EPILEPSY Q: I have this thing called epilepsy - the doctors say I have this thing called epilepsy. For 28 years I've been taking medication, and I tell you... B: Yes. Q: ...I do not believe that I have epilepsy. And I want a cure of it. I'm ready to say, "hey, I don't have this," you know. B: All right. Q: Why did I create it, and how do I get rid of it? B: Let us tell you something about the notion of epilepsy. Q: Okay. B: You will understand that, first of all, of course, it is the product of your society's belief system with regard to the way energy comes through your brain, or expresses itself as your brain from your higher self. You have now fractionated your idea of the brain into many components; and you have fractionated it into the idea of a left and right hemisphere, when, in fact, the brain is one whole idea. Q: Right. B: It is the maintenance of this idea of a left and right hemisphere that many times can allow there to be the lack of communication that goes on between the hemispheres that creates, what you call, the epilepsy. Q: Right. B: The epilepsy itself is the result, therefore, of when the brain begins to act as a homogenous unit and fires as a unit simultaneously, but fires through the filtering belief system that it exists as a collection of parts, that it throws everything out of whack, so to speak. It shorts the system out because you do not create the idea that the system can handle that type of unification firing. Q: Oh! B: Now, one idea, one exercise, if you will, that can assist in alleviating this notion, is to think -- if you already do -- of the two hemispheres, and allow yourself to generate the idea of energy flowing simultaneously in both of those hemispheres in a circular motion. And then allow them smoothly to cross. Q: Oh, yeah. B: Do you recognize the symbol that is being created? Q: I cannot believe that you said that. Because in going to a doctor right now-- not a doctor, not a psychotherapist, and he put me in a meditation. And the meditation that I saw was exactly what you you're doing. B: Yes. Q: It went like this, it was like this. B: Recognize that you are seeing... Q: It was centering myself. B: ...the infinity symbol. Q: God, it was just exactly like that. B: At the crux point of the infinity symbol is you, the gate, the door through which your consciousness comes. Now understand something else about the idea of seizures and epilepsy. Many, the vast majority, because of the belief systems of the society, of individuals who have become what you call very obvious channels in this life, including the physical channel before you, have, during their life, experienced some sort of shock to the head, seizure or epileptic attack. Q: Well, I was telling my friend tonight that I would really like to be a channeler myself. B: Yes. Q: Is that a possibility? B: Oh, yes. Q: Easy, huh? B: Oh, yes. Q: Oh, God. B: You understand the idea is that the epileptic shock takes you, all at once, out of all of the preconceived notions you have bought into in your society. Q: Right. B: You are a completely fluctuating being, commodity. Q: Sounds great. B: You are a completely randomized factor. Now, it does not have to express itself as loss of control, if you are willing to allow it to come through in a homogenized way, and express itself as creative service. Q: Okay. B: You follow me? Q: I follow you. B: To some degree also, what you experience in your reality as stuttering is a result of minor epileptic seizures. And again, the blending of the hemispheres through the center, which is you, can alleviate this idea. See it as an energy orchestration. Feel yourself to be one homogenous energy, not a collection of parts. When you are one homogenous energy, then you will not necessarily think that all the parts are difficult to allow them to communicate fluidly with each other. You will not have to feel that you are juggling many different things. You will not have to feel that you have to coordinate many diversified ideas. Q: Okay. B: You will function as a conduit. Q: Can I just ask you how to do this is just close my eyes and go into my mind and just visualize what you are saying right now -- just visualize that in your mind? B: Yes. And breathe slowly, deeply... Q: Does that mean that I can stop taking medication and the whole...? B: You will know when you no longer need that tool. Q: Okay. I thank you very much. B: I thank you for your willingness.