*Synchronicity II* Q: I've been feeling a little bit like a ping-pong ball lately. B: All right. That can be an enjoyable game, even for the ball. Q: Even for the ball. I'm wondering if you could help me to level it out to a point of being a little more comfortable. B: I will help you when you understand you don't need help. Q: I felt that way for a couple of weeks. B: Then the you you were then is not the you you are now; so do not say you felt that way. Q: Right. B: Someone else did. Q: Yes. B: Why are you choosing to feel the way you feel? Q: Well, that's part of the question, because I feel a definite duality. B: All right. What is wrong with that? Does that not give you a unique point of view about yourself? Can you not learn from it? Can you not enjoy it? Can you not integrate and absorb what you are learning from this dual perception of yourself - in a positive way? Can you not assume that every situation is fundamentally neutral; and choose to go at it with a positive attitude, so that it will have a positive effect, instead of a negative attitude, so that it creates a negative effect? Q: Yes. B: Am I being of help? Q: Yes. B: Well? Q: Yes, I can do that. B: All right. Do you think that that will assist you? Q: Yes, I can do that. B: All right. Do you think that will assist you? Q: Yes. B: Why do you think so? Q: Because... B: I'll wait. Q: Because it implies... (AUD: You know we can't hear you back here.) B: Thank you for pointing out the need for boldness. Project! Q: It implies that... I forgot what it implies. B: Good!! Welcome to the moment! Q: All right. Then let me ask you a specific thing, which... oh, it implies that I don't have to worry about anything. And one of the things that is happening that is still a little bit worrying is that I seem to have a strange sleep thing happening, where I'm falling asleep driving on the freeways. B: Yes. Oh, oh ohh! Oh, let's reinforce that one! Let's reinforce the negativity. All right. Oh, yes, ohhh. We all know that's negative. Oh, ohhh. Oh yes, you are doing a negative thing! Q: I had myself completely covered with white light, so I was not afraid on that level. But what I'm wondering is... B: Completely covered with white light. All right. Q: I covered myself in white light... B: Yes. Q: ... to protect myself because I was falling asleep on the freeway. B: Oh! To protect yourself! Which implies that you believe you need protection - which implies that you believe you can be harmed. Q: By a large truck when I'm asleep on the freeway. (much laughter) To me. It freaked out my mother. B: All right. Q: You are supposed to be impressed by that. B: All right!!!! Q: Shine it off. It's okay; I'll... B: May I ask you a question? Q: Yes. B: Are you fighting your own instinctive natural schedule? Q: Well, I thought about that. And I remembered what you said about 2 to 4 pm being sleep time, or being our low energy point. B: In general. Q: And I was not able to pinpoint these periods of suddenly becoming sleepy in terms of that general cycle. B: So what? Are you going to take us literally, or are you going to follow your own instincts? "Oh, it's not between 2 to 4 pm; so even though I am sleepy, I will wait until 2 to 4 pm because a Sassanian said I can only be sleepy between 2 to 4 pm. So I will not stop and take a nap." Is that what you are saying? Are you giving me that much of your power? Q: No. B: Well, all right then. What are you doing about your own instinctive schedule? Q: Well, I guess my instinctive schedule is that I should fall asleep at 55 miles per hour in the car on the freeway. B: Are you missing the point? Why, in your estimation, were you falling asleep while you are moving? Q: Well, that's what I don't know, because this has never happened before. I'm not the kind of person that falls asleep on the freeway in broad daylight. B: When you fell asleep, you obviously were that kind of person. Do not contradict yourself. Perhaps you are not that kind of person now, because, a) you are not on the freeway - at lease I will assume we are not on the freeway. Now the person you were then is not the person you are now. What you are being shown is this entire idea of disassociation. Now, recognize that you are quite all right; you did not get killed by a truck. You follow me? Q: Right. B: Therefore, our first suggestion is to stop playing "what if," and let's talk "what is." All right? Now, as you - the you you were then - were driving along the freeway and falling asleep, what were your feelings? What were your thoughts? Not connected to the idea of what would happen if you fell asleep, just your general thoughts, your general feelings about yourself at that time? Q: Well, it was very strange, because it was almost like I was - (Louder!) It was strange because it was almost like I was going into a deep meditation. B: All right. Very good! Very good! Now, what does meditation mean to you? Q: It means connecting with another density. B: All right. Very good, very good. Thank you! Now may I ask you a question? Q: Yes. B: Does it mean disconnecting from this one? Is that what you have always thought meditation to mean? Q: Sometimes yes, and sometimes no. Like most of the time I am semi- meditative. And it's cool; I can do both. B: Oh, cool. All right. Q: I can be third and fourth at the same time. I can be bi-densitive. B: All right. Now, let me ask you this: with regard to the synchronicity of having your mother present... Q: Oohhhhh! B: ...what does it represent to you now? Q: Oh, my goodness! Okay. B: Do share. Do share! And speak up! You do not want them to fall asleep. Q: Okay, Yes. Oh, my goodness. I didn't make that connection. Yes, my mother always falls asleep; in fact, my mother was asleep. In fact, my mother falls asleep maddeningly. And I feel - I mean, I feel she's sleeping her life away, so to speak. B: I see. And so your falling asleep at the wheel, did you say, "freaked her out" or woke her up? Q: She was asleep during the whole thing... B: Yes? Q: ... until we arrived home... and I told her how I had started to fall asleep... B: Yes, yes, yes, and her reaction? Q: She was freaked out. B: So you mean she woke up? Q: Yes, she woke up. And then the next time she drove, she made sure that she stayed awake and kept talking to me. (Much laughter) B: Now do you get the picture? Do you see the reflection that you were being of service to? Q: I was of service to her? B: Oh, come, come, come! And in this way, also to yourself - in the idea of your relationship to her, and what you think of her, and what you think of what she does. And what she thinks of what you do, and this and that. And showing her reflections of herself that are encapsulated within your feelings of her, and vice versa. Were you not acting out a scenario about her that bothered you - and allowing her to see how it affects you? Q: Yes. B: All right, then. Let it be obvious. Now, therefore, simply recognize - there is no "what if." This is not the beginning of some disease: "I'm going to fall asleep at the wheel now, or at least some of them," for why you enacted that scenario. And recognize it can be served in other ways, rather than in ways that are unconscious. You follow me? Q: Yes. B: And therefore, in ways that are not, quote/unquote, detrimental to your physical health. Q: Right, yes. B: Sometimes you will find that you will share exciting incidents - co- incidents with someone else - so that you will both wake up to what is happening between you. So you will shake yourselves, give yourselves some excitement in the relationship. Spark it up a bit. Q: Yes! B: Therefore, thank you for your sharing. Q: Thank you. Q2: The first thing I want to share is that I truly do trust you. I was realizing that. B: I trust you too, all of you. Q2: Thank you. Thank you. B: Now they're going: "What did he mean by that?" I fully trust you to be who you are; you cannot be anything else. Q2: Exactly. And it also means infinite possibilities. B: Thank you!! Q2: Right. Whatever you do is all right, because you are an infinite creator, as I am. B: Yes. We also trust the synchronicity of the interaction that we are together. That is what we trust. Q2: Marvelous, wonderful. Thank you. B: Thank you.