some of the men didn't like that at
all! Trouble building there.... Rick again had no time to reflect on. it. The
crowd was pressing around, everyone speaking at once. One of the big men turned
from watching Johnny and his woman and spoke to Rick. "Are we at war with
the Russians?" he demanded.
"No," Rick said. "What's
left of Russia and what's left of the United States are allies. Against China.
But you can forget about all that, the war's long over. Between the Hammer and the
Soviet missiles, and we think maybe some of our own, there won't be anything
left of China that can fight back."
"Allies." The big man was
bewildered. "Okay. I guess."
Rick grinned at him. "The thing is,
if we ever get to Russia we'll find nothing but glaciers. But if we go to China
we'll find Russians, and they'll remember us as allies. See?"
The man scowled and walked away, exactly
as if Rick had been putting him on.
Rick Delanty fell into the old routine.
He was used to speaking at gatherings, keeping the words simple and the imagery
vivid, explaining without condescending. There were plenty of questions. They
wanted to know what it was like in space. How long did it take to get used to
free fall? Rick was surprised at how many had watched their TV broadcasts from
Hammerlab and remembered Rick's impromptu zero‑G ballet performance. How
did they move? Eat? Drink? Patch a meteor strike? Couldn't that raw sunlight
burn your eyes out? Did they wear dark glasses all the time?
He learned the names. The young girl was
Alice Cox, the woman with the tray of hot coffee—real coffee!—was her mother,
the burly men with the challenging stance were both Christophers, and so was
the one who'd wanted to know about the war, only that one had gone inside with
Deke Wilson and Johnny Baker, leaving Mrs. Cox to be hostess. There was a man
introduced as "Mayor" and another whom everyone called
"Chief," but there was something subtle Rick didn't understand,
because the Christophers, with no title, seemed to have higher status. All the
men seemed big, and they were all armed. Was he already so used to the half‑starved
look of Deke Wilson's band?
"The Senator says we can spare some
light," Mrs. Cox announced after one of her trips inside. "You can
talk to the astronauts after it's too dark to work. And maybe we'll have a
party Sunday."
There were murmurs of agreement, and
goodbyes, and the crowd melted away. Mrs. Cox took them inside, and brought
more coffee into the living room. The perfect hostess, and Rick found himself
relaxing for the first time since they had landed. At Deke Wilson's there had
been coffee, but not much, and it was consumed hurriedly by men about to go on
guard duty. No one sat relaxed in a parlor, and the coffee certainly wasn't
served in china cups.
"I'm sorry there's nobody around to
keep you company," Mrs. Cox said. "Everyone's got work to do. They'll
be back tonight, and then they'll talk your head off."
"It is not important," Pieter
said. "We thank you for the welcome." He and Leonilla sat together,
apart from Rick. "I hope we are not keeping you from your duties."
"Well, I've got dinner to
cook," Mrs. Cox said. "If you want anything, just call me." She
left them alone, pointedly setting down the coffeepot. "Better drink that
before it gets cold," she said. "I can't promise there'll be any more
for awhile."
"Thank you," Leonilla said.
"You are all so kind to us. . . ."
"No more than you deserve, I'm
sure," Mrs. Cox answered, and then she was gone.
"So. We have found a government," Pieter said. "Where is
General Baker?"
Rick shrugged. "Back there somewhere
with Deke and the Senator and some of the others. Big conference."
"To which we were not invited,"
Jakov said. "I understand why Leonilla and I are not needed, but why are
you out here?"
"I thought about that," Rick
said. "But they all left pretty quick. You know what Deke's got to tell
them. And somebody had to stay out there and talk to the crowd. I took it as a
compliment."
"I hope you are right," Jakov said.
Leonilla nodded agreement. "This is
the first time I have felt safe since we landed. I think they like us. Surely
they do not care that Rick is black?"
"I can usually tell," Rick
said. "No. But there was something strange. Did you notice? After they
found out about the war, all they wanted to know about was space. Nobody,
nobody at all, asked about what was happening to the Earth."
"Yes. But soon we will have to tell
them," Pieter said.
"I wish we could avoid that,"
Leonilla said. "But yes, we will have to."
They fell silent. Rick got up and poured
the last of the coffee. From back in the kitchen there were sounds of activity,
and outside they could see men carrying rocks, others plowing fields. Hard
work, and it was certain that there'd be plenty for all of them, even Leonilla.
Rick hoped so. He realized that he had been silently praying that there would
be work, something to do, something to make him feel useful again, and to
forget Houston and El Lago and the tsunami. . . .
But for the moment he'd been given a
hero's welcome, and so had Leonilla and Pieter, and they were safe, surrounded
by armed men who didn't want to kill them.
He heard a low buzz of voices from
somewhere at the back of the house. That would be the Senator and Johnny Baker
and Deke Wilson and the Senator's trusted staff, planning . . . what? Our
lives, Rick thought. Was the Senator's daughter there, too? Rick remembered how
she and Johnny had looked at each other, their voices inaudible, their noses
almost touching, no thought of anyone around them. How would that affect the
Senator's decisions?
It struck Rick that the Senator might
like it fine. Johnny Baker was an Air Force general. If Colorado Springs had
the power they claimed, that could be important.
"How many men here?" Pieter
said. The question startled Rick from his reverie. "I estimate several
hundred," Pieter was saying. "And many weapons. Do you think that is
enough?"
Rick shrugged. He'd been thinking of the
far future, weeks, months ahead, and had almost managed to forget why they had
come to the Senator's Stronghold just now. "It's got to be," Rick
said, and now he felt it too, the tension that Pieter and Leonilla had brought
with them. It had never occurred to Rick that the Senator wouldn't have enough
strength. He'd been so sure that somewhere there were civilized men and women,
real safety and civilization and order.. . .
And maybe there wasn't any. Anywhere.
Rick shuddered slightly, but he kept his smile in place, and the three of them
sat in the paneled room, waiting and hoping.
"They call themselves the New
Brotherhood Army," said Deke. He looked around him—at Harvey Randall and
Al Hardy and General Johnny Baker, George Christopher, who sat far to one side
of the room, and Senator Jellison in his judge's chair—and his eyes were
haunted. He drank from his glass, and waited a minute while the whiskey worked
its ancient magic, and said in a firmer voice, "They also claim to be the
legal government of California."
"By what authority?" Al Hardy
demanded.
"Well, their proclamation was signed
by the Lieutenant Governor. 'Acting Governor,' he calls himself now."
Hardy frowned. "The Honorable James
Wade Montross?"
"That's the name," Deke said.
"Could I have some more of that whiskey?"
Hardy looked to the Senator, got a nod
and refilled Deke's glass. "Montross," Al said musingly. "So The
Screwball survived." He looked to the others and added quickly, "An
insider's joke. In politics we usually have nicknames for people. The Loser.
Grin and Bear It. Montross got tagged as The Screwball."
"Screwball or not, he's given me
seven days to join his government," Deke said. "Otherwise his New
Brotherhood Army will take the whole place by force." The farmer opened
his Army‑surplus field jacket and took a paper from an inner pocket. The
paper was mimeographed, but the lettering was hand‑drawn, in fine
calligraphy. He handed it to Al Hardy, who glanced at it, then gave it to Senator
Jellison.
"That's Montross's signature,"
Hardy said. "I'm sure of it."
Jellison nodded. "We can treat the
signature as genuine." He looked up to include everyone in the
conversation. "The Lieutenant Governor proclaims a state of emergency and
asserts what amounts to supreme authority within California," he said.
George Christopher growled, a harsh
grating sound. "Over us, too?"
"Everyone," Jellison said.
"He mentions the Colorado Springs announcement, too. Do you know anything
about that, General Baker?"
Johnny Baker nodded. He sat next to
Harvey Randall, but he didn't seem to be part of the group in the room. The old
gods have returned, Harvey thought. For the moment, anyway. How long will they
be gods? Harvey had seen Baker with Maureen, and hated it.
"We caught a broadcast out of
Colorado Springs," Baker said. "I'm sure it was genuine. It was in
the name of the Speaker of the House—"
"A senile idiot," Al Hardy
said.
"—who is acting as President,"
the astronaut continued. "His chief of staff seems to be a brevet
lieutenant general named Fox. I think that's Byron Fox, and if it is, I know
him. One of the professors at the Academy. Good man."
George Christopher had been quietly
fuming. Now he spoke, his voice low and full of anger. "Montross. That son
of a bitch. He was around here a couple of years ago trying to organize the
pickers. Came right onto my land! I couldn't even throw the trespassing bastard
off. He had fifty state cops with him."
"I'd say Jimmy Montross has quite a
lot of legal power," Senator Jellison said. "He is the highest‑ranking
civil officer in California. Assuming the Governor's dead, and he probably
is."
"Sacramento's gone, then?"
Johnny Baker asked.
Al Hardy nodded. "As far as we can
tell, that area's all underwater. Harry took a sweep north and west a couple of
weeks ago and met somebody who'd talked to people who tried to get to
Sacramento. All they found was more of the San Joaquin Sea."
"Damn," Baker said. "Then
the nuclear power plant's gone."
"Yes. Sorry," Hardy said.
"Deke, you're not going to knuckle
under to this goddam Montross, are you?" George Christopher demanded.
"I came here to ask for help,"
Wilson said. "They can whip us. That army of his is big."
"How big?" Al Hardy asked.
"Big."
"Something puzzles me," Senator
Jellison said. "Deke, are you certain that the cannibal band you fought is
part of this outfit that Montross is associated with?"
"I said so, didn't I?"
"Now don't get upset." The
Senator's famous charm was suddenly evident. "It just surprised me, that's
all. Montross was a screwball, but he wasn't crazy. Or stupid, for that matter.
He championed the underdog—"
There was a growl from Christopher.
"—or so he claimed," Jellison
continued smoothly. "But I wouldn't have thought he'd be friendly with
cannibals."
"Maybe they're holding him
prisoner," Al Hardy suggested.
Jellison nodded. "The point I was
about to make. In which case he has no legal authority at all."
"Legal, shmegal, what do I do?"
Deke Wilson asked. "I can't fight him. Will you people help me? I don't
want to give in to them—"
"Don't blame you," Christopher
said.
"It's not just the cannibals,"
Deke said. "They may give that up if they can get . . . other food. But
some of those messengers!"
"How big a party did they
send?" Hardy asked.
"About two hundred camped down the
road from us," Deke said. "They sent in a dozen. All armed. General
Baker saw them. A captain of state police—"
"No shit?" Christopher
exclaimed. "State cops with the cannibals?"
"Well, he wore the uniform,"
Deke said. "And some guy who'd been an official in Los Angeles, a black
man. And others. Most of them were okay, but two were . . . hell, they were
weird!" He looked to Baker and got a nod of agreement.
"Really weird," Deke continued.
"Acted like they were on dope. The eyes looked like that, wide, you know,
and they wouldn't look straight at you. And they talked about the angels of the
Lord. 'The angels have sent us to deliver this message.'"
"How did the others react to
that?" Harvey Randall asked.
"Like nothing happened. Like it was
normal to talk about the angels sending them. And when I asked what the hell
that meant, they just turned and left. 'You have the message.' That's all
they'd say."
"And you said there were two hundred
camped near you?" Al Hardy asked. "How near? Where?"
"Not far. South, down the
road," Deke said. "Why?"
"Harry went out your way,"
Hardy said. "He's not overdue, he doesn't keep any exact schedule, but
we've been expecting him."
"He never got to my place,"
Deke said.
"Do you think this outfit has done
anything to Harry?" Jellison asked.
Deke shrugged. "Senator, I don't
know what to make of those people. They claim to have a lot more troops than
the ones they let us see, and I believe it. We don't see traders anymore. No
refugees. It's like there's nobody out there except you and the New Brotherhood."
"Angels," Al Hardy said.
"It doesn't make much sense."
Not neat, Harvey Randall thought. Not
neat at all, and it disturbs Al. "I met Montross a few times," Harvey
said. "He didn't seem crazy to me. He was hyped up on the subject of environmentalism.
Spray cans destroying the ozone, that kind of thing. Maybe the Hammer drove him
over the edge."
"He may be crazy, he may be a
prisoner, anything could be," Deke Wilson said. "But there's two
hundred men camped down the road, I'd bet they've got five hundred more, and I
don't know what the hell to do."
"No. I don't suppose you do,"
the Senator said. He paused for thought, and no one interrupted him. Presently
he said, "Well. Six more days. Deke, I was going to make you an offer. You
could bring your women and children and injured here, and your part would be to
salvage things for us. Tools, electronics, that sort of thing, starting with
scuba gear you could use to dive for—"
"Where does that leave us time to
fight the New Brotherhood Army, Senator?"
Jellison sighed. "It doesn't, of
course. And I don't suppose that Governor Montross—or whoever is controlling
him— will be interested in sharing your salvage with us. It sounds as if he
intends to take control of the whole state."
"Including our valley," George
Christopher said.
"Yes, I expect so," Jellison
said. "Well. Two governments we've discovered today. Colorado Springs, and
the New Brotherhood Army. Plus the possibility of angels."
"So what the hell do I do?"
Deke demanded.
"Be patient. We don't know
enough," Jellison said. "Let's get some more data. General Baker,
what can you tell us about the rest of the United States? The rest of the world
for that matter?"
Johnny Baker nodded and leaned back to
organize his thoughts. "We never did have much for communications,"
he said. "We lost Houston right after Hammerfall. Colonel Delanty's family
was killed in that, by the way. I'd go easy on asking him about Texas."
Baker was pleased to see that the others
still had enough sensitivity to show sympathy for Rick. From what he had seen
out there, most of the world couldn't find tears to shed for a few individuals.
There was too much death. "My Russian friends also lost their
families," Johnny said. "The war started less than an hour after the
Hammer struck. China hit Russia. Russia hit China. A few of our missile bases
launched at China, too."
"Jesus," Al Hardy said.
"Harvey, have you got anything that would measure radiation?"
"No."
They all looked alarmed. Harvey nodded
agreement. "We're right in the fallout pattern," he said. "But I
don't know what we should do about it."
"Is there anything we can do about
it?" Hardy asked.
"I think it's safe," Johnny
Baker said. "Rain settles fallout. And there's plenty of rain. The whole
world looks like a big ball of cotton. We hardly ever saw the ground after the
Hammer fell."
"You mentioned communications,"
Jellison prompted.
"Yes. Sorry. Well, we talked to
Colorado Springs, but it was very short, not much more than exchanging IDs. We
got a SAC base, once. In Montana. They hadn't any communications with anyone.
And that's all in the U.S." He paused to let that sink in.
"As for the rest of the world, South
Africa and Australia are probably in good shape. We don't know about Latin
America. None of us knew enough Spanish, and when we did get contact with
somebody down there, it didn't last long. We got some commercial radio
broadcasts, though, and as near as we can make out they're having a revolution
a week in Venezuela, and the rest of the continent's got political problems
too."
Jellison nodded. "Hardly surprising.
And of course their most important cities were on the coasts. I don't suppose
you know how high the tsunamis got in the Southern Hemisphere?"
"No, sir, but I'd guess they were
big," Johnny Baker said. "The one that hit North Africa was over five
hundred meters high. We saw that, just before the clouds covered everything.
Five hundred meters of water sweeping across Morocco . . ." He shuddered.
"Europe's gone. Completely. Oh, and all the volcanoes in Central and South
America let go. The smoke came right up through the clouds. The whole Ring of
Fire has let go. You've got volcanoes east of you, somewhere out in Nevada, I
think, and up north of here Mount Lassen and Mount Hood and maybe Rainier, a
lot of them in northern California and Oregon and Washington."
He went on, and as he spoke they realized
just how alone they were. The Imperial Valley of California: gone, with a
Hammerstrike in the Sea of Cortez that sent, had to have sent, waves washing
clear up to the Joshua Tree National Monument in the mountains west of Los
Angeles. Scratch
Palm Springs and Palm Desert and Indio
and Twentynine Palms, forget about the valley of the Colorado River.
"And something must have hit in Lake
Huron,'‑' Baker said. "We saw the usual spiral pattern of cloud with
a hole in the center, just before everything turned white."
"Is there anything left of this
country outside Colorado?" Al Hardy asked.
"Don't know again," Baker said.
"With all that rain, I'd think the Midwest is drowned out—no crops, no
transportation, lots of people starving—"
"And killing each other for what's
left," Al Hardy said. He looked at each of the others in turn, and they
all nodded agreement: The Stronghold was lucky. More than luck, because they
had the Senator, and they had order, a tiny island of safety in a world that
had very nearly been killed.
Why us? Harvey Randall wondered. Johnny
Baker's report hadn't surprised him, not really. He had thought it out long
before. There was the matter of no radio communications. True, the constant
static made it unlikely they'd receive messages, but there ought to be
something, once in awhile, and there almost never was, which had to mean that
nobody was broadcasting, not with any real power, not constantly.
But it was different to know they were
one of the few pockets of survivors.
What had happened to the world? A
revolution a week in Latin America. Maybe that was the answer everywhere. What
the Hammer and the Sino‑Soviet war hadn't done, people were busily doing
to themselves.
Al Hardy broke the silence. "It
doesn't look as if the U.S. Cavalry will come charging over the hill to rescue
us."
Deke Wilson's laugh was bitter. "The
Army's turned cannibal. What we saw of it, anyway."
"We'll have to fight," George
Christopher said. "That goddam Montross—"
"George, you can't be sure he's in charge,"
Al Hardy said.
"Who cares? If he's not, it's worse,
it's the fucking cannibals. We'll have to fight sooner or later, we may as well
do it while we've got Deke's people on our side."
"I'll go for that," Deke Wilson
said. "Unless . . ."
"Unless what?" Christopher asked, his voice suddenly
suspicious.
Wilson spread his hands. Harvey couldn't
help noticing. Wilson had been a big man, who was now two sizes too small for
his body and clothes. And he was scared.
"Unless you'll let us in,"
Wilson said. "We can hold that gang off. You've got hills to defend. I
don't. All I've got is what I can build, no ridgelines, no natural boundaries,
nothing. But in here we can hold the bastards off until they starve to death.
Maybe we can help that along. Go on raids and burn out what they've stored
up."
"That's obscene," Harvey
Randall said. "Aren't there enough people starving without burning crops
and food? Jesus! All over the world, what the Hammer didn't get, we're doing to
ourselves! Does it have to happen here, too?"
"We couldn't feed all of your people
for the winter, Deke," Al Hardy said. "Sorry, but I know. The
margin's just too thin. We can't do it."
"We don't know enough, not
yet," Jellison said. "Maybe it's possible to come to terms with the
New Brotherhood."
"Bullshit," George Christopher
said.
"It is not bullshit," Harvey
Randall said. "I knew Montross, and dammit, he is not crazy, he is not a
cannibal, and he is not an evil man even if he did come onto your land and try
to help the farm workers organize a union—"
"That will do," Jellison said.
He was very firm about it. "George, I suggest that we wait for Harry. We
have to know more about conditions out there. I gather that Deke knows almost
nothing he hasn't told us. Harvey, have you time to help, or do you have other
work?" Jellison's tone made it plain that Harvey Randall wouldn't be
needed in the library just now.
"If you can spare me, there are a
few things...." Harvey got up and went to the door. He almost chuckled
when he heard George Christopher coming behind him.
"I'll see the maps when they're
done," Christopher was saying. "I have some work too. Nice to meet
you, General Baker." He followed Harvey out. "Just a minute."
Harvey walked slowly, wondering what
would happen now. The Senator had obviously been unhappy about Harvey's
outburst. As well he might have been, Harvey thought. And he tried to separate
us, and it didn't work....
"So what do we do now?"
Christopher was saying.
Harvey shrugged. "We just don't know
enough. Besides, we do have a few days. Maybe if we went out with Deke we could
come up with enough fertilizer and greenhouse materials to keep all of Deke's
people going through the winter—"
"That wasn't what I was talking
about," Christopher said. "We're going to have to fight those damned
cannibals, and we may as well do it before they get any stronger. Take every
gun and every man big enough to carry one and go out there and get it the hell
over with. I don't want to spend the winter looking over my shoulder. When
somebody scares you there's only one thing to do, knock him down and stomp on
him until he can't hurt you anymore."
Or run like hell. Or talk a lot, Harvey
thought, but he didn't say anything.
"I used to get nervous about you and
Maureen," George said.
"I want her too," Harv said. He
stopped short of the closed kitchen door and stood facing Christopher in the
narrow hallway. "If you knock me down and stomp on me a lot, we're all
going to be terribly embarrassed. Your move."
"Not yet. When you get me mad
enough, you'll be for the road. Right now we've both got a problem."
"Yah. I noticed that too," said
Harvey. "Are you going to put him on the road?"
"Don't be stupid. He's a hero. Come
on outside." Christopher led the way through the kitchen. There was no one
there at the moment. They went out into the dusk.
"Look, Randall," Christopher
said. "You don't like me much."
"No. I expect it's mutual."
Christopher shrugged. "I got nothing
against you. I don't think you'll shoot me in the back or slug me when I'm not
looking—"
"Thanks."
"And unless you do, you can't lick
me. Question is, suppose she decides to marry General Baker. What'll you do
about that?"
"Cry a lot."
"Look, I'm trying to be
polite," Christopher said.
"Well, what do you want me to
say?" Harvey asked. "If she marries Baker, she marries Baker, that's
all."
"And you'll leave her alone? Not
sneak around seeing her?"
"Why the hell would I do that?"
Harvey demanded.
"Look, you think I'm some kind of
bumpkin fool, don't you?" Christopher said. "And maybe I am, the way
you see things. I lived out here before I had to. Went to church. Minded my own
business. No swinging parties, no girl friend in every city to go see on
expense accounts . . ."
Harvey laughed. "I didn't live that
way," he said. "You've been reading too many playboys."
"Yeah? Look, Randall, I'm a
cornball, I guess, but I happen to think that if a man's married, he stays at
home. Now I never got married. Engaged once, but it didn't work, and then I
found out Maureen got her divorce, and while I wasn't exactly just waiting for
her—I knew better than to think she'd want to come live in this valley again or
that I could live in Washington—I never found anybody. Then this happened. Now
she has to live here. Maybe she could live with me. We would have married,
once, only it didn't quite work, we were too young...."
"Why are you telling me all
this?"
"Because I've got something to say.
Dammit, Randall, if I ever do get married, I'll stay married. Yeah, and I'll be
faithful to my wife, too. Maybe Baker will be. You sure as hell wouldn't."
"Now what the hell . . . ?"
"I know what goes on in this valley,
Randall. I knew before the goddam comet hit us and I know now. So you just
leave Maureen alone. You're not the kind of man she needs."
"Why not? And who appointed you the
guardian of public morals?"
"I did. And you're not good enough
for her. You sleep around. All right, it was with her. I don't like that, but I
had no claim on her. Not then. But you were a married man, Randall. What the
hell was Maureen to you? Another one to add to your scorecard? Look, I'm getting
myself upset, and I didn't want that. But you leave her alone. I'm telling you,
leave her be." He turned and walked away before Harvey could say anything
else.
Harvey Randall stood in shock, and barely
restrained himself from running after the big rancher. I ought to be mad, he
thought. I ought to hate the bastard....
But he didn't. Instead he felt a wild
impulse to run and catch up and explain that it hadn't been that way at all,
that Harvey Randall thought about marriage the same way George Christopher did,
and all right, so he and Maureen had . . .
Had what? Harvey wondered. Maybe
Christopher was right. But Loretta never knew, and she wasn't harmed, and
neither was Maureen, and it's all a pile of excuses because you knew damned
well what you were doing.
Instead he went into the living room to
talk with the other astronauts.
Exile's Story
When
the Sun shall be folded up and when the stars shall fall, And when the wild beasts
shall be gathered together . . . And when the leaves of the Book shall be
unrolled
And when Hell shall be made to blaze and
Paradise brought near,
Every soul shall know what it hath
produced. And by the Night when it cometh darkening on, And by the Dawn when it
brighteneth . . .
WHITHER THEN ARE YE GOING?
The Holy Koran
"Hot water to soak your feet
in," said Harry. "Cooked food. A change of clothes. And, man, they
need you, and they'll know it."
"I'll make it," Dan Forrester
puffed. "I feel light . . . as a feather without . . . that pack. And
they've got sheep?" He'd been afraid to look at his feet, these last few
days, but in a while he wouldn't need them. They'd served him well. As for his
insulin stock, well, he'd had to increase the dosage; it must be deteriorating.
"Have they got a working refrigerator?"
"Refrigerator, no. Sheep, yes. We'll
have to deal with that right away. Won't be long now, that's the roadblock
ahead."
Their companion, striding ahead of them
on the deserted road with Dan Forrester's backpack riding lightly on his hips,
stopped suddenly and glanced back.
"You're with me," Harry said.
"It'll be all right." Hugo Beck nodded, but he waited for Dan and
Harry to catch up. He was afraid, and it showed.
There was a sign fifty yards from the log
barricade. It said:
DANGER! YOU ARE ENTERING GUARDED LAND. GO
NO FURTHER. IF YOU HAVE BUSINESS HERE, WALK SLOWLY TO THE BARRICADE AND STAND
STILL. THERE WILL BE NO WARNING SHOTS FIRED. KEEP YOUR HANDS IN PLAIN SIGHT AT
ALL TIMES.
Under it was another, in Spanish, and
beyond that a large death's head with the universal traffic symbol for "Do
not enter."
"Strange welcome mat," Dan
Forrester said.
Rotation of work: Mark Czescu was
enjoying his day of guard duty while someone else made little rocks out of big
ones. It wasn't always fun, though. Earlier there had been a family on bicycles
who had won their way through the San Joaquin and had tales of cannibals and worse,
and Mark hadn't much enjoyed turning them away. He'd shown them the road north,
where there was a fishing camp that was just hanging on to life.
Four people. The Stronghold could feed
four more—but which four? If these, why not more? The decision was right, take
in no one without special reasons, but it didn't make it any easier to look a
man in the eye and send him up the road.
Mark sat behind a screen of logs and
brush where he could watch without being seen. His partners watched him. One of
these days Bart Christopher was going to be slow, and they'd lose the front man
at the gate....
There were three figures coming up the
road, and Mark came out when he recognized the remnants of a gray U.S. Postal
Service uniform. He hailed Harry joyfully, but his smile had vanished when the
three trudged up to the barrier. He was looking at Hugo Beck when he said,
"Happy Trash Day, Harry."
"I brought him," Harry said. He
said it belligerently. "You know the rules, he's got my safe conduct. And
this is Dr. Dan Forrester—"
"Hi, Doc," Mark said. "You
and your damned Hot Fudge Sundae."
Forrester managed the ghost of a smile.
"He's got a book," Harry said.
"He's got a lot of books, but this one he brought with him. Show him,
Dan."
It was drizzling lightly. Dan didn't open
the tape seals. Mark read the title through four layers of Baggies: The Way
Things Work, Volume II.
"Volume One is in a safe
place," Dan said. "With four thousand other books on how to put a
civilization together."
Mark shrugged. He was pretty sure they'd
want Dan Forrester up at the Stronghold anyway. But it would be nice to know
what other gifts Forrester had available. "What kind of books?"
"The 1911 Britannica,"
Forrester said. "An 1894 book of formulae for such things as soap, with a
whole section on how to brew beer starting with barley grains. The Beekeeper's
Manual. Veterinary handbooks. Instructor's lab manuals starting with basic
inorganic chemistry and running up through organic synthesis. I've got those
for 1930 equipment as well as modern. The Amateur Radio Handbook. Farmer's
Almanac. The Rubber Handbook. Peters's Pour Yourself a House, and two books on
how to make Portland cement. The Compleat Gunsmith and a set of Army field
manuals on infantry‑weapon maintenance. The maintenance manuals for most
cars and trucks. Wheeler's Home Repairs. Three books on hydroponic gardening. A
complete set of—"
"Whoa!" Mark cried.
"Enter, O Prince. Welcome back, Harry, they're getting worried about you up
at the big house. Put your hands on the rail, Hugo, Spread your legs. You
carrying heat?"
"You saw me unload the pistol,"
Hugo said. "It's in the waistband. And the kitchen knife. I need that for
eating."
"We'll just put those in the
bag," Mark said. "You probably won't be eating here. I won't say
goodbye, Hugo. I'll see you on the way out."
"Up your nose."
Mark shrugged. "What happened to
your truck, Harry?"
"They took it."
"Somebody took your truck? Did you
tell them who you were?" Mark was incredulous. "Hell, this means war.
They were wondering whether to take a big force Outside. Now they'll have
to."
"Maybe." Harry didn't seem as
pleased as Mark thought he would.
Dan Forrester cleared his throat.
"Mark, did Charlie Sharps get here all right? There would have been a
couple of dozen people with him."
"Was he coming here?"
"Yes. Senator Jellison's
ranch."
"We never saw him." Mark looked
embarrassed. So did Harry. It must be common enough to them, Dan thought sadly:
Someone never got somewhere, and the only question was, would the survivor make
a scene?
Harry broke an uncomfortable silence.
"I've got a message for the Senator,
and Dr. Forrester isn't walking so good. Have you got transportation?"
Mark looked thoughtful. "Guess we'd
better telegraph that request in," he said. "Wait here. Watch the
road for me, Harry, I'll be right back." Mark spread both hands wide and
waved from his waist, making it look casual like a shrug so that Hugo Beck
wouldn't figure out that he was signaling, then went off into the bushes.
Dan Forrester watched with interest. He'd
read his Kipling. He wondered if Hugo Beck had.
The sun was falling behind the mountains;
golden light and violent reds showed beneath the edges of the cloud cover.
Sunrises and sunsets had been spectacular since Hammerfall, and, Dan Forrester
knew, they would be for a long time. When Tamboura blew up in 1814, the dust it
sent into the sky kept sunsets brilliant for two years; and that was only one
volcano.
Dan Forrester sat in the cab of the truck
with the taciturn driver. Harry and Hugo Beck were in back under a tarpaulin.
There was no other traffic on the road, and Forrester appreciated the
compliment they'd paid him. Or was it for Harry? Perhaps both together were
worth the gasoline when neither alone would have been. They drove through a
light drizzle, and the truck heater felt good on Dan's feet and legs.
There were no dead bodies. It was the
first thing Dan noticed: nothing dead to be seen. The houses looked like
houses, with someone living in every one of them. A few had sandbagged
defenses, but there were many that had no signs of defenses at all. Strange,
almost weird, that there should be a place where people felt safe enough to
have glass windows without shutters.
And he saw two flocks of sheep, as well
as horses and cattle. He saw signs of organized activity everywhere—newly
cleared fields, some being plowed with teams of horses (no tractors that he
could see), others still in process of clearing with men working to carry
boulders and pile them into stone walls. The men generally had weapons on their
belts, but not all of them were armed. By the time they came to the large
driveway up to the big stone house, it had sunk in: For a few minutes, possibly
for as much as a whole day, Dan Forrester was safe. He could count on living
until dawn.
It was a strange feeling.
There were men waiting for them on the
porch. They waved Dan Forrester on into the house without speaking to him.
George Christopher jerked his thumb at Harry. "They need you inside,"
he said.
"In a minute." Harry helped
Hugo Beck get down from the truck, then lifted off Forrester's backpack. When
he turned, George had his shotgun pointed at Hugo's midsection.
"I brought him," Harry said.
"You must have heard that on the telegraph."
"We heard about Dr. Forrester. Not
this creep. Beck, you were put on the road. I sent you out myself. Didn't I
remember to say 'Don't come back'? I'm sure I did."
"He's with me," Harry repeated.
"Harry, have you lost your mind?
This scummy little thief isn't worth—"
"George, if I have to start going
around Christopher territory, the Senator will no doubt tell you any news he
thinks you should hear."
"Don't push it," George said;
but the shotgun moved slightly, so it wasn't pointed at anyone.
"Why?"
"You can put him back on the road if
you like," Harry said. "But I think you should listen to him
first."
Christopher thought about it for a
moment. Then he shrugged. "They're waiting inside. Let's go."
Hugo Beck stood before his judges.
"I came bringing information," he said, too softly.
His judges were few. Deke Wilson, Al
Hardy, George Christopher. And the others. It struck Harry as it had the rest:
The astronauts looked like gods. Harry recognized Baker from his photograph on
the cover of Time, and it wasn't hard to know who the others were. The lovely
woman who didn't speak must be the Soviet kosmonaut. Harry burned to talk to
her. Meanwhile, there were other things to be said.
"Do you know what you're doing,
Harry?" Al Hardy asked. His tone made it a sincere question, as if he were
half certain that Harry had lost his mind. "You're the information
service. Not Beck."
"I know," Harry said. "I
thought you should have this firsthand. It's a little hard to believe."
"And that I can believe,"
George Christopher said.
"Don't I get a seat?" Harry
asked. Hardy waved him toward a chair and Harry settled back, wishing that Hugo
would show more backbone. His behavior reflected on Harry. This reception
wasn't what Harry was used to, and it was Beck that caused it. No china cups
and coffee. No shot of whiskey.
The balance of power was life and death
at the Stronghold. One played the game well or stayed out of it. Harry tried to
stay out of it, enjoy his utility without getting involved in local politics.
This time he'd had to play. Had he seriously offended Christopher? And did he
give a damn? It was strange, how Harry's macho instincts had kicked in after
Hammerfall.
"We put him on the road,"
George Christopher was saying. "Him and that Jerry Owen, on my orders.
Hell, even the Shire threw them out, and those scummy jerks tried to live by
stealing off the rest of us, and Owen tried teaching communism to my ranch‑hands!
Beck comes back in over my dead body."
There was a chuckle from the back of the
room, from either Leonilla Malik or Pieter Jakov. No one paid any attention.
There was nothing humorous in the situation, and Harry wondered if he'd gone
too far. "While you're discussing Hugo Beck, Dr. Forrester is about dead
on his feet," Harry said. "Can you do something for him, or does it
depend on getting Beck settled first?"
Al Hardy didn't look away from the center
of the room, where Christopher was glaring at Beck. "Eileen," he
called. "Take Dr. Forrester out to the kitchen and take care of him."
"Right." Eileen came in; she
must have been standing in the hall. She led Dan Forrester out. The
astrophysicist followed woodenly, clearly about to pass out from exhaustion.
Hugo Beck licked his thick lips.
"I'll settle for a meal," Hugo said, sweating. "H‑hell,
I'd settle for a stale soda cracker. I just want to know you're still
here."
That earned him puzzled looks.
"We're here," said Al Hardy. "Have you got information or not? I
haven't wakened the Senator yet, and he wants to talk to Harry."
Hugo gulped. "I've been with the
bandits. The New Brotherhood Army."
"Son of a bitch," Deke Wilson said.
"How long?" Al Hardy demanded.
He was suddenly alert. "Did you learn anything?"
"Or," Christopher asked,
"did you just run the first chance you got?"
"I learned enough to want my damn
brain wiped clean," Hugo said, and Harry nodded; it was the strict truth.
"Maybe you'd better tell us,"
Hardy said. He turned toward the kitchen. "Alice, get us a glass of
water."
He's got their attention, Harry thought.
Now, goddammit, talk like a man!
"There are over a thousand of
them," Hugo said. He watched Deke Wilson flinch at that. "Maybe ten
percent are women, maybe more. It doesn't matter much. Most of the women are
armed. I couldn't tell who was really in charge. It seems to be a committee.
Other than that, they're pretty well organized, but God, they're madder than
hatters" This crazy preacher is one of the leaders—"
Deke Wilson broke in. "Preacher? Did
they give up cannibalism, then?"
Hugo swallowed and shook his head.
"No. The Angels of the Lord have not given up cannibalism."
"I'd better get the Senator."
Al Hardy left the room. Alice Cox came in with a glass of water, and looked
around uncertainly.
"Just put it down on the
table," George Christopher said. "Hugo, you may as well wait to tell
your story."
Hugo said, "I told you why I left
the Shire. My own land. Mine, dammit! They were giving me twice the work of
anyone else. After Hammerfall they said their claim on the land was as good as
anybody's, right? All of us equals, just the way I set it up. Well, every
damned one of them had to prove he was my equal some way, now they all had the
chance."
Nobody answered.
"All I want is work and a place to
sleep," Hugo said. He looked around the room. What he saw was not good:
Christopher's contempt for a man who couldn't handle his own hands; Deke Wilson
afraid to listen, afraid not to; Eileen standing at the door, the spacewoman in
her chair, both taking it all in and giving nothing back; Harry looking sour
and wondering if he should have brought Hugo after all; Mayor Seitz . . .
The Mayor stood up suddenly and swung a
chair into place. Hugo dropped into it, hard. "Thanks," he whispered.
The Mayor silently handed Hugo the glass of water and went back to his own
place.
Leonilla spoke softly to Pieter. The room
was still and everyone heard the fluid syllables. They looked at her, and she
translated. "A meeting of the Presidium," she said. "At least it
is as I imagine such meetings must have been. Excuse me."
George Christopher frowned, then took a
chair. They waited a few moments longer, and Al Hardy came in leading the
Senator. He stopped in the doorway and spoke down the hall. "Alice, could
you ride up for Randall? And Mr. Hamner, I think. Better take horses for
them."
Senator Jellison wore carpet slippers and
a dressing gown over slacks and white shirt, his gray‑white hair only
partially combed. He came into the room and nodded to everyone, then looked at
Harry. "Welcome back," he said. "We were getting worried about
you. Al, why hasn't anyone brought Harry a cup of tea?"
"I'll see to it," Hardy said.
"Thank you." Jellison went to
his high‑backed chair and sat. "Sorry to keep you waiting. They like
me to take a nap in the afternoon. Mr. Beck, has anyone made you any
promises?"
"Just Harry." The gift of a
chair had restored some of Hugo's composure. "I get to leave here alive.
That's all."
"All right. Tell your story."
Hugo nodded. "You put Jerry Owen and
me on the road, remember? Jerry was mad enough to kill. He talked about . . .
well, revenge, about the seeds of rebellion he'd planted in your men, Mr.
Christopher."
George smiled broadly. "They damn
near kicked him to death."
"Right, Jerry couldn't move very
fast, and I didn't want to go on alone. It was spooky out there. Somebody shot
at us once, no warning, just zing! and we ran like hell. We went south because
that's the way the road faced, and Jerry wasn't in shape to climb up into the
Sierra. Neither was I. We walked all day and most of the night, and I don't
know how far we got because all we had was an old Union Oil map and
everything's changed now. Jerry found some grain growing by the side of the
road. It looked like weeds, but he said we could eat it, and the next day we
managed a fire and cooked it. It's good."
"Okay, we don't need the story of
every meal you scrounged," Christopher growled.
"Sorry. The next part's important,
though. Jerry was telling me weird things. Did you know he was wanted by the
FBI and everyone else too? He was a general—in the"— Hugo paused—"New
Brotherhood Liberation Army." Hugo paused to let it sink in.
"New Brotherhood," Al Hardy
mused. "I guess that does fit."
"I think so," Hugo said. "Anyway, he was using the
Shire as a hideout. He kept his mouth shut and we never knew, until after
Hammerfall. We were probably in Mr. Wilson's territory, and I was thinking
about ditching Jerry. Being slowed down didn't bother me, but how was I going
to join Mr. Wilson's crew if Jerry wanted to start a people's revolution? If
I'd seen so much as a lighted window I'd have been gone, and Jerry'd never have
known where.
"But we didn't see anything much. A
truck once, but it didn't stop. And barricaded farmhouses, where they set the
dogs on us if we tried to get close. So we kept going south and getting
hungrier, and about the third or fourth day we saw this scraggly‑looking
bunch of people. Every one of them looked like he'd lost his last chance, but
there were at least fifty of them, and they didn't look like they were
starving.
"I was thinking about running, but
Jerry walked right up to them. He called to me to come on with him, but they
didn't look like any outfit I wanted to join. I thought it might be the
cannibals Harry told us about, but they didn't look dangerous, they just looked
finished."
"No Army uniforms? No guns?"
Deke Wilson asked.
"I didn't get close enough to see
what weapons they had, but there sure as hell weren't any Army uniforms,"
Hugo Beck said.
"Then that wasn't the New
Brotherhood Army—"
"Just listen," Harry
interrupted. "He's not finished yet."
Eileen came in with a tray. "Here's
your tea, Harry." She poured a cup and set it on the table next to the
mailman. "And yours, Senator."
Beck looked at Harry's tea, then sipped
at his glass of water. "Well, Jerry went in with that outfit, and I split.
I figured I'd seen the last of him, and I could get back up to Mr. Wilson's
turf again. Instead I ran into an old lady and her daughter. They lived in a
little house in the middle of an almond grove, and they didn't have any guns.
Nobody'd bothered them because they lived way off the road, and they hadn't
been out since Hammerfall. The girl was seventeen, and she wasn't in good
shape. She had fever, bad, probably from the water. I took care of them."
Hugo Beck said it defiantly. "And I earned my keep, too."
"What did you live on?" Mayor
Seitz asked.
"Almonds, mostly. Some canned stuff
the old lady had put up. And a couple of bushels of potatoes."
"What happened to them?" George
Christopher demanded.
"I'm coming to that." Hugo Beck
shuddered. "I stayed there three weeks. Cheryl was pretty sick, but I made
them boil all the water, and she came out of it. She was looking pretty good,
when—" Beck broke off, and visibly fought for self‑control. There
were tears in his eyes. "I really got to like her." He broke off
again. Everyone waited.
"We couldn't go anywhere because of
Mrs. Horne. Cheryl's grandmother. Mrs. Horne kept telling us to light out,
leave before somebody found us, but we couldn't do that." Beck shrugged.
"So they found us. First a jeep went by. It didn't stop, but the people in
it looked tough. We thought we'd make a run for it, but we hadn't got a mile
when a truck came up to the house, and people got out of it looking for us. I
guess they tracked us, because it wasn't long after that about ten people with
guns came and grabbed us. They didn't talk to us at all. They just threw Cheryl
and me in the truck and drove. I think some of the others moved into the house
with Mrs. Home. From what happened afterwards I'm sure of it. They wouldn't
waste a place like that. And I'm sure now they killed her, but we didn't know
that.
"They took us a few miles in the
truck. It was dark by the time we got there. They had campfires. Three or four
anyway. I kept asking what was going to happen to us, and they kept telling me to
shut up. Finally one of them told me with his fist, and I didn't say anything
else. When we got to the camp they threw us in with a couple of dozen other
people. There were others with guns all around.
"Some of the people in with us were
hurt, covered with blood. Gunshot wounds, stab wounds, broken bones . . ."
Hugo shuddered again. "We were glad we didn't resist. Two of the hurt ones
died while we were waiting. There was barbed wire all around us, and three guys
with machine guns watching, and all these other people with guns were running
around."
"Uniforms?" Deke Wilson asked.
"Some. One of the guys with a
machine gun. A black man with corporal's stripes." Hugo seemed reluctant
to talk now. The words came slowly, with effort.
Al Hardy looked a question at the
Senator. He got a nod and turned to Eileen, who stood in the doorway. He tilted
his head toward the study, and she left, walking quickly so she wouldn't miss
the story.
"Cheryl and I got the prisoners to
talking," Hugo Beck said. "There'd been a war, and these lost. They
were farmers, they had a setup like Mr. Wilson's, I think, a bunch of neighbors
trying to be left alone."
"Where was this?" Deke Wilson
asked.
"I don't know. It doesn't matter.
They're not there anymore," Hugo said.
Eileen came in with a half‑full
glass. She took it to Hugo Beck. "Here."
He drank, looked startled, and drank
again, downing half of it. "Thank you. Oh, God, thank you." The
whiskey helped his voice, but it didn't change the haunted look he gave them.
"Then the preacher came," Hugo said. "He came up to the barbed
wire and started in. Listen, I was so scared I don't remember everything he
said. His name was Henry Armitage, and we were in the hands of the Angels of
the Lord. He kept talking, sometimes just talk like anybody sometimes in a
singsong voice with a lot of 'my brethren' and 'ye people of God, hear and
believe.' We'd all been spared, he said. We'd lived through the end of the
world, and we had a purpose in this life. We had to complete the Lord's work.
The Hammer of God had fallen, and the people of God had a holy mission. The
part I really listened to was when he told us we could join up or we could die.
If we joined we'd get to shoot the ones who didn't join, and then—"
"Just a minute." George Christopher's voice was a mixture of
interest and incredulity. "Henry Armitage was a preacher on the radio. I
used to listen to him. He was a good man. Now you say he's crazy?"
Hugo had trouble looking Christopher in
the eye, but his voice was firm enough. "Mr. Christopher, he's so far
around the bend that he can't see the bend from there. Listen, people, you know
there were people driven nuts by Hammerfall. Armitage had more reason than
most."
"He made sense. He always made
sense. All right, go on. What drove him nuts, and why would he tell you about
it?"
"Why, it was part of his speech! He
told us how he knew the Hammer of God was bringing an end to the world. He
warned the world as best he could—radio, television, newspaper—"
"That part's straight," George
said.
"And on the last day he took fifty
good friends, not just members of his congregation, but friends, and his
family, up to the top of a mountain to watch. They saw three of the strikes.
They went through that weird rain that started with pellets of hot mud and
ended like Noah's Flood, and Armitage waited for the angels.
"None of us laughed when he said
that. But then it wasn't just the prisoners listening, a lot of the . . .
Angels of the Lord, they call themselves, were circled around listening. Every
so often they'd shout, 'Amen!' and wave their guns at us. We didn't dare laugh.
"Armitage waited for the angels to
come for his flock. They never came. By and by they went downhill again, looking
for safety.
"They went along the shore of the
San Joaquin Sea, and everywhere they saw corpses. Some of Armitage's friends
lost hope and died. He was in despair. They found all kinds of horrors, places
where the cannibals had been. Some of them got sick, a couple got shot when
they tried to go up to a half‑submerged school—"
"Get on with it," said the
Senator
"Yessir, I'm trying. The next part's
hazy. All this time Armitage was trying to figure out where the hell all the
angels had gone—so to speak. Somewhere in his wanderings he got it. Also, Jerry
Owen fits in somehow."
"Owen?"
"Yes. This was the group he'd
joined. According to Jerry, it was him who put new life into Armitage. I don't
know if any of that's true. I do know that just after Jerry hooked up with him,
Armitage ran into the cannibal band and now it's calling itself the New
Brotherhood Army, and it's led by the Angels of the Lord."
"And Jerry Owen is their
general?" George Christopher said. He seemed to think that was funny.
"No, sir. I don't know what he is.
He's some kind of leader, but I don't think he's all that important. Let me
tell this please. I have to tell somebody." He lifted the whiskey glass
and stared at it. "This is what Armitage told the cannibals, and this is
what he told us."
Hugo gave himself time to think by
finishing the whiskey. Hugo was doing fine, Harry thought; he was not going to
disgrace Harry.
"'The work of Hammerfall is not
finished,'" said Hugo. "'God never intended to make an end of
mankind. It is God's intent that civilization be destroyed, so that man can
live again as God intended. In the sweat of his brow he shall eat his bread. No
longer shall he pollute the earth and the sea and the air with the garbage of
an industrial civilization that leads him further and further from God's way.
Certain of us were spared to finish the work done by the Hammer of God.'
"And these who were spared for that
work are the Angels of the Lord. They can do no wrong. Murder and cannibalism
are something they do when they must, and it doesn't stain their souls.
Armitage urged us to join the Angels.
"Now a couple of hundred people were
waving machine guns and shotguns and cleavers and butcher knives, and this one
girl was waving a fork, I swear it, the kind of twopronged fork that comes with
a carving set—and all that was pretty convincing. But Armitage was convincing.
Mr. Christopher, you've heard him, he can be damned convincing."
Christopher was silent.
"And the others were shouting
'Hallelujah' and 'Amen,' and by God there was Jerry out there, waving a hatchet
and shouting with the rest of them! Jerry had bought it, all of it, I could see
it in his eyes. He looked at me like he'd never met me before, like I hadn't
let him live on my place for months."
The Senator looked up from his thronelike
chair. He'd been listening with half‑closed eyes. Now he said, "Just
a minute, Hugo. Didn't you found the Shire with just this in mind? Natural
living, everything organic and self‑sufficient, no dominance games and no
pollution. Wasn't that just what you were after? Because it sounds like this
Armitage wants the same things."
The suggestion startled Hugo Beck.
"Oh, no, sir. No. I just about had enough of that before Hammerfall, and
afterward . . . Senator, we'd never realized just how much modern stuff we had.
Hey, we had two microwave ovens! And that goddam windmill never made enough
electricity to keep batteries charged, much less run the microwaves, and after
the Hamner hit, it blew over in the hurricane! We tried growing the garden with
no sprays, just organic fertilizer, and it wasn't humans that ate most of that
crop, it was bugs! After that I wanted to spray, but we didn't, and every
damned day somebody had to sit there in the dirt picking bugs off the lettuces.
And we had the truck, and a rototiller, and a power mower. We had a hi‑fi
and Galadriel's record collection and strobe lights and electric guitars. We
had a dishwasher and a clothes dryer, and we hung the clothes out to dry
because it saved gas. Oh, sure, we washed clothes by hand sometimes, too, but
there was always some special occasion when we didn't want to bother.
"And aspirin, and needles and pins,
and a sewing machine, and a big cast‑iron stove made in Maine for God's
sake...."
"I take it you did not agree with
Armitage, then," Senator Jellison said.
"No. But I kept my mouth shut and
watched Jerry. He seemed important, and I figured if he could join up and get
his own hatchet, so could I. Cheryl and I talked about it, in whispers, because
they didn't put up with any of us interrupting Armitage, and we agreed, we'd
join up. I mean, what choice did we have? So we joined. As a matter of fact,
all of us joined. That time. Two backed down later, at the last—"
It seemed that Hugo's throat closed on
him. His haunted gaze roamed about the room and found no sympathy. All in a
rush he said, "First we have to kill the ones who won't join. We'd have
been given knives for that, I think, but I don't know because everybody joined.
Then we'd stew them. That we did, because four prisoners were dead from gunshot
wounds. A rabbity little guy told us we couldn't use two of them because they
didn't look healthy enough. Only the healthy ones! I talked to him later, and .
. ." Hugo blinked.
"Never mind. There were two big
stewpots. We had to do the butchering. Cheryl kept getting sick. I had to help
her. They gave us knives, and we cut those people up, and this rabbity doctor
inspected everything before it went into the pot. I saw one woman pick up a
butcher knife and stand there looking at this . . . bottom half of a dead man,
and then she threw up, and then she ran at a guard and they shot her and the
rabbity man looked her over and then we butchered her, too.
"And all the time the . . . stew . .
. was cooking, Armitage kept preaching. He could go for hours without stopping.
All the Angels said that was a miraculous sign, that a man his age could preach
without getting tired. He kept shouting that nothing was forbidden to the
Angels of the Lord, that our sins were forgiven, and then it was time, and we
ate and one guy got through the butchering all right, but he couldn't eat, and
they made us hold him down and cut his throat."
Hugo ran out of breath, and the room was
silent.
"And you ate," Senator Jellison
said.
"I ate."
"You didn't really think you could
stay here after that?" George Christopher spoke almost in kindness.
Harry was looking at the women. Eileen
was composed, but Harry had not seen her eyes meet Hugo's, not once. But the
Soviet kosmonaut was staring at him in naked horror. Harry remembered the way
his sister had stared at an enormous spider crawling in the bathtub she had
been about to fill. The woman's eyes were wide, and she seemed to be forcing
herself back in her chair. She couldn't turn away.
Now, notice! The typical capitalist shows
certain predictable tendencies under stress, of which murder and cannibalism
Harry hoped to God nobody looked his way.
Nobody else was fighting an urge to laugh. And if it had been Harry up there in
front of the table, Harry would have been under the table.
"No. Not really," said Hugo,
"not here, not anywhere. That's their power. Once you've eaten human meat,
where can you go? You're one of them then, with the crazy preacher to tell you
it's all right. You're an Angel of the Lord. You can do no wrong, except if you
run, and then you're an apostate." His voice dropped and became toneless.
"It's their power, and it works. Cheryl wouldn't leave with me. She was
going to turn me in. She was, she really was. So I killed her. It was the only
way I could get out, and I killed her, and . . . and I wish I hadn't had to,
but what could I do?"
"How long were you with them?"
Al Hardy said.
"About three weeks. We had another
war, and we got more prisoners. It went the same as before, only now I was
outside the wire carrying a pistol and shouting hallelujah. We moved north
again, toward Mr. Wilson's place, and when I saw Harry I didn't dare speak to
him. But when they let him go—"
"They let you go?" Senator
Jellison said.
"Yes, sir. But they took my
truck," Harry said. "I have a message for you, from the Angels of the
Lord. That's why they let me go. When they caught me I told them I was your
mailman, that I was under your protection, and I showed them that letter you
wrote. They laughed, but then Jerry Owen said—"
"Owen again," Christopher said.
"I knew we should have killed him."
"No, sir, I don't think you should
have," Harry said. "If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't be
here."
"So Owen is one of the
leaders," Al Hardy said.
Harry shrugged. "They listen to him.
But he doesn't give any orders, or at least I never saw him give any. But he
said I'd be the perfect one to bring you a message, and I've got it here. I'd
got a couple of miles along the road when Hugo caught up to me, and after he
told me what it was like back there I thought you ought to hear that before you
read the letter they sent."
"Yes. You've done well, Harry,"
Jellison said. "Well, George? It was on your orders that Beck was
expelled."
Christopher looked stunned by all that
he'd heard. "Twenty-four hours? Let him stay overnight, and give him three
meals fit for a man to eat."
"I think we ought to read that
message before we decide anything," AI Hardy said. "And there's a lot
more information we need. Hugo, what's their strength? You said a thousand. How
good is that estimate?"
"It's what Jerry Owen said Sergeant
Hooker had told him. I think it's about right. But they've got more. They've
got Bakersfield. It isn't organized yet, but they own it, and their people are
sifting through what's left of the city, looking for weapons. And
recruits."
"So there's more than a
thousand?"
"Yes, I think so, but maybe not all
armed. And maybe not recruited all the way. They will be."
"So they could possibly double that
strength after they have an . . . initiation ceremony," Hardy said.
"We're in trouble. You mentioned Sergeant Hooker. Who is he?"
Beck shrugged. "He's as close to a
leader as anyone they have. A big black Army man, Army uniform anyway. There
are generals and like that, but Sergeant Hooker outranks them all. I didn't see
him much. He has his own tent, and when he goes anywhere they drive him in a
car with plenty of bodyguards. And Armitage always talks polite to him, as
polite as he ever is to anybody."
"A black man," George
Christopher said. He looked around at Rick Delanty, who had sat silently during
Beck's story. Then he looked hurriedly away.
"There are other black
leaders," Beck said. "They spend a lot of time with Hooker. And you
never say anything bad about blacks, or chicanos, or anybody else. First couple
of days they just slap you for it, like if a black man says 'honky' or a white
dude says 'rigger,' but if you don't learn fast they figure you're not really
converted...."
"Don't mind me," Rick Delanty
said. "I've got all the equality I ever wanted."
Harvey Randall and Tim Hamner came into
the room. They brought folding chairs from the library. Eileen went to Tim and
whispered hurriedly, and everyone tried to ignore the growing horror on
Hamner's face. Alice Cox brought in lighted kerosene lamps. Their cheery yellow
glow seemed out of place. "Shall I light a fire, Senator?" Alice
asked.
"Please. Hugo, did you see their
arsenal?"
"Yes, sir. There were a lot of guns.
Machine guns, and some cannon, and mortars—"
"I need details," Al Hardy
said. "We all do, and things are getting busy around here. It might take
more than one day to get all the useful information he has. Mr. Christopher,
could you reconsider?"
Christopher looked as if he were going to
be ill. "I don't want him here. He can't stay here."
Hardy shrugged. "And the Governor?
Hugo, what do you know about Lieutenant Governor Montross?"
"Nothing, except he's there,"
Hugo said. "He stays in officer country, and when he goes anywhere there's
a lot of bodyguards. Like Sergeant Hooker. The Governor never did talk to us,
but we got messages in his name sometimes."
"But who's in control of this
group?" Hardy demanded.
"I don't know! I think it's a
committee. I never got to talk to the top bosses—mine was a black woman named
Cassie, and she was big, and she was mean, and did she ever believe! The real
bosses were Armitage, and Sergeant Hooker. The Governor, maybe. A black city
man named Alim Nassor—"
"Alim Nassor? I know him,"
Randall said. "We did an interview with him once. A natural leader. Very
powerful in the Watts area."
Eileen left Tim and went to kneel next to
Randall. As she whispered, Harry watched with curiosity. Could a TV reporter be
shocked? Yes. Definitely. And scared shitless, if Harry was any judge. He
wasn't the only one. Deke Wilson had been looking sicker and sicker. It wasn't
surprising that Deke's territory had been smaller every time Harry went down
there. And now the New Brotherhood was at Deke's main area.
George looked disgusted. Finally he said,
"I want to throw up every time I look at him. Senator, how much whiskey do
you have left? I'll trade you a pint of my cheap stuff for one stiff drink
right now."
"The trade isn't needed,"
Jellison said. "Eileen, would you bring a bottle, please? I think we could
all use a drink. And I gather there's more news. Harry, you mentioned a
letter."
"Yes, sir."
"Perhaps I should read it while we
all have a drink."
Harry got up and went to the Senator's
chair. He took an envelope from an inner pocket and gave it to Jellison. The
Senator opened it carefully and took out several sheets of paper. They were
handwritten by someone who'd used a broad‑nib pen, someone with excellent
handwriting. Harry wanted very badly to see what that letter said, but he went
back to his seat.
Eileen brought in a full bottle of Old
Fedcal and poured for everyone. No one refused. She filled Hugo Beck's glass
and he gulped it eagerly.
And he'll stay drunk the rest of his life
if he can find booze, Harry thought.
"Are they starving or just
hungry?" Christopher asked.
"Not even hungry," Hugo said.
"Their doctor—the rabbity guy—says they find enough vitamin pills, and I
ate well myself." He saw their faces close up and cried, "No! I only
ate human meat twice! At the rituals! Most of what they fed us came from
supermarkets, but there were some animals, too. They don't need cannibalism.
They only do it when there's new recruits. It's a ritual."
"A damn useful ritual," said
Harvey Randall. Heads turned toward him. "Look at Hugo. They've
circumcised his soul. It's a mark on him that anyone can recognize. That's what
it feels like, doesn't it, Hugo?"
Hugo nodded.
"Suppose I told you it isn't visible
at all?" Hugo looked puzzled. Harvey said, "Right. You know it's
there."
"Some of them like the taste,"
Hugo whispered, but they heard him.
Deke Wilson spoke in a voice filled with
terror. "And I'm next! They're coming for me in four days!"
"Perhaps we can stall them."
Jellison looked up from the letter. "This is an interesting document.
There is a proclamation of authority by Acting Governor Montross. Then there is
a letter to me, inviting me to discuss the terms under which my organization
can be integrated into his own. It's politely worded, but quite peremptory, and
although he doesn't threaten us directly, there is discussion of unfortunate
incidents in which various groups refused to recognize his authority, and had
to be treated as rebels." Jellison shrugged. "But there's no mention
of cannibals or Angels of the Lord."
"You don't mean . . . don't you
believe me, Senator?" Hugo Beck asked in despair.
"I believe you," Jellison said.
"We all do." He looked around the room and got nods from the others.
"Incidentally, this gives us two weeks, and mentions Deke's White River
area as well as our own. That may be simply to get Deke off his guard, but it
may also mean they've delayed their attack—"
"I think they won't fight you just
yet," Hugo Beck said. "They'd just found out about . . . another
place. I think they'll go there first."
"Where?" Hardy demanded.
Visibly, Hugo considered trying to
bargain, and decided against it. "The San Joaquin Nuclear Project. They
just found out the plant's still operating. It set them crazy."
Johnny Baker spoke for the first time.
"I didn't know there was a nuclear plant in the San Joaquin Valley."
"It wasn't on line yet," Harvey
Randall said. "It's still under construction. I think they got it to the
testing stage before Hammerfall. There wasn't much publicity, because of the
environmentalists."
The kosmonauts spoke in excited Russian.
Baker and Delanty joined in, speaking much more slowly. Then Baker said,
"We were looking for an operating power plant. We thought Sacramento might
have survived. Where is this San Joaquin plant? We've got to save it."
"Save it?" George Christopher's
face was gray. "Can we save ourselves? Dammit, I don't believe it! How
could that cannibal army grow so fast?"
"Mohammed," Harvey Randall
said.
"What?"
"When Mohammed began he had five
followers. In four months he controlled Arabia. In a couple of years he
controlled half the world. And the New Brotherhood has the same kind of growth
incentive."
Mayor Seitz shook his head. "Senator
. . . I just don't know. Can we stop that outfit? Maybe we ought to head for
the High Sierra while we've got the chance."
There was a long silence.
The Magician ‑
Any sufficiently advanced technology is
indistinguishable from magic.
Arthur C. Clarke
Dan Forrester dozed in front of the
woodburning kitchen stove. His feet had been washed and bandaged. He'd taken a
shot of insulin, hoping that it was still good, fearing that it wasn't. It was
very hard to stay awake.
Maureen Jellison and Mrs. Cox fussed over
him, bringing him clean clothes—dry clothes!—and pouring him hot tea. It was
very pleasant to sit and feel safe. He could hear voices from the other room.
Dan tried to follow the conversation, but he kept falling asleep, then jerking
himself awake.
Dan Forrester had spent his life working
out the rules of the universe. He had never tried to personalize it. Yet when
the Hammer fell, a small bright core of anger had burned in Dan Forrester.
He had forgotten that anger, the anger he
felt when he first learned what it meant to be a diabetic. The rules of the
universe had never favored diabetics. Dan had long since accepted that.
Methodically he set out to survive anyway.
Every day he was still alive. Tired to
death, hiding from cannibals, hungrier every day, fully aware of what was
happening to his insulin and to his feet, he had kept moving. The steady warmth
of anger had never relaxed . . . but something within him had relaxed now.
Physical comfort and the comfort of friendship let him remember that he was
tired, and ill, and his feet had turned to broken wood. He fought it because of
what he could hear from the next room:
Cannibals. New Brotherhood Army. An
ultimatum for the Senator. Thousand men . . . they've taken Bakersfield, could
double their numbers.... Dan Forrester sighed deeply. He looked up at Maureen.
"It sounds like a war is coming. Is there a paint store here?"
She frowned down at him. Others had gone
mad after less than Dan Forrester had faced. "Paint store?"
"Yes."
"I think so. There was a Standard
Brands at the edge of Porterville. It was flooded, I think."
Dan tried to discipline his thoughts.
"Perhaps they kept things in plastic bags. What about fertilizer? You have
that? Ammonia, for instance. They use it for—"
"I know what they use it for,"
Maureen said. "Yes, we have some. Not enough for the crops."
Forrester sighed again. "It may not
get to the crops. Or maybe we can use it where we'll be able to grow crops
later. Were there many swimming pools? A swimming‑pool supply
store?"
"Yes, there was one of those. It's
underwater now—"
"How deep?"
She looked at him sharply. He looked
terrible, but his eyes were quite sane. He knew what he was asking. "I
don't know. It will be on Al Hardy's maps. Is it important?"
"I think so—" He stopped
abruptly. He was listening. In the other room they were talking about a nuclear
power plant. Forrester stood up. He had to hold onto the chair. "Would you
help me go in there, please?" His voice was apologetic, but somehow there
was no way to refuse him. "Oh—one more thing. A filling station. I'll need
some drums of grease solvent."
Maureen, mystified, helped Forrester down
the hall toward the living room. "I don't know. We have a filling station
here, but it was very small. There were bigger ones in Porterville, of course,
but they were under the dam and were flooded pretty badly. Why? What can you
make with all that?"
Forrester had reached the living room and
went in hanging on Maureen's arm. Johnny Baker stopped talking and stared at
him. So did the others. "Sorry to interrupt," Forrester said. He
looked around helplessly for a chair.
Mayor Seitz was nearest to him and got up
from the couch. He went back to the library for a folding chair while
Forrester took the Mayor's place on the
couch. Forrester blinked rapidly at the others. "I'm sorry," he said
again. "Did someone ask where the San Joaquin Nuclear Plant is?"
"Yes," Al Hardy said. "I
know it was out there somewhere, but hell, it has to be underwater. It was
right in the middle of the valley. It can't be working—"
"It was on Buttonwillow Ridge,"
Forrester said. "I looked on a map, and that's about forty feet higher
than the land around it. But I thought it would be flooded too, and I wasn't
able to get down to the edge of the San Joaquin Sea because of the cannibals."
Hardy looked thoughtful. Eileen Hamner
hurried out and came back with a map. She spread it out on the floor in front
of the Senator and he and Hardy stared at it.
Maureen Jellison went across the room and
sat on the floor near Johnny Baker. Their hands sought each other and clasped
involuntarily.
"We have that area about fifty feet
underwater," Al Hardy announced. "Hugo, are you sure the plant's
operating?"
"The Angels think so. As I said, it
set them wild."
"Why?" Christopher asked.
"It's a Holy War," Hugo Beck
said. "The Angels of the Lord exist only to destroy the forbidden works of
man. What's left of industry. I watched them tear into what was left of a coal‑powered
station. They didn't use guns or dynamite. They swarmed over it with axes and
clubs and hands. It was already wrecked, you understand. It had been flooded.
But when they got through, you couldn't tell what it had been. And all the time
Armitage was shouting at them to do the work of the Lord!
"He preaches every night, same
theme. Destroy the works of man. Then three days ago—I think it was three days
. . ." Hugo counted on his fingers. "Yeah. Three days ago they heard
that nuclear plant was still going. I thought Armitage would burst a blood
vessel! From that moment on it was constant: Destroy that Citadel of Satan.
Look, nuclear power! Kind of the epitome of everything the Angels hate, you
know? It even had Jerry Owen excited. He used to talk about how they might save
a few things. Hydroelectric plants, maybe, if they could be rebuilt without
hurting the Earth. But he hated nuclear power plants before Hammerfall."
"Do they destroy all
technology?" Al Hardy asked.
Hugo Beck shook his head. "Sergeant
Hooker and his people kept anything they think they can use, anything that
might have military value. But they were all agreed, they didn't want that
nuclear plant in the valley. Jerry Owen talked about how he knew ways to wreck
it."
"We can't let them do that,"
Dan Forrester said. He leaned forward and spoke intently. He had forgotten
where he was, the long tramp northward, possibly even Hammerfall itself.
"We have to save the power plant. We can rebuild a civilization if we have
electricity."
"He's right," Rick Delanty
said. "It's important—"
"It's important that we stay alive,
too," Senator Jellison said. "But we have heard that the New
Brotherhood has over a thousand troops, possibly many more. We can put five
hundred in the field, and many of them will not be well armed. Few have any
training. We will be lucky to save this valley."
"Dad," Maureen said. "I
think Dr. Forrester has some ideas about that. He asked me about . . . Dan, why
did you want to know about grease solvents and swimming‑pool supply
shops? What were you thinking about?"
Dan Forrester sighed again. "Maybe I
shouldn't suggest it. I had an idea, but you may not like it."
"For God's sake, man," Al Hardy
said. "If you know something that can help us, say it! What?"
"Well, you've probably already
thought of it," Forrester said.
"Goddamm—" Christopher began.
Senator Jellison held up his hand.
"Dr. Forrester, believe me, you won't offend us. Please, what did you have
in mind?"
Forrester shrugged. "Mustard gas.
Thermite bombs. Napalm. And I think we can make nerve gas, but I'm not
sure."
There was a long silence, then Senator
Jellison said, low and under his breath but everybody heard, "I will be
dipped in shit."
The
Expedition
The
world must end tonight,
And
Man pass out of sight,
But
now and then we'll pine,
For
the things that we've left behind...
European Ballad, A.D. 1OOO
Tim Hamner ate his dinner while Eileen
packed clothing into a makeshift backpack. There was a strong chill wind coming
down from the slopes of the Sierra. It blew wispy sleet past the cabin, but
failed to find any chinks. Eileen's tiny kerosene lamp gave off a warm glow,
and the stove kept the kitchen warm and dry. Tim was relaxed for the moment. He
stared into the vent opening of the stove, watching the tiny blue flames curl
and rise. "Trouble rather the tiger in his lair," he said.
Eileen looked up. "What?"
"From the introduction of a science
fiction story by Gordon Dickson. I don't know if it's a real quote or something
Dickson made up. It went, 'Trouble rather the tiger in his lair than the sage
among his books. For to you Kingdoms and their armies are things mighty and
enduring, but to him they are but toys of the moment, to be overturned with the
flick of a finger.' "
"Can he really do it?" Eileen
asked.
"Forrester? He's a magician. If
Forrester says he can make napalm and bombs and mustard gas, he can do
it." Tim sighed. "I wish we didn't have to. I was brought up to hate
poison gas. Of course, I don't suppose it matters whether it's gas or a bullet;
dead is dead." He reached for his rifle, then took an oily rag from a bag
on the table and began wiping the barrel.
"Do you have to go?" Eileen
demanded.
"We agreed not to talk about
it," Tim said.
"I don't care what we agreed. I
don't want you to go.... I-"
"I don't like the idea much
myself," Tim said. "But what can we do? Forrester insisted. He'll
stay here and make terrible weapons to defend the Stronghold if we send
reinforcements to the power plant." Tim shook his head in admiration.
"He's the only man in the world who could blackmail both the Senator and
George Christopher. You wouldn't think he'd have the nerve, with all those
apologies and eye blinking and everything, but he sure as hell wasn't going to
say one word more about weapons until they promised."
"But why you?" Eileen demanded.
She packed a newly knitted pair of socks. The wool had been carded from dog
fur.
"What else am I good for?"
Hamner asked. "You know better than me. You helped Hardy work up the
schedules. I can't farm, I'm not as good an engineer as Brad, I don't ride
horses well so I can't go with Christopher's Paul Revere troop . . . I may as
well be part of the suicide squad."
"For God's sake don't talk like
that." She left off the packing and came over to stand beside him.
He patted her belly. "Don't worry,
I'll be back if I have to swim." He laughed. "Or pull our famous
Flying Dutchman act and drive over the water again. I intend to see our son or
possibly daughter. Or twins? You already look somewhat like an inverted
question mark." Dammit, he was babbling, the fear was showing through.
"Tim . . ."
"Don't make it harder, Eileen."
"No. Well, you're all packed."
Tim punched the button on his watch. "We have an hour before
we leave," he said. He stood and grabbed her. "Gotcha."
"Tim . . ."
"Ye‑ess?"
Whatever she had been about to say, she
said instead, "Did you get our reservations at the Savoy?"
"They were all booked up. I found someplace closer."
"Goody."
There were a dozen of them, led by Johnny
Baker. Three of Deke Wilson's ranchers. Jack Ross, a Christopher brother-in‑law.
Tim wasn't surprised to see Mark Czescu and Hugo Beck among the volunteers. He
recognized most of the others as valley ranchers, but one man, middle‑aged
and far too small for his clothes, was a stranger. Tim went over to him and
introduced himself.
"Jason Gillcuddy," the man
said. "I saw your TV programs. Glad to meet you."
"Gillcuddy. I've heard that name.
Where?"
Jason smiled. "From my books, maybe?
More likely you heard it here. Harry and I are both married to Donna, used to
be Donna Adams. Her mother raised pluperfect hell about that."
"Oh." Tim followed Gillcuddy's look to Harry and a
slim girl, blonde, not more than nineteen, standing near Eileen. He pitched his
backpack into the truck. The rifle was slung over his shoulder. "How
long?" he asked.
"They're waiting for something,"
Jason said. "I don't know what. No point in standing here. See you."
Jason went over to Harry and the girl. She embraced Gillcuddy while Harry stood
watching.
Wonder what Hardy thinks of that? Tim
thought. He likes everything neat. And what does it make Jason and Harry?
Brothers‑in‑law? Husbands‑in‑law? The arrangement made
sense, with Harry out on his rounds for weeks at a time. Someone had to work
the Chicken Ranch while Harry was out. Tim found Eileen with Maureen Jellison.
"My comet sure plays games with cultural patterns," he said. He
inclined his head toward Harry and Jason and Donna.
Eileen took his hand and held tightly.
"Hi, Maureen," Tim said.
"Where's General Baker?"
"He'll be out in a moment."
Eileen and Maureen and Donna, they all
had the same look. Tim had an impulse to laugh, but he didn't. They looked
exactly like the women in the old John Wayne movies, when the cavalry troop was
about to ride out through the gates. Had they seen the movies, or had John Ford
captured a truth?
A light truck drove up, and two ranch‑hands
jumped down. Chief Hartman got out of the cab. "Easy with that,"
Hartman said. He looked around, then came over to Tim and Maureen.
"Where's the General?" he asked.
"Inside."
"Okay. Best more than one knows
anyway. Mr. Hamner, come look. We brought your radio gear." He pointed to
the boxes that the ranchers were loading in with the expedition baggage.
"The set runs off a car battery. That other box contains a beam antenna.
You get that to the highest place you can find, and point it at us. From the
power plant that's twenty degrees magnetic. Maybe, just maybe, we'll be able to
hear you. We'll listen from five minutes to until five minutes after each hour.
Channel thirteen. And assume the New Brotherhood's listening in. You got all
that?"
"Yes." Tim repeated the
instructions.
Johnny Baker came out of the house. He
carried a rifle and wore a pistol on his belt. Maureen went to him and held him
possessively.
There certainly were a lot of grim faces
showing tonight. Tim decided that looking nonchalant was a waste of effort.
Mark Czescu looked indecently cheerful; but that fit. Tim had heard him asking
Harry the Mailman, in all innocence, "What are we calling this, the War of
Harry's Truck?" Mark didn't know why they were fighting, and didn't care.
Hugo Beck was grimmer than the rest. If
the Angels got their hands on the apostate, he'd have reason . . . but maybe he
had reason now. Nobody was going near him. Poor bastard.
"What the hell are we waiting
on?" Jack Ross demanded. He was built like a Christopher, a massive,
choleric man. There were three fingers missing from his left hand and a scar
that ran clear to his elbow, the result of an argument with a harvesting
machine. His fine blond mustache was nearly invisible, a mere token.
"The scouts," Baker said.
"It shouldn't be long."
"Yeah, sure."
Rick Delanty seemed in a foul mood. He
went to Baker, ignoring the others standing by. "Johnny, I want to go with
you."
"No."
"Dammit—"
"I've explained before," Baker
said. He took Delanty off to one side. Tim could barely hear their voices. He
strained to catch it, eavesdropping or no. "We can't risk all of the last
astronauts," Baker said. "We can't leave one Russian here alone, and
Russians wouldn't be any use anyway. This is a diplomatic mission. They might
not be welcome."
"Fine. Leave them here and take
me."
"And who watches out for them, Rick?
They're our friends, and we promised. 'Visit our home,' we said. 'You'll have a
native guide,' we said. You saw the way some of these farmers reacted. Russians
are not popular just now."
"Neither are blacks."
"But you are. You're a space hero
here! Rick, we promised them, and we came down in their capsule."
"Fine. You stay. I'll go. Dammit,
Johnny, that power plant is important."
"I know that. Now, just remember
where we're going, and tell me what anyone will think if he sees a black man's
face from a distance. You can't play ambassador. Shut up and soldier, Colonel
Delanty."
Rick was silent for a moment. Finally:
"Yes, sir. I'd file a protest, but I don't know the Inspector General's
address."
Baker clapped Delanty on the shoulder,
then came back to Tim. If he'd caught him eavesdropping, he didn't mention it.
"They want you inside," he said.
Hamner blinked. "Right." He
went up to the ranch house, still holding Eileen's hand. The swelling of her
pregnancy was just beginning to show, but it threw her balance off, so that she
stumbled and had to brace herself against his arm.
Jellison, Hardy and Dan Forrester were in
the living room. Forrester thrust papers encased in a Ziploc Bag into Tim's
hands. "These are some more ideas I had. General Baker has copies too, but
. . ."
"Right," Tim said.
"If you get a chance, scout out the
west shore," Al Hardy said. "We'd like to know what's going on over
there. And there's a list of stuff you might be able to use."
Tim looked at the papers in his hands.
Through the plastic he could see only the top sheet. It was a list: iron oxide
(found in paint stores, called red pigment, red spell; also found in the rust
pile in automobile wrecking yards; or can be scraped from any rusty iron and
ground finely); powdered aluminum (found in paint stores as a pigment); plaster
of paris . . .
The list was long, and most of the items
seemed useless. Tim knew better. He knew that on the other sheets in the stack
were the means for turning those common items into deadly weapons. He looked at
Forrester. "I'd hate to have you mad at me."
Forrester looked embarrassed. "I
remember everything I read, and I read a lot."
"Have you ever done any skin
diving?" Al Hardy asked.
Strange question. "Yes."
"Thought so," Hardy said.
"Turns out you and Randall weren't the only ones to think of that idea.
The fishing camp down by Porterville salvaged some scuba gear. They're selling
it to us along with the boats." Hardy looked darkly at Forrester.
"This expedition is expensive. You wouldn't believe how expensive. We had
to trade for the boats, and they'll use gasoline we don't have enough of. And
all those sacks of stuff you're taking with you. Good fertilizer . . ."
"I'm sorry," Forrester said.
"Sure," Hardy said.
"Hamner, there are towns out in the valley. Under water. We're hoping
either you or Baker will have a chance to do some salvage work. Both of you
have scuba experience, but the only wet suit we could buy turns out to be
small. I don't know if Baker can get into it, which means you may have to do
the diving. There's another list in that packet of papers Forrester gave you.
Stuff we need. But give his first priority."
"And we want information," Senator
Jellison said. He sounded tired, and Tim thought he looked gray, but perhaps it
was only the pale yellow kerosene light. "We've had short radio contact
with people on the other side of the San Joaquin Sea," Jellison said.
"There were oil fields out there, lots of them, and there seem to be
survivors. They were friendly enough on the radio, but you never can tell.
Anyway, find out what you can. Maybe the power‑plant people know. We can
use allies. Baker has authority to make deals. You don't, but you know
conditions here better than Johnny does. He'll need your advice."
Tim looked thoughtful. "Everybody
has assumed the people at the power plant will be friendly," he said.
"What if they're not? I thought my observatory . . . anyway, what if
they're not?"
"Baker has instructions on
that," Jellison said. "Warn them about the cannibals and leave them
alone."
"And see what you can salvage out in
the valley," Hardy said. "We can't let all this manpower and gasoline
go to waste."
A rancher put his head in the door.
"Scouts are back," he said. "It's okay. We have the boats."
Hardy nodded. "All right. Hamner,
get your goodbyes said. Now I'll go find out exactly what all this cost
us," he said, with distaste. He went.
Under the black beard Dan Forrester's
lips were a hard, thin line. Forrester didn't always show his anger. It showed
now only in the way he fumbled for words before saying, "Giving up the
power plant would not turn out to be an optimum solution."
"We'll save it. You guard the home
front." Tim went back out into the cold night. Four hours until dawn.
Maureen blinked back tears as the truck
drove away. She watched the taillight dwindle and vanish on the highway south,
and stood in the cold wind long after she couldn't see it any longer.
It all made sense. If they had to send
off an expedition, Johnny Baker was the logical man to lead it. People knew who
he was. They'd recognize him, or at least know of him, and nobody else in the
Stronghold qualified that way. George Christopher and the others on horses
could move down the east side of the valley, staying up in the hills, looking
for ranchers, organized valleys, anyone to recruit for the attack on the
cannibals, but no one across the Sea would have heard of the Christophers, and
everyone knew Johnny Baker. Johnny was a hero.
She didn't want to go inside. In there Al
Hardy and Harvey Randall would be working with Dr. Forrester, planning
tomorrow's work, locating supplies and chemicals that Forrester could use. Her
father might be there, too. She didn't want to see Harv just then, and she
didn't want to see her father.
"I'm a goddam prize in a goddam
contest," she said aloud, "in a goddam fairy tale. Why doesn't anyone
ever speak for the princess?" She could hardly blame her father for the
symmetry of it all, though she was tempted. But it was all so pat, it made so
much sense.
The Stronghold had to have allies. People
who might join to fight the cannibals were in the hills, where men could go only
on foot or horseback. They would be locals, most of them. It made good sense to
send twenty locals into the hills on horseback, led by a local, a farmer, a
fine horseman: George Christopher.
And the power plant had to be saved,
thanks to Forrester's gentle extortion. But, cut off from events by the sea
around them, how were the defenders to know their friends from their enemies?
Best to send a man with some military authority, a man any adult American would
recognize in a fog on a moonless night: General Johnny Baker.
Which left Harvey Randall free to work
with Dr. Forrester, whom he had known in a previous life, on the weapons to
defend the Stronghold.
So the knights were riding off in three
directions, and he who came back with the prize—his life—would inherit the
princess and half the kingdom. They could all come back. It could happen. But
when did the princess ever get her choice?
"Hello."
She didn't turn to look. "He's so
damn visible."
"Yeah," Harv said. He wondered,
but in silence, how the Angels who hated the atomic plant so much would feel
about the space program. Someone like Jerry Owen would recognize Baker as fast
as any power‑plant operator would. "That's why he's there," he
said. When she didn't answer, didn't even turn, he went back inside.
There
were four boats for twenty men. Two were cabin cruisers, small fiberglass boats
used in inland lakes, powered by outboards. There was a twenty‑foot open
dory, also with an outboard; and there was the Cindy Lu. She was a bomb. Twenty
feet long, and only wide enough for two people to sit in the tiny cockpit. The
rest of the boat was an enormous inboard engine covered with bright chrome.
Cindy Lu had lost most of her bright
tangerine metallicflake paint. The chrome didn't glow when Johnny Baker played
a flashlight across her. She was a nautical drag‑racer, but she wouldn't
go very fast with an oil‑drum barge hooked behind her and loaded with
supplies.
"This was quite a find," said
Horrie Jackson. "We can use her to—"
"She's gorgeous! Who cares what
she's for?"
The fishing‑camp leader chortled.
"Isn't she just? But the Senator wanted something that could tow a load.
And since I'm comin' along I'd as soon have something fast. Just in case we
have to run away from anything."
"Were not going there to run
away," Baker told him.
Jackson's grin was wide. He was missing a
tooth. "General, I'm going because they hired me. Some of my boys are
going because the Senator's man said he'd take their women up into that valley
and keep 'em there for the winter. I don't know what the last astronaut is
doing here."
"Don't you care?" Baker
demanded. "Isn't it worth saving? It could be the last nuclear power plant
on Earth!"
Jackson shook his head. "General,
after what I've seen T can't think more than a day ahead. and right now all I
know is you're going to feed me awhile. I remember . . ." His brow
furrowed. "Seems so long ago. The papers were screaming about how the
gov'mint was putting an atomic plant right next to us and if a melt‑down
happened . . . I don't remember. But I can't get excited about saving an atomic
plant."
"Or anything else," Jason
Gillcuddy said. "Disaster syndrome."
"Let's board," Horrie Jackson
said coldly.
Tim Hammer made his choice: One of the
boats had an awning, protection from the drizzle. He sat next to Hugo Beck. The
man must have had enough of being avoided. Mark and Gillcuddy boarded the same
boat. Horrie Jackson took the pilot's chair. then looked around to find that
Johnny Baker was in command of Cindy Lu.
"I don't suppose she'll be too fast
for an astronaut," he called "but you won't get so wet under the
awning."
Baker laughed. "What's a little rain
to a man in love?" He activated Cindy Lu with a marrow‑freezing,
mind‑numbing roar.
The small fleet moved cautiously out from
shore, out into the inland sea. The water was dangerous with treetops, floating
debris, telephone poles. Horrie Jackson led the way in the cabin boat, going
very slowly. The top of a silo marked where a submerged barn must be; he
steered wide. He seemed to know exactly where to turn to find the channel among
the islands and obstructions.
The night was not quite pitch black. A
dull glow beyond the drizzle marked where the moon was hidden by the constant
cloud cover.
Mark fished out corn dodgers and passed
them around. They had bags of cornmeal with them, and enough of the round
cornmeal cakes to feed them while they crossed the water. Enough, until Hugo
Beck put one in Horrie Jackson's hand
"Hey!" Horrie cried. He bit it,
then stuffed it whole in his mouth and tried to talk around it. "Dried
fish just by my foot. Pass it around. It's all yours. I want as much of these
things as you can spare, and all for me."
Mark was stunned. "Just what is so
extra special about corn dodgers?"
Horrie got his mouth clear. "They
aren't fish, that's what! Look, for all of me the whole world is starving
except us. We aren't starving. For a couple of months we were, then all of a
sudden there was fish everywhere, but only two kinds. Catfish and goldfish. The
only problem is cooking them. We—"
"Hold up!" That was Mark.
"You didn't really say goldfish, did you?"
"They look like goldfish, but big.
That's what you're eating now. Gary Fisher says goldfish can grow to any size.
The catfish were always there, in the streams. You want me to shut up? Pass me
that bag of corn dodgers."
They passed Horrie the bag. Tim ate with
enthusiasm. He hadn't tasted fish in a long time, and it was good, even dried.
He wondered why there were suddenly so many fish, then considered how their
food supply had exploded. All those dead things floating in the water. It only
bothered him for a moment.
"But why goldfish?" Mark Czescu
wondered.
Gillcuddy laughed at him. "Easy to
picture. Here's a rising freshwater sea, and here's a living room with a
goldfish bowl in it. The water rises, breaks through the picture window, and
suddenly the most docile of household pets is whirled out of his cage into the
great wide world. 'Free at last!' he cries." Gillcuddy bit into a filet of
goldfish and added, "Freedom has its price, of course."
Horrie ate corn dodgers in single‑minded
silence.
Mark rummaged through his pockets and
came up with a tiny scrap of cigar. He popped it into his mouth and chewed.
"I would kill for a Lucky Strike," he said.
"You may well have the
opportunity," Jason Gillcuddy said.
Mark grinned in the dark. "I can
hope. That's why I volunteered."
"Really?" said Tim.
"Not really. Anything beats breaking
rocks."
Jason Gillcuddy laughed at a private
thought. "Let's see," he said. "You'd kill for a Lucky Strike. I
suppose you'd maim for a Tareyton?"
"Right!" Mark roared approval.
"And shout insults for a
Carlton," Hugo Beck said. They all laughed, but it died quickly; they were
still nervous around Hugo Beck.
"Now you know why I'm here,"
Mark said. "But why you, Tim?"
Tim shook his head. "It seemed like
a good idea at the time. No, forget I said that. It feels like I owe somebody
something . . ." The people he'd driven past. The cops working to unearth
a hospital while a tidal wave marched toward them. ". . . and Eileen's
pregnant."
When he didn't go on, Horrie Jackson called
without looking back. "So?"
"So I'll have children. Don't you
see?"
"I'm here," Hugo Beck said
without being asked, "because nobody at the Stronghold would look at
me."
"I'm glad you're here," Tim
said. "If anyone wants to surrender, you tell 'em what it means."
Beck chewed that. "They don't have
to know about me, do they?"
A look passed among them. "Not till
they have to," Tim said quickly, and he turned to Jason. "You're the
one I don't understand. You're Harry's friend. They couldn't possibly make you
volunteer."
Jason chuckled. "No, I'm a genuine
volunteer, all right. Had to. You ever read my books?" He went on before
any of them could answer. "Full of the marvels of civilization, what great
things science does for us. Now how could I not volunteer for this crazy
mission?" Gillcuddy looked out at the dark night and darker water.
"But there's places I'd rather be."
"Sure," Tim said. "The
Savoy Hotel in London. With Eileen. That's what I want."
"And Hugo wants the Shire
back," Mark said.
"No." Hugo Beck's voice was
firm. "No, I want civilization." When nobody stopped him he went on,
eagerly. "I want a hot car and some practice talking a cop out of giving
me a ticket. I want Gone With The Wind on a noncommercial channel, no
interruptions. I want dinner at Mon Grenier restaurant with a woman who can't
spell 'ecology' but she's read the Kama Sutra."
"And spotted the mistakes,"
Mark said.
"You knew Mon Grenier?"
Gillcuddy demanded.
"Sure. I lived in Tarzana. You've
been there?"
"Mushroom salad." said
Gillcuddy.
"Bouillabaisse. With a chilled
Moselle," Tim said. They talked of meals they'd never eaten and now never
would.
"And I missed most of my
chances," Hugo Beck said. "I had to start a goddam commune. Fellows,
let me tell you, it doesn't work."
"I'd never have guessed," Jason
said. Hugo Beck retreated from the irony in Gillcuddy's voice, and the writer
said quickly, "Anyway, we carry miracles. I think." He kicked a large
sack that lay in the bottom of the boat. "Will this stuff work?"
"Forrester says it will," Mark
said, "especially if you give it a good kick. But we don't have much with
us. Hardy bargains hard."
Horrie Jackson looked back from his place
at the wheel "Jesus, I'll say he does. I'm here."
The drizzle turned gray and lighter gray.
Ninety‑three million miles eastward, the Sun must be placidly unaffected
by the greatest disaster in written history. The boats floated on an endless
sea dotted with debris. The corpses of men and animals were gone now. Horrie
Jackson increased speed, but not by a lot. There were logs and bits of houses,
inflated tires, the jetsam of civilization. Treetops showed like rectangular
arrays of puffy bushes; but there were single trees, and some were just
submerged. Any of that could tear the bottom out of their boat.
Hugo Beck called across the boat,
"Hey, Mark. What would you do for a Silva Thin?"
"Get your hand off my knee and I'll
tell you."
Jackson steered by compass through the
gloomy dawn. There was no one else on the lake, only the small flotilla. Cindy
Lu labored in the rear, a big motor with a tiny boat molded around her, roaring
her frustration at the weight she must pull. Horrie bellowed above the sound of
his own motor, "I'll come back with a boatload of fish, enough to feed
everyone in that power plant. What I want in return is enough of those corn
things to fill that gunnysack the fish was in. Now, it's not that big a
sack...."
Tim Hamner peered ahead into the rain.
Something ahead? At first he saw an island with rectangular shapes jutting
upward. Not unusual . . . but as they got closer he saw that some of the shapes
were cylinders, and big. He looked for motion, human shapes. They had to have
heard Cindy Lu's roar.
Alim Nassor found Hooker and Jerry Owen
in the command post. Maps were spread across the table, and Hooker was moving
small cardboard units on them. A voice cut through the fabric wall to thunder
in Alim's ear.
"For their pride is the pride of the
magicians of old, who thought to force all Nature to their bidding. But ours is
the pride of those who trust in the Lord. Our need is not for the magicians'
weapons, but only for the Lord's favor...."
Hooker looked up in disgust. "Crazy
bastard."
Alim shrugged.
They needed Armitage, and despite the
cynical talk they used when Armitage wasn't around, most of them at least
partly believed in the preacher's message. "Well, I got nothing against
wrecking the damn power plant," Hooker said. "It's got to go, I can
see that. But it's—"
"Sure! It takes a lot of industry to
support something like that." Jerry Owen spoke with no idea that he was
interrupting. "If we have that plant, we'll want to use the electricity. First
because it's convenient, then because we need it, and then it's too later Then
we'll need all the other industry to keep the nuclear plant running. Industrial
society all over again, and that's the end of freedom and brotherhood, because
we'll need wage slavery to—"
"I said I believe you. Just for
God's sake stop with the fucking speeches."
"Then what's the problem?" Owen
asked.
"Well, the plant isn't going
anywhere, is it? It'll wait till we're ready. The question is when?"
Hooker said. "Look, when we started off all we wanted was a place to hide.
Like the goddam Senator has, someplace we can defend. Someplace ours. Well, we
can't do that."
"You gave that up the first time you
stewed a man."
"Think I don't know that, motherfucker?"
Hooker's voice had a tightly controlled edge to it. "So now we're on a
roller coaster. We can't stop. We have to keep growing. Take the whole goddam
state. Maybe more. But we sure as hell can't stop now."
He pointed to the map. "And the
Senator's valley sits right here. We can't go north of that till we take his
place. Hell, we can't even hold White River and those hills as long as the
Senator's people can come raiding our territory anytime they want to. One thing
we learned in 'Nam: You leave the enemy a place to retreat and get organized,
what they call a sanctuary, and you cannot beat him. And you know what that
Senator is doing?" Hooker ran his finger along the line of hills to the
east of the San Joaquin Sea. "He's sent fifty men on horses up in there.
They're recruiting. On our flanks. Now I don't know how many there are up in
those hills, but if they all get together they can do us trouble. So. We don't
give 'em a chance to do it. We hit the Senator, and we do it now, before he
gets organized."
"I see," said Jerry Owen. He
stroked his blond beard. "And the Prophet wants us to go after the power
plant—"
"Right," Hooker said.
"Pull the whole army south. You see what that does to us? But how the hell
do I talk that crazy bastard into letting me finish off the Senator's place
before we go after that power plant?"
Owen looked thoughtful. "Maybe you
don't. You know, I don't think they'd have more than fifty, sixty people in
that plant. Not fighting people. They could have a lot more women and kids, but
they won't have much of an army. And they're on an island out there, they can't
have much food. Not much ammunition. No real defenses . . ."
"You saying it will be easy to knock
off?" Alim Nassor said.
"How easy?" Hooker asked.
"How many?"
Jerry shrugged. "Give me a couple of
hundred men. And some of the artillery. Mortars. Hit the turbines with mortars
and that finishes the electricity. They can't operate the nuclear reactor
without electricity. They need it for the pumps. Hit the turbines, and the
whole thing melts down—"
"Will it blow up?" Alim asked.
The idea excited him and scared him. "Big mushroom cloud? What about
fallout? We'd have to get out from under that fast, wouldn't we?"
Jerry Owen looked at him with amusement.
"Nope. No great white light. No big mushroom cloud. Sorry."
"I'm not sorry," Hooker said.
"Once we get that place, can you make me some atom bombs?"
"No."
"You don't know how?" Hooker
showed his disappointment. Owen had been talking like he knew it all.
And Owen was offended. "Nobody does.
Look, you can't make atom bombs out of nuclear fuel. Wrong stuff. It wasn't
designed for that. Wasn't designed to blow up, either. Hell, we probably won't
get a real melt‑down. They put safety precautions on their safety
precautions."
Alim said, "You guys always said
they weren't safe."
"No, of course they're not, but safe
compared to what?" Jerry Owen waved north toward the ruined dam and the
drowned city of Bakersfield: cubistic islands rising from a filthy sea.
"That was a hydroelectric plant. Was that safe? People who wouldn't go
near an atomic plant lived downstream from dams."
"So why do you hate that
place?" Hooker asked. "Maybe . . . maybe we ought to save it."
"Goddammit, no," Jerry Owen
said.
Alim shot Hooker a look. Now you've
started him off again, it said.
"It's too much, don't you see
that?" Owen demanded. "Atomic power makes people think you can solve
problems with technology. Bigger and bigger. More quick fixes. You have the
power so you use it and soon you need more and then you're ripping ten billion
tons a year of coal out of the earth. Pollution. Cities so big they rot in the
center. Ghettos. Don't you see? Atomic power makes it easy to live out of
balance with nature. For awhile. Until finally you can't get back in balance.
The Hammer gave us a chance to go back to living the way we were evolved to
live, to be kind to the Earth. . . ."
"All right, dammit," Hooker
said. "You take two hundred men and two mortars and go shuck that plant.
Make sure the Prophet knows what you're doing. Maybe he'll shut up long enough
to let me organize." Hooker stared at the map. "You go play, Owen. We
got to go after the real enemy." He'll ask for volunteers, Hooker thought,
and he smiled. The crazies would go with Owen and leave Hooker alone for
awhile.
The
room Adolf Weigley took Tim to was beautiful. Granted that it was crowded: A
massive wave of cables surged through a wall, divided, subdivided, ran in metal
raceways overhead. But there were lights, electric lights! Neatly enameled
green panels lined two walls, busy with dials and lights and switches, and
clean with the dust‑filtered cleanliness of an operating room. Tim asked,
"What is this, the main control room?"
Weigley laughed. He was chronically
cheerful, free from the jumpiness of disaster syndrome, and elaborately casual
about all the technology. A baby‑smooth face made him look younger than he
was; the Stronghold men generally wore beards. "No, it's a cable‑spreading
room," he said. "But it's the only place we've got that you can sleep
in. Uh . . . it wouldn't be smart to push any buttons." His smile was sly
and partly concealed.
Tim laughed. "Not me." He gazed
euphorically at fire extinguishers and winking lights and massive cables,
everything precisely in place, all glowing in indirect lighting. Power hummed
softly in his ear.
Dolf said, "Drop your backpack over
there. There'll be others sleeping in here, too. Mind you stay out of the way.
Duty operators have to get in here. Sometimes they have to work fast." His
grin faded. "And there's a lot of voltage in some of those lines. Stay out
of the way."
"Sure," said Tim. "Tell
me, Dolf, what's your job here?" Weigley seemed too young to be an
engineer, but he wasn't built like one of the construction workers.
"Power system apprentice,"
Weigley said. "Which means we do everything. Got that stuff settled? Let's
go. They told me to show you around and help you set up the radio."
"Right.... What does it mean,
'everything'?"
Weigley shrugged. "When I'm on duty
I sit in the control room and drink coffee and play cards until the duty
operator decides something needs working on. Then I go do it. That could be
anything at all. Get a reading on a dial. Put out a fire. Throw a switch. Turn
a valve. Repair a break in a cable. Anything."
"So you're a robot for the
engineers."
"Engineers?"
"The duty operators."
"They aren't engineers. They got
their job doing what I do. One day I'll be an operator, if there's anything
left to operate. Hell, Hobie Latham started by walking on snowshoes in the
Sierra, measuring the snow to find out how much spring runoff we could expect,
and he's Operations Manager now."
They went outside into the muddy yard.
The big earthen levees loomed high around them. Men worked on them, putting tip
forms while others poured in concrete to reinforce the cofferdam that kept SJNP
safe. Others did incomprehensible things with forklifts. The yard was a bustle
of activity, seemingly chaotic, but everyone seemed to know what he was doing.
It made Tim feel curiously vulnerable, to
stand inside the Project grounds and know that the water outside was thirty
feet above them. San Joaquin Nuclear Project was a sunken island, surrounded by
levees thrown up by bulldozers. Pumps took care of seepage through the earthen
walls. One break in the levees, or a day without power to the pumps, would
drown them.
The Dutch had lived with that knowledge
all their lives, and what they feared had come to pass; Holland couldn't
conceivably have survived the tidal waves following Hammerfall.
"I think the best place for your
radio is on one of the cooling towers," Dolf said. "But those are cut
off from the plant." He climbed a board staircase to the top of the levee
and pointed. Across a hundred feet of water the cooling towers loomed up, four
of them set inside a smaller levee that had leaked badly. Their bases were
partly flooded. A thick white plume rose from each of the towers, climbed into
the sky, growing ghostly, finally vanishing.
"They won't have any trouble finding
this place," Tim said.
"No."
"Hey, I thought nuclear plants were
nonpolluting."
Dolf Weigley laughed. "That's no
pollution. Steam, that's all it is. Water vapor. How could it be smoke? We're
not burning anything." He pointed to a narrow planked footbridge leading
from the levee to the nearest tower. "That's the only way over unless we
get out a boat. But I still think it's the best place for the radio."
"So do I, but we can't carry the
antenna on that plank."
"Sure we can. You ready? Let's get
the stuff."
Tim gingerly climbed the slanting ladder
that zigzagged up the side of the big redwood tower. Once again he was
impressed with the organization at SJNP. Weigley had gone into the yard and
come back with men to carry the radio, car batteries and antenna, and they'd
skipped along the narrow plank bridge with all the stuff in one trip, then gone
back to work. No questions, no arguments, no protests. Maybe Hammerfall had
changed more than marriage patterns: Tim remembered from the papers that SJNP
had been plagued with strikes and arguments over which union would represent
whom, overtime pay, living conditions.... Labor troubles had delayed the
station almost as long as the environmentalists who'd done their best to kill
it.
He reached the top of the fifty‑foot
tower. He was about thirty feet above the level of the sea. The base of the
tower was surrounded by a leaking dam, and pumps worked to keep its intakes
clear. There was a strong wind into the tower at its bottom.
The thing was big, over two hundred feet
in diameter. The deck where Tim stood was a large metal plate pierced by
innumerable holes. Pumps brought water up and poured it onto the deck, where it
stood a few inches high. It trickled down into the tower and vanished. Above
him a dozen smaller cylindrical columns jutted twenty feet above the deck.
Steam poured out of each one. The deck vibrated with the hum of pumps.
"This is a good place for the
radio," Tim said. He looked doubtfully out across the San Joaquin Sea.
"But it's a little exposed."
Weigley shrugged. "We can put some
sandbags up. Build a shelter. And we can string a telephone line from here back
to the plant. Question is, do you want the radio here?"
"Let's find out."
It took an hour to get the beam antenna
set up and clamped onto one of the smaller rising venturi columns. Tim
connected the CB set to the batteries. They carefully rotated the beam antenna
to point twenty degrees magnetic, and Tim looked at his watch. "They won't
be listening for a quarter‑hour. Let's take a break. Tell me how things
are going here. We were really surprised to find out you were here, that the
plant was going."
Weigley found a perch on the rail.
"It surprises me, sometimes," he said.
"Were you here when . . . ?"
"Yeah. None of us believed the comet
would hit us, of course. As far as Mr. Price was concerned, it was just another
working day. He was mad about absenteeism. A lot of the crew didn't show up.
Then, when it did hit, that just made it worse. We didn't have all our
people."
"I still don't see how you could do
it," Tim said.
"Price is a genius," Weigley
said. "As soon as we knew, even before the earthquake, he was getting
things set for survival. He had those bulldozers out scraping up a levee before
the rain hit us. He sent me and some others out into the valley to the
railroad, to fill up the tank trucks. Diesel fuel, gasoline, we got all we
could. And there was a boxcar on the siding. full of flour and beans, and Mr.
Price made us get all of it. We're sure glad he did. There's not much variety,
but we didn't starve. Why you laughing?"
"The fishermen feel the same
way."
"Who doesn't? Can you believe you'll
never taste a banana again? We could use some orange juice, for that matter.
We're worried about scurvy."
"The orange tree is extinct in
California. Sometimes we can dig some Tang out of a market." The longer
Tim looked at that wall of earth between him and the San Joaquin Sea, the
bigger it got. "Doff, how could you have put that up while the valley was
flooding?"
"We couldn't have. It's a crazy story. The original idea was
to put the plant over nearer to Wasco. Mr. Price wanted it up here, on the
ridge, because the blowdown from the cooling towers would drain better, we
wouldn't have to dig the ponds as deep. The Department's managers didn't like
that. Made the plant more visible."
"Oh, but it's beautiful! It's like a
1930s Amazing Stories cover. The future!"
"That's what Mr. Price said. Anyway,
they did put the plant up here on the ridge."
It wasn't much of a ridge, of course; no
more than a low rolling hill. The plant wasn't more than twenty feet higher
than the surrounding valley.
"And after they did the work, the
Department got scared and they built the levees," Weigley said. "Not
for any real reason. Just to hide the plant so the environmentalists wouldn't
think about it when they drove along Interstate Five." Weigley's lips
tightened. "And then some of the bastards who tried to kill the plant
raised hell because we spent the extra money on the levee! But it came in
handy. All we had to do was bulldoze up enough dirt to fill the gaps, the
places where the roads and railway came in through the screening banks, and a
good thing, too. That water rose fast after Hammerfall."
"I'll bet. I drove over that
sea," Tim said.
"How's that?"
Tim explained. "Heard any stories
about Flying Dutchmen?"
Weigley shook his head. "But we
haven't had much contact with outsiders. Mayor Allen didn't think it would be a
good idea."
"Allen. I saw him. How'd he get
here?"
"Showed up just before the water got
too deep. He was in City Hall when the tidal wave came through Los Angeles.
Man, has he got a story to tell! Anyway, he showed up the next day with a dozen
cops and City Hall people. You know, Los Angeles owned the plant, before
Hammerfall—"
"So Mayor Allen is the boss
here."
"No! Mr. Price is in charge. The
mayor's a guest. Just like you. What does he know about power plants?"
Tim didn't point out that it was Weigley
who'd told him the mayor was the one who discouraged outside contacts. "So
you've ridden out the end of the world," Tim said. "By keeping the
plant going. What are you planning to do with it?"
Weigley shrugged. "That's up to Mr.
Price. And don't think it's been any soft job keeping things running.
Everything's got to work, all the time. We can put out a thousand
megawatts."
"That sounds like a lot of—"
"Ten million light bulbs."
Weigley grinned.
"A lot, yeah. How long can you keep
that up?"
"At full capacity, about a year. But we're not running
full, and we won't ever be. It takes about ten megawatts to operate the plant.
Cooling pumps, control equipment, the lights . . . you know. That's one percent
of capacity, so we could keep that up for a hundred years. But then we've got
another set of fuel elements, over in Number Two."
Tim looked back at the plant. Two
enormous concrete domes, which contained the nuclear reactors. Each had a
series of rectangular buildings attached that contained the turbines and
control equipment.
"Number Two's not operational,"
Weigley said. "Getting her up will be our first job once the water's gone
down. And then we'll be able to put twenty megawatts on line for somebody else
to use. We can keep that up for fifty years."
"Fifty years." Tim thought
about that. In fifty years the United States had gone from a horse‑and‑buggy
to an automobile civilization; had opened mines, built cities, built
industries; discovered electronics and computers, taken space flight from comic
books to the Moon. And this one plant could put out more power than the whole
United States generated in the Twenties.... "That's exciting. My God, it
was worth coming here! Forrester was right, letting anything happen to this plant
wouldn't be an optimum solution."
"Uh?" Weigley gave Tim a
puzzled look.
Tim grinned. "Nothing. Time to try
the radio out."
To
enter the conference room was like walking into the past, straight into a Board
of Directors meeting. It was all there, the long table with comfortable chairs,
pads of paper, blackboards, chalk and erasers, even wooden pointers. Tim was
jolted. He wondered what Al Hardy would give for a well-equipped conference
room, and bulletin boards to hang maps and lists on, file cabinets . . .
There was an argument in progress. Johnny
Baker waved Tim to a seat on his left. Tim whispered rapidly: The radio gave
mostly static, but it worked; they had communications with the Stronghold. No
further news. Baker whispered thanks and turned back to listen.
They looked like human scarecrows,
diversely dressed, most of them armed, pale as ghosts except for Mayor Allen
and a black Detective‑Investigator. Their clothes were old, their shoes
were worn. A few months ago they would have looked wildly out of place here.
Now it was the room that was strange. The people were normal, except that they
were so clean.
Tim wriggled inside his clothes. His hand
patted his smoothshaven cheek. Clean! There was hot water for bathing, and
working electric razors. The washer‑dryer hadn't stopped since the
Stronghold party arrived. His shirt and shorts and socks were clean and dry.
Tim wriggled and tried to listen. He was hearing the same sentence over and
over again: "I didn't know there was going to be a goddam army after
us."
Barry Price wasn't as large as the
construction crew chief who confronted him, but there was no question who was
in charge. Price wore khaki field clothing, bush jacket and a shirt bulging
with pens; a pocket calculator hung from his belt; an assistant with a
clipboard hovered nearby. His brush haircut and precisely trimmed pencil
mustache made him look almost finicky. He said, "So what's changed? We
were never popular."
"No, dammit, but a cannibal
army?" It wasn't heat that made the crew chief sweat inside his hard hat.
"Barry, we got to get out of here."
"There's nowhere to go."
"Nuts. West side of the sea.
Anyplace. But we can't stay here! We cannot fight a whole army."
"We have to," Price said.
"How can we let all this go down the drain? Robin, you worked as hard as
anybody! We've got allies now—"
"Some allies. A dozen men."
Robin Laumer leaned across the table toward Barry Price. They might have been
alone in the room; certainly nobody was interrupting. "Look. Everything's
got to work or nothing does, right?"
"Right."
"So they get one hit on the
turbines, the switchyard, the cable rooms, the control rooms, and that's it!
We're underwater, and nothing ever works again!"
"I know all that," Price said.
"So we don't let them get one hit."
"Bullshit. Barry, I'm pulling out.
Any of my people want to come with me, I'll take. We'll give 'em back, but
we're borrowing your boats—"
"Not mine you don't," Johnny
Baker said. He sat at Barry Price's left, just across the table from Mayor
Allen. "I did not bring boats to help evacuate this plant."
Laumer seemed about to argue; then he
shrugged. "So I take the boats that were already here. One of 'em's mine
anyway, that one I keep. But we're leaving."
He stalked out of the room. As he passed
Tim Hamner, Tim told him, "You'll never be clean again." Laumer broke
stride, then kept going.
Baker asked, "Shouldn't we stop
him?"
"How?" Price demanded.
Baker dropped it. None of them were ready
to use the only way they had of stopping Laumer. "So how many will go with
him?"
"I don't know. Maybe twenty or
thirty of the construction crew. Maybe not so many. We worked like slaves to
save this plant. I don't think any of my operating people will leave."
"So you can still run the
plant."
"I'm sure of that much," said
Price.
Johnny turned to the Mayor. "How
about your people? Especially your cops?"
"I doubt any will go," Bentley
Allen said. "We had too damned much trouble getting here."
"That's good," Baker said. He
saw the look on the Mayor's face. "That they won't run. And of course
you're staying, Barry. . . ."
The effect on Price was disturbing. He didn't
look nonchalant, or proud; he looked like a man in agony. "I have to
stay," he said. "That ticket's already been paid for. No, you
wouldn't know. When that goddam Hammer hit, I could go look for somebody in Los
Angeles, or stay here and try to save the plant. I stayed." His jaw
clenched. "So what do we do now?"
"I can't give you orders,"
Johnny said.
Price shrugged. "By me you
can." He looked to Mayor Allen and got a nod. "Far as I'm concerned,
Senator Jellison is in charge of this state. Maybe he's President. Makes more
sense than the others."
"You too?" Johnny asked.
"How many Presidents have you heard about?"
"Five. Colorado Springs; Moose Jaw,
Montana; Casper, Wyoming . . . anyway, I'll take the Senator. Give us all the
orders you want."
Johnny Baker spoke carefully. "You
didn't understand me. I've got orders not to give you orders. Suggestions
only."
Price looked uncomfortable and confused.
Mayor Allen and an assistant whispered together, then Allen said, "Doesn't
want the obligation?"
"Precisely," Baker said.
"Look, I'm on your side. We've got to keep this plant going. But I don't
control the Stronghold."
Mayor Allen said, "You may be the
highest‑ranking—"
"Try to give the Senator orders? Me?
Bullshit!"
"Just a thought, General. All right,
feudal obligations work both ways," Mayor Allen said. "At least they
do if the King is Senator Jellison. So he wants to limit his obligations to us.
So what suggestions do you have for us, General Baker?"
"I've given you some. Ways to build
exotic weapons . . ."
Price nodded. "We're working on
them. Actually, it only took thinking of them. You know, we've worked on
defenses here, not enough, I guess, but none of us ever thought of poison gas.
Incendiaries we knew about, but we didn't make enough. Or enough muzzle‑loader
cannon, either. I've got a crew on that right now. What else?"
"Lay in supplies. No water shortage,
and you've got the power to boil it. There's dried fish coming, and you can
catch more. Get set for a siege. Our information is that the New Brotherhood is
serious about taking over all of California, and very serious about wrecking
this plant."
"If Alim Nassor is involved, they're
serious," Mayor Allen said. "Brilliant man, and determined as hell.
But I don't see his motive. He was never involved in any of the anti‑industrial
movements. Quite the opposite. 'We're just getting into the game, and now you
say you're shutting it down'—that approach."
"You're forgetting Armitage,"
Baker said. "Nassor and Sergeant Hooker together probably couldn't hold
this army together. Armitage can. It's Armitage who wants the plant
destroyed."
The Mayor pondered. "The Los Angeles
area used to be famous for funny religions...."
Tim was still hoping they wouldn't have
to bring Hugo in. He spoke for Hugo: "If Islam was a funny religion, go
ahead and laugh, Mayor. They're expanding that way. Join or get eaten, they
assimilate everybody, one way or the other."
"If the plant goes, they'll never
have another one," Barry Price said. "They must be crazy." Was
he talking about the New Brotherhood or the Stronghold? Nobody asked.
But Baker stood up suddenly. "All
right. We're here, with our guns and Dr. Forrester's notes. Tim, you go try on that
wet suit. Maybe we can dig up some of what we need to fight with. I wish I knew
how much time we've got."
The policeman went up the slanting ladder
slowly, carefully, with a fat sandbag balanced on his shoulder. He was
sandyhaired and square‑jawed, and his uniform was wearing through. Mark
followed him with another sandbag. They added the bags to the barricade atop
the cooling tower. By now Tim's radio was nearly walled in.
The man turned to confront Mark. He was
Mark's own size, and angry. "We did not desert our city," he said.
"That wasn't what I meant."
Mark resisted the urge to back up. "I only said most of us—"
"We were on duty," the
policeman said. "I know at least a couple of us were watching TV if we
could get to one. The Mayor was. I wasn't. First I knew, one of the girls was
yelling that the comet had hit us. I stayed at my post. Then the Mayor came
through collecting us. He herded us all into elevators and down to the parking
garage and packed the women and some of the men into half a dozen station
wagons that were already loaded with stuff. He put us cops on motorcycles for
an escort and we headed for Griffith Park."
"Did you have any—"
"I had no idea what was
happening," Patrolman Wingate said. "We got up into the hills, and
the Mayor told us the comet had done some damage and we could ride it out here
and go clean up the mess afterward. Oh, boy."
"Did you see the tidal wave?"
"Oh, boy. Czescu, there just wasn't
anything left to clean up. It was all foam and mist down there, and some of the
buildings were still sticking up, and Johnny Kim and the Mayor were yelling at
each other and I was almost next to them, but what with the thunder and
lightning and the tidal wave I couldn't hear a word. Then they got us together
and headed north."
The policeman stopped. Mark Czescu
respected his silence. They watched four boats leaving with Robin Laumer and
part of his construction crew. There had been a shouting match when Laumer tried
to claim some of the supplies, but the men with guns—including Mark and the
Mayor's police—had won their point.
"We went through the San Joaquin in
four hours," the policeman said, "and let me tell you, that was
tricky driving.
We had the sirens, but we spent as much
time off the road as on. We had to leave one of the wagons. We got here and it
was already over the hubcaps, and that dike was a solid wall. We packed stuff
from the wagons on our backs over the levees in the rain. When we'd done that,
Price put us to work on the levees. He worked us like donkeys. Next morning it
was an ocean out there, and it was six hours more before I got a shower."
"Shower."
The policeman turned to look at Mark.
"What?"
"You said it so casually. Shower. A
hot shower. Do you know how long . . . ? Skip it. All I ever said was, most of
us had to do some running."
The policeman's nose almost touched
Mark's. It was narrow, prominently bridged, a classic Roman nose. "We did
not run. We were in the right place to put the city back together again
afterward. Goddammit, there wasn't anything left! There's nothing left but this
power plant, which the Mayor says is officially part of Los Angeles. We're here
now. Nobody's going to hurt it."
"All right."
The four boats were dwindling with
distance. A few of the remaining construction men had climbed the levee to
watch them go—wistfully, perhaps. "I expect they'll be fishermen
now," Mark said.
"Try to imagine how little I
care," the policeman said. "Let's get to work."
Horrie
Jackson cut the motor and let the boat drift to a stop. "Far as I can
tell, Wasco is just under us," he said. "If it's not, there ain't
much I can do about it."
Tim looked at the cold water and
shuddered. The wet suit fit him, but there were loose spots, and it was going
to be damned cold out there. He tested the air system. It worked. The tanks
were fully charged; and that had been impressive, too. When the mechanics at
SJNP hadn't had valves and fittings in stock, they simply went into the machine
shop and made them. It was a reminder of another world, a world when you didn't
have to make do with what was around, when you had some control.
"I keep thinking," Tim said.
"If people's pet goldfish got loose, what happened to the piranhas?"
"Too cold for them," Jason
Gillcuddy said, and he laughed.
"Yeah. Well, here goes." Tim
climbed to the gunwale, sat balanced for a moment, and rolled off backward into
the water.
The cold was a shock, but it wasn't as
bad as he expected. He waved at the boat crew, then tried an experimental dive.
The water was as black as ink. He could barely see his wrist compass and depth
gauge. The gauge was another of the SJNP crew's miracles, fabricated and
calibrated in a couple of hours. Tim turned on the sealed lantern. The beam
gave him no more than ten feet of milky visibility.
The sea in Emerald Bay off Catalina had
been clear as glass. He had flown through seaweed jungles rich with darting
fish . . . Iong ago.
He kicked down into the white murk,
searching for the bottom, and found it at sixty feet. There was no sound but
the bubbles from his regulator, the sound of his breathing. A shape loomed up
in front of him, monstrous, humpbacked, a Volkswagen, he saw when he got
closer. He didn't look inside.
He followed the road. He passed an
Imperial with hordes of fish swarming in and out of the broken windows. No
buildings. More cars . . . and finally a gas station, but it had burned before
it was flooded. He kept going. He would be out of air soon.
Finally, civilization: rectangular
shadings in the murk. Visibility was too poor to let him be selective. The
doors he tried were locked. Locked against the sea . . . He swam on until he
found a smashed plate‑glass window. It was frighteningly dark in there,
but he forced himself to enter.
He was in a large room; at least it felt
large. A dense cloud of white fog to one side proved to be a rack of paperback
books turned to mush and floating particles. The mist followed him as he swam
away. He found counters and shelves, racks and goods toppled to the floor. He
coasted above the floor, finding treasure everywhere—lamps, cameras, radios,
tape recorders, Tensor lamps, television sets, nose drops, spray cans of paint,
plastic models, tropical fish tanks, batteries, soap, scouring pads, light
bulbs, canned salted peanuts . . .
So many things, and mostly ruined. His
air supply cut off abruptly; in panic he looked behind for his diving partner,
then realized that despite all his training he was diving without a buddy. That
was almost funny. You had to have more than one scuba outfit in the world
before you could use the buddy system. He calmed himself and reached back to
the air tanks, arm contorting to grasp the regulator valve and turn it to
reserve. Now he had only a few moments, and he used them to scoop up objects
and stuff them into the goody bag tied to his weight belt.
He left the store and surfaced. He was a
long way from the boat. He waved until he had their attention, and let them
come to him. He was exhausted when they hauled him aboard.
"Did you find any food?" Horrie
Jackson wanted to know. "We found some food with that scuba stuff before
we ran out of air. We get back to Porterville I can show you lots of places
where there's food. You dive for it and we'll split."
Tim shook his head. He felt an infinite
sadness. "That was a general store," he said.
"Can you find it again?"
"I think so. It's right under
us." Probably he could, and there would be much to salvage; but in his
exhaustion he could not feel any excitement over his find. He felt only a
terrible sense of loss. He turned to Jason Gillcuddy as probably the only man
who could understand—if anyone could.
"Anyone could walk in there and
buy," Tim said. "Razor blades, Kleenex, calculators. Books. Anyone
could afford to buy those; and if we all work very hard for a long time, maybe
a few of us will have them again."
"What did you bring up?" Horrie
Jackson demanded.
"General store," Adolf Weigley
said. "Did you get any of that stuff on Forrester's list? Solvent?
Ammonia? Any of that?"
"No." Tim held up the bag. When
they opened it they found a bottle of liquid soap and a Kalliroscope. They all
looked at him strangely—all but Jason Gillcuddy, who put his hand on Tim's
shoulders. "You're not in shape to dive again today," he said.
"Give me half an hour. I'll go down
again," Tim said.
Horrie Jackson dug further into Tim's
goody bag. Fishhooks and fishing line. A vacuum tin of pipe tobacco. The
peanuts: Horrie opened the tin, passed it around. Tim took a handful. They
tasted like . . . a cocktail party in progress.
"Diving can do funny things to your
head," he said, and knew at once that that wasn't the explanation. All the
world that he had lost was down there under the water, turning to garbage.
Gillcuddy said, "Here. One sip
left." He handed Tim a bottle of Heublein Whiskey Sour that Tim didn't
even remember stowing. One sip, a blast of nostalgia on the palate, and he
threw the bottle far over the water. And there, sinister specks on the eastern
horizon, were the boats of the New Brotherhood.
"Start the motor. Horrie, start the
motor quick. They'll cut us off," he said. He strained forward for
details, catching his balance when the motor started up, but all he could see
was a lot of little boats and one much larger . . . a barge, with things on it.
"They've got a gun platform, I think."
Expendables
It was nor their fault that no one had
told them that the real function of an army is to fight and that a soldier's
destiny—which few escape—is to suffer, and if need be, to die.
T. R. Fehrenbach, This Kind of War
Dan Forrester looked exhausted. He sat in
the wheelchair Mayor Seitz had brought up from the valley convalescent home,
and he was plainly fighting off sleep. He was padded against the cold: a
blanket, a windbreaker with hood, flannel shirt and two sweaters, one of which
was three sizes too big; that one he wore backward. A .22 bullet would not have
reached his skin.
The dairy barn was unheated. Outside, the
wind howled at twenty‑five miles an hour, with gusts at twice that. It
blew thin flurries of snow and sleet. The swaying gasoline lantern threw out a
bright ring of light, leaving shadows of lunar blackness in the contours of the
concrete barn.
Three men and two women took turns
rotating the cement mixer by hand, while others shoveled powders into it. Two
of red, one of aluminum powder, while the dry cement mixer turned. When the
powders were well mixed, others took them out and put them in cans and jars,
then cast plaster of parts around them.
Maureen Jellison came in and shook the
snow from her hair. She watched from the door for a moment, then went to
Forrester's wheelchair. He didn't see her, and she shook his shoulder.
"Dan. Dr. Forrester."
He looked up with glazed eyes.
"Yes?"
"Do you need anything? Coffee?
Tea?"
He thought that through, slowly. "No.
I don't drink coffee or tea. Something with sugar in it? A Coke. Or just sugar
water. Hot sugar water."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, please." What I need, he
thought, is fresh insulin. There's nobody here who knows how to prepare that.
If they ever give me the time I can do it myself, but first . . . "First
thing is to bring the benefits of civilization back to the Stronghold."
"What?"
"I might have known I'd walk into a
war," he told Maureen. "I was looking for the haves. The have‑nots
were bound to be somewhere around."
"I'll bring tea," Maureen said.
She went to the men turning the cement mixer. "Harvey, Dad wants you up at
the house."
"Right," Harvey Randall said.
"Brad, you stay with Dr. Forrester, and make sure—"
"I know," Brad Wagoner said.
"I think he should get some sleep."
"I can't." Forrester was far
enough away that they didn't think he could hear them . . . and he looked like
death warmed over anyway. The dead don't hear. "I have to get to the other
barn now." He started to get up.
"Dammit, stay in that chair,"
Wagoner shouted. "I'll wheel you over."
Harvey followed Maureen out of the barn.
He zipped up all his clothes against the wind, and they walked on in silence
for a moment. Presently he caught up to her. "I don't suppose there's
anything to talk about," he said.
She shook her head.
"You're really in love with
him?"
She turned and her expression was . . .
strange. "I don't know. I think Dad wants me to be. Wouldn't that turn you
off? Breeding for politics! It's Johnny's rank Dad wants. I think he believes
in Colorado Springs."
"Oddly phrased. Well, it certainly
would be convenient."
"It would, wouldn't it? Harv, Johnny
and I were sleeping together before you ever met me, and not because I was
ordered to, either."
"Yeah?" He smiled suddenly, and
she saw and wondered; but he wasn't going to mention George Christopher's
tirade. No. "Have I got a chance?"
"Don't ask me now. Wait till Johnny
gets back. Wait till it's all over."
Over? When is that? He pushed the thought
away. Despair would be too easy. First Hammerfall and Loretta dead. The drive
through nightmare, with Harv Randall curled around his wounded ego, a dead
weight in the passenger seat. The fight to be ready for winter, for
Fimbulwinter. The glaciers had been here once; every damn boulder in that damn
wall was a reminder. Harv tasted the urge to howl at the heavens: Isn't that
enough? Wasn't it enough without cannibals, war gases, thermite?
"You didn't say no," he said.
"I'll hang onto that."
She didn't answer, and that was
encouraging, too. "I know how you must feel," he said.
"Do you?" She was bitter.
"I'm the prize in a contest. I always thought it was a joke, poor little
rich girl. Suddenly nothing is funny anymore."
They reached the house and went in.
Senator Jellison and Al Hardy had maps spread out on the living‑room
floor. Eileen Hamner held more papers, Hardy's eternal lists.
"You look frozen," Jellison
said. "There's something hot in the Thermos. I won't call it tea."
"Thanks." Harvey poured a cup.
It smelled like root beer, add tasted much like that, but it was hot and it
warmed him.
"Progress?" Hardy asked.
"Some. The thermit bombs are coming
along, but the fuses have to be made. Over in Hal's barn they're cooking up a
god‑awful brew that Forrester says will be mustard gas, but he's not sure
how long it takes to finish the reaction. He's cooking it slow so as not to
take chances."
"We may need it quicker than we
think," Jellison said.
Harvey looked up quickly.
"Sir?"
"Deke's people sent us a message on
the CB an hour ago," Jellison said. "Couldn't make it out. Alice took
another CB out to get on top of Turtle Mountain."
"Alice? Turtle Mountain?"
Harvey was incredulous.
"It's in line of sight to us and
Deke," Al Hardy said. "And communications are better lately. It
should work."
"But Alice? A twelve‑year‑old
girl?"
Hardy looked at him strangely. "Do
you know anyone else who'd have a better chance of getting a horse up that
mountain at night in the snow?"
Harvey started to say that of course he
did, but then he thought better of it. If a horse and rider could climb that
mountain in the dark, Alice and her stallion could. But it didn't seem right,
to send young girls out into the snow and dark. Wasn't that what civilization
was all about, to protect Alice Cox?
"Meanwhile," Hardy continued,
"we called in some reserves. Just in case. They're loading up your
TravelAII."
"But . . . what do you think Deke
was saying?" Harvey asked.
"Hard to say." Jellison sounded
tired. He looked as exhausted as Forrester, and had the same gray color. His
voice was grim. "You know the New Brotherhood tried an attack on the power
plant this afternoon."
"No." Harvey felt relief. The
power plant was over fifty miles away. The New Brotherhood was there, not here.
They'd be fighting Baker. Relief, then guilt, and he shrugged off the guilt
because it was the last thing he needed now. "What's happening?"
"They were in boats," Al Hardy
said. "They sent in a surrender demand, and when Mayor Allen told them to
go to hell—"
"What? Wait! Mayor Allen?"
Hardy showed his irritation at the
interruption. "Mayor Bentley Allen is in charge at the San Joaquin Nuclear
Plant, and no, I don't know the details. The point is, Randall, that the New
Brotherhood only had about two hundred people for the attack on the power
plant. It was not much of an attack, and it did not succeed, and they did not
renew it."
Harvey looked over at Maureen. She was
gathering up the Thermos and some honey and brown sugar in a briefcase. She'd
known about the fight at the power plant, and she didn't look as if she'd lost
anyone there. He asked, "Casualties?"
"Light. One killed, of the Mayor's police. Three wounded,
don't know how bad. None of them were from our relief force," Hardy said.
"Hm. Good news from all over. I knew
Bentley Allen," Harvey said. "I know he was on duty in central L.A.
at Hammerfall. He's some kind of man, to get out of that! Funny, though, how we
always assume anyone who isn't at the Stronghold must be dead."
Al, Maureen, the Senator They watched him
thoughtfully, seriously. "Not so funny as all that," he said.
"All right, so two hundred New Brotherhood attacked the power plant. That
means . . . What does it mean?" Harvey followed the thought to a
conclusion he didn't like. "They thought the power plant would be easy.
They sent their main strength somewhere else. Here? Sure, here. Before we can
get ready."
Hardy nodded. His lips pulled tight in a
thin line, not a grin, a gesture of self‑disgust. "Dammit, we did
the best we could."
"I was in charge," Jellison
said.
"Yes, sir, but I should have thought
of it. But we were so busy trying to organize for the winter. We never had time
to think about defense."
"Hell, we've got defenses,"
Harvey said. "You couldn't expect a whole damned army to show up in the
San Joaquin Valley."
"Why couldn't I?" Hardy
demanded. "I should have. The point is, I didn't, and now we all have to
pay for my mistakes."
"Look," Harvey said. "If
you hadn't got us all working on food, there'd be nothing here to fight for.
You don't have to—"
The CB set beside Eileen came alive. Alice
Cox's voice came through clearly, high‑pitched, young and afraid, but
every word intelligible. "Senator, this is Alice."
"Go ahead, Alice," Eileen said
into the mike.
"Mr. Wilson reports they are under
heavy attack," Alice Cox said. "There are a lot of them. Hundreds.
Mr. Wilson says over five hundred. Mr. Wilson says he can't hold them. He's
sending his people out now, and he wants instructions."
"Holy shit," Harvey Randall
said.
"Tell her we'll have orders for them
in five minutes," Senator Jellison said.
Eileen nodded. "Alice, can they wait
five minutes?"
"I think so. I'll tell Mr.
Wilson."
"You don't sound surprised,"
Harvey said. "You knew already."
Al Hardy turned away. Senator Jellison
spoke carefully. "Surprised? No. I had hoped the New Brotherhood would
wait until their deadline ran out, but I am not surprised that they did
not."
"So what do we do now?" Harvey
asked.
Al Hardy bent down to the maps.
"We've been doing it since we got their ultimatum. I've had everybody we
could spare from Forrester's work digging in up on these ridges." He
pointed to penciled lines on the map. "Chief Hartman and his people have
been working up there two days straight. George Christopher isn't due back for
three days. We hope he'll have reinforcements, but we can't count on it.
Hartman's people are exhausted and they are nowhere near through digging in. I
gather that Forrester's superweapons are not complete."
"No. He expected another week,"
Harvey said.
"Which we don't have," Jellison
muttered.
Al Hardy nodded. "Harvey, you've
been working all day, but not outside digging the way Hartman's people have
been. And someone must go buy us some time."
Harvey had been expecting that. "You
mean me." He saw that Maureen had paused, briefcase full of sassafras and
honey in her hand. She closed the door without going out and stood at the door
looking back into the room. "It's time I earned my keep," Harvey
said.
"That's about the size of it,"
Jellison said. He glanced at Maureen. "Was that stuff important?"
She nodded.
"You'll get to talk to him before he
goes. He's got an hour or so," Jellison said.
"Thank you." She opened the
door. "Be careful, Harvey. Please." Then she was gone.
"I've got some troops for you," Al Hardy said crisply.
Now that the decision was made, he was all business again. Harvey thought he'd
liked him better when he was sounding worried. "Not the best people we
have. Kids, I'm afraid."
"Expendables," Harvey Randall
said. He kept his voice flat.
"If need be," Al Hardy said.
The worst of it, Harvey thought, is that
it makes sense. You don't put your best people out to buy time. You keep your
best troops to dig in, and you send out what you can spare. Hardy can spare me!
So can the Stronghold....
"We don't expect miracles,"
Senator Jellison said. "But it's important."
"Sure," Harvey said.
"We want you to take the
TravelAIl," Hardy said. "We put your CB back into it. Take the
TravelAII and a truckload of gear and go buy us some time. Days if you can, but
hours anyway. As the Senator said, we don't expect miracles. Deke's people will
make a fighting withdrawal. They'll blow bridges and burn what they can on the
way out. You go meet them. Take chain saws and dynamite and the winch on that
TravelAll and make a mess out of the road."
"Put them on foot," Jellison
said. "Get the New Brotherhood on foot. Ruin those roads. That buys us a
day, maybe more, right there."
"And how long do I stay out?"
Harvey asked. He was having trouble with his breathing, and hiding it. You need
time to psych yourself up, he thought; that, or zero time to get scared.
Jellison laughed. "I can't order you
to go sit there until they kill you. Maybe I would if I thought you'd do it....
Never mind. Just let Deke's people get past you, then come home— and take as
long getting here as you can. Unless you've got a better idea?"
Harvey shook his head. He'd already tried
to think of a better idea.
"You'll do it?" Hardy barked
the question, as if trying to catch Harvey in a lie.
It was irritating as hell, and Harvey
barked back. "Yah."
"Good man," Hardy said.
"Eileen, have the message relayed to Deke. Operation Scorched Earth is
on."
Task Force Randall, a dozen boys, the
oldest seventeen; two teen‑age girls; Harvey Randall; and Marie Vance.
"What the hell are you doing
here?" Harvey demanded.
She shrugged. "They don't need a
cook just now." She was dressed for hiking: boots, hat with earmuffs, and
several layers of clothing topped by a jacket that was all pockets. She carried
a scope‑sighted rifle. "I've done some varmint hunting. I can drive.
You know that."
Harvey looked at the rest of his command
and tried not to show dismay. He knew only a few of them. Tommy Tallifsen,
seventeen, would be his other leader. He couldn't imagine what Marie's status
would be. "Tommy, you drive the pickup."
"Okay, Mr. Randall. Barbara Ann will
come with me. If that's all right." He indicated a girl who didn't look
more than fifteen.
"It's all right," Harvey said.
"Okay, everybody get in." He went back up onto the porch.
"Jesus, Al, they're just kids."
Hardy looked at him, mildly disappointed,
mildly disgusted. You're messing u p my patterns. Or, Don't make waves.
"They're what we've got. Look, they're farm kids. They know how to shoot,
and most of them have worked with dynamite before. They know these hills pretty
well, too. Don't put them down."
Harvey shook his head.
"And," said Hardy,
"they'll die just as dead if the New Brotherhood breaks through. Marie
too. You too. Me too. Hell, you're not going out to fight!"
"Not with just four guns, we're
not."
"These are the guns we can spare. These
are the people we can spare. Just get out there and work. You're wasting
time."
Harvey nodded and turned away. Maybe farm
kids were different. It would he nice to believe . . . because he had seen too
many city boys, older than these, in Vietnam; kids just out of training camp,
who didn't know how to fight, and they were scared all the time. Harvey had
done a series on them, but it had never been cleared by the Army.
He told himself: We aren't going out to
fight. Maybe it will be all right. Maybe.
They stopped in town and loaded supplies
into the truck, and onto the carrier on top of the TravelAIl. Dynamite. Chain
saws. Gasoline. Picks and shovels. Fifty gallons of used crankcase oil, a bitch
to move. When it was all loaded, Harvey let Marie drive. He sat in the second
seat to let one of the local boys sit up front with the map. They drove down
the highway, out of the valley.
Harvey tried to get the boys talking, to
get to know them, but they didn't volunteer much. They'd answer questions,
politely, but they sat wrapped in their own thoughts. After a time Harvey
leaned back in his seat and tried to rest. But that reminded him gruesomely of
the last time Marie had driven the TravelAII, and he jerked upright.
They were leaving the valley. It made
Harvey feel naked, vulnerable. He and Mark and Joanna and Marie had gone
through too much getting there. He wondered what the boys thought. And the
girl, Marylou, he couldn't remember her last name. Her father was the town
pharmacist, but she'd never been interested in the store. She seemed interested
in the boy she sat with. Harvey remembered his name was Bill, and Bill and
Marylou had both managed some kind of state scholarship to UC Santa Cruz. The
others thought them odd, that they'd want to go so far away to college.
Marie drove up the ridge that led out of
the valley. Harvey had never been here before. Up on top of the ridge were
moving lights: Chief Hartman's people digging in, still working at midnight
despite the cold blowing wind. The roadblock below the ridge had only one guard
huddled in the small shelter. They passed it and were out of the valley.
He saw it and felt it: They had entered
the universal chaos left by Hammerfall. It was scary out here. Harvey held
himself very still, so that he wouldn't shout at Marie to turn the TravelAII
and break for safety. He wondered if the others felt the same way. Better not
to ask. Let us all feel that nobody else is scared. and that way nobody will
run. They drove on in unnatural silence.
The road was washed out in places, but
vehicles had made paths around the broken pavement. Harvey noted places where
the road could easily be blocked; he pointed them out to the others in the car.
He couldn't see much through the intermittent sleet and the thick dark out
there. The map showed they were in another valley, with a series of ridges to
the south much lower than those surrounding the Stronghold.
This would be the battleground. Below lay
a branch of the Tule River, the main line of defense for the Stronghold. Beyond
was territory Hardy wouldn't even attempt to hold. In a few days, perhaps only
hours, the valley they were now driving through would be a killing ground, a
place of battle.
Harvey tried to imagine it. Noise, incessant
noise: the stutter of machine guns, a crackle of rifle fire, dynamite bombs,
mortars; and through it all the screams of the wounded and dying. There
wouldn't be any helicopters and field hospitals here. In Vietnam the wounded
were often in hospitals faster than they'd have been if they'd been civilians
at home in an auto accident. Here they'd have to take their chances.
They? Not they. Me, Harvey thought. Who
was it that said "A rational army would run away"? Somebody. But run
to where?
The Sierra. Run to Gordie and Andy. Go
find your son. A man's duty is to his children.... Stop it! Act like a man, he
told himself.
Does acting like a man mean to sit calmly
while they drive you where you'll be killed?
Yes. Sometimes. This time. Think about
something else. Maureen. Have I got a chance? That wasn't a satisfying line of
thought either. He wondered why he was so concerned about Maureen. He hardly
knew her. They'd spent an afternoon together here, a lifetime ago, and then
they'd made love; and three times since, furtively. Not much to build a life
around. Was he interested in her because she was a promise of safety, power,
influence? He didn't think so, he was certain there was more, but objectively
he couldn't find reasons. Fidelity? Fidelity to the woman he'd had an
adulterous relationship with; in a way a kind of fidelity to Loretta. That
wasn't getting him anywhere.
There were a few lights visible through
the gloom; farmhouses in the battleground, places not abandoned yet. They weren't
Harvey's concern. Their occupants were supposed to know already. They drove on
in silence until they came to the south fork of the Tule River. They crossed
it, and now there was no turning back. They were beyond the Stronghold's
defenses, beyond any help. Harvey felt the tension in the car, and felt
strangely comforted by it. Everyone was afraid, but they weren't saying it.
They turned south and went over a ridge
to the valley beyond. The ground seemed even and smooth on both sides of the
road. Harvey stopped and planted homemade mines: jars of nails and broken glass
over dynamite and percussion caps; shotgun shells pointed upward and buried
just above a board pierced by a nail.
Marie watched, puzzled. "How will
you get them to walk out here?" she asked.
"That's what the oil is for."
They wrestled the drum of crankcase oil to the side of the road. "We shoot
holes in that when we get past. When the oil's on the road, nobody can walk on
it, drive on it, anything."
The route beyond was ridge, valley,
ridge, valley, with the road curving to cross low spots in the ridges. It was
rippling landscape, a land with waves in it. Ten miles beyond the Stronghold
they passed the first of Deke Wilson's trucks. It was filled with women and
children and wounded men, household possessions and supplies. There were
baskets tied to the top and sides of the truck bed, filled with goods—pots and
pans, useless furniture, precious food and fertilizer, priceless ammunition.
The truck bed was covered by a tarpaulin, and more people were huddled under
it, along with more goods. Bedding and blankets. A birdcage but no bird.
Pathetic possessions, but everything these people had.
A few miles on there were more trucks,
then two cars. The driver of the last didn't know whether any others would get
out. They crossed a broad stream and Harvey stopped and planted dynamite,
leaving the fuses marked with rocks so that any of his party could find them to
blow the bridge.
There was a faint tinge of gray‑red
in the east when they reached the top of the last ridge before the low rolling
hills where Deke Wilson's farm band lived. They approached it carefully,
concerned that the New Brotherhood might have got past Deke's people and come
to secure the road, but no one challenged them. They stopped the TravelAII to
listen. The infrequent popping of gunshots came from far away. "All
right," Harvey said. "Let's get to work."
They cut trees and built a maze on the
road: a system of fallen trees that a truck could get through, but only slowly,
by stopping to back up and turn carefully. They made dynamite bombs and put
them at convenient places to throw down onto the road, then Harvey sent half
his troops out to the sides, the others down the hill. They cut trees partway
through so that they would fall easily. The others ranged out to both sides,
and Harvey could hear the growl of the chain saws, and sometimes the sharp
whump of half a stick of dynamite.
The gray became a red smear behind the
High Sierra when the work parties returned. "A couple more trees cut and
one charge set off, and that road's blocked for hours," Bill reported.
"This won't be so hard."
"I think we should do it now,"
someone said.
Bill looked around, then back at Randall.
"Shouldn't we wait for Mr. Wilson's truck?"
"Yes, wait," Marie said.
"It would be awful if we stopped our own people from getting
through."
"Sure," Harvey said. "The
maze will stop the Brotherhood if they get here first. Let's take a
break."
"The shooting is getting
closer," one of the boys said.
Harvey nodded. "I think so. Hard to
tell."
"It's officially dawn," Marie
said. "Muslim definition. When you can tell a white thread from a black
one. It's in the Koran." She listened for a moment. "There's
something coming. I hear a truck."
Harvey took out a whistle and sounded it.
He shouted to the boys nearest him to spread out and get off the road. They
waited while the truck noises got louder and louder. It came around the bend
and there was a screech of brakes as it stopped just short of the first tree.
It was a large truck, still only an indistinct object in the gray light.
"Who's there?" Harvey shouted.
"Who are you?"
"Get out of the truck. Show
yourself."
Someone leaped out of the truck bed and
stood on the road. "We're Deke Wilson's people," he shouted.
"Who's there?"
"We're from the Stronghold."
Harvey started toward the truck. One of the boys was much closer. He stepped up
to the cab and looked in. Then he backed up fast.
"It's not—"
He never finished. There were pistol
shots, and the boy was down. Something smashed Harvey in the left shoulder, a
hard blow that knocked him backward. There was more shooting. People were
jumping out of the truck.
Marie Vance fired first. Then there was
more shooting from the sides of the road and the rocks above it. Harvey
struggled to find his rifle. He'd dropped it, and he scrabbled around for it.
"Stay down!" someone yelled. A
sputtering object landed just in front of the truck and rolled underneath.
Nothing happened for an eternity, and there were more gunshots; then the
dynamite exploded. The truck lifted slightly, and there was a gasoline smell;
then it blew up in a column of fire. Fire danced in the air near Harvey's face
as the gasoline was flung around. He could see human shapes in the fire: Men
and women screamed and moved in dancing flame. There were more shots.
"Stop. Stop shooting. You're wasting
ammunition." Marie Vance ran down toward the burning truck. "Stop
it!" The gunfire died and there were no sounds but the burning fire.
Harvey found his rifle at last. His left
shoulder was throbbing and he was afraid to look, but he forced himself,
expecting to see a bloody hole. There was nothing at all. He felt it, and it
was sore, and when he opened his coat he found a large bruise. Ricochet, he
thought. I must have been hit by a ricochet. The heavy coat stopped it. He got
up and went down to the road.
The girl, Marylou, was trying to get closer
to the fire, and two boys held her back. She wasn't saying anything, just
struggling with them, staring at the burning truck and the bodies near it.
"He was dead when he hit the
ground," one of the boys shouted. "Dead, dammit, you can't do anything."
They seemed dazed now as they stared at the bodies and the fire.
"Who?" Harvey asked. He pointed
at the dead boy near the truck cab. The boy lay on his face. His back was on
fire.
"Bill Dummery," Tommy Tallifsen
said. "Shouldn't we . . . what do we do, Mr. Randall?"
"Do you know where Bill planted the
charges downhill?"
"Yes."
"Show me. Let's go light them."
They moved down the hill. Visibility was increasing fast. A hundred yards, two
hundred. They found a rock that overhung the road. Tommy pointed. As Harvey
bent down to light the fuse, Tommy grabbed his shoulder. "Another truck
coming," he said.
"Aw, shit." Harvey reached for
the fuse again. Tommy said nothing. Finally Harvey stood. "It'll be light
before they get up here. You go on back up the hill and alert the troops. They
can't get past that burning truck anyway. Don't get close to it until you know
who it is."
"All right."
Harvey waited, cursing himself, Deke
Wilson, the New Brotherhood. Bill Dummery, with a scholarship to Santa Cruz and
a girl named Marylou. My fault.
The truck came on up the hill. It was
loaded with people. No household goods at all. In a cartop carrier on top of
the cab, two children in bulky raincoats hunkered down against the wind. As the
truck got closer Harvey recognized the man standing in the bed next to the cab.
He was one of the farmers who had come with Wilson to the Stronghold. Something
Vinge?
The people in the truck were all women
and children and men patched with bloody bandages. Some lay in the truck bed,
not moving as the overloaded vehicle ground its gears and crawled uphill.
Harvey let it pass him, then lit the fuse. He followed behind it. He could walk
almost as fast as it could go. The dynamite went off behind him, but the
boulder didn't roll onto the road.
The truck stopped at the log maze. There
was no question about who was in this truck. The boys came out of cover. Vinge
jumped down. He looked exhausted, but showed no obvious wounds or bandages.
"You weren't supposed to block the goddam road until we got through!"
he shouted.
"Fuck yourself!" Harvey
screamed in rage. He fought for self‑control. The truck was filled with
wounded and with women and children, and all of them looked half dead from
exhaustion. Harvey shook his head in pity and resentment, then called to Marie
Vance. "Get the TravelAII! We'll have to use the winch to clear a way for
them."
It took half an hour to saw through two
logs and snake them out of the way so the truck could get through. While they
worked, Harvey sent Tommy Tallifsen down to try again with the boulder. At the
rate they were using the stuff, they'd run out of dynamite right here, with
miles of road still to block. This time the boulder rolled. It formed a formidable
obstacle, with no easy way around it. Others with chain saws dropped more trees
on the road.
"All clear," one of the boys
called. "You can roll."
Vinge went up to the truck cab. There
were four people crammed into it. The driver was a teen‑age boy, fourteen
or so, barely big enough to reach the controls. "Take care of your
mother," the farmer shouted.
"Yes, sir," the boy answered.
"Get moving," the farmer said.
"And . . ." He shook his head. "Get moving."
"Goodbye, Dad." The truck
crawled away.
The farmer came back to Harvey Randall.
"Name's Jacob Vinge," he said. "Let's get to work. There won't
be any more coming out of our area."
The fighting sounded much closer. Harvey
could see across the hills and out to the San Joaquin Sea. There were columns
of smoke to mark the burning farmhouses, and a continuous popcorn crackle of
small‑arms fire. It was strange to know that men and women were fighting
and dying not a mile away, and yet see nothing. Then one of the boys called,
"There's somebody running."
They spilled over the top of the hill
half a mile off. They ran haltingly, not in any order, and few carried weapons
or anything else. Running in terror, Harvey thought. Not a fighting withdrawal.
Run away! They flowed down into the valley, and on toward the hill held by Task
Force Randall.
A pickup truck came over the top of the
next ridge. It stopped and men jumped out. Harvey was startled to see more men
on foot to each side; they'd come over so carefully that he hadn't noticed
them. They gestured to the people in the pickup, and someone in the back of the
truck stood up and leaned on the cab. He held binoculars to his eyes. They
swept over the men fleeing uphill toward Harvey, paused only a moment there,
then swept up along the road, examining each of Harvey's roadblocks with care.
The enemy had a face now; and the enemy knew Harvey Randall's face. So be it.
In less than five minutes the valley and
ridge beyond swarmed with armed men. They walked carefully, they were spread
out half a mile to each side. They advanced toward Harvey.
The fugitives staggered uphill, to
Harvey's men and trucks and past them. They breathed like terminal pneumonia
cases. They held no weapons, and their eyes were blind with terror.
"Stop!" Harvey shouted.
"Stand and fight! Help us!" They staggered on without seeming to
hear. One of Harvey's boys stood up, looked back at the grimly advancing
skirmish line below, then ran to join the fugitives. Harvey screamed at him,
but the boy kept running.
"Lucky the others stayed,"
Jacob Vinge said. "I . . . hell, I'd like to run, too."
"So would I." This wasn't going
according to plan. The New Brotherhood wasn't coming up the ridge to clear the
road. Instead they were fanning out to each side, and Harvey didn't have nearly
enough troops to hold the ridgeline. He'd hoped to delay them longer, but there
was no chance. If they didn't get out fast they'd be cut off. "And we're
going to." He lifted his whistle and blew loudly. The advance below broke
into a run even as he did.
Harvey waved his command into their truck
and the TravelAll. Jacob Vinge took Bill's place. Harvey sent the truck out,
then hesitated. "We ought to try. Come on, a few rounds . . ."
"It won't do any good," Marie
Vance said. "There's too much cover and they aren't showing themselves
enough. We'd be trapped and we wouldn't have hurt any of them."
"How do you know so much about
strategy?" Harvey demanded.
"I watch war movies. Let's get out
of here!"
"All right." Harvey turned the
TravelAII and drove away, down off the ridge and into the next valley. The
truck stopped and let the running men get aboard.
"Poor bastards," Marie said.
"We fought them for a day,"
Vinge said, "but we couldn't hold them. Like the ridge back there. They
spread out and get around you, behind you, and then you're dead. So you have to
keep running. After awhile it can get to be a habit."
"Sure." Habit or not, Harvey
thought, they had run like rabbits, not like men.
The road led down to a stream swollen
with the rain of Hammerfall. The low parts of the valley were deep mud. Harvey
stopped at the far side of the small bridge, and got out to light dynamite
sticks already in place.
"There they are!" one of the
boys shouted.
Harvey looked up on the ridge. A hundred
and more armed enemies boiled over the top and came down the hill at a dead
run. There was a staccato chatter, and a rustle in the grass not far from
Harvey.
"Get it done!" Jacob Vinge
shouted. "They're shooting at us!"
It was nearly a mile up to the ridge, but
that sound was familiar from Vietnam: a heavy machine gun. It wouldn't take
long to walk its fire over to Harvey and the TravelAII and then they'd be
finished. He flicked his Zippo and blessed it when it caught the first time,
even though it was filled with gasoline rather than regular lighter fluid. The
fuse sputtered, and Harvey ran for the TravelAII. Marie had slid over into the
driver's seat and was already rolling. Harvey caught on and hands grabbed him
and pulled him inside. There was more of the chatter, brup‑brup‑brup,
and something roared past his ear.
"Holy shit!" he yelled.
"They shoot pretty good," Vinge
said.
The dynamite went off, and the bridge was
in ruins. But not completely, Harvey saw. There was still a full span, wide
enough to walk across. It wasn't going to take long to repair, but he sure
wasn't going back. They drove up to the top of the next ridge, and got out,
looking for more trees to drop, boulders to dynamite into the road, anything.
The New Brotherhood troops came on into
the valley, some on foot, a dozen on motorcycles. They reached the ruined
bridge and stopped, then a few swam and waded across and came on. Others spread
along the banks and found new crossings. In five minutes a hundred had crossed
and they walked on steadily toward Harvey's work crews.
"Jesus, it's like watching the tide
come in," Harvey said.
Jacob Vinge didn't say anything. He kept
on digging under a boulder to make a hole for the dynamite. Just above them a
tree crashed across the road, and the boys moved to another.
There were motors in the valley ahead.
Two motorcycles gingerly drove across the narrow remains of the bridge. Extra
riders got on and the bikes gunned forward toward Harvey's position.
Marie Vance unslung her rifle and worked
the sling around her left arm. "Go on digging," she called. She took
a sitting position and rested the rifle on a large rock, then squinted through
the telescopic sights. She waited until the bikes were about a quarter of a
mile away before she fired. Nothing happened. She worked the bolt and aimed
again, fired. At the third shot the lead motorcycle wobbled and swerved into
the ditch at the side of the road. One of the riders got up. Marie aimed again,
but the other bike moved off the road and the riders scrambled for cover. They
waited for the advancing skirmish line. That came steadily closer, and Marie
changed her aim point, firing to slow the advance.
Again the center of the line slowed,
while more attackers spread to each side, fanning out well beyond any point
Harvey could defend. "Get finished," Harvey shouted. "We have to
get out of here!"
No one argued with that. Vinge put two
sticks of dynamite into the hole beneath the boulder and tamped mud in on top
of it.
"Look!" Barbara Ann, Tommy
Tallifsen's partner, shouted in horror. She pointed at the opposite ridge,
where they'd spent the dawn hours putting barriers on the road.
A truck appeared at the top of the ridge.
It went over and
came down the road, and another followed,
then another. When the trucks reached the downed bridge, men jumped out with
timbers and steel plates. More trucks came over the ridge.
Harvey looked at his watch. They had
delayed the enemy trucks by precisely thirty‑eight minutes.
Valley of Death
Lordy, Lordy, won't you listen to me,
The
Colonel said "Stand!"
But
it ain't gonna be,
'Cause
we're buggin' out,
Yes,
we're moving on....
"The Bugout Boogie," a
forbidden ballad of the United States Army
The
pattern was always the same. No matter what obstructions Harvey's group put
into the road, the New Brotherhood Army was delayed for no longer than it took
to put them up. If Task Force Randall could have actively defended its
roadblocks, they might have stopped the advancing enemy for much longer, but
there was no chance of that. The New Brotherhood used its trucks to bring troops
as far forward as possible; their skirmishers then spread out to both flanks
and advanced, threatening to cut Harvey off; and once again Harvey had to
retreat.
The enemy developed a new tactic as well:
They mounted heavy machine guns in one of their trucks, and brought that
forward to fire on Harvey's workers from well out of rifle range. It kept
Harvey from doing a proper job of ruining the road, and he couldn't even shoot
back. The enemy were faceless ghosts who couldn't be harmed, and Harvey couldn't
stop them. Their infantry continued to advance, avoiding Harvey's defenders,
trying always to get around and behind. It was battle at long range, with few
casualties; but the New Brotherhood's advance was relentless. By midafternoon
they had come a dozen miles toward the Stronghold.
Work and run; and running was becoming a
habit. A dozen times Harvey wanted to keep going, to drive for the Stronghold,
and the devil with the roadblocks. His mind found a dozen excuses for running.
"It's like nothing can stop
them," Tommy Tallifsen screamed. They had halted at another ridgeline. The
maps said the valley below—where the New Brotherhood was busily removing trees,
filling in holes, repairing the road quicker than Harvey had been able to destroy
it—was called "Hungry Hollow." The name seemed appropriate.
"We've got to try," said
Harvey.
Tallifsen looked doubtful. Harvey knew
what he was thinking. They were all exhausted, they'd lost five of Task Force Randall:
one shot dead as he worked with a chain saw, the other four vanished—run away,
captured, wounded and Iying back in the hills, they didn't know. They hadn't
got aboard when it was time to bug out, and the New Brotherhood had been too
close to let them look for them; and running had become a habit. What could
eight exhausted people do to stop a horde that flowed forward like the tide?
"It will be dark in a couple of
hours," Harvey said. "Then we can rest."
"Can we?" Tallifsen asked. But
he went back to work, digging out under another boulder above the road. Others
stretched the cable from the TravelAll's winch around the rock. There wasn't
enough dynamite to use on every rock they found.
An hour before dark they were forced out
of Hungry Hollow and over the ridge beyond. They fled across Deer Creek,
pausing only long enough to light the fuse on the dynamite they'd placed there.
When they climbed onto the next ridge, they found men already there.
It took Harvey a moment to realize they
were friends. Steve Cox and almost a hundred troops had been sent from the
ranch to hold the ridge. The Stronghold forces were through running away; now
they would stand and fight. Cox had spread his forces along the ridge and
they'd dug in. Harvey and Task Force Randall—what was left of it—could rest.
There was even cold supper and a Thermos of hot tea.
"We're all dead on our feet,"
Harvey told Steve Cox. "We won't be much help."
Cox shrugged. "That's all right. Get
a good night's sleep. We'll hold them."
You're a fool, Harvey wanted to say.
There are a thousand of them and a hundred of you, and they come like death,
like army ants, and nothing can stop them. "Have you brought . . . how is
Forrester's work? Have you got any of his superweapons?"
"Thermit grenades." Cox showed
Harvey a box of what looked like lumps of baked clay with fuses stuck out of
the top. Each was about six inches in diameter, and each had two feet of
parachute cord attached to it. "You light the fuse and whirl it
around," Cox said. "Then throw it."
"Do they work?"
"They sure do." Cox was
enthusiastic. "Some explode like bombs. Others just break open, but even
then they throw fire ten or twelve feet. They'll scare the hell out of those
cannibal bastards."
"But what about the other weapons?
Mustard gas?"
Cox shrugged. "They're working on
it. Hardy says it will take time. That's why we're out here."
In the valley below, the lead elements of
the New Brotherhood force had reached the ruined bridge. Deer Creek was high
and swift, and the bridge was entirely gone; the few men who tried to wade it
gave up quickly. The Brotherhood army stopped, then began to spread along the
banks. Elements went upstream until they vanished. Others turned downstream toward
the sea a few miles to the west.
"They'll get around us," Harvey
said nervously.
"Nope." Cox grinned. He pointed
upstream, toward the towering Sierra. "We've got allies up there. About
fifty Tule Indians, some of Christopher's reinforcements. Tough bastards. Get
some sleep, Randall. They won't get through here, not tonight and not tomorrow.
We've got a good position. We'll hold them."
"I think Cox is crazy," Harvey
told Marie. "I've . . . we've seen the New Brotherhood fight. He hasn't."
"They have our radio reports,"
Marie said. She stretched in the back seat of the TravelAII. "Feels good
to relax. I could sleep for a week."
"So could I," Harvey said; but
he didn't. The TravelAII was parked on the far side of the ridge from Deer
Creek. He had sent the others back further, to a farmhouse where they could get
proper rest, and he knew he should join them, but he was worried. Harvey had
learned to respect whoever was in charge of the New Brotherhood. The enemy
general hadn't wasted a man, had never exposed his people recklessly, yet he
had swept through eighteen miles and more in less than a day.
And he was using gasoline and ammunition
recklessly. This was an all‑out war; the New Brotherhood must have
stripped their territory, must be gambling on taking the Stronghold for new
supplies.
Dusk brought a chill wind, but no more
sleet. A few stars showed through the overcast, blinking points of light too
far apart to recognize as constellations. Harvey remembered a hot sauna followed
by a cold swimming pool in hot sunlight; he remembered driving the TravelAII
south through the blazing desert beauty of Baja California, finally to swim in
an ocean warm as a bathtub; bellysurfing the bigger, more exciting waves of
Hermosa Beach, and spreading a towel over sand too hot to walk on.
Down in the valley they could hear the
sounds of Brotherhood trucks and men moving heavy objects. There was no way to
know what the enemy was doing. Cox had patrols alert for infiltrators, but
instead the enemy commander had his men fire weapons at irregular intervals,
raise shouts, throw grenades and rocks across the creek, and often the ranchers
responded, shooting wildly into the night, wasting ammunition, losing sleep.
Harvey knew that was what the Brotherhood
wanted, but the knowledge didn't help. He slept fitfully, awakened too often.
Marie stirred in the seat behind him. "You awake?" she whispered.
"Yes."
"Who was it? In the truck, with the
binoculars. Do you know?"
"Probably the sergeant. Hooker.
Why?"
"Put a name on him and he's less
frightening. Do you think we can win? Is Hardy smart enough?"
"Sure," Harvey said.
"They keep coming. Like a machine, a
huge grinding machine."
Harvey sat up. Somewhere a grenade went
off, and Cox shouted not to waste ammunition.
"That's a frightening image.
Fortunately it's not the right one," Harvey said. "It's not a meat
grinder. It's one of those kinetic structures where the artist invites a horde
of newsmen to stand around and drink and watch while the machine tears itself
to pieces."
Her laugh sounded forced. "Nice
imagery, Harv."
"Hell, I made a living off imagery,
before I took up breaking rocks. And ruining roads. I used to think of battles
as a chess game, but they're not. It's like those sculptures. The commander
puts together this huge sculpture, knowing that the pieces will grind each
other up, and he doesn't control them all. Half of them are controlled by an
art critic who hates him. And each one tries to see that he has pieces left
when it's over, but there won't be enough, so it has to be done over and
over."
"And we're some of the pieces,"
Marie said. "I hope Hardy knows what he's doing."
In the morning there was new excitement
in the Stronghold camp. During the night Stephen Tallman, Vice‑President
of the Tule Council, had come in to tell how his warriors were dug in to the
east, and more were coming. The rumors grew. George Christopher was coming
back, and he had a hundred, two hundred, a thousand armed ranchers he'd
recruited from the hill country. Anyone who doubted it was shouted down.
But certainly there were fifty Indians to
the east, and all the ranchers talked about how tough the Indians were, and
what great allies they'd be. There were other stories, of an attempt in the
night by the New Brotherhood to force passage of Deer Creek five miles
upstream, and how Tallman's Indians had beaten them back and killed dozens; how
the New Brotherhood had run away. When Harvey talked to the others, he could
find nobody who had seen the battle. He found a few who claimed to have spoken
to someone who was in it. Everyone had a friend who'd talked to Tallman
himself, or to Stretch Tallifsen, who was with the ranch force sent upstream to
hold the western end of the line.
It was always like this. The new guys
were demons incarnate; they would go through the enemy like so many mincing
machines. The new guys always thought so too. But it could be true . . . sometimes
it was true . . . maybe they would win this after all. The New Brotherhood
could be stopped, and it wouldn't even take the full strength of the Stronghold
to do it.
Clouds
parted in the east; the sun shone shockingly bright. Full daylight, and still
nothing happened. The ranchers and the forward skirmish line of the Brotherhood
exchanged sniping shots, with little effect. Then—
Over the opposite ridge trucks appeared.
They didn't look like trucks. They looked strange, for they had large wooden
structures attached in front of them. They came down the hill, not too fast,
because with all that weight in front they were hard to drive and unstable, but
they came on toward the swollen creek.
At the same time, hundreds of the enemy
came out from behind rocks and folds of ground where they'd been hidden. They
began firing at anything that moved. The trucks with their strange towers
advanced to the stream edge, and some drove across meadows that should have
been too swampy, except that during the night the Brotherhood had laid down
tracks of fencing wire and planks to get them across the mud.
They went to the stream edge and the
towers fell, making bridges across the stream. Brotherhood troops rushed toward
the bridges, began swarming across. Other Brotherhood units concentrated fire
on any Stronghold defenders who dared show themselves. Harvey heard the sharp
whump! which he recognized from Vietnam: mortars. The mortar bombs fell among
the rocks where Cox's ranchers hid, and each time they fell more accurately.
Someone across the river was directing them, and he had good control: Wherever
Cox's men tried to oppose the crossing, the mortars soon found them.
And more of the Brotherhood troops poured
across the river. They fanned out and moved forward, along a line almost a mile
wide, and Cox's forward troops either fell back or were overrun. Suddenly—it
had taken no more than half an hour—the river line was gone, and Cox held only
the ridge; and even there the relentless mortars and machine guns, far out of
range of effective rifle fire, sought them out, pinned them down, while more
Brotherhood troops advanced up the hills, hiding behind boulders, dodging and
leapfrogging and always moving on....
"Ants!" Harvey screamed.
"Army ants!" Now he knew. The cannibals couldn't be stopped. They'd
been fools to think they could do it. And at the rate they advanced, Cox would
lose most of his force. Already groups of men had begun to break and run, some
throwing down their weapons, others grimly hanging on to them and stopping to
shoot back at the enemy. But there was no organization to the defense any
longer, and more and more saw it and thought only of saving themselves. There
was no place to make a stand: Every position was threatened by a breakthrough
at some other point, and these men had not fought together, lived together;
they didn't have confidence that the man down the line wouldn't run and leave
an opening for the yelling cannibals to pour through and cut them off forever.
A dozen men clung to the TravelAII, piled
into it, hung on top or lay on fenders as Harvey drove away. Deer Creek, which
Cox had expected to hold all day, perhaps even to break the Brotherhood and
stop them permanently, had fallen in less than an hour and a half.
The rest of the morning was nightmare.
Harvey could not find his truck; the only equipment he had left was in the
TravelAII and only a few of Cox's ranchers were willing to help. Reinforcements
from the Stronghold came finally, twenty men and women with more dynamite and
gasoline and the chain saws from the truck, but they could never get far enough
away from the advancing Brotherhood forces to do any useful work.
The Brotherhood tactics had changed: Now
instead of fanning out and outflanking the defenses, they flooded forward
trying to close; they wanted to keep the Stronghold force running, and now
their general was willing to spend men to do it.
If Marie had not been with him Harvey
would have run with the rest; but she wouldn't let him. She insisted they keep
on with their mission, at least that they stop and light the fuses of the
charges they'd set two nights before when they went forward. Once they delayed
too long, and there was a crash; shattered glass from the rear window sprayed
over them and the front windshield was smashed out as well. A .50 slug had
passed all the way through the TravelAII, passed between them, missing them by
inches. The next time they stopped, the ranchers who'd stayed with them
abandoned the car.
Harvey yelled to Marie, "Why the
hell are you so—" He didn't finish the sentence. He'd wanted to say
"brave," but if he did, it meant he wasn't, that he was a coward.
"—determined?" he finally said.
She looked up from where she was digging.
They had one last stick of dynamite and she wanted to plant it. She pointed up
toward the Sierra. "My boy is up there," she said. "If we don't
stop them, who will? This is good enough. Give me the dynamite."
Harvey had already crimped fuse onto the
cap. He handed her the stick and she thrust it into the hole, then shoveled
dirt and rock onto it.
"That's enough!" Harvey
screamed. "Let's get out of here!" They were on the far side of a low
hill and couldn't see the advancing enemy, but Harvey didn't think they would
be far behind.
"Not yet," Marie said.
"Something I have to do first." She walked toward the hilltop.
"Come back here! I swear, I'll leave
you! Hey!"
She didn't look back. After a moment he
cursed, then followed her uphill. She was adjusting her rifle, setting the
strap on her left arm. She braced herself against a rock. "Down there is
where you put the oil. And the mines," she said. "We drove right past
it."
"We had to! They were right behind
us!" And it's all so damned futile anyway. Motorcycles were coming up the
road. They'd reach the ridge in a minute or two.
Marie took careful aim. Fired.
"Good," she muttered to herself. She fired again. "I'd be done
quicker if you'd do some shooting too," she said.
Harvey knew he wasn't about to hit the
oil drum set three hundred yards away. He braced his rifle on a rock and aimed
at the first of the oncoming motorcycles. He fired again and again, and missed
each time. But the cyclists slowed, then stopped and took cover in the ditch to
wait for the infantry. Marie continued to fire, slowly, carefully. Finally she
said, "That ought to do it. Let's go.... Actually, what's the hurry?
They're stopped." She took up her position again and waited.
Harvey clenched his fists and took a deep
breath. She was right. There was no immediate danger. The oil was spilling
across the road now, and the two motorcycles were going nowhere.
Another motorcycle reached the oil slick.
It skidded into the ditch and the biker screamed. Marie smiled faintly.
"Good idea, those pungie sticks of yours."
Harvey looked at her in horror. Marie
Vance: on the board of governors of half a dozen charities; banker's wife,
socialite, country club member; and she was grinning at the thought of a man
impaled on a stick smeared with human shit to make the wounds fester....
A truck came to the oil slick and
stopped; then it started forward, slowly. Marie put a bullet through its
windshield. It slid forward and skidded, turning slightly sideways. The motor
gunned and the wheels spun, but it did not move.
Another truck came up behind it and
started around; one of the dynamite mines went off, loudly, and the truck went
up in flames. Harvey felt it now: the urgent impulse to shout in triumph.
Something had worked. Those weren't people down there, scrambling to get away
from the burning truck, some themselves burning; they were army ants, and the
trick had worked—
They heard the plop! from in front of
them, then a faint whistle. Something exploded twenty yards to their left.
Another plop!
"The car! Now, dammit!" Harvey
shouted.
"Yes, I think it's time." Marie
followed. The second mortar round went off somewhere behind them. They leaped
into the TravelAII and drove off laughing and shouting like children.
"Son of a bitch, it worked!"
Harvey shouted. He looked over at Marie and her eyes shone with triumph to
match his own. We make a great team, he thought.
"'Run away!'" cried Harvey.
Marie looked at him strangely.
"Monty Python and the Holy
Grail," Harvey said. "Didn't you see it?"
"No."
They drove on, still laughing with
excitement. Inside, Harvey knew it wasn't really much of a victory, but it was
better than the rest of the day. There was no question of stopping now, not until
they reached the next large barrier, which was a fork of the Tule River. That
would be a formidable barrier once its bridge was blown; surely it would stop
the New Brotherhood. It had to; beyond was the ridgeline that marked the
entrance to the Stronghold itself. The Tule was their most important defense
line.
They came around a curve and started down
into the Tule Valley—and there was no bridge. It had already been blown.
Harvey drove up to the wrecked bridge and
stared at the swollen river. A hundred feet wide, and deep, and swiftly
flowing. "Hey!" he shouted.
Across the river, one of Hartman's
constables rose from hiding behind a log bunker. "They said you'd had
it," he called.
"What do I do now?" Harvey
shouted.
"Whatever it is, do it quick,"
Marie said. "They won't be far behind us—"
"Go upstream," the constable
yelled. "We've got troops up there. Make sure you radio ahead that you're
coming."
"All right." Harvey turned the
TravelAII and started up the county road toward the Tule Indian Reservation.
"Get on that CB," he told Marie. "Tell 'em the reports of our
death have been greatly exaggerated."
A mile and a half upstream the road
crossed the Tule. A dozen men were working with shovels at the bridge
foundations. Harvey drove up warily, but they waved him on. He drove across and
stopped.
They looked like ranchers, but they were
darker and did not show the effects of months without sunlight. Harvey wondered
if lack of vitamin D would affect them; pale faces were evolved for life in a
cold, cloudy environment.
One of the work crew left off digging and
came over to the TravelAII. "Randall?"
"Yes. Look, the New Brotherhood must
be right behind us—"
"We know where they are," the
man said. "Alice can see them, and we've got a radio. You're supposed to
go on up there onto Turtle Mountain and help her observe. Find a place where
you can see the valley and still get her on the CB."
"All right. Thanks. And we're glad
to have you on our side."
The Indian grinned. "I see it that
you're on our side. Good luck."
Their earlier mood of elation had
vanished now. They drove on along an increasingly difficult road: mud, fallen
rocks, deep ruts. Harvey put the TravelAII into four‑wheel drive. As they
climbed higher the entire valley came into view. To the southwest was the south
fork of the Tule, and the road junction and bridge they'd just left. The fork
ran northwest to the remains of Lake Success, where it joined the Tule itself.
A ridge separated the forks of the Tule;
the ridge that guarded the Stronghold. From their vantage point Harvey and
Marie could see the defense line of Police Chief Hartman's troops—trenches and
foxholes and log bunkers. There were less elaborate defenses thrown forward
into the south fork valley; they didn't look adequate to hold. Only the high
ridgelines seemed well defended. A classic crust defense, Harvey thought; the
enemy need only punch through, and there was nothing to stop them from
overrunning the entire Stronghold.
At dusk it was clear what the enemy's
plan was. He brought up his trucks, dug in his troops and lit large campfires
in plain sight of the Stronghold. They looked relaxed, confident, and Harvey
knew they'd be working on bridges during the night. Finally dark came, and the
hills were silent.
"Well, we can't see anything
more," Harvey said. "Now we really don't have anything to do."
Marie moved restlessly beside him. In the
dark she was only a presence, her very shape indeterminate; but Harvey grew
itchingly aware that Marie Vance was only inches away, and that they were cut
off from the universe until sunrise. His memory played him a dirty trick. It
showed him Marie Vance some weeks before Hammerfall, as she met Harvey and Loretta
at her front door. She wore emeralds and a vividly green evening gown cut
nearly to the navel; her hair was set in fantastic convolutions; she smiled
graciously and hugged him and welcomed them in. His mind superimposed that
image on the dark blur next to him, and the silence grew really uncomfortable.
"I can think of something," she
said softly.
Harvey found his voice. "If it isn't
sex, you'd better tell me now."
She said nothing. He slid toward her and
pulled her against him. Things crunched and crackled; not one of the dozen
pockets in that jacket was empty. She chuckled and took it off while he doffed
his own jacket with its own lumpy pockets.
Then the terror of the day and the danger
of tomorrow, the slow, agonizing death of a world and the coming end of the
Stronghold, could be forgotten in the frantic importance of each other. The
passenger foot‑well grew cluttered with clothing until Harvey broke off
and dumped the whole armful behind the steering wheel. The passenger seat wasn't
shaped for this, but they coupled with care and ingenuity, and maintained the
position afterward: he half reclining in the passenger seat, she kneeling
before him, her face above his. Their breath fell each on the other's cheek.
"I'm glad you thought of
something," he said presently. (He couldn't say he loved her.)
"Ever screwed in a car before?"
He thought back. "Sure. I was more
limber then."
"I never did."
"Well, generally you use the back
seat, but . . ."
"The back seat's covered with broken
glass," Marie finished, and they felt each other's tension as they
remembered: a .50-caliber bullet, glass showering everywhere, Marie brushing
the tiny splinters off him while he drove. But there was a way to forget.
And again, later, there was a way to
forget, the same way repeated, with the same frantic urgency. They were not
drawn to each other, he thought; they were thrust against each other in their
fear of what was outside them. They made love with their ears cocked for gunfire;
but they made love. Even when it's bad, it's good.
Harvey woke before dawn. He was covered
with the blanket from the back seat, but he couldn't remember getting it. He
lay awake, not moving, his thoughts confused.
"Hi," Marie said softly.
"Hi yourself. I thought you'd be
asleep."
"Not for a while. You get some
rest."
Harvey tried. But there were twinges from
muscles he'd overused last night, and twinges from his conscience, which
apparently hadn't been informed that he was a widower whose new girl had
dropped him for an astronaut. To hell with that. But he still wasn't sleeping.
"Oh, well," he said, and sat up. "We seem to have survived the
night."
"I didn't work you that hard."
There might have been something false in
his own laugh, or . . . she'd known him a long time. She turned toward him in
the dark. "You're not worried about Gordie, are you? That's all over. He's
got his new girl, and it doesn't need a judge to say a marriage is over. We
didn't really need one before."
Harvey hadn't been thinking of Gordie.
"What will you do now?" he asked. "When this is over? If?"
She laughed. "I won't stay a cook.
But thank you for bringing me to this valley. It's been much better than
anything I could have found for myself." She was quiet for a moment, and
they heard a sound outside: an owl, and the squeal of the rabbit it had caught.
"It's a man's world now," Marie said. "So I guess I'll just have
to marry an important one. I've always been a status‑conscious bitch, and
I don't see any reason to change now. In fact, there's more reason than ever.
Muscle counts. I'll find me a leader and marry him."
"And who would that be?"
She giggled. "After yesterday you're
a leader. You're an important man." She slid across to him and put her arm
around him. Then she laughed aloud. "What's got you so tense? Am I that
terrifying?"
"Certainly." She was.
She laughed again. "Poor Harvey. I
know exactly what you're thinking. Obligation. You've seduced the girl, and you
ought to marry her, and you know damn well you can't resist if I really work at
it . . . see?" Her hands moved to intimate places.
Living with Loretta hadn't readied him
for this kind of warfare. He kissed her hard (she couldn't bluff Harvey Randall!)
and maintained the kiss (because it felt so good, and hell, Maureen had her
winged man) until she drew back.
"That wasn't very nice of me,"
she said. "Don't worry, Harv, I'm really not after you. It wouldn't work. You
know me too well. No matter what we did, even if we really did learn to love
each other, you'd always wonder about it. You'd wonder if it was all an act,
wonder when I'd decide to drop it. And we'd fight, and play head games, and
dominance games. . . ."
"I was thinking something like
that."
"Don't talk yourself into
anything," Marie said. "I don't need that. I would like to be your
friend."
"Sure. I'd like that. Who's your
real target?'
"Oh, I'm going to marry George
Christopher."
Harvey was startled. "What? Does he know?"
"Of course not. He still thinks he's
got a chance with Maureen. He tells me about her every chance he gets. And I
listen, too."
"I just bet you do. What makes you
think he won't get Maureen?"
"Don't be silly. With you and Johnny
Baker to choose between? She'll never marry George. If they hadn't known each
other forever, if he weren't her first, she wouldn't even consider him."
"And me?"
"You got a chance. Baker has a
better one."
"Yeah. I suppose it would be silly
to ask if you're in love with George," Harvey said.
Marie shrugged. He could feel that in the
dark. "He'll be sure I am," she said. "And it won't be anybody
else's business. There won't be any repetitions of tonight, Harvey. This was .
. . something special. The right man at the right time. I've always . . . Tell
me, all those years we lived next door, weren't you ever tempted to come over
some afternoon when Loretta was out and Gordie was at the bank?"
"Yes. But I didn't."
"Good. Nothing would have happened,
but it always worried me that you didn't try. Good. Now let's get some
sleep." She turned away and curled up in the blanket.
Poor George, Harvey thought. No. That's
not right. Lucky George. If I didn't know her so damned well . . . Dammit, I'm
still tempted. George, you don't know it, but you're about to be a happy man.
If you live long enough.
If Marie lives!
Dawn: a red smear in the Sierra. The
winds blew fitfully, light airs. Mist rose from the San Joaquin Sea.
When the sun was high, they saw them: A
hundred or more of the New Brotherhood had crossed during the night. They were
concentrated near the old Lake Success bed, and they moved back toward the
ruined bridge, sweeping aside the screen of Stronghold defenders. The
Brotherhood's mortars began to fire, forcing the defenders back up the valley
and onto the ridges.
The withdrawal was orderly, but steady.
"By noon they'll have cleared the valley," Harvey told Marie. "I
thought—I hoped—they'd hold longer. At least they aren't running like
rabbits."
She nodded, but went on reporting the
enemy positions on the CB. There wasn't anything else to do.
Alice sounded terrified whenever she
spoke, but she demanded their reports anyway.
Useless, Harvey thought. It's no good. He
looked at the map, wondering if he could find a way into the Sierra that didn't
go back down and through the enemy—or where the New Brotherhood would be soon.
"They're repairing the bridge,"
Marie reported. "They've got big trees, and hundreds to carry them."
"How long until they can get trucks
across?" Alice asked.
"No more than an hour."
"Stand by, I have to report that to
Mr. Hardy," Alice said. The radio went silent.
"It's no good," Harvey said. He
tried to smile. "Looks like it's you and me after all. Maybe we can get up
there and find the boys. I don't suppose I'll have to fight Gordie for
you—"
"Shut up and watch," Marie said.
She sounded scared, and Harvey couldn't blame her.
The bridge took a little more than an
hour; then a stream of trucks, led by the pickups with the machine guns, moved
over them. They swept on up the valley roads. Other trucks brought the New Brotherhood
mortars forward, while crews dug in emplacements for them. The Brotherhood army
swarmed into the valley below, probed toward the ridges, fell back wherever
opposed. They had plenty of time—and night would be on their side now. They
could infiltrate men through the rocks, over the ridges, into the Stronghold
itself.
The day became warmer, but not for Harvey
and Marie. The rising air from the San Joaquin Sea drew a cold wind down from
the Sierra. The enemy moved on forward in the cloudy bright day. Noon came, and
they had reached the far end, were beginning to climb the ridges toward the
last defenses.
"Stand by," Alice said. She
sounded excited now. Not afraid.
"Stand by for what?" Harvey
demanded.
"To watch, and report," Alice said.
"That's why you're there. I can't see...."
Something was happening on the ridge far
below. Men had pushed something big, it looked like a wagon, to the brow of the
ridge. They shoved, and it went over, tumbling down the ridge, rolling down
until it came to rest a hundred yards from the repaired bridge. It sat, did
nothing for thirty seconds . . . and exploded. A huge cloud burst from it and
was carried downwind toward the bridge, across it, through the traffic jam at
the bridgehead.
And everywhere along the ridge, objects
came lobbing over, falling slowly. Men pushed heavy framework forward, boxes
with long arms that spewed tiny black dots in an arcing trajectory.
"Catapults!" Harvey yelled.
They were. He didn't know what powered
them. Nylon cords, probably. Carthaginian women donated their hair; maybe . . .
The catapults didn't have much range, but
they didn't need it. They threw jars that burst into yellow fog on impact. The
wind carried the fog down through the valley, across the advancing enemy . . .
The New Brotherhood screamed in panic.
They threw away weapons, ran in pain, tearing at their clothes, threw
themselves into the river to be carried away by the rushing water. They fought
to get across the bridge, and from the ridges rifles fired again and again,
cutting the running men down as they fled. The catapults poured a continuous
rain of bursting jars, renewing the deadly yellow fog.
Harvey's voice broke as he screamed into
the microphone. "They're running! They're dying! Good Lord, there must be
five hundred of them down out there."
"What is happening to those who
didn't cross the river?" The voice was Alice Cox, but the question had to
be Al Hardy.
"They're loading up the
trucks."
"What about their weapons? Are they
getting those out?"
Harvey scanned with the binoculars.
"Yes. They hadn't brought all the mortars across . . . there goes one of
their trucks." Harvey shuddered. The pickup, with a load of men gasping in
horror, drove down the road at high speed and didn't slow when it reached the
bridge. It flung a dozen off the bridge into the water and kept going, leaving
behind those it had run down in its flight.
"There were two of their machine
guns on that truck," Harvey reported. "Looks like they got
away."
The gas didn't cover the entire valley,
and some of the New Brotherhood were able to escape. Many ran screaming without
weapons, but Harvey saw others pause, look for a route, and leave carrying
heavy weapons. Two of the mortars were carried away before the catapults closed
off that escape route. Harvey grimly reported clear areas, and watched as
minutes later the gas canisters dropped into them.
"Something's happening
upstream," Harvey shouted. "I can't see—"
"Don't worry about it. Is the road
down from the reservation clear of gas?" Alice demanded.
"Hold on a second.... Yes."
"Stand by."
Moments later trucks came down that road.
They carried Tallman's Indian troops, and more ranchers. Harvey thought he recognized
George Christopher in one of the trucks. They roared on in pursuit of the
fleeing enemy, but were stopped at the top of the ridge beyond the road
junction. Now it was the Stronghold's turn to deploy and probe, search for weak
spots, clear the roads....
While behind them the valley had become
an alien world. Its unusual atmosphere was yellow‑tinged, deadly to men
without pressure‑suits. Its native life was eerie to look upon: slow‑moving
quadrupeds and belly‑crawlers, some armed with metallic stings, growing
ever more torpid until most seemed to hibernate and only a few still moved.
Like snails they crawled on their bellies, leaving trails of red slime, and
they moved at snail's pace downhill toward the river. River life thrashed
about, incredibly active, then suddenly stopped moving, to float motionless
with clumsy blunt fins wavering in the current.
When dark came, the silence was that of a
dead, deserted world.
Aftermath
From the Far East ~ send you one single thought,
one sole idea—written in red on every beachhead from Australia to
Tokyo—"There is no substitute for victory."
General of the Army Douglas MacArthur
It
was too dark to see. A cold wind blew down from the Sierra. Harvey turned to Marie.
"Victory."
"Yes! We did it! My God, Harvey,
we're safe!" It was too dark to see her face, but Harvey knew she must be
grinning like an idiot.
He started the TravelAII. Alice had told
him to stay out of the valley, away from the main road. They'd have to drive to
the Stronghold on the dirt cowpath. He put the car in gear and moved gingerly
ahead. The headlamps showed the road ahead, smooth, untraveled, but the drop to
the left was steep, and Harvey knew they were sinking deep into the mud surface.
It would be easy to go over the edge. That was frightening—that they could be
killed after the battle was over—but it was only a bad road, and he'd been on a
lot of those; it wasn't malevolent.
A wave of exhilaration swept over him. He
had to fight an urge to gun the car. He had never been so aware of being alive.
They rounded the mountain and crossed the ridge leading down to Senator
Jellison's house, and then he did let himself go, gunning the car forward and
driving through the mud at high speed, dangerously fast over the ruts and
potholes. The TravelAII leaped as if to share their joy.
He drove as if running away from
something. He knew that, and knew that if he let himself think about it, about
what he'd seen, he would not feel joy but an infinite sadness. Back in that
valley of battle were hundreds, all ages, men, girls, women, boys, crawling
with ruined lungs, leaving trails of blood that had been visible through
binoculars until the merciful dark fell across the land: the dying, who had
survived the end of the world.
"Harvey, you can't think about them
as people."
"You too?"
"Yes. A little. But we're alive!
We've won!"
The TravelAII leaped upward at the top of
a small hillock, all four wheels briefly leaving the ground. It was stupid
driving at this speed, but Harvey didn't care. "We've fought our last
battle," he shouted. "Ain't gonna study war no more." Euphoria
again: The world was a lovely place for the living. Let the dead bury the dead.
Harvey Randall was alive, and the enemy was defeated. "Hail the conquering
heroes come. Wish I could remember the tune. Silly language. Hero. Hell, you're
more of a hero—heroine?—than I am. I'd have run like hell if you'd let me. But
I couldn't. Sexism—men can't run while women are watching. Why am I babbling?
Why aren't you?"
"I'm not because you won't give me a
chancel" Marie shouted. There was laughter in her voice. "And you
didn't run, and neither did I, and it would have been so easy...." She
laughed again, this time with a peculiar note in it. "And now, my friend,
we go collect the traditional reward for heroes. Find Maureen. You've earned
it."
"Strange to say, I thought of that.
But of course George will be coming back—"
"You leave George to me," Marie
said primly. "After all, I've got a reward coming, too. You leave George
to me."
"I think I'm jealous of him."
"Too bad."
The mood lasted only until they reached
the Senator's stone ranch house and went inside. There were many others there.
Al Hardy, drunk but not with liquor, grinning like a fool while others pounded
him on the back. Dan Forrester, exhausted, introspective and unhappy, and no
one caring; they praised him and thanked him and let him have his mood, to
enjoy or hate, be glad or sad. Magicians may do as they please.
Many were absent. They might be among the
dead, they might have joined the pursuit; they might have fled, and be fleeing
still, unaware that nobody was hunting them. The victors were too tired to
think about them. Harvey searched until he found Maureen, and he went to her.
There was no lust between them, only an infinite tenderness, concern; they
touched each other like children.
There was no party, no celebration.
Within minutes the gathering was finished. Some dropped into chairs and slept;
some went to their own houses. Harvey felt nothing now; only the need to rest,
to sleep, to forget everything that had happened that day. He had seen this
before, in men returned from patrol in Vietnam, but he had not felt it himself:
drained of energy, drained of emotion, not unhappy, able to rouse himself to
brief moments of excitement only to have them slip away and leave him more
exhausted than ever.
He woke remembering that they'd won. The
details were gone; there had been dreams, vivid and mixed with memories of the
past few days, and as the dreams faded so did the memories, leaving him only
the word. Victory!
He was Iying on the floor of the front
room, on a rug and covered with a blanket; he had no idea how he had come
there. Perhaps he had been talking with Maureen and simply fallen to the floor.
Anything was possible.
There were sounds in the house, people
moving, smells of cooking food. He savored them all, the sounds and smells and
sensations of life: The gray clouds outside the window seemed infinitely
detailed, vivid and brilliant as sunlight; the bronze trophies on the walls
were a marvel that needed investigation. He treasured each moment of life and
what it might bring.
Gradually the mood faded. It left him
desperately hungry. He got up, and saw that the living‑room rug itself
looked like a battlefield. They lay where fatigue had dropped them. Someone had
lasted long enough to spread blankets . . . and had run short. Harvey spread
his own blanket over Steve Cox, who was coiled into a ball against the cold,
and followed his nose toward breakfast.
There
was bright sunlight in the room. Maureen Jellison stared in disbelief. She was
afraid to get out of bed; the bright sun might be a dream, and it was a dream
she wanted to savor. Finally she convinced herself that she was awake. It was
no illusion. The sun came in the window, warm and yellow and bright. It was
over an hour high. She could feel its warmth on her arms when she threw back
the covers.
Gradually she came to full wakefulness.
Terror and blood and a fatigue like death itself, the memories of yesterday ran
together like a too‑fast movie film. There had been the horror of the
morning, when the Stronghold forces had to hold fast, retreating slowly,
letting the Brotherhood into the valley but never on the ridges; the gradual
retreat that could not seem too obvious, with troops who couldn't be told the
battle plan for fear that they would be captured; finally the general panic,
when they had all run.
"When you run they bunch up and
follow," Al Hardy had said. "Randall's reports make that pretty
clear. Their commander goes by the book. So will we, up to a point."
The problem had been to hold along the high
ground, so that the Brotherhood would stay down in the valley; to give way
along the valley floor until enough of the Brotherhood had crossed the bridge.
How could they get the ranchers to fight and not run until the signal? Hardy
had chosen the simplest solution to that. "If you're out there," he'd
said, "if you stand, some of them will stay with you. They're men."
She had resented that, but it had been no
time to give Al Hardy a lecture; and he'd been right. All she'd had to do was
hold on to her own courage. For someone who wasn't sure she wanted to live,
that had seemed a simple job. It wasn't until she was actually under fire that
she began to have doubts.
Something unseen had ripped Roy Miller's
side. He tried to block the wound with his forearm. His forearm nestled neatly
in the great gap of torn ribs. Maureen's breakfast rose in her throat . . . and
in his last moment Roy looked around and caught her expression.
A mortar shell had exploded behind Deke
Wilson and two of his men. The others rolled over and over and lay sprawled in
positions that would have been hideously uncomfortable if they hadn't been
dead; but Deke flew forward and upward, his arms flapping frantically, and
fluttered downhill like a fledgling just learning to fly, down into the yellow
murk.
Joanna MacPherson turned to yell at
Maureen. A bullet whispered through her hair, through the space where her skull
had been only a moment before, and Joanna's message became frantically obscene.
A fragment of metal from a mortar blast
shattered Jack Turner's mustard bomb as he was winding up for the throw. His
friends ran from him, and his sister‑in‑law ran too, and Jack
Turner staggered and thrashed within the yellow cloud, drowning.
Pudgy Galadriel from the Shire swung her
sling round and round, stepped forward and sent a bottle of nerve gas flying
far down the hill. A moment too long on the follow‑through, and Galadriel
stood poised like Winged Victory, with her head gone. Maureen saw black spots
before her eyes. She leaned against a boulder and managed to stay upright.
It was one thing to stand on a clifftop
and contemplate (at her leisure) jumping off (but would she have had the nerve?
or was it all an act? Now she'd never know). It was quite another to watch
poor, homely Galadriel crumple with the stump of her neck spitting blood, and
then, without looking to see if anyone was actually watching her, to pick up
her sling and a bottle of nerve gas and swing the deadly, evil thing round and
round her head and, remembering at the last second that the damn thing would
fly at a tangent and not in the direction the sling was pointing when she let
go, sling it down into the cannibal horde that was still coming up at them.
Suddenly Maureen Jellison had found quite a lot to live for. The gray skies,
cold winds, brief snow flurries, the prospect of hunger in winter; all of that
faded away. First there was a simple realization: If you could feel terror, you
wanted to live. Strange that she'd never understood that before.
She dressed quickly and went outside. The
bright sun was gone. She could not see the sun at all, but the sky overhead was
bright, and the clouds seemed much thinner than usual. Had the sunlight been a
final dream? It didn't matter. The air was warm, and there was no rain. The
small creek below the house was very high, and the water gurgled happily. It
would be cold water, just right for trout. Birds dipped low into the stream and
cried loudly. She walked down the drive to the highway.
There was no traffic. There had been,
earlier, when the Stronghold's wounded had been taken to the former county
convalescent home that served as the valley's hospital, and later there would
be more when the less critically injured were brought in horse‑drawn
wagons, but for now the road was clear. She walked steadily on, aware of every
sight and sound: the ring of an ax in the hills above; the flash of red as a
red‑winged blackbird darted into the brush nearby; the shouts of children
herding the Stronghold's pigs through the woods.
The children had adjusted quickly to the
new conditions.
One elderly adult as teacher, a dozen or
more children, two working dogs and a herd of swine school and work. A
different sort of school with different lessons. Reading and arithmetic,
certainly, but also other knowledge: to lead the pigs to dog droppings (the
dogs in turn ate part of the human sewage); and always to carry a bucket to
collect the pig manure, which must be brought back at night. Other lessons: how
to trap rats and squirrels. Rats were important to the new ecology. They had to
be kept out of the Stronghold's barns (cats did most of that), but the rats
were themselves useful: They found their own food, they could be eaten, their
fur made clothing and shoes, and their small bones made needles. There were
prizes for the children who caught the most rats.
Closer to town was the sewage works,
where the animal and human wastes were shoveled into boilers with wood chips
and sawdust. The heat of fermentation sterilized everything, and the hot gases
were led out through pipes that ran under City Hall and the hospital to form
part of the heating system, then condensed. The resulting methanol, wood
alcohol, ran the trucks that collected the wastes, with some left over for
other work. The system wasn't complete—they needed more boilers, and more pipes
and condensers, and the work absorbed too much skilled labor—but Hardy could be
deservedly proud of the start they had made. By spring they'd have a lot of
high‑nitrogen fertilizer from the residue in the boilers, all sterilized
and ready for the crops they'd plant—and there should be enough methanol to run
tractors for the initial heavy work of plowing.
We've done well, she thought. There's a
lot more to do, all kinds of work. Windmills to build. Waterwheels. Crops to
plant. A forge to set up. Hardy had found an old book on working bronze and
methods of casting it in sand, but they hadn't had time to do much about it
yet. Now they'd have the time, now that there was no threat of war hanging over
them. Harvey Randall had been singing when he came into the ranch house after
the battle. "Ain't gonna study war no more!"
It wasn't going to be easy. She looked up
at the clouds; they were turning dark. She wished the sunlight would break
through, not because she wanted to see the sun again, although she certainly
did, but because it would be so appropriate: a symbol of their eventual
success. Instead there were only the darkening clouds, but she refused to let
them depress her. It would be so easy to fall back into her black mood of
despair.
Harvey Randall had been right about that:
It was worth almost anything to spare people that feeling of helplessness and
doom. But first you had to conquer it in yourself. You had to look squarely at
this new and terrible world, know what it could and would do to you—and shout
defiance. Then you could get to work.
The thought of Harvey reminded her of
Johnny Baker, and she wondered what had happened to the expedition to the power
plant. They should be all right now. With the New Brotherhood defeated, the
power plant should be all right, now that they'd repelled that first, tentative
attack. But . . .
Their last message had come three days
ago.
Maybe there had been a second attack.
Certainly the radio was out. Maureen shivered. Maybe a damn transistor had
given up the ghost, or maybe everybody was dead. There was just no way to tell.
Johnny would have been in the thick of things ... he was too damn visible....
So let it be a transistor, she told
herself, and keep busy. She turned downhill toward the hospital.
Alim Nassor gasped for breath and
couldn't find it. He sat propped up in the truck bed; if he lay down, he would
drown. His lungs were filling anyway, and it wouldn't be long. They had failed.
The Brotherhood was defeated, and Alim Nassor was a dead man.
Swan was dead. Jackie was dead. Most of
his band, dead in the valley of the Tule River, killed by choking clouds of
yellow gas that stung like fire. He felt Erika's hands moving a cloth over his
face, but he couldn't focus his eyes on her. She was a good woman. White woman,
but she stayed with Alim, got him out when the others ran away. He wanted to
tell her so. If he could speak . . .
He felt the truck slow, and heard someone
call a challenge. They had reached the new camp, and somebody had organized
sentries. Hooker? Alim thought the Hook had lived. He hadn't crossed the river;
he was directing the mortars, and that should have been safe unless he was
caught by the pursuit. Alim wondered if he wanted Hooker to have lived. Nothing
really mattered anymore. The Hammer had killed Alim Nassor.
The truck stopped near a campfire, and he
felt himself being lifted out. They put him near the fire, and that felt good.
Erika stayed by him, and someone brought
him a cup of hot soup. It was too much trouble to tell them they were wasting
good broth; that he wouldn't live past the next time he fell asleep. He'd drown
in his own phlegm. He coughed, hard, to try to clear his lungs so he could
talk, but that hurt too bad, and he stopped.
Gradually he heard a voice.
"And ye have defied the Lord God of
Hosts! Ye placed your faith in armies, ye Angels of the Lord. Strategy! What do
the Angels need of strategy! Place your trust in the Lord God Jehovah! Do His
work! Work His will, o my people. Destroy the Citadel of Satan as God wills it,
and then can ye conquer!"
The voice of the prophet lashed over him.
"Weep not for the fallen, for they have fallen in the service of the Lord!
Great shall be their reward. O ye Angels and Archangels, hear me! This is no
time for sorrow! This is a time to go forth in the Name of the Lord!"
"No," Alim gasped, but no one
heard.
"We can do it," a voice said
nearby. It took Alim a moment to recognize it. Jerry Owen. "They don't
have any poison gas in the power plant. Even if they do, it won't matter. We
take all the mortars and recoilless rifles out on the barge and blow up the turbines.
That'll end that power plant."
"Strike in the Name of God!"
Armitage was shouting. There were some answers now. "Hallelujah!"
someone called. "Amen!" another said. Tentative at first, but as
Armitage continued, the responses became more enthusiastic.
"Shee‑it." That had to be
Sergeant Hooker. Alim couldn't turn his head to look at him. "Alim, you
hear me?"
Alim nodded slightly.
"He says he hears," Erika said.
"Leave him alone. He's got to rest. I wish he'd get some sleep."
Sleep! That would kill him for sure.
Every breath was a fight, something to struggle for, an effort of will. If he
relaxed for a moment he'd stop breathing.
"What the hell do I do now?"
Hooker was asking. "You the only brother left I can rap with."
Words formed on Alim's lips. Erika
translated. "He asks how many brothers are left."
"Ten," Hooker said.
Ten blacks. Were they the last blacks in
the world? Of course not. Africa was still there. Wasn't it? They hadn't seen
any black faces among their enemies, though. Maybe there weren't any more in
California. He whispered again. "He says ten is not enough," Erika
said.
"Yeah." Hooker bent low, to
speak into Alim's ear. No one else could hear. "I got to stay with this
preacher," he said. "Alim, is he crazy? Is he right? I can't think no
more."
Alim shook his head. He didn't want to
talk about that. Armitage was speaking again, of the paradise that waited for
the fallen. The words blended into the vague, slow thoughts that crept into
Alim's consciousness. Paradise. Maybe it was true. Maybe that crazy preacher
was right. It was better to think so. "He knows the truth," Alim
gasped.
The fire's warmth was almost pleasant.
Darkness gathered in his head despite the glimpses of morning sunshine he thought
he'd seen earlier. The preacher's words sank through the dark. "Strike
now, ye Angels! This very day, this very hour! It is the will of God!"
The last thing Alim heard was Sergeant
Hooker shouting "Amen!"
When Maureen reached the hospital,
Leonilla Malik took her and led her firmly into a front room.
"I came to help," Maureen said.
"But I wanted to talk to the wounded. One of the Tallifsen boys was in my
group, and he—"
"He's dead," Leonilla said.
There was no emotion in her voice. "I could use some help. Did you ever
use a microscope?"
"Not since college biology
class."
"You don't forget how,"
Leonilla said. "First I want a blood sample. Please sit down here."
She took a hypodermic needle from a pressure cooker. "My autoclave,"
she said. "Not very pretty, but it works."
Maureen had wondered what happened to the
pressure cookers from the ranch house. She winced as the needle went into her
arm. It was dull. Leonilla drew out the blood sample and carefully squirted it
into a test tube that had come from a child's chemistry set.
The tube went into a sock; a piece of
parachute cord was attached to the sock, and Leonilla used that to whirl the
test tube around and around her head. "Centrifuging," she said.
"I show you how to do this, and then you can do some of the work. We need
more help in the lab." She continued to swing the test tube.
"There," she said. "We
have separated the cells from the fluid. Now we draw off the fluid, so, and
wash the cells with saline." She worked rapidly. "Here on the shelf
we have cells and fluid from the patients who need blood. I will test yours
against theirs."
"Don't you want to know my blood
type?" Maureen asked.
"Yes. In a moment. But I must make
the tests anyway. I do not know the patient blood types and I have no way to
find out, and this is more certain. It is merely very inconvenient."
The room had been an office. The walls
had been painted not long ago and were well scrubbed. The office table where Leonilla
worked was Formica, and very clean. "Now," Leonilla said, "I put
samples of your cells into a sample of the patient's serum, and the patient's
cells in yours, so, and we look in the microscope."
The microscope had also come from a
child's collection. Someone had burned the local high school before Hardy had
thought to send an expedition for its science equipment.
"This is very difficult to work
with," Leonilla said. "But it will work. You must be very careful
with the focus." She peered into the microscope. "Ah. Rouleaux cells.
You cannot be a donor for this patient. Look, so that you will know."
Maureen looked into the microscope. At
first she saw nothing, but she worked the focus, the feel of it coming back to
her fingers.... Leonilla was right, she thought. You don't really forget how.
She remembered that you weren't supposed to close the other eye, but she did
anyway. When the instrument was properly focused she saw blood cells. "You
mean the little stacks like poker chips?" she asked.
"Poker chips?"
"Like saucers—"
"Yes. Those are rouleaux formations.
They indicate clumping. Now, what was your blood type?"
"A," Maureen said.
"Good. I will mark that down. We
must use these file cards, one for every person. I note on your card that your
blood clumps that of Jacob Vinge, and note the same on his card. Now we try
yours with others." She went through the procedure again, and once more.
"Ah. You can be a donor for Bill Darden. I will note that on your card and
his. Now. You know the procedure. Here are the samples, clearly labeled. Each
must be tested against the others, donors against patients. When that is done
we must test donors against each other, although this is not so critical; then
we will know, in case we must someday give one of you a transfusion..."
"Shouldn't you be drawing blood for
Darden?" Maureen tried to remember him; he'd come to the Stronghold late,
and was let in because his mother lived here. He'd been in Chief Hartman's
group in the battle.
"I gave him a pint already,"
Leonilla said. "Rick Delanty. We have no way to store whole blood, except
as now—in the donor. When Darden requires more, I will send for you. Now I must
go back to the ward. If you truly wish to help, you may continue with the cross
matching."
Maureen spoiled the first test, but when
she was careful she found it wasn't difficult, merely tedious. The work wasn't
made easier by the smells from the sewage works nearby, but there wasn't much
choice about that. They needed the heat from the fermenting boilers; by running
the extraction through City Hall and the hospital they got that heat free, but
at the cost of the ripe smells....
Once Leonilla came in and removed a
patient sample and card. She didn't explain; it wasn't needed. Maureen reached
for the card and looked at the name. One of the Aramson girls, age sixteen,
wounded while throwing a dynamite bomb.
"With penicillin I might have saved
her," Leonilla said. "But there is none, and there will never be any."
"We can't make it?" Maureen
demanded
Leonilla shook her head. "Sulfa,
perhaps. But not the other antibiotics. That would require more equipment than
we will have for years. Precise temperature regulation. High‑speed
centrifuges. No, we must learn to live without penicillin." She grimaced.
"Which means that a simple cut untreated can be a death sentence. People
must be made to understand that We cannot ignore hygiene and first aid. Wash
all cuts. And we will soon be out of tetanus vaccine, although perhaps that can
be made. Perhaps."
The
crossbow was large, and wound with a wheel. Harvey Randall turned it with
effort, then laid the long, thin shaft into the weapon. He looked up at Brad
Wagoner. "I feel like I ought to have on a black mask."
Wagoner shuddered. "Get it
over," he said
Harvey took careful aim. The crossbow was
set on a large tripod, and the sights were good. He stood on the ridge above
Battle Valley. That name would stick, he
thought. He aimed the crossbow at a still figure down below. The figure moved
slightly. Harvey checked the sights again, then stood aside. "Okay,"
he said. He gently pulled the lanyard.
The steel springs of the bow gave a
humming sound, and the traveler block clattered. The shaft flew out, over a
yard long, a thin steel rod with metal feathering at the end; it went in a flat
trajectory and imbedded itself in the figure below. The hands jerked
convulsively, then were still. They hadn't seen the face. At least this one
hadn't screamed.
"There's another. About forty yards
to the left," Wagoner said. "I'll take that one."
"Thanks." Harvey turned away.
It was too damned personal. Rifles would be better. Or machine guns. A machine
gun was very impersonal. If you shot someone with a machine gun, you could
persuade yourself that the gun had done it. But the crossbow had to be wound
with your own musclepower. Personal.
There was nothing else to do. The valley
was death to enter. In the cold night the mustard had condensed, and now small
streamers of the yellow gas were sometimes visible. No one could enter that
valley. They could leave the enemy—thank God all the Stronghold wounded had
been taken out before the gas attack, although Harvey knew that Al Hardy would
have ordered the attack even if they hadn't been—they could leave the enemy
wounded, or they could kill them. And they couldn't spare rifle or machine‑gun
ammunition for the purpose. The crossbow bolts were recoverable. After the
first good rain, or after a few days of warmth, the gas would be dispersed.
It made good fertilizer. So would the
dead. Battle Valley would be good cropland next spring. Now it was a
slaughterhouse.
We won. Victory. Harvey tried to recall
the elation he'd felt the night before, the sense of life he'd had when he woke
in the morning, and he knew he'd be able to. This was horrible work, but it was
needed. They couldn't leave the Brotherhood's wounded to suffer. They'd die
soon enough anyway; better to kill them cleanly.
And it was the last. No more wars. Now
they could build a civilization. The Brotherhood had done the Stronghold's
work: They had cleared out much of the area near the Stronghold. It wouldn't
take a big expedition to go looking for salvage. Harvey kept his thoughts on that:
on what they could find, on the wonders out there that they could search for
and bring home.
When he heard the bow, Harvey turned
back. His turn. Let Brad be alone for a moment.
The
blood typing was done, and she'd visited the wounded. That had been tough, but
not as bad as she'd thought. She knew why, but she didn't think about it.
It wasn't too bad in the hospital,
because the worst cases had already died. Maureen wondered if they'd been...
helped. Leonilla and Doc Valdemar and his psychiatrist wife, Ruth, knew their
limits, knew that many who had inhaled mustard or taken gut shots were finished
because they didn't have the drugs and equipment it would take to save them,
and the mustard cases would end up blind anyway, most of them. Had the doctors
been more than choosers of the slain? Maureen didn't want to ask.
She left the hospital.
In City Hall they were preparing for a
party. A victory celebration. And we damned well deserve it, Maureen thought.
We can mourn the dead, but we have to go on living, and these people have
worked and bled and died for this moment: for the celebration that said the
fighting was over, that the Hammer had done its worst and now it was time to
rebuild.
Joanna and Rosa Wagoner were shouting
with joy. They'd got a lamp burning. "It works!" Joanna said.
"Hi, Maureen. We've got the lamp burning on methanol."
It didn't give off much light, but it
would do. At the end of the big central book‑lined room some of the
children were setting up punch bowls. Mulberry wine, really quite good (well,
not too bad); a case of Cokes someone had saved. And there would be food,
mostly stew, and you didn't want to know what was in it. Rats and squirrels weren't
really very different kinds of animals, nor did cat taste much different from
rabbit. There wouldn't be many vegetables in the stew. Potatoes were scarce and
terribly valuable. There were oats, though. Two of Gordie Vance's scouts had
come down with oats, carefully separated: the scrawny ones for eating, and the
best separated out to be kept as seed. The Sierra was full of wild oats.
And Scotland had built a national cuisine
on oats. Tonight they'd find out what haggis tasted like....
She went through the main hall, where
women and children were putting up decorations, bright‑colored drapes now
used as wall hangings, whatever might add a festive air. The Mayor's office was
through a door at the far end.
Her father, Al Hardy, Mayor Seitz and
George Christopher were in there with Eileen Hamner. Their conversation stopped
abruptly as she entered. Maureen greeted George and got an answer, but he
seemed slightly nervous, somehow made to feel guilty in her presence. Or was
she imagining it? She wasn't imagining the silence in the room.
"Go on with what you were
doing," she said.
"We were just talking about . . .
things," Al Hardy said. "I don't know if you'd be
interested...."
Maureen laughed. "Don't worry about
it. Go on." Because if you're going to treat me like a goddam princess,
she thought, I can sure as hell learn what's going on.
"Yes. Well, it's a bit of an ugly
subject," Al Hardy said.
"So?" She took a seat next to
her father. He didn't look good. He didn't look good at all, and Maureen knew
he wouldn't live through the winter. The doctors at Bethesda had told her he
would have to take things a lot easier—and there was no way he could do that.
She put her hand on his arm and smiled, and he returned it. "Tell Al I'll
be all right," she said.
His smile broadened. "Sure about
that, Kitten?"
"Yes. I can do my part."
"Al," Jellison said.
"Yes, sir. It's about the prisoners.
What do we do with them?"
"There weren't many of their wounded
in the hospital," Maureen said. "I'd have thought there would be
more—oh."
Hardy nodded. "The rest are being .
. . taken care of. It's the forty‑one men and six women who surrendered
that we've got to worry about." He held up his hand and ticked off points
on his fingers. "I see the following alternatives. One. We can take them
in as citizens—"
"Never," George Christopher
growled.
"Two. We can take them in as slaves.
Three, we can let them go. Four, we can kill them."
"We don't let them go, either,"
George said. "Let them go, they'll rejoin the Brotherhood. Where else
would they go? And the Brotherhood is still bigger than we are. Don't forget
that. They put up a good fight after the first ten or fifteen miles. They've
still got leaders, some trucks, mortars.... Sure, we captured a lot of their
weapons, but they're still out there." He grinned wolfishly. "But I
bet they don't ever stick their noses our way again." Then he looked
thoughtful. "Slaves. I can think of a lot we could do with slaves."
"Yes." Hardy nodded agreement. "So can I. Brute labor.
Turning compressor pumps so we can have refrigeration. Musclepower for hand
lathes. Grinding lenses. Even pulling plows. There's a lot of work nobody wants
to do—"
"But slavery?" Maureen protested.
"That's horrible."
"Is it? Would you like it better if
we call it imprisonment at hard labor?" Hardy asked. "Would their
lives be so much worse than they were as part of the Brotherhood? Or worse than
convicts in prisons before the Hammer?"
"No," Maureen said. "It's not them I'm thinking of.
It's us. Do we want to be the kind of people who keep slaves?"
"Then let's kill 'em and get it over
with," George Christopher said. "Because we're sure as hell not going
to just turn them loose. Inside or outside."
"Why can't we just let them
go?" Maureen demanded.
"I already told you," George
said. "They'll go back to the cannibals—"
"Is the Brotherhood all that
dangerous now?" Maureen asked.
"Not to us," Christopher said.
"They won't come here again."
"And by spring there won't be many
of them left, I suspect," Al Hardy added. "They don't have much
organization for winter. Or if they do, the ones we captured don't know about
it."
Maureen fought the feeling that threatened
her. "It's all pretty horrible," she said.
"What can we afford?" Senator
Jellison asked. His voice was low; conserving energy. "Civilizations have
the morality and ethics they can afford. Right now we don't have much, so we
can't afford much. We can't take care of our own wounded, much less theirs, so
all we can afford to do for theirs is put them out of their misery. Now what
can we afford to do with the other prisoners? Maureen's right, we can't let
ourselves become barbarians, but our abilities may not be up to our
intentions."
Maureen patted her father's arm.
"That's what I figured out, somewhere in the last week. But—if we can't
afford much, then we have to build so that we can! What we don't dare do is get
used to evil. We have to hate it, even if we can't do anything else."
"Which doesn't settle what we do
with the prisoners," George Christopher said. "I vote for killing
them. I'll do it myself."
And he hadn't brought any back from his
pursuit, Maureen knew. And he'd never understand. Yet in his way he was a good
man. He'd shared everything he had. He worked longer than anyone else, and
harder, and not just for himself.
"No," Maureen said. "All
right. We can't let them go. And we can't keep them as citizens. If all we can
afford is slavery, then keep them as slaves. And put them to work so we can
afford something more. Only we don't call them slaves, either, because that
makes it too easy to think like a slavemaster. We can‑ put them to work,
but we call them prisoners of war and we treat them as prisoners of war."
Hardy looked confused. He'd never seen
Maureen so assertive. He looked from her to the Senator, but all he got from
the Senator was the look of a man tired unto death.
"All right," Al said.
"Eileen, we'll have to organize a POW camp."
The
Final Decision
The peasant is eternal man, independent
of all Cultures. The piety of the real peasant is older than Christianity, his
gods are older than those of any of the higher religions.
Oswald Spengler, The Decline of the
West
The van had not been new when the comet
fell. In these past few months it had aged many years. It had bulled its paths
across roadless land and through fresh sea bottom. It stank of fish.
Maintenance had been impossible, and continual rain had caused years of
corrosion. Half blinded with one headlamp working, it seemed to know that its
era was dead. It groaned, it limped; and with every jolt of its dying shock
absorbers, Tim Hamner felt a needle of pain stab his hip.
Shifting gears was worse. His right leg
wouldn't reach the clutch pedal. He used his left, and it was like an ice pick
being wiggled in the bone. Still he drove fast across the potholed road,
balancing the jouncing against the need for speed.
Cal Christopher was on guard at the
barricade. His weapon was an Army submachine gun. He carried a bottle of Old
Fedcal in the other hand, and he beamed, he swaggered, he wanted to talk.
"Hamner! Good to see you." He thrust the bottle through the truck
window. "Have a drink—hey! What happened to your face?"
"Sand," said Tim. "Look,
I've got three wounded in the truck bed. Can somebody drive for me?"
"Gee, there are only two of us here.
Rest are celebrating. You guys won, huh? We heard you'd had a fight and beat
them off-"
"The wounded," Tim said.
"Is there somebody at the hospital?"
"You better believe it. We had
wounded here, too. But we won! They weren't expecting it, Tim, it was
beautiful! Forrester's brew really clobbered them. They won't stop running
until—"
"They did stop. And I can't take
time to talk, Cal."
"Yeah, right. Well, everybody's
celebrating at City Hall, and the hospital's right next door, so you'll get
plenty of help. They may not be sober, but—"
"The barricade, Cal. I can't help you with it. I got hit
myself."
"Oh. Too bad." Cal moved the
log aside, and Tim drove on. The road was dark, and none of the houses were
lit. He saw no one along the way, but the going was easier here; the potholes had
all been filled in. He rounded a bend and saw the town.
City Hall glowed softly through the dark.
Candlelight and lanterns in every window: not an impressive sight after the
brilliant glare of the atomic plant, but still a sign of celebration. The crowd
was too big for the building. It had spilled onto the street despite the tiny
flurries of snow. People formed tight clumps against the chill and the wind,
but their laughter reached him for all that. Tim parked next door, in front of
the county convalescent home.
People moved toward him from outside City
Hall as he climbed from the cab. One was running—off‑balance. Eileen, her
sunburst smile wide and familiar. "Easy!" he cried, but too late. She
crashed into him and hugged him tight, laughing, while he tried to maintain
balance for both. Agony twisted and grated in the bone. "Easy. Jesus
Christ. There's a piece of metal in my hip."
She jumped back as if scalded. "What
happened?" And saw his face. Her smile faded. "What happened?"
"Mortar shell. It went off just in
front of us. We were up on the cooling tower with the radio. It blasted the
radio to bits, and it shredded the cop, uh, Wingate, his name was, and I was
standing right between them, Eileen. Right between them. All I got was a blast
of sand from the sandbags and this thing in my hip. Are you okay?"
"Oh, sure. And you're all right,
aren't you? You can walk. You're safe. Thank God." Before Tim could
interrupt she went on. "Tim, we won! We must have killed half of the
cannibals, and the rest are still running. George Christopher chased them for
fifty miles!"
"They'll never try us again,"
someone boasted, and Tim realized he was surrounded. The man who spoke was a
stranger, an Indian, by his looks. He handed Tim a bottle. "Last Irish
whiskey in the world," he said.
"Should save it for Irish
coffee," someone laughed, "but there ain't no more coffee."
The bottle was nearly empty. Tim didn't
drink. He shouted "There are wounded in the back! I need stretcher
bearers!" He called again, "Stretcher bearers. And stretchers, come
to that." Some of the merrymakers moved toward the hospital. Good.
Eileen was frowning, more in puzzlement
than sadness. She kept looking at Tim to be sure he was still there, that he
was all right. "We heard about the attack on the plant," she said.
"But you beat them. None of our people hurt—"
"That was the first attack,"
Tim said. "They hit us again. This afternoon."
"This afternoon?" The Indian
was incredulous. "But they were running. We chased them."
"They stopped running," Tim
said.
Eileen put her mouth close to his ear.
"Maureen will want to know about Johnny Baker."
"He's dead."
She looked at him, shocked.
Men came with stretchers. The wounded
were in the back of the van, wrapped in cocoons of blankets. One was Jack Ross.
The men carrying the stretchers stopped in surprise at seeing the others: Both
were black. "Mayor Allen's police," Tim told them. He wanted to help
carry, but he was lucky to carry himself. He found the stick Horrie Jackson's
fishermen had given him and used it for a cane as he limped into the hospital.
Leonilla Malik directed them into a
heated front room. It had a large office table set up as a surgery. They put
the stretchers on the floor and she examined the men quickly and carefully.
First Jack Ross; she used her stethoscope, frowned, moved the instrument, then
lifted a hand and pressed hard on the thumbnail. It went white and stayed that
way. Silently she pulled the blanket over his head and went to the next.
The policeman was conscious. "Can
you understand me?" she asked.
"Yeah. Are you the Russian
spacewoman?"
"Yes. How many times were you
hit?"
"Six. Shrapnel. Guts are on
fire," he said.
As she felt for the pulse, Tim limped out
of the room. Eileen followed, hugging at his arm. "You've been hit! Stay
here," she said.
"I'm not bleeding. I can come back.
Somebody's got to ten George about his brother‑in‑law. And there's
something else I have to do. We've got to have reinforcements. Fast."
He saw it in her face. Nobody here wanted
that kind of news. They'd fought and won, and they didn't want to hear that
there was more fighting to do. "We don't have a doctor at the plant,"
Tim said. "Nobody wanted to dig that steel out of me."
"Get back in that hospital!"
Eileen commanded.
"I will. But the cops come first,
they're hurt worse than me. The plant nurse squeezed sulfa in the hole and covered
it with sterile gauze. I'll be okay for awhile. I've got to talk to
Hardy." It was hard to keep his thoughts in order; his hip felt like fire,
and the pain kept him confused.
He let Eileen help support his weight as
they crossed the narrow way toward City Hall. Damn, they were surrounded again.
Steve Cox, Jellison's foreman, asked, "Hamner, what happened?"
Someone else bellowed, "Let him alone, let him tell all of us at
once." And another: "Hamner, are you going to drink that?"
Tim discovered the near‑empty
bottle still in his hand. He surrendered it.
"Hey," Steve Cox yelled.
"Give that back to him. Come on, man, have a drink with us. We won!"
"Can't. Have to talk to the Senator.
And Hardy. We've got to have help." He felt Eileen stiffen. The others
looked as she had: They hated him for his bad news. "We can't take another
attack," Tim said. "They did us too much damage."
"No. It's got to be over,"
Eileen whispered. Tim heard.
"You thought it was all over,"
Tim said.
"Everybody does." Eileen's face showed unbearable grief.
It should have melted Tim Hamner, but it didn't. "Nobody wants to fight
again," Eileen said.
"We won't have to!" Joanna
MacPherson's high, clear voice cried, "We slaughtered the sons of bitches,
Tim!" She edged up to him and put her shoulder under his other armpit.
"There aren't enough of them left to fight. They'll split up and pretend
they never heard of the Brotherhood. And that won't work either. We'll know
them." Joanna had tasted blood. Suddenly she said, "Is Mark all
right?"
"Mark's fine." Tim was just
beginning to realize what he was up against. A hopeless task. But it had to be
done, they had to understand. He added, "Healthy and happy and cleaner
than you are. They've got hot showers and washing machines at the power
plant."
It could help.
In
a room off the meeting hall at City Hall, Rick Delanty argued for his honor
against Ginger Dow, who seemed determined to take him home with her. She was
also indecently amused by the whole thing. "You don't have to marry me,
you know."
When he didn't answer, she laughed. She
was a sturdy matron in her mid‑thirties whose long brown hair had been
brushed to a soft glow, possibly for the first time since Hammerfall.
"Although if you like everything, you could move in. And if you don't,
leave in the morning. Nobody will care. This isn't Mississippi, you know.
There's probably not another black woman other than the cannibals for a
thousand miles."
"Well, I admit it makes me nervous,"
Rick said. "The whole situation. But it isn't just that. I'm in
mourning."
He would have been less nervous if he and
Ginger hadn't been trying to raise their voices against the singing in the big
room next door. The tune seemed to be optional, but at least they were loud.
He never shaved a whisker
From
off his horny hide;
He
hammered in the bristles, And bit them off inside!
Ginger lost some of her smile.
"We're all in mourning for someone, Rick. We don't let it get to us. The
last I ever saw of Gil, my husband, he was off to Porterville for lunch with
his lawyer. Then banal I think the dam must have got them both."
I saw my logger lover
Go
shoulderin' through the snow,
Goin'
gaily homeward, At forty‑eight below!
"It's not mourning time," she
told him. "It's time to celebrate." Her mouth puckered into a pout.
"There are a lot of men. Lots more than women. And nobody's ever told me I
was ugly."
"Ugly you're not," Rick said.
Was it the astronaut's scalp she wanted to collect, or the black man's? Or was
she husband hunting? Rick found he was flattered; but the memories of the house
in El Lago were too vivid. He opened the connecting door.
The wind it tried to freeze him,
It
tried its level best,
At
a hundred degrees below zero,
He
buttoned up his vest.
The City Hall was also the town library,
police station and jail. The large book‑lined meeting room had been
decorated with paintings and drapes. They absorbed some of the sound, but it was
still a damned noisy party. Rick found Brad Wagoner at the end of the big room.
Wagoner was staring at something in a glass display case.
"Where did that come from?"
Rick asked. "Somebody up here collect Steuben glass?"
Wagoner shrugged. "Don't know. Right
classy whale, isn't it?" Wagoner had a large bandage around his forehead.
It looked impressive, like a scene from The Red Badge of Courage. He didn't
tell people about it though: that he'd slung a thermit grenade with too much
vigor and fallen onto a rock and rolled downhill until he thought he was going
to be gassed, but he wasn't. He was pretty well gassed now, on bourbon and
water. He told Rick, "At least we won't ever have to do that again."
He'd been saying that a lot.
Happiness was contagious. Rick wanted to
join in. If only he could quit worrying about that damned power plant, and
about Johnny. And forget El Lago. He decided to go over to the hospital and do
some honest work. He wouldn't be spoiling anybody's party at the hospital. As
he made his way toward the door, Tim Hamner came in, a girl at each arm and a
crowd around him all trying to talk at once.
Rick shoved toward Hamner. The noise
level doubled. Hamner kept moving toward the back of the hall, toward the
Mayor's office, and Rick followed. A number of people shouted for silence,
adding to the general noise level. Eileen Hamner saw Rick, slipped from under
Tim's arm and came toward him. "There's something I have to tell
you," she said.
Rick knew at once. It turned him cold
with the chill of a man about to faint. "How did Johnny buy it?" he
asked.
"Tim says saving their asses. That's
all I know."
He felt his knees weaken, but he stayed
stiffly upright. "I should have made him let me go," he said to
nobody. Now there are three astronauts left in the world. "Does Maureen
know?"
"Not yet. Where is she?"
"Last I saw, in the Mayor's office
with her father." The Senator wasn't going to like this much either.
"I'll come with you." He pushed through, making a way for both of
them.
So Johnny was dead. Now everybody he
loved was dead. The Hammer had got them all. He felt a crazy impulse to laugh:
America's record was still perfect. Not one astronaut lost on space duty.
"Saving their asses from what?" he demanded, but Eileen was too far
away and the noise was too great.
Someone passed Tim a bottle. Scotch. This
time he drank and carried the bottle into the Mayor's office. The leaders were
there: the Senator, sitting behind the Mayor's desk; Al Hardy, hovering over
him; Maureen, Chief Hartman, the Mayor. They looked happy, triumphant. Tim
resented that. He knew he was irrational, that they deserved their celebration,
but his grief was too great. He limped on into the office, pleased to see their
grins fade as they saw the way he walked, the expression on his face. He felt
Eileen and Rick Delanty crowd in behind him, then the door was closed.
"You were attacked again?" Al
Hardy asked.
"Yes." Tim looked at Maureen.
She knew. She knew from his face. No point in being gentle about it.
"General Baker is dead. We stopped their attack, but just barely. And the
rest of it I want to say to everybody." He kept his attention on the
Senator. He didn't want to see Maureen's face.
Hardy turned to the Senator. "All
right with me," he said. Jellison nodded, and Hardy went past Tim to the
door. "Get it quiet out there," he said.
Steve Cox went to the podium and rapped
for attention, while Hardy led Tim over and a dozen hands helped him up on the
platform. Someone moved the Senator's chair to the doorway so that he could
hear. The Mayor and Chief Hartman stood behind him, leaning forward. Tim
couldn't see Maureen.
He braced himself on the lectern, facing
hundreds of eyes, and drank more scotch. It warmed him. The room was almost
quiet: no talking, except for newcomers crowding in by the door, and shushing
noises from those already inside; He had never spoken before a live audience in
real life . . . before the comet fell. They were too close, too real; he could
smell them. He saw George Christopher making his way through the crowd like an
icebreaker, moving triumphantly, like Beowulf displaying the arm of the monster
Grendel, and hell, they all looked like that. Triumphant. And waiting
expectantly.
"Good news first," he said. "The power plant's
still running. We were attacked. This afternoon. We beat them, but it was
close. Some of us are dead and some of us are wounded and more will die of the
wounds. You already know that most of the Brotherhood wasn't even there—"
Applause and triumphant laughter erupted.
Tim should have expected that, from the warriors who'd decimated the New
Brotherhood's main force, but he hadn't. He was jolted. Where did these yahoos
get off, drinking and dancing and bragging while the men and women Tim Hamner
had left behind waited to die? When quiet came he spoke in anger.
"General Baker is dead. The New
Brotherhood isn't," Tim said. He watched the reaction. Anger. Incredulity.
"They won't come here again,"
someone shouted. There were more cheers.
"Let him talk. What happened?"
George Christopher demanded. The room was silent again.
"The Brotherhood came at us with
boats, the first time," Tim said. "It wasn't hard to drive them off.
Then we heard on the radio that you were fighting them, and we figured that
would be the end of it, when you said you'd won." He gripped the lectern,
remembering the shouting celebration they'd held in the San Joaquin plant after
news of the Stronghold victory.
"But they did come back. Today. They
had a big raft. Sandbags around it. Mortars. They stayed out of range of
anything we had, and they were blowing us apart. One of the shells got a steam
line, live steam, and Price's people had a hell of a time putting it back together.
Another shell got Jack Ross."
Tim watched George Christopher lose his
triumphant grin.
"Jack was alive when we took him off
the boat and put him in the van. But he was dead when we got here," Tim
said. "Another mortar went off just in front of me. It hit the sandbags
we'd put on top of the cooling tower, where we had the radio. It killed the guy
next to me and blew the radio apart, and it punched a piece of shrapnel into my
hipbone. It's still there.
"They kept that up. Standing off where
we couldn't shoot back. Price's people had made some cannon. Muzzle‑loaders,
made out of pipe, powered by compressed air. They weren't accurate enough. We
couldn't hit the barge. And the damned mortar shells kept dropping on us. Baker
took some troops out in boats. That didn't do any good either. The Brotherhood
had machine guns and the boats couldn't get close enough—they had those
sandbags anyway. Finally Baker brought the boats back. He put everybody
off."
In the corner of his eye Tim saw Maureen
in the doorway of the Mayor's office. She stood behind her father, her hand on
his shoulder. Eileen was near her.
"We had a racing boat we used as a
tug," Tim said. "Cindy Lu. Johnny told Barry Price, 'I used to be a fighter
pilot. They always taught us there was one way not to miss.' Then he took Cindy
Lu out at top speed and rammed her right into the barge. Covered the raft with
burning gasoline. He'd carried some extra gasoline and thermit on the deck.
After that the Brotherhood came on with their other boats, but they had to come
in range of our stuff, and we did some damage. Finally they left."
"Ran away," George Christopher
said. "They always run."
"They didn't run," Tim said.
"They retreated. There was some crazy white‑haired guy standing in
plain sight on one of the boats. We kept shooting at him, but we never hit him.
He was shouting at them to kill us. Last I heard, he still was. They'll be
back."
Tim paused to see what effect he'd had.
Not enough. He'd killed the gay mood of the party, but all he saw was
resentment and sorrow. Nothing else.
"They killed fourteen of us,
counting Jack. Hit maybe three times that many, and a lot of them will die.
There's a nurse and some medicines, but no doctor. We need one. We need another
radio." Their looks: anger, sorrow, resentment. They knew what he'd say
next. He went doggedly on. "What we need most is reinforcements. We can't
take another attack like that one. I don't think gas bombs will do it either. We
need guns. Machine guns you took from the New Brotherhood would help. But
mostly we need men, because it takes just about all the power‑plant staff
on standby just to keep the place going in case there's a hit on the plant.
Price's people are . . ." He fumbled for words. Hell, it would sound
corny. So what? "They're magnificent. I saw a guy wade into a cloud of
live steam. Live steam. He walked right into it to turn a valve, to turn the
steam off. He was still alive when I left, but there wasn't any point in
bringing him here.
"Another of the power workers
spliced live wires. Thousands of volts, and he worked on it hot while mortar
bombs fell around him. Baker's dead. They're still alive. And they need help.
We need help. I'm going back." He couldn't look at Eileen as he said that.
He felt someone behind him. Al Hardy had
climbed onto the podium. He came to the left side of the lectern and stood
there with his hand held up for attention. When he spoke, it was with an
orator's voice that rolled about the large room. "Thank you, Tim," he
said. "You are persuasive. Of course you want to go back. But the question
is, have we anything to gain? How many people are there at the nuclear plant?
Because we have boats, and now we have food, and we can bring all of them here.
It will not be hard to evacuate that plant, and I'm sure we will have no
trouble getting volunteers for the job."
Harvey
Randall came in from the hospital in time to hear Tim's report begin. He'd come
in the back way, through the Mayor's office, and he found himself next to
Maureen. When Tim told of what had happened to Baker, he was there, with his
hand on her arm, but lightly. She wasn't going to faint or scream; she may have
been crying, but even that wasn't obvious. And Harvey didn't want to be
obtrusively present, not now.
He was thinking: Son of a bitch! Maureen
was taking it better than Delanty. The black astronaut seemed ready to murder.
Well, that figured. Baker's other two companions weren't in the room. Leonilla was
operating on the gut‑shot policeman, with Comrade helping her.
(They called him Comrade now. Brigadier
Pieter Jakov was the last Communist, and proud of it, and it avoided the
difficulty of his name.)
The Senator's face was ashen gray and his
hands were clasped tightly in his lap. There went one of his plans, Harvey
thought. It struck him, then: One prince was dead, and one was enthralled by a
witch.
George Christopher wasn't alone. Marie
stood with him: Marie, the only woman in the room in stockings and heels as
well as skirt and sweater and simple jewelry; and she and George stood as a
couple, not as two single people. Whenever anyone got too close to Marie or
ogled her too suggestively, George's face clouded.
Three princes. One was killed by ogres.
One was spellbound by a witch. The third was standing beside the princess, and
the enemy had been defeated. The need for fighting men was not over, but it was
no longer critical. Now the Stronghold needed builders—and that Harvey Randall could
do. I'm crown prince now, he thought. Son of a bitch.
But Tim Hamner was calling for a new
battle!
Harvey, fresh from his work with the
crossbow, was thinking helplessly: Shut up, shut up! When Al Hardy came up to
offer the power‑plant personnel refuge at the Stronghold, Harvey wanted
to cheer, and some of Hardy's audience did cheer. But Rick Delanty still looked
like murder, and Tim Hamner . . .
"We won't leave," Tim said.
"Use your boats to bring us men and guns and ammunition! Not for us to run
away. We're not leaving."
"Be reasonable," Al Hardy said.
His voice projected; it reached all corners of the hall. It projected warmth,
friendliness, understanding: a politician's basic skill, and Al Hardy was well
trained. Tim was outclassed. "We can feed everyone. We can use engineers
and technical people. We lost people to the New Brotherhood, but we lost none
of our food; we even captured some of their stores. We not only have enough to
eat, we have enough to be well fed during the winter! We can feed everyone,
including Deke Wilson's women and children and the few survivors from his area.
The New Brotherhood has been hurt, badly hurt"—he paused for the cheers
again, and went on just as they died, his timing perfect—"and is now far
too weak to attack us again. By spring the few surviving cannibals will be
starving—"
"Or eating each other," someone
shouted.
"Exactly," Hardy said.
"And by spring we'll be able to take their land. Tim, not only do we not
need to turn any of our friends away, we need new people to work the lands we
have taken or will have in spring. I don't mean for your friends to run. I mean
to welcome them as our guests, friends, as new citizens here. Does everyone
agree?"
There were shouts. "Hell yeah!"
"Glad to have them."
Tim Hamner spread his hands, palms
outward, pleading. He wobbled on his damaged hip. There were the beginnings of
tears in his eyes. "Don't you understand? The power plant! We can't leave
it, and without help the New Brotherhood will destroy it!"
"No, dammit," Harvey muttered.
He felt Maureen stiffen. "No more wars," Harvey said. "We've had
enough. Hardy's right." He looked for approval from Maureen, but only got
a blank stare.
George Christopher was laughing. It
carried, like Al Hardy's voice. "They're too damned weak to attack
anything," he shouted. "First we crunched them. Then you did. They
won't stop running until they're back to Los Angeles. Who needs to worry about
them? We chased the bastards fifty miles ourselves."
More laughter in the room. Then Maureen broke away from Harvey
and moved past her father. When she spoke her voice did not carry the way
Hardy's did, but it commanded silence, and the crowd listened to her. "They
still have their weapons," she said. "And, Tim, you said their
leaders are still alive...."
"Well, one of them is," Hamner
said. "The crazy preacher."
"Then some of them will try to
destroy the power plant again," Maureen said. "As long as he's alive,
he'll keep trying." She turned to Hardy. "Al, you know that. You
heard Hugo Beck. You know."
"Yes," Hardy said. "We
can't protect the plant. But again I invite everyone there to come live here.
With us."
"Damn right, the Brotherhood's no
threat to us," George Christopher said. "They won't be back."
"But they—" Whatever Al Hardy
had been about to say, he cut himself off at a wave from Senator Jellison.
"Yes, sir," Hardy asked. "Do you want to come up here,
Senator?"
"No." Jellison stood.
"Let's cut this short," he said. His voice was thick with either
drunkenness or exhaustion, and everyone knew he hadn't been drinking. "We
are agreed, are we not? The Brotherhood is not strong enough to harm us here in
our valley. But their leaders are still alive, and they have enough strength to
destroy the power plant. It is not that they are strong, but that the plant is
fragile."
Hamner jumped on that. He was
interrupting the Senator, but he didn't care. He knew he should speak
carefully, weighing every word, but he was too tired, the sense of urgency was
too strong. "Yes! We're fragile. Like that whale!" He pointed to the
glass case. "Like the last piece of Stueben crystal in the world. If the
power stops for one day—"
"Beautiful and fragile," Al
Hardy's voice cut in. "Senator, did you have something else to say?"
The massive head shook. "Only this.
Think carefully. This may be the most important decision we have made since . .
. that day." He sat, heavily. "Go on, please," he said.
Hardy looked worriedly at the Senator,
then motioned to one of the women near him. He spoke to her, too low for Harvey
to hear what he said, and the woman left. Then he stood at the lectern again.
"Fragile and beautiful," he said. "But not much use to a farming
community—"
"No use?" Tim exploded.
"Power! Clean clothes! Light—"
"Luxuries," Al Hardy said.
"Are they worth our lives? We're a farm community. The balance is
delicate. Not many weeks ago we did not know if we would live through the
winter Now we know we can. A few days ago we did not know whether we could
resist the cannibals. We did. We are safe, and we have work to do, and we
cannot afford more people for a needless war." He looked to George
Christopher. "You agree, George? Neither of us runs from a fight—but do we
have to run to one?"
"Not me," Christopher said.
"We won our war."
There were murmurs of agreement. Harvey
stepped forward, intending to join in. Not another war. Not another afternoon
with the crossbow . . .
He felt Maureen beside him. She looked up
at him, pleading in her eyes. "Don't let them do this," she said.
"Make them understand!" She dropped her hand from Harvey's arm and
bent over the Senator. "Dad. Tell them. We have to . . . to fight. To save
that power plant."
"Why?" Jellison asked.
"Haven't we had enough war? It doesn't matter. I couldn't order it. They
wouldn't go."
"They would. If you told them, they
would."
He didn't answer. She turned back to
Harvey.
Randall stared at her without
comprehension. "Listen," he said. "Listen to Al."
"Reinforcements wouldn't be enough,
Tim," Al Hardy was saying. "Chief Hartman and the Senator and the
Mayor and I, we looked at the problem this afternoon. We hadn't forgotten you!
And the cost is too high. You said it yourself, the plant is fragile. It's not
enough to put a garrison in there, to keep it filled with troops. You have to
keep the Brotherhood from dropping one mortar shell in the right place. Tell
me, if that plant worker hadn't turned off the steam valve, wouldn't that have
done it?"
"Yes," Tim snarled. "That
would have finished us. So a twenty‑year‑old kid parboiled himself
to save the plant. And General Baker made his decision."
"Tim, Tim," Hardy pleaded.
"You don't understand. It wouldn't do any good just to send
reinforcements. Look, I'll send volunteers. As many as want to go, and with
plenty of food and ammunition . . ."
Tim's face showed joy, but only for a
moment.
". . . but it won't do any good, and
you know it. To save that power plant we will have to send out all our
strength, everyone, not to defend the plant, but to attack the New Brotherhood.
Pursue them, fight them, wipe them out. Take all their weapons. Then set up
patrols around the edges of the lake. Keep the enemy at least a mile from the
plant. It would take all our strength, Tim, and the cost would be
horrible."
"But—"
"Think about it," Hardy said.
"Patrols. Spies. An army of occupation. All to stop one fanatic from
getting one hit on one crucial piece of equipment and putting it out of
commission for one day. That's the task. Isn't it?"
"For now," Tim said. "But
given peace and quiet for a few weeks, Price will have Number Two on line. Then
as long as either works, the other can be repaired."
The roomful of survivors was sobering
now, most of them, because the last of the liquor was as dead as the coffee
supply. They muttered to each other, spoke, argued, and they seemed to Harvey
to be divided in opinion, but the strength was against Tim. As it should be,
Harvey thought. Not more war.
But . . . he looked at Maureen. Now she
was crying openly. Because of Baker? Baker had made his choice, and Maureen
wouldn't let him be wasted? Her eyes met his. "Talk to them," she
said. "Make them understand."
"I don't understand myself,"
Harvey said.
"What we can afford," she said.
"A civilization has the ethics it can afford. We can't afford much. We
can't afford to take care of our enemies—you know about that."
He shuddered. He knew about that.
Leonilla Malik came in the back way,
through the Mayor's office. She bent over the Senator. "I am told that you
need me," she said.
"Who told you that?" Jellison
demanded.
"Mister Hardy."
"I'm all right. Get back to your
hospital."
"Doctor Valdemar is on duty. I have
a few minutes."
She stood slightly behind the Senator,
and she watched him carefully, her expression professional—and concerned.
"We must count the costs," Al
Hardy was saying. "You ask us to risk everything. We have assured
survival. We are alive. We have fought the last battle. Tim, electric lights
are not worth throwing that away."
Tim Hamner swayed from exhaustion and
pain. "We won't leave," he said. "We'll fight. All of us."
But his voice was not strong, he sounded beaten.
"Do something," Maureen said.
"Tell them." She gripped Harvey's arm.
"You tell them."
'I can't. But you're a hero, now. Your
force held them—"
"You stand pretty high
yourself," Harvey said.
"Let's both tell them," Maureen
said. "Come with me. We'll talk to them. Together."
And that's a hell of an offer, Harvey
thought. For the power plant itself? For Johnny Baker's memory? Because she was
jealous of Marie with George Christopher? Whatever her motive, she'd just
offered him the leadership of the Stronghold—and her look made it plain that he
wasn't going to get another such.
"We'd have to hold their
territory," Al Hardy was saying. "Deke couldn't do it—"
"We could!" Tim cried.
"You beat them! We could."
Hardy nodded gravely. "Yes, I
suppose we could. But first we have to take it—and we can't do that with magic
weapons. Grenades and gas bombs aren't much use in the attack. We'd lose
people. A lot of people. How many lives are your electric lights worth?"
"Many," Leonilla Malik said.
Her voice didn't carry very far. "If I had had proper lights for the
operating theater last night, I could have saved ten more at least."
Maureen was moving toward the platform.
Harvey hesitated, then went with her. What would he say? Men would charge
machine guns for a cause. Viva la republic! For King and Country! Duty, Honor,
Country! Remember the Alamo! Liberte! Egalitel Fraternite! But nobody had ever
gone over the top shouting "A Higher Standard of Living!" or
"Hot Showers and Electric Razors!"
And what about me? he thought. When I get
up there, I'm committed. When the New Brotherhood comes over the water with
their new raft and their mortars, I'd have to be first into the boats, first to
attack, first to be blown apart.
And what could I possibly be yelling that
would make me do it?
He remembered the battle: the noise,
loneliness, fear, the shame of running, the terror when you didn't. Running was
a decision of the moment, but not running went on and on. A rational army would
run away. He caught her arm to hold her back.
She turned, and her look was . . . full
of concern. Sympathy. She spoke, low, so no one else would hear. "We all
have to do our jobs," she said. "And this is right. Don't you see
that?"
The short delay had been too much; Al
Hardy was retiring, having made his point. The crowd was turning away, talking
among themselves. Harvey heard snatches of conversation:
"Hell, I don't know. I sure as hell
don't want to fight anymore." "Dammit, Baker got killed for that
place. Wasn't that worth something?" "I'm tired, Sue. Let's go
home."
Before Hardy could leave the platform,
Rick Delanty barred his way. "The Senator said this was an important
decision," he said. "Let's talk about it. Now." Delanty was no
longer planning murder, Harvey saw with relief. But he seemed determined.
"Al, you say we'll live through the winter. Let's talk about that."
Hardy shrugged. "If you choose. I
think it has all been said."
Delanty's grin was crafty, artificial.
"Oh, hell, Al, we're all here and the liquor's gone, and tomorrow it's
back to moving rocks. Let's talk it all out right now. We can survive the
winter?"
"Yes."
"But without coffee. That's all
gone."
Hardy frowned. "Yes."
"How are we fixed for clothing?
There are glaciers coming, and the clothes are rotting off our backs. Can we
dig anything out of underwater department stores?"
"Some plastics, maybe. It can wait,
now that we don't have to worry about the New Brotherhood getting there
first." Oddly, there was no cheering this time. "We'll have to make
most of our clothing. Or shoot it." Hardy smiled.
"Transportation? The cars and trucks
are dying like sterile beasts, aren't they? Will we have to eat the
horses?"
Al Hardy ran his hands through his hair.
"No. For awhile I thought . . . No. Horses don't breed fast, but we'll
have the trucks for years yet."
"What else have we run out of?
Penicillin?"
"Yes-"
"Aspirin? And the liquor. No
anesthetics of any kind."
"We'll be able to ferment
liquor!"
"So. We'll live. Through this
winter, and the next one, and the one after that." Rick paused, but before
Hardy could say anything, he thundered, "As peasants! We had a ceremony
here today. An award, to the kid who caught the most rats this week. And we can
look forward to that for the rest of our lives. To our kids growing up as rat
catchers and swineherds. Honorable work. Needed work. Nobody puts it down. But
. . . don't we want to hope for something better?
"And we're going to keep
slaves," Delanty said. "Not because we want to. Because we need them.
And we used to control the lightning!"
The phrase struck Harvey Randall with a
physical shock. He saw it hit the others, too. A lot of them. They stood,
unable to turn away.
"Sure we can huddle here in our
valley," Delanty shouted. "We can stay here and be safe and our kids
can grow up herding pigs and shoveling sewage. There's a lot here to be proud
of, because it's so much more than what might have been—but is it enough? Is it
enough for us to be safe when we leave everybody else out in the cold? You all
say how sorry you are to have to turn people away. To have to send people
Outside. Well, we've got the chance now. We can make all of Outside, the whole
damn San Joaquin Valley, as safe as we are.
"Or there's another way. We can stay
here, safe as . . . as ground squirrels. But if we take the easy way this time,
we'll take it next time. And the next, and the next, and in fifty years your
kids will hide under the bed when they hear the thunder! The way everybody used
to hide from the great thunder gods. Peasants always believe in thunder gods.
"And the comet. We know what it was.
In ten more years we'd have been able to push the damned thing out of our way!
I've been in space. I won't go there again, but your children could! Hell yes!
Give us that electric plant and twenty years and we'll be in space again. We
know how, and all it takes is power, and that power's right out there, not
fifty miles from here, if we've just got guts enough to save it. Think about
it. Those are the choices. Go on and be good peasants, safe peasants,
superstitious peasants—or have worlds to conquer again. To control the lightning
again."
He paused, but not long enough to let
anyone else speak.
"I'm going," he said.
"Leonilla?"
"Certainly." She moved toward
the platform.
"And I," Comrade General Jakov
shouted from the back of the room. "For the lightning."
"Now." Harvey slapped Maureen's
butt and bounded ahead of her onto the platform, moving quickly before the
moment died away. Decisions were simple, now that he knew what he'd be
shouting. "Task Force Randall?"
"Sure," someone shouted. And
then Maureen joined him, and another farmer came forward, and Tim Hamner, and
Mayor Seitz. Marie Vance and George Christopher were arguing. Good! Marie
belonged to Task Force Randall, unless there was a Task Force Christopher.
Christopher would join them.
Al Hardy stood in confusion, wanting to
speak but held by the command in Maureen's eyes.
He could stop them, Harvey Randall
thought. It wouldn't take much to stop them. Once everyone's committed it will
be hard to back down, but right now this bandwagon can be stopped, or it can be
shoved forward so hard nothing can stop it, and Al Hardy has that power....
Hardy was looking past Maureen now, at
the Senator. The old man was half rising from his chair, and he gasped for
breath before he fell back into it. Leonilla ran toward him, but he waved her
away, beckoning to Hardy. "Al," he gasped.
Leonilla had her medical bag in the
office. She threw it open and seized a hypodermic needle, fought away the
Senator's feeble resistance as she ripped open his jacket and shirt. She
swabbed his chest quickly and thrust the needle directly into his chest, near
the heart.
Al Hardy tore through the crowd like a
madman. He knelt beside the gasping man. Jellison thrashed and writhed in the
chair, his hands reaching for his chest while Chief Hartman and others held
them. His eyes focused on Al Hardy. "Al."
"Yes, sir." Hardy's voice was
choked, almost inaudible. He bent closer.
"Al. Give my children the lightning
again." The voice was clear, projecting through the hall, and for a moment
Jellison's eyes were bright, but then he slumped into the chair, and they heard
only a thin whisper that faded to nothing. "Give them the lightning
again."
Epilogue
The Earth is just too small and fragile a
basket for the human race to keep all its eggs in.
Robert A. Heinlein
Tim
Hamner stood at the top of a low hill. Paper crackled in his breast pocket when
he shifted weight.
The long slope behind him buzzed with
activity. Animal teams dragged harrows through the hard soil, while methanol‑powered
tractors worked with deep plows in adjacent fields. Myriads of white flecks
gleamed in the soil behind the harrows. Enriched by mustard gas and the defeat
of the New Brotherhood Army, this land would produce in abundance.
Three electric carts hummed along the
road below. Another stood beside Tim Hamner, ready for his use. It was time to
get back down the hill and go to work, but he stood a few moments longer,
enjoying bright sunshine and the clear blue sky of spring. It was a glorious
day.
Before him was the San Joaquin Sea. Much
of what had been underwater was now a vast swampland. Directly ahead was a low
island in the sea: the prisoner colony, where those of the Brotherhood who hadn't
wanted to go into permanent exile worked to grow crops. Jakov's preserve. They
called him "Comrade" now . . . and Comrade hadn't given up communism.
But Marxist theory said that history followed definite stages, slave society to
feudal, feudal to capitalist—and the Valley was barely past the slave stage of
history. The earth would not be ready for communism for a long time. Meanwhile
Comrade was willing to re‑educate the prisoners.
Tim shrugged. Comrade and Hooker kept
them organized, and they grew their own crops, and if they escaped nobody
cared.
Further to his left, distant in the
south, he saw the rising plumes of steam from the nuclear power plant. Closer,
the work crews stringing power lines. In another two weeks they would have
electricity in the Stronghold. Tim tried to imagine what that new life would be
like, but it was difficult. The winter had been hard. Damned hard. Eileen's
baby had almost died, and was still in the hospital. The infant mortality rate
was above fifty percent, but it was slowly falling now; and Forrester's notes
showed that when they recovered his books from Tujunga they would know how to
make penicillin.
Forrester's notes. That was Tim's job, to
transcribe the reels and reels of tape Dan Forrester had dictated before he
died. They could have made insulin, maybe, if they hadn't committed themselves
to saving the power plant; and of course Forrester had known that. The winter
had cost them the life of their magician, as it had so many other lives. To
learn that a friend had survived, that was always good. Tim patted his pocket.
The past could hit you across the back of
the head, no warning, Whap! Tim Hamner patted the telegram in his pocket. Half
of a comet! Kitt Peak had confirmed his sighting. He shook his head violently
and laughed at himself. It was only the rain‑wrinkled scrap of paper
Harry the Mailman had brought yesterday, an IOU for $250,000.
Harry Stimms was alive! Now, what would
he take for that IOU? A job at the power plant? Stimms must have mechanical
skills, and the power plant boys owed Tim. Failing that . . . could he promote
a pregnant cow? That'd be worth $250,000 easy. Tim gazed into the sky, enjoying
himself.
A clear thin line crossed the sky, the
tip of it moving forward even as he watched. For a second he still did not know
what it was. Shout a warning! But what did we used to call that?
"C‑contrail! Jet plane!"
They'd heard something from Colorado
Springs that some of the aircraft had survived. Harvey and Maureen would have
to come to terms with Colorado Springs when they got back from visiting a
septic tank in Tujunga. But though they'd heard it on the radio, it was not the
same as seeing that clean white line across the sky. He'd forgotten how
beautiful that could be.
Tim waved solemnly at the plane.
"You can fly," he said. His voice rose. "You can fly. But we
control the lightning."
The
asteroid was a child of the maelstrom: a rough nugget of nickel‑iron with
some stony strata, three miles along its long axis. No man had ever seen a
mastodon when the passing of mighty Jupiter plucked the nugget from its orbit
and puny it out toward interstellar space.
It was on the second lap of its long,
narrow elliptical orbit. The iron surface was frosted with strange ices now, as
it passed the peak of the curve and began to coast back toward the Sun.
And the black giant was there. Its ring
of cometary snowballs glowed broad and beautiful in starlight. Infrared light
traced bands and whorls in its stormy surface. It was the only major mass out
here between the stars, and the asteroid curved toward it and increased speed.
Infrared light bathed and thawed the
frosted iron. The ringed planet grew huge.
The asteroid plunged through the plane of
the ring at twelve miles per second. Battered and pocked with glowing craters,
it receded, carrying in its own small gravitational field a spray of icy masses
from the ring. They came like attendants, ahead and behind, in a pattern like
the curved arms of a spiral galaxy.
The asteroid and a score of comets pulled
free of the black giant and began their long fall into the maelstrom.
Copyright 1977 Larry Niven and Jerry
Pournelle