Asthma Q: Could you give me some ideas perhaps on why I may have chosen the disease asthma, and I'm having difficulty curing myself of it. B: How is it serving you? What does it allow you to learn? Q: Intellectually things like the lungs are the shape of butterflies. It has to do with freedom, uh.... B: Oh I see. Very beautiful. What do you do with this knowledge? Q: I don't know. I'm having difficulty translating, you know, acting on it emotionally or physically. B: Do you feel that, in you terms again, to be colloquial in your language, that you have connections to other places, other times? Perhaps including ones off of your planet? Q: Do I feel that I have a connection to that? B: Yes. Q: I don't see it so much as another planet. Something I have the feeling, I think that, you know, I'm not of this planet; but that's a feeling of not being connected. I interpret that as not feeling connected perhaps. B: All right. But can it not be that you are feeling connected to somewhere else, rather than simply interpreting it as not being connected to here. Q: Yeah, I guess that could be it. B: All right. Q: I have recollections of feeling like I could fly. B: All right. Now that is typical and does not necessarily have to be a connection to another planet as that will be a typical experience that you will translate in physiological terms in what you call astral projection. For in this way, simply recognize that since you are translating the idea of any other connections you may have in terms, as you have shared them, that you feel that you are not connected to here from time to time, then you may have brought with you a belief system that lets you think you are "breathing alien air", and can't breathe it deeply. Now, the idea also can come hand-in-hand many times, and in this case our perception is that it also does, come hand in hand with some of the experiences you have created in what you call your past life phenomena, so to speak, with regards to suffocation death. You will find that it is not unlikely that many of what you call asthmatics are carry-overs from suffocation death. As you are hearing what we are saying, what feelings are occurring within you? Q: Uh. B: We are not expecting that you believe us, but simply, what feelings are occurring within you? Q: Sadness. B: Oh. Why? Q: Uh, well, just feelings of, of, well, aside form the feelings, I've manifested that as, you know, trying to act out some past situation. I mean that come up, so I'm thinking that must be... B: Yes. It may be, in your terms, the idea you would call a repetition of a scenario you have lived through before. Q: So then, of course, thinking of that particular thing that actually happened physically here, has brought up that sadness. B: All right. Do you recognize that sadness, as you are experiencing it at this point, can also be releasing. It is centering form a negative point of view, just like laughter is centering form a positive point of view. Crying, laughing. The same thing. One negative. One positive. Both of then are centering phenomena. Therefore, what you are doing right now in the experiencing of your emotional sadness, is releasing, centering, and opening up the understanding that if you have created these scenarios in your life, you are, once again, in control of them. You have drawn them into your life for a reason, and the reason may simply be to allow you to examine what you are examining right now. And to choose to connect and link to the reality you have created in whatever way you now prefer to because this is the transformational life, and therefore any idea can be allowed by you to be deserve by you. Ecstasy is you birthright. You do not have to do anything special to earn it. You are it, automatically, because you exist. Therefore, relax the judgments upon yourself and the constrictions you have placed upon yourself. Breathe deeply of the self and the energy that you are. Know that your auric field, your electromagnetic spectrum, can energize and oxygenate you in whatever manner is necessary. Take it for granted that the atmosphere of your existence is worth breathing, for it was created or the very joy of unconditional love of All That Is. And if All That Is created you, All That Is obviously thinks you deserve to exist. So, once you center, after you release, recognize that in being centered, you are allowing yourself to blend within ecstasy. Energy from this point forward will open doorways within your sub and unconsciousness realms, as you have created those levels to exist within your consciousness, and from this point forward, much can become more conscious and you may find that your dream activity will accelerate in various ways, starting this night of your time. Thank you for allowing us and allowing yourself to touch those doorways within you, for now you will find that many of the energy vortices you call chakras within you will expand, particularly the solar plexus, which is the chakra of intention. Now that you are centered in this way, you may allow yourself to breathe more freely with who and what you are. Be comfortable with yourself. You deserve to exist. As you breathe freely and more freely into your life, as you take in the atmosphere and breathe out the new reality, the reality you prefer to be, recognize that you will, then, begin to breathe together with others of the same vibration. You will conspire to create a reality of peace. You may all take a short break.