*Validating Your Process* Q: Hi. B: Hello! Q: Good morning. B: Good day. Fine day, is it not? Q: It's beautiful! Exciting. Wonderful. B: Oh, one moment, one moment! Let us appreciate it together, shall we? Q: Yes. B: All right. As you allow me to describe the dawning of a new day over the greenery of my world, the rising of what you would call a yellowish star with a greenish tinge; and there being pale amber light, coolish amber light, that allows the very trees to seem to be waking up, to be stretching and expanding under the light. Opening up, spreading out farther and farther until all the branches and all the leaves touch, creating the canopy of a forest once again - whereas the previous night before they had been collected singular stalks, dotting the landscape. And now they spread out to give their shade to the creatures below. And there is, now and then - when one is in the right place at the right time and has such a vibration - a small thin flash of reddish-purple that will signal the angle of the light through the atmosphere that represents the official, quote/unquote, new day, new dawn upon our world; a crispness, a lightness, a freshness, a smell, a touch, a sound; a vitality and a smoothness, an assuredness of being; activity and delight. We thank you for sharing the new dawn with me. Q: Thank you. It was beautiful. I will keep this image in mind when I walk on my hill. This question is very... it will appear to be quite prosaic following that. B: Nonsense! Q: Over a year ago I talked to you about the fact that I created a lot of pain whenever I had my teeth cleaned. B: Yes. Q: Remember that? B: Yes. Q: And at that time you said that I was balancing a lot of different processes, and we would talk about it some other time. (There is a loud clicking of the channel's teeth continuously during her description.) And I've never brought it up again, because I didn't think that the processes were finished until... well, since then, I have found a hygienist who uses a different method, and I don't have the problem, the pain anymore. B: Yes, yes, yes. Thank you! (Still clicking, even faster.) Q: And I had a check-up today. I've also had a lot of situations with my mouth. Everything that happens in my life seems to have some reaction in my mouth, my teeth, my mouth, whatever. I had gum surgery, and my dentist said that the best we could do after surgery was to keep it stable, or not let it deteriorate too much... B: Oh, the best! Oh, all right. Q: Right. And today I had a check-up. And he came and he said: "Hey, it's getting better." B: Surprise, surprise! Q: Surprise! And he was very surprised. I wasn't; I was very pleased. But I thought: "Well, that makes sense." B: Yes! You are taking bigger bites of life now. Q: So I thought, well, perhaps this was... B: Well, in a sense, that is what I really mean. For when you don't process the symbol of what you chew, to digest it, it can atrophy. Q: Uh huh! Oh, how interesting. Well, I thought perhaps this was the time now when you might share with me those processes I was balancing, because I've finished with my balancing act. B: Yes. We have just described them to you. In effect, you are biting off bigger chunks of life emotionally, in that sense. You are willing to digest more, rather than simply on one particular level, which would cause there to be spiritual malnourishment. Understand? Q: Yes. B: You are now nourishing yourself more on every level. Q: Okay, so at the time I was not nourishing myself? B: Not on every level. Q: Okay. B: You were not biting into life as fully as you could. Q: And I am now, even though I told you a couple of weeks ago... B: Enough to allow the balancing to start happening naturally. The willingness - remember, the willingness, in and of itself, many times is enough. You don't have to have it all, in terms of your conscious understanding of what is going on. The willingness, however, to go for it all can allow all the nourishment to come in that needs to come in, to give you the ability to go for the rest of it. Q: Yeah. I see I do have the willingness. B: Now, yes. Q: Right, right. Because I feel that... well, the reason I'm talking to you tonight - I feel that I'm at the verge of something, and all I need is a little nudge from you, telling me which direction... thank you. B: What are you at the verge of? Q: I have no idea. B: Yes, you do. Q: I knew he'd say that. B: Well, first of all, you know. Repeat after me: I am... Q: I am? B: ... the I - was that a question? Q: No, I am. B: I am? "Oh yes, I guess so." All right. Q: No, I am... B: ... the idea... Q: ... the idea... B: ... of being on the verge. Q: Of being on the verge... of... discovery. B: Of what? Q: Of discovery. B: Of discovery of what? Q: I don't know. That's what I'd like to know. B: All right. I am... Q: I am... B: ... the idea... Q: ... the idea. B: ... of not knowing what I'm on the verge of. Q: ... of not knowing what I'm on the verge of. B: How do you know you're on the verge of anything? Q: It feels like... B: Oh, it feeeels like it! All right. Then, for now, be the idea of being on the verge. Explore what it is to be on the edge, on the threshold! Explore that idea. For now, that is the idea, in and of itself. Q: Mhmm. B: Remember, many of you invalidate the process itself... Q: That's true. B: ... as a part of the life you are. Q: Yes, yes. B: "When am I going to get there? When am I going to get there?" Q: Oh, I haven't done that so much... B: I am allowing a little fun. Q: All right. Okay, all right. No, I... B: But the idea of that when you say: "Well, I'm on the verge of something, but I don't know what." Then if you don't know what, let the state you are in be the state you need to be in. And explore what you need to in that state. Once you have explored all you need to in that state, you will know what the next state is that you need to be. Any time you don't immediately know what the next state is, you haven't finished with the state you're in - for what it /is/. Not for where it's getting you; for what it is. Right here, right now. Q: Yes. Yes. B: You see, that is the idea we are suggesting: that many of you allow states to only be states that /get/ you somewhere, rather than allowing them to be where you /are/. And understanding what it is where you are. So, for a while, /be/ a verge. Q: Okay, I will. Thank you very much. B: Thank you very much! Sharing!