*Fourth Density Co-Creating With Children*



Q:  Recently I find myself forgetting more and more.

B:  Yes - a fourth density symptom. The idea that you now know that as you
begin to live in the present, and not form connections to the future and
the past - which are created from the present anyway -you will disassociate
from needing to dredge up memories of the past. You will simply know what
you need to know, in the present, when you need to know it.

Many of you will find that one of the fourth density symptoms, at first,
will be to seemingly begin to forget things. You are simply relocating your
memory - which is always created in the present anyway.

Q:  I experienced what was like a temporary amnesia on Saturday, when the
hours... well, I cannot remember them, I cannot account for them.

B:  I have just told you why.

Q:  Oh... and I mean, is that bad? It was bad.

B:  It is not bad! (AUD: laughter) You are once again assuming that your
memory loss is a negative thing.

Q:  Well, I'm going to be working with children over the next week and...

B:  Understand, children know exactly how to live in the moment. So you are
only learning to live like them, so you can relate to them, and so they can
relate to you.

Q:  Well, I'm a little bit worried that I'll pass out in front of the kids
or something.

B:  You are missing the point. Listen closely: the idea is that you only
live in the present. Do you follow me?

Q:  Yes.

B:  There is only the present. Can you ever remember living anywhere else,
anywhen else, other than the present?

Q:  But it's causing some problems, practical problems.

B:  One moment. One moment... one step at a time. Do not jump ahead. You
are again going into a future, which does not exist.

Can you ever remember a time when you ever lived anywhen else other than in
the present?

Q:  No. This is it.

B:  All right. /This is it/. You are correct. There is always, only, going to
be NOW. Always. Do you follow me?

Q:  Yes.

B:  No matter when you are, you are always NOW. This is quite literal. It
is not meant to be just an analogy. You are always, and can only ever exist
in NOW.

Therefore, as you begin to integrate all the different portions of yourself
that you know you need to integrate to be able to function in light and
love and service in fourth density - to be able to assist those children in
the ways that they will be able to be assisted - you are pulling together
all of your conceptions of the future, all of your conceptions of the past,
and are beginning to function in the now moment.

Anything that you are worried about, anything that you think will be a
"problem" - a problem only be a situation you will not allow to change
shape, that is all a problem is - you will simply find that any so-called
problems that you think will occur are only because you are judging that
what is happening to you is not what is supposed to be happening to you. To
be the person you want to be; to do the things you want to do.

The only thing that causes your worry is the /judgment/ of what is happening
- not what is happening. What is happening is not causing the worry. Your
judgment of what is happening is causing the worry.
What is happening has nothing to do with worrying. Nothing at all.

You are integrating and blending in a way that the children will be able to
relate to, and so that you also will be able to relate to them. For
children live in the moment. Do you follow me?

Q:  Yes. So I'm not going to pass out in front of the kids or anything?

B:  Let me put it this way: our perception is that it is very unlikely, but
should you decide to do so... (AUD: laughter) ... it will be for a reason.
The second you trust that if you decided to pass out, then it would serve
as a lesson to you and to them. And allow them to interact with you in
whatever way you have co-created each other to interact with.

And that degree of TRUST, knowing that should you decide to pass out, it
will be all right - and the degree of trust in knowing it is all right - is
what will allow you to know that you do not have to pass out, in order to
share the lesson with them. And share the lesson with yourself, that all
you are doing if you pass out is pushing yourself too hard. Expecting too
much of yourself.

Q:  I understand.

B:  May I ask you a question?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Are you sure?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Oh, thank you. Why do you wish to teach children?

Q:  Because I want to be a child again.

B:  You are. Right now. Therefore recognize, that all you are doing is
allowing yourself the opportunity to /feel/ as a child again: living in the
moment. The child-like state of being, of consciousness, does not worry
about what happened in the past, or what is going to happen in the future.
They are far too busy enjoying what they are doing in the moment. Do you
follow me?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Therefore, allow yourself to know that any passing out you may do, may
actually be passing /through/, passing /into/ the idea of a dream-like reality
that you and the children can share. It will be, to all intents and
purposes, and very literally, that you are sharing with them your own co-
created universe together, your own time of play and sharing; your own
reality, your own dream.

That is what you are perceiving to be the passing out, because you assume
that to dream in that magnitude, means that you have to lose consciousness.
Because that is the only way you are used to dreaming. Even though you are
dreaming while you are awake - but you think you are not.

So your fear of passing out, your fear of losing consciousness is simply
because that is the only way you understand how to create dreams. But now
that you know differently, there is no need to pass out, but only to pass
into a dream state while you are awake, and share with the children in that
playful time. All right?

Q:  Yes, thank you so much.

B:  Oh, thank you for your sharing!