His mother shook her head. “No blood exchange is necessary. You’re the Guardian. You can simply create whatever cell structures she needs.”
He dropped his arms and recoiled. “I don’t think so. I have no idea how to do that. I know nothing about the human brain, much less whatever the hell hers is, with all that genetic engineering and computer stuff.”
Riane grinned at him. “Computer stuff?”
“Oh, shut up,” he snapped, thoroughly annoyed. “You’re not seriously contemplating this, are you?”
Riane hesitated, considering the question, then shook her head. “Am I happy about it? Hell, no. But I’ve seen enough of these guys to know if they say to do something, you need to do it.”
Nick rubbed his knuckles along his jaw, eyeing her. “Aren’t you the one who went batshit when I suggested a simple mind link? Now they want me to do things to your brain, and you’re okay with that?”
“Yeah, I know.” She stepped over to him and rested her hands on his chest as she looked up into his eyes. “Look, I’ve been watching you deal with some weird shit in the last couple of days. And if it’s weird by my standards, it should thoroughly freak out a man from the twenty-first century. But somehow, you’ve handled it all.”
“Well, yeah.” She smiled. “But you also manage to do whatever you need to do. Fight Her-Gla mercenaries, pass bloody tests conducted by nightmare Sela primitives, stick a knife through a Tevan’s combat armor. Whatever it is, you pull it off, every single time.”
“Nick, I trust you. Guardian, half-breed Xeran, twenty-first-century human. Whatever you are, whatever you have to do, you always deliver.”
“You’re in love with him.” Charlotte flushed as they turned to blink at her in surprise. She lifted her chin, almost defiantly. “That’s a good thing for a woman to know about her future son. That somebody will love him.”
“I’m not . . .” Riane began, only to stop, a stunned look on her face. She pivoted to stare at Nick.
He stared back, feeling his jaw drop. He swallowed. “I . . . still don’t know what I’m supposed to do. About the brain thing, I mean.” Lame, Nick. Really lame.
And now that he really knew her, had fought beside her, made love to her . . .
Oh, yeah. He was so gone.
Too bad she wouldn’t stay. And with him being this “Guardian” of the Sela—who, God knew, needed a Guardian, especially with the Xerans dedicating themselves to wiping them out—well, he couldn’t exactly go haring off to the future after her.
Which made him basically fucked.
“I can show you what to do.” Charlotte paused, her lips twitching in amusement. “I mean, about the brain thing.”
Implication being that the issue of his love life was, all too obviously, as beyond her as it was him. Thanks, Ma.
“Great,” he said with a sigh. “Show me what to do.”
“I . . . think this is the kind of thing that needs a little more privacy. In here, you two.” She climbed the steps to the camper trailer. The flimsy metal stairs creaked underfoot as she pushed open the door and stepped inside.
Nick followed, thinking it was going to be cramped with the three of them in that one half-rusted little camper . . .
But the minute he stepped through the doorway, he realized it could hold not only all three of them, but the entire lineup of the Carolina Panthers. The interior was huge, an airy, echoing space, all white curving walls that looked almost organic.
At one end lay a sprawling bed covered in a bright red spread and a tumble of sunny yellow pillows. A table stood beside an immense window that took up most of one wall, showing a view of the green spring woods beyond.
There wasn’t a straight line to be seen. Everything seemed to grow organically out of the floor—tables, chairs, even the sprawling, overstuffed cream couch.
“Is this some kind of illusion?” Riane demanded. Glancing over, Nick saw she looked as bewildered as he felt. “Or was the exterior the illusion?”
“Oh, no,” Charlotte told them. “This is my part of the ship.”
Nick stared at her. “What ship?”
“All those boxy vehicles are part of your ship?” Riane began to circle the enormous room, running her fingertips along the table and the backs of chairs.
“Basically.” Charlotte nodded, though she was gazing at Nick again.
Riane turned to her. “So the RVs are not really separate? They just look like it?”
“Oh, they’re separate. They all contain parts of the ship.”
“I’ve seen mathematical theories that it’s possible to create folded spaces like this, but nobody’s actually figured out how to do it.” Riane sat down on the couch and stretched her long legs out in front of her. “This is amazing.”
“And the Victor would kill for the knowledge of how to do it, too. If He obtains it, or the other knowledge of the Sela . . . the Galactic Union will fall.” Charlotte tucked her hands into the back pockets of her pants, her expression brooding. “You have no idea what life would be like under a Xeran theocracy. I do. I grew up on that planet. My father taught me the Victor was God—mostly by beating belief into me. It was . . . hell.”
“My grandfather abused you?” Torn between horror at the idea and fascination at learning more about his mysterious mother, Nick moved closer.
“Oh, yes. It was his duty, you see. Women are weak. Unworthy.” Her smile was bitter.
Riane snorted and laced her fingers behind her head. “Any culture which throws away half its intelligence pool deserves exactly what it gets. No wonder Vardon kicked their asses.”
“Don’t underestimate the Victor, Riane. He is powerful, and He holds a grudge. If He gets his hands on the T’Lir . . .” She spread her hands. “Vardon will be His first target. You may count on it.”
“Yeah, I figured.” Riane’s expression turned brooding. “That’s one reason I’m willing to do this.”
“And since there is not much time, I should let you get to it.” Charlotte crossed to Nick and took his face between her hands. Mystified, he allowed her to pull his head down. Her mouth touched his forehead for a soft, maternal kiss.
He sucked in a breath as complex and alien knowledge swirled into his mind. Suddenly he knew exactly what he needed to know to make the changes he had to make. He could see the brain structure in his mind, vivid as a memory. It was so clear, so obvious.
But just as powerful as that knowledge was the realization that his mother was touching him for the first time since he was fourteen.
Abruptly this surreal experience became painfully real, and Nick caught her shoulders, instinctively trying to prolong the contact.
Charlotte looked up at him, surprised. He felt his eyes sting.
Green eyes, so similar to his own, widened. “I’m dead in your time, aren’t I?”
He winced. “Mom . . . Charlotte . . .”
She closed her eyes, her face going still and grim. “I suspected as much. The expression on your face when you saw me the first time . . . You looked like you were seeing a ghost.”
“I love you.” There was so much he’d wanted to say to her. All those words seemed to pile up on his tongue now, choking him. He forced them out anyway. “You were . . . You will be an amazing mother. You taught me everything I needed to know about courage, about love. About protecting the helpless. The man I am I became because of you.” Running down, he added lamely, “I just wanted to tell you that.”
Charlotte rested her forehead against his. “Thank you. I am honored.”
Before he could say anything more, she broke away from him and hurried to the door. He opened his mouth to call her back, but she had already slipped out and closed the door behind her.
“Fuck,” Nick muttered, suddenly furious with himself. “I shouldn’t have told her that she’s going to die. What a moron!”
Riane rose from the couch and walked over to drape one arm around his waist. “Everybody dies, babe. And the other things you told her were a hell of a lot more important.” She gently urged him around to face her. “I need to have one of those conversations with my mother.”
“Oh, we’re extremely close.” Riane’s expression turned thoughtful, and she shook her head. “Thing is, I tend to obsess over my father. What he thinks, what he’s done. But my mother has been every bit as important in shaping me, and I’ve never really told her that.” She forced a smile. “But we’ve got other fish to fry right now. Let’s go get started.”
“Uh. Sure.” Looking down into her rich chocolate eyes, Nick hoped his utter terror didn’t show on his face.
It was one thing to know what to do. It was another to actually do it.
• 29 •
Nick’s green eyes were enormous with an expression of pure panic Riane had never seen in them before. Despite her own carefully hidden fear, she found herself smiling. “You know what your problem is?”
His lips twitched. “I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing?”
“No.” She took his hand and towed him toward the couch. “You’re thinking too much. When it comes to the Stone, you do your best work when there’s not a thought in your head.”
“Gee, thanks.”
She dropped onto the couch, and pulled him down beside her. “Look, they said the Guardian lives inside of you, right? I’ve noticed that whenever you’re pissed off or worried about saving my ass, that’s when you cut loose.”
“Well, yeah. Because I’m pissed off or worried about you.”
“No, because you quit thinking so damned much, and you give the Guardian room to work.” Riane threaded one hand in his silken hair and pulled him in for a kiss. “So we need to give the Guardian room to work.”
She put everything she had into that kiss, first sipping delicately at the warm velvet of his lips, then sliding her tongue into his mouth in slow, suggestive thrusts.
He felt stiff against her at first—and not in a good way—still too damned conscious of the challenge ahead.
So Riane began tracing the tips of her fingers along his cheeks, following the jut of bone, the strong angle of his jaw, the cleft of his chin. And all the while, she kissed him, slow licks and tender thrusts of the tongue, mixed with gentle bites. All designed to seduce. “Let go,” she whispered against his mouth. “Let the power roll. Let it come.”
A spark leaped from his lips to hers, bright, hot, carrying a psychic snap that made them both jump.
“Yeah,” Riane purred. “Oh, yeah. That’s right. More.”
Nick pulled back a fraction. His irises had gone a gently glowing green. It spooked her a little, so she fisted her hand in his hair and pulled him in again, kissing, tasting.
His lips felt feverish. Another spark jumped into her mouth with a sharp pop, but it didn’t hurt this time.
It felt good.
A sweet tingle ran up her spine and into the base of her brain. And back down again, bringing every sensual nerve in her body to life.
Nick cupped her head in big hands so warm they almost burned. Heat that wasn’t really heat spread through her like the blaze of passion growing between them. Minutes spun by as he kissed her, endless and glittering. Riane felt lost in the rise of passion, in the slow thrust of his tongue and the roll of his hips.
“Warning!” her comp squawked suddenly. “Unusual cellular activity occurring in areas of the brain that should not be experiencing—”
“Comp, deactivate,” Riane interrupted.
“This is not advised given the current—”
“Comp, obey command.”
It produced a strange, high-pitched yelp and went silent. Leaving her blessedly alone with Nick. Nick, who drew away from her, breathing hard, his hands stroking her breasts through the fabric of her shirt.
His eyes were a solid sheet of green from corner to corner. Even the whites were gone.
Riane closed her eyes as he kissed her again. Sparks seemed to flood her mouth with every slow lick and kiss. She squirmed at the surging heat spiraling up her spine.
Nick slipped a hand beneath her shirt, found her breast. His fingers were still burning hot, yet they felt good to her. Urging her back on the couch, he settled on top of her, kissing his way down the pulse of her throat.
Riane opened dazed eyes. A rose bloomed, floating in midair just past his shoulder. She blinked, and it was gone. She inhaled sharply. The scent of roses was so vivid, she instinctively looked around for them.
But there was nothing there.
Long fingers plucked, stroked the nipple that peaked hard for his attention. Nick swept her shirt up and pulled one lacy cup of her bra down. Riane sighed, her head swimming, and let herself float on a river of sensation and swirling light.
Power rolled through Nick in intoxicating waves that surged into his hands and out through his burning fingertips.
He could feel Riane changing under him. Feel the Power of the Stone respond to her, sending sparks dancing around them as if caught in a strong wind.
And he could feel her. The core of her, hot and strong and deliciously female. He could sense her love of him, delicate and blooming bright in her most secret heart, half-denied even to herself. She might consider that love doomed—hell, he did, too—but that did not make it any less real.
And deep inside her, he also sensed the furtive dream of finding a way to be with him. Somehow, despite the Sela and the Xerans and the Enforcers. Despite everything working against them.
Feeling half-drunk, Nick suckled her sweet breasts, wanting to give her the same pleasure she gave him just by loving him. He reached down, unsnapped and unzipped her pants, slid a palm between her thighs.
Wet. So very wet. He moaned against her mouth, eager as she surged under him. He slid a finger inside her, and she threw her head back. Red hair danced and shifted around her face like gleaming silk. “Nick!”
“Yeah. God, yeah!” He had to be inside her. Now, with power leaping around them like an electrical storm, wild and crackling.
He stripped her pants down her thighs, then was forced to stop and fumble with those damn clunky boots of hers.
Riane whimpered and tugged at his shirt, her usually graceful hands oddly uncoordinated. “Naked.” It was a demand, even if only half-coherent.
Nick grinned at her and pulled off his shirt and jeans, pausing only long enough to toe off his running shoes.
She still wore her top and bra, though both were pulled up to bare those beautiful breasts. He didn’t bother with undressing her further.
Riane reached for him, her eyes glowing green, mixed with sparks of hot Warfem red. He went into her arms like coming home, settled over her as she wrapped her legs around his hips. They both sang moans as he drove deep.
Light swirled around them as they strained against each other, power rising with every delicious thrust. Riane answered each strong dig of his cock with a liquid pulse of her sex, so seductively tight it was all he could do to hold on.
Wet. Sweet God, she was wet, and tighter than anything he’d ever felt. Groaning in his ear, plunging up against him, meeting his strength with her own. Her nails dug into his back, and her heels ground against his ass, spurring him on. Maddened, he plunged and plunged and plunged.
She arched under him with a yowl, and came in long, rippling contractions that sucked and pulled at him in silent, luscious demand.
Nick shouted, and released his own desperate hold on control. As he came, green comets exploded through the room, lighting up everything, spilling showers of sparks.
“Jesus,” he muttered, gazing around them in wonder. “That never happened before.”
Then he realized they were floating a foot above the couch.
“Shit,” he muttered.
They started to fall. Nick caught them in mid-drop—he didn’t want the entire weight of his body stabbing his cock into Riane. He lowered them more carefully, until her back and his knees settled into the couch cushions again.
“As quickies went,” Nick said, lifting his head to grin down into her face, “that one was really . . .”
He stopped. Riane’s eyes were open, her lips parted. He had the chilling impression she wasn’t aware of him at all. “Riane?”
She made no answer.
Quickly, he pulled free of her body, grabbed her, and sat back down on the couch, pulling her across his lap. She was as limp as a rag doll. “Riane, wake up!”
“Frieka,” she moaned. “Frieka needs me. He’s gone wolf. Deactivated. Corydon . . .”
Ice crept the length of Nick’s spine. “Frieka’s not here, Riane. We’re at the Sela’s encampment, remember?”
“Hunting the thief.” Her head rolled back and forth against his shoulders. “He’s hunting the thief.”
“Holy shit.” Nick laid her down on the couch, grabbed his jeans, and dragged them on.
He started to race for the door, then stopped short, realizing Riane looked a little too obviously like he’d just banged her brains out. He turned back long enough to pull her bra and shirt into place, then horsed her jeans back onto those long legs. She fought him weakly, moaning about her wolf.
“Mother!” he shouted, adding a telepathic bellow for good measure.
“The Victor,” Riane whimpered. “He’s infected the Outpost. Infected my hair.”
Shit. She was completely off her head. “There’s nothing wrong with your hair, baby.”
“Bugs in my hair.” Riane reached up and began to yank at her braid, so hard he knew it had to hurt.
He grabbed her wrist. “Riane, don’t do that, honey.”
“Nick?” Charlotte hurried in, followed by a large Sela with sable brown fur. “What’s wrong?”
He sighed in relief at the sight of them. Hopefully they’d know what to do. “She’s hallucinating! What’s wrong with her?”
“Yeo?” Charlotte nodded at the Sela, who started forward. “This is Yeo. He’s a healer.”
“But does he know anything about humans?”
“I know whatever I need to know.” The Sela padded over to the couch and reared to examine Riane with those long, inhuman fingers. He—she? it? Nick couldn’t tell gender with these people—made a humming sound of satisfaction. “The new neural complex is coming in nicely. Very fast growth, too.”
“Frieka!” Riane shouted in alarm. “Don’t hurt the Chief!”
“I don’t care about the neural complex!” Nick snarled, tightening his grip on her as she batted weakly at the air. “Why is she off her head?”
“Oh, she’s not. Her powers are just coming in. Because the growth is occurring so rapidly, she’s more conscious of her visions than her immediate surroundings.”
“Traitor,” Riane muttered. “Fucking Temporal Enforcement sent us a traitor to investigate treason. Fox in the hen-house. Dickholes.”
“Is she going to be all right?” Nick demanded.
Yeo looked up at him with huge, kind eyes and patted his knee. “She’ll be fine.”
“Will she be finished with the transition by the time the Xerans arrive?” Charlotte asked.
The Sela cocked its head, considering Riane’s anguished face. “Now that, I can’t tell you. It will be very close.”
“Can you speed the process?” Charlotte demanded.
“I don’t think so.” Nick glowered and gathered Riane closer protectively. “This is rough enough on her as it is.”
“It’ll be rougher if the Xerans arrive and she’s helpless,” Charlotte growled back. “We need her in good enough shape to fight. The three of us are outnumbered as it is.”
He winced. “Good point.”
“But irrelevant, because there is no way to make the process any faster,” Yeo told them. “Call me if she takes a turn for the worse.” The healer dropped to the floor again and turned to go.
Nick seriously considered grabbing him by the scruff to stop him. “Wait a minute. Where are you going?”
Yeo shot him a look that strongly resembled amusement. “You don’t need me, boy. And we must make preparations for our guests.”
“What guests?”
“He’s talking about the Xerans.” Charlotte rested a comforting hand on his shoulder. “Calm down, son. Sit and talk to me.”
She aimed a look at the floor nearby. A second couch sprang up, reminding him of a time-lapse image of a mushroom growing after a spring rain. Settling down on the couch, she cocked her head and studied him. “You do love your pretty Warfem a great deal. Don’t you?”
“There’s a lot to love,” Nick told her absently, watching Riane mutter and jerk in his arms. Sparks flashed around her, reacting to her growing power. “Besides, she reminds me of you. Strong. Principled.” He smiled slightly. “Stubborn as hell.” Glancing up, he found Charlotte staring at him in utter fascination. “What?”
“It’s just . . . I never expected to have children. Not after . . .” She waved a hand around at their surroundings, indicating her involvement with the Sela. “I didn’t think I’d be any good at it. Xerans don’t exactly value kids, other than as future warriors, mothers of warriors, and servants of the Victor.”
“Sounds like a pretty dysfunctional culture.”
“You have no idea.”
“He’s mad,” Riane whispered. “Powerful and mad. Coming here. No!” Her head jerked back and forth, hair sliding across Nick’s arms.
Charlotte’s lips took on a bitter twist. “Sounds like she’s talking about the Victor.”
“He really is crazy?”
“Oh, yes. Even the Xerans know it. But as Riane said, He’s also really powerful, and nobody wants to piss Him off.”
Absently stroking Riane’s hair, Nick studied his mother. “What if we killed Him?”
“Nobody would be happier than the Xerans. Of course, the whole flipping culture would plunge into chaos as competing factions tried to take control.” She considered whatever mental image that statement summoned before shaking her head regretfully. “Unfortunately, I’m not sure He can be killed.”
“If He’s alive, He can die.”
“But that’s what I’m saying. He’s immortal. How can you kill an immortal?”
“That’s got to be a myth,” Nick protested. “Not even the Sela are immortal.”
“True. No living thing is immortal.” She shrugged. “But the Victor is not a living thing.”
• 30 •
Alerio opened his eyes and sat up on his bunk. For a moment, he just sat there, trying to get his bearings. His eyes felt gluey, and his mouth had a nasty aftertaste he associated with a long antivirus session. “Computer, are you activated?”
“Affirmative.”
“Any sign of continuing unauthorized Trojan activity?”
“Negative. All systems are functioning properly.”
He blew out a breath and fell back on his elbows in relief. It had taken him hours to identify and destroy the Trojan, but he’d finally succeeded. Now it was time to check on his fellow Enforcers. He’d ordered the agents to work in pairs, assigning one fourth of them to take the first shift while the second group watched over them. Then the first crew would watch over the second. After those two groups were back online, the third and fourth teams would alternate. It would be slow work, but this was not the kind of thing you could rush, not with an infection this massive and invasive.
He frowned, glancing around his cabin. Speaking of which, where the hell was Galar, who had been serving as his spotter? The Master Enforcer was nowhere around, though he’d been here when Alerio went under. “Comp, contact Master Enforcer Galar Arvid.”
The comp’s pause went on just a little too long. “No response.”
Alerio’s frown deepened. Galar would never have left him alone under these circumstances. Unless, that is, something had gone badly wrong while he was out.
He rolled off his bunk and moved through his quarters, conducting a fast but thorough search by eye and sensor. There was no sign of the big Warlord. Not that there were many places to hide in here.
Frowning darkly, Alerio moved for the door, keyed it open, and stepped outside. And froze in horror.
Galar lay sprawled on the deck just outside his door, his eyes staring sightlessly at the ceiling. Blood pooled around his body in a lake of red. His throat had been slashed.
“Galar!” Going cold with shock, Alerio dropped to one knee beside his friend and searched for the pulse that should beat beneath the agent’s jaw. “Dr. Chogan, man down outside my quarters!”
Even as he made the call, he knew it was too late. Galar’s body was cold. Chogan could do a great deal, but she couldn’t bring back someone who had been dead that long.
“No response from the infirmary,” his comp said.
What the hell?
“Activate all Enforcer emergency response teams,” Alerio snapped. Something was badly wrong, and he damn well wanted to know what was going on. “I want at least two teams down here, and two more to check the infirmary. Everyone else conduct a thorough deck-to-deck search of the Outpost, including the concourse and civilian Jump stations. I want a full status report on anything unusual.”
The next pause was so long, there was ample time for a chill to start crawling up his spine. “There is no response to the call.”
What the fuck was going on? “Send evidence collection ’bots to this location.” There was nothing he could do for Galar now except find his killer. But his most immediate concern was the living members of the Outpost, both agents and civilians.
With a last apologetic glance at his friend—oh, hell, he was going to have to tell Jess her husband of two weeks had been murdered—Alerio rose and started down the corridor.
He found the next body lying in the corridor. Wulf was a short, massively powerful heavy-worlder who had always been more than a match for anything he encountered. Someone had stabbed him over and over again. His blood splashed the bulkheads, deck, and ceiling in a three-meter radius. He had obviously fought hard for his life.
And Alerio had failed him. Hadn’t foreseen this. Hadn’t prevented this.
By the time the Chief found the fourth mutilated body, he was running. He didn’t even break step. If there was anyone left alive, it was his job to save whoever it was.
Too late for the rest.
He needed his weapons. His armor, his knives, a shard pistol at the very least.
Had to be Xerans. Had to find the sons of bitches. And kill them. He’d grieve once his enemies had paid for what they’d done.
Alerio charged into the armory, fury, grief, and guilt boiling inside him like a toxic stew.
Just inside the door, he slid to a stop as shock rolled over him like an ice-water bath.
Ivar Terje looked up at him from Dona Astryr’s butchered body. The traitor was covered in blood. “I told you I’d kill her.”
Alerio’s scream of anguish rang in his own ears, tore at his throat . . .
Alerio opened his eyes and sat up on his bunk. For a moment, he just sat there, trying to get his bearings. His eyes felt gluey, and his mouth had a nasty aftertaste he associated with a long antivirus session. “Computer, are you activated?”
“Affirmative.”
“Any sign of continuing unauthorized Trojan activity?”
“Negative. All systems are functioning properly.”
Chief Alerio Dyami finally collapsed back in his restraints, his massive body going still, panting, his wide eyes staring blankly at the infirmary ceiling. At least he wasn’t howling anymore. Those deep-throated bellows of horror had ripped at Dona’s soul like a point-blank blast from a shard pistol.
His last shout had been her name. It had sounded like a death scream.
But even as he fell silent, Galar Arvid began to bellow his wife’s name from the next bunk, fighting the field restraints that barely kept him from tearing his way free. Jessica hovered by his side, stroking his face in a desperate attempt to calm him. “I’m here, baby, I’m here,” she chanted. “I’m fine. It’s an illusion, baby . . .”
“Jess!” he roared. “Jess, no!”
Dona looked away, pain knifing her chest.
Ten more bunks filled the room, all occupied by the Outpost’s senior officers. The agents muttered, swore, raged, then fell into a comatose stillness before beginning the process all over again.
Chogan hurried past, red medical robes flaring wide around her legs.
“Any luck?” Dona called desperately.
The doctor paused for a weary moment. She looked like hell, her mouth pinched in a white face, her eyes haunted with worry for her patients. “No, dammit. The nearest we can figure, these agents were able to debug their computers just like the rest of the Outpost, but that seems to have triggered some kind of secondary infection. I deactivated their comps, but it didn’t even slow the thing down. Apparently whatever it is has somehow infected their brains, but my sensors can’t even detect it. I have no fucking idea what we’re dealing with.”
“Sweet Goddess,” Dona whispered.
“Yeah. That goddess of yours—you might want to do some praying to her.” As if unable to stand still another moment, Chogan strode away again.
“I don’t think I can take much more of this.” Moving like a sleepwalker, Jess joined Dona beside Alerio’s bed. She had picked up a cup of stimchai in shaking hands. The liquid had grown cold, judging by the lack of steam. “I feel like I’m about to start screaming. Why was everyone except the senior staff able to get rid of the Trojan? These are the most experienced agents on the Outpost—they should have been able to defeat this thing if anybody could.”
“That’s a really good question.” Dona took the cup of stimchai away from Jess and dropped it into one of the bedside recyclers. “Why don’t we go”—she peeled her lips back from her teeth—“ask the only guy who knows? I don’t know about you, but I’m thoroughly sick of watching these men suffer.”
Jess looked startled for a moment before an answering grin lit her face that was every bit as carnivorous as Dona’s. “Yeah, I have a couple of questions for Alex Corydon myself.”
Though after they finished with the traitor, he might be in no shape to talk to anybody else for a good long time.
“If the Victor’s not a living thing, what the hell is He?” Nick demanded over Riane’s low moans of distress. Stroking her hair, he tried to soothe her restless twisting. He felt sick, helpless. It was not a sensation he was used to—or liked one bit.
Charlotte spread her hands. “That’s a difficult question. He . . .”
“Chief!” Riane suddenly rolled off the couch and sprinted for the door.
“Shit! Riane!” Nick bolted off the couch after her, but she was already through the door. He hit it right after her, leaping into the RV clearing.
The Sela glanced around at them in confusion, having evidently returned to their human guises. “Dammit,” he roared, “somebody grab her!” They only blinked at him, standing frozen over their various artistic projects.
Actually, he supposed he couldn’t blame them. Riane bounded along like a deer, and he suspected if any of the Sela had tried to stop her, she’d have plowed right over them.
Nick put his head down and lengthened his stride, desperate to get to her before she disappeared into the woods.
Which was when two men stepped out of empty air and caught her, arresting her frantic flight. She yowled in fear and swung a wild fist, but one of them grabbed it.
Nick’s instant relief turned to horror when he realized the men wore the black and red armor of the Xer. She screamed again, struggling against their armored hands, but she was too disoriented to fight with any effectiveness.
“Let her go!” Nick bellowed. The Stone flared hot green against his upper arm, spilling sparks around his feet.
“I think not.” Another figure winked into view—naked, nine feet tall, and glowing golden, His bald head crowned with a set of horns that would have done a longhorn bull proud, a third spiral horn jutting between them. He snatched Riane from her captors as easily as if she were a toddler.
She howled and struggled, but His massive arms crushed tight around her, subduing her helpless writhing.
“Now,” the Victor said over Riane’s gleaming copper hair, “it seems each of us has something the other wants. Hand over the T’Lir . . . now. Otherwise . . .”
More Xerans popped into view, moving rapidly in among the Sela, quantum swords chiming. The Sela cowered away from them, fear and bewilderment plain on their illusionary human faces.
The so-called god grinned. “. . . Well, let’s say things are apt to become quite bloody.”
Dona and Jess strode toward the brig at a pace barely short of a run. “I hope that bastard knows something useful,” Jess growled.
“Would the bastard in question be Corydon? Because if so, I want to help.”
The two women looked around to see Frieka trotting after them. His vocalizer indicator lights flashed blue amid the thick black fur around his neck. Alerio had managed to debug the wolf’s computer system before starting the disastrous work on his own.
“I’m not sure that’s such a good idea, Fuzzy,” Jess told him cautiously. “His guards—”
“Aren’t any more crazy about this situation than we are,” Dona interrupted. “Besides, having been on the receiving end of Frieka’s teeth, I’ll bet Corydon would find them a very effective threat.”
“Good point.”
“I’ve always thought so.” Frieka bared the fangs in question. “Just tell me what part of him you want me to bite first. Speaking of which, what is the plan?”
Dona veered down the corridor that led to the brig. “We’re going to make the fucker talk.”
“Simple, ruthless, and effective, considering how gutless the little weasel is. I like it.”
“I do try.”
“Which is one of the things I like about you. How are the Chief and Galar?”
“Still raving.”
“Galar keeps remembering having to shoot that bitch ex-lover of his, the one who tried to kill him years ago.” A fine muscle worked in Jess’s delicate jaw as she stared down the corridor with bitter eyes. “But when she falls dead, her face turns into mine. He keeps seeing that over and over in an endless nightmare loop.”
“How do you know that?” The wolf cocked his dark head up at her as he trotted along by her side.
“I see the dream in his mind. He’s a really strong broadcaster. The grief and guilt are driving him crazy. And I can’t seem to punch through all that crap and convince him it’s not real.” Jess curled her lip in a snarl of rage. “We’ve got to make Corydon tell us what he did—and how to fix it.”
• 31 •
“You’re right there,” Frieka told Jess as the three of them strode toward the brig. “But fixing whatever Corydon’s done is not going to be easy. I’ve encountered all kinds of viruses, Trojans, and assorted other ugly cyber attacks. This is the worst I’ve ever seen.”
“Which brings up a really good point.” Jess dropped her hand to his head to give him an absent ear scratch. “If Corydon is the computer illiterate you all say, how did he manage to infect Galar and Chief Dyami? Neither of them would be easy targets.”
“Obviously, he got it from the Xerans,” Frieka said. “They’ve always been light-years ahead of everybody else when it comes to crafting that kind of crap. As to the vector he used—well, we’re just going to have to ask him.”
They rounded the corner to see Wulf and Tonn Eso standing guard in front of one of the cells. The two Enforcers looked around at their approach, brows lifting.
“Any change?” Wulf asked, concern in his striking turquoise eyes.
“No,” Dona said shortly. “Why don’t you two take a break? Frieka and I will keep an eye on the prisoner.”
Tonn and Wulf exchanged an uneasy glance. “I don’t think that’s such a good—”
“Don’t you dare leave me with those two lunatics!” Corydon called through the repeller field. “And where’s my lawyer? I have rights!”
Wulf turned to glare at him through the doorway. “Nobody is Jumping in or out of the Outpost until we’re absolutely sure the cyber attacks you planted have been contained.”
“You have no proof I planted a damn thing!”
“Except for your confession,” Tonn rumbled. He was a big, jovial blond, broad and handsome, well known for his wicked sense of humor. He didn’t look at all amused now.
“A false confession, coerced by your commanding officer. Who will be drummed out of the service by the time I’m through with him!”
All five of them glowered at the traitor. “You know, I feel the need for a big, steaming cup of stimchai that will take a long, long time to drink,” Wulf told his partner. “How about you?”
“Just what I was thinking.” Tonn looked down at Dona, Frieka, and Jess from his towering height. “You’ll keep an eye on the prisoner while we’re gone, right?”
Frieka bared his teeth. “Oh, we’d be delighted.”
The Victor held Riane dangling three feet off the ground, one massive hand wrapped around her vulnerable throat. Her eyes rolled, staring around wildly at some vision only she could see. She didn’t appear conscious of her real situation at all.
“Since when do gods hide behind a woman?” Nick growled, hoping his utter fear for her didn’t show.
“Hide?” The Victor laughed, a thoroughly chilling sound. It had a metallic undertone, like a machine trying to imitate a human emotion it didn’t feel. “I merely make your position clear to you, Demon. I hold all the advantages. You can either surrender—or watch us kill everyone here.”
Nick threw a quick look around. The Xerans had methodically surrounded the Sela, quantum swords chiming a chilling note. He spotted Ivar among them—the cocky bastard had his visor up. Yet the big redhead’s face was oddly expressionless, his eyes a little blank, as if nobody was home.
The Sela shrank away from the invaders, huddling together, fear and misery plain on their illusionary human faces.
How the fuck was Nick going to get out of this one without getting all those poor aliens slaughtered? Not to mention Riane and himself. Charlotte was the only one likely to make it out of this mess alive, and that only because she was fated to give birth to him. He figured she’d end up Jumping back to 1979 one bounce ahead of a Xeran hit squad.
“I think your lover’s attention is slipping,” the Victor purred in Riane’s ear. She just hung there, obviously so far out of it she had no idea what was going on. “Perhaps we need to remedy that.” His gaze locked on Nick’s, He ran his tongue along her cheek in one long, slow, repulsive swipe.
“Very brave.” Dammit, Nick, think of something! “Grabbing a disoriented woman and threatening a bunch of pacifists you know can’t even fight back.”
The Victor only grinned. “It’s not my fault you let yourself be outflanked.”
That lick had done something to Riane, and it wasn’t good. She’d looked worried before, obsessed with whatever she saw in her visions. Now all the blood slowly drained from her face, leaving her dead white, her dark eyes pools of horror. She began to struggle in the Victor’s hold, but without her usual fighter’s skill. Her voice spiraled into a scream. “Nick! Frieka!”
“That’s the thing about cyborgs.” The Victor slanted her a clinical look even as He controlled her frantic struggles with no effort whatsoever. “They have such exquisite control over their own bodies. But that wonderful neuronet is also the perfect means to control them. Someone like me can just slip down those pathways into their vulnerable brains and do all kinds of entertaining things.” He turned that chilling black gaze on Nick. “I can kill her just as easily as I can torture her. Now, unless you enjoy listening to her howl, I suggest you stop stalling and turn over the T’Lir.”
“You wouldn’t dare let that creature attack me!” Corydon sidled away from Frieka as the wolf stalked him stiff-legged across his cell.
“I wouldn’t bet my ass on that if I were you,” Dona drawled. Crossing her arms, she leaned against the wall next to Jess, who watched with silent intensity.
“If you touch me,” he spat at the wolf, “I’ll see you drummed out of the service! I am innocent of these charges, and I’m going to prove it!”
“That would be quite a trick,” Frieka said, his lips rippling in a vicious snarl, “considering that once I cleaned your doctored recording, it plainly shows you using a code breaker to enter Riane’s locker. Then you removed her T-suit and Jumped away with it. The next day, that same suit malfunctioned, stranding her in time. Even the stupidest jury will be able to connect the dots.”
“Where’d you send her, Alex?” Dona asked in a deceptively conversational tone.
“Did you kill her, Corydon?” Frieka lunged forward with a savage snap of gleaming white fangs.
Corydon jumped back, his shoulders slapping against the bulkhead behind him, his eyes widening in panic. “No!”
“Then what did you do with her?” the wolf demanded, his ruff rising, his eyes icy blue slits.
“I did nothing!”
“He’s lying,” Jess said, her voice calm and deadly. “I can sense it.”
Frieka snorted. “Hell, I can smell it. He reeks of lies.” He took another step forward, until his nose almost touched Corydon’s belly. The man shrank away, sidling backward along the wall. Frieka followed, his head low, his ears flat.
“She’s safe!” Corydon gasped. “She’s in the past and safe.”
“Where in the past?” Dona fired back.
“Twenty-first century. There’s a man there the Victor is obsessed with, in some little town in South Carolina. Mill-house or Mill Village or something. There was this police report. He’d saved some woman from being raped on . . .” He trailed off, as if it had belatedly occurred to him he was saying too much.
“When?” Frieka snarled.
“May 23, 2009!”
“What was his name?” Dona demanded, moving closer until she loomed over the shorter man.
“I don’t rem—”
“What was his name?” Frieka’s snarling muzzle was now barely a centimeter from Corydon’s crotch. The wolf opened his jaws . . .
“Nick Wyatt!”
“What did you do to Galar and the others?” Jess asked in a low, deadly voice.
Corydon looked up, about to make a denial. He paled as he saw the unearthly green glow in the depths of her eyes. “Nothing!”
“You’re lying again, Alex.” Jess advanced on him, the glow brightening. “Don’t bother. The Sela gave me psychic abilities, and I can sense every lie you think.”
He curled a scornful lip, but fear gleamed in his eyes. “That’s kakshit. Humans don’t have psychic abilities.”
“We used to think that,” Frieka said. “But then, we also used to think you could change history. We were wrong, weren’t we, Alex?”
Jess peeled her lips off her teeth. The green glow brightened to the intensity of a laser torch. “What did you do to my husband?”
Corydon’s eyes widened until the whites showed all around them. “I had no choice! The Victor told me He’d kill me if I didn’t follow instructions!”
Dona leaned a fist against the wall beside his head. “And what were those instructions, Alex?”
“Nanobot infections. He gave me patches with nanobots and a list of targets.” Corydon licked his lips, sweat beading on his dark blue skin as he eyed Frieka, who rumbled in menace. “I just put the patch on my hand and then touched each target. The nanobots would invade whoever or whatever it was. First the mainframe, then senior officers. Didn’t take much. A handshake was enough.”
“Why did you choose Riane to strand in the past?” the wolf growled. “Was she on that Xeran list?”
“They weren’t that specific. It just had to be someone who had met Charlotte and the Sela so she could point Nick in the right direction. I suggested . . .”
“You suggested Riane?” Frieka roared.
“Yes!” Corydon exploded, as if finally goaded into defiance. “You and that father of hers ruined my career! I shouldn’t be toiling in some minor office after thirty years as an Enforcer! I should—”
“Be serving time in a penal colony on treason charges,” Dona said coldly. “And I intend to make sure you end up precisely where you belong.”
Riane struggled in the Victor’s hold, her face twisted in grief, tears sliding down her cheeks. Her suffering seemed to tear bloody chunks from Nick’s heart.
His first instinct was to use the Stone to drag her out of the illusion, but it was coldly obvious the Victor would start killing everyone if Nick turned his attention away long enough.
Handing the T’Lir over was no option at all. Nick was damned if he was going to give that kind of power to some Xeran lunatic who already thought He was a god.
Too, Charlotte’s spirit was held within the Stone, along with those of all the dead Sela waiting to be reborn. He damn well wasn’t going to leave them trapped at the Victor’s mercy. The false “god” would destroy them all if He could figure out a way to do it.
Nick flicked his gaze around the clearing. Charlotte stared back at him across the huddling Sela, her expression cool, watchful. Obviously waiting for his signal to fight. Unfortunately, he counted a hundred Xeran priests in the clearing, plus the Victor. Those odds were ridiculous, even with the T’Lir.
Their only chance was to take all these bastards off-balance.
His claws! Hope rose as Nick remembered the energy weapons he’d created for his battle against the primitive Sela.
No. His heart sank again. Even that kind of weaponry wouldn’t be enough. He needed something more.
Too bad that primitive Sela was an illusion created by the Stone. They could have used him . . .
He wasn’t an illusion, Nick. Charlotte’s voice rang in his mind. Startled, his gaze met hers across the crowd of Xeran warriors. I told you before. You’re the heir to the Guardian’s spirit. He’s you.
• 32 •
Nick sprawled in a twisted, bloody heap, his green eyes wide and glassy in death, his waxy face twisted in an expression of horror. Frieka lay next to him, his black fur matted with gore, pink ribbons of intestines spilling onto the deck.
The wolf’s blue eyes rolled to look up at Riane as she crashed to her knees beside them. “Nick! Frieka!”
“We depended on you,” the wolf said, the blue lights of his vocalizer flashing dimly, giving his computer-generated voice a deceptive steadiness. “You failed us. You left us to die. Not fast enough. Not strong enough. They were right—you’re not the warrior your father was.”
“I’m sorry, Frieka! I shouldn’t have brought you with me.” Tears stung her eyes as she touched the wolf’s matted fur. Her gaze slipped to Nick’s face, and pain shot through her. She wanted to howl.
Hand trembling, Riane reached toward Nick’s bloody face. Dead. He was dead. And she was responsible . . .
He’d always believed in her. And she’d failed him.
“I always knew it would end like this.” Frieka moaned. “You were a failure in the military, and you’re a failure as an Enforcer. Now you’ve killed us both.” The wolf’s head dropped, his eyes going glassy. “Failure . . .” His computerized voice trailed away into a dying buzz.
Riane stared at the wolf, shocked. He’d never said anything like that in all the years she’d known him. Even when she’d screwed up as a child, he’d never attacked her self-confidence. In fact, the only time Frieka had ever really chewed her out was for doubting her own abilities.
He’d even given her Femmat commander a royal verbal reaming when Riane had resigned the service. That girl is every bit the warrior her father is, the wolf had snarled at the astonished woman, who looked as if no one had ever dared question her before. If there’s a problem, it’s in your lack of leadership skills.
“Riane . . .” It was her father’s voice, choked, gasping in pain and anguish. “Mother Goddess, child, what have you done?”
She turned, numb as a sleepwalker. Baran stood in the Outpost corridor staring at them in horror.
Riane lifted a shaking hand in pleading. “I’m sorry, Father! I didn’t mean . . .”
“You’ve always been a disappointment,” Baran rasped, moving like a robot to tower over her. “But I had hoped for better than this. I never really believed you’d fail us so utterly. I trusted you not to get him killed. My dearest friend . . .”
Riane looked from her father’s devastated face to Nick’s death-glazed green eyes. Why can’t I remember how they died? If I got them killed, why can’t I remember what I did?
Realization slashed through the stew of guilt and dazed grief. My father would never call me a failure, even if I had gotten Frieka killed. He has always believed in me.
Like Nick. Nick, with his steadfast faith. A powerful and intelligent man who had no need to believe in her. Yet he did. And loved her.
He wouldn’t have believed in a failure.
Riane stared up at the image of her father. And an image was all it was. This isn’t real. It’s a cyber attack. Just like the illusions I saw tormenting the Chief and Galar. “Get the fuck out of my head.”
She raised her hands, and green light poured from her fingers with a thunderous boom, blasting the false Baran. He roared, a sound of anger more than pain, melting into a stinking black sludge that tried to ooze away like some kind of primitive amoeba. Seven Hells, it’s a mass of nanobots!
This was no mere virus, no Trojan. Someone had infected her with nanobots, like the one her vision had revealed spying on her from her braid.
Fury rose through her stunned guilt and grief, washing away her sense of helplessness. Riane called more power, burning the sludge out of her mind with Nick’s Stone.
Her vision flashed a blinding green. When it cleared, she was hanging in the air, something hot and choking wrapped around her throat. She was surrounded by Xerans armed with quantum swords. There had to be a hundred of them at least.
What was worse, they had hostages. A bunch of twenty-first-century civilians stood among them, looking frightened.
No, not civilians, she realized, recognizing some of the faces from their arrival in the RV park. It was the Sela.
Nick stared at her across the crowd, his face pale and grim. A priest held a quantum sword centimeters from his throat. The energy blade chimed like a bell.
What the hell was holding her up in the air? She jerked her head around and met the Victor’s mad black gaze.
Oh, Mother Goddess, Riane thought. We’re screwed.
“I’m getting bored,” the Victor said, glowing golden fingers tightening around Riane’s throat. She gagged, her face darkening.
The chiming of the priests’ swords picked up a menacing, urgent note that rang around the clearing. Huddling together like frightened children, the Sela looked around at them nervously.
Fuck, Nick thought. I’ve just run out of time. Whatever I’m going to do, I’ve got to do it now.
Riane had said it before, when he’d been panicking over the thought of trying to alter her brain: They said the Guardian lives inside of you, right? I’ve noticed that whenever you’re pissed off or worried about saving my ass, that’s when you cut loose.
Well, yeah. Because I’m pissed off or worried about you.
No, because you quit thinking so damned much, and you give the Guardian room to work.
Nick needed the Guardian now, in all its savagery and power. He remembered his battle with it, the size, the ferocity. And he remembered his own joy in the combat, in conquest, and in the taste of blood.
He’d felt that before.
It was the darkness in himself he’d always feared and worked to control. That’s him, Nick realized. That’s the part of me that’s him.
“You’ve just run out of time,” the Victor snapped, and gestured to the Xeran standing next to him. “Gyor, kill that Sela.”
The warrior pivoted, lifting his blade over the head of a hugely pregnant little blonde whose eyes widened in terror. Vanja, Nick realized. It was the Sela pregnant with her friend’s spirit.
Nick acted between one desperate heartbeat and the next. He reached down, down to that dark part of himself that craved battle and blood and the death of those who hurt him. The part he’d worked so hard to hide, even from himself.
And he let it roar, detonating in an explosion of rage and power, ripping cells wide in a furious blast of booming green light.
He howled.
The Xeran who’d been about to swing on Vanja instead whirled toward him, startled at the explosion of energy.
A huge clawed paw lashed out, slamming against the priest’s helmet. He smashed backward into several of his fellows, fell to the ground, and did not get up.
“Now,” the Guardian growled, “I will let thy blood.” He spoke in the Xeran priest tongue, a language Nick had never spoken.
But then, he was no longer Nick.
At first Riane thought Nick had Jumped, between the explosion of light and the thundering sonic boom of displacing air. But then the light had faded, and something huge stood where he’d been.
A Sela. It looked like the primitive version he’d fought, except it was at least twice as big, and it glowed a molten green. Its roar made the bones of her chest vibrate. Even the Xerans froze in terrified amazement.
That was a fatal mistake. The towering Sela leaped among the priests with a tiger’s deadly grace. Warriors screamed like children.
The next slice of huge claws ripped through one Xeran’s armor as if it were rice paper. Blood sprayed as the warrior howled and toppled, curling in agony around his torn belly.
Quantum swords chimed and flashed. Riane gasped, knowing those blades could slice right through combat armor.
They glanced off the Guardian’s glowing hide as if it was harder than a starship’s hull. The creature whirled and bit a priest’s helmeted head right off his shoulders. The decapitated head went rolling as the Guardian leaped on a new target.
The Sela were screaming in high, helpless squeals.
“I think,” the Victor said in her ear, “I’ve seen enough.”
The world pinwheeled around Riane as He tossed her aside like a discarded doll. She hit the ground rolling. For a stunned moment, she simply lay there, unable to believe what she’d seen.
Get up, dammit. Banishing her astonished paralysis, she rolled to her feet, looking around desperately.
The Victor charged across the clearing toward the Guardian, massive arms outspread. The big Sela’s roar of challenge made her blood run cold.
But Riane had problems of her own. One of the priests leaped at her with a bellow of rage, blade lifted, apparently intending to take his fear and fury out on her.
Luckily, when she saw Nick transform, she’d gone to riaat. Now Riane danced back and whipped into a kick, slamming the heel of her foot into the side of the warrior’s head. Apparently expecting a helpless target, he lost his grip on his sword. She snatched it out of the air, braced, and used it to behead him in one ruthless sweep.
From the corner of one eye, Riane spotted another figure racing toward her. She wheeled, blade lifted to strike, only to arrest the stroke in mid-motion when she realized it was Charlotte.
“We’ve got to get the Sela out of here,” the woman panted. “All this death—they can’t take it. And if these priests quit trying to take down Nick and turn on them . . .”
Riane grimaced, knowing exactly what she meant. The Sela were mentally linked. When one died, the rest went into a howling grief that inflicted a ferocious psychic feedback on any unprotected human mind. The Xerans had invented a way to block the effect through their helmets, but Riane and Charlotte were unprotected.
Riane had taken the full brunt of one such psychic feedback attack a couple of weeks ago. She’d only been able to recover by ordering her comp to cut off all emotion so she could fight. But Charlotte didn’t have a comp.
“The ship,” Riane said. “Let’s get them into one of the RVs. Is there a way to lock the Xerans out?”
Charlotte nodded. “Yeah, I can close the ship’s dimensional bubble off once we’ve got them inside. Good idea.”
“You get them moving. I’ll cover your retreat.” She frowned across the clearing. The Guardian blazed like a green star, surrounded by a cautious ring of Xeran warriors. He lunged toward one of them, a huge paw blurring. His target screamed in agony.
Spotting an opening, the Victor surged forward, striking out with clawed hands. The Guardian whirled and reared to meet Him. The two huge figures grappled as the watching warriors roared, surging around them with waving swords.
“Fuck,” Riane breathed. No matter what he looked like now, Nick was in there somewhere. And he was badly outnumbered. She had to help him, but there was virtually nothing she could do alone.
Unless . . . She remembered how Nick had sent a vision three hundred years into the future to save her when she was a child. If she could do the same . . .
Drawing a deep breath, Riane reached for the Power of the Stone. It felt as if she plunged into a storm of violent emotion, of rage, savagery, and bloodlust.
Mother Goddess, is that Nick? Despite her dismay, she drove her will into that roiling cauldron of energy. If she could only reach Jessica with a vision . . .
The power did not respond.
Jess strode down the corridor beside Dona and Frieka as the three headed for the infirmary.
“I can’t believe that little weasel has been slinking around the Outpost for two weeks now, leaving a slime trail of Xeran nanobots on everybody he touched,” Dona growled.
“Which is why we could never clear the Trojan out of the Outpost mainframe.” Frieka flicked an ear in disgust. “Each time we got rid of it, the nanobots would reinfect the system and keep us from sensing that Corydon was a lying sack of shit.”
“And the same thing happened to Galar and the others?” Jess asked, still trying understand the idea of computer viruses that attacked humans.
“Right.” Dona gave her an approving nod. “Even though Chogan supposedly deactivated their comps, the nanobots could still use the agents’ neuronetworks as a pathway to induce whatever delusions they chose.”
“Will Chogan be able to get rid of the nanobots now?”
“Yeah, once we clean the infection out of the mainframe, which in turn must have infected her medical comps. Otherwise, she’d have detected the nanobots at once. It’s a pretty exotic attack, but not unknown.”
“Well, that’s good,” Jess said in relief. “Now if we can just find Riane . . .”
“We’ll find her,” Frieka growled. “All we have to do is get the system back online.”
• 33 •
He knew nothing except the crunch of bone in his ears and the sweet taste of alien blood on his tongue. Their swords glanced off his armored hide like stalks of red-wheat parting around a harvester’s legs. He danced among them to the music of their screams.
Only the false god was a proper opponent, though He had grown cautious after feeling the bite of the Guardian’s teeth and claws.
But the Guardian had grown cautious of Him, too. Those great horns were far more than ornament. That was as it should be. There was no sport in hunting prey that could not make one bleed in turn.
As the people said, “One only lives on the edge of death.”
An enemy priest glanced toward the children being herded away into the ship. The Guardian lunged, hooked the alien with his claws, and flipped him to land twenty lengths away. His shriek cut off in a juicy crunch.
There. None of the aliens would dare look at anything but the Guardian now. His children could complete their escape in peace.
The sooner the better. They no longer heard the music in the screams of the enemy, and their pain made his soul ache.
A dangerous distraction.
The false god lunged at the Guardian, striking out with claws as sharp as his own, slicing through the shield of his energies to the vulnerable flesh at his core. Nick writhed in his emerald cocoon. The Guardian diverted power to heal himself and sank his teeth into the false god’s belly. He grimaced at the taste. Not flesh, but a stinking mass of tiny, oily nanobots that writhed away from his teeth like maggots.
But still the god bellowed, in outrage as much as pain.
Despite the taste, the Guardian smiled and took another bite . . .
Nick looked through a sea of green, flying. It was as though he wore the Sela like a suit of armor made of energy.
Or it wore him.
Each time one of the Xerans fell to his claws, he felt a savage joy, primal and alien. Even the pain of his own wounds was a dark pleasure, and his body’s fear carried an exhilarating jolt.
But some of his wounds weren’t healing.
Most disturbing of all was the sense of other thoughts just below the surface of his mind, in a language he could almost understand. Dark thoughts, ancient and terrible. And very alien.
The Xerans, he thought, have fucked with the wrong Sela.
The Victor snarled in frustrated rage. Dozens of His priests lay dead, and the Demon had inflicted great wounds in His own glowing golden flesh. Yet nothing they did even slowed the creature down.
And it was the T’Lir that made it all possible.
To the Victor’s senses, the creature was a swirl of Coswold-Barre energies—a blinding green warp in the fabric of space time.
A god in truth.
The Victor wanted to howl with frustration. That a primitive half-breed should command such power was an offense against Him. He wanted to kill the Demon for that sacrilege alone.
And yet the beast refused to acknowledge His superiority, refused to hand the T’Lir over to Him, though it was obviously His by right.
If anyone should command such power, it was the Victor.
Curse him! The Victor snarled. He would rip the T’Lir from the Demon’s bleeding corpse if it was the last thing He did. He struck out. To His satisfaction, He felt His claws rip through those energies to find vulnerable human flesh.
Ha! I made you bleed that time!
He slashed again, but this time, the Demon twisted aside, avoiding the stroke. A massive paw swiped, sending another priest staggering away, screaming.
Luckily His men were too disciplined—and fearful of Him—to flee. Still, these were His elite forces. He’d spent decades training them, indoctrinating them, teaching them to fear and worship Him. The loss of so many experienced priests would cripple His command structure.
Yet in His rage, He found He didn’t care. All that mattered was the T’Lir. Once He had its power, the rest would not matter.
Riane stood outside the largest of the RVs guarding the Sela as they scrambled to safety. They were concealed from the central clearing by another of the Sela’s vehicles, so the Xerans had failed to notice their prey escaping inside.
Which was no surprise, considering the way Nick was ripping into them. He’d even inflicted wounds on the Victor. Bites and claw marks marred the so-called god’s glowing skin as blackened shadows, like sunspots on a star.
Unfortunately, none of them had even slowed the bastard down. He just kept going after Nick, ripping into that glowing Sela skin.
Which raised the sickening question of what those claws were doing to Nick’s merely human body.
Mother Goddess, Riane hated standing here just watching. Unfortunately, she knew better than to try to wade in. If she’d had her armor, she would have been tempted, but without it, she was nothing more than a potential hostage.
And Frieka raised me better than that, thank you.
A strong hand clamped down on her shoulder. Riane whirled, fist raised, only to stop short when she realized it was Charlotte. The woman was pale as a ghost. “We’ve got to stop him, Riane!”
“Who, Nick?” She glanced back over her shoulder at the glowing figure.
“Yes, Nick!” Charlotte snapped. “He’s killing them! Well, actually they’re already dead, but if he doesn’t stop now, they’re not coming back!” She shoved past and started toward the brawl.
“Wait!” Riane grabbed for her arm. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“He’s draining the T’Lir!”
Riane’s jaw dropped. “What? How is that even possible?”
“The T’Lir’s power comes from the life force of those held within it. Normally, they recharge over time, but this form he’s taken is pulling too much energy. Vanja says if he keeps it up, he’ll begin draining the spirits past the point they can recover.”
“Which means what?” Riane demanded, very much afraid she knew.
“They won’t come back!”
Shit! Nick’s mother was in there. Riane whirled and drew on the power of the T’lir for a mental bellow.
Nick! You’ve got to stop! You’re killing the T’Lir!
He and the Victor came together with a thundering boom and crackle of clashing energy. Sparks rained around them, green and golden. Xeran priests ducked away from flying clawed arms and feet.
Riane, straining to reach Nick’s mind, sensed only a savage pleasure in the sensation of fangs sinking into flesh.
“He’s not listening,” Charlotte said grimly. “I can’t get through to him either.”
“Dammit,” Riane snarled. She drew the two quantum swords she’d tucked into her belt and activated them. Their blades began to chime in menacing unison. “Guess I’ll have to fight my way in there and get his attention.”
Charlotte nodded. “I’m with you.”
They broke into a wary jog around the nearest RV and into the clearing. Riane’s belly coiled into a knot. She could see Nick rearing over the heads of a pack of priests. His roar shook the trees. “Sweet Mother Goddess, Nick,” she whispered, awed. “No wonder you’re draining the T’Lir.”
And what the hell made her think he’d listen to her? Was he even human anymore? His thoughts sure didn’t sound like it.
But this was Nick—the man who’d held her, made love to her so tenderly, saved her life more times than she could count. If he ended up destroying his mother’s soul while in the grip of some alien delusional state, he’d never get over the guilt. She couldn’t let him do that to himself.
“Let’s go.” Riane took a deep breath, blew it out, and began to run, Charlotte racing at her heels. Together they sprinted toward Nick and the knot of brawling Xerans. His earsplitting roars made her stomach clench tighter with dread.
One of the priests saw them coming and bellowed something, pivoting to face them. Riane threw herself at him, her sword chiming a furious note. It clashed with his blade, ringing like a carillon. Another priest’s sword swung toward her face, but Charlotte parried it before it could take off her head. Riane disengaged her blade from the first priest’s, drove her elbow into his faceplate, and ran him through when he staggered. She ducked a wild sword swing, parried yet another blade, and bellowed, “Nick! Nick, dammit!”
He reared over the crowd, then crashed down on the Victor like a breaking wave. Something black and liquid went flying.
“You do realize this stunt’s going to get us killed, right?” Charlotte yelled.
“Yeah, well, nobody’s immortal.” She parried a stabbing thrust at her chest, spotted another blade coming straight down at her face, and shoved forward with all her riaat-powered strength to avoid it.
Riane broke out into empty space, staggered. Something bright and green loomed in front of her. She looked up. And up. And up.
Nick/Sela reared over her, glowing green muzzle contorted to reveal fangs the length of her whole hand, his eyes narrow with savagery. Paws bigger than her head cast a blinding light down on her face.
He was about to come down right on top of her.
“Nick!” She screamed it, using both her lungs and every erg of power she could draw from the Stone.
He fell on her like a breaking wave. She was engulfed in light, blinded, deafened by his furious roar . . .
“Riane, what the fuck do you think you’re doing? Are you trying to get yourself killed?”
She opened her eyes—to her shame, she realized she must have closed them—and found herself surrounded in a cocoon of green. And Nick’s arms, strong and human, were tight around her.
Mother Goddess, I’m inside the Sela with him.
The sight of Riane staggering into the middle of the combat circle had damn near stopped Nick’s heart. Especially when the Victor’s cold black eyes had fallen on her with murderous frustration.
The ice-water shock of adrenaline blasted right through the Sela’s blood frenzy, snapping Nick back to full awareness. Good thing, too. He’d barely managed to drag her into the energy construct in time to save her ass. “The Victor almost disemboweled you, you little twit!” he snapped. “You scared the shit out of me!”
“Charlotte’s out there!” she yelped, more wild-eyed than he’d ever seen her.
“She backed off when she saw me grab you. Ran back across the clearing with a priest in pursuit.”
“Shit.”
He looked over the crowd to watch his mother whirl on the man and run him through with her sword. He blew out a breath in relief. “Don’t worry, she’s already kacking him. Mom’s tough.”
“Not that tough. Nick, Vanja said you’re draining the T’Lir. Killing the spirits. You’ve got to break this off now, or they won’t be able to come back.”
“What?” Nick reached for the energy of the T’Lir—and realized it was fading. He went cold. We’ve got to stop! He punched the thought through to the Guardian’s feral consciousness. They’re growing too weak!
Nick felt the creature give the Sela equivalent of a shrug. They are willing to die to save my children.
But I’m not willing to kill them!
You, it said, are not in charge.
• 34 •
“Didn’t you teach me I didn’t have to kill? Yet you’re killing Xerans—and spending the spirits of our people to do it!” Nick snarled.
“I will not allow my children to become extinct, boy. Yes, when the battle madness lifts, I will bear the pain of what I do. But the living will survive. The dead would be the first to say they’ve had their lives.”
Despite what the Guardian said, Nick thought he could stop him. He could certainly try. But then what? He’d be at the Victor’s nonexistent mercy with no way to defend himself. And so would Riane. She wouldn’t have a chance. He couldn’t give her up to those bastards.
And what if the T’Lir fell into the Victor’s hands on his death?
The Sela would be only the first to die.
He couldn’t risk it, not even to save his mother’s spirit.
Besides, it was a risk she wouldn’t want him to take. She’d willingly given up her own life to keep the T’Lir away from the Victor. He couldn’t make that sacrifice meaningless.
“What the hell’s going on out there?” Riane asked suddenly, jolting Nick out of his preoccupation.
He saw at once what she meant. The priests were no longer pressing in close to the Guardian, trying to get their blades into his glowing hide. Instead, they’d retreated into a loose and wary ring, leaving the Victor and the Guardian facing off.
“Look at him, my priests!” the Victor barked, backing away to circle the Guardian, who turned to keep Him in view. “See how the Demon’s glow weakens. Victory is in our grasp—he dies!”
“Fuck,” Riane snarled.
Nick’s heart sank as he realized the bastard was right. The Guardian’s construct no longer blazed as bright and solid as it had. Which meant the spirits must be very close to death. And when they were gone . . .
The Victor coiled into a crouch, a smirk on His face, despite the wounds that marred His own glow. “Watch closely as I finish him, my sons.”
And He would. Unless . . . Can you draw from me instead? Nick asked the Guardian. Save the spirits?
It would kill you, boy.
But could you do it?
Yes. You might even survive long enough for me to kill that creature. The Guardian’s deep mental voice sounded grim. Very well. Prepare yourself—he attacks.
Nick curled his arms tighter around Riane’s slender body and braced her as they floated inside the Guardian’s thinning construct.
The Victor charged, horned head lowered to gore, clawed hands reaching.
Now, the Guardian said.
Pain ripped through Nick like a blade of solid ice. Everything in him cringed, but instead of fighting it, he opened his mind, embraced the bitter, spreading numbness. A thick green cord of light flashed into being, feeding into the Guardian’s head, into each clawed arm and leg. The glow of the construct brightened even as Nick grew colder, paler.
Riane wrapped her arms around him. Warm, fierce, her spirit blazed bright in his mind, beating back the cold of death. “I’m here,” she breathed.
“What are you doing?”
“Lending you my strength through the T’Lir.” Keeping you alive.
Distantly he felt a vibrating shock as the Victor hit the Guardian. “You die for nothing,” the Victor hissed in the Guardian’s glowing ear. “Fighting you, drinking the blood of your energy, has told me what I needed to know about creating a Coswold-Barre warp. I don’t need your bauble anymore.”
The Guardian’s lips drew back from his glowing fangs. “You will not live long enough to use what you have learned.” He lunged for the Victor’s throat.
Gritting his teeth, Nick fed more of himself to the Guardian. The green cord thickened.
Riane curled her long legs around his waist, her skin like hot silk against his chilling flesh. Her lips kissed the weakening pulse under his ear, and it strengthened. Her hand touched the center of his chest, and his heartbeat’s flagging rhythm steadied.
“Don’t you dare die,” she breathed. “Don’t leave me alone, Nick Wyatt. I need you.”
He moaned and found her mouth with his, and she filled his chest with her warm breath. “I love you,” he whispered.
The Guardian’s jaws clamped onto the Victor’s shoulder. He toppled backward, dragging the startled god with him—into the reach of all four clawed legs.
The Guardian began to rip at the false god, tearing chest, belly, and groin with those dagger-blade claws. The Victor howled and tried to jerk free, but He couldn’t break the Sela’s grip.
Great dark rents appeared in his golden glow, spreading, darkening.
His priests shouted in horror, a babble of confused voices. The Guardian ignored them, still tearing at his writhing captive.
The Victor shrieked, a high, inhuman sound, and exploded into a rain of oily dropplets. The Guardian roared in displeasure, blinded by the sticky black goo.
“What the fuck is that?” Riane snapped. “Blood?”
Nick gasped, unable to answer. His head was spinning, vision darkening. Cold rolled through like a black tide. He dragged Riane desperately close, craving her warmth.
The Guardian rolled onto all six legs, shaking his head furiously, looking around for his foe. But the Victor was gone. All that was left was the black liquid, which rolled rapidly away toward the priests.
They scrambled around the clearing, grabbing for it. The liquid climbed their hands, their legs, crawling up onto their bodies to coat their T-suits in an oily sheen.
The Guardian roared and leaped at the nearest warrior, who yelped and Jumped in a blinding flash of light and a rolling sonic boom.
The Sela wheeled, but the others were vanishing, too, taking the remnants of their god with them. In moments, the clearing was empty.
The Guardian roared in victory. The ground shook under his paws the instant before he vanished.
Riane hit the ground with a bone-jolting thump as the Guardian’s energy construct disappeared from around her and Nick. “What the hell?”
She sat up, staring around her in dismay. Even the RVs were gone from the clearing. The Sela had apparently made good their escape while everyone’s attention was diverted. “The least they could have done is left us a ride ho—”
Glancing down at Nick lying next to her, Riane froze. His eyes were closed, dark lashes stark against skin that was more gray than pale. “Nick!” Alarmed, she grabbed for him. Automatically, she glanced at his T’Lir. The armband’s stone was dark, with none of its normal healthy green glow. “Comp, is he alive?”
“Heartbeat very faint. He is in deep shock. His life signs are fading. He needs immediate medical attention.”
“And where the hell do you suggest he get it?”
“Riane!”
She looked up in relief at the sound of Charlotte’s voice. The woman raced across the clearing toward her. “I thought you’d left!”
“Vanja said you were going to need me.” She dropped to one knee by Nick’s side. “I’ll have to Jump you back to your Outpost if he’s going to make it.”
“Well, why in the hell didn’t you do that earlier?”
“Because the Sela wouldn’t let me, dammit!” she exploded. “Nick and the Guardian had to take a chunk out of the Victor.”
Meaning they’d known the clash was fated to happen. And they made damn sure it had. “Son of a bitch!”
“Yeah, for pacifists the Sela are really ruthless.” She grabbed Riane’s shoulder and laid a hand on the center of Nick’s chest.
They materialized in the center of the infirmary, startling Chogan so badly the woman spilled her cup of stimchai all over the front of her medical robes.
Luckily, Charlotte’s version of a Jump lacked the usual sonic boom and energy discharge, or it would have damaged a whole lot of delicate medical equipment.
“Riane!” the doctor gasped, brushing at the liquid. “Where the hell did you—”
“Never mind!” Riane interrupted desperately. “This man is dying!”
Chogan took one look at him and forgot her questions. “Techs! Somebody get me a regenerator tube!”
Watching the tube’s transparent lid seal over her lover’s face as a pink mist flooded the chamber, Riane sighed. And promptly wondered if her relief was premature. This was Sela business after all. Who knew whether mere twenty-third-century medicine would be enough to repair whatever damage the Guardian had done?
“Is he going to be all right?” she asked anxiously.
Chogan studied the tube’s readouts. “He seems to be stabilizing. What happened to him anyway? And . . .” She frowned. “Did you know he’s half-Xeran?”
Riane dropped into the nearest chair and began, helplessly, to laugh.
“She knows.” Charlotte folded her arms and settled against the wall to wait.
Riane briefed Chief Dyami about her experiences while sitting in a chair next to Nick’s infirmary bed. As she spoke, she absently stroked Frieka’s big head, which was planted solidly on her knee as if he had no intention of letting her out of his sight.
Ever again.
Charlotte sat next to her, adding any details she could—or would, given the Sela’s instructions to her.
“So let me get this straight. Your friend here,” Dyami gestured at Nick, who was now deeply asleep rather than comatose, “fought the Victor while in the energy-construct guise of a giant primitive alien?”
Riane scratched her nose. It did sound pretty ridiculous, if you hadn’t actually seen it. The reality, on the other hand, had been sheer terror. “Well, yeah. Apparently the normal laws of physics don’t really apply to the Sela.”
“And this construct beat the Victor so badly, he exploded into some kind of goo?”
Riane nodded. “Apparently the Victor is actually a really large nanobot colony.”
“It’s rumored on Xer,” Charlotte said distantly, “that the Victor was a great military leader back in the first days of the colony, a couple centuries ago. They say He was a cyborg. As time went on and He began to age out, He replaced more and more of his body with nanobots. Now . . .”
“All that’s left are the ’bots.” Dyami grimaced, plainly not taken with the theory. “I think I saw a triddie about that once. It wasn’t a very good triddie either.”
“Well, the Victor is definitely not fictional,” Riane told him tartly.
“So what about Nick?” Charlotte demanded, leaning forward in her chair. “Vanja said he needs to stay here.”
Dyami gave her a narrow-eyed look. “Why?”
“You’re going to need him. The Victor isn’t going to stay goo for long. And when He recovers . . .”
“He told the Guardian he had learned how the T’Lir works from fighting him,” Riane said. “Assuming he wasn’t lying, the Galactic Union is going to need all the help we can get.”
“That may be, but legally Nick’s situation is complicated,” Dyami pointed out. “He is a temporal native.”
Frieka lifted his head. “I checked, Chief. He disappeared from the historical record without a trace.”
“Yeah, and the Mother Goddess knows that Xeran DNA doesn’t belong in the past.” Dyami sighed. “You’ll have to go before a Temporal Enforcement judge, but I doubt you’ll have any real trouble getting him permission to stay in this century.”
Riane blew out a breath. “Thanks, Chief.”
“No, thank you for getting back here in one piece to tell us about the shit storm headed our way.” He rose to his feet and dropped a hand on her shoulder. “Glad to have you back.”
Frowning, Riane watched him duck out of Nick’s medical bubble. “Was it just me, or did the Chief seem really subdued?”
“He locked Dona in the brig on suspicion of treason,” Frieka told her bluntly. “Now that she’s been cleared, she’s still not real happy with him.”
Riane winced. “Ouch.”
“Riane?” Nick’s voice sounded faint, cracked. He stopped and cleared his throat. “Riane?”
She sat up in pleasure. “Hey! You’re finally awake. How do you feel?”
“Like I got run over by a train. Which then backed over me a couple of times.” He licked dry lips. “Is there any water?”
She turned to the bedside vendser to get it just as Frieka reared beside the bed.
Nick gave him a smile. “Frieka. Hey.”
The wolf gaped his jaws in a lupine smile. “Riane says you showed me where to find her when that dickhole Xeran kidnapped her when she was twelve.”
“Yeah.” He reached eagerly for the cup. Riane steadied it as he drank thirstily.
“So that leaves just one question.” The wolf’s eyes narrowed. “Just what are your intentions toward my little girl?”
• 35 •
“Frieka!” Riane yelped, horrified.
Nick choked on his water and began to laugh.
The wolf eyed him. “I don’t think this is a subject for humor.”
Nick wiped his mouth. “Actually . . .” He stopped to cough. “I don’t think so either.” Sobering, he looked Frieka right in the eye. “I love her. My intentions are to be a part of her life, for as long as she’ll have me, in whatever capacity.” He looked up to see Riane’s dark eyes going wide and round, her soft lips parting. Unable to resist, he caught the back of her head and dragged her down for a kiss. She tasted so sweet, it was all he could do not to moan.
“Pheromones!” the wolf said, and pretended to cough. “A huge, choking cloud of pheromones!” But there was satisfaction in his blue eyes.
He waited until they came up for air. “But for the record”—he leaned in close and showed his impressive teeth—“if you hurt my kid, I’ll rip out your heart and eat it.”
Nick blinked at him. “That’s fair.”
They left Nick alone to get dressed in a dark green civilian tunic and pants Riane had obtained from a unit in the wall. Everything fit like a glove and sealed with something like Velcro, except without the Velcro—he’d have loved to know how that worked. After sliding his feet into a pair of soft black boots, Nick stepped out of the dome to look for Riane, her wolf, and Charlotte.
He found them waiting just outside.
“I wish I could stay,” Charlotte told him without preamble, “but I need to get going.” She looked tense, anxious, a little grim.
“Back to the Sela?” Nick reached for her hand. Her skin felt too cool, and he frowned at her in worry.
“No.” She lifted her chin, her gaze level and determined. “I need to find your father.”
Nick tensed. “Vanja told you who he is?”
Charlotte’s smile was so slight as to be almost invisible, but her gaze was warm. “No, but I figure he’s a tall, handsome devil. Like his son.” Her smile turned a bit sad. “Not a bad one-night stand.”
“Charlotte . . . Mother . . .”
Her hand tightened around his. “Listen to me, Nick. I’m proud to know I’ll become your mother. I can think of no finer accomplishment. And I know my life with you will give me a great deal of pleasure and pride.”
He dragged her into his arms for a fierce hug. She held him close, then pressed her lips to his cheek and stepped away. His eyes stung.
Riane promptly pulled her into a warm embrace. “Thank you for him.”
Charlotte’s eyes widened in surprise, then she hugged the taller woman back. “And thank you for loving him.” When Riane released her, she took a deep breath.
“But what about the T’Lir?” Nick frowned down at the still-darkened gem that hugged his upper arm, wondering if he was supposed to give it to her—and what use it would be if he did.
Charlotte pulled up the loose sleeve of her shirt. An identical armband clasped her upper arm, though considerably brighter, its metal lacking the scratches of his own. Green sparks danced in its depths. “Vanja gave me this before I left. Apparently it just changed shape all on its own.” Catching his confused frown, she explained, “It used to look like a snow globe. It’s the earlier version of yours.”
Nick touched his, frowning. “What about mine? Did the spirits . . . ?”
“Vanja said that you saved them when you let the Guardian draw on your life force. They’re really weak, though, so you need to avoid using the T’Lir for a while. It’s going to take them time to recover.”
He sighed in relief. So her future self survived still, inside the Stone, waiting to be reborn. Some of his grief lifted. “Good.”
Charlotte took a deep breath and blew it out. “Well, I’d better get going, or I’ll never want to leave.”
A green glow flooded the corridor, and she was gone.
Frieka looked up at them. “Which officially makes me the third wheel here. Since judging by the pheromones”—he sneezed explosively—“mating will soon commence, I’m out of here. I think I’ll go find Dona and cheer her up.”
As they watched, he trotted out of sight.
Frieka was right. They almost didn’t make it back to Riane’s quarters.
Nick and Riane were in each other’s arms before the door slid completely closed. It was a hard kiss, flavored with joy, fierce relief, and a lingering sadness for Charlotte’s sacrifice.
Tasting that last, Riane instantly resolved to make Nick forget his losses. At least for a while.
She stripped his tunic off over his head and bent to give one of his pecs a promising nibble. He chuckled in pleasure and anticipation, threading his hands through her hair. “God, I love you.”
Riane lifted her head to grin up at him. “And I love you.” Her eyes stung suddenly, and she cleared her throat, a little surprised at the sudden fierce intensity of the emotion. “More than I can say.”
Nick bent and hauled her up into his arms. Chuckling, Riane wrapped her legs around his waist and dove into another kiss. Tongues stroked, teased, swirled hungry circles around each other. By the time they drew apart, they were both panting.
“I hope there’s a bed in here somewhere,” Nick told her, a glitter in his eyes. “Or one of us is about to end up butt-down on the floor.”
Riane laughed. “Right behind you.”
He glanced over his shoulder. “Ahh. There it is.” He turned and carried her over to the bunk, then tumbled both of them onto it.
They got busy for a while, dragging off clothes and boots, laughing as various items went flying. Finally, they were both blessedly naked.
Riane sighed in pleasure at the feeling of his warm bare skin against hers, hard-muscled and strong.
And so deliciously alive.
“For a while there,” she told him, “I was afraid we weren’t going to make it.”
Green eyes narrowed. “Well, we did. And we’re going to stay that way. I’ll kill any fucker that tries to take you away from me.”
His mouth crushed down on hers again, hot and fierce with promise. Fingers tangled in her hair dragged her head back, and he began nibbling his way down the length of her neck. Paused to swirl his tongue over the jut of her collarbone, then give it a quick nip before continuing downward.
Feeling decadent in her pleasure, Riane let him work his way to her breasts. “You have,” he told her between teasing licks and nibbles, “the most delicious nipples I’ve ever had the pleasure to taste.”
“What a coincidence.” Riane sat up on her elbows to watch. His dark hair felt like silk as it fell across her breasts. “I like your jutty bits, too.”
He looked up, a grin dancing around his mouth. “Jutty bits? Jutty bits? Any part of mine that juts is not a ‘bit’!”
She smirked. “Jutty kielbasa? Jutty man snake? Jutty . . .”
He dug his long fingers into her ribs, and she shrieked out a laugh. “Watch it, you! A little respect for the intercontinental ballistic missile of passion!”
Riane stared at him. “Two things. You call your dick an ICBM? And second, if you can even pronounce ‘intercontinental ballistic missile’ right now, your blood supply is not where it’s supposed to be.”
“Blood supply?” An expression of mock outrage on his face, he sat up and grabbed his cock. Which, judging by its length, breadth, and rosy rigidity, was more than up to the task she had in mind. “I’ll show you blood supply!”
Quick as a blink, Riane planted a hand in the middle of his chest and shoved. He toppled over on his back with a shout of laughter as she pounced. A hand curled around his cock, and she swooped in to engulf as much of that delicious length as she possibly could.
Riane’s mouth felt so hot, wet, and staggeringly delicious that he almost came on the spot. “Wait a minute!” he protested, managing, with a effort of will, to pull his cock free. It definitely wasn’t happy to leave her mouth.
She glared at him in grumpy frustration. “What do you mean?”
“Sixty-nine!” he gasped, and rearranged himself. Riane wasted no time straddling his face while she scooped his cock up and popped it into her mouth again.
The sensation of that clever tongue dancing over the head of his erection made his eyes roll back in his head. God, she was good at that.
Determined to give her every bit as much pleasure, Nick parted her delicate nether lips and lifted his head for a long, slow lick. To his satisfaction, she jerked against him and moaned.
As if challenged, she took him deeper, her throat working around his length in mind-blowing ripples. Her long fingers found his balls, rolled them tenderly, cupped, and stroked. Each movement of that talented hand coiled his building orgasm another fraction tighter.
He slipped a finger into her depths and began to stroke as he licked slow circles around her clit. Riane quivered, loving the pleasure that jolted through her with each thrust, the wet delight in every flick of his tongue.
She took him down again, enjoying the way he jerked in luscious reaction. The soft hair on his chest teased her hard nipples, adding another sweet flourish of delight. Riane closed her eyes, savoring the salty, slightly bitter taste of his pre-cum, the clean male scent of his body.
Her exotic warrior, with all his power and hidden vulnerabilities . . .
And hers. As she was his. Body and soul and heart.
The climax took her by surprise, roaring up out of that hungry part of her soul that had been lonely too long, despite the best efforts of family and friends and Frieka. Long, rippling pulses of orgasm, pumping hard through her core. She lost her grip on his cock as she threw back her head to scream.
Suddenly she was flat on her back, and he was rearing over her, his green eyes wild. He drove into her in one long thrust, sweet and ruthless, filling her so completely she yowled.
“God, Riane!” he gasped, and began to pump. Riding hard between her legs in deep, powerful drives.
“Nick, I love you!” She cried out in pleasure and wrapped arms and legs around him, drawing him close, wanting to touch every inch of him with every inch of herself. “Mother Goddess, I love you!”
“Love you . . .” he panted. “Love you . . .”
Shuddering, convulsing at the sharp, fierce bursts of delight that jolted through them with every thrust, they surged and rolled together.
And came simultaneously with one long, chorusing scream.
Panting and exhausted, Riane and Nick lay in a deliciously sweaty heap. Listening to his heartbeat slow, she picked up a long curl of his hair and stroked it absently between her fingers.
They had a long road ahead of them, she knew. He had three centuries to catch up on now—he didn’t even speak Galactic Standard after all. Knew nothing about life in the twenty-third century. Luckily, all that could be taken care of easily enough. A few educational data implants, and he’d know everything he needed to learn in a few hours.
Learning to use all that knowledge would take longer, but he was more than up to the job. He’d already learned to do something similar with the help of the Stone after all. He . . .
“Riane . . .” he began, his tone hesitant.
“Mmm?”
“I realize I’ve got a long way to go before I can pull my own weight in this time . . .”
Riane snorted. “Judging by what Charlotte said about the coming trouble with the Victor, I suspect you’ll be more than pulling before long.”
“Which brings up another problem. There’s going to be war, and it’s probably going to be ugly.”
“Wars usually are.”
He took a deep breath. “Marry me anyway.”
She froze, breath held. “What?”
“Uhhh . . .” He met her gaze, his own worried. “Do you even have marriage in this time?”
“Oh.” She blinked, stunned. “Yeah, we get married.”
“Good. So.” He licked his lips, vulnerability in his eyes. Swallowed. “Will you marry me, Riane Arvid?”
The grin that spread across her face was so broad, it almost hurt her cheeks. “Yes!” She whooped and threw both arms around his chest. “Yes, yes, yes!”
“Good.” He closed his eyes in relief, gathering her close. “That’s very good.”
The kiss went on a long, long time.
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KISSING MIDNIGHT
By Emma Holly
Coming June 2009 from Berkley Sensation!
Paddington Station, 1933
Graham Fitz Clare was a secret agent.
He had to repeat that to himself sometimes, because the situation seemed too ludicrous otherwise. He was ordinary, he thought, no one more so, but he fit a profile apparently. Eton. Oxford. No nascent Bolshevik tendencies. MI5 had recruited him two years ago, soon after he’d accepted a job as personal assistant to an American manufacturer. Arnold Anderson traveled the world on business, and Graham—who had a knack for languages—served as his translator and dogsbody.
He supposed it was the built-in cover that shined him up for spy work, though he couldn’t see as he’d done anything important yet. He hadn’t pilfered any secret papers, hadn’t seduced an enemy agent—which wasn’t to suggest he thought he could! For the most part, he’d simply reported back on factories he and his employer had visited, along with writing up impressions of their associated owners and officials.
Tonight, in fact, was the most spylike experience he’d had to date.
His instructions had been tucked into the copy of The Times he’d bought at the newsagent down the street from his home.
“Paddington Station,” the note had said in curt, telegraphic style. “At 11:45 tonight. Come by Underground and carry this paper under your left arm.”
Graham stood at the station now, carrying the paper and feeling vaguely foolish. The platform was empty and far darker than during the day. The cast-iron arches of the roof curved gloomily above his head, the musty smell of soot stinging his nose. A single train, unlit and silent except for the occasional sigh of escaping steam, sat on the track to the right of him. One bored porter had eyed him when he arrived, shaken his head, and then retired to presumably cozier environs.
Possibly the porter had been bribed to disappear. All Graham knew for sure was that he’d been waiting here fifteen minutes while his feet froze to the concrete floor, without the slightest sign of whoever he was supposed to meet. Doubly vexed to hear a church clock striking midnight, he tried not to shiver in the icy November damp. His overcoat was new, at least—a present from the professor on Graham’s twenty-fifth birthday.
That memory made him smile despite his discomfort. His guardian was notoriously shy about giving gifts. They were always generous, always exactly what the person wanted—as if Edmund had plucked the wish from their minds. He always acted as if he’d presumed by wanting to give whatever it was to them. The habit, and so many others, endeared him to his adopted brood more than any parent by blood could have. The professor seemed to think it a privilege to have been allowed to care for them.
All of them, even flighty little Sally, knew the privilege was theirs.
Though Graham was old enough to occasionally be embarrassed by the fact, there really was no mystery as to why Edmund’s charges remained at home. Graham’s lips pressed together at the thought of causing Edmund concern. If tonight’s business kept him waiting long enough to have to lie to the professor about where he’d been, he was not going to be amused.
Metal creaked, drawing his eyes to the darkened train. Evidently, it wasn’t empty. One of the doors had opened, and a dainty Oriental woman was stepping down the stairs of the central car. Her skintight emerald dress looked straight out of wardrobe for a Charlie Chan picture. Actually, she looked straight out of one, too, so exotically gorgeous that Graham’s tongue was practically sticking to the roof of his mouth.
He forced himself to swallow as her eyes raked him up and down.
“Hm,” she said, flicking a length of night black hair behind one slender shoulder. “You’re tall at least, and you look healthy.”
Graham flushed at her dismissive tone, and again—even harder—when she turned her back on him to reascend the stairs. Holy hell, her rear view was smashing, her waist nipped in, her bum round and firm. Graham knew he wasn’t the sort of man women swooned over, not like his younger brother Ben, or even the professor, whose much-younger female students occasionally followed him home. No, Graham had a plain English face, not ugly but forget-table. Normally, this didn’t bother him—or not much. It just seemed a bit humiliating to find the woman who’d insulted him so very attractive herself.
That green dress was tight enough to show the cleft between the halves of her arse. His groin grew heavy, his shaft beginning to swell. The sight of her lack of underclothes was so inspiring he forgot he was supposed to move.
“Don’t just stand there,” she said impatiently over her shoulder. “Follow me.”
Shoving The Times into his pocket, he followed her, dumbstruck, into a private compartment. She yanked down the shades before flicking on two dim sconces.
“Sit,” she said, pointing to the black leather seat opposite her own. Her hand was slim and pale, her nails lacquered red as blood.
Graham sat with difficulty. He was erect and aching and too polite to shift the cause of the trouble to a different position. Hoping his condition wasn’t obvious to her, he wrapped his hands around his knees and waited.
The woman stared at him unblinking—taking his stock, he guessed. She resembled a painted statue, or maybe a mannequin in a store window. In spite of his attraction to her, Graham’s irritation rose. This woman had kept him hanging long enough.
“What’s this about?” he asked.
She leaned back and crossed a pair of incredibly shapely legs, a move that seemed too practiced to be casual. Her dress was shorter than the current fashion, ending just below her knee. Graham wasn’t certain, but from the hissing sound her calves made, she might be wearing real silk stockings.
“We’re giving you a new assignment,” she said.
“A new assignment.”
“If we decide you’re up for it.”
“Look,” Graham said, “you people came to me. It’s hardly cricket to suggest that you’re doing me favors.”
The woman smiled, her teeth a gleaming flash of white behind ruby lips. Graham noticed her incisors were unusually sharp. “I think you’ll find this assignment more intriguing than your previous one. It does, however, require a higher level of vetting.” She leaned forward, her slender forearm resting gracefully on one thigh. The way her small breasts shifted behind her dress told him her top half had no more undergarments than her bottom. Graham’s collar began to feel as tight as his pants. The space between their seats wasn’t nearly great enough.
“Tell me, Graham,” she said, her index finger almost brushing his, “what do you know about X Section?”
“Never heard of it,” he said, because as far as he knew, MI5 sections only went up to F.
“What if I told you it hunts things?”
“Things?”
“Unnatural things. Dangerous things. Beasts who shouldn’t exist in the human realm.”
Her face was suddenly very close to his. Her eyes were as dark as coffee, mysterious golden lights seeming to flicker behind the irises. Graham felt dizzy staring into them, his heart thumping far too fast. He didn’t recall seeing her move, but she was kneeling on the floor of the compartment in the space that gaped between his knees. Her pale, strong hands were sliding up his thighs. His cock lurched like it could hasten their possible meeting.
“We need information,” she whispered, her breath as cool and sweet as mint pastilles. “So we can destroy these monsters. And we need you to get it for us.”
“You’re crazy.” He had to gasp it; his breath was coming so fast.
“No, I’m not, Graham. I’m the sanest person you’ve ever met.”
Her fingers had reached the bend between his legs and torso, her thumbs sliding inward over the giant arch of his erection. She scratched him gently with the edge of her bloodred nails.
“Christ,” Graham choked out. The feathery touch blazed through him like a welder’s torch. His nerves were on fire, his penis weeping with desire. He shifted on the seat in helpless reaction. Her mouth was following her thumbs, her exhalations whispering over his grossly stretched trousers.
“I’m going to give you clearance,” she said. “I’m going to make sure we can trust you.”
He cried out when she undid his zip fastener, and again when her small, cool fingers dug into his smalls to lift out his engorged cock. Blimey, he was big, his skin stretched like it would split. She stroked the whole shuddering length of him, causing his spine to arch uncontrollably.
“Watch me,” she ordered as his head lolled back. “Watch me suck you into my mouth.”
Graham was no monk. He watched her and felt her and thought his soul was going to spill out of his body where her lips drew strong and tight on him.
He didn’t want to admit this was the first time a woman had performed this particular act on him. He could see why men liked it. The sensations were incredible, streaking in hot, sharp tingles from the tip of his throbbing penis to the arching soles of his feet. She was smearing her ruby lipstick up and down his shaft, humming at the swell of him, taking him into her throat, it felt like. Her tongue was rubbing him every place he craved.
The fact that she was barking mad completely slipped his mind.
“Oh, God,” he breathed, lightly touching her hair where she’d tucked it neatly behind her ears. The strands were silk under his fingertips, so smooth they seemed unreal. “Oh, Christ. Don’t stop.”
She didn’t stop. She sucked and sucked until his seed exploded from his balls in a fiery rush. He cried out hoarsely, sorry and elated at the same time. And then she did something he couldn’t quite believe.
She bit him.
Her teeth sank into him halfway down his shaft, those sharp incisors even sharper than he’d thought. The pain was as piercing as the pleasure had been a second earlier. He grabbed her ears, wondering if he dared to pull her off. Her clever tongue fluttered against him, wet, strong . . . and then she drew his blood from him.
He moaned, his world abruptly turned inside out. Ecstasy washed through him in drowning waves. She was drinking from him in a whole new way, swallowing, licking, moaning herself like a starving puppy suckling at a teat. All his senses went golden and soft. So good. So sweet. Like floating on a current of pure well-being.
He didn’t know how long it lasted, but he was sorry when her head came up.
“You’re mine now,” she said.
He blinked sleepily into her glowing eyes. Was it queer that they were lit up? Right at that moment, he couldn’t decide.
“I’m yours,” he said, though he wasn’t certain he meant it.
“You’re not going to remember me biting you.”
“No,” he agreed. “That would be awkward.”
“When I give you instructions, you’ll follow them.”
“I expect I will,” he said.
She narrowed her eyes at him, her winglike little brows furrowing.
“I will,” he repeated, because she seemed to require it.
She rose, licking one last smear of blood from her upper lip. As soon as it disappeared, he forgot that it had been there.
“Zip yourself,” she said.
He obeyed and got to his feet as well. It seemed wrong to be towering over his handler, though he couldn’t really claim to mind. She handed him a slip of paper with a meeting place in Hampstead Heath. As had been the case with the note tucked into his paper, the directions were neatly typed—no bobbles or mistakes. He had the idle thought that Estelle would have approved.
“Tomorrow night,” the woman said. “Eleven sharp. You’ll know when you’ve seen what we need you to.”
“Will you be there?”
He thought this was a natural question. Any male with blood in his veins would want to repeat the pleasures of this night, if only to return the favor she’d shown him. But perhaps he wasn’t supposed to ask. She wrinkled her brow again.
“I won’t be,” she said, “but chances are our enemy will.”
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