THE UNIVERSE
MAKER
A E Van Vogt
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The Shadow Was
Less Than Fifty Feet Away....
With a frantic movement, Cargill pulled the girl out of the chair,
settled into it and grabbed the gun. A sheet of flame reared up a dozen feet in
front of the Shadow.
The flame glazed through the Shadow. Behind him grass and
shrubbery burned with a white intensity. Twice more Cargill fired directly into
the Shadow shape—and each time it was as if there was nothing there, no resistance,
no substance. And the Shadow came closer. Cargill ceased firing. He was trembling.
There was a thought in his mind—a new, overpowering thought. If the
Shadow shape were insubstantial, if potent, palpable energy meant nothing to
it, then what about steel walls?
The next instant he had his answer. There was a blur of movement
near the door, a swelling darkness. Lela screamed.
And then the Shadow was in the room....
THE
UNIVERSE MAKER
A.E. van
Vogt
POCKET BOOKS, a Simon & Schuster division of GULF &
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1
Lieutenant Morton Cargill
staggered as he came out of the cocktail bar. He stopped and turned,
instinctively seeking support, when he saw a girl emerge from the same bar. She
half fell against him.
They clung to each other,
maintaining a precarious balance. She seemed to recover first. She mumbled, " 'Member, you promised to drive me home."
"Huh?" said
Cargill. He was about to add, "Why, I've never seen you before." He
didn't say it because it suddenly struck him that he had never before in his life been so drunk either. And
there was a vagueness about the last hour that lent
plausibility to her words.
He certainly had intended to find himself a girl before the
evening was over. Besides, what did it matter anyway? This was 1953. He was a
man who had three days left of his embarkation leave and he couldn't stop to
argue about the extent of their acquaintance.
"Where's your car?"
She led the way, weaving, to a Chevrolet coupe. She let him help
her unlock the door. Then she collapsed onto the seat beside the steering
wheel, her head hanging limply. Cargill climbed behind the wheel and almost
slid to the floor.
For a moment he pulled himself out of his own blur. He thought,
startled, "I'm not fit to drive a car either. I'd better get a taxi."
The impulse faded. As of right now the pickup was a fact—whatever
its history—and he was just drunk enough not to have any qualms. He stepped on
the starter.
After the crash, Cargill made the first effort to get out of the
car. The door wouldn't open. His attempt to move made him aware of how squeezed
in he was. Dazed, he realized that only by a miracle had he escaped death and
injury.
He tried to reach the door on the other side of the girl. He
received his second big shock. The whole front of the car was staved in.
Even in the half darkness Cargill realized that the blow had been
mortal to her. Dismayed, he made a new effort to open his own door. This time
it worked. He staggered out and off into the darkness. No one tried to stop
him. The street seemed deserted.
In the morning, pale and sober, he read the newspaper report of
the accident:
GIRL'S BODY FOUND IN WRECK
Her car smashed beyond repair when it side-swiped a tree, Mrs.
Marie Chanette last night bled to death from injuries sustained in the
accident. The body was not discovered until early this morning and it is
believed the victim might have been saved had she been found sooner and
treated.
Mrs. Chanette, who was separated from her husband recently, is
survived by a three-year-old baby girl and a brother, said to be living in New
York. Funeral arrangements await word from relatives.
There was no mention of a possible escort. A later edition mentioned
that she had been seen talking to a soldier. That paragraph was enlarged upon
in the evening paper. By the second morning there was talk of murder in the
news columns, and further mention of the soldier. Taking alarm, the wretched
Cargill returned gloomily to his camp.
He was relieved a week later when his group was sent to Korea.
There a year stretched between him and the impulse that had made him scamper
off into the darkness, leaving behind a dying woman. Battle experience soon
hardened him against the reality of death for other people and slowly the awful
sense of guilt faded. When early in 1954 he returned as a captain to Los
Angeles, he felt recovered. He had been home several months when a note arrived
for him in the morning mail:
Dear Captain Cargill:
I saw you on the street the other day and I noticed your name was
still listed in the phone book. I wonder if you would be so kind as to meet me
at the Hotel Gifford tonight (Wednesday) at about 8:30.
Yours in curiosity, Marie Chanette.
Cargill read the note, puzzled, and for just a moment the name
meant nothing to him. Then he remembered. "But," he thought, stunned, "she never knew my name."
It required minutes to shake off the chining sensation that stole
along his spine. At first he decided against keeping the appointment, but as
evening arrived he knew he couldn't remain away.
"Yours in curiosity!" What did she mean?
It was 8:15 when he entered the foyer of the magnificent Gifford
and took up a position beside a pillar from which he could watch the main
entrance.
He waited. At 9:30, he retreated, blushing from his fifth attempt
to identify Marie Chanette. He hadn't noticed the man behind the column who was
talking to the girl. The girl was smiling sweetly now, the secret smile of a
woman who has won the double victory of defending her virtue and simultaneously
proving that she is still attractive to other men. Her gaze turned fleetingly,
knowingly, and touched Cargill's eyes. Then her attention swung back in a
proprietary fashion to the young man. She smiled once more, too sweetly. Then
she took her escort's arm and moved off with him through a door above which
floated a lighted sign that said alluringly, DREAM ROOM.
The high color faded from Cargill's cheeks as he took up his
position once more. But his determination was beginning to wane. Being repulsed
by five women was too strenuous for any one evening.
A big man moved up beside him. He said softly, "Captain, how
about peddling your wares in some other hotel? Your repeated failure is
beginning to embarrass the guests. In other words: Move on, bud, move on. And
fast."
Cargill stared with a pale intensity at the house detective's
smooth face. He was about to slink off when a young woman's voice said clearly,
"Have I kept you waiting long, Captain?"
Cargill swung around in glassy-eyed relief. Then he stopped. His
brain roared. He mumbled, "You're Marie Chanette."
She was changed but there was no doubt. It was she. Out of the
corner of one eye he saw the house detective move off, baffled. And then there
was only the girl, and he was staring at her. "It really is you," he
said. "Marie Chanette!"
Her name came hard off his tongue, as if the words were pebbles
that interfered with his speech. He began to realize how changed she was, how
different.
The girl he had picked up the year before had been well dressed
but not like this. Now she wore a "hot pink" sari with a fur coat of
indeterminable animal lightly held over her shoulders. It was the most glittering
coat Cargill had seen since his return to America.
Her clothes ceased to matter. "But you're dead," he
wanted to say. "I read the account of your burial."
He didn't say that. Instead he listened as the girl murmured,
"Let's go into the bar. We can talk about ... old times... over a
drink."
Without pausing Cargill poured down the first drink. Looking
questioningly at the girl, he noted that she was watching him with a faint
indulgent smile.
"I wondered," she said, "what it would be like to
come back and have a drink with a murderer. It's really not very funny, is
it?"
Cargill began to gather his defenses. There was something here he
didn't understand, a purpose deeper than appeared on the surface. He had seen
suppressed hostility too often not to be able to recognize it instantly. This
woman was out to hurt him and he had better watch himself. "I don't know
what you mean," he said sharply. His voice had a faint snarl in it.
"I'm not sure that I even know you."
The woman did not answer immediately. She opened her purse and
took out two large photographs. Without a word she tossed them across the
table.
For several seconds Cargill focused his unsteady gaze on the
prints. Finally his eyes and his mind coordinated. With a gasp he snatched the
pictures up.
Each one showed a man in an officer's uniform in the act of
climbing out of a badly wrecked car. The detail of the scenes almost stopped
Cargill's breath. One of the prints showed the girl pinned by the door on her
side. Her face was twisted and blood was streaming down over her eyes. The
second print held a full face of the officer, taken on an upward slant from an
almost impossible position behind the girl. Both photographs showed the
officer's face, and both showed him squeezing out of the partly open door on
the driver's side. In each case the face was his own.
Cargill let the prints drop from limp fingers. He stared at the
girl with narrowed eyes. "What do you want?" he asked harshly. Then
more violently, "Where did you get those pictures?"
The last question galvanized him into action. He snatched the
prints as if defending them from her, as if they were the only evidence against
him. With tensed fingers he began to rip them into tiny pieces.
"You can keep those," said the girl calmly. "I have
the negatives."
Cargill shifted his feet and he must have looked up, for a waiter
darted forward and he heard himself ordering drinks. And then the whiskey was
back and he was pouring it down his burning throat. He began to think more sanely.
If she were alive after all this tune, no charge could
be brought against him.
He saw that she was fumbling in her purse. She drew forth a
glittering cigarette and, putting it in her mouth, took a deep puff, then exhaled a thin cloud of smoke. Without seeming to
notice his gaze fastened on the "cigarette," she delved once again
into her purse. She withdrew what appeared to be a slightly over-sized calling
card. She tossed it across the table at him.
"You will be wondering," she said, "what this is
all about. There, that explains to some extent. Suppose you look at it."
Cargill scarcely heard.
"That cigarette," he said. "You didn't light
it."
"Cigarette?" She looked puzzled; then she seemed to
understand. She reached once more into her purse and came out with a second
cigarette similar to the one she was smoking. She held it out to him.
"It works automatically," she said, "every time you
draw on it. Very simple but I'd forgotten they won't be available for a hundred
years yet. They are very soothing."
He needed it. The cigarette seemed to be made of some kind of
plastic, but the flavor was of pure mild tobacco. Cargill inhaled deeply three
times. Then, his nerves steadier, he forgot the uniqueness of the cigarette
and picked up the document she had thrown on the table. A luminous print stared
up at him:
THE INTER-TIME SOCIETY FOR PSYCHOLOGICAL ADJUSTMENTS
RECOMMENDS READJUSTMENT THERAPEUTICS
FOR CAPTAIN MORTON CARGILL
JUNE 5, 1954
CRIME: MURDER
THERAPY: TO BE MURDERED
Cargill felt a sinking sensation and became conscious of darkness
gathering over his mind. He was aware of a boogie-woogie record starting to
play nearby. Dazed, he shook himself. Through a growing mist he looked at the
girl. "This is silly," he muttered. "You're kidding me."
She shook her head. "It isn't me. Once I went to them it was
out of my control. And as for you, the moment you picked up that card you
were—"
Her voice retreated into a remote distance. There was night.
2
The blackness ended, but his vision remained blurred. After he had
blinked hard for several seconds the obstruction cleared away. Automatically,
he looked around him.
At first, he did not clearly realize that he was no longer in the DREAM
ROOM. Although this setting was entirely different, for a moment his mind made
a desperate effort to see a similarity. He tried to think of the cocktail bar
as having been stripped of its furniture.
The illusion collapsed. He saw that he was sitting in a chair at
one end of a tastefully furnished living room. To his left was an open door
through which he could see the edge of a bed. The wall directly across from him
was a mirror.
Once more he had to make an adjustment. For as he looked into the
"mirror" he saw that there was a girl sitting in what would have been
the mirror-image of his own chair. It was the girl who had resembled Marie
Chanette.
Cargill started to his feet. In two minutes, in a frenzy of uneasy
amazement, he explored the room. The door he had seen when his vision first
cleared led to a bedroom with attached bathroom. The bathroom had an outside
door but it was locked. He realized that the living room wall was not a mirror
at all but a window.
Beyond it was a virtual duplicate of the apartment he was in.
There were the same living room and the same door leading to another
room—Cargill could not see if it were a bedroom, but he presumed that it was.
On one wall of the living room was a clock which said: "May 6, 6:22
P.M." It had obviously stopped working a month ago.
He had been moving with a feverish excitement. Now he retreated
warily to a chair and sat there, glaring at the girl. He remembered what she
had said in the cocktail bar—remembered the card and its deadly threat.
He was still thinking about it when the girl climbed to her feet
and came over to the glass barrier. She said something or rather her mouth
moved as if in speech. No sound came through. Cargill was galvanized. He leaped
up from his chair and yelled, "Where are we?"
The girl shook her head. Baffled, Cargill explored the wall for a
possible means of communication. He looked around the room for a telephone.
There was none. Not, he reflected presently, angrily, that a phone would do him
any good.
In order to use a phone, it was necessary to have a number to
call. There was a way, however. Frantically he searched for pencil and paper in
the inside breast pocket of his coat. Sighing with relief, he produced the
materials. His fingers trembled as he wrote: Where are we?
He held the paper against the glass. The girl nodded her
understanding and went back to get her purse. Cargill could see her writing in
a small notebook; then
she was back at the glass barrier. She held up the paper.
Cargill read:
/ think this is Shadow City.
That was meaningless. Where's that? Cargill wrote.
The girl shrugged and answered, Somewhere
in the future from both your time and mine.
That calmed him. He had his first conviction that he was dealing
with queer people. His eyes narrowed with calculation. Cautiously he considered
the potential danger to himself from a cult that put forward such nonsense. The
girl was forgotten, and he went back slowly and settled down in the chair.
"They won't dare harm me," he told himself.
Just how it had been worked he couldn't decide. But apparently the
family of Marie Chanette had somehow discovered the identity of the man who had
been with the girl when she was killed. In the distorted fashion of kinfolk,
they blamed him completely for the accident.
He had no sense of guilt, Cargill told himself. And he certainly
had no intention of accepting any nonsense from a bunch of neurotic relatives.
Anger welled up in him, but now it was directed and no longer was stimulated
by fear and confusion. A dozen plans for counteraction sprang full-grown into
his mind. He'd break the glass, smash the door that led from the bathroom,
break every stick of furniture in the room. These people were going to regret
even this tiny action they had taken against him. For the third time, with
deliberation now, he climbed to his feet. He was hefting a chair for his first
attack when a man's voice spoke at him from the air directly in front of him.
"Morton Cargill, it is my duty to explain to you why you must
be killed."
Cargill remained where he was, rigid.
He unfroze as his mind started to work again. Wildly, he looked
around him, seeking the hidden speaker from which the voice had come. He
assumed that it had been mechanical. He rejected the momentary illusion that
the voice had come from mid-air. In vain, his gaze raked the ceiling, the
floor, the walls. He was about to explore more
thoroughly with his fingers, with his eyes close up, when the voice spoke again,
this time almost in his ear.
"It is necessary," it said,
"to talk to you in advance, because of the effect on your nervous
system."
The meaning scarcely penetrated. He fought against a sense of
panic. The voice had come from a point only inches away from his ear and yet
there was nothing. No matter which way he turned the room was empty. Still he
discovered no sign of any mechanical device— nothing that could have produced
the illusion of somebody speaking directly into his ear.
For a third time, the voice spoke, this time from behind him.
"You see, Captain Cargill, the important thing in such a therapy as this
is that there be a readjustment on the
electro-colloidal level of the body. Such changes cannot be artificially
induced. Hypnosis is not adequate because no matter how deep the trance, there
is a part of the mind which is aware of the illusion. You will readily see what
I mean when I say that even in cases of the most profound amnesia you can
presently tell the subject that he will remember everything that has happened.
The fact that that memory is here, capable of recall under proper stimulus,
explains the futility of standard therapies."
This time there was no doubt. The speech was long, and Cargill had
time to turn around, time to assure himself that the
voice was coming from a point in the air about a foot or so above his head. The
discovery shocked some basic point of stability in him. He had released the
chair with which he had intended to smash the furniture. Now he snatched it up
again. He stood with it clenched in his hands, eyes
narrowed, body almost as stiff as the wood of the chair itself, and listened as
once more that disembodied voice spoke.
"Only a fact," it said inexorably, "can affect
quick and violent changes. It is not enough to imagine that a machine is
bearing down upon you at top speed, even if the imagining is accomplished in a
state of deep hypnosis. Only when the machine actually rushes at you and the
danger is there in concrete fashion before your eyes—only then does doubt end.
Only then does every part of the mind and body accept the reality."
Cargill was beginning to lose some of his own doubts. He had his
first sharp feeling that this was real. Here were not just a few angry
relatives. He let go of the chair, uncertain now. Here was danger, definite,
personal, immediate. And that was something that he
could face. For more than a year he had been conditioned to a series of
reactions when he was threatened —a remorseless alertness and an almost
paradoxical combination of keyed-up relaxation.
He said, "What is all this? "Where
am I?"
That was becoming tremendously important. He needed information
now to stabilize himself. This situation was new and different from anything
that he had ever experienced before. What was particularly vital was that he
had taken the first step necessary to combat a threat: he tentatively accepted
the danger as real.
Someone was doing something against him. Whoever it was had enough
money to set up these two quarters in this curious fashion. It looked very
expensive, and for that reason alone, convincing. From the air, the voice,
ignoring his question, continued:
"It would not be enough to tell the descendants of Marie
Chanette that you had been killed. The girl has to see the death scene. She has
to look down at you after you have been killed. She has to be able to touch
your cold flesh and realize the finality of what has happened. Only thus can we
assure adjustment on the electro-colloidal level." The voice finished
quietly. "But now, I would suggest that you rest awhile. I want you to
have time to evaluate my words. You will hear from me once more this
evening—prior to the therapy."
Cargill did not accept the finality of the words. For several
minutes he asked questions, talking directly at the point from which the voice
had come. There was no reply. In the end, grim and determined, he gave up this
approach and returned to an earlier, more violent one. For ten minutes he
struck against the glass barrier with the chair. The wooden chair creaked and
vibrated from each blow, and shattered section by section. However, the glass
was not even scratched.
Reluctantly, Cargill accepted its impregnability. He headed for
the bathroom and tested the door that led from it. He gave one tug at the knob
and his heart sank —the door was made of a hard metal. For an hour he worked on
it without once affecting it in any visible fashion.
Finally, he headed for the bedroom and lay down, intending to rest
briefly. He must have instantly fallen asleep.
Somebody was shaking him. Cargill came out of the stupor of sleep
to the sound of a woman's voice saying urgently in his ear, "Hurry!
There's no time to waste. We must leave at once."
He was a man who expected to be murdered, and that was his first
memory. He jerked so spasmodically he felt the wrench of muscles.
And then he was sitting up. He was still in the bedroom of the
apartment with the glass wall. The girl who was bending over him was a complete
stranger. As he looked at her, she stepped back from him and bent over a small
machine. He saw her profile: intent now and almost girlish in the anxiety she
was feeling. Something must have gone wrong, for she began to swear in a low
tone in a most ungirlish fashion. Abruptly, in evident
desperation, she looked at him.
"For... sake,"—Cargill didn't get the word—"don't
just sit there. Come over here and pull on this jigger. We've got to get out of
here."
He was a man trying to grasp many things at once. His gaze flicked
apprehensively toward the open door. "Ssssssh!"
he whispered instinctively.
The girl's eyes followed his gaze. "Don't worry about them .
. . yet. But quick now!"
Cargill moved heavily. His mind held him down. Her presence
baffled him. He knelt beside her and grew aware of the faint perfume that
emanated from her body. It gave him a heady sensation. For a moment, the tiny
pin she was tugging at wavered in his vision. And then once more the girl
spoke:
"Grab it," she said, "and pull
hard."
Cargill sat there. The expression on his face must have penetrated
to her at last for she paused and looked at him hard.
"Oh, mud," she said—it sounded like
"mud"—"tell mother all about it. What's eating you?"
He couldn't help it. His mind was twisting, turning, writhing with
doubts and fears. "Who are you?" he mumbled.
The girl sagged back. "I get it," she said. "Everything's
too fast. You haven't had time to think. You poor little grud
you." It sounded like "grud." She
shrugged. "Fine, we'll stay here until one of the Shadows comes."
"The what?"
The girl moaned. "Won't I ever learn to keep my mouth shut?
I've started him off again."
Her tone cut him at last. A flush touched his cheeks.
He said harshly: "What's all this about? What are you doing
here? What—"
The girl held up one hand as if to defend herself from attack.
"All right, all right," she said. "I give up. Let's sit down and
have a cozy chat, shall we? My name is Ann Reece. I was born twenty-four years
ago in a hospital. I spent my first year more or less lying on my back.
Then—"
The anger she aroused in him acted like an astringent. It
tightened his thoughts and pulled back a dozen wandering impulses into a sort
of unity. His very intentness must have impressed her. She parted her lips as
if to say something light. After looking at him—she closed them again.
Then she said, "Maybe we're going to get somewhere, after
all. All right, my friend, a minute ago I wouldn't have told you anything.
You've been pulled out of the twentieth century to the—well, the present. And
that's all I'm going to tell you about that. I belong to a group who are
opposed to the Shadows. And I was sent here after you—"
She stopped. Her brows knitted. "Never mind! Now, please,
don't ask me how we knew you were here. Don't ask any more questions. This
machine brought me into this room in the heart of Shadow City and it will take
the two of us out if you will unjam that pin. If you
don't want to go with me, loosen the pin anyway, so that I can get
to"—Cargill missed the word completely —"out of here. You can stay
and be murdered for all I care. Now, please, the
pin!"
Murdered! That did it. It wasn't that he had forgotten. It was
the insensate wriggling of his mind that pushed that danger into the
background. He leaned forward, his fingers forming to take hold. "Do I
pull or push?" he whispered.
"Pull."
Cargill snatched at it. The first touch startled him. It was as if
he had grasped a film of oil. His skin slid over the immense smoothness of it
as if there were nothing there. He grabbed again, sweating abruptly with the
realization of the problem.
"Jerk!" said the girl harshly.
He jerked. And felt the slight tug as it yielded a fraction of an
inch. "Got it!" It was his own voice, hoarse
and triumphant.
The girl reached past him. "Quick, grab that smooth
bar." Even as she spoke her hand guided his. He snatched for a hold. Her
hand clutched the same bar just above where he was clinging.
He remembered then a dull glow from the bulbous section near his
face. His body tingled. And then he was lying on a hard smooth floor in a large
room.
3
Cargill did not look at the girl immediately. He climbed gingerly
to his feet and put his hand to his head. It was an instinctive gesture, part
of his absorption with himself. He found no pain, no dizziness, no sense of unbalance.
Why he had expected such reaction he didn't know. He began to
brace up to the situation. With brightening eyes, he glanced around the room.
It was bigger and higher than his first impression had indicated. It was made
of marble and seemed to be an anteroom. Except for minor seating arrangements
for temporary visitors it had virtually no furniture. There was a high arched
doorway at either long end of the room, but in each case the doors merely
opened onto a wide hallway. A single large window to Cargill's left faced onto shubbery, so he could not see what was beyond.
He was staring avidly at the window when he became aware that the
girl was watching him with an ironic smile. Cargill turned and looked at her.
"Why shouldn't I be curious?" he asked defensively.
"Go right ahead," she said. She giggled. "But you
look funny."
He stared at her angrily. She was a much smaller girl than he had
thought and somewhat older. He remembered her language and decided she was
probably around twenty-five—and unmarried. Young married women with children
watched their tongues. And besides, they didn't go out risking their lives by
joining exotic groups of adventurous rebels.
The shrewdness of the analysis pleased Cargill. It helped to relax
his taut mind. For the first time since leaving the cell, he thought, "Why,
I'm way up in the future! And this time I'm free." He had a sudden
desperate desire to see everything before he was returned to the twentieth
century. A will came: to know, to experience. He had a thrill of imminent
pleasure. Once more he whirled toward the window. Then again he stopped,
remembering what the girl had said: "you look funny."
He glared down at his body. He was naked except for a pair of
something similar to gym shorts. His clothing was not exactly indecent but
Cargill felt irritated, as if he had been caught in an embarrassing position.
His legs were hard and strong, but they looked thinner than they actually were.
He had never been at his best in a bathing suit.
He said in annoyance, "You could have had some clothes
waiting for me here. It's getting chilly."
It was. Through the window he could see that it was also becoming
darker. If he were still in California then the late afternoon sea breezes were
probably blowing outside. Even in midsummer that meant coolness.
The girl said casually, "One of the men will bring you
something. You're to leave here as soon as it becomes dark."
"Oh!" said Cargill.
He shook his head as if he would drive out the blur that was
confusing him. All these minutes he had been standing here, adjusting to the
simpler aspects of his new environment. They were important—it was true— but
they were the tiniest segment of all that was happening to him.
His restlessness derived from several major facts. He was in this
far future world because an inter-time psychological society was using him to
cure one of its patients. The morality of that was a little too deep for
Cargill, but just thinking about it brought a surge of fury. What kind of
curative agency was it, murdering him to soothe somebody else's upset nerves?
He fought down the anger, because danger was temporarily behind
him. Ahead was the mystery of the group that had rescued him and that, tonight,
intended to take him—elsewhere.
Cargill parted his lips to ask the question that quivered in his
mind when the girl said, "I'll leave you here to look around. I've got to
go and talk to somebody. Do not follow me, please."
She was at the door to the left of the window before Cargill could
find his voice. "Just a minute," he said. "I want to ask some
questions."
"I don't doubt it," said Ann Reece, with a low laugh.
"You may ask him later." She turned and was gone before he
could speak again.
Being alone soothed him. The presence of other people while he was
trying to adjust had been a severe pressure upon him. Everybody else appeared
to have plans about and for him. He had none for himself except perhaps to see
more of what was outside the window.
Peering out through the glass, Cargill had the initial impression
that he was looking onto a well-kept park. The impression changed. For through
the lattice work of the shrubbery he could see a street. It was the kind of
street men dream about in moments of magical imagination. It wound through tall
trees, among palms and fruit trees. It had shop windows fronting oddly shaped buildings
that nestled among the greenery. Hidden lights spread a mellow brightness into
the curves and corners. The afternoon had become quite dark and every window
glowed as from some inner warmth. He had a tantalizing vision of interiors that
were different from anything he had ever seen.
All this came from only a glimpse as viewed through the lattice
work of a rose arbor. Cargill drew back, trembling. He had had his first look
at a city of hundreds of years in the future. It was an exhilarating experience.
He took another long look, but what he could see was too
fragmentary to satisfy his expanding need. He retreated from that fascinating
view and peered through the door beyond which the girl had disappeared. He saw
the hallway, lit by a drab light that reflected from another doorway some score
of feet to the right. He hesitated. Ann Reece had forbidden him to follow her,
but she had made no threats. He was still standing there, undecided,
when he grew aware that a man and woman were talking in the lighted room.
Cargill strained his ears. But he could hear nothing of what was
said. It was the tone of the man's voice that interested him. He seemed to be
giving instructions and the girl was protesting. Cargill recognized Ann Reece's
voice. He noted how subdued it was. Her reaction dictated his
own. This was not the time to barge in on her—better to sit down and
wait.
He was halfway across the room, heading toward a chair, when his
foot struck something that clanged metallically. In the almost complete darkness
it took a moment to recognize the machine that had brought him and the girl out
of the glass-walled room. Gazing at the strange object, conscious of the wonder
of it, Cargill had a wild thought—if he could take this machine and sneak off
into the descending night, then he'd be free not only of his original captors
but also of the new group with its schemes. That last was important, now that
he had heard the determined voice of the man in the next room.
Like a burglar in the night Cargill knelt beside the instrument.
It was two-headed, like a barbell used by weight-lifters. In the gloom, his
quick eyes searched for the "pin" that had caused the earlier
trouble. It was not visible. Using only the tips of his fingers, he pushed the
bar, rolling it slowly. It was warm to his touch but showed no other animation.
Cargill withdrew his fingers. This was not really the time to test its power.
Uncertain, he climbed to his feet. He became aware that footsteps
were coming along the hallway. He turned to face the doorway. The footsteps
entered the room, there was a rustling sound and the place blazed with light.
A Shadow shape stood in the doorway.
Shadow shape, shadow substance . . . shadow. Car-gill's mind kept
trying to play a trick on him, kept trying to put solidity where there was
nothing but form. He could see the wall through the shadowy thing; and yet,
even as he saw it, he tried to blot out the reality of it.
His gaze finally stopped jumping, and he saw that he was looking
at a ghost-like human shape, a gaseous, dark being, an improbable creature, a
human thing that said:
"He's one of them all right. I can detect nothing."
From a point close behind Cargill, Ann Reece said, "About how
many are there?"
"Not more than a dozen in this whole area of time. It's an interesting
phenomenon."
The conversation was both literally and figuratively over
Cargill's head. There was the statement that he was an interesting phenomenon;
and to Cargill, who had been under enormous strain for many hours,
that was funny—considering the fantastic phenomenon that had said it. He
began to laugh, uncontrollably. He laughed until the tears came to his eyes,
and then, weakening, laughed until he sank down on the floor. He was lying
there, exhausted, when something touched him, and he had a sense of being—moved.
He was walking. It was hard to understand how it had happened, but
he could feel the pressure of the dirt under his shoes and the play of muscles
in his legs as they moved back and forth.
For a long time, in the reflection of the flashlight in the hands
of the girl, he watched the rise and fall of her heels. Every little while she
kicked up loose soil. The soft sounds suddenly shocked the blur out of
Cargill's mind. His legs continued their automatic movement, but his brain
flashed to awareness of his environment.
It was pitch dark. There was no sign of a
city. He seemed to be on an unpaved rural road. Cargill looked up. But the sky
must have been thick with clouds for he saw no stars and no moon. Cargill
groaned inwardly. What could have happened? One instant he was in a large
marble anteroom inside a city; then the shadow shape had come in and- seemed to
examine him—one look, a few words—and then, this dark road behind a silent
companion.
"Ann!" said Cargill softly. "Ann Reece."
She did not turn or pause. "So you're coming out of it,"
she said.
Cargill wondered briefly just what it was he was coming out of.
Amnesia, certainly—temporary amnesia. The thought faded. To a man who had been
unconscious several times now, another period of blankness didn't matter.
Here he was. That was what counted. "Where are we
going?" he asked, and his voice was quite normal.
The girl's tone oddly suggested she was shrugging. "Couldn't
leave you in the city," she said.
"Why not?"
"The Shadows would get you."
The phrase had an irritating rhythm that snatched Cargill’s
attention. The Shadows will get you. The Shadows will get you. He could
almost imagine children being frightened by the threat.
His thought poised on the fact that at least one Shadow had seen him.
He said as much. There was a pause. "He's not . . . one of them," she
finally answered.
"Who is he?"
"He has a plan"—she hesitated—"for fighting
them."
Cargill's mind made a single, embracing leap. "Where do I fit
into this plan?"
Silence answered. Cargill waited, then strode forward and fell in
step beside her. "Tell me," he said.
"It's very complicated." She still did not turn her
head. "We had to have somebody from a time far past so the Shadows
couldn't use their four-dimensional minds on him. He looked at you and said he
couldn't tell what your future was. Here and there through history are
individuals who are ... complicated . . . like that. You're the one we
selected."
"Selected!" Cargill exclaimed. Then he was silent. He
had an abrupt impossible picture that everything that had happened to him had
been planned. In his mind's eye he saw a drunken soldier being selected to
wreck a car and kill a girl. No, wait, that couldn't be. He had deliberately
got drunk that night. They couldn't have had anything to do with that.
His tense speculation subsided. The possibilities were too
intricate. With a cold intentness he stared at the indistinct profile of Ann
Reece. "I want to know," he said, "what way I'm supposed to be
used."
"I don't know," she said. "I'm only a pawn."
His fingers snatched at her arm. "Like heck you don't
know," he said roughly. "Where are you taking ' me?"
The fingers of her other hand tugged futilely at his hand.
She struggled a little. "You're hurting my arm," she
whimpered.
Reluctantly Cargill released her. "You can answer my
question."
"I'm taking you to a hiding place of ours. You'll be told
there what's next." Her tone was strained.
Cargill pondered the possibilities and liked them less every
second. Things were moving too fast, but a few facts stood out. It
seemed certain now that he was not in the twentieth century. His brief view of
the shadow-shape was already becoming unbelievable, but the recollection still
had enough substance to establish this entire affair as something apart from
the world as he had known it. Equally convincing as data was the transportation
device Ann Reece had used to bring him from the room in Shadow City.
His thoughts on how all this had come about were not quite so
clear. There were conflicting stories. The Inter-Time Society for Psychological
Adjustment had in a routine fashion brought him to the future to play a part in
the therapeutic conditioning of one of its clients. It sounded fantastic—and it
was difficult to grasp how Marie Chanette's descendant could have carried
through with such an idea—but that was definitely the implication she had
presented to him. That was also the reality behind the statements made by the
disembodied voice in that queer double apartment. No one there seemed to have
anticipated the arrival of Ann Reece.
Her appearance on the scene introduced a new set of factors that
would be harder to think through. "She said it," he thought, "They
chose me." That changed the picture. He was no longer just Effect. He was
Cause, though in a way that was not definable as yet; he was Cause in that he
had something which somebody wanted.
The group behind Ann Reece intended to use him against beings they
feared, which again implied that he had something which made him useful. What
was it she had said? His future could not be predicted. Well, whose future
could? If they meant that having pulled him away from his own tune, they could
no longer keep track of his actions—well, that seemed rather natural. However,
she had made a precise statement: Here and there through history are
individuals who are complicated. What made him complicated?
He had been walking along, frowning, as he tried to think
logically over what had happened. Finally, he said, "I really don't like
this situation at all. I feel as if I shouldn't go with you to this hiding
place."
That didn't seem to worry her. "Don't be silly," she
said. "Where would you go?"
Cargill pondered that uneasily. Once, hi Korea, his unit had
withdrawn in disorder, and had been in enemy territory for two days. He could
imagine that a similar predicament here might be equally unhappy. Undecided, he
looked down at himself. He was aware that he wore clothes. However, in the
night dimness, it was impossible to see what they were like. But he did feel
warm and cozy. Surely, conspicuous clothing wouldn't have been given him.
Abruptly, he made up his mind.
"I don't think," he said
quietly, "that I'm going any farther in your direction. Good-by."
He stepped away from her and ran rapidly along the road, heading the
way they had come. After not more than ten seconds he plunged off the road and
found himself scrambling through thick brush. Ann Reece's flashlight flared
behind him, obviously seeking him. But the reflections from the beam only made
it easier for him to penetrate the brush.
He broke into a meadow and trotted across it—and then he was in
brush again. For the first time he heard her voice calling. "You fool,
you! Come back!" For several minutes, her words broke the spell of the
night but he heard only snatches now. Once he thought she said, "Watch out
for the Planiacs!" But that didn't make sense. He passed over the crest of
a hill and thereafter heard her no more.
Purposefully, though carefully, Cargill pressed on through the
darkness. He grew startled at the extent of the wilderness, but it was
important that he keep moving. In the morning a search might be made for him,
and he had better be as far as possible from the road where he had left Ann
Reece. The night was dark, the sky continued sullen. The tangy smell of water
warned him that he was approaching either a river or a lake. Cargill turned
aside. He was crossing what seemed to be an open space when, out of the night,
the beam of a flashlight focused on him.
A girl's high-pitched voice said, "Darn you, I've got my
spitter on you." It sounded like "spitter." "Put up your
hands."
In the reflections of the flashlight, Cargill glimpsed a dull
metal gadget that looked like nothing else than an elongated radio tube. It
pointed at him steadily.
The girl raised her voice in a yell. "Hey, Pa, I've caught
myself a Tweener." The word sounded like
"Tweener." The girl went on excitedly, "Come on,
Pa, and help me get him aboard."
Afterward, Cargill realized this was the moment he should have
tried to escape. It was the unnatural weapon that held him indecisive. Had it
been an ordinary gun he'd have dived off into the darkness—or so he told
himself when it was too late.
Before he could decide, a roughly dressed man loped out of the
darkness. "Good work, Lela," he said. "You're a smart
girl."
Cargill had a quick glimpse of a lean, rapacious, bearded
countenance. And then the man had taken up a position behind him and was
jabbing another of the tubelike weapons into him.
"Get going, stranger, or I'll spit you."
Cargill started forward reluctantly. Ahead of him a long,
snub-nosed, snub-tailed structure loomed vaguely out of the darkness. The light
from the flash reflected from the object's glassy surface. And then—
"Follow Lela through that door."
Now there was no escape. The man and the weapon crowded behind
him. Cargill found himself in a large, dimly lighted
room, amazingly well constructed and looking both cozy and costly. Urged across
the carpeted floor, he moved through a comfortable lounge into a narrow
corridor and toward a tiny room that was even more dimly lighted than the first
one.
A few moments later, while the man glowered in the doorway, the
girl fastened a chain around Cargill's right and left ankles. A key clicked
twice; then she was drawing back, saying, "There's a cot in that
corner."
His two captors retreated along the corridor toward the brighter
light, the girl babbling happily about having "caught one of them at
last."
The man said, "Maybe we'd better cast adrift. Maybe there's more of them."
The light in Cargill's room went out. There was a jerk and then a
slow upward movement. Cargill thought, amazed, an airship!
His mind jumped back to what Ann Reece had shouted at him:
"Watch out for the Planiacs!" Had she meant—this? Carefully, in the
darkness he edged towards the cot the girl had indicated. He reached it and
sank down wearily.
He spent about a minute fumbling over the chain with his fingers.
The metal was hard, the chain itself just over a foot long, an excellent length
for hobbling a man.
He was suddenly too tired to think further. He lay
down and fell asleep immediately.
4
Cargill had a lazy sensation of drifting along. For some reason he
resisted waking up, and kept sinking back into the darkness. Throughout that
early dreamy stage he had no memory of what had happened or of where he was.
Gradually, however, he grew conscious of motion underneath him. He stirred and
felt the chain clasps against his ankles. That jarred him and brought the
beginning of alarm. With a start he woke up.
His eyes took in the curving metal ceiling, and all too swiftly he
remembered. He reached down and touched the chain. It was cool and hard and
convincing to his touch, and gave him an empty feeling. And then, just as he
was about to sit up, he realized he was not alone. He started to turn his head.
He caught a glimpse of what was there barely in time to bring his hands up in
front of his face.
A whip cracked across his fingers and licked at his neck, stinging
and burning the skin. "Get up, you lazy good-for-nothing." The man
who stood in the doorway was already drawing the whip for another blow.
With a gasp Cargill swung his legs from the cot to the floor. In a
black rage he was about to launch himself at the figure when the metallic
rattle of the chain reminded him that he was desperately handicapped. That
dimmed his fury and brought a sense of disaster.
Once more the whip struck at him. Cargill ducked and managed to
get part of the blow on the sleeve of his coat. The thin sharp end flicked
harmlessly past his shoulder against the metal wall.
Again the whip was drawn back.
He had already recognized his assailant as the companion of the
girl the night before. Seen in the light of day he was a scrawny slovenly
individual about forty years old. Several days' growth of beard darkened his
face. His lips were thin. His eyes had a curiously crafty expression, and his
face was a mask of bad temper. He wore a pair of greasy trousers and his filthy
shirt, which was open at the neck, revealed a flat hairy chest. He stood with an
animal-like snarl on his face. "Darn your hide, get going."
Cargill thought: "If he tries to hit me again, I'll rush
him."
Aloud he temporized. "What do you want me to do?"
That seemed to add new fury to the man's anger. "I'll learn you what I want!"
The whip came up and it would have flashed down except for Cargill’s
lunge from the cot. The violent impact of their corning together nearly took
his breath away but it smashed his assailant against the metal door jamb.
The man released a screech and tried to pull back. But Cargill had
him now. With one hand he clutched the fellow's shirt and with the other he
clenched and struck at the narrow bony jaw.
It was a knockout. A limp body collapsed to the floor. Cargill
followed, kneeling awkwardly, and with trembling fingers started to search the
other's pockets.
From farther along the corridor, the girl's voice said, "All
right, put up your hands or I'll spit you."
Cargill jerked up, tensed for action. He hesitated as he saw the
weapon, then reluctantly drew back from the man's
body. Stiffly, he sat down on the cot.
The girl walked forward and dug the toe of her shoe into her
father's ribs. "Get up, you fool," she said.
The man stirred and sat up. "I'll kill him," he mumbled.
"I'll murder that blasted Tweener." It still sounded like
"Tweener."
The girl was contemptuous. "You aren't going to kill anybody.
You asked for a kick in the teeth and you got it. What did you want him to
do?"
The man stood up groggily and felt his jaw. "These darn
Tweeners," he said, "make me sick with their sleeping in, and not
knowing what to do."
The girl said coldly, "Don't be such a fool, Pa. He hasn't
been trained yet. Do you expect him to read your mind?" She squeezed past
him and came into the little room. "And besides, you keep your dirty hands
off him. I caught him, and I'll do any beating that's necessary. Give me that
whip."
"Look, Lela Bouvy," said her father, "I'm the boss
of this floater and don't you forget it." But he handed her the whip and
said sullenly, "All I want is some breakfast and I want it quick."
"You'll get it. Now beat it." She motioned imperiously.
"I'll do the rest."
The man turned and slouched out of sight.
The girl gestured with her thumb. "All right, you, into the
kitchen."
Cargill hesitated, half-minded to resist. But the word, kitchen,
conjured thoughts of food. He realized he was tremendously hungry. Silently he
climbed to his feet and hobbled clumsily through the door she indicated. He was
thinking, "These creatures could keep me chained up here from now on."
The despair that came was like a weight, more constricting than
the chain that bound him.
The kitchen proved to be a narrow corridor between thick
translucent walls. It was about ten feet long and at the far end was a closed
transparent door, beyond which he could see machinery. Both the kitchen and the
machine room were bright with the light that flooded through the translucent
walls. Cargill glanced around, puzzled. There was no sign of a stove or of any
standard cooking equipment. He saw no food, no dishes, no
cupboards. Looking for lines in the glass-like walls, he saw hundreds that were
horizontal, vertical, diagonal, curving and circular. They seemed to have no
purpose. If any of them marked off a panel or a door he couldn't see it.
He turned questioningly to the girl. She spoke first. "No
clouds this morning. We'll be able to get all the heat we want."
He watched, interested, as she reached up with one hand, spread it
wide and touched the top of the wall where it curved toward the ceiling. Only her
thumb and little finger actually touched the glass. With a quick movement she
lightly ran her hand parallel to the floor. A thick slab of the glass broke
free along an intricate series of lines and noiselessly slid down into a slot.
Cargill craned his neck. From where he stood he could just see that there was a
limpidly transparent panel inside, behind which were shelves. What was on the
shelves, he could not see.
Casually, the girl slid the panel sideways. For a moment her body
hid what she was doing. When she drew back, she held a plate on which were raw
fish and potatoes. It looked like trout, and surprisingly it had been cleaned.
Yet neither Bouvy nor his daughter looked as if they would do anything in
advance of need.
He shrewdly suspected the presence of kitchen gadgets that could
automatically scale and fillet a fish.
The girl took a few steps toward him. Once more she ran her little
finger and thumb along the upper wall. Another section of the sunlit wall slid
down and there was a second panel with shelves behind it. Opening the panel,
she placed the plate on one of the shelves.
As she closed the panel a faint steam rose
from the fish, turning it a golden brown. The potatoes lost their hard
whiteness and visibly underwent the chemical change to a cooked state.
"That'll do, I guess," said Lela Bouvy. She added,
"You better get yourself a bite."
She took out the plate with her bare hands, paused at the
refrigerator to take out an apple and a pear from a bottom shelf and walked
out, still carrying the plate.
Cargill was left alone in the kitchen. By the time she returned
for her own breakfast, he had eaten an apple, cooked himself some chicken legs
and potatoes and was busily eating when she paused in the doorway.
She was rather a pretty thing if one allowed for a certain
sullenness of expression. So it seemed to Cargill. Her hair was not too well
combed but it was not tangled, and it had a pleasant shine that indicated she
lavished some attention on it. Her eyes were a hot blue, her lips full, and her
chin came to a point. She wore dungarees and an open-necked shirt which partly
exposed a very firm tanned bust.
She said, with a suspicious tone in her voice, "How did a
smart-looking Tweener like you come to get caught so easy?"
Cargill swallowed a large mouthful of potato in several quick
gulps and said, "I'm not a Tweener."
The hot blue of her eyes smoldered with easy anger. "What
kind of a smarty answer is that?"
Cargill cleaned up what was left on the plate and said, "I'm
being honest with you. I'm not a Tweener."
She frowned. "Then what are you?" She stiffened, the
anger leaving her eyes, making them appear to change color. She whispered,
"Not a Shadow?"
Before he could pretend or even decide not to, she answered her
own question. "Of course you aren't. A Shadow would know all about this
ship and how the kitchen works without having to watch me first. They fix our
ships for us floater folk when the repair job is too hard for us to figure
out."
The moment for pretense, whatever its possibilities might have
been, was past. Cargill said grudgingly, "No, I'm not a Shadow."
The girl's frown had deepened. "But a Tweener would've known
that too." She looked at him warily. "What's your name?"
"Morton Cargill."
"Where are you from?"
Cargill told her and watched those expressive eyes of hers change
color again. Finally she nodded. "One of those, eh?" She seemed
disturbed. "We get a reward for people like you."
She broke off. "What did you do—back where you came from—to
start the Shadows after you?"
Cargill shrugged. "Nothing." He had no intention of
launching into a detailed account of the Marie Chanette incident.
Once more the blue eyes were flashing. "Don't you dare lie to
me," she said. "All I've got to do is to tell Pa that you're a
getaway and that'll cook your goose."
Cargill said with all the earnestness he could muster,
"I can't help that. I really don't know." He hesitated, then said, "What year is this?"
The moment he had asked the question he felt breathless.
5
He hadn't thought about it before. He hadn't had time. The clock
in the glass-walled room in Shadow City had indicated that it was May 6th but
not the year. Everything had happened too swiftly. Even his hazy questions to
Ann Reece during those first minutes after arrival had been so weighted with emotion
that the possibilities of being actually in the future hadn't fully penetrated.
Which future? What year? What had happened during the centuries
that must have passed? Where? How? Who? He caught his whirling mind, fastened
it down, brought it to focus. The most important fact
was—what year?
Lela Bouvy shrugged and said, "Two Thousand Three Hundred and
Ninety-One."
Cargill ventured, "What I can't understand is how the world
has changed so completely from my time." He described the United States of
1954.
The girl was calm. "It was natural. Most people want to be
free, not to have to live in one place or to be tied to some stupid work. The
world isn't completely free yet. We floater folk are the only lucky ones so
far."
Cargill had his own idea of a freedom where individuals depended
on somebody else to repair their machines. But he was interested in
information, not in exploding false notions. He said cautiously, "How many
floater folk are there?"
"About fifteen million."
She spoke glibly but Cargill let the figure pass.
"And the Tweeners?" he asked.
"Three million or so." She was contemptuous. "The
cowards live in cities."
"What about the Shadows?"
"A hundred thousand, maybe a little more or less. Not
much."
Cargill guessed that she could not possibly know that those
figures were accurate. She didn't appear the type of person who would be
well-informed on such matters. But she did provide a picture of the age, and it
filled a gap in his knowledge. He visualized wilderness, a few cities, vast numbers of floaters prowling at random through the
lower skies. He nodded half to himself, parted his lips, and began: "I
gather that the Shadows rule the roost."
"Nobody rules nobody," said
Lela irritably. "And now, you've asked just about enough questions. You
can mind your own business."
She went out.
Cargill was left alone most of the rest of the day. He saw Lela
briefly again when she came in and prepared lunch for herself and her father.
It was not till afternoon that he started to think seriously
about what he had learned. The population collapse depressed him. It made the
big fight of life seem suddenly less important. All the eager ambition of the
twentieth century was now proved valueless, destroyed by a catastrophe that
derived not from physical force,
but apparently from a will to escape. Perhaps the pressures
of civilization had been too great. People had fled from it as from a plague
the moment a real opportunity arose.
However, even in retrospect such a likelihood
seemed improbable. Civilization had seemed so firmly entrenched.
Scientifically, culturally, man had attained a high point indeed. Although his
activities as a social animal left much to be desired, he was perpetually
striving, seeking, learning. . . . Somewhere there must have been an intolerable
rigidity, a basic falseness. By implication, from what the girl had said,
Cargill guessed the answer: Authority had once more attained too great a
position. In response, people had flung themselves away from a civilization
that, more and more, told them that they knew nothing, that they must conform
to patterns laid down for them by those who knew, or rather by those who had
the legal right to know.
Instinctively, they had tried to return to a state of being Cause
instead of Effect. They had rejected the hierarchy of intellect which, ever
frigid, never dynamic, sought always to impose restrictions. Men had fought up
from a thousand dark ages, each time to meet the same blind control forces,
each time to surrender for a while to a growing mass of chains; and then—taking
alarm—struggling as blindly to escape.
It seemed pretty disheartening to realize that it had happened
again, to realize that the supersalesmen and the
advertising executives, and the TV geniuses, and the Cadillacs
and the Buicks and the Jaguars had not been able to maintain their glamor-hold. . . . Something had certainly been missing.
Maybe it was the right to self-determination.
The kitchen had grown dark when Cargill became aware of the ship
sinking to a lower level. He didn't realize just how low until he heard the
metal shell under him whisk against the upper branches of trees. A minute later
there was a thud and then a shock. The floater dragged for several feet along
the ground and came to a stop. Cargill grew conscious of a muffled roaring
sound outside.
Lela came into the room. Or rather, she walked straight through to
the kitchen. Cargill had a sudden suspicion of what she planned to do and
lurched to his feet. He was too late. The door of the engine room was open, and
the girl was in, the act of lowering a section of the glass wall. As he watched
she eased down a hinged section of the outer wall and stepped through, out of
sight. A damp sea breeze blew into Cargill's face and now he heard the roar of
the surf.
The girl came back after about a minute and paused in his room.
"You can go outside if you want," she said. She hesitated. Then,
"Don't try to run away. You won't get far, and Pa might burn you with a
spit gun."
Cargill said ruefully, "Where would I run to? I guess you
folks are stuck with me."
He watched her narrowly to see how she took that. She seemed
relieved. It was not a positive reaction but it was suggestive and fitted with
his feeling that Lela Bouvy would welcome the presence of someone other than
her father. As he hobbled through the kitchen a moment later, Cargill silently
justified the plan he had of winning the girl's confidence. A prisoner in his
situation was entitled to use .every trick and device necessary to his
escape.
He did not pause at the engine room door—how it opened, he would
discover in the morning. He manipulated his chained legs down a set of
steps—part of the outer wall, folded out and down on hinges. A moment later he
stepped onto a sandy beach.
They spent most of the evening catching crabs and other sea
creatures that crowded around a light which Bouvy lowered into the water. It
was a wild seacoast, rocky except for brief stretches of sand. In places, a
primeval forest came down almost to the edge of the rock that overlooked the
restless sea below. Lela scooped up the tiny creatures with a little net and
tossed them onto a pile where Cargill with his fingers separated the wanted
from the unwanted. It was easy to pick out and throw back the ones that Lela
pointed out as inedible, to toss the others into a pail. Periodically, the
girl took a pailful of the delicacies back to the
floater.
She was in a visible state of exhilaration. Her eyes flashed with
excitement in the light reflections, her face was alive with color. Her lips
parted, her nostrils dilated. Several times when Bouvy had moved farther from
hearing she shrieked at Cargill, "Isn't it fun? Isn't this the life?"
"Wonderful!" Cargill yelled back. Once he added,
"I've never seen anything like it."
That seemed to satisfy her and to a point it was true. There was a
pleasure to open-air living. What she didn't seem to understand was that there
was more to being alive than living outdoors. Civilized life had many facets,
not just one.
What concerned Cargill was the possibility that he might actually
have to get used to this kind of existence. Indeed, it might be wise if he did.
Here, in these free spaces, he might easily lose himself for a lifetime. Just
what that would mean in terms of boredom, a sense of futility, he was not quite
prepared to consider. At the moment, the prospect of such a limited life had
frightening aspects.
It was well after midnight before their activities ceased, and he
was back in his cot, considering the events of the night. It struck him finally
that the girl's actions had been most significant. Her seeking him out frequently,
her attempt to convince him of the pleasures of floater life—they added up in
very meaningful fashion; and he had had just enough experience with women to
guess that she was lonely. Whether her goal included lovemaking, or rather, on
what terms it would include love, depended on her upbringing. He surmised
prudishness from the way she held herself. However, at the moment, he felt
unprepared to take the preliminary actions necessary to overcome the resistance
of the simple-minded girl.
She came into his part of the ship a dozen times the next day.
Cargill, who had unsuccessfully sought the secret of how to open the
engine-room door, finally asked her how it was done. She showed him without
hesitation. It was a matter of simultaneously touching both door jambs.
When she had gone Cargill headed directly for the engine room,
paused for a moment to study the engine —that proved a futile task, since it
was completely closed in—and then slid the wall section into the floor and
looked down at the ground beneath.
The world that sped by below was a wilderness, but of a curious
sort. As far as the eye could see were the trees and shrubery
associated with land, almost untouched by the hand and metal of man. But standing
amid weeds and forests were buildings. Even from a third of a mile up those
that Cargill saw looked uninhabited. Brick chimneys lay tumbled over on faded
roofs. Windows seen from a distance yawned emptily, or gazed up at him with a
glassy stare. Barns sagged unevenly, and here and there the wood, or brick, or
stone had completely collapsed, and the unpainted ruin drooped wearily to the
ground.
In the beginning the only structures he saw were farmhouses and
their outbuildings. But abruptly a town flowed by underneath. Now the effect of
uninhabited desolation was clearly marked—tottering fences, cracked pavement
overgrown by weeds, and the same design of disintegration in the houses. When
they had passed over a second long-abandoned town Cargill closed the panel that
had concealed the window and returned uneasily to his cot.
Coming as he did from a world in which virtually every acre of
tillable land was owned and used by somebody, he was shocked by the way vast
areas had been allowed to revert to a primitive state. He tried to visualize
from what the girl had told him and from what he had observed how the
devastation might have happened. But that got him nowhere. He wondered if the
development of machinery had finally made agriculture unnecessary. If it had,
then this stretch of decay and disrepair were but signs of transition. The time
would come when these ghost farms and ghost towns and perhaps ghost cities
would return to the soil from which they had, in their complex fashion, sprung.
The time would come when these costly monuments of an earlier civilization
would be as gone and forgotten as the cities of antique times.
Two more evenings were spent fishing. On the fourth day Cargill
heard a woman's loud voice talking from the living room. It was an unpleasant
voice and it startled him.
Curiously, he hadn't previously thought of these people as being
in communication with anyone else. But the woman was unmistakably giving
instructions to the Bouvy father and daughter. Almost as soon as she had stopped
talking Cargill felt the ship change its course. Toward dark Lela came in.
"We'll be camping with other people tonight," she said.
"So you watch yourself." She sounded fretful and she went out without
waiting for him to reply.
Cargill considered the possibilities with narrowed eyes. After four days of
being in hobble chains, with no sign that they would ever come off, he was
ready for a change. "All I've got to do," he told himself, "is catch two people off guard." And he wouldn't have to be
gentle about it either. "Careful," he thought. "Better not build
my hopes too high."
Nevertheless, it seemed to him that the presence of other people
might actually produce an opportunity for escape.
6
Through the open doorway Cargill caught a glimpse of the outside
activity. Men walked by carrying fishing rods. The current of air that surged
through brought the tangy odor of river and the damp pleasant smell of
innumerable growing things.
It grew darker rapidly. Finally, Cargill could stand his
confinement no longer. He stood up and, taking care not to trip over his chain,
went outside and sank down on the grass. The scene that spread before him had
an idyllic quality. Here and there under the trees ships were parked. There
were at least a dozen that he could see, and it seemed to him that the lights
of still others showed through the thick foliage along the shore. The sound of
voices floated on the air and somehow they no longer sounded harsh or crude.
There was a movement in the darkness near him. Lela Bouvy settled
down on the grass beside him. She said breathlessly, "Kind of fun living
like this, isn't it?"
Cargill hesitated and then, somewhat to his surprise, found
himself inwardly agreeing. "There's a desire in all of us," he
thought, "to return to nature." The will to relax, the impulse to lie on green grass, to listen to the rustling of leaves in
an almost impalpable breeze—all that he could feel in himself. He also had the
same basic urge that had driven these Planiacs to abandon the ordered slavery
of civilization. He found himself saddened by the realization that the
abandonment included a return to ignorance. He said aloud, "Yes, it's
pretty nice."
A tall powerful-looking woman strode out of the darkness.
"Where's Bouvy?" she said. A flashlight in her hand winked on and
glared at Lela and Cargill. Its bright stare held steady for seconds longer
than was necessary. "Well, I'll be double darned," the woman's voice
said from the intense blackness behind the light, "little Lela's gone and
found herself a man."
Lela snapped, "Don't be a bigger fool than you have to be,
Carmean."
The woman laughed uproariously. "I heard you had a man,"
she said finally, "and now that I get a look at him I can see you've done
yourself proud."
Lela said indifferently, "He doesn't mean a thing to
me."
"Yeah?" said Carmean derisively. Abruptly she seemed to
lose interest. The beam of her flashlight swept on and left them hi darkness.
The light focused on Pa Bouvy sitting in a chair against the side of the ship.
"Oh, there you are," said the woman.
"Yup!"
The big woman walked over. "Get up and give me that
chair," she said. "Haven't you got no
manners?"
"Watch your tongue, you old buzzard," said Bouvy
pleasantly. But he stood up and disappeared into the ship. He emerged presently
with another chair.
During his absence the woman had picked up the chair in which he
had been sitting and carried it some twenty-five feet down the river's bank.
She yelled at Bouvy, "Bring that contraption over here! I
want to talk to you privately. Besides, I guess maybe those two love-birds want
to be alone." She guffawed.
Lela said in a strained voice to Cargill, "That's Carmean.
She's one of the bosses. She thinks she's being funny when she talks like
that."
Cargill said, "What do you mean, one
of the bosses?"
The girl sounded surprised. "She tells us what to do." She
added hastily, "Of course, she can't interfere in our private life."
Cargill digested that for a moment. During the silence he could
hear Carmean's voice at intervals. Only an occasional word reached him. Several
times she said, "Tweeners" and "Shadows." Once she said,
"It's a cinch."
There was an urgency in her voice that
made him want to hear what she was saying, but presently he realized the
impossibility of making sense out of stray words. He relaxed and said, "I
thought you folks lived a free life—without anybody to tell you what to do and
where to get off."
"You got to have rules," said Lela. "You got to
know where to draw the line. What you can do and what you can't do." She
added earnestly, "But we are free. Not like those Tweeners in their
cities." The last was spoken scornfully.
Cargill said, "What happens if you don't do what she
says?"
"You lose the benefits."
"Benefits?"
"The preachers won't preach to you," said Lela.
"Nobody gives you food. The Shadows won't fix your
ship." She added casually, "And things like that."
Cargill decided he wouldn't worry about the preachers. He had
once had a conversation with an army chaplain before leaving the U.S. for the
Far East. The man had attempted a very colloquial approach, referring to the
possibility of "going West." Cargill recalled his own analogy that
Stateside "West" ended at the Pacific Ocean, and that if he could
still feel his feet wet after crossing that boundary, he would begin to believe
that he'd better find out how warm the water could get.
He considered most of the religious people he knew hypocrites. The
implications of believing that one was a soul, or had one, were so
numerous that anything short of acting on these implications made belief a mere
protective coloring. Cargill knew of no one who showed by his actions that he
believed himself to be an infinitely tenuous energy structure united to a
material body.
Lela's reference to not receiving food if they didn't conform
puzzled him. He had had the impression that the Planiacs garnered their living
from the streams and the seashore and the wilderness. They might not be
provided a bountiful living the year round, but the marvellous
refrigeration and cooking systems on the floaters made large accumulations
possible at the harvest seasons. And that emphasized the one important
restriction in what she had said. If the Shadows wouldn't fix the ships, that
indeed could be disastrous. One might conclude that the solution was to learn
to fix one's own ship. It was interesting that a large number of people would
let themselves be so easily controlled. It indicated that it wasn't the
material side that mattered, but the belief and attitudes of a group. These
people, like so many before them, were the slaves of their own thoughts.
Cargill said at long last: "Why do the Shadows recognize the
authority of Carmean and the other bosses?"
"Oh, they just want us to behave."
"But you can capture Tweeners?"
The girl hesitated. Then, "Nobody seems to worry about a
Tweener," she said.
Cargill nodded. He recalled his attempts to get information from
her during the past few days. Apparently she hadn't then thought of these
restraining influences on her life. Now, though she seemed unaware of it, she
had given him a picture of a rigid social structure. Surely, he thought
desperately, he could figure out some way to take advantage of this situation.
He moved irritably and the chain rattled, reminding him that all the plans in
the world could not directly affect metal.
Carmean, closely followed by Bouvy, brought her chair back to the
ship. Setting the chair down, she walked slowly over and stood in front of
Cargill. She half-turned and said, "I could use a husky guy around,
Bouvy."
"He isn't for sale." That was Lela, her voice curt.
"I'm speaking to your Pa, kid, so watch your tongue."
"You heard the girl," said Bouvy. "We've got a good
man here." His tone was cunning, rather than earnest. He sounded as if he
were prepared to haggle but wanted the best of the deal.
Carmean said, "Don't you go getting commercial on me."
She added darkly, "You'd better watch out. These Tweeners haven't got any
religion when it comes to a good-looking girl."
Bouvy grunted but when he spoke he still sounded good-humored.
"Don't give me any of that. Lela's going to stick with her Pa and be a
help to him all her life. Aren't you, honey?"
"You talk like a fool, Pa. Better keep your mouth shut."
"She's fighting hard," said Carmean slyly. "You can
see what's in the back of her mind."
Bouvy sat down in one of the chairs. "Just for the sake of
the talk, Carmean," he said, "what'll you give for him?"
Cargill had listened to the early stages of the transaction with
a shocked sense of unreality. But swiftly now he realized that he was in process
of being sold.
It emphasized, if emphasis was needed, that to these Planiacs he
was a piece of property, a chattel, a slave who could be forced to menial
labor, or whipped, or even killed without anyone being concerned. His fate was
a private affair which would trouble no one but himself. "Somebody's going
to get gypped," he told himself angrily. A man as determined as he was to
escape would be a bad bargain for Carmean or anyone else. In the final issue,
he "thought, he'd take all necessary risks and he had just enough
front-line army experience to make that mean something.
The bargaining was still going on. Carmean offered her own ship in
return for Cargill and the Bouvy ship. "It's a newer model," she
urged. "It's good for ten years without any trouble or fussing."
Bouvy’s hesitation was noticeable. "That isn't a fair
offer," he said plaintively. "The Shadows will give you all the new
ships you want. So you aren't offering me anything that means anything to
you."
Carmean retorted, "I'm offering you what I can get and you
can't."
"It's too much trouble," said Bouvy. "I'd have to
move all our stuff."
"Your stuff!" The big woman was contemptuous. "Why,
that junk isn't worth carting out! And besides, I've got a ship full of
valuables over there."
Bouvy was quick. "It's a deal if you change ship for ship
with everything left aboard."
Carmean laughed curtly. "You must take me for a bigger fool
than I look. I'll leave you more stuff than you've ever seen but I'm taking
plenty out."
Lela, who had been sitting silently, said, "You two are just
talking. It makes no difference what you decide. I caught him and he's mine.
That's the law, and you just try to use your position as boss to change it,
Carmean."
Even in the darkness, Carmean's hesitation was apparent. Finally
she said, "We'll talk about this some more tomorrow morning. Meantime,
Bouvy, you'd better teach this kid of yours some manners."
"I'll do just that," said Pa Bouvy and there was a
vicious undertone in his voice. "Don't you worry, Carmean.
You've bought yourself a Tweener and If we have any trouble in the morning
there's going to be a public whipping here of an ungrateful daughter."
Carmean laughed in triumph. "That's the kind of talk I like
to hear," she said. "The old man's standing up for himself at
last."
Still laughing, she walked off into the darkness. Pa Bouvy stood
up.
"Lela!"
"What?"
"Get that Tweener inside the ship and chain him up
good."
"Okay, Pa." She climbed to her feet. "Get a move
on," she said to Cargill.
Without a word, moving slowly because of the chain, Cargill went
inside and lay down on his cot.
It must have been several hours later when he awoke, aware that
somebody was tugging at the chain.
"Careful," whispered Lela Bouvy, "I'm trying to unlock
this. Hold still."
Cargill, tense, did as he was told. A minute later he
was free. The girl's whisper came again, "You go ahead
—through the kitchen. I'll be right behind you. Careful."
Cargill was careful.
7
Cargill lay in the dark on the grass feeling no particular urge to
move. The sense of being free had not yet taken firm root inside him. The night
had become distinctly cooler and most of the machines were dark. Only one ship
still shed light from a half-open doorway and that was more than a hundred feet
along the river bank from where he crouched.
Cargill considered his first move. More quickly now he began to
realize his new situation. He need only creep out of this camp and then go
where he pleased. At least it seemed for a moment as if that was all he had to
do. However, he felt reluctant to take the first move.
In the darkness, progress would be difficult and morning might
find him still dangerously close to the Planiacs. He imagined himself being
seen from the air. He pictured a search party with an air support, finding him
within a few hours after dawn. The possibilities chilled him and brought the
first change hi his purpose. "If I could steal one of these ships,"
he thought indecisively.
There was a faint sound beside him and then the whispered voice of
Lela Bouvy said, "I want you to take her ship. That's the only way I'll
let you go."
Cargill turned in the darkness. Her words implied that she had a
weapon to force him to obey her. But the darkness under the trees was too
intense for him to see if she were armed. He didn't have to be told that
"her ship" referred to Carmean's. His response must have been too
slow. Once more Lela spoke.
"Get going."
Carmean's ship was as good as any, Cargill decided. He whispered,
"Which is hers?"
"The one that's got a light."
"Oh!"
Some of his gathering determination faded. Carmean asleep and
Carmean awake were two different propositions. In spite of his qualms he began
to move forward. He could at least investigate the situation before making up
his mind. A few minutes later he paused behind a tree about a dozen feet from
Carmean's ship. The dim light that streamed from the partly open doorway made a
vague patch of brightness on the grass. Near the edge of that dully lighted
area Carmean herself sat on the grass.
Cargill, who had been about to start forward again, saw her just in time. He stopped with a gulp and it was only
slowly that the tension of that narrow escape left him. He glanced back finally
and saw Lela in the act of moving toward him. Hastily Cargill headed her off.
He drew her into the shelter of a leafy plant, explained the situation, and
asked, "Is there anybody else in the ship?"
"No. Her last husband fell off the ship three months ago. At
least that was what Carmean said happened. She's been looking for another one
ever since, but none of the men'll have her. That's why she wanted you."
It was a new idea to Cargill. He had a momentary mental picture of
himself in the role of a chained husband. It shocked him. The sooner he got
away from these people, the better off he'd be. And in view of their casually
ruthless plans for him he need feel no sense of restraint. He whispered to
Lela, "I'll jump on her and bang her over the head. Have you got anything
I can hit her with?" He felt savage and merciless. He hoped the girl would
give him her gun. Just for an instant then, as she slipped something metallic
into his hand, he thought she had done so.
She whispered fiercely, "That's from the edge of your cot.
It'll look as if you got free and took it along as a weapon."
Her logic was not entirely convincing to Cargill, but he saw that
she was trying to convince herself. And it was important that there be some
kind of explanation for his escape. Bouvy would undoubtedly be furious with
her.
Cautiously, Cargill stole forward. As he reached the shelter of
the tree near Carmean the big woman climbed heavily to her feet.
"So you finally got her, Grannis," she said to somebody
Cargill couldn't see.
"Yes," said a voice from the other side of the tree
behind which Cargill, rigid now, crouched. The man's voice went on, "I
couldn't make it any sooner."
"So long as you could make it at all," said Carmean
indifferently. "Let's go inside."
Just what he expected then, Cargill had no idea. He had a brief,
bitter conviction that he ought to attack both the stranger and Carmean and
then:
A Shadow walked into the lighted area.
Morton Cargill stayed where he was, behind the tree. His first
feeling of intense disappointment yielded to the realization that there was
still hope. This was a
secret midnight meeting. The Shadow who had come
to talk to Carmean would leave presently, and there'd be another opportunity to
seize the ship.
He began cautiously to back away and then he stopped. It seemed to
him suddenly that perhaps he ought to overhear what was being said. He was planning
how he could do it when Lela slipped up behind him.
"What's the matter?" she whispered angrily. "Why
are you standing there?"
"Sh-h-hh!" said Cargill. That was almost automatic. He
was intent on his own purposes, feeling now that anything that concerned the
Shadows could concern him. "I've got to remember," he told himself,
"that I was brought here by someone who intended to use me."
His capture by Lela was an unfortunate incident not on the
schedule of the original planners. He paid no attention to the girl but slipped
from behind the tree and headed for Carmean's floater. He reached the door
safely and flattened himself against the metal wall beside it.
Almost immediately, he had his first disappointment. The voices
inside were too far away from him to hear. As had happened when Carmean talked
to Pa Bouvy earlier, only occasional words came through.
Once, a man's voice said: "When was that? I don't recall
agreeing to that."
A little later, Carmean's voice lifted to audible pitch on a triumphant
note. "Don't worry about us. We'll be ready in case there's a
hitch-up."
The voices came closer.
"All right now," the Shadow was saying, "let's go
and get this man Cargill. I won't feel right until he's safely in our hands
again."
Cargill waited for no more. Swiftly, but cautiously,
he backed away along the side of the ship. In the darkness
under the curving nose of the machine he crouched tensely. The light on the
grass in front of the door brightened as the door was opened wider. The Shadow
stepped out.
Beyond and through him, a tree was visible. He had a head and body
shaped like a man, and as he paused, half turning, waiting for Carmean, his
eyes were clearly visible. They were shadow eyes for they did not glitter hi
the light. But dull though they were, they were unmistakably eyes.
Carmean came out. She said, "I want to get this straight. I
keep this guy Cargill in my ship until I hear from you?" There was
satisfaction in her tone.
"Exactly," was the grim reply. "And if I send word
bring him without delay. You'll get all the men you want when the time
comes." He broke off. "Which ship?"
Cargill didn't catch what Carmean said but she must have indicated
the direction. They moved off, out of the spread of light into the greater
darkness.
Lela came hurrying from her hiding place. She paused breathless in
the night beside him. "Quick," she whispered. "We'll have to get
aboard and leave."
"We?" said Cargill. There was no time to talk about the
implication of the plural. Clear and loud in the night air came the sound of a
knock on metal and then Carmean's voice.
"Bouvy, open up! It's me."
The discovery of his escape was seconds away. Cargill reached the
doorway of Carmean's ship, paused only long enough to let Lela get in ahead of
him and then he was inside.
"You get the ship into the air," he whispered.
"I'll hold them off here." He wasn't sure just what he would do
against guns but he had a vague notion that it was important to keep the door
open until the ship was actually rising into the air.
There was a prolonged pause and then: the ship tugged slightly
under him. Cargill held his breath, counting the seconds as the floater drifted
upward.
Presently, with shaking fingers, he closed the door and called to
Lela, "Can you turn off the lights?"
There was silence, then darkness. Cautiously Cargill opened the
door again and carefully he peered out. The top of a tree glided by, only
inches below. The slow way in which it passed from sight emphasized that the
speed of these light-powered ships at night was negligible.
Lela's voice came faintly from forward. "I'm trying to get
her out over the river. There'll be more light there.
Anybody following?"
Cargill couldn't be sure. He was looking down slantingly at a
camp that was slowly coming to life. Even that minimum activity was fairly well
hidden behind dense foliage. He saw splashes of light and there was the sound
of excited voices. But if any ship rose up to follow them during those first
minutes Cargill did not see it.
Under him the machine seemed to quicken its pace. He looked down
and saw that they were over the river. And now he could understand Lela's
purpose. The water was alive with light reflections. He estimated that they
were traveling at least ten miles an hour.
The camp slowly vanished behind a bend in the river. When he could
no longer see it, he closed the door and headed for the all-room. It was
somewhat larger than the similar room in the Bouvy’s ship but it was functionally
the same. He glanced into the control room.
Lela was in the control chair. She did not look at him Cargill
hesitated, then went back to the door. He opened it
and spent the next hour gazing into the night. The moon came up while he sat
there and the ship accelerated perceptibly. They were still only a few feet
above the forest.
8
The minister listened with a scowl to Cargill's objections. He
was a big, grim man, and his problem must have been to understand what Cargill
was trying to say. His scowl transferred abruptly into an expression of
astounded fury. "Well, I'll be darned," he said. "A Tweener
trying to get out of marrying one of our girls—" Without warning, he
launched a ham-like fist at Cargill's head.
Cargill ducked just in time to avoid the full impact of the blow.
The huge fist seared along his cheek and sent him staggering across the room.
He came back, with narrowed eyes, body crouching low for the
attack. From his left, Lela said sharply, "I'll sting your foot with this
spitter. I'll burn you so you won't ever walk again. Don't you go starting a
fight now."
The threat stopped Cargill. He had a tense conviction that Lela
might actually have an impulse to lame him anyway. Then he'd never be able to
get away.
"Sadie!" bellowed the minister. It was like a cue. A small
woman catapulted through the door and came up breathlessly.
"Yes, Henry," she said.
"Watch this Tweener scum," he said, "while Miss Lela and I"—he smiled knowingly—"make
the arrangements. These forced Tweener weddings cost a little extra, you
know." He and Lela went out of the room.
Cargill walked over to the window. Through the glass he could see
the floater that had belonged to Carmean. It was less than a hundred feet away.
"If I could get inside it," he thought, "I could be away from
here in ten seconds." Unfortunately, Lela had taken the precaution of
locking the door of the floater. He grew aware that the small woman had edged
up beside him.
"I know something," she said in a loud whisper.
Cargill glanced at her, repelled by the avaricious look on her
face and in her narrowed eyes. He said nothing.
Once more, the woman whispered hoarsely, "I heard the news on
the radio this morning." She didn't wait for him to react to that, but
rushed on eagerly, "What'll you give me if I tell the old man Carmean is
against this wedding?"
The mystery of her demeanor was solved, and the implication it
carried of this ministerial couple of the future was not pretty. He decided not
to be critical. Hastily, he searched his pockets and held out the contents for
her to look at. A pencil, a ball pen, a key ring with keys, some silver money,
and his wallet.
The woman examined them with visible disappointment. "Is
that all you got?" she asked. Suddenly, her face brightened. She reached
over and touched his wrist watch. "What's that?"
Cargill unstrapped it and held it up to
her ear. "It tells the time," he said. He wondered if it were
possible that these people had no knowledge of watches. He couldn't remember if
he had seen a timepiece aboard either the Bouvy floater or Carmean's ship.
The little woman looked disgusted. "I've heard of these
things," she said, "but what good are they? The sun comes up in the
morning and the sun goes down at night. That's good enough for me."
Cargill, who was learning fast, reached forward and took the watch
from her fingers. "I can use it, if you can't," he said. "Now, I
want you to tell me a couple of things."
"I'm not talking," said the woman.
"You'll talk," said Cargill, "or I'll tell your
husband what I just gave you."
"You didn't give me anything."
"You can argue that out with him," said Cargill.
The woman hesitated, then said sullenly,
"What do you want to know?"
"What did the radio say?"
The prospect of imparting information excited her. She leaned
forward. "Carmean says you're to be caught. She says you're wanted by the
Shadows. She says not to let any wedding take place." The woman's face
twisted. "I never did like that woman," she said savagely.
"If—" She stopped and drew away several paces.
Lela and the minister came back into the room. The girl was pale,
the man angry.
"No deal," he said. "She won't pay me what it's worth."
"We'll live in sin," Lela said palely. "You've had
your chance."
"You live in sin," retorted the minister, "and I'll
bring the wrath down on your head."
Lela tugged at Cargill's arm. "He wanted me to change our
ship for an old wreck he's got. Come on."
Cargill followed her, not quite sure how he should respond to what
had just happened. He remembered his earlier thoughts about religion and
"preachers," and, though this incident fitted, he was unwilling to
let what he had just seen either affirm or decry his previous opinions. What
was astonishing was that both Lela and "Henry" took the latter's
ministerial powers for granted. Each accepted, somehow, that souls were
involved, and that punishment was possible on the soul level. "Suppose,"
Cargill thought, "there is a soul, or at least that behind all the
excitement of fifty thousand years of human soul-hunger, there is actual
phenomena?"
It was hard to imagine that the reality had ever been more than
vaguely glimpsed. People had been too rigid. All too frequently the vast powers
of the state had been used to enforce an inflexible set of beliefs. And, where
a breakaway was not a mere denial, the individuals somehow assumed they
believed in a simple soul state-of-being. In connection with this, the word
"immortal" was bandied about in such a loose fashion that it was
instantly evident that no one had ever seriously thought about it.
The whole thing was disturbing because as a very concrete example
of immortality, he had survived his normal death time by nearly four hundred
years. Accordingly, for him the reality, or unreality, of the soul, or life
force, or spirit, or whatever it might be, was more than just the academic
thing it was to most people.
He was caught up in an astounding experience which surely involved
all the actuality of the life process, the known and the unknown, including the
hidden meaning behind the soul phenomena of ten thousand religions and a
hundred thousand gods.
In one sense it was a mistake to think in terms of
"soul," for such belief had a religious significance which
automatically implied the belief was non-scientific, dependent on faith,
incapable of being tested. Whereas, if there were phenomena, it would have
manifested in innumerable ways, and would automatically be subject to laws. The
fact that these laws might not be the same as those of the space-tune
continuum, known as the material universe, would not prevent them from being
correlated in a scientific fashion.
"If," thought Cargill, as he entered the floater behind
Lela, "I'm an energy field in the real universe, every time that field
manifests itself somebody says 'Aha!' and we've got another philosophy."
He had a very strong conviction that it was a riddle he would have
to resolve.
The days went by. Each morning their floater would drift up as
high as its light-driven motor could carry them. On very clear, bright days
that was as high as three miles. A thick mist could bring them down to within
half a mile of the ground. And on a muggy or rainy day they had difficulty in
clearing the higher hills. At such times, two or three hundred yards seemed to
be their top altitude.
It was a strange, almost timeless existence, with nothing to do
except watch the ground or lie on a cot and sleep, or sit in the all-room of
the ship and plan escape.
Lela was the obstacle. It seemed to Cargill that he had never seen
a girl so tense and wary. She slept in the control room, with the door locked.
And yet, if he stirred, her light went on and he could see her watching him
through the transparent door. That happened not just once, but every time. Her
alertness baffled all his schemes. The end of this phase of their relationship
came one night—Cargill wasn't sure whether it was the tenth or eleventh day
since their escape; he had lost track of time.
As the floater settled to the grass beside a stream, he opened the
outer door, stepped down and walked rapidly off among the trees. A muffled yell
sounded from behind him. The beam of a powerful searchlight pierced the
gathering twilight and silhouetted him in its glare. A hundred feet ahead of him a tree fell, seared and smoldering.
Cargill, who hadn't expected her to be able to fire at him from
inside the control room, stopped short. Slowly, angrily, he returned to the
ship. He had planned a showdown if he failed, and the moment had come.
Lela met him at the door, tense and furious. "You were trying
to run away," she accused.
Cargill stopped and glared at her. "You bet I was. What do
you think I'm made of—stone?"
His tone must have conveyed part of his meaning, for some of the
anger faded out of the girl. Oddly enough, to some extent, the implication was
true. As a single man in the army, he had learned not to be too discriminating
about his girls. After eleven days alone with Lela, he no longer felt as
critical of her. She had a youthful prettiness, and there was more than enough
passion in her to satisfy any man.
But his purpose was more than conquest of a woman. He intended to
take full control of the floater. He stared at her now, where she stood in the
doorway, silhouetted against the light from inside. She held a spitter in her
fingers; and that was his problem.
Boldly, he stepped closer to her. "It's one or the
other," he said. "The two of us either live together here sensibly,
or you'll have to kill me."
"Don't you come no nearer," said Lela, but her voice
lacked conviction. She added, falteringly, "I've got to have
marrying."
Cargill said urgently, "You know I've got to stick with you.
Where else would I go?"
He stepped closer, so close that when she put up the gun, the end
of the tube touched his shirt. "I'm going to stay, but I won't be bossed,
and I won't be put off."
Deliberately, he pushed against the gun. She started to back away.
He reached out and caught her shoulders with his fingers. Ignoring the gun, he
pulled her gently into his arms.
She was stiff and unbending. She kept mumbling something about
"It's sin! It's sin!" Her lips when he
kissed her trembled. She tried to pull away, and yet simultaneously her body
went limp. She took the gun out from between them and held it off to one side,
as if she were afraid it might go off. If ever a person was in a state of
internal conflict, it was she.
"Give me the gun," said Cargill. "We've got to be
equal. A woman has got to trust a man. It can't be any other way."
He kissed her again, and this time she offered no resistance. She
was crying a little under her breath, a sound as old as the relationship
between a man and a woman. Cargill instinctively kissed away her tears, and
then reached over and took the gun.
Just for an instant, that made her stiffen; and then— and then she
let him have it.
9
It seemed to Cargill that control of the sky floater would enable
him to do what he wanted. But what did he want? The weeks passed and he could
not make up his mind. For some reason he had become involved in a plot. If he
made a move that brought him out into the open, the plotters would once more
close in upon him, and would try to force him to do their will.
Finally, one day Cargill had an idea, the beginning of purpose.
The nature of that purpose made him uneasy but the idea, once it came, would
not go away. He went into the control room and sat down in front of the video
plate. It was not the first tune he had examined the machine or listened hi to
it. But now there was a plan in his mind.
As with the floater engine and other machinery, the TV and radio
mechanism was completely enclosed, making it impossible for him to examine the
inner workings of the instrument. For a while Cargill simply tuned into
conversations and into the one program that was on.
A Shadow station broadcasted the program, which consisted of
popular music of the jive variety. After each selection, a persuasive voice
urged the listener to come to Shadow City and receive Shadow training. To
Cargill, who did not care for jazz, the "commercials" had been
fascinating—in the beginning. Now he listened for a few moments to the
repetitious music and then absently turned the dial.
Occasionally, he adjusted to see if any pictures were being
broadcast. He found several. First, there was a man's coarse face and the man
saying, "Now look, we've got to work this deal without any fooling."
Car-gill listened long enough to the "deal" to find out that it had
to do with a boss bargaining as to how much he would receive for a new floater,
which had been turned over to him by the Shadows. Cargill noted down the man's
name, the details of the transaction and made another adjustment.
The next picture showed the interior of a ship. Apparently, a
broadcaster had been left on carelessly. Since only the bosses had TV
broadcasting units Cargill presumed that he was gazing into a boss's control
room. He saw no one, though he watched for several minutes. A third picture
featured a youth talking to a girl. He was saying, "Aw, c'mon, Jenny, you
get your ma to put your floater down near ours tonight. Don't be one of these
hard-to-get women."
There were other personal conversations. Cargill identified their
nature and passed on. It was too early for the only television show broadcast
by the Shadows. Not that he was any longer particularly interested in it. It
always featured the arrival of Tweeners and Planiacs at the terminal center
just outside Shadow City. Emphasis was given to the Planiacs. It was a
man-in-the-street type of show in which a Shadow interrogator questioned new
arrivals who wished to take Shadow training. When he had first heard the show
Cargill had hoped the Shadows would actually picturize a part of their training
program. So far they had not done so.
Not for the first tune he felt disappointed that these receivers
were unable to tune in on programs broadcast from Tweener cities. It was
significant, of course. The Shadows were evidently making sure that no one else
had the opportunity to control the floater folk.
Abruptly, Cargill shut off the instrument and sat frowning. His
purpose, like a fire, threatened to consume him. And yet, once he took the
plunge, he'd be even more of a marked man than he was now.
From the nearby control chair, Lela said anxiously, "What's
the matter, honey?"
Cargill said slowly, "We can't go on like this forever —with
everybody against us. We’ve got to have somebody around who will help us in an
emergency or if something goes wrong."
Lela nodded uneasily, said reluctantly: "I've been thinking
about that once in a while."
Cargill guessed that instead she had probably been making the
effort not to think about it. Aloud, he said, "We've got to do more than
think about it. We've got to do something."
"What, for instance?"
Cargill frowned. "There's one thing I've got to get
straightened out first."
"What's that?"
"It's about something you told me once—which I can't quite
believe anymore—about how many floater people there are. You said fifteen million."
She nodded, bright-eyed. "That's right. I wasn't fooling."
"Lela, it's impossible." He spoke urgently. "If
there were that many people in the air, we'd be running into them continuously,
every hour, every day, by the score."
The girl was silent. "It's a big country," she said at last,
stubbornly, "and I've heard Carmean and the other bosses of this area
talking about it, and those are the figures they give. And, besides, you're not
always looking out. I see lots of floaters, but I've been sort of trying to
keep distance between us and them."
Cargill recalled her twenty-four-hour vigils in the control room
and felt abruptly impressed. Remembering how tense she always was, he thought
that perhaps he had underestimated the girl's perceptiveness. He still couldn't
accept her figures, but he guessed that she just didn't have the information he
wanted. His own estimate would be that there were fewer than five million
Planiacs, perhaps not more than half that many. Cargill leaned back in his
chair and closed his eyes. "Lela, what do people think of Carmean? Do they
like her?"
It was a question which she would not actually be able to answer,
since she couldn't know what millions of people thought. But people sometimes
had extremely sensitive impressions. Lela said savagely, "Nobody likes
Carmean. She's a skunk."
Cargill sighed but pressed on. "What about the other bosses?
What do people think of them?"
"Why, you just put up with them," said Lela in a
surprised tone. "There they are. They're part of life."
"I see," said Cargill, with satisfaction. She might not
know it but her answer was more significant than any direct statement she might
make. It reflected the beliefs and attitudes of a culture, the automatically
accepted credos, the rigidities behind every thought and action. He opened his
eyes and asked another question: "How did Carmean get to be a boss?"
"Just like any of the others, I guess," Lela said.
"The Shadows started to give her things to give to the rest of us, and
pretty soon we were all doing as she said to get our share."
Cargill nodded and asked, "And how did the Shadows come to
pick up her?"
"Gosh, I don't know." Lela looked puzzled. "I never
thought of that." She brightened, "I guess they looked her over and
figured she had the stuff."
It was so superficial an answer that Cargill abandoned that lure
of questioning. He drew a deep breath and said, "Have you ever heard of a
revolution?"
She hesitated, frowning. "You mean, where somebody starts a
fight?"
Cargill smiled. "Something like that, but on a large scale.
In the twentieth century, where I come from, we had possibly the most competent
and determined revolutionists in the history of the world. Before they were
even slowed down, they took over half the world. It took a long time for the rest
of us to catch on to what they were doing, but finally it dawned on us, and we
began to look into their methods."
There was a light of understanding in Lela's eyes. "You mean
those Russes?" she asked.
Cargill agreed. "Yep, the Russes."
"They sure fixed those," said Lela.
Cargill, who had already heard how the fixing took place, did not
pursue the subject The great land mass had been
divided into forty separate states. The fall of Sovietism produced a resurgence
of religion on a singularly primitive level. It was a feudalistic disaster,
product of the usual fears of a mentally sick hierarchy, uncreative, and so
completely suppressive that the genius of half the people of earth had already
been lost for two hundred years.
Cargill explained: "For us, the best thing to do would be to
start off with a barrage of propaganda—and then wait to see what happens. The
fight," he smiled grimly,
"comes last." He turned back to
the TV set, saying as he did so: "Well take the first step right
now."
By the fifth day of his broadcasts, Cargill began to have a queer
feeling of unreality. He seemed to be talking into emptiness. For the first
time in his life he understood how people must have felt in the early days of
radio with only a microphone to stare at. What he lacked was a Hooper rating.
There was -no mail to bring an awareness of audience response, no surveys of
any kind to encourage him. But in spite of his doubts he kept on.
Thirty days drifted by. On the morning of the thirty-first day,
just as Cargill finished his propaganda talk, a man's face appeared on his TV
plate. He was a cunning-looking individual about forty-five years old.
"I want to talk to you," he said.
A trap? Cargill's fingers hovered over the dial that would cut him
off the air. He hesitated and the stranger had time to say, "My name is
Guthrie. I want to talk to you about this rabble-rousing you've been
doing."
He looked and sounded like a boss. He was a typical rough older
Planiac and his words were sweet music to Cargill. But it was not yet time to
talk.
"I'm not interested," said Cargill.
He broke the connection.
From that moment he began to name places where his supporters
should meet and get together. It was dangerous but then so was being alive.
What would save the great majority from counteraction was that each floater was
armed with a mounted spit gun.
The days passed. Late one afternoon, Lela came briefly out of the
control room. "It's going to be dark by the time we get to the lake,"
she said.
Cargill smiled. "Which lake do you mean?" He added
quickly, "Never mind. I'm just amazed constantly at the way you pick out
these places."
"It isn't anything," said the girl. And she meant it.
"I've been watching this country since I was a baby. I know it like the
palm of my hand."
"Better, I'll wager," said Cargill.
They came in low over the trees and landed in a clearing with the
aid of their searchlight. As Cargill started to open the door a spit gun flared
in the darkness. What saved him was that he was behind the door. The energy
spat past him and made a thunderous sound as it struck the metal corridor wall.
The door smoked from the terrific heat. He had a sense of suffocation. Under
him the ship began to lift. And then, once more, there was a sunlike glare—only this time the blow was delivered farther
back, near the rear of the machine. The floater faltered and, as Cargill at
last got the door shut, sagged back to the ground. It struck with a jar unlike
anything that Cargill had ever experienced. He hurried to the control room and
found Lela manning their spit gun.
She was very pale. "Those scum,"
she said, "have wrecked us."
The dawn light filtered through the turgid glass. It was dull at
first, little more than a lighter shade of darkness, but it grew bright. From
the control room Cargill could see the dark areas outside lightening. To his
right was the gray horizon of the lake with the far shore hazed in mist.
From where she sat, manning the ship's powerful spit gun, Lela
said, "It's bright enough now. Try and lift her again."
It was a hope that had motivated their courage all through the
long night—that morning would bring some life to the sluggish motors. The hope
died a second later as Cargill eased in the power and pulled it all the way
back. The ship did not even stir.
"We'll try it again," said Lela hi a tired voice,
"when the sun comes up,"
Cargill rejected her hope. "Has your father any influence
with the bosses?" he asked.
The girl shrugged. "Carmean kind of likes him."
Cargill silently wondered why. He said finally, "Maybe if we
talked to them we could find out what they want.*1
From the conversation he had heard more than a month ago between
Carmean and the Shadow, Grannis, he had a rather sharp conviction they were
after him.
He said, "I think you'd better try to get your Pa on the
radio and see if he can come here. We'll try to hold them off until he arrives
and then, if possible, you can go with him."
Lela was pale. "What about you?"
Cargill did not answer immediately. The feeling of vagueness that
was inside him was only too familiar. It was the same kind of blur that had
made it possible for him to run up a hill in Korea against enemy fire. With
that blurred feeling about his future he had entered all battles in which he
had been engaged. He said now, "I'll try to slip away tonight after it
gets dark." He was about to elaborate when his gaze strayed past her
toward the edge of the clearing a hundred feet away. A Shadow stood there.
Cargill’s face must have shown that something was wrong, for Lela
whirled. Her body grew rigid. The Shadow had been motionless as if observing
the scene. Now he began to walk toward the ship. There was a dazed expression
on Lela's face. She straightened slowly, settled herself behind the long spit
gun and aimed it. Her face seemed bloodless and she sat very still. Twice she
seemed in the act of pressing the activator of that remarkable weapon. Each
time she shuddered and closed her eyes. "I can't," she whispered at
last. "I can't!"
The Shadow was less than fifty feet away. With a frantic movement,
Cargill pulled the girl out of the chair, settled into it and grabbed the gun.
A sheet of flame reared up a dozen feet in front of the Shadow.
The Shadow paid no attention. He came on. Once more Cargill fired.
The flame glazed through the Shadow. A score of feet behind him grass and shrubbery
burned with a white intensity. Twice more Cargill fired directly into the
Shadow shape—and each time it was as if there was nothing there, no resistance,
no substance. And the Shadow came closer.
Cargill ceased firing. He was trembling. There was a thought in
his mind—a new overpowering thought. If the Shadow shape were insubstantial, if
potent, palpable energy meant nothing to it, then what about steel walls?
The next instant he had his answer. There was a blur of movement
near the door, a swelling darkness. Lela screamed.
And then the Shadow was in the room.
10
Cargill had a blank awareness of getting out of the control chair
and backing toward the far wall. The act of moving drained the initial sense of
shock, and he stopped and stiffened. He saw that the Shadow shape had paused
and was studying him. And, momentarily, he had tune for another look at the
strange phenomenon of ... shadow.
In the dawn light that filtered into the room, the Shadow was a
transparent, foggy structure, and that was what was so disturbing. This thing had
structure. It should have flowed like any gaseous element until it had
dissipated into formless mass. Instead, it was definitely human in silhouette.
He remembered his earlier speculations about the soul, and
wondered: Is this it, somehow made visible? He couldn't quite accept that. A
manifestation, perhaps, but even this idea seemed far-fetched and unsatisfactory.
It was hard to believe that this was what had inspired five hundred centuries
of humankind to a sense of spiritual ecstasy.
His evaluative thought ended abruptly, as the improbable creature
spoke: "We meet again, Morton Cargill."
It was identification, not so much of Cargill, as of the Shadow.
This must be the same Shadow he had seen with Ann Reece. Some of the others
might have observed him while he was unconscious, but only one had met him.
Cargill’s thought ended, and then he had no time for further
immediate speculation. The Shadow said no more. He came striding forward. The
foggy stuff that was his substance enveloped Cargill.
This time, there was no sense of transition. One instant he was
in the floater with Lela and the Shadow. The next moment he was sitting in a
chair, trying to blink away a blur over his vision. It cleared after several
seconds and he looked around him.-
He saw that he was in a chair at one end of a tastefully
furnished living room. On one wall was a clock that said "May 6, 9:24 p.m." To his left was an open door
through which he could see the edge of a bed.
The wall directly across from him was made of transparent glass
and beyond it, at the far end of another room, he
could see a girl sitting in a chair that seemed to be a replica of his own.
Just for a moment, Cargill had the feeling that all this was strange and then
he recognized the girl. He jerked erect with amazement.
It was the young woman who had tried to pretend that she was Marie
Chanette.
He was back in the room where he had first arrived into the 24th
century. And if the clock were right, then he was back to the evening of his
original arrival.
He had actually no doubt about it. The knowledge grew out of a
score of separate incidents that now drew together inside him to form the full
perception: He had returned to the time of his arrival from the DREAM ROOM,
from 1954.
Taking time to verify this idea, he trembled as he wrote a note to
the girl and held it up against the glass. The note read: How long have you
been here?
In answer, she wrote, About
three hours.
Even though he expected something like that, the reply tensed
Cargill. He told himself that he had to remember that she was capable of
playing a devious game, and equally capable of lying. Several times during the
past few months, he had considered this descendant of Marie Chanette, and her
willingness to have him murdered as a part of her therapy.
He stood, eyes narrowed, fingers pressed against the transparent
material that separated them, and stared at her. She also had been moved in
time, back to 1954, then returned here. It made her as
special as himself. It made it possible for him to ask himself: "What is
there about her? How was the rigidity of time bypassed?"
It was an old question now for him, but the answer must be right
here before his eyes, if only he could read the language in which it was
written: The language of time-space, of reality, of the energy field that made
up the complex of life. The language of eternity—perhaps. Cargill groaned
inwardly and, closing his eyes, tried to recall at what exact moments in his
own life there might have been manifestations which would now be meaningful.
The blackouts, of course. Those highly charged moments when he had actually
been transported through time. But they seemed unreachable, un-analyzable.
There was the time when he had been wounded. Tensely, he remembered the shock
as the bullet had struck him, the immediate numbness, and the sense of being
far away.
Partial death? Cargill wondered. Just for a moment the feeling had
come to him that his time had come. For many seconds, if there were such an
energy field as
he had conceived, the relationship between it and the
physical structure that was Morton Cargill had been disturbed. And then, he'd
realized that it was a minor injury. Almost immediately, the pain began, and
the odd feeling of far-awayness ended.
It seemed like a clue to the search in which he—of all the people
in the world needed most to
succeed. But it would have to wait. Distracted, he realized that this was not
the time. It was theoretically possible that one person could resolve the riddle
of the centuries in an hour. The decisive element would be the hypothesis with
which one approached the subject. It was as true as ever that if one could ask
the right questions, the right answers would be available. But at the moment he
had to devote his attention to the urgent matter of a second escape.
He found himself wondering about Lela. What had happened to her?
Or rather what would happen to her? He had to remember that what had
happened was several months in the future. Staggered,
he thought about some of the possible paradoxes.
The confusion that followed brought him out of his chair and sent
him on a frantic exploration of the apartment. It was all as he remembered it
and what was particularly important was that the bed looked as if he had previously
slept on it. He remembered the chair that he had smashed, and raced from the
bedroom back to the living room. He found the chair crumpled hi a corner where
he had tossed it. His picture of the limits of the paradox grew sharper. This
was the room after Ann-Reese had rescued him—not very long after, however.
Cargill began to sag. The pressure that was working on him was
different from anything he had ever experienced. Different even from the first
minutes of his initial arrival. There was a shattering implication here. If these
people didn't like what had happened in any time
period they could alter it. In one directed time-reversal they could cancel
what had displeased them and the next time, with pre-knowledge, could force
events to the pattern they desired.
It seemed clear that, after what he had done in trying to organize
a Planiac rebellion, Grannis wanted the Shadows to carry through with their
original purpose of murdering him. That would be the simplest way of nullifying
the past.
His captors, knowing nothing of his months with the floater folk,
could now proceed to kill him without ever suspecting that Grannis had plotted
against them. Cargill decided grimly, "I'll fix that. The moment they get
hi touch with me I'll tell the whole story."
He was planning his exact words when a voice said from behind him,
"Morton Cargill, it is my duty to prepare you for death."
The moment for action—and counteraction—had come. Cargill climbed
to his feet. Fighting his anxiety and speaking clearly he launched into his
account. He had time for half a dozen sentences and then the voice interrupted
him, not deliberately, not with any intent to break into what he was saying.
The interruption showed no awareness that he had said anything. Whoever was
talking had not heard his words.
The voice said, "Events are supremely convincing. I shall now
describe to you the complex problem with which you presented us when Marie
Chanette was killed in the twentieth century."
Cargill couldn't help it. He had to cut in. He said loudly,
"Just a minute. You've explained this to me before."
"Violence," the voice said, "affects not just one
individual but future generations as well."
Cargill shouted, "Listen to me. There's a plot—"
"It's like a stone," said the voice, "that is flung
furiously into a limitless sea. The ripples go on forever and wash up many a
strange flotsam on shores remote beyond imagination."
Cargill trembled with anger. "You stupid idiots!" he
yelled. "Surely you haven't put me in here without any chance of telling
you what's happened." But his very anger measured the extent of his own
belief that this was exactly what they had done.
Inexorably, the voice continued. And for the first time Cargill
realized that it was giving him information different from that of—months ago.
"Listen to the case," it said, "of Marie Chanette."
For better or worse he listened. His muscles tensed and his mind
jumped with impatience, but he listened. Gradually then, in spite of his own
purposes, he grew calmer and began to feel fascinated.
Much indeed had happened as the result of the death of Marie
Chanette. She died in a car accident and in pain. The pain ended with her death
but that was not the end. There was no normal end.
Marie Chanette was survived by a daughter who, at the time of her
mother's decease, was three years and two months of age, and by a husband from
whom she was not yet officially divorced. The fight for the possession of the
child had been bitter and on the death of her mother, little Julia Marie
reverted automatically to the care of her father, an insurance salesman.
At first he kept her hi a nursery school and had a neighboring
woman tend her after the school bus brought her home.
At first he spent occasional evenings with her. But he was a hard worker, and
evening calls on prospects were part of his routine. The enforced habit of not
having much to do with his daughter made it easy to forget all about her on
evenings when it was just a matter of going out with the gang for a good time.
He told himself that she was really getting a better upbringing than if her
mother had been alive and that he was "paying plenty" for her care.
When Julia Marie asked why she didn't have a "mummy" like the other
kids he decided in her own interests (so he informed himself) to tell her his
distorted version of the truth.
He discovered, however, that she already knew it. Some of the
other kids had heard garbled stories and had shrieked the words at her. These
tales were locked up tightly inside her heart. She grew up unstable,
blotchy-faced, easily upset, a bad-tempered, wilful
child —"just like your mother, blast you!" Chanette shouted at her
when he was drunk.
She never got over the tensions of her childhood, though she
turned out to be a good-looking girl and had a brief exciting spring between
the ages of 21 and 25. She married in 1973 a young man named Thompson, who was
not good enough for her. But she had too great a negation of self to aspire to
anything higher. In 1982 she gave him a boy child, a girl in 1984. She died in 1988,
ostensibly from a major hysterectomy but actually from an ultimate case of
overwrought nerves.
Thompson drifted along for a while at his job but now that the
intense, driving, frightening personality of his wife was no longer pushing him
he was quick to retreat from responsibility. He lacked the capacity to
appreciate the benefits he had accumulated in fifteen years of service with the
Atomotor Corporation. Just as he was about to be promoted to the kind of field
work which the firm's "Constitutional" psychologist had recommended
for him, he traded his atobout for a floater, gave up
his job, sold his house—and became a Planiac.
They called them that in those lazy glorious days just before the
turn of the twenty-first century. They were floaters, people who had no home
but a house in the sky. All day long they floated through the air anywhere
from a few thousand feet to a few miles up. At night they would come down
beside a stream and cast for fish. Or they would float down onto the ocean and
return to land with a catch which some cannery would be glad to buy. They
followed the crops. They were the new race of fruit pickers, harvesters and
casual laborers. They remained a day, a week, but seldom a month. They only
wanted a stake, enough money to live until tomorrow.
In 2010 A.D. it was
estimated that nineteen million people in the United States had become floaters
or Planiacs. The stay-at-home majority was shocked and economists predicted
disaster for the land unless something was done to bring the skyriding population
back to earth. When a hard-pressed Congress in 2012 tried to pass a law
restricting sky-riding to vacations only, it was too late. The voting power of
the Planiacs frightened the house majority, and thereafter the floaters—who had
themselves received a big scare—were a political force to be reckoned with.
The bitter feeling between the floaters and the grounders, already
intense, grew sharper and deadlier with the passing years. Everyone took sides.
Some who had been grounders bought floaters and joined the restless throngs in
the sky. Others, vaguely recognizing the danger and moved by some kind of moral
feeling, descended from the sky.
Among the latter was an oldster named William Thompson, his
grown-up son, Pinkey, and his daughter, Christina.
Pinkey Thompson never married and so he was merely an environment, a
ne'er-do-well anthropological "climate," an irritant on the slime of
time. He existed, therefore he influenced those with
whom he came in contact. Whatever he took into his cells before severing bodily
connection with his mother manifested indirectly. Many years were to pass
before psychologists proved that the tensions of men too could affect the
child. But Pinkey had no child.
When Christina Thompson, his sister, came out of the blue sky her
grandmother, Marie Chanette, had been dead sixty-one years. The emotional
ripples of her death had therefore already reached into another century. Her
mother's tense body had precipitated Christina into life in the eighth month of
her pregnancy. The seventh month would have been better. During the eighth
month certain growths occur in a child which should not be disturbed.
The process was disturbed in Christina. She was a quiet intense
little girl, given to sudden, unexpected tears and when she was younger was a
problem to her father and brother. She knew, in a casual fashion, about the way
her grandmother had died.
What she did not know was that the new psychology had already
established that people could be affected by events in the remote past of the
continuous protoplasm which had passed from mother through daughter since the
first cell divided in two. Christina reluctantly attached herself to a job
and, when she was twenty-eight, married the son of a former Planiac. The three
children that arrived in quick succession were demoralized by the endless
plans of their restless poverty-stricken parents to save so they could buy a
floater, so that they could forever abandon the hardships of ground life. Two
of the children dreamed with their parents but the second child, a girl,
reacted violently against what she came to consider her parents' shiftless
attitude. Their very talk made her uneasy and insecure.
Her opinions being discovered she became unpopular until she
learned to show false enthusiasm for the venture. She ran away when she was
eighteen, on the eve of the first trip in the hard-earned floater.
She had several jobs, then at twenty-one she became a clerk in a
small air-transport company. Small! It barely paid a living wage to the father
and son who owned it, hi addition to paying her salary. When she married Garry
Lane, the son, at twenty-two, it looked like a very poor match, even to her
desperate eyes. But it was a love match and, surprisingly, the business prospered.
It was not exactly surprising—the son had a personality. When he
made a contact it held. Business flew their way and soon they lived in a grand
house. They had two children, Betty and Jack. And what saddened the parents was
that both were highly disturbed individuals. Specially trained nurses were
hired, but they did not help as much as the parents hoped.
At twenty-four Betty Lane, having been advised that her
instability was not rooted in her own childhood, was directed by her personal
psychologist to go to the Inter-Time Society for Psychological Adjustment. She
went. An investigation was made and it was decided that the death of Marie
Chanette was responsible.
"—and that," said the voice from the air in front of
Cargill, "explains why you are here in this therapy room. Tomorrow morning
it will be necessary to kill you in order that the effects of Marie Chanette's
violent death can be nullified. That is all."
There was silence and it was evident that the speaker had
withdrawn.
For an hour Cargill paced the room, his temper steadily gathering
strength.-Incredibly the Shadows, despite their vaunted superiority, were going
to be destroyed by the schemes of one of their number. It served them right,
Cargill told himself in fury. Imagine setting up a situation whereby their
victims couldn't even talk to them—the silly, stupid fools!
In renewed rebellion against his fate, he again explored the
apartment. First the living room and then— As he
entered the bedroom, Ann Reece was just getting up from the floor. She saw him
and put a finger to her lips. "Ssssshh!" she said.
Cargill blinked at her with eyes that watered with relief. He
could have rushed over and hugged her. He had to restrain himself
from racing over to the elongated tube-like instrument which had brought her,
grabbing at it and shouting, "Let's get out of here!" He restrained
himself because it was up to her to show if she remembered a previous rescue.
She said, "This time let's not waste a moment. It's bad
enough having to come twice."
This time—twice!
That was all he wanted to know. Silently, sure of himself again, Cargill
grabbed at the tube. He blinked—and it must have happened as quickly as that.
He was standing on a dusty road and it was quite dark. A few feet
from him Ann Reece was bent over, making adjustments to the long tube-like
transport instrument She had evidently recovered more
quickly than he.
She looked up and said satirically, "Well, here we are,
starting all over again, Mr. Cargill."
Briefly her sarcastic tone blurred the implication of what she had
said. And then he thought shakily that somewhere around here, just about this
time of day and possibly on this very day, he had run off into the brush. At
this very moment, about a mile from here, Lela and her father were settling
down beside a lake, and in a few moments she would capture Morton Cargill
number one. He had an impulse to escape again and watch that other Morton
Cargill's capture. He shook his head, rejecting the desire. A man threatened
as he was had no time for side excursions.
Ann Reece lifted the transporter and said to somebody behind
Cargill, "All right, Lauer, you take this back to Grannis."
A young man stepped past Cargill. In the darkness it was almost
impossible to see him. He said sourly, "I don't see why we want to give it
back to him. We haven't got anything like this."
Ann Reece shoved the transporter into his hands, grabbed him by
the arm and led him along the road out of hearing. Cargill could see them only
vaguely. They were arguing furiously. Presently Lauer must have yielded for he
shouldered the instrument and trudged off. Ann came back to Cargill
.
"We wait here," she said, "and this time you'd
better not try to run off." She added to somebody in back of him,
'"If he makes a break spit him."
Cargill had heard the men behind him but he hadn't looked at them
and he didn't intend to. The quarrel between Lauer and Ann interested him. It
implied that some Tweeners at least were dissatisfied with Grannis. He wondered
idly if he might not be able to lay the groundwork for another revolution.
The minutes trickled by. In the nearby brush a nightbird
trilled, breaking the intense silence. Far away a coyote howled mournfully.
Cargill felt a sudden press of air against him as if a big bird had passed over
his head on silent wings. Beside him Ann Reece's flashlight blinked on. She
pointed it into the sky, waved it violently, then
turned to Cargill.
"In a few minutes," she said, "a volor will come
down here. Don't say a word, just get in and go to the rear away from the
pilots." She added in a low tone, "The air transport men are anxious
to get hold of you. They want to question you about the air fighting in the
twentieth century. But they can't have you till you've been trained."
Cargill, who had been an Infantry officer, maintained a discreet
silence.
"Sssshh," said Ann Reece
unnecessarily, "here they come."
The machine that settled down toward them over the trees was not a
floater. It had swept-back wings and a long metal body. It must have been made
of super-strong alloys for it crushed down among the trees that lined the
narrow roadside and snapped one bole with a casualness that was all the more
impressive by the roar with which the tree fell. There was a rush of wind and
then the plane slowed for the landing and poked a bright beam of light at them.
A side door opened. Cargill ran forward, aware of the young woman following
close behind. The entrance was higher than it had looked from a distance, and
he had to scramble to get inside. Slipping past a man in uniform, who was
coming forward, he fumbled his way along a dimly lighted aisle, and finally
sank into the seat farthest to the rear.
He heard Ann Reece say, "Help me up!"
The young man said something Cargill couldn't hear, but it had
ancient connotations.
Ann Reece snapped, "Let go of my hand. I can hold it myself,
thank you."
The officer laughed, then said, "Was
that the great man?"
Cargill heard no more. The machine moved, slowly at first, then
with a violence that left no doubt as to how different it was from the
slow-motion floaters which —as Cargill knew only too well—were practically helpless
at night.
It climbed steeply, like a plane rather than an airship. And its
speed after less than a minute was something to murmur about. He couldn't
remember ever having been in a machine that moved so fast. It gave him pause
and made his purpose seem less than possible. People who could build such
planes had an advanced mechanical culture, and they would not be easily controlled
by a man from the twentieth century. His partial success with the floater folk
must have gone to his head. He was setting himself against people who were actually planning an
attack against the mysterious Shadows.
The self-negation did not end until he suddenly remembered that
these people thought he was important. He could not fully reject their opinion.
The fact that they held it at all would give him contacts normally unavailable
to a person coming into a new environment.
He would learn what they thought. Minority groups would take his
presence into account. Plans might be altered on the basis of things that he
said.
It would be vital for him to become oriented to the entire Tweener
situation as quickly as possible, so that he could start to make sensible plans
of his own. The possibilities cheered him. He turned his attention back to the
flight itself. Somehow, he expected it to end momentarily, but the minutes
drifted by, and still the rapid flight continued.
He was aware that Ann Reece had seated herself several seats ahead
of him, but he had no impulse to join her. A whole hour went by, by his watch.
The city came suddenly out of the distance. Great bulbs of light
floated in the sky and glared down on the buildings below, vividly lighting tip
the scene. Ann Reece settled into the adjoining seat, but Cargill scarcely
noticed.
It was a city of skyscrapers that sparkled at him from the
distance with effervescent, changing lights. Seeming to be made of glass, the
buildings' translucent opalescence glowed softly. The first feeling of alienness passed. Cargill gazed at the city, excitement
quickening his pulse.
Beside him Ann Reece said quietly, "You're the first outsider
in twenty years to see the capital."
Cargill looked at her questioningly. "You mean no strangers
are allowed in Tweener territory?"
Ann Reece shook her head. "This is our capital city,"
she said. "It contains all the secrets of our people. We cannot afford to
take chances. For twenty years all new Tweeners, all Tweeners who have failed
in the Shadow tests, have been sent to other cities. No Shadow, not even
Grannis, has been permitted to enter in that time." "How can you stop
the Shadows?" Cargill asked. He was remembering the way Grannis had walked
unharmed through the fire of the spit gun that he had directed from Lela's and
his floater.
"They're not as invulnerable as they would like us to
believe," said Ann Reece, a grim note in her voice. "If you
concentrate enough fire on them they run as fast as any ordinary mortal. We've
discovered that." In the darkness inside the volor, she made a gesture he
didn't see. She added: "Anyway we don't permit them to enter our
territory. We are very strict about that. No one can enter the areas under our
control without permission, and everyone who does enter has to submit to a thorough
investigation."
"How much of this continent do you control?" Car-gill
asked.
"About one quarter."
Cargill nodded. He remembered how many times Lela had turned the
floater aside, and said, "That's Tweener territory. We don't go
there." He nodded again, half to himself. The floater folk must have
discovered through experience that Tweener territory was dangerous.
"And where's Shadow City?" he asked. "Oh, that's in
the Rockies. The city is an impregnable fortress, hewn out of the rocks of an
almost inaccessible mountain and protected by an energy screen. It's approachable
only by air."
They were over the Tweener capital now. Cargill had a glimpse of a
series of glittering shopping centers.
Gradually the streets below became more residential in nature. The
volor began to slant down. He saw that it headed toward a broad expanse of
lawn, which evidently belonged to an estate. In the distance he saw what
looked like stone fences. A large house stood well back among the trees.
Ann Reece said, "This is my home."
Cargill looked at her in surprise. Then he looked at the house and
whistled softly under his breath. He had taken it for granted that Ann Reece
was merely a minor agent, an unimportant cog in this affair.
Alighting from the volor, he looked again at the house. It was
spacious and beautiful. It was of stone and its walls rose in ever higher peaks
and spires until, like those of some dimly seen dream-castle, they faded from
sight in the high shadows. The windows were tall and pointed at the tops, and
the door huge and matching the windows hi design. Broad white steps led to the
house proper. Truly an estate, he thought with a quick intake of breath. Such a
house, he estimated, would have cost three or four hundred thousand dollars in
Los Angeles, 1954.
He climbed the steps wonderingly. It was evident that in this
environment he would indeed be moving in high Tweener circles. Ann Reece rang
the bell. There was a pause and then the door was opened by an elderly man.
The man said, "Welcome home, Miss Reece."
"Thank you, Granger," said Ann. She motioned Cargill to
go past her, and they walked silently along a brightly lighted corridor and
came presently to a room.
Cargill noted that it was large and well furnished. Directly
across from him were a series of French doors that led to a terrace. Without
hesitation he strode towards the doors and, trying one of them, was surprised
to find it open.
He had intended only to glance out, to gain a quickview
of his surroundings. What he saw snatched his attention. The city—seen for the
first tune from the ground. When Ann Reece and he had arrived at the house, the
volor had landed them almost at the door. There had been little chance to
observe the great globes of light that floated above the city. Seen from the
air, from the tremendously swift volor, the globes had appeared stationary.
Now he saw that they were moving steadily like the stars hi their courses. They
shed their light like miniature suns on the metropolis below and followed each
other in a great circular movement.
Wearily, Cargill turned away. As he walked slowly back into the
room, he realized how tired he was. It had been a long waking period, beginning
with the normal day with Lela, and then followed by the long tense night while
the floater was under siege. There had been periods of sharp fear, and periods
of hopelessness, and periods of rage—all of them exhausting. And that was only
the beginning. Back in the Shadow prison, he had for a sustained period faced
the prolonged anxiety induced by the threat of death for some fantastic
therapy. This was followed by more strain. The rescue by Ann Reece had brought
relief from one fear, but it had not brought an end to physical activity. And
so, for two hours more, there had been a further drain on his strength.
He saw that the girl was studying his face. She said after a
moment, matter-of-factly: "I'll have some food prepared for you. And then
you can go to bed. I imagine you can use it"
Cargill wasn't hungry, but it occurred to him that he hadn't eaten
for twenty-four hours, and maybe he'd better have something. Ann Reece was
turning away when Cargill remembered something. "I've been intending to
ask you," he said. "What happened to you after I escaped that first time?"
"I reported your escape to Grannis, naturally. About half an
hour later there was a time adjustment and I had to do the job again."
"Half—an—hour—later?" said
Cargill. He stared at her, more startled then he cared to admit. His picture
of the process of time manipulation had been vague. Suddenly he saw it as
something that was done to one individual. She hadn't lived those months. For
her the adjustment had taken place this very first night. Those who controlled
the time stream really had potent power over its flow.
It didn't seem to occur to Ann Reece to ask what had happened to
him. She moved to a door and disappeared.
Cargill was served a thick steak, medium rare, a baked potato and
for dessert a baked apple. He ate with a concentration and purpose that
reminded him of his first meal aboard the Bouvy floater. Thought of Lela made
him feel tense. And so, when he suddenly looked up and saw that Ann was sitting
back, watching him with amusement, it irritated him. She had changed her dress
while the meal was being prepared. The short skirt was gone and she wore a long
blue gown that matched the color of her eyes. It also made her look much
younger. She had a pert face on which she wore a faintly calculating
expression. Her lips were firm and well-shaped, and she carried herself with an
air of great assurance.
"What's all this about?" Cargill said. "What are
you going to train me for?"
Her expression changed. A set look came into her eyes and her lips
tightened. But her voice retained some of the humor of her earlier amusement.
She said, "You're the key figure. Without you there's no war."
"I'm sure I'm thrilled," said Cargill acridly.
"Does that make me a general?"
"Not exactly." She broke off, snapped: "We're sick
of the horrible world the Shadows have created for us." Her voice had lost
its lightness. It was hard with anger. She flared: "Imagine changing the
past, so that people will gradually become more civilized, get over their
neuroses, and all that nonsense. It's against reason, against—religion."
"Religion?" said Cargill, remembering his own speculations.
"Do you believe in the soul?"
"God is within everyone," she said.
Cargill had heard that one before. "People keep saying
that," he said, "but then they act as if they don't mean it. Let's
just assume for a moment that it's true."
"Of course it's true." She was impatient. "What do
you mean, assume?"
"I mean," said Cargill, "let's assume it as a
scientific fact."
She was silent. A wary expression came into her face. Cargill knew
that look. He had seen it in the eyes of the chaplain of his company, and in
the faces of other people whenever the subject of their belief was pressed too
hard.
"Scientific?" she said, and she made it a term of opprobrium.
Cargill laughed. He couldn't help it. Her house was filled with
"scientific" equipment. She had rescued him by the use of
scientifically developed mechanisms that impressed even him, who came from a
scientifically oriented world. But now he had applied the term to a forbidden
area of thought.
He ceased his laughter with an effort, and said soberly:
"I'm honestly beginning to believe that I'm the only person who really
thinks the soul might exist. My picture of it is perhaps a little more
wonderful than that of even those who give lip service to the word and to the
idea behind it. At first, I thought it might be an energy field in space-time,
but that doesn't quite take into account the vast age of the material
universe. The way I've been moved around makes time curiously unimportant as a
factor. It would be easy, on the basis of the-estimated age of the universe, to
make all religions look ridiculous, but that isn't what I want to do. I'm
guessing that all this smoke has a hot fire under it somewhere, but the
understanding we've had so far is just a superficial glimpse at the underlying
reality. What do you think of that?"
"I really don't care to discuss the matter, Mr.
Cargill." She was cold. "Your childish speculations are not exactly
an insult, since you do seem sincere; but they ignore a thousand years of
religious thought."
"You mean," said Cargill, "ten thousand years of
making the effort not to know, of belief enforced by just such an attitude—and
never a good look at what might actually be there. Well, I'll take the look
myself and I'll keep you in touch."
Ann Reece smiled grimly. "You won't have much time for
private speculations. You'll be too busy helping us change
our world."
Cargill studied her from under narrowed eyelids. The reminder that
he was to be used in their plans abruptly enraged him. "This world of
yours," he said, "does it include justice for individuals?"
Her lips were clenched into a thin line. "There's only one
way to change the world," she said slowly. "We've got to get rid of
the Shadows, and force the Planiacs out of the sky to a life of usefulness.
Once that happens, it won't be long before this planet is humming again with
industry and all that makes life worth living. Henceforth, justice will always
include hard work."
Cargill glanced deliberately around the luxuriously furnished
room. "For you, also?" he asked, softly.
She must have caught the implication, for she flushed.
She said, "Your idea that people who manage estates don't
work at it is just not so."
It was true, of course, in an important sense. But he felt too
basically hostile to her to be impressed by her vision. He said, "But
where do I fit into this? What is the training that I'm to be given?"
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Ann Reece relaxed. The amused look came back to her face. She said
with heavy irony, "One times one times one times one times zero equals a
million. That's the mathematics involved in your training. Anything else you
want to know?"
"Damn you!" said Cargill. He was on his feet, leaning
over the table toward her. "If you people expect any cooperation from me
you'd better start telling me the facts. Whose idea was it to use me in
whatever you plan to use me for in this Shadow City attack?"
"Grannis'."
That held him briefly. "How come," said Cargill finally,
"that you're all playing the game of a Shadow traitor?"
Ann Reece was cool. "We're not playing his game. He's playing
ours. He agrees with us. He thinks we have the answer to the problems of this
age."
"You fools!" Cargill was
scathing. "Why, you're just a bunch of babes in the wood—"
He stopped himself in alarm. Careful, he thought. This was no time
to reveal his knowledge that Grannis was playing on several sides. Slowly he
settled back into his chair. He stared at her unsmilingly. She said, "As
soon as you've finished eating I'll show you to your bedroom. You sound
tired." There was no doubt of the sarcasm in her voice.
After she had left him Cargill explored his bedroom. The walls
were done in shades of green, contrasting very effectively with a vividly white
bed and white furniture.
He was surprised when he looked out of the window, to see that the
room was on the second floor. Since he had climbed no stairs he guessed that
the house was built on the side of a hill. He mentally measured the distance to
the ground below, then frowned with irritation.
Twenty feet was a considerable drop even for a strong active man. Not that it
mattered. He doubted that he'd get far if he tried to escape through the window.
He realized his method of handling this situation must be on a much higher
level of action.
He turned back into the room and started to undress. He was tired
and he fell asleep almost immediately.
Even as he slept he became aware of a voice talking to him, urging
him to action. It said something about Shadow City and the necessity of
breaking down the Shadow pyramid. "Throw the switch," the voice commanded.
"And the signal for you to act is—is—"
It faded away. The sound and its echoes retreated into an abyss of
tune and space. He grew aware that Ann Reece and a man were in the room. The
man said: "Does that complete it?"
"That completes it," said Ann Reece. The two of them
went out.
Cargill waited for he knew not what. Whatever had happened didn't
feel complete inside him. He had the strange sensation that something basic at
the heart of his being had been disturbed. "It's because of the thoughts I've had about
reality," he decided. "Except for that—it would be complete."
A geometrical design drifted past his inner eye. It had black
areas in it; and there must have been grief emotion, for he felt suddenly
depressed. The interesting thing was that he knew what the design meant. It was
a fold in the time continuum. Even as he watched it, tensely, it altered almost
imperceptibly. Various lines, like threads of a fabric, seemed to fray, and he
had the uneasy feeling that something was being strained almost to breaking. It
remained poised in delicate and dangerous balance.
The picture in his mind's eye changed and became a scene. He
seemed to be on a hill overlooking a lake that glittered at him with
radioactive fluorescence. Except for the fiery blue lake, as far as he could
see to every horizon was desolation. Without knowing where the knowledge came
from, Cargill knew that the lake was a life-discard, dropped on the track of
tune countless billions of years earlier.
What was more interesting about his awareness was the distinct
conviction that the lake was an experiment which he had started personally, and
abandoned. The lake, thus casually treated, clung to its "life," and
had maintained itself for almost the full period of the existence of the
material universe. At the moment, it was in communication with another
life-discard on the planet of a remote star. The communication was a kind of
regeneration process whereby each furnished the other with energy elements
essential to survival. The intricate interrelationship had strong love
characteristics.
Cargill watched the lake briefly, tuned in on the telepathy, and
then—without effort—crossed, the void to where the other being existed. Here
were craggy mountains, a plantless, treeless horizon
of gray-brown soil;
and high on a mountain peak was a giant statue. The statue was a dead black in
color and had no resemblance to a human shape. And yet, Cargill knew, it was a
try at form, an attempt to achieve life on a higher level than the lake.
The idea of life that moved had not yet entered his thought. He
himself did not move, as movement. There was no space, except what he imagined,
and only the lake and the statue had time in them. It was a brilliant creative
process, as he had originally conceived it. By imagining space, by having a
high wave and low wave concept of space (thus setting up energy flows), by enforcing
an energy slow-down to the point where it took on the appearance of matter, he
deluded the lake and the statue into believing that they were something
and possessed something. Thereafter, they fought desperately to sustain
the illusion. It took up so much of their "energy" that they didn't
have "time" to examine any other reality.
The scene began to fade. He had a tendency to hold onto it, but he
realized the pictures were a chance contact with an ancient memory,
and important only in that a rigidity in his present beingness
had been overcome; it signified that for a moment he had been free. He
guessed, without having any detail, that there would be millions of scenes like
that. . . elsewhere.
He seemed to be back in the bed, and he was about to settle into a
warm comfortable sleep when the realization dawned: He was not yet complete.
The feeling of imbalance remained. He saw the geometric design again, and it
looked less dangerous—the threads seemed not so frayed, the fabric appeared
firmer. Except that it moved.
As he watched, it swayed and wavered as if it were being blindly,
fumblingly probed.
His first fleeting awareness of something more concrete was of
cool sheets and the clean, antiseptic smell of a hospital. He awakened as from
a deep sleep, but with a total awareness of physical well-being that was
startling. He lay motionless, with eyes closed, becoming aware of the
unfamiliar sensation—a joy of being alive, he thought. He felt delighted that
it could be so.
He knew without particularly thinking about it that this was not
the bedroom in Ann Reece's home. All that seemed far away, though not so far as
a few minutes before . . . with the lake. That had been truly remote. This
was—he couldn't decide.
He was puzzling over the different feeling that this had, when a
woman spoke. "How much longer?" she asked.
It was not the voice of Ann Reece; and that was—so it seemed at
first—what made him keep his eyes shut.
Footsteps sounded on a carpeted floor, and then a pleasant
baritone voice replied: "I'll call you when he wakes. After all, we took
advantage of an opportunity here. Everything had to be spontaneously done
without preliminary thought."
Her answer seemed pettish. "Shouldn't our control of time
have made it possible for us to do this better?"
The man remained respectful but firm. "We don't have control
beyond the second fold. The gap between our present era of 7301 a.d. and the twenty-fourth century is so
vast that—"
She cut him off. "I am familiar with these arguments. Notify
me the instant he recovers."
Cargill had the impression that she moved away, and he took the
opportunity to cautiously slit one eyelid open. He closed it again immediately,
but he had had a quick glimpse of a scantily arrayed woman pausing at a doorway
and looking back. He had a dimmer impression that she had a cape thrown back
over one shoulder. Evidently, she had paused
for an anti-climactic remark, for she spoke again:
"I feel uneasy about all this," she said, "as if everything
is somehow out of our control."
"Madam, this will continue to be true for some time to
come."
Cargill opened both his eyes slightly at that point, and
cautiously kept them open. He saw that the woman was dressed in a bra that
resembled what sometimes accompanied a bathing suit in the 1950's, and that
her dark blue shorts gave a similar impression of belonging to the beach, or at
least suggested that the climate was sub-tropical. She had an ankle-length cape
of metallic gold net flung over her right shoulder. Her dark hair shimmered
with a faint bluish light and framed a face with high cheekbones and deep-set
eyes. It was not a beautiful face but it was a distinctive, aristocratic one.
It implied race pride, family pride, pride of position.
Even as he looked at the woman, Cargill saw out of the corner of
one eye that a gray-haired man with a young face was watching him with a
guarded look that indicated consternation. Cargill somehow got the idea that he
should pretend unconsciousness until after the woman departed. He started to
sigh with resignation but caught himself in time and quietly closed his eyes.
The woman must have chosen that moment to leave the room, for when he peeped
again, she was in the act of walking through the open door. She did not look
back.
The man carefully closed the door and then came over to the side
of the high, hospital-type bed. Giving Cargill a long, searching look, he
seemed satisfied with what he saw, for he said with an understanding smile:
"I'm Lan Bruch"—he pronounced it "brooch"—"and I want
to assure you that you are in no danger. All your questions will be answered
soon." He adjusted the dials of a small box on the table beside the bed.
Instantly, Cargill's feeling of eager impatience was replaced by a
comfortable lethargy. He yawned and closed his eyes.
When he awakened the next time, the feeling of well-being seemed
even greater than the first time. With it came a tremendous urge for action; he
sprang straight over the foot of the bed, and landed in the center of the room
with all the poise and grace of an acrobat. The leap astonished him. He had had
the fleeting thought that he would like to do it, and the thought had been
instantly converted into motion.
He glanced down. He was naked and the tanned, smooth-muscled body
he saw was certainly not his. A tiled bathroom adjoined the bedroom. He strode
into it and studied the face in the mirror. At first, he decided it was not
his. And then, he couldn't be sure. He certainly seemed younger, more serene;
the countenance that stared back at him resembled those in certain touched-up
photographs he had had taken years before.
Cargill showered rapidly, not entirely displeased, and only
casually concerned about what had happened to him. He looked around presently
for shaving materials, but finding none suddenly knew that he didn't have to
shave, and also he had the odd sensation that he wouldn't even know how to
shave. That startled him again. But the man had said he would explain everything.
As Cargill emerged from the bathroom, Bruch came through the door
from the hallway. He carried a toga-like raiment which
he handed to Cargill, who examined it curiously. Then, since it was a simple
enough design, he slipped it on. An ornamented cord fastened neatly around the
waist, fitting the garment snugly against his skin. As he emerged from the
bathroom—where he had gone to dress—Cargill saw that Lan Bruch had seated
himself at a table near a window that had been curtained until this moment. It
had been so cunningly curtained, indeed, he hadn't even noticed. He strode to
the window in his flamboyant fashion, and felt immediately amazed. The window
was ablaze with sunlight, but all around were mountain peaks. Below a mass of
clouds he could vaguely make out the outlines of buildings.
From behind him, Bruch said: "Sit down. Have some breakfast.
Enjoy the view."
Cargill turned automatically. Magically, the table had opened up.
Steaming dishes were spread on its glittering surface. Two cups of what looked
like coffee were already poured. A pitcher of cream, sugar, familiar tableware
made the scene normal. Cargill seated himself, sniffed happily at the coffee,
and put in his normal complement of cream. Across the table from him, Bruch
said:
"Just in case you're wondering, that's not Shadow City out
there. It's Merlic, the capital city of Merlica. The year is 7301. You were
brought here because we need your help and cooperation. As soon as you understand
the situation you will be returned to the Tweener capital, and events will
proceed as before, except that we hope you will understand that it is
absolutely vital that the Tweeners be victorious over the Shadows." "
He held up his hand, as Cargill made to interrupt. "Wait! Let
me give you the facts in my own way. What the Shadows started in the
twenty-second or twenty-third century had more
implications than they realized. A civilization which would not normally have
existed came into partial existence as a result of their work, and it has never
quite become real. See that city down there—" He motioned at the mist
below—"It's not really there yet. If you were to go down into it, you
would find yourself coming presently to what is literally the edge of the
world.
"You, being more real than I, would probably be disturbed by
it. I accept my tentative existence but I am very determined to make it real.
You may ask, how can such a thing be? To begin with, I
won't go into all the laws governing time. They're very complex, and to understand
them would require a long period of conditioning—"
Cargill silently disagreed. Whatever its value, his experience
with the lake and the statue had given him an understanding of time that was
not complex at all. You gave life-energy something to hold onto, and as soon as
it started to cling and maintain and hold, there was time. Time was havingness. In handing the material universe
the life-energy to hold onto, time had literally been created in the process.
He didn't have to imagine how rigid that holding could be. He had lived it.
Lan Bruch was continuing: "We have a fairly solid pattern of
existence up to about the Shadow-Tweener war. At that point we have a fold, or
a fault, or a flaw in the time-space continuum; and if anything goes on after
that, we can't make contact with it. Captain, we've got to make Merlica real,
and so establish a solid reality for this planet from the twenty-fourth century
up to present time. This can only be done if the Tweeners win the war."
Cargill glanced again out of the window at the clouds and the
mountain peaks and the vaguely visible city. He shook his head, wonderingly,
thinking: "They evidently haven't anything to hold onto as yet."
Aloud, he said: "Just what do I have to do to insure the Tweener
victory?"
An amazing thing happened. He could see Lan Bruch's lips move, as
the man replied. But he heard no sound. He leaned forward, straining. But the
scene itself was fading. The table, and Bruch himself, and the room seemed to
turn into mist that wavered and twisted—and darkened. In a flash, then, all was
gone. .
He was back in a bed. Only this time he knew it was the bed at Ann
Reece's home. Cargill awakened with a start, and simultaneously realized three
things: It was broad daylight; it was the bedroom in the Tweener Capital,
and a voice was saying from the air just above his head: "The signal for
you to act will be the phrase: 'Visit us some time.' "
He felt briefly confused. Had all this been a dream, a
fantasy-derivative of the hypnotic device that had been used against him by Ann
Reece? As he dressed, he considered what had seemed to happen. The Merlica
incident had been most disturbing. He recalled uneasily his first feeling that
it was not really his face or his body. "I wasn't in that future," he
thought. "Somebody was trying to sell me on a false notion."
The reality of Merlica and of the radioactive lake and of the
huge, black statue seemed suddenly less believable. Cargill grinned ruefully.
When a man started to think about what the human soul might really be like, he
could certainly conjure up some fanciful stuff. And yet—
And yet, he found himself reluctant to abandon entirely the idea
that briefly he had broken through the illusion of material things and looked
on scenes as strange as anything ever conceived by the mind of man. He
remembered the old human idea that God was in everyone; and he wondered:
"Viewing the lake and the statue, was I a part of God?" It hadn't
quite seemed that way. He had had a purpose in creating those two life-forms,
but that purpose had been there from some immensely earlier "time."
It was almost as if he had been given a mission to accomplish, with carte
blanche powers. Around the mission there was an indefinable sense of deadly
urgency.
His speculations ended as a knock sounded. Cargill opened the
door. Granger, the butler, stood there. He said formally: "Miss Reece
wishes me to inform you that breakfast will be served in ten minutes."
Cargill entered the breakfast room, scowling with the memory of
the hypnotic device that had been used against him by Ann Reece and some man.
He found the girl in a filmy white dress already seated at the table. He began
irritably: "You don't think that kind of hypnotism is going to work on
me."
She was smugly triumphant. "It's not exactly hypnosis,"
she said. "The electronic tube used works on the principle I mentioned
last night, where one tunes one etcetera equals a million or a billion, or
whatever it's set for—in this case a million. When that tube was turned on last
night it established a pattern in your brain that only another tube set
differently could eradicate."
She shrugged. "So you're trained. You can no longer
communicate in any way to anybody the knowledge you have of the plan. And when
you hear the cue your legs will carry you to the pyramid power house. Your
hands will throw the switch. And you'll do all this exactly at twelve o'clock
noon or midnight, Shadow City time—whichever comes next—after you've been given
the signal."
"Just a minute," said Cargill. He had been listening
with a strained sense of unreality. Now abruptly he tried to snatch a shred of
victory from the implacable fact.
"What day," he asked grimly, "will this
happen?"
She was calm. "I don't think a date was set. I believe the
pattern was established in your mind that would leave that flexible. Anyway, I
was not given the information, the reason being that somehow you might force
it out of me. You'll find out—when it happens." She broke off.
"Better finish your breakfast. There'll be an air force floater here to
pick you up in half an hour." Cargill had forgotten about the air force,
and he was impressed. These people seemed determined. Things were moving fast.
13
There must be something he could say or do to make sure that
things happened right for himself, Cargill thought as
he stood among the volor pilots later that morning. It was obvious the attack
couldn't take place for at least two months. That much he knew. He had lived
slightly over two months with Lela Bouvy and had listened to a Shadow City
radio-TV station right up to the last.
Just for a moment, with Ann Reece, he had forgotten that. He'd
never forget it again. He was living a time-paradox existence and for all he
knew the paradox was even more intricate than he could hope to guess or
imagine. But he'd have to make sure that there was delay. He'd have to force this
situation to his will.
Warily he looked around him. The day was perfect. It was good to
be alive and standing on this verdantly green hillside. The fleecy white of the
small cumulus clouds that floated lazily in the higher vault of the sky only
served to emphasize its blueness. An occasional breeze rustled through the
leaves of the trees and puffed against his cheeks, bringing the smell of
growing things. In the distance he could see the slow yellow water of a broad
river. The flats that spread between him and that wide expanse of water were
covered with clumps of swamp willow and a kind of coarse stiff grass whose tall
serrated blades looked sharp and forbidding even at this distance.
Cargill wondered if he were looking down on the Mississippi River.
The possibility excited him. He pictured himself standing here hi the
twenty-fourth century, looking down at the great river,
its muddy, sluggish water so little changed after all these centuries.
From somewhere hi the rear of the group of pilots a man said curtly,
"I still don't approve of this man Cargill being
here as an adviser. It's a Shadow trick of some kind."
Cargill turned stiffly and saw that the speaker was an
intense-looking young man with dark brown eyes and a hawk-like nose. The
officer, a full-fledged pilot, reminded him of Lauer. There was the same hard
questioning tone, the same rebelliousness against the decisions of those
higher hi authority.
An older officer, who had been introduced to Cargill as Flight
Commander Greer, said in a tone of mild reproof, "Withrow, the presence of
Captain Cargill makes all our plans possible. Besides, he's here. We're
committed. My own opinion is that if we learn even a little from him about air tactics and strategy of World War
Two and after we'll be amply repaid in lives saved."
"And I," said Cargill, "will try to assure that I
also survive the attack." It was a point he intended to keep driving
home—that he had a stake now in their success.
There, was no time for Withrow to comment. Dark specks appeared
among the fleecy clouds. Almost instantly, the sky was full of volors. They
came in over the river, low and in close formation. Even as Cargill watched the
rushing machines he was aware that the group of officers were
watching him. They expected a reaction. The question was,
what should his response be?
He strained to recall the thousands of planes that he had seen in
action, the scores of times he had stood on the battered soil of Korea and
watched allied and enemy planes maneuver for the kill.
The volors whistled by a few hundred feet above the ground. He
judged their speed to be as great as that of a jet plane. With a hiss of
tortured air the volors plunged past. Cargill turned to follow their flight but
they were already gone into the glare of the sun in the eastern sky—and the
time had undoubtedly come for him to say something.
He began to ask questions. "Just what is the nature of the
assault you're planning? Will you attack in flight formation or is it going to
be individual ships diving down?"
Withrow said coldly, "Their protective pyramid of energy goes
down and we dive in."
"We plan to attack without regard for danger," said
Commander Greer.
Cargill was silent. He knew that kind of attitude, and it was
basically sound except for one thing. He said, "I'd like to see this from
the other side before I tell you my ideas." He pointed. "From up
there. Can we go up?"
He sat presently in the co-pilot's chair in the control room and
watched the volor climb. The machine rocketed upward like a shooting star.
Cargill was squeezed back into his seat. The blood seemed to drain from his
body. And then he felt the ship leveling off, and he saw the earth flow by
below. Cargill finally turned to the men who were crowded into a series of
small seats in the control room. He said to Commander Greer, "How many
weapons do you have aboard?"
The officer leaned forward and indicated a trigger device in front of the
pilot. "From here," he said, "you can see everything below us.
You just have to make these hair lines balance on the target, then press the
trigger. The billion-tube goes into action."
Cargill nodded, unhappily. One times one times one times one times
zero equalled a billion with this tube, the power of which could be varied at
will. He had learned some trick mathematics at college, where one times one
equalled one and a half and one plus one equalled three. But this was a
million, billion, quadrillion times different. Here was the power source of
this era: a variable tube. From what he had seen and heard he gathered that it
provided an energy flow of a non-electric nature.
He stopped his thoughts. They had turned and were rushing back
toward the city. They crossed the river like a shot from a gun. The city
blurred by beneath them, then they were catapulting
above a tremendous forest. A second city bunked by below, came into sight again
at the volor and its companions made a U-turn in perfect formation, and then
the city was lost to sight in the distant haze. The speed of the volors was
colossal. Cargill had a singing feeling of wonder at their rate of travel.
Before he could speak again the capital showed ahead and they were
diving. The ground rushed up to meet them. He saw the firing fields ahead. The
pilot gripped the firing device and pressed the trigger gently. Flame rolled up
from below, a colossal sheet of it. Cargill strained to look back through the
transparent floor. He had a brief glimpse of a raging inferno, then that was
gone behind them.
From the back of the control room the satirical voice of Withrow
said, "Well, Captain Cargill, what advice can you offer us?"
The man sounded arrogant. His tone indicated that he at least took it for
granted that the Tweener air force was perfect as it was. Clearly he would
attach no value to any minor suggestions made by a man from the remote dark
ages of the twentieth century. Cargill drew a deep breath and accepted the
challenge.
He said, "The fighting' standards of this air force are too
low. Any appreciable resistance would, in my opinion, shatter the attack. And
unquestionably there will be resistance. Certain comments I have heard seem to
indicate the belief that the Shadows will be overwhelmed in the first minutes
of the attack. Such a notion strikes me as utterly fantastic." He did not
look directly at any of the pilots individually, as he coolly went on.
He described how in his experience entire divisions had been
withdrawn from battle because the men had been trained by officers who did not
know how to put fighting spirit into their soldiers: "Such
divisions," he explained, "can be massacred by resistance forces that
would normally not even be able to slow down a fighting division."
He continued hi an inexorable tone, "The shock to the nervous
system of a man under fire for the first time has to be experienced to be understood.
On the ground the method used was to land him on an enemy beach or otherwise
commit him to battle—and then to depend on his- training to carry him through.
Those who survive a series of such engagements-become seasoned veterans, all
this providing they have been handled well by their officers. In the air force,
bombers made their bomb runs and then headed for home. In this way the crews
were under heavy fire for only a few minutes at a tune and so those that
survived became enormously cunning and skillful."
He dared to pause at that moment and take a lightning glance at
the faces of the officers. It was a long time since he had seen so many white faces. He pressed on
quickly.
"As for specific suggestions for the volors, here's my
picture. You've got to have weapons in the rear, so that you can fire at the
target coming and going. In addition, I think you should have fighter
protection for the volors that actually attack the target. And any attack
should be in broken formation from all sides, unevenly and without pattern.
Practice that." He broke off. "As for the pilots, let me give them
lectures during the next few weeks and accustom them to the idea that they may
have to endure fire for hours." He shrugged. "And now I'll have to
think over any further points. Let's go down."
The landing was smooth as glass. They drew up before a huge,
streamlined building. Absently, as he talked to Greer, Cargill watched Withrow
walk over to a group of officers under an alcove. When he looked again a minute
later the group seemed to be in earnest conversation. Presently one of the men
sauntered over and Cargill recognized the officer who that morning had ferried
him from Ann Reece's home to the airfield— a man named Nallen.
The man said casually, "Whenever Captain Cargill is ready,
I'll take him home."
Commander Greer held out his hand. "We'll be seeing you
again, Captain. Your recommendations shocked me but I can already see what you
mean."
Cargill accepted the proffered handshake, but his thoughts were on
Nallen and Withrow. They were obviously members of a separate group. He was
determined to discover their purpose.
A few minutes later he was hi a floater, heading out over the
city. He had not long to wait. Withrow stepped out of the control room,
followed by two other officers. He sank into the seat across the aisle from
Cargill. There was a faint ironic smile on his face.
"Captain," he said, "I have to make an apology to
you. I put on an arrogant front in order to conceal my true intentions. I
represent a group which is opposed to the Shadow war. It is our opinion that
you cannot be violently in favor of the attack. Accordingly, we want to ask
your advice and to offer you some in turn. You must try to win Miss Reece to
your point of view. Grannis tells us the best method would be for you to try to
make love to her—"
"Grannis!" Cargill echoed.
He sat blankly, letting the shock waves subside. But, he thought
finally, with an almost owlish seriousness, that didn't make sense. Grannis was
the Shadow behind these murderous schemes. Why should he advise—
He found himself stiffening. It was possible that there was no
hope here. The deadly thing in all this was that if Grannis didn't like any
particular development he could use his control of time to nullify it. ... To
hell with that, Cargill decided grimly. He'd fight this thing with every tool
at his disposal. Here, in Withrow and his group, was possibly such a tool. He
said curtly: "Just what kind of organization do you have?"
He listened thoughtfully as Withrow gave him a description of a
loose-knit body of men, mostly business people and middle-aged officers, who
met hi each other's homes, and more or less openly discussed their opposition
to the developing war. It struck Cargill finally that the very openness of it
must be a protection. Evidently, the opposition was known, but was probably
discounted by those hi power, probably because of the very openness of the
talk. It was likely, too, that the government people were so inept that they
didn't recognize a rebellion when they saw it.
When Withrow had finished, Cargill said: "How many people have you got? I'd like
an estimate." "About sixty thousand."
The figure was unexpectedly large, and Cargill whistled softly to
himself. He said slowly: "We'll have to change the set-up of the
organization somewhat. Too many people know, each other, and besides there's
not enough certainty that they will act hi a crisis." He described the
cell system used by the Communists in the twentieth century, where only six
individuals knew each other, except for the leader who had contacts with the
leaders of other groups.
Cargill explained: "I hate to unload a thing like that on
you, but it conquered half the world in my time, and I must admit I acquired
some respect for the methods used, though I had none for the murderous ethics
behind the original use of it. What makes this use of it worthwhile is that
it's an attempt to stop war, not start one."
He went on, crisply: "Each cell, or group of cells, should be
assigned certain projects. Estimate how many it will take, and start them to
planning exactly what each group of cells, each cell group, and what each
individual in the group will do when the signal is given. As I've said, back in
the twentieth century, we had an opportunity to watch the forcible transfer of
governmental control many, many times.
"So make a list of all the people who are likely to be
troublesome, or who could be rallying points for the opposition. At a
predetermined moment, you place them all under arrest, take control of the
centers of communication, and start issuing orders. Get the important military
leaders on our side—if you can. When there's doubt of the outcome, a leader
with a large force at his disposal can sway the balance."
There were further questions from Withrow, but they mostly involved repetition
of what Cargill had already said. During the final few minutes of the flight,
Cargill was silent. He thought of his dream of Merlic, the mountain city of
7301 A.D. "I'm certainly
going against what they wanted," he acknowledged. "If the Tweeners
have to win this war in order to make Merlica real, then by stopping the war,
I'm deliberately destroying their chances."
It all seemed fantastic and far away, somehow invalidating all
his thinking about the life-force. And yet, he felt doggedly convinced that his
evaluation of what had "happened" in Merlic was correct. If the
meeting between Bruch and himself had occurred in some weird fashion, then the
plan Bruch had advanced was a trick that somebody was trying to play on him.
Who the somebody might be, he had no idea; and indeed
it seemed incredible when he thought of it in that way.
Who, or what, in the entire universe would be in a position to
play such a trick on him? On the other hand, if it were all fantasy, then his
plan to stop this oncoming Tweener-Shadow war—before he was compelled to
disengage the pyramid switch—was the soundest, sanest thing he could do. The
future would have to look after itself, as it had been doing for a long time
now.
In spite of his doubts about the reality of what had already
occurred, Cargill felt himself unwilling to give up
the thoughts he had had about the possible nature of the human spirit. More
than that, he had some memories from his "dream" that he wanted to
consider as soon as he had a few hours to spare. What he had pictured about
space-time in that dream made a curious sense indeed. The mere possibility that
the material universe had existed for several million million years invalidated
all ideas of the origin of life-force. By implication, all these ideas were
based on a few thousand years of history. The enormous age of the continuum
could not be ignored. It was obvious that the life-force must have come up
from its far beginnings in a direct line of development.
If there were such an aliveness as the
thing that men had called a soul, it was as old as the aliveness called God.
And different, as a bright light is different from darkness, from the pictures
of it that the minds of men had conjured hi the dark, ignorant ages of human
progression.
In the "dream" state, Cargill remembered tensely, he had
perceived things that, when he thought of them now, pointed towards the
possibility that he might be able to repeat the experience he had already had.
On the basis of that memory, there were things he could do to make himself more
aware. As soon as he had tune, he would make another great effort.
He could not escape the feeling that further action along that
line would be as vital as anything else he was doing.
Beside him, Withrow said: "Here we are."
As the machine came in for a landing, Cargill remembered about
Ann Reece. "I'll woo the young lady," he said, laughing. "I
don't think there will be any result, though it may distract her attention from
other things."
But it was a week before he even saw her again. And then,
annoyingly, she chose an evening to be home when Withrow and he had a
rendezvous in the terrace garden.
Night. It was time for him to meet Withrow. The trouble was, it
seemed to the irritated Cargill, Ann Reece showed no
inclination to leave the living room. He watched her from his chair as she
paced the floor. She stopped suddenly and stared at him with narrowed eyes.
"In spite of all my efforts these last few days," she
said, "you've done it." Her tone was accusing. "You've put off
the attack at least a month, possibly longer," she said. "I tried to
convince them it was a trick on your part but Commander Greer swore that your
criticism showed a grave weakness in our attack tactics. The leaders have
accepted that."
She came close to him and there was no hint of the satirical
lightness of manner which he had come to expect of her. "Captain
Cargill," she said grimly, "you're playing this game altogether too
well to suit our group. We've decided to accept the delay this time but—"
She stopped. Her rather full lips were drawn into a menacing smile.
Cargill studied her, fascinated. In spite of his will to get her
out of the way, the very depth of her determination caught his interest. He
said slowly, "What puzzles me is that a young woman as good looking as you
should be a conspirator in man's game of war."
The words were seriously spoken. Not until he had uttered them did
he realize they could be an opening wedge for the lovemaking Grannis had
suggested; A secondary possibility appeared. He stood
up. "Where I come from," he said, "a girl had a pretty
clear idea that a man in uniform who whistled at her didn't want to talk about
the ideals he was fighting for."
The remark must have been unexpected, its import far from her
thoughts. She gave him a startled look and then a frown creased her forehead.
She said curtly, "Stay away from me."
Cargill walked slowly toward her. It seemed to him Grannis had
definitely misread this cold young woman, but more sharply now he saw in her
visible perturbation the solution to that secondary problem of his. "You
must," he said, "have grown up under very curious circumstances. It's
unusual to see a woman of your courage so afraid of herself."
She stopped backing away. Her voice showed that his words had
struck deep. She said too sharply, "Our group has a single purpose, to
destroy the Shadows. When that is accomplished there will be time enough to
think of marrying and having children."
Cargill paused five feet from her. "I can tell you right
now," he said, "you've got the wrong slant
about what goes on during a war. The birth rate goes up, not down. Every
hospital is filled with women carrying out some man's desperate determination
to survive the war if only by proxy."
"We shall marry the survivors," said Ann Reece calmly.
"It would be silly for a girl, particularly one in poor circumstances, to
burden herself with a dead man's child."
Cargill said drily, "When I lecture
to the volor pilots I'll be happy to tell them the girls feel a civilian is the
best bet for a husband."
"I didn't say that. I said—"
Cargill cut her off. He was not going to get anywhere with this
girl and therefore the sooner he put her to flight the better. "And
what," he asked, "about the man to whom you've so casually assigned
the job of disengaging the pyramid switch in the heart of Shadow City? Do you
mean to tell me he's not even going to get a kiss from a pretty girl?"
He stepped forward and tried to take her in his arms. She evaded
him and retreated to the door. Laughing, careful not to move so fast that he
would actually catch her, Cargill followed. For one moment Ann Reece hesitated
and then, her face scarlet with anger, she fled precipitantly
along the corridor and up the broad stairs. He heard the door of her bedroom
suite slam shut.
His amusement faded quickly. Cool and intent, Car-gill hurried
across to the French windows and out into the darkness. A minute later he was
talking to Withrow, learning what he had half-expected—that it would require at
least a month to set up the underground organization on the cell basis. The
first week had shown the general speed of development that could be expected.
Cargill's final comment was, "The important thing is that if anything goes
wrong, individuals may suffer, but the organization itself will remain
intact." They separated on that note.
Later, on his way to his bedroom, he paused on impulse and knocked
on Ann Reece's door. "May I come in?" he called.
There was silence and then an outraged answer. "Don't you
dare even try the door."
Cargill twisted the knob noisily. The door was locked. He went on,
smiling to himself, feeling quite without shame or guilt. He believed firmly with ninety
percent of all the soldiers he had ever met that during war time every woman
was a possible conquest—and how else could you find out her attitude unless you
pursued her?
Having started to pursue Ann Reece, he intended to continue.
Though after he reached his room his thoughts drifted elsewhere. He lay in bed
recalling the time he had been wounded in Korea and had experienced that sense
of far awayness. "I've got to get the exact feeling," he
thought.
Presently it came to him. Moment after moment, he went through the
experience, first moving through it chronologically, then in reverse. Each time
he sought to pinpoint the moment when the shift from life to almost death had
taken place. He noticed within himself a rising sense of excitement, an
expectancy, a developing conviction that something was about to happen.
Abruptly, there was an electrifying sensation all over his body.
In the distance, he saw a golden ball spinning in space. It was so beautiful,
he tried to close his eyes and look away. He couldn't. It was beauty incarnate.
As he watched, he noticed that the ball emitted sparks as it spun.
The sparks rushed off into space and took on spiral shapes. Now he noticed that
the golden ball was made up of countless similar shapes which were part of itself.
"Why," he thought wonderingly, "it contains the
entire physical universe. It is the universe."
Something black swirled between him and the golden thing, hiding
it, blotting it out. And he knew who the enemy was—blackness, nothingness.
He felt an abrupt, unreasoning terror, a deadly panic. There was a
blank, terrible urgency about the battle that was going on out there—here.
The life-phase of the struggle was almost lost. Everyone connected
with the gigantic conflict would go down in the disaster. Much had been
expected from life-force, but it was turning out to be suppressive, unthinking—
not creative. So low had the spirit sunk that even death did not bring
awareness of identity. For long now, this same spirit had been caught in
stereotyped life-traps; it no longer even suspected defeat. As things stood,
any new major disaster could bring about final destruction. . . .
Cargill grew slowly conscious of returning from a fantastic
experience. He looked around the bedroom in Ann Reece's residence and wondered
how wild a man's thoughts could become. "I'm going to have to stop
this," he thought shakily. "A few more nightmares like that, and I'll
begin to believe that the fate of the universe depends on this Tweener-Shadow
fight."
He was certainly getting results of a sort—he had to admit that.
Whatever these strange dreams meant, they were phenomena; and, what was
more important, he could apparently produce the weird manifestations at will.
Two successes out of two attempts was not conclusive,
but he had thought things, or rather, known things during the
experiences that suggested entirely untouched trails of perception.
There were thoughts about how space was drawn out of matter;
thoughts about creation and destruction; orderly methods for tearing away the
illusion that was the material universe; thoughts about the type of energy
flows that had dealt with illusion and beauty.
Beauty? Cargill remembered
the glorious golden ball, and tensed. At the time, it had seemed the ultimate
life-beginning, but it wasn't. He felt completely convinced of that, because
beauty focused. Beauty was the light that kept the moth of life fluttering
hopefully. It drew all attention, was the final goal of all endeavor. The far
gleam of the beautiful kept a man straining all his life; and when somehow everything he
grasped to him did not hold the radiance he had seen, he grew sad and sickly;
and presently one of two things happened: The sadness either transformed into
the apathy of death, or into the ecstatic apathy of another far-seen gleam of
beauty—life after death.
Beauty would be but one aspect of Prime Thought. Prime Thought
would be but one aspect of—what?
Cargill slept restlessly. He kept wakening with the memory of a
golden ball so beautiful that twice he caught himself sobbing with excitement.
Deliberately, he told himself to stop being a fool. After all, he'd need all
the sleep he could get. It seemed to him finally that he had barely closed his
eyes when Granger knocked on the door with the advice that: "Commander
Greer called, sir, and a ship will be here to pick you up in an hour."
There was no sign of Ann at breakfast, which reminded him that he
had decided to pursue her. The trouble was that she evidently avoided him.
During the days that followed he caught only fleeting glimpses of her. As he
entered a room, she left it. Several tunes, she was leaving the house just as
he was returning from a weary day. Every night, without fail, he tried her
door. It was always locked, and only occasionally could he be sure that she was
inside.
A month went by. And still the secret organization was not of
satisfactory size. The trouble, according to Withrow, was that men known to be
opposed to the war adjusted slowly to the concept that a government could be
seized from within. It was apparently a brand new idea in this remote age.
For six weeks the air force kept Cargill busy. He was flown to
distant stations to give his lectures and was able to form his first estimate
of the size of the Tweenerland—the Tweeners called it
America. This presumption, considering their small numbers, did much to
indicate their lack of perspective.
The new civilization was bounded on the west by the foothills of
the Rockies, on the north by what Cargill guessed to be about the southern
border of Montana, in the east by a line curving southwest from the lower tip
of Lake Michigan, and in the south by northern Texas. Although it was a
tremendous area for three million people to control, there was no doubt of this
control.
Cargill could imagine that eventually they would extend their
domination over the entire continent. He learned that far-sighted Tweeners were
already filing claims to vast acreage. He remembered the landless millions of
the twentieth century, and it struck him that already the errors of the past
were being repeated. "If I get out of this business alive," he told
himself, "I'll try to put a stop to that."
Wherever he looked he saw things he was better able to evaluate
because of having witnessed end-results in his own age. A score of times he
mentally filed away the notation, "I'll have to do something about that—
later."
With each day that passed he convinced himself more completely
that with his automatic knowledge he could be of enormous value to the people
of this advanced age. It stiffened his will power. He walked straighter and
with a firmer stride. He felt an alertness within himself,
a will to action that also had behind it an enormous instinctive caution. He
used words as if they were tools, perpetually aware of the possible danger that
might at any moment confront him.
This caution was proved sound one evening when he entered Ann
Reece's house. He was walking along the carpeted hallway toward the living
room, when he heard a man's emotional voice say, "I intend to kill you
both the moment he comes."
Cargill stopped as Ann shakily replied, "You're mad. You'll
hang for this."
"Shut up!" The voice was intense. "I know you. You
started all this. You're the one that's associated with the Shadow, Grannis. I
heard all about how he came to you a year ago and you've been his echo ever
since."
"I did not start it." Her answer was in a firmer tone.
"The volors were already built, the plans made, when Grannis got in touch
with me. I reported it to the government and I've been the contact with him
ever since."
"That's what I said." The man sounded tremendously
satisfied. "You're the contact. With you and this new fellow dead, that'll
stop the whole rotten business."
Cargill heard no more. He was racing back toward the front door.
He guessed that the would-be assassin had come in through the garden and was
probably facing into the living room, watching the other entrances. Cargill
slipped out of the door, went around the house, through the gate and—stealthily
now, though still swiftly—moved across the terrace. One of the French windows
was open. He crept up beside it, partly sheltered by the wooden frames. There
he paused to determine the situation inside.
The intruder was saying in a high-pitched tone, "My folks
were Planiacs. They took the Shadow training and failed. But they came here and
I was born into a good home. I had civilized upbringing, a decent education. I
married a wonderful girl and I've got two fine kids. The Shadows made that
possible." His voice lifted even higher. "You and those murderous
scoundrels who planned the attack hate the Shadows because you all failed. Now
you're trying to force the rest of us to your rotten notions. You want to
destroy what you aren't smart enough to win."
Cargill saw the man, a powerful-looking individual. His back was
to the terrace, and a spitter was barely visible in his fingers. It pointed in the general direction
of the girl.
Ann Reece said scathingly, "You ought to be ashamed of
yourself, a big man like you acting like a cowardly child. Have you thought of
what's going to happen to your wife and children if you do anything foolish
now?" Her voice was calm and forceful. She sounded as if she had got all
her courage back. She said, "I'm going to give you one chance. Leave now
and I won't report this. Quick, make up your mind."
"I'll show you what mind I'm going to make up," the man
said violently. He waved the spitter menacingly. "In just about one
second—"
He must have heard a sound or noticed a change of expression on
Ann Reece's face for he started to turn. In that unbalanced position he was
caught by Cargill's tackle. The big man went down heavily but firmly. Swiftly,
brutally, Cargill plunged on top of him, aware that Ann Reece had snatched the
spitter.
"Get away from him," she yelled at Cargill. "I'll
spit him."
The stranger was also yelling. ."Help!" he called.
"Manot! Gregory!"
There was a sound. "All right," said a cold voice from
the door. "Ann, put down that gun. Cargill, get up."
Cargill hesitated and then, tense with the new danger, climbed to
his feet. He was puzzled. The situation somehow seemed wrong. He turned slowly
and saw the two men in the uniforms of volor pilots. The man who had spoken
returned his gaze steadily.
"Just testing, Captain, just testing," he said.
"We've had reports about some kind of underground scheme and so we decided
to try to get a reaction."
Even as the man spoke, Cargill's mind darted over the events but
found nothing out of the way. Ann had acted in character—why not? It was her character—and he himself
had done only what could have been expected. He said slowly, "I hope you
learned what you wanted."
The pilot said with apparent frankness, "Exactly what we
wanted." He bowed to Ann Reece, who was unusually pale. "I want to
congratulate you, Miss Reece, on your courage. And don't blame us. Grannis
suggested this test."
To the big man, who was just getting up from the floor, he said
curtly, "You put on a good act. But now come along."
When they had gone Cargill walked over to the young woman and
said, "That was very unkind of them. Here, you'd better sit down. They
don't seem to realize what a shock a thing like this can be to the
system."
He was thinking, "Grannis again—what could the Shadow be up
to?"
Ann Reece allowed herself to be led to a chair. She looked up at
him, her face still very white. She said in a low voice, "Thank you for
saving my life, Captain."
"I didn't actually save it," said Cargill. "After
all, it was a fake menace."
She said stiffly, "You didn't know that when you made the
attack. I don't know how I can ever repay you."
"Forget it. I thought I was saving my own as well."
She seemed not to hear. "They were testing me," she
said. "Me!" She seemed overwhelmed.
Cargill started to say something but stopped himself.
For the first tune he realized that this girl was undergoing a profound
emotional experience. He watched her sharply for a few moments, then reached
down and took her hand. "I think you'd better go to your room and lie
down," he said.
She let him lead her. At the door of her bedroom, she stopped. A touch of
color came into her cheeks. She didn't look at him. "Captain," she
said, "tonight I realized what you meant about war being different from
any idea that I had of it. And I'm sorry for my share in bringing you into this
desperate danger. Can you ever forgive me?"
Cargill thought of the imminent rebellion and said coolly,
"I'm in. I've accepted the idea. I'll fight with everything I've got to
make sure that I survive." He added, "You'd better lie down."
He opened the door for her. She stepped through and there was more
color in her face as she gave him a quick glance. She said breathlessly,
"Captain, you said something once about a reward for a soldier . . . Tonight,
when you try the knob of this door, you'll find that
it ... turns."
She slipped all the way in. The door closed gently. The faint
perfume of her presence lingered. Cargill walked slowly on to his own room. He
was more touched than he cared to admit. The only annoyance was, when he tried
the door an hour later it was locked.
Cargill stood with one hand on the knob, baffled, a little
irritated, not quite ready to give up. Most of the
girls he had gone after in his career did not fall easily into a man's arms.
Affinity had to be established; and apparently in Ann's case, the rescue hadn't
been enough. He was still standing, undecided, when he heard a sound inside.
The next instant the door opened, and the girl's
strangely pale face peered through a crack about three inches wide. Cargill
could see that she wore a blue negligee with not much else on underneath.
She whispered, "I just can't go through with what I said. I'm
sorry."
Cargill sighed as many a man had before him in a similar
situation. But now that he had a conversation started, he was not prepared to
let go. "May I come in and talk to you? I swear you don't have to be afraid of me."
She hesitated, and he seized the opportunity to push gently at the
door. At that, she yielded, and retreating into the bedroom, turned on a
bedside light, and crept into the bed. Protectively, she drew a soft pink quilt
about her. It failed to hide the tanned skin that was visible through her
negligee above the waist. Cargill took one of the pillows, placed it against
the headboard. Seating himself on the bed, he relaxed back against the pillow.
"How old are you, Ann?" he asked gently.
"Twenty-four'." She looked at him questioningly.
"If you hadn't backed out of this promise tonight,"
Cargill asked frankly, "would I have been your first lover?"
She hesitated, then shrugged. Something
of her blase manner came back. She laughed curtly.
"No, I tried sex once when I was seventeen. Something must have been , wrong because all I can remember is pain, pain, pain.
I've got to admit that scared me." She laughed again, tensely. "I've
heard good reports about it since then."
"Where I come from," said Cargill, "seventy per
cent of women are frigid because their husbands never learned the first simple
principles of lovemaking. They're not really frigid, you understand, as many a
soldier can tell you about many a so-called frigid wife of another man."
He broke off. "Is it that seventeen year old memory that holds you back
now?"
She was silent. "I did think of it." she admitted. She
began to laugh suddenly, hysterically. "My dear," she said, when she
could control herself, "I'm sure this is really the funniest conversation
I've had in a long time. Come on over here before I trap myself with words. I'm
very skillful at talking myself into emotional corners."
From that moment, Ann Reece was his girl.
She didn't realize how completely she was his at first. She had no
idea how much emotion went along with a physical commitment. If she had been
experienced it might have been different. She might have been able to divide
herself, figuratively, into two individuals, on the one hand the patriot, on
the other the mistress of the prisoner.
The patriot, in spite of the rude shock of the test, remained
fairly intact for five days. At that point she had her first breakdown.
Thereafter, she cried easily in Cargill's presence. On the eighth day she came
out openly with the suggestion that they find some method of escape. Her plans
were vague, curiously impractical for someone who had been so hard-headed. She
had a fine contempt for Cargill's objections. Half a dozen tunes within the
space of a few days she lost her temper with him.
She put a pressure on him which added to his own anxiety. On the
twelfth day he visited the airport and angrily drew Withrow aside. "I have
a feeling," he said,
"that your group is stalling.
There's a weakness here somewhere, an unwillingness to burn your bridges."
Withrow looked unhappy. "There's something to that," he
admitted. "All I hear is excuses."
Cargill could understand that. Thinking of these leaders who had
never before seen action, he was reminded of the eve of battle. As one stormy
dawn broke he had thought and hoped that surely the attack would be called off.
And, curiously, he had thought simultaneously, "Thank heaven, the issue
is being forced at last."
This issue also had to be forced. And there was only one man who
had the motivation, the will and the experience to force it. He said in measured
tone, "Withrow, the attack must be made not later than tomorrow morning.
If it isn't made I will inform Commander Greer who the ringleaders are."
Withrow turned pale. "You wouldn't dare."
Cargill said quietly, "Perhaps you'd better let the others
think that I would dare."
He returned the pilot's gaze steadily. At last Withrow sighed. He
held out his hand. "You've named the day," he said. "Thank
you."
They shook hands silently and separated.
Cargill had his first premonition of disaster as he entered the
house shortly after dark. Ann, her face gray, met him at the door.
"They've posted guards around the house," she whispered.
"They're sending you to Shadow City tonight."
Cargill stood stock still, dimly aware of her fluttering hands
stroking his arm.
She whispered, "I'm sorry."
He patted her hand absently. He was thinking, "Is this tuned?
Do they know or suspect?" Aloud he said, "Why did they select
tonight?"
"Grannis—" she began.
That shocked him. With an astounded fury he cut her off, gripped her
shoulders cruelly. "But I thought you were his contact!"
"I used to be," she said miserably. "I don't know
what's happened. Please, you're hurting me."
He let her go with a mumbled apology. His sense of imminent
catastrophe was greater. The incredible, fantastic, mysterious Grannis had
taken one more step in his inexplicable scheme. But this time he had moved in a
direct and deadly fashion. Whatever else Grannis had in mind it was clear that
he intended Captain Morton Cargill to experience the terrible risk of going to
Shadow City.
Finally, he patted her gently and stroked her hands. He could feel
her trembling. He stepped away from her and said: "Has any date been
set?"
She shook her head. "I'm out of this picture. They're telling
me nothing."
He said softly, "Go and see about dinner, Ann. I'll
investigate the situation."
He headed for the terrace, crossed the garden in the dark, climbed
over the fence—he was stopped by a guard.
"Get back!" The command was curtly spoken. A spitter
glinted hi the man's hand.
Cargill obeyed readily and headed immediately for the gate that
led to the front of the house. It was unlocked. But as he stepped through, a
soldier came from behind a tree and angrily motioned him to return.
Altogether in the course of a few minutes he counted nine guards,
all armed, all aware of his identity. When he re-entered the house Commander
Greer was there with Ann.
"Sorry, Captain," he said, "but we just couldn't
take any chances. Grannis advised us that there was going to be a rebellion and
so we've ordered all officers to report to their units. Just in case there is a disturbance you
leave right after dinner for Shadow City."
Greer remained for dinner. When the meal was over, as Cargill and
Ann followed the officer to the outer hall, she whispered, "Find some way
of kissing me good-by. I'll pretend to resist."
A volor-powered floaterlike craft waited for them on the lawn.
Cargill turned to Ann and, mustering all his sardonicism, said, "Miss
Reece, once it amused you to say that you would kiss me good-by when I left
like this. I demand that kiss."
He didn't wait for assent. Firmly he stepped to her, put his
finger under her chin, lifted her head and bent his own. The kiss he gave her
was outrageously bold, and the only trouble was that she didn't resist very
hard. Fortunately, the guards thought his move an attack and pulled him away
from her.
"Good-by, darling," said Cargill cheerfully. "I'll
be back."
He was surprised to realize that he meant it. He was tremendously
drawn to Ann Reece. "I thought I loved them all," he told himself in
almost drunken confusion. "Lela and—" He remembered some of the
wonderfully personable girls who had been milestones in his life up until
1954—but Ann was different.
"Well, I'll be damned," he thought. "I've fallen
for the girl."
The metal door clanged shut behind him. The ship lifted violently.
As he sank into a seat the black reality of his position crushed down upon his
spirits.
He braced himself finally and thought: "I've still got to
decide what I'm going to do."
Hopefully, he looked at the crew that was taking him to his
destination. He recognized none of the five volor-men aboard, but they must
have been among those to whom he had lectured. Although he doubted that he could subvert them, he
thought there was no "harm in trying.
He waited till the co-pilot looked back from the cockpit, and then
he beckoned him. The man spoke to his commander, apparently received
permission, and came striding back.
"Captain?" he said politely.
For some reason the remark struck Cargill as excruciatingly
funny. He began to laugh. "Captain!" he repeated aloud, and the word
again set him into a gale of laughter.
Tears streaming down his eyes, Cargill looked up at the other.
"Lieutenant—" he began. He stopped. "Lieutenant!" "Lieutenant"
was even funnier than "Captain." After a time, he controlled the new,
greater burst of laughter and managed to say: "Lieutenant, have you made
your will?"
"No, sir." The man was stiff.
Cargill laughed that one off, resigned now to his hysteria; he'd seen
men in this state before. The best way to handle it was to give it full
release. "Better make your will, Lieutenant. Men die in war, you know. Or
are you a behind-the-lines man?"
"No, sir, I volunteered."
"Volunteered!" roared Cargill, and this time he laughed for minutes. He said
finally, between gasps: "That's the spirit, boy. What we need in this army
are volunteers, ready to die for dear old Alma Mater— pardon me, I'm getting my
places mixed up, or is it my spaces?"
That was a special joke, out of his wild dreams; and he nearly
cracked a rib before that laughter subsided.
"You've got to face reality, sir," said the co-pilot,
evidently a serious young man.
It was almost too much. When he finally stopped laughing, Cargill
said, "Young man, keep right on facing reality, and be sure
to keep an eye on the facts, and report to me every day. That's the important
thing. Keep in touch."
"I'm sorry that you're taking this so hard," said the
young man.
"It's not the initial cost," roared Cargill. "It's
the upkeep. Young love cannot live on bread and cheese alone, you know. They
also need a Cadillac—pardon me, a floater. Pardon me!" His
attention was momentarily caught by the phrase. Several times he fumbled it
with his tongue, savoring the thousands of times he had used it. "Be sure
to pardon me," he said at last, soberly. "Yes, sir, I've got to be
pardoned."
He saw that he had lost his audience. The co-pilot was heading
forward. Cargill stared after him with an almost owlish concern. He said aloud
to no one in particular: "He's going to report that I'm off my
rocker."
An older man in a captain's uniform came back and bent over him.
"We've got an all-night trip ahead of us, Captain Cargill," he said.
Cargill nodded thoughtfully. "Would you suggest that I try to
sleep, sir?" he asked gravely.
"I would most certainly suggest it," was the firm reply.
"Get my forty winks, would you say, sir?" Cargill asked.
There was a pause; then quietly: "Perhaps you would like a
sedative, Captain."
Cargill sighed. The laughter seemed to be exhausted. His heart was
no longer in the project. And it seemed that he had learned something: These
men were serious. At the assigned hour, they would make their volor dives on
the Shadow City, prepared to face the grave risk of personal destruction.
Cargill sighed again. "I'll go quietly, Captain," he said.
When the officer departed, Cargill sat for many minutes staring
out into the gathering darkness. "I needed that," he thought.
"I've been holding too many strings: trying to be a puppetmaster
when actually I'm only a puppet." He thought of all the strings he had
laid out for himself, each one attached to an iron that he had put into some
remote fire. Looking back, it all seemed pretty futile. Looking ahead . . .
Whose side was he on, really? Which cause should he
support? If the Tweeners won—and he was not killed—he could go back to Ann.
Never again would he have to fear being returned to the therapy room of the
Shadows. It was something to think about, not at all to be despised. Lan Bruch
of unborn Merlica, city out of a dream, would likewise approve.
So what, if it hadn't been Morton Cargill up there in that future.
How could he expect it to be? By 7301 a.d., the bones of Captain Cargill would have had four thousand
years of mouldering.
"Why resist the inevitable?" Cargill asked.
He thought presently of at least one reason. The Tweeners were
starting this war. That was one hundred per cent against them in his book. If
it were left to the Shadows, there would be no war. That was one hundred per cent
in their favor.
It was hard, it seemed to Cargill, to
argue against a two hundred per cent differential in favor of the
Shadows.
He slept. He awakened to a sunlit world. A member of the crew,
holding a tray, was bending over him. "Got breakfast for you, sir. Captain
says for you to eat and then come forward."
It was the coffee, particularly, that Cargill enjoyed. He entered
the control room, his cup still in his hand. He was prepared to be friendly in exchange
for more coffee.
"You can see Shadow City,!' said the
pilot, "if you look straight ahead through the mist." He broke off.
"Ed, give Captain Cargill your seat."
The co-pilot promptly rose. Cargill settled into the seat and
looked out. Fog and haze blurred the horizon ahead. Mountain peaks seemed to
waver in the uncertain light. It was hard to distinguish one shape from
another.
Suddenly, he saw the pyramid. It was uneven to his vision and very
small, as the peak of a stupendous mountain seems toylike
from afar. He estimated that it must be at least a hundred miles ahead.
The floater continued to move toward it at normal floater speed.
This was natural enough—Cargill had gathered that they didn't want the Shadows
to suspect anything unusual about this particular machine.
Half an hour went by and all that time the fantastic city ahead
grew larger. The towering pyramid shape came into sharper and sharper focus. At
ten miles, it was a tremendously high pointed structure, set on a vast base. It
straddled a nest of mountains. From five miles away the pyramid resembled a
slope of glass through which Cargill could see the buildings concentrated in
the central area. Seen close-up, the pyramid seemed anything but a powerful
energy screen. It was even harder to grasp that he was here to disconnect the
energy of that screen so that the Tweeners could dive down in their marvelous
volors upon the unprotected metal and concrete of Shadow City—shadow no more.
"We land below there at the terminal." The pilot pointed
at a building that stood at the edge of a forest. No other words were spoken.
The floater came gently down on the green sward a hundred and fifty feet from a
long low building. Cargill stepped out without being asked. The door clicked
shut behind him. He watched as the machine rose into the sky and headed off toward the
east.
Cargill turned and automatically started toward the terminal. And
then he stopped. "I'm free," he thought. "They didn't wait to
make sure that I would go in. Why shouldn't I just head downhill and lose
myself in the wilderness?"
The surroundings appeared immeasurably desolate: peaks, crags,
valleys, ravines and everywhere the primitive forest. It would probably take
several days to reach the foothills. But it was a way out. Cargill made as if
to turn. Nothing happened. He stood very still, startled. He remembered the
tube that had "trained" him. Carefully he walked forward, then abruptly tried to twist on his heels. The muscles
wouldn't respond. Pale but determined he thought, "I'll just stay here.
I'll act so queerly that the Shadows will become suspicious."
His legs began to move, easily, naturally, without any sense of
strain. He tried to stop them, but he had apparently forgotten how.
Involuntarily, but without any of the appearance or feeling of being an
automaton, lie walked across the lawn toward the terminal building. He was able
to pause at the door, but only long enough to peer briefly through the thick
glass into a marble alcove. A young woman inside smiled at him and pressed a
button. The door opened.
A moment later Cargill was inside.
16
Cargill paused again just inside the door. In spite of his
tenseness, he was curious. He stared with interest and some excitement at the
young woman behind the alcove desk. A Shadow? he
wondered. She had something of the intelligent look that he'd half expected.
But there was also an intensity about her that was hard to define.
The young receptionist smiled and said in a rich, friendly voice,
"We're so very glad to see you here of your own free will. We welcome you
with all our hearts. We wish you luck. We want you to be one of us."
Cargill studied her warily. He recognized an emotional appeal
when he heard one and he was impressed by the psychology of it. However, he was
not so prepared to accept it as applied to himself.
He had too many walls erected against chance breakthroughs of an emotional
nature.
The young woman was speaking again. "You go through this
door," she said as she pressed a button.
Cargill had already glanced through the door. It was wonderfully
transparent and led into a marble-walled corridor that slanted off to the
right. He smiled at the receptionist, said, "Thank you!" and walked
through the door she had opened for him. Two nice-looking older women—Cargill guessed
about forty years each—sat at a records section to the right.
One of them said, "You're a fine-looking young man. We wish
you luck."
The other came out from behind the counter. "Come with
me."
She led the way along a corridor that was lined with glass-fronted
cubbyholes. They reminded Cargill of the way some department stores arranged
their credit sections. In each office was a desk and
two chairs. Cargill's guide paused at one of the entrances. "Here's your
prize of the day, Moira." She touched Cargill's arm lightly. "Good
luck, young man." "Thank you."
He spoke automatically, then walked into
the office. The young woman looked up and surveyed him thoughtfully for a
moment. Then she said, "I like you."
"Thanks," said Cargill somewhat drily.
It seemed to him he was beginning to get the idea. And it was pretty impressive.
In little more than a minute they had tried to make him welcome. He saw that
Moira was studying him understandingly.
"You're cynical?" she said.
That was unexpected. Cargill protested, "I think you've got
an excellent system."
"It didn't hurt me to say I like you," said the girl,
"so I said it. Do you mind closing the door?"
Cargill closed it and remarked, "It's a very good technique
for making new arrivals feel at home."
She shook her head. "I'm very happy to disillusion you.
That's the way we live. Part of our life is so tremendously intellectual, so
precise and scientific, that we long ago adopted a warmly emotional personal approach
on every level of our community here. You'll see when you get into the city.
But now, please sit down."
As Cargill complied, she took out a card and picked up a pen.
"You're Morton Cargill, aren't you?"
Cargill stiffened. He had had a false name quivering on the tip of
his tongue. Now he sank a little lower in his chair, silent and alarmed. It
seemed to him that he had no recourse but to admit the truth. The chilling
effect of the identification grew. He had a sense of being finally committed.
Everything he had done since coming to the twenty-fourth century had been done
under pressure. And yet, throughout, he'd had the feeling that he would be able
to control his destiny. That feeling was gone. In spite of all his actions and
counteractions here he was just where the plotters wanted him to be.
He braced himself to the reality. His opposition, it seemed to
him, must now be narrowed down to one individual. If he could somehow kill Grannis, that act, and that alone, might still sway the
balance. Aloud he said, "Am I expected?"
She nodded but said nothing. He watched as she wrote down his
name, his nervousness growing. He thought of more implications of the
recognition. Mentally, he pictured himself back in the original therapy room,
being killed while Betty Lane, who had made the original complaint against him,
looked on. The recollection put a pressure on him. He had to have more
information. "I don't understand how you could possibly know my name. Do
you know in advance the name of everyone who comes here?"
"Oh, no. You're special." She looked up. "You've
come for the training, of course?"
It was only partly a question. The point was one which she
evidently wanted to be taken for granted. Cargill decided temporarily to
abandon his effort to find out how these people had learned his name. The young
woman smiled at him again. Suddenly she looked so young that he said with impulsive curiosity:
"Are you a Shadow?"
The girl nodded. "Yes, I am." "You don’t always
maintain the Shadow shape then?"
"Whatever for?" She sounded astonished. "That's a
highly specialized state of being." As if she suspected his instant
fascination with the subject matter, she said hurriedly, "Have you any
idea what your responsibilities will be when you become a Shadow?"
Cargill noted that she said "when" and not
"if." It gave him a heady sensation and emboldened him to ask
directly, "How did you know my name?" "Time paradox."
"You mean something has already happened that you know
about but I don't?" She nodded.
"What?" asked Cargill with automatic absorption.
She shrugged. "It's really very simple. For your own private reasons
you've been doing things for months. We don't know why but it brought you to
our attention."
Cargill was captious. "No one has investigated my
reasons?"
The woman smiled. "Naturally not. But now—it's customary for
me to explain what our work is."
Cargill restrained the questions that quivered on his lips. He
forced himself to sit back. He watched the woman intently as she spoke.
"We Shadows," she began, "are trying to undo the
effects of the psychological disaster that demoralized the human race,
beginning in the twentieth century. The pressure of civilization was apparently
too much for millions of people. Everywhere men sought escape and they found
the means late in 1980 in the newly invented floaters. When it became apparent
that a mass flight
from civilization was under way psychologists searched frantically for the
causes. Naturally, in accordance with their training, they looked into the
immediate past of each individual and so it was only gradually that they
learned the truth.
"It turned out to be a combination of inherited weakness and
justified withdrawal from intolerable pressures. But man can build any
civilization he desires. So the problem was to free him by nullifying the
experiences and disasters that had befallen the affected protoplasmic lines,
sometimes one, sometimes many generations earlier. Jung, one of the pioneer
analysts, suspected its existence very early. He called it the ancestral
shadow. After many years of experiment, a technique was developed for reaching
into the past and rectifying to some extent the effects of the original
disaster.
"The results are becoming more apparent to us every year.
Planiacs are accepting our training in ever-increasing numbers. Unfortunately,
since they start from such a low level of culture, most of them fail in their purpose.
The result of the test, I must explain, is something we cannot control. It is
purely mechanical. The individual either responds to the training and becomes a
Shadow or does not respond and so gains only the educational benefits that
enable him to become a Tweener. But the Shadow shape depends on a balance
within the individual. We know how that balance functions but we have no
artificial method for producing it. Do you understand that?"
Cargill said, genuinely interested, "What types of people generally
succeed?"
"Your type," said Moira. She stood up. She pointed at a
closed door to his right, which till that instant he hadn't noticed. "You
go through there. Good luck."
Cargill stood up uncertainly but he opened the door. There was a
grassy lawn outside and a spread of flowering shrubs that hid his view. He
stepped across the threshold, walked around the shrubbery and saw with a start
that he was inside Shadow City.
With a hissing intake of his breath Cargill stopped. He was on a
plateau, looking down at the city proper. But how had he come here so quickly?
It was a mile at least to the terminal center where he had reported.
In spite of his previous knowledge of their method of
transportation he felt compelled to turn around and investigate. When he looked
he saw that there was a shallow cliff behind him. It was about fifty feet high
and it was covered with growth. Flowers of every hue peered from among shining
green leaves, and the dry cool air was heavy with the blended perfume.
For a moment, Cargill stood there, breathing deeply in relaxed
enjoyment, and then he saw the door. It was in the side of the cliff. He went
to it and it seemed ordinary enough. On impulse he turned the knob, pushed and
stepped through. He was back in terminal center.
The woman was still at her desk. "Curious?" she asked.
Cargill said intently, "How does it work?"
She pointed up at the top of the door frame. "There's a tube
up there. It focuses on you as you step over the threshold."
"Is it instantaneous?"
She shook her head. "Not exactly."
Cargill hesitated. Another thought had struck him. There had been
no resistance to his returning here. The "training" Ann Reece had
given him had, earlier, prevented him from so much as turning, around, but now
he had come back a mile and a half.
"If I could tell this woman about Grannis," he thought
tensely.
He parted his lips, swallowed, tried again but no words came. He guessed the
explanation. His return this time had been natural, had had nothing to do with
opposition to the "training." The moment, however, that he had
consciously tried to take advantage of the situation the pressure resumed. He
found himself struggling against the inhibition as he stood there. It was a
silent fight but desperate for all that. He could think the words. He could
even imagine the exact shape his mouth should take to utter them. But they
didn't come. He swallowed again and gave it up. He said quietly, "I guess
I'd better be going."
He stepped through the door and found himself once more in the
park. A minute later he was walking along a pathway when he heard the sweet
sound of a child's laughter. A woman said something in a pleasant voice.
Presently mother and daughter—Cargill assumed the relationship—emerged from
behind a large path. Car-gill watched them till they moved out of sight behind
a line of brush. He tried to envision this city, its protective screen gone,
attacked by swarms of volors. It was a deadly scene he saw and it stiffened
him.
"The Tweeners are just a bunch of murderers," he thought
grimly, "so long as they intend to carry through with that plan. I'll
wreck that notion if it's the last thing I ever do."
From where he stood on the hillside, he could see a park with
dozens of floaters standing in neat rows. There seemed to be no one around. Cargill
headed down and came presently to the entrance of the park. A small signboard
there stated:
NEWCOMERS Use These Floaters
GOTO Square Building AT CENTER OF CITY
Cargill climbed into one of the machines, guided it up and in the
indicated direction. He had no difficulty finding the square building. It was
surrounded by a series of round structures, and on its roof was a huge sign
that spelled out: TRAINING CENTER. Another smaller sign said:
Land on Roof.
Once out of the floater Cargill followed a line of arrows to a
doorway, down a flight of marble stairs and into a marble corridor. Both sides
of the hall were lined with transparent plexiglass
doors. At a great desk behind a counter to his left sat a woman. Stepping over
to her, Cargill identified himself a little nervously and waited while she
consulted a folder.
"You will receive your first training," she said
pleasantly, "in cubicle eleven. It's down the corridor to your
right." She smiled at him. "Good luck."
His heels clacked on the marble floor as he walked, giving him an
assured feeling of being in friendly surroundings. Coming to Shadow City had
burdened his mind with the fear that he would find only the alien and the
unknown. But the human beings he had met so far were the friendliest and most relaxed
he had ever seen. That made him uneasy for it didn't fit at all with the
ruthless therapy they had planned for him. And yet the little girl he
had seen in the park was so childlike, so normal. He could feel the pressure
of this gathering crisis closing in upon him. What was he to do?
The thought ended as he came to cubicle eleven. He hesitated,
opened the door and stepped inside.
17
Although similar in construction to the cubicle in which he had
been interviewed at terminal center, this one was larger. He saw a desk, one
chair (not two), and another door—he wondered if it led to some remote point.
There was also a mirror on the wall to his left. Desiring to know his
surroundings, he tried the door. It was locked. As he turned back a voice spoke
out of the air in front of him.
"Sit down, please."
Although the tone was friendly, Cargill felt the tension rise in
him. Not knowing what to expect, Cargill seated himself.
The voice spoke again. "See this!"
The room flashed into pitch darkness and in the air only about two
feet in front of Cargill's eyes appeared a stream of radiant energy. It was a
delicate lacework of brightness and looked like a filament out of its vacuum
environment.
The voice said, "You are witnessing electron flow in a vacuum
tube. Now watch."
The direction of the flow began to change. It followed a more
winding path and seemed to be turning on some kind of an axis. Several moments
passed before he saw that the flow direction was a distinct spiral.
The voice said, "Old in mathematics is
the idea that two forces exerted at right angles to each other produce a
diagonal curve of motion. And so one times one may equal one and one-half or
some fraction thereof, something other than it might equal in the old
classical mathematics. Watch as we bring the spirals closer together."
To Cargill they had seemed close as they were. But now as he
stared at the filament, the spiraling line of light seemed to draw together, a
tiny bit only. "One times one times one times one times zero," said
the voice, "equals a million."
Again there was a change in the flow. The filaments were closer
together.
". . . equal a billion," said
the voice. There was a pause. The filament glowed on. Then the voice said,
"Now, we superimpose ordinary infra-red light powered by a tiny battery.
And we have—a spitgun."
The outline of a spitgun appeared in the
air and Cargill saw how the tube was fastened into it, how the battery powered
it.
"We superimpose," said the voice, "a magnetic
field. Now we can bend steel."
Cargill saw how that was done.
The voice went on, "We superimpose ordinary sunlight—and we
have a sun-motor, power source of the floater. A score of energy possibilities
suggest themselves."
In quick succession, three of these possibilities were shown: how
the volor worked, a method of turning a wheel, and the way thoughts were
imposed on a brain.
"Now," said the voice, "would you like to do these
various things with your own mind? We focus a millionpower brain-pattern tube
on the somaesthenic centers of the parietal lobe of the left hemisphere of the
brain—since you are right handed—and establish a high conditionally of flow
patterned exactly after that of the steptube itself. We thus create a nerve
tube in the brain. Since it is not possible for you in your normal body to
superimpose other rhythms on the flow of this organic tube, we use the new
control to alter slightly the atomic pattern of the body. And so, by drawing on
the broadcast power of the pyramid screen, we create the Shadow shape. Young
man, look at yourself in the mirror."
The light came on. Cargill, in spite of the words not knowing what
to expect, stepped over to the mirror. A Shadow image was reflected back at
him. "Oh, my lord!" he thought. He looked down at himself. He was a
Shadow, too.
He began to feel the difference. His vision sharpened. He turned
toward the mirror. It seemed now to be less substantial, as if most of the
light beyond it were visible. In the next instant he was looking through the
mirror. He stood on a height and his vision was Olympian. A speck in the
distant sky beyond the now completely invisible pyramid touched his tension.
His vision leaped to it It was a bird, a hawk,
wheeling in flight.
Astounded at the remarkable telescopic effect, he drew back into
the room and looked at the floor. It half-dissolved 'before his eyes and then
became as transparent as glass. He looked down at the floor below, down into
the soil beneath. It was bright and dark brown, then gray stone, then brown-red
soil, then a dark shale, then—it was harder to see.
Some kind of clay, he decided finally. Below that he couldn't make it out at
all. He drew his gaze back, conscious that there were
depths he could not penetrate.
The voice said, "Now, we bring you back to normal. Please
notice though that what counted was the direction of your attention. The
general secret is vibration and visualization."
The mirror was visible again. The image of Morton Cargill was
reflected back at him.
The voice said: "Do you wish to make any comments or ask any
questions?"
Cargill hesitated; then he asked, "Is there a theory about
the Shadow shape? What is your explanation for the way solid substance can be
reduced to apparent insubstantialness?"
The other was silent; then he laughed softly and said: "I
could, of course, say that matter does not really exist. This has been long
understood."
Cargill nodded, abruptly feeling sardonic. Scientists had paid lip
service to that notion in the Twentieth Century. And then, in their daily life,
they acted as if matter were real. He wondered if he might now get closer to
the world that he had explored in his—he kept thinking of it as a dream.
The voice was speaking again: "The reality here, however, is
that we probably make the body more substantial, not less. This is so because
we use energy from an outside source, and fit it so perfectly into the body
flows that we have, in effect, additional life energy available. We have tested
this at all potencies up to and including death, which
of course can be induced by too much energy as well as by a reduction of what
is there.
"The results of these tests were fascinating. As we raised
the energy level, the person became progressively sane. Then there was a
curious reversion, then an upward movement again, then down, then up—but with
different phenomena at each level. The cyclic change occurred right up to where
the insubstantiality began, seeming to follow this positive and negative
pattern throughout. We had some dangerous reactions at the higher negative
levels.
"If you can visualize a man of supreme intelligence who is
wholly evil, you will have the picture. The first time we achieved such an
effect, we were lucky. Thereafter, we anticipated and took precautions, but
despite that, several times it was touch and go. Does that to some extent
answer your questions?"
Cargill was silent, considering. Nothing that had been said
conflicted basically with the strange ideas which he had had in his first
dream. According to what he had known in the dream, outside energy was
unnecessary. But if that were actually so, then these Shadows had not yet
discovered the methods necessary to achieve that effortless state. He shook his
head finally. "No questions at the moment," he said.
"Very well. Except for some minor conditioning you can now
make yourself a Shadow at will, merely by thinking it so. The second door is
now unlocked. It leads to a series of apartments. The ones that show a green
light are unoccupied and you may select one of them as your own for the time
being. I'll call you presently."
The apartment he entered was surprisingly large, five rooms and
two baths. Cargill explored it hurriedly; he stopped only when he saw the
phone. It was in a little alcove and it included a TV scanner and a viewing
plate against the wall. On the lower right corner of the viewer—and it was that
that interested him—was a series of small knobs. Above them was the word: DIRECTORY.
With ringers that trembled he first explored the mechanical
process, then manipulated the three knobs that had the letters of the alphabet
arranged on them. He set the first one for G, the next for R, the third and
last for A. Then he pressed the switch.
A long list of names flashed on to the viewer: Granger, Granholm, Grannell, Grant . . .
There was no Grannis listed.
"But that's ridiculous," Cargill thought. "Now is
the time for me to get hold of him before he can transmit the cue word to
me." At the moment he could turn the equivalent of a mobile spit gun on
Grannis before the man could suspect his intention or change into the protective
Shadow shape. Surely he would be vulnerable in his human form. "I've got
to find him," he told himself. "There must be some reason why he
isn't listed. If I could only ask questions about that!"
There was a clock in the living room and it showed ten minutes
after ten. That galvanized him. Suppose they had selected noon today for him to
disconnect the pyramid switch.
He left the apartment hastily by an entrance that opened onto a
winding street, a shopping center. The stores were crowded with shoppers and he
had to stifle an impulse to go into one of the spacious buildings. He did pause
to peer in at a window, but that merely emphasized the normalcy of the whole
situation.
He hurried on. Although aware that he was a man with a deadly
mission, he had no idea where to go to carry it out. He only knew that it must
be done quickly. For a while he walked feverishly along quiet shady streets.
Here in the residential area the houses were set well back behind flower and
shrub gardens. Children played in most of the yards. At different times he saw
both men and women working among the shrubs. Not once did he see a Shadow. It
was a role and a condition they assumed for time travel and in case danger
threatened. Agitatedly, Cargill wondered how quickly they could put on their
protective cloaks of darkness.
Time and again he looked on the name plates for the name, Grannis.
As the morning lengthened towards midday the virtual impossibility of his
search being successful penetrated deeper. A man who was not even listed in
the directory would not be locatable by a hasty street-to-street search in a
city of more than a hundred thousand people.
He admitted defeat abruptly and hurried back toward his apartment.
"I'll stay inside," he thought. "I won't answer the door. I
won't answer the phone. That way no one can give me the cue."
He had the empty feeling that he had made a mistake in leaving the
place at all. As he approached the square building, his watch, which he had set
by the clock in the apartment, pointed at twenty minutes to twelve. Cargill
began to perspire. He was surprised to notice that several hundred people were
gathered in front of an entrance to one of the great round buildings. Cargill
asked one of them, "What's happening?"
The stranger glanced at him with a good-natured smile. "We're
waiting for the announcement," he said. "We received notice from the
future of the results of an election held today and we're waiting for verification."
Cargill hurried on. So they had elections, did they? He felt
cynical and critical until he thought: "From the future? But Lan Bruch
said there wasn't any future." The fact that such an election
pronouncement had taken place cast a further doubt upon the integrity of the
personnel in the 7301 A.D. incident,
and indeed upon the reality of the vision itself. However, he was still
reluctant to admit that it hadn't happened. Perhaps, if he asked careful
questions, he might learn what had occurred.
At last he reached his apartment. As he entered the door a voice
from the phone alcove said to him mechanically, "You are to report at
once to Office One, Building C. Grannis requests that you report to Office One,
Building C. You are to report to Office .. ."
Swiftly, after the first shock, Cargill emerged from his daze. "I'll
practice being a Shadow," he thought
grimly. "I'll superimpose the spit gun tube
and then—"
It seemed to him that he couldn't escape the necessity of
killing Grannis, in spite of somebody coming from the future to hold an
election. Everything that had happened so far he had forced by his own actions.
Even knowing of the paradox did not relieve him of responsibility until he
personally had done what was required. As of now only he knew of the imminent
catastrophe, personal as well as national. Across the land Tweener and Planiacs
must be now tensing for their desperate roles.
Cargill walked forward, shut off the automatic repeating device
on the phone and left his apartment. Outside he asked a passerby which was
Building C. A few minutes later he was at his destination.
The man in Office One of Building C was a large pleasant-looking
individual with a touch of gray in his hair. He seemed about sixty years of
age. He did not ask Cargill to sit down but instead stood up. "I'm getting
old," he said to Cargill. "In spite of all my shuttling around, in
spite of having lived altogether about a thousand years, old age has finally
caught up with me. I used to think that would never happen."
He chuckled. "I've been Grannis now for eighty-seven years,
so I'm rather glad that someone has been selected to replace me. It's unusual
for a newcomer to be chosen but the choice was made by the people of the future
and they put your name up and urged an immediate election. And so"—he
waved at the large room—"here it is."
He became business-like. "It won't take you long to learn
your duties. Protector of the State—that's easy. To do that properly you've got
to live periodically among the Tweeners. They're the ones that have to be
watched. What I did was to marry a Tweener girl—that's in addition to my Shadow
wife, but she died four years ago for the last time."
He didn't explain that but went on, "I suggest you take a
look at what the Tweeners are up to sometime soon." He finished.
"Then of course you sign documents authorizing therapies. You have no
veto power on that but"— he smiled—"you'll get onto it."
He held out his hand. "And now, before I go,
any questions?"
"Grannis!" said Cargill at that point. His mind had been
a receptive blank. Now he felt the intense flow of his own strength.
The old man was amused. "As a newcomer," he said, "you
won't know about our history. Our first leader, and discoverer of the Shadow
principle, was named Grannis, and we carried on using his name as a synonym ,for leader."
"Grannis!" Cargill repeated. He had a blinding vision of
the truth, a mental picture of one man using the tune energy, first to save his
own life, then to prevent unnecessary war, finally to establish himself in the
twenty-fourth century as the Grannis of the Shadows. He said tautly, "Will
you tell me a little bit more about my duties?"
As he listened his mind soared so swiftly that only a part of the
meaning came through. His body was warm with excitement. His thoughts were
vague and roseate and at first he had no desire to establish any logical
connection with reality. Now he was Grannis: it would be for him now to
plan the Planiac attack on the Tweeners and the Tweener attack on the Shadows. He would do
that not because of any traitorous scheme but because it was the way things had
already happened.
Unsteadily, he halted the wilder gyrations of his thoughts.
Tensely, he recalled the way he had been taken back to the therapy room here in
Shadow City and from there on to the Tweener capital. Why had that been
necessary? How did that fit?
Why live over again a period of this age? All he had to do was
come to the terminal center, enter Shadow City and be on hand for the only kind
of election where the electorate could decide on an officeholder's capacity
after his term.
There was, of course, the fact that Grannis had merely tried to
control, under great difficulties, plots that were already in the making. As
Grannis he would be forced to act according to Morton Cargill's knowledge of
what had happened. As Cargill he had acted according to Grannis' interference.
He paused, astounded. "Just a moment," he thought. "That
doesn't make sense. We can't both act according to what the other did. That
would make it a closed circle—"
The older man interrupted him as he reached this thought in his
logical progression. "Any more questions?" he asked.
Cargill had to come back a long way, and he had at least one
question. "How did the people of the future let you know that I should be
selected?"
The other smiled cheerfully. "Their representative, Lan
Bruch, brought us a complete record of the voting, and introduced your name.
After the vote today, a computer compared his transcript with the data on our
voting machines, and when they matched name for name, we did not doubt that we
had an accurate report from the future. Naturally, his introduction of your name produced a situation
unique in our history. We are all rather interested to see what the results
will be."
Cargill was thinking: "Lan Bruch of unformed, incomplete
Merlica is grimly righting to make himself real. But
where does that leave the Shadows?" Not for the first time, it occurred to
him that these Shadow supermen, despite their good will, didn't have more than
a partial understanding of the energies they had tamed. Perhaps their
concentration on the positive side of things would prove unwise. They were
trying to live without boundaries, but perhaps that represented a fine balance
between the positive and the negative, between right and wrong, between cause
and effect, responsibility and no responsibility.
Of one thing there seemed no doubt. In this affair they were being
taken advantage of. His thought poised there. He had been so intent that he had
not noticed that fantasy had become reality. "Lan Bruch?" he asked
aloud. "Lan Bruch?"
The older man said something which Cargill did not hear. He
thought that if Lan Bruch had actually come from the future, then that part
of his dream was real. It was the first verification, and therefore its
importance could hardly be overestimated. In one jump what had happened became
an incident, an event in space-time— well, somewhere. He had to remember that
the space-tune continuum of Merlica did not yet exist. Merlica would not become
finally possible until the Tweeners won in their attack.
The realization chilled Cargill. For everything was moving in that
direction, moving towards the achievement of that purpose. And yet it was
still as true as ever that the destruction of Shadow City was intrinsically
wrong. But the groundwork had been laid: at the critical moment in the history
of the Shadow-Tweener age, Morton Cargill, hypnotized slave of the Tweeners, occupied a
position in Shadow City from which he could sally forth unchallenged to perform
his act of treachery. All that was needed was the signal.
His predecessor was speaking: "I see it's
half past twelve. I'll leave you to familiarize yourself with the office.
You've got assistants in the outer room. Don't hesitate to use them."
Once more he held out his hand. This time Cargill shook it,
saying: "I may need further advice. Visit me some time, will you?"
Because the older man was turning away, Cargill did not see the
effect of his own words on him. "Visit me some time!"—the signal, that phrase that was to cue him to throw the pyramid
switch. And he had given it to himself.
After the other had gone, Cargill slumped into a chair. Presently
he felt a grudging admiration: clever idea, having him give himself the cue. It
couldn't fail that way. Tricky thing, the human mind. How cunningly he had
worked the phrase into an ordinary conversation. Presently Cargill roused
himself. "I've got just over eleven hours," he thought "The
attack is obviously scheduled for midnight."
He stood up, remembering what the voice had told him, when he had
first been transported from the cocktail bar in Los Angeles, 1954: that the
body reacted with final positivity only to the impact
of real events. The cue to disengage the pyramid switch had been given him. He
knew his time limit. He knew the real event.
There remained one item: how had the Shadow therapists reacted to
the disappearance of Morton Cargill from the therapy room two months ago? There
must be a record of the incident. It would be here in one of the files of the
Grannis.
He found the record almost at once. With a pale face Cargill read
the notation under his name:
Morton Cargill, 1954. Recommended therapy: "To be killed in
the presence of Betty Lane." Disposition: "Therapy executed at 9:40 a.m." Comments: "Subject
seemed unusually calm at time of death."
That was all there was. Apparently, the process was so automatic
that the" everyday details were left out Only the
bare simple facts were permanently recorded.
Morton Cargill, despite all his frantic maneuverings, had somehow
landed back in the therapy room and, without the Shadows even being aware of
his wanderings, had at his proper time been given the prescribed treatment.
There was no mention of what had been done with the body.
Cargill emerged slowly from his profound depression. "I don't
believe it," he told himself. "Surely, as Grannis, I could have faked
that report."
He read it again. Seeing that it was signed by two "names in
addition to his own and stamped with an official seal shook him a little, but
stubbornly he held to his conviction. Besides, for all he knew, the death scene
might be a thousand years in the future. These Shadows, with their tremendous
understanding of life processes, had created the environment for just such a
paradox.
The possibility definitely cheered him. He looked around the
spacious office. He walked over and glanced out of a window that overlooked the
lovely mountain city. For a moment then he was dazzled. He was the Grannis of
the Shadow people. He could move through all the past ages of man at will.
"And all I've got to do," he thought, "is make sure that
everything happens as I know it happened."
Hastily he prepared for the paradox. First he changed himself into
a Shadow and back again several times. Finally, as a Shadow he stood thinking,
"I want to go back to—" He named the destination mentally. He waited
but nothing happened. Startled, he refused to accept the defeat.
"I must be using the wrong technique," he told himself.
The trouble was, what could be the right one? He
remembered what the Shadow instructor had said about vibration and
visualization.
He changed from the Shadow shape and thought, "What basic
vibration can I use as a measure?" The ' only one he could remember was
middle C on the musical scale. He hummed the C softly as he figured out on
paper how many middle C vibrations there were in a day.
He changed back to the Shadow shape, visualized his destination
again. Then he hummed middle C— and thought the number of vibrations.
He felt an indescribable tingle.
So, two hours before the volor-powered floater with Morton Cargill
aboard left the Tweener capital for Shadow City, another Morton Cargill
contacted Withrow. As a result, half an hour after the first Cargill was on his
way and before any real counter-action could take effect, the Tweener
revolution was launched.
The complete surprise achieved a virtually bloodless victory
nearly ten hours ahead of schedule. The cue words, which were to have been sent
to him to disconnect the pyramid switch, would never take effect.
Then Shadow Grannis-Cargill headed back in time to the floater on
which Lela Bouvy and another Morton Cargill were trapped. Once inside the
floater he transferred the "earlier" Cargill to the glass-walled
therapy room in
Shadow City, where presently Ann Reece would rescue him for the second time. As
Grannis he returned immediately to the floater. Ignoring the cringing Lela he
walked through to the engine room. After the training he had received he needed
only one glance at the drive tube to notice that the light-focusing lens had
been jarred out of position. He reached in with Shadow fingers and adjusted it.
The floater started to rise immediately as normal energy-flow was resumed.
Once Lela was safe, he moved back in time and visited Carmean on
the night that Lela and Morton Cargill escaped in Carmean's floater. By making
casual references to previous meetings he found from Carmean when and where
they had taken place. He began to keep a diary of his movements, then thought
hi an anguish of self-annoyance, "Why, of course, this very diary will be
up there in the future. I'd have put it where it would be easy to find."
Back in Shadow City, he located it in the top drawer of Grannis'
desk. The list was there, complete with names, places and actions taken.
The job done, he returned to Office One, Building C, Shadow City. It was one minute after his previous departure.
The time was 1:01 p.m. Because of
the time paradox, only a few hours had gone by in Shadow City ' since he had
first arrived at the terminal center.
At five minutes after one the phone rang. It was the instructor
who had given him Shadow training. "If you will come to cubicle
eleven," he instructed Cargill, "we will discuss further training.
There isn't much but still it is a part of our pattern."
Cargill walked over to the cubicle, thinking, "If only I could
ask a question about that death scene in such a way that I wouldn't give myself
away." He had tried to imagine just how he might be present when the
therapy was executed but he rejected the idea. There might be such a thing as
straining a paradox to the point where it wouldn't work.
As soon as he had entered cubicle eleven the light went out and
the disembodied voice spoke out of the air in front of him. "Long ago,
when we first discovered the processes involved, we decided that every Shadow
must go through the experiences of death and, of course, revival. The reason
for this is the universal fear of death. When a person actually goes through
death and is brought back to life the associative terror, except in rare cases,
is gone forever. The process of dying also has other effects on the system.
Particularly, it breaks forever certain types of tensions. For this latter
reason we do not hesitate to recommend it as a therapy for people we bring out
of the past in our inter-time psychological work—"
"What's that?" Cargill thought at that point. "What
did you say?" But he did not utter the startled questions out loud.
The instructor continued, "We always revive the therapy
patient after he and the complaining party are convinced on the action level
that death has indeed taken place, though the complainant is never aware of the
resurrection. Many" of these latter are morally shocked by what has
happened, but we use the million tube to persuade them
that justice has been done. And with that combination, and that only, the
effect we want is achieved."
Cargill said slowly, "This death experience—can the same
person undergo it several times without being harmed?"
"Very few Shadows," was the reply, "would live to
be a thousand years old if that were not true. You cannot imagine the number of
accidents that take place despite all precautions." He finished with a
hint of irony in his tone, "We do not, however, recommend the death experience more
than a dozen tunes. The cells begin to remember the process."
Cargill hesitated. "There's another thing that's been
bothering me. Can I go into my own future?"
"No. Only a pattern which has already occurred can be
repeated by the body. For you to go into the future from here would require
that somebody from the future pull you 'up.' The pattern would then be
established, and you could operate from that particular future into the
past."
Cargill didn't argue against the limitations. His reason for
asking had to do with his experience with Lan Bruch. He was certain now that in
some way Lan Bruch had drawn him into the future that was Merlica. The rest of
the "happenings" seemed to be more in the nature of a stirring-up of
long-buried memory.
He didn't want anything like that to happen here, didn't want any
random intrusion of extra-sensory phenomena to interfere with his Shadow
training. The question was, however, how would he avoid it? If there were any
kind of separation at death, then he, with his previous experiences,
would be aware of it and would afterwards remember.
Cargill said slowly: "When should I have this death
experience?"
"That's up to you. You can take it now or wait for an
accidental death. The point is you must decide."
Cargill hesitated. The idea of dying right now startled him. And,
besides, he could already think of several things he ought to accomplish first.
It was also possible that he could disassociate his "death" from
Betty Lane's therapy and instead consider it as part of his necessary training,
and get it over with.
"I'll wait," he said finally.
"Very well," said the voice; "call me when you're
ready."
There was a click and the door unlocked.
Cargill wasted no time. He had thought of several additional
things he ought to do before he could be certain he was in this age to stay.
There was, for instance, that very first time when Ann Reece had
brought Captain Morton Cargill, newly arrived from the twentieth century, to a
marble room where he had had an opportunity to see and be seen by the Shadow
Grannis. The reason for contact had been obscure. Now, it was suddenly clear.
"Of course," he thought, "it was important that Cargill see a
Shadow. Besides that was the simplest way to get back the transport instrument
that had to be loaned to Ann so that she could make the rescue."
And there was the matter of the false notions the Tweeners and
Planiacs had had about what the Shadows could and could not do. Some of that,
of course, was due to their own ignorance, but Grannis
must have confirmed their ideas with deliberate intent to deceive. And finally
there was the fact that there had been previous getaways. It seemed incredible,
now, that some Tweeners and Planiacs had escaped by themselves. Grannis must
have helped them. Why? In order to establish among Planiacs the reality of the
existence of such people, so that when Morton Cargill came along, his identity
as a getaway would be taken for granted.
Cargill sighed. The task of establishing oneself in the future was
an intricate one, involving many details.
But he carried these out, one by one. . . .
Later, heading for the therapy room in Shadow City, he was willing
at last to receive the treatment that had once seemed so incredible.
Apparently, going through the act of dying would be a minor experience to go
through. It was Betty Lane, the observer, who would have the shock; he
anticipated none. Nevertheless, there was one question in Cargill's mind as he
waited in his half of the double apartment for the executioner to come for him.
The question concerned Lan Bruch, of far Merlica.
The man had been at the point of telling him what he, Cargill,
must do so that the Tweeners would win. It was strange that the entire Merlica
scene had faded at the precise moment when those words were spoken.
The question was, had he, in fact, heard the words? Was it
possible that he knew what the method was by which the Tweeners could win?
Could all that he had done to insure that the Tweeners did not win be
undone at this late stage by some unexpected event?
Cargill assured himself that no change was likely. But as the
voice of the "therapist" projected into the air near his head,
Cargill thought: "If I can recall how those geometric designs looked,
maybe I can get close enough to Merlica to remember exactly what Lan Bruch
said."
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Eerily, Cargill appeared to be detached from his real self and
able to watch the scene below him. And yet, in a paradoxical fashion, he was
still part of it. He would have liked to withdraw the billions of energy flows
that connected him with the inanimate thing down there. But he knew the body
wasn't as yet really dead, although the major motion had ceased. The heart, the
lungs, all the organs had stopped functioning.
The holding effect of the body was highly disturbing because there
was some place he was supposed to go. He realized that this experience
was different than others he had had. In the past he had not questioned the
need to go, had not questioned where he should go, had simply gone there. Now,
he thought: "Why should I go anywhere?"
And that was, indeed, a new idea. There was confidence in it: as
a concept, not as an emotion. Curiously, he observed the body that had been
Morton Cargill; dispassionately, he watched what was being done. He directed a
flow through the wall toward the energy tube that had effected the
body's death, and was now forcing alterations. Some of the alterations interfered
with the long-established all-wave flow that interrelated him with the
space-time-energy complex below, which he suddenly realized was just a part of
his own universe. The interference was interesting in that it seemed to be
armed at enturbulated areas, which looked black from
where he was.
As the tube did its work, the disturbed flow in the area under
attack slowly took on a whitish hue. Interested, Cargill looked around for
black areas, and, finding some outside of the body somewhat to his left, turned
them white, also. He was still busily engaged in turning even more distant
black spots white when he remembered the geometric design that had led him to
the lake and the statue, and to- Merlica. He had come upon Merlica as if by
chance, he recalled. The "fabric" of the design had moved, as if
someone other than he himself were controlling it. He
conjured it up, to one side, near him. And there was the movement! The fabric
shook and twisted, and would not hold still.
Somehow, he knew exactly what to do. He picked first a small area
of the design, blotted out the rest, and exaggerated all of the automatic
movements of the tiny area, periodically trying to hold it still. On his third
try he held it completely motionless without effort.
Immediately, he brought the entire design into view and began to
exaggerate the automatic motions in the larger area. And this, also, he strove
every few moments to hold still.
It took four tries. Then he succeeded.
"What have I accomplished?" he wondered.
He was still somehow hovering above the dead body of Morton
Cargill, above the white-faced descendant of Marie Chanette. He looked around
and saw that several dozen energy flows came out of the distance, and connected
to the body. He knew, without thinking about it, that their sources,
were far away in space-time.
Cargill reached down firmly with a complex flow of his own and
disconnected the intruding "lines," one by one. The first one had a
startled thought behind it. It was the thought of Lan
Bruch, saying: "He's defeated us." -The second line went down, and a
thought came along it, which stated: "I doubt if the cities of space
should interfere."
The messages that came along the other lines were more difficult
to translate into words, but the meaning of the thoughts was that such
disconnection had never occurred before. Laughter came along one of the lines.
There was no humor in it, but there was sardonic understanding. The meaning of
the laughter and of the understanding came to Cargill. They implied that he had
learned some of the rules of the game, and therefore had become a sub-player,
at least.
Somewhere, a strong voice said: "Let's change the rules of
that universe."
The answer echoed along the same line: "He's already making
his own rules."
— "That," was the reply, "is the quickest way to become
a broken piece."
Cargill thought grimly: "So Lan Bruch thinks I've defeated
him. Good." Then he wouldn't need to know what the man had said. That
control was broken at an energy level.
Cargill thought tensely: "There isn't redly
anybody else in my universe. All those thoughts are my own. I'm playing this
game, and I'm all the pieces, and all the players, and I'm the—"
He couldn't quite let that last idea come to full flowering.
He made the effort not to know what he had thought. He made an
agreement with himself that he would not remember. He reinforced those rules of
the game that made it necessary for him to hide the memory from himself. He
considered several methods by which he could punish himself for all future time
for having even momentarily revealed—what? He couldn't remember.
He opened his eyes and looked up at the two Shadows who had
performed the therapy. One of them walked away almost immediately. The other
gazed down at Cargill with inscrutable dull eyes, and then made an unmistakable
gesture: Sit up!
As he obeyed, he realized the difference within himself. He felt
refreshed and energized, wonderfully alert and alive. The million-tube had
probably been used on him to educate him, to explain why he passed through this
experience. For he knew with a sharper understanding that he had been relaxed
while Betty Lane had had the equivalent of a cathartic experience.
Old, old was that pattern. Punishment is known among animals and
when there is none, neurosis strikes as deeply into the mind of the beast as
any comparable situation in man. A bull elephant, nursing along his females, is
attacked by a larger bull and is driven into the jungle. The injustice of it
tears him to pieces, and after a time a dangerous rogue elephant roams the
forest There was a hell before heaven was thought of.
Once people were hanged for stealing a shilling—until twenty-five cents ceased
to be an important sum. Morality changed, of course. The crime of one
generation was common practice in the next and so a thousand easements came
automatically to the tensed descendants of people who did not have the
satisfaction of catharsis. But there were eternal verities. Murder would be
paid for by someone. Gross obscenities left their impress on the protoplasm.
Revolutions and wars conducted without regard for the humanities—ah, but how
they would be
paid for! Disaster shocked the universe and the impulse went on and on. The
shock waves of the collapse of vanished empires continued for ages.
The victim gains catharsis when the thief is captured and
imprisoned. The prisoner, his guilt expiated by his imprisonment, also gains
easement. . . . There was only one thing wrong with that. As Cargill sat up,
relaxed and free, he realized for the first time that there was still another
thing he must do.
This "prisoner" had not yet committed the crime which
would make it possible for Morton Cargill to come to the twenty-fourth century.
It was 1953. A Shadow moved along a street of Los Angeles. It took
a little while to locate the exact cocktail bar. He couldn't remember clearly
where he had been that night at the beginning of the chain of events. Suddenly,
however, he saw the sign that jarred his memory: ELBOW ROOM. A glance through
the wall showed him Morton Cargill inside. He caught no sight of Marie
Chanette.
That puzzled Shadow Grannis-Cargill. He stepped back into the
darkness of a doorway across the street from the bar and for the first time
seriously considered what he was about to do. He realized that in the back of
his mind all this time he had deliberately forgotten the incident. Somehow he
had known that sooner or later he would have to come to the twentieth century
and make sure that everything happened as it had happened. He had to be
certain that Marie Chanette did indeed die.
Cargill thought shakily, "Am I really going to let her be
killed, knowing that I can stop it at any time up to the actual moment of the
accident?"
Having put the question so sharply he had a sense of a desperate
crisis. It had to be done, he argued with
himself. If he faltered now everything might be disarranged.
He had been warned about trying to alter events. Alteration required a closed
circle of occurrences. Single changes could be made over a great period of
time, but tests carried out by teams of Shadows had established that objects
could be moved without apparent dislocation. Human beings, and other life
forms, could be transferred from one place to another,
or from one time period to the past or future. But one could not, must not, and
should not interfere with a life cycle that was known to have ended. After a
man had been dead hundreds of years, or scores, or long enough to decompose, no
interference should be attempted.
Marie Chanette was known to have died. The record of her death had
already resulted in a diagnosis which had caused Morton Cargill to have a
series of experiences. More Important, she was the first event in what he was
endeavoring to make a complete cycle of events where everything fitted
logically.
Grannis-Cargill stood in the dim light and realized unhappily that
he was not really thinking logically about the matter. After all, what could
happen? So many changes had already taken place. It seemed ridiculous that one
more would matter. The Shadow experimenters were simply being careful.
He could imagine that before any really scientific investigation
had been made, things had happened which would now be
frowned upon by the experts. . . . Well, maybe that wasn't quite true. The
entire Shadow phenomenon must always have been carried on by scientists. No one
else would have had the opportunity.
He was still undecided when the drunken Lieutenant Cargill, still
yet to return from service overseas a captain, staggered to his feet and came
out of the bar into the darkness.
But where was the girl?
The Shadow Grannis-Cargill had a sudden flash of insight. In
abrupt excitement he projected himself to the scene of the accident. He saw the
wrecked car against a tree almost immediately. Inside was Marie Chanette. He
examined her. Judging from her condition she had been dead nearly an hour.
"I didn't do it," said Grannis-Cargill aloud into the
night. "I never even met the girl. She had the accident all by
herself."
He was genuinely amazed. It was a totally unexpected outcome. It
made complicated what he must do now: he had to make certain that everything
occurred exactly as up to now he himself had believed.
The "earlier" Cargill must be convinced that he was
partly responsible for the death of Marie Chanette. Why Marie had been selected
at all, where she fitted in, seemed to grow more obscure by the minute.
Reluctant, and yet relieved by what he had discovered of his own
innocence, he hastened back to where Lieutenant Cargill was standing, swaying.
The drunk Cargill was unaware of the being who hovered
behind him, directing on him the power of a million-tube. Without his being
aware of it, the belief was impressed on his mind that at this moment he was
meeting Marie Chanette.
The hallucination firmly established, Grannis-Cargill was about
to transport the earlier Cargill to the wreck when he thought: "All I've
got to do is go back an hour and a half in time and I can save Marie Chanette's
life."
Suddenly, he said aloud, "No!" It was not really a
rejection, he realized wretchedly. He tried to argue with himself. "If I
once get started on a thing like this, I could spend the rest of my life just
preventing accidents."
"Besides," he reasoned, "she did it herself. I'm
not responsible in any way." Abruptly he realized he was not convincing
himself. General truths simply did not apply. Marie Chanette was one woman in
the vast universe, one bewildered human being on the drift of time. In the
moment before her death she must have cried out in sudden agonized
awareness of her fate.
Shadow Grannis-Cargill made his choice: life for Marie Chanette.
He stood grimly a few minutes later, watching her car come towards the scene of
the accident.
He noted the direction from which she was
coming, went back in time and space—and so by jumps traced her to the point
where she came out of a night club accompanied by a soldier. The two were
quarreling bitterly in drunken fashion. Cargill decided not to wait. Before
the girl could get into her car he transported her to her bedroom.
Then he returned to what would normally have been the time and the
scene of the accident. "I'll wait here till the moment for it is
past," he decided.
The instant arrived when, earlier, Marie Chanette would have died.
In space-time, an energy thread "broke." In a certain
area, the illusion that was space collapsed. It instantly ceased to have energy
flow, and so instantly ceased to be a part of the universe of doing. Facsimiles
of "dead" space automatically mocked-up hi the disorganized area, and
moment by moment were unlocked by the violence of the energy flows that poured in
upon them. Several times, facsimiles of space, that were
almost like what had been destroyed, held against the chaos for a
measurable time in terms of billionths of seconds.
The space-time continuum in its grandeur had just about one second
of existence left to it.
Cargill was already dead. At the very split-instant of the first
"break," his body had all the space pulled out of it, and it ceased
to be except as a body facsimile of something that continued to think like
Cargill, and had Cargill's memories, and was Cargill in the sense that the
entire body is the cell, and whole is the part.
The being who had for thirty-odd years been Morton Cargill looked
out upon the universe with his thousands of perceptions. What had
happened this time was clearly different. Somehow, his awareness had been
stirred, and he knew who he was.
Mirror-wise, he reflected the entire material universe, reflected
all universe, reflected First Cause, reflected being. He glanced back
over the seventy trillion years of that mirror-picture, and saw where he had
agreed to participate in the Game of the Material Universe.
And why!
The timeless static that had been Morton Cargill decided to renew
the agreement; and the question was, should it be done
through a change of the rules of the Game, or by adherence to them?
He did a magical thing. He mocked up the entire material universe,
and changed the rules one by one, and two by two, and in intricate
combinations. And then, he unmocked that universe,
and mocked up a duplicate of the material universe. He put Marie Chanette into
various positions, and had her die in consecutive moments, each time observing
the effect on the mirror image that reflected in the static that was himself.
He saw that the illusion of life could be maintained only by
having. And that implicit in having was losing. All the life-discards—like the
lake and the statue—were meaningless developments because that one vital fact had
not been known—then.
Marie Chanette must die.
But an attempt should be made to have her contact reality.
The static, in its mirror wisdom, reflecting as it did thought,
magic, illusion and beauty, created a small amount of space.
The broken energy thread re-fused. A series of flows started.
Dazed, Marie Chanette shook her head and climbed into her car. What puzzled her
was the momentary conviction that she had been in her own bedroom. She was so
intent on the thought that she forgot the soldier and drove away even as he was
stumbling around to the other side to get in.
Grimly, Shadow Grannis-Cargill waited for the crash. When it was
over, he transported the earlier Cargill to the wrecked car and put him into
the seat beside Marie Chanette. He took the pictures that would
"later"—in 1954—shock Captain Cargill.
He waited there, then, until the terrible tensions in him let up,
waited till he could think, "I've broken through the barriers of life and
death. The whole sidereal universe is open to me now that I know the
truth."
Satisfied, he returned to Shadow City. The cycle was complete.