Bashar:


Channeled by


Darryl Anka


From: "The Edge of the Coin"

11-26-86  Encino, CA


*Family Energies*



Q:  Well, you know, my mother's here.

B:  Yes!

Q:  (Laughs)

B:  Bon soir!

Q:  Well, she's not here in the room.

B:  Yes, but you are.

Q:  What is it with family that makes you feel so heavy?

B:  Many times it may simply be the recognition of many of the agreements
you have made in many, many, many, many, many, many, many, many, many,
many, many lives.
 And  sometimes the perspective that you have that may seem to be very
heavy because experience, in that way, may carry weight or mass.

When you look down or back a road that you think is a very long one, well
then, just looking at how long that road was may make you tired, if you
think of it as a long road.  It can simply also be that in this particular
life, in learning that this is the transformational age, and recognize that
of course you have made your agreements with all the individuals you are
interacting with in life, particularly your family, your immediate family;
then the coming to the realization of what it is you are in the society you
have been, has given you more than enough opportunities to explore the idea
of how, perhaps, from time to time, you have each fought against your own
ecstasy, and that can make you very tired.

And if you feel like things are weighing you down, many times it is simply,
in a way, from time to time, once you go through a doorway and pass on to
another level, until you actually give yourself the opportunity to pass
beyond regret, beyond guilt, beyond any sort of negative association or
self doubt in that way.  Each time you make one of those steps you may
still create, well, let us say, post-transformational depression.  Because
many of you still think that it takes a great deal of energy to have made
such an abrupt change, and so after having made the change, rather than
recognizing the ease in which it was created, many of you will simply
go.../"Whoa/, that was a big step.  I guess I better rest for a while."
Feels very heavy until you acclimate to the new level of energy.

You see, each and every time you take a new step, you do expand the idea of
your awareness of more energy.  But because you have just come out of a
frame of reference in which the energy is very real and tangible to you in
a negative way, then as soon as you run into all that new energy, it is
mass, energy is mass, mass is energy and as soon as you run into that much
more energy it feels like a lot of weight.  Feels very weighty.  Paying
attention?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Therefore, at first, it may seem as if, "Oh my, well I've just done a
wonderful thing and I've made a big step, but now I've run smack into all
this weighty energy.  Oh, I'm going to get tired all over again." When you
begin to connect into the understanding that all of that energy is what
will uplift you and support you and accelerate you, then it will not seem
to carry weight.  It will not seem to be a barrier that you have to wade
through like viscous energy and, in this way, you will not continue to feel
as if every transformation you go through makes you tired, because you go,
obviously, through many transformations with your immediate family. Is this
assisting you?

Q:  Oh, it's great.

B:  Is this assisting you?

Q:  Well, he left, but it's assisting me.  All of us.

B:  All right.  Something else?

Q:  No. Fine.

B:  All right.

Q:  I'll chew on that one for a while

B:  Enjoy the taste.

Q:  Yeah, we all will.

B:  For it is, if you let it, very, very, very, sweet.