*Discovering Who You Already Are* Q: Good evening. B: And to you, good day. Q: I would like you to interpret a dream for me, if you will? B: Maybe. Maybe you can too. Q: I had a series of three one-scene dreams. If time is short, I'll just ask you the first one. B: All right. Q: I dreamed that I was in a relatively bare room. There was, like, linoleum or a marble floor or something. There was a very dark-skinned man sitting against the wall. He was all huddled up, like he was in pain or fear or something. B: All right. Q: And in my dream I walked over to him, and I placed my hands on the side his head... B: Yes. Q: ... and someone said something to him through me. B: And? Q: Then the scene honed in on me, and I had a shirt on with a white collar. And on the collar were the letters "c-u-e-o" and then a space and then the letter "u." Do you have any idea what those letters meant? (Long pause.) B: They are aspects, pieces of the vibration. Continue for a moment. Q: Well, that was the end of that dream. B: What did you say to the individual? Q: I don't know. He was like a... my dreams, when I have them, when I remember them, they're all telepathic. There never seems to be words. B: One moment.... some of this, to some degree, on one level, is a Lemurian connection to aspects of yourself. Some of it is a connection to other cultures as well. But mostly this is a connection... one moment...what do you do? Q: I don't work. B: What do you do? Q: Well, I read a lot and study a lot and try very hard to grow. I read constantly, trying to understand the spiritual aspects of life. B: Where do you think that is heading? Where will it take you? Q: I don't know. I hope, to a closeness to God -- to an understanding of that. B: Do you all understand that you are made of God? Q: Yes. B: Do you understand that everything, therefore, that you do, in a sense is an act of God? Q: Yes. B: How much closer can you get? Q: Well, I still feel that there's almost like a veil between us and our understanding of what God is. The veil I think is becoming thinner and thinner. B: Yes, in a sense. Q: Yes. B: But that veil is only a definition of one reality, to another thing you think is another level of reality. It is only the definition of your dimension as you have defined it. One moment. Have you allowed yourself to get in touch with the polarities within you as well? Have you examined the idea of not only the positive but the negative ideas within you? Q: Within me as an individual? B: Yes. Q: Yes. B: All right. How do you feel about the ideas of negativity? Q: I am clearing out most of the negatives in my life. I am digging them up, understanding them, looking at them, and learning from them. B: All right. Then you are transforming them into positive energy. Q: Right. B: All right, very good. Do you understand that negative has no more power than anything else? That everything is equal? Q: Yes. B: And that these things are just choices? Q: Yes. B: All right. One moment. Is there any particular place upon your planet, physically, that you would rather be than where you are? Q: Yes. Someplace that's very quiet. B: Which is? Q: Oh, maybe the mountains. B: Any particular area? Q: Yes, Mount Shasta, maybe. B: Mount Shasta, maybe. Q: Mount Shasta! B: All right. You're sure now? Q: Yes. B: Oh, all right. What will you do when you go there? And when will you go? Q: I think we're on a long guessing game here. B: Yes and no. The idea simply is that, as we perceive your energy, there are, in your terms, many gaps in our ability to access certain information. Therefore, we are guiding you around, steering you around, to see what other information is released in this process. Because there is something that, in that sense, is preventing us from giving you a direct answer; and usually that has to do with a process that you are still unfolding. Therefore, we do not have access to something that will interrupt your flow. So we are discovering certain aspects, certain parameters, certain definitions about you, so that we can see how this flow ties into the question you have asked. Q: Well, I think that if I had the time to really spend by myself on Mount Shasta... B: Yes? Q: ... I would spend that time trying to... B: Not trying. Q: Okay. I would spend that time discovering my relationship to God. B: All right. How about your relationship /as/ God? Or does that sound off- kilter to you? And if so, why? Q: I believe that we are all a /part/ of God. B: Yes. But remember that every part contains the whole. Q: Well, it's like the ocean consists of many drops of water, but the drop of water is not the ocean. B: Oh, yes it is. Q: Well, it has all the properties of the ocean. B: What's the difference? Q: Quantity. B: That's a definition. Q: Oh, maybe. B: Let's put it another way. Another analogy that we have used is to think of a grid, spread out long and flat -- lines this way, lines that way (crisscrossing) stretching to infinity. All right? Q: Okay. B: Take what you call a shiny ball bearing -- reflective surface. Put it anywhere on the grid. All right? Q: Okay. B: The reflection of the entire grid is in that ball bearing -- the entire grid. All the information -- any information -- you could discover anywhere on that grid, you can discover all in that one spot on the surface of the ball bearing. Understand? Q: Yes. B: Everything you call physical reality is only the product of the information that it is, the definition that it is. One drop is the whole ocean. Whether that makes sense in your physiological reality or not, one drop contains the entire idea of the information of the ocean, the whole ocean. And it is only a matter of your definitional degree that makes it seem to be different. Q: Well now, if you're turning that around to us all being God... B: Yes. Q: I think the potential for us to all be God is there, but I think we have to clear a lot of negatives. And I think there's a great deal of growth that we have as individuals... B: Oh, I'm not saying that's not the case. Q: No. B: But it is more than a potential. Q: Okay. What I would do on Mount Shasta would be to discover the potential in full. B: All right. But it isn't a potential. It is what you are. Q: I understand the terminology you are using; I know the way you mean it. B: But all we are suggesting is that what may give you a more accelerated ability to get in touch with what it is you say you want to get in touch with will be to understand that that's what you already /are/. And all that you're doing is discovering that. Q: Well, what l am is that -- in the raw. I'd like to polish it. B: All right, to some degree, that is so. Polish away. But the idea is that when you do polish it, you will be that shiny ball bearing that reflects everything. Q: Oh, I believe that's true of all, of everyone. B: Yes. Now that aspect of the dream, to some degree, is representative of that. You are speaking to yourself in the dream. That individual that you took in your hands and spoke to, to some degree is a portion of your consciousness - a portion that contains a certain definition, a certain definition that makes you still seem to be within a universe, rather than recognizing yourself /as/ the universes. This is the whole symbolic idea of the transformational age on your plane, completely. Any acceleration that you do will be the process of discovering that you actually are the dimension that you previously thought you existed in -- as a part of. That is the whole idea of growth and expansion -- to actually recognize that you are the dimension you previously thought you were only a part of. But in whatever way, shape or form it serves you to do this, have a wonderful time. We would simply suggest that if you do have a propensity to go to a certain place, that if a certain place does attract you, we suggest that you do, in fact, go. Because that will be the magnetic field that will be most aligning to you, to accelerate you in the ways you desire to be accelerated. All right? Q: Thank you very much. B: Thank you very much, for your expression and for allowing us to see the aspect of the Infinite you choose to be. Sharing!