*Vulnerability II*

Q:  Yesterday I saw a deer that had just been killed on the side of the
road.

B:  What did you learn?  When you think about the deer itself, how does
that make you feel?

Q:  Badly, she was so vulnerable, a very sweet symbol.  It's like she
melted into the sidewalk.  If was sad to see this beautiful animal that had
just died.

B:  All right, that's one side of the story.  What about the power side of
vulnerability?  Of being open to the unknown in that sense, knowing that it
can only be more of yourself!  What about that as a symbol for the
transition itself, the idea of the open arms of vulnerability, not in the
negative sense but in the powerful sense?

Q:  Yeah.  That's the only way to do this -- to be totally vulnerable, like
melting into the sidewalk, there's great power in that.

B:  Yes.  Melting into the power, the totality, the light of yourself. Do
you feel that you have lost something?  Or do you feel that you have
gained?  You can grow quite a bit from this experience in a very natural
way in assisting individuals to transform from one dimension to another.

Q:  Even somebody who wants to commit suicide?

B:  Understand that an individual who is centered within themselves that no
longer wishes to be physical will simply be able to leave. Suicide, in that
sense, as you understand in your society, is generally not a sign of
wellness.  If they wish to leave and they are centered within themselves,
and they truly know they have no purpose in being any longer upon your
planet, they will be able to leave without the idea you understand as
suicide.  They will simply leave.  It will either be through, what you may
call, in some cases, an automatic "accident" that kills them instantly, or
they will lay down, close their eyes and leave.

However, if they are in anxiety about the idea of whether or not to kill
themselves, generally that is an indication that there is still something
they haven't dealt with and all the more reason for them stick around. You
understand the difference?  Does that help?

Q:  Yes, it does.

B:  One moment.  There is going to be some very powerful communication for
you in your dreams.  Be open to it; do not be afraid.  It may seem dark, it
may be fearful, but it's exactly the shadow you need to walk into to really
gain your power, and to really be able to help others by you becoming the
person you need to become which can truly help in the transition from one
dimension to another.  This responsibility must be integrated within you
fully and it can be.

Dreams and your guides can help you, even as they have already begun to
help you through the doe, through the coyote, through the cat, through the
dreams, through the symbols, through the attraction of these individuals
who are dying and everything else you will need.  You have all the tools.
All the tools are there.  You simply need to be open to receive them; they
will be there.