*The Process Is Life Itself* Q: I have a question about sleep. I don't get...? B: Do you feel tired? Q: Yes I do, and I want to know ... B: All right. Are you forcing yourself to stay awake? Q: Not really, no. B: All right. Are there times within your schedule that you would rather sleep but feel that you cannot? Q: Right. You're getting it. B: Do you think that with your creative imagination you may be able to rearrange your schedule so that you may be able to sleep when you want to? Q: That's... thank you. B: Question. Q: Yes. I feel an energy that I've not felt before. I've never experienced you before, and somehow I recognize that something is affecting my right side. B: All right. Q: I don't know if that has anything to do with anything. And I don't have a specific question. B: All right. Q: But I just wonder if, because you can see a lot, if there's anything that... B: Cannot see; we cannot see. Q: I want to know without really knowing what I really want to know. B: Very creative, roundabout way of (--?). Allow yourself to feel that you have created the energy within your universe to experience for the purpose of your own unfoldment. Which you will be more than aware of if you simply allow yourself to go along for the ride for now. All right? Q: Yes. I think so. B: Thank you. You will find a few surprises. Question. Q: I have a question. B: All right. Q: Can you explain a little bit more about what you mean by hyper- consciousness? B: To a degree you may understand that hyper-consciousness is that state of mass consciousness within full realization of its connection to every other mass consciousness within All That Is. You follow me? Q: Yes I do. B: Question. Q: Would that have anything to do with (--?)? B: Only in a sense. Q: I have another question as well. Can you give me some insight as to the significance of the hawk as a symbol? B: Now, if that symbol has significance to you, you tell me -- since that is a very personal creation for yourself; although there are mass conscious versions of that symbol, yes. But 'tis within your universe, and obviously personal to you. You are empowered, you tell me: what does it make you feel like? How have you created that symbol to represent that portion of your own consciousness to yourself? Q: Well I guess its just showing up to me every time I sit down at the typewriter and write. B: Why? Q: Well, that's a good question. Q: Oh, thank you. Do you have a good answer? Q: No. B: Oh, really! I don't believe you. Q: I'm not sure if I have something to say, or if somebody else has something they're... B: Uh-uh-uh! You have something to say. Realize I am not forcing you. It is right there. You are aching to share yourself. Q: Okay. B: Be willing to know that every idea that you are is quite valid, quite beautiful, quite creative, quite instructive and quite a learning experience for many other individuals and for yourself as well, if you allow it to be so. Please always feel free to share of yourself. You will be reinforcing in that way the overall conviction that you have of your own reality, and exactly how your reality merges and blends and integrates within the overall mass conscious reality of the transformation taking place at this time. Be creative; be bold. Q: Thank you very much. B: Oh, thank you. Go ahead. Q: Why do I need someone to say do it? B: You told yourself. Again, realize that since you have recognized your creative tool of another consciousness telling you what you already knew, then you can manifest that idea for yourself and be equal to that idea from now on -- by yourself. And that will allow you more than enough opportunity to share your truly complete self with other individuals. Not that you will need to, but that you will desire to. Q: That's great. B: Question. Q: I understand what you're saying about all that exists is in the now. However, from the human experience perhaps let's say that I was put under... B: All right. Q: ... drugs and hypnosis, and told that I was a different person than who I was -- perhaps in modern American experience, Korean brainwashing. B: All right. Q: Now, if I were still under the influence of Korean brainwashing, would it not be necessary for me to look into the past some what -- from a human... B: Now, now, all right. You are giving me a "what if." Allow me to ask you: what if you had never created this experience in the first place? Q: Well, but I already did... B: All right, thank you. Why did you create this experience for yourself? Q: Why would I have? Well I was perhaps a soldier, and got captured and they wanted to turn me into... B: No-no-no. Not what were the circumstances of the creation -- why? Q: I don't know. B: Are you sure? Q: Well perhaps I was playing soldier and I got... B: All right, very good. You were playing soldier. Very good. Now, what aspect of yourself do you feel is fulfilled by the idea of having played soldier? Q: Well... I'm making this hypothetical situation... B: Oh-oh! We said it was real, did we not? Q: Okay. I'll play it. Okay. B: All right. Realize that if I say, "What if?" -- you say it is real. If I say it is real, you are saying, "What if?" It is up to you. If you wish, you may simply understand the reason for the creation of this reality, and therefore save yourself the time and effort of going through the entire brainwashing experience. Also again simply understand that every reality, every situation, will be in and of itself its own idea -- created for its very specific purposes according to the idea of the unfoldment of the self. Now, if you choose to create a situation in which you (--?) or change your situation by reviewing your past self, then fine. That is one creation. But understand that that creation will lead you to other creations where you do not need to do that. So for yourself, then, there may have been purpose in that reality, and perhaps for many other individuals as well -- but that is your reality. Allow yourself simply to unfold your reality as you have allowed it to unfold, and experience what you experience. And if you do not like it, make another experience. Q: I'd like to be able to do that in the human experience at all times. B: You are. Q: Okay. B: Again you are always in control, even when you create for yourself a situation in which it seems you are out of control. And since you know you have created that situation in which it seems you are out of control, you can simply know that you have created it. And therefore you are totally in control of it, and you can get on with your life. You follow me? Q: I follow you. I don't think I could apply it immediately, but I'm going to think about it a little bit... B: No, you will not apply it if you think about it. That is (--?). It will be up to you when you wish to apply it. Realize that the only process that you need is simply life itself. Live. Experience. Do! Feel! Act! Be! Then you will change and continue to do so -- will be up to you. Will not matter one-way or the other. You are always indestructible. You are always All That Is, you always will be. Will not make any difference whatever "what if" you wish to play. Ultimately you will always still be right there and right now. Thank you. Q: Thank you.