VOICES OF HOPE
DAVID FEINTUCH
PART 1
July 19, in the Year
of our Lord 2229
Chapter 1
PHILIP
In the
soft summer evening, Senator Richard Boland paced the den of our Washington
compound. "That's not just my view, Nick. The puters say-"
Stretched
comfortably on the couch, Father stirred. "Let the puters tell us what
water is available. How to use it is our problem." He brooded.
"SecGen Kahn's, these days."
I
glanced up at Mom, worried the discussion would upset Path. Absently, she
stroked my neck, I leaned back against the leg of the settee. If she wasn't
alarmed, I need not be.
"In
technical matters the SecGen relies on his staff," said Mr. Boland,
"Kahn's no engineer. I'm sure Philip could absorb the data as well as
he."
"And
faster," said Mom loyally. Across the room, Mr. Tenere, Dad's aide and
friend, nodded agreement.
I
wondered if I should look into it. Even at twelve, there were few math and
engineering problems I couldn't tackle,
"The
real issue is whether the new towers will be occupied before-"
Path
said, "No, it's that you let puters decide matters that should be in human
hands,"
Senator
Boland gave way with grace. "You set us a better example in your
Administration,"
Mom
shot him a warning look. She hated to see Path reminded of the no-confidence
vote that had ended his tenure as U.N. Secretary-General five years before.
Adam
Tenere smiled easily. "It did make for some long meetings, sir,"
Path
grunted, "I suppose it comes from my Naval background: you don't trust the
machinery. Recheck everything."
None of
the adults spoke, so I jumped in, "But you were proven right. When you
were Captain of Hibernia, the day they were about to Fuse with the wrong
coordinates-"
"Oh,
that was just luck." But Path's eyes didn't leave me, and I basked in the
glow of his approval, "Still, I've seen some
amazing behaviour from puters. Heroic as well as incredibly stupid."
Mr.
Tenere said, "Did you hear they trapped an Arfie in Euronet last
week?"
Father
frowned, and I realised he was having trouble with the jargon. My psych texts
said adults were slower to adapt than the young, and objectively speaking, I
had to agree. "Artificial free intelligence," I blurted, to save him
embarrassment. "They're AI constructs that expand beyond the originating
programs and cyber into-"
"Yes,
I saw the article in Holoworld," Path grumbled. "Sooner or later if
we keep letting those things loose, there'll be hell to pay."
"They're
bound by the limits of the ori prog," I told him. "Unless the
programmer inserted a-"
Senator
Boland said, "Robbie's sponsoring a bill on that." He seemed proud of
his son, now a U.N. Assemblyman. "The nets are too complex to control, but
we 're going to require delimiters in all new AI programs. Then if an AI breaks
loose, it can't..."
A
Hacker would schuss past their legislative roadblocks with a gleeful wave.
Whatever ice a puter could build, another puter could eventually crack. And
some of Jared Tenere's e-friends might try. I wasn't sure they had the skill to
succeed, but they seemed a malevolent bunch of joeys. Perhaps that's why Jar
liked them so; they rebelled in ways he only dreamed of. I thought of saying as
much, but it was past my bedtime, and adults tended to blame the messenger for
what they didn't care to hear. Any annoyance, and Mom would glance at her watch
and hustle me out.
"P.T.?"
It was as if she'd read my mind.
"Aw,
Mom." She'd gone parental, just as the conversation was getting technical.
My eyes appealed to Path, across the room, but he only nodded his agreement.
Reluctantly,
I said goodnight, gave the expected hugs, and made my way upstairs.
Across
the compound, Jared would be deep into his nightly vigil at his puter. At
fifteen, he got to stay up later. He got to do a lot of things, most of them
self-destructive. From time to time I thought of alerting Mr. Tenere, but I
gathered there was a
code of behaviour involved. Certain things adults were supposed to find out by
themselves.
I
sighed. I didn't have friends my own age, and learning the proper behaviours was
complicated.
My
psych, Mr. Skeer, said I shouldn't worry about my emotional difficulties and
should try to act as normally as I could, but I didn't know what
twelve-year-old norm was. I'd never been there before.
I hoped
the other twelves I'd run across weren't normal; that would be very depressing.
Once,
Mr. Skeer said that despite my intelligence, I had the emotions of a
nine-year-old. At the time, I was nine. I supposed my emotions were twelve now.
I'd be
getting hair soon. I checked when I sat on the toilet, but there was none yet.
Once I thought I saw some coming, but it didn't grow in. Adolescent Psychology
Monthly said puberty was confusing. It'd be nice to talk to Father about it,
but I had to be careful not to upset him. He loved me very much. He said so a
lot.
In bed,
the lights off, I worked on irrational numbers. After a time, I drifted into
sleep,
Chapter 2
JARED
"Get
away from my puter!" Dad spun my chair, his eyes blazing. "How many
times have I told you?"
I
grabbed his arm to keep from falling. "Don't sneak up on me."
"Your
puter's in there!" He stabbed a thumb at my room. "This is
mine."
"You
hiding something?" My tone was sullen.
The
console chimed. "Mr. Tenere?"
Dad
keyed the caller. "Just a moment, sir." He regarded me, his anger
slowly fading to distaste. "I have a right to privacy, Jared."
I
snorted. "Now you sound like the Old Man."
Dad
glanced at the speaker. "Don't call Mr. Seafort that. He might hear."
"The
Old Man?" I shrugged. "He is one."
He
turned to his desk, rummaged for a set of chips. "Come along."
Drooping
red maples swayed in Washington's muggy August breeze, offering welcome shade
as we strolled through the high-walled compound to the Old Man's home and
office. Across the river from Old Washington, nestled in the Virginia hills
incorporated into the broadened District, the compound was a public gift to the
Old Man after his forced retirement. P.T. told me the Old Man would have
refused it, had Arlene not insisted for their son's sake. The Seaforts lived in
the main house; our bungalow was on the periphery, not far from the surrounding
wall.
Dad
said, "Show him more respect."
What
would I care about a disgraced politician, no matter how famous he'd been in his
day? I said as much.
"Oh,
Jared." A sigh. I knew Dad was hung up on respect. Centuries out of date,
but U.N. Naval Academy had brainwashed him for life.
Dad
smoothed his hair as we reached the patio doors. Within was a hall, and to the
right, a sunlit outer office where Dad
worked answering mail and handling the Old Man's stream of inquiries and
responses. Beyond Dad's office were the doors to the Old Man's sanctum, which
had its own entrance to the patio, seldom used.
I asked
scornfully, "What are you, his trained rabbit?"
"That's
it. No nets for a month!" He stalked through his anteroom office.
"Rolf
and I are Unking tonight! We're schussing through-"
"Too
bad."
I
tugged at his arm. "If you think I'm ..." I shrugged, pretended I'd thought
of something more important.
Dad's
face had that look.
I'd
first seen it last month. I'd told Dad it was goddamn nonsense to haul myself
out of bed for school when Philip could sleep as long - and his expression had
gone tight as he'd moved toward me. I'd jumped back, not quite sure why.
Normally
I did as I pleased, and told Dad what he wanted to hear. After all, at fifteen
I was practically grown.
"Adam?"
The double doors to the Old Man's study swung open. "What is this
nonsense?" He gestured with his holovid. "I had a few questions about
the Freshwater Project, and they sent us three gig of - oh. Jared." His tone
was neutral, but just barely.
There'd
been a time when the Old Man's manner to me was cordial, even friendly.
Somehow, that tone had dissipated as I grew older. What goofjuice, for me to
care what an adult thought, yet there were moments - only a few - when his delight
in his son drove me to rage. Why couldn't Dad treat me likewise? Why couldn't
the Old Man see I was every bit as good as Philip?
Dad
gathered his gear. "I'll write Richard Boland directly. He'll cut
through-"
"When
you do, decline his invitation to the Franjee groundbreaking. Other commitments
prevent, etc." The Old Man stood aside as Dad passed. "I won't have
the media gawking at me just so Franjee can pretend I endorse his ..." The
doors closed.
I
slouched in Dad's console chair. When I heard the scrape of a chair in the
study I switched on Dad's puter.
I'd
broken about half his passwords, but a few were still beyond me. My e-friend
Rolf built a zarky password-cracker, but
wouldn't give me the code. He lived in Alberta, so I couldn't pound on his door
and talk him out of it. On the other hand, I hadn't told him the idea I was
working on, after reading about the latest Arfie.
Idly,
as if paying no attention, I tapped at Dad's keyboard, one eye on the screen.
The Old
Man had made my challenge more interesting: he wouldn't allow an intelligent
puter in his home, not even personality overlays or voicerec. "For years
they harassed me. No more." There was no use arguing: he was stubborn
enough to drive anyone to a rebalancing ward, as he'd done to his second wife.
Naturally he never spoke of it; hormone treatment was certainly nothing to brag
about.
I stuck
out my tongue at Dad's silent screen. After the net-locks on a superbox, his
passwords should be a zark. If only I could hammer his ice with a CLIP. Central
linked processors sliced through the hardest glacier, if you knew how to couple
them and had the nerve.
Luckily,
in our cottage, at least I had access to my nets. Each night, I would don my
mask and gloves and schuss the white powder hills of access.
Tonight,
after Dad went to bed, I'd link with a few e-friends and slalom the gates. He'd
never know, and by tomorrow, I'd talk him out of his punishment.
It
always worked.
I
opened some of his directories I'd already crashed. A letter to Senator Boland,
Uncle Robbie's father. Why did the Old Man bother with that old stuffed shirt?
All Boland did was make speeches. He wanted to rebuild the Navy, bulldoze the
crumbling cities to make a clean beginning, that sort of goof juice.
Yet
everyone knew we had no money for the cities; defence came first. Only a few
years before I was born, an alien armada had rained terror from the skies. We
lost cities, and suffered untold casualties. At last, now, the menace seemed
abated, but thanks to the attacks, and the Old Man's stupidity in letting two
of our colonies go free, my generation would be dead and gone before good times
came again,
"Hi."
I
whirled, but it was only Philip. "Prong yourself, P.T." I had to
keep him in his place; he was only twelve.
I tried to break another code, failed.
"Try
the base eleven algorithms; your Dad likes weird numbers." P.T. flopped
into a seat. "Careful he doesn't catch you."
"He's
with your Old Man."
Glancing
at the door, Philip frowned. "Path's in one of his moods. Someone told him the Senate wants to
reorganise Devon Academy."
"God forbid."
"Path
has a thing for tradition." P.T. rested his chin on his hands, looking
glum. "He and Mom are fighting,"
"Again?"
"They
try to hide it." His face twisted. "I'm just a kit."
Dad's
birthday in base eleven cracked another file. It was only next year's budget;
nothing of interest. The Senators merely kept the Old Man informed as a
courtesy.
"Need
help with homework?" Philip sounded hopeful. He studied with private
tutors, and was dumb enough to miss the drudgery of the common school Dad made
me attend.
"I
never need help." Not true, but no reason to tell him. Better if he
thought I was doing him a favour by letting him write some of my essays. How
unzark, his being ahead of me. Had to be his mother's genes; couldn't be the
Old Man's, I hesitated. "I gotta write a history report by Wednesday.
Anything government-related in the last hundred years,"
"Zarks."
He brightened. "Your room?"
I said
sourly, "If your Mom won't have a kitten-"
"Bail
out!"
I
slapped the screenblank just as the office door opened, Dad shot me a skeptical
glance. "What are you up to?"
I put
on my most sullen look. "P.T. was in the other chair, so I used yours. So
sorry." I got to my feet.
"Hi,
Philip," As I hoped. Dad chose to ignore me.
"Good
afternoon, sir." P.T. stood. The sodding joeykit was always polite, except
with me, because he knew I'd wipe his face in the grass if he tried it.
Not
that he had much choice, with adults. His Mom and the Old Man buzzed him like
flies on a trannie. I couldn't figure why he didn't seem to mind.
Dad
said, "Sorry, P.T., I forgot your holochips. Why don't you come over
tonight and-"
Footsteps,
along the tiled hall. A light voice. "Kidnapping my son again?"
As
Arlene Seafort appeared Dad's face lit with a smile he rarely offered me. But I
wasn't jealous. Soon I'd surprise them all.
"Not
exactly. It's just... I mean, I-" Dad swallowed, shut his eyes. Silently,
I counted off five seconds with him. When his eyes opened they held a
mischievous glint. "Yes, I am. You won't see Philip again until he
finishes my son's homework."
I
stared stonily at the window. Damn him; why cut me in front of the queen bitch,
just to tell me he knew about P.T.?
Her
voice dropped. "How is he today?"
Dad
glanced at the closed door. "Well... moody."
Arlene
grimaced. "Tell me what I don't know." Her hand fell on Dad's arm.
"Sorry, Adam." She sounded weary.
"Trouble?"
It was as if they had forgotten we were in the room.
"No
more than usual. It's just..." Her gaze lit on P.T. then on me,
"We'll talk later, perhaps." She bestowed a pretended frown on her
son, though her tone held no rebuke. "Philip, do your own work before you,
ah, watch Jared do his,"
"Yes,
ma'am."
She
ruffled P.T.'s hair as she left. "Adam, join me for a drink after
dinner."
"I'd
like that,"
I
caught P.T.'s eye and grimaced. Granted, his Mom wasn't as bad as most
seniorcits, though she had a mania for physical fitness, a carryover from her
military days. But hearing her with Dad was like a holodrama from the Romantic
Ages.
"The
Vegan resettlement?"
"Who
cares." I rolled over on the bed. P.T. sat at my puter, ready to translate
my ideas into respectable prose. The arrangement suited us both; it wasn't my
fault Philip was far ahead of his tutors, while I got nothing but drudge work.
What good was general ed? Puters were useful, and a zark. Dull useless facts
weren't.
Dad
knew school didn't suit me, but paid no attention. It wasn't as if he had to
send me; education was optional, and had been for a century. Hell, even the Old
Man said he'd been taught at home. Try convincing Dad, though. He shrugged and
changed the subject.
"Well?"
P.T. prodded my bed with his foot.
"The
founding of Lunapolis? Nah, I did that last time and she'll remember. The
response to the fish armada?"
He
snorted. "That's current events, not history."
"It's
been eleven years since the last-"
"Trust
me."
"Think
of something."
"Social
effects of the Augmented Fusion Drive? Too easy, I could quote it right out of
D'Aubison's book. Let's do the Planters' Rebellion. Hope Nation."
"It
was your Old Man who put down the revolt. How can you call that history?"
P.T.'s
eyes widened. "Jar, that was before I was born,"
The Old
Man's three trips to Hope System were the stuff of holodramas, but I was
thoroughly sick of it. Growing up with a living legend was no fun, especially
given his attitude toward P.T, and Dad's toward me, "It's boring," I
said, mostly for spite.
As I
hoped, Philip was outraged, "Putting down the rebellion? Blowing the
Station? How can you call-"
"He
did it just for the fireworks," My tone was sour. Everyone applauded the
Old Man because he nuked Hope Nation's station to destroy a flotilla of
attacking fish. But did he stop to think who'd pay to replace it? Even Dad
claims taxes are too high to raise my allowance
P.T.
was indignant, "That's not fair. Path hated what he did,"
Yeah,
sure. The Old Man gathered guilt like some joeys collect butterflies. After
Hope Nation they called him a hero and made him Commandant of Naval Academy.
"The Fisherman," he was called, though never to his face. But when he
got all those cadets killed, he cowered in a monastery for ten years, gnawing
the marrow of his remorse, I had a
hunch the published reports left out part of the story. Someday I'd get Dad to
tell me. After all, he was there, a middy aboard the mothership Trafalgar,
Whenever I asked he
would only look grim and shake his head. Maybe the truth was in a file I hadn't
broken. If so, I could sell it to Holoworld for a fortune. Retired or not, the
Old Man was still choice meat for the mediamen. Perhaps that was why he hated
publicity.
I
debated. Hope Nation had plenty of juicy incidents to hang a paper on, but my
goal in life was to escape Nick Seafort's frazzing compound, and I'd be damned
if I'd glorify him. "Nah. Let's do..." I thought furiously. "The
Hacker Revolt."
"Revolt?
They crashed the Treasury, but that was-"
"A
zark." I knew I was safe with P.T.; he'd never repeat what I'd said. In
school or elsewhere, I had to keep my mouth shut. As our teachers loved to
remind us, the Rebellious Ages were long past. The Reunification Church and its
U.N. Government wouldn't tolerate anarchy.
"I
suppose," P.T. said doubtfully, "we could write about the safeguards
put in place since-"
"Sure.
You write the intro." I lay back, A
moment later, I came awake with a start. "Don't shake me."
"It's
done. All of it,"
"Already?
Let's see." I scanned the printout, yawning.
The
Hackers' invasion of the U.N. Treasury in June 2129 was, like the barbarians'
sack of Rome, a decisive turning point in social relations. The chaos resulting
from loss of half a year's taxes shattered a growing nostalgia for the
Rebellious Ages, and thenceforward most societal institutions were united
behind the Rule of Law, as our era is now known.
Though
stringent security safeguards have since been put in place, continued reliance
on puters means that danger remains-
I
grunted. "I'll have to change some words."
"My grammar's
fine. Run your spellcheck, you won't
find-"
"Oh,
cork it." That was the trouble. If I turned in a report using terms like
"thenceforward" and free of grammatical errors, our frazzing teacher
would guess I hadn't written it. After P.T. left, I would throw in a few typos
to look like I'd been too lazy to run the speller, and string a couple of
sentences together. For Philip's benefit I said grudgingly, "It's all
right. I'll fix it up."
"Fine.
Do your own work!" He snatched the printout from my hand, turned back to
the puter. "I'll erase it and-"
"Don't
even think about it, joey." I tried to make my voice cold, like once I'd
heard the Old Man's, when he was still SecGen.
Philip's
finger hovered over the wipe. "Or you'll stuff more grass in my
mouth?" His tone was acid. "I don't mind helping, you frazzing grode,
but don't ever treat me like your personal trannie!"
He
sounded like ... I wasn't sure what, or whom. "Cool jets. It's a good
essay." He didn't seem mollified. "Better than I'd have
written," I added with gritted teeth. Soon, I'd be out of here. If all
went as planned I'd savour my revenge.
His
thumb left the keyboard. I let out my breath. Tomorrow, I'd reenable the unwipe
in case he pulled that again, P.T.
sulked.
Despite
my efforts, my anger dissipated. With Philip, it was hard to stay mad. He had a
quality that made me yearn to stroke him, I'd never tried.
"Gotta
go."
Curfews.
I snorted. Dad thought I had one, too, but he didn't know I used the hall window.
"I'll walk you back."
It was
nearly ten; the floods were turned off for the night. We crossed the darkened
lawn in silence.
Our
bungalow was at the far end of the drive, between the compound gates and the
helipad, Not much of a home for a retired Captain, or me.
Dad had
made Captain shortly after the Old Man became SecGen, and had commanded U.N.S.
Vesta before Admiralty sent him to act as Naval Liaison to Seafort. When the
Old Man lost his vote of confidence and resigned, Dad had volunteered to stay
with him rather than return to the Navy. I don't know why. Maybe the shuttle
crash that killed Mom had something to do with it; Dad said only that an
interstellar liner was no place to raise a child.
Selfish
of him; it'd be a zark to have the run of a starship instead of being stuck in
common school. Nobody would give me trouble as the Captain's son.
Instead,
when the Old Man retreated to Washington, Dad followed.
As we
neared the main house I said, "Thanks for the paper."
P.T.
shrugged.
"I
mean it." A little butter wouldn't hurt, for next time. "They loaded
me with math and-"
"Shh!"
He grabbed my arm, tugged me back.
The
soft sound of voices overrode my annoyance. I strained to hear.
"No
more than usual." Arlene. "It's that damned hadj he takes next
week."
I knelt
below the dim glow of the patio light, motioned to P.T. to follow. After a
moment I crawled closer.
"Hadj?"
Dad's laugh sounded nervous.
Arlene
said crossly, "Whenever he comes home from that bloody monastery he's sick
from the memories, and from shame at all the parishioners crowding for a
glimpse of him."
"It's
only once a year. He needs the retreat."
"I
know!"
P.T.
stirred uneasily at the anguish in her tone. I put a hand on his shoulder; he
shook it off, speared me with a laser glare that warned against touching him
again.
A long
pause. She added, "Perhaps more than he needs me."
Dad
sighed.
"But
he does need me. When he resigned he was so ... hurt."
Dad
said, "He didn't deserve their contempt. I know how he felt."
"I
wonder." She hesitated. "Adam, keep this between us, but part of his
hurt was his suspicion that he did deserve it."
Dad
sounded tired. "I thought he was past that."
"He
doesn't have much confidence. His self-respect is ... fragile."
I
glanced at P.T., but his face was in the shadows.
"That's
hard on you."
Her
laugh was brittle. "I manage. For weeks after Lancaster, I look at him
with adoring eyes, and bite my tongue when I want to criticise. Well, it's not
as bad as all that. But for Christ's bloody sake, I wish he wouldn't keep going
to that place!"
Dad
cleared his throat.
"Sorry,"
she said presently. "No blasphemy meant."
She
didn't have to worry in Dad's company, but in public a remark like that could
have her up for sacrilege. One had to be careful; though public piety might be
fading, the elders of the Reunification Church were still immensely powerful.
Last year I'd told my teacher what I thought of our stupid canon law, and got
hauled into the principal's office for a whipping. Worse, Dad hadn't shown much
sympathy.
Maybe I
should report Arlene anonymously. That'd show them.
"I
wish I could help," Dad told her.
"An
evening chat with you is enough." Her tone lightened. "Let's round up
our offspring."
I
scuttled away from the house, tugging at Philip. When he was clear, I leaped to
my feet, ran toward the veranda, spoke as if breathless. "There you are!
We were coming to find you." I addressed Dad. "Isn't it your bedtime,
young man?"
"Very
funny." He caressed the back of my neck; I refrained from flinching at his
touch.
Arlene
put her hands on her hips, her tone mocking. "Philip, what mischief have
you been into?"
P.T.
fell into her hug. "Nothing, Mom. Jared was showing me his puter."
Dad and
I said good night, strolled back to the bungalow. At the outer door he paused.
"How long were you listening?"
"Huh?
I don't know-"
He
shook his head.
I
followed him inside. "All I said-"
Dad
spoke softly, as if resigned. "I hate lies, Jared."
"That's
right, accuse me again. All you do is find fault. We were only-"
He
turned away. "Go to bed."
"Yeah,
don't listen. You never-"
"Now!"
It brooked no argument.
I
retreated, slammed my door in futile protest.
I'd show
them, someday. Dad, Arlene, all of them.
Someday.
Chapter 3
POOK
Fat man
sigh soft, grab at my wrist. I holdafort, proud. He slide down da wall, like
his legs tire. I reach down, pull shiv from his stomach, watch blood spurt 'til
it stop. I wipe my blade on his coat,
stick it in belt. Nobody mess wid a Mid.
I look
roun', don' see no one inna dark. Gotta grit teeth checkin' out his pockets.
Make me feel all glitch, him still warm.
Can'
fin' nothin'. But ya never know; he mighta had com. For a min I think 'bout
making Mid mark wid blood onna wall. Dis be Mid turf, even if alla Rocks not
know it yet.
Nah.
Smarter ta leave it for Midboss, 'less Karlo think Pookboy try in' ta crash.
Ain' had my upbringin' yet, but it gonna come any time now. Den I be reg Mid.
Old neut Changman say I be fourteen, moreless, but he so glitch wid old, I
dunno.
Sometimes
Chang make me drink his tea while he remem-ba how Fisherman come see him, 'fore
I born. Boolsheet. Ain' no Fisherman; he jus' scaretale fo' joeykits.
Still,
better I hang roun' Chang's place than onna street, special nighttime. Now dat
Mids be pushin' out Broads an' Rocks, lotsa rumb nighttime, an' Karlo say
joeykits sposc ta stay outa. I tellim I big enough, but he jus' laugh, whop me
on side a head.
Someday
I show him. Alladem. Like fat ol' Rock tonigh', think he c'n cross Mid turf.
"Fadeout," he say, hopeful Ri'. I fade him out bigtime.
I look
aroun', don' see no Rocks. Back ta lair, I spose ta, but too wired try ta
sleep. Careful, crouchin' in shadows, I duck 'cross street, run roun' corner.
Knock
three time.
Nothin'.
Knock
again, three time.
Voice
growl, "Go away. Close."
"It
be me."
"Dunno
any 'Me'."
I sigh.
Stupid ol' man. "I be Pook. Lemme in 'fore Rocks gemme."
Bolts
slide open. Time be passin'. I peer inta dark, my back itchin'. Be a soun', in
build 'cross street? Dunno.
Door
open. Scrunchy ol' man in robe look down his nose, suspicious. "Watcha
done, Midboy?"
"Nothin'."
I close door quick.
"Pah."
He shuffle ta table, take his cuppa, sip loud. "Joeykit thinks he's
talkin' to dumbass Mid. Try ta swind Pedro Telamon Chang, hah?"
I sniff
at pot. "Whazzat, tea? Feh." Coffee better, when he give, even if he
think tea be only fo' special fren.
"Tea,
yah." He padded 'cross room. "Allri', I giveya. Trayfo?"
"Ain'
got." Anyway, I be glitch ta tray somethin' I wan' fo' tea I don' like.
"Lemme
see." He stick his han' in my pocket. I make face, but lettim. Coupla
times he catch me holdin' out, and whop me good. I old enough now he can' do
it, 'less I let him. Dunno why I do; I almos' big as he.
He pat
me down. "Whazzis?" 'Fore I c'n stop him, he yank out my shiv. He
lean ta Valdez perma, ta sec it better inna ligh'.
"Gimme!"
My voice jump too high. It do a lot, nowtime.
He
inspee' shiv. "Blood? Cut?" His voice worry.
"Naw."
He try
ta hide his relieve. "Who?"
"Fat
or Rock joey." I shrug.
"Why?"
I
surprise at dumb question. " 'Cause he Rock."
"Thassall?"
His eyes anger.
"A
Rock on Thirty Seven! Mid turf."
"But
what'd he do?"
"He
be dere, what he do!"
Stupid
ol' man slap me hard, an' it hurt.
I let
out yelp. "Nobody whomp on Pook no mo'!" I snatch shiv.
Ol'
Changman bristle like cat some buncha scroungers figga for stewpot.
"Midboy gonna diss Chang, hah?" He shuffle
close, pull open his robe. "Right here, ya want to stick it. G'wan! Chang
go down fas'."
"I din say no-"
He grab
holda my ear an'twis'. I squawk. He yell, "This Chang house! No snotty
Midboy tells Chang what he look at. Put dat back where I lef it! An' stop
cryin'!"
"I
ain'cryin', ya ol' - all ri'!" I drop shiv on table. He leggo ear. Ain' no
talkin' ta Chang sometime; gotta do what he say. But inside, he ain' so fierce
as he think. An' he take me in, afta I pissoff Karlo.
He trot
ta back room, drag out 'notha chair. "Sit. Drink tea, feel better."
"Don'
wan' none." I sit.
"Wipe ya eyes an' sip. Ain' too hot." He
wait.
"Why ya comedown on Pook? Rocks ain' nothin' ta Neut." I sniff.
Can' help it; I hate when Chang be mean.
"Tea don' stay hot fo'eva."
He slurp his cup. I sip tea, keep him happy. Ain' too bad. Outside, streets
quiet fo' night. I look roun' shop, see what Chang got new.
On
chair, usual piles a clothes, all wash an' fold. Jumpsuits, like Uppies got.
Broads like 'em, but won' catch Pook in a jumpsuit 'less he bareass widout,
Frazzin' Uppies think they own N'Yawk. Don' wan' look like 'em.
Buncha
boxes inna corner "Whazzat, Chang?" His eyes go narrow. "Mista
Chang," I fix quick, 'fore he grab my ear.
He grunt, like he satisfy.
"Permas." Valdez permas, Batries we use fo'light, fo'cook. Uppies use
fo'lectricars an'helis, "Why so lot?"
"So
many." He wait 'til I say it his way, which I gotta do if I wan' him ta
tell. Else, he too stubborn. "Savin' fo' trayfo," he growl.
Dat
don' 'xplain nothin'. Changman save everythin' fa trayfo. He be a traytaman. He
trayfo permas or threads or cansa fo' trannie scrounge. He trays wid alla
tribes. Even wid Subs, once in while. Not much, cause no one mess wid Subs,
even fo' tray. Usetabe, they dissya soon as ya go on they turf. Now they jus'
take yo' trayfo, whomp on ya har'.
Inna
day, even Rocks an' Broads c'n come ta Chang's door. One time he make me hide
behin' curtain 'cause two big ol' Easters come. Argue some, trayfo lotsa.
After, he jus' smile 'cause
I mad he make me hide. "Easters don' wan' tribes know what they trayfo.
See ya here, they give Pookboy 'nother mouth." He make sign cross throat.
I
finish my tea. "Gotta be makin' big trayfo, so lot- so many permas."
"Min'
ya own biz," Chang grumble. He fill his cup. Afta while, he shake his
head. "Two month I work buildin' truce, an' stupid Midboy mess it up
dissin' Rock."
"He
be on-"
"Yah,
yah, Mid turf." Chang sip tea. "Turf fallin' down, an' govermen
takin' what ain't. Still tribes rumb, fo' nothin'."
"Turf
ain'nothin'!"
"Hah."
He rock hisself, breathin' hot tea. Eyes go faraway. "Cross street, down
Thirty Six, big store usetabe Mace turf."
Never
been no Mace, since 'fore I born. Jus' ol' man's dream. Still, he act like they
real tribe, Sighin' inside, I nod.
"Giant
store, took up whole block. They lived in. Little Mace boy came knockin' on
Chang door once, like you. Scared, mad, needed help."
When
ol' man look otha way, I stick out tongue. I ain' little, an' ain' scared,
"Eddie
Maceboy wasn't like Pook. He listened, when Chang tol' him smarts. He learned,
Ol' Eddie knew better manners than stick tongue at Pedro Telamon Chang."
Damn;
he not spose ta see, I get ups stand by his chair. "Din'mean
nothin'." He no answer. I pat his shoulder, feel funny inside, like bad.
" 'Pologize," One a big words Chang try ta teach.
Make
him smile, anyway. He sigh. "Maces died to keep their turf, Couldn' keep.
Where Mace now? Turf ain' worth dyin'for. Or killin'."
"You
don' unnerstan', Mista Chang. You ain' tribe."
"Afta
govermen done, tribes'll be gone." His blue eyes squint at mine.
"Joeykit can' imagine, but that day comin'."
"No
one pushout Mids," I go proud.
"Midboys
can' stop Unies."
"Unies?"
I laugh scorn. "They sick ol' tribe, by riva. Can' even get pas'
Sixth."
"Bah."
He push me 'way, "Not Unie tribe; real Unies! Govemmen!" He search my
face, don' fin' what he wan'. "When
Goverman Bolan' get his way, Unies 'll tear down city, put Uppie tower where
Chang shop be."
"How
you know-"
"It's
inna holozines, stupid Midboy. Filmatleven. If you let Chang teach read-"
"Don'
wanna read," I grumble. "Ain' no Uppie."
"Ya
never gonna be, not know nothin'!"
That
stop our talk a while. He go wash cups, I pace shop, nervous, pickin' up stuff,
puttin' down. Maybe Rocks fin' ol' fat man, an' come fo' venge when Pook run ta
lair.
Chang
peer from behin' curtain. "Okay okay, Midboy c'n stay night. Get hisself
killed 'nother day."
"I
ain' 'fraid a no-"
"Yah,
yah, Chang heard it before. Wash."
Chang
be glitch 'bout allatime wash. It ain' trannie way. Howya gonna wash threads,
onna street? He think everyone got Valdez permas ta dry wid? Think alla tribe
got good runnin' water, like Broads 'n few Mid lairs, or live near seawall?
Chang
ruffle my hair as I pass. Stupid ol' man think he my motha.
Nex'
day, sun shine warm. Wind blow dus' around rubbly lot ol' Chang call Mace.
Daytime,
streets ain' like night. Tribes go about, sometimes even innifo passby each
otha turf. Still, I gotta watch out, case someone knows I diss Rock.
Mids
live in lairs. Always secret place. Mids don' like uppa flo'; mos'ly stay on
groun' or basemen'. I look roun' 'fore goin' in. No one see.
Karlo
be boss our lair. I wait fo' him to look at me. He ain' so pissoff since I
brung innifo, but sometime he have a bad day. He nod, don'say nothin'. I figga
it be all ri'.
Longtime
back, my motha go ta 'nother lair, leave me behin'. Don' matta; Bigsis look
afta me 'til I growed. I be reg Mid joey kit, waitin' fo' upbringin'. But Karlo
gotta say okay firs', an' he make me wait extra, causa pissoff. Rab an' Swee
had they upbringin', an' I bigger 'n Rab. I ain' gonna cry like Swee, neitha,
when they cut Mid mark. I ready.
I peek
in stewpot. Bigsis gimme look like jus' ya try. I know stew be fo' later, when
alla tribe home in lair. Daytime eat, my biz. Tribe don' care if joey kit go
hungry inna day.
"Whereya
been?"
I
shrug. "Changman."
Bigsis
give me checkout look. "Why spen' ally a time wid Neut?"
"Dunno.
Somethin'ta do."
"How
ya gonna learn, hangaroun' allatime wid glitch ol' man? Gonna be half Uppie
like him?"
I
laugh. Chang no Uppie.
"He
shaggin' ya?" She soun' curious.
"Nah."
Gimme idea, though. I gotta see if he inerest. Gemme buncha trayfo, if he do.
She
don' much care. "He gon' die soon, anyway."
My
heart go pump, but I say casual, "We gonna dissim?" Maybe I warn 'im,
if.
"Diss
a Neut?" She look at me like I glitch. "Naw. I sayin' he ol'."
She frown at stew, stir. "Been ol' since I was joeykit."
I can'
imagine street widout Chang. Gotta ask 'im if he think he die soon.
Ol'
Chang spose ta be bes' traytaman eva. Mids say, one time he even trayfo laser,
back when Rock try takeova. If ya need cansa, Chang always got, long as ya
bring trayfo. He got shivs, threads, even window glass. Dunno where he get.
"Yo!
Pook!" Bigsis squint at stewpot. "Gimme help."
"Innifo?"
She gotta give me somethin', jus' little, else why I do fo' her? Wha's inni fo'
met Her
face get ugly. "I'll innifo ya, dreckface joeykit! Wan' eat tonigh', or
no?"
"Watchew
wan?" My voice what Changman call sullen.
"Who
got cansa veg? Tomatoes or somethin'?"
"Dunno."
She
scrounge unner table, pull up boots, good all roun', jus' little hole one side.
"Go find trayfo."
"Me?"
My voice come in squeak. I bring it low, redface. "I mean, sho',
Bigsis."
I grab
boots 'fore she change min'. Trayfo be job fo' grown Mids, an' she askin' me do
it. I go proud.
"Can'
giveaway boots," she warn. "Not fo' two, three cansa."
"Don'
tell Pook howta trayfo," I say, scorny.
Already I thinkin',
checkout street, fin' someone wid lotsa cansa. Don' even talk ta trannie wid
jus' a couple.
If I
can' fin' enough cansa, I go ta Changman. He help. On otha han', maybe he skin
me on trayfo. Chang worse 'n trannies onna street.
Chapter 4
ROBERT
"What
do you think, Robbie?"
I
snapped off the holovid, squinted into the glare of reflected sunlight on Dad's
worn cluttered desk, "You're really pushing the upside."
"Bah."
He waved it away. "After thirty years of politics I know to come out
swinging. Besides, what I say in the speech is true. The increase in land values
alone will justify-"
I
jumped in before he found his full voice. "Not the whole spiel, Dad."
"Wouldn't
hurt for you to hear it again," Dad grumbled. "So, how do I handle
the launch?"
"Prep
the party faithful, so they follow with their own speeches in support."
"Of
course. I don't want to be hung out to dry on this one." He brooded.
"Could we get Nick on the bandwagon? I've tried, but he keeps asking for
more data,"
"The
Captain won't even consider a public stand."
"Letters,
to some of our friends?"
"Possibly."
"Ask
him," He shoved his caller across the desk,
"Why
not you?"
"He
has a soft spot for you, Robbie, I'm just another pro."
I
sighed. After knowing him twenty years or more, I still felt uneasy pressuring
the retired SecGen, The man was an enigma.
Seafort
had joined the U.N. Navy at thirteen, and sailed as a middy to Hope Nation.
After a series of tragedies, he brought his ship home as Captain. More
important, he brought news of the first aliens mankind had ever encountered,
the fish that nearly destroyed us.
Captain
Seafort's second voyage ended in disaster when a fool of an admiral abandoned
him on the disabled Challenger with transpop passengers the commander disliked.
With courage
and tenacity, Seafort fought off the aliens and returned home with his crippled
ship.
He
sailed again to Hope Nation, but became entangled in a seething planter
rebellion. Desperately ill, left in charge after the fleet's recall, Seafort
managed to put down the revolt. Then, he went aloft in a shuttle and blew up
Hope Nation's orbiting station to destroy hundreds of marauding fish, believing
that his act was treason and he would be hanged. Had not the law been
overturned during his absence, he'd have been tried rather than feted.
After,
Dad and the Admiral of the Fleet wouldn't let him retire. The Captain was made
Commandant of Naval Academy, where'd I'd been sent as a green young cadet. A
few months after, I'd been allowed to accompany him on his fateful cruise on
Trafalgar.
Dad
moved restlessly.
I
asked, "Couldn't it wait?"
"Rob,
I need to know."
Reluctantly
I dialed, waited for the connection to Washington. "Adam? Rob Boland here.
The Senator's fine, thanks. I'm going to send you a speech Dad's planning. We'd
like Mr. Seafort to look it over. I could call, um, tomorrow."
I
ignored Dad's frown. It was he who'd taught me patience. If we rushed the
Captain, he'd just say no.
Adam's
voice was warm. "Why don't you catch the sub-orbital and join us for
dinner? I know he'd love to see you."
"I
don't want to impose-"
"Don't
be ridiculous."
I
gulped, a carryover from the days when he'd been a lofty midshipman, and I a
mere cadet. "If you're sure, sir."
"See
you at seven. Bring the speech along; he'll read it if I tell him I gave his
promise,"
"Thanks,
Adam."
"Looking
forward to it. We'll have drinks after, you and I."
"Zarky."
I rang off.
Dad
looked smug. "See? I've always known what lever to push."
"Is
that what I am to you?" I smiled to remove the sting from my tone.
Dad's
grin turned the lines around his eyes to crinkles. "That, and much more.
Besides, you love to visit them,"
"Of
course." I gathered my things. "On the other hand, Adam's son will be
there."
Dad's
mouth tightened. "Your ... nephew?"
"I
wish I'd never agreed to that 'Uncle' business. He's a distasteful young
joey."
A few
minutes later I went home to pack; the Captain would no doubt invite me to stay
the night. If he didn't, Adam would.
While
selecting a change of clothing, I mused on my friend Tenere. He had made his
own bed; he'd failed to put Jared over his knee when the boy had been small
enough. Instead, Adam let the boy walk over him, until it was all but too late.
Still, even at this late date, firm discipline such as the Captain had given me
might yet save him.
On the
other hand, who was I to know? I'd not yet married. Perhaps raising a child was
more difficult than it seemed. I glanced at my watch. Time to leave for the
shuttleport.
"What,
Mother?" I tried to concentrate through the static of the caller, and the
engine's drone.
"I
saw you on the news the other night."
"The
Freshwater Station? I had no choice but to go." As General Assemblyman for
Seaboard Cities, I'd had to be seen at the ribbon-cutting, though the Hudson
Station was another of SecGen Kahn's infamous boondoggles. I beckoned the
steward to refresh my gin.
"Richard
looked grim," said Mother. "How is he?"
"He's
fine." Since their divorce, my parents tended to use me as a conduit for
news about one another. I didn't mind; their mutual interest was benign,
perhaps even amicable. Mother gave Dad curt advice about his public image, and
he'd helped her through the dreary weeks following her transplant.
"He'd
better do more than show up, or that prick Kahn will preempt the water
issue." Mother was forthright, as always.
"Dad
knows." We'd had no choice but to support Kahn's Freshwater Project. Our
New York tower constituents were squeezed for clean water, and the upcoming
Delaware diversion wouldn't help.
"You'd
think we'd have more drinking water, with the ice caps melting. When I was
young ..." She sighed. "It was years ago, and you're too busy to
listen,"
"I'm
free 'til we land." I checked my watch. "Nineteen minutes."
"I
was eleven when your grandfather took me to watch them build the seawall."
Slow
but persistent global warming caused more snow, but the evaporation was also
greater. The seven-foot rise in sea level obliterated Bangladesh, menaced
Holland and other low-lying countries, and forced the hasty construction of the
New York Seawall just below Wall Street. New York was threatened at high tides,
but even more so by the furious summer storms that swept northward with ever
greater frequency.
"When
will your father take his stand?"
My eyes
strayed to Dad's speech, in my holovid. Not for the first time, I wondered
whether Mother could read minds. Or perhaps she knew Dad too well to think he'd
stay politically quiescent.
I said,
"It's, ah, an insecure line."
"Bullshit.
The Territorials know he's ready to make a move."
"Mother,
please."
Caller
to my ear, I flicked on my screen, perused Dad's speech. The Cities
Redevelopment Project was the key to his political future. He'd been Senator
from the Northeastern Quadrant for longer than I could remember, but our
Supranationalist Party was out of power, and had been ever since the Seafort
Administration's fall.
"I'll
let you go, dear. Back to my roses."
"Sorry,
Mother. Should I stop by the house?"
"Only
if you can stay a while. I hate those flying visits of yours. You flit through
the parlor like a bat and disappear."
"Perhaps
next week. I love you."
"Take
care, Robbie." A click.
Really,
I ought to see her more often. Despite her heart replacement, she wouldn't be
around forever, and I cherished her blunt advice.
I
finished my gin and leaned back, musing on the collapse of Seafort's
government. The crowning irony was that the March 2224 vote of confidence was
unnecessary. The Captain himself demanded it, against Dad's advice, after the
Territorials had worried at his heels for months over the Wade affair. He had
known nothing of Senator Wade's corrupt dealings, but the opposition had made
that innocence itself sound like criminal negligence.
If
Seafort had sidestepped rather than admitting his fault at every opportunity,
we might still hold office, and could deal directly with the towers' water
problems.
Well,
no matter. The Captain was out of political life, retired in his prime. Now, Dad
was staking his claim to the SecGen's red leather chair. Reconstruction was the
issue that had catapulted him to party leadership, and hopefully would lead to
the Rotunda itself.
"Care
for a refill, Assemblyman?"
I
glanced up, annoyed at the steward's interruption, but careful to hide it.
"No, thanks."
Too bad
the Hudson Station wasn't large enough to solve the city's water shortage.
Regardless of the potential unrest, we would have to rechannel the old city
mains. After all, the burgeoning towers were bulwarks of civilization, and the
source of many steadfast Supranationalist votes. They had to be supplied.
If Dad
eventually won the Rotunda, I'd try for his seat, and thanks to our name, I'd
likely win. A big step for me; the U.N. Senate was far more powerful than the
overcrowded General Assembly, with its thousand and fifty-five assemblymen.
If.
As my
heli set down on the well-lit pad I tried to swallow my unease, knowing the
warm welcome that awaited me. But, as usual in the Seaforts' presence, I felt
myself the fumbling youngster Dad had brought to Academy gates.
Years
later, as an Assemblyman, I wasn't often received at the Rotunda during the
Captain's Administration. At our meetings he'd seemed cold and distant. Though
it hurt, I did my best to conceal it. Perhaps my abandoning a Naval career had
disappointed him. At least I'd made lieutenant, and I don't believe my father
had a hand in it. I was vastly proud of the achievement.
One
day, in the midst of a stiff discussion about colonial tariffs, the Captain had
stopped short, spun his chair to the wall. When again he spoke, his voice was
halting and pained.
"Robert,
forgive my rudeness."
"I
didn't notice-"
"Of
course you did," He rose, stood at
the tall, velvet-draped window, hands clasped behind him, and looked down to
the filthy river.
"I
don't-"
"You
see, you make me remember." He turned, with a deprecating smile.
"Some memories are ... difficult."
I got
to my feet. "I'm truly sorry, sir. It's not necessary that we meet in
person. I didn't mean to cause-"
"Oh,
stop. Please." The force of his entreaty left me bereft of words.
"Something I must tell you."
"Yes,
sir?"
His
eyes met mine. "I was proud of you as a boy, and I am still."
I
gulped.
Damn it,
I was not a cadet. I was grown. Why the lump in my throat?
He'd
come around his massive desk, touched my shoulder lightly. "I'll bear my
discomfort without inflicting it on you." His eyes focused with
determination on mine. "You're welcome in my office, and in my home."
Shyly, as if fearing rejection, he embraced me. For a moment, I let my head
rest on his shoulder.
It was
as if I had two fathers.
I
strove to please them both.
Arlene
curled on the couch, her head on her husband's shoulder.
I sat opposite; Adam sprawled in an easy chair. "I won't stand in his
way," Captain Seafort said.
I said, "I was hoping for more,
sir."
"I know." He perused the printout, biting his lip. I
studied my mentor. Lean, prominent cheekbones, sunken eyes
through which one occasionally glimpsed private pain.
The
Captain was trim and fit, and though he was of average height,
one came away with the impression of great stature, a cold
strength that was more than muscular.
I
prompted, "Perhaps a speech to the Naval Veterans ..."
"No
speeches. I'm done with that, thank Lord God." As usual, his candor was
disconcerting. How had such a man
been elected SecGen? He was an elk
among wolves.
Well,
eventually they'd brought him down.
I'd
known he'd reject a speech out of hand, and retreated to a
fallback position, my real goal. "We're fifteen votes short in the
Senate, sir. If you wrote to a few friends ..."
"They'd
ignore me, or would if they deserved to hold office." He shook his head.
"Besides, I'm not sure I like Richard's approach. Aside from the enormous
cost, he's trying to rebuild the cities from the top down. You really think
more towers are the answer?"
"Sir,
I know that we're pouring Unibucks into vast new buildings. But that's what
hooks the construction interests, and without them we won't have the votes for
renewal."
The
Captain fixed me with a disapproving eye. "You'll be displacing a lot of
people for your ... steel elephants."
"Yes,
streeters." No point in denying it, with him. "But Dad's a realist.
The choice is that or nothing. Which do you prefer?" He was silent. I
added, "The cities are falling apart, sir. London, Denver, New York; in a
few years they'll all be too far gone to save. Is that what you want?"
Arlene
and Adam spoke at once.
"Don't
lay it at his-"
"You're
pressing, Robert." Adam looked abashed. "Sorry. Go on, Arlene."
Arlene's
head moved slightly, as if to shield her husband's from my gaze. "It's not
Nick's doing, and he no longer has a say in politics."
I
chuckled, to ease the tension, "He'd still be the most quotable man on the
planet, if he cared to be quoted."
"But
he doesn't." Adam's tone was sharp,
"All
right," I said agreeably.
Undisturbed
by the silence, I gazed at the couple on the overstuffed couch. Absently, the
Captain's hand curled around Arlene's shoulder. Still a lovely woman was Arlene
Sanders Seafort, Their
marriage in the Rotunda during the first year of his Secretariat had made
worldwide headlines. As Terran First Lady, Arlene had chosen to remain in the
background, helping her husband manage political chores rather than adopt
public causes.
Now,
they made a devoted couple, I'd heard persistent rumors of discord, but found
them hardly credible. They respected each other, a more vital ingredient to
marriage than mere love. And they treasured their boy.
A half
hour before, Philip had padded into the den in his pajamas to bid us good
night. As the youngster made his rounds his father watched with fondness so
unrestrained I felt an intruder.
"Good
night, Mr. Boland." P.T. embraced me.
"You're
getting big, joey." My voice was gruff. How does one talk to a lad almost
a teener?
"Yes,
sir. Thanks again for the model."
I'd
brought a 1:100 replica kit of U.N.S. Challenger, his father's old ship. P.T.
would probably complete it in a day or so; he had deft, fast hands and a
breathtaking intelligence that left one slightly uneasy. Where I'd have pored
over blueprints, he memorized the schematics with a quick glance.
I'd
given him a hug, not only because I liked him, but also because it would please
his father and make him more amenable to my request. Such was politics.
Now, I
smiled at Adam. Since the Captain had retreated from public view, Tenere had
become fiercely protective. My task would be difficult enough with his support;
without it, I couldn't win over the Captain. I wasn't sure I'd want to try.
Lord
God, how I'd revered Adam.
My
first year as a cadet had been utter misery. Sergeant Ibarez was especially
hard on me, perhaps to prove that my family connections carried no clout with
him. My bunkies were uniformly hostile; they were certain Dad had arranged easy
passage through Academy, and found constant proof where none existed.
When
Mr. Seafort had summoned me to his Commandant's office and caned me without
mercy for my misdeeds, I was undone. For weeks, sick with guilt and shame, I
couldn't find myself.
It was
Midshipman Adam Tenere who had succored me. Sarge had been decent; the Obutu
woman was kind, but only Adam was close enough to my age to know what I'd felt.
On long walks through the compound I'd blurted out my woes to him. He was
tongue-tied and awkward, but nonetheless, he was there. Once, when he was sure
no one saw, he'd actually hugged me. I cherished boyish fantasies about him,
never expressed, which later I outgrew.
I was
best man at his wedding. Elena was lovely; she made me regret bachelorhood. I
still missed her.
Elena's
death had sobered Adam; after, he comprehended that life bore pain that
couldn't be eased. Some youthful quality left him, but he embraced solemn
adulthood willingly enough. It was at my suggestion that he'd gone to the
SecGen's office as liaison. I'd no idea he and the Captain would become so
attached that Adam would gladly follow him into obscurity.
Looking
at me across the Captain's living room, Adam's expression softened.
"I
didn't mean to push," I said humbly.
The
Captain frowned. "Pushing isn't the issue. You know I won't take offense,
though I may refuse. But I have misgivings about your policy, and the sixty
billion cost will come in part from the Navy's budget." He forestalled my
reply. "It has to; we're the - that is, the Navy is the U.N.'s single
biggest military expense."
Most of
the ships lost to the alien armada had been replaced. Of course, compromises
were made. Many of the new ships were smaller, and therefore carried fewer
passengers. Our colonial expansion was slowed, even if the Caterwaul Stations
had abated the menace of the fish.
The
Seafort Administration had been steadfast in its support of the Navy, a factor
which had eventually benefited our opponents in the Territorial Party. Many
old-line industries that didn't profit from the shipbuilding had gone over to
them.
That
made Dad's plan all the more important; if we could recapture the housing
lobby, our campaign war chest would be fully funded. Multinational campaigns
were damnably expensive.
It
wasn't much past eleven when Adam glanced at his watch. I took the cue, and we
bade good-night to the SecGen and his wife. I walked Adam back to his bungalow,
chatting amiably.
"Watch,"
he said as we neared. "Jared's light." Through a curtained window, a
glow lit the wall.
"What
about it?"
His
voice rose. "We'll send Bennett a tightbeam in the morning. I think he'll
come around."
The
light flicked off. Adam lowered his voice, his smile grim. "They tell me
he falls asleep in class. He thinks I don't know he's up half the night
wargaming his puter."
I
hesitated, unsure if my opinion was wanted. Then, "Take it away."
"The
one thing he's passionate about?" He shook his head. "No, he's
smarter than he acts, Rob. Puters are the only arena in which he proves
it."
"Set
his hours."
"Why
attempt what I can't enforce?" He waved it away with a sigh. "Join me
for a drink."
"A
light one."
We
settled on the patio outside Adam's bedroom, on the far side of the cottage.
Adam
brought me a gin, uncapped an ale. "God, I miss her."
I
didn't need to ask. "So do I."
He
gestured to the house. "She'd have prevented that."
"Jared?
He'll come around."
He
snapped, "Don't bullshit me. You never have before."
"Aye
aye, sir." It was only half in jest.
"Well,
that put me in my place." Now his smile was genuine. "Sorry,
Rob."
I
shrugged. " Jared's what, sixteen? This is the worst of it."
"Fifteen,
barely. I look at him and see ... you." He added, "And others, from
Academy days. The contrast is obscene."
"Adam,
why don't you rein him in?"
A long
silence. "I... can't." Perhaps Adam saw too much of Elena in the
boy's finely chiseled face, the long dark lashes.
Sensing
his discomfort, I changed the subject. After a time we spoke of the Captain.
"It's
painful to be near him," Adam said. "He's so determinedly ...
sincere." He studied my face. "You didn't really know him when you
were a cadet; he resigned after the, um, Trafalgar incident. I had the fortune
to know him before." He looked beyond me, to another time. "He took
me to the Training Station, just the two of us. Lord God, what a privilege. You
should have seen him then, Rob. Bold, decisive, determined to do right by us
all."
I
stirred, restless.
"Now,
he's ... tentative. Yes, that's the word. He's mislaid his moral beacon. I
think he was glad his Administration lost the vote of confidence." He saw
me fidget and grimaced, "Well, I can see you're tired. Sony to-"
I
blurted, "It's not that. I need to use the head." My bladder was
ready to explode from the drinks I'd sipped all evening. I stood, feeling a
foolish boy once more. "Back in a minute."
I'd
been in Adam's home often enough. I opened the screen door, headed down the
darkened hall toward the bath.
Under
the boy's door, a gleam of light.
Perhaps
it was the ale, perhaps the shuttle-lag. Emboldened, I knocked once, flung open
the door.
Jared,
still dressed, glanced up from his puter. "Hello, Uncle Rob."
"Turn
that off and get into bed, before I do what your father won't."
He
gaped. "You can't make-"
"Try
me, joeyboy!"
He
hesitated, thought better of it. With a contemptuous flick he snapped off the
puter, sat on his bed, slipped off his shoes.
I shut
the door, continued down the hall.
By the
time I got to the patio I'd realized what a mistake I'd made. I was "Uncle"
only by courtesy, and had no rights with this wayward joeykid. Best not to tell
Adam; it would make things worse between us, and not only did I like him, I
needed his support to persuade the Captain.
While
Tenere led the conversation back to our youth at Academy, then to Elena, I sat
wondering what had come over me, ordering his son about as if he were my own.
"Remember
when we couldn't find her room at the Lunapolis Sheraton, and hollered at that
fuddled old lady to open the bloody door?"
I nodded.
I had either to tell Adam or make it right with the boy; I couldn't leave
things as they were. I waited for my opportunity, excused myself once more.
I
knocked. "Jared?"
No
answer.
"This
is Uncle Rob." I tried to quell my distaste at the title. "May I come
in?"
He must
be asleep. I turned the knob, peered inside.
The
room was empty.
Chapter 5
PEDRO
It
almost time, but Frad not quite ready. "Ain' even a holochip," I
grumbled. "Jus' papah book."
Frad
breathed hard, annoyed. "Gonna trayfo', Neut? I ain' got all nigh'."
I
shrugged. "I already offa two cansa fo' fallin' apart book. Wan'mo', bring
mo'book." If he had one. Dunno. Filmatleven.
"Got
three, maybe four mo'."
I
looked at teapot, decided couldn' warm my cuppa 'less I gave him some. Better I
waited. "Silly Broadboy think he swind Pedro Telamon Chang, hah? If he got
four book, he'd brung widim. He got jus' one."
"Four,
tolya!" He glowered. "C'n bring lata."
"Hah."
I trotted across shop, messed with box like I lookin' for trayfo. "Two
cansa. One small veg, one big chicken, like I tolya."
His
eyes flickered, and I knew I gottim. Before, I'd said two veg, one big, one
little. Now he thought Chang be glitch.
"How
much fo' otha papah?"
"Don'
need no mo'." Hurt tongue to say it, but hadda, if I wanted to get 'em.
"I'll trayfo the one you brung, look at others 'nother day."
"I
c'n run get, they ain' so far-"
"Nah."
I pulled out cansa, put on table. "Chang got five book already, why he
nee' three mo'?"
"Four
mo'." Now he committed. Good.
"Okay
okay, three, four, no diff. Take cansa 'n gwan; Chang don' allow more'n one
trayfo in shop atta time. Ya messin' wid Chang biz."
Frad
grinned, showin' no teeth. Been in rumb. Allatime trannies fight each otha.
Stupid tribes. Sad.
I
managed to wait 'til he gone 'fore I picked up book. Stranger Inna Strange
Lan'. Two hunner' year old. Mine. I clutched to chest like joeykit. Book go in
backroom, Chang's room. Book not trayfo, anymore.
From
back, a snicker.
I
raised voice. "Stupid Midboy laughin' at Chang, hah?"
Pook
poked out his head. "When Chang run outa cansa, he gonna eat papah?"
I
growled, "Run outa cansa, eat Midboy."
He
snickered again, pushing aside the curtain. "You funny, Changman." He
thought about it as I headed towar' him with look in my eye. "Cool
jets," he said quick. "Mista Chang."
Hadda
be careful with Pookboy. He might be socio. Wasn' sure, but didn' think so.
He
seemed to like me, mosta time. Wanted me take care him, but would he shiv me
someday, like poor Rock beggin' for passby? Did Pook know diff, right an'
wrong?
I went
in backroom, to shelf. Put book under H, real gentle. Read later, when boy
wouldn' interrupt.
Pook
was stay in' my house for while.
The
girl Mids called Bigsis sent him to trayfo boots for cansa. Joeykit wandered
round, finally wen' back with seven cansa. She shout at him some. Pook don't
got no control, mouthed her back, she told Karlo not enough cansa.
Karlo
got pissoff again. Pook came knockin' at Chang house, needin' bed. I asked him
if he tryin' to join Neut tribe stead of Mids, but he didn' think was funny.
What I
spose to do? Send him back inna streets, he wouldn' make it to initiation.
Upbringin', as Mids called it, where they cut Mid mark on chest.
After
while Karlo would cool jets. He was like that, hoppin' mad, then forget.
Wasn't
Chang's fault. How was joeyboy gonna learn not giveaway his trayfo, unless hard
way? No good tellin' him, gotta show.
Anyway,
boots weren't so good, hadda hole. Chang wasn' traytaman for joke; it his biz.
And Pook coulda said no.
Pook
shoved a book deeper on shelf. "What they say?"
"Say,
a Midboy don' touch, or he fin' hisself on street fas'."
He
grinned. I hated when he did that. Traytamen couldn't afford seniment.
"Ain'
'fraid a you, Mista Chang." He looked up. "Books say, 'Looka me?
Coulda had two cansa steada me?' "
"Hah."
I patted him on back. "They tellya 'bout worl'. Everyt'ing in books. Read,
ya fin' out."
I
waited, with hope.
It was
like tray with Frad I just finished. Hadda ease him along, wait 'til he ready.
If I tol' Pook the world of books open his eyes, let him see how insignificant
was trannie life, he'd scare, wouldn't read. Prolly was best not to push. Tell Pook
books ain't for him. Tell him keep away. Then maybe he'd want.
I
warmed my cuppa tea, sat by Valdez perma, sipping. Wasn't easy bein' traytaman.
Hadda weave my way 'tween tribes, takin' sides with none. An' always remember
use right talk.
Trannietalk,
for tribes. Natural; I trannie born. Don' use big words, keep tenses simple,
like before I found firs' cobwebby books and sat to read by light from gaping
hole in roof. Never make mistake talkin', or tribes'll hear an' think I got
high pretenses. Won't trust.
Book
talk for books. When author friend speaks, answer him same way. What you
referring to, Ayn Rand, when you say selfish? What was so terrible about
London, Charles Dickens? I'd tray it for Lower New York in a minute. How Chang
would talk, he be Uppie.
An',
Changtalk for inside Chang. Prolly closer to Uppie talk now, with alla books.
But not quite. More easy in it than book talk.
Made
head spin, sometimes, but used to it now.
Pook
stirred. "Don' need nothin' in book. Wan' know, ask Karlo."
"Yah,
ask Karlo. He know lot more'n Chang." Joeykit hopeless. Why I bother with
him? Dunno.
In
morning I got out wheelcart, made boy loadup permas in outer room. Eat Chang's
food, gotta work. Fair, but he didn' like. Went sullen for while.
Hot
summer, but I put on coat so have pockets for innifo.
"Whereya
go, Mista Chang?"
"We,
Pookboy. You be comealong."
He made
face. "Naw. Stay."
Maybe
lose him, but time to settle; he old enough now. I went to him, touched his
face, gentle. "Lissenup, little Midboy." He waited. My throat went
dry; longtime I lived alone. I liked havin' someone talk to. Even Midboy, who
wouldn' look at book.
I said
stern, "Wasn' me, asked Midboy come knockin' at Chang door. Boy still
wanna stay, okay okay. Or he c'n ask Rocks fo' place to sleep."
Vein in
his forehead throbbed.
Couldn'
stop now. Too late. "Midboy almos' growed, gotta decide for hisself. Onna
street, tell Chang go prong his-self. But in Chang's house, yes Mista Chang, I
do whatchew say, I help. Midboy got choice."
Boy's
eyes sliced through Chang like shiv.
I
shrugged, like didn' matter. "Midboy think Chang's life be all sippin'
cuppa? Trayfo be har' work. You help, or get los'."
He said
shrill, "Don' need glitch ol' Neut! Keep ya cansa! I take care a
self!" In rage, he kicked over table. Teapot and cups went fly in'. Steam
rose from wet floor.
I didn'
move.
"Lucky
I don' dissya, Changman!" His face red, he clawed at locks. "Maybe
will, nextime!" Got door open. Out. Slam.
I sighed,
muttering to self as I cleaned up mess. Chance I hadda take, but sorry I lost.
Put
table back in place. Midboy gonna be allri', I tol' self. He has shiv, he
plenny rowd.
I
washed cup, refilled pot. Water ran rust today, an' real low. Usetabe, have a
problem, soonalate, govermen fix. Now they didn' care. More water for Uppies.
At
last, I ready. Wheeled cart to door. Draped it with cloth coverup.
Bright
day, hot and sunny, an' everyone knew Chang be Neut. Still, I opened door
careful. A few people aroun', none too close.
Went
out, locked three locks. Took chalk from pocket, drew eye on steel panel, Didn'
mean nothin', but tribes weren' sure.
My shop
on Thirty Five. Mid turf, now. Rock, usetabe. Rocks got pushout down to Thirty
Three. Secon' time; 'fore that they was Americas an'Fifty Four in Rockcenta. I
pushed cart to comer. Heavy.
"Watcha
got, traytaman?" Ravan, a boss Mid, come alongside.
"Got
enough sense to min' my own biz," My voice gruff. Ravan grinned. Everyone
used to my talk.
He
walked with me. "Any good trayfo?"
"Usual."
Wondered what he want.
"Whatcha
lookin' fo' special?"
"Don'
make no diff. Bring it, Chang trayfo." I turned corner, started uptown.
'Nother block, would reach Broad turf.
Ravan
asked, casual, "Chang got new water pipe?"
No,
didn' have, but knew where to get. Not copper, like old, but heavy plastic
snapons, like in towers. Careful, Pedro. I stopped, looked him over.
"Whaffo Mids wan' water pipe, hah?"
Smile
went from his mouth. "Fin' water main, maybe. Run to lair for new."
Heart
wen' thump. Lotsa pipe, big trayfo. I'd make Mids find me jumpsuits 'n stuff I
could tray uptown for cansa, coin, anything. Then tray that to other tribes ...
Big
tray.
"Pipe
never been used cos' a lot," I said, cautious.
"How
much?"
"Lot."
I met his eye. "But I maybe c'n get. Firs', tell me how much. Then we have
tea-coffee, I mean, 'n decide."
Ravan
was stupe in trayfo. Bit right away. "Mids c'n pay if Chang don' tryta
skin us." His look held warning.
I had
him, for anything I wan'. I started thinkin', tray up, tray up more, back an'
forth, maybe even to new roof fo' shop. Who know?
I
hesitated.
Chang
could tray lotta pipe. On other han', Mids be pissoff, if they pay for new pipe
an still find they had prollem.
Like I
told Midboy, growed man gotta decide for hisself, I was
trannie too.
I
sighed, roof fadin' in my mind. My voice curt. "It ain' the pipes,
Ravan."
He went
cold. "Whatcha mean?"
I hoped
he remember I be Neut. "I mean, Mids see water stoppin' in lair. Can't
cook, can't drink, it be so muddy. Ya try changin' lair, but no good. Mids
gotta find water quick."
His
eyes dangerous. "Who tolya? Pookboy? I dissim!"
I
talked quick, 'fore he blew. "Think a Mid c'n swind Pedro Telamon Chang,
hah? I know. Alla lair, same t'ing. Ain' pipes,"
"What
it be, Neut?"
"Water.
Govermen lettin' it go off. Ain' enough for trannies 'n Uppies both."
"Off?"
He spat. "Now I know ya glitched. Water can't be off. Water is always,
'less pipe fill up wid goo."
"Time
is new. Govermen don' care. Won' fix old pipe."
"Govermen
neva go inna street." His voice all scorn.
I said,
quiet, "Not for longtime. Did, once." Before Chang.
His
look unsure. "Changman, what we gonna do?"
"Mids,
all by self? Nothin'." I peered into face. Couldn' lose this chance; time
runnin' out. "Maybe, wid' alla tribes, think of somethin'."
"Alla
tribes? Think Broads gonna run wid Rocks? Mid with Unies? You glitch."
"Won'
be easy, naw. No trus'. But if everyone losin' water, we c'n-"
"You
glitch." He strode away.
Ah,
Pedro. Who asked you to be charga savin' trannies? I rolled cart toward corner,
where Broad tribesmen waited, Neuts
had it too easy, some ways. Free of tribe, free to live alone, do what they
want. Read books no one else care 'bout. No upbringing, no scars.
Not a
lotta trannies went Neut, Too alone for most. Those that did learned to stay
clear of tribe feuds, keep mind on trayfo. But couldn' forget, bein' Neut was
responsibility too. Others, they jus' Mids or Broads, Subs or Easters.
Us
Neuts, we be the true trannies.
"Whoa,
traytaman." Broad put out big hand.
I acted
annoyed, "Ya wan' innifo? I ain' no dumbass Mid, askin' passby. I
Neut."
He
shrugged. "Don' matter. Broad turf, Neut or no. Was
worth a try, I dug can outa pocket.
"Thasall?"
"Neut
shouldn't haveta pay innifo, nohow," I grumbled, "How else gonna get
trayfo, hah? Broads come ta Chang store, wanna see empty?"
He
scowled. "Might as well, Chang trayfo so high." I got ready ta move
on, done with small talk. He say, "Two cansa, man."
I
reared back, anger real now. "Since when two cansa fo' passby, hah? No
Broad gonna swind-"
"One
fo' each." He pointed to cart.
I
looked. Pook was at handles, waitin' to push. I swallowed, wantin' to hold cart
for steady. My tone went hard. "Gwan home, joeykit! Don' need no snotnose
won' do what hetol'!"
Boy
looked at sidewalk, like tryin' to read cracks. His voice small.
"Please." He studied my face, added reluctant, "I do whatchew
say, Mista Chang. I help."
"Fo'
how long?"
He
sighed. "Long I stay in Chang house."
I
cuffed him, light, so no hurt. "Push, den. Think I got all day? Work to
do!"
Chapter 6
PHILIP
Mom was
waiting at the chem lab at three. I climbed into the front seat, glad she'd
come herself. When she was busy she might ask Mr. Tenere to pick me up, or a
guard. Or send a helicab.
"How
was your lesson, hon?" She waited for an opening, pulled out into traffic.
"Fine."
I watched her feet work the pedals. If anything happened to her, some sudden
illness, I might have to drive her to a hospital. Unlikely, objectively
speaking, but I liked to be prepared.
"Homework?"
"The
usual." Mr. Bates had thrown me an entire chapter of college text, but if
I concentrated, I could sail through it in an hour or two. I was fast. It was
one of my problems.
I
asked, "Are we going anywhere special?"
Mom
squeezed my hand. "What would you like?"
That
was another of my problems. Take me to the Jefferson Memorial, and I would read
the documents in a few minutes, memorize the statue and want to be gone. At the
Museum of Science, I could visualize better exhibits than they'd constructed,
and it made me restless.
I said
hopefully, "The National Gallery?" Rodin was onto something; his
sculptures had a hidden message. Each time I studied them, I came closer to
understanding. But I wasn't there yet.
"Oh,
hon."
I
pouted. Eleven visits weren't so many. I'd asked Mr. Skeer if Mom had attention
deficit syndrome, but he said he doubted it.
"Maybe
another day, P.T."
"Sure."
I tried not to sound disconsolate.
We
drove past the city center to the compound. To amuse myself, I kept tally of
cars and trees.
We came
to the gates.
Thirty-seven
distinct species, a hundred four models. Did that
prove anything? I'd count again next week. The trees wouldn't change much, but
I'd get a better average on the cars. The guards recognized Mom, but didn't
wave us through. They hadn't since the day she'd swarmed out of the car and
shouted at them for five minutes straight. She was serious about Father's
safety. And his privacy.
Jared
wasn't home from school. I went to my room and flopped on the floor. Perhaps I
should take up yoga; it was said to be calming, I did breathing exercises
whenever I felt my nerves frazzle.
I
wasn't supposed to know I was genius level, but one drawback was you figured
those things out. I didn't want to trouble Path by asking him how to handle it,
because I once heard Mom tell Mr. Tenere that Father got upset easily.
On
January 12, 2223, he and I were looking at holos. I was five then, sitting in
his lap, and was used to calling him Daddy, even though he was still SecGen.
We
studied the solemn picture of Grandfather, who was dead. Daddy said his father
was a good man and had loved him, but didn't know how to express affection. I
asked what Daddy called him. He said, Father. I asked if he'd like me to call
him that.
If I
wanted to, he said.
It tooj
me a week to get my mmJ tfralgAteaetf s~ I ~fldff Y forget and call him
Daddy. He was Father now, Path for short.
The
closest adolescent in my daily life was Jared Tenere. He was a year and eight
months past puberty. He was much bigger than I. I had to be careful not to hurt
him.
Jared
thought I didn't know he went out at night. Hadn't he heard of infrared scopes?
I wouldn't mention it, or he'd think I was spying, which I was, but just from
my bedroom. My window faced his bungalow. With my lights out, he'd need an
infrared himself to spot me.
Jared
tried so hard to break Mr. Tenere 's passwords. Often he succeeded; I had to
admit he had a knack. But he was so good with puters that failure maddened him
and made him impossible to live with. Unless I was to avoid him entirely, I had
to drop him a hint now and then, but I had to take care not to let
him realize. Crashing Mr. Tenere's icewall took me fifteen minutes. There was
nothing in his puter worth Jared's trouble.
I think
Jared felt a need to dominate me. One day I called up the Library of Congress
and downloaded a gigameg on adolescent sexuality, to leam why. Tentatively, I
concluded that he was attracted to me but didn't know it, and repressed it into
hurting me. I didn't really mind; it was stuff like making me eat grass, and he
didn't get in that mood often. I just disconnected my mind until he was done.
Irrational numbers helped.
I
decided that if Jared asked, I wouldn't let him do sex things with me. I was
saving myself, in case I wanted to marry. Girls were becoming interesting, in
an abstract way. I was also starting to be able to get a hard-on, if I tried, I
was too young to make babies, so I didn't worry about it. To see his reaction,
I asked Jared about his sex habits, but he got all red and changed the subject,
I gather he found adolescence confusing. I hoped I wouldn't.
A
knock. "Want a snack?"
I
jumped up as Mom came in. "Sure."
"Join
me in the kitchen." Her smile made me warm all over,
"Yes,
ma'am." Father said I had to be respectful, so I was. It didn't bother me,
like it did Jared. It was just words, and getting up when adults came in the
room. Easy stuff.
I had
to calm myself, thinking about discipline. Mr. Skeer said my emotions were
fragile, and there was a lot I didn't yet understand. It didn't take a psych to
see that. When I got agitated Father said I was revving too hard.
Tht
Va~\ \Tfflnt; y~lVit:! ~panted me was two years ago. I'd decided not to do
my math homework three days in a row. I was percolating, but Father didn't
realize that. He sat me down in his study, gave me a lecture on
responsibilities.
When he
was done I said, "Lectures don't help children understand adult
rationales. We tune them out."
"You
tuned me out, just now?"
"Of
course." How could he not understand? "We need direction, not
debate." I was hoping he'd order me to my room, to do my math. It was what
I felt I needed. I would refuse, and then the issue would be clear,
"Very
well," He took my arm. "I'll try a more direct approach," He
thrust me across his lap.
I knew
he wasn't going to hurt me, and he didn't. But what I couldn't
anticipate was that each slap would proclaim, I don't like you, I don't like
you, I DON'T LIKE YOU! I wailed and kicked in escalating desperation under the
sting of his disapproval.
When he
was done I lay on the carpet, sobbing uncontrollably. He waited a moment for me
to stop, picked me up when I didn't. I wrapped my arms around his neck, buried
my face in his shoulder, but not before I glimpsed the worry in his eyes.
"P.T.?"
I held
tight, let him calm me.
He
asked, "What was it I did?" He meant, what did it mean to me.
I told
him.
Later,
when he put me to bed, he sat close to the sheets, spoke soberly. "Philip,
listen carefully." I concentrated. "With you, force isn't the answer,
so I won't use it. Instead, I'll tell you a truth. I'm the father. I'm in
charge. You'll do as I say from now on. Whatever strange and wonderful thoughts
evolve on in that little head of yours, be aware that you're not ready to defy
me, and I won't let you do it."
His
hand crept across the blanket, squeezed my shoulder with welcome reassurance.
"P.T., you heard the wrong message, in my study. I love you, and like you.
I always will. You're my son."
I
smothered a sob. My hand caught his.
"Good
night, son."
"Good
night, sir."
He
left.
I'm not
his firstborn. My brother Nate died years before I was born. The fish got him.
Father doesn't mention him often. I'm named after a wonderful hero who served
with Father in the fleet. I wish I'd known him. Father says I should be proud
to carry his name.
I hope
I grow up like you, Philip Tyre.
Jared
bit at his thumbnail. "Prong yourself," he told me again.
I gave
up. "I'll be in the house if you change your mind." Unless he was
willing to roam the puter nets with me, I'd have to finish my homework before
dinner, out of sheer boredom.
"Prong
yourself." He lay across the bed, his eyes half closed.
Obsessive
repetitive behavior is a disorder. Mentally, I summoned the data I'd downloaded
from the Library of Congress. "Sometimes anger is misdirected at members
of the peer group instead of-"
"Oh,
Christ." He buried his head under the pillow.
I'd
done my best. On the way out I met Mr. Tenere. He seemed preoccupied.
"Hi,
P.T." He gave me a friendly pat.
"Afternoon,
sir." I stood aside to let him pass, but instead of going into the house,
he stopped, studied my face.
"Did
I do something, sir?"
"Huh?
Oh, not you." He hesitated. "Come with me." He led me away from
the cottage. "P.T., do you know what's wrong with Jared?"
I
wasn't sure how to answer. Many things were wrong with Jared. Did he mean
generally?
As if
reading my mind, he said, "Is something bothering him more than
usual?"
"Yes,
sir."
His
relief was evident. "What?"
"I
have no idea."
"Philip!"
I
hadn't meant to make him angry. I replayed the conversation, thought I saw
where we'd gone wrong. "Something's obviously on his mind. He won't talk
to me, except to tell me to prong myself. He seems obsessed with the idea. I
don't think that's what's bothering him, though."
I
didn't think I'd said anything funny, but Mr. Tenere smiled. "Keep your
ears open. Let me know if you figure it out. I'd like to help him."
I liked
the idea of being a co-conspirator. "Yes, sir. What has he told you?"
"Hardly
a word, but he's slamming a lot of doors and he skipped five classes this
week."
I
caught my breath. Jared was a throwback to the Rebellious Ages of the
twentieth. Today, no self-respecting school would put up with that behavior. If
Jared were expelled, his Dad would have his hands full trying to place him
elsewhere.
I told
him I'd do my best, and ran back to the house.
Chapter 7
JARED
Dad had
been giving me strange looks ever since Uncle Robbie left. At first I thought
he discovered I was skipping school, but after a while I stopped worrying.
Most of
Dad's attention was on a series of meetings he was arranging for his lord and
master, the Old Man. Politicians set their helis down in the courtyard; Seafort
emerged from the house to escort the old frazzes into his study. They all
wanted the ex-SecGen on their side, though he'd resigned in disgrace 'cause he
couldn't keep his own joeys from robbing the till.
I
avoided the lot of them, making sure I was just civil enough not to attract
notice.
At
night, I took my revenge.
The
main house had been part of an old Virginia estate. White columns, ivy.
Visitors stayed in the upstairs bedrooms on the east side. A second-story
veranda crossed the rear of the mansion, over the Old Man's office and study.
The
guest bedrooms had fancy doors with diamond shape panels; you could throw them
open to sit on the portico overlooking the compound, enjoying the breeze.
Guests did that in the fall, but in summer, people stayed inside with the air
turned high.
Thanks
to my friendship with P.T. I had the run of the main house. So, from time to
time I'd wander into empty guest bedrooms
and slit the curtains open just a crack.
Alter
dark, when the house quieted, I would shinny up the pipe
and climb over the rail onto the portico. I'd walk on tiptoe, in case the Old
Man was working late in his office, I didn 't bother with a fancy pickup. Just
an old-fashioned rojnj lasermike
aimed at the glass.
Once I
got to watch Senator Reevis pronging his admin aide.
Her nails scratched his back, her voice was hoarse as he sawed
away at her. Enough to make you puke.
The
next night I had my holocamera ready, but they didn't do it
again. Just my luck. One call, and I'd have had a dozen mediamen
waving Unibucks to get me out of this place.
That'd
show Dad, with his frazzing, "Make dinner tonight."
Too bad
the veranda didn't run past P.T.'s room. I'd have loved to see what he did in
bed at night. The way he sidled up to me sometimes, it's like he was asking for
it. I should have taught him a lesson.
Today
Old Richard Boland flew in for dinner with Uncle Rob, another one I could do
without. The nerve of Mister Assemblyman Boland, bursting into my room like he
owned it. Luckily, I was still at my puter. If I'd already climbed out the
window ...
Tonight,
it would just be Senator Boland and Robbie, a pair of gasbags, but it was worth
a try. I might pick up something useful. Late in the evening I circled the
house. The first floor was dark except for the Old Man's study. Upstairs,
lights shone in both guest rooms.
I tried
the Senator's bedroom first but heard nothing. I crossed the veranda, detoured
past the deck chairs, pressed my scope to the glass.
Voices.
I peered through the opening I'd left in the curtains.
Old
Richard Boland sat in an easy chair, swirling a drink. He'd thrown his coat on
the bed, unlaced his shoes. Uncle Rob was in the chair opposite.
"...
warned you not to push him," the son was saying. "He hates
that."
The
Senator made a face. "We could use his help."
"You've
narrowed the gap to, what, five votes?
It's not ???"
"Rob,
the tower people need the water that's pouring through those broken mains. They
can't wait any longer now me Delaware's lost to the New England
reclamation-"
"As
a stopgap we're diverting more from the old system, but Franjee's told everyone
we'll get them more. They're primed to jump on our bandwagon, and if we don't
get in front and lead, we'll lose them. Reconstruction's the way to frame the
issue, but the damn bill has to clear the Senate!"
"We'll
pick up our extra votes without the Captain," Robbie sounded confident.
"You
think so?" The Senator studied his drink. "Rob, I don't have a good
feeling about this. Bad enough if he keeps quiet. What if he comes out against
us?"
"The
Captain wouldn't do that. You've been friends for twenty-five years."
I
grinned. The Old Man would do any damn thing he wanted. He always had.
Old
Boland shook his head, agreeing with me. "Don't you know him, Rob? If he
decides it's a moral issue, friendships mean nothing. Take the North American
hulls question, when he was SecGen. He-"
"That
was years ago, and his Navy was involved. Don't tell me you still hold a
grudge!"
"Eh?
Don't be silly. He's like a force of nature; he does what he must. I might as
well resent a hurricane."
For a
few moments they were quiet. I shifted, easing a knot in my leg. If all I'd
hear tonight was this blather-
Old
Boland spoke abruptly. "Son, this is ..." He hesitated, began again.
"I know how much you think of him."
The
Assemblyman snorted. "I doubt it."
"I
do. He was a sort of God to you when you were a boy."
"Sort
of?" Uncle Rob waved his hand helplessly. "Dad, when he took me on
Trafalgar to get at the fish, I was ..." A long silence. "... ready
to die for him. I was almost sorry I hadn't." -
I
rubbed my aching leg. What goofjuice. Nothing's worth dying for. I stood,
backed away from the door. My leg would cramp if I didn't-
I
blundered into the deck chair, fell with a thud.
Christ
damn it! I rolled to my feet. Had anyone heard me? I checked the curtain; the
two men hadn't moved. I ran to the rail, stood poised to swarm down the
drainpipe if a door opened.
Nothing.
I waited a moment longer, decided it was safe to stay. I carefully set the deck
chair out of the way. Again I focused the mike.
"Rob,
let me handle this one. I won't make you take sides."
"What's
that supposed to mean?"
Senator
Boland hesitated. "Understand, we've waited years for our chance. It won't
come again. With the tower interests
supporting us we'll sweep the party caucuses next spring, and I'll have a full
year to gear up for the general election."
A
SecGen was elected by popular vote every six years, but could be tossed out of
office earlier by a vote of no-confidence, as they'd done to the Old Man. I
controlled my impatience, hoping to hear something worth my trouble.
"Rob,
if your Captain gets in our way, I can't let him stop us. We ... I've got to
discount his influence."
Robert
Boland stared at the unlit fireplace, his tone somber. "How?"
"You
know how it's done. Plant stories in the holos reminding folks how moody he
gets. How he dropped from public affairs to devote himself to his family. How
he's aged."
"Dad,
I-"
"How
his closest aides worry privately about his emotional health. We'd have to feed
rumouRs-"
"Dad!"
The old
Senator was silent. Then he shrugged. "I always said politics was a dirty
game."
Uncle
Rob muttered, "He's our friend, and I don't want him savaged. Let me have
another try in the morning."
"Fine.
I truly don't want to destroy him. If you can't bring him aboard, get a promise
that he'll stand aside."
"I'll
see what Adam says."
I
snorted. Dad's advice was glitched; it was an endless loop. Do your homework,
make something of yourself, do your home-
Robbie
was getting up. "Night, Dad."
Time to
go, before one of them stepped out for a breath of air. Not as good as old
Reevis and his aide, but a few juicy tidbits.
I
stuffed the mike in my pocket, scampered to the rail. Would the Bolands pay me
to keep quiet? Might be worth a try. Let them think I'd bugged their bedroom. I
leaned across to the drainpipe, found my footing on the brick facing of the
wall.
Better
yet, I could do it anonymously, through the puter. They'd never know who'd
caught them. It was time I made my move, and the Bolands were a good place to
start.
On the
other hand, the Old Man was our meal ticket. What if I
alerted him to what the Bolands planned? I reached down with my foot, found the
brick foothold. Another step, to the brace. One more. Then, the four-foot jump,
down to the dark behind the bushes. I turned.
A hand
shot out of the dark, clamped my shoulder. "Hold it."
I
screeched, backpedaling into the wall. My heart slammed as if it would burst
through my chest.
The Old
Man yanked me into the light. I stood trembling, waiting for the rush of fear
to subside.
"What's
that?" He pulled the lasermike from my bulging pocket.
My
voice wouldn't come. I clawed at his restraining hand.
"You
spy on my guests?" His voice held an edge I'd never heard. "In my
house?"
I
couldn't free myself from his iron grip.
He
propelled me toward his office. "Inside, boy."
"I
didn't mean-" I dug in, resisting.
"Move!"
The word cracked like a whip. Like an automaton, I tottered into his office. He
pulled out a chair, deposited me in it, crossed to his end of the desk.
"Mr.
Seafort - I-"
"Shut
your mouth."
I did.
I wasn't sure why.
He
keyed his caller. A pause. "Adam? Get to my office, flank."
I
hunched in the chair, willing my heart to slow. My chest ached. For an endless
minute we sat in silence.
Footsteps,
pounding. The door flung open. "Sir, are you all ri-" Dad's eyes
widened as he saw me.
"I
caught your boy on the portico, spying on Rob and Richard. He had this."
The Old Man tossed my mike onto his desk.
Dad picked
it up, puzzled at it as if he couldn't fathom its purpose. "Lord God in
heaven." He flayed me with a look of contempt, swung back to the Old Man.
"I'm terribly sorry. I don't know what to - We'll go, of course. My God, how
could you, Jared! Sir, we can be packed as soon as-"
"Adam."
The Old Man sounded tired. "Don't be ridiculous; you're not leaving. But
we can't have Jared skulking outside our windows. I called you because I've no
right to discipline him myself, though I had a mind to. Spying on a guest is
despicable."
I
couldn't stand their talking like I weren't present. "Wait a minute. All I
did was-"
Dad
crossed the room in three strides. He hauled me out of my chair, bunched my
shirt with both fists. I expected him to
shout, but his voice was strangely quiet. "Shut up, Jared."
He
shook me like a puppy. Astonished, I fell silent. This wasn't at all like Dad.
"Adam,
we ought to tell-"
"Wait
a moment, sir." Dad stared through my eyes, into the back of my skull.
"You." A shake, that rattled my teeth. "To your room! Don't even
dream of disobeying me!" He let me loose.
I
smoothed my shirt, backed toward the door. "Hey, don't jump your jets
over-"
Dad
roared, "Yes, SIR! Say it RIGHTNOW." He took a step closer.
It was
horrid, with the Old Man watching, but Dad seemed to have lost his mind.
"Yes, sir!"
I fled
to my room.
Chapter 8
POOK
I sit
aroun' ol' Changman's shop, gettin' bore. Wanna go back ta lair, but can' jus'
yet. Bigsis say she tell me when Karlo stop bein' pissoff. Think she feel bad,
gettin' me kicked out. Meantime, I gotta do like Changman tell. Hate havin'
allatime say yes, Mista Chang, but 'less I decide ta dissim, I gotta.
Ain' so
bad 'xcept at nigh', when he say turn off Valdez perma an' sleep. Nigh' be time
ta prowl, but he warn if I go out, he no lemme in again.
Otha
times, he make me bring stuff upstair, or carry down. Say he gettin' too ol'
fo' lift. I grit teeth, say, yes Mista Chang, an'carry. Upstair, he got
lotsatrayfo I neva seen befo'. Boxes a cansa, but otha stuff too. Wires an' ol'
puters 'n nice plasticmold chairs all cover up wid tarp.
Coupla
time, I tryta see if he inerest shaggin' me. Allatime he tellin' me wash befo'
bed, so when he come inna room I peel off alla threads an' stan' bareass,
preten' wash, see if he look.
He no
interes. Stupid ol' man.
Dis
nigh', I walk aroun' lookin' at stuff while he sit wid book in fronta perma
ligh'. He growl, Pook gotta piss or somethin'? No, I tellim, an' he say siddown
an' fin' somethin' ta do steada botherin' joey jus' wanna read in peace.
I yes
Mista Chang, an' siddown in corna wonderin' what I c'n take back ta lair fo'
innifo, so Karlo stop be pissoff. All Chang's fault, was him skinned me on
boots Bigsis give me ta trayfo.
Too
quiet; I be bore. My min' go empty, an' I think 'bout few day back when I
pushin' cart while Changman go trayfo. Ol'man and me, we brung cart pas' Broad
turf, to othaside. I don' Like places I neva been. "Where we goin'?"
Chang, shrug,, but his eyes look round allatime, for safe. "Be 'nother Mid
lair, den square."
"Be Mids othaside Broads?"
"Yah."
He point to comer.
I walk
proud. "Won' need innifo for me, Mista Chang. Not fo' Mids."
He
chuckle. "We see."
Three
Mid joeys come out, stop us. It daytime, so they ain' come on fo' rumb.
"Whatchew wan'?"
Chang
say, "Passby."
"Innifo?"
Chang
pull out cansa. I say, "Not fo' me. I be Mid Three Five."
Mid
joey turn, looka me sharp. Move like cat. Befo' I stop, he grab my shirt,
pullup high.
"Leggo!"
"You
no Mid." He push, an' I fall in street.
I jump
up mad. "So I ain' had upbringin'! I Mid as you!"
He turn
his back, say ta Chang, "Got innifo fo'joey kit?"
My hand
feel for shiv, but Changman's eyes lock on mine. No, they warn, so I don'.
Three Mids a lot ta takedown, anyhow.
"Yah,"
he grumble, pull out 'notha can. His coat gotta be all pockets, hide so much
innifo.
We go
on. I try ta tell Chang he shouldn't a paid, an' he cuff me easy, like pay no
'tention. I wan' tell him, keep ya hands ta yaself, but I figga better not. He
be mean ol' man; maybe change min' 'bout lettin' me sleep in shop.
Afta
Mid turf, we fin' open place. In middle be a tall build, all broke.
"Whazzis?"
He
start walkin' ta big hole in groun'. No choice; I follow wid cart. I don' wan'
be lef' alone inna bad place.
He
reach stair; I stop. "I ain' goin' down."
"Allri'."
He push cart ta wall, leave it. "Wai'here, Pook, look afta cart. I be
back."
"Where
ya goin'?" My voice be alarm.
"Jus'
wait." He start down.
I watch
'im go, six, seven step, inna dark. "Mista Chang?" I look roun'.
Broke builds all quiet. Prolly be eyes in windows, wonnerin' Pookboy taste
good.
Pook
don' got upbringin', but he ain' dumbass. "Wait fo' me!" Run down
stair, catch up wid Changman. Dark place. His hand be on rail. I take it, hol'
onta, tight case he fall or somethin'.
Chang
make soun'; I look his face, suspicious, maybe he laugh. Don' see it.
Ol' man
slap at my han', fussin' 'til I leggo. Still goin' down stair, he put han' in
pocket, take out, put to mouth. He whistle, two time. Soun' real loud inna
hole, I put hans to ear. He wait.
"Watchadoon?"
I tug at arm, he pat my head, absent min', blow whistle two time mo', put back
in pocket, wait real patient.
We in
lotta dark, can' see. "Changman, why we-"
"All
ri', we here!" Close behin'.
I yelp.
Hans
grab. I twis' free, stumble back inta Chang. His arm go roun my shoulder, hol'
me. I wan' pull out shiv, but don' do it. Legs all tremble.
"Who
ya brung, traytaman?"
"My
helpa."
"Tribe?"
"Trannie.
Neut. Whassit matta?" Chang soun' tired. I worry he pick nowtime ta die,
leave me wid dark voices.
"Whassis
name?"
Gotta
be proud. "Pook," I say, but it comeout squeak. Feel face go red inna
dark.
Chang
say, "I gotta cart wid trayfo, up."
"Bring
inna Sub, traytaman."
Ol'man
gimme nudge, like, go get, Pookboy, Ri'. Noway. He sigh. "Subs help?"
"Innifo?"
"Cansa.
One."
A
snicker. " 'Nuf, 'cause we knowya. Chaco, Kard, go get!" Feet scampa,
up.
A
click, an' ligh' come. Flashligh', wid Valdez perma. I hang onta Chang.
Dark
was betta.
We be
in tunnel place, real wide. Six trannie be near, lotsa otha eyes behin',
watchin'.
They
threads all glitch. Too lotta colors. Hair too long; joey could grab it inna
rumb. Hair tie with bands. Some got chains roun' neck. Lotsa earring.
Hooka
Chang. "Wha'tribe?"
Han'
squeeze my mouth, turn it sharp, make me look. "Talka me, joeykit. Halber,
be I. Tribe be mine."
He big;
I look up. Funny bands on his arm, threads way too color, more'n resta joes.
Pook try ta be proud. "Wha' tribe," I say again.
Halber
answer, "We be Sub."
I
'fraida dat.
They
take us deep inna tunnel. Afta while, don' need perma, cause ligh' hangin' on
string high up. Lotsa joeys. Chairs, some broke, an' tables. Stewpot. Sub lair,
I guess.
Chang
put me sit inna corna 'gainst wall, an' tell me wait while he talk.
"Noway,
not widout ya!"
His eye
go up. "Yes, Mista Chang, I do whatchew say. Forget so fas'?"
"But
noway I-"
"Pook."
He say
real sof', but I go a little scare. Dunno why. "I do whatchew say, Mista
Chang!"
He pat
me. "Chaco watchin' ya for safe. I be ri' ovadere, where silly Midboy c'n
see me. Need ta fin' out what Subs wan'. Filmatleven."
I curl
up, preten' buncha Sub joes ain' starin'. See Changman in corna eye. He sit in
ol' chair, real wood one; I wunner why Sub don' burn it for cook. Halber Sub sit
widim.
If real
quiet, I c'n hear some a talk,
"How
many c'n ya get?"
Changman
shrug. "Brung twenny. How many Subs wan'?"
"Dunno."
Halber look away. "All ya c'n get."
Chang
lean forward, pat Halber knee like big Sub be scare joeykit. "Okay ta
tell, I ain'gonna skinya. How many permas ya need?" I tense, figga Sub
'bout ta smash Chang fo' put han' on leg.
Halber
voice go low; I can' hear all. "... diff it make? Tolya we wan'. Yo'
jus'..."
Chang
shake his head. "Subs can' trus' ol' Chang, okay okay, fin' 'notha
traytaman. Mids an' Broads bring enough trayfo so Chang c'n eat." He stan'.
Now I sure da ol' man be glitch.
Hope I don' get diss widim. "Loadup cart," he say. "We goin'
home."
"Don'
go pissoff," Halber grumble, crossin' legs an' uncross like nervous. He
beck Chang siddown. "Don' wan' otha tribes fin' out."
Chang
sit, don' say nothin'.
"Two
hunner'," Halber say, real low. He whisper somethin' else.
Chang
don' look suprise. He nod. I wunner, where he gonna fin' couple hunner permas?
I been ova shop; he don' got.
"Neva
min'jumpsuits," he say. He stop, consider. "Okay okay, a few
jumpsuits. But Chang mos'ly trayfo help instead."
Halber
roll his eyes. "Still same ol' idea? Already tolya, won' work,
Changman."
Chang
look sad. "Gotta try. Water goin'."
"Too
late. Ourwaybes'. Govermen won'know whattado, afta-" he look roun', drop
voice.
Han'
shake me. I jump. Joeygirl be real close, grinnin'. "Tribe?" She keep
voice low, so not bother growed Subs.
"G'way!"
I pushback her han'; don' wan' be touch by Sub. My motha use Subs for
scaretale, longtime back.
"Wha'
tribe, joey?" Her red jumpsuit not hardly tore. Yellow ban' round' head.
I
thinkin', middle a chest be ri' place fo' shiv if she come any closa. But she
won' go 'way 'less I tell. "Mid Three Five." I make voice proud.
"Dunno
no Three Five," she say. Her face go frown. "Mids Four One,
allasame?"
"Naw!"
Three Five lair bes' in worl'. Stupe Sub.
"I
be Allie." She hol' up han', like showin' me fingas. Dunno wha' she wan'.
"Who be Midboy?"
I wan'
lissen ta Chang, so don' ansa.
Afta a
minute, her han' come down. "Asshole Midboy," she say scoray.
"Can' rememba name. Glitch." She turn, call ta otha joey. "Looka
glitchy Midboy! Don' got name!"
I go
anger, say, "Outaheah, bitchgirl, befo' Pook go pissoff."
"Yah,
ri'. Think us gonna-"
A clap.
Growed Sub standin' close. Scrawny, long hair wid curl. He look at Halber, back
ta us, put finger ta lip. Allie nod, sit back. " 'Kay, Chaco," she
say quiet.
Otha
joeyboy wait 'til Chaco go 'way. He lean close ta whispa. "Pook? Dat be
name?"
"Yah."
Sorry I let slip.
"Talk
shush. Chaco cool, don' pissim off." He hol' up han' five fingers, close.
"Krand."
I looka
han'. No ring. Wha' he showin' me?
Allie
whispa, "Frazzin' Mids."
I go
hot. "Why ya comedown on Pook, huh? Din' do nothin'!"
"Midboy
think he too good ta touch wid Sub!"
I
swallow. Din' know. Put up han', real careful, case maybe a swind.
Allie
put hand next, touch palm an' fingas. "Cool meet."
She
wait, poke me in rib. "Say cool!"
"Cool
meet," I mumble, feelin' glitch.
Krand
put up hand. We touch. "Cool."
He be
small, maybe 'leven. But Allie's tits be growed. I look wid admire.
Once,
Bigsis lemme do it her, fo' try. I held onta tits all while, an' she laugh. I
din' like laugh, but glad she lemme, so din' say nothin'. Gotta know how, now I
growed.
I turn
sideway, an' quick think a somethin' else, 'less Allie see fronta my pants.
Chang
still talkin' ta Halber.
She
whisper, "Why ya wid traytaman?"
"Help
wid cart." Less'n she think I be jus' joeykit, I add, "He give me
lotsa innifo, he say, please, Pook, Chang can' do it hisself."
Her
turn ta look admire. "Lessee innifo."
"I,
um ... It's inna lair," I say jus' in time. "Think Pookboy bring
stuff down ta Sub, maybe lose?"
She
look awe.
Krand
say, all scorny, "He swind ya, Allie."
She
bite her lip, lookin' at Krand, at me. "Swind?"
"Fo'
sure. Looka him." He point me. "Shirt tore, full a dirt. No ring, no
chain. Look like he collec' lotsa innifo? Whatcha think, Allie?"
I think
Krand look good wid second mouth gapin' unnerneath.
Hand
fall on shoulder. Changman. "Time ta go, joey."
I real
glad ta see; it mean I don' have ta ansa Krand. "Yes, Mista Chang." I
get up, all dignify. "We be go."
Allie
get up widme. "C'mon, Krand. Les' goalong ta stair."
Chang
an' Halber walk firs'. 'Fore we get ta dark place, Allie poke my arm.
"Good ta meetcha," she say.
I go
proud.
Chapter 9
ROBERT
At
breakfast, I refilled my juice. "When will he decide?"
Adam Tenere
tore his gaze from the sunlit, close-cropped lawn. "Perhaps - the Commandant
isn't ... you might - I don't know." He rubbed his eyes.
I
pursed my lips, unsure how hard to press.
Adam's
breakfast lay untouched. He poured himself a second cup of coffee. "Sorry.
I didn't get much sleep, Robbie."
I said
nothing. He had power to transport me back to my youth with but a single word.
Robbie.
"Aah."
Adam waved away his distraction. "I gather you need a commitment?"
I
nodded.
"At
heart, he's no politician," said Adam.
He
certainly wasn't, not in Dad's sense. Where Dad thrived in the social
interchange of politics, the Captain was an intensely personal, private man. My
father loved finding common ground among parties preoccupied with their self-interest.
Captain Seafort searched for moral truth and viewed anything less as failure.
Dad was genuinely liked by politicians of both parties. The Captain was
respected, and in some circles, revered. That was all.
When at
last I looked up, he said, "Long ago, when we were midship - when you were a
cadet. Remember the Senators' inspection visit?"
I had
to grin. "No, but Dad told me often enough."
"We
middies figured the Commandant had lost his mind. He hated letting a gaggle of
politicians overrun Farside. So he threw them all in barracks like a bunch of
plebes, regardless of the political fallout. Some of them were mad as
hell."
"Dad
said he had to stroke a lot of feathers that week,"
"Mr.
Keene had us doing what we could to soothe them, lest they call for Marines to
storm the base." Adam's smile faded. "You see, the Commandant doesn't
understand tradeoffs and alliances. The more you push, the more he gets his
back up. And Rob, he feels you're pushing."
I knew
to take Adam's warning seriously.
After
defeating the savage alien attack on home system, Nick Seafort had fled to a
Neo-Benedictine monastery, lost in the darkness of his soul.
Ten
years had passed.
Perhaps
he'd be there still, if not for a visit from Eddie Boss, the transpop seaman
who'd been his valet. Eddie had sought his help to protest the Territorial
Party's renewal scheme for the cities.
The
Captain sent them away with sharp words, but within a month, he'd emerged to
bear the relentless glare of the holo-cameras. He'd proclaimed his candidacy
for the Senate, denouncing in the harshest terms SecGen Anjour's cleanup of the
slums surrounding the U.N. compound.
Thanks
to Seafort's stand, the Territorials were forced to withdraw U.N.A.F. troops
from the streets. Trannie life resumed as it had been; that is, in filth,
squalor and misery. Seafort's term for it was "independence."
No
matter. The Captain had ridden the issue to a Senate seat for Northern England.
Dad insisted the issue had ridden Seafort, but the effect was the same.
For a
while, the Captain had flouted political rules with impunity, setting an
example of harsh truthfulness and unyielding honesty. A doting electorate
propelled him into the Secretariat, and with him, our Supranationalist party
took power.
Once in
office, Seafort's refusal to be pushed turned out to be more a nuisance than a
virtue. Time and again, his intransigence unraveled a bargain Dad had labored
to forge.
Perhaps,
in the Port of London scandal, if Dad and his colleagues had been less forceful
in urging the Captain to hedge his acceptance of blame, the SecGen would have
heeded their advice and their administration wouldn't have collapsed.
I
sighed. Seafort's career was no longer of concern. Dad's was.
"I'll
see what I can do." Adam's gaze fell again to his half-empty cup.
"Rob..."
"Yes,
sir?"
"Oh,
for God's sake, stop. You're an Assemblyman, not a cadet. And I'm just a
retired lieutenant."
"It's
a mark of respect, Adam, and I'm comfortable with it."
His
smile softened the lines around his eyes. "Now you sound like P.T."
"I'll
take that as a compliment. He's a good boy."
"Yes."
But Adam's visage darkened, as if a cloud had passed across the sun. A moment's
silence, then, "Did you discuss anything important with your father last
night?"
What an
odd question. "Why do you ask?"
Adam
colored. "Forgive me, that was rude. And it's not my place to ..." He
stood, abruptly. "Lord Christ, I can't just sit here and pretend ..."
He turned away.
I
crossed to his side. "What's wrong, sir?"
For a
moment I thought he was about to put me in my place, like a middy would an
obnoxious cadet. Then he sagged. "It's Jared. I don't know what to do. I'm
no good as a father."
My
mouth tightened. "What's he done?"
"I'm
not free to tell you." He thrust his hands in his pockets, studied the
elegant facade of Seafort's house. "Anyway, it's just one more incident.
God, I wish Elena was here."
"He's
at a rough age."
"That's
an excuse I won't use any longer." His tone was bitter. "I've made a
mess of things, Rob. I'm ... ashamed."
My hand
drifted to his shoulder, rested there a moment before dropping. I owed him
that, from years before. "You still have time."
"He's
past fifteen."
I said,
"When I went off to Academy, I expected an easy time of it, because of
Dad. From the start, the Captain was so ... cold, I guess. It shocked me. My
connections meant nothing to him. When he called me to his office and whaled
me, it was a terrible shock."
"I
know." How could he not? He'd helped me through it.
"It
helped me grow up, Adam."
He met
my eye, nodded. After a while he turned his face. "I can't, Rob. I just...
can't." His tone was husky.
I felt
miserably inadequate. "Lord God knows I'm no expert, but you might be
stricter. Even if you won't strike him."
A brief
grin. "I was, last night. I think I startled him."
"Good."
"But
today I relapsed, and did nothing. It's hard to change."
"You'll
work it out." How fatuous could I get? I glanced surreptitiously at my
watch. To my annoyance, Adam noticed.
He
stood immediately. "I'll walk you to your heli."
"Thanks."
Dad had left before breakfast, for a fund-raiser at the Sheraton Skytel.
"Robbie
..." He sounded hesitant. "Why is it you never married?"
My tone
was light. "I haven't yet. The time will come." If someday I overcome
the fear of sharing my life and intimate thoughts with another. One who might
judge me and disapprove.
I
smiled. "Besides, all the good ones are taken." Arlene Sanders, for
example. Arlene Seafort, these thirteen years.
Arlene
Sanders had fought in the alien war, both in Wellington and after, on U.N.S.
Brentley at Caltech Planet. Those who'd known her said she'd been a tough,
no-nonsense officer. Once, in the worst of the anti-Naval riots after the war,
she'd led a detail guarding the new Naval wing on Earthport Station, and was
rumored to have killed several marauders by her own hand.
I'd
never known her during our days in the Naval Service. But earlier, as a cadet
in Academy, she'd been Captain Seafort's bunkie.
Years
later, when the Captain emerged from his monastery, solitary and brooding, he'd
entered politics without a helpmeet.
His
first wife had died aboard ship; his second, Annie Wells, divorced him during
his long seclusion at Lancaster.
At
receptions and diplomatic gatherings he would stand alone, nursing the one
drink he allowed himself of an evening, enduring the sycophants who surrounded
him. His discomfort was so apparent my heart went out to him. When his eye
caught mine his expression would lighten, and the corners of his mouth would
twitch as if to say, "Duty."
I don't
know at what event he met Arlene. Shortly after, she became a fixture at his
side, interposing herself between and the worst of his tormentors.
Ever
since, she'd protected him with fierce vigilance, I suspected
it was more her influence than the Captain's that kept P.T. at heel, though to
tell the truth, the boy didn't seem to mind the discipline. Though I was fond
of him, I understood him not a bit. He was phenomenally intelligent, and as
unnervingly forthright as his father.
I
blinked away my reverie as Adam and I crossed the lawn to the house. I picked
up my bag. At the helipad I took his arm. "Dad's really anxious about the
Cities Redevelopment bill. We need to know what the Captain says as soon as
possible." Before Dad burns his bridges and destroys an old friend.
"I'll
mention it again. Let me pick my time."
"Hurry,"
I said. I boarded.
Chapter 10
PEDRO
Pookboy
came, Pookboy went. Maybe he made up wid Karlo, maybe didn't. Every day or so
he came by. I asked if he be back wid Mids, but he only shrugged. Maybe foun'
himself 'nother place to stay, but that wouldn' be Mid way. They be lair folk.
I took
long trip uptown, to get rest of permas that Halber Boss Sub asked for. I
worried 'bout what he'd do after he had enough, but figured it was worse not to
give.
Nex'
day I loaded cart, started haulin' permas to Sub. Pookboy came runnin', to ask
if I wanted help. Silly Midboy, tryta swind Pedro Telamon Chang. Naw, I said,
do fine myself. He ended helpin' for free, 'steada for trayfo. Dunno why he
wanted to comealong, but was in his eyes; he couldn' hide it yet. He never make
a traytaman. After, I gave him cansa anyway, jus' because.
Leas' I
could read in peace an' quiet, with no Pookboy prowlin' shop like nervous cat.
Didn' know whassa matta that joey kit; he couldn' sit still a min. I read
through three books Frad brought back to trayfo. Dunno why Lenin try to write
philosophy; his politics was bad enough. A waste of my cansa.
Everyday,
I read holozine, but didn' need daily newschip to watch pipe water go browner.
Meantime, ol' Sen Boland gettin' his bill pass. He wouldn' need to send
govermen to pushout trannies like SecGen Anjour, years back. Tribes'll jus' dry
up an' blow way.
Not yet
a problem for Chang; I had big catchbasin on roof, filtered, 'lectric fence
round it with lotsa permas for charge. For years tribes knew not to mess wid
Pedro Chang. Even Neut could diss tribeman, if catch him takin' his stuff.
Hard, but gotta be. Else, they steal all I got.
I
checked drainpipes that ran from roof to big cistern in cellar. No breaks.
Enough water for two, three month, long as I 'oiled. An' long as desperate
trannies didn' learn about it when
they went dry. Maybe, if lucky, tribes
could last 'til summer
end. Winter bring lotsa rain. Maybe get through 'til next summer.
Nighttime
I sat in chair by Valdez perma. Tea was hot, shop quiet.
Marx
an' Lenin right 'bout one thing: organize. Trannies of world, unite. Only way,
but I couldn' get them listen. Ravan thought I glitched, tellin' him water
stop. Halber listened, maybe believed. He didn' say what Subs do.
Subs
were my bes' chance. Sub tunnels went throughout, unner. All tribes respected
Subs. No one ever went unner, even if stairhole sat unguard. Invader skinned
alive, for warn. Like Halber said, no one mess with Subs.
They
could lead tribes. United, trannies might make govermen listen.
Knock
on door.
I never
opened at night. Tribes respected Neut, usual. But nighttime, maybe some lonah
come see what traytaman hide 'bove shop. Ol' traytaman ain' gonna object, lyin'
on floor with shiv in chest.
Knock
again, loud.
They
knew I inside, no point say in' nothin. I went to door. "Go 'way, we
close."
"It
be Pook."
"Don'
care ya Arthur King of England, we close."
"Lemme
in, Changman."
I
bristled. "Pah. Coulda come in day, 'fore dark. Too stupid ta know Chang'
don' open inna nigh'? Go way!" I wen' back to chair.
Voice
come from door, subdued. "Please, Mista Chang. Pookboy do whatcha
say." Pause. "Please."
Hair on
neck rose. Somethin' wrong. I hurried to back room, opened hide place, took out
special item I saved years back. Trotted to door. "Whoeva be wid Pookboy,
don' mess wid ol' Chang! He showya!" I unbolted latch, then 'nother.
Finally,
had door unlocked. Opened last bolt, swung door open, ready.
Jus'
Pookboy, by hisself.
I
grabbed his arm, pulled him in, slammed door. "Whatcha messin' roun' in
middle of nigh?" I took his ear, twis'. Only way make him listen,
sometime. "Wanna stay Chang shop, I work ya! Work all nigh', work all
day!"
"Yes,
Mista Chang." He didn' pull 'way like usual.
I let
go, worried. "Whassamatta, Pook?"
He
turned sideway. I took in breath real fast. "Lor' God King of Universe,
savanprotec' him!"
I
hauled him to table with teapot, grabbed cloth I use for wipe, mopped at bloody
mess underneath arm. "How bad it be? Siddown, Pook. We gotta take off
shirt."
He saw
what I put down on table; eyes went wide. "Chang got laser? Howya
fin'?"
Shouldn't
of let him see. Meant trouble, later. "Sit. Get you fix 'fore you go
faint."
He
siddown, obedient. That worried me more; meant he hurtin'bad.
I
fumbled at shirt with old man's fingers, gave up. I patted him down, found his
shiv, used it to cut away shirt. Found myself babbling. - "Don' worry
'bout thread, Pookboy. We getcha 'notha." His side looked tore.
"Gonna be allri'. Chang fix ya up." I poured hot water onna cloth,
dabbed. Boy hissed, stiffened, sat quiet. Blood oozed.
I took
his bare shoulders in hands, squeezed gentle. "I go get meds ta fix. Stay
still, okay okay?"
He
nodded. He shivered, winced with pain it brought.
I ran
to back room, grabbed perma for light, hurried up stair.
Trannies
don' use meds, usual. No point my keepin' them fo trayfo; tribes can' afford,
an' they figure if it their time to die, they go. Usetabe, hospitals in city
took trannies, Uppies, anyone.
Usetabe.
By time
I got to thir' floor, heart goin' slam. Couldn't help Pookboy if I dead
upstair. But couldn't lettim bleed out. Medkits. Had two cases, where they be?
Think, Pedro. Don' go senile jus' yet.
Inna
corner. I trotted across dark creaky room, detourin' rotted places. Fumbled for
box, pulled out medkit with trembling hands.
Stopped
to take two breath, top of stair. Can' fall down stair now, no time. I came
down, careful. Pook sat in chair, looking at light. Eyes wet.
Workin',
I fussed at him, to sound normal. "Stupid get hisself cut. Learn ta stay
in lair at night, don' getinna rumb." I swabbed wound, gentle as I could.
"Joeykit can't roam roun' nights, or he get diss. Stay in lair."
"Been."
I
glanced up. "Cut in lair?"
He nod.
"Karlo."
"Aiee.
Joeykit gotta min' manners, he wanna be growed Mid." Skin sliced, but
didn' see nothin' go through ribs. Maybe not so bad. Time would tell;
filmatleven. "Pook can' mouth off allatime."
"Yes,
Mista Chang." Docile.
As I
worked I thought with hate about frazzin' system. Coulda been pretty Uppie boy,
this trannie Joeykit. Slim, nice face 'xcept for old scar over eye. If life
been different, coulda gone to fancy Uppie school, live in tower. Or, born outa
city, coulda growed to do honest work for Uppies. But he'll be nothin', maybe
die 'fore he ever shave.
I
washed his side again, this time with disinfectant from kit. Boy whimpered.
"Easy,
Pook. Almos' done."
"Cold."
"Shock,
maybe," Dunno; I ain' medtech. Was wonderin' why bother to clean wound;
germs prolly already inside. Boy was filthy, as usual. Gotta 'xpect, livin'
inna street. Trannies can' help it, don' even notice smell no more.
In
Uppie clinic, he'd get skintouch cloth, and heal fast. I didn' have, couldn'
keep it. It spoil fast. Thought of sewin', old fashion way, but figured tape'll
hold, an' sewin' would hurt boy too much.
From
kit, I took broadspec antibi. "Swallow."
"Whazzit?"
He wrinkled face, looked at it suspicious.
My hand
went up to cuff him, stopped. Not this night. "Make ya feel better."
Obedient, he took, I poured tea, dumped in lotsa sugar. Nevamind cost. Made him
drink. Maybe it help shock.
I
wrapped him with gauze. "I gotta pull tape tight, Pook," I tugged. He
yelped, push my hand away.
"Hol'
still!"
"Leave
it 'lone; I be okay!"
Enough
was enough. I rapped him onna side of head. "Yes, Mista Chang!"
Boy
looked up, eyes wide like puppy. I turned away quick~
Traytaman
can' afford seniment. I made tape tight as I could without hurt too much.
Fussin', I put rest of meds back in kit.
"Pologize." Pook sniffled, his eyes liquid. "Din' mean
nothin'."
No
fair. Ol' man could only stan' so much. I gathered his head against my chest,
rocked, holdin' tight. "Pookboy gonna be allri.' Stay wid Chang long as he
need. Be allri.'"
Boy
healed slowly, but broadspec antibi did its work. I didn' tell how much I hadda
trayfo, each box of medkits. Didn' matta.
Nex'
day I asked him, what he do, Karlo so pissoff.
Pook
gave sheepish look. "Tol' him Ravan don' know sheet."
"What
wid you an' Ravan?"
"Pipes.
Ravan tellin' Karlo, Mids gotta fin' new pipe or move lair." He turned
over on cot, wincing.
"Bah."
I wagged finger. "Joeykit stay outa."
"Don'
know sheet." Voice was stubborn. "He be saying Changman gone glitch.
Say-" Pookboy broke off.
"G'wan."
"Naw."
Shook head.
I got
up, went into shop, wonderin'. Knock on door came few min later. I got busy,
trayfo jumpsuits an' cansa.
Evening,
things quiet again. I fed Pookboy can a chicken. Only second day since cutup,
didn' wan' let him walk 'xcept to johnny. Fed him in cot. He devour chicken,
looked round like hopin' 'nother can.
Food
done, I got up. He put hand on arm, pulled me back. I slapped at hand; didn'
need no Midboy holdin' like baby.
"Stay
a min." His voice shy.
Okay
okay, I sat back. Wait 'n see.
"Dunno
whassa matta, Mids argue 'bout water allatime." He checked my eyes,
decided safe to go on. "Ravan be glitched, not Chang."
"What
he say?"
"Dat
Changman be glitch, say in' water be stop. If pipes no good, Mids gotta move,
or fix. Betta ta fix, he say. He means ..."
Boy trailed off.
Wouldn't
ask. Pookboy tell or not, when he was
ready.
Ran my
hand through his hair, squeezed neck gentle. Got up, fussed with can, cleanin'
out, savin' metal parts.
Pookboy
spoke to wall. "If Chang don' trayfo pipe, Mids take. Bust inta Chang
shop."
My
breath hissed. It comin' to that, a Neut not safe? Times bad.
"So
I tol' Karlo dat Ravan mus' be stupe from sun. If Changman say water be off,
Mids oughta lissen."
I
growled, "Stupid Midboy, think Chang can't take care a self, hah?" I
flattened can, put with rest.
"Ravan
wanna dissme. Karlo say no, but no upbringin' for joeykit wanna be Neut steada
Mid. Tell me ta get out, stay out. I say ta prong hisself steada Bigsis
allatime. He go for shiv. I din' move fas' enough."
"It'll
be okay, Midboy. You wait a while, bring innifo like las' time."
"Maybe.
Dunno if I wan'."
"Course
Pook wan'. Mid gotta live with Mids, no?"
He
didn' answer. Later, 'fore I turned off light, he asked, "How a trannie
get ta be traytaman?"
Chapter 11
PHILIP
I
wasn't supposed to know Jared got caught. I wouldn't have, except for Mom. The
night the Bolands came to visit I stayed awake a long time in the dark, playing
with base eight conversions.
When I
heard our guests on the stairs I knew Mom would check on me soon. I turned on
my side so she'd see my eyes were still open; then she'd come in. A Pavlovian
response; parents worry when their children can't sleep.
After a
while she looked in, sat on the edge of my bed. "What's the matter, love
child?"
I
smiled. It makes me feel wiggly when she calls me that. "Nothing,
Mom."
"Need
to talk?"
"Depends.
How tired are you?"
She
tousled my hair. "I'm awake." She lay down on top of the cover.
"Coin for your thoughts?"
I could
talk to Mom in a way I never dared with Path. Not that he'd object, but I had
to be careful not to worry him.
I told
her about my day, and listened to hers. After a while, she yawned, glanced at
her watch, went into her calming routine.
I don't
know why I loved her stories about the old days when she met Path, but they
helped me relax for sleep. I let her tell me about the Governors' Cotillion,
and their courtship.
I'd
long since figured out the dates. "That was two years after the
monastery."
"Yes,
he was Senator, and we-"
"Mom,
has he changed much, now that he's old?"
"Old?"
She giggled. "Well, now that he's ancient, almost senile, wheezing and
tottering to the grave-"
"Mom!
Remember he's four point four times my age. From my perspective-"
"I
know, love." She giggled. "And I'm so old, too. Sagging, wrinkled,
wheelchair bound-"
I
hugged her, knowing it would make her stop. "What was he like?"
She
fell silent. Then, "I've known him in three stages of his life. As a boy,
he ..."
I
waited.
"He
wasn't one I thought I'd fall in love with. So reserved, and painfully shy. So
earnest. We were bunkies."
"Krane barracks."
"On
Farside," she agreed. "He helped me when I panicked on a suit drill.
He risked a caning for me, without a moment's thought."
"Sarge
was mean to you."
"No,
she was right. Someday you'll understand. When we graduated, Nick and I took
our first leave together, before reporting for duty. We ... got to know each
other."
I might
have translated, but it would spoil her mood.
"Years
later I was on Wellington when the fish attacked. We didn't get along that
time." She stirred, glanced again at her watch.
"And
after?"
"He'd
changed. What happened on Trafalgar, between him and the cadets ... or perhaps
it was before; I've no way to know. He's seen so much tragedy."
A
silence. "Go on."
"He's
... vulnerable. He's as sure of moral issues as he ever was. But he's lost
the assurance he has a right to act on them. He sometimes says he makes things
worse every time he intervenes."
"That's
not true."
"Of
course not, P.T." She was quiet so long I thought she'd drifted to sleep.
Then, "Politics was hard on him, especially the way his career ended. He's
very fragile. We have to protect him."
"What's
worrying him?"
Her
voice grew hesitant. "Can I tell you these things, without your passing
them on?"
I was
scornful. "To whom? Jared?" I propped myself up on an elbow, spoke in
a solemn tone, "You have my oath."
"Lord,
you sound like your father. Actually, he's not worried, just under pressure.
They won't leave him alone,"
"Who?"
"The
bloody politicians." She shook her head in exasperation. "They
stripped him of office, packed him off in disgrace, but now they want his
benediction. You'd think it wouldn't matter."
"Why
does it?"
"Because,
beneath it all, they respect him as much as ever." She gestured toward the
window, and the gates. "Every day, those crowds outside. Why do you think
they gather, though they know he won't acknowledge them? He stands for
something. Integrity, or honor, or ..."
I might
have heard a sob.
She
clutched my arm. "P.T., it's not just the Bolands and his old friends in
the Navy. We have to protect him from the joeys outside. He mustn't listen to
their pleas. They'll consume him. He's too fragile to step back into
that - lion's den!"
"Don't
worry, Mom, he won't."
A while
later she kissed me, and left.
After a
time I heard Father's footsteps, heading back down to his study.
I lay
awake. Irrational numbers didn't seem to help.
The
Bolands were visiting. Maybe they'd try to pressure Path again. Mom was asleep
by now, and couldn't protect him. I put on my slippers, padded downstairs,
crossed the soft carpet to Father's study.
Inside,
all was quiet. I wanted to knock, to ask what he could do to heal his
fragility.
Better
to keep silent; asking might worry him. Maybe in the morning I could download
some data that would help me understand.
I
curled up outside his door. I'd sit for a while to make sure no one bothered
him.
Voices.
I snapped awake.
"You
can't imagine how sorry I am." Mr. Tenere. He must have entered by Path's
patio door, else he would have had to step over me.
"For
God's sake, Adam!" Father was testy.
"I
didn't mean - I'm sor-" A pause, for several seconds. "Well. I guess I
don't know what to say, sir."
"Very
good, Midshipman." I could hear the tired smile in Father's
voice. "But stammering isn't the issue. You have to learn you can't
apologize for another's actions."
I
shouldn't listen. It was dishonorable. Nonetheless, I pressed closer to the
door.
"I
was apologizing for making Jared what he is."
"Goofjuice.
The boy's responsible for his own acts."
"Despicable,
you called it. I agree."
"Adam,
you've got to get him under control. No, not for my sake, for yours. And his
own."
"Yes."
A pause. "I just don't know how."
"Tonight
was a start."
"Shouting
at him? How should I follow up?"
Father's
tone was bleak. "I'm the last one to ask. I destroyed the children in my
care."
He
couldn't mean me. My brother Nate? Someone else?
"Don't,
sir. Please."
Father
sighed. "He's your son. Do as you see fit. About Richard; I suppose we
should tell him?"
"That
Jared was skulking outside his window? To what purpose?"
I
hunched closer. Why was Jared spying on bedrooms? Objectively speaking, he must
have some kind of glitch.
"Richard
had a right to privacy." Father.
"They're
under a lot of strain, he and Rob both." Mr. Tenere hesitated. "I'd
let it be. They've enough on their minds."
"If
you say so." Father sounded dubious. "I almost forgot myself,
outside. Jared doesn't know how close he came."
"To?"
"If
he were my son ..." I could hear his steps, as he paced.
"He'd
have been better off." Mr. Tenere was bitter. "Sir, next time - I mean,
if you catch him again ..." A pause, as if he were steeling himself.
"Please, treat him as you would your own."
"Are
you sure?"
"Quite."
"Very
well." Father's tone was flinty. "Jared won't like it."
Their
conversation drifted. I lay outside the door for a long while.
I woke
to Father's hand on my shoulder. For an eternity, he looked into my eyes.
"What were you doing, P.T.?"
"I
don't know, sir." It was the truth. My eyes teared. "I'm
worried."
His
expression softened. "About what, joeykit?" He helped me to my feet,
guided me to the stairs. I knew he'd have carried me, if I hadn't grown so big.
About
you, sir. But I couldn't say that. "I don't know, Path."
Gently,
he tucked me into bed.
Three
days later Father packed his bag, said his good-byes, gave me a brusque hug,
and left for his annual stay at the Lancaster monastery. Mom and I saw him off
at the helipad. We walked back to the house in the muggy afternoon shimmer.
Feeling self-conscious as I held her hand, I tried to ignore the gawkers
peering through the gate.
"It's
not for long, love. Three weeks and he'll be home."
"I
know, Mom." We paused at the porch steps.
Her eye
narrowed. "If you imagine his trip is an excuse to slack off on
schoolwork, guess again."
"No,
ma'am." Once a lieutenant, always a looey. "I asked for extra
engineering yesterday. I'll finish it this afternoon, I think."
"Very
well. Need a hug?"
I
nodded. I usually do.
As days
passed I grew increasingly restless. If I were adult I could leave whenever I
wanted, but as a child I was dependent on Mom for transportation. The first
week, I could only get her to take me to Rodin twice.
It was
too muggy to play outside, and Jared wouldn't answer the caller or come to the
house. Mom told me to stay away from his bungalow. Never mind why, young man,
do as you're told.
To
spite my tutors, I asked for extra assignments, finished them an hour after I
brought them home, and sent them back on the nets with time and date stamp.
Mr.
Skeer said my frustration arose from boredom, and I told him rather sharply
that I didn't see him three hours a week to hear
what I already knew. Then I apologized; he really was trying to help me, and
occasionally succeeded.
I got
anxious, at times. What Dad called "revving." I didn't know why
thoughts flashed past at a million miles an hour. I felt out of control, and it
scared me. Sometimes good ideas came, but I usually sat biting my nails and
picking at my shirt. If Father saw, he'd hold me until I quieted, but then I
worried at adding to his burdens, and that made it worse.
About
one thing, Mr. Skeer was wrong: I didn't need more friends my own age. What
counted was getting along with adults. What good was it to understand the
social mores of "normal" twelve-year-olds? I wasn't
"normal," thank Lord God, and I wouldn't be twelve for long.
Though
I wasn't all that eager to go through adolescence, if Jared was any guide.
The
fourth day Path was gone I wandered to the bungalow, figuring Mom's admonition
had probably expired. The door was open; I went to Jared's room.
He lay
on his bed.
"Hi."
I pulled a chair to his puter.
"Get
lost, grode."
I
looked over my shoulder. "You mean it?"
"You're
not supposed to be here."
"Is
this a privacy thing? Did you want me to knock?"
"No!"
He rolled over, eyed me sullenly.
I
headed for the door. "Let me know when you're human."
"I
can't, you frazzing asshole!" He banged the pillow with his fist. "He
won't let me!"
Many
adolescents had problems with coherence, according to my downloads.
"You're making no sense."
He
sprang up, pushed me to the door. "You jerk! Out, before I - get out!"
I let
Jared push me into the hall, slam the door. I shrugged. He was in one of his
moods. I started back to the house, but hadn't gotten halfway when his window
slid open.
"P.T,
wait,"
I
sighed, turned. "Yes?"
He
beckoned me. "Come on back." The window shut.
I
trudged back to his room. "Well?"
"Don't
give me that look; it isn't my fault," He sat back on his
bed, put his head in his hands. "It's not fair. Dad's gone crazy."
I
waited.
"All
he did was yell. I figured that was the end of it."
"What
happened?"
"He
caught - found me where I wasn't supposed to be." Jared's expression was
glum. "He shouted like he'd gone round the bend. I went to my room and
waited all night for him to come in and settle things. By morning, it was like
he'd forgotten all about it. I went to school like usual."
"You
aggravate him."
"I
don't need that from you, frazball."
"Take
that back." My voice was very quiet.
"Go
prong-"
"Take
it back, joey. I mean it." I stood, trying not to tremble. He was a lot
bigger.
His
eyes fell away from mine. "All right, cool jets." He added,
"Sorry."
I sat
again, glad to end the confrontation. "Go on."
"For
two days Dad said nothing. Couple of nights ago, he went berserk. Came into my
room, said he'd had enough. More words, I figured. He's just your father's
rabbit."
I
wanted to leave, but made myself sit still.
Jared's
face darkened. "I told him to let me alone, and he laughed. Said he was
pulling me out of school 'cause it was doing me no good. Told me I was
grounded, couldn't even leave my room except for bathroom or eating. Til my
behavior improves,' whatever that's supposed to mean. I can't call you, or have
you over. He even canceled my nets! Look!" He flipped on his puter,
punched into the networks. Nothing but a blank. "You wouldn't believe the
goofjuice he spouted. God-given talents wasted, why can't I use my puter skills
constructively, yap yap yap."
Jar
made a face and flopped back onto the bed. "He can't enforce it, that's
what's so insane. I can go out whenever I want."
"Why
don't you, then?"
"I
will."
"But
you haven't."
"It's
only been a couple nights, for Christ's sake!"
I fell
silent at the blasphemy. I'm not sure what else I believe, but I know Lord God
doesn't care for that.
"P.T."
I
stared at the blank screen.
"Philip!"
"What?"
His
voice was uneven. "I'm scared."
I
crossed to the bed. "Of what?"
"I
don't know. Dad. The way he's acting. He shouldn't have gotten that mad.
School's a.waste, but it's something to do. I want to go back."
If he
saw I felt sorry for him, it would only make him feel worse. "Straighten
out for a while. That's all he wants." I punched his arm. I knew Jared
liked contact games.
He
wasn't listening. "I'll show 'em. Both of them."
I
tweaked his ribs, got his attention. "Hey, ease up. Just do what he asks
for a time."
"Hands
off, grode." He flipped a pillow at me. Better. More like the old Jared. I
flipped it back.
"Arm
wrestle?" He always beat me, and I knew he'd enjoy that.
"Two
Unibucks a throw?"
"Not
a chance." I hadn't made that mistake since I was seven. I rolled onto my
stomach, put up my hand.
Jared,
fifteen, had weight and size on me. I tried three times, let him believe I
thought I could win.
The
third time, he rammed my arm down, flipped me over. It hurt a bit.
"Thought you were man enough to take me on, P.T.?"
I said,
"Maybe not today. Soon."
"Right."
He poked me in the ribs. I yelped, pushed him away, but he wrestled me down,
held my arms still. The dominance thing; Jared constantly sought reassurance
that he was the stronger.
"Let
me go!"
"Maybe."
He held both my hands in one of his, tickled me in the ribs with the other.
"Cut
it out!" I yanked loose a hand, grabbed his hair. "Let me up,
or-"
He
swarmed on top of me, pushed me down on my back, sat on my hips. I wasn't sure
if we were playing or fighting.
He held
my wrists tight, forced my arms over my head. I kicked and bucked, almost
succeeded in throwing him off.
"No
you don't." He pressed my wrists against the bed with all his strength.
His head dipped forward, pushed my shoulder down. "Gotcha, grode."
"Jared,
don't. Let go of-"
With a
quick shift, he lay on top of me.
I
stiffened. "Jared-" His legs held me tight.
He shut
his eyes, rested his head on my shoulder. As if by accident, his lips brushed
my neck.
I
sagged, willing my muscles to relax. An instant later I rammed my knee into his
crotch.
He
shrieked, bounced off, spun to the wall clutching his testicles. He rolled from
side to side, his face purple.
I flew
off the bed, backpedaled to the window, wiped the tingle of his lips from my
skin.
A sob.
My eye
fell on his puter screen. I lunged to the keyboard, keyed his drives, called up
a wipe, slammed the return. I whirled back to the bed on which he thrashed in
torment. My voice was shrill. "You're a joke! We laugh at you, all of us!
Father and I, even your Dad! You fail at everything, and we all know!"
"P.T.!"
A croak, that could have been an entreaty.
My
voice grew harsh. "I'm glad it hurts! That time you beat me at chess, I
let you win! Look up the Lopez variations if you're not too lazy. Your Dad's
last password is your birthday in base twelve, but you were too stupid to see
it even when I told you!"
"Please
..."
I ran
to the door. "Everyone knows you go out at night; you're the only one
thinks it's a secret! By the way, the school asked your Dad to withdraw you!
You're the saddest grode in the compound!"
"Wait!"
Anguish.
"I'm
done wasting time with you!" I ran into the yard, almost cannoned into Mr.
Tenere.
"P.T.?
Where are you - what's wrong?"
"Nothing.
Bye." I dashed to the house, tore up the stairs to my room, slammed the
door, I sat
in the comer, hugging myself, picking at my shirt.
Again I
wiped at my neck. Calm, Philip. Seventy-six times thirteen hundred ninety-four
... I was revving, but there was nothing I could do about it. My fingers
scrabbled at my clothes.
Chapter 12
JARED
Whenever Dad
called me to eat, I went without protest. He told me to clean my room, so I
did. I even made dinner, on his instructions. Now that the Old Man was gone to
his brown-robe voodoo, Dad spent most of his time catching up on work at his
desk in the main house. Alone in my room, I bided my time.
I
couldn't understand why Dad had turned so vicious, especially over something so
insignificant as wandering on the veranda. Each evening when he trudged up the
path to our bungalow, my stomach tightened. I knew Dad hated me, and I decided
the feeling was mutual.
From
time to time P.T. flitted about the lawn, but I didn't wave from my window.
Given Dad's manner, using the caller was out of the question, and I didn't know
what I might have said to the little snark, anyway. We'd only been wrestling,
for God's sake. He went berserk and hurt me, and said some things I couldn't
really remember.
I
didn't want to see him. I watched him through the curtains, running back and
forth on the lawn with his football. He was thin and lithe. He never looked my
way or smiled, though he knew I was lonely.
For
three more days I moped in my room.
Finally
I finished reloading my puter.
I had
to escape from the compound; that much was certain. Quietly I tied back into
the nets, set up base camp with Rolf, revealed the idea I'd been working on. He
was properly impressed, but it took him two endless days to decide if he wanted
to help.
Meanwhile,
I scanned the latest issue of Holoworld. Old Boland's speech was spread over
the front screens. Good. That meant they'd be interested in my story about his
plans to discount the Old Man's influence. But I had to be careful.
I set
it up through Interlodge. Three layers of false signons, and a quick schuss
through anon valley. Then a backtrack, scattering fresh snow across my trail.
I'd
written down everything I remembered of what the Bolands had said. Through
Interlodge I sent Holoworld a few tidbits to whet their interest. Would they be
interested in a meeting?
If we
met anywhere near the Old Man's compound, someone might guess the source, so I
needed a public place. I picked the Sheraton Skytel in New York; Dad had taken
me there once and I could find my way around.
I
figured I could pass for seventeen at least, but even so, old joeybats like the
mediamen might not be impressed. I told the Holoworld people I didn't want my
ID revealed and would send a messenger with the data I wanted to sell. They
could give their answer to him.
I
wasn't sure what they'd pay, but that didn't matter. What counted was showing
the lot of them. Getting even with Dad for his nastiness, and with the Old Man
for being so frazzing sanctimonious. Let him fly back from his stupid monastery
to a Holoworld exclusive on how he spied on his guests, and filed his notes in
his personal puter. I'd decided the story would be hotter if I tied it to him.
I
wished I had something on P.T. too, but I wasn't sure how I'd use it. P.T.
wasn't news; Arlene Bitch Seafort was determined to keep his name off the
viewscreens, though once in a while, when her guard was down, they caught a few
distant shots.
They'd
stopped sending mediamen over the compound after she knocked the tail rudder
off a heli with nothing but a well-aimed hand laser. No one dared prosecute,
and I think the other politicians were secretly glad a victim had finally struck
back.
I
languished in the frazzing bungalow for days, before Holoworld bit.
The
meet was set for Wednesday at five. I'd leave Tuesday, stay overnight in the
Sheraton, and have plenty of time to prepare.
Over
the weekend I worked so hard at browning Dad that he even complimented me on my
attitude. It was all I could do not to laugh. At night, while he slept, I made
a reservation on the Monday suborbital, billing it to the Terrex account I'd
found in his puter. P.T. was right; it was my birthday he'd used. Dumb, Getting
the card itself was the hardest part. I had to wait until Monday night; if I
snatched it earlier, he might notice, though he used it only when he left the
compound.
I
waited until Monday night, when he was in the shower. It took only a minute to
dash into his room, fish in his pants, grab the card.
I'd
show them.
Tuesday
morning Dad woke me, as he had every day since our quarrel.
"Time
to get up, boy."
"Okay."
I forced open my eyes. I'd tossed and turned far into the night.
"Now,
please."
I
sighed. In a few more hours it would be over. Why not let him think he was
winning? "Yes, sir." I sat.
He
threw his arm around my shoulder. I tried not to cringe. His voice was
hesitant. "I've been thinking... remember our trip to Quebec?"
"With
Mom? A long time ago."
"Would
you like to go again?"
"Why?"
"Just...
for us. I could take a few days."
Three
or four days tied to him like a joeykit, with no way to escape? I wanted to
vomit. "Zarky, Dad. We could do lots of things."
A hug.
"Dinner's in the freezer. Burgers and mixed vegetables."
"Okay."
I waited for him to leave.
He
paused by the door. "Keep up the good behavior, and I'll let you back onto
the nets."
I
turned away quickly, before he saw my lip curl. "Thanks."
He
left.
The
morning passed in an agony of anticipation. I couldn't leave; if Dad didn't
lunch with Arlene, he might eat at home. In that case I'd better be around. He
mustn't learn I'd left until I'd been gone several hours. By then would it be
too late.
Of
course, there was the one chance in a thousand that he'd pick today to dine
out, and try to pay with his Terrex. That's what made life interesting, though
I wasn't too worried. I could always ditch the card and claim I knew nothing
about it.
My
shuttle would leave at two.
Noon.
Luck ran against me. Dad and Arlene took their sandwiches to the veranda and
sat forever. I paced my room, rucksack hidden under my bed. I could slip out
Dad's window on the far side of the house, but what good would that do? I still
had to go through the gate, and the gatepath was visible from the veranda. All
hell would break loose if Dad saw me outside when I was supposed to be
grounded.
If it
weren't for the gate-gawkers, I could shinny over the wall and be gone, but if
I tried it, alarms would go berserk. I had to use the gate, where the
guards'job was to keep people out, not hold us in. It didn't matter to them
whether I went through to the street.
Once I
got past Dad, my way would be clear. The gawkers had no interest in me; their
focus was on the Old Man and his family.
At last,
Dad gathered his plate and cup and went back to the main house. Arlene
stretched and did likewise. Good; all I needed was for her to take one of her
frazzing outdoor naps.
When
the coast was clear I snatched up my rucksack, loped to the gate, slowed to a
walk as I reached the guardhouse. I opened the iron gate from the inside,
nodded to the nearest guard as I strolled through. A few rubberneckers gaped as
I went past; I restrained myself from giving them the finger. Idiots, hanging
around the Old Man as if he were a saint. Seafort was a pompous ass who'd
failed at politics like everything else.
I
managed to hold myself to a walk until I turned the corner. Then I sprinted to
the end of the block.
Sometimes
tourists came in taxis, gawked through their windows and drove on, but others
left their cabs to wander around the compound. During the day, ground cabs were
always cruising our street to pick up yokels who finally realized there was
nothing to see except the guardhouse and the shrubs.
I stepped
off the curb, hailed a cab. "Potomac Shuttleport, and hurry."
The
driver looked me over. "Coin, joey?"
"Sure.
What do you think I am, a trannie?" I slammed the door.
I had
enough for the cab, but not a lot to spare. I'd intended to
stop at a Terrex booth in the shuttleport and use Dad's card to get some
spending money. I figured after a few days he'd find it was missing and cancel
it, so I'd better be prepared until the Unibucks from Holoworld came through.
Thanks
to Dad's damn picnic with Arlene, I barely made it to the shuttleport in time.
I raced to the gate, boarded just as the ramplights began to flash. I tucked my
rucksack under my seat, buckled in, caught my breath as the ramp wheeled away.
I
debated trying for a drink. My fake ID looked good - hell, I'd paid enough for it
at school - but if it didn't work, a shuttle in flight was a bad place to get
caught. I'd have no chance to run, and even a first offense could land me in
Federal Juv. Anyway, the drinking age was twenty-one, and I wasn't quite sure I
looked it, even though I occasionally shaved.
I
settled for a softie.
In New
York I went to the nearest Terrex machine, keyed myself a wad of cash. I hadn't
had time to withdraw it in Washington before my flight. The transaction would
eventually show on Dad's statement; sooner or later he'd see I'd been to New
York. Too bad I hadn't thought of scrambling his financial passwords before I
left, to gain more time.
No
matter. Once Holoworld paid off I'd head somewhere really zarky.
Chapter 13
POOK
Bad
time for Pook, afta Karlo cut me. I go sullen, can' help it. What kinda Mid be
Pookboy, widout upbringin'? An' my side hurt. Can' cry when Changman aroun';
gotta wait 'til he out.
Every
day ol' man go wid cart, trayfo back 'n forth wid tribes. 'Fore he go, he sit by
cot, ruffle my hair, ask how I feel. Allri', I tellim. Don' go pokin' roun'
where ya don' belong, he say. Res' an' get well. Yes, Mista Chang. I do whatchew
say. He smile.
I don'
feel so good. It too much trouble ta go up stair, poke roun', even if my best
chance ta see what Changman hide. 'Nothatime. I get up slow, look aroun'shop.
Usual trayfo. If I take any, he know fas', an' whop me. Or maybe he jus' looka
me, make me feel bad. So I leave boxes 'lone.
Shelves
in back room fulla book. Could take lotsa; ol' man got so many he never know,
but whuffo? Who wan' book 'xcept glitched ol' Changman?
Afta
coupla days, I start feel betta. Nighttime, I sit wid Chang by perma, he in his
rickety chair, me on low stool. He tell stories from book 'bout wayback time,
when tribe called knigh' rumb wid tribe in lair called cassel. Stupid
scaretale. Wha' kinda tribe wins rumb, an' lettem go afta? I askim, why don'
knigh's diss whole bunch a 'em afta they knock down cassel? Otha wise, cassel
tribe go fo' venge.
He say,
civil lashon, Pook. Whole worl' don' ack like trannie tribes. Dumbasses, I say;
why I wanna hear 'bout glitched tribes who dunno howta ack? Dey bad as Subs,
touchin' fingas, say in' cool meet. Glitch stuff.
Ol' man
sigh a lot. I sit still, lissen ta 'notha bookstory ta make 'im feel betta.
Coupla
mo' days, I wantin' go out. Changman say no. I go proud, say, Pook go where he
wan', no ol' man gonna stop 'im. Okay okay, he say, an' open door. Out, an' don'
come back. Stupid ol' man. I gotta do his way. Please, Mista Chang, lemme go out
fo' while. Jus' ta walk roun'.
He
grumble lot, give me lotsa warn, don' run, case ya fall, stay way from Karlo,
stuff like dat. He think I stupe? Finally, he goin' trayfo wid cart, an' let me
out.
He tell
me, "Okay okay, silly Midboy, be here when I get back, if ya wan' place ta
sleep fo' nigh'."
"Yo."
I shrug, go out in sun, blinkin'. He lock door, careful. Beck me over, I gotta
stan' still while he fuss wid tape aroun' my cut, fin' 'xcuse ta hug me.
"G'wan, Mista Chang, I be allri'."
He
disappear down block wid rattly cart. I look roun', see nothin' new 'xept dead
dog someone miss fo' stewpot, but now he be too bloat. I kick stones. I walk ta
near lair, side hurtin' some, but not too bad. Hope Bigsis come out, but don'
go too close ta lair case see Karlo.
No
Bigsis. No Karlo, eitha, so okay.
I walk
roun', gettin' bore. Gotta wait 'til Changman come back ta get in. Soon, now.
Noise.
Motor.
Heli.
Mid
joeys run pas', headin' ta lair fo' safe. I don' worry. Daytime, an' plenny
places fo' hide. Heli usual means jerries, but could also be Uppies. Once in
while, touris' set down, looka roun', guards showin' lasers. Mos'ly touris'
come in Graybus, winnows all bar. Dey only stop at Four Two, usual.
Whomp
of engine get loud. Lotsa dus'. Heli sets down mid of street near Chang house.
Motor
stop.
Not
jerries. Jus' helicab wid coupla frazzin' Uppies.
Afta
while, Mids come outa lair 'gain ta watch touris'.
At
nigh', no Uppie lan' his heli inna street. We dissim, if he do. Day, even
trannies walk in sun, long as stay on own turf. Uppies ain' welc, but too stupe
ta know, sometime.
Heli
door open, two joes come out. One be real big, an' kinda wide. He look roun'
careful, den help otha one jump down. Secon' man all starve, threads tore like
trannie. But dat couldn' be; no trannie eva got coin fo' helicab.
Cabbie
wait inna heli. I don' see no guard.
Big man
bang har' on Chang door. "Yo! Changman! Openup!"
Don'
like. How Chang gonna keep respec' of tribes, Uppies botha him?
"Yo!
Chang!"
I go
bristle. "Get los', Uppie!"
He
ignore, bang again. "Wake up, ol' man!"
Midsbe
watchin'. I go proud, pull out shiv. "G'wan, outa heah!" I stan'
front a door. "Leavim be!"
Bigman
eyes go narrow, seein' shiv. "Watchit, joey kit."
He won'
step back, so I come closa, holdin' shiv low like Karlo teach. "Fly ya
mothafuckin' heli back ta towah! You too, scrawny gayfag!" They ignore, so
I lunge. "Who ya think ya-"
Bigman
han' dart out, catch my wris', snatch shiv an' toss it inna street.
"Leggo
me, ya frazzin'-"
He whop
me 'cross face, openhan'. Make soun' like stick crack. I yelp.
His
mouth fulla contemp, he shove me. "Go play 'fore ya get hurt,
joeykit."
I catch
myself fo' I fall. "Prong-" He step closer; I shut fas'. Watchin'
Mids start ta snicker.
Dunno
whatta do. Wanna go proud, but he don' ack like Uppie; too rowd. I run ta
street, grab shiv. Wonnerin', can I take 'im? Gotta try, 'cause too many Mids
watchin'. I circle, careful.
He ask,
"Where be Changman?"
"Prong
yaself!" I c'n say it now; got shiv for safe.
Otha
joe, skinny, shrug. He say, "Leavim be, kit ain' gonna tellya noth-"
I
lunge, catchem both offgar. Stick shiv inna bigjoe's ribs.
'Xcept,
I don', cause he move too fas'. Bigman catch arm, twis'. My shiv go fly. He
shove me up 'gainst wall, whop me a couple, kinda easy, like he bore.
"Where Changman? He still live here?"
Squealin',
I tryta get loose. Can't.
Whop.
"Where he be, joey?" Whop. "Ansame!" Whop.
I
cryin' like joeykit, can' help it, clawin' at his big han' slappin' me, when
familia voice come at las'. "Okay okay, whatchadoon to my Pookboy? Wha's
up?"
Bigman
growl, "Ask 'im where ya be, is all." Whop me one mo'.
"Lettim
go, he jus' joeykit." Mista Chang trot ova, paw at Bigman han' like he
ain' 'fraid. "Leggo, said!"
Bigman
drop me, wait impatient while Chang open lock wid one hand, his otha holdin' me
tigh'. I embarrass, seen cry. Ain' fair. Uppie too big.
Changman
fuss. "Don' whomp my Pook. Kit jus' tryin' protec' me." I waitin' fo'
Chang ta yank out laser from coat, fry big joey. Stead, he go in, leave door
open fo' Bigman. I watch, amaze.
Bigman
come in, look roun'. "Ain' change none."
"Why change?" Ol'
man give me teapot, push me to back like I spose ta fill wid water. He go glitch, or somethin'? More like I
piss in it, fo' Uppie drink. I shake no. "G'wan, Pook. Wan' my tea."
He shove gentle. Stupid ol' man, no care what badass Bigman do ta Pook. I
snuffle, fill pot. Rub face. All bruise now, prolly.
When I
come back, dey sittin' in shoproom like natral fo' Uppies visit trannie. I put
pot on hotpad an' glare.
"Pook."
Chang beck me. "Come meet frien' from longtime back."
"Don'
wanna." I turn my back on Changman. Bigman grin. "When I tried dat, ya grab ear an twis'. Seem like I was
'bout his age."
How he
know 'bout Chang grabbin' ear? I stop sniffle, lissen.
"C'mere,
joey," say Bigman. I look ta curtain, wantin' slip behin', but big joey
close, an' he cruel. And Chang jus' gonna sit 'n watch. "C'mere,"
Bigman say again. I go close, watchin' careful.
He hol'
out han'. "Usetabe, I lived wid Changman." I go all scorny. "Now
I know ya be glitch. Ain' no Uppie live-"
"I
be Eddie."
I
rememba name from Chang's tale. An' I realize his talk ain' fulla snot like
Uppies. I look at Chang, wish he weren' smile like I some kinda stupe.
Eddie
rumble, "Sorry I whomped ya. Don' like joey comin' on wid shiv."
I go
proud. "Din' hurt none."
"Course
not." He keep hand out, 'til I gotta take. He shake careful, like tryin'
not ta squeeze. I glad ta get my han' back. He say, "Boney an' I came
allaway in heli, lookin' fo' Changman."
Ol' man
go huff. "Changman, is it? How I spose ta teach Midboy respec', ya talk
like-"
"Okay,
okay. Mista Chang, meant ta say." Bigman roll his eyes. "Din' mean
nothin'."
Chang
grumble. He wait fo' tea ta hot.
"Siddown."
Eddie haul on my collar an' I sit fas'. "Don' give Mista Chang no trouble,
joeykit. He be okay Neut."
Ilookimova.
"Who ya be? Why botha Mista Chang?"
Eddie
grin 'gain at ol' Chang. "He got spirit, anyway." Look ta me, serious
like. "I'm Eddie Boss. Dis my frien' Boney."
"Tribe?"
He go
proud. "I be Mace." Den he look sad. "Long time back,"
"Ain'
no Mace. Jus' Mista Chang scaretale."
"Was
Mace, once. I Boss, four flo'" He stare at pot, sigh deep. "Thas why we
came to Changma - Mista Chang. Figga what to do."
Chang
pour tea, han' it roun'. Now I sure Eddieboss be Chang frien'; he get tea
steada coffee. I drink, pretendin' I like.
Dey
talk like I wasn' dere. I don' mind; it give me time ta figga.
"You
gotta help, Mista Chang."
"How?
What'm I suppose to do?"
They
words all differen', when dey don' talk ta me. More like Uppie, but I c'n
unnerstan'.
"I
losin' my Mace!"
Boney
stir. "Already los', mos' of us,"
"Unies
are pushin' Easters; Easters push Mace, I went to visit, found Sam diss, an'
Annon and' Bally and Kit ..." Eddie look up. "They my tribe."
Chang
get up, shuffle ta Eddie, pat gentle. "Not anymore. You gotta
remember."
"Was,
willbe!"
"No."
Chang word have final. "Now ya be tribe with Annie."
"Girl
can't be place of tribe." Eddieboss look up, smile shy. "She my wife,
now. Uppie way,"
"I
know." Chang wait.
"Still,
I gotta visit Mace, once in while. She don' - doesn't
want to come, but she understand." He slurp at tea. "This time, I
went to U.N. Square, took helicab, land in usual place south a Easters."
Boney
shake head. "He din' know 'bout pushout."
"My
Mace ain't - weren't there. Place all tore up, worse than before."
"You
found him." Chang point at Boney.
Eddie's
mouth go snarl. "Hadda whomp a buncha Easters, make 'em explain I hadda
look more south. Five blocks, Mace was push." He brood. "Frazzin'
Easters. Never cared fo' none of them."
We
wait, 'til bigman Eddie look up. "I went south, couldn' believe what I
found. Mister Chang, they be drinkin' river! No wonder they dyin'!"
Boney
shrug, helpless. "No water inna pipe. Thas why we pushout. No point
hangin' onta turf, can' live in it."
Chang
sigh, rockin'.
Eddieboss
voice go strain. "Mister Chang, tell me what to do. They can't drink
river, get sick like dog. Why ain' water in pipes? What's Mace spose ta
do?"
Chang's
hand make fis'. "What's alla trannies spose ta do?" he whisper.
My
healin' cut itch an' I wan' scratch, but sit still ta lissen.
"Should
we pushback Easters? Maybe if I helped ..."
Chang
look up, eyes glisten. "Eddie, ain' Easters that pushback Mace."
"Sure,
it is. Boney, tellaman. Few month back, started with-"
"Not
Easters. Was Unie govermen pushout Mace."
I get
all tingle. Somethin' in ol' man voice.
Chang
say, "They want us gone, Eddie Boss. Alla tribes. Mids, Ports, Easters,
Subs, Neuts. Gonna push us out."
Eddie
study Mista Chang face. He ask, cautious, "You gone glitch?"
Ol' man
don' get mad, jus' shake his head. "Tellin' ya true." He get up, fuss
wid pot, pourin' fo' all. Again he sit. "Like when SecGen Anjour tried,
back when."
Eddie
hunch forward. "No Unie troops onna street this time, ol' man."
Chang
sip tea, make face, like too hot. "Okay okay, teachya history." He
glance at me. "Lissen, little Midboy, maybe
learn somethin'. Time back, SecGen Anjour - ya know he was Territorial?"
Eddie
rumble, "Party don' matta. All govermen be Uppies."
"Oh,
it matter. SecGen Anjour wanted to pushout tribes near river, build more
towers. Sent lotsa jerries, with their U.N.A.F. troop carriers rumblin' behin'."
"Course
I know. They was pushin' on Mace. That's when-"
"You
came ta ol' Chang, wan' miracle, jus' like now."
"Las'
time, ya helped!"
"Too
hard for trannies ta fight govermen." Chang look up. "Mace should
know that. Didn' take a lotta jerries to push Mace outa store, back when."
Eddie
go anger. "They had laser, stunner-"
"I
know. But Anjour time, they wanted to push ya out, jus' like before with store.
I couldn' think no way to stop 'em, but knew who would."
Eddie
look down. "Hated that part."
"What
part?" I jump, at sound a my own voice.
Eddie
say, "Changman and me went to see Fisherman."
"Ain'
no Fisherman. Jus' scaretale fo'-"
Eddie
grab hol' my collar, like say in', shut up ri' now, Pookboy. I go quiet quick.
He growl, "Went to see Fisherman. Mister Chang an' me. In monastery, where
he lived."
I look
up. Chang nod.
"Din'
wanna go. Chang made me." Eddie's eyes soft, like rememer ol' hurt.
Chang
say, "He needed to see you. Else, wouldn't help."
"But
I din' need see him. Not afta Annie."
I look
confuse.
"Was
his wife firs', then I took. Secon' time I betray. I wouldn't a gone to
Lancaster, if tribe weren' be extinguish."
Chang
nod approve, like he thinkin', good word, Eddieboss.
"Lancaster.
Monastery. Big ol' place, stone. Monks wid - with robes. Chang an' I wait. Go in
with others for pray. Finally, he come. We kneel fronta bench, with alla
touris'. Wait for him to see us, but he won' look at joes come to
catch his sight, some holdin' sick joeykits, like if he touch, they heal."
I dunno
if Eddie know his eyes wet.
"Fisherman
kneel on flo', gaunt, prayin'. Once I catch glimpse of his eyes, an' they sick
inside. Monks chantin' foreign. Changman holdin' my arm, like, is all right,
Eddie, you strong enough. I sit on hard bench an' wait for Hell, when he look
at my face and remember what I done."
Chang
get up quiet, trot to Eddie, pat big shoulder.
I
'fraid ta move, less'n Eddie squash me.
"Service
finish, time fo' public to leave. We all wait for monks to file out. Now,
Eddie, Chang says. I can't make sound if it means Fisherman'll see me."
Eddie's
han' wipe his eye, absentmind. "He almost outa hall. I get up, cry out,
Cap'n! Looka me! Monk comes runnin', I shrug him off. Cap'n! He keep walkin'.
For sake a Lord God, Cap'n, looka Eddie! At last he turn, an look. Inta me.
Through me." Bigman stop.
Real
slow, I get up. Heart pound. Careful, I touch his cheek, wipe gentle with
sleeve. Eddieboss grab my hand, don' let go.
"Guards
pushin', tellin' us gotta leave now. Fisherman comes over. I stand there like
stupe ox, hopin' he'll remin' me 'bout Annie, hit me, anythin'. How are you,
Eddie, he says. I look at Chang. He jus' nod. Cap'n, I say, I need ya
help."
Eddie
break off, squeeze my wris' 'til I can hardly keep from yell. His voice catch.
"Finish,"
ol' Chang say quiet. "Get it out."
"Took
balls ta ask his help, afta what I did ta betray. Can't figger how I could ask.
It's all right, Eddie, he says like it don' matter. That's all past. Old monk
come over, want ta know what's goin' on, an' Cap'n says, please Abbot, let us
talk. He was my ship-"
Eddie
wrench away, go to door.
I
watch. His big fist bang his leg like ta punish. Afta while he whispa ta door,
"Shipmate. So Abbot let us talk. I tol' Cap'n what Unies doin' ta my Mace.
I say, don' know who c'n help 'xcept you.
"He
say, I'm nobody. I can't help anymore. This be my place. An' I say, no! You
Cap'n, now an' always! You be Fisherman!
He shake head, sad. He say, anything I do will make it worse, Eddie. That's my
curse.
"No,
I tell him. My people gon' die. Unies'll listen ta you. Tell 'em stop."
Eddie
stare at glowing perma. "I know what I gotta do. Like circle comin' round.
I stan'. My people dyin', Cap'n. I beg you. An' I get down on knees, like he
done once ta me. I'm beggin' you, for my Mace. Oh Jesus Lord, he says, don't.
Please. But I say, I'm begging you. Please, sir. Begging you."
All
quiet.
I let
out breath, didn' realize I'd been holdin'. "An'?"
"He
come. Not that day. But soon, he come. He denounce Anjour an' his Unies, and
say he go inta politics if that what it take. And he do."
I look
ta Chang, is true?
He nod.
Boney
say, like comfort, "He stop 'em in time. We no pushout. Good years afta,
tribe hol' onta turf. Til now."
Eddie
sigh, rub arm 'cross face. "Thas how we beat ol' SecGen Anjour. Time
back." He look up. "But now it's startin' again. I seen 'bout a dozen
Mace sick inna cellar after drinkin' river. No meds. We ain' got much time."
"I
can' do nothin," Changman say again, louder. "What ya think I be,
miracle worka? Jus' ol Neut, try in' to get by."
"What
we do? Wait 'til all be dead?"
"I
dunno!"
Boney
say anger, "Mace goin' down, Mista Chang. You gotta help."
Chang
look real ol'. I watchim wid worry. He say, "Can't get Uppies to listen.
I'm just trannie, like you."
Knock
on door.
Chang
get up, pad 'cross room. "We close!"
Voice I
don' know. "It's gettin' dark. I gotta be off."
Eddie
get up. "Cabbie." He open door. "All right you go. We
stayin'." Pulls out wad of Unibucks. I watch wid amaze. Eddie give some ta
joe. "Thanks."
"Sure
you want to stay? Hell, it's your life, not mine." Heliman touch his cap,
turn. Eddie close door, come sit. For a min, roar of engine shake shop.
When
heli gone, Eddie say, "Okay, you ain't miracle worka.
But years back you gave me advice whether I want it or not. Now I'm askin'.
What should we do, ol' man?"
Chang
go bristle. "Ol' man, now? Was 'ol' man' when Mace kit knock at door
needin' place ta stay, or was it Mista Chang, hah?"
Eddie
look at me, wink. "Cool jets. Din' mean nothin'. You be Mister Chang, if
that what you want. But if you ain't glitch with old, show us answer."
"Think
I can' see ya manipulate? Silly Maceboy still thinks he c'n swind Pedro Telamon
Chang, hah?" Ol' man fuss wid tea.
We
wait.
Changman
turn back, seem like he anger for true. "I tolya, don' know. Ya wan'
answer, go ta Fisherman! Maybe he help. Leave ol' man be!"
Eddie
sag. "Can't. Not no more."
"Sure
ya can. Jus-"
Eddie
grab his arm; ol' man wince. "No. Not for Mace, not for anything!
Never'gain. Not even for Annie. Cap'n be in my dreams, ever since. See his face,
his horror when I kneel. Can't do it, even if Maces all die." He look to
his frien'. "Sorry, Boney."
"But-"
Eddie
shake his head, whisper, "Can't look at his hurt again."
We all
quiet as night' fallin'.
Outside,
a shriek. Someone get diss.
Chapter 14
ROBERT
I
dictated another memo to my puter Eleen. While I was aloft, she'd send
chipnotes based on my instructions, sign my letters, and deliver them. By now
she knew my style better than I did.
Van, my
admin aide, looked in. "Your Dad said to pick him up at seven."
"What'd
you tell him?"
His
eyes lit in a brief smile. "That you'd be twenty minutes late, but not to
worry. You'd make the shuttle."
I
turned back to the keyboard, flashing a rude finger but smiling nonetheless.
Once, long ago, I'd missed a shuttle to Earthport Station, and ever since, Dad
assumed I'd be hopelessly late for appointments. An undeserved reputation.
Today,
I had plenty of time. I would leave my Washington office by two, though the
shuttle didn't lift from New York until seven-thirty. Time for a leisurely
shower in my tower apartment, a drink before dinner. I'd have to eat lightly,
or I'd suffer during the acceleration.
My
caller buzzed, but I ignored it. Van would field my calls. He'd been with me
for seven years, and I could trust him to brush off constituents without
offense.
A last
glance at my desk; I hated coming back to a mess.
"Rob,
you'd better take this one." Van indicated the caller.
I
sighed. "Who?"
"Tenere."
I could
call Adam from my heli, or even from my shower; I'd set callers in every nook
and cranny of my apartment. But Adam didn't duck my calls, and I rarely avoided
his, though I was a rising young Assemblyman from Seaboard Cities, and he was
just aide to a retired politician of no further consequence.
I took
the caller. "Boland."
Adam's
voice was strained. "Could you swing by for a few minutes?"
"I
was just-"
"Please?"
I
switched gears. "-just leaving. Be there shortly."
In the
heli, I wondered what had prompted his summons. The Captain was at his annual
retreat, so it couldn't be the Redevelopment bill. Unless Dad had started his
subtle campaign to neutralize the Captain's influence, and Adam had caught
wind.
But Dad
had promised to wait, though the Captain's last comments hadn't been
encouraging. Seafort suggested more money be diverted to the lower cities.
Politically impossible, especially given the current austere climate. Anyone
but the Captain would realize that.
I
peered down at Washington as we glided toward the suburbs. Despite efforts to
reverse the decay, there were still places you wouldn't want to set down with
an overheated rotor.
Though
Seafort's idealism was admirable, our economy hadn't yet recovered from the
disaster of the aliens' attack. Bombay, Marseilles, Melbourne were gone, numerous
other cities still scarred by the bombs. Worse, our fleet had been ravaged.
Funding wasn't as plentiful as once it had been.
Every
Unibuck diverted to desolate city streets meant less spent on towers or other
worthwhile projects. Only by nurturing our financial base could we provide
economic growth for our whole society.
Still,
I assumed the Seafort matter was under control. Adam had reminded the Captain
that Dad's and my political future hung on the bill, and we knew our success
mattered personally to Seafort. Mine, more than Dad's, I suspected; after all,
I was one of the Captain's proteges.
I
squinted into the sun, spotted the compound. My pilot homed in on the helipad.
Lord
God only knew where, left to his own devices, the Captain might have settled
when his administration collapsed. Dad had been one of those who'd promoted the
Secretarial Foundation, which raised funds for the Captain's retirement.
From a
grateful populace, the prospectus had read, and to a large degree it was true.
Whatever his shortcomings as political leader, by repelling the fish Nick
Seafort had preserved our civilization, and deserved comfortable
retirement, Many still revered him. As always, he responded to their adulation
with aloof disregard.
We flew
across the compound walls. Built atop an old Fairfax estate, the compound
melded high security with the most treasured commodity in a crowded world:
privacy. Its ten-foot walls permitted the Captain and Arlene to raise their boy
free from the glare of the media lights.
Except,
of course, for the constant stream of helis bringing guests such as myself.
We'd given the Captain his walls, then breached them as a matter of course.
I
jumped out while the blades still spun. P.T. ducked under the arm of the guard
who'd held him clear. "Hi, Mr. Boland. Mom's inside. Mr. Tenere's in his
bungalow, but I'm sure he'll be coming. He's checked the pad each time a heli
flew over."
"Hello,
Philip." Awkwardly, I gave the boy a hug. Soon, he'd be a lanky teener.
Even now, his voice was beginning to deepen.
"I
finished the model you gave me. I wrote the manufacturer about the errors.
Challenger had three laser turrets aft, not two. With two the model looks more
symmetrical, which I suppose is why they misdesigned it." He stopped for
breath. "Here's Mr. Tenere. Are you staying for dinner?"
"I
don't think so."
"Aw."
His face fell. "I hoped - I've been ..." He fell silent. Then, in his
best child-to-adult voice, "Good to see you again, sir."
"Hi,
Rob." Adam offered his hand. "Ready for a drink?" Absently, he
caressed P.T.'s neck.
"A
light one." Tenere led me toward his bungalow, the boy trailing. In a few
minutes we were seated on his patio.
"Rob,
I need ..." Adam swallowed, "If you could - I mean, I-" I waited,
while he counted silently. Then, "Jared's gone."
I
blurted, "Dead?" Across the patio, P.T.'s eyes widened.
"Christ,
no." Adam's expression was bleak, "At least, I hope not. He took off
yesterday afternoon."
"You
called the police?"
"This
morning, when he didn't come back." Adam stood to pace. "I kept
hoping he'd crawl in through his window, and I'd find him asleep. The jerries
have his holopic on their nets, but
they're not releasing it to the public. I don't want to bring the Commandant's
name into this. In fact, I hope he'll never hear about it. You know what
Lancaster does to his mood. To burden him now ..." He looked away,
reddening. "I thought perhaps, with your connections ..."
"Of
course." My tone was gruff. "Let me use your caller." Between
Dad's clout and my own, we'd galvanize every jerryhouse on the Eastern
Seaboard. The boy would be found, hauled home in disgrace. No more than he
deserved; Adam was gray with worry.
I
called Van, explained what I wanted, knowing the moment we rang off he'd start
private numbers ringing in city halls throughout our district.
When I
returned from the house, P.T. was gone. Adam muttered, "I'm
grateful."
"It's
nothing," I said, and meant it. "What else can I do?"
"I've
no idea. How do we search for a missing teen?"
"We
let professionals do it." I drained my cold drink, dragged my chair out of
the hot sun. "On the other hand, didn't the Captain go chasing after his
first wife?"
"That
was different; Annie took to the streets, fuddled by her meds. Even Jared knows
enough to avoid tranni - transpop zones." Again, he paced. "There must
be something I could do."
Yes,
disinherit the whelp. I kept the thought to myself. "Does P.T. know
anything?"
"He
said if he'd known Jared was running away, he'd have considered telling
me." The wry grin of old. "That's his word: considered. Ah, well.
He's a good joey."
Perhaps
the drink had emboldened me. "You deserve a son like him. Not Jared."
I held my breath, waiting for the explosion.
It
never came. "Sometimes I wish ..." Whatever his desire, I never heard
it. He sighed, got to his feet. "Thanks for the help. Can you stay?"
"Not
really. Dad and I lift for Earthport Station tonight. Party business." It
was ironic that with all the ballrooms and convention centers scattered among
the city towers, the Builders' Association held its annual convention aloft at
the Earthport Hilton. I glanced at my watch. "I'd better not be late to
the shuttleport."
Adam
walked me to my waiting heli. "If I - when I get him back, I'll treat him
differently. I've watched the Commandant with Philip. As much as the boy means
to him, he's done what he thought best, not merely what his son wanted. I was
never able to follow his example."
"And
now?"
His
face hardened. "I'll do what I must."
A
moment later, the compound shrank under our skids. Adam's form faded to
insignificance. Would he carry through with his resolve? Unlikely; people don't
change that easily.
A
shame, for Adam. It wasn't as if he were on his own; society's institutions
stood ready to help him deal with the boy. If it came to it, Adam could have
Jared petitioned to state custody as a wayward juvenile. The Rebellious Ages of
a couple of centuries past were recognized as an aberration. Until his majority
at twenty-two, the boy was legally in the charge of his parent.
My
visit to the compound cost me no more than an hour, so I had time to spare. I
had no idea why I was ten minutes late meeting Dad, and pointedly ignored his
frequent glances at his watch.
At the
shuttleport our VIP status wafted us through departure formalities. Dad stowed
his chipcase and holovid, strapped in for acceleration, his manner irritable. Conversation
was impossible in the roar of the engines while the shuttle rolled down the
runway. After we were airborne, our seats in the required lean-back position, I
turned to him in the moments before the main engines ignited. "What's
bothering you?"
He
grunted. "I hate these damned fund-raisers."
I
watched the cabin light panel. "Dad, you scheduled this yourself."
"Don't
remind me. Just because we need the money doesn't mean I like doing it."
The
light flashed red, saving me from a reply. I braced against my seat.
After
the acceleration eased I busied myself rechecking my chipnotes. There was
little our wealthy supporters appreciated more than being recognized by the
politicians they courted. My notes detailed each entrepreneur's business,
location, and family
members, displayed on my holovid alongside his face. A nearly foolproof system,
though twice I'd been brought to a standstill by an unnoted beard.
Dad
tapped my wrist. "I intend to tell them New York will be the pilot
project."
"That'll
be tricky, with half of the guests from Boston - New Hampshire. I'll try to
finesse-"
"Let's
not weasel this one." For all his skills as a politician, Dad sometimes
spoke bluntly to his constituents, and could get away with it. "Hell, it's
already begun, all but the ground-clearing. The other towers will follow. And
don't forget that two-thirds of our campaign fund comes from New York."
My
stomach gave a small flip. "Why we book our conventions halfway across the
solar system," I grumbled, "I'll never know."
"It's
only Earthport Station. And the Hilton is next door to the new Naval wing, so
the Navy brass are invited to the buffet. The last thing we want is our two
prime constituencies fighting each other."
I
pretended innocence. "I thought your constituency was the Northeastern
Quadrant."
"And
these are some of its foremost citizens." Dad peered at me. "Son, do
you have a quarrel with what we're doing?"
I
dropped my bantering tone. "No. Sorry." I brooded. "Though I'd
rather we didn't part with old friends."
"Your
Captain, again." Dad made a helpless gesture. "What's his last
word?"
"That
he's done with politics forever, we should stop pestering him to take a stand
he disapproves of, and he hopes you'll be elected, for old times' sake."
"I...
see."
I
waited while Dad evaluated what he'd heard. His lips twitched with a smile.
"Forthright, as always. Remind me to call Jim Wiler of Holoworld in the
morning."
His
eyes revealed little. Had he already set in motion the concerted belittling of
his old ally? I couldn't tell.
"To
Franjee Towers, Phase Two. Soon may they be built." We lifted our glasses.
Admiral
Jeffrey Thorne, CincHomeFleet, was genial. "And to the North American hull
foundries."
Dad's
eye met mine without expression, but I caught his inner amusement. He said,
"Four new ships scheduled in the next three years. They'll put you almost
back to prewar strength."
The
Admiral didn't bat an eye. "Yes, about half what we need today."
Arvil Peabody, a member of the builders' group, snorted in derision. Around us,
the Hilton's waiters roamed with trays of hors d'oeuvres.
Admiral
Thorne fixed Peabody with a disapproving glare. "The Caterwaul Stations
freed our fleet to resume provisioning the colonies, but we've lost years of
work. New exploration is at a standstill. We've had to postpone opening
Casablanca Colony another two years."
Suliman
Franjee, the distinguished former Deputy SecGen, patted the shoulder of
Thorne's dress whites. "Come, now, Jeff. The Navy will be amply
funded."
I said,
"With our firm support." Nods, all around. Dad had won his spurs as
head of the Naval Affairs Committee, over which he still presided.
Franjee
said, "And mine. By the way, we've set our groundbreaking for October.
That'll give us a month or so to clear the site."
A
portly fellow from Hartford looked impressed. "That fast? Isn't it twenty
square blocks?"
Franjee
smiled. "No voters onsite. The area has no towers."
It was
as it had always been. Politicians, by necessity, counted voting cards before
taking a stand. New York had cut off virtually all services to the Bronx when
the Holdouts finally lost their grip. For a long while, Holdout votes had
stopped us, but now, block by block, the old Bronx was being leveled and
reclaimed, its savage trannie gangs swept aside and dissipated. As would be the
core city, at last.
Franjee
deserved stroking, both as a builder and a party functionary. I said, "We
appreciate your work for the cities, sir. Let's hope next year you'll be
breaking ground on Phase Three."
"Good
Lord." He seemed abashed. "No, eleven towers will keep us busy a
while." He corralled a waiter, took another glass.
Jeff
Thorne held his peace, but when he saw his chance, he stepped aside with Dad.
Curious, I followed.
"...
as fast as they can be built. To carry out tasks we can't put off, we've had to
send nearly the entire fleet Outward. Do you realize - " The Admiral
gestured east, toward the Naval bays - "that the Home Fleet hardly exists
anymore? We rely almost entirely on Nick Seafort's Caterwaul Stations. If a threat
occurred in home system, we'd be hard-pressed to find a ship capable of
responding."
"Threat?"
Dad's eyebrow lifted. "Hardly likely, in this day and age. Besides, the
fish are no longer a factor, and as for rebellion-" He waved toward the
bulkhead, beyond which lay the spacious new Naval headquarters, replacing those
the fish had destroyed in Lunapolis on the lunar surface. "Should a
domestic problem occur, your laser emplacements are surely adequate to quell
it. At least, that's what your designers assured us."
Thorne
assumed the defensive. "Of course. Earthport's in geosynch orbit. New York
and Washington are always in range, and we can set four lasers to continuous
fire. No enemy could survive such a bombardment. As for Europe, we could
accelerate Earthport's orbit, if necessary. Though it would be hell
reestablishing geosynch, after." He paused. "If it came to it, we
could pinpoint virtually any spot within forty degrees of the equator. Have you
toured the laser installation? The press office will schedule ceremonies in a
month or so, but we're already on-line, and I'd be happy to show you
through."
I
groaned. Dad never missed the opportunity to visit a Naval facility.
Perhaps
he heard my groan. Dad's smile was sweet. "Rob and I would be delighted.
After dinner, perhaps."
I moved
away, my lips fixed in a smile. I, too, loved the Navy, my first home. But I'd
been looking forward to an early night's rest, not another hour trudging
through the mazes of Earthport Station.
Earthport
was our oldest and largest orbiting station. Through its many gates flowed a
constant stream of passengers and cargoes destined for our expanding colonies.
Earthport received, in return, the crops and manufactured goods that
ameliorated life on the home planet.
Scores
of personnel worked and lived on the station. The Hilton,
in whose banquet room we stood, was one of four luxurious hotels the station
boasted. The "A" Concourse was dotted with restaurants of every
description.
I
stopped, chatted with a clutch of builders from a Carolinas cooperative,
assuring them they'd get their share of commitments under the Redevelopment
Act.
I knew
Admiral Thorne's concern for the Navy was valid. Earth's prosperity depended in
large degree on imports from her far-flung colonies. For that, Naval transport
was essential, and the Navy had been hard-pressed ever since the invasion.
Trade
continued, but at escalating prices. Derek Carr's troublesome Hope Nation
government, for example, had doubled the duties on imports from Earth, to
retaliate for what he considered exorbitant shipping costs imposed by the Navy.
Such
matters made the Secretariat of Colonial Affairs the second most important
position in the government, more powerful even than Chief Deputy SecGen.
Even
Dad didn't know that I'd had my eye on it for years.
First,
the Senate. Then my day would come.
Chapter 15
PEDRO
I
fussed at Pook 'til he helped me load cart. Time for 'nother trip to Subs. This
time, boy didn' complain about havin' to go. Seemed eager.
Til we
got to Sub stairs, that was. He got real quiet, hung onto my arm as we went
down. I slapped at his hand. "Prollem, Pookboy? Stair all slip wid
ice?" This, in mid of hot summer.
"Dark."
He took 'nother step, hand go back round my arm. "Don' fall, ol'
man."
I
smiled. Boy was thirteen, maybe fourteen, but had six-year joeykit in him too.
I fished out my whistle, waited for Subs to come up behind, as they liked to.
They entitled to their fun, long as didn't stick a shiv in us like old.
Prancing
tribesmen led us along tunnel to lair, where Halber waited. Pookboy stuck close
'til he saw couple of Sub joeykits he recognize. He sat in corner, talkin'
quiet, lookin' my way every so often as if askin', you here, Mista Chang?
"How
many more c'n ya get?" Halber's face gleamed yellow in light of permas.
"Many
as ya wan'," I assured him. Added quick, "If ya got enough
trayfo."
He
grinned. Teeth bad, some gone. "Course. Chang be traytaman."
I
waited.
"Maybe
seventy, eighty mo'."
My eye went
up. "What you up to, Halber Sub? Gon' restart whole sub line?"
He
looked dark. "How you know 'bout startin' sub?"
I was
smug. "Wanna swind Pedro Telamon Chang, hah?" Maybe no one tol'
Halber the Maceboy who rode sub with Fisherman long time past was my Eddie.
"Chang
..." He looked pensive. "What you said, callin' alla trannies fo'
meet. How we get tribe bossjoes ta join?"
I
concealed my joy. "Dunno for sure. Why care alla sudden now?"
He
brooded. "Lotsa tribe be pushout, late. Dunno why, but soon we won' know
who 'bove us." He spat. "Bronx, nothin' but Crypsnbloods. Blue
bandannas, tattoos, is all. No brains, no tribe. Jus' hate. Don' wan' see
'Hattan go same."
In
corner, commotion. Sub joeykits fussed. Sounded like mini rumb buildin'. Halber
got up. "Chaco, whomp doze kits! Keepem shush!" Sub tribesman
hurried. Halber held out hand, tellin' him wait. He asked me, "Wanna shush
ya kit separate?"
"Nah."
Pookboy gotta learn, 'fore he push someone too far.
Yelps,
then silence. Halber sat. "How many Neuts ya know?"
I
raised eye. "Some." Why he ask?
"Can
ya Neuts get word ta tribes we guarantee bosses be safe if dey come down inna
Sub? Alla tribes listen?"
Careful,
Pedro. Wanted Halber's cooperate for plan. "Need guarantee Subs can'
break."
He
thought it over, cautious. "How?"
Time to
stroke. "Course, Sub word good enough fo' Chang. But unnerstan', otha
tribes 'fraid a Sub. They won' go in tunnel 'less ..." I waited, 'til he
got impatient. " 'Less ya put Sub joes fo' guarantee."
He
looked shocked. "Subs on street? Outside?"
I
nodded.
"Boolsheet."
Time to
push. "Your joeys 'fraid?" His hand went to shiv, like I 'xpected. I
sat still. " 'Cause, 'fraid is only reason not ta offa tribe joes as
hostage."
If he
was Karlo of Mids, I never would of tried, but knew Halber had some sense. His
anger abated slow. "Hold 'em where?"
"Dunno.
Don' matta, actual. Let tribes decide. When bosses safe home, Subs go
free."
"How
many?" He was tastin' idea. Good.
"Bunch."
Enough so Subs didn' get idea of doublecross.
"No
Sub joeykits go," he warned. "An' not too many."
"Can
work out." I patted his knee. "Leave to ol' Chang. When?"
On way
back, Pookboy was pouty. I fussed at him, to keep him alert. An' maybe take his
mind offa.
"Lemme
be, Mista Chang."
"Don'
see no blood," I teased. "He jus' whomp you some. No worse'n
Midboss."
"Ain'
dat." He pulled cart over curb. "Din' hurt none." Went shy.
"Allie said she gonna show me tunnel, but couldn', wid Sub bosses watchin'."
"Whas
so special 'bout tunnel? Alla Sub be tunnels. One like 'notha. Hey! Spill cart
an' I whop ya good!"
"Ain
spill," he grumbled. "Dunno whas' so special inna cart." Waited,
while we pass through to Broad turf. Two cansa, like always. Damn innifo. We
walked on.
"Allie
say-" He lowered voice. "Sub gettin' ready to open Parka tunnel, fo'
sprise. I ain' spose ta tell."
Had to
know more. Only one way, with Pook. "Don' talk nonsense, joey kit. Subs
ain' gonna trayfo wid Parkas."
"Almos'
ready ta unlock stair, she say. Edge a Park. Lotsa Subs moved near ta live,
unner. Be ready when."
What
was Halber up to? The Subs were feared 'cross city, as should be. Very rowd
tribe. But Parkas ... animals, they were. Like Crypsnbloods in Bronx. No one
went near park, didn' matter day or night. Centrapark was all overgrown high
trees and bush. Trannie go in, don' come out. Uppie neither.
If
Halber planned to open tunnel entrance, edge of Park, he had somethin' in mind.
Dunno what. Filmatleven.
Best I
find out, though, 'fore setup meeting alla bosses.
Came
night, I sat and rocked in the light of my perma. Sittin' quiet made Pook
nervous. All action, that joeykit.
He
didn' understand.
Not
sure I did, neither. I needed to stop thinkin' 'bout it, for while, 'til it
came clearer in my mind.
Meanwhile,
water problem was gettin' worse for alla tribes.
I'd
tried hard to talk Eddie into visitin' his Cap'n one more time. He said no, and
meant. I couldn't push; jus' lose ol' friend. Still, Captain only Uppie we knew
who gave shit 'bout trannies. Even him, not enough.
I sat,
rocked.
Pookboy
pestered, lemme go out, please. Can' stan' no mo' dark room. Please, Mista
Chang. I moved boxes like you say.
I let
him go, for peace an' quiet. Sat with tea.
Halber
wantin' trannie meet was long past time. Maybe someday we weld trannies into
real tribe, stead of warring pieces. But, I doubted had time enough to stop
Uppies 'fore tribes all gone. Soon or late, they send govermen to tear down,
like with Mace. Then, more towers, high with hubris.
Knockin'
down rotted builds not so bad. Problem was, what they do with trannies inside?
No plans. Push 'em out, kill if they give trouble. Didn' matter. No one cared.
If they killed hundreds, maybe more, no one see story in holozines.
How to
stop?
Pookboy
came back, tired, happy. Ran around like joeykit he was. Why we lived in world
he had to carry shiv to stay 'live?
Trannie
world. The way it is, Chang. Don' fuss about it. Have more tea.
Still.
I
couldn't sip tea forever, 'til dozers push down shop. Meeting in Sub was good
start, but needed another card. Jusincase.
Pookboy
perched on stool. "Think Bigman Eddie get home safe?"
I
laughed. "Don' worry 'bout ol' Eddie. Who gonna stop 'im?"
He
rested chin on my chair arm. "Why he so sad 'bout Fisherman?"
I
patted his head. "He took Captain's woman, twice."
"Naw.
Couldn' be, or Fisherman dissim."
"Fisherman
be ... different," I went quiet, thinkin' 'bout how twice I met Captain, once
in shop, once in monastery.
Do it
again?
Long
way to travel for ol' man used to city. But not first time outa New York. Once
before, had to grit teeth, go into lifetime hoard of coin, use almost half, to
pay ticket on suborbital. Made Eddie pay his own. No matter, Eddie had
pension. Chang didn'.
Mace
problems had been Eddie's, not mine. But he couldn't face his Cap'n without
Chang at his side, like he was still joeykit. So ol'Chang dressed in jumpsuit,
cut hair like suburb, went along.
It worked.
Could work again, if Eddie would try, but he too afraid. Of own guilt he saw in
Cap'n's face.
Pook
stirred. "Fisherman jus' 'fraid of Eddieboss, cause Eddie too big."
"Fisherman
ain' 'fraid a nothin'. Dat's his strength."
I sat,
musing about what I'd said.
And
then I knew.
Prolly
never get to see him, but I hadda try. I looked at Pook. "Maybe I take you
on 'nother trip."
Face
lit up. "Sub? Okay, Mista Chang. I do whatchew say."
"Naw."
I chuckled. "More far,"
Took me
day or so, get ready. Firs', find good threads for Pookboy. That be easy. Had
lotsa, upstair.
Next
part harder. Hadda make Pookboy look like someone Hitrans would let on train.
Trannies got stopped at gate. Tribes carried too many weapons. Wouldn't let on.
First,
his hair. When I tried to cut, he carried on like Samson. Finally ran me out of
patient; I whopped him couple, to calm. He felt better, knowin' who boss, but
Jesuchris', he hated haircut. Kep' lookin' in mirror, stuck tongue out every
time he saw self.
Saved
washing for last. Not pretend washing, like he tried few times. Made him clean
hisself good, use lotsa soap. Lotsa Chang's precious water, too, but no matter.
Thought
I'd lose him over that. Finally got desperate, kicked him outa shop, locked door.
Only way to keep him. When finally I let him in, he settled down. Face
grim, but held still mostly, while I help scrub. Time to time, when his
curses got too violent, cuffed him a couple. Made both us feel better.
At
last, we ready. I closed shop, turned off permas, huffed an' puffed to roof,
checked security wires. All okay. Climbed back down, unlocked front door.
"Come on, time wastin'."
"Ain'
goin'." Pook sullen.
"Okay
okay, I be allri' widout ya." Took bag. Heavy. Knew I needed Pook to carry,
and help other ways.
"Ain'
goin', said!"
"Okay
okay, I tolya. Watchew wan' now?" Boy was impossible.
"Won'
wear no jumpsuit. Look like stupid Broad." He pawed at new threads.
I
crossed room, glimmer in eye.
"Chang patient man. Gotta
be; allatime dealin' wid tribes. C'n even deal wid Pook, mosl'y. Very patient
man. 'Xcept now. Pick up frazzin' bag! Getcha ass onna street, 'fore Chang kick
it out. We late. Move!" I shoved. "Stupid Midboy c'n make a statue
weep! Out!"
He
went, mostly from surprise. Forgot he had on jumpsuit 'til door locked, and
then too late.
Mid
joey kits didn' help none, whistlin' at Pook, laughin' 'bout haircut. Boy gave
me look, like, pay ya back someday, ol' man.
But he
decided to ignore Midboys. Took bag, walked proud like always wore shiny new
jumpsuit in street. After while, could see him relax. Think maybe he liked it.
Towers
always closed, at bottom. Steel alloy doors locked shut; Uppies and freight
came by heli. If Uppies went touris, they used Graybus. So no way we could get
in, take heli to train.
Only
couple of places, could mix with Uppies.
We
headed for one of them. My heavy bag had lots of innifo, for passby now and
later, back in. Negotiated past Broads and Mids to Four Two, started east. More
Mids, then Rasters. Bag got lighter. Pook got quieter, in strange turf. Good.
Why I be cursed with Pook, stead of Eddie? Course, Eddie wasn' easy neither,
when he young. Lotsa headache for ol' Pedro. My fate in life: trannie
headaches.
"Where
we goin, ol' man?"
I
watched shops. Couple were open on Four Two, but no time to trayfo.
"Tell
me!"
Puter
stuff in one. Already had lotsa. Trannies got no use for.
Boy
sigh. "Please, Mista Chang. Tell me where we goin'. I ask nice."
Better.
I pointed. "Unie."
"Huh?
Tribe?"
"Build."
Long
time back, govermen decided, matter of principle, anyone allowed in public
parts of U.N. build, even trannies. Last I knew, still did. Uppies didn' like
it much. Few trannies wanted to go, anyway, even if brung innifo for passby.
Jerries at gate make 'em feel unwelc.
"Whyfo?"
I
shrugged. "Pook don' wan' see where govermen be? Learn somethin'?"
For
once, boy use his head. "Din' make me mess wid hair, wear frazzin'
jumpsuit jus' fo' dat. If ya don' wan' tell, okay wid me." Lip go out,
pouting. "No need ta swind."
Proud a
him. Seem he learning at last. "Okay okay, we goin' on Hitrans."
Boy's
voice dripped with scorn. "No Hitrans heah, Changman. Wish I know ya be
glitch 'fore I come widya."
"Where
be Hitrans, hah?"
"Suburb
turf. Seen holo, once."
"That's
where we go."
He
considered it as we walked. Cautious. "How?"
"Visit
Unie. Then heli, ta Hitrans."
He
relaxed, full of unconcern. "Ain' gonna happen. I protec' ya, if ya get too
glitch."
Long
walk, crosstown over. Maybe shoulda talked to Halber, got him ta ride me in
undercar. But he don' know I knew 'bout, and would make trouble.
Hadda
pass through nomanslan' every coupla block. More innifo. Talk. Kept eye on
Pook, case he decide to pull shiv. Never know with that boy.
Finally,
afta couple hours, we passed last nomanslan'. Up ahead, tall steel Unie builds,
surround by big fence, guards. Govermen offices, Rotunda, Senate, Assembly, all
there. Flags waved colorful.
I took
Pook's arm tight, told him what I'd do if he didn' follow where I walked an'
keep hands to self. Made sure he looked me in eye an' believed. I took his
shiv, which he didn' like at all. I waited til Graybus parked 'longside gate,
mixed best we could at end of line goin' through.
Metal
detector lit, like I 'xpect. Guards looked bored, but careful. "Open the
bag, please."
I took
from Pook. Man looked at cansa, snorted with contempt. "Trannies."
Closed bag. Patted down Pook, whose teeth bared like trapped wolf. I caught
eye, shook no, extra stern. Boy transferred his mad to me, which I didn' mind.
Finally
we in. Soon as I could, found quiet place, opened bag, found shiv in hiding
place under cansa, gave back to Pook. He'd need it more 'n me.
Made
boy feel better, but he hung close without my asking. Too many Uppies, in their
own place. Pook was outsider, and knew. I waited in line at elevate. Watched
door close on full car going up. While later, door opened, car empty. Pook
grabbed my hand. "Ain' goin' in, Mista Chang!"
"Jus'
elevate, Pook. You seen lotsa."
"Not
wid door open by itself, eatin'joeys what in!"
"Jus'
gave 'em ride. Showya. This how elevate spose ta work." I shuffled in with
others. Boy had to follow, or be left alone. Almos' felt sorry for him, but I
recalled fuss over wash and dress.
On
roof, we waited for helicab. Pook shifted back an' forth, like wanted to say
somethin', but didn'. Cab came, I shoved him in. "Hitrans Term."
Driver
hit autolock. "Okay." He liftoff. I watched meter, make sure driver
didn' swind. I had enough coin for trip, but wanted to bring some home, at end.
Cabbie
looked back in mirror. "Whassamatter with boy?"
Pook
hangin' to strap, face green. I tapped his knee; he didn' move. Below, roofs
flashed past. "Gets nervous," I grumbled, Uppieing my talk. "Was
in crash, once. He'll be allri'... all right."
"Better
be." Driver's tone was sour. "Don't need no joey kit upchuckin'
here."
Pook
shot me look of despair, groaned. "Wan' go home."
"Soon."
I pointed. "There, look quick! Centralpark."
He
looked down, shuddered. "Jus' buncha trees."
"Jus'?"
My voice low, so driver wouldn' hear. "How many you seen 'fore, joey,
hah?" Inna street, tree good for burn, nothin' else.
Boy
swallowed, still pale. Clutched strap. "Mista Chang, back in Unie ... why
elevate, steada stair?"
"Unie
build is too big for use stair. Joeykit, maybe could. Not ol' man."
"Mid
lair got elevate." He contemplated. "Not like Unie. Stay still. It go
upandown, once?"
"All
elevate wen' upandown, usetabe."
"Naw.
Builds broke. How could-" His eyes widened with awe. "Ain' always
broke?"
I held
breath. High concept, for ignorant trannieboy.
"If
elevate worked, usetabe Uppie build? Ligh' work too? Pipes good?"
"Once,"
I said soft. "Longtime back."
He
think a while. Put his hand on my leg for steady, look careful outa window.
Watch builds go past. Roofs, many rotted, falling in.
We
veered around a skytel, huge against backdrop of shattered city. He hugged
self, waited til we flew straight, looked down again. Looked back at skytel.
"Was
big ol' city, Mista Chang." Again, he looked at skytel. "Towahs musta
ate it."
No
point describin' HiTrans ride with Pookboy. Enough to say, don't try widout
patience of Job, maybe also leg cuffs. Dunno who was gladder to get off when
bullet train pulled into Washington; me, Pook, or other passengers.
I
looked for groundtrans signs while Pook danced round, excited, still a bit
pissoff 'bout how I stop his idea of fun, in train. Old man's burden.
We were
safe, long as stay in terminal. Lots of security joes in uniform an' without.
But we had to go outside, take taxi or bus to Seafort compound. I'd studied
maps before startin'; knew where we needed to go. Gettin' there was the
prollem.
I had
Unibucks for taxi, but couldn't see reason to waste, if bus drop me there only
couple hours later. I took Pook outside Station, looked for bus sign. Around
us, groundcars picked up families, taxis waited in line. Bunch of joes slouched
'gainst wall, predatory eyes watchin' bag I clutched tight. Watchin' Pook.
Sizin' us up. Pook glared at all, me included.
Found
busline. Headed for it.
"Hey
ol' man, want help wid bag?" Joey had buddy who hung back. Could be tribe,
but I didn' know for sure, outa my own turf.
I
ignored, not lookin' for trouble. Pook kept step with me, quiet,
"Watcha
got, ol' man?"
I said
to Pook, loud an' clear, "Dissim, he come one step closa."
Pook
yanked out his shiv. "Yes, Mista Chang. I do whatchew say." Never
heard him say with so much enthuse.
Joeys
backed off quick. I signed Pook put away shiv, 'fore jerry come by.
Was
reason I brought Pook. Usetabe, I use shiv, machete, whateva it take. Neut
gotta earn respect, or can' survive. Now, I was gettin' old. One day I'd climb
stair over shop, fall down, not get up. Soon, prolly. Filmatleven.
On bus
I paid whole Unibuck for each of us, but still a lot less than taxi or heli.
Maybe shoulda taken taxi. Dunno. Bus smelled like build Mids was done with.
Bugs crawled outa holes in seats. Driver in bulletproof cage, passengers on
their own.
I
almost got off, but instead, had Pook hold shiv in lap, kept tellin' him loud,
try not to get excited, I'd give him his medicine soon as we got home. Musta
worked; no one bothered us.
Bus let
us off near compound; I made Pook put away shiv. Walked together to compound
gate.
Big
trouble.
Guards
said Fisherman gone.
Chapter 16
PHILIP
I told
myself I was fine. Almost, I believed it.
Lying
awake at night I knew better. Walter Cranston, in Abnormal Psychology, Vol 3,
Prentice Hall, 2134, says guilt is a consuming force. Unwarranted guilt is a
disorder, he says in another chapter. But mine was deserved.
Mr.
Skeer, my psych, said he'd have to call Mom. I explained that he had that
choice - I was only a child, and powerless to stop him - but if he did, I'd never
trust him with a confidence again, as Lord God was my witness.
We
practiced my calming exercises for nearly the whole hour. At the end, he agreed
not to tell Mom, but made me promise I wouldn't do anything rash until I talked
to him again.
I
promised. I wasn't rash.
It was
all my fault. I'd panicked when Jared wrestled with me, and I did bad things to
his mind. He ran away because of me. Father said a man is responsible for what
he does. An attempt to evade blame is an affront to Lord God, and to truth.
Father
had wisdom. I'd have liked to knock at his study, talk to him about my dilemma,
but I couldn't. He wouldn't be back from the monastery for days, and even then,
he had too much on his mind, and I mustn't add to his burden. As Mom said, he'd
been through Hell and found his way back to us, but the memories lingered.
Poor
Jared. For a brief moment he let his urges get the better of him, and I savaged
him because I couldn't deal with it. Kicking him in the balls wasn't the
problem; he'd probably experienced it before, in school. But I'd let him see my
contempt.
Jared
couldn't handle my contempt. He had too much of his own.
Perhaps
I'd even exaggerated a bit. I wasn't thinking clearly. I didn't know why. Mr.
Skeer said I was in sexual panic, but I doubted it. I was too young for sexual
feelings. But when Jared touched me ... it was good to sit in the corner, my back
to the wall, knees up. If I stayed quiet, breathed slowly, I knew that nothing
in my comfortable room could hurt me.
Mr.
Tenere had been fretting since Jar disappeared. Still, he went to work in the
outer office, and sometimes Mom sat with him.
Jared had
been missing two days. The police hadn't found him. They didn't know where to
look.
The
jerries came the first night, while Mom and I were at dinner. They went to Mr.
Tenere's bungalow. I assume they looked around; they're supposed to do things
like that.
After
Mom brought me back from the Rodin exhibit, I walked the compound alone. The
walls had familiar spots, thinking places where I could run my hands along the
whitewash, perhaps pick a few small leaves off the azaleas.
The
bungalow seemed very quiet.
Mr.
Tenere was at the house, but I knew he wouldn't mind when I went to Jared's
room, closed the door. I sat on the bed, pushed down a sharp unpleasant memory.
I was beyond that.
I hoped
the jerries would find him. Jar wasn't old enough to be on his own, and he was
too impetuous, objectively speaking.
I
opened his closet door. The floor was littered with the usual mess; dirty
clothes, parts from abandoned games, old shoes. I really should respect Jar's
privacy. Father said respect for oneself begins with respect for others. He was
usually right.
I pawed
through a shelf. If I saw enough of Jared's clothes, by process of elimination
I could figure what he was wearing. That might indicate where he'd gone.
The
door opened. "Jared?" Mr. Tenere, his voice eager.
I
turned.
"Oh."
So sad, the one word by itself. I had an urge to hug him.
"I
was looking for clues, Mr. Tenere."
A
fleeting smile. "Do that. Let me know what you deduce."
"Yes,
sir."
He left
me.
I felt
better, with Mr. Tenere's permission. I turned on the puter, accessed Jared's
nets.
A
cluster of coded files that I didn't have time to break. Not much else.
Disconsolate,
I wandered back outside, followed the wall around the compound to the gatepath.
Every
week hundreds of people came to the compound hoping to see Path. Some were
deranged. Some of them brought letters, others tried to leave gifts. Most were
just gawkers. Mom said I should keep away from the entrance; it was dangerous.
When I argued she got her drill sergeant voice, and I knew she meant it.
At
times I still went to the gates, but not often, because people pointed or
turned on their holorecorders. Jared said I should moon them and they'd stop,
but I told him to try it first. As far as I knew, he hadn't.
The
guards were former Navy men, and I felt safe in their presence.
Today,
there was the usual crowd. Hands in pockets, I wandered to the guardhouse.
"Hi, Mr. Vishinsky."
"Hello,
lad." His tone was agreeable, but his eyes never ceased roving the
sidewalk.
"Like
me to get you coffee?"
"We
have a fresh pot." He glanced at his watch. The evening shift would
relieve his crew at five.
I
ducked into the guardhouse while a fat tourist posed her daughters in front of
the gates, snapped her holos. When they were gone, I peered out.
Mr.
Vish rested his hand on my shoulder. "Five years, and they're as thick as
ever. It's like they're on pilgrimage."
"They
just stare," I said. "What do they want?"
He was
silent a while. "Fulfillment." Before I could ask what he meant, he
was gone. "Stand back, please. Not so close to the gate." One old man
ignored him, holding tightly to his grandson's arm.
"Back
away, sir. Stay behind the yellow-"
"I
wanta see the Captain." He spoke with exaggerated care.
"Mr.
Seafort's left town. Sorry."
"When
he come back?"
Mr.
Vish's eyes narrowed. "That's not for me to say."
"I
wait, if need."
"The
SecGen doesn't see visitors. He's retir-"
"He
might see me. I knew him."
"Many
did." The guard's tone was civil, but I knew his patience was wearing
thin. "He won't see you, granther, no matter-"
"Important."
The old man fished in a pocket. "I have letter."
"He's
in Lancaster. We'd prefer you sent mail to-"
The boy
stirred, reached into his pocket. His eyes held menace. I ducked back into the
shadows.
The old
man waved a warning finger; the boy subsided. "Please. Take."
Mr.
Vish sighed, took the crumpled paper. "All right. I'll send it up to the
house."
"Please."
"When
my shift's over, it'll go with all the rest. Anyway, he won't get it for days,
'til he's home. On your way, please."
The old
man peered with myopic eyes, past the guardhouse, to the drive. He sighed,
turned away.
A few
moments later Mr. Vish ducked into the shade of the guardhouse.
"People." He tossed the crumpled note into a half-filled basket.
"Best be on your way, lad, before the Mizz sees you."
"Yes,
sir." I ran my fingers along his fat, shiny truncheon. I'd seen him use it
only once, when a pair of drunken joes ignored his warning and tried to scale
the wall. After, he and Mr. Tzee had hosed the bloodstains from the sidewalk.
I
wandered back to the house. Mom was dictating to her puter; she offered a
friendly wave without stopping.
I started
to my room, halted. Adam Tenere's puter sat silent in the outer office. A few
days ago, Jared had been trying to break into his Dad's files.
Had he
succeeded? I'd given enough hints. I glanced around, sat at the console. If Mom
caught me, I'd be sent to my room with a lecture that would make me feel worse.
If Mr. Tenere saw, he might never trust me again.
On the
other hand, Jared might have left clues. And Mr. Tenere had given permission,
sort of.
I
unlocked his passwords, skimmed through his files. Letters, and memoranda.
Nothing Jared would care about. I blanked the screen, sat thinking. Idly, I
checked the remote access
log, knowing that Jared couldn't have been so stupid as to leave a trail.
But he
had.
Three
accesses, from his own puter. I began to open newly altered files.
The
shuttle schedules. Interesting. Jared could have made connections to anywhere
in the world by now.
Intercontinental
Sheraton reservations. That must have been his Dad; Jared didn't have the money
for a skytel.
The
only other file was Mr. Tenere's Terrex account. Absolutely none of my
business. My hand went to the screen-blanker, hesitated.
Surely
Jared wouldn't hack the Terrex account; that went beyond disobedience to a
criminal act. But if we didn't find Jared soon, Father would have to be told,
and we couldn't upset him further, especially after Lancaster.
I
opened the file, dialed the worldwide Terrex puter.
"Password?"
I tried
their birthdays.
"Access
denied."
Mr.
Tenere's birthday, in base twelve.
"Access
denied."
I heard
a sound, spun to the door. If they caught me, my honor was forfeit. No, Philip,
it was already forfeit; they would merely learn of it.
My ears
burning, I tried other combinations.
It was
Mr. Tenere's birthday, backward. The screen flickered.
A
reservation at the New York Sheraton Skytel had been charged to his account. I
closed the file, heart thumping, and opened Mr. Tenere's calendar. He had no
trip scheduled. Father was 'n Lancaster, so the reservation couldn't be for
him.
Back to
the Terrex account.
I
skimmed past the monthly statements, ordered daily account review. Jared had
been gone two days; I needed to see yesterday and-
Four
hundred Unibucks, withdrawn at New York Shuttleport.
Jared
was in New York.
A
thump; an outside door closing. I flicked off the puter, scrambled
upstairs to my room. I sat in the
corner, head against my knees, picking at my shirt.
All my
fault. Because of my vicious attack Jared was a criminal, perhaps even in
danger. I tried the calming mantras, drew my knees up closer. My fault.
Mom
came at eleven to kiss me good night. I gave her an extra-special hug.
By
eleven-thirty all was quiet. I got out of bed, knowing exactly what I'd do. I'd
planned it all evening, instead of tackling another chapter of math.
Clothes.
I'd need two changes; I'd be back before I used more. In the dark, I opened my
small suitcase, the one with my initials on the edge. Genuine leather, one of
the few still made. Expensive. Father had given it to me for a birthday present
before our trip to Lunapolis. I stacked my clothes neatly, the way Mom liked.
Money.
I dragged my stool to the closet, climbed to reach the top shelf.
I knew
I'd walk to New York before I'd steal money as Jared had. Once, when I was
five, I'd stolen a toy from a friend's house. Father and I had a serious talk
about it, and I was never going to steal again. Nothing was worth feeling that
bad.
Anyway,
I didn't need to steal. I opened my toy safe, took out three hundred Unibucks,
closed it again carefully. I was supposed to tell Mom or Father before taking
more than ten dollars, and I was disobeying. Later, I'd make sure they punished
me; I needed their control. But not now.
The
money was mine. Four years ago, when I'd proposed my idea to Father, he'd been
incredulous. An eight-year-old playing the stock market with lawn money? He
gave his assent, warning it was illegal since I wasn't of age, and if I were
caught he'd tell them I was some miner's son he'd picked up on Callisto. I
didn't think he meant it, but I'd never been caught. I didn't trade too often;
once a week or so, over Jared's puter nets.
I
folded the money in the platinum clip Mom had given me for my last birthday.
I'd seen Senator Raines with a similar one, and mentioned how much I liked it.
I
glanced at my notes. I'd forgotten to
pack a caller. I reopened
my suitcase, tucked in my personal caller, red and yellow. Adults think
children like bright colors. Perhaps some do.
The
next item added to my guilt. I reminded myself I was doing it for Jared. For
Mr. Tenere, actually. That should make it all right, especially if I didn't
think about it. I'd talk it over with Mr. Skeer on our next appointment.
Still
in the dark, I tiptoed to my puter, dialed to Mom's, in her office. She didn't
often change her passwords, and I knew her mind fairly well. I typed out the
note I'd composed.
"TO
WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: My son Philip is on route to the Sanders family reunion in
New York. Please give him every assistance, should he need it. He is to call
home every day. Arlene Sanders Seafort." I sent the note from her puter to
mine, so it would arrive stamped with her personal code. I pushed the eprom,
waited for the chip to pop into the bin.
Perhaps
an unneeded precaution, but anyone validating my note through Mom's puter would
have it confirmed automatically. There was a chance the skytel's reservation
desk would inquire.
Before
flicking off my puter, I sat thinking.
I'd
promised to let Mr. Tenere know what I learned, but I was about to go after
Jared without leaving a clue. Oh the other hand, I was reluctant to admit I'd
been reviewing his Terrex account.
I
posted a note to his office puter. "Suggestion from P.T.: check to see what
money Jared could have taken with him." I hoped that would do it.
Clothes,
money, caller, note. I opened my door cautiously, tiptoed down the stairs, left
a scribbled note in the kitchen for the morning, telling Mom I'd had a guard
drive me to my history tutor, and that I'd go directly to Mr. Skeer by cab. I
selected two old pans, took them along.
Outside,
all was still. I trudged down the path toward the gate, my suitcase light
against my side. I was looking forward to the adventure, objectively speaking,
though I was a bit concerned Father might find out, if all didn't go well. I
hoped it wouldn't provoke him into breaking his promise and giving me a
licking. That would upset him.
Chapter 17
JARED
My
flight landed at Von Walther Shuttleport exactly on time. I retrieved my
carry-on, followed the herd to the baggage and transport gates. I had ample
funds for a helicab. I'd have to remember to draw more against Dad's Terrex in
a day or two. I gave the cabbie a ten Unibuck tip, which caused him to grin and
touch his cap.
Checking
in at the Sheraton was a zark. I'd made the reservation as Jer Adamson; no harm
in a small joke.
I paid
cash. Unusual these days, but still legal. My biggest worry was that some
officious joey would question my age, but no one seemed to care, thanks to my
foresight in making a reservation from home.
As soon
as the bellhop left I dropped my bag, threw myself on the huge, luxurious bed.
My
meeting was set for tomorrow afternoon; today, I had only to enjoy myself. I
decided on the penthouse restaurant under the skytop lobby. Then a good night's
sleep. I bounced again on the bed. This was the life.
I put
on my good jacket over my favorite green shirt, smoothed my hair, rode
upstairs.
I
frowned at the first table the maitre d' offered, slipped him a twenty just as
I'd seen done in the holos. In moments I was at a zarky fountainside table, an
obsequious waiter sliding my chair under me. I glanced about; decided the
jacket was just formal enough so I wasn't out of place. Regretfully, I passed
up the wine list. A silly mistake could destroy everything.
I
opened the menu, gulped at the prices before I realized they didn't matter; I
had ample cash, and Dad's Terrex besides. For an appetizer I ordered genuine
shrimp, not syntho; Dad was always too cheap to get it.
The
waiter helped me pick out interesting dishes from the jumble of foreign names.
If they were awful I could send them back.
The
waiter closed his menu. "And to drink, sir? May I suggest a bottle of
Pinot Noir?"
I
glanced at his eyes, saw nothing that roused my suspicion. Well, what the hell;
it was his idea, not mine. "Sure." If someone asked for ID, I could
claim I'd left my wallet in the room, and cancel the liquor.
I went
over my notes one more time. I hadn't slept well, and my head hurt. Still an
hour until my meeting. I rinsed my face yet again, sat in the easy chair.
Last
night's dinner had left me in a fine frame of mind. When the bill came I'd
decided against squandering the remainder of my cash. Instead, I charged it on
Dad's Terrex. Though the debit would show up immediately, Dad didn't pay bills
until the end of the month, and by then I'd be long gone.
Now, in
my hotel room, I hoped he wouldn't find occasion to use his card; the last
thing I needed was to have it canceled because he thought he'd lost it. I made
a mental note to get some more cash before dinner, just in case.
I
hadn't felt much like breakfast or lunch, though I usually had a great
appetite. Even now, my stomach was still queasy. I visited the bathroom one
more time, went up to the lobby, where we were to meet.
I
waited for the desk clerk to look up from his console. "Has a Mr. Echart
shown up? I was supposed to meet-"
"Over
there." He stuck out a thumb, went back to his work.
I
glared, to no effect. For what I was paying, I was entitled - later. Jar. I'd
complain to the manager when my business was done.
I
smoothed my jacket, reviewed my mental script, strode over to the waiting area,
with its coffee table and chairs. "Mr. Echart?"
A
heavyset joe, older even than Dad, sitting with a woman whose gaunt face seemed
hard. "Yeah?"
"I'm
the one who - a messenger. I was supposed to meet--"
"You?"
He looked me up and down, exchanged a glance with his companion. Both remained
seated.
I felt
my face go red. "I'm just a messenger. I was told to find out if-"
"Who
you working for?"
I
wanted to turn on my heel, stalk off. Instead, I started over. "Look, I
was supposed to meet two joes from Holoworld. I guess that's you, but how do I
know for sure?"
The
woman reached into her jumpsuit pocket, pulled out a wallet, flipped it over to
show her press card. I'd seen lots of them. An advantage of living with the Old
Man.
I
peered. "Ms. Granyon? Good to meet you."
"Sure."
She snapped her wallet closed. "What do you have?"
"The
man I work for is staying in - near the hotel," I said. "He told me
you'd make an offer for his story."
Echart
shook his head. "Why would we? He already gave it to us."
"Not
the best parts. If you-"
"How
do you know what's in it?"
The
conversation was going all wrong. In my plan, I was the one in charge. "He
told me. Why did you waste my - our time if you weren't interested? Do you want
the scoop on Boland or not?"
Again
they exchanged glances. Ms. Granyon said, "Sure, joeyboy. Just-"
"Don't
call me that!" I fumed. "I'll bet World Newsnet will listen, even if
you won't. Let's forget the whole damn thing!"
The man
grinned. "I thought you were just the messenger." I stumbled to a
halt. His foot pushed out a seat. "Don't con us, joeyb - joey. We'll deal
with a teener if we have to. Hell, I'd deal with Satan if he could get me a
lock on the front screen. Level with us."
I sat,
my legs trembling. "I want money."
"How
much, and for what?"
"For
a near transcript of Senator Boland and his son the Assemblyman plotting how to
prong their old friend, SecGen Seafort."
"Near
transcript? Have any proof?"
Damn. I
should have used a recorder. "I was a witness. I wrote it all down, and my
memory is good."
"Who
are you?"
I said,
"Why do you need to know?"
His
tone was reasonable, "What's to
stop anyone from claiming
they overheard a conversation, and making one up? Prove you had
opportunity."
I bit
my lip. "Will I stay confidential?"
"It
isn't much of a story if we can't quote the source."
"No."
I stood. I wasn't sure why, but I knew I couldn't have P.T. learn what I'd
done. Or even the Old Man. "Sorry, it didn't work out." I backed
away. "Forget I-"
"All
right, you stay confidential." He sounded disgusted. "Who are you,
and what do you have for us?"
"I
live in the Old-SecGen Seafort's compound, and I heard them talking. You'll get
my name later. I have what I told you, plus some crap about the tower people
lining up behind the Reconstruction bill, and Boland's plans to run next
year."
"Hell,
everybody knows he's up for reelec-"
"For
SecGen." That stopped him. I rubbed my fingers together.
"Unibucks."
"How
much?"
I'd
reached the end of my script. I wasn't sure how much to ask for. "Five
thousand."
"Oh,
come on!"
I shook
my head. "Five thousand. Take it or leave it. And don't try to chisel me.
I'll walk."
Echart
turned to his companion. She was silent a moment. Then, "Go."
I'd
won. I restrained an urge to jump up on the chair and whoop. "Where's the
bucks?"
"Not
so fast. We record your story, and pay after."
"I
get a written promise that you'll pay me, before I speak."
"Fair.
We don't cheat sources, joeyboy. They'd go elsewhere. You have a deal."
"Zark!"
I cleared my throat. "Good, I mean. When do we start?"
"We'll
be back with a cameraman at nine. One hour. You have a room?"
"3023.
I mean-" Too late. I blushed. Now they'd know my name. Oh, well. Like they
said, a deal was a deal.
"You
here alone?"
I
bristled. "What's it to you?"
"Just
wondering. You a runaway?" He squinted. "You're not the SecGen's-?
Nah, he's younger."
"Twelve."
"Yeah.
Don't tell me if you're a runaway, joeyboy, or I'll report you. Law's the law.
See you at eight?" He stuck out his hand.
We
shook, and I watched them go.
Five
thousand Unibucks. Enough to get me out of the city, out of the continent.
Hell, off the planet, if I could figure how to forge the papers.
I jostled
my way onto the elevator, waited while it dropped. Five thou. Not a bad start.
Maybe, after, I should hide my money, go back to the compound like a penitent
son, and set up a few recorders in the guest room. Easy money.
The
elevator stopped frequently; it was near the dinner hour, and people were
heading to their rooms to change. Finally I reached my floor, trudged down the
corridor, fishing for my key.
I
glanced at a, door, stopped. Damn. I'd gotten off at Thirty-one instead of
Thirty. I started back for the bank of elevators, decided the stairs would be
faster. Taking them two at a time, I flung open the door, darted into the
corridor.
Two
men, at the door to my room. I froze. They knocked again.
The fat
one wore a hotel uniform. Was the other a jerry? No way to be sure.
Mystery
man glanced my way; smoothly, I turned, sauntered toward the elevator bank,
dropping my key in my back pocket, hoping they saw.
I rang
for the elevator, listening.
"He's
not in." The hotel man.
"Use
a passkey."
"Left
it at the desk. Besides, I got to get the manager's okay." Where was the
frazzing elevator?
"For
a runaway?"
"For
any guest, joey." Come on, elevator! " 'Sides, this one's got
connections. The home office called, said to be extra care-"
"Go
on up. I'll wait here, case he shows."
Trouble.
Big trouble.
"Right.
Lemme see the holo again. Ya never know." The fat man peered. "Say
..." He glanced at me.
I
sprinted down the corridor, accelerating like a suborbital. How the hell did
they know!
At the
end of the corridor, another staircase. Up or down? No time to think.
The
lobby was upstairs. Best go the other way, then. I could catch an elevator from
a couple floors down. I raced down the stairwell, trying not to stumble. Twenty-eight.
How
could they know? My reservation was in the name of Adamson. I'd paid cash when
I checked in. I'd used Dad's card, but that was at the shuttleport.
Twenty-seven.
Damn.
I'd charged last night's dinner with Dad's card. But how could they
connect - Christ, I'd made the dinner reservation with my room number.
I tore
around the stairwell, peered down at the endless flights. I'd be wheezing when
I reached the bottom. I swung open the corridor door, peered out. Twenty-six.
Steady, Jar. You have time. I trotted to the elevator bank, jabbed the buzzer.
An
endless wait, while I caught my breath.
The
bell chimed. A car, going up. No. I waited.
Damn.
At this rate even the stairs would be better. How could elevators keep going up
without one ever coming-
At
last. I managed to walk rather than dive aboard. I punched One, waited through
interminable stops.
I
glanced about. No one paid me any attention. Passengers stood in elevator
silence, eyes front, except for a woman adjusting her collar in the mirrored
sidewall. Fancy elevator, this. Mirrors on all sides, sleek alumalloy door,
brass controls, even the security camera had brass - Oh, God. "Hold
it!" I thrust my way past an annoyed matron. Where the hell was I? Five.
The lowest floor with bedrooms.
I
hesitated, wondered whether to go upstairs. Had they noticed? Just how good was
Sheraton security?
A
stairwell door swung open. Two guards. "There he is!"
Too
damn good. I raced to the stairwell at the far end of the corridor. A guard
rasped instructions into his caller.
Five
flights were below me. I dashed down, tripped, ricocheted off a wall. Easy,
joey. Above, footsteps thundered.
Four.
Hurry, but stay on your feet. The guard hurtled after.
Three.
"Hey,
you! Hold on!"
Sure.
I'll wait here, officer, while you cuff me. Well, maybe not. I knew Dad
wouldn't press charges. Even if he had a mind to, I'd talk him out of it. But,
damn it, I wouldn't let my plans be ruined. All I had to do was call Holoworld
and reschedule my interview at their offices.
The
doorway to Two loomed. One more flight, and-
They'd
be waiting below. I flung open the second floor door. There was another
stairwell at the far end of the corridor, and I could run faster than they.
"Outa
my way!" Baring my teeth, I lunged past an elderly man struggling with an
armload of packages. Behind me, relentless footfalls. Were the guards armed? My
back itched. No, they wouldn't shoot. I had connections.
I flung
open the far door, raced down the last flight, emerged on the first floor.
Dusty,
ill lit, A dirty tile floor. Stained carpet. Which way should I-
A guard
thudded around the corner, making my decision. I sprinted the other way.
"Wait,
joey. We ain't gonna hurt-"
I tore
into a side corridor, slammed into a stack of chairs. Christ, I rolled to my
feet.
A door,
chained shut. I ran past, looking for escape.
The
corridor came to a corner, A dead end ahead. No, damn it! I whirled, caromed
off the guard's shoulder, I ducked past him, back the way I came. Cursing, he
followed.
"We
got him!" The guards from floor Two, waiting at the end of the corridor.
At the
chained door, I glanced both ways. They weren't going to drag me back to Dad
like some young-
The
guards rushed in concert. I reared back, gave the padlock a mighty kick. The
chain snapped, I tore at the links. A hand fell on my shoulder. "Easy,
boy. You can't go-"
I
rammed the bar. With a squeal, the heavy alloy door fell open. I tore myself
loose from the clutching hand, dashed into the street. The guards hesitated.
Before they made up their minds to follow, I raced around the corner and out of
sight, I was
safe, A hot
summer evening. Stores were closed, though it was still
light. I slowed to a walk, trying to
catch my breath. I needed to find a
caller and contact Echart or his girlfriend.
The
street was filthy. I stepped around the worst of the rubbish. Four or five
joeys watched from a doorway. I glanced around. Others loitered further down
the street, but these were the closest.
"Excuse
me, where can I find a caller?" The one in front spat, just missing my
boot. Well, I'd heard the street people were glitched. Once, the Old Man had
told a wild tale-
A
teener pranced, circling me. "Watchadoon onna street, Uppie?"
I
wrinkled my brow, puzzling out his gibberish. "Me? Looking for a
caller."
He
guffawed. "Ain' no callers in trannietown." I flinched from a rank
smell and hurried away, uneasy. I
couldn't return to the hotel, but I ought to get back to civilization.
Two
teeners followed. I spun. "Jet off!" I thrust my hand in my pocket,
made a fist. "You're asking for trouble!"
One of
them snickered. I hurried on, trying to increase the distance between us
without breaking into a run.
No use.
They kept pace. "Frazzin' Uppies think ya own da worl'! Ya onna street
now, joey!"
The
other grinned. "An' nigh' be soon! Betta ran ta mama!"
One,
the more daring, pawed at my jacket. I lunged, shoved him. He sprawled in the
gutter. He leaped to his feet, his eyes blazing. "Dissya, mess wid
Broad!"
I made
my voice cold. "Prong yourself!" He hesitated at my assurance, and I
strode away.
I
breathed easier. All it took was confidence. People in threadbare clothing
stared as I passed. I searched for a street sign, couldn't find one. I had to
find another tower, bang on the door until they let me in. Or a helicab stand.
I had enough money for that, though not much more. Someone jostled; I
staggered, resumed my pace. A snicker.
I looked over my shoulder; the trannie teeners were back. "Help
fin' ya way, Uppie?" A gap-toothed grin. "Prong yourself." This
time it didn't have the same effect.
I
hurried on in the fading light. At the corner, I'd be able to spot the nearest
tower above the nearby buildings.
A hand
grasped at my jacket. I whirled, struck at the nearest trannie, and ran.
Shouts,
clawing fingers. I slapped them away, dashed to the corner and beyond. Across
the street lounged a group of ragged trannies. In the road I risked a glance
back. My pursuers had given up.
I loped
to the sidewalk. One of several unkempt men stepped into my path. "Ain'
day, Uppieboy. Streets be ours."
"Prong
yourself." It was becoming a litany. I sidestepped him, strode on. There'd
be a frazzing caller somewhere.
"Karlo
take dat from a Uppie joeykit?"
"Naw!"
Footsteps thudded after me.
I ran.
I was
faster than most of them, but one was gaining on me. His grunts echoed in the
humid silence. A hand clawed at my back. I shook it off, but a moment later I
felt it again. The trannie grabbed my collar, nearly threw me to the ground.
His gangmates were only steps behind. I cursed, squirmed out of my jacket, ran
on. A frazzing coat wasn't worth getting killed for. Holoworld would buy me
another.
The
trannie followed.
I made
it to the corner, dashed across the street. I glanced back, breathed easier.
The bastard had stopped.
This
block seemed deserted. No, not quite. Ahead, a well-dressed youngster. Thank
Lord God, another Upper New Yorker. I ran toward him. "Hey! Where's the
nearest tower?"
He
smiled.
Chapter 18
POOK
Day
afta we get back from Washinton, ol' man quiet, like too tire'. Sit in shop all
day, rockin' wid his tea. Don' even wan' open door ta trayfo, when Mid or Broad
knock. Ova an' ova I tellim, come on, Mista Chang, ya be traytaman, so trayfo.
Trannies be waitin'.
Naw, he
say. Leave me 'lone, Pook.
Please,
Mista Chang, ya can' let shop go. Where ya respec'? He smile, pat me. Okay okay
he say, an' open door. Tire' an' ol', maybe, but not so tire' he can' skin a
trannie come fo' tray. C'n do dat in his sleep, prolly.
Stupid
ol' man laugh when I tellim I wanna keep jumpsuit. Couldn't getcha put it on,
Pook, can' getcha take it off. Who care, I say. I wear what I wan'. Mid joeys
laugh, I diss 'em all.
Don'
talk like dat, he say. I shrug.
Nex'
day he sit an' rock, same as 'fore.
"Ya
sick, Mista Chang?"
"Nah.
Depress."
I
dunno. He glitch. I wan' go out, but he won't answer yes or no, so I run roun'
asking questions, pickin' up stuff, 'til he sigh, open door. "Okay okay,
ya drive me craze. Nex' creature I raise be a stuff owl. G'wan."
"Yes,
Mista Chang. I do whatchew say." I gone.
I check
out street. Watch for Karlo, ta hide from, but he ain' out. Other Mids nod,
talk ta me civil. A snot joeykit try joke 'bout my jumpsuit, so I stomp him.
Den he shush. I feel good. Nothin ta do, so I go in ol' build 'cross from lair,
look roun'.
I seen
build otha times, but look different now, afta governmen place. In hall elevate,
I wham on buttons, but nothin'. Broke. Be a zark make it work, but dunno how.
Upstair, door hang open ta hole where elevate was. I look down. Jus' coupla
feet below, be big box wid small trap in top. Climb down, checkitout. Inside
awful dark, but look like elevate, buttons an' all. I figga usetabe go
upandown.
Build
all bust, windows broke. Wonder if Changman know what he talkinabout, tellin'
me it once be like Unie build.
I bore.
I go back ta shop, bang 'til Changman let me in.
"Why
ya keep permaligh' so low, Mista Chang? Like nigh' in here."
He fuss
with pile a Unibucks. "Midboy go back outside, he don' like Chang
shop."
I go
sullen. "Ain' no ansa." I turn up ligh'. He glare, but leave it be. In
back, I look in mirror. My hair still glitch. Stupid ol' man, makin' me cut. If
hair spose ta be shor', why it grow, hah?
Chang
get up. "I don' see any otha way," he say.
"Whatcha
talkinabout, Mista Chang?"
"Gotta
go, 'gain."
"Noway!"
He ain' takin' me on Hitrans no more. I dissim firs'.
"Din'
mean you, Pookboy. Jus' Chang this time."
I go
bristle. "Where ya go Pook ain' good enough ta come 'long?"
"Lancaster."
"Whazzat?"
"Cross
ocean. Suborbital." He pour tea. "Can' bring ya. They search fo'
shiv, an' fin'. Anyway, I be too ol', take ya so far. Don' got patient like I
used."
"Why
go?"
"Fisherman."
He sit. "Gotta talk ta him, Pook. Tore it too late." Look at watch.
"Tonigh'. Go crosstown ta Unie, take helicab ta Von Walther. Got just
enough coin."
I go
anxious. "Some trannie try grab ya bag, whatchew gon' do widout
Pook?"
"No
problem once I get outa N'Yawk. I go Uppie places." He sigh. "Use my
last Unibuck, jusabout. No matta. Get more, soonalate."
"I
wan' go!"
"No.
Can' pay for both." He finish tea, stand. "Gotta pack. Go fin' Karlo;
see out how much innifo ya need ta go home. I give."
"Prong
yaself!" I go growly. "Don' need no ol' man ta-"
He
raise eyebrow. "No joeykit talk ta Chang in his shop like-"
"Prong
yaself! Prong yaself! I wan'go wid!"
He move
fas', fo' ol' man. Trot 'cross room, grab my arm when I reach automatic fo'
shiv. Whop me inna mouth. I go teary. "Ain' fair!"
He whop
me again, take shiv from pocket, put in his.
"Leame
'lone, Changman! Leggo!"
Whop. I
settle, cryin'. Can' help.
"Tolya,
no joey kit gon' curse Pedro Telamon Chang in own house!" Ol' man mad like
I neva seen. "Siddown!" I sit. "Shut face 'til I say!"
I be
sulk, but he don' pay 'tention. Fuss at packin' his bag, grumblin' ya give
Midboy nice jumpsuit, he start talkin' like Uppie, ackin' like one. No respec'.
No wunner Karlo decide no upbringin'. I sniffle.
He
pack. He go up stair, come back afta while, hard breathe.
I
glare. "Wanna go out!"
"Did
I say okay ya talk, hah?" He come close, but I c'n see he done wid mad.
"Lemme
go."
"Back
ta Mid lair?"
I go
proud. "Don' need no lair. Be all ri'. Gimme shiv, I be gone."
He
sigh. "I back tomorra. Or nex' day for sure."
"Don'
care." I hol' out hand.
He jus'
stare.
Always
gotta do his way. "Please, Mista Chang. Gimme shiv." He give, like he
ain' afraid I stick it in. I be tempt. Stupid ol' man. I hate.
He open
door. "Wan' innifo for Karlo?"
"Naw."
He
shrug. "Midboy ain' gonna starve in day or two." We go out, he lock
door. "Come knock, when I'm back." Afta ol' man whop me, think I be
back? Ri'.
I cross
street, fo' safe. He walk away, carry in' bag.
"Prong
yaself!"
He
preten' don' hear.
"Neva
talk ta ya 'gain, Changman! Hope ya die!"
I watch
him go. Ain' fair, he don' take Pook. Las' time, I help when he say.
I wait
'cross from lair, til Bigsis come out. No Karlo, so I run 'longside.
"Hi."
She
smile, but look roun' fo' safe. "G'wan, 'fore Karlo seeya."
"Still
pissoff?"
"Yeah.
Prolly fo' longtime, now." She shrug. "Shouldn't a pissoff Ravan an'
Karlo same time."
"Whazzat?"
I checkout laserpen in her han'.
"Trayfo.
Need cansa."
"Lemme
help?"
"Naw.
Can', wid Karlo out." She stop. "Bes' be gone, joeykit."
"Yeah."
I kick sidewalk. "See ya roun'."
Rest a
day, I wander, careful ta stay inside Mid turf, but not too near tribe. Bore.
Dark
comin'. I no worry, figga I c'n sleep in ol' build cross from lair. Hid there
once, Karlo be pissoff.
Go ta
corna, checkout Broad turf. Some kinda fuss. Boy runnin', Broads chasin'.
Come
closer.
Uppie.
I watch
wid ineres'. Dey catchim, be fun.
Almos',
dey gottim. Grab his jacket, but he twist outa. He run cross street, ta Mid
turf. I look roun'. No one. I hope Broads follow. Good chance ta end Karlo's
pissoff, if I yell warn.
Broads
stop 'fore cross to Mid. They don' wanna start rumb.
Uppie
hurry down sidewalk. He see me, slow a bit. "Hey, where's nearest
towah?" Bigger 'n me.
I grin,
beck him inna storefron'. Casual, I stand in fronta.
Behin',
feet runnin'. I whirl.
Jus'
Jag an' Swee. Mid teeners, but Karlo already give 'em upbringin'. No fair. Dey
allowed ta sit wid growed, yet I jus' as big.
"Who
ya got, Pook?"
"Uppie!"
"Outaway!"
Swee push me 'side.
I
protes', "He mine!"
"Outahere,
joeykit!" Jag spit.
When
dey do upbringin', Jag wail an' cry. Yet Karlo do him, an' not me. Thinkin' of
it, I go a little craze, an' pull shiv. "Outaheah, Jag! He mine!"
Crouch. "Dissya if I gotta!"
"Easy!"
Jag back way, scare.
Uppie
boy edgin' outa doorway. "I thought you were - I have to go-" I shove
'im back. He jump fas' ta stay way from shiv. "Hey-"
"He
mine!" Wolfy, I bare teeth at Swee an' Jag. Swee step back.
"Fadeout."
"Botha?"
Swee
an' Jag glance each otha. "Fadeout." I turn ta Uppie. "Lessee
watcha got!" I go close.
His voice drip snot. "Get away,
trannie!" Behind, hear Jag breath hiss.
I snarl, "Whatcha call?"
"Frazzing trannie! Get lost or I'll call the jerries."
I smile, nice.
" 'S okay, Uppie. We friens'." I take step, crouch head down, butt
him har' in stomach.
He oof,
bend over holdin' self. Look up, cheeks wet. "Why'd ya-"
My foot
swing up. Broken ol' shoe kick him
inna chin. His eyes roll up in head. He fall an' lie still. Jag an' Swee watch,
eyes wide.
I go
proud. Don' need no upbringin' ta be growed. I kneel, roll Uppie ova, empty
pockets. Coin. Unibucks, buncha. Neva had none, til now. I stick 'em in my
jumpsuit, 'fore Jag see.
Swee
come closa. "Gonna dissim?" Respec' in voice like din' usta.
I
swell. "Prolly." I prod wid foot. "Frazzin' Uppie, talk ta Mids
like we sheet."
"Dey
allasame." Jag nod wise.
In
shirt, fin' laserpen like Bigsis got. I c'n tray fo' cansa. Won' be hunger when
ol' man come back. I show 'im.
Jag
say, "Karlo say longtime back Rocks took a Uppie, tried ta trayfo. Uppie
fo' Unibucks."
Nothin'else
in pockets. "So? Wha happen?"
"Jerries kept lookin'. Hadda
dissim, fo' safe. Karlo say if he get chance, he hannel it righ', not like dumb
Rock."
"Maybe should take 'im back ta Karlo," Swee.
"Naw." Allatime joeys tellin Pook whatta do. Changman, Karlo, Bigsis.
Like Pook can' decide fo' hisself. I stand. "I keep 'im."
Jag
laugh. "Inna doorway?"
"I gotta place."
"Howya gettim
dere?"
Prollem.
Dunno. I stop, think. "Ya gonna help. We carry, 'fore he wake."
Jag
say, "Innifo?"
Glad he
din' see Unibucks. "Laserpen?" Hate ta give up, but fair be fair. Why
dey help, widout innifo?
"Naw."
Jag kick Uppie boy leg. "Boots."
"G'wan!"
I sneer. "Noway!"
"Carry
'im yaself!" He fold arms.
I sigh.
Jag be a stupe, but stubborn. "Okay okay," I say, 'fore I realize I
soun' like Changman. "Not boots. Shirt." I finga Uppie thread.
"Nice 'n new."
"Not
enough."
"Belt."
Jag
glance at Swee. Nod. "Where ya take?"
"Place."
I look at both. "Secret, like lair, Pook place. No tell."
Dey
excite. "Where?"
"I
showya. But Pook diss ya if ya tell. Swear. Don' mess wid!"
"Fadeout."
Jag make frien' sign. "Cool."
I grab
Uppie's head an' arms, Jag take middle. Swee hold legs. Dark now. Nervous time.
I lead
'em down street ta build cross from Mid lair. Up stair in dark. Roof full a
holes, so moon give ligh'. We stop fo' breath, go 'notha stair.
"Ya
gonna stay widim allatime, he don' run way?" Swee voice sneer.
Wished
I had Changman fo' ansa; he know ways do things. Meantime, I gotta figga out
fo' self. But gotta hurry ta keep Jag respec',
"I
got place." Try ta soun' like I knew all along, "Up nex' stair."
Dey bitchanmoan, but comealong. Curious, now.
We lug
Uppie up ta four' flo'. I lead Jag an' Swee along hall. "Here." I
jump down on toppa elevate. "Gimme Uppie."
"Where
ya purtin' 'im?"
"In."
I drag joey's legs 'til he fall on toppa elevate. I push him to trap, pull it
open. "Hang onta his arm, so he don' fall har'." We push his legs in,
hold arms 'til his legs near flo', When we leggo, he go thump.
Swee
all scomy. "Ya be glitch, Pookboy, He jus'jump up, climb out."
"Naw.
I show ya." I run up ta four' flo', ta room I been 'fore. Inna min I come
back, an' go down inna elevate.
"Whatcha
got?"
I show
'em rope. Firs', I take off Uppie's green shirt, careful not rip. It ain' mine
now. Give it ta Swee like I promise. Jag pulls off joey's belt, puts roun' his
own wais'. I rub Uppie boy's face. Smooth, like mine. Ain' ol' enough fo'
shave. His dies' white, smooth; little tufs a hair startin' unner his arms. A
smell like flower.
I roll
Uppie on stomach, pull han's behin' back, tie tigh'.
"C'mon."
I climb up. Jag an' Swee follow. We look down. "Now tell me he jump
out." My voice scorny.
Jag
shake head. "Noway, Pook." 'Gain, his voice got respec'.
I yank
out shiv, hold near face. "I diss ya if ya tell! He mine!"
"Fadeout,
Pook, He your." Swee nod too.
Too
late inna nigh' ta trayfo cansa; gotta go hunger. Don' matta. Been hunger
'fore. Think 'bout sleep in elevate, watch Uppiekit wake, but naw. I wan' be by
self, think a lotsa ways ta diss frazzin' Changman. Go down two flo', otha end
buildin'.
Hard ta
sleep, outa lair. No blanket, no mat. Wake up in morn feelin' grunge, pissoff.
Day rainy, but I go out anyway ta trayfo, come back wid three cansa veg. I
gettin' betta; don' get skin. Put cups out window ledge, get lotsa water drip.
I count
my Unibucks. Think 'bout givin 'em ta Karlo as innifo, but naw.
Pookboy
don' need Mids what don' need Pook.
Open
can, eat vegs cold. Feel betta. Time ta decide 'bout Uppie. Maybe bes' ta
dissim. I go up stair, cross hall.
He
yellin'. "Someone help! Please! Help me!"
I jump
to top of elevate, crouch. Uppie look up. We watch each otha face. He don'say
nothin'fo'amin. Den, "It hurts." Wiggle his hans behin' back.
Could
tray pants fo' five, six cansa. Boots, I dunno. Lots. Two, three cases cansa,
at leas'. Pook don' have ta worry eat 'til winta. I jump inta elevate.
"Don't
just stare! Help, for God's sake! My name is Jared Tenere, and I... I'm lost.
There's a reward."
Dunno
who ta tray boots wid. Could try Changman, but might skin me 'gain. I gotta be
careful.
I run
my hand ova his boot, admirin'. Jag crazy, thinkin' I innifo him anythin' so
good.
Uppie
yank 'way his foot, but I drop on his legs, sit tight ta hold. Slow, not sure
how, I unlace.
"Get
your hands off!" He kick and rage.
I yank
off boots, shout wid glad.
"Damn
you! Give those back!" Boy face all red,
"Frazzin'
Uppie." I spit; he duck 'way. Funny. I spit 'gain.
He
shriek, dodgin' spit. "Goddamn mothafuckin' trannie scum!"
Don'
like. "Shut mouth, Uppie."
"Let
me go!" He try kick me.
I go
pissoff, but remember he my trayfo. Lotsa Unibucks, maybe. "Brung cansa,
Veg." I show.
"Jesus,
where am I? Let me go!" He try ta twis' hans loose, but can'. "Who
are you?"
"Capture.
I ya capture." Chang word. Ol' man be proud, if he knew. I go closa, try
ta pull 'im sit. Gotta feed 'im.
"Don'touch
me!" Kick me har'in shin. I hop. "Getaway, you filthy-"
I go
rage. Grab his leg, push his dies'. Down he go. "Think ya betta den
trannie? Think ya own da worl'? I show ya!"
"Scum!
Garbage! Don't touch-"
I pushim
lyin' back, sit on stomach. Yank out shiv.
"Jesus,
don't hurt-" He thrash', but can' get his hans loose from behin'.
"Ya
ain'Uppie no mo'! Jus'trannie like res'a us! Nowya be Mid!" Wid sharp
point a shiv, I slice Mid mark cross his dies', deep so scar stay.
"M", wid Mid tail at end.
He
holler God oh God please no Jesus God. Kick and scream worse'n Jag when Karlo
done his upbringin'. I climb up trap, look down ta watch. He curled in corna,
sobbin' like joeykit, blood drippin' on stomach. On pants too, but I c'n wash
'fore I tray.
Oh God
save me, he shriek, someone help me. He wail like nino. I watch, wunner whether
ta eat his can a veg, or save.
Stupid
bigmouth Uppies. Think they own da worl'.
Chapter 19
ROBERT
Snug in
my Washington apartment, I'd just hung up from a long evening chat with Mother
when the caller rang again. I eyed it with distaste.
Like
anyone in public life I had a list of friends and associates whose calls I took
at home. Like anyone in elected office, my list grew to unmanageable
proportions, lest I offend some supporter who wanted the cachet of direct
access to his Assemblyman.
The
caller rang again, and I was tempted to ignore it. I sighed, picked it up.
"Boland."
"Rob?
Thank God."
"Arlene?
You sound - what's wrong?"
"Can
you come? I can't - Adam's in no condition-"
A stab
of fear. "Is the Captain all right? Is Adam?"
"Yes,
we-" Muffled voices in the background; her tone sharpened. "Then look
again! No, leave the yard lights on all night, and keep the gate open."
I'd
never heard Arlene sound anything but calm and collected, even while she was
blasting away at the idiot from Worldnet in his low-flying heli. "I'll be
right over. Turn on your landing lights."
"Thanks,
Rob. I really appreciate-"
"See
you." I slipped into my shoes. If Arlene was distraught, it was serious.
Regardless of our political differences, I had to go.
At this
hour my driver was at home with his family. No need to disturb him; I had my
own keys. I rode the elevator to the roof, waited impatiently while they
brought round my heli. Moments later, I was aloft.
The
compound was a mere thirty miles from my tower. Night driving was somewhat more
annoying than day, if you flew by sight, but I locked onto the traffic beacons
at two thousand feet. Below, a steady stream of lights surged along the
Beltway's twelve lanes.
As I
neared the compound I keyed my transponder.
The guardhouse
puter would flash my ID. Something had gone wrong, and someone might be trigger
happy. I didn't want an accident.
I
landed in the center of the helipad, guided by the waving lights of a guard. I
switched off the motor, jumped out while the blades slowed to a halt.
"Hello,
sir. Mrs. Seafort's in-"
"Mr.
Vishinsky, isn't it? Shall I park to the side?"
"No
need, we're not expecting anyone." His expression was taut. "But you
might leave your keys."
"Of
course."
"Rob?"
A woman's voice, across the pad.
"Hello,
Arlene." She hurried to meet me halfway. I said, "I take it they found
Adam's boy? Is he-"
"Philip
disappeared." Her face was haggard.
"Lord
God. When?"
"We
learned of it this afternoon. I'm half out of my mind." She clutched my
arm. "Nick's at his retreat. I could call him home early, but... is it
really neces-" Her voice broke.
I
guided her toward the house. "It'll be all right." I was the perfect
politician; a soothing inanity for every crisis. "Did you eat? I thought
not. We'll sit in the kitchen, and you'll tell me all about it." We were
at her door; I guided her through.
She
braced her hand against the doorframe, as if to resist "Rob, don't
condescend. I'm in no mood for it."
"I - but-"
I swallowed.
"If
I eat I'll throw up. I'm frightened for my brainless genius son. If - when I find
him I'll paddle his scrawny behind, but for now I'm worried sick."
"Of
course. I would be too."
"How
could you know? You never had a child." Her hand darted to her mouth.
"Oh, Rob, forgive me. Didn't I tell you I'm out of my mind?"
"I
understand." I tried to keep my voice flat.
She
buried her face in my shoulder. "I'm so sorry. You're the last joey I'd
want to hurt."
My
resistance melted. "Of course, Arlene." I glanced about with vague
unease. If some twit captured the scene with a holocamera, he'd cause us no end
of embarrassment.
She led
me inside, to the kitchen. "A drink? A sandwich?"
"Whatever
you'll have." While she set teacups in the micro I loosened my tie.
"What do we know?"
"P.T.
never showed up at his tutor. Or his psych." She slid a note across the
table. I perused the boyish script.
"You've
questioned the guards?"
"The
note was a lie. He never asked the guards to drive him."
"How'd
he get through the gate?"
"They're
not sure. Probably during the night. They heard a crash and clatter. The guard
went out to check, but found no one. I assume that's when P.T. slipped through.
The alarms don't sound if the guardhouse door's opened from within."
"What
was the noise?"
"A
pair of frying pans. Mine." Her lips twitched in a reluctant smile.
"I'd guess he threw them over the wall to distract Mr. Tzee. When I get
hold of him ..." She poured our tea, sat again.
"Why
did he run away?"
"Who
knows?" Her eyes teared. "Don't we treat him well?"
"What
does Adam say?"
"He's
not sure what to think. The state he's been in, since Jared left... " She
sipped. "Jared is truly awful; he stole his father's Terrex card. If it
weren't for Philip ..." She explained P.T.'s suggestion that they search
Adam's accounts.
"Is
there a connection?"
"With
P.T. disappearing? Christ, I hope not."
"Do
you have a Terrex?"
Her
mouth tightened. "Yes, and it's still in my wallet. There are no charges.
Philip wouldn't steal, unless I truly don't know him." She swirled her
tea. "Adam told the police about his missing card. They put an alert on
the credit nets."
"Any
luck?"
"They
traced the card to Von Walther Shuttleport. Nothing since."
"So
that means he's in New-"
"No,
it means the card is. Jared may be in a ditch with his throat slit." She
covered her face. "So may P.T."
I was
careful with my words. I'd been slapped down once for being inane. No need to
be brutal, but Arlene wanted truth. "It's possible." Her eyes shot
up. "But highly unlikely," I said quickly.
"Philip will be back. Is he old enough for a girlfriend?"
"A
platonic one, at most." She smiled. "Truth is, he has almost no
friends near his own age." Her smile faded. "Except Jared."
"Could
Jar have set this up? Or called him?"
"We've
had no calls. I haven't checked the nets for mail."
Footsteps;
a knock. "May I join you?" Adam.
Arlene
rose. "Of course. Any word?"
"Nothing."
Adam turned to me. "Rob."
"Good
to see you, sir." I clasped his hand. "The jerries called me twice on
the search for Jared. There's no sign of him. They're concentrating on New
York."
He sat
wearily. "What should we do?"
"Wait,"
I said. "There's nothing else." I looked to Arlene. "Did you
notify the police about Philip?"
"No."
She knotted her fist.
Adam
said, "I urged her to. She won't listen."
She
said, "Tomorrow, whenever, P.T. may come back on his own. If we call for
help, they'll splash Nick's face across every holozine in home system, and that
will mortify him."
I said,
"The Captain would want-"
"Furthermore,
an announcement will set every loonie on the continent looking for Philip. It
could put him in danger."
I
cleared my throat. "Wait a day, see what happens."
Adam
said, "At least we know Jared went to New York. Without P.T.'s advice we'd
be in the dark."
I
asked, "Did you cancel your card?"
"No."
He blushed.
"Adam!"
"Two
reasons. If he's in trouble, he might need-"
"The
hell with that. He deserves-"
"And
it might help track him."
I
hadn't thought that far. "But he could bankrupt you."
"He's
my son." Adam's voice was tired. "Yes, I know. At times I despise
myself."
Arlene
snapped, "Belay that. I hear it enough from Nick!" A gentle squeeze
of her hand softened her words. "Adam, you're doing your best."
Two
boys disappearing within days was no coincidence. I couldn't
see how a bright joey like Philip had much respect for a fraz like Jared, but
one never knew.
Had
they gone off together? In that case, why leave separately? Why would he alert
Jared's father about the Terrex card, unless ...
"It's
connected." I looked up, interrupting their soft conversation. "P.T.
disappeared because Jared did. I'd stake my career on it. And that credit card
... show me P.T.'s note."
Adam
retrieved it.
I read
aloud. "'See what money Jared could have taken with him.' He already knew,
Adam. He practically rubbed your nose in it."
"Why
couldn't he tell me outright?"
"A
remnant of loyalty, perhaps. Who knows? The point is, I know what's happened to
P.T." The two of them watched me as if expecting an oracular
pronouncement. "He went looking for Jared."
It got
their attention, though they weren't ready to believe me. The more we argued,
the surer I became, and the more distraught I made Arlene. She paced the
kitchen, mouth set in a tight line, while Adam and I reviewed and discarded all
other possibilities.
At
length she held up a hand. "It's all speculation. Let's wait until
morning, when we may know more. Then you'll help me decide whether to call
Nicky home." She eyed us both. "You know what his annual retreat
means to him. The Benedictines won't allow calls, but I presume I could get
through. On the other hand ..." She crossed the room, stopped to stare
into my eyes. "Rob, this goes no further, regardless of politics. Agreed?"
I
didn't hesitate. "You have my oath."
"I'm
... afraid for Nicky. If anything happ - if P.T. has an ..." Her voice
grew determined. "If P.T. dies, Nicky might suicide."
"Good
Lord!"
"He's
fragile. You can't imagine what his son means to him. He's already lost two
families. I don't think he could stand losing anyone else." Her lip
quivered for the slightest instant. "If I call, he'll be in an agony of
worry, whether or not he leaves Lancaster. I'd spare him that, if I knew P.T.
would come
trooping home with his silly grin. But
if I don't reach Nick, and something happens ..." She didn't finish.
By
unspoken agreement, I spent the night in the compound. Luckily, the General
Assembly wasn't in session, so my time was my own. Before turning off my light
I called Dad, told him I'd have to skip the Hudson Freshwater expansion
hearings because of an urgent personal commitment. He wasn't happy, but didn't
ask the particulars. Dad gave me credit for common sense, if not punctuality.
I
tossed and turned, grimly aware that only a week ago, in this same bedroom, Dad
and I had calmly plotted the discredit of our host.
Politics.
In the
morning we breakfasted on the terrace. Still no word from P.T., but Adam
fielded a call from the Police Commissioner of New York District. He listened,
grunted, asked a few sharp questions.
When he
rang off, he shrugged. "I suppose its good news, in a way. Jared was
spotted yesterday in the New York Sheraton Skytel."
"They're
sure it was he?"
"He
matched the holopic we sent out, and he used my Terrex."
"Great!"
"But
he disappeared from the hotel. No one knows where."
I threw
down my napkin. "How could they let - Half the metro jerries should have
responded to that call, I pulled so God-damned many strings-"
"Easy,
Rob."
Cut
short, I almost blurted, "Aye aye, sir." After two decades, Adam
still had that power over me. "Sorry."
Arlene
chewed slowly on a roll. After a long while she sighed. "I'll call
Nick."
I said,
"Why?"
"We
have to assume you're right, that P.T.'s gone after Jared."
She
took the caller. "Best get started. Those monks are stubborn, and I may
not get through."
I held
up a hand. "If this hits him hard, someone should be there. London is only
three hours."
She
nodded. "You're right." Her expression lightened. "I'll get
ready. Adam, if you'll make my reservation ..."
I
grimaced. My role was to propose all the unpopular moves. "Arlene, stay
here in case your son calls. Or in case you need to, ah, get to him
quickly." Lord God forbid the visions that had flashed across my mind: a
deathbed, or worse, a morgue.
"Nick
needs me."
"So
does Philip." My voice was firm. "I'll go." It was the least I
could do. I hadn 't slept all that well, remembering my conversations with Dad.
"If
you - I suppose - damn that boy!" She made a visible effort to relax.
"All right. But if Nick gets-" She studied my face. "Rob, you'll
know what to do?"
Adam
said, "It's all right. I'll be with him."
"No,"
I said. "If Jared calls, you'd better be here to-"
He
slammed his fist on the table; the glasses jumped. "Arlene will take a
message. I want Jared alive, but beyond that I don't much care about his
feelings." Abruptly, he stood. "Let's go."
"Are
you sure-"
"It'll
do me good to think about someone else. Arlene, would you stand by the
caller?"
"I'm
not happy about it." With a sigh, she got to her feet. "But if Philip
shows up, at least I'll be here to deal with him." Seeing her grim
expression, I almost hoped P.T. had the sense to stay clear.
On the
way to the shuttleport I'd boasted to Adam, "Now you'll really see the
perks of office." I rang my office, had Van set up VIP connections to
London and Lancaster. Adam had made no reply, and a few moments later I'd
blushed scarlet, remembering he'd been personal aide to the SecGen himself,
while I was a mere Assemblyman. I fumbled for an apology, but he patted my
knee, smiling.
At
least, I made good on my promise. Airport personnel whisked us from parking to
the President's Lounge, where a terminal cart came to carry us, drinks in hand,
directly to the gate.
We had a first-class section all to ourselves, and an attentive steward.
At
London a jet heli and pilot waited on the tarmac. I wondered whose budget would
bear the cost. The builders' organization, most probably, or the water
recyclers. Sometimes it was better not to ask.
We'd
each brought an overnight bag, just in case. A polite young man from the
airline carried them to our heli, wished us a good flight, and disappeared.
Moments later, we were airborne.
We
arrived in Lancaster at five P.M., local time.
The
Benedictine complex was surrounded by an ancient fieldstone wall similar to the
one surrounding the Captain's compound. Perhaps Mr. Seafort had never truly
left his cloister.
The
monastery was on hilly ground, on which unruly clumps of grass sprouted amid a
myriad of rocks. A spacious parking lot was nearly full. A trail led uphill
from the lot to the gate, and the well-worn path to the buildings. There was no
helipad inside the walls, so I had the pilot put us down in the lot. We asked
him to wait until we emerged, however long it took.
More
cars pulled in to park as we spoke. Adam and I strolled up the hill toward the
wrought-iron gates.
No
caller, no bell. A sign, that read, "Absolutely no recording devices
permitted."
My tone
was dubious. "Should we go in?"
"I
don't-"
"Excuse
me." A heavyset, sloppy fellow pushed past. "You joes better hurry,
you want to see Vespers." He stopped at a ramshackle shelter a few strides
up the hill, spoke into the window, nodded, pulled out his wallet, dropped a
bill on the rail, hurried on.
We
followed.
Before
we reached the shelter a brown-robed old fellow emerged. "Sorry, hall's
full." He headed toward us, and the gate. "Just sold the last
seat."
"We're
here to see-"
"Try
Matins. Seven of the morning." He cackled through missing teeth. "Or
if that's too early for you, Novenas."
"But
we have to-"
"Chapel
only holds seventy-five, besides us." He shooed us
toward the gate. "You'll make me late. The Abbot doesn't like that.
Outside, please."
I said
firmly, "We're here to see Captain Seafort."
"Of
course. They all are, save the Martins and the De Lange family, who come
regular. That's why the hall's full." We found ourselves in retreat from
his insistent fuss. "It isn't every week that you can't wedge an
electricar into the lot. Forty-nine weeks a year, two pews of visitors, then
comes this!"
"Sir-"
"You
think to enhance your status by gawking at him. Vanity. The Lord is hardly
impressed, if Brother Timothy might say so on His behalf. Will you please
go?"
Adam
said, "Brother, may we make a donation?" He held out a banknote.
"Of
course, but don't think that absolves you from another in the
morning. Five Unies each, voluntary tithe."
???
"Every
day. You are on the wrong side of the gate, which I must lock, and I will
insist that you leave now so my heart doesn't stop in my haste to struggle up
the hill. You may stare at our distinguished Brother Nicholas another-"
I
snapped, "Look here, old fellow-" Adam laid his hand on my arm,
waggled a warning finger.
My
friend's tone was conciliatory. "Brother, we're not gawkers. I'm
Commandant Seafort's personal aide, and we have urgent-"
Brother
Timothy drew himself up, his voice stiff. "You're on consecrated land of
the Neo-Benedictine Order of the Catholic Synod of the Reunified Church. You
may see a foolish old man in a wrinkled robe, but this old man represents the
spiritual and temporal authority of the one true Church. The Lancaster District
Police honor that authority, even if you don't. When I use the caller in my
shed they arrive in minutes, and they rarely leave without making an
arrest."
He
paused for much-needed breath. "Out, I say!" He shooed us once more,
flapping the hem of his robe at our knees. "Out!"
The
corners of Adam's mouth twitched. "Sir, my employer is Mr. Seafort. We've
come to tell him of a family emergency. We didn't want to break the news over
the caller-"
"As
if you'd have had a cherub's chance in brimstone of getting through!" The
monk snorted, then his head cocked to one side. "What emergency?"
"A
private matter," said Adam, stressing the second word. "But urgent. I
have identification, if you-"
"Pah!"
Brother Timothy brushed past us, locked the gates together. "Papers prove
nothing. Seven years ago, a demon from Holoworld had a doctor's certificate
saying he was deaf and needed to sit in the front row!"
I
thought he was immovable, but finally he gestured to the path.
"These
rules apply, or you'll have to walk over me to get in. You let him be until the
service is done. You say nothing until he chooses to notice you. If the Abbot
won't allow him to speak, then it's settled; you try again tomorrow. Agreed? If
not, I'll call two novices who enjoy assertive physical labor." He perched
his gnarled hands on his hips. "Well?"
"You
have my oath." Adam.
"Hurry,
then. The Abbot waits." Brother Timothy turned on his heel, scuttled up
the hill. I had to lengthen my stride to keep pace. At the chapel entrance the
old man darted to the side entrance, leaving us to go in through the weathered
oak high doors.
The
chapel was indeed full. Adam squeezed into a pew in the last row; I managed to
make a place on the bench opposite, ignoring angry glances. In front of the
rail, the nave was empty.
Above,
a great bell began to chime.
Five
times it rang, breaking the hushed silence of the hall.
At the
side of the chapel, two scarred wooden doors opened. A line of brown-robed
monks filed past, their faces concealed by the hoods of their garments. As they
reached the altar each stopped, made obeisance, and continued to his place at
one of the benches between the rail and the altar.
A hiss.
"That's him!"
"Shhh."
"No
it ain't."
"He's-"
I
searched for the Captain among the voluminous robes, couldn't be sure which was
he.
The
Abbot, a wasted old soul whose robe bore a red sash, opened the Bible, began to
read in a gravelly voice.
At
thirteen, I'd idolized the Naval Service, as exemplified by Captain Nicholas
Ewing Seafort. When, toward the end of my first year at Academy, he'd turned
his back on duty and career and plunged into a monastic life, my interest in
matters religious had been aroused.
For a
time, with the zeal of an adolescent, I'd imagined throwing off my own Naval
servitude with some dramatic gesture, and presenting myself to a monastery as a
novice. Presumably, one in Lancaster, though I couldn't picture the actual
haven to which the Captain had retreated.
Adam
Tenere had helped steady me, for which I was eternally grateful. Nonetheless, I
couldn't approach a religious service without painful awareness that my faith
could not possibly match that of my adopted father.
As a result,
I rarely attended services, except when political considerations made it
expedient.
Somewhere,
among the bent backs, amid those robed figures who chanted responses and from
time to time knelt in obeisance, was the man we'd come to see. Though I'd
visited his home not two weeks past, here he seemed somehow transformed, the
more so in that I couldn't pick him out from his brethren.
A few
in the visitors' pews seemed absorbed in the ritual. Others fidgeted. One old
man, seated ahead of us on the aisle, looked not at all at his Bible; he rocked
back and forth as if the pew were a favorite seat. His jumpsuit had an odd cut,
as if years out of date.
What
must the Captain feel, returning to his former home under such intense
scrutiny? Surely he must be used to it; he'd been subject to the same
mistreatment during the years he dwelled here.
A few
rows ahead two women had given up all pretense of interest in the service.
Nudging each other, they pointed openly. The old Abbot's glare did little good;
at length, he beckoned to two tall figures, indicated the offenders. The two
hooded men crossed the rail, stood at either end of the pew where the women
sat, arms folded.
Silence
prevailed.
At
last, the service was done.
Again,
the bell tolled. The monks stood, knelt in turn before the cross, filed out.
This
time they passed the rail, moved toward the rear of the chapel. Their faces
were visible.
I
caught Adam's eye. He nodded.
"There
he is!" One of the women thrust out a paper and pen. "SecGen, would
you-"
Another
monk, without haste, interposed himself between the Captain and the woman. His
shoulder brushed aside the outstretched paper.
"Look
at his eyes!"
I
wanted to smother the murmurers. Did they imagine he couldn't hear?
The old
man I'd seen rocking hauled himself to his feet, leaned into the aisle, said
clearly, "In name of your people, stop!"
The
Captain's gaze flickered to his face. Recognition. Stonily, he turned his head
away. A novice pushed past the onlookers, grasped the old man's shoulder,
thrust him down. "Quiet, please. The monks are not to be disturbed."
The old
man's voice was hoarse. "In name of Eddie Boss, and Mace. And Subs! For
them, not me! I ask!"
The
Captain took two more steps, until he was nearly at Adam's row. His eyes were
pained. He turned. "Please, leave me alone."
"Cannot.
A few words. Must!"
"No,
I-" The Captain bowed his head. His hands became fists. Other monks filed
past.
The old
Abbott neared. "Come along, Brother Nicholas."
"Yes,
Father. This man, he's ... from a long time ago. He wouldn't be here unless may
I be permitted?"
"Are
you sure it's what you want?"
"No,
sir. I'm only sure I must."
The
Abbott grunted. "In the garden." He continued on his way. Behind him,
so did the Captain. He passed within a foot of Adam, who said nothing.
The old
man shook off the novice's restraining hand, pushed to his feet, followed.
I
shoved past the parishioners to the aisle, called out, "Sir, I-"
Fingers
closed on my arm, with a grip of steel. Adam Tenere. "No."
"But,
why? He's-"
"My
oath. He chose not to notice me."
My tone
was bitter. "That foolish old man didn't bind himself by a vow. Who in
God's name is he-"
"I've
no idea."
"Well,
I gave no oath. Come, I'll catch his eye."
"Rob."
Stern, as a midshipman to a cadet.
I fell
silent.
"After
he's done with the seniorcit, he may see us. If not, tomorrow."
A vein
in my temple throbbed. Who was Adam to reprove my conduct? I was Assemblyman
from Seaboard Cities, and he was but an aide to a failed politician who-
I
sighed. "I'm sorry, sir." I couldn't help it. Anyway, he was right.
We
waited in the chapel doorway while the other visitors drifted toward their
cars. The Captain, perched on a stone bench some twenty yards from us, listened
intently, asked a question or two. The old man spoke at length.
The
Captain stood and paced. He said something to the oldster, shook his head.
"Please."
The one word carried in the hot summer breeze.
Again the
Captain shook his head. He rested his hand on the old man's shoulder, as if in
apology, shook his head once more. "No. It would mean - No. Never
again." Without a glance back, he walked through the archway, into the
priory.
Dejected,
the old man hobbled down the hill to the gate.
"That
tears it," I muttered. "We'll have to raise all sorts of ruckus to
see him now."
"We'll
wait, as we promised."
"Jared
and P.T. are-"
"Think
of the time. It would be after midnight when we got home. What could we
do?"
I
kicked at a pew. "What was the point of coming, if we have to wait
until-"
"Excuse
me." The young monk, his hands folded as if in humility. "Services
are over. Visitors are requested to leave."
My
impatience grew too great to bear. "We need to see the Capt-"
"We
were on our way." Adam's fingers closed around my arm. "When is the
gate opened in the morning?"
"At
dawn."
"We'll
be there, with a message for the Abbot."
The
monk bowed slightly. Adam led me, still protesting, from the chapel.
Outside,
my wrath exploded. He heard me out, shrugged. "So P.T. has another night
to come home on his own. Maybe we won't need to bother the Commandant."
"And
Jared?"
"There's
nothing I can do that we haven't set in motion."
Calling
ahead, we found rooms at a passable hotel. From my room I called Arlene. She'd
heard nothing about either joey.
My next
call was to Dad. He gave a low whistle when he heard why we'd gone to
Lancaster. "A pity for Seafort. The boy means a lot to him."
"Yes."
Dad
hesitated. "Rob, you're best out of this. Either way, there could be
repercussions."
"What
kind?"
"I'm
not sure. If Philip is dead, there'll be a backlash against the trannies. Do we
want to be associated with it?"
"They're
blocking our towers."
"Of
course, but let the Territorials take the blame. And if P.T. is found, who
knows what the SecGen's reaction will be."
I said,
"All the more reason to stay close. I might be able to affect the outcome.
Besides ..."
He
waited, but I didn't finish. "Yes?"
"They
need me, Dad. He and Adam both."
I knew
what thoughts permeated his silence. I still hadn't learned to separate
politics from emotion; we'd had that argument before. On the other hand, years
ago, Dad had alienated a powerful Senator to save the Captain from blackmail.
What political benefit had he seen in that?
We
talked a while longer, and I rang off. Jet-lagged, I set the alarm for four in
the morning, and drifted to sleep.
The
eastern sky held a hint of light; unseen birds called briskly to one another. I
yawned. "I thought he said dawn."
"Patience."
Adam looked haggard. The long wait for his son must be taking a fearsome toll.
"If
we can get through to Nick, we could be in Washington by noon."
"I
hope so. Arlene was beside herself this morning."
"Any
news?"
"Nothing.
And my Terrex hasn't been used again."
I
wasn't sure that was good. While I thought it over I spotted a brown-robed
figure trudging to the gatehouse. "There!" I pointed.
Adam was
out of the heli, striding to the gate. "Good morning, brother. We'd like
to see the Abbot."
The
florid monk shook his head. "Write for an appointment."
"Reverend
brother, that's not possible. Kindly tell your Abbot that Mr. Tenere requests
his permission to see Brother Nicholas, on a mission that ought not wait."
"You'll
have to-"
"Ask."
Adam spoke with quiet assurance. He folded his arms, leaned back against the
fieldstone wall.
The
monk hesitated. "Wait outside, along the path."
A few
minutes later he returned, escorted us up the hill, to an ivy-strewn edifice
adjoining the chapel.
"I'm
Father Ryson. Why do you disturb us?"
"My
name is Adam Tenere. This is Mr. Boland, a friend. Brother - Captain Seafort's
son has run off. We've come to tell him."
"We
do not allow concerns of the world to intrude."
Adam
leaned over the Abbot's desk. "His son."
"What
would you have him do?"
Adam
said, "As he wishes."
"What
man is so free as that?" The Abbot shrugged. "I'll consider it. Please
wait in the anteroom."
Outside,
I paced in mounting anger. "That was goofjuice. I'll mount a speaker on
the heli and shout the news to the whole priory! Sit there, don't bother us,
wait until he sees you-"
"Be
patient." Adam sat with head down.
I
flared, "What about P.T.?"
"And
Jared."
I
gulped. For a moment, I'd actually
forgotten about his son.
"Forgive me." Yes, Adam made me feel inadequate, but only because I
was inadequate.
A
sound. I looked up. Captain Nicholas Seafort stood framed in the oaken doorway,
the hood of his brown robe thrown back, his fists knotted. "Is Arlene all
right?"
"Yes,
sir." Adam stood. "We thought you-" He pursed his lips, began
again. "P.T.'s run away and can't be found. Arlene and I thought you should
know."
Seafort
leaned against the doorframe, closed his eyes. A long, slow breath. Slowly, his
hands unknotted. "When?"
"Two
days ago."
His
lips moved in silent prayer. After a moment, his eyes opened. His expression
was so bleak my breath caught. "Why?"
I said,
"We're not sure, sir. Probably because of Jared. He's gone too."
"Tell
me all you know." He crossed to a bench, listened intently.
When we
were done, he sighed. "I'll need the Abbot's leave."
He was
gone a long while. When at last he returned, it was through a different door.
He wore street clothes and carried a bag. "I presume you have a
heli?"
"Yes,
sir." Adam took the valise from his grip.
In the
heli, the Captain turned his face to the window. Adam, sharing the back seat,
chose not to disturb him. In front with the pilot, I busied myself arranging
our return flight.
In
London we had a brief wait while they made ready our suborbital. I came back
from the caller booths, caught Adam's eye, shook my head.
The
Captain faced the terminal's bulkhead, hands in his pockets. I said, "Sir,
Philip will come home. I'm sorry we had to break your retreat."
He
sounded sad. "Don't apologize. It was ... ordained."
"Sir?"
"I
was beginning to feel almost... ah, well." He peered out the window.
"Is this flight to New York?"
"Washington.
I thought-"
"Very
well." He turned. In his eyes, an unbearable sadness. At last, he looked
away.
While I
searched for something to say, Adam nudged me, put a finger to his lips.
Hours
later, we set down on the sunlit compound pad. I woke Adam, stretched. The
Captain ducked through the doorway, reached for his bag.
Arlene
Seafort strode across the helipad. "Nick!" Her welcoming arms
enveloped his lean frame. I cleared my throat, looked away.
The
Captain asked, "Any news?"
"Still
nothing. He'll be all right. Don't worry."
"And
Jared?"
She
shook her head. Adam's mouth tightened.
We
settled in the kitchen, rubbled at cheese and crackers while coffee brewed.
Over the spartan meal we explained to the Captain why we assumed P.T. had
followed Jared.
When
we'd finished, Seafort said, "There's no other explanation, unless he's
lost his mind. What else do we know?"
Arlene
said, "I searched P.T.'s room. He was using his puter, but that's our only
clue."
"Clue?
Between his fractals and his stock speculation, he's glued to the bloody thing.
I ought to take it away."
I
yawned.
The
Captain patted my hand. "Thanks for everything, Rob. Get some sleep. Adam,
will you go with me?"
"Where,
sir?"
"New
York, of course." He stood. "Jared's hotel. In fact, we'll stay the
night, if we don't find him."
Adam
got to his feet. "I'll - whatever you - I mean-"
"If
we hurry, we'll still have much of the afternoon." He bent over his wife,
planted a kiss, picked up his bag. Arlene said not a word.
I said
reluctantly, "I could be of help."
"You're
exhausted, and you have work to-"
"No
more tired than you, and New York's my district. My black book may come in
handy."
His expression
brightened, but he said, "Rob, it's possible Jared was kidnapped. Or
worse, he could be on the streets, though I'd think even he has more
sense." He paused. "It could be dangerous. Sure you want to
come?"
I
hadn't been. "Yes, sir. If you'll let me."
"I'm
grateful."
Outside,
we strode across the lawn to the heli. The Captain slowed, turned to his wife.
"Arlene, keep in touch in case-"
"Of
course, Nick. From wherever I decide to stay."
"-because
if he calls ... what?"
Her
eyes blazed. "You hypocritical son of a bitch!" With each word, she
stalked closer. "Think I'll be waiting here when you get back? Prong
yourself! Who in God's own Hell do you think I am, some helpless female to shut
in the cave when danger looms?"
Gaping,
I backed out of the way.
"Arlene-"
She
shoved him so hard he nearly fell. "Don't 'Arlene' me, you frazball, you
insect, you-" She paused to regroup.
"What
did I-"
"Didn't
I make it clear? Leave me behind, come back to an empty house. P.T.'s my son.
I've waited three days; when I find him I'll hug him tight and then kill him.
If you search, I go along. You might even need me!"
He
stammered. "Hon, I - we don't know where Philip is, or Jared. A city like
New York is brutal. You've no idea how vicious-"
"Nick,
I scored higher than you in every frazzing combat class. Marksmanship too, for
that matter. Or don't you remember the time I pinned you three times out of
three, and Sarge said-"
"That
was thirty years ago! We're no longer cad-"
She
shouted, "My child is out there!" Her voice dropped. "Once, you
called on my courage, and I failed. Never again!"
"I
don't think for a minute-"
"I
love you dearly, you stupid man, but shall I pack to go with you, or to leave?
Your call!" Her eyes shone with anguished resolve.
Nick
Seafort regarded each of us in turn, his expression bewildered. I essayed a
small smile, but his glance flicked past. "Please, Arlene, wait. He might
contact us."
"No.
It's been too long." She waited for his response, heard none. "I'll
pack my gear. If you're gone when I come back, you've made your choice."
She turned on her heel and left.
I
studied the engine cowling.
Adam
coughed. "Sir ..."
"We'll
wait." Nick Seafort smiled weakly. "She's had to bottle her feelings
until I came home."
Adam
said, "She's half out of her mind with worry. Not the least of-" He
stopped short. "I shouldn't-" He hesitated. "It's not my
business to-"
"Go
on." It was an order.
"She's
been worried how you'll take it," Adam blurted. "So have we. Are you
all right, sir?"
"Of
course." The Captain thrust his hands into his pockets. "I'm
concerned for my son; he's too young to be wandering a big city. Too
naive." He let out a long, slow breath. "Adam, I'm terribly sorry
about Jared."
"I - thank
you."
"We
won't stop until we find them both. I promise."
"Sir,
that's not necessary. Jared could be anywhere, and he's my responsibility.
Don't commit yourself to-"
"Until
we find both boys. Adam, you stood by me through disaster and disgrace. I know
three Senators made you offers when our Administration collapsed."
Five,
actually. Dad among them.
"I
don't know why you stayed with me, but I'm grateful. Finding your son is
as - almost as important to me as my own."
"Thank
you." It was a whisper.
A beam
of light, as the front door opened. Arlene Sanders Seafort, dressed in a
utility jumpsuit, carrying a duffel.
She
strode toward the heli.
Chapter 20
PEDRO
I came
back home, fast as old body let me.
What
else could I do?
No help
from Fisherman. Said he burned out. No ambition left. Done too much harm
already.
Bullsheet,
that. Meant he didn' care about my trannies.
But why
should he? Uppie he was, Uppie will be. So what if he wasn't born in tower?
Cardiff, Wales, Sheraton Skytel didn' make no diff. Not city, not trannie
streets.
I sat
and rocked alone in shop, sipping tea that cooled unnoticed.
What to
do? No one swind Pedro Telamon Chang, hah. 'Xcept time.
No one
swind my trannies. 'Xcept life.
Soon, I
die, troubles over.
Soon
Trannies die too. Nothin' be left downtown but cold towers, an' maybe
Crypsnbloods in Bronx. Animals, they, feral eyes reflectin' the high lights of
towers from grassy streets below.
With
Pook gone, shop was too quiet. I hadn't seen Midboy since day I left, him
dancin' across street shoutin' curses at my back.
Maybe I
shouldn' a whopped him. Still, couldn' let Midboy tell me prong myself in my
own shop, or next he hurl shiv stead of insult. Hadda stay ahead of that joeykit.
Ah,
Fisherman, I thought you'd help once more, for old time sake. For wife Annie,
for old friend Eddie. For Sub tribe you once said you joined.
Foolish
old Chang.
Water
in pipes down to trickle. It rained hard, so my cistern was near full. Onna
street, tribes restless. Heat hung over city like dark brooding spirit. Tides
lapped round stumps of old Trade Center. What we done to our planet, hah? Ozone
layer fragmented, poles half melt. Bowery near disappeared under filthy riv.
Wall Street dike still held good, though.
Only
two days I be gone. Seemed like year.
I
opened shop, did few trays with Mids. Coupla Rasters came through with innifo
for passby. Wanted to trayfo water jugs.
Time,
Pedro, to make choice. You could stay ol' Neut, by yoself, or throw in lot with
Sub. Halber wasn't great leader-boss, not like some, but he what you got.
So, go
along, I would. Halb already agreed to Sub meet with tribe bosses, even to
sending Sub joeys to tribes as hostages for safe conduct. I passed word to
Easters, Rocks, Unies that meet was comin' soon. Courtlands agreed to come
down, an' Washhites too. I'd ask Halber if he'd set meet for tomorrow. Do it
fast, I'd say, so ornery tribes didn' have time to plan trouble.
Evening,
I locked shop, scrawled eye with chalk on door, tramped through trannietown to
Sub.
Halber
crossed his arms, stubborn look on face. "Nex' week." We sat across
fro' each other, two old chairs, in smoky Sub lair.
I
fussed, for his benefit. "Dunno wha's so importan', ya gotta put off meet
afta I sen' word ta alla tribe."
"Ya
don', hah?" He regard me with skepticism. "Changman knows more 'bout
Sub business 'n Subs?"
I put
on innocent look. "Halber be Boss Sub, and Sub is mos' important tribe.
Who don' know dat?"
"Now
who try ta swind, hah?" But he mollify, I could tell. "Whuffo alla
hurry?"
"Causa
water," I said.
"That,
again?" He shrug. "Always less water in summer. It vaporate from
hot."
"Hah.
Tell me Sub pipes don' run brown wid sludge. Tell me Sub joeykits don'
complain."
Halber's
mood changed, abrupt. He leaned close, eyes full of menace. "Whatcha know
'bout it, ol' man? Pay innifo ta some bigmouth Subboy?"
Life in
balance, here. Din' know if could pull off. I said easy, "Don' need no Sub
spy tell me obvious. Ya ain' got good water same reason no trannies got.
Govermen turn off, like I tolya. Summer, winter, don' matta. Clean water be
gone fo' always."
"Bah."
He waved away. "Water fine." But too late. By askin'
if I pay innifo to learn about, he already told me opposite. In a min he
realized.
I sat
very still, hopin' he din' decide best way to keep secret was diss Chang.
"Anyway,
what c'n a tribe meet do 'bout water? We gonna trayfo water togetha?" He
laughed harsh.
My
bones relaxed at his laugh. "What c'n any tribe, even Sub, do by itself?
Maybe, togetha, thinka somethin'." Then what, Pedro Chang? Tribe gonna
negotiate with govermen? Without Fisherman to help, who gonna listen?
Nevermin'.
Worry'bout that later. First step was get tribes talkin'. Had to hurry, before
water critical. Time to bribe. I said, cautious, "I foun' a hundred
permas, if ya still need."
His
breath hissed. "When?"
A
hundred permas be heavy load. Pook woulda been useful, but he gone. Inside, I
sighed. "Day afta morra, if I get help movin'."
"That
soon?"
I
wondered why he so anxious, and suddenly knew his plan.
Clever,
he. Good general, would make.
His
ambition was pushout Parkas, take Park an' middle of city for Sub. He thought
Chang didn' know, but why else open tunnels near Park side, and get sub cars
rollin' again?
Halber
didn't understand was no point to it. If I tol' him, anger would be at me.
I went
proud. "Ya gonna get permas. Set meet, sameday."
He
shook his head. "Can't, so soon. Ya don' unnastan'. Once we got permas
..." He pressed shut his mouth, to say no more.
Once
Halber got permas, he'd rumb. Then Mids and Parkas and Broads be upheave, and
what chance would an old Neut have pullin' tribes togetha?
My
mouth suddenly dry. Big risk, but I hadda take. I leaned forward. "Halber,
lissen. You want permas bad. Chang want meet, even more. No meet, no
permas."
"But,
soon as we got-"
I
struggled outa chair, steelin' self fo' maybe his shiv, but desperate.
"Tribe meet first. Then permas. Else none."
"Sumbitch! Frazball!" His chair went flyin'.
"I skin ya, like
ol' days!" At his shoutin', tribe gathered quick, joeykits too.
"Chaco! Raulie! Call Sub, fo'watch! Grabbim!"
"I
be Neut!"
It
didn' help.
As they
came at me, time for only one more say. I hollered, "G'wan, diss Sub
dream! No permas! I be only Neut in trannie worl' who c'n get so many! Take ya
twenny years fin' a hunner' permas widout me!" Was even true, mostly.
Hands
grab. I went down. Couldn't breathe, from press,
"Hol'
it!"
Shiv
was sharp at my throat.
Harsh
steps. Boot prodded my side. Arms hauled me up.
Halber's
eyes full of hate. "Worth dyin' fo', this meet?"
I
panted. "Prolly." We was all dyin', without.
"Worth
makin'enemy of Sub?"
"Prolly
not." I shrugged again, trembling with tired. With Subs as enemy, no way
to join tribes together. "What choice I got? Gotta meet 'fore ya pushout
Parkas an'-"
Halber
made sound deep in throat.
I
stopped, too late. Oh, dumb, foolish Neut. Ya haddim. Now ya be walkin' dead.
His
voice was hoarse. "Howya know? Who tell?" He whirled. "Mer, be
it you? Chaco?" They shrank from his fury.
"No
one." I groped for chair, 'fore legs gave way.
"Den
how?"
With an
effort, I reached for bluster. "Think ya c'n swind Pedro Telamon Chang,
hah? Was obvious. Why else ya wan' permas?"
His
face ugly. "G'wan."
I try
to look smug. They was gonna diss me anyways, so mightas well impress.
"Halber Boss Sub, maybe he don' read, don' know history, but he be great
general noneless. Sub turf go allaroun' Park; what more natural 'n Subs want to
take mid-city too? But too many Parkas inna bush for Subs to root out. An Park
too big. Sub tribe not so large it c'n surround Park. Unless ..."
My
heart pounded; I had to stop for breath.
"...
Unless Halber c'n outflank Parkas. But he gotta move Subs fast, side to side,
top to bottom, cause Parkas hold middle. Ya can't run back an' forth around
Park an' still have energy
to rumb. But ya could, if Subs been fixin' unnercars. Ridin' in unnercars, ya
come up to fight where ain' expected."
All
silence.
"Howya
know?"
I
squinted eyes, made signs at Halber, same hex that I used ta make Mids 'n
Broads uneasy 'bout breakin' into shop.
He
flinched. "Don' witch me, Neut."
I spat.
"I witch who I choose. My sign jus' made ya war harder. Thirty mo' Sub
gonna die, tryin'."
He
growled. No matta, if I already dead.
I said
louder, "Dat ain' nothin', compare ta sign I made fo' afta ya diss me.
G'wan, do it, an' see. Jus' remember ol' Chang, afta tribe rot and Sub tunnels
crumble. When Sub babies born widout fingers, and Easters walk Sub turf.
Remember it was dead Chang did it!" My voice gathered strong. "Ya
won' have no permas, so can't take Park, But all that be forget, in general
weep."
Chest
tight with pain, I managed somehow to get on feet, my voice risin' to a howl.
"When Sub is flood and unnercars smash, when joeykits blind and Mids eat
Halber's bones--"
"STOPPIT!"
I gazed
unflinch at his horror.
"Chang,
don'..." A croak. "Please."
I
blinked. So they gonna let me live. What good it do, with my chest all
constrict?
Heart
pills in medkit back at shop, if I could get to,
"Take
me home," I said, with dignity. "Chang too old fo' manhandle. Can't
walk."
"What
'bout witchsign?"
"If
I live 'til morra, sign be off. Too late fo' today. Can't do nothin'
about."
Halber's
face was pasty. He made a speeding gesture, "Chaco, Mer, Barth! Allayas
goin' Up! Take Changman home fas'. Bring innifo fo' passby."
Pantin',
I made voice steady, "What 'bout meet?"
"Ya
gon' trayfo permas?"
"Afta."
I nodded.
He
shrugged, a tired motion of defeat. "When ya want, Morra, if ya don' die
on us."
Dunno
how I made it back to shop. They put me in carry chair
and I sat. By time we reached Three Four, I had some breath back, enough to
wave away Subs, unlock shop. I went behin' curtain, fumbled through medkit,
took pill I shoulda brought. Sat an' waited while it soothed. Chest slowly came
free, pain eased. Stupid ol' man, you die nex' time you try that. Always carry
pills, now on.
Last
thing I said to Chaco, "Tell Halber to set meet for 'morra aftanoon."
Either I'd be alive, an' want meet, or dead, and no matter.
When I
felt able, I got together packs of innifo, went outside, foun' Mids willin' to
help pass word to all other tribes. Was still plenny of day left, so if they
quick, could get word to all. Even Parkas.
Nile, I
puttered around shop, wonderin' how to persuade tribes to work togetha. If I
got leaders to cooperate, we could send trannie speakfo' to Unies. If govermen
wouldn' listen, maybe we talk to Holoworld. Dey wouldn' give shit about tribes,
but if trannie bosses got together, some kinda story innit.
Knock
on door.
Heart
thudded. "We close." I shuffle to door.
"It
be me."
Pook.
I
leaned head 'gainst door, warnin' self. He wasn't your own joey, silly Chang,
just wild kit wid no tribe. I was sorry for glad that swept through me.
"So? G'way wid ya. I don' open fo' no dirtmouth joeykit."
A
growl, then voice extra patient. "Please, Mista Chang."
I went
worry. "Ya hurt?"
"Naw."
"Hungry,
hah? Too bad. Ya can't yell Chang dead one day, come beggin' fo' help da
nex'-"
"Wanna
trayfo."
"You?
Whatcha got I wan', hah? Dirty jumpsuit? Scraps a ol' wires? Nah, Pook."
"Good
stuff. Lemme showya."
"Daytime
is fo' trayfo. Night fo' sleep. If tribes see me open at night, soonerlata be
trouble."
"Can'
come in day." His voice hinted that his patience was wearing. "Mids see
what I got, try ta take. You wan' Pook get diss?"
I
smiled. Pook couldn' have nothin' so
good he afraid to carry
in day. But he wasn' full member of Mids yet, and Karlo still pissoff, so risk
could be real. "Okay okay, betta not be swind." I undid locks one at
time, hopin' Pook not crazy enough to pull shiv once he got inside, finish ol'
Chang once an' for all. I swung open door. "Ya comin' in, or no?"
His
eyes darted roun'. He slipped in and quick I shut door.
"Well,
what - where ya get those?" Knew I sounded like glitch trannie din' know nothin'
about trayfo, but couldn' help.
Pook
had beautiful pair Uppie boots. Expensive kind that last foreva.
He went
swell. "Tolya Pook c'n look afta hisself."
I
looked them over. Hardly wore at all. "Where ya get?"
He
frown, like I go glitch. "Whassit matta?"
True.
Dunno what I was thinkin'. "Okay okay, whatcha wan' trayfo?"
"Cansa.
Meat an veg."
Cautious,
I said, "How many?"
"Whatcha
offa?"
"What
I wan' with 'notha pair boots," I grumbled, startin' negotiate.
"Ain'
all I got. I c'n-" He snapped shut.
"Yeah?"
His
face sudden showed nothin'. I was proud that he leam afta all, but annoyed
'cause his bein' smart make trayfo harder.
After
we backanforth a while, I realized Pook not too anxious, but ready to take his
time, maybe even go trayfo somewhere else. Good fo' him, but not fo' Chang. I
went exasperate, to push along; if I gonna meet with tribes morra, had to
sleep, "How c'n I trayfo, you won' tell whatcha wan' or what else ya
got?"
Pook's
look uncertain, "Ya gonna swind, if ya know,"
Course;
that's the whole point of knowin' what they wan'. But this was Pook, and he'd
never make somethin a himself 'less I gave him chance. I sighed. "Okay
okay, I go easy. Tell."
He took
deep breath. "Enough cansa ta get through winta,"
"Whole
winta, fo' one lousy pair a trayfo boots? Think ya can swin-"
"Enough
cansa fo' two."
"Now
who glitch, hah? Ya starting Pooktribe or somethin'? How ya 'xpect me ta give
that much fos-"
"An'
I also got..." Grubby hand dug in jumpsuit pocket. I watched sharp,
wonderin if he 'bout to pull shiv. Stead, he dumped wad of Unibucks on table.
I
reached for them slow, so to not alarm Pook, an' counted. Twenty-seven. I sat,
wonderin' who he diss. "Wanna tell me 'bout it?"
"Naw."
I
sighed, made him offa I knew he'd refuse, just for start. Instead making offer
back he got pissoff, so I hadda fuss with him to calm. Gave him good cuppa tea.
Dunno why I bothered with Pookboy, sometime. Final, he said he'd be back 'notha
day, tonight he'd jus' give coupla Unies fo' coupla cansa. I made good trayfo,
thought about it a min, threw in couple extra cansa, so he'd wanna come back.
Before
he wen', I said, "Pook, I need - maybe you inneres' help some, morra."
"Whaffo?"
"Big
meet, at Sub Four Two."
"Allie
be dere?"
"Who?
Subgirlkit? How I know?"
He made
face. "Anyway, I got stuff ta do." Pause. "What kinda
meet?"
I
hesitated. "Pook, lissen. Tomorra, maybe nothin' happen. Filmatleven. But
jus' maybe ... could be history. Somethin' fo' Pook ta remember, he get
ol'."
His
eyes lit. "Big rumb?"
"Gaah.
Out." I thrust cans in his arms. "G'wan!"
"Jus'askin'."
He made no move to leave, "What comin' down?"
Dunno
why I wanted to tell him. "Buncha tribe leaders meet. No innifo, no
passby. Gonna talk about water,"
His
brow wrinkled. "Buncha tribe on same turf? Naw. Never happen."
"Morra,
for sure. Early aftanoon."
"You
be glitch, Mista Chang. Get 'em togetha, gonna be biggest rumb eva."
"You
comin' with me?"
"Ta
watch ya get diss?" His face inneres'. Then, "Naw. Can't leave
my - can't go." He pawed at locks. "Seeya afta, Changman, if ya
live."
And he
was gone.
Chapter 21
PHILIP
I knew
that even with Mom's chipnote giving permission, I'd have to wait until morning
to catch a flight. My voice was high and I wasn't very tall; some ticket agent
might look askance at a young child traveling alone late at night. So, for that
matter, might a skytel desk clerk. Anyway, I didn't intend to use the forged
note wantonly; it was for emergencies.
In
addition to counting tree species on my rides with Mom, I'd noted homes without
fences in safe-looking neighborhoods. I spent the night on the patio of one of
them. The deck chairs were comfortable, I considered leaving a note of thanks,
but didn't because word might get back to Mom, When
the sun rose higher I shed my jacket, rode the bus to a cabstand a mile away,
and took a ground taxi to the shuttle-port. Changing vehicles reduced the
chance I'd be traced.
I paid
cash for my ticket. On the suborbital shuttle a reservation wasn't really
needed; seats were usually available. If Jared had realized that, he'd have
been harder to track.
To
allay suspicion I told an agent my mother said to ask help finding the gate.
Would he please show me the way? On the shuttle I asked help with my
acceleration belts, though Father had shown me often enough. A cheerful
attendant strapped me in. She sat across from me for takeoff, flashing me a
reassuring smile as the wings folded.
My only
problem was getting a cab from Von Walther to the Sheraton. With my overnight
bag I waited my turn at the helicab stand, but passengers jostled me aside as
if I didn't exist. I stood back, observed the most successful technique, and
practiced on a sweet elderly lady whose mass wasn't as intimidating as some
others. I tried to ignore her look of shock as I rammed past her into the cab.
"Sheraton
Skytel, please," According to the posted rates the fare should be a little
over ten Unibucks, so I made sure the driver saw a twenty clutched tight in my
hand. He lifted off without objection.
At the
hotel I held on to my bag, to save another tip, I wasn't
quite sure how Mom would react to my escapade; money might be tight for a
while. I took the elevator down to the lobby, waited my turn at the desk.
"Yes,
sonny?"
I kept
a polite smile plastered on my face, ignoring his condescension. "A room
for two nights."
"Are
your paren - "
"My
Mom says not by the elevators or the linen closets. And not too near street
level." I counted off the bills. "She'll be here after dinner, if the
Trans-Siberian isn't delayed."
He
pursed his lips, still unsure. "Is there a reservation?"
"No,
she called ahead and told me you had plenty of rooms,"
???
"Philip
Tyre. Is the restaurant open? Mom wants me to have a proper lunch. Do you have
snack machines? Is there a softie dispenser on my floor? Does it make
change?" I kept at it until he thrust me a registration form, took my
payment. Lying is so often unnecessary. You just make adults want you to
disappear.
I
tipped the bellhop two Unibucks and thanked him politely. As I'd expected, the
room had a generic puter terminal. I dialed into the nets, entered Adam Tenere
's password.
It took
me only three minutes to call up his Terrex account. I was impressed.
Mr.
Tenere had deciphered my hint almost immediately, and had set a daily review of
his card. I hoped he wouldn't check again soon; he could spot my access just as
easily as I could his.
Jared
had withdrawn three hundred from his father's account. Mr. Tenere must have
seen it, but to my astonishment he hadn't blocked further access.
I
spotted a charge at the skytel dining room, two nights ago.
I left
my console, called the desk, asked if a Mr. Tenere were registered. No.
Naturally,
Jared would have used another name. But there were too many possibilities; I
needed a look at the registry.
I
doubted the desk would cooperate, and my asking might raise suspicion.
I took
off my jacket, folded it over the chair, got to work.
I
dialed up Standard and Poor's, checked corporate ownership of the Sheraton
chain, copied down the owners' published access numbers.
Next, I
windowed out, netted to the multiframe at Georgetown University where I had a
standing account, wrote a quick password query loop with a notify alarm, and
cracked a few dozen random user accounts.
I
loaded my password query into each user's workspace with a ten hour self-erase,
set each user to high-speed dialing into corporate Sheraton's main puter. Soon
I had ninety-six copies of my password query running, courtesy of Georgetown
University.
I lay
on the plush bed, hands behind my head. Unless I were lucky, it would still
take an hour or two.
Lunchtime
came and went, but I wasn't really hungry, and there were snack machines in the
hall. Mom said sugar aggravated my energy excess, so at home I didn't get
quickfoods too often. As I saw it, Mom's perception was skewed; she suffered
from energy deficit rather than I from an excess. Snacks would do just fine.
The
alarm beeped just before two.
An
access code flashed, for Sheraton Corporate HQ. I wiped the Georgetown users'
workspaces. Next I netted to the Sheraton corporate puter, entered the code I'd
deciphered, followed a maze of menus into accounting.
A few
minutes later, slightly annoyed, I perused a list of the week's registrations
in the New York Skytel. I could have saved so much effort if the desk would
show people their registration book. It wasn't really a secret. Any intelligent
twelve-year-old could get access, if he tried.
No
guest named Tenere, or anything close.
I had
to put myself in Jared's shoes, but I was much brighter. If I overestimated
him, I could end up outsmarting myself.
My eye
skimmed the list.
Well, I
hadn't overestimated him. Adamson, Jer. I'll bet he thought it funny.
I
examined the skytel's ledger, found no checkout logged. Was he still in the
hotel? Room 3023. The easiest way to find out was to dial.
"Yes?"
A woman.
"Mr.
Adamson, please."
"Wrong
room, joey." She hung up.
I
checked the screen. Every other occupied room showed a checkout payment for the
day, or a carryover.
Odd.
I
windowed back to Mr. Tenere's Terrex account. Hadn't Jared realized his card
could be traced, or didn't he care? I worked my way backward from his most
recent use. An asterisk, that I hadn't noticed before. I called up the help
menu.
Police
notify, priority one.
Whenever
Mr. Tenere's card was used, the New York District police puter was notified.
Why, then, hadn't they been called to the Sheraton restaurant?
I
checked the date; the notify had been placed after Jared paid for his dinner.
Well. I
had proof Jared had been in the skytel, and I knew he hadn't used the Terrex
card after. He hadn't checked out, but the room was reoccupied. Where was
Jared? I lay down to think it through.
An hour
later I slipped on my shoes, put on my jacket. At the puter, I studied a city
directory. Then I locked my room, rode the elevator up to the lobby.
"May
I see the manager, please?"
"Who
shall I say ..."
"Philip
Tyre."
"He's
with someone. I'll tell him."
"I'll
wait in the lounge."
Half an
hour passed. I found it hard to sit still, and began to pick at my jacket.
Perhaps I would go back to my room, curl up against the wall. Base seven was
interesting, because of the irregularities. I solved random equations in my
head, feet kicking underneath the chair.
After a
full hour I went back to the desk. "Could the manager see me now?" I
tried not to sound belligerent. "I've been waiting since two-thirty."
"I'll
let him know."
If I
made a scene, I'd call attention to myself, I
skimmed every holozine in the lobby.
At
four, the desk began to get busy with the evening's arrivals. I stood in line,
waited for the clerk to notice me.
"Excuse
me, son." An expensively suited joey brushed past to the check-in desk.
"Can't
you play somewhere else?" A middle-aged woman, lugging three bags.
I
retreated. How would Father handle it? I mean, if everyone didn't recognize him
as they did?
I'd
missed lunch, and was irritable. With a deep breath, I walked back to the
counter, where the woman with three bags argued with a receptionist about her
room. Several clerks were on duty, all busy, and travelers waited for the next
free space.
"Excuse
me, I want-"
I
stopped, pitched my voice louder. It was at an annoying stage and could be
shrill, which usually I found exasperating. Today it would be useful.
"Excuse me, I've been waiting to see the manager."
"Please,
joey, we're busy. Check back in-"
I sang
out, "I thought he'd like to know one of his security guards exposed
himself in the hallway."
The
woman gasped.
"Three
times. I found it quite upsetting, objectively speaking. Mom will no doubt want
the jerries called, and-"
Thirty
seconds later, I was in the manager's office.
I sat
on a straight-backed chair, swinging my legs while a narrow-faced man with a
pencil moustache made soothing noises.
"...
terrible occurrence. Can you describe-"
I read
the nameplate on his desk. "Mr, Fenner, you have worse problems than a
guard with an open fly."
"-or
catch the name on his jacket - what?"
I was
committed; nothing to do but forge ahead. "Forget the guard, I made him
up."
"You
little-" He rang the lobby. "Get this brat out of - " I
recalled Father, the time Senator Wade tried to get him to intervene with the
investigators. I made my voice cold as ice. "You made me waste an
afternoon in your bloody lobby, while I had work to do. How do you think Mr.
Credwin will like that?"
Fenner
gaped. "You know him?"
Only
from the Standard and Poor's report, which listed him as CEO of the Sheraton
chain, I tried to avoid a lie, "And my family
knows Senator Boland, and his son Robert, the Assemblyman. I could mention
Joseph Martins, the city Building Inspector, but that's not necessary, is it,
sir?"
The
manager studied me, saying nothing.
I
flared, "Just because I'm young doesn't mean you should treat me like
dirt!"
Perhaps
it was my self-assurance. His manner changed at once. "Look, Mr.,
ah-"
"Tyre."
"There
must be a misunderstanding. What can I do for-"
I
leaned forward. "Jer Adamson."
His
eyes changed just for a moment, but long enough for me to know I'd scored.
Jared had that same look the time he denied he had any pornographic chips. I'd
only asked to observe his reaction.
"How
does that name concern you, Mr., ah, Tyre?"
Father,
I know you won't approve of my rudeness. But I'm committed. For Jared's sake, I
have to go through with this.
"Why
the cover-up, Mr. Fenner? Why didn't Jared - Mr. Adamson - check out in the normal
manner? What about his Terrex card?"
He
blurted, "You know about that?"
Inside,
I relaxed. Now it would be easy. I kept my voice cold. "Tell me the truth,
all of it. Or would you rather deal with the police?"
He
blustered. "We have nothing to hide, young man. Feel free to-"
"May
I use your caller, or should I call Commissioner Johanson from the lobby?"
I reached across his desk.
All
along, I'd made a point of using names rather than just titles; Building
Inspector Martins, Commissioner Johanson. A shallow trick, but as I'd
suspected, it worked. The manager snatched away the caller. "Easy, joey.
No need. Tell me what you want, and why."
"Every
jerry east of Kansas is looking for Adamson under his real name. I think you
know that."
"Go
on."
"His
name is Jared Tenere. His father is aide to - has connections. He checked into
Room 3023, had a meal in your revolving restaurant. Then what?"
"How
are you involved, Mr. Tyre?"
"Jared
Tenere is sick, in need of hormone rebalancing. His father is a family friend,
and is very upset. I'm helping him find his son." No outright lies, as far
as I knew.
"The
boy may have stayed here, but he checked out on-"
I
stood. "Thank you for seeing me, sir. Obviously the jerries can-"
His
voice caught me halfway through the door. "All right, damn it!"
I
turned.
"We
didn't do anything wrong."
I tried
to sound accommodating. "You didn't check him out, and you didn't
confiscate his card after the 'notify' was placed. You didn't contact the
authorities. I'm sure the police would like to know why. But my only interest
is to find my frie - Jared. I'm too young to have any interest in hotel
business."
"Is
that a promise?"
I felt
dirty, and old. "If you level with me, sir."
He
shook his head in wonder. "What are you joeykits coming to?"
I
waited.
"All
right, he checked in four days ago. Paid cash, under the name Adamson. That's
not illegal, even if he's a minor."
"No,
sir. I'm a minor myself, and I know that."
"He
used the card to pay for dinner. The night auditor spotted the alert when he
ran it through his puter. I sent our security chief to his room."
My
heart pounded, "And?"
"The
boy spotted us, and took off. We chased him through the corridors."
Jared
was wiry, and when we played football I could never lay hands on him,
"He
... disappeared."
"Please,
sir. Tell me the truth." I tried not to let my voice tremble.
"That
IS the - ahh." He waved his disgust, and his surrender. "All right. He
made it to street level. Kicked open a door and ran out. I have no idea where
he went."
Elation.
Fear. Relief.
I
looked up, "Why didn't you call the jerry house?"
"I
don't know," Fenner's eyes were evasive.
"For
Lord God's sake, I can't find him until I get inside his head. Tell me what you
know."
For
some reason, he looked perplexed. Then he sighed. "You're one strange
joey. The reason was ... do I have your promise?"
"More
than that. My oath. I won't tell a soul."
It
seemed to reassure him. "Sometimes, mistakes are made, son. The maitre d'.
. . I wasn't there, you understand. It happens. Our policy is - we don't
normally-"
I
waited until he ran down. He blurted, "They served him drinks. A bottle of
wine."
"Ah."
No wonder Fenner was frightened. The waiter, the maitre d', possibly even the
manager, risked a penal colony. As did Jared.
"So
you hid the whole affair."
"Not
exactly."
"He's
on the streets? Where the transpops live?"
"The
trannies, yes."
"I've
got to find him."
He let
out a long breath. "That's not our concern, is it?"
"No,
sir. But I'll need a way back in at night."
He
stared. "You'd go - don't be ridiculous. They'd eat you alive.
Literally."
"I
have to find him." It was my fault Jared had left. The vile things I'd
shouted at him, when I wasn't thinking clearly. I still wasn't sure why I'd
done it.
"The
jerries have his picture. Let them do their job."
"Show
me the door he went out. I'll call someone to unlock so I can get back in, when
I'm ready."
"Boy,
you can't-"
"Sir,
I have to." My voice quavered. I tried desperately not to rev. "I'm
going to my room. I'll be back in a while. You'll have someone let me out at
ground level. Please." I stood, headed for the lobby.
"Your
parents-"
I faced
him, my hand on the doorknob. "The truth is, they don't know I'm here. But
I wasn't lying when I said they know the Senator. And a lot of other important
people. You keep my secret, and I'll keep yours. I've got to find Jared before
he's hurt."
His
tone was uneasy. "Son, I can't let you go out there. I have a youngster
about your-"
"It's
not your decision, sir." I peered into his eyes. "I've done a - a very
bad thing. He ran away because of me, and now it's my job to find him. I'll be
all right." I had to get back to my room.
"If
necessary I'll hold you, call your parents-"
"You
don't know who they are, and you won't find out from me. And your secret would
come out. Please, don't interfere." I opened the door. "I'll call you
when I'm ready." I dashed through the lobby, to the elevator.
When at
last it reached my floor I hurried along the corridor, let myself in, sealed my
door. I threw myself on the floor, sat hunched, rocking, hugging myself.
Jared
was outside. Ten thousand sixty, in base twelve, was ... Think. Numbers are
impersonal. He'll be all right. So will you.
Relax.
Stop whimpering.
Calm.
It took
an hour.
When I
felt better, I called room service, asked them to rush me a meal. Munching on
the first of my sandwiches, I rethought my situation.
Could I
count on the manager's cooperation? Would I come back to find my room locked?
Would his security guards haul me to his office while they called the jerries?
Why had I admitted I was a minor who'd left home without permission?
What
was my obsession to tell the truth?
I know,
Father, it's what you do. But look where it got you. Thrown out of office,
blamed for Senator Wade's mess. There's nothing left of your career, your
reputation. Nothing but your honor.
You
said you'd punish me, if I told you that again. I was only eight, and didn't
understand why.
Don't
you have honor?
Did
Philip Tyre have honor? You told me I should be proud of him.
Would
he lie to a skytel manager?
Mr.
Fenner was a strange man. We'd begun as adversaries, yet before long he was
worrying I'd be hurt.
I piled
clothes in a backpack. At the snack machines I filled my pockets with items
that might be useful. I glanced at my watch, hurried to the desk.
This
time, I reached the manager without delay. I said, "I'm ready, Mr.
Fenner."
"It's
late in the day to go streetside."
"Yes,
sir. We'd better hurry."
He
stood from behind his desk. "Is Philip Tyre your real name?"
"Yes,
sir." Most of it.
"Odd.
There's no one by that name in citizen registry. The only one listed died years
ago. A sailor."
"My,
ah, godfather." Close enough. "I'd like to go now."
"You
brought your personal caller? I've instructed the night manager to open when
you call. You're aware the public callers outside are all broken?" We
headed for the elevators. "I don't know why I'm doing this."
We rode
down to street level. A guard accompanied us to the heavily reinforced door.
They unchained it, the guard's pistol ready, and I slipped out.
"Thank
you."
The
guard pointed. "He ran that way." The door shut.
The sun
still shone, but dusk would soon be upon us.
People
were on the street. Their clothes were wrinkled, some of them dirty and ragged.
They
stared.
I stood
still. Jared had run onto this street, would have continued running until his
adrenaline stopped pulsing.
Let's
see, now. I was fifteen. I'd just dashed out the door and made my escape. I
didn't have a lot of sense, but thought a lot of my abilities. Where would I
go?
Out of
sight.
They
said Jared had fled south, downtown. My guess was that he turned the corner.
But which way?
To turn
right, he'd have to cross the avenue. Left, he could disappear around the base
of the hotel.
I
turned left.
"Watchew
wan', Uppie?"
A
scruffy man, older than Father. I took a step back. "I'm looking for
someone."
"Who?"
"A
boy came out of the skytel, two days ago. He-"
"Bes'
getcha self outa heah, joeykit. Night comin'."
"I
need to find-"
"Doncha
lissen? Uppies can' be on streets afta dark." He spat. "Don' know why
I botha, 'xcept you so little. G'wan, go back home!" He shambled off.
"Mister-"
He
didn't stop.
I
chewed my lip. This might be harder than I thought. I walked on to the next
corner. Half a dozen odd-looking men and women lounged against a pole. I
started past them.
One put
himself in my way. "Where ya goin', joey?"
"I'm
looking for a boy who came this way two days ago."
The
leader glanced upward, as if checking the sky. "Dark soon."
I said,
"It's still daytime." I made as if to pass.
"Stay
offa Broad turf, Uppie."
I
wasn't sure what he meant.
"Can'go
here."
"I
have to."
He
considered that. "Innifo?"
"What's
that mean, sir?"
He
spoke as if to a small child. "Innifo me, joey. Wha's innifo me?"
I
repeated the words, until a glimmer of understanding came. I thrust my hand
into a pocket, pulled out a chocolate bar. "This is for you."
He
gaped. "Mira! Uppie payin' innifo!" They guffawed. "G'wan,
den!" He stood aside.
I stood
my ground, thrusting away my fear. "A boy, two days ago. From the tower.
Had on a blue jacket."
"Yeah?"
I
pulled out two more bars. "Where?"
"Gimme."
I
yanked back my hand. "When you tell me."
"C'n
take." One of his companions drifted out of my sight, behind me.
"Yes,
but it's daytime." I don't know
why I said it, but uncertainty
flickered in his eyes. I said firmly, "It's the rule." Steady now,
Philip. You have no idea what you're saying.
The
streeter shook his head. I glanced behind me; the joey who'd moved close took
a step back.
"Not
enough, Uppie."
I
turned to the wall, shielded myself as best I could from their inquisitive
eyes, and reached into my shirt pocket. I counted out two fives, put back the
rest. "Money, then." I held out my hand.
His
eyes widened. A pause. "Mo'."
"Who's
Moe?"
"Mo'.
Ain'enough."
I tried
to avoid a lie, couldn't think of a way. "It's all I brought. Take it or
leave it." Sorry, Path.
"Don'
try swind a trannie, joeykit. Give all, 'fore we-"
Mom
wouldn't have taken that. She'd have said ...
"Just
who the hell do you think you are?" I thrust the bills in my pocket.
"Do you have a name?" I poked him in the chest. "Well?"
He
goggled, looking down at my finger. Someone snickered.
"Well?"
I stamped ray foot.
"Arrie."
I
pulled out the bills. "Here's what's innifo you. You want it, Arrie? If
not, I'm in a hurry."
Arrie
turned to his friend. "Dissim?"
"Naw.
Joeykit got rocks fo'balls. Tellim,"
I had
no idea what they were talking about.
"All
ri'." Arrie held out his hand. "Uppie kit, two day back. Bigger 'n you."
I
nodded.
"Try
Mids."
"Excuse
me?"
"Hah?"
"What
did you tell me?"
"Mids.
Nex'block. He ran pas'Riff an'Billo." He indicated two of his group, who
looked sheepish. "Dey lettim cross ta Mid."
"Which
way, please?"
Arrie
pointed down the block. "Gimme innifo."
"Thanks
a lot, sir." I handed him the two fives, "If you see him
again, please ask him to wait here." I hurried to the next corner.
I
didn't like the look of the joeys congregating across the street, so I circled
the block to avoid them. I headed downtown, looking for someone less
threatening to ask. I passed gutted buildings, their windows bare. The block I
was on seemed deserted.
Abruptly
a door opened, and two ragged teeners barred my way. "Hol'it!"
I
stopped, "Hello. I'm looking for-"
One
shoved me. I sprawled against the building. "What do you think
you're-"
"Watcha
got?" His hand fumbled at my jacket pocket.
I tried
to twist loose. "I have innifo for you."
"Don'
nee'. Got chew instead."
I tried
to think, but the reek of his breath made me desperate. I snapped the fingers
of my left hand. "Here. Look." Again I snapped.
He
stared.
My
right fist slammed into his eye. He bellowed, let go my jacket. "Ow! Ow!
Swee, dissim!"
The
second boy snatched out a knife. "Byebye, Uppiekit!" He lunged.
Without
thinking I caught his wrist, flipped him over my shoulder. He slammed into the
wall.
I'd
always hated Mom's lessons. How embarrassing to have to admit they were useful.
I
twisted the knife free of his grip, My foot went up to deliver the arm-smashing
kick.
I
hesitated.
"Dissim,
Swee!" The first boy, bent over in pain, wasn't aware that their situation
was changed.
I let
go his arm. "What does 'dissim' mean?"
"Means
I gonna diss ya!" The enraged boy leaped to his feet, snatched at the
knife I held.
Mr.
Fenner was right. The streets were too dangerous for roe. I backed away,
holding the knife low, as Mom had taught. "Easy, joey. I don't want to
fight."
The boy
lunged. I barely got his knife out of the way. It grazed
his wrist. He'd have to be more careful, with a sharp weapon.
"I'm
sorry, I didn't mean to-"
He
stared at the nick in his skin, already welling blood. "Aiee! Jag!"
He cowered in the doorway. "Lookit wha' he do!"
Jag
pulled his hands away from his streaming eye long enough to peer with the good
one. "Dissim, Swee."
"Can'!
He cut me!"
Jag
gaped, one-eyed. He fished in a back pocket, pulled out a broken old kitchen
knife with a jagged point. "Get 'way f'm Swee! Don' mess wid 'im!"
"Oh,
for God's sake." I backed away once more. "I'll be on my way. Leave
me-"
He
rushed me, knife arm extended. Before I had time to think, I shifted my weight
to my left leg. My right foot arced high. His knife went flying. It worked,
Mom. Did Academy really teach you that?
"Hey!"
Jag stumbled to a halt.
I
snatched up the scarred rusty knife, before he could.
My only
choice was to run back to the skytel, but first I had to get free of these two
savages. We needed a truce. "Look." I walked toward Jag, extending
the knife to return it. "All I want-"
"Don'
hurt! Please, Uppie. Fadeout cool!" He staggered away, tripped on a chunk
of concrete, fell heavily onto his back. "Aiee!"
"I
have no idea what you're talking-"
The
other boy intervened. "Let us fadeout, joey. Please?" He clutched his
wrist.
Had I
hurt him? "Let me see." I reached out.
He
squawked. "No!"
There
wasn't all that much blood, but it ought to be looked at. "Where's the
hospital? Did you nick an artery?" I grabbed his hand, wondering what to
do with the knife I still held.
"Oh
God no!" He fell to his knees, sobbing. "Din' mean nothin', Uppie.
Don' hurt Swee." He covered his eyes with his free arm.
I
examined his wrist. Little more than a scratch, thank heaven. I fished in a
pocket, wrapped my handkerchief around the cut. "You're all right, joey.
Your friend can take you to the hospital."
I turned. Jag was blue in the face, the breath knocked out of him from his
fall.
Swee
stared, openmouthed. His eyes darted to the bandage and back.
"I'm
sorry, I didn't mean to ..." I helped Jag to sit. He gasped and wheezed. I
knelt, between him and Swee. "You'll be all right. Let's call it even,
shall we? Here." I pulled out his knife.
Jag's
eyes bulged with horror. He fainted.
Behind
me, Swee cried out in dismay. "Why'd ya diss 'im, Uppie? He was down,
wanted fadeout! Why?"
I
stood, too much, too fast. It didn't help that I could barely understand a
word. I tried not to rev. My legs grew weak. With care, I crossed to the
doorway, leaned against a smashed window. "What's the matter with you? I
didn't want trouble."
Swee
cowered, made as if to dash past me to the street. He clawed at the ancient,
sealed door. "No trouble. Lemme go? Swee be outa heah. Cool?" He
inched along the opposite wall.
Thank
Lord God. I nodded, before I remembered. "No. Wait."
Swee
leaped back, " 'Kay! Cool!"
"I'm
looking for someone. A friend."
Swee
said nothing.
Streeters
were quite eccentric. Father had told me as much, long ago. I'd have to put the
joey at his ease, somehow.
"What's
your name?"
He
hesitated. "Swee. Mid."
"Sweemid?"
"I
be Swee." He pointed. "Jag. We be Mid."
"What's
Mid?"
"Tribe.
Trannie tribe."
"You
shouldn't use that word. It's not polite." Father had made that very
clear. On the other hand, this boy was older than I, and I had no business
giving him lectures. "Sorry. My name is Philip." I held out my hand.
"Don'
diss me!"
"Philip
Tyre. Philip Tyre Seafort, actually." I crossed to him, hand extended,
hoping he wasn't so angry he'd slap it away.
Swee
stared at my hand as if it were a snake. With great caution, he touched it.
Much
better.
"My
friend's name is Jared. He had on a blue jacket, matching pants. Do you know
where he is?"
Behind
us, a groan. Jag's eyes opened.
"He
live?" Swee sounded amazed.
"Yes.
You both should see a doctor. Come on, let's help him up." Swee hesitated;
I pulled his arm. He lurched after me. We helped Jag sit, and a moment later,
assisted him to his feet.
"Maybe
you know," I said to Jag. "A boy ran out here two nights ago, and I'm
looking for him."
"Dunno."
Jag shuffled his feet, eyes fixed on the broken pavement. "Wanna go."
Swee
blurted, "Tellim boudit, maybe? Pookboy an' joeykit? Rememer, Uppie's got
our shivs!"
"Shivs?
What are-"
Jag's
eyes widened in comprehension. "You afta an Uppiekit? Bigga 'n you, talk
snot?"
That
would be Jared. "Blond, about this high ..."
Swee
exchanged a glance with Jag. "Can' tellim 'bout lair. We promise
Pook."
Their
jabber was driving me to distraction. "STOP THAT! I bunched my fists.
"Okay,
Uppie." He edged toward the door.
"Where's
Jared?"
Swee
mumbled, "Pook."
"What's
a Pook?"
"Pookboy.
Mid, was. Prolly wid old Changman, now. Gotchur Uppie frien'."
"Pook
is a Mid and has Jared?"
"Ya."
Progress.
My tension eased. "Where do I find him?"
They
exchanged glances. "Nex' block. Dunno where. Inna build, maybe.
Dunno."
"All
right. Sorry I yelled." I pulled out the second knife. "Can we call a
truce, if I give these back?"
Swee
blinked. "Whazzat?"
"Truce."
He didn't seem to want the knife, so I laid it cautiously on the curb.
He
darted toward it, hesitated. "Innifo?"
"No,
I won't give you any. If you don't want the knife, I'll keep it. Someone might
get hurt."
His
face fell. "Swee don' got none. Guess Uppie keep shiv." He sighed.
These
people were too much to understand. "Good-bye." I started toward the
far comer.
"Hey
Uppie!" Swee.
I
stopped. "What?"
"You
gonna stay out inna nigh'?" He seemed awed.
"No,
of course not. It's too dangerous." I went on my way.
Dusk
was upon us. Unfortunately, I was too far from the Sheraton to be sure I'd make
it back safely. But I'd planned for the eventuality. Jared could wait until
morning.
From my
skytel window I'd seen a number of abandoned electricars. Now, I spotted one,
on a side street. Good.
I
crouched in a doorway, waiting for the light to fade. When I judged it dark
enough, I dashed to the car. Like most models, it was low-slung.
I
hadn't filled out yet, and was thin enough. I took off my jacket, slid
underneath the car.
I lay
on my back, my jacket a serviceable pillow. I munched on a candy bar, waiting
for day.
Chapter 22
JARED
Save
me, Lord God. Please. I'm sorry. If you really exist - no, I didn't mean that,
honest. Help me.
Muddled
bits of prayers flashed through my mind.
Behind
my back, I twisted my hands in a desperate effort to free my swollen wrists.
Pain lanced through my chest, making me dizzier.
The
rope held.
I had
to get loose before the savage trannie came back to kill me.
I
tucked down my chin, trying to assess my damage. The blood had stopped oozing
at last. Christ, it hurt.
Drops
of sweat rolled down my temple. I licked my parched lips.
Why had
he slashed me? It hurt so. Would he hear me, come punish me if I screamed
again?
The
only dim light was through the open trapdoor in the ceiling. Not much, but
enough to show I was in a filthy elevator. If I could free my hands, I might be
able to climb out the escape hatch, as he had.
On the
other hand, my chest was cut to ribbons, and any acrobatics would reopen my
wound.
This
wasn't supposed to happen. Please, Lord God, have Dad shake me awake, tell me
to get my butt out of bed for school.
I was
scared.
Why had
the trannie done it?
He'd
looked like a civilized joey, at first. A year or so younger than me. Jumpsuit
a bit dirty, but new. His hair cut not too long in back. Only when I got closer
did I see the grime on his hands, smell his fetid breath.
I
tugged furiously at the cord. What had I done to him? I'd only asked for
directions. Was that reason to beat me, kick me in the head? To knife me?
Didn't
trannies have any decency?
Why had
he taken my jacket, my shirt? Why had he left me
overnight in a broken elevator, then slashed me and disappeared? Would he leave
me to die of thirst and infection?
Why was
I here?
I
whimpered. My frantic activity had reopened a gouge, and fresh blood oozed. I
curled in the corner, let myself cry.
A
noise.
Oh,
Christ. I huddled in the corner, staring at the ceiling.
A thud.
Steps. A rescuer? I didn't dare call out.
A face
peered. The trannie was back.
He
crouched over the hatch, stared down.
I
hunched in the corner, very still.
He
jumped down; the elevator shook on its cable. I drew my knees up closer to
protect my mutilated chest.
"Gotcha
fix." The boy held out a dirty rag, a bottle, I tore
at my ropes, desperate. "Get away!"
"Naw.
Fix." Without warning he bent, yanked my ankles. On my back, I slid across
the floor. He dropped lightly onto my waist, pinning me defenseless.
"Oh
God, not again! Please!"
"Stop
ya yell." He opened the bottle, poured liquid onto the rag.
I
struggled, without effect. "What are - don't!"
He laid
the sopping rag on my mangled chest. It blazed like the fires of hell.
Screaming, I tried to heave off his weight.
Please,
God, don't let this be happening.
"Shut,
Uppie!" With one hand he tried to cover my mouth. The other pressed the
foul rag onto my smarting cuts,
"Oh,
God, stop! Stop! I'll do anything! Please!"
"Shut,
Uppie! Ya worse 'n joeykit!" He splashed from the bottle onto the cloth.
I
howled; I couldn't help it.
The
trannie capped the bottle, "Shut, when Pook say!" He grabbed a
handful of my hair, pulled my head up. With measured strokes he began to slap
my face, each time harder. "Don' yell or I whop ya! Shut!"
I
squealed, kicked, wept. If only my hands weren't lashed behind my
back - Desperate, I managed to stifle my cries. I squirmed under his cruel
ministrations.
The
streeter soaked my chest in dirty stinging liquid. I cringed
every time he pawed me. God knew what diseases he carried.
Eventually,
from exhaustion, I quieted.
He
pulled away the rag with care. I peered to see what harm he'd done.
"Alcol,"
he said. "Fix."
"Huh?"
"Like
upbringin'." He grinned. "Ya Pooktribe, now." He waved the
bottle in my face. "Alcol."
"Lord
God. You poured alcohol into my cuts?" I rolled my eyes, trying to see
below my chin.
"Fo'fix."
He got to his feet. "An'I brung ya drink."
"Let
me go. Please, I-"
A leap,
a kick, and he was gone.
I
hauled myself up to a sitting position, leaned wearily against the side of the
car. Slowly, the sting in my chest subsided to a dull ache.
Scurrying
feet. The boy landed a foot away, and my body flew off the floor in recoil. I
cried out in pain.
"Water."
He held out a jug. "Wan'drink?"
"Let
me go!"
"Naw."
He squatted by my side. "I be ya capture. Gon' keep ya 'til I
trayfo."
Gibberish.
He
shoved the jug at my mouth. I twisted my face away. "Let me hold it."
"Think
Pook be stupe?" He grasped my hair, poured warm water over my mouth. I
gagged.
"Drink!"
I had
to remember he was a lunatic and had a knife. To humor him, I put my lips to
the jug, swallowed rancid water. In a moment, ashamed, I greedily sought more,
amazed at how I relished it.
The boy
let me have my fill.
At
last, satiated, I leaned back. "Thank you." My voice was small.
He
crouched. "I Pook. Watcha call, Uppie?"
I
watched his hands, afraid he'd pull out the knife. "I'm sorry, I don't
know what you want." I inched away.
His
fist lashed out, slammed into my temple.
I shrieked with
new agony. I tried to roll away, could not. "Please! Don't!"
"Tell!"
His fist reared again.
"Get
your frazzin' hands off me!" I aimed a kick that caught his shin; he
winced. "Touch me again and I'll kill you!" Ludicrous to say that,
trussed as I was, but I was too mad to care.
His
fists uncoiled. "Gon' diss Pookboy, hah?" He let loose a slap that
rocked my head. "Don'yell at Pook. I be ya capture."
"Don't.
Touch. Me." My voice was low, hard. I memorized his features, so I could
pick them out anywhere when I had the chance to kill him.
He
nodded, as if with respect. "Uppie ain'scare now?" he settled down on
his haunches. "Why? Ya scare when I cut Mid mark." He pointed to my
chest.
I
flinched. "I couldn't help it."
"Cut
ya 'gain. If I wan'." He pulled out the knife.
Oh God.
I scrunched shut my eyes, waited, determined not to give him the satisfaction
of my tears.
A sharp
prick, in my shoulder. I jerked away; my eyes flew open. He grinned.
My
voice quavered. "So what? I could do that to you, trannieboy. The only
difference is who has the knife."
"Who
you callin' trannie?" His mouth
turned ugly.
"Isn't
that what you are?"
He
considered it. "I be Mid," he said at last.
I had
to keep him talking, lest he hurt me again. He seemed to respect my standing up
to him, so I said, "What's your name, Mid?"
"Pook,
tolya. Watcha call your name?"
"I'm
Jared."
"Jared."
He mouthed the unfamiliar word. "Tribe?"
"I
don't know what you're - I'm from Washington."
"I
been!" He jabbed excitedly, with his finger. "Changman took!"
"Whatever
you say." I shifted. "My arms hurt. Untie me."
"Naw."
He looked up through the hatch, gauging the daylight. "Gotta get
trayfo."
I
couldn't let him leave, if at last he was rational. "Pook, my father will
give you a reward, if you let me go."
"What's
rewar'?"
"Money."
"Already
took." He scrounged in his pocket, pulled out a few wrinkled bills. He
patted my pants. "From here."
"Frazzing
thief!" Again I tried to twist loose.
"Mine
now." He stood.
I
controlled myself. "Think of all the money you could have when I'm
free!"
"Naw.
Gonna sell ya."
I
shuddered; only Lord God knew what that entailed.
He
fingered my socks, as if wondering what they were worth. For the first time, I
realized my boots were gone. "Back lata, Uppie." He jumped to the
hatch and was gone.
Again I
huddled in the corner. Who was this creature? Why did he torment me? He'd taken
half my clothes. Would he steal the rest too? Then what? A nameless dread, and
thoughts I did my best to banish. Perspiration ran down my spine.
I
crossed my legs, quelling a pressing need to urinate. I hoped the trannie would
be back soon. Surely he'd have to let me go for that.
Hours
passed. I tried to hold still, for the sake of both my chest and my raw wrists.
I wondered what kind of building my jail had once been. The elevator was
trimmed with brass, and the rotten carpeting had once been plush.
Restless,
I called out for help, shouting ever louder until my throat was raw. No one
responded.
I
squeezed my legs together, hoping to see Pook before I wet my pants. That
humiliation would be unbearable.
The
light was fading; I'd heard streets were dangerous after dark. What if he never
came back? I shivered, despite the miserable heat. Helpless, my hands lashed
behind me, I'd starve without Pook, or die of thirst. The elevator would become
my coffin; Dad would never learn what happened to me. I yearned for my familiar
room in our cottage.
A
creak.
"Pook?"
It was growing too dark to see. "Mid?"
No
reply.
I grew
restless, then frantic. If I spent the night tied alone in an abandoned
elevator, I would not be sane when morning came.
"POOK!"
The scream tore at my throat.
At
first, nothing. Then another creak.
I
waited for the boy to appear, strained to hear any faint sound. Was it wind, or
voices I imagined?
I
recalled the ugly, leering savages who'd chased me.
What if
it weren't Pook above, but others? Visions of torture flashed through my mind.
Very
quiet now, I curled in the corner.
I
waited.
Something
woke me from a doze. I blinked, could see nothing.
A
sound, then a light, swinging eerily. I whispered, "Pook?"
"Yo!"
He jumped down at my feet. I squawked, trembling from fear.
"Scare
ya, Uppie?"
I
nodded, too shaken to pretend.
He
giggled. "Brung ya cansa." He hauled two dented cans out of a sack.
"Lotsa trayfo. No one skin Pook dis time." He set down a Valdez
permabattery, with a light attached.
He
unzipped a can, dug something out with a grimy spoon. "Open ya mouth, I
feed."
"Please."
I wiggled my hands. "Untie me."
"Naw."
He shoved food at my face.
"I
can't eat like this!"
"Gotta."
"Anyway,
I have to go to the bathroom." I reddened,
"Wha?"
His stare was vacant.
"Toilet,"
I said. "Soon, Pook."
He
shrugged. "Dunno." Again he proffered the spoon, laden with pungent
stew.
Though
my mouth watered, I shook my head. "Please, Pook. Take me somewhere I can
go."
My need was urgent. A long
stare, then comprehension. "Piss?"
I
nodded.
He
helped me up. "Inna corna."
I
recoiled. "That's disgusting."
"Gotta
stay heah. Can' let you get 'way."
"My
chest is cut up so bad I can hardly walk! You took my boots and you've got a
knife. How could I get away?"
He
sighed, put down the can. "Uppie be too trouble," he grumbled.
"Waitasec." He grabbed the light, reached for the hatch.
"Don't
leave me in the dark!"
He paid
no attention.
By now
night had fallen; the elevator was pitch-black. My breath came loud, from fear.
I waited for the sound of his return step.
"Pook?"
I gritted my teeth. I'd always hated the dark.
The
building creaked.
"Is
that you?"
Silence.
I squeezed my legs tight, trying to control my sphincter. I had to have light.
I'd ask him-
The
elevator bounced. A crash, a fierce roar, inches from my face. A cold groping
hand.
Screeching,
I cannoned back to the wall, tugging at the rope eating my wrists. "Oh God
oh God no please someone no-" I hardly recognized my voice.
A
cackle. The light sprang to life.
Pook
sagged against the wall, weak with laughter. "Gotcha, Uppie!" He
pointed at my crotch, roared with delight.
I
looked down at my soaked pants and wished I were dead. A whimper, that I
realized must be my own.
"Brung
stool ta help ya climb out, but now ya don' need." Grinning, he groped
above the hatch, brought down an old bucket.
I began
to cry.
He
giggled. "Uppie nino." He turned over the bucket, sat. "Teach ya
holler at Pook."
I
hunched in the corner, tears and mucus running unchecked down my cheeks.
Please, Lord, let me die.
"Awri,
Uppie. Weren't so bad. Jus' scare." His voice softened. "Sit."
He brought me the stool.
"No,
I-" He made me sit. My legs chafed. The acrid smell rising from my pants
made me gag.
"Eat.
Feel betta." He picked up the can. "Jus' funnin'."
I tried
to control my sobs. "Untie me for a minute. Please!"
"Naw."
He patted my shoulder. "Brung cansa special fa you. Eat," He filled
the spoon.
I took
a bite of cold stew. Spicy, but I was starved. I sat on the stool, utterly
humiliated, and let him feed me like a baby. I wolfed it down as fast as he
could spoon it.
"Could
I have water?"
He held
the jug.
"Thank
you." My tone was humble. I squirmed. "I've got to change my
pants."
He
snickered. "Where ya think ya be, Chang shop?"
"I
don't-"
"Ain'
no pant. Anyway, Swee an' I gon' take yours, 'morra. Trayfo."
"You
what?" I was indignant.
"Won'
need, in elevate."
Suddenly
it didn't seem important to get out of my wet pants. I sighed, leaned back
against the wall. "When will you let me go, Pook?"
"Gotta
figga how ta sellya. Maybe ask Karlo, if he quit pissoff."
I
didn't like the sound of that. "Sell?"
"Sho.
Think I gonna feed ya all winta?"
It was
all beyond understanding. "Sell me to my father. It's what I've been
trying to-"
Pook
spat. "Why he pay fo' Uppie kit so glitch he run in trannie streets?"
I
flushed. "Our families care about each other. We're not like you
filth-" I swallowed the rest; it was the wrong tack. "Besides, I'm
smart and he knows it."
"Hah.
What c'n ya do worth a shit?"
I'd have
sat stiffly, but for my bound hands and the ache of my chest. "Lots of
things. I can-" I groped for examples, "-program puters better than
anyone. How do you think I got the money to fly here? I can schuss through any
system, no matter how hard the ice." Well, a slight exaggeration, but not
by much. And when I got out of here, I'd prove it. After this, I owed it to
myself, and Rolf would help. Together, we had access enough to-
"Puters."
The trannie spat again. "Ain' got none."
Exhausted,
I closed my eyes.
"Don'
sleep yet. Gotta alcol ya," I
blanched.
"Fo'
heal, Uppie." He tapped his chest. "What Karlo do, in
upbringin'."
"Please!"
"Fo'
heal. Won' hurt as much, sec time." He got out the cloth and bottle.
"Hol' still."
I
clenched my teeth as he came near. It was useless to argue.
When he
was done with his torture I lay against the wall, only an occasional moan
escaping my lips. Pook snorted with contempt, parted his chest. "Bad as
Jag. Ooohf Ow! Wah!"
I
snarled, "Let me do it to you, trannie?"
His
eyebrows raised, as if he was considering it. "Naw. Karlo gotta, or it
ain' righ'," He sighed. "I be ta bed. Feed ya in morn." He took
the light.
My tone
was urgent. "I can't stay in the dark. Leave the light."
He
shook his head. "Ain' give ligh' to no Uppie snot. Cos' too damn
much."
"DON'T LEAVE
ME TIED IN THE DARK!"
Surely
he sensed my panic. But he said, "Wan' me fall downstair cause I lef'
ligh' wid Jared Washinton Uppie?" His voice was indignant.
"Pook,
for God's sake!"
He
sighed. "Awri', awri', I stay wid ya."
It
wasn't what I'd had in mind. I watched with consternation, but he settled on
his back, fully dressed. He dialed the light low. "Sleep, Uppie."
I lay
on my side, my body aching. My pants were soggy; I tried not to remember why. I
licked my lips, wishing he'd given me more stew. Had I seen him bring two cans?
"What
was that we ate, Pook?"
"Cansa."
"It
was good." I hoped he'd take the hint.
Silence.
"Where'd
you get it?"
"Trayfo.
Got whole buncha, now."
"Can
I have more?"
Again,
he sighed. "You be pain inna ass, Uppieboy." After a moment he sat.
"Awri'." He took another can from the bag he'd brought.
"Here." He zipped it open.
My eyes
widened. "Hold still!"
"Wha?"
"Hold
it where I can read it!" I squinted. "Oh, Christ!" I "You
frazzing bastard!"
"Whassamatta!"
"Prong
yourself!" I twisted, managed to aim my feet at his stomach, kicked hard.
He oofed and fell.
I
gagged again, tried to vomit.
"Stop
dat!" He scrambled across the car, shook me. "Whassamatta?"
"You
fed me dog food!"
His
brow wrinkled. "Whas' wrong wid? Eat allatime!"
I gave
my ropes a desperate tug. "Ow!" I recoiled from the pain, felt
something part in my chest. I looked down; blood oozed. "Oh, no!" I
collapsed in helpless tears.
Pook
watched, crouching alongside. His expression slowly turned to concern.
"Din' mean nothin'," he mumbled. "Food, is all. Wha' diff, eat
dog food, or eat dog?"
I
wailed.
Pook's
eyes glistened. "Don', Uppie," he pled. "Din' mean hurt."
He tried to stroke my head. I pulled free.
He sat
next to me, hauled me down so I lay on my back, his lap a pillow. He dialed low
the light. I struggled to free myself, to no avail.
Forlorn,
I lay sobbing. A long while passed before my breathing calmed.
After a
time I slept, his hand gentle on my head.
Chapter 23
POOK
When
Changman tell me 'bout ol' cassel an' knigh's it soun' zarky; burn cassel, diss
enemy sojers. But Pook learn bein' a capture is harder 'n he figga.
Chang's
book don' say capture can' go onna street widout he worry his booty gonna
'scape. Don' mention haulin' jugs a water upstair, feedin' Uppie every bite,
lissen' him complain 'bout food an' cry hisself ta sleep.
Fah. I
ready ta diss 'im, sell resta his threads.
Inna
morn, I catch Chang an' trayfo Uppie's boots fo' so many cansa Pook don' worry
'bout eat all winta. Bes' boots Pook ever got; not a single hole. Think Uppie
'preciate trayfo? Naw. Bitchanmoan cause cansa say dog instead a people.
Uppiekit
be some kinda stupe. Can' unnerstan' simplest stuff Pook say, even when talk
loud. Allatime he whine rope too tigh', please, Pook, loosen jus' a little, I
be good. Please Pook, I gotta go bathroom, not in here for God's sake don' ya
unnerstan', I don'jus' mean piss, PLEASE.
I wave
shiv in face, show 'im how I cut 'im good if he run, untie hans, help 'im outa
elevate. His wrists swole; maybe rope too tigh' afta all. He walk along hall
clutchin' dies' like he 'fraid it gonna flop open from tiny Mid cuts. Den, more
whine. Oh God not in here what is this place, doncha have a real bathroom? I
can't do it here. I say, aw ri', don', but he go sniffle. I 'xplain we wen'
allaway otha side a buildin', not near elevate, in room hardly eva be use for
shithouse.
He
whine, can't while ya watchin', Pook. Ya gotta wait outside.
No way.
I ain' glitch. If I leave him, he go rabbit. I for arms, shake head, tap foot,
say coupla min I take ya back, letcha do it in elevate. So he crouch in corna,
cryin' while.
Uppieboy
could neva make it onna street. Too weak. Anyway, what kinda name be 'Jared'?
He keep addin' 'ten air', but I ain' stupe enough ta lissen. Air be free, an be
only one. Not two, or nine, or ten.
I gotta
figga how sell him 'fore he drive me craze. Maybe I ask
Chang, but firs' he'll wanna know all boudit. Hard enough trayfo Uppie boots
widout Changman skin me like las' time. Where ya get, why dey so good, whatcha
been up to, Pookboy?
Fah.
An'
somethin' glitch with Jag an' Swee. Dey look at me funny, turn away fas'. I
figga dey tell Karlo 'bout my booty and Midboss gonna take. Dat be end of Pook,
or Karlo. I won' give up my Jared Uppie.
Nex'
time I take Jared ta shithouse, he go on knees beggin' an' cryin', please Pook
no more rope, it hurts so bad, I do watcha say. I knock him down, sit on him ta
tie him, fin' his wrists all swole an' oozin'. Can't sell no booty if he
cripple. 'Sides, I like what he tell me; makes me rememba Changman. I make him
say ova an' ova, please, Pook, I do watcha say.
Fo'
safe, I put Uppie back in elevate, close trap, pile lotsa bricks on top.
Inside, he cry an' carry on, but I don' pay no 'tention; I gotta get away from
his yellin'. Ain' my fault he scare widout light. Anyway, I be back in a while,
or morra.
I go
lookin' fo' Swee an' Jag ta see why dey fadeout so fas' with funny look. Can't
fin' em. Maybe Bigsis could tell, but can' ask 'less I see her on street. I
wander, careful ta stay clear of lair. Ain' fair, Karlo won' give me
upbringin'. I more ready 'n Swee or Jag, who promise Pook ta not say a word,
but run some kinda swind, I know 'em both since joeykits; somethin' dey don'
wanna tell me. It gotta be 'bout Jared frazzin' Uppie.
Plenny
a food fo' give my booty, but not lotta water. Pipes in my private lair fulla
rust an' junk. Outside, puddles so buggy I can' stan' 'em. Could walk ta riva,
but what good dat? Riva stink; trannies who drink it soonerlata die. Don' know
what ta do.
Hate
it, but gotta ask Changman, I knock on door. No ansa. I curse some, kick door
hard, only hurt my foot. Cross street, Mid joeykit name Sail laugh. I grab
rock, throw at his head. I miss; only smack his shoulda, but it enough ta yelp
'im. I catch 'im in doorway a dead store.
"Fadeout,
Pook, fadeout!" Younga 'n me, he go cringy,
"Ya
laugh now, shitface?" I finga my shiv.
Sail wait
ta cry or get diss, "Din' mean nothin', Pook!"
Be fun
ta dissim, specially now Karlo say I can' have upbringin'.
But if otha Mids see, Karlo call out his milisha aflame. I sigh.
"Innifo?"
He turn
out pockets. "Ain' got, Pook."
I din'
expect none. "Ya fin' Swee 'n Jag, be my innifo. Bring 'em 'mediate
fas'." Sail run off, surprise I lettim go.
I sit
in doorway, waitin'. I suspec' Swee won' hide, if he know I look fo'. He know I
be good wid shiv.
Twenny
min lata, who come slouchin' by but Jag, peerin' otha side a street like some
Uppie touris.
"Ova
heah, Jagboy." I beck him inta doorway. "Whatcha upta, hah?"
"Nothin,
Pook." Innocent, like joeykit.
I get
between him an' street. Whatta stupe, ta let me. An' ta think Karlo gave him
upbringin', steada me. "Try ta swind or Pook, hah? Ya tell Karlo 'bout my
Uppie."
"Din'!"
"Gonna
cuttem off, makeya a squeaker!" I work on pissoff. Need a real mad, ta
hurt Jag.
"He
din' tell nothin!" Voice behin' me.
I whirl
roun'. Swee, but no shiv. Cloth wrap roun' his wris'.
I
consida. " 'Kay. What ain' ya tellin'?"
Swee
look away, say nothin'.
I point
at wris', scorny. "Whazzat, new kinda thread, go wid ya Uppie shirt?"
He go
blush. Now I real inerest. I finga shiv, say quiet, "Thought Jag and Swee
be Pook's frens. Don' I trus' ya wid my Uppie lair? Whas so bad ya can' tell
Pook?"
Look at
each otha. Jag shrug, say ta Swee, "He c'n help us dissim."
"Stoppit!
Diss who? Don' make me confuse!" Now I don' have ta work up a pissoff; gettin'
good one.
Swee
wriggle like embarrass. Slow, he take off cloth from wris'. I mira scab.
"Rumb? So?"
He look
down. "Uppie done it."
"Frazzin'
Uppies, swoopin' down in helis. Think they own worl'! Ain'your faul'coupla
Uppies shiv ya."
"Jus'
one."
"Jerry?"
Hadda be, if Jag 'n Swee lettim cut.
Swee
shake head.
I
figga, mus' be one helluva Uppie. "Ya chase him offa turf?"
"Well..."
Jag
blurt, "He stay all nigh'."
Now
they actin' goof. "How?"
"Hide."
Jag look roun', drop voice. "We follow 'im. he sleep unner car."
"Why
din' ya dissim nighttime?"
Dey
don' say. Won' look my eye, neitha.
Couldn'
be real Uppie. I deman', "Where he be?"
Swee
point ta roof. I look suspicious. "Swind?"
"Naw.
Been onna roof all day, hidin'."
I go
proud. "I dissim fo' ya." I hesitate. "But afta, gimme
innifo."
"Whatkine?
How much?"
I
think. "Water. From Mid pipes. Lotsa."
"We
ain' got lotsa, Pook. Real bad."
I go
chill. Water gone all ova. Somethin' wrong. Gotta ask ol' Changman, when he
back. "Some, den. Much as ya can."
Dey
agree fas'.
I climb
up through ol' store, skippin' bad places in stair. Mids know alla roofs in Mid
turf, in case a rumb. Where we walkin' be fulla hole, so gotta go careful. I
look roun'. No Uppie.
"Not
here, Pook. 'Cross." Swee, nervous.
Sighin',
I slide cross board ova edge, skip ta otha side. "C'mon."
"Shh!"
They peer roun' like 'xpectin' Broads or Subs.
I go
quiet ta corna, look roun'.
Joey
sit at edge a roof, lookin' ova. At his side, bag fulla stuff. Shiny red caller
in joey's back pocket. Once I saw Karlo wid caller he snatch from Uppie touris
in bus. Karlo pushed numbas ova an ova. Wheneva someone ansa, he scream 'n
curse. Lotsa fun for coupla days. Then stopped workin'. Nothin' but voice
sayin' "disconnec'."
"Him?"
I point.
Jag
nod.
I pull
out shiv, put behin' my back, walk proud. "Hey, Uppieshit!"
He
whirl.
"Gonna
dissya fo' cut Jag!" I come close. "Hello." Hestan'.
I gawk.
Dis be Uppie cut Jag? Smalla 'n me, or even Sail. My nervous be gone. He only
joeykit. I go guffaw.
"Glad
to meet you. Hello, Mr. Jag."
I turn
ta Swee, scorny, "Needs ten of us, take dis babykit. Poor ol' Swee-"
Forgot I had shiv behin' back, where Uppie could see.
Joey's
breath hiss. He back up, too close ta edge a roof. Stupe. Don' he know nothin'
'bout rumb?
I leave
off Swee, hol' shiv low like Karlo showed. "Whatcha doin', Uppie?"
"Looking
for a friend. Please put away the knife. Someone might get hurt."
I
snicker. "Damnri' " I wunner: bes' if I shiv 'im, or push him off an' watch
him splat?
His
eyes slide past me ta Swee, and go narrow. "Where'd you get that
shirt?"
Swee
say, "Mine. Innifo."
"You
weren't wearing it yesterday."
"Savin'."
Uppie
face red wid anger. "It's not yours!" He think I made a stone, ta
ignore?
Swee
back away, like Uppie gonna steal his green shirt. "Lemme be!"
Uppie
follow. I step between, lunge wid shiv. "Gonna dissya, Uppie. Eat ya
guts-"
Sky go
lurch, roof come at me hard. I throw han' in fronna face as I slam down. My
arm fulla gravel "Oww!"
For
min, I can' breathe good. When I scramb to knees, shiv gone. Swee runnin' fa
his life 'cross otha roof, Uppie joeykit close behin'. Jag hidin' roun' corna.
Swee an
Uppie disappear inta build.
I
stagga ta feet. "Frazzin' Uppie!" Whole body hurt; I hol' arm where
scrapes startin' ta bleed. Jag duck away. I go rage. "Hide when I wantcha,
hah?" I go afta him, kick 'im tween legs. "Soma kine fren!" I
whomp 'im harda an' harda. He wail please no, Pook, and cower 'gainst wall. I
don' lissen.
Frazzin'
Uppies.
When I
done wid Jag, can' fin' Swee or craze Uppiekit.
My arm
scrape, so I don' wan' Jared Washinton Uppie ta see, 'less he laugh an' I gotta
dissim. Can' go near Mid lair in case a Karlo, and Chang shop be close.
Grody
day.
Afta
while, I notice odd feelin' 'bout street. Broads ain' standin' at edge a turf
waitin fo' innifo. Mids neitha. I wonnerin' why everyone so lazy, when I
'member ol' Changman's meet.
I think
aboud it. Wunner what faraway tribes look like, if dey dress all glitch like
Subs.
Sheet,
why not? Jared ain' goin' nowhere, an' Pook got nothin' betta ta do. I run back
to lair an bringalong buncha cansa, in case someone sudden ask fo' innifo.
Start nor', towar' stair at Four Two.
Still,
Pook ain' no stupe; he don' march through Broad turf like he own. Daraskin' fo'
troub. Stead, go careful, watchin' both sides. Afta Broad turf, come to Mid
Four Two. In doorway, sharp whistle. I freeze, thinkin' run fo' ya life,
Pookboy.
"Whatchadoon,
joeykit?" Big Midboy, one who push Pook down when walkin' wid Chang.
Instant,
I go swell. So what I don' got upbringin'? I got my capture, my Pooklair,
enough cansa fo' winta; I ain' no joeykit. "Goin' ta meet." My voice
fulla defy.
He
scowl. "Innifo?"
"Don'
need none. Special day." So Changman say. Hope ol' glitch Neut know what
he talkinabout.
"Meet
is fo' bosses."
"Fa
anyone who want!" Ain' sure, but I hide anxious.
He wave
like he anger. "Well, g'wan, joey. Meet be ova fo' ya get ta!"
Wanna
run, but I walk fo' proud.
Outside
Sub lair, Four Two Square ain' empty like usual. Buncha joes stand roun' broke
stores lookin' nervous. All diff tribes.
A Three
Five Mid like me don' see much trannies 'xcept nearby Mids 'n Broads, maybe
Rocks. But when ya live wid ol' Chang, lotsa tribe come ta door. And sometime
ya go out wid', wait while he grumble an' pay innifo ta otha tribe dat usual ya
never meet.
So Pook
not too surprise at threads an' tribe marks.
Rasters,
Washhites, Unies, Harls, more. But I notice each be standin' wid his own, tense
like storm 'fore light go bang.
What I
see is rumb waitin' ta roll. I drift from nearest bunch, fin' self near Sub
stair.
"Whatcha
wan', joey?"
I
whirl. Scrawny Subboy look up from halfway.
"Here
fo' meet."
"You
jus' a kit. G'wan home."
I go
bristle. "Fo' alla trannies wanna come!"
"Dunno
'bout joeykits. Hey, Kard! We spose ta let kits inta meet?"
From
unner, a voice. "No one say ta, Chaco."
I ask,
"Where be meet?"
"Big
hall, downunner." He point. "Whas' in bag?"
"Min'yabidness!"
"Cmon
down, I teach ya ta mouth Subs like-"
Sudden,
Pook tire bein' treat like kit. I swing bag ova shoulda, stalk downstair, maybe
ta get diss, but don' care. History be make, Chang say; I gonna watch.
"Where ol' Changman?"
"What
diff-"
"I
got bag he ask me bring." Subgirl look suspicious, so I add, "Got his
meds, jus' in case."
"I
dunno, joey." He scratch. "He busy wid-"
"Pook!"
I look
roun', see Allie. "Yo!"
"Watchadoon?"
"Tell
dis stupe I come fa Changman, like - hey!" I duck jus' in time. "Tell
'im!" I hold bag 'tween me an' enrage Subboy.
"Lastime
Pookboy came wid Chang," Allie admit. "Lettim go, Chaco. I'll take
'im ta meet."
"Halber
said we gotta lettim in," Subboy growl. "Don' mean I gonna take sheet
from a-"
"I
bring 'im." Allie grab my hand, yank me downstair.
'Fore I
know, I be in long dark tunnel, nothin' but Allie hand ta hang onta. "Hey,
whereya-"
"Cool
jets. We turn off lights so tribes won' see parts a Sub we don' wan'. Almos'
dere."
Please,
Mista Chang, gemme outa dis. I do
whatcha say.
How I
know Alliegirl ain' gonna diss me here in dark? My skin prickle as I think sharp shiv in rib.
In min,
see light ahead. Big room, low ceil but real long. Lotsa joeys mill roun' in
every tribe threads ya c'n 'magine.
Voices
fulla anger.
"Stupid
Neut, who care if Washhites go thirst? Rasters try in' ta pushout-"
"Lettim
talk!"
"Rocks
don' take boolsheet from no frazzin' Harl-"
Allie
nudge me. "Been like dat all day."
"Getcha
hansoff," I growl, try in' ta push forward widout actual touchin' no one;
too many tribes in strange place an' everyone be bristle.
Bes' I
figga, be thirty diff tribes in cave, ten or twenny joes from each. Musta take
some trayfo, givin' Sub hostages ta each tribe what come down unner fo' meet.
Ol'
Changman sit next ta Halber, lookin' wore. His eyes resign, like he waitin' fo'
shout ta stop.
Allie
nudge me 'gain. "There he be. Give 'im ya bag."
I hiss
ta warn backoff, an' watch.
Rasters
'n Rocks screamin' at each otha, like ready fo' rumb. Joes near be eggin' 'em
on.
Chang
lean closer ta Halber. I can' hear, but see his mouth move. "Can ya stop it
'fore everythin' fall apart?"
Halber
grimace, lunge ta his feet. Automatic, joeys in front pull back. A space open, an' I dart through, duck
unner Halber's arm, drop on flo' at Chang's feet. Ol' man look at me with surprise. His mouth twitch, but he say
nothin'.
"DIS
BE SUB AND I BE HALBER!" Boss Sub's voice shake with mad. "Stop ya
yammer or I diss yas all!" He wave fist, an' Rasters scatter. "Ol'
man gonna talk, so lissen!"
Onna
street, it wouldn' a work. But no one 'xcept Subs feel home down unner; angry
tribe joeys wanna rumb, but what if Subs turnoff rest a lights? Lotsa grumble,
but soon quiet.
Chang
stand. "Melio of Easters, ya righ' 'bout Rocks tryin' ta push ya out. Sho,
it be yo' turf. But think why Rocks wanna move. Prollem wid water."
"Dat
don't give em-"
Chang
spoke quiet, but somehow it cut across indignant Easter boss. "Same
prollem alla yas got." He look roun'.
Uneasy
silence, joeys shiftin' foot ta foot.
"C'mon,
who be first ta admit pipes go rust, and can' find water?" Again he look
roun'. "Shez, tell 'em 'bout Harl. Rangie? Lotsa good water in Washhite,
hah?" Changman stamp loot; I snatch away, hand, try not ta yelp.
"Okay okay, I go firs'. In Chang's shop, water all rust, usually not enough.
Long
quiet. Den, from somewhere in crowd, "Won' last. Water always come
back."
"Not
this time." Chang raised hands. "Befo', govermen come ta fix. Now be
govermen takin' it 'way."
Shez
say, "Boolsheet. Think we don' guard turf? No Unies been on Washhite street
since - "
Mista
Chang bang his chair, in frustrate. "Doncha unnerstan'? Water doesn'
start in pipe. Gotta come from somewhere, yah? Govermen shut off main pipes for
all time."
"Why?"
Changman
spoke wid care. "Hudson Freshwater Project, dey call it. Means city gave
up water from faraway riva called Delaware. But towahs keep buildin'. Need
lotsa water for Uppies in towahs. So they take."
Angry
growls. "Frazzin' Uppies think - "
"Yah,
yah. Think they own the worl'. Well, maybe dey do. 'Less we stop 'em."
"We
get tourbus every week. Could trap bus, open like cansa, diss alla
Uppies-"
"Nan,
Jus' bring down Unie troops. Then they clear out Washhites, put up more
towahs."
Rangie
from Harls say, "Whatcha wan' us do?"
Chang
get look I know from shop, when he finally get angry joe ready ta trayfo,
"I ain' sure, exact. Firs', talk ta Holoworl' or otha zines. Tellem be
trouble 'less we got water. But whateva we decide, gotta be togetha. Alla
tribe."
"Thassit?"
Scorny. "Uppie zines don' giva shit 'bout trannie- "
Ol' man
shout, "What else we got, hah? Doncha unnerstan', tribes goin' down."
From
back, 'notha voice. "I be Lach, of Mominghites."
Chang
nod, like, goahead.
"Killin'
bus fulla Uppies won' fix water. If ya say true, prollem ain' touriss. Prollem
is towahs."
Way
Lach said it run chill down my back.
"I
saw towah be build, long back, when we pushout. Start wid big hole way
deep."
"So?"
"Deep
like Sub." Lach pause, like try in' a think. "C'n we get inta towah
from unner? 'Xplode the poles holdin' it up, or burn? We get ridda towahs, dey
won' need our water."
Silence
all roun'. Can see trannies lookin each otha like never befo'.
Chang
was righ'. History.
But ol'
man shook his head. "Maybe, all else fail, we try."
"Do
it now!"
Chang
say, "Soon as we attack towah, streets fulla Unie troops, more 'n ya eva
seen. An' they won' stop 'til trannies gone."
Someone
spit. Othas laugh. "Can' pushout alla tribes at once. Too many lair, too
many tunnel-"
Big
dark joey say, "We kill jerries fas' as dey land."
Chang
shift in chair. His face gray, but he make voice strong. "Armor troop
carriers. Robotanks and helis. We ain' talkin' jerries, we talkin' Unie troops
what defeat fish, back when. Now they even got lasers high on Earthport. Could
blast trannie streets an' never touch a towah,"
"We
could-"
"
'Sides, soon as we knock down one or two towahs, they make othas harda ta hurt.
And they jus' rebuild."
"What
then?"
"Dunno.
Way ta get at Uppies ain' through towahs. It's puters that keep Uppies on toppa
worl'. If we could disrup' nets, threaten ta bring down finance, crash taxes
like Hacker League did, longtime back ..."
Ol' man
so intent, he don' realize he lose 'em. Can' talk puters ta trannie tribes; we
got none. Finance means bank, but trannies don' trayfo wid banks, nohow. Banks
wan' coin, not cansa. Anyway, banks too strong ta break inta, too high in
towahs.
Halber
shrug. "I'd like ta take down towah or two." He wave away Chang
protes'. "I know whatcha say 'bout puters. Alla Uppies use 'em. Even jerry
helis got puter maps, Holoworl'
an' otha newschips be made for Uppie puters. If we was educate' like Uppie,
maybe chance. But looka us! Hardes' job in worl' jus' gettin' us togetha fo'
meet."
Chang
ask as if defeat, "Whatcha wanna do?"
Halber's
ansa surprise. "Think. And 'notha' meet, three days."
Tribes
don' like. "What good be comin-"
"Took
four hour, hadda passby alla turf-"
Halber's
voice ride ova. "But leas' we know we all got same prollem. Afta three
days, maybe new ideas. Maybe somethin' change."
Chang
look up sharp, but he stay quiet. Face sad.
More
bitchanmoan, of course. Can' even get coupla joeys passby corna widout argue.
But afta while, meetin' ova.
Alla time,
I sit thinkin'. No water, end a trannie worl? Can' be. And what dis mean fo'
Pook? Got his lair, got his-
Back go
cold.
Pook
got his capture.
What
was it Jared Uppie Washinton say? If I tell, could lose chance ta sell 'im. On
otha hand, gotta be lotsa innifo if Pook solve trannie water prollem.
I tug
at sleeve. "Mista Chang-"
He
shook off. "Not now, Pookboy. Come see me in shop, afta I rest."
"Stupit
ol' man!" Couldn' help myself, when he go scorny in fronta all.
Steada
growlin' at me, he look pain, an' call ta coupla Subs; they help him stand.
Tribe
joeys stream out to Up, with Subs showin' way. No one pay no tention ta Pook
'xcept Allie. I stan' up, look roun', see Halber, Wait for sec when he ain'
talkin.
"Halber
Sub Boss-"
Widout
even lookin' his han' go whop, practical knock me down. "Allie, getcha
scrawny joeykit 'way from-"
Dunno
wha come ova Pook. Come down unner in Sub like he his own tribe. Sit in meet
with bosses. Could get hisself diss, 'specially now.
I say
loud, "Ya talk 'bout puters. Think I know way."
His
head come roun' real slow, and corna of eye go up. Pook maybe dead. But can'
stop now. "Gotta talk private," I say.
"I know joey c'n work putahs, do anythin' he wan'. Bring down alla towahs
inna minute."
Hold
breath.
Halber
point 'cross hall ta empty room. Den his finga swing back ta me. An' beckon.
Chapter 24
ROBERT
I sat
between Adam and the pilot, glad to be clear of the crackling tension of the
back seat. Arlene seethed, while the Captain brooded, unable or unwilling to
calm her.
I
called ahead to the New York Sheraton Skytel, booked rooms for our party.
After, I made desultory conversation with Adam, and was thoroughly glad when at
last the rooftop heliport floated into view. I jumped out while the blades
still spun, held the door for the others.
A
smoothly dressed joey with a thin moustache ducked under the slowing blades.
"Assemblyman, it's a pleasure to meet you. I'm Arwin Fenner, the Sheraton
manager. Mr. SecGen, we're honored. My staff will do their best to-"
"Is
our room ready?" The Captain made no effort to hide his impatience.
"Yes,
sir. We've put you and Ms. Seafort in the Presi-"
"Where?"
"This
way, sir." A snap of his fingers. "Their bags!" He led us to our
penthouse suites.
The
Captain waited, hands in pockets, while manager and bellman fussed with lamps,
bedcovers, and a huge complimentary basket of fruit. When it was done, Seafort
waved the bellman out, nodded to me, glanced at Fenner.
I
recognized my cue. "We'd appreciate your help finding a young man."
Fenner
nodded. "Anything we can do ..."
"This
is Mr. Tenere, of the SecGen's staff, We're looking for his son."
Perhaps
Fenner's eyelid flickered. Nothing more.
"We
traced Jared to this skytel."
"He
had a room?"
"We're
not sure," I admitted. "Three days ago he ate in your
restaurant-"
Fenner's
voice was smooth. "Sir, ours is a large establishment. I have no knowledge
of the joey, but we'll search our records. If there's any trace ..."
Arlene
said, "Another boy was with him, or looking for him."
"I
really don't know-"
"It's
quite important. Could you check-"
Adam
Tenere stirred. "Fenner." His eyes held an expression I'd seen only
once, when he'd found a cadet cheating on an exam.
"-we'll
be happy to - yes, sir?"
"I
want my son. So if you withhold information ..." He drifted closer.
"I have influential friends. Mr. Boland, and his father the Senator. I
work for SecGen Seafort, who isn't without influence."
The
manager licked his lips. Hie Captain watched, expressionless.
Adam
said, "I knew a hotel in Washington. The health, fire, and building
inspectors came through. It closed. Then tax auditors looked at their
employment records. The owners found a new manager before trying to reopen. By
the way, your regional Unemployment Payments Trustee is a Seafort appointee.
Consider the difficulties a lost file would cause should you apply for
unemployment-"
"Sir,
I assure you-"
"And
if a crime were involved ..." Adam's feral grin raised my hackles.
"The Regional Prosecutor is a Seafort nominee. My ship docked at a penal
colony once. Not a pleasant sight."
"Please!"
Fenner's handkerchief dabbed at his forehead.
"The
truth."
"All
right!" A cry of surrender. "We had no idea he was ill when he
checked in. Though in retrospect, his use of a false name, the concealment of
his age-"
Adam
growled, "Ill?"
"The
rebalancing problem, I assure you it wasn't evident. He merely-"
"What
are you saying?"
The manager
glanced to Captain Seafort as if for comfort, found none. He addressed his plea
to me. "The boy checked in as Jer Adamson. He only used the card later, in
the restaurant."
"Go
on."
"Mr.
Boland, is your purpose to find the lad, or to investigate-"
"Tell
them, man!" I fought disgust. "They want the boy, not revenge."
Adam
listened stone-faced as the story of Jared's escapade emerged. The night
auditor caught an alert on the Terrex card; hotel security visited the boy's
room. A chase through the corridors ensued. The boy escaped to the street.
Adam
and the Captain exchanged glances before Seafort turned to the window. I
recalled how, years ago, Adam helped him search New York for Annie Wells, who
in her illness had reverted to her trannie past.
The
manager blurted, "If we'd had any idea he wasn't in his right mind, we'd
have taken immediate custody and-"
"You're
saying my son is glitched?" Adam's tone was acid.
"I
understood from the other joeykid that rebalancing was sched-"
"Who?"
Seafort swung to face him.
"The
youngster who came searching-"
"Philip!"
Arlene's eyes lit.
"Yes.
Mr. Tyre, a very self-assured young man. He said-"
"Where
is he?"
"Ma'am,
I had no idea he knew you when-"
With a
guttural sound, Arlene sprang across the room, shoved Fenner against a wall.
"God damn you, where?" Her forearm pressed against his carotid.
"Out!"
It was a squawk.
Momentarily,
her pressure eased.
He
babbled, "Tyre insisted on following his friend. I begged him to call the
jerries, but he insisted on looking in the streets. He was to call me at dusk
to open-"
"When!"
I could
barely hear his answer. "Two days ago."
"ARLENE,
NO!" The Captain's tone was a lash.
Slowly,
she relaxed the rigid fingers that hovered over Fenner's neck. "He sent
Philip onto the street!"
"Not
sent. Allowed." The Captain's tone was mild. "P.T. can be ...
persuasive."
The
manager rubbed his throat. "Who is the Tyre boy?"
"Our
son."
Fenner
went pale. "Oh, my God."
Arlene
said, "Pray we find him, or ... "
I
coughed diplomatically. "Easy, now. Mr. Fenner, we'll call when we need
you. Ms. Seafort is overwrought. I mean, ah, in a high state of tension. You've
cooperated, so we'll disregard your liquor violation; fair is fair. Thank
you." I held the door; he dived through it.
Arlene
growled, "Overwrought?" She strode to the window.
The
Captain muttered, "Let it pass."
She
stared at the devastation below. "Philip's out there, utterly
helpless." She chewed her lip. "Rob, call the Police Commissioner,
We'll need every jerry he can put on the streets."
Seafort
shook his head. "The streets aren't in their hands."
"You
told me in daytime-"
"Armored
tour buses, an occasional heli. From above, the jerries wouldn't spot P.T.
unless he were standing in plain sight, and in that case the transpops would
have him first."
Adam
nodded.
I knew
Seafort was right, but the glimmerings of an idea stirred. What a coup, if I
could bring it off. I said cautiously, "Captain, you intend to go after
him?"
"Of course."
"How?"
"I'll
ask the streeters. Adam, remember how Eddie brought a sack of trading goods,
when we went after Annie? We'll want-"
"Listen,"
I said. My were shaky, "You're
right about the jerries, they've lost the streets." A dramatic pause.
"But it's time we took them back." And cleared the way for the
towers, and Dad's hopes.
"How?"
"Granted,
SecGen Kahn is your political opponent, but if you ask his help as a former
SecGen ..." I waited for him to see.
"Get
on with it." The Captain's voice was testy.
"He'd
send in the Unies. Regiments, if need be. We'd take back our city once and for
all. Within a day or so you'd be free to search all of midtown. And every
trooper could carry a holo of P.T. to compare-"
"To
the other corpses?" His voice was acid. "You'd start a war, and hope
to find Philip in the rubble?"
I said
quickly, "Not a war, a police action. After all, we already intend to move
in. Next month we'll be ground-clearing a few blocks south. There'll be riots,
if not worse."
I
glowed in the genius of my plan. If the Captain himself called in the Unies,
he'd be committed to the Supranationalist water project. No need for Dad to
discredit him; I'd spare the SecGen that humiliation. And with the Captain on
board, our bills would sail through the Senate with votes to spare.
Arlene
said, "Make your call, Rob. Set up a meeting, or whatever it takes."
I
nodded.
"Arlene-"
"He's
our son, Nick!"
I
reached for the caller. Seafort turned away, as if in pain.
Though
the U.N. was but a few blocks distant, my best entry was through Van and our
network of contacts. I placed the call. The Captain paced in agitation. Adam
watched us both, saying nothing.
"Van,
this is Rob." I turned to the window. "I need SecGen Kahn, flank. Try
Marion Leeson, she'll know how to find him."
Waiting
for Van's callback, I chafed.
The
Captain caressed Arlene's shoulder. "Hon, have you ever been on the
streets? Do you know how dangerous they are? The transpops are desperate.
Sending troops will start a war, and make it worse for Philip."
"It
can't get worse!" Her eyes filled with tears. "He may already be
dead. Without help, we'll never find him."
Van
came back on the line. SecGen Kahn was at his residence in the U.N. compound,
enjoying a working rest day.
I said,
"Make the call. Patch me through as soon as-"
"No."
From behind, a firm hand took the caller from my grasp, switched it off. I
looked with astonishment at the Captain's grim resolve. "Rob, I entered
politics to stop SecGen Anjour from sending troops onto the streets. You'd have
me come full circle and demand them. Well, I won't."
"Nick."
Arlene's voice was ominous. "Think of P.T., not your transpops."
"We
can't wipe out a culture to save Philip."
"I
can, if that's what it takes. He's our son."
Seafort
sat heavily. "Wait a moment." He stared at the thick luxuriant
brocade of the carpet.
She
said, "Nick-"
"Wait,
Arlene."
We
waited endless, agonizing minutes.
At last
he looked up, his eyes bleak. "I won't destroy a people. Not even for
Philip."
"I
will." Arlene. She grabbed the caller.
"Arlene,
we came here to look for him. Give me time."
"How
long? A day? Two? What hope for P.T. then?" She knelt by his side.
"We didn't know Philip was in trannietown. He's twelve, Nick. He has no
time. We're calling Kahn."
Seafort's
eyes met his wife's. "I can't stop you?"
"No.
Rob, make the call, I'll talk to Kahn myself."
The
Captain sighed. "So be it." He stripped off his tie, Then his jacket.
I thought he was changing to more comfortable clothes until he went to a
planter, wrenched out the shrub, plunged his hands into the pot. He nibbed dank
earth on his face and shirt.
"What
in God's name-"
"I
don't want to look Uppie when I go out. I'll stay the night. Tell your Unie
troops I'll be with the transpops."
"Nicky!"
"I'll
try to find Philip." He looked to Adam. "Jared too, as I
promised."
She
said, "Adam, talk sense into him. Once it's dark they'll knife him as sure
as-"
Adam
cleared his throat, "Sorry, I'm going with him." He blushed at her
mute reproach, "Arlene, a search will be hard enough without adding riot
and war. The sooner we're started - we'll bring our pocket callers, of course, If
we find the boys ..."
"Have
you lost your mind?" Arlene's face twisted, Seafort
regarded his wife gravely. "Possibly, If you want to help-"
"Oh,
Nick." She flew across the room, buried herself in his arms.
"-drop
this talk of Unies. Give us a few hours, then rent a heli, join us below. We'll
stay in touch. Don't try to ring us; I don't want the caller beeping at the
wrong moment,"
"I
can't risk losing you too. You win. We'll go together."
"No,
an Uppie woman will be too distracting for them. Anyway, I can't sleep in a
soft bed tonight while he's... Lord God knows where." He turned to Tenere.
"You're still licensed?"
"Yes,
sir. And I brought my pistol." Adam sounded grim.
A laser
pistol would offer protection against the menace of the night. Few civilians
had license to carry one, and fewer risked the mandatory death penalty for
illicit possession.
"I'll
be ready in a moment, sir. Rob, outside." Adam's tone brooked no argument.
Reluctantly, I followed him into the corridor. The door shut on the Captain and
Arlene in heated conversation.
Adam
backed me against the wall, eyed me with disdain. "I never imagined how
low a politician could stoop."
I
blushed. "I don't know what you-"
"I
thought I knew you, Robbie."
I took
refuge in silence. His eyes bored deeper.
What he
said about my maneuver was ... searing. I felt the most devious, unscrupulous
cadet in Academy. Twice, I tried to interrupt, and each time he silenced me
with a word.
When he
was done I felt more humbled than ever I had as an adult. Perhaps as a boy,
too. I tried to kindle my anger, but the suspicion he was right doused my ire
before it could ignite. Had it been anyone but Adam, the words wouldn't have
mattered.
But I
loved him still.
Humiliated,
chastened, I wanted only to escape to my room. Instead, gritting my teeth, I
offered to go along, to make amends however I could.
Adam
refused.
I
insisted on helping find a heli; perhaps my connections would save time. A call
to the manager brought an immediate offer of one of the skytel's craft. My task
completed, I waited in awkward silence with Adam outside the Seaforts' suite.
After a
time Nick Seafort emerged, rubbing his eyes. Under his arm was a valise.
"She demands we take her with us, but I insisted she wait until tomorrow.
At night, the streets are ..." He sighed. "And we need someone to
stand by, in case ..." He left the rest unfinished.
Adam
said, "Sir, is it necessary to spend the night outside?"
Seafort's
voice dropped. "The truth is, I can't be sure Arlene won't ask Kahn for
troops unless I'm on the street. She thinks it's the best chance to save
Philip, and she's one determined joeygirl." He shrugged. "We'd better
go. Rob, what are your plans?"
"I'll
wait with the heli for your call. In the morning, I'll bring Arlene to meet
you."
"We've
imposed far more than we could ask. Haven't you work to do?"
I tried
not to look at Adam. "Van will clear my schedule. In a few days I'll join
U.N.S. Galactic for the blue-ribbon Jovian cruise, but until then, my time is
yours."
For
answer, the Captain pressed my arm. "We'd best go." As we headed to
the elevator he shot a glance back to their suite. "I'm not sure she'll
come home when this is over." His face held something beyond sadness.
From
the helipad we flew to a rooftop Blue and White. The convenience store, named
for its summoning nightly beacon, was open twenty-four hours. Nick opened his
bag on the checkout counter and strode the aisles, tossing in foodstuffs,
pocket lights, medkits, and baubles as fast as the autoclerk could scan them.
Even a small Valdez perma. He tossed a handful of Unibucks at the receiving
arm. "Let's go."
I
asked, "Where shall I set down, sir?"
"A
block or two south of the Sheraton."
"Do
you know P.T went south?"
"No,
but we want to go that way." He consulted a wafer-thin eleetrimap, punched
in a query. "Our skytel's on Forty-seventh. Thirteen blocks..."
"To
where, sir?"
"An
old friend I snubbed."
"What
for?"
No
answer.
Before
we set down, Adam and I went over our arrangements. I was hesitant at first,
smarting from his reprimand, but I needn't have fretted. As at Academy, once
he'd delivered a rebuke, the issue was closed, his manner infused with his
usual warmth. My hands on the collective, I swallowed a lump. How had I lost
the eager boy I'd been?
I
focused on the street below, checked the infrared sensors. "Captain,
they're all around us. In doorways, on the roofs ..."
"I
know. Lift off the moment we're out the hatch."
I had
no intention of becoming prey to whatever creatures lurked. "Aye aye,
sir." We dropped.
Seafort
grinned without mirth. "So it's
back to that, Middy?"
"For
now." As we settled to the broken asphalt I groped for words.
"Sir, about the Unies, I'm sorry if-"
"No
time. Adam, the pistol is a last resort. Stay with me." Shouldering his
valise he slid back the door, jumped. Adam followed. They sprinted south into
the crumbling city.
Chapter 25
PEDRO
Again
Sub joeyboys perched me in chair, carried me along dimly lit tunnels to far
stair. Then, up to day. I blinked in unexpect light. Hang on, Pedro Telamon.
Home soon.
At
shop, I unlocked steel door, tottered in, fussed while they loaded carts fulla
Valdez permas for return to Sub. After, I lay on cot in back of store, surprise
I was alive. I'd used all the pills I'd brung, and medkits were stored upstair,
but no way could I have nosy trannies carry me to third floor, where I kept my
stock. Crawl, first. An' I woulda had to, 'xcept at last min I remembered
medkit I brought down for Pook's cut. Was still near bed. I rummaged through
box, tore open sealed pills.
Angina,
I had. I knew from books, and the way it hurt. Pills worked before. If I were
Uppie, I'd go for heart transplant or plastic boomer implant, solve problem.
But for trannie, alla coin I had, or could raise resta my life, wouldn't be
enough.
I
sighed. You gone old, Pedro, an' wearin' out. Gonna die soon, alone in shop.
Then tribes come, knock for trayfo, an' wonder why ya don' open door, 'til
'ventual they break in and scavenge all what was yours.
I lay
musing, sippin' tea, while ache faded. Time passed. I woke to rapping at door.
Felt
well enough to get up, but not in mood for trayfo. Still, might be Pookboy
rappin'. I padded to door. "Chang close. Comeback morra."
"Mr.
Chang?" Strange voice. Like Uppie, but too polite.
"Why
ya botha ol' man, hah? Back to tower!"
"Let
us in, please."
My
knees suddenly weak. Couldn't be him; not here. I pawed at bolt. "Lemme hear
ya 'gain." I hadda be sure.
"A
crowd's gathering. You'd better hurry."
"Lor'
God." I clawed at lock with fingers useless from haste. At last, got it
open. "You came!"
Fisherman
stood framed against last of sunset. Pistol dangled
from one hand; other supported a dazed-eyed joey with blood-caked face.
"Can we get him inside?" He crossed to my favorite chair, eased down
his frien' with care.
Frien'
stirred. "I'm all right."
"You
lost blood, Adam." To me, "He needs a drink, and a place to sit.
Someone hit him with a rock. I was afraid if he went down ..."
"Water.
Tea." In own shop, I felt helpless. I prodded mind goin', found medkit,
handed to him.
Fisherman
took it from my hand. His eyes met mine.
Moment
without words.
"I'm
sorry," he said. "For not coming."
"That
why you're here?"
He
didn't flinch. "No." My heart plunged to toes.
I
poured water, dampened cloth from medkit.
He
busied himself with gash in friend's scalp. Joey stirred, reached in pocket for
holo. Fisherman snapped, "Keep still."
Friend's
voice was rusty. "Have you seen this boy?"
I
hissed, like stiff-back cat. "Fisherman, I know. Twenny year back he knock
on Chang's door with Eddie Maceboy. You, joey, be jus' some bigmouth Uppie.
Think ya come ta Chang's shop, ask questions widout innifo, hah?"
Uppie
looked perplexed to Fisherman, who shrugged as if to suggest, cool jets.
I
grumbled, put pot on warmer, went in back room for best tea I hoard. When I
came out, I still mutterin'. "Frazzin' Uppies think they own the
worl'."
"I'm
sorry." Uppie pointed to joeykit in holo. "I'm his father. He's
missing."
"Fah."
I set down cups. Too bad 'bout joeykit, but principle be involve. What kinda
traytaman Chang be, without demand innifo?
Uppie
Adam went to pocket, came out with wallet. Handed it to me.
I
looked in. Unibucks, plenny. "So?"
"Take
what you want." Sounded tired.
"All?"
He
shrugged. "The Commandant - Mr. Seafort said to trust you."
Clever,
but I learned that trick as a kit. "Try to swind Pedro Telamon Chang,
hah?" I helped myself to mosta wad Teach him to
play games wid Neut. I tossed wallet in his lap, took holopic.
"Would
you help find him?"
I
debated self, sat with sigh. "Where he went?"
"On
the street."
"Why
did joeykit run off?"
Adam
Uppie's tone bleak. "He needed a father, and didn't have one."
I
shrugged. "On street overnight, he dead."
"Possibly."
A grimace. "But I have to know."
Won'
ever know, if some tribes caught him. Cryps eatim. Subs, maybe skin, even
nowdays.
I said,
cautious, "C'n ask. May need innifo, fo' tribes."
His
eyes closed, tired. "Whatever you want."
Fah.
Too easy, I turned to Fisherman, careful to make my talk Uppie. "Why'd you
come too?"
His
face grim. "To find my son Philip."
I
squinted, to remember. "Joeykit, 'bout this tall?" I showed.
"Brown hair, thin?"
He
straighten. In his eyes, fierce joy. "You saw him?"
I
nodded. "Week ago."
Light
faded from face. "Couldn't be. He wasn't here then."
"Not
here. Compound."
He
searched my face. "You? My home?"
I
shrugged. "Hadda try, but you gone," He looked so forlorn, I had to
help him past moment. "Why Philip here?"
Fisherman's
shoulders drooped, "He followed Jared to bring him home."
Pity,
Joeykit his size had no chance at all. I poured hot water.
Fisherman
would pay whatever innifo I ask. Anythin'. So I hadda be careful, not to even
suggest. Fisherman's help with water pipes was worth more 'n I could name. But
according to Eddie Maceboy, his help wasn't thing I could trayfo, I
asked, "Got holos of your kit?"
Fisherman
reached into his pack. "The hotel ran copies."
Small
lithe body, hopeful face.
"Can
you show his picture to the - your friends?"
I shook
my head, "Righ' now, everything be unsettle," And would be even more
unsettle tomorra, if Halber Boss Sub had his
way. I hadda start now. I took coupla deep breaths, testin' chest. Seemed okay.
I carefully opened door, peered out. Still day. Few inquisitive Mids hung
aroun' across street. No matta. I put on long coat, slipped Philip's holo in
pocket, took a few cansa fo' innifo.
"I'd
like to go with you, Mr. Chang." Fisherman's voice was quiet.
Shook
my head. "Better without ya." But my chest swelled with foolish
pride. "Mista Chang," from him? I lived long time, neva heard from
any otha Uppie. He jus' strokin, of course. "Ya come with me, too many
questions. Trannies be interest' in you, steada joeykit."
He
considered it. Treated me serious, like colleague. Maybe wasn't strokin',
"Are you sure?"
"How
much help did they give, 'fore ya came to shop?" His face told me answer.
"Wait here, take care of Adam Uppie. Plenny a-" I hated to say it,
but had pocket fulla his innifo. "-Plenny a tea in jar. Take what you
wan'."
"Thank
you."
Outside,
I went direct to waitin' Mids. "Whassamatta, nevah seen Uppie come
shoppin'?" I took out holo Fisherman gave. "Lookin' for dis joeykit.
Plenny innifo if ya know where ta fin'. Or lotsa trayfo for give him me. But no
swind." I pass around holo. "An' only if he safe."
I could
see from faces, not much chance anyone seen him. But they look, some debatin'
if could swind Pedro Telamon Chang, despite what I say. I frowned, to
discourage.
Afta
the growed Mids looked, joeykits wanted ta see too. Could brush 'em away, but
why bother? Easier to let 'em.
One
young joey's face was puff, like in rumb. He stood on toes to see over
'nother's shoulder. Eyes went wide; maybe he never seen holo before. He turned
away like din't wan' me to know his interest.
"No
one? Okay, okay, how 'bout this joey?" I took out other holo.
"Innifo?"
Voice in back.
Hadda
be careful. Too much, an' they wouldn' believe. "Twenny cansa. More if ya
bring him." Was enough to get their attention. All of them crowded round
to look again at holo, even joeykits. 'Xcept kit with puffy face. He was gone.
I
walked to second corner, edge of Broad turf.
Showed holos
to Broads, same message. Hadda pay innifo to get to Mid Four Two. Same again
with Rasters. I spread word far as I could without clutchin' heart and pawin'
for meds. Then I went home.
Was
dark when I got there. Longer walk than I realized.
Door
barely closed before Fisherman was at my side. "Well?"
I
shrugged off coat; he took from my shoulders as if to hang. I snatched it back.
"Think Chang too old ta take care a self, hah?"
"I'm
sorry."
I
grimaced, ashamed of self. Afta all, it was Fisherman his-self in Chang's shop,
and I talkin' to him like Pookboy. Gruff, I said, "Uppie frien' seein'
straight now?"
Adam
stirred. "I'm fine."
I sat,
tapped teapot to see if was warm. "Trannies watchin' for 'em now. But
nobody seen - saw joeykits." I set pot back on heater, fussed with cup.
Fisherman
asked, "Is that possible?"
"Lotsa
streets, lotsa trannies. All we c'n do is spread word." I gestured to
door. "Dark now. You go out, won't see mornin'. Gotta stay."
Adam
said, "We're armed." He touched his pistol.
I
snorted. "Ya weren' armed when they bashed ya with rock?"
"I'll
be ready this time." His eyes were cold.
"Ready
to diss trarmies? Easy thing, for Uppie!"
Fisherman
patted his friend's knee, to quiet. "Mr. Chang, Philip's been on the
street two days, and Jared longer. We must go. There's no time left," He
fished in a pocket. "Before we leave, I need to call Arlene. Excuse me a
moment," He tapped a code into his caller, waited.
I felt
eyes boring, looked down to meet Adam Uppie's. "Yes?"
He
asked, "You're a - a transpop yourself?"
"What
else?" It came out a challenge.
He
looked about. "You've lived here ... long?"
Fisherman
said into caller, "Of course I'm all right. We're at Pedro Chang's.
Remember I told you ..." He turned to corner, stood facing wall as if
private.
Chang's
story too complicate to tell Uppie. Besides, I wanted to hear Fisherman.
"Yah. Long."
Adam
touched sore spot on head, winced. "How do you survive?"
I
shrugged. "Trayfo."
"...
we're leaving now. If he's out there, I can't-"
"Where
do you get your goods?"
What
was I, some kinda cyclopedia? If Uppie curious, why don' he ask his terminal?
"Here 'n there."
Too
late, though. Fisherman lowered voice, and I couldn' hear rest. I glowered at
Adam Uppie. "Don' go burnin' my trannies wid laser. Unnerstan', in
nighttime, no rules on streets. Any Uppie stupe enough to go out, okay to diss.
Same everywhere."
Fisherman's
friend pointed to door. "My boy Jared is out there. Would you let some
trannie's life stand between you and your son?"
Couldn't
know for sure. Never had son, 'xcept maybe Eddie. Wife, once, but she died too
young.
"Warn
'em first," I said gruff, fussin' with tea. "Show 'em laser, they
prolly scatter."
Adam's
voice surprisingly gentle. "I won't kill for pleasure, Mr. Chang. But I'll
protect the Commandant with my life. Certainly with theirs."
Not
sure who Commandant was, 'til I realized he meant Fisherman. Strange folk,
Uppies. Diff name for everything.
Chapter 26
PHILIP
Swee
winced, his face jammed against the fetid wall. "Doncha unnerstan'? I can'
tell ya!"
I'd
never really hurt anyone on purpose. Well, only Jared, and thanks to my cruelty
he'd fled to the streets. I hoisted Swee's wrist higher along his shoulder
blade. Torture conferred a sense of power I wasn't sure I disliked.
"Ow!
Please, Uppie! Hurts!"
It was
Jared's shirt the boy wore. I steeled myself. "Where's Jared?"
Wailing,
Swee stretched himself taller. "Pook gonna diss me if I tell! Oh God,
please! Stop!"
I let
go, struggling not to retch. "I'm sorry."
Swee
leaned sobbing against the wall.
He'd
led me on a mad chase. Across two rooftops, through sagging buildings, up
rotting stairs dimly lit by gaping holes in the roof. After a time my quarry
was reduced to a green shirt flitting through the shadows. When at last I'd
caught him I had no idea where we were; luckily, the dank hallway seemed
deserted.
Swee
was bigger than I; he should have been able to defend himself. Yet my newfound
rage had prevailed. I wondered if it would come on me often, now it had been
wakened. Not a pleasant thought.
If I
hurt him any more I'd become a savage myself, and I couldn't have that. But I
doubted this was a good time to tell him so. Now that my fury was fading, he
might remember how much stronger he was.
Would
it help if I acted like the streeters I'd seen? I gathered a wad of saliva and
spat, narrowly missing his foot. Sorry, Mom; I know you'd go ballistic.
Swee
didn't seem impressed. Perhaps, crying and hugging his arm, he hadn't noticed.
How to persuade him? Dominance was beyond my experience.
What
would Path do? I thought back to the tales he'd told of his shipboard days.
I snarled,
"Turn around!"
"Wha'?"
As if I
were unafraid, I spun him to the wall. "You heard me!" I needed a
weapon. Anything. Swee glanced over his shoulder; I gave his ear a sharp cuff.
He yelped. I forced down a surge of guilt, reminding myself I'd done him no
real harm. Acting like a bully would keep him from realizing how helpless I
was.
I
remembered the caller buried in my pocket, reached for it. Gone; it must have
slipped out in the chase. No time to worry about it now. What else could I use?
I dug into my jacket, found the money clip I'd brought from home. I stuffed the
few Unibucks into my jacket, pressed the corner of the clip to Swee's back. He
squirmed.
"You
asked for it." I kept my voice low; it gave me more control over pitch.
The last thing I needed was my voice shooting an octave in mid-word.
What
was the term they used? Diss. I still wasn't sure what it meant, but ...
"I'm your problem, not Pook. I'm going-" No. It had to be more crude.
I growled, "-I'm gonna count to five. Tell me about Jared, or I diss you
right here and now." I pressed harder. "It'll hurt a hell of a
lot." Sorry, Lord, about the language. But a life is at stake. "Four.
Three."
"You
don' unnerstan, Uppie! Pook gets ... grody!"
"Two!"
"All
righ'!" A squeal. "Pookboy has 'im!"
"Jared's
alive?"
"Yeah."
The
wave of relief was almost dizzying. "Where?"
"In
Pook lair!"
Only
Lord God knew what that meant, I slipped the clip into my pocket. "Turn
around."
I made
sure to stand very close. In the psychology texts I'd downloaded to study
Jared, I'd found an intriguing dissertation on personal space. When one invades
personal space, the subject becomes nervous. I experimented with Jared, and
he'd abruptly shoved me away.
Swee
wiped his face. "Yah?"
"We're
going to Pook's lair. Lead me astray - I
mean, to the
wrong place - or try to run, and I'll..." Deliberately, I left it
unfinished. It sounded more menacing.
"Cool
jets, Uppie." He raised a hand, as if to ward off a blow. "Won'run.
Swear."
"Take
me to Jared."
"Pook
gonna diss me fa tellin'!"
I said
authoritatively, "I'll handle him."
Still,
he hesitated. "Gotta go on street."
"So?"
He
stared at me, amazed. "Uppie ain' 'fraid?"
Of
course I was. Only yesterday I'd learned how dangerous the streets were; that's
why I'd been hiding on the roof when Swee appeared with Jared's shirt. But I
shook my head. "Take me by the back ways, if you'd like. And stop calling
me 'Uppie.'"
"Why?
It what you be,"
"Don't
be silly; Uppies are from the towers, I live in Washington, in a-" I
sighed, doubting he'd understand. "Call me P.T," I said.
Snuffling,
he wiped the last of his tears with a grimy sleeve. " 'Kay, Peetee."
"Remember,
I'll diss you if you run." Wondering what that meant, I kept a firm grip
on his arm as we walked. Mom held me that way when she was really irked, or
when she insisted on a time-out in my room. Objectively speaking, I found it
rather intimidating.
Swee
led me through a courtyard half-filled with rubble, then to another building.
To my surprise, he took care to avoid our being seen, as if protecting me. We
worked our way down the block. Eventually he pointed to a sagging apartment
across the street. "Gotta run har', case Mids see ya." I
didn't like that idea. I looked around, saw a jagged bar protruding through the
dusty brick at waist level. Perhaps it once helped support a wall. For a moment
I released Swee. Catching my jacket on it, I pulled hard, A loud rip, and my
jacket was torn down the middle.
"Stop!"
I bared
my teeth in warning; Swee drew back.
"Coulda
trayfo a zillion cansa," he said plaintively, I
shrugged, wishing he spoke English. As
he watched, openmouthed,
I carefully worked the point of the bar through the knee of my pants and let
myself fall. Now my pants were torn too.
Overcoming
my disgust I rubbed some grime into my hair, and, gritting my teeth, gave
myself a streak on the face for good measure. "We don't have to run."
Swee's
brow wrinkled. "Think ya make yaself trannie?" He studied me, broke
into a slow grin. "Not too bad, actual. Could pass, from far. Walk close
wid me."
My
spine prickled as we strolled across the lonely street. At the far corner, a
group of transients lounged against a rusting pole. They regarded us with
indifference. Swee headed to a boarded door. In the recessed doorway he stuck
his hands in his pockets, glanced out casually. His eyes flicked left and
right. " 'Kay, no one lookin'."
"What
now?"
"Uppie
stupe." Scornfully he pushed me aside, shouldered open the door. It gave
way with a loud creak, "C'mon." After closing the door, he led me
upstairs.
I
followed, my eyes still accustomed to daylight. In the gloom I was almost
blind. Was Swee leading me into a trap? He was several steps ahead of me, and
gaining. In panic, I scrambled up the stairs, yanked on his arm. "Not so
bloody fast!"
Swee
squealed. Frantically, he tried to free himself. "Fahgadsake! Don'grab me
in dark!" For a moment I thought he was going to cry again, but he pointed
upward. "Two more stair." His voice dropped, "If Pookboy in
lair, we be diss,"
I was
disgusted with my cowardice. At home I slept in the dark, didn't I? "Go
on," I made my voice rough.
We
tiptoed down a dim hall. Open doors to abandoned offices provided the only
reflected daylight. Midway along the hall was an elevator shaft, the safety
doors ajar, Swee whispered, "In dere,"
It was
a trap. "You think I'm glitched?"
"Look
down, see a li'l room."
Look
down and he'd shove me into the shaft. I pictured myself windmilling to my
death. "I told you not to fuck with me!"
I
couldn't believe I'd said it. Mom would
wash out my mouth.
She had, the last time, and I'd promised her - no time for that.
"I
didn', hones-"
My fist
shot out. I caught him in the eye.
Swee
howled.
From
the elevator shaft, a screech.
I
nearly jumped out of my pants. "Jesus, Lord Christ!" Amen. Sorry,
Lord, but it scared me out of my wits.
Hands
to his face, Swee stamped away his pain, crying and snorting.
Downstairs
the door creaked loudly.
Swee
gasped, shot me a look of terror. "Run hide!" He raced down the hall,
I dashed after, no more anxious than he to meet whatever was coming upstairs.
Swee
dodged into an open doorway. I skidded after. He pressed himself against the
wall.
"What
are you-"
"Shh!"
He made a frantic gesture of silence. "If it's Pook..."
Footsteps.
Dim voices. I strained to hear. Swee dabbed helplessly at his tearing eye. The
footsteps stopped.
Standing
in utter silence, I was aware of a horrid stench. "I whispered,
"What's that smell?"
He
waved to the corner. "Shithouse."
Oh,
great. Cautiously, I edged my head through the doorway. In the hall was a
teener a bit older than I, and with him, a brawny joey with a menacing air.
With
great care Swee knelt and peered down the hall, "God, it's Pook!"
I
stared at the figure hunched over the shaft. No wonder Swee feared him; the big
joey could tear us in half. My whisper was barely audible. "Who's the
joeykid with him?"
A
snort. "Joeykit is Pook."
I
squinted, as the teener straightened and came into the light. I bit back an
exclamation; he was the one from the roof, who'd tried to stop me from catching
Swee. He'd walked into a simple armlock and shoulder-toss. If I'd done anything
so stupid, Mom would have had me doing push-ups for a week.
I
whispered, "Who's the big one?"
"Dunno."
"Where's
Jared?"
"Tolya.
Innahole."
I
watched with foreboding. Abruptly the two of them disappeared into the elevator
shaft. A clatter. I waited. From within, a cry of protest. Should I tiptoe down
the hall to look? From the shaft a hand appeared, then a head.
Pook.
Then the big joey.
And
Jared.
He
emerged from the shaft, clutching his chest. The big joey pointed toward the
stairs. Jared shook his head. The man slapped him hard.
I was
surging into the hall when a hand closed around my collar and hauled me back.
Swee
hissed, "Ya crazy, Uppie? Wanna get us diss?" In the hall, Jared
wailed.
"He
hurt Jar!"
"Jus'
whomp him a bit."
"What's
'diss'? You keep saying-"
Swee
drew his finger across his throat in an unmistakable gesture.
"Oh."
I could think of nothing else to say. I peered around the door. Barefoot, Jared
shuffled toward the stairs, his captors close behind. He sniffled. I eased back
into the debris-strewn office.
Swee
kept his voice low. "Bigman ain' no Mid. Threads like Sub." Whatever
that meant, it seemed to frighten him. "Dunno why he here. Must be Pook
brung 'im. Guess he pay innifo." The boy's brow knotted, as if puzzling
through a problem in advanced trig. "No one 'xcept Pook knows 'bout hole.
So maybe he sell Uppie ta Subman."
I
glanced out. The hall was deserted. "Where are they going?"
Swee
shrugged.
I said,
"We have to follow. Don't give me that look; I came here for Jared.
Move!" Reluctantly, he came along.
We were
halfway to the stairwell when footsteps thudded up the stairs.
"Sheet!"
Swee spun on his heel and dashed to safety. His foot caught on a loose board;
he went down with a thump. In an instant he was on his feet. Together we dived
into the nearest office. We cowered against the wall on opposite sides of the door.
"Who
dere?" The voice was too high to be the big joey; it must be
Pook. I looked across the doorway to Swee, who emphatically shook his head.
In the
hall, silence.
A
creak. Another. Swee's eyes darted, as if searching for escape. I hardly dared
breathe.
The
crash of a door, somewhere down the hall. A muttered curse. Swee flitted past
the doorway, put his mouth to my ear. "Gotta get out!" Before I could
reply he tiptoed to the rotting window, pulled loose a splintered chunk of
wood. It gave way with a loud protest. The noise didn't much matter; my heart
pounded loud enough for all to hear.
Swee
tiptoed back to the door, raised his club as he pressed back against the wall.
A
thunderous kick. The door flew open, narrowly missing my ear. Pook lunged into
the room. "Gotchas!"
Swee
smashed his club down on the teener's head. It drove Pook to his knees even as
the rotten board crumbled to pieces. Swee tossed the remains aside.
"C'mon!" We collided in the doorway, and my breath was knocked out of
me. Sucking for air, I dashed to the stairs. Behind us, a roar of anger.
I tore
down the steps three at a time and wrenched open the stubborn street door.
Above, a despairing cry. I raced out to daylight. Jared and his captor were
nowhere to be seen. I waited in a frenzy for Swee to join me.
Nothing.
Ignoring
a pair of curious transpops I dashed to the corner, peered down the street,
whirled around to look the other way.
No one.
Come
on, Swee!
What
chance would I have finding them if they disappeared in some hovel among the
thousands of the city? Swee could take care of himself. It wasn't my fault he
chose not to follow.
My
reluctant feet took me back to the door. I peered into the gloom. Odd sounds.
Grunts. Perhaps a whimper. The hair on my neck rose.
Every
lost moment made finding Jared less likely. As quickly as I dared, I forced
myself up the stairs.
In the
hall, a pair of feet faced the stairwell. Sitting atop the prone form, a
hunched figure. Occasionally the feet kicked, to no avail.
I
inched forward. The grunts were Pook's, as he savagely pounded Swee's bloody
head and chest. With a cry I sprang on the maddened Mid, hauled him kicking off
the prostrate Swee.
"Leggo!
I diss ya!"
"Leave
him alone! Run, Swee!"
Swee
groaned, rolled onto his side.
Pook
shook himself loose, sprang to his feet. A knife flashed. He lunged.
I
leaped aside, but the point caught in my torn jacket. I stumbled. The knife
came up, ready to plunge.
For an
instant Pook froze. His eyes narrowed. "You!"
I
whipped off my jacket, rolled it around my arm. Any port in a storm, Mom had
taught. I aimed a kick at his wrist, but it missed. I shouted, "C'mon,
frazball! Take me!" Part of me knew it was glitched to say such things,
but part of me didn't care.
Pook
stood his ground. Unexpectedly, I lunged at him, stamped loudly. He careened
backward, into the wall. Could it be he was afraid of me? Press your advantage,
Mom said. But how?
Grinning
now, Pook worked his way closer. "Gonna eatcha livah, Uppie."
To
regain the initiative I spat at his face. He flinched. As if I knew what I was
doing, I knocked on the wall three times. The teener whirled, searching the
empty doorways. I sprang toward the knife, stamped my foot as hard as I could,
let out a dreadful shriek.
Pook
bolted toward the stairs.
No!
That's the way I need to go!
At the
stairwell he turned, waiting.
I bent
to Swee. "Get up."
He
retched, brought up nothing. "Can't. He hurt me, Uppie."
I
caught Swee's arm, tried to heave him up. "Do you want Pook to get
you?" Moaning, he staggered to his feet.
Pook
charged. So did I. As our paths converged I dived at his legs, slid clear of
the knife. I grasped his ankle. My inertia carried me past him, breaking my
grip, but not before he fell with a thud. Now he was between me and Swee. Not
what I wanted.
Pook
wasn't happy either. He leaped to his feet, pivoting between us as if expecting
a concerted attack. Not likely, with Swee lurching to the rear of the hallway,
clutching his stomach.
Pook
sized us up, made his choice. He turned his back on me, dashed after Swee,
knife raised to strike.
No time
to think. I raced after. Lighter on my feet, I swarmed onto his back. He
tumbled, just missing Swee's calf with his jagged blade. I clawed at the knife.
Pook was bigger and heavier; suddenly, he twisted loose.
In an
instant he was on top of me. He tore his wrist free, raised the knife to plunge
it into my chest. I squealed in panic.
Swee's
foot shot upward, caught Pook in the side of the head, slammed him into the
wall. The knife clattered to the floor. In a frenzy borne of desperation I
squirmed from underneath, scampered across the hall. I grabbed the knife just
as a hand latched onto my ankle.
I
whirled, leading with the knife.
Pook
was on his knees. My blade hovered a millimeter from his throat.
He
froze.
After a
moment he began to cry.
Chapter 27
JARED
What
good had it been for Pook to untie me, leaving me trapped in that dark
elevator?
If only
I could have reached the hatch. But even if I could jump so high, my swollen
hands couldn't hold on to the edges. And I had no way to pull myself up without
ripping open the wounds on my chest.
So I'd
waited endlessly in the pitch black, every creak above a new terror.
Sitting
in the dark, I'd tried to be brave. Dad was a selfish grode, but on Trafalgar,
he'd faced the alien fish. Perhaps, if I got out of this, I could tell him how
I-
A
shriek, outside the shaft.
I'd
screamed; I couldn't help myself. I cowered in the corner.
The
elevator bounced; someone had jumped on top. Pook? Could he be bringing real
food? I licked my lips. Please, God. Not dog food. Anything. If I lived to a
hundred, I'd never outgrow that shame.
The
hatch opened. Pook jumped down, with a metal bucket. "Stan' on this,
Uppie. Takin' ya out."
Eagerly
I complied. As I reached for the hatch, other hands helped pull me up, while
Pook hoisted my waist.
In a
moment we were in the hall. I blinked at the light.
With
Pook was a big joey in a ragged jumpsuit streaked with garish colors. He shot
me a dubious glance. "This him?"
"Ya."
"Don'
look like Dosman. Jus' a joeykit. Ya know puters, Uppie?"
"What?"
Pook
said, "Tolya, Halber, he c'n do anythin' ya wan'. Bring down towah.
Anythin'."
Halber
pushed me toward the stairs. When I refused, he beat me.
I found
myself on the street, barefoot, my chest aching. My face stung miserably where the
big trannie had slapped me. I stepped on a stone and yelped. The trannie's
answer was to
plant his palms in the small of my back and shove me onward.
At
least I'd managed to convince them I needed water. Pook ran back upstairs to
get it, but Halber wouldn't wait. Three trannies marched me down the center of
the street.
I hoped
Pook would be back soon.
In a
few blocks I was hopping from foot to foot, trying to ease the pain in my
soles. If only they'd give me back my boots.
The
trannies all wore shoes or sandals. It did no good to explain I was barefoot;
all Halber did was push me forward. "Move, Uppie! Gotta be unner 'fore
dark."
We
stopped twice at comers, while one of Halber's men negotiated with other
trannies. Before I could rest, we moved on.
I
peered backward, Pook was nowhere in sight.
The
avenue opened onto a wide square. The jagged remains of a building dominated
the center. An open stairway descended into a tunnel. Halber steered me to the
steps.
Below,
all was dark.
I
balked. "Let's wait for Pook."
"Down."
"No!"
A wave of fear added emphasis to my words.
A
growl. He caught my arm, jammed my wrist up between my shoulder blades, I
squealed.
The
trannie bent my fingers, all the while heaving my arm upward.
"STOP!"
It hurt beyond bearing.
"Down
ftazzin' stair, Uppie!" He trotted me, wailing and protesting, into the
cavern, Halber
bellowed, "Chaco!"
"Yo!"
"Ugh'."
Abruptly,
a light switched on. As it swung, shadows danced along the walls.
A dozen
trannies in gaudy dress, all with clubs Of knives. One joey held a Valdez
permalight.
Halber
shoved me down a corridor that reeked of sweat and Lord God knew what else. It
opened into a smoky chamber strewn
with mattresses and broken furniture. In the center, a fire flickered. Above it
bubbled a stewpot. Despite myself, I licked my lips.
Halber
beckoned a tribesman. "Five Nines be ready?"
"Waitin'
at unnercar."
"Lexunners?"
"Whole
clan onna track, near stair."
"Allie!
Krand!" Halber waited, hands on hips.
A girl
darted forward. "Krandboy went piss. I tellim afta."
Halber
jerked a thumb in my direction. "Watch Uppie kit. Take couple otha joeys
for safe. If he run, ya be diss. Unnerstan'?"
"Awn,
Halb." As he turned away, she tugged at my arm. "C'mon."
I tried
to pry her fingers loose. "Let go."
She dug
her nails into the flesh of my upper arm. "C'mon, Uppiekit. Yo!
Krand!" Excitedly she beckoned to an approaching teen. "Halber says
ta watch Uppie from run."
Krand's
tone was jeering. "Uppie? He be Mid."
"I
am not!"
"Yeah."
He jabbed at the mark on my chest. Frightened he might open my cuts, I lashed
out, straight-armed him into the wall.
"Chaco,
help wid Uppie!" In a moment I was surrounded by jabbering trannies. I was
taller than any of them, and heavier. But against them all, I hadn't a chance.
A melee would open my scabs, and worse, I couldn't run on my bruised bare feet.
Krand
grimaced, rubbing his elbow. "Frazzin' Uppie!"
Allie
giggled.
At her
scorn, the boy bristled. "Barth, Chaco, holdim!" They seized my arms.
Krand's foot swung back, slammed into my crotch.
I
convulsed. Curled into a ball, I thrashed on the floor.
"Now
look whatcha done!" Allie was frantic. "Halber said ta keep safe. He
see, he skin ya! Gettim outa!" Unknown hands dragged me to an alcove.
"OhGodohGod!"
My knees were drawn up to my chest, my hands cupped around the dreadful pain in
my groin.
Allie
knelt. "Shhh. Sorry 'bout Krand. He stupe." Her fingers flitted
across my brow.
"Fucking
trannie bitch! Oh, God!" I rolled from side to side.
"Shush,
ya wan'Halber hearya?" She shook me. "Lie onya back, Uppie, bring
legs up."
Despite
my agony I managed, "What would you know about it?"
She
grinned. "Think I ain' never kneed a joeykit? Even Krand, one time."
The boy reddened, looked away.
After a
while my torment eased to misery, then to a persistent ache. Surreptitiously, I
wiped my face.
"It
all righ', Uppie." Again her fingers touched my forehead.
I
gritted my teeth. "My name's Jared."
"Cool
meet." She held out a hand, palm and fingers raised.
I
groaned, sat cautiously.
"You
bad as Pook." Her tone dripped scorn. She grabbed my hand, pressed it to
hers. "Say cool, Jared!"
"I
don't-" I gave up. "Cool meet."
She
rounded on Krand. "G'wan."
"Wid
Uppie? Naw."
"
'Kay. I tell Halber watcha done." Without another look she started off.
"Wait,
Allie!" Krand's hand shot out.
I
slapped away his hand. "Prong yourself."
"See?
He don'wanna-"
"Say
again, Krand," she growled. I didn't like the look in her eye.
"Cool
meet." A mumble.
I
swallowed my pride. "Cool."
"
'Kay." She squatted between us. "Why Halber brung ya, Uppie?"
"How
in hell would I know?" And where was Pook, when I needed him?
"Why
ya got Mid mark?" She pointed to my chest.
"Pook
did it. Is he here? He was supposed to-"
Her
eyes widened. "Pook be growed enough ta give upbringin'?" She turned
to Krand. "Tolya he wasn' no joeykit."
"Hah,
don' mean nothin'. Watch me give him Easter mark!" He pulled out a knife.
She
punched him, not that hard, the way I poked P.T. sometimes, as a warning.
"Ya be Mid now, Jared?"
What
was the safest answer?
"Yes." Maybe it would impress
them.
She
nodded. "Chaco, when Halber ain' talkin', ask him where he wan' Uppie kept
in rumb wid Parkas."
"Noway.
He too pissoff today."
"
'Kay. I ask. Leavimalone, bothayas." She disappeared into the main
corridor.
In no
shape for a confrontation, I sat quietly. After a moment Allie was back, her
eyes dancing. "We ride in unnercar wid Halber! He say bringalong
Uppie."
"Awrigh!"
The boys slapped hands.
"C'mon.
We wait unner." Chaco and Barth hauled me to my feet as she trotted away.
I
hobbled as fast as I could without boots. The corridor gave way to another,
dimly lit, even danker than the last. Stairs, down, to a crumbling station.
On a
track, a bright-lit car, the size of a bus. Around it was a crowd of trannies.
Allie
said with dignity, "Halber top us come widya." We found a place near
the wall. I huddled between Allie and Chaco, yearning for my stolen shirt. The
tunnel was cold, and Allie kept glancing at my bare chest. I wished I had hair,
like Dad. It wouldn't be long now.
Halber
shouted, "C'mon! All in!" I jerked awake.
With
whoops and boisterous yells the streeters swarmed into the car. I wrinkled my
nose at the reek of their bodies. From the opposite seat Krand giggled.
"Uppie too good fo' us!" He hawked, and a gob of spittle landed on my
bare foot.
With a
scream of rage I launched myself, but a hand shot out, tightened on a shock of
my hair, hauled me unceremoniously back to my seat.
I
swung, protesting to Allie, "Did you see what he-"
Not
Allie, but Halber. A growl. "Put ya ass on bench, Uppie."
"Yessir."
Part of me marveled that I'd said it. Even at his most furious, Dad hadn't
elicited such quick obedience, or so meek a tone.
"All
on? Lesgo!" Halber shouldered his
way to a cornpartment
in the front of the car. A lurch, a painful squeal, and the car was in motion.
Its lights dimmed.
The
trannie jabber fell to near silence, as joeys looked about with awe at the
crumbling concrete walls that slid past.
Allie
leaned close, said loudly into my ear, "Uppies got unnercars?"
"Huh?"
"Unnercars,
like dis? You ride in?"
"Are
you glitched? Think I'd be caught dead-" It was the wrong tack.
"Buses," I told her. "Helis, sometimes. Or a Hitrans, if time
doesn't matter."
She
looked smug. "Even Uppies ain't got Sub car. Hah."
I
looked around. "Did the city restart the transport grid? I thought it was
abandoned."
She
snorted. "No powah unner since Halber's mama was joeykit. Maybe 'fore dat,
even." She leaned close, as if imparting a secret. "Valdez
permas."
"It
would take a carload to ..." I tried to calculate, but I was too weary.
"Where'd he get them?"
"Trayfo
wid Changman."
With
that gibberish she lapsed silent.
A few
moments later the din eased. The car ground to a halt, and exuberant trannies
crowded at the doors.
Halber
emerged from his cubicle. "Lissen, allyas!" He clapped his hands,
sharply. "Don' want no stupe pokin' head outa stair, or makin' noise ta
wake Parkas, Any fuckaroun', I dissimfast. Cool?"
"Gotcha,
Halber." A general murmur of assent.
He
opened the doors. "Wait in tunnel 'til signal. I be up inna min. Krand,
you ain' goin' up. Get back wid Uppie!"
The boy
scuttled to obey. I smirked, knowing it would irritate him.
Halber
slid onto my bench. I cringed, awaiting the inevitable blow. Instead, he
scrutinized my face. "Pook say you smart wid puters. Wyorenn?"
"Excuse
me?"
In an
instant Halber had me up against the side wall, fingers wrapped around my
throat. His other hand drew back.
With
great daring, Allie tapped his forearm. " 'Xcuse, Halber. Uppie don'
unnerstan' ya."
"Why?
He glitch?"
"Naw.
But if dey gave 'im Mid mark, he mus' be stupe like resta Mids. Gotta talk
slow."
Halber
put his bristly face in front of mine. His eyes were bloodshot, and held a mean
look that chilled me to the bone. "Pook say-" He spoke with
exaggerated care. "-ya talk good wid puters. Wyorenn?"
I shot
a helpless glance at Allie. She blurted, "Yes or no, Uppie?"
"Oh!
Y! I mean, yessir!"
From a
trannie perspective, I was an absolute genius. And with my friends, and their
hackcode ... I had a hunch my status was about to shoot upward.
"Ya
unnerstan' towah puters?"
"Of
course." I tried to sound just short of contemptuous; that ought to
impress him.
"C'n
ya bring down a towah?"
Again I
gaped. He frowned, and I said quickly, "Bring it down how, sir?"
His
brow furrowed. "Stop elec. Turn off powah. Stop banks an' chips 'n
all."
"God
Almighty. You mean-"
"C'n
ya crash it, so they ain' no better 'n us?" His voice was savage.
"Destroy
my whole world?" Despite myself, my lip curled. "Do you think for a
minute I'd-"
"No,
Halb!" Allie's voice was shrill, but too late.
Halber's
fist slammed into my eye, smashed my head into the window behind. I ricocheted
into his arms. "Oh, God! Christ Jesus!" Blood dripped down my split
cheek. I stamped on the cold floor, trying to hold on to consciousness. I
probed my eye, wondering if he'd knocked it out of my head.
"Canya,
Uppie? No more frazzin' shit!"
"Yes!
No! I don't know!" I lapsed into sobs.
"Hang
onta him, Allie; I goin' up. Nex' time, Uppie, I wan' ansa!" He stomped
out.
Chapter 28
POOK
Never
in million years Pook so pissoff. Frazzin' Uppie put my own shiv ta my throat
'n make me cry.
Afta, I
didn' care what he do; I so mad I grab a bucket an smash it 'gainst wall 'gain
an 'gain till handle come loose an' bucket fly back an' hit me in face. I don'
'member what happen next, 'xcept coupla minutes later I crouch inna corna,
Uppieboy pattin' my shoulda say in' easy Pook, don' rev, don' rev.
Can'
figga out how it all happen. Everythin' seemed ta go so good: Pook fin' Uppie
Jared, make him capture, trayfo his boots 'n shirt for buncha cansa. But Peetee
come an' ruin every thin'. He throw poor Pook down on roof wid Jag an' Swee
watchin'. How Midboys respec' Pook afta? Okay okay, Pookboy pick hisself up,
get Halber agree ta borrow Jared fo' while steada buy; means when he finish
Pook c'n sell Jared back ta Uppies fo' even more 'n Halber gonna pay.
But
Peetee back, like itch in hot summa. Can' he find someone else ta beat on
'sides Pookboy? Ain' Pook's fault Halber say ta fetch water fo' Jared. Go up,
hear noise. Maybe could ignore, but what if Mids find Pook lair an his cansa?
Ain'
righ' dat Uppiekit smalla 'n Pook know magic rumb tricks. Pook figh' like tiga.
But jus' as I go ta pick up shiv, Swee smash me, an' Uppie grab it firs'.
Now, in
upstair hall, Peetee askin' where Subs take Jared. If I don' tell him, dunno
what he do. But if I say, Halber be royal pissoff.
Worse,
I migh' lose Jared, 'cause Peetee say he take his Uppie fren' back ta towah.
I stall,
thinkin' a Changman. He c'n handle any tribe, even Uppies. Meantime, wheneva
Peetee look away, I glance Swee say in' don' botha askin' forgive; ya gonna
pay.
Peetee
sigh. He hold shiv, wid look like his dinna don' taste good. I tense, but he
got me in corna, no place ta run.
"Look,
Pook; I've really got to find Jar. So I'll ask you where they took him. Each
time you don't answer, I'll cut you.
I'll try not to hurt you too much, especially at first. But I'm going to keep
doing it, until you tell me, or-" He swallow, an' his voice go hard.
"-until you can't. I'm sorry. Really."
Sometimes
a joey hate himself fo' what he can' help. Pook wanna be brave, but noway wid
Uppiekit wavin' shiv pas' face. I start ta sniffle. Before I c'n stoppit, turn
inta wail. I sound jus' like Jared in elevate.
Peetee
mumble, "Lord God, I'll do penance after, I swear. This is for Jared.
Please understand." His eyes meet mine.
As shiv
come up I squeal, "Don', Peetee. Pookboy show ya! Swear!"
He
shout, "Where's Jared?"
"Changman
know! Gotta ask!" My mind marvel I come up wid great idea, jus' as Uppie
shiv ready ta slice. Changman'll fix Peetee.
"Who?
Where is he?"
"Changman
ol' trayta Neut. Cross block, up one!" I point, tryin' not ta whimper.
Peetee
frown. "Swee, is he zarking me?"
Midboy
know he gotta take Uppie's side, 'cause I dissim soon as I getta chance.
"Dunno. Pook couldn' tray Jared ta Subs by hisself widout help. Maybe
Changman involve."
I go
indignant. 'Notha reason ta diss Swee.
I sigh.
Not all his fault. If Peetee didn' whomp on me two separate time in fronta,
Swee unnerstand Pook all growed now. I wipe eyes on sleeve. "Changman
tellya 'bout it in shop."
So, das
how Pook fin' himself walkin' casual down street, Swee on left, Uppie wid shiv
on righ'. But before he lemme down stair, Peetee give so many warnin's he soun'
like Chang. Don' do dis, don' do dat, you hear me Pook?
Could
run, but two prollems. One, he got shiv, and migh' catch me. Two, if Mids see I
'fraid a scrawny Uppie joeykit, dey laugh me outa Mid turf.
Minute
lata, we knockin' at Chang door. Peetee stand close, point a shiv makin' Pook's
back squirm.
Chang
do his usual grumble. "Who dere? Watcha wan'?"
"It
be me. Pook."
Pause.
His voice change. "I dunno any Pook. Usetabe joeykit dat name, but he wen'
off by hisself,"
I grit
my teeth, say real nice, "Please, Mista Chang. Lemme in."
"Can'
be same Pook I knew. That joeykit called Chang stupid ol' man. Wouldn' come ta
shop for tea or visit."
Peetee
stir, restless. "I thought you said-"
I try
again, "Mista Chang-"
'Notha
pause. Then, "Go 'way. We close."
Peetee's
eyes go fire. "I warned you, didn't I?" Shiv poke me tight ta door.
I
squeal, "Mista Chang, help me! Ohgod no, Peetee!" I tryta push away
his shiv hand widout getting cut.
Inside,
chains rattle. Sudden, door fall open. Chang loom ova, fierce. "Leggo my
Pook! Now!"
Peetee
lick his lips, uncertain. "Sir, I'm Philip Seaf-"
I see
chance, an' dart unner Chang's arm, safe in shop. Wid howl, Peetee plunge pas'
Changman ta follow.
Uppie
get between me an stair; we dance round Chang's table. I try fo' door, but he
too fast, an' I end up in corna, my han's tryin' ta protec' alla me at once.
"What
the fuck did you pull, you little trannie fraz-"
From
door, Chang's voice surprising quiet, considerin' his shop invade. "What
Fisherman gonna say, his joeykit talk like dat?"
Peetee
almos' past listenin'.
"Philip
... Tyre ... Seafort!" Chang use name like magic.
Maybe
it a real hex. Uppieboy straighten, but hold tigh' ta shiv. "I don't mean
trouble, sir, but this joey-"
Chang
relock doon "'Little trannie fraz?' Dat what he taught ya 'bout us?"
Peetee
shake his head, his rage fadin'. "How do you know my name?"
"He
tol' me."
"Who?"
"Fisherman.
Your father,"
Peetee
stamp flo'. "Can't any of you tell the truth? You're as bad as this-"
"He
sat right there, las' nigh', in chair you knock ova." Chang point.
"Where you gonna sit, while tell me what goin' on."
"Here?
Really?" He study Chang's face. "Oh, God. Why-"
"Came
ta ask my help findin' ya. To beg." In Chang voice, no gloat. Sadness.
Tentative,
I edge away, but Peetee grab my collar. "I've had it with you,
joeyboy!" His voice ain' quite broke, but scare me, like Karlo at his
wors'. "If you run ..." He shove me inta chair. "If I go to Hell
for it, I'll slice your throat!"
"Cool
jets, Uppie." I slink small in chair. "I do whatcha say." Chang
smile.
"Where's
Swee?" Peetee.
"Outside,"
say Chang. "I c'n only deal wid one rampage at a time."
"Please
let him in, Mr. Chang. I won' make trouble."
"Slicin'
Pook ain' trouble?"
"I
didn't hurt him. Yet." Peetee glower at me. I try to look 'greeable.
Crazy
half hour. I can' unnerstan' why Chang don' diss Uppie fo' mess wid me. Chang
start water boilin' fo' tea. He ask Peetee why he got me hostage. Peetee keep
askin' Changman where be his frien' Jared. Chang say he dunno. And Swee, mos'ly
quiet inna corna, figgerin' how ta make me fadeout from dissin' him afta.
An'
mosta all, Peetee ask ova an' ova if Fisherman really came ta Chang shop.
"Las'
nigh', I tolya," ol' man say. "With frien'." I lissen, try in'
ta figga Changman's swind. Fisherman, inna street? Hah. Wouldn' make it two
blocks, specially at nigh'. On otha han', they both say Peetee be his joey kit.
And Peetee toughest Uppie I eva seen.
Teapot
on Valdez perma boil and boil, 'til Chang finally notice. He hurry ova, turn it
off. "Ain' enough water ta waste," he mutta.
Philip
Uppie think a while. "Lord God knows what Path will do when he sees
me." A grimace. "But I think it'll hurt." He knot his fists.
"When he finds me I'll have to go with him, so I've absolutely got to find
Jared first. Mr. Chang, please help-"
"Ain't
seen him. How many times I gotta tell ya?" Chang sound annoy as he pour
tea.
"But
Pook said you ..." Slowly, Peetee's eyes turn to me. Chang's too. I sit
real still.
Chang
stand, hold table for min 'til his dizzy pass.
I go worry; bad time for him to die, leave me 'lone wid Uppie.
"Pook and I have ta talk," he say. "Private."
"I'm not
letting him out of-"
"He
won'go nowhere, Philip Tyre. My word. Sit an'drink tea."
Peetee
study him. Finally, he nod. I get up, cautious cause a shiv. 'Fore I c'n take
two steps, Chang grab ear, haul me protestin' ta back room, an' out side
passage. I hope he show me secret door an' lemme 'scape, but no; he plant
hisself in fronta me. "Bran' new Uppie boots ta trayfo, hah?" Stern.
"Watcha done, Pook? Ya dissim?"
"Please, Mista Chang, lemme go
quick, 'fore he-" Holdin' my ear, Chang slap me. My han' dart ta shiv, but
it ain' in usual place. Uppie got it. Chang whomp 'gain, harder. "Ya
dissim, Pook?"
"Please,
I - ow! He ain' diss!" Slap. "Where, then?"
I try
ta break free, but can' widout leave ear behin'. In coupla min, Chang got me
blubberin' like joey kit. "Stop, Mista Chang! Ayie! Don'!" Face stingin', I claw at his han'.
"Halber got him! No swind!"
"Howya know?"
"Was
my capture." Snivelin' an' cryin', I tell 'im how I take Jared, and what I
do afta.
His
look show admire, but mix wid disgus'. "Ya got yaself a Pooklair afta all,
hah? Okay okay, couldn' stay wid Karlo's Mids. But what did Jared joeyboy do,
make ya hurt him, cut Mid mark, treat him like animal? Ya socio, Pook? Ya be
sociopath?"
"He
jus' Uppie, Mista Chang!"
"So what if-"
"In
Mid turf. Doncha unnerstan?" I cradle my achin' ear, try in' ta stop cry.
"Joey wanda out of own turf, he belong ta whoeva catch."
"Fah."
He shove me towar' shop. "Hide me, Mista Chang. Tell Uppiekit I run 'way.
Or lemme go."
"Nah.
I gave word."
"So? You no Uppie."
"And
so did you, joeykit. Took showya. Swear.' Ain' that what you said?"
"How
c'n I take Peetee ta Halber? Boss Sub'll diss us both."
Chang
cuff me hard, when I don' expec'; I blink, hold sob in back a throat.
"Shoulda thought of that 'fore ya swore!"
"Mista
Chang ..." I make nice face, ta show him I ain' lookin fo' rumb.
"Swearin' be Uppie thing, not trannie. Whassit mattah what I tol'
Peetee?"
He look
at me long time. 'Ventual, I realize he lookin' through me ta somethin' else.
Final,
he say, "Uppies gotta unnerstan' trannies have own ways. We ain' animals
to capture inna street an' send to far planet, like they did to Eddieboss. We
ain' prey to hunt, like Unies do. We be people."
I wait.
"An'
trannie joeys gotta learn Uppie ways ain' all wrong. If Uppie give his word,
everyone know he'll do what he say. Allatime. Even if no shiv pokin' his
back."
I go
red.
"Long
time, Pook, I thought trannies couldn' afford honour; too hard jus' tryin' ta
survive. Well, in months, year maybe, we be gone. So nothin' in our way; now we
afford honor." His eyes wet. "I gave word to Philip not to let you
escape. So I won'. And you gave word to show him where Jared gone. So you take
him to Sub. Why in name a God you give Uppiekit to Halber, anyhow?"
I start
to answer, but he wave it away. "No time. Gotta bring Peetee back here
'fore nigh', Pook, Halber startin' rumb wid Parkas. No time fo' Uppiekit to be
in way. Take Philip to Sub quick."
Chang
be glitch fo' sure. But 'fore I say so, I stop ta think. Why I botha swind
Peetee take me ta Chang, if I won' follow ol' man's advice? Beside, if I tell
Chang he glitch, he jus' whomp me mo'. Between Swee, Uppie, and Changman, Pook
be whomp enough fo' rest a life.
"What
about Fisherman, Mista Chang?"
Chang
frown. "I could keep Philip in shop, hopin' Fisherman will come back like
he promised. But his joeyboy got shiv; dunno if I could hold him without
hurtin' him. Anyway, Fisherman may be dead. He spent night onna street."
My
brain whirl wid too many ideas. First Chang slappin' me now explainin' hisself
like nevah did 'fore. Fisherman, Halber, Rumb. Peetee. Jared Washinton Uppie I take
in long shudderin' breath. "Pook do whatcha say Mista Chang. I take Peetee
ta Subs."
He nod
approval, but I ain' done. I rememba knigh's an' cassels.
"I
take 'im. I swear."
Chapter 29
ROBERT
Arlene
paced my bedroom in the Sheraton Skytel. "I'm sorry I woke you," she
said again. "But Nick's so obstinate I could-" She muttered something
I didn't quite catch.
"What?"
"Nothing.
What can anyone do when he-" Abruptly she loosed a string of oaths that
would make a sailor's hair curl. I listened with interest. I hadn't heard the
like since my middy days, when Sarnia's Captain tripped over Seaman Ead's
smuggled cat.
"Sorry,"
she said.
Stifling
a yawn, I glanced at the clock. Six in the morning. I'd have liked another
hour, but... "It's getting light. We'll go after them."
She
brushed aside the curtain, peered at the dawn. "Do you have any idea where
this Chang joey lives?"
"No.
Did you call Nick?"
"His
caller's off."
"Then
wait."
"How
long?" A pause, before she added, "He may be dead too - er, I mean ...
dead." She bit her lip. "I've had it with waiting, Rob. We have to
call the SecGen."
"You
heard how the Captain feels about-"
"Do
you know how I feel? P.T. is my child. I can't abandon him. Do it. Make the
call."
My
heart leaped. "If you'd like." Retaking the streets would clear the
way for Dad's bid for office, and my own campaign to follow. But at what cost
to Arlene, when the Captain learned?
Worse,
at what cost to me? It would cast away
Nick Seafort's
friendship.
Perhaps,
as Arlene feared, the Captain was already killed. The thought made it easier
not to think of betrayal. "Let me get dressed and we'll go to breakfast.
It's too early to reach anyone who counts."
"I
can't eat."
"You
have to." Like a benevolent uncle, I shepherded her to the door.
It
would have been useless to call the SecGen without laying the proper
groundwork; he'd have been cordial and carefully noncommittal. One doesn't
pluck the strings of power; they must be coaxed to resonate to the frequency of
the instrument.
With
Van's concerted assistance, we began calling in favours, reaching ever deeper
into the Rotunda to attune the SecGen's advisors to the personal appeal Arlene
was to deliver.
It was
a game I knew well, and one I played to perfection.
Political
opponents though we were, at times the Supranationalists and the Territorials
who controlled the General Assembly needed the other's favours. And I also knew
that if we could prompt the SecGen to act, clearing the streets would benefit
us all. And trannies didn't vote.
By
midmorning all was ready; it was time to seek the SecGen's direct approval.
Arlene made the call, while I listened from the couch in her suite. I'd coached
her as thoroughly as I could. She managed to convey her urgency without seeming
obsequious.
"If
he's alive, Mr. Kahn, we have to find him... find them both." She
listened. "I don't know. He stopped at the shop of an old trader, but I
doubt he's still there. Robert, where did you set them down?"
"Two
blocks south of the Sheraton."
She
told Kahn, "They covered that area, so you ought to start elsewhere ... If
you send in the police while you're mobilizing troops..." A pause.
"No, my first worry is Philip. He's only twelve, and the boy he followed
is fifteen. When Nick went out he took Adam Tenere - his adjutant. Adam has a
laser." She frowned. "Of course he's licensed!" She covered the
caller. "What a question!"
A
pause. "No, I'm not asking you to clear the whole district... "
I
flinched.
"...
just find the former Secretary-General and his son. Certainly that's a
reasonable request, regardless of party."
Again
she listened. "Mr. Kahn, it's been three days; they have to move sooner!
Damn it, have you any children?"
I
stood, waving a warning finger, but she paid no heed. "Two days is
ridiculous." From the caller, a tinny protest, but she shook her head.
"Now. Today." Her voice hardened. "As much as I appreciate
Robbie Boland's efforts to reach you, he isn 't my only resource. If I tell
Holoworld you refused ... well,
that's a matter of opinion; I consider two days a refusal. Tomorrow? You're
saying you want them dead? Put me in widow's weeds, and so help me, I'll
crucify you in the press!" I groaned.
"Mr.
Kahn, when my husband sat in the Rotunda we had control of the apparatus; are
you saying you don't? If Nicky ordered the police onto the streets - any
streets - they'd have been on the move in hours, if not minutes."
Weakly,
I said," Arlene ..." She was trampling my carefully laid plans.
She
waved me aside. "In return? You'd have me make promises for Nick Seafort?
Don't you understand him in the least? In return you get my public gratitude.
No, I have no idea who he'll endorse for the nomination."
She
listened, her foot tapping impatiently. "Yes, I've heard that drivel
before. I thought better of you. You have - what time is it? - until noon to
decide. Then I call Holoworld, Very well. Good-bye." She rang off.
"Jesus, Arlene."
She
stood quiet a moment, before flinging the caller across the room. "The
devious son of a bitch. He was expressing his sympathy, and suddenly we were
discussing the election."
"That's politics."
Her lip
curled. "I know. I've lived politics." She pointed vaguely at the
corner in which the caller lay. "That's why Nicky wouldn't dream again of
seeking office. He told me he couldn't imagine what had come over him, wading
deliberately into that cesspool."
I said
carefully, "I wish you hadn't antagonized Kahn ..."
"Faugh. Did you know him as Senator from Greater Austria?
He fawned over Nicky, and SecGen Anjour and De Vala
... If he has any principles, I've yet to see them. All he respects
is power."
I
sighed. Her way might be best after all, and ultimately SecGen
Kahn's ire didn't affect me, or Dad. We were his opponents, and he knew it. I
knew Dad would agree.
Her
shoulders slumped. "If only Nicky would let us know ..."
I
blinked. "Arlene, did P.T. by any chance take along his caller?"
For a
moment she only stared. Then her face went gray.
I
leaped to her side and eased her to a chair. "I'm sorry; I only
meant-"
"How
could I be so stupid? Oh, God! Where's the caller?" Frantically, she
looked about.
I
retrieved the machine from the comer, where she'd hurled it. "What's his
personal-"
She
punched in a code. "I never thought to ring him! Robbie, I'm glitched. I'm
an idiot."
"Easy,
Arlene."
I
leaned close, while it rang.
A
click, and the circuit light went green. Her eyes widened, and she clutched my
wrist. She said eagerly, "Philip, it's Mom. Where are you?"
A
giggle, and random tones, as if someone were dialing.
"Answer
me, P.T."
"Heya,
Uppie bitch. Comin' outa ya towah?"
"Oh,
Lord God!"
I pried
the caller from her frozen fingers. "Who are you? Where's the boy who had
this-"
Another
click.
Silence,
and the light blinked red.
The two
hours that followed were grim. Arlene paced, as years ago I'd seen her husband
pace, on Trafalgar's bridge in the time of the fish armada.
I
thought I knew her well, but never had I seen such emotion. Between bouts of
silence or tears she berated herself with savage scorn for failing to remember
P.T.'s caller.
"I
could have saved him." She thrust her hands into her pockets, strode back
to the window before turning anew. "He wanted to be rescued; I'm sure of
it."
"You
can't know-"
"Why
else did he take along his caller? He wanted us to stop him. Are you as stupid
as I? Christ." She opened the door,
peered for a moment into the hall, for what purpose I didn't know. "Sorry, Robbie, I don't mean
that. But how could I be so foolish as
to forget..."
"Sit down."
"Don't
be ridiculous, I can't-"
"Now." My voice held a note that
surprised even me. Startled, she sank slowly into a chair. "Arlene, get
control of yourself, or I'll call a doctor and have you sedated." She
gaped.
"I
mean it. You do neither yourself nor P.T. any good in this state. I knew he had a caller. So did the Captain and Adam, and none of us
thought to ring his number. Why are you alone responsible?"
"I'm his
mother!"
"But
you're not Lord God." I stood. "We'll get something to eat. You
didn't touch your breakfast, and-" The caller rang.
She
dived for it, listened, covered the speaker. "It's Kahn. Talk to him. I'm
in no mood for diplomacy."
I took
the caller, listened. "No earlier? Very well. Yes, we agree. And I give my
word the Supras won't sandbag you on this. Oh, one other thing." I glided
toward my own suite, shut the interconnecting door. "It would be best for
all concerned if this ... affair appeared to have nothing to do with the
Seaforts. Announce it as a general crackdown." From the SecGen, silence.
I said,
"As you heard, Arlene Seafort is ... volatile. And the Captain is a wild
card I think neither of us cares to play. Do you agree?"
He
did. I worked out a few of the pressing details, and rang off, well
satisfied. After, I went back to her quarters. "Well?"
"At
seven this evening every jerry in the city moves in. We have until then to
search."
"Just the police?"
"I
imagine they'll have troops as backup," I said smoothly, knowing better
than to reveal the deal I'd struck with Kahn.
Unie
troops would assemble this afternoon, and go in at dawn, after the jerries. In
force. I knew that for the sake of the tower projects, it was necessary. I'd
guaranteed Kahn no criticism
from the Supranationalists, and promised help with the Vegan resettlement bill.
Arlene
strode to the closet. "Will you drop me off in the heli?" She thrust
on her jacket.
"Where?"
"To
search for my son, of course."
"Last
night you promised-"
"To
wait until morning. And Nick didn't call. If there's a chance I can spot P.T.
before any disruption ..."
I
couldn't let Arlene risk herself on the streets. She had no idea of the turmoil
our conversation had set in motion. There'd likely be house-to-house fighting,
and scores of ruined buildings. If she were caught in it, or worse, killed ...
political repercussions would be dreadful.
Aghast,
I realized I'd considered Arlene's death from a partisan perspective. She was
my friend. Her loss would be a personal tragedy. And it would utterly destroy
the Captain. I swallowed. "I doubt I can hire one at such short-"
"Bullshit.
You rented your heli for two days, and it's waiting for Nicky's call. If you're
afraid, I'll have a joey from the hotel run me down to street level."
I
sighed. My ambition had gotten me into this; if we succeeded, my ambition would
be well served. And if Arlene died, I'd rather be with her than face the
Captain's rage. "We'll go on foot; I'll have someone pick us up before
seven. By then, we must be off the streets."
"On
foot? How far can we-"
"It's
the way P.T. went. And Jared."
That
silenced her.
Every
U.N. legislator was licensed to carry a laser. I rarely wore mine, but always
had it near. Today, but for its reassuring presence in my jacket holster, I
don't think I'd have had the courage to walk out the streetside door. Arlene
brought little but her caller and her son's holo.
I
pointed south.
"Why?"
"That's
where I took Adam and the Captain."
"So
we'll go north. No point in covering the same ground." Without waiting for
an answer, she strode on her way.
I
scurried to keep up. "Slow down. See those joeys at the corner? And across
the street, they're moving-"
She
cupped her hands. "P.T.!" Her shout echoed. "Philip!"
"For
God's sake, Arlene."
"How
can we find him if he can't hear us? Philip, come out where we can see
you!"
At the
corner, transients gawked.
Arlene
strode on. I kept a hand near my laser.
"Hey,
Uppie!"
I
whirled.
A
gap-toothed streeter grinned. "Watcha doin' onna street? Lost?"
I saw
no weapon, but nonetheless I backed away uneasily.
"Getcha
bitchgirl back inna towah!" The trannie bent for a rock.
"Arlene..."
"I
see him." As if unafraid, she walked up to him, fished the holo out of her
pocket. "Have you seen this boy?"
He
snickered. "Mama los' her babykit?" He beckoned to a companion.
"Look, Uppie bitchgirl got holo!" He snatched it from Arlene's hand.
"Make me good trayfo. Betcha joeykit be - aiyee!" He clutched his arm.
Arlene wrested away her holopic, turned to the second trannie. "Have you
seen him? There's a reward."
"Frazzin'
Uppies think ya own the worl'. Don' mess wid us Broads!" The streeter
emitted a piercing whistle. "Yo! Look what Uppie did ta Pol!"
They
gathered, all eyes on mine. It wasn't me, I wanted to cry. Her. She did it.
Arlene
gripped my arm, led me across the street. "Philip," she shouted.
"Come out!"
A
trannie youth, more daring than the rest, ran up behind us. Before I could pull
out my laser, he shoved me so hard I went down. "Teach ya ta mess
wid-"
Arlene
stepped over me, grabbed the boy's grimy jumpsuit, punched him in the stomach.
His hands flew to protect himself, but not before she hit him again, harder.
"Run, boy, before you get hurt. Rob, get up." The young joey stood
slack-jawed.
It was
a side to her I'd never seen. Had the Commandant known he'd wed a tigress? I
scrambled to my feet.
"Have
you seen this boy?" She thrust the holo in his face. "Look at
him!"
"Naw!"
Angry
murmurs. Running feet. Before I could warn her, we were surrounded by a dozen
trannies, with more on the way. One bore a club, another a rock. I slid the
laser from my holster.
"Whatcha
done ta Skat?"
"Say
goo'bye ta towah, frazzin'-"
"Jumpsuit
be mine, afta!"
"No
one mess wid-"
"Listen."
Arlene's thin, hard voice cut through the din. Then, lower, "Rob, don't
shoot unless we've no choice." To the crowd, "You know what a reward
is? There's a reward for this boy." She held up her holo.
Skat
rubbed his stomach. "Bitchgirl whomp me!"
"You
started it." Her tone was curt. "We didn't come for trouble. Just to
find him." Again, she fished in her pocket, came out with Jared's picture.
"And him."
A
woman's voice. "Diss'em!"
My hand
tightened on the trigger.
"Hol'
on, Chassie. Lessee what dey brung."
"Diss
'em, an' take rewar' afta."
Arlene
shouted, "Why're you so frazzin' ready to diss? Don't any of you have
joeykids? Wouldn't you search if they were lost?"
A
pause. The woman said, "Not outa our turf."
"Why?"
"Leave
Broad turf, dey dead. An' joeykit who wanda outa turf be too glitch ta worry
'bout."
Arlene
brandished Jared's picture. "This boy came here first. This one came
after, to look for him. Someone's seen them, somewhere."
A lean
joey with a scarred face pushed through the crowd. "Lemme see." He
peered at the holos. "Innifo?"
Arlene
glanced at me. "What's he saying?"
"I'm
not sure."
"Innifo
me, bitchgirl. Ya wan' data, gimme."
"You've
seen them?" Her tone was eager.
"One."
"Who?"
"Innifo firs'."
She dug
into her pocket, brought out bills, handed him one. "More when we find
him."
"Ya
don' got cansa?" The streeter
grimaced. "Hard ta spen'
Unibucks. Gotta take ta ol Chang, an he skinya." Arlene waved a twenty.
"Which boy?" He jabbed the holo. "Him." Jared. Her face fell.
"When?"
"Dunno." He shrugged. "Mornin'."
"Rob, is
he making it up?"
The
holo only showed Jared's face. I said
to the trannie, "Describe him."
"Huh?"
"Tell
me about him. How big was he? What was he wearing?"
The
transpop looked smug. "Innifo." Arlene peeled off another bill. He reached for it, but she balled it in her
fist. "After."
The
trannie scowled. "Size a Skat. Brown hair, light like blondie. No shirt,
no boot, blue pant. Gimme innifo,"
Arlene
handed him the bill, and another as well. "Take me to him."
"Haw,
no way, Uppie."
I could
see Arlene's patience wear thin. She
grated, "Where was he going?"
"Sub Four Two."
"Where
is Sub?"
The
streeter pointed north. "Five, six block." She looked around.
"Who'll take us?" Guffaws from several of the trannies, "Can' go
near Sub, Uppie. Subs'll diss ya. Us too."
I
asked, "Arlene, what in hell are they talking-"
"Sub, for
subway. The old train system. Years ago Nick went down there, to look for
Annie."
"Good
Lord." Then the rumors I'd heard as a cadet were true; the Commandant was
capable of anything. She asked, "Why would Jared go to the Subs?" The
boy Arlene had slapped began to caper. "Oh please, lemme be, mista. Where
ya takin me?" Giggling, he clutched his
chest, pretended to limp. "Not so fas', rocks be sharp! Please, lemme
go!"
Arlene
stood very still. Then, quietly, "Rob, give me your laser."
I
hesitated. I'd intended to be her protector. On the other hand, I was beginning
to realize we were safer with the pistol in Arlene's hand than mine. I handed
it over.
She
flicked off the safety. "Skat, they call you? Ever seen a laser?
Watch." She set it to high, aimed at a flaking light-post. The metal
glowed white, began to drip.
From
the trannies, awed murmurs.
Her
hand went to her pocket, emerged with a wad of bills which she dropped in front
of the boy. "Here," She extended the pistol, aimed at Skat.
"Lead us to the Sub, or by Lord God, I'll fry the eyes from your
face!"
He
whimpered, "Uppie, if I do they gonna diss-"
She
shouted, "You think some trannie in a tunnel will stop me from finding my
son?"
In
seconds the crowd melted away. The boy Skat backed toward a building, but I
caught his arm as he slipped past. "She means it, joey."
He
quailed. "Ya gotta pay innifo fo' passby. I take ya ta Sub stair, is all.
Ain' goin down. Even laser bettah 'n skin alive."
"Let's
go."
We
hadn't taken five steps when Arlene's caller buzzed.
Chapter 30
PEDRO
Whole
day had passed, an' not a single trannie came to trayfo. It was as if all
trannietown caught in tension of Pook and Fisherman and Subs. I sat alone,
chest achin', welcoming silence
of dark shop.
Tap on
door. "Mr. Chang? It's Adam Tenere, with the Commandant. Could you let us
in?"
Not
sure I wanted to, with what I had to tell them. But, weary, I shuffled to door,
unlocked.
Tenere
came in first, hand on laser. I scowled. "How many you execute,
Uppie?"
He
shook his head. "None, but it was close." Without invite, he slumped
into chair. "I told you I wouldn't kill for pleasure. But their hostility
is incredible. It was a near thing." Fisherman looked tired, despondent.
"Nothing. Not a clue." He sighed. "No one spoke to him; no sign
of his body." A glance at Adam. "Or of Jared." His hand flitted
to Uppie friend's shoulder. "Sorry."
I
spoke, voice hoarse, had to try again. "Peetee was here." For a
moment, no understanding. Then Fisherman's eyes locked on mine, like twin
lasers.
I said,
gruff, "This afternoon. Left coupla hours back."
He cried, "You
let him go!"
"He had shiv. Knife."
"P.T.?
You're glitched. He wouldn't dream of-"
"You don' know him, seems. He
was ready to use." But not on me.
I'd been worried for Pook; couldn't stand seein' him diss. But for self,
never a second's fear. Knew from first look at joeykit, I coulda talked him
outa harm.
"Why
the knife? Why didn't you stop
him? For Lord God's sake, was he
hurt?" Fisherman's voice broke.
"Easy, sir." Tenere.
"Don't
'easy' me, it's not your son - Lord, I'm sorry." Fisherman sank into chair,
buried head in hands.
"He
didn' have a mark on him." I fussed with teapot, pouring water, setting
cups, babbling all the while. Big news, big innifo;
I coulda made Fisherman pay lotsa for tell. But words come tumblin' out like I
a joeykit needin' his respec'. Dunno why; maybe I gettin' too old.
When I
done, he absently took tea, blew over rim of cup. "How did P.T. learn Pook
had Jared in his lair?"
"Not
sure. All happen too fast."
"Is
Jared all right?"
I
shrugged. "Right enough to walk, this mornin'." From Tenere, a soft
sound. Without thinkin' I trot over, pat shoulder. "You be findin' him.
Drink tea. Help ya think." Obediently, he took his cup. I marveled he
hadn' slapped away my hand.
Fisherman
rubbed his eyes. "Your Pook traded Jared to the Subs. You made Pook admit
it to Philip, so my son went after them. Is that it?"
I din'
blame him for being confuse. "Best I can figga."
"Why
would Pook help P.T.?"
I hadn't
tol' him that part. "Cause he swore it, when Peetee held shiv to his
throat."
Tenere
stirred. "What's an oath to a goddamn trann-"
"Adam!"
Fisherman's voice was like a whip.
Tenere
recoiled. After a moment, his face lifted. "I haven't slept in a week. I
know my son's cut, hurt, frightened, and I can't find him. Please forgive
me."
I waved
it away, along with my own pissoff. Didn' matter now. "Words can' hurt.
'Bout oath, you be right." I forced self to meet his eyes. "Maybe we
learn in time. Not sure. Filmatleven."
Fisherman
ask, "Will Pook hurt my son?"
Couldn't
help smile. "Don' think so. He pretty scare. An' was Peetee carried shiv,
not Pook."
Fisherman
shook his head in wonder.
I had
pang of worry. "Danger isn't so much Pook, as Subs."
"Do
they still kill intruders?"
I'd
heard of promise he extracted, years past. "Not usual."
"We'd
better get help. I'll call Arlene and Robert; they'll round up a few
jerries."
I hated
to tell. "May not have time. Big Sub rumb comin', prolly tonight."
Fisherman's
voice sharp. "You didn't warn the boys?"
I said, with dignity, "A man choose his way. Your joeykit growin'
to man. Anyway, he wouldn' care. Jared only thing on his mind. When I tol' him
'bout you, just made him hurry."
"Christ." His tone was so
forlorn I couldn't stand. "He wants ta see you," I assured.
"Aches for it. But afraid you'll stop his search. So he gotta find Jared
first."
Fisherman
stood. "They headed for the Sub entrance at Four Two?" I nodded.
Adam
stirred. "Sir, we'd better hurry." I looked out keyhole, sighed.
"Not good to go in Sub."
"We're armed, Mr. Chang."
I hit
table with fist; tea jumped. "Doncha know nothin' 'bout Subs? Think ya
gonna fin' joeykits alive, afta you diss a Sub? Can' go down alone. Ya need
vouch for."
"Jared
and P.T. are so near, and you say a tribe war is brewing. There's no
time-"
I
yelled, "Frazzin' Uppies think ya own the worl'! I'm tellin' ya I go
along, take ya to Subs." I fished in pocket case, gulped pill, stopped for
calm, hopin' chest wouldn' explode.
Fisherman
studied my face, as if memorizing for always. "You'd do that for us?"
I
shrugged. "Tribes wouldn' listen when I warn they're dyin' for good water.
Halber dreams of takin' Park. Every tribe ready to fight for their piece a
turf. Can't help my people, so help you. Do some good 'fore I die." I
managed to get to feet, "Better we hurry. Ol' man can' walk too
fas'."
Tenere
said, "You won't have to, sir." He took out a caller, looked to
Fisherman. "May I?"
In a
moment he made a connection, spoke urgently, waited. "Out? What the hell
do you - He said he'd - taking his calls? Who?" he covered the mouthpiece.
"Robert left the hotel. Some joey is standing by at - hello? Where's Robbie
Boland? Who are you? What happened to the frazzmg heli he-"
"Adam."
Just one word, in the Fisherman's quiet tone.
A long
pause. Was almost like Tenere was counting under breath. Then, "All right,
go ahead." He listened. "The heli's fueled and ready? Can you meet us
at - sir, where are we?"
Fisherman
told him.
"Yes.
A small shop in an old brown building that looks ready to crumble. We'll be
outside. Three of us."
I waved
finger in his face. "I ain't gettin' inta Uppie copter, hellor
hiwater."
Fisherman
said, "You've taken longer trips, Mr. Chang. There's no danger-"
Was so
mad I spat on own floor. "Danger? Think I some silly joey kit? This be my
shop, Uppie! I got reputation. What kinda trayfo I make with trannies afta they
see me climbin' into heli, hah? Put me right outa biz, it would." I dug
into pocket, pulled out Unibucks Adam Tenere gave, yesterday. "Think Pedro
Telamon Chang c'n live on this innifo rest a his days? Bah!"
Tenere's
hand over caller, he an' Fisherman exchanged look that made me even more
infuriate.
"All
right, Mr, Chang. We'll manage." Fisherman.
Adam
said to caller, "Two of us, then. But hurry!" He rang off.
I
wandered shop, mutterin' to self, regrettin' waste of good tea.
Soon,
the whap of blades. Without askin', Tenere went to door, fiddled with chains. I
trotted ova, pushed him aside. "Let Chang do it 'fore ya break." I
fussed with locks, as heli settled on broken street.
The two
men went out into brooding cloud-struck afternoon, ducked under whirling
blades. Pilot watched from side to side, ready to lift in an instant, but
hardly any trannies were about, and those stayed well back. Weather, maybe,
Somethin' electric in air. Or perhaps all in foolish ol' man's head.
While I
watched, Fisherman got in rear seat, then Tenere climbed in front. Adam buckled
belt, looked up startled at insistent knock on window.
I
scowled. "Gonna help me in, or no?"
Door
opened; hands reached down to haul me up.
"Welcome
aboard, Mr. Chang." Fisherman's voice was dry.
"Bah."
I gripped seat of unfamiliar machine, shook finger at pilot. "You lurch,
tell me firs'. Too ol'ta be breakin' bones."
"Head
north, please." Tenere "Four
Two Square,"
Pilot
lifted off with evident relief.
Tenere
demanded, "Where the hell is Rob? He agreed to stand by."
Pilot
said, "He told me to wait in his place, sir. He and Ms. Seafort went
streetside."
From
rear seat, a strangled sound. I looked to Fisherman. His face was red. His fist
slammed into chair.
Adam
asked, "Where?"
"Don't
know, sir. Assemblyman Boland said they'd go on foot."
Fisherman
began to curse, in low steady monotone that didn't cease. It frightened me more
than a laser.
It
didn' seem to worry Adam Tenere. Instead, he took out caller, punched in
numbers. He waited for ring, handed it to Fisherman. "Perhaps, sir, you'd
like to speak with her?"
Heli
landed on Three Eight. On street, crowd of trannies scattered, 'xcept one
kneeling docile by wall. Near him, two Uppies stared upward with impatience.
Fisherman
swung open door, jumped out, strode to woman. "Where the hell have you
been?" they shouted, simultaneous.
Engine
noise covered rest of what they said. Lots of hands wavin'. For min, looked
like she gonna hit him. Other Uppie with her tried to interrupt. Seafort turned
on him with snarl, backed him 'gainst wall an' chewed him good. Joey's face got
grimmer as Fisherman went on.
I asked
Tenere, "Who's Uppie joey girl?"
"Ms. Seafort." His eyes
roved back and forth across street.
I muttered, "Whole family glitched,
runnin' around streets like buncha trannies."
He
ignored me, but his mouth tightened. While they argued, joey kit who was
kneelin' looked round, careful. He glanced across street to safety, tentatively
got off one knee. Uppie woman spun on him, kicked his leg out from unner, in an
instant had his head 'gainst wall, his hands laced behind neck.
Interestin',
though; she didn' hurt him doin' it. One hand holdin' him in place, she turned
anger back to Fisherman. Other Uppie joey jus' stood an' watched.
'Ventually,
commotion subsided. Red-faced an' angry, Fisherman and Uppie joey stalked to
heli. Seafort wife hauled the Broad joeykit to his feet, shoved him to door.
Space
was tight when all crowded in. I took
a look at joeykit.
Wild dirty hair, faint start of moustache. Sixteen, maybe. Scared more of heli
than Uppies.
As he
recognized me, eyes lit with hope. "Changman? They gonna diss us?"
"Naw."
His
voice dropped. "That Uppie be one mean bitchgirl. Whomp me fronta alla
Broads!"
I
shrugged. "I be Neut." Tribe should know better 'n bring complaints
'bout rumb. I hadda stay outa, not take sides. On other hand, wasn't tribe he
bitchanmoan about, but Uppie. On other hand, was Fisherman's wife he
talkinabout. On other hand, I on Uppie side now. Way too many hands. I
shrugged.
Fisherman
said to Adam, "This joey saw them bring Jared to the Sub."
Tenere
took long, slow breath. "Was he hurt?"
"Whas'
innifo-"
I
growled, "Tellim, 'fore Uppie diss ya." Wasn't true, but this no time
for trayfo.
Joeykit
said, "Was cry in' an' beggin' a lot." He giggled. "But no shiv
stick outa him."
Tenere
gave Broad same slow warnin' look I saw Pook give Swee in shop. I didn' blame
him.
"Where
to, sir?" Pilot.
Fisherman
said, "Four Two Square. We've wasted enough time."
Seafort
wife said sweetly, "Picking us up was a waste of time?"
"Arlene,
please-"
"You're
an insufferable bastard."
Dunno
why I expected bolt of lightning, or worse. This was Fishermanl Whateva
else Arlene had to say was lost in engine roar. I held strap as we lifted,
wishin' I was back in shop. They didn' need me now, with Broad joeykit for
guide. 'Course, even if he got them to stair, down below would be 'nother
matter.
Once
more we landed. Four Two seemed deserted, though still daylight. I licked lips,
glad I brought heart pills. "Lesgo." I pushed open door. "Leggo
Broad kit. Don' need him, now you got me."
Seafort
wife looked me over.
Fisherman
said hastily, "Arlene, this is Pedro Chang. Remember my telling you-"
For a
moment her gaze remained stony. Then it melted. "Of course. You were my
husband's friend, and Eddie's. Nick says you saw Philip. Our son's all
right?"
"Was."
Wondered why I sounded gruff.
Her
hand darted out, touched mine. "You gave him tea. Thank you." For a
moment, she thought. "Mr. Chang, what will P.T. do next?"
I made
face. "He ain' my joeykit. No way to-"
"You
saw him last. What was his mood? Tell
me about this
Pook."
I found
myself babbling private thoughts. Tol' her how Pook almost like son. How he
scared under his bravado. How he amazed at steel under P.T. soft exterior. How
I figured P.T. wouldn' stop short of bringin' home his Jared.
Nothing
I said surprised her. At end, she nodded, pressed my hand again. "Thank
you, Mr. Chang. Thank you."
Felt
lump in throat I didn' understan'.
Broad
joeykit said, hopeful, "Lemme go, Uppiegirl?"
I
thought she gonna agree, but she said, "Sorry, Skat. Mr. Chang may know
the Sub, but you'll recognize the joeys who took Jared. When we find him,
you're free to go."
"Tolya
I ain' goin' unner!" He scrambled toward the door.
She
caught his hand, did something with his fingers that brought a sharp yelp.
"Going somewhere?"
Skat
muttered, "Frazzin' bitchgirl." He cuddled his fingers under his arm.
Pilot
cleared his throat. "Sir, we're in hostile territory. I'll stay parked if
you insist, but I'd prefer to circle-"
Fisherman
said, "By all means. Arlene, let's go before they heave rocks through the
windshield or dent the blades. Rob, wait in the heli while-"
"I'll
go with you." Uppie's tone was curt. He jumped out.
In min,
we crossed square to under stairs. Heli threw wind and sand in our eyes as it
rose.
Two
lasers among us: Adam Tenere carried one, an' Uppie Rob 'nother. I didn' feel
safer; if Subs rushed and Uppie went down, we could all find shiv in ribs.
"Arlene,
would you rather ..." Rob blushed, offerin' laser.
"Keep
it for now." She pulled stunner from her pouch, set to high. With other
Han' she kept a firm grip on Skat.
I
raised voice as we started down stair. "Yo, Sub! Chang comin' down, wid
friens! Got innifo fo' passby. Cool jets, no one diss!"
Skat
snorted, shook his head. "Soon as they shiv ya, I gone," he told
Fisherman wife.
Long
time back, was lights unnergroun'. Anyone looked up, could still see wires from
where they torn down. But today, dark as tomb. Took several breaths, knowin'
Subs liked to jump out an' scare. Hoped my heart wouldn't stop when they did.
We got
to bottom, peered into black. No sound.
"Yo,
Sub!" My voice echoed. We all stood waiting at bottom stair, reluctant to
move into dark.
With
muttered curse Fisherman's friend Tenere dug in pocket, brought out battery
light, switched it on. He aimed bright beam to one side. Nothin' but wall,
leading to empty corridor.
Light
swung other direction, in dizzy arc.
Three
Sub joeys raced our way brandishin' shivs an' clubs. Arlene hissed. Lasers came
up, red aim-lights flickering.
"Stop!"
I jumped 'tween Uppies 'n Subs.
Lasers
wavered.
Two
Subs skidded to halt few feet away. Third knocked me aside as he flew past. I
fell hard. Couldn' breathe.
Fisherman
shouted, "No!" He shoved Rob's laser aside jus' as Uppie fired.
Scuffle
sounds. Sub joey flew outa Uppie ring, bounced on hard floor. The other Subs
circled, waitin' for chance to rush. "Outa Sub! No one comes unner
today!"
Somehow,
managed to get to my feet. "Fa Godsake, stoppit, allayas!" I panted
fo' breath. "Got plenny innifo. Show 'em."
Angry
Sub snarled, "Don' matta, Changman! Halber say no one! Gettem out!"
I
pulled out Unibucks I got from Tenere, waved in face. "Innifo! Halber be
royal pissoff if ya don' take."
He
shook head. "He skin me if I let ya in."
I
stamp. "Halber didn' mean me, stupit Subboy! I be Chang. Dincha come ta
shop few days back, for carry Valdez permas?" Showin' contempt, I threw
Unibucks on filthy floor. "Pick 'em up. Halber want' em all." Without
waitin' for answer I waved to Uppies. "C'mon. We'll fin' Halber,
straighten out." . Arlene
reacted fastest; strode 'cross corridor, draggin Skat. Others followed.
As she
caught up to me I took her arm, rested some of my weight on her. Tried not to
pant. My side hurt. Chest ached, leg too. Too damn ol' fo' rumb.
As if
she understood, she slowed to pace I could manage.
Subboys
came racin' afta. One held fistful of Unibucks. "Changman, stop. Ya get me
skin fa real!"
I said
with authority. "Noway. Halber unnerstan'." Hoped it was
true. .
To
Uppies, I pointed down corridor. Main meet room there. An whatever ya do, don' turn
off light." In dark, Subs the dread a N'Yawk.
Chapter 31
PHILIP
When we
left Mr. Chang's shop I assumed Pook would run for safety or turn on me. If he
fled, I'd make Swee show me the way to the Sub. But if Pook came at me, I
doubted I could beat him off yet again. He was bigger, stronger, older. My only
advantage was from Mom's lessons, and my luck was bound to run out.
Pook
insisted on bringing along cans of vegetables as gifts for his associates. Mr.
Chang grumbled before giving them to him, but at the last moment, when we were
at the door, he added more.
Swee
tagged along, very careful to keep my body between Pook and himself.
"
'Notha coupla blocks, Uppie. We go Sub Three Six steada Square. Fasta."
Pook was resolutely cordial, in marked contrast to the ominous look he shot
from time to time at Swee. He seemed quite keyed up, a feeling I completely
shared.
For
several blocks Pook chattered away, a demented transpop tour guide. I could
understand only a fraction of what he said, and a persistent throb beat against
my temple.
"Mid
turf ends here. Waitasec, Peetee. I give innifo ta Broads." He strode off.
Automatically I followed; with too much head start I'd never catch him.
Pook
jabbered at a tribesman, handed him a couple of cans as a present. Swee stayed
well clear of the comer, as if afraid of both Pook and his new companions.
Two of
the transpops stared at me, asked Pook something incomprehensible.
"He
wid me. We wan' passby both ways fo' us two." He waved a thumb at Swee.
"Okay ta diss shithead Midboy on way back."
Their
appraising eyes flickered from me to Swee.
Pook
seemed more cheerful as we moved on, perhaps because he no longer had to lug a
sack of cans. "Sub stair jus' past Mid turf," he told me. "Ya
gonna need lotsa innifo. Whatcha brung?"
I
shrugged. "I don't understand. It's an interesting dialect you speak. Has
anyone done a dictionary? I'll suggest it to Mr. Frowles for a term
project."
He
stared at me as if I'd spoken gibberish. Pook led me to an open square, with
stairs to a subterranean tunnel. He
paused, licked his lips. "Sure ya
wanna, Uppie? Wait here fo' Jared, 'stead?"
"Is he down those
stairs?" Reluctantly, he nodded. "Halber gottim."
"Come on,
then." I started down. Pook nerved himself and rushed down the steps. At the bottom of the stairwell, he emitted a
piercing whistle. "Yo! Sub!"
He seemed poised to flee to safety. I peered into the dark.
Above,
Swee said uncertainly, "Don' wanna go down." I said, "Wait
outside. I'm sure you'll find joeys to talk to." His eyes flicked back and
forth among the crumbling buildings.
With a whimper he ran downstairs, and stayed close to me as we groped
our way onward.
"Hello?"
I could see little more than shadows.
"Far enough!" A voice in the dark. Swee grabbed my hand.
"Who
dere?" Pook's voice quavered.
"Raulie, Sub."
"Pook
be I, what trayfo Jared Uppie ta Halber. Halber tol' me ta comealong wid."
"Why dincha, joeykit?"
"Couldn'."
Pook's tone was aggrieved. "Hadda go back ta lair, and I got..." He
groped for a word. "Anyway, we here now."
"We,
Midboy?"
"My ... frien', Peetee."
"An' me." Swee,
nervous.
"Nah."
Pook. "Dunno 'im. Skin 'im, okay wid us."
A squawk. "Pook!"
"Dunno
'im," Pook insisted. "Midboy, looks like. An' he ain' brung no
innifo."
Abruptly,
Swee let go my hand. Footsteps raced toward the stairs. A thud, a squeal of
protest. "Gottim!"
"PEETEE!"
Swee's voice was desperate.
"Hold
it!" My voice shot into embarrassing upper registers. With an effort, I
brought it down. Summoning an image of Father, I tried to sound authoritative.
"Enough! Let him go."
A
snicker from Raulie, who appeared to be the leader. "Who say?"
"I
do. Didn't Pook tell you we're guests of Halber?"
"You
what?"
Had I
gotten the name wrong? "Pook, did Halber ask you to come here?"
"Ya."
The transient seemed glad to follow my lead, "Tol' me hisself."
A
pause. Suddenly a light flicked on.
We were
in a rubbish-strewn corridor, surrounded by some half dozen colorfully dressed
tribesmen. Halfway to the stairs, Swee stood, eyes scrunched shut, gripped from
behind by a Sub, a knife pressed to his carotid artery.
What
would Path do?
I
strode across the hall. "Put that down! Let him go, he's with me!" I
prayed for Swee's sake that my voice wouldn't squeak.
Raulie
nudged Pook. "Who he be?"
"My
frien' Peetee. Uppie, like Jared."
I
stamped my foot. "Put that knife away!"
For a
moment, they considered. Raulie said, "Take Pook ta lair; Halber'll skin
'im if he boolsheet us. Bring Midboy too,"
"What
'bout Uppie?"
Raulie
hissed, "Dissim."
"But
he-"
Raulie
spat, "Frazzin' Uppies think dey own da worl'. Teach 'em ta come down in
Sub an'-"
Hands
clawed at my shirt. I batted them away. Swee's captor shoved him clear to focus
on me; Swee stumbled, caught himself.
Three
Sub joeys came at me. What now, Mom? How do I fight if I'm scared out of my
wits? Another step back. I bumped into a wall,
"He
mine!" A wicked knife glinted. One joey was between me and the stairs; two
others circled behind.
With a
sharp cry I lunged at the knife, halted my charge an inch
short of impalement, spun, and dived between the two startled transpops behind
me. I rolled to my feet. Only one direction was open to me: deeper into the
tunnel.
"Gettim!"
I took
off, leaving the dim light behind.
"Run,
Peetee!" The cry might have been Pook's.
Footsteps
thudded.
The
corridor widened. I careened through a fetid chamber full of shabby furniture
and strewn mattresses. Transpop joeys milled about. Behind me, the footsteps
neared.
I tore
through the cavern, leaped over a broken chair, narrowly avoided a steaming
stewpot. Behind me, angry shouts. I slapped at a grasping hand, catapulted over
a couple entwined on a mat, dashed down a dim corridor at the far end of the room.
The
light from the common hall faded. As the dark became more intense I let my
fingers skim the wall, holding one arm in front of my face for protection.
My
pursuers knew the corridors better than I; even in the dark,
they gained on me.
Desperately,
I increased my pace. I felt cold air. Suddenly the floor disappeared. Flailing,
I fell into a hole, lost my balance. I fetched up against a cold iron rail. I
wondered if I'd cracked
my ribs.
Still,
the voices pursued. Shadows flashed against the ceiling; my trackers had
brought a light.
With a
silent curse I hauled myself to my feet. I stumbled over a rail. I was on some
sort of sunken railbed. Could I climb up to corridor level? No time; the
tribesmen were almost
upon me.
Groping
in the dark, holding my aching side, I staggered along
the trackway.
Calls,
voices, footsteps. "There he
be!"
"Where?"
"Shadow in tunnel!"
"Don' see nothin'."
"He
runnin' track."
Behind
me, half a dozen pursuers jumped down to track I'--;~ w,.i,' ~"~ roiIAri
shadows sDinnhig.
I
spurred myself into the dark. Behind me, voices encouraged the chase.
I ran
until my chest heaved. With luck I'd outrun my pursuers.
I
stumbled over a rail and lost my balance. My head crashed into something hard.
I fell on my back in a blaze of light and pain that faded to black.
Was it
time to get up? Mom was annoyed when I got a late start. I strained to see the
bedroom clock, and failed. I was in absolute dark. Someone moaned.
Disoriented,
I peered the other way, realized the moan of anguish was my own. I clutched my
head; gasped with pain, let go immediately. With great care, I brought my
fingers up to my scalp, probed gently over an oozing clot.
Where
was I?
It took
me a while to remember.
I was
underground, in what they called the Sub. I stopped moaning, held my breath,
terrified I'd hear my pursuers.
Nothing.
Slowly,
my head throbbing, I sat up, leaned back against cold concrete.
I
couldn't stay here. Not in the dark. Not with enraged tribesmen combing the
tunnels.
I
struggled to my feet, but a spasm of dizziness left me sagging against a cold
steel pole.
I was
lost in the dark beneath New York. I yearned to sink to the ground, rocking,
crooning to myself. My fingers picked at my shirt. Not here, not now. I wrapped
my arms around the pole and pretended it was Mom. I gritted my teeth. My
forehead pulsed anew.
I
couldn't help it. I began to cry.
When I
was done I wiped my nose. What would Mom think if she heard me sniveling like a
baby?
In any
event I was in trouble. I had to find my way out of the tunnel before my nerves
gave way, and I abandoned all rational thought.
In the
process, I had to avoid the Subs. It seemed they wanted to kill me, though I'd
given no provocation. Was that why
they'd marched Jared belowground, to sacrifice him to their
hate?
Well,
Jared was on his own. I wanted nothing more than to make my way back to our
Washington compound, to face Mom's wrath and Father's injured reproach.
How
shameful. Hopefully, daylight would renew my courage. The transpops weren't at
my heels; I had no need to run. Gratefully, I tottered along the track,
carefully feeling my way. Another blow on the head and I'd be completely
undone.
I
wasn't even sure which direction I was headed. I recalled reading about New
York's underground railway. It evolved during the Civil War, to help escaped
slaves. Or was that in another city? I was confused, and my head ached too much
to sort it out. In any event, a tunnel this large would certainly have other
exits; sooner or later I'd find daylight. If I found my way blocked, I had only
to turn around. Eventually I'd reach my starting point.
My
watch was luminous and spoke the time as well; it told me it was eight in the
evening. It seemed like I'd been walking for hours, but I wasn't quite sure
when I'd started.
Voices.
I
tensed, poised to run even if it meant bashing my brains on a
rock.
In the
distance, confused calls. Shouts. A piercing scream.
I
backpedaled down the track until I fetched up against a pillar. My heart
thumped. My fingers tore at the snaps on my shirt.
I found
myself crouched against a wall, rocking, keening, sobbing under my breath.
Frantically I worked at base twelve divisions, at cube roots, at anything that
would slow the racing of my
thoughts.
Mr.
Skeer had given me exercises to use when I revved; dutifully, I went through
the lot of them. A hug from Mom would have helped, but she was hundreds of
miles away, and in no mood to hug me.
On my
own, I forced myself to calm, reassembled my protective shell until my pretense
became real.
Again,
I got to my feet, moved resolutely toward the distant voices.
Dark
eave way to shadows.
A light
flickered.
A voice
rasped, "Turn it off, ya frazzin' asshole!" Immediately the light was
extinguished, but not before I made out a corridor floor, several feet above
me. "Wan' 'em ta seeyas?"
"Cool
jets, Fro!"
"Parkas
righ' above us, fa' Chrissake. Chaco an rest a Subs nevah came back
unner!"
"Shush,
the lotta yas!" Another voice, with authority.
I
hoisted myself over the trackbed wall to the station level, straining to see
past dim forms huddled in the tunnel. One end of the corridor was definitely
lighter.
"Where's
the frazzin' unnercar?"
"Be
here when Halber decide. Jus' guar' the staysh."
Somehow,
I forced myself forward. Anything was better than the madness of the dark
tunnel.
An unseen
figure stumbled into me, shoved me aside with a curse.
I
groped toward the light, found myself at the foot of a stair. Above, firelight
cast its dancing shadows on the stairwell walls.
"Watchit,
joeykit!" Someone elbowed me aside.
My hand
tightened on the rail. I would climb that staircase no matter what the cost.
Not for life itself would I return to the black of the runnel.
A hand
clasped my forearm. I squealed. My captor spun me around.
A woman
of the Sub tribe, her clothes a swirl of colors. "Whatchadoon here, joey?
Halber said no kits near stair!"
"I - I
just-" I broke free, dashed up the stairs, thrusting through a crush of
joeys gathered near the exit.
I burst
into cool night air. Outside, near the stair, a fire flickered. I tripped over
something soft. A Sub tribesman, his throat cut from ear to ear.
Across
the street, a scream of torment. I peered into the night, unable to see the
danger. Nonetheless, I had to move on. I walked cautiously down the sidewalk.
A Sub
sat against the ruins of a building, drenched in more blood than I'd ever seen
in my life.
"Jesus
God!" The ragged voice was mine.
His
hands rested in his lap, atop his severed head.
I
backed away, spun and vomited. Across the street, howls and catcalls.
Desperately I fought not to rev, knowing I had to flee this spot regardless of
the consequences. I bolted into the night.
To my
right, buildings. Behind me were the stairs. Across the street, a chest-high
wall ran the length of the road. Heavy brush lined the far side.
"Here's
anotha! Gettim!" Hands loomed in the night. I swerved toward the wall. My
two pursuers were dressed in rags; one brandished a rusty pole sharpened to a
spear.
I
reached the sidewalk, vaulted the wall into the brambles beyond. Thorns ripped
at my clothes. I tore free.
After a
time I stopped to take my bearings. I stared at the wall, hoping the tribesmen
hadn't followed. No one moved.
A wild
howl raised the hair on my neck. It was near. To my side, a soft voice.
"Help me. Jeezgod, help ..." I put my hands over my ears to block the
sound. From another direction, panting breaths. "Friggin' Subs everywheah! Hit us on Fifth, bunch more
at Columbcirc!" I dropped to
the ground, curled in a ball, hoping my dark I clothes would shroud me in the
night.
"We
diss alladem what cross street. Couple
ran back ta sub."
"Gonna
eat their livah, come mornin'! C'mon."
The
voices faded.
"Chris'
it hurt ..." A moan. "Help." I scrambled to my feet, raced
through the grass. When I was free of the voice, I slowed, looked about.
I was
in a clearing surrounded by brush and scrub trees. Beyond, to the south and
east, tower lights outshone the dim stars. Northward, few lights glowed. For a
long time I was still. What should I do?
Jared
was beyond my reach, at least for now. In the morning I'd find a way to get
back to the Sheraton Skytel and call Mom. Meanwhile, I had to stay clear of the
madness of the night. That meant finding a place of shelter. The moans I'd
heard were none of my concern.
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my feet led me. slowly at first, then faster, back
toward the moans. When I neared the wall I stopped, listening.
Another
groan. I trotted toward the sound.
Bodies,
in the grass. Blood. I grimaced, looked for one that moved.
I
passed a joeykid not much older than myself. Dead, beyond doubt. His left arm
was gone. Beyond him two men, draped one across the other, knives still in
their hands.
Another
corpse, entrails falling from his stomach. Gagging, I moved past.
A hand
snagged my ankle. I stilled a scream, fought not to pass out from sheer terror.
"Help
me, joey. Fa' Godsake." The corpse.
I
licked my lips, crouched by his side. "What should I do, sir? You're badly
hurt."
A
snicker, that ended in a gasp of agony. "Chris', don' I know it?"
"Is
there a hospital near?"
"Oh
God, you ain' Sub!" His hands scrabbled at the grass, as if to drag
himself away. "Don' hurt me worse, joey!"
"I
won't. I came to help. What can I do?"
"Whassa
use? Chaeo gonna die anyhow. Take along buncha Parkas, maybe. Gotta tell
Halber they gatherin' Hunner' Ten wall."
"I'm
afraid I don't understand."
"You
sound like-" A spasm hit him. His hand groped for mine. "-like Uppie,
fa Godsake."
No use
explaining the difference, "I am, sir." I looked around. "Is
there anyone who can help you?"
"Not
no more." A long pause. "Alla Subs I brung out be dead. Halber gotta
sen' reinforce. Gahh, it hurts ..." He squeezed my wrist with desperate
strength.
I
swallowed.
"You
really Uppie?" He panted, before he could say more. "Watchadoon in
Park?"
"I'm
... not sure." I groped for a simple explanation. "I came to see
Halber."
"Alla
nigh's, ya pick dis one ..." His grip relaxed. I thought he was dead.
Then, under his breath, "See Halber, hah? Tell him fo' me 'bout
Parkas."
The
soft pat of running feet, in grass. Instinctively, I leaned ovet
the fallen Sub. When the sound faded, I came away with blood on my tunic.
"I
can't tell him, sir. I-"
"Gotta!
Chaco ain' gonna."
"Sir - Chaco - I'm
not part of your war. Maybe I could get your
friends to-"
A
cough, that ended in a wail. "Ohgod ohgod ohgod ..."
"Oh,
please, don't die!"
His
breathing slackened. A long
pause. "Bettah hurry, Uppie. Tell
Halber. I can't."
"They'll
kill me if - I mustn't - what do you want me to say?"
"Tellim
... Chaco scouted Park ... like he say." The voice grew
weaker. "Mosta Parkas ... live roun' ol' lake bed."
Silence. "Is that it, sir?" Nothing. "Sir? Chaco?"
"Cold." A sigh, that might have been a sob. "Chris'! It mean
I'mgoin'."
I could
think of nothing to say.
"Lissen,
Uppie ... Halber in Sub, unnerstan'? ... Tellim when ... Sub attack at Five
Nine ... ahrr." He convulsed, panting. Sweat beaded his brow, and his voice
came with desperate hurry. "We only got a few a 'em. Mosta Parkas run ta
trees at nor'side. I heard 'em talkin' rumb at Seven Nine Sub, early morn."
"Chaco,
your speech - I.can't understa-"
"Tellim
my words like I say, joey! Rememba 'em; Halber'll understan' what he hear.
Parkas bunchin' at Hunnert Ten wall! Hunnert Ten wall. Hunnerten ohgod I can't
... Hunnert... Chris'God in heaven!"
It was
a plea, unanswered in the dark of the night.
I
lifted Chaco's blood-caked hand, nuzzled it with my cheek. For a reason I
couldn't understand, I kissed his fingers, dampening them with tears.
"I'll tell him."
"Uppie,
'fore you go ..."
I made
my voice steady. "Yes, Chaco?"
"Can'.
.. leave me here like this ... Parkas fin' me, cut nut mv livah while I
watch."
"I'm
not strong enough to drag-"
"Do
me, Uppie."
Appalled,
I opened and closed my mouth. No words would come.
"Gotta
finish me."
"No!"
"See
what... Parkas done ta othas? Mercy a God, Uppie. I beggin' ya."
"I'll
climb over the wall, run to the stairs, and bring your friends. They'll carry
..."
"In
rumbtime no Sub leave lair 'xcept ta figh'. Gotta do it yaself."
"I
can't. Not for anything."
"Lissen,
joeykit... hurts godawful... All I c'n do not ta scream ... My guts rolled in
dirt; I diss fa sure. Ya gotta help me 'long."
My
voice caught. "It's a sin! Please, don't-"
"Always I hate
frazzin' Uppies ... 'cause think ya own da worl'... well... joey ...
tha's what come wid it. Respons ..." He panted. "Responsa ... bily.
Ya wouldn' even leave a dog ta die wid guts hangin' out. End it, fa
Chrissake!"
I
lurched to my feet, staggered away. Lord God, help me. Stop me from doing what
he asked.
I
walked off.
"Don'leave,
Uppie." Terror.
It's
remarkable, objectively speaking, what one can accomplish if one closes off a
compartment of one's mind.
One can
stand, and stretch in the sultry evening breeze to flex the aching muscles of
one's back.
One can
close his ears to the ebbing pleas of a gutted tribesman, while searching
aimlessly for a rock or stick.
One can
find a thick broken branch that would accomplish the unspeakable, and saunter
back to a bloodstained stretch of grass.
One can
stoop to kiss a sweaty forehead, hear impassively a final plea. "Rememba
my ... face ... Uppie ... an' carry Chaco inside ...."
One can
raise a branch over one's head, bring it downward with all one's strength in a
whistling arc that ends at the terrified eyes, and squeeze the shoulder while
the blood of the shattered
skull seeps under the soles of one's brown leather boots.
One
can amble away without a care in the world, push through
the thorns, slip IlW ~ C~l~~QQfi Wsl.
One can
stroll across the firelit street as if unafraid of anything on Lord God's
earth, to stand over the dark recess of the Sub.
"I
have-" My voice wasn't quite right; I tried again. "My name is Philip
Tyre Seafort. I have a message for Mr. Halber." My voice echoed from the
crumbling brick of the darkened edifices
above.
Behind
me, muffled sounds. I turned. A shaggy head peered over the park wall. I turned
back, "Do you hear me?"
From
the stairs, a growl. "Sho',
Parka. Jus' come on down."
A hiss.
"Shh. Don'talk ta him!"
"I'm
not a Parka. I need to see Halber."
I
glanced over my shoulder, watched a Parka leap over the wall. "I'm coming
down."
"Dissya
if ya do."
"All
right." It didn't matter. I hoped they'd let me deliver my message first.
Chaco would want that.
Behind
me, running footsteps. I paused at the top step. Below, dim faces glowed in the
reflected light. Gripping the rail, f
started down.
A cry
of rage. Behind me, a figure loomed. He thrust a pike down the steps. An
instant before it impaled me I was snatched aside, slammed into the stairwell
wall to tumble unnoticed to the landing.
Half a
dozen wild-haired Parkas threw themselves into the chasm, knives and clubs
flailing.
A
frenzied melee. Someone trod on my arm. My cry was lost in the roar of a mass
of Subs charging upstairs in a mad counterattack.
The
battle grew desperate. The stairs grew slippery with blood,
most of it from the attacking Parkas.
In a
few moments silence reigned anew, except for the gasping breaths of the
defenders.
Someone
hauled me to my feet. "Tribe, joey?"
"' '
- - -'~.~" "
A cuff,
that rattled my teeth. "Tribe?"
"-Philip.
I'm an Uppie, from Washington."
"Dissim!"
Blood
dripped into my eyes from my reopened gash. I made no move to wipe it, or to
free myself. After Chaco, I knew there was worse than death. "Do it, then.
But I have a message for Halber."
"Boolsheet!"
"From
Chaco."
"Where
he be?"
"Dead."
"Parkas
dissim?"
I took
a deep breath. "I did."
Someone
seized my chin, hauled it back, catching my head against his chest. A knife
glinted. Its sharp edge nicked the skin of my throat. I closed my eyes.
"STOP!"
A
frozen moment, in which the only movement was the slamming of my heart.
"Let
joeykit tell Halber what he wan'. Dissim afta."
"Halber
ain'-"
"Be
here in a min. Lissen!"
From
under the earth, a screeching rumble that increased in strength. After a
moment, it came to a stop. Chattering, exuberant voices came near.
"See?
Halber brung help."
"He
royal pissoff if he see ya let Uppie come unner."
"Don'
matta. Gonna dissim inna min."
In
seconds we were surrounded by jabbering tribesmen dressed in lurid, discordant
colors.
A hand
seized the nape of my neck and guided me firmly through the throng. We strode
down a dark corridor, down another set of stairs.
Light.
The hum of a motor.
I saw
the sunken track I'd stumbled along in the dark. Now it was lit by a humming
car nearly the size of a Hitrans train, waiting with open doors. Transpop joeys
milled about a burly figure. He moved slowly through the throng, issuing
directions, pointing from time to time down the track.
My
captor propelled me forward, threw me at the man's feet. "Gotcha a
frazzin' Uppie."
"In
Sub?" The joey's voice held disbelief.
"Came
down stair like he own it. I want 'im, afta, fo' skin. He diss
Chaco."
From
deep in the leader's chest, a growl.
"Said
he hadda talk ta ya firs'."
"Pickim
up." Someone hauled me to my
feet. "Allri', joeykit.
Watchawan'?"
I said
shakily, "I have a message for Mr. Halber."
"Halber
be I, Boss Sub."
I shook
myself free from my captor, planted myself before him as if reporting some
misdeed to Path in his study. "I met one of your joeys, outside. He was
wounded, and wanted help."
"So
ya dissim!" The Sub who'd hauled me down the steps.
"That was
after. Chaco made me promise to tell
you the Parkas-"
"Why
din' he-"
Halber
stirred. "Shut face, Krall!" To me, "G'wan."
"I was in
the park when Chaco grabbed me. His stomach was ..." I swallowed. "He
couldn't move. I could barely understand him. He said to repeat his sounds, and
you'd know what he meant. The Parkas who lived around the old lake moved to
nor'side when you attacked. They're gathered someplace that ..." I
wrinkled my brow. "At Hunnert Ten wall. That's what he kept saying."
Halber
frowned. "Were movin' to
ColumbCirc, last dayligh'."
"Yes,
sir. Hunner' Ten wall is where they
are now.
Massing
for a big rumb at Seven Nine Sub."
Halber's
eyes were like twin lasers. "Tell me all, 'gain."
I did.
"An'
about dissin' Chaco."
I
licked my lips. As the words poured out, a fragment of my mind marveled at my
dispassionate tone, my clarity of speech, the remorse I neither showed nor
felt.
Chapter 32
JARED
The boy
Krand curled up against the wall throwing pebbles.
I
slumped on the chilled bench of the understation, nursing my throbbing cheek.
I tried
to blink, but one eye was swelled shut by the force of Halber's blow. I
whimpered. Allie shot me a sympathetic look. Only she, of all the trannies,
understood I couldn't make out Halber's jabber, and had persuaded him to slow
his speech.
Everyone
hated me, even Dad. He'd all but turned me in to the jerries by putting an
alert on his Terrex; if he'd cared a whit for my survival, he'd have let me use
his card until I got on my feet.
It was
how the world always treated me. In school the teachers paid me no mind,
shoving their assignments under my nose as if that was all that mattered.
Holoworld had tricked me. Even the skytel had betrayed my trust: I was a guest,
not some filthy trannie to be chased into the street. Old Man Seafort despised
me, and that hurt even though I knew he was only a pompous old has-been. Hell,
even P.T. looked down on me, though I ran rings around him with my puter nets.
Now I
was robbed of clothes, lost deep in trannie tunnels.
The
greatest adventure of my life had turned to shit.
As to
Pook ... my lip curled. To him I wasn't even human, just booty whose clothes
were to be parceled out to the highest bidder. His 'capture,' he called me.
He'd sliced my chest, fed me dog food from a can. True, he'd made a pillow out
of his lap, calmed me in the elevator with a desperately needed touch.
But
just as I was getting used to his ways, he'd given me to Halber and his vicious
Subs, with their mad idea of bringing down the towers.
Who did
Halber think I was, a Hacker? For a hundred years, since they'd wiped the
accounts at U.N. Revenue, Hackers
had been despised and hunted.
Because
they'd had the right idea. Bring it all down.
The
social order Dad and the Old Man supported was beyond contempt. In the Old
Man's very guest room, Uncle Robbie and his precious father plotted their
political schemes. They would sacrifice the Old Man in a minute if he stood in their
way.
Halber
was right; let the U.N. die in revolution and fire; if the process destroyed
him and his trannie scum, so much the better.
I
wondered how much trouble I could make, if I really tried. Alone, not all that
much, but the trick was in having the right e-friends. If they could do half
what they bragged ...
When
the Unies caught me, it would be the prison ship at Callisto, or a penal
colony.
Not
that I cared.
With no
more than a dumbterminal I'd cracked Dad's Terrex account. If the trannies
could access the nets, I'd have access to Rolf's password breaker and Fiona's
ID simulator. I'd met them on separate slopes, and neither knew about the
other. I'd seen instantly how powerful they'd be together, but kept the
information to myself.
In
tandem, we could wreak havoc on Terrex Ltd.
But the
trannies couldn't find me a ski lift. They barely knew what a puter was.
Besides, they wanted more than a few days annoyance for Terrex. Bring down the
towers, Halber said.
Now
that would be something.
If I
could crack a tower access ...
Arno
lived in a tower; in fact his father was a member of its owning syndicate. He'd
shown me the puter rooms. In the towers, everything was on-line. Power, water
consumption, locks, financial accounts ...
I
wondered what kind of power surge it would take to blow the generators.
Could
it be done?
And did
I want to?
I must
have dozed. When I woke, Allie was swinging her feet restlessly, and I felt
oddly alive, as if in my mind some switch had clicked open.
"Allie."
"Hah."
She yawned.
"Find
Halber."
She
snickered. "Halber callya when he ready, Uppie."
"I
can do what he wants. Bring it all down."
She
appraised me, her look curious. "Cool. But gotta wait 'til Parka rumb
finish."
I
searched my new vocabulary. Pook had spoken of a rumb, a fight. Why was Halber
picking a fight now, and what were Parkas?
"Your
rumb doesn't matter," I told her, but she wouldn't see the point.
I tried
to contain my frustration. Whatever his motive, Halber had offered me a chance
to count, to make a difference. If I succeeded, I'd be famous forever.
I paced
the station, hardly aware of the cold concrete under my bare feet. Allie was a
just dumb trannie bitch, and Krand was half asleep. I wondered if I could slip
out and find Halber on my own.
Not
without shoes.
I
padded over to Krand. "Where am I supposed to piss?"
He
yawned. "Roun' corna."
Obediently,
I went. As I assumed, he followed to keep an eye on me. I fumbled with my
pants, stepped back. Suddenly I whirled and swung with all my might. I caught
him in the throat.
His
eyes bulged; his mouth flew open but no sound came. He clawed at his neck. His
face grew red, then purple.
I eased
him back, slammed his head against the wall. Something gave, and he slid to the
ground.
Frazzin'
trannies. That'll teach them to treat me like dirt. I slipped his sandals onto
my feet. A far cry from my boots, but they'd do.
Now, to
find Halber.
Chapter 33
POOK
Ain' my
faul' Subs decide ta diss Peetee. In tunnel, when Uppiekit run fo' his life, I
stay real still, skin pricklin', 'til cries of hunt fade distant. Nobody lef'
'xcept me, Swee, an Sub Raulie.
"C'mon,
Pookboy. Halber bettah be 'xpectin' ya." Raulie shove
me through long tunnel to distant staysh.
Ordinary,
I bristle an' go proud. But we be in dark Sub place, an' today everyone's
nerves be spook. Even walkin' ta Sub stair, somethin' wrong wid way Mids an'
Broads trayfo passby, like they heart ain' in it. Like lissenin'. Make me chill.
So I go
quiet, an' don' even care when Swee stay real close. Latah be time ta settle
us. Now, we two Midboys togetha in dark.
"Where
dey takin' us, Pook?"
I go
scorny. "Ta Halber, stupe." Or maybe ta quiet corna, ta cut new mouth
'cross neck. I try not ta think 'bout.
Subboy
lead us offa track ta open staysh. Big place, wid lotsa ligh'. Immediate, I
feel reassure.
Long
time pass while we wait. Prolly nigh' by now, but can' tell, unnergroun'.
Afta
hearin' Changman talk, I ain' too surprise when grumblin' inna tunnel grow
loud like ta shake down walls. Figga, gotta be unnercar like allatime dey
whispa 'bout.
Swee
look fo'place ta run. So of course I go proud. I stan' roun' nonchalant, like
unnercar hissin' along track be most ornary thing in worl'.
Wid
shudder, car stop. Subs pour out. Halber catch my eye. "Wonnered if ya'd
comealong."
I go
red. "Prollem. Okay now." I look pas' him. "Where my
Jared Uppie?"
"Took
'im uppa wes'side, fo' safe. Got coupla
joeykits watchin'."
I nod,
like we be two growed Mids talkin' biz. "Whomped him some, 'til he 'greed
ta help."
I go
indignan'; Jared mine ta whomp. 'Sides, afta help him sleep in elevate, I don'
wanna whomp him much as I use ta. But I don' let thought show on face.
As Swee
watch us talk, his eyes grow roun'. 'Bout time he realize Pook ain' one ta
fuckroun' wid. Too late fo' him, though, 'less I decide go easy.
"Well?"
I yank
mind back to what Halber jus' say. Somethin' 'bout Jared need lotsa persuade,
an' keep eye on.
"No
prollem," I say. "Jared Washinton Uppie don' give no trouble ta
Pook."
Halber
grimace, like Changman when tea too hot. "Joeykit say he need nets. Even
when I whomp him, kep' repeatin' it." He fix me wid warnin' eye. "Ya
tol' me he do anythin' wid puters."
"Course,"
I say positive, tryin' hard ta believe.
"Din'
say nothin 'bout no nets. Whassit mean?"
"Special
kinda puter," I guess. "Don' rev jets, Halber. When I haddim inna
elevate, all Jared do is complain. Don' mean nothin'. When ya wan' him ta
start?"
"
'Morra, day afta, maybe. Gotta finish settle wid Parkas."
I say,
casual, "Lemme talk ta him tonigh'."
"'Kay.
But now I busy wid unnercar." He point ta Swee. "Who ya brung?"
I
'ready ta tell 'im Swee be nobody, allri' ta dissim, but realize I look real
stupe ta bring Midboy unner, who I don' even know. "Frien'," I say,
reluctant. "Help me wid Jared Uppie." I ignore Swee's grateful look.
"Raulie'll
take ya ta wait fa unnercar. You kits stay outa way 'til afta rumb." He
tell joey where we spose ta go, an' stalk off, We walk
long way in dark runnel, wid nothin' but Valdez perma fo' light. Afta while
shadows make me dizzy. Finally, we come out inta 'notha' staysh. Sub guides
tell us sit onna bench 'til one a' unnercars free ta take us. An' we betta
shaddup, cause Subs sleepin' alla roun' us.
Swee
twis' roun'. "Where dey got us?"
I
shrug. "Safe place. Dunno."
"Why
special place, Pook? Ain' whole Sub safe? Who go down inna Sub ta rumb?"
I
glower in dim ligh'. "Who ask you ta comealong? Think I don' 'member who
bonk me on head wid board, in Pook lair?"
He
blush. "I hadda, Pook. Peetee made me."
"Ri', some Uppie joeykit
scare ya enough ta bash me. Think I so stupe ..." My voice fadeout,
'cause I remember how yestaday Peetee whomp me on roof, an' do it 'gain today
outside elevate. Still dunno how it happen. But when his eyes go fury, I wanna
promise anythin' ta make it stop.
"Ya
shouldn'a took him ta lair." I make my voice accuse.
"I
hadda," Swee say again. Inside, I believe. But I still try ta look
pissoff.
Few min
later, unnercar come 'long wid usual screech. I relieve ta see Halber ain't on
it. Don' wan questions 'bout Jared 'til I kick sense in him. Uppie gotta
realize Halber ain' one ta fool wid; could get diss.
Fac'
is, Pookboy feelin' bit nervous hisself. Maybe promise Halber bit too quick
'bout Jared an' puters. Dunno what Uppie means 'bout nets; one time Karlo use
net on toppa roof ta catch birds fo' stewpot, but can't figga how Jared use one
in puter.
"Comin',
Midboy?" Sub driver only one in unnercar.
I go
proud, jump in car like 'luminum beast in scary tunnel is mos' natural thing in
worl'. "C'mon, Swee," I say, scomy. "Won' hurt ya,"
Couple
min later, unnercar screech ta stop. Staysh got Valdez light hangin' from roof.
"G'wan," driver say. "Out."
I ask,
"Where be Jared?"
"Sittin'
wid Allie 'n Krand,"
"Dey
comin' wid us?"
"Naw,
Ya wait wid em, 'til Halber say."
Gettin'
use ta Sub, little bit, but don' like way dey ride us roun' one staysh ta
'notha, so Pook got no idea where he be if wanna go outside.
I get
out, Swee stay in' close like usual. Make me laugh; first' Midboy 'fraid I diss
'im, den he 'fraid ta leave me.
Unnercar
rush off wid screech. I look roun'.
No
Allie.
"Yo!
Jared!" My voice echo louder 'n I 'xpect, an' Swee flinch.
"Allie!"
Nothin'.
Then, cautious, head peer roun' corna, see her, duck back.
Time
fo' fun. I wait a sec, shout "AARRGGHH!"
Allie
shriek.
I duck
roun corna, grinnin'.
Subgirl
ain' laughin'. Her eyes frantic. "Halber be wid ya?"
"Nah."
"Crise
onna crutch!" Her han's clutch at jumpsuit, twistin' an' scrabblin'.
"Ohgod ohgod!"
I
snicka; she sound like Jared wailin' inna elevate. "Whassamatta, seen a
ghos'?"
Her lip
curl like cry, but 'stead, she leap at me, claw my face good 'fore I grab han'.
"Don' fun me, Midboy asshole! I gonna get diss, soon as Halber see!"
Should
knock out her frazzin' teeth fo' claw me, but she so scare I go pity.
"Why?"
"Jared
gone!"
I go
cold, can' breathe. "Jesus, whatcha done?"
"Look!"
She pull me roun' corna. "He diss Krand!"
Subboy
lay on flo', head all bus'.
Swee
say, "Jeez, he ack like Peetee!" Tug at my sleeve, "See, Pook?
Dat's why I hadda tell."
My mad
come out all at once. I whomp Swee ova an' ova 'til he hunch down cryin'.
"Shut frazzin' face 'til I tell ya!"
Allie
pull at my arm. "What'll I do, Pook? Halber diss me fa sure when he fin'
out!"
I
growl, "I be one gonna diss ya, stupid bitchgirl!" 'Cause alla sudden
I realize, not only I lose what Halber promise me in trayfo, but lucky if Sub
Boss don' start blood rumb 'til he venge on me. "Stop bawlin! Where he
go?"
"Krand
took him here ta piss."
"Jared
run upstair ta outside?"
"Nah,
I was 'tween him an' stair. Couldn't,"
"Fo'
sure?"
She
flare, "Tolya, I sittin' 'tween! He musta run in tunnel. Took Krand's
shoes,"
I rub
scratches on face, thinkin' furious, "Which way?"
"How
I know, Pook? Din' see him."
"Obvious,
he tryin' ta escape. Which way closest?"
She go
calm unner my questions. Feels good, be in charge. Swee quiet an' respec'ful.
Allie look ta Pook like he growed.
Now all
we gotta do is fin' Jared.
She
say, "Next staysh eight block north. Got stair up, but-"
"Les'
go, den!"
"I
don't think he tryin' ta escape, Pook!" Dat got my full 'tention. "He
wanted me call Halber, like Halb come runnin' when joeykit call."
"Why?"
"Said
he could do what Halb want wid puter. Hadda tell Halb rightaway."
Made no
sense. "Fo' dat, he diss Krand? What he think Halber do when he fin'
out?"
"He
gotta be glitch, Pook."
I sigh.
"Don' matta. We still gotta fin' him. Okay, which way he go ta look fo'
Halber?"
She say
tentative, "Unnercar brung him from south."
Guess
right, Pook, cause else ya get shiv stuck in ya.
"South.
Hurry."
"Neva
catch him in dark," Allie say. "Pull down light an' take. Halber
already pissoff as he can get."
We all
three dash down tunnel, light sway in' wild, throwin' shadows every way.
I pant,
"Jared got light?"
"Naw."
Good.
Mean he go slower.
We don'
go fas', 'cause we gotta look in every alcove, case Jared hidin'. But all of us
realize how 'portant it is ta catch 'im, and by spreadin' out we cover ground.
I ask
Allie, "What if unnercar come? Smash us flat?"
She go
scorny. "We see lights an' hear far away. Get off track is all."
Make me
feel stupe, and I go red. Too dark for her ta see, so I don' gotta whomp her
for respec'.
But
already I plannin' how I gonna stomp Uppie. Ol' Jared Washinton gonna see
lights, even in dark. Spit a few teeth 'fore I done. Yes, Pook, he gonna
whimpa. I do watcha say.
If I
don' fin' him, I head for stair and run nor'. Take my chances in Harl turf
'fore I face Halber widout my Jared.
Ahead,
tunnel wall get wider.
Allie
pant, "Staysh."
"Stair
ta outside?"
"Yeah,
but Subs guard it good, cause a Parka rumb."
"What
dey think, see us runnin' through?"
She
shrug. "Whassit matta? I diss widout Jared." Den, "Turn off
permalight."
We run
through staysh, stay in' low in tunnel.
No Subs
down unner. We safe.
I glad
when safe to turn light on 'gain. Not sure somethin' mean lickin' its lips in
dark, breathin' down Pookboy's neck, but not sure it ain't, neitha.
Swee
grab my arm tigh', and I squawk. "Don' do dat!"
"Saw
somethin move." He point ahead.
I
swallow, not sure I wanna know. "What it be?"
"Joey.
Maybe Jared."
I go
relieve. "Gettim!"
Chapter 34
ROBERT
The Sub
cavern stank of smoke and bodies and Lord God knew what else. Chang, the old
trannie, sat unmoving in a rickety chair they'd provided. Behind him, the
Captain waited against the grimy wall, arms folded. Adam and Arlene stood
together, as if for mutual protection. From time to time I glanced at Arlene.
Her mouth was set in a grim line.
Halber,
the tribal leader, hadn't yet made an appearance. Our chamber looked to be a
gathering place, but was virtually deserted except for the nervous trannie
who'd followed Chang here, and who remained with us, half guide, half guard. I
waited with mounting impatience. We had little enough time to find Philip
before the Unies began sweeping the streets.
I
caught my breath. Did the Captain know they were coming? Arlene had taken him
aside and spoken privately when he'd swooped down on us in his heli. But would
he wait with such stolid patience, if he realized war was about to erupt?
Someone
should tell him, if Arlene hadn't. I considered it, but put aside the thought.
An hour ago, the Captain's temper had ignited when he learned I'd helped Arlene
wander the streets. He'd rebuked me as I hadn't been since I was a cadet, and I
didn't care to undergo the experience again. Uneasily, I wondered if Arlene
would take responsibility for calling in the Unies, or tell him of my
prompting. It was I, after all, who'd had the connections to contact the
SecGen.
No,
better I said nothing. An inner voice chided my cowardice. I sighed; I'd been
too long a politician, far removed from the ideals of Nick Seafort's beloved
Navy. I was out of my element.
Unies
aside, it was pointless to wait in this fetid cave hoping to bargain with a
savage, if indeed he ever appeared. Philip was nowhere to be seen; if he'd
ventured underground, he was long gone, or dead.
I said
tentatively, "Arlene?"
"I
know." She turned to her husband. "Nick, why wait?"
Unexpectedly,
it was Chang who answered. "Without they cooperate, ya won't find
joeykit."
"We
can search on our-"
"Won't
fin' nothin' they don' let ya fin'." Chang spoke softly. "This their
turf. Go in with force, you'll have to kill 'em by dozens. That what you
want?"
"I
want my son," she said.
"Our
son." The Captain cleared his throat. "Mr. Chang's right, hon."
Despite
myself I said, "Perhaps we should go home to the hotel, and try again
later." I risked a glance at my watch. "It's already dark."
Adam
said, "Jared's been gone for days, and this is as close as we've gotten to
either boy."
"All
right." Almost, I added, "sir."
By the
time fifteen minutes dragged past, I could barely contain my impatience. What
if our heli was damaged? What if the Unie troops didn't recognize us as
civilized folk? What-
At the
far end of the hall, a commotion. Subs poured into the tunnel, carrying injured
comrades.
"Set
'im down gentle, Kass!"
"Don'
make no diff, he be dead inna min."
"Bring
in othas. Look wha frazzin Parkas done ta-"
"GODINHEAVEN,
LOOK! UPPIES!"
In an
instant, all eyes were upon us.
"Cool,
joeys." Our guide's tone was cautious. "Changman brung 'em. Waitin' ta
see Halber."
"Inna
Sub? Raulie, ya let Uppies inna Sub?"
"Hadda,
or dissem. Dey wouldn' stop. An' dey got stunners an' lasers."
An iron
bar whistled across the room, clanged against the wall inches from the
Captain's head. "Get 'em!"
Arlene
snapped, "Nick, stay down. Adam, in front with me. Aim to kill, but don't
fire until-"
In
response, the Subs spread to all sides. Clubs appeared, and knives, and spears.
Word spread to the end of the tunnel, where ever more tribesmen crowded in.
The one
called Kass growled. "Get outa Sub!" His eyes blazed. "Ain' fo'
Upptes!"
Chang
said "W' h~~ '~ - IT~IU.~"
"Shaddup,
ol' man! No one lissen afta ya bring Uppies unner."
Raulie
glanced between us, as if to placate both sides. "Subs rumb wid Parkas.
Bad day. Winnin', finally, but lotsa hurt."
Arlene's
voice was flint. "Damn your hurt. I want my son."
A spear
flew. Adam ducked, stumbled on a mattress, fell with a crash.
"Gettem!"
The mob surged.
"NO!"
Shouldering us aside, the Captain strode through our ranks. "Subs, looka
me."
"Nick,
get back!" Arlene's cry was urgent.
"We
won't do murder here." He turned back to the Subs, set hands on hips.
"I be Fisherman Cap'n. Come unnergroun' wayback ta see Alwyn. Frien's we
was, willbe."
A Sub turned
to Raulie. "Who Alwyn?"
"Boss
Sub, long time back. 'Fore Halber, 'fore Josip even." Raulie spat.
"Fisherman jus' a scaretale fo' joeykits."
"Naw."
The Captain stepped forward. "Looka my face. I the one. Come back now ta
see Halber. Where he be?"
His
accent sounded amazingly like theirs; I wondered where he'd learned the
dialect. Then I remembered his transpop wife.
"Dissim?"
Raulie's voice sounded unsure.
"Nah,
Halber decide, like wid Uppiekit."
The
Captain jerked as if galvanized. "Uppiekit? Was he small, about this
size?" In his excitement, the Captain forgot to speak their jargon.
"Light brown hair?"
"Ain'chur
bidness, Uppie." Murmurs of agreement.
The
Captain looked around. "Was it in this room? Yes." He pointed to a
post. "Alwyn stood dere, shiv in hand. Behin', Subs was holdin' Eddieboss
'gainst wall. Gonna diss me, cause I come down unner. Sub law, den." He
drew a hand through his wavy hair.
"Alwyn
held shiv like dis, han' unner." He demonstrated. "Circle roun' me.
'I call ya out,' I tellim. 'Rumb fa' boss, by Sub law.'"
An old
woman's shrill cackle broke the silence. "An' Alwyn say, 'A Cap'n talk
trannie?' He couldn' believe. He ask Fisherman. 'Ya win, ya stay Sub?' "
The
Captain's voice was a whisper. "Long as I wan'. Same as you."
The
wrinkled old crone nodded. "It be him, joeys."
Raulie
asked cautiously, "One Alwyn chased outa Sub?"
"Naw."
The old woman shook her head vigorously. "Alwyn made that up, long afta
when Josip think 'bout callin' him out. Alwyn din' chase. Stopped rumb, helped
Fisherman fin' his girl."
Raulie
snorted his contempt. "Helped an Uppie?"
"Took
me crosstown ta Easters," the Captain said.
"Noway."
"In
unnercar. All lit up wid-"
"WHO
TOL' FRAZZIN' UPPIE 'BOUT UNNERCAR?"
The
room was electric with tension. I gripped my laser.
"I
rode it," the Captain said patiently. Calmly, he walked up to Raulie.
"I joinup wid Subs wayback. Be Sub now too." He pulled open his
jacket. "Gon'dissaSub? G'wan, den. Do it."
Arlene
bristled. "Nick ..."
"Do
it!" After a tense moment the Captain pried the knife from Raulie's
nerveless hand.
My
finger relaxed on the trigger. It was as if a ghost had risen.
"Where
is Halber?"
Adam
glanced at me, and at Arlene.
The
apparition in the Sub cavern was the Nicholas Seafort of old, the Captain who
would not be denied. Gone was his mild mien, the apology in his bearing that
bespoke his years of anguish.
"Halber
be here."
"All
right, then. Where's Halber?"
At the
deep rumble, the mass of Subs began to part, like a wave in slow motion.
Bearded,
stocky, muscles bulging from within the multicolored tatters of his clothes,
Halber thrust his way through the hushed crowd.
They
halted face-to-face.
"Fisherman
be I. Capt-"
"I
know. Been lissenin'." Halber's mouth flickered with distaste. "What
you wan'"
"Two
boys - joeykits - went underground. One is Jared Tenere, this man's son. The other,
Philip, is mine."
Halber
said nothing.
"Take
me to them."
Halber
regarded him a moment. "No." He turned to a Sub. "Loadup
unnercar at Seven Nine wes', bring joeys ta Hunnert Ten stair. Come back here
fo'more. Fas'!"
The
trannies bolted from the room.
"Halber-"
"Dis
my turf!" The Sub Boss's muscles rippled. "Who ask ya bust inta rumb?
Busy. Talk afta." His eyes fastened on Pedro Chang. "Wasn't righ',
Neut, bring Uppies unner."
Chang's
voice was brittle. "Hadda."
"Can't
trus' no more."
"Maybe
not me. But him."
"Got
no time fo' fooltalk, ol' man. Whatcha say in'?"
Chang
tottered to his feet. "Fo'get ya frazzin' Parkas, I brung the Fisherman!
Pipes go muddy: tellim 'bout it! Alla tribes restless fa pushout: tellim!
Trannie life collapsin': TELLIM fa Chrissake! I brung only Uppie in worl' who
lissen!" He panted. I slipped behind him, eased his chair forward.
Halber's
face was cold. "No time."
The
Captain snapped, "Make time."
Chang
said, "Halber, ya gotta lissen!"
With a
roar, the Sub Boss snatched a chair, swung it over his head, smashed it down on
the grimy concrete. He grabbed the splintered remains, flung them past his
tribesmen to the far wall. "Gonna call out Halber, ol' man? You want run
Sub?"
Arlene's
eyes darted to mine. Slowly, she raised the tip of her stunner.
But
Halber's storm passed as quickly as it had jirisen. He jabbed the Captain's
chest. "Alrigh', Fisherman, Trayfo."
"I've
got coin, I can get cansa. Or Valdez permas-"
Halber
spun to Adam Tenere. "Jared Washinton Uppie. Wanna see 'im?"
"Yes."
Adam's voice was hoarse.
He
leered at Arlene. "An' ya wan' Peetee?" .
"Where
is he?"
"Where
ya won' find. We trayfo. Subs c'n take Parkas. We gottem corner at Hunnert Ten
wall. Dey stay in Park no matta what: outside wouldn' survive a min. So we c'n
take 'em
'ventual. But too many Subs already diss. You got lasers, stunners. Help us wid
Parkas, an' I take ya ta joeykits."
"No!"
Halber
breathed hard, staring through the Captain. After a moment his voice was
quieter. "Fisherman, Parkas be
trash. Even eat they dead, sometimes. Can't walk in street near wall widout
fear Parkas grab 'em."
"I won't kill for you."
"Dey
no better 'n Crypsnbloods. Ask Chang!"
The old man's voice was
subdued. "He right in that,
Fisherman. Parkas be outcasts, prey on
trannies. Can' talk wid 'em, can'
trayfo. Even Neut ain' safe."
Nick
Seafort's fists knotted, and he cried, "What do you want of me?"
Whether his plea was to Halber or Lord God, I wasn't sure.
Halber
licked his lips. On one hand he faced a war, on the other, an Uppie invasion of
his tunnels. And his former ally Chang had brought us underground ... For a
moment I saw the loneliness of the power I myself sought.
Halber's
face raised. "Be Sub, ya tol' us wayback." For a moment he smiled, and
his eyes were cruel. "Fisherman, I call ya inta tribe. Our Sub dyin' at
han's of Parkas. You c'n save. Watcha do, Sub? Ignore, or help?"
"Don't ask it!"
"I ask."
For a
moment the cavern was still as a grave, Nick Seafort sagged in defeat.
"All right." Halber waited.
The
Captain turned to us, his stream of orders as natural as if he were on his
cherished bridge. "We have two pistols, two stunners. Arlene, Adam,
Robbie, one for each of us. We'll do what's necessary, no more. Halber, take us
north to a Hundred Ten in your subcar; it's faster than anything but our heli
Mr. Chang, you'll wait here. Halber, Chang is ill. Detail two of your men to
help. See he has water, and anything else he needs."
"Alright."
Seafort's
voice sharpened. "They're his
helpers, not guards, Mr. Chang is free to go where he wants,"
Raulie
took in a hissing breath, but Halber merely nodded, "You heard 'im."
"One
last thing." The Captain faced his wife. "If I don't survive, see
that Halber takes you to P.T. If he refuses, kill him and search on your
own."
An hour
later, we lurched down a dark tunnel in a rusting yellow-lit car, surrounded by
an uneasy throng of unwashed trannies gripping homemade weapons of every
description.
Arlene's
mouth was set in a grim line. When I made to speak to her, she merely shook her
head. Adam seemed dull and drained. I myself wanted nothing more than to be rid
of our new allies. The Captain might cherish the ludicrous pretense he was a
trannie Sub, but not I. Lord knew how I'd let myself be drawn into such folly;
if Dad heard, he'd be outraged that I would risk our future. Would the
headlines read, "Assemblyman Boland Risks All For SecGen's Son," or
"Boland Joins Trannie War In Senseless Quest"? Or, even, "Boland
Killed In Trannie Fray"?
I owed
Adam much. But Dad's forthcoming campaign was the culmination of his dreams,
and my own. I'd maneuvered SecGen Kahn into clearing the streets, which could
only rebound to our interest; he would suffer whatever backlash ensued, while
the trannie hovels would be cleared for new tower construction.
The
subway lurched; I grabbed a bar. Time later for the political repercussions. My
goal was to stay alive, and of course find P.T. and Jared, I had no doubt
Arlene would kill Halber without hesitation if he failed to honor his promise,
I brushed the barrel of my laser. Three recharge packs would surely be enough.
I had only to keep my head.
I
staggered, as an inexperienced driver applied the brakes. Steel shrieked
against steel. I marveled that trannies as ignorant as the Subs managed to
restart cars in the abandoned tunnels, without a power grid.
In
moments we found ourselves in a filth-strewn station, "Hunnert Ten,"
Raulie told us. "End of Park."
"Halber, where are your
joeys?" The Captain.
"Got some outside wall, case Parkas try
goaround, Don' think dey will. Otha Subs pushin' north through Park, pas' lake."
We
headed up the stairs.
"Both
side, an' end too. Not enough Subs ta guard all, but Parkas be glitch if try ta
break out sides. Easters gather, an' High Mids, waitin' fo' venge."
"They're
fighting with you?"
"Trannies
togetha? Nah, you mus' be glitch as ol' Changman. What we did, tol' 'em Parkas
migh' try pushout. Too many Mids was Parka dinna, over years. So tribes be
waitin'."
I felt
a chill.
"We
go in at Hunnert Three, maybe. Subs in Park got Parkas pushed pas' dat."
We
emerged in fading light, joined a troop of about fifty Subs, among them
children no older than Philip, I grimaced, sickened that the savages would risk
their young in a greedy war for territory.
We
strode down the center of the street alongside the park, Raulie danced at my
side. "Usual, no Sub eva go above-groun', 'less he give innifo passby.
Tonigh', diff."
I paid
little attention to his babble.
"Mira,
joey! Subs walkin' down Cenparkwes' like we own!" His eyes glowed.
"Park be Sub turf, now on!" He giggled. "Ya Uppie Subs c'n visit
us wheneva ya wan'!"
I
snapped, "I'm no Sub."
"Nah,
ya be Uppie piece a shit think ya own da worl'. But looka Fisherman, walkin' wid
Halber!"
Ahead a
cluster of Subs guarded an opening in the wall. About them lay a handful of
dead and hideously wounded.
Halber's
voice boomed. "Lissenup, joeys!" My mouth twitched in a hint of a
smile. For a moment, he was a drill sergeant at Academy, calling the attention
of his cadets. "We goin' in. Know ya be hurtin'. But I tolya we pushout
Parkas, Tolya we'd use unnercar for special surprise, din' I? It worked; by
movin' fas', we got Parkas run allaway to Hunnert Ten wall. Now we show 'em
otha surprise.
"These
Uppies," - his wave encompassed us all, except the Captain - "got lasers
an' stunners."
"Uppies?"
A murmur of surprise.
"Dis
be Fisherman," He stood next to the Captain, "Sub Fisherman from long
back, come ta help his tribe. No time ta 'xplain. He fish' fo' Sub. Do as he
an' I say. Lesgo!"
The
Captain slowed Halber with a touch. "Have you a plan?"
"Yeah,
diss 'em all."
He
turned to me. "Rob, how wide is the Park?"
It was
in my district; I ought to know. I concentrated. "Perhaps half a
mile."
"Halber,
how many Parkas are left in the north end of the park?"
"Four,
five hunnert, prolly."
"How
many Subs inside the Park?"
"Two
hunnert, no more. 'Bout as many dead."
I
caught my breath. It had been a costly war.
The
Captain said, "Have your joeys guard the northwest corner against a
breakout. We'll push straight north to the wall, then swing west."
Halber
frowned. "We can' let Parkas in east corna break south. Nevah fin' 'em in
trees an' ruins."
"That's
right. So you'll also have to reinforce your line at a Hundred Three."
Glowering,
Halber folded his arms. "Who said you in charge?"
The
Captain waited, saying nothing.
A sigh.
"Alrigh', do as he say. Raulie, send half the joeys to hold line. Rest, go
wid Fisherman and me." He crossed to the wall, hoisted himself over,
looked coolly at the Captain. "You comin'?"
We boosted
ourselves over the low wall, struggled through yards of brambles and bushes.
Arlene
said, "Rob, stay close. I know you're not a street fighter."
My
pride was wounded. "We went through the same training. I'll take care of
myself."
The
Captain said, "We use stunners first. Lasers are a last resort. Shoot to
make them run. Kill only when you must."
Adam
cleared his throat. "I doubt the Subs will show as much mercy."
"That's
their doing, not ours. Understood?" We murmured assent. I marveled at how the battle had become his
to command. For years Arlene and Adam shielded the Captain from stress. We'd
all cooperated, knowing his fragility.
"Switch
weapons with me, Rob." He held out his hand for my laser.
I gaped.
"Give
it here, and use the stunner."
Dumbly,
I complied. "Sir, why ... ?"
"I've
killed, and I don't wish the memory on you." His face closed to a mask.
A long
trek through bushes and brambles, to the remains of a road. Our breath came
harsh in the moonlight. After a time, we turned northward.
The
Subs made no effort to hide behind us; they spread into a line some three deep,
perhaps twenty men wide. We moved forward, weapons brandished.
Arlene
Seafort was at her husband's right. Where he moved, so did she.
We met
resistance at about a hundred yards. A cry cut short; a Sub pitched backward, a
spear through his throat.
The
snap of a laser; a dreadful shriek from the dark. Subs cheered.
The
Captain's harsh voice split the night. "Run, Parkas. Here be death."
I
strained to sense the whisper of a spear.
Ahead,
through the brush, torches flickered. Guttural cries pierced the gloom.
Nearby
bushes parted with a crackle. Someone shouted a curse. Screams. Clubs whirled,
spears flew. A lithe Parka catapulted onto a Sub's back. In an instant the
Sub's head was jerked back; a knife glinted. The splash of blood. Together they
went down. The Parka rolled off, launched himself at me. I had barely time to
bring up my stunner. I fired; he grunted, sagged atop me. Pressed into the cold
earth, I struggled to free myself.
Adam
thrust aside the limp form of my attacker. "Up, Rob!" A Parka woman
sent him sprawling, raised her club. He rolled aside, kicked her in the
stomach. Again she charged. He fired into her face.
Her
hair crackled, burst into flame. Her features hissed and sizzled, too quickly
for her even to scream. She dropped like a stone.
I
vomited on my boots.
"No
time!" Adam hauled me along. "Keep up with the others. Where's your
stunner?"
"Lost
it." It was all I could manage.
"Christ,
Robbie."
"I'm
sorry, I-"
Halber
shoved him forward. "Parkas runnin! Get 'em!" He put fingers to
mouth, emitted a shrill whistle. "Now, Subs! Pushem ta wall!" Feet
pounded, and our escort surged to a run.
Above,
lights circled. They veered to the north.
Halber
tugged at the Captain's arm. "If you be Sub, time is NOW! Park gonna be
ours!"
Arlene's
eyes met mine, with grim realization of the work ahead. "We'd better
hurry, Nick." She urged him forward, and he complied.
I
leaned retching against the northern wall, my hands sticky
with blood.
As we'd
thrust northward the Parkas grew ever more desperate in their sallies. I'd
snatched up a fallen club and swung it with bloodthirsty determination. I knew
how it felt to split a warrior's skull to fragments, to stave in the ribs of an
armed and frothing child.
Somewhere,
I'd lost Adam. The Captain had hurried east, trying to stop the relentless
slaughter of cornered Parkas. Arlene was with him.
It was
over, and I wanted nothing more than to return to our hotel and wash the death
from my body. Searching for P.T, and Jared no longer seemed of consequence.
Halber's
Subs had held Hundred Tenth north of the wall; they milled jubilantly in the
roadway amid the disfigured corpses of Parkas and their own.
Overhead,
lights loomed. The whap of heli blades. In the dark fields of the Park,
screams.
On the
road beyond the Park wall, the Sub trannies, used to impotent heli patrols,
ignored the sound of motors.
Suddenly,
death swept the street.
The
snap of lasers was lost amid the helis' drone, but the bolts cut a deadly swath
through the Sub ranks. At first, consternation. Then terror. A band of trannies
raced for the shelter of the Sub stairs. Few reached it.
Sickened,
I looked away.
Feet
pounded. A mighty hand seized my arm, hurled me against the wall. Halber's eyes
blazed. "Whatcha done, Uppie?"
I
strove to keep my voice calm. "We fought on your side, remember? I have no
idea why the jerries-"
In the
bloodied street, a heli landed, its blades slowing. Unie troops poured out.
"Dey
govermen, not jerries! Whatcha done?"
"I
told you, I don't-"
He
clubbed the side of my head, I reeled. With one hand he held me fast against
the wall. His fist flew back for another blow. "Tell!"
My
words tumbled. "The Captain's wife ... desperate to find her son. They
called in the Unies. They're-"
"Why?"
He shook me like a rat.
"To
clear the streets."
His
eyes showed no comprehension. Mechanically, he pounded me against the wall
until I feared my spine would snap. "Clear how?" Smash. "What
govemmen doin'?" Slam.
With
the last of my breath I wheezed, "Clearing the streets - of trannies.
Tearing down trannietown once and for all."
It was
his iron arm that held me, not my legs, "Dey can't. Too many of us. Too
many ratholes, builds, lairs!"
"Unie
troops. Block at a time, if they have to. They'll tear down everythi-"
He let
me fall. His fist reared to club me to eternity. Slowly, it fell.
"Frazzin' Fisherman calls hisself Sub! Tellim-" He raised me off the
dirt, spoke almost into my mouth. "He ain' no Sub. Neva was, neva willbe.
Tellim rememba dat, while I eat his joey kit fo' venge!"
He let
me sag, turned, bolted south along the wall. He ran low, almost in a crouch. In
a moment he was gone.
Adam
found me, minutes later. "Christ, Rob, what have they done to you?"
My hands and face were caked with blood. "I'm all right. Help me
sit."
"Medic!"
Adam's voice was lost in the idling engines. "I'll call help."
I
clawed at his leg. "Get the Captain."
"You
need-"
"Goddamn
it, Adam, NOW!" Only my blasphemy convinced him.
It couldn't
have been two minutes. My ribs ached. I practiced breathing. Perhaps I was less
injured than I felt. Footsteps, through the bushes at the perimeter of the
park.
A
familiar voice. "Are you all right, Rob? Who called in the
jerries?"
"Sir-
I-" My voice faltered. "Arlene, tell him ...
He
knelt. "What is it?"
I took
a careful breath. "Look in the street."
"DOWN!"
Adam bowled him to the ground, as laser bolls snapped branches inches from his
head. "Christ, they don't know who we are!"
The
Captain peered over the wall, at the carnage. Lord God in heaven!" He
dropped back to his knees, his face level with mine. "Rob, what haven't
you told me?" His voice held anguish.
I said
nothing.
He swiveled.
"Arlene?"
Haltingly,
as if sharing the burden, we confessed what we'd done.
Chapter 35
PEDRO
For
long time after Fisherman left I sat in Sub cavern, massaging chest, yearnin'
for hot cuppa tea. I wasn't sure what I'd started, bringin' Fisherman down to
Sub, and didn' know if I'd live to fin' out. My heart felt ready to stop from
tired, and I clutched pills, ready to gulp if felt worse.
Maybe
Halber would win his Parka war, maybe not. Filmatleven. I knew it didn' matter,
but he couldn't understan'. After, maybe I make him see reason.
My
mouth curled in sour smile of irony. I bmng Fisherman himself, former SecGen,
but in process I lost Halber's trust, and he prolly never listen no matter what
I say.
"Sit
here wid ol' man!" Harsh voice. I looked up. Raulie Sub flung joeykit at
my feet.
Fisherman's
son Peetee picked himself up, dusted his pants.
My
heart gave flip. He alive, afta all. "Cool jets, Raulie. He only a
kit." I patted my bench. "Sit, joey."
Obedient,
he slid next to me. Lookm' off into distance, he shivered, wrapped his hands
round chest,
"You
all right?"
Slowly
his turned ta meet mine, "No." They held somethin' so cold an' bleak,
made me want to cringe. He took long breath, like pullin' himself togetha.
"Have you seen Jared?"
I shook
head. Opened mouth to tell him 'bout Fisherman and mizz come to fin' him, but
shut without sayins. Not sure what Peetee would do, if he knew. Was awful
determine to fin' his friend.
I think
hard. To help tribes with water, I needed Fisherman grateful. No better way
than give him his son. So all I hadda do was keep Peetee 'til Fisherman come
back, I shook
my head, exasperate. Was SecGen Seafort glitched, involvin' himself in tribe
rumb? Didn' he know it no diff?
Halber 'bout to make himself king of anthill, but whole hill
dry up and blow away without water in pipes. River water was salty like ocean,
an' too pollute to think about.
For
now, no prollem keepin' Peetee with me. He sat quiet, head in hands.
I
asked, "Why you here?"
"Halber
sent me. He said he'd take me to Jared, after. I'm not sure he will. They're
very angry."
"Why?"
"Because
I-" Again he shivered, clutched self. He shut his eyes, and his mouth
formed silent numbers. I asked Raulie. "Whas happenin' in Park?"
"Dunno." Sub grimaced. "Halb took unnercar to Hunnert Ten, all I
know. Parkas can' last much longer." He tapped his foot, said sullen to
Peetee, "But ya din' have ta diss 'im!"
"Who?" I swiveled.
"Chaco." Peetee turned away.
Cavern
erupted with shouts of hate an' alarm.
Buncha Subs came runnin' from Four Two stair. One skidded to stop.
"Where's Halber?"
Raulie. "Park."
"Gettim,
fas! Govermen onna streets. Startin' ta pushout Mids, shootin' everyone what
fight. Frazzin' helis landin' in Broad turf, Easter, Rock, everywhere!"
I found
myself on feet, heart poundin' so hard room spin. I clutched Peetee's shoulder
for support. "Easy, sir. Sit."
I
ignored. "Gotta see." Was this end of all? Too late for even
Fisherman to help? "Goin' to stair."
Raulie said, "You supposed
ta wait-"
"Fisherman said I guest, free to go, and Halber
agree." Painfully, I shuffled to exit corridor.
Peetee
walked by my side, allowing his shoulder to be crutch. "What's happening,
sir?"
"Unie raid, big one." Or worse.
"Why?"
"Dunno.
They do, every few year." I saved my breath. After while, could see foot
of stairs. I dreaded long slow climb. Outside, whine of helis, occasional cry
of pain. Behind, cavern was fillin' with agitated Subs. Peetee roused himself
from his lethargy. "Sir, is it safe to
~~
~!•'•~ Chrtnlrin't can wait--"
Shoutin'
in cavern got louder. "Outa my way!" Halber, mad like I never heard.
"WHERE'S FRAZZIN' PEETEE UPPIE?"
Voice
said timid, "Helpin' Changman ta stair."
Somethin'
gone bad wrong; I didn' know what. I gave Peetee shove. "Run! Right this
sec!"
He
gaped.
A roar.
"GETTIM! BRING'IM ME!"
"Run!"
Boy
gave me wild look, pounded up the stairs into night.
I
leaned tired against wall, waitin' the inevitable.
Hour later,
I still alive. Mighta helped that I looked boss Sub in eye and tol' him Peetee
bolted when he heard Halber's voice, and I was too old to hang on to him.
Lyin'
ain't moral, but sometimes necessary.
Halber
so anger at losin' Peetee he could hardly speak. He sent three Subs upstair
chasin' after. None came back. But Halber held his rage, steada lashin' out at
me or Subs tiptoein' round careful not to rouse him.
Hour by
hour, cavern filled with frightened Subs. I did best to stay outa way, hopin'
Fisherman be back. If he was diss in Park, no help fo' any of us.
Halber
spat wild tale that Fisherman hisself called in Unies, but I dismissed that
outa hand. Couldn't be. Then Halber claim it was Fisherman's wife. I still
doubted, but too smart to say aloud.
With
confusion of Unies roamin' above, Parkas beaten, Fisherman gone, so many Sub
dead, I found myself in mid of Sub counsels. Alla talk about lost trust
forgotten.
I
advised Halber to forget about Park for now, an' keep Subs completely unner.
Halber
said, plaintive, "But Parkas 'll retake turf. Subs get diss for
nothin'?"
I
snorted. "Govermen shootin' Subs with laser, righ'? Think they gonna
ignore Parkas?"
"No,
they shoot Parkas too." Halber bit his knuckle. "Ain' right, even fo'
Parkas or Crypsnbloods. Unies diss 'em wid no more worry than dogs inna
road."
"Stay
unner," I said again. No one argue; unner be natural haven for Subs.
I
learned more 'bout Sub tribe in next few hours than in years of trayfo. Only
two, three unnercars they fixup, but lotsa track clean of rubble, south almos'
to Wall where sea lappin'.
Usetabe
car was power by track, but Subs change that. Now car bringalong its own power;
track jus' place it go. My Valdez permas did all that. I proud a my Subs.
Halber
tried to explain tracks didn' all go same place, lotsa lines, hadda connec' wid
special unnercar at Four Two. Okay by me.
Reports
came to Halber from all over city. Course they didn' have callers, but flashin'
lights in dark tunnels could spread news far and fast.
Word
was, there weren't too many Unies at Hunnert Ten; apparently they only came
'cause rumb brought out so many trannies. Streets roun' Four Two Square were
anotha matter. Dozens of helis, troop cars. Unies shouted into callers, squads moved
out south.
Fourteen
east was anotha landin' point. Unies there were movin' north toward Four Two. I
chewed at lip, worryin' for trannies in between. None gonna agree to be
pushout. Lotsa lives would end tonight.
Over
and over I tried to figure what cause commotion. Obvious, this bigger 'n Unie
raid. Some 'portant goverman get hisself killed? I hadn' heard nothin'.
Only
thing could stir up Unies so was Fisherman's son bein' on street. But Fisherman
hadn't mentioned Unies, and he went with Halber's troop to fight Parkas. Meant
he didn' know Unies were about to attack.
I
couldn't figure.
Chapter 36
PHILIP
"Run,"
Mr. Chang said, and I did, up the stairs and into a battalion of troops.
Normally,
I weigh the evidence before acting on advice, but, objectively speaking,
Halber's roar held a menace I hadn't heard even when I'd told him how Chaco
died.
I
couldn't imagine what had enraged him so.
At the
top of the stair I found myself in night lit almost to day by floodlights and
the beams of vehicles. Bodies of Subs lay about. I considered turning myself in
and asking the soldiers to take me home. Instead, I dashed around the corner
and cannoned into a trooper who bristled with armaments. My impact sent his
rifle flying.
"Stop,
you!"
I
picked myself up and raced north. I'd rather have headed south toward the
Sheraton; it was time I took a break to think matters through, but the roads
south from the square were too brightly lit to risk crossing.
I was
small, my clothes were dark. The combination helped me lose myself in the
night.
Ahead,
buildings were burning. Not many, but enough to light my way.
If I
couldn't reach my skytel, I wasn't sure where I ought to go. North lay the
Hundred Ten wall that seemed so important to Chaco and the Subs. Could I cross
it? I knew little of the geography of Old New York.
Surely,
given Halber's battle plans, the wall would be swarming with Subs. If the Sub
Boss had ordered his joeys to capture me, that was not a good place to go.
Anyway, I had little idea what lay beyond the wall.
Why
were troops swarming about the square? I'd heard the government and the
transpops lived in uneasy truce, neither provoking the other. What had provoked
the raid? In the square I noticed insignia from the Sixth Airborne, the
Twenty-Fifth Armored Cavalry and elements of the old national guard The
uniforms matched those in my battalions of toy soldiers. It seemed more than a
casual raid, especially given the hour.
It
seemed the Unies intended to take control of the streets, at least temporarily.
But why?
After a
time I had to slow my pace. I leaned against a broken window, panting.
"Dey
movin up, Midboy?"
I
whirled, stifling a scream. "What?"
"Unies.
Buncha trucks come through, few hours back. Ain't seen none since. You?"
I could
barely make out three figures huddled in the doorway. "Saw them in the
square." I pointed.
"Where
ya goin'?"
I
tensed, remembering their strong sense of territoriality.
"North."
"G'wan,
den. No sense rumb now."
"Thanks."
I moved off.
"Watchout
roun' Five Nine," he called. "Parkas go craze. Subs came out."
"I
know." I squinted, trying to make
out their clothing.
"What
tribe are you?"
A
snort. "Nor' Broads, stupe."
"Thank you." I hurried on.
I
trudged northward, block after endless block. Ahead I heard the drone of heavy
transport. Afraid I'd stumble into soldiers in the dark, I veered east through
pitch-black streets strewn with rubble. Above me loomed rows of sagging
apartments. I finally came on a wide avenue, then a low wall, realized I was
just outside the park.
I
wasn't thinking too clearly. The Hundred Ten wall had become fixed in my mind.
I didn't know what that was, but it was a defined place, and I had no other.
Perhaps I could inquire of some Sub tribesman why Halber was so angry. Perhaps
I could see what was taking place. Perhaps ... I didn't know. It was a goal,
and I fastened my sights on it.
Chapter 37
JARED
After I
put out the trannieboy's lights I ran like the very devil. At last I had shoes
again, even if only filthy sandals that barely stayed on my feet. Without shoes
I'd been helpless in the rock-strewn streets, but I'd been patient and crafty,
and had finally outwitted my captors. Not that it was so hard; after all, they
were just a bunch of trannies.
It
would have been easier if I'd had a light, but I knew that Halber's car ran on
tracks in a tunnel, and that the tunnel had many "stayshes," as the
trannies called them. I had only to locate one, find a Sub whose manner was
anywhere near reasonable, and demand he take me to Halber so I could explain my
plan.
If all
went really well, I might even escape to the streets, though that might not do
me much good; the trannies there were unaccountably hostile and avaricious.
My eye
throbbed brutally from Halber's blow, but at least, in the dark, my lost vision
was no problem. I loped down the dark tunnel, one arm stretched in front for
obstacles, the other pressed to my chest lest the exertion reopen my cuts.
Finally,
I reached a station. Above, a dim light hung from a Valdez perma. I saw half a
dozen Subs, drew breath to call out to them, but changed my mind.
They
were armed with spears, knives, an axe. Scant feet ahead of me, a red puddle
dripped onto the track. Two bodies lay dismembered on the platform.
I
ducked low, scuttled past as quietly as I could. All trannies were savage
animals, but these were worse than most.
I risked
a last peek. A grimy sign hung on the wall: "Ninety Sixth." There
seemed but one stairwell up to street level.
I
wasn't happy running again into the dark. As the light receded, I cast a
wistful look backward.
A
shadow moved. I hesitated.
Yes, I was
sure of it The
light was on the track, not above on the platform.
Someone
was following me. I tore into the black tunnel.
It
wasn't fair, their having the light. As fast as I ran, they'd make better time;
they could see where they were going.
Who was
chasing me, the girl Allie? I doubted it; she was small, and even a trannie
would have more sense than to chase me alone in the dark. I squinted. It seemed
like there were several figures. Three at least, perhaps as many as five.
I
pulled the jackknife from my pocket, the blade I'd taken from the trannie boy
Krand, Too small to do much good, but I could threaten them, give them pause,
keep them from worrying at my heels.
I
wished I knew how many they were. How could I ambush them, to lower the odds?
I
looked for a place to hide. Unseen, I could count them as they passed, perhaps
double back the way we'd come. I might even fall on the slowest of them,
disable one or two of my pursuers before fleeing again. I paused for breath.
The
tunnel was supported in its center by steel posts, and by concrete beams wide
enough to hide me. I was nerving myself to duck behind one when I spotted a
doorway. Only the dimmest light escaped it.
The
opening was built into the crumbling concrete wall. If the Subs saw me in the
doorway, I'd be trapped. I swallowed my fear. No point in running further;
sooner or later they'd catch me. Already they were so near I might not reach
the doorway unseen.
I took
a breath and lunged.
Now my
problem was to control my panting, else they'd hear me. I forced myself to
breathe more slowly, felt myself growing red in the face. I crept backward.
Abruptly
I struck cold iron, and it was all I could do not to yelp. I felt about. A
ladder?
More
light. I looked up, disoriented, realized I was peering through a distant
grating.
I
swarmed up the ladder, my sandals flapping on the treads. The grating was
stuck. I put my shoulder to it and heaved.
I slammed my shoulder into the grating. With a squeal, it gave way.
"C'mon!
He here!"
The
grating was impossibly heavy. I thrust it aside.
Fingers
closed on my ankle. "Hol' it, Jared!"
Pook?
Impossible. Besides, he was my enemy now. I kicked free, struggled out of the
hole.
Behind
me, a hand reached the pavement. Then a head.
I
lashed out with my jackknife; the hand shot back into the hole.
I ran
as fast as I could.
No use.
They were better armed, could run faster. I'd been mistreated for days, cut to
ribbons, beaten by Halber. And all I had on were these damn sandals. Sure,
Allie could run in them; she was probably born in them. But I was used to
civilized boots; how could I be expected to sprint in beachware?
They
caught me at the corner.
Allie.
Pook. Another trannie, the one they called Swee.
Pook
seemed as winded as I. "Whereya goin', Jared?"
I
brandished my knife. "Get away! I'll kill you!"
Pook
snorted. "Look at 'im, Swee. Thinks he c'n hold us widda frazzin'
toy."
My breath came in a sob.
"Goddamn you!"
Pook
licked his lips and edged closer. Despite my race through the humid night, I
felt a chill.
Allie
pushed Pook aside. "He diss Krand. He mine."
I
wasn't going to be a prisoner. I wouldn't be tied, carved upon, fed scraps,
thrown into a reeking elevator.
"Kill
me, bitch? Go ahead and try!" I spat. "Lose the best chance you'll
ever fucking have!"
"Wha?"
I
pounded my chest; flinched at the pain, "You trannie bitch, I can bring
down a tower. Can this asshole Pook?" I aimed a kick at his kneecap, but
missed. "But we need Halber's help. Fifty men, maybe less. Enough to buy
time!"
If they
wouldn't listen I would die here on the street, with no chance to exact my
revenge. In a moment of clarity I realized I hated them all equally: Pook,
Allie, Halber, Dad, the frazzing Old Man and his bitch wife Arlene. And P.T.,
worst of all.
Somehow, he was involved in my fall. If ever I had time, I'd think it through,
but for now I had a job to do.
Allie's
knife slashed; the blade caught my pants pocket. I leaped clear in the nick of
time, lunged at her anew. "C'mon bitchgirl! I don't fucking care
anymore!"
Pook
caught her arm. "Hol'
it." In his eyes, a wary respect.
Allie
said, "Gotta bring Uppie back, Pook. Else can't face Halber."
Pook
made a sign. "Wait." Back to me. " 'Kay, Uppie. Whazzis 'bout
tower? Halber say you babble 'bout needin' nets."
I
hammered on the rotting doorframe. "Of course. A decent puter with access.
But that's the point! I can get that in the tower!"
Pook's
face fell. "Ya 'xpect us ta letcha walk off ta ya frazzin' towah? No
fuckin' way-"
I
shrieked, "Listen, you stupid trannie!" Pook tensed himself, knife
poised. Again I pounded the doorframe. "I'm not going to the tower. We
are!"
Slowly,
as I spoke with ever-increasing urgency, his knife dropped to his side. The boy
Swee looked from one to the other of us with wonder, and even Allie drew close.
Chapter 38
POOK
Who c'n
figga Uppies? In my elevate, Jared cry an' wail like babykit. "Lemme go,
Pook. Please, Pook!" Now, even afta Halber whomp him good, he diss
Krandboy Sub by his-self. Take Krand's shiv, take shoes, run through tunnel
like ta 'scape sure.
We
lucky ta corna him in store, where nobody but a real stupe would cringe, but he
taunt us ta dissim like he don' care.
Seems
all he really want is bring down towah full a his Uppie frens.
Go
figga.
Helis
roar ovahead, lights probin', but I pay no 'tention, tryin' ta think. Allie an'
Swee wait nervous, while Jared glare at alla us.
He
demand ta see Halber, but Halber put him in staysh he 'scape from. He demand
chance ta bring down towah, when dat's what Halber tellim ta do in firs' place.
Course,
by dissin' Krand he make every thin' complicate. Allie take me aside ta whispa
Jared be hers afta, fo' venge. He pay fo' Subboy, even if Halber decide ta
lettim get 'way wid. I nod, payin' no 'tention.
An'
Halber gonna be royal pissoff when he hear 'bout Krand. At leas', Allie say,
she c'n go back under, long as Jared come wid. So togetha, we 'xplain ta Uppie
only choice be comealong.
He look
at me accusin'. "Why ya leave me, Pook? The Subs took me away and you
didn't come."
I go
red. "Couldn'," I say. "Prollems." How c'n I 'fess Uppiekit
small as Peetee whomp me? "When I come lookin', ya gone wid Halber.
Anyway, he an' I got deal. Gotta bring ya back."
"Fine,"
he say, wid Uppie pride. He add, "But tell him I'm his only chance. Make
sure he knows if he hurts me again, I won' work for him. I want respect!"
It time
fo' test. "Think I'll cut ya mouth, Uppie. fo' makin' us run
afta." I pull out shiv. Maybe I do it, too. His attitude got me pissoff.
He
grin, wait til I get close. Then he spit full in my face. "C'mon, trannie!
See if ya c'n cut me, 'fore I rip your fuckin' head
off!"
Can'
help it. I go chill. Finally, I say, "You change, Uppie."
He
giggle. "Yeah. Once you lose everything, it don' matter no more."
"Don'
care if I cut?"
"Sure
I care. What the fuck can I do about it?"
We look
at each otha. Helis drone low ova us. I know something wrong wid night. We in
Broad turf, an' no one challenge. Sounds ain' right, neitha.
Jared
point high at towah. "Look at those smug bastards. I'll bet the Sheraton
tower holds two thousand, maybe more. And that one." He swivel, pointin'.
"The Holoworld offices, How'd you like to see that mother burn?"
For
min, I imagine zarky flames flickerin' roun' spire. I lick lips. "Allie,
how c'n we bring Jared ta Halber, not gettim diss?"
She
bite knuckle. "Firs', we go back unna, 'fore Broads get us. Halb be eitha
at Hunnert Ten or Four Two Square. I talk ta him. He likes me sometime."
So
dat's what we do.
Only,
Pookboy nevah been nor' past Four Two, so don' realize how far we gotta walk.
Feet hurtin' bad when finally we climb up ta Four Two staysh.
I wipe
forehead, still dizzy from watchin' Allie's light swing on tracks.
Big
room was crowded wid Subs. I amaze ta fin' ol' Changman sittin' wid Raulie. At
firs' I try ta hide, but afta min I go proud; I ain' done nothin' wrong. I
brung Peetee ta Sub jus' like I promise. Ain' my fault he runaway.
"Stay
outa," Allie warn me an' tug at Raulie's arm. "Where
Halber?"
He
point. "Decidin' what ta do wid wound joeys.."
Allie's
eyes go wide. 'Cross room, Halber kneelin'. Laid out like dead, maybe fifty
Sub, some drippin' blood, othas awful burn. "Jesusgod," she say ta
joey. "Parkas did that?"
"Naw. Unies."
Halber's
eyes come up, fix on us. My stomach lurch. Boss Sub stare us, one at time. He
look long an' har' at Jared.
Allie
go to him. "Please, Halber. Lemme 'xplain." She talk sof'. Point at
Jared. Halber crouch near wound Subs, lissenin'.
Afta
time, he walk towar' us, slow. Casual, I look roun', decidin' where ta run.
But he
got 'tention only fo' Jared Washinton Uppie. "Ya diss Krandboy."
"Don'
touch me!" Jared's voice be shrill. "Not if you want towers!"
His eyes lock on Halber's. "I swear to Lord God, lay a hand on me and it's
over!" Tremblin', he face Boss Sub, "Did she tell you my plan?"
Long
silence. Den, "Some."
"Want
to hear the rest?"
'Notha
silence, while I watch amaze. "Yah."
Togetha
dey walk off.
I
whispa ta Allie. "We safe?"
"Prolly,
Shush."
Dey
gone long while. Nothin' betta ta do, so I wanda ta Chang an' wait fo' his
scold.
He ack
like don' see me.
"Watcha
doin', Mista Chang?"
"Waitin'."
He look up. "Stay off street, Pook."
"Yeah,
Unies. I hear 'bout." I jerk thumb at Sub dead. "Wha happen wid
Parkas?"
"Subs
won." His voice flat. "Don' matta."
"I
brung Peetee unner," I said, cautious,
"I
know. Was here wid me."
"No
swind?" Couldn' help myself. Last I saw, Peetee runnin' towar' track wid
pissoff Subs afta him.
"What
happened to him, Pook?"
"Ain'
sure." Hated ta admit.
"He
changed."
"Not
jus' him." Words came 'fore I could stop.
Chang's
ol' eyes watch me, shrewd. "G'wan."
"Jared
Uppie. He mouth Halber like he ain' scare." I shake head. ."Worl'
upside down, Mista Chang."
Sudden,
Changman sob. "Pookboy ..."
Dunno
why, but I rush close, put han' on his shoulda.
He rest
his han' on mine, wipe eyes. "Bah. Gettin' glitch wid old."
Silent,
I agree. But not right ta tellim jus' now. "Upside down," I say
again.
Allie
come runnin', tug my arm. "Halber wantcha now!"
I
follow.
Sub
Boss look like he been in month a rumbs. Hair matt, eyes wild, he pace
backanforth like can' keep still. "Show 'em good," he growl.
"Subs won' go widda whimpa. Gonna shake worl'!"
I nod,
like I know what he mean.
He
whirl, grab my shirt, haul me close. Reek of nervous sweat. "Ya Uppie ran
off!"
I
squeak, "We gottim back, Halber. I tolya ta, lemme stay wid-"
"Ya
bring him back, or he come hisself?"
"We
brung!"
He
shake me har', make my teeth rattle. "Truth!"
I
swallow. "He run lookin' fo' you, ta ask 'bout towahs."
"He
get his chance." Halber spun me round, put han's unna my arms, lifted me
high, wid bellow. "Mira, Subs! Look a Pook Midboy! Rememba his face!" He
drop me down, twis' me ta face him. "If Jared Uppie runs away, bring back
dis Pook so I c'n skin him inch by shriekin' inch!"
I
shudder. "Cool jets, Halb-"
He
shove damp face close. "Stick ta him like adhese, joeykit. Make sure he do
what he promise, or I getcha if it last thing I do!"
"Cool,
Halber! I do watcha say! Cool." I try to stop from gabble.
"Hones'!"
"Raulie
and you gonna take fifty Subs south. Carry as many Valdez permas as Jared say.
Help him."
I
recoil. "Jared in charge? Ya lettin' Uppie lead trannies?"
He
snarl, "Raulie in charge a Subs. Uppie in charge a frazzin' puter an'
equip, an' bustin' inta towah. You in charge a Jared Uppie." With effort,
he make hisself calmer. "Look, Pook." He shove me inna chair, pull
one close for hisself. "It comin' ta arma geddin upabove. You been up,
musta see."
"Yeah,"
I say, doubtful. All I rememba is coupla helis buzzin' roun'. Wonder why Halber
so shakeup.
"Sub
ways won' be safe, long as Unies onna street. Govermen gonna squish us 'less
alla tribes rumb togetha." His brow go knit. "Runners gone ta every
tribe we c'n reach, tellin' 'em big meet this aft, unner. Not ta worry 'bout
passby or innifo. I called everyone what can come. Changman was right. Gotta
ack like one tribe."
I feel
skin prickle. Makin' history, ol' Chang say.
"Hope
Jared c'n distrac' 'em some, give us a chance."
"Don'
matta he diss Krand Subboy?"
"Later,
time ta think about. Now, so many more been diss..." He rub han' ova face.
"Pook, help wid our venge much as ya can. Do it, ya got Sub frien' fo'
life." His voice hard, but his eyes pleadin'.
I go
swell. "Jared an' me Simese glitchkits join at hip. I stay wid him, swear.
Help him bring down towah!"
"Good."
He clap my shoulder, like I tribe.
I ask,
"Wha' happen wid Peetee? He run all ova lookin' fo' Jared, an'-"
Halber
bare his teeth. "Peetee mine, if I catch. Goes in stewpot fo' what
Fisherman did."
I try
ta unnerstan'. Las' I hear was Fisherman visit Chang in shop.
"Frazzin'
Uppie!" Halber pace. "Came unner, stood righ' here, coupla feet from
ya chair. Swore he Sub now, was, willbe. Then he 'n his bitchgirl call down
Unies."
I nod.
"Frazzin' Uppies think dey own da worl'." Only surprise is why
Changman think otha.
Halber
beckon. "Get along."
"Righ'.
C'n Allie come wid?"
"Don'
matta." He scrunch face at new arrivals from runnel. "More? Livin,'or
dead? Put em near res'. Lor'Chris'!"
I much
happier trampin' tunnel wid buncha Sub joes than chasin' Jared Uppie in scary
dark. We walk fas', everyone carry in' load.
Like I
promise, I stick close ta Jared like adhese. But I don' worry 'bout Jared run,
'cause he gettin' 'xactly what he ask.
Raulie
'xplain plan. Usin' Valdez permas fo' torch, we gonna force streetside door of
towah. Meantime, Jared and resta Subs break in 'notha towah, head fo' puter
room.
Don'
make sense ta me, but I jus' along fo' watch.
Afta
while, we reach Three Fo' staysh. Few Subs still guardin' stair.
Raulie
ask, "Unies upabove?"
"Buncha
truck on Three Six," joey say. "Lots roun' Two Eight. Only few sojers
'tween."
"Lesgo."
Raulie beckon us up.
I warn,
"Sojers see us."
"Ain'
dawn yet, joey. We got time ta get ready."
I shake
my head, confuse. Livin' unner, howya suppose ta know diff night 'n day? I
wunner how Subs stan' it.
We
creep out on street. Raulie's scouts peek roun' cornas, beckon safe. Few at a
time, our trannies dash 'cross streets. Final, we huddle roun' base a office
towah, Subs grippin' axes, spears,
torches.
Jared
go bossy, order us roun' wid equip in his snot Uppie way. Subs do as he say,
more nervous 'bout sojers comin' roun' corna dan mad 'bout his Uppie contemp'.
"Hook
your Valdez together, like this. Then the others on separate line. Now 'cross.
Haven' ya heard of series/parallel connect, fa Chrissake?" He look roun'.
"Who knows how to cut?"
"Me.
Sollie." Older Sub joe. He grin, showin' hardly no teeth.
"You're
sure?"
Sollie
grunt. "I worked on unnercars. When we ain' got acetylene we hook permas
fo' torch, so we din' need ya tellin' us." Two glare at each otha.
"Whatcha wan' torched?"
"Hinges."
Sollie
slip mask ova face. "Don' look at," he warn. "Too bright."
I
watch, mouth open. Allasudden, can' see nothin'. I curse, rubbin' eyes. Allie
snicker. I swing blind, but miss.
"He
tolya," she say.
"Stupe
Sub!"
"Shush,
joeykits!" Someone shove.
I blink
spots. "Where ya get cutters? How ya learn ta torch?"
Allie
shrug. "Trayfo from Chang, mos'ly. We figga how long time back, when Alwyn
fix firs' unnercar."
"What
Htrht burnin'?"
"Burnin'
door." She glance roun'. "Jeez. Mira shadows on buildin' 'cross
street. Unies gonna see." Glare from Sollie's torch got whole street lit,
justabout.
"One
more!"
Soon,
door sag. Inside, loud bell is bongin'. Subs pour inta build. Raulie light
first torches at doorway, den Subs light res' from each otha.
I grab
joey's arm. "Watcha gonna do?"
Fierce
grin. "Run upstair, burn frazzin' towah!"
My eyes
light. "I go witcha!"
Jared
an'Sollie finish pack up equip. "C'mon!" Dey hurry 'cross street.
"Gimme
torch!" I c'n hardly stan' still.
Allie poke
my arm. "You spose ta stick wid Jared."
"Naw,
I gonn ..." I stop dead, cursin' Halber, Subs, Changman, God hisself. Ain'
fair. C'n Pook walk away from torchin' towah? Impossible. Even Halber
unnerstan'.
Long
moment I stop, poundin' my side wid fist.
Wid
sob, I run afta Jared.
Ain'
frazzin' fair.
Chapter 39
ROBERT
"I'm
sorry, sir, we have our orders." Colonel Wirtz was in full battle dress.
The
Captain was beside himself. "Orders to kill everyone in sight?"
"No,
but-"
"Stand
down! I'll take responsibility." He ran his fingers through his hair, shot
Arlene a look of reproach. "Lord God, how could you?"
Colonel
Wirtz said, "Mr. SecGen, the best I can do is put you through to
headquarters."
"Do
that!" The Captain paced back and forth.
Dizzy,
I leaned against the troop carrier. Halber's fist had been like a club. I took
a deep breath, and my ribs gave sharp warning.
Within
the Park, the distant snap of lasers.
I
groaned, laid a hand on Adam Tenere's shoulder as I took a tentative step.
Tenere's
face was a mask.
I said
tentatively, "This time it was Arlene's idea. The boys had been gone so
long ..."
His
voice was flat. "Robbie, I won't pretend I care that much about the
trannies. But what you did to him ..."
"I
know." Yet Dad and I had gotten what we wanted; the streets would be
cleared.
It
might cost the Captain his marriage, if not his sanity.
When
first we'd told him, crouched behind the wall, his eyes were glowing coals that
mirrored the lights of the Unie encampment. He'd heard us out. "You did
this," he finally said, "in my name?"
"The
official reason is trannie unrest." I tried to look away.
He'd
swung to Arlene. "You started a war to find Philip?"
If I'd
expected she'd be cowed, I was mistaken. She grated, "Think how long he's
been gone. What was I supposed to-"
"Wait C'~aiv~h "
"We
tried that!"
"Pedro
Chang had Philip in his shop!"
"But
I didn't know, Nick. You wouldn't call."
He'd
looked to me, back again to her. "How many deaths are on our hands?"
He
stood, a target for any half-witted trooper, and cupped his hands. "Hold
your fire! I'm Nicholas Seafort, with Assemblyman Boland! We're coming over the
wall!"
I'd
expected him to be burnt to a crisp, but by some miracle he wasn't.
Now,
outside the Park, safe with the Unie troops, I weighed our clearing the streets
against the loss of his friendship, and decided Dad and I were still far ahead.
It gave
me no joy.
Waiting
for an answer at headquarters, the Captain paced anew. "P.T. is in the
Sub, but Halber wouldn't say where. Now Halber wants to kill him. How large is
the tunnel system?"
Wirtz
shrugged. "Much of it's collapsed. At one time it honeycombed the
island." A pause, while he considered. "Sir, give me a few hours and
I can flood the tunnels with knockout gas. There's a good chance-"
A
trooper ran up. "Sir, I have General Ruben."
The
colonel spoke into his caller. "Wirtz reporting. Sir, former SecGen
Seafort is here. Yes, on One Tenth, outside the park wall. I'm not quite sure,
it's rather confused. He demands we call off the operation; I told him I'd put
him through to HQ. Assemblyman Boland is with him."
He
handed the Captain his caller.
"Hello?"
Seafort faced away, a hand to his open ear, "Yes, of course I remember; a
stirring occasion. General, there's been a ghastly mistake. How quickly can you
call off your troops? My son's life depends on it."
He
listened.
His
replies were vehement, but he kept his voice low. I heard only part of what was
said. After a few moments he threw down the caller, thrust his hands in his
pockets.
Adam
Tenere said, "Well?"
"He's
sorry for my situation, but there's nothing he can do. He'll try to get through
to Kahn."
I doubted
Ruben would talk SecGenn Kahn into calling off the
U.N.A.F. sweep. The SecGen had taken some persuading, and having moved, he
wouldn't abruptly withdraw the troops. That would look indecisive, the dread of
any politician.
Besides,
there was no love lost between Kahn and Captain Seafort. Though only a junior
Senator at the time Seafort's government fell, Kahn helped speed the process
with a series of bitter attacks on the SecGen's integrity.
Arlene's
hand flitted to her husband's shoulder. She seemed exhausted. "Nick, let
them go in with gas. Better P.T. have some chance than none."
"The
Subs aren't helpless, you know." The Captain's voice was surprisingly
mild. "They'll resist. There'll be more death."
"Joeys
will die regardless." Her arm spread in a sweeping gesture that took in
the city. "Do you think this will stop short of pacification? But if we
catch the Subs off guard, while Philip's yet alive ... for God's sake, tell
Colonel Wirtz to prepare a gas attack!"
"The
decision isn't ours." Seafort frowned at the troopers. "Kahn's in
charge, and Ruben." He paced alongside the troop carrier. "But
calling off the assault is the only way to prove to Halber I wasn't behind
it."
Arlene
waited, saying nothing.
A long
sigh. "No, Arlene. I can't lend my approval."
A
quarter hour passed, and the first hint of morning light unwrapped the grim
ruined structures of the city. I tried to focus on the wall, but it kept
moving. I'd already refused one offer of transport to a hospital. Dizziness be
damned; I wanted to see this through.
To my
surprise, SecGen Kahn returned the Captain's call. I'd have guessed he'd choose
to be conveniently absent. Seafort sat within the troop carrier; I could hear
nothing of their conversation, but afterward, the Captain's face told us all.
"I'm
going back to Forty-second," he said. "Colonel, could we have a lift
in your heli?"
"Sir,
it's a battle zone. Civilians are prohibited-"
"My
son is in danger."
Wirtz
shook his head stubbornly. "I'm under orders not to risk civilian
casualties. That is, among, um, our own kind."
The
Captain's tone was savage. "I'll walk." He spun away, strode toward
the street that ran the length of the park.
"Sir,
it isn't safe, trannies are still about. Look!" He pointed at a shadowy
figure loping north along the wall. "Every damn one of them's armed. I've
lost a dozen men to rocks and spears, and the bastards swiped their lasers. Get
down, ma'am. You too, Mr. SecGen."
I moved
uneasily behind the shield of the troop-carrier.
"Stewart,
Vesca! Pick that one off!" The Colonel pointed. "Ma'am, will you
please get-"
Arlene
screamed. "Stop!" She hurled herself at the trooper taking aim, swung
to the other soldier. "Don't fire!"
The
Captain stared, "Oh, my God in heaven." He broke into a run.
The
loping figure slowed.
Arlene
sobbed, "Don't shoot!" She ran back and forth between the soldiers,
the last vestige of her composure dissolved. "He won't hurt you! Please!"
As the
Captain ran, a high-pitched voice floated across the dawn, tentative.
"Path?"
Philip
sat, wan and dejected, on the step of the troop-carrier.
When
the paroxysms of joy at their reunion had passed, he'd separated himself from
his parents' embrace. "I almost found Jared," he said. "I saw
him." He looked to Adam, and his eyes fell. "I'm sorry, Mr.
Tenere,"
"Lord,
P.T, it's not your fault."
"Yes
it is," the boy said.
"Nonsense.
How?"
A long
pause, as if he were reflecting. "I'm not ready to tell you, sir."
Arlene
knelt at her son's side, drinking in his presence in a sort of dazed bliss.
"We were so frightened ..."
He
regarded her somberly.
"Philip
..." Her hand flitted to the boy's hair, touched the laceration behind his
ear. "After you left Mr. Chang, what happened?"
P.T.
shivered. His eyes darted to the Park, and back. "I won't talk about
it." He tugged at his father's hand. "They have Jared in the subway
We have to go back."
Arlene's
eves met her husband's. "Let's take him home."
"Path,
Jared's not at Forty-second. I was there, but-" The Captain nodded to
Arlene. "The hotel. A meal, a warm bath, and rest. Let's go,
son." As he turned, his eyes fell on Adam, and he stopped, stricken.
"Lord, I'm sorry," he said.
Tenere said, "Sir, it's all
right."
"I'll stay with you. Arlene, take him-"
"Commandant
..." Adam braced himself, took a
deep breath. "Jared is beyond helping. Either he lives or he doesn't. Go
with Philip."
"It's
not over. I swore-"
"Sir,
I'll never forget your promise, but I release you. Colonel Wirtz, as Mr.
Seafort's son is safe, you need not hesitate to use knockout gas. My boy Jared
is somewhere in the Sub, and it's his best chance."
The
colonel regarded him gravely. "It's within my authority, but are you
sure?"
"Yes."
To the Captain, "I'll see you later at the skytel."
P.T. dug in his
heels. "Path, help me find Jared." He gazed at his father with urgent
appeal.
"Son,
it's too late. The troops have to do their job. We'll wait at the hotel until
we have word. Robbie, are you coming?"
I
roused myself. "Yes, sir." With his boy safe, the Captain might yet
be brought around, and political disaster avoided. But the less he saw of the
streets, the better.
We climbed
into a heli, waited while the engine revved. From time to time during the
flight P.T. shuddered, lost in some memory.
Before we landed he stirred, and said a remarkable thing. "Father,
when this is over I need to be punished. But not now."
"I know, son." And it seemed he
did.
We set
down on the skytel roof as dawn was breaking. In a few minutes we were in our
adjoining suites. I shook off my shoes, lay on the bed pressing a cold compress
to my aching temple. I dialed Washington. If I closed my eyes, the room stopped
spinning, and I could think. "Senator Richard Boland, please." I
waited. "Dad? Listen." I brought him up to date on the
latest developments.
~.L
~."",. ,,nif~ ,-O cjllrrl,~ Are you
all right?"
"Just
a bit dizzy. Now, about Franjee. Let his syndicate know it was I who lit the
fire under Kahn. And naturally, tell them you were instrumental in moving
me."
"Of
course." His tone was dry.
"Luckily,
P.T. is no longer an issue. The Tenere boy is most likely dead."
"A
tragedy." He meant it. "But it has no political effect."
"I'll
need to spend time with Adam, after." It was the least I could do.
A
knock. Arlene peered in, through the door between suites. "Rob?"
"I'll
call you back," I told Dad, and rang off. "Yes, Arlene?"
Her
expression was troubled. "It's not over, in Nick's view. He intends to go
back the moment P.T.'s asleep."
"Has
he lost his mind?"
"He's
furious. With me, with you. At Kahn. Talk to him."
"I
can't." I shook my head vehemently, and immediately regretted it. I closed
my eyes. "He won't listen."
"He
trusts you."
My ribs
stabbed, whether from my sharp breath or her words, I couldn't tell.
She
caught a sob. "I went to rest my head on his shoulder, and he pushed me
away. We can wait, he said; the tribes can't. He wants to see Halber, arrange
some sort of truce before they're all dead. But Halber wants to kill him. I
don't want to ... want..." She forced herself to finish. "... to lose
him." I wondered if she was aware of her double meaning.
"Wait
here, Arlene." I took a long breath, straightened my clothes, walked with
careful steps to confront the man who, in my cadet years, had been to me as a
god.
He
stood at the living room window; the bedroom doors were shut. Behind one of
them, P.T. would be recovering from his ordeal.
He
snapped, "Don't start on me, Rob, I warn you."
I
gaped.
He came
close, and his eyes were pained. "You're a decent man. How could you do
it?"
"Do
what?" I asked, knowing full well.
"Talk
her into that - abomination."
"I
didn't exactly-"
"Not
that she needed much persuasion." He pulled me to the window, jabbed a
finger at the street. "They're people down there, Rob. As Assemblyman, you
even represent them!"
I said
forcefully, "No I don't. I represent citizens in the towers, taxpayers,
decent joeys who-"
"Oh,
Rob. Did we teach you nothing?" His anger had vanished, and was replaced
by a grim sadness. "Trafalgar The cadets." For a moment he couldn't
speak further. "Don't you remember?"
"Yessir."
Suddenly I was fourteen again, and petrified.
"That
day, we sacrificed forty-two cadets and nine midshipmen. You were aghast at
their loss. When you testified, you never once let your eyes meet mine."
I'd
worn my dress whites, and stood before the row of seated Admirals, my heart
pounding so hard I thought it could be seen through my starched jacket.
He
said, "In His wisdom, Lord God let me imagine their death was necessary.
But you're sacrificing a hundred, a thousand times that number, for political
ambition!" He spat the last words with venom.
I
swallowed.
"Boland,
look at me!" For a moment, I was
before my Captain,
on Farside.
"Yessir."
I managed to meet his eye.
He
said, "It's wrong."
Softly,
barely audibly, I said, "I know." I grabbed at his arm, fighting a
wave of dizziness.
I
slumped on the Captain's couch, trying over and again to get through to SecGen
Kahn, who had now flown to London in a gesture to downplay the gravity of the
uprising. I'd had Van pull every string possible, even called Dad and asked his
help. The Captain himself was on the other caller, begging old friends,
cajoling, threatening, pleading. Seafort told everyone he spoke to that his son
had been found; the point of the mission accomplished.
We
couldn't reach the SecGen.
I'd
known it would be so. From Kahn's point of view, it was understandable. We'd
made a deal, he'd gone out on a ???.
While
we called, Arlene had settled herself in an oversize chair, rousing herself
every so often to check on Philip. The boy wouldn't or couldn't sleep.
Abruptly
she snapped awake. "What's that damned commotion? How's he supposed to
settle down if-" She flung open the hallway door.
Running
footsteps. Shouts of alarm.
The
caller rang, and both the Captain and I dived for it.
"Attention
hotel guests." A recording. "The Sheraton Skytel is under
precautionary evacuation. Please move immediately to the rooftop heliport, or
if access upward is blocked, to the south streetside exit."
The
Captain said, "What the bloody hell-"
In the
hall, a piercing alarm shrilled.
"All
elevator assemblies and shafts are guaranteed fireproof for one hour after
commencement of alarm. Doors will not open on floors where-"
He spun
to Arlene. "Wake P.T.! Flank!"
She was
already on the move, but the door to the boy's room flew open of its own.
"Mom? What's the siren?" He wore only his underwear.
She
snapped, "Pants and shoes! Go!"
Her
tone galvanized him; he spun back into his room, reappeared a moment later,
struggling into his slacks, boots in hand.
I keyed
the caller, trying to reach the desk. "Why won't someone tell us-"
"Easy,
Rob." In a crisis, Arlene was her steady self. "Nick, bring your
laser." She fished hers out of a deep pocket.
"Where's your stunner?"
I said,
"I lost it in the Park." I felt like a hapless cadet.
"Everyone
bring a caller, set it to your personal code. You too, Philip." Cautiously
she opened the hallway door. "Let's go. No, wait. Wet towels." She
ran into the bathroom.
Within
a minute she was back. She slung a sopping towel over P.T.'s neck, another over
mine. "All right, we're ready," She shepherded us into the hall.
The
elevator alcove was jammed with apprehensive guests. The atmosphere was quiet,
but with an undercurrent of high tension.
The
chime sounded. After a moment the door slid open. The elevator was already
jammed full.
An
instant's pause. The crowd battled to squeeze in. One joey flailed at a nearby
face. A scream. Curses.
Pandemonium.
Someone
hauled on my arm so hard I staggered, and a lance of pain shot through my ribs.
Arlene.
"Come ON, Rob!"
"Where?"
"The
stairs!"
Gripping
P.T, she flung open the door. In the stairwell, a wisp of smoke.
The
Captain looked up, "How many flights?"
I
struggled to think. "We're on sixty-two."
"The
heliport's at eighty-one." He grimaced. "Let's go."
I took
two steps, reeled with dizziness. "I can't make it. I'll go back and wait
for an elevator."
Arlene
snapped, "Goofjuice. We'll carry you."
"Not
nineteen flights."
"Nick?"
"I'll
take his left."
My head
spun, and my ribs hurt; I really should have let the Unies at a Hundred Ten
send me to a hospital. Protesting, I let the Seaforts guide me, We
weren't alone in the stairwell. A nimble young man jogged upward, a sheen of
sweat on his forehead. He said not a word, his eyes fastened on the tread
ahead. Others shouldered past us, some with curses. From below, shouts and
screams. Smoke curled lazily up the stairwell.
It was
seven flights before the Captain stopped to rest. "Nick, smoke
rises." Artene's tone was anxious. "It'll be worse at the top."
"It
doesn't seem to be, so far. Maybe the outside door's propped and letting it
out."
She
nodded. "P.T., you all right?"
"Yes,
ma'am."
"Stay
with us, unless I tell you to run ahead. Rob, here we go
again."
From
below, pounding feet. Whoops and hollers. I peered over the rail. "What in
the name of... ?"
Laboriously,
we toiled upward. A clang.
Philip
was half a flight ahead of us. "Mom, look!" He seemed near panic.
Above,
the hallway door was wedged open. Angry black smoke billowed into the
stairwell, and upward.
"Philip,
down. Now!" Her voice was a lash, and he raced down the stairs. "Help Mr.
Boland," she told him.
Cautiously,
she climbed the stair, wrapping a towel over her right arm and hand.
"Arlene,
what are you - " The Captain.
"Closing
the door." A grunt. "Damn. It's stuck."
"Stay
here." Seafort trotted up the stair, I peered up. Arlene was on her knees,
the Captain crouched at her side. Together they tried to wrestle the door shut.
Their faces were darkened with smoke and grease. "It won't budge."
"If
we- DOWN!" She pulled him to the deck. A gout of flame blasted through the
opening.
"Mom!"
Philip careened up the stairs.
As the
blaze receded Arlene got to her knees, cursed, rolled on the deck. "God
damned sparks!" She slapped at her smoking jumpsuit. "Nick, are you -
"
"I'm
all right." He pulled her down to the landing below. "P.T, I said to
wait with Rob!" The Captain turned the boy's shoulder, pushed him to the
stair.
From
somewhere below, a scream of pain.
I
called, "Can we get past the door?"
"I'm
not sure," He crawled toward the doorway, peered through. Above his head,
smoke poured into the stairwell, "Even if we could, the smoke may be
toxic."
"Path,
look!"
"Not
now, P.T."
"Lever
the door shut!" The boy jabbed at a hose compartment, and the fire axe
within.
"It
might work." The Captain wrenched loose the axe and wedged it between the
door and the wall. Together, he and Arlene strained at the handle. As he rose
to his knees, he was caught full in the face by a huge billow of smoke. He fell
back, coughing as if he'd never stop.
"Path!" - •~
Easy, son."
HP
"I'm ~~' ~'~-~
"-- - -
streamed.
He redoubled his efforts. Suddenly the door gave way with a scream of protest.
Together, they pushed it shut, but it wouldn't close the last few inches.
The
Captain stopped to cough anew. When he could breathe he hurried down to our
flight.
Arlene
took her position at my side. "Rob, this may hurt, but we'd better
hurry."
I
braced myself. We made it past the burning hallway, up two more flights.
Several
floors below, exultant shouts. Again, feet pounded.
We
managed half a flight, then they caught up with us: half a dozen trannies in
wild garb, their faces streaked. "Uppies!" A fearsome whoop of joy.
Three
of the streeters bore torches.
"Nick,
watch Philip." Arlene planted herself, pistol extended in both hands.
A
trannie boy looked past her up the stair. "Look! Da Fisherman!"
"Allright!
Halber want his head!"
Arlene
fired. A bolt sizzled at their feet, blackening the stair. "Get
away!" The trannies retreated past the bend.
"Wait,
Mom." P.T. raised his voice. "You're setting the building on
fire?" He sounded curious. "Why?"
"Burn
out towah! Frazzin' Uppies think ya own da-"
Another
voice. "C'mon, Barth. Plenny 'partments coupla flo' down. Curtains 'n beds
'n-"
Philip
asked, "But why come here?"
Above,
the pound of running feet. A shriek of agony. Then desperate cries. "No.
Please!"
The
trannie below us snickered. "Hah. Gotcha corna!" He called upward,
"Yo, Sub! Fisherman inna stair 'tween us! Throw down mattress 'n stuff!
Burn!"
Arlene
raised her weapon.
P.T.
tugged at her arm, still calling to the trannies. "Why the Sheraton?"
A
giggle. "Jared picked. Said he'd show ya all fo' chasin' him out."
"Holy
Jesus." I wasn't aware I spoke.
"Where
is he?" P.T. took a couple of steps down, but the Captain caught his arm,
hauled him back.
"Not
far. Doin' office towah."
From
above, a stuffed chair hurtled down the stairwell. It had only begun to burn.
The Captain slapped at it with his damp towel, to little effect.
"Nick,
which way?" Arlene.
"Up,
I think. Most of the Subs must be below."
P.T
broke free from his father's grip, looked over the rail. "Did you joeys
climb all the way?" His voice was almost affable.
"Philip,
for God's-"
"Naw.
Foun'elevate." A guff aw. "Upandown. Upandown. Bust fire pipes.
Burn."
I
coughed from the increasing smoke, and waves of pain rolled through my chest, I
tried to sound calm. "Captain, we can't stand here chatting."
"I
know." Reluctantly, Seafort drew his laser pistol. "Yo, Subs! Wasn't
me called the Unie troops! I tried ta stop 'em! We goin' ta roof. I got laser,
but don' wanna diss anyone. G'wan, outabuildin'! Back ta Sub!"
The
only responses were catcalls and hoots.
Philip
said, "Father, Jared's somewhere close."
"Stay
behind me, is that clear? Arlene, watch downstairs. I'll clear the path."
The Captain's voice receded. "G'wan, I got laser." He climbed
further. "LOOK OUT!"
The
Captain squeezed himself against the wall as a flaming mattress flew past. It
tumbled to our feet in a shower of sparks.
"Philip?"
Arlene dragged me up the stairs with manic strength. "P.T., answer
me!"
"I'm
all right, Mom."
A
dreadful shriek echoed in the hallway for what seemed like ages. The Captain's
voice. "Back, you son of a - I warned you!" Running steps. Another
scream, cut short after only a second.
"Christ,
we need help." Arlene pulled out her caller, keyed the emergency code.
"Hello? Damn. Answer!" She shook the caller. "I'm not sure I'm
getting through. All the steel-"
"Arlene,
hurry!"
She
tightened her grip around my waist. I thought I'd pass out. Before lunging up
the stair she leaned over the rail, fired downward. From below, a howl.
"Mom,
I've got to find Jared."
I
pushed against the rail, did everything I could to lighten her load. Somehow,
we managed another flight. I tried not to see the two charred corpses we
passed. The Captain was half a flight above. "The rest are gone, I
think." He rushed down, took my other arm. "Come on, Rob."
As he
gripped me, I stumbled, struck my head against the rail. I cried out, and fell
into blessed dark.
Fresh
air. Cold. Wind. I looked down, found myself in a patio chair. "Where are
we?"
"On
the roof." Arlene. "Sit still."
"Fire?"
"They
say eighteen floors are engulfed, and more near street level."
I
looked down at my hand. It actually trembled. I tried to contain my panic.
Across
the roof P.T. argued with his father, tears streaming. I couldn't hear their
conversation.
Above
us, a steady stream of helis hovered near from the pad. As fast as one was
loaded, it lifted, and another took its place.
All
sorts of craft had been pressed into service: helibusses, U.N.A.F. troop
carriers, larger private vehicles.
I said,
"Dunkirk."
"What,
Rob?"
I shook
my head.
Armed
U.N.A.F. troops guarded the pad's walkway.
Below
the pad, elevator doors burst open, disgorging a horde of frantic passengers.
Immediately, the soldiers took them in hand, guided them to the waiting line.
The doors slid shut. I watched the indicator. The elevator descended seventy
floors, stopped at ten. No doubt, the lowest floor on which occupants still
waited.
I tried
to recall briefings from Dad's tower constituents. -
These
days, building height could be almost unlimited, they'd said. Stairwells and
elevator alcoves were virtually fireproof. Specially shielded cables prevented
the puter-controlled elevators from stopping on floors where fire raged.
The
buildings were safe.
Safe
from all but trannies we'd pushed too far.
"How
close is the fire, Arlene?"
"Seventy-five."
Six
floors below; not nearly far enough. I shuddered, watched a rescue heli fill.
Philip
pounded his father's chest. Grimly, Captain Seafort shook his head.
Arlene
patted my shoulder. "We'll be on the third heli. Nick won't pull rank, or
let me mention his name. When I suggested it he asked if I was considering
divorce."
It drew
me out of my own misery. Awkwardly, I squeezed her hand. On the pad, a heli
lifted. Within seconds, far more quickly than flight regs permitted, another
set down.
She was
silent a moment. "Did we do wrong, Rob? I'm still not sure."
"Ask
Lord God." Another elevator emptied its cargo.
"He
doesn't answer." She looked miserable.
In
moments, another heli lifted. Arlene beckoned to a young, frightened soldier.
"We're on the next bird. Mr. Boland's injured; we'll have to carry his
chair."
He
hesitated, but her tone of command prevailed. "Yes, ma'am." He
shouldered his rifle, called a comrade.
Together,
the three glided my chair across the pad.
Nick
Seafort's hand lay on his son's shoulder. P.T.'s eyes were red.
Luckily,
our heli was an army transport with foldable seats. Before anyone else boarded
they wedged me, chair and all, into a corner behind the pilot.
A
sudden gust of wind; the heli rocked. I clutched my seat, terrified for a
moment that the fire was near and the floor of the pad was collapsing.
Yearning
to be airborne, I watched the controlled havoc through the heli's windows. On
the rooftop, elevator doors slid open, and a new throng mingled with the
waiting refugees.
The
Captain helped Arlene climb aboard our heli. She held out her arms for Philip.
Abruptly
P.T. twisted free of his father's grip. He raced across the pad, dashed into
the empty elevator. His finger stabbed at the keypad.
"STOP
HIM!"
The
doors slid shut.
Arlene
jumped off the heli. She pulled loose
her laser, sighted at the corner of the elevator door. "NO!"
My
scream was more of a croak, and came far too late, as the soldier's rifle swung
in a vicious arc that knocked the laser from her hands and sent it flying over
the parapet.
The
next moments were a blur. Joeys crowded onto the heli, blocking my view. The
Captain pounded desperately on the elevator's alloy door. Arlene screamed
curses at the soldiers. The elevator indicator plummeted.
The
Captain ran to a sergeant, pointed at a heli, gesticulating at the street. The
sergeant shook his head in refusal.
The
indicator light stopped. The elevator was deep in the bowels of the tower, one
floor above street level.
Arlene
caught sight of the indicator, and became still. "Ma'am, we've got to
clear the pad!"
"Go!" She waved us away. "Rob, we'll find
you in hospital."
The
elevator began to rise.
The
soldier demanded, "Are you boarding?
Is Mr. Seafort-"
"Go!"
At
floor ten, it stopped.
"Next!"
The soldier waved two more aboard. "Lift off!" I shook the pilot's
shoulder. "I'm U.N. Assemblyman
Robert Boland." Every word hurt. "After you lift... clear the pad and
hover for a moment." Sixteen.
The
blades spun lazily. Above the engine the pilot shouted, "Why?"
"I
need to see."
"We're
to proceed to the U.N. compound."
"I'll be four minutes. Three."
I ground my nails into his shoulder. "Do it." Thirty-two. We lifted.
In a
moment the elevator display was too distant to. read. A minute passed. Two.
The
pilot twisted. "I've got to head out, sir."
The
elevator doors slid open. A score of people rushed out.
P.T.
wasn't among them.
Our
heli veered east.
On the
roof, Arlene was on her knees, hands rending her hair.
The
Captain, diminished to a dot, stood motionless in front of the empty cage.
Chapter 40
PEDRO
Halber
paced like tiger, unable to contain hisself.
"An othas come yet?"
Satch
shook his head. "Jus' Easters 'n
Mids. An' Nor' Broads."
Halber
growled.
"It
be early yet. Har'ly past three hour."
"Dey
wanna come, dey'd be here."
I said
tentative, so not to pissoff further, "They got Unie pushin' 'em hard. And
long walk, some of them."
He
waved it away. "I'll send unnercar, soon as I know they in Sub."
I hid
smile. Halber was so used to his undercar, he forgot ???"
???
"Fisherman?"
Halber came to his feet. "In towah?"
"Burned
him up! Jass an' Kolie was on higha floor. Threw mattress, burnin' shit down
'til he cremate!"
I
recoiled. Lord, let it not be.
"Fo'
sure?"
"Trey
say."
A
figure raced in from hall.
"Halb! Washhites comin'
unner, nor' end!"
"Ahh."
For a min, look of satisfaction on Halber's drawn ace. "Send Jubie in west
car far as track is fix. Tellim go slow 'case otha trannies walkin'
unner."
"Gotcha."
The Sub sprinted off.
"Halber." I waited until he caught eye. "Whas up with towah?"
He spat,
"Like ya said, Chang. Time ta bring tribes togetha, pushback Unies. Get
ridda towahs."
"I
never said-"
"Burn
'em all. We c'n do it!" His eyes like coals. "Yeah, some
trannies rather walk than risk jumpin' into iron beai some our trannies diss
each time, but there more of us 'n be screamin'
through dark.
Above,
somewhere on street, a crash. I said, "Halber, wha happenin' over?
He went
grim. "Unies everywhere. Nevah seen so many. For a moment his mood
lightened. "Some dead ones, thouj Firebombs. Rocks from roof. An'
Unies don' know shi' 'bout scopin' out upper flo's."
I could
imagine the hand-to-hand fighting, as trannies resisted loss of every build.
I
wondered how soon havoc of streets would come to Sub. Was marvel we safe so long.
First time couple doz Unies wi lasers crash down Four Two stair, we'd be
fleein' through nels for life.
Halber
snapped his fingers at a Sub.
"Any news Raulie?"
"Poke
ya head outa Three Four an' mira. Hdis buzzin' li bees. Top half of towah scorch black. Windows broke, lickin' everywhere. Come
look, Halb!" ...
I said
hoarsely, "Whatcha done?"
Halber
ignored me. "Uppies puttin' it out?"
"Don'
look like." The Sub giggled.
"Treyboy come arm burn, sayin' Fisherman try ta dissim inna
stair."
"??? towahs!
We drive frazzin' Uppies outa city!"
I shook
head. "It ain' the way."
"Don'
go glitch, ol' man; I need ya ta sermon trannies. Dis time
they lissen." Beside He
sound like give concession in
trayfo. "Was Jared Uppie's idea. No need ta throw fppies outa towahs. Burn
'em out, dey go by selves. An' that ain' only way. He say he c'n knockout towah
wid h!"
"Can
he?" I didn' know if I felt chill, or hope. Halber shrugged. "Tryin'. If can't, I venge Krand.
Ya v-" He jumped ta feet. "I c'n unnerstan' Uppie dissin' lie,
tryin' ta save self. But Allie said Krandboy wen' down idout a soun'. Diss wid
his own shiv. Know what it mean?"
"Means he dead."
"Mean
he was knockout first, Jared didn' have ta dissim." mouth was grim.
"Ya sent him ta work fo' Sub. Gonna dissim afta?" Long pause.
"Ain' sure," he said at last. "Might. Krand ras Sub."
Afternoon
drew on, slower 'n I could stand. I glad of pills brought
from stinn Shop.
At thought, I rocked, moanin'. Frazzin' Unies, stay away from shop; it all
Pedro got. Widout, no home, no trayfo, no food. No water. Starve.
Don'
matter, old Neut. Goin' to die soon enough. Anyhow, mira the Subs. Their worl'
crumblin', dead lyin' about, othas wish they dead, pleadin' for end of pain
from burn. But Halber fight
on.
Young
joey like Sub Boss could do that, I tol' myself. Could put aside hopelessness,
while Pedro Telamon Chang wanted to lay head in hands. Young joey focus on
venge 'gainst Uppies.
'Xcept,
venge wasn' what we needed. Okay okay, we hadda use some force. Couldn' bring
govermen to negotiate without. Any traytaman could tell that.
Prollem
was, kill too many Uppies, destroy too much before negotiate, an' govermen be
too pissoff to care.
Beginning
of plan took shape in my head. Unlikely to work. But nothin' else had better
chance.
I
turned to Halber. "How soon 'til meet?"
Four,
five 'clock we gathered in deep unner tunnel. I surprised at how many tribes
sent speakfo.
Washhites,
Broads, Easters, Rocks, Mids. Even coupla Eddie's Mace. Lexes. Huds. Joeys I
hardly never seen in years of trayfo. Walls. Chinas. I shook head. Once upon
time I'd call it miracle. For a min, wished Pook could be here to see.
History.
Anotha
miracle: no one worried 'bout push an' shove. No one demanded innifo. They was
almost too subdued.
Halber
led off. "Time ta put aside old tribe grieves. We fightin' fo' life."
A Lex
mutter, "How this frazzin' mess start?"
"Fisherman
done it. Midboy brought me his joeykit Peetee. Then Fisherman an' his
bitchbroad called in Unies ta fin' boy."
Someone
shouted, "Give kit back!"
"Did.
He ran safe ta Unies on street. They musta took him home early this morn. You
see sojers stoppin' rumb? If anythin', got worse the min Peetee outa
trannietown."
A dozen
trannies had dozen ideas why govermen came in c.ir~h fr~rr~~ I watched
Halber. kinda amaze at how he work crowd.
Coulda made wonnerful Neut, if he tried. He lettem all talk, brung 'em slowly
his way.
When
talk slowed he said, "Why it happened don' matter. Point is, they won'
stop. Right while we talk, sojer trucks are bringin' Unies uptown ta parkside.
An' who can't figga why?"
"Dey
crashin' down whole builds!" A Washhite. "Don' matta who
inside."
"Trapped
twenny our Huds in sewer tunnel, headin ta ol' bridge. Dissed em all."
"Dissed
my bitchbroad!" An Easter, his voice hurtin'. "While she hide my
kit!"
Murmurs
of sympathy, outrage.
Halber
saw his moment. "Time fo'rumb. All out rumb!"
"Yo!"
Hoots, cheers, applause.
A Mid,
cautious. "Too many Unies fo' us, Sub."
"Then
we become too many fo' them."
"How?"
"Alla
tribes gonna fight same place at once."
It gave
them pause. "Like Uppie army?"
Halber
grinned. "Since when trannies go Uppie? Rumb our way."
A roar
of laughter, that loosened tension.
"And
we got new ways. Towah burnin', that be us Subs. We got few lasers now, from
they dead. That mean we c'n diss sojers an' get more."
Cheers.
A Nor'
Broad said, "But they keep attackin', and when they do, we got no place ta
run."
"That
gonna change." Halber raised his hand 'til silence. "Dozen lifetimes
ya feared Subs, an' right so. Today ..." He paused. "We open
Sub."
I felt
skin prickle. Wasn't small thing he say. Was givin' Sub turf to all trannies.
An'
they knew it.
They
looked about, some with awe. "Unnercars too?"
"Long
as Valdez permas last." Halber turned to me. "Changman, ya got more
in shop?"
"Buncha,
But no way to get."
"Broads,
Three Four Mids, ya help Chang ta shop?"
"Yo!"
A shout, unanimous.
T ant
tn fi~'~t h~~flrt aivin' warnin'
nrtiinH It was
my time.
"Will
do," I said, tryin' not to think of lost trayfo. Didn' matta, I reminded
self. "Soon as ya help me south. But trannies gotta do more 'n rumb Unies
an' burn towahs."
Easter
said, "Can' even do that much, Chang. What else ya wan'?"
Ha.
Thank you, joey.
"Negotiate,"
I said, knowin' word was above most of them. "Trayfo."
Mutters
of discontent. Stares of confusion. "Changman wants ta give Uppies
cansa!"
I join
general laugh. "Naw. Negotiate, one army ta 'notha!" I explain.
"Send speakfo to tell 'em us trannies actin' togetha. Say we stop rumb
when they pullback. We wan' truce, decent trannie life, water flowin'
proper."
Absolute
silence, like they stun.
Then
the babble began, and grew. For few min, couldn't hear self think. Some joeys
argue so vehement I worried I started rumb in mid a Sub.
Halber
cupped hand to my ear. "You ain' so glitch afta all, Chang."
"Ya
approve?"
"Yo!"
He clapped hands sharp, 'til got 'em listenin'. "Well, joeys?"
An
Efdear, his voice drippin' scorn. "Who wanna negotiate like pussy
Easters!" .
In
instant, half a dozen Easters clawed toward him.
Halber
put stop to it. He stuck fingers in mouth, whistled shrill. "Allayas be in
Sub turf," he bellowed. "Knockitoff!" I held breath, but in a
min, riot was quell.
A China
said, "Pussy way or no, I don' care. Fine wid us if it stop Unies. 'Notha
couple days we be complete pushout!"
From
those aroun' him, unease. It ran against grain of trannie culture to admit
weakness. Even faced with pushout, tribe way was to bristle.
A Rock
said soft, "Us too. Down ta two lair.".
"An'
us." Slowly, the admission of disaster ran aroun' the room.
"Well,
then." Halber. "Seem ta me, we rumb an' negotiate same, time Prollem
is. who c'n we get ta negotiate?"
I watch
him careful, realizin' he my match as traytaman. Not a hint of smile on his
face.
I rode
in undercar with dozen Mids and Broads to Three Four staysh. Subs on guard at
stairs warned that Unies crawlin' all ova place. No way could I scuttle cross
street under Unie fire, but didn' have to. Mid joeys conferred with each otha,
'cause was their turf.
Two
joeys ran out side stair, dived into build.
Twenny
min, they back, exultant.
"No
Unies near wes' stair. From there, alleys an' through builds ta shop."
"Shop
bust?" I couldn' keep anxiety out.
"Naw.
Cross corna, they brung down ol' build, but yo' block safe still."
We all
went in anxious group.
It cost
me months of life, but finally we huddled round door while I unlocked shop. We
all crowded inside.
More 'n
anythin' I hated to lettem see upstair, but no choice. I couldn' lug down
Valdez by self. Anyway, my best trayfo hid under tarps, case of wet.
While
up, I rummaged through medkits. Reason to stay alive, now.
Much
harder to flee back to Sub, with everyone 'xcept me loaded with heavy permas.
Somehow, we managed.
Undercar
waited.
Back to
Four Two.
Tribe
meet was long over, only few speakfos left. Rest had started home to tell
tribes 'bout new world.
Halber
busy takin' trannie refugees inta Sub, organizing attack on Unie base at
Fourteen.
Before
we left for shop, he'd told meet it was for me to decide how to arrange
negotiate. He assigned twenty Sub joeys to help. They eager, like some kinda
game.
"Now
..." Wished I could fuss with tea. Easier to think. "Bes' if govermen
don' know Four Two Sub be our command. Gotta sneak me up to some build so I get
to them from there. 'Kay?"
"No
prollem." One joey punched 'nother in arm.
"Stoppit!
Upside'-joeys dyin' ever min." I tried to make voice less sharp.
"Cool
jets, Changman." But they subside.
I said,
"Need someone 'special brave." I looked around. If was buncha Uppies,
I'd prolly have dozen volunteers. But trannies fear swind.
"Need
white cloth on stick, to make flag. And brave Sub out on street, to wave."
"Me!"
Four hands, all at once.
Stupid
Subboys thought it some kinda adventure. Inside, I sighed. "Wave at Unies.
Army rule is, don' shoot no one wid flag. Hope, anyway. When they take ya, show
'em note I wrote, an' say, hol' ya fire, tribes sendin' out speakfo negotiator.
When they agree, ya come to build to get me. But mustn' tell 'em where I at
'til they agree."
I hoped
it wasn' too much for them to understan'.
I
swallowed pill from medkit, let them help me up side stair half cover with
rubble, an' scoot into bashed shop. From there, out back door to other build
half a block south. I woulda preferred further from Sub, but too far for old
legs, this long day.
Hid
safe in my build, I sent out Sub flagman Barth, hopin' they wouldn' burn him
down. Too much glee in eyes, this almos' grown joeykit.
I
waited hour at leas'. Hear shootin', rumble of tanks. 'Nother hour.
I grew
agitate, massaged achin' chest with stiff fingers.
'Nother
hour still.
Sounds
of govermen army quietin' down.
"Chang?"
Barth poked in head, still wavin' flag like glitch-boy. "Dey wantcha ta
meet Genral."
"Who?"
"Genral.
Tol' me ta say, dey'll lissen."
"Sure
they won' shoot?"
"Dunno.
Din' shoot me."
Despite
feel warm, I button coat, take deep breath. "Les' go."
Proudly
wavin' grimy white flag, Barth led me down Broad, back into Four Two square.
My
mouth dry. Didn' know what I faced.
Filmatleven.
Part II
September 2, in the Year of our Lord 2229
Chapter 41
PHILIP
I
prayed all the way down in the elevator. Please Lord, don't let the doors open
to a blast of fire, don't let me watch my skin blister while I gasped one last
breath of superheated toxic steam that roasted my lungs and ... a hundred
thirty-two divided by five expressed to four decimals in base twelve and
concentrate on that until--
The
doors slid open.
I was
so paralyzed with relief I almost waited too long. I dived out just before they
shut.
The
hallway carpet was sopping wet. A small stream of water trickled through an
open door, I was
on the floor above street level. I'd chosen it intentionally, hoping not to
blunder into a hallway full of frenzied transpops. From what I'd heard on the
roof, the lowest fires were above me, and anyway if they had any sense, the
Subs would have left themselves an exit.
Though
if they had any sense, why would they burn a tower?
I
followed the stream to the same stairwell we'd helped Mr. Boland climb, so many
flights above. The steps were slippery; I carefully gripped the rail, stopping
every so often to listen for voices, but there were none.
Cautiously,
I descended to street level.
The
stairs opened on a long corridor. Emergency lights flickered, giving the
passage an eerie glow that died in the distance. I prepared equations to solve,
just in case.
Someday,
I'd tell Mr. Skeer how they helped. I might also tell him how it felt to crush
the facial bones of a dying Sub in the Park. How it felt to defy Path and to
witness Mom's anguish as the elevator doors slowly closed.
They
might never understand, but Jared came first, before them, before even me. It
was I who'd provoked him into leaving. I'd aroused the misery that so unhinged
him he'd urged the Subs to rampage. I'd read in my downloaded psych texts that
acute pain engenders rage. I could guess what Jared felt.
Luckily
my own thoughts were clearer than his. I hoped someday I'd feel remorse for
what I'd done, so as not to become a sociopath. If Path punished me, it might
help me deal with it.
But for
now, all I felt was resolve.
Chaco
would have to wait.
Ahead
in the corridor, the glow of day. I hoped it indicated an open door to the
street, else I'd have to backtrack.
Two
sacks lay on the floor. I stepped over one, recoiled. It was a tribesman, his
dead eyes staring. Near him, a guard.
I
gulped, practiced equations, steeled myself not to rev.
Did
something move behind me, in the dark? I walked at first, then raced to the
open doorway and shot out to the street.
The
light was blinding.
I
rubbed my eyes. A handful of bloody dead lay about. Their clothes suggested
they were hotel guests. Were the transpops killing everyone they caught?
At the
far comer, a massive fire-fighting heli hovered, its vast water tanks almost
too great for the rotors to lift. Below it, slow-moving vehicles of U.N.A.F.
soldiers.
Across
the street loomed another massive tower, and a block south, a third. I searched
the facades for clues as to which building Jared's captors had attacked.
No
smoke, no shattered doors. In the windows a block south, office lights
flickered.
I
doubted it was safe to run the length of the block; I'd try the tower across
the street first. Taking a deep breath, I dashed across.
A faint
cry. "There's one!"
Though
I'd come out to search for Subs, I didn't care to meet them on the open street.
Halber's people didn't seem to listen to reason.
To my
right, a chunk of pavement smoked and cracked. Instantly I veered left, to the
south.
Another
bolt. Sparks flicked into my legs. I yelped, veered again. Zagging and dodging,
I reached the far side of the street and pressed myself into a recessed shop
doorway.
The
shop was long abandoned, of course. No help there. With infinite caution, I
peered out. Two troopers were approaching with weapons ready. On the road, an
abandoned car. If I used it as a shield ... I leaped out of the doorway,
raced down the street, glancing back. I couldn't see the soldiers past the car.
That meant they couldn't see me. Could a rifle fire through a ruined car and
pick me off? I ran harder. My shoulders itched.
I
reached the corner, glanced both ways.
West
half a block was a platoon of Unies. They strode down the center of the road,
rifles across their chests.
I raced
past the side street before any of them took aim. My lungs were about to burst.
No
choice now. I veered right, toward the looming tower.
Like
the Sheraton, the building was a fortress. Heavy steel emergency doors, no
windows. I ran to the nearest door, clawed at the knob. Locked shut.
In a
moment the Unie platoon would reach the corner. Following the building, I
dashed around the side, found another door. Also locked.
I
sucked air into my heaving chest.
At the
far corner was another door. Wheezing, I no longer cared if the troopers got
me. I walked.
The
doorknob was missing. I put my hand into the hole, yanked hard.
Nothing.
Disgusted, I turned to go.
"Yo!"
Voices, inside.
I
froze. Then I turned. I rapped on the door and said hoarsely, "Gotta see
Jared,"
"Who
go?"
Unable
to think of another name, I said, "Chaco."
The
door swung open.
Three
Subs gaped at me, and I stared back. One of them was old and toothless, and
carried a cutting assembly.
"He
ain' Sub."
"A
frazzin' Uppie!"
"Mr.
Chang sent me. Where's Jared?"
"Wha?"
A suspicious look, first at me, then to each other.
"Take
me to Jared!" I used Mom's tone that meant, right now, young man. I added,
"I'm supposed to help." With what, I wasn't sure.
The
leader said, "Closa frazzin' door, Poul." Suddenly we were all inside
in the close confines of the corridor.
"Seen
Unies, Chaco?" Poul.
"Yes,
sir. I just missed a platoon coming
around the corner.
And there's soldiers at a command post on the avenue a block north. They shot
at me."
It was
the best thing I could have said. Their suspicions dissolved. "Frazzin'
Unies pushout every tribe in trannietown,"
Poul
growled.
"Mr.
Chang wanted me to see Jared right away," I said hopefully.
"I
ask Raulie. Sollie, get the frazzin' door weld shut."
The old
man bobbed his head. "Long as some Uppiekit don' comealong an' pop it open
while I work."
"C'mon,
Chaco." Poul tramped down the corridor. He took me to a door.
"Elevate. It go upandown." He stabbed the button.
"Where
are you taking me?"
"Nine
flo'."
"Why?"
He
giggled. "You see." Then, a frown. "Thought ya was sent ta
help."
At that
moment the caller in my pocket buzzed. Until now, I'd
forgotten I had it.
"Whazzat?"
"Nothing,"
I said.
It rang
again.
I
didn't know what to do. Tentatively, I drew it from my pocket, keyed it on.
"Hello?" I found it hard to speak.
Mom's
voice cracked like a whip. "Philip, where are you?"
I said
nothing.
"Tell
me this instant!"
With a
dazzling burst of clarity I knew I was at a threshold that could never be
recrossed. I said, "No, ma'am."
Her
tone reeled with hurt. "Why, P.T.? What are you doing?" Almost, it
made me relent.
"I've
got to find Jared."
Poul
stared, openmouthed.
"If
he's burning towers with the trannies, he's made his own bed. You've done all
you could."
I
cried, "No I haven't!" Why couldn't she see? "He ran away
because of what I said. I'm responsible."
"No,
you're-"
"I
almost had him in Pook's lair, but the Subs took him. Then I
got in the middle of... Mom, there's dead joeys and blood and I can't begin to
sleep and I've got to find him and talk to him so somehow this will end!"
My voice cracked.
A long
silence. "I'll let you speak to your father."
"NO!
He's already too hurt, and he's fragile."
She was
silent.
I said,
"I think Jared's upstairs. I'll try to bring him home."
"Which
building are you in?"
"Ma'am,
I won't tell you." I gripped the caller, wishing it would shatter in my
hand. "Stop trying to find me. I'll call when I'm ready."
"P.T.!"
"I'm
taking out the battery, so I can't be traced. I'm sorry." I keyed off the
caller, pulled the power unit, wiped my eyes.
Poul
growled, "Ya said Changman sentcha, Chaco."
The
elevator bell chimed.
"He
sort of did. I-"
The
doors slid open, and I was face to face with Raulie.
His
mouth fell open. "Peetee!" His hand whipped to the knife in his belt.
I
skidded backward into Poul, inadvertently shoving him into the wall.
"Wait!"
Raulie lunged.
I
bolted.
I
headed for the outer door; Raulie was between me and the elevator and left me
no choice, A
bright light, like the sun. Sparks flew.
Raulie
yelled, "Diss 'im! Halber sayta!"
The
toothless old man looked up from his work. "Whazzis?"
The
handle of the door glowed red, as did the steel frame, I
launched into a dropkick, hurtled feetfirst into the knob. The door crashed
open. The old man cursed. I rolled to my feet, raced into the street.
The
Unie patrol was nowhere to be seen, but I knew their command post was a block
north. As I ran I glanced back, Raulie pounded after me.
I
dashed around the corner, heading west. Across the street, a building burned.
Somehow
I had fo evade Raulie and try again to get into Jared's
tower. I reached the avenue, veered north. I needed to get far enough ahead to
find a hiding place.
Raulie
wasn't a fast runner. I did my best, ignoring the ache in my calves.
I
looked back again, didn't see him. I'd go another block, no more. I didn't want
to end up too far from the tower.
Again I
glanced over my shoulder. No sight of him, but...
I
cannoned into an unseen figure. The wind was knocked out of me. I lay on the
ground, gasping.
A Sub.
He carried a pole from which a filthy sheet hung.
"Watchit,
grode!" His eyes narrowed. "An uppiekit, onna street?"
Automatically his hand went to his knife. "Why?"
I
couldn't move, even to save my life. My head reeled. I couldn't tell him Raulie
was after me, or ask help getting home. I could barely speak. I made a sound,
half laugh, half sob, and desperately invented an errand. "I was looking for
Mr. Chang," I said.
"Why?"
He leaned close, knife in hand.
I had
to keep him off-balance. "Halber sent me. I have news."
A
moment's pause. "Okay," he said, and helped me up. "He wid
Unies. Our negotiate."
I
gaped.
"I
be Barth. C'mon." Proudly, he waved the sheet, and started
north.
I had
to get off the street before Raulie found me, and in my befuddlement I let
Barth lead me to a Unie outpost. Several soldiers stood guard, their
expressions tense. I edged behind the Sub, hoping if they were going to shoot,
Barth would be hit first.
This
wasn't working out well. In the hotel, Path told me he'd given my holo to the
jerries. When the troopers recognized me, they'd have me in Mom's hands in no
time, and the consequences would be grim. But it was too late to run. Casually,
I rubbed my face to spread the grime.
"Message
fo' Mista Chang," Barth said. "Where he be?" A soldier's rifle
swung. "Who's this?" His look was one of loathing.
I said
quickly, "Chaco. I got word for Mr. Chang."
"Sit there."
Then, to Barth, "Get the fuck out of here."
"Flagga
truce," the Sub said in an injured voice. "It's a rule."
The
soldier clicked off his rifle's safety. "Disappear!"
Barth
scuttled off.
I
swallowed, afraid to say a word. Surreptitiously, I reached down, gathered more
dirt, ran my hand across my shirt.
The
trooper keyed his caller. "Lieutenant? This is Affens, on Forty-first.
Some trannie joey, with a message for the negotiator." He listened.
"God only knows, sir. He's too young to be more than a messenger."
Again he listened. "Right, sir. Will do."
Minutes
passed. A four-seater landed, its rotors twirling to a stop.
"In,
trannie!"
I tried
to get the accent right. "Where ya takln' me?"
With a
curse, he threw me into the heli.
We
lifted off.
Minutes
later, we landed on a tower pad. I cringed. If Mom or Path were here, I'd be
tempted to throw myself from the parapet. I'd disobeyed them outright; only my
finding Jared might justify the price.
Two
troopers came for me, led me into the tower. They led me down a long corridor,
opened a door, thrust me in.
Pedro
Chang sat in a heavy coat with many pockets, alone, massaging his chest.
Chapter 42
JARED
Anyone
can brace himself, slide into access, snowplow a clumsy turn from the crest of
the nets, and schuss the scant beginner slopes with hardly a lean, on big fat
beginners' skis. On these hills the ski patrol is a keystroke away, and every
electronic pathway is swept clear of bugs and fluffed to perfection.
The
more daring can race the multiaccess downhill where images flare, webs tingle,
pages flip with dizzying speed. They whiz through password blocks and shoot
over the gentle rises to the semiapproved, the no-joeykits, 'warning:
heresy-ahead' mild thrills of social disapproval.
It's
all legal, tested, fundamentally decent, safe. True schussmen scorn the licit
slopes. I'd told the trannies I needed my nets. With luck, I thought I'd get
uniaccess, or at best a sixteen multi. It hadn't worked that way.
We'd
sliced through the tower door like butter. The two guards met us halfway to the
elevator. They'd burned four trannies before falling to the fury of the rest.
Towers
have safety systems, of course. Good ones. The puters that controlled access,
elevators, heat, cooling, lights, and callers, were locked deep in a
fortresslike control room, supervised by the very puters themselves. The steel
hatches were so strong it would take a welding torch to break through. In
addition, the towers were huge, bustling places. In office towers such as the
one I chose were our huge multi-planetaries' head offices. Massive puter access
was de rigueur. Somewhere in the world, at any hour, financial markets were
open, so brokers were always present to work them. Even in these days of
universal net access, the corporations that ruled the world huddled together
and drew their minions close, as if for mutual protection. Twenty-four hours a
day, office warrens buzzed with drones doing their masters' bidding.
A pack
of intruders wasn't about to land on the roof and invade unnoticed. Someone
would see, and call the jerries.
The
towers were a hundred percent invulnerable.
Well,
perhaps not. Let's say eighty-five point seven one percent invulnerable.
That
is, six days out of seven.
Today
was Sunday. The Sabbath was inviolate; the building would be virtually empty
except for the few guards. No businesses were open; they couldn't be, under the
azure acts.
And
elsewhere in the city, the jerries were rather busy.
Once we
broke into the ninth-floor puter center, the rest was easy. Raulie's Subs took
two lasers from the dead guards at street level. Two of the building's security
joeys had barricaded themselves in the control room, frantically calling the
jerries. We killed one, forced the other to surrender.
As if
in church, I drifted reverently past the banks of puters and peripherals. They
were mine, if I had the passwords.
And
that was easy. I asked Raulie to find them out for me. He smiled, dragged the
terror-stricken guard into the hallway.
Two
minutes later I had the code to the safe, and the book of passwords in hand.
The
now-compliant guard called the jerries, told them the Subs had been caught and
expelled.
I
sealed off the lower floors, brought all elevators down to ground level.
Then I
called up a list of the building's tenants.
Holoworld,
of course. A couple of snowworms would give their system fits, and I knew just
where to dig for them.
I slipped
on my ski mask, zipped up my parka, and grabbed the chairlift to the nets.
Issuing crisp orders to the voice inputs, tapping all the while, windowing half
a dozen screens simultaneously, I put out a call.
Rolf?
Fiona? Wanna schuss?
I
doubted I'd get them both until later; Fiona didn't come out until late
afternoon.
After
killing the last guard my trannies were getting restless. Twice I had to tell
Pook to stop yelling at the inputs.
Idly, I
scanned the tenant list: dozens of corporations, large and small. Sales
offices, accounting firms. The U.N.A.F.
Eastern
District Base Construction Office. I
raised an eyebrow. Now, that had possibilities.
On the
thirty-ninth floor was Bank of London Shearson, the world's largest brokerage.
Could I get in?
"Pook!"
He
jumped. "Yo?"
"I
got a job for you. Go to thirty-nine, see about breaking into the B of L
office."
"I
spose ta stay wid you."
"You
think I'd go anywhere, dumbass? The only reason I'm sending you is so I can
stay here."
"I
dunno, Jared." He fretted. " 'Sides, dunno how ta read elevate
numbas. Or doors."
My tone
was magnanimous. "No problem, Pookboy. I'll run the elevator from here.
And on thirty-nine ..." I checked my codes, tapped a few keys. "It'll
be the only office that's lit."
"How
we get in?"
"Up
to you. Smash the door if you like."
"All
ri'!" He jumped up. "Allie, ya watchim' for me?"
Her
teeth bared. "Absolute."
I
added, "Pook, when the caller rings, answer it."
"Huh?"
I
picked up my console caller. "Once you're in I'll tell you what to
do."
"Bissie,
wanna comealong?" He raced out with a whoop.
I
studied the layout, turned to Raulie. "Your skills are wasted here. How
about taking your joeys to another tower?"
"Why?"
This
will take a while," I said. "Meantime, I can't have jerries busting
in. Maybe you could start a couple more fires and spread their attention."
Raulie's
face went sullen. "Buncha trannies get diss each time. Ya wan' us dead so
ya can play widya toys?"
"You
don't realize what these toys can do." Of course not; he was a trannie.
"First I'll blast Holoworld off the screens." I jumped up, paced the
puter room. "If I crash the B of L nets we can break into thousands of
brokerage accounts. Then-"
"Broke
her what?"
"Never
mind. When Fiona helps me with the links, we can an fnr air traffic control,
tax files, databanks ..."
Raulie's
face was blank.
"Look,
With enough free RAM I can build an Arfie. I've figured how." Excitedly, I
paced. "After we link I'll dump a few gig of Holoworld's junk and build a
mammoth icecracker, in borrowed CLIP RAM. An AI, got it? But he'll be too big
for Holoworld to contain. And if we squeeze him out of Holoworld with a timed
dump, he'll be floating wild, and answerable only to us! Don't you see what
that means?"
I
grabbed Raulie, shook his shoulders. "You want to bring down a tower? With
an Arfie behind it, maybe my CLIP can bring down a hundred towers. Crash the
Uppie world!"
"What's
a CLIP?"
"Central
linked processor. A few supertaxes in tandem can - never mind, you wouldn't
understand. The North American Stock Exchange reopens tomorrow. Right now the
streets are in chaos. But at seven A.M. five thousand people will pour into
this building to work. So the jerries will know just where to find us, if this
is the only tower we've broken into."
He said
slowly, "Ya wan' us ta fuddle 'em? Hit an' run?"
"Yes."
I held my breath,
"Dunno."
"If
Halber gave you more trannie - more joeys ... it's not like you'd have to start
fires on a bunch of floors like the Sheraton. Just break in, smash what you
can, start a blaze, and get the hell out."
Finally,
he shook his head. "Naw. Halb don' want us ta leave ya,"
I tried
to hide my dismay. My eye fell on a caller, and it inspired me. "Look!
Every office has dozens of these. I'll show you how to use them, take a
sackful back for the Subs. Won't that help you fight the Unies?"
"Yeah,
but..." He wrinkled his brow, "Usual, govermen shut off callers when
we take."
"Sure,
if you steal one from some lost Uppie. But we're talking dozens here, maybe
hundreds. And every tower you hit will have them. It'll take the Unies weeks to
figure which to shut off."
"Means
leavin' ya alone?"
"Let
Pook stay." It wasn't what I wanted, but if that would appease him ...
"And a few of your Subs, if you must. Besides,
I'll need someone to bring me softies and snacks from the machines. Look, I'll
preset these three callers so you and Halber can reach me whenever you
want."
"How
get out?"
"I'll
open a ground floor door."
He
fretted, "Halber be pissoff."
"Raulie,
look outside!" I keyed the console screen, displayed the building
perimeter and the streets beyond. "This is war! Do you want to win?"
While
he thought about it, I rang Pook on thirty-nine.
It was
late afternoon.
I
stretched, yawning. Outside my door, Allie and her trannies slept.
We were
high in the electronic Alps, schussing passes that had never known a keyboard's
touch.
Rolf
was with me, and Fiona, They'd brought a few friends I hadn't met.
It took
a while to convince them I wasn't sucking goofjuice, that my access was as hard
as I claimed.
It took
a longer while to set it up. Pook wasn't merely an illiterate, he was a
stubborn illiterate. My voice was raw from screaming through the caller,
explaining over and again how to power up and call in, what keys to hit to
mini-net with my command console. When he was finally done, I sent his joeys on
to Holoworld's private floor to do the same.
It took
two hours to link.
Pook
came downstairs sullen, looking for a fight, I recalled the slashes he'd left
on my chest, and praised him lavishly until the thunder on his face cleared.
I set
Rolf's codebreaker onto the brokerage accounts. It was normally a slow process,
but my superbox linkups provided all the processing power we could ask.
While
my joeyboys zarked through the accounts I cross-wired Fiona's ID builder to the
B of L database, and entered a few hundred phony accounts, to add to the
confusion.
B of L
wasn't without defenses. Automatically, their CLIP raised them.
A
blinding sleetstorm swirled over our heads.
The
electronic wind howled. I leaned hard to the right; away from the edee of a
cliff. I gritted my teeth, bent my
knees, leaned into the blizzard, straining to peer through the electronic
chaff. If I crashed, I'd be buried in an avalanche. If not, I'd own the
mountain.
I worked
three keyboards, windowing like a madman. My throat was dry from growling
constant verbals to the obedient inputs.
I
crouched low, shot over a cliff, skis bent high as I plunged toward the sheet
of snowcapped ice.
Slam. A
moment's unbalance.
I raced
downhill past useless drifts piled in flimsy defense.
Suddenly
I coasted through a calm chill valley.
The
Bank of London CLIP was mine.
Chapter 43
POOK
Bustin'
through doors be zarky. Resta stuff, noway. Why Jared Uppie figga I know 'bout
inputs an' pitchers onna screen? Only screen I know is big newscreen on side a
Holoworld build.
No
reason fo' him ta yell like I stupe.
I come
back down from thirty-nine wonderin' whetha ta dissim an' take my chances wid
Halber, but he musta realize it ain' good ta mess wid Pookboy, cause he
allasudden nice.
Still,
not much ta do 'xcept sit aroun' an watch, an every time I fidget he go inta
orbit. Finally he say in Uppietalk, ya know I gonna stay here. Why doncha go
upta eleven or twelve and smash a buncha Uppie offices?
"Smash
what?" I ask.
"Anything
you want," he say. "Just don't break any windows. From outside I
don't want anyone to know we're here."
"Dunno,"
I say.
"You'll
find puters, desks, chairs, water lines. You could have
fun."
"Well
..." I be godawful tempt. "Jus' fo' a while, maybe."
"Long
as you want," he say. "Allie's here. The other joeys too."
So I go
have fun. Afta, I so tire I couldn' smash a Unie's face if it lyin' unnerfoot.
I go back ta putah room, lie quiet in corna.
When I
wake up, screen show outside is dark. Jared sit at console tappin' like loonie,
time ta time snickerin'.
He got
two callers, one talkin' ta whole room', otha at his ear. "They can't
trace," he say inta one. "We routed through London on a scrambler to
Madrid and I rescrambled to ring you. Cool your frazzing jets, Rolf. We're just
two friends talking. These airway lines have nothing to do with net
fiboptics."
Allatime
his hands busy.
"Tellya
what " he sav. "I'm wasting my time doing this by hand.
Have Arfie write a quickie that manages a couple thousand accounts and performs
random trades. Huh? Yes, I have a reason. About six times during the day,
program half the accounts to sell off a big chunk of some multiplanetary. Start
with Holoworld. And come back to hit those fuckers twice; I owe them. Toward
afternoon let's crank up the volume. If you can feed me the program by opening
bell, I'll crank the customer list through and generate orders."
He
lissen a long while.
"Yeah,
they'll close it down when they realize, but you know what? I got the B of L
CLIP in London purring like a kitten. Betcha I can get it to feed me customer
accounts worldwide. Wouldn't that be a zark?"
Again
he lissen. "Right. Happy schuss."
He
click off caller, talk to his desk. "Sorry to keep you waitin'. What'd
you say your name was again?"
A
grunt. "Shooter."
"Kay,
feed me your idea one more time."
"Rolf
says you're friggin' around with brokerage accounts."
"So?"
"Why
waste the time? Go for the gold."
Jared
roll his eyes. "Kill the dramatics, it's been a long night."
"I'm
talking literal. Go for the gold."
I
lissen, but hard time figurin' out what he say. Somethin' about a run on the
Unidolla, tradin' pounds fo' francs fo' yen, An' a frien' who once busted inta
treasury central putah.
Jared's
eyes go wide. I ask somethin', but he shush me fas'. He listenin'har'.
Chapter 44
ROBERT
I spent
the night in the aerie of Midtown Hospital, under a fair amount of sedation.
It was
a busy night for hospital emergency rooms, and it was two hours before I was
seen. But when the admissions office discovered who I was, obstacles
disappeared, and I found myself in a private room on a VIP floor.
Perhaps
I should have pulled rank the moment they wheeled me to the clinic doors, but
for once, I didn't care about the perks of office. I made sure Dad was notified
and told I'd call him in the morning, and sank into much-needed sleep.
When I
woke to daylight, I had an unexpected visitor: Mother. She sat placidly in the
corner, scanning her holovid. "Hallo," she said, switching it off.
She hitched her chair closer, I held
out my hand, squeezed hers. "How did you know?"
"Your
father."
"Considerate
of him. I'd have called you as soon as I woke."
"I'm
sure." Perhaps she meant it. My relations with her were cordial but lacked
affection, as was also the case between me and Dad. Somehow, I'd never learned
the art. That didn't prevent me from calling her regularly, or working closely
with Dad in party politics.
"Lie
still," she said. "You're concussed. That trannie prick nearly bashed
in your skull." I was careful not to show annoyance. Mother's language was
uninhibited, and was one of the many causes of her breakup with Dad. Though
some of his colleagues saw her candor as refreshing, others were put off. It
had added to the strain of the entertaining that was a sine qua non of
political life.
"Halber
was a bit annoyed with the Captain," I, said, "And with all
Uppies,"
She
wrinkled her nose. "I wish you wouldn't say 'Uppie.' That snobbishness
doesn't apply to all of us."
"I
suppose." I tried carefully to sit. "Are my ribs broken?"
"Bruised.
The bandages will help you breathe easier. Lie still."
"Mother,
can you get me released?" I studied the door. The room no longer spun.
"Probably,
but why? They say to rest three days before-"
"All
hell's breaking loose. I want to be at my console, not buried in a boneyard.
This trannie fracas is the break Dad needs. I want to help." Perhaps I
could even moderate the war's fury, to make amends for my excess of enthusiasm.
She
asked, "Will he declare?"
"Not
during a police crackdown. His announcement would be buried. But soon."
Sooner than planned, I realized. The upheaval would bring a spate of news
stories, a mild backlash of sympathy for the oppressed, and an intense desire
to forget the blood and the men who'd caused it.
"He
can destroy Kahn, head to head." Her tone was casual, acknowledging what
we both knew. Dad was a master debater, and his wit would shine in contrast to
the stolid SecGen.
I said
suddenly, "Would you have liked to be First Lady?"
"Not
a whit. But see that I get an invitation for tea during his term of
office."
"Done,"
I said, and we both smiled.
"First
spouses don't often do well," she reflected. "Mrs, Kahn is bored
senseless with diplomatic soirees, and your confidante Arlene's jaw was
clenched through the entire Seafort administration."
I
giggled, but it hurt my chest.
"I'll
find a wheelchair," she said, getting to her feet. "And a stick of
dynamite for the paperwork." She paused at the door. "Call Van,"
she said. "He must be worried sick."
I
frowned, but she was gone before I could reply. Like most who knew me, she
thought I concealed an amorous relationship with my long-term aide, and paid no
heed to my denials. But it wasn't so. Van's regard was elsewhere, lavished on a
young joey who'd been a Senate page when they'd met. And my passion was
unengaged. I still hoped the right joeygirl would come along, but knew that
with each passing month it grew more unlikely.
While
Mother was rattling the hospital administrators, the caller rang. It was Dad.
"Robbie, you all right?"
"More
or less. I was about to call; we need to meet. There are things you should
know."
"Van
filled me in on some. All in all, I approve. I'm at my office. I can be down in
an hour." Dad's suite was in the legislative tower overlooking the U.N.
Rotunda.
"No,
I'll come to you."
He
asked, "Can you walk?"
"I
haven't tried yet, but I'll be there." I rang off.
When
Mother came back to gloat over her success I said, "Have we heard from the
Seaforts?"
"No
messages. Why would they call?"
So Kahn
had kept his bargain; Mother's response told me the Captain's involvement
wasn't public news. Good; I owed him
that much.
I
wondered how the story was playing. "Can you lay hands on a
Holoworld?"
"Yes,
but don't bother. Abbreviated edition, compiled over the nets. Their home
office is closed, along with a dozen other towers."
"Good
lord. Did the Subs burn them all?"
"The Sheraton was worst hit, but
there's been trashing, looting, and fire. The Mayor's advised everyone in
midtown towers to work from home for the day. Ah, here's the nurse to help
you dress."
Two
hours later an aide was wheeling me into the Hugo Von Walther Senatorial Office
Building, an address I hoped to claim after the next election. Built on the
extensive grounds of the enlarged U.N. compound, it was one of the city's few
towers that had entrances both above and at streetside.
Outside
his private office Dad gave me a quick embrace "You look better than I
feared."
"I'm
well enough. I don't need this chair."
"Stay in it for a day.
Anything I should hear privately? I have Rex Fizer from the Senate U.N.A.F.
Committee and Admiral Jeff Thorne from Lunapolis in the office."
"In
brief, Kahn agreed to total clearance of the streets, and I promised we'd give
him no flak." Quickly, I summarized our conversations. "Arlene
Seafort gave me the opening, and I leaped on it. I also got Kahn to keep the
Seaforts out of it. Dad, the heat will be his to bear, and we've cleared the
way for rt.ii-
~-~r~nctrurtirm neonle."
"You
did well." For a moment, his hand flitted to my shoulder. I basked in his
benediction. "Confidentially, Jeff Thorne supports a change of government.
Fizer is of course a Supranationalist, and with us. But don't rub their noses
in the political aspects of our agreement with Kahn."
I was
nettled. "Obviously not. That was for your ears."
We joined their
meeting in progress. Dad said,
"Kahn's people called this morning.
They want a visibly bipartisan committee to consult on this one. No
doubt Kahn will keep his distance and send a flunky."
Admiral
Thorne nodded. "You'll include the military?"
"Yes, I'll propose
you for the Navy. And Rex here, from the Supras' Senate caucus. For the Assembly, I thought perhaps Rob
would be a good choice. So as not to upstage him, I'll find urgent business in
Washington for the week."
I made
sure my face revealed little. Dad liked to spring surprises on me. Political
training, he called it. What my face would have shown, if I'd allowed it, was
elation. I'd be in a position not only to inform Dad but to influence events.
I also
noticed Dad had played it like the wily fox he was. The Boland name would be
prominent, but not his own; he could take credit for success, and avoid the
worst of the fallout if some fiasco ensued.
I
asked, "Who's in charge overall?"
"General Ernst Ruben. Mildly political, but professional through
and through."
"Where is he?"
"At
the moment, Lord knows. He's made headquarters in Franjee Tower on
Fortieth."
I said,
"I'd like to watch from there. Can you swing it?"
"I imagine.
Give me 'til this afternoon. Now, I don't know why you went down to the street,
but don't let it happen again. That's why we train joeykids as soldiers. You
served your time."
"Aye aye, sir." It was deliberate, to remind him he was issuing orders in front
of our allies.
"They
say it's a nightmare down there." He went to the window, but it fronted on
the river, and none of the carnage was visible. "Mrs. Kahn's aunt was
evacuated in the Sheraton fire. All sorts of people are inconvenienced, and
many are hurt."
"I
was there," I said dryly.
"Of
course. Forgive me."
After
our conference I borrowed a desk, netted with Van and our office puter, and
delegated as much of the routine work as I could.
No word
from the Captain or Arlene.
In the
heli heading to Franjee Tower, I tried Seafort's personal caller code, got only
his voicemail. He could be maddening. Most joeys let their puter screen
incoming calls and forward those it thought important. But the Captain refused
to work with intelliputers, no matter what inconvenience he caused others.
I tried
Arlene's line, and she answered. "Rob?"
"Thank
God! Where are you?"
"Refugees
have taken every hotel room in the city. We're with the Tamarovs, Alexi and
Moira. Do you know them?"
"I
met Alexi once, after the war."
"They're
putting us up until Philip's found. You saw what he did?"
"He
headed down in the elevator."
"And
he disconnected his caller; we can't trace him. In the Sheraton stairwell, a
Sub told him Jared was nearby."
"Did
you look?"
"Rob,
we can't get near midtown. No helis are to rent, the helicabs won't consider
the trip. The Unies won't take us, or the police. The Tamarovs' tower is at the
foot of the island overlooking the seawall, or we'd walk. Nick is beside
himself."
"Stay
off the streets. The soldiers are on edge."
Her
voice broke. "Rob, I need to find my son."
"I've
been assigned to the oversight committee, and I'm on my way to military HQ.
I'll do what I can."
"Please!
And keep us informed."
"I
will." I rang off.
The
caller buzzed immediately.
"Rob,
it's Adam Tenere."
"Wonderful.
Are you all right? Have you a caller with you?"
"Programmed
to my home number. We have a problem. I just got a call from the Commandant. It
seems Jared escaped the Subs and is on the street."
"We'll
do everything we can to-"
"Remember
Colonel Wirtz, on a Hundred Tenth? He's about to gas the Sub tunnels."
"It's
probably for the best. Knockout gas is humane. In the long run, it will-"
"He
called off the knockout gas. Apparently the Subs counterattacked in midtown.
Overran a Unie post, about seventy U.N. casualties. No wounded. The orders are
now to kill on sight. Wirtz has a new plan to flush the tunnel with cyanide
gas."
"Lord
Jesus."
Adam's
tone was urgent. "Even the trannies don't deserve that, Rob. You've got to
help."
"I'll
do what I can."
"Hurry!"
He rang off.
We set
down on the rooftop of Franjee Tower. As the blades slowed I ducked out,
hurried to meet the officer waiting to escort me to the elevator.
"Mr.
Boland? Major Groves." We shook hands. "General Ruben's headquarters
is on floor ninety-three."
"What's
the latest?" My ribs were still sore; I slowed my pace.
"You
heard about the massacre on Fourteenth? The General's called for massive
reinforcements, and meanwhile we've pulled back." Savagely, he punched an
elevator button.
Ninety-three
was a whirlwind of activity. Ernst Ruben had commandeered the floorwide offices
of Peabody Company, one of the larger real estate companies. Desk
consoles had been cleared of civilian business, callers appropriated, detailed
city maps displayed on the sales screens.
I made
a mental note to see the Peabody firm was amply compensated; they were among
our firmest supporters.
"General?"
Major Groves snapped a salute. "Assemblyman Boland to see you."
Ernst
Ruben turned from a viewscreen, pointer in hand. "Goot to meet you,
Assemblyman."
"Call
me Rob; everyone does," I said smoothly. Major Groves edged away, giving
us privacy.
"In
that case, I'm Red. I understand you were on the streets with Seafort?"
"God,
yes." I grimaced. "You have no idea ..."
"Oh,
I do, believe me. They ambushed us yesterday, and..." His eyes searched
mine. "You realize this has gone far beyond a mere riot?"
"I'd
call it full-scale insurrection."
"Ja.
Truth is, we can't contain it with the Seventy-fifth Regiment alone; I've
called in Thirteenth Armor."
"Tanks
and artillery, for an urban disturbance?"
"They'll
support our troop carriers in the house-to-house assault." Ruben's gaze
was steady. "We're only going to do this once. That's straight from the
Rotunda."
"At
what cost in lives?"
"None,
if the trannies give way."
I hated
to begin my liaison with an objection, but morality and Dad's upcoming campaign
left me little choice. "General, for politics' sake, if nothing else, we
have to give them a chance to surrender."
"I
already have." He grinned. "They sent an envoy of sorts."
"You're
joking."
"Not
at all. A ragged old man. Came under white flag."
"What
does he say?"
"He's
waiting for our terms, but I'm letting him stew. The trannies must be worried;
they've already sent him a messenger."
"When
will your offensive push off?"
"Probably
not before tomorrow. We'll give their negotiator one chance to make
peace."
"Can
he? The trannie tribes are scattered all over the city."
"It's
a problem. I'll set him a test, I think. Later tonight."
I
looked around for a place to sit. "The oversight committee ... where will
we meet?"
"By
vidcon, mostly. Admiral Thorne's gone to the Earthport Naval base. Senator
Fizer's still in Washington, and the SecGen flew to London."
"As
far from responsibility as they can get." My tone was glum.
"Oh,
there's always Timbuktu. But I doubt
you'll have trouble
getting them on the caller."
A
window rattled, as one of the incessant military helis flew past, closer than
was absolutely necessary.
Ruhen
snapped, "Groves!" The major left his map. "Once was
funny, twice was a nuisance. Tell the flyboys to give us two hundred damn feet
clearance, and I mean it!"
"Right,
sir."
"And
get me another coffee. Then find Mr. Boland a console."
Groves
strode off. I said, "General, I'll try to stay out of your hair, but we
have problems that can't wait."
Suddenly
his look was less friendly. "Such as?"
"I
had a call from Adam Tenere, who works for former SecGen-"
"I
know of him."
"At
your outpost on a Hundred Tenth, a Colonel Wirtz is planning an attack on the
Sub tunnels."
"And?"
"Have
him wait until we can discuss it. He intends to use gas, and there may be
civilians-"
"When
Groves gets back, I'll tell him. What else?"
"SecGen
Seafort's son."
"Thank
God he's been found; having him off the streets makes our job less of a
nightmare."
"Well,
that's a problem. He went back."
"He
what?"
"Ran
away again. They had him at the hotel and ... he was searching for a friend,
and the trannies torched the hotel, the situation was confused ..." I
trailed off.
Ruben's
eyes were ice. "Assemblyman - Rob - we've lost a hundred-twelve troops as of
last count. I hope the boy's all right, but if his parents had him and let him
go, I'd say we were absolved of responsibility, and I'll so advise SecGen
Kahn."
Chapter 45
PEDRO
I sat
in windowless room, a negotiator without negotiate. Early in day, govermen
troops escorted me to tower office. Wasn't long 'til brusque Unie officer
Groves came to ask what I wanted. End to fightin',I said. Have trannie rebels come
out and give selves up, he replied.
I
shrugged. "What else you offa?"
"Nothing. Only the chance for
you to save lives." Be patient, Pedro, I tol' self. You be a traytaman, and understand.
Trannies won't give in without trayfo. But Unies don't seem to want nothin'
'xcept total surrender, which you can't give. Halber's fightin' might change
that, but isolated in negotiate room, I wouldn't know what he achieve. Prollem.
Wait 'n
see, I told major; maybe one of us change his min'. Without a word he got up
an' left. I heard door lock from outside.
Alone,
I sat. Wished I had my teapot, or old bound book for
read.
After
hours passed, door to my windowless prison opened. Fisherman's joeykit walked
in, dirty and dishevel.
"Peetee!"
His
eyes flickered to the guard. "I'm Chaco," he said casual, "I
brought - brung a message. Private."
I
looked at guard, then door, "If ya don' min'?"
Soldier
sniffed, stalked out to the hall.
I beckoned
Peetee close, whispered in his ear. "They prolly listenin'. What you
doin' here?"
"I'm
... not sure." For a moment he groped for words. "I found Father, the
hotel was in flames ... the Subs in the stairs mentioned Jared ..."
Haltingly, he told me his story, and how Barth led him to me. In return, I tol'
him how I made myself negotiator for trannies.
"Do
you know where Jared is, Mr. Chang? I've got to find him."
I shook
my head, whispered, "I gotta send you back, joey' "
"Don't
you understand?" His voice trembled. "If I go back without Jared,
it's all wasted. The fighting, the respect I've lost forever from my parents,
even ... Chaco."
"I
dunno where he is, Peetee."
He
clutched my wrist. "Don't call me that! If they find out I'm here, they'll
call Path."
I
debated. Findin' Peetee cut both ways. If I sent him back to Fisherman, was
likely they'd fly off to Washington compound, an' I'd never see again. On other
hand, if boy went back to street and got diss, Fisherman never forgive.
"All right, Chaco," I say loud, for hidden pickups. "Stay with
me a while, we see what happen." I nodded to boy, put finger to lips.
I bent
to joey kit's ear, tol' him what I had in mind. At last, he nodded, reluctant.
"Chaco,
bang on door 'til they answer."
A
sergeant appeared, then a Unie major. "What is it?"
"Can'
negotiate surrender 'less I talk to tribes. Put me out on street with flag. I
come back in coupla hours."
"That's
up to General Ruben."
"Ask
'im."
"Fraz
yourself, trannie." The door slammed.
For
while, Peetee fretted with hands, like counting.
Door
opened, and thickset man with carrot hair come in. Wore fatigues, with
general's stripes. "Chang?"
I drew
myself up. "Pedro Telamon Chang, speakfo tribes. We ain't introduce."
"Ernst
Ruben. I'm in charge," He didn't offer hand, "You want to arrange a
surrender?"
"Possible,
Or cease-fire. Gotta talk to my joeys."
"Do
you have authority? Would all the trannies listen to you?"
I said
with dignity, "I have authority they choose to give,"
"Here's
your chance to show it. I'll give you two hours. As proof of your credentials,
get me a trannie cease-fire for the rest of the evening, from Forty-third to
Forty-first where we picked you up."
"I'll
try."
"Do
more than try Mr. Chang, or don't come back."
I
nodded and said casual, "I'll need Chaco here as messenger for
after. He'll stay here while I go out. No point riskin' joeykit
too."
"Whatever."
He didn't spare Peetee a glance.
"See
he gets food. All of us, we gotta take care of joeykits in
world."
Ruben's
eyes lifted to my face, with a note of reappraisal. Two soldiers came for me,
poised at either side like they ready to grab in case I go heroic. I walked
with them up to roof. Wind blew my hair and billowed my coat. Was different,
above. Cleaner. Wind was stronger, and without grit from streets. But no time
to appreciate; they bustled me in heli and a min later we swooped down to
street.
Below, Unie patrol waited with white flag. Loudspeakers already blarin' don't
shoot, don't shoot, negotiator comin' out. They escorted me to center of
Broad, left me to walk down mid of street by self, feelin' like thousand eyes
be watchin'. Maybe they were. I went into same build I first came out of, and
wait 'til Barth march in, his flag held high. Ten min later, I in Four Two Sub.
Halber met me few paces from stair, walked me to main cavern. "Losin' too
many joeys, Chang. C'n ya negotiate
meds, help for wound? Laser burns be godawful. We dissin' Trannies be hurt
too bad."
"Dunno.
Unies wouldn' talk all day, then allasudden their General
anxious."
"Didja
trayfo?"
"Nothin'
yet." I saw his look of disappoint. "He sizin' me up, Halber. Be
natural, if ya haven' trayfo with someone before. Ain' Chang bes' traytaman
aroun'? Trus' me."
"Why'd
you come unner?"
"I
need info to tray. Tell me 'bout
fightin', and what ya doin'
next."
"How
dat gonna help?" His tone was suspicious.
"Righ'
now all they want is we give up. If we hurt 'em, maybe they settle for less.
Don' waste time, only got coupla hour.
Talk."
He sat
back, thought a min, described the tranm'e war.
The
south tip of island was beyond our savin'; too many Uppies, too few trannies.
Far north, near Bronxbridge, not so many towers built yet, so Unies were givin'
it less attention.
aet
tVi~v rniild.
The
Hundred Ten wall at park had grown to major Unie base. Govermen pushout Nor'
Broads near alla way south to Ninety Six.
Three
Four was another Unie camp, 'long with Four Two at Sixth, a mere two block west
of where we sat.
Halber
had ferried undercars full of trannies past them all, to Fourteen Square.
Bypassin' Sub stair, they'd sneaked out of ventholes, infiltrated buildings,
attacked the Unie camp. Govermen were better armed, but tribes fought with
savage abandon 'cause little left to lose. Halber sent his precious few lasers,
and that caught Unies total surprise. Soon, tribes had more lasers. Then more
yet. Trannies quick showed each other how to use.
Our
raiding party burned troop trucks. Took rations, med-kits, and, in major coup,
supply boxes fulla laser recharge packs. Disappeared back into Sub as first
counterattack helis appeared overhead. Too late for Unies on street, though.
None left alive.
I
asked, "When?"
"Finish
three hours back."
"Ahh.
It figure." General Ruben poked head in, soon after.
Halber
said, "Natch, alla tribes wanted lasers firs' thing. I warned 'em, gotta
hold for rumb. So buncha joeys volunteer ta rumb wid us." He grinned.
"Maybe trouble gettin lasers back, afta. But fo' now, plenny of trannie
sojers."
"Good."
I smiled to encourage, but inside I knew it wasn' enough. A few untrain
trannies couldn' dislodge Unie army, even on own turf.
"I
sen' our laser joeys ta help Mids on Three Four. Broads and Rocks
joined'em." Halber shook head. "Your idea workin', Chang. Think we be
one trannie tribe when it's ova?"
"Dunno,"
I said, cross. "Filmatleven. What else ya plan?"
"Sheraton
still burnin'; Raulie did good job. Lotsa tribes saw scorch an' it made 'em
jealous. So I sendin' ten bands, each wid coupla laser, try ta hit more
towahs."
"They
be ready this time," I warned. "Lotsa Unies waitin' inside, ready ta
rumb."
"Sure."
He shrug. "But we'll hit 'em all at once. An Sollie, he say give him few
hour, he c'n make pipebombs. Ya know what dey be?"
"Dunno."
In shop, I read 'bout Napoleon, Hitler, Gettysburg. Nothin' 'bout pipebombs.
"He
say they bus' through door by self."
"Still,
if Unies inside waitin-"
"Go
back ta ya negotiate, ol' man; I already work it out wid Raulie. Start seven
clock tonigh'. We'll bomb one door in towah, but burn in through 'notha, so
Unies confuse. Sure, some of us diss. But some won' be."
"I
thought Raulie was sent with Jared."
"Yeah,
but he left." Face brightened. "Look!" He crossed cavern, led me
to box of callers. "Fo' communicate, jus' like Uppies," he said
proud. "Thas how Raulie's joeys know ta blow towahs, all same time.
Hey!" He thrust one into my hands. "Take wid ya. Ya won' have ta come
back ta Sub fo' negotiate."
I said,
"Okay to use sometime, but Uppies 'll lissen."
"Don'
matta if we careful."
I put
it in coat pocket. "Gotta go. Govermen wan' me to prove I be speakfo, so
we agree, no shootin 'tween Forty One an' Forty Three whole eve."
He
glowered. "Ya helpin' 'em push us out?"
I
bristled. "Ya wan' 'notha negotiate? I go home ta shop, make
cuppa tea."
"Okay
okay, cool jets. But tell ya Uppie frien': sojers move in durin' no-shoot, we
diss 'em."
"Runnin'
outa time." I started to stair.
"Dunno
'bout Jared." Halber walk 'longside. "Is he glitch, or jus' Uppie? He say
don' burn Holoworl' tower cause he need it. But when I talked ta Pook onna
caller, Pook say Uppie jus' playin' wid putah."
"Pook's
still with him?"
"Like
adhese, he say. Prolly cause I put scare in him 'fore I lettim go." He
sighed. "Jared called ta complain Pook jus' a trannie stupe, don' know
importance a what he doin'. Buncha bombs goin' off inna markets every coupla hour.
Why can't I hear 'em, Chang? Worms inna system, he tell me. Gonna start hittin'
tonight. Watch London 'xchange, he say. An N'Yawk."
Halber
shook his caller. "Prollem wid callers is ya can' whomp joey on otha end
when he talkin' glitch. Fah. Hate 'em." He spat. "Got any idea what
he talkinabout?"
~\AO~K~
~ i c~v wp.iaht in chest feelin' lighter. "Maybe."
Chapter 46
PHILIP
I
dozed, my head on the table, until a trooper opened the door, carrying a hot
and savory tray.
My
mouth watered.
"Need
to use the bathroom, joey?" His face was almost as young as Jared's, but I
knew he had to be older. U.N.A.F. didn't allow enlistment until seventeen. And
then there'd be training.
"Yes,
please."
"Out
here." He took my arm, led me to a cubicle. "You know how?" He
indicated the flush mechanism.
I
remembered just in time I was supposed to be a transpop, and stuck out my chest
as Pook had done. "Mr. Chang show me." My dialect wouldn't fool a
real tribesman, but I suspected this soldier wouldn't know the difference.
When I
was done, I washed some of the grime off my hands - not too much; I didn't want
to ruin my disguise - and hurried back to my tray. Objectively speaking, I was
rather hungry.
Another
soldier wandered in. They watched me eat. I used my fingers, in a manner that
would have scandalized Mom.
"Better
hope the old man comes back," said the older. "Or we toss you off the
roof."
"He
didn't mean it," the younger said quickly. To his mate, "Look at his
eyes, for Chrissake. Don't do that."
"Fuckin'
trannie scum."
"He's
a joeykit. About my brother's age."
"You
Dan's brother?" The older jabbed at my arm. "Are you?"
I shook
my head, not trusting my accent.
"Where
you live on the street?"
"Lair."
I stared at my dinner.
"Why
they using you for a go-between?"
I
shrugged, but it didn't seem to satisfy them. "Dunno. Ask Halber."
"Who's
he?"
The door opened, and Mr. Chang shuffled in.
Never had I been so glad to see an adult.
His eyes
flitted from me to the soldiers, and back. "Whas' up?"
"Feeding
him."
"Takes
two? Why Chaco look so scare?" Again he looked back and forth. "Been
interrogatin', hah?"
"Nonsense.
Come on, Dan."
"Bring
the tray. Don't leave them with metal silverware."
Mr.
Chang snorted. "Yah, an' take bootlaces too, so I can' strangle ya in
sleep. This whatcha call negotiatin'? Feh!"
The two
stalked to the door.
A few
moments later the major looked in. "General Ruben wants to know if you
brought surrender terms."
Chang
swelled with pride. "Absolute. We ready to 'cept your surrender righ'
now."
"Don't
give me that-" With an effort, he restrained himself. "Did you bring
terms?"
"Uppies
gotta learn ta trayfo. Neva survive onna street for a min." He waved the
soldier away. "Hey!"
In the
doorway, the major turned.
"Message
for ya redhair general. Tellim I don' need lotsa sleep. Tellim when price o'
war get high, I be waitin'."
The
moment we were alone I bent close. "Did you find out about
Jared?"
He
hesitated, as if making up his mind. "Yes."
"Where
is he?" I couldn't keep the eagerness out of my tone. All Mr. Chang had to
do was tell me where Jared hid and invent an errand to get me out of the
building. Finally, I'd take my battered friend home.
"Cancha
forget 'bout him, Peetee? I mean, Chaco. I gotta call ya that, else I make
mistake in fronta."
"Forget
Jared?" I didn't hide my indignation. "Mr. Chang, look how far I've
come to rescue him."
The old
transpop brooded. He sighed, patted my hand. "Ya ever wonder, joeykit,
maybe he don't want rescuin'?"
I'd
curled up in my chair, too angry to speak to Mr. Chang. They'd cut Jared's
chest, beaten him, tied him helpless in a dank elevator, taken his clothes. Of
course he wanted rescue.
A commotion in the hall. The door swung open. Blearily, I checked my watch. It
was two in the morning. Mr. Chang sat at the table, looking as if he hadn't
moved. In front of him were papers, pens, even a small holovid.
The
major strode in, his expression grim. Behind him, in the hall where the old man
couldn't see, was red-haired General Ruben.
Mr.
Chang stirred. "Yah. Whatcha wan'?"
"You
ready to arrange terms?" The major planted his hands on his hips.
"Always
have been."
"We
want the riot ended, and that means now. No more attacks on towers."
In the
corner, I sat up cautiously, hoping not to be seen but anxious to hear.
"An'
we get what?"
"I'm
not done. U.N.A.F. patrols aren't to be harmed, and we want our weapons back.
All of them."
Mr.
Chang sighed. "You woke me for that? Think I didn' know?"
"Well?
Do you agree?"
"Wha's
innifo?"
"You'll
end the killing. Do you know how many of your trannie friends are dead, thanks
to your rebellion?"
Mr.
Chang's eyes grew cold, "Yes, do you?"
"Few
enough, compared with what's to come."
"You
come in wid bluster an' hite, wakin' me fo' nothin', to tell me ya wan' us to
lie down an' die quiet. Fo' years we been dyin' an' you didn' notice. No more.
Streets be ours, an' towahs fallin'!"
"I'm
warning you."
Mr.
Chang snarled, "And I warnin' you, Genrel's errand boy! How long ya think
it be only N'Yawk, hah? Think you can stop word gettin' out?"
"Newark's
the only other-" He bit it off. "Old man, rebellion is treason
against the Government of Lord God. We're under martial law; if I hear so much
as one more threat, I'll have you hanged!"
Mr.
Chang rose unsteadily. "I'll save you trouble! All it takes is I jump up
'ndown few times and I fall dead with stop heart,
'fore you c'n call medic. Then who you gonna negotiate with,
dumbass?" His face grew red. "I only one they lissen to!"
"Go
ahead. If you think I give Lord God's damn whether you
live-"
Mr. Chang
flapped his arms, making short but energetic hops.
I
lunged to my feet. "STOP, BOTH OF YOU!" I ran to the old man, tugged
desperately at his coat.
The
major folded his arms.
Mr.
Chang thrust me aside, continued his erratic dance.
"That's
enough!" From the doorway, Ernst Ruben's voice sliced through the tumult
"Mr. Chang, sit down."
The old
trader glared.
"Please.
I ask as a personal favor."
Panting,
Mr. Chang regarded him a moment, tottered to his seat.
"That's
all, Major."
"Sir,
you shouldn't be alone with-"
"Dismissed."
"Yes,
sir;" The major stalked out, his mouth grim.
Mr.
Chang's face was an unhealthy hue. I poured a cup of water. He fumbled in one
of his many pockets, emerged with a pill box. He swallowed two pills, took a
gulp of the water, clutched my arm.
General
Ruben waited stolidly. "Let me know when you're well enough to
continue."
"Few
mins." Mr. Chang gasped for air. His lips moved, perhaps in prayer. After
a moment he muttered under his breath. It sounded like a curse.
After a
time his grip on my arm eased.
"I
apologize for Major Groves," Ruben said.
"A close friend
was stationed at Fourteenth Street." His tone was quiet, almost
companionable. "But he was wrong to provoke you."
Mr.
Chang let out a sigh, gestured for me to pour more water.
"Too old for this nonsense," he muttered.
"Are
you recovered now, Mr. Chang? Time is short."
The
trader nodded.
"Your
trannies are behind the Hacker attack?"
Mr.
Chang's expression went bland. "Attack?"
"What
else would you call it?"
"Wha's
happenin'?"
"The
international markets have gone berserk, and the disruption is puter-driven.
We'll have a trace soon, but do you realize the harm you're causing? The
markets are so complex, if they crash they can't be rebuilt in weeks, even
months. When depression hits, your people will starve."
Mr.
Chang snorted. "Already do."
"Not
like they will." He leaned forward. "Are you a reasonable man, Mr.
Chang? Help me find a solution."
The old
trader peered into his eyes. "Water pipes goin' dry all over city.
Fix."
Ruben
looked puzzled. "That's a municipal matter. I know nothing about it."
"For
us it's life matter! Tribes be pushout all ova, an ya don' even know why they
dyin'?" He grimaced. "Betcha could fin' out inna hurry if you
wan'."
General
Ruben nodded. "Wait here." He left.
In the
stillness of the room Mr. Chang sighed, and struggled out of his heavy coat.
"Sir?"
My voice was hesitant. "Why?"
"I
try ta die?"
I
nodded.
"Hadda,
Chaco. Was all I had lef'." He saw my confusion, and added, "Either
they wanted to negotiate, or not. If so, hadda force 'em; more Unie troops on
street each hour. Time runnin' out fo' Halber." A pause. "And if not,
no point in ol' Chang stayin' to watch."
"Please,
sir. There's been enough death." My eyes stung,
"What
you know 'bout death, joeykit?"
I tried
to speak, but my voice failed, I shook my head.
He
patted my arm. "Okay okay, Chaco. 'Nother time, you tell. Don' flare
jets."
Disguised
as a transpop, sitting at a Unie conference table high in a tower, I thought of
the Sub who'd lain dying in the park, and tried not to rev. Instead I focused
on the transpop war, on Mr. Chang's confrontation with General Ruben, on the
city's slide into bedlam. I wondered why the General was concerned with
hacking, at a time like this.
Some
joeys couldn't get puters out of their mind. Like Jar.
Patterns.
After a
time I said "Mr. Chang, where's Jared?"
"Huh?"
He jerked awake. "Why allasudden you-"
"It's
Jar, isn't it? He's been hack-"
Mr.
Chang's hand shot out to cover my mouth. "Some things, don' say in watched
room, Chaco."
"He
is the one!" I jumped to my feet. "Tell me where to find him!"
"Can'.
Anyway, if you-"
"Don't
you know?"
He
pursed his lips. "Not 'xactly."
"I
need to tell him-"
The
door swung open. "All right," said General Ruben.
I sat
quickly.
"It's
called the Hudson Freshwater Project." The General took a seat across from
Mr. Chang. "The city's grown. The towers need water, and they built a new
system to supply it."
"By
takin' water from street pipes!"
"Only
temporarily, until more desalinization plants-"
"Hah!"
"Look,
Mr., uh, Chang, our urban economy is centered in the towers. Their needs must
be met. In the city of New York not a single ratepayer was cut off. Not one.
It's only the abandoned areas that-"
"We
didn' abandon 'em!" Chang's eyes.glowed like coals. "You talkin thousands
of lives, hunnerts of thousands!"
"Sir,
this isn't my province. If we restore peace, I'll submit your objections to the
authorities, I'm sure they'll..."
Mr.
Chang folded his arms, swung his chair to the wall.
Ruben's
voice sharpened. "Damn it, we're out of time. Talk to me!"
Mr.
Chang swiveled. "What you wan' me to say? What you give me, take back to
my trannies?"
"The
Administration will hear your protests. The SecGen would consider leniency for
the ringleaders. The U.N.A.F. is ready to move in force; you'll save countless
lives if you end resistance. Isn't that enough?"
Mr.
Chang looked like he was searching for someplace to spit. "Not even a
promise. Nothin'."
Ruben's
fingers tapped the table. "If ... we.gave you a new purification
plant?"
"How
much water? When?"
"I
don't know. As soon as possible, obviously."
"Turn
pipes back on, meantime?"
"I
doubt they'd do that, now the Phase One towers are occupied. You'd have to
conserve as best you could. As to construction schedules, I'll check with the
political committee they've assigned us." Ruben waited, but no answer
came. "And we want your Hackers off-line this hour, as a demonstration of
good faith."
The old
man said coolly, "Annoyin' ya, are they?"
Ruben
snapped, "It's no joking matter." Again he waited. "Mr. Chang,
we're two hours from dawn. By first light it will be too late; I won't be able
to recall the troops."
From
Mr. Chang, a long silence. Then, "Gotta talk to my people."
"You
have a caller. Make contact." The general stood, strode to the door, and
left.
I said,
"Mr. Chang, it's time I-"
"Not
now, Chaco."
I
leaned close, spoke softly into his ear. "Yes, now, sir. I've been through
hell to find Jared, and you know the way. I'm going to him."
"Negotiate
is more important than your spoiled Uppiekit frien'." Mr. Ghang fingered
his caller.
"Jar's
part of the negotiations, if he's the Hacker." My knuckles were white
against the table. "Do you know how I got to you? I ran from my father and
mother. You understand? I tore loose from Father's hand and ran!"
I
paused, to force my voice under control, "He'll never forgive me. I've
lost my family, ruined my future, killed a man I wanted to save! You can't tell
me it was all for nothing. I'll talk to Jared and try to make sense of this . .
. this madness." My eyes stung. "Let me save him before hell breaks
loose. Perhaps I can't, but I have to try. Tell me where he is or ..." I
found it hard to finish.
"G'wan,
joey." Mr. Chang's tone was soft. His fingers no longer stroked the
caller.
"If
you leave me with nothing else, I'll tell them who I am, and have them call
Father. I won't betray you or your Sub friends, but I'll tell them it's Jared
behind the hacking, and that he's somewhere near."
It
seemed like a long time passed.
Mr.
Chang sighed. "Dunno where he is."
"Bullshit."
Mom would have washed out my mouth.
Chang
pulled me close, and for a moment I thought he meant to hit me. But he only put
his lips to my ear. "Halber knows how to fin' him," he said so softly
I could barely hear. "I c'n send ya to Sub. Trouble is, Halber royal
pissoff at Fisherman, an' wants to diss ya for venge. Dunno if I c'n get him to
lissen first. Wanna take risk?"
I
nodded.
"Also
..." For a moment, he pulled back, and his eyes met mine. "Ya gotta
face up to: Jared may wanna stay. If so, you let
him?"
It was
beyond imagining, yet I felt a chill. "Yes, sir. If that's what he truly
wants. But I have to know."
Chang
regarded me sadly. "You better
than he deserve." He took up the pen, wrote a long series of numbers on
the pad. I watched, trying to make sense of the figures. He forestalled my
question with another whisper. "I'll tell govermen ta send you back unner
flag of truce cause you got message for Halber. But this paper don' mean
nothin'; it's jus' ta give Unies somethin' to stew over. Real message is in
your head; you unnerstood Ruben, yah?" Again I nodded.
"Gotta
explain choices to Halber. Trouble negotiating by caller is, Unies are sure to
listen any call I make. Halber might say anything comes in head. If you're
there to help, maybe he won' tell Ruben all his plans. Your job, show him how
to tell me what he wants over caller, without tellin' Unies.
"Soon
as you're outta buildin', I'll call Halber, warn him to hear
you 'fore he go craze. An' I'll tell him if you help with negotiate,
he let you have what you want. Deal?"
I
demanded, "Innifo?"
Mr.
Chang's eyes widened, until he saw my smile. He growled, "You make trannie
yet, joey." I hoped so. I might have nowhere else to go.
Chapter 47
JARED
On the
security screen I watched the pack of trannies race through the halls, and
opened the door to the puter room before they did it more damage.
"C'mon,
Jared, we gotta go." Raulie's face was matted with blood. "Halber say
Unie army gather round U.N. Rotunda, looks like they gonna move anytime.
Beside, buncha patrols searchin' through towers!"
"Jesus!"
I jabbed at the console keys, swiveling the cameras. Outside, the lights of a
lone armored carrier peered down the avenue. Beyond that, all seemed as before.
Waking
from his mattress, Pook rubbed his grimy face.
"You
trying to scare me?" My tone was sour. "There's no one near."
"Not
dis block, stupe. How ya think we got here? But helis are droppin' from one end
a Broad ta otha. Halber says everyone back ta sub fo' now."
I keyed
the rooftop cameras, searching for a more distant view.
"Les'
go. Halber say you valable, not ta waste."
His
words gave me the confidence to lean back, clasp my fingers behind my neck.
"They're nowhere in sight. Besides, we've been schussing with the London
CLIP, and we're a snowdrift away from the Treasury trading accounts."
"Huh?"
"There's
plenty of time," I said, wanting to believe it. I tapped the screen, and
figures flashed. "Look at this, Cruncher - one of Rolf's e-friends - lives
near New York Spaceport."
"So?"
"He
fed his satdish harvest to a miniclip, and kept it live and decoding for
weeks." I pointed. "See those codes? We could ID half the ships in
the fleet, and damn near all the shuttles."
Raulie
didn't understand a word, but I hardly cared. Trannies were too fucking dumb.
Still,
I needed his help. I tried to make my tone patient. "Eventually Cruncher
caught a bounceback of the ID from Earthport Station, and used that to ski down
their recog slope. Don't you see what it means?"
"No."
Raulie spat. "Stop talkin' gibber. You comin' wid us!"
"I
can send random orders to any Naval or U.N.A.F. unit we have codes for. We can
make them - let go of me!-shoot at themselves!"
Raulie's
eyes widened.
I freed
my arm. "I already told Halber on the caller, but he doesn't get it. Damn
it, Raulie, go back and make him understand."
"Can't.
Halber be total pissoff if I come back widout ya."
"For
God's .... " I stifled an urge to tear out my hair. "Pookboy, go
with him, help explain to Halber."
Pook
shook his head. "Gotta stick
widya like adhese. C'mon,
Jared."
My
heart was pounding. As long as the Unies didn't come in shooting, I'd be all
right. When they found me I'd look like a frightened Uppie who barely escaped
the trannies. But if they gave me time, I could pay back the lot of them. Kahn,
Dad, the fucking righteous Old Man in his compound, the whole
world.
When I
turned to Pook my voice was soft. "With those codes, we'd actually have a
chance to win. And you could be the one who brings the news to Halber."
The
trannie grimaced. "If I don' get skin first." But his eyes were
calculating.
I
wasted precious time getting rid of them. Neither Raulie nor Pook dared go back
to Halber alone, but as a pair they bolstered each other's nerve.
To
convince them, I had to exaggerate a bit. Even with the massive computing power
of the London CLIP, at best it would take our Arfie many hours to slice into
fleet traffic. As to making U.N.A.F. fire on itself, well, it was theoretically possible.
Not
trusting the screens, I crossed the hall and peered out a window. Now that I
was alone, the tower seemed eerily quiet, in.- ""' O;Oh nf the air circulators
failed to calm me.
Once,
when I was eleven, a lunatic had jumped the compound wall, and the guard Vishinsky
had burned him. It gave me nightmares for months. I'd be all right, unless the
Unies came in shooting. If they did ...
Perhaps
it would be a good idea to divert them.
I pored
over our available codes, wondering which units were stationed near. I sent one
tendril searching the nets for the answer, sent another to retrieve a semantic
compiler.
When
the compiler was in my hands I linked with Cruncher's miniframe, remembering to
scramble and rescramble so I'd be harder to trace. I fed the compiler a year's
worth of military comsat traffic, waited while it digested grammar, spelling,
and syntax. The last thing we need was to raise suspicion by my style.
Multiple
connects and a couple of scrambles added security, but eventually my tracks
would be found. And by now someone was certainly looking; bombs were starting
to go off in the markets. London opened high, but within two hours it plunged
seven hundred points, the worst slide in its history. New York night trades
staggered under frantic buy and sell orders. Only a third of them were ours;
panic was setting in. By the time the ski patrol caught our tracks I hoped to
be long gone, sliding through the wind into the next snow-swept valley.
Again,
I swiveled the cameras, hoping to see Raulie or Pook skulking in a dim-lit
alley, or slipping in through the broken door.
NYSE
would soon open for day trading. Fun times ahead.
But I
needed cover. A distraction. I turned to the military codes. What I needed was
an avalanche.
Chapter 48
POOK
Like
ol' Changman say, we watchin' history.
Seem
like history changes ya. Chang forget 'bout his frazzin' trayfo. Unie sojers
drop inta streets like spiders from high, tryin' ta drive out trannies. Halber
start seein' hisself leader of trannies, not jus' Sub tribe. Jared Uppie
Washinton switch sides, ack like he trannie all his life. Peetee be so glitch he ain'
'fraid a nothin'.
An'
Pookboy realize he never was no Mid. Ain' my fault I got no upbringin' from
Karlo, but don' matta now. Got lair of my own, maybe someday even have
Pooktribe. Like Chang say, filmatleven. But meantime, not bein' Mid means Pook
gotta look afta his own life.
So,
back in Sub, while Raulie fall behin' tryin' ta hide hisself in crowd, I walk
right up ta Halber. "News fo' ya," I 'nounce, like tellin' Sub Boss
ya din' do what he say be mos' natural thing in worl'.
"Yah?"
I
notice how Raulie watch, ready ta push his way through if Halber don' explode.
I go bristle. Pook don' risk his skin ta share applause wid Raulie Sub.
"Private,"
I say in important voice. "You 'n me only." Halber stare me down, but
I don' cooperate, jus' stare back. I figga he 'bout ta put his fist through my
head, when he grunt and say, "Kay. C'mon." We go off ta corna room.
I tell
him what Jared wanna do: drop helis flamin' from sky, send Unie troops ta
Philly 'stead a N'Yawk, break open buncha banks, whole rest of it. I tell him
what Jared show me in putah, alla Unibucks he takin' from frazzin' Uppies. I
don' mention I take Jared word fo' what putah say, cause I can' read. Inside,
icicle grab my heart; I hope whole biz ain' some crazy swind. But rememberin'
Uppie's face when Allie 'n Swee 'n me catch him, I don' think so.
Halber
think it ova. I figga it be time ta freeze out Raulie. "Was my idea ta
come back," I say, serious.
"Raulie wanna drag Jared 'way from putah, but I say betta ask ya
firs'. Who ...~ "~ "~" n~ Tftrp.d 'notha chance in towah."
Wid
dat, I shut face, knowin' I say enough.
Halber
put hand ta wall, lean 'gainst it like real tired. Chew his lip, starin' at me,
through me.
I wait.
"Can
he do it, Pook?" One leader ta 'notha.
I go
thrill, but try not ta show. "Think so, Halb. But wid Jared, never know
fo' sure. He glitch."
"Course.
Othawise why he help trannies?"
"Yah."
I scratch behind ear. "Seem like he c'n make Uppies awful lotta
trouble."
"Means
we need him bad."
I gulp
at bleak tone in voice. "How's rumb go, Halber?"
"Lotsa
dead. Tunnels from Hunnert Sixty Nine south be full a joeys hidin', but thas
only small part a tribes. Never knew was so many trannies." He shake head.
"Since we stomped Unies in Fourteen Square, govermen been careful. Means
they hadda pull back some, and that gave us room for while. But jus' day later,
thousands a sojers are landin' in friggin' helis. Can't do much 'gainst a heli
gunship, Pook. They ain't like tin cans da jerries use."
"Whatcha
plan, Halber?"
"We
need a distract, bigtime."
"A
what?"
"Distract
Unies, keep their mind offa tribes, give us time."
"Whas
Changman say?"
"Jus'
he sendin' messenga an I should lissen careful, then give 'im what he wan'.
Dunno what Chang talkinabout. What messenga?"
"Stupe
ol' man too glitch ta rememba his own name."
"Yah,
well, g'wan back wid Jared, case he need ya."
Noway.
Ain' gonna be stuck inside boring crummy towah wid snotty Uppiekit, not when
could be here wid Halber Sub Boss askin' my advice.
I think
fas', wonderin' what mos' 'rageous thing we could do.
Halber
start back ta main cavern.
"Halb?"
I trot ta keep up. "At Fourteen Square, we capture any 'plosives?"
He stop
short. "Some."
"Been
thinkin '~.\ " Take deep breath,
cause a scare. "Lotsa
towahs 'tween Wall and - " Dunno
how he reac'- "Fourteen. We-"
"So?"
He make face. "We can' move enough joeys down ta make a diff in rumb. Too
many Unies now."
I g'wan
like he ain' interrupt. "Sea dike be at Wall." He frown.
"Watchew sayin'?"
"Blow wall. Let Hud Riv come in."
"Mid stupe, trannie tribes live south a Fourteen!" His teeth go bare.
"Who ya wanna drown firs', Subs or frazzin' Uppies in towahs?" He
squeeze my neck. "Or maybe Midboy don' care how Subs get diss, hah?"
I go
babble. "Ya din' think it alla way, Halber. Unies won' expec'break in
wall. Ow! Show'em our rumb be serious. An trannies, well, ya gotta warn. Water
won' flow in 'til high. Ya c'n 'vacuate Sub an' move nor'. Think 'bout water
sloshin' through towahs!" I pry his fingas. "Please!"
He
consider a min, an' leggo. I twis' neck ta see if it still work.
"We'd
need time ta arrange," he say slow. "I gotta sen' unnercar south ta
bring Subs back. Fourteen Square is 'bout far south it c'n go; past Fourteen,
tracks be mess. When do water
get high?"
I
remember trouble I had wid Karlo in Mid lair, an' dis time hide my proud. Tribe
bosses don' wanna be showed up.
"Dunno."
One leader ta 'notha, I reach out fo' caller. "But my Jared, he c'n fin'
out."
Everythin'
inna hurry now. Jared's putah say highest tide in nex' several weeks come jus'
afta noon, an' it already near day when I ask. Halber warn his wall Subs ta
walk north fas'. Meantime he send both unnercars racin' south ta meet 'em at
Fourteen Square. He put Raulie in charge a buncha Chinas an' Huds,
ta hit seawall.
"Wish
I could wait," he mutter. "Need time. An' I need more friggin'
callers; Hunnert Tens took whole buncha. Firs' they call each otha like craze
joeykits. Now they tire of playin' an won' even ansa. I need 'em get ready
fo' Subs from Fourteen."
I think
about wall goin' boom. "Ya got enough 'plosive?"
rv~nl iets. I eot
what we took from Unies, an' lasers ten ???
'Sides,
no big deal makin' 'plosives. All ya need is 'cetaline from torch."
Ta my
disgus', Halber wouldn' lemme go wid Subs he sen' south ta organize. I protes',
but Halber want me near, case I get more ideas. He tell me come wid him ta
Hunnert Ten; he gonna knock sense in heads of stupe Subboys. Stayin' close, I
walk proud.
I look
round Sub, thinkin'. Sub ways run all unner N'Yawk, but Sub tribe's biggest
lair be Four Two cave. Funny: ol' Changman negotiate wid general in Unie
head-quarry jus two block away on Forty, yet we plan rumb unner they feet.
Lissenin'
while Halb talk ta Mids an' Subs an' Rasters, I learn 'bout how Sub life
organize. Sub tribe got one boss, Halber, but live in buncha tunnels spread all
ova. Got separate Sub leaders each place, 'xcept fo' Four Two. All gotta do
what Halber say.
I can'
figga. Onna street, each Mid tribe got own Boss. Mid Three Four lair ain' gonna
lissen ta Boss a Mid Two Six, What Halber gonna do if Subs unner Hunnert Fifty
Nine ignore 'im? Sen' unnercar ta start Sub rumb?
Dunno,
but it seem ta work. Now dat Halber got buncha callers, it work even betta. He
allatime call up 'n down track, askin' 'bout Unie patrols ova sub.
"Halber!"
High voice callin'. Alliegirl come skiddin' ta stop. "Flagga truce!"
Halber's
eyes light. "Changman back?"
"Dunno.
Couldn' see."
"Send
Barth ta bring 'im down."
Halber
pace anxious. I smart enough ta make myself small, say nothin'. I wanna be near
ta hear what history Chang make.
Inna
distance, grumble sound. I been roun' sub long enough ta know it be unnercar.
Halber
growl, "Lesgo downstair. Soon as Chang gets here we goin' ta Hunnert
Ten." He stride down hall ta unnercar, an' I scampa afta.
Unnercar
be pack full a joeykits, bitchgirls, all kinda Subs. Outside, in staysh, Halber
pace like gotta piss.
Afta
while, Barth 'n Allie poke head round corna, "Halber?"
I go
boggle. Not Changman. Can' believe who dey brung.
"You!"
Halber's fists bunch.
Peetee
look defiant, but his words not.
"Yes, sir. Mr. Chang
sent me."
Halber
stride 'cross room. "Gonna skin ya fo' stewpot, ya little-"
"We've
no time for that!" Uppiekit's voice curt. "Let go!" He stare at
Halber like he ain' afraid. "Why do you hate me? I never hurt you. Didn't
I tell you about the Parkas?"
"Ya
diss Chaco," Halber say, but his heart ain' in it.
"Yes.
I'll pay for that my whole life."
"Damn
ri'." Halber glower. "Beside, you my venge on Fisherman."
"I
don't know what you're-"
"Fisherman,
what call down Unie troops! Fisherman what stood here talkin' boolsheet 'bout
always bein trannie! Lyin' Fisherman
who-"
Son
of a bitch Peetee claw at Sub Boss eyes. "Don't say that about my father!
He didn't betray you!"
Halber's
fis' rear back ta club joeykit ta flo', and I shriek, "No!" Somehow,
I put myself 'tween. "Lissen him firs'. He brung info fro' Chang. Gotta be
reason he come back, Halb, knowin'
ya be afta!"
Fo'
min, thought I watchin' end, Halber let out great howl, whirl roun' and grab
chair an' smash it 'gainst wall. Trannies scatter. "Bastads! Alla yas
friggin' bastads!" He kick busted chair so hard it fly. "Goddamn
Unies stompin' streets, fuckin' glitched Chang, fuckin' Hunnert Tens playin'
stupe wid callers! Goddamn asshole Rasters, an frazzin' joeykits don' know they
place! Prong the lotta yas!"
I squat
low fo' safe, but Peetee jus' stand waitin', his eyes close.
Min or
two pass. Halber stomp roun', mutterin' unner his breath. Then, he plant
hisself fronta Peetee. "All ri', get on unnercar." His voice
surprisin' calm. "Need ta take trannies north, 'fore send car back south.
What Changman wan'?" He signal driva ta start.
'Xcept
fo' Allie, resta Subs hang back, knowin' Halber too well ta risk near. Halber
lead Uppiekit to car bench an' siddown. I preten' it natural ta go sit nex'
ta, lissenin'.
Over screech
a unnercar, Peetee explain Genral Ruben's plan ta dance wid trannies, if we
can' stop rumb.
He say
Unies offa ta build new staysh ta fix water, but not rightaway. He tell us
Uppies be royal pissoff 'bout Jared's hackin', which make me go proud.
"What
Chang say ta do?"
"He
said it's your decision, sir. Objectively speaking, I think you ought to make
peace. You can't fight the whole U.N.A.F."
At end,
Halber silent. Nobody dare disturb, while car jounce through dark tunnels.
Halber
say cautious, "How'm I gonna talk ta Chang, widout they hear?"
Peetee
say, "I know a way. But I want innifo."
"C'n
still diss ya, joey." A growl.
Peetee
say slow and careful, "I'm not afraid of you,"
Halber
blink. After min, he ask, "Why not?"
"I've
been terrified all week. It's time to stop."
Don'
make no sense, but Halber nod like he unnerstan'. "What innifo?"
"Take
me to Jared."
"Noway!"
"We
need to talk. And you know I can't stop him if he wants to stay."
Halber
make fist, open it again. He sigh. " 'Kay. Afta ya help me call Chang,
Pook'll take ya. We better hurry, 'fore Raulie an Chinas blow-" He stop
sudden. "Betta hurry."
In few
min, Peetee connec' while Changman, Halber an' Allie an' me watch. He say,
"We talked it over, Mr. Chang."
Halber
hiss, "You don' sound like'no trannie!"
Peetee
cover his caller. "I'll try."
"Yah?"
Or man soun' tired. "Whatcha wan' me to do?"
Halber
mutter, "Tellim we accep', if dey go quick on water."
Joeykit
say, "Mr. Chang, think 'bout ya shop,"
"Wha'?"
Halber spring ta feet.
Peetee
wave him quiet, "When you go in door, you c'n turn right or left. Right
is - right be yes, left be no."
I
giggle. Peetee don' sound like no tribe I eva hear.
Chang's
voice cautious. "G'wan,"
"We
wan' you ta turn towar' the table where you keep ya teapot,"
Long
silence. Then "I unnerstan'."
I
think. Chang's table be ta right. Peetee say in' yes, we accep'.
"Mr.
Chang?" Peetee concentrate har'. "Remember when ya were going ta
serve me tea, and the water was boiling away? Ya ran to the teapot, and quick
turned it off."
Halber
frown. I shake head, wonderin' if Peetee go glitch.
Chang
soun' like he don' unnerstan' neitha. "You want me to run to the
teapot?"
"No,
sir. I wancha to think about what you tol' me when it boiled."
Again,
silence. Then, "Ah! Okay okay, if I can. Filmatleven."
"Ya
understand."
"Yah.
An' one more thing. Ya frien' prolly real tired, Lettim sleep a while."
"I
don' follow you, sir."
Chang
sound irritable. "Joeykit been workin' too hard, is all. Give 'im
rest."
"Okay,"
Philip say doubtful. Then his face suddenly clear. "I'll tell him."
"Get
back witcha soon as I can."
Halber
grab caller back from Peetee. "What's his givin' ya tea gotta do wid
rumb?"
"I
told him you wanted them to hurry with the purification plant. When he made tea
he told me there wasn't water to waste. He knew what I was-"
Unnercar
slowed. Someone tug at Halber's arm.
"Halb, look!"
"Glitched,
both a yas." Sub boss shake his head at Peetee, punch numbas inna caller.
"Need ya, Raulie." He wait, bang caller on bench. "Why doncha
ansa when I need ya?"
As
unnercar stop, caller light blink green. Halb growl, "Raulie? 'Bout time!
Lissen, don't blow wall. Changman is workin' on trayfo an'-"
"Halber!" Allie sound urgent. She point through broke window.
I look.
We at
Nine Six staysh. Across track, whole buncha trannies sleepin' on far platform.
Halber
snarl, "Whassamatta? Can' they
hear car? Allie, wakem
up."
She
iumo down on track. In min she at otha side. Clap her hans.
Ben' down. Jump up an' whirl. "HALBER!" She back away from sleepin' Sub so
fas' she almos' fall off edge.
Halber
bolt from car, race 'cross track. Peetee an' I trayfo worry look.
"C'mon." I follow.
Halber
on knees, longside sleepin' Sub bitchgirl who remin' me a Bigsis. Comin' close,
I see blood roun' her mouth an' nose. Eyes wide-open.
Sub
Boss lay her down gentle, run ta anotha. I could tellim no point in it, if I
stupe enough ta make soun'.
All of
'em dead. C'n tell from way dey lyin' even widout blood run from nose, mouth,
sometimes eyes.
"Lord
Christ!" Peetee. He stumble, catch hisself. "Jesus God, no!" He
clutch stomach, gag.
Halber
run from one Sub ta next, Retchin',
Peetee yank my arm. "Get me out of here."
I try
ta free myself, but he hold onta metoo har',
"Inna
car!" Halber. "INNACAR!" Peetee
ack like he can' walk. I drag him 'cross track, help him climb in car. Sub Boss
swarm afta. In car, he knock trannies aside, stomp ta motor room, haul out
driva, push self in. Car start wid lurch.
Trembin',
Peetee sag ta flo', hans workin' at shirt. His mouth go fast, but I can' hear
words. He hug self an' rock.
Unnercar
race through dark. Trannies scare an' silent.
Screechin'
an' shudderin', car grind ta stop. 'Notha staysh. I ask Allie, "Where we
be?"
She
mumble, "Hunnert Three." Eyes red.
Halber
bound out. Cautious, I go'afta.
Only
two lyin' in cave. Sub Boss kneel at firs'. In his throat, odd soun', like
growl.
From
door Allie say timid, "Where's rest, Halb? Was coupla hunnert livin'
here."
"Dunno."
Scare
but try in' not ta show, I walk roun' grim staysh, wander towar' upstair.
When I
get back Halb say in', "Dey prolly run fa safe. We'll fin' 'em at Hunnert
Ten."
"No
ya won'." Voice so strange, takes a min ta realize it be mine.
Halber
come at me, fists bunch, but I jus' step 'side.
He
stumble pas' stair. I don' follow; already seen what he
gonna fin'. 'Stead, I go back ta crowded unnercar, sit next ta Peetee.
Huggin'
self, I stare at broke window, at dirty nervous Sub joeys packed in unnercar.
Stare at boots, bes' I ever had thanks ta capture Jared.
"Hold
my hand." Peetee.
Car
movin' again. "Fraz yaself."
"Help
me." His voice, low, urgent. I look up; his face white. "I'm
revving."
I
shrug, look away. When I look back, he lost in self, nails pickin' at skin of
hands. I grab his fingers, hold.
He rest
his forehead 'gainst my arm. Awkward, I stroke hair.
Bumps.
Unnercar stop so har' trannies flung all ova.
From
fronta car, yellin'.
I look
up. We ain' reach staysh.
I don'
wanna get up, but gotta. Like bad dream, I can' escape monstas chasin'. Peetee
won' leggo, but when I get ta feet, he too.
I
squeeze through trannies ta front a car. "Whassamatta?"
Halber's
face pressed ta window. He don' ansa.
Lights
from unnercar gleam in black tunnel like animal in nigh'. Shine on walls, on
stone pillas, on dim staysh ahead.
Track
full a still trannie bodies.
"Jeez."
Sof'whispa, Mine.
"We
been run over 'em." Halber's cheeks wet. "My Subs. Wid
unnercar." His hand grip my wrist so hard I gasp.
"Couldn'
help, Halb. Ya din' know."
"Ova
Subs!" Like he don' hear, he climb down from car, pullin' me along. Peetee
leggo, but follow like he walk in sleep.
Both
sides a tracks cram wid a bodies. Obvious, most trannies caught runnin'. I
stumble ova Easter joey. His shirt bloody where drip from chin. Eyes rolled
back in head. Arm curl roun' joey kit whose mouth be wide like try in' ta
breathe. Halber look at slick wheels a unnercar, an' retch.
Slow,
we step ova dead, 'alla way ta nex' staysh. Can' believe tunnel so full a
bodies. Climb onta platform. I step on han'. "Sorry," I mutter, 'fore
I c'n help it.
Dead
joey don' min'. Won' min' much, now on.
Nobody
lef. I look roun', feelin sick. Dissin'some Broad in rumb, no prollem. But
dissin' hunnerts ...
Halber
walk slow, like in dream.
At far
end a staysh, a soun'. " 'Licia?"
Sub
Boss whirl. "Whossat?"
"Crina
be I." Ol'joey, har'ly any teeth.
"Wha
happen?" Halber gesture, like need ta 'xplain his question.
"Shoey
an' Dross an me wen' up Hunnert Twenny Five, lookin' fo' water cans. Too many
joeys crowdin' unner, now days. Not enough water." Ol' man limp towar' us.
I back away, like he carry death. "When we start unner, saw buncha
trannies runnin' our way. Ya seen my 'Licia?"
"What
happen ta Subs?"
"Some
was coughin'. Few fell on groun' twitchin' an' shudderin' til dey still. And
some escaped ta out. I saw Pango runnin' past. He live wid us on Hunnert Ten. I
grabbed him ta ask where was 'Licia."
"G'wan."
"He
din' know." Ol' man peer roun' at bodies. "Been lookin' fo' bitchgirl
eva since. She ain' so pretty now days, but I been wid 'Licia since we was
joeykits. Not righ' she die widout me."
"Crina
..." Halber's voice surprisin' gentle.
"I
know, I know, 'Licia my prollem, not you's. I asked Pango wha happen, 'Unies,'
he yell, an pull free from my hold. 'Crazy Uppie tried ta warn us. Raced down
stair shoutin' ta run away, Unies 'bout ta gas us. Alla joeys laugh."
Crina
squint roun', "Dat you, 'Licia?" He shuffle ta still form among many.
"Hon?" He crouch, look ta Halber like beg help. "How'm I gonna
reconize her, face all blood?"
Peetee
stir, "Jesus God Jesus God Jesus God Jesus ..." His voice tremble. I
put arm roun' his shoulda, 'til he quiet.
"Naw,
you ain' 'Licia; she won' wear nothin' blue. Hates blue. 'Run,' Uppie was
shoutin'. 'Get outa confine space.' But Pango say by then, too late. Unie
troops charge downstair, shootin', draggin' giant hose. Smoke come out. Pango
said he run fas' he can, holdin' breath 'til he 'bout collapse. When he jumped
down ta track, he heard screams south a Hunnert Ten staysh, like Unies stickin'
hose unner grate too."
"Chris'!"
Crina
shrug. "Later, coupla joeys wen' back, careful, sniffin' air for bad. I
guess afta while, smoke musta wen' up stairs an' out airholes. When I saw
trannies come back safe, I come home ta fin' 'Licia. I even poked head out,
upstair. Dozens a trannies burn by laser, lyin' on street where dey fall. Unies
musta waited toppa staysh ta shoot any try in' ta escape. Dunno why dey wasn't
at Hunnert Twenny Five too."
Ol' man
move away, stoppin' time ta time at woman's body. "Really wanna fin' her,
Halb. Gettin' late, an' I tire."
'Xcept
fo' shuffle of Crina's feet, all was still. Halber wander, sayin' nothin'. Afta
time, so do I, Peetee stayin' close. I 'fraid ta go near stair, but can' stan'
still.
We go
roun' corna. Here, bodies cram togetha like fo' protec'. I can' keep lookin'
at agonize faces. See arms, legs, shoes, wonnerin' how ta reconize Crina's
bitchgirl.
Peetee
stop short, starin'.
"C'mon."
'Gain, I put arm roun' shoulda. He look down at bloodstain jumpsuit.
Benin'
us, Halber make soun'. I turn. Sub boss snatch caller, stab numbas. His eyes be
craze. "Raulie?" He stalk back an' for', stumblin' ova bodies.
"RAULIE!"
From
calla, faint soun'. "Yo, Halb?"
"Blow
the wall. Hear me?" Halber's voice rise ta yell. "Frazzin' Uppies
think dey own da worl'! Now we show 'em!"
I say,
"High water isn't 'til-"
He slap
me wid back a hand, sen' me flyin', without even look. "Blow the fuckin
wall! "
Chapter 49
ROBERT
It was
early morning. In Washington, Dad listened patiently while I poured out my frustrations
over the caller. Outside, a persistent haze drifted. Even the tower's air
scrubbers couldn't remove the acrid tang. "And Fizer won't leave
Washington. These damn conference calls ... he can't see what's going on, smell
the smoke in the air."
On the
screen, Dad nodded. "He's playing it safe. If it all blows up in our face,
Rex can say he was consulted, but wasn't on the scene."
A third
caller light blinked. Resolutely, I ignored it, "Jeff Thorne's even worse,
at Lunapolis. You know how hard it is to reach consensus under a time
lag?"
"He's
with fleet command, where he ought to be. Unless he's back to drinking. Why do
you need him?"
I
spluttered. "Why? We're a committee, for Christ's sake."
"Don't
blaspheme. He's not a colleague, he's a sure vote. Why do you think I chose
him?"
"Am
I supposed to work alone, without-"
"Of
course you are," Dad's voice sharpened. "That's what I intended. Rex
Fizer may offer a few suggestions, but basically he's with us. Thorne will keep
the Navy happy. The show's all yours."
"But
I don't want it!" I paused to regroup. "Dad, it's getting out of
hand."
"How
so?"
"We're
fighting a major rebellion. General Ruben is sure the market disruption is tied
in, though he can't figure how the trannies accessed the puter power it would
take. The U.N. Securities Board has a task force tracing-"
"I
know, and they'd better hurry. Holoworld took a massive hit; Peabody and Go's
almost down the tubes. If Franjee's group goes with them ..." He shook his
head, I said,
"We've had two conference calls with SecGen Kahn. The Thirteenth Armored
is ready to move, and the SecGen is pushing for immediate action. Tonight, if
possible."
"Good.
The sooner it's over with ..."
"Ernst
Ruben argued for a delay, to give them time to surrender. You know what the
trannie terms are?"
"Diversion
of the Freshwater Project? Impossible, Robbie."
"I
made that clear."
"We'd
lose our campaign kitty." Dad sighed. "Get it over with."
"We
have to offer them something, for the record. I proposed a speedup on the next
purification plant, but Kahn wants agreement on both sides of the aisle."
I
grimaced. "How much?"
"Over
a hundred million. More than we can afford, but do we have a choice?"
"Not
really. If Ruben brings in an armored division, the damage to the city will
exceed that. Tell him we agree."
"Done.
By the way, have you heard from Adam Tenere?"
"No,
Robbie He never calls me. You're his friend."
"He's
been out of touch since ..." I couldn't remember when. A fourth light
blinked on my console. Then a fifth. "Dad, I've got to go."
"Okay.
Robbie, we've got the votes. We'll back you however this plays out. But be sure
you leave the public statements to Kahn."
"He'll
want us on the podium when he takes the heat."
"Of
course. Look solemn and say nothing."
We said
our good-byes and rang off. I sighed again; Dad too, was out of touch in
Washington. Thank heaven, a massive show of force had prevented trouble near
the old White House, But because he saw no fighting, Dad didn't realize how
close the city was to a bloodbath.
Frowning,
I punched the call button.
From
outside, a voice raised in protest. "Hold it! You can't just barge-"
The
door flew open. "Robert!" I jumped, as Captain Nicholas Seafort
strode to my desk. "Where the hell are you running?"
I
realized I'd retreated behind my console. "How did you get - I'm glad to see
you, sir."
He spun
a chair, sat backwards, rested his arms on the back. "Do you have word of
Philip?"
"No.
Jared neither."
"Where's
Adam?"
"I
don't know. Sir, at this point it's beyond a search for the boys. They're
sending in-"
"The
Thirteenth Armored Cavalry, the bloody fools. You know what the SecGen's up to.
Can you stop this?"
"Captain,
I'm only a liaison. It's General Ruben who-"
"Robbie,
we're done playing games."
I
swallowed. "No, sir, I can't stop it." Breaking a bargain with the
SecGen would injure Dad, and regardless, I doubted it was possible.
"Very
well. Have your soldiers let me out streetside, and wait at the door for my
return."
I shook
my head. "They won't let you. There's full-scale war brewing."
"I'm
going for my son." It was as if I hadn't spoken. His finger shot out,
transfixed me with a warning. "Lord God help you or Richard if you try to
stop me."
I
smiled, to ease the tension. "Is that a threat?"
"Yes."
I
swallowed. In his political days the Captain had led by persuasion.
Rarely - never - had I heard him threaten an opponent.
Was
that what I'd become: an enemy? With a pang of regret I recalled my days at
Academy.
"Move
it, Robbie." His fingers drummed on the chair back, as his eyes burned
into mine.
"I'll
see what I can do." Gladly, I left him, We
choose our paths. His might well lead to death. If so he'd become a martyr.
Well, it wasn't what I wanted, but we could live with that. As the last
Supranationalist SecGen, Nick Seafort still carried weight. And, on this issue
at least, he directly opposed Dad, Ruben
was gone, for some much-needed sleep, I found Major Groves, told him what the
Captain demanded.
He
shook his head. "Impossible."
"Then
make it possible. He's a man who can do us great harm."
"Us?
Are you including me in your political schemes?" The major's lip curled in
disgust.
"You
lost a friend in the Fourteenth Street encampment.
Don't
you want him avenged? What if the
Captain publicly opposes
us, and Kahn pulls back the troops?"
"We're
committed. There's no way Kahn would-"
"Are you certain?"
His
eyes met mine a long moment. Finally they fell. "I won't spare troops for
his wild goose chase. If he's hurt, it's his own doing."
"Agreed.
He understands."
Minutes
later, we stood at the foot of the tower. My conscience stirred; I said again
to the Captain, "Are you sure, sir? There's really nothing you can
do."
He
shrugged. "You may be right, but P.T.'s on the street. This is my last
chance; I had to bribe a helicab to get me here. Arlene and the Tamarovs are
holed up in the apartment. She's ... distraught."
"I'm sorry."
He
paced impatiently while the soldiers worked at the chained door, "I don't
know what will come of us, after." He sounded glum. "We're barely
speaking."
"I'm surprised she isn't with you."
"I forbade
it; if P.T. lives through this, he'll need one of us alive. But she may well be
on the street anyway."
"Jesus."
"Don't
blaspheme. You men stand back, I'll
laser the bloody
chain." He drew his pistol.
"The
lock's frozen; it's been years since - there, sir." The soldier stood aside,
his taste done. "We'll relock it the moment you're outside. The major's
ordered a squad posted here until you
return, or..."
"Yes,
or." With a curt nod, the Captain pushed open the door, peered in both
directions, and was gone.
On the
screen, Rex Fizer grimaced. "There'll be heat from the
bleeding hearts."
Fifteen
seconds later Admiral Thorne said, "So be it." The damned delays from
Lunapolis were inevitable, but driving me to distraction.
"Up
to a point." Marion Leeson, SecGen Kahn's political advisor, sat in for
him while he pretended to be busy in London. At least she was actually
in the room, and not just another
electronic image. She added, "So long as we show we did everything
possible to achieve a peaceful solution."
General
Ruben looked about to tear his hair. "For God's sake, Marion, the troops
are in motion. We've gone over this so many times-"
Leeson's
voice sharpened. "And we may not be done. What about the trannie
representative? Shouldn't we talk to him ourselves?"
"I've
deliberately kept the old man isolated from us. He's in contact with his
people, and is able to arrange a surrender. In the meantime, we don't want to
seem overly interested in his notions."
I said,
"Even if it's a farce, I think we ought to interview him formally. And if
the mediamen upstairs got a few shots, all the better." I couldn't imagine
the trannies producing a representative who could grasp the complexities
involved. But if his people were starving and desperate, a small gift to the
negotiator might work wonders. I wondered if he knew the value of cash.
Jeff
Thorne rumbled, "Is that necessary, General? You told us you'd eliminate
the opposition within two days."
'"Organized
resistance,' was what I said." Ruben glared. "There'll be snipers a
long while after. That can't be helped." He shined a pointer on the city
map projected on the screen. "The enemy stole some comm units when they
overran Fourteenth. We've been monitoring all possible channels."
"That's
well and good, but-" .
"And
civilian caller channels as well." A brief smile that didn't light his
eyes. "Obviously we can't monitor all calls in a city this size. Instead,
we looked for unusual patterns, and this is what we found." His light
pulsed. "Calls here and here, where there's never been traffic. It
involves a large number of personal callers. We've ID'd the carrier beams. It
seems the callers were taken from two towers, one here, and one on
Thirty-sixth."
In his
Washington office, Fizer leaned forward. "Why are the trannies using
callers?"
"They're
coordinating a defense. In some cases, offense. Early this morning they probed
our dispositions around U.N. Headquarters, but we mauled them badly before they
fled." Ruben paused, flasKetf his beam. "These two spots are the communication
nexus. There, on a Hundred Tenth, and here, at
Forty-second."
We
stared at the map.
Thorne
asked, "That's practically at your feet. Can't you see
them or take them out?"
"Yes,
we can take them out, and we're doing so. No, we can't see them. They're using
the old abandoned subway tunnels."
I
gaped. "The Sub tribe is running this revolt?"
"So it seems. I
authorized an attack on their northern comm center. Colonel Wirtz reported complete success with little resistance."
Marion
Leeson doodled. "If we persuade
their delegate, can he
still make contact to arrange surrender?"
"His
previous calls were to their southern HQ. We've left it
untouched for the moment."
I said
again, "Let's have at the negotiator.
We need this wrapped
up with as few U.N. casualties as possible."
"He'll
want to bargain. He raised the issue
of water purif-"
Ms.
Leeson snapped, "It's been beyond that since the troops
moved."
"We
never decided-"
"I
speak for the SecGen." Her voice was cold. "Bring in the trannie if
you wish, but there'll be no haggling. Especially after the Hacker attack on
our finances."
I said
mildly, "The Supranationalists would prefer to negotiate. Any further
damage to the city ..."
Rex
Fizer looked as if he'd bitten into a bad apple. "Negotiations take
time. Let's get it over with before
public reaction gets out of hand. The trannies are hurting us." I knew
when a cause was lost. "Very well." Major Groves was sent to warn the
trannie negotiator he wouldn't be allowed to speak to the media. We waited with
varying degrees of impatience while the mediamen filed in. They shouted urgent
questions, which we did our best to field. While their holocamera lights
flashed we all looked appropriately solemn.
General
Ruben summoned the trannie delegate,
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nf murmurs from the mediamen, then a
barrage of shouted queries and demands. An old man shuffled past their holos,
his ragged coat buttoned tight as if for protection. When his eyes crossed mine
he nodded shortly-
I
gaped. It was the old joey who'd flown to the Square with the Captain. The one
who'd escorted us below to the Sub. Mr .... I searched, and like a good
politician, came up with the name. Chang.
After
the media left, the session was brutal.
We
attacked the old man with scorn, with wheedling, with passionate argument, with
the cold facts of the trannies' inescapable defeat.
He sat
like a stone.
Finally
Marion Leeson raised a hand. She spoke slowly, with exaggerated diction.
"Are we getting through? Do you understand a word of what we said?"
Chang
stirred. "Yah, I unnerstan'. Ya figga ya won, so no need to talk 'bout my
people dyin' from lack a water. No need to offer trayfo, like ol' red-hair
suggest."
Ruben
bristled. "It was your idea. I only-"
"Why
bother, since ya already own the worl'?" The old streeter leaned over,
spat deliberately on the floor. Marion Leeson wrinkled her nose.
On the
screen Rex Fizer rapped for attention. "That's beside the point. Will you
surrender now and save lives?"
"In
return, water plant? Yes or no?"
All
eyes turned to Marion. "The government," she said, "will
consider it. After."
Chang
regarded her with something like puzzlement. "Sleep at night, do ya? Feel
good 'bout whatcha doin'?"
A muted
buzz. I looked to the console, but the sound had come from Chang's coat. He
reached in, fished out a caller, keyed it on. "Can' talk now," he
told it. "Meetin'."
General
Ruben held up a hand. "No, we'll give you privacy. Tell them you'll be a
minute." He whispered to an aide, who escorted Chang to another room.
The
moment the door closed Ruben leaped for the console. "Now!"
I
asked, "What's going on?"
"We've
been tracking his caller since last night. The joey he
talked to used some kind of code our people couldn't break. Listen."
He
keyed the console, and static filled the speakers. A military voice, from
outside the room. "The sender's
underground, that's why the static, sir. We're triangulating for a fix. You've
got audio, but they can't hear you."
"All right. Quiet."
Heavy
breathing, then Chang's rheumy voice. "Yah?"
"Mr. Chang, this is
Philip." The boy's tone was dull. My jaw dropped. Quickly I glanced around, to see if the
others realized who was speaking. "Chaco, ya shouldn'-"
"They're
probably listening, so this is for their ears too. They gassed the sub tunnels
from Ninety-sixth north. The trannies
inside are dead. Thousands."
"Oh God." Chang panted for breath.
"Tell the authorities they killed Mr. Tenere. He ran downstairs trying to
warn them. I saw his body."
"Chaco-"
"My
name's Philip. I don't care anymore. I'm on my way to see, uh, my friend. I
don't know if I'll tell him. Mr. Tenere's face was purple. I only noticed him
because his clothing was so different from the tribesmen. Blood dripped from
his nose and mouth and obscured his face." The boy's voice caught.
"Objectively speaking, I'd say he died in agony." In our room, utter
silence.
"Halb - your
leader said to tell them, no surrender. Not 'til they kill every last Sub. And
to tell them we aren't done. That you'll pay. All of you,"
A
click. The connection was broken. I sat staring at the console.
Devon
was five hours away by suborbital. Perhaps I could excuse myself from this
business, catch a heli to the shuttle port. I had an inexplicable craving to
visit the Academy, to stroll once more its quiet tree-lined walks. I made a sound.
Only
when Marion glanced at me with alarm did I realize that tears were streaming
down my cheeks.
Chapter 50
PEDRO
Dunno
how I endured endless walk back to hateful conference room. Heart pounded
fierce. For once in life, wished I wasn't Neut full of words, jus' reg trannie
with shiv.
Wearily,
I took chair again, looked around at faces. Uppie Boland was gone, but others
same as before. Outside, in the distance, an ominous boom. Prolly more trannies
dyin'.
On long
trek after Peetee hung caller, I concluded there was nothin' more I could do
but play out game of death. Maybe, somehow, I'd earn us time.
Time
was all we had left. An' not much a that. I tried not to see accusin' dead.
In
conference room I grin at Uppie bitch, showin' bad teeth. "You was sayin'?"
She
said sweet, "I trust all is well?"
Ruben
slammed palm on table, with crack that startled all, "We'll have none of
that."
She didn'
blink. "You can be replaced, if you find your job distasteful."
"As
can you," he snapped. "You think Mr. Kahn will sack me on your
advice? Shall we see?"
Eyes
met, and was hers that dropped. Holdin' back ache, I waited, lissenin' an'
learnin'.
Ruben
turned to me. "Is there any point in talking further?"
I said
only, "You heard?"
At
least he didn' try dissemble. A nod,
"Who
do it?"
"A
colonel at a Hundred Tenth came up with - no." Slow, he squared his
shoulders. "Wirtz asked my approval, and I gave it. I'm responsible. Your
fighters were ... we thought they ... "
Woman
Marion rapped table, a sharp sound. "That's beside the point. What are you
going to do with this old - this person?"
On
screens, Fizer and Thorne watched with unwavering eyes.
Ya
don't have shiv, Pedro, or ya'd plunge it in arrogant General's heart. Don't
have strength ta wrap fingers round his neck 'til he look like trannies lyin'
in Sub. Don' got nothin' but words.
Think,
Pedro. Anyone with buncha cansa c'n make good trayfo, but it takes a Neut ta
tray with none. An' not jus' any Neut. Best traytaman that eva was, a foolish
ol' man who incited trannies to fight what can't be fought.
I
cleared throat. "I wonder how many towers ya gonna lose. Two already be
past repairin'."
"I
beg your pardon?" Woman's eyes were cold. I took off coat, like prepared
ta stay long while. "Good view here." I gestured to window. "C'n
watch alla smoke driftin' past." I lean forward. "Think trannie
nations gonna lie down an' do their dyin' jus' cause ya snap finger? Hundreds a
thousands left, all ova city." I hoped it was true. "An' now they
royal pissoff."
"Don't
try to threaten-"
"Facts
ain' threats." I glower, "Think they didn' tell me with code words
onna caller? Better be prepare, cause ya gonna lose-" I paused, mos'ly for
drama, but also to think of somethin', anythin', they might believe.
Door
burst open, and scornful Major rushed in.
"Sir, the trannie bastards bombed the seawall!"
"They
what?" Ruben was on his feet. "A few minutes ago. That boom we
heard... they took out the seawall at Wall Street. The tide's rising, and
water's pouring in!" He glared at me with unconcealed hate. "Two huge
breaches, about fifty yards apart."
I laced
fingers together, offered smug smile. "Look at that trannie son of a
bitch-"
"Groves, full report!"
The
major tore his eyes from mine. "All we have is a flash from Lower
Broadway. Water's gushing in, and they're evacuating north."
"Trannie
soldiers in the area?"
"None seen."
On
screen, Admiral asked, "What damage?"
"Water's rising, but not
so fast people can't get to higher ground. The Fulton Towers basements are
already flooded God knows how we'll plug
the-"
Ernst
Ruben snapped, "I want video from a heli, stat. No, by God, I'll go for a
look. Blanket the area with gunships; the trannies are somewhere near. Shoot on
sight. And get me data. Meeting adjourned for an hour. Move!"
"Yes,
sir!" Groves strode out, the General close behind.
I put
on smile, for benefit of Uppie woman. To the men waitin' on screen I said,
"Tolya trannies were pissoff. Whatcha 'xpect?"
Fizer,
the one they said was politician, shook head as if tired. "And to think I
urged them to go easy."
"Hah,
think ya c'n swind Pedro Telamon Chang? Feh." I restrained urge to spit.
In trannie trayfo, would be good time for it, but now ... "Make peace
while ya can, Uppie. Our nex' move be worse." I forced rancor from tone.
"All we want is water, fo' Lor' Chris' sake. C'n ya imagine what it's like
not to know where drink comin' from, forget 'bout bathe, no clean water for
cook-"
Distant
Admiral in screen stirred angrily. "We've been over that. There's nothing
we can do. And the seawall was the last straw. You people made your bed; now
you'll lie in it."
I
shrugged, wonderin' what he talkin' about.
Caller
lights were flashin' on consoles, Uppie Marion frowned.
While
time passed, I argued for water, jus' to keep somethin' going. Was desperate
for them to make offer, any offer, that would allow end to rumb, I didn'
get nowhere, of course,- Wouldn't, 'til General came back to advise.
Caller
buzzed urgent. With a sigh woman answered. Joey's face appeared on screen.
Plump, harried, he held caller to mouth.
She
listened. A hiss of breath. "My God, when? How bad? Just a second, let me
key in Rex Fizer." She searched console, stabbed at unfamiliar keys.
Man's
voice gabbled in speaker. "Hello? Marion, are you there?"
Hands
fluttering, she gave up search. "Rex
and Admiral Thorne are standing by. Repeat for them."
"Word
from London; the U.N. Treasury's been hacked. They're
down and scrambled; indications are it'll be a long while
before they're back on-line."
"Those
Goddamn trannies." Fizer, his mouth tight.
"This
morning the Treasury began selling gold at a fraction of what it's worth; but
as no reports reached their screens, the keepers just learned of it. As you
know, trading is automated. By the time they put a lid on, they'd already lost
hundreds of millions."
Marion
asked, "Can you undo-"
"Christ,
let me finish. Remember reading about the Hacker raid of 'Thirty Two? Almost a
hundred years of added safeguards, but they did it again. Millions of tax files
are corrupted with false data."
Door
opened, and General strode in. The glance he threw me wasn't friendly.
"The lower city's a mess. I've called in the Corps of Engineers but-"
Marion
waved him silent. "Listen."
Onscreen,
pasty-face man wiped at gleaming forehead.
"Do
you know how to spell disaster?
'Treasury'. Lord God knows
how the Hackers got through security; the OS joeys swore
there was no way anyone-" His caller rang, and he held up
finger for woman to wait. He listened, and shoulders sagged.
When he
keyed back to us, his voice held panic, like trannie
trapped in doorway on hostile turf. "New York stocks are down
fifteen hundred points. Sell orders outnumber buys five to one.
The SecGen ordered the market closed."
Who woulda
thought silly Uppiekit have such power? Somethin' glitch with how world is
organize.
No time
to reflect; my moment come. I rapped table, said loud, "Now maybe ya
lissen? How much more damage we gotta do? Negotiate. We reasonable."
Door
opened. My favorite major. "Sir, a call from the Rotunda."
Ruben
glanced my way, muttered a curse. "I'll take it outside."
Uppie
Marion was jugglin' three lines, speaking urgent into caller. Fizer spoke to
someone offscreen. Only Thorne, Navy Admiral, sat stolid, waitin' like me.
A
coupla min later Ruben returned, three soldiers behind. They in full battle
gear, guns ready. Behind them, a host of officers crowded in the doorway.
n~~~,oi
cnarmeH "That was the
SecGen." To Marion,
"You're
to call him, stat." To me, "No more negotiations. No
compromise."
Sent
chill down spine.
"Casualties
on both sides are to be, ah, disregarded. The SecGen wants the solution to the
problem."
I
swallowed. "Final solution, hah?"
"We
believe the hacking originated here in New York. All fiber optics, all satnet
connections to the city will be shut down for the duration. Groves, get on
it."
"It'll
take a while; I'll need the phone companies, the satel-"
"Move!"
"Right,
sir." He thrust through the assembly and was gone.
Uppie
woman said, "But the towers-"
"They
fend for themselves, Nalor, take what men you need, reinforcements are on their
way. Search every office tower, floor by floor. Start in midtown,"
"Yes,
sir."
"Colonel,
new orders to troops. The streets are closed. If anything moves, shoot to
kill."
"What
about him?" Fizer, indicating me.
I
stood. "Ya don' wanna negotiate, okay okay, I go back ta my
trannies."
"Sir,
he heard everything you said!"
"I
know." General's eyes swivel to me. Now, they like ice. "Go with
these men."
I
swell. "Came here under flagga trace. Take me down ta street so-"
"Your
trannies rebelled against Ihe Government of Lord God. You're under arrest for
treason. Take him away. Hold him incommunicado." As arms lifted me rough
from chair and propelled me to door, Ruben swung back to waiting soldiers.
"Prepare
a gas attack - knockout, not lethal - on the subway tunnels starting at Forty
Second. Go! You, lieutenant, get on the horn to Trenton. They're to put the
Eighteenth Cavalry Division on our streets in six hours. Loaded weapons, full
battle gear. Don't stand gawping, move! Hawkins, you'll take the Thirteenth
north. At every corner..."
As
soldiers shoved, half dragged me down hall, Ruben's voice faded. I walked fast
as I could, not wantin' to fall an' lose dignity on behalf my tranm'es. Wasn'
easy. They moved me fas'."
Chapter 51
PHILIP
Raulie
scuttled to the comer, crouched low, beckoned me close. "Be safe, Peetee,
if ya hug wall an' run."
I asked, "How will I get in?"
"Secon' alley door be open. Only looks shut." I took a deep breath,
but paused before my sprint.
"Raulie
..."
"No
time, Uppie. Unies see ya, dey shoot."
I faced
him, looked up to his strained and haggard face. "About your people ...
I'm sorry."
"Yah,
well." His hand flicked out to my shoulder, touched it the barest instant.
"Ya couldn' stop it."
I
cried, "I should have!" If he knew the truth, he'd despise me as I
did myself. I pounded my leg, fought not to rev yet again. I was reeling with
exhaustion, miserable with frustration and the bitter tang of guilt. And I was
starving; it had been uncounted hours since the soldiers had brought me food in
Mr. Chang's cubicle.
"Well...
Halber said ta leave ya an' run home; got work ta do." He scuffed his
feet, blurted, "For an Uppie, ya ain' so bad." He looked past me to
the looming tower. "Tell Jared, Halber wants him unner where it safe. He
c'n go back ta putahs
afta."
"If
he doesn't go home with me."
On the
next block, treads rumbled.
"Outaheah," Raulie said,
and was gone.
I
watched until he disappeared into a mined storefront then
turned to my task.
A few
moments later, I waited in the deserted office tower for the elevator, hoping
Jared hadn't turned it off.
He had.
Raulie
said the puter center was on the ninth floor. Laboriously, I climbed the
fireproof stairwell, thinking of Mom, Path, our skytel in flames. How many
weeks had it koxrcI) Hrmrs? I'd lost track.
Doggedly,
I trudged up endless steps, while outside the world staggered to an end.
In the
sub, our ride south from a Hundred Tenth had been in grim silence. Halber
disappeared into the tiny driver's compartment, with a look that dared us to
speak.
I sat
dazed from my episode of panic, Pook's arm across my shoulder, while the
undercar lurched through darkened stations back to the Subs' main lair.
Two
hours later, Halber left the enraged Easters, Broads, Chinas, and other tribesmen
demanding revenge, long enough to give me his grudging consent to see Jared.
Raulie
and I had trod crowded Sub tunnels to Thirty-eighth, where he'd poked his head
out a manhole and decided we could risk the streets.
A pall
of smoke hung over the city, obscuring the upper floors of the gleaming alloy
towers.
More
than towers burned. Unie troops were torching any building where they found
resistance. And resistance was everywhere. Word of the bloodbath had spread
like wildfire, in part through the Subs' network of stolen callers, I didn't
know what Halber planned next. I focused on persuading Jared to come home.
Then, I
would turn myself in for prosecution.
I was
to blame for the bloody death of thousands of streeters. For Adam Tenere, lying
still on the station floor, finally released from his agony.
I had
caused a holocaust.
If I
hadn't provoked Jared, he wouldn't have left the compound. If I hadn't
followed, Mom would be at home, Father in his beloved monastery. It was my
fault they'd called out the troops, my fault Jared's dad was dead, my fault the
city burned.
My life
was over. I wasn't sure I could face a penal colony; instead, I might opt for
suicide. I'd have to get a message to Father, to tell him I was sorry. It was
the least I could do, and it would leave him with something. Time to think
about that later. For now, there was Jared; it was my job to bring him to
safety.
I faced
the ninth floor stairwell door, braced myself, opened the door, and strode
through.
The
puter center was deep within the honeycomb of tower halls and offices, but
helpful signs marked the way.
To my
surprise, the door was open.
Jared's
back was to me. He wore a ragged shirt and pants, sandals that didn't fit. A
caller was clipped to his belt. "Schuss with me, you bastard." He
stabbed at the console. On his screen, program instructions scrolled.
He
snapped to me over his shoulder, "What do you frazzing joeys want? I just
broke into Earthport Station, I have codes, frequencies-"
I said,
"I came to take you home."
"Tell
Raulie I'm too-" He spun. His mouth worked, but no words came. A sheaf of
notes slid from his lap to the tiled floor.
"Hi,
Jar." I didn't know what else to say.
"You?"
His swollen eye flicked to the door, back to the screen, to me. "What - how
did you - P.T.?" Slowly, as in a dream, he got to his feet. "I saw you
on the security screen, you looked like a trannie, I thought... what in
Christ's name are you doing here?"
"Don't
blaspheme," I said automatically. Then, "I've been looking
for you."
"Why?"
"To
bring you home."
"Are you out of your fucking mind?"
"I may
be." My voice was unsteady. "The things I had to do..."
"How
did you find me?"
"I
traced you to the Sheraton through the Terrex card. The manager told me you
went to the streets?"
"The
grodes chased me out."
"I
followed, and picked up your trail. When Halber took you from Pook's lair, Swee
and I were in the next room."
His
tone was astonished. "You know Pook?"
"We
had a ... quarrel. I persuaded him to take me to the Sub. They were going to
let me see you, but Halber turned on me and I ran out, and there was Chaco
..." I felt my voice rising, and forced it under control. If I counted in
base eleven ... "Jared, it's time to go home."
"Goofjuice.
Look what I've got here!" His hands shot out to encompass the console, the
machines humming quietly as they
communed with their brethren. His mouth grew ugly. "Should I trade my CLIP
for a bedroom in your frigging Washington compound? Where Dad treats me like a
joeykit and sucks up to the Old Man?"
I
blurted, "He's dead."
"That
fucking asshole takes away my nets whenever- who's dead?"
I said
gently, "Your father. I'm sorry, Jar. Really."
He
wrinkled his brow, as if puzzling out a particularly difficult riddle. "He
can't be. He's home with the Old Man."
"They're
in New York, searching for us. Were, I mean. Path's still here, but Mr.
Tenere..." For the first time I could remember, my thoughts and words were
a jumble. "He's dead. Unies killed him this morning in a gas attack on the
Sub."
"No.
Why would he go there?"
"He
was trying to warn them."
Jared
Tenere blinked. Slowly, he settled into his chair. His vacant stare was fixed
on the console.
I
wanted to touch him, didn't dare.
"It's
a lie."
"Jar,
I saw him. It was-"
"It's
a trick to make me go home!"
"No,
I swear-"
"He
put you up to this!"
I
shouted, "Listen to me!" His eyes were wild, but I rushed on.
"From a Hundred Ten to Ninety-sixth, they're all dead. The gas threw them
into convulsions; they fell on the tracks, in the stations ... I found him
lying- God, what am I saying? You have to believe me, he's - you can't imagine
what it was like, they ... Christ Jesus, son of Lord God!" My voice had risen
to a keen.
Stubbornly
he shook his head.
Desperate,
I pulled at my hair, trying not to rev. "I don't want to remember it! He's
dead, Jar! They killed him!"
"Shut
up!" He pounded the console. "Hear me? Shut up, or I'll-"
"Dead!"
He
covered his ears, spun away.
I
sagged into a chair, hugging myself.
Minutes
passed. He sniffled.
When he
spoke it was almost a whisper. "How?"
"The
Subs had a battle with the Parkas, and somehow Father was involved. Mr.
Tene - your dad was with him. I found them at the park wall. Path and Mom took me
home, and he stayed to look for you." It was like an accusation, stupid
and cruel, and I didn't realize until I heard Jared groan. "The U.N.A.F.
officer at a Hundred Tenth wanted to use knockout gas in the tunnels to find
you. I guess the plan changed when the fighting got worse. I heard a Sub tell
Halber that your dad tried to stop the attack."
"What did he look - I
mean ... you saw him?" Lying was a sin, but I knew with absolute certainty
I couldn't tell the truth. "It looked quick and peaceful. I'm sure he-"
"Liar!
Convulsions, you said."
I
wished I could sail back in time and bite off my tongue. "Maybe small
ones, I don't-" I rocked, hugged myself. "Oh, God, Jared. I'm sorry.
It wasn't pretty. He died hard. But he sacrificed himself, Jared. It was
..." I searched for a word. "Noble. You should be proud of him."
He
stared through me with reddened eyes.
I said
softly, "Come home, Jar. There's no point anymore. No need
to run-"
"Idiot!"
He aimed a savage kick at my chair, but I slid out of the way. "At least I
can get even with the Unies for killing Dad!"
"Pook
said he held you captive and cut you, that he traded to
Halber-"
"And
I talked my way free! The trannies need me, P.T. Do you
know how hard I hit the nets?"
"You
hacked your way into U.N. Treasury. That's a terrible thing to do, objectively
spea-"
"Oh,
prong yourself. We're schussing with the London CLIP, and downhilling through
the stock markets ... Our Arfie broke into the Unie base construction office
upstairs, and look!" He keyed his console through a series of screens.
switched on a wall speaker. A constant stream of military traffic, interspersed
with static. He lowered the volume.
"So?"
He
didn't answer. He keyed up a city map, fiddled with the magnification, drew in on
a Hundred Tenth Street, marked the coordinates.
Apprehensive,
I drew closer. He switched screens, entered another program.
"Jar,
what are you-"
"Wait.
See if this works." He held up a hand to forestall my questions.
Numbers
flashed, requests for passwords. Then: 'Target coordinates?'
His
fingers flying, Jared clipped the coordinates from his map, entered them.
"Confirm
firing coordinates?"
"Jared,
no!" I lunged for the keyboard.
He
shoved me hard, and I fell.
"Burn,
you fuckers!" He stabbed at the keys.
I
swarmed onto his back, got an arm around his neck. "Don't make it
worse!"
He
struggled to throw me off. He staggered to the wall, drove himself backward. My
spine slammed into the door-jamb. I lost my grip. He whirled and clubbed me in
the temple. He hit me again, then grabbed my shirt, hauled me forward, rammed
me again into the wall. I slid down, dazed. He ran to the console.
"No!"
He
didn't seem to hear. He typed, checked his figures. Then, "Yes!" He spun
away. "Yes! Oh, yes!"
I
struggled to my feet. "What did you do?"
"I'll
teach those bastards to mess with us! We'll pay them for the trannies in the
tunnels, for my frazzing school, for... " His voice quavered. "For
Dad." He spun the building's cameras north in a dizzying arc. "I
wonder if we can see."
I shook
him. "See what?"
"I
coded in a strike on the Unies!" He danced from foot to foot in a sort of
ecstasy.
"Where?
How?"
"The
Naval base at Earthport Station has lasers trained on us groundies. I heard
that old fraz Boland telling Robbie, the night the Old Man-" His lip
curled, at some unpleasant memory. "I fed Earthport's lasers the
coordinates for the Unie positions on a Hundred Tenth. They think I'm New York
U.N.A.F. Command."
Oh Lord
God, no. "Don't, Jar. There's been enough killing."
"It'll
never be enough! They murdered Dad!"
"I
thought you hated him."
Jared
raised his fist, slowly brought it down, opened his hand. "I can say that;
I'm his joeykid. You think I'll let them gas him like - like a piece of garbage?
Like an animal?" His voice grated. "Oh, they'll pay. I'm just
starting." He stalked to the console. "Out of my way; I've got to
program laser strikes before they change the codes."
Should
I launch myself at him in a desperate attack? I had more confidence in Mom's
training, now that I saw its results, but a few moments ago he'd easily thrown
me off. "Wait."
"No way." He screened through target lists.
"Get out here!
Go!"
"Where?"
I spoke softly, and he didn't hear.
His
voice changed. "Don't you understand? Without our help, the Unies crush
the trannies, and nothing will change."
I
leaned over the console, waited until he looked up. "Jar... is this about
the tribes, or you?"
"What
are you, my psych?"
My palm
struck the console with a sharp crack. "I've been through hell for you!
All that time I thought you were scared, desperate for help. If it weren't for
me, there'd be no trannie war! I've got to know why. Answer, or
I'll - I'll..."
His
eyes met mine, mocking. Slowly, as he gauged the expression I held, his sneer
faded. "It's for them. For me. Christ, I don't know; why does it matter? I
get my revenge, and they'll lose without - me."
"Try
to stop the war, not make it worse."
"Why?"
"Have
you ever killed someone?" It wasn't a rhetorical question; if he hadn't, I
would have to tell him about Chaco. Until he understood the loathing it
engendered, he'd-
""Yeah,
I smashed the skull of a fucking trannie who ..." After a moment of
silence his face reddened. "Drop it."
I
stared into the eyes of a joey who'd been a sort of friend, companion at least,
for as long as I could remember, and saw nothing I could recognize.
Jared's
caller buzzed.
He
frowned, keyed it on. "Yeah?"
I heard
the gravelly voice through the tinny speaker.
"Why'd
you send P.T. here, you frazzing loonie?"
From
the other end, a roar. Words I couldn't distinguish.
"Yeah,
after what I'm doing for you? Bullshit." Jared covered the mouthpiece,
stuck his tongue out.
Halber
rumbled. From Jared, a sigh. "What do you want? I'm busy."
The
voice snarled, "Ya goin' wid him, Uppie?"
Jared
snorted in derision. "Fat chance."
A
pause. "Lissen ... don' think south tunnels safe much longer. Thinkin' a
havin' Subs try fo' the Hud."
"Why?
Gonna swim across?" On the console, Jared keyed map.
"Don'
fun wid me, Uppie." Halber's voice was like a knife. "Still time ta
send Raulie ta diss ya."
"Cool
jets; maybe I can help. Where are the Unies strongest?"
"Everywhere!"
"Halber,
for Christ's sake!"
"Three
Six, by Broad. Seven Two an' Columb. Fourteen Square." Halber sounded
ragged. "Easters an' Mids pushed 'em back some on Lex, but hells all over
the place! What we spose ta do?"
"Pull
back. Lemme try something." Jared fingered the touchscreen at the locations
Halber had called off.
"How
long, Uppie?"
"Shit,
how do I know? An hour, probably. Two. Less, if you let me be." Jared
ported to the screenful of codes, began making assignments.
"How
we know if it work?"
"You'll
know." He keyed the caller, slipped it back on his belt.
I
swallowed. Father, you taught me to do right. But what if I don't know where
right lies?
"Jared
..."
He
faced me. "Do you want me to help them or not?"
I
hesitated. Jared ported back and forth between screens, setting up coordinates.
A
screen filled with new orders, and frantic queries.
With a
curse, Jared closed his datafile, set the program to execute. "There. Now,
even if they change the codes ..."
"I'm
leaving." I wasn't sure where I might go. My quest had failed, and I'd
brought a city to ruin.
"Listen!"
Abruptly he turned up the speaker.
"This
is Wirtz at Seventy-fifth Regiment HQ calling clear on all channels, Earthport
or Lunapolis stop the laser attack, repeat halt the laser attack for God's
sake, you're firing on the wrong - oh my God!-"
Static.
"We
got 'em!" Jared pounded the console. "Now let's knock some helis out
of the air!"
Sickened,
I turned away.
Minutes
passed, before I roused myself. "Good-bye."
"See
ya." He was engrossed in his console.
"I'm
not sure I can make it back to a tower." I felt leaden. "If I don't,
I'm sorry I hurt you ..."
"Yeah,
sure." Suddenly he looked up, mischief in his eyes. "Back to a tower?
I can get you clear out of the city."
"How?"
"Watch."
Once more he keyed the puter, netted to the Greater New York Police. "UNAF
NYCom to Greater NYPolice. Byron Sanders, nephew of Senator Richard Boland,
trapped roof on Fortescue Tower Broadway/Fortieth. Due to emergency no military
craft may be diverted to civilian purposes; request immediate repeat immediate
assistance."
I
asked, "Where'd you learn to talk like that?" In his school papers,
Jared had been lazy and disorganized.
"By
observation. Shut up." He tapped on.
"Request
GNYP transport Sanders ASAP repeat ASAP to Trenton Shuttleport where home
travel arranged. Confirm response do Captain - quick, P.T., give me a name-"
"Vishinsky."
It was all I could think of. I wondered what the supervisor of our gate guards
would think of my choice.
"-Vishinsky,
immediate." He closed with a long routing. "See? Nothing to it."
My eyes
flickered from the console to the banks of inputs, the multi lines, the
satelnet links. "You have the power you wanted, Jar."
"Yeah."
We
waited for the confirmation. Minutes passed. I wondered if they'd seen through
Jared's ruse. If hostile troops were on the way, it would be just as well. I'd
pay my debt.
The
speaker crackled. "Stand by for emergency transmission, Earthport Naval
Command to all U.N.A.F. and Naval stations."
"Maybe
I can get visuals." Jared fiddled with the frequencies. The screen
swirled.
A new
voice. "This is Admiral Jeff Thorne, CincHomeFleet, at Earthport Naval
Station." Jared found the frequency; suddenly the screen cleared.
"New York UNAF, put Ruben on the line. All other stations, now hear this."
Thorne's face was red. "The fucking trannies hacked into Naval comm codes.
Effective forthwith all current codes are abandoned. Unseal codes slated for
Tuesday next, in the pink envelopes-"
"Jeff?
Ruben, New York Command." The General sounded breathless. "What in
hell's gone wrong? You blew out four of my command posts and you're knocking
down Unie helis left and right! Hold your goddamn laser fire! You're killing
troops!"
"It's
the trannies." Thorne swelled with rage. "Laser fire is stopped, as
of two minutes ago. We-"
A
printer beeped. I glanced down. Confirmation from GNY Police: ETA fifteen
minutes.
"Why
the hell are you in clear? Go to scrambler!"
"Not
'til we straighten this out. You want us chasing our own tails? Listen, damn
it. I shuttled up from Lunapolis to take personal charge. We 're going to new
codes, both ground-side and the fleet, but let's not trust them; who knows how
deep the trannies hacked. There's to be no laser fire from Earthport's
batteries unless I personally approve each target. And I'll do so only when I
have confirmation from you, with visuals and voice."
"That's
cumbersome as-"
"Ernst,
how many more troops must we kill before we learn?"
"Agreed,
but we have a complication. SecGen Kahn's livid about the laser attack on
Wirtz. He's suspended the oversight committee, and taken personal charge. He
wants the old city cleared."
"I'm
sure you 'II do your best-"
"Of
buildings," Ruben said.
A gasp.
I realized it was mine.
"Their
blowing the seawall was the last straw. Kahn says it's
time to renew the city, and he'll take the heat. I'm ordered to pull back our
troops so we take no more casualties. He wants laser strikes from Earthport
targeted on abandoned stores and apartments. We're to level anything not on our
tax rolls, which includes all the trannie areas. After, they'll be redeveloped
as towers and parks."
A long
pause. "I see. And the trannies?"
"Survivors
will be resettled. You'll have Kahn's confirmation through channels. In the
meantime things may get a bit confused; we're shutting down satdish relays and
fiber optics to the nets."
From
Thorne, no answer.
Jared
muttered, "Shit. I'll have to cut loose, or I'll leave tracks."
Ruben
said, "Jeff, I was surprised as you, but it may be for the best."
"Yes,
of course, I... " Thorne pulled himself together. "I'll need target
coordination from your people."
"You'll
have it. First priority is securing the midtown towers; they're vital. Then the
old subways where the trannies hide their HQ."
"I...
very well." Thorne's voice was bleak. "I'll gear up on our end, and
wait for Kahn's confirmation."
"Very
well." General Ruben sounded cross. "Now for God's sake go to
scrambler. Christ alone knows who's listening."
The
screen cleared.
I found
myself huddled in the corner, weeping silently.
Father,
I understand now. About the monastery. Why you go on retreats, why you took
refuge for all those years. You'd done something unbearable.
As have
I.
I
doubted I could get them to listen, but I had to try. I turned to Jared, put a
touch of awe in my voice. "I've never seen anyone schuss the nets so well.
Ever."
Jared's
chin went up. "You always thought I was stupid. No, don't deny it; it's
all right. I just needed a chance to show you."
"It's
... wonderful." I paused. "Jar, I've had a rough week. Before Path
gets hold of me, I deserve a vacation. Could you set it up?"
He
shrugged. "If we hurry. The nets will be going down. Where to?"
I
thought a moment. "How about the Lunapolis Hilton?" Jared slipped on
a throatmike. "Puter. Oral. Code Bossman Alpha. Travel, air. Ticket to
passenger pickup, charged to Holoworld Ltd. Next departure after 2100 hours
this day Trenton Shuttleport, destination Earthport / Lunapolis."
T???
Chapter 52
JARED
P.T.
always lacked true imagination. But what could he expect, burying his head in
schoolbooks?
Why
bother with a vacation when he could stay with me and have a ringside seat for
the end of the world? Now all he'd get was acceleration ache and a room in a
tourist warren.
On the
other hand, a comfortable hotel bed wasn't that bad an idea. I stretched,
easing my aching shoulders. I'd sat at the console for what seemed like weeks,
with nothing but bathroom breaks. I needed a meal, a bed. Decent clothes to
replace my trannie rags.
First,
I had business to conclude. I toyed with the London CLIP, sliding in through
the back door I'd installed. The CLIP's preprogrammed robins were industriously
searching out my worms, so I tossed in birdseed to distract them.
It
served the multinats right, the bastards. With the immense power of central
linked processors, they netted every tiny detail of our lives. But the same
connectivity that allowed Dad instant access to my grades also handed me his
Terrex card; what goes round comes round. If you link the facets of our lives
to prevent rebellions, you hand rebels the key to success.
On
screen, I flicked idly through SearsNet clothes catalogs while waiting to
rendezvous with my Arfie. It was high time to wield the chaincutter, and how we
broke links would determine whether I could be traced.
Of
course, from my standpoint it didn't matter. Even if they traced our operation
to this room, I'd be long gone. I had set up a series of credit accounts that
would keep me in funds regardless of whether Dad cut my allowa-.
My
mouth tightened. All right, don't overreact. Yes, I supposed I'd miss him. He
was the only adult I'd ever known well.
Nonetheless,
he wasn't worth my regrets. He wasted his life as the Old Man's pet rabbit,
ignoring me in the process He was so selfish and conceited, he imagined he knew
best for me. thoueh it had been decades since he'd been a joeykid.
I was
better off without him.
So why
was I sobbing?
Bullshit;
I was getting as bad as P.T. I was exhausted and overwrought. I wiped my eyes,
schussed through the nets, gave myself a zarky new wardrobe, courtesy of
SearsNet and Bank of London.
Still,
for a moment I yearned to pick up the caller, dial a familiar voice. Arlene.
Uncle Robbie. Anyone.
Instead,
the caller buzzed me. I took it warily. "Yeah?"
"I
sendin' Raulie ta bring ya home."
I
snorted. "Learn how to start a conversation. It's 'Hello, this is Halber,'
then-"
"Shut
ya face, joeykit."
I said
coldly, "Don't talk to me that way, Halber. That time is past."
"Time
be past fo' thousands a trannies! I got runnels full a dead, hear me?"
With an effort, he made his voice calmer. "Bad day. But ya done good,
Uppie. Raulie saw heli fall right outa sky. An' Unies climbin' inta troop
carry, ridin' 'way. Dunno they be back, but least it give us time."
"Yeah."
I wondered whether to tell him he'd soon be a laser target. He'd just snarled
at me worse than Dad, and treated me as a child. Besides, what was the point?
His people had nowhere to run.
"I
wanna meet wid Raulie an' Pook an' you. Figga out what ta do nex'. Can't get
through ta Changman on frazzin' glitch caller."
I felt
a peculiar pride; despite his ill temper he thought me a leader with whom to
confer. But knowing what was coming, I'd be out of my mind to go down to the
Sub caves. "You need me here."
"Why?"
"My
nets are still up. I'll try to hit the Unies again." False, of course. A
move against the alerted U.N.A.F. would be suicidal. They'd have a gunship
lobbing missiles through the wall in less time than ... I shivered.
He
grumbled, "Wish I could talk ta ol' Chang." I'd never met the old man
he'd sent as a negotiator, but Pook described him as senile and foolish. An apt
spokesman.
Well,
it didn't matter. My tower had food machines, water, and softies. While
the tranies targeted the streets, I would stay right
here. Then, when it was safe, I'd allow myself to be found.
I felt
a pang of... not guilt, but mild regret. "Halber, you ever think of
leaving the tunnels?"
"Tolya
we was gonna run fo' the Hud, coupla hours back. But thas cause we desperate.
No place fo' Sub tribe onna street. Sub be our home."
"Yeah,
whatever." On my screen, a window flickered and was gone. My link to the
London CLIP was no more. "Halber, I gotta go. Bye." I flicked off the
caller, knowing it would enrage him. I didn't care; it was time to tighten my
skis and schuss to safety. Carefully, oh, so carefully, I left intricate
instructions for the Arfie. By now it was roaming the free electron slopes,
well clear of New York. Then I began to extricate myself, brushing fresh snow
across my trail as I backed out.
I was
none too soon.
One by
one the pylons snapped, and the ski lift slowly crashed into the powdery snow.
Unicredit went off-line, then Citizaccess. Holoworld. I watched the last of my
net connections flicker and die. When the fiber optics went, I keyed to
satlinks, adjusting settings to compensate for the crawling pace. Not long
after, I lost my main feed, the Geosynch Optinet. I'd barely logged through my
first alternate when it too went dead. Without much hope, I tried other links,
but my suspicions were confirmed. They'd shut down the nets.
My work
was done. I dialed into a local news carrier to watch the fun, but halfway into
connection my screen blanked.
I
sighed, keyed my puter to satdish. Outgoing feeds were down. A thin blade
of panic stabbed at my spine; I was isolated, lost in a deserted tower in the
middle of a war. But as I flicked frequencies I found incoming links were
undisturbed: Worldnewsnet, Holoworld Hourly, romances, even the mindless
puter-construct soaps that livened the dreary afternoons of stay-at-homes.
I
settled back in my chair, hugging myself, staring at the screen.
Chapter 53
POOK
Changman
like ta complain he get ol' try in' ta teach me patience. Always I ignore. Now,
followin' Halb through sub tunnels wid Subgirl Allie trailin' behind, I gotta
learn it fo' myself. Halber keep changin' his mind what he want. Firs' he say
attack Unies, don' matter where, so long as trannies take venge fo' gas.
But
afta Unie sojers hit trannies so bad near U.N., he talk 'bout tribe 'scapin'
'cross Hud Riv. Den he call Jared Washinton Uppie, an' now he wanna stay in Sub
ta rumb.
Final,
eatin' bit a stew in lair, he rub eyes like he daze. "Pook," he say,
"how c'n I think if I can' keep 'wake? How long it been since I
rest?"
"Dunno,
Halb." I cautious eva since he swat me 'cross room, screamin' at Raulie ta
blow wall. "Coupla days?" Word go roun' dat 'xplosion be zark; Uppies
runnin' aroun' like pissoff ants. But now sub tunnels south a Twenny be flood.
Less 'n less our turf left.
"I'm
gonna lie down."
"Chinas
been waitin'. An'Faron's Easters say got nowhere ta go, tunnels full, Lexes
won't move deeper 'cause-"
"Chris'!"
He fling metal stew dish cross room. It roll an' clatter. "Gimme
peace!"
I say
real careful, "Wan' I should talk ta 'em, Halb?"
"You?"
He spit wid scorn. "Joeykit Mid talk ta tribes fo' Subs. Fahh!" But
afta min he add, "Blowin'wall was yo'idea ... wouldn't make no promises,
wouldja?"
"Naw."
He
sigh, see empty mattress, hand me caller, kinda slide down wall. "
'Kay."
Lotsa
times I watch ol' Chang trayfo wid Mids an' Broads. So I know I gotta stay in
charga, an' not lettem push me roun'. 'Notha thing I notice, the louder
trannies get try in' ta trayfo, the quieta go Chang, 'til dey gotta shush ta
hear 'im. It work every time.
So I
fin' Chinas' speakfo. Joey come roilin' in, all fury an' noise an' sputter.
Unie sojers pushem outa turf, streets full a mud, where dey spose ta go? Sub
flood fo' mile north a China. Wha happen Halber's promise Sub be open ta all,
hah?
I sen'
Allie ta ask if space in tunnels furtha north. Meantime South Harl stomp in,
deman' rest a trannies help take back Amstadam; Unie patrols had streets block.
He be
interrup' by pissoff Lex. His joeys can' crawl inna dark tunnel two block from
stair, while frazzin' Easters what ain' lift finga ta help got turf right by
staysh.
"Okay
okay," I mutta low. Wish I had tea ta offa, like Chang. "We fix, make
yas happy."
"How?
You ain' even Sub. How ya goin-"
"We
take care a. Filmatleven." Prolly what Chang 'd say.
But
South Harl joey scowl. "Wan' help now, tomorra maybe Unies be back strong
wid-"
"Pook,
Lexes ain' gonna let no frazzin-"
Caller
buzz. Annoy, I turn it on an off quick, so it stop. "No prollem, Lex. We
sen' someone talk ta Easters, soon as-" Goddamn caller buzz again.
I fling
it 'gainst far wall, but somehow it ain' broke. It keep buzzin', insistent. Cursin', I go get
it. "Yah?"
"Halb?"
"Naw,
Pook. Who be?"
"Raulie,
on Two Six near Broad. Need Halb quick."
"He
sleepin'. Watcha wan'?"
"Gimme
Halb NOW ya frazzin' Mid, or I skin ya head ta toe!"
I go
chill, cause ain' nothin' in worl' worse 'n a pissoff Sub. Dey grab ya inna
nigh', pullya inna tunnel, throw back skun body inna morn'. Nobody mess wid
Subs. Still, I wish could crawl through caller wid shiv. Raulie ack like I
never help Subs, when I give em Jared, and I think up blowin' wall.
My
teeth bare, but instant 'fore I speak, I feel Changman watchin' from nowhere,
an' say quiet, "Halber tol' me lettim sleep. Meantime I hannel calls an'
talk ta tribes."
'Steada
rage, Raulie's voice go beg. "Pookboy, I never seen nothin' like this.
Tellim I say jump in unnercar, meet at Two Six in few min. Hurry!"
Was
Raulie blew up wall, Raulie what bust inta towahs. If he soundin' scare ... I
push pas' Easters an' Mids and Chinas ta
where Halb lay curl. I reach ta shake him wake, but think better. I kneel, talk
close ta ear til he groan, turn ova.
Allie
say, "Lemme, Pook." She bend ova, prod him wake. He sit up sudden. I
jump back, like he stewdog gonna snap wid fang. "Raulie want ya fas',
Halb."
Halber
growly wid loss sleep. He chew me fo' leavin' him a bunch hysteric trannies
allatime want somethin'. Den he stomp ta unnercar, beckon me comealong. Allie
come too, like invited.
Ride
south quiet, tense. We race through staysh. I look away, 'fraid I see bodies
lyin' stack, wid blood roun' mouth. But Subs wave as we pass, while joeys of
otha tribes run fo' stair at two angry lights comin' rumble outa dark.
Car
slow. I run ta driva seat. "Whassamatta?" I peer at track.
Halber
bring us ta stop. "Ain' no staysh at Two Six. Jus' 'scape hole." He
open door, jump down. "Wait here."
"Wanna
come."
"Don'matta."
He stalk inta dark. Runnin'ta keep up, I fall flat an' smack my face. I curse,
jump up afta disappearin' Sub. Behin' me, Allie giggle. I think 'bout cuttin'
her a nice fresh Mid mark.
Raulie
be wait 'cross track, near side openin'. "Halb!"
I
stumble on track, but Allie grab my arm ta steady. I push her off, proud, but
afta min take her han' fo' guide.
Raulie
beckon us ta grate ovahead.
We
climb ladder ta ledge. Halber say, "Well? Whas so import I couldn'
res'?"
"Lissen!"
Cracklin'
soun'. Rumble.
Pushin'
aside grate, Halber growl, "What now? Frazzin' Unies can' make up their
mind, come afta us, run away-" he poke head out ta street. "Oh Jesus
Lor'."
Icicle
ooze down my back. Gotta look. Squeeze pas' Halber's arm, look roun'.
Crackle
be from fire. Whole block burn, as far south I c'n see. Crumble brick walk fill
road.
'Cross
street, build slides slowly inta street. I duck from crash, get tangle in
Halber's arms. He thrus' me 'way.
"How
it start?" Halber's voice hoarse.
"They
did it!" Raufie.
"Unies
ran roun' setting fire? Get on caller, send alla trannies south. We guard
streets best we can, make em pay-"
"Naw!
Doin' it from up."
"Wha?"
Raulie
tug Halber's arm. "No Unies. C'mon. Lesgo Two Three." He jump down ta
sub tunnel.
Halber
bellow, but Raulie run ahead to unnercar. Sub Boss stalk afta.
Soon as
we in, Raulie jump in cab, drive car south. At Two Three staysh, Raulie dash
through dim tunnel ta stair, peek careful aroun' corna. "No Unies.
C'mon." He don' wait fo' us ta follow.
Breathin'
his mad, Halber an' I go afta. Allie hang back.
I blink
in late day's ligh'.
"Stay
close ta stair," Raulie warn, searchin' ruined ol' office builds wid eyes.
Good builds, wall still strong, make nice lair. Prolly already be, fo' whateva
tribe live here.
Halber
glance roun', wary.
"Gahh!"
I seize his arm, point ta build 'cross street. Roof begin ta peel an' smoke. In
a sec, wall buckle. "Wha' is it, Halb? Monstas?"
"Naw."
Like he disgus', Sub Boss stroll ta mid a empty rubbly street, put hands on
hips. "Gonna move now, betcha."
Sure
enough, jus' as firs' build burst inta flame, monsta move south, eat anotha'.
I
stare, in stun. Two mo' builds smoke.
Invis
monsta cross out street slow towar' stair. Black pave go bubble an' heave. In
coupla sec, monsta chew on roof prac'ly ova our head.
"Come
ON!" I dart inta street, haul Halber towar' sub. "Monsta gon' getcha!"
He
shake me off, walk slow an' contemptuous. "Laser. No monsta."
"Ha,
think ya swind ol' Pook? Noway. Raulie use laser on towah door, couldn' barely
cut."
"Not
pistol. Cannon. Longtime back, saw in news holo on side a towah. They tested it
on ruins." He start down stair.
I ask,
"Where it be, in heli?"
"Naw."
"On
toppa towah? Maybe wid enough trannies, c'd break in. run upstair-"
"Pook."
His han' give wamin' squeeze, but not unkind. "We can' get to. Be from up.
Earthport."
"Whazzat?"
"A
staysh in orbit. Navy boys." Frustrate, he shake me, point ta sky.
"Doncha unnerstan'? Orbit. Go roun' worl'."
Raulie
say, "What we do, Halb?"
"Dunno.
Back ta Four Two. Call Jared. Call Chang." We hurry from stair towar'
unnercar.
Behin'
us, a rumble, a crash. Shriek, cut off.
"Who
dat?" I whirl. Where was light from stair, now dark.
"Get
inna car!" Halber shove me.
"Allie?"
I look roun'. "Joeygirl!"
"Inna
car!"
I twis'
outa Halb's grip, run towar' stair.
In dim
ligh', almost don' see small form lyin', head at bottom a stair. Big rocks
scatter roun' where stair usetabe open. Gentle, I sit, slide knee unner head.
"C'mon, Allie, gotta go." Coupla rocks clatter down blocked stair. A
ragged breath lift her shirt.
Halber
grunt. He pick up Alliegirl like she sack a cansa, hurry ta track.
In car
he lie her on seat, head in my lap. He squeeze in cab, start us wid lurch.
Allie
gasp.
"It
okay, joeykit. Jus' unnercar. Don' be 'fraid." I croon like I be glitch,
dunno what ta say. "Fin' safe place, take care a ya."
Raulie
sit 'cross, silent.
Car
rattle ova bad piece a track. I put han' on her shoulda like ta protec'. Allie
cough. Her lips open. Mouthful a blood pour onta my knee. She stop breathin'.
I look
ta Raulie, shakin' head a furious no.
He nod,
cross arms, look at flo'.
We
streak pas' Three Four staysh, Raulie los' in his own worl', Allie restin' on
my lap, I stiff 'an straight, joeygirl's blood oozin' down leg an' soakin'
shoe.
At Four
Two staysh Raulie pry me loose from Allie. I fight him some, but he don' even
whomp me. Final, I too tire ta protes'.
Daze, I
wander back to main lair. Ignorin'
chairs, I sit in corna
near entrance, lookin' back ta stair. I wait fo' crash from laser, an' sudden
dark. Anytime soon, I figga.
Halber
shoutin' at Jared on caller. "Don' tell me ya can't; jus'
stop 'em!"
Sub
Boss jump on chair, peer roun'. "Sollie!" His voice loud, but ominous
calm. "Take buncha trannies an' hit neares' towah. Cut inta, I don' care
how many lives it cos'. Kill any Uppie ya see. Bum."
"But
Halb-"
"Ya
challenge?" Halber jump down from chair. "Who be Sub
Boss?"
Ol' man
run tongue 'cross his lips. "I too ol' fo' fight, Halb. C'n cut through
doors, but-"
"Joss!
Rana! You Easters, go wid! Lissen, all!" Halber begin ta frazzle.
"Unies burn ol' city, entire. No place ta run. We goin' down. But if we
fry a coupla towahs, could be dey stop. Maybe no. But at leas' we take 'em wid
us!"
Roar of
agree.
"Show
'em how we rumb!" His sweat shine.
Shadow
fall 'cross my leg, 'cross my red sticky knee.
"Alla
tribes became one in rumb wid Uppies!" Halber's eyes bum like towah. Subs,
Easters, Chinas go frenzy, shoutin' an' yellin' approve. "If we gotta go
out, go as one!"
I look
up as shadow passby. I catch glimpse a face.
Slowly,
I get ta feet. Hair on neck rise.
Halber
yell, "Go! Les show frazzin'
Uppies who own da worl'!"
Mob a
trannies turn, race towar' me an stair. Toward one man
standin' in way.
He
snatch chair, sling it inta crowd. "NO!" His roar echo through cave.
Trannies
in front skid ta stop, but be push from behin' just as chair fly. Go down in
clumps.
"You?"
Halber's mouth work wid rage. "You!"
"Me."
Uppie's voice like lash.
Easter
joey firs' ta scramble ta feet. "Who he be?"
Halber
snarl, "Fisherman, an' he mine!"
A
murmur, like trannies don' believe.
"Fisherman,"
Sub Boss repeat. Sudden, shiv gleam in han'. "Came down ta Sub, said he
frien', an' fight fo' us 'gainst Parkas." Slow, he come closer.
"But
was he called Unies ta diss us when we take Park. Was he sent gas ta tunnels,
called lasers ta burn city. Mus' be a Lor' God afta all, send him back ta me
'fore too late."
Fisherman
calm. "Is P.T. with you?"
"Dead."
Halb spit da word. "Ate him yest'day. Venge."
Uppie
stand froze like ice.
"In
stewpot, Uppie." Halber's grin worse 'n I eva seen. "Taste
good." Drift near.
Fisherman's
eye fall on me. His voice harsh. "Is it so?"
Halber
stupe. I too petrify ta speak, but 'steada waitin', Halb snap, "Stay
shut, Pook! Or getcha self diss!"
Fisherman
sigh. "Thank Lord God." For moment, he tremble. Den, as Halber close
wid shiv, he pull himself togetha. "I didn't come to fight you."
"I betcha didn't."
Halber lunge. Uppie step aside fas'. His stiff hand slice down on Halb's
forearm. Sub Boss grunt, clutch arm.
Uppie
look roun', grab chair fa shield. "Listen."
Sollie
call out, "We'll rush 'im, Halb."
"Naw!
Touch, I skin ya. He mine!" Halb spit. It run down Fisherman's dies'.
Uppie
say, "I didn't call the troops. I've been trying to stop this madness!
Halber, why would I-"
"Don'
care why! You be diss!" Halber lunge wild.
Somethin'
in Uppie change. He fling down chair, stalk ta Halber. Quick like cat, he evade
upper thrus' intend ta open his gut. "You trannie bastard, listen!"
His foot swing like ta kick Halb's nuts inta throat.
Halb
slice down wid shiv, but Fisherman's kick jus' fake; Uppie's han' waitin ta
close roun' Halber's wrist. Locked together, two dance slow through corridor,
'til Uppie fetch Halb 'gainst wall, shiv arm pinned tight.
Boss
Sub's muscles ripple as he try ta break free. Eyes bulge.
Sudden,
no warn, Fisherman leggo Halb's otha han'. He whomp stupendous punches, one two
three. Stomach, throat, balls.
Halb go
down, but Uppie grip his shiv han' like a vise. Halber kneel, one arm raise
behin', otha pressed 'tween legs.
Slow,
unrelent, Fisherman pry loose shiv. At las', Halber's hand give way.
Halb
raise head, mouth grimace in agony. Shiv glint high.
Uppie's
fingas spread. Shiv fall to flo'. Hand open, he slap Halber one, two. Crack
like thunder. Sub Boss head rock; spit fly loose. Again, one, two.
He let
go Halb's arm. Sub Boss sag.
Fisherman
turn roun', glare at tribes. Take step; they fall back, stumblin' ova each
otha.
He drag
Halb ta sit 'gainst wall. Fisherman kneel in fronta. "I'm sorry I called
you a trannie."
No
ansa. Halber still clutch hisself, face red.
Uppie's
voice slow an' clear, like talkin' ta glitchjoe. "I didn't call the Unies.
I swear before Lord God."
Nothin.'
"You
hear me?"
Daze,
bleedin', Halb nod.
"Where's
my son?"
Across
lair, Easters, Chinas, Subs stare. No one say word.
I sit
very quiet, but don' matta; Fisherman see me anyway.
"Answer!"
I say,
reluctant, "Wen' ta fin' Jared."
"He
was here?"
I nod.
"Yah. Called Changman."
Halber
grated, "Shut, Pook!"
Eyes
wild, Fisherman dash across cave, haul Sub boss ta feet, slam him 'gainst wall.
"You shut! Philip be my son, my joeykit! I gonna fin'!" I gape, at
trannietalk in Uppie mouth.
Halb
may be beat, but don' know quit. "Why we care? End a
worl'."
"Boolsheet.
Jus' gotta stop rumb. Don' shoot sojers, give back
lasers-"
"My
Nine Sixers gone!" Halb try feeble ta twis' free. "Doncha unnerstan?
Can' give up afta dat."
Fisherman
say, "Okay, ya lose some fightas. Dass way rumb go. End!"
"Frazzin'
Uppie don' give shit 'bout-"
"Goofjuice.
I'm tryin' ta-"
Allasudden,
I unnerstan'. "Halb," I say, urgent. ""He don' know. Tell
'im."
"Boolsheet!
He-"
"Mira
his face!" I dance wid frustrate. "He ain' hear yet!"
Fisherman
look back an' forth 'tween us. "Hear what? Tell!"
"Dissed
my Subs!" It be cry a pain. "All 'em." Halb try ta go on, choke.
I say
quick, "Unie sojers put gas hoses in runnels. Diss everyone 'tween Nine
Two an' Hunnert Ten. Was thousans trannies refuge in tunnel. All gone."
"No."
Fisherman's face white.
"Dey
did it, Uppie. C'n see fo'yaself. Smell gettin'fierce, though. No place get
ridda bodies."
Shaky,
he sag 'gainst wall.
I say,
"See, Halb? Didn' know."
Sudden,
Easter joey add, "Blew up lair, Secon' Ave. We hid joey kits unner. By
time we dug 'em out, none lef. Halber sendin' us ta towah, fine wid us.
Venge."
"China
lairs burn." A dark tribeman, who eyes smoulder.
"Came
through Lex turf like monstas inna nigh'. Shoot everyone, even tryin' ta
run."
One by
one, voices add woes, 'til Uppie cover face.
I ask,
"Ya know 'bout lasers from up?"
Fisherman
shake head. "I left Franjee Tower this morning. They wouldn't help me; I
had to find-"
"We
wen' down ta Two Three, me an' Halb an' Raulie. Lasers be crumblin' builds all
ova. City burn. All."
"That's
impossible."
Halb
stir. "I called Jared Uppie. He say Earthport Staysh lasers doin'it. Unie
Navy. Cantcha' smell the smoke?"
Fisherman
groan.
Halber
eye his shiv on flo', but make no move.
Long
quiet.
Fisherman
say, "It's got to stop." Somethin' in his ton', make me chill.
"Hah.
Sojers gonna 'gree?"
"Probably
not. Nor will the government. I'll need ... He chew lip. "...
about fourteen hours. Don't attack an'
more towers until I've done what I must."
His voice raised. "Hear me, tribe? Gimme time. I try ta
fix."
Lexboy
spit. "Why we trus' you?"
"Because
..." Fisherman swallow. Afta min, his eyes glisten. "I love my boy
so much ... this started because of Philip.
Adam Tenere and I combed the city, and my wife was ... for
a week, I've barely slept. If he dies, my life is over."
"So?"
"I'm
done looking. Your lives come first. I'll stop the lasers."
"How?"
"I'll
go aloft. I think I know a way."
Halber
ease himself ta chair, balls still hurtin'. "An' if ya stop laser, Uppies
go back ta gas us like rats inna sewer. Take only water we got, sen' in troop
carries an' Unie troops ..."
"I
know." Fisherman be deep within himself. "Yes. I've known a long
while." He shudder. "Even that, I'll give you."
He haul
Halb ta feet, stoop ta pick up shiv. "If I can stop the lasers, I'll stop
the rest also. I know how. I just hoped ... I'm sorry." He put shiv in
Halb's han', put own arms behin' back. "Diss me now, if ya don' trust. Or
lemme help yas." He close eyes, raise head like ta bare throat.
"Diss, if ya wan'. Dunno if I
care."
Halb
glance at Easters an' Subs, back ta shiv.
I c'n see flicker
a venge in his min'.
Voice
say sharp, "No one touch him." I in fronta Fisherman, protectin',
lookin' backanforth. "No one!" My own shiv out, glintin'
sharp.
Someone
snicker. I spit, signalin' ready ta rumb.
Halb
say soft, "How long, Fisherman?"
"Give
me 'til midmorning. The lasers will stop ... or they won't."
I look
in Halb's eyes, beseech.
He nod.
Few min
later Fisherman stand at stair. "Keep your joeys underground. Disperse
them - you know what that means? - as far as possible from the square."
"Yah."
Halber look morose.
"And
remember laser fire comes from the south; the station's in equatorial orbit.
Low buildings north of a tower should be safe."
"Yah."
"Keep
that caller with you, the one I recoded. Don't change to another; they all have
different codes. I'll call as soon as
I know."
"K
ir~r~v Hire he. don' believe it.
"Bring
Jared Tenere under, if you find him. His father is desperate."
I tug
at sleeve. "Whassis name?"
"Adam
Tenere."
"Mista
Tenere? Peetee call him Mista?"
"Yes."
"He
diss." Immediate, I regret sayin' it so bald, 'cause Fisherman go white.
He
manage, "Why'd you kill him?"
"Not
us. He run down ta warn Hunnert Ten Subs 'bout gas. Peetee foun' him wid othas,
blood ova mouth."
Long
silence. Fisherman's voice impossible weary. "How do you know?"
"Peetee
tell Mista Chang onna caller."
"Why
Chang?"
"He
our speakfo."
Fisherman
mutta somethin unda breath, cross hisself. Then he stalk 'cross Four Two
Square, stride towar' towahs 'til he disappear in swirlin' smoke.
Ml ~~II
~
Chapter 54
ROBERT
Alone
in my luxury suite at the Earthport Hilton I massaged my forehead, hoping to
soothe the dull ache gripping my skull. I'd been more than foolhardy to endure
liftoff after a concussion.
Still,
I'd had to leave the war room, had to leave Franjee Tower. Had to leave New
York.
I poured
a second glass of whiskey, took another sip. It didn't seem to help.
"I
only noticed him because his clothing was so different from the
tribesmen."
I
swirled the scotch.
"Objectively
speaking, I'd say he died in agony."
Did the
boy know what he'd done to me?
How
could I face life without Adam?
Even
when he was furious with me, in his middy days, or when he saw me manipulate
Arlene and the Captain, his rebuke had an undertone of respect, his disapproval
something akin to love.
I'd called
Dad, and told him the news. He grunted, said he was sorry. Then he told me the
situation had changed; the Navy was intervening with pinpoint laser fire. My
job had been to stay with General Ruben. The least I could do, having fled to
orbit, was to attach myself to Jeff Thorne.
Our
public position was that we approved the Navy's pulling U.N.A.F.'s chestnuts
out of the fire. Of course, it helped that Supranationalists had always
supported the Navy, while the Territorials favored U.N.A.F. I should make sure
I was interviewed when the dust settled.
It left
a sour taste that alcohol couldn't etch clean.
I
groped for the caller, punched in familiar codes. "Mother?"
"Robbie?
You sound a million miles away."
"I'm
at Earthport."
"Good
heavens. Why?"
"Concussions
are tricky. I'll call Van to get you."
"No,
I feel fine." Other than a persistent headache that threatened to suck in
my eyeballs, and a gentle sway to the room that I assumed was an excess of
whiskey on an empty stomach.
"I
was dusting the roses. The damn aphids have them again. It's time I changed the
service; those lawn people don't know the slightest-"
"Mother,
Adam's dead."
"About
spraying - who? Someone I know?"
"Adam
Tenere."
"Ah,
yes. Your... friend from the Navy." As always, she made it sound as if we
were sodomites. No matter how often I told her ... "Had you known he was
ill?"
"He
wasn't." My tone was sharp. "They killed him in the insurrection. We
killed him. Our side."
"Oh,
dear." A pause. When she resumed, her voice was soothing and, well, more
motherly. "I'm sorry, of course. Should I take you to the funeral?"
"Damn
you, Mother, his body's rotting in the subway tunnels!"
"And
damn you, I'm sorry that's so. What was he doing there?"
Her
sharp speech was a comfort; it meant she knew I spoke from stress, that I was
forgiven. With Mother, bluntness was itself a code.
"He
was trying to warn the trannies. They - we - used poison gas to flush them
out."
"I
feel for you, Robbie. Come home today, help me with these detestable roses.
We'll talk."
I
swallowed a lump. "I don't think so. Thanks."
"Weren't
you godfather to Adam's son?"
"An
unofficial uncle."
"Really,
the trannie tunnels weren't his concern. The man should have known
better."
I
stifled an urge to shatter the caller on the bedside stand. "Mother, did
you hear? We pumped in poison gas. There's hundreds dead, maybe more." My
tone was curious. "Don't you care?"
"About
your friend, yes." She paused. "They're censoring riPUlc
f\f tho J~fi~~-~-'~~'Jl-v~i K..'
I'.
the
lines. Besides, at your hospital I had a perfectly good view of the burning
buildings." Her tone sharpened. "A trannie rebellion is insufferable.
You and Richard should have dealt with those joeys during Seafort's
administration, when you had the SecGen's ear. Now Mr. Kahn's taking care of
it. He's saving your father the trouble after the election."
"Mother,
we killed innocents. Women, joeykids ..."
"Regrettable,
but not surprising. Except possibly to the trannies. That's what happens in
war, Robbie. It's why we have world government, and why we've done a fairly
good job of banning combat."
"You
approve of the gas, then?"
"I'll
ask Dr. Wilkes if I can handle liftoff. If so, I can arrange to bring you home
in a few hours."
"Do you?"
It was almost a shout.
"Yes.
Overall, I do. It's bizarre to approve of some ways of killing your enemy, and
deplore others."
"Your
enemy ..." I closed my eyes, pictured Adam sprawled in a filthy tunnel.
"Robbie,
were you consulted?"
"Not
about that."
"Well,
then. To the extent there's blame, you're absolved. You can't bear another's
guilt."
I
whispered, "The Captain did."
"Who?
Seafort? He revels in contrition. He's obsolete, a relic from when belief in
the Reunification was dogma. Think of yourself, and Richard."
I
roused myself. "You still care about him?"
"I
believe we had this conversation at your bedside. Remember, I'm planning on an
invitation to formal tea. I love you."
"I
love you too, Mother." I keyed off the caller, set it in its cradle.
"Mr.
Assemblyman, the Admiral will see you now." A lieutenant, his uniform
starched and stiff, as befit a shoreside post. I followed him through bright-lit
Earthport corridors to the installation I'd visited with Dad a few weeks past.
As if I
were still a lieutenant reporting to a superior, I flicked my tie, adjusted my
jacket. I smiled; Naval habits die hard.
~~~'~
n~sl A lAmirolt't '~omo Kot in hanH tl
our
committees for their appropriations; I was perforce welcome whenever I chose to
visit.
Nonetheless,
I hoped the breath rinse I'd used was successful. I didn't want Thorne thinking
I'd retreated into a bottle, even if he wasn't one to carry tales.
The
Admiral grunted, his attention on the overhead screen. "Hello, Rob."
He squinted at a satellite recon holo of New York. His voice rose a trifle.
"Let's see the other."
A new
picture flashed.
"Very
good." To me, "See? You're getting your money's worth." He
flicked a laser pointer at the screen. "Those blocks, from Twenty-third
through Thirtieth, already cleared. Urban renewal, courtesy of your Navy."
I had a
sudden suspicion, and moved close. "You're drinking."
"Nah.
Martinis with lunch." He waved it away. "To settle my stomach for the
grind ahead. Ernst Ruben confirms coordinates, I set them up, he confirms fire
results, we proceed. In a couple of days, it'll be done."
I
hesitated, drew a deep breath. "Why do you need your stomach
settled?"
"What
business is it of yours?"
"None,
really." I took the plunge. "Except that I feel the same."
"Do
you, now." An appraising glance. "How interesting." He keyed a mike.
"Continuous laser fire, throughout the marked grid."
I
glanced at the screen, but nothing changed. The view wasn't real-time, though
it could well have been. Technically, it was no problem. I wondered if using a
still photograph was Thorne's attempt to distance himself from his operations.
Morose,
I took a chair. "I wish there was another way."
"Please.
I've had my fling with idealism."
"When?"
"Long
ago, and it almost cost me my career." I recalled that he'd been assigned
to Academy when the alien armada attacked. Though I'd been a cadet, I'd had no
encounters with him, and he'd requested transfer soon after Captain Seafort
resigned.
The
speaker came to life. "Sir, General Ruben again." ~p,i' K;~. 'u-..~u
~
"Jeff,
I confirm fire on Thirty-first at East River, moving west and north on both
sides of the street." Ruben sounded tired.
"Understood."
"Is
there any reason to keep confirming?
They haven't interfered
since-"
"I
won't fire without personal confirmation." Thorne's tone was sharp.
"They got us once, but, by God, they won't do it again. What's next?"
"The
fools are still resisting. We're about to go for their command. Nearly all
caller traffic emanates from the Forty-second Street tunnels. Can you penetrate
concrete that thick?"
Thorne's
fingers tightened on the edge of the console.
"Yes."
Ruben
sighed. "Let's get it done. Forty-first through Forty-third, from Eighth
through Broadway. Bypass Seventh and Forty-first, of course; Franjee Tower is
just south and would block your shot. And run a line of fire down the center of
Forty-Second all the way to Lexington; the crosstown tunnel runs under the
road. Coordinates follow." He read off a long string of numbers.
Painstakingly,
Thorne copied each, read it back, waited for verification. "Very well,
Ernst."
"Confirmed.
Lord, I need sleep. One more thing. Be prepared for a visitor."
"Who?"
"Believe
it or not, former SecGen Seafort."
"Christ."
Ruben
added, "Seafort's been wandering midtown in a hopeless search for his son.
A few hours ago he came back, hopping mad. God knows how he made it through the
streets. He stormed through the building, made reservations on the fly, lifted
off in a taxi for the shuttleport."
I blurted, "What about
Arlene?"
Thorne
said, "Ernst, Rob Boland's here. He asks what you know of Ms.
Seafort."
"She's
on her way to see me. She heard the trannies sent a negotiator, and wants to
speak with him. I have the old man in isolation, but I'll probably allow it.
She won't give up hope."
I shook
mv head. P.T. was alive; or had been
when he called
Chang. But he was beyond the reach of his parents and in mortal peril. The
sheer folly of running back into the streets ... I wondered what demon
possessed the boy. I'd always seen Jared Tenere as the foolish one, Philip as
more stable. Perhaps I'd been mistaken.
In the
outer corridors, raised voices. A shout of frustration, the clatter of feet.
Then, silence.
After
his call from Ruben, Thorne sat musing. "Rob, I can't refuse to see him.
Not a former SecGen. But I want you here for support."
"Are
you out of your mind? Absolutely not." I got to my feet. "He's your
problem, not mine."
"Together
we can-"
"No!"
I made for the hatch.
"Let
me make it clear." Thorne's tone had a bite. "If you care about your
father's campaign, you'll be here when the SecGen shows. Else I'll go over to
the Territorials, and tell Richard that you're three sheets to the wind even
now."
"The
hell I am!" I paused. "Jeff, there are reasons I don't want to see
him."
"You
think I've none myself?" He laughed bitterly. "He knew me as a boy,
for God's sake. And brought me back to Academy for those final days. You expect
me to stand up to him unaided?"
It
occurred to me that we both knew exactly what the Captain wanted of us, though
neither had voiced it.
"What
if you don't see him 'til it'e over?"
"Then
I'm a heel. It's already hard enough to look at myself in the mirror." A
sour smile. "Even in politics, there are civilities. You simply don't
refuse to see a SecGen, past or present."
"I
know." It was the sort of affront that left one vulnerable, ever after.
Even the deadly game of politics had its rules. I sighed. "Ring me; I'll
be here." I left to clean up and swig another mouthful of breath
freshener.
In the
anteroom I asked a duty lieutenant, "What was the commotion?"
"Bloody
civilians." He shook his head crossly. "There's a dozen demonstrators
in the corridor. One silly joeykid tried to push past to see the Admiral. 'It's
terribly important,' he shouted, as if I'd let him tfirough. I had a middy haul
him out to the ; let
him Ye~ ttjoey' ~ "' ticket lines. By the
-
eters."
.
No,
that's all right." I smoothed my hair, put on a somber expression.
Chapter 55
PEDRO
A hand
on shoulder shook me out of sleep I needed. "Let's go, old man. They're
waiting."
I sat
up in bed, groggy. "Who?"
"Move."
Unie soldier, young an' arrogant.
I made
face. "Wan' me to piss on floor, or in pants?"
With
elaborate sigh of disgus' he led me to gleaming Uppie cubicle, all tile an'
white light. When I done, I washed face to come alert, slipped on my coat.
Dunno where they was takin' me; didn' want to risk losing. Only one I had, 'xcept
for trayfo stock.
After
General had turned his back, they'd locked me in room on next flo' lower. Had
no windows. If I listened har', could hear constant drone of helis, so I knew
rumb wasn't done. Now, I let them escort me back to elevate. I shuffled extra
slow, for annoy.
Even
with sometime dramatic stop for breath I didn' really need, wasn't long before
I back to conference room I'd been in before, where P.T. called hisself Chaco.
This time, two people waitin'.
One was
my favorite U.N.A.F. officer. I quizzed self to recall name: Groves.
"Ah," I said, "Major Groans."
"Groves."
His tone icy. He turned to Uppie woman. "Are you sure-"
"That's
the negotiator? Him?" Her body was tense, face haggard. I grinned inside.
She in bad condition fo' trayfo.
"Unfortunately,"
"I
had no idea." She studied my face. "Mr. Chang?"
I too
mad for polite. "Mizz Fisherman." Let her think I just a trannie
stupe. Prolly true. 'Cause I worried about frazzin' water lines, I started rumb
that gonna 'xterminate all my trannies. If that ain' stupe, what was?
She
said to Groves, "If you don't mind?" Gesture to door.
"Alone?
Impossible; I'm responsible for your safety,"
Fisherman
wife Allege regarded him like roach in stewpot. "I beg your pardon? I'm responsible
for my safety."
"Mrs.
Seafort, if you object to me I'll call a trooper, but all trannies are regarded
as armed and dangerous until-"
Her
hand slammed on table. "Out, you bloody ass!" She stalked to door,
held it open. "You think I'm in danger here? Shall I tell Ruben you
countermanded his order?"
"Very
well." His tone stiff, he tried to retreat dignified. "I'll post
someone outside. Call if-"
"Good-bye."
I said
quick, before he disappear, "Have nice day, Lieutenan' Groan."
She
shut door, faced me. "They say you'll be charged with treason. Possibly,
if you help me, I could testify-"
I spat
big glob on table. It sat between us.
It
stopped her, as I wanted.
Her
fingers drummed table, her eyes bored into mine. Then, "Mr. Chang, I'm
desperate for your help." Abrupt, she jumped up, paced length of room.
"And I'm not sure ..." She stopped, put hands on back of chair,
leaned on it as if exhaust. Final, she faced me with resolve. "I don't
think I deserve
it."
Think
she gonna swind Pedro Telamon Chang, appeal to his sympathy? Hah. My sympathy
with my trannies, with Halber Sub, with resta tribes who die in streets.
"But
P.T. deserves it." Her eyes sought mine. "Nick's gone to try to stop
this horrid war, and he sounded..." Allasudden, her eyes filled with
tears.
I sat
stony.
"Like
he didn't expect to come back. Nick's abandoned Philip. I'm all our son has
left. Please, help me find him."
In
trayfo, admission of weak was usually bad idea. Once in a while, clever move.
Apparent, she thought so.
I said
only, "Innifo?"
"What's
in it for you? What should I give?"
Aha.
She lay hand on problem. What point in making trayfo, no goal left?
I say
harsh, "Bring back trannie dead."
"If
only I could. And Adam. I'll miss him so." Weary, she pulled chair next to
me, rested arms in lap, leaned forward, head near mine. "I need
confession. Would you hear me?"
I muttered. "I ain' no Uppie
pries'." For first' time,
felt afraid. Woman had unsettlin' way about her, like Fisherman.
"All
else has failed. Even if I damn my son, it's time for truth." Eyes shot
up, found mine. "You see, I started it. I called SecGen Kahn, asked his
help finding Philip. My son is so young, so trusting. When Jared ran off, P.T.
decided it was his fault. He followed Jared to the hotel, searched the streets
... if he'd called, or explained ... we were frantic, Nick and I. Adam and
Robbie Boland joined us when we traced the boys to the city."
She
paused, stared at table, at my glob of spit. "We were getting nowhere, and
with each passing hour ... when I wanted to ask Kahn for help, Nick had a fit.
But he went out again and half a day passed, Robbie and I talked it over ... it
seemed a good idea."
Hand
flitted to her hair, back to her lap where it held other tight, as if prisoner.
"I admit at the time I didn't care what happened to your joeys. But I had
no idea it would go so far." Again her eyes came to mine. "Evil
people never do, do they?"
I
shrugged.
"And
it's gotten worse. How much have they told you?"
"Been
locked in room. Blowin' seawall was last I heard." I cursed myself for
stupe. Never tell what you don'know. You glitch with old, Pedro.
"Your
trann-your Hackers played hell with the markets, and broke enough codes to make
the Navy fire on U.N.A.F. troops. SecGen Kahn decided he'd had enough. This
morning the Naval base on Earthport Station began targeting laser cannon on the
old city. They're taking it down block by block."
"Ahhh!"
Sob escaped me. Furious with self, I put up hands.
"Mr.
Chang, they want to clear the streets, I can't get through to Kahn to stop it.
I can't undo the harm I've done. Neither can Nick."
Silence,
that went on long.
"You
see? I'm honest with you." She sounded drained. "But my son is a
twelve-year-old child. Could you find compassion, after all we've done to you?
At least for him?"
I said
cruel, "Innifo?"
"I
won't insult you with money. There's only one thing I can think of."
I
waited, hope mix with unease.
"Me."
Her mouth grim, but determine. "I caused your ruin. Do your people want
revenge? If they have Philip, or can find him, tell me where to go. I'll be
there, unarmed, and give myself to your joeys. I only ask that I know Philip's
safe first. It can be by caller; that part can be arranged."
"Subs
kill you."
"I
know."
I
forced self to think of lasers devourin' city, an' made voice hard. "Ya
think Fisherman won' come back. Who gonna raise joeykit without ya?"
Her
eyes teared. "I hoped I would. He'll need ... He'll have a hard time. But
at least he'll be alive."
"Not
just kill ya. Skin ya live."
"I've
heard that." In her eyes, fear, but still resolve. "Can you help us?
Will you? Let me send for a caller."
I
fiddled in pocket, came out with pill, reached across for old water jug. Not
fair. Uppiebitch shouldn' strain ol' man's heart so.
I said,
"P.T. was with Sub leader when he called here."
"You'll
trade, then? Me for him?" Her tone pathetic eager.
"Can't.
He ain't there no more. Went to look for Jared."
She
cried, "Jared isn't worth it! Why can't P.T. understand?"
I said
gentle, "Cause he your son. Too much good in him."
"Oh,
Philip ..." She rocked, huggin' self. "I need you so."
"He
hadda go through streets to find Jared, that much I certain. If he ain't called
'gain, maybe too late." Hated to say, but it time of truth.
Slowly,
her composure dissolve. With a cry of despair, she threw herself on my shoulder.
After
min, my hand stole out like got mind of its own. I stroked her hair, thinkin'
of trannie woman Neut made wife, long years past.
When
she calmer I said, "Prollem is, even if you get me caller, Halber won't
tell me where Jared hid. Not now, when I been so many hours without callin'.
He'll figga I'm capture. Which true, more or less."
She
wiped eyes. "Why would Halber care? Jared's a surly joey
kid who thinks he's too smart to work. Why bother hiding him?"
I cursed
self for fool, an' maybe traitor. " 'Cause trannie Hacker who givin' ya
fits, joey who broke system, that be Jared."
She
searched my eyes for confirm, found it. "Lord in heaven." For min
she sit in silence. Then, "How can I find Jar?"
"He
in a tower, but dunno which one. Halber never said, and I didn' ask."
"But
if you call..."
I shook
head. "Jared be secret weapon, best they have. If I ask, Halber hang up.
No way in worl' he'd tell me."
"Is
there anything you can do - anything - that will help me find P.T.? My offer still
stands."
I said
gruff, "I don' wan' your skin. Beside, if he alive, Peetee's prolly with
Jared. Even for venge, Halber won' tell me where that is."
For
long while she regarded me. "I'll do my best to have you freed. You came
as a negotiator; they owe you that much. And if they try you, I'll be your
witness. I'll hire lawyers, do what I can to save you."
I
smiled, wan. "Save ya coin. I gone soon anyhow." Tap chest. "Too
much excite nowadays. Can' last."
"I'll
help you get a transplant."
"Don'
wan' one." How c'n I explain? Without trannies, why live? With who I gonna
trayfo? "Don' want one," I repeated.
Chapter 56
PHILIP
I'd
been to Earthport twice, once with Path, once with Mom too. The first trip aloft
I barely remembered; I'd have been about three. The second time was four years
ago, to attend Captain Edgar Tolliver's retirement ceremony, in the Naval wing.
He and Path had shaken hands stiffly, as if there was something between them
they didn't care to speak of. Mr. Tolliver's remarks had an acid tone, but they
didn't seem to bother Path. Occasionally he smiled at hearing them.
Now, on
the crowded shuttle, willing myself to relax at liftoff, I tried to deal with
not seeing Path again. It brought me too close to tears, so I let it be. I was
near the end of my emotional rope, but I had only one more chore, and then
nothing would matter.
Somehow,
I'd have to get in to see Admiral Thorne, tell him it was all a mistake, that
I'd made Jared crazy and brought the troops onto the streets by running away.
Perhaps if I explained how upset I'd made Father... I knew Path liked Mr.
Thorne, even though he told Mom the Admiral hadn't lived up to his promise
despite his career advancement.
I
waited impatiently for the shuttle to dock.
In the
Station's huge concourse I found a clothing shop and spent almost the last of
my money on a fresh outfit. I doubted I'd get in to see the Admiral looking
like a tribesman; nobody would believe I was an Uppie. After washing and
changing, I looked much more presentable.
The
Naval wing wasn't wholly isolated; reception areas were open to the public. To
my surprise I found a small but loud demonstration in progress. The protesters
didn't look much like Uppies, but they certainly weren't transpops. I doubted
they'd paid their way to Earthport solely to carry pickets; they must be
travelers with a conscience. Heartened, I presented myself at the desk, asked
to see Admiral Thorne.
The
lieutenant refused.
I
demanded.
The
officer raised an eyebrow, told me to lose myself. It was most likely a
euphemism for what he really meant.
I'd
been so sure I could make the Admiral listen, I hadn't planned how to reach
him. I was intensely frustrated. Time was wasting; my transpop friends were
dying.
I knew
Path had called the authorities and circulated my name. If I identified myself
properly, they'd arrest me instead of letting me see the Admiral.
If
during the past last week I'd had sleep, enough food, less worry, I might have
thought it through. Instead, I lost my temper. Watching me, Path would have
shaken his head sadly, Mom probably promised me a licking.
It got
me ejected, kicking and biting, all the way back to the main concourse.
For a
time I was frantic, then I settled into lethargy. Yet if I could do nothing to
help, there was still expiation. Rousing myself, I began to make plans. A quick
snack in a nearby restaurant, and I emerged with a serrated table knife. I
wasn't particularly brave, but it would do. A toilet cubicle would provide
seclusion. I doubted they'd spot the blood until too late.
Tranquil
now, I waited on a ticket line, borrowed paper and pen, thought about a note.
Though contrition was between me and Lord God, He might be pleased if I made
public confession. It might even ease Father's mind to know I died in a state
of grace.
I sat
unnoticed, composing my letter. My writing grew more agitated. Despite my
resolve, I was beginning to rev. I couldn't understand why; I'd accepted
responsibility for what I'd done and was ready to pay the prjce. It wasn't fair
that my body betray me. My fingers scratched at my knee. I began to rock.
Six
point five times seventeen hundred ninety-three is ... I don't know. Well, in
base thirteen it would be-
And
then I saw Path.
He
strode across the concourse toward the Naval wing.
It
wasn't I who lurched to his feet, legs unsteady. It was a stranger whose note
fluttered to the deck. It was someone else who gave a sharp lonely cry,
like a bird of despair.
I
stumbled across the hallway, past vendors and stairwells, past weary travelers
awaiting their shuttles. I moved slowly at first, then with desperate haste.
"Father!" He
turned. His face showed incredulity. Wonder. Joy.
I flew
into his anus.
"Oh,
dear God." He hugged me as if to squeeze the very life from me.
I clung
to him as to a life raft, leagues from haven. "I'm so sorry, it's my
fault, I can't think what to do and they're all dying, I tried so hard
..."
He
rocked me slowly, arms enfolding me in the security and protection I craved.
"Steady, son. It's all right." It was as a benediction from Lord God.
But he
had to know the truth. "Father, I started a war!"
"No,
son." Slowly he released me, held me at arm's length. "That burden
isn't yours. But you ran from me."
"Yes,
sir, I-"
He
slapped me, very hard. I stood blinking, and began to cry.
A firm
grip on my wrist, he strode to the Naval comdor. Numb, sobbing, I trotted
behind.
In the
reception area, a lieutenant gaped at Father, came to his feet. "You're
..."
"Nicholas
Seafort, the former Secretary-General. Take me to Admiral Thorne." His
tone brooked no refusal.
The
officer's eyes flicked to my wet cheeks, runny nose. "I'll have to ask
if... just a moment, sir."
Father
planted me in a chair, his grip still locked around my wrist. "Make it
fast."
The
caller had a privacy hood; I couldn't hear what was said. It seemed to take a
long time, and Father gave an exasperated sigh.
I
squirmed. "Path, I need to go to the toilet."
"Hold
it or go in your pants." Father's tone was curt. It brought on a new spate
of tears, which he ignored. "I won't let you loose."
My
wrist chafed, and I yearned to ask him to ease his grip, but didn't dare. This
was a Father I'd never known.
"Lieutenant,
in two minutes I'm Going in, with or without your permission."
"Mr.
SecGen, you can't just-"
"Then
call your guards. But I warn you, they'll need to use force."
"Please,
sir." The lieutenant grabbed the
caller. I could imagine
his quandary. Father was world famous, and still had a following. To have him
arrested ...
A hatch
slid open, and a sailor saluted. "This way, Mr. SecGen."
Father
pulled me from the chair.
"Sir,
it's a restricted area. Sorry, but the boy can't..."
"He
goes where I go." Father strode through the hatch, trailing me like a
sagging balloon.
The
sailor eyed me dubiously, then shrugged. He led us through a maze of corridors
to a sealed hatch. He knocked. "Roylaff, sir, with Mr. SecGen
Seafort."
The
hatch slid open. Father pulled me through, into a large console room lit with
simulscreens. One showed docking bays, another a large map. Only two men were
present. Admiral Thorne sat at a console. I recognized him from the holoscreen
in Jared's tower.
At his
side was someone I never expected: Rob Boland. What was he doing here? I'd last
seen him on the roof of the burning hotel with Mom and Father.
Mr.
Boland looked startled. "You found Philip. Thank heaven!"
Ignoring
him, Path eyed the Admiral. "Hello, Jeff."
"Sir."
Mr. Thorne looked uncomfortable. "It's really stretching a point to allow
... they're retargeting lasers at the moment, but we're rather busy ..."
"I
can imagine." Father's tone was cold. "You don't seem surprised.
General Ruben warned you I was coming?"
"Yes,
sir. But not why."
"Ah."
Path turned to Mr. Boland. "But you know."
"I'm
afraid so." Mr. Boland seemed to have trouble meeting Father's eye.
"I
gather," said Admiral Thorne, "you have a moral objection to what
we're doing. Unfortunately, our orders come directly from SecGen Kahn-"
"Fuck
Kahn's orders," said Father. I gasped.
Silence.
Trying
unobtrusively to slacken the pressure on my wrist, I marveled how I might live
with someone so long, and not know him at all. Father was supposed to be
fragile and moody; our role was to protect him. But he dominated the meeting
in a manner I couldn't have imagined, using language I
couldn't believe came from his mouth. Perhaps, if I downloaded more psychology
texts ... No. When this was done, I faced a penal colony, if not worse.
The
Admiral said smoothly, "That's not possible, Mr. SecGen."
"Jeff,
using the lasers is absolutely, unequivocally wrong, and somewhere inside, you
know it. Remember the joey you were, who wouldn't pimp for the captains? Who
urged me to aim for one more level in the Arcvid of life?"
Mr.
Thorne flushed. "Yes, I followed you. We all did in those days, and it
damn near destroyed my career. It's taken years of hard work to recoup, to get
where I am."
"Hard
work." Father's voice dripped contempt. "You wouldn't want to waste
it."
"No,
I would not." Thorne, though red of
face, met his gaze.
Mr.
Boland cleared his throat. "Captain, I'd be the first to say the situation
got out of hand. In fact I'll say so, as will Dad when the investigations are
held. But-"
"There
are no buts. Civilians are dying, and the Navy's killing them."
"Rebels,
who're defying-"
"God
damn it, Robbie!" Father's eyes blazed. "You know better!"
Assemblyman
Boiand gulped, like a small child.
Path
spun a chair, sat me in it, planted himself behind, his hands on the shoulder-rest.
"The streeters live like animals, but not by choice. I met them first when
I had Challenger. Given a chance, they'll learn, many of them. Eddie Boss. My wife,
Annie." Rubbing
my wrist, I peered up. His eyes were distant.
"Annie
tried so hard, came so far, before they hurt her ..." He shook himself.
"That's neither here nor there. Robbie, you've been in the sub; tell him.
Ragged joeys of all ages, women, children, desperate for food and water."
"The
worst stench you can imagine. Hatred. And everywhere, the dirt." Boland's
voice was bleak. "The government's policy is harsh but fundamentally
sound. It's a deadend culture, hopeless lives, rotting buildings collapsing
into the street..."
Father
spoke as if he hadn't heard. "Pedro Chang, with his treasure of books, his
fierce dignity."
Boland's
tone was placating. "Of course there are exceptions. But overall, they're
not worth saving."
"That's
not your decision!"
The
Admiral cleared his throat. "Mr. Seafort, I'm afraid it is."
Father's
hands beat a tattoo on the chair. His voice was strained. "I know you're
moral people. You can't carry out cold-blooded murder."
Mr.
Boland fidgeted, licked his lips.
"Robbie?"
"I'm
not in charge, sir."
"And
if you were?"
"That's
not - I'd stop ... perhaps more negotiation ... I don't know." He took a
deep breath. "Thank Lord God it's not mine to say."
"Jeff,
I appeal to you."
Mr.
Thorne looked obstinate. "I'm sorry."
"I
beseech you."
"Sir,
please!" The cry seemed drawn from him. "Of course I know it's wrong!
But I've served the Navy thirty years, and I'll obey orders. It's not my place
to usurp the authority of my lawful superiors."
"Whose
place is it?" Father's gesture encompassed the console, the maps, the
unseen lasers. "It's you who's making the killing possible. Stop. Give me
time to save my friends."
"Friends?"
Mr. Boland sounded shocked. "They kidnapped Jared Tenere, tried to kill
P.T.-"
"They
did not!" I surged to my feet. "I went to look for-"
Father
spun me around, slapped my face, rammed me back into the chair. I cradled my
cheek, willed away the sting, tried not to snuffle.
"Yes,
Halber of the Subs is a friend. As they all should have been, had I not closed
my eyes so many years." Path raised his hands in a futile gesture.
"At first I was ignorant, and that might be excused. But twenty years ago
I searched the streets for Annie; then my eyes were opened. I still did
nothing. At least I won't repeat that folly now."
Thorne
sat, heavily. "Damn you."
"Jeff,
act. Take responsibility."
When at
last he spoke, Thorne could barely be heard. "I can't."
"Very
well. Come along, son." Father
prodded me from my
chair.
"Yes,
sir." Astounded, filled with pride, I did as bidden.
"Where will you
go?" Admiral Thorne sounded reluctant.
"To find a ship."
"Homeward?"
"Something like that."
"Damn
it, Nick!" Slowly, the Admiral
got to his feet. "You can't fool me; this is Jeff Thorne. Midshipman Thorne."
"Yes, sir." But Father's smile was bleak. "My cadet days are
long past."
"Yes,
we've aged." Thorne came close, as Father waited. "I can't face the
grief, Nick. They'd crucify me."
"I understand." Path sounded
sad. "But you never flinched. Tell me." Father paused at the door.
"I don't think so."
"I could lock you in."
"But you
won't."
"No,"
the Admiral said heavily. "I won't."
Mr. Boland stirred.
"Jeff..."
The
Admiral said, "What, Rob? You'll intervene? Take the responsibility?"
"I
can't. Dad would have a ... no, that's not the reason." Mr. Boland sounded
forlorn. "I'm sorry I let you down, Mr. Seafort."
Somehow,
I knew he spoke of more than the laser cannon. Father moved to the door, but
the Admiral's arm barred the way. "Tell me, Nick. I must hear it."
"Will you interfere?"
A long pause. "No."
"Swear it on
your soul."
"Before Lord God in his majesty, I do."
"All I
need is a shuttle, really. I'll talk
my way into the cockpit. They'll be glad to show me around."
"I
assumed as much. It's a capital crime."
"Yes."
"I can't let
that happen." I looked from one to the other, mystified.
"You gave
your oath, Jeff."
The
speaker crackled. "Sir, General Ruben, with more coordinates."
The
Admiral said, "In a moment. Nick, take time to think it over."
"I
have no time."
"A
day or so, no more. You could stay in the hotel, walk a while ... or why don't
you take a cruise?"
"Have
you lost your mind?"
"U.N.S.
Galactic is leaving in an hour for the Jovian satellites. She'll Fuse back to
disembark sightseers before she sails to Vega. She's a small ship, but quite
comfortable, and it's only three days. They're booked up, but Captain Flores
would be glad to have you."
"Good-bye,
Jeff." Father pulled me to the door.
"Nick!"
Mr. Thorne gripped his arm. "Forget who I am now. Once, as a boy, you
needed me. If I ever meant anything to you, get away from this madness and go
on Captain Flores's cruise. I beg you!"
Path
studied him a long while. He said quietly, "Are you sure?"
"More
than I've ever been in my life!"
While
Father thought, his hand tightened unbearably on my shoulder. At last, he
said, "Very well."
I
couldn't have so misread what I heard, but it seemed Father was serious about a
Jovian cruise. Without luggage, with no money but his Terrex card and bare
moments to make the gate, he hustled me toward the far bay where awaited the
Naval starship.
Until
now, Path seemed so sure of purpose, I was reluctant to prod, but I was stunned
that he'd abandoned the transpops so easily at Mr. Thorne's urging. "Path,
what about Halber and Pook? The lasers are still burning-"
"That's
no longer your concern."
I
stopped short. "I'm sorry, sir, but it is. I know you're about to hit me,
but I've got to make you listen. Did you know Mr. Tenere is dead? And what
about Chaco, all those people on the tracks-"
"I
love you so."
It
stopped me short.
His
eyes glistened, "Hurry, or we'll miss the ship."
"But,
Path-"
"I
will hit you if you don't start moving. Now!"
I let
him guide me down the corridor. "It's so important, but you're ignoring
me. Worse, you're letting them down. Objectively speak-"
"I'm
not ignoring you." His voice was quiet. "I intended to ship you home.
But now I won't."
All I
could think to say was, "Why?"
"You've
earned the right to see it through, wherever it leads us. May your mother
forgive my soul."
His
hand moved to my shoulder, and it seemed more a gesture of love than guidance
as he steered me to the waiting lock.
I
peered out the porthole as Earthport Station slowly receded. "What happens
now, Path?"
Our
welcome aboard Galactic had been perfunctory; the ship was due to cast off
within minutes. Captain Flores sent his respects, and a promise to invite us to
the bridge after breakaway. The purser told us cabin assignments would be
rearranged to accommodate the former SecGen - the cruise had been filled for
months - and settled us in the lounge with drinks and hors d'oeuvres. At last I
had a chance to visit the head; it enabled me to sit more quietly.
"We'll
cruise under thruster power until we reach Fusion clearance." Path spoke
with calm confidence. There was no question about a ship to which he didn't
know the answer. After all, he'd captained a similar vessel for many years
before my birth. Once, he'd even been on the same ship as Mom. Across
the lounge I recognized a holo star whose face adorned all the news screens.
She sat with two men. They glanced our way, as if gathering the nerve to
approach us.
Fervently
I hoped they wouldn't bother Path. He hated his notoriety; all he wanted was
seclusion, and peace. I pressed my forehead against the transplex porthole,
trying to see around the side. "Where's the Naval wing? Can you see the
lasers fire?"
"You
studied optics. Tell me." For a moment, we were back in
his study.
"The
light isn't visible of itself. But if
there were dust motes
..."
"And
thev have warning beacons."
Father tapped his knuckles
to his lips, as if pensive. Once again he checked his watch.
"Mr.
SecGen, is it really you?" A well-groomed man in an expensive suit, a
heavyset woman.
I
wanted to shout, "Leave him alone," but knew better. Path would be
furious.
"Yes."
"We
voted for you. I'm Darwell Reins; you've heard of my books, perhaps? It's such
a thrill to meet you. The Senate was so unfair, when they-" His wife's
elbow jabbed his ribs. "Well, of course you already knew ... I was
wondering, if you wouldn't mind, an autograph for our daughter?"
"Very
well." Father's voice was stony. He took the proffered menu, scrawled his
name.
"Mr.
Seafort?" A starched midshipman hovered. "An honor to meet you, sir.
Captain Flores asks if you'll please come to the bridge."
Reins
gabbled, "It's an honor; we'll tell all our friends, it's so wonderful to
have met..."
In the
corridor Path growled, "Who in hell is Darwell Reins?"
"I
don't know, Father."
"That's
why I loathe leaving the compound."
Galactic,
one of the new smaller ships, had only two Levels. Our lounge was on the
second, and we trudged up the ladder to Level One, the middy politely leading
the way.
He
said, "It's just past the curve, sir."
"I
know."
The
midshipman blushed. "I'm sorry, Mr. SecGen, I forgot."
Path
grunted. "It's been a while. Before your time."
The
hatch to the bridge was open, which surprised me, I'd heard it was usually kept
closed.
A burly
lieutenant and the Pilot flanked the Captain's chair. They seemed tense. A
sallow man with receding hairline rose to greet us. His Captain's insignia was
bordered by a gleaming row of length-of-service pins.
"I'm
Flores. It's an honor to have you aboard, Mr. SecGen."
"I
brought my son. I hope you don't mind."
"No,
of course I ... Mr. Zorn, you may go." The midshipman saluted and left.
Path
said, "Thanks for inviting us topside."
Flores
looked uncomfortable. "I intended to have you visit, but there's a ...
situation. Admiral Thorne, CincHomeFleet, sent us a signal demanding your
presence forthwith. I'm to return his call while you're on the bridge."
"I
see." Father's face showed no expression. "Are these joeys my
guards?"
"Surely
not - I hope it won't - " A sheen broke out on his forehead. "Please,
sir, I must make my call." He keyed the console. "Comm room, go
ahead."
In a
moment Admiral Thorne's stolid face filled the screen. He seemed bloated,
tired, and his eyes had baggy circles I hadn't really noticed when we'd seen
him in person.
"Captain
Flores reporting, sir."
"Is
Seafort with you? Ah, I see him now. Mr. Flores, have your Log record our
proceedings."
"Corwyn,
record."
"Aye
aye, sir." The ship's puter.
"No
doubt you're aware of the civil disturbances in New York, Newark, and Greater
Detroit. Mr. Seafort demanded rather forcefully that I defy Naval policy, which
I refused to do. While I didn't place him under arrest, I don't want him
roaming Earthport raising tensions while we assist U.N.A.F. in the cities. I persuaded
him to join your cruise. But Mr. Seafort can be, um, disruptive. We can't have
that."
I was
hot with indignation. I glanced at Path, but his face showed nothing."
"Captain
Flores, you are to deal with the situation as follows. Declare an emergency.
Impress Mr. Seafort into the Naval Service for the duration."
"What?"
The Captain was dumbfounded.
"You
heard me." Thorne's voice was hard. "And make sure the entire ship
knows what you've done."
"But.
. . he's the SecGen! Former, I mean. I can't - sir, are you absolutely
sure-" Flores sounded near panic. "Not the SecGen!"
"I've
thought it out. This way, you see, Naval rules of discipline will apply."
"Let
me confine him in his - I could set a guard around ..."
Thorne's
tone became icy. "Captain, I gave an order. Carry it out."
"Aye
aye, sir. Mr. Seafort, I have no-" Flores glanced at his lieutenants for
support. "Admiral, for how long? Surely not the usual five-year-"
"No,
of course not. For the duration of your cruise. Say ... until Galactic docks
again at Earthport Station."
"Aye
aye, sir."
"I
protest," said Father. "Vehemently."
"I
imagine you do," Thorne said. "Proceed, Captain Flores."
Apologetically,
the Captain faced Father. "Mr. SecGen, pursuant to Article Twelve of the
Naval Regulations and Code of Conduct - I believe that's the authority I need - I
declare a state of emergency. I do hereby impress you into the Naval Service
and require you to take the oath."
"NO!"
I jumped in front of Path. "Let him alone, he only tried to-"
The
lieutenant seized my arm, twisted it behind my back, hauled me aside. Father
made no move to intervene.
On
ship, a Captain's word was law, his power boundless. He was an acknowledged
representative of Lord God's Government, and was always obeyed. I could do
nothing to prevent Father's disgrace, his incarceration in the Navy, if that
was Captain Flores's will.
And it
was.
Appalled,
I watched them give Father the oath that bound him to the Service.
On the
screen, Thorne nodded, satisfied. "Very well, Mr. SecGen. That should
settle the matter."
Galactic's
Captain wiped his forehead, sank into his chair. "Sir, I have no idea what
rank to-"
"Check
Earthport's puter for Mr. Seafort's old file. As a reenlisted officer, he
assumes his last-held rank and seniority, whatever that was. If you've any
doubt, look to the Naval Regs of 2087. In fact, follow the regs to the letter
in all things regarding Mr. Seafort; I don't want him abused. Disobey me at
your peril."
"Aye
aye, sir, of course. You understand that means we'll have two Captains
aboard."
"A
technicality. You have the conn. Get him a uniform - something close to his
size, no need to make him look ridiculous - and
make the announcement to your ship. That's all. Have a pleasant cruise."
Abruptly the screen cleared.
The
Pilot was carefully engrossed in his console.
I
realized that my cheeks were wet, and the keening noise was my own. I sniffled,
wiped my face.
Father
said to the lieutenant, "Let Philip go, please. He'll give no more
trouble."
The
lieutenant glanced at Captain Flores. "Aye aye, sir," he said
automatically, and let loose my arm. I massaged my shoulder.
Path
said, "If you don't mind, I'd like a uniform. If I'm to be an officer, I
find civvies awkward."
"Of
course." Flores was anxious to accommodate. "You're a bit taller than
me, so ... Lieutenant Bjorn, would you be so kind as to lend us a kit?"
"Of
course, sir. What about insignia?"
Path
said, "Bring them, and I'll pin them on after. Just put me in
blues."
"Aye
aye, sir." He excused himself, hurried to his cabin.
With a
pained expression, the Captain took up the mike, delivered a halting
announcement to the ship's company. He stressed Father's years of
accomplishment, and somehow made his impressment sound like a sort of honor.
After, he leaned back with a thankful sigh.
The
speakers said, "Shall I continue to record?"
"No,
Corwyn, that will do."
Flores
fiddled with his console as the silence stretched. "I'm sorry," he
blurted. "I had no idea ... As far as I'm concerned, it's an absurd
formality. Feel free to go where you wish. I certainly won't burden you with
duties, or assign-"
Lieutenant
Bjorn hurried in, a neatly creased uniform over his arm. Not in the least
self-conscious, Father stripped off his outer clothing, donned the new. I
swallowed. He looked so like his old pictures. Only the gray at his temples
denoted that two decades had passed since his last command.
"Ah,
that's better." Yet, Father's smile was grim. "Insignia?"
Bjorn
fished in a pocket. "I stopped
at stores to get Captain's
bars."
Path
ninned them on.
"I
brought a handful of L.O.S. pins; I wasn't sure how long you'd been-"
"March
2195 through January 2202." Father selected the appropriate length of
service badges. "If you'd be so kind as to confirm my time against
Earthport's records?"
"That's
hardly necessary," said Flores. "I trust your recollection."
"But
you logged Mr. Thorne's order to follow regs to the letter, and they require
it. Please humor me, sir. The Admiral's annoyed enough with the both of
us."
"As
you wish." Flores tapped in an inquiry. In a moment he said,
"Confirmed."
With
meticulous care, Father attached his pins in a neat row. "Very well, sir.
I hereby report for duty as a member of the ship's company." He saluted.
"Acknowledged
and confirmed. Now if you'll excuse me, Mr. Seafort, we have to ready Fusion
coordinates. You've visited the Jovian system? It's quite spectac-"
Path's
voice changed. "Sir, your attention, please." It sounded almost a
command.
Lieutenant
Bjorn gaped. The Pilot looked up, startled.
"Examining
your length of service pins, Mr. Flores, it appears I am senior."
"But
that's-"
"Please
tell me your dates of service."
"This
is my second ship. I was promoted two years ago ... January fourth."
"Am
I senior, sir?"
A stab
of worry flitted across the Captain's face. "Only by a technicality. I
still have the conn."
"Nonetheless,
by a literal interpretation of regs, I have right of command." Path's eyes
bored into the Captain's.
"You've
no right to take my ship! Not if you were impressed only to-"
"Corwyn,
record. Mr. Flores, being a lawfully constituted Captain U.N.N.S. and a member
of this ship's company, I take command of this vessel by right of
seniority."
"You
can't! Bjorn, get him out of here!"
"Aye
aye, sir." The lieutenant moved forward.
Path
snapped, "Think, Lieutenant! Admiralty will not tolerate mutiny against
lawful authority. You'll be hanged."
"Hold
it, Bjorn." Flares spun his chair. "I'm calling Admiral Thorne. Comm
Room, priority to Admiralty!"
"Put
down the caller." Father's voice was harsh.
Flores
said desperately, "Let the Admiral settle this."
"We'll
go by regs, as instructed. Look them up. Section ninety-seven. Point one, as I
recollect. Read it aloud."
Flores
muttered, "Corwyn, screen the Naval Regulations, Section Ninety-seven."
He peered at the display, read with obvious reluctance. "Wherever two or
more members of a ship's company hold similar rank, seniority shall prevail,
and the most senior shall be deemed of higher rank." He seemed to shrink
in his chair. "Mr. Thorne couldn't have intended-"
"Undoubtedly.
But the regs are clear. Acknowledge my assumption of command."
The
speaker crackled. "Sir, comm room reporting. Earthport says Admiral Thorne
is not to be disturbed."
"Well,
Captain?" Father's eyes burned into his.
Flores
was ashen. He stumbled to his feet. "I have no choice, Mr. Seafort. I
acknowledge. The conn is yours."
"Pilot,"
said Father, "turn the ship about."
Chapter 57
JARED
I
thought of dialing out on standard copper wire backups, but what was the point?
It would be like skiing a beginner's slope at Aspen, when I'd schussed the high
Alps.
I sat,
dull and exhausted.
Again I
keyed to the public holos, idly flicked through the news.
"-well
under control," The mediaman looked excited. "Though he remains in
London, Mr. Kahn has taken personal charge-"
"Members
of Richard Boland's Supranationalist Party are publicly supporting the police
action that-"
Damn
old fraz. I recalled peering through the window of the compound's veranda,
watching him scheme to prong the Old Man.
"-markets
expected to reopen soon. Secretary Tai said that through one mechanism or
another, catastrophic losses will be made good or reversed."
Hah.
That'll be the day. Without my codes, they'd never identify, much less recover
from, the Arfie I'd sent burrowing. And I wasn't about to reveal the codes to
anyone. Well, maybe if they paid me another fortune I..ff
I
turned off the sound, flipped to a newscreen that pictured the city. Huge
billows of smoke drifted across midtown. I wondered if the idiots would manage
to create a fireball. Enough separate fires could cause an updraft that would
suck away the oxygen, leave us gasping our lungs out. That much I remembered
from my frazzing ecology course.
It
would serve the Uppies right, after their attack on the trannie tunnels. Towers
wouldn't be immune to a fireball, either. Including mine. I thought about it,
discovered that I didn't much care.
That
disturbed me, though not greatly. I considered it. My inspired hacking had
turned a police crackdown into full-scale war. The trannies were disgusting,
but I supposed even they were
people, after a fashion. Their deaths
would be on my conscience,
if in fact I had one.
The
screen lurched, as the heli from which the broadcast was emanating banked
sharply. The view refocused. A majestic old stone-clad building with carved and
ornamental cornices broke, sagged, fell. A cloud of dust swirled.
Not all
buildings burned, then. Perhaps the fires would be contained, and I'd be safe.
After a
while, I tired of news. I felt grimy and stiff. No reason to stay glued to the
screens; I stretched, wandered about. The guards' locker room was down the
hall. I went in, used the toilet, saw the shower. A rack of towels waited.
Well,
why not? I ran the water, tested the temperature. Still hot, though I hadn't
monitored the automatic backups since I'd taken over the puter center. I
stripped, stepped gingerly into the cubicle, luxuriated in the welcome hot
spray.
After,
I dried myself in front of the mirror, stared at my battered image. I was on my
own, now. I wished I looked more, well, masculine; I'd only shaved a few times
in my life. I ran my finger over the scabs on my chest. So recent, yet so long
past. I wondered if the scar would interfere with hair. I'd have it removed, as
had the Old Man his famous laser scar, a generation ago. Cosmetic repairs were
routine.
I
examined my chest more closely. The mark would stand out vivid and clear. I
reached a sudden decision.
I'd
keep it.
Pook's
silly Mid tribe wasn't much, but he'd adopted me, in a sense, and he was the
only relation I had. I certainly couldn't go back to the Old Man's frazzing
compound and live with Philip. I had money now, lots of it. A new identity,
courtesy of my nets. Everything but a life, a place I belonged.
Perhaps,
if he survived, I'd take Pook under my wing show him what life was really
about. Teach him manners, of course, and how to obey an Uppie.
I doubted
he'd have much choice. Trannietown was crumbling before our eyes.
Anyway,
it would give me something to do. School was over forever. Dad wasn't around to
nag me, to yank my net if I disobeyed, to jump at the Old Man's whistle.
I found
myself crying. My fist hammered the tile.
Frightened,
I brought myself under control. I'm too tired, I told
myself. When this is over, the first thing I needed was a week's sleep. It was
just exhaustion.
I
wished I had fresh clothes, but all I had were the rags the trannies had left
me. I dressed, combed my hair. On the counter was a box of plastic razors. I
shoved one in my pocket.
I went
back to the puter room.
On the
silent screen, some old fraz's mouth moved. I watched without interest. The
sooner this was over, the sooner I could get on with life.
Morosely,
I stared at the silent console.
The
caller buzzed, and I nearly jumped out of my seat.
I took
it cautiously. "Hello?"
"Jared,
be Pook! Stairs done crash in! I ran ta otha stair, can' go up, all fire.
Sheeet! Roof crackin', can' fin' Halber, what I do?"
Frazzing
Uppie bastards. They'd targeted the Forty Two station. "South in the
tunnel. Run!"
On the
screen, the word BULLETIN faded from white.
"
'Kay. Where?" Pook must be on the move; his breath rasped.
Why ask
me? It was his problem, not mine. I tried to think through fog. "A few
blocks. Go to one of those gratings, like I climbed through when you chased me.
Watch the tunnel both ways. If you see it caving in, get out to the street and
run for safety."
STAY
TUNED FOR SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT.
"Gotcha. Christ, Halb, where ya be?" Pook sounded intive.
"Subs runnin' every which way. No one know what to."
"Hurry."
"Yah."
A click, and he was gone.
I
stared balefully at the holoscreen. I wanted to make ws, not watch it. How long
would I be stuck in this dumb tower? I didn't really care who won, just so it
was over. I fingered the razor.
I
flicked channels, keyed on the sound.
"-unlikely the riot will spread further. Illinois officials assure
tourists the Chicago
area is completely quiet, that no vandalism or-"
"-stand
by for an extraordinary interview with former en-"
"-Mamie, what's your view from the Trade Center?"
"Still
hazy, Will, although authorities assure us the few remaining fires are under
control. Within hours they expect-"
Goofjuice.
Why did they lie? Couldn't they stomach what they
were doing to the trannies?
For
that matter, why conceal the truth? Nobody could interfere with the Unies. The
government - Lord God's Government, as our teachers made us say - was all-powerful.
The one problem with a world government is that there was nowhere to escape, no
place to rally resistance. Perhaps that was why so many emigrated to the
colonies.
I felt
a surge of anger, and hauled out the razor. I smashed it on the edge of the
console, exposing the blade. I'd shown them all. They thought I was a nobody,
but I'd brought them down. I touched the razor to my forearm, pricked a drop of
blood. Now I'd show them how little I cared for their lying world.
What
good was my new wealth? Our Uppie life was despicable. Yet, I'd beaten them.
I'd flaunt my prosperity in their faces. A month, two, no more, and it would be
safe to begin cautious transfers from my accounts. In the meantime, any bank
would honor one of the new Tenrex cards waiting for me at General Delivery. Ah,
the magic of our puter age.
Gloating,
I laid my head on the console and began to weep.
An hour
passed, and I couldn't stop.
Chapter 58
POOK
I run
like monsta chasin', down centa a track. Okay, okay, sub tunnels ain' scare
when ya used to 'em, even like now when I too stupe ta grab Valdez perma, gotta
run in dark. They ain' no monsta, Pook. Cool jets.
Berlin',
wall collapse wid sudden boom, an' I shriek. I clutch caller tight, wonda where
ta fin' grate like Jared Uppie say.
Final,
I run myself outa breath, gotta stop no matta what.
I lean
'gainst wall, pantin', hopin' Unie lasers don' stomp roof where I stand.
I hear
voices. While back - few days, only - if hear Sub joeys in dark, I figga I be diss,
'cause Subs gonna skin me fos sure. Dat be when I jus' a Mid, an' Changman take
me down ta tunnel.
My
breath come like rasp a heli inna nigh'. I so dry I c'n hardly swallow. I
rememba fuss ol' Chang make 'bout water. Somehow, pipes don' seem ta matta now.
Nothin' do.
Light
come on sudden. I squawk. Someone snicker. I peer through light.
"Who?"
"Me,
Pook."
Almos',
I sob wid relief. Voice hie Raulie's. I wanna jump in his arms like joey kit. I
snarl, "Where ya been, ya frazzin' turd? Look all ova fo' ya."
"Yah,
sure." Ligh'swing as he come near. "Whowitcha?"
"No
one. Who ya bring yaself?"
He
shrug, like embarrass. "Happen too fas'."
"Where's
Halb?" we ask each other in same sec.
"Sheet."
Raulie turn away, frustrate. "Thought you was his shadow, joey."
I get
sudden realize. "You wanna be dat, Raulie."
Always
stupe ta goad a Sub. His han' fly ta shiv. But rage only las' a sec; he sigh,
spit on track. "So? Ain' gonna challenge him, noway. But what if,
someday?"
I say,
meanin' it. "Ya make good Sub Boss, Raulie. Ain' 'fraid a nothin' !"
" 'Xcept lasers." He shudder. "Allatime I thought, Subs get holda
lasers, no one stan' in our way. Not Parkas, not Easters, not even Uppies. But
I seen so many get diss, las' few days. Burnin', shriekin', rollin' in
agony." He wave it away, like scaredream. "Where ya think we oughta
go?"
"Jared
Uppie say stay near grate, run out if we gotta."
"Fan." Again he
spit. "Street ain' safe neitha." I point out, "Unie sojers gone
away. Even helis, mos'ly."
"Who say they won' be back soon as ya poke
out head?"
"Watcha wanna do, den?" He think. "Go
back."
"Ta Four Two? Ya glitch?"
"Don' hear no more roof
crash."
I
lissen. Maybe it true, but my skin go cold thinkin' 'bout it. Was sittin in
main lair, eatin' col' stew leftova, when Sub joeys race in screamin', stair
walls collapse behin' 'em. I look up jus' as big crack split roof and chunks
fall. I see one crunch bitchbroad's head. Nex' I know I flyin' down track.
"C'mon."
Raulie start off, 'fore I ansa. Prong him, I'd say, 'xcept he take ligh' wid
'im. Allasudden bein' in dark don' feel so
good.
I trot
'longside, tryin' not ta feel like baby joeykit. "Halb prolly
be diss," I say gloomy.
Raulie
growl, like keep ya distance, Midboy.
I
wunner why he still thinka me as Mid, den realize I don' know
what he think.
I ain'
no Mid, thas fo' sure. Got idea a bein' Sub, kinda, but seem like ain' gonna be
no Subs. Jus' refugee, hidin' in broke tunnels til Unies gas 'em.
We
trudge down track, pass few Subs, coughin' from dus'. Raulie stop an' talk wid
'em 'fore goin' on.
Waitin',
I think 'bout it all, kinda amaze.
Coupla week back I hidin' in Chang's shop, scared a Karlo's pissoff. Den
I find Jared, my capture. Get my own
lair, trayfo his boots so many cansa I couldn' har'ly cany. Raulie move on, an'
I walk 'long. Wish I could talk ta Changman.
How I
know Uppie be so much trouble, Mista Chang? Don' looka me so sorrow, shakin'
head. Weren' my faul'. How, I know I start a frazzin' war?
I
stumble, hang on Raulie's arm. He snort a laugh, but don' make me leggo.
Dunno
why I wanna cry. Subs ain' nothin' ta me, no more 'n Uppies or Washhites. Chang
an' Halber wrong; trannies ain' one tribe. Dey many, each wid its own want an'
demand.
Still,
when I think 'bout bodies in Hunnert Ten staysh, I wanna spit up stew.
Ain'right, dissin'joeys dat way. Chris', I spose it ain' so good dissin' no
one, don' matta what tribe, even if I be in none.
Sheet.
Be nice ta sit in warm tribe lair, lissen ta stories 'fore settlin' ta bed.
But in
end, guess we all our own tribe, inside.
Anyway,
how I know Uppies gonna come lookin' fo' Jared? Steada fightin' Peetee in front
a Swee, what if I'd a help joeykit fin' his frien'? Maybe he give me trayfo
even betta 'n I get from Chang. An' maybe his Fisherman Path don' come down ta
street like shinin' knigh' outa cassel, makin' Subs all confuse.
"Ya
alrigh', Pook?"
I
realize I make soun', almos' like sob. "Yah."
See,
Mista Chang, one thing lead ta 'notha. I ever see ya again, I try ta 'xplain:
ya can' do nothin' widout consequent. Jared lead ta Peetee. Peetee lead ta
Fisherman. Fisherman lead ta Unies. An' I lead Halb ta Jared, an' his hackin'
gets Uppies pissoff, which turn rumb ta war.
I plod
'long track, holdin' Raulie's arm, sick inside. Din' mean fo' worl' ta end,
Mista Chang'. Swear.
"Look."
Raulie stop short. Somethin' move in shadows where tunnel meet staysh.
Automatic,
I pull shiv. So do he. I whispa, "Why doncha use laser?"
He
grimace. "Empty. Lost my recharge, runnin' from Unie patrol."
We 'pproach
slow, but it only a few Subs pickin' ova rubble. Dey as scare as we, seein' us
'merge from track.
Raulie
ask, "Seen Halb?"
Bitchgirl
Allie's size say, "He by lair usetabe."
Raulie
move eager, an' I hurry ta stay wid.
One
side a cave ain' damage. Trannies from all tribes sittin' an' lyin' near. Some
groanin', othas quiet. Coupla Sub joeys
back slowly outa lair, carryin' injure. Blood ooze from his head, but he hold
arm a helper, talkin'.
I stoop
by Easter who don' look too daze. "See Halber?"
He
point ta lair.
Hallway
full a fallen rock; I pick my way 'cross, but I gotta crawl in. I scramble
through, unease. Ain' righ' ta live unnergroun', 'gardless what Subs say. I
get ta feet, cough in haze.
Halber's
ghost loom outa dust. White face, white threads, red
eyes.
"Jeez
God!" I pedal back from ghos',
slam inta wall.
"Lemme
'lone!"
"Whassamatta
you?" Where he wipe face wid arm, normal skin show. "Look what they
done ta lair," He flick finga at bodies stickin' outa rubble.
I weak
wid relief. "C'mon Halb, les' get outa."
"Gotta dig."
Togetha,
we toss broken rock 'side, pullin' out dead. Eventual, Raulie roun' up more
Subs ta help.
Halber
stretch his back. "Looka lair, Pook." His voice forlorn.
"Mira."
"Can'
help it, Halb." I try ta soun' pacify.
"You couldn',
maybe." Eyes glower, he stab at
self wid thumb. "I could." He sit on pile a rock, rub face.
"Didn'think." I wait, wonnerin'.
He take
out caller, grimace wid disgus'. "Us callin' stayshes backanforth like
some kinda trannie army. Fah."
"It
work for while," remin' him. "Look whatcha done at Fourteen Square.
Or blowin' wall."
He
grunt. "Yah." Get up, wander ta passage, crawl through. When I catch
up he bendin' near hurt Sub, tearin' dirty piece a shirt ta wrap leg. He
straighten sudden. "Ya hear 'em?"
I don' hear nothin, 'xcept few
groans. "Who, Halb?"
"Cancha hear joeys screamin', got hurt
fightin' sojers firs' day?" 'Gain, he rub face. "Don'think they'll
ever stop. Laser burns hurt so frazzin' bad ..." His voice catch.
"Never had no medcine, Pook.
Coupla medkit Chang had long gone. Nothin' help, 'xcept put 'em outa
misery."
I say gentle, "Ain' no screamin' now."
He thunder,
"I couldn' help my Sub!" He kick broken wall. "Why I start a
war, if couldn' protec' 'em?"
"Halb, wasn' you who start-"
"Mira!"
He grab my neck, twis' me ta face broken lair. "See what we done?"
Raulie
look apprehense, but don' interfere.
"Was
me made Subs rumb wid Parkas. Was me got Fisherman involve, me what got him
pissoff by threatenin' ta diss his joey." Halb glare, like darin' me ta
ansa.
He add,
"Was me sent Jared ta frazzin' towah, wasn' it? Cause I wanted ta pissoff
Uppies. Well, I did, an' look!"
"Halb-"
"Was
me tol' Raulie ta blow seawall!"
I keep
shut, try in' not make Halb anger. He drag me 'cross cave ta blocked stair.
"See what they done ta Four Two lair? Time was no one dare mess wid Sub,
no trannie, not even Uppie peek downstair for 'fraid a gettin' skin."
I grope
fo' somethin' ta say, but no need. He lemme go. I rub neck.
"C'mon."
He wanda through side tunnel 'til we reach far stair. Buncha rubble fall in,
but left side a stairwell still open. Dim light show through; mus' be moon.
Halfway
up, he stop, survey his cavern. His grim eyes rove from rows a wound trannies,
ta broke-up lair. "Frazzin' Unies!" He pound wall. "Why'd ya
bust my Sub?" He rush up stair, vanish inna nigh'.
Aghas',
Raulie an' I stare at each otha, run afta.
Top a
stair, I recoil.
Street
like nothin I eva seen, Usetabe,
ya couldn' see Forty Street towahs from close 'cause a ol' broken builds. Now
hardly nothin' lef ta block view. Franjee Towah's harsh lights gleam, from
bottom at rubble street up ta smoky sky. "Streets ours, trannie," dey
say. "Ours!"
Beyond,
otha steel towahs loom. Few blocks south, sky lit wid smoke an' fire.
Halber
plant self in mid a Four Two. "See what dey did? Bust down alla builds
roun' towah, but so careful dey don' even touch it." He shake fist at
sliver a moon. "Frazzin' Uppies!" His roar echo off broken wall.
"Think ya own da worl'!" He pull out laser, aim at towah, shoot 'til
beeps ask why botha. Dunno if he hurt it any.
"Halb,
get outa road!" I 'xpect Unie heli ta loom ova, lasers snappin'.
"Why?"
"Fo'
safe."
He cry,
"Doncha unnerstan? Ain' no safe!" He start down middle a road, like
gonna stroll ta Gran'cent wid sack a innifo fo' passby.
"Halb,
don'," Raulie say plaintive. "Need ya."
"Whyfo?"
Halber don' stop.
Cautious,
I catch upta. "Hey, Halb." I soun' like I once hear Bigsis talk ta
glitchkid. "C'mon home ta Sub."
He
scream, "Ain' no Sub!" He look fo' rock, haul out caller instead,
fling it at my head. I flinch; it bounce off shoulda, sting hard. "Sub
gone, Pookboy. Tribe gone. Trannies gone!"
"Not
all. Not yet." I scramble fo'caller. "C'mon." I look past him.
Dust motes glow red in beam a ligh' from high. "Oh jeez! Run!"
Slow,
majestic towah of ligh' move down street, roilin' pave as it go. Behind, smoke,
steam, sparks as somethin' burn.
"GODDAMN
FRAZZIN' UPPIES!" Halber grab rock, throw it at beam. It pass through,
bouncin'. Watchin', he stick hands on hips, spit his contempt.
"Run,
both a yas!" Raulie's scream bring me ta senses. I tug at Halber, but he
plant like rock. I dash ta stair, arms an' legs pumpin'. I careen inta Raulie,
bounce off. Togetha, under roof, we turn ta watch.
"C'MON,
HALB!" I frantic with frustrate. "Save yaself! Go!"
Halb
stand brave. sbwah a ligh' bear down on him like unnercar
in nigh'.
Sudden,
he throw up han's, sprint full speed towar' sidewalk. For a sec I think he
gonna make it, but ligh' pass ova an he go down. I flinch fo' his scream, but
not a soun'. None.
Pavemen'
spit up sizzlin' rock as ligh' pass stair. I hurl myself ta bottom. Raulie
tumble afta. Ovahead, rumble shake sub.
When
roar fade at las', we creep up broke stair.
Halber
gone, no sign. Like never live.
'Xcept
I rememba him. Rememba his die. Rememba his fierce.
Rememba
his defy.
Chapter 59
ROBERT
"I
confirm coordinates as follows." Jeff Thorne read off a series of figures.
I
watched over his shoulder." Where's that?"
He
fiddled with his display. "Forty-second."
"Coordinates
acknowledged." General Ruben sounded exhausted. "I need sleep. We've
been at it what, eighteen hours?"
"Sign
off 'til morning, Ernst."
"That's
not possible. SecGen Kahn wants it done. I'll have Major Groves spell me for a
while."
"For
security, I'd rather-"
"For
Lord's sake, I'll keep him on line with us until you're familiar with his
voice."
I
waited for Thorne to object, but he said only, "Very well."
The
General said, "I want this over with as much as you."
"I
doubt it." They rang off. Thorne immediately called below to laser
control, fed them the coordinates with painstaking care. When he was done, he
leaned back, eyes on the city map overhead.
"Ernst
gave you an excuse to delay," I said. "Why didn't you take it?"
His eyes
met mine. "Because my Commander in Chief wants us to proceed." His
face showed nothing.
"I
don't understand you." Wearily, I sought a seat. "Why did you betray
Seafort?"
"Rob,
he'd have destroyed himself. For his own good I took him out of harm's way."
"He'll
never forgive you."
"I
don't need his forgiveness." Thorne's tone was sharp.
"I
do." I didn't know why I said it. Exhaustion, perhaps.
"It's
a bloody mess. Get some sleep."
I
stared dully at the map. "If I leave this God-damned place I'll never come
back."
Thorne
said quietly, "What is it, Rob?"
My hand
took in everything, and the lasers below.
He
said, "It's my doing. You're just an observer."
"Hardly."
My ears still rang with the Captain's plea. "You can't carry out
cold-blooded murder. I beseech you."
"Can't I, though?"
"What?" The Admiral looked
startled, and I realized I'd spoken
aloud.
"Nothing."
I sat. "What happens next?"
"I assume Ruben will concentrate on
midtown. As many blocks as we've blasted, there's far more still
standing."
"Must it all go?"
"That's not my decision."
"As Nick said, it should be."
"Oh?" He raised an eyebrow. "Is that why Richard put you on his
task force? To be his voice of conscience?"
"Dad doesn't need one.
He's a just man."
"Does he have doubts?"
"I
don't think so. Perhaps. He - I don't know." A minute's silence.
I said,
"Is there a caller in that alcove? I'm calling home."
"It's
rather late, eastern time."
"Then I'll wake him." I stalked to
the alcove. A few moments later,
Dad and I
were joined on audio/video.
Tousled, he sat on the edge of his bed. "Robbie, four in the morning is no
time for a policy review."
"Kahn's going too far."
"You're
right. What of it?"
"Lives are being lost."
"Lives
are always lost, somewhere. It's tragic, but our casualties aren't a hundredth
of what the fish cost us, and we didn't flinch from them."
"It's
not the same, Dad. This is preventable!"
"Not anymore." He
squinted into the screen. "Robbie, you look like hell. You should have
stayed in the hospital another-"
"Prong
the hospital!" I lowered my voice; I'd never persuade Dad by sounding like
a spoiled child, like Jared Tenere. Thinking of Adam only made me more
determined. "What if there's a sympathy backlash? Shouldn't you be the
Senator who-"
Dad
said sharply, "I won't be the Senator who backstabbed during a war!"
He put up a hand to stay my rejoinder.
"Robbie, in a crisis both parties pull together, or appear as if they do.
To criticize Kahn in public, especially after promising our support..." He
shook his head. "Since when must I teach you about appearances? Voters
would remember me as a whiner, a carper who threw obstacles in the path of the
noble SecGen while he-"
"But
that's not reality!"
"Reality
won't elect me SecGen. When the dust settles, I'll have a chance to make clear
how brutal was his response. We'll call trannie survivors before the Committee,
introduce a bill to recompense. You know the drill. But I will not, at this
juncture, go public." He paused. "Besides, Ruben has agreed to target
the sites we need for Franjee II. At least some good will come of this
debacle."
"Dad,
intervene privately, As soon as your sites are cleared, get through to Kahn, you
have the clout. Tell him it's gone far enough."
"For
forty years my word has been good. It's the only currency a politician has,
Rob. I won't debase it."
"Dad,
in Washington you don't know how bad the slaughter-"
"The
hell I don't!" Only his eyes showed his fury. "How dare you lecture
me on morals! Do you think I haven't seen Ruben's confidential reports? Think I
don't know what orders Thorne is giving even now? What data Ernst is feeding
him? How many casualties the U.N.A.F. took, and the estimates on trannie
losses? This got out of- hand, it's sickening, and it's without moral
foundation. That's why Kahn has to be replaced. Would you like that to happen,
Rob?"
"Yes,
but-"
"Do
you want me elected?"
I
swallowed, tasting the sour flavor of defeat. The worst of it was that he was
right.
"Yes,
Dad. I want to see you elected."
"Then
we'll do nothing to raise doubts about me in this critical moment."
I
nodded.
"About
your friend Adam; have they recovered his body?" Dad never ended a call on
a bitter note if he could possibly help it.
"I
don't think so."
"Horrid.
Did Seafort ever legate the Tenere boy?"
"P.T. actually saw him, at
one point, a prisoner of the trannies. He may still be alive. That's all I
know."
"I
wonder who'll raise him." I knew Dad was just making conversation, to let
our emotions cool.
"I
have no idea. I'm sorry I shouted at you. Good night."
"I love you,
Robbie." It startled me. He rang off.
I sat a
long while, staring at the caller. As a boy I'd yearned to go to Academy. I
liked Naval life; at times I even loved it. But though I'd made lieutenant, I
never felt all that competent. In politics, I discovered a flair, an innate
sense of what was practical, what would appeal. I'd set goals, achieved them,
raised my sights. I was a political man. I could have been more.
Had I
stayed in the Navy, I might have become Captain. Had I pursued Elena before she
chose Adam, I might be raising a family.
Had I
stood up to Dad tonight, I might not loathe myself so. When history was
written, who would know, save I, of my part in this dreadful fiasco? By
manipulating Arlene's anxieties, I'd managed to parlay a family's search for
lost children into a war of extinction. The blood of thousands of trannies was
on my hands.
Adam's
blood was on my hands.
I could
do nothing to make amends. Meanwhile, two decks below us, the deadly lasers did
their work.
Unable
to sit alone any longer, I strode back to the console. "No luck. He
won't-"
Thorne
held up a hand. His face was apoplectic. An anxious face filled his
screen. "Sir, Lieutenant Bjorn
ordered me to call without informing the bridge. SecGen-uh, Captain Seafort's
taken over the ship and relieved Captain Flores. No one knows what to do."
I
thought he was speaking directly to Thorne, but an unseen voice responded.
"All right, I'll tell him. What else?"
"He's
put the ship about. Mr. Bjorn says
we're returning to
Earthport."
ww -
...~n otonH hv I'll nape the
Admiral."
The
screen flickered, and a new face appeared. A portly Captain, one I didn't know.
"Well, sir? Shall I connect you?"
Thorne
snarled, "The devious son of a bitch! What's Seafort's length of
service?"
"Wasn't
it six or seven years?"
"Something
like that. Look it up." The Admiral slapped the console, and swore.
"I forgot Flores was junior."
"Yes,
but... "
"There's
no 'but'; the wily bastard's put us in a box. For the sake of fleet discipline,
we have to uphold the regs."
"He's
hijacked a warship!"
"Not
yet, Ed. In fact, he seems to be returning to base. I told him his impressment
was over when Galactic docked. I assume he merely wants off."
"What
will you tell the comm tech?"
"Not
a thing. I'm not involved yet, and I need maneuvering room. Stall. You can't
find me. But I won't be hung out to dry on this one. Log Galactic's call, and
all my responses. Other than that, put a lid on it. Absolutely no one is to
know."
"Aye
aye, sir. What's your next move?"
"I'll
call Seafort, find out what he's doing. Hopefully he just wants to go home.
We'd better wait a few minutes or he'll realize someone on his ship snitched,
and we can't acknowledge that; bad for discipline. How long before I can say we
noticed their course is altered?"
"Station
computers can notice any time, I'd imagine,"
"Very
well. Lord Christ Almjghty."
"Amen,
sir." They rang off.
Jeff
Thorne cursed in a steady monotone.
The
speaker crackled. "Sir, General Ruben's got more coordinates. He has a
second officer on the line."
"Damn."
Thorne snatched the caller. "Not now, Ernst. Something very urgent's come
up. I'll get back to you in a few minutes." He set the caller down.
"You know Seafort as well as I, Rob. What's he up to?"
"I'm
not sure. Would he threaten to blow up the Station? Fire his lasers at Ruben's
HQ? He's not exactly predictable."
"Would
he go that far?"
I said,
"He's savagely angry, and you betrayed him. Where sane men would rein in,
he charges full speed ahead. Have you other ships you can send against
him?"
The
Admiral's eyes narrowed. "I don't care for the sound of that. We do not
have a mutiny on our hands. Just an orderly and legal transfer of authority,
though somewhat unexpected."
"Tell
that to Flores."
"I
probably will when it's over. Rob, we damned well have to treat this as
routine. Imagine the holo newsleads if we admit a hijacking on top of a trannie
rebellion."
I shook
my head, disturbed by the threat to the world's sense of stability.
Nonetheless, I had a sneaking admiration for the Captain's gall.
Traffic
Control estimated Galactic's return at seventy-two minutes. Thorne busied
himself rechecking the regs, while I paced with growing anxiety. If the
Captain's intention was to disembark, well and good. If not, Lord God knew what
wrench he'd throw into the works. I was glad of Thorne's gag order; if word of a
fiasco got out, Dad might be compromised.
The
Admiral glanced at the time, keyed his console. "Ed, have Traffic ask
Galactic to explain their change of course."
"Aye
aye, sir." A few moments later he was back on the line. "She doesn't
answer."
"Preposterous.
A comm room is always manned."
"Yes,
sir, unless the Captain orders otherwise."
Thorne
grunted. "If they think he's lost
his mind, they'll relieve
him."
That
was unlikely; the risk of hanging was too great. On our interstellar liners,
authority must be maintained at virtually any cost. How else could ships sail
for many months between stars, cut off from any communication with home?
"Keep
trying, Ed." Thorne turned to me. "It's a chess game. He's
forestalled communication; what's our next move?"
"I
don't know. What's his?"
Thorne
folded his arms, stared at the console.
Little
more than an hour later, we had our answer. Galactic lay a few kilometers off
Earthport's Naval docking bays.
She
maintained radio silence on all bands.
Her two
gigs sailed to the station's airlocks, braked, disgorged a handful of suited
figures. Galactic's officers.
Minutes
later, Captain Flores and Lieutenant Bjorn we before us. Nine other officers
fumed in the outer room.
Bjorn
paced, unable to contain himself. "He stole our ship, sir. Refused to
consult you, ordered us to disembark, refused-"
"I
know." Thorne made a placating gesture. "That's not the issue. Did he
say why?"
"The
bastard ordered us silent when we asked. Sorry, sir." For a moment the
lieutenant looked abashed. "Even Captain Flores! In front of the lot of
us, he told our Captain to be still!"
Thorne
asked drily, "And was he?"
Flores
snapped, "Of course. It was a direct order."
"I
apologize, Ramon. We'll make it up to you. Do any of your joeys know more? Are
your officers all here?"
"All
but Allen Zorn, the first middy. He-"
"Ahh."
Thorne brightened. "Seafort kept an officer aboard?"
Bjorn
snarled, "The prick broke Zorn down to crewman!"
The
Admiral reared. "Sir, your language!"
"He
revoked Zorn's commission, sir! Entered it in the Log, neat and proper! And with
no cause; the boy's a fine young officer and did nothing to offend."
Flores
said, "Sir, give me back the ship, at least long enough to rescind
Zorn's-"
"Of
course. That goes without saying." The Admiral exhaled slowly, and rubbed
his face. "That's all. If you think of anything else, inform Captain
Wilkes. I'll make sure Ed is available to you."
"Aye
aye, sir." Bjom hesitated "If anyone asks, what should we say?"
"Nothing."
Flores
sputtered.
"For the
moment, Captain, this is a routine change of personnel. In fact, confine your officers to barracks; we can't have the
story come out or we'll make the Navy a laughingstock."
"But-"
"Do
as I say, until I get him relieved and off ship."
"Aye
aye, sir." Reluctantly, they left.
I said
dryly, "So much for Nick's going home."
"The
least he could have done is dock." Thorne's tone was ???
"You
know better, Jeff."
"Yes.
Even if we didn't storm the ship, by my own command
his impressment ends the moment Galactic docks. But that's disturbing: he's not
done with us yet."
"Why
don't you rush the ship where she lies?"
"Don't
be a fool. Her lasers could pick off anything we send, and I don't want her
damaged."
A comm
tech came on the speaker, his voice tense. "Sir, call for you. From
Galactic."
"At
last." Thorne dived for his caller. "Seafort? You're to relinquish
command forthwith and-"
"Is
this Admiral Jeffrey Thorne?" An unfamiliar voice, exceedingly nervous.
"Yes."
"Seaman
First Class Erin McDonald reporting. My orders are first to advise you that
until further notice U.N.S. Galactic will not monitor or receive incoming
signals. Then, to transmit the following recorded message and to remove myself
from the line, or face immediate court-martial. Which I now do." A click,
and he was gone.
"What
the-"
Captain
Nicholas Seafort's austere voice filled the room. "In ten minutes, my
ship's launch will begin offloading passengers. I won't allow the launch to
dock, or to receive broadcasts. However, she'll sail to within a hundred feet
of the nearest open bay, and they'll put the passengers out in suits. I leave
it to you to arrange their passage through the airlocks."
"You son of
a bitch." Thorne spoke softly.
"Admiral, I defer to you as to how
public you want this affair. If you use only Naval personnel, you might manage
to avoid excess publicity. Of course, that may require a quarantine of the
passengers. You might want to consider some mention of a virus. When the passengers
are offloaded I'll contact you again on this frequency. I suggest you hold it
open." Another click, and silence.
"Excess
publicity!" Thorne's fist hit the console. I hid a smile. The only way the
matter could be kept secret was to lock up ninety outraged passengers. Even then, the Admiral would have his hands
full keeping his own joeys from talking.
Thorne
must have been thinking along similar lines. On the caller, his voice grew
hoarse issuing a rapid stream of commands. A shuttle bay was isolated: Galactic's
own former officers
were drafted for the delicate task of rounding up ground-siders and herding
them to the bays.
The
drama played out on our simulscreen, against the stunning depth of the stars.
At two-thirds full magnification, Galactic loomed vast.
The
ship's launch was completing its fourth trip to the Station.
Naval
personnel swarmed about in thrustersuits, towing, pushing, propelling suited
figures to the airlocks.
The
Admiral summoned two of them, a husband and wife, from the first shuttle.
"What is he up to?"
"I
have no idea. It's insane. Will we get a refund? When will our trip be
rescheduled?"
Thorne
roared, "Answer me!"
The man
grew red; it was the woman who responded. "He made an announcement ...
something about a virus, so we couldn't dock. It didn't sound - what were we
supposed to do? The crew came for us, ordered us into suits. He seemed so nice,
before. In the lounge he gave Darwell an autograph, and-"
Her
husband growled, "Never mind that."
"Well,
I'm just saying. Cantra Ilena, the singer, said the crewmen in her section were
laughing like a bunch of joeykids on holiday, as if they enjoyed putting her
friends off the ship! It's an outrage!"
"Very
well. We'll look into it." Thorne herded them out with scant ceremony.
I
chewed my thumbnail. "I think I'll call Dad."
"Refused.
We're all under quarantine on this one."
My jaw
dropped. "You can't be serious."
"Because
I'm Richard's political ally? For the moment we'll keep this buttoned. The Navy
comes first with me, Rob. Always has, always will."
"And
if I choose to leave?" I looked at the hatch.
His
smile was bland. "I could use your help. Please don't."
Fuming,
I nonetheless respected his integrity. A man who didn't buckle to political
pressure would be invaluable in Dad's administration. I sighed. "Then
explain what's going on."
"In
a moment. I can't put this off any longer." He keyed the
caller. "Ed, get me through to SecGen Kahn. Code double A priority. Tell
his flunkies it can't wait, and it's person to person, no one else on the line,
scramble comm. Make sure they're using the new codes, the one's the trannies
haven't seen." He swung back to me. "Now, you were saying?"
"What's
Nick doing?"
"You've
heard everything I have."
"Yes,
and I know Seafort; there's a reason for every move he's made. I don't recall
the regs all that well. Help me."
On the
screen, the launch expelled propellent, glided toward Galactic, Thorne
folded his arms. "Remember standing regs during wardroom hazing? The
shipboard classes, with their constant review of regs? Nicky knows them
intimately, plays them like a
fiddle."
"Nicky."
The name startled me, until I realized just how far back the two of them went.
At one time, in Academy, Thorne had been Seafort's superior. His close friend.
"My
orders to him are effective no matter how delivered. Once he hears them, he's
duty-bound to obey. So he isolated his ship, or claims he did. Supposedly,
orders I issue won't be heard. I can't relieve him."
"Seize
his launch when it opens its locks. Or put a man on it
with-"
"Rob
..." His tone was gentle. "He'd let us have the launch, and simply
eject the passengers alongside his vessel. He's cooperating as best he
can."
"With
what?"
"The
Navy. He loves it as much as I, and he detests personal publicity." His
pause seemed uncomfortable. "Unless he jettisons crew as well as
passengers, he'll be done in one more trip. What a canny bastard. He ejected
every officer."
"Except
that Zorn joey."
"No,
every officer. Zorn's now a common crewman. It offends you? It's nothing; Nick
knows his demotion can be reversed in a moment. Zorn probably knows too."
"Then
what's the point?"
"Under
the regs, a ship's officer could relieve him. A crewman can't."
"But
whv didn't he offload Zorn as well?"
"That's
what disturbs me. He feels he needs an officer. Or someone with an officer's
skills."
I
paced, battling a mounting alarm. Dad had been a key member of the Seafort
Administration. If Seafort went off the deep end, it would impact on Dad's
campaign. And yet... was I utterly against what he attempted?
The
caller buzzed. Thorne took it, glanced at me, slipped on the privacy hood. He
spoke urgently, for a long while. Then he slipped off the hood. "I told
SecGen Kahn you were present, and he wants your input." He switched the
call to the speaker.
I took
a deep breath. "Mr. SecGen?"
"Is
Seafort sane?" Kahn's tone was blunt.
Are any
of us? I stopped myself from saying it. "I ... think so."
"What's
your father's position?"
"He
doesn't know about Galactic. As to the insurrection, he said he'd back you
publicly, and he'll honor his word."
Kahn's
tone was sharp. "Why do you mention Galactic and the trannies in the same
breath?"
"My,
ah, working assumption is that Seafort's goal is to stop our pinpoint laser
fire."
"Jeff
told me he seemed upset." Kahn sounded pensive. "I'm not on the
scene, and we have our hands full here. Chicago's on the brink; we're readying
a standby force. Take back your ship, Admiral, whatever the cost. Even if it
means destroying her, I will not have an armed vessel overhead defying our
authority."
"You're
telling me to fire on Galactic, sir?"
"Handle
it as best you can. No, I'm not ordering you to open fire, but I authorize it
if necessary. Certainly do so if he threatens our land forces or Earthport, And
keep this quiet, for God's sake."
"Aye
aye, sir." They rang off.
We were
discussing our options when a new recording came from Galactic.
"Admiral,
this is Seafort. Please inform the Secretary General that I'd prefer to avoid
embarrassment to the Navy, but unless he halts laser fire on the city of New
York within thirty minutes, I'll take what further action I deem
necessary."
"Nick?
Listen to me!"
Silence.
I said,
"There's your threat. You'd better ready an assault."
"I
heard no threat, but I'll tell Kahn."
The
SecGen listened without comment. Then, "I want every laser cannon in your
arsenal on continuous fire, carrying out Ruben's strikes. All but one. Save
that for Galactic."
"Sir-"
"I'm
in charge, not Seafort. If he fires, destroy his ship. Utterly."
"Aye
aye, sir." Thorne replaced the caller.
I said,
"Jesus, Jeff."
"Don't
alarm yourself. I'll bet you dinner at the Lunapolis Hilton that Seafort
doesn't even power his guns."
"Why
not?"
"It's
not his style."
"You
think he's bluffing?"
"No,"
said Thorne. "I don't." With a grimace of disgust, he called down new
instructions to the banks of lasers.
For the
next half hour, I paced the Naval command center, biting my fingernails.
"Admiral,
this is Nick Seafort."
We
waited for the recording to continue.
Silence.
Hesitantly, Thorne keyed his caller. "Nick?"
"Yes."
"You're
relieved! Put yourself under arrest, open your outer locks and-"
"No,
sir." The Captain's tone was firm.
I stood
rooted, stunned. Now he would be hanged.
"Nick,
for God's sake-"
"Your
laser fire continues. It's an abomination. It will stop."
Thorne
said quietly, "How?" He covered the caller, keyed another line.
"Splice Mr. Kahn into this link, flank!"
From
Seafort, a grim chuckle. "I've been busy. I needed Galactic for her comm
channels; the launch's radio is much less versatile."
"What
have you done?"
"Galactic
has some competent technicians; they're to be commended. I set young Zorn to
modifying comm links with the launch; it now has video as well as audio. And
whatever she
sends will be rebroadcast down to Earth at full power by Galactic. Though,
really, the launch's radio would suffice, now they know where to find
her."
"Down?
To where?"
"Holoworld,
Newsday, WBC, BBC, Satelnews, United Commlinks, a dozen others. They're
standing by for a flash feed at seven AM Eastern. I'm going to make a speech,
in time for the breakfast news. Our comm room is cleared of techs and sealed;
the ship's puter Corwyn will control our comm circuits."
I
whispered, "Oh, my God."
"I'll
be sealing the bridge and leaving Galactic in a few moments. But don't try to
board her; I've given very specific instructions to Corwyn."
"And
they are?"
"I've
declared a state of emergency and superseded the puter's standing instructions.
Corwyn is instructed to log but otherwise ignore all signals from Earthport or
Admiralty. He's to construe any approach as an attack, and open defensive fire.
Our own launch excepted, of course. My instructions lapse upon my return or the
destruction of the launch."
"You're
forcing us to destroy you!"
"Not
forcing, Jeff. Just offering the option. Excuse me a moment."
We
waited.
"Kahn
here. What's that bastard up to?"
Thorne
told him, while we waited for Seafort.
"God
damn him!"
I
licked my lips, suddenly uneasy.
"Shoot
him down! Destroy the launch!"
Thorne
said quietly, "Sir, Captain Seafort has made no physical threat to my
command, to Earth, or to any other vessel. I will obey your order when it is
faxed to me in your own writing, with your thumbprint and seal."
"You
goddamn sea lawyer!"
"If
you wish, you may have my resignation."
I
listened to Kahn's heavy breathing.
"Very
well, the order is... suspended."
Seafort's
voice suddenly resumed. "Sorry, a few last-minute details to settle.
Thank you for waiting. I trust you'll listen to my interview, and notice my
vessel's course."
"Seafort!
Stop what you're doing!"
"Will you do likewise, Mr. SecGen?"
"You dare to threaten me?"
"Not
physically. I'll give you a way out,
if you listen closely. Try to control your rage. Signing off."
"Thorne!
Jam every channel he uses! Close down
the newsfeeds!"
"That
too will require your written order, Mr. SecGen."
"When
this is over..." Kahn's threat was implicit.
"Yes, sir. Please call
back if you need me. I must devote my attention to the crisis and our laser
fire." Thorne broke the connection. "Ugh."
I
warned, "Kahn has a long memory."
"He'll
need me, when this is done. I doubt he'll be able to afford wholesale
firings."
I
paced. "This is ... astounding." Seafort had turned the tables on us
utterly. From a supplicant, he had made himself the focus of events. If it
hadn't been for the freak circumstance that put him senior to Flores ...
I
whirled, stared at the Admiral. Could it be? I replayed the day, and slowly,
doubt melted.
I
raised my hands, and began to clap.
When I
didn't stop he said, "What's that for?"
"I'm
applauding your performance, Jeff. Magnificent."
"What
are you talking about?"
"You
knew all along."
"Knew
what?"
"Every
Captain in the Navy is aware of his place on the seniority list; it's
practically a reflex. Just because you made Admiral, you wouldn't stop
noticing."
"So?"
"You
gave him Galactic. You were so smooth I never realized, though you did it under
my very nose."
Jeff
Thorne's voice was like ice. "Assemblyman Boland, you accuse me of
something akin to treason. Dare you suggest I subverted the war policy of my
government that I am sworn to
uphold?"
"Beautiful. That's
the only position
you can take. Brilliant."
"You
will by God cease this line of accusation, or I'll have you ???"
"Thank
Lord God you found a way to help him." His steady blue eyes met mine, and
there was not a hint of confirmation in his face.
Chapter 60
PEDRO
I
dreamed of shop, an' doin' trayfo. Dreamed I'd climbed stair, long stair, to
reach room where I kep' best stuff. I pawed through piles an' boxes, searchin'
for what the waitin' tribe joeys wanted. Meantime, trannies I left downstair in
shop were gettin' impatient, stompin' round mutterin', but I was stuck upstair
gropin' what to use for trayfo.
I woke
in sweat. Had no idea of time; they'd taken watch along
with caller.
Light
flicked on. "Come with us." Voice was cold, hostile.
"Now
where?"
But
they wouldn' answer.
I
followed soldiers through halls. Caught glimpse of window. Dark night, lit by
eerie glow.
They
took me to different room, bigger. White lights overhead, desks everywhere,
most deserted. In corner, glassed office. Inside was General Ruben, caller to
ear, boots on table, He waved guards to bring me in.
Coverin'
caller, he told soldiers, "Leave us." They closed door behind. He
asked caller, "How many? Armed? Of course they have knives, but anything
else? Use the damn megaphones, instruct them to surrender." He ran fingers
through his short red hair.
I
pulled up chair, sat. Woulda put legs on desk like his, if coulda
gottem up so high. I didn't have joeykit's body I useta.
"Promise
you'll take them to safety if they - no, do not let them
break through the lines, regardless. Hmm? Call Wirtz, I put
him in charge of transport."
Ruben sighed,
set down caller, raised his voice to soldier outside. "Walt, I'm available
for the SecGen or Admiral Thorne, but no one else." He regarded me, face
bleak. "So." I said nothin',
waitin'. Had good practice, over many years of
trayfo.
Ruben
put fingertips together, like spider on mirror. "We have disturbing
reports." If he 'xpected me to ask, he'd be dis- i --;"'. ~,~,iHn' aivp. him satisfaction for life itself. "So
I many
deaths," he said. "It's over, Chang. You have no significant weapons,
no way to escape. It's time to lay down your arms, what little you have."
I
raised flaps of coat. "Don' got none."
"You
know damn well what I mean!" Ruben dropped feet to floor. "Don't you
care?"
I
studied him. Why he bother arguin' with sick ol' man captive, when time for
negotiate past? What I got that he want?
He sat
somber, arms crossed on desk.
Long
silence. Outside, callers buzzed, soldiers pored over maps.
He said
slow, "It took a hundred years before the world forgave my people.
Genocide is an ugly word." He hesitated. "Am I using language you
understand? Words in your vocabulary?"
I moved
sudden inside coat. Hands trembled with rage. I tried to speak, but figured God
would curse him if He exist; what diff what I say? My chest seized with ache.
Face stony, I sat.
"I'm
a professional soldier." He stood, paced room as if examine walls.
"We have one Government, one Church. By serving them, I serve humanity. My
loyalties can't be divided; it's morally impossible. Lord God's Government has
ordered me to put down this uprising." He faced me. "And I will.
They've ordered me to furnish coordinates to Earthport, and I do. There is no
chance I will go against my instructions."
He
pulled chair around table, set it next to mine, settled self close. "Yet
as a human being, I feel a certain ... distress, given the history of my
nation. The more so because I was selected to lead our forces." He leaned
forward. "Help me put an end to it. If your people surrender, there's no
need of lasers."
I told
self to be still, but answer welled forth. "Wan' me to sell my trannies
inta slavery to soothe ya conscience? Bah." I looked for place to spit.
"It's
not slavery, but even if it were ..." His gray eyes didn' flinch.
"Slaves might free themselves, in this generation or the next. The dead
cannot."
I
shrugged. "I don' lead trannies; they jus' sent me as speakfo."
"As
one man to another, I ask: will you help end this?"
Was
preposterous. "What could I do?
Yell out window, 'Stop'?" Made me so mad I said as if meant it,
"Sure. Fix water.
Turn off laser. Call home Unies an' leave us 'lone."
"You fool!"
He leaped from chair. "This is not a joke, not a
contest of wills! By God, you'll - Walt!" He flung open door.
"Two guards, on the double!"
Back ta
windowless prison, I thought. But no.
"Take
him - not so rough, he's fragile - to the elevator!
Now!"
They hustled me through halls, Ruben stalking ahead. Officer stuck head outa
door. "Sir, where are you-"
"Downstairs. Streetside."
General stabbed at button as if plungin' shiv in my heart.
"I'll
have a platoon ready in about five-"
"Don't need one. Come on." Ruben tapped foot 'til elevate
arrived, shouldered past opening door. Guards piled me in
after.
We
plummeted ninety floors in min, while my heart bumped hard. Who he think I was,
some Uppie 'customed to droppin'
outa sky?
Below,
he marched down corridor, demanded guards open door. Hassle, growling, snapped
orders. With drawn guns, guards unlocked.
To me,
"Come along. You men wait here."
"But
sir, you need an escort to-"
"Who'll
take a shot at me? Ghosts?" Ruben flung open door. "Let's go,
Chang."
I
buttoned coat against night cold an' stepped out. After min, realized coat
wasn' necessary. Air sultry an' heavy, like before rain. Sky had glow, enough
to see by, as eyes got used to.
I
blinked, stopped to orient self. Franjee Tower was on Forty, jus' two block
from Halber's lair. Did General know? Dunno; filmatleven. But somethin' was
wrong, like tower was moved to smaller city. Street even shrunk. Took me min to figure
why.
Most of
builds 'cross street from tower had tumbled into road, so hardly any street
showed under. I saw why Ruben wasn't afraid of snipers. Where they gonna hide?
I
stumbled over rock, and General grab my arm gentle. "Careful, now."
Like old friends we walked togetha arm in Forty
One as bad as Forty. Coupla block west, builds still stood. East, I wasn' sure;
too dark to see.
"We
haven't targeted east from Lexington yet," Ruben said, as if read my mind.
"That's scheduled for midafternoon. First priority was to prepare a
killing ground outside the towers."
"Killin'
ground." I pulled loose my arm.
"A
military term. It means a fire zone where the enemy can't approach
without-"
"I
know what it mean."
We
picked our way towar' Four Two. Road churned up like giant worm burrowed under.
I tried to hide my sick.
Relentless,
he pointed to north sky. "See the glow? It's Harl. The fires are out of
control."
"Don'
matter," I said, stony. "Only buncha trannies."
He spun
me to face him, shook me hard. "Why would I waste my time, if I had no
misgivings? Kahn wants the old city gone; very well, it will be gone. But it's
my hands that bear the blood!" His voice tremble with passion. "It
was I who advised the SecGen we could suppress the unrest in a few days. It was
I who sent in the shock troops. I was wrong, but now we're committed. Damn it,
I don't want to be a Van Rourke or a Hitler! Help me save your people."
"How?"
"We'll
send them to reeducation. They say there's arable land available in North
Canada. Late last night I called Senator Boland; he'd support a resettlement
bill, and I hear his son Rob is on his way down from Earthport. I'll explain to
him, and he'll confirm for you. But for a cease-fire I need to present Kahn
with an accomplished surrender. Who are your leaders? We have to reach them
now."
I
shrugged. "I forget. Gettin' glitch with old."
He
cried, "I'm trying to help!"
"No
you ain'!" Like fierce sparrow I pounded on his immovable chest.
"Gonna stop war an' herd trannies outa streets? Trannies are streets, ya
Uppie stupe! No streets, no trannies!
Jus' buncha los' joes wanderin' roun' widout a soul!"
"But they'd
survive, build a new life-"
I thundered, "We ain' ya Apaches an'
Sioux! Ain' ya Afric slaves! We N'Yawk trannies! Was, willbe, long as one of us
left!"
His
eyes anguished. "The laser strikes will proceed 'til there's nothing to
target. They clear the streets without nslcing U.N. troops. I won't - can't - stop
them. Tell me where to reach your ringleaders."
"Noway Wanna know so bad, use ya frazzin drugs an
poly. How long ya think I resis'?" How long he think I'd survive, way
heart squeezin' chest righ' this min?
"I
can't. You haven't denied committing a crime. You do have constitutional
rights."
I
stopped dead. "Ya burn babykits wid orbit lasers, break builds a hunnert
years older 'n God, gas tunnels full a trannies, but worry about dmggin' ol'
man fo' truth?" I panted. "Ya glitch, Uppie?"
"We
live under a system of laws."
"Fah."
I spat. "Take me back, I sick."
Seethin'
with mad, he took my arm, guided me cross rubble. Automatic, my eye swept ruins
for useable trayfo, like any trannie.
Chapter 61
PHILIP
On
Galactic's unfamiliar and alien bridge, Father gently caressed my neck. I
closed my eyes, basking in the security he offered, terrified to confess what
I'd done since last we'd known each other. How he would hate me.
Allen
Zorn raced back to the bridge. "Midshipm - Seaman Zorn reporting, sir. The
launch is ready, I stored extra tanks of oxy as you - sir, please tell me
why." His once-crisp shirt was damp from exertion. His blue jacket with
middy's insignia lay across the chair, where Father had made him leave it.
"You're
safer if I don't. I assure you again, I have no plans to harm Galactic. Don't
try anything foolish while I'm away. They won't hold this against you."
"I'm
not concerned about - aye aye, sir." The boy's eyes were troubled.
"The
engine room is on standby?"
"Yes,
sir."
"I
logged your appointment as Engineer's Mate; that means
you'll have authority to control the drives and thrusters in the
absence of an officer. I repeat my orders: take Galactic nowhere
except to avoid imminent physical danger to the ship."
"Aye
aye, sir. Acknowledged and understood." Zorn chewed at his lip. "May
I go with you on the launch?"
"Certainly
not. Why even ask?"
"It's
just - I don't know what's right, don't know what to obey ..." He seemed on the
verge of tears. "Everywhere I go, there's questions from the crew
..." He hugged himself.
Path
sighed. "I'd better speak to them." He keyed the caller. "All
crew except radar and engine room watches report to the dining hall in five
minutes." Then, to Zorn, "I'll try to settle them. As for you, I have
a task while I'm gone."
"Yes,
sir?"
"Stay
with Philip, or bring him along on your rounds. He's had a rough time
of it, and his nerves are frayed. Remember he's a civilian, and not yet
thirteen."
Zorn's
glance flickered to me, and back, with something like compassion. "Aye
aye, sir."
I
cleared my throat. "No." It mustn't be.
"He
won't bother you, son. He'll just make sure-"
Tremulous,
I came out of my seat. "Listen, Path. Even if I start crying while I talk,
hear me out!"
He
checked his watch. "All right, but hurry."
"You're
bigger than I, so I have to use words to persuade you. How can I make you
understand you can't leave me behind?"
"It's
only for a short-"
I
flared, "You told me you hated a lie!"
His
eyes closed briefly, as if he was in pain. "How would you know whether I
lied?"
"Extra
oxygen, on a launch used only as a ferry? The instructions you gave the puter,
your tone of voice ... Father, please!"
"If
I hid the truth, it was to protect you from hurt. Don't assume
from my precautions-"
"You
see," I said in a conversational tone, "I've earned my place with
you. By what I've done, and failed to do. You think because you're adult and
I'm not, that I'm not as involved, not wholly committed. I can't tell you how I
know this, because I'm not sure myself, but..." I fought to keep my voice
steady. "If you don't take me along, you'll destroy me."
Silence.
"Sir,
I must be part of it!"
"No."
I
shrieked, "I tried to be a man, even if it wasn't my time! I took
responsibility like you always taught! What more do you want of me?" I
kicked the chair into the console. "So I need a psych sometimes and I'm
weird. I did my best, my frazzing best!" My eyes streamed, burning my
reddened cheeks. "I have to see it through, I've earned it! I HAVE TO!" Thoughts
whirled and swooped inside my skull, too quick to grasp. With bitter fury I
wiped a sleeve across my face. Father valued self-control, and I'd just lost
mine. When I wanted him most to take me seriously, I was bawling like a baby.
Was it my exhausted body or my ragged emotions that i--'~,.~A mo. 'KQt f'r'it
me the, most important prize of my life?
The
silence stretched, broken only by my sobs. "Mr. Zorn." Father sounded
forlorn. "Find a suit Philip's size and store it on the launch."
On the
way to the launch berth I tried stumblingly to thank Path for his gift. He cut
short my effort. "Don't be grateful for what I'm doing to you. You asked
to be treated like a man. You get a man's reward. Sometimes that's a bitter
pill."
"Path
..." As we passed through the launch bay lock, I tried to summon the
words. "Are we coming back?"
"Perhaps
not, son."
I'd
guessed as much.
At
least Mom would know where I was. During the endless wait on Galactic's bridge
Path left a message for her at the Tamarovs, that I was safe on the ship. She'd
be enraged at where I'd gone, cold and unforgiving until the memories faded,
but I knew she'd be glad her quest was done. Perhaps, if I survived, we might
someday reconcile. It crossed my mind she might be irked that Path allowed me
to follow him, but I thrust such thoughts aside. Mom was strong and could deal
with problems. It was Path who was the fragile one. No, wait Perhaps I was
wrong about that, too.
We
boarded the ship's launch. I looked about. Seats for fourteen people. Only a
rail separated the pilot from the main cabin. A transplex porthole stretched
the width of the prow, in front of the pilot's seat. In the distance, Earthport
Station's lights gleamed.
I
looked for a bathroom, saw none. Aft was a hatch marked "Engine
compartment." I peered through. A crawl space, no more. Machinery, tubes.
"Stay
out of there." Father's voice was sharp, "Strap yourself in. Sit with
me, if you'd like."
"Yes,
sir." I hurried to obey.
A hiss,
as the launch bay doors slid open. That meant the berth was pumped to vacuum.
Ever so gently, Father nudged the side thrusters, allowed the launch to drift
clear of Galactic. My stomach churned as we floated free of the starship's
gravitrons.
Father
sat back, adjusted the holocamera that was awkwardly strapped to an overhead
grip. "Corwyn, comm test. How do I look?"
The
outer's voice filled our speakers. "Video signal from launch received. As
instructed, I'm rebroadcasting your signal groundside."
"Not yet, Corwyn. I'll tell you
when."
"Aye aye, Captain. Program modified." Path's hands flew over
the console keypad. Figures flashed on the
screen.
~~I!",~ ~ "Sir?" I craned to see over
his shoulder, "what -"
"Not
now, I'm busy."
I tried
to remember when last he'd snapped at me, and couldn't recall an occasion. Nor,
for that matter, could I remember a time he'd slapped my face, before today. He
was setting limits, drawing a line I wasn't to cross Unconsciously, I nodded.
Part of me was bitter at relinquishing my recent freedom. The remainder felt
relief.
He
finished his calculations. "Let's see, now." He fingered the controls. I
peered out the porthole. Our position relative to Galactic was changing ever so
slowly. His eye on the puter readouts, he tapped the thrusters to make minute
corrections. At last he grunted. "That should do it. Corwyn, a message, on
all preset frequencies. 'Standby. Broadcast commences in two minutes. Please
transmit live to all network feeds.'"
"Sir
will you warn them, so they can suit up? I knew Path's plan was necessary, but
the cold-bloodedness of it troubled me.
"Who,
son?"
"The
men at the laser cannon, before you ram."
"Heavens.
Is that what you thought?" He tousled my hair. "Don't make a sound
while I broadcast. Not even a ???"
"No sir."
I stared at the screenful of calculations, at Galactic receding ever so
slowly, at the vast bulk of the Stain-
What could his plan be, if not what I'd assumed Objectively speaking, I
was the smartest joeykid I knew. Surely I could figure it out.
"How's
my hair? Is my tie straight? .
I gaped
Father detested interviews, and didn't give Lord God's damn how he appeared in
the media. Perhaps it was to very reluctance that made them chase him so, made
the high ???. Dumbly,
I nodded.
"Very
well, then." He took a deep breath, flicked on the holocamera.
"Good
morning. I am Captain Nicholas Seafort. Some of you know me as the former
Secretary-General, but by direction of Admiralty I have been restored to my
Naval rank and now command U.N.S. Galactic in orbit over the equator."
His
voice was crisp and firm, his palms steady on the flat of the console.
"From
here, our planet appears blue and tranquil. But you and I know it is not. In Lower
New York, citizens have rebelled against the government of Lord God. They've
razed towers, attacked and overrun U.N.A.F. patrols. This is reprehensible, and
a sin.
"Understand,
though, that their despair was triggered by relentless and increasing thirst.
You see, through the Hudson Freshwater Project we denied them the water of
life. They were beginning to die."
I
hardly dared breathe.
"Our
response to the uprising was brutal beyond any moral justification. Thousands
of refugees were deliberately gassed in the city's abandoned tunnels.
Censorship has not permitted news of their extermination to reach you.
"In
desperation, the transpops struck back. They breached the New York Seawall.
They intensified their assault on our puter security. They even, in a stroke of
genius, caused U.N. forces to fire on themselves.
"In
a mad spiral, the reprisals escalate. By government order, Earthport Station's
laser cannon, ostensibly installed solely to safeguard U.N. Headquarters, are
roasting transpop families in their hovels, while U.N.A.F.'s pinpoint targeting
spares the luxurious towers in which our Uppie culture thrives,"
Slowly,
my hand slipped across, below the level of the camera, to wrap itself in his.
"Even
as I speak, citizens of the United Nations are dying by the thousands under the
remorseless glare of the lasers. It is the Administration's avowed intention to
clear the streets of transpops, their shabby buildings, and their
culture,"
"This
is an abomination. This is genocide." Father leaned forward. "You and
I, together, must intervene to restore sanity and civil order."
I
stared openrnoutfied at a man I'd never known. No wonder
that rebels at Hope Nation had quailed, a legion of brave cadets
sailed to their deaths at his bidding.
"I
will not under any circumstances utilize the weapons of U.N.S. Galactic. That
leaves only the force of our moral indignation."
Silently,
I began to weep. Father gave my hand a reassuring squeeze.
"Galactic
floats some four kilometers off Earthport Station. I speak to you from the
pilot's seat of her launch. Earthport is in geosynch orbit; its laser cannon
have a continuous opportunity of fire upon the defenseless city. Here, less
than four kilometers distant, I can see the orange glow of the lasers' warning
beams, cautioning ships to avoid the deadly shafts of invisible light."
Father
gazed serenely at the camera. "I have set our fragile launch in
motion. Our velocity is exactly two
kilometers per hour. I shall not alter course.
"At
precisely 9:47:00 A.M. eastern time-" My glanced flicked to the console: a
hundred two minutes from now-"we will traverse the first of Earthport's
lasers, at a distance of one hundred fifty meters. If the cannon are firing, our
launch will be annihilated, and I with it."
My
breath caught. The sweat of desperate fear drenched my shirt. But I felt a stir
of wonder, a pride that Lord God could allow me to witness such an act.
"I
can only believe that Mr. SecGen Kahn, busy in London, has not been apprised of
the full situation. That it is some nameless subordinates, acting without his
express authority, who have perpetrated the obscene rain of death on our
principal city. I was unable to reach him when I visited the areas of destruction.
Certainly as a moral man, he must be unaware of atrocities performed in his
name, or he would act to stop them."
Path
cleared his throat. "In what time remains, I shall work to arrange a
truce. If one is achieved, I shall return to Galactic and surrender my command.
But if the lasers merely cease their fire when I obstruct their target, without
our effecting a full military truce, I shall brake the launch so that she
remains in front of the cannon until our air supplies are exhausted. Then I
shall aim our vessel at Earth's atmosphere, fire our tKmetorc and commence mv
final voyage home."
He
paused. "In either event, I ask that you consider my acts a protest
against the inhumanity that government - my own Administration no less than the
current - has shown to its homeless masses.
"You
see, we knew better. The transpop tribes are joeys who might have been you.
They live in hopeless misery, and that has made them hard. It has not made them
less than human.
"Now."
Father straightened, and his voice became brisk. "There's little time. If
you find this state of affairs abhorrent, go to your callers. Call every agency
of government, local, state, national, and global. Call Mr, Kahn. Wake your
friends in other time zones. Call your news providers, your local holo
stations, the station that sends you this broadcast. Call your local military
bases. Call Earthport. Call your family. Don't stop calling until the issue is
decided.
"I
will not tell you what to say. With Lord God's grace, you will perceive your
moral obligation. Aboard Galactic's launch, I await your decision.
"This
is Nicholas Ewing Seafort, near Earthport Orbiting Station, signing off."
For a lingering moment, he gazed at the holocamera, then raised his hand and
flipped the switch.
I
sobbed.
"Now
the hard part. Steady, P.T., it's not over yet."
"Will
they stop firing?"
"Possibly.
More likely not."
"Do
we just... wait?"
"No,
I've work to do. Would you care to help?"
"Oh,
please yes!"
"Let's
get into our suits. Then I'll need help at the comm lines," He unstrapped,
swung from handhold to handhold until he reached the rack. He took down my
three-quarter suit, helped me climb into it. He adjusted the clamps. "See
this green light? Yellow is a warning; you're down to fifteen minutes of air.
Red means to change tanks immediately."
"Yes,
sir. The cabin is aired; why do we need-"
"Because
I said so." The edge in his voice was the only hint of the strain he must
have felt. Ashamed, I helped him secure my suit. He put on his own, but left
off the helmet. When he spoke, his voice was more gentle. "I don't think Earthport
will fire on us - their defensive lasers, I mean - but if I'm
wrong and we decompress ..."
"What
about you?" I tried not to sound insolent.
"Don't argue,
son." It avoided the issue, but I
let it be. Path was already under enough pressure.
We
settled back at the console. In the porthole, Galactic had receded appreciably.
Briefly,
Father explained the comm switches, showed me the list of frequencies, how to
select, how to scan. "All right, let's listen in." He guided my hand
over the keys.
"-astounding announcement by former SecGen-"
"-said he would offer himself as sacrifice should a truce not be
arranged. Captain Seafort appeared
calm, though his voice held a tinge of urgency which, considering the
situation, was-"
"Marion
Leeson, advisor to SecGen Kahn, said the Administration would not comment until
Mr. Kahn studied the full
text of-"
United
Commlinks and WBC were rerunning Father's address. It was odd to flip
frequencies back and forth, listen to different moments of his speech.
"Good." Father switched off the screen.
"Let's get to work."
A comm
light glowed. I stared.
"Well?"
Path sounded mildly impatient. "Aren't you a comm tech?"
"Yes, sir!" I keyed the switch.
"Seafort!"
Admiral Thorne, "Have you gone glitched? Return to Galactic while there's
still time. You made your point; Kahn must be frothing at the mouth. You've
focused-"
"Sir,
I'm rather busy. Please don't gabble."
"Gabble?"
I could picture Thorne's face going red. "GABBLE? For Christ's-" I
could almost hear what it cost to bring himself under control. "You
lunatic, end this for the love of-"
"Of
God. That's what it's about, Jeff. A token effort at redemption. He has much to
forgive me." Father's tone turned brisk. "Will you help? Hold your
fire, while we work out a truce."
"I can't " Thorne sounded agonized. "You know that."
"Yes,
that's why I'm the one who must. Any new instructions? Are you in touch with
the Rotunda?"
"A
secure open line, manned at this end by Ed Wilkes. We've got Marion Leeson
standing by. You caught Kahn's security advisors with their pants down. They're
setting up a link."
"I'd
deem it a favor if you'd keep me advised."
"I-"
His voice softened. "Of course, Nick."
"Could
I talk to Robbie?"
"He's
on his way groundside to meet Senator Boland at Ruben's HQ. Rob's furious with
you."
"I'd
expect."
"And
with himself, I'd guess." A sigh. "Keep this frequency open, if you
would."
"It's
yours," Path said. "If you talk to Kahn, tell him the deal must
include a full pardon for everyone involved: streeters, U.N.A.F, Hackers,
civilians. All but me." He gestured, and I broke the connection.
"P.T., line up our incoming calls, but don't identify yourself, no matter
who asks. Voice only; I'm done with that bloody camera."
"Yes,
sir."
I keyed
the comm lines to my suit radio. "United Commlinks newsdesk to Galactic
for Seafort, please respon-"
"United
Commlinks, Path?"
"No."
"-tell
him that it's Holoday Syndicate; we want an immediate
interview, we'll pay-"
"Captain
Seafort, this is Edgar Tolliver, I've been asked to contact you, if you hear
this, please-"
"Earthport
Traffic Control to Galactic launch, you are in prohibited space, confirm
immediately and-"
"Nick,
this is Senator Richard Boland; pick up the goddamn caller! Why won't he
answer? Seafort, this is-"
"Mr.
Boland's father on frequency eight."
"Yes."
I keyed Path's caller.
"Seafort."
"Thank
God. Who's that with you?"
"A
joey from the ship. What do you want?"
"Nick,
we've known each other, what, twenty-five years? Too long to play games. What
will you settle for?"
While
Path spoke, I ran the gamut of frequencies, whispering at
callers to wait or try later, trying to hear the conversation while I fended
off his suitors.
"Just
what I told you. No more, no-"
Boland
said, "Ruben can't call it off without Kahn's approval, and damn it, you
backed the SecGen into a corner. His dander's up. Let me find a face-saver
so-"
"A
cease-fire and truce. Pardon for the participants. Time's running
out, Richard."
"You
stubborn - that's exactly what cost you the Rotunda.'"
"Call me back
when you've made progress." To
me,
"Next?"
"Earthport
Traffic Control. Senator Rex Fizer. Old Admiral Duhaney;
isn't he retired? Marion Leeson. Newswo-
"Yes."
I
jabbed the keypad. "Ms. Leeson, here's Captain Seafort."
"Mr.
SecGen? How in hell did you reenlist? That's political, it should have gone to
... never mind, no time. This call is strictly unofficial, you understand; the
SecGen - I mean SecGen Kahn - has no personal knowledge of our-"
"Get
on with it!" Father's tone was cold.
"Why
couldn't you throw your tantrum at a reasonable - all right, don't cut me
off." She paused, as if to regroup. "If I can talk him into a cease-fire,
long enough to get you out of-"
"No."
"I'm
not even sure he'd listen. He blistered my ear when I woke him for your
broadcast. He can be obstinate when -" She broke off. "Look, I'm doing my
best, we're all a bit tense. You're a professional; we want to know what deal
you'll make. The trannies have to be suppressed; that's our bottom line. As to
the mechanics-"
"Here's
my bottom line."
"Go
ahead. I'm taking notes."
"Halt
the laser fire. Send the Unies back to barracks. Stop the demolition. Restore
water service to the-"
"Seafort,
be serious!"
"I
am serious!" Father's voice shook with passion. "How could we build a
new city on the bodies of our citizens? Have you no
scruples?"
"I
can't afford them, I'm in politics. One more try: in what ???
"You
tell me."
She
said, "We've got to clear the abandoned streets; it's the first chance
we've had in years."
"They're not abandoned. Next?"
"The
trannies have to be resettled-"
"Nonsense. The city's their
home."
"If we clear the streets with troops instead of lasers-"
"No!"
Her
voice was a nail scratching glass. "An hour from now you'll be dead, and
it won't matter!"
"True. So?"
"You're
a lunatic! You're hateful. You know what, Mr. SecGen? When it happens,
I'll be glad." A click.
"Path!"
"It's
all right, son." He took a long, slow breath. "That's why it was a
joy to leave office."
I knew
I had to distract him. "Path, you have calls on every channel."
"Who
now?"
"Corwyn,
on Galactic. Newsworld. Earthport Traffic. General Ruben. Someone screaming
your name over and over and-"
He
sighed. "Corwyn first. Yes, puter?"
"All my comm circuits are on
overload. They've taken to riding over each other's signals, and it's hard to
filter-"
"Do your best."
"Aye
aye, sir. Engineer's Mate Zorn is pounding on the hatch. He demands that I open
the bridge. He wants a line to Admiralty and insists he has the right-"
"Relay
this to Zorn. Behave yourself, boy! Permission to use radio denied. Permission
to enter bridge denied. Official reprimand in your file, and Captain's Mast
next Sunday. Leave Corwyn alone except in emergency. End. Signal to all news
carriers: requests for interviews denied, for the moment. Perhaps later, stop
jamming my lines."
"Path, look!"
"And
signal to Earthport Traffic - what, P.T.?" I pointed. A small vessel glided
across the void, unmistakably heading in our direction. Puffs of exhaust, as it
maneuvered. "Is your helmet secure? More later, Corwyn, continue as
before." He peered. "It's a small shuttle. Private."
I
flipped through the frequencies.
"BBC
Seven to Galactic; we'd like to schedule Mr. Seafort for the afternoon news
summary-"
"Nick,
this is Thorne, I have news, please-"
"Earthport Departures to
Holoworld shuttle, you are in restricted space, change course immediately
to-"
"Attention
Galactic launch, attention launch, this is Holoworld News; hold your fire,
we're approaching only for pictures; please hold your fire-"
Father
muttered, "They're groundsiders, or they're not thinking. Everyone knows
launches are unarmed. Hold my fire indee-"
"Hold
fire! Mr. SecGen, how does it feel to-"
"Philip." Path's tone
was quiet. "Look down at the console. Don't let them see your face."
"Yes,
sir." I stared at the blinking lights. "Ah well. They probably can't recognize you through a
helmet. It's all right."
The
tiny craft, even smaller than our launch, shot alongside. Through their
porthole I glimpsed two figures, holocameras aimed. The pilot tapped his
thrusters and his ship drifted closer. With minute squirts of propellant, the
shuttle positioned itself some two hundred feet in front of our prow. Her
forward thrusters fired briefly, and she no longer seemed to approach.
"Idiots. They'll sail ahead of us into the cannon." Father threw up
his hands. "Bloody civilian jetstreamers! They shouldn't be let out of the
atmosphere!"
"I'm
sure the Admiral will warn them."
I tried to sound soothing.
"I
know." He reached over, keyed the caller. "Yes, Jeff?"
"This is Captain Wilkes." A stiff voice. "Just a moment, the
Admiral's speaking with - just a moment."
A
click, and Thorne's voice. "Nick? Don't go away." Click.
We
waited.
I asked
softly, "Why does he call you Nick if he hates you?"
"What
makes you think that?"
"He
tricked you onto Galactic. He forced
you back into the
Navy. He-"
"Oh,
Philip." Path gazed into the distance. After a time he ~~:A "Darh~c
he hates himself, a little."
"He
betrayed you."
"You
didn't follow the conversation. Remember our talk in his office?"
"Yes
..." I fought to recall the words. "He said he couldn't take
responsibility for shutting down the lasers."
"And
I let him know I would."
"How?
Without Galactic, what could you-"
"I
as much as told him I'd seize whatever ship I boarded. He warned me it was a
capital crime."
I
caught my breath. "'I can't let that happen."'
"We
were very close, when we were boys."
"And
so he..."
"Gave
me Galactic, knowing full well I was senior to poor Flores."
"But..."
He
leaned forward. "Poor Jeff wants to be a cynic, an opportunist, but he
can't stop himself from doing the right thing. P.T., you mustn't ever tell.
None of this has been spoken; it's locked within his heart and mine."
"I
swear, Path." My chest swelled.
He made
as if to tousle my hair through the helmet. "You see-"
"Nick?
Captain Seafort?" Thorne.
"Yes,
Admiral?"
"That
was the SecGen himself, demanding my assurance the lasers won't cease fire when
you cross their path."
"I
see."
His
voice was heavy. "I gave it to him."
"I
understand." It was a sort of consent.
"Along
with my emphatic recommendation to stand down the damned lasers. He said quote
the prestige of the entire United Nations is at stake unquote."
"I
suppose it is."
"I
don't want you dead!" It was a plea.
"Thank
you."
"I'm
your superior. I order you to turn away."
"I
refuse."
"Nick,
it's a hanging offense! We'll set it aside if you comply."
"No."
"I
order you to surrender command."
"I
will not."
Thorne's
tone was bleak. "I asked Kahn to talk to you again; he refused outright.
The old city is to be cleared; a pardon's out of the question; you're mentally
ill and your suicide will be deemed a tragedy though unavoidable, etc. There's
nothing I can do. You understand I won't hold fire unless he so orders?"
"You've
made it quite clear."
Thorne's
tone became more formal. "On behalf of Admiralty I order you - I plead with
you - to abort your mission. You've made your point. My callers are ringing off
the pad, and Ed's only passing me the priority list."
"Sorry,
Jeff. Signing off now." Path nudged me, I clicked the pad. "He makes
it hard. Poor joey."
"Poor?" I jabbed a finger at the slowly nearing
Station. "He'll
kill you!"
"He'll
allow me to be killed. That's not quite-"
Our
porthole lit with a blaze of light. I flinched, waited for the
sear of heat.
"It's
those fool mediamen and their cameras. Look down." My heart pounding, I
panted for breath. "I thought..."
"Let's listen to the
news." He flicked on the screen. It was a clumsy attempt to divert me, and
I was grateful.
"-vote
of no-confidence ended his term in the Rotunda, yet even today there are
those-"
"Sharon,
his words were 'commence my final voyage home.' A ship's launch has no heat
shield and can't survive reentry. I don't know how you can assume he meant he'd
dock at Earthport and transfer-"
"Although
Mrs. Seafort cannot be reached for comment, sources close to the family
said-"
"-so
questions about his mental stability cannot be discounted. Back to you,
Erin."
Inside
my helmet, a yellow light blinked. Time for a new tank. I unbuckled my belt.
"-reporting
a larger than normal volume of calls but North American Bell attributes the
surge-"
Path
squinted through the blast of light, keyed the caller. "Seafort to
Holoworld shuttle, do you read?"
"-calling
Capt - yes, we read you clear. Sir, is it fair to say
you're-"
"I
want a live feed. I'll give you half a minute."
"-making
a statement - hang on, you'll have it." A muffled voice, a click. A long
pause.
"Path,
may I open my helmet? I'm roasting."
"I
suppose. Keep it near."
Gratefully,
I pulled it off, reveled in the fresh cabin air.
"Captain?
Sir, we're live to our world feed. This is Holoworld Newsnet, in the vicinity
of Earthport Station, Jed Stroyer reporting. We have Captain Nicholas Seafort
on line. Go ahead, sir. Can you tell us who's with you?"
"I'm
approaching Earthport's laser banks. I have, let's see ... sixty-three
minutes left. I'd have liked to watch the Station, perhaps say good-bye to
Earth as well. Instead, I'm about to activate solar shields and sail blind. The
last view I'll have-" His voice caught. "-is of my own console."
"Why,
sir?"
Path's
tone sharpened. "Because you're shining ten thousand candlepower directly
in my face. I can't see a thing! You're distracting me when I need my judgment
clear. Is that how you want the fate of New York decided? Is it?"
"No,
but-"
"Not
to mention that you're about to back tubes-first into the laser beams. This
isn't a story, sir, this is a crisis of lives! Extinguish that light."
"Sir-"
"Now!"
The
light went out.
"Thank
you, Holoworld." Father keyed off his mike. "Sometimes," he
drawled, enjoying my shock, "I'm shameless."
I
stammered, "You - you can joke about this?"
"Would
you rather I cry? At least we can see again, and if I hadn't chided them
publicly ...." Then, after a moment, gently, "Philip ... I haven't
told them about you."
"I
know."
"I...
this is hard to say." His eyes glistened. "They mustn't know."
"Why,
sir?"
"It's
..." He laced his fingers. "I'm looking ahead, on the chance we're
successful. I don't want sentiment about a child to muddy the issues. This must
be about the trannies. About me."
"Why?"
"I
owe it to them." Brooding, he
stared at his knuckles. "I'm
betraying you for it."
"What?"
My voice squeaked.
"I
didn't go aloft to look for you; it was for them. I won't reveal that you're
with me, even to save you. If that isn't betrayal, what is?"
"It
can't be betrayal if it's what I want!" I thought to say more, to persuade
him I meant it with all my soul, but his look of anguish eased. I blurted,
"Path, was this how you were, in the old days? You're so good at playing
the media. We all thought you were afraid of - you wrap them around your little
finger. You must love it."
"I
abhor it!" His vehemence set me back. "P.T., you have no idea ... the
way I worked the camera today makes me want to vomit. I didn't ask to be a
'hero' all those years. I hate politics, I only ran because ... What I want is
privacy. That's all I
ever..."
I
looked for a way to comfort him. "When this is over we'll retreat to the
compound."
He
looked away, saying nothing.
"You'll
never have to talk to them again. Honest."
I heard
what might have been a sob.
It was
9:01, Forty-six minutes remained. We were five thousand thirty-five feet from
the mouth of the cannon.
Father
was on the calter.
The
Holoworld shuttle had moved to starboard; they'd content themselves with
outside views, or glimpses through our
portholes.
Groundside,
the media pounded a growing cadence of anticipation. I flicked channels.
"-is
asking the public to leave lines open for emergencies so
that-"
"Ms.
Leeson added that regardless of his grandstanding the
Administration would-"
"-groundswell
of public opinion-"
Into
his caller Father snarled, "Tell Ruben only a base coward refuses to
discuss-"
"-mayor
says the City of Boston has no say in the decision, and to direct their
calls-"
"Erin,
what's the mood in Riverwatch Tower?"
"Ah,
there you are. Ernst, let me speak to Mr. Chang. The transpop negotiator,
that's who. Are you pretending you don't - what? Not authorized to
negotiate?" Path slammed his fist on the console. "If not with him,
then who? Very well, I'll announce it immediately to Holoworld. 'General Ernst
Ruben denies all knowledge of a transpop negotiator and says the government has
no interest in settling-' Then get him. So, wake him! You know where to find
me." He keyed off the caller, muttering under his breath.
I said,
"Thorne on three."
"Admiral?"
Mr.
Thorne sounded reflective. "You're astounding. You'll go down in a blaze
of glory. Rex Fizer - did I tell you he called?-he's buttonholing every Senator
he can find. They're calling here, the Rotunda, the newslines ... if this keeps
up they'll crowd you off the lead."
"Why
are you telling me?"
"I
guess ... I thought you should know. Nick, would you do me a favor?"
"Don't
ask for-"
"A
personal favor. Turn on the visuals,"
Father
reached out, flicked the switch. "Yes, Jeff?"
Thorne
looked haggard. In the few hours since we'd seen him, he'd aged years.
"Nothing. I - just wanted to see you."
Father's
tone was gentle. "Jeff, I absolve you. This isn't your struggle."
"Of
course it is. You said as much in my office,"
"I
was wrong. It's too much for one man to bear."
"Fah.
Who are you, that you'd take on our sins?"
"Don't
blaspheme, Jeff, after it's over, help Arlene. She'll want to sell the
compound. She'll need to settle my estate-"
"Stop!"
"I'm
sorry." Father looked uncomfortable. "God, I didn't think. Forgive
me,"
"There's
nothing to - what, Ed? I've got to go, Nick. It's the SecGen."
"Very
well."
Thorne's
face stared at us a long while, "Good-bye."
Thirty-nine
minutes
"General
Ruben on two," I prompted,
"Seafort."
He listened. "Yes, unofficial and all that. Just put him on."
"Allo?"
"Mr.
Chang, have they told you what's going on?"
"General
didn'. I heard it from yo' mizz."
"Arlene?
What's she - you understand the urgency? If I work out a truce, can Halber call
off his people?"
"Dunno.
Ask 'im,"
"I
will."
"Mira,
Fisherman..." A pause. "Yo'Mizz be tuggin'my arm, sayin' to trust
you. But General Redhair is standin' with arms fold, glarin'. He lissenin'every
word. You unnerstan' everything I say go to him?"
"Yes."
Path spoke quietly. "But it no longer matters. I'll put the question to
you that I'll ask Halber. If you get water immediately - they'll send in a hundred
trucks every day, while we work out the rest - will you guarantee an end to the
fighting?"
"Unies
stay onna street?"
"Not
for now. Later, yes. It's their city too."
"An'
trannies who fought? Trials? Hangin'?"
"No.
A blanket pardon, to everyone involved except me."
"I ain' their
speakfo'."
"Mr.
Chang, I'm your only chance. Help
me. Once I'm dead..."
A long
silence, then a sigh. "I'd tell
Halber to accep'."
"If he agrees, would all the tribes get the
message?"
"Streets awful tore up. Trannies still alive be
hiding."
"But you have callers."
"Some. Take few hours,
maybe day. Bes' way, put Halber's voice
on speakers, ride aroun' in troop carry.
Helis be too loud."
"I
understand. Ruben, keep him in the room with you. I'll confirm with their
leader; when we have an agreement you can initial-"
The
General's voice was sharp. "Mr. SecGen, it's too late to strike a deal.
The streets are to be cleared, those are my orders. I'll recommend a laser
cease-fire, but only after unconditional surrender of all armed trannies.
That's nonnegotiable."
Ho+hor
cnnirp ac if he. hadn't heard.
"I'll see if Halber agrees
to my proposal. Please confirm what water carriers you have available.
We'll-"
"Did
you hear what I said?"
"Of
course." Father switched channels. "Now who?"
"Everyone.
Mediamen, a Captain Reynaud says it's urgent, some joey from the Security and
Defense Agency-"
Father
tapped a number into the pad. "Try this code. Tell Halber to wait a
moment. Reynaud? Seafort here."
"Arno
Reynaud, on U.N.S. Melbourne." His voice was stiff. "We've cast off
from the Station. You'll see our lights to port."
"Yes?"
"We're
cruising to coordinates one two five, three nine, oh six four; I'll begin
braking maneuvers in a moment. That puts us between you and the laser fire
zone. We're to remain there. Impact estimated seven minutes thereafter."
"Just
a moment." Father keyed a switch. "Corwyn, copy this conversation to
all news channels." To Reynaud, "You'll cause a collision."
"If
that's what it takes. My orders come directly from Admiralty in London. You're
to be blocked from interfering with the cannon. Please turn about."
"No,
sir."
"I
can calculate your trajectory to within meters. I'll position Melbourne so you
hit our cargo holds. At two kilometers per hour you'll do us little
damage."
"Good.
But be aware that Turin Ae cockpit of the launch, and I'm unsuited. The impact
will probably crush our transplex bubble."
"That's
not my doing. I'm not responsible for your insanity."
"No.
Understand that if I survive, I'll reposition the launch to try again. Or
failing that, I'll aim for Earth's atmosphere and begin my descent."
"Seafort - Captain
Seafort." Reynaud's voice was unsteady. "Mr. SecGen, or whatever I
should call you."
"'Captain.'
My rank was confirmed by Admiralty just hours ago."
"Sir,
I'm thirty - God, how we admired you!"
Father's
eyes widened. He turned to me in bewilderment.
"When
I was young my friends and I... your face was on recruitment
posters, why do you think we applied to Acad - Please, I beg you, stop this
madness."
"Why,
that's what I'm trying to do."
I
tugged at Father's arm, whispered, "Halber doesn't answer."
"Try
again."
"I
will follow orders, Captain Seafort. I must. Else service to the Navy means
nothing."
"Quite
so, Mr. Reynaud."
"Please,
sir, stand aside!"
"No,
Mr. Reynaud. I will not." Father keyed the caller, and sat
silent.
Twenty-eight
minutes until we crossed the beams of hell. Three thousand sixty-four feet. And
seven inches. I set the comm screen to scan. Reynaud's huge starship loomed in
the porthole. "-reiterated his intent to sail his launch-" Answer,
Halber. Key the caller.
"-London
Admiralty confirmed U.N.S. Melbourne's mission to-"
Alongside
each laser an orange beam cast its warning into the night. Dim when viewed from
the side, they were growing steadily brighter.
"Damn
it, Halber." I wilted at Father's frown. Intemperate language annoyed him.
I'd have to watch - what was I thinking?
Earthport
Station loomed. "-flooded with calls-"
"Now what, Ms.
Leeson?"
"-crowd
massing outside Ottawa's Government House. Rocks have been thrown-"
"Seafort,
Kahn's willing to make one concession. Listen well, this is all you get."
"Captain
Seafort, Reynaud on Melbourne. Contact two minutes thirty-five seconds. Sir,
please. For the love of God, stand aside!"
Father
flicked the caller. "For the love of God I will not."
"He'll
provide water trucks from now through the end of trannie
relocation. That's providing there's
not a single inci-
"Philip,
clamp on your helmet and go to the stern. Brace yourself."
"Path,
I-"
"MOVE!"
"-It's
as good a deal as you can get. Tell me now, we're running out of-"
I
stood, bounced off the ceiling, clawed my way back to the engine compartment,
clenched and unclenched my fists. I would not rev. I would not rev. I would not
rev!
"Two
minutes twenty. At least put on your suit, sir! We'll send our gig to pick
you-"
"-a
hastily called news conference, eleven Reconstructionist senators denounced
Seafort's political ploy to aid his old crony Richard Boland in his
quest-"
I
pulled myself forward, stood behind Path's shoulder gripping his chair.
"-Jed
Stroyer of Holoworld News alongside the doomed Galactic launch where Captain
Nicholas Seafort-"
"-spokesman
for Senator Boland issued a statement deploring the standoff-"
"Well,
Seafort?"
"Ms.
Leeson, there will be no transpop relocation during my lifetime.
Good-bye."
Melbourne's
cargo lights loomed.
Father
sat placidly at the console. "Admiral Thorne, please."
"-gathered
in front of the U.N. complex chanting, 'Seafort, Seafort'-"
"One
minute fifty-five-"
"Earthport
Admiralty, Captain Wilkes here." His voice was harsh.
"Seafort.
Give me Thorne."
"Sorry,
he's gone to his quarters."
"Transfer
the call."
"Sir,
he-" Wilkes hesitated. "Fifteen minutes ago he resigned his command.
I've linked with Lunapolis and London, and am following the orders of-"
"Seafort,
this is Marion Leeson, I warn you, that was our last-"
"Thorne
left word he's not to be disturbed. I advise you I will carry out whatever
instruc-"
"Wilkes,
find Jeff. Have someone stay with him 'til this is over."
"Captain,
this is Reynaud. One minute forty."
"Sir,
that's none of your - why? Is he ..."
"He's
distraught, I know him. He needs
help, flank. Move!"
"Right."
A click.
"One
minute thirty. Captain Seafort, turn your ship. I repeat, turn your ship before
it's too-"
"-on
the Holoworld shuttle. It appears a collision is imminent. Stay tuned for
exclusive live coverage. Notice the launch's transplex porthole. Our technical
advisors say even at slow speed the fragile-"
"One
minute. Captain, please! fifty-five-all engines full! Engine room, flank speed!
Melbourne to Earthport Admiralty, I can't let - these orders make no damn sense;
he's in the clear, not aimed at anyone, posing no danger to anyone but himself.
I won't imperil my ship just to stop - I'll resign if that's what you want. I
won't do this!"
Slowly,
ponderously, the great ship began to move.
Placidly,
our launch sailed on.
I
moaned.
"Steady,
P.T. It'll be close." Father made no move to turn us
aside.
I
rested my head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry. I couldn't wait in
the stern."
"I
understand." Like a leaf in a celestial stream we floated onward.
Melbourne's port side slid past. She began
to turn, easing
our way.
We
cleared her bow by twenty feet. I pulled off my helmet, trying
not to retch.
On the
Station, orange warning lights loomed.
"Father." Eighteen minutes to traverse, by the
console clock.
"I
see. Try Halber again."
Shakily,
I eased into my seat. The caller rang. And rang.
"Do
you think they'll hold fire?"
"I
think so," he said. Then, after a moment, "The truth?"
"Yes,
sir. I'm old enough."
"It's
unlikely. I'm a two-hour phenomenon. Half the world's] -.- ~Ka rt'h~r half
electrified. When I'm gone there'll be a memorial
service, regrets, hearings that accomplish nothing. Kahn knows this. He'll wait
it out Perhaps some good will come of our stand nonetheless."
"Did
you know from the start?"
"I
suspected it."
"Then
why..."
He was
silent a long time. "In some things, son, it's not the succeeding. It's
the trying."
"You'd
give your life for trying?"
"For
this, yes. Philip, I have only a few minutes, let me make this fast. Somehow we
took a terribly wrong turn. I can't say when. We've divided ourselves into
Uppies and trannies, and it's dead wrong. If we win, there's a chance to heal.
We need that desperately."
"For
the sake of the trannies."
"For
the Uppies. Our brightest, best joeys isolate themselves in the clouds,
forgetting the world from which they spring. Forgetting the humanity in those
teeming streets. They're both dying, Philip. Uppies and trannies alike."
"
'Lo?"
I
practically leaped from my seat. Path grabbed the caller. "Halber?"
Eighteen
minutes. The orange glowed bright.
"Naw.
This be Pook."
"Who?
Put Halber on."
A
pause. "Fisherman? Watchawan'?"
"I
want Halber, damn it! Now!"
His
voice grew sullen. "Frazzin' Uppies think ya own da worl'!"
"Let
me, Path."
"Shh. He's
being-" ' I tugged at Father's arm. "I know him!" I took the
caller.
"Pookboy,
it's P.T. Where's Halber?"
"Peetee?
Fo'real?"
"Please,
you've got to help us. There's no time!"
"Halb
be diss. Lasers get 'im."
"Lord
Christ." Father covered his face. "Not now. It's not fair." He said into the caller, "Can you tell
the Subs to stop fighting?" ;d "C 'nfin'a few. But~ky botha ?
Peetee, Halb go out defy.
Zarky,
'xcept fo' end. l.nst '~~~ h~' '-• '- -- "
"Tell
'em no more rumb." Desperate,
I tried their dialect. "Fisherman call truce."
"Hah." Path added,
"I getcha water, make Unies pullout. Stay low, wait
fo' word. Tell alladem."
"Alla
Subs already diss, that was jus' fo water, an'pull-back?"
"It's
a start. There'll be more."
"Subs
decide, not me. Raulie prolly gonna take ova Sub. Dunno."
"Who
they lisscn to? Chang?"
"Changman, maybe. He talk good.
Filmatleven."
"I'll get back to you. Philip, Ruben's HQ!"
Sixteen minutes left. I had to piss. I keyed the caller. "What now,
Seafort?"
"Give
me Chang, flank." He drummed the console. "Mr. Chang, Halber's dead,
you've got to take charge. Have Ruben record your voi - who else but you, that
joey Pook? Explain the situation; make the tribes listen. Tell Ruben - General,
come on the line!"
"Yes?"
Ruben's voice was cold.
"Mr.
Chang will give you a recording. Get
it out to the tribes immediately. Take him on the streets-"
"I told
you, we have no deal."
"Make
the bloody recording, in case somebody comes to his senses! Do you truly want
more blood?"
A
pause. "All right, but I'll need
the SecGen's personal okay before I transmit."
"Be ready."
"And,
Seafort, switch your caller channel. Captain Wilkes on Earthport is frantic to
reach you. Don't you check your circuits?"
"Right."
A click. "Yes?"
"Wilkes
here. SecGen Kahn is standing by. We're speaking on ultrasecure scramble. I
want you to change codes to-"
"No time. Use clear."
"If
he agrees to demolition only from Ninety-sixth south, partial resettlement only
of those trannies uprooted by-"
Path
said, "No."
~rm~,~.~
j "'"" .,";"" th'~ r~nnnn But a pardon
is out of the question;
treason will be punished. Martial law for the first six months, then-"
"No!"
Path jabbed the comm button, set it to scan.
"-Holoworld
can't get through to U.N. Military Command; circuits are jammed. But this just
in: U.N.S. Melbourne has-"
"-huge
bonfires in Hong Kong-"
"-says
he will not be swayed by momentary public frenzy. Mr. Kahn met with-"
"-outside
the launch, where you'll see live transmission of the final-"
"Seafort,
this is Ruben! Answer!"
"-elders
of the Church met in prayer outside the cathedral-"
"Citizens
of Lunapolis broadbanded the nets with an E-mail petition signed by nearly
every-"
"-captured
trannie rebel said his gang would fight to the finish, or in his words,
"rumb 'til we diss ya all, ya motha-"
"Seafort!"
"Yes,
General? What about our water trucks?"
"Prong
the water trucks! Kahn will agree to stop the lasers, I told him we didn't
need - but there's a condition: first he wants the Hackers. Full list of names,
codes, accesses-"
"You
keep setting up roadblocks!" Father's voice rose to a shout. "Chang
can end hostilities, but you won't broadcast his recording. The trannies will
accept water and a pullback, but you won't arrange trucks. Now you want me to
stop the hacking? How in hell do I manage that in twelve minutes?"
"That's
not my-"
"You
bastards!" Father launched himself from his chair to the back of the
cabin. I cut the comm link. Behind me, Path pounded on the airlock hatch with a
gloved fist.
"-appears
to be some commotion aboard-"
"-electricars
blocking the Champs de Elysees, horns blaring-"
"-SecGen
will not comment publicly until after-"
"-moving
in for a closer look-"
"Philip."
It was a whisper.
"Yes,
Path." I worked my way out of my chair, floated from handgrip to handgrip
until I hovered close.
"Sit
over there, calm yourself for a moment.
Make your peace with Lord God."
"Path?"
"It'll be
soon now. Pray. I find the psalms a comfort. Be quick."
I flung
my arms around him. He pried me loose.
I
cried, "What about you?"
"I
can't imagine any prayer can expiate what I've done. But if Abbot Ryson's
right, I'll know soon." He led me to a seat, strapped me in.
The
tinny radio of my suit blared. The cabin speakers squawked. I clutched my
helmet, fought the betrayal of my body. .
f~ "-the SecGen is strapping himself into his seat-" I really had
to piss. Why hadn't I taken the time to hook up the
suit tubes? Because I didn't know how,
and was too embarrassed
to ask Father.
"- long
delays for airtime because of the massive volume of
calls -"
Our
Father who art in heaven ...
"-fires
burning out of control from Seventy-Third south
to-"
"-confirmed
the tales of dead refugees in the tunnels-
Why
wasn't there a bathroom? I didn't think I could-
Hallowed
be thy name ...
"-town
hall will fly flags at half mast in memory of - "
"-Seafort's
wife is escorting the trannie delegate Pango Chang, a prosperous
bookseller-"
Thy
kingdom come, thy will be done...
"-eight
minutes until-"
"-Lunapolis
Admiralty confirms there will be no ceasefire regardless whose ship-"
"-moving
in for a close-up of these last-"
On
earth as it is in heav-
A
stupendous crash. My head slammed back against the porthole. Scraping, along
the far side of the hull. A hiss of air.
"P.T.,
YOUR HELMET!"
I
popped it on my head, clawed at the clamps.
Between
my legs, a pleasing warmth. Then, horrified, I realized what it was. I'd wet
myself. Please God, no.
"Path what hap-"
"Those
God damned mediamen!" His voice came through the suit radio as he sealed
his own helmet.
I ran
to look, bounced off the hull, scrambled as best I could to the cockpit.
Stars
drifted lazily past the porthole.
Path's
fingers flew. "God knows what they did to our momentum." Figures
flashed on the screen.
The
shuttle drifted past, a rent in its side. Lazily, it turned on its axis. From
its portside aft thruster, a spew of propellant. I watched appalled.
"Her
thrusters jammed. She's got rear and side thrust both."
Ever
faster, the media shuttle spun toward the Station.
"-Association
of Retired Veterans opposes any concessions to-"
"Shuttle,
this is Earthport Traffic Control, you're sailing into the laser beam, change
course flank to-"
Orange
light swept the Holoworld shuttle. Her stem glowed red, and seemed to sag.
Sparks, a puff of air. A red tongue of fire. A split ran along her hull as she
floated through the deadly laser light. Abruptly the cockpit melted and was gone.
I took
a deep shuddering breath of the reeking pungent air of my suit. "Oh,
God."
Six
minutes.
Path
cursed. "Our propellant lines are cut. I won't attempt an adjustment; we'd
only get about four seconds of burn. She knocked us askew, but we'll still get
there."
"How
soon?"
"I
don't know; we lost about half our velocity. Nine minutes." Father reset
the console clock, turned toward the camera. "I'll make one last
statement, a harsh one. We'll leave them regretting the tribes, not us. Corwyn,
general broadcast on my signal."
"Seafort,
this is Kahn."
Father's
hand froze.
Captain
Wilkes's tone was urgent. "Do you read, launch? I'm relaying the
SecGen."
My hand
crept to the comm switch.
Path
said, "Yes, Mr. Secretary-General?"
"You
're an egomaniac. We 're far better without you."
"You
must be busy, sir." Father's tone was cool. "No need for me to
disturb-"
"I'll
trade you Hackers for lasers. You 're down to minutes. Yes or
no?"
I
listened dully, my pants drenched, wanting only to crawl away in
shame.
"A
pullback? Restored services?"
"That's
impossible and you know it."
"Sir,
I'll get their agreement to a truce. You get access to the streets; they get to
live. I can't help you with the Hackers; I don't know who they are. Lock them
out of the nets while you-"
"God
damn it, we can't! We spent two days trying to rebuild the Treasury and it
keeps imploding! There's some thing wild inside and no way to trace it without
further corrupting the data. I want their balls. Public hanging, and as far as
I'm concerned that's a mercy. I'd skin them alive if I had
the-"
"You'd
make a good Sub."
"What?"
"Nothing,
sir. I'll try to locate the Hackers, but I doubt it's possible. In any event,
they're to be included in the general pardon."
'"You
have to give me something, Seafort. Politics is the ar of the
possible."
Father
gazed at the Station. "Sir, I can give you Morality is ... the afl' of the
absolute."
"Christ
damn you."
"Good
day."
I
closed my eyes to the drift of the station.
It made dizzy.
"-Assembly
meeting in emergency session, though fern than
half-"
Path
muttered, "The art of the possible? He knows there' no way on God's earth
I can find-"
My
numbed mind jerked as if galvanized. "Yes, you can,
"How?
God knows where they-"
"-at
least a hundred thousand demonstrators run through Lisbon streets-"
"Not
they. He. It's Jared."
nothing!
wwrt
"I
saw him, Path! He's working in a tower across from Franjee. Jared's the one who
broke into the London CLIP and let loose an Arfie. He's proud of it. I told you
he knew puters."
"The
boy's glitched." For a moment I
thought He meant me. "Arrogant, self-centered, stupid - can you find
him?"
"Will you hurt him?"
"-quarters
of General Ruben has sealed itself off from media-"
"Yes,
if I get my hands on ... No. Not if I can arrange a pardon." He glanced at
his figures on the screen. "Hurry. Six minutes."
"Captain,
Ed Wilkes. Please, I beg you, sail to safety. In moments it will be-"
"Slow
us, Path. Give us time." I keyed the caller. "I can't; they cut our
propellant lines."
"Ask them to stop firing, while we talk to
Jar."
"At the moment I have a certain ... moral authority. If I
have them hold fire, it will collapse."
I
waited for my connection, sweating inside my suit, "Pook. Watcha wan ' ? "
"This
is Peetee. What's the code to Jared's caller?"
" Why should I tell ya
? "
"Because I'm begging." I took a deep breath.
"Hah.
'Bout time, an Uppie come beggin' ta trannie.
Ya n ' like Jared Washinton Uppie when I haddim-"
"Pook,
please! What's his number?" His tone turned cunning. "Innifo?"
"-An
impassioned statement from Marion Leeson.
She ended SecGen Kahn's refusal to bow to public hysteria when-"
"For
God's sake, Pook!"
Path
whispered, "Cansa. Lots."
"Cansa,
Pook. More 'n ya c'n carry." My heart pounded,
"Laser?
Boots, an' sof' new bed-"
Inspired,
I blurted, "Pook, I'll take you to Washington, ihow you our compound. My
bedroom, Jared's cottage. Every thing."
m~efended akiaKvery
thing
•ause
"Inside
walls, where ol' Changman took me?" A long pause. "'Kay, but don'forget
cansa. Here be numba." Slowly, recited a code.
"Later."
I punched in the code, misdialed. Frantic, I tried again, fingers slipping over
the keypad. I flushed, tried again.
Five
minutes.
"Easy
son." Father tapped the caller code himself.
A buzz.
No answer.
"Come
on, come on, COME ON!" I panted for breath.
Click.
"Good morning. The trannie you have reached is not in service at this
time." A giggle.
"Jared?
This is Philip. Listen, we need you to-"
"The
sky's black, to the north. What did they take out, a munitions dump? Funny I
didn't hear an explosion."
"Jar!"
"Everything's
dead except the newsfeeds. They took away my
nets."
"We're
trying-"
"Just
like Dad when I pissed him off." A sob. "I'm sorry. I need my nets.
How can I ... I need them, Dad! I mean, P.T."
I stole
a glance at the console. Four minutes. I panted in terror.
Father
pried the caller from my fingers. "Jared? Son, this is Nick
Seafort."
"I
know. You're famous again." He laughed, a harsh sound.
"Or is it 'still'?"
"Jared,
there's no time. Where did you put the puter codes you used in the
Treasury?"
"In
a file. Leave me alone; I'm busy."
"Doing
what?"
A long
pause. "I'm playing with a razor."
"Are
you at your puter? Is that where the file is?"
Jar's
voice dripped contempt. "You must think I'm stupid."
Father
said, "I used to." I gasped.
"Yeah,
figures. Ahh!" A sharp breath. "That hurt."
Three
minutes. A hundred sixty-nine feet. The Station drifted slowly into view.
Mesmerized, I stared at the throbbing orange beams.
"Jared,
you showed us. But now it's time for an end. It's time to
go home."
"-Holoworld
shuttle was apparently destroyed in a trag-
"I
have no home. Will you flare when the shuttle burns? Think you'll feel
it?"
"Son,
will your ??? A long
silence.
On the
caller, Jared began to weep.
The
beams drifted closer. We'd rotate one more time, probably face the Station at
the end. We moved at just under a kilometer an hour. Three thousand two hundred
seventy-three point six feet. Fifty-six and a half feet per minute. Just under
a foot per second. Twenty eight seconds, from porthole to stern. Time to know,
and to scream.
"Jared,
I'm sorry we hurt you. Come home."
"-whole
North American calling grid has collapsed-"
"I'm
an adult. I don't need you to raise me."
"Jared,
I beg you! Help us for Halber's sake. For mine. For yours. We'll see you
through this!"
Two
minutes and six seconds. From Jared, silence.
"-through
the Station porthole. You can see the damaged launch slide inexorably-"
"Oh,
Jared!" Path's tone was anguished.
"Secret
Mystery Bossman Alpha Ace One."
"What?"
"Your
frazzing code. It's filed in the London CLIP."
Father
switched on the camera. "Public broadcast now on all channels, Corwyn!
This is Nicholas Seafort. We're sailing into the laser beam. I caused my own
death, and have no regrets. Forget me. Think instead of the joeys' you dismiss
as trannies. Their spokesman Pedro Chang has offered to tour the city and
announce a peace. The U.N.A.F. has ample water trucks to supply the streeters
until you work out a truce. The Hackers' puter codes are in the London CLIP
under file Secret Mystery Bossman Alpha Ace One."
He
paused, stared earnestly as if beseeching the camera. "You see, you have
all the tools for a truce. If you must raise a memorial to me, let it be that.
And the pardon of all concerned. I am a man of Wales, of Washington, of the
tribe of Subs. If we cannot find peace in life, let it be in death. May Lord
God bless us all." He keyed off the camera.
One
minute. The Station edged into view.
He
breathed, "Father, I most contritely repent my sins. Have mercy on my son
Philip, on those who-"
My
stomach lurched. The orange beams gaped wide.
Frozen
at the console, I began to shit my pants.
"-did
as they thought wise. Thou art my
shepherd, my-"
"Here
on the Station all is silent save the steady hum of the lasers. Every porthole
is jammed with watchers. Even those who oppose him are in awe of his
gallant-"
"I
don't want to die." I hardly recognized my voice. "Not ever."
"I'm
with you, son."
"We're
too alive to die!" I clawed out of my seat, hit my head on the bulkhead.
"Stop it, Path!"
"It's too late. The feed lines-"
Forty
seconds. "I want to live! Help me! Someone help! Mom! God! Frantic, I
clawed at my helmet. Father knocked away my hand. "Not yet, Path! Take me
home!"
"-a
few seconds from destruction. Here in
the Station, women are crying, men pounding the wall-"
"Son-"
"HELP
ME! IF YOU LOVE ME, HELP!" I shook him, kicked at the console. "I'm
going to die!"
With a
sob, Father launched himself to the lock, slapped at the hatch control.
"Come here!" Thirty seconds.
"-as
the warning beacons light the front of the craft-" Whimpering and wailing,
I scuttled across the deck. Within my suit my soiled pants stuck to my rump.
"Please!" I flew into his arms. "Don't let me burn!" I
gasped for breath, tried not to vomit. They said if you threw up in your
suit... The hatch slid open. "-callers have ceased to ring - nobody can get
through and
it's too late-"
Path
said, "We're moving slowly ... I'll fling you stern-ward. If I push hard
enough, it may overcome ..."
"Don't
let go!" ' Panicked, I wrapped myself around his trunk.
"PHILIP!"
Desperate, he pried at my fingers. "Turn around! Aim
yourself out the lock!"
I
twisted round. The gaping maw of the lasers beckoned. ' hil
c~~~ th' I~JCOI~Q I don't want to die God forgive
me I'm a sinner please PLEASE ..." I retched. "I don't want to
die!"
"Let
GO!" He wrenched loose, slammed me against the hull, grabbed my suit.
A
brilliant orange light swept across the cockpit.
"Oh,
God!"
Path
braced himself against the hatch, grasped my arm and leg.
My suit
radio screamed. The console sparked. The radio died. From the console, a gout
of flame, instantly extinguished. The hull around it dripped and melted.
I
shrieked, a horrid endless sound that came from my blackened soul.
In slow
motion, the melt moved steraward.
I broke
free, leaped screaming onto Path, clung with arms and legs.
Father
staggered, let loose the hull. Beyond frenzy, I bucked in what might have been
a convulsion.
Across
the cabin, a tank of oxygen exploded with a great gout of silent flame.
I
shrieked without end.
We
toppled out the hatch. Father's desperate kick pushed us faster. We floated
toward the stern of the dissolving launch.
It
glided past, ever so slowly, into the cruel orange light.
I
screamed my throat raw.
"Don't
son. I'm with you. Hold tight. I love you. Rest your head." Somehow, the
words penetrated my dread.
"Are
we - is it - moving toward-"
"Yes.
A few more seconds. Don't look."
I
raised my head. We were less than seventy feet from the maw of a laser. Like a
row of soldiers, the massive cannon lined at silent, deadly attention.
"Hunngh!"
"Look
away, son."
Closer
we drifted. I craned my neck. Of the launch, only scattered debris remained.
Pieces of the craft sailed into the light of the second laser. They glowed,
dissolved, were gone.
"I
love you, Father."
"And
I you."
"I'm
sorry I... I'm sorry." I panted desperately for breath.
"I
know." Almost. I could see past the edge of the deadly tube to the mystery
within.
I
whimpered, clung tight.
The
warning light flickered.
We
drifted into range. My leg would cross first. Desperately, I twisted aside, to
no avail.
I
crossed in front of the cannon's beam, my head buried in Father's chest.
Nothing.
I
waited for agony.
None
came.
From
Father, a long shuddering sigh.
I
looked up.
One by
one, the warning beacons blinked out.
We were
full in front of the first cannon.
And we
lived.
"Thank
You, Lord," Father whispered. "Thank You, thank You."
My suit
stank, and I was desperately hot. Sick. Disoriented. Yellow light flashed in my
eyes, and the red of blood. I panted.
"Path,
I'm ... ill." I couldn't speak very well.
He
looked into my face. "What's the - oh, damn it!"
The
world spun. "Take me home." My voice was small.
"Let
go. Now. This instant!"
Wearily,
I unclasped my legs.
His
breath rasping, Path turned me around, fiddled with my suit. "Careless.
Stupid-.;" For a moment I thought he'd push me away, but he scissored me
between his legs, held tight.
"Inexcusable!"
Panting,
I clawed at my helmet. Outside was fresh air. Cool, inviting. If I could only
get at the clamps ...
"Stop
that!"
"It's
hot... " But my hands fell away.
Path
grunted, twisted sharply. "There it is."
"What,
Path?"
Again
he fiddled with my suit.
I
floated inert, almost beyond caring.
An
oxygen tank drifted past. How had it survived the hellish fire?
I
panted. The stink of my waste was unendurable.
Path's
legs eased their grip. After a moment he came up behind me, wrapped his arms
around me in a protective hug.
My head
began to clear. The lights receded.
"Oh,
thank you." I gasped, took in endless breaths.
We
drifted past the Station. I wondered if they'd come for us.
Behind
me, his head close to mine, Father began to pant.
Again,
time was a blur. I recalled stabbing the unfamiliar controls of my suit caller.
"I'm Philip Seafort and my father's with me, come get us he has no air for
God's sake hurry we need air!"
I
babbled my pleas incessantly, not knowing on what comm channel they'd be heard.
Path's
tone was reproachful. "It's one thing to ..."
"Help
us someone, bring oxygen for Captain Seafort for God's sake hurry!"
"...
sacrifice ... life," he panted. "But, son ... never ... waste
it..."
We
drifted.
It
seemed eons before there came the blinking light of a thrustersuit.
We
sailed to the Station, two techs guiding Father's inert form, a third hauling
me along by the wrist. Path's suit had a fresh tank, but his radio was silent,
unresponsive to my pleas, Medtechs
met us at the airlock with a crashcart. They pulled his helmet the moment the
lock pressurized. I leaned unnoticed against the bulkhead, weeping, until at
long last Path stirred, muttered a curse, and pawed at his oxygen mask.
It was
only then that I stripped off my suit and the unspeakable clothing beneath.
Someone
found a blanket, and escorted me to a washroom. I cried all the while I cleaned
myself.
When
I'd come out, sniffling, wrapped in my cover, someone led me by the hand to the
Admiralty suite. I'd found Path sitting with Mr. Thorne in the anteroom of the
Admiral's former office.
"Not
a close call, a miracle," said Thorne. "You don't know the trouble
Kahn had getting through. Thanks to you, callers are out through most of
Eiirnrw: "
Father
closed his eyes, as if exhausted.
Thorne
added, "I only caught the end of his address. Until Ed rang, I... wasn't
interested."
"Quite
an about-face."
"Me?
Oh, you mean Kahn." Thorne's face brightened. "He bought your whole
program. U.N.A.F. pullout, pardons for all, water deliveries start Monday.
Under police guard, of course. He claims the military overreaction was ordered
by Leeson's crew while he was out of touch."
"Someone
will have to help Chang deal with the transpops. His temper is a bit
frayed."
"Yes."
"So,
then." Father glanced to the closed office hatch. "Who handles
my arrest? Ed Wilkes?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Don't
toy with me. What will the charge be? Mutiny?"
"Well, there's the
matter of the pardon. Captain Wilkes!" The office hatch slid open.
"Yes, sir?"
"What was Kahn's phrasing about the pardon?"
"Let me get the printout." In a moment Wilkes was back.
"'...
grant a full and complete pardon to all persons, civil and military,
for any and all acts in relation to disturbances in the City of
New York and environs-' "
Path frowned. "But I said-"
"Let
me finish. 'Protests thereat, military countermeasures taken,
destruction of property, death of persons, et cetera, et cetera.'"
"Excluding
me! I made that clear."
"Yes.
I recorded and logged our entire conversation; it's available in case anyone
asks. Unfortunately, in the confusion, I failed to pass on that detail."
"You
what?" Father got to his feet. "Damn it, Jeff-"
"It
was an error," said Thorne testily. "Under pressure, a man can do
only so much."
"An
error." Father grimaced in disgust.
Thorne's
eyes brimmed. He crossed the room, enfolded Path in an embrace. "Go with
God's Grace, Mr. SecGen."
"And
you, Jeff."
~x'I~~n
u~ !"",~"" cnnn How do you feel?"
"All
right," I started to say, but the steward wasn't talking to me.
Path
rubbed his eyes. "I have a splitting headache."
"That's
to be expected."
"Or
worse. Think I still have all my brain cells?"
The
steward's smile was awkward. "I'm sure you're quite well," he murmured,
and moved on.
I let
go of Father's hand long enough to finger my stiff new blouse. Blue wasn't my
favorite color, but I was grateful not to have to travel nude.
I told
Path, "I was utterly hysterical." It was as if I spoke of someone
else.
"Death
is hard. It's all right."
"You
weren't afraid."
"Oh,
nonsense." He leaned back. "I just wasn't as ... loud." Despite
myself, I grinned.
As the
shuttle's buffeting began, I said, "Why are we flying to New York instead
of home?"
"I
have ... unfinished business."
"Do
you think ..." I gave Path's hand a squeeze. "You'll be as glad to
get back to the compound as I will? To the privacy of our walls?"
"Privacy.
I'd like that." Father's tone was bleak. "More than anything in the
world."
The
heli set down on the Franjee Tower rooftop in the glare of a hundred holocamera
lights. In the corner, near the elevators, Mom waited, her hand on old Mr.
Chang's arm. He looked frail. She looked haggard and grim. I swallowed, fearful
of the reckoning ahead.
The
blades slowed. General Ruben said something behind his hand to Senator Boland,
and beckoned a soldier to bring forward a stair.
As they
opened the door Father took a firm grip on my arm.
"Sir,
you don't have to hold me. I won't run away."
"You're
sure of it?"
"I
swear by Lord God, sir." I held his gaze. At length, satisfied, he let go
my arm and stepped into the evening haze.
The mob
of mediamen and officials surged forward. They strained to touch him, to
thrust cameras and mikes in his face.
I
expected him to bat them aside in fury, but he smiled and stood
ramrod straight. The flash of lights redoubled.
When
there was a momentary lull Senator Boland stepped forward, his son Rob
watching. "Welcome back, Captain Seafort. You held the world in
thrall."
Path
nodded, but moved past him. He didn't stop until he reached the outer rail. One
hand on the steel, he turned to face the throng of mediamen.
"How
did it feel to-"
"Did
you know SecGen Kahn would back down?"
"Were
you-"
"Will you-" I fought my way through the jostling mass,
to the rooftop's far
comer.
Mr.
Chang regarded me. "Chaco," he said.
"Naw.
Peetee."
A hint
of a smile. "Musta got ya confuse." I turned to Mom. Her face was
stony. I leaned my head against her breast. My arms drew around her, locked
themselves behind her back.
A full
minute passed. Slowly, her hand came up to stroke my
neck.
After a
time, I wriggled loose. "I need to
listen," I said,
"I'll
be right back."
I
squeezed through the crowd.
"No,
I wasn't sure," Path was saying. "How could I be?" He held up a
hand for silence. Drifting closer, I found myself behind Robbie Boland
and his Dad.
Path
held up a hand. "No more questions. An announcement." Joeys poked and
shushed each other, until there was quiet.
Father
surveyed the crowd, his hair glistening in the haze of the
night.
Richard
Boland said softly, "Look. They hang on his every word."
"You're
no slouch on a podium, Dad."
"But
I'm not the ... " He spoke the word as if strange to him. "...
Fisherman."
"What's
he up to?"
Senator
Boland didn't answer.
rtt Mr
Kahn's assertion that he acted in good
faith throughout, and was unaware of the degree to which power was abused in
his name. He's accepted the resignations of Marion Leeson and Will Banks,
Secretary of Defense, and that is good."
Path
paused. "But it is the responsibility of the SecGen to supervise his
aides, even if he finds himself incapable of actual leadership. In this regard
I fault Mr. Kahn. Thanks to his isolation and inattention, we've suffered over
fifty thousand dead, many of them in the relentless final hours of brutal laser
attacks on this city."
The air
was electric with tension.
"His
administration is without moral authority. It is now clear his Administration
has forfeited public support as well." Path's eyes met Senator Boland's.
"Dad,
he's endorsing you!" Rob Boland.
"Wait."
Path
said, "There is no candidate from either party whose prime concern is the
reconciliation of our people. Therefore, I declare my candidacy for the
Secretary-Generalship of the United Nations. I pledge that my Administration,
when elected, will act promptly to end our cities' suffering, to integrate into
our culture the hordes of urban dwellers who ..."
The
rest was lost in a roar of acclaim. The surge of the crowd nearly knocked
Father from the rail, but he quickly recovered, waved to the greedy cameras.
Watching
the tumult, Robert Boland stood as if crushed. After a time he said wistfully
to his father, "This should have been your moment."
"Well."
Somberly, Richard threw his arm around his son. "Perhaps ... another
time."
I
ducked under raised holocameras, struggled until I was within a few feet of
Path. Was it a trick of the lights, or the angle from which I peered? Was I the
only one who could see the tear that crept down his cheek?
Epilogue
DATESTAMP
March 1, 2230
Riverview Tower School Vidclass
Greater New York, U.S.A.
Hey
Mista Chang. Eng teacha say Pook s'pose ta write real letta ta someone he like,
but I got two prollems. Okay, I learn ta spell my name; zarky frazzin' deal.
But writin' what I think? Naw, I nevah be able ta do dat. And who I s'pose ta
like? Midboss Karlo? Fah.
So I
tol' teacha noway, an' she say okay ta talk a letta on vid and send it ya. I
think 'bout write ta Jared Uppie, but can't fo' now. So, since Allie gone and
Raulie busy wid clearin' sub, you only one I know 'sides Peetee.
Ya
gotta be glitch, sendin' me Uppie school. Dunno why I 'gree in firs' place. An'
why I gotta live in towah 'til vacaysh? Sub be only few block away. And if
can't live dere, ya shop still stand, don' it?
Dis
mornin' some snot Uppie joey make fun a me. Riddy cool me, teacha call it.
Betcha he won' do it 'gain, I kicked shit outa him, threw 'im downa stair. Why
teacha ack like it enda worl'? How else joeykit gonna leam? Leas' I didn' have
shiv, like on streets. Gotta go ta principal office when I done here, and alla
otha kits laughin', sayin' wow when he get holt a you.
Dunno,
Mista Chang. Nigh'time be hardest. I lie in sof bed lissenin' ta joeykit
Winston snorin', and think a Sub, an Jared, and how Halber go out defy.
Sometime make me wanna
cry.
See, I
can' figga what ya 'xpect a me here. Think I turn inta Uppie, all neat threads
an polish? Ain' gonna happen, Mista Chang. I be Pook, of Pook lair.
Okay, I
hear what ya tol' me befo'. Gotta learn how dey live, Pook, learn ta walk 'mong
'em widout be 'fraid. 'Cause trannietown changin' and we gonna need trannies
can live both
worl'.
JJnnfis',
J iryjji', Readin' be unzark, but I learn lettas an' soun' out stupe words.
Only few joeys laugh anymore, 'cause I fix 'em when no one look. But rest a
learn stuff be grody.
Who
care where Belfast usetabe, or why dey drop nuke? What I wanna know, where be
Washhite, and why Huds an' Rocks always so pissoff?
Peetee
come ta see me once, month or so back. His motha brought him, same Uppie
bitchbroad what made us take her ta sub. She sure look diff dressed like Uppie.
We talk some, Peetee and I, 'bout day I firs' saw him wid Jag an' Swee.
Long
time ago, he say, and guess I gotta 'gree.
Dey
keepin' ya busy, Mista Chang? Maybe need help? I do watcha say, Mista Chang,
hones'. Jus' gemme outa here.
Pook.
Philip
Seafort United
Nations Complex Secretary-General's
Residence Greater
New York March
18, 2230
Arlan Skeer,
Dr. of Psych Washington,
D.C. USA
Dear Mr. Skeer:
Four
months was a long time to be grounded, but Path was firm and Mom backed him up.
Not that I really expected otherwise, even if they're not living together.
Still, it's a great relief now that I'm less of a prisoner.
I'm
lonely without Mr. Tenere and Jared. Mr. Thorne is nice, but it isn't the same.
He claims he's not sure how Path persuaded him to become his Chief of Staff,
though Mr. Thorne had, as he put it, nowhere else to go.
Rob
Boland's adoption papers became final last week. He threw a small celebration,
and Mom and I went. Jared is almost through his hormone rebalancing, but he
still gets weepy and dependent from the drugs. I was surprised, given Jar's
earlier claims of adulthood, to see how he let Mr. Boland comfort him. It's odd
to see Robert Boland embrace parenthood. I'd thought he never cared much for
Jar.
I guess
Mr. Boland will have time to learn. One night after dinner, lying in Path's
study doing homework, I asked why Rob resigned as Assemblyman, especially as
his Dad is now our Colonial Secretary. Path just smiled and said I shouldn't
assume Robbie is done with politics. Mr. Boland's mother is zarky. We had her
to tea the other day.
When
Mom came to New York we went to see Mr. Chang in the hospital. The old man
fussed and growled, but I think he was pleased to see us. He seems more frail
than ever, but Mom says he's still resisting a transplant. He's only allowing
preop lab tests because Path insisted he deal with the trannies until tribe
councils are organized. Path wants to make him Commissioner of Urban Affairs,
even though Mr. Chang says he's too weak for it.
After,
Mom took me to see the new Rodin exhibit at Franjee
Towers. When she dropped me off at home I got sort of morose and teary. I sat
outside Path's door until he finished with the Admiral, and let him give me a
hug. He said that notwithstanding appearances, he wouldn't be surprised if Mom
came home to stay. Late that night I tiptoed downstairs, and heard him talking
to her on the caller. I couldn't hear all the words, and when he looked into
the hall, I pretended to be asleep, like I'd do in the old days.
But I'm
less of a child. I'll be fourteen in a few months. I'm getting hair, and I've
been rereading my downloads on puberty. Overall, Path has become more strict,
and I don't think it's just the strain of politics. A few days ago I lost my
temper, and he bent me over his desk and whacked me with a belt. Before last
year he wouldn't have done that. After, when we made up, he said he was
determined to stay in control, and not to let me slip into adolescent
sullenness. He gave me three chapters of astronavigation to take my mind off
myself.
Now
that the markets are settling down, I dabble in stocks again through my nets.
Mom knows about it, and promises not to tell Path.
It's
funny how things work out. Objectively speaking - Path says I overuse that
phrase, and I ought to think of another - I'm still rather upset. You helped a
lot, even though I see you less often. Thanks for your home number; it gives me
a nice feeling of security.
It's
kind of fun being just a joeykid again. But at night, in bed, I think about how
our lives were wrenched apart. That's when I try hard not to rev. Was the
rebellion my fault? Was I responsible for Jared, and the terrible work of the
lasers? You and Path say absolutely not, I'm just a child and mustn't blame
myself.
I think
they're wrong, but we'll see. Maybe I can escape the blame I feel. I'm not sure
yet.
Filmatleven.
Philip
Tyre Seafort