If you sit around and think about it (after reading it, we trust) you might decide that the plot of this is not unique. But you would also have to agree that the depth of feeling for the characters and the poetic undertone of this novelette of an interstellar S.O.S. raise it high above the level of the field.
We swept in comfortable wide
orbit around Earth, thirty thousand miles beyond the moon. Cap'n Jules
Griffin kept us in the moon shadow, the umbra, a pleasanter location in
which to drift and listen than out in the raw yellow radiance of Sol.
Only a few degrees away from the moon's vast shadowy disk the full
Earth hung like a color plate, blue, cloud-shrouded, the most majestic
object I've ever seen from space.
And I've been around. We all
have. It's our job.
Ultraspan made us possible. A
discovery that must have been an accident—or almost. How can matter
move faster than energy? Or can it? Ultraspan eliminates time; so our
position in space can be anything Cap'n Jules wills it to be. Not that
he understands what he does. Especially not that. He knows every pulse
of the timonium engines that move us in finite space, but Ultraspan he
takes on faith. Like religion. Like magic. Like the things that happen
in dreams.
We've tested it. For the past
nine years the research ship Stardust has done with ease what
was not possible before Willoughby's Hypothesis, that strange variant
of an Einsteinian concept that divorces space from time. You don't know
what I'm talking about? Neither do I—but it works. Harnessed,
implemented, it's Ultraspan.
Life aboard the Stardust is
comfortable, but for me it's not the good life. I really come alive
when we drop in, break out of orbit, and drift down to the surface of
some unknown world, some planet that from space shows that it will
tolerate us long enough for a look-see. And I did say drift down. The
searing outpourings of combustion energy that first took us into and
out of space are all a part of our history now. Gravity is
no longer a problem. If the conditions required it, Cap'n Jules could
bring our fifteen-hundred-foot laboratory-home down over any planet
surface at ten miles an hour. We have conquered the attraction of mass
for mass.
"Dreaming, Roscoe?"
I don't like to be touched or
backslapped, but the hand on my shoulder now was a notable exception to
that. Especially when the owner slipped around my easy chair and
plumped her luscious self into my lap. I put my arms around her, and we
both sat watching the wide screen on which the Earth hung in misty
glory.
"The Old Homestead," Lindy said.
"If I can just see it once in a while, like now, I'm perfectly content
with space. But that's the ultimate, that beautiful blue-green marble
out there. We can search all our lives and we'll never find anything
like it."
"It's a point of view," I
admitted. "Statistically, though, probably not defensible. Somewhere in
our galaxy of hundreds of millions of stars, with space only knows how
many planets around them, the Earth has to have a twin. We're still
babes in the cosmic woods, and already we've come close. You
haven't—say you haven't!—forgotten Cyrene?"
She hadn't forgotten. How could
she? And the star Cyrene was a Sol-type sun. Its yellow rays on the
surface of its fourth planet could easily have been mistaken for Sol's
rays. But Planet Four had had a strange and simple ecology, and life
forms so different that they had made me famous. Yes, I'm that
Kissinger. A Different Evolutionary System, by Roscoe
Kissinger. The lettuce-cube-mill-wheel food chain. So now when I'm on
Earth, I have to make speeches. And I don't much like to speak. I'm a
field ecologist. I like to do.
But that's not why Lindy
remembered Planet Four. It was there, after many invitations, that she
finally decided that to be Mrs. Kissinger might be a good thing. Maybe
it was the homelike atmosphere. For Planet Four of the star Cyrene was
Earthlike.
Lindy twisted in my lap and faced
me, her classic features, green eyes, and red lips not six inches
from my more or less Neanderthal visage. So I did what any man in the
galaxy would have done, and when I had finished she was properly
breathless.
"Necking again!" Pegleg Williams
growled. He came rolling across the lounge, his slight limp
accentuated. He does that when he wants to attract attention. He took
the chair next ours.
"Don't you two ever fight, like
normal couples? You'll both develop space diabetes, living in a sea of
sugar like you do."
Lindy giggled. I kept my grin
down to respectable proportions.
"You're in good form," I said.
"So what's bugging you?"
Pegleg shrugged and hunched down
in the chair. After a moment he waved a hand at the screen.
"Ennui!" he said. "Boredom! We've
been lying doggo out here in the moon shadow for a month. We've
listened and we've listened—and if anybody has learned anything,
they've carefully kept it from me!"
We're used to Pegleg. We wouldn't
even like him any way but the way he is. Occasionally he'll put your
teeth on edge, but whenever I undertake a field mission where the chips
are really down, Pegleg's the other man. We complement each other like
salt and vinegar. Pegleg's one of the great geologists—and as an
ecologist, I'm not so bad. So I knew what he meant.
"Don't blame it on Mother Earth,"
I said. "Blame Johnny Rasmussen. He has an itch. You know that. And
he's never had one yet where the scratching didn't turn out to be fun."
Pegleg sprawled deeper in the
chair. Reflectively he stared at the screen and automatically flexed
his plastic knee joint. He does this when he's thinking. It was while
we were scratching one of Rasmussen's itches that he lost that leg,
bitten off smooth by a plesiosaur-like critter in a little lagoon on a
planet I'd just as soon forget. That one had been only partly fun.
But as I said, I knew what he
meant. A geologist hasn't got much going for him in space. He's got to
have something to set his feet on, rocks to swing his hammer against.
And the ecologist is no better off. Oh, I suppose I could get concerned
about the space biome. But it's not me. I need my habitats tangible, my
biota solid enough to feel and see.
Lindy rolled out of my lap and
stood looking down on us both.
"I think," she said casually,
"that I've become supernumerary. I recognize the symptoms. You two
want to sit and deplore your respective futile situations. You may
forget that I, too, am temporarily unemployed."
Lindy's genius with
extraterrestrial microforms is such that we wouldn't dare a landing
without her. She was Dr. Linda Peterson, microbiologist extraordinary,
long before she was Mrs. Roscoe Kissinger. In fact, Johnny Rasmussen
has never recognized the marriage, even though he performed the
ceremony. He still carries her on the roster as Dr. Peterson.
"Sit down, Lindy," Pegleg said.
"We couldn't gripe with effect without you."
"No," said my gorgeous wife.
"When discontent's the topic, it's still a man's world. Or should I say
universe? I think I'll go run a diabetes test on myself."
Even Pegleg grinned.
But it started then, and almost
unwillingly we listened. Not that it was unpleasant. It wasn't at all.
It was strange, weird, haunting. The sounds came rolling out of the
speakers with a curious lack of rhythm, with no pattern that could be
pinned down. In fact, that was what was driving the sound boys out of
their skulls.
Here were no pulsars, no
monotonously repeated patterns of any of the several types of sound
we're getting now from space. Here was infinite sound variety,
constantly changing tone and pitch, sometimes like soft music,
sometimes raucous, but with a compelling completeness, point and
counterpoint. It went from laughter to pleading, from murmur to roar.
And yet the overall feel of it was alien. As sophisticated and
endlessly changing as it was, no one even considered that it might have
human origin. It was from space, from deep space, and no tests that we
had yet made could tell us even the direction from whence it came.
I say "we" because that was the
way Dr. Johannes Rasmussen regarded every mission the Stardust undertook.
Each job was a team job. Sitting out here in the moon shadow, swinging
with the moon in its orbit around Earth, an elaborate organization of
explorer specialists, Earth's finest space teams, had only one mandate,
one directive. Everyone, regardless of concern or training, was asked
to listen to the sounds, to the always different medley our energy dish
was picking up from the great disk on the moon.
At intervals that never varied,
nineteen hours and thirteen minutes thirty-seven seconds, the
cosmic broadcasts poured from the speakers. They lasted exactly
fourteen minutes seven seconds. From the first decibel they had been
carefully and completely recorded, and each staff member was urged, in
addition to his other duties, to listen to the tapes whenever he had
the chance. Since our duties were minimal, to be charitable, we had
heard a lot of replays. They hadn't helped a bit.
So we listened now. Lindy dropped
back into my lap, and we held hands and sat quietly while the speakers
gurgled and cried and moaned.
"They're unhappy," Lindy
murmured. "They're in danger and frightened and alone. They're begging
for help. They're not frantic yet, but they hope we'll hear them. They
know they can't help themselves."
"They?" Pegleg and I said it
together.
"They!" Lindy said firmly.
" 'One giant step,'" Pegleg
quoted. "Have you told Johnny Rasmussen? He'll be delighted. He'll be
especially interested in how you know."
Lindy gestured helplessly and
squirmed on my lap.
"He'll be like you," she said in
disgust. "Literal. Obtuse. But I feel it! That's not just
contact. That's urgent contact. They need us!"
Pegleg shifted his gaze to me.
"Your wife makes a nice
appearance in public, but she's subject to hallucinations. I hope it
doesn't interfere with your home life."
"Helps, really," I deadpanned.
"She thinks I'm handsome."
"That proves my point," Pegleg
said.
If this dialogue seems out of
character to you, just know that it's the way we are. It's the smoke
screen behind which we think. We've been doing it our way for years,
and in general things have come out all right. See the thick sheaf of
research papers under each of our names in any library worthy to be
called a library. We've all got oak-leaf clusters on our Ph.Ds.
But we weren't trained for this.
And the sound boys and the cryptographers and the language experts were
beginning to suspect that they weren't either. Especially befuddled
were the communications specialists. For the medley of sounds, picked
up by the fifty-acre
reception disk on
the moon as though it were originating just beyond the next hill, was
directionless. After a full month of trying, they still had no clue.
The great disk received the sounds equally well whether phased for
north or south, east or west; whether focused critically on Polaris,
Deneb, or Arcturus. And we, hanging in space thirty thousand miles
away, found that even their relay was hard to orient.
We listened until the end. As
always, there were familiar elements in the broadcast that I felt the
cryptographers should have been able to use. But each transmission was
different, and since Lindy had suggested it, I fancied that the tone of
each was special. Somewhere, beings with an advanced technology were
telling a story to the galaxy. Hoping, hoping, that somewhere there
were beings who could hear. These were feelings, too. My feelings. Only
the variety, complexity, and timing of the broadcasts could be used for
support for them. So I kept them to myself.
The last notes of the
transmission, a plaintive, appealing series of wails, died away.
Lindy shifted in my arms. She
sighed gently.
"The Music of the Spheres," she
said.
Pegleg and I were silent. There
was nothing to say.
Of the personnel of the Stardust,
of all the assorted specialists that made up the Earth's most
elaborate space organization, one person was never out of a job. Pegleg
and I could gripe; Lindy could sigh for new space bugs; Bud Merani
could fidget because there was nothing for an archaeologist to explore
out there in the moon shadow. But Ursula Potts was busy.
Ursula was nothing you'd expect
to find in a starship. Little, skinny, old, with weasel features and a
great bun of gray hair, she looked like her usual mode of
transportation ought to be a broom. To see her strolling the corridors
in sneakers, knee-length shorts of red or yellow or green, and an old
gray sweater that she wore inside or out, hot planet or cold, was
enough to make you wonder if it wasn't time for your annual checkup. I
mean you, of course. Not us. We knew her well; knew her and respected
her, and sometimes were even a little afraid of her.
Ursula painted. Painters are
traditionally kooks, and Ursula abused even that privilege, but she
also was a mystic—and a genius. Johnny Rasmussen spent more time
looking at Ursula's paintings than he did reading my reports.
And I didn't resent it. Somehow, Ursula saw things nobody else saw. She
pulled together the results of a look-see.
She beckoned to me as I passed
her studio door. She didn't do that to everybody. But we'd seen some
strange things together, she and Lindy and Pegleg and I. She was with
us at Armageddon on Cyrene Four. So I slid back the door and stepped
out into the studio; out into the raw depths of space. Or so it seemed.
"What do you see, Roscoe?"
No greeting. No nothing. She
didn't even wave at the big painting on her easel. But that's what she
wanted me to look at. Her strange eyes were glinting in a way I
recognized. Ursula was excited about something.
A big, decorated star map. That
was my first impression of Ursula's painting. Not her usual thing at
all. But when I looked closer, I could see what she'd done. It wasn't a
star map. Actually, it was a series of isolated sketches on one canvas.
They would have been familiar to any schoolchild.
The old constellations. From our
position out there in the moon shadow, they showed little distortion,
and Ursula had simply noted them down, perhaps almost idly, as little
dots of yellow and blue and red and white. But then she'd done more.
Around the clusters she had sketched the old mythological figures,
filling them in as her interest grew, supplying detail and emphasizing
it with color until each sketch seemed almost alive.
Old Orion seemed just ready to
step off, his club held high, his lion's skin across his shoulder, and
the short blade gleaming in his belt. Behind him prowled the Greater
and Lesser Dogs, tongues lolling, eyes eager. One was a German shepherd
and one was a Great Dane. Pegasus swept his great wings across more
than his share of the canvas as he stretched out into what seemed to be
a level run, nostrils flared, foam flying from his mouth. In spite of
the wings, he wouldn't have been out of place at Churchill Downs.
I chuckled as I skipped from
figure to figure. They were clever, done with the technique only a
great artist can command, but I couldn't see anything more. They were
superficial. I enjoyed them, but that was all.
I looked at Ursula, and her
insistent gaze sent me back to the painting again. I was missing
something. There sat Cassiopeia on her throne. Draco pushed his ugly
head up toward where the northern bears hung with their ridiculous
tails pointing to and away from the Pole Star. And then I got it. The
Little Bear looked plump and contented, and Ursula had skillfully
painted a honeycomb in his mouth. But old Ursa Major was unhappy. He
was gaunt and thin. His lips writhed back from his fangs as though in
pain. And no wonder! Out near the end of his long, unbearlike tail
Ursula had painted a big, livid, and obviously uncomfortable knot.
"I see it," I said. "Why?"
"Don't know," Ursula said. "Just
happened. Didn't look right any other way."
I peered at the knot. Two visuals
gleamed in the middle of the bruised and purple lump, one yellowish and
one white.
"Mizar and Alcor," I said. "Could
be three visuals. A little magnification will bring out another one."
"Know it. Put in another one.
Didn't look right. Took it out."
"It would scarcely be visible," I
protested. "It couldn't make any real difference in the picture, could
it?"
"Did, though. Wasn't happy with
it in."
I have mentioned stepping out
into Ursula's studio. That was literal. When we were in space, Ursula
painted in a transparent bubble, a small, room-sized blister that could
be extruded from the apparently featureless side of the Stardust. There,
in radiation-shielded, air-conditioned comfort, Ursula interpreted the
galaxy.
From deep in the umbra of the
moon, the constellations gleamed like on a summer night on Earth, but
with far greater scope. The Great Bear literally hung before us. I
picked up Ursula's binoculars, a 12x pair she had evidently been using
to verify visuals. I focused on Mizar and Alcor, the region of the
knot, the Horse and Rider of some mythology. The third visual came
faintly into view, just as I remembered.
"It's there," I said. "Hasn't
changed a bit."
"Know it," Ursula said. "Still
can't put it in. Doesn't feel right."
"And the knot?"
"Belongs. Got to be. Don't know
why."
She looked at me for a moment,
then suddenly turned back to her easel, her skinny fingers unerringly
selecting the right brush from the collection thrust handle-end first
into the large gray bun on
the back of her head. It was
dismissal. But as I slid back the door, she looked up briefly.
"Think about it, Roscoe."
She didn't have to say it. I was
thinking.
* * *
There hadn't been one for all the
time we had spent in the moon shadow; so when it came, it was overdue.
After looking at Ursula's picture, though, I knew I had been expecting
it.
"Ladies and gentlemen!" The voice
of Stony Price, communications chief, purred sedately out of our
speakers. It was evident that he had been given a formal communique and
told to stick with it. "Dr. Rasmussen requests the pleasure of the
compnay of all senior and supervisory staff at dinner this evening.
Appetizers at 1800. Be it known I've consulted the cook. It's a good
menu!"
The last, of course, was pure
Stony Price. He never stuck to a script in his life.
Johnny Rasmussen's dinners were a
tradition aboard the Stardust. They all had the same format,
the same formal lack of formality. That doesn't sound right. But it
says what I want. And a dinner always meant more than it appeared to
mean. It always preceded a crisis, or a big decision, or with the same
deadpan gentility, it occasionally was a celebration. The raison
d'etre was never mentioned. Attendance wasn't compulsory. But
nobody missed Rasmussen's dinners. They were where big things happened.
"I feel twitchy," Lindy said. "My
radar is jumping. This dinner is going to be a weirdy!"
She was selecting a dinner gown,
of course. She was busy at that ten minutes after the communique came
through.
I knew what she meant. The dinner
would be toothsome, as always, the company familiar and comfortable. It
was the reason for it that she was talking about.
She strolled back and forth
between two creations she had hung on opposite sides of her dressing
table. One was gray, a living, almost ominous gray, streaked through
with long diagonal flashes of vivid blue. The other was like a flame
hung on the wall. And that was the one she turned to, more and more
often.
No red-haired, green-eyed woman
can wear a blazing red formal and get away with it. False. One can. She
did, too; and with her curls piled high in a strange coiffure, a rope
of milk pearls across the
scenic splendor of her
breasts, and a white orchid at her left shoulder, she looked like some
barbaric princess on a world we'd just discovered. Actually, that's
literary fudging. Since the Stardust first passed Pluto, we've
found plenty of life, but none of it human or humanoid. Certainly
nothing that remotely resembled Lindy.
I seated her proudly, as I always
do. The women all tried, and several of them looked pretty spectacular,
but I had the queen and everybody knew it. And that's fair to good
going for a guy who looks as rough as I do. Even a dinner jacket and a
close shave can do only so much for a body like a storage tank, long,
thick arms, pillar legs, and black hair showing everywhere hair can
show except on the top of my head. Add a face that could have been
chopped out with a dull hatchet—and you wonder about Lindy. It must
be my beautiful eyes.
Dr. Johannes Rasmussen made his
entrance, on cue, exactly at 1800 hours. Tall, slender, tanned,
immaculate, his moustaches waxed to points, he stood behind his chair
and gazed with pleasure down the long table. Then, starting at his
right, he named names:
"Captain Griffin, Mr. Cheng, Miss
Potts, Dr. Kissinger,"—on around the table. When he got back to himself
he said, "I'm happy to have you here this evening. Won't you please be
seated?" He could have done the whole bit in his sleep. And so could
most of us.
The men sat, and we all pitched
in without ceremony. Utensils clinked. Conversation built from a polite
murmur to a contented waterfall roar, punctuated occasionally by a deep
laugh, or perhaps Lindy's high-pitched giggle.
Next to me Ursula Potts dug into
her baked fish like a hungry terrier. Ursula loves to eat as much as I
do, which is no faint praise. Ursula's dinner dress was a sullen
russet, with no ornamentation. Her skinny fingers were heavy with
rings. But her wizened face and strange eyes were the same against any
backdrop. She flicked those eyes up and down the table and chewed
steadily. She wasn't missing a thing.
"Good fish, Ursula," I said.
"Must be Friday."
She licked her thin lips.
"Barbaric reference, Roscoe. No
connection between food and the days of the week."
"Not to me," I admitted. "I eat
anything any day. But a lot of people still connect Friday and fish."
"Day of mourning among the fish,"
Ursula said dryly. "Quit beating around the bush, Roscoe."
"Okay." I shifted my tone.
"What's this bash about, Ursula? Any premonitions? Better still, any
information?"
Ursula slurped her Chablis with
appreciation.
"Don't know. Can guess, though."
"Give!"
"We're going out."
Rasmussen's seating seemed to
confirm it. Cap'n Jules Griffin was on his right, and he wasn't there
for his sparkling conversation. Cap'n Jules is the dullest man in
space. I can't talk to him for five minutes. Usually he sits far down
the table. But he's the genius who implements Ultraspan. He gets us
where we want to go.
And Moe Cheng sat next to him, a
big-nosed, slant-eyed little man who knows more about the galaxy than
any man has ever known. So it was logistics! But Ursula was
next, and then I. We weren't there by accident either. Johnny never
does anything at random.
We ate, and Rasmussen exchanged
polite amenities with those of us within range, like the correct,
formal English gentleman he is. I did say English. Forget the name. In
the nineteenth century he would have been one of the boys. To him,
dinner wouldn't taste right if he weren't dressed for it. Dinner
jacket. Black tie.
* * *
When the coffee arrived, big
fragrant cups of it, and delicate shells of good brandy on the side,
Johnny unwrapped the baby. Without seeming to do so, he raised his
genteel voice, just enough so that the people at the far end of the
table could hear him clearly.
"Ladies and gentlemen, a brief
but important announcement."
He paused, and the talk died.
"Miss Potts has painted a
picture."
Again that pause, but this time
the silence was from astonishment.
"Well, good for her!" Pegleg's
sour voice was low, but it carried. "But that is Miss Potts's business,
painting pictures. If Miss Potts had won the high jump, that might be
news!"
Rasmussen's eyes twinkled, but he
kept the faith. He didn't smile.
"This particular picture is
important to all of us," he said. "On the basis of it I have made a
decision. Dr. Kissinger, you have seen the picture. Would you describe
it, please?"
I was as out of it as anybody,
but I can go along with a gag. "I suppose you mean the knot on the
bear's tail," I said. "Proceed."
So I went over the picture
verbally and wound up with gaunt old Ursa Major, with his unhappy look
and the painful lump on his caudal appendage. I played it straight, but
people began to snicker. Everybody thought it was a yuk. For that
matter, so did I. "I would prefer tangible data," the chief said, "but
we don't have them. We tried everything we know. With the help of the
Luna Reception Center—the Big Dish, if you will—we have monitored and
analyzed and been frustrated by the sounds from space that Dr. Peterson
has called the Music of the Spheres. It has been impossible to
determine direction of origin."
Johnny had curled his long
fingers around his brandy glass, wanning it, and now he raised it,
barely wetting his lips.
"Miss Potts has sensed a
disturbance in Ursa Major. She has even been specific as to location.
Now we know that this is not evidence admissible anywhere in any
scientific context. But most of us also know that Miss Potts has—shall
we say—unique gifts." (What he meant was that the old witch was a
witch!) "She has been a staff member on every flight of the Stardust,
and I have never known her painted analyses to be entirely without
foundation."
A delicate sip of coffee, then
more brandy. "I have therefore notified the International Space Council
that the sounds appear to emanate from zeta Ursae Majoris, coloquially
called Mizar, and have received clearance to proceed there to
investigate."
There wasn't even a murmur the
entire length of the table. "The distance is eighty-eight light-years.
Captain Griffin has assured me that we have the capacity to span it in
seven stages. Mr. Cheng has plotted these stages. For seventy-two hours
we will renew supplies at Tycho Base on Luna, during which time R. and
R. leave will be granted to all personnel not involved in these activities. If any individual feels
disinclined to make this voyage, he may separate without prejudice, and
we will understand. That is a very angry-looking knot on the
bear's tail!"
He couldn't have bound them any
closer to the ship if he had put chains on them. And well he knew it.
He rose and stood tall, the
brandy glass still in his hand.
"It has been a pleasure to have
you here this evening. There will be further refreshment in the main
lounge, where the picture is on display for your examination. Good
evening!"
The old formula again. He didn't
wait to take a bow, just slipped out the way he always does. And the
press toward the lounge was faster than usual. If space people didn't
have curiosity, they probably wouldn't be space people.
* * *
Well, that was the program, and
that's the way it happened. The Stardust bestirred herself,
swept out of the moon shadow in a long ellipse and into the bright
unfiltered glare of Sol. Cap'n Jules took the scenic route, orbiting
the moon once as we spiraled in to our spot at the Tycho docks.
The landscape below us hadn't
changed much. The dome clusters were few and far between. For the most
part the long stretches of bleak, jumbled, cratered surface were just
as three billion years had left them. I had been over them hundreds of
times, but I still took a moment to stand straight and mentally salute
two truly brave men in a tiny, flimsy, spider-legged craft who came
safely to rest for the first time in that empty wilderness below.
Countless messages have come to Earth from space since 1969, but none
will ever again have the thrilling impact of the cheerful announcement:
"The Eagle has landed!"
But enough of reminiscence and
history. The Stardust eased gently into her slip, her
thousands of tons completely nullified by her new timonium antigravs.
Cap'n Jules brought her in like a feather on a breeze. She lay full
length, a vast metal sausage, blunt-nosed, blunt-sterned and
featureless. No on-looker could have imagined the variety of handy
little gadgets that could be extruded at need from her glistening hide,
from jumper platforms to Ursula Potts's studio. Nor was there any hint
of the full fifty openings that could be activated; personnel ports,
cargo ports, great shutter-like
openings that could each
discharge a four-man scout-boat into space.
The personnel ports were promptly
put to use as all but a handful of our researchers and crew streamed
into the pressurized corridors and out into the big-city attractions
and fleshpots of Tycho Base. Pegleg and Lindy and I went along. I
couldn't have cared less about Tycho's charms, but it did feel good to
get my feet back on terra firma once again. I said as much.
"Luna firma," Lindy corrected.
"Terra is thataway." And so it was, hanging resplendent, high in the
Lunar northern sky. The great central dome of Tycho arched over the
sector of shops and hotels and entertainment places in one graceful,
lofty sweep. It filtered out hard radiation and gave a soft, ghostlike
quality to the sunlight it allowed to come through. And it changed the
celestial view. We looked up at a luminous green Earth, and behind it
the northern constellations were picked out in icy dots. The Great Bear
was in view. For a moment I could almost see his gaunt, unhappy look,
and the swelling knot on his long tail.
We prowled the grass-bordered
streets, looked into shop windows, sniffed at the doors of eating
places. We sat on the benches in Tycho's famous Aldrin Park,
where oaks and beeches and pines and dogwoods pretended, like the
people, that they were still on Earth. A mockingbird sang from a holly
tree near where we sat. Cardinals and bluebirds flashed as they flew. I
wondered what effect the lessened gravity had on their flight. They
seemed happy and normal.
It was a pleasant little
interlude. Pegleg left us on affairs of his own, which I suspected had
to do with a slumberous-eyed, dark-haired little stewardess he knew on
one of the shuttle runs to Earth. The nature of man changeth not. I
felt smug, for I'd put all that behind me. Or, to put it more
correctly, I liked my arrangement better.
Lindy and I had dinner at the
Earthview, not Tycho's biggest or grandest restaurant, but I knew from
experience that you couldn't beat the food. And that's why I go to
eating places. We had oysters Luna, a pale green soup that smelled like
a breath of the jungle, reindeer steaks from Lapland, artichokes and
spinach from Texas, and three kinds of wine. There were fruits from
Malaya, a French dessert, and finally coffee and a heavenly clear liqueur, a specialty of the
house. And all served by a blond goddess six feet tall and
magnificently topless!
"Eyes are for looking," Lindy
said, "but don't neglect your food. Would you like to bet I couldn't
take her job?"
"Why," I asked reproachfully,
"would you want to put a poor girl out of work? You already have a job.
One that's yours as long as you want it, and when you don't want it any
more, I'll close the position out for good. Now may I look?"
Her green eyes danced. She
reached across the little table to put a hand on mine.
"Stare away," my wife said. "I
don't see how it can hurt you."
If you're thinking that this is
irrelevant, that it's all digression, don't you believe it. That little
touch of R. and R. was important. We needed the supplies they were
loading into the Stardust, but no more than we needed that
touch of solid ground beneath our feet, the renewed contact with the
substrate that periodically we all have to have. Still, the seventy-two
hours were enough. When the Stardust, herself rested, lifted
gently like a living thing from her berth and the moon dropped away, we
were all aboard, and we were all glad.
Earth was in our viewports for a
brief while. Then, under full timonium drive we flashed across the
Solar System and into deep interstellar space beyond Pluto's orbit. Yet
we were simply checking, getting ready for the journey. Light-minutes
were nothing, even at the terrific finite speeds of which we were
capable. Light-years were ahead of us. Eighty-eight of them. And that
meant Ultraspan.
We were in the hands of three
unlikely geniuses—they abound on the Stardust—and I'm sure I've
been more concerned for my life in a Paris taxi.
Moe Cheng planned the stages.
Cap'n Jules stood by to implement them, one by one. Johnny Rasmussen
structured the patterns at the end of each stage, move by move. This
was new space, and we were tracking sounds in a direction not
determined by any scientific data. We could never have justified
ourselves to any logical inquiry. Still, that didn't disturb me either.
Computers can goof, but I'd never known Ursula's weird sixth sense to
be entirely wrong.
An Ultraspan stage can't be
described. Nevertheless, I'll try. You are conscious in stage, but
nothing has either importance or meaning. In effect, according to one
school, during the jump you cease to exist as an entity, and the
Nirvana-like consciousness is like a shadow projected forward, your id
stripped of all concerns and without a home. I don't know. There is a
perceptible time-span in stage, and you know it's there. Yet
theoretically time does not exist, and with the effect of time
suspended, one space is as likely as another. Still, stages can be
plotted and the target space occupied. We've been doing it for years.
Lindy and I held hands for the
first stage, programmed for ten light-years. I was nothing and she did
not exist, yet somehow I knew that we were sitting in our quarters in
the Stardust, and that we were holding hands. It seemed days
and weeks, and yet it seemed only a minute or two. Our viewscreen
showed an alien pattern of stars. My wife's hand was warm in mine. The
starship barely had headway, perhaps no more than a thousand miles an
hour. We were in pattern after the stage, orienting, checking,
verifying. And the life of the ship went on as though it had not been
interrupted. Which, indeed, perhaps it had not. We use Ultraspan, but
we may never really understand it.
"There'll come a day," Lindy
said, "when I won't want to tolerate that any more."
She got up and walked restlessly
across the room. "It's painless," I said.
"Of course. It isn't that.
It's—it's just that it seems to take me away from me! You dig? With all
my problems solved, all my curiosities satisfied, all my challenges
met, maybe sometime I won't want to come back. To go ten light-years in
space without time lapse isn't for man. It's—it's ag'in nature!"
"Karma," I said. "Nirvana. Maybe
we have found the way. And what, after all, is ag'in nature? What's
nature?"
Lindy turned, and suddenly she
smiled at me. It was the quick change of mood that all women show. Or I
suppose they all do. I could see the strain go out of her face, the
confidence return.
"You and me together! That's
nature, friend. Pay me no attention, Roscoe. I go gloomy, but I'll
always come back."
I rose and started for her. And
our speaker rattled, cleared its throat, and the Music of the Spheres
poured out of it.
It was different. There was more
discord, more harshness, than in any broadcast before. It throbbed and
pulsed and wailed. Where before only Lindy could detect urgency, now it
seemed to me that anyone could. And I thought I knew why. We were
closer. Whatever was impending, whatever motivated those calls to the
galaxy, to whomever or whatever would listen—whatever it was, it was
nearer. If we had stayed at our base near Earth, we wouldn't have heard
this broadcast for ten years yet.
The signal was no stronger. It
came in plainly, though, and here we were dependent on our own sensors.
We didn't have the enormous backing of the Big Dish on the moon. As I
listened, conviction grew. We were headed exactly right. We were on the
beam.
After an Ultraspan stage,
Rasmussen always activated a twenty-four-hour pattern. This gave time
for a rest period, time for all data to be processed, time for all
personnel to adjust. For the feel of one sector of space is not the
feel of another. I can't explain that. But it's so.
We staged again, fourteen
light-years. There was no star pattern on our viewscreens then. They
were awash with brilliant light, all radiation screens were activated,
and not twenty-five million miles away lay the awesome grandeur and
tossing energy of a flaring sun. It was as close as we had ever come to
a primary energy unit, but it was no mistake. We were where Moe Cheng
intended we should be.
The broadcast came through.
Fragmented by the roiling radiation, we still picked up most of it. And
fourteen years had made a difference. There was panic in the music now,
fear, desperation, and the first faint threads of despair. If anyone
had doubted that our direction was right, they didn't any more.
Five stages later—five memorable
stages—and the Stardust drifted at the edge of a spectacular
star system. Not large, as such systems go, not as colorful as the red
giants are, but with an attraction for us that I suppose was at least
partly historical. Since man first had raised his eyes toward the
heavens, he had known this little twinkling dot in space. It was a part
of the complex by which travelers found their way. Ancients had used it
as an eye test. For this was Mizar.
I don't have to instruct you. Any
schoolboy knows the double-triple
systems of this brighter
one of the Alco-Mizar duo. But no schoolboy or anyone else of human
origin had ever had our view of them. The first human visitation. And
the last.
Our astronomers probed and
measured and explored and verified, while we sat impatiently watching
the viewscreens. They made it easy for us. The triple system of Mizar
B, three bluish suns, moved slowly along the paths of their complex
orbits around their common center in space. From Earth they simply
melded to form a dim blue point. But it was Mizar A, the double, that
had been our objective, though we had not known it. Here, somewhere
here, was the point of origin of the Music of the Spheres.
The smaller component of Mizar A
lay far in the distance across the system, a blue-white sun that
glimmered cheerily and normally. Its relatively giant twin, a bright
yellow on the charts, was no longer that. It hung in space before us,
an ominous, shifting, sullen orange, a vast, savage celestial furnace,
unstable and threatening. We knew its nature and its fate before the
sounds came through once more, exactly on time.
You have listened to a requiem.
You know the sounds of a dirge. The Music of the Spheres was still
music, but there was in it no hope, no calls for help, no panic and no
fear. The time was past for these. Whatever made the music was saying
good-bye, was expressing thankfulness for having lived, for the wonders
of having been sentient. There was even a gentle speculation that this
was not the end after all—that somewhere, in an unimaginable future,
there might be something more.
Now I'm not sensitive, as Lindy
is. Certainly I have no touch of the mysticism that allowed Ursula
Potts to feel crisis across the light-years. And Pegleg is worse. Yet
all of us, sitting in the small lounge listening to that broadcast, all
of us heard just what I've described. We felt it so plainly that we
could put it into words, as I've done here. And there was one thing
more we could detect. It was regret. Regret that before life ended it
had not known other life, other beings that knew the joys of thought
and achievement, beings that it believed existed, and to whom it had
sent its music pulsing out among the stars.
Ursula Potts sat small and still
in her chair as the broadcast ended, her strange eyes glowing. Tears
flowed down Lindy's cheeks.
Pegleg twisted uncomfortably as
he sat. Automatically he flexed his plastic knee joint. I got up and
paced.
"All personnel, attention please!"
Dr. Johannes Rasmussen never
speaks on intercom, but they were his cultured tones that came out of
the speakers now.
"This is a summary, for your
information. The sun Mizar A-l is in unstable condition, prenova. It
will disintegrate in thirty-three hours. It has a single planet. Dr.
Frost has recorded all vital physical data; so let it suffice to say
that it is appreciably larger than Earth, has an atmosphere, and every
evidence of varied and complex life. The music has originated there."
Johnny paused, and I could
imagine him sitting, his face calm and apparently untroubled,
reflecting on how to phrase his next sentence.
"We have time. We will proceed
immediately to the planet, orbit and descend to the surface unless
conditions make that impossible. Radiation is already high, many times
human tolerance, but far less than the shielding capacities of our
ship, or even our space-suits. Unless the music is mechanically
produced, life still exists on the planet's surface. But probably you
all detected finality in the last broadcast. Remarkable, really!"
Johnny seemed to be saying the
last two words to himself.
"The planet is now on your
screens. We will keep it there during approach. Please consider what
part you would care to play in our brief reconnaissance. The brevity is
occasion for regret, but it is fortunate that we have arrived before
the system destroys itself. We will allow ourselves a safety margin of
three hours, and we will stage thirty hours from this time. Thank you."
Nobody but Rasmussen could have
made the most dramatic experience man had ever known sound as routine
as a weather report.
The planet was a small bright dot
on our screens as we flashed toward it and toward its glowering sun. It
grew steadily, though. Cap'n Jules wasn't wasting time. Before long the
dot was a sphere; shadows showed and drifted on its surface; colors
glowed. Finally it hung before us in majestic blue-white splendor,
suffused over all by the deepening orange light of the sullen sun.
Doomed planet!
"What a pity!" Lindy murmured.
"What a terrible, horrible,
hard-to-understand, unbelievable
fate! Roscoe, if I didn't remember Earth, that would be the
grandest object we've ever seen from space!"
"Location, distance from its
primary, rotation rate, revolution rate, light quality and intensity,
all ideal," I said. "And there's plenty of water, an oxygen atmosphere,
a deep and varied planetary crust. Just the kind of cradle life would
have to have."
I had been running down Doug
Frost's physical data tables. Like I said, everything was perfect. If
you had set out to build a model planet, this was probably how it would
have looked when you had finished. Then add countless eons of
evolution! The results at least were life forms so sophisticated, so
learned, that they could send complicated musical messages far into the
galaxy. How far, we had no way of knowing.
And now the source of its life
was sick, stricken with an incurable illness, a slowly progressing loss
of balance in its atomic furnaces. In thirty-three hours the story
would end. Thirty-one hours, now. We had taken two hours to approach
the planet. For the life on that beautiful world out there, thirty-one
hours until the end of time!
As we swept into high orbit,
three thousand miles above the planet's surface, speakers came alive
all over the ship. Johnny Rasmussen was calling the makers of music,
and he wanted us all to hear. Every characteristic of the celestial
broadcasts had long ago been analyzed. I could imagine the care with
which Stony Price was matching element to element, intensity to
intensity, frequency to frequency. But it was Rasmussen's voice that
was going out. His message was simple. He knew that if it was detected
it would not be understood, but his neat soul squirmed if all ends were
not carefully tied.
"This is the starship Stardust,
from the Sol system, eighty-eight light-years from your own. We
have come in response to your messages. We see the condition of your
sun. We will meet with you if it is possible. Please respond."
The speakers were silent. I
probably held my breath for a full minute before I remembered to
exhale. But nothing happened. After a brief time lapse Johnny repeated
his message. Again nothing. Then he spoke to us, to the personnel of
the Stardust.
"I had hoped that we might
establish the location of the transmitting installations and home
directly on them. It was a remote hope, at best. Some hours remain
before the next scheduled broadcast, if in fact another ever will be
made. A pity. As you may now see from the building complexes on your
screens, life has indeed reached a high level here. We have not before
encountered any forms so advanced."
He paused, doubtless rearranging
his next sentence into a form that pleased him better. He never got a
chance to use it.
The music came softly,
hesitantly, wonderingly, as if its maker or makers didn't really
believe. To our knowledge, they had been sending their calls out across
the galaxy for nearly a hundred years. And now, when time had almost
run out, they were answered! The tones deepened, strengthened. We could
hear the exultant questions hi them: "Who are you? Where are you?
Speak to us again!"
Pegleg was at our screen,
adjusting for a better view, and we all could see the image whirl as
the Stardust changed direction. Cap'n Jules had shifted course
with the first pulse of sound.
"This is the Stardust," Rasmussen
said. "We hear you. Speak again! Speak again! Speak again!"
The response poured from the
speakers like a hymn of thanksgiving, like the sound of a choir in a
great cathedral. I'm no musician, but any field man can sort out
sounds. I could tell that that volume came from many sources. Then it
died away into soft, happy whispers and only one tone remained, a
clear, resonant soloist. That tone went up and down the scale, repeated
and doubled back on itself in amazing patterns. And I knew, everybody
knew, that it was speech.
The
Stardust swept down
into the atmosphere in a fluid, ever-decreasing glide. She knew where
she was going, now. The computer had solved the location of the
transmitter in seconds, for the unrelayed sound no longer lacked
direction. Clouds briefly blurred the viewscreens. Then we were
cruising smoothly and slowly over a landscape like nothing we had ever
seen before. Still, it was familiar. All the elements of cultured,
civilized occupancy were there. Only the forms were different.
It was not Earthlike. There were
no trees, no grass, no flowers. Color was there, and variety, and I
suppose I sorted things out pretty quickly. In the presence of proper
stimuli I began to function
automatically. If you put
food before a hungry animal, it will salivate. Put an ecologist in a
new ecosystem and he will start to analyze. Pavlovian. Inevitable.
All over the ship the same thing
was going on. Johnny Rasmussen issued no orders. It wasn't necessary.
Every researcher, every team, had gone into a structured behavior
pattern, preparing, planning, anticipating. Each knew better than
anyone else what his own part should be in this strange, brief, and
tragic exploration. I was in my lab, without remembering how I got
there. Lindy undoubtedly was scooping up samples, assaying the life in
the atmosphere. Pegleg was readying to go out at first touchdown. And
there was no doubt that Ursula's studio was extruded and that she was
hard at work.
My viewscreen flickered as the
scoutboats went out. Four swishes. Sixteen men. Geographers and
meteorologists probably. They would range for hundreds of miles around
the mother ship, their cameras recording everything from horizon to
horizon, packing in raw data about this world that would be studied and
analyzed long after the planet had ceased to be. We knew this. We all
faced it. But there was no other thing we could do. Here life had
evolved to high level—but all life must end sometime.
I changed into field gear. It
wasn't much, just shorts, a jersey, sandals and a gear harness. Outside
was going to be awkward and tricky, for we would be in spacesuits. The
strange landscape looked tranquil and peaceful, but the radiation was
lethal. We'd never worked under such conditions before. The suits
anticipated them, though. We had a wide margin of safety.
"Shame about that blasted
radiation." Pegleg read my mind. I hadn't even noticed him come into
the lab. I was scooting my chair on its track back and forth along the
row of sensor consoles that reported and recorded a variety of basic
abiotic data. "As you can see, the air is sweet. More oxygen than we're
used to."
"I've been checking the sources,"
I said. "Photosynthesis, as you'd expect from all the green. Funny
thing, though. Everything seems to be photosynthesizing.
Haven't picked up a flicker of what you might call animal life."
"Nothing looks like it either."
Pegleg studied my screen. We were cruising at two thousand feet and at
fifty miles an hour. First reconnaissance pattern. As eager as we were
to contact the dominant
life, the makers of music,
still Johnny Rasmussen held to the pattern. We had time. We learned as
we went. By now we all knew that the transmitter was a thousand miles
away, but we'd spend an hour in this pattern, then flash to our
destination in minutes. It was midmorning on the land below us, the
last midmorning it would ever see.
"Animals are more sensitive to
radiation," I suggested. "Could be they're already dead."
"The broadcast boys are still on
the ball. Are you hinting that they're plants too?"
"We're shielded," I pointed out.
"Why shouldn't they be? Somehow they haven't developed the know-how to
escape their planet, but I predict that in many ways they'll be as
advanced as we are. We couldn't have sent out the Music of the Spheres."
Pegleg's narrow face had its
usual suspicious expression, as though he smelled a dead mouse.
"Smart enough, maybe, to take
over the Stardust, and leave us here in their places to face
Eternity in the morning?"
"This is a planet bigger than
Earth," I said dryly. "The Stardust would be just a mite
overloaded."
Pegleg snorted.
"Genghis Khan would only have
picked a few passengers. Hitler wouldn't have taken everybody. Just a
lady friend, maybe, and a few zealots to do the work. Don't be an ass,
Roscoe. Even so-called kindly life forms want to keep on living. It's a
pretty basic urge. The hand of brotherhood should be backed up by a
club, just in case."
"If I know Johnny Rasmussen, it
will be. He doesn't look or act as ornery as you do, but I do sometimes
get the impression that he's sadly lacking in faith. Taking the Stardust
would require a gambit we can't even imagine. You know that as well
as I do."
"A comforting thought." Pegleg
subsided, but he still grumbled. "Just the same, when we finally go,
that'll be the reason. 'Love thy neighbor' is an impossible assignment.
All it does is to leave the door unlocked so he can knock you on the
head or steal you blind."
This was standard Pegleg
philosophy, and how much of it he actually believed I suppose I'll
never know. What I do know is that if and when I ever do get trapped
in a last extremity, there's no man I'd rather have backing me
up than Pegleg Williams.
We concentrated on the
viewscreen. The ship was traversing a tremendously wide valley, and in
length it seemed to go on and on. There were surfaced roads that swept
in sinuous curves, water courses that undulated, and wherever road met
river there was a gracefully arching bridge. Everything was curved.
There wasn't an angle anywhere.
Nothing seemed to fit the
specifications of a town. There were buildings, always in clusters,
always piled masses of brightly colored domes. Too big for family
dwellings, as we understand families, I still felt that they housed the
builders and users of the roads and bridges. The green mounds arranged
in orderly curved patterns over wide areas became plants in fields in
my thinking. The green was chlorophyll. So the life pattern was below
us, at least for this portion of the planet, but never a sign of the
dominant forms, never a hint of movement. Either they were already dead
from the radiation, or the Stardust had spooked them. If they
were alive, they must have heard that their space broadcasts had been
answered. So I reasoned, but nothing I could see gave much support to
my speculations.
The first reconnaissance hour
passed. Johnny Rasmussen gave the word, the ship nosed upward slightly,
and the land below us began to blur. In an hour we had traveled fifty
miles. In the next few minutes we went almost twenty times that far.
Then the Stardust cut speed and peeled off in a long sweeping
glide. The structure we had come eighty-eight light-years to seek
spread out ahead of us. It was, it had to be, the transmitter complex,
and just to see it was worth the trip.
It rose out of a level plain, row
on row and tier on tier of multicolored domes, piled on and against
each other in a fashion that looked fearfully unstable, but which must
have represented the ultimate in fine engineering. From a distance it
looked like an Oriental fan or a peacock's tail, spreading outward and
upward from a narrow base, the cantilevered domes like beads on
strings, thousands and thousands of them, each as large as family
dwellings on Earth. Two miles into the sky the great fan spread, the
weirdest and most beautiful artifact of my experience.
We swung slowly around it, drifting in a twenty-mile circle.
Cameras and sensors were
probing
and recording the whole improbable complex. My info board also told me
that the Stardust was enveloped in a force field that would
require incredible energy to penetrate. Pegleg needn't have worried.
Rasmussen wasn't underestimating anybody—or anything.
Our peerless leader was at his
microphone.
"We're here, friends. We're
coming in for a landing. Do you see us? Give us a sign! Can you hear
us? Give us a sign!"
Perhaps the last was because we
had heard nothing since we dropped into the atmosphere. And I found
myself wearing a humorless grin. Even in this last extremity, they
mistrusted us as well.
The domed dwellings were
scattered in patterns outward from the base of the fan, multicolored,
brilliant. There were many hundreds of them, and roads curved in from
all directions. Everything was there—except the life forms; except the
"people."
Cap'n Jules picked the closest
empty spot and set the Stardust down gently, without a jar.
Pegleg and I were suiting up, checking again and again the shielded
protective coverings we had never had a chance to use before. Johnny's
voice came at intervals from the speakers. No response. Suddenly we
were too strange, too alien for the inhabitants of this world, some of
whom had to be still alive and watching us at this moment. But they
gave no sign.
Rasmussen has imagination. He
wasn't getting through and he knew he was being heard. He changed
tactics. The next sound that came from the speakers was very familiar
and soothing to me. I had heard it under many circumstances, and on at
least twenty worlds. Often in my quarters, after a good meal, it
relaxes me as nothing else ever could. For Lindy strummed her guitar
and sang softly, sang a baby lullaby from old Earth, eighty-eight
light-years away.
That did it. Throbbing musical
chords broke from the speakers. Sounds ran up the scales and peaked in
little questioning tones. Lindy answered with chords of her own, always
gentle, always changing. We could feel the answering excitement as the
responses caught up each note, elaborated it, and flung it back, every
time with the question so plain it was almost in words.
"I wonder what I'm really saying
to them," Lindy murmured. "I do hope it's not insulting." She struck a
series of soft notes and
crooned a paraphrase of an old
movie song, a fairy tale from back in the twentieth century: "Come
out, little people, wherever you are, and see the nice spaceship that
came from a star!"
But the little people did not
come out. The musical dialogue continued, but nothing moved. By now,
though, we had more information about them. The physiologists had
activated their delicate metabolic probes and were searching the
dwellings and working their way up and down the fan. There were life
forms behind every wall, forms with complicated metabolisms, apparently
all one species. They were shy or frightened or suspicious, but they
were there.
Pegleg and I were ready. Johnny
gave his okay and we went out through the locks, the first human beings
to walk on this doomed world. We barely beat out Bud Merani and his
team of archaeologists. If Merani can't find ruins, new, strange
buildings will do. They swarmed out behind us, spread toward the nearer
dwellings. In our bulky white suits and gleaming helmets we may have
looked like a pretty formidable invasion, if Lindy's continuing concert
wasn't reassuring enough. I rather hoped she wouldn't accidentally say
the wrong thing. Undoubtedly the local inhabitants could use energy
concentrations, if they chose. We each were protected by a force field,
but as you would expect, it was minimal. It would be a minor deterrent,
at best.
Pegleg saw them first.
"Roscoe! Bud! Heads up!" Pegleg's
communicator was set for universal output; so he rasped in everyone's
earphones.
Large oval doors were sliding
open all along the base of the transmitter complex. Out of them small
cars came rolling, one after another, a veritable fleet of them. Like
the houses, their colors glistened. They came steadily toward the
starship, falling into lines as the roads fanned out.
We had set down between two wide
highways. In a few minutes each was choked with the little vehicles for
the entire length of the Stardust. There were hundreds, maybe
thousands of them, identical except for color, and each with its single
occupant. And the reason for that was simple enough. One was all a car
could hold. A hitchhiker would have been out of luck.
Each little car moved on four
fat, balloonlike wheels. Each car body was a short, thick flat oval,
and the driver fitted down
into it like an egg into an
eggcup. You'd be surprised how apt that was. The driver looked like
an egg. Well, maybe not exactly, but they were the same shape. The old
idea that intelligent life forms would inevitably be human or humanoid
just hasn't panned out for us. We've never found any that were. Thinking
it over, why should they be?
I walked slowly over to the
nearest line of cars, the idea forming in the back of my mind that
perhaps the beings couldn't leave their transportation. I could see no
limbs, no outgrowths of any sort. They had them, though, as one of them
quickly proved. It extended tentacles, pushed itself up out of its nest
between the wheels, and climbed down, shooting out extensions wherever
it needed them, retracting them again when the need passed. It rolled
toward me on multiple outgrowths, each flattening at the tip as weight
was put on it.
The thing was perhaps five feet
tall. It was a uniform pale olive-green. Longitudinal striations showed
on the body surface from top to bottom. Across the upper third of the
body, on the side kept toward me, was a conspicuous, eight-inch
ribbonlike strip, delicate and glistening and rosy pink in color. It
came to a halt six feet away, raised itself up on three stiffened
tentacles, tripod-like, and a well-defined oval section in its middle
began to vibrate. The flutelike tones were familiar enough. We had been
listening to them for many weeks. They were pleasing, varied, and the
being produced them in what was evidently a formal manner. We were
being welcomed. Or I hoped we were.
"The keys to the city, Roscoe."
Pegleg seemed to have the same impression.
I bowed to the egglike dignity.
"We thank you very much, sir or
madam, as the case may be. We understand you're having some trouble
with your sun. I regret to say that there's not a blasted thing we can
do about it, but we're at your service if you can think of something.
Johnny, do you have any suggestions for dealing with our little
friends?"
"Play it by ear. You're doing
fine!" Rasmussen's voice was in my earphone. The egg couldn't hear him.
It was already speaking again. Its voice was rich with overtones and
rose and fell with undoubted emotion. Then it paused and stood as high
as its tripod would allow, the pink strip across its upper front
rippling and intensifying.
I suspected that
this was an organ of vision, a suspicion later verified.
I bowed again.
"It has made some kind of a
profound pronouncement." I spoke clearly. "I think Lindy's guitar can
give the best answer. Play something, Lindy." I turned and gestured
toward the spaceship.
From twenty speakers Lindy's
series of musical chords flooded out. Then, one note at a time, she
picked out the first phrase of a simple tune, totally inappropriate and
three hundred years out of date:
"Oh, the moon shines bright
tonight along the Wabash!"
Out of date or not, it was a
sensation. The beings all swiveled back and forth in their cars, their
vision strips rippled, and a whole array of tentacles sprouted and
waved and were retracted again.
"Oh, dear!" Lindy sang. "I hope I
haven't promised them anything we can't deliver. Would you say they're
pleased or angry?"
"If I had a month, I'd be able to
tell you." I glanced upward at the savage, sullen sun, and once again
was aware of the murderous orange overglow. "This is a shame! To us
they look ridiculous, but they know what the problems are. Here's
culture and learning and joy of living—and this time tomorrow it will
all be gone. They know we know. And they know we can't help. Kismet!"
"In that case," Johnny Rasmussen
said in my ear, "they'll find satisfaction in knowing about us. Invite
him in!"
A lot of things were happening.
Squads of white-suited, helmeted figures were pouring out of the exits
as team after special team implemented its investigation pattern. They
expected full cooperation from the inhabitants, which had nothing at
all to lose, and certainly knew it. There was no time for diplomatic
sparring, for evidences of good faith. The only verity was the
dwindling time.
The little cars left the roads
and scurried like beetles over the fields around the Stardust. The
featureless hide of the ship changed. Rasmussen opened viewpoints,
extruded platforms and a veritable forest of sensors, anything he could
make visible without danger from the deadly radiation. I saw a whole
circlet of the small vehicles ranged around Ursula's transparent
studio, the vision strips of the drivers fixed on the strange figure
dabbing away at the big
canvas. What they
must have thought unfortunately will never be known.
The first of the returning
scoutboats circled the transmitter and planed in to ease itself into
its slip through a briefly opened orifice. Each boat would be
decontaminated as it entered. That the boat caused excited comment from
the egg-beings was obvious, for the volume of sound rose and peaked as
it came in. They were talking among themselves continuously now, like a
vast orchestra tuning up.
Three more beings had left their
cars and came rolling across to join the official greeter, if that is
what he/she was. I beckoned, waved toward the starship, took a few
steps. They got it immediately. They faced each other in a circle,
fluted softly back and forth, then turned again to me. I led on and
they followed.
As we went through
decontamination, I worried. What it would do to them we couldn't even
guess. But we were all lethally hot and it had to be done. As it
happened, I was wasting my concern. It didn't inconvenience them in the
least.
They were more concerned when
Pegleg and I shucked our spacesuits and appeared as vastly different
creatures emerging, like insects, from our bulky white chrysalides.
They twittered and fluted in what was without doubt astonishment. The
four of them rolled around and around us, nervously extruding and
extending tentacles, almost touching us, but never quite making
contact. When the purple all-clear light showed in the little room, we
led them through the sphincter into the locker room beyond and then
into the corridors of the Stardust.
"Bring them up to main."
Rasmussen's voice came from a
speaker on the wall, and our guests responded with a series of organ
tones. Evidently they recognized the voice. The corridors were empty;
the automatic lift opened when we needed it, and there were no sounds.
The ship was quiet. Since the egg-beings had no faces, it was pretty
hard to read their reactions, but their vision strips were rippling and
pulsing wildly, changing from palest pink to cloudy violet.
Dignity is a universal trait.
Don't think of it as human. You've seen it in the confident pace of a
fine horse, in the gracious, condescending mien of a full-fed lion, in
a tabby cat lying in the sun.
Dignity projects and demands
respect. And our guests, or hosts, depending on how you look at it, had
it in full measure.
We ushered them into the big main
lounge, with its easy chairs scattered as in a retirement club and wide
multiview screens everywhere. Just about every chair was occupied. All
rose to their feet as we entered. Johnny Rasmussen came forward with
the brand of dignity that is his special trademark, tall and
well-groomed and elegant. And the egg-beings matched him, gesture for
gesture, tone for tone. They knew he was The Man.
"Welcome aboard the Stardust,"
the chief said.
The egg-beings responded in
unison, a pleasing medley of sounds.
Johnny hesitated for a moment,
then lowered himself into the nearest chair. He had nothing comparable
to offer to them, but it was an experiment, just the same. It meant: Let's
communicate. And they weren't at a loss. They ranged themselves in
a half-circle before him, retracted all extrusions, flattened
themselves on their bases, and sat, after their fashion. They looked
like a half-moon of outsized paperweights, motionless except for their
rippling vision strips.
Communication, though, wasn't
that easy. Somehow, we hadn't been able to stumble on the key that
would give meaning to their music. It was reasonable to suppose that
they were trying and had had no better luck with our speech. Except for
gestures, it was a stalemate. And there was no time.
After a few minutes of
unintelligible amenities, Rasmussen made his decision.
"We will show them the ship, Dr.
Kissinger." He still seemed to be chatting with his guests. "We'll show
them quarters, labs, machinery, communications, libraries. We'll make
things work. Project a tape for them. Show them how we prepare food and
eat it. Let them look at viewscreens and through telescopes. Everything
we can think of. Many physical principles are universal. They're bound
to recognize something. Sooner or later we'll get a common denominator."
I could hear Pegleg's almost
inaudible growl beside me. Rasmussen sensed it.
"Don't worry, Dr. Williams. We'll
stay alert."
"See that we do, Johnny," Pegleg
said. "No dopes built that
transmitter out there. They may
have us pretty well cased already."
"A possibility," Rasmussen
admitted, "and a chance we have to take. You've never been exactly the
conservative type, Pegleg."
Johnny never uses
Pegleg's nickname.
"I'm almost tempted to hope,"
Pegleg said, "that I get a chance to say 'I told you so!' It doesn't
make sense that they will cheerily tell us good-bye and then sit flat
on their bottoms like they're doing now and await disintegration.
'Tain't lifelike. 'Tain't human!"
"Neither are they," I said.
We showed them the ship. As we
progressed, I could sense the astonishment that they first exhibited
give way to keen, understanding scrutiny. I was sure that they grasped
the purposes of most equipment we showed them. They twittered and
whistled and fluted over each new situation, with an occasional chord
thrown in. When I spoke into a microphone and indicated by gestures
that my voice was being heard by the thousands outside, they made the
connection immediately. As you'd expect. Communication was probably
their area of greatest technical competence.
One of them, perhaps the First
Greeter, though I never could be sure, rolled before the mike and
showed plainly that he wanted to use it.
"Oh, oh!" Pegleg said.
But Johnny waved a hand. The
egg-being seemed to swell; his vision strip flickered frantically; and
he launched into a long series of clear tones, modulated, muted, and
then occasionally ringing. It was quite a speech, and it took him
several minutes.
"Complete report," Pegleg said in
disgust. "Those boys now know more about how this ship ticks than I do.
May I timidly suggest that you don't show them Ultraspan?"
"I always like to hold something
back," Rasmussen said dryly. "It would take perfect communication even
to project the idea of Ultraspan. No, I think we're safe. There was
another reason for that speech. Look at them."
The panoramic viewscreen hi the
communications room showed the base of the great transmitter, the roads
leading from it, and all the car-packed area between it and the ship.
Our four visitors clustered around the screen, flattened their bottoms,
and sat watching.
The little cars swirled and
circled like colony ants. Many of them swung about and rolled back
toward the entrances in the base of the complex. The roads cleared. The
traffic departments in some of our Earth cities could have learned a
lot from the neatness and dispatch with which they sorted themselves
out.
By the time the roads were open,
cars were again issuing from the transmitter base. They came slowly,
each pulling a small four-wheeled trailer behind it, and each trailer
was piled high with multicolored oval packages. Without hesitation they
rolled toward the ship and on up to the port through which we had
entered.
Our four visitors tried earnestly
to explain. Their fluting notes were persuasive and pleading. They
extruded more tentacles than we had yet seen, rolled around the
communications room, paused to harangue each of us in turn.
"Well, I'll be-!" Pegleg said.
"That's a cold-blooded bit. They want to load on supplies and go along.
To heck with the peasants!"
Somehow that didn't seem valid to
me. Rasmussen, too, looked dubious. Lindy had joined us on our tour of
the ship but had stayed in the background. Now she moved forward, her
guitar slung into position, her green eyes and bright hair shining. I
felt it a shame that our guests had no basis for appreciating her.
They felt her sympathy, though.
They clustered around her, all speaking together, a medley of musical
frustration. She plucked single, somehow questioning notes. They
responded with a flood of sound.
"I don't know what I'm saying,"
she said, "but maybe it will give them ideas. They make no sense at all
out of our vocal sounds. They're more at home with the strings."
She pointed to the loaded
trailers on the screen, then to the egg-beings themselves, then swept
her hand in a wide arc to indicate the ship. She plucked a single sharp
inquiring note on the A string. And the visitors grew completely quiet.
There was no way to substantiate it, but to me they seemed appalled.
Suddenly one of them, surely the
First Greeter, extruded tentacles in clusters and rolled swiftly to the
wall of record files the rows and rows of cabinets from which we had
taken the tapes we had projected. He touched them, rolled to the
screen, and pointed to the carts. A single, infinitely dignified tone
came from him.
"Records," Lindy said. "They're
giving us their history. They're doomed, but they'd like the Universe
to know that they've lived,
that they've learned and achieved
and enjoyed. They're willing to go. They just don't want to be
forgotten."
I don't know how she does it. But
we all sensed that she was right. The egg-beings sensed it too. They
had got through. Their soft medley of sound was thankful and contented.
"Run out a loading belt, bring in
a trailer load," Johnny ordered. "We'll have a look."
"A good look," Pegleg
muttered.
But that's what they were. Many
of the bright boxes were filled with tapes, rolls and rolls of them,
each inscribed with wavering lines in bewildering and complete
confusion. Some were packed with metallic sheets thinner than the
thinnest paper, but sturdy and resistant. From edge to edge they were
covered with symbols in many colors. Records. The records of a planet.
Of a race. Of an evolution. A galactic treasure beyond imagining.
Rasmussen gave the order; loading
belts ran out all along the ship, and hour after hour the little
trailers rolled up and discharged their loads onto the endless moving
surfaces. We're an explorer ship. We have space for the specimens, the
artifacts of an intensive look-see. So storage was no problem. I could
imagine how eagerly the archaeologists, the historians, the
mathematicians, the cryptologists were eyeing this treasure trove. But
it depressed me. When we got down to the point of interpreting them,
the beings who had recorded, compiled and packed them would be no more,
would be part of a tenuous mass of gas outrushing into the depths of
the galaxy.
"I want to see!" Lindy said.
"They'll show me. I'm special. I'm sure they will."
She got it across to them, too.
At the screen she pointed to the great fan of the transmitter complex,
to them and then to herself. They fluted with understanding—and
beckoned. It was the last thing we could do, and most of the field
units took advantage of it. Time remained. Rest and sleep could wait,
while a planet lived its last hours.
Spacesuited again, we followed
our guests, now our hosts, through the exit ports. Long lines of
white-clad members of field teams swarmed out behind us. The egg-beings
seemed not to object. There was no possible reason why they should. But
we, as Lindy said, were special.
Our four guides climbed back into
their little cars, fluted positive notes into the medley of sounds
rising from their countrymen, and presto—we had transportation. A car
with a trailer ranged alongside each of us, and we were beckoned to
climb aboard. The flat trailer beds seemed as soft as sponge rubber,
but they held us, one person to a vehicle. Promptly we rolled toward
the great fan at a dizzying five miles an hour.
A description of that tour does
not belong here. You've read it in Rasmussen's official report (ISC
Annals, Vol. 72, A. D. 2119. The Log of the Stardust), or you've
had it piecemeal in a hundred news media items. It's here only because
it's part of a sequence, or an order of happenings, when we had to
explore a star system, a planet, and a civilization in less than thirty
hours. It's significant because it gave us the beginnings of our
understanding of the level of technology which these odd little
egg-beings had achieved.
For hours the little cars rolled
noisily up the gently sloping ramps, switching back, detouring into
lofty chambers packed with mazes of strange machinery, occasionally
debouching onto wide outlook window spaces from which the country
stretched away to a far horizon. The metallic length of the Stardust
on the ground below grew smaller and smaller as we climbed, and the
tiny cars were beetles swarming around it. We spent half an hour on the
highest point, on the very crest of the fan, a flat parking area that
might have held a hundred or more of the little cars. And as I think
back, we said almost nothing during the whole unreal experience.
The roiling, pulsing, unhappy sun
was setting. This world would never see it set again. We watched it for
a brief while, then followed our guides back down through the miles of
sloping corridors, glowing with multicolored illumination, and finally
out into an early darkness sprinkled with an alien canopy of stars.
The night seemed long. The Stardust
teams worked with the structured efficiency that makes us the best,
each team the extended arm of a master scientist. The Stardust gleamed
like a giant glowworm. The brilliance of magnaflashes lit up the
countryside for miles. Scoutboats darted in and away again. And over
all, the many colors of the lights of the transmitter complex cast a
strange, somber glow. In spite of the seething activity, it all seemed
like an enormous wake. Which, in a way, I suppose it was.
I was glad when the night
thinned, and finally the sullen orange sun climbed into view. I
welcomed Stony Price's solemn announcement on intercom, "Official. Nova
minus two hours. Staging minus thirty minutes." A sober Stony Price. No
clowning with communiques now.
Outside the little cars still
swarmed and scurried about in their thousands. But the last of our
people came in. Personnel check was complete. The many checklists were
finished and verified. We were ready.
"Staging minus sixty seconds!"
Lindy and I sat side by side,
holding hands, watching the second sweep of the chronometer approach
the sixty mark, waiting for the antigrav lift that would precede the
familiar Nirvana-like state of Ultraspan.
And nothing happened.
Our fingers still clung while the
chronometer made another sixty-second circle. The Stardust lay
inert. No lift. No motion. Then the shaken voice of Stony Price on
intercom. "Revision. Staging minus twenty minutes. A small difficulty."
In crisis, I am one of Johnny
Rasmussen's four first-line replacements. Any one of us, in emergency,
could take over operations and run the ship. Cap'n Jules Griffin, Moe
Cheng, and Pegleg are the others. I arrived at the control room last,
but only by about a couple of seconds.
Cap'n Jules sat in his control
chair as always, his square face unchanging. Rasmussen reported.
"There is an energy hold on the
antigrav units. We can't lift."
Moe Cheng's slits of eyes gleamed
with anger, but Pegleg looked almost happy. Or at least he looked
vindicated.
"Outside energy! Applied where it
counts! We showed them too much!"
"But why?" I protested. "We have
their records. They want them saved. They want the galaxy to know. I'd
swear it!"
"Play-acting," Pegleg said. "If
they can't live, why should we? They've analyzed our lift-off mechanism
and nullified it. All the while that we've been gathering data, so have
they. In an hour and a half, we all go together."
I've never admired Johnny
Rasmussen more than at that moment. Impeccably dressed as always, bis
moustaches newly waxed, he
could have been considering a
minor detail of operation. His tanned face showed no stress. He seated
himself, punched for a brandy from the console alongside. He said
nothing until he'd had a sip.
"Cap'n Jules," he said quietly,
"I think I know the answer, but why not Ultraspan direct? It has no
relation to conventional energy application."
Cap'n Jules shook his white head
stolidly.
"We're in contact; so essentially
the Stardust is a part of the mass of the planet. Even
Ultraspan couldn't stage a planet."
"So?"
"We'd disintegrate," the captain
said. "Or theory says we would. Never been tried, of course."
"In an hour and twenty minutes we
disintegrate anyway. That'll be our last resort, our last experiment
Meanwhile, we try to get them to release us. How, Roscoe?"
"I always get the easy
assignments." I tried to keep a calm face, but it was a job to hold my
voice steady. "Still, when I'm in deep trouble, I always look in the
same direction. This time I think it's practical. Call my wife. Call
Lindy—and her guitar."
"Of course." Rasmussen looked
like he should have thought of it himself. He made the call. In a few
minutes she came into the control room, a quiet, pale Lindy, but with
live green eyes sparkling, and a faint wink for me as she passed.
"They're holding us, Dr.
Peterson," Rasmussen said. "Somehow they've nullified the antigravs. Do
you think you could find out why?"
Lindy looked from face to face.
She saw nothing but chagrin and disillusionment, I'm afraid.
"Maybe I can't," she said slowly,
"but if they're doing it, there is a reason. They don't want
us destroyed."
"All the little atoms and ions
that used to be me will take satisfaction hi that as they blow out
across the universe," Pegleg said.
Lindy's eyes crinkled suddenly,
deeply. She turned toward the waiting microphone. Johnny Rasmussen
sipped his brandy, and his lean face was faintly quizzical. Pegleg's
very sourness had lifted our spirits a little.
Lindy worked. How she worked. Her
guitar queried and scolded and pled. The egg-beings crowded around the
starship, row on row and
rank on rank of little
cars. The illusion of the tuning orchestra was more complete than it
had ever been. They answered her with flutings and bell tones and deep,
majestic chords. But they showed no indication that they understood
what she wanted. We couldn't detect any concern that we were
overstaying our time. And all the while that time grew shorter.
At nova minus thirty minutes,
Rasmussen admitted defeat.
"Thank you, Dr. Peterson. I'm
afraid they've won. Our outlook now seems to be the same as theirs. But
at nova minus ten we'll try our last experiment. Even in contact with
the planet, we'll try Ultraspan."
I don't think Lindy heard the
last part of that. Excitedly she grasped Johnny Rasrnussen by the arm,
almost spilling his brandy. And, even with disintegration staring you
in the face, you just don't do that!
"That's it!" she cried. "Oh, of
course that's it! The one thing we couldn't take away before! They want
us to feel like they feel, to know what it's like to face the
certainty of Eternity! They'll let us go, Johnny! They don't plan for
us to die!"
And they proved it for her.
Through the packed masses of little cars somehow a roadway opened. A
pale blue car came through, hauling a blue trailer. On the trailer sat
a large blue casket. The whole blue unit drew up at the location of the
port nearest us. That was sealed, of course. No sign of it from
outside. But they knew.
A single high clear note came
from the thousands of diaphragms, a snaky forest of tentacles sprouted,
waved and retracted.
"That's for Lindy," I said. I'd
heard that note again and again.
Rasmussen gave the order; a
loading belt extruded, and the blue casket came aboard. We broke the
simple fastenings, and Lindy opened it there in the control room.
For a brief moment the contents
of the casket made no sense at all. Then suddenly we knew. Even Cap'n
Jules left his chair to join the circle looking down at the smooth,
slightly quivering mass of clear gelatin that filled the box to the
brim. Embedded in it were rows and rows of tiny green capsules, layer
on layer of them. Thousands.
"They don't want to die," Lindy
breathed. "They're saying, 'Find us a planet; find us a home
with a healthy sun. Let our race and our culture and our knowledge live
on.'"
"I don't understand, Dr.
Peterson." Cap'n Jules Griffin's heavy, colorless voice was evidence
that he didn't. Cap'n Jules is a genius, but he has no imagination
whatever.
"These are their spawn, their
babies." Lindy looked ready for tears. "Probably the most highly
selected genes they could arrange for in a hurry. They themselves will
die, of course. But their race is here in this box. We can lift off
now, Cap'n Jules. The antigravs are free. They want us to go."
And a moment later the Stardust
stirred gently, raised herself like a soap bubble on a breeze, and
swept slowly hi a great circle around the magnificent fan of the
transmitter, the thousands of tiny, colorful cars and their occupants
dwindling to insect size.
"Nova minus fifteen minutes!
Staging minus sixty seconds!" Stony Price sounded vastly relieved.
A sound began and grew and poured
from our speakers, a single pure deep organ-tone. Benediction and
good-bye!
Lindy and I held hands there in
the control room; Pegleg and Rasmussen and Moe Cheng settled into
chairs. Our senses blurred into the timeless nothingness of Ultraspan.
Then reality returned. The Stardust floated in alien space. On
our screens, four light-years away, the twin stars of Mizar A gleamed
cheerily, although one of them seemed somewhat smudged and murky. But
our view was four years old. We all winced when the chronometers swept
past nova zero, then sat for a few minutes in a sort of numb sadness.
"They're gone," Lindy said. "Sun
and planet snuffed out. Perhaps the other twin rendered unstable by the
energy release. But the life and the wisdom it all made possible have
escaped." She patted the blue casket.
It was tragedy. We knew them
briefly, but they were our friends and we mourned. Yet we knew that
such things happened often even in our galaxy. How much more so across
the universe?
In perspective, this was simply a
single blink of the Celestial Eye.