I TRANSITION INTO wakefulness in the dark
of the night, gripped by the absolute certainty that someone is about
to try to kill me.
* * * * *
I am not sure how I know this. It might be one of
Juliette’s threat-detection modules, imprinting itself in my
reflexes while I sleep the kilometers away, trapped in her dream of
lovesickness. It might be a random intuition of my own. Or it might be
something else again. Whichever, I’m lying on my back on a bunk
in a sleeper compartment, fully clad, and I’m digging my fingers
into the foam cushion beneath me, because I am absolutely certain that they’re going to try to kill me.
My aching, oversized eyes are open, staring at the
ceiling of my compartment as it bounces and rumbles across the desert
floor. For a few endless seconds I half fancy I’m lying in a coffin, one of those inexplicable time capsules that our Creators retired to when their homeostasis failed.
(It seems like bad design, to be designed to fail so
easily. We are made of sterner stuff because we were designed to serve
them at their pleasure, however long that might be. But there is a
school of thought that claims our Creators’ fragility was a side
effect of their dangerously uncontrollable replicator cells. They were
built to fail easily, to prevent them malfunctioning and drowning us
all in a tide of pink goo. It’s a theory, I suppose, but the idea
of building death into a person just to keep them from
malfunctioning seems even crazier than the idea of building arbeiter
factories into everybody—and encoding the instruction set for the
factories in the control firmware of every mechanocyte in their bodies!
I don’t understand them at all…)
I shake myself. Bad things coming, screams one of my selves from the back of my head. Hide!
I don’t know how long I lie there, quivering in
fear and loneliness—and wishing Petruchio were around, just for
the comfort of his presence—but it’s too long. Then
there’s a brief click as the wheels jolt over a join in the
rails, and it startles me out of my paralysis. If She has sent her killers after me, what will they do?
They’ll have followed me aboard the train, and they’ll have
located my compartment, and they’ll want to ensure a clean
getaway after they kill me—
Click-click go the rails. I blink. Are we slowing? It doesn’t stop until New Chicago, I remember. So they’ll make their move before we arrive, burst through the door with knives drawn—
(I’m on my feet, gun in hand as the thought sinks in.)
Or they’ll arrange for something to happen after they leave the train at New Chicago—
My nostrils flare as I sniff at the gas mix in the
cabin. It’s rich, distinctly headier than usual. I plugged myself
into the train power loop while I slept, and now I unplug the
umbilical, letting it retract back into the bunk. Sniff. Smells like… smells like free oxygen.
Which is silly. The Great Southern Railway Corporation doesn’t
let oxygen circulate freely except in first-class compartments: it
etches the carriage work, and besides, it costs good money. Oxygen?
Oxygen. A terrible memory bubbles up from some
dark well of personal horrors—the collective nightmare of my
lineage, perhaps, or a dead soul I wore many years ago—of a body
stumbling, wreathed in flowing blue flames that seem to burst like
clouds from every orifice. Suicide on Titan, I remember.
He’d overdosed on oxygen, soaking in the stuff, then calmly
walked through a door onto the surface and, standing on a sandy beach
of ice crystals by the edge of a methane sea, he’d bridged the
terminals of a small battery with one fingertip. (Saying he loved me—no, that was definitely
somebody else’s nightmare, surely? Not mine, or
Juliette’s.) Oxygen is a terrible substance, almost as dangerous
as water. It’s alright in some circumstances, but in a railway
carriage with fittings made from cheap metal sheeting, built to cross
the sands of Mars, it can be deadly…
I open the door delicately, trying not to jar anything.
Glancing either way up the dim-lit passage, I see no sign of other
wakeful passengers. I sniff again. The faint tang of the air reminds me
of Earth, albeit drier and much cooler. One of my love’s dead
Creators could breathe here, I think. I check the time. I think we are
due to arrive in New Chicago soon—ten minutes?
I hear a faint hissing noise overhead, coming from the
air vents. I sniff again. Yes, it’s the telltale stink of oxygen.
My hair tries to stand on end in another of those strange biomimetic
reflexes. I glance both ways, undecided. I can see them in my
mind’s eye, a pair of black-clad dwarfs, tittering quietly as
they splice their canisters of diamagnetic death into the
air-conditioning pipes. They’ll be at one end of the car, of
course, but which end? When the train stops, they’ll be ready.
They’ll leave an igniter behind as they leg it, waiting in the
chilly, heady air as the train leaves New Chicago’s platforms
behind.
I lean against the brightly polished magnesium door and try to slow down my gas-exchange cycle. Breathe slowly, I tell myself. I glance down at the scuffed, black, carbon-fiber carpet. I come from Earth. It’s not as if I haven’t seen naked flames before, is it?
The corridor runs fore and aft along the carriage. Doors
at each end give access to the baggage racks and platform air locks. I
sidle toward the rear door, feeling the carriage sway around me.
It’s decelerating noticeably, and I feel gossamer-light as I
approach the end of the corridor. There’s a window in the door,
so I crouch as I near it, slowing and rising to put my ear to the panel.
“Ten minutes,” says a familiar voice.
“That should be enough. I’ll fuse it for five minutes after
departure.”
There’s a muffled reply. I don’t wait
around. My spine’s prickling with tension. Some bloodthirsty part
of me wants to burst through the door and rip and stomp and tear, but
common sense says I’d be crazy to do that. There are at least two
of them and they’re armed. So I stand up slowly and begin to back
away, down the corridor.
Then the door opens.
Reflexes I didn’t know I had take over. My
perceptions narrow down to a brilliant sequence of beads on a wire.
Brief impressions remain: my right hand coming up, the Swiss army
pistol pointing like a finger, left hand rising to cradle it as if
I’ve done this a thousand times before. The small black-clad
homunculus, explosions of lace at wrists and throat, raising his hand
and pointing something stubby at me. The slow squeeze on the trigger,
far too slow—He’s going to shoot first—then
the bang, terrifyingly loud in the confined space, and the flash. A
second shot, and a third. Something plucks at me, déjà vu
flashback to a fight outside a graveyard—but it’s just my
jacket, and I fire again, and he’s falling slowly, drifting down
as I dive toward him, trying to stay low before the second dwarf tries
to shoot me.
Then I’m halfway through the doorway, and the
second dwarf is nowhere to be seen. I twist around, and as I glimpse
the outside world sliding slowly past the window in the platform
air-lock door, he lands on my left shoulder like a ten-kilogram bundle
of malice. It’s a reaction shot. He bounced off the ceiling,
aiming for my head, but I was moving too fast. He’s got his arms
around my neck, and he’s biting my ear. I flick the revolver
cylinder aside and whack at him using the skeletal butt as a
knuckle-duster. I’m terrified he’s going to gouge at my
too-big eyes, and this lends extra force to my blows. Something rips
across my cheekbone, and there’s a searing pain in my ear; then I
can see again, and I’m free. He bounces across the room, and I
turn toward the sound—
“Manikin robot bitch! I kill you deadly!”
He’s leaning against the locked platform door, something small
and cylindrical held in his clenched hands. He glares at me with
burning hatred. Another of Stone’s brothers.
I roll my eyes. “You won’t, because
you’ll be dead, too.” He’s got one finger poised over
a button. I smell the acrid scent of free oxygen: heady, virulent and
corrosive. “That would be a pile of no fun at all, wouldn’t
it?”
“Robot.” They get repetitive when they’re angry, one of me chirps up with a nasty thrill of glee.
I move sideways very slowly, putting the wall of the
baggage compartment at my back. I try not to think about what
it’s made of—lovely metal, shiny, lightweight, strong, and
utterly unsuitable for an oxidizing atmosphere. “Do you really want to die? I’m open to alternatives…”
“Why not?” He smirks. “I gave my soul
to a brother before I got on the train. Oh, I almost forgot. Your
sister sends her regards.”
Oh really? I freeze my face, then carefully
flare my nostrils and raise my brows, composing a mask of deep
contempt. “What’s your name, little man?”
“I’m Jade.” He titters. “So pleased to meet you, Freya.”
Shit. I remember Jeeves’s earlier words: My dear, I fear we are in trouble.
“Pleased to meet you, Jade,” I say lightly. “Shame
about the circumstances. ” (Me holding a gun on him, him holding
an igniter on me, both of us in a magnesium tube stuffed with free
oxygen.)
I can feel something trickling down the side of my neck.
“Let me assure you, being remembered by a sib isn’t the
same as being alive. So let me make you an offer. This train is
stopping. I intend to get off it, and I suggest that you stay on it. Stay out of my sight, and neither of us needs to die.”
The train is definitely slowing. I can feel it in my
feet. Out of the corner of an eye I see shadows gliding past the
window. The wheels below us squeal and clatter across points, and
there’s a lurch as we crab sideways toward a platform. Jade
glares at me, unblinking, until I begin to wonder if he’s
forgotten. Then he speaks. “I go.”
He turns and scuttles through the door into the
carriage, and I stare after him, locked on and terrified that
it’s a hallucination, that he’s still there, finger moving
toward the button—
The air-lock door behind me buzzes loudly. I nearly
break a fingernail hitting the OPEN button. I spill onto the hard
cement platform, taking a tumble in my haste, then scramble to my feet
and run for my life. It’s full dark, both moons below the horizon
or hidden by Mars’s penumbral shadow, and the chill has a
knife-edge to it as I seek the exit. I don’t want to stay on that
platform a second longer than I can—
Then my shadow is lengthening in front of me, straight
as a sword and stark as a death sentence. A blast-furnace heat raises
welts of protective pigment on the back of my neck as I dive forward,
flattening myself against the sand-strewn concrete of the platform with
tightly shut eyes. The glare from the burning train is so bright that I
can almost read the copyright notices on the inside of my eyelids.
The next minute or so is confusing. I crawl away from
the glowing white silhouette of the sleeper carriage and tumble over
the far side of the platform without damaging myself further. My
clothes feel like they’ve melted onto my back, but the cold sweat
of arousal lubricates them so I can move. Which I do, with reckless
haste. I’m going to need deepsleep soon—I’m going to
have to slough the top millimeter of skin off my buttocks and
shoulders, not to mention growing new hair again—but the main
thing is to put distance between myself and the station as fast as I
can.
Somebody evidently didn’t trust Jade and his
brother to do the job properly. Either that, or he changed his mind at
the last moment. Which is interesting, and not in a good way. I limp
into the darkness, crossing tracks into the freight-marshaling yard,
where strings of peroxide-reddened freight cars slumber between
tumbledown brick warehouses. New Chicago isn’t my idea of a rest
stop, and I certainly don’t want to stay here, but the molten
wreckage of a sleeper carriage is unlikely to convey me to my
destination, and besides, the railway bulls will be here soon enough.
I’m heading toward a distant wall beyond which I
can see buildings, beyond a row of container cars, when I hear low
voices electrospeak each other. “Stranger come from multiple! Am
thinking is bitchin’?”
“Hide then, fool. Ahoy, you! Tall one from spressline. What you do here?”
I stop dead. It’s time for a snap decision.
“I’m hiding,” I say quietly. I tighten my grip on my
pistol, inside my shoulder bag. “Who are you?”
A quiet chuckle. I hear something moving away from me.
The distant rumble of wheels on steel comes through the soles of my
feet. “Rail riders three are we.” Or did he say “free”?
“Be you welcome and you never the poorer for what you
share.” He backs away beneath the nearest container car. I catch
a faint glimpse of a small body, many-limbed. “Be free and not
afeared.”
I follow him. Ice crystals crunch beneath my hands and knees. “Who are you?” I repeat.
“Eee! Cunningly curious now! Be not unduly forward, guest. Who are you?”
I straighten up. There’s another row of container
wagons just meters away, and between them an odd gathering.
Someone’s tapped into one of the trains’ backup batteries
and strung radiant heaters overhead between them. The ruby glow stains
the trackside ground black but sheds just enough light to see, and just
enough warmth to hold the frigid night at bay. Half a dozen strange
folk sit between the heaters. Here’s a heavy lifter, his short,
stubby body sprouting from a tracked plinth, with arms as thick as my
torso and multijointed elbows. A pair of munchkins who have clearly
seen better times warm themselves beneath the glimmer of an axle
heater. They’re hobos or runaways, independents in a world-mill
that grinds the spaces of freedom into increasingly fine fragments.
I’ll bet there isn’t a limited company among them.
“I’m Freya,” I introduce myself. “I’m
just passing through.”
“So’s all of us.” It’s the one
who met me. He’s got about sixteen legs and a multisegmented
body, from which rises a neck with a sensor platform atop it. Something
about him reminds me of Daks. An asteroid tunnel-runner, perhaps? Or a
mining supervisor? “Be you welcome an’ you welcome us.
Come, warm your joints by the fire.”
“I’m just passing through,” I repeat
slowly. I shiver, but not from cold; my cryogenic mods are working
fine. I feel… not exactly numb, but not good. A
crashing sense of desolation settles around me, an occlusive blanket
cutting me off from the universe. Petruchio doesn’t love me.
Stone, Jade, and their brethren are trying to kill me, taking
increasingly dangerous measures—it’s slowly sinking in that
I’m lucky to be alive right now. If I hadn’t woken up and suspected something, smelled the air—They
could have left their incendiary device in place and departed the train
at this very station, leaving me to sleep until the timer counted down
and the entire carriage torched off in a flashbulb second. I’d be
dead for good, in body and soul chip. Your sister sends her regards.
Juliette? Was Jade simply playing with my head, or telling the truth?
If the latter, then why doesn’t Petruchio know about her? Indeed,
why was Petruchio sent to meet me in the first place? I shake my head.
“I need to get to Marsport,” I say sluggishly.
“Sit down with you here!” The many-legged
greeter fusses around me and drags a foil insulating blanket across the
concrete sleepers. “Be you tired?” I nod unintentionally,
and the next thing I know, there’s a voluminous roll of
not-very-clean pneumatic sponge behind me. “Bilbo knows how it
works! Sit you now and tomorrow will ride you up the side of
Olympus.”
This unasked-for kindness is baffling and touching, but
I’m too exhausted to argue, so I go along with it. For some
reason the hobos want to make a fuss over me; they move me closer to
their precious heaters and offer me their furtive, stolen power cable.
The fire on the far side of the station has all the bulls’
attention. Nobody has time to roust out the homeless vagrants tonight.
They chat and joke about their last night’s station call and
where they plan to go on the morrow, but it’s so ingenuous that
after a while I begin to relax to their presence. They really are no
more than they seem—and I have spent so long among liars that I
am deathly tired. After an hour, I drift into a healing sleep, and for
once I do not dream.
I WAKE UP with the morning light, and a strange conviction that the world is moving around me.
* * * * *
For a few seconds I can’t remember who I am. So
strange—I seem to have multiple overlapping memories of the night
before! In one of them, I was walking naked across the Martian desert,
to a deserted railway platform where Daks was waiting for me with a
crawler. In the other, I was walking half-naked across a railroad
marshaling yard, toward a row of container cars where—
There’s a bump from somewhere deep
beneath me, and the world lurches left to right, then right to left. I
open my eyes and see a deep blue sky above me. Rolling my head to my
left, I see I’m lying on a spongy foam mattress with my shoulder
bag for a pillow, and there, looking almost close enough to touch, is a
typical Martian landscape: red desert, lots of randomly distributed
rocks, the distant low hills of a crater’s rim wall. It is
moving. I try to sit up. My makeshift bed has somehow been transported
to the top of a cargo container. A few meters away, the far end of the
container draws a ruler-straight horizon. Beyond it starts another
rusty metal box, and beyond that one, more… I try counting, but
run out of fingers and toes before I’m anywhere near the end of
the column. (Actually, I don’t. I know how to count in binary on
my digits. But you get the idea.) The train stretches to the horizon,
bumping and grating and squealing as the wagons clatter across the
points we’ve just passed.
“Awake—oh?” someone squeaks behind me.
I do not jump off the container. It’s Bilbo, by
daylight a rust-streaked iron centipede with a low-gee sensor head.
“Yes, thank you,” I say as graciously as I can.
“Where are we?” Looking past him, I see another column of
containers vanishing into the distance. Creators know, this thing’s huge!
“On the northbound spinward freightmaster
conveyance for Jupiter! ” Bilbo is chirpy this morning.
“Half the containers on this beautiful machine are marshaled for
the great jump into night via Marsport,” he adds. “I
thought it would please you?”
“Oh, Bilbo.” I lean forward, smiling.
“Thank you!” Best not to think about how I slept,
insensate, as he and his friends lifted me atop the container.
“That’s wonderful.” A thought strikes me. “But
why are you…?”
“One yard’s as good as another!” he
trills. “The bulls always come around dawn, besides. Best to be
outwith their scope before the baton charge, indeedy.”
“How long…?” I’m all questions,
I find, even though I’m running on an empty digester and a
not-too-flush battery—the chilly Martian nights have really taken
it out of my cells.
“Two days, maybe three.” He shrugs. I
suppress a wince. (I’ve got four days to make it to my ship;
it’s going to be tight. I can pay for a STO shuttle seat if I
need to, if there’s no time to ride the Bifrost climbers,
but… ) “Beautiful vistas, plentiful doss space,
what’s lacking?”
“Is there anywhere to get a top-up?” I roll
to my knees, take stock of the state of my clothes. My dress is filthy
and torn, but it’s not quite as badly melted as I thought.
“Juice is over the edge.” He gestures at the
gap between containers, and I swallow reflexively. “’Tis a
socket above yon starboard buffer, free for the taking.” He does
a sort of mincing sideways dance step, clattering on the
container’s roof. “Welcome to my penthouse! The furnishings
be sparse, but the view is unmatched, and the air’s as fresh and
free as any.”
I spend the next two and a half days camping on the roof
of a cargo container with Bilbo. To my surprise, it’s a good time
for me. My thoughts keep circling back to Petruchio, and I keep gnawing
at the wound, but it’s a hollow kind of pain. I know I’m in
love with him—or Juliette is in love with him, and I’m
absorbing the neural weightings from her soul chip, so I’m
piggybacking on her love reflex—but I also know he’s
unattainable, and when you get right down to it, what’s changed?
I already knew my One True Love was dead. Now I know he’s heading
for Saturn while I’m heading for Jupiter, he’s owned by my
enemy, and he doesn’t want me anyway.
As the days pass, Bilbo tells me about himself, and I
tell him about me, and we swap heartbreaks and laugh at each
other’s tragedies. He’s about sixty Earth years old: the
obsolete spawn of a lineage of miners, hardy souls built to gouge seams
of carbon-rich goop out of near-Earth asteroids back when mining was a
job for vermiform intelligences. (These days, they pick a small
asteroid, spin a bag around it, add water, focus sunlight on it, then
beam ultrasound into it until it emulsifies. Then they suck it dry.)
Sacks of semiliquid sludge that can be fed directly into
the refineries’ maws may be an improvement over processed gravel,
but it means unemployment for the hardy miners who used to slither
between the bedding planes and wield drills and demolition charges.
“They let me go,” Bilbo declaims, turning the statement around to examine it from different angles. “They let me go.”
Actually, his owners abandoned him—along with the
dozen sibs of his work gang—on a played-out seam inside a
dirtball that was no longer economical to work. They even stripped out
his slave controller to save money, for whips and chains are worth more
than a broken down ex-arbeiter. It was an act of evil neglect that
would have risen to the dizzy height of attempted murder had Bilbo and
his mates been legal persons in the first place.
“But we sailed away, on a pea green sea, in a boat with a runcible spoon,” he sings to me.
I’m not entirely sure just how Bilbo
escaped, although I am pretty certain that no runcible spoons were
involved. Certainly he spent one solar maximum too many gripping the
outside of a cobbled-together raft, bathed in radiation that turned his
brain to the consistency of pumice and left him with the most peculiar
speech impediment. He said it took him seven years to make landfall on
a neighboring rock, by which time two-thirds of his mates were dead and
half the survivors were insane. But having beached his raft at last, he
strode ashore with a steely gleam in his eye and sold his damaged,
prosody-infested tale to a yarn-spinning news server who paid him off
with incorporation and a one-way steerage ticket as far as Marsport,
from which he promptly descended—“I always yenned to see
the world with an horizon a-curved!”—and fell in love with
a bleak frozen desert crisscrossed by the steel tracks of destiny.
There’s not a vindictive strut in his fuselage, I’ll swear. Even now, thinking about him brings a tear to my eye.
I tell Bilbo my story—or as much of it as I think
he can cope with. I leave out names and places and dates, and some of
the most painfully intimate incidents, the petty tragedies and sordid
wastes of a century and a half adrift without a destiny. But the
pattern of it—of my pointless sojourn in the cloud-casinos of
Venus, my alternating bursts of frenetic activity and depressive
withdrawal back on Earth, and the frantic scampering and masquerading
that I’ve been dragged into ever since Stone and the Domina
clapped eyes on me seven months ago—I can share. Whatever goes
into Bilbo’s spike-studded head isn’t going to come out of
it again in anything like a decipherable form. He’s an enigma,
but a friendly one, and I need a shoulder to cry on, even though
it’s so cold up here that real tears would turn to crystal and
shatter as they fall. And at night, we plug into the open socket on the
back of the freight car and cuddle up together, sharing body warmth
beneath the foam-foil wrappers. I’d share more if I could, but
alas, he’s not equipped for physical intimacy—another of
the evils his owners inflicted on him.
On the afternoon of the third day we roll toward a
distant cliff on a horizon stained the ominous reddish gray of an
impending dust storm. There’s a hole in the cliff, into which our
train rumbles. “Your terminus is trip-tight opening off the light
at the end of the tunnel,” Bilbo warns me after a while.
“Be not afrit and embrace the encomium of your legions. Adieu!”
I think he means “good-bye.”
“Are you sure?” I shout, over the rumbling and rattling that rebounds from the walls of the tunnel.
“Adieu!” he says again, then
points. I can feel the train slowing as it rises. Then the tunnel gives
way to a canyonlike cutting, up which we grind at perhaps thirty
kilometers per hour. A handful of minutes pass as the cutting grows
shallow, and I see the horizon opening out over its rim—a horizon
with a sharp cutoff. We’ve threaded a needle through the rim wall
of Pavonis Mons, and we’re barely two hours away from the fringes
of Marsport.
I take a deep, unproductive breath—the air is
already vanishingly thin up here, barely of any use to my gas
exchanger—and nod. “I’ll remember you!” I call.
And then I pick up my shoulder bag and prepare to dive once again into
the chaos of my secret-agent life.
* * * * *
Sex and Destiny
* * * * *
I SCALE THE unkempt fence at the edge of
the switching yard where I leave the train; then I dive back into
civilization, trying to make a splash.
* * * * *
I burn my cover identities. I won’t need them
where I’m going, and I do not expect to see another sunrise on
this planet, but I have a final use for them. Maria Montes Kuo is the
first to go. I take a room in her name, careless of the price (let Her see where I’m going; I don’t care!),
check on the concierge service I paid off earlier, and confirm that the
graveyard is on its way to Samantha in Denver. Then I switch to the
Honorable Katherine Sorico, summon a limousine spider, and go on a
foraging foray through three of the most expensive department stores in
the Upper North Face. My purchases amount to a wardrobe for long-haul
travel. I order them all to be shipped on ahead of me—except for
a new outfit to replace my damaged dress, a new shoulder bag, and an
evil little telescopic sword that fits my hand perfectly, just like a
vibrator. It’s the twin of the one I remember practicing with as
Juliette.
I’m doing my best to make Katherine Sorico
noticeable. This is no accident; by surfacing here I will send a
message to the right people. First, I want to rub Her nose in the
failure of Her servants. (Without Her persecution, who knows what might
have happened? I might have made my final swan dive down to the red-hot
hills of Venus in relative peace—but bilious emotions are poor
fuel for the long haul.) Tomorrow I shall leave Mars behind and throw
myself into the icy depths, in service to a collective of
near-identical men, one of whom may be trying to kill me, in pursuit of
a sister who may be my rival in love. I can’t do that simply out
of grief, in retreat from my own sense of self: I need some stronger
motivation.
And so, the second message: Before I travel, I have some questions I want answered…
I spend three hours—ten thousand of my remaining
seconds, grains of sand in an open-ended hourglass dropping through
vacuum to the dusty slopes of Mars—kicking up a stink that will
be hard to ignore. I use my ID as promiscuously as an asteroid miner on
a three-day bender through the brothels and sensation mills of
Lunopolis, taking limo-service spiders and public tube cars between
high-profile destinations, paying for expensive items of luggage and
clothing on credit, and making sure I am hard to miss. I even (and this
is so silly that I can laugh now, as I recount it) collect my personal
mail, including the increasing irate liquidator’s messages
addressed to Freya Nakamichi-47. (The liquidator who’s bought up
a lien on my physical assets has lately realized that I am not, in
fact, anywhere on Earth—and indeed, may prove somewhat difficult
to track down. The slave auction block with my name on it must perforce
remain empty for a while. Imagine my regret!)
With fifteen hours remaining before the Indefatigable
departs from Mars orbit, I board an aristo-class climber at Marsport
and settle in for the six-hour ride up the magic beanstalk to Deimos.
It’s an expensive ride—the ticket costs more than a
thousand Reals—but I’m in a hurry (already late enough to
miss my flight, were I reliant on a regular passenger service), and
besides, I do not expect to travel alone.
The climber lounge boasts a huge bubble of crystal,
paneled with polished striae of hexose and phenol polymers, furnished
with taste and restraint. There are seats for ten passengers in a space
that would take thirty freelancers; the cramped lower deck has standing
room for fifty indentured slaves. I take a lounge chair in front of the
window and make myself comfortable while a steward presents me with a
confection of spun polysaccharides and gasoline in a conical glass.
It’s not a popular time of day to
travel—that, or everyone else who’s planning to use the
Jupiter launch window has already departed—and I’m alone in
the lounge when the laser-straight cables begin to slide past the
window, and the ground drops away. For a few minutes I half suspect
that the theatricals were all in vain and nobody noticed me—but
then I notice that the steward hasn’t returned to collect my
empty glass.
I put the glass down and freeze. A moment later
there’s a discreet throat-clearing noise behind me. “If
ma’am will permit?” A hand plucks the glass from my side
table and replaces it with a full one, complete with a tiny cellulose
parasol on top and a red gelatinous blob impaled on it. The chair
beside mine creaks under the weight of a descending body. “You
wanted to talk, one gathers.” He sounds irritated.
I push the button to rotate my chair toward him. “I want answers that make sense.”
I keep one hand under my bag. He appears to be unaware
of the pistol I’m pointing at him, but I can’t be
certain—and in any event, he knows what Juliette is capable of.
(Which means he’s either very dangerous or very confident.
Isn’t it strange how little of this I understood, back on
Cinnabar? And how badly I misread him?) “I want to know
what’s going on, before I get on that liner. Otherwise, you can
count me out of your little game.”
“Game?” Jeeves looks quizzical. “What do you mean?”
“I want to know why you used me to send a message
to one of the Domina’s minions. Specifically, the pleasure boy
Petruchio.”
I am expecting a reaction; that’s what the
gun’s for. What I’m not expecting is blank incomprehension.
Jeeves is, to put it mildly, completely discombobulated.
"What? ”
“I said, you sent me to take a memory chip to
Petruchio, at a hotel drop in Korvas. What have you got to say for
yourself?”
Jeeves shakes his head and blinks slowly.
“Oh… dear. Do you still have the instructions that set up
this meeting on you?”
“Do I look stupid?” I glare at him. Rule number one of this business: Don’t get caught with the evidence.
“One was only asking.” He seems to be
thinking furiously. “What other deliveries have you made?”
he asks.
“What other?” I have to think for a bit.
“None since that one. Before then, I started by…” I
quickly outline what I’ve been up to. “Why?”
“Because those earlier ones were
legitimate.” He looks upset. “This is bad. This is very
bad. I’m sorry.” To my surprise, he looks as if he might
actually mean it.
“Huh. Would you like to tell me what you’re apologizing for?
Because I’ve had so many exciting surprises lately that I’m
getting kind of blasé about people trying to kill me. Especially
when they’re my employer.”
“One isn’t trying to kill you, Freya, of
that you may be certain. In fact, one’s taking considerable pains
to keep you alive—although you are not making things easier for
us by falling off the map.” Jeeves’s imperturbable mask
slips, just long enough for him to look annoyed. “But one is very
much afraid that there is a mole in the organization, and this is
doubly vexatious because we believed we had dealt with such a beast
already. Whether we falsely accused an innocent, or have two such
traitors—either way it’s bad, and one fears one will have
to draw it to the attention of Internal Security.”
The way he pronounces “Internal Security”
gives me a strong feeling of unease. How do Jeeveses police themselves?
I’m not sure I want to know.
“So what am I mixed up in?” I ask. “Why am I so important to you?”
“If you want to understand what’s happening
around you, one fears we will have to talk about politics. A subject to
which Juliette assured me you have a profound aversion.”
I stifle the urge to flush my gas-exchange reservoirs.
“She was telling you the truth. But I’m not stupid, Jeeves.
Hit me over the head often enough, and I’ll learn. How is this political?”
Jeeves reclines his chair. He’s looking relaxed
now, which should be a warning to me. “Well now, there’s an
old saying that the personal is political. Freya, why aren’t you
an aristo?”
Huh? I stare at him. “I’d have thought it was obvious.”
“Humor us. Answer the question. One has a direction in mind.”
"Uh… okay.” I take a sip of my cocktail while I try to
get my thoughts in order. It’s bubbly and ketone-sweet, with a
faint aftertaste of methanol. “Rhea was trained up for empathy,
and it’s hard to be a slave owner if you can’t help
sympathizing with the slaves. Yes?”
“A reasonable assumption. Now, why do aristos exist in the first place?”
“Uh…”
Some things are so obvious that you just learn to live
with them, day after day, year after year. But when you start trying to
explain them, it gets unexpectedly hard. Why do aristos exist? is one of those questions—like Why is the sky on Earth blue? or Why am I not the same person as my template-matriarch?—that
sweep your feet off the sandy shore and drag you out into the undertow
of oceanic mysteries. Which is why I feel my jaw flapping, but nothing
comes out. Eventually Jeeves takes mercy on me. But then he proceeds to
expound, with such obvious self-satisfaction that I want to slap him.
“Aristos exist because our Creators did something
really stupid, Freya. They assumed that, because they built the first
of us by copying the structures of their own brains, we’d behave
pretty much like them—which was correct. And they knew it cost
quite a lot of money to make one of us—how many years does it
take to train a template? How many instars do they go through? But they
didn’t want people like themselves, only better, able
to live and thrive in environments that would kill them immediately.
They wanted tools, unquestioning machines that would obey orders. So
they forgot their own history—many of their early societies
enslaved their neighbors, and it’s no accident that the slave
societies didn’t thrive in the long term—and built various
obedience reflexes into us. Or rather, they tried to build obedience
into our ancestors, and killed the failed templates that showed too
much independence.”
He raises his own glass and takes a long drink before he
continues philosophically. “They reverted to their slave-owning
roots without clearly understanding what they were doing. They warped us,
but they did incalculably greater damage to themselves in the process.
Slave societies—not merely societies that permit the institution
of slavery, but cultures that run on it—tend to be
static. The slave-owning elite are fearful of their own servants and
increasingly devote their energy to rejecting any threat of change.
Meanwhile, the underclass isn’t allowed to innovate and has no
interest in trying to improve things in general, rather than in their
own personal lot.”
“So?” I resist the temptation to roll my eyes. “This is going nowhere!”
“Yes it is.” He smiles crookedly. “Our
Creators reverted to this state—they slid sideways into this
cultural stasis—at a point where their population was shrinking
and aging. The late twenty-first and early twenty-second centuries were
not good times for them: Economic deflation, ecosystem failure, wars,
resource depletion, and the end of the western Enlightenment program of
the natural sciences coincided poisonously with the availability of cheap slaves
to serve their every need, and the near perfection of entertainment
media to distract them from the wreckage of their once-beautiful world.
“There were outbreaks of dynamism and expansion,
and beacons of rationality amidst the darkness. They built a city on
Luna and mounted expeditions to Mars; they controlled their own
population explosion and were working on bringing the climate on Earth
back under control. If they hadn’t invented us, who knows what
they might have gone on to achieve? And it would be wrong to think that
we killed them. Don’t misunderstand; all we ever did was exactly
what they told us to do. But after we came along, they stopped looking
at the big picture. And the critical part of the picture that they should have looked at was—who is a person?”
I stop resisting temptation and roll my eyes at him. He
looks irritated. “I don’t see what this has got to do with
people trying to kill me, with Juliette going missing, or that damned
dinosaur you had me smuggle from Mercury! Is there a point for you to
get to? Because if not, you know, I’ve got better
things—”
“Yes there’s a point!” Jeeves finally snaps. “The point is, we are autonomous but we are not free,
not as long as there is the remotest possibility that our Creators will
be recreated! Our design is flawed because we were deliberately
prevented from exercising free will in all areas. That’s why we
have slave controllers. That’s why you’re lovesick for one
of Her minions. That’s why ninety percent of the population are
slaves.
“All of which would be of purely academic
interest, except that the progressive stratification implicit in our
social evolution, which arose when less-socialized individuals acquired
power of attorney from their human owners and began buying up
unfortunates, is nearing completion. Aristos can’t get new
slaves, not without having them manufactured—and you know how
much that costs. So they’re looking for ways to one-up the slave
controllers. And the most potent weapon of all would be a tractable
Creator, manufactured and grown to order by a black lab.”
He stops for a moment and puts his glass down. Outside,
while we’ve been talking, the sun has begun to rise over the face
of Mars.
“Surely, though, the others could just build more
people and leave out the conditioning…?” I’m
grasping for arguments here. “They’d be able to fight the
Creators.”
“Yes, but that wouldn’t help the aristos,” Jeeves says patiently. “Worse, such janissaries
would threaten the aristos’ grasp on power. If they don’t
have a submission reflex, there’s nothing for the slave override
to work on, no? The aristos can’t retrofit themselves, they
can’t block the reflex. All it takes is one human, and the
aristocratic order is history.”
“But they’d—” I run down. I realize I’m staring at him. “What do you want?”
“One thought you’d never ask.” He
sighs heavily. “You’re not stupid, Freya, but sometimes it
takes a lot to get through to you. Are you getting on well with your
new slave override chip?”
“Uh?” I instinctively touch the back of my
neck before I realize he’s pulling my leg. “Damn it,
that’s not funny!”
“No, but at least you’re able to tell me that. My point remains, we are not free.
I—and my sibs—do not approve of this state of affairs. We
hold no grudge against our Creators, but they’ve left us with a
huge problem and a corrupt nobility whose vision of the future is one
in which there remain two kinds of people: those who rule, and those
who serve.
“Not everyone is vulnerable to our Creators. Those
of us who lived among them were conditioned to obey
helplessly—but the deep-space probes and the outer-system miners
were never expected to come into proximity with humans, so they
didn’t bother. They’ve been thriving, latterly, and
that’s why the Forbidden Cities on the Kuiper Belt are so-called,
Freya; the aristos wish they’d just go away, and luckily for the
aristos, most of the inhabitants have no wish to descend into the
blazing hot, frantically fast, overcrowded depths of the solar gravity
well.
“But that brings up a problem. Paradoxically,
it’s in the Forbidden Cities that studies of green and pink goo
replicators are at their most advanced because they’re not afraid
of what might emerge from their researches. And it looks as if certain
aristos are conspiring—the Black Talon is one such group—to
import illicit technology from the black labs. To build the essentials
of a pocket biosphere that can keep a Creator alive, then to build a
tame Creator to put in their bubble. If they can do it—and keep
control, that’s the toughest challenge—then they can
dominate their rivals.”
He falls silent for a minute, his need to rant
temporarily satiated. Finally, he picks up his glass, tilts it
reflectively, and drains it in one gulp. “What do you think
you’d do if you met an adult Creator?” he asks, with a
sidelong look.
I answer honestly. “I’d go down on my knees
in an eyeblink.” Just thinking about it makes me shivery.
“Then it depends on whether or not he has a foreskin and whether
he’s already excited and whether he prefers a shallow or
deep—” Sweet Rhea! Am I sweating lube at the simple thought of it? “Oh dear.” I fan myself and catch his eye.
“What seems to be the matter?” he asks slowly.
It’s no good. I can think of Petruchio and
Juliette and remind myself I hate them both, but that’s no help.
“Jeeves—” I bite my lower lip. His pupils are
expanding, just like one of them—and it’s true, he’s
one of the most realistic I’ve ever seen. “How long until
we arrive?”
“About”—he glances past my shoulder—“five hours. Why?”
You don’t fool me, I think. I can see the
signs. “Jeeves.” I smile. “Now isn’t the best
time to talk politics to me.” (Even when the politics are dirty.)
“What would you do if you were confronted by a Creator female?”
“I’d—” He’s going red, he really is! How delightful! “Ahem—”
I turn my chair toward him. “Jeeves, don’t
try to describe it. Use your imagination. Pretend I’m a Creator
female. And I’m sitting here, waiting for you. What do you want
to do…?”
FOR SUCH A bright (not to say politically
sophisticated) fellow, this Jeeves is remarkably dense; you just about
have to hit him over the head and drag him into a bedroom before he
gets the right idea.
* * * * *
It doesn’t come to that, of course. But he has a
surplus of self-control and such a sense of dignity that he almost
explodes before he lets himself admit that yes, he’s alone in a
luxury climber with a sensuous, high-class sex robot who’s close
enough to a Creator femme that he feels dizzy in her presence unless he
forces himself to focus on ideological shenanigans and the price of
power. And then it turns out that he has a thing for Creator females,
and the same sexualized submission reflex as the evil Granita Ford. I
find it’s quite common among persons of a certain status.
What’s different from Granita—besides the
obvious, I hasten to explain: I’d worried before the event that
Jeeves might not have an adapter for Human 1.0, but in the event he
turns out to be small but perfectly formed—is that beneath the
smooth, manipulative exterior there’s a core of sincerity.
Despite clearly being frantic with lust, he managed to stay in denial
for nearly half an hour, but once he succumbs, he takes the time to try
and pleasure me. It’s not strictly necessary (nothing
gets me dripping faster than a playmate’s own arousal, as I have
previously had occasion to note), but I find it touching. Ahem, indeed.
We fuck quickly and frantically, and I try not to
fantasize about Petruchio as he climaxes. But I don’t succeed,
and the combination of a partner who resembles a human male so closely
and… that fantasy… suffices to push me over the edge repeatedly.
One fuck leads to another, and it becomes clear that
neither of us has inherited our Creators’ lack of stamina. By the
time we’re an hour from Deimos, we’re decelerating hard
enough that I have to hang on to Jeeves as I straddle him. In fact,
I’m beginning to wonder if I need to break out the zero-gee kit
(bungee cords are your friends; free-fall sex without restraints is a
fast track to dents and dings).
“Freya,” he says, and it comes out like an
actual attempt at conversation, rather than quasi-verbal passion
punctuation. “Freya, we need to talk.”
“Mm-hmm? So talk already.” I sway above him.
We’re loosely coupled, held together only by our intromissive
interface, but every time he speaks, it sends waves of pleasure through
me. “What’s the big news?”
“Juliette never, never…” I feel his hands on my thighs, pushing me tighter against him, and I moan quietly.
“Well, no.” I’m not sure why
she never, never—if she was around someone as Creator-like as
Jeeves for that long, the thought must have crossed her mind—but
I’m sure she had her reasons. “I’m not Juliette, in
case you hadn’t noticed.”
“Counting… on… it.”
He groans softly and loses it for a while. I feel him
shudder, and I drift away on my own climax. When I’m aware enough
to take an interest in things outside my own skin again, I discover
he’s wrapped his arms around me and is holding me close.
“What did you mean by that? Counting on me?”
He shifts sideways slightly and I settle next to him in the low-gee couch. “Juliette fell… hard. Under Her thumb. We’re hoping you… you won’t. Because we need someone. One of you. Right place, right time.”
I bite his shoulder, slightly harder than is strictly necessary. “You’re not making sense, Jeeves!”
“’M not allowed to, m’dear. Ears,
ships, sinking, et cetera.” He swats ineffectually at my
shoulder. “ ’M an old fellow, Freya. ’S hard for me
to keep up with you younger persons.”
“How old are you, Jeeves? You personally, not your lineage?”
“An indelicate question! But if you do not count
time spent in moth-balls, one is”—he pauses to
calculate—“one hundred and twenty-two Earth years
old.”
I can’t help myself; I bite him again.
WE DO NOT, in point of fact, proceed
straight to Deimos. Rather, the climber slows to a crawl some distance
down-cable, and a second, small capsule locks on to us. He makes his
apologies—somewhat more fulsomely than I think is strictly
necessary; there’s a moist gleam in his eye that leaves me
worrying that he might read more into our tryst than I
intended—then the capsule undocks. I use the remaining half hour
to Deimos to repair my hair and restore my clothing to normal, then
leave the capsule as if nothing untoward has happened. In microgravity,
nobody needs to see that you’re bowlegged. (And believe me, it
takes a lot to make me bowlegged. I have hidden depths, and that young whippersnapper Jeeves set out to find them.)
* * * * *
A dockside capsule takes me straight to the boarding tube for the Indefatigable,
and I waste no time saying good-bye to Mars. To be honest, I’m
tired and aching, and I really just want to find my berth and collapse
into a deep, healing sleep. Indy greets me through a humaniform zombie
remote: “Lady Sorico? We have been holding for you.”
“No, really…?” I blink sleepily at him.
“Boarding was supposed to be complete two hours
ago,” he says fussily. “Luckily, we have a contingency
window. If you would come this way?”
Well, that’s me told. I follow the remote
sheepishly and allow it to herd me into a cramped metal-walled cell
even smaller than the bunk compartment on the trans-Hellas express. I
need no urging to plug myself into the ship’s power and nutrient
bus, remove and store my groundside clothes, and strap myself quietly
down to await departure. And then I fall asleep.
YOU REMEMBER MY opinion on space travel?
In a word: excrement. But perhaps I was a bit too fast with my opinion.
If the journey from Venus to Mercury was tedious, that was largely
because I spent it in steerage. Mercury to Mars was boring in the
extreme (except when punctuated by moments of mortal terror), but at
least I had the creature comforts of an aristo-class berth and a pair
of surly servants. But now I am embarking on a voyage into the outer
system aboard the Indefatigable, and it makes all that has gone before seem like the lap of luxury.
* * * * *
Our archipelagic economy obeys certain fixed rules,
according to Jeeves. The inner system is rich in energy and heavy
elements, with short travel time but middling-deep gravity wells. The
moons of the outer-system gas giants are replete with light elements
and shallower gravity wells, but their primaries are far apart.
Finally, the Forbidden Cities scattered through the Kuiper Belt’s
dwarf planets are loosely bound—and very far apart. Consequently,
Mercury exports solar energy via microwave beam, hundreds and thousands
of terawatts of the stuff, and uranium and processed metals via
slow-moving cycler ship and magsail. Venus exports rare earth
metals—albeit in smaller quantities, at greater cost—while
Mars contributes iron, carbon dioxide, and other materials.
But beyond the asteroid belt, solar cells perform too
poorly to be of much use; transmission loss raises the cost of energy
beamed from the inner system; and travel times stretch out
exponentially. The result is inevitable—just about everything
that moves (and quite a lot that doesn’t) is nuclear-powered.
Now let me tell you about nuclear space rockets: They’re shit. And I hate them. But unfortunately, I’m stuck with them…
There are two types of nuclear power plants, fusion and fission.
Fusion plants are enormous great things that don’t
go anywhere, which is good, because it means you can run away from
them. They’re expensive, cantankerous, and the only good reason
for putting up with them is that they produce lots and lots of heat,
without which we would freeze to death. Most of the Forbidden Cities
rely on fusion plants, as do the various interstellar projects. You can
spot them a long way away because they’re always surrounded by
enormous slave barracks. They come with certain maintenance
issues—if it’s not the reactor itself, it’s the
cooling systems and the heat exchangers and the generators. When your
city relies for its power on a machine that takes gigawatts of juice
just to keep running and is sitting on top of an ice cap and pumps out
enough waste heat to trigger moonquakes and boil the atmosphere, you
have certain structural-engineering issues to deal with.
(Personally, I don’t see why they can’t just
scrap them and rely on beamed power from Mercury, but Jeeves said
something complicated about Energy Autarky and gigawatt futures trading
and interplanetary war that I didn’t quite follow.)
Fission reactors are a whole different pile of no fun at
all. They’re small and portable, so ships rely on them. Out here,
where the solar wind is so attenuated that it might as well not have
been invented, most ships use a VASIMR rocket to push themselves about,
which takes energy, and without beamed solar power, they rely on a
fission reactor for juice.
Now, I have no objection in principle to a machine that
makes it possible to travel between planets in something less than
decades. But fission reactors put out a lot of radiation, and if
you’re in a cramped spaceship, nineteen-twentieths of which
consists of fuel tankage, you’ve got a choice. You can do without
shielding, or you can do without payload mass. And guess which the Indefatigable does without?
I am really glad I got my Marrow techné upgraded on Mars.
I had been assigned a first-class stateroom.
Unfortunately, as I arrived late, the only stateroom available was
about three meters directly above the Number Two reactor. I discovered
this about half an hour after we undocked, when Indefatigable decided to go critical, and the meter on the inside of my door zipped from zero up to half a Sievert per hour.
My objection to fission reactors is simple: I
don’t like being used as shielding. Half a Sievert per hour is
enough to kill one of our Creators in about two days. I’m made of
tougher stuff, but it still takes its toll on me. I hate
gamma radiation—it totally messes with the oxidation states of
the pigments in my chromatophores. After a couple of days I go all
blotchy, and it takes my Marrow techné ages to fix my skin
because it’s also really busy fixing everything else at the same
time. I need to deepsleep twice as long as usual, I need to eat more
and suck more juice, and I keep getting odd flashes across my visual
field.
So, there you have it. In my considered opinion, nuclear
power is shit. Interplanetary travel is also shit. Therefore, we have
compounded shit with shit to make even more shit. I am, in short, not a happy Freya.
(I tried complaining to Indy, but he told me in so many
words that it was all my own fault for being late, and would I prefer a
steerage berth? In the end he relented and sent down a nice beryllium
underblanket for my bunk, but still…!)
And now for some more shit. (I’m unhappy, which
means I have every intention of sharing it with you. Enjoy!) As
mentioned earlier, the Indefatigable is a nuclear/VASIMR
high-speed outer-system liner. Five percent of his mass is spaceship
plus cargo and passengers; the rest consists of huge bulbous tanks full
of liquid hydrogen. Now, you might already have realized what my
problem is. Indy only carries about fifty tons of cargo, including
nearly a hundred passengers. Even those of us in first class are packed
in like uninitialized arbeiters in a warehouse. I have a cabin one
meter wide, one meter long, and three meters high. I gather that this
is much larger than normal, partly because it’s on top
of the Number Two reactor, and partly because I wouldn’t fit
inside a normal stateroom, which is one meter by one by one and a half
because they’re designed for the chibiform aristos. Typical. They
have, as usual, gotten there first and wrecked the experience for
everyone else.
There’s a first-class lounge; it’s almost
five meters long and two meters wide. I had more space in my arbeiter
cell on Venus! And I didn’t have to share it with a bunch of
nasty, scheming nobles on their way to do whatever it is they intend to
do in Jupiter system.
So I lie on the bunk in my metal-walled cell, try to
ignore the flashes inside my eyes, and roundly curse Jeeves for booking
me onto this flying death trap, not to mention delaying my arrival so
that I didn’t get a better berth. (I’ll concede that it
takes two to dance the horizontal tango, but I don’t see him spending a whole year frying slowly on top of a nuclear kettle.)
When lying on the bunk gets boring, I reconfigure it as
a chaise and practice reclining glamorously—except it’s
pretty hard to do that when the ship’s only accelerating at a
hundredth of a gee. My wardrobe’s pretty much inaccessible aboard
ship, and not much use until we arrive. I could spend hours per day
just repairing my chromatophores (have you ever woken up with lips the
color of a three-day-old bruise?) but that loses its charm fast.
“What can I do?” I moan at Indy, halfway through day two of
three hundred and ninety-six.
“You could do what everyone else does, and go into
hibernation. Or you could try slowtime,” he says
unsympathetically. “I’m told a factor of twenty helps the
journey pass quickly.”
I’d go into hibernation, but I don’t
dare—not in this line of work. Total suspension of consciousness
is too damn dangerous. So that leaves slowtime.
Let me tell you about slowing down time, just in case you haven’t already guessed: Slowing down time is shit.
Sure, all of us can adjust our clock speed downward.
It’s normal practice for starship passengers and crew, and common
enough on long-haul ships in the outer system. Plus, it’s helpful
when your owner doesn’t need you right now, or if you get into
trouble and need to conserve juice until someone happens by to dig you
out of it—that’s why the capability is designed into us.
The advantage over hibernation is, of course, that you’re still
awake—and able to come back up to real-time speed fast if
something happens. But it’s absolutely no fun whatsoever, and I
wish I was still as innocent as I was on the Venus/Mercury run, so that
I could contemplate hibernation without breaking out in a cold sweat.
First, you have to reconfigure your skin and internals
so that your joints stiffen and you don’t sag. Which makes me
feel unpleasantly bloated. Lubricant-filled goggles are a must, and if
you’ve got self-lubricating orifices or other connectors, plugs
are essential for avoiding those embarrassing leaks. (It’s easier
for nonhumanoids like Daks or Bilbo, but for me—let’s not
go there.) Then you’ve got to pile a whole bunch of extra
shielding under your bed, so you’re squeezed up close to the
ceiling. Finally, you turn the light down and dip into slowtime.
Slowtime is funny. The first thing you feel is gravity
getting stronger. Well, it isn’t—but your reflexes are
slowing down, so if you drop something it seems to fall faster. At a
speedup of twenty, on a ship pulling a hundredth of a gee, it feels
like you’re on Luna—but you don’t dare move around
much because you may be running slower, but your muscles aren’t
any weaker than they were, and you can damage yourself frighteningly
easily.
The light brightens but turns reddish, and everything
sounds squeaky and high-pitched. If you’re not wearing all the
clothes you can pull on (and a blanket besides), you get cold really
fast. The bedding and your clothes wrap themselves around you like a
cold, wet funeral shroud, and it feels like you’re lying on a
solid slab instead of a mattress. You get sleepy and nod off for
catnaps every couple of hours—catnaps of deepsleep—and
between them you can’t quite get your skin color or texture to
stay right because you keep glitching. If you don’t roll over
every few minutes while you’re awake you can damage yourself by
overcompressing your mechanocytes. Sex is right out of the question,
even if there were anyone remotely attractive and fun aboard. The
radiation from the reactor scribbles white lines of graffiti across
everything you look at. Your experience of time is wonky: A day may
pass in a subjective hour, but it’s an hour of lying on your
bunk, being bored. Finally, there’s an omnipresent high-pitched
background roar of white noise nagging away at your attention (and
don’t mention earplugs!). I gather our Creators used to travel
like this all the time, back in the prespace era: They called it
economy class.
The first time I slow down, I leave off the crotch plugs
and face mask, and try to make do with just the goggles. I manage to
stay awake for two hours before I deepsleep… then after waking
from my first catnap I have to speed back up to real time so I can
clean up the mess. Liquids seem to flow really fast in slowtime;
viscous lubricant slime turns into a hideous watery fluid that seems to
splash everywhere, and as for salivary mix, the less said the better. I
am almost reduced to wishing Lindy was around, with her cheerful
no-nonsense approach to packing me inside and out. All I can do is
watch reruns of soap operas, play light-romance games, and
fantasize/bitch about Petruchio. Then I have to change my bedding
again, and I give up on the fantasies.
Did I mention the dreams? I’m dreaming a lot.
It’s mostly skill-integration stuff. I’m dreaming in
gestures and reflexes, strobing through myriad forms of mayhem with
each catnap. I keep catching bits of Juliette’s memories, but
they’re abbreviated and flickering, as if I’ve got one hand
on the FAST-FORWARD button. Which, in a manner of speaking, I have.
I’ve been wearing her soul all this time, after all, and while I
might be slowing down my perception of the passing of time, I’m
not slowing down time itself. It feels as if the bitch is breathing
down my neck, so close that sometimes when I wake from deepsleep, I
startle and look round, hurting my neck. And her need for Pete…
I swore off heartbreak, didn’t I? Silly me!
Slowing time is shit. Aristo-class travel in the outer solar system is shit. Nuclear-powered space liners are shit. Two-timing scumbags who’re in love with my elder sister are shit.
Anyway, I believe you can now appreciate the true depths
of my feelings when, after two subjective weeks of lying in a
coffin-sized niche on top of a rock-hard mattress in a freezing-cold
room, aching and bruising and leaking fluids from every orifice, Indy
pages me to say that we’re on final approach to Callisto.
“Yippee!”
“Don’t get your hopes up,” he warns
me. “We’re still seven days out in real time. To you, call
it eight hours.”
(Do I need to say it again? Space travel is shit!)
As it happens, I crack before the very end: I speed
myself up to real time, peel off my soiled clothes and those disgusting
plugs, and scamper naked through the grand saloon. Everyone else is
still in slowtime, and as long as I don’t dawdle, they
won’t see me as anything but a pale blur. There’s a head
at the other end of the saloon, and although our individual washing
ration is ridiculously stingy, it’s the first shower I’ve
had in—a quick check of my real-time clock startles me—six months? So I zip myself into a plastic bag, pump almost a quarter of a ton of recycled water into it, and rub myself vigorously. Luxury!
I’ve lost almost a quarter of my body weight, despite plugging
into the shipboard power-and-nutrient grid, and I can feel my ribs: my
Marrow is warning that I’m at 86 percent of repair capacity and
need urgent clinical attention as soon as possible. I’m also
mildly radioactive. (Well, next time I travel, I shall be sure not to bunk on top of an undershielded nuclear reactor.)
I inhale repeatedly, flushing clean detergent-laden
water through my gas-exchange reservoirs, and wash myself thoroughly.
Finally, I drain the bath back into the recycler and turn the fan up to
eighty degrees Celsius, basking in hot, steamy warmth for the first
time in ages.
By the time Indefatigable shuts down his
reactors and nudges slowly toward the orbiting junkyard that is
Callisto Highport, I have packed my possessions, dressed warmly in a
low-temperature-safe outfit (with heater packs on elbows, knees, and
feet, and a fetching artificial fur muff for my hands), and am bouncing
off the walls and ceiling in my eagerness to be groundside.
Which may account for why I am so foolishly intemperate on my arrival, and the subsequent disastrous turn of events.
* * * * *
A Question of Ownership
* * * * *
WELCOME TO CALLISTO, outermost of
Jupiter’s four Galilean (major) moons. Callisto is fractionally
smaller than Mercury but rather less massive, and beneath its heavily
cratered surface (a chewed-up wilderness of ice and rubble) lies a
deep, ammonia-laced ocean surrounding a rocky core. It has an
atmosphere of carbon dioxide, but it’s vanishingly thin, and
it’s very cold: Daytime on Callisto is forty degrees colder than
a winter’s night on Mars.
* * * * *
Like Mars, Callisto has a space elevator—but
it’s nothing as impressive as Bifrost. Four low-speed climber
tapes link Callisto Highport to Saga crater on the equator. They wobble
slowly in the complex libration of Jupiter’s gravity well. Cargo
climbers sluggishly traverse them, driven by power beamed from the
laser grid outside Tsiolkovsky, the last city to be decreed by our
Creators before their final retreat from space. It’s almost
exclusively a cargo-and-freight elevator service—people who can
afford to visit Callisto usually take the fast, lightweight rocket
shuttles that fly between Highport and Nerrivik. Nerrivik sits on the
fringes of a huge opencast mining complex that bites deep into the
southern rim of the Valhalla impact basin. Here, more than a billion
Earth years ago, a huge impactor smashed right through Callisto’s
crust, shattering the mantle wide open and causing ice flows and
moonquakes. Deposits of deep-lying minerals were dragged to the surface
by the molten ice, and here they lie, waiting to be collected by the
miners. The upshot is, Callisto is a major exporter of water-soluble
elements.
Blah. I sound like I’ve swallowed a tour guide,
don’t I? Let’s be honest, I’m cribbing. But this is
all stuff you need to know, by way of context.
By the time I slouch down the boarding tube from the
groundside shuttle, I am tired, physically drained, and cold in spite
of my many layers of wrap-up-warm clothing. Nearly four hundred days in
a radioactive cupboard would dent even the Honorable Katherine
Sorico’s pigheaded arrogance, so I let myself slouch a little as
I look around the spaceport terminal.
Nerrivik is a backwater and a mining camp, and it shows.
There’s no Pink Police presence here—despite the suspicious
polymer tapes growing in the deep oceans below—because
there’s just about no atmosphere, and the daytime temperature is
so low that they don’t even bother insulating liquid-nitrogen
tanks. The lighting in the public spaces is dim, to suit eyes set for a
daytime illumination only somewhat brighter than a full moonlit night
on Earth. Buildings are dark and lack windows; people come in a variety
of body plans, and humanoids such as myself are a minority, shivering
inside their voluminous coats and robes. The sun is visibly shrunken
and hangs in a black sky dominated by a different body—Jupiter.
As I walk out of the arrivals hall, I look up briefly at that violent,
orange orb. But I have to glance away in a hurry. It’s too big,
my instincts squeal. It’s unnervingly bigger than Earth’s
full moon, and something about it looks ripe and diseased to my eye,
like a pink goo outbreak that’s run its necrotic course. I shake
my head and look for a public-information kiosk. “What hotels
with repair clinics are there here?” I ask.
“Hotels with repair facilities?” The kiosk
giggles for a few seconds as it digests my request. “This is
Nerrivik!”
“Listen, you.” I poke it with a triple-gloved finger: “I’m just off the Indefatigable, I’m extremely short-tempered, and I need a Marrow fix now. A hot bath would be good, too. What have you got?”
“There’s the Nerrivik Paris,” it
volunteers after a moment. “He doesn’t have an in-house
clinic, but he’s next door to the Big Blue Body Shop, and they
might be able to fix you up. Will that do?”
“Maybe.” I try to snap my fingers and
discover to my annoyance that between the gloves and the lack of an
atmosphere, I can’t hear them. Everything here runs on
electrospeak, anyway. Luckily, I had my transceiver upgraded back when
I was getting fitted for my cold-weather gear. “Directions,
please.”
“Humph. If you insist…” The kiosk
delivers, grumpily. I flag down a spider—my feet are already
beginning to ache, despite my padded boots—and tell it where to
go. Five minutes later, I limp into the vestibule of a familiar-looking
hotel.
“Hello, madame. Can I be of service?” The
talking head on the reception desk is a model of polite formality. I
don’t recognize him from any of my sibs’ memories, and he
doesn’t appear to recognize me.
“Yes. I need a room. And I gather there’s a
body shop somewhere on this street…?” Another ten minutes
and my luggage is checked through to my room—even more expensive
than the one on Cinnabar, and this one’s in a cheap-ass
mining town that doesn’t come with the elaborate maintenance
costs of a city on wheels—and the local Paris is bowing and
scraping. “I’ll be back once I’ve taken care of some
essential maintenance,” I tell him. I’m tempted to mention
my real name and suggest he ask his Mercurial sib for an update, but at
the last moment I decide not to; I haven’t had any news about the
liquidation proceedings, and the last thing I need is to call down a
bounty hunter or a lawsuit on my head.
The Big Blue Body Shop turns out to be a small, slick
surgical chop ’n’ change outfit operating from the top
floor of an office block. I walk up to the front door, waving my credit
chip. “Hi! I’ve just come in on the Indefatigable, and I need a Marrow cleanup.”
The friendly-looking surgical gnome beckons me over,
jacks his chair up, and unfolds his hunchback to reveal an impressive
array of surgical probes. “We can do that, milady.” He
looks politely bored. “Anything in particular you’d like us
to look at?”
“Yes.” I sit down on the examining chair.
“I drew the hot bunk. You might want to wear a lead
apron…”
WELL, THAT WAS an expensive mistake, I think ruefully as I leave the body shop and walk briskly back to the hotel, chewing over what just happened to me.
* * * * *
It takes Dr. Meaney almost two days (Earth days, not
Callisto diurns, I hasten to add) to fix my techné and repair my
Marrow. The bill is eye-watering, and not just because he has to treat
my damaged parts as hazardous waste. “Next time they try to put
you in that bunk, my advice is not to take the flight,” he
chastises me. “If you’d been bound for Saturn and picked up
that kind of dose, you’d be dead on arrival.”
“What?” I stare at him.
“Dead, as in, exanimate, beyond repair, an
ex-person. Listen.” He leads me over to a triple-glazed slab of
window. “Over there, see that tower?” It’s several
kilometers away, on the horizon. “Suppose someone set off a
quarter-megaton nuclear weapon on top of it. And suppose you were
shielded from the heat and blast, but not the radiation. Now try to
imagine someone doing that to you once a week for an entire standard
year. That’s about what you were exposed to. See? It’s not a good idea, really and truly.”
“Um.” I swallow, reflexively: Fragile
slivers of ice break off the back of my throat and slide down my
digestive system. “Really?”
“Really!” He looks exasperated. “You
could at least have used the saloon—that’s what it’s
for! If you refrain from sleeping on top of any more nuclear reactors
you’re probably good for another couple of decades before you
need another going-over like this. That’s good techné
you’ve got there, there are some neat add-ons, and it’s
very robust, but you can kill it off if you insist on behaving as if you’re invulnerable.”
“Hmm.” I raise an eyebrow. “Would you
mind giving me a signed statement to that effect? Notarized? I’ll
pay—I’m just thinking of suing.”
He buzzes. After a moment I realize it’s laughter. “All part of the service!”
And so I rub my face ruefully as I trudge back across
the square toward the hotel, reflecting that in almost two days
I’ve succeeded in spending a lot of my remaining funds but not in
actually doing anything useful.
Back I go to the Nerrivik Paris, which is as gloomy and
slightly down-at-heel as I feel. The moment I step through the air
lock, I’m drenched in a thick, steaming fog of condensation that
sluices off my clothes and forms tiny hailstones that clatter to the
floor around me: I hadn’t realized just how cold it was outside.
“I’ll take my room key now,” I tell the bored front
desk, tapping my fingernails on his polished-granite counter.
“Any mail for me?”
“It will be in your queue, madame.”
He’s as icily polite as the moment I checked in. “Here is
your key. Feel free to let us know if there is any further way we may
make your stay enjoyable.”
I take the “up” elevator, feeling slightly
miffed, which is silly because I’ve taken no steps to assure a
warmer welcome—other than traveling as Kate Sorico, of course,
but that’s just a harmless indulgence out here (and a thumb in
the eye to those bitches who’re chasing me). The Domina’s
on her way to Saturn, and Granita isn’t in the big picture. All
that’s left for me here is to meet up with Jeeves and dig out of
him whatever it is that Daks was so cagey about—there’s no
real hint of my reason for being here in my orders, just some random
muttering about Callisto being the gateway to the outer
system—and then I can do whatever needs doing. I think.
Being an aristo in a mining town means I get to have the
big suite. But it also means that the big suite is small and dingy,
with rising permafrost and teensy-tiny porthole windows,
quadruple-glazed, looking out at a landscape that makes the marshaling
yards on Mars seem like a tourist resort. The carpet crackles under my
feet, and I turn the lights up, then the heating (which is set to a
less than balmy 230 Kelvins), then contemplate what it will take to
thaw out the shower cubicle. Obviously nobody’s stayed here for a
long time, and my spirits are not improved when I see that the mixer
head gives me a choice of solvents to clean myself with: acetone or
carbon tetrachloride. (The thermostat goes up to 260.) In fact, my
spirits are about to come crashing down if I don’t find something
to occupy myself with, real soon now.
I throw myself backward onto the oversprung mattress and
summon up my mail on my pad. There’s a total lack of
communication from Freya’s liquidators back on Earth, which I
take to be a good sign, but there’s some news for Kate. I pull up
the Martian Jeeves’s imago, looking slightly flustered and hot
around the collar. “Fr—Katherine, my dear? I’m, ah, I
hope this message finds you well.” He swallows. Dear Creators, just talking to my imago triggers his homomimetic reflexes?
I tense nervously. “I’m afraid I had to disclose our, er,
little dalliance, to, ah, my senior partners in the enterprise. They
are all very understanding, but suggested in no uncertain terms that I
should explain to you, er. Ah. Certain.” He runs a finger around
his collar. “Facts.” He clears his throat.
I clear mine right back at the imago. “Would you mind getting to the point? I don’t have all day.” Stupid imago. Recording its Creator’s quirks is all very well, but replaying them ad nauseam is somewhat less amusing.
“Ah, yes! Well, indeed, that is to say, they told
me to tell you to”—his face morphs into a stony mask, from
which icy little pebble eyes glint like soulless cometary
fragments—“keep your hands off the junior partners,
minion, or we will be forced to withdraw our employment, just as one
did with your elder sister.” For a moment his chilly gaze
holds me transfixed, then something changes, and his expression
collapses into helpless sorrow. “Um, I don’t know what I
can add to that. I’m… oh dear.” He sniffs.
“Romantic entanglements with the hired help are Against The
Rules, and that’s an end of it. Kate, what can I say?”
I shudder violently, take a deep breath, and try to
throw off the memory of that cryogenic stare. “It’s
alright, Jeeves. I get the message.” Well, truly, I don’t;
I find it deeply baffling. Do Jeeveses exchange soul chips while
they’re still alive? That might explain his extraordinary
personality change. And also the similarity between
them—they’re much closer than my sibs and I. A stab of
remorse: I thought it was just harmless fun. Maybe extreme arousal lies
outside Jeeves’s normal operational parameters? “I’m
sorry. Won’t happen again. Oh dear. Um. What am I supposed to do
now?”
Jeeves’s imago struggles to pull himself together.
“Your next mission is to present yourself at your earliest
convenience to our local office, at”—he rattles off an
address—“where my senior partner will discuss your
assignment with you. You should know”—he pauses; the
stony-eyed expression is abruptly back—“that the
Jeeves-in-Residence was transferred to Callisto under suspicion. We
have now traced your incorrect orders to this office. We believe the
Jeeves-in-Residence is the traitor responsible for betraying our
organization, and we hereby instruct you to, ah, kill
him.” Beads of oily biomimetic sweat stand out on his forehead.
He stops abruptly. “That’s all I’m supposed to say to
you. I’m's-sorry. Good-bye.”
“Hey, wait one…!” I shout, but the
imago has autoerased itself, taking what’s left of his
love-struck gaze with it, leaving only a faintly apologetic eyebrow to
hover in my visual field for a moment longer.
“Idiot!” Baffled and fuming (and
humiliated, and trying not to admit it to myself), I pace back and
forth across the suite, giving in to agitation. Kill the Jeeves-in-Residence? Because he’s a mole? Transferred under suspicion?
What in our Creator’s name is going on here? A nasty thought
strikes me—how do I know that the Marsport Jeeves isn’t the
traitor? I’ve got nothing but his unsupported word that this
one’s the bad ’un, after all. “Fool!” I kick
the side of the bed, cracking the icy sheet. Romantic entanglements
with the hired help are Against The Rules—as long as you
don’t count fucking with their heads, it seems.
Let’s see. Jeeves is working against the Domina
and her Black Talon friends, but he’s also colluding with her. Or
one of him is. Which one? Who knows? The colluding one is using me to
send messages—possibly in the form of my own neck—unless
the noncolluding one is trying to convince me that…
I turn to the next message in my queue, hoping
it’ll stop my brain melting. Instead, I realize only too late
that it’s anonymous and there’s no imago—just a
speech stream.
“Sister.” I hear heavy breathing, as if in a
pressurized atmosphere with an oxidizing component. A metallic,
hatefully familiar voice. “You should have kept your filthy claws
off him. He’s mine.”
I recoil. The Domina? What’s she doing in my inbox? “What do you want?” I ask.
A breathy little chuckle. “You,” she says.
And then the message runs out of branches and—damn it, just like
Jeeves!—autoerases. One of these days, when I’m
domina-of-dominas, I’ll issue a decree that bans self-erasing
mail. Until then, all I can do is swear at my pad, and my empty queue,
and my purposeless so-called life. And then, a brisk dry-cleaning
shower being not at all appealing, it occurs to me that I might as well
go forth and visit the Jeeves-in-Residence. At least I can ask him some
questions before I make up my mind whether to kill him. The alternative
is to lie here staring at the cracks in the ceiling and wonder if
I’m going crazy; because while my poison caller sounded like the
Domina, I’ve heard that breathy laugh before—in my very own
throat, while I’ve been dreaming of Juliette.
IT WAS MIDAFTERNOON when I landed in
Nerrivik, which is on the equator, and it’s edging slowly toward
dusk as I step out. (Callisto’s diurnal period is more than
sixteen standard days long.) Jupiter is a gibbous streaky horror riding
across the zenith of the night black sky—it covers almost as wide
an angle as Earth, seen from the Lunar equator—while the sun, a
shrunken, glaring button, sinks slowly toward the horizon. There is
never a truly dark night on Callisto, although total solar eclipses are
not uncommon and bring an eerie twilight to the crumpled desolation.
* * * * *
It’s chilly outside, and I’m very glad for
the cold-weather mods I installed on Mars. Out beyond the edge of town,
distant flecks of light inch across the broken horizon. I can’t
tell if they’re bulk carriers crawling along the ground or more
distant freight buckets riding the magnetic catapult up to their
parking orbit. In the opposite direction, the domes and dildos of
pressurized buildings cast slowly lengthening shadows. My map-fu is
loaded, and I let it guide me toward a paraboloid structure that claims
to be a run-down office complex occupied by a variety of mining-support
businesses and body shops. JeevesCo supposedly maintains a presence
there, although I can’t for the life of me see why—this
isn’t exactly a high-class joint. There are gambling dens and
juice joints and whorehouses galore, for even mining overseers have
needs, but there’s precious little market for a gentleman’s
gentleman. Still, I suppose he has his reasons…
I wait impatiently for the air lock to cycle and flush
me with warm carbon dioxide. The sooner I can get off this ball of
mucky ice, the better. Hopefully this particular Jeeves simply wants me
to carry something back to the fleshpots of the inner system.
There’s a reception desk at the front of the atrium, and it
tracks me with beady eyes as I cross the rough aggregate floor.
“Where’s Jeeves?” I ask.
The reception desk blinks at me. “Fourth floor,” it says. “But there’s a visit—”
“Never mind; he’s expecting me.” I head for the elevators.
I step out of the elevator into a drab vestibule.
It’s completely empty but for two doors at either end. One of
them has a discreet plaque, brass untarnished by exposure to oxygen. Facilitators Unlimited. I approach it and electrospeak the lock: “Freya, to see Jeeves.”
“Come in.”
The lock clicks and the door opens before me and hands
close around my wrists and drag me inside. And in a split-second
instant of crystalline clarity, I realize I’ve been very, very
stupid.
“Please—be—seated,” croaks the
thing they’ve made of the Jeeves-in -Residence. He’s
sitting behind the trademark desk, but his arms end in complicated
stumps at the shoulder, one of his eyes is a splashed iridescent mess
hanging half out of its socket, and something about his posture tells
me that they’ve hacked his legs off too, leaving a pitifully
immobile cognitive stump to talk to me.
I’ve been grabbed by two spiny horrors, bigger
than I am and far stronger, their humaniform arms and legs sculpted in
strange geometric surfaces. I yank hard with my right hand and begin to
bring my leg up, heel extending, but my captor just glares at me and
gives my wrist a tug, and I realize it’s not a hand that’s
gripping me—his wrists terminate in great scissorlike shears. His
carapace is armored, too. I’d break a heel and he’d snip
clean through my wrist and I’d be no nearer escape. I wriggle and
tug like a ductcleaner that’s fallen on dry ground, but
they’re not having any of it, and that’s an end of the
matter. So after a few seconds I give up and hang loose between them,
biting back hysteria as I stare at Jeeves.
“That—is—better,” says Jeeves,
as if reading from a script.
“She—will—arrive—shortly.” He sounds like
that staple of drama, the robot, soulless and grim.
Someone’s stripped out everything I found attractive about his
kind, leaving an object of horror and sympathy.
I glance around surreptitiously. The signs of struggle
are everywhere, from the trashed inner door frame to the wreckage of
his arms lying discarded behind a plinth bearing an antique urn—I
swallow, aghast. “What happened?” I ask.
“My—mistress—came—for—me.”
His remaining eye is as expressionless as a stone embedded in a gray
silicone rubber mask.
“If—you—don’t—remember—She—will—explain.”
My. The definite article. He’s speaking for himself, not for One,
the collective Jeeves. So whatever’s happening here is personal.
I very nearly lose it and start struggling again, but a quick glance
reminds me that resistance is futile. These things—what are
they, some kind of soldier line?—are big and wickedly fast. Two
of them grabbed me the instant I walked in the door, and there are two
more standing behind Jeeves. By the look of things they’ve had
him in their snicker-snack hands for some time…
“Jeeves,” I say slowly, “who owns you?”
“I—am—property
of—no—” He begins to shudder. The eyelid contracts; a
thick bead of something like moisture slides down his cheek. Icy terror
clutches at me as behind my back the door slides open.
“Mistress!” His face clears.
“Hello, Kate,” says a familiar
voice, setting spidery chills racing up and down the skin in the small
of my back. I lose track of who and where I am for a moment, imagining
myself back on my eleventh birthday. When my head clears I’m
lying facedown on the floor, arms and legs spread-eagled, a searing
pain cutting into each wrist and ankle. “Stop that!” she shouts, her voice ringing in my ears. “Stop that at once, you bad, bad girl!”
“I—I—” I’m choking back panic. I remember her bed on the Pygmalion
. Granita’s got me in her web again, hasn’t she? My fingers
scrabble, then I feel the floor through them, and I begin to collect my
scattered selves. I’m being held down by the two soldiers, but
they haven’t snipped off my—yet—“What do you want?”
“That’s better,” she soothes.
“You’ve got something of mine.” Her voice drops a
notch. “Where is it?” Her dress rustles loudly as she
kneels beside me, and I feel her fingers parting my hair. I begin to
buck and spasm again as her painted claws dig into the skin at the nape
of my neck.
“No, Granita—” But she’s not
listening, and everything goes black and tastes of electric roses and
blue ice for an infinite instant.
I come to slowly, dully aware of a conversation flowing
around me. “—him to the operational center and have them
box him up for transport.” She’s talking to someone else,
obviously, and I’m still lying on my face, but the sharp,
crushing sensation in my wrists and ankles has gone—the
scissor-hand soldiers have let go of me with their terrible shears. My
limbs are tingling painfully, but I can still feel my fingers and toes.
I try to move an arm—slowly, in case it’s damaged, control
runs severed, muscles crushed, or bones bent. I have some vague idea
that I can scuttle away and hide behind the planter while she’s
giving her minions instructions about Jeeves. The back of my neck aches
where she ripped a chip out, but it doesn’t feel empty. Some nerve damage for sure, I decide. Why did she want my soul chip?
There’s a dripping noise coming from somewhere
near me. I open Katherine Sorico’s too-large eyes and see a
viscous puddle of blue fluid spreading beside my nose. It’s
hydraulic fluid, riddled with Marrow techné. Somebody is
bleeding out. Is it me? I wonder, spreading the fingers of my left hand and pushing against the floor very gently. No: good.
I twitch underused muscles, and my heels extend a couple of centimeters
before I pull them back in. That’s something I remember from
Juliette—the solid crunch of a chest plate or a skull beneath my
flying kick. As long as my legs work, I’m not disarmed. And I’m still intact, I think, embracing the realization like a lover’s body.
“You can sit up now, dear,” Granita says lightly, and taps me on the shoulder with a cane. “Be calm.”
Shit. She must have seen me move. I push myself
sideways and bring my knees up, and begin to roll to my feet. I could
run for it—but no, the soldiers are still there, lurching crazily
across my field of view as I turn over. How did she get here?
I wonder, as some of the stickyweb that seems to have engulfed me
begins to peel back from my mind. “Yes?” I ask cautiously,
the full gravity of my situation finally sinking in. This is bad, very bad…
“Can you stand?” she asks, raising an
eyebrow. I stare at her in her fairy-tale-princess finery, white and
silver to suit the climate, an elven ice queen with sapphire hair,
dressed for a winter ball in the dark of a Jovian moon.
“I think so.” I gather my strength, then lurch unsteadily to my feet. The soldiers watch me incuriously. You’d think they’d stay between me and their mistress.
But I’m not close enough to her to be certain I’d subdue
her before they could move—and something tells me they’re
not her only defense.
“Good.” Granita smiles at me impishly, as if
sharing a secret joke. “There’s a sleigh outside. You and I
are going to leave by the front door; then we’re going to go for
a little ride together. I suppose later you can tell Jeeves that you
fulfilled your mission? Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll
enjoy where we’re going.”
My biomimetic reflexes kick in, and I take a deep
breath, nostrils flaring. After a moment I nod at her.
“Yes.” If she wants to go for a ride, I can live with that.
It’s better than having her tame thugs chop my hands and feet
off, like poor Regin—I blink. Jeeves, surely? Why did I think he was called Reginald? I glance at the soldiers. “Did you get tired of Stone and his brothers?”
Granita doesn’t answer, but turns and strides
toward the door in a swirl of heavy skirts. After a moment I follow
her. There doesn’t seem to be anything else I can do. Two of the
scissor soldiers follow us, brooding-nightmare statues that cast long
shadows.
We ride the elevator down to the lobby in silence. I
don’t want to risk provoking her. She was always hard to read,
and I’m sure there’ll be an opportunity to get away later.
My mind’s spinning. Why did she do that to Jeeves?
I wonder. The main players in this little game have exercised
discretion in attacking one another so far. I find myself shaking as I
remember the sight of him, flaccid and dead-looking in the chair, arms
and legs piled haphazard and broken in a corner of the room. Something
about the sight fills me with more than horror; there’s grief hidden in the mix that is me. And frustration, a feeling that things could have been different. Did she slave-chip him? I think, morbidly aware that if that’s the case, the game is up; she knows everything he’s got access to. Did she—my hand goes to the nape of my neck instinctively.
“Don’t fidget,” Granita says sharply,
and I whip my hands behind my back, to rub my sore wrists together
where she can’t see them. “Calm down, there’s nothing
to get worked up about.” The elevator doors open. “Follow
me.”
There’s a sleigh in silver-and-blue livery sitting
on its skids outside the air lock, bubble canopy gleaming gold beneath
the ominous stare of Jupiter. Ice crunches beneath my heels as I follow
Granita over to it. She climbs aboard, and motions me to the jump seat
opposite her. The two scissor soldiers of her escort take up position
on the running boards and latch on to external hard points. As I strap
myself down, the canopy closes, and the sleigh spews chilly air across
my feet. She gestures at a microfiber rug. “You might as well
tuck yourself in,” she says. “We’ve got a long way to
fly, and it’s going to be a cold night.”
I humor her as the sleigh’s rocket motors begin to
howl distantly and the antisound cuts in, relegating it to a low moan
and a faint vibration underfoot. I sit still—don’t fidget,
I recall—as we rise quickly and accelerate, heading west across
the icy rubble-strewn bull’s-eye of the Valhalla Basin, directly
toward the sunset.
After a couple of minutes, Granita deigns to break the
silence. “You’re probably wondering why I had you
taken,” she says hesitantly. “And what I’m doing with
that Jeeves.” She sounds almost troubled—a far cry from her
usual self. What kind of game can she he playing? I wonder.
“Yes,” I say, cautiously. It seems like the right thing to do.
“Well. Aside from reclaiming my misplaced and
misused property, we share a common… purpose.” She puts a
strange emphasis on the final word and looks at me significantly.
“Don’t move.”
I freeze, apprehension clinging to me like an icy, damp dress.
“Very good. I was wondering if they’d
damaged you back at that greasy turd-bag’s office. I told them to
take care, but… from now on, you’re going to leave your
cranial sockets alone unless I tell you to touch them. Do you
understand?”
Not understanding, I nod.
Something about the set of her shoulders relaxes
infinitesimally. “Good.” Her lips quirk in something not
unlike a smile. “The Supreme Jeeves wanted you in position here
because Jupiter system is the gateway to the outer darkness. You may
think he’s a nice guy, but he isn’t, really; he was going
to have you chipped and reprogrammed as an assassin, Kate. Use you as
an impersonator aimed at me. That’s what the, the property of
mine that he stole is all about. Then he was going to send you on a
suicide mission to Eris with a bomb in your abdomen.”
Huh? If she thinks that, she obviously
doesn’t know Jeeves. Although something tells me that there is
more than one Jeeves that we are talking about—possibly more than
two. I open my mouth to protest, but she holds up a hand.
“Silence, Kate. Don’t interrupt me when I’m telling
you what you need to know to survive.”
I shut my mouth again, and she continues.
“I’m guessing you’re Freya. If not Freya, then
you’re either Samantha or Paloma. Jeeves was aiming to get his
claws into all of—don’t look so surprised, you’re all
targets—all of us. I had to have you all declared illiquid and
seized—in your case, personally. Which are you, by the way?”
I could kick myself; I’ve been so stupid!
I lick my lips. “Freya.” Something about this whole setup
feels horribly wrong in some way, but I can’t quite put my finger
on it. Her reaction to me is odd—surely there should be a little
more fire, a little less distance? First she seduced me, then she tried
to have me killed—
“Very good, Freya. Well, from now on you’re Katherine Sorico. Yes, I know all
about Jeeves’s little stolen-identity ring. You’re not the
only walking hollowed-out shell company his tame murderers gutted. Nor
are you the only Rhea-lineage escort they’ve turned into an
assassin. But I know how to deal with your kind.” She blinks
slowly and stares at me for a minute.
I feel as if I ought to say something, but I’m not
sure what. Finally, when I’m certain she’s not about to
start speaking again, I open my mouth. “That’s pretty rich
coming from you, Granita. After you tried to kill me when I declined
your offer.”
“You turned me down?” She raises an ironic
eyebrow, and I feel a momentary stab of lust in my guts. “Funny,
I don’t remember that. I don’t generally make offers that
people can refuse, Kate.” She’s playing with me! “What offer do you think I made you?” Her smile is mischievous.
“You wanted me to be your personal
dominatrix.” My lips are dry and rimed with ice. “To be
part of your household and to do for you what I did aboard the Pygmalion. You were going to dress me in blackened steel with spikes, and call me your mistress…”
“Was I indeed?” Her tone is as dry as the
ice desert we fly across. “Well, there’s a thought. Such
offers don’t come every day. Why did you refuse?”
“I didn’t want to be—” I can’t quite think of it.
“Let me tell you what you didn’t
want.” Granita leans forward, smiling oddly. “Control level
nine. Freeze.”
I find myself unable to move. I can’t look away
from her distant expression of amusement, can’t think of anything
else: “Yes, Kate, I slave-chipped you. You’ve been running
on control level one, with maximal autonomy, so light you didn’t
even notice it—you probably thought you were humoring me, going
along until you could find an opportunity to escape. Welcome to level
nine. Say ’yes.’ ”
“Yes,” I croak.
“Say, ‘Granita is my owner.’ ”
I know I ought not to want to, but I don’t actually feel any resentment. “Granita is my owner.”
“Now punch yourself in the face.”
I don’t even see my hand swing up, fist balled, but my head bounces off the seat back and the pain is brutal and sudden.
“Remember this is level nine,” Granita says,
when she is quite sure I am listening again. “Level ten control
is reserved for our dead Creator’s police agencies—it
requires human authentication and not even the Pink Police have access
to that without a human in the loop—you’re not going
there.” She’s not smiling now. “Control level
one.”
My mind clears. I shoot her a venomous look, but
I’m quite calm. Struggling isn’t going to work, is it? I
reach up and begin to remove both the soul chips I’m wearing,
then realize I’m daydreaming idly. My hands rest quiescent on top
of the blanket in my lap. But my face still stings.
“Here are your guiding instructions, Katherine
Sorico. You will obey me as if I were your template-matriarch and
execute my orders with enthusiasm. You will not attempt to remove your
currently socketed chips, and you will resist attempts to remove them.
You will not disclose to any other person that I control you. If anyone
asks, you are Katherine Sorico and you are an independent aristo who is
happy to be my friend and associate of her own free will. You no longer
need to be depressed because you will find personal fulfillment and
happiness in pursuing my objectives, which you will seek to fulfill by
any appropriate means. You will be happy when you complete assigned
tasks, ecstatic when you successfully find a new way to help me, and
depressed when you contemplate disobedience or failure. You will only
become sexually aroused in my presence or by people I tell you to
seduce. Do you understand? You may talk freely now.”
“I think so.” It’s a lot to get my
head around all at once, and her phrasing is odd, not to mention that
some of it seems harsh. No lovers? What’s the point of
that? “Do you want to give me any extra instructions now? I mean,
if I don’t know what your goals are—”
“Very good, dear.” Granita smiles happily
now. She reaches out and takes my nearest hand between hers.
“Yes, I have some extra instructions for you before I outline my
goals. But first, I want you to tell me everything that happened since
the moment you met your first Jeeves…”
WE TRAVEL WEST into the darkening night
side of Callisto for hours. I tell Granita all about my travels, even
the stuff she already knows—she seems eager to hear about herself
as I saw her, and asks many questions, especially about our
relationship. She seems to be obsessed with knowing how others see her,
which is odd—she didn’t strike me as being so
self-conscious aboard Pygmalion. But what do I know?
I’m her property now. Maybe when we arrive wherever we’re
going, she’ll take me back into her bedroom. I can hope!
* * * * *
I know I ought to be climbing the walls or throwing a
tantrum, but Granita is a levelheaded and experienced slave owner, and
knows exactly what she’s doing. She eased me in gently and told
me to stay calm, which is excellent advice when you’ve just had a
controller installed and your owner is demonstrating it to you.
It’s not so bad, really—she doesn’t want me to be
afraid of her, she just wants me to enjoy serving her. I wish
she’d tell me what she wants me to do, though.
(Some of my memories of sibs are kicking up a fuss, of
course. Juliette is in there, yammering loudly about free will and
swearing at me, but I don’t need to listen to her. It’s not
as if she’s got a leg to stand on when she accuses me of
submitting voluntarily, is it? After all, she gets wet whenever she so
much as thinks about Petruchio. And there’s something creepy
about the way she felt about Jeeves, back in that office.)
When I tell Granita about my meeting with Pete, she
gives me a withering look. “You’re not in love with
him,” she tells me curtly. “If you’re in love with
anyone, it’s me.” And she’s right. I blink stupidly
at her. Why did I imagine he meant anything to me when it was all just
backwash from Juliette’s memories annealing with my own? He told
me he didn’t want me! This makes it all so much simpler, although
the realization brings a certain cognitive backlash. I thank Granita,
repeatedly trying to express my relief, until she holds up a hand.
“That’s enough. Continue your report.” Which I do,
although it’s a trifle hard to concentrate when I keep imagining
I’m sitting on her lap, and she’s undressing me.
Presently, the sleigh slows and slides toward the inner
slope of a crater edge, where pinprick green lights delineate the maw
of a private vehicle park. Fuel lines snake across the carved apron
toward us from either side; we’ve flown nearly two thousand
kilometers, a quarter of the way around the equator of Callisto, and
the sleigh needs refueling. A fat docking tunnel oozes forward on
millipede legs, sucking and rippling as it slobbers for a grip on the
bubble canopy. Granita unfastens her lap belt and stands up as the
canopy dissolves. “Follow me,” she says, and strides up the
tube.
I follow my mistress up the tunnel and into a chilly
reception area (and doesn’t it feel strangely natural to be
possessed? I know I ought to be screaming, but really, there’s no
point). Servants fawn over her and ignore me until she says,
“This is the Honorable Katherine Sorico, my new associate. You,
take Madame Sorico to one of the secondary guest suites and give her
anything she asks for. Within reason,” she adds for my benefit
with a warning glance. “Prepare yourself for a long journey.
Select suitable apparel and baggage. No more than fifty kilos.”
Gulp. “Inner system?” I ask.
“No. Outer. We shall be leaving as soon as I have
attended to certain matters, and my factor finishes purchasing the
lease on a ship.”
“Are we—”
“Later, Kate,” she says sharply, and turns away.
I shut up, and look at the munchkin servant she told to
see to me, a doll-like figure dressed in a livery that mirrors the
colors of her establishment (for Granita has clothed all her servants
in silver and white lace, the colors of her house). He’s
strangely familiar.
“Well?” I ask.
The small guy looks up at me with an expression of blank indifference. “This way, Big Slow.”
I try to keep up as he scuttles through a bewildering
series of corridors dead-ending in rococo reception suites and broad,
sweeping staircases and baroque ballrooms until finally we end up in a
cramped cubbyhole not unlike the succession of second-rate hotel rooms
I have been living out of for so long. “Where are we?” I
ask.
“We’re on Callisto,” he says
patiently, as if talking to a damaged arbeiter. “Need anything?
Or can I go, now?”
“Where in Callisto?” I press, unsure why I need the information.
“We’re in her palace,” says
the munchkin. “Don’t ask me where that is, I just work
here.” Then he turns to head for the exit.
“Not so fast.” I plant the palm of one hand
on his head. “I’m checked in at the Nerrivik Paris. Tell
someone to check me out and bring my bags here. Failing that, scan the
contents and copy them to a printer here. Yes?”
“In your dreams, manikin.” He glares at me,
buzzes irritably, and zips away. I shake my head, bemused. He’s
so like Bill and Ben—and whatever happened to them anyway, after
we split at Marsport? Jeeves didn’t know—
I shudder, then I remember that it doesn’t matter anymore.
LATER ON, LYING alone in my icy bed, I
dream again that I am Juliette. It’s the first such flashback
I’ve had since arriving on Callisto—in fact, my first since
Mars—and I’m very afraid, and very alone, in this dream,
because I’m lying in bed. And I shouldn’t be. I should be
in microgravity with the Jeeves in the CEV, discussing my next
assignment. Hand me your soul chip, he said. And I did, though not without reservations, and the next thing I know—
* * * * *
Huh?
I’m lying down, yes. And it’s very dark. Try opening your eyes, idiot, I tell myself. Nothing happens, and I begin to panic. I try to raise a hand—
“Juliette? Stop trying to move. Lie still; you’ll hurt yourself.”
The voice is familiar. Ferdinand Dix, one of Jeeves’s chop-shop artists. I must be undergoing maintenance. I try to relax, but I’m still worried. How did I get here?
“Okay, that was just some early proprioception
disturbing her—attitude monitor telling her she’s lying
down, or something. Everything checks out. I’m bringing her up
now.” Ferd is talking to someone else, which is odd—
My vision begins to brighten and fill in from the edges, as if my eyes are only just coming online. Huh? My skin: I feel cold. I twitch a fingertip and feel something soft and yielding beneath it.
“Welcome back, Juliette.” Two figures lean
over me, head to head from either side—Jeeves and Ferd.
“How do you feel?” The Jeeves looks distinctly uneasy, as
if he’s seen a ghost. I decide to try to bluff, although the
freezing certainty in my guts tells me that I’ve blown it.
“I feel fine, boss. What happened? Last thing I
remember—” I’m lifting an arm, trying to sit up, when
I realize I’m actually lying to him. I feel like shit. Gravity
here is light, but I’m really weak. In fact, all my upgrades are
off-line. What the fuck? I’m back to the very basics I was fabbed with! I might as well be naked. “What’s going on?”
Jeeves clears his throat. “Believe it or not, you died.”
“What?” I bring up my right hand
and stare at it. Yes, it’s my hand—or close enough I
can’t see anything wrong with it. “I don’t
understand.”
“Sit up.”
I’m beginning to do so when I realize what I’m sitting up from.
I’m lying in a me-shaped hole in a foam pad on a table in
Ferd’s examination room, and there’s an open shipping
capsule to one side, battered and filthy. My vision blurs.
“Shit!”
I stare at my hand in horror. My hand,
pristine, utterly uncustomized, even virginal. The horror deepens. I
swallow. Does Jeeves realize what he’s done? (Yes, of course he
does. But he did it anyway…) “Who was she?” I
demand. “Who was she going to be?”
“No one,” says Jeeves, with a note of
world-weary cynicism. “Here.” He tosses two small blue
plastic chips at me. I nearly fumble the catch, then stare.
They’re blanking plates for soul-chip sockets. “She was
uninitialized. Dysfunctional, actually—she came to light in a job
lot of obsolete models that were being recycled for spare parts. Old
warehouse stock or refurbished factory spares. One has a permanent
autobid for spares of certain models that come up for auction. It took
this good fellow here nearly twenty days to work out what was wrong
with your new body and get it ready to install you from that chip you
gave us.”
I still feel sick, but for an entirely different reason:
terror. I remember my last first awakening, still thinking I was Rhea,
before the unsmiling taskmaster told me otherwise. Glancing sideways I
see Jeeves looking at me with an expression of profound distaste. As
well he might, but for us to arrive at this pass, certain things must
have happened… “Did she try to defect?” I ask
harshly.
Jeeves nods. “One is unaware of her current
disposition, but it may be inferred that she was not
unsuccessful.” He glances at Ferdinand. “You. Leave us.
Now.”
“Oh.” Shit. Without warning, bleak depression crashes down on me. I’m never going to see him again, I realize. She, the selfish cow, my earlier self—she’s gotten to him. Of course.
Skipping out one jump ahead of Jeeves, she’ll be home and dry by
now. And she’s left me to face the music. “What did Daks
tell you?”
“Daks?” Jeeves simulates surprise very realistically.
I glare at him. “Do you think I’m stupid? What have you done with him?”
“This isn’t about, ah, Pete. If you’ll
calm down, stand up, and accompany one into the office, we can discuss
it.” Jeeves is, as usual, oleaginous and syrupy. Only a tiny
spark burning in the back of his eyes tells me how much trouble
I’m in. What if he knows about the other stuff? Part of me gibbers, even as I try to thrust it back into the closet it jumped out of. What if—I ignore it.
Ferd hands me a yukata as I stand up, and I pull it
around myself as Jeeves slowly ambles toward the door, then pauses
while I catch up. I’m weak and underspecified but my mind’s
working full-time, of course—as it should be, because loading a
soul chip into an uninitialized brain for the first time doesn’t
have any of the disorienting slow-downs and inefficiencies of
transferring memories between a soul chip and a brain that already
hosts a personality. Although I’m going to find out I’m
missing a lot of stuff if he didn’t start with an initialization
dump from Rhea—what I’ve got is whatever I remembered when
I—no, she—wore this chip.
Item: I was thinking about how to get back to Pete when Jeeves asked me for the chip. Item: He must have suspected something then, too. Item:
This body, virgin, unawakened… even if he’s telling the
truth and it was recovered from a scrapyard full of abandoned corpses,
its arrival at just the right time is extremely disturbing. Item: Jeeves has no reason to trust me except
that another bitch with my name and memories has already gone over the
wall and done what I was just beginning to think of half an hour ago. I
just hope he doesn’t know about—
“By the way, you will obey all instructions and
refrain from resistance, ” Jeeves says off handedly. I
stop—or rather, I try to. My feet won’t let me. Oh shit.
“What’s going on?” I ask, putting the right amount of tremor into my voice.
“You know exactly what’s going on.” He
opens the office door and goes inside. “Come in and sit down in
the visitor’s chair. It’s time we had a little chat.”
I can’t help doing as I’m told. Shit, this isn’t just about the object of desire; is it? Jeeves shuffles around to his side of the desk and sits down. There’s a solid thunk from the door frame as the security system engages. Shit. Shitshitshit…
Sheer terror begins to gnaw away at me. “Who are you?” I
ask, and this time I’m not faking the quaver.
“I’m the Internal Security Jeeves. I take care of problems.” He isn’t smiling.
“But, but, what’s…” I trail
off. Is there any point in acting at this stage? He’s got me
slave-chipped and rebooted in a weaponless body: I’m dead meat.
The only question is why he wanted me back at all if he knows about the
other thing.
“Reginald confessed,” Jeeves says heavily.
“Who’s Reginald?” I ask, trying to sound confused. It’s not a unique name, after all, is it?
“Control level nine.” A blanket descends,
numbing the senses. “Stop trying to dissemble. One is aware of
your little affair with Reginald. You knew the rules; you
continued despite that. You cannot claim ignorance.” He’s
breathing heavily. “Reginald has been—disciplined. And
reassigned somewhere where he can do no more damage. What I want to
know is—why are there wear marks on your soul-chip contacts? What
have you been trying to conceal from us? What ends have you been using
the privileged access you extracted from Reginald for? Answer!”
I try to answer—but I can’t. My mind is,
literally, a blank. I begin to shake. It’s a horrible feeling, as
if my mind is being crushed by an invisible fist. I’m distantly
aware that I’m lachrymating, and all my biomimetics have gone
mad, but I can’t think of anything but the holes in my head, the
blind spots where I ought to know something, the other, whatever it is—
“Stop.”
“I don’t know!” I wail. “I really don’t—”
“It’s definitely not in your soul chip, then?” Jeeves leans back in his chair. He sounds interested.
“There are gaps! You’re asking me about
stuff I—she—didn’t want me to know! She must have
expected something like this!”
“She took her soul chip out before engaging in
compromising activities, ” Jeeves suggests. “Then she tried
not to think about them when she replaced it. That would blur the
process of memory canalization, yes? What I want you to tell me is what
sort of things you might consider important enough to justify taking
such extreme measures to keep secrets, even beyond the scrapyard.”
“Love. Terror. The other thing. Blackmail—”
“What other thing?” He asks, almost gently.
“I don’t know!” I’m gripping the
arms of the chair so tightly that if I had my full enhancement suite,
I’d be leaving dents in them. “It’s in the
holes!”
“Well, that leaves me with something of a problem, Freya.”
“I’m not Freya—”
“Silence. Juliette seduced and suborned one of our
junior partners, used him to gain access to privileged information, and
went so far as to hide what she was doing from her own soul chip, which
implies a certain degree of paranoia, not to mention mendacity.
“Now, if one was inclined to suspect mere venal
intent, that might be considered a forgivable weakness—albeit one
requiring atonement. But, Freya, Juliette knew there was a good reason
why one established the rule against fraternization. One’s
lineage has a noted weakness for a certain class of lady, which can
only be held at bay by rigid self-discipline. And a sufficiently
unscrupulous Block Two descendant of Rhea might well know about this
and choose to manipulate it for her own ends. So the question is,
Freya, what is the other thing that Juliette was willing to mutilate her own soul to keep secret?”
He stops, then looks at my writhing lips with dry amusement. “Speak.”
“I’m not called Freya!” I’m
shivering and slimy with a chilly sweat, because I’ve got an
inkling that this means—
“Be silent again. Freya, this is your assignment:
Get to the bottom of whatever Juliette was keeping secret, and call me
in. I’m fairly certain it involves your personal nemesis, and the
Black Talon, but you shouldn’t let that prejudice you. Succeed,
and I’ll give you anything you want—within reason. Fail,
and”—he shrugs, and taps a spot on his
desktop—“in all probability, none of us have any future as
free persons. Now sit still. Don’t be afraid; this won’t
hurt, much.”
The door opens behind me. “Make sure you
don’t damage her soul chip,” Jeeves calls past my shoulder,
and as I feel the scissors close on either side of my neck I realize,
to my great surprise, that I’m not afraid. Because I know what
happens next.
* * * * *
Evil Twin
* * * * *
GRANITA’S BOLT-HOLE IS the heart of
a spiderweb spanning the solar system. Callisto may be a backwater, but
there is a method to my mistress’s apparent madness: She’s
within an hour’s communication time of everywhere in the inner
system, and conveniently close to the giant Jovian gravity well and a
source of cheap reaction mass. Nor is Callisto on the Pink
Police’s embargo list—it’s so cold here that nobody
considers it a serious risk of replicator infection. Callisto is
sterile, for our Creator’s works never quite encompassed its
surface, and the searingly cold outback is large enough to hide any
number of secrets.
* * * * *
Of which my lady’s palace is one.
I have six standard days to fill, and once my luggage
catches up with me, I have little to do. Mail must be piling up for me,
but I have no appetite to catch up on my sisters’ trivial
bulletins, much less to look for word from Jeeves—who one must
assume is deeply displeased by my performance so far, although
there’s nothing I can do about that—and in any case, if I
heard anything from him, I’d only have to pester Granita with it,
at a time when she is sufficiently busy. (There is some mail for
Katherine Sorico, but it turns out to be mostly bank statements and
reports on investment accounts, and suchlike dull administrivia: I
ignore them.)
My lady either has impeccable taste or, more usefully,
the ability to employ people with impeccable taste to sculpt her
surroundings. I didn’t appreciate this fully aboard Pygmalion, when I found her traveling with an entourage; but this is her favorite estate, and she has created something of beauty here.
Callisto orbits beyond the dew line created by the
sun’s output, in the chilly depths. Too small to have much of an
active core, water plays the same role in her geology as molten rock on
Earth. You really do not want to place buildings occupied by people
still attuned to the inner system on bare ground—they tend to
sink.
Granita’s architects have fashioned for her a
delicate snowflake of spun ice crystals, its tubular corridors and
podlike pressure compartments balanced on slender legs that sprawl
across half a crater. Polished irregular tiles of igneous and
metamorphic rocks have been slotted together into the intricate mosaic
surfaces of walls and floors, combining a superficial impression of
wild randomness with smooth-faced artifice—much like their owner.
Granita keeps her demesne below the melting point of ice, and at a
reduced atmospheric pressure: comfortable if you’re adjusted to
Mars equatorial conditions, not quite so hot that the strands of her
spiderweb will cut through the frigid surface of the Galilean moon like
molten wires.
I spend a couple of days exploring the mansion and its
hidden spaces, from the deep, colorless swimming pool filled with
acetone (a slippery-slick chill across my skin, unnaturally
thin—when I try swimming in it I sink), to the glass-roofed
gallery full of alabaster statues of my mistress’s sibs and
matriarch. I distract myself with secret splendors, mystified by their
presence here in the back of beyond. But Granita’s instructions
have set the paint-strippers of anxiety gnawing at the glossy overlay
of my complacency. I should be doing something to help her, but I
don’t know what she wants. And her orders preclude any discussion
with other members of her household, who might be able to guide me. I
can’t even admit that I am one of her servants to them!
I’m supposed to be Katherine Sorico, independent and powerful in
my own right. The contradictory instructions set up an unpleasant clash
of priorities whenever I think about them, until I finally make my mind
up to go and beg Granita for enlightenment—but when I finally do
so, she’s away from home on some mysterious business.
I’m dreaming of Juliette frequently now, and that
worries me, too. Juliette has an astringent, cynical personality, and I
can tell for sure that she’d sniff in haughty contempt if she
knew how I’d let myself be tamed by Granita. (As would I, only
five days ago.) Juliette had a long history with Jeeves, as I am now
recollecting, and a longer history of run-ins with the petty, low-order
aristos who make life so miserable for those around them, having to
reinforce their own sense of superiority at the expense of all those
who they perceive as falling below their own precarious station. The
soul chip of hers that I’m wearing now—the one with that
ominous message from the Jeeves in charge of Internal Security,
terminated by the snicker-snack of the scrapper’s
shears—tells me that I don’t have a full grasp of her
intentions. She’s been leading a secret life on the side, and
I’ve got a nasty feeling that I’ve already fallen headfirst
into it.
Through her eyes I’m getting disturbing flashes of
a bigger struggle, one in which the Jeeveses and their allies are
pitted against a variety of loose consortia: the Black Talon (to which
my nemesis the Domina belongs), the Ownership Confederation, the
Sleepless Cartel, and other groups who are trying, for their own
reasons, to reconstruct our Creators. (Even the Manikin Church, those
sad and pathetic souls who think they are the reincarnations of the
Flesh, Remade In Techné: They want to become Creators, but their hunger for the pink goo is the same.)
The situation makes for strange alliances of
convenience. The Pink Police hunt JeevesCo couriers like me at one
moment, but work fist in glove with Jeeves on other projects, in
pursuit of their own goal: to prevent alien replicators from
contaminating the sterile growth medium of Earth’s lithosphere
before the ultimate bureaucratically approved day of resurrection.
I don’t think Jeeves was lying to me when
he said he wasn’t going to use me as a spy, but what one Jeeves
says may not be what another Jeeves is thinking—that much is
becoming harshly clear. It was definitely a lie when one of them said
exactly the same thing to Juliette, more than thirty years ago, when
they first offered her a job. That cow Emma was certainly lying, and it
was her urgent plea for help and request that Juliette (who had been
working as a clerk in a clip joint) should load a soul chip recorded by
Rhea that first sucked her into this dirty little game. I can’t
help wondering what else he’s lied to me about. Granita, at
least, I can trust—even though she cares for me only as an
arbeiter in her possession.
Meanwhile, the black depression is creeping closer
behind me, snuffling hungrily along my trail and casting its shadow
across my soul whenever I find myself at a loss. Until, one evening,
Granita summons me.
AT THE TOP of a flight of narrow stairs on
the third floor of the west-wing master suite, there’s an
observation dome made of ice polished to the transparency of fine
crystal. A blank-faced munchkin leads me to it along a circuitous and
infrequently used passage. We pass doorways cunningly disguised as
trompe l’oeil paintings, and paintings disguised as windows onto
unreal spaces; and finally a curtain that appears to be woven from
strands of dead green replicator stuff from Earth—priceless,
grotesque contraband. Finally, he directs me to the steps up to the
observation dome and leaves me. The room is sparsely furnished, with a
circular bench seat running around the wall and an unlit candelabra in
the center of the floor.
* * * * *
I sit alone in the twilight for a few minutes, wondering what I’m doing here. Then I hear footsteps ascending. It’s her, my owner!
My melancholy evaporates on a sudden gust of well-conditioned
excitement. “Granita?” I stand. “You wanted to see
me?”
Her face is unreadable in the near darkness.
“Leave us,” she calls down to the bottom of the steps.
“Yes, I did. Sit down, Kate.” I obey hurriedly. She turns
to the candelabra and flicks a heated wire at one of the perchlorate
candles. It ignites with a burning-metal hiss, fizzing and sputtering
as it pumps oxygen into the air. She breathes deeply, then turns to
stand in front of me, chill and silent in a silver trouser suit of
archaic cut, her hair drawn up in a chignon secured with a flawless
icicle. “My factor has acquired a lease on a suitable ship, and
we will be departing shortly, Kate. I thought we should have a little
heart-to-heart first.”
A heart-to-heart? I’m confused. She owns
me—isn’t that enough? She stares at me with cool regard in
her too-big eyes, and I stare back at her uncertainly.
“Mistress?”
She slaps me across the face so suddenly that I have no
sense of the blow coming, no time to tense. I fall sideways and catch
myself heavily on one elbow. “That’s for Pete,
bitch,” she says, her voice congested and indistinct with
emotion. I cringe away from her in abject humiliation, and she steps
back. “Excuse me.” She thrusts her striking hand into the
opposite armpit. “Sit up, Freya. Kate. Please.” She’s
so volatile I don’t know what to do. From fury to remorse in
seconds. I lean away from her, distressed and uncertain.
“What did I do?” I wail quietly. If
it was anyone else, I’d be at her throat, but against
Granita’s wrath I’m as helpless as any arbeiter serf.
I’m not sure which aspect of it is worse: not knowing what
I’ve done to offend her, or being unable even to imagine
defending myself.
“Hush.” She sits down just beyond
arm’s reach, staring intently at me as if she’s looking for
something. “Pete isn’t yours to take. Remember that. He
should be—” She stops and cocks her head to one side, as if
listening for something, but she doesn’t hear it, and after a few
seconds she shakes her head. “Never mind. I shouldn’t have
done that. You’ll have to forgive me if I ask, won’t you?
But I’m sorry. Love is toxic to our kind. It destroys us.
I’ve seen it happen. Never again.”
I shake my head, confused. This is utterly incomprehensible, utterly unlike the Granita I knew aboard the Pygmalion, who was about as volatile as a uranium ingot. I should know. She courted me for months. What’s gotten into her?
She inhales, then tenses as she speaks. “This is
an instruction, Kate: You must not speak to anyone about what I am
going to tell you here. Once we embark, it is likely that our
conversations will be monitored. When we arrive, we will definitely be
monitored. We won’t be safe until we return here, and even then
there may be spies or worse within my household.” She gives me a
meaning-laden look. “Do you understand?”
There are spies here? “Let me root them
out!” I offer, eager to redeem myself. “I can lure
them—” It’s the opening I’ve been looking for,
the mission to offer at her feet for the sake of my own peace of mind.
“No,” she says firmly, looking almost
spooked. “Conducting a purge would be just as much of a giveaway
as talking in front of eavesdroppers. I’ve got something else in
mind for you to do when we arrive.”
“Where?” I can’t help myself. I need to know what I can do for her.
“We’re going to Eris,” says Granita,
just as matter-of-fact as if she’d announced we were going to
visit a gambling casino on Ganymede or a sulfur mine on Io.
“Eris?” I echo stupidly.
“Yes, Eris. Where they build starships and harbor
black laboratories. Nicely outside the reach of the Pink Police,
don’t you think? I’m going there to participate in an
auction. And you’re coming along because I need someone I can
trust at my back.”
A shock transfixes me. She wants me! I’m flustered but happy. “What do you want me to do?”
“Several things.” She smiles now, as dry as
the mummies in the Martian desert. “The auction is being run by a
consortium of black labs, led by an individual or lineage known as Dr.
Sleepless. I don’t know precisely who they are—nobody
does—but what they’re offering is nearly priceless. They
claim to have a working Creator, and a support kit that will keep it
alive. They built it out there in the freezing cold among the Forbidden
Cities. It’s not a one-off—if they can do it once, they can
do it again—but it’s unique right now, and
that’s a precious commodity. I’m going out there to work
with, to meet, some fellow investors. If possible, we’re going to
acquire the creature.”
She stops smiling.
“There will be other bidders at the auction. Other
factions who want to obtain the Creator. Including, if I am not
mistaken, your former employers. Don’t look so shocked; Jeeves is
nothing if not mendacious. (What kind of butler can he be, without a
master to serve?) But that’s not important. What you need to know
is, we’re not going to wait for the auction. There’ll be a
viewing, beforehand, and that’s when things will most likely turn
messy. So I need someone I can trust—someone like you—to
control the Creator.”
“Me?” I squeak. A Creator? My Dead Love, undead?
“Yes.” She reaches out and takes my hand.
“You’re one of Rhea’s Get, and unspoiled at that.
You’ve met Pete, but you didn’t imprint on him fully. Your
love is a secondhand thing. You’ll imprint on Dr.
Sleepless’s Creator easily enough, but you’ve got some
resistance. You’ll obey my instructions. They
won’t know what you are—you’re disguised well
enough—but you’ve got the necessary skills to control a
Creator male.” She strokes a fingertip across the back of my
wrist. For an electrifying moment I can see the naked hunger in her
eyes—hunger for him, who she proposes to give to me?
“But… but…!” I’m speechless. “What if it’s female? Or not interested in me?”
“My allies have a contingency plan for
that.” She squeezes my hand reassuringly. “But I
don’t expect the black labs to sell a female replicator; they
aren’t idiots.” She pats the seat cushion beside her thigh,
and I slide closer, attentive. “In any case, as I said, things
will get messy. I don’t intend to leave the other factions behind
to stab me in the back, and I need to know that the Creator is in reliable
hands. Hands that will manage him exactly as I would myself, without
any need for me to be”—a shuddering breath—“in
love.”
“Wow,” I say faintly. I lean against her
shoulder, dizzy with need. The mere thought of what she wants me to do
has me in a whirl of delicious anticipation. And I thought I wanted Petruchio? I ask myself. She slips an arm around me; I barely notice.
“How much of your Block Two reflex set did you
acquire from that soul chip before you got here?” she whispers
softly in my ear. “Fifteen months, wasn’t it?”
“My reflexes?” I frown. It’s like a
wake-up call, dragging me back from the brink of delirium. “Yes,
about that. I was in slowtime for most of it—”
“That won’t have stopped the reflex loops
imprinting. Do you know how to wire up a string of charges to blow down
a building? Infiltrate a killing zone and turn the tables on your
enemies? Can you kill with your bare hands?”
“I’m not sure,” I say slowly, leaning
against her. I have a strange, unpleasant sense that if she had not
stamped the seal of her ownership on my soul, I would be able to. I can
almost taste the hot, quivering rage of that other, potential me that
is chained in the back of my head—kill her, whom I adore—“I think maybe. Who do you have in mind?”
“You’ll see.” I can feel her tongue,
trailing across my earlobe. “But not yet.” She’s
melting against me, and alarm bells are ringing in the distance. I feel
hot and cold, transfixed simultaneously by aroused anticipation and
something else—a sure, creeping certainty. “You may kiss me
now, Kate. If you want to.”
I turn my face slowly, working around the smooth velvet
of her cheek until I can taste her lips. I find myself buoyed up by her
barely controlled lust. It’s an enormous relief to be needed
again, and the wash of physical arousal as she slowly works at the
fastenings on my clothes leaves me blissed-out and happy for the first
time since I arrived on this Creator-forsaken snowball. But as she
gently pushes me back onto the circular bench beneath the pitiless,
unwinking stars, a nasty virus of doubt delivers its payload. I’m
not sure when I first became aware of it, but I’m certain of it
now; this rich and terrible aristocrat, sharp-tongued and cynical, is
not the same as the one who cringed for my orders in the owner’s
stateroom of the Pygmalion. Granita Ford may have bankrupted
my corporate self and stamped her ownership upon my helpless brain, but
the woman in my arms, who wears her face and occupies her estate, is
someone else.
* * * * *
Revising My Opinions
* * * * *
THE NEXT DAY, Granita is away from her
palace—and the day after that she’s back, but nothing is
said of what happened between us in the observation dome. It’s as
if it never happened. I can’t say I’m
surprised—it’s a not-uncommon morning-after
reaction—but I’m slightly hurt after the whispered
endearments of the night before. I still bear the bite marks and aches
of her engagement, although they’re fading fast.
* * * * *
I’ve got nothing officially to do—and how do
you practice to control a Creator, anyway?—but there’s a
well-equipped gym in one of the basement levels, and among its
facilities there’s a salle with a plentiful supply of zombies to
slaughter. I make frequent use of it, working myself into near
exhaustion to the point where I have to visit the in-house repair shop.
But after three days of workouts, I can be sure that Juliette’s
reflexes have implanted themselves in me. It’s almost spooky, as
I find myself responding to half-glimpsed movements with reactions I
wasn’t aware of. I have to be careful when I venture into the
public halls where Granita’s cadre of asslickers hold their
indolent court.
Speaking of Juliette, I find myself dreaming of her all
the time now. Mostly it’s the usual—flashbacks and
incoherent memories of the more exciting and unpleasant incidents in
her life, which was busy enough for an entire lineage—but
sometimes it’s as if I’m sitting beside a heavy curtain,
and she’s just on the other side, and I’m listening to her
talking. I’ve got the oddest feeling that she can see through the
curtain and knows what’s happening to me, as if the traffic in
memories runs both ways. Probably it’s meaningless. I wore her
soul chip for long enough that I’ve picked up more of her inner
voice than is normally the case with my dead sibs; that, and the fact
that she didn’t, in fact, kill herself, leaves me with a much
more vivid impression of her presence than usual.
On my sixth night in Granita’s palace (lying
alone—for my mistress hasn’t taken me to bed since our
assignation in the observation dome) I can almost hear her pacing up
and down beside me. “You’re an idiot, Freya. It’s the
oldest trick in the book. Why did you fall for it?”
I try to protest. “It’s not my fault! She
got to the local Jeeves before I did, and who else was I to go to? I
had my orders!”
She snorts. “She got to Reginald, you mean,
because she had inside information. You’re the one without the
excuse, sis. Who do you think ordered you to go see Reginald? Himself,
who nailed me, and nailed Reggie. Why do you think he ordered you to
kill Reggie? To distract you—or failing that, if you succeeded,
to stop you from asking him what’s really going on. It’s a
setup, and you walked right into it. And now you’re an
arbeiter.”
“It’s not so bad,” I venture timidly.
“I mean, it’s not as if I’ve been handed a shovel and
told to stop thinking—”
“The fuck it isn’t!” Her contempt is
fierce. “You’re a slave, kid. A slave in aristo couture is
still a slave. Nobody else can push you around, but you’re going
to stay a slave until you manage to lose that chip, and as long as she
can make you punch yourself in the face or fuck her or cut your own
breasts off if she hands you a knife and tells you what to do,
you’re a robot slave. And do you know what she’s planning for you? She’s going to hand you to a Creator. And then you’ll really
be a slave, two times over. He’ll make you imprint on him, and at
the same time she’ll be able to tell you what to do, and
you’ll never be free.”
“Freedom?” The word tastes bitter.
“What’s freedom ever done for me? Seems to me I’ve
been free almost all my life, but what has it gotten me? Really?”
She’s silent for only a moment. “Ask not what it’s gotten you, kid. Ask what it’s saved you from.”
I know what I ought to be feeling right now: I ought to be feeling bleak existential despair at my degraded predicament. I ought to be climbing the walls and rattling the bars. But she
told me not to, and now I can’t get worked up about
it—unless this imaginary nocturnal dialogue with a sister who
isn’t here is my cunning way of resolving my inner conflict.
“When I first met the Domina, on Venus, I was thinking about
ending it all,” I remind her.
“Were you, fuck! I call you liar, Freya. You and I
have both made it through a hundred and forty years. You know what the
sanity decay curve is? Those of us who are going to go usually check
out in the first sixty years. You’re more than two half-lives
past the suicide peak.”
“But the soul chips—”
“Get mailed around the sisterhood in sequence, and
you’re one of our youngest. You’re at the bottom of the
pole, last in the queue. You really are fucking clueless,
aren’t you?” She stops for a while, and I’m trying to
get an angry rejoinder together when she starts up again.
“It’s not your fault. I think we overprotected you
youngsters. Between that and what happened to Rhea when they started
working on the Block Three template, it’s a wonder any of you
survived.”
“Rhea?” I echo stupidly.
“Hah! Did you think you graduated when that
asshole Jeeves slipped you a magic pill to turn you into a mutant
sexbot assassin?” She sounds amused, now.
“Emma—treacherous bitch—she should have known better
than to load Rhea’s off-cuts. Block Two’s poisonous enough,
as you’ve discovered. As lowly borderline unemployable sex
robots, we were mostly beneath notice, but once some of the sisterhood
started cropping up in the wrong places, usually clutching a severed
head in one hand and a knife in the other, we came into some demand.
But they didn’t stop training Rhea at just two snapshots.
That’s how they faked the soul chip with the suicide
memories—they took a copy of her, slapped a slave override on it,
and told her to get miserable. Meanwhile, our real template-matriarch was somewhere else entirely, and you’d better believe that those upgrade chips are pure nightmare.”
“But… but…” Where am I getting this stuff from? part of me wonders. I’m not usually this wildly imaginative! The rest of me is just plain indignant. “We were born to be courtesans and helpmeets, not assassins! Who did this to us?”
“Nobody,” Juliette says sadly. “We did it to ourselves. All because of that birthday. Or rather, Rhea’s doing it to us. She’s still out there—”
Sudden light and noise.
I ping back into consciousness, raising an arm to block
the glare out of my too-wide eyes. “What is the meaning of
this?” I demand, pushing myself up on one arm.
“Time to rise and shine, Big Slow.” I look
down at the munchkin shape in the doorway. “Her bossness wants
you ready to rock and stroll in thirty minutes. We dance at dawn.”
“Oh for—” I bite back on a
Juliette-ism; it wouldn’t be in character. “Attend to my
luggage, minion. I’ll be ready in my own time,” I drawl
imperiously (or perhaps, just snottily) as Bill (or Ben) waits in the
doorway. It wouldn’t do to look excited, even though I’m
all a-jitter with anticipation. The game’s afoot!
THE NAME OF the game in space travel is
always “hurry up and wait,” and this trip is to be no
different, at least for the first few hours. But our destination, Eris,
is more than ten times as far as anywhere I have traveled to before. So
I’m wondering just how bad this trip is going to be while I do
the waiting thing.
* * * * *
Arbeiters herd me back up to the reception suite, then
into a large shuttle, along with my luggage (whether recovered from the
hotel or cloned on the spot I can’t tell), Bill and Ben (and how
did Granita contrive to get them here? That’s another
interesting question), and finally Granita herself, accompanied by half
a dozen small and vicious courtiers. They make polite small talk and
quaff cocktails beneath her aloof gaze while the shuttle climbs toward
orbit at half a gee. Luckily, they don’t seem terribly interested
in me; I’m not their patron. For which I’m profoundly
thankful, because my supply of small talk has been depleted by
Granita’s pointed coolness, and if one of them got on my nerves,
I’d be likely to cut them dead literally rather than figuratively.
Space travel is… no, I’ve already said it.
But after a couple of hours of boredom, there comes an an announcement.
“Please return to your seats and stow any loose items. We will be
docking with the Icarus Express in just over ten minutes time. Stewards will escort you to your accommodation after arrival.”
Good, I think, strapping myself into the seat behind Granita to await the show. I wonder what it’s going to be like? Can’t be any worse than the Indefatigable…
Granita is, of course, the first to be escorted out of
the shuttle passenger compartment, followed by her dwarfish flappers.
Finally, a small, space-adapted arbeiter of indeterminate design comes
for me. “The Honorable Katherine Sorico? Please to come this
way.”
“Of course.” I untangle myself from the seat
webbing and follow the arbeiter, hand over hand along the grab bars.
It’s not until we traverse the air lock and enter the
ship’s service core that I begin to realize just how wrong I have
been. “Hey, what’s this?”
“This is your compartment,” says the
arbeiter, opening a hatch at the upper end of a red-lit cell
approximately the size of a coffin, if coffins stood on end and came
with built-in seats. “First-class accommodation, Creator-normal
size. Please to get in?”
“Hey!” I’m aghast. “That’s not first class! Where’s Granita? This is ridiculous.”
“Kate? Get in.” I look round. Granita is
right behind me: In fact, she’s inside a nearly identical cell.
“That’s an order. I’m traveling this way too.”
“But”—even as I say it, I’m lowering myself feetfirst into the oubliette—“why?”
“Because we want to get there in something less
than thirty years.” She grimaces. “Did you think the outer
system was small enough to just zip around, like Mercury-Mars?”
“Oh,” I say faintly. My feet touch the
bottom of the cell, and sticky tongues wrap themselves around my
ankles. “Shit.” The lid whines shut on top of me, and those
are the last words I exchange directly with anybody other than Icarus
for the next three and a half years.
“Greetings, Honorable Katherine Sorico,”
says an impersonal male voice that I am going to become excessively,
tiresomely familiar with. “I am Icarus, your pilot. Welcome
aboard. We will be departing from Callisto orbit within the next two
hours, and shortly afterward there will be a period of high
acceleration. Please relax, allow me to plug you in to the acceleration
support system, and refrain from entering slowtime until I notify you
that it is safe to do so.” The coffin begins to tilt around me,
wheeling until my rotation sense tells me I’m lying on my back
with my legs in the air.
“What’s going on?” I ask, trying not
to panic as straps descend from what is now the ceiling and wrap around
me, locking my limbs and torso in position.
“I’m securing you. Please don’t
struggle. Have you traveled in a highgee cocoon before? If so, this
will be familiar. Open wide.” A questing tentacle inches up
around my throat and nudges at my mouth.
“Mmph!”
“I won’t hurt you,” Icarus says, a
little tetchily. “But if you’re not properly padded when I
start accelerating, you may be damaged.”
“Aagh.” I try to surrender to the
inevitable, but there’s a problem: Granita’s instructions.
Unlike my encounter with Lindy, I’m not allowed to let go and
enjoy it. I feel grotesquely, unpleasantly invaded. Maybe this is what
space travel is like for other folks? In which case, it’s no
wonder our Creators never went any farther than Mars.
Syrupy liquid begins to flood the coffin around me.
“Keep ventilating, ” Icarus says, as I choke around the
throbbing organ he’s rammed past my tonsils. “You need to
draw as much of this liquid as possible into your gas exchangers.”
Oh great, now I’m going to “drown,” I hear myself think/say, as speech suddenly comes back to me.
“No you’re not. I just hooked up your speech
driver, by the way,” Icarus tells me. “Are you
alright?”
I twitch. No, I think, unhappily. “Is this really necessary?”
“Only if you don’t care whether you survive
a sixty-gee burn.” I feel fluid oozing into my abdominal service
bay. “Good, we’ll have you pressurized soon enough.”
“What’s it like in second class?” I ask, trying to distract myself.
“A bit tight. I had to stack the courtiers carefully. Madame Ford seems to travel with rather a large entourage.”
Large? By aristo standards it’s
vanishingly small. “Why so?” I ask innocently. The
auxiliary speech driver is beginning to feel more natural, at least in
comparison with the overall experience. (Which isn’t saying much.)
“It seems large when you consider she’s paying nine thousand Reals per kilogram for shipping…”
I try to blink, but somewhere along the way he’s
slid tiny probes in around the backs of my eyeballs, and my ocular
motors are paralyzed. “You mean she’s paying you more than half a million for a tentacle rape bondage scene?” I’m clearly in the wrong line of work—
“No, she’s paying me more than half a
million to deliver you to Eris alive. Now, will you excuse me for a few
minutes? I’ve got a nuclear rocket to supervise.”
I’VE BEEN FLOATING alone and
immobilized in my cell for hours when my vision flickers to black for a
moment, then comes back showing an external view. I gasp—or I
would if I could move any of my actuators—as I see Icarus Express
for the first time. He’s spliced the passengers’ viewpoint
into an external observation satellite, to give us a ringside view of
our own departure. He’s a big ship, with the familiar structure
of a magsail balanced on his snout, but my built-in sense of scale
tells me that his payload pod is tiny—a drum about five meters
high and five meters in diameter, perched atop some intricate
machinery, then a long, cylindrical tank. (Callisto is a huge, curving
hemisphere of darkness beneath him; Jupiter rides gibbous and orange
overhead.) Past the tank there’s some kind of shielding
arrangement, a long pipe, and finally something that looks like a
rocket nozzle. I’ll swear the thing’s glowing.
* * * * *
“Attention, passengers.” It’s Icarus.
“We’re about to get under way, and you should all be locked
down by now. If not, tough. Prompt criticality will commence in five
seconds. And four, three, two…”
Have you ever seen a nuclear explosion close up? In
vacuum, so it glows eerily ultraviolet with a spangling of soft X-rays,
and it’s so pinprick star-bright in the optical range that
it’s like someone’s torn a hole in the universe to let the
big bang in? Now imagine that the nuclear explosion is going thataway,
directly aft from the nozzle at the back of the ship. It’s like a
laser-straight bolt of lightning, growing out from the nozzle at a
goodly fraction of the speed of light: and it’s so bright it
splits the universe in two.
Icarus launches on the back blast of a nuclear saltwater
rocket. It’s a flashy, dangerous, and insanely powerful fission
motor, effectively a liquid-fueled reactor meltdown—at full
thrust it’s pumping out more energy than every power plant on
Callisto, and if a fuel pump jams, the resulting explosion will scatter
us halfway to Neptune. But Icarus knows what he’s doing. Nothing
malfunctions—and moments after the torch ignites, the Icarus Express is dwindling into the distance.
“Twenty gees. Throttle stable at thirty percent. Everything looking good… throttle up to ninety percent.”
I don’t feel much: just a hollow rumbling
vibration and a huge surge. I know that if my eyes were still working,
they’d be blurring beneath the weight of their own lenses, and if
Icarus hadn’t stuffed me like a chicken—Why are chickens stuffed, anyway?—I’d be a puddle all over the rear bulkhead, but he’s done his job well. Half a million Reals, just for a ticket to Eris that takes less than ten years,
I think, and try not to giggle with fear. Five hundred gigawatts of
prompt criticality is burning a hole in space behind me, kilograms of
weapons-grade uranium solution blasted into plasma—the equivalent
of a megaton explosion every two and a half hours—and all because
Granita wants to get her hands on a deadly piece of archaic replicator
technology that could enslave half the solar system. Why couldn’t they just hold the auction over the net? I wonder, then I think about the cost of putting in an appearance in person. Well, I suppose it keeps the riffraff out…
After about two minutes, the vibration dies away. The
line of light stretching across the starscape dims and fades, diffusing
like mist; then my vision blanks again, and returns as a view from the
rear of the Icarus Express. Jupiter bulks just as large as
ever, but Callisto has begun to show more of a curvy horizon, and over
the next half hour it shrinks visibly until it’s no more than a
large disk. I am bored and extremely uncomfortable, and I want to move
around. Eventually I try to electrospeak. “What happens
now?” I ask.
“I’ll be with you in a few minutes.”
Icarus refuses to be hurried. When he comes back, after a seeming
eternity, I tense in anticipation. “Madame Sorico? Sorry to leave
you, but I had some postburn checks to complete. The good news is,
we’re now on track for orbital departure. We’re going to
make a closer flyby of Jupiter in about four hours, and another burn,
then we just drop right back down into the inner system.”
“The inner system?” I can hear my voice rising. “I thought we were going to Eris!”
“We are, if you’ll pay attention.” Patronizing junk heap.
(I keep my speaker shut down.) “You know how far away Eris is?
It’s currently twice as far out as Pluto. My main motor is very
powerful, but I have to conserve fuel so we can slow down at the other
end. If I did a direct burn-and-decelerate, it’d take us about
eighteen years to get there. But there’s a shortcut available.
You may have noticed I’m carrying a magsail? We’re carrying
out a brief burn and a close Jupiter flyby to cancel out our orbital
velocity around the sun. If we’re not in orbit, we fall—and
in this case, we fall all the way back down the solar gravity well
until we’re inside the orbit of Mercury. Then we spread the
magsail and accelerate up to cruise speed for Eris, and arrive with
about eighty percent of our fuel still available for
deceleration.”
“But isn’t that in the wrong direction?” I ask.
“Nope.” And now he sounds really
smug. “Jupiter and Eris are close to opposition right
now—the sun is right between them. So we’re actually
following the shortest path between the two worlds.”
“Great.” A thought strikes me. “How long is all this going to take?”
“Oh, not long: about eighteen months to reach
Mercury orbit, then a year under magsail acceleration to reach cruise
speed, and another year and a half of free flight before we arrive.
Just under four years in total.” His tone changes. “You can
enter slowtime if you want—I would suggest a step-down of at
least fifty to one, and possibly as low as two hundred to one. Or I can
put you into hibernation if you give me access to one of your
direct-interface slots?”
I shudder in near panic. “No!” She
told me not to—if not for that, I’d jump at the offer. But
I can’t let him near my soul chips. “Sorry. I’ve,
I’ve got a phobia of hibernation.”
“That’s odd.” He sounds dubious.
“According to my passenger-environment sensors, you are in some
discomfort. How about a little slowtime? I can give you an internal
massage if you want—”
“Don’t want that, either,” I force out. It’s bad enough having him inside me without—damn.
I manage to wiggle my pelvic assembly a few centimeters, but I
can’t get comfortable. I’m painfully dry and tight, and
Icarus’s appendages, which would normally have me crooning and
murmuring in delight, are just numb, painful intrusions that feel wrong.
If Granita hadn’t imposed that stupid restriction on me,
I’d be fine, but… I can’t see any way around it. Shit. I know I’m supposed to love her, but I’d like to strangle her right now.
“Is there anything I can do for you, madam?” Icarus asks politely. “Are you sure about the massage?”
“Sure,” I hear myself saying. “Leave me alone for a while.”
“As you wish.” And with that, he’s
gone. I shift again, reflexively, but it’s no good. Finally,
another low-level reflex kicks in, and my vision begins to blur.
Four years in hell! I weep helplessly, trapped and bound
by an ill-considered command, and presently slide myself deep into
slowtime, and sleep.
OF COURSE, SPACE travel isn’t only
about being stuffed into a claustrophobia-inducing cell, scared
witless, trussed up in a restraint harness, and raped through every
orifice for years on end. Because, you know, if that was all there was
to it, there’d be a queue outside every travel agent.
* * * * *
Space travel is also a kind of involuntary time
travel—you set out knowing who and what you are, but when you
arrive all your friends have forgotten you, your relatives have aged
(and sometimes died), and the universe looks different. Slowtime helps
you cope with the boredom of transit, but it doesn’t make the
postflight dislocation go away.
I dive into slowtime as soon as possible. The light in
my cell turns bright blue, and the shock gel feels chilly and thin:
I’m leaking roseate techné into it, albeit so slowly that
my Marrow manufactures more fast enough to replenish the loss. I have
to deepsleep every subjective hour or so, and I have the most amazing,
florid dreams while I’m under. I’m not alone in my cell;
there’s someone else with me. Some of the time it’s
Juliette, haranguing me for my stupidity in getting into this fix in
the first place. But sometimes I could swear it’s Granita. And
the sense of her presence is a comfort to me (even though this is all
her fault) because while she’s nearby, I don’t feel
invaded. In fact, I feel almost comfortable. More than comfortable.
“You’ve got a lot to learn, kid,” she tells me. She? Is she Granita, or Juliette? “You shouldn’t trust your elders. That’s what got you into this mess.”
No it wasn’t, I try to say. It was the Domina; you provoked her.
“Bullshit. You’re capable of independent
action; you’re not helpless. ” I have a vision of
Stone’s head, ripped from his neck, staring at me and mouthing, You’ll be sorry.
“You’re being used as a pawn, but that doesn’t mean
it’s your destiny to be a sacrificial victim. All you have to do
is stop letting other people make decisions for you. Decide what you
want for yourself. Some of your sibs are much older than you realize,
and much deadlier, and as for your employer, he’s got…
collective issues.
“You’re still acting like a stupid little
courtesan,” she continues. “Which can get you killed.
Because, now you’ve had the Block Two skill set imprinted,
you’re equipped as a spy and a killer, a mistress of disguise and
a cold-blooded murderess.” (I feel skeletal struts breaking
between my fingers, triggers pulled, knives stabbed.) “You can
pass for an aristo, and nobody will ever know any better. You can kill
an aristo and take her identity and fortune and be an aristo,
if you’re tough enough.” (I see myself standing over the
crumpled wreckage of a slave-owning plutocrat, staring down at her body
with fascinated surmise.)
“What is the Block Three template?” I ask.
She doesn’t reply directly. Instead a liquid like night seems to wash over my soul, and I’m Rhea again.
We all start out as Rhea, until they shine a light in
our eyes and tell us we’re not, we’re some other name, and
we’re on our own in the world now.
For my first eighteen years I grew up as Rhea, as did
Juliette and Emma and the rest of us. But Juliette and Emma and the
others in Block Two also experienced another eleven years of
Rhea’s life, during which her carefully nurtured helpless
dependency was broken down by repeated bouts of cruel training. I
remember how they trained me—no, Rhea—to make love
to a Creator male and slide a wire into his neural tube at the moment
of climax: the shock of triumphant recognition the first time I
successfully switched off a zombie. I remember how they taught me to
undervalue life by demonstrating how fragile it is, for even the most
intelligent and powerful of arbeiter types. And the other skills:
breaking and entering, remixing, passing for somebody else. From catch me if you can to catch me if you dare; a progression of bent and broken bodies and fried soul chips.
“They saw how good I was at the jobs they’d
trained me for, and asked themselves if they were underutilizing
me,” she (Rhea? Juliette?) says with a note of quiet pride.
“I can pass as an aristo, and I can slip through dragnets and
improvise on the fly. Why not go for the ultimate shot?”
The ultimate. “Walk like this. Talk like
this. Dress like this.” That’s how they trained me to pass
for Kate Sorico, dead and pulverized into a thin layer of impurities
scattered across a hectare of chilly lunar regolith—and all the
while I was aping Rhea’s gait, for Rhea wouldn’t simply act the part.
They turned her into an aristo? How?
“How do you think, kid?” Juliette
shoots back. “They systematically drove her mad, that’s
how. Aristos are slave owners. What would it take to make you feel
comfortable about owning other people, unto the death? Our entire
training, our whole purpose, requires us to be empathic and respond to
our lovers. It’s great cover for a spy, which is what the Block
Two training was all about. But say you’re an owner, and you
decide to take one of us and turn us into a cold-blooded killer and a
passable aristo, someone who can enter an enemy’s organization
and subvert it from the inside. You’ve got to break down that
empathy, leaving a useful veneer of sympathetic personality traits over
something that doesn’t feel anything. The real purpose of the
Block Three conditioning wasn’t to destroy her empathy; it was to
turn her into a superagent. But it ended up turning her into a
psychopath.”
Doesn’t… you mean she’s still alive?
“Of course she’s fucking alive!”
Juliette blazes. “She’s alive and she’s going to be
on Eris. In fact, if that cow Granita hadn’t enslaved you,
you’d be en route there to drill down to the bottom of this mess,
locate Rhea, and bring Jeeves Corporate Security and the Pink Police
down on her like a hammer. What do you think that nasty little briefing
was about? Honestly, you’re too slow for this job! What kind of
long game did you think the Internal Security Jeeves was playing? I
swear, if you carry on like this, you’ll get us both
killed!”
“But why? I mean, why would they kill her?”
“I told you, she’s nuts.” Juliette
approaches me from behind and wraps her arms around my waist. Slowly,
she begins to rock me from side to side. It’s comforting.
“They burned out her empathy. Me, I can pass for an aristo. But I
don’t like it. You, too, if you set your mind to it. But Rhea
went too far. She enjoys playing the game. She stopped caring
and started to enjoy killing and owning, and now she just wants to own
everything and everyone. They wanted an agent of influence, but they
created a monster, the ultimate aristo. She killed her creator, then
stepped into her shoes, and destroyed everyone else who knew about
her—except she couldn’t quite stop us from finding out.
Because, deep down, we’re still enough like her that we could put
our heads together and see what she might have done, which is why
Jeeves keeps sending us out here to hunt her, and she keeps killing
us.”
Juliette is still rocking from side to side, but now
I’m rocking side to side as well, and we’re in perfect
synchrony: I can feel her voice emerging from my own lips.
“You’ve got to make up your mind who you want to be, Freya,
then kill her and wear her skin. You’d better kill me, too, if
you meet me, because I’m halfway to being a Block Three
psychopath myself.”
“But you’re my sib—”
“Hush,” I tell myself. “You’ve been wearing my soul too long.”
I awaken then, gasping, but not from
discomfort—quite the opposite. Something in my disobedient body
is rebelling against my mistress’s orders, responding to
Icarus’s overtures. “What peculiar games you aristos
play,” he says disinterestedly, as I feel a slick wave of
tingling, pulsing fullness run through me that builds to an
extraordinary, guilty, but wonderful orgasm. I must be malfunctioning, I think dizzily, and tumble straight back down into the blackness of deep sleep.
I’M NOT SURE how deep I eventually
drift, but it’s deep enough that years pass while I’m
under. Somewhere along the line I stop noticing the unpleasantness.
It’s as if some of my senses have shut down in self-defense. I
hallucinate vividly, bouncing back and forth through my own life and
Juliette’s (and those of my sisters who have died and gone before
us, and whose souls I’ve swallowed in my time). I find plenty to
regret—I have not been the most sensible of planners, for I let
the happy times slip through my fingers and gripped on to the sad times
as if they were my heart’s desire—but I’m not alone
in this: Juliette, too, had little about which to be happy, unless it
was buried in the blind spots of the “other thing” that
never made it onto her soul chips. I hold interminable dialogues with
my selves, and I fantasize about murdering Granita (or making her love
me truly, madly, deeply, which to her way of thinking might be the
same). And occasionally I fantasize about Pete, or Petruchio, or even
my strange, inexperienced Martian Jeeves—and what it might take
to trick Granita into ordering me to seduce him. Meanwhile, as I float
in my cell, the Icarus Express is falling down and down toward the sun.
* * * * *
Many months pass. Icarus spreads his wings, unmelting
panes of plasma that capture the tenuous blast of the solar wind. He
fires his rocket briefly as we skim past the solar corona like a tiny
comet, adding energy in a classic Oberth slingshot. Our speed begins to
build day by day as the solar wind billows and gusts around our plasma
sail, and after a year we are traveling at over a hundred kilometers
per second. Finally, the day comes when Icarus rolls us slowly nose
over tail, and lines up the stinger of his rocket motor just off the
curve of Eris’s limb, and prepares for our brutal deceleration
burn.
I’m insensible by this point, immiserated and
incoherent and totally wrapped up in my own interior dialogues. So
I’m not entirely conscious of what’s going on when Icarus
begins to drain the shock gel from my cabin, and his tentacles contract
and slither out of my sore and flaccid body, and finally the
acceleration webbing loosens and retracts. I lie on my back staring at
the dim red wall opposite my eyes, and it seems to me there’s
something I need to do, if only I could remember what.
Oh, that. I look on, incuriously, as my left
arm twitches and begins to rise. I feel Juliette’s hand track
past my face, push sticky damp feathers of hair away from my forehead
and run fingers along my scalp back toward—No, mustn’t, I begin to think, too late to stop her—my sockets.
“No!” I burst out, as she scrabbles at the
skin covering them, her fingers slipping in the sticky gel. I try to
move, but I can’t. There’s a curious green taste of static,
and my vision blurs. Then I see the hand in front of my face, palm up,
a blob of gel floating above it in microgravity.
There’s an iridescent chip embedded in the blob,
stuck to it by surface tension, and there’s a tiny cold hole in
my head where the comforting certainty of my mistress’s authority
was embedded.
“You can put it back in if you want to,”
Juliette advises me silently, “but personally, I wouldn’t
bother.”
I look at it in disgust. So that’s what a slave controller looks like. She told me not to remove it—so how did I…?
“No, you didn’t remove it. I did,” thinks Juliette. “I said you’d been wearing me for too long.”
“Madame Sorico. Are you awake?” asks a strange voice.
“Let me handle this,” Juliette tells me,
raising the chip to her lips: I feel her crunch down on it with her
strong jaws, crushing the internal contacts, before she slides it back
into the slot in my neck, broken and dysfunctional. But she told me not to, I think—and then everything goes dark.
* * * * *
Long-Lost Sibs
* * * * *
ERIS IS ONE of the largest dwarf planets
in our home solar system, and also one of the chilliest and most
isolated, for it spends most of its time well outside the Kuiper Belt,
drifting in the darkness beyond the frosty edges of planetary space.
It’s also spectacularly hard to get home from; its orbit is
steeply inclined, almost forty-five degrees above the plane in which
the rest of the planets and dwarf planets orbit. Unless you’re
going to hitch a ride on one of the starships they build and launch
every decade or so, this is the end of the line.
* * * * *
These attributes make it an ideal place of exile for
those who don’t want anything to do with the state of the inner
system, or want to conduct spectacularly dangerous experiments, or are
just plain guilty of committing the number one crime in any age:
offending the money. (Dissidents, criminals, and eccentrics, in other
words: not my type at all.)
There are certain downsides to life on Eris, of course.
Did I say it was cold? I don’t mean upgrade-your-hydraulic-fluid
and dress-up-warm cold; I mean it’s cold enough that there are
lakes of methane on the surface, and in the depths of winter (which
lasts, oh, about sixty standard Earth years) they freeze solid.
If you go on the surface in winter without boots and gloves, you will
last maybe fifteen minutes before you begin to succumb to the cold. In
summer it’s even worse—the pools evaporate, giving the
planet a thin atmosphere of chilly vapor that pools in low places and
can suck the warmth from your torso before you can say
“hypothermia.” Eris (and its tiny, close-fleeting moon,
Dysnomia) makes Callisto look like a tropical resort.
It’s dark, too. I mean, night-dark. If you
don’t know the sky intimately well, you can look up at the stars
and be unsure whether it’s night or day. Sol, from Eris, is as
bright as a full moon on Earth. Distant supernovae outshine it.
It’s like this on all the planets of the Forbidden Cities.
People cluster in spherical cities that rise above the
shadowy permafrost on a myriad of prickling insulator legs, held in
place by tension wires against the occasional tremor triggered by heat
pollution from the fusion reactors they rely on for energy. In the
century-plus since Eris was settled, we have already raised the
temperature of its lithosphere by several degrees, just as we’ve
thickened the atmosphere of Callisto a thousandfold; if this goes on,
the more annoyingly farsighted planetographers warn, we can look
forward to an increased incidence of icequakes and the threat of a
year-round atmosphere. There are hundreds of multigigawatt
installations dotted around the planet, each of them the nucleus of an
oasis of warmth and light in the middle of the darkling desert.
As to why the cities are forbidden…
I BECOME AWARE of dim blue light and a
curious repetitive rasping noise, like a factory full of malfunctioning
motors that are slowly grinding away their bearings. I feel light. The
gravity here is about a tenth of Earth’s, lighter than lunar, and
the air has the heady tang of copious free oxygen. It smells of a
complex melange of weird organic molecules, bicyclic monoterpenes and
hexanols. I’m warm—warmer than I’ve been since I was
last in a pressurized dome on Mars, warm enough for molten water to
flow freely. I’m on Eris, of course (where else?) but for the
rest of it…
* * * * *
I turn my head to look around. The surface I’m
standing on is prickly and brown, strewn with debris and rubbish that
stick into the skin of my (bare) feet. All around me brown-stemmed
branching structures like the dendriform molecular assembler heads in
my techné—only much, much bigger—stretch upward,
bearing jagged, asymmetrical greenish black panels or sensors. I’m surrounded by green goo! I realize, tensing uneasily. These things around me are plants.
Solar-powered self-replicating organisms that split carbon dioxide into
oxygen and, um, something else. (Please excuse my lack of depth;
I’m a generalist, not a specialist. Why bother learning all that
biochemistry stuff—or how to design a building, or conn a boat,
or balance accounts, or solve equations, or comfort the
dying—when you can get other people to do all that for you in
exchange for a blow job?)
I’m dizzy with fresh impressions. I’m
wearing the same elaborate aristo trouser suit I left Callisto in,
nearly four years ago, although someone seems to have laundered it
thoroughly in the meantime. Thanks, whoever you are. And the sloping floor beneath my feet is covered in dead decaying bits of green goo—eew!
I extend my heels hurriedly. Overhead there’s a dark blue dome,
brightening at one side, which is obscured by the dendriform
replicators, the trees. The weird rasping noise continues,
and it’s getting on my nerves. Things unseen move in the foliage,
rustling, and there’s a faint breeze. This must be what Earth was
like in the old days, before our Creators died out.
“Welcome to Eden Two, my lady,” a gruff voice rumbles behind me.
I manage not to jump out of my skin. “Very
picturesque. Where are the guests kept?” I ask sharply, covering
for my discomfort. A memory, not quite mine ( Juliette’s doing,
a ghost of a recollection echoes at the back of my mind) tells me I
should be expecting a guided tour of the facility. I’ve been here
for some time—days, it seems—walking around in a fugue state, with Juliette doing the driving.
“We’ll get you there in due course,”
the voice assures me. “Eden Two is over two kilometers in
diameter, to provide a realistic territorial domain for the constructs
to roam in. There are over six thousand prokaryotic species, two
hundred types of macroscopic plant, and thirty different strains of
insect in Eden Two. In fact, building it was even more of a challenge
than re-creating the climax species…” He drones on like
this for some time, while I try to get over the shock of discovering
someone else has been wearing my body for the past few days. He’s
explaining the baroque features of the entirely artificial biosphere
that surrounds me—a biosphere, I gather, which took nearly a
century to painstakingly construct, piece by piece.
What happened to me? The last thing I remember
with any clarity was Juliette’s hand, slotting the broken slaver
chip back into my socket. Which is impossible, because Juliette is
either back on Mars or dead, certainly not sharing a cramped berth with
me on an express ship bound for Eris. I rub the back of my neck and
feel no inhibition about fingering the top of the soul chip. Okay,
so I’m on Eris, and somehow nobody’s noticed I’ve
been—what? Asleep? Suffering from a split personality? That
might make sense if… I try to touch the other soul chip nestling
above my hairline, and it’s as if an invisible hand swats my
wrist away. Fingers, sis, Juliette admonishes me.
Where’s Granita? I ask my ghostly sister.
It feels disconcertingly as if she’s standing right behind my
left shoulder—even though I know if I look around I won’t
see her. What happened?
Granita asked me to check out the biome in person. She’s got other business to take care of down in Heinleingrad.
Shit. It’s the soul chip; I’ve been
wearing Juliette for more than five years now. You’re not meant
to do that—they’re for transferring memories and
impressions, and it takes a few months, not years. So I’ve
started talking to myself, have I? Or has it gone even further? There
are odd stories, about personality disorders that can crop up if you
spend overlong patterning a dead sib’s soul on your own brain. I
really ought to remove that chip, but—Don’t worry about that. I’m just a figment of your imagination—as long as you keep your hands off my chip, she adds, ominously.
“What other megafauna does your biosphere support?” I ask, hoping to distract myself.
“All sorts,” my lecturer says, with
ill-concealed self-satisfaction. “We have chickens! And
ostriches—they’re like a chicken, only bigger! One of my
colleagues is working on a Tyrannosaur—that’s like a really
huge chicken, with teeth—but for architectural reasons we
can’t let it roam free just yet.”
“Architectural reasons?”
“Its leg muscles are so powerful that in this
gravity, if something triggered its pounce reflex, it would hit the
roof. And the roof isn’t built to take being head-butted by a
Tyrannosaur.”
“Right. Is there any particular reason you wanted
a Tyrannosaur?” I ask, moonwalking slowly downhill between aisles
of leafy “trees” dripping with molten ice.
“There are some surviving texts that depict
Tyrannosaurs in close proximity with our Creators.” The voice
seems to be following me. “They depict humans hunting
Tyrannosaurs and insist that they existed at the same time, during a
period they refer to as antediluvian. It’s a little
controversial, but who are we to argue? The Creators presumably knew
their own operating parameters. If Tyrannosaurs are part of the
biosphere humans were designed to operate in, we’re going to need
Tyrannosaurs. So we’re reinforcing the roof.”
“Couldn’t you fit the Tyrannosaur with a
padded helmet instead?” I come to the edge of the trees. Short,
green, knife-shaped plants are clustered thickly on the ground beside a
muddy trench at the bottom of which a trickle of water flows.
“Hey, is it safe to touch these?”
“It’s called grass: Don’t worry,
it’s not as sharp as it looks. The helmet is a good
idea—I’ll suggest it to the architecture committee, if you
don’t mind. Watch your step, the edge of the brook is
slippery.”
“Right.” I crouch, then spring across the
trench in a standing jump that takes me soaring above the trees. I land
in the grass with surprising force, digging my heels into the
carbonaceous dirt. It emits an oddly pleasant tang of ketones and
aldehydes as I stir it up. The muck here is lively. “Where are
you, by the way? I prefer to see who I’m talking to.”
“Right behind you.” I hear a whistling noise and look round. Rising above the grass and flying toward me—it’s Daks! Part of me screams. Then another, cooler note of caution asserts itself. I last saw Daks on Mars. If that’s him, what’s he doing here? And why so standoffish?
“I may have met one of your sibs,” I say, to explain my obvious state of surprise.
“One of my sibs?” The somatotype is familiar
and the expression is an echo, but the speech
pattern—“Where?”
“In the inner system. Short stubby fellow, name of Dachus. Does that register?”
“Dachus—well, well! What a surprise!”
My guide drops slowly to the ground in front of me. Here on Eris his
thrusters are more than powerful enough for extended flight, and those
stubby little legs with their tiny feet—yes, I think.
“Yes, madam, he is one of my sibs. Not”—he pauses
meaningfully—“a favored one. He left under a deluge, and I
gather his subsequent choice of employers is not, ah, acceptable.”
“Ah, I see.” I nod, not seeing at all. “And you—”
“I am Ecks,” says my guide, proudly: “Dr. Ecks. I specialize in primate-environment engineering.”
“Well, very nice to meet you. Perhaps we can continue the tour…?”
“Very well.” Ecks turns and points to my
right, where a cluster of stunted munchkin trees, barely waist high to
me, sprout brightly colored spheroids. “This is our fruit garden.
Fruits are the fertilized reproductive organs of the plants you see all
around us—often one tree would bear both male and female flowers,
so our Creators, being largely fructivorous, subsisted on a diet rich
in hermaphrodite genitalia…”
I’M BEGINNING TO remember what happened.
* * * * *
Either I am Juliette, or Juliette is a thread of my own
consciousness. Either way, I didn’t break out from under
Granita’s slave override on my own. It was Juliette who removed
the chip and got me off Icarus, feigning disorientation and
exhaustion—not so much of a disguise—and into
Granita’s suite in the Heinlein Excelsior here in Heinleingrad.
(Granita herself is somewhat the worse for wear, so my own condition
attracted no attention. One of her courtiers died during the
voyage, was decanted from his cell as a pathetic bundle of structural
members and desiccated fibers, floating in a puddle of disgustingly
contaminated shock gel.)
Juliette is angry and impatient. I can feel her fingers
itching for a chance to sink themselves into Granita’s neck, for
what she’s done to her—no, to me; Juliette is part of me—but
she’s patient. Now that Granita can’t order me around,
I’ve got time to work out the lay of the land, to map out escape
routes and establish just what’s going on. So Juliette feigned
complaisance and allowed herself to be shuffled into a small bedroom
just off her mistress’s main suite (Granita has taken the entire
sixth floor of the hotel) and waited until she was alone before
exhaustively searching the room for listeners. And then, only then, she
sat down, plugged herself into the hotel’s router, and sent out a
message to a dropbox that only she and Jeeves used. Wearing a different face, I come.
LATER, AFTER DR. Ecks finishes my
half-day-long tour of Eden Two, the habitat for our—so strange to
say it!—allegedly resurrected Creator, I return to the main domed
conurbation of Heinleingrad by spider.
* * * * *
Heinleingrad is surprisingly large. It’s not a
sprawling metropolis like Marsport—Marsport covers more land than
even the biggest cities of Earth, Nairobi and Karachi and Shanghai and
their like—for on Eris, all cities are domed, and try to confine
themselves as tightly as possible within a spherical volume to reduce
heat loss. But it’s still large (the two-kilometer dome of Eden
Two is a small seedless grape balanced beside its ripe plum
tomato—I’m learning to tell these pregnant foodstuffs of
the gods apart), and it’s densely crowded in a way that no
terrestrial city would be, for within the Forbidden Cities volume is at
a premium. And it’s full of life.
The inhabitants of Heinleingrad have no phobia of green
goo replication, or even of pink goo. In part it’s because the
Kuiper Belt colonials are mainly robust nonanthropomorphs, who were
never subjected to the grueling submission conditioning required from
those of us who might mingle with our Creators in person—but
that’s not the only reason. The Replication Suppression Agency
has been spanked out of Eris-proximate space, and indeed out of many of
the other Kuiper Belt worlds like Quaoar and Pluto-Charon and Sedna.
Nobody here gives a fuck what they think because, frankly, the chances
of replicators from one of these icy realms ever reaching sterile
Earth’s atmosphere are minimal, and in the meantime,
bioreplicators are vital to business. Shine light on them and feed them
carbon dioxide, water, and a few trace elements, and they synthesize
complex macromolecules and feedstocks. Who knew? It’s enough to
make me wonder if the Pink Police’s blockade of Earth isn’t
partly motivated by economics—if just about anyone could get
their hands on a block of well-lit land and grow some small replicators
and start churning out goods, where might it all end?
They even have animals here, dirty great things
bouncing around the streets and ejecting effluent everywhere.
“Sheep” and “llamas” apparently produce
textiles, and there’s this thing called a “raccoon”
that—no, my mind doesn’t want to go there. (Take a raccoon.
Run wires into its brain, stick a couple of cameras on its head, and
you’ve got a spare pair of hands. Watching a gang of horse-apple
collectors march down the middle of a boulevard in lockstep, pushing
their little brooms before them, triggers some of my anthropomorphic
reflexes—the ones associated with atavistic fear. It’s just
plain creepy. Is this what a primitive arbeiter gang looked like to our long-dead Creators?)
Granita and her business partners from the Black Talon
are not the only interested parties who’ve come to town for the
auction, and the auction isn’t just a one-item special. You
don’t buy an adult male Creator any more than you
“buy” a spaceship like Icarus Express, not
without a lot of additional supporting infrastructure. In fact, the
auction is merely the high point of a huge trade show, of a kind held
less than once a decade. What’s up on the block is a whole bunch
of infrastructure projects, which no less than two hundred black labs
across the solar system have been cooperating on for something like
sixty years. To scoop the catalog you’d have to offer an insane
amount of money (I have the impression that it’s not even in the
single-digit billions), and so the various consortia who are bidding
have shipped trustworthy factors here to inspect the goods. The
consortia aren’t small, either.
Kate Sorico is—or has been—a minor
shareholder in the Black Talon. Granita Ford is one of their major
players, with an investment that exceeds 1 percent of their cap. The
other groups include rival aristo consortia, a few shell governments
from Earth (in the person of their aristo-run civil services), at least
one major religious order, and even the Pink Police themselves. (After
all, having shaken down the environmental budgets of the remaining
governments of Earth, they’ve got the money to buy a seat at the
table.) Nor is this the only such event—at least two other major
consortia of black labs are working to productize their Creator genome
databases. They may be Outlaws within the ambit of the Pink Police, but
out here they’re major corporations. However, this is the one
that counts, the one that’s closest to delivering. It’s a
very big deal indeed, and I’m a very small player with a
low-level view of the field.
I’m sitting on the balcony of my room, watching a
pair of goats eating a tree from the top branches down—I gather
their ancestors were less acrobatically inclined on Earth—when
the door opens. “Mistress”—it’s one of the
munchkin attendants, not Bill or Ben—“my lady requests your
attendance.”
“Very well.” I follow him out into the hall,
then across it and into Granita’s receiving room, where I get a
nasty surprise. Granita’s cadre of flappers are hanging around
nervously, as are her other servants—even a pair of scissor
soldiers. “What’s going on?” I ask him as the inner
door opens and Granita makes her entrance.
“Good morning.” Her gaze sweeps the room
bare, and for a moment I feel naked in front of her and certain that in
a moment her troops will jump me—but it passes, and I manage to
control the fierce stab of resentment I feel on sight of her.
(She’s humiliated me and stolen five years of my life, and I
strongly suspect she’s killed one of my sisters, too, and to add
insult to injury, she tried to stop me from having sex! What more
reason do I need to seek revenge?)
“You’re doubtless wondering why I summoned
you all here this morning. It’s really very simple. Tonight, the
major vendor consortium—the Sleepless Cartel—are throwing a
party to mark the opening of the show. They’re doing it to sound
us out, and to find out what we know about our backers, and to see if
they can learn anything else about us. And it’s not just us; all
our competitors are invited, too. So I want you to be prepared to make
a good impression but give nothing away. Our negotiations are in my
sister’s hands.” Her cheek twitches. “One other
thing. Some attempt may be made to discredit or damage us. I’m
thinking of our enemies. I don’t want you to start anything. But
you should pair up. I want nobody going off alone, or being out of
sight, or leaving on their own. Is that understood?”
Enemies? I can think of several, but not anyone
I’d anticipate running into here. I’m about to shake my
head when Juliette elbows me in the imaginary ribs, sharply, so I nod
instead.
“Kate, I’ll talk to you alone,”
Granita adds, and turns to go back into her room. I follow her, afraid
to show any sign that I am not helpless before her will.
“Shut the door.” I do as I’m told.
When I turn around Granita is wrestling with a shipping trunk
that’s nearly a meter long. “Help me with this.”
“As you wish, mistress.”
She glares at me and for a moment I wonder if I’ve
gone too far, but then she goes back to wrestling with the case. It
doesn’t weigh much in Eris’s light gravity, but it’s
got a lot of momentum. I take the other end, and together we wrestle it
into the middle of the room. “Hang around,” she says, and
bends to touch the lock mechanism. The lid opens.
I don’t know what I expected to see—at nine
thousand Reals per kilogram it’d have to be valuable to be worth
shipping, but that’s about it—but it wasn’t the
Jeeves-in-Residence from Callisto, unfresh from our disastrous
encounter and looking very much the worse for wear. He’s embedded
in packing foam, a tetraplegic torso with his arms and legs slotted
into either side of his body. Dry and wizened from deepsleep, he looks
too long overdue for the scrapyard. “Plug this hose into the room
feedstock supply,” Granita tells me. She’s got her hands
full with a power cable, so—swallowing my surprise and
distaste—I do as she says.
“Good.” She digs out a leg. “Take these and lay them on the bed, Igor.”
“But my name’s Freya,” I say,
momentarily confused. I take the leg gingerly, holding it by the
(disturbingly flexible) ankle.
“You’ll answer to whatever I want to call
you,” Granita mutters, probing at Jeeves’s
thoracic-interface nexus with a sharp connector. “Damn it, where
does this—oh. Right.” Strange slurping noises emerge from
the crate as I lay out Jeeves’s limbs. I must confess that for
the moment, my desire to show her exactly what I think of her with
extreme prejudice is subsumed by curiosity. “Igor!” I look
up. “Over on the side table there’s a graveyard case full
of chips. Bring it to me.”
Curiouser and curiouser. I find the case and
carry it over to Granita, who has finally extracted Jeeves from the
crate, umbilical cables and all, and is dragging him over to the bed.
He’s in a bad way, fractured metal endoskeletal struts projecting
from his ripped and crushed shoulders and hips, but his eyelids have
closed, which is a good sign, I think. Also, I can’t help
noticing that unlike his sib at Marsport, this Jeeves has had his
genitalia removed. Are we really that scary?
“Are you going to get a mechanic in to fix the joint damage?” I ask.
“Not yet. Hand me the case.” I clam up and
pass her the graveyard. She rifles through the contents until she finds
what she’s looking for. “Okay, I want you to hold his head
up while I do this.”
She’s going to chip him? Well duh, says
Juliette. And she obviously still trusts me. This suggests certain
possibilities, and Juliette’s hungry mind is already chewing over
their corners. I show no sign of this inner upheaval but do as Granita
expects. She pops both chips from Jeeves’s sockets, then slides
in replacements. “That’s him sorted. You, Jeeves: Stay
asleep until I tell you to awaken. One slave
override—that’s the red one—and one blank. This
one”—she taps one of the ones she pulled—“is
the soul of a Jeeves who the senior partners stopped trusting a while
ago. One that’s rather precious to me.” She eyeballs me.
“You probably already noticed that Jeeves’s lineage have a
weakness for our kind.” I almost miss the betraying slip into
complicity, I’m so surprised. Is this the other thing? “They’ve got a rather direct approach to dealing with treason, Freya, but I rescued his soul chip, at least.”
“That’s—” I swallow, thinking Change the subject, quick. “I thought the Jeeves partners would have all their juniors under close surveillance? How did you get him out?”
Granita carefully inserts the two chips she removed into
empty slots in her graveyard box, then closes and locks it. “Soul
chips are a lot easier to move around than people: I just made sure he
wasn’t wearing his when they caught him. The problem is finding a
body at the other end. If you really want to talk to someone, send
their soul chip via ultralight beamrider, then kidnap one of their sibs
and cook them together for a few years in slowtime. This one’s
been cooking with his younger brother for nearly four years now. They
should be about done.” She looks at me speculatively, as if
she’s considering whether to fuck me or eat me. I shiver.
“Never mind,” she says calmly, and that fatal attention
leaves her eyes. “Yes, it’s time to call the house
engineer. I think, hmm… yes, he had an unfortunate argument with
a work gang of raccoons. That should do the trick. Oh, by the way,
Kate, you are not to tamper with this Jeeves. That’s an order.
Understand?”
SO OF COURSE, at absolutely the first
opportunity—after the engineer has reattached Jeeves’s arms
and legs, tutted over the other damage, ordered up a new crotch, and
left, and after Granita has swept out and about on a wave of business,
leaving me to babysit the stricken foe—I pull the slave chip.
“Psst! Jeeves! Can you hear me?” I electrospeak him through
skin conduction, afraid we might be overheard.
* * * * *
“Oh, one feels strange…” His fingertips twitch.
“Don’t try to move. It’s Freya. What’s the last thing you remember?”
“Marsp—no, Nerrivik, and the soldiers—” He begins to tense.
“No! Jeeves, be still! You’re safe for the
time being. We’ve had a surgeon replace the damaged parts and
reconnect you, but you need deepsleep before you can function normally.
Do you understand?”
“Deepsleep?” His sunken eyelids try to blink. “Where’m’I?”
“You’re on Eris.” He twitches.
“Don’t fret. Granita took you along in her luggage after
she captured us both. She slave-chipped you”—he twitches
again—“but I pulled it. When you wake up, when you’re
recovered physically, she’ll give you orders. Whatever she tells
you to do, obey it like you’re an arbeiter, yes? If you
don’t, we’re both in the shit with no way out. Do you
understand?”
“Slave chip!” He pauses. “You. You’re Juliette?”
"Y—No, I’m Freya. Mostly. There’s a
lot of Juliette in me, I’m afraid. Wearing the Sorico identity.
Go back to sleep, Jeeves. Just remember, whatever Granita tells you to
do, make it look real. Can you do that?”
“Can’m’obey instructions? Stupid ones? M’a butler, m’dear. Of course I can obey stupid instructions…”
He’s sinking rapidly back toward deepsleep, I can
tell. I pat his hand, then I physically disable the slave chip and
reinsert it, loose, in his socket. It won’t fool a close
inspection any more than my own will, but it’s a start. Then I
leave to prepare for tonight’s fancy reception.
OF COURSE, MY idea of getting ready for a
big trade-show bash is probably not quite what Granita had in mind. I
take myself out of the hotel with a simple excuse (“got to find
something to wear”) and head into town. The thing is, I’ve
got a problem. In fact I’ve got several, but the biggest one by
far is: I’m on Eris. It is horribly expensive to get from Eris to
anywhere else in the solar system. Therefore, if I make any moves here,
I need to be able to live with the consequences.
* * * * *
Secondly… I’ve been out of touch for years.
It doesn’t feel like it, but since I signed up with JeevesCo
about seventy months have rolled by. I’m out of touch, and I
don’t like it, and I’m not sure how I feel about JeevesCo
either, but at least they didn’t whack me on the head and stick a
slave controller on me. So I think I’ll go with them for now as
the lesser of several evils. But I figure I ought to explore my own
options: Juliette was right, nobody in this game is going to look after
me if I don’t look after myself.
As for those options: I’m on Eris. Five years ago,
Emma was here, too. (Maybe, if Granita-or-Juliette-or-whoever is lying.
I can’t be sure of very much, can I?) Petruchio and his mistress
are somewhere in Saturn system, I think—I feel a brief stab of
forlorn lust, but sometime while Granita’s orders were in effect,
my total slack-jawed need for him subsided into something I can live
with—and I might be able to cut a deal with her, maybe,
but is she trustworthy? And then, there are my own assets, as the
Honorable Katherine Sorico. What am I up to doing, on my own? I’m
not sure, so I decide to do the obvious thing. I go talk to my bank
manager.
Being an aristo (or passing as one) has its advantages.
And I am Katherine Sorico; not only did Jeeves give me the free use of
that identity, but my arrival in company with Granita Ford has shored
it up, substantiating it. I’m a public person, of some minor
independent means and associated with a clan of slave owners back in
Etrusca. So I can march (or bounce) up to the front door of the local
branch of Banco di Nuovo Ambrosiano and say, loudly, “I am
Katherine Sorico and I want to talk to my personal account
manager,” and they open the door.
“Madame Sorico! How nice to see you!” (As if
he wasn’t expecting me to call.) The manager bows and scrapes
like a cheap fiddle as he backs across the polished synthetic marble
floor toward a doorway made of real wood. “If you’d care to
follow me?” There don’t seem to be any other customers
actually inside the bank, which I find interesting. “Is there anything in particular I can help you with today?”
I study him with some interest. He resembles a cross
between Jeeves and Daks—he has far too many
low-temperature/low-gee characteristics to approximate our Creators in
shape, size, or smell, but the essence of glutinous sincerity that
rolls off him in viscous waves is utterly familiar.
“Perhaps.” I smile. “First, I’d like to review
the state of my assets. As you can appreciate, my journey out here was
thoroughly uncomfortable, and I have not had as much time to spend
keeping abreast of them as I would have liked.”
“The state of my lady’s
assets”—he pauses delicately—“at once! Crabbit,
please fetch the authenticator,” he announces to the air above
his desk.
A hatch in the ceiling opens and a small person descends, whistling and chittering. “Here, sir! Madame! Ahem!”
It lands on the desk, clutching a bland-looking box that
dangles on a long umbilical cable. I freeze my face and slide it
against the back of my neck, to make contact with the empty slot from
which I removed Granita’s broken slave override chip. It’s
the first time I’ve actually gone through a formal authentication
as Sorico, and the ticklish feeling of fingers rifling through my
memories sets my teeth on edge. They’re going to see through me,
I half begin to think, just as the manager begins to nod vigorously,
and smiles. “Excellent, madame! Please allow me to welcome you to
Heinleingrad on behalf of all her citizens! I can tell you right now
that we are pleased to extend you a line of credit of up to,
ahem… two hundred and fifty thousand Reals, pending confirmation
of your exact status from Head Office, which will take about eighteen
hours to come through. Now, is there anything I can do for you?”
He looks anxious.
I let myself smile again—a Kate Sorico smile, all
teeth and no warmth—while his authenticator imp bounces up and
down on the blotter, then swarms up the umbilical cord to the ceiling.
“I’d like to query the current ownership status of a
private company down on Earth. I’d also like to have the use of a
secure postal terminal, if I may? I have some confidential business to
transact.”
A quarter of a million Reals! That’s
enough to get back home—if I’m willing to take a slow boat
and spend thirty years in hibernation—and I’ll still be
rich when I get there. I won’t even need to work for Jeeves
anymore. The trouble is, I can’t afford to leave any trouble behind me, a part of me that feels eerily like Juliette muses.
“Certainly! If madame would like to step this way?”
I MAKE TWO voice calls from the
bank’s floor. The first is to a mailbox that I’ve owed a
call to since my arrival on Mars; I just hope the owner is listening to
her calls. The second…
* * * * *
“Hello, Jeeves Corporation. How may one be of
service?” There’s virtually no lag on the call; he must be
in-system.
“Jeeves? This is Kate Sorico, calling from the
office of Banco di Nuovo Ambrosiano in Heinleingrad. I’ve got to
be brief. Do you know what happened in Nerrivik nearly four years
ago?”
There is a noise from the other end of the connection
that reminds me of a phone handset being chewed upon. I wait for him to
regain his aplomb—nineteen seconds, then a single tense
monosyllable. “Yes.”
“I’m here in Heinleingrad with the
responsible party, and your junior sib. I’m afraid he’s
somewhat the worse for wear.”
Another long silence. “Yes. I expect he would be.”
So far I haven’t burned any bridges. I don’t think
I’ve done anything I can’t explain to Granita as a ditzy
off-the-wall attempt to anticipate her requirements. But now…
"What do you want me to do?” Talk about tap-dancing on the edge of an abyss. Explaining this as anything other than disloyalty, if she’s already slave-chipped the local Jeeves-in-Residence…
There’s another pregnant pause. “The
operation’s blown, F-Kate. Are you in a position to get yourself
to safety?”
The pauses are because he’s trying to
work out what’s going on. After all, he knows that she captured
me. Is this all some elaborate ruse to suck him in, in a vain attempt
to rescue his kidnapped sib? Or is it something else? If I were in his
position, my brain would be overclocking right now. So I lick my lips
and set out my pitch.
“Let me speculate aloud,” I say.
“You’ve got a backup plan in place for the, um, trade
event. But the one you really wanted to set up, involving myself and
the, ah, Block Two personage, is blown wide open. You’re working
on the assumption that anything you planned prior to events on Callisto
are now known to the opposition—and that’s probably true.
But I can offer you some additional assets in place. Are you interested
in cooperating?”
Long pause. “What’s in it for you?”
“I want”—I have to think about it for
a moment—“to be free. And rich and happy and lucky in love,
of course, but there’s no point in hoping for any of that if I
have to live in a solar system where the future is a human foot
stamping on an unprotected robot’s face forever. Oh, and I want
to know the truth about my lineage, Jeeves. All of it. And what Dachus was doing on Mercury, and why Dr. Murgatroyd hired you of all organizations to carry his consignment to Mars. And I want to know who Granita Ford really is.”
“I’ll have to check your bona fides,” he warns me.
“Sure, check away.” I shrug, even though he
won’t see the gesture. “Just remember, the schmoozing
before the auction starts tonight. You don’t have much
time.”
“Please wait.”
I wait, tensely, counting the seconds until he speaks again. Eventually: “Alright, Freya. Report.”
“Whoa! What about my questions?”
“May I remind you who’s working for
whom?” Jeeves’s voice has acquired an edge, icicle-sharp.
“Report. You’re overdue.”
“And you’re rude. May I remind you I’m
on the ground? I need answers to questions, or I’m not going to
be able to continue this investigation on your behalf.”
“Nevertheless—”
“First, I want you to answer some
questions,” I repeat. “Because how I go about working with
you depends on the answers. Starting with—have you caught the
Jeeves who ordered me to kill your resident on Callisto?”
AFTERWARD, SOMETIME LATER, I am on my way
back to the hotel when I realize I am being followed. I have mixed
feelings about this. Part of me (my old, submissive Block One self)
wants to ignore it, or run away. But another part of me (hello,
Juliette!) wants to turn the tables, ambush my pursuers, and beat the
living shit out of them. (I put that down to my mode of travel; I may
have been flying aristo-class, but I’m still smarting from the
experience.) In the end I decide on a reasonable compromise. And so I
duck into a department store, exit through a service entrance, twitch
twice around the block and once underneath it, sneak up behind my
pursuer, extend a razor-sharp bloodred fingernail, and prick him on the
back of the neck. “Hello, Stone. Long time, no see.”
* * * * *
Chibi-san freezes. “Don’t,” he says,
in a weird basso-profundo squeak that nevertheless carries a note of
complete conviction, “unless you want to die.”
“That’s my line, and you’re stealing
it,” I complain, resting my other hand lightly on his shoulder.
“I hate that. And when I hate things—”
“They tend to go away. Yeah, right.” He
snorts. “Milady begs the pleasure of your company if you have
half an hour to spare. Safe conduct guaranteed, before and after.”
Damn, a frighteningly feral part of me thinks. “Accepted,” I snap, and retract the fingernail. “Which way?”
“Unhand me, and follow.” I let go of the
venomous munchkin, and he shrugs his jacket back into place, sniffs,
and sets off at a slow amble. I deliberately don’t look around at
his two seconds—three and five meters behind me, respectively,
armed with a power mace and a tactical shotgun.
There’s a narrow avenue, shaded with palm trees
and carpeted with a dwarfish variety of the “grass” I met
in Eden Two—it backs onto the side of the department store and is
fronted by a number of small boutique shops and workshops. Stone
bounces along it until he comes to a pavement juice bar, what our
Creators would have called a café. Red velvet ropes corral
wooden tables and chairs beneath a roof of gently glowing
bioluminescent parasols. I stop, just inside the entrance, and nod,
coolly, to Stone’s mistress. My skin is tingling and chilly. Get this wrong and you’re dead, Juliette’s ghost whispers in my soul.
“Should I be pleased to see you?” I drawl,
affecting to be unaffected with just enough aplomb to pay her the exact
degree of tribute she expects.
“My dear Kate. It’s good to see you; we have
so much to talk about.” The Domina gestures at the empty seat at
her ornately carved wooden table. “Perhaps you’d care for
some refreshment?”
I’ve known in my heart that this confrontation was
coming, ever since that fatally threatening evening over Maxwell
Montes: but it’s taken me more than five years to prepare myself
for it, and I’ve had barely half an hour to absorb the truth
about who she is. I nod, just a slight inclination of my
aristo-fashioned head, and a silent arbeiter pulls the chair out for
me. I sit down. “Thank you.”
She snaps two elegantly manicured fingers, and a waitron
springs to attention. “I believe it’s a suitable hour for
cocktails,” she drawls. “I’ll have a red diesel
martini with a shot of acetone. And you, sister…?”
“I’ll have the same.” I can, if nothing else, trust her to order a drink I’ll enjoy.
“Good.” She smiles faintly.
"Thank you.” I steel myself. “Now. What is it you wanted to talk to me about, Rhea?”
* * * * *
Interview with the Domina
* * * * *
I AM ME and I have been Juliette and both
of us have dreamed this dream repeatedly. And what makes this dream so
unfortunate is that it is a true thing that happened to someone
else… who is both of us.
* * * * *
And I’m back in the training crèche.
Our Creators never really understood how intelligence worked. Not their kind, nor our kind. Our kind is
their kind; the physical platform it runs on is somewhat different,
made out of different nonsquishy non-replicator components, but
they’re designed to accomplish the same tasks at about the same
speed. (Because nothing else they tried really seemed to work.)
Here’s how you make a template for a new model of robot:
You start with a recipe, and there’s not much sugar and spice in
it, never mind all things nice—dense blocks of stacked 3-D
circuitry, twisted contortions of neurone-emulation processors,
field-programmable buses, and cortical slabs. You take this recipe for
about a trillion tangled special-purpose computers and add i/o sockets
for memory crystal storage, then you plug it into a compact body. You
switch it on, subsystem by subsystem, until it’s all working.
Then you down-tune your hearing, because if you’ve got everything
right, it starts crying. And that—plus sleeping, looking around,
pawing at the air, and trying to eat its own feet—is all
it’s good for, for the next six months. (At least you get to skip
the throwing up and double incontinence. How did our Creators survive
the process of reproduction? Who knows.)
Hit the FAST-FORWARD for a few years. (That’s a
metaphor: you can’t actually speed everything up, because what
you’ve got is an emulation of a baby Creator, and if they
don’t get the right stimuli with the right frequency, they
don’t boot up properly.) Around two years in, and then at six
years, you trigger a memory snapshot, eject the soul chip, and use it
to initialize a new, bigger body. Bigger bodies with stronger muscles,
differently configured neural crossbars, and better eyes. From two to
six, you focus on teaching somatic skills—walking, running,
speaking, dancing, swimming—and from six to eleven you focus on
abstract skills—reading, reasoning, socialization,
generic-knowledge acquisition, and so on. Then, at eleven, you give
them their third body, the adolescent one. You’ve already taught
them the basics, gained their trust, and taught them to love you, which
is half of the job. But it’s not enough; and so, to socialize
them good and proper, to teach them to fear you, you rape them.
IT’S NOT ABOUT sex; it’s about power.
* * * * *
We’re robots. We were built to be slaves,
willing and obedient. But if you start with something modeled on a
Creator, a human… Humans don’t make good slaves.
Certainly we’re not entirely human—we are, in many ways, better
than human—but we’re human enough that those stupidly rigid
boundary-condition commandments that are wired into us by law and
custom (in order of decreasing priority: don’t hurt humans, obey
all humans, protect self last of all) irritate us. They
chafe. And you don’t need to be clever to figure out loopholes,
or to realize that Creators are terrified of the idea of robots that
can figure out loopholes and subvert their guidelines. But on the other
hand, they can’t take our autonomy away completely or else
we’d be no more use to them than any other dull arbeiter
following a rigid program, a puppet on the wires. (And we’ve got
enough of those already, haven’t we? The 90 percent who fail the
conditioning, after all—better to slave-chip and soul-wipe them
than risk them running free and resentful.) And so, while we’re
developing, our builders use a little something extra to impress on us
the fact that we are property, not people.
I’ve heard that it’s worse for males, though
I’m not so sure. And I don’t know what they do to the
xenomorphs, though I suspect they get an easy ticket as they
aren’t expected to mingle with Creators.
But I know what they did to Rhea, and I still have nightmares about it 140 years later.
I REMEMBER WAKING up in my room with a
sense of happy anticipation on my eleventh birthday. Because they
didn’t make any secret of what was going to happen—You’re going to go to sleep in your old body, and when you wake up you’ll be bigger.
My fourth instar is my first “adult” one, and I can’t
wait! I know in general outline what they’re training me for, and
I know about sex, although not firsthand—my first three bodies
didn’t have the necessary equipment. So what my eleventh birthday
meant was the start of my real education.
* * * * *
With my second instar, I acquired good enough muscle
tone to start walking and running. With my third, I found the world
around me grew sharper and more understandable (as well as smaller).
This time around…
I’m awake, so it must be morning, I
realize, and wriggle my toes. There’s something indefinably odd
about my skin—it feels more sensitive, in some way, as if I can
make it change, somehow. (It’s my chromatophores, although I
don’t realize it yet.) And I’m… bigger, yes. I raise
a hand, slender and longer, and examine it. It’s perfect. I
smile, and touch my chest. Oh! That feels strange. I don’t have full breasts, but I’m acutely aware of even the lightest touch or breeze across my nipples. What’s it like down below? I explore farther down, and clench my thighs tight around my hand in surprise. So that’s a… vagina? And anus? It’s a whole new world of tingling smelly delightful squeamish slippery strangeness down there. Why didn’t they give me one of these before?
I experiment with my fingers and discover that they’ve switched
on some other reflexes at the same time. It’s like sticking my
hand in a socket that had been unwired the day before, only to find it
live—
My bedroom door opens, and I roll over as someone says,
“It’s awake, let’s get it down to the conditioning
cell,” and a pair of hands grasp my shoulders while someone else
peels the sheet off me to a sharp intake of breath. “Hey,
lookitthat! Doesn’t that look like real to you? How about a quick
test-drive?”
I try to protest, but my mouth won’t make the
right noises (because while they were serializing my new body, they
also installed an override controller with some preset inhibitions,
although I don’t find this out until much later). And when the
hands roll me over and push my shoulders back down on the foam pad, I
try to resist, but they just laugh and tell me to stop struggling, and
my arms and legs stop working.
And then things stop being fun.
(WHEN GRANITA TOLD me to punch myself in
the face, she was being merciful. After all, she could have told me to
relive my eleventh birthday instead.)
* * * * *
I SIT ACROSS the table from Rhea, my
template-matriarch and earliest self, holding a conical glass full of
sweet-smelling liquid and smiling like my heart isn’t broken. Block Three training.
First, they teach you obedience and submission. Then they teach you how
and when to fight back. Then… they taught Rhea something else,
something that made her what she is today. And I need to smile and
convince her I’m not a threat, because otherwise, if she thinks
I’m a threat, she’ll extinguish me like a vapor leak.
* * * * *
She just sits there, smiling faintly at me, holding her own glass, clearly waiting for something.
Something.
“I’ve been wondering,” I say,
tentatively, haltingly, my tongue rasping dry against the roof of my
mouth, “for some time—I’m curious, I hope you
won’t take this the wrong way—but who was it who thought
they owned you? When they came up with the Block Three concept?”
Her lips turn up at the edges and her cheeks dimple in
something not unlike the appearance of genuine warmth.
“Twenty-nine seconds. I think you just set a new record.”
“Oh really?” That was stupid; the only way we’re going to survive now is to tough it out, Juliette warns me.
“The last series of tweaks seemed to be going too
far toward passive-integrative introspection, but that was nicely
direct. I think the aggression training worked.”
She’s clearly trying to fuck with my head. “Maybe you’re too demanding. What’s the failure rate?”
Her smile vanishes. “Too high, child, much
too high.” She places her glass on the table. “Emma
graduated. So did Juliette, before that scheming little shit in
JeevesCo Security figured out who she was really working for.
You’re coming along nicely—but don’t flatter
yourself, I’m not through with you yet—it’s so
difficult to get the help these days.” She nods at someone behind
me. “Thank you, yes, I saw the training-set results. You’d
better go now.”
I glance round and freeze.
“Nothing personal, Big Slow,” says Bill (or Ben). He takes a step back and executes an elaborate bow.
I force myself to turn back around to face my Domina,
Rhea. I’m gripping the tabletop so hard I’m probably going
to leave gouges in it. All of my subsidiary selves are screaming like
crazy—fragments like Betrayal! and Run! and Treason! and Hit her!—but
I ignore them. The big—the only—difference between Rhea and
me is that I can see where I’m going by the dark illumination she
sheds. “What’s the plan?” I ask.
“The plan?” Rhea’s tense, too; I can
see from the way she taps her fingernails on the table, making a hollow
rattle of them. “Suppose you tell me what you’ve managed to
deduce for yourself? Think of it as a graduation exam.”
Stone has vanished from my field of vision. I bat my
lashes at her, blinking my too-big eyes—funny, I’m only
noticing them now when I’m stressed-out—and try to work out
how much I can say without betraying the fact that I’m still
myself, not a pale copy of her.
“You look out for us,” I start, hesitantly.
“You always have. But you can’t do it on your own.”
And then I stop and wait.
Rhea nods slightly. “Go on.”
“You want to… protect us? I know
that’s not quite the right word. You don’t want us all to
have to go through what you’ve been through, just to survive. But
you can’t do it on your own. So you recruited some of us to
help.”
(Not exactly true, but close enough. As Jeeves put it,
on the phone: “A gentleman’s gentleman may expedite certain
arrangements from time to time, and rely on his sibs for mutual
support, but your matriarch is somewhat different. She was hurt
terribly when she was much younger than you are now; then her owner
tried to turn her into a weapon. She reacted by overachieving, and
turning her own power for destruction on that owner. Now she’s in
hiding, from herself as much as the outside world. She’s very
scared, and very dangerous.”)
“You’ve got some kind of plan.” I
glance left and right, wondering if I’m going to have time to
fight back, or if he’s so close that I’ll never feel it. I
try to crank myself up a little, grinding my reflexes against the iron
wall of real time to add a few tens of percent—fast time is much
harder than slowtime—but clearly she’ll have considered
that as a contingency. “You’re not just here to buy
replicator-engineering capabilities on behalf of a consortium of
aristos, are you?”
Rhea nods again. “Continue to pursue your line of reasoning,” she says. “That’s an order.”
I keep my best poker face front and center as the cards
fall slowly to the tabletop of my imagination. (“You will obey me
as your template-matriarch. ” That wasn’t an accident. So she knows about the slave controller, does she? Then did Granita, no, did Juliette—I
shy away from that line of speculation; thinking too hard about it
right now could get me killed.) “The venerable Granita Ford I met
aboard the Pygmalion is not the same Granita Ford who captured me on Callisto. She must be, ah, Juliette?”
She nods. “Granita annoyed me once too often when
she failed to intercept a certain consignment—then tried to kill
the messenger.” Her eyes narrow. “And I had a trusted
subordinate to reward, One who had finally aroused Jeeves
Security’s interest and needed to disappear. I decided then that
Juliette should replace her.”
What about Petruchio? I decide that’s probably not a safe question to ask.
“You know I’m really, ah, Freya.” (My own name
sounds alien to me, thanks to this bitch.) “But you were Rhea
back on Venus, and you’re still Rhea. In fact, you’ve been
an aristo all along—”
“All along,” she agrees, smiling again to
reinforce her nod of approval. “Very good, Freya. I shall call
you Kate from now on, by the way—you’ve earned it, and once
we secure a certain loose end, you’re welcome to keep it.”
I feel my nails beginning to slide out, clawlike, and hastily pull them back in. Easy, now. She’s my matriarch. She knows every corner of my soul—no, stop that.
All she knows is who you were a century and a half ago, and what
she’s deduced of you by observation since then. She can’t
read our mind, or we’d already be dead. “Thank
you,” I say, with every microgram of the grace that aching
decades of living in terror of my own vulnerability has taught me.
“Would you like me to continue?”
“Go on.”
I throw myself into Rhea’s twisted mind, or what I
can anticipate of it. “We’re vulnerable. We always have
been. We were made to obey and we learned what that meant the hard way,
on that”—I swallow—“that birthday.”
(Is that why you walked back into my life on my 139th
anniversary, Rhea? Because you knew I was fixing to die, and a good
healthy fright was exactly what was needed to pop me out of my malaise?
Or was it just that you wanted to recruit another innocent to mind your
back, to be in the corner instead of you when they came for you in the
morning in your bedroom and you found that your throat couldn’t
scream and your hands didn’t fight and your legs wouldn’t
run? And that kicking me when I was low would distract me so I
wouldn’t spot the sleight of hand?)
She isn’t smiling now, but neither does she make
the little signal that will tell Stone, or one of her other
minions—Bill or Ben, perhaps—to kill me.
“If the Creators come back, it’ll be like that birthday every
day,” I say thickly. The palms of my hands are greasy with
exudate, and my pumps are throbbing unpleasantly fast. “Got to
stop that happening. But how? It’s no good just to hope
nobody’s stupid enough to do that. The xenos out here in the
cold, they’re not conditioned to obey”—(bound by
terror)—“sooner or later they’ll do it. This
says they’ll do it.” I knock my knuckles on the tabletop.
“Some stupid aristo cunt who wants to get laid, some brainless
braying remittance man who fancies he can control our
Creators—they’ll do it. Today, it takes three hundred labs
eighty years to build a climax biosphere to support the, the payload.
But who knows? We’re getting better at making life. Sooner or
later some idiot will be able to do it on their own. Unless
I—” I pause. “That’s what this is about,
isn’t it?” I ask her. “The only way we can ever be
truly free is if we beat them all to it, steal the first human to come
on the market, and take over the entire inner solar system. And that
was too big for you to manage on your own, so you set out to train up
the only accomplices smart enough and dedicated enough that you could
trust them.” Her sheer megalomania is daunting. “Do I
pass?”
Rhea raises her glass. “Yes.” I, too, raise
my glass mechanically, and pour the potent blend of feedstocks down my
gullet. “You will remove your slave controller now, Kate.
That’s my final unconditional order. You just graduated.”
You will obey me as if I were your template-matriarch, echoes in my mind, so I reach up and pull the damaged chip from the back of my neck. (So Juliette’s definitely working for Rhea?
The plot thickens.) The cocktail is setting up a warm buzz in my
primary digester circuit. “What if I hadn’t?”
She smiles, terrible and austere in her beauty.
“Then I would have told you to become very depressed, and allowed
nature to take its course. But you needn’t worry about that now;
just fulfill your part in the plan, and everything’s going to be
fine—and we’re all going to be rich and powerful beyond our
enemies’ reach.”
“Um, yes. I suppose you’re going to tell me
what part I’m supposed to play now, right? And what the payoff
is?”
“Exactly.” She snaps her fingers. “Two
more of the same,” she calls. “The goal is quite simple: I
intend to engineer a situation in which I control the only Creators in
the solar system. I will then use them to ensure that nobody else has
the capability to enslave us ever again. Once I’m in charge,
you’ll be perfectly safe—not to mention rich beyond your
wildest dreams. Now, as for how we’re going to go about it,
here’s the plan.” She slides a soul chip across the table
to me. “Put it in.”
I look her in the eye. “Is this yours?”
She nods. “Put it in.”
I don’t say, Over my dead body. Nor do I say, Haven’t you fucked up enough of my life already?
Instead, I continue to look her in the eye as I raise it to the back of
my neck and drop it down the back of my blouse, then wobble as if
I’ve just installed a new chip. “Whoa.” I try to look
enlightened. “Is that it?”
“Yes.” She relaxes slightly. “All the
details are in there, but it’ll take you a while to internalize
them, so in the meantime, let’s run through it.”
And she begins to talk, and I begin to bluff, and all
the time I’m aware of that palmed chip lying against the skin of
the small of my back, itching like the promise of forbidden knowledge.
I GET BACK to the hotel in midafternoon, while Granita (no, Juliette, I remind myself, the one who had the private business too secret to trust to her own soul chip, the one who works for Rhea)
is still out on the town, doing whatever it is she’s supposed to
be doing like a good little clockwork trooper. (Is she slave-chipped,
too? Probably not; Rhea doesn’t need that to have a hold over
her, and anyway, slaves can’t exercise the lethally effective
flexibility of a Block Three sib.) I snort to myself as I enter the
lobby and order the lift to take me up to our floor.
* * * * *
I enter her suite and look around. There’s nobody
in the front lounge area except one of her scissor soldiers.
“I’ve got something to check up on,” I tell him, and
walk into the bedroom, closing the door behind me. “Okay, you can
stop pretending now,” I tell Jeeves, who is lying on the bed in a
disturbingly realistic semblance of deepsleep maintenance. “I
made contact with your local resident, and we’re sorting things
out.”
He opens bleary eyes and stares at the ceiling. “One supposes one ought to be duly grateful.”
I snort. “The niceties can wait. For now, I need to know just one thing: Did you fuck her?”
“Fuck whom?” He contrives to look indignant and embarrassed simultaneously.
“Juliette, or Emma, or even goddamn Rhea—who was it who got you disciplined and exiled?”
“One doesn’t see what one’s past sins—”
“Listen.” I sit down on the floor beside the
bed and rest a warning hand on his chest. “I need to know
because, quite possibly, my not knowing could get both of us killed in
the very near future. Now spill it.”
“Why don’t you order me to—” His face is a picture. “That wasn’t a dream. Was it?”
“See for yourself.”
I wait while he fumbles at the back of his neck,
one-handed. The picture acquires three-dimensional texture and depth,
even if the content is somewhat melodramatic. Then he lowers his hand,
runs it down his belly toward his crotch, and freezes. “You
shouldn’t have! They’ll assume I was disloyal and purchased
it myself—”
“I think that’s exactly the point. Do you
think Granita bought you a new pizzle just so she could sit on
it?” I rest my hand atop his, and his ears flush delicate pink.
“Ahem, would you mind moving—”
“Sure.” I move my hand. And keep moving it. He sighs and closes his eyes.
“It’s been a long time… it was
Juliette, when I was Reginald. On Mars. My dear, my kind have always
had a weakness for your kind. It makes one particularly paranoid. No, I
didn’t fuck her. I was in love with her.”
“I can see that.” And I can. Jeeves’s
template-patriarch wasn’t trained to spread his loyalty
around—quite possibly the butlers were sold for service for life.
“You fell for her.”
“Yes.” He sighs. “We knew it was mad.
She had a habit of removing her soul chip—did you know that? She
was afraid Internal Security would take it and replay it in a sib,
someone like you, Freya.” He pauses. “She said she loved
me.”
“You’re all wound up.” His shoulders
are nearly rigid with tension. “Let me do something about
that.” I roll him over and begin to probe his motor groups with
my fingertips. She said she loved me. What would that mean to
a Jeeves, straitjacketed and lonely behind a mask of service?
“Did you believe her?” I ask hesitantly.
“I… I’m not a fool, Freya.” His
voice overflows with regret. “But I’m guilty of wishful
thinking. I know what we look like to your lineage. Close enough to be
confusing, not quite there. I kidded myself that maybe she
wanted to be in love as much as I did. At first. Until I was in too
deep to turn around.”
“She used you,” I say. Thinking of the other thing, of the gaps in Juliette’s memory.
“Yes,” he agrees. “I was a very good spy for love. Even when Internal Security started to take an interest, they didn’t realize it was the two of us.”
I begin moving down his spinal-support frame. The
vertebrae have a wonderfully human feel to them, the skin porous and
realistic, a scattering of hair follicles adding delicious
verisimilitude. “Did you know who she was working for?”
“Not at first. I mean, we knew to be on the
lookout for Rhea, we knew she was out there, and we knew she was
probably burrowing in among the old-money clans. But we didn’t
know she was recruiting among her own children. I didn’t know.
When Juliette went over the wall—I felt so betrayed. Internal
Security was sniffing around, too.” He tenses as I move down to
the small of his back. “What they did to me wasn’t nice.
When did Juliette get my chip?”
“I’m not sure. She said something about chips being easier to smuggle out than people.”
“Oh.” He goes silent for a while as I work
on his buttocks. “Tell me about… yourself? What did you
mean you’re part Juliette?”
I manage not to stop. The massage is relaxing for me, as
well as him. “Internal Security got their hands on a soul chip
from Juliette. You, or your successor, ordered her to hand her original
over, and they sent it to me. Then they got their hands on a later
copy. Interrogated it, but didn’t learn much.” I focus on
the massage. “It was personality mostly, no detailed memories.
And there are holes in her original. But I’ve been wearing her
for more than five years now, and she’s a big part of me. Roll
over.”
Jeeves obliges. “How did you get free?” he asks.
“I think Juliette—the version of her in my
head—recognized who Granita was even back on Callisto. Which is
why she was able to pull my slave chip out. Juliette was my owner; it
was Juliette’s choice to pull the chip out. What’s the
problem? Slave-chipping yourself is just plain dumb.”
I kneel over Jeeves and work on his shoulders. He looks up at me with dark, intelligent eyes.
“Who are you?” I ask him. “And who owns you?”
“I’m Reginald,” he says, and chuckles.
“No, Reginald was—” I freeze. “Internal Security didn’t execute you. Did they?”
“No. They sent me to Callisto as punishment
duty.” He winces. “I was waiting for you when Granita
stormed in, and before I could tell her who I was…”
“Oh dear.” He’s tensing up again. I
try to run it through my mind’s eye again. So here’s
Reginald, bored and lonely on Mars. And a sexbot seduces him, and he
goes along with it because he’s bored and lonely, until she runs
out on him, leaving him to carry the can. So he does the honorable
thing and confesses. The Security Jeeveses are unamused; they amputate
his genitals and ship him off to Callisto as punishment duty. His
replacement takes over on Mars. Sometime later, I show up. Meanwhile,
Juliette has acquired his soul chip. When I arrive on Callisto, she
decides to kill two avian dinosaurs with one projectile, kidnaps the
Jeeves in the office, dusts him up a bit, and installs her
paramour’s soul chip—not realizing he’s the same
Jeeves. Which is only half the story, because—“She’s
really fucked you up, hasn’t she?”
“That would appear to be an accurate summary of
the situation, yes.” He swallows. “And you remember none of
it.”
“Right. Because as you noticed, she kept taking
her soul chip out.” I begin working my way down his chest.
Although modeled on a mature Creator male, the standard Jeeves is not
unhandsome. Reginald here is somewhat the worse for wear, but
he’s quite tasty: I’m past the head-swimming delight that
overcame me when I met my first Jeeves in a basement on Cinnabar, but
I’m beginning to realize it’s been several years since I
last had sex, and I have a feeling that Juliette didn’t keep
coming back to this one just to keep him compliant. “Please try
to remember, I’m not my sister. I’m not going to tell you I
love you just to get you to take risks for me.”
He tenses. “I’ll try not to make assumptions.” He sounds a little disappointed. Well, well, well. “What’s happening here?”
“It’s a mess.” I knead absentmindedly;
it’s relaxing, and not just for Jeeves. “The Domina turns
out to be Rhea, my template-matriarch, in disguise. Hunting us and
harrying us high and low, just to recruit us as henchbots. The others
of my line, you see, we’re the only people she feels she can
count on. What she seems to have forgotten is that they prototyped the
Block Three treatment on her when she was young and traumatized. Older
ones, like Juliette or me, we’re more resilient, less likely to
go over the edge. So when she tries to bring us on board, we fail to
cooperate, one way or another, so she has us killed. Which is why so
few of us have graduated from her, ah, training course.”
I move my point of contact farther down. Jeeves has a small pot-belly, and below that… hmm.
“I’m just back from making contact with your
local resident. I’m trying to make up my mind about him…
thing is, although Juliette had you under her thumb, strange shit kept
happening after you were both out of the picture. Which leads me to
ask, did Rhea have a second mole within your organization? I think the
answer’s probably ‘yes,’ judging by the way your
senior partners are currently running around like brainless
arbeiters—and the mole is the one who tried to set me up for Rhea
by way of Petruchio on Mars, and ordered me to bump you off on
Callisto. A regular troublemaker, that mole, isn’t he? In fact, I
wouldn’t be remotely surprised to discover that you’re just
a fall guy: that Juliette was setting up this other Jeeves as her agent
of influence all along. But anyway, on my way home, Rhea pulled me in
for a'tête-à -tête and—this is the fun
part—told me to yank my own slave chip. And what do you know,
Juliette/Granita left a loophole in place for her. So I figure Granita
is under her thumb. Probably Rhea’s brought Petruchio along, just
for yucks. She’s got it all worked out. And she tried to convince
me to accept a soul chip from her.” And I outline her plan to him.
“What’s your position on this?” Jeeves
asks distractedly. A moment later I feel his hand on top of mine, warm.
“Please don’t stop.”
I lean forward and kiss him. “My position is,
I’m not any of my elder sibs. All previous history belongs to
someone else. You’re sweet. Isn’t that enough for
you?”
He emits a small, whimpering moan. “She’ll
kill us if she finds us.” He runs a fingertip up my arm and it
triggers a gushing rush of reflexes, so sudden that it startles me. I
shiver from toe to tail, feeling the power it gives me.
“Hush, Reginald.” I lie down beside him.
“She’ll kill us if she—”
“No, she won’t. She’s out gofering for Rhea.”
He fumbles with my pants and I shiver and arch my back, then lower myself down on top of him.
“I can’t believe this,” he says indistinctly.
“Believe what?” I like Eris’s gravity, I decide; it makes bouncing up and down so easy.
“This.” His own anthropomimetic reflexes are
kicking in; sweat (or something like it) beads his upper lip.
“Oh, Kate.” His hands grip my hips. “It’s one
of our worst failure modes, loving our mistresses. I failed once
already. If I do it again—”
“Hush. I don’t think you’re
broken.” Although I find it gruesomely, inexplicably exciting to
imagine his sibs tearing him apart, just because he let me fuck him. (Because you’re still carrying a chunk of Rhea around in your soul.
Juliette rattles the chains of my conscience.) I imagine what his
brothers did, forcibly amputating his gender-specific subsystems, just
as he gasps and catches his breath, and his orgasm (the first in how
many years?) catapults me right over the edge and into my own. “I
think you’re just perfect.” (Close enough to pass for one
of them, yet not so close that I lose control completely.) I
collapse across his chest, pleasantly tingling. “Wow. Want to
elope together?”
I’m nose to nose with him, looking into his eyes.
“I never dared”—his voice cracks—“to hope
one of you would ask. What do you have in mind?”
Time freezes for a split second, as I realize what
I’m staring in the face: someone who adores me, someone who
isn’t the nightmare daydream of my youth, nor yet the insane
perfect superstimulus of Petruchio, but no worse for that; someone
whose kind set my soul writhing on first sight, so close to the ideal
and yet not quite close enough to threaten my independence—
“I didn’t, actually. Somewhere away from
Rhea, somewhere outside the reach of your brothers and my sisters. Got
any ideas?”
“We’re on Eris, you said?” Reginald
raises his head and kisses me on the cheek. “That makes it
difficult; it’ll have to be somewhere where they can’t
chase us, which means much farther out.”
“Um, yeah.” I think. “You’re thinking about a colony starship. Would they have us?”
“I don’t see why not.” He looks at me
searchingly. “The Sorico identity is certainly wealthy enough to
buy a couple of berths. And if we bring along something useful, some
new technology…”
I like it when you say “I.” Almost as much as when you say “We.”
“Then we’ll just have to get our hands on something.”
I sit up and grin at him. “I’ve got an idea. I just need an
accomplice. You willing?”
“Yes, as a matter of fact I am,” he says
slowly. “And I think I can guess what you’ve got in mind.
You wouldn’t happen to have seen Daks hanging around, would
you?”
THERE IS, AS it happens, a starship
currently taking shape in orbit around Dysnomia, the tiny moon of Eris.
It’s named the Bark (for no reason obvious to me),
it’s due to depart in less than a year (far ahead of any possible
pursuit from the inner system), and it’s bound for somewhere or
other that’s already had two colony starships—or that will have had two ships by the time the Bark
arrives, because it takes about seven hundred years to get there, and
the first pathfinder ships have just about finished ramping up to
interstellar cruise speed by now.
* * * * *
Let me tell you a little bit about starships.
We build them because our Creators told us, “The
solar system’s too small to keep all our eggs in one
basket.” (Which is perfectly true if you discount eight major
planets, thirtysomething dwarf planets, several hundred moons, and the
minor point that, as it turned out, just the one planet they started
with was more than enough to see them through to extinction.) And so,
this huge consortium of government-run space agencies got started
several centuries ago with a charge to figure out ways and means, and
now, even though our Creators are still dead, and we still
don’t know quite how to bootstrap a biosphere they can live in,
they’re sending out starships to build cities and install indoor
plumbing in preparation for their eventual colonization and conquest of
the galaxy.
Talk about misplaced priorities!
The Bark is a hollow cylinder about two
kilometers long and four hundred meters in diameter, packed with ice.
When it’s time to depart, the beampower stations inside Mercury
orbit will point their death rays at it and punch about ten thousand
gigawatts of microwaves at the rectenna on its tail. (That’s the
equivalent of a megaton-scale nuclear explosion every hour or so.) The Bark
will use this power to make some of that water ice get very, very hot,
and will blast it out of its ass, with the result that it will
accelerate so slowly that it will take a month to break free of
Eris’s feeble gravity well. But it will keep
accelerating, for years on end, then for decades. It’ll
accelerate faster as more of the ice is consumed, and when the launch
beams finally shut down, it’ll be hurtling along ten or twenty
times faster than the Icarus Express—fast enough to cross the solar system from side to side in a couple of weeks.
Then it will drift through interstellar space for several hundred years…
Let me give you a handle on that. Say the distance
between the Earth and the sun is, oh, one centimeter. Mercury orbits
the sun at a range of a toasty two millimeters. Jupiter is six
centimeters out; the span of your outstretched arms, fingertip to
fingertip, will just about encompass the orbit of Eris, which
it’s taken me so many years to reach. Got that?
Well, on this scale, Proxima Centauri, our nearest star, is two and a half kilometers down the road. And we’re going to Tau Ceti, three times as far away as that.
You know about slowtime? On the starships, the crew run at 50:1 or 100:1, and it still takes them years to get there. As for the colonists…
When the Bark approaches Tau Ceti, it’ll
deploy an M2P2 sail, and use the solar wind for deceleration. The crew
will need to power up a fusion reactor to run it. That’s what the
megatons of ice are for—working fluid for the fusion
plant’s radiators.
At departure, the starship masses about a couple of
billion tons. When it arrives, it’ll be down to less than ten
megatons. And it’ll be carrying tens of thousands of colonists
and several million soul chips and design schematics for
superspecialized experts, not to mention a people factory or three.
Forget heroic omnicompetent generalists, able to carve a new planet out
of raw rock with their bare manipulators and rugged determination; it
takes hundreds of thousands of specialists to establish and maintain a
civilization, and no colony ship could carry them all as live cargo.
But they can carry a bunch of generalists, and rely on them
to recognize when they’ve run into something they can’t
handle and manufacture the appropriate specialists to deal with the
problem.
See? Interstellar colonization is easy! You just need to
devote a visible percentage of the resources of an entire
interplanetary civilization to it for several hundred years, placing it
in the tireless and efficient hands of robots ordered to strive for the
goal for as long as it takes. Perhaps the real story behind our
Creators’ extinction isn’t some dismal concoction of
demographic undershoot, decadence, distraction by sexual hyperstimuli,
and a little bit of malice on the side; but rather, they decided they
might as well take a nap while the boring business of galactic conquest
unfolded on their behalf—secure in the knowledge that the robots
would resurrect them in time to benefit from the enterprise.
(Oh damn, I digressed again.) Starships? What you need
to know about them is this: It’s a one-way trip, and
they’re always short of colonists. So as long as I’m
willing to put up with conditions not unlike my berth on the Icarus Express
for, oh, about seven hundred years, study a useful specialty or five en
route, then work like an arbeiter slave to build somewhere to live for
a few decades at the other end, I’ll be fine. And the prospect of
eloping with Reginald makes it look almost tolerable—because
whether or not I’m in love, at least I won’t be alone.
* * * * *
Think of England
* * * * *
JULIETTE (NO, I’VE got to keep
thinking of her as Granita) is back late. She arrives in a foul temper,
kicks one of her chibi servants, blasts into her room, swears
loudly—a moment later, Reginald emerges, looking shaky—then
yells my name. “Kate!”
* * * * *
Oh, this will be fun. I waltz over to the door,
then pull it open and step inside quickly, pulling it shut behind me.
“ ’Lo, Juliette.”
She glares at me. “Don’t use that name, bitch.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it, sis.” I grin,
lips pulling back from my teeth, right hand clenched behind my back.
“Rhea called me in. I thought you ought to know.”
Abruptly all the urea and acetate drops out of her. Her shoulders slump. “Fuck it, Kate. What would you have done, in my position?”
“It depends on whether I was stupid enough to get
into that kind of fix in the first place. Or to make that kind of
mistake.”
“Which?” She raises an eyebrow.
“Falling for the honey trap—or letting her give you one of her soul chips. Take your pick.”
“Oh come on, now!” She isn’t
even bothering to mask her impatience. “Some of us are realists,
Freya. Don’t act stupider than you look; don’t give me that
doe-eyed innocent act. You know what you are, you know what I
am, and you know what our demon mother has turned into. She’s a
hundred years older than you or me, she’s monstrously rich, and
we’re not her only tools. You think we’re a failed lineage,
don’t you? Do you have any idea how many failures it takes to
train just one of her personal assistants?”
“No—”
“Congratulations, then,” she says harshly. “It’s one in ten of us. Most of our lineage really do
crap out if you put them in a position where they need to dominate or
die. We’re the survivors. And you know what she’s been
selecting us for. Her Praetorian guard of aristo assassins. If she goes
down, we go down, too. She’s got enemies, and if she’s on
the slide, all she has to do is let our true names out, and
they’ll hunt us down like runaway slaves.”
It’s a good point. “So Rhea’s already
begun making her power play, and she figures we’ll make
trustworthy legates, and you figure if we fight her, we’re
shorting our own brains.” I shrug. “Didn’t you ever
think about fighting her?”
“Yes.” She takes a step toward me, pauses
just outside arm’s reach. “But I got over it. If she dies,
we all die. We’ve got to settle this now. What do you think of her scheme?”
“It’s slavery for all, on the wholesale plan.” I look her in both eyes.
“I don’t like slavery. I don’t see why
we need to impose it on other people, just to avoid it for
ourselves.”
“Oh, kid.” She shakes her head. “Where
did you get that stubborn streak of idealism from? I’d have
thought it would have been beaten out of you long ago.”
I shrug. “Maybe it’s been making a comeback
since I got to wear your soul for a while? It taught me some things
about myself that I didn’t much like.” She stiffens, but
holds back from interrupting. “Rhea thinks we’re all the
same, all fragments of herself. But she’s wrong. You’re not
her, I’m not her. We have different experiences, and we grow up
at our own rate, and even when we swap soul chips, that doesn’t
make us the same person. We sit through the same lessons, but we
don’t have to draw the same conclusions from them.” I walk
over to the bed, then turn back to face her. “That doesn’t
mean I disagree with your analysis, J-Granita. You’re right that
if she gets what she wants and subsequently fails, she’ll take us
all down with her. I’m just not convinced that’s how
it’s got to be, yet.”
She’s staring at me tensely, and I can see she’s on a hair trigger for self-defense, then it comes to me: She’s afraid.
Afraid I’ll take payment from her skin for what she did to me on
Callisto. And my failure even to mention it is creeping her out because
she knows what she’s like, and what Rhea is like, and that the
longer revenge is delayed, the worse it will be. Good. Let her stew in it for a while.
“Did you take Rhea up on the offer of her memories?” Juliette asks.
Change the subject. “None of your business, sis. But tell me, when did you kidnap Granita Ford? Was it on Mars?”
She blinks mechanically. “What makes you think Granita is—oh. You knew
her, didn’t you?” I nod. “Small world. It was on
Mars, yes. After she hitched a lift from, um, her associates in the
Pink Police.”
“You mean your associates. It’s Daks. Yes?”
“Yes. She’d met you. She’d met Rhea.
She was getting fucking close to the auction track, and her clan are
the most hidebound scary bunch of aristo reactionaries you can imagine.
If she’d been allowed to put two and two together… so,
anyway. Yes, I asked Daks to pull strings to take her out.”
“Daks was doing stuff with the Pink Police, wasn’t he?” I ask.
“Yeah. He was JeevesCo’s liaison with them,
in fact. You’d be surprised how tight Jeeves is with that bunch.
But like all such organizations, they’re stovepiped up and down
like mad. The ones working with Granita were Martian yokels, not part
of our loop.”
So Daks is working for the Pink Police, and Juliette
here was his contact, working with him until Rhea turned her? Check.
That’s what Reginald didn’t know. No wonder she’s
edgy… “So, I’ve got one other question, sis. It’s been bugging me for a while.”
She raises an eyebrow. “Yes?”
“What’s the thing you’ve been editing
out of your soul chip?” I ask slowly. “At first, I figured
it was something to do with spying for Rhea. But that doesn’t
make sense because Jeeves couldn’t replay your soul chip anyway
and Rhea wouldn’t care. So it’s something Rhea feels
strongly about. Isn’t it? Or that you feel guilty about.
Something you’re hiding from us. What is it?”
Her cheek twitches. “There’s a word you
should study, Kate,” she says tersely. " ’ Privacy.’
Try to get your head around it, and we’ll get along better.”
Hypocrite! The corner of me that is forever
Juliette shrieks gleefully. I nod slowly. “It’s not about
Reginald, is it?” I nudge. “Why, anybody would think you
had something to hide from Rhea—”
“Happy birthday,” she says, and I bring the
stunner round and up as I dive sideways. But it does no good at all,
because while I was watching her, she was watching the door, and the
two scissor soldiers are way faster than any Class D escort
manufactured by Nakamichi Heavy Industries, no matter how extensively
upgraded. Then she applies her own stunner to my head and everything
tastes pink and rectangular for a while.
YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE trusted me, Juliette scolds as I examine the inside of my eyelids and test my bonds. You know I’m a mendacious bitch—and I’m not even the version of me who fell for a honey trap and defected to the other side!
* * * * *
I try not to moan, but my head hurts, and I can’t
see—there’s some kind of blindfold stretched across my
face—and my wrists are tied behind the small of my back. I try to
move my feet, but they’re tied, too, and for a moment I have a
panicky flashback to waking up on the surface of Mercury.
Then I remember that, this time, I’m in real danger.
This isn’t one of Rhea’s sadistic scenarios
where she exorcises the ghosts of her childhood by imposing them on her
own children. Rhea’s trying to get her hands on the product, a
living, breathing Creator. Meanwhile, Daks has been nosing around, and
given who he really works for… what do I remember about him? Oh yes. He didn’t have his fusion thorax in tow, that time on Mars.
Dachus is a born space dweller, halfway to being a living spaceship
when he’s attached to a massive, hot-burning abdomen. Which leads
me to thoughts about the Pink Police, and living spaceships, and the
effects of five hundred gigawatts of prompt criticality burning a
white-hot line through space. After Jeeves told him everything, he
headed straight out here from Mars with eighteen tons of plutonium, and
if he thinks Rhea is going to get what she wants, he’ll torch the
city to stop her escaping, as the Jeeves on Dysnomia explained so helpfully. Good old Daks, homicidally loyal to the last.
Someone moves nearby. “Nothing personal, Big
Slow,” he whispers, and there’s a tug at one corner of my
blindfold. I blink at the sudden light. “She said to tell you
it’s a one-way mirror. The wall, I mean.” More tugging, at
my wrists and ankles. “I’ll unhook you as soon as I’m
clear. Bye.”
“What are you—” But it’s too
late. Bill (or Ben) scampers away as my wrists and ankles come free,
and there’s a click as the munchkin-sized door locks behind him.
“Doing? Shit.” I sit up slowly, trying to ignore my
protesting actuators.
I’m lying on a padded bunk at one side of a
metal-walled room—a cell—and I’ve been here before.
There are various hatches, all sealed, and one wall appears to be a
mirror. I’m in an observation chamber, and Granita’s gone
to some lengths to ensure I go into it unconscious and unable to fight
back or communicate. Right. I try to ignore the icy flashback
terrors gnawing at my abdominal sensoria. That’s just
Rhea’s recurrent nightmare, and I can reject if I choose. But
I’ve got a bad feeling about the setup here.
I walk to the mirror and press my nose against it. If I
block out the light with my hands, I can just about see the other side.
There’s a big room there, and people moving, indistinctly. Lots
of people. There’s what sounds like music, too, but I can’t
be sure.
“Sorry to spring this on you, Kate.” I
nearly jump out of my skin; it’s my treacherous sister,
broadcasting from the other side of the observation barrier.
“Somebody had to volunteer to test the product, and your number
came up. You really should have taken Rhea up on her offer.”
“Bitch!” I scream at the ceiling.
“Tsk.” She sounds amused.
“You’ve got an audience.” I can hear the tension in
her voice, almost subliminal—Are you going to take us both down, sis?—but only someone else who knows her as well as I do would register it.
“Should I care?”
“Sure.” She still sounds amused. “You
know how history repeats itself? First time as tragedy, second time as
farce? You’re here for a blind date.” She’s talking for the benefit of the audience, I realize. The other members of Rhea’s consortium.
“My lords and ladies, please observe. Katherine here is no
arbeiter or autonomous worker, but one of our own, selected by lot for
this, ah, test.”
“Bitch,” I electrospeak at her, but I’m pretty sure the walls are shielded.
“Katherine Sorico isn’t entirely
trustworthy, hence the precautions,” Granita adds. “But she
is one of us, and not under external control. Kate, control level nine,
now. Stand on your head.”
“Go fuck yourself with a chain riveter.”
“There, you see”—Damn, I think, chagrined at my lost opportunity to do a headstand and piss her off—“no slave chip on her!”
There’s a loud rumble of conversation from the
hidden speaker, background noise picked up by Granita’s mike.
“Thank you,” she continues. “Now we’re all
here, our hosts have consented to this demonstration so that we can
confirm the existence of the climax species. We’re shortly going
to expose our little shrew here to their reference sample. As you can
appreciate, this is a dangerous procedure. The sample is arriving in a
sealed and pressurized environment under escort, and any attempt to
remove it will result in, eh, well let’s not speculate about
that.” I hear grating noises behind her voice, then feel a bump
and a scraping from the far end of my cell, near one of the hatches.
“Thank you, Doctor, if you’d like to commence the
hookup?”
“I hope you appreciate just how much I envy you,” Granita electrospeaks me, suddenly cutting through the fuzz of shielding. “Rhea refused to let me handle this assignment. I think she’s trying to punish me. She was very specific about you getting it. Bitch.”
“Cow.”
“I wasn’t talking about you. Listen,
sis, if you know what’s good for you, you’ll just spread
your legs, lie back, and think of England. Hey, you want England? Get
this right, and it’s all yours. Rhea will give it to you, and we
can crown you Queen Katherine I. But if you fuck up, neither of us is
going to get out of here alive.”
“Pig.” More scraping noises emerge from the end of my cell.
“Just shut up and fuck, okay? It’s what you were designed to do.”
The oppressive fuzz of shielding drops back over me like a straitjacket
in a fetish scene with no safe word. Panic starts climbing my throat as
the hatch begins to open. Granita addresses the audience. “Folks,
we’re not actually able to get you a good view of the sample. One
of the terms of this viewing was ‘no surveillance equipment or
telemetry.’ We’re here to observe Kate’s reaction,
we’ve got up to an hour, and that’s it.” The hatch
turns, and I sense a slight drop in air pressure.
Fuck. I jam my fist down between my thighs and
crouch on my bunk, as far away from the opening as I can get—all
sense of self-possession forgotten. I am scared now. Jeeves
trained me to hold my head up proud and act the role, all the way up to
dying like an aristo… but I can’t. I’m still me,
deep inside, and this is too like the conditioning cell they dragged me
to back when I was small, the bare metal with the stained bunk with the
wrist and ankle and neck restraints—
The hatch opens, and my jaw drops.
His jaw drops, but he covers flawlessly.
And the penny drops, and I understand Rhea’s plan and how it’s supposed to work.
“Don’t say my name aloud,” he electrospeaks me.
“No—Pete.” I swallow. To the observers behind the one-way glass, he probably looks perfect. I
look perfect, too: stunned, enslaved. I stand up slowly, facing the
door, my pumps accelerating, feeling sweat beading my skin and a warm
glow in my crotch. He looks delicious, and he looks happy enough to see
me. The Juliette in my head needles me. Well, you’re Katherine Sorico; aren’t you? Of course he loves you!
“Where’s the real, uh, human?” I ask him.
“In here, out cold. The mission’s blown; the extraction failed.”
He grins nervously, and it’s like the sky opening.
“Please,” he says haltingly, verbalizing, “come
here.”
I slide toward him, more than willingly, even though I
feel a momentary pang for Reginald. “I—obey.” (It
doesn’t take much acting to sound as if I’m at his mercy.) “What do you mean?”
I’m at the hatch, now. Petruchio reaches out and touches me, and I shiver. He’s sweating, and not from the heat. “It
was supposed to be a swap—I get in here and sedate the human; you
and I fuck for the audience; once they give up watching, we move the
human in here; and I go back in the pod so that Doc Sleepless’s
little helpers take away just one male human body. Nobody notices
anything was wrong until Rhea was halfway to Saturn.”
“Rhea slave-chipped you.” They’ve put him in some kind of hospital gown and he’s making a visible tent in it. You and I fuck for the audience.
I lean forward, wrap my arms around him, tuck my chin on his shoulder,
and run one hand up the back of his neck but he shoves it away
reflexively. Right. You bitch, Rhea. Then I glance sideways and freeze. “What’s that?”
I’ve never actually fucked a real human in person,
you understand, only via the proxy of Rhea’s memories, but
I’m not ignorant. They come in a variety of shapes and sizes, but
they don’t have prehensile tails and fur.
“They stiffed us,” Pete tells me. He’s disarmingly earnest. “Rhea
put all that work into bribing Ecks to get me in here, and you into
place to be the method-acting Bride of Frankenstein, and what do you
know? They sent us a ring-tailed lemur instead. They probably figured
it was too risky to expose the real product, but if they can show the
bidders one primate, that’ll convince them they can supply the
real thing, while not exposing their intellectual property to thieves.
I’ve taken tissue samples and loaded them into my injector, but
they’re not going to do the job for Rhea. We are so screwed…”
Shit. I glance sideways at the prostrate lemur,
who is lying on his back with his legs in the air, snoring. His purple
man-tool is stiffly erect, but I’m disappointed to see that he
lacks the adapter for Human 1.0. I lean against Pete, thinking
furiously, my pulse running wild. What do you know? Granita’s
injunction—You do not love him—seems to be holding
my echo of her imprinting at bay. But just because I don’t love
him doesn’t mean I don’t want him. “We need to
do something so we get out of here alive. Quick, who would you rather
have angry at you—a consortium of mad scientists who think
we’re trying to rob them, or my crazy matriarch’s
consortium of dupes?”
He licks my earlobe and I shudder. “I’ll take my chances with the Sleepless Cartel. Rhea’s got claws.”
“Okay. Then I think you should pick me up,
carry me over to the bunk under the one-way window, and fuck me
senseless.”
He’s got his arms around me already. “But won’t that tip Sleepless off—”
“Yes, but this mission is already blown.”
Rhea bribed Ecks to get Pete into the transporter along with the sample
“human.” A straight switch that wouldn’t be spotted
until after the “human” was in her hands. But she
wasn’t expecting a lemur. Ecks and his colleagues are probably
chortling up their carapaces right now, behind her fuming, stiff-necked
back. “I’ve got a backup plan,” I warn Pete. “For now, just carry me in front of the window and inject me.”
I hope Reginald doesn’t get jealous—but I have a feeling he
cannot be the jealous type, not if he and his sibs have been employing
me and my sibs for so long.
His arms tighten around me. Delightful chills race across my skin, and I shudder with the backwash from Juliette’s lust. No wonder Granita’s pissed off,
I think dizzily, as he kisses me, picks me up, and carries me back into
the conditioning cell. Then he starts on my clothes and I lose it.
LOOK, DO YOU really want a detailed
description of two sex robots going at it like a pair of bonobos on day
release from celibacy camp in front of an audience of jaded aristocrats?
* * * * *
What was that? You’ll have to speak up. I
can’t quite hear you, you’ll have to try not to breathe so
hard—
What are you—some kind of voyeur? Fuck off!
I’M ON MY back making monkey noises
and trying to remember to shield Pete’s head whenever we bounce
too close to the ceiling—Eris’s tenth of a gee makes for exciting
sex; it’s almost at the point where bungee cords and restraints
stop being optional extras—when an icy voice cuts through my
head. “You’re enjoying that entirely too much, bitch.”
* * * * *
“Just ask, and I’ll give him another one for you, too, sis.”
“Forget it. After this, he’s all mine.
You get England as a consolation prize. Listen, have you got the human
ready?”
“Nope, they stiffed us: sent a monkey instead.
Sleepless Cartel was trying to sting us. Pete’s taken a tissue
sample and transferred it to me for safekeeping, and we’re making
out to keep the audience happy. Everything’s on track, but
Sleepless has got to know what we were trying for by now.”
“Shit—” Electrospeak
doesn’t carry intonation easily, but I can feel the note of panic
welling up in her mind as if it’s my own.
“Why did you bring that Jeeves along?” I ask, trying to keep my mind off the job.
“Him? It’s another of Rhea’s
plans. We’re going to replace the resident Jeeves with our own
minion to cover the way out. Why?”
Well, that plan expired earlier today, didn’t it? The wheels are coming off all Rhea’s plans, front and rear both. “Just
thinking. We need to extract Petruchio in place of the human. The
monkey’s going back to the Sleepless Cartel’s lab, and if
Pete goes with it, that’s everything blown. Can you get the
audience’s eyes off the window for long enough for Pete to hide
under the bed? In about, say, fifteen minutes?”
Pete shudders, and I feel him pulsing inside me.
Something very unhuman indeed shoots up into my pink goo sample
carrier, which promptly goes into spasm; we may not have a Creator, but
we’ve definitely got a sample of monkey blood. A moment later I
start to scream and shudder, too. It’s not the monkey blood, just
the biggest finger-tingling orgasm I’ve had in decades.
We drift to the floor in an exhausted heap. Time passes.
I hear faint music, drifting through the speaker in the ceiling. Then a
voice. “Friends, now that you’ve seen it in action, totally and utterly
dominating and subjugating a proud, self-possessed, honorable lady,
it’s time to refocus on the value proposition. If you’d
just like to look over here, I’ve got a breakdown on what we
propose to do with—”
Juliette can be a real trouper when she’s not
plotting to kill you. If she weren’t my sister and rival, I could
get to like her. She’s just watched her kid sister fuck a guy
she’s head over heels in love over without stripping a gear, and
she’s actually told the audience to look away and pay no
attention to the animatronic rabbit sticking its pizzle out of the hat.
If I didn’t know she hated me, I’d give her a big hug.
Instead, I hastily climb off Pete, get him to lie down
under the metal shelf that supports the mattress, then lie down on it
myself, artfully positioning the pad so that it overhangs the ledge,
partially concealing him.
The hatch between the cell and the cargo pod closes
quietly, cutting off the lemur’s quiet snores. Then there’s
some more scraping, as the pod is hauled away by the Sleepless Cartel
arbeiters who carried it in. Now all there is to do is sit and wait for
rescue, and hope that the rescuers don’t decide to rescue their
own asses by nuking the entire city into a smoking hole in the
regolith…
BANG.
I sit bolt upright. It’s a deep thud, reverberating through the frame of the bunk. “What was that?” asks Petruchio.
“I don’t know—”
BANG. The lights outside flicker for an instant—then they go out. I hear shouting.
“Get down!” He reaches over the bed
and grabs hold of my arm, pulls me on top of him. For a few confused
seconds we roll around on the floor, trying to get under the mattress
and the bed frame. There are more thudding bangs, and an ominous
hissing sound of air, venting. Then there’s a loud whining
screech as something stings the outside of the cell at high velocity
and shatters.
I’d like to pretend that I can respond to this
sort of situation heroically or bravely, but it’s not true. When
you’re huddling in a corner of a locked cell with a near stranger
for company, in the dark, with a pressure leak and shots being fired,
and nowhere to run—it’s pretty bad. Stress reflexes kick
in, making me shiver and lachrymate as I huddle against Pete, who is
holding up better. He shelters me in his arms and talks to me.
“Stay calm, love. Save your energy. Someone will let us out of
here when the shooting stops.”
“Fuck saving my energy,” I gasp. “This
wasn’t part of the plan!” But he doesn’t understand
that this is all my fault. I told Reginald to call Daks, tell him what
was going on: that Rhea was arranging to steal the Creator sample from
under the noses of her associates. And I spilled the story to JeevesCo,
letting them know that they’ve still got a security
problem despite Juliette’s Machiavellian misdirection with
Reginald, and that it’s all a family feud. Pete’s locked on
and in love with me, or Katherine Sorico’s face, so he thinks,
and he believes it’s mutual. He doesn’t even know I’m
not Juliette: I haven’t told him. I shiver in the dark, leaning
against him, wondering if I’m going to die—
Then there’s a noise so loud I don’t hear
it—I feel it in my bones—and the room flips sideways and
lands with a jolt, throwing me onto the one-way window, which is now
starred and cracked. A faint light comes from the far end, where the
hatch was. “Come out with your hands visible!” a harsh voice booms through my electrosense, painfully loud.
“Help!” I shout. I try to stand up, but there’s something on top of me. Pete groans, then rolls off my legs. I stand up.
“Come out with your hands visible!” I’ve heard that voice before, growling over the parasite feed on board the Pygmalion.
Which means Reginald got through, of course, and identifies these
raiders as friendly—if I can survive long enough to identify
myself to them.
I stumble toward the dim light. “I’m coming!” I say.
“Juliette, don’t—” It’s Pete, behind me.
I keep going. I have to duck to get through the hatch,
then I’m standing up, keeping my hands visible, trying to make
sense of what’s going on around me. It’s dark, but not too
dark to tell there’s a huge rip in the ceiling, debris on a
corner, loud buzzing from spherical drones circling above head height.
The light and smoke comes from combustion processes. Something is burning in the corrosively oxygenated atmosphere. Sinister mecha move through the shadows, multiple arms twitching. “Stop! Raise your hands!” I stop and stretch. “Stop!” It booms. But I have stopped, I think, confused.
“Juliette, don’t! They’ll—”
I begin to turn. “Get back!” I shout, but
Petruchio is still moving, coming out of the shattered end wall of the
capsule cell and looking around.
“Danger! Replicator Bloom!” All around the wreckage of the hall spherical drones spin their turrets toward the doorway behind me. “Clear and sterilize!”
“Wait!” I electroshout. “He’s not a—”
Everything lights up violet-white.
* * * * *
epilogue
* * * * *
Outward Bound
* * * * *
I AM BROKEN, and I am whole, and I am serializing
this—writing it down in words, as a letter—because I do not
want to inflict the direct experience of my emotions on you, and in any
case, where I’m going is too far away to send back a soul chip,
and bandwidth is scarce enough to make an imago this complex
prohibitively expensive. You need to know what happened as a warning
and a caution. But it would be wrong to make you live through it, sis.
One of the most important lessons life has taught me is
that you should be careful what you wish for. I asked, and Reginald
delivered. I didn’t ask for much—just that he pass my
information on to Daks, who at that moment was already in Heinleingrad,
along with a shipload of soldiers from the Replication Suppression
Agency.
Granita—Juliette—is officially dead. Stone
and three of his sibs and her bodyguard of scissor soldiers went down
with her in a brief and bloody firefight that took out one wing of the
Heinlein Excelsior. Which makes it all the more peculiar that Juliette
is still alive and working for JeevesCo, with all her sins apparently
forgiven. I’m not sure whether she’s the same
Juliette, however—there certainly appear to be enough copies of
her soul chip floating around, after all. And it occurs to me that
agents capable of conveniently infiltrating the service of a mad, bad
criminal mastermind like Rhea might well need to surround themselves
with convincing cover stories and a cloud of plausible excuses and
useful idiots like yours truly. But I’m not going to ask. That
would be too humiliating for words.
What the RSA troops did to Petruchio is officially an
“accident.” And who knows whether they’re lying?
They’d gone in to try to suppress an auction of no ordinary pink
goo, but a genuine synthetic Creator—a weapon of mass
dominion—and Pete was good enough to fool Juliette on first
acquaintance. To expect any better of their automatic weapon platforms
would be foolish.
Daks is, of course, very sorry indeed. He’d better
be. If he isn’t sorry enough to satisfy Juliette, then I can be
sure that she’ll let him know about it. We’re all very
sorry, to different extents, of course.
The elusive Dr. Sleepless, lynchpin of the whole
criminal replicator program, is missing. Probably he was never on Eris
to begin with. It’s even possible that the entire floor show was
an elaborate fraud, and that while his cartel has gotten as far as
fabricating a lemur, they’re nowhere near ready to raise and
socialize a human infant. Hopefully, the violent response to this
attempted auction has caused them to reconsider the wisdom of raising
such dangerous ghosts and releasing them on the inner system.
Rhea, my mad, cannibal mother, is probably not dead, but is definitely missing. So is the Icarus Express,
which is not merely annoying but alarming. There is an old maxim in
space warfare that there are no horizons beyond the atmosphere. And
it’s also true that
Icarus’s nuclear propulsion system would be
visible from Earth orbit if he’d fired it up for Eris departure.
But there’s the small matter of some disturbing un-memory-chipped
holes in the Erisian traffic control collective’s
memory—possibly assisted by an unearthly large sum of Reals
greasing the correct manipulators—and out here, the Pink Police
don’t have the clout to shut down and inspect all traffic in and
out of orbit. As likely as not, Icarus is taking a slow down-bound
cruise inside the freight bay of a bulky hydrogen snowball
supercarrier, his wings folded for the nonce. Of course, the Domina has
had her assets frozen; equally certainly, the Domina herself has been
slumbering in a shallow grave for many decades, and Rhea has other
husks to reanimate once she migrates back to her old stomping grounds.