Conviction


B:  What are you now doing with that extra question?

Q:  (Pause)  Well?  (Pause) Swallowing it.  Swallowing it!  So (that I) can
spit it out.

B:  Is it still a question, or has it become an answer?

Q:  It's still a question.

B:  All right.  Part of it's an answer, but it's still a question.  Do you
wish to wait until it is all an answer?

Q:  No, I... it's an academic question.

B:  Academic?

Q:  I just would like to know the difference between the heart chakra and
the third chakra.

B:  One is in the heart, and one is in the solar plexus.  How's that for an
academic answer?  Now, when you say, "what is the difference," what do you
mean?  Do you mean you sense that there is an energy difference?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Oh, do you?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Then if you already sense that there is an energy difference, what are
the differences you experience them to be?

Q:  Well...

B:  Yeeeees?

Q:  Okay. The heart chakra...

B:  Yeees? Everyone!  Pay attention!

Q:  Yes?

B:  The heart chakra?

Q:  Are you making fun of me?

B:  No. I am making fun with you. The heart chakra...

Q:  The heart chakra seems to be connected with the emotions, as we learned
in Hawaii.

B:  All right.

Q:  And, as we learned, was Arcturus energy.

B:  All right.

Q:  And the throat chakra seems to have something to do with that also.

B:   And...?

Q:  And in my case, though, I seem to have some blockage in the throat
chakra, which seems to be involved with swallowing things.

B:  All right.

Q:  That comes about whenever I'm in touch with the Arcturus energy. And
when I...

B:  What is it you are swallowing?  (Pause) Your competency?

Q: Competency?

B:  Your belief in yourself?  (Muttering something) I didn't hear you.

Q:  Something like that. It might be. I don't know... Pain?  Rejection?

B:  Will you do me a favor?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Are you sure you will do me a favor?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Thank you!  Stand up!  How do you feel?

Q:  Wonderful.

B:  All right.  Now, will you say it like you mean it?  How do you feel?

Q:  Wonderful!

B:  Do you believe that?

Q:   (Pause) Mmmm... I still feel confused.

B:  Is there something wrong with that?

Q:  No, but...

B:  What is confusion?

Q:  Co--fusion.

B:  Which means?

Q:  Integrating.

 B:  All right.  Does that integration feel wonderful?  Yes or no? It's up
to you.

Q:  It hasn't.

B:  It hasn't!

Q:  In the last couple of days it has not felt wonderful.

B:  I see. Would you like it to?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Go ahead.  Let it.

Q:  Let it?

B:  Yes.  Let it.

Q:  Let it feel wonderful.  Yes.  Let it feel wonderful!

Q:  Okay.  (Who is talking?)

B:  Will you do me another favor?  Will you, right now, pretend that it
does, in fact, feel wonderful?

Q:  Yes.

 B:  Thank you very much.  How does it feel?

 Q:  Wonderful!

B:  Ooh. Thank you very much!

Q:  You're welcome.

B:  So are you.

Now, conviction!  Conviction.  Conviction.  Conviction.  Gut feeling,
conviction.  Knowingness, trust.  And the willingness to speak your piece.
That is the difference in the energy.  And the block you feel is simple
lack of trust in your own convictions.  All right?

Q:  Yes!  Thank you!

B:  Thank you!  Do you now feel more trusting?

Q:  Yes.

B:  A million times more trusting?

Q:  Yes.

B:  Joy to you.

Q:  Thank you.

B:  And in your expressions, let them carry the conviction of your joy.

Q:  Yes, okay.

B:   Are you excited?

Q:  Well, yes.

B:  Thank you very much.

Q:  Thank you.