*Rewarding Disabilities*


Q:  Last week a situation occurred which has upset, at least/, my/ plans.
Um...

B:  PLANS!   UPSET YOUR PLANS?

Q:  Yes.

B:  UPSET your plans, you only have /one/ plan in life? (laughter)  You only
have one way things could happen?

Q:  Um, no.

B:  Then why is it that the situation is not creating the plan that needs
to be there, rather than upsetting the plan you think should be there?  Why
is the situation not part of the plan, even though it may be an unexpected
part of the plan?

Q:  I guess because I haven't been looking at it that way.

B:  Look at it that way and see if it makes a difference.

Q:  Actually, I was hoping that you could give me some insight.

B:  I just did.  (Laughter)  But you are allowing yourself to be thrown by
the unexpected again.  You are assuming that what comes to you, in an
unexpected direction, is not what is supposed to be there.  But it is.  You
want life to be boring?

Q:  It's definitely not boring.

B:  Oh all right, then simply allow yourself to recognize that, as we have
said, every situation, unexpected or otherwise, is fundamentally neutral.
And allow yourself to VIEW it in a positive attitude  -- THAT POSITIVE
ATTITUDE is what will allow it to /manifest/ a positive result.

Q:  Even when I don't prefer it to manifest the way it is?

B:  But why are you not preferring it?  Is it a preference or is it a
judgment?

Q:  Well, it feels like a preference.

B:  All right, define the situation.

Q:  Well, um... the situation is that... was, yeah, it remains a
possibility, there is a possibility...

B:  What IS the situation?

Q:  Okay, the situation is my disability, is...

B:  DIS-ability?

Q:  Yes.  I'm receiving disability, which is a...

B:  From where? (Much laughter)

Q:  Well, it's money that I am receiving for an injury that was incurred on
the job.

B:  All right.

Q:  And it, let's see... it appears as though they are going to cut off
/this money/ I'm receiving.

B:  So then, you do not need it.  Do you want to continue to be rewarded
for being disabled?

Q:  No.  Um, no I don't want to continue being rewarded...

B:  Would you rather be able?

Q:  I'd rather be able.

B:  All right then, you will automatically discontinue - disability.
Because you do not need it, because you are able, and that means that you
are able to attract to you the opportunities and the situations that will
allow YOU to have whatever symbol of abundance you need, to support the
idea you are willing to be able about.  If it needs money, money will be
there, if money is not there, it doesn't need it.

What is the idea you want to be, that you are not being?

Q:  Um, well I haven't really discovered that yet.

B:  Where are you looking?

Q:  Well, I've been doing what I've been doing.  I've been doing... like
working on my dreams and um...

B:  What does that mean?

Q:  Well, um... I've been writing them...

B:  All right, are you enjoying that?

Q:  I love it.

B:  All right.  Anything else?

Q:  Um, I guess I'm doing a lot of meditation.

B:  All right.

Q:  And I really enjoy doing that, and...

B:  Then can you not allow yourself to see how all that you are doing is
beginning to work?  The first step being the discontinuance of dis-ability
as a positive reflection of the fact that you are becoming able.

Q:  Can you go further?

B:  It all depends on how you depend on how you choose to look at it.  And
that is what will allow you to reap the benefit of your point of view -
negative or positive.

Q:  Well I guess my feeling is that I don't want to go back to the same
job.

B:  Who says you have to?  THAT is a fear and a judgment.  Who says you
will?  Why not trust that what is occurring IS the sign of your flow?  You
may continue to assume that your flow will flow you where you need to go -
not BACK to something that will not support the idea, the new idea you now
happen to be, that would not fit the definition.  Nature does not work that
way -- it does not fight itself.
It does not take you BACK to something that is not part of the definition
of the new idea you happen to be.

Q:  Oh, so what you are saying is that I need to /trust/?

B:  Very good.  (laughter)

Q:  /Okay./

B:  Thank you.

Q:  Thank You.